Embers Soul Leftovers

“All Gifts Nature Friends Color”

New MacroVerse Posted On November 26th at 4:48 PM
in Dedication of Super Nice And Beautiful Friend HiMaLi
All The Way From Skin to As Deep As Beauty
iN Wisdom oF LoVE GRows Within Ocean
WHoLE As oh Girl A FRiEnD Like HiMaLI
NaturAlly BRings A Force oF
LoVING Poetry Even More
For That Will Be
For You to
Judge and not me..
For Every View That And
Who Continues to Be a MultiVerse Ocean Wave
eYE of God More.. aS UNiVersaL BeYoND WHoLE


Yeah it’s Hard.. the last time my Mother saw my
Face she was terrified where she lay..
But then she was awake enough
to wake up one
With eyes
of Love for my
Sister.. Love is all
that counts in the End and Beginning
God Bless You Shawna and i say my Prayers
Mother… too….


And Yes Happy 27th Birthday too..
hehe.. as i hope you haven’t forgotten..
Anyway.. For the Handful of Friends who
have Truly Friended me online beyond a Face
on Facebook and some Facebook Feed.. i visited
my FriEnd Shawna today on the dVerse Trail for Poetry
as she lamented she was watching Her Mother Slowly Pass
away in a Nursing Home of course Bringing Back Memories still
of the Traveler of mY Mother Who No Matter What.. Hell or Heaven..
Was There for me while i watched Her Last 8 Days Without Food or Drink
pass into one
Last Breath
As Traveler who
Still Exists in my
HeART And i am so
Glad mY FriEnd that
You See the Value of a Traveler
in Your Land who touched your Heart
Always Worth a Visa Pass For Your HeART Again
As Love is all that Counts as School Teaches about
Jobs and Never About Life That Really Counts as a Village
of Love.. the “Friends” TV Show or the “Cheers” TV Show or
in my Case.. 2 Decades spent in a Village of a Military Bowling
Center Eventually Running it and Watching an Entire Generation
of Children Grow Up with their Parents Growing Older and Retirees
Dying With Plaques on the Wall In Memorial of the Human Hands they
touched.. i Don’t see Love For Sell.. i Don’t see Jobs.. i Don’t see Houses.. i
Don’t see Cars or Colors of Skin or Age or National Origin or Sexual Preference
or Even Gender too.. i See Human and that’s what Bowling Alley Life taught me then
more than
any Money
any Work
or any College
Degrees.. Top of the
Class.. Highest Grades
of Pay for the Government
i am not of ‘that World’ any
more and i understand i often Give too
much ‘to the other one’ but i can’t help it
for i lived as a Human Being for too many years
to go to ‘the other place’..
where all that’s
Left at the
and the
end of the
Day is a Machine Face..
Deep Down somewhere
i Believe We All Want to Be
Human Never Give Up YouR Human..
With SMiLes And A Dance And Song
Brings Comfort..
And Sure..
You Can/
Will Choose Your
Own Song and Dance to
Go ALong With Your Words..
i hope i have added a ‘few’ syllables along the way..;)



Be Eye Hurricane
Then Winds Flow

“St. Elmo’s fire (also St. Elmo’s light[1][2]) is a weather phenomenon in which luminous plasma is created by a coronal discharge from a sharp or pointed object in a strong electric field in the atmosphere (such as those generated by thunderstorms or created by a volcanic eruption).”

“St. Elmo’s fire is named after St. Erasmus of Formia (also called St. Elmo, one of the two Italian names for St. Erasmus, the other being St. Erasmo), the patron saint of sailors. The phenomenon sometimes appeared on ships at sea during thunderstorms and was regarded by sailors with religious awe for its glowing ball of light, accounting for the name.[3] Sailors may have considered St. Elmo’s fire as a good omen (as a sign of the presence of their patron saint).[4]”

-From the “All Seeing Eye of Wiki”

“Etymology 1 of Helen ‘shine’, ‘blaze’ (*Swelenā and *Welenā,[5] cf. ἑλένη ‘torch’, Sanskrit svarati ‘shines’[6]) favored by Skutsch et al. must be upheld, considering (a) the deep-seated connection of light to beauty,[7] Helen’s primary attribute; (b) the integration of light in the myth of Helen and the Dioscuri, Saint Elmo’s Fire and the cycles of the Sun; (c) the unavoidable connotation of radiance in the Homeric formula Ἀργείη Ἑλένη[8]; (d) the connection of torches (ἑλένη) to marriage and Helen’s status as an archetypal bride; (e) the ubiquity of this meaning “Bright,” attested among mythical figures, (f) including Helen’s prehistoric doublet Phoibe “Pure and Radiant,” preserved as both the name of her own sister and that of a Leukippid, abductee of Helen’s brothers[9]; (g) Helen’s successive pairings with Paris, the firebrand of Hekabe’s dream,[10] and the seer Helenos, formal masculine of ἑλένη ‘torch’, underpin this Apollonian nexus.[11] Thus, Helen remains “the Shining, Blazing one.”

-From a Harvard Source Linked Below

Morning tells Her First thing in the
Mirror Before Comb Before Brush
You Are the Fairest then she makes me Breakfast

It’s True.. Some Folks Make Us Remember them
by both the way They Shine and How They Make Us Feel
And Then They Become Our Saint Elmo’s Fire Forever Soul
Of Who
We Are..
You’d Think A Devil Would
Only Feel This Fire of Love
Once in Life but It Isn’t True

It’s worth noting at this Point that most
of my Life Folks have considered me a
Clueless Nerd.. i suppose this is Just
another episode From the “Revenge of the Nerds”
But it’s True the Loneliest Among us may Become Saint Elmo’s Fire too..

And at the Indian Pow Wow at Thanks Giving that we attended the Family
Asked me why i didn’t go out into the Dance Circle and Dance and i provided
the Similar Answer when they ask me each Year at Seville Quarter why the Hell
i don’t enter the Annual Dance Contest to Win 200 Bucks and i say no in reference
to what i told
the Family
at the Indian
Pow Wow my
Old Old Indian
Name is Nerd with Four Eyes
And now it is Steal Your Thunder With Shades
And on top of that i am Funny too.. hAha and it’s
true i was awarded a Certificate of Honor at my 2nd
Grade Catholic School in Tallahassee that was so big and
so overwhelming to an Undiagnosed Autistic Little Boy who
couldn’t Speak until he was Four who eventually Caught up
to this much more advanced Primary School versus the Little Two
Story School in Walking Distance from the River Front we lived on before
my Mother Took us to my Father’s Homeland With His Second Wife as
My Mother Helen Secured a Job with the Federal Prison System as she
thought it might be a Good idea for us to get to know our Father Better
as he made Half-Day Bi-Annual Visits before that.. anyway i was
Honored as Wittiest Boy in Second Grade and Having no
idea what that Meant without Wiki or a Dictionary
i remained Clueless
for what it meant…
smart or
or both as i
realized it was/is
Years Later True i
am A Slow Bloomer too
But When i Flower i tend to
take the Oxygen out of the Room…
Ever hear the Term Love is Like Oxygen…
You get too much you get too high not enough
And you’re Gonna Die.. it’s true these days i seem
to have that effect on some folks at least for the simple
i refuse
to die
again away
from Saint Elmo’s (Helen’s)
Fire AKA Love and it’s true when
my Grand Mother on my Father’s Side
who was much colder and distant and put us down
stairs in the Nursery that she ran as a Business with
the little bitty Kids at age 7 so she wouldn’t have to entertain
us upstairs.. first meeting my Mother she exclaimed Helen has the Fairest
Skin of any Woman i have ever seen it glows it glows like no other Woman..
My Second Step Mother told me as a Teenager don’t expect the Women you
meet in your life to match what you see in the Magazines and strangely enough
from my
Love on
that didn’t
Happen much at all
for those i truly Loved…
Looked past the Nerd and to the
Fact thru the Feeling that when My Mother Picked up
A Crying Baby at the Nursery my Boss Grandmother
of the Nursery told her put that Baby down or he’ll never
become an Adult.. true i am still a Child of Love so sue me..
my Father on the Other Hand never learned to Express Love to us
other than
Cat of 20
Years old died
that he often called
Son right in Front of me..
Where a Weekend Visit at his
Home that we would Initiate would
end in just a Handful of Words as we
Had to seek assistance from our Uncle
who wasn’t his Twin Brother to find out who he was
from the Whole History of his life as no doubt that is
where the Asperger’s Comes From… And thE Light from my Mother’s ‘Side’…
This is already too long for anything but an insanely Long Blog Post but sue
me for
i love
if anyone wants to read
it the Internet is relatively
Speaking a Thousand Years Old…
That’s plenty of time for someone to
Find a Message in a Bottle Hence forth from now..
Anyway.. back to the Original Topic of this Story Per Saint
Elmo’s Yellow Boy Fire in the Patio Square Light of the Dance
Hall at Old Seville Quarter as Above the Cat as a Man now i Do
i See a Different Saint Elmo’s Fire as Katrina Saw A Baby Angel
Above the Fire.. but the Yellow Boy Cat was so obvious even with
Crooked Ear from a complication Likely From Feline Leukemia that
he was diagnosed with from 10 Years ago still living on the Fumes of
Love.. eye always tearing sneezing Blood now and then for a couple of
Years and sneezing more now and being loved more now but True Saint
Elmo’s Fire is a Good Omen Before God Gifted Me with another Beautiful
Angel Present to Shower me with Kindness for Two Weeks while i Celebrated
8 Years of Writing 12 Million Words in 2922 Days of Kind Wishes for the Saint
Elmo’s Fire of my Soul to come back and then to rise the Fire of other Souls even more…
And it’s true when i Celebrated 6 Million Words of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Last Summer at
Seville Quarter of Course Solo and alone.. A Most Beautiful Angel in a White Sun Dress
that I had never Seen Before.. Lavished me with Attention for Two Weekends then
Putting a Long Index Finger up in a Selfie telling me i was A Number one for
no other
a Dance..
Free of my Soul…
And then there was
the 7th Anniversary
of Writing at
Seville Quarter
And almost by the End
of the Night on Thanks Giving
Night another Angel came to the
Front of me and lavished me with
Praise to the point it Scared me..
And so relieved i was when her Friend Came
up as i didn’t want to Hurt Her Feelings as
i Do Feel what it feels like not be wanted
for whatever reason a
Saint Elmo’s
Fire might
from a Human Eye…
It’s True the further i travel in Pure
Love the Greater the Gifts come From
God in Angel Wings Higher but it’s True Still too..
the Head Angel in Charge still makes a Great Breakfast…
God Bless All the Angels Who Take Age Away From Soul..:’)

