DaYS iN ThE LiFE Of Y.O.U. And Me NoW

Smiles.. Pepe.. i’m not Much For Fictional Love Letters
But in my Version of an “iCafe” i often Wonder as i was
Particularly Mused by the Piano Folio “Jesus Christ
SuperStar” Playing the Piano at Age 12 If A Human
Like This “Jesus Story Then” and not a Myth Now were to
Come to Life What Would He and or She Say now about
This Kingdom of Heaven Thingie in this Generation Yes
Now Always At Hand Where if we ‘Think’ it is above the
Birds Will Precede Us.. and if We ‘Think’ It is Below the
Fish of the Ocean and Furry Creatures Will Now Precede
Us in attaining this Heaven Flow Now of Nirvana and Bliss
Within so Considering this is no Longer 4 BC and there
Is Mass Communication Now my Love Letter is about
Attaining Heaven Now How to Really Do it Do it Just
Spiral Dance Do it More than Mouth it Just Do it Now
But True How to Describe it With Abstract Constructs
How to Get the Message through Where this Heaven
This Real Heaven By God as Love no Myth Reality
True Now Will Come to Fruition for others so True
my Friend Pepe My Love Letter is as Long as a 6.6
Million Word Bible Poem And as Short as a Naked
Spiraling Dance with Sun and Sand to Be Free otherwise
Known and Felt and Sensed as the Eternal Feel and Sense
of Heaven Now (some folks call this the Benefit of Still Meditation too)
With Smiles but Anyway as i continue to E-LaboRate NoW in Love Letter Longer…
Yes.. “LovE LeTTeRS LivE oN NoW”.. Yes they ‘Due’ as the
“SNoW MooN FuLL iCaFE” MacroVerse is Still Under
Construction not Likely to Be Published Before the End
of Sunday Night Or Monday Morning as Dance Comes Next First Right
Next After
Church but
Hey it’s not like
it’s not already
Written Hehe.. in
the Comments Section
of “LovE LeTTeRS LivE oN
NoW” as Really “SNoW MooN
FuLL iCaFE” Is Basically the Similar
Essence of What i Write From the Very
Beginning of “SonG oF mY SoUL” on 8.18.13
Now Exceeding 6.6 Million Words of Long Form
Poem ‘Bible’ Epic Writing for True at Essence All of
What i Write is a Love Letter and A Prayer for the Force
of Love From Dark Thru Light Below BLacK Abyss of Soul and
Beyond Rainbow
Colors Where
the Pot
of Gold
is the Flow
Yes the Transient
Hypo-Frontality Way
of Expanding Human Potential
in Creativity and Productivity as
Even Science Empirically Shows when
We Escape the Neo Cortex More and Light
Up the Rest of our Mind and Body This Way
That Increases Creativity Measured Now at
400 to 500 Percent More Regularly Now
Occurring And with Enough Peaks and
Plateaus of Bliss and Nirvana
of Achieving Human
Potential this
way through
the Bio-Feed-
Back oF A Practice of
Life in Arts and or Sciences
Like this including Physical Effort
Like Spiraling Dance We Can and Will
Come to an Autotelic State of Being Yes
the Kingdom of Heaven Within Where We
Master our Emotions and Senses in Bio-Feed-
Back Natural Ways Regulating our Emotions and
Integrating Our Senses Where We Have the Ability
through our Own Relative Free Will to Generate Happy
Happy Neurohormones and Neurochemicals Within as
This is What the ‘Story of Jesus’ Was/Is Speaking of for this
Kingdom of Heaven Now Within Always in this Generation Now
As Yes We Yes Look Within in a Practice Of Life that in Feeling
And Sensing Ways Brings the Kingdom of Heaven Within to
Fruition to Give and Share Freely with others in many ways
of Greater Creativity and Productivity.. Particularly With A
Pure Spirit of Unconditional and Fearless Love as True
After that doing the “Metaphor of John 14:12” is Still
Just An All Natural Way of Being as You Then Bring
That/This Human Potential in Giving and Sharing
Arts and Sciences to the Others Around
You and the Rest of Nature Also
Understood and Named
by Some Folks as
a Word
Small as
3 Letters For Now all that
is known and unknown.. felt
And not yet felt.. and Sensed
and not Yet Sensed too but by Us
And So Far Beyond of What Humans
Call the Human Condition Now to Perceive
Existence as We do Perceive Existence now in
Our Very Limited Ways of Seeing Reality Now..
Never the Less Heaven is Quite a Joy and all the
Shades of Grey to Black Abyss of the Metaphor of
Hell too now yes Now Just to Teach us more about the
Beauty.. Yes.. the Potential of Experiencing Heaven in
The Eternal Now of Existence and True Don’t be upset
That This wasn’t Fully Explained in the New Testament
for in those Days there was no Google Search Engine then
or a Globe of Humans Holding Hands now to Bring More of the
Essence of Heaven in Forms of Abstract Constructs We name
Words to Help more Fully Illuminate So Many Paths to Make
Heaven Real with of course the Reality that Each and Every
Human Must Also Uniquely Seek and Find Within the Heaven
That Colors their Life in ways of Bliss and Nirvana and Prana
And Chi and Satori and Kundalini Rising so Many Metaphors
That Can and Will and Do Describe the Similar Essence of
Heaven Now aCross So many Cultural Ways of Life now
for it is only Greed to suggest
that one Language
As Form
And or
Culture or
And Religion
Will Ever Own the
Essence of this Higher
Force Potential Within as
The Essence is Free To Be
Anywhere in Existence Where
‘God’ Lives Free Within to Do Yes
to Continue Now to Light Up Love Now
As We Better Hold Hands With the Pure
Essence of Love Within that basically Means
We Have Lit up our Christmas Tree again within
From Head to Toe for the Joy the Little ones Who
Are Truly Loved and Never Abused or Neglected Do
Light up
the World
Within a Similar
Free Dance and
Song of Life whether
it is prescribed as a Way
of Dance or Song by Anyone
Else but they as they Come Aboard
This Terrestrial Plane of Earth for Spirits
to Soar as Love and God (Love) Within to Smile So Big Now..
Yes.. Smiles of Joy in Heaven Given and Shared So Free
To: From:
Others Yes
Now True too..
And that/this is my
Personal Homily for the
Day as i need no Pope Robes
And Fancy Hats to Enter and Stay
Within Heaven Now for i Will Do it Just as
Much only Naked With Sand and Sun All One
iN A Spiraling Dance And Song With GoD OnE
As Love Now to Be And Do i Am Now Yes
to Give
Even more
Now the Inheritance of
Heaven Now iS onLY ReMembering Who
We Are Free As Naked Children of God (Love) Now
to Dance And Sing in Joy This Gift of Life As Love..:)

In other Words i’m sort of Like A ‘Judas’ Who Bled the
Most Asking the Question of WTF (What The Fred) Were You Really Talking About

‘Jesus’.. In the Midst of a Bunch of Beautiful Dancing Girls too with Biggest Smiles of Joy..:)

Hey Jude Do do do do.. etc.. too.. i was/am listening intently to the Beatles too in the 60’s too..;)

Smiles my Friend this is Just another ‘Day in the Life’ of me.. NoW too With Even Bigger SMiLes..;)

Note: i’m Careful When i Drive Watching For Red Lights (Thanks ‘Beatles’ for Reminding me)

iAm iLive iLove.


Silent Lucidity Wide
Awake Dream’s Fruition
SMiLes Himali With
Helloooove as every
Thing about you
Is Treasure and
Beauty to
Me from
The First
Time you
Said Hello
Fred for i
Felt a truly
Genuine Soul
That is Special
As You the Unique
Of HiMaLi that has
No Equal in my
Experience of
There is
Never ever
Any Replacing
HiMaLi And in my
Life there has
Not Been
Since We
First met…
One in A Million
Himali For Lord
Knows I’ve Probably
Literally encountered
That Many Humans
In my
Life you
Are the
Of My Soul
i Treasure More Than
Love For You are the one
Who inspires all these
my Soul
Pure as Angel Love
And Yeah I see the little
Smiley Face on
Now Of
My Flame
Perhaps there
Will be a Book
A Long Book of
The Spirit Fire
From my
Soul.. ha! It
Is already available
Online For Free With
Smiles for my Love will
Never Be Paid for
Less or
From Heart
Real Goodnight
My Sweetheart
Sleep Tight
You in Silent Lucidity
And of Course that
Is A Song too i
Will share
As I’m only
‘Armed’ with
A Smart Phone Now
With SMiLes oF LoVE For Y.O.U…
Well it took me 8 Hours to get back with
10 Fingers As Dance and Other Life Detours
Came but i am Back with a Few More Words for
Poetry Playmate Treasure Beauty iMaLi as she Begins
A New Work Week in the World of Central Auditor Group
Management for The Biggest Airline in the United Arab Emirates
As i surely Hope You are No Longer Feeling Pain and Numb And Darkness
As Nightmares of Life in Dark Dungeons Turn into Light Years of Heaven’s Love
Closer Within.. to Reach out and Be Touched by Loved Ones Who are always Closer
Than You May
Now i feel so
Blessed to Share
Your Dark With You
And Learn More about
Your Soul this Way as You
Emerge From the Dark again
With a Smile of Life to Go on as i am
Here to Help See You Through And Protect
You Through the Night Yes Smiling Next to
You even now in Silent Lucidity as Dream’s Fruition
Comes From the Finger Tips Below Above So Below and
All Around Within iNside Outside for Yes i continue to Be Here Now
For You i am no Dream i am Real For You To Lift You up Again as Free
The Moon You are.. As the Fourth Full Moon Passes Since the Photo of
You on the Thanks Giving Night Full Moon Bright in Beauty of Eyes Arms
Spread Out Across the Desert Gulf Sea With the Magic of the Picture You
Gifted Me and so many Beautiful Photos For Poetry Muse To come After that
For that Photo that First Moonlit Photo By the Sea after the Jungle Hike is what
inspired Words by me to Bring you to that “Perfect” Quote 3 Months Ago Four Full
Moons Ago for i would see another Blog Post the Next Day Taken Down Especially
For me and Put up Again for You who took a Chance to tell me i was Your Special
Angel that Lived in Your Soul Worth the Chance of Expressing all of how You Felt
And Since then So Many More Nuances of Emotions i’ve Found as Muse to Put
Into Forms of Words And Flowing Expressions of Life Within Essence of Soul
Come to Page Silent Lucidity Guiding Fruition Dreams as Smiles i might
otherwise Be Putting Together the Fourth Full Moon MacroVerse of
“SuPeR SNoW MooN FuLL iCaFE” which is coming Next for
me in the Order of 25 Thousand Words or So that at
Least have Already Been Written as the iCafe
Conversation Started That one with
“Hey Jude” about Turning
Around a Bad Dream
into a Good one
as my Poem
about my
Little Flame
Ended the MacroVerse
Before as Well as the one
i am Going to Attempt to Put Together
Tonight So many Sweets Day Dreams
of Fruition inspired By All the Nuanced
Colors of iMaLi’s Emotions For True the
Force of Poetry is Best Mused by Someone
As Beautiful and Soul Fired As You as Beauty more..
Other than that Yes i Treasure Being a Part of Your Light
And Dark as Well for the Honor of Helping You Cross the
River Hades to Get Back to the Ocean Wave of Your Soul Closer to Light of Love
Come to
Please… iLove iFred

i Finally got back to sleep only to be Woken
up by Winds of a Strong passing Storm then
i had the Sweetest Dream that
You were at my Beach
Some Distance Away
From me with Your
Friends then You
Called to me
Me to a
Race in the
Sand where First
You Tripped and Fell
Down in the Sand
As i waited for You
To get up then You
Easily defeated
Me as remember
This was not a
Dance but
A Run and
i surely was
Not Hurt that
You beat me and
Even though We
Did not Share a Hug
As you Smiled Big in
Glee as You were Happy
You excelled to Win i was
Just so Happy to
Be on the Same
Beach With
You Breathing
The Same Air
As You
The Same Blue
Sky like the Last
Selfie You sent me
That all i could Feel
Is How Great it Feels
To Be Alive And How
Blessed the
Is to Have
Such A Beautiful
Young East Indian
Runner Like You in
It and then i just Smiled
With Glee.. So Happy to
Be With You by Your Side
Then Precisely how iFeel
Now Early Sunday
Morning as i
Have Forgotten
At this Point About
Finishing the Publish
Of the Blog Post for Now
As the Most Important
Part of Life at
Present is
You are Enjoying
Warm Smiles With
Me So i will Conclude
That in this Life You are
Welcome to Defeat me in
Any Competition
With me as Long
As it Makes
You Happy
To Defeat
Me Again
For Just the
Joy of Seeing You
Now in all your Glory
Wings Lit
Up i Will Be
In Glee as
Your Hot
Feet Speed Past
Me once again
In the Joy
Oh So
Feat Now
With Your Mane
Of Black Beauty
Flowing Behind You..
The Race
Dear iMali
Your, Running
Mate, iFreD iLovE,
DiL MeanS HeART..:)


Ha! This Makes 18 Connections for a Sunday
which Means i practically was THere the Entire
Time You Slept but anyway You Help Motivate (Muse)
All of what i Do even when you are Asleep With Smiles
As that is
What Makes
the World Go
‘Round All the Folks
Who Freely Find Ways
Of Loving Kindness to Send
to Others and You Know what
We Sang this Song What The World
Needs Now Is Love in Church and that
Was Such a Happy Moment as the State
of Affairs in the World Other Wise but Hey
i Don’t Work for Pay so it makes it So Easy to
Work for My Only Boss Love (God) by the Way
Did you Throw a Tantrum in the Mall With Smiles
for i Looked up ‘That Word’ You Shared to Express
That For Of Course what i do is Dance And Dance
And continue to Spread All the Joy and Laughter
i Can for That is what i’ve always done best as
the Poorest of Money and the Richest of
Love How Kind God is to Allow me the
Fortune of Financial Independence
to Only Work for Love and Truly
Make God Love in Give and
Share even more.. And
What a Wonderful
World it would
Be if those
Become Money
Become Love After
That and Give and Share
It all Away Just in/for the Understanding
That Love is the Only Real Money We Give
And Share for How Do You Count Love Could
it Be Empirically Measured in 18 Connections
Or Carried On Practically Forever In A Message
in a Bottle in the Ocean of Online For True this
is Just another Wave Another Day in the Life of Love
i Feel and Sense and Know now even more For the Love We
Do in Give And Share the More We Become Love Forever now
It’s Hard
to Work
For Money
So Hard to Work
For Money For What
is Money but only A Tool
To Get to Love Within Inside
Outside Above So Below and All Around
As Sadly We often Become the Tool instead
of Living as the Essence of Love the Joy that
We Give and Share More in the Company of
A Dance And Song We Feel and Sense as Love
And to Be Clear i realize You Would Never throw
A Tantrum in the Mall but if You did and i was there
i would Stay with You until You Calmed Down for they also
Said In Church today when the Christian Religion Says to Love
Your Enemy.. the Enemy.. the Adversary includes all the Darkness
in Our Life That We Destroy by Love in all of What May Come in Life next
the Dark
of Love Again
As i’m Sure You
Are Loving Love more
now as the Enemy of Darkness
Becomes Defeated By Love once again..
Smiles if only More of us Will Hold Hands
in and as Love to Give and Share Even more now..
Happiness to You iMali Great Happiness to You with
Joy as the Flicker of my ‘Little Flame’ Becomes a Torch
And a Bonfire More as ‘The Little One’ now Becomes the
Big One of Love.. And You Win ‘the Race’ Again Now As
Meek Inherit Love (God) Heaven Within Now For Real..
And Yes This is Wishful Hopeful Faithful Thinking Feeling
Sensing Believing For You A Love Prayer For You Now For Real..:)


My Soul Started off This Day
in Life of Y.O.U. (Himali) Living in me…
True You are at the Bottom of All Of This With Muse..:)

QFT (Quoted For Truth):

“Nowadays holding hands in public is a
bigger relationship step than sleeping with a Person”

-Ryne Parker

True; and You May Get a Bootie Dance Without Even Seeing a Face.
‘The Times’ Continue to Change; With ‘IT’; ‘The Rules’ are no longer ‘The Same’.

You Know, in Some Countries, Men and Women who are not Family Related Still Do Not get to Hold Hands until the Marriage Bed. This is really nothing new, Overall (per change).

And Yes, It is Still Most Definitely Sad Beyond Measure, Bringing So Many Frowns of Life Deep Down; Not Even Realizing What is Lost or Found in Some Cultural Cases.

Thanks Ana For Dropping
By and i must admit that
The Title of Your Latest
Blog Post ‘Grabbed my Attention’..
There is always Interesting Muse to be Found
Online.. Thanks
Again Now
for Coming by
And Yes Do take
Good Care of ‘Yourself’ With Smiles too..:)
(Note: Now Ana’s Latest Blog Post is a Three
Step way to take great Care of ‘the Vagina’
With Plenty of Commercial Links always
A Great Way to Increase Male Followers
on Your Blog too for those interested
in increasing Stats
the ‘V
Even if You
Don’t Speak the Same Language)

Hi Susan.. i Recognize You From the dVerse Trail.. How Nice
of You To Come by Scrolling through all these Words and
Photos to get to the Bottom of all of this in
Appreciation of the Fun i Bring as
i continue to Use Technology
in Blogging As a Way
To Count my Blessings
As Science Does Show
That Doing that/this Raises
Our Levels of Serotonin Much
Cheaper and so much more fun
than Anti-Depressants that do the
Same Dam thing as Exercise too for
i Do Believe that in our Modern Cultures
What is Missing so Much for Some Folks
Is Moving Connecting and Creating and
More Specifically Co-Creating With other
Human Beings in a Dance and Song
of Creativity and Greater
Productivity in
Joy of
with others
that make Life Worth
Living at all for True How
Wonderful Blogging Will be
Using Technology as our Slave
Instead of Servant of Technology
Enhancing the Joy Within With Art
Together in Dancing Singing Co-Creativity
More For this is why i Bring ‘Real Time’ Relationships
in my Blogging for What Better Way to Count our Blessings
Than The Moments of Deeper Feeling Emotions when We connect
So Deep With other Human Beings More By Soul than what might
Otherwise Be Superficial Differences Like Nation.. Religion.. Politics and
Competition Where of course that Always Plays an Element of our Realities
too.. whether on or offline too.. i for one See ‘God’ as ‘Existence’ Pure and Simple
And as Complex as Now Gets for Real.. And i See Counting all of my Blessings as
No Different than what some Folks Call Worshipping God in Church for i See and
Feel and Sense All of Existence As God now From Dark thru Light i Do my Best
To Love All the Colors of Life including Black Abyss thru Shades of Grey thru
Beyond Rainbow Colors of Art and Creativity With Love Expressing
the Pot
of Gold
That is
Real as We
Come Home
to Be So Truly
Alive Appreciating
the Entire Dance and
Song of this ‘Existence’ now..
Smiles.. my Friend.. Meanwhile
Folks are Still Building Pyramids
Not Quite Realizing that the Capstone is always within
to Move to Connect to Co-Create with others now as Real
Journey Now
To Be
Now i am Content
With SMiLes Of Satisfaction NoW..:)

Hi Again Psychologistmimi
Writing Directing Producing
Acting Becoming Play Our
Stage No Longer Audience
i Award You
An ‘Oscar’
For ‘i WiLL JusT Do..:)

Long Distance Soul How
Close it is to Reach Out
And Touch Your Avatars
In All the Beauty From
Black Abyss thru
SHades oF Grey
Into the Light
Rainbow Colors
Of the Beauty of
Your Face Perfect
Avatar Angel in Person
And Every Square inch
Of Your Emoticons in
Flesh From Head to toe
How You Please me as
You come and go
There is no
Limit of
Where You
Take me with
All the Avatars of
You that Come Without
Respect to Time.. Distance
Or Space for all of You that
Comes Stays in a Heaven
Defeating Entropy All
Avatars of Your
Soul Stay
In Heaven A
Place With No
Physical Sun or Moon
Yet the Moon And Sun
Of Your Days and Nights
Come Again and Again
As the Frequency
And Vibrations
Of the
And Senses You
Bring to me Will
Come Again as Your
Avatars Lit Up Stay
And Always
Come Again
For True
Avatar Soul
Connections Expand
Beyond Infinity As Love
This Way as others meet
Our Soul Avatars Dancing
Singing Intertwining
Making Love Art
In Heaven
Now For
Real A Place
Designed For You
And Me and Everyone
To Hold Hands And Never
Need To even wash them
In Fear of Common Colds
My Little Avatar
How Beautiful
You are to
Love From
Black Abyss
To Beyond Rainbow
Colors of Love You
Muse my Soul and
Bring out the Best
In Avatar me
Too as
The Record of
Our Soul Love Journeys
Stay Recorded For All
To Enjoy and Feel
And Learn
From Our Love
And All our Struggles
That Color Love So
Deeply as Real Avatars
Will For We Bring of
Flesh and Blood
Is the Focus of
Our Love in
Every Singular
Force of Emotions
And Senses in every
Symbol as Our Avatars
Of Our Souls Come And
Go to Meet and
Of Souls
Never Limited
By Time.. Distance
Or Space.. Close
As Y.O.U. Are me
ThE Light of i
Sent from my iPhone..:)

“DaYS iN ThE LiVES Of me And Y.O.U. NoW”
Don’t Ya Love iT When A Title Comes Fast!!! (i Do At least)

Hmm.. This Is Really
Getting Interesting…
To me At Least…

If Romeo And Juliet And Jesus Are
Bloggers They Will Still Be Alive…

i am Not ‘The’ ‘Ted DaNSoN’
i am A Fred DaNCinG FRED in FRiEnD
Ha! i AM! So! F! iN F**KinG FunnY No OnE! RainS On! My! PaRaDE!


Note: Only One Of The 15 Women Pictured in my FB Profile
Pics From Feb 22nd, 2019, Loved me Before She Saw my Legs…


Strawberry Fields Fresh Forever At LeasT FoR NoW As
The MeeK iNheRiT ThE LoVE oF EarTH WitH LoVE NoW..
SMiLes HiMaLi.. “Strawberry Fields Forever” Is A Hopeful
Song By ‘The Beatles’ Who Also Suggest in a Song
That “Love is All You Need”
True.. We Need
Love but
The DArk
Guards the
Light of Love
From Growing Dim too
As You Beautifully Relate in the
Poetry You Express Below From Your Heart And Soul
“Well, you only need the light when it’s burning low
Only miss the sun when it starts to snow”
“Only know you’ve been high when you’re feeling low
Only hate the road when you’re missing home”
How Blessed are Those Now Who Experience Heaven
And Hell For We Understand Better That Both Are Connected
In The
Joy to Be
To You my
Friend How
Precious it is
For Spirits Loving Souls..:)
SMiLes.. Sohair.. Dear Friend So Good To ‘Read’
‘Y.O.U.’ Today as Himali has brought that Acronym
of Endearment to me as We May See it also as i Love
to Say “Why Owe You” too For We Do as All of Nature
Is Connected In “God’s
Hands” from
Light Day
And Night Clouds
And Sun And all That
is to Be Now the Blessings
the Nature of God Brings Now
to All of Us True How Wonderful It Is
To Read For Words Bring Us Laser Focus
To Guide Us Away from So Many Distractions
of Life Where Our Souls Within Will Rise More
Guiding Us in Words As ‘the Christians’ May Relate as
The Camel oF All Cultural Distractions my Be more Focused
AS A PiN WHoLE oF LoVE Through A Needle And
Perhaps Better Put in Metaphor of the Pens/Ink
That are the Digital Keys Now That
Allow us to Write our Soul
To others as i am doing
With Here as You
May Write YouR
Soul Back to me
As We Both Come to Have
the Joy of Reading Each Other’s
Soul In Y.O.U. As Why Owe You in
the Feel and Sense of All the Humans
Who Work Together That and Who Bring
These Tools For Humans to Connect Like this
in Spirit of Heart as Soul in Mind and Body Balance
Where Smiles You may Never See My Legs But Still
Understand through Words that i continue to Dance
10,808 Miles of Public Dance Now in 66 Months as
Lord Knows This Last Weekend was one Very Busy
Weekend of Dance So Far Away From the Written
Word But Still even though i will Bring Smiles
to many People through that Non-Verbal
Communication How Will i ever
Be Able to Feel and Sense
A Beautiful Soul Like
Sohair Without
Reading Her
Lovely Words
And Additionally
All the Teachings She Brings
From Her Culture and Religion from
Her Eyes so We Will Better Understand
Our Similarities and Differences too for So
Much Greater Peace And Harmony in the World
Away from Strife and Discord and Fear and All Things
Associated With Misery Loves Company in Hate Away
from Joy Loves Company Now.. Yes this Gift of Reading
NoW All These Tools Humans Have Held Hands To Bring
These Abstract Constructs That Allow Us to Communicate
by Soul and Spirit of Heart Without Even Any Flesh and Blood
Contact now for All We may Use to Communicate is Avatars of
Our Flesh and Blood But Never the Less the Art of our Soul Comes
ExPReSSinG So Well iN Words of Our Emotions And Senses Now too..
Smiles.. Sohair For True All Any of Us ReAlly Why Owe Y.O.U. Is Love JusT LoVE..:)

And now on a Side Note it’s Nice When People Love You For What You Do to Bring them
Joy but it is also Nice to Have A Handful or Even One Friend Outside of Family that We Can
And Will Confide in Intimately as We Wish to Give and Share our Innermost Soul not every
one Can and Will Do this Wide Out in the Open as i Do in Hopes of Teaching a Bit of Wisdom
And Love i have Earned ALong the Way of Life including the Shadow PArts the Fear and
Even Some Angrier Parts in Life in Personal Discernment of What i See
And Feel and Sense and Yes Know as Injustice That May Seem
Ethically and or Morally as Opposite to How Others See Life..
But Sure i’ve Lost it All i’ve Lost My Soul Too..
And Love and Health and Well Being
To Chronic to Severe Work
Related Stress
As Well As
the Challenges
And Gifts of What Born
On Date Bi-Polar Issues
in Up and Down and Heaven
And Hell Conditions Natural Bring
Exacerbated By Stress Down and
Some Days Brought up in the Oxygen
Of Love a Bit too High too and of course
Autism Without the Ability to Vocally Speak until
Age Four With Some Difficulty of Communicating
in Social Ways that Meshed with the Expectations of
Others A Little More Challenge in that Way for me but
Yes the Propensity for Greater Joy and Ecstasy in Both
Feelings and Senses with Greater Empathy and Tactile Sensitivity
As Well for Those of Us Who Learn to Balance All Our Born on Gifts
And Curses to Make the Best of Life as and in Love With Others True
The Gift May Be All Natural in Heaven As A Naked Free Spiraling Dance
With Sun and Sand And God Allone or Sure 10,808 Miles of Public Dance
in 66 Months Complementing that With a 6.6 Million Word or so Bible Long
Form Free Verse Poem in All these Free Flowing Sacred and Holy Full of
Meaning and Purpose Shapes As This Holy And Creative Spirit of Flow
Continues to Do Just that Now.. Full of Meaning and Purpose as i
Co-Create With the Rest of Nature including Humans And
Other Animals True too.. the Rest of Nature Plus
Beyond Infinity as Love too as We May Come
to Name this Higher Force of Love Within
As Soul To Give and Share With All
Others as God or Perhaps
A Fresh Strawberry
Field Somewhat
TArt And
And Somewhat
Sweet and Sugary too
But Always Fresh But Always
Fresh to Get the New Job of Love DonE
NoW iN Beauty As Dreams Come to Fruition Love to Be As Real Us..:)


i Put Art First And
Science Next It’s A
Way smART Nature In/As Us Exists
As Many Folks Do Life ‘In ReVerse’ SMart
Now i Have No ‘Concrete’ Idea Of What i Am
Doing NoW As Life is Mostly Art First Then Science Next..
Hmm.. it Seems That When Folks Get to Know me Deeper
i Come Across A Bit Like A Pandora’s Box Without Prediction
When i SinG FriEnd i Do Mean SMiLES
FriEnd Is All The Means i iNTend NoW
FinAlly After Writing 12 Million Words
in 99 Months And A 6.6 Million Word ‘Bible’
Poem in 66 Months A Few Friends Come to Stay
Anyway.. True.. Friends may Be Found in the Writings
And Other Arts of those Who Have Come In History Before
And even in the Reality of Now for All the Arts And Sciences
Folks Come To Bring to Others.. It’s Like my Nude Art Some of my
Patronage in Appreciation of What i Do Comes Consistently From the
Same Countries Where i Guess they See me as Some Kind of Friend
Even though
i guess
i do
not know
who they
are but i guess
who really knows
hehe with Just Views
And No Words or Even
Smiles or Thank You For all You
Do.. Not Really Different than my Blog
Spot Blogs as i’ve Lost the Functionality with
Comments.. Anyway.. as Google Keeps Changing
the Rules.. And that’s Okay as it is Just a Copy and Paste
Extension of What i Do on Word Press Collecting Hundreds
of Thousands of Views More For Whoever Gets Any Satisfaction
For What i Bring of Arts And Sciences.. i’m a Bit Behind on my Nude
Art And my Erotic Free Verse Poetry Novel Came yes Came to its Conclusion
All 88,788 Words Shortly after i met
my Third Grade 27 Year-Old
Valentine Friend
And the Grade
Mostly Came Back Again..
True Now We Will Be Influenced in
Mighty Changing Ways by the Nature
of our Friends too and i am not Suggesting
Erotic Poetry Free Verse is Negative i’m just
Not in the Mood to Write it anymore as i have
Changed to Other Avenues as Such more Related
to a Higher Form of Love Above than Below As Such..
i’ve Learned A Lot About Human Nature by Actually Being
A Full Time Volunteer Participant Anthropologist Observer
365 Days a Year During Most Waking Hours that i would have
Likely Never Understood if i did not Explore the More Hidden Shadow
PArts of my Being that all ‘Normally’ Evolved Human Beings Either Do their
Best to Hide in the Secrets of the Dark or Express it more Freely Without Shame
of Guilt for All of what it means to Live and Be Fully Human with Nuts and Bolts not
What Makes
the Gears and
Steering Wheel
of us Navigate Life
More as Flow than Fears
Hidden Deeply with no Where
to Go in Frustration and Tension
Leading to Potential Discord/Strife and
Even Aggression And OMG Even Potential
Violence too for Covering up the Shadow Never
Bringing it Out to Play And it Does Not Go Away it
Just Simmers Steaming until the Environmental
Circumstances Come to Play With Our Shadow
Where the Shadow May Master Us.. Yes.. our
Neo-Cortex as not only Servant
to the Master of Our
Limbic and
Brains but
Slave as Well
To All of what it
Means to Be Human
Parts Hidden Just Waiting
To Strike From Coil Instead
of FLoWinG Smoothly as Water
of Waves in Balance Will Just do now as
Peace And Harmony Exists More Now than
Strife and Chaos without Balance Now Anyway
Mastering my Shadow Helps a lot not to Over-React
When Young Women Still Pass by me and Grab a
Handful of my Ass perhaps they Just liked the
T-Shirt i Had on That Night Saying “I’m Just
A Frigging Ray of Sunshine” or Perhaps it
was my Butt True Leg Pressing 1520 LBS
Now May Have a Little Bit More to Do
of That
but Hey i didn’t
Ask for it Just for
Being in Shape..
True i Do understand
What it’s Like to be Groped
by An Adult Woman 40 Years Younger than me too..
My Life is Every Dirty Old Man’s Dream and i guess a Few Women’s Dream Still too..
i never expected that at 58 not at 18 not at 28 and Dam Sure not at 38 and 48 and 58 now..
But Still Cheap Thrills May Be Nice for the Moment but they Don’t Last Like Soul Stirring
Just Another
Way of
Small Talk
i Guess Grabbing
A Dancing Dude’s Ass as He passes by..
Sort of Like the Hand Shake Bootie Dances
That Come Without Even Revealing a Human Face..
Anyway.. i guess it helps a little bit at least for my Nude Art…
A ‘Little’ Help From Friends And Even ‘Strange’ Acquaintances too..:)
BDW, i sort of Look
Like that Stone Bust
Statue Dude on the
Album Cover of the “Sgt.
Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band”
For True Most of the Folks Were Rather
Different in their Own Unique Ways and
they may not have Found Many More Deep
And Lasting Friends Either for Being So So Strange..
And Different in the Eyes of the So-Called ‘Group Norm’
then too.. Hmm.. Could that Be Himali
or Sohair or Even Rafiah
or Katrina in that
Red Dress
the Dark
Hair in the
Roses at the
Front of the Scene
on the Sgt. Pepper’s
Album Cover.. it’s kind of
(Reference that Xanadu ‘Magic’ Video)
Hmm.. Hard to Tell From a Distance i guess….
Smiles.. Shawna.. i Guess You Could Be anyone in the Group..
But anyway at least that makes a Handful of Friends Who Have Been Truly
Close in my Life..
i Guess
i’ll have
to Remember
Who Wore the Red Dress Last..:)

Speaking of Magic…

I had no idea who the Woman in the Red Dress Was until i researched it and she is:

“Lakshmi is also an important deity in Jainism and found in Jain temples” from Wiki.

