Embers Soul Leftovers

“All Gifts Nature Friends Color”

New MacroVerse Posted On November 26th at 4:48 PM
in Dedication of Super Nice And Beautiful Friend HiMaLi
All The Way From Skin to As Deep As Beauty
iN Wisdom oF LoVE GRows Within Ocean
WHoLE As oh Girl A FRiEnD Like HiMaLI
NaturAlly BRings A Force oF
LoVING Poetry Even More
For That Will Be
For You to
Judge and not me..
For Every View That And
Who Continues to Be a MultiVerse Ocean Wave
eYE of God More.. aS UNiVersaL BeYoND WHoLE


Yeah it’s Hard.. the last time my Mother saw my
Face she was terrified where she lay..
But then she was awake enough
to wake up one
With eyes
of Love for my
Sister.. Love is all
that counts in the End and Beginning
God Bless You Shawna and i say my Prayers
Mother… too….


And Yes Happy 27th Birthday too..
hehe.. as i hope you haven’t forgotten..
Anyway.. For the Handful of Friends who
have Truly Friended me online beyond a Face
on Facebook and some Facebook Feed.. i visited
my FriEnd Shawna today on the dVerse Trail for Poetry
as she lamented she was watching Her Mother Slowly Pass
away in a Nursing Home of course Bringing Back Memories still
of the Traveler of mY Mother Who No Matter What.. Hell or Heaven..
Was There for me while i watched Her Last 8 Days Without Food or Drink
pass into one
Last Breath
As Traveler who
Still Exists in my
HeART And i am so
Glad mY FriEnd that
You See the Value of a Traveler
in Your Land who touched your Heart
Always Worth a Visa Pass For Your HeART Again
As Love is all that Counts as School Teaches about
Jobs and Never About Life That Really Counts as a Village
of Love.. the “Friends” TV Show or the “Cheers” TV Show or
in my Case.. 2 Decades spent in a Village of a Military Bowling
Center Eventually Running it and Watching an Entire Generation
of Children Grow Up with their Parents Growing Older and Retirees
Dying With Plaques on the Wall In Memorial of the Human Hands they
touched.. i Don’t see Love For Sell.. i Don’t see Jobs.. i Don’t see Houses.. i
Don’t see Cars or Colors of Skin or Age or National Origin or Sexual Preference
or Even Gender too.. i See Human and that’s what Bowling Alley Life taught me then
more than
any Money
any Work
or any College
Degrees.. Top of the
Class.. Highest Grades
of Pay for the Government
i am not of ‘that World’ any
more and i understand i often Give too
much ‘to the other one’ but i can’t help it
for i lived as a Human Being for too many years
to go to ‘the other place’..
where all that’s
Left at the
and the
end of the
Day is a Machine Face..
Deep Down somewhere
i Believe We All Want to Be
Human Never Give Up YouR Human..
With SMiLes And A Dance And Song
Brings Comfort..
And Sure..
You Can/
Will Choose Your
Own Song and Dance to
Go ALong With Your Words..
i hope i have added a ‘few’ syllables along the way..;)



Be Eye Hurricane
Then Winds Flow

“St. Elmo’s fire (also St. Elmo’s light[1][2]) is a weather phenomenon in which luminous plasma is created by a coronal discharge from a sharp or pointed object in a strong electric field in the atmosphere (such as those generated by thunderstorms or created by a volcanic eruption).”

“St. Elmo’s fire is named after St. Erasmus of Formia (also called St. Elmo, one of the two Italian names for St. Erasmus, the other being St. Erasmo), the patron saint of sailors. The phenomenon sometimes appeared on ships at sea during thunderstorms and was regarded by sailors with religious awe for its glowing ball of light, accounting for the name.[3] Sailors may have considered St. Elmo’s fire as a good omen (as a sign of the presence of their patron saint).[4]”

-From the “All Seeing Eye of Wiki”

“Etymology 1 of Helen ‘shine’, ‘blaze’ (*Swelenā and *Welenā,[5] cf. ἑλένη ‘torch’, Sanskrit svarati ‘shines’[6]) favored by Skutsch et al. must be upheld, considering (a) the deep-seated connection of light to beauty,[7] Helen’s primary attribute; (b) the integration of light in the myth of Helen and the Dioscuri, Saint Elmo’s Fire and the cycles of the Sun; (c) the unavoidable connotation of radiance in the Homeric formula Ἀργείη Ἑλένη[8]; (d) the connection of torches (ἑλένη) to marriage and Helen’s status as an archetypal bride; (e) the ubiquity of this meaning “Bright,” attested among mythical figures, (f) including Helen’s prehistoric doublet Phoibe “Pure and Radiant,” preserved as both the name of her own sister and that of a Leukippid, abductee of Helen’s brothers[9]; (g) Helen’s successive pairings with Paris, the firebrand of Hekabe’s dream,[10] and the seer Helenos, formal masculine of ἑλένη ‘torch’, underpin this Apollonian nexus.[11] Thus, Helen remains “the Shining, Blazing one.”

-From a Harvard Source Linked Below

Morning tells Her First thing in the
Mirror Before Comb Before Brush
You Are the Fairest then she makes me Breakfast

It’s True.. Some Folks Make Us Remember them
by both the way They Shine and How They Make Us Feel
And Then They Become Our Saint Elmo’s Fire Forever Soul
Of Who
We Are..
You’d Think A Devil Would
Only Feel This Fire of Love
Once in Life but It Isn’t True

It’s worth noting at this Point that most
of my Life Folks have considered me a
Clueless Nerd.. i suppose this is Just
another episode From the “Revenge of the Nerds”
But it’s True the Loneliest Among us may Become Saint Elmo’s Fire too..

And at the Indian Pow Wow at Thanks Giving that we attended the Family
Asked me why i didn’t go out into the Dance Circle and Dance and i provided
the Similar Answer when they ask me each Year at Seville Quarter why the Hell
i don’t enter the Annual Dance Contest to Win 200 Bucks and i say no in reference
to what i told
the Family
at the Indian
Pow Wow my
Old Old Indian
Name is Nerd with Four Eyes
And now it is Steal Your Thunder With Shades
And on top of that i am Funny too.. hAha and it’s
true i was awarded a Certificate of Honor at my 2nd
Grade Catholic School in Tallahassee that was so big and
so overwhelming to an Undiagnosed Autistic Little Boy who
couldn’t Speak until he was Four who eventually Caught up
to this much more advanced Primary School versus the Little Two
Story School in Walking Distance from the River Front we lived on before
my Mother Took us to my Father’s Homeland With His Second Wife as
My Mother Helen Secured a Job with the Federal Prison System as she
thought it might be a Good idea for us to get to know our Father Better
as he made Half-Day Bi-Annual Visits before that.. anyway i was
Honored as Wittiest Boy in Second Grade and Having no
idea what that Meant without Wiki or a Dictionary
i remained Clueless
for what it meant…
smart or
or both as i
realized it was/is
Years Later True i
am A Slow Bloomer too
But When i Flower i tend to
take the Oxygen out of the Room…
Ever hear the Term Love is Like Oxygen…
You get too much you get too high not enough
And you’re Gonna Die.. it’s true these days i seem
to have that effect on some folks at least for the simple
i refuse
to die
again away
from Saint Elmo’s (Helen’s)
Fire AKA Love and it’s true when
my Grand Mother on my Father’s Side
who was much colder and distant and put us down
stairs in the Nursery that she ran as a Business with
the little bitty Kids at age 7 so she wouldn’t have to entertain
us upstairs.. first meeting my Mother she exclaimed Helen has the Fairest
Skin of any Woman i have ever seen it glows it glows like no other Woman..
My Second Step Mother told me as a Teenager don’t expect the Women you
meet in your life to match what you see in the Magazines and strangely enough
from my
Love on
that didn’t
Happen much at all
for those i truly Loved…
Looked past the Nerd and to the
Fact thru the Feeling that when My Mother Picked up
A Crying Baby at the Nursery my Boss Grandmother
of the Nursery told her put that Baby down or he’ll never
become an Adult.. true i am still a Child of Love so sue me..
my Father on the Other Hand never learned to Express Love to us
other than
Cat of 20
Years old died
that he often called
Son right in Front of me..
Where a Weekend Visit at his
Home that we would Initiate would
end in just a Handful of Words as we
Had to seek assistance from our Uncle
who wasn’t his Twin Brother to find out who he was
from the Whole History of his life as no doubt that is
where the Asperger’s Comes From… And thE Light from my Mother’s ‘Side’…
This is already too long for anything but an insanely Long Blog Post but sue
me for
i love
if anyone wants to read
it the Internet is relatively
Speaking a Thousand Years Old…
That’s plenty of time for someone to
Find a Message in a Bottle Hence forth from now..
Anyway.. back to the Original Topic of this Story Per Saint
Elmo’s Yellow Boy Fire in the Patio Square Light of the Dance
Hall at Old Seville Quarter as Above the Cat as a Man now i Do
i See a Different Saint Elmo’s Fire as Katrina Saw A Baby Angel
Above the Fire.. but the Yellow Boy Cat was so obvious even with
Crooked Ear from a complication Likely From Feline Leukemia that
he was diagnosed with from 10 Years ago still living on the Fumes of
Love.. eye always tearing sneezing Blood now and then for a couple of
Years and sneezing more now and being loved more now but True Saint
Elmo’s Fire is a Good Omen Before God Gifted Me with another Beautiful
Angel Present to Shower me with Kindness for Two Weeks while i Celebrated
8 Years of Writing 12 Million Words in 2922 Days of Kind Wishes for the Saint
Elmo’s Fire of my Soul to come back and then to rise the Fire of other Souls even more…
And it’s true when i Celebrated 6 Million Words of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Last Summer at
Seville Quarter of Course Solo and alone.. A Most Beautiful Angel in a White Sun Dress
that I had never Seen Before.. Lavished me with Attention for Two Weekends then
Putting a Long Index Finger up in a Selfie telling me i was A Number one for
no other
a Dance..
Free of my Soul…
And then there was
the 7th Anniversary
of Writing at
Seville Quarter
And almost by the End
of the Night on Thanks Giving
Night another Angel came to the
Front of me and lavished me with
Praise to the point it Scared me..
And so relieved i was when her Friend Came
up as i didn’t want to Hurt Her Feelings as
i Do Feel what it feels like not be wanted
for whatever reason a
Saint Elmo’s
Fire might
from a Human Eye…
It’s True the further i travel in Pure
Love the Greater the Gifts come From
God in Angel Wings Higher but it’s True Still too..
the Head Angel in Charge still makes a Great Breakfast…
God Bless All the Angels Who Take Age Away From Soul..:’)

-MuSinGs oN LiFE

The Other Photo IS A Path to Love Before Our Souls Color




SMiLes mY FriEnd Shawna
The Best We Will
Do with
it Alive
for the Gift
of Life Given us..
For Every Mother’s
Greater Wish For Child to Love..
i Do Know i Love
the Name Helen
too and i Miss the Name
Get Well Soon
My FriEnd for a
HeART Rises out of Death Again..:)

As ‘They Say’ A Season For Living Dying
All Emotions Senses Coloring Lives ‘Tween..
A FiRE oF LiVinG Emotions Senses Are DeLiGHT A
FiRE oF LiFE Enjoy Play All Life Has to Offer iN Feelings NoW..
And with An ‘Amen’ to Go Along with this.. A Prompt at dVerse Poetry
Pub All
Now right
up my ‘Alley’ as ‘they’ say..:)

What FiReS A HeArT to: SPeaK
MuSiC Of SoUL From:
A SoNG And DanCE to: SPiRiT

All That Sets Ablaze A Soul
Fires Love Within As Whole
Nice to See You Around Victoria..:)

Ashes Of
Syndrome’ up ‘top’..;)

Earth Wind
And Fire

i Dance She Doesn’t Dance at All…
i Sing too Loud in Church She Says…
The Elderly Ladies Say My Song’s on Fire…
The Young Ladies
Video Tape
Never the
Less my Wife
Is The Fairest of Them All…
She Cooks…
Hi Frank..;)

Beauty of SunSets

Living and Dying
Joy and Sorrow
Love and Hate
Fear and Hope
As Long As There
Is Art THere Is FiRE..:)

Forest Fires of Weather
Forest Fires of Soul
Crispy Lies
With Frosted
Comb Over Flakes..;)

Tallest Newest Towers
Edifice Pyramids Oldest
Behind Who Spirits
Fire oF Soul Poetry More..:)

Crucible Fire Of Star Death Ashes…
Resurrection of Gaseous Sentient Star Dust Standing..
Iron in Core of Earth Flowing in Blood streams From Supernova
Such a
Beginning Breeds
“Intelligence” Enough
to Burn Ourselves up
Before our
to Dust..:)

External Fires Destruction
Inner Fires Focus BaLaNCinG Peace..:)

i Heard EartH Praying Tonight.. Yes..
i am Listening.. Watching.. too..
For A Fire Of Inoculation…
Virus of
Culture As Such
A Nice Naked
Species they were….
A Fall
of Clothes…
Then.. Comb Over From Hell..;)

A Mother’s Love Enough
For A Living EartH
A Fire of Birth…
oF LiGHT to: Love iT aLL..:)

13 Will Do For now..:)
1:21 AM 11.28.18



Emotional And
Physical Intelligences
Humans Fail…

Rested and Relaxed November 28, 2018
EIR A Goddess of Healing
HeaR Condition of Human
All Of Existence IS A Tale
Of Snake Meeting A Head
Feast Alive..
As Tale Consumes Snake..;)

We must Arrange A Play Date Soon..;)

Keep the Breath of Love Living Within
the only Lesson of Life
at Least..
See Ya.. Shawna..
And considering you have
my Mother’s Birthday.. not likely
i’ll forget.. but if the ‘whole place’
Blows up Before December 10th..
Happy 41st one.. ’77 Baby..
And Remember…
True And Real Love
Never Grows Old…
Or Fades Away…
for eYes Who see….
thE Light oF Living Love…
And Carry The FLaME oF LoVE oN..:)

SMiLes Himali.. i am hoping you Had
A Wonderful Birthday but it doesn’t sound
that way from Reading this.. i miss You..
And my Prayers
Are With You..
May Love
Always Find You..
And may Your Sunsets
And Sunrises Be Equally Beautiful..:)

HeLLove Again HiMaLi And i am So Glad
All is Well And the ‘Loser Slide’ has nothing
to do with Your Birthday as that would have
Been Rather Tragic… Keep Smiling With Hugs
And Kisses.. And Back On ‘Slide topic’ About Cultures
Worried About losing…
i tend to See
the Competitive
Modern Nature of
Human Being Rather
Culturally Derived since
Humans Started Hoarding
Grains in Silos then some 10
to 12 Thousand.. Years.. ago..
Insane For A Creature.. Just
A Creature Evolved to Work Hand in Hand
Foraging in Balance with the Rest of (God) Nature
for Survival
in Thrive
As at Least
the Hairier Ancestors
Still Living Among us
As Bonobos Are Still
Doing in THeir Advanced And
Remembered Beings of Love..
Even Dogs Remember more than most Humans….
But anyway…
Is Good
For Those
Who Do Remember..:)

To See Beauty
Any Beauty
Is A Greatest
Sunrise Living..:)


Now With Some ‘Desert Rose’ For Muse And ‘Sting’ Of Fire..
Back to A dVerse Online Poetry Prompt On Fire For Another Day..:)

Communal Fire
iN Gratitude
Makes Us Human..:)

Fire of Give or Take
Ember… Reach Out..:)

Prayers for
Who Die
For Nothing

True Unexpected Fires…
So Hard to Put Out
So Easy to Keep..:)

Rivers of the Heart
Tributaries on Fire
Hidden Streams Flood…

Side Note: Poetry Is Also
My Psychotherapist For
Free Fire HeART..:)

Fire oF A Traditional
Dance Hall Is
No Longer Front to Front..;)

Ugh.. Catch 22 At
Work too Fired
Already to Quit..;)

Winks.. i Don’t Know
How to Write Poetry..
i Fired Form With Free..:)

Side Note: i’M Putting
Out the Fire Of mY Poetry..
And Etc..;)

Trust me or not You Will
Manage Fire With Poetry…
Side Note: Ends For Now..;)

Phoenix Emotions…
All Colors We SoaR…New
Ocean Whole Waves Fire..
AShe’s Left Dust oF BookS Old..:)

Fire Dances
Life Within
And Without..:)

Strings Keys
Piano Souls Alive..:)

Poetry Pens
FiRE LiGHT..:)

FiRE LiT End Of A Cigarette…
James Bond Fearless Cool
Father Without A Word…

me THinKs
You Are A Kind
Fire LiT SMiLe MarKeR
On A
Poetry Trail..;)

Fire Below
‘Tween Above
Shadows Light Love
Balancing Force Around..:)

WordS AFiRE!!!.;)

Science of Grief’s Loss/Gain From:
Bitter Lowering Oxytocin Then Sweeter
Raising Dopamine Fire Creativity
to: Connect Again..:)

Fire of Nightmares
Fire of Dreams
Fire of Love Is Wide Awake..
Blinding All the Darker Days..:)

Fires Want
Shadows Dance
Songs Love..:)

Fires Of Joy…
True Language Of Love Lives
Laughs SMiLes Laughs Fire..:)