-MuSinGs oN LiFE

The Other Photo IS A Path to Love Before Our Souls Color




SMiLes mY FriEnd Shawna
The Best We Will
Do with
it Alive
for the Gift
of Life Given us..
For Every Mother’s
Greater Wish For Child to Love..
i Do Know i Love
the Name Helen
too and i Miss the Name
Get Well Soon
My FriEnd for a
HeART Rises out of Death Again..:)

As ‘They Say’ A Season For Living Dying
All Emotions Senses Coloring Lives ‘Tween..
A FiRE oF LiVinG Emotions Senses Are DeLiGHT A
FiRE oF LiFE Enjoy Play All Life Has to Offer iN Feelings NoW..
And with An ‘Amen’ to Go Along with this.. A Prompt at dVerse Poetry
Pub All
Now right
up my ‘Alley’ as ‘they’ say..:)

What FiReS A HeArT to: SPeaK
MuSiC Of SoUL From:
A SoNG And DanCE to: SPiRiT

All That Sets Ablaze A Soul
Fires Love Within As Whole
Nice to See You Around Victoria..:)

Ashes Of
Syndrome’ up ‘top’..;)

Earth Wind
And Fire

i Dance She Doesn’t Dance at All…
i Sing too Loud in Church She Says…
The Elderly Ladies Say My Song’s on Fire…
The Young Ladies
Video Tape
Never the
Less my Wife
Is The Fairest of Them All…
She Cooks…
Hi Frank..;)

Beauty of SunSets

Living and Dying
Joy and Sorrow
Love and Hate
Fear and Hope
As Long As There
Is Art THere Is FiRE..:)

Forest Fires of Weather
Forest Fires of Soul
Crispy Lies
With Frosted
Comb Over Flakes..;)

Tallest Newest Towers
Edifice Pyramids Oldest
Behind Who Spirits
Fire oF Soul Poetry More..:)

Crucible Fire Of Star Death Ashes…
Resurrection of Gaseous Sentient Star Dust Standing..
Iron in Core of Earth Flowing in Blood streams From Supernova
Such a
Beginning Breeds
“Intelligence” Enough
to Burn Ourselves up
Before our
to Dust..:)

External Fires Destruction
Inner Fires Focus BaLaNCinG Peace..:)

i Heard EartH Praying Tonight.. Yes..
i am Listening.. Watching.. too..
For A Fire Of Inoculation…
Virus of
Culture As Such
A Nice Naked
Species they were….
A Fall
of Clothes…
Then.. Comb Over From Hell..;)

A Mother’s Love Enough
For A Living EartH
A Fire of Birth…
oF LiGHT to: Love iT aLL..:)

13 Will Do For now..:)
1:21 AM 11.28.18



Emotional And
Physical Intelligences
Humans Fail…

Rested and Relaxed November 28, 2018
EIR A Goddess of Healing
HeaR Condition of Human
All Of Existence IS A Tale
Of Snake Meeting A Head
Feast Alive..
As Tale Consumes Snake..;)

We must Arrange A Play Date Soon..;)

Keep the Breath of Love Living Within
the only Lesson of Life
at Least..
See Ya.. Shawna..
And considering you have
my Mother’s Birthday.. not likely
i’ll forget.. but if the ‘whole place’
Blows up Before December 10th..
Happy 41st one.. ’77 Baby..
And Remember…
True And Real Love
Never Grows Old…
Or Fades Away…
for eYes Who see….
thE Light oF Living Love…
And Carry The FLaME oF LoVE oN..:)

SMiLes Himali.. i am hoping you Had
A Wonderful Birthday but it doesn’t sound
that way from Reading this.. i miss You..
And my Prayers
Are With You..
May Love
Always Find You..
And may Your Sunsets
And Sunrises Be Equally Beautiful..:)

HeLLove Again HiMaLi And i am So Glad
All is Well And the ‘Loser Slide’ has nothing
to do with Your Birthday as that would have
Been Rather Tragic… Keep Smiling With Hugs
And Kisses.. And Back On ‘Slide topic’ About Cultures
Worried About losing…
i tend to See
the Competitive
Modern Nature of
Human Being Rather
Culturally Derived since
Humans Started Hoarding
Grains in Silos then some 10
to 12 Thousand.. Years.. ago..
Insane For A Creature.. Just
A Creature Evolved to Work Hand in Hand
Foraging in Balance with the Rest of (God) Nature
for Survival
in Thrive
As at Least
the Hairier Ancestors
Still Living Among us
As Bonobos Are Still
Doing in THeir Advanced And
Remembered Beings of Love..
Even Dogs Remember more than most Humans….
But anyway…
Is Good
For Those
Who Do Remember..:)

To See Beauty
Any Beauty
Is A Greatest
Sunrise Living..:)


Now With Some ‘Desert Rose’ For Muse And ‘Sting’ Of Fire..
Back to A dVerse Online Poetry Prompt On Fire For Another Day..:)

Communal Fire
iN Gratitude
Makes Us Human..:)

Fire of Give or Take
Ember… Reach Out..:)

Prayers for
Who Die
For Nothing

True Unexpected Fires…
So Hard to Put Out
So Easy to Keep..:)

Rivers of the Heart
Tributaries on Fire
Hidden Streams Flood…

Side Note: Poetry Is Also
My Psychotherapist For
Free Fire HeART..:)

Fire oF A Traditional
Dance Hall Is
No Longer Front to Front..;)

Ugh.. Catch 22 At
Work too Fired
Already to Quit..;)

Winks.. i Don’t Know
How to Write Poetry..
i Fired Form With Free..:)

Side Note: i’M Putting
Out the Fire Of mY Poetry..
And Etc..;)

Trust me or not You Will
Manage Fire With Poetry…
Side Note: Ends For Now..;)

Phoenix Emotions…
All Colors We SoaR…New
Ocean Whole Waves Fire..
AShe’s Left Dust oF BookS Old..:)

Fire Dances
Life Within
And Without..:)

Strings Keys
Piano Souls Alive..:)

Poetry Pens
FiRE LiGHT..:)

FiRE LiT End Of A Cigarette…
James Bond Fearless Cool
Father Without A Word…

me THinKs
You Are A Kind
Fire LiT SMiLe MarKeR
On A
Poetry Trail..;)

Fire Below
‘Tween Above
Shadows Light Love
Balancing Force Around..:)

WordS AFiRE!!!.;)

Science of Grief’s Loss/Gain From:
Bitter Lowering Oxytocin Then Sweeter
Raising Dopamine Fire Creativity
to: Connect Again..:)

Fire of Nightmares
Fire of Dreams
Fire of Love Is Wide Awake..
Blinding All the Darker Days..:)

Fires Want
Shadows Dance
Songs Love..:)

Fires Of Joy…
True Language Of Love Lives
Laughs SMiLes Laughs Fire..:)