-Side note Here: Himali is Raised in the Jain Tradition of Religion in India…
-Side Note Ends…

“Wife of Vishnu”… From Wiki too…

Just Synchronicity i guess…

i’ve Likely Got Ancestors
From Where You Live
Somewhere in India
According to the 23 and
Me Chromosome Test but not likely we
Are Nearly that ‘Flesh and Blood’ Close but Par for
the Course It is and the Deepest Realities of Synchronicities
and God too..
it was
that we met
or that any of us meet for that ‘Matter’…

In the ‘Xanadu’ ‘Magic’ Video the Young
Man Said He was going to Put ‘Her’ on ‘His’ Album Cover’ too…

i Intuited that would Become Significant at a Later date to come…

People have told me i Look like the Stone Statue Bust on
The “Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club” Album Cover
with the Mustache over the Course of my Life..:)

It all Just
Flows i don’t
Try to Figure it All
Out i Let God Within me Be my
Guide Directing me As Whatever May Come Will Be..:)

Other than That Hope You have A Wonderful Tuesday
And I Loved Your Blog Post As You are Coming Along Just Right for You..:)



Smiles With Winks it is Rather Interesting When ‘Vishnu’
Visits My Great Room as all that is Left of it is the Planter
Lights With Figurines Lit up as Shells of What is Once the Great
Room and to Be Clear of Course i am Delving into Some Imagination
Here Perhaps a little Fantasy.. Yes.. A Dream of Silent Lucidity in Waking
Fruition too Just Some Words Flowing Across the Page Perhaps Another
Album Cover
And ‘Get back
to Serenity’
Might Help
With Music
Here to Enhance
The Trance in Stream
of Consciousness Write of
Flow as Honestly no i don’t
Really Need Music but Sure
it Does Contribute to the Flow
of the Present Moment as Magic
Holy and Creating Spirit Yes the
Essence of Vishnu and at Least
one of His Consorts Who He Depends
on Now For Muse Energy to Get All
His Missions Engaging
on Course
Darkness of UniVerse
Back into Light Away from
Entropy Now of Doubt Fear
And All Things Associated With
Hate Away From Hope Love And
Joy Do You Feel the Silence Inside
Now And Sunset Embracing the Night
Diving Deep into Your Mind Now Just Letting
Your Soul Go Unwinding Now for Sure a Few
Lyrics Dedicating Those to Your Soul Will not
Really Hurt Setting Your Spirit Free Now
Getting Back to Serenity Tuning
Yourself Back to True
Reality where do You
Come From where Do
You Go is there
a Reason
That Keeps
You In Flow Walking
on Water Walking on Water
Lighter than Air into the Ocean
Are You Now Please Do come with
me Peace of Mind is all around rising
Up When Sun Goes Down into the Ocean
the Ocean of Your Bliss into the Light of Where
Your Home is Please Do Come Back to Serenity Set
Your Spirit Free Come Back to Serenity for i am Here
And Sure Whoever Your East Indian Lover Will Be
On the Album Cover too Embracing in a Loving
Hug for i am way too Fair Skinned to fit in
the Meme of that With Smiles and
on top of that i even Wear
Clothes to the
for it is
Only For the
Peace of Within i go
to Return as the Breeze
of the Salt Air Comes Again to
Fill up my Soul Again now but Sure
A Hug i Will Bring A Hug of Serenity
to You As Well for i am as Close to You
As Your Thoughts and Feelings now i am
Part of Your Soul Now Unclothing Now Flesh
And Blood Just the Frequency And Vibrations
Flowing through the Energy of You the Synergy
oF All of Who We Are Never Separating Always
Whole More Now We Are the Beach the Emerald
Green Waters the Sea Oats Spiraling Winds Hiding And
Revealing Dunes of Soul Fruition Love more now.. Sea Gull
Wings of Us Taking Flight Into Twilight Sun Forevermore Now Eternally now
True it Will Not Be Possible to Sing These Words Without You Yes Why Owe Y.O.U. i Do..:)


Freedom of Expression in the Flow Without Limits Sadly a Place
Some Folks Never Visit Even Imagine Existing Like a Switch A Trance
that Comes by Practice and Bio-Feedback as Our Existence is no Longer
Trapped in A Tiny Part of the Mind as the Ocean (God Within) is Dammed
By Data Download Mind of Abstract Construct Facts Collected Over a Lifetime
Ever Increasing Strangling Greater Imagination and Creativity as the Box We
Are Gardened As Becomes Tighter and Tighter With illusions of Deadlines
in Something Humans
Obsess over
Counts of Heart
Beats 60 times A Minute
60 Minutes An Hour Now 24
Hours a Day And around 365
Days in a Year and the Beat Goes
on So Far in the Past And Future Never
Arriving at ‘God Time’ That is Eternally Now
Bliss Heaven Within but if no one Shows You
How to Do it if there is No Teacher Needed or
Text Book then How Do Folks Get Paid so
in other Words to Most Folks these Days
Heaven is Only a Word and a Dream
Now somewhere else but Just
Now in Expanding Mind
And Body Awareness
As Heaven is an
Well Anyway i Realized
i was Really Pushing the Limit
on Trance Enhanced Flow of Communication
on the ‘Wrong Planet’ Where Many Folks have
Difficulty With Non-Verbal Language and Metaphors
And Most Anything in Life Associated with the Emotions
That Move us Every Where in Life including the Cognitive
Executive Functioning for Short Term Working Memory and
Laser Focus That is Integral Working With Healthy Expressing
Emotions in Balance of Regulation as Senses Become Integrated
too as Long as We Find a Practice Like Moving or Still Meditation
to Eventually Get us to the Eternal Now of Heaven that will be Shared
by other Folks in Flow in an Autotelic State of Bliss and Nirvana too
As We come to Master the Experience of Heaven Within as Far as
Neurohormones and Neurochemicals Come and Go and Yes Stay
More for even Greater Self-Generated Bliss and Nirvana and
General Happy Happy Ways of Being and Giving and
Sharing in a Life Driven to Positive Actions by
Positive Emotions Regulating and Senses
Well Integrating too.. Just to get all the
Jobs and Play in Life Done as
Best as We Can and Will
Now True.. Anyway my Style
of Freedom of Expression is not one
for a ‘Wrong Planet’ Where Strict Adherence
to the ‘Normal’ Rules of Communication these
Days in Twitter Length Talks is about how much the
Average Human Being Can and will Tolerate as Shallow
As Deep As They Will Go.. True at the Science Assessed Human
Attention Span of A Gold Fish too so i exceeded that Limit
At The Wrong Planet not only Warned but with Several of
my insightful Posts as Feedback i Received from the
Audience of my Talks but the Rigid Ways of thinking
That Hall Monitors Some Times Do Do comes to be
the Reality there as i am not Going to Be
A Robot Anywhere as i no longer
Get Paid to be anyone’s
Servant Now.. And
This isn’t the First Time
that the Wrong Planet has Gotten
Bent out of Shape when i move out of
Their Neatly Ordered Couple of Sentences
of Shallow Minded only Fact Produced Words..
But hey.. if it wasn’t for Responding in the ‘Toxic
Patriarchy Thread’ that is of Particular Interest to
the Toxic Leaning Incels on that Website no one would
Have Even Noticed my Really Long Posts in the ‘Philosophy
of Love” Thread i Started as hey What Card Board Square Box
Person who Enforces the Rules is gonna Wanna Hear about the
Philosophy of Love to make Life so much more Fun than Square
Pages and Words in a Book of Life Never Getting Free off Pre-conceived
Straight Line Sidewalks of Life that Truly Never Change but the Numbers
of the Lottery of Life With No Real Substance of All the Free Emotions of LoVE NoW..
So anyway i’ll shed
my Deeper Sandals
Where i am Now
And Just
the Shallow
‘Stuff’ and let ‘them’
Have the Company of what
Comes to Be less and less of What
Human Potential Might other wise be Happy Happy NoW..:)


i am Not ‘The’ “Celine Dion”
i AM A “Celine Dion”
Who The F Do You Think You Are?
-The Real Walrus
“This is Not The Titanic This Is ‘Dead Pool2’
You are at an 11 You NEED to Bring it Down to
Around 5.5 (Average)”
-Dead Pool Dude
Warning ‘Aghogday’ You Can’t Go Deep
You Must Respect The Fact That Others
Go Shallow
-‘Dead Pool Dude’
Soul Stirring
Heart Felt
Spiraling Stuff
Just Doing Stuff
Never Sipping Light
This Now Is Just
One of Your Daily
Reminders That
You Are Loved
So Close..
Collecting Conscious
Of Day Dreams ‘Fore
Fire in Morning Light
Dreams Winged
Humming Birds
Dance Sing me
God is still putting it all together NoW
God never quits as is all together NoW
HeaVeN.. Is… tHe aLL NaTuRaL
MeDiCaL CoNDiTioN…
THaT iS All…
Building Men Out of Snow
All i Get Is Imaginary Ice
The Left Overs Are Great!
Sipping Life or Painting
Beyond Sistine Chapel Ceilings
Reference Video Games Bugs Bunny
The Matrix ADH.D. Michelangelo And
TV ‘Kung Fu’ Candy Crush Twitter Now
And Rabbit Holes.. Choose All the Pills
Or Focus on one Young “Grasshopper”
Did ‘You’ Know ‘Vishnu’ Gifted ‘Lakshmi’
An Owl.. i Didn’t Plan it my Sister Gifted
Me First by E-Mail
Last Night
This Poem
Deep SHaLLoW Meaning
Quick! Someone Send In
An Owl For A Prop!!!
Are ‘Those’ Tears
Of A Clown Or
Fun Pun Dun Fun
Language Is A Playmate
That Will Never Let You
Down or Leave Your Side
i Go on to Relate Flipped Off Cat.. ugh the Puns Come Isn’t Language Fun!!!
Not Immediately Considering She Just So Happens to Be of Filipino Origin
FB Friend Vita Concisely Says that Her Black Cat is Flipping Tables!!!
Pictured As Such. Is ‘That’ the
Hangry Cat or the
Hugry Cat or Both in
of Food And
Hugs Now!!!

I’ve Been Duly Cautioned And Warned Not to Go Too Long Or Deep on the “Wrong Planet”; Not to ‘Break the Pages’ as such In Respect of the other Folks Who are Different From me; And Now considering i Survived 25 Years of Conformity in Working For the Government Serving as a Valued Commodity; and Not a Valued Member of the ‘Social Group’; Let me Make the Following Aphorism that is a Metaphor Not to be Taken Literal as Short and Deep Now as i can make it to comply with The Rules of this Community to Lend a Hand For What is Missing so Much on the ‘Wrong Planet’, and Etc., too.

“Spare The
Go to Hell”

My Grandmother, on my Father’s Side, a Busy Business Woman Running a Nursery for Children Told My Mother When She Picked up a Crying Child in Her ‘Big Business’ Nursery; if You Pick up that Child And Don’t Let Him Cry out His Tears on His Own that Child Will Never Be Able to Stand on His Own Two Feet. My Mother in Turn Looked at Her like she was ‘Crazy’.

My Father Left Our Family when i was 3 Years Old; because My Mother Wanted to Stay Home With Her Children; and His Mother Taught Him Making Money Was the Most Important Thing in the World; So, He Left and Found a Wife Who Would Work. After 4 Wives and Being Married to the Same one Twice; and Addicted to Cigarettes Most of His Life Dying at 81; Playing the Lottery, Spending 500 Dollars To Get Rich each Week, through 11 Years of Full Paid Retirement After 46 Years in Law Enforcement ; He Died Without Love the Same Way He Came into the Marriage; Really Good Looking Without a Soul as Raised to Actually Give Love, to even His Children.

This is no Woo; if A Child is not Nourished by not only Parents; but a Village in Face to Face Loving
Hugging Contact; the Child eventually Goes to Hell in Life; one way or the other Still Separated from Love.

I am Almost Always So Happy, Fulfilling So Much of my Human Potential, Wherever i go, and When Folks Ask me what i am on for they Want Some so Bad, i tell them Love; and they Often Look Like they have never even Felt the Word as Real.

Yes; We Do Live in a Very Sick Society;
A Society Devoid of Love is Just Dead
No Matter How Big a House it lives in.

I Was Hugged the First 3 Years of my Life; and now i still stand on my own Two Feet Leg Pressing 1520 LBS at age 58, Dancing and Writing Poetry Wherever i go; Financially Independent by age 47, Simply For i was Filled up With Love and Needed Nothing Else to Buy, Buy, Buy Saving 6 Times more Money than My Father and When he asked How; I told Him Love; and He had no clue; it wasn’t His fault but my Mother Broke the Vicious Cycle with Love.

The ‘New Testament’ is Right in one way;
as Evolved, Humans are Nothing Without
if ‘They’
Even ‘See’ ‘It’.

Spare The
Go to Heaven Now


Looks At Clock Now
Getting Ready to
Go on Another
Then the Routine
Of Tuesday Night
Store Dance Adventure
Always Challenging as
Some Folks
Love it
Oh Lord
Some Folks
Still think Dance
And Song is the
Work of Lucifer the
Morning Star of Love
And Venus too but i Still
Love All Around Them
With Dance and
Song to
Down there
Offense of Fear
And Hate oF Joy in
Life Yes i am the Hungry
Wolf of Love Never the
Shy Lamb of Doubt and
Fear Leading to
Hate of
Wild Wolf
Love Howling
At the Moon As
i Always Love
The Moon
i Eventually Seek And
Find in Moon Full Wake..
i Love How ‘This’ Yellow
Honeysuckle Smells..
i Like These Flowers
For I couldn’t Smell
It For A Year What
A Gift All our
Are With
SMiLes oF LiFE..
My HeART Is Church WHere i FinD GoD (LoVE)
Man Created God As Money to Make Humans
Do Crappy Jobs ‘Chaos Magic’ Is When You
Are River Flow Ocean Wave Whole God’s
This Is Chaos Magic It’s A Real ‘Thing’
And All You Do Is Just Do It With Belief
And Zero Fear All With Love to Make It
Real Jesus F In Christ i Haven’t Eaten
Yet i’ll Be Back With Hungry Like
The Wolf And A Prompt All
About Sipping Poetry
Yes at the dVerse International
Poetry Pub Where Folks Give and
Share and Hope Mostly For Stellar
Compliments on the Words They Bring
Nah.. i don’t Sip Poetry like this or Dance
Waiting For Rewards or Awards i Sing i Dance
i Drink Life This is no Taste Testing Contest With
LoVESMiLES NoW iNstead Hungry Like the Wolf No Sipping
Love With mY ALL..:)

Ah Yes.. mY Friend Lillian the Hemlock of Sipping
Taste Testing So Many Potentials Never Drinking
What Comes Deeply Bottom of Chalice Breathes
For ‘God’ Sends Michelangelo
Back to Repaint the Sistine
Chapel IN A Different
Way Left Standing
At the Train
No Harry
Potter Magic
Art When Candy
Crushes All Dreams
oF ORiginal Creativity
‘He’ Never Even Got to
Complain About Doing
The Same Old Dammed Thing..:)

YeS How We Sip Circumstances
Slowly When Hands/Feet of Action
To Save
All New

FaiLinG ACTioN

Bee Spiral
For Queen..:)

No Longer Sipping
Here And THere
‘They’ Said
Wasn’t Real..:)

Bee Ever Sipping Forever Honey
Butterfly Dancing Air Wings Now

Smiles SiPPiNG
Who’s TaLKinG

of Sip
Lasting EMBRaCE

Sipping Love
Sipping Love…
Sipping Love Reaching….
Always Drinking Never Reaching….
Love…… Lives… Reaching.. Sipping Love…… Lives

Sip Doubt
Sip Fear
Sip Hate
Drink Faith Hope Love Believe

DRinKinG DaNCinG Never Sipping Beer

The Sip Lasts
Love is the Blood
Love is the Bread
Life is the Drink
Light of

PoiSoN PaSSioN

Sip of DEaTH
Breath of LiFE

(Side Note: Even if you Were
Really Sleepy Wouldn’t It Be Super
Cool If You Were a Fly on the Wall
When Someone is Writing Y.O.U. Poetry Live)

Snake Heads
Sip Snake
Consumes LIGHT
Tween LoVE LiVES

Sipping Spring
Year ‘Round
Dance i Drink

Fathers Without HeART
Daddy Problems
Sipping Love
Drinking Soul

Smiles purplepeninportland
Bird Watching At my Window
Sipping Time For Male and Female
Cardinals to Arrive in
View Smart
Phone Art Ice
Cream Parlor
Delight Serving Outside too
As they Finally Arrive NoW As
Words And Images Hold Hands..
Seriously i’ve Seen One or the
Other But Not Both Until Now
This Winter Spring the
Life the Wonder
of Giving
And Sharing
Now as Life Takes Flight..:)

Smiles Smiles Lynn Lynn
FriEnd Lynn at the Bottom
of the Middle This Go ‘Round
“Living Water
Heaven’s Bread
Crimson Blood Shed
Rising to Taste Celestial Food”
“LoVE iS iN ThE
AiR” i SWear
‘We’ Sang That
SonG in Church
SuNDaY And ‘Jesus’
Was/Is THeRE ParT AnD

Sips of Love
Slowly Reaching
Fruition Sips of Love
The Flame
From Going out..:)

BLaCKesT Coffee
LovE Sugar

Water of
Sip of
Relief Of Life..:)

Each New
Winter’s Spring..:)

SMiLes Dance In Public
It’s MorE Than A Sip
Of Spring
Year Round
Drink of Love..:)

Youth Old
Or New
A Sip
From Romance
Reaching For A Drink of Love..:)

Betcha Shawna
Would Have
A Few
For this
But She is
Only One of
Those Friends You Sip
Coming And Going With the Wind
Other Than That Great Word Play
Whimsygizmo’s Nostalgia Blog too..:)

Humming Bird
Sips of
Buzzing Love..:)

of Fun
But Never
Less Sipping Love..:)

That/This Makes 29 i Rather
Sip And Spit A Bunch of Poetry
Spit out
One Sip
And Wait
For Folks to
Tell me if one
Spit is Good With Smiles..:)

Good Night Good Morning
i Don’t Do Time And i usually
Don’t Rhyme But All Times
Less i
Live i LoVELiVE iLove
Hungry Like The Wolf i
Howl At The Moon
The Sun
At All NoW
At 30.. 3:44 PM
2.26.2019 FoR NoW..:)


Great Ana.. Health
Science is one of
My Degrees in
College.. Your
Valuable Health
Information and
A Variety of it not
Afraid to Cover all
Areas of Human
Health.. Do Keep
Up the Good
Work in
Healthy News Now..:)!!


The Rest Of The Story Now AFAIK NoW

Politics Love
Lies Cup to:

‘This’ is a Very Deep Question as Far as a Logical
Premise Goes For God But First the Standard Christian
Definition of God may Still Be at Hand in this Generation
Now Within to Give and Share as Follows Below in Full:

1 John 4:8

(New King James Version)
“He who does not love does not know God, for God is love.”

Any Questions Class?

Now Back to ‘Your’ Question; as ‘You’ Are Defining God As Not Jesus
As An Anthropomorphic Expression of the Emotion/Giving/Sharing of Love But as
An Extra-Terrestrial Being(s) Responsible for the Creation and Being of Existence Now.

That is certainly Not out of the Question as Even Rock Star of Astrophysics, Neil DeGrasse Tyson,
Who Certainly Has more Credentials to Answer this Question than Anyone Currently Answering to
This Question now in ‘This Thread’, at Least; As He Will Not Rule Out that a Much More Advanced Being(s) than Us
Has Created All of the Reality We Exist in and Come To Be as A Holographic Simulation; That We May Be Enjoying
Now or Not Enjoying Now; Yes, Likely, Depending on How Much Love We Have to Give and Share With Others Standing
Tall Together ‘Holding Hands’ Justly Without Fear; In FAct, I propose A New Christian Name For God to Get Rid of So Much of the Confusion
as ‘Big Saint John’ Already Makes it Clear That God IS Love; Unless, ‘You’ are ‘Bill Clinton’ And You Question the Semantics And the Pedantic
Nature of the Term ‘IS’ as Currently Part of the USA English Language And left Over From the “Queen’s” English too. Yes, in Short Here, to Be
Brief as i Will; True, i could Answer this with 6.6 Million Words as i have already done in my Own Personal Version of a Bible in 66 Months; but since
That is Against the Rules ‘Here’ to Stay a Bit more Shallow than as Deep as That; in short Let’s Just Make
Because if We Don’t
We will Just Hold Hands
in Misery and Suffering in Doubt
And Fear and Hate Away from the Joy of Love Together Now.
And By the Way; Imagining God as Love and Putting God as a Symbol (Jesus)
of a Mentor To Give Great Gratitude and Praise to all of Your Existence as God as Love
Is very Rational for it increases all of Your Happy Neurohormones and Neurochemicals
And if You Don’t Wanna Love (God) Life Like this And Be Happy You May, Can, Or Will,
Choose the Other Paths Away From Love (God) With Relative Free Will too As You So Choose.
(Environment and Genetics Plays a Big Role too; and if that is not Working Out for You that’s Above my Pay Grade, at least..}:

“We’ve been infected with this idea that love is an emotion only felt between two people. But love is universal. An energy. A contagious force. A gift.
To offer money to a homeless man is to love. To save a worm from the sun is to love. To smile at a stranger is love. To be grateful, to be hopeful, to be brave,
to be forgiving, to be proud, is to love.”

-A. R. Lucas (Note: No Relation to George Lucas)

Yes.. Get Over Owning Love if You Can And Will Make Love Giving And Sharing..
Yes Make Love as Love is Free to Be Now Give And Share Love When Free and
Real and Never Owned
As A Tool
To Restrict
Love or Freedom
That Kind of Love is Not
Love That Love is Fear of Loss Rather
Than Love That is Always Free and Giving to Everyone
Yes.. Universal Love.. the Love Without Borders the Only
Love that the Story of ‘Jesus’ really Speaks to when
Real and the Only Way Jesus Will Come Back Now
AS Y.O.U. Living With this Metaphor this
Anthropomorphic Expression of
Love That Will Never Be
Limited to Just
One Story
or Just one
Man and or
Woman or other
Being When Love Becomes
Both Universal and God For All
Otherwise God Becomes no More Real
Than Political Lies to Control And Own whatever
Freedom Exists for You Nothing Like Universal Love at ALL.
Gentile or Jew.. Servant or Free.. Woman And or Man no More We Are
Nothing Without Love Holding Hands Tall Together Now To Give and Share
For Free Brothers andSisters and Animals and Plants and all of Existence We ALL
Are Never Separated From Each Other Whole Always Now.
However.. the Story of ‘Paul’ Lied too as it did not include
Sitting next to the so-Called Sinner Without Forgiveness
in Loving What You See as the Dark in Life True too that
one that Part of Universal Love is a Challenge but Possible too..
And it Always Starts with Doing Your Best to Understand The
Dark and Realizing that it is Possible that You Too Will One Day
Walk In/As Dark Needing a
Hand up to Light
No Matter
You Come to be Incarnate
As Well Away from the Force
Of Universal Love For ALL
The Light
of the
World You
Come to Be
Incarnate as Love no Different than a Story of Jesus Real
The Spirit is Love the Bread and Blood is Love the Light Now
is Real When Living Within as Love To Give and Share For
Free to All No Borders
No Walls All

No One Owns
i GiVE And SHaRE AS Much
As Others Are Willing to Receive.

And Trust Or Not Me When I Sing This
Universal Love Need Not Include Any Sex
At All And Other Wise It May Include Lots of Sex With All.


Hellooove Dearest HiMaLi
It Is Storming and Thundering
Outside and it Brings
Back Distant
Feelings of
All the Years of
Depression in my
Life and How Difficult
It Can and Will Be to
Reach Back to the
Light With even
The Best Intentions
As Depression is
More than
To Feelings as it
Is A Long Term Response
To Environmental Stressors
And Even Potentially Stuff
Like Too much attention
Even if it is all Positive
Like Everyone Telling
You are Famous And
They Love You
With no one
Ever Really
With Your Soul
And then of Course
People not understanding
The More Sensitive Soul
You Carry Around And of
Course coming
From my Darker
Views of Life too..
Anyway.. i Pray that
All my Love And Affection
For You is Still Now Warming
Your Spirit Heart And Soul
Up for it is Given Freely by
Me as Long as You Welcome
The Support Now and it does
Not Become Uncomfortable
For You as You May Surely
Know My Imagination
And Creativity Has
No Known limits set
Yet With SMiLes my
Dearest little
Flame Who
i Always Keep
In my Prayers for
Her Sweetest Dreams
To Come True Meanwhile
W.H.O. as the Hoot Owl Will
Sing Y.O.U. NoW Are Loved Equally
In the Dark
And Silence
As You Are
In Boisterous
Light of Day
With SMiLes
Of Dancing Singing Joy..
Sent from my iPhone…

Do i Need to Change my FB Profile Pic, Yet; Maybe.


Hi Frank.. Thanks So Much for Dropping By and by the
Way Your Prompt on dVerse on ’Forgiveness’ Certainly
Draws Inspiration from Me as with all the Divisions
of Ideology We Have in this Country Now.. Particularly
of the Political Nature of Life in Understanding of
Differences in Humanity among the more
Closed Minded Bodied Folks among
Us and the More Open Minded
Free Spirited ones Among
us with seemingly
Little to no
Fear of the Different
Among us is surely an
Integral Part of the Recipe
With Forgiveness of Differences
in Tolerance and Acceptance to
Move on in More Peace and Harmony
Now and as Far as Different Goes Thanks
God as God As Love for that is Just about all i have
in Common Deep Down with Most Folks i meet in Life
And that is surely
Enough for Love
Will Even Come
in a Non-Verbal
Dance or Even a
Photo of A Group
Or Single Selfie
Smile too of course to
Be Silly and Entertain
With Laughs of Love True..
Thanks for Quoting my Words Here:

“Perfect Like Her
True though He is Opposite
of Her She is Opposite of Him
In Almost Every Way except they
Both Seem to See Love the Same Way..”

As True Most Every Woman i meet in Life is this
Way as it just Doesn’t Get Much More Fluid than me
With Smiles hard to contain in a Bottle as “They” Sing Smiles
Even Bigger Messages in Deeper Oceans With Shores that Never Quit Expanding
off into the Twilight Zones of Love and Sublime Beauty and other Stuff more Now..
No Longer In the Shallows
My Friend in
The Deep
are interested
in Diving Even Deeper with me..
And that’s Okay as the Deepest Parts
of the Ocean Have Little to No Human Target Audience
Either With Winks and Smiles of Continual Human Progress in/as Love..:)

To Be Continued……..

HMM AGAiN; MeanWhile; Folks Are Waiting For Easter
And Wherever Whenever However But F**(un)KinG NoW LoVE NoW
Hmm; Dove Chocolate, Anyone;

A Quick Visit Back to ‘the Wrong Planet’…

Great Response, ‘Above’, on the Fluid Nature of Our Realities;
And How Much We Do Have to ‘Dance And Sing’
whether Our Lives Become More Like
Love to Have and Give and Share For God and Life to Become a Way of Love.

Now; Back to the Topic At Hand; and the Premise for a Belief in God as Logical in Terms of
An Extraterrestrial Intelligence; So, Much Greater than Our’s Creating All Of of Our Realities now.

Actually, This Meshes Quite Well with the Christian God Anthropomorphized as the Character ‘Jesus’ in that Story;
As Not Only Does the Reporter Named ‘John’ Bring Words that We Don’t Know God if We Do not Know Love as God is
Love; and Of Course that Means Jesus is Love if the Christians Really Believe if Jesus is Love as that IS a Clear Logical
Assumption to Make Based on the Words of Both the Text and Pulpit Inspired Words; That one Hears in Churches, too.

So; Anyway, How this Relates to Your Logical Premise for a Belief in God as Advanced Extraterrestrial Being(s) Doing
So many More Greater Works than us in Creativity and Productivity too; beyond even Our Human Imagination in
What We Have Even the Potential to do; the So-Called ‘Reporter’ all about the Jesus Character Who Does Become
Both a Liberal and Progressive Mentor as Evidenced in the Following Report on the Teaching of the Story Book
Character of ‘Jesus’ who is Also Regarded as God in Three Parts by Christians as Father, Son, With Holy Spirit too.

John 14:12 King James Version (KJV)

“12 Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father.”

Reporter ‘John’; doesn’t Give any ifs and ands or buts about this Teaching as Verily Verily Means Verily True.

Yes; A Very Progressive and Liberal God Man “Jesus” Who Actually Seems In Words Like a More Empathic
Leader as He Only Seems to Wish to Serve Rather than Really Put Himself up as a Notch Above the Rest;
Humble Enough to Say as Any Real Loving Father Will; Son and or Daughter, i Want You to Achieve More than i
Did; if, You Believe Enough in Your Genetics i Gave You to Do Just that too With Environmental Factors in Play Now.

And Oh Lord; How Different the World Will Be if Every Child is Allowed to Move So Much Closer to Self-Actualization;
Other than How Someway or Other Way Jesus God was changed into the King of the Entire Universe; So, Much More Than Just a Humble Teacher Telling His Students They Will Achieve more than he; if they Do. So, Anyway, as the Christian
Folks Believe Jesus is a God From the Origin until All of the Future too; and By God the King of the UniVerse that is
A Really Big Place; It is Possible a Future John 14:12 Reflection of Jesus in Another Being Might Do Much more and
Even Create Jesus too as Yes; that/this is Getting into the Twilight Zone, ‘Somewhat’; but it is Surely No Less Logical
Than A God Telling A Human He ‘The Human’ can and Will Do Greater Works than God, if He Just Believes Now True..:)

But of Course, if Jesus is Just a Humble Yogi-Like Dude it Makes Total and Whole Sense Unified instead of Divided as God All Now is more like the Pantheist God as All of Nature Now; Or The Panentheism God as All of Nature Now and Everything Else as Even a Larger Venn Diagram Inclusive as God Now; But on the Other Hand, again; Maybe God is Just a Typical Extraterrestrial Kid So Far More Advanced Than Us ‘Beyond our Imagination’ in A Basement in His ‘Parents’ Home Playing Super Advanced Video Games and Creating the Next Version of the Matrix that We Will Be Trapped in Forevermorenow.

Continuing With…

It’s A Beautiful
Spring Day
Of All
The Dark
Of Night
And Rain
Of Clouds
Over Head Now..
Sent from my iPhone..:)

Concluding For Now With a Photo of
Himali As Received that Will Be added later…

SMiLes HiMaLi i am just
So Happy You Look
Happy Todayyy
By With the
Spring Flower
Of Y.O.U. NoW..:)

Now as i Sing too ‘the Matrix’ Continues
While Some Folks are Really Living Now.