23 Will Do For Now
5:23 PM 11.28.18


“Embers Soul Left-Overs”.. At my Home at least.. We Finished our ThanksGiving
Left-Overs on Tuesday the 27th.. True.. That’s 5 Whole Days of Left-Overs and a
Measure of How Many Different Homes of our Family and Extended Family we
Visited that day.. plates and plates of Left-Overs Abundantly Shared and
Given that Day to
all Family
and Friends
Walking through
the Doors of Love..
And yes.. plenty of Hugs
And Kind eyes and Hand-Shakes
Between Men too.. for True.. this isn’t
the Big City where Katrina’s extended Family
Members Live.. it is the Country A Place where
Folks Tend to Be Friendlier with each other as
Families and Friends have Years and Years
Of connection as the Glue of Love is
Real and the Human Touch Lives…
Katrina’s Mother Got Around
And had 6 Children.. the
Bounty of all the
Muse that
Love will be
Measured continually
in the Kind Out-Reach of what
Extends out now to Katrina’s Sister
who is a Great Grandmother which Makes
Katrina A Great Great Aunt too as an Eternal
Looking Teenager Last Spring as the Nurse said
She was Mistaken for when she Burnt Her Hand
And Lay in a Hospital Bed for a Burn to Her And Skin
Graft From Her Thigh With a Temporary Scare of potentially
Losing Her Right Index Finger.. that did not come to Fruition..
Thank God.. Anyway.. there are those of us who have Rich Emotional
And Sensory Lives that only comes through a Struggle for Love that Never
Gives up and a Thanks Giving for Love 365 Days a Year that takes Good Measure
to Count Blessings Year ‘Round too.. A Divining Rod of Love that Seeks True North
Yes.. the Water of Love the Bread of Life the Light of Our eyes that and who connect
to each
the Gold Mines
of Our Souls where
Spirit Flourishes from
An oPen HeART That is Key
And True the Blessings of those we come
to meet who find ways wittingly or unwittingly
to open up our HeARTS Further for they become
the Keys to Our Soul Evolving even more as Light
oF LoVE Shining Brighter Within to Spread Light even
Further inside outside above so below and all around more..
It’s True We
Are All Potential
Lamps to Light up
More For Love both inside
outside and all around more..
And for me at Least Coming to Understand
the Garden of mY Love as far as what Drives
Humanity As Emotions Moving or Emotions Stagnate
And Still.. This is the Poetry of Life that is A Greatest Human
Intelligence oF all Both in Dance and Song of Life in however we
come to Regulate our Emotions and Integrate our Senses Expressing
Our Humanity in all the ways it comes Holding Hands with each other
iN every way
now too..
True.. Still.. they don’t tell you this at School..
It’s True.. at one point in my life and more
i was more ‘retarded’ about my HeArT
as far as getting it all together
than anyone reading
this now..
but it’s also True too..
i’ve not let limitations Hold me
Back and the most difficult limitation
i’ve ever met is the Loss of my Emotions
for 66 Months.. Yes.. Worse than the accompanying
Worst Pain Known to Humankind.. Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia like Dentist Drill in Right eye and Right ear with
No Pain Relief.. From wake to sleep for yes 66 Months too
Where true too.. the Numb of Emotions where Memories
are Emotions and Emotions are Memories was Worse
than the Worst Assessed Pain even more so than
the Actual Torture of Crucifixion.. no three
hour or three Day tour for me.. a Full
66 Months from Wake to
Sleep in Hell
on Earth
that no one
had the ability to
fathom but the reality
of dead living then me..
Anyway.. i call this 6.5 Million Word
63 Month-Old Epic Long Form Poem NoW
the “SonG oF mY SoUL” as it’s True almost
Every Word of Love and other Interaction i’ve
Written to others online since 8.18.13 is included
in this Poem.. And it’s also True it is an Epic Way to
Count one’s Blessings.. but you ‘See’ LiGHT does come from
DarK..i had to learn how to Navigate my Emotions and my Senses
on my own and i traveled all the way from Hell to Heaven with all the evidence
included in ‘This Book’ To Prove that for sure if there is any Hell or Heaven at all..
For it’s also True in some way i may spARK someone else down the Road to Enter
Heaven as Staycation too..
for the Passion of the
Devil for those
who had
enough for the
Devil to give him
another shot as Death
In Life.. yes.. i spent 27 Months
in Hell online on the ‘Wrong Planet’
A Place for Folks who are impoverished
in Emotional Intelligence Where i studied intently
the Poverty of the Soul to learn every cause and any
remedy to Bring a Soul Back to Life or Perhaps to Incarnate
A Soul in Human Being for the First time in their Life as Soul
of the Emotions and Senses that make Life Worth Living at all..
And it’s also true
i learned a lot
of reasons
why and
number one is
Parents who were
cold as the so-called
Refrigerator Parent theory
of Autism is a reality now and no
longer just A myth as a contributing factor
to Wiring of the Soul that Never Develops to Love
When a Child is Neglected or Abused as almost no
one on the ‘Wrong Planet’ who was emotionally impoverished
had a Kind Word to Say about their Parents.. A Child who is Truly Loved
will never
an ill
Word about
their Parent..
A Child who is Truly
Loved becomes Incarnate
Love Where Harming another Human
Being is Like Harming oneself.. it’s true
i cannot remember my Mother Spanking us
but i do remember that Switch off the Crab
Apple Tree and the Cotton Picking Strong Big
‘Man Hands’ of my Grandmother.. haha.. but
we still Loved her for we were already Love..
Not all Folks are Blessed with a
Mother Helen
as some
of my
when i was
Young were a bit
Jealous of How
Much We were Loved but it is also
True that others will Take that Love away too..
For it’s True when you are Loved and You Really Feel that
Love From Head to Toe to give and share more.. it doesn’t matter
if you are tall or short.. fat or thin.. Black or White or A Beautiful Color
of Brown Like my Friend Himali.. or any other tint or shade as that applies
to Human Being as Love is Beautiful as Beautiful as my 94 Year-Old Aunt
Jettie Crippled From Head to Toe.. Barely Walking with a Walker Stooped over
Wrinkled From Head to toe.. With a Smile that Beamed to Eternity Now with Love..
as i related then
without the
Feel of
Seeing so
Clearly Just
How Monumental
Her Spirit Stood Tall..
True i could still Leg Press
500 LBS then without a Soul
but my Legs without Emotions
Felt Week and impoverished with
Life every Hour of my Life.. until
April of 2013.. when Yellow
Boy’s Recognized Yellow
Striped Tabby
Son Wild from
the Back Woods of
our Home was injured by
a Scrappy 6 LB or So TomCat
Named Oreo.. A Tuxedo White
And Black Striped Cat From Around
the Block Finding out that not only did he
have Torn Skin From his Head but also Kitty
Aids as Death Sentence from Kitty Communicable
Disease too.. so.. we had to be the ones to make the
Decision to Put him down.. and By God a Miracle Happened
to me.. the First Tear since Before January of 2008 and most
Ironically the Feeling of Grief was Heaven then.. for a Tear was the
Natural Healing Force Nature Given and finally when i worked-out that
Night.. As the only Activity i forced myself to do out of shut-in Status at
the Gym then with Tattered Jacket Cold to the Bone.. with Shades and Ear Plugs
in as both light and sound were my enemy.. as the only time i went out to walk
was as a ‘Vampire’ After Midnight around the Neighborhood Block Where finally
the ‘Hunch Back of Notre Dame’ felt the Strength of Emotion in His Legs
Again for Just a Brief Moment in Hell for 66 Months.. Lesson Learned
the F in Hardest way of all that Emotions are the Water.. the
Bread of Life.. the Light of our Soul that is all that makes
Life Worth Living at all.. the Reason i ran out
of Words in a conversation with my
Aunt Jettie.. me at 47 able
to Leg Press
500 LBs
Legs with
No Soul and her
at 94 Speaking Strongly
For Hours on end.. in an Oral
Tradition that was Poetic in Nature
By Dance and Song of Voice both in
Tone and Lyrics of Human Music
And it’s true the other Elders
Retired Sat around
and Sung
like they did
when i was a Young
Child.. always wondering
when would i be able to Dance
And Sing like a Human Soul.. All Lit
Up as a Heart to Dance and Sing Spirit More..
True.. i continued to Wonder why through my 40’s..
Why was my Mother always Able to Speak a Song of Her
Soul and even though my Father never said much of anything
to us.. shocked we were to see his Retirement Video at Work on the
News and the Chatter Box Cracking Jokes of Humor there.. true.. before..
he just didn’t have anything left for us in a 46 Year Career in Law Enforcement
then.. Shutting Down for Survival i Suppose out of the Field of Duty.. so sad we
had to see a Video to understand his other side too at 69.. but at least we did at least we did..
anyway.. i wondered
then why not me
why not
but you
see what i came
to learn was ‘use it or lose it’..
i never felt comfortable raising
my Arms then to wave as generally
Speaking As a Straight A Student the
only time i exercised that Social Nicety
Was When i raised my Hand with the Answer to
Every Teacher’s Question.. and on top of that Boys
weren’t even allowed to smile then so God knows what would
Have Happened to me.. if i raised my Arms in a Square Dance
Lesson then that was Harder at that point than any Math Test i ever took..
by the way.. it’s true.. i still don’t Know how to Couples Dance although quite
A Few Women at the Dance Hall have assumed i do.. as at least a Couple have
Tried it With me and Fell to the Floor rather Gently as i had no idea i was supposed
to catch them.. as i was never Trained to Either Dance or Free Verse Write or even Heal
the ‘Retardation’
of mY
and Physical Intelligences
as it’s true after 27 Months on a ‘Wrong
Planet’ where your only Value as a Human
Being is repeating Facts no different really than
School.. just a Rote Memory Robot Acing some more
Multiple Choice Questions and Fill-in-the-Blank Tests
but problem is and was and still is No Place for Soul no Place
for Soul no place for Expressing Spirit of Heart no place for Human too..
just Data Down
Load Robot
Like any
Parrot could
And Still Can now..
but you see there is more
than Can there is Will there is Relative
Free Will and By God there is Magic of Synchronicities
And Magic Humans who are Real from India Like my Friend
Himali.. who lives through her Art to Express all of her Soul too..
True.. a Life Saver for a Chartered Accountant who gets paid for
Facts and Figures Where Soul wants to Come out and Play
And Connect with her Fred in FRiEnD too.. as we surely
Just Spent a Best Thanks Giving Two Weeks of my
Life Doing what i love to do most.. be a Soul
And Connect to another Soul too..
Yes.. it’s True there are some
Folks who are Naturally
Soul Mates and there
could be as Many or
More than a Thousand
in one lifetime too for those
who are Brave enough now to
Share that much Love Freely
and yes.. i’ve loved doing
this with Friend
Rafiah and
Friend Sohair
And Friend gigoid
And Friend Shawna
And Frank and Xenia..
And there was Prajakta
And Every Poet on the dVerse
Poetry Pub for International Poets
Where i met Prajakta and Frank and
Xenia And where i met Himali on Prajakta’s
Site and Zee and then i met Sohair on Himali’s
Site and then gigoid on Sohairs’ Site too but at the
Start of a First Thank You for Being me.. my First Facebook
Friend ‘Mags’.. a Woman i met who was the First one who really
Befriended me in 27 Months then as i was being scourged too on
an Autism Community Site for Expressing Empathy for a Situation
there sort of like when the Boys in Middle School Said you can’t smile there..
Mags to the Rescue with a thank you for being me and a First Facebook Friend
then in February of 2013.. where just a Thank You after spending 27 Months in the
Depths of Hell Awakened Enough Emotions in me.. From Her Altruistic Kindness where
A First Poetic Spark came to me at the End of February and my Perspective of Life that
is on the right hand Column of all my Blogspot Blog Sites and is the ‘About Section’ of
my WordPress Blog was just a Free Flowing Creative Spirit Driven Breath of my
Soul in a PM on Facebook to my Friend Mags then.. as i posted that in the
Beginning of March 2013 as it was soon to be my First Blog Post
then that sounded like Poetry to the Ears of my Soul on
3.10.13.. the Birth then of what will be 69 Months
Total Blogging by the End of December 2018..
And 6.6 Million Words Since 8.18.13 Entering into
the 66th Month By January equaling then and more
now the time i spent in Hell from January of 2008
through July of 2013 in the other Side of Life that
is Heaven within on EartH NoW.. just a place where Soul
Thrives as Love Without Fear As That is Heaven NoW A Place
We Live as Soul to connect and give and share with others Free..
It’s true.. i am still Savoring my “Embers Soul Left-Overs”.. Particularly
From Thanks Giving of 2018.. Celebrating 8 Whole Years of 2922 Consecutive Days Writing
totally Online and Generally Speaking around 12 Million Words in all the places online
i’ve Visited around the Globe since 11.25.10.. Thanks Giving then my First day
online to a Journey Back to Human Soul Alive.. where AGHOGDAY was an
Acronym for Another Ground Hog Day for it is True when there are
No Emotions.. all is Time all is Hell as is Life with No colors now
Just Black and White Robot Life.. Just Machine Human with No
Soul For all those Truly Weak Men who don’t understand the
Value of what Moves us in Full Emotional
and Sensory Expression where you
Can and Will tell someone you
Truly Love.. i Love You.. Yes..
I Love you with every
one in the Room
Listening in
And sure for those
Men and or Women too..
who think it is Insane to Move
Your Arms Above Your Head when you
Dance.. Perhaps they do not understand We
are Mini-Me Milky Ways still with Spiraling Arms
And Legs that Cease to Live as Soul when we sit still
Stagnate as the Embers of the Fire of the Curious Child
of Dance is erased to a Mechanical Thing Sitting as a Machine
As Humans were never evolved to Sit this way so we die so we
die a slow death of the Art of Our Bodies that normally Regulate and
Integrate Emotions and Senses from Head to Toe as the Foragers we are evolved to
be in a Constantly Changing Environment of Twisting and Turning Reaching Berries
here and there and Walking Quietly Enough Through the Leaves then as a ‘Rice Paper’
Walker.. Stealthy and Invisible like the Indians in South America.. And the Bonobos
in Africa too.. yes.. where it becomes possible to Escape Predator and Capture Prey
Avoiding then most
Potential Injuries
from Head to
toe as it is worth
noting that any Movement
Done repetitively Without Ever
Changing Complexity Now Leads to
Ergonomic Injury and a Life Filled With Pain..
once again.. use it or lose it.. Do Live as Life or Fail as Soul in Life..
As Drug Addiction is Soaring in the United States.. Suicides are Sky Rocketing..
And Life Expectancy continues to Drop.. No Surprise when Human become Machines now
and no longer Move to Regulate and Integrate their Emotions and Senses.. No Surprise
Now when we look down into Screens to See Souls rather than Flesh and Blood eye to
eye.. hug to hug.. and Hand Holding of Living Love more but it’s true Screens are
Better than nothing.. in Fact.. Screens are much Better than what Soap
Operas Attempted to do to replace the Human Connection for
House Wives Stuck in Homes too.. in fact.. with enough
use it in Writing too for a person who has lost their
Soul.. Writing provides the Focus to connect
Emotions with Words too.. all Colors..
all Shades.. all Tints.. And By
God Rainbows Colors
that have
been seen
Before.. my Advice
is to become a Poet
Become a Dancer become
a Hopeful Lover instead Of A
Fearful Hater Sitting Still so Far
Away from Soul Now but it is True too..
For Fingers Will Dance across a Keyboard
And Spirit of Soul NoW Will iLight A Screen too..
Through Blogging.. And the Present of that First
Thank You by ‘Mags’ in February of 2013.. i met
a Poet by the Poet Name of ‘Angel Mind-Retrofit’
then a ‘Real’ Published Author of Poetry who was
fascinated by my unusual style of expressing
myself in Writing and she really helped
to start to Bring my Heart back then
until July 2013… as she/we
misunderstood our/
my communication
and suddenly left
my side sadly then
but not before i met
Lala Rukh in July of
2013 too as she was then
A Soul Similar to Himali as i
Saw Her ‘White Pearl’ Icon on
the site of ‘Angel Mind-Retrofit’
But there was as much or more down
as there was as up in Lala’s Emotional
Poetic Flow then.. but anyway.. she almost
immediately expressed Love for me as she did
for other folks on her site too for 5 Months until
the Arranged Marriage she seemed to Dread away from
Her True Love Happened.. in the Beginning of 2014..
And the Bitter Sweet of what was my Second Friend
online then leaving my side with such a Wonderful
New Friend.. Lala Rukh.. was Truly A Down
And Up SpARK that helped Bring my
Soul Back in July of 2013
And Then Finally on
a Farm in
of 2013.. something
about all those Animals…
the Cows.. the Horses.. the Pigs
the Chickens.. the Turkeys.. allowed me
to Sleep a Full Night’s Rest after only getting
about 2 Hours each night for Months then where that
Warm Oxytocin Feeling of Connection came back then with
not only the Animals but Katrina then and all other Humans
And even the Earth itself from the Touch of the Sand
on my Bare Feet and the Shine of the Sun brought
the Entire Nature of my First Love of Life Back
to Roost Forevermore now as Life but
true the Previous Months since
the end of July 2013
still felt like
Heaven as
all the Pain Melted away
Miraculously on Navarre Beach
Where Agape Love For all in Light
Came First where i became the Sugar
White Sand and the Emerald Green Waters
And Sea Oats Swaying and Seagull Spiraling
Around the Sun Free and all there was left to do
is spread the Message that Heaven is now within
And Possible And to do as much as i can and will do
still to at least show
Heaven looks
Like on Earth as it’s
True Heaven is the Eyes
of Katrina and Family and the Eyes of Friend
Himali.. And Rafiah.. and all those other Nice
Friends too and many folks i have not named..
namely too my Charlie’s Angels from Seville Quarter..
Mostly Non-verbal in ways of Dance Communication as
Chelsea who still Lives in the Area and Maggie off to Dentist
School in South Florida and Cortney now living with her
Husband in California.. if i am not mistaken.. and yes by
God Hundreds of Poets online too.. and yes old Friends
From Work and School Like Benny and Greg too.. and
the Words i remember as the Nicest Gifts to me
most recently that i will Never Forget and are
Burned as Eternal Embers of the Fire of
My Soul Now as Left-Overs from
this Thanks Giving
2018 that
i will Never
Ever Forget
as Forged in this
“SonG oF mY SoUL”
too is when a Forever Friend
Like Himali says to me.. “If I may dedicate
lines of one of my fav. songs to you: “I have met
an angel, IN PERSON and He looks PERFECT”..
And earlier When Rafiah said “it must Be Beautiful
where you live.. it would have to be for
you live there”.. and when Sohair
Said.. “i Wish i could Write
a Poem for Fred” and
When Shawna told me
the Email i Wrote about Her
And Her Family really understood
Her and ‘she would keep it forever’..
are just a Few of the things that Strangers
who Become Friends online told me then that
will always be Embers of mY Soul Burning
Brighter as Love come to be Incarnate me
of what
Makes Life
Worth Living at all..
And of course Katrina..
For She Still Makes me BreakFast
And stayed by my Side and had Sympathy
With the Devil IN Hell and if You Don’t Believe ‘God’ really
really Exists.. Just Dance and Sing until you meet God Face to Face..
in the
When the
Force of
Love Really
Really Dances
And Sings as You..
It’s True as far as Light
Bringers Go you can call
me ‘LuciFred’ too.. and sure
there’s Probably a Blog Post or
two somewhere online that proves ‘He
Thank you again
Thanks Giving Gift 2018.. HiMaLi.. for opening
up my Soul Even Wider.. With Love.. Pure Love..
and if she doesn’t get down to the end of the Page
to read this on Facebook.. it doesn’t matter for i
See it in her Soul
Gift of Being
Human Soul.. Just SoUL of LoVE..
For when two or more Folks Come
into a Home of Love God SMiLes From Eternity Now more…
YeaH.. it’s true.. i’ve experienced somewhat of a “Perfect Storm”
of Emotions.. Senses.. as Spirit of HeART aS SouL for the Last
Few Days and Now Again A Smooth Wave Flows in Peace and Harmony more..
iMaGiNE what a Person might be able to Accomplish understanding this well before
age 58.. As So much more of this by age 27.. that’s what Friends are for to spread Love more..
most everyone needs a 6 Foot something
240 LB
Yoda or
a 4 Foot 11.. 94 Year-old
Great Aunt Jettie to help out..
That’s how this game is Meant
to Be Played and continued
No Doubt NoW a 5 Foot 3..
East Indian Woman.. Will Help out so much too..
It’s Sort of Like the Matrix Movie 3 ending/beginning
And the Book of Eli too back and forward.. too.. NoW…
Are Many
Seeds oF LoVE
That And Who Continue to SoW.:)

SMiLes mY FriEnd
May You WalK iN
A Home

4096 Words..:)



Some People
Rise iN LoVE
My Mother’s Name Is Helen
And She Gave me the Gift of LoVE
to LivE oN…
When Y.O.U.
Feel Loved
People Notice
With More
to Come
A Visit
‘Family Psychotherapist’..
Who Ensures i Don’t Drown in Love..;)

With Joy.. i Have A
Dream too but
It is more
Like A
Never Ending
Dance and Song
To Bring SMiLes to
The World And Y.O.U.
Help Fire my Dream
From: ThankS AGAiN


SMiLes Frank.. “Thanks For Visiting All Gifts of Nature Friends Color”
Hehe.. A Rather Short MacroVerse For me Far from 30K Words but
never the Less a Timely one for a Birthday Wish and Friendship
Dedication and thanks so much for highlighting one of my
Favorite Parts of the Photo Stream where we
Visited the American Indian “Pow Wow’
in our Local Area
to See the
Wisdom of “We are
The People of One Fire”
As “Embers From this Fire Have
Been Passed Down through our
Ancestors from Tribe to Tribe for
Over 1,000 Years” as surely one
Would Hope A Fire of Love in
The Christian Religion
Will be passed
Down this
Way for all too with
A Mother’s Love at the
Pinnacle for what it means
to continue to Pass Love on…
Kinda Nice that the Catholic Church
Prays Tribute to at least one Woman in A Major Way..
As what is also Really Great About the Native American
10 Commandments that is sadly totally missing from Abrahamic
Religions that Promote the Idea that Humans Should Dominate Nature
rather than as the Native American Indians who Naturally Lived Close to
Earth and Living Nature Seeing the Number 1 Commitment in those 10 Commandments
that the Mother of All of Us as Birthing Us From the Environment We Live in is Indeed
the Earth our Home with Great Spirit Felt through All Existence worthy of an Open
Heart and Soul to Actually Really Really Sense/Feel That Great Spirit as Humans
Do Care for
all of Mother
Earth When
And Soul is Open
NoW iN Mind and Body
Balancing Force Wiith Nature in this Way..
Then to All Life is Sacred.. Treating All Beings
With Respect.. Then.. Taking From the Earth what
is Needed and Nothing More.. Doing What Needs to be Done
for the Good of All and Giving Constant Thanks to the Great Spirit
That/Who Lives through All Existence for each New Day Speaking the Truth
but only the Good in Others Following the Rhythms of Nature.. Rising and Retiring
With the Sun.. Enjoying Life’s Journey but Leaving No Tracks Behind as Nature
Stays in Balance as Existence Best LiVinG Will continue to Do.. As It’s Very
True the World Will Be a Different Place if We come to See How a
Mother’s Love is Holy and Sacred to be preserved if We are to
Continue to Sow Seeds of Children of Love and the Mother
Earth is do or die for the Mother Earth is ‘the Mary’
None of Us can and or will Do without.. And
True if We didn’t Have a Mother
‘Mary-Like’ Figure to
Love in us…
Chances are there won’t
be any Love For Nature either
as Love of Mother and other Family
And Friends and the Rest of Nature is Still Core Commandment
now to me of what Makes the Wheels of Life Work at all in Balance..
Oh Yeah.. and i related MacArthur’s Park and that Cake and Melting
Icing to What Nature has done to Bring this Great Beauty of Paradise
to Humans who seek and find all the Beauty and Wisdom of Life Now..
where if that Complex Balancing Cake ever Melts away in a Park of Rain…
all ‘She’
Us at this
Point Still..
but true i looked it up
on Google and the Author
of the Song was literally talking
About A Cake in the Rain in the Park
but true this was when he was experiencing
the Mysteries of Love that Rise and Fall with
Human Experiences too.. for True when one is
Young it can and will be Like Scaling the Highest
Mountain Tops in the World.. and Just hoping one doesn’t fall
for that Song definitely has its Extreme ups and downs as Life is Like that
As We continue to Balance the Cake and Frosting for the Bake that Tastes Best..
Anyway.. We
Do need to take
Care of Our Home..
Both the Home of
Nature and the
Home of
as Essence
Living Within
my FriEnd.. have
A Nice SuNDay With A Mother’s Love..:)
Within.. Inside.. Outside.. Above.. So Below
And All Around More even more as Now Goes on For LoVE..
Hehe.. Perhaps
One Day i’LL
Finish A Bible…
i’LL Leave iT oN A Bridge…