23 Will Do For Now
5:23 PM 11.28.18


“Embers Soul Left-Overs”.. At my Home at least.. We Finished our ThanksGiving
Left-Overs on Tuesday the 27th.. True.. That’s 5 Whole Days of Left-Overs and a
Measure of How Many Different Homes of our Family and Extended Family we
Visited that day.. plates and plates of Left-Overs Abundantly Shared and
Given that Day to
all Family
and Friends
Walking through
the Doors of Love..
And yes.. plenty of Hugs
And Kind eyes and Hand-Shakes
Between Men too.. for True.. this isn’t
the Big City where Katrina’s extended Family
Members Live.. it is the Country A Place where
Folks Tend to Be Friendlier with each other as
Families and Friends have Years and Years
Of connection as the Glue of Love is
Real and the Human Touch Lives…
Katrina’s Mother Got Around
And had 6 Children.. the
Bounty of all the
Muse that
Love will be
Measured continually
in the Kind Out-Reach of what
Extends out now to Katrina’s Sister
who is a Great Grandmother which Makes
Katrina A Great Great Aunt too as an Eternal
Looking Teenager Last Spring as the Nurse said
She was Mistaken for when she Burnt Her Hand
And Lay in a Hospital Bed for a Burn to Her And Skin
Graft From Her Thigh With a Temporary Scare of potentially
Losing Her Right Index Finger.. that did not come to Fruition..
Thank God.. Anyway.. there are those of us who have Rich Emotional
And Sensory Lives that only comes through a Struggle for Love that Never
Gives up and a Thanks Giving for Love 365 Days a Year that takes Good Measure
to Count Blessings Year ‘Round too.. A Divining Rod of Love that Seeks True North
Yes.. the Water of Love the Bread of Life the Light of Our eyes that and who connect
to each
the Gold Mines
of Our Souls where
Spirit Flourishes from
An oPen HeART That is Key
And True the Blessings of those we come
to meet who find ways wittingly or unwittingly
to open up our HeARTS Further for they become
the Keys to Our Soul Evolving even more as Light
oF LoVE Shining Brighter Within to Spread Light even
Further inside outside above so below and all around more..
It’s True We
Are All Potential
Lamps to Light up
More For Love both inside
outside and all around more..
And for me at Least Coming to Understand
the Garden of mY Love as far as what Drives
Humanity As Emotions Moving or Emotions Stagnate
And Still.. This is the Poetry of Life that is A Greatest Human
Intelligence oF all Both in Dance and Song of Life in however we
come to Regulate our Emotions and Integrate our Senses Expressing
Our Humanity in all the ways it comes Holding Hands with each other
iN every way
now too..
True.. Still.. they don’t tell you this at School..
It’s True.. at one point in my life and more
i was more ‘retarded’ about my HeArT
as far as getting it all together
than anyone reading
this now..
but it’s also True too..
i’ve not let limitations Hold me
Back and the most difficult limitation
i’ve ever met is the Loss of my Emotions
for 66 Months.. Yes.. Worse than the accompanying
Worst Pain Known to Humankind.. Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia like Dentist Drill in Right eye and Right ear with
No Pain Relief.. From wake to sleep for yes 66 Months too
Where true too.. the Numb of Emotions where Memories
are Emotions and Emotions are Memories was Worse
than the Worst Assessed Pain even more so than
the Actual Torture of Crucifixion.. no three
hour or three Day tour for me.. a Full
66 Months from Wake to
Sleep in Hell
on Earth
that no one
had the ability to
fathom but the reality
of dead living then me..
Anyway.. i call this 6.5 Million Word
63 Month-Old Epic Long Form Poem NoW
the “SonG oF mY SoUL” as it’s True almost
Every Word of Love and other Interaction i’ve
Written to others online since 8.18.13 is included
in this Poem.. And it’s also True it is an Epic Way to
Count one’s Blessings.. but you ‘See’ LiGHT does come from
DarK..i had to learn how to Navigate my Emotions and my Senses
on my own and i traveled all the way from Hell to Heaven with all the evidence
included in ‘This Book’ To Prove that for sure if there is any Hell or Heaven at all..
For it’s also True in some way i may spARK someone else down the Road to Enter
Heaven as Staycation too..
for the Passion of the
Devil for those
who had
enough for the
Devil to give him
another shot as Death
In Life.. yes.. i spent 27 Months
in Hell online on the ‘Wrong Planet’
A Place for Folks who are impoverished
in Emotional Intelligence Where i studied intently
the Poverty of the Soul to learn every cause and any
remedy to Bring a Soul Back to Life or Perhaps to Incarnate
A Soul in Human Being for the First time in their Life as Soul
of the Emotions and Senses that make Life Worth Living at all..
And it’s also true
i learned a lot
of reasons
why and
number one is
Parents who were
cold as the so-called
Refrigerator Parent theory
of Autism is a reality now and no
longer just A myth as a contributing factor
to Wiring of the Soul that Never Develops to Love
When a Child is Neglected or Abused as almost no
one on the ‘Wrong Planet’ who was emotionally impoverished
had a Kind Word to Say about their Parents.. A Child who is Truly Loved
will never
an ill
Word about
their Parent..
A Child who is Truly
Loved becomes Incarnate
Love Where Harming another Human
Being is Like Harming oneself.. it’s true
i cannot remember my Mother Spanking us
but i do remember that Switch off the Crab
Apple Tree and the Cotton Picking Strong Big
‘Man Hands’ of my Grandmother.. haha.. but
we still Loved her for we were already Love..
Not all Folks are Blessed with a
Mother Helen
as some
of my
when i was
Young were a bit
Jealous of How
Much We were Loved but it is also
True that others will Take that Love away too..
For it’s True when you are Loved and You Really Feel that
Love From Head to Toe to give and share more.. it doesn’t matter
if you are tall or short.. fat or thin.. Black or White or A Beautiful Color
of Brown Like my Friend Himali.. or any other tint or shade as that applies
to Human Being as Love is Beautiful as Beautiful as my 94 Year-Old Aunt
Jettie Crippled From Head to Toe.. Barely Walking with a Walker Stooped over
Wrinkled From Head to toe.. With a Smile that Beamed to Eternity Now with Love..
as i related then
without the
Feel of
Seeing so
Clearly Just
How Monumental
Her Spirit Stood Tall..
True i could still Leg Press
500 LBS then without a Soul
but my Legs without Emotions
Felt Week and impoverished with
Life every Hour of my Life.. until
April of 2013.. when Yellow
Boy’s Recognized Yellow
Striped Tabby
Son Wild from
the Back Woods of
our Home was injured by
a Scrappy 6 LB or So TomCat
Named Oreo.. A Tuxedo White
And Black Striped Cat From Around
the Block Finding out that not only did he
have Torn Skin From his Head but also Kitty
Aids as Death Sentence from Kitty Communicable
Disease too.. so.. we had to be the ones to make the
Decision to Put him down.. and By God a Miracle Happened
to me.. the First Tear since Before January of 2008 and most
Ironically the Feeling of Grief was Heaven then.. for a Tear was the
Natural Healing Force Nature Given and finally when i worked-out that
Night.. As the only Activity i forced myself to do out of shut-in Status at
the Gym then with Tattered Jacket Cold to the Bone.. with Shades and Ear Plugs
in as both light and sound were my enemy.. as the only time i went out to walk
was as a ‘Vampire’ After Midnight around the Neighborhood Block Where finally
the ‘Hunch Back of Notre Dame’ felt the Strength of Emotion in His Legs
Again for Just a Brief Moment in Hell for 66 Months.. Lesson Learned
the F in Hardest way of all that Emotions are the Water.. the
Bread of Life.. the Light of our Soul that is all that makes
Life Worth Living at all.. the Reason i ran out
of Words in a conversation with my
Aunt Jettie.. me at 47 able
to Leg Press
500 LBs
Legs with
No Soul and her
at 94 Speaking Strongly
For Hours on end.. in an Oral
Tradition that was Poetic in Nature
By Dance and Song of Voice both in
Tone and Lyrics of Human Music
And it’s true the other Elders
Retired Sat around
and Sung
like they did
when i was a Young
Child.. always wondering
when would i be able to Dance
And Sing like a Human Soul.. All Lit
Up as a Heart to Dance and Sing Spirit More..
True.. i continued to Wonder why through my 40’s..
Why was my Mother always Able to Speak a Song of Her
Soul and even though my Father never said much of anything
to us.. shocked we were to see his Retirement Video at Work on the
News and the Chatter Box Cracking Jokes of Humor there.. true.. before..
he just didn’t have anything left for us in a 46 Year Career in Law Enforcement
then.. Shutting Down for Survival i Suppose out of the Field of Duty.. so sad we
had to see a Video to understand his other side too at 69.. but at least we did at least we did..
anyway.. i wondered
then why not me
why not
but you
see what i came
to learn was ‘use it or lose it’..
i never felt comfortable raising
my Arms then to wave as generally
Speaking As a Straight A Student the
only time i exercised that Social Nicety
Was When i raised my Hand with the Answer to
Every Teacher’s Question.. and on top of that Boys
weren’t even allowed to smile then so God knows what would
Have Happened to me.. if i raised my Arms in a Square Dance
Lesson then that was Harder at that point than any Math Test i ever took..
by the way.. it’s true.. i still don’t Know how to Couples Dance although quite
A Few Women at the Dance Hall have assumed i do.. as at least a Couple have
Tried it With me and Fell to the Floor rather Gently as i had no idea i was supposed
to catch them.. as i was never Trained to Either Dance or Free Verse Write or even Heal
the ‘Retardation’
of mY
and Physical Intelligences
as it’s true after 27 Months on a ‘Wrong
Planet’ where your only Value as a Human
Being is repeating Facts no different really than
School.. just a Rote Memory Robot Acing some more
Multiple Choice Questions and Fill-in-the-Blank Tests
but problem is and was and still is No Place for Soul no Place
for Soul no place for Expressing Spirit of Heart no place for Human too..
just Data Down
Load Robot
Like any
Parrot could
And Still Can now..
but you see there is more
than Can there is Will there is Relative
Free Will and By God there is Magic of Synchronicities
And Magic Humans who are Real from India Like my Friend
Himali.. who lives through her Art to Express all of her Soul too..
True.. a Life Saver for a Chartered Accountant who gets paid for
Facts and Figures Where Soul wants to Come out and Play