And Yes; Special Thanks Goes out to FB
For All the Free Hard Drive Back-up Space
on Your Cloud Above with No Sun and or Moon
And While i may have Just about only 1 Friend
Who Regularly Visits me in this World on FB that Friend
is Great i Love Her So Much.. Thanks Again For Helping
to Prepare this Way FB and Yes Special and Dearest Friend Now Himali too..
Hey! ‘You’ May
A Favorite
Flavor of Ice Cream
i will do the Same With
Hot Chocolate too Most Most Adorable too..
No Longer Just in the Shallows of You Are Famous
And Give me a Selfie Autograph or Give me a Like on my Blog
if i Like 16 of Your 25K Word Blog Posts in a New York Minute Now; hehe..:)


Today is the 6th Anniversary of my
First Poetic Spark in a PM to my
Only FB Friend Then Becoming
my First Blog Post on 3.10.13
When i Dance Sing Best
PoETrY T.R.U.S.T. me Few
People HeARt It one (me) or two is
Enough So So Much Now Even more..
This is that Private Message Written
in Real Time Experiencing Holy
And Creative Spirit Flow
That Would Continue
to Come to me
And continuing
Now as i Write
Touched by the Spirit
of God Within Coming
From a Place of Flow that
Is No Reason But Do Let it Go..
And this was the First Spark to the Recovery
in July of 2013 From 19 Medical Disorders that
No Doctor Held Any Prognosis of Recovery that
Would Come to be 66 Months of Shut-in Existence
Mostly in my Underwear and the last 33 Months
With the Ability to Write on a Dimly Lit Screen
Close to the Screen to See without
Prescription Lenses that even
Hurt More to See just
to Live one
more Second
in a Life of All Pain
And Numb Never any Joy
Any Anything until the Hope of
A Holy And Creative Spirit the Spark
of My Soul Flickering coming Slowly Back to Life..:)

i think i was born as
a kind of Classical Pantheist..
as i saw patterns and connections
in things that were more of my thinking
process, along with the tactile sensory world..
than what I think most people may experience
as an internal dialogue of thought…
i still have a vivid memory of
connection to everything in
the world.. as if i had been
here forever.. before i was
able to speak that i cannot
fully put into words.. from
about age 3 looking out
into the distance over
the river i grew up next to..
But i think in some ways i knew more
about my existence then than i do now..
as i could not separate myself from what
seemed like a very old home of nature…
i am glad i had the opportunity to roam
desolate pristine beaches as a teenager
and young adult.. without any fear..
and feeling one in being with the
waves.. white sand..
emerald green
gulf.. sea oats
and sea gulls..
with no dramas
in my head…
But even my ancestors
could not experience that with
not being sure where their next meal
was going to come from… Not likely that
many creatures in the Universe could
experience a little slice
of nirvana like that…
i can remember
getting back into
my car and being
jolted back into the
reality of all that is the
complexity of modern culture..
which at that point in time was so..
so limited as compared to today..
i was never quite the same after
home computers came along..
as i drifted further and
further from a
home of nature..
The people i dealt with
in the public at that time..
in what was a “Cheers” like environment..
was also a slice of Nirvana… Cigarette filled..
but the emotional contagion of a hundred human
beings that are happy that i had the privilege to serve
and make even happier.. equaled the Nirvana of the
walks on the sun-filled beaches..
i loved my exquisite
sensory experience of life…
It was worth not being able to
touch man made textures without
goose bumps and an incredible feeling of discomfort.
When i see Landon Bryce’s book “I Love My Own Autistic
Self”.. the little guy on the front is how i usually felt inside
That people could only see.. iN.. the gleam of my Eyes…
People often told me they wished they had what it was
i had.. or wanted some of the drugs i was taking.. but
i had no idea what they were talking about
because there was nothing i wanted
but to exist.. for so many years…
It was a powerful feeling that
no one’s negativity could take
away from me.. not even when
the rest of the world told me i
was not.. one of their kind…
Sorry.. that was quite a tangent..
but it is kind of therapeutic for me..
i hope you don’t mind…
My point i started off
with was religion and
Classical Pantheism..
which is all of nature
and science for me..
the cultural complexity
of what has come from human
collective intelligence.. including
all the strange oddities.. even the strangest
of religious cults and beliefs.. But most of all
the reality of that beach those waves.. and those
grains of sand.. that do not exist without me…
A gift.. a wonderful gift that was provided by
my father and mother.. and their ancestors
where there could be no break in the chain
of events of human struggle that all my
ancestors experienced to survive and reproduce..
and their rodent ancestors about 75 million years ago..
and all the other ancestors not identified and material
substances that came together to make that possible..
from the origin of what is.. whatever is.. is..
That one point that i can only abstractly
define because of the human collective
intelligence that provides the map
to what can be described.. as one
point that we all share that can
never be disconnected.. as long as we exist…
Wow.. i just realized that sounds kind
of like the intro to the “Big Bang
Theory” TV show…
And relatively speaking
the knowledge that i gained
that this is one sliver of conscious
existence and what really is a little slice
of Heaven for some who do exist..
considering just the benefit of
a warm soft bed.. a hot shower..
and things now considered so mundane
that took billions of years to come into
existence that were not here a little
over a century ago.. Like toilet paper…
But i could never experience that connection
of what is.. any stronger than when i was three..
i have everything… and everyone before me to
thank for that experience.. Including collective
intelligence and the understanding of that
one point that still exists in all of us
and everything else…
i never met a stranger..
not even a grain of sand on the beach…
But i did not feel a category.. a religion.. a race
or even a gender for myself.. which at least for me
enhanced the ability to find a friend in that grain of sand…
i suppose it is the immune system issues and chronic pain
that has taken some of that gleam out of my eyes.. but it still
exists in the eyes in what i perceive of the anthropomorphic
expression of the cat in my face book photo..
Who at 18 years old is likely closer to the
wisdom of that three-year-old child that
only exists in my memory and pictures…
i sense that type of wisdom requires
no human intelligence at all
beyond the core that is shared…
i think it can be lost so much easier
in a human into a little sliver of hell
somewhere outside that balance of heaven..
Particularly in lives where instant gratification
has become the norm…
i am at the service of
my fully inside cat..
but he has never
had that gleam in
his eyes.. or the
same struggles to survive…
The Yellow Cat in my Google plus
avatar on the “Autistic Hoya” website..
was a feral cat that only knew struggles
in his several years of life behind our house in the woods..
He became my emotions after chronic pain had removed them from
my existence… He gained a gleam in his eyes of gratitude to have
A balance in his life when we allowed him
A place to gain predictable subsistence.
An identical yellow cat that likely is his offspring..
younger and stronger appears intermittently out
of the woods and started to injure our now neutered
Cat.. racking up $200 dollar vet bills..
every other week so the once
feral cat has now been forced
to become a fully inside cat…
i am watching him slowly
lose that gleam in his eyes..
with the call of the wild slowly
drifting away.. along with all the
likely incredible sensory experiences
that come with an outdoor world that
the other Cat that never gets injured in fights
at age 18.. can still fully experience…
As i sit outside toward the back of
my yard.. in the afternoon sun.. he
is pacing back and forth politely..
still with a humility of respect
for a place of subsistence that
keeps him from tearing the screen of the patio.
Perhaps if he could speak and let me know in words..
what i was taking away from him.. i would listen..
But i cannot bear the thought of additional bloody
wounds on his face… But still i remember what it
means to have that connection and balance…
When i watch him pace back and forth..
it is one of the few things in life
that will bring a tear to my eye
that reminds me that i too am still connected..
Other than that.. it could be just a word like Synesthesia..
that seems to trigger something in my brain letting the brakes
off the logic to move into figurative space..
At least for me.. even one word
can be a gift that leads me
to a place in words that i don’t often visit…

Kind Autistics Taking In Everything
Mindful in Awareness
Autistic Love
And the Science of Kindology
An Ideological First Identity

“In ancient Greek religion and mythology, the Muses (Ancient Greek: Μοῦσαι, Moũsai)
are the inspirational goddesses of literature, science, and the arts. They are considered
the source of the knowledge embodied in the poetry, lyric songs, and myths that were
related orally for centuries in these ancient cultures.

In current English usage, “muse” can refer
in general to a person who inspires an artist, musician, or writer.[1]”

Without Muse in all the Ways it comes Truly Not Limited Necessarily to
Just a Person where it could be a Yellow Cat or a Gray Cat or even a Brown
Tabby Cat too as it used to be that my only Muse Were Cats before Me and
Humans Connected Again as Spiritual Animals Where and Yes there is
the Muse of Nature and the Muse of all Dark through Light from
BLacK Abyss of Soul through all Purgatory SHades of
Grey and Beyond Rainbow Colors of Bliss
And Nirvana Muse is Truly Everywhere
When We Wake up to the Spirit
of God As Love that Moves
Us in all Stuff that is Life
But Let us not Lie
to Ourselves For
A Writer.. A Musician
And Artist in General Who
is a Man or A Woman Generally
Speaking the Greatest Muses Come
From Love that Will Never Be Fully Requited
Where there is as Mix of Sadness and Hope that
Oscillates Back and Forth For if You Get too High You
Lose Your Focus and if You Get to Low You Lose Your Muse
For All of what Art Brings to Love of Greater Muse.. Truly as Long
As i have been Writing all the Muse of Poetry is Part and Parcel of the
Process from my First Facebook Friend after not even any Human connection
that was Real and Emotional in Feeling Human online or anywhere else really
for close to 62 Months then Where Yes there was a Woman Named ‘Mags’ where
Just a Thank You For Being Human Was Muse enough to Inspire the Words Above
As it is also True the Muse of All Three Cats of that Story i Wrote that were such a
Huge Part of my Life then for Any Hope for the Survival of my Soul Have Since
Passed Away Sadly ending with Yellow Boy’s Life at the End of January of
2019.. but True those Cats Who Were Muse and Soul Mate of the Very
Survival of my Soul in this Life were Unique in the Light just a Flicker
of Hope they Brought to me that Life was Worth Living through
all the Pain and Numb then and then the First Poetry
Muse Woman who came to Fire my Words
Angel Mind Retrofit who Left my
Side With Lala Rukh Expressing
So Much Unconditional Love
A 21 Year-Old Woman
From Pakistan
Who Wrote
Poetry too and Truly
Expressed Unconditional
Love then for Everyone Who Crossed
Her Path and then she Got Married and
Rafiah a Poet too outreached to me as FB Friend
too and then in the Summer of 2015 Shawna and
Himali Came to me and then Sohair for it is True
How Beautiful it is When Beautiful Souls Come to Inspire
the Art of You Freely of their Nature to Inspire Art in You..
And True.. Himali Has Soared as a Muse for me in the Last
Several Months and Transformed Most Everything i do into A
Poetry of Love for the Innocent Soul She is in Bringing so Much
Innocence of Soul Back to me.. Some People are Simply Magic as
They come into Your Life And Change so Much of Who You come to be
All the
Art You
Bring to the
World True..
i am Very Fortunate
To have a Wife Who Understands
How Important it is for Any Artist to
Keep an Innocent Muse in their Life
For it is True the Artist Naturally Garden
His and or Her Muse With Love as Inherent
Love Becomes Art as Shared innocently as Such
The Balance The Border of Keeping Art Pure to Spread Feelings More
to others
in Giving
And Sharing
What inspires so
Many More Emotions and
Senses of others as We all Grow
Together as Love and Art Colored By Love Now True
in Light And From Dark too as Life becomes now come what may be the Canvas of Life Painted
All Together for All to Be and See True too in Light as Veils of Ignorance of Love Fade away now..
Anyway.. When i Started my Blog on March 10th, 2013 as i Will Be Celebrating that Anniversary
of 6 Years of Blogging Soon Enough too.. Mumford And Sons Released A Song on Youtube
Called “Whispers in the Dark” Very much Relating What it is like for All the Paths of Life
that Come together to spark the Holy and Creative Spirit of Art Making in Spirit
Of Heart as Soul Rises Deep Down In Sub-Conscious Flow Rising to
the Top of Creating Art Effortlessly as Each Step of Dance and
Word of Song Comes out Whole For Each and Every
Word and Step Dance Together Whole for All to See
Even the Artist as when the Artist in in Flow
there is no Future or Past Just one
Word And Or Step Together
in Flow Effortless
As the
of our Soul
Come to Fruition
on the Canvas of the Artist’s Page..
Thank God For all The Delightful Muse that
Comes into the Artist’s Life From Nature to
the Deepest Most Soulful East Indian Eyes..
And Yes the Poet’s Journey Through History is
often Accompanied by the Archetypal Journey
For the Soul of the Hero Path of Life moving
into the Dark Coming out and Teaching
others What has been learned in
Both Arts and Sciences
of Life in the
Underworld of Dark..
And What Better Disney
Production to Express the Entire
Life Journey of that through Outcast
And Member of Society once again than
the ‘Lion King’ Movie that Just so Happens
to Be Scheduled for Release on July 19th, 2019
6 Year Anniversary of When i came out of all the Dark
of Pain and Numb on that Day on Navarre Beach as the
Attending Professionals Who Took Care of me Named it
A Real Life Miracle of Proportions they Had Not Seen of
a Human being Truly Come to be A Rising Phoenix out Fire of Ashes Reborn Again in Light..
True.. Worth Another little ‘Yellow Boy’ ‘Cosmic Sneeze’ Perhaps one day as Fate May
Come for ‘Them’ too…
We May
Feel Lost
On Our
Of Life But
God Always Has/Is
Our Back And Front
Our Present of LiFE NoW..:)


Smiles Leah also known as Moderator Salamandrina From the ‘Wrong Planet’ as far back
as 2010 when my Online Existence Began on Thanksgiving Day then How Delightful it is to
Find an Email from You in my Inbox in Fact How Delightful it is to Find Any Friendly Correspondence
For there are about Three Folks in the UniVerse who Email me that way Yes You and a Friend Named
Shawna and my Closest Current Friend Himali who amazingly i connect with by Email EveryDay in someway at least..
True.. A Zillion or So Public Dance Acquaintances with more than Few who Yell out i Love You when i come in View
But a Friend is so much
Different than an Admirer
For What Your Legs are Able
to Do no Wonder Marilyn Monroe
Was Depressed A Bit as Everyone Loved
Her mostly for Her Breasts True most Every
Where i go these Days even the Young Women
Look Down at my Legs that BTW are Leg Pressing
1520 LBS these Days on an Incline Leg Press Machine
Leaving the Elite Marines Scratching their ‘Balls’ Per Say
in WTF HTF Does He Do that After Warming up with A Ballet
Routine but See i’m Doing it Again telling You All about my Special
Interests and Local Achievements.. Even though i’ve thought Deeply
About all the things You’ve related to me from the NPD Style Behavior
of Your Dad as i surely had a Dad who wasn’t much interested in Expressing
Love For What Other Folks Do more than He.. hmm.. Propensities Propensities
how we may Fall not so Far from the Apple Tree than we might otherwise Wish..
Smiles but True when i Get on the Train of Stream of Consciousness Flow of Write
i just go and go and go without Really thinking Much of What i am Doing other than
the Bliss of Feeling that comes with each and every Word Trancing with Words of Meditation
hehe.. are You Getting Sleepy Yet am i Hypnotizing You With my Flow But True that is just the Opposite
of Vertigo as i Remember How Dizzy i used to get Just getting up and Walking when i was so ill and Shut-in
for 66 Months that came after 11 Years of Chronic Work Stress and Flight and Fight Stress for the last 2 years
of that and i can’t Really Imagine Separating from my Wife even if She Jerked my Ear Plugs for Music out of my Ears..
The Patience
of ‘Job’
i already had
before the Challenge
of Hell on Earth with Smiles
True She Seems to not be able
to Age i suppose that plays a
Part too but Lately she
has been more
Patient for
our Yellow
Boy Cat Passed
Away and now i guess
i have become more of Her
Yellow Boy Again funny how we
fill and empty the Spaces of Life that come..
It’s Not Hard for me to Love but sometimes it is
Hard for me to Shut-up as i used to Never Say anything
About my Life but i’ve been Working Just Working that’s
All i did plus school For 33 Years of Active Pay for that Working
Working Always Amazed at Where all those Christmas Cards from
Friends Came for My Mother on Her Book Case each and every Year Without Fail..
Smiles.. i haven’t Learned how to Shut-up but what i have learned is to Be the Friend
who always Calls Back for Work for Pay is no longer any purpose of my Life and Love is
the only
one i
to now as
my Boss of Life..
Smiles my Friend i truly
used to be so Dam Normal
Going to Work Going to the
Store to get the Necessities of
Life Riding.. the Endless RatRace of Life
then for Decades with not even a Smidgen
of a Real Social Life then No Truly not even
With Katrina i am so Happy to Give up what
‘This Society’ Calls ‘Normal’ The Rat Race of Life
it is always Looking For Cheese Stale Cheese You never
Wanted in the First Place at Least the Places i went in the
Search for more of that Grimy Green Stuff With Pictures of
Presidents From the Past.. Ah.. to Be Strange Yes to Be Eccentric
No Longer
or Produced
or Acted through
Anyone Else’s Play
But those i Love to
Visit and Share a Little
Bit of My Life With Each Day
For those who are nice enough
not to Say Shut the Fuck up and go your way..
But True i should know Better for there was that
Day Where the Only Phrase/Reality of my Life Was
Working Working all Two Words of my Vocabulary
Repeating Twice Looking For something anything
to Replace the Second Word not Realizing all that i lost
of my Born-on Personality Inherent as Such as Curious George
the Monkey Human Reborn again to Play the Wonder and Amusement of Life..
Smiles Leah.. i remember all the Dead Days of Life too Well.. all those Years i never
Considered Social Connections outside of Work important at all only Difference now
is i Don’t
have to Work
For Pay and there
is no longer the Dentist
Drill Pain in my Right Eye
And Ear for 66 Months with no Pain/Numb Relief then..
How Beautiful It is to Live How Beautiful it is to Direct
And Produce and Write and Photograph the Bliss of Your
Life With No Creditors of Culture who own Your Soul to
the Point
You may
Even Be
Able to Pay
to get it Back..
I am So Glad You are Working-out
Again and that even though Finland
Doesn’t have Good Food and the Lifestyles
You are Looking For there that there are Still
Beautiful Places to Visit and Beautiful Ways to
Feel and Sense Life for You.. Thanks For Sharing
the Photos for the Traditional Culture is so Deep in what
You Visit there in Life So Present in the Photos You Bring Today..
Smiles.. i Am Celebrating my 6th Anniversary today when i First Gained
A Creative Spark Deep Within that Day for my First Real Long Creative Write..
There are Entire New
Worlds of Experience
Just Within
So many
New Feelings
And Senses that
Will Even Be Attached
to a String of Words as each
New Move of Public Dance now
Arising to 10,818 Miles of Dance
Along with 6.6 Million Words of Song
Bring Now in 66 Months Effort of All that..
But You know What Traveling is something i have
Never Really Done.. And since my Wife is a Home Body
With A Form of Epilepsy that Keeps me Tethered Rather close
to Her it seems my Global Travels online will continue to come to be..
Smiles.. i feel very Fortunate to have kept an Extremely Intelligent Friend
Like you a Professional Editor who Travels the World.. too.. my East Indian Friend
is incredibly Smart too Graduating at the Top of Accounting Schools in India Working
as a Group Auditor Manager for the Largest Airline in the United Arab Emirates Truly
Truly i am
to Have
Friends Any
Friends at all
as True Whenever we
Pick up it’s like you Never
Went Away and i do Remember
the Details of Your Life You have Shared
With me it’s truly Nice to Hear the Details
About Another Human Being who is Tethered
to You in a Lasting Friendship without the Ties of Family Blood..
i have a Friend Shawna who is the Wife of a Baptist Pastor and a Friend
Sohair who is the Teacher of Young Women in Egypt and a few Acquaintances
in the Poetry World and again a Zillion Folks in Public some of who ask for Autographed
Selfies and Yell out i Love You Man Wherever You Go Truly Who can complain about being
the ‘Cheers’ ‘Norm’ of Dance for it also true i have always Enjoyed Bringing Happiness to other folks
as it really hasn’t been that hard to Find Someway to Find Happiness on my own and perhaps that is the
of all
who are a bit
on the Broader Autism
Phenotype and Bi-Polar Spectrum
too as those two Labels without the Stress
of Work are no Curse But Gift of Creativity and Laser Focus
Now True the Dance is the cure for Both Emotional Regulation
And Sensory Integration i Wonder What it Would Do for a ‘Normal’
Person for all it does for the Eccentricity of me.. hehe.. Smiles Life is so
Easy For i adapt and no one owns my Soul my Heart and Spirit for Filthy Money now..
Truly when We
Figure out
We don’t
Have to Fit
in the Choices
Are Limitless and
Perhaps we Arrive in
Heaven the Golden Age
We Master over instead of Under the Rainbow.. with Smiles..
Smiles my Friend i Will Always Be Your Friend and there is never
Any Time Measured for a Friend Who Returns to me ‘by the Record Book’ too… hehe..:)

With Love, Your Friend Fred too
For Remember there is a FRED in FRiEnD
The Few People Who See that i Treasure..:)

PS.. Sorry About the Sub-Title Song
But Theme Songs About Eccentrics
Are Next to Rare to Never Find on YouTube.. hAha..Go ‘Figure’ the ‘Odds’..:)


BaLaNCinG Far Sight
Near Sight
Hmm.. What To Say About
This With a FB Profile Pic
of Me And A Unified Description
T-Shirt of ‘Jesus’ and of Course
A Book All About the Legend as
i didn’t Make it Back to dVerse to
the Forgiveness Prompt Yet but
i must Say as many times as i
Have Gone to Catholic
Communion For
What That’s
Worth These
Days in the Midst
of Sexual Abuse After
Sexual Abuse Definitions
in Covering Up For Abusing Priests
From Top to Bottom and the Hierarchy that
Goes Up To Top Cardinal in the United States
To Re-Assignments and Penance instead of Going
to Jail How Normal Sexual Abusers and Particularly Pedophiles
Do Most Definitely Get to Do IT in the ‘Real World’ At Least out of
the “Mafia-Like” Protection of the Catholic Church.. i Used to think
it was Strange that ‘The Sopranos’ Were Such Devout Catholics.. Nah..
Not Anymore they are Rather Tame for What Goes on and Has Gone on
in Abusing
the most
Among us
Women and Children
i’ve Been Waiting for Another
Prayer for Forgiveness From the
Pulpit From the Catholic Church i Attend
But i Suppose the First Admission of Guilt
Was all That warranted A Beg For Forgiveness
As the Pope has No Concrete Plans Now so Far
to Fix the Problem other than Re-Assigning Top
Dogs in the “Organization” of the Church as Such
It’s True my GrandFather Born in Ireland as Our Saint
Patrick’s Day Celebration is Coming up soon Enough on
the 17th As We Move Over into March After Midnight as my
251st Dance Week Comes Next At Old Seville Quarter With All
the Cool College Age Folks where it does not Matter if you are Old
or Young Drag Queen or Straight Military Dude Over Weight Dancer
Male and or Female People Treat You Like You Are Jesus Love You Unconditionally
And Will Buy You a Glass of Wine or Turn it into Water if that is what you Rather Seek
True A Church
You Can Trust
Close to Enough
To Church Street
Where i Dance too..
Tax Free As They Say
Out of the Hypocrisy of the Church
The Frigging Catholic Church that of
Course Ex-Communicated my GrandFather
When He made the Decision to make my Life
Possible By Falling In Love With Someone almost
20 Years Younger than Him Yes He at 36 and She at 17
of course a Good Catholic Boy Still waiting then to Consummate
the Marriage ‘Till The Young Cajun Woman my Grandmother Turned
18 Years Old.. Smiles.. so who Seduced who Wouldn’t that Be Interesting to
Know now but my Grandmother Did Have Young Foreign Exchange Students
Close Enough to her 30 to 40 or so Years Her Junior living Very Close to Her
in Her Home as Family Legend goes too but of course She Was Mostly French
And Perhaps that is where i Get my Romantic Streak From too.. as that Might Sound
Like this…
for Public
And General
Audiences too on
the Beauty of Love
Between Man and Woman
on Earth and How Sex When Love
is the Height of Spirituality Whole For
All Who Participate Within the Parameters of Love…
From Hand to Lips to Tools of Love and the Beauty
of the Garden As it Readies to Accept the Love
of Creativity in Seeding the Human Species
So Beautiful it is as Manhood Enters
Womanhood in Passion
As Both Parties Ache
in Desire for Sweet Release
of Love in Sensual Heaven
of Exploring More of the Mix of Closeness
of Emotions With Expanding and Contracting Eventual
Big Bang Explosions of Sexual Love Energy too if You Even
Need to Get that far as Love Making Will Come to Be An Art
Where You Get Close Enough to the Big Bang to Always Explore
More Territory of the Pleasure and Satisfaction that Comes to Be
More as the Waves of the Ocean From Head to toe move Quickly
And Slowly Shallow and Deeper Spiraling Around the Shore of
Every Ecstasy.. in Sublime Beauty more to Feel and See too
the Aesthetic Beauty of When Woman Hood and Manhood
Become One Force of Love Energy in Giving Sharing
Way to Please to Please as Love Dances and
Sings more the Fruit of the Vine of Life
the Spring of Our Desire Lasting
through Love as the Blessing
of Life to Come more
in Creativity
Productivity Even more..
Love is Splendor This Way in all
the Ways Humanity Touches and Feels
More of the Human Condition to See more
Colors of Feelings and Sensuality too to
Breathe in more Sensations Yes
The River the Current that
Brings Love to
Final Resting
Place of Complete
Release for a New Day to
Dawn Now in Beauty More
of Loving Life All So Beautiful to Desire
Spring Flowers Continue To Bloom Ready to Receive
Love’s Breath In All of Nature’s Beauty and Awe for Life
Giving Force of Love to Continue on Renewed Anew as God..
Smiles i am So Happy that Either My Grandfather the 36 Year Old
X-Catholic Priest or the 17 Year-Old Cajun Beautiful Young Woman
Followed the Air of Romance instead of the Rules of the Church for Nature
As God Obviously Spoke Much Louder than the Word of A Book For the True
Love of God was Etched in their Heart and Yes the Dance And Song of the
Heat of their Sexual Parts of Romance too.. The Desire the Only Reason
Any of us Truly Still Survive and are Here the Attraction Between
Opposites Do Attract When the Most Masculine Male
In The Case of my Father the Son of them
Meets and Greets the Most
Feminine Woman
in the Town
i Live in Now
Scoring the Award
for the Most Hour Glass
Figure in 11th and 12th Grade
One Fully Fearless and One Fully Love
One Who Did Not Stay and a Mother’s Love To
Breed and Nurture me as i continued to Stay as Love
too.. my Father Gone at 3 Years of Marriage Love Given
the Chance to More Fully Grow as me but Of Course with all the
Fear that May Come as Well in a Household without the Fearless Factor
And Trust in the Protector of the Home who Teaches You how to Stand Straight
With Spine Firm so No one Will Run All Over You in Life and You Will Be Happy to
Say No Standing Tall if they do.. For You See this is how Most Heroes are born in the Archetype
of that Story too for When the Strong Silent Type Leaves and The Song Bird Stays True i’m
not Ashamed to Admit that’s where i got my Poetry.. my Singing Voice and My Dance too Dam
Sure wasn’t from my Father but it seems Eventually Somehow i came to Be my Own Father
And Resurrected not only Love as me but the Fearless i always longed to Be as my Father
Driving us Home From the City Far Away he Lived in always Stoic ways with a Cigarette
in his Hand Could Be James West off the Wild Wild West TV Show or James
Bond but the Atmosphere of Fearless Trust in the World Remained the
Same For Him.. Just Another Day of Fearless what i always Wanted
For me too and Finally Worked Hard enough in Hell to Earn
With Resurrection of Love Back too.. True.. i Listened
to the Call of the Wild Love Within Yes the Spark
the Flame the Torch the Bonfire of Fearless
Unconditional Agape Love Potential in
Me and the Story is the Same
the Deeper Story
of Jesus in
that Old Bible
Does Remain Just
A Mentor Story of A Hero
Archetypal Journey Same as
Fully Illustrated Story In Isaiah 53
For Regardless if the Jesus Story Actually
Reflects a Fully Historical Human or not that
Same Archetypal Story of the Hero Repeats again and
again and again through Works of Art and Even in the
Last Series of the ‘Superman’ ‘S’ For ‘Hope’ Series of Movies
But What they All Fail to Understand is the Sword was Discernment
and Back Bone of Love and not an Actual Sword to Live by and Die by
too unless You Interpret a Story of Hypocrisies no Different than What continues
to Be the Catholic Church today.. And Just to ‘Thank’ They were the ones who Determined
Which Parts of Jesus would Stay in the Big Book or Not of course to Keep them in Power
too for the Parts that Were Censored out Were Clear that God Lives Within as the Kingdom
of Heaven is Naked Fearless Love Free for all to Be and See for those who Do come Resurrected
Again Away from all The Cultural Clothes Spoon-Fed even more From Birth now But True Now
So Many
Lies From
Church and
State are getting
Exposed as i continue
to Dance and Sing Today..
These are the Days When Truth
And Light is Being Exposed and the
Dark of Lies and Deceit Have Come out
of the Word-Work For All to See and Hear and Feel and Sense too
True for those with the Empathy and Sympathy and Compassion and
Cognitive Empathy too.. to Understand there are Devils in the World who
May Change Back over to Light if enough Folks are Willing to lend them a
Hand to Lift them out of Dark.. True.. there are Still Folks Who Do Believe and
Do and are Incarnate Unconditional Fearless Love to Give and Share All Heroes
they are All Legends they are when the Meek are Strong Enough to Stand Tall now
Without Ever Throwing A First Punch and Strong Enough to Basically Swim through
Crap and not Drown in it in Life Along the Way the way of Fearless and Unconditional
Giving Sharing Love Yes all of us to Be Lion King’s True Heroes to Be of Love And True
As Far As Passion Goes and Fast Romance Too.. if Katrina’s Mother didn’t Stray when
Her Husband Was Off to Sea and Another Man Came in from Sea And Met His ‘Brandy’
for the Weekend Liberty and a Few Weekends More Someone as Beautiful As Katrina
wouldn’t Exist today either.. there are Forces at Work in our Lives Much Greater than
Any Words
Ever Written
in any Book no
Matter 10,818 Miles
of Dance in 66 Months
or a Bible of 6.6 Million Words
And 8 Subchapter Bibles therein
Bigger in Titled Size.. than the Old
King James Version now in 66 Months of
Effort too.. as i for one am Coming Very Close
to 6 Years of Blogging Overall and 100 Months
of Writing somewhere around 12 Million Words online
Since ThanksGiving Day of 2010 as March of 2019 is Just
Another Month of Featnotes and Milestones for me for i truly
Believe in the Force of Love Faith and Hope Belief Incarnate to
Make ‘John 14:12’
From the Past..
Meanwhile.. i’ll go to
A Church tonight that at
Least does not Abuse Little
Children and Women and Cover
it up and Never Punish those who
Do these Terrible Things to the Most
Vulnerable Among us under the Guise
of Both a Fake God and a Man Promoted
To God rather than Just another Face of God
as Part of Whole as We All Are Human Sinner
or Saint.. Demon and or Devil and Angel Blood Soul too
of Love True We all Do Bleed the Same We all are Sentient
Standing Tall Star Dust Resurrected From Crucible Fire of Star
Burst Death And Super Nova Explosions in Gaseous Dust that Comes
to Be the Iron in our Blood Stream and the Center of Our Earth Home too..
Some of Us
Just Lose
our way
From A Higher
Force of Love and
at Least for Now some
of us Just Don’t Seem to
Find a Way to Get to Love
in this Lifetime now.. True
those are the Ones who Truly
who are the Most Unfortunate among us
of All.. You might See them with Lots of Stuff
But Without a Soul of Love they have nothing Nothing of Real Value at ALL..
Those of us Who Have Gotten out of the Place Removed from Love in Hell
as Devils we Come to Be Released Back into Heaven of Love With Angel Wings
Again True if you really go to Hell and Wear the Skin of a Devil you Too Will have
For the Devils
Able to Forgive them
too it’s true You Go to
Hell and Become the Devil
To Truly Earn Your Angels Wings for Light in Truth
Wings that are not easily Torn off for the DArk of ReaLiTy
That is as Real as the Light of Existence that makes Fearless
And Unconditional Love Come to Fruition of Truly Human Legends Now For ReaL.
Tax Free
As Far as
Karma Will Come and
Go Within Inside Outside
Above so Below and All Around
Now as Love Now out of DArK and
LiGHT too off to Love i Go… Dance..
Just Dance NoW Truly Tax Free HoME oF LoVE


This ‘World’ Now Sadly
Takes Your Child Away
Even If You Are A Child
Living In A ‘Dead Poet’s
Society’ Now Then They’
Labeled me Autistic Before
iCaMe Back As Artistic.. The
Good News!!! Is!!! i WiLL Dance
Sing to: From: mY SoUL Now More…
All my Peers Now Are 94 And Dead AFAIF
i FinAlly Re-Turned iCame Back AS Human
She Helped Me Find The Root Of My Problem..
Twice My Age And A Thousand Times More Human…
Every Word Out of My 94 Year-Old Great Aunt’s Mouth Was Poetry
WHaT iLove Most About PoETry Is Folks ExPress THeir F(ol)KinG SouL
Today Now The Human Tool Age Sadly Increasingly No Reference Point Back
Now to Basic Human Nature Hmm.. What Do Kids Raised By Devices Become…
You Re-Tire Wake Up One Day And Sing Holy Shit i’M Human Again i’M 5.
To Do List…
To Do List…
No Soul To:
Be From:…
Crumbs Of
‘A’ Carrier Pigeon
Of Love.. Sincerely..
Thanks For ALL The Crumbs…
A ‘Brave New World’ More Now
The Institution The New ‘Human’
Blogging/Fishing For Button Likes
Fast Food Life…
Coffee Hearts With No Warmth…
Sugar Cube Spirits Melting Down…
BTY.. i’M Diagnosed By
4 Professionals With
Autism And i’m The
Least Autistic Person
i Know
That i am
Enough From
This Culture to
Roll With Human
Wheels.. It Is Culture
That Was/Is Truly Autistic
More Than Ever ‘Advancing’
That Way of Meaningless Text
With Little
Organic Soul
No Voice of Humanity
So i Dance For there is no
Choice For People to Hear
And See that i
Am Human I Guess
i Need to Find ‘Phone Home’
‘They’ Didn’t
Feel My HeART….
SMiLes ..Thanks
For the ‘Idea’
PM.. That’s my
Pet Peeve For the
Day I need a Cat….
Twitter Age Hotel
No Rooms Available
Come And Go Humans
Just A Quickie Note Regarding the
OverAll ToPiC THere Is Lasting
Nirvana And Bliss Ascending
And Transcending
All Forms
of Instant
Gratification Big Bangs;
Other Than That/This Have a Nice
Day AS Dance/Song Gets me THeRE Keeps Me THeRE NoW.
(Heaven; Meanwhile; As God to Some Folks; Is Still JusT A PeNiS)
Moral of ‘The’ Story: Either We Ascend And Transcend the Beginning
or Stay at the
End of