Summer of 2014 it was when a Group of Young Folks came up
to me when i was doing my Public Dance Routine at Target..
rather excited Dancing along with me telling me for
the First Time i Heard it to my Great Surprise
that Hey Man You Are Famous you are
all over the Internet.. Folks have
Been Video Taping and
Spreading Your
Dance all around
and then i met the First
Charlie’s Dancing Angel Chelsea
in that Same Summer and she asked
me what the Shades were for as she said one
of Her Friends Suspected i might be doing Acid
hehe.. otherwise known as LSD and i told her No
i don’t drink.. i don’t smoke.. i don’t even do Caffeine
But Be Careful if you Visit my Blog.. don’t click ‘on those’
Links for they take a Person to my Nude Art and that
Surely might offend you.. as i always warned Folks
First Before giving someone of Adult Age a Path to
What i do online as well as Public Dance and not
often do i and only if they are very open minded
of course.. anyway i don’t link that anymore
Since May of 2018 so it’s no longer now
an issue and then came next yes the
Second Charlie’s Angel
Maggie who was
one of
Childhood Friends
and then Finally Cortney
as all these Young Women were
Super Smart College Graduates and
Master’s Levels students as Maggie is
Still moving on to be a Dentist now but anyway
i visited Chelsea in the Store in the Mall she worked
out as actually she had seen me in the Mall doing my Reverse
Dance all the way back from 2013 when i first started doing that
Before i entered the Dance Hall on the Spring Equinox of 2014.. hehe..
where yes Public Dance is more appropriate anyway another First experience
for me as Cortney was jumping up and down a bit excited saying she was so
excited to meet me and i was an inspiration and then i lowered my Hand to
The Ground and said i am no one really no one as i’ve been lower than a
Grain of Sand and sure that’s what it feels Like Before the Next Person
at Seville Quarter.. a Lovely Young Woman named me the Boss of Dance
and then some Dudes named me MVP of Dance and then came Legend
And Pensacola Icon and Spirit Animal and You Bring Spring to Walmart
Any day of the Year by the nice Customer Service Representative there
And then of course there are the someWHAT wild lavishing Beauty Dances
while yeah i guess you could call ’em Beauty Dances but they are actually
Bootie Dances as the Women’s Hips attacking the Front Part of the Man came
rather Early on Before i even had a steady Group of Dance Partners.. namely Charlie’s
Angels who were well kept by Boyfriends at Home then and needed none of that Hip to Front
Action at the Bar.. so anyway.. all of this is Nice and People Do Say they Love you every time
they see you but it is nothing like an Intimate Friendship with a Person where you Share all
Your Dreams and Frustrations as Blogger Friends do with each other out in the open now where
there is no Clandestine Shenanigans going on as all is out in the Open.. and in someways you
may Learn more about a Person through their Poetry than you would now/then otherwise know and
feel and sense about a Person actually in Person as true Pen Pals can be that way too even if
the Pen Pals Never Meet each other in the Flesh as that’s a Lot of What Blogging is the Human
in a Brave
that can and
will be rather cold and
indifferent like just sharing
Links and Liking stuff and never
Really connecting deeper than that
although it’s true life is often way too much
Stress at Work and What not to go much deeper
than a lInk now shared or a like clicked as that may
be all time has to offer Folks.. Not quite Arriving.. At
A Golden Age of No Work for Pay now.. what a relief by
God that is for me.. and that does most definitely set me
apart in advantage of being a Deeper Friend than most folks
Have the minutes and hours to do in a Day.. so anyway it’s not
often that i find a Close Friend in the Blogging World but i have
found some Forever Friends it seems just as is the case that i will
Always Have a Loving Dance Friend when Charlie’s Angels ever make
it back this Way to the Bar but True folks do eventually move on from Bars
and Raise Families and the such as that as that puts me apart from most as
the only Child
We Have
now is
Yellow Boy
and he doesn’t
Mind it too much when
we are gone for he sleeps
the average Cat Day of about
18 Hours anyway.. Low Maintenance
Friend at Home Cats Can and Will be too hehe..
So anyway back to the Psychotherapist and overall
Mental Health and Well Being in Balance i’m Historically
not used to this much Positive Attention as true i rarely ever
got it for 66 Whole Months as a Hunch Back of Notre Dame as Shut-in
in Pain and Numb then as it’s amazing Katrina could last that Long then
With the Living Dead too.. as forgetting what a Smile.. or Laugh Felt like
And really feeling.. like i didn’t have a Face at all and the fact that i could
Not use my prescription Glasses.. without even more Severe Pain from wake
to Sleep with Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. i basically couldn’t see my
Face much anyway in a Mirror then.. haha.. i’ve learned to Look at it again
now in Selfie Way for sure.. hehe.. and True Selfies can help you become more
of the Actor you Choose to Be You in Real Life Ego and Personality too as a Zen
Art of Being a More Pleasing Human with other Folks now too.. nothing wrong with
that Actors
Get paid
the Big Bucks..
might as well develop
the Best Ego of you too to
Interact Successfully with other Folks
too as this is not set in stone it is a lifelong
Work of Human Art You.. so ever Since Saturday
the 17th of November when i looked down at my
Email and saw a 22 year Old Bearded Version of me
Running i was rather shocked to see that that was me..
As Friend Himali had done something to me that no one
ever had done before.. dedicating a Friendship Blog Post
with an Original Poem she wrote for me that was so Beautiful
that i had actually already read from her when she did it in flow
in real time when we were communicating some days before
and she said something about this needs its own Blog but
i didn’t catch that she meant an Actual Blog Post as
i was thinking that she was saying i should
start some kind of another Blog for it
but anyway then i just took it
as a compliment
and was not
any kind of Dedication
of Friendship out of it as
a Poem was stellar enough of a
Friendship Wish for me for sure..
So as a Person on the Bi-Polar Spectrum
it made me feel really High as folks on the Bi-Polar
Spectrum do know not to get too high on Love for that
Will Be Quite Taxing on a Person’s Bio-Chemical Balance
and Possible to ride the Roller Coaster Down too Low as i keep
a Mix of Dark and Light not to go that High so i immediately went
to the ‘Wrong Planet’ and sure enough they called what i was doing
Feces and Vomit on the Page then so my Head Deflated Enough to get
it through the Door.. hehe.. as it’s not that often that one of the Most Beautiful
Kind and Loving People in the World Put you on Top of their To Do List for the Day..
sort of Like Christmas Before Thanks Giving as that doesn’t always Happen.. Haha..
It’s true it’s enough
to be married
to the
48 Year Old
Woman who seems
to Magically Never Age
and true that’s probably part
of why i got so high as Katrina
Always Keeps me Warm and So
So Cozy Filled Up on Love anyway
So i don’t have any place at Home to Go
Down and there is always the ‘Wrong Planet’
as Yes Hell online will Keep the Dopamine and
Oxytocin Rising Higher come definitely in Check..
but oh Lord interacting with a Friend Like Himali
is Paradise.. but she is a Very Busy Working and
Paradise has Just been Having a few More Blog Posts
Than usual the Last Few Weeks to Interact with as it just
Naturally Makes me Happy to See one of Her Blog Posts come
Across my Email Page as there is no where but up on Himali’s Blog..
no matter
what for
me as
she doesn’t
have a cruel
bone in her body
that i’ve seen so far
but sure.. she is human too..
at least i’m pretty sure that Angels are Human too..
Katrina and i were talking about Norbert a Foreigner
who Works at one of the Casino Restaurants who
is like a Nicest Dude on the Planet Earth and we
were saying today that Himali Deserves somone
like Him and yes according to Katrina he is very
very Good Looking as i often tell Katrina she is
infatuated with him like she kids around with
me about Himali too.. hehe particularly lately
as i am so Proud.. to Have a Friend like her
and yes i showed that “Colors of Friendship”
Blog Post to the Psychotherapist today and
She was doing That Woman ooh and aww
stuff as she read it with almost a Tear in her
eye as she Knew me since 2011 when there didn’t
seem to be any hope that i would even ever be able to
Feel a Smile again as no Doctors have any idea how to bring
Human Emotions back when they are gone.. still not a damn clue
and that’s what makes the Numb of Hell Inside Worse than the Worst
Pain known to Human Kind too.. so Yes.. i have been Mellowing out a bit
this week as Himali’s Focus is Back on Work and i’ve had time to process
a lot of Extreme Positive Emotions as can and will happen to a Person on the
Bi-Polar Spectrum to get back in balance as for folks like me.. yes.. Love can and
will make you a bit too high as one is already geared for Love Innately and Gardened
that way by A Mother Of Love too.. so i went to the Dance Hall Last night where i guess all
the Love i’ve been Feeling Shined all around me as 11 Photos with 17 Women Smiling Ear
to Ear with Tight Hugs do appreciate A Free Man Dancing Shining with the Love of Friendship
Real.. it’s nice
to be
but no.. i’ll be
Undercover Legend
Dancing around town
for no real TV and the such
Fame for By God Being ‘Norm’
in A ‘Cheers Bar’ with a Hand Full
of Friends who really tolerate and accept
All Your Eccentricities is Enough of Heaven
as to not Float Away and Never Come Back to Balance..
Anyway.. it’s true the Paradise Part of Love is Like Oxygen is Better than the Dungeon..
And i have a Feeling i’m going to Be Writing a Lot more Poetry in Lieu of visiting Hell on
“the Wrong Planet”
as some
Go Away..
No Matter
Where they Go..
You know ‘that Saying’ in the
‘New Testament’ that those who
Give Will Receive and Give in Multiples
of 7 More.. it’s true.. it’s in ‘this Bible’ and
Check it to
See it’s true
on the
Per Do too
as Photos don’t
Lie about Angels
wherever they Live as
After i showed my Psychotherapist
the Poem i showed Her a Photo of Himali
and she said Oh my God she’s Beautiful and
Looks Like Katrina.. and then she reviewed the Bar
Photos and kept saying on My God is there more as i said
of Seven in 2000
other photos like this too..
Katrina and Himali and my
‘Other Angels’ are just that.. Angels..
As i Will Dance for them as any Lover
of Love’s Beauty Will Do..
And every
is Unique
Eyes Spread amongst
Us all in Beauty and Wisdom more
With yes Kind and Courage to go along with all ‘the Oxygen’ too…;)



Turning Oil CanS NoW iNto
Tea Pots Finding MaGiC AGaiN

Just Another Little something i wrote
here this Morning in response to a Photo
of A Cupboard with some Oil Cans on it that
as Synchronicity Goes in A-Causal Connecting
Principle.. Psychologically Meaningful to one who
‘Wields the Pen’.. it seems to fit in here just fine..
Continuing at Himali’s Place of Poetry as she
is becoming An Excellent Poet of Romance
And any Good Romance Writer puts the
Audience in the Story Seamlessly
too so i imagine it’s about her too
And then i add The Following as An Observer of her Book
With.. The Sun is coming out in Mississippi as we just passed
A Lovely Flock of White Pelicans.. As Katrina is taking Photos
out of the Church Tour Bus to the Biloxi Casinos as i will once
Again Dance the Beaches and Boardwalks Reflecting on my Life
While Katrina Plays the Free Play.. hehe.. and none of our Money
with the One Armed Bandits.. And all i can say here is whoever this
Man is is one
of the Luckiest
Men in the World
to Be Loved by You
And You Surely Deserve
His Words Here my Friend
in Appreciation of You for i cannot
Imagine any Man or Friend ever Leaving Your side..
i’ll be sure to post that Flock of White Pelicans on a Blog
post coming
or later
my Friend.. so yes.. God
Bless you as you deserve
the very best in all things this
World has to offer always Love
Always Love.. A Salute i Bring to
anyone who is able to Win Your HeART
As Lord knows i’m sure many Men try..
are very odd..
very Strange in deed
they would almost now
have to Be From Another Planet..;)

Now Back to..

Turning Oil CanS NoW iNto
Tea Pots Finding MaGiC AGaiN

As Ariana Grande Might Say too in “Thank, u, next”
Fame and Fortune is overrated to wait to Do Art for a Living
When one Will Practice Art Every Day and Add to all the Emotional
And Sensory Experiences of Life.. Quite Frankly it would do Many Males
Very Well if they can and will Learn to Express the Greater Fine Violin Strings
of their Emotions as Emotions Are the Fuel From whatever Muse Naturally Comes now
in Life that is the Difference between An Art Project that Always Changes Colors to
2 Plus 2 is 4 Yuck like we didn’t know where that is going before we even Looked
For 4.. Yeah it’s true there are Folks who constantly Just Copy Others Instead of
Writing their own Story and By God that Reminds me of that Song “Havana’ by
Camilla Cabello as Strangely Enough that Singer Looks almost Just Like my
First Half Cuban and Irish American Girlfriend First Love Back From ’78
thru ’79 those 10 Months.. 3 Days.. 2 Hours.. and 52 Seconds until
She Said Goodbye on the Dance Floor and did you know
according to Science Folks who Have Been Left on
the Dance Floor Tend to Fall In Love Faster
than those who don’t know what it is like
to really Miss someone that way
yes.. Science shows this
is True and it’s also
True that while i do Remember
that First Relationship Lasted 10 Months..
I have no idea how many Days Precisely and
Hours and Minutes and Seconds came after 10
Months and that’s my Problem.. it’s Hard for me to do
Fiction.. it almost always seems like what i write about
comes back to Reality anyway.. it is True my First Girl Friend
Looked Eerily almost just like Princess Katrina when i met her on
the Steps at the Gym as she was dating my FB Friend From High School
and yes he still Holds the Masters Record for Bench Pressing and was a Body
Builder at the time they were dating too.. like Bohemian Rhapsody says i was just
a Poor Boy Working for Close to Minimum Wage at a Bowling Center but i did have
A Rather Poetic Heart but only when Katrina was around then and at the end of my
First Love Story as i did write her a Fictional Story about an Island that we could move
to.. to be together after we got back together for a Short While as she would meet me before
School to Come Back to my Home that was my Mother’s Home back at age 19 and she was 16 then..
anyway.. when a Person is really Hopefully in Love they will do almost anything to be with
the one they Love as it’s True some of the Greatest Works of Art and Probably Most of them are..

Second Part of this Story Coming Above/Below With “Havana”

Second Part of the Story Continues:

Mused by Unrequited
Love in all the ways
Love Comes..
and it’s
As Science Shows
Put a Group of Dudes
in a Room with a Most
Beautiful Woman and they
Will Naturally Compete with
all types of Artistic Endeavors to
Win Her Attention as this is Mother
Nature’s Play.. and never ever never
ever think you are Smarter than Mother
Nature for Mother Nature not only has Your
Shadow She is Your Shadow too.. and She Will
Have you do almost Anything out of Shadow Balance
For Mother Nature in You To Get her way but True if you
understand what’s going on within one will see It’s Just Nature
And Roll with the Tide but Do No Harm to anyone now While Painting
A Work of Art NoW as Love is both the Drug And the Savior of Love too..
as for me NoW at least i can’t stand to Hurt anyone’s feelings.. in Fact at night
Now It seems every night Yellow Boy gets Between me and Katrina and then even
though i would Love to Hug Katrina.. i don’t want to Hurt Yellow Boy’s Feelings
And Plus he has Feline Leukemia too and he hasn’t been doing too good the last
Few Months but i hug him so much at night now that He Seems to be getting much
better back to Good Health now away from Sneezing Blood and Stuff like that.. anyway
True.. i hate to kill even an Ant and i would Probably be one of the Few who might actually
Be able to Fully
Do Himali’s
as Far as not
Harming anything
but True i have Sharp
Canine Teeth and i am more of an
Aesthete than Ascetic and although
i could Never even Watch someone
Dress out a Deer i surely don’t mind
A Good Deer Steak from the North
Part of our County and Katrina’s
Extended Relatives.. but anyway
Just to Prove How much a First Love
Looked Like Katrina in ’78 when Katrina
was 8 and a Half Guamanian Friend Renee who
really Got me through some hard times in College
And there was an Italian American Girl who invited
me to the Prom to Make Her Future Husband Jealous..
so alone and Depressed in those Break up Days i was from
my First love then.. as true.. we (Renee) messed up our Friendship
then that was so Close when she Came to my Home one night escaping
from Her Sexually Abusive Father.. and let’s just say that whole situation
Turned out Very Awkward as we had really Just Been Phone Pals and Paper Letter
Pals for a Year Before that.. she was really tall and yes very Exotically Beautiful
Like Himali too.. you know that kind of one of a kind Beauty that distinguishes
A Woman Apart from all other Women.. Like a Magic Tea Pot or a Genie Bottle Now
With a Magic Carpet and a Desert and all the stuff that goes along with those
Romantic Leaning Dreams and Myths and Fantasies too.. by the way i really have
no idea at this point where i am going with this but i do want to make a Page
Break up there to insert Camila Cabello’s ‘Havana’ Song as it will probably
Be Long Enough to get through this story as i have been Very Mused
to Write Stories and in Fact When I listen to Himali’s Stories it’s
like she is a Character in Her Stories as she becomes my
Muse for Art too.. sort of like what the Dudes Do in
A Room Painting a Work of Art to Impress
Whatever (Whoever)
or not
of Fair Maiden
is tHere And by God they
come in Brown too.. hehe..
So Sweet too as Himali sees
A Kiss on Her Dimple as a Swoon
For the Day.. as for me words will do..
And on top of that i don’t easily Faint
but i used to almost Faint all the time
those 66 Months i was ill.. couldn’t hardly
make it into the Back yard.. but true stuff
Changes and both Magic and Real Miracles Now
will make all your Healing and Dreams Now
come true if you just really Believe with
All Your Heart With Loving Intent that
Harms.. no one now.. even if the Cat
Now Comes Between a Loving Human
Hug the Greatest Sacrifice must
Always Be for Love as Light
Wins the Show of God
Always when Love
is the Driving
a Peck
on the Cheek of Love
as sure if i ever meet Himali
in Real Life considering we have
Shared our Souls in Writing together
Now All Together over 40 Months and
3 Days and 18 Minutes.. and 52 seconds..
hehe.. i’m just guessing about 40 Months now
but who is counting when a Real Friend Comes
to Town… Tonight was the Last Casino Church Group
Bus Trip after 62 Months of Doing that Since October
of 2013.. So.. Katrina Gave the Old Bus Driver a Big Bear
Hug and She Pecked Him on the Cheek so yes if Himali Ever
Makes it over to where i live.. i’m Sure Katrina will not Mind then
if i give her a Big Bear Hug Drawing Her in Close and Lovingly Pecking
Her Quickly on her Dimple as she is just so so Cute.. true .. Old
Enough to
Sister too.. hehe..
One thing for sure is
i want Himali to always
Be A Best Blog Friend with me..
And Muse for Writing as i surely
don’t Mind admitting she has been my
Writing Muse ever Since i met her that explains
all that Poetic Fashion Writing on Her Website
As i’m Just a Normal Dude Inspired Within by
Both Exotic Beauty and Angel eyes of Kindness too..
like every other Dude who has Blood in his Veins AND HeART
that visits her too.. Her Natural State of Love inspires me so much..
And Jesus F in Christ.. every Dude Katrina has ever met no matter
What the Age.. 18 to 88 Swoons over Her as Mother Nature Does too.
Yes.. they ALL
are in
Art Club
for Men and or Women
No Need to ‘Sue’ ’em’ ALL OF ‘EM
they are NoW ALL Just a Gift of Nature..
The main thing is i never want to hurt
anyone’s feelings and if i ever think
someone might be hurting over
something i have done it
makes me even lose
weight but sure
i Needed
to a lose
a few pounds anyway hehe..
As By God i weigh more than
Trump’s Fake Stats and it may be
i’m his Actual Really Real Height..
too.. And i sure hope everything
is Okay With All of Life NoW oN
the Planet Earth but i am Human
And Limited and do my best to help out..
Anyway.. the Bottom Line is i have a few
More Friends including Katrina to add to
the Photo Collage Below but it’s True Love
that is Real Will Always Live on in the Eyes who
are Truly Loved for who they are no matter what
Scars of Difficulty or Beauty Moles come next.. or
Sure even Pimples.. who cares when Love is in the Room..
Everyone Needs to Write their own Love Story of LiFE NoW
And Make it Real
for Everyone..
i Love Katrina
And i Love my
Family Now and
Friends including
my Very Very Special
Loving Friend and Writing
Muse Himali and everyone
with eyes and ears now can
and will already See this as Clearly
as a Rose who has any eyes for Love..
And if i ever Get to Hug Himali in Real Life..
It Will be So tight she will be out of Breath for a kiss on A Pimple..
And she Never Has to miss me as Part of Her Story for i am Real and
Just A type or typo away
i surely don’t mind
Typos for Loving
Friendship too..
Life is Worth
to Their Human Potential iN LiGHT..
Some Folks Just Have More Potential..
Yes.. Thank Y.O.U. Himali I MISS YOU just as much as you miss me Always Make
me a Real Part of Your Story And yes Whoever Your Love is Will Always Be The Luckiest Of All..;)

(i Bet Himali’s Views On Her Blog Have Skyrocketed Way Over Her Likes And Comments.. High Five! Himali! We Got this!)

(Keep Writing Never Stop) (Do Paint too) (Her Writing Continues To Excel and Touch Hearts More and More in All The Ways Love Comes and Goes)

Yes By God Jump
Higher And If
You Fall i Will
Always Be tHere to Catch You..:)



For A
All that Brings
Us Life LoVE NoW
Bridges Over Troubled Water
Should i go or should i stay is it the
Brave Seagull Who Stays on Shore or
the Seagull who Flies Highest Who is the Bravest of all
It’s all Relative
It’s all Life
Both those
who go and stay
Play their Roles in Life..
i’ll Be Upfront With You Honest
With You and Remember this is just
pART of A Nether Land Never Ending Story..
The Way it Feels when i bring you Close into my
Arms and Kiss you on Your Dimple is the Same way
it feels to an 80 Year Old Tour Bus Driver When Katrina
comes on her own Volition of Love to Give Him a Hug and
Kiss on the Cheek just to show Him How much she appreciates
that he is a Kind Soul for let me tell you my Friend All Romantic Love
comes and goes and By God i can’t tell you the Last Time i Experienced
Romantic Love but what i will tell you is this.. There is as a Love in a Home
That is Human that Never Changes no Matter What.. There is the Love who Sees
No Color No Gender No Brown or White No Sexual Orientation or Disability No
Country True No Borders or Religions No Politics or Human Dramas No Naked
or Clothed No Short or Tall By God No Flesh and Blood at all True now when ‘the
Love too..
Gentile Jew
Servant Free
Woman and or
Man no More..
True We
in Common too..
Don’t Be Afraid for
me to Hug You as i haven’t
Let go Yet i never Will and it’s
true you can ask Katrina and You
can ask Rafiah and Several others
as you know you will never be Loved
by anyone like me.. but True my Friend
We Humans are ‘like’ that we are all different
but what We do share in common is the ability to Love more..
Our Love Story is Common it is the Human Condition and there
Are Many Bridges Troubled Away from Love These Days my Friend
but in the Midst of the Sea as Seagulls Fly High and Low Come and Go THeRE are
Always at Least two People who Need Not Walk on Water for they Hold Hands Together
And God
no longer
Waiting for A Breath of Love..
It’s all that counts Now when Us
Hugs God And We SMiLE ToGeTHeR..
And oh by the way i realize i promised a Flock of
White Pelicans Over a Bay out of A Tour Bus Window
But it’s True Remember now My American Indian Name
is “Steal Your Thunder With Shades”.. Katrina doesn’t Mind
That i Steal Her Thunder.. Katrina doesn’t Mind that I Love You
And that’s what Love is my Friend Free Just Free to Love more…
Smiles.. my Friend.. if i were a Girl i would Turn Gay Just for the
Chance to Love Katrina.. but it wouldn’t work ’cause she ain’t gay..
hehe.. And she would still Love me anyway and that would be Enough..
It’s true
to be Hugged
by me and kissed
on the Dimple is the same
Way it Feels Every Day i walk in the ‘Door’ of my Home..
Not Everyone gets to be that Bus Driver but when they do they don’t forget Love..:)