And Connect with her Fred in FRiEnD too.. as we surely
Just Spent a Best Thanks Giving Two Weeks of my
Life Doing what i love to do most.. be a Soul
And Connect to another Soul too..
Yes.. it’s True there are some
Folks who are Naturally
Soul Mates and there
could be as Many or
More than a Thousand
in one lifetime too for those
who are Brave enough now to
Share that much Love Freely
and yes.. i’ve loved doing
this with Friend
Rafiah and
Friend Sohair
And Friend gigoid
And Friend Shawna
And Frank and Xenia..
And there was Prajakta
And Every Poet on the dVerse
Poetry Pub for International Poets
Where i met Prajakta and Frank and
Xenia And where i met Himali on Prajakta’s
Site and Zee and then i met Sohair on Himali’s
Site and then gigoid on Sohairs’ Site too but at the
Start of a First Thank You for Being me.. my First Facebook
Friend ‘Mags’.. a Woman i met who was the First one who really
Befriended me in 27 Months then as i was being scourged too on
an Autism Community Site for Expressing Empathy for a Situation
there sort of like when the Boys in Middle School Said you can’t smile there..
Mags to the Rescue with a thank you for being me and a First Facebook Friend
then in February of 2013.. where just a Thank You after spending 27 Months in the
Depths of Hell Awakened Enough Emotions in me.. From Her Altruistic Kindness where
A First Poetic Spark came to me at the End of February and my Perspective of Life that
is on the right hand Column of all my Blogspot Blog Sites and is the ‘About Section’ of
my WordPress Blog was just a Free Flowing Creative Spirit Driven Breath of my
Soul in a PM on Facebook to my Friend Mags then.. as i posted that in the
Beginning of March 2013 as it was soon to be my First Blog Post
then that sounded like Poetry to the Ears of my Soul on
3.10.13.. the Birth then of what will be 69 Months
Total Blogging by the End of December 2018..
And 6.6 Million Words Since 8.18.13 Entering into
the 66th Month By January equaling then and more
now the time i spent in Hell from January of 2008
through July of 2013 in the other Side of Life that
is Heaven within on EartH NoW.. just a place where Soul
Thrives as Love Without Fear As That is Heaven NoW A Place
We Live as Soul to connect and give and share with others Free..
It’s true.. i am still Savoring my “Embers Soul Left-Overs”.. Particularly
From Thanks Giving of 2018.. Celebrating 8 Whole Years of 2922 Consecutive Days Writing
totally Online and Generally Speaking around 12 Million Words in all the places online
i’ve Visited around the Globe since 11.25.10.. Thanks Giving then my First day
online to a Journey Back to Human Soul Alive.. where AGHOGDAY was an
Acronym for Another Ground Hog Day for it is True when there are
No Emotions.. all is Time all is Hell as is Life with No colors now
Just Black and White Robot Life.. Just Machine Human with No
Soul For all those Truly Weak Men who don’t understand the
Value of what Moves us in Full Emotional
and Sensory Expression where you
Can and Will tell someone you
Truly Love.. i Love You.. Yes..
I Love you with every
one in the Room
Listening in
And sure for those
Men and or Women too..
who think it is Insane to Move
Your Arms Above Your Head when you
Dance.. Perhaps they do not understand We
are Mini-Me Milky Ways still with Spiraling Arms
And Legs that Cease to Live as Soul when we sit still
Stagnate as the Embers of the Fire of the Curious Child
of Dance is erased to a Mechanical Thing Sitting as a Machine
As Humans were never evolved to Sit this way so we die so we
die a slow death of the Art of Our Bodies that normally Regulate and
Integrate Emotions and Senses from Head to Toe as the Foragers we are evolved to
be in a Constantly Changing Environment of Twisting and Turning Reaching Berries
here and there and Walking Quietly Enough Through the Leaves then as a ‘Rice Paper’
Walker.. Stealthy and Invisible like the Indians in South America.. And the Bonobos
in Africa too.. yes.. where it becomes possible to Escape Predator and Capture Prey
Avoiding then most
Potential Injuries
from Head to
toe as it is worth
noting that any Movement
Done repetitively Without Ever
Changing Complexity Now Leads to
Ergonomic Injury and a Life Filled With Pain..
once again.. use it or lose it.. Do Live as Life or Fail as Soul in Life..
As Drug Addiction is Soaring in the United States.. Suicides are Sky Rocketing..
And Life Expectancy continues to Drop.. No Surprise when Human become Machines now
and no longer Move to Regulate and Integrate their Emotions and Senses.. No Surprise
Now when we look down into Screens to See Souls rather than Flesh and Blood eye to
eye.. hug to hug.. and Hand Holding of Living Love more but it’s true Screens are
Better than nothing.. in Fact.. Screens are much Better than what Soap
Operas Attempted to do to replace the Human Connection for
House Wives Stuck in Homes too.. in fact.. with enough
use it in Writing too for a person who has lost their
Soul.. Writing provides the Focus to connect
Emotions with Words too.. all Colors..
all Shades.. all Tints.. And By
God Rainbows Colors
that have
been seen
Before.. my Advice
is to become a Poet
Become a Dancer become
a Hopeful Lover instead Of A
Fearful Hater Sitting Still so Far
Away from Soul Now but it is True too..
For Fingers Will Dance across a Keyboard
And Spirit of Soul NoW Will iLight A Screen too..
Through Blogging.. And the Present of that First
Thank You by ‘Mags’ in February of 2013.. i met
a Poet by the Poet Name of ‘Angel Mind-Retrofit’
then a ‘Real’ Published Author of Poetry who was
fascinated by my unusual style of expressing
myself in Writing and she really helped
to start to Bring my Heart back then
until July 2013… as she/we
misunderstood our/
my communication
and suddenly left
my side sadly then
but not before i met
Lala Rukh in July of
2013 too as she was then
A Soul Similar to Himali as i
Saw Her ‘White Pearl’ Icon on
the site of ‘Angel Mind-Retrofit’
But there was as much or more down
as there was as up in Lala’s Emotional
Poetic Flow then.. but anyway.. she almost
immediately expressed Love for me as she did
for other folks on her site too for 5 Months until
the Arranged Marriage she seemed to Dread away from
Her True Love Happened.. in the Beginning of 2014..
And the Bitter Sweet of what was my Second Friend
online then leaving my side with such a Wonderful
New Friend.. Lala Rukh.. was Truly A Down
And Up SpARK that helped Bring my
Soul Back in July of 2013
And Then Finally on
a Farm in
of 2013.. something
about all those Animals…
the Cows.. the Horses.. the Pigs
the Chickens.. the Turkeys.. allowed me
to Sleep a Full Night’s Rest after only getting
about 2 Hours each night for Months then where that
Warm Oxytocin Feeling of Connection came back then with
not only the Animals but Katrina then and all other Humans
And even the Earth itself from the Touch of the Sand
on my Bare Feet and the Shine of the Sun brought
the Entire Nature of my First Love of Life Back
to Roost Forevermore now as Life but
true the Previous Months since
the end of July 2013
still felt like
Heaven as
all the Pain Melted away
Miraculously on Navarre Beach
Where Agape Love For all in Light
Came First where i became the Sugar
White Sand and the Emerald Green Waters
And Sea Oats Swaying and Seagull Spiraling
Around the Sun Free and all there was left to do
is spread the Message that Heaven is now within
And Possible And to do as much as i can and will do
still to at least show
Heaven looks
Like on Earth as it’s
True Heaven is the Eyes
of Katrina and Family and the Eyes of Friend
Himali.. And Rafiah.. and all those other Nice
Friends too and many folks i have not named..
namely too my Charlie’s Angels from Seville Quarter..
Mostly Non-verbal in ways of Dance Communication as
Chelsea who still Lives in the Area and Maggie off to Dentist
School in South Florida and Cortney now living with her
Husband in California.. if i am not mistaken.. and yes by
God Hundreds of Poets online too.. and yes old Friends
From Work and School Like Benny and Greg too.. and
the Words i remember as the Nicest Gifts to me
most recently that i will Never Forget and are
Burned as Eternal Embers of the Fire of
My Soul Now as Left-Overs from
this Thanks Giving
2018 that
i will Never
Ever Forget
as Forged in this
“SonG oF mY SoUL”
too is when a Forever Friend
Like Himali says to me.. “If I may dedicate
lines of one of my fav. songs to you: “I have met
an angel, IN PERSON and He looks PERFECT”..
And earlier When Rafiah said “it must Be Beautiful
where you live.. it would have to be for
you live there”.. and when Sohair
Said.. “i Wish i could Write
a Poem for Fred” and
When Shawna told me
the Email i Wrote about Her
And Her Family really understood
Her and ‘she would keep it forever’..
are just a Few of the things that Strangers
who Become Friends online told me then that
will always be Embers of mY Soul Burning
Brighter as Love come to be Incarnate me
of what
Makes Life
Worth Living at all..
And of course Katrina..
For She Still Makes me BreakFast
And stayed by my Side and had Sympathy
With the Devil IN Hell and if You Don’t Believe ‘God’ really
really Exists.. Just Dance and Sing until you meet God Face to Face..
in the
When the
Force of
Love Really
Really Dances
And Sings as You..
It’s True as far as Light
Bringers Go you can call
me ‘LuciFred’ too.. and sure
there’s Probably a Blog Post or
two somewhere online that proves ‘He
Thank you again
Thanks Giving Gift 2018.. HiMaLi.. for opening
up my Soul Even Wider.. With Love.. Pure Love..
and if she doesn’t get down to the end of the Page
to read this on Facebook.. it doesn’t matter for i
See it in her Soul
Gift of Being
Human Soul.. Just SoUL of LoVE..
For when two or more Folks Come
into a Home of Love God SMiLes From Eternity Now more…
YeaH.. it’s true.. i’ve experienced somewhat of a “Perfect Storm”
of Emotions.. Senses.. as Spirit of HeART aS SouL for the Last
Few Days and Now Again A Smooth Wave Flows in Peace and Harmony more..
iMaGiNE what a Person might be able to Accomplish understanding this well before
age 58.. As So much more of this by age 27.. that’s what Friends are for to spread Love more..
most everyone needs a 6 Foot something
240 LB
Yoda or
a 4 Foot 11.. 94 Year-old
Great Aunt Jettie to help out..
That’s how this game is Meant
to Be Played and continued
No Doubt NoW a 5 Foot 3..
East Indian Woman.. Will Help out so much too..
It’s Sort of Like the Matrix Movie 3 ending/beginning
And the Book of Eli too back and forward.. too.. NoW…
Are Many
Seeds oF LoVE
That And Who Continue to SoW.:)

