WeLL.. As Katrina on the day of Mother’s Day.. is enjoying
Retail Therapy in Hunting and Gathering while i go on
the usual hunt of the day in foraging up some fun
and creative interactions with all the folks
i encounter in Public Dance around
the metro area heAR iN P-Cola
aS Such.. she’s attempting
to fit in my Pants without
getting too much of
A FredAche as
although i finished
writing a 28,623 Word
100th MacroVerse of “NetherLand
Bible 2017”.. on Saturday about noon
in three days time.. the fully illustrated and
publish paRT took a little longer as after all
i am also the Director.. Producer.. Photographer.. Actor
and all around doer as my wonderful wife Katrina incarnate
Isis.. Mary.. Lillith.. Eve and Wonderful deMon aS Such too
who protects me out in the Wild when she thinks select
Members of Trump Land are dissing my dance.. yes..
like Lucifer’s great personal assistant on that Fox
show too.. can’t wait to see what the Carpenterish
Looking Incarnate God Dude has to say on the
show tonight too as note heAR too.. anyWay..
on this First sHow slide of Facebook Profile
Pics in status way too.. of a total
of 14 total coming as fully
illustrating this Netherland
Bible 2017″ even more now
as “LuCiFreD MoM’s DaY”
MacroVerse Number 100
also playing A role as MacroVerse
Number 771 of “SonG of mY SoUL”
in longest long form free verse Poem..
thaT aRises WeLL past 4 MilLioN words
now.. yes.. this neW aGE Free Bible to be
completed in one year of 1.6 Million words
from Memorial Day.. the 30th of May 2016
through the coming one in 2017 oF May
29th noW aRiSes to 1,549,875 words
sure.. caLL iT 1.55M words as short
link number to the total now iF
yA like to.. HeHE.. too.. and
really considering the official
tally of the King James antiquated
Version of Good and Bad news is at
783,137 words all i gotta do is get to
1,566,274 words to double that effort
in even less than a year with just 16,399
words more to go.. and shoot.. could knock
that out in 24 hours if i don’t spend most of these
two days Dancing in Public and going hiking in the woods
that yes.. i will do tomorrow to get the next MacroVerse after this oNe heAR
at number 101.. published in a few days as number 102 too.. FULLy illustrated..
anyWay looks like most everything after this current MacroVerse Number 101
is gonna be Gravy Train as far as doubling the word count effort
of that King James Version in just a year.. taking 80 or so folks
and thousands of folks in scribe and oral tradition then over
Centuries to get that job done without the transhumanist
tools and close to 57 years of Global experience now..
including Virtual Internet ways.. of resource materials
and all the avenues and tools of technology that
even make this possible.. as Jesus F iN Christ..
if you had to try to read my chicken scratch
handwriting you’d probably rather have
a second and thousandth hand
story of oral tradition anyway
as literally thousands of
people worked together
to create what we currently
see as a mostly Loving Human
Hero Archetype of the Jesus today..
i decided as a Hobby Being permanently
legally and medically assessed per current
cultural standards although of course if i was
one of my A. Indian Ancestors.. i would surely be
honored NoW as Butterfly Foot Dancer or some other
NeW Animal SpiRit as Shaman then now too.. although
it’s true.. NoW2 some Members of the Public Metro Viewing
audience already name me tHeir Spirit Animal as pure flour
NoW white as any non-Indian might look on the outside ’round
these Trump Red State lands as American FreeR outcast noW2..
anyWay.. it’s true that the Katrina is my most excellent Guardian
of AngEL NoW.. butt as far as fitting in to all of my pants.. well
haven’t found anyone yet close to be able to do that although
i have John 14:12 hope and wishes that one day soon someone
WiLL Do more than me in this tiny area of human specialities in
laser focused Existential and eTc.. intelligences to do one thing
that no man or woman or eTc.. at Least on this Planet has
not dared to do yet.. and of course i’m riding the wave of
Transhumanism as the main reason no one has
done it before.. is they haven’t opened their
minds and bodies completely to even
become a NeW aGE Isaiah and
King David and Dance and
do HoLY Spirit CreATivity
as 4 year prophet and meSSenGer
StuFF all naked in Dabce iN appropriate
avenues of/for that also fulfilling King David’s
Prophecy of Celebrating the Lord God oF aLL
aS nAture+ iN-Joy of so-called societies viewS now
as/oF more vile ways that are simply God Wild and
Free within celebrating all our BLeSsinGs NaKeD
frOm Head to toe.. more CoMInG oN ThAT Later
iN associated Fully Illustrated Bible ParTS too as
that antiquated Version Censors out so much that is trULY
And HuMaNly GreAT and GoD Good as far as inspiring much
Greater GoD oF NAtuRE sAMe Creativity and Productivity even more
now too.. anyway if Miley and Kim K and Kanye and Katy and Gaga can
do it.. i’ll go one step further than any current artist i know oF iN Poetry oNliNe
and Bible Land same is WiLLiNg and CaN jUST NiKe VicTory DO Michelangelo
King David in the Flesh AS now more too.. in Egyptian God MiN oF Fertility
and original Petroglyph ways too.. hey.. if you are trULy gonna do John
14:12.. not only do yA do more.. you fulfill all the prophecies of before
and fully illustrate those too.. including wandering 40 years in a
Patriarchal Desert Hating Environment against art and smiles
where you are greatly threatened bodily harm if you become
the Free Lover as Jesus now too.. or sure.. even
the Mythological Moses now too.. point is..
this is goinG uP for real in all Forrest
Gump DAnCE iN almost 7400 MiLes
oF Distance aCross the US
in shortest widths of three
times now.. in Public Store dAncE..
more all around this metro area more..
yes.. this mean fulfilling secular prophecies
like Katy Perry’s ET SonG of every move NoW is
magic and floating like a Butterfly and fulfilling
that King James King David prophecy too of
celebrating the Lord God oF aLL oF and aS
Nature in pure vile ways with no shame too..
true.. sometimes my britches get too big for me too..
thing is.. God is the britches i wear and there are no limits
or pre-set expectations for those britches now.. bitcheS hehe..
just word play and rhymes and times two and such as that too..
no offense intended and more on that in a few too as the greatest
story tOld hehe.. in empirical terms of size in words continues on now too..
God as the
AS NAtuRE pLus
in every which way and
loose i can and will do everything
and anything too now too.. at leAST
i can prove it as far as delusions of Grandeur
do come in humble and meek ways of inheriting
not only the eARTh as HeART but the KinGdoM WiThiN..
iNSidE.. outsiDe.. aBoVe so BeLow and aLL a’RouNd NoW of
HeAven NoW as dAM these Britches feeL so Good.. BItcheS.. now2..;)
AnyWaY.. it’s trUe.. i’M Challenging the
World and if you wanna name Katrina
another Name of an Egyptian
Goddess as Kite aS Sky
Goddess noW and such
as that.. other than
Isis.. Lilith.. Mut
Nut.. Eve Mary and
OTheR Wives Mothers
Sisters and overall
Divine feminine archetypes
of Love and Grace.. go wRite aHead..
name me Mr. Kite.. and even NoW wish
me a Happy Mother’s Day as Mother Nature too..
hEhe.. what else.. oH Yeah and continuing to fulfill
the Prophecy of the Beatle’S eStra hiGhly Induced acid
Trip inspired music and lyrics in all random synchronicity
ways of putting unrelated every which way and loose stuff
and it coming to be psychologically meaningful in a-causal
connecting ways of Synchronicity on the Album cover too..
as a law enforcement looking dude as just another bust
as a stone statue off of John Lennon’s Porch
with his best friend Paul named after
Apostles too.. from the good
old English King James
tools of those Lonely
HeART’s Club Band Artists
and Philosophers and Poets
and Hell and Heaven in Nirvana
NoW and BlisS even Indian Gurus too..
and A Little Marilyn Monroe to increase
creativity and productivity too.. as K aS 11
of two bridges NoW aS Hemispheres of bRain and eARTh
now2 with online human neurons connect uP all free and
spread some all you need is Love and Beauty and Wisdom
iN a NeW aGE oF Aquarius LovE LiGht LiFE too.. yEs.. join
those two ones as 11 K togeTheR as Bridge and coMe to bE Now
H 8 stAnDinG TALL as MetaPhoR of INFiniTy eVEn MorE noW too..
and sure.. even dance like Henry the Horse a free waltz too
floating on Terrestrial Ground too in WalKinG oN
and BeinG aS WateR and AiR NOW too.. floWn
and SWuM by boTh aS sucH NoW too.. as
Astrocytes of Glial CeLLs WAve Ocean
of Neurons whOle NoW as Quantum
UnLeASH AND ReLeASe NoW OF
miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
SoUL MoRe NoW too..
aLiVe we becOMe
boTh iN LiFE and
BeFoRE and aFTER aS
SenTiEnt stAR duST plUS
cOMinG from stAR DeaTH Crucible
FiRe.. suRE.. REBoRn aGaiN NoW too..
Penny Lane Baby but in this case an asphalt
Road from JC PeNnY2.. wHeRe iN My CloSinG iN oN
7400 MiLes oF PuBliC MaRTiaL arTS and BaLLeT LikE
StYle DancE too.. NoW thIs Penny is what i personally see
as many soULs i Meet on the DAncE RoaD AsPHalT noW too..
when folks are carrying out tHeir foraging ways of GathErinG
NoW that the hUNt
oF ANd iN liFe iS
NoW too oN
oF DaRk to liGht
more and yes.. less too NoW..
sure.. it’s sad and tHEre are ways
ouT for those who DancE and SinG MoRE
aS LoVe LiGht LiFE NoW MoRe.. oN A StAIRwaY2 HeaVeN NoW2..
AnYWAy.. on the stair way mostly to hell in the Ross Dress for
Less plaCe wheRE A combination iS required to get in the Bath
room for fear of losing retail stuff.. a typical Trump State Dude
with his Wife and his teenage Daughter are perusing my Peaceful
Dance with the Dude with the serious look of are you the
next Rampage killer at Ross today.. just ’cause i’m
big and really into it and serious looKing2 of
course and it’s kinda spooky not to be
able to see my eyeS even though
i have a Doctor’s note for
that along with
as a stim
way of regulating
Emotions and Integrating
Senses for my Super Spidey
FeeLinGS and SeNsES of isREaL
LoVE LiGht LiFE AngEL eMpATh too..
and nah.. Angels don’t all look dainty
either as the Fox Lucifer sHow doES show too.
once the mAsK that culture asks for is taken off of
course as JuST bEinG an Every DaY AnGel iN Heaven or Hell now2..
So.. sure.. i wear ipHone6s ear buds that allow you to also heAR what’s
going on around ya too.. and when the Dude says come here now.. get away from
that Dancing Dude even though his Daughter is at least 30 feet away and just observing
my Dance like the customer service rep keeps smiling at me about too..
of course.. i am so mindfully aware it’s like i have an eYe in the
sKy all Horus Decked ouT iN WisdoM of TrutH and LiGht NoW
too.. as i am LiftinG HiGher and HiGher in TranscendentaL
Ecstasy as eVEN ScIEncE Proves occurs by way
NoW of Brain Waves too in a way of Meditative
Dance wHen BodY and mINd SouL BecOME
Regulating and IntegrATinG FoRCE
NoW to in BaLanCinG isREaL
SoUL NoW Way too.. i
calmly and assertively
walk up to the patriarchal
acting dude.. who assumes of
course that anyone free style
dancing in public must be off the
wall on drugs or such as that as a
danger to his daughter as i am kind
of imposing in muscle way now too..
as exercising Dance all day WiLL MaKe
ya too as long as you
enough too.. i say..
sorry sir iF my Dance
Offended you and i am not
only sorry.. NoW i feel pity for
him that he’s never likely experienced
the Nirvana and Heaven now with zero worries
in Bliss that comes with a Trance Dance NoWnoW
iN eXtREMe MiNdful awareness wHeRE yoUr Science
and ArT MiNd PotentiaLLy skyrockets afTEr that
for the neXt Michelangelo
Poem ever in
Laser focus way
in 45 months too
with close to 7400
miles of Public Dance too..
so i give him something i hope
he can understand as if he hasn’t
experienced Heaven at Hand now.. not
likely he’ll have a clue of what i am NoW
on Now as Bliss and Nirvana in all Natural
and inherited way of Free Trance Dance now..
so i say.. this is a stim sir.. and i STiLL NoW have a
higher Functioning type of Autism named Asperger’s
Syndrome and this allows me to regulate my emotions
and integrate my senses so the Environmental Stimulus
will not be too much for me in this Ross Store now..
so.. sure… sorry if you are offended by my dance
and he goes on to say i wasn’t offended until
now when you give me this explanation now
as he just becomes another Trump
Red State Jerk.. who may
or may not be
weapon for his
bravado more.. and
so i say.. sure dude.. thinking
i hope he enjoyed his church service as he don’t
kNoW me too.. wondering if they worshipped Trump again today..
NoW aS Surely in acts of anti-Christ this dude shoWed those Red
and after than
i just floated
off with a smile
of knoWing i would
have just another parable
story of a Dance Fear Dude
in Red State Way of my Bible more now too..
and sure.. i looked back and saw his crushed penny soul
got a picture
oF it at the
Mall as God
i need with ‘a little
help’ from mY friEnds2..
Prepare me a way and STuFF
LikE that as paved even more FReED NoW2..;)
While it’s true.. i’ve taken a lot of shit in my life from the
male version of the human species.. and yes.. turned the other
cheekS and loved ’em anyWay enough for now.. not to turn over tHeir
money changer tables at LeASt foR NoW HeAR.. rare it is that any
female version under 30 of the human species gives me any shiT
aT all.. in fAcT it seems i naturally excite those
Folks with Free SpiRits as i too have not only
WiLL and Strength.. sure.. NoW Financially
iNdependent and the Wife K/Isis don’T
have to work either.. so all
i have to do is Tom Sawyer..
Lucifer.. Peter Pan and
Jesus too.. with
or growing old either
as long NOW as i got the
Dance.. i got Cheap Thrills
SiA NoW2.. don’t even cost Me A
LinCoLN Railroad TRack Flattened
Penny sENt uP and DowN as GoD
iN HUmaN Forms too on the
Mall asphalt road
for less HELL too..
Women make me smile..
true.. clothed or consensually
naked FReED too.. even manneQuins
aS Such as suReLy SacRed WoMBs too..
NoW And it’s trUe.. i’Ve seen the liGht and
thaT is moSTly FeMalE too.. WiLL and Strength IS
A Fortress to secure the Corner Stone of Love and now
never stumbling as LiGht MoRE NoW liFE wHOle FeaRless
uNcoNdiTionAlly aS SuCh NoW moRE too.. iN BoDy and MiNd
Aware noW too..
so.. sue me.. i Love
All Women.. no matter Yogis
or with Bears on HeadS.. and
truly artistic coloRed HAiR too..;)
“Amen, amen, I say to you, whoever
believes in me will do the works that I do,
and will do greater ones than these, because I am going to the Father.”
Isn’t that the way acts of courage mustarded and seeded deep within as
100 Percent Positive Force of Emotions Regulated and seNsEs Integrated
InSpIres otheRs NaTurALLy to do greater works no matter who me is now..
WeLL iT iS.. AKA Faith and TrUST iN all of what is AKA GOD NoW aLL moRE2..
JuST DoinG iT
MoRE Now.. the teacher
often becomes the Idol
AND THE GOD and the student
and disciple just takes a nap..
GreaTer Works NoW too..
i wish nOw2 people could really
see and hear and be INsPIREd by
thiS old and stiLL VerY ReLeVaNT
MesSAgE as the teacher IS A failure
if the students do not eventually achieve
Greater works of Doing and Teaching too.. we
huMans work better Humble and Meek iN taLinG
FoLks they can do more than ‘me’ too.. it’s how
LaSt PLaCE nOW..
Looking toward whatever
Role Model smaLL or larGe
we can metaphor as FathER
MoTHEr or whatever we
VerB NoW too..anyWAy
i CaN and WiLL Do even
GreaTer works than i did
yesternow as i have what
it takes as God
Free foR NoW@LeASt..;)
ConsideRing i wrote a 28,623
Word MacroVerse named “LuCiFreD’s
MoM’s DaY”.. the one day on MoTher’s
Day when John 14:12 was/is referenced
in the Literature of Catholic
Church that i referenced
many times in
too.. iT worked
ouT juST wRiTE
as i had A FeeLinG
tHeRE waS.. aNoTheR
GiFt waiting for me
at the Catholic Church
to add before publishing
the greater works nowTheNoW2..
NoW aS it’s reAlly hard to suggest
that something as large as an only
God incarnate would suggest thaT a
lowly human would do more than God..
i wouldn’t even say now that after writing
A Bible twice as big as what came before..
And it’s clear as running water and flow
of air that the Jesus Dude was humbly saying
HeAR thaT he was a peg LowEr than aLL ThAT IS..
aka God.. and never one the same as all that is otHER
than pArT as WhOle as GoD STiLL MoRE NoW too.. wHere the
next humble Yogi
thenOW too now..:)
And of course the Priest
in the Homily acted like
the do more part doesn’t
even exist.. never ever have
i heard any priest or pastor
say that as it in itself proves
that Jesus is neither the only
Son of God or God incarnate whole either
no more than anyone else who will do greater works
too.. how that remains in the bible is it simply
of years too..
in ways of
MoRE NoW too..
at Least in the Church
as in the secular world
folks do more alWays NoW..
it’s how human nature WiTh GoD
oF NatuRE alL ThaT iS LiVinG within
Works do more.. survive and thrive more..
or sit still and bow and kneel before those who came
before as making them into idols instead of teachers STiLL now..
but of course how you gonna inspire a Roman Empire or a church empire
to expand more..
the end all beginning
all of now sTiLL past..
the tribal instinct as
alWays rules group think
and Quarter Backs of teams
and Religions made into idol as God sTiLL2now..:)
Facebook FriEnd.. Rafiah..
shares a Song in
the Urdu Language
and i return then with..
voice she has..:)
Its the urdu poetry thats breathtakingly touching.
Of course voice adds this haunting atmosphere and feel to the song.
Then i go on to DancE And SinG
i’d ask you to translate but
my understanding is..
it’s not possible to
retain the beauty..
touching.. as the
takes a lot of practice
and out of the box for that..;)
Then.. Rafiah shares
a Modern Version of
a Movie from Pakistan/
India that has Dancing in it..
And i go on to say..
Wars Peace Force..;)
Rafiah kindly asks..
Fredd, how are you and Kat?
Its been really long.
And i return in flow with..
Like a purple flower my friend..
just glad for the color of Love..
and there is no cLock in FriEnD
or hands of tiMe iN Love that’s Real..:)
And then as i see she is changing
the Purple Flower emoticon
to a Red heART.. i respond..
Yes.. Red HeART
iS eVeN GreaTer
Than Purple FloWeR aS
FloWeR inspiRes HeART
Rafiah Sings back..
And heart is where Fred and Kat resides in. So yeah.
Smile Emoticon With HeART eYes..
iN short.. i say more..
Love for Real..:)
Rafiah shares another Video
of a couple who are constantly
fighting but still seem to be loving..
I return like none of it is my fault with..
That is Katrina for all practices..;)
Rafiah in continued response says..
I should take some of her tips then,
might make use of those in future. Lol
i say in tongue in cheek way..
Hmm.. your Husband
WiLL be a Saint then..;)
with tear eyes..
And then i
i drop by yesterday
to say to a status
i totally don’t understand..
And then go on to say..
Hi.. just saying hi..:)_
Today.. Rafiah responds..
Then i say..
Nice to hEar
Rafiah ends with..
I missed you. And Kat.
And i end this
pArT now with..
You are alWays
Then Rafiah shares a status
about a Revengeful hashtag
and i offer
A Best Revenge
IS A Smile..
And A Happy
Dance and SonG oN courSe..;)
Rafiah.. continues to relate..
Laraib reminds me of our time together last time.
Smile Emoticon with HeART eYes
i go on to ponder..
Hmm.. i’m not sure what ya’LL
did but i hope it was reAlly fun..;)
We had all the fun of the world.
And finally i say..
And affirm by saying
OKay.. Have a nice
DaY as FoR NoW..
Honey neVer GroWs Old..:)
And now off with the Smile Emoticon
Shirt with beyONd Rainbow Tie Die Colors..
thenow with shadeS on GroWinG on To A
ShiRT oF Yoda Flavored Wisdom
iN Beauty of Dance
a few comments
back to Facebook
Poet Friend Candice
as she has been talking
to the subject of Mental Health Month..:)
SMiLes.. i’m continuing now to enjoy this
very thoughtful and professionally delivered
comprehensive analysis of mental illness and
i suppose the only prize i get for experiencing almost
every slide in part at least.. is empathy and sympathy for
others with similar conditions and of course plenty of
associated dark muse memories if uncovered enough
for free verse poetry… Gender
ID issues were among
the hardest for me even
when the psychotherapist
back in 2008 scoffed at me
when i said i feel like i’m turning
into a girl and the GP Doctor scoffed
at me when i said my testosterone must
be low when she looked at my hairy body
and come to find out it was lower than a
75 year old man.. one of my issues was
all females in my family and never really
having any so-called male gender role
behavior to imprint when
young.. seriously.. selfies
made me feel like i finally
had a Father and finally
became whole along
of being actually
smaller than i was
from being bullied about
the opposite male issue of being
too skinny.. and i’ve seen this in the field
of athletics where total monsters of guys with
bulging biceps feel like they are still too small and
sure.. so much porn associated worry among males
over is my penis ever gonna be big enough to be a man..
anyway.. of all these slides i’ve experienced the one you may
or may not be able to present is that of socio-pathy and yes
actual innate psychopathy from birth where physiologically
beyond the actual control of the individual they feel the
only physiological pleasure as far as empathy goes
in experiencing other folk’s pain.. yes.. physiological
pleasure that is real and a very real biological
disorder and to my horror when i fell
ill with a synergy of life threatening
disorders.. including losing all
emotions at the bottom
of that fresh hell
i could feel nothing
to my horror in human
logical way i felt an actual sick
pleasure with reference point of feeling
nothing else when my mother was choking
on a piece of bread that would have otherwise
horrified me when i was well.. and it was literally
beyond my physiological control NOT TO Feel that
way and to understand that some folks are born that
way is to understand that some folks are born devils
beyond their control and yes.. to have sympathy for
those devils as that is hell being born or becoming
ill to experience that worst of all human
experiences i for one have experienced
because i had felt the heaven of
unconditional love that truly
is heaven compared to
that hell my friend..
sympathy for the
devil.. you really almost
have to go to hell to have
sympathy for the real devils in life..
in other words.. you practically have to BECOME A DEVIL..
AND SURE.. at that point in my life i felt like I WAS THE DEVIL..
SMILES MY friend.. it’s true.. i’ve seen both sides and more of life too.. in hell..:)
Candice kindly returns with..
Thank you! I appreciate your support!
i respond with..
And then i remember to say..