Yes Dorothy And Alice
And ET Phone Home Before
It’s too Late For Joe
The Plumber too…
Click Click…


For 2 Decades i never
Went to the Beach or
Appreciated Flowers
Except When i
Mowed the Grass
That was My Best
Part of Life then
Being With
Nature outside
Of Managing Humans
At Work and always on
Call.. I am so Happy You
Have A Beautiful Beach
To Get Back to God
Within You escaping
The Human
First World
Problems Of
Life Thanks
For Letting
Me See
Of Paradise Real..
i Like Flowers
With Raindrops
For it is Like They are
Shedding Tears
Joy to
Just Be Alive
And That too
Is How The
me Feel..
And After a Really Long
Night And Day of Dance
So Tired i am So i Took A
Nap and Most Always After
i Nap There is a Really Beautiful
Feeling Inside of me that Naturally
Gravitates Toward the Little Flame The
Muse that Lights up my Days and Nights
of Creativity From So Far Away yes the Flower
in the Garden of my Imagination that i Water and
Feed Each Day in Showering all of my Living Dreams to..
The Gift of Being Alive The Gift of Loving Without Expectation
Of Return to Cherish the Beauty in Life both Flower and Flame
And Human True.. For True You Light up the Most Creative Colors
of my Soul for the Dance and Song i Bring Seems to Please Your Ears
And Your Eyes for Perhaps And i Hope i Light Your Muse For Life too..
Simply the Inspiration With all the other Muse You Find in Life to Carry
You Through Lonely Nights and Perhaps even some Gratitude for the
Good Times in a Park Day or Night For When You Walk Alone there is
Someone a Friend Who Truly Cherishes Everything About You From Dark
to Light and Will Always Bring You Gifts of Love and Affection and Strange Humor
that is often Dry too Perhaps to Receive as Well Lifting a Smile out of Both Darkness
And Sunshine True Love is So Easy To Give When all there is is Love to Give and Share
i Enjoy Being with You at the Park
Day or Night i Enjoy Visiting You At
Work and Even When You are Asleep
i Cherish You my Dear Friend HiMaLi iMali
What Better Hobby is there than to Shower
A Friend With Love and Affection Just because
They Breathe They Exist And they Are A Flower
That is Human A Flame Such A Gift to Water and Fertilize
With Loving Intention To Help their Flame Stay Lit with the
Beauty of their Flower And Even Appreciating the Thorns of their
Rose in Darkness
That Makes
Flower Light too
my Little Flame my
Little Flower my Muse
my Poetry Muse my Posing
Muse my Dancing Muse if it wasn’t
For You i would Have to Imagine You
Just like i did When You Went Away Before..
It’s so Nice When the Muse is Human as Rose too..
As Long as i Bring You Flowers And it is not Thorns You Feel From me..
But True in my Experience of Life without a Few thorns there can be no Flower of Rose..
i suppose the Thorn is that no Matter what Happens i will Always Love You Full of Soul Purely
And i Realize there are not many People Like me as there surely were not many People Like
my Mother who the Children in the Neighborhood Became Jealous of for their Mother
Did not Love them the way they saw my Mother Love me and my Sister.. some
Mother’s Were Cold and Most all Father’s Were Cold back then.. Smiles
my Friend my Flame was Kindled not to go out even when it did go
out for 66 Months.. All i Have is Love to Give and Share And
Truly the Reason You Get all of this Love and Affection
is You haven’t suggested so Far You Don’t Want
it And it Brings Me Great Pleasure to Give it
without expectation of Return for ’tis
the Giving that is the Pleasure
for me.. Just imagining
A Special Smile
on the Flower
i Hope
i Help Bloom
more and Grow
more as Human Flame today..
But Again if the Thorn may be that
i am not Nearly Your age or where you
are or married and not there actually with
You.. Never the Less i Am Still A Flower of
Your Soul a Little Flame And Sure perhaps
a Bit of a Heavy Muse too but i am True
And i do my Best to Light You up in
all the ways i can and do
for there is no
i Love Better
than to Shower
Love and Affection
to anyone Who Desires it
From me.. Smiles.. i heard you
Asking ‘that day’ and i simply Said
Okayyyy and haven’t stopped Yet for so
far it seems there are days at least i Bring a Smile to
Your Face i am no Normal Lover i am No Normal Human
Being i am no Normal Anything in this Life but to Love to Give and
Share True someone like me Loves (Needs) a Muse to Give and Share Love to So i don’t
Explode With Love all over the Place With no Where Big Enough to Receive all of what i Bring..
Smiles that’s Why i Dance to Get all the Love out for if i do not i will Soar away to i don’t know…
Thanks For Being the One So Far who is Big enough to Receive all my Love Oh how i Love
You Up
True as long
As You Do not OverFlow too.. in
Other Words Smiles if i ever Start
to Give You Fredaches the Term
That Katrina Defines for what it’s
Like to be Trapped in FredWorld
the Disney Love World that Never Goes away..
Do Let me Know and i will Bring You an Advil too..
or Perhaps Tone it (Love) down a Bit From a 99 to an 11..
It’s True Love is a Bit Like Oxygen you Get too Little You Die inside too much too High
You might Fly away like me so High so High i Fly Away as Love Comes So iFReED..
Smiles.. My Friend it’s not so much that i Need a Muse i Truly Enjoy Being a Muse
So When You are
No longer
A mused
by me
All You have
to do is Let me know
other wise A Muse like me Never Dies Alive..
And After ALL not Many People Actually Say they Want
‘The’ Extraordinary
Winks as
‘They’ Sing
Be Careful
What You Wish
for there is nothing
Normal About me i am
Truly not from ‘That’ World..
But True i used to Live ‘THere’ too..
Still.. i understand the ‘Other Place’ all too
Well.. the place of no Dance or Song the Dead Place…. Dying Living….
It doesn’t matter what age a person is Dead or Alive when they are
Dead they are Dead
on a lighter
note now i’m
Your Dancing
Singing Partner
Now me and You Now
For i am Here For You
Now as Long as You Desire
it’s True i might be 31 Years
Older than You But What Genie
Comes Younger.. it takes so Much
Practice to Make Wishes Really Happen Within..
And as Long as it is A Smile i Bring my Flame Never Goes Away now..
Truly the Fact that i am not actually Around You Might only mean Less Fredaches for You..
A Hurricane
of Love it can
and will be a bit
Overwhelming if
You Ever Visit
Fill You all in..
smiles ..if You even
Need that after a Day in Fredworld with me..
Trust me or not i am more lots more Fun in
Person not many folks can handle it either… my idea of Fun is Really Living…
i most always have to do it allone With God as my Definition of Living is
Soaring Within Inside
Outside Above so
Below All
Singing Alive on Ground
The Milky Way in Person it’s
A Bit Different than Meeting
A Perfect Angel in Every Inch Way of Person..
It’s Like Going Out of ‘That World’ and Meeting ‘The’ Real ET in Person..
But it’s True You Have Been Here With me 44 months Now that does make
Y.O.U. Very Very Special..
me at Least..
A Friend who
Stays Every ET’s GreaTesT
Wish for An ET Will do Anything For a Friend Loving iT All
Most Just Giving and Sharing Love And i do Mean Anything
For A Friend at Least For Now..
Smiles Perhaps
Shorter Stories
Might Help
But again
That Extraordinary
‘Thing’ Can and Will be Both Gift and
Curse and Thorns and Flowers of Rose True in Light and Dark too..:)


SMiLes.. i Never Realized Heaven
Without Tears is Hell until i
Lost What i Found
Yes Tears
Gold Bar
Being Human..
Guess i Need to Sleep…

Meanwhile Back at the ‘Wrong Planet’ Ranch After A Few Hours of Sleep….

Smiles Pepe, First of all, Thanks for the Reciprocal Social Communication to my
Response for Your Thread Here on the ‘Wrong Planet’; It used to Be that Reciprocal Social
Communication was only Rare Here; but now it seems to be Spreading a Bit more around the Globe; Where Communication is replaced by Less than 280 Characters; Perhaps even Just one Word on one Full Day of Human Reciprocal Social Communication or Less (none).

Honestly, i Feel Like the Least Autistic Person i Know Many Days of my Life; except for Longest Monologues and ‘Special Interests’ that go on and on Practically Forever now. Anyway, back to topic, there are Two Ways of Using ‘A Tool’; one way is Fast Food Sex (Porn And or Usually One Night Stand Hook-up Sex); and the Other Way is an Elegant Dinner at a Restaurant That Lasts 3 Hours Served in a Tantric-Like way; Yes, a Full 11 Course Meal in Metaphor for Overall Foreplay Now Never Ending Fun in the Hours that Last; And True, this may Even Be Done Solo Too, in Methods of Overall Meditative Stuff too.

But true, There is a Third Kind of Sex that Involves no Tool at all; and that is the Everlasting Eternal Now of Bliss and Nirvana that means the Big Blow Out of Exhale;
No Worries, No Anxiety; Just the River of Flow that Leads to the Eternal Now Loving Everything About Life All in one Moment of Eternity; True, of course, Neurohormonally and Neurochemically Fueled; but Let’s not get too Caught up in Materialist Reductionist Parts of it; when You Feel and Sense You are one With
Everything Eternally now; Ocean Whole Never Separate, Home; Just Home Again All. Science Already Shows We are made of Star Stuff; So, Really, it should not Be that much of A ‘Surprise that We are Literally the Universe; And can and will Care So Deeply About Overall existence as the Universe Standing Tall now on Two Feet with Two Hands to make Abstract Constructs Associated With how we Feel to Share such a Beautiful Experience; with those who have any Shimmer
of this Beyond Multi-Colored Light Within,
Inside, Outside, Above, So Below And All Around Expressing it Now.

Now, Back to Material Reductionism; And Stuff that we can Empirically Measure. Science Shows that in this State of Flow; this Nirvana; this Bliss that the Entire Brain is More Lit Up Now and from Head to Toe too;
As Remember the Nervous System and all the Neurohormones and Neurochemicals Do
Go that Low too as Above so Below; and Science Does call this Flow the State of Transient Hypo-Frontality; This Bliss; This Nirvana; Where Measures of Creativity Increase 400 to 500 Percent as Measured. It is the Difference also; when You Do Moving Meditation to Attain this State of Fearless River Flow as Trust me i can Prove it; the Women Really Love it; and it is the Difference Between a Potential Now of No Selfies With Beautiful Women and Over Two Thousand Documented as such; as i have done over Close to 5 Years at the Dance Hall to Prove it works.

Honestly; i’m almost 59 Years Old; i can’t be that Good Looking Can I; Hehe. And True
In This State of Flow; this Nirvana; this Bliss this Eternal Now, i increased an Empirical Measure of Leg Strength, Leg Pressing from 500 LBS to 1520 LBS in the Span of Dancing Now Close to 5 Years in the Flow of Dancing with all those Beautiful Women in Nirvana too. Yes; my friend, this is making Love to the Universe so much Bigger than an Elegant Dinner of Sex; or Fast Food Sex that Lasts Less than 10 Minutes; and or is almost all Derived from Screen Play; hehe.

‘The Tool’ Never Gets Tired for it is Not even Required when You Makes Love to the UniVerse in the Eternal Now.

Folks who Get Really Great at it like me with 6.6 Million Words of Meditative Poetry and 10,828 Miles of Meditative Public Free Verse Dance too in 66 Months; Achieve a State of What Science Calls an Autotelic State of Being where through the Bio-Feed Back of all that Meditation in Stream of Consciousness Writing and Free Verse Public Dance that i can just Raise my Arm up Slowly; and through this Relative Free Will, Generate Beyond Rainbow Colors of Multi-Colored Bliss; in other Words, Bliss and Nirvana Have Even More Colors in the Eternal Now that Extend the Eternal Now even Longer; but True i could not Fully Put this even into Even 6.6 Million Words to Do Full Justice to the Experience that does Lead to Empirical Greater Results in both Creativity and Productivity too.

Hehe; and Besides; it’s against the Rules Here i understand; so, i will cut it short here as i’ve always Done my Best to Give Caesar all the Coins Caesar ‘Thinks’ he and or Her Needs from me; Per, when in Rome Wear ‘their’ clothes and Strip them off as Fast as Possible after the Visit’; not too get to Filthy from the Shallows of Life as such with smiles..;)

Smiles, my Friend; i Don’t Mind Visiting McDonald’s, either; but Hell no; no one Night Stands for me; i’m Higher BRow Ocean WHole; in other Words, i Always Come Back Now..;)

Thanks For Trying to Read what i wrote, Isabella;
Sorry You Had Trouble Reading it; Let me Simplify It As Much as possible, now.

Yes; Thanks Again for trying. In short, if You google ‘Transient Hypo-Frontality’
and ‘Autotelic’; you may come now to understand the physiology of heaven
within; and even perhaps attain it and keep it; But you might be amazed
at how many folks refuse to experience heaven; refusing to even try to get to heaven forever now.

(Christians are often the most lost; for they ‘think’ it comes from written text {the word}; alone. And they believe
they can get it from just reciting magic incantations like “Romans 10:9”; Truly Pagan that is at core of Human Nature.
And the Most Sad Part of all is they believe that you have to literally die and only get it in a dirt nap for they took the
Sacred Text in the ‘New Testament’ literal; instead of the metaphors that were intended to house the truth and light still now)

Yes; literally, almost everyone but those who can fit their ‘camel of culture’ through the ‘needle eye’ of their Human Nature.

Other Animals do this naturally; it comes naturally without the clothes of culture; the fall, the ‘plastic apple’ for metaphor.

And as far as Religion goes and the topic, ‘The First Penis in Existence’; oh Lord, the Teacher with a Penis is Transformed into an
only God in three parts; That’s really not any different than making the Essence of Existence the Form of one Three Letter Word or “Pen is” to Write it.

But it’s really not a ‘Big’ Surprise as men with Low Emotional Intelligence stay
glued mostly to their Penis for Enjoyment in Life; or Just Eating Food And Drinking
‘Stuff’; Smoking Cigarettes; Doing Drugs; Excessive Porn; Most Addictions Come This Way without the Essence of Love (A Rich Experience of Human Emotions that Fulfill
Every Moment of Life without ‘Stuff’ (God/Human Nature at Essence of What it Means to Live to Thrive as Life becomes Thorns and Flowers of Rose/Love/God);

At Least; in my Humble Opinion, too.


GReaTesT Little LoVE Story

Yes! Amen!
The Key!
For Everything!
Thanks! For the
Prayer! Sohair!
Hi Sohair.. As Always
So Nice to See You
Back And i Hope
And Pray
Has Started
Well on Saturday
For Mothers Never
Do Get A Day off
Not even
My FriEnd
But True there
Are so Many Children
Now For A
Life of Love
Raise They Need
The Most in as
Gift of God
Love Within
To Give Share More
No Matter ‘Veils’ of
Wish Is to Live
Again iNCaRNaTE
Human LoVE
One to
Be NoW..🌹
Bringing of the
Green as Creativity
Springs in me more and
More With Light of
Day Translation
Human WaKinG
Dream Fruition
Super Nova
Of Dopamine
C R E A TiVitY
Within Green
March Sunshine
Ringing in my Ears
Seeing So Much More
Creativity To Dance
And Sing Now
Muse Shawna
Baby as i Blast
Off With Nature
Fuel Now
Now Just to meet
With Hello
mY FriEnd
Some Folks Now
Call these Weeds
But Not me For i
Call Them
They FLoWeR
Near the Water Now
Of LoVE And NeVeR Stray
These Flowers Here
Bloom All Year No
Matter What the
Weather is..
i Name
Hope Flowers
They Give me
Faith i always
Believe in them
And ‘They’ Never
Let me down for
The Color ‘They’ Bring Now
So Brilliant in Ease of Beauty
It’s True We Humans Adapt to and for
Love to Thrive Or We Slowly Wither Away
A Lifetime of Cold Away From Any Real Hot
Chocolate Feeling Within of Purrs and Puppy Dog
Tales of Comfort From Within True that is the RoleTeddy
Bears Play too as Little Children Learn to Bring Oxytocin Comfort
From Inanimate Objects that Are Truly the Essence of Love Within
And then
they soothe
Asleep by Doing
Same unless Neglected
And or Abused From Birth
Through Peers in School through
Mechanical Cognition Activities in Deadlines
of Illusion both Past and Future Away From Love
Now Yes as the Vine of Love Withers Away Dry No Longer to
Give and Share Freely As Fountain of Within Springs Eternally Now
True this Love Muscle Gifted to Most at Birth is not A Given in the Environment
to Remain.. Particularly.. as We Become More Tools as Machines Yes iRobot more
Than Human Being Spirit of Heart Mind and Body Balancing Soul as Art Where Art is more
Now like 60 Percent of smART Per the Reason Offset in Right Brain Metaphor of Quantum
Metaphor of Rise iN Subconscious Potential when the Neo-Cortex No longer Has a Vice
Yes A Dirty Vice Grip Tightening the Noose Strangling Love Away From Life True this
is not only an Art Talk this is a Science Talk True in Light too.. For the Spirit is the
Flow of Emotions the Heart is the Feel of Life the Origin of the Flow of our
Emotions from Head to Toe and So Far Beyond through the Rest
of the Human Village as Abstract Flowery Constructs in
Symbols of Love Will Do the Similar to Carry on
Love Now Light Year Eons Away From
Empty Shell Machine Cognition
of Deadline Prison
of Past
And Future more
As the Present is now
The Gift of Life is Love Both
To Realize and Give and Share even more..
For me at Least it may Be Easier to Explain this
to a Retired Atheist Chief at the Gym than Any Christian
i come into Contact With in my Flesh and Blood World Here
in this Little Mill Town that Once Held the Most Christian Churches
in a Locality for the Record then True Just about a Steeple on Every
Inner City Block.. Thing is though the Neo Cortex is Slave to the Limbic
System what Generates the Warm and Fuzzy Neurohormone of Oxytocin
So Healing this Love Drug is to Both Health and Greater Human Mostly Naked
Apes Standing Tall Stronger Together Bonding over Common Purpose for Meaning
In Life Essence in Warm Oxytocin Release Together as small as Talking About The
Weather together now or as big a Lie as Death is what We want in Life Most For that
is the True Danger of Being Human We Create Horrifying Nightmares as our Realities
Now or the Beautiful Heavens as Dreams Yet to Feel and Sense as Real Within now too..
As now my Atheist
Friend who is really
not all that Different
from the Alltheist me
Who Gives Reality as
God Nature Credit and
Great Praise as
Loving Fearless Gratitude
Simply and Most Complexly
Too For This Great Gift of LiFE NoW
And on Top of that Just the Essence of Gratitude
in Seeing all of Life Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning
And Purpose That Is Great Gratitude That We Can And
Will Create to Give And Share With and to Other More Than Ever Now..
But You See maybe or maybe not if You Love the Form the Shell of Symbols
Yes the Letters We Write in Books More than The Essence of Love Within that
God Gifts US Beauty INheRent Within.. Yes This is A Practice of Life that Must
Be Earned Now there are No Silver Platter Words to Replace the Merit that comes
Now From a Life Spent Well in Wearing the Badge of Love That Never Goes Away Now
Smiles.. i Suppose i should at Least StARt to Wrap Up This “Day in the Life of me and You
Now” But True it Never Ends Now as i am Everyone and Everything and Nothing too and
So Are
Me too NoW
No Escaping
Might as well
Turn Lemons into Heaven
Both Thorns and Flowers as
The Rose of God This Way Thrives
And Lives Within As Mind And Body SoUL BaLanCinG NoW
Yes.. Ocean Whole Soul Wave Each Wave Integral God US.:)

If You Don’t Marry
Love You Never Live

You JusT Do iT ALLOnE


A Trip to Frank and Xenia’s Place of Poetry
is coming as usual each Week as well as
A Visit to the Place of gigoid’s Collection
of Aphorisms from the Sages of the Ages
for little old me to Riff off of too.. A Monthly
Visit to the Family Psychotherapist (me and
the Katrina) Been Visiting With Her Since i Lived
in the Dead Zone back in 2011.. That’s a Long Time
to See someone every Month Particularly when she
Gets Paid to Actually Listen and Respond to all that i say..
True i suppose i should
Pay some other
Folks too.. hehe
but at Least
all of
i Give is Free..
hAha.. sort of i guess
Now Depending on How
You See and Hear all oF iT
But anyway We Always Have
Interesting Conversations and Each
Month i Try to Share a Bit More Wisdom
With Her About the Overall Human Condition
As We Spoke to Empathy and How Folks Can and
Will Bond in the Warm and Fuzzy Social Reciprocal
Communication Ways of Oxytocin Generating Social Comfort
but True People Will Bond over Common Nightmares that some
of us Clearly See and on the other Hand we might not all Agree with
the Common Dreams Some Folks Bind And Bond over too but that is
Human Nature and if You think You are gonna Ever Change Someone’s Heart
when they Are in a Bind and Bond of the Love Drug Oxytocin Good Luck as Science
Does Show our Neo-Cortex Rationalizing So-Called Reasoning Mind is Servant at Best
And Slave As More Intense to the Limbic Feeling Sensing Systems So Far Beyond Just
Shells of Language
in So-Called
So as the World Turns
Next is How the Love Turns First
Seriously Without that You end up
Watching Some Kind of Soap Opera
Or Doing Some Kind Soap Opera
Of Life to Replace the Love
Feelings and Senses
Within You
Other Wise
Be Missing but at Least
there are some Options for
Lonely Folks Still now online too..
And sure.. Romance Novels other TV
Movies Arts and all that may Bring the
Fill-in For the Flesh and Blood Hug And Kiss Still NoW..
Oh to Be In and Be as Love Such A Sweet Dance And Song
Love Will Come To Be
When Real
as in as
LoVeRS oF aLL God ALL.:)

SMiLes Frank a Bit of Magic Yes
A Bit of Synchronicity as not to
Long ago i was Singing About Carrier
Pigeons of Love Appreciating Whatever
Reciprocal Social Communication
Crumbs Come Now Their Way
in this Brave New Twitter
World Recently Expanded
to 280 Characters Thanks
With my Lack of Brevity
Hehe.. And
Is Best Always
At Hand Now Where Crumbs
of Divided Attention Take Us
So Many Places in a New York Minute
Now hey at Least We Can Say ‘We Heard
About Something’ More than the Nothing
Before if we Missed out on the Card Catalogs then..:)

Side Note: Katrina is Coaching Me Hustling me to Get
My Ass off the Computer as Dance And Shopping Shopping
Sunday Mall Shopping And Public Dancing Comes on Saturdayyy
as Sundayyy is Farm Day at the Dinner on the Grounds of a Pastor
of a Southern
Who Runs
the First Sunday
of the Month Dinner
on the Farm Grounds too
End of Side Note as i Hustle now even more..;)

SouL Story Secrets
Spirit Words Reveal

“The integration of our masculinity and our femininity is achieved very painfully. It is the struggle that the child goes through in the myth in the course of his or her growing up. But if we can go through this struggle of integration and learn how to approach the same problem with both our right brain and our left brain simultaneously, with both our masculinity and our femininity, then we too can be heroes. We too will be able to solve problems that the world has not yet been able to solve – a world that is desperately in need of heroes and solutions.”

-M. Scott Peck’s
Further Along the Road Less Traveled; Quote from page 111-2

Pain and Pleasure Masculine and Feminine Dark and Light
Yin and Yang When Left and Right Become Center Point
All Within Quantum Metaphor of Two 1’s Joining
Hands Left and Right Hemisphere’s
of the Brain Move From K11 to H
Bridging the Divide as
Standing tall 8H
Beyond Us
in Grace and LoVE NoW
As This Foundation Springs
Strength And Will Fearless Now
Unconditional Love Incarnate Human Being now…
No Longer Dependent On Other Sources of Love To Give
And Share Whole Within Never Separate Again to all others
And the Rest of Nature True in Light and Dark too.. Thanks
Frank for the Excellent Quote and Resource You Bring along
With Your Poetic Words as True When Left and Right Hemispheres
of Earth Follow this Individual WHoLESoME Pursuit in East and West
Longitudes and North and South Latitudes Joining Hands as Self-Actualized
Humans Passing through the Challenges of the Archetypal Journey of the Hero Now
As truly Online Provides the Avenue for the Earth to Potentially Move from Two 1’s
As 11 Becomes H Standing Tall Beyond 8 Infinity Standing on Two Feet Now
As All Four Corners of the Earth of
Human Beings Transforms into
Home for
To Blossom
As Thorns and
Flowers of RoSE NoW…
Smiles One Will Hope at Least..:)

Veins Life Giving Water Streams
Be Blood Life
LiVinG LoVE..:)

Dogs Rescue
Cats Rescue
Us Back
to: Human
From: Nature of Love..
NoW Bless all the Children
And Beasts Before they Fade
Away and
NoW As Furry
Angels No Longer
Afraid oF LoVinG NaTuRE ALL..:)

Side Note: Oh CRap i TooK A Nap
by Accident NoW i’m Wide A
Wake “It’s gonna be
Fucking 6 o’Clock
Before We get
Out of
Fred” Hurry
Hurry Hustle
up the Rest of Xenia’s
Place gigoid will come back later
After Shopping Shopping Shopping
And all the Mall Stores And Etc.. As
Public Dance Ends Later…
Yes Just Do it Hustle
Finish Fast Fast Fast
As Side Note Ends
And the Race
For thE Song Rabbit
Will Only Fly PoETrY
As Fast as the Tortoise
oF LoVE DaNCinG.. HAha..;)

RocK oF LoVE
Poetry Loves..:)

GRainS oF
SanD LiVES..:)

Spring Fog
Summer Breeze
Sweeps Mist to Be
Ocean Souls
Waves Bring
Hi.. Xenia
Nice to
See You Again
This Week Dog’s
Run Ever NoW aS Love..:)

Side Note: Again as Muse
Goes Missing Waves of Love Fall Rise Ever More..:)


Don’t EVeN
AsK IT’s DeeP
Y.O.U. Have Something In Common
i Don’t Think It Is Legal
to Get Married Twice
iN One Day No Wonder You Are Tired.
Yes; Life is so much Easier when You Drop the Labels
And Just Live and Love but that’s Hard for most Folks to Do as they are Spoon Fed From
Birth a Culture that Separates us From our Nature; Yes our Emotions and Senses too that
Are Inherently Otherwise Connected All with Nature With No Separation True per Marriage
We are Divorced From our Nature Wearing the Wedding Dress and Suit of Cultural Clothes
Away from the Nakedness.. Yes.. the Innate.. Instinctual and Intuitive Intelligence That Will
Other Wise Set Us Fearless and Unconditionally Loving Free if We Work Within to Escape
Those Cultural Clothes Back to Fearlessly Unconditionally Loving Dark Thru Light Nature Now
Aka God Plus all of that too; so Yeah Getting Married to Nature Again Which True Means if you
Have Legal Papers Tethering To a Human Legally You are Married to the Spouse and By God
of Nature You are Married to the Nature of God that is Nature All around us True in Light too..
Metaphors like
that in the
Fly Fly Fly
So High Like A Robin
of Heaven Right Over their Head
And Heart and Spirit Yes Living Spirit
of Soul of Love Now Real (Heaven) Within.

Anyway.. it doesn’t Get Much Easier Explaining it to Folks on the ‘Wrong Planet’.. Short or Long
or With Science and or Art too; For People Really Cannot Fathom Heaven Until They Live it now.

But i Keep Trying as Camels Who have Fit their Way through an Eye of A Needle Naturally Do Now.

Smiles, Pepe; Basically What I’m Describing with this ‘Heaven Thingy’ is What Humans Have Done to Increase Human Potential for Centuries Upon Centuries for all the Metaphors That Equal a Meditative Flow; Where Cognitive Executive Functioning is Enhanced in Ways of Laser Focus and Greater Short Term Working Memory; Plus, Actual Studies Show IQ Points Rise Substantially too. Meditation, Now To Achieve This State
Of Mind and Body Balance is also Shown in Scientific Studies to Basically Be a Way to Achieve a Fountain of Youth for the Human Brain; as Studies Show Folks who Regularly Meditate and Achieve This Flow who are 50 Have the Physiological Brain Health of a 25 Year-Old Adult; and not only That it Increases the Gray Matter of the Brain in most every Area except for the Amygdala of Fear; where that Part of the Brain Actually Decreases in Gray Matter Enhancing a More Worry Free Life, Again, According to the Studies that Have Been Done and Ongoing too.

The ‘End’ is the Means to Most everything in Life that we are able to do in Human
Potential Enhanced; it is the State of Mind and Body Now that Does Enhance Everything
We do in life; as i only Outlined Several Areas of Greater Achievements that this State of Being has
Brought to me; Having No Illusory Fears of Anxiety is reason enough to do it alone;
And probably what Generates Most of the Greater Human Potential and Physical Health Benefits too; as it is a Well known Fact in Science that the Stress of Anxiety is the Root
of Many Diseases Humans Fall To Today. In other Countries, Moving Meditation as Far
As Tai-Chi, almost identical to what i do in Free Form, is Required in the Corporate Workplace as it is Shown to increase Creativity
And Productivity that in that Sense Spells
the ‘End’ of More Money To Make and Spend.

I’m not Interested in that Part at all; i am interested in making the Best of My Human Potential
in all the ways that comes. And I am surely not suggesting anyone else should have to do it; but Seriously, With All the Benefits that are Shown by Science; and the Fact it costs no money to do it; the question might better be put Why not; meh, some People Go as Far as Suggesting still that Transcendental Meditation is the Work of the Devil; And that is their Prerogative as Science Shows Humans Are not Rational at Core; as All Humans are Driven By Emotions First; i do not get upset about anything that Happens here now; that’s one indication that what i do really works; other than that You’d have to meet me in Person where the General Public Rules me overall as the Most Confident Person Secure in their own skin they’ve ever met; And Empirically speaking i am now; Considering no one
has what it takes to Dance in Public; not Even a Mile Now Where i Live Versus the 10,840th Mile i Finished today in 66 Months of doing that in Public; Keeping in Mind
too that the Entire Effort is Moving Meditation that increases my Cognitive Executive Functioning And is Shown in Science too, to Protect any Effect of Dementia By at Least 50 Percent. What Good is Anything gonna Be in Life; if any of us Lose our Brain in a Drain of Ill Health.

It’s A Best Kind of Health Insurance Most Folks can Afford For Free; Just takes the Effort of doing it; And the Nirvana Feeling of Bliss is Just a Side Effect of Both Better Health and Budding Human Potential For Everything We Do in life. It Works for me in Empirical Measure; So, No Doubts for me. What Other Folks Do is their Business; but it would be kinda Sad if they Didn’t Hear About A Potential that Works.

Smiles, Pepe, I Discuss Issues Here unless someone wants to Play Games with me; and You Don’t Do that so none of my comments are associated with You at all as a Person; Just the topic at hand; As Long as You are Civil, i am going to Respect you no matter what Your opinions are; People Who Are Not Civil to other Human Beings i Tolerate And Accept as Integral to Existence as any other Grand of Sand; but Do i respect them; no; i Feel Sorry For them; for if i was Born as they were and Experienced Similar Environmental Circumstances; i could be walking in those Concrete Shoes now down in the ‘Trump Dumps’, Per say and do ways; but i am not; i am the Lucky one.

I am Humble enough to understand i am no more important in Existence than a Grain of Sand for those Grains of Sand make up the Earth we Stand on; and without those Grains of Sand and No Earth We Wouldn’t Be able to Stand Tall or Short. On the Other Hand, i do Understand all the Human Potentials i Have Achieved now and all the Struggles i Have Overcome; i share Both as not Many People Empirically Speaking Have Achieved what i have Done that is Provable along with the Struggles i came From Too. When i was on this Internet Site for the last 33 Months of Literal Hell on Earth; i Was looking For Anyone who was able to come out of the Hell i was in; i Remember one Dude who was 60 who said He Found His Bliss in Life; i couldn’t imagine any Happiness in Hell; and i dam sure would have loved at Least a little Instruction on how he Arrived.