SMiLes mY FriEnd
May You WalK iN
A Home

4096 Words..:)



Some People
Rise iN LoVE
My Mother’s Name Is Helen
And She Gave me the Gift of LoVE
to LivE oN…
When Y.O.U.
Feel Loved
People Notice
With More
to Come
A Visit
‘Family Psychotherapist’..
Who Ensures i Don’t Drown in Love..;)

With Joy.. i Have A
Dream too but
It is more
Like A
Never Ending
Dance and Song
To Bring SMiLes to
The World And Y.O.U.
Help Fire my Dream
From: ThankS AGAiN


SMiLes Frank.. “Thanks For Visiting All Gifts of Nature Friends Color”
Hehe.. A Rather Short MacroVerse For me Far from 30K Words but
never the Less a Timely one for a Birthday Wish and Friendship
Dedication and thanks so much for highlighting one of my
Favorite Parts of the Photo Stream where we
Visited the American Indian “Pow Wow’
in our Local Area
to See the
Wisdom of “We are
The People of One Fire”
As “Embers From this Fire Have
Been Passed Down through our
Ancestors from Tribe to Tribe for
Over 1,000 Years” as surely one
Would Hope A Fire of Love in
The Christian Religion
Will be passed
Down this
Way for all too with
A Mother’s Love at the
Pinnacle for what it means
to continue to Pass Love on…
Kinda Nice that the Catholic Church
Prays Tribute to at least one Woman in A Major Way..
As what is also Really Great About the Native American
10 Commandments that is sadly totally missing from Abrahamic
Religions that Promote the Idea that Humans Should Dominate Nature
rather than as the Native American Indians who Naturally Lived Close to
Earth and Living Nature Seeing the Number 1 Commitment in those 10 Commandments
that the Mother of All of Us as Birthing Us From the Environment We Live in is Indeed
the Earth our Home with Great Spirit Felt through All Existence worthy of an Open
Heart and Soul to Actually Really Really Sense/Feel That Great Spirit as Humans
Do Care for
all of Mother
Earth When
And Soul is Open
NoW iN Mind and Body
Balancing Force Wiith Nature in this Way..
Then to All Life is Sacred.. Treating All Beings
With Respect.. Then.. Taking From the Earth what
is Needed and Nothing More.. Doing What Needs to be Done
for the Good of All and Giving Constant Thanks to the Great Spirit
That/Who Lives through All Existence for each New Day Speaking the Truth
but only the Good in Others Following the Rhythms of Nature.. Rising and Retiring
With the Sun.. Enjoying Life’s Journey but Leaving No Tracks Behind as Nature
Stays in Balance as Existence Best LiVinG Will continue to Do.. As It’s Very
True the World Will Be a Different Place if We come to See How a
Mother’s Love is Holy and Sacred to be preserved if We are to
Continue to Sow Seeds of Children of Love and the Mother
Earth is do or die for the Mother Earth is ‘the Mary’
None of Us can and or will Do without.. And
True if We didn’t Have a Mother
‘Mary-Like’ Figure to
Love in us…
Chances are there won’t
be any Love For Nature either
as Love of Mother and other Family
And Friends and the Rest of Nature is Still Core Commandment
now to me of what Makes the Wheels of Life Work at all in Balance..
Oh Yeah.. and i related MacArthur’s Park and that Cake and Melting
Icing to What Nature has done to Bring this Great Beauty of Paradise
to Humans who seek and find all the Beauty and Wisdom of Life Now..
where if that Complex Balancing Cake ever Melts away in a Park of Rain…
all ‘She’
Us at this
Point Still..
but true i looked it up
on Google and the Author
of the Song was literally talking
About A Cake in the Rain in the Park
but true this was when he was experiencing
the Mysteries of Love that Rise and Fall with
Human Experiences too.. for True when one is
Young it can and will be Like Scaling the Highest
Mountain Tops in the World.. and Just hoping one doesn’t fall
for that Song definitely has its Extreme ups and downs as Life is Like that
As We continue to Balance the Cake and Frosting for the Bake that Tastes Best..
Anyway.. We
Do need to take
Care of Our Home..
Both the Home of
Nature and the
Home of
as Essence
Living Within
my FriEnd.. have
A Nice SuNDay With A Mother’s Love..:)
Within.. Inside.. Outside.. Above.. So Below
And All Around More even more as Now Goes on For LoVE..
Hehe.. Perhaps
One Day i’LL
Finish A Bible…
i’LL Leave iT oN A Bridge…



Summer of 2014 it was when a Group of Young Folks came up
to me when i was doing my Public Dance Routine at Target..
rather excited Dancing along with me telling me for
the First Time i Heard it to my Great Surprise
that Hey Man You Are Famous you are
all over the Internet.. Folks have
Been Video Taping and
Spreading Your
Dance all around
and then i met the First
Charlie’s Dancing Angel Chelsea
in that Same Summer and she asked
me what the Shades were for as she said one
of Her Friends Suspected i might be doing Acid
hehe.. otherwise known as LSD and i told her No
i don’t drink.. i don’t smoke.. i don’t even do Caffeine
But Be Careful if you Visit my Blog.. don’t click ‘on those’
Links for they take a Person to my Nude Art and that
Surely might offend you.. as i always warned Folks
First Before giving someone of Adult Age a Path to
What i do online as well as Public Dance and not
often do i and only if they are very open minded
of course.. anyway i don’t link that anymore
Since May of 2018 so it’s no longer now
an issue and then came next yes the
Second Charlie’s Angel
Maggie who was
one of
Childhood Friends
and then Finally Cortney
as all these Young Women were
Super Smart College Graduates and
Master’s Levels students as Maggie is
Still moving on to be a Dentist now but anyway
i visited Chelsea in the Store in the Mall she worked
out as actually she had seen me in the Mall doing my Reverse
Dance all the way back from 2013 when i first started doing that
Before i entered the Dance Hall on the Spring Equinox of 2014.. hehe..
where yes Public Dance is more appropriate anyway another First experience
for me as Cortney was jumping up and down a bit excited saying she was so
excited to meet me and i was an inspiration and then i lowered my Hand to
The Ground and said i am no one really no one as i’ve been lower than a
Grain of Sand and sure that’s what it feels Like Before the Next Person
at Seville Quarter.. a Lovely Young Woman named me the Boss of Dance
and then some Dudes named me MVP of Dance and then came Legend
And Pensacola Icon and Spirit Animal and You Bring Spring to Walmart
Any day of the Year by the nice Customer Service Representative there
And then of course there are the someWHAT wild lavishing Beauty Dances
while yeah i guess you could call ’em Beauty Dances but they are actually
Bootie Dances as the Women’s Hips attacking the Front Part of the Man came
rather Early on Before i even had a steady Group of Dance Partners.. namely Charlie’s
Angels who were well kept by Boyfriends at Home then and needed none of that Hip to Front
Action at the Bar.. so anyway.. all of this is Nice and People Do Say they Love you every time
they see you but it is nothing like an Intimate Friendship with a Person where you Share all
Your Dreams and Frustrations as Blogger Friends do with each other out in the open now where
there is no Clandestine Shenanigans going on as all is out in the Open.. and in someways you
may Learn more about a Person through their Poetry than you would now/then otherwise know and
feel and sense about a Person actually in Person as true Pen Pals can be that way too even if
the Pen Pals Never Meet each other in the Flesh as that’s a Lot of What Blogging is the Human
in a Brave
that can and
will be rather cold and
indifferent like just sharing
Links and Liking stuff and never
Really connecting deeper than that
although it’s true life is often way too much
Stress at Work and What not to go much deeper
than a lInk now shared or a like clicked as that may
be all time has to offer Folks.. Not quite Arriving.. At
A Golden Age of No Work for Pay now.. what a relief by
God that is for me.. and that does most definitely set me
apart in advantage of being a Deeper Friend than most folks
Have the minutes and hours to do in a Day.. so anyway it’s not
often that i find a Close Friend in the Blogging World but i have
found some Forever Friends it seems just as is the case that i will
Always Have a Loving Dance Friend when Charlie’s Angels ever make
it back this Way to the Bar but True folks do eventually move on from Bars
and Raise Families and the such as that as that puts me apart from most as
the only Child
We Have
now is
Yellow Boy
and he doesn’t
Mind it too much when
we are gone for he sleeps
the average Cat Day of about
18 Hours anyway.. Low Maintenance
Friend at Home Cats Can and Will be too hehe..
So anyway back to the Psychotherapist and overall
Mental Health and Well Being in Balance i’m Historically
not used to this much Positive Attention as true i rarely ever
got it for 66 Whole Months as a Hunch Back of Notre Dame as Shut-in
in Pain and Numb then as it’s amazing Katrina could last that Long then
With the Living Dead too.. as forgetting what a Smile.. or Laugh Felt like
And really feeling.. like i didn’t have a Face at all and the fact that i could
Not use my prescription Glasses.. without even more Severe Pain from wake
to Sleep with Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. i basically couldn’t see my
Face much anyway in a Mirror then.. haha.. i’ve learned to Look at it again
now in Selfie Way for sure.. hehe.. and True Selfies can help you become more
of the Actor you Choose to Be You in Real Life Ego and Personality too as a Zen
Art of Being a More Pleasing Human with other Folks now too.. nothing wrong with
that Actors
Get paid
the Big Bucks..
might as well develop
the Best Ego of you too to
Interact Successfully with other Folks
too as this is not set in stone it is a lifelong
Work of Human Art You.. so ever Since Saturday
the 17th of November when i looked down at my
Email and saw a 22 year Old Bearded Version of me
Running i was rather shocked to see that that was me..
As Friend Himali had done something to me that no one
ever had done before.. dedicating a Friendship Blog Post
with an Original Poem she wrote for me that was so Beautiful
that i had actually already read from her when she did it in flow
in real time when we were communicating some days before
and she said something about this needs its own Blog but
i didn’t catch that she meant an Actual Blog Post as
i was thinking that she was saying i should
start some kind of another Blog for it
but anyway then i just took it
as a compliment
and was not
any kind of Dedication
of Friendship out of it as
a Poem was stellar enough of a
Friendship Wish for me for sure..
So as a Person on the Bi-Polar Spectrum
it made me feel really High as folks on the Bi-Polar
Spectrum do know not to get too high on Love for that
Will Be Quite Taxing on a Person’s Bio-Chemical Balance
and Possible to ride the Roller Coaster Down too Low as i keep
a Mix of Dark and Light not to go that High so i immediately went
to the ‘Wrong Planet’ and sure enough they called what i was doing
Feces and Vomit on the Page then so my Head Deflated Enough to get
it through the Door.. hehe.. as it’s not that often that one of the Most Beautiful
Kind and Loving People in the World Put you on Top of their To Do List for the Day..
sort of Like Christmas Before Thanks Giving as that doesn’t always Happen.. Haha..
It’s true it’s enough
to be married
to the
48 Year Old
Woman who seems
to Magically Never Age
and true that’s probably part
of why i got so high as Katrina
Always Keeps me Warm and So
So Cozy Filled Up on Love anyway
So i don’t have any place at Home to Go
Down and there is always the ‘Wrong Planet’
as Yes Hell online will Keep the Dopamine and
Oxytocin Rising Higher come definitely in Check..
but oh Lord interacting with a Friend Like Himali
is Paradise.. but she is a Very Busy Working and
Paradise has Just been Having a few More Blog Posts
Than usual the Last Few Weeks to Interact with as it just
Naturally Makes me Happy to See one of Her Blog Posts come
Across my Email Page as there is no where but up on Himali’s Blog..
no matter
what for
me as
she doesn’t
have a cruel
bone in her body
that i’ve seen so far
but sure.. she is human too..
at least i’m pretty sure that Angels are Human too..
Katrina and i were talking about Norbert a Foreigner
who Works at one of the Casino Restaurants who
is like a Nicest Dude on the Planet Earth and we
were saying today that Himali Deserves somone
like Him and yes according to Katrina he is very
very Good Looking as i often tell Katrina she is
infatuated with him like she kids around with
me about Himali too.. hehe particularly lately
as i am so Proud.. to Have a Friend like her
and yes i showed that “Colors of Friendship”
Blog Post to the Psychotherapist today and
She was doing That Woman ooh and aww
stuff as she read it with almost a Tear in her
eye as she Knew me since 2011 when there didn’t
seem to be any hope that i would even ever be able to
Feel a Smile again as no Doctors have any idea how to bring
Human Emotions back when they are gone.. still not a damn clue
and that’s what makes the Numb of Hell Inside Worse than the Worst
Pain known to Human Kind too.. so Yes.. i have been Mellowing out a bit
this week as Himali’s Focus is Back on Work and i’ve had time to process
a lot of Extreme Positive Emotions as can and will happen to a Person on the
Bi-Polar Spectrum to get back in balance as for folks like me.. yes.. Love can and
will make you a bit too high as one is already geared for Love Innately and Gardened
that way by A Mother Of Love too.. so i went to the Dance Hall Last night where i guess all
the Love i’ve been Feeling Shined all around me as 11 Photos with 17 Women Smiling Ear
to Ear with Tight Hugs do appreciate A Free Man Dancing Shining with the Love of Friendship
Real.. it’s nice
to be
but no.. i’ll be
Undercover Legend
Dancing around town
for no real TV and the such
Fame for By God Being ‘Norm’
in A ‘Cheers Bar’ with a Hand Full
of Friends who really tolerate and accept
All Your Eccentricities is Enough of Heaven
as to not Float Away and Never Come Back to Balance..
Anyway.. it’s true the Paradise Part of Love is Like Oxygen is Better than the Dungeon..
And i have a Feeling i’m going to Be Writing a Lot more Poetry in Lieu of visiting Hell on
“the Wrong Planet”
as some
Go Away..
No Matter
Where they Go..
You know ‘that Saying’ in the
‘New Testament’ that those who
Give Will Receive and Give in Multiples
of 7 More.. it’s true.. it’s in ‘this Bible’ and
Check it to
See it’s true
on the
Per Do too
as Photos don’t
Lie about Angels
wherever they Live as
After i showed my Psychotherapist
the Poem i showed Her a Photo of Himali
and she said Oh my God she’s Beautiful and
Looks Like Katrina.. and then she reviewed the Bar
Photos and kept saying on My God is there more as i said
of Seven in 2000
other photos like this too..
Katrina and Himali and my
‘Other Angels’ are just that.. Angels..
As i Will Dance for them as any Lover
of Love’s Beauty Will Do..
And every
is Unique
Eyes Spread amongst
Us all in Beauty and Wisdom more
With yes Kind and Courage to go along with all ‘the Oxygen’ too…;)