Oh yeah.. and that reminds me too..
after just sharing another amazing
photo of the eternal teenager’s legs
she too has this issue where she thinks her
legs are ugly and misshaped.. and sure.. really
bad problems with OCD and sure.. a very abusive
childhood with Mother’s boyfriend standing over her
bed with knife.. other children bullying her for being
so poor.. and overall childhood hell.. that changes basic
brain chemistry for always a feeling of scarcity in life.. without…
Hard to overcome.. but possible even when there is no hope..
from personal experience.. otherwise i would say i don’t know..
as i have been to the place
or even memory
of what the emotion
of hope felt like per if
i had ever experienced
that emotion in my life
as actually losing all
emotions that is
part of hell too
is a place with
then as zero
back to anything that
is associated with feeling
and sensing heaven.. even the
warm and fuzzies of petting a cat
where oxytocin is no longer produced
in the body either.. oxytocin is a really
big deal that most psychotherapists and
psychiatrists have zero idea of how to deal with
that as there are no pills for it and only some experimental
stuff now.. not covered by insurance.. and sure.. illicit drugs
that actually potentially help bring that feeling back.. but illegal
and it’s worth noting as my Psychiatrist affirmed.. memories
are emotions and to lose that is to lose your actual heart of
point to those
memories that are
emotions in other
words lost at sea forevernow on a boat that
is only shell without any waves of ocean
another ground hog day in what i named
myself at one point as Aghogday.. kind
of like the burial grounds of life
of the Hindu Aghori too..
as without emotion
and all is
as horror is preferable to null and void..
anyWay.. dear.. always a pleasure to find inspiration
with you.. but i have a 30K or so Macroverse to publish
just for fun to celebrate Mother’s Day memories.. so.. see
ya later.. and this reminds me again to catch up on your blog..;)
Candice says as i quote her again..
Pls tell the eternal teenager that someone else with eyes that work on OTHER PEOPLE if not on herself, KNOWS FOR A FACT that she has the BEST LEGS OUT THERE! And hence the crown of eternal teenager is so apropos! Make sure you say that to her and wag your finger!..;) (it’s all true!) (going to have to find songs about great legs to send you guys!)
ZZ Top and
Bottom will do..;)
And then i say..
i showed her
This.. just now
And she glowed..
Other girls don’t like her much..
so it’s nice to hear it from someone outside the family.. it seems..:)
Candice shares another Mental Health Slide on her
Facebook Page addressing Bi-Polar Disorder
and how they and folks who are
schizophrenic get labeled
and of course
that that has also
been associated with
Asperger’s Syndrome to
some degree too in the media
at least.. but in all cases drug
addiction is the determining factor..
so i continue the discussion on her FB page..
Rampage Killing and Mental illness and the major
factors associated were one of my many special
interests pursued in the time i spent on the ‘Wrong
Planet’ website with the outcasts and unwanted
toys of society as a sad but very real metaphor..
anyway.. you may find the topic above interesting
as it was a very hot topic when Asperger’s syndrome
also came into question.. anyway.. in cases of mental
illness in most cases folks with mental illness are more
likely to be the victims of violence more than the perpetuators
unless substance abuse is in the mix as substance abuse is
a major factor associated with all crimes and particularly
crimes of violence.. anyway.. our informal poll came up
with a loss of social role as a greatest factor and
when folks grow lost from society and
feeling they often turn to drugs
or other stimulus way
like cutting to
and anything at all
away from lost and numb..
anyway.. there is also the issue of
who can afford a doctor.. who is willing to
seek help because of the stigma and finding
a Mental Health Professional who really knows
what they are doing and truly doesn’t have as
many problems themselves.. as can obviously
be the case for the motivation to get in the field
themselves unless they have fully conquered their
Demons too.. my biggest problem was the loss of
emotions.. getting in touch with emotions and regulating
emotions and of course integrating senses that can be an issue
of super sensitivity with many mental illnesses.. particularly Bi-Polar
and ADHD.. and of course the Autism Spectrum too.. many Psychiatrists
refuse to see a person with Asperger’s Syndrome as there are no recognized
drugs that work well for therapy specific to the actual condition.. Bi-Polar keeps
me in and interestingly the part of me that is super logical per the Asperger’s
from my Father helps me to control the Wild Side of the Bi-polar from
my Mother’s side.. yang and yin of Asperger’s/Bi-Polar too.. and likely
why i had ‘a little’ personality to miix with the Asperger’s too..
anyWay.. when i got the Baker act first go around
with no sleep for three days at age 21 almost
getting institutionalized before my
City Council relative vouched
for who the before no
sleep me was
drugs they gave
me totally put me then way out
of touch.. and in my case specifically
throwing them away led to two decades
of seeing no Doctor at all and 25 Years of
Government Service until i went down again..
anyway.. i remember the Head Psychiatrist reading
a Book about folks with Schizophrenia who can control
it as they had no label that would stick to me then.. soon
after i passed my finger through a cigarette lighter flame and
Euphorically could feel no pain back when smoking was allowed inside..
Finally Diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum at age 47 down in beyond depression
for 66 months and back in Heaven and getting the Bi-Polar Diagnosis at
53.. thing is.. as long as i can balance the high i won’t go down to
the low and i have specific ways of doing it both externally
through dance and song of words and internally
through bio-feedback sAMe greater as time
goes by.. put me back in the same
high stress situation taking
it all in and doing it
all and i’ll
and that’s the thing..
there are no real disabilities
as long as one can accommodate
them well enough to enjoy life and harm
no one else.. as my psychotherapist says
i’m not designed to work well in the expectations
of society.. looking around at society these days..
makes me the lucky one..
hehe.. good thing we have
an empathic enough way of
Government to help those who don’t fit in..
problem is.. having the paper work ability to get in..
as it is often the ‘higher classes’ that can and do get help..
and often those on the side of the road who never get the paper work skills
as pull your boot
straps up when the
entire disability lives
as hell invisible inside..
it’s sad.. ’cause a symptom
of many of these disorders
is refusing to admit you even need
help and tell that to the state and they check you out of help..
seen it happened to relatives in need.. seen ’em go down in flames.. too…
as hey.. like they say it runs in the family and runs away with the family too…
without a voice
to explain it..so sad that is… to see…
and much better when help finally comes..:)
And now the last FB Profile Pic Slide of this
show go around comes as Father Tree is ready
to provide some bedtime fairy tales in words
associated with shared Human Archetypes and
The Yogi Buddha is taking care of the internal
without words in Lotus position with Yoga hand
and arm moves and even finger moves too.. comes all
natural to me without instruction as we do have this potential
encoded in our DNA too.. as just another Innate Instinctual
and Intuitive Animal of Nature Call of the Wild Set Freed
to experience life invisible for capture of prey and
escape from predator too as we mammals do tend
to do when naked and free in the woods
as such in areas of abundance out
of snowy and desert rocky
mountain too as scarCity
of cold and
where just surviving
is what ya do to get through
to the end of the day as modern
human nuclear families as small as one
travel to foreign places of scarcity in snow
and desert way to find some way to earn subsistence
now.. wHeRe.. we effectively and affectively are not evolved to live..
so.. many factors that lead to Happiness and so many equally predictable
Factors that lead to Misery and getting the existential and physical and
overall emotional intelligence to gain mInd and BoDy BALanCE IS A Lifelong
Work of ArT more than science in hard bound book way in culture.. including
religious and science textbooks away from flesh and blood and arriving
at screams of screen too.. from almost wake to sleep now as not
so well at all for the Nature folks we are born to
live Free to be for now sTiLL warm and
fuzzy cheek to cheek and hip to hip
in a DAncE and SonG oF LIFE and
LiGht to Celebrate
not only a survive
life butt a Norm Cheers
being of everyone KNowS anD
yeS FeeLs and SeNsES yA nAMe nOW..
even if.. you must make your own social
role and become a totally unpaid legend
of dance except for the pay back of smiles
paid forward with a feat of art in Dance of SMiLes too..
and yes.. co-creativity too..
no limits Baby the KinG is back
in the House and the house is your
Body as yoU BaLanCe YouR MiNd as the
Body Leads the mInd iN EmoTioNal Regulation
and Sensory Integration for Smooth Bliss NoW..
NaH.. NO SLOT MACHINES..
prescription and illegal
drugs required jusT a LiFE
LonG Practice NoW of getting
one all wed iN MiNd and BoDy
SoUl BaLanCinG waY wiTh PLenTy oF
HeaRt EmotiONs and SeNseS ExpreSsinG soUL
iN HUMaN STiLL Evolving Happy Thriving ways
too.. of course..
wRitE oN coursE NoW too..:)
No GraViTy.. PlEase..:)
a few more..
by Nature Winds
Blow DancE SinGs
Feat.. ToeS Ease
aLL iS BaLanCinG..
Gravity Going.. short
cut bliss one foot right
left foot even.. time ends..
cLocks sloW aLL coMes oPen
ending beginning never ending
Stories staRting DanCing and SinGing
LiFe.. WiLd and
Free.. no iNstructions
or GuidElines.. Fly jusT Fly
Clouds Dance and Sing by..
Hi Prajakta.. Beauty PlEases..:)
Good evening gigoid.. as i come
to pLay with Wisdom heAR.. afTer
spending a long day Forest Bathing
and Super Walmart Dancing and what
is left to do but Sing a wRitE of More with
Dance and a note to self NoW to take more
Breaks off this seat as
is RiSinG as it
can with number
of words put out..
hehe.. alWAys good
to remember the flesh
and blood more than sit alone..
even iF sit alone FeeLs allone too..
as a DanceSinG of Transcendence as
Ecstatic SonG wHeRE within Flows
Sitting STiLL still.. more as a flow
of Flesh and Blood MoVinG
DancE.. hey.. at least
the fingers Dance
butt not enough
for my genetics
at least as i must
move off this chair
to keep my optimum health..
anyWay.. that leaves a score of
~10 thousand words tonight to get
this current MacroVerse now named
“BigGer BRitCHes WORlD SiZe PlEAse”
as number 101 poTenTiaLLy Published
by the end of the niGht.. anYway words run on2..;)
“Do not be too moral.
You may cheat yourself out of much of life.
So aim above morality.
Be not simply good;
be good for something.”
~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~
True.. make life
more than a word job2..;)
“Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And never brought to mind?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
And days o’ lang syne?”
~~ Robert Burns, “Auld Lang Syne” ~~
A Song ReMembered as nice
Butt A Dance Doing is Divine
“All good things are wild, and free.”
~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~
“Belief in the supernatural reflects a failure of the imagination.”
~~ Edward Abbey ~~
For all practical intents
and purposes for those
who do not dance.. dance
“How wonderful that we have met with a paradox.
Now we have some hope of making progress.”
~~ Niels Bohr ~~
Now that so-called Christians
Have Elected the DeviL and
continue to support him..
of Humans to
make tHeir progress
to self fulfill the other second
handed Dear John dream from 2K years ago..
Ugh.. Foot Loose Christians Foot Lose Christians..;)
“Men build too many walls and not enough bridges.”
~~ Sir Isaac Newton ~~
WaLLs stARt at
MiNd and BoDy..:)
“Everyone who becomes conscious
of even a fraction of his unconscious
gets outside his own time and social stratum
into a kind of solitude.”
~~ Carl Jung ~~
a much better
metaphor i FeeL
foR A EcsTasy NoW
one though.. don’t
forget the pARt below
the Head Temple.. as MiNd
from Head to toe.. SinGS DancE2..:)
The law of life: man is not Man as yet.”
~~ Robert Browning — Paracelsus, Part v ~~
For me aT LeASt.. progress iS WalKinG doWn uP
the Beach.. ’till remnants of human cultures disappear
as BeinG FReED..;)
“And never think about
the past. No regrets, ever.”
~~ Robert Heinlein ~~
witH A Hand
alWays reacHinG out2..;)
Life’s not fair
aS wHolY it is..:)
R E S pecT
Caution sings yellow
holds green red
me in Nature
and swim me
wind me water air..:)
OtHeR thaN thaT
Hi Frank.. HoPe
more these days
of dogs now make
Mountains smile more..:)
Now you catch
mY eYe iN A riVer
so.. i stop by
Respecting Roads of Life
Paths Joining Hands
Love Journey off
to LiGhT oN
DancEs SinGs noW moRE
BeYoNd RainBoW ColoRs2..:)
Breeze WinDs sKeYes
HiGhER SpiRal SuNs
other than that
as usual thanks
for the inspiration
Dear FriEnd.. Xenia..
curRentLY weaRing Good
Cop clotheS now a differEnt
Direction oF Cop Goes as dARk
BreaThes LiGht More.. anyWAy..
With a minute or so of Popcorn before i drastically
change gears heaR from Good Cop to Bad Cop Dramatic
Actor more.. i must say.. even though i came across
one Trump Voter in all the Metro area Stores who
could not come close to entering into my
own Personal Kingdom oF Heaven
several others did and
do enter in much
that HeAR and
See More than i have
to give and share.. StARting
with the nice young Woman in the eARTH
store who listened intently to the closed
minded ways of the Ross Dress for Less Man
to the nice dude at Best Buy who listened intently
to all my philosophies for a good 15 minutes of
Freader’s Digest Long Form Poem Muse
too.. to.. the nice dude in the
Dick’s Sporting Good store
who allowed me to
advice on who we become as
machines not much different thaN
computers when they replace free verse
and style life.. although tools are made
to be used.. and not uSe uS.. uNless we allow
them too.. boo wHo.. as someone once cried.. too…
anyway.. other than that life is good if one can step
off the really deep do do shit of Trump Politics as the
seem to be
coming to Devil and
Hell Fruition oN eARTh
WritE about NoW.. WitH A SoNg
about what happens when God’s Bitch
and not a woman coMes out to play as KarMa NoW..;)
Pain of Cognitive Dissonance.. surely a
ThEMe SonG that reLates the Cognitive
Disorder when reality doesn’t
match belief.. sure.. iN
a reaLiTy checK is
No LonGer coMinG iN wheN
reaLliTy cOMes INsAne iN Orange
skin and hair as dARK TricKsTER ClOwn
Comes to Roost.. at the very top.. 1.. 2..
3.. wHeRE somEthIng HaS to give.. nah.. not
share only hoard and take.. anYWAy the Watchers
DancE and SinG bacK NoW as choSeN ONeS as the oNes
who are beyond mild and meek and humble lose tHEir
will the meek
and humble are EnJoYinG
juST aNoTher DaY of LIFE’s Good
and shuTs ouT the soUR GraBbinG
PuSseS.. NoW for SurE.. while
otheRS PuLL tHeiR Boot Straps
uP wiThiN as GoD DancEs and
SinGS so WeLL aLiVe today
out of nihilist pea green
soup vomit of Trump
Towers.. omen as
rEvolution as otHeRS
Do say as the almighty
Dollar iS the rEaL WiNNeR
heAR aBoVCE any BeiNG hUmaN for
Green Meadows YeLLoW StreAMs BlUE
aZuRE sKeYeS MoRe.. and everyone geTs
to liVe iN eTErniTy FoR NoW.. Heaven as i NoW
say oVer heAR iN thE GarDEN of EdEN iN SainT RoSe
County oF LA Lower Alabama FlowErs as PaNandle too..
StATE of BeinG eVeN MoRE as hUman becOMeS Beach liFE NoW2..
aNyWAy the long arm of the law is gonna be bRinGinG to Republicans
one just one now..
as the Constitution
BeCOMEs the real leaders..:)
And NoW Facebook Brings
the Red ColoRed Background
as the Blood Bath continues aS iN
existential angst for the survival of
the Democracy that we have at the
hands of those founding FaTHeRS
who create our constitution with
Checks and BaLancES
and at Large
through ways of
secret societies who
and that seek and find wisdom
beyond Monarchies of Church then
that and who control human beings sTiLL
through illusory fears and empty promises..
sure.. our country as ideal started way before
1776 and those ingredients became more salient
ingredients as of the stARt of the Mason Organization
almost 300 years ago and in the myths and laws of the
Greeks and Romans and yes.. Egyptians too.. as Human
Nature is STiLL relatively evolved the sAMe with the
similar strengths and vulnerabilities of truThs
and Lies and dArks and LiGhts that
liVe oN then and Now the
similar and different too..
science is just now catching
up a little on the Human UniVerse
WiThiN.. but even the Gnostic Jesus
per the words in Greek attributed to him
in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas written
for an all Natural God that can and will be
found and sought within for those who
seek and find.. shedding the
clothes of culture with
out shame.. and
that is what
societies do.. they
step out of the norm of
culture where everyone still
knows your name in group effort
away from monarchies of tradition
built that will not fall sTiLL as Human
Nature is a tribal one when scarcity comes
into play.. Abundance the goal but instant
gratification still far away from Happy2.. as
Humans are evolved for Pain and Struggle
and Strive and Live and Success and Thrive
as well.. when BaLanCing coMES in Fearless ways…
My Father was a Mason and perHaps in many ways that
explained his fearless calm if he took to heART more than logic then..
it just follows the path of the hero set free.. and for anyone who has truly
ever seen the dark night of the soul.. or 66 months or other years as is often
the case of a person on the Bi-Polar Spectrum and or Asperger’s and so many
other labels of mental disorders that can and will become balancing Force oF
hUman if a proper niche of existence is sought and found too.. sure.. the video
could relate that in something has to give uP or DowN iN dARK oF HeLL or
LiGht of heaVen and sHades oF Grey to beYOnd RainBoW coloRS of
Transcendental Ecstasy through free verse trance dance poetry
meditation or otHeR ways of achieving HiGhest states oF
hUman MiNdFuL and Bodily Awareness and Laser
Focus too that EmoTioNal ReGulaTioN and
SeNsoRy InteGraTioN CaN and WiLL
BrinG iN a Free Verse DAncE
and SonG of Life from
all the struggles sTiLL
through pain and survive
through live to success of
thrive built STiLL within our
DNA Epigenetically unpacked
through Environmental Challenge
and sketched as a New Painting of reborn
through Neuroplasticity of MINd and BoDy
BaLanCing SoUL too.. and while computer science
is a replication of the bones of science miNd the substance
F A Real all Natural Holy spiRit DriVen by EmoTioNs and SenSes
as Orchestra PlaYinG frOM Head to Toe and beyOnd HuMan Symphony
as Astrocytes of Glial Cells wave Ocean of Neurons oN DAnCinG and SinGinG
a SoNG to the Mountains RaiSiNG uP the PoTenTiaL of HuMan aGAPE LoVE to
Move Rivers Oceans of Change iN SpiRit of ART exPreSsinG A BaLanCinG ForcE oF
EmoTioNs and senSES in MoVinG.. ConNecTinG CREaTinG ways More NoW forever
more noW iN a never ending story of a never land to be controlled as machines alone..
for i am
hUman all lit uP
iN TruTH anD LiGht
thAT has no liMIts NoW
or pre-set ExpecTaTioNs
StiLL as wHo CaN WiLL and LoVe
DanCe and SinG Freer ever more.. NoW
Capstone of Pyramid with no end or ever
beginning.. no finish alWAys stARTinG
NoW NoW MoRE NoW StAR ChILd
SuN CHiLd MooN ChilD CaLL
senTiEnt stAR duST plUs
BoRn frOm sTAr
Fire Ressurection as
aLL oF uS including all the Rest
of SenTieNt Creation as animals we..
and all so-called inanimate and daRk Matter
Creation that at sub atomic Quantum Level
MoVes and ConNecTS and creAtes as we do too..
iN wHOle without any iSreal separation we all hold hands
as Creation and God all that is one as Supreme Force we
Dance and SinG allone now or not in the realization of this Divine Gift of Life now..:)
Anyway.. nah.. the
Human the animal
and the Constitution
of the United States are
not Perfect for inherent is
the mistake that the god part
of that can be taken literally to
mean your God or his God or that eTc..
God over there too.. NoW.. or the lines about
savages too can be used to slave human beings
then finally coming freer noW as all human forms
of Bio and NeuroDiVersity gain greater rights for
the right to life and liberty AND THE PURSUIT OF
HAPPINESS TOO.. AND SURE the environment.. the
home.. the God of iN eARTh inherent that houses
and vehicles and vessels the LiGht..
the spiRiT ForCe witHin oF
aLL CreATiON HeAR..
too that are
of home to
and struggle and
survive as live through
success of thrive in Life is
Good NoW too.. sure.. it was kinda
nice to have a Constitutional Law
Professor and Super smART guy with a
HeART of sMiLe as Presisdent BeFoRE
after Bufoon before and Bufoon
after butt that’s paRT
of the PlaY as
Voice and when
the country is no
longer working as wHOle..
the sePAraTE cOme out to plaY
and elect a symptom of tHeir scarcity
and pain and struggle too.. so Trump comes
and what comes nexT is ALL our responsibiLiTy
in whatever pARt we can and WiLL SteP uP to pLay..
we are in this gAMe togeTher or Divided we will fALL
as many countries and ways of life continue to fall or
rise uP NoW too.. we create this reality named culture and
religion and even how we perceive a three letter God as
Prison of Human Nature or Force within to be set
FReED for the unalienable rights to life
and liberty and the
so can and will yA go
uP.. beCOme Maslow’s higher
Levels NoW of self actualization
to hELp out or not aLong with
Fowler’s highesT LeVel of Faith
in Pyramid way of agape Love for
all of creation in Empathy and
Compassion and the Wisdom
it’s true.. in the
Renaissance age.. there were/are
the elite who enjoyed the freedom
of ArT and Sciences then for about
5 percent of the population where the
rest of folks were referred to as minions
then too.. the issue is to work like hell like
Heaven depends on it to bring the MiNIoNs uP too..
i’m not very good at doing the small talk of that as i swim
in reAlly reALLy DeeP waters of what HUMan PotEnTiaL can beCoMe
iF and When Practiced as LiGht DaY and NiGht iN TrUth and dipping
toes into lies of BeinG too.. as dARk and LiGht iN Good Cop and
Bad Cop Way and sHades of Grey and beYond RainBoW Colors
of transcendent ecstasy are pArT and WhoLe of
the HuMaN ConDiTioN and Animal overall
Condition too.. Artists of all
Flavors are brushes
more as i dance
and sing deeper and
deeper heAR.. they have
the target audiences and
smaller brushes that work to
paint the minion masses towards morE LIGht
NOW.. and while sacred texts offer hints on how
to do it.. the Quantum metaphor as Force oF HuMan
MiNd and BoDy BalanCinG Force as agape Love oF and as ArT
NoW has no limits or pre-set expectations.. so as the Dead Poet
Society from years gone by DanceS and SinGS oN. the Powerful Play
goeS oN aS weLL or not so well too.. as Love and Grace and WiLL
and Strength or Hate and Fear under other authority control
and spineless now.. as MiNioNs DAncE and SinG uP or down
as Human is what
we MoVe.. ConNecT
and CreaTE too now
as reaLiTy uP or Down
Less or More NoW too.. iN
WiLL and Choice as Strength
iN LoVE and Grace as Heaven
within as the Kingdom of God Free..
or sure.. the other place too.. aS even without Love and
Grace without WiLL of Choice iN StrengtH it Can and will Kingdom come too..
other place too..
the Life is not Good Place2..:)
AnyWay this ends and
stARts and finishes
and beGins the
Between foR nOw..;)
Needs no Form
sMiLes.. myYFriEnd.. Xenia.. yes..
it appears that ‘Moore’s Law’ now
is dragging behind again.. heHe..
as that Garden of Love Post with
26K plus words and 28K plus
words in comments
after that equals now a
Word Press Word count
tally of 54,855 words along
with 400 or so photos.. around
40 or so YouTube Videos and other
links that connect to 4 Million plUs
Words of Long Form Poetry too as
‘SonG of My SoUL’.. A milestone for
a year was and is to reach a double
the effort of the word size of the
King James effort from
Centuries of effort
Tools of Modern Technology
in all the hard work of our ancestors
bRinG to any one beinG HUMan in limitless
ways of HUman PoTential noW iN a new experiment
wheRE humans beCoMe much more than machines
and machines will never catch up with the Ocean
of Human Subconscious abilities as small as
the abilLiTy to be our own alarm clocks
asleep and with Faith/Belief wake
up at a second before
the clock rings
@6 am too..
what the entire
enChiLada with the
PoTEnTiaL of God and all
our extensions of our human
Nature as tools coming one in
being in greater expectations coming
to fruition without even trying hard now..
we rest on bones and bloods of human giants
of antiquity and rise higher as flesh and eYes NoW..
wHeRE everYone bRinGS a New Verse of UniVerse NoW
than thaT thanks
for coming by and
hey.. i’m a traveling
Blog anYwaY iN terms
of what i live as liGht
or dArk perceived
read.. other than
that may yOUr liGht shine oN..
as Free LaMp BeinG hUman Now..:)
And just A oh by A way..
along with the inspiration
of your poetry in the current Macro
Verse humbly titled “BigGer Britches WORlD SiZe PlEAse”
i am all set to exceed the 1.566 million words in less than
twelve months from Memorial Day of 2016 through
the 29th of this Month in this 101st MacroVerse
as hey.. perhaps i’LL reach the PHI Golden
Mean of 1.618 Number of a Million
Words by Memorial Day
2017 as that completes
just another chapter
oF ‘SonG oF mY
if you believe.. heHe..
you can do more than me.. hAha..
like the wife Katrina says… who would
be crazy as you to do such a thing as that..
hEhe crazy is as crazy does more more more..;)
Hehex2.. okay.. i’ll
stop now before
you’re not able
to oPen uP your
own MacroVerse now2..;)
And words to
the likeS heAR
aS wELL mY FriEnd..:)
Xenia returns the first response
comment with a lack of interest
in writing Longer Free Verse
Poetry and complimenting
me on the Volume
of liGht and
i go on to say..
i do my
And now i saY in terms
of the meek will inherit
the eARTh and the poor
in spirit will
sure in terms
of John 14:12 more
that you can and will
do more than me with
the Power of God
all of this that
the Jesus whoever
the real dude was according
to his own teaching would have
ever suggested he was greater than
a grain of sand as it’s true.. humble
cannot fall as those who hold up grains
of sand more than only Mountains of Love
more than only this or that of God wHeRE
no one can do more.. God iS WhoLe we are
paRt.. we do more as PaRt but we never
the wHoLe Point
of Big Bangs iNtuitivELy
aS Such InstinctuAlly and
iNnatELy too is the bio and
neuro-diversity oF paRTs
aLLoNe as Free WiLL
iNFiNiTy parTS allone
WhOle Ocean oF Love MORe NoW
as GoD SpRinGS MoRE as eYes/
WiNgs on SpiRAls oF LoVe NoW
Now for some MacroVerse
and MicroVerse shares
from a year ago and
more as related by
all Free assistant as helper
to get this 101st MacroVerse
Record Breaker of Bible times
two size finished for now and
alWays stARtinG MoRE foR NoW too..
the britches.. are yes.. continuing to get bigger..