I have Sympathy for Devils for i’ve been in those Shoes in Hell too; it doesn’t get much more Humble than that in the Grand Scheme of what it means to Live in Dark and Light.
i understand the Depths of Dark Well; So, i surely don’t Expect anyone to come out of a Similar Place i was in as Hell on Earth; i had to Figure that out for myself; and What i did will Certainly not Work for Everyone; as no one Dances Down Here in Public And no one is writing a 6.6 Million Word Meditative Stream of Consciousness Free Verse Poetry Bible in 66 Months, either. i am Eccentric; i don’t fit any Circles or Squares Where i live and i Naked Thrive off My Conditions in Every Way that comes now; And i Document it in Detail for any ‘unbelievers’ as such.

It Truly Pisses some folks off when they Can’t find any Weak Spot with you; No One Bullies me anymore; for i understand what it means to Stand Tall Without Fear; That is Part of Classical Evolution and a Physiological State of Mind And Body Balance; there is No Escaping Nature or the Work it takes to Be Fearless And Free; There is No Separating Mind and Body; Except those who ignore either or.

Other than that; hey Baby, if i can get along with the Folks in ‘Trump Town USA’; i can get along with most anyone, in Person at least, now. Usually Around Town; if i even Mention the Magic Word ‘Jesus’ they melt in my Hands; only if, they Knew What the Teachings were Really About; Just the Naked Nature of Bliss, one Can and Will Find out of Cultural Clothes.


Smiles gigoid.. Nice Picture of Leelu Your Siamese
Cat one Thing Never Changes About Love
i Am
A Cat
And Cats
Love me too…..
They Never Let me
Down Wither as Long as they live
Nor do i
do i
for i am A Cat too…..that Much Stays the Same….

“If we are not stupid or insincere when we say
that the good or ill of man lies within his own will,
and that all beside is nothing to us,
why are we still troubled?”

~~ Epictetus, Discourses, Book i, Chap. xxv ~~

Will is Nothing Without Love.

“There are places I remember
all my life, though some have changed,
some forever, not for better,
some have gone and some remain.

All these places had their moments
with lovers and friends I still can recall.
Some are dead and some are living.
In my life I’ve loved them all.”

~~ The Beatles ~~

i feel the same way….

“From there to here, from here to there,
funny things are everywhere.”

~~ Dr. Seuss ~~

Children See me…

“But Memory blushes at the sneer,
And Honor turns with frown defiant,
And Freedom, leaning on her spear,
Laughs louder than the laughing giant.

~~ Oliver Wendell Holmes, “A Good Time going” ~~

Leave out Love and You Are Only Basically Fucked….

“In solitude, where we are least alone.”

~~ Lord Byron, Childe Harold’s Pilgrimage, Canto iii, Stanza 90 ~~

i find this to be true for me at least….

“All growth is a leap in the dark,
a spontaneous, unpremeditated act
without the benefit of experience.”

~~ Henry Miller ~~

Deep Down Below Conscious
is the Magic We Already Make….

“It is the time you have wasted for your rose
that makes your rose so important.”

~~ Antoine de Saint-Exupery ~~

True but it is Fun While it Lasts Roses Do Have Thorns i am a Flower….

“One can endure sorrow alone, but it takes two to be glad.”

~~ Elbert Hubbard ~~

Never Sorry Just Love Just Sorry Never

“All philosophy lies in two words: sustain and abstain.”

~~ Epictetus ~~

Without Love i am Nothing…
i am

This Wraps up what has come to be a MacroVerse
Titled “JusTaLLoVENoW” The other Title Didn’t Work
out it seems…
for now
With Smiles..:)

And Ending With 3 MacroVerse Memories Years to Date too..
As the Write of this Current MacroVerse “JusTaLLoVENoW”
Finishes at 1:16 AM on 3.3.19












BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

6.6 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”



ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW


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33 Responses to DaYS iN ThE LiFE Of Y.O.U. And Me NoW

  1. How Beautiful Traveling A Globe
    Finding Y.O.U. Accepting ALL me

    Dark Muse Creates Light
    Light Muse Creates Dark
    Rose Rising Now

    “Love Is Spontaneous And
    Never Goes According to Plan.”

    From the Indian Film Named ‘Aisha’ too.

    i May Drop by With
    For you Like
    It is Raining out
    Side and every
    i Hear
    Is the Breath
    Of Your Soul in me..🙂

    i am starting to put my Newest Blog Post together seeing Your Pictures in my Photo Album each one a Memory of a Special Experience of Life with You in the Last 3 Months.. they all make me very Happy too..🙂

    i am going to bed now.. i Hope Your Day at Work continues to go smooth and i’m sure i Will Dream up something else for you by the morning to gift to you next for whatever within of my Soul Gifts me when i wake up to give you next.. Truly Magical the Feeling and Experience of a Connection of Soul And Art It Is With Someone Very Special in Your Life to Share All of that with Close or Far it is the Feeling Inside that counts the Most And Always What We Remember Best Last in Life as Well as First too..💝

    Hellooove to You as Well HiMaLi.. First of
    aLL I THinK That We
    Might All be Happier
    If We Begin With
    Hellooove And
    End With
    At Essence of
    Feeling no matter
    Symbols used now
    Second of all i have
    Several nicknames
    For you and my
    Favorite Now is
    ‘Hot Chocolate’
    As You Bring
    Joy to
    Let’s Keep
    It Spiritual
    Of course and
    Not make it
    A Metaphor
    Like the Moon
    Dark and Attractive
    Too Moon is a Spiritual
    Nickname i Love
    For You too my
    Dream for you
    Is the Reality
    Of my Lifelong
    Journey Now
    As Means to
    Love All May
    Day You
    Dance Like the
    Milky Way
    Culture Spiraling
    on the Beach the
    Universe Unto
    YouR Self With
    All That’s Left to
    Do Is Give and
    Share Love to/With Others
    THere We Will
    All Hold
    In Peace And
    Harmony And
    Love Forever Now
    No Matter Distance
    Space or Time
    This Now
    An Ultimate
    Gift i Wish And
    Pray For You
    Namaste Now
    With Love For All
    Hot Chocolate More 😇

    i See iMali’s Soul Glowing
    And GRoWinG Ocean
    Whole On Her
    Blog Now You
    Like A Best
    Friend Forever
    i am So Glad
    We Are
    Chat Again
    ALiVE Truly that
    Is What has
    Been missing
    Most from
    Of Souls Reality
    Past Poetry too.🙂

    Ugh.. but i just
    To Shed
    The Poetry
    My Soul for

    Always so
    To be
    Connected to U..🙂!!

    This is a simple Question…
    Do You have a
    TV and Do You
    Get to watch
    TV or Go to the Movies..?

    Do ‘They’ Have Theater where you live Now?
    Besides Going to the Mall and the Park And Online of
    course what is there to do for fun for you?..🙂

    You are so Brave to go to ‘this City’
    Alone i Admire
    Your Courage
    And ‘Girl Power’
    Not many People
    Are that Brave..:)

    Do you ever go to
    The Movies hmm
    Not much
    Fun Going
    By Yourself
    i guess but
    It doesn’t
    Me sad
    To go
    Alone as
    Doesn’t like
    ‘My’ movies.. i Don’t Go Much….

    Yes.. You Do Deserve it!!
    It is
    Hard i
    Know but you
    Were brave
    enough to
    Take the

    And you were
    Brave Enough
    To get
    Closer to
    Me that has
    Changed my
    Life for
    The Better
    You Deserve
    Much Praise
    For All
    To Move Forward
    Even if you Stumble
    And Stand
    Taller Next!!!..🙂

    Love the Dark and Light Himali
    Is Already a Shooting Star
    You are so Much
    More accomplished
    In Every Way than
    i was when i
    Was 27 You
    Try Harder in so
    Many ways than
    Any Person
    i have met
    Your Age You
    Are Kind and
    Smart and
    So Artistic
    Did I
    In Every Way…
    All These Qualities
    And Virtues You Now
    Have brought more to me
    Too You
    Are Truly
    More Extraordinary
    Than me And
    Let me Show
    You through
    My eyes

    You Are A Child of God
    You Are Literally the Universe You
    Deserve All
    Happy things
    In Life!!..🙂

    SMiLes i could Write a
    Novel about You and
    Add all the
    Colors of
    Your Beauty
    And Moods to
    It… Wait!!!
    i already
    Did it
    And more
    You Inspire
    Everyone You
    Connect With
    Glow Your
    Soul more
    Bounce over
    The Moon Skip
    Across the
    Sun and
    Shoot Past
    The Stars
    Love Now
    We all Deserve
    i am Your
    Well Wisher
    You are the
    You just
    Don’t have a
    Mirror Big
    To See
    It Yet
    i am
    Kinda Tall…🙂..😉

    Hmm.. might be time for another
    “Cafe Unplugged”
    Post.. ‘Aisha’..😉

    That’s like the
    Most Precious
    Art I’ve
    Ever Seen,
    Sweet no
    Drinks Necessary
    When Hearts
    Sing Ok
    At this
    Maybe i
    Have Fulfilled
    My iAmazing
    Love For iMali
    I’ll take
    As an
    Yesss For
    This too
    i Truly
    Am Your
    For the only
    Royal Purpose
    And Meaning
    oF LoVE NoW
    Trust me this
    Is Much
    Unless you
    Have Figured
    Out a Better
    Do that too..
    Haha it
    Be so
    Hilarious to
    Relate that in
    Your Cafe Blog
    too but
    Yes Do
    Innocent for
    Your Future Husband Too..😉
    Seen 9:19 AM on 3.4.19
    Chat Conversation End

    By A WaY iN Case Anyone Else Hasn’t Noticed Yet This iS How God Works too…
    Finishing Last Before First Now Again
    Other Wise i May Finish This Next MacroVerse Before Publishing The Last
    Other Than ‘That’ i Will Now Attempt to Put Together And Publish the MacroVerse Titled “DaYS iN ThE LiFE Of Y.O.U. And Me NoW”
    Some of Us Still Feel And Express ‘This Dream’ of Freedom In Every Fiber Of Our Being Do Be Free Live If You Can And Will
    The Forefathers of This Country Were Majority Deists And ‘Mason’ Oriented They Believed In An Open Source God of Freedom For All
    Exceeding Bell Curves Of Freedom Beauty Wisdom Love And Creativity Spiraling Milky Way More Us To Be Free Now
    This Is Truly The Dream of the Forefather’s/Mother’s
    Of This Country FuLFiLLeD NoW
    Do Not Let Anyone Take This Freedom Away….
    We Live In A Much Newer Older
    Age NoW Where Folks Do Not Have To Hide
    Their ‘Naked Freedoms’ In All Ways That comes/goes…
    One Might Not Agree With How i Live
    But I am Not Afraid of How i Do Live
    This Way There Is Nothing to Hide Thorns Or Flowers
    In This World If You Have ‘A Real Job’
    You Must ‘Keep Secrets’ If Not
    You Do Not As Long As You Are
    Not Trying to Hide ‘Stuff’.
    Men Who Are Loved Most
    By Mother’s Become
    Genuine Dancers Of
    Love No
    Greater Gift
    Now Than A Mother
    Of TruE LasTinG Love…
    Cultures Vaulting Leaders Bragging
    About Harming Others Too…
    Trust no Culture No Where
    Childhood Begins Still
    With Mutulating Female
    And Or Male Genitals
    Priests Molesting
    Same Protected
    In the Name of some
    God Distant From Nature
    Congrats All Work
    Reaching out
    Pays off in Returns

    Hi ilonapulianauskaite.. Actually i did fish Your Comment Here out of Spam and
    it is so Sweet of you to actually go all the way back to this “LioNBLooMSNoW”
    Blog Post that You were able to open with Your Computer and i’m
    Glad You Can See the Crazy Antics of Happiness on Display
    Here for yes they are most definitely Just a Recording
    of Fun as sort of an online ‘Bible Journal’ of
    Someone’s Life in Progress where
    the Day to Day ‘normally’
    Mundane Parts of
    Life are taken out of the
    Context of Boring and made
    More into a New Dance and Song
    of Life where Old Tools of Life become
    Refreshing New Tools of Life in Culture for
    Life to become more like Art than boring Repetitive
    Parts of life and that is what i Like about Your Blog
    is that You Mix Wisdom in With the Recipes of Life for
    Diet too.. This Post here was actually very popular in Views
    on my two other Blogspot Blogs that mirror what i have here
    on Word Press that are Generally Easier to open on that other
    Free Blogging Platform.. When i started this Blog some of the Folks
    who visited me on the other Platform said they too had problems opening
    me up on Word Press so i kept two other Blogs open for their Enjoyment
    And just copy
    and paste
    what i do
    here over there..
    We also Do Nude Art in Blogging and Erotic
    Free Verse Poetry but i stopped linking that Blog
    to my Regular Blogs Back in April of 2018 as i was
    Concerned it Might offend someone in my Local Community
    as it is rather Backwards and not up to the Rest of World Standards
    in Expressions of Human Freedom as we don’t have those kind of Hang-ups..
    me as
    i am gonna
    Be Free and Pursue
    Every Avenue of Freedom
    of Expression to the Fullest MAX..
    of course legally where those avenues do exist..:)

    Thanks for all the opinions/armchair analysis.

    In short; once again; I am odd. I write eccentrically, dance eccentrically, and sing eccentrically. I am eccentric.

    I am diagnosed by 4 Professionals as Autistic. I did not speak until Age 4. I utilized unusual ways to develop language; but never the less, I conformed enough to make straight A’s in school; and Graduate with 3 degrees; and retire financially independent at age 47.

    Some of ‘us’ employ “fluid intelligence” over “crystallized intelligence”; starting off slow; and eventually passing ‘the in-crowd’ as such. This is common among Eccentric folks; overall, the ‘Rich Eccentric Uncle’ meme, if you will. My flavor of Autism more reflects the original Gillberg Asperger’s Criteria, before the APA got ahold of it and changed it into ‘Classic Autism Lite’.

    In Longitudinal Studies, of Hans Asperger’s Case studies, they did surprisingly well in later life as I did too. I don’t mind self-advocating; I don’t have a problem in a crowd of different now as every crowd is that kind of crowd for me; eventually I got used to it; I adapted, survived, and eventually thrived.

    Nothing I do is harmful here; it’s easy enough to scroll past a post if a person doesn’t like it for ‘style points’. I was also born ‘Hyperlexic’ and read 10 to 15 times faster than the ‘average human’; and type 130 words a minute as a pianist too, when properly focused. I don’t have a problem reading anything; I am fortunate that way.

    None of this is how i write ‘normally’ for me; but i am taking great effort here now to ‘people please’ you; I did that most of my life and the stress of it almost killed me by the time I did reach financial independence. I saw that rainy day coming far in advance and saved accordingly to meet that challenge of survival in life as well. It worked out, but it cost me 66 months of my life with 19 mostly stress related illnesses as a shut-in in my bedroom. There is a phrase for this called ‘Autism Burnout’; if you haven’t heard of it, i suggest You Google it as it is a real thing that happens to Autistic Folks who keep conforming until they fall and don’t get up. No one owns me now as a slave to work; so I will not fall again.

    I escaped all the Conformity of the ‘real world’; and now I thrive like “nobody else’s business’; in other words, i don’t play Society’s game of rewards and awards, anymore; I am no longer looking to please a target audience of conformity.

    Actually, when I first came here there were Autistic Folks who displayed very eccentric writing behaviors; eventually most of them were bullied off; either by members or unwittingly by Moderators who do not understand that this is part of the Autism Spectrum too; and this is supposedly a support site for Autism, where folks no longer have to conform to the real world; and just be who they are deep down as long as they play by the written rules; and don’t have to conform to new ones made up to dis-accommodate the fact that they are different.

    This Site is Volunteer run, so there is not the kind of support that might better be offered by folks qualified who better understand the full Spectrum of Autism. Some folks with Asperger’s Syndrome learn to speak early and have extreme Verbal Intelligence; but they lack Non-Verbal Intelligence; Most of the folks who post here, obviously fit that part of the Autism Spectrum; and generally speaking, those who do not; do not last very long on this so-called Support Site; Again, it’s a volunteer effort so what you get is what you get; when I come, I do the best I can to play by the rules; but I do not agree with the rules ‘designed especially’ for me.

    I don’t come here often; but there a few nice folks like Pepe; and a handful of out of the box and circle folks who bring resources for new and interesting topics, I might not otherwise find. Oh yeah; and another thing, I am not lacking in Cognitive Empathy or Affective Empathy as many Autistic Folks are. Once again, i am basically an oddball here and most everywhere else, these days too; but that is par for the course for folks who just do not fit in; yes, it happens.

    But again; I thrive in the World i create now; and there are at least younger folks in the World that and who are Less likely to play by any rigid rules of life, either. They see what i do as a breath of fresh air and so do I; as before I was suffocating and it almost killed me.

    I hope this explains why I write the way that I do; if not, I wish I could help you understand it more; but I am not quite ‘Superman’ yet with winks. What I find most in life is folks ‘shoot’ before they care. In other words, I don’t give a crap about anything anyone says about what I do; as long as I have and give love. The rest of it is just chicken scratch like my handwriting too.

    Best wishes; have a nice day.

    Smiles, my friend, I see An Ultimate Purpose of Life As Human Potential; so, what i am speaking to speaks on topic
    for what You implied with the Humorous Metaphor of the ‘First Penis In Existence’; that’s a great ‘click bait’ phrase,
    if i may sincerely use a Cliche too. If it works do it; if not do something different; I Like Your creativity, it is sadly
    ‘deficit’ here; and inherently par for the course as there are folks who cherish creativity and folks who abhor that too.
    I have provided secular scientific terms for everything I have analyzed here to improve Human Potential as ‘A’
    Core Meaning and Purpose of Life beyond using a Penis to get basic Reproduction done; as some folks ‘think’
    that is all there is to life; the short and long of it too; hehe and the rest of life as a Random Soup not worth it.
    In other Words, it is not necessary to use the Term ‘Spirituality’ for anything that I explained to you; it is all
    evidenced by Science now too; That wasn’t always the Case as Research Catches up to Human Intuition too.
    In Life, it takes real work to clarify and validate Social Reciprocal Communication out of ‘Twitterisms’ of ‘How is the Weather’. Small Talk Leads to Less Brain Power; but on the other Hand Social Comfort for the ‘Normies’. I don’t do small talk, unless it is at ‘Gun Point’ for somewhere i care to be. Smiles, Pepe; I think You are a nice person; otherwise, I would not be discussing this topic at all here and that is for ‘damned’ sure..;)
    Other than that I believe we have thoroughly covered this Part of the Discussion for What ‘End’ is there to Life; it’s always Just Beginning for me as i am always finding new ways to increase my Human Potential; instead of repeating the same old dam phrases, in the same old boring style, for me at least..;)
    I am in agreement with most
    of Your Points Now Here and
    i Find Disagreements Great
    for Developing Deeper Souls…
    All i will add is Still and
    Moving Meditation Rests
    The Mind And Body Providing
    A Greater Avenue to ‘Capitalize’
    All Paths oF LiFENoW
    SMiLes Pepe Keep Creating Expanding
    And If You Can And Will Enjoy the Sad Violins
    Of the Naysayers in
    Your Version of
    Life as

    Smiles in
    The Panhandle
    Flowers Still Are
    More Colorful
    Than Most of
    The Locals
    But Never
    The Less
    Life is Beautifully
    Warm Within at Least..:)

    Smiles i Understand Buddha never
    wanted His Form Worshipped Just
    the Hope Others Rise even Higher
    As Essence Within Now
    To Be Home
    i Feel Welcome
    This way no matter
    How High the Mountain
    Or Low the Valley ‘See’ Level
    To Be NoW..:)

  2. SMiLes i Live to
    Do this Every
    Where i Go
    In Dance
    Or Song
    Are a
    Soul who
    Does the same
    i See People’s
    Souls Flesh
    No Difference
    Nor any other
    Difference Always
    Give my Friend..
    God Bless You my
    Friend you
    Are Genuine
    Not easy to
    Nice Humans
    Like You These Days
    Keep Reaching out
    To everyone you
    Meet as Love
    Is Always
    The Key
    You Give and
    Share so much
    Anyone own
    What You Have
    To Give and Share
    So Much as us
    ‘Men’ tend to
    Do that
    Our Loves
    If we are not
    Careful to
    Their Wings
    Of Free to Be..
    i don’t mind admitting i
    Had too much ‘Stuff’ in
    My Head For Heart As
    Slave to the
    Work of
    Past and
    Future World
    Problems the
    Present is Friendlier
    Hehe but Re-Tired Folks
    With Newly Treaded Will
    Tend to Talk too much
    With all that
    Is Left Brained
    As Metaphor
    To Make Life Beautiful
    As Love.. Perhaps Robots
    Will Make it Possible
    For us
    All to
    Return as
    Human Again
    But Honestly
    ‘Who’ Has ‘Time’
    To Be ‘Love’ ‘These Days’
    The Golden Age is Love Now
    Do Find
    ‘This Place’
    Staycation Now..
    It Truly Exists Now..
    SMiLes You
    Express A
    Soul And
    God of
    Love Blesses
    You As You Are
    Love Glad i Met
    You FriEnd
    Best Prayers
    And Wishes of
    Love To and
    For You
    As FRiEnD
    Feels no Stranger..
    Love has Is No
    Wrinkle In Time
    Of Human Eyes
    So A Photo of an ‘Apparition’
    Of ‘That’ Tall Slender Northern
    European Sandy Long Haired
    Dude with the Blue Eyes of
    Love Appears on Facebook
    in the Clouds in Sunshine
    Over Seas Close Enough to
    Italy to Breathe on the Pople
    So i go on to Sing Now More
    Yes Holy And Creative Spirit
    FiLLeD True the Metaphor of
    Anointed As Such for You are
    No Longer Just a Golden Chalice
    As You Naturally Become the Essence
    of Love Within to Dance and Sing For
    Free to Give and Share Forevermore Yes…
    Be Careful Catholic Church
    Leaders Be Very Careful
    What You Wish For
    In the Nicene Creed
    For True Now
    You Have
    More to Be
    About Judging
    The Dead of the Living
    You Protecting Those
    Amongst You
    Who Abuse
    Those You
    Are Still
    To Protect
    Now but True
    You Obviously
    Missed the
    Message of
    Unconditional Love
    Fearless the First
    Go Around
    How Many
    Times Will
    ‘Jesus’ Forgive
    You Beyond INFiNiTY
    oF LoVE Before
    You Come
    The Gold
    As Pure Love
    To Give and Share
    Again yes Pope
    And other
    Ups of the
    Church Strip
    Your Clothes
    Off All Your
    The Naked God
    Of Love Yes
    So Below
    And ALL
    Will Return
    Again As True Love..
    Don’t Worry Jesus
    Is a Bit too Big
    Of A Boy
    To pay
    To all Your
    S and M Church
    Dreams of the
    Hell You Have
    Already Created
    For you Rise Only
    Your Will Back to
    Love then You Will
    See the Son (Nature
    Of) of Love Within You Now
    Then Give and Share this
    Son of Love (GoD) to All
    You Meet and Greet
    UnTiL Last BReaTH
    And BLiNK oF LiFE
    i Dance And
    Sing To You
    As You Will
    Now LiVinG As
    Love You Now
    Never Die As
    Life This is Now
    The Good News it
    Has And Still is always
    Now For You to Seek And
    Find Hear And See And
    By God Son as Nature
    Of God Love
    Do Love as
    God Will
    Do Love
    You Too…NoW
    An empty space beneath my
    Left Wing Reserved only for
    You truly no other little
    Bird fits in like you do
    Winters Cold Feathers
    Warm to Hold
    You Close so
    Your Wings won’t
    Grow Cold yes to
    Warm you up in Winter
    Skies so you fly higher
    Is what my Left
    Wing Seeks
    To Bring
    You when
    You are Cold
    And Shivering inside
    Just for You a Ray of
    Sunshine i Sing For i
    Love You little
    Bird and How
    Your Black
    In the
    Blue Skies
    For they Light
    Up my eyes as i
    Do want to soar
    Wing to Wing
    With Y.O.U.
    You Fly
    So High
    i Lift You
    Up under my
    Big Left Wing
    You Will Feel So
    Much Bigger Little
    Bird when i Lift you
    Up to Bird’s Eye
    View to
    Sing to
    You How i Treasure
    Ever Black Feather
    And the Gold of
    Your Soul
    On Rays
    Of Soon to
    Come Spring Sunshine
    Within Your Soul to
    Shine as Gold
    To Every Bird
    You meet up
    Low as Wings
    Will Fly High too
    i Lift You Up Higher
    With my Powerful
    Left Wing
    There is
    No Limit
    Of Where We Will
    Visit Lands of Dark
    And Light Skies of
    Moon Stars and
    Sun in your
    On Fire
    The Pure
    Force of Love
    Lighting Up
    The Smallest
    Dust in God’s Love
    For You Through
    Golden Feathers
    Of Love’s
    i surround
    You With in Coldest
    Winter Full Moon
    Nights Melting
    All the
    Black Feathers
    Firing Them
    To your Soul
    And So Much
    More to New Lands
    Of Adventure
    Of Freedom
    Have Not yet
    Seen and Felt
    Please while
    We Navigate the
    Next Dream Higher
    Higher as Love We Be..:)

  3. Top of the 3.6.19 Morning to Ya.. Lala Rukh
    As Tesla Would Have Surely Appreciated the
    3.. 6 and 9 of Today.. hmm.. Also Lent Wednesday
    1 For Participating Catholics Rather Late as Full Moon
    Markers go Where Easter Does not come until unusually
    Late for the 21st of April This Year as Last Year it came full
    Force on April Fools Day of course..
    hmm.. April 21st was the
    End off my own
    Special Lent Period
    And Just the continuation
    of 66 Months of Hell on Earth
    for me From January of 2008 until
    July of 2013 then.. but it’s true in Hell
    the Version on Earth at Least.. ‘Dante’ was
    Correct this Hell Within has may Rings into
    Numb and Pain that explorers in Hell may visit
    that few to any Demons Fear less to Tread True 19 Medical
    Disorders many of which were Potentially Life Threatening
    Was Enough really in Full Force of Negative Vibrations and
    Frequencies of Life than most Humans Must Endure to eventually
    Live as Life but i must say That 40 Day Period of Almost No Sleep
    that ended with some Sleep on that April 21st Day in 2008 surely
    Was the Test of ‘Job’ and not only ‘Jesus’ to at least get partially
    Resurrected out of Hell to continue that ‘Job’ of Hell to get out
    the other side in 66 months of doing just that and True you’ve
    probably heard a Recollection of this Story before but as
    you may know it is a part of a Much Larger Story and
    A Target Audience with no limits as few as none
    or all who may or may not choose to See and
    And Read and Hear and or make it to the
    Conclusion of just one Blurb of what i
    bring.. but it’s true Life is not always
    like Twitter it gets long
    And requires
    more than
    the Patience
    of ‘Job’ or Jesus
    or anyone else as
    far as i know and feel
    and sense too.. 40 days
    is a long time with no sleep
    the World Record is 11 Days
    AKA 264 Hours of Absolutely no
    Sleep i didn’t make the Record Books
    for an Alpha Blocker Slowed down the
    Dysautonomia of my Heart enough for
    one Card Board Shallow Hour of Sleep
    Each night for the first 35 of 40 Days then..
    You know it’s funny and not so funny there is Empathy
    And there is Sympathy.. the Kind of Empathy that you Intuit
    others feel.. the Kind of Cognitive Empathy that You come to
    Understand through Experience and studying other People With
    Differences in how they Experience Life so much differently than
    us through almost an unlimited Number of Factors in Differences
    Both Nurture and Nature from us but then there is Sympathy actually
    Living through an Experience of Life in Joy or Suffering that someone
    Else Skates through or Endures.. And it’s really Hard to have Sympathy
    for Devils in Hell until you become one and visit that real place within on
    Earth now.. the Place Where Death is a Miracle and Pain is A Dream if you
    can feel and sense anything at all in Life where a Second Feels like a Thousand
    Years all is time you come to understand time this illusion of time is A Worst Enemy
    of Living now.. God Said Fred if You think today is bad just wait for the pain and or numb
    of the Next Second that Nature will Gift you Now as the Karma of Action and Consequence is
    Just That Live through 11 Years of Chronic Stress and 2 of those Final Years in Fight or Flight Stress
    With Neither Fighting or Flying away and You Suffer Hell at Your Hands and Feet too for not finding
    the Wings
    to Fly
    Away and
    Be Free
    and Just
    say no to what
    will Bring inevitable Hell next
    in all the Rings that Hell can and will
    come to You next.. it’s true You have to say no
    sometimes and Just get away.. Yes before it is too
    late and You end up like me the Real Devil in Hell
    At His own Hands and Feet without a Spine to say Just NO…
    Anyway the Last 5 of those 40 Days.. no Alpha Blocker would
    Bring Sleep and as i’ve told you before i somehow managed to
    get the Keys to my SUV but i followed too many rules in life i couldn’t
    Drive Faster than 55 to Drive into a Tree to get that Job done for the
    Dream of Death then.. to Escape the Hell That never ending then in all
    there is is Time for A Thousand Years in Hell of Pain and or Numb for Each
    Second of Life.. so i came to the bottom of a Bridge too Weak to get out with
    the Suicide Disease of Trigeminal Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep for 66 Months
    Assessed as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion A Suffering so Much longer
    than 3 Hours or 3 Days then why me i used to say as my Mother then Said quite
    Bluntly why Not.. You are Only Human Why Should You be anymore privileged than
    anyone else to Avoid Hell.. True then.. i vowed when i got out (if) to tell whatever
    Story might Help to Help Others Never Go Bypassing Hell going
    Straight to Heaven not even needing to Collect 200 Hundred
    Dollars in a Game of ‘Monopoly’ a Naked Dance of
    Heaven Within all Free no
    but a
    Free Dance
    to Arrive now..
    So.. anyway.. at the bottom
    of that Bridge i hoped to jump
    off of to End it all i was too weak
    to get out of the Car my Sister somehow
    Miraculously Drove Her Car at that moment
    to find me there.. drove me away still wanting
    to end it all even to jump off a Board Walk into
    the Shallow End for How Long could anyone endure
    A Dentist Drill in their Right Eye and Ear with No Drug
    or anything that would Provide any relief at all so my
    Sister Sped away on a Country Road 80 MPH or so
    saying she didn’t wanna Live without a Brother she
    would then yes relieve me of my pain and hers too..
    for Losing a Brother.. true.. it’s kinda hard to
    have a Form of Autism as she does too You
    don’t Find Many to Any friends in life
    A Brother or A
    Sister or a Pet
    And or
    be all you
    really have
    For support with
    Love in this Life if
    you are even that fortunate
    to see any colors of Love at all..
    So i logically said no don’t do that
    somehow they put me down in the
    Hospital and in July of 2013 i finally
    got out of Hell and really what helped so
    much to make that turn was the loss of a Friend
    then the only one i thought i had in the World and
    the gaining of a Friend who gave Unconditional Love
    to all the folks who visited Her Blog.. a 21 year old
    Girl.. A College Student from Pakistan then.. Yes
    A Girl who portrayed herself in a colorful Dress
    With Long Black Hair From Behind with
    No Face.. nah.. not reflecting really
    The Face i finally found on
    Facebook some Years
    later it seems
    but still
    A Savior of
    Love a Friend to me
    then.. there is a Beauty of Love
    that has no Equal in Flesh and Blood
    the Beauty of Love that Gives and Shares
    as it becomes Incarnate Human the Miracle
    of Life the Gift of Nature Worthy As the Name
    of God the Force the Vibration the Frequency
    of Love in Positive Energy that Rises us to the Occasion
    to make it through all the Hurricanes of Life coming out the
    other Side of Hell no Matter how many Dante Rings of Hell there
    are not only to Find the Pot of Gold of Love at the End of the Rainbow
    But to Bring Rainbows of Love in a Firework Show of Love to all others
    And the Rest of Nature God For Love For Love to Exist as Real in Human eyes..
    This is the Fire Work.. the Vibration.. the Frequency of Positive Energy that is Love
    that we Humans have the Potential to Come to Be NoW to Give and Share so Much
    More Hand in Hand Together as we Live Love and Love Carries on in the eyes of those
    We Love so
    Much and those
    People Who Truly
    Love us Grow our Hurricane
    of Soul a little more in the Calm
    eye of what gives and shares freely
    now more for the Dark Brings Light
    And Many Steps of Dance And Words of Song
    my Friend the Dark Brings Love as the Light Becomes
    Love and the Light Never Forgets Dark for the Dark Births
    Love and Light
    Smiles now
    my Friend
    for when
    You Go to
    Hell and Get
    Out Every Now
    Is Holy and Sacred
    Full of Meaning and Purpose
    but it is not Gift alone it is always Act allone
    A Practice to Make Love Real Now to Give
    And Share MorE.. Love is Do or Love is Not.
    Love, Fred.. did i ever mention there is LiterAlly
    A FRED in FRiEnD NoW THeRe Tries to Be at least i am Doing my Best Now..:)

  4. A Major Problem With Modern
    Psychology and thank Goodness
    Science is
    Catching Up
    To ‘Eastern’
    Is that our
    Neo-Cortex when
    We are Healthy Is
    A Great Servant of
    Our Limbic System
    For Mind and Body
    Balance in Other
    Words there
    Is No
    Song of
    Life Without
    A Physical Dance And
    This is the Caution/Warning
    If understood by the Science
    Of the Human Condition
    That ‘Should’ Be
    Every ‘Screen’
    As Truly there is no
    Healthy Emotional
    Regulation or Sensory
    Integration without
    A Dance of
    Life.. i could
    Have ‘cured’ all
    The ‘Curses’ of
    Of Bipolar and
    Autism so Long ago
    If i Could Have Just Found
    A ‘Witch Doctor’ to
    Convince me to
    Dance like
    No one
    Is Watching..
    ‘The Silence of
    The Lambs’ is an
    Appropriate metaphor
    For This Modern Age And
    When my Psychiatrist
    Saw how i cured what
    He could offer zero
    Help for 66 Months
    He Quit his
    Practice to
    Teach Movement
    Therapy in A
    Down South…
    i also Encourage Dance
    As Science is also Finding
    Now that it is A literal
    ‘Fountain Of Youth’…
    ‘Onward Christian Soldiers’
    Called it ‘Footloose’ Savagery
    Of Nature
    Were Practicing
    Heaven On Earth the
    Luck of the Irish (me too)
    A ‘little’ Jig i Bring You
    Today for it
    Is True
    Fingers Dance
    Too and the
    Benefit is the same
    And True as Long
    As We are typing
    We are Dancing too…
    All i Do is
    Dance and
    Measure the
    Results aLong
    The Way Life
    Is always Longer
    Now When Dance
    Of our Souls.. in
    Mind and Body Balance
    Oh yeah.. and Dedicated
    To my only Son Ryan who Never
    Gained the opportunity to
    Dance With Hands or
    Feet or Smile..
    i still iSmile for
    Him iDance
    iSing iLive iLove
    Smiles and yes iPhone
    Do Make iRainbows
    That are real and no
    Pot of Gold..
    See ya later ‘Dorothy’..