Turning Oil CanS NoW iNto
Tea Pots Finding MaGiC AGaiN

Just Another Little something i wrote
here this Morning in response to a Photo
of A Cupboard with some Oil Cans on it that
as Synchronicity Goes in A-Causal Connecting
Principle.. Psychologically Meaningful to one who
‘Wields the Pen’.. it seems to fit in here just fine..
Continuing at Himali’s Place of Poetry as she
is becoming An Excellent Poet of Romance
And any Good Romance Writer puts the
Audience in the Story Seamlessly
too so i imagine it’s about her too
And then i add The Following as An Observer of her Book
With.. The Sun is coming out in Mississippi as we just passed
A Lovely Flock of White Pelicans.. As Katrina is taking Photos
out of the Church Tour Bus to the Biloxi Casinos as i will once
Again Dance the Beaches and Boardwalks Reflecting on my Life
While Katrina Plays the Free Play.. hehe.. and none of our Money
with the One Armed Bandits.. And all i can say here is whoever this
Man is is one
of the Luckiest
Men in the World
to Be Loved by You
And You Surely Deserve
His Words Here my Friend
in Appreciation of You for i cannot
Imagine any Man or Friend ever Leaving Your side..
i’ll be sure to post that Flock of White Pelicans on a Blog
post coming
or later
my Friend.. so yes.. God
Bless you as you deserve
the very best in all things this
World has to offer always Love
Always Love.. A Salute i Bring to
anyone who is able to Win Your HeART
As Lord knows i’m sure many Men try..
are very odd..
very Strange in deed
they would almost now
have to Be From Another Planet..;)

Now Back to..

Turning Oil CanS NoW iNto
Tea Pots Finding MaGiC AGaiN

As Ariana Grande Might Say too in “Thank, u, next”
Fame and Fortune is overrated to wait to Do Art for a Living
When one Will Practice Art Every Day and Add to all the Emotional
And Sensory Experiences of Life.. Quite Frankly it would do Many Males
Very Well if they can and will Learn to Express the Greater Fine Violin Strings
of their Emotions as Emotions Are the Fuel From whatever Muse Naturally Comes now
in Life that is the Difference between An Art Project that Always Changes Colors to
2 Plus 2 is 4 Yuck like we didn’t know where that is going before we even Looked
For 4.. Yeah it’s true there are Folks who constantly Just Copy Others Instead of
Writing their own Story and By God that Reminds me of that Song “Havana’ by
Camilla Cabello as Strangely Enough that Singer Looks almost Just Like my
First Half Cuban and Irish American Girlfriend First Love Back From ’78
thru ’79 those 10 Months.. 3 Days.. 2 Hours.. and 52 Seconds until
She Said Goodbye on the Dance Floor and did you know
according to Science Folks who Have Been Left on
the Dance Floor Tend to Fall In Love Faster
than those who don’t know what it is like
to really Miss someone that way
yes.. Science shows this
is True and it’s also
True that while i do Remember
that First Relationship Lasted 10 Months..
I have no idea how many Days Precisely and
Hours and Minutes and Seconds came after 10
Months and that’s my Problem.. it’s Hard for me to do
Fiction.. it almost always seems like what i write about
comes back to Reality anyway.. it is True my First Girl Friend
Looked Eerily almost just like Princess Katrina when i met her on
the Steps at the Gym as she was dating my FB Friend From High School
and yes he still Holds the Masters Record for Bench Pressing and was a Body
Builder at the time they were dating too.. like Bohemian Rhapsody says i was just
a Poor Boy Working for Close to Minimum Wage at a Bowling Center but i did have
A Rather Poetic Heart but only when Katrina was around then and at the end of my
First Love Story as i did write her a Fictional Story about an Island that we could move
to.. to be together after we got back together for a Short While as she would meet me before
School to Come Back to my Home that was my Mother’s Home back at age 19 and she was 16 then..
anyway.. when a Person is really Hopefully in Love they will do almost anything to be with
the one they Love as it’s True some of the Greatest Works of Art and Probably Most of them are..

Second Part of this Story Coming Above/Below With “Havana”

Second Part of the Story Continues:

Mused by Unrequited
Love in all the ways
Love Comes..
and it’s
As Science Shows
Put a Group of Dudes
in a Room with a Most
Beautiful Woman and they
Will Naturally Compete with
all types of Artistic Endeavors to
Win Her Attention as this is Mother
Nature’s Play.. and never ever never
ever think you are Smarter than Mother
Nature for Mother Nature not only has Your
Shadow She is Your Shadow too.. and She Will
Have you do almost Anything out of Shadow Balance
For Mother Nature in You To Get her way but True if you
understand what’s going on within one will see It’s Just Nature
And Roll with the Tide but Do No Harm to anyone now While Painting
A Work of Art NoW as Love is both the Drug And the Savior of Love too..
as for me NoW at least i can’t stand to Hurt anyone’s feelings.. in Fact at night
Now It seems every night Yellow Boy gets Between me and Katrina and then even
though i would Love to Hug Katrina.. i don’t want to Hurt Yellow Boy’s Feelings
And Plus he has Feline Leukemia too and he hasn’t been doing too good the last
Few Months but i hug him so much at night now that He Seems to be getting much
better back to Good Health now away from Sneezing Blood and Stuff like that.. anyway
True.. i hate to kill even an Ant and i would Probably be one of the Few who might actually
Be able to Fully
Do Himali’s
as Far as not
Harming anything
but True i have Sharp
Canine Teeth and i am more of an
Aesthete than Ascetic and although
i could Never even Watch someone
Dress out a Deer i surely don’t mind
A Good Deer Steak from the North
Part of our County and Katrina’s
Extended Relatives.. but anyway
Just to Prove How much a First Love
Looked Like Katrina in ’78 when Katrina
was 8 and a Half Guamanian Friend Renee who
really Got me through some hard times in College
And there was an Italian American Girl who invited
me to the Prom to Make Her Future Husband Jealous..
so alone and Depressed in those Break up Days i was from
my First love then.. as true.. we (Renee) messed up our Friendship
then that was so Close when she Came to my Home one night escaping
from Her Sexually Abusive Father.. and let’s just say that whole situation
Turned out Very Awkward as we had really Just Been Phone Pals and Paper Letter
Pals for a Year Before that.. she was really tall and yes very Exotically Beautiful
Like Himali too.. you know that kind of one of a kind Beauty that distinguishes
A Woman Apart from all other Women.. Like a Magic Tea Pot or a Genie Bottle Now
With a Magic Carpet and a Desert and all the stuff that goes along with those
Romantic Leaning Dreams and Myths and Fantasies too.. by the way i really have
no idea at this point where i am going with this but i do want to make a Page
Break up there to insert Camila Cabello’s ‘Havana’ Song as it will probably
Be Long Enough to get through this story as i have been Very Mused
to Write Stories and in Fact When I listen to Himali’s Stories it’s
like she is a Character in Her Stories as she becomes my
Muse for Art too.. sort of like what the Dudes Do in
A Room Painting a Work of Art to Impress
Whatever (Whoever)
or not
of Fair Maiden
is tHere And by God they
come in Brown too.. hehe..
So Sweet too as Himali sees
A Kiss on Her Dimple as a Swoon
For the Day.. as for me words will do..
And on top of that i don’t easily Faint
but i used to almost Faint all the time
those 66 Months i was ill.. couldn’t hardly
make it into the Back yard.. but true stuff
Changes and both Magic and Real Miracles Now
will make all your Healing and Dreams Now
come true if you just really Believe with
All Your Heart With Loving Intent that
Harms.. no one now.. even if the Cat
Now Comes Between a Loving Human
Hug the Greatest Sacrifice must
Always Be for Love as Light
Wins the Show of God
Always when Love
is the Driving
a Peck
on the Cheek of Love
as sure if i ever meet Himali
in Real Life considering we have
Shared our Souls in Writing together
Now All Together over 40 Months and
3 Days and 18 Minutes.. and 52 seconds..
hehe.. i’m just guessing about 40 Months now
but who is counting when a Real Friend Comes
to Town… Tonight was the Last Casino Church Group
Bus Trip after 62 Months of Doing that Since October
of 2013.. So.. Katrina Gave the Old Bus Driver a Big Bear
Hug and She Pecked Him on the Cheek so yes if Himali Ever
Makes it over to where i live.. i’m Sure Katrina will not Mind then
if i give her a Big Bear Hug Drawing Her in Close and Lovingly Pecking
Her Quickly on her Dimple as she is just so so Cute.. true .. Old
Enough to
Sister too.. hehe..
One thing for sure is
i want Himali to always
Be A Best Blog Friend with me..
And Muse for Writing as i surely
don’t Mind admitting she has been my
Writing Muse ever Since i met her that explains
all that Poetic Fashion Writing on Her Website
As i’m Just a Normal Dude Inspired Within by
Both Exotic Beauty and Angel eyes of Kindness too..
like every other Dude who has Blood in his Veins AND HeART
that visits her too.. Her Natural State of Love inspires me so much..
And Jesus F in Christ.. every Dude Katrina has ever met no matter
What the Age.. 18 to 88 Swoons over Her as Mother Nature Does too.
Yes.. they ALL
are in
Art Club
for Men and or Women
No Need to ‘Sue’ ’em’ ALL OF ‘EM
they are NoW ALL Just a Gift of Nature..
The main thing is i never want to hurt
anyone’s feelings and if i ever think
someone might be hurting over
something i have done it
makes me even lose
weight but sure
i Needed
to a lose
a few pounds anyway hehe..
As By God i weigh more than
Trump’s Fake Stats and it may be
i’m his Actual Really Real Height..
too.. And i sure hope everything
is Okay With All of Life NoW oN
the Planet Earth but i am Human
And Limited and do my best to help out..
Anyway.. the Bottom Line is i have a few
More Friends including Katrina to add to
the Photo Collage Below but it’s True Love
that is Real Will Always Live on in the Eyes who
are Truly Loved for who they are no matter what
Scars of Difficulty or Beauty Moles come next.. or
Sure even Pimples.. who cares when Love is in the Room..
Everyone Needs to Write their own Love Story of LiFE NoW
And Make it Real
for Everyone..
i Love Katrina
And i Love my
Family Now and
Friends including
my Very Very Special
Loving Friend and Writing
Muse Himali and everyone
with eyes and ears now can
and will already See this as Clearly
as a Rose who has any eyes for Love..
And if i ever Get to Hug Himali in Real Life..
It Will be So tight she will be out of Breath for a kiss on A Pimple..
And she Never Has to miss me as Part of Her Story for i am Real and
Just A type or typo away
i surely don’t mind
Typos for Loving
Friendship too..
Life is Worth
to Their Human Potential iN LiGHT..
Some Folks Just Have More Potential..
Yes.. Thank Y.O.U. Himali I MISS YOU just as much as you miss me Always Make
me a Real Part of Your Story And yes Whoever Your Love is Will Always Be The Luckiest Of All..;)

(i Bet Himali’s Views On Her Blog Have Skyrocketed Way Over Her Likes And Comments.. High Five! Himali! We Got this!)

(Keep Writing Never Stop) (Do Paint too) (Her Writing Continues To Excel and Touch Hearts More and More in All The Ways Love Comes and Goes)

Yes By God Jump
Higher And If
You Fall i Will
Always Be tHere to Catch You..:)



For A
All that Brings
Us Life LoVE NoW
Bridges Over Troubled Water
Should i go or should i stay is it the
Brave Seagull Who Stays on Shore or
the Seagull who Flies Highest Who is the Bravest of all
It’s all Relative
It’s all Life
Both those
who go and stay
Play their Roles in Life..
i’ll Be Upfront With You Honest
With You and Remember this is just
pART of A Nether Land Never Ending Story..
The Way it Feels when i bring you Close into my
Arms and Kiss you on Your Dimple is the Same way
it feels to an 80 Year Old Tour Bus Driver When Katrina
comes on her own Volition of Love to Give Him a Hug and
Kiss on the Cheek just to show Him How much she appreciates
that he is a Kind Soul for let me tell you my Friend All Romantic Love
comes and goes and By God i can’t tell you the Last Time i Experienced
Romantic Love but what i will tell you is this.. There is as a Love in a Home
That is Human that Never Changes no Matter What.. There is the Love who Sees
No Color No Gender No Brown or White No Sexual Orientation or Disability No
Country True No Borders or Religions No Politics or Human Dramas No Naked
or Clothed No Short or Tall By God No Flesh and Blood at all True now when ‘the
Love too..
Gentile Jew
Servant Free
Woman and or
Man no More..
True We
in Common too..
Don’t Be Afraid for
me to Hug You as i haven’t
Let go Yet i never Will and it’s
true you can ask Katrina and You
can ask Rafiah and Several others
as you know you will never be Loved
by anyone like me.. but True my Friend
We Humans are ‘like’ that we are all different
but what We do share in common is the ability to Love more..
Our Love Story is Common it is the Human Condition and there
Are Many Bridges Troubled Away from Love These Days my Friend
but in the Midst of the Sea as Seagulls Fly High and Low Come and Go THeRE are
Always at Least two People who Need Not Walk on Water for they Hold Hands Together
And God
no longer
Waiting for A Breath of Love..
It’s all that counts Now when Us
Hugs God And We SMiLE ToGeTHeR..
And oh by the way i realize i promised a Flock of
White Pelicans Over a Bay out of A Tour Bus Window
But it’s True Remember now My American Indian Name
is “Steal Your Thunder With Shades”.. Katrina doesn’t Mind
That i Steal Her Thunder.. Katrina doesn’t Mind that I Love You
And that’s what Love is my Friend Free Just Free to Love more…
Smiles.. my Friend.. if i were a Girl i would Turn Gay Just for the
Chance to Love Katrina.. but it wouldn’t work ’cause she ain’t gay..
hehe.. And she would still Love me anyway and that would be Enough..
It’s true
to be Hugged
by me and kissed
on the Dimple is the same
Way it Feels Every Day i walk in the ‘Door’ of my Home..
Not Everyone gets to be that Bus Driver but when they do they don’t forget Love..:)