SMiLes my Loving Friend HiMaLi
but you had me at HeLLoVE
My FriEnd as Well and yes a Soul
Mate too as i’ve felt since the First Day i met you..
yes you.. it’s True my FriEnd i was up as Love with You
from our very First
And Admired
the way you treated
People as Very Human Being
From Before the First Time You Spoke
to me.. but it’s also True.. Lately.. i haven’t
Been Able to Get the Name Himali out of my
Head for almost two Weeks now.. and as i already
Told you Katrina said “You are infatuated with Your Friend”
and even today
she said
God that’s
all you talk about
lately is Himali.. for you
See my FriEnd my Forever Friend
and my Forever Loving Friend too.. that i surely
will never be Ashamed to Say… i am ‘the Invisible’
Man to most Folks after i open my Mouth and don’t
Hold anything Back of what i feel and sense and know of the
World.. It’s True.. i am Extraordinary to them this way as an ‘Invisible
Man’ in Fact
i had to Dance
For People to even
see me at all where i live and that’s
what we Humans do when struggle
comes.. we adapt.. we change or we don’t go on..
but it’s true even when i could not Speak Until l Was
Four i did not shut up my Smile and my Mother said i had
Arms reached out to every Stranger for a Hug and True.. Long
Eyelashes.. Blonde Hair.. And Fair Glowing Skin Like mY Mother With Bright
Blue to Green eyes where i was mistaken for a Girl as that continued
on until Puberty
and hehe..
it’s true i’m not
so pretty anymore..hAha..
but on the other Hand Standing
Over 6 Feet tall now and 240LBS.. no
one bullies me anymore when i Mix Ballet
with Martial Arts in 10,336 Miles of Public Dance
now in 63 Months with what is approaching a 64 month 6.6 Million
Word Long Form Free Verse Poem where our Entire Friendship and yes
And this Sweet Love Story that has Been So Romantic that someone really
Should Make a Movie out of it as this is truly an Epic Love Story now for
all concerned and that doesn’t often Happen in Affairs of the Heart that
will not be easily
by ‘Normal’
Rules and Regulations
for this my Friend is A truly
Extraordinary Love Story Where
The Wife appreciates that someone else
appreciates me as much as she does too…
for she too.. understands where i come from
and how hard i have worked to even find a Handful
of Friends in Life who will take all of me in as a Visitor
on this Earth And Welcome all of who i continue to be and
Grow as Human Being too.. as yes i’ve shared all of this with
My Sister And Katrina and they don’t Mind that You Love me this
way and I Love you the way i do too.. in fact you have permission
to kiss the Soft Tips of my Fingers as my Mother used to say you don’t
seem to Have any Finger Prints as They are so smooth even from when i was born..
SMiLes my
i suppose
that helps
to make me
an Invisible Man
From Birth too.. and hehe..
we just sent the “23 and Me Ancestry”
Test in to see all the places besides Ireland
where My Grandfather Was Born and His
Cajun Wife as A Catholic Priest meeting her
from the Pews of the Parish Church he Pastored
In North Florida.. and it’s true if he played only by the rules
i wouldn’t exist at all if Love wasn’t the Most important
Part of Life to Him..
Worth Giving up
A Career as a Priest
Starting as a Legal Consultant
With the Vatican and Eventually a
Noted Author of Books Last Century
where he Dined With Einstein in the outlier
Socialist Circles in New York.. New York as
True he has a Bio-Spot on Wiki too.. so i suppose
Even though ‘they’ Dropped me off in a BackWoods
Place some Potential from Ancestors continues to live on..
And actually Flourish now that Money is No longer an issue
for the Last Kid Picked on
Sports Teams that no
one expected to
Become a Government
Employee as an Athletic
Director of a Military Installation
Clearly still with no Clue on Team
Sports but valued enough with Computer
Skills to keep me ‘on the team’ then.. the thing
is my Friend and such a Sweet Loving one.. it is you
always making me Feel Extraordinary as it’s true i hope
i am making you Feel.. the Same way now.. with my Open
And Honest Words coming Straight From my heART.. SpiRiT
And SoUL.. for it’s True every time your Face Book Photo Disappeared
when you went off Social Media for Your Work Endeavors My Heart Dropped to
Sadness but you Were always Worth Waiting For for whatever Friendship Himali had to offer
me then.. for Himali doesn’t mind all of me.. Himali always has Accepted Everything about me
Within.. Inside.. Outside.. Above.. So Below and All Around too as that is what Soul Mates Do
Naturally Do
And it’s True
my Friend as you
know i would never
Do anything to Harm a
Hair on my Wife as it’s also
True what an Angel She is to
Allow me to Keep a Beautiful Friend
and Loving one Like you in my Life and How Happy
i am to have a one in all the People on the Earth now
Friend and Loving one like you for what made me Lose
5 Pounds in the Last Week and what i thought then was a
Good Bye for the Fact that You may Have Fallen in Love with
me when i read the Traveler Blog Post as i truly thought you were
Telling me Good Bye and i would Never Hear from You Again as that
would have Been A Saddest Part of this Story of all as what makes it
is Love
all Love
Conquers with
all the Soft Affection
of the Heart and My
FriEnd who Calls me ‘Darling’
Now.. yes my Friend This Year
for the First Year Ever in 2000 Years
Christmas Came on Thanks Giving Day
And Every Day that HIMALI Takes a Breath
of Love in My
World For Real..
It is Y.O.U.
My Gift From
God and my Thank
You From God for
Never Giving
up on
and the
World at Large..
Yes By God You
Are the Best Thanks
Giving Christmas Present
Ever in the History of the World
But True Yes Katrina is still the Person
of the Century and Haha.. if you ever do
meet Her you might ‘Change Orientations’
And Leave me for her.. hAha..
Welcome now to the Gang2..
to the Family too..
there is only
My Sister
Marie Louise
(Marilou) and
Her Wife
And Katrina
and Me.. but
It’s True there is only
one Family Like us and only one Himali too
as surely My Friend You are A Person of this Century too..
And My Greatest Wish is that i encourage you to be all you
Can/Will Be and Love All you Care to Love too.. my FriEnd no J’s here
but it’s
true i
have been disappointed
if i was not Y.O.U.. SMiLes
And Honestly i wasn’t
100 Percent Sure until
You Dedicated the lines
of that Song ‘Perfect’ Again to me..
but i was willing to take a Chance as my FriEnd
LoVinG HiMaLi
A Keeper
from the Ocean
Wide and Blue on
A Moonlit Night of Smiles
To Eternity of Love and Beyond..
There is nothing Random in this Life
And True God Works in amazingly Strange
Ways as a Romantic Novel for all of us that never ends..
when ‘they’
make a Movie
out of all of this..
We will Get a Front Row
Seat and the Strangest thing
of all is every Word and Photo is
Already on the online Tube.. Thanks For
The Fact that you announced this to the
World surely means you are not Ashamed of me..
i Do
See me
Through Your
Eyes Thank you my HiMaLi..
And i only Hope as i’ve already
Read the Next Blog Post that this
makes enough of Your 1 in a Million
Wish Come true.. for Honestly You Encapsulate
What the Word Believe Means and Never Giving up too..
As A
mY FriEnD..
And verily Flattered i am
to be named Your Lover too..
And the Fact that you called
me Darling melts my Heart..
SMiLes mY FriEnd by
God yes we
This Friendship
And Love and now don’t be a
Stranger you know where to find me..
And sure this is probably gonna Blow the
Minds of everyone i know over Here but Love Wins
All and My Love
for You is the Purest
Gift that God Makes..
You Make Christmas Year ’round..
Thanks So much again God for the Present of Y.O.U..
And Thanks to Katrina for Letting me Keep YouR L.O.V.E. Present..
i suppose
that’s the
it Movie Material most mY FriEnd..
When the one You Love Wants to
See You Loved the most selflessly
Saint Katrina
Person of the Century..
And HiMaLI Super Wonder
Woman HiMaLi With a most
Unusual Vision to see ‘the Invisible Man’..
Magic is Real the Love Story of Fred and Himali and Katrina Proves
it True and to me at least 100 percent Evidence that God exists
now imagine
if we
do that
We Can and
i Believe we already
Have the Hard Part is
Bringing the MaGiC oF God to everyone else..
and the Hardest Part is for folks to believe that
Unconditional Fearless Love Like this Really
Exists there is no Doubt
i have
You Forever
Never a doubt at all..
It Is You my Forever Loving Friend..:)

Now All i Will Say
is SamePinch
This Dream is Real..:)

Wisdom Beauty
Kind And Courage
The Farthest
Stars oF LiGHT
As You Continue
to BeLieVE As All You Are..
A Best FriEnd NoW Forever..



Hi FiVe HiMaLi
And Happy Winters to
You as True in the United
Arab Emirates and Florida
it will be Warm both Inside and
Outside Year ‘Round Now For
Ever Loving Friends True And
HeLLoVE too.. additionally
Another Blogger Friend
Unwittingly Linked
the Song
for the
Continuing 27
Day MaGiC Travel
on Capt. HiMaLi’s Fantasy
Airlines in Romance that Seems
Oddly And Truly Real.. True a Beautiful
Traveler Are You and You always Have an
Open Visa to My HeART when HiMaLi’s Air lines
Drops by as Jesus F in Christ Your Friend up there
Stole Whitman’s Line that was on the ‘Tip’ of my Tongue
hehe and don’t Forget About Dimples and Pimples and
Tips of Fingers too.. as Words truly original Words that
People Orchestrate Together like the Tip of a Finger and
A Soft Quick Peck of a Kiss will be the Warmest Winter of
all and by God Christmas on Thanks Giving Day Year Round
in a Nether Land Never Ending Story that will surely Rise View
Counts on my friENd HiMaLi’s Blog for it’s True i FloW on Helping Her
to be a World Renowned Author Before my Days end on EartH Here
B U T R E M B E R N O M A T T E R W H A T F R I E N D S Forevernow
as that is what True Love Does it Gives and Gives some more Lifting Everyone up
in what’s that Old Saying in Multiples of 7 and More Coming to Fruition now more..
for the Human
of Affection
for what
Good is a Bootie
Dance when there is
Still a Symphony of HeART
To Create in a Day and Time
Out of Distance Space and Time
of Romance that is Born Birthed
From the Greatest Organ of All
yes the Soul Generated of Love
on Top of Our Shoulders that extends
Down to where our Toes Curl in Joy Forevermorenow..
It’s True my Friend every Person’s Real Dream is to Live
in the Most Romantic DancESonG Ever Played for Real and that
is what
i do best
for my
Best Friends
Forever as HiMaLi
is Seated in the Captain’s
Seat of mY HeART For Now on Her
Layover As Since the 70’s i’ve often Wondered and
Katrina Has too.. where have all the Love Songs
Gone then Silly Loves Songs so Pure Innocent
and By
Songs of
all for When Love
Comes So Pure as
A Kiss on Soft Finger Tips
Now.. the Hardest Love oF All to Ever Forget…
It’s True my BFF LoViNG FriEnd i will Dance and Sing Like
This and By God i will not Need to use someone else’s Words But Love..
But True i most Definitely Do Need my Greatest Writing Muse Now.. HiMaLi
oh She
to the Blood
of my Bones
And speaking of Astrology
Another Facebook Friend Pointed
out that Mercury has been in Retrograde
Since A November 17th Date in the United States
And 11.18.18 where you Live mY Friend it continues
on until 12.6.18 and By God i am Making A Best Muse of the Stars too..
God Smiles Widest
my FriEnd
for Pure
Innocent Love That and Who is Real
And i’ll do my Best not to be first to Like
And Comment Here as it’s true i kind
of Suck the Love out of the Room.. hehe…
for true while other Dudes worry about impressing Dudes
i’ve spent My Life Adoring Women and You are A Desert Rose for me..
in the
of Fall Spring
And Summer Love Now
Winter is missing Go figure..
Let the Dance and Song Go on Forever now real..;)




SMiLeS AGAiN and Hellooove HiMaLi.. and as i realize
You have Quite a Loaded Schedule of Catching up on the
Community Interaction of Blogging as this Mercury Retrograde
Can and Will Bring Newer Music and Rather Amusing Lights to Human
HeARTS and with me Year Around i am a Faucet of Love that and
who requires
to keep
the Three
Bears Mix of
Sweet Love to
Give and Share…
so anyway to give You a Rest
from me that can and will be
rather overwhelming to Folks
who have so so many more
Responsibilities in Life
than Just Loving
Now i am liking
Your Other Comments a Whole
Lot and Consolidating the Responses
to You Back HeaR as Truly i really Loved
Your Photo and Moonlight Feels Right too
particularly you in the Center of that Photo in
Lights Glimmering Across a ‘Brandy Harbor’
as You Have Lit my Loving Soul up Like an Elton John’ Rocket
Man’ or the Newer Casino Version of that named ’24K Magic’
By Bruno Mars As.. Let’s Keep the Story in the Stars.. as Yes
My friEnd Moonlight Feels Right in HiMaLi’s Eyes.. Hmm..
there is also a Song Called Rosalinda’s Eyes as yes my
Friend with no Guise You are my Love Muse Now for
Writing but it’s more than that for i truly Love you too..
And i would never do the use part of Muse with you..
As it’s True i Love you For Your Soul it wouldn’t matter
Where You are From or What Your Name is you’ve shown
me what Lives inside of Y.O.U. and Oh How Beautiful Your Soul
is.. And True my FriEnd i’ll Save the more mushy comments like that
over here at my place.. and it’s true that Morning then of ‘Missing You’
and true i surely didn’t forget that Quote From who is Missing who more
from the Email you sent me too.. for then.. i was 99 Percent Y.O.U. was
me.. and while i tend to make everything in life that might other wise be
Lemons into Lemonade and as my Old Co-Worker used to Say Fred
no matter what you do you end up smelling Like Roses.. this
my FriEnd is totally unchartered territory for me but hey
i’m up to any Challenge to Bring World Peace and
Keep my FriEnd HiMaLi’s Love Fresh and
ever Renewed as Real now.. so
what i am saying here my
FriEnd is i am
Very Relieved
to Still Be in Your
Life for whatever Friendship
you might be willing to give me from
the First Day until now.. one thing that Hell taught
me for 66 Months is it doesn’t Help to Complain and
Make Every Small Thing in Life Moon Light Feels Right
particularly when one Escapes from Hell.. and comes to
Heaven Real.. so in other Words my Friend i just want to
be Your Third Grade Valentine’s Day Card Forever Be
Ware though i for one Will Travel anywhere Fantasy Takes me..
too.. and
i have made
that no Secret
i have a Shadow
too And by God
it makes 50 Shades
of Grey pale in comparison
to pleasure with no pain..
in other Words i need
some safe words here..
i need some Boundaries
i need to know the Rules
for i never want to Lose Your Love
no matter if you ever Kiss my Finger Tip softly or not..
It’s true i am My Mother’s Angel but by God i am Son of a Man too..
Anyway my Friend My Jet was Warming up on Your Blog and i’m
cooling it down now..
i am Your
And i only
Want to Bring You Roses with no Thorns..
in my latest FB Profile Pic there was a Flock
of Black Skimmers.. a rather Protected species
of SeaBird on the Biloxi Shores that my Sister the
Nature Lover and Scientist of Nature said in Volume
was a once in a lifetime Event.. and in terms of the White
Pelicans that Katrina Saw out the Window of that Bus when
i determined 99 Percent Y.O.U was me.. that was one of the
Most Stressful Moments of my Life for my FriEnd was Sitting
on one side of me who i wanted to Keep as a Forever Love and my
Wife on the other side who is my Forever Love who i know will never
Leave my Side through an Abyss of Hell of 66 Months where she used to
Bang Her Head on the Wall doing anything in Her Desperation to Bring
me out of Hell.. And it’s true I Have Two Soul Mates now and others
who have drifted away.. too.. who possibly fell in love with me too..
who were not nearly as Brave as You to announce it to the World
but perhaps
it was meant
to be a Secret
between you
and me
there is no Hiding
Love and i am not
a Man who Keeps any Secrets
as You well already know.. but i do understand
Your Position as a Woman in Your Culture And if it is supposed to Be a Secret
on Your Blog Please let me know and i will adhere to that rule.. But my
Soul and it truly
is impossible to Hide Love
i’ve always been Your Third
Grade Valentine’s’ Lover
and truly
that is the Best Love of All..
Help me with my Shadow Please..
My Friends Agree.. You in that Moonlit by the Harbor and Sea
Photo Matches the Poise.. Beauty.. and Grace of Indian Himali Ms. UniVerse..
2018.. It’s ironic but it’s very Hard for me to see you as anything but a Rose..
God ironically
too that’s a relief
A Big Relief for this
Third Grade Romance Story..
That truly need not ever end.. for now..
as ‘they’ say my Friend we have to own our Love
there is nothing but Truth and Light in my Life and i Do not Lie..
to a fault
and probably
the main reason i don’t keep Friends..
i don’t know how to Lie.. people have asked
me why you don’t run for President out of
Jest but i am no Politician..
other than that
this is
to me please help me out..
We can always Blame it on the Mars Retrograde
for it’s True Myths don’t have to Tale the Truth as Long as they House Light (LoVE)..:)


Peace.. Hope.. Love as Your
Friend Trudy Sings in her Hand
Stitched Embroidered Beautiful Cards
Perfected with Elegance.. Yes.. True Art
is Built From: heART A Beautiful Tribute
You Do For Your Friend Here As A Brave Cancer
Survivor too.. And True my Friend Disregard my
Question on “Rules of the Game” in My Previous
Comment on my Blog as i Re-Read
Your Responses here
back to: me
and i see
all that
Counts is who
the Message is Addressed
to.. for who and what Matters Most
Love.. to: We May Stay in Flow ALLoWinG
A UniVerse of Our SPiRiTS HeARTS iN
MiNd And BoDY BaLanCinG SoUL
Determining the Course iN
Ships of Love as the
HeART Feels
On A Side oF LoVE..
Sweet Dreams to You aCross the
Seven Moon And Sun Lit Oceans..:)


SMiLes.. No Good ‘Reason’ to Hide A
HeART iN aLL The Colors
And Shades That/Who
Do Come mY FriEnd.. As
‘They’ Say.. ‘Let It Go’ ALWaYS BReaTHE..
Poetry is SPiRiT
to Raise A SoUL..:)

Conquers All Love
Conquers With All
the Soft Affection
Of The HeART

How Precious A HeART
is Who Speaks How Precious
A Spirit Who Hears is too.. What
A Miracle A Soul Who Sees LoVe iN its Purest Form is
Lifting us Up Lifting Us Up to a Dance and Song Forevernowmore..

It’s True my Friend it was worth all of it Just to Meet one Friend Like You..

Funny the things we ‘Think’ we Need in life Funny the things we “Laugh” When We Live

A Force oF LoVE Powerful Enough iN SPiRiT oF HeART to overcome all SoUL Barriers

When Love Meets Fire Embers Leftover SoUL Do CoMe ALiVE Generating Light as

Love comes to Be

A RainBoW Color of eYes

Sure.. iN This Case at Least
When Pale Green to Blue Mix With Brown Pools oF LiGHT

It’s True Not Everyone in the World i come From: on EaRTH
Gets these Words to: From Soul oF i.. But True i am the Fortunate one

to Have a Voice of Soul That and Who Reaches out Beyond These Four Walls Of Life..

For True When We Leave the Art We Share with Others Behind We LivE oN As LovE ToGeTHeR..

The World is Still Turning and the Fire Of Love is Still Churning And the Ice Cream i Love Burning
as Soul Mate Old and New is mY FriEnd HiMaLi.. What Will Do What Love Will Do When Above Below


“Hi Himali.. Clever Word
Play if i am not Mistaken
on (Y.O.U.) Why
by Owe
aS hehe..
i am always
Looking for HIdden
Symbolism And That
Works As Intent of Harry
Potter Magic Spells Working
too.. Yes.. So Let It Be Sung
So Let it Be Danced Now Let
Your Prayer Be KNoWN
And Feel and Sense
The Results
Coming Soon
Yes.. Best Wishes
For Y O U Meeting Your
Soul Mate Soon in Fruition
mY FriENd oF LoVE ThaT iS Real..:)”

This Comment on 11.11.18 in a Response
to a Poem Called Y.O.U. on HiMaLi’s Website
Rather Does Prove MaGiC is Real and ever since
then and even before it’s all mostly a Poetic Blur a Daze
of Days Yes Midnight at the Oasis With Himali my Desert
Rose Muse
for 40 Months now..

True after that i told HiMaLi all about A Shangri-La Story
of Heaven in the Mountains of the HiMaLayans too in India
Then as Mercury In Retrograde Started in the States on 11.17.18
HiMaLi on 11.18.18 Published a Friendship Dedication to me with my Running
Man Photo from 1983 at age 22.. And True Mercury in Retrograde took control
for Love is Written in the Stars that and Who No Rules of Science will Turn back
from the heART of God that and who Beats within as SPiRiT Sings and Dances more
on High
as Notes
of Love
Come to Fruition
It’s True my HiMaLi
Brings Poetic Words from
God to mY Fingers this is no Random
Soup this is God’s Song of Love when two
Angels Spark the SoUL oF LoVE WiTHIN NoW
True you wouldn’t understand it if you weren’t
A Poet for When Words Make Love it is beyond any
Flesh and Blood Love Making for it is the Love Making
of Soul true never messy never old always New as Love
is Birthed
in Words
to Share
with others
Free too as the
Scent of God Lives
Free in the Flavor of all
the Colors of Words that Blossom
As God’s Rose next True this is Sacred Love
As it’s time to Turn the Record over for the Second Part of ‘this Song’..