World WidE Pants more aS even David Letterman SinGs..
As hey.. i do my best to attribute properlY aLL mY insPiRAtioNs..
dArK to LiGht to
to NoW BeyONd
and juST incidEntAL
as they say with a biG
Cheshire CaT GriN too..
iNFiniTy wiDe MOrE too wRiTe oN CouRse3..
And as 11 MacroVerses Stretch aCross Tabs
of 27 Inch iMac Screen.. heAR i go agAiN..
to riff off of whaT i’ve alReaDy dOne
as NauTiluST ShELL cOmEs
MorE as StatEly
NoW iN paRT miNe as whOle too..;)
“Culture IF DisAbling”
And sTarTinG NoW aS TheMe SonG by Donna Summer for SPrinG
May of 2017.. 5.17.17.. i coMe aS the third Secret of “Our Lady of Fatima”..
born from line of X-Catholic Irish Priest.. named Leo..
from 1917.. revealed
as me iN
1960 on the 6th
of the 6th Month.. And now
i have no idea why i DanceSinG
that butt i juST did and do heheX2.. haHa WTF..
i guess it was JusT anoTher Transcendental
Religious Ecstatic experience as huMans can
and WiLL GRoW eveN HiGher and take thaT
liGht within at Hand and aT DAncE and SonG
even more.. even more.. as Jonathan Sea
Gull Spirals around Sun as Force
oF BaLanCinG GoD WiThiN
Quantum liGht fLiES
EffoRt of NaTuRE
SiGnAture Words.. MoRE
i find culture both disabling
and empowering and the
Key is uSinG thaT forCe
as tools of culture
LiGht MoRE noW..
BRinG GoD ouT to
Play as ‘they’ Say all
humbly aS Such as GraIN of Sand MorE..
Mountain oF Love RiSinG higher and hiGher now..
guess aS Such2..
for the Song.. Donnna..
iT liGhts uP mY Summer eYes2..;)
“Artistic Love Layers”.. could be a Cake aS Such with many
LayeRS and BeYOnd RainBow Colors as U of AUtistic
changes R to ARtistic and U RemAiNs R oF Y i.. haha..
anyWay.. ain’t no one gonna make a
cake like this.. one..
STiLL to come
as ya can’t copy
Rabbit wHOLes as
Alice and WonderLands
MoRE as an i Robot aLone
wiThouT aLLONe transcendental
HoLy SpiRit StreAMs of Ecstatic
RiVer SonG as Astrocytes
soUL MorE noW..:)
“GOD is Written in ROCK and ROLL”.. tHis is TrUe..
And in Donna Summer Cakes oF MacARthur Park too..
and by a way.. the first one so far written in 2014
and the second two so far written in 2015 with
8 more for now to STiLL
cOme as H8 joining
Hands of K11 two
ONEs as 8
sMILeS eVen moRe.. noW2..;)
“DancE SinG GoD FReED’
“Do you remember the Time” as
Michael Jackson STiLL DancES
and SinGS oN YouTuBe
STiLL Free.. yep
i LiVe iT NoW
aT aLL.. yep
that Ecstatic Trance
Dance Kingdom oF HeaVen
aS Such STuFF too as i bRinG
miNe uP aT WiLL oVer Love as
i go NoW.. cOMinG iN and ouT
oF that Door of WiLL @LovE too NoW..:)
“i am Frankenstein”.. sure.. Fredenstein.. Lucifer..
Jesus.. the one as Neo.. Maitreya too and three
as hey.. “they’ve” been Forecasting YOU to
coMe as jusT anoTHeR
Face oF God
too for a very
oF eXistence too..
as you SeeK and
FiNd God withIN too
and beCoMe Katy Perry
Wide Awake with ET
Firework too.. as God Avatar Now isRea2..1..2..
as this MacroVerse comes from two years ago too..:)
“Joker can be Wild AND Crazy”.. MacroVerse from three years
ago and so TrUe the Trickster can be dArk or LIGht..
those sHades of Grey and beYond Rainbow
Colors of Transcendent LiGht of
and Star trek
says too wHere no
man and or woman.. eTc..
dares to go unTiL NoW iN
HUman INNeR UniVerse as SoUL WhOle MoRe NoW2..;)
“CRY of big CULTURE”.. from two years ago.. can you
HeAR iT.. i’Ve been HeaRinG iT since 1960.. and
i’M trying my besTeST to eVEnTuaLLy change
it to a sMiLe and God Laugh
wiDer than hUman
words of inFinity
NoW trUe iN LiGht
too.. so much faRTheR than BeFore..
won’t you join me iN aRt to eXpress yOUr
SpiRit of heaRt greater too iN MiNd and
BoDy BalanCinG soUL Please.. @LeASt4NOW2..
wE NeeD “BigGer BRiTCHes WORlD SiZe PlEAse”.. NoW2..;)
” #SupernatUreNoW ” .. hmm.. need i Dance and
SinG MoRe iN and FrOm thiS MacroVerse
from juST a Year ago.. sure..
of SupernatUreNoW more too..;)
“Forrest Gump style..if ya WiLL”.. yeP as K C and the SunShiNe
Band STiLL DanceS oN and SinGs On NoW thaT’s
the way i like it huh heh huh heh.. and
i DO juST GO a little further
KinG David too.. heheX2..
STiLL from three yeaRS ago2.. bY A WaY2..;)
Hmm.. i thiNk i’ve listened to that Donna
Summer Song four times now..
it’S iN my head now..
don’t have to
play it anymore
for inspiration aS iT
bRings back EmoTioNal
Memories of my first love
Sonia.. and after the loss
of mY Father and Mother
in the last three years
a Step Father before
that and Katrina’s
some issues with
Feline Leukemia now..
jUSt the brew of dARk inspiRed
liGht Grief to inSpire this Cross
oF LiGht i carry more.. i give thanks
to God of Nature all for all the pain
and grief as we all work toGETher
iN dARk and liGht.. make the
best job JOB oF iT foR
MorE LiGht NoW2..
is what i
as CroSS oF LiGht STiLL
long ago.. i lEArned.. carrying
A Cross WiLL eventuaLLy carrY A GreaTeST LiGht2..:)
“Terminating Sidewalks by NEO’.. now that’s a helluva
metaphor in Heaven now for me@LeASt from 2
years ago as exTenDinG thaT Force to NoW..
i have ‘the power’ and understand
it and use it to the best
of my aBiLiTy NoW
as the Heaven
is not alWays clearly
Visible to oTheRs iNside
butt yes.. tHere are Hints that
miGht make you thINk that someone
experiencing Heaven now and who is
touched that way like me for almost four
years now at WiLL Over Love in Ecstatic
Transcendental LiGht LiFe NoW iS own
somEthinG othEr than the all Natural
HiGher PoWer of God within
that yes.. of course includes
and Neuro-Hormones too..
but tHeRe is a synErgy of ForCE LiGht
as HuMans toGeTher HolDinG HandS oNline
as Hive cOminG aLiVE NoW Eu-sociALLy
as metaphor for hUmaN KiNd thaT is
not cuRREnTly aN observable
wiTh a cuRREntly
AntiQuaTEd Tool of
one step to five step Scientific Method and
more of what NoW cannot be measuReD
NoW STiLL as no meaSuRinG tools do
exist for hUman isReaL aLL NaTuRal
MaGiC thaT iS cOmInG to LiGht
for maNy Humans now..
NoW sEt FreED
as GoD HiGher PoWer
of NaTuRE aLL WiThin them too..
i do my little pArt as GrAIN oF Sand
and otHeRs WoRK as HaRd as they
can to seT otHeRs Free from the sidEwalks
of Modern culTuRes too.. we cry we try we cry we try2..:)
“i celebrate my ‘ROLLING FACE’ an urban dictionary term
too sTiLL from three years ago as to what the
younger generation refers to as peers
who are taking drugs like
Molly to approximate
the all Natural
Ecstasy NoW iN LiGht..
thing is.. with synthetic ways
to get tHeir tHeRe is the down
pArt of PoTenTiaLLy no longer
FeeLinG Beauty and Love too..
and that’s way it takes work baby
to geT wHeRe i am all Naturall aS Such..
MoVinG iN and out of the Door of Transcendental
Ecstasy almosT at WiLL oVer aGaPe Love transcendent LiGht foR ALL noW2..
story of Nether Land STiLL NoW aLivE LiGht..:)
AnyWay that’s all for MacroVerse
Memories for this 101st MacroVerse
NoW.. i WiLL tAke a Break and
bE back with the
Publish then.. this
two times the size
As “NetherLand Bible
2017” aS iN comparison
oF WoRd count to thaT
rather much smaller King James Effort.. way back when..
fully illustrated wiTh DanCE and SonG heAR morE too NoW..;)
A PeNnY foR
NaH.. FReED i iNsiST..;)
Hmm.. i DancE aT all the
oPen MiNded Stores.. iN oTheR
Words.. places wHeRE unusual Folks
work the best to be Free iN Dance WeLComInG
as uS Now
ME iN tRance
for the dAy and
to this point at the
Cordova Mall flying
Butterfly Style up and
down between the main
Hall Mall where the stiffer
elements of security don’t
like the way i do iT aLL Free
and best Busy.. a Place of Nerds
and Eccentrics and Geeks sort
oF liKe me into aRt among
folks who’ve even
Free Verse style
oF LiFE too.. away from
Science forms closed iN grammar
ways of labELs too.. appropriate punctuation
more than two or three ellipses in River Flow
and such as that.. anyWaY.. one reAson i take photos
and lots of selfies is to record in real time the transfiguration
and transformation of my Human Form in Flesh and Blood as
the inner liGht eXpands from Head to Toe too.. if you rememberer
that old 10 Commandments Movie and the folks in the village easily
recognized that the Charleston Heston Version of Moses whoever
after he came down from his personal Yogi Mountain
and burning inner flAMe of Bush eterNaLLy
i AM within aS Such.. yes.. the
no name Force
in Forest Yogi way
too like Buddha under a
tree and me coming down
from the distance further than
foot prints and condos at Navarre
and Pensacola Beach on a Day Long
Vision Quest aS Such NoW iN SpiraLinG
DanCe.. like Sufi Dervish2.. although.. i don’t
fly with anyone else but me and God Born freed WiThiN
aGaiN Phoenix continuAlly RisinG aGaiN froM aShEs aS SucH..
anYwaY.. i carry the flAMe of the Eternal Burning Torch within and
it never gets all the way put out.. of course.. wRite oN Course but
sTiLL in the sPiRit and liTeral way of empirical systemizing science
as the record dictates and sHows sAMe.. i AM HiGh as a Mr. Kite in This sHow
of Water Fountain FloWing FreeLy iN SMiLEs of eYes even beyond SHades of fACe..
was the SonG
i was LiSTeNinG
to with a SiCk bEAt then..;)
AMiGos MoRe tHaN Me..;)
NoW heAR coMeS some MicroVerse
Shares and associated
from a year
as Personal Bible
as SonG oF mY soUL
GroWs oN to over 4 MiLLioN
Words iN 45 Months too closinG
iN on 7400 MiLes of Public dance
in 45 Months too.. in oTher Words
this New Age Bible Record sTuFF iN
TaLk of 1.566 MiLLioN words Plus
in this MicRoVerse Number 101
doubling as MacroVerse
Number 772 too..
iS JuST a Rhetorical
exercise iN LabELs as Such
as i done GoT that Biggest
Free Verse Religious and Associated
all Free Verse Poem Longest Long Form
Poem for Centuries on end beFore i did
this at JuST 1.8 MillioN Words then beat
by double and of course the King James Version
beat by 5 times 1 lonG BeFoRE NoW.. at the 44 MoNth
PoInT of thAT RHeToriCal Free Verse HoLY SPiRit inSpiRed
automatic wRite too.. and the Kuran.. with all DO respect
Got that beat by a 50 times to 1 in that small but still now
cogent 80K word Effort not much more than what i do in a 1 to
to 2 week period of writing theSe Days and Weeks aT LEAst with
that lASt 55K word effort in one Blog Post spanning about 7 or 8 days
with plenty of oTheR Flesh and Blood Activities in the Blue Room NoW
anyWaY as ‘i say’..
hEAR we go for sOme
moRE Free Verse STuFF NoW..
butt yes i must
go work out
Sons continue to Go..;)
Per MicroVerse from
a Year ago heAR..
and more coming too..
Original Duo of Trio..
and my 110th
Thursday NiGht theRe..
And in addendum.. speaking
of Cortney.. Cortney.. a newly
hired in Government employee Now
working to conserve natural resources
noW iN the wildlife of our local beach
area.. shares an awesome photo
of a Fish Eagle aka Sea Hawk..
officially known as Osprey
that are common to
this area.. both
lands.. and the
Osprey is capturing
a fish up to its weight
while the fish is swimming
downward.. and with mighty
Talons and Wings of Super
Bird the Osprey as no human
weight lifter could ever imagine
REAL.. Lifts itself out of the water
with wings of steel
in NoW super bird
way.. noW spRinGinG
oh.. the stories of
#supernature .. noW
they go far beyond
what human can do..
by all the clothes of
written words.. collective
intelligence and all other
clothes of culture.. sitting
still for years.. in classrooms
in front of screens where home
room is now too.. for many.. from day
break to sleep.. as weakness.. now in
pre-type two diabetes
in statistical way..
additionally Now close
to 50 percent of clothed
adult culture on some kind of
pain killer for chronic.. often
NoW stress related vague somatic
pains.. and of course.. sky-rocketing
rates of psychoptropic drugs to
treat emotional illnesses
that are noW
from the battle ground
of humans and their disabling
clothes of cultural comforts.. etc..
And then there is the
the dragon fly
who flies up to
60 miles per hour..
almost beyond human
comprehension of feat
in #supernature way..
and what once noW
was an oral and dance
tradition of human being where
the communication of life was once
hours of daily oration and moving sign
language to connect and create has been
reduced to 140 characters in a twitter line
of acronyms of u
and u as uS noW..
and a few more
letters to get to
the limit of u..
the average human
has the literal attention
span of a gold fish now.. while
human cultures continue to slowly
as whole destroy the home for uS noW..
and the Fish Eagle too.. so the government
in at least some level of saving gRACE.. employs
folks like Cortney to save some home.. at least
in some way of effort now.. i am a FucKinG
rare species of bird.. named human
without all the clothes of culture..
named hUman who uses
culture to tHeir human
misery of death..
A human who says..
Well yes.. there are twitter
limits in life but i choose to
go back NoW to my human iNnate
potential #supernature noW hiGher
Road and do more.. more.. morE Now..
so.. after dancing a solid three hours
without a water break.. in martial
arts and ballet-likeall free style..
in Feng Shui human way
as one with wind and
water at core of
being noW juSt Now
Nature.. some button
down preppy dude says Molly
huh.. and i shake his hand
with the grip of Osprey
with prey and
say no dude..
God.. it’s God..
yes.. aLL #supernature
God at hand heRe.. hEre..
let me show ya a couple of things
on Google and Youtube as i whip
it right out as you know what they
say about size doesn’t matter noW and
all of that as truly a lot of it has to
do with how yA aim the
big picture at Ya
pArts.. per say..
and if you ever
view my nude art..
you will get MORE of the
gist of that joke too.. he HE..
SO.. i show him the handy dandy
video of me leg pressing 930 LBS
with the last two forty-five LB plates..
teetering off the edge of the barbell
machine.. with no room left to
grow in weighT.. 14 times
very slowly with
arms raised in
the air noW sTiLL
aLL BaLanCinG as such
with only legs as mechanical
advantage in half a ton way.. yes STiLL nOW
and then i go on to say.. i do it 30 times
now but it would just be boring to upload
longer and longer videos like that as this
one is already 88 seconds long.. and
the other one would be around
three whole minutes like
a song to sit through..
and then.. i go on to say..
not only do i do my Molly dancing
all natural.. and by the way… i don’t
drink or smoke either.. i do it every where
i go as documented here too on Google
iN Nike GPS sports watch way..
approaching 5400 miles now
in just 33 months..
like the F iN Forrest
Gump of dancing distances
to and fro across the shores
of USA in mountain high
ways of moving that
as such in human
metaphor way.. yes.. sTiLL..
oh yeah.. and then.. tHeRe’s
writing poetry.. back in the old
days when humans really used their now then
potential.. back in India.. there is a 1.8
million long poem still recorded.. noW
and i tale him.. ya gotta be kidding..
my poem is well over 3 million
words still running now at
667 macro verses
of MACRO WHOLE..
WRITE here at
and here’s a short micro
taste of what i do there in
one macro verse at 338,630
words with around 300 or so
gorgeous beach photos
Novel3′.. as linked
below.. and then i say..
oh.. tHeRe iS somewHeRe
between 600 to 800 photos
of girls smiling ear to ear
with me wRite here at
Good Old Seville and
on 110 blog posts too..
now and then.. since i’ve
been streaking a dance
date here for 110 weeks
now.. and after i tale him
all of this.. in around a couple
of minutes or so in lightening
speed like voice.. his mouth is
just left hanging open.. and
he moves on his
way in small
and dam i forgot to
show him some of
my recent nude art..
just in case.. he didn’t
think i was man enough noW
to be brave.. and stuff like
that.. he He.. okay.. here’s
the deal.. when i was 12 or 13..
and the bully boys told me.. i was
too weak looking to survive.. like
the Osprey.. i didn’t give up lifting
the fish.. and just get mad
and pout.. or become a
bully too.. but yes..
i did kinda crush
just a little
bit noW last
night in Xtra
just a signal
from the other
albeit tough love
in bullying that a change
was needed to survive.. but
truly it was a gift.. as now i can
easily squeeze over two hundred pounds
of effort at max machine provided human
potential on the Nautilus hand
squeeze machine.. in herculean
effort.. and curl over 200 LBS
with my biceps and
with neck too..
as for all practical
intents and purposes
in majority of equipment
i am the strongest dude.. at the
Elite Military gym now at NASWF noW
yes.. mE approaching age 56 on June 6th..
who used to be literally assessed
as the weakest dude by others..
and last kid picked on sports
teams.. with always
low levels of testosterone
still measured in as border
line low at 271.. in medical
records currently as
assessed as such
in empirical way..
but you see.. the fish hawk
Jack LaLanne NoW has already
long proved what an all natural
dude without steroids can do..
when he towed 60 or so boats..
behind him in swimming way
at over age 60.. and crap..
he aint’ even no exception
alone.. as even Arthur then..
the head life guard dude
i used to supervise.. as
at the Air Station
here at then Whiting
Field could out swim
all the 21 year old boys..
at over 60.. and Arthur
still competes in ballet
well after 65 in actual
theater events.. so truly..
except for the poetry potential
anomaly.. what i do ain’t that unique..
yeah.. writing LONG POEM FREE VERSE
is currently now my special LONG ReAD
human super splinter skill.. and yes..
i READiLY admit.. thiS iS
a cultural acquired skill
and not what
suggest is innate
human potential without
culture.. but yeah.. science
don’t understand the science
of Quantum Mechanics as that
applies to the human being
mind and body iN noW
reLeaSinG.. and many
folks THoUGHT Einstein was
nuts back when he said Nature
is Krazy SuperNATURE OVER
WHAT THEY KnEW THEN.. AS
SUCH TOO.. anyWaY.. iN aLL stuff
nature.. #supernature .. the magic
as such of Nature potential
is a truly easy formula of
Use iT oR Lose iT
as all stuff
AKA GOD wHolE..noW
DO one thing to the
excess of the other thing
and lose the other thing too..
and that’s why i can’t cook..
’cause i don’t cook..
as simple as thAT DO..
and that’s why i used
to walk stiff like a robot..
cause i never walked ART
like air and water..
in Feng Shui Sea Hawk
human way.. aLL of Nature..
at least most oF it.. liVeS iN
our DNA.. we are the fish..
the toad.. and reptilian
bird brain feATheRed
friend as well..
and what we do not
often see is that overall
God that lives as wE.. and
to discount magic of #supernature
still living as human potential
is to discount God as
whole still living
up and down and
merry go ’round..
i have a song
for this named
ET by Katy Perry
as those in the REAL
SENSE KnOW and
FEEL NOW OF SU
PER GOD AS THE
HIGHER sTilL NoW
POWER OF GOD
WHO LIVES STILL
AS US TOO.. noW
iN FISH EAGLE WAY..