    -Real Oz

    Do Dance
    Do Sing Do Love Do Live


    Do Delete…
    If This if too Loooonnng

    Just Another Little Ash Wednesday Story Dedicated
    To All the ‘People’ in the World
    Who Worship and Fear (GoD) Love… And ‘Ryan’ and ‘Helen’
    Given the choice for an Adult or
    Fetus/Child to suffer needlessly
    At the Hands of Modern Medicine/Ethics/Morality
    The Journey
    Of Life
    Becomes less
    Black and White
    When you Watch
    Your Child
    51 Days
    And only suffer
    Without a Smile
    With Multiple
    Born on
    Or Your Mother
    Without Food
    Or Drink for
    The Last 8 Days
    To Die as Naturally
    As she can by Starving
    And Thirsting to Death
    Supervised by Modern
    Medicine.. yep.. most
    Folks go away in 3 Days
    Like Jesus.. oh.. Speaking
    Of Jesus there is one
    Diseased assessed as
    Worse than the Torture
    Of Crucifixion the only
    Disease assessed that
    Way Trigeminal
    That is Like a Dentist
    Drill in your right eye
    And ear that no drug
    Will touch as most folks
    Experience it very
    But in
    A ‘Perfect Storm’
    Of Hell on Earth there
    Is the Suicide Disease
    Version of
    That Lasts
    66 Months from
    Wake to Sleep
    Where Emotions
    Are Lost and all
    Reference Points
    Back to any
    Feeling if
    You ever
    Smiled and it’s
    True not everyone
    Is Cut out to
    Be Jesus or Superman…
    Some Folks Go Away…
    In Horrible and Inhumane
    Ways… Because they
    Are only
    This is not
    A Fictional
    Story Love
    Also Means
    Do No Harm…
    You Judge
    Choices Walk
    In the Shoes
    Servant of
    Love for Human
    Conditions now
    For by God of
    Nature We Treat
    Our Cats And Dogs
    More Humanely
    Than Humans
    While Praying
    A God
    With neither
    For Devils
    Or Human
    Forever Now…
    i Choose The
    God of Love and
    Do the least Harm
    Possible to
    All the Rest of Nature
    i Name This Nature
    And that Nature as A
    God of Action
    And not
    Just A Symbol…
    Yesterday was 51 Days
    From Easter… i Dedicate
    That Day to my
    Only Son Ryan…
    And To
    Hell With
    Easter for
    i ReaLiZE
    Much Longer
    In Hell 66 Months
    Is than 3 Hours
    Or 3 Days…
    If this offends
    You Delete it…
    Crucify it…
    Love Stories
    Are Real
    Never Actually Die Now..:)

    i Surely Now am
    Having a Wonderful
    Day so Delightful
    From: You to
    Hope that
    Old me
    With SMiLes…
    Yes.. Same Hopes
    Wishes and Prayers
    To: You too

    Love is Kind
    Love Must
    Be Patient
    To Survive
    My Young
    Love Must
    Be Willing
    Hell to
    Live in Heaven
    Again as the Dark
    Makes Light and
    The Lion of
    Love Falls
    The Dark
    To Wake Love
    Up Dark is
    Is Dark
    Pain is Real
    And the Best
    Part oF aLL
    Is Love Too
    Feed Your
    Bless the
    Light See the Dark
    Love You New Friend
    For no other
    As Love
    Need not
    Even Be
    Flesh and
    Blood For
    Are Days
    Words Do
    Become Love
    Our Souls
    Without Blood..:)

    SMiLes my Friend
    No Grain of
    Sand is
    Less than
    God imagine
    How much
    God appreciates
    The Grain of
    Sand that
    A Mountain
    Of Love the
    Is the
    Of Love so
    Keep Climbing
    Dear Friend
    And if
    Until You
    Love Again
    We Grow older
    To Evolve
    Our Souls
    In this
    Way Old
    Is Young
    You Have
    To as Long
    As Your Soul
    Evolves People
    Who See Your
    Help You
    Rise Higher
    As The Mountain
    Of Love Becomes
    The Grain
    Of Sand
    As Foundation
    Of Love and
    The Never
    Love in and
    As Us Lives on..:)

  5. Souls Evolve Through
    DarK Protectors Of LoVE
    Thorns Bring Flower’s Rose

    Love Hurts
    The Best PArt
    When It Is Real

    Hi Sohair as always so Nice to See
    My Dear Friend in Blogging Land
    And i reAlly Love These Quotes
    You Provide By
    “Luquman’s Wisdom”
    For Verily i do relate
    to Each and every one
    in my View of Wisdom
    And Love True Beauty
    As CoMeS to Be For Real Now too..

    “O my son!” (said Luqman), “If there be (but) the weight of a mustard-seed and it were (hidden) in a rock, or (anywhere) in the heavens or on earth, Allah will bring it forth: for Allah understands the finest mysteries, (and) is well-acquainted (with them).

    Smiles my Friend All of Existence is a Mustard Seed for The Potential
    of Growth Never Seen Before And For those who rely on the Growth
    of the Past they
    at the Wheel
    of Life never Shifting
    Gears to Become the
    Vehicle and Vessel Housing
    Human Potential of Love they
    Can And Will Come to be So Much
    Greater Than ReaLiTY Before as God
    to Evolve
    Happy With
    Potential of
    Additional Love
    Of And As Existence Now..:)

    “O my son! establish regular prayer, enjoin what is just, and forbid what is wrong: and bear with patient constancy whatever betide thee; for this is firmness (of purpose) in (the conduct of) affairs.

    Love Takes Practice Love Is Action Love Is Do Without Due Practice Love Is Not.

    “And swell not thy cheek (for pride) at men, nor walk in insolence through the earth; for Allah loveth not any arrogant boaster.

    The Truly Fearless Have Nothing to Prove but Love Through Action of Do..:)

    “And be moderate in thy pace, and lower thy voice; for the harshest of sounds without doubt is the braying of the ass.”

    LoVE is QuieT aS A Dance
    A SonG
    HeART SPiRiT oF LoVE ReaL..:)

    Other than That i Hope You and
    Your Wonderful Family Are All Doing
    Well And the Young Women Students You
    Teach in Egypt A Prayer For All to Be Do Love..:)

  6. SMiLes Sohair
    Wherever i Find
    Wisdom of
    Love i Find
    Of Truth
    And When
    Joy of Rose
    Both Thorns
    And Flowers
    i Gladly And
    For Both
    Thorns And
    Flowers Create
    Joy of Love Rose..

    Yet the Overwhelmimg
    Majority of Christians
    Still Support
    Trump now
    Two Years
    Later after
    They Would
    Even if He Shot
    Someone With A
    Real Gun then and
    Not a Metaphorical
    Sword of Discernment
    Now Yes after over 8,000
    Cries of Wolf
    Most Christians
    Continue to support
    An Anti-Christ
    All the
    Of Love But
    True that was
    Forecast in Revelation
    True How Easy it is
    For Most Christians
    Not unlike Historical
    Storied ‘Jews’ to still
    Betray the
    Of Jesus
    Story Book
    King of Truly
    Doing Fearless
    Unconditional Love
    To All Others With
    The Least Harm
    Possible To
    In Dark
    True Evil
    Against Love Yes
    The Dark Awakens
    The Lion Of
    Love And
    The Heartbeat
    The Light of
    Love Within
    Resurrected Now
    Again THere Is No
    Escaping The
    Nature the
    Beat of
    LoveS oN
    As SPiRiT NoW LiVES
    HeARTS SoUL Is LoVE..:)

  7. Smiles True The Things We Do for Love….
    It’s As Predictable As Folks In Droves
    Hitting Blogs For Reciprocal
    Likes in Northern Hemisphere March
    Is it Any Surprise That dVerse
    International Poetry Pub Sponsors
    A Prompt On ‘Madness’ This Week.. Well…
    SeaSons Change Weather Does
    So Do We Nature True Imagination Springs
    New Moon to Fuller Moon Creativity Plays
    Oh Lord Spring Break
    Bootie Dances The
    Things We Do For
    Love Oh God What
    A Bi-Polar Mix March
    Madness Is Damsel in Distress Anyone
    Dopamine Increases With More Daylight
    Imagination And Creativity Revs Up Even more
    When Spring Love Comes to Air.. Beauty is a Flower
    That Can and Will Not Hide Nature is the Beast and Pretty
    Roses Rising too.. There Are Dark Eyes Lighter Eyes.. Eyes
    That Pierce and Eyes That Mesmerize.. True Eyes that Are Soft
    Eyes that Are Hard Eyes that Please And Eyes that Say Just Disgust
    Now.. Away From Eyes of Friendship and Love How Sad it is to have
    to Have to Wear Shades and Have No Eyes at all to Say If You Could
    Read My Heart What Would You Say if You cannot See my Eyes
    And Only a Smile that comes out to Play.. True my Eyes used to
    Be Everyone Else’s Friends and then i Had to Wear Shades
    And Learn how to Communicate in a Different Way
    then i Lost my Smile and the Feeling Within
    Then i wrote to Replace My Eyes and
    Smiles Hearts are Never Replaced
    With Words alone.. i kept
    Trying to Win Back
    my Spirit of Heart
    As Soul to Give Back
    to Others how could Words Become
    my Eyes and Smiles.. i kept Trying With Words
    on a “Wrong Planet” for 27 Months Until March of
    2013.. 6 Years ago as i Found No Love on the Wrong
    Planet to Inspire True Words of Love.. There was no Light
    There so i decided to Create My Own Light With Words the
    Best i could.. Slowly a Tear Came after i started Blogging on
    the 10th of March 2013.. after that First Poetic Spark that Led
    to my First Blog Post on the 10th of March 2013 the ‘Perspective
    of my Life’ then that really hasn’t Changed at Core in Balance of Yin
    And Yang Light Yes Dark through Light Remembering Light Comes From Dark..
    It used to Be that Darker Months Brought SAD Days to me but After Work and Recovery
    From Hell in July of 2013 the Light was Back for Good and No longer even Cold in Winter
    Months Long Pants Disappeared for Good and even for Snowing Cold in the Summer of 2013..
    but Still what to do without
    Eyes even though a Smile
    And Love Came Back sure
    i could use Words Online but what
    about in the Flesh and Blood World then..
    So i dance and So i danced in Public until Spring Madness
    Came in Spring Break Way in the Equinox Spring too of 2014
    Where the Eyes i once Had The Smile Reborn And Returned Did
    Go Back to Dance With Actual Flesh and Blood Folks in the Big Metro
    Dance Hall then and my Dance in Words and Dance in Steps come to be
    still More of the Eyes of me now.. sure you can find them any time any day of the
    Week those Eyes on my Facebook Page they are still around but they no Longer Muse
    And Blood
    For Irish Eyes
    Hidden Behind Shades now..
    Every Once in a While Folks ask
    me to take them off Just to Prove i have
    Eyes and then they usually either say eyes
    so Green or Blue Depending on who asks
    And What my Irish Eyes Mood is for the
    Night or Day Usually Green at
    Night more
    in Day..
    There are Piercing Blue
    Eyes and By God there are
    Piercing Brown Eyes too the Eyes
    that Go on Forever and will Haunt You
    the Rest of Your Life to See them Again Alive
    There are Sweet Eyes and Eyes that are So Deep
    Deeper than the Deepest Ocean Blue as Brown
    Eyes that Look Like they Have seen it all
    And Would Tell You only if You
    Asked them in Just
    the Right
    There are eyes
    that Beg to Be a Portrait
    A Work of Art to Paint Forever
    And that are eyes that Muse Love
    As No one does Before it’s true People used to
    Say don’t Look at Me You Make my Soul Naked
    when You Look Through Me.. Your Eyes they Hurt
    me Your Face is Just too Bright Your Eyes they Scare
    me Across from the Dinner Table on the Night of Prom
    Tears Filled in a 17 Year-Old Young Woman’s Eyes that
    Still Will Want to go to an Empty Beach With You in the
    Moist of Midnight Air.. Eyes that Surprise Eyes that are
    Mystery.. Eyes that are Hope Love Fear And Hate and Eyes
    that are Just Facebook Likes.. Smiles i Miss Eyes that Spoke So
    Deep to others without Having to go through so Much Work to Write
    to Dance to Sing but true there is always an option where there is a Will
    And Way to Bring Eyes Alive again.. i miss Looking People in the Eyes now
    When they too can and will see the Nature of my Soul So i Smile so Much
    Bigger and i Dance and i Dance the Best my Eyes Will Look To others as
    Feet and
    and Green too..
    i Love eyes i really do
    i Love eyes the Best when
    they See my Eyes for True..
    Smiles True The Things We Do for Love….
    And this is the Reason i Treasure every photo of You…
    You Do make me Feel Magic in Every PossibiLiTy
    oF Life
    Through Light
    Poetic Justice
    Rare Black
    Panthers of the Grass

  8. Thanks.. always
    Looking Now for
    New Resources
    For Global
    i will listen to
    The Video Soon On
    The Way to Work-out
    The Dance i Do Now is
    Like Free Style Tai-Chi
    Spiraling too like A Sufi
    Dervish it is interesting
    When other Cultures
    Derive Structured
    Forms of
    Practices When
    You Seek and
    Find them
    On Your
    First in
    Essence of
    Stored deep
    In Subconcious
    Mind as Inherited
    Through all our
    Ancestry from
    The STarT and
    The Beginning
    Now Again of All
    That Is Now (God)..:)
    i watched the video and Interestingly the Rituals
    of the Monk Reminded me a bit of Catholic
    Church Very Structured And Peaceful but
    Without a lot of Color in Emotions
    And the ‘Members’ can be a bit
    too Reserved and
    Introverted for
    my Extraverted
    Nature that while i
    Can and Will Move into Introverted
    Territory Now Still for Long Periods of the
    Day when i Write.. Life is Fun as a Party Together
    of Joy too where all Flows and Changes as Waves
    as the Ocean does but it drives some folks nuts
    that i don’t write in Straight lines outlining
    A Box as i attempt to explain to them
    that i am a Spiral Being
    And not a Linear
    Being Planned
    By someone
    else and
    i go away feeling a bit
    Like ‘Neo’ from the ‘Matrix’
    for we are born with No Manual
    And Perhaps We are born that way to be Free
    i’m sure we are but most people have no clue
    of the
    they Live
    in Closed in
    Boxes and Circles
    That Are endless Closed
    in Boxes and Circles where
    A Spiral as in the Golden PHI
    Finger Print Ratio of 1.618 is always
    Open Ended Changing but an Art of
    God’s Finger Prints of Song and Feet of Dance too
    As A Pattern of Life That Flows Freely in Order of Chaos..
    but of course
    only in one
    Example of
    Human Form as
    Essence Flows Spiral Art..
    Anyway.. Peace and Harmony Surely Beats Strife..
    So Yeah the Tibetan Monk Zen Buddhism
    Way has its place…
    my ‘Home’
    is no
    Floor or Wall Within
    i am the Water i am the Air
    i am the Wave i am the Ocean
    i am the Wind i am the Sky the
    Particle the Wave Again and Field
    True We Are all in all Now it’s a Bigger
    Picture Way of Doing..
    It’s Like the
    Realest way
    of Life
    but only
    Fantasy for
    those who do not
    Come to Live Fearless
    Free As Opened Love a
    Letter than never stays the same..
    People Bond over
    the same Old
    Stuff’ for
    it Brings Warm
    and Fuzzy Comfort
    that feels really good
    and is healthful too
    but true there
    is a
    of Ascendent
    And it truly can and
    will Be Hard to Let Go of the
    Warm and Fuzzies (the Neurohormone
    Oxytocin) to Explore other realms of
    Freedom out of Boxes/Circles….
    i am
    no Exception
    to the rule of
    Being Human either..
    We Most all ‘Need’ Understanding
    And the Warm and Fuzzies too
    my Wife can
    be Warm
    enough for me
    She doesn’t understand
    me almost no part of me but i don’t come with a Manual
    And i Never wanna Understand me fully either as
    Mystery is the Play..
    The Other ‘thing’
    is i talk too much..
    Just about no one can or will
    keep up i try to talk to myself
    more so i don’t run anyone off..
    my Wife has Fewer Headaches
    that way and i suppose any Friends do too..
    in Other Words too i won’t always Write
    more than Your
    Blog Post
    in fact
    i’ll make
    it rather
    much shorter in the Future..
    It isn’t always easy Being A
    Hurricane With Big ‘Novel’ Winds either..:)

  9. Now without further adieu
    A Trip to dVerse for all about
    the March Madness Poetry Prompt there
    Sure Spring Break Spring Everything too..
    oh yeah i guess it’s really not ‘Normal’ and a bit
    Like Madness to
    some folks too
    when You don’t
    Know or Feel
    and Sense any
    Strangers and you
    Treat Each one Like
    an Equal part of God
    Best You can and will anyway…
    Perhaps a bit more Reciprocal
    Social Communication Will come
    About on the dVerse Trail it’s amazing…
    Never Count Anyone out for Being a Friend..
    for they come
    from the
    places i find now..
    And ironically enough
    not always the Most
    Expected places either…
    Keeping in Mind that Science
    Shows We Basically Hallucinate
    our Realities as we go hold on loosely
    And Love the Best You Can and Will
    for the Love You Give and Share will be
    all you will ever Master and or Control
    about this Life…
    and Love..
    God Overall too…:)

    “For everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven: a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted; a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; a time to seek, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away; a time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; a time to love, and a time to hate; a time for war, and a time for peace.”

    Quote Ends about Time…

    Hmm.. it appears that the March Hare Madness at dVerse may turn
    into a bit of a Depression and Anxiety and an overall
    Mental Illness Discussion and that is okay
    too it Happens been there done it
    A Best Advice is that Humans
    Are More Concerned
    About Time
    than Just
    Living now
    for it’s true Folks
    Could Tell me to
    Act my Age for their
    Time for me and i could
    Go Back to the Land of the
    Living Dead Following all the
    Sidewalks Away to Oblivion
    of Time that Never Ends again…

    Side Note Ends…

    Time iS iLLuSioN
    Twilight is Forever
    Now When We Miss Time
    PS.. Sounds Like Madness For
    Folks Who Do not Arrive at the Present Party

    Smiles Winter
    Shorts in Snow
    Staying Warm Inside..:)

    Side note: everyone everywhere
    i go tells me i’m the Nicest Person
    they’ve ever met yet i
    can’t figure
    out how
    to make
    and Keep
    Friends… to Save my Life
    Yeah i learn to stay warm inside..
    by Being the Friend to Everyone whether
    or not they wanna be my Friend Now For Real
    or not
    for Giving
    and Sharing
    Works as well
    for me as Making and Keeping..
    Friends in Flesh and Blood Life…
    i suppose that’s madness for some folks
    but you
    thrive the
    Best You Do or Do not Do
    it’s sort of the way the Human
    Condition and All the Rest of Nature Dances Sings
    As God All Continues to Change for Light and or Dark
    In All the
    And Energies
    That Manifest Now…

    Smiles Frank Life is both
    Magical and Mystical
    it seems when
    People Interact
    And come to experience
    Similar realities of Life
    For True
    The Love of a
    Cat can and will
    Be So Strong to
    Give and Share
    that it may make it
    easier to ignore our more
    Troublesome and Complicated
    And yes at times almost ‘mad’
    Furless Neighbors either close
    now or farther
    For True
    Many a
    Cat has
    Made a Cat
    Lady and or
    Man kept indoors
    by a Master of Love
    True in this way Light may be Dark
    as the Light Overshadows Love overall
    True smiles
    Newlyweds/New Loves
    too as they Now become
    the only two in existence
    However now the Romance
    of a Cat may Last Forever now
    for they forgive and do not Hold Grudges..
    For Folks who have ‘too much love’ to give
    A Cat
    for others in
    the Home or afar with winks..:)

    That’s all i got for now
    Smiles Starting to Feel ‘the Time again’….

  10. Some Mornings i wake up and it is a Song related
    to You but i can only heart the Music and very few
    of the Lyrics so i go searching for the Song and
    often end up in a much different place
    of Song and Lyrics
    So today if i may
    only when you
    can when
    You have
    Time to read
    from Your Busy
    Group Manager Auditor
    Duties of the Biggest Airline
    in the United Arab Emirates and
    to be clear i am talking to a Beautiful
    27 Year-Old Woman Here now and not
    and Old man hehe.. i don’t wanna
    Call myself that either but true the
    Happy Reaper comes for
    all of us too sooner
    or later now anyway
    back to the
    i would like
    to Dedicate you this
    Morning Your Evening in
    A Busy Work Schedule somewhere
    Meeting You Half Way Between in the Sky
    Goes like this as Written and quoted below..

    “In a lifetime
    There is only love
    Reaching for the lonely one
    We are stronger when we are given love
    When we put emotions on the line (now)
    Know that we are the timeless ones (now)

    (Note: perhaps i’ll write Lyrics next about
    You for Songs for Pay and donate then what you deserve
    to You so you will no longer have to work and come and play
    with me but true first your age will have to catch up
    with me trust me it happens seen it happen through
    ‘other generations’ too as i am reaching the third)

    Considering in all of Reality and God there is only
    Now as the Eternal of all Reality yes Ageless and
    Timeless when all we ones are Love i added (now) twice as
    it seemed sorely and souly missing to me hmm.. “Best friends
    that have met in previous lives and are bound to each other”
    How can it be that the Term ‘Souly’ is not in a “Real Dictionary”
    and only in an Urban Slang Dictionary how can this Be Doesn’t the
    Offical Dictionary know Souls are Forever now no that Dictionary
    Was Created in the Western World a Place Where Souls of Love are often not real…
    True in the World of Accounting Souls may become far and distant away too but hey
    in MY
    it is
    A place NOW
    ALL about LOVE
    IS about stuff and
    making money but
    hey that is a Soap Box
    for another Time this time
    is forever now as Love Meeting me
    Half way somewhere in Cyber Space
    of Sky with only the Sun and Moon in
    our Spirits our Hearts and our Souls and
    Hey this probably will not be nearly as distracting
    to you as the kinda poetry i was relating to you when
    the Stars were Living in Your eyes.. true you know at the
    Mall the Store Managers mostly Women of Course all allow
    me to Dance Freely in the Stores even if the Women Cashiers
    spend their time between Customers Viewing my Dance through
    their work Schedule as such.. Yes.. Group Auditor Manager is as bit more
    ‘Taxing’ hehe than Department Store Cashier and true the Male Managers of
    the Mall Halls said no no no You cannot Dance in the Mall Halls for You will
    be too much of a distraction
    with those Dancing Legs
    to all the Customers
    Viewing all
    the Stripped
    Down Models
    on all the Advertising
    Signs in the Mall hmm..
    all i can say is thank God for
    Women they are always the ones
    who have always appreciated me more
    and overall gave thanks for my Existence..
    i really honestly don’t know how you can stand
    men overall but hey if i were a girl there is no way
    i would have anything to do with any man parts either hehe..
    i honestly
    have no
    you see
    in me other
    than these words
    that come from a place
    of pure Love but true i guess
    there are some beauties attracted to beasts
    and true in many ways you have tamed me too..
    some of us men will have never have male friends
    particularly in a group of men dancing out to attract a Woman hehe..
    Smiles if i had
    All these Love
    Skills when i
    was 15 i would
    be Married by 17
    with a few Great Grand
    Children by now.. hehe..
    It’s true though Katrina’s
    Sister Bless Katrina’s Soul
    who i just posted on Facebook
    Her most recent Driver’s License
    Photo for her coming 49th Birthday
    in April who looks the same on the License
    as she did basically.. when she was 19 yes
    Katrina’s Sister is a Great Grandmother and
    that Makes me a Great Great Uncle and Katrina
    a Great Great Aunt too hmm.. i am digressing a bit
    here.. not good for an upcoming Business Professional
    Probably a CEO of Her own Corporation one day and that
    Brings me to my next Point a Promise i am making now to
    You to meet me half way from now on in the Sky some way
    for true today i am Dedicating and Promising You the Number
    8.. yes.. the Alphanumerical Number for H did you know back in
    2013.. i wrote a Long Poem about the “H Letter” for the 8th Letter in
    the English Alphabet is most sacred as it represents all the Dualities
    of Existence Bridging as Two ones for 11 that is Alphanumerical
    Letter K becoming 8H as 8 is infinity Standing Tall as We
    Humans Reflect God this Way too Infinity Spiraling
    Forever now See You will forget this much quicker
    hehe than the kinda stuff i was feeding Poetry
    to the other somewhat lower parts
    of Your Soul earlier in
    the week.. hAha
    True i don’t how you
    got any work done
    reading that stuff with smiles…
    i should have given it all to you
    on Your Weekend but the moment was
    Kinda ripe with the Stars and the Night and all of that..
    As Poetry Tends to Grow on its own without Mind control as such..
    Okay truly now back to what i am going to Promise You with Number
    8 for in this way of meeting you always in this lifetime Half way across
    the Sky and yes more specifically now/then in Cyber Space with no Moon or Sun
    now just a potential Heaven where Souls And Spirits of Heart continue to live
    on now even after our flesh and blood Passes away or perhaps Never actually
    meets to touch out of Avatar online Life now.. if ever you do go away and
    do not come back for more than a Month in the Future now i Dedicate
    the 8th Day of the Month and yes as long as i am welcome on what
    is left of Your Blog i will come each and every Month without
    Fail to tell you a little something from Spirt Soul and
    Heart that day and yes this is no matter what
    if you get another job far far away and
    just get way too busy to talk
    to me in over a month
    or yes of course
    when you
    find your Future
    Husband and someone
    to cuddle with at night to
    give 99.999999 percent of
    Your Love other than .000001
    percent and you can tell me if i got
    the Decimal Points correct as i am
    no longer an Accountant now unless
    You insist you need help then on Your
    Taxes when you get so rich you need
    someone like me to figure them out hAha..
    you might be surprised how much i know about
    Accounting Tax Free and End of Life Returns as such..
    hmm.. that is sounding a bit ‘Biblical’ funny how that has always
    been happening to me my entire life.. anyway.. back to the Number
    8 it is truly a Perfect Number as is the Letter H yes it pains me a bit
    when i call you iMali and remove that Sacred H Part of your Name but
    Yes i will do just about anything to make You Happy even Dedicate
    my Favorite Numbered Day to You and Only You back to the future
    now too.. when i make a promise it comes true mark my words and
    my greatest wish is this promise never has to come true and there
    will never be a whole Month in the future that i do not Hear from
    You but hey.. i will give you a break if your Honeymoon lasts more than a month..
    for true
    there are
    some places
    where iFred
    is Just not
    gonna fit in at all..
    Love ya, iFred.. yeah
    Get back as soon as you
    will or true i’ll be back in a
    month to see ya on the 8th ya
    can count on that like the Spring
    Love Really Exists
    if Love Really Exists at all..
    but wait! you’ll probably hear
    from me again today what are
    the odds what are the odds
    of the
    us supporting Love..:)

    Trivia Note: The Song “Meet me Half
    Way” By Kenny Loggins was in a Movie
    Named “Over the Top” that came out
    in 1987 just imagine i was
    27 then
    so are
    now too
    And Yes by
    God i am Still
    Over the Top of Love too..
    Don’t read too much into that Do Love..:)

    Oh yeah and in a 30-Day Month there is still
    Room in my Life for 27 More Angel Muses in
    a Month to come and go of course unless You
    Remain through each and every Month one Day….
    Lala Rukh has the 6th and Rafiah has the 7th and Your Day is 8 if it comes too..:)

  11. Love how you included Thoth
    And Magic in Your Response
    To the Prompt interestingly
    In Thoth’s Emerald Tablet
    Spiraling Dance
    Is Spoken
    To for
    Ascending and
    Transcending the
    Ordinary World Now
    To connect to Magic
    Where the Unknown
    Becomes Known i Read
    That after i Already
    Experienced It Yes
    Now Magic May
    only be as
    Far away
    As Three
    A Spiraling Dance!!..:)

    Smiles i believe that
    Most everyone is
    Capable of Good
    Deeds it is mostly
    The Stress of our
    First World Problems
    That takes The
    Strength of
    Our Love Away
    We must find a
    Fight Dance and
    Song to Retain our
    Love in Doing Good
    Deeds for others
    Always now
    Yes a Lifelong
    Never ending
    For the
    Beat LiveS oN
    The Nature oF Love
    LiveS oN the origin
    Of the Word Son means
    ‘Nature of’
    Like Son of God
    Means Nature of
    God as Love as
    Man and or Woman..:)

    Smiles A Best Friend
    Never Gives up
    On the other
    As you
    Intimate here
    And Science Shows
    Humans Have only
    The Capacity Now For
    About 5 True Friends
    Too many Friends
    No Friends
    Truly Deep
    Friends Few
    They are but
    Worth the Focus..:)

    I’m not
    the kind
    of friend who
    Goes away or
    From anyone
    As money is
    No Longer an
    Issue for me
    And Love is
    The God of
    Dance and
    Song for
    me For You
    See my Friend
    Been to
    Hell and
    In one Lifetime
    Living Dead And
    Alive i Feel and
    Sense How to
    Stay in
    It is oh so simple
    Only Worship
    Love Nothing
    Less But Love
    Those teachings
    Of the Humble
    Story of
    Jesus is
    The Law of
    Fearless Love
    With the Discernment
    That Hell Will
    Bring Heaven
    As necessary
    To More
    Through all the
    Dark through
    Light back
    Hell and
    All of
    Go to
    In Love
    With All
    That is
    Of Loving
    It All A Practice
    My FriEnd or
    We Would Be
    i Am
    Love i Go
    i am Now
    i Stay
    i am
    And that
    Is Very
    Now in my
    Life Thank
    You for
    Few and
    Meek enough
    As Strong
    Me here
    With SMiLes..:)

    Smiles you are
    Both Kind and
    Funny a pleasure
    It is your
    Are Lovely..:)