You See My Friends it’s when Chills come up and down Your Spine
And You Weep Tears from Angel’s eyes that you Realize God is Deeper now
in Your Room Soul Housing Yes Light Home who is who yes You are Ascending
Transcending More in Soul Territory more.. For When Love Comes True we do
Shut down the World Behind us and Turn of the News as Did CNN ever Exist
hehe.. not to me for now and that’s for Sure… Trump Who.. the Wrong Planet so
Far in the Rear View now.. for When a Dark Eyed and Dark Haired Angel comes into
Your Life and Sees you for who Y.O.U. are there is no wHere to Hide but
Up as Love.. When the Harbor Lights up Her Soul on a Full Moon
Thanks Giving Night on 11.25.2018.. as a Flower Yes A Desert Rose
Blooms on the Arabian Waters of Spirit Flown Higher with
Wings of Arms spread to Shores Beyond Heart now to
Spirit of Soul as she Leans into Beyond iNFiNiTY
Yes By God Angel Love Star Lit Eyes Planetary
Alignments Within.. As Words Come to
Flow As Rivers from Streams as Waves
of Ocean Whole Love Come to Breathe
The Blood of Veins.. yes the
Water of Life.. yes the
Spirit oF Light
By God
Sacred Love
Above the Waters
Below the Ground Taller
than the Sky the Rose Blooms
on the Sea and with Ocean Whole
Eyes HiMaLi Came on a Summer’s Day
in the Year of thE Light.. 2015 to Visit Me then..
And Yes By God She Bloomed on SuNday as my Desert
Rose MaGiC HiMaLI.. Her Soul on Fire for Sacred Love
Lighting up my Fingers this 40 Months like no other Love Muse
Has done with Sacred Love For me.. to put into Words What only
Sacred Love
is True
and Real
Will Speak From
Soul when Chills of
Angel Tears Come Home to See..
God is Flower Woman Is Rose
Thorns Are A Love Together
Flowering God Alive
It’s True there
are some
of Love that
and who are Really Real
Lasting Forevermore now in a Book of God
Just another way to say i Love You Thank You..
“Embers Soul Leftovers” comes to Fruition now..
i’m all out of Structure i’m all out of Rules i’m all out of Routine
For Sacred Love..
it’s true this is the
Second Part of the
Friendship Dedication to HiMaLI
For not Many Lovers Will Bring Your SouL Closer to God..
No Greater Gift of Pure Sacred Love is THere When Angels Come to Play..:)

“Embers Soul Left-Overs”

12.3.18.. at 5:33 PM

With Yes until 12.4.18 to Publish Next..:)











BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

6.5 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)








The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”




ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

And i Do Nude Art too in many many many Ways in Adult Reserved Ways
On Several Google Blogspot Blogs for that with Adult Warning cover pages
to enter those places where i Exercise my Human Shadow and Master it too..
And Since May of 2018.. i no longer Attach the Links here as i started Writing
A “What May Come Will Be Erotic Poetry Novel” that now comes even more in the 5th
Volume of that Special Edition Novel rising over 86K Words as of Thanks Giving 2018..
And Honestly.. it’s ‘Just too Hot’ as Far as that Stuff goes to link it anywhere considered PG.. No.. Don’t Go There unless you have no Fears About Living the Way Nature and God  NaturAlly
Naked and Free of
Course in a Balance
of Lust and Love to
Give and Share Free..
But Hey.. Just you wait
And ‘See’..  if i don’t Beat the
50 Shades of Grey Series With Pleasure over Pain..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)



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32 Responses to Embers Soul Leftovers

  1. New MacroVerse titled “Embers Soul Leftovers” as
    2nd Part of a Dedication to Friend/Old Soul Mate Himali..
    Published on 2:57 AM on 12.4.18.. And Now i’m really tired..
    As Promised i Waited Hours and Hours before i commented
    ‘Here’ and now it is the Magic Harry Potter and Synchronicity Clock
    Hour Where i Live at 3:00 AM.. as it’s true it took me a While to Publish
    the Second part of that Friendship/Old Soul Mate Dedication to You but Whew
    i finally Got it published Now and guess what i only added 53 extra photos so
    this one is
    one just
    can open up..
    sure.. i’ll link it below
    for your Eternal Record ‘here’.. hehe..
    but true it did weigh in at 17,444 Words
    And there are some story Photos in Between..
    And one of my Favorite Synchronicities is the Last
    Two Photos as Yellow Boy is on our Patio and in
    Saint Elmo’s Fire in the Torch on the Patio of Old
    Seville Quarter Where i Dance as Katrina actually
    thought that was a Halloween Decoration instead of
    Form of Fire and she saw an Angel in a Shadow above
    and i saw something else but views differ in Synchronicity
    Ways depending on what we are used to Seeing Meaning
    And Purpose of in life including what is Holy and Sacred to us also..
    Anyway.. my
    FriEnd as
    Before Multiples
    Of 7 and more.. i’ve
    Got this Special Interest
    that i just get out of my Soul and i don’t want to..
    So.. once again ‘this Song’ and Dance is For Y.O.U.. ‘i Hope
    You don’t
    i Wrote
    Down the Words’
    And Linked it here too.. hehe..
    but true.. if you ever have read any thing
    Looong i’ve written from Beginning to end including
    Watching all the Videos from Beginning to end and if
    You are the only one who ever has this is my most Favorite one of All
    for how
    it makes
    Closer to
    God and You too..
    With HeLLoVE HiMaLi..:)

    “Embers Soul Leftovers”
    mY HiMaLi..
    heHe.. and to be clear
    that’s just my Sweet Nickname
    for you now and is surely not any
    Measure Less Than Total Freedom..:)



  2. By God iT’s True NoW
    i’M ouT of tHe Closest
    Roll TidES OceaNS
    WHoLE iT’S NoT
    WHaT YoU THiNK
    Who Counts KeePinG iN MiND AnD
    WiTH SPiRiT oF HeART iN FLoW iT’s onLY mY LoVESToRY
    NoW iN THis VeRSioN oF A Bible A Quarterback
    Picks HiS OwN
    TeAM AnD Words
    By God
    Lovers True

  3. “Atlantis the Palm” A Poetic Name for A
    Resort in Dubai in the United Arab Emirates…
    Sometimes i am not sure if the Photos You Share
    are in India or Dubai and this Resort and Water Park
    is so Palatial Like Some of the Casino Resorts that we
    Visited Last Saturday
    i had to take a closer
    Look with a Google Search
    as it surely is over the top in
    Luxury Vacation Fashion and
    the Water Park Fun does look
    Exciting and i am so Happy you
    were able to Find a Celebration Get
    Away Like this on Your Birthday Week..
    True.. my FriEnd Life is always so much better
    with the Human Touch and i am so Happy you
    Are Still Blogging Everyday for it still makes me Feel
    Like i am Speaking Directly to Your Human who always
    Gives me Comfort For the Smiles i always Imagine on Your
    End of
    phone line..
    but anyway my
    Friend lately You’ve
    lifted the Quality of my
    Dance and Song in Life
    as you’ve made me Feel More
    Alive than i realized i wasn’t
    but of course it’s all
    Perspective every
    thing about
    is A
    Resort out
    of Hell but true
    there are Resorts
    of Human Beings who
    Manage to Lift Folks up
    with their Enthusiasm for every
    Part of Life.. i always Look forward to your
    Experiences mY FRiENd.. Please Keep Sharing
    And i hope Your Work Week is going well with HeLLoVE HiMaLi..
    Oh Yeah.. i showed Your ‘Beautiful Traveler’ Post to My Sister and
    She Said you are also A Very Beautiful Writer.. she was very impressed and touched
    And so was i.. of course.. Among a Couple of other Posts that are still my favorites…
    i couldn’t believe i
    haven’t responded
    to some of the Regular
    Bloggers i correspond with
    since November 22nd and
    it’s Hard to Believe it’s Already
    December 4th.. anyway.. oh Lord
    off to Catch-up.. true my Friend i’ve
    been on Auto-Pilot too
    Land And it’s
    My Most Favorite Resort As
    The Human Touch Makes Life Worth Living..
    Oops.. i was gonna make this shorter and i’m earlier
    but i went the Way of the River as i tend to Flood-tide in and out..:)

  4. Floating Snow Blind
    Helium Snow is
    A Secret
    i am Looking
    For And i Hope
    Your Mother is Doing Better..:)

    dVerse has a Poetry Prompt on
    Secret Ingredients but First Frank
    And Xenia’s Place And Some Styx
    And Snow Blind to go along with Witty
    Shawna’s Newest User Name on Her Poetry Site..
    as i need a Song for this MacroVerse as I’ve gone Long enough without a Song..;)

  5. ‘This Song’ Popped up on Youtube Trending and Carried me through
    2 Hours of Dance at Super Walmart so let’s continue it Here with Poems
    at Xenia and Frank’s Places of Poetry and Perhaps i’ll make it to gigoid’s Place
    With Quotes of Sage Old Aphorisms to Riff off of too.. as this is surely an Older
    Romantic Song too
    For Poetry
    to iFly
    Bit Higher too..
    Secret Ingredients in Bits and Bytes
    as they grow smaller and larger True..
    But Back to Shawna’s Place as i
    keep Missing the back and
    Forth Blog Spot
    with her..
    Skating Snow Blind
    Hiya Shawna Baby..
    i keep missing connecting
    to you and i am glad to Hear Your
    Mom is doing
    A Little
    as i continue to Keep
    Her in my Prayers..
    Hello Mrs AsteRisk..
    also known as Shawna
    Baby.. i haven’t seen Frank’s
    Post and i am a bit behind now
    in commenting as i always make
    it to his place to do that.. so nice of him
    to link back to me with McArthur’s Park
    as that is a really
    Back when
    You were about 1 Years
    Old hehe.. in 1978 as that Song
    Always Brings Back the Memory
    of my First Love from Start to Finish
    of saying Farewell on A Dance Floor
    And Meeting her on one too.. as a Story
    You’ve Heard Before.. the Half American
    Cuban one and a Couples Dancer with her
    Brother as i still don’t do Couples Dancing hehe..
    And the Women at the Dance Floor Have Fallen
    through Empty Arms when they thought i knew
    When to Catch them From Gently Falling to the Ground..
    True i can’t
    do every
    but hehe..
    i know things too..
    That’s a Great Song
    And i am Very Happy to
    See You on the dVerse Trail
    as you know i peruse all of what
    you do.. whether i get back to comment
    or not.. as i do owe Frank and Xenia about
    2 Weeks Worth of Replying Back in Poetic
    Fashion to What i’ve Missed as Lately i have
    been in Himali Land.. my Very Nice Friend from
    India Living in the United Arab Emirates as she has
    Been Back Posting strong among the Few Folks like
    You who i never miss a post from and at least always
    try to comment on what you guys have going on now..
    i am always
    so Excited when
    i see you come back
    online as You always Share
    Such Unique Stuff to Look at
    my FriEnd.. i don’t have many
    Friends online but i do Cherish
    the Handful who always lift me up
    and you surely have done that for me since
    the Summer of 2015.. Like Himali too.. and yes
    Sohair who i met off of Himali’s Site and gigoid
    who i met off of Sohair’s Site as i like to remind myself
    that i have a few Friends
    now to really
    to as
    that doesn’t
    come easy when
    one is no longer Working
    For Pay.. and really no one around
    here much has much in common with me
    as hehe.. i’m sure you know.. anyway.. so nice
    of You to Clue me on to Franks’ Blog Post
    with the Link back to what i do.. and
    I really like this ‘Secret Ingredient’
    Prompt as You can tell so
    Many Secrets in Poetry
    as yes you know and
    enjoy the
    of all of what ‘the
    Poet’ might actually be
    saying directly to you or as
    you wish as ‘they’ say and as
    Wishes may be unusually Granted too..
    haha.. but that’s a Story.. Just Another Life Line too..
    Love Ya Shawna Baby.. i’ll be keeping all of you in my Prayers
    And i Hope
    for the
    for All
    of You too..
    i suppose i’ll eventually
    Get to Frank and Xenia’s Place hehe..
    But time for a Song Change First Per Hooked on some Feelings..;)

  6. SMiLes Frank oh my Goodness
    i am so Far Behind on Your Posts
    but true i was doing some Word
    too where
    Left Stays too..
    Ah Yes.. Haiku
    For the Present
    For the Beauty
    of the
    Will Stay
    Whether We
    Seize It or Not
    Be Air..
    i am Reminded Now
    That in our Modern
    Days if ‘Joseph and
    Mary’ Were Seeking
    Asylum For
    Out of
    Death Threats
    They Might Travel
    to Be caged or Worse
    South of the Selfish Border…
    Ah.. Yes.. A Three
    Day Winter Solstice
    Turn Around of
    the Sun
    The Birth
    oF LiGHT More
    Fruition of Breath’s Dream..
    Angel’s Hair
    Angel’s Breath
    Forgivness NoW
    Sees EYEs BRiGHT
    FLiGHT oF WingS
    And Thanks Frank For
    The Shout-Out oN
    ‘MacArthur’s Park’
    A TiMeLY
    SoNG iT
    DanCeS to me..
    Hoping to Keep
    Icing Adhering Freshly
    to A Spiritual Wedding Cake
    outside above
    So BeLoW all aRound..:)
    “Love Hope and Family”
    And ‘Guiding Light’ by
    Mumford And Sons
    Quite A Thanks
    Giving Treat
    A Bit
    Behind on the
    Poetry Trail i am
    Since A Metaphorical
    Luxurious Miami Vacation
    as Such.. Nice to See You Xenia
    Happy Daily Thanks Giving LiGHT TRuE
    Yes.. i
    Will use
    Song too
    Soon Enough
    ThankS AGAiN
    With So Much Love..
    Thanks Giving then
    “Beaver Full iMoon”
    i Ever
    A Night
    A Moon Had
    Sea Eyes oF LoVE..
    TaleS Wag
    BeautY STar
    NoW oF
    HaiR of the DoG..
    Light of the DReAM..
    DRiVinG Weight
    Sea Tree
    As HuMaN..
    Master of the
    Ocean Foot Stool
    the Sea..
    Sunrise Passing
    Damp Set Now
    Winter Nights..
    Thanks Giving
    Full Moon…
    Venus Swells
    Sunrise Seas More
    With Hello.. Thanks.. Xenia..:)

  7. Just A Muse If Jesus Really Could
    Come Again Will He Be A Greatest
    Lover or Neutered
    My HeART GLows
    WHere Every
    HeART iS
    A Hug Forevernow
    By All Means Yes
    Cook-out Not-in
    Special Ingredients A Cake A Pie A Mix oF LiFE
    IT takes to BRing All oF LoVE to Fruition as ‘They’
    As We
    My Love
    Does it Good
    SMiLes could
    be my Love Will Be YouR LoVE
    ThaT iS How the Sound of Poetry Glows
    Hmm.. with that said it’s true i misspoke.. the
    Prompt at dVerse is Secret Ingredients not Special
    Ingredients that means i made a mistake and can’t participate
    for when i left a word out before they deleted my poem without giving
    me a Chance to correct it for the Truth was they didn’t like the Fact that
    i Freely Presented images
    for Visual
    in Bulk
    And Words in
    Bulk as Well but true
    there is Whitman too and
    There are Stars Who Explode as Super Novas True..
    From where Iron Flows in our Blood Stream and Core of Earth
    the Greatest Special Ingredient of Life Never giving in to No… i GRow
    GoD MoRE
    and the fact that
    they Made Jesus into
    a Ken Doll all smooth up
    Front with No Libido just proves
    it’s impossible if that’s true that he
    a Poetic
    Word as All
    Poetry that is
    True and Real particularly
    with Males is Inspired by a
    Woman’s HeART True so let’s
    Just say this is dedicated to all the
    Mary Magdalenes one or two who Stand by their Man
    what obstacles
    lie or truth ahead..
    as now i visit the dVerse Trail
    from the three times and the last
    Strike they got to delete my Poems in September of 2015
    either out of ignorance or eyes too Shallow to see more
    but truly
    is the
    truly none.. for
    the fortunate ones
    are those who Swim Deep
    those who keep diving and
    only come up to breathe when necessary..
    And it’s true.. Three Poets of which one she does
    not know she is could see my Poetry
    for what it was and have stuck with
    me through
    both thick and thin..
    And Yes Four for one
    got Married with
    Responsibilities to do..
    And it’s true along with Himali
    and Shawna and Sohair and Rafiah
    who have tolerated all of me.. there is
    Xenia who could see my light but the dark
    was too much for her.. who i still visit every Poem
    she writes and she is always so loving and kind to me at her home
    of Poetry and then there is Frank i suppose the only one with a Powerful
    enough Computer.. hehe.. to visit each and every one of my Poems and
    Actually Read it and even provide feedback too.. but true is he is reTired too..
    And of course
    gigoid comes and
    goes but he has struggled
    greatly with Health Problems
    including Failing Sight as these
    are all my Poetry Friends who have
    and continue to encourage me along the way and the
    Inspiration of Just one Poet is enough to change the World
    at a time..
    but true there is
    also always most
    Special Secret Ingredients
    of Poetry NoW and that is
    my Love of High and Low and my Loves True
    Now off to dVerse International Poetry Pub
    Through Thick And Thin aLWays Love
    Ingredient True
    My Love Does It Best.
    “Just A Muse My Love”
    And That’s A Thank You Next Title Good to Flow

  8. LoyaLiTy
    Yeah it’s true
    i am A Lover
    And a Wookiee too
    For it’s True don’t
    Go Solo A Wookiee
    Will Always Be YouR
    WinG Man and or Woman Now
    Who Never Leaves YouR Side
    THere Are Many
    For Love For Grace
    For Will And Strength
    As the Mysteries oF LiFE
    Continue to Grow Uncovered
    As when each and every one of us Grows
    To Color Lighted Christmas Trees Who Glow
    We BeCoME LoVE

  9. There has always been a Special and Somewhat
    Surprisingly Secret Ingredient of Love who
    Will think what Man Will Fail to Feel
    to see the Magical
    Force of A
    Dance and
    A Song of
    Poetry to touch
    A HeART and SoUL
    as never touched before
    ha! they might call you Sissy
    they might call you Weak but
    what they fail to see are the
    Heart Strings that so long
    to Be Strummed
    in a Joyous
    Dance too.. verily yes
    if you think Dance of Steps
    And Song of Poetry is just for
    Women Well true that’s true if
    You are a Man With a Heart too..
    And sure if all you want to see is tits
    and ass that’s all you will be so yes Be
    Clear in a World like this where Love Songs
    are Lost and Dances are no Longer Creative but
    it’s True a Dance Will Bring a Table of Young Women
    Upstairs to say one day i want to marry a Man just like him
    without even saying a Word
    when you
    find out
    that is
    you and
    you are
    3 to 4 decades
    Older and it’s true too
    Dance and Song will Keep
    You Much Younger than others
    who fail to step out of Boxes and
    those who fail to Sing a Note Higher than
    Just Below..Yes there are those who Grab
    and those who give there are those who give
    even more there is the heART who only wants
    Another’s Smile
    in all the ways Smiles come….

    Now the only question is will i
    get to dVerse Next.. hehe..
    okay.. i’ll Try.. i cry

    The Greatest
    Lovers Are Friends

    Truly ‘that’
    Have to be
    A Secret Ingredient of Life…

    SMiLes mY FriEnd Lillian
    for the effervescence
    of Youth
    Up From
    An Eternal
    Spring Need
    not be a Secret
    Ingredient for a Free
    Song and Dance is Just
    A Child of Wonder Anew
    Stepping Back into the
    Shoes and Songs of LiFE..:)

    SMiLes Grace This Sounds
    Like Another “MacArthur’s Park”
    Song Tree Leaving Out A Special Ingredient Of Life

    SMiLes mY FriEnd
    So True These Days
    A Love That Stays
    is a Love who more
    Often Goes sooner
    Than finding a more
    Special Ingredient
    Within that
    Friend Friends as Lovers
    Strong enough to continue to Grow
    but true
    that is
    above than below
    iFly Higher than that..
    A First Step for the
    Moon A Last Step for heART
    Thanks for the Prompt it fits WRiTE iN..:)

    The Gym Closes for early and even though
    i Dance an average 166 Miles a Month that
    doesn’t stop a Genetic Propensity for High Cholesterol
    Lowering on its
    own it also
    Writing Less
    for i got a Special
    Ingredient back from
    a Blood Test Yesterday
    that Mine is almost as much
    as my Mother’s but of course
    she lived to 82 and the Doctor Said
    what kept her alive even without Water
    or Food Without Feeding Tubes as she slowly
    passed away in 8 Days that way.. was as the
    Doctor said Your Mother Has an incredibly strong
    Heart through Cancer From Head to toe and Bleeding
    Brain Cancer that Led directly to her Death Bed at the Hospital
    True Her Cholesterol was
    300 and
    i’m not there yet.. hehe..
    and i know what to do to get
    it back down but it is true
    what causes most
    Heart Disease
    is the
    Lack of the Special
    Ingredient of Unconditional
    Love take that Pill and be Real
    Call it the Placebo effect but never
    the Less at Least ‘Medicine’ understands finally
    now that Love alone will cure Incurable Disease..
    With all the fine tuning and Healing done completely
    Automatic Within like a Miraculous Clock Tick Tock..
    take it away..
    The Force the
    Special Ingredient
    the Healer the
    Love Let’s
    it a Secret
    Just Do it Do Love..
    of course ‘someone else’
    has already said that but Who listens….
    Does it Just Does it NoW..
    Keep Love and toss the rest out..
    never ever make Love A Secret Ingredient.