WILL UNDERSTAND THE
BIGGER STORY OF KATY
PERRY’S FISH TALE.. WHERE
WE ESCAPE THE NUTS AND BOLTS
OF THE TERMINATOR WAY OF LIFE..
And SeT OURSELVES FREE IN THE
TRUTH AND LIGHT OF #supernature
Free waY noW juSt nOW..
and as final LAUGH
NOTE HERE.. i bet
Cortney is glad i
all of this
my 3 plus
poem noW on
cRapiT ain’t easy
being a Vincent noW
Van Gogh Superman..NoW..
trust me.. it ain’t easy
TrUe iN LiGht..
LiFe’s a Beach
and a Bitch.. iT’s
the balance of dArk
and liGht that maKes
liFe.. F iN AwesoMe NoW..
and ps.. oH crap.. my finger
wavered and went to another
page view.. thought i was gonna
hafta start all over and do thiS aLL
a GaiN.. WeLL friends.. the never ending
and beginning story of no real start
and finish oF ALL OF QUANTUM
MECHANICS PLUS ALL OF THE
REST THAT SCIENCE DON’T
KNOW THAT i IntUit noW
thAT is even too f iN Deep
for any creative
iS aLL About thaT..
NOW aLL thaT iS n0w..
never ending.. never
starting.. never finishing
never beginning NOW.. but
NOW i am in bLow yoUr mind
T E R R I T O R Y E T sTyLe
or i am just on LSD or Molly
or some other substance thing..
other than my innate human potential
as more fully realized now jUSt NoW..
NO..! iF i lost aLL of these words.. iT iS
just pArt of aN ongoing practice oF
a briGhter noW iN
TrUth and liGht..
And ps.. thanks! Local
107.3 FM Radio Station
for giving me the song
prompt of Katy Perry’s
ET.. starting at the precise
moment i left the garage in
my car to arrive at the Dance
and Song of Life Last niGht..
First niGht.. Day never beginning
or ending Start of LiFe NoW iN TrUth LiGht..:)
Friend Rafiah.. shares
her Facebook status
that says.. ‘Life feels
a lot better in dim lights.
Can’t stand too much
brightness.”.. and then
i say then.. and noW..
i used to be the sAMe kiNdA
waY.. iN stress oF liGhtS BriGht..
particularly after dealing wITh
so much flight or fight stress in
my work liFe.. the last two years
tHeRe.. stress kiLLs.. noW..
a sLow tortUre
but trUe tHe
niGht iS meant
to be relaXinG..
my friEnd Rafiah..
wHeRe thE Sun IS A noW
FRiEnD oF liGht and not one
to escape.. in yes.. been tHere
dOne thAT fasHion too.. any waY..
hope you are doing WeLL.. mY sweet
friend iN aLL ah liFe’s dARk and liGht..:)
Haha! i kid you not too..
i was just looking for the
wRite SonG as hurts so bad..
and you provide this SonG mY
Dear Friend HImali.. all the way
from the Emirates of Arabia..
to prompt my soUl.. noW..
not on purpose of course..
but as you Harry Potter
kNow.. LIFe iS MaGiC
when lived that
way in yes..
iN blood of
of a thouSand years
and more to wait NoW..
a Love that WiLL never
end or begin and aLways
bE NoW iS onE that Hurts
so good in all the dARk and
liGht thaT LiFe iS noW to Offer
Frozen and red HOT!..
in the bLack..
of color and hues
of grey.. that liGht
our lives so full
liVe and thriVe
aS iN LoVinG tOuch oF LiFe..
the path to Heaven is paved
with hell.. the path to Hell is
paved with heaven.. the Yellow
Brick Road is red rum too..
the Shining can be
Jack AND Jill
StiLL toGeThER FoReVer
in DreAm oF now.. and as
they say.. iF one has
aLL tHerE LiFe..
and becomeS boRed
aLL wiTh the same old
Old Phrases oF liFe
iN World and Words
noW.. tHeRe IS A neverLand..
a pLace inside.. wHere delicious
fantasY alWays tastes great.. so yes..
dear.. you are a pARt oF mY story noW2..
And yes.. my dear.. tHeir iS a SonG oF SouL
For this by A Lady named Christina Perri that
Rock by definition
of Name no different
than Katy Perry and
her Fire Work too..
A thouSand years
mY FriEnd.. a thouSAnd
CAndLeS a Love tHat
Never ends and that
iS what the letter
to mE and yoU
iN Fred.. yESnoW
After aLL the glitz
and glamour.. sweaty
iN heiGhts of PleAsure are
oVer iT is the Friend that lasts
iN aLL oF uS trUe as Brothers and Sisters..
and on toP of thAT.. tHeRe is already enough
humans in the world.. to skip the other part.. WiTh SMiLes..
and sorry iF ever
you visit me.. i do not
bite FriEnds.. i
And yes it’s true my friend..
as the story of Katrina and i
forever now does tale too.. back
when she was Isis and i am Osiris..
we are more like Brothers and Sisters noWstiLLnoW..:)
Love my cat Yellow Boy..
i StiLL love my cat Moby..
although he is gone off of this
terrestrial plane.. HiS heARt StiLL
lives oN as pARt of mY SoUl.. and
whenever a relationship of any FriEnd
comes to me.. iT is the sAMe.. as i told
my friend Rafiah.. long ago.. each human
relationship of Pure Fearless Love.. is another
MultiUniVerse existence oF God creaTinG anew..
so when i have a friend.. no matter what age.. what
gender.. albeit.. i’ve never had many male friends.. as
i break that gender mOld too well.. now among the polar
Genderized way.. of deep South Stiff collar males.. sure.. now
i can be a rough boy too.. just shake my hand dude and i will
crush it if that is what makes you feel like a man..
i will tale the dudes in non-verbal language noW
who try to challenge the grace
noW of my FReED sTyLE
ballet-like mode dance
on the dance floors of liFe..
but you see.. i have noW oN
my feminine and masculine
balanCinG.. tHeRe is nothing i
have to have from another gender
as i already have the balance inside..
and what this allows me to do.. is Love
Woman as friends.. with none of those
contingencies as yoU kNow and
FeeL.. what i mean.. as to truly
Love God iS to Love aLL noW
uniquely as creation sacredly
and wHoLLy aLL..
and i have to say
when i am in the restroom
at Old Seville Quarter and hEar
the guys slander the opposite sex
as a piece of ass.. some tits.. and
the V below.. they are lucky i have
sHades on.. as trust me when ‘the
Devil.. nah.. not the ugly
one.. the pretty
BrINgER oF liGht
and FreedoM to ALL..
as metaphor please..
as by God it’s just a
common human archetype
of mind and body balance
souL.. BY GOD TOO.. THiS
ANGeL’s BLUE EyES WHEN
IN DEViL GREEN WiLL PIERCE
THE STEEL OF HATE iN MAkiNG
HUMANS INTO OBJECTS INSTEAD oF HeART..:)
SpeaKinG of LiFe.. i Love
Cycads.. here otherwise
known as Sago Palms..
and King Sago Palm..
but not really part
of the Palm
wHere Cycads are
known as Evolution’s
comeback Kid.. a somewhat
perfect form of life.. relatively
sPeaKing.. origin around
280 million years ago
sharing the planet
with much larger
years old.. yes..
wRite hear sTiLL
waiting for uS as Love
oF aLL of Nature too aS
Christina Perri saYs noW
iN hEr SonG a “ThouSand
Years”.. too in the day oF
A lifelong noW Cycad Real..:)
Ah.. a few of my favorite things..
A song of Forever for mE noW
WiTh no tiMe as aLL iS Now..
Still writing it.. and
in the longest
poem ever now
in this 668th Macro
Verse that WiLL
be named now
as pArt noW oF
the 3 Million plus word
longest written poem
ever titled “KATiE MiA
FredericK!iI”.. at yes..
the all Free Website
now and truly
the Song by Julie
Andrews is a way
to count one’s blessings
for what one finds sacred
and holy worth as living
Life noW.. and i could
write THAT forever..
in fAct i’ll
juSt do that
noW at lEaster..
and the “SonG oF
mY SoUl” goes on..
as when a person
AS i did back
‘then’ for 66 months..
when i could not even
catch my breath without
awaking in hell of Dysautonomia..
wHere my blood pressure and
heart rate were no longer
controlled by my
so i would
gasp for breath
to excite my heart
rate to get the blood
back to my brain with
no choice.. of what
was left of
then.. with THAT pain
i had.. wHeRe i tried to tale
my mother then it was actually
a scientifically assessed pain
worse than crucifixion and of
course nothing is more special
than the Jesus.. as idol as such..
as worshipped as such.. instead
of Respected and Loved as
any teacher of liFe
should bE as weLL
as aLL otHeR pArts
of God’s creation too..
but anyway.. she bought
a book on the crucifixion of
Jesus.. showed it to me to
tale me about how bad it
was and the first page i turned to
in the book.. clearly stated that
the only torture of pain worse
than the slow asphyxiation
like what i experienced
too.. was the
pain of my
F IN PAIN..
THAT I INHERITED
FROM GOD.. NAMED
AS TYPE TWO TRIGEMINAL
ETC.. SO i showed it too
my mother but it didn’t
matter to her that
i experienced that
pain through those
40 days of February
through Spring by
chance in that Lent
period too.. and the
pain lived for 66 months
of shut-in wake to sleep
wHere i could
not sleep then
in the early
40 days of Lent
but one hour each
night with a powerful
alpha blocker to slow
my heart rate down
and get the breathing
back.. to sleep.. with
that dirt shallow
one hour of sleep
for the first 35 days
of Lent then for me..
with zero sleep the last
5 of 40.. along then with
18 other life threatening
synergy of medical
where my eyes quit
making tears.. then..
Arthritis in spine precipitated
somewhat early in life by
a congenitally fused
Vertebra.. yes.. from
birth.. and spinal
and Depression with
associated panic attacks..
and Anhedonia.. as well
as Alexithymia.. etc.. but
the worst of all pain was
burning hell of both
Emotions and Senses
of piece of paper existence..
where truly one second was
an eternity in a relative
1000 years where
all was time..
as close to separation
in a dark night of soul
away from feeling and
sensing all oF God’s Nature.,,
including mine.. for an eternity
in hell time then.. so sure i have
reason to celebrate liFe in all its
dArk and liGht now and ‘tween
that iS.. ’cause i kNow for
sure that even
a test from allthatis
AKA EL as GOD..
for me then..noW..
but a blesSinG
Now to kNow..
FeeL thaT aLL
that is is all worth
iT as heaven now.. whether
we can kNow it.. sense it
and or feel it.. when hell
comes in heaven now..
two places.. one
of hope and Love..
one of fear and
nuanced and senses
associated with both…
i choose thE LiGht placE noW..
and invite folks iN..
the water is hot..
now oF aLL mY
Favorite things thAt
arE… trUly ALLiNoWthaTiS..
And sPeaKinG of ALL oF thAT..
haven’t made it back to dVerse
for open LiNk Thursday Night
yet.. but some other sTuFF
cAMe uP.. and noW
it’s now to
and liGht miX
aS oNe eternAlly NoW oN..:)
“At least I thought I was dancing,
’til somebody stepped on my hand.”
~~ J. B. White ~~
That says iT aLL.. mostly..
as there will always
be those who say
name of DancE..
and SonG too..
and i lEarned to
have Faith iN mE
iN mE noW2..
hmm.. what else..
oh yeah.. that magic
thing.. i believe in Quantum
Mechanics.. therefore.. with enough
i noW rule
for me.. yes..
liGht noW to Now
oN.. FieLD thAT bRinGS
BaLanCE to Dark Lies
to Rivers to noW..
Ocean wHoLLy Hope..
iN Fearless Love.. oKay..
that about covers iT aLL
thAt iS for noW.. trip to
the Casino tomorrow..
aN aDventure iN
heaVen of noW aWaY
from HeLL of theN..
and sure mY
fearless Love iS
thE sAMe for yoU mY
FriEnd.. as i have dOne
the miracle thinGiE.. up close..
documented iN fuLL and they
ARE REAL.. at lEaster in My
Phoenix RiSinG from the ashes
iN Book and Tree oF LiFe FReED..
aLL moNkeY Business HeRe.. mY FriEnd..
i’LL bE A bird iN A tree tomorRoW climBinG air Of WiND
WeLL BeFoRe SunSeT wHen DaY BreaK iS.. juSt iS noW..:)
i told Katrina to set the
alarm clock this morning
and she complied
tHere is an
SonG to gET uP
for thiS noWoN
too.. so noW oN2
And iT’S oFF to
Casinos for me
iN Biloxi mostly
to dance rather
than play with
is off to a baby
shower to turn some
‘folks’ on.. whether she
realizes it fully or noT.. Jesus..
soMe beauty is juSt mADe
to be shaRed and
eYes.. iN TrUth
oF liGht FReED..:)
Bet ya 5 Facebook Likes..
that only 1 person likes
this and 5 like the
profile pic.. noW
And lots more folks
like the previous one
and don’t like it.. hehe..
and anyway.. just keeping
the balance.. of Batman in day..
And Superman in night.. and dark
and light.. and feminine and masculine
and beauty and the beast and the list now
of enlightening and awakening ways of noW
balance continues on infinitum alwayS NoW..:)
Yes.. too halves must
become whole to achieve
AwaKeNinG oF enliGhTenMent
in attainment oF Heaven noW..
Nirvana.. Bliss.. the whole
sHeBanG so hEre’S
left and right..
dArk and liGht
uP and doWn..
and yes.. aLLa noW
MerrY go A’round..:)
Something for you…
this say’s it all…
And after i watch
the video she provides
To outside the
BOwL.. My friEnd
A MaGiC ChaLiCe
And then i say
to gigoid after
sMiLes.. for mE i only
have faith in what i touch..
what touches me..
what i feel..
what feels me..
what i see.. what
sees me.. what i taste
what tastes me.. what i hear
what hears me.. what i smell
what smells me.. Etc.. and science
suggests there are now 412 total
nuanced emotions and
many more senses..
some of which of
all of these
do not experience..
the begGinG oF wisdom
is to understand that none
of us experience iT aLL and
some of uS experience more..
Some of us have the potential
to experience more.. and
some of us close
wiLL of fear iN the
dark and or cynicism
of additional potential
liGht.. there were so many
days of dArk for me friend..
and tHeRe is no end of the
liGht i Now
noW at the
beginning of the
Tunnel.. and after
11 million words..
and all of
of what is real below
and above that.. and all
other symbols as such..
the MaGiC iS noW
reAL.. the potential
is REal.. i wAs A trUly
A fool not to believe
in the real magic
and that of
is a fool.. who kNows
nothing.. Fool is
iT’s aLL relative
and a journey now
wITh so many paths..
sAdly.. too many folks
take the short-cut away
but tHeRe.. aWaY..:)
And now i say..
as a participant
the study oF aLL of God
oF Nature as is.. i find
around Sun of
Stars iT is usuAlly
and predictable to read the
thOUghts of otHeRs.. not unlike
Edward Cullen as such.. and
much.. and yes.. i can read
most people very
unlike Spock iF
you.. aRound me..
see my total Poker
Face while doing this..
you might realize how
much steam of Hurricane
extreme and calm in winds
outside as opposed to inside
out is inherently Nature Nurture
all around as WeLL above so
below too now.. so no..
not many males
as it is
not what they
call socially appropriate
to communicate that one’s
friend’s wife has sexy legs
and butt in any way shape
or form.. but it is
who are girls
if you happen to
be a male to comment
that the wifey is super
sexy so everything stays
warm and baby cozy
iN the House
of Love who
no enemies at aLL..
trust me.. in the old days
we would be one happy
extended family doing the
work of night sharing and
raising babies too… i miss those
days of past lives.. i really do.. but
when you are a thousand and something
year vampire and bite your wife way back
when and she never ages.. she does make
an excellent conversation piece as Fredward
says about my Bella Dark haired girl now.. and
sure.. she’s the one that let me bite her first.. that’s
first server forevermore
now.. iN aLL ways of FRiEnD
forevermorenoW iN my own
style noW oF LoVe’S fearless
TWiLiGht waY noW..
from God oF aLL
that iS noW as the
sAga continues foR NoW..
bY A w aY.. i never watched
the Saga i F iN deLivedeviLed iT..
Oh yeah.. and believer it or NoT
Ripley.. i am much older than
i Look.. Jesus.. i’ve
born from the
origin of all ages cycleS..
oF aLL that existS noW..
like they say.. never let
A REAL STORY GO TO WASTE..
As reaLITy Rocks FictToN everyNOW..
Yeah Baby.. don’t ya kNow tHis iS goinG
miGht aS WeLL
And finAllY.. foR Now..
And yes.. oF
Oh.. the dArk niGht
oF the heArt. that
can bE SpiRit
and FeeLinG heARt
oF SpiRiT aLonG WitH
miNd and boDy BaLanCinG
soUL.. noW.. but hell no.. psychiatry
prescribes pills.. but has no way to
help bRing back aLL oF thAT.. as
to cure the root of symptoms
miGht be the end of
psychiatry as we
KnoW iN noW..
orchestrated by Billions
of galaxy numbered connections
and more as do sPeaK now.. as
so many opportunities to
move in brain
as the older
story goes.. inside..
outside.. above.. so below
and all around.. noW beyond
the details of each neuron oF liFe
Separate.. as aLL can be orchestrated
finer.. but try to tale that to the REAL
HUNCH BACK oF Notre DaMe..
the monster i used to be..
kNoWinG no FeeLinG
aT aLL forgetting
iF had theN noW
ever fELt a SMiLE
before or laugh and
of course the answer
then was pyramid dust..
but it already faded away
too dispersed around me to
make a difference then.. so after
writing 11 or so million words..
language connected to
does coMe.. but
it doesn’t matter
what one says or does…
in the moment of heaven or
hell reaL noW iN liFe.. no.. not as
toddler liFE tEacHinG folks
that children overall..
are alReADy tHeRe..
Anyway.. tHeRe IS
A greAT ReAsoN
we are here..
to do what we can
iN essence of the sPiRiT
oF that phrase lET gO..
as Fearless UnConDiTioNal
sacRed Love.. wITh no
We are the bees and God is the nectar
We are the nectar and God is the Bees
All is the Buzz
when we fly
to be free..
Free is the Bee
that lives as Nectar
seed of liFe
Blooming are we
So.. tHere iS thiS FloWer
we cALL creaTion.. tHere is this
DancE and SonG wE cAll liFe NoW..
tHeRe is this cycle that Dances oN now
and there is the seed of never ending now..
there is the breath of all we do.. there are the
moving pArts of subatomic way.. tHere is liGht
and DArk.. and Lover’s pulse.. there are dreams
of be and never be in night way eYes… tHere is
more and theRe iS less.. tHere is sWiM aNd
Love to Run.. floating in space hiGher
and sit sTiLL never coMinG noW
forever noW.. iN loSinG
breathe oF AiR..
three letter aLL
labELs now strung
foR All thAt iS..noW…
fLakes of crystals
ending in God
tUnED oh i oN
noW oN i noW
so.. tHere iS aLL tHiS
and dreAms of nONe..
orgasms big bang
liGhts iN eYes
oF toes.. iN
Here’s the thing..
if you ever become
God to Live you realize
God Loves to live inside
of us on this lovely planet
earth.. there are many barren
seeds in the sky but God’s eYes
sing blue and green and deepest
brown to those parts that pulse
red and pink
iN bRAin noW of
Freest embrace oF Flower’s
heat of liVing breath
as God’s desire
to be more
that we are this
great i am in colors
come to life on this
planet now is to worship
all away from less of
what is seen
away from liFe..
the beauty is life..
the passion is life..
the colors of God’s eYes
SinG noW.. God Dances
as US God SinGs as US..
God Love to bE feel sense
dust we are now
the capstone of
hope that lives
as liFe.. noW
pinnacle of God’s
achievement oF aLL
we knoW.. iS the LoVinG
touch.. impassioned LoVe..
that moves inside
oF wE God’s eyes..
what Some cAll
evil in Miley Cyrus
iS God’s greater
do you understand
how lonely God was
before folks like we cAMe
along as aLL oF GoD as
all that iS creates
as wE kNoW feel
sense all noW..
you have forgotten
how cold and lonely
it was before
US.. wE are
God.. as soon as
you remember how
cold it was before
Life comes alive
you too WiLL
dAnce.. perhaps you’LL
sinG and hold a homeless
person’s hand as they lay
comfort under a bridge
shAres tears as those
who have forgotten
to not celebrate
aLL of this wiTh
aLL oF God’s
do you not understand
that all of this online
of God come
you have no
and Brown alive..
wHole iS to KnoW
the FeeL and seNse of tHis..:)
So.. today.. we wArt hogs and raccooNs
go to Ryan’s all you can eat
feeding trough.. for
humans of course..
wHere humans are served
but not eaten.. thanks Lord..
and the lady who now serves
up freshly cooked medium
rare cow.. specifically..
Sirloin cut.. says..
after i twirl around
the grill.. CAN i have
some of that energy
please.. so i say.. sure..
i WiLL translucifer iT iN wordS..
noW and then i say.. who is the
best friend of EnergY noW..
and she doesn’t quite then..
have the answer.. and hehe..
neither do the other sales reps
around Cordova Mall Stores noW
when i continue a day long dance
exceeding half A Marathon
status as measured
by Nike GPS
anyway.. i tale her..
the Best Friend of
ENerGy IS A
as when we work
with gravity.. invisible
to predator and prey as
our ancestors did/do in balancE
noW to survive.. left foot.. right foot..
right arm.. left arm.. the noW wHolE
flesh iN hUman story.. oNe conserves
energy.. onE regulates emotions..
integratEs sensEs.. increasEs
focus and short term
next thing ya kNoW
ya Got hUwoManiFeSTinG
rEvolution Orange when/wHere
the NoW libido sacral and
energy rises from
root of survival
and various other
cross cultural metaphors..
including the Pentecostal
Holy Spirit Aid.. as discussed
in old tiMeY way metaphor
in Catholic Church
i matchED the
colorful decor of the
church with the bottom
line of the LioN King
and no worries for
LiFe.. in other
noW.. aS noW so
at the end of the SwaYinG
Wart Hog.. RAcoon.. and
new futUre LioN KinG..
in and as
FLoW iN zOnE
oF HeavEn noW..
yes.. as Catholic Religion
metaphor for the same dam
thing that the Tibetan Yogi’s
speak of in the Book
of the dead
and aLL of
that too.. noW
so sPeAking Now
oF Decor and my
match in colors
but just on
Fred tiMe noW..
and instead of slowing
Flow of middle aisle
to back row
i hop over
the back of the
pews and arrive
oN tiMe NoW oF course..
and a lady i’ve kNoWn like
forever says.. oh.. don’t you
kNow that’s against decor
and i say..
i go by no
rule i AM
colors with the
REAL MESSAGE OF
JESUS.. in yes.. less
metaphors than that of course..
as this is obviously a literAlly
thinking person i am
yes.. i can
in about a split
second or so as nothing
about the body language
flows in all natural holy
spirit.. as this spirit
shines noW in
and iT IS A lAMp
THaT WiLL N0T bE
HiD.. AS LIGHT SHINES
AND IS NEVER Dark as liGht..
but.. of course// i visit hell as i hAve
sympathy foR All the devils
and this.. from
times past friend..
taling me all about
seating decor.. iS noT iN
heLL.. juSt purgatory..
of Western Civilization
so-called first world countries
aRe those wHo arE somewhat last to get
to HeaveN now.. LiVinG iN mechanical
Cognition problem solving
worry.. beta wave
Holy Spirit.. Alpha to
theta to even Lucid
way of Theta
in super moving
of dance in two
days.. i am gonna
hit the sack soon
BEach LiFe NoW..:)
PlanETs iN moTioN pLay
easY peaceY noW
FriEnd IS A FRiend
oF GraViTy.. wHolE..
anD theN soMeonE
somEwHeRe sAid stARt
aNoThEr play.. a pLay
oF dArker wayS noW
aNd wHere noW onCe
MonKeys staY in Trees
And Hawks iN sKy.. hUmans
juST.. sKeYeS fALL..:)
all the way back to two years ago2..