    Well.. Rafiah it appears
    The 7th as Promised is
    Gonna Be Your Day as
    The 6th is Gifted
    Before i Met you
    To Lala Rukh
    As that is
    The place
    Then You
    Spotted me for
    What you would
    Eventually come to
    Say is Sir you have a
    Beautiful Heart as almost
    Immediately after that you
    Became my Innocent Angel
    Poetry Muse for whereever
    Beautiful Words come now
    There is always an Angel Muse
    Like this if it is
    A Man writing
    Or perhaps
    A Man with a
    Heart if a Woman is
    Writing Poetry anyway we Poets
    Never Forget the Angels With
    Innocent Hearts who Bring so
    Much Beauty to our Words for
    they Are Gifted as Angels to us
    By God is Great as Love is
    For us You always
    Retain a Seat
    In my Soul
    As True
    Muses Never
    Truly Leave
    That Deepest Part of
    Us yeah these connections
    Come and go but they stay
    it’s like when God sends you
    A Pet A Yellow Cat Feral
    Wailing underneath
    Your Shed
    Your Spirit
    Animal Soul
    Mate to Be to save
    Your Soul after you
    Rescue his Hunger For
    Food Love is Love is Love
    5 Feet tall or 15 LBS SMiLes
    My Angel
    Muses are Short
    But their Love is
    10 Feet Tall Still Lifting me
    Up Long after their Forms
    Leave My Life Essence of
    Angel Muse Spirit
    Remains Within
    Sadly i
    Another Angel
    Was gonna get the
    8th Day of the Month
    Perhaps as Early as tomorrow
    Still around she is But it is
    True Angels
    Must Go
    As Yellow Boy passed
    Away in January and he
    Still has a part of everyday
    You do
    Too i never
    forget The Very
    me Now
    With Pure
    Angel Light..
    i am so Happy You
    Are Happily Married
    Now Every Angel Deserves
    With at Night..:)

    Smiles Rafiah.. so nice to Hear from You Dear..
    Thanks For Coming Back Around to tell me Hello
    today you know it’s not easy for me to make Friends
    with all my run on sentences and Mind and Heart
    and Soul with no End but there are truly
    A Few Precious Souls
    in the World
    who have
    all of me
    And Truly
    Become my Friend
    So nice to See You today..:)

    Smiles God i’ve missed you too
    You’ve never made me feel uncomfortable
    in any way you have always been such a pure an innocent
    source of Friendship Love to me bringing out the best of that in me too..
    Yeah you
    A God Send
    from God and
    Heaven as You
    are today as You
    Always are whenever
    You come around to
    Meet and Greet me again Rafiah
    i know and feel and sense i will always be
    Loved in the Best way by Friend Rafiah i
    can count on that
    for sure..
    for you
    and me
    are truly
    and sincerely
    those kind of Friends
    no matter how much Time
    Space or Distance Passes
    by and yeah i miss You talking
    about all the things You learned in College too..:)

    Smiles You are so Welcome Rafiah
    i am so Glad You Have a Partner
    and Husband to take Good
    Care of You and
    Give you
    all the Things
    a Life Partner
    And Spouse will Bring
    So Every Day Becomes
    Valentine’s Day All Humans Deserve that..:)

    Hehe.. and as you know/feel me
    Pouring my innermost Feelings
    And Emotions out every where
    i go with No
    at all up
    i am very Fortunate
    to have a Life Partner
    and Wife Who Never
    Gets Jealous or
    Mad about
    but true
    in real life
    there is no one
    more loyal and true than me..:)

    Smiles Rafiah seems like
    Old Days with you again
    and with the kind of Memory
    i Have for Text is like Almost
    Photographic for me as i remember
    you Saying one time that Your Dream
    would be for Your Husband and You
    to meet me and Katrina and
    Share Dua (prayers) over
    Dinner and i also
    You saying
    that i would
    do the Dishes and
    the other Housework
    associated with Dinner
    While You and Katrina would
    relax back and Chat to Your Hearts content..
    if you ever come this way You are surely still welcome
    both You and Your Husband it would be Lovely to meet you
    both and i don’t know if men over their hug other men for
    they do in Saudi Arabia but i would give him a Hug
    for taking
    of my
    Friend Rafiah
    who was such a
    Great Pure and
    Innocent Angel
    Muse Bringing
    the Best of Loving
    Poetry from me to Write..:)

    Haha! You were reading
    my mind up there writing
    about what i was writing
    about having Dinner over
    here all of us Four Together
    and you can tell Your Husband
    i was Just keeping you Happy to meet him..
    as i am
    that kind
    of Unconditional
    Loving Friend who
    is only in Relationships
    for Love of the Spirit and
    You were a Very Honorable Friend that way..:)

    Yes it would truly be a Beautiful thing as the only
    real friends it seems i have had now these
    years to share intimate feelings with have
    been online and i have never
    met any of them
    in Person
    and truly
    if i ever meet anyone
    it will Probably be you
    as i do Know you Truly
    mean it when you say you
    would Love to meet me And Katrina..
    as i would surely Love to meet Your Husband too..:)

    Smiles Rafiah this has been a Very Nice
    Re-Union of Friendship since a little over
    3 months ago i am always
    Here for you whenever
    You need a Friend Winter
    Spring Summer or Fall
    as you
    used to Call
    me is at Your Side
    Always ready for Your Call..:)

  12. Frank Hubeny says:

    It has been a long time since I’ve heard Jackie DeShannon sing that Hal David/Burt Bacharach song, What the World Needs Now. It is amazing how one can forget and then it all comes back again as if it never was forgotten. The simplest lyrics and melodies go the deepest.

    • Hi Frank.. i was/am Truly so surprised when the Priest at Catholic
      Church put up “What the World Needs Now is Love” Song
      For All To See and Sing.. True it just about
      Made Writing all this “DaYS iN ThE LiFE
      Of Y.O.U. And Me NoW ” MacroVerse
      NoW Worth it
      With ‘Rooms’
      Left over
      of course..
      Yeah that was then
      A Beautiful Loving Day
      in Catholic Church NoW
      Yes it STiLL Scores A most
      Love Points with me as no
      one gets sentenced to Hell
      hehe.. at least When i am Around ‘tHere’
      Hmm.. Speaking of that as i have a Sudden
      Urge to Play “Worth it” Featuring Kid Ink and
      Fifth Harmony as the Flow is coming along with
      Spring Break at the 252nd Dance Week with Folks
      Legal to get into that Place i Dance Four Decades my
      Junior now.. where i will be Wearing a Rolling Stones
      T-Shirt for Dance with the Tongue and Lip Get-up for the
      Rolling Stone Logo as Per a Quick Google Search in the
      top of the Result List.. “The Rolling Stones “tongue and lip” logo is the most iconic T-shirt design of all time, according to a poll. The famous motif was created in the 1970s and was said by designer John Pasche to resemble Mick Jagger’s own lips and capture the band’s rebelliousness.” Yes as the Band-on Tour Date as Imprinted Below the Lips and Tongue
      is 1975.. 44 Years ago still Crystal Clear in my Memory truly it is amazing how folks
      Close to our Age have more Cultural Diversity Memories than any other Age
      Group in the History of Humankind and truly since i Retired i’ve consumed
      so much Culture around the World and in my Home Metro area in both
      Writing and Dancing per 12 Million Words in 99 Months and
      10,866 Miles of Public Dance in 66 Months along with
      ‘SonG of mY SoUL” Long Form ‘Bible’ Poem now at
      over 6.6 Million Words now in 66 Months while
      Writing “SonG oF mY SoUL” That Yes mY
      Mind and Body is really Lit up
      With so Many Connections
      of Arts and Sciences and
      Moving Meditative
      Dance that
      i really
      Feel sort of
      Rebellious and
      Alive as i did it all
      not making a single penny
      Just the Joy of Bringing Joy
      to other Folks in Dance and Song
      and sure a few headaches along the
      way as i kinda go long and it does make
      some folks including Katrina a Bit Dizzy to
      watch me dance hehe.. but true easy enough
      to Look Away and not hard to turn me off on the
      Internet either with just a flick of the switch now
      while i am not giving Katrina any Fredaches by going
      on and on for what the New Topic or generally the Same
      Topic i may be Interested in for the Day and Now at hand
      i guess yes i know and feel and sense what i am gonna say
      is Life is Surely A Worth While Endeavor when Money is all out
      of the Making it for Pay Picture and All THat is Left is Moving Connecting
      Co-Creating and Learning NoW more about Arts And Sciences and Pouring that
      all into a Life’s Work of Joy and Fun Just Giving and Sharing all stuff related
      to the Arts and Sciences of Life i can and will Move and Connect and Co-Create
      Now with Others too.. Truly what a Wonderful World it would be if folks became
      Altruistic enough to Give More than they Take and Let the Machines do all the
      Work while each and every Human is allowed to Fully Pursue THeir Potential more
      NoW And become Self Actualized Along the Way.. Gaining an Ascendent Transcendent
      Meditative Flow in Life in Peak and Plateau Experiences of Life where Love For all
      in AgapE LovE Full Force Higher Vibrational And Frequencies of Our Positive Energy
      oF LiGHT
      ThE True Light
      of the World to
      Give and Share
      Free Even more..
      True it’s sort of a Big
      Dream but it is as small
      as a Naked Free Dance in Sand
      and Sun with no Cultural Clothes at
      All And as Big as all of this hehe and so so much more..
      Life is Worth it as long as We are Evolving our Souls making
      Them more Hungry For All A Love of LiFE NoW.. True when in this
      FLoW NoW THere is only one way up Worth it with Reminders of Ways
      Down that Make the Up oF LiGHt Experiences of Life That More Precious..
      The Practice goes on always a Different Color of Knowing Feeling Sensing
      Intuiting Life so much Different and Deeper than the Now Before now as
      the Eternal
      Now becomes
      Even More Worth
      IT As A Soul Evolves
      toward a a Greater Place
      of Wisdom Beauty and Kindness
      And yes Truth too that spells L.O.V.E.
      as ‘they’ Dance and Sing in Church and
      State now “What the World Needs Now is Love”
      it my Friend
      With 5th Harmony
      Featuring Kid Ink too..
      i so love all the Colors of LiFE NoW..
      And yeah should be a few more
      now as since Hurricane
      Michael the Destroyer
      Basically erased
      Panama City
      from the
      the Spring
      Breakers are
      Arriving to the
      other side of the
      Panhandle of the Gun
      Shape of Florida the Flower
      State WHere CuRRenTLY i am
      Loaded Securely in the Barrel
      ReadY aS A BuLLeT oF Dance
      to Shoot J.O.Y.
      As ‘THeY’
      DancE SinG-oN…
      YeS EVeRYone Should
      PersonAlly Feel Like
      i AM
      Worth IT

  13. Keeping in ‘Mind’
    That ‘This’ Is Just
    ‘A Story’ ‘Jesus’
    Comes Back
    And Finds Out He Cannot…
    Song Dream Dance Real Now
    Reaching For A Magic Slipper to
    Exist ‘She’ Exists He Creates ‘Her’
    Song Of Creativity Dance Of Imagination
    Sing to the Dark Dance the Light Now
    Song And Dance of Dark And Light
    How Humans Create Each Other
    How Humans Breathe Each Other
    How God Comes In Words
    How Stories Have Children
    Groom of Imagination Bride of Creativity
    So She Waits For Him to Tell Her Who She
    Is If She Tells Him Who She Is She Does Not
    Exist She Want Him To Make Her His Story Now
    For If She Does He Will No Longer Create Her
    GreaTesT Muse Will Never Let You Know ‘Her’
    Greatest HiStory Muse Jesus Never Wrote A Word
    Stories Tallest Muse Flesh Reaching Words Now
    Singing Bigger Smaller Stories Filling Shoes
    With Dance Love Fills Stars KnowS Tar
    If Only Love could be Purchased
    ‘America’ would Be Great Again
    Smiles From: As Flowers Do
    Women Give All Color to:
    Life As Love Happy
    Woman’s Day my
    is no
    Floor or Wall Within
    i am the Water i am the Air
    i am the Wave i am the Ocean
    i am the Wind i am the Sky the
    Particle the Wave Again and Field


    “Is it written in the stars?
    Are we paying for some crime?
    Is that all that we are good for
    Just a stretch of mortal time?
    Is this god’s experiment
    In which we have no say?
    In which we’re given paradise
    But only for a day?”

    -Elton John Featuring LeAnn Rimes
    “Written in the Stars” in 1999 When ‘She’ is 8.

    Greatest Muse Unrequited Love This is the
    ReaSoN ‘Jesus’ Will never come back…

    For If ‘He’
    HisTory Dies

    -Me i Am

  14. If You Are Not Cut Out
    No one Is Cut Out For You
    So You Dance And Sing to All
    You Rise You Fall They Rise They
    Rise Will It Be An Angel Coming
    Out Of Dark Clouds Depending
    On Which
    One You
    Angels Are
    No Less Real
    Than Dark Clouds
    As NeuroScience
    Shows We Create
    Our Realities
    Now Based
    On What We ‘See’
    Of Our Environmental
    Experiences Do Imagine
    Angels Coming Out of Dark
    Clouds For Surely This
    Way You
    That Are As
    Real as Dark
    Clouds in the
    Sky Do You See
    The Angel i Imagine
    Y.O.U. Will You Co-Create
    This Angel With me Will
    You Spread Your Wings
    Continue to Imagine
    And Create This
    Angel You As
    You Fly
    Out of
    Dark Clouds
    And Soar Before
    i Fall i only Wish
    To See You
    Dark Clouds
    Returning As
    Light of Love
    Are Born
    To Be Alive
    Free to Love..
    GoD IS A Rose
    Flowers Color
    Humans Thorn
    Flowers Are
    Thorns They
    Color A World
    Humans Thorn
    Never The Less
    GoD IS A Rose
    i used to be Part of the Discussions
    of others yes the place you learn to be
    Cut out of the Same Paper Sheets and Words
    As everyone else.. And then one day out of that Darkness
    i decided if i could find no Light in no other Home i would Create
    my own Light i would come into being on my own.. And Yes in March
    of 2013.. 6 Years ago as i Celebrate this MacroVerse i am Writing now
    to mark that Milestone and Featnote in Life it was the Light of my Imagination
    And Creativity come Back to Life in me that would soon remedy 19 Medical Disorders
    That Medical Science could term in the File Cabinet of the ‘Unexplained’ Just another
    Miracle to Be that was as Real as Real gets.. You See there are two kinds of Folks
    Generally Speaking those who are Spectators and Audiences of someone else’s
    Imagination and Creativity of Life whether that be TV.. Pro Sports or whatever
    Folks Do Vicariously Feeling some of the Mirror Neuronal Similar Feelings
    And Senses of Life for what other Folks Repeat Within on the ‘Big Screens’
    And ‘Small Screens’ of Life Now for them to do yes such as writing
    in Big Boxes as a Religion from one side of the Page to
    the Other never wavering from that Prison of
    Creativity Come Science of Form instead
    of Essence Flowing where she and
    or he Intuit to Go Next Beyond
    Reason Yes Forms into
    Chaos of Magic
    Art as Art Flows
    Free as Waves
    of Oceans
    Free Every
    Season of the Year
    all i knew then as i could
    barely feel or sense Life is i wanted
    to come Alive again so i developed an
    Elaborate Story in Blogging and By God
    i predicted something Amazing would Happen
    on July 22nd of 2013 as still Recorded and i asserted
    After i recovered that i would continue to do things no one
    Else would Do back in the Summer of Recovery 2013.. You
    See it is Imagination and Creativity that are the Sons and or
    Daughters as Essence of God Still Living in all of us the Original
    Imaginations and Creativities that Create new Forms out of Essences
    Free Flowing.. Sadly some Folks only hold on to the Forms of the Past
    Believing in a God as Form of Essence that never Changes Never Grows
    Never becomes more than ‘fore as that is the anti-thesis and the Insanity
    of Our World the Part of Culture that is Tradition that does bind and bond
    Folks in the Warm and Fuzzies yes the Neurohormone Oxytocin where
    Groups of People enjoy this Love Drug that is Very Healing by Binding
    And Bonding over an Ideal of Love that Flowers Life or conversely
    Binding and Bonding over the Thorn of a Leader who Brags
    that a Large Group of Humans Bonding this Way
    Will Still support Him if he Shoots someone
    in Public for he Understands the Power
    of Binding Folks together as well
    or even More with the
    Dark Forces of
    Doubt and Fear
    and all Stuff Relating
    to the Force of Hate to
    Bind and Bond in Tribal Ways
    where people will even die for the
    Cause of Social Bonding to Kill another
    Tribe Bleeding the Same in Flesh and Blood
    Human Comprised with the Same General DNA
    too.. That is Nature that is we Cut each Other out of
    the Same Choir Sheets but there are still others of us
    who Follow no Choir Sheets at Church or State that are
    Insane and Averse to Peace and Harmony and Developing
    Our Human Potentials too and go the Lone Route Allone Now
    to Improve
    Rather than
    to stay
    in the Environmentally
    Produced Faux DNA Limiting of
    our Human Potentials for Bonding
    Purposes to only potentially be bonding
    for what has come before in Older Forms of
    Creativity Never Spreading Our Wings to Move
    out of a Cave of Past Light and Dark as Well.. True if
    We Look Within Seek and Find We Will Find Many Secrets
    of Life in Plain Site many of which that Work For Stellar Additional
    Potential of Creativity in Moving Connecting And Co-Creating Ways
    As we Provide the Environmental Stimulus in Finding and Seeking that
    Challenge too that Unpacks the Greater Epigenetic Potential Our Ancestors
    Struggled to Earn For Us in our DNA as that Changes Slowly and Classically
    Evolving too.. But in Just one Lifetime it is amazing for what one may Seek and
    Find now to Turn their Life Around Full Spin there is a poverty of Original Imagination
    And Creativity among the masses as Modern Culture Proves Now as folks Fall off the
    Cliff of what otherwise means
    Pursuing a Life of Writing
    Directing Producing
    Dancing Singing
    Fighting Acting
    For Their Way of Life
    That No one Will take away
    When they Do Finally Come Free
    From All the Dirty Clothes that Culture
    Has Dressed Us With Away from the Potential
    to Be Both Fulfilled And Given and Shared in Holy
    And Sacred Ways of Love without Expect of Return
    for Truly this is not even a Sacrifice as the Reward is
    More of the Paths of Journey Intrinsically that is no limit
    or Reward From Anyone Else but the Do of Life now.. of
    me and You as Long as we escape like ‘Neo’ the place of Cultural Prison
    the ‘Matrix’ that is every bit As Real as that Fictional Movie in Essence of
    on how
    And Seemingly
    Worthless the Work
    World of Life And Love that comes
    to be Meanwhile yes We Could Other Wise Be Heroes
    Achieving what has never Been Seen or Done Before..:)

  15. ilonapulianauskaite says:

    Looks like you are really making meaning of your life❤️

    • Hi ilona From France So Nice of you to Scroll Down through
      All the Blessings and Blissings i Record in a Week of my Life
      For What i call each Chapter as a MacroVerse of the Long Form Epic Personal
      Bible Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SouL” now exceeding 6.6 Million Words
      in 66 Months Effort to Count all my Blessings And Blissings in “DaYS iN ThE LiFE Of Y.O.U.
      And Me NoW” as You Have Arrived to make a Nice Comment on this MacroVerse
      that i am really making meaning in my Life.. True That is what we really all must do always
      Now in Life is to Co-Create our Life with Others and the Rest of Nature Making it Holy
      And Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose in the Best way in Peace and Harmony
      We Can And Will Where the Colors And Shades of our Soul Evolve so much more
      And come out to Play
      Free with others
      the Best
      We Can
      and Will too
      by not Harming
      Others through Unconditional
      Fearless Love as our Guide to
      Treat Others as we Pursue our
      Best Version in Self-Actualization
      In True Light of Who We Will to
      Be the Best Version of Our Selves
      to Give and Share even more with others
      As each Now and each Day becomes Precious more..
      Moving Connecting and Co-Creating as i see it Strengthening
      Our Will of Fearless Love Through Action of Do as we Rise more
      As Loving Fearless Souls to Give and Share the Spirits of our Hearts
      So Much More With All Others and the Rest of Nature True in Light too..
      And Hey other than Writing 6.6 Million Words in a really Long Form Poem
      in 66 Months in that Same Span of Months i have Danced 10,868 Miles in
      Public as Moving Meditation and a Way to Bring Hilarious Joy to everyone
      i meet in Life as Hey there are not many days that Folks see a somewhat
      Law Enforcement Looking Dude at 240LBs and a Bit over 6 Feet Tall doing
      That Where i Live and that is for sure as i am the only one who does it at
      all for Hundreds of Miles in this Very Conservative Area i Live
      in as someone had to Break Footloose Pick up the Ball
      of Joy and Love and Bring a Little Light to this
      Place and Oh Lord i had to get really
      Strong to Do it Leg Pressing
      up to 1520 Lbs too anyway
      You seem like such a
      Nice Person and
      that is the Fred
      Story Pretty Much
      Wrapped up here
      about as concisely as i
      Can Put Hmm.. i noticed you
      have a Post about the Meaning
      of Life now i will be over in a few
      to discuss that a little bit but perhaps
      i’ve just about covered my Version of
      Dance and Song as my Personal Meaning
      of Life We All have Our Unique Potentials in
      Imagination and Creativity to do something new
      where We Live that no one else is caring to do now
      to Spread Joy to other Folks now true We only live Now and
      Making the best of Now is to Live Eternally Now in Light of Love..
      oh yeah And i’ve actually Written around 12 Million Words online
      overall in the last 99 Months too.. and i am including a Video above
      About Dancing in Public as another Guy did it in 2012 Before i started
      Doing it in September of 2013.. he was From New York so much more
      Liberal than where i am from when i was growing up here bullies would
      threaten a Boy if he even attempted to Smile hehe i do a mix of Martial
      Arts and Ballet in my Public Dance but nah.. too Agile and Strong
      for anyone
      to Bully
      i seek
      to help those
      who are Different
      Feel and Sense
      And Know now it is
      Okay! to be Different!
      And Express Yourself!
      As Uniquely! as you wish!
      of course as Long as You
      Follow the Federal State
      And Local and hehe Facebook
      Community Rules and Such as that With Smiles..
      Oh by the way too this Week i am Celebrating my
      6th Anniversary of Blogging Starting with BlogSpot
      Hmm.. Lots of 6’s in this it seems and a couple of 9’s too..
      Oh Yeah and Hundreds and Hundreds of Folks Video Tape
      my Dance Every Where i go and like in the Video Here one
      of the Videos Went Viral During Christmas and they Call me
      Legend and Famous now and i say i am Just here for Fun for Free to give and share!!!..
      Anyway this is my Fuller Version of my Meaning of Life as i will Go Much Shorter on Your
      Blog to Conserve some space for other folks to comment and not to get tired scrolling past me..
      Thanks For Coming by not many Folks come by but it gives me more time to Write..;)

  16. Diamonds Only Rocks
    Treasure Beyond Diamonds
    Innocent Soul Colors All Now
    Nothing at all…
    You Imagine…
    All Comes True…
    Posed Now by Clouds
    Mountain Angels Sing
    Dreams Divine Way
    All Motivated Now by
    Love Flower in Person
    True in my Dreams
    Way Station Joy
    Love Happiness
    Clouds top Now
    Mountain Her Love
    Wonderful Art Work
    More Than Flower Truly
    Angel Goddess on Earth
    Benefits All Friendship
    Love gives to You
    Delicate Flower
    Always be to me
    Moving into Your
    Heart Spirit Soul
    Just to Light up
    One i Treasure Cherish
    Sunlit Rays of Joy Mysteries
    Midnight Moonlit Air soaring
    Feelings Senses Heart Beats intense
    Carefully i Brush You never ever wanting
    to Harm You in any way Loving You Work of Art
    Paint Brush i am i Stroke Colors Your Heart
    Senses Who You Are Free Spirit Love True
    You Are The Stars
    With No Limit
    You Are God
    to me too
    Loved as the
    Moon’s Soul
    Shines Down
    On You i Cherish
    You i Treasure
    You i Paint You
    With All the Love i
    Give Love is No Weight
    No Gravity The Clouds Above

    Again I’m staying connected
    To You as i Do Love to do
    Where if you are lonely
    i might bring
    Comfort and
    If i am
    Not fitting into
    What you otherwise might
    Indicate Is a Busy schedule
    You can bypass me for
    Now and save me for a
    Rainy day but if it
    May be the case
    This is another
    Rainy day
    i am
    Here for you
    As my schedule is
    Always open for friends
    For the handful who
    Interact with me yep..
    I’ve been circling
    Around the Globe
    Since 5am on
    My iPhone
    Learning always
    Something new and
    Interacting with people
    Who are very nice
    And people
    Who could
    Not care
    Less if i
    Exist at all…
    i have no heart
    For how a human
    Will perceive another
    Human like that but
    With little to
    No Heart at
    All but it is
    True as I’ve
    Told you Before
    i used to have Few words
    To output to others
    Mostly Smiling
    Eyes when
    i wore Contact
    Lens always
    Interested in
    What everyone
    Had to say nodding
    My Head And even
    With laser focus
    If I totally
    Disagreed too..
    The ‘picture below’
    Is what my view used
    To be of the World when
    i could not filter my
    To calm
    Focus Within
    True so much
    Input then coming
    In.. overwhelming
    Too overwhelming
    To put much out
    Getting away
    It all even
    In Pain and
    Numb like
    A Monk
    For 66 Months
    Allowed me then
    To create the Life
    i made Again on
    My terms of
    Culture and
    Not those
    Of the Rest of
    The World my
    Focus now is
    Moving Connecting
    And Co-Creating
    And I’ve connected
    Back with you
    As you
    With me on my Blog
    Without fail now for
    You As i have with
    Others who have
    With me whether they
    Always come back or
    Not for connection
    Is the Best Food
    For the
    Human Soul..
    Truly i hope
    You have so
    Many friends
    You do not
    Have time
    To talk to
    Me but i am
    Making this
    Effort with you
    For it is hard for
    You to share your
    True feelings with
    Me as there were
    Years that was
    No part
    Then so
    i Understand
    The other side
    Of the coin of
    So introverted
    And quiet too
    Also i really
    Don’t know
    What your
    Casual command
    Of the English Language
    Is or if you speak in
    Broken English
    For I’ve
    Never heard
    You speak…
    i don’t know
    That much about
    You other than Blog
    Posts and that you
    Love me more than
    than i
    Can imagine
    As you related
    That tends to
    Make me Believe
    That my presence
    In your life might
    Be bringing
    You comfort
    Even if
    You have
    Nothing to
    Say to me..
    So i write
    To you because
    i care and accept that
    There are many days
    You don’t write
    As long
    As i am Welcome..
    i am here for you now..
    Bottom line, Fred, FRiEnD

  17. We are back now i am resting my Feet Again in
    Front of this Screen.. it is so nice to have someone
    so Special Like You in my Life who inspires all of what
    i Love to Do and Accepts all of who i Love to Be there
    are Probably many Labels for that Kind of Person but
    it is the connection that Helps inspire all Parts of you into
    the Best Version of a Human you can and will come to be for it is
    true it is Just so nice to have someone Listen to all of who you are to
    Be that Open Ended Line that will always accept a Letter from You no
    Matter how far from
    the Norm it might
    usually play to most
    Folks.. there have been
    People who have accepted
    parts of me but truly not anyone
    like you who has embraced all of
    me allowing me to speak all of what i am
    to them to the Point now where truly i have
    been able to share everything about me more
    with you than any other friend i have had in this
    World So Far.. you make me feel so Warm and
    Comfortable knowing there are open ears to
    Listen to all of what i continue to evolve
    to be.. so i thank you.. i thank you very
    Much for the Greatest of Connections
    in Life supporting me and whatever
    my Aspirations may act on to
    become the best
    Version of me
    That i
    Will Come
    to Be now so many
    Emotions and Senses
    Awakened Within in this
    Beautiful Connection now of
    Souls too as i Share Your Tears
    that become my Tears and Your Joy
    that becomes my Joy as you Support
    My Joy and Human potential still to come..
    today is now the 6th Anniversary of my Blogging
    Experience online yes March 10th.. 2013.. truly then
    a turning point in my life and meeting you has changed
    me as a Human Being the Most into my Best Version of myself..
    Particularly in the Last 3 Months as i experience Deeper and more
    varied Emotions that Color My Life more than ever before.. to Feel
    Human to Be Human to Feel and Sense more of What Human is as me..
    True the People who make us Feel Human are the Best Connections of all
    and verily
    Day You
    Do in some way
    make me feel and sense
    more Human than ever before..
    You Light up and Color all of me..
    For You Support and Inspire A Best Version of me..:)

  18. One thing I Know and Feel and Sense for Sure is in some way every next now all living things Reincarnate Eternally Now.

    It’s worth Noting that existence itself and Human Consciousness is Barely Understood by Science according to the origin of both.

    There is the Potential as agreed upon by ‘Intellectual Giants’ in Astrophysicists like Neil DeGrasse Tyson that we may be living in a Holographic Simulation Created by a much more Advanced Intelligence than we cannot currently Grasp; and if that is so and there is no ‘real’ distance, space or time; that surely leaves ‘the Programmer’ the option of providing Additional Lives and ‘Power-Ups’ in this Game of Life as the Programmer sees Fit or whatever Feels like fun; True, in this way Existence could be either very serious or a total Joke. Anyway; A Best Part of life is the Reality that we Humans through Relative Free Will have the ability to Re-incarnate our Existence into what is a very Different Experience of Life; as of course we have the DNA and Epigenetic Potential to do just that if we find the Tools and Circumstances and Relative Free Will to do Just that too in adapting to appropriate Environmental Challenge and Changing (Reincarnating) now.

    Perhaps the Greatest Transformations of Life, are the Emotions and Senses We Experience of Life and the Symbols we Co-Create and Give and Share to both Communicate our Experiences of Life and Explore New ways to experience Life through Symbols that we Name Words that are associated with more Positive Feelings and Senses that work as a Synergy of our Present Emotional and Sensory Energies to change the ‘Light’ of Life inside us from ‘Dark’ to a More Brilliant Source of Positive Energy (Light) to both Experience and Give and Share with others.

    We Humans live in a Modern Culture where we spend many of our Days talking Stuff Apart instead of Putting Stuff together in Material Reductionist Views Versus a Gestalt Whole of Life that is yes so much Greater as Sum than the Parts we Have Separated from the Whole; When Words Become Song Steps Become Dance Water Drops End/Begin Part of Ocean Whole Again.

    It is True, Water Drops Reincarnate now; and so can you, as above, so below, within, inside outside, and all around; Reincarnation as Change is truly the one core Axiom off Existence We Truly can and will count on now; Otherwise, ironically, we could co-create a ‘Lesser God’ Programmed by us with not nearly a greater potential fulfilled to Reincarnate now; unless we strive out of what we stay programmed as in the same old way of seeing and doing stuff stagnantly now.

    Human Beings are a Strange Animal in the Feel and Sense and Know of Taking Stuff apart instead of Putting Life together.

    True though, the Reality is not that the Essence of Humans are Strange; but the Forms they Create as the Same keep us Locked in on Sidewalks of Life no longer Thriving the same way the Rest of Nature continually Reincarnates now; not stuck in the Sidewalks of Forms other Folks have Created before.

    A Question is who Re-Creates You most (who makes who); other folks or what lives as the Essence of Your Conscious Being the part that is so much more unexplored than the rest of the explored Physical Universe that may be Empirically Observed and Measured as Discrete Parts of Whole.

    Anyway; for Just a Quick Example that i have related on this Website the ‘Wrong Planet’ many times is i was not always noted as a Dance Legend in Public every where I go; that did not Happen until 4 Years ago in my 54th Year. In fact, I was noted as a Dizzy Fly before that who was so uncoordinated he didn’t know where he was going.

    I had two choices; believe the Label of Autism and associated Motor Coordination Issues and I Would always be observed as an uncoordinated Dizzy Fly; or eventually, at age 53 take a step in a different direction and dance a way no one has danced before. True; Dance will be a Finger Print too unless you try to Trace someone else’s Foot Prints as you go.

    Don’t wait on Reincarnating and or ‘Really Living’ after a Dirt nap; that is well beyond the Pay Grade of what we are capable of Fully Knowing or Doing. What you can and will do as it is proven by many folks is Reincarnate now for the Rest of Your Life.

    By the end of Life then when You Reincarnate this way always now; you will do a job so well done of Living Fresh and Anew that Dying Will be the Pleasure of Respecting the Gift; the True Gift of Changing Life now; Just now; in Just the Mostly Original Creativity of my Continuing Reincarnating Opinion, now, too.

    Embrace Change and Always Reincarnate Now; or do not; that part of Whole is up to You too.