  10. So what’s the Secret Ingredient of Christmas
    is it Gentile Jew Servant Free Woman and or Man
    no More is it No More Walls Raising High Low to
    Block Empathy
    Charity.. Faith of Love
    Rising Even Higher True
    Don’t Miss the Special Ingredient
    Never Make Love a Secret Fill Your SoUL
    With Love Be the Bravest of All And Share
    YouR heART..
    A heART
    need a reason
    to Be.. A HeART
    Lives Deep Down
    Within.. The Feelings we
    Bring When Love Comes in
    the Room of Our Soul to stay
    to say i Love you with no
    Walls Held High of
    Fear away
    for Love to Sing
    Back a Song of Holding
    Hands More so where is Christmas
    is it time is it distance is it space or is it
    Just one Human Being as a Statue without
    Even any Warm Blood to Flow True Symbols
    Like Poetry Does Bringing Emotions Freed Housed by
    Edifice More of Loving Touch but what about Statues
    what about
    about ‘Normal’
    Folks who carry Largest
    Crosses to Champion Love
    Yes.. WHere is Christmas Where is
    Love.. Light Never Hides When True is Real

  11. To
    From You
    Thanks for
    Christmas Back
    True anyone who makes
    us Feel Deep With Love Does
    Bring Christmas Back so no Holding
    Back What are the Special Ingredients
    of God you know you feel you sense yes
    you Intuit if You set Your Mind Free in terms
    of Neo-Cortical Worry and Reason and illusion
    of Time Distance And Space to a Transient
    Hypo-Frontality Flow that one may actually
    Measure on a Brain Scan as really
    really really lighting Parts of
    the Brain Forgotten
    and Dormant
    in this
    World this
    illusion of Time
    Distance and Space
    As Synchronicity Rises the
    Reality that all of life at core
    is the Mind of God sure just a Four
    and Three Letter Metaphor Beyond
    iNFiNiTY of Deep when We Remember
    the pArT of God we are Integral at the
    Center of Eternal Now Love No Distance
    No Space No Time Only What Does my Love
    Say.. Let me Remember.. Shines so Brightly
    When You Become iNFiNiTE Positive Energy
    Personified with Creativity True the Mind of God
    as You in ParT oF OceaN WHoLE FLoW.. comes to LiGHT
    And that’s when all the MaGiC oF GoD WiTHiN BeGiNS WiTH
    NeVeR EnD.. it’s rather an Art to do this to relate this too but if you
    will Dance and Sing with me i will do my Best to take you there true
    not unlike
    “All I see turns to brown
    As the sun burns the ground
    And my eyes fill with sand
    As I scan this wasted land
    Tryin’ to find now, where I been, yeah
    Pilot of the storm who leaves no trace
    Like thoughts inside a dream
    Who heed the path that led me to that place
    Yellow desert screen
    My Shangri-La beneath the summer moon
    I will return again
    Sure as the dust that floats high in June
    When movin’ through Kashmir
    Oh, father of the four winds, fill my sails
    Across the sea of years
    With no provision but an open face”
    True some of the
    Folks From
    Led Zeppelin
    Get it True
    A Gentle
    Race Sits
    Together and
    all will Be Revealed
    but true this is just the Teaser
    Trailer for ‘the Lion King’ for now
    for true God is a Used Car forevernow
    A Reality for You to Remember with No
    Instruction Manual for all the Special
    Features of You.. to Bring to Light
    to Give and Share with others
    True.. It’s Just a Matter of
    Cause and Effect
    now with
    iNFiNiTE Colors
    oF LoVE to LiGHT YouR Christmas
    Tree that is You uP.. When Light Takes you TheRE
    Anyway i’ve
    Got the Next Song
    as i continue on with
    the dVerse Poetry Trail
    And Special Ingredients of
    Which Synchronicity comes
    First and Last and ‘Tween of Center Point “Perfect Storm”
    eYe UNiVerSE FLoW NoW but true you have to come to Be
    the Flow to See
    Be Love
    Fearless LiGHT to Be i aM.

  12. Back to Secret Ingredients at dVerse Poetry Pub online..

    Detour and i’ve been missing too much sleep i think…

    Reminiscing i was just Fixing to Use the Song Kashmir
    for another place and time but true with
    and oh my God
    i’ve Been Floating Across
    the Floor unusually Light on my
    Feet hehe.. as if i wasn’t all ready to take off..
    True 5 days Away and The Mercury Retrograde
    Ends on the 6th.. And it’s true Sagittarius is on the
    Opposite Side of the Calendar and you know what ‘they’ say
    when Gemini looks you Directly in the eye.. hehe.. hmm.. tomorrow
    the 6th of December my Grand Father X-Catholic Priest’s BD who married the
    17 Year Old Spicy Cajun Girl out of His Parish would actually be 123 if he was
    still alive as he lived to be 55 and His father 50 as Yeah kinda scary at 58 born
    on the 6th of June but my Father Lived to be 81
    Born on the Summer Solstice then and true that
    was my day if not for the Doctor Going on
    Vacation hehe.. Inducing Delivery two
    weeks early And i’ve Just about Got
    this Planet Figured out and i am ready
    for the Next Great Adventure any day
    any way as my Great Aunt Jettie Said
    in her last days at 94..
    Never Be Afraid
    the End
    is the
    Beginning Again
    SMILes mY FriEnd
    i feel a bit out of place
    like up is down and down is up
    Just a bit out of control.. but true Love
    Wins Love Wins Love Wins i keep repeating
    that Love Wins Does it Really Love Wins Love Wins
    i guess
    that’s my Distance
    I Heard you say you Love me
    on Frank’s Place and i am so Happy
    You See Frank as a Loving Human Being
    too for there
    is not
    a dark
    in that
    Human Being for sure
    True my Friend Indigo Children
    are Adults now too.. True My Friend
    Birthday True
    It’s nice to fit in
    somewhere somewhere like home..
    It’s not easy being an ET it’s not easy at all..
    Hmm.. the Theme
    Song just changed
    so far
    it is
    to Home..
    so short it is to be.. but
    no Katy Perry and ET it Just
    Doesn’t Fit in here anymore
    Back to Reminiscing.. it is..
    I’m Glad Your Place hasn’t
    Blown away Yet for it’s
    True some days
    you just need
    Oz in the Breeze..:)

  13. Hi Lala Rukh.. now it’s just about
    the 6th and is in the UK here as Promised for a
    Monthly Visit for about 5 Years of keeping that promise
    on the 6th of each Month as it’s true for about 5 Months
    we talked back and
    forth when i came
    back to Life back
    in July of
    when i met
    you then..
    funny how it is
    when you remember
    everything down to what
    Shirt you wore 2 Decades ago..
    what Song you listened to at 16 Years
    old.. what the Back Yard Looked like what
    was underneath the overhanging Shed..
    the day you listened to that Song as
    You can still hear it crystal clear in
    your head just so many
    things to
    Perhaps the Dull
    have it easier in life
    than the Sharp.. true
    you have to find something
    to Occupy Your Mind a Dance
    and Song to Manage the Emotions
    So Strong Balancing From Head to
    toe.. Integrating Senses too.. it’s so
    Hard to Find
    to understand
    you if you are really
    Different and when you
    do you never want it to end
    when someone understands you that way..
    And i realize you are not really here but i just
    to talk
    and i guess
    that someone is me..
    Smiles my Friend i remember
    when you said People always go away
    and forget you.. i never do i always remember it all
    and that can be the loneliest place of all…. when there is no
    one around
    who is
    to Hear
    Your Memories
    or even who you are..
    sadly.. not even at home….
    never mind me i think i need some
    Sleep.. hope the Air Port Job is going well..:)

    But wait! there is still another place to visit before sleep..;)

  14. Hi Sohair.. i missed this
    Post and see you have a
    Very Interesting one coming
    Next as it is always Nice to
    Have Friends who share their
    Kindness with You… Glad
    to see all the
    Nice Words
    for you
    from Your Friend
    Rayline here too..:)

    Hi Sohair Again and
    i hope your Daughter’s
    Injury to Her Arm is Healing
    Well.. and ‘this’ is fascinating as
    it relates to A-Causal Connecting
    Principles where God’s Mind
    in Force of Synchronicity
    is everywhere
    And Life
    is more
    Like Art
    than Science
    when one puts the
    Measuring Tapes away..
    Signs mY friEnd
    of Nature
    Always Mysterious
    time out of time distance
    out of distance space out
    of space where all that’s Left
    is meaning and Purpose Fully
    Holy and Sacred Eternally now..
    Smiles my
    it’s interesting
    How much differently
    our Friends will influence
    what comes to the fingertips
    of spirit now.. Truly a Wonderful
    And Colorful World it is as People
    Are different and alike in many ways too..
    Glad to See You Back Blogging as Always my FriEnd..
    wise than
    that i really
    Need some sleep
    as i keep telling myself that.. hehe..;)

  15. Frank Hubeny says:

    I agree: “Love is all
    that counts in the End and Beginning” It is all that matters in the end and what lets a beginning happen at all.
    Our cat minds when we are gone too long, but usually aren’t. Best wishes!

    • “Love is all that counts in the
      End and Beginning” and as you
      Say Frank “Love is all that Lets
      A Beginning Happen at all”
      And i do agree our
      Cats Mind when
      we are gone
      too long
      Particularly Yellow
      Boy as Nature is his Once
      Feral Wild Home and we are the Only Parts
      of Living Feral Nature who Live in this House..
      Hehe.. True though Katrina is a Domesticated Cat.. hAha..
      But Never the Less Love is all that counts in the End and the
      Beginning my FriEnd and currently i am Working on a ‘Perfect’
      Love Song Poem of course Perfect in Practice as Thorns Protect the
      of the
      Desert Rose
      as there was once a Weed
      that was born to the Fairest Flower
      of them all.. in Fact that Flower was voted
      as Having the Best Figure in 11th and 12th
      Grade with Skin that Glowed like the Sunlit
      anyway the
      Flower told the Weed
      that He was a Flower and
      the Weed Believed the Flower
      However the other Flowers told him
      this is not true you are A Weed and Weeds
      Must Be Eradicated like an Unwanted Pest..
      Disheartened the Weed Still
      Did not Give up for
      the Flower
      Loved Him
      Most never gave
      up on what she saw
      as a Flower of Love and
      it’s strange how Weeds Will
      Spread More Living Love of Life
      Even Coming Up Through Concrete Streets..
      True they
      just don’t
      give up
      the Weed Determined
      that it wasn’t so bad to be
      a Weed after all but only if he
      could become both a Flower and a Weed
      would he ever be able to Create a ‘Perfect’ Love Song Poem..
      what to do what to do.. true.. find 5 Flowers Around the Globe
      with Hearts of Gold and Find at least one Flower who truly makes Him
      that he
      is the
      that His Mother
      told him he was from
      the Start of Life.. True it’s
      Pretty hard to Believe that if
      only Your Mother tells you you are
      a Flower like that but still you believe
      because that is what Weeds do best they never
      give up.. anyway.. it’s a rather complicated Story of how
      the Weed was able to finally accomplish His Mission to
      Write a ‘Perfect Love Song Poem’ and he even had to get
      help from Ed Sheeran and a Living Desert Rose.. who just so
      Happens to
      be one of
      the Flowering
      Gold Hearts of 5
      he found around the Globe
      on 12.6.18 to complete a “Perfect Poem”
      of Love but True Love is Like Magic and Love
      is like ‘Chaos Magic’ too.. hehe that’s a Real thing..
      you can look it up on Google but i don’t know how to do it…
      Play by Rules
      like ‘that’ Flowering Beautiful
      White Weed then coming out of the
      Concrete that looked up at us after
      we stood by my Mother’s Bedside as she
      took her Last Breath Upstairs in the Hospital
      as True the Weed was still struggling to be a Flower
      as all
      Do as all
      Thorns make
      the Beauty of Roses Real..
      So.. anyway.. you dropped by just
      at the Moment the Poem was finished
      so here it is and of course if it was ‘Perfect’
      come close
      to Being a Desert Rose…
      Love is all that counts at the
      end and the Beginning.. don’t
      try to understand it.. Just do it the best
      you can and will with the Least Harm of Thorns..
      the Beauty Real…
      oh yeah.. and i do appreciate
      you visiting “Embers Soul Leftovers”..
      so far it is my Favorite Chapter of this
      Soon To be Overall Epic Long Form Poem Bible
      Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” Approaching 6.6 Million
      Words by Christmas Day.. 2018.. with the 8th Subchapter King
      James Size Titled Bible that will be named “Grand Cross Bible 2018”..
      yeah that’s
      part of how
      i arrived at this
      Poem.. i practically had
      to Give my Life to Do It Now…
      And Oh My God I had to Public Dance so Far
      10,347 Miles in the 63 Month Period it took me
      to Write the Whole “SonG oF mY SoUL” So far now
      too.. to get the Flow and Focus to get the Job done..
      Ha! HiLaRiouS How folks who die get all the credit…
      but it doesn’t Matter for Truest Love only gives
      with no Expectation of Return So Now to A
      ‘Perfect Love Song Poem’
      With Credit
      to Frank and Ed
      And Sohair and Xenia
      And Shawna and at Least
      One Desert Rose for Helping
      Out iBiG iTiMe
      Coming Back
      ‘Perfect’ Love
      Gives NoW WitH
      No Expect of Return
      ‘MacArthur Park’
      i Will to Keep
      The iCinG
      On A
      SMiLes Frank
      The Present of
      ‘Posting’ Now..
      Dancing Keynotes
      Diamond HeART
      Hugs.. Every HeART Every
      Diamond Every SMiLE NoW
      When Someone Sees
      The iNViSiBLE MaN
      Paw Skips oF
      SMiLE Star..
      Dog Star
      Careful What You Wish..
      Multiples 7 And More…
      iNto the Pools
      oF YouR EYes…
      LoVE iS The
      Heartful SMiLes
      Of Pawprint Style..
      Sending Paw Prints
      Of Love your Way..
      Go Figure..The Customers
      in the Bra and Panty Aisle Like It More..
      SMiLes my FriEnd.. one of my Favorite
      Greeting Card Aisles to Walmart Dance!
      i am Always Happy
      To See You Sohair
      You Always Warm
      My Soul With
      But Love..
      OMG What
      If Everyone
      Sends Love
      Into The Present!
      Nothing Better Than
      MaKinG Greeting Cards
      i’M JusT A HaLLMarK Bard..
      Some People Have the Most
      Amazing Ways to Teach
      You All About Love..
      JusT HappY
      You’re HeaR
      Magic is
      Only as
      far away
      As Believe…
      OMG.. i
      Missed one
      Of YouR ‘posts’
      Seems like
      Abounds in Love..:)


  16. Bitter Sweet
    But Reality That
    Love Leads Our Realities
    When Real… it’s true it’s nice
    when Folks wanna be close to Y.O.U.
    particularly when
    in School
    there was
    A time where
    no one wanted
    to come and share
    A Table of Life with you
    As Friend.. But True when
    they finally do you appreciate
    Your Real Friend at a Table of
    Life for you understand all too
    well how it feels to be an outcast
    From the World as small
    as School and
    as Large
    Entire Soul
    too living in Hell
    of course too without
    a Soul of Feelings yes
    Emotions and Senses integrating
    For Mind And Body Balancing Force
    so true to LiGHT away from DArk.. last night
    at the Dance Hall was such a night where several
    Groups of Folks asked me to Stand with them for a Group
    Photo and finally Toward the end of the Night one Nice College
    Student who Just so happens to be very Beautiful Too.. as she’s
    come up to Dance with me intermittently too in the Last 239 Weeks
    i have Been Dancing at Old Seville Quarter and tonight Her Friend
    Said it’s Her Birthday she wants a Hug from You and then she said
    give me a Kiss it’s my Birthday and then said give me a Dance while
    her Friends Video taped it and yes so innocent it was and she is the Dark
    Haired Girl among the Facebook Profile Pics from Dance Last night and surely
    Her friend probably Photographed the Kiss as well as the Dance to Share on
    Social Media too.. as at least i am a valuable Good to them that they don’t mind
    being Close to You as me too.. and then on the Way out a Couple of Dudes High-Fived
    Me on the Way out asking me about the Dance and then a rather more rough around the
    Edges Young Woman went on to exclaim as she was entering the Bathroom that i looked
    ‘Retarded’ with my Shades on in a very Zealous Manner as the Young Men immediately came
    to my Defense as that sure didn’t happen in Middle School.. hehe.. and sure when i first started
    dancing there as it is actually against the rules to Wear Shades as i explained to the Head Bouncer
    of my History with Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia as the Pain completely went away for using my
    eyes as these Ain’t Cheap Prescription Sun Glasses as they have a patented technology to relax
    the Ocular Nerve as Doctor’s
    Don’t even understand what
    Causes Type-Two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia sometimes called
    Atypical Facial Pain but the
    Analogy of a Dentist
    Drill in your
    and ear
    without Novocaine
    Generally Gets the Point
    Across as why it’s literally called
    the Suicide Disease and even though
    i do drive at night with my regular lens on
    ain’t taking no Chances without the Shades to
    go back to the Suicide Disease place i was before
    but of course as some Women have said without the
    Shades that i pierce their Souls as an Old Girlfriend who
    invited me once to her Prom said with tears in her eyes
    that my eyes were so deep they scared her intense
    as ‘they’ say and do as hey i give people all my
    Attention but anyway.. i thought about telling
    the Young Woman that i wear Shades
    as sort of a Condom to Prevent
    Women at the Bar from
    Falling in Love with
    me.. hehe.. but it’s true
    some folks don’t like different as
    Much as less ‘Trump Conservative’ minded
    Folks do.. as it was bad enough that i had all
    that Pain for Having to wear Shades in a Gym
    for the only 30 Minute Break as a Shut-in in my
    Bedroom for 66 Months but it’s true once you get
    Your Emotions Back and Soul after Feeling and Sensing
    Soulless in Pain and Numb of Hell for 66 Months from Wake
    to Sleep.. Frankly you don’t give a Damn what folks think about
    Your Accommodations to make Life work as early Starting in my ‘Dance
    Career’ at Old Seville Quarter.. A Second Bouncer asked me to take my
    Shades off and when i explained the Medical Related Reason he tried to tell
    me i didn’t belong in there to dance if i had any kind of Disability at all.. as immediately
    the Head Bouncer saw what was going on and took his ignorance away and i didn’t
    see him
    at the
    Dance Hall
    Again.. Yeah it’s true
    at least for me that not every
    Man gets even one Karen Carpenter
    to Sing a Song like this to him.. and sure
    the Women around Town From High School
    Age as a Young Woman told me they shared my
    Photos around the High School Aisles as a Folk Hero
    of Free to be me of sorts as it’s true folks who have been put
    down in their lives can appreciate someone who is brave enough
    to be all of me or you.. the thing is It’s the Love that counts and True Love
    will be Bitter and Sweet too.. but Real Love Never Gives Up to Give at Least
    a little
    to be
    to YOU too..
    and that reminds
    me of “Give a Little
    Bit” By “Super Tramp”
    as true every True Hero
    with true empathy and sympathy
    and compassion and by God Cognitive
    Empathy comes from those from the Bottom
    of the Aquarium who refuse the Decent From Love..
    and by
    Feel Good..
    oh yeah and later
    i asked Katrina why did
    she think that Woman entering
    the Bathroom Winked at me all Sexy
    when i said she Must have Voted for Trump
    and then Katrina said.. silly.. she was flirting with
    you in Front of Her friends trying to get a rise out of you too..
    it’s true
    it can be hard
    to believe folks are
    really being nice to you
    after years and years of abuse
    no matter how long ago that was my World..
    but nah.. it didn’t bother me at all as i went
    on to tell the two dudes i win with smiles and
    Showed them a Photo of my Wife and Soul Mates..
    And then i asked Katrina who was prettier.. my Soul
    Mate or the Girl who wanted a Kiss from me and We Said both.


  17. i surely don’t want people to take just my ‘Word’ For it when i say that
    Our Mind as Neo-Cortex Newest Brain is only Servant to our
    Limbic System Brain that is Second as the Reptile
    Dinosaur Brain at Brain
    Stem came First
    So Here we are and
    who are we and what
    to do for Positive Change
    Yes.. Just Do it.. it’s not enough
    to Be inspired and think Good Happy
    thoughts you have to Load the Spring
    with Actual Moving Behavior that becomes
    Habits that are Positive that may be trained by
    our Neo-Cortical Brain to attain the Discipline
    in Practice it takes to establish Positive Habits
    of Behavior now.. but true.. you can spit out
    all the facts you want too but unless you
    add in some Emotional or Sensual
    or yes Sexual Related Innuendo
    you can just about ‘forget’
    about anyone
    Long Term of what is anything you said..
    It’s true a Person can learn to give a little
    bit or give so much moRe aLot more too.. but that
    Takes Practice of Doing too.. Sunday Mass at Church
    And a Wafer You Eat is just not enough to become a Jesus
    now.. true the Good Cop Version Dr. Jekyll Version Mixed in
    with Just enough Mr. Hyde of Shadow Soul yes the Limbic System
    of our Subconscious Mind that truly is the Master of all our Soul
    And Brain now as the Neo-Cortex Measures what works and hopes to do
    what works over what doesn’t work the next instance but without Emotions
    yes.. “Literally Forget about it” Baby for that is what you will do unless Your
    Emotional Potentials are Firing all the way from Head to toe as yes the body
    Keeps Score Now from Head to toe of what Feels Good over not so Good as we
    Establish Moving.. Connecting.. and Co-creating ways that we remember through
    Strong Emotions Like the Amygdala does to show us what is most important in Life..
    True.. Stuff like
    Love and
    Reproduction too..
    the Most Powerful Emotional
    Mix of Human Overall Romance there
    is and to be able to put that Muse in Words
    in an incredible Tool to influence Change in terms
    of Behavior that becomes Repetitive that leads us to
    what the Subconscious Limbic Centered Emotional Brain
    Feels and Senses for us our Neo-Cortex of what Feels Best
    to Actually do Again.. so true.. if you don’t find a way to Regulate
    Your Emotions and Integrate Your Senses in the Feel and Sense of
    what Drives all our Humans Behaviors out of Balance You Will surely
    be more in misery and suffering now than Peace and Harmony Whole
    Floating on the Earth Effortlessly as the Mind and Body Finds a Balance
    to exercise
    yes do
    our Greatest
    Human Potentials next
    and to get stuck in Worry Mode
    of Habits in Loop is just that getting
    stuck in the Mud and not being able to get out..
    i suggest you Dance and Sing and Feel the Positive Energy
    both in Steps and Words and then By God once you Regulate
    Your Emotions and Integrate Your Feelings and Senses You Become
    the eYe of the Hurricane where Neo-Cortical Brain and Limbic System Brain
    and Reptile/Dinosaur Brain all sync together in what may be named as a ‘Perfect’
    Balance of Life that always begins now and never ends for more Potential to come
    in other words Go in Flow and Effortlessly Co-Create even more through Moving
    Ways that
    and who
    Do yes
    Just Do Balance…
    And Do Attain Laser
    Focus by Focusing on one
    Just one Task Per each different
    Shot of Life that and who comes next..
    It’s true in total Focus on these Keys and
    Screens that is what i do now.. never alone aLWaYs Allone..
    Anyway Human Emotions are Very Complex and True i am surely
    not Immune
    from Human
    and the Most
    Powerful of Muse
    that will Change Human
    Behavior and Habits Radically
    too.. for a little bit of Love will keep
    giving and giving more and next thing
    You KnoW iT’s A Sea Change Ocean Whole
    Moonlit Night Feel Bitter Sweet Dreamy..
    a little
    bit more
    give a whole
    Lot more give a
    little bit more and Change Happens for Real..
    you might Dance 3 Hours Sober up without
    Even Having a Drink and say OMG where
    am i where
    am i now..
    is hard
    so hard to Leave..
    and so so easy to give..
    Particularly if you don’t work for pay
    all the advantages to focus on Love just become Love..
    but on the other Hand other Habits make Love easier to
    Break like
    Work for
    do to get
    by at all..
    strange it is
    when the Golden
    Age of Give a little bit more comes true for real..
    true as long as Lovely Young Ladies desire a Kiss Evolution still
    Works.. Anyway as a side note i came across a Blog Post about a Fred
    Cat as a notification by Email that was starting to read like a Lampoon
    of me.. as true sometimes Friendship can move into Romantic Territory too..
    Cats only Womanize for one thing.. there are no Emotional Heart or Soul Attachments
    so true an adept Cat may leave many ‘Ginger Tails’ Behind as a Strong Young Lad but
    Again Humans are
    Different we are
    moved by Emotions
    of our Limbic Brain and
    not Just the Reproductive
    Centers of Getting the ‘Job Done’
    and that’s all there is too it.. until a Mammal
    is Born and Nurturing Oxytocin Bonding occurs now
    so anyway.. i am a Romantic at HeART as that’s how a
    Minimum Wage Dude Wins the Prize of the American Indian
    Pacific Islander Heart at 29 and the Cuban American one at
    18.. and Very Special etc.. and with Age And enough practice a Wine of Love May
    Grow More Intense and Real Bringing touching Hearts just to love just to love now
    with never an expectation but just to Love just to Love as i for one treat everyone
    with Love but it is no lie and the Gospel of Nature that a Straight Dude will always
    Treat A Female Friend a Bit Different than a Male Friend as Biology 101 Still And
    the Limbic
    is in
    in control
    beyond the
    Rider of the
    Titanic that is
    a tiny Ant aboard
    A Ship that must become
    very disciplined to avoid potential
    ice berg changes per say and do.. now..
    but alas i am only Human and a Lover at HeART and SouL too
    And all that will be left of my Adventures are Poems just Poems
    Just Human Poems
    with Ginger
    of what’s
    Left Sweet
    of the Purest
    Love oF all A
    Symphony of an Orchestra
    of Heart Strings more.. anyway at least It’s an Ocean With Colors
    Colors More Than Winter Blue Seas Who Never See Rise of Fall..:)