‘You’ are welcome, my friend; the
journey is an end in itself for me
too, as well, as a practice of life.
And most simply put of all;
SMiLes.. mY friEnd.. a great collection of Pearls
hEar of Wisdom in all the contradicts
of liFe evident in all we noW sense
and feel and kNoW.. the miracle
iS i am the UniVerse
iN pArt and fractal
NatUre and i give
a FucK about the
rest of iT iN wHole..
iF tHeRe is any MaGiC
it is juSt thaT iN tHe enTire
UniVerse wHolE.. and enough
aT lEast for me to sEE thE resT
of iT as HoLy and saCred too..
aS Self-fulFiLLinG prophecies
ARE REAL.. heHE.. at lEAst
when they come to FruiTioN..
as FloWeRs WiLL do as
and CreaTinG with
juSt a little help
from the Birds
Butterfly Effect wHere
wheN one discounts
nO gRain of sAnd iN
reAL effort of effect and
AFFeCT oF hOldinG uP
tHe mounTain oF hUman
BRain and BoDy BaLanCinG
in yes that
Balance of SoUL
now.. much of liFe
IS A choice of REAL PURGATORY
FOR MOST.. hell for a few and
a needle eYe for those who
of HEaveNow noW aS
arT and reAson balance
as thOU Art fAtHeR
wE ArT SoN
and Senses moVing..
JuSt uS as
to do or NoT bE
iN fearless Love
as REal AS FucKinG
ReAL as hUmans can
gET in simple bliss
So have a good trip..
the journey of LiFe is
what we make iT Now
aS pAThs noW oR
NOT.. dArk Or
of coLor oR
Stone cOld Statue..
no different reAlly than that
dude i used to be in the Funeral
of a day of a liFe Sgt. Pepper.. isREAL..
now advancing to Captain sAlt iN metaPhorSe..
i FucKinG ‘hate’ the censorship of ShaRinG..
GiVinG alMost as much as money
and aS sAMe but at lEast
‘they” left tHe cruX
Google online way..:)
SMiLes.. myY friEnd.. Candice..
i didn’t beLieve iN MaGiC
’till i diD liFe free verse
in both steps and
iSreal.. tHe seNse
of iT iS real.. thE FeeLinG
oF iT isreal.. but the ability
of iT as far as KSA’s..
not so much
as ISA per
eYe oF instinct
and i suppose that
is what self-actualization
trUly iS.. simply bEinG free
enough to no longer think.. just bE..
trUly.. tHe PleaSure iS aLL miNe
but alWays better GiVinG
and shArinG as thaT
iS tHe oNly
mUse of LiFe i AM..:)
Facebook Friend Rafiah from
Pakistan shares the DJ Bravo
Champion Youtube video from
above so below here..
and i say.. now too..
i’Ve heard this SonG here
And then i go on
to say again.. and
more now here.. now..
Human Tribal Instinct
as history shows rules.
and trUly it goes to show..
Sports makes nicer enemies
noW than religion and politics..
less blood.. children/others killed
and raped.. and all the noW other bad
stuff that goes on with the human way
iN hate of us vs them with tools of killing..
including books that give hints on how to do it..
Sports are the bible of peace.. sadly.. many books
of religion are the source of blood and mutilated raPED Flesh..
and Earth as the rest of Nature of course where sports beats bombs..:)
And now.. i must say that all of this reminds me of the Book of Eli..
a movie somewhere that came out in the dead zone of i.. for
those 66 months then.. a movie i saw when i came back
and saw a man with sight too.. gone from
effective use.. a book to protect.
a book from within..
eyes that no longer
can read a book
a book given
at the end in oral
tradition for print..
trUly no different
that much than
A Holy and Sacred
book.. one of many to
finally lay rest together
on library shelf..
by the God of Nature
is over and dust back
to dust Denzel
music to lift the
spirit in iPod player
ways of the disciple..
the student As girl with
shades goes then.. but sure
as in books of old in both this
Bible and Kuran.. the sword continues
as word as equally powerful in death
as life of healing words.. And other
pARts of the movie.. are no
do not move far
enough Away from
raping.. pillaging and
murdering.. to express
that darker way sTiLL.. no
different than Isis and the
to chest in
where they can not
shield tHeir eYes..
from Rocks of death..
We Live in a world of death
and life.. all the dArk and liGht
that both those books do sTiLL
tale.. but when those words become
God over God God dies a slow and
tortuous death to those of us who
are slaves to words instead of
Free in and as God’s eYes
Free aLive as US..
so.. sure this is
my book of Eli..
with just the art
of martial arts for swords
of fearless.. and the ballet
away from the dance of death
to the dance of life in liGht’s Truth
way LiFe.. and nah… it ain’t
just 800 thousand words then
verbatim of someone
effort from way back
when in full old and
new testament way..
or the 180 thousand
words of the new testament
alone way of collaborative
effort.. or the minuscule 80K
effort of the Kuran comprising
only 2000 words in total Vocabularly
way.. instinctually and copied both
from inner wisdom and the
same dam bible before
then.. no matter
who said what
to who.. then..
rape.. and slavery
of women without a
choice of who they
marry still exists..
and in the US.. NoW
with freedom of Church
and state.. crusades.. and
burning at the stake are now
against the law for sword bearing
Christians here in onward Christian
Killing other pArts of Nature Loving
hUman way now.. just the snide
whose God oF
are different in sexual
ways and such as that..Now
or perhaps the crazy dude who
is shining his liGht in Super Walmart
ya tale might go to hell if ya don’t dim ya lAmp..
down.. to stiff walking robot head down KNEELING way..
And yes as the Wiki Link shows here..
the collaborative effort of many to make
the print edition of the 1.8 million
word Mahābhārata Long poem
real.. don’t touch the effort
i for one have made to
honor the God noW oF
aLL Nature stARting
on ThanksGiving day
of November 2010..
the time that the
Movie version of
‘this’ Eli sort
of FuLL Book..
came out in
but sure.. the
first 8 of 11 million
or so words are just
practice for me.. the final
edition as ‘KATiE MiA FredericK!iI’..
all in free verse poetic long poem
‘WordPress’ form aka “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
is brevity of longest poem iN
free verse ever noW
longer longer now
Ocean iN 669 macro verses
wIth thiS “PrinCiple oF HeLL’
macro verse here now with this verse..
lots of INnate iNstincts and Intuitive
abilities including martial arts and
ballet-like dance to increase My
creative state of mind.. noW iN
laser focus.. noW so mUch oF
an expreSsinG SpiRit heARt
of what all oF God tales
to me to say one and sAme
now.. and if this ain’t
proof God exists noW..
do you reAlly thInk for
one second i did any of this
Without the Real God of Nature’s
help in the Quantum mind and
body released unleashed aS noW
sAMe aS onE Now.. no iT did NOT
take an army or
swords to do this..
just words of
IS ALL that is..
NoW.. iT.. you
see and perhaps
feel wRite here..
here’s the thing.. i am
the first to do this.. but i will tale
you this.. the synergy and effect AND AFFECT
THEREOF iN oF miNds like Mine oF Mind.. all over
the dAm world.. CALL ‘EM STAR SEEDS.. NoW CALL
‘EM CRYSTAL CHILDREN.. CALL ‘EM BOOK of INdiGo
AngELs OF ELI OF oR WHATEVER YA WANT.. BUT
WHAT WiLL wHo comes after i do aLL
of what i do as one single
hUman.. WiLL insPire
at least one more
hUman to do
at lEast a little
moRe.. and that was/iS the
mesSage of Buddhism.. and noW
oF Jesus in Christianity true.. and
even F iN Aleister Crowley’s ‘Book
of the Law’ in his own unique style
of sacred book way.. all said and
say there wiLL be others who come
and do more.. and seriously the only
person in modern religions per words
of book as written now that is really
holding the folks in the middle
East back.. are the words noW
of a man named Muhammad then
when he let his Ego over God
get the best of him there as
in empirical measurement
he couldn’t dust the
shoes off of what
i have done
with the help
of God so far.. sure.. he
chopped a lot more heads off..
had more wives.. had some children
and ruled his part of the world with the
sword then.. but what has come of that..
misery and suffering for a people who
think that God has already had all
God’s say.. anyway.. it is the
rule of Nature.. where
for survival as
before the ‘White
MaN Christians’ raped
and pillaged and killed
the American Indian way..
tHeRe is Love.. Balance.. and
peace in sharing and never taking
more than giving God’s Fearless way.. but where
there are deserts and cold cold places
where humans cannot share the
flesh of Love in abundance..
the jealously.. greed..
and killing comes..
move out of
feminine bliss in
Yin and Yang Love too..
so if you’ve seen the
movie if you ever do or
ever have.. just imagine
someone’s death and some
Muslim and Indian girls all around
the world.. who demand their freedoms
along with those Lesbian girls in Iran
and the homosexuals still to
get married in churches
over hEar too..
my prayer of this
whole prayer iN approaching
4 milLion wordS now is this
will bE motivation for someone
to seek and motivate
the God oF alL
of ONE in onE
God all that iS
now and then..
ya see.. i ain’t finished
yet as long as God oF aLL
inspires the words and dance of
i..i WiLL DancE and SinG a SonG of SoUl
oF heArt aS SpiRit as God oF Y i.. and sure.. perhaps
before all i say and step is done here now and then..
it will be 100K miles.. 30 years from noW WiN i AM
85 or 6 then.. at sure.. 30 million more words
for over 33 Million Words
here.. too.. for ALL the
giFt oF liFE that God
gives me in Heaven
to do juST
aLL of that this
noW thAT iS.. noW..
if so.. i WiLL lay mY head in My bed
of death.. then.. at perhaps 120 or so..
when steps and words slow down a little
bit.. perhaps at half rate.. down to let’s
say 53 million words or so.. and maybe
just 20K miles more then dance.. over
those 35 years then.. anyway.. if so..
i WiLL have pAid God oF
aLL back to match
the years it
at 53 to
SonG of mY SoUL then..
and ya might snicker and say
ha.. no way you’ll do that then..
not unlike the snooty upturned
nose of the Barnes and Nobles
book helper lady who said no way..
you couldn’t have possibly written
a 3 Million or so word poem in this
day and age until
i raised her
lInk in handy
dandy smARt phone
way.. yeah.. baby.. imagine
in the future what some outcast
dude like me will do who embarks
on a journey like this at age 30 like
they say the original Jesus did way
back then.. there are no limits
when God lives
as uS noW..
God exists.. i would
be the greaTest fool
in the history of the
world to suggest that ain’t
the trUth and liGht for anyone
who suggests what i do now is
JUST FucKinG thAT..
so have a nice day.. off for
more Sand and Sun Dance for
me and whatever God in i suggests
i do neXt.. at the core oF my sOUl AS I LiVinG noW..:)
And now before i move on to dVerse for the
Quadrille link for precisely 44 words
that i will respond to all
free in poetic
to what is
a reprise here of
the music of the Book
of Eli.. where instead
of reporting the King
James reprint translated
version of the Gospel news
of rules.. Alan Watts.. last
scholar in providing
the way of EasterN
to western way..
provides the problem
of the Good news where
the humble real Yogi-like
teacher for human poTenTial
awakening and enlightening
in BrinGinG human uP is
God alone as
than being the
yogi-dude he was
then per scholarly
report of misinterpreting
the frigging greek version
that keeps Jesus humble
as his original
from all scholarly
sources trUly waS
in TrUth and liGht
then too.. Faith is
Trust in the God of Nature
not blind faith in the words
of others in cultural rule
of doing THAT ARE then
the ultimate penalty
for following the God within
then.. yes.. hanging to even
Burning at the stake for making
God into word over God within hUman.. REAL..
oh.. the idols come as small as three letter words
of 316 in
and the untold millions
who have died then @hand
sTiLL die for reaSonS aT
hand of exclusionary lies
like this.. TG.. for Church
and State separation as
even Jesus and God can
liVe here ToGeTheR and
not risk the price of free in
death of death or even worse..
death in life.. away from God to
Words of shallow labels of days before..:)
Now yes.. 4:45 pm at off to
the Green lInk at dVerse
Poet’s pub site
for some poetic
to keep this longest
poem GroWinG iN “SonG
oF SoUL” waY now.. on
Ah.. thE IrisH
Elf oF i iN eYes
juSt tWo geneRaTioNs
rEmoved froM tHe
CeltiC fAIRy waYs
Oh no.. the other
side of elf.. the
devil elf of Deeper
Black Forest journey
i arise from too..
on Great Grand
father way.. NoW..
wHere fair maidens
are easy prey to
of hidden Glory..
Fire of eYes.. Fire
of HeArt.. RiSinG SoUL..
caress oF Love..
and trUly.. i hope
that does not
envy as Green
iRish eYes can
do to competing
males of course..
heheNoW on writ
GreeN.. i stAy
SinGs in i
Perhaps.. the greaTEst
pArt of Free Verse
is i can
what lives sTiLL..:)
And short side note hEar..
Life is interesting.. some folks
more visuAlly interpretive thinking
and some folks more word and literal
thInking.. some folks.. can see poeTry
in pictures.. others in words..
but i for one see
both.. as visual
thInker by no choice
oF LoSinG effective siGht
and heaRing too in pain
of hell of right ear
i do both
and that is
strange to most..
however.. the BRaiN oF
HUman miNd and boDy Now
awareness iS onLY as larGe
iN noW as wE expand all oTheR
human intelligences.. in hUman
poTenTiAL to go wHere many
other hUmans never
visiT aT aLL
iS yes to gRoW taLLer
iN God View(S) oF allthatisnow..:)
Fresh Green of cucumber
Spring.. cool deLight
as vegetable meets
Yes.. Carry on way word
greeN aS brOwns
Ah.. yes.. the above
and below aS
Sky of HeaVen
of Earth.. flaT
iN SpiRaL FLow..:)
But oh! no!..
oF greeN.. never
notice it either..
anY morE noW..
as a couple
aLL mY aLLergies..:)
noW need to
see.. ALLAH MORE
than twisted book
in raPing little girls…
somewhere God is BreWinG..
in opaque colors.. tRust mE
And yes.. i’M
SmiLinG as i’Ve fELt
n0ne as God’s Vengeance..
Justice comes with nothing @ALL..:)
WInks.. i juSt lET
pain over the
Back at 11:53 pm..
SMiLes.. natUre’s wraTh
out Of balance..
fangs oF all
in stars of eYes
Eagles flY in
iN skYes so
AiR.. so FReED…:)
Heavy Rain Air..
lungs hold depth
of grey cloud
A small disabled
boy by A river
of trees only
amazed by beauty
of boy fed tree.. young
couple find tree’s beauty
inspiRinG Love of
leader of world after this..
makes decision that saves
the world.. so who IS A savior..
beautiful tree.. Loving parents
of child.. disabled little boy..
long since pasSinG aWay
of tree.. so is
tree A savior of the
world.. yes… Tree oF
LiFe.. aLL must be saviors
of the world for any hope
aT all.. not even one grain
of sand can be discounted
as savior oF mounTain aS God Love
iN Human trUth of Fearless liGht flAMe..:)
-InspiRed by God
noW iN diRect condUiT
And yes.. thE tree IS All Green..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd
i’ve missed yoUr poeTry
hEar.. sTill finishing a 3
million plus free verse
one of mine..
of now 669 total..
comprising all my poetic responses
to all the dVerse prompts and links
for an entire year through close
to the end of March 2016..
totaling in at 338,630
words.. and haha..
takes close now
to a supercomputer
to open up my brain
with that one alone on
Word Press.. noW hehe..
of your poeTry
my aLways nice Friend..
and yes.. i only shared
this news with ones
who are as
some move.. some
stay.. some rot
as sKy sMilEs
as wide as ground
smeLLs.. as touch
siGht of Love..
hEar oF LiFe..
of Lawyer.. judge
blUe of Artist
sad and true..
Red of Law Enforcement
stop in the name of the Law..
Green social work in sell oF Life
Sim Soc Life.. Leadership class
19.. Santa Rosa County
IS A Green
poNd oF LiFe..:)
i for one..
and sold my
dreAMs Of SilVer
oceAn spRay dEliGht..
AkA CRanBerrY JUice..;)
oF Y IrisH
eYes Of grEEn
blUes OF dreAms..:)
off oF tAble
blAck way back…:)
pick a color
Oh Lord.. green
boy me.. arms
to thin.. to push
mower in grass..
be a man..
hehe.. she didn’t
stay around long
enough to see i be
the strongest one of
all.. at least at my
me of my first
Love.. if she stayed
to Heaven Now..
oh.. the dreams
the first clue
noW of trouble
is green leather..
Oh.. the beauty
of the green..
aLL go.. oh..
oF heLL oN earth..:)
WeLL that completes
32 at 1:28 am
Back now at
a few more linkS noW
to poeticAlly respond
to in Green hUmaniStiC
poem way.. and an extra
lonG onE i already diD
to save the
So trUe.. mY FriEnd Hank..
thE greeN oF anCesTors
immerSinG as forAgErs
do noW sTiLL iN
No illuSory WorRiEs
creaTinG.. LoVinG noW tHe
oF aLL stufF creaTion.. in whAT
so much bigger
noW as allthatis grEEn..
The earth has an ear
an eYe the UniVerse too..
blue green brown deep
eYe as beautiful
orb too2.. noWaYs
stars look down
wE look up
SMiLes.. looKing morE
here at the soUl
of ‘hEr’ pictUre
tHere iS so
much more to
liFe than keys..
screens in HaBiT
and visuaLizinG.. yeS..
And eVen iMaGinaTion..
tHere IS A FruiTioN
oF tHe MaGiC oF
words and aLL
and other foRmS
too.. put into noW iN
acTioN.. yES onLinE
iS oKay.. aNd greAT
bUt oNe muSt
fiNd a Way
liFe foR trUly
aNd creaTing liFe wHOle
aS UniVerse oF
SMiLes my FriEnd Carol..
i alWays Love to come here
almost most oF aLL of other
poeTry homes as there IS A
liGht here that WiLL not
AS words of
and i juSt want
yA to kNownoW
i’VE been aWay
for a little
a Novel project
of responding to
all dVerse lInks
and prompts for
a year in effort
of one huge
fUn titLed iN FreeWay Blog..
yeS.. hard to open with ‘normal’
at 338, 630 words and also
300 gorgeous beach photos..
and i am only shaRinG these
words WitH a select few who
would likely care aT aLLnoW
about a perSon doing
as much as i..
but mY nOW
friEnd.. i AM
no luke warm
FRiEnD oF God..
i am red hot noW
devil oF Love oN Fire..;)
SMiLes.. yeS.. so trUe
thE poet IS A UniVersal
Tree.. and iN woRds
tHe greaTest Lover
aS God oF Nature
IS A poEt
iT aLL SinGinG
A Tree of Love
oR finisheS noW..
aNd thAT mY
friEnd IS A
tRUe iN noW
prophecy bY WhiTman
come to FruiTioN reAL noW
foR A patHway iS noW mAde
for those who enter heaVen iN RefRain
It iS Built
foR hE iS uS
iN FiEldS of DreAMs..
aNd i/mE wHeN
RooT oF oUr LoVe
iN aLL SAnds anD
AgeS oF SoULs iN
aS TRee oF LiFe..
And trUly thE tooLs
wE maKe haVe bEcoMe
morE oF uS tHan LiFE mY
FriEnd So leT’s Go bAck noW..
sHed thE clotHes Of culTure..
Free iN SAnds
oF MounTain Love..:)
Human muses all are we..
some hot.. some luke
warm.. some froZen
one of the
in both luSt and Love
for no reaSon aT aLL
God mAde uS for fUn
so juSt enJoy
as Sun above
mini skirts too.. trUly
tHere is no hiGher purpose
than liFe and iT alWays
comes up and down
V and point oF
ALL in i NoW aLiVe..
MakE iT HoLy Sacred..
Naked from head to toe..
above.. so below.. inside
outside aLL A’round and liVe
in HeaVen.. God’s DesTinY aLiVe
for those of uS who do coMpLY.:)
Back beforE noW @11:22 AM..
and ugh oh noW then.. Shawna
responds.. so heRe coMes
her desire as enTaLed
then and fulFiLLed below2..
says.. and i quote
for the NoVeL PoeM reCord heRe..
“I have missed you too, Fred. I swear!
The thing is, more often than not, I’m on my phone
when I’m reading, and it’s impossible to load your blog.
I love it though, and you, and I promise to go back to being
a regular customer. Honestly, friend. I adore you, and I’m
so sorry for being negligent in my visits. Most sincerely,
you are, and have always been, a treasure to my heart.”
“And Fred, you are always welcome, and encouraged,
to say every little thing your heart desires here.
You, your words, and your eyes elate me. ALWAYS.
Please, get verbose. Write me some long,
skinny, insanely insightful comments
that only I will understand …
because you know I’m the
And then i say.. yes..
in totAlly fulfilling
her liGht fELt deSire..
OKay.. DEar Shawna..
three pArts coming..
form oF Be
SeCond pArt of two more pArts as wE kNow Blogger
Blogs havE reAlly smALL Fred liMits
iN comment sections iN HaNds soLo
oF writing Long Poem Epic
style free verse
Oh Jesus.. WeLL you kNow i’m the devil too..
and the devil like Lucifer on that
new Fox show muSt alWays
bRinG out the desires
of otHeRs dArk and
but hE is onLY
heRe when they wish
for him to grant a wish..
so let’s see wHere i can go
with this.. haha!.. i will add
that i don’t know if i told you S
for Shawna but i finished my Super
epic Free Verse Novel i’ve been
working on for an entire F iN
year named “GodsUniVerseNovel3”
as my mission in liFe as directed by
God is to prove God exists to those
with the dArkest liGhts oF aLL that i
too once shared as REAL DEVIL noW iN
real human heLL.. on earth of course..
then.. and heHE.. that
iS F iN 338,630 words lonG sPANning
last April 2015 through the 14th link of
the 169th open link prompt at the end
of dVerse March 2016.. per John 316..
and you’ll get the secret message
in that if you can find a super
computer and broad band
access strong enough
to open up
as my extreme Asperger’s
decoding numerical mind stARts to arise
as a serpent like head here.. heheX2..
in reptiLian bRain waYs..
and tHeRe are close
to 300 absolutely
photos of Pensacola
and Navarre Sugar white Beach
Sands all for the taKing oF Free..
as God brought me aLL the ‘cash’
somehow back when i was making
close to minimum wage in just
7 years to last the rest
of my liFe.. i kid you
not.. i only had a
grand to my name
in 1999 back when
i bought my 30K
Green Honda Passport
and ended up close to
a half a millionaire.. then..
until the wife spent a lot
of that when i was sick
and noW.. thanks GoD noW
with a Honda Civic.. by the
time God plucked me out of
my job with 19 medical disorders then..
in 2008.. brought on by the stress of fiGht
AND fliGht two year aDrenaline ONnON streSs..
oh ye(s).. and you were of course one of my
main (s)tars in my Novel.. as you brought out
all the mischievous little devil in me too..
and the secret is out.. my enTire bLog
is the longest poem in history
now.. working noW on the
macro 669th verse
oF MACRO WHOLE
yes.. noW.. secoNd pARt
of seCond pArt heRe..