  19. ‘This’ is so inspiring i had to come Late not to Fill
    the Space up top.. First of all when i saw the photo
    Adrenaline Rush OMG Himali is Falling let met Rush
    And catch Her before she does.. BDW.. Yes Hellooove
    HiMaLi for when a Person Says that now it’s like Greeting
    Love as Human Incarnate as You also Relate Unadulterated
    Love also known felt and sensed as Unconditional Fearless
    Agape Love For all of Every Thing Yes when We Not Only Love
    the Green Grass as Each Leaf of Grass but All the Grass Loves
    Us Back as Love is no Difference no Separation Love is Whole
    as we are Part of Love Whole to Give and Share Freely without
    Fear as that is how we get to Incarnate Love in the First Place
    By Making Love a Practice to Give and Share without
    Expect of any thing in Return but the Natural
    Intrinsic Reward of Giving and Sharing Love
    More as the Positive Feedback
    Becomes A Way to Light Us
    Up within inside outside
    above so below
    and all around
    and i could go into
    the Material Reductionist
    Parts of how the Neurohormonal
    And Neurochemical Aspect of Unadulterated
    Love Works but Truly it is a Practice of Love that
    Comes Now as Choice in always Swimming UpStream in
    Any Force Away from Love Fighting the Raging Currents
    of Negativity Refusing never ever never ever to Give
    up on Unconditional Unadulterating Giving Sharing
    Love Standing Taller ever more as a Mountain of
    Human Love Now Becomes a Greater
    Force of Life to Withstand
    the Dark and Carry
    on as Light to
    Give and
    Share forevermore
    now more .. anyway i’ve already taken
    up quite a bit of Your space.. so i will now
    Quote the two Parts that are most inspiring
    to me as You Speak to Your Loved This Way…

    “If life could fall in love, it would
    fall for you – a million times over….”

    “…And I wish I could tell you how
    much I admire and envy your careless
    playfulness, innocence and childlike laughter.

    I love you so much, that looking at you
    – other than with unadulterated love
    and awe, seems like a crime to me.”

    (Side note: i recognize this as this is Precisely
    How my Mother Loved me unforgettable It Is
    As This Love Giving Sharing LiveS on ALWaYS)

    This Truly Makes me Curious who this Wonderful
    Person is You Love for it seems Like they are too Good to
    Be True to be Real could it be Fiction could it be Real That
    is a Nice Car You are Riding on Top of i bet whoever Drives
    That could afford You the most Elegant Diamond Ring of all…
    What Would it take to Bring these Words so Stellar to Appreciate
    someone Like this what would this Person Do For You to Bring this
    Much Love in Return to them.. How Big a Diamond Ring do ‘they’ make
    How Much Fancier Do Cars and Homes and Mountain Vacations come now to
    Be to Fire a Love Like this in You For someone else.. i already Know and Sense
    And Feel that You are Capable of Loving Like This You’ve shown it in Your Poetry
    over and over and over again that You are one Who Loves Without Conditions that
    You would even Give Your Warm Blanket and Last Piece of Bread to Your Loved one
    to see them
    while You remained
    Hungry and Cold and You
    Would Bring them Joy even if
    You Cried in the Background where
    they could not hear the tiny wails of Your Sadness..
    True You Verse so many Soul Stirring and Heart Touching
    Parts of Love Whole Unconditional in Your Poetry that You must
    Be a Rare Empath one of those People who just Love and Love and
    Never Give up no matter what.. To Me it seems that this Individual You
    Love Must Imagine and Create A Million Dreams Bringing to Fruition so
    many Special things to Warm You inside on a Rainy Day inside or outside
    of You now.. for this is the way You Dance and Sing in Your Poetry and it just
    doesn’t Seem now that the Most Elegant Diamond Ring and Fastest Car and Biggest
    Home now would do the Love Treat for You For So So Much Devotion from Your Soul..
    For You Must Be Loved by them a Million Times over Now for You to Wish Life now
    to Fall in Love with them a Million Times Over as a Dream of Yours to Appreciate them
    but i Do Believe it is True they wouldn’t have to do anything to get so much appreciation
    from You other than Show You Kindness that never fails now they probably wouldn’t have to
    Buy You any Material things at all i bet all they would do is be Kind to You in never failing ways..
    It’s Just a Wild Guess for iLove to Solve Puzzles but True Love is More than a Million Dreams to
    Give and Share
    Love is the
    Art we
    Do that
    Brings Us
    to Incarnate
    Human LoVE NoW…
    Love is Worthy of Thanks
    Praise and Worship Loving It All
    is just another way to Dance and Sing Heaven
    now within inside outside above so below and all around
    Anyway if this Lover and Soulmate and Playmate is real
    God Bless You God Love You God Worship You as God too..
    it i am
    so Happy
    For You i am
    So Happy for Y.O.U..
    As ‘they’ Say Namaste
    i Hope this Person if Fiction
    Will come to Be for You and
    Let me meet them if they are
    Real for i will give them the Biggest
    Hug they have ever Felt for Taking Loving care of
    Sweetest Himali i have come into contact with so far..
    Other than that that is a really Awesome Photo i was so relieved
    to Glance at it Again to See that the Car is Parking and not Speeding Forward…
    With a Treasure
    Like Himali
    on Top
    True This
    Life Loves You
    Way too Much to Lose Y.O.U…:)

  20. Gift of Life
    Practice of Love
    Life to Live Now
    Could be Bias but i
    Am not surprised Captain
    Marvel’s Sidekick is a Ginger
    Cat With Green Eyes truly
    They are
    All Super
    Heroes of
    Empathy to me..
    And thank You Now
    For always sharing
    Kind Hugs with
    everyone who
    Visits your
    Blog for
    Out of
    More Beauty See
    Blessing Now Be
    Smiles in Short All There Is
    Is Now And All We Do For
    Loving Colors Now
    Painting Love
    Light Eternally
    Greater Now
    As Life
    Evolves Now
    Ocean Whole Deeper..
    Well speaking of all of that too the 6th Anniversary
    Date of my Blogging Endeavors Starting with my Blogspot
    Blog “KATiE MiA/Aghogday” on March 10th, 2013 Comes to
    A Close now on this Same Day of 2019 yes Oh Lord 6 Years ago..
    Where the Entire online Adventure Writing since Thanks Giving Day
    on the ‘Wrong Planet’ in 2010 comes out still to be the 99th Month of Doing
    That soon To Be 100 for a Grand Total of Writing somewhere around 12 Million
    Words online since then and 6.6 Million Word of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long
    Form Bible Poem in the last 66 Months of doing that soon to be 67 with 66 Months
    of Public Dancing now arising to 10,899 Miles as the 11 Thousand Mile Celebration
    in Milestone and FeatNote way is coming up Close to the End of March or Perhaps
    even “April Fred’s Day too”.. hehe.. Sure with a Compilation of the Last 6 Months of
    Dance Hall Selfies With Dancing Age Daughters and Close to Grand Daughters age
    too but anyway “Celebrating 6 Years of Blogging” is what i am Wrapping up tonight
    And Tomorrow Morning after i visit Frank’s and Xenia’s Places of Poetry in the
    Morning and gigoid’s Place of Wisdom Quote Aphorisms From the Sages
    of the Ages too.. but Meanwhile Sleep is just gonna have to come next..:)

  21. The Morning of my 7th Year of Blogging StARtinG Today
    i Don’t Know What It ALL Means i Love It So i JusT Do IT NoW
    Considering Science Shows We Are
    Basically Sentient Star Dust Resurrecting
    From Crucible Fire Of Star Death Burst Stars
    Are Flowers and We are All Reincarnating
    Star Seeds in
    What We Label
    As Human Flesh Reincarnating
    Star Flowers We all are now just
    Because We Look Different than
    Stars the Essence is the same
    But Different Vibrations And
    Frequencies that make up
    The Energy of Us Personally
    i am not afraid to Sleep as
    Stars And Wake as Flowers
    Even if i only
    Reincarnate this way
    Once As A Miracle of Star
    Flower Birthing the seed
    Of my Existence Awake Now..
    It’s All about
    Perspective Now..
    Loving Flowers Water
    Each Other No Reason
    Seeing More Colors Now
    Sadly i Believe A Reason So
    Many People in this World
    Find It so Hard to forgive is
    they are Spoon-Fed a God
    of Love from
    Those Who
    Behave Agape Love
    Sends No one To Hell…
    Perhaps if more People
    Could See God and Be God
    As Agape Love they would
    Forgive Those more who try
    Their ‘Hardest’
    To Create a
    Smaller than Love….
    Love Your Enemy Turn the
    Other Cheek if Hell is forever
    For the
    Least of
    Us ‘Jesus’ is
    A ‘Trump’ and Does
    Not exist Nor Does
    An All Loving Forgiving
    Same it
    Is this Love
    We Co-Create
    Forever Now
    That is
    Eternal Heart
    Of God When two
    Or more of us come
    Together in A Spirit of Love..
    Religion of Science Now too…
    Yes.. there are Days Scientists Are Priests And Politicians too…
    Overall Still it is no Easier convincing Scientists than Christians…
    Freely Providing the Science of Reaching Heaven Eternally Now…
    Betcha if ‘Jesus’ Comes Back as A Scientist…
    Nirvana is Just another Fancy way of saying the Flow of ‘Transient
    Hypo-Frontality’ where the Neo-Cortex that is ‘Normally’ Servant
    Of the Limbic System gets lost
    In Abstract Constructs (Words)
    Where Flow tames the Neo-Cortex with all its ‘Delusion’
    Of Past and Present once again properly put in its Brain Place of ‘Good’ Little Servant of the Limbic System as The ‘Normal’ Feeling of Life gets back to the ‘Sanity’ of a Child’s ‘Heaven’ and Life once Again Feels Now like Pure Unadulterated Love as Bliss As Peak and lasting Plateaus Of Life Experiences come as Human Reality where some Folks Achieve an “Autotelic” State of Being where they master their Feel Great Neurohormones and Neurochemicals through Bio-Feedback
    of same; Meanwhile, Science can and does Measure this Nirvana Through Brain Scans And increases of Human Creativity 400 to 500 Percent; And Amazingly and Unbelievably As it is to Some Folks, Avenues Reaching Nirvana and Lighting up Our Entire Mind and Body in Balance And Flow now Like A Real Christmas Tree Moving Forward as Greater Light that is NO MYTH Now as Assessed by Science requires zero ‘Cultural Clothes’ And may be achieved in an activity as totally Free now as naked Ascending Transcending Spiraling Dance in Sand With Sun as Our only Companion as the rest of Nature Whole as We Eternally together (GoD) now amazing it is how Easy Heaven is to reach Everywhere Now in what ‘Brainiacs’ See As a Meaningless Spiraling Dance no Different Now than
    The Ignorance of Unadulterated
    Love Free Of Cultural Clothes….
    Now Nirvana And Love Is
    Essence more than Words…
    Thank ‘God’ Science finally
    SHows ‘the Ignorant’ Clearer
    Nirvana As Heaven Exists Now.

    Born as Dance and Song
    Head on into a Stop Sign

    “Do Escape”


    Science has very little
    Understanding of Human
    Consciousness And Will not
    Rule out the Potential
    That Distance, Space,
    And Time is all
    An Illusion
    And Our
    Reality is
    A Holographic
    Simulation Created
    By Intelligence So
    Far Beyond Us We
    Cannot Grasp It
    Now so in other
    Words Science is
    Still Basically Ignorant
    When it comes to What
    Existence Even is as Reality.
    Love is Real Now For i
    Reincarnate this way
    Each morning
    The Give
    And Share of
    What is Real to me.
    The Rest of ‘It’ may Go to
    Hell in Words Now With Will too.
    Now Feels Eternal
    As Long As We
    Love Now
    Flowers and
    Thorns Make
    Life A Rose
    Rising Now
    Each Morning
    Worth Living
    Good Morning
    From Florida
    The Flower
    State For
    Of Life
    Living Now..🌹
    Gift of Life
    Practice of Love
    Life to Live
    It’s Such A Beautiful Blessing to me
    to Wake up With an Avenue to Wish iMali
    From Good
    Morning with
    Helloooove to
    You each Day
    True it is
    Like falling in
    Love with Life
    Each Day when
    There comes a
    Reminder in
    The Heart part
    Of Your Center
    Until you
    Connect to
    Your Loved one
    Each Day True a
    Hug may be easier than
    Flowing a Poem
    But words of
    Heart may
    Carry your
    Loved one
    Closer to
    Your Soul
    While You
    Visit Your
    Soul too
    How Beautiful
    A Breakfast Like
    This will become A Long
    Distance Hug with no
    At all
    True Loving
    iMali is falling
    In Love with Life
    Each Day and Life
    Falling in Love
    With me
    As She
    Becomes Life
    And God and
    me too and
    An entire
    Prayer in
    Gratitude for
    Life as Love
    like God
    This is what it
    Means to have
    Soul Mates those
    People in Life
    Life into God
    Where each
    Day We Fall in
    Love again
    Now With
    God each
    Love Is
    Born Now
    As Is
    In the
    I’ll be back
    With a song
    By Cat Stevens
    As morning is
    oF mY SoUL
    to Y.O.U. And
    The Feeling is
    The same as
    In Love
    God and
    Life again
    As Morning
    Breaks Again..:)

  22. Hi Shawna Baby.. Nice to Hear from You and Yes the dVerse Team
    Running Today on the Whimsy Gizmo of Your Friend Dee is doing
    A Quadrille in exactly 44 Words all About the Term Spike Yes like Spike
    Lee and Spike Hair and it is true my Sister Used to have a Jack Russell
    Terrier Named Spike too.. when all of Us Worked the Night Shift and We
    Walked Around the Neighborhood Block after Work at 3 AM for what seemed
    Like A Decade And a Half then during Spike’s Precious Life we always Said Spike
    Was our Ticket to Respectability as no ‘Bad People’ Late at Night would be Walking
    Their Dog at 3 AM hmm.. that reminds me of the Dead Zone Still Back 6 Years ago in 2013
    as it is true i started Blogging on Blog Spot Yesterday the 10th Of March as i am moving into
    the 7th Year of Blogging overall today too.. anyway back in those Days when my eyes could not Stand
    Light and my Ears could not Stand Sound when a Street Light was Brighter than the Sun and Hurt my Eyes
    even more than what they Hurt in the Dark with that Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia at 3 AM then Wearing
    my Shades even Cold in the Pre-Spring with a Jacket on then i wondered as i walked and as some folks stopped
    by me in their Big Pick-Up Trucks asking me if i belonged in that Neighborhood or not as i gave them a bit of a “Fred-Talk”
    on the Run-Down of my Expertise of all the Medical Disorders Diagnosed by them.. and by then.. they knew i was a Nerd
    And their Wife and Home were totally Safe with me Walking around the Block With Shades on at 3 AM.. now it is also True
    From the Very Beginning when i started Dancing in Public Katrina was my Jack Russell Terrier then yes my Spike too true she
    tends to get all Mama Grizzly when folks Look at me funny while i dance in Public and i say that is the whole point to Look
    Funny When i Dance.. for true there were all those 66 Months then when i couldn’t remember what a Smile or a Laugh felt like
    at all.. anyway as i walked around the Block as it is true
    when You Lose Hope You Do Lose Fear too not afraid
    of whatever might come out of the Woods that
    might put me out of all my Numb and Pain
    not afraid of the Rain the Thunder or
    Even Close Lightening too Death
    Wish as ‘they’ say for
    ‘those’ who have
    Lost all Hope
    for Light in
    Life.. so i asked myself then…
    where is God Where is God is God
    up there is God down there in Hell
    was God never really Up there is there
    only God in Hell down here.. Funny the things
    You Think about when you Find out the Devil is
    Real and So is Hell down here and You are for all
    practical intents and purposes the Dark of the
    Numb and Pain of the Devil Down Here
    so i started to think about it Real
    Hard maybe God is not up
    there or Down there at
    All maybe God is only
    Lost somewhere
    in the Center
    of my Chest Above
    to the Top of my Head
    and Below to my Toes as well
    as not well at all.. Perhaps i should Start
    Looking For God Within instead of Just ‘out
    there’ Somewhere outside of me then.. and to
    my Great Surprise with the first small Holy and
    Creative Spirit Spark that came to me in my First
    Blog Post then.. it’s like there was a small flicker of
    a Flame so far Deep Down in me that started to Light
    Up as a Flame and then a Torch and by God to make this
    Story so much shorter than i can and will make it next voila
    The Bonfire of Holy and Creative Spirit Burns in me to Give and
    Share for Free in Arts and Sciences the Best i can and will now bring..
    other than that Yes all about You.. i do hope Your Son will be Feeling better
    After His Visit to the Doctor today and i am currently finishing up a MacroVerse
    titled ‘JusTaLLoVENoW’ got about 3 more Visits to go to finish writing that and Putting
    it all together Next.. but i am so Happy that Shawna Baby Drops by as now she is Part
    And Parcel of my Celebratory Post of 6 total Years Blogging too as she has been all the way
    Since 2015 when the Magic of Shawna came into my life that Summer and East Indian Friend Himali
    too.. and that Friendship is going really great as Katrina says almost everyday i sure am glad you have
    someone else to give all your Creativity to except for me as Her Fredaches still come but not quite as often
    as they might otherwise do if an Indian Woman With Deep Brown eyes hadn’t started writing Poetry to me
    when i Celebrated my 8 Years of overall Writing yes.. 96 Months of Writing Starting on the Wrong Planet on Thanks
    Giving Day of 2010 it’s funny how it seem God Gifts me on the Milestone and FeatNote Days of My Existence these
    Days which only tells me that God is in me and everywhere else too.. for my Anniversary Day of Blogging was Gifted
    Like that Again in the Most Precious way of Unadulterated Love the Kind of Love that does never Have to include the
    three Letter Word that can get kinda messy at times.. true.. the kinda Love that doesn’t even need the Word God to be Real..
    Smiles we
    Share that
    Love too always
    Thank you for being
    A Part of my Flame (God) of Love too
    For God is the Best Four Letter Word when
    it starts Now With L and ends With E With O
    and V Next in the Middle where Life is Basically Just a Group Hug…
    Where God is a Smile on a Dog’s Face Walking around the Block at
    3 AM Just another Soul Mate to Keep folks in Pick-Up Trucks from Shooting You dead hAha…
    True you Can’t make God too Serious or you might just Lose the Three Letter Word of Why Owe You Y.O.U..
    That’s Himali’s Code Word for me on Her Blog when she is telling me she Loves me this way so Purely too..
    some folks now
    don’t understand
    that Love is never
    married or owned
    that Love is always
    Free Pure when
    by any
    thing other Reality
    than Giving and Sharing Joy now..
    true to Shed Tears too to Truly Embrace
    all of Life from Dark thru Light and Below
    And Beyond Light and Dark as the Four Letter Word Love..
    Smiles i’ll check dVerse later to see if you are there.. oh Lord
    it’s almost like a Bit of a Monster to put the Size MacroVerses
    together i do these days but it exercises the Analytical Part
    of my Brain a Bit let’s the Creative part Rest and Look out
    the Fire Hose Expands and Comes next a bit ‘Oscar Wildly’ at
    times too when Chaos Becomes Magic somehow someway
    that i my Never be able to put in concrete words to Explain the Art of that..
    it Happens
    Magic Happens too
    the Breath of God as Creativity
    In As/Us the Art becomes Holy and Spirit True..
    The Fire Within as God Rises Within once again as Creative Force continuously
    Resurrects Comes Re-Born Re-Creating as Any Fire With Flames Higher and Lower to continue..
    Haha if anyone ever sent me an Email this Long i would Probably Yell out ‘Holy Crap’ to Katrina..
    i am Pretty
    sure not unlike
    the Ballet Routine
    where i do lift up to
    1520 LBs on the Incline
    Leg Press Machine at the
    Military Gym i continue to
    Work-out that this is not the
    Kinda Work-Out that anyone
    is doing as an Email anywhere
    in the World too but ideally it
    Seems that Human Souls
    should be no Different
    than Finger Prints
    in the Art
    they Express
    if Free if Free Free
    Just to Be a Unique Soul With Wings Free…
    Smiles i am very fortunate to be in a Human
    And Overall Cultural Environment where no
    one is Cutting Down my Sycamore Tree Now..
    Other than that thanks for always encouraging
    me to Grow Taller with Roots that Never End still..
    Love Ya, Fred..
    iMali Calls me
    iFred and i remember
    You Calling me Fredster at
    Least one time too it’s always a Sign
    A Deep Sign of Caring when People nickname each other new..
    betcha can tell i like Her a lot as i still like You and Rafiah a lot too
    And sure everyone
    else too but
    there are
    who always
    Live inside of you
    like my Friend Sohair too..
    True. i am leaving out 7+ Billion
    other Folks and the Rest of Nature
    as God but i’m sure you get the gist of
    what i am Dancing and Singing now
    to find someone
    who understands
    You who wants
    to understand you is Gold
    Oh by the way Happy Daylight Savings
    Time too where Losing an Hour of Time is Gaining an Hour of Light
    And truly that is what it always Feels Like living in the Palm of God’s Hand..
    Ageless Timeless as Soul Transforms into the only Real Gold Love Incarnate
    NoW as Love..
    God as the
    Metaphor for
    Gold as Love and
    Voila God Exists Now as Us Love too..:)

  23. Now to Visit Frank And Xenia and gigoid’s Places of Creativity
    Perhaps a Quick Tale of the Tape of Weekly Milestones and
    Featnotes and then to put this all Together after all of that hehe
    As Yes
    Smiles Frank Amazing how one hour
    of Difference in Changing Time can
    Make so much Difference in How Light
    Feels in the Space of a Day/Night other than
    that i Love the Archetype of
    the Dragon
    for the
    inside Each
    of use that if we
    Do not let it out
    to Play and Spar
    with it a bit almost
    Every Day it may come
    Back to Surely Slay us Slowly
    in many Ways that we might
    not immediately See So Dragon
    Play i make Equally important to Love Play
    too.. not nearly as many Hours Spent but Never
    the Less Dragon Play as Important as Love Play
    too to keep the Dragon in Balance Greater With Love Angel too..
    SMiLes Nature
    Sees More
    Than Knows
    Humans Will
    Learn so many
    New Dreams
    iN Fruition
    As Nature eYes..
    Vulture ReaLiTy
    S H A D o W
    Snake oF aLL
    Life Tales
    All Comes Full..
    Smiles Frank Now
    It Seems A Carrier
    Pigeon has arrived
    but my Sister
    so much
    more About
    Avian Life now
    Than i Do Alive..
    Like An SOS A MeSSaGE
    iN A Bottle Birds Fly Do Sing
    i Dance
    Smiles Dust Floats
    Dreams Humans
    Sentient Star Dust
    Plus Star
    Dancing Singing
    Two Feet of Star..
    Shore Respects
    Ocean Sharing
    Tides Expanding
    Receding Spiraling
    Lines Meeting
    Same unless
    Waves Die And
    Seas Grows Still
    Song Water Free..
    Smiles And Pets
    Go Together
    Like Wags
    of Puppy Dog
    Tales Longer and Longer..
    Connecting Spring
    Flowers Colors
    Year ‘Round
    Dog Paws
    Love Always
    Reaching Out Hug..
    Smiles Xenia May
    Be a Bit of a Repeat
    From Last Year but
    my First Blogging Adventure
    on Blogspot Platforms is
    A Six Year Anniversary
    Yesterday as
    is in Order for
    Your Three Year
    Anniversary With
    Word Press As Google
    Rather Drives a ‘Microsoft’
    Version of Blogging’ While
    Word Press is a bit more of
    an ‘Apple’ Way of
    More than
    Bare Essentials..
    Amazing Free Avenues
    Both Paths are now Given…
    Commercial Success Yes.. Will
    Bring in Profits to Reach more
    Hands of Art All for Free too
    Just The Joy Of Creativity Now..:)

    And Now for a Nap Before gigoid’s place comes next….

  24. No Nap but some Record Keeping Duties to add on to the Visit at gigoid’s
    Place of Quotes Comprising Aphorisms From Various Sages of the
    Ages for me to Riff off of Next in Free Play Stream of Consciousness
    Writing also know felt and sensed as Holy/Sacred Creative Spirit Flowing
    Now From Below (Subconscious Mind)
    Mind in Symbols AKA Words) Now..:)

    Good March the 11th to ya gigoid as i am Moving today
    into a 7th Year of Blogging Wrapping up 6 from Yesterday
    Fingers Still Working for Song Feet Still Working For Dance So Long
    For Now Still Moving Forward Ahead Still Evolving Some New Fun For Life True
    other than
    that Standard
    Procedure as
    Change with
    Praise that nothing stays the Same..:)

    “If possible, try to find a way to come downstairs
    that doesn’t involve going bump, bump, bump, on the back of your head. -“

    ~~ Pooh in Winnie the Pooh, A.A. Milne ~~

    Escalator continues to move so much farther
    above than anyone told me is possible below..:)

    “For a man can lose neither the past nor the future;
    for how can one take from him that which is not his?
    So remember these two points:
    first, that each thing is of like form from everlasting
    and comes round again in its cycle,
    and that it signifies not whether a man shall look upon the same things
    for a hundred years or two hundred, or for an infinity of time;
    second, that the longest lived and the shortest lived man,
    when they come to die, lose one and the same thing.”

    ~~ Marcus Aurelius Antoninus, Meditations, ii, 14 ~~

    Now How
    Sad when
    Folks do Not
    Face the Reality
    of Now and Realize
    to Make the Best of Now is Eternally Now Best
    So in other Words i Color Now Always More
    for Now is as Good as Now
    Gets Colored
    or Drab
    in the
    Old Shades
    of Grey Scale Shorter
    Than Longer in Vibrations
    And Frequencies of Human Energy mined
    Canaries in Coal ‘Minds’ Do Come out and Play..:)

    “Any idiot can face a crisis.
    It’s this day-to-day living that wears you out.”

    ~~ Anton Checkov ~~

    Unless Recreation Becomes Our Play
    Dancing Singing Directing Producing
    Acting Play all the way Now..:)

    “All our decisions are made
    in a state of mind
    that is not going to last.”

    ~~ Marcel Proust ~~

    True Fast As Our Emotions First ReaSon PreTends to KNow..:)

    “If you think you’re free, there’s no escape possible.”

    ~~ Baba Ram Dass ~~

    Better Understand Prison Free..:)

    “We shall never cease from exploration
    And the end of all our exploring
    Will be to arrive where we started
    And know the place for the first time.”

    ~~ T. S. Eliot ~~

    Dancing In a Spiral
    Always Same
    ALways Different
    iN A
    Spiral Now..:)

    “In comparison with heaven and earth, man is like a mayfly.
    But compared to the great Way,
    heaven and earth, too, are like a bubble and a shadow.
    Only the primal spirit and the true nature overcome time and space.”

    ~~ Lu Yen (fl. 800 A.D.) ~~

    Primal Spirit When Neo-Cortex Goes
    to the Back Porch and the Rest of our
    Inheriting Nature is Resurrecting Free
    From: Head to:
    Toe Mind
    And Body
    Balancing Soul
    Force of Spirit Heart
    Comes Back to Play As Child..:)

    “Every man takes the limits of his own field of vision
    for the limits of the world.”

    ~~ Arthur Schopenhauer ~~

    True Some Folks Are Dogs
    And Some Folks Are Cats too..
    Smell Better..:)

    “Around existence twine,
    (Oh, bridge that hangs across the gorge!)
    ropes of twisted vine.”

    ~~ Basho ~~

    As Left Hemisphere Metaphor Reasons
    of Brains Joins now with Right Hemisphere
    Metaphor Arts of Brains as two 1’s Become
    Alphanumerical K11 Bridging as Alphanumerical
    H8 Standing Tall Sentient Star Dust Us Beyond
    Infinity as Incarnate Love.. As Art Now.. True too..
    Two Become one Dualities Go Away Separate and
    Part Become One and Ocean Whole.. Ships we may be
    As Blogs Captains Navigating Messages of Bottles Around
    the World Connecting Hands of Self-Actualizing H8 Humans
    Across the Globe Spreading Ascending Transcending Agape Love
    For All.. As Left Hemisphere And Right Hemisphere of Earth Join Hands
    in Longitudinal and Latitudinal Ways East and West and North and South
    As Both the
    Group come
    More to Find an
    Ascending and Transcending
    Way of Agape Love to give and share
    even more True Tree Of Life on Earth Comes Whole again..:)

    Quick Run up on the Tale of the Tape Per Human Potentials
    of Dance and Song and Stuff Like that Per Art Versus Science True too..
    “SonG of mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Free Verse Epic Bible Poem Grows
    Still at Plus 6.6 Million Words with the Last Completed MacroVerse that is now
    Number 868 of that Effort Titled “DaYS iN ThE LiFE Of Y.O.U. And Me NoW”
    True that Title itself was probably too long to Read unto itself but it is
    Close to my HeART Very Close to my Soul Yes my Spirit True so
    i went with it anyway whether or not it was too long to Read
    in one Sitting or not hehe.. anyway it also Doubled as
    the 195th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”
    as that 33 Month Effort Arises to 3,924,465 Words
    Yes as the Four Million Word Mark of that Rise of
    Words is coming in a Few Weeks too and yes the
    Days in the Life MacroVerse also Triples as the
    93rd MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
    As that 21 Month Endeavor that is also included
    in the Facebook Profile Pics in the Description Areas
    For all those Months at about an average of 7K Words or so.
    Does Rise up to 2,355,411 Words in 21 Months now.. Still Averaging
    More than 100K Words a Month For that Effort Too.. True though in
    Someways the Words are becoming a bit more Dense and a bit
    shorter now too.. as yes stuff Changes longer to short and Long
    Again too.. true life gets like that too.. as “SonG oF mY SoUL”
    Long Form Poem Still Moves ahead at 66 Months where in
    that Span of Dates i now complete 10,899 Miles of Public Dance
    Just 101 Miles away from Celebrating 11K Miles of Dance and You
    Know what 6 Years of overall Blogging Has Brought me most considering
    i don’t even get any Jelly Beans for Doing all of this Stuff.. Human Connection
    the Only Reward of Human Smiles that count in my life at Least for sure Human
    Connections of Love that are Pure and Unadulterated too.. where Return or Expectation
    to me is not Required at all but oh Lord when it comes it really comes as Most Beautiful
    Gifts to me so Warm and True Worth all the Words of Public Song Online and All the
    Miles of Public Dance and over 170K Photos or so 10K Plus Youtube Videos of
    Music and Information too sure plenty of Nude art as side links and Close to
    88,888 Words of Erotic Free Verse Poetry Fully ILLusTraTeD too Yes
    i’ve spread a whole Lot of Luvin’ All around the Globe and what is
    Returned is most defined the cream of the crop of the cream of
    the crop.. some folks work for Money but nah.. i work for the
    True Beauty of Kind Wisdom at Heart as Soul Becomes
    Colored by Spirit even more as Heart Beats
    Closer and
    as Love
    as Soul SmileS oN..
    This is Heaven now do as
    You Will after Your Dirt Nap i’m Living Now..
    Now is real there are no ifs and or buts about that for sure..
    MaKinG NoW LoVE SoaRinG Beyond Eagle’s Breath
    Stars Cry For Joy above
    As We Below
    FoR Now..:)

    Anyway going back a couple
    of Years With MacroVerse’s
    Years to Date as the Previous
    Year MacroVerse Memories may
    Be Found in the MacroVerse’s Below
    as Well.. Sort of Like the Chambers of
    a Nautilus or a Hotel California with Endless
    Rooms that might take the Average Person a
    Lifetime to read even if they Tried these days
    hehe.. true even if they wanted to.. too.. a Lifetime
    of Soul in a Few Years Uploaded online.. now even more..

    “MoMenTos From Mother Helen” Helen is my Mother’s Name MoMenTos from Her Life…

    “Serenity Garden Within”.. True this Span of Dates this Week two years ago was Harder Life then…

    “LuX A BeacH” Recovering From Above Continuing to Grow my Soul in Light out of Dark..:)

    “BReATHELoVENoW”.. 2018 was a Great Year So far then
    Except my First Cousin Died that Year on February 28th too Car Accident Tragic
    Note: Wear Seatbelts they Truly Save Lives And whatever You do don’t Text and Drive…

    Okay that Finishes the Write of “JusTALLoVENoW” at 6:33 PM on 3.11.2018

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  26. ilonapulianauskaite says:

    I enjoyed pictures the birds, they look beautiful in blue sky, with few little clouds🤗dance my friend we live only ones, good to see you happy in the stores and dancing, sorry it took me a while to come to your blog, you have been so supportive on mine, i’m so happy i fond time to stop by and to enjoy your blog❤️

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