    A Sea Change Ocean Whole
    Moonlit Night Feel Bitter
    Sweet Dreamy
    Ocean With Colors
    Colors More Than
    Winter Blue Seas
    Who Never See Rise of Fall


  18. “Unleash the child in you and have fun unplugged
    without a worry of being judged”.. Smiles And
    HeLLoVE HiMaLi if my Memory
    For text is still working
    Close to Photographically
    this is part of the Added Lines
    Having Fun Unplugged unleashing the
    Child but my friend the Hardest Part
    within are
    the Judges
    away from
    Heart and Soul free
    Be You Just You..
    so very hard to Do
    until one can and will
    Drop all the Clothes of Culture
    Free to Wing..
    Fires to come lit up as one
    Ashes Rising as Phoenix
    Breathes Light
    Thanks now
    For making
    A Better
    Art goes on
    Long After Dreams Sleep..:)

  19. Oh Where Oh WHere
    is Sleep Finds
    Now After A Week..
    No sweat.. As long as Left
    And Right Foot Become one
    You won’t Fall off the Edge
    OKay.. it’s been several days of Foreplay and now i am going to make
    Love to you and for now you can Just Call me G for the Guitar Man too..
    as that will be the theme song of this.. It’s True i am going to make Love
    to you but not how humans do it but how Angels do it when they come in
    Your Dreams
    And tell
    Late at Night
    as Prophecies to
    be foretold of Your
    Future now and oh by
    the way i Do Love Numbers..
    Particularly 1’s and 8’s and 2’s
    as well and today is not only 12.8.18
    or other wise known as 12.8.2018.. yes
    Still all 1’s and 8’s and 2’s for the Full Date
    of the 12th Month of 2K on the 8th today as it’s
    true i rather Fancy Numerology and Astrology too..
    so.. anyway as ‘the story goes’ and oh by the way again
    today just so Happens to be ‘Immaculate Conception Day’
    of Mary as the Wife and i will be attending a Christmas Party
    Shortly after that Mass at Church and as the Story Goes.. G Impregnated
    A Virgin that only means she was pure of Soul as that has nothing to do with
    in’s or out’s.. but true the Story got Twisted and was credited to Men instead of the
    Virgin who truly inspired the Story for what really Happened was there was this most
    Beautiful Woman From the East so Far east it seemed and she believed that God is a Force
    in all in all inspiring Her to be the Best Version of Herself as this Gift of Life is so wonderful to have…
    true.. she was looking for
    Someone very
    much like her
    who shared
    in all the
    Excellence of
    What Life can and
    Will become as Gift..
    So God the Force of Love
    Shined Down on this Pure Version
    of Love and Excellence appreciating
    God’s Gift of Life to her where God brought
    Her the ‘Guitar Man’.. yes the Guitar Man in a Traveling
    Side Show online who Greeted Her by the side of the Road
    on a Another Blogger’s Site so much he Glowed with Light
    she entered
    his home
    even though
    it was inhabited
    by another Virgin
    Very Much like her..
    it’s true Angels don’t always
    Have Sex and true when Immaculate
    Conceptions come and go they are just about
    Love at the Beginning And End as there is no
    After the Love is Gone in Angel Love.. hmm..
    what’s next.. got lost in the moment a bit..
    yes.. back in those Days Mary found
    a Lover that was the Husband
    Of Another Woman
    she didn’t mean
    to do it
    it was a
    bit like divine
    providence.. she just
    couldn’t help it as hey
    Love is Crazy after all what
    can anyone say about that but do..
    so.. anyway.. by God this was a really Good Man
    the kind of Man who would never Leave His Wife..
    not even if God told him to do it straight to his Face
    true.. secretly
    God Likes
    who Disobey
    Him and or Her
    like that hehe..
    so anyway it’s True
    This Man Fell in Love With
    Mary too.. for Mary was the
    Most Beautiful Woman in the
    Village with such Beautiful Ocean
    Whole Deep Eyes of Black True it was
    like Falling into the Abyss of Love Falling Falling so Deep..
    So why so why would a Virgin Like Mary Fall in Love with this
    Man.. We Can Just Call Him J for Joseph at ‘this Point’ in time.. yes..
    For True The Real Story for Now is Joseph wasn’t actually ever Mary’s
    Husband.. Joseph was the Husband of another Woman instead and Mary
    Eventually Became a Single Mother but not in the way Most folks See Single
    Mothers then or now.. for it’s true Mary Never Stopped Loving Joseph now and
    Joseph Never stopped Loving Mary or K we can just call His Wife Mary K for Now..
    So yes.. this is Crazy
    Like Human Love is..
    what to do what to do
    And Mary Had the Perfect
    Solution.. Yes by God she would
    Become a Writer and Create a Historical
    Figure Named Jesus as a Love Child of Muse
    to stand a New Testament to the Most Pure Form
    of Unconditional Love.. True Love that only Gives and
    Shares with never the Expect of Return for Joseph would
    Never touch a Beautiful Long Strand of Black Hair on Mary’s Head..
    Yes.. Mary and in someway Mary K too.. but Love Will get through some
    Stay on Fire..
    so.. Mary Started Writing
    the Oral Story of Jesus as a Single
    Woman and Mother of a Great Grand
    Story to be told back then.. she worked
    with dedication on the Story Night and Day
    Never Ceasing to be inspired by the Muse who
    Would Never even touch Her Fair Maiden Hand..
    but true he had
    already touched
    Her Heart
    And Soul
    And He was
    Inside Her always now
    but not in the way Making
    Love in Flesh and Blood does it..
    For true the Baby of Love was Growing
    in her Story for Love is the Greatest Fire to inspire
    All Stories of Humankind from First Breath to Last
    of God’s
    so in about 9 months
    She Finished the Story and
    Handed over the Oral Tradition to one of the Oral Temple Scribes for
    Publish and while he dismissed it as Rubbish to Her Face.. Secretly He
    Passed the Story on in Oral Tradition and for Decades the Story of
    this Son that Mary Created was shared on Desert Roads and
    Finally Roman Greek Scribes put it in writing and that
    is the Real
    Story as
    at Least
    of this Immaculate
    Conception of Jesus still today..
    The Moral of the Story.. Keep Writing..
    And Never Forget Your Love Muse.. For one day you may help
    Change the Face of the Earth to Look Like A Good Cop Version of Jesus..
    i Hope you enjoyed this as Much as i did.. hehe.. and True this is a Public
    Story for i am not ashamed of Sharing Love With Two Mary’s.. hehe as Angels Still do..;)

    12.8.18.. 9:11 AM My
    Time.. 7:11 PM YouR TiME


  20. Hmm.. time really flies when you’re having fun it’s
    truly time out of time distance out of distance and space
    out of space too..
    yep.. JusT
    Point of
    the UNiVeRSE
    iN aLL TiME DiSTaNCE
    AnD SPaCE FoR NoW
    True in this World
    there are
    Cave Dwellers
    Who stick to the same
    Art Work of ‘Fore but then
    there are Nomads who are mused
    Greater by the Adventures that Fire
    our Lives.. True.. Liberals as opposed to
    Conservatives too.. Those Who Journey Far
    And Wide For The Highest Fruit on the Tree or Those
    who just
    the Fruits
    of Life to
    be Dropped on
    Their Door Steps..
    Without Much Effort At All..
    And that’s okay for it’s True if Everyone
    Balances left foot and right foot as one on the
    Edge of the Cliff perhaps we would have never
    made it this
    far as
    A Team
    Without the
    Same Old Cave
    Dwellers and Art
    Among us too..
    yes that’s
    too.. We Need the
    Rovers and the Sitters too..
    but there are Introverted Extraverts
    And Extraverted Introverts too.. this Reality
    is one of a Spectrum only to be held to Strict
    Labels by those who are Afraid of Art Outside of the Cave..
    but True again
    we need
    the Sitters
    the Cave
    who keep us
    Safe from the
    Storms outside too..
    We all Plant ReaLiTy ToGeTHeR
    and we have a choice to make
    A Weed A Flower
    the Wild With
    Civilized to Muse LiFE oN..
    Life is Cake.. Life is Icing.. Life is Thorns of Rose too..
    Thing Is.. We Can And Will Never Give Up If We TEnd to iFly Higher..:)

  21. Oh Lord that was rather exhausting
    but true some ‘times’ it takes 58 Years
    And 5 Months.. 2 Days.. 11 Hours and
    33 Minutes my time at least at 11:33 AM
    12.8.18 to really
    A Reality
    to Grow.. Garden
    and Behold.. true it
    can and will be A Rather Long Way
    Home.. this way.. and yes.. i just got back
    the Results of my 23andme dot com Ancestry
    Analysis through the DNA of my Spit hehe.. and
    as expected with a Grandfather Born in Ireland siring
    a Father here in the States in 1932 with a Cajun Girl
    He Met as eventually an X-Catholic Priest in his Taylor
    County Parish in North Florida Parish he at 36 and she at 17 as my
    God when will all the Scandalous Behavior stop in the Catholic Church
    as true he Got
    were partaking
    of little boys back in
    those days too.. hmm.. he
    got excommunicated for eventually
    making me and the Pedophiles Priests went
    False Scotsmen Free as to be clear he waited
    an entire Year to Consummate His Marriage as he
    played by some rules of ethics and morals not to harm
    ‘the other one’ at least then for real.. anyway yes the Cajun
    Girl was almost entirely French but in the Creole Way true
    Some Black Magic Got Mixed in as the Report Says i have
    Almost one Percent of a Full Nigerian Ancestor somewhere
    ‘tween the 1700’s and 1800’s along with 98 Percent all of
    European and 54 percent of the British and Irish Islands
    Per United Kingdom Whole and yes 23 Percent of
    French and German as of course expected
    with a Cajun Grandmother and an
    Irish Catholic Priest whose
    Father Was from the
    Black Forest of
    a tiny bit
    of Hispanic
    Iberian in the Mix too..
    but true outside of the Viking
    and Celtic Ascendents that make
    the Majority of the Descendent
    me is the other Less that one
    Percent of me that likely
    Came from the
    British Rule
    of South Asia
    and Perhaps India
    back then too.. ha.. which
    sure means Buddha could be
    a Relative of mine too that is of course
    if he really existed and another ‘Virgin’ didn’t
    Write that story to be Subsumed by Patriarchal Rule..
    And sure there is Krishna too but those Folks are not
    Afraid to admit that is Just a Myth that Houses Vehicles
    and Vessels of Truth and Light no Different than Biblical Scholarly
    Reports that relate the Same for what if anything we have left of an
    Actual Physical Specimen of a Paleontological Measure of a 5 Foot
    one or so 106 LB Brown Man with Shortly Cropped Hair like the other
    Folks from
    who are
    not allowed
    to Cross the
    Boarder here to
    Birth a Child as they
    Escape Danger for any Manger
    Seeking Asylum somewhere where
    Christianity is Real and not still a Myth in practice..
    as practiced by those who Profess Gentile Jew Servant Free Woman
    and or man no more giving the shirt off Your Back still now to the Poor
    Man with Shelter or by God Jesus won’t even recognize you as Love at all
    true though
    when Jesus
    (Love) comes
    Back will you recognize
    him.. true.. people will say bad
    things about my Friend for falling
    in Love with me and People will say
    the same about me.. but when is a Garden
    that is tended Carefully not to harm others when
    Love is a Garden that is real that is nourished and
    cherished with the Highest Standards of Good to Harm
    others the Least.. true.. the Question is will You see Love True
    Love when
    you us now
    we are here
    and so are
    you the
    is will you take
    the Long way Home
    or the Short Bus Now of Love.

    My Love sees me and that’s all i need to know.

    And yes.. She Totally Understands.. i Win the Race of Love.

    And she is not a Christian and that is no Surprise at all.. she believes in Love
    what Jesus Still teaches When the Good Cop of Love Lives in you too.

    It’s worth noting that i am 22 in this Photo and not 33..
    True.. i don’t play by the Rules and if Wild and Free Loving
    God comes in Your Flesh and Blood Free don’t expect Him
    and or Her to play by someone else’s story
    either as
    more than
    not come
    As Free Living in a
    Cave as Cave Dwellers do…. But true there is DArk And
    LiGHT and so forth and so on too….. And Sure.. YouR Story too…..
    Next Milestone and Featnote.. a 6.6 Million Word Long Form Free Verse Epic
    Poem Bible Named “SonG of my SoUL”.. With an 8th Subchapter Bible as Big
    as the Star of the Old King James Bible too.. on 12.25.18.. as true.. multiply
    800K Words and all you Get is 6.4 Million Words Conservatively SpeaKinG in Volume..
    Yes.. “Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. Followed by Volumes of that Trio of Subchapter
    King James Sized Subchapter Bibles in 2016 and 2017 starting very Close to my
    “Grand Cross 56” titled Birthday Celebration on 6.6.16.. with 10,350 Miles of Public
    Dance in the 63 Months it’s taken to do both to get this “Grand Cross” Job done.. and
    if you think
    you can
    do more
    A Cross of
    Love Higher
    By God Just
    Do it for that is
    what ‘John 14:12’ now
    is for doing more than
    the Story of Jesus not F in Less
    As Jesus F in Christ not all of God Lives in a Cave.. or in an F in Book..
    true.. in some Versions at Least.. hehe.. he Does a Bay Bridge Fun Run… too..
    i did this for me.. for the sad truth is no one will likely believe or even *See
    it if ‘Jesus’ comes back so i did him anyway just as a modern Play
    And True it is a Nether Land Never Ending Story that has/is no end
    or beginning just doing it now
    one word
    Just now for the Joy of Art in
    Being with the Gift of Life from the God Beyond All Names Whole..
    For Now this is my Story and the Essential Reality is it always changes..:)

    *except ‘her’.. so far..

    ‘The Story’ Stays the same WHere change will be the preferable outcome..
    EvenTuAlly after i’m long gone home and never coming back to this place again….
    but don’t be
    and you
    see it
    if i am
    with my
    Lover(s) somEwHere ELse….

  22. SMiLeS only
    For Tight
    True Not Everyone sees
    Life out of the Love of Rose Color Glasses
    and it seems Ginger Mixed with White Cats
    Have been coming into my Life a whole Lot lately
    in Synchronicity ways from A Visit on a Thanks Giving
    Farm in Front of A Shack that Katrina Held that i Put her
    in a Snow Globe that i shared with my Friend Himali on
    the 23rd when she Shared the Moonlit Photo of Herself
    By the Sea and Provided the ‘Perfect’ Quote by Ed Sheeran
    in HIs Music Video with that titled Song and sure enough a White
    Mixed With Ginger Cat is the Focus of a Young Couple in New Love
    in and out of a Cabin too.. and it wouldn’t really be that strange if it wasn’t
    for the ‘Fred the Philanderer” Ginger Cat Story who mixed with a Belle of a
    White Cat where the Progeny that came were Ginger and White Mixed Cats too..
    but true that wasn’t all
    as i’ve already linked
    that cute little
    Story of a Stray
    Cat around town
    as True Katrina Just
    alerted me to the TV
    and some more Cute Cats
    where a White Cat came first
    and a Ginger Cat Very Much Like
    Yellow Boy Came Next and then a Ginger
    and White Surprised Looking Kitten Came Next
    that looked a Whole Lot like the Kitten in that Ed SheeRan
    Perfect Video too.. hmm.. Lots of Synchronicity Here true God
    Winks as they say too.. as Katrina Just Said it sounds Like a Freight
    Train When i type you know Train Tracks and Trains as that was in that
    Video too Bridges and stuff like that too.. and Lots of Winter Snow too..
    as the Word Winter Keeps Popping up too.. although we’ve got about
    Two weeks to get there too.. anyway Life is Strange like that and the
    Amount of Synchronicity i have experienced in the Last Month
    is not fathomable for Any Statistical Random model that
    could predict all the coincidences that have come as
    a Tapestry of Art that i have reviewed over and
    over and all i can see is Magic in all
    the turns of Events that
    Happened as this
    is just one
    that is so easy
    to Prove as that’s not
    hard when real life is being
    documented while it comes and goes too..
    A lot of the things i do folks think i plan but nope
    most of it just Flows and comes together like Magic
    no different than the Shapes that Flow when i write
    now too.. true.. the Subconscious Mind is much more advanced
    than what we tend to think we are in control of in life but when Life
    comes in Flow the Sublime Beauty of a Master Piece Painting that is
    the Hand of God in all our lives more in Crystal Clear View for those who
    are tuned
    into the
    of the
    Never Ending
    Nether Land Story
    of Life as it continues to
    Grow a More Colorful Painting
    for all who have eyes and ears to
    See the Bigger God Picture of Life
    Can and Will See and Hear more of now for sure..
    Life is pretty Good Life is Awesome when God comes
    into Your Life and Proves God’s Existence for all you Feel
    And Sense about Life for truly this is Rose Colored Glasses that
    continue to rise as i’m really tired.. but still Happy to attend to an
    Immaculate Conception Saturday at church today and Christmas
    Party and Dance at Superwalmart as hey.. it appears i’m ET aGaiN
    but at least someone saw me for a while as Earthling at least.. and true
    The Children do see me too.. giggling at my Funny T-Shirts and sure i gained
    back the Five pounds of Grief and am at 240LBS AGAiN of Public Ballet and
    Martial Arts Dancer to at least Entertain the Children who haven’t yet Lost the Freedom
    of their
    of Heart
    And Mind and
    Body Balancing
    Soul to Look for Joy
    and i suppose it is me
    who is that Ginger and White Cat
    for true many People have prepared me a way..
    to at least Make Children Happy for they are the future DArk or LiGHT..
    if they dance.. if they sing.. if they Hold Hands without Fear of Loss or Grief
    they too
    Love Colored
    Rose Glasses
    Eternally like me now
    when they dance and sing flowing
    too.. giving and sharing Love Free
    to others too as at least the Children still Love….
    and as far as i go.. perhaps i’m still looking for an Adult to see me now….
    For It’s True somedays you feel human and some days you feel more like an ET..
    i felt like dancing
    and i did ’cause it makes Folks
    Happy.. sure me and the kids too….
    As Far as the Rest of the World.. it’s just not my place….