“PleaSure PrinCiple oF
HeLL”.. wHere once again
Shawna you will arise
as a star player
in the total
poem in the entire
history of human kiNd
named “KATiE MiA FredericK!iI”..
AKA SonG oF mY SoUL” never ending
starting.. finishing or beginning.. noW..
(the runner up is yes.. 1.8 million words
per Mahābhārata in long poem form BACK THEN)
MINeD aT WeLL over literAlly 3 million words
now.. potentiAlly even L O N g E R as that
one Novel post was only a fracTioN
of what i wrote in one last year..
here’s the thing..
in.. he reAlly do..
no one understands
what he is up to except
for him and a few like him..
truly a very few my friEnd..
and as all my other long term
friEnds will tale ya.. i am the
see Ya.. Shawna
baby.. all aRound..
the never ending
I’S A wE..
i wasn’t totAlly
sure the water was/iS
sTiLL red hot here..
i find it Luke
i go.. and
is liKe noW mY
both on Star wars
and the better pARt
of the good book too..
God.. i Love crazy people
like me who believe in God
and yes i Love you my never
as i IS
and JesuS iT’s
trUe.. most folks
have no friGGinG
ClUe how deep mE+GoD
metaphorsE GoES.. bY
aLL thAT iS whAT SEcreT
Agents for God
iN God WInks2..:)
Facebook Friend Sherri.. dancing friend from
way back when in the mid 80’s at Disco
Club 2001.. shares the “Close
To You” Video i usED for
pArt oF poetic
“40th Anniversary of this beautiful song…………………..
I loved them when I was a little girl…..She died WAY too soon!!”
And i say in return..
So true.. And haha! Katrina says
Karen wrote that song for me but gosh it seems like
i remember us singing it in ’73 in middle school choir..
Right around the time i played Jesus Christ Super Star
on the piano for the talent show and the other kids
erupted in laughter when i was so filled with
the Holy Spirit after the performance i
couldn’t walk straight but as
always i digress as
such and thanks much
for another memory song..
So inspiring they are..
And never ending
stories of Love..
Then Sherri says as i
continue to quote her
“She had such a unique voice……
Once in a while I’ll do “Superstar” at karaoke…..
She was an amazingly talented woman!”
And i then say..
Yes!… and upon further research i found
the song was actually released in 1970..
making it 46 years old this year… and
interestingly.. Burt Bacharach
who wrote the Song had a daughter
named Nikki.. with Asperger’s Syndrome..
who sadly committed Suicide.. and i have to wonder..
if perhaps Karen didn’t have a few traits of the female
form of Asperger’s too.. as so many do have Angelic..
perfect pitch voices.. and yes.. Karen.. if.. any human..
she is certainly one with human form and Angel essence
on this terrestrial plane.. okay.. if i’m not careful..
i’m gonna go back into Robot systemizing mode..
lose my ellipses.. and move back to semi-colons..
so with that also said.. and sad too.. have a
great day.. my long term.. 30 something
years.. dance friend..
Sherri then finally says..
” LOL………..That is fine. One does have to
wonder what she would have accomplished had
she not died at such a young age! My hubby says
that she probably would have made and excellent
producer! I agree. Actually, she didn’t start out
sounding that way. She began her career
singing with a higher pitch voice,
but the producers told her
to try to take it down
a notch and thus,
the beautiful voice that
we all remember. She died
from anorexia (back before
anyone knew what the heck it was).
And then finally i say then.. noW..
Ah.. so interesting
my friend.. thanks for that
and hehE.. i didn’t start out ‘this way’
even more eXciTinG!!..
And now i say wRite here.. in longer
terms of the very brief poem above
illustrating a story of who
are the Saviors..
Tree oF Life..
in the Song.. Jesus Christ
Superstar.. Judas just wants
to know what’s the buzz..
all the deep
metaphors then now
then of New Testament
way.. well as the folks
who kNoW noW my real last
name kNow.. i like to put
stuff in Layman’s terms..
and it is true iF Jesus
were to reAlly
it means to
to the world the alWays
second now around the
first and last with
no finish and
start as Now..
He would say
this.. and trUst
mE or not.. i FeeL
he would for Good
the problems of the
world easily iF everyone
would simply comply wITh
our God given hUman Nature
gifted aLL StiLL forever now
by the god oF Nature
and it is our
Nature when set
free from too many
dam clothes of culture
treading on the clothes
as such naked with no
shame as the Gnostic
Gospel of Jesus
that yes.. our Nature
as hUman BeinGS when
Healthy iN miNd and BoDy
BalanCinG mOde as such
in heARt of expreSsinG
emoTioNs oF SpiRit
in FeeLinG.. shaRinG
GiVinG no more than
TaKinG way from
too.. in yes
balance of WiLL and
in kInd of cinderFella
way to as uS aS oNe
BaLanCinG foRce oF
GoD iN noW as US sTiLL
BreaThinG LiVinG LoVinG
Fearless Force wE are the eYes
of God for LoVE iN fearless way..
so anyway.. Jesus would most
definitely come back noW in
human form again..
of TrUth and
LiGht liKe this
way as originally
quoted here from
mY “SandBox Heaven”..
WiTh Yes.. Evolution Orange too..:)
Stars are born to output and share liGht..
at least for as long
as they live..
and as dim as i once
was.. almost bLack
grace then was
to water a plant
my life still
dArk the candle
i felt iN bLack
oh.. the saviors of the world..
and a story i love to tale a little
different as parables do.. when free
and not imprisoned by books.. pages..
paragraphs.. lines or words of print
of yesternows.. bound
by past authority
exist.. for free..
so.. anyway.. sorry iF
you already heard it but
it will be different anyway..
hehe.. as free WiLL be
starliGht oF eYes
within.. a dusty road..
a little boy with no words..
disabled from birth without
the ability to speak.. but a lover
of growth.. in shape of trees..
a sapling brought home
by loving mother
on a counter
by a lamp that shines..
the boys sees green and
wants to see more.. so he
nurtures this PLANeT
water he does..
iN eYes of Loving
Kind.. fertile ground
outside.. dig a hole
to comfort roots..
and the Tree rises
broad and sTrong..
and soon provides shade
for the front porch home..
Sidewalks come.. but tree
sTill bRanches out.. Flowers
come more beautiful than before..
Students from the local school who
study trees are amazed by the beauty
of this tree.. photos are taken.. shared..
and the boys eYes shine to see what his
Love inspires.. tree no longer needs boy
to grow strong now.. and the little
boy becomes ill and his life
a shy young man iS
walking this sidewalk
of the boy’s home.. and
a most beautiful dark haired
girl approaches him.. with smiling
face.. the boys eyes liGht up but what
to say.. ah.. the center piece of conversation
iS standing tAll and floweRinG more beautiful
iT seems than ever before on this March Spring
day.. a spark of instant Love is in the air..
and that begins a Love that
will last ’till death..
the shy boy becomes
confident with the Love of
his wife.. joins the Military..
and even rises to the ranks
of politics then.. Love grows
and fearless Lives..
the boy is
and makes a decision
as a leader of the world
that prevents World War III…
Life on the PlanT now iS saved..
So who is the savior.. the boy..
the man.. the girl.. the Loving
wife.. the parents.. the schools
providing education.. the tree
or the little disabled boy
and all the
from around the
world.. well the truth
iS aLL they are.. as theRe
is no i.. me but us and we
Moral of the
story.. water a tree
Of Life and see wHere
WeLL.. yeS.. Sith is just another
metaphor for the Dark Side aS
Egyptian Mythology Set..
the Dark Force
As Isis gets
him resurrected with
pieces of him put back
together and they then
have a child of Wisdom
named Horus through an
immaculate conception.. oh
and yes.. the Egyptians then
also celebrate the
virginal birth of
25th if all this
bells yet and
same basic mythology
goes with Greek and
the human archetype
of Hero.. where the Hero
has a struggle with a father
figure.. goes to the dark night
of the soul and is reborn and
tries to teach the rest of culture
what the Hero learns in traversing
paths of much challenge… adaptation
and change.. in modern terms of science
in DNA epigenetic unpacking of human ancestral
potential.. additionAlly.. in neuroplasticity of rewiring
the bRain for a better life as such in adaptation to
Environmental challenge.. and change.. yes.. for
the best life possible.. and humans have
been developing metaphors to explain
human potential through recorded
history and before in oral
tradition.. mainly dance..
as non-verbal language
has always been
and see.. here’s the thing..
no mythology or religion same
in ways of communiCaTinG trUth..
and liGht through abstract concepts
including all visual images from a man
on a cross to a Hawk Headed Horus
as such.. and other Sun/Sky God
folks in terms of hUman
ascension aS ONe
with GOD ALL OF
AND LiGht as
yes.. as mentioned
many nows before..
The essence of the
HiGher potential of
liVes in aLL of uS
and iT iS up to Us..
to find A journey and
paths that work for US
to become one with God..
in feelings and sensing this
more than empty words.. statues..
or other empty metaphors without
essence of symbol/abstract concepts..
as the bONEs without flesh of LiVinG SoUL..
and once you get the trUth and the liGht that
this is heir gift for all Human Beings in potential
way.. yA are no longer selfish in saying Ya can
imprison God in abstract constructs per words..
statues and other attempts that hUmans make
to Express a greater potential in hUman
waYs of liFe commonly understood
iN science terms now as
potential.. self actualization..
the mythology associated with
the Human Hero archetype..
as well as Tarot cards
and other so called
occult ways to
open up the
mysteries of the
Universe so we
can share the way
of better TruTh and liGht
iN fuLLfiLLinG our God oF Nature
given gifts of PoTenTial.. or
with relative free will we can
do not much of anything..
and never find Heaven
on Earth.. Yes the
actual REAL FEELING
AND SENSING HEAVEN
ON EARTH.. WHERE THE
AND STUFF OF THAT
ARE JUST EMPTY
ANY SEA CREATURE
OF BEAUTY COMING
OUT OF THE REAL COCOON
OF BUTTERFLY HUMAN POTENTIAL..
Anyway.. this is partially inspired by a
middle aged woman who was video
taping me as she said my energy
inspired her in non-verbal
while i was dancing..
of i.. with calm
balance where she
says.. yes.. of course.. the
Wisdom of Horus noW is what
you have.. Now and yes.. where
i Live that iS the last thing
i expected to hear in Wisdom
but never judge a book by its
cover as iT iS thE inNer heARt..
SpiRit.. and SoUL that generates
the energy of essence thaT is
the Force of God iN US..
as any Jedi/Sith
after completing the
Hero Journey successfully
in REAL HUMAN ASCENSION
HOLY SPIRIT ASSISTED PATH
NOW THAT SIMPLY WORKS iN
THE GREATEST DESTINATioN
OF HEAVEN NOW.. NIRVANA..
BLISS AND ALL THE OThER
STuFF THaT MAKE EITHER
A PLEASURE PRINCIPLE
IN HELL AS HEAVEN..
OR JUST PLAIN
i dance on the
Wild side with
the caLL of God
Free and i can easily
move from Sith to Jedi..
in the turn of a coin that
is relative hUman Free WiLL..
wheN/wHeRe Yin and Yang iS
BaLanCinG and wE
are best friEnds
in FriEnD balance
thaT iS tHe eNergy
oF thE Force Within..:)
uS aKa GODWHOLEwE..:)
Ah.. the Starbright power of positivity..
in human being as we shine liGht over dArk
in peptide way.. peptide way you say.. is that a wave..
well yes thaT is particles of peptides released in neurochemical
way by the human bRain in Hypothalamus way.. wHeRe all
the cells have receptors for Happy peptides that
lead the way to cellular feeling
memory for the
of liFe in Yin
Yang positive balance..
nah.. it ain’t juSt 7 chakras in our
bodies that make us happy happy.. NoW
it is every frigging cell.. aLL our thOughts
and other human abstract concepts/symbols
associated with the memories of
positive emotions that
the Grand Unified
Theory oF all thaT iS
as thAT God THat liveS in/AS all thaT
iS in both breathing and stone
matter as energy
ya gotta love the
raTioNaLITy in doing so..
as trUly words associated
with moving.. connecting
and creaTinG EmoTioNs noW
are what helps uS create
as tools of NoW.. yeS..
iNner being for almost
iNfiNitE connections in new
happy wiring of neurons and
cellular strength in anticipation
of the positive neurochemicals
and neurohormones or the
in a slow
purgatory to hELL
as a way of liFe thAT
we WitH relative free WiLL
In however we associate positive
emotions to grow or stagnate
negative in stress
and all stuff
anxiety hate and
too.. spells heLL noW
in no uncertain eventual
way of death star life..
but ya see.. most
will limit this
to the thOughts
we experience as
words.. and will skirt the
pARt oF liFe thAT iS core to
of words that
way of experiencing
liFe in non-verbal ways
of actually physically moving..
connecting.. and creating too..
in the oldest and most effective
sTill language of human being
that is the dance of liFe from
shining eyes.. to hips
and eyes that
lie in all the
dance of life that
can be bliss.. nirvana..
the heaven of now.. more
than frigGinG sitTinG stiLL anD
uSinG chants or breaths to
E-scape EmoTioNs instead
of embraCinG thE
to liGht up
the boDy/miNd in a dance
oF aLL cells from head to
toe.. generating what science
still cannot measure much over
the observer effect in Quantum
physics as what humans
way all around ’em
as suns we are above so
below oF thE Grand Unified
theory of Allthatis thaT iS
the reaLITy of God
and merry go all around
for those who don’t live in
a self-fulfilling purgatory
spectrum or hell now per
the associated symbols
of what they now sO
believe whether that be..
a belief in hell.. or sitting
still and never generating and
strengthening happy neuron
wiring and cellular peptide
so ha! noW sTiLL
religion in all its
promises of hell and
the end of the world..
and other fear mongering
ways of belieF to scare folks
to believing in a superstition
come true evil in
effect as proven
in science has the truth..
HELL NO AND HELL YES THEY
DO AS THEY F iN create tHeir own
hell in the way of negative symbols
of liFe.. and the negative worry.. anxiety
fear.. and exclusionary hate feelings
in attempts to control those
out of the
group norm to
keep the resources
all in the Christian
Church.. etc.. etc..
for all religions that say
the other one is bad bad bad
and are going to hell hell hell..
well hell is a self-fulfilling prophecy
for those who make hell real.. by
creating symbols that are
to wire now..
and to remember
hell in real grand
Unified fear way..
way.. problem is.. hell
works bAD for those who accept
it and create it.. but the greaTesT
thing oF all iS the God of Nature is
merciful in anthropomorphic
REAL AFFECT/EFFECT oF
and a large pArt of
wHere we go iN liFe
is uP to uS and or the
folks and what they say
that we believe in either
positive or negative
down to what we thInk
in words/abstract concepts/
associated symbols/ and the negative
noW or positive emoTioNs that imprison or FREE!
the cELLs of our boDy/miNd to a lifelong purgatory
or hell.. or go the Hakuna Matata Dance FREE
of iN aS Heaven now.. YeS!.. YES! oh GOD yES!
when i danCe noW.. NOW!
i am not juSt a bag of
old bones.. flesh.. muscle..
ligaments and what not in
material reductionist term
way.. i am a Sun of positive
shine.. in every cell.. whole..
and AN instrument that plays A
DancE AND SonG NOW BRIgHT TRuTH LIgHT
OF aS ALLAH.. GOD.. THE ALL THAT IS..
tHE GREAT SPIRIT.. ThE DAO.. ThE
KI.. THe QI.. THE HOLY SPIRIT.. CHI
AND all the other metaphors including
IN iNfiNitE poTenTiAL
oF THE NOW
theory of particles
waves.. and Field that
existS Now as allthatis
GodNow.. So noW iN YES!
tHeRe is thE big poeTry
of tHe WH0LE of LiFe..
and there is thE smALL
pictUre of The
but the bottom line..
is happiness.. joy.. nirvana..
bliss in spiritual way has got
A core element oF scientific proof
and truth too.. and no one owns that
but Nature God WHoLE.. and we are the
heirs.. who without any FucKinG five step
scientific method.. or F iN mythology
book alone.. THaT bOTh can house the
vehicles and vessels for thiS
trUth and liGht too.. buTT
YES! through juSt iNnate..
iNstinctual.. iNtuitive power..
aLL ah! noW! Gifted NaturAlly N0W bY
GODALLTHATIS..noW.. yeS!.. Now!..NOW!..
in bio-feed back from
every cell of our
body.. figureS thiS
sHit out noW by whAT
FucKinG Feels good
and that baby is what
iS behind all stuff good
when in BaLanCinG noW..
YeS!.. thE PleaSuRe
with noW no FucKinG
Words aT aLL.. butT
oF course A SonG
oF BriGht eMoTioNs
E m P A S S ion inG
takes uS oN oUr waY..
and that’s why i DancE SinG
A MeSsAge of Nirvana.. Bliss..
and Joy in Heaven now.. as mY
other friend Gloria Estefan so poeticAlly
says.. WORDS JUST FucKinG GET IN THE WAY..
SO FucKinG DANCE AND FucK ALL THoUGHTS
FULL ONES OF LIFE..
and remember FucK iS
iF yoU seeK and
FucKinG iS noW
iF yoU SeeK in GOD..
and truly the direct conduit
away from words of division
iS The DancE and SonG
oF tHe PleaSurE
sAMe iN terms
of bliss from
planETs iN BaLanCinG
circle the sUn aS ONe..
iN terms of Star
And OB A Way..
iF iN thE Video oF Janet
sHeis trUly doing a footloose
without strict perfectionist DanCinG
choreographed instruction of other
way.. it works for positive flow..
but as soon as one inserts
the restrictions of
of you must move this
way or that way to
get it correct
CreaTinG.. thiS has
the negative action
of stress.. stress.. stress..
where the friGGinG Ballerina
kills herself ’cause
she waS noT good
so whenever someone
says do my dance moves
and not yours.. i say..
hey baby.. i ain’t doing
tHis for any grAde but
thE SonG oF mY SoUL..
as the fish swum
by the sea
by the Air
iN FunG ShUi waY..
and the sAMe rUle applies
to aLL iN liFe.. make it science
and it sucks.. make it art and its
fun.. yes.. just a generaLITy as
the purgatory of order
out of chaos
for large cities
oF huwoman bEinGs
sTiLL onLY evoLVinG
(note Love is REverse)
before VinG to connect
to noW around sTiLLnoW
150 to 200 sets oF yes..
NakED eYes non-verbAlly
mostlY.. aT ArOUnd upwards
oF 90% or so.. with the
and legs hands..
and tip of Penis
to depth of
Vagina too noW
as A intersects
V for Star of David
BaLanCinG femiNine and
mascuLinE way.. and yes..
obviously.. Janet has hEr
masculine fUr oN..
sHe is red hot
and she does tHis wITh
absolutely no plastic surgery
too.. the power trUly coMes from WiThIn
wHen BaLanCinG yIN AnD YanG oF GoD aLL thaT iS..
And final note.. the SonG from Gloria comes from inTo thE liGht..
Sees here’s the thing.. more aptly described as the FeeLinGS and
SeNseS oF LiFe some folks associate the good with things whether
that be locked into another person for the positive emoTioNs
one feels/senses or a Teddy Bear.. the Love of a car as religion
or the Love of a house as God.. ALL iS GoD.. to restrict
FeeLinGs and SeNses as sOld to juSt one person..
one car.. one house.. one cat or dog..
iS to restrict Love and
iF tHere is anything
that the God of Love
iT iS to
as to Restrict
Love is to Restrict
God from FeeLinG SenSinG
Good and what one has
left over from
Love All BE aLL
Be God Free or be
and in between
hell too.. noW
when all is
all is Holy
all is Love
So yes.. i love
you Friend.. and
that is a Practice oF the
GreAtEst Gift that God gives
and enjoys as Fearless LoVe oF ALL..:)
Hmm.. WeLL.. ConsideRing this is now
BeCoMinG a Super Epic
Chapter of “SonG
oF mY SoUL”
at 4 MiLliOn
as “Nether Land
Bible 2017”.. Now ARiSing
far past the 1.566 Million word
milestone to exceed the Old King
James Version effort of a Centuries
Old Bible in Long Term writing way
of many many folks toTaLinG to
get that JOB done.. as
‘BigGer BRitCHeS WORlD SiZe PlEAse’
MacroVerse Doubles as 772nd MacroVerse
as SonG of MY soUL in Rhetorical MeaSuRing
ways of world in empirical analysis as of course
add in just the “GodsUniVerseNovel3” effort
of April 2015 through March 2016
Micro to MicroMicroMicro
Verse Poetic Expressions as
Free Verse PoEtry too at
338,630 words as
too and now this
effort with no estimate
alone and empirically systemizing
science way already goes way over
the 1.8 Million Word old Standard for the
Mahābhārata from Centuries told in oral
tradition and written down with ‘chapters’
as HoLy Books named as Bible like
Sacred Text FuLL oF Meaning
and Purpose too.. as groups
of hUmans do NaturAlly
do to bind for
or LiGht it’s sTiLL
what Humans do NoW to0 more2
feel the warm and fuzzy cohesive
glue of all Natural kitty Biscuits for
Mama’s Milk in Adulthood too as all
Natural Human Produced Oxytocin WiLL
do in Humans who do have the capacity to feel
that fully as science shows some do not.. particularly
some folks on the Autism Spectrum too and for those folks
who wonder why folks engage in so-called ‘silly small talk’ it is
the feeling that counts as essence.. not whatever was said in form
of Human Words.. as what comes through in Integration of FeeLinGS
and Regulation of EmoTioNs is what lasts ’till death bed liGht.. in other
words.. you only take the love you give with you in literal at that moment
as gift of LifE BefoRE yOur eYes shut in the last wake of current star
DuST PlUS SenTiEnt plUS LiFE Now.. as trUE.. we are all stARs AT
Nature generating senses and emotions coRE to share or
cloSing up in our own dark deep bLack
Hole soULs now.. and that’s okay too
as it takes all kinds of
stars to make
of Love and Hope
or hOlders of Fear and
Hate and overall misunderstanding
of the enTiRiTy more of the Human Condition
as Galaxies SpirAl as uS sAMe and DiFfeRent too..
naH.. it’s not juST thaT us or them are ignorant or stupid.. we
just See and feeL and SenSE liFe Different.. some of
us paying more mind to form and some of us living
More life aS esSence.. and as a Canary in a Coal
Mine of both Asperger’s and Bi-Polar it is
both literally and metaphorically
Correct to say.. i’ve sEEn
fELt and SenSed
so.. iN a
way i live
in the Center
of the HuMaN UniVErse
i as metaphor only PLease as
i KNoW.. FeeL anD senSE noT NoW
whaT aLL oTheRs KnoW and FeeL NoW
anD SenSE too..nOw but it’s trUe i’ve been
around the bLock within.. inside.. outside
and generAlly sPeaKing all a’RouNd as
12 MiLLioN words or so say WiLL tell
that tale in Empirical analysis
too.. anyway.. i’ve been
around enough ‘eggheads’..
yeS.. iN iNCluDinG me to fully
understand that if some folks don’t
receive all of the detail thinking ways..
they are more likely to fAil to see the Bigger Picture
NoW.. so.. although 4 MiLLiON Words IS A rather conservative
Estimate of what i have accomplished in my 45 Month LonGest
LonG ForM Poem ever written in the HiStory.. HerStory
and or eTc.. Story of HuMaNKiNd consideRing i am
aRisinG now to 1.6 MiLLioN Words in 12
MoNths too.. i am providing the
systemizing analysis of
words as size
measured as such
as some folks will not take
a dAm word you saY as serious without
the detailed fACts to go along with the Story..
Long or Twitter short.. and this effort is not just
to prove that i did and do more with mY HuMan
PoTenTial with the aid of trans-humanist tools now..
it is to say since little old Autistic and Bi-Polar me who
didn’t even speak to put words together until age 4 and
who had problems writing anything more than firstly and
secondly and thirdly until recently in my 50’s proves the Epigenetic
and Neuroplastic Potential in this relatively small special area of intErest
iN Writing Long Form Poetry Free Verse Poetry Free style now.. Holy Creative
Spirit Automatic WriTing as ‘they’ say too now too.. and nah.. i’m NOT doing it for any
money so i don’t need no gold stars.. followers or likes to scratch my ego any
hiGher than Free to be me.. but it is kinda cool to be Dancing in the Avenues
and Dance Hall Aisles of Super Walmart Trump Life and to be able to prove
that i did and do John 14:12.. yes.. an epic Bible WriTE Bigger than
Lasagna now.. as ‘they’ say too.. and challenge them to do
whatever they do in a more Epic John 14:12 WAY NOW
TOO.. if they reAlly Believe iN ME too.. heHe.. different
actors.. same characters and sAMe and
diffeRent general pLay too.. but hey…
we/i can prove iT aLL
as smAll or
and as big for
me@ LeaST NoW
inheriting the ART
of CurRenT eARTh with
to BRinG iN the isREaL Evidence NoW..
And sure.. “BigGer BRitCHeS WORlD SiZe PlEAse” Now..
is juST the point wHeRE i can empiricaALLy prove through
Measurable Discrete ways that not only do i surpass
the size of the Old King James Bible in terms of over
1.566 MiLlioN words in twice the size of a 12 Month
Term of publishing that all free online now too..
yes.. i also far exceed in empirically
and discrete measuring
way thaT 1.8 MiLLioN
Word Effort IN
cools as it also
proves that what
the law and medical
field assess as permanently
and totally disabled for life now..
can be real superhuman Feats of
Women and Men and eTC NoW iN
Bio- and Neuro-Diversity as and oF hUman Form Now2
Essence Dances and Sings more alWays when Free..
if Nothing else i also prove that in ways of DanCinG
Free iN Martial Arts and Free Style Ballet like
ways for CloSinG iN on 7400 MiLes by
this Weekend too.. juST 10 or so
MILes away from that MileStoNe
NoW too.. as MeASured
Sports watch too..
as i’Ve documented that in this
Long Form Poem in a period of 45 months too..
NoW since i stARTed this effort in Pre-macroVerse
way 50 Months ago on 3.10.13 in Google Blog Spot
way too.. as those Archive Blogs continue to Grow now too..
numbeRinG 7 public and private ones total too.. overall with Word Press too..
yes.. i get around for free and that’s the way i’LL keeP it.. Legend of Dance
assessed by the more oPen MiNded Public is enough for me.. financiAlly
independent.. so money means nothing to me other than Food and
Shelter.. Flowers and Friends and Pets and Love Free for
aLL NoW too.. With MoVinG CoNNecTinG
CreAtinG aRT to make Heaven
NoW iN MiNd
HeARt even more… serIOUsly.
it would be shAMeFul not to upload
my soul in all free give and share way..
it’s not every now that someone makes
the grade of Heaven and stays tHeRe..
we have few sacred texts and
books that allude to it
but never a
in real time
now as Auto-biography
Rover with around 100K Photos
F U L L Y I L L U S T R A T I N G
ThAT iT and thouSands of YouTube Music
Videos to accompany the entire EnChiLaDa
With even moRE DancE and SonG too.. surE.
totALLy eXpoSING as HUmaN FleSH anD Blood
as FReEST aRT too.. but what ya gonna do with this
Miracle oF Life.. if you reAlly appreciate the Gift oF aLL Free
God LiVinG WiThiN.. if you lEAve any Member out of HoLY
And SaCreD whOle NoW2.. i liVed you can SEEheAR ThAt on my Tombstone alReADy..;)
AND THAT’S ENOUGH FOR NOW..
AnyWay.. a conversation between
me and one of my ‘elite’ Facebook friends
sort of tales the never ending beginning
starting always and never finishing
wave as they
say and enjoy
the ups and downs
if you can and will
live in heaven now..
after my friend
is somewhat chagrined
for the Facebook output she
receives overall among friends..
i say with..
Means you Have Human Friends..
Signed.. ReTired Spock/ET2…
i’Ve been aCross Galaxies and
People are alike all over..
even the Twilight Zone
today proves that in Epic Case Study way..;)
My Friend says..
‘”No actually these people are regurgitating spoon
fed garbage and then happily gobbling it up from each other.”
i go on to say..
In thaT case.. this
is an “Area 51”
‘special place’.. yes.. i ‘like’
that(this) butT iT’s not reaLiTy ‘stuff’..;)
i go on to say more wRite oN course..
AnyWay.. mY friEnd.. Humans bond over
common binds.. it don’t matter
what ‘color’ the ‘stuff’ is..
they do it for
for those folks
who are capable
of feeling that oxytocin
Warm and Fuzzy Sunday Morning ‘Stuff’..
in other wordS.. at the end of the now the essence
counts no matter strange the ‘colors’ of the ‘stuff’…;)
And then i attempt to clarify
and validate my communication
even more.. then now..
*just sayin’.. in case
you wonder why
humans are not logical..
they are NOT logical (overall) when
‘healthy’.. even ‘science’ proves this out now..
in terms of
current case study
Politics with overwhelming
case study evidence.. for sure…;)
And as a side note.. i say this too then and now too..;)
OBTW.. Trump Tweeted he was the source of a Witch
Hunt this morning.. it’s literally true.. Google says so
And Lana Del Ray Was/iS iNstrumental in carrying
the Spells out.. As Mark Twain says..
Fiction has to make sense to sell
but reaLiTy is the ‘stuff’..
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
4 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
oF LoVe NoW..:)
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
After Book of Fred
of course too..
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
2016.. iT iS wHAt
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
Grand Cross Bible 2016
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn
Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
Nether Land Bible 2017
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
rest of the Bible
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
MesSage iN A Bible Bottle as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+ as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN 31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
HeaVeN FuLLy FeLT
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)
It’s been a very long 11 years..
And somewhat of a long 13 days
to write 84,858 words iN A
Three MacroVerse Effort
the size of an
and of course
a “Nether Land Bible
2017.. approaching 1.6 Million
Words Very soon from Memorial
Day of 2016.. May 30th.. through
Memorial Day of 2017.. May 29th then
to be named for one MacroVerse at Least..
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. and yes.. the
last 101st MacroVerse.. somewhat appropriately titled
“BigGer Britches WORlD SiZe PlEAse” as i sTArt aNew now
A 102nd MacroVerse Hear as that one.. BrinGs uP the total
Words of “Nether Land Bible 2017” to 1,579,878 words.. yep
exceeding two times the King James Version at 1.56M words
and now this New MacroVerse as number 102 will also serve
double duty as the 773rd MacroVerse for “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Longest Long Form Free Verse style Poem at pLuS 4 MilLioN
words too.. as this 78th Month of wRiTinG whoLe of 12 MiLlioN
words or so total of Homework wRiTing too.. to get to this point
NoW stARting on Thanks Giving Day of 2010 then.. but you see.. the
Preparation didn’t stARt there to create a Bible now.. two times the
size of the King James Version in One year and Five times the size in
45 months and with total count and if one counts all the words.. yes..
around 15 times the size of the King James effort in 12 Million words
overall online for 78 months of writing day in and day out with sTiLL
no fully ways away
from writing days
yet.. as well as
45 Months of Free Verse
Dance iN MarTiaL aRts and
Ballet Free style way all
in Public Praise of Giving
thanks in Celebration for this
Miracle of LifE STiLL NoW alWays
NoW.. as 7400 MiLes of that effort
WiLL suRely coMe this weekend as that
Milestone Closes in too.. yes.. there was
the 33 Months before the shut-in hell while
writing until Recovery on a Beach in July of 2013..
while 33 Months before that 33 month period of time writing
to that point was spent with no effective using my eYes and
ears for any reading or listening to anything as light and sound
were torture to the type two Trigeminal Neuralgia pain from wake to
sleep.. but it didn’t start in 2008.. as in the Winter of 2006 is when
the Hell truly began slowly like a tourniquet of torture as the first symptom
of pain was colors hurting my eyes.. so strange as black and white TV didn’t hurt
my eyes then.. no Doctor can tale me why the hell that happened or why the hell my
Feet hurt like hell when i touched anything with them in that Fall of 2006 accelerating
with the increased eye pain to colors as eventually years later a Doctor would suggest
the foot pain had
something to do
but still.. no explanation
for the sensitivity to colors
that eventually ended up being then
truly what medical literature assesses
as worse than the torture of crucifixion
pain like Dentist Drill in eye and ear without
any Novocaine for the only way i can relate the
severity of that pain now.. from wake to sleep for
66 months in the most severe portion of that along
with 19 total Medical Disorders ranging from Dysautonomia
where my Blood Pressure and Heart Rate no longer worked in synch..
to Fibromyalgia.. Severe Anhedonia and Depression and Anxiety and
PTSD and Panic Attacks and Alexithymia and Spinal Stenosis and
Severe Degenerative Arthritis of the Spine too.. the list goes
on already covered in the last Blog MacroVerse in comprehensive
way too.. and then back to July 2007 when i felt chilled
in 100 degree temperatures and Doctors could
not explain why either.. and that
Fresh Hell in strange cold and
tingly sensations on my
scalp and along my spine
are truly symptoms of what
‘they’ name as Kundalini Syndrome too..
didn’t have no guru help to get me through
and Doctor’s.. ya gotta be Kitten me they have
no Meow idea of what’s going on as they might
as well be Cats Treating Human Angels and Devils
and Demons and the such as that.. True.. as ‘they’ say2
God Jerked my ass uP for anoTher Mission then and that2
was juST the sTArTinG Preparation of Hell to get to Heaven2
now.. and stay tHere for 46 months now.. was it worth then.. the
other almost 7 years of slow burn to fast burn hell.. yes.. of
course it was.. as every thing in life ain’t Cherry Pie NoW as
yA Gotta Pay the Piper in FULL TO GET TO HEAVEN NOW.. iN
OThER words.. pay yA KaRmiC Dues to gET to moRe
liGht aWay from daRk now.. LiVinG in Fearless
SmART SacREd and HoLY StATE of Unconditional
Love iN aLL MoVinG.. ConNecTinG and
creAtinG ways IS A way to
Kingdom Come now
heAR noW heRe..
and sure.. if i died now
that moment could and would
rest in peace kNoWinG and SeNSinG
And FeeLinG thAT i MaKe My Peace
wiTh GoD aLL thAT iS and mY
Gift of Life iS Always
PaiD FoRWard FoR NoW..
iN ways of HeLpInG
OTheRS MaKe the besT
of tHEir hUmaN PoTenTiAL
through DARk through SHadES
of GreY to BeYOnd RainBoW Colors
paSt Visible LiGht too.. and yes.. i’ve
met a few friends along the way.. juST a few
that i could reALLy count on that i won’t list
in caution of not leaving anyone out.. it’s pretty
simple after all i’ve been through they are still around..
and that says enough
whether they can
accept all of
to do or not..
as if you think this
shit has been anything less
than a Total Olympic Event oF MiND
and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUl Effort for 11
years now.. you didn’t see the before me
iN Hell or on the trip to Hell too.. and sure..
WRiTinG 30,003 words iN OnE MacroVerse in 3 days
this week as no easy task easily TaKinG 100 Percent
oF aLL mY huMaN PoTenTial So Far to get that JoB
DoNe.. i haven’t ever reALLy kNown the word rest..
it is not in
it seems even
when all of
i wanted to move
desperately then to
anew way of special interests
liFE.. anyway.. the new chapter as
my Sister suggested i would find then when
i first fell disabled ill from work is HeAR
NoW.. and have i done enough.. including fully
illustrating this Bible total of 4 MiLliON PluS
words with around 100K photos too.. nah.. liFe is
not to give
S H A R E
i slow down
tHeRe WiLL be
plenty of time
for an ash nap then..
for now i walk at 6 Feet
or so above GrAiNs of sAnd
no greATer no Less than A GrAiN oF
Sand that Holds uP Mountains as Roses
OF Love iN SainT RoSE County iN the Panhandle
of State oF Flowers in LA Lower Alabama way too..
And sure.. 33 years of Work for Pay and 19 years of school and three
College degrees weRE pArT of thE Plan to Reach mY HUman PoTenTial too..
And yes.. the Eternal Teenager joins me iN NeW age Garden oF Eden too.. NoW
you see.. i alReaDy receive Heaven as a gift.. juSt Doing the Work to continue to Deserve Heaven now..
And SpEAKing NoW oF
HeAVen2.. the 161st
WeeK of DancE tonight
at Old Seville Quarter
with all the Cool College
Age Folks there.. i’ve been
a little under the weather with
a little cold too but hey.. i Can and
WiLL Do anything NoW with Positive Flow..
Trance Dance Heaven in Ecstatic Transcending
way.. hey.. miGht as WeLL EnjOY HeAVen WhiLe i juST Do iT NoW..
sure.. i could
use a Dance
dam sure Do it Now..
First a shower and a bite
to eat to fuel me up more..
anyWaY as i asked my Mother
why me when all that shit happened
to me she said why not you and now
i say why not me too.. as tHERe are
two sides to the coin aS oNE.. nOW..
and iF i muST continue to be a relativELy
SpeAKinG Superman to get the job dONe so Be iT..
So lET it be WritteN aS SonG so lET iT Be DanceD as SinG..
Thank you for mentioning “Pop” and “Patience”! I enjoyed Lorde’s “Royals” and Christina Perri’s “Thousand Years”. It is the first time I saw the videos to those songs. The picture of the cardinal, I think that is the name of the bird, in the window was nice. I also liked these two lines you wrote, among others:
“We are the bees and God is the nectar
We are the nectar and God is the Bees”.
Wow.. Frank.. i must say i’m pleasantly
surprised that anyone in the entire world
made it all the way down to the bottom
of the longest single MacroVerse i’ve
written in three days stream effort
ever online published at 30,003
words and around 300
or so photos and
music videos too..
and so happy you were able
to enjoy elements of all three
through.. the yes.. photo of
Good News then
24 inch small
and great view
window pane into
Infinity of Nature more
iN FeeLinG and SeNSinG
way and of course what can
sometimes be a pain in a Scream
of a 27 inch iMac Screen hehe.. when
the words total 30,003 in three days effort.. haha..
as my sister noted.. perHaps you could Do some rest..
Natural born die hard so far i continue to be.. anyWay..
thanks so much for stopping by my friEnd and those
two lines you quoted are among the favorite i’ve
ever written in 12 million words of total
effort since the first day in a last
ditch effort to survive the
pain of type two
as the worst pain known
currently to humankind from wake
to sleep 66 months like dentist drill
in eye and ear with no novocaine relief
that first word was a mountain of pain on
Thanks Giving Day of 2010 on the ‘Wrong
Planet’.. a place online for the unwanted toys
of life and the outcasts same.. computer screen
turned all the way down.. without prescription lenses
to see.. two or three inches away from screen to see..
as prescription lens per additional focus bearing way on
ocular nerve just squeezed the hell in me that much more..
so many words my friend.. so many inspirations along the way..
and what i learned in the home of outcasts where no one truly knows
your name and no one really has it in them to ever say hi or bye or
just note that one is human too in small talk way.. no word of thanks
and or inspiration is too small to change the world.. the butterfly
effect of DancE and SonG of Human SmiLes mY FriEnd as we
hUmans NoW not only hold our future in our Emotional
and Sensory response for an overall
Love for this Planet eARTh and
each oTheR.. All the
oN uS for HopeLove and
GiVe and ShaRe to win out
over FearHate in TaKe and HoaRd Way..
juST another Ghost Dance and SonG i Sing
and Dance mY FriEnd per my Sioux and Cherokee
Ancestors and the Irish wake before that was snuffed
out with stuff too.. really it all boils down in heaven or
gRains of Love..:)
Anyway.. after i wrote
that Bees and Nectar
and God as sAMe as
us too MicroVerse.. my
favorite paRt of the experience
was how the second pARt of the
Body of what i wrote came out as form
of what looked like a Car/House Key to me.. and
i suppose the Car is Love my Friend and the Home is God..
iN FacT i FeeL this and SenSe this more than kNOw.. and thaT
i FeeL and
SenSE as LiFe..:)
We are the bees and God is the nectar
We are the nectar and God is the Bees
All is the Buzz
when we fly
to be free..
Free is the Bee
that lives as Nectar
seed of liFe
Blooming are we
So.. tHere iS thiS FloWer
we cALL creaTion.. tHere is this
DancE and SonG wE cAll liFe NoW..
tHeRe is this cycle that Dances oN now
and there is the seed of never ending now..
there is the breath of all we do.. there are the
moving pArts of subatomic way.. tHere is liGht
and DArk.. and Lover’s pulse.. there are dreams
of be and never be in night way eYes… tHere is
more and theRe iS less.. tHere is sWiM aNd
Love to Run.. floating in space hiGher
and sit sTiLL never coMinG noW
forever noW.. iN loSinG
breathe oF AiR..
three letter aLL
labELs now strung
foR All thAt iS..noW…
fLakes of crystals
ending in God
tUnED oh i oN
noW oN i noW
so.. tHere iS aLL tHiS
and dreAms of nONe..
orgasms big bang
liGhts iN eYes
oF toes.. iN
I can’t imagine what the “pain of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia” must have felt like. I am glad it is over for you.
Thanks so much Frank for your words
of concern over my experience of the
Pain of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
and what i came to understand in that
66 Month experience As wHole from the stARt
of the most intense paRt of the Pain as Pain is
relative to what one feeLs and seNses of the Dante’s
Rings of the Hell the now before.. the very worst pARt of
the entire experience was 40 days in March and April of 2008
with only one hour of sleep each night with the aid of a powerful Alpha
Blocker to slow my heart down enough to sleep per complication of
Dysautonomia.. where my heARt also was not synching properly
with my blood pressure to get the blood to my brain..
anyWay.. one hour each night of extremely cardboard
shallow thin sleep for the first 35 days
where each day and each now
was and is then a separate
Ring of Dante’s Hell to
the last 5 out of 40 when
nothing to that point helped
even one wink of sleep to the
point where all the pain left very
temporarily but the fresh hell of that
was zero point senses and feelings at
all.. piece of paper existence where all
was and is time and sure.. each second was
a thousand years of hell to me in relative way
in speaking of time then.. and at that point the
Desert Journey in the Old 10 Commandments
Movie made a whole lot more sense when
in that play of actors.. Charlton
Heston said by
in life than death..
and sure the so-called
temptation from the so-called
Devil within motivating me through
high water of hell to end it all fighting
against the Love of family that said you
must go on in an eternal battle of Love
and Fear of worse existence than
death.. where i could feel
and sense neither
Fear or Love
an escape from now..
anyway.. 66 months of no longer
remembering what a smile felt like
inside as without emotions there
are no memories of emotions
for reference point in
real.. very rare
as rare as
the type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia as perHaps Side
Effect or actual pain of having
no Emotions at all preferable to
piece of paper existence as abyss
and nihl oF A Thousand years of nothing
for the rest of now.. forevermore now..
And to expand on what Charlton
said.. yes.. there is hell
and there is heaven
on this eARTh
live in different dimensions
of pain and or pleasure now at
this moment now.. the affect of the effect
as far as EmoTioNs and SeNses is what the
Medical Profession and Professionals cannot possibly
wrap their minds or text books totally around.. no drug would
help that pain my friend
other than Cognitive Behavioral
Therapists cannot bring that back alone..
as that Force is within generated by a sPiRiT
or not that dies or lives in life.. anyway.. when my
heART cAMe back.. magically all the pain of the disorders
went away.. and then i became almost infinitely stronger in
even a mountain
home of freedom then..
anyway.. my FriEnd.. i sort
of developed the empathy TheNoW
and compassion for every creature
after that per metaphor of 14.5 billion
years of whatever it took and takes to
Make the KA as the Egyptians saY as NoW
Human Spirit of EL oF aLL Creation verb that
is i am God now.. and surely all who Breathe
and Dance and Sing are the Breath and Dance
and Song of God alive within.. inside.. outside.. above..
so below and all a’Round.. in the Movie.. Superman.. KaL EL
means the Voice of God with the S of yin and yang as the Hope sTiLL
of Love with Grace and WiLL and Strength aka Faith in flesh and blood
form.. of course Violence was mostly the voice for change still in both
the movie and how the overall onward Christian Soldier’s story to
expand Empires and Force others in belief was the way of
the sword that still lives among many religions..
“Because He had done no violence,” was
the original Old Testament prophecy
in Isaiah 53:9 to come alive..
but sadly winning
heARTs by words
the same even with
hope for a battle and an
apocalypse way among many
as Jesus as conquering warrior
instead of Loving Friend and Counselor
sAMe who says you have the power oF Faith
per Luke 14:12 to heal yoUrsELf and as Luke 17:21
says.. the Kingdom of God and Heaven lives within.. NoW..
it’s true.. almost half of the population of the World from
Muslim to Christian expect Jesus to come back as Lion
King Warrior to kill the enemy and send them to hell..
Isaiah 53:9 if one is to go by ‘their’ book doesn’t
mention any swords at all.. but hey..
humanity is tribal and poTenTiAlly
hiGher LoVe too.. anyway..
my FriEnd.. of
that is what modern
age bible writers do to
cover all bases with meadow green life..
the only way A Real Jesus could possibly come
back is through the John 14:12 loop hole of
doing greater works than what he did
even without sword instead
of peace then.. hey.. Gandhi
paved a way for thaT
ArT of BeinG hUman
LoVe already NoW..
wHere tHeRE iS
WaY of WiLL oVeR LoVe
theRE is Hope my friEnd..
something about hell teaches that lesSon
well in real JOBS and LAZARus cOme back to life from death as life..
as i FeeL
and kNoW.. my FriEnd..
anyWay.. thanks again for
stopping by with kind wishes..:)
WeLL.. like i sAid last night..
i AM continuing my Staycation
iN HeaVeN by going to Dance
at Old Seville Quarter and the
only Selfie with SMiLinG DancE
Partner that comes as i continue to
refRain from getting my ‘cApe’.. ‘dirty’..