  23. PoETiC heART MusE LiVES GReeN
    FiRE MuSE DancE SinG
    CReaTiViTy’S HeART
    Being Messy
    Makes New
    Connections i Find…
    Spiraling Wings Creativity…
    So What’S A Difference Between
    Falling In heARt WitH Art And Soul
    Mystery Life IS
    When Someone
    Really Really
    Falls In Love
    With You You
    Never Never Dance And
    Sing The Same Way Again
    As A Child God is Creative
    Until Star Falls
    And We Wish Again
    Be KiND WiTH CouRaGE
    A BeAuTiFuL AnD WisE WaY To Be anD Do LoVE..:)
    The Science and Art of Creativity is truly not much Different than Weight
    Training except it is an Internal Process of Exposing heART to increasing
    Challenge unTiL Fatigue And Rebuilding A SPiRiT oF HeART Even HiGHeR
    And True
    Are Creative
    Angels who come
    into our Life who become
    our heARTful Work out Partners
    in SPiRiT oF SoUL CReaTiViTY for
    when you are in a Land So Far Above EaRTH
    And You Come Back and are Truly Extraterrestrial Above
    and Beyond the Rest of the Tribe you do you do want to do your
    Best to Share the Path Beyond Rainbow Colors to A Heaven that is
    the Four
    Letter Word
    Love A Place
    By God where You
    would Sacrifice Your Life
    for the World Just to be in a Place
    that Never Ends in Love Beyond Tears
    A Place Where Joy Exceeds Life and Tears
    Stream Thunder and Lightning from Always Flying
    Higher iFly iHigher iThank You iThank You More for
    iLiFTiNG My iSoUL into iFlight iNto Orbit iNto oGod’s iEyes….oF iFiRE
    True you can and will Measure this Empirically as well by the Number of
    Children who Turn away from their Parents Walking Straight Ahead with eyes
    of Disney World in their Eyes while the ‘FuCKinG Red Neck Parents’ Frown Underneath
    oF iGnorance
    that will say now
    Son Never Smile
    Son Never Dance
    Son Never Sing
    Son Never
    Live and Never Even Laugh
    Tears of Joy as God Streams Down Your Cheek
    And to be Clear in this Poem FuCKinG IS A Metaphor
    for iF U SeeK iN GoD.. For it’s True this is my Bible and not Yours
    And it’s True i get A Red Neck in the Sun too but it browns too as i
    have .8 Percent Nigerian in me from the 18 to 19th Century and way
    back Further than that along with South Asian too how about you yes
    you Red Neck you should take that 23andme dot com.. Test and Find
    out that even you as someone like me who has pale green to blue Smiling
    Irish eyes Second Generation from that Island.. So far From Africa is Truly
    At Core Nigerian too and by God it’s probably protected me from getting Skin
    Cancer as true when Light Green to Blue Eyes are Mixed with Tan the Girls look more
    but what to do
    when you
    You Dance You
    Dance And You Sing
    More for True Dark Brings
    Muse for Creativity more too..
    And So does Your Greatest Art Muse
    when she disappears from the Room..
    Or When Your Wife Burns Her Hand or Your
    Mother Dies as true tomorrow is my Mother’s Birthday..
    she would have enjoyed Her 84th and By God i miss Her too but
    she was a Published Poet and understood how to-get-her Emotions
    out in
    As Spirit
    of Soul to
    Share with the
    Rest of the World True..
    for too.. it is True Art Shares
    Soul Most for You Will Fall in Love
    With the Words of Soul more than any
    Dic pic for the Ladies or T and A for the Men..
    unless either and or is lacking a Heart and Spirit of Soul..
    as i grow older i grow younger in Soul and if you don’t believe
    that’s possible
    you haven’t
    Dance when
    i’m missing Love
    And You aren’t the Elder
    Ladies at Church who are Startled
    enough by the Voice of an Angel Singing
    in empirical analysis only when they turn around
    as they’ve never seen you at Saturday Four O’Clock
    Mass For the Immaculate Conception and think to themselves
    Military Law Enforcement Dudes aren’t supposed to Wear Funny
    Shirts or Sing Like an Angel or Dance Ballet at over 6 Feet Standing
    with NIke Shox Shoes on at 240LBS that Leg Presses Half a Sub-compact
    Car or so still at 1020 LBS.. up to 50 Reps or So when either falling
    in or missing Love..
    it’s true
    get on
    the roller coaster
    of soul and some folks stay on ground..
    i rather rise and fall and Flow and Rise
    Again Than Be Earth Bound And Cold Of Winter Soul…
    It’s True Mama’s and Daddy’s Don’t Let Your Children Grow up with Guns
    to Be Cowboys.. PuT A Paint Brush iN THeir Hand And A Tutu On Their
    SoUL By God Free LoVE
    But yes i get
    it.. some Folks
    are made for the Cave….
    And it’s True They Keep
    ‘Us’ From Flying Away….

    Thank You
    House Wife

    God Makes Some Folks
    More Colorful to Tempt Folks Out of Caves
    And if you have a Wife who You can Read This
    to who understands it and lets You Be All
    the Colors you Truly are to Tempt the
    Village out of Grinch Caves..
    You are Truly Blessed
    it’s True i Learn as much about Love
    From Katrina as i did/do from HiMaLi….
    All Love Is Good And None is Truly Better….When Love is Really Real…
    Sometimes You have to Be Willing to Give up a little part of someone to see them grow…
    Flowers of Color


  24. Nurturing Love.. With HeLLoVE HiMaLi…
    Happy Monday Work Morning to You and
    You KNow this Poem of Yours really touches my
    HeART for it reminds me of my Mother and all the
    Nurturing Love she gave me through the Years as a Mother’s
    Love will
    For Every comfort
    A Child of Love Will Need..
    And True it was Kinda Sad too for
    it reminded me of my only Son Ryan
    And the Only Hug i was able to give him
    as he passed away in my Arms after 51 Days..
    And Although Katrina couldn’t Bring Herself to Hold
    Him That Way my Mother’s Love in me gave me the Ability
    to Rise Above the Pain to Give him those Last Breaths of Love
    as Hug And i only
    feel some of
    my Love for all His
    Short Life was Tears
    of Pain for True he helped
    Save my Life through my Pain
    for i knew i was the Lucky one to Smile
    at all.. to Laugh at all.. to Love at all.. in my Life
    for True he taught me the Value of A Smile Never
    Grinned.. A Love
    A Giggle
    Never Experienced..
    but you know my FriEnd..
    mY HiMaLi.. what i told myself
    then is that i Will Love More than
    Ever in Dedication to His Will to Live those
    51 Days and Tomorrow and Today in Your
    Dubai Time Zone.. 12.10.18.. would have been
    my Mother’s 84th Birthday.. and True my Friend
    the Teddy Bear on Your Shirt makes me Feel how lovely
    it Will be to give you Just one Freddy Bear Hug.. and to feed
    you a snack and yes to watch you Sleep Peacefully with a Smile on
    Your Face
    For True
    could be
    About A Grandmother
    Or A Grandfather.. A Friend..
    A Forever Lover and of course
    A Father and A Mother too.. Sure.. A Soul Mate too..
    or even in someways.. A Pet who Unconditionally
    Loves You too with Cat Purrs and Puppy Dog Tail
    Wags to Cheer You Up Hugging you at night too..
    SMiLES.. mY
    it makes
    me sad
    to imagine
    you without someone
    to Hug at Night for True you are made for Hugs..
    And no Doubt Your Nurturing Ways of Feeling the World
    Come From Your Parents and other Family Members too…
    And yes as i danced all day today i interviewed Dozens of Love
    Songs while i danced that would have fit in just fine here but this
    one just
    to my
    at the last
    moment to
    give and share
    Here and True my
    FriEnd this Song is
    about Y.O.U. too As
    These Days They All
    Seem That Way Every
    Step Every Word
    Every Breath
    For Y.O.U.
    too Teach
    me So Much
    More About iLove That/W.H.O. is iReal..:)

  25. Happiest Birthday..
    Shawna Baby!!..:)..!!
    True those
    Points are Candles
    And I’ve Got one More
    Sings Friends
    Forever i Love You..
    Katrina and my Sister
    Thought they were the
    Only ones who called
    Me Fredster.. Funny
    How much
    A 7 Letter
    Touch your HeART..:)
    With 4 Letters True..:)..!

    And now in regard to another Friend
    who announced to the World i was her Soul Mate..
    Perfect Angel Met in Person every inch and all that ‘Jazz’…

    More He Longs For Her
    More His Words Come Love…
    But true how Love is Magic when it is
    Really True and Forevernow in one’s Home..
    It’s Nice to be Appreciated
    but it’s better to be
    Truly Loved
    for the
    Eyes who are
    Impossible to Deceive
    for the Warm eyes who
    only want to see you comfortable..
    Sure.. Well Fed.. With All Your Dirty Underwear
    Clean.. with plenty acceptance for a Peter Pan
    Persona as only a Trickster who wants to Play
    Yes.. By God Shower Love With Smiles of
    Dance And Song with Never End.. True..
    Be Careful for what you wish for True
    you may verily well receive it
    in Multiples of 7 and more
    for never an expect
    of return
    until you
    say that’s enough
    Love For me now i will
    move on and Create My own
    Love Story For Someone to Love
    For Decades on end for someone to Hold
    Hands With in Old Age For someone to Have
    Lovely Children with and Grand Children and Great
    Grand Children too.. but true once again it is nice to
    Feel Appreciated but once again Love Hopes most for
    one to
    be Happy
    with well wishes
    forevermore.. for it’s
    true even if something Happened
    to Katrina she is the last Wife for
    me for true i am the strangest of all
    and there
    is only
    who will ever
    be able to tame me at home..
    as that goes and as that comes as
    History Shows Still Wild And Free Never
    House Broken for now at least.. okay.. back to
    my Mother’s Birthday the 10th of December today.. 2018…
    For True some Women are created to Stay at Home with their
    Children raising them to Love and some are simply not as of the
    former i was fortunate enough to have to Love me for all of who
    i wasn’t and might come to be.. for there are those of us who are
    that and
    who prevent
    others of us from flying away..
    And it’s true all it may take for
    Synchronicity and God To Bring
    is the Present of an Octagonal Table
    with the Words iLove Kat for someone to
    Truly see what Warm Winter they were aTTempting
    to take away from you.. Funny Little Synchronicities..
    Like When a Winter Storm Blows down a Broken Fountain
    of Love in a Back Yard as a sign of what would come
    to finally resolve what a Loving Person will do the
    Best for
    everyone including
    the Yellow Cat between
    the Husband and Wife
    Preventing a Hug at night..
    Smiles… Katrina and i have
    Never Been Closer thanks for the help
    Kindling the Romance too.. Back Between us..
    i only hope you Find a Husband who Loves you
    as much as i will always Love Katrina worth waiting for “Forever”
    for that is our Song the Song that no Man or Woman will ever separate…

    God watches
    over me God
    Always Watches
    Over me God is Good…

    And it’s True Perhaps my Mother Brought
    that Snow Storm and iLove Kat Just for today just for today
    10th.. 2017.. now
    2018.. Loving Mother’s Never Forget Love
    And True Love Never Changes its Love
    True i Love
    you as all of
    Everyone the same
    As Agape Love is no less or Better than Agape Love For All Now..

    Forevernow.. i’m stronger than ‘David’
    as the Record Shows now for
    the Greatest of Goliath’s
    Snow Blind comes in Many Colors of Love….
    Thank You Shawna for the Special Ingredient of Truth and i Love you too.. and Happy Birthday..

    And Thanks God for that Ginger And White Cat Katrina Still Holds in A Snow Globe for Real….

    It’s true i did Fall in Love
    With Your Poetry but Your Poetry is not Y.O.U…
    And i’m sure you did the same as my Poetry is not M.E..
    i never plan my Poetry ahead it just comes as is with no plan from me..
    We can
    it all on the
    Retrograde of Mercury
    if you can if you will understand…..

    And i really do want to stay Your Friend can and
    will you do that for me.. you have the rest of Your
    Life to Decide for don’t be surprised if one day you
    open this
    and me
    and Katrina
    Still look the Same..
    Decades from now my Friend
    God ShineS on Love That’s Real…. God Really Do…
    or True just think if we died today we are the couple who never Grew old as Soul….

    Life Is Really Good
    When Life Is
    Good When Life Is Love…


  26. Hi Sohair.. Happy Early Tuesday as i did a little Research
    on Omar to find out he was a Housemate of Mohammad
    who was very influential in the Start of Islam
    And i look forward to what you will
    bring in Teaching for this as
    i also like the Avatar
    of Teacher
    for it
    reminds me
    of the First Avatar
    i saw you with as Teacher
    when i met you on Himali’s Blog..
    Nice to Still See you Teaching and
    Look Forward to many more Lessons my FriEnd..:)

  27. SMiLes gigoid.. Long Weeks no Visit perhaps Three Weeks
    as i’ve lost track of part of my Routine as True i like Change
    But Only iN A Pool of my Parameters for Change.. hehe..
    But True Life
    is rarely
    to Personal Pools..
    Anyway.. hope you are doing Well in California
    And All Your Family and Friends There have
    Escaped the Wild Fires
    For even over
    here i
    a little
    Scorched from
    Fire my Friend as life ways go too..:)

    “I slept, and dreamed that life was Beauty;
    I woke, and found that life was Duty.
    Was thy dream then a shadowy lie?
    Toil on, poor heart, unceasingly;
    And thou shalt find thy dream to be
    A truth and noonday light to thee.”

    ~~ Ellen Sturgis Hooper (1816-1841) ~~
    ~~ Life a Duty ~~

    Yes By God the Truth is important to Hear
    and even more important to Find and See..:)

    “If the average man is made in God’s image,
    then such a man as Beethoven or Aristotle
    is plainly superior to God.”

    — H. L. Mencken

    True.. Let’s Hope that God offers more than Minion Potential…:)

    “Believe 1% of what you see, and none of what you hear.”

    — Dubious Bee

    Like i said but this PresentS A Problem online.. hAha..;)

    “I would rather be exposed to the inconveniences
    attending too much liberty than to those attending
    too small a degree of it.”

    — Thomas Jefferson to A. Stuart, 1791

    Freedom Safety Safety Safety Safety
    Freedom Security A Great Home
    You Just Can’t Beat It In Balance of
    Freedom’s Breath with Clothes..
    True.. Even
    Becomes Clothes…:)

    “I’m all in favor of the democratic principle
    that one idiot is as good as one genius, but
    I draw the line when someone takes the next
    step and concludes that two idiots are better than one genius.”

    — Leo Szilard

    Welcome to the Vote..;)

    “Crime does not pay. Unless, of course, you get t
    o make, enforce, or interpret the laws.”

    — gigoid, the dubious

    Politics Make Great Crime Fellows..;)

    “I call Christianity the *one* great curse, the *one* great
    intrinsic depravity, the *one* great instinct for revenge for
    which no expedient is sufficiently poisonous, secret,
    subterranean, *petty* — I call it the *one* mortal
    blemish of mankind.”

    — Friedrich Nietzsche

    True.. A Bad Cop Jesus Ain’t Nice.. the Trump Version of That.. Yuck…

    “Who is secure in all his basic needs? Who has work, spiritual care,
    medical care, housing, food, occasional entertainment, free clothing,
    free burial, free everything? The answer might be nuns and monks,
    but the standard reply is ‘prisoners’; i.e., citizens of a provider state.”

    — Erik von Kuehnelt-Leddihn

    And just when i was Sure the Wife Provides All of That From
    Underwear in the Drawer to Food on the Table Cooked.. True i am that Dude..;)

    “The apathy of the born freeman is worse than the docility of the born slave.”

    — Grant Singleton (1890-?)

    Neocortex Servant to Emotions.. Emotions Servant of Love or Not Who
    Gives and Shares as Love..:)

    “A special cleaning ordinance bans housewives from hiding dirt and dust
    under a rug in a dwelling.”

    — real standing law in Pennsylvania, United States of America

    i’ll Never Know for i’m too Lazy to Lift A Rug up..;)

    “A kitchen in every pot. I mean, a pot in every
    — I mean, a chicken in every…”

    — George Bush, 1988

    No New Taxes Read my Lips
    And ‘you can’ escape death….

    “The law is a sort of hocus-pocus science, that smiles in yer face
    while it picks yer pocket; and the glorious uncertainty of it is of fair
    use to the professors than the justice of it.”

    — Charles Macklin (1690-1797) — Love a la Mode, Act ii, Sc. 1

    Human Language Never Truly Concrete
    Abstract Constructs Floating Dispersing Ocean Whole Beyond..
    Now As Human Subconscious Mind Delivers the Next Word Last..:)

    “Practical politics consists in ignoring facts.”

    — Henry Adams

    True Emotions Rule Facts look to ‘the Top’ for that fact for sure.. hehe..;)

    “Keep a very firm grasp on reality, so you can strangle it at any time.”

    — Realistic Bee

    True.. Regulate Emotions Integrate Senses
    Never forgetting to Dance And Sing to Shake ‘it’ All Off
    Swiftie Say..;)

    “The higher you climb, the more you show your ass.”

    — Alexander Pope, “The Dunciad”

    Ain’t that A Bi-Polar Truth hehe..
    even when ya warn folks in advance…;)

    “Be not as one that hath ten thousand years to live;
    death is night hand: while thou livest, while thou hast time, be good.”

    — Marcus Aurelius Antoninus — Meditations, iv, 17

    Do Fun Good Fun..:)

    “The measure of man is what he does with power.”

    — Pittacus

    That’s why i wear Shades.. hehe..;)

    “Nothing shows a man’s character more than what he laughs at.”

    — Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

    i am probably A Laziest Dude
    iN A World Who Only Enjoys Life
    For Zero Pay At Work..
    It Is Truly
    F iN
    as i giggle behind ‘those shades’..
    true.. ‘those Shades’ aren’t really mine.. hehe..;)

    “You know what they say about paradigms – shift happens!”

    — Witty Bee

    YeS iT Does Out of Sight out of Mind.. Dance.. Change the Stuff and Move on Freer…

    “To him that waits all things reveal themselves, provided that he has the
    courage not to deny, in the darkness,what he has seen in the light.”

    — Coventry Patmore

    Free Is Truth OPeNinG Up Without Fear Of ‘Closing Time’ Now

    “His red right hand.”

    — John Milton — Paradise Lost, Book ii, Line 174

    For me at least it’s the Left.. hehe..;)

    “Arms are instruments of ill omen… . When one is compelled to use them, it is best to do so without relish. There is no glory in victory, and to glorify it despite this is to exult in the killing of men…. When great numbers of people are killed, one should weep over them with sorrow. When victorious in war, one should observe mourning rites.”

    — Lao-Tzu

    aN onLY Glory
    is Fearless Love That/Who Does Not Give
    Up and Leaves at Closing Time With no Regret..
    Never Saying i Am Sorry to Love..:)

    “Mongo only pawn… in game of life.’

    — Alex Karras in “Blazing Saddles”

    Life of Game in Pawn Only Mongo..:)

    “Sometimes I think. And sometimes I am.”

    i DancE i FeeL..:)

    ~~ Smart Bee, using Peruaosophy as a koan ~~

    iTrue For
    iKoan too..
    iWitH iTears
    oF Old But Never Sold…

    Good Evening mY FriEnd..
    i’ll oPen Up And put ‘The Sign Up’ WheN i Leave..;)

  28. WeLL.. this ends a Rather touching deeply touching at least to
    me.. Trio of MacroVerses mostly about a Friendship and a Woman
    who is Katrina and yes “Poetic Muse Greens” for true Poetry is Magic
    and will Muse Temptations for other places one doesn’t usually go.. yes..
    Truly “Runes” iN Magic Dimensions Spells of Love Carried Away by Dance
    And Song of Words beyond Neo-Cortical Control as Feelings
    And Senses Flow
    true.. it’s one Word
    of Song and one Step
    of Dance as True We Will
    Be carried away by the River
    of Subconscious Mind as Spirit
    of Heart connects to others.. particularly
    When the Magic of Synchronicity comes into the
    Room of Human Souls.. true it’s not like living flesh and
    blood me and you.. it’s More it’s Deeper Soul connecting around
    a Globe of Deeper and Higher Meaning and Purpose so Holy
    and Sacred that
    one will
    all reason
    and dive into
    Art Freer to experience
    Life more colored more flavored
    As Other Dimensions Come as Fruition of Life’s
    Dreams.. as they come to be the Truth oF Light
    iN WHat Feels
    About This Experience of Life.. NoW..
    True.. who wouldn’t go to Magic Land
    and some folks take a Vacation to Beyond
    Disney World now.. it is Forever Fun Now More while
    it lasts but not everyone can and or will continue
    iN A Nether Land Never Ending Story but the Director
    the Producer and Actor of the Entire Play.. for what
    is More
    Or Science..
    i for one am
    blessed to guide
    my Dreams Fruition
    in Flesh and Blood Life.. True..
    if You don’t think Words of Poetry
    Are Magic.. See the Weeds as the Flowers they Come to Be..
    Anyway.. a nice tribute to my Mother Too.. for what would have been
    her 84th Birthday and of course for Friend Shawna’s Birthday on December
    10th too.. this will be the third MacroVerse with no MacroVerse Memories to Date
    as quite Frankly i almost too exhausted to think.. As Emotional Exhaustion will be
    A Most Taxing Exhaustion oF all for when wants so much to Please everyone in the end
    and the
    too.. i suppose
    we all need a bit of
    Flow away from the Cliffs
    And Ground Floors of the Roller
    Coaster of Life.. i’m tired Balancing
    on the Edge.. WHere Two Feet Dance as
    One on a Circus Tight Rope of Life with
    No Safety Net below but Wit and Art at Hand…
    When You Are Truly A Nurturing Person of Love
    it Really Hurts not be able to Please everyone in the Room..
    And even Harder when you wait and wait to see what it even
    is that a person
    for True
    Poetry doesn’t
    Always Match the Suit of the Day..
    but it sure does Feel and Sense Good
    and what is more Real than the Naked
    Truth of Within..
    Feeling Sensing
    it’s Hard
    to say
    Memories Do Stay..
    And that’s all i have to say
    about that as it appears the Dream
    is turning around from a Potential Nightmare now.. Yes..
    it was a Good Dream that i am so Glad didn’t turn really Bad..
    Or Usually Do Reasons
    And i’m also Way Behind on
    the Tale of the Tape but there is
    always Next MacroVerse to Catch up
    on that as 6.6 Million Words of “SonG oF mY
    SoUL” is still coming by Christmas Day of 2018
    along with the Third Installment of King James Sized
    Grand Cross Bibles Now as “Grand Cross Bible 2018” comes
    on Christmas Day too.. preceded by “Grand Cross Bible 2017”
    and “Grand Cross Bible 2016” as that whole Subchapter Trio of
    Bibles started on Memorial Day Weekend of 2016.. as they also
    Remain Seasonal Endeavors.. Lasting 7 Months each year from
    The End of May through the 25th Of December AKA Christmas Day
    Anyway.. Since Memorial Day of 2016 these Subchapters including “FB Profile
    Pic Bible 2018” all comprise Close to 3.7 Million Words as of today… yeah Baby
    3.7 Million Words in what is so far 30 Months for what Part of that will Also Come
    to be a.. 6.6 Million Word.. “SonG oF MY SouL” on Christmas Day 2018.. as that Longest
    Long Form Poem and Mother and Father of all Bibles hehe.. in size at least continues to excel
    iN What
    do as
    they are
    Guided within
    From Holy and
    Sacred Creative Spirit
    Within.. True.. i ain’t the
    First or last but i am at Least..
    Happy 12.10.18.. Birthday Mama.. Happy Birthday Shawna
    one more time not much Drama in Mama and Shawna
    what you see
    you get
    no ifs and
    or buts it is what it is..
    truly same as Katrina but
    but hey Magic is Strange and Delicious too..
    Thanks HiMaLi.. See You when you come back
    from Vacation..
    Here i
    always am
    With a Friendly
    iTurn oF A iHand.. So Much Fun It Is..
    Oh yeah and i’m up to 10,377 Miles of Dance
    in 63 Months as “SonG oF mY SoUL” Will Reach
    Fruition of 6.6 Million Words This Month at 64 Months..:)

    12.10.18 11:47 PM..:)

    WitH A Publish Of This on 12.11.18..:)

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