IS A young woman who just happened to be
the Bride of a Wedding After Party at Old Seville
Quarter who the Bridesmaids insisted that it would
Be Cool if she Got Down
on the Dance Hall Floor
to get a photo with me
to add to the Family
Wedding photos too..
as hey.. nah.. it’s not too
often that anyone comes
aCross a Creature that is
as WiLd and Free as Me..
consideRinG she is already
into the HoLy Matrimony oF A
one to one hUman Monogamous
Relationship for liFe.. anYway.. i had
to giggle just a little as many Brides have
Come to Seville Quarter and this is only the
Second one to get a photo with me as the first
was when i started “Nether Land Bible 2017” to
eventually exSeeD the Size of the old King
James Version by Double as of the last
MacroVerse as 1.579M words getting
past that milestone of King
James way double at
1.56 Million words
in less than 12
and 22 days
in start of all of that
back at the end of May 2016
in continuing Memorial Day way
as of Publish of that on May 30th..
as already detailed in this current
MacroVerse that is reaLLy and MoRE
TrUly “11 YEarS oF THANKS GiVinG NoW”
and to highlight that THANKS HEAR i’m gonna
kinda cut this MacroVerse shorter than 30,003
words today.. hehe.. anyway.. kinda like back
when i lived in Hell and i struggled like hell to
muster up the Human WiLL to put uP any Avatar
uP oN the ‘Wrong Planet’ Online place then.. to
illustrate the Hope that Hope and Love would
cOme to be my MiDDlE FiRSt and LaST NamE
aGaiN iN DiViNe FeMiNIne GRace and LoVe oF
and as Pure as Wife Katrina Mia.. yes.. the first
KATiE MiA Goal then.. to Be Pure Love aGaiN..
was/is to liGht mY EYes uP lIke the Born AngEL
Baby picture of me BeFoRE and Christmas Day
of 2010.. around 77 months ago.. is WhEN i mustered
the strength to Scan that Baby photo for the hope of Pure
Katie Mia Hope and Love and Grace too.. to comE again as
mE.. as the three year old child i was/is too.. LooKinG AcRoSS
Black Water River at the Shot Gun Home i was raised in then
to the Forest oF God wHo and thaT LIVeD and LiVeS within
me Forevermore then and now sAMe as HOLy and SaCrEd
SPiRit of GoD as NaTure forevermore now.. kinda the anti-
thesis of the Poe Raven iN LiGht iNstead of dARk.. anyWAy
thaT Day.. Christmas Day at hoMe in 2010 was the day
of only a fAint spArk of Hope that i would coMe
aLive again in deaTh as liFe.. yes.. foR All
practical intents and purposes per
my recovery 30 Months after
i stepped foot in words
on the ‘Wrong Planet’
on Thanks Giving
Day of 2010..
and close to 7 years
since the stARt of my
overall human downward
Spiral toward the River Styx
While LiVinG LiFe eventuaLLy Dead..
it’s true in some ways i was born again
online in a spArk of Hope through an aVaStar
oF A Baby wiTh eYEs of HoPe aND LoVe and
BeyOnd iNFiniTy sMiLe oF A Child then… and
thaT spARk evenTuALLy BeCAMe a FlAMe aGaiN NoW MoRE
too.. and then A Torch and now a die hard hUman to the very end
as the beGinNinG NoW.. i not only have Faith now.. I AM FAiTH INCaRNaTe
NoW and iT’s TrUe.. i bRinG MaGiC FlowErs too.. NaMeLy the Breath of God..:)
“Then the kingdom of heaven
will be like ten virgins who took
their lamps and went out to
meet the bridegroom.”
HeHe.. the Bride didn’t
have a Lamp so she
settled for a Bottle..
WiTh eYes all LiT uP..
And i thiNk there were ‘less’ than 10
Virgin Bridesmaids who assisted but
it helps the continuing story as archetype..
per as ‘Flo Rida’ SinGs Going Down for Real.2..;)
And FoR NoW thaT’s the eNd/stART NoW of thiS
MacRoVerse..NoW read into it whaTever you may..
as surELy tHeRE are BRides for you too aS wHole2..
sure.. even as TRumP DancES and SinGS SurETy too..;)
SMiLes.. my FriEnd
wRite something that
makes you cry.. easier
sAid than dOne of course i
kNoW.. moRE FeeL and SeNse
at a loss for tears myself for 5 years..
A Beloved Cat dies
then at five years
to be alive
he goes down
and then the tear
at a gym that finally
brings strength back to
my legs and renewed creativity
more than ever before and groWinG..
My First attempt at really writing long
term was to escape pain and now it is
for a Transcendent Ecstatic River Stream
experience similar to that of Free Verse Dance..
the rhythm of the eARTh are in the beats of the
Keyboard and the Melody of the Golden Spiral
oF aLL of eXistence are in the
form on page.. and this
is both strange and magical
with hints of the potential only
two times before in my life in short
short spurts of writing and a long form
Piano Song i composed as my emotions
were struggling to stay with an 11 Minutes
and 22 Seconds Song i later titled “Nautilus”..
and “Challenging Alexithymia” where emotions
no longer synch with words.. in cognitive way
of both mechanical and social empathic
cognition.. so.. i just finished my own
personal bible effort of 1.579
million words in 11
the original Piano
Version of my soUL
in many other dimensions
of art in words and visuals too..
and yes.. music too.. although i borrow
from those who specialize in that area
as i cannot do it all and the trans
humanist tools starting with
the written word and
as Moore’s Law
hehe.. if that can keep
up with my current state
oF A Fredenstein BRain.. is
was are paths and avenues to liGht
A Journey more.. anyWAy.. the point i am
MaKinG is it would have never been possible
if i had not learned to harness the power of a tear
in all things sad and grief to jetiSoN NoW toward WilL
and Strength more my friEnd.. nah.. i am not suggesting
go out and buy a cat or dog and put them down when that
reality comes to make a tear real.. but seriously.. i would have
traded the close to 6 million words i wrote before that tear since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010 as that tear came in April of 2013 for
JUST ONE TEAR.. and i did my friEnd and the rest is MaGiC that
Never ends.. an Olympic Event of Life but never the less magic in
a never ending story.. each miNd.. each HeART.. each SpiRiT and
ReAL Flesh and Blood soUL in Quantum Synergistic MaKInG HUmaN
liGht iN ExpreSSinG that Force and Power of HuMaN EmoTioNs and Greater
senSes IS A Miracle of liFe as Star Death Burst Resurrection coMes Crucible FiRe sTAr
DuST SenTieNT PlUS uS NoW WaLKinG upRight STanDinG tALL InFiniTy Breathes now moRe..
And Dances and Sings now.. iN what ONLY Moon Rocks Sleep at Night.. in OtHeR words..
the greATest GiFT are dreAMs and the StuFF of FruiTioN that makes them real iN MoVinG..
ConNecTinG CreATinG way of HeArT and SpiRit and MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL MOre2..
things is.. my FriEnd.. without a Tear all is empty sHeLLs as far as i know of what i did not feel and
sense before.. does that apply to all others in the terms and fine print of human conditions.. not
likely and perhaps not for you but from what i experience i can only suggest a potential way that
to cry a Stream..
a River and beCoMe
A wAVe as Ocean wHOle
LoVe as GiVing and ShARinG
but you see my FriEnd.. the best
pArT oF aLL is YouR HuManiTy
iN your struggle of dARk that
most humans are engaged
in now as DarKEr
And SonG is liGht
enough to iNspire all oF
this and that’s how the story
goes.. sometimes the feathered
sleep Breathes and Dances and Sings
beyond what she knows and feels and senses now..
so rest sweetly my dear and if nothing else cry a tear for me..
And please don’t delete your blog until i at least get an opportunity to catch up..
foot prints of liKe.. swirling around heAR..
And.. i’LL go NoW by the SonG oF mY soUL..
There is an actual.. Psychiatric Disorder that
reflects 12 Million words written in 78 months
now.. hehe.. that you missed so far in your Mental
Health Month wonderful analysis my fRiend and that
is one of Hypergraphia.. the stuff of Lewis Carol and others
too.. my Psychiatrist offered the pleasure of Epilepsy Drugs
to curtail these words.. and somehow he missed the paRt now of
Transcendent Ecstatic Bliss IN the Heaven of Now.. and that’s how
it goes with Mechanical Cognition my friEnd as a potential Eclipse
of the heARt i turn aRound BriGht eYes and Dance And SinG Longer than ever now..
Lesson of Hell.. Reward oF A Tear iN Heaven.. And Thanks my friENd for the gift of YOU..
i’ve been told
i have the gift
of bringing tears
to people.. i did and
do my best mY friEnd..
for i’ve seen the DArk SoUL
Year multiplied by 5 and more..
i never had any idea my greatest desire
was IS A tear until it cAMe and brought LiFe..
and now i do my beST to BrinG SMiLes as
aS WeLL as words
TSuNaMi Style too..;)
The Facebook Algorithm provides an opportunity
to all free share a week long Video Slide Show
of highlighted hUman experiences.. ranging
from Store Dance to Pan at the Old Arcadia
Mill.. yep.. little old hairy me.. haha.. heheX2..
it’s like MaGiC and my Wand iS words thaT
FloW oN iN ZoNe as StrEAM.. RivERs
to wAVeS mE OceaN WhoLe
as shoRes foreVermore
noW eXPanDinG as
any Peter Pan
oF LiGht FReED oN..
And then tHeRE is Tax FReED
DancE at Old Seville Quarter wHeRE
MOrE oPen MindED and BoDiEd FolKs
roam ouT oF Super WalMarT and MaLL stores
and as the Video shared on Facebook tHeRe sHows
in MiLLioNs of Views ways says as 5 HUman trUThs
it’s trUE the TaX Free Folks in Church are more often
Sanctimoniously Differed from the Bio and Neuro-Diversity
oF GoD iN and aS hUmaN as HUmaN PoTenTial noW iN
waYs not alWays easy to see and feel and sense more Now
as HUmaN EmoTiONaL and SeNSorY as waYs of empath
coMe iNTo PlaY.. NoW.. anyWay.. it’s also true that folks who
drink beer and wear tattoos are often less Judgmental
against the Different of the HuMaN TemPle of God as
thAT NaTurE GroWs MORE diVerse alWays NoW
through Environmental Factors BeyoNd jusT
innate way to the chagrin often of church
goers who and that would Love
to cookie cutter each
MoDe oF exisTencE NoW..
it’s the way of Malignant Patriarchy
as a WiLL and StrenGth iN CoMMoN
DoSe oF.. LoVE and GraCE iS JuST
as ImPortAnt to attain Heaven NoW2..
aS any material made and owned thing
outside as clothes oF CulTuRe.. anyway.. yA
Can’T HIDe Love when isREAL oThER than to suiT iT uP..;)
Well i supPosE i WiLL dot an eYe for end to a continuing
stARt in this 102nd/773rd.. “11 Years oF THANKS GiVinG’
MacroVerse to sTarT the 103rd MacroVerse More as
my usual Holy and Sacred Tuesdays and Thursdays
of posting are currently now sTiLL two days beHind
oN HoLy And SacREd SaTurday too to what
some folks at one point in time and
STiLL do refer to as a Sabbath
Day of rest.. of course
in the real
us as Forest Dwelling
Folks who could climb
Trees QuiET WeLL too..
was and is the River of the
Continuing now.. one gained(s)
Subsistence and Survival and
DancE and SonG of Thrive in
working continually as a practice
through Struggle and Success as Ocean
whOle Procedure of LIVinG LiFe.. everynow
was and is sacred then in pain and pleasure as
both were and are an expected way of life whether
we lump it or love it to make our way through to the other
end of now in at least what one could usually hope for iN
the animal homeostasis of Peace as the Cat basks in the
Mid-Day Sands and Hugs the Dewlit GrAss of MoonliGht NiGhts..:)
Life’s not fair but it can be for now if one creates fair out of what is..
and of course that is relative per what one decides morality is.. per
play or doing not much of anything at all on Saturday for fun.. hey..
could write another Bible and CaN anD WiLL too.. jusT for fun too..
oTheR wiSe i could just rest and be bored.. yuck.. already had
plenty of time to do that with the stabbing Dentist Drill
Pain in my Right eye and ear for 66 months NoW iN
hell then.. Rest is for Dog sleep and Cat naps.. LiFe
is for MoVe CoNnecT and creATe as Wild Heaven
Dogs and Cats and uS NaTuRaLLy Can
and WiLL do when WiLd and
Free too.. otherwise..
lay around even
like cats can
and will do too..
if all is given without
the pain and struggle of life too..
Without Challenge and Adaptation
for Change we living beings will fall to
the entropy of doing not much of anything..
the more we use our mind and body in BaLanCinG
SoUL aCt the MoRE wE gAiN oF and as EVolVinG
hUman SoUL NoW.. lots of ways to do that in both positive
or negative way and lots of moral and ethical relativism for what
is good or bad and even evil too.. ranging from going to hell for touching
yourself to female genital mutilation as a religious practice for self-esteem..
crazy is as crazy does in relative love for pain or pleasure.. it’s a practice life
is.. and a wonderful thing to be alive today for we have greater options than
the tricky part
feels good or kills
ya as living liFE on FiRe..
per spArk and FlaMe and Torch
of what eternally sets us separate now
from entropy frOm rotting our flesh and spirit
alive.. dead wHole soul eYes as they say hearT
leSs without Hope.. thing is.. when one lives love
it’s impossible to hide as the Fire Work of a Mimosa Rose..:)
There’s usually a thousand or so year story in human archetype
way of collective unconscious for every symbol human creates
by mouth or hand or dance of life in form to express the essence
that MoVeS oN ConNecTinG uS iN Co-Creating ways toGeTher..
EXtraverted or alone iNtroverted as connections grow within
inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around or much
more limited to a screen of computer perHaps with
just input without much MoVinG.. cONnecTinG
Co-CreaTinG iMaginATioN coMe to
FruiTioN oF SpiRiT eXpreSsinG
HeARt even MoRE as MINd
and BoDy BaLanCing soUL
paRT As WhoLe OcEAn
wHole or rogue
oN tHeir own..
to sHow the Ocean
A Greater PotenTial YeT..
A FireworK A Mimosa can be
With ImAGiNAtioN and wiTh
CreATivity a FloWeR wE
too caN and WiLL
all the way
aCross the liFE sPaN
Now as we share all the
aRT and SciEnce we KNoW and
FeeL and SeNSE togeTher on the GreaTEst
uNabridged HUmaN Bible that is online NoW iN
aLL oF HUmaN Freedom of Expression.. and it’s
true.. the Goddess Hebe as eternal youth model
of Greek olden days of mythological stories to ideal what
can and will be human potential shares something in common
with Her Husband Heracles as neither she or he is known to have
A Human Father.. Apollo munching on lettuce with a fair maiden was
enough to bring Hebes to life.. and it’s true as Baby Katrina is pictured
in my latest Video Slide Presentation with Her Mother and Grand Mother
and her Mother’s Brothers too.. there is no Father present so in sort of that
way she is a lot like Jesus per mythology as well as eternal youth of never
passing much more than the age of 30 or even eternal teenager given
the best lighting in photo or statue way.. hehe.. and Apollo for
Wisdom and Poetry and Musical AbiLiTy.. WeLL.. the thing
is.. we do have the opportunity for greaTeR Beauty
and Wisdom these days in both LiGht
of KNoWledGE and FeeLinG and
SenSinG as Beauty with Wisdom
too.. setting oneself free and
needing nothing from
any other human
goods for pay
and such as that is key
to exploring and gaining further journey
evolution of human soUL and in some ways
history and herstory and eTc story repeats itsELf
as there is probably somewhere around 5 percent
of the General Population or less that are both fortunate
and personally motivated to attain the Grade of Freedom in
and Wisdom as
thing is when you
add in Full Peace of
miNd and boDy BaLanCinG
Force the requirement stays
for Struggle too as no Peace of
miNdBoDYcoMes with just instant gratification..
it’s the rule.. of Nature and Human Nature too..
Carrots and Sticks are necessary for Success..
but those who make tHeiR own Carrots and Sticks
for Success are those who manage the greatest Free WiLL oF
aLL iN Relative Nature and HUman Nature way as synthesis of two bEcoMeS oNe..
wHOle.. ForcE oNE.. NoW..
FiRe WorK Baby oF aS SoUL..
And note.. i didn’t buy Hebes and
Apollo on that File Cabinet of Brain..
an iNHeritAnce of my Father as his third
wife bought it after they retired to elevate
the value of tHeir God as Home.. and sure..
they bought new cars as lovers too.. thing
is.. i am more interested in Being Apollo
and enjoying myself with
Hebes than owning
one.. same thing NoW
with Jesus.. i also inherited
a Statue of Jesus on my Desk
Top from the third wife of my father
too.. nah.. i dont want A statue of Jesus..
rather inCArNaTE the LoVE parT i read as
dedicated student and disciple of Love sAMe
per the loftiest ideal of HuMan CurrenTlY iNcArnaTE
oN eArTh NoW as LovE walKs UpRight tALL iN PoTEnTiaL
as FaiTh on two legs sTiLL.. just another POTenTial NoW
Of Nature aka God incARnaTe as BeinG hUmaN TeMple MoRE..
oF aS GoD HoMe NoW.. Statues and otheR forms of Art are only milestones
oF LiFE to me aLLoNe.. the essence is what counts.. Hebes.. Apollo or Jesus
it but some be it..
i would Love to say
you are it more too… juST sayiN’..
LiKe Saturday in the Park on the
Fourth of July forevernowmore..
MaGiC HuMaN MuShRooms
and all thaT JiZz JAzz
Now even morE2..
IMaGinaTiON and CreaTivity are
Love forever toGeTher.. nah.. yAh..
yA.. can’T hIDe A FireWoRk NoW..:)
As my cold lags on and in taking
the Wife Katrina back over to see
her Sister still celebrating her 56th
Birthday as i did last year and she
a Great Grandmother and
me and the
no living Children
in Flesh and Blood
way at least for
avenue of trip
to my my childhood
to youth age homes on
Elm and Birch Street in days
of 9 years old almost to the
age of 30 too.. sure.. base
ment dweller as
youth i was
with three college
degrees.. a minimum wage or
so entry job doesn’t pay for a New
Apartment and or Car very well.. then
at least as the price of Goods has stabilized
somewhat in the ways of wired up goods at least
where the Mature ones of stuff like insurance continues to
skyrocket now in ways of taking care of one’s health.. yeah..
it’s hard to imagine that my Health Insurance for just me and the
wife is more than twice as much as our Mortgage per month when we
started out and it’s true.. in the regular so-called bank i only had $1000
dollars to my name when i purchased my first 30K Sports Utility Vehicle
back in ’99.. but thanks God for Government Thrift Savings Plans that
match and add more as help and higher paying jobs that come
with the fruition of harder work.. anyway.. i remember all those
years of living pay check to pay check and that first Lowe’s
Credit Card to purchase my first Color TV as an
adult at age 26.. as in my family the only
Color TV we had lasted three years
from about ages 16 to 18 or
so then.. the
and on top of that
there wasn’t much stuff
interesting to watch on TV
then past 3 channels on Public
BroadCast TV.. VCR’s expanded
the potential in the 80’s and then came
DVD’s and Satellite TV after Cable too..
And CD players for audio enjoyment
replacing Cassettes from 8 Tracks
to Vinyl from FM To the AM
Radio Ghosts of
on long rides that
seemed like they never
ended to visit my Father
Twice a year when young.. to
even feel what it felt like to ride
in an Air Conditioned Car too.. anyWay..
all this talk of a New Renaissance of Being Human
is truly for those still who are the elite among the elite to
find the grade of what the real Jesus Dude.. and the Buddha
and the mythological Krishna and Lao TZu and oTher sAGes
of the aGes were and sTiLL are SPeaKing about iN whoever
wrote the words attributed to these Statues and Paintings
of men and myth.. and sadly rarely women too.. as
Patriarchy most often sings A HISstory
in Bearded ways.. sure and Neo
too.. and trUe for all
from now too
we are born slaves
in contingencies of the
Cultures and or Religions
we are born into from ripping
off foreskins of tiny babies to
mutilating pleasure organs of
the female versions of
those babies too..
the King and Queen
of liFe with Dreams of New
Automobiles as Lovers and a Mortgage
for Paper Work Ownership of a God with
four walls and a ceiling and even potentially
upstairs and basement dwelling too.. for escape
from what everyone else is living in and as too..
the dream of Life begins and ends with
within.. the outside Environmental
Stuff sHades or BriGhtens
the PotEnTiaL oF thAT
to GiVE and
69% of Americans
are suggested in studies
to have less than a Grand of Savings..
and with Automation taking over jobs at a
furious rate with Slaves taking on Trump Pipes
to escape reality.. as Capitalism rules with a Ford
better idea still of cost efficiency no matter the human cost..
it’s getting harder and harder for all practical intents and purposes
to achieve Neo’s Jesus Dream and particularly the one with no swords for peace…
i was born in an ideal time.. an in-between place of the opportunity for still secure
jobs with lifelong benefits and the rise of technology in information way to expand
my human potential with the resources of humankind arT and SciEnce KNoWledge
at my keyboard to screen to hand-size device now.. but more than anything else i am
lucky and fortunate to have looked within to find the greatest intelligences of mInd and
BoDy BaLanCE all InNaTE.. InStIncTuaL and INTuiTiVe FinAlly BeCoMinG FriEnds
and LoVerS WiTh God of and as NaTuRe’s Gravity of and as LiFe.. the words are
only empty shells for that.. sure.. a reflection that likely means not much for
one who has not experienced at least a little of the Nirvana Bliss
of HeaVen now.. wHeN MiNd and BoDy BaLanCe cOmeS
BaLanCinG oNe wiTh the rest of cReaTioN NoW and
as God too.. ParT aS WhoLe two as one Force
aS and oF LiVinG LoVinG liGht NoW aLL..
it’s not the old houses i lived in
that were smALL it
then not yeT
reaLiZed as a soUL
oF MINd and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force More Fully LiT uP and as Gratitude
Goes.. i have all wHo and thaT iS thAT and wHo
CAMe BeFoRE me as God too.. to THANK for
GiVinG mE this oPPoRTuniTy for HeAVen
NoW and yes.. paramount the Freedom
of Expression we eNjoy in the
United States no matter
how cuckoo stuff
is at the
and the top
of our General Population now
who are trying to prove they are an
only Gold God or just want a little more
of what other folks have with no desire to
share and give with those who are less fortunate
and live and look a different way than the them
that is us too.. in Bio and Neuro-DiVersity
NoW too.. it was the job of
JOB to discard
be free but the thing
is now a neW age Jesus
can do it and no one willl even
notice that he or she or it exists now
aS even Bonobo Flesh Free in the Blood of Jungle Peace..
And that my friEnds was/is the promise in that Generation that has come for
and as me NoW and surELy as Trumps say with Surety of and as oTheRS too..
are you free and wild enough to be naked air and water now.. sure.. NoW..
YOU to the NexT dAncE Free..
i’ve fELt and SenSed and KNoWn much
of yOUr pain but i can not make
or necessarily show you
the water and air
i am now…
nothing Free but nothing
and nothing is not a place alive for humans..
as ‘they’ continue to be slaved with clothes of culture..
Anyway.. leASt i can do is provide a Window Seat Now..
lines of wall text..
sure.. Flying Spaghetti Monster NoW too..;)