SMiLes my Loving Friend HiMaLi
but you had me at HeLLoVE
My FriEnd as Well and yes a Soul
Mate too as i’ve felt since the First Day i met you..
yes you.. it’s True my FriEnd i was up as Love with You
from our very First
And Admired
the way you treated
People as Very Human Being
From Before the First Time You Spoke
to me.. but it’s also True.. Lately.. i haven’t
Been Able to Get the Name Himali out of my
Head for almost two Weeks now.. and as i already
Told you Katrina said “You are infatuated with Your Friend”
and even today
she said
God that’s
all you talk about
lately is Himali.. for you
See my FriEnd my Forever Friend
and my Forever Loving Friend too.. that i surely
will never be Ashamed to Say… i am ‘the Invisible’
Man to most Folks after i open my Mouth and don’t
Hold anything Back of what i feel and sense and know of the
World.. It’s True.. i am Extraordinary to them this way as an ‘Invisible
Man’ in Fact
i had to Dance
For People to even
see me at all where i live and that’s
what we Humans do when struggle
comes.. we adapt.. we change or we don’t go on..
but it’s true even when i could not Speak Until l Was
Four i did not shut up my Smile and my Mother said i had
Arms reached out to every Stranger for a Hug and True.. Long
Eyelashes.. Blonde Hair.. And Fair Glowing Skin Like mY Mother With Bright
Blue to Green eyes where i was mistaken for a Girl as that continued
on until Puberty
and hehe..
it’s true i’m not
so pretty anymore..hAha..
but on the other Hand Standing
Over 6 Feet tall now and 240LBS.. no
one bullies me anymore when i Mix Ballet
with Martial Arts in 10,336 Miles of Public Dance
now in 63 Months with what is approaching a 64 month 6.6 Million
Word Long Form Free Verse Poem where our Entire Friendship and yes
And this Sweet Love Story that has Been So Romantic that someone really
Should Make a Movie out of it as this is truly an Epic Love Story now for
all concerned and that doesn’t often Happen in Affairs of the Heart that
will not be easily
by ‘Normal’
Rules and Regulations
for this my Friend is A truly
Extraordinary Love Story Where
The Wife appreciates that someone else
appreciates me as much as she does too…
for she too.. understands where i come from
and how hard i have worked to even find a Handful
of Friends in Life who will take all of me in as a Visitor
on this Earth And Welcome all of who i continue to be and
Grow as Human Being too.. as yes i’ve shared all of this with
My Sister And Katrina and they don’t Mind that You Love me this
way and I Love you the way i do too.. in fact you have permission
to kiss the Soft Tips of my Fingers as my Mother used to say you don’t
seem to Have any Finger Prints as They are so smooth even from when i was born..
SMiLes my
i suppose
that helps
to make me
an Invisible Man
From Birth too.. and hehe..
we just sent the “23 and Me Ancestry”
Test in to see all the places besides Ireland
where My Grandfather Was Born and His
Cajun Wife as A Catholic Priest meeting her
from the Pews of the Parish Church he Pastored
In North Florida.. and it’s true if he played only by the rules
i wouldn’t exist at all if Love wasn’t the Most important
Part of Life to Him..
Worth Giving up
A Career as a Priest
Starting as a Legal Consultant
With the Vatican and Eventually a
Noted Author of Books Last Century
where he Dined With Einstein in the outlier
Socialist Circles in New York.. New York as
True he has a Bio-Spot on Wiki too.. so i suppose
Even though ‘they’ Dropped me off in a BackWoods
Place some Potential from Ancestors continues to live on..
And actually Flourish now that Money is No longer an issue
for the Last Kid Picked on
Sports Teams that no
one expected to
Become a Government
Employee as an Athletic
Director of a Military Installation
Clearly still with no Clue on Team
Sports but valued enough with Computer
Skills to keep me ‘on the team’ then.. the thing
is my Friend and such a Sweet Loving one.. it is you
always making me Feel Extraordinary as it’s true i hope
i am making you Feel.. the Same way now.. with my Open
And Honest Words coming Straight From my heART.. SpiRiT
And SoUL.. for it’s True every time your Face Book Photo Disappeared
when you went off Social Media for Your Work Endeavors My Heart Dropped to
Sadness but you Were always Worth Waiting For for whatever Friendship Himali had to offer
me then.. for Himali doesn’t mind all of me.. Himali always has Accepted Everything about me
Within.. Inside.. Outside.. Above.. So Below and All Around too as that is what Soul Mates Do
Naturally Do
And it’s True
my Friend as you
know i would never
Do anything to Harm a
Hair on my Wife as it’s also
True what an Angel She is to
Allow me to Keep a Beautiful Friend
and Loving one Like you in my Life and How Happy
i am to have a one in all the People on the Earth now
Friend and Loving one like you for what made me Lose
5 Pounds in the Last Week and what i thought then was a
Good Bye for the Fact that You may Have Fallen in Love with
me when i read the Traveler Blog Post as i truly thought you were
Telling me Good Bye and i would Never Hear from You Again as that
would have Been A Saddest Part of this Story of all as what makes it
is Love
all Love
Conquers with
all the Soft Affection
of the Heart and My
FriEnd who Calls me ‘Darling’
Now.. yes my Friend This Year
for the First Year Ever in 2000 Years
Christmas Came on Thanks Giving Day
And Every Day that HIMALI Takes a Breath
of Love in My
World For Real..
It is Y.O.U.
My Gift From
God and my Thank
You From God for
Never Giving
up on
and the
World at Large..
Yes By God You
Are the Best Thanks
Giving Christmas Present
Ever in the History of the World
But True Yes Katrina is still the Person
of the Century and Haha.. if you ever do
meet Her you might ‘Change Orientations’
And Leave me for her.. hAha..
Welcome now to the Gang2..
to the Family too..
there is only
My Sister
Marie Louise
(Marilou) and
Her Wife
And Katrina
and Me.. but
It’s True there is only
one Family Like us and only one Himali too
as surely My Friend You are A Person of this Century too..
And My Greatest Wish is that i encourage you to be all you
Can/Will Be and Love All you Care to Love too.. my FriEnd no J’s here
but it’s
true i
have been disappointed
if i was not Y.O.U.. SMiLes
And Honestly i wasn’t
100 Percent Sure until
You Dedicated the lines
of that Song ‘Perfect’ Again to me..
but i was willing to take a Chance as my FriEnd
LoVinG HiMaLi
A Keeper
from the Ocean
Wide and Blue on
A Moonlit Night of Smiles
To Eternity of Love and Beyond..
There is nothing Random in this Life
And True God Works in amazingly Strange
Ways as a Romantic Novel for all of us that never ends..
when ‘they’
make a Movie
out of all of this..
We will Get a Front Row
Seat and the Strangest thing
of all is every Word and Photo is
Already on the online Tube.. Thanks For
The Fact that you announced this to the
World surely means you are not Ashamed of me..
i Do
See me
Through Your
Eyes Thank you my HiMaLi..
And i only Hope as i’ve already
Read the Next Blog Post that this
makes enough of Your 1 in a Million
Wish Come true.. for Honestly You Encapsulate
What the Word Believe Means and Never Giving up too..
As A
mY FriEnD..
And verily Flattered i am
to be named Your Lover too..
And the Fact that you called
me Darling melts my Heart..
SMiLes mY FriEnd by
God yes we
This Friendship
And Love and now don’t be a
Stranger you know where to find me..
And sure this is probably gonna Blow the
Minds of everyone i know over Here but Love Wins
All and My Love
for You is the Purest
Gift that God Makes..
You Make Christmas Year ’round..
Thanks So much again God for the Present of Y.O.U..
And Thanks to Katrina for Letting me Keep YouR L.O.V.E. Present..
i suppose
that’s the
it Movie Material most mY FriEnd..
When the one You Love Wants to
See You Loved the most selflessly
Saint Katrina
Person of the Century..
And HiMaLI Super Wonder
Woman HiMaLi With a most
Unusual Vision to see ‘the Invisible Man’..
Magic is Real the Love Story of Fred and Himali and Katrina Proves
it True and to me at least 100 percent Evidence that God exists
now imagine
if we
do that
We Can and
i Believe we already
Have the Hard Part is
Bringing the MaGiC oF God to everyone else..
and the Hardest Part is for folks to believe that
Unconditional Fearless Love Like this Really
Exists there is no Doubt
i have
You Forever
Never a doubt at all..
It Is You my Forever Loving Friend..:)

Now All i Will Say
is SamePinch
This Dream is Real..:)

Wisdom Beauty
Kind And Courage
The Farthest
Stars oF LiGHT
As You Continue
to BeLieVE As All You Are..
A Best FriEnd NoW Forever..



Hi FiVe HiMaLi
And Happy Winters to
You as True in the United
Arab Emirates and Florida
it will be Warm both Inside and
Outside Year ‘Round Now For
Ever Loving Friends True And
HeLLoVE too.. additionally
Another Blogger Friend
Unwittingly Linked
the Song
for the
Continuing 27
Day MaGiC Travel
on Capt. HiMaLi’s Fantasy
Airlines in Romance that Seems
Oddly And Truly Real.. True a Beautiful
Traveler Are You and You always Have an
Open Visa to My HeART when HiMaLi’s Air lines
Drops by as Jesus F in Christ Your Friend up there
Stole Whitman’s Line that was on the ‘Tip’ of my Tongue
hehe and don’t Forget About Dimples and Pimples and
Tips of Fingers too.. as Words truly original Words that
People Orchestrate Together like the Tip of a Finger and
A Soft Quick Peck of a Kiss will be the Warmest Winter of
all and by God Christmas on Thanks Giving Day Year Round
in a Nether Land Never Ending Story that will surely Rise View
Counts on my friENd HiMaLi’s Blog for it’s True i FloW on Helping Her
to be a World Renowned Author Before my Days end on EartH Here
B U T R E M B E R N O M A T T E R W H A T F R I E N D S Forevernow
as that is what True Love Does it Gives and Gives some more Lifting Everyone up
in what’s that Old Saying in Multiples of 7 and More Coming to Fruition now more..
for the Human
of Affection
for what
Good is a Bootie
Dance when there is
Still a Symphony of HeART
To Create in a Day and Time
Out of Distance Space and Time
of Romance that is Born Birthed
From the Greatest Organ of All
yes the Soul Generated of Love
on Top of Our Shoulders that extends
Down to where our Toes Curl in Joy Forevermorenow..
It’s True my Friend every Person’s Real Dream is to Live
in the Most Romantic DancESonG Ever Played for Real and that
is what
i do best
for my
Best Friends
Forever as HiMaLi
is Seated in the Captain’s
Seat of mY HeART For Now on Her
Layover As Since the 70’s i’ve often Wondered and
Katrina Has too.. where have all the Love Songs
Gone then Silly Loves Songs so Pure Innocent
and By
Songs of
all for When Love
Comes So Pure as
A Kiss on Soft Finger Tips
Now.. the Hardest Love oF All to Ever Forget…
It’s True my BFF LoViNG FriEnd i will Dance and Sing Like
This and By God i will not Need to use someone else’s Words But Love..
But True i most Definitely Do Need my Greatest Writing Muse Now.. HiMaLi
oh She
to the Blood
of my Bones
And speaking of Astrology
Another Facebook Friend Pointed
out that Mercury has been in Retrograde
Since A November 17th Date in the United States
And 11.18.18 where you Live mY Friend it continues
on until 12.6.18 and By God i am Making A Best Muse of the Stars too..
God Smiles Widest
my FriEnd
for Pure
Innocent Love That and Who is Real
And i’ll do my Best not to be first to Like
And Comment Here as it’s true i kind
of Suck the Love out of the Room.. hehe…
for true while other Dudes worry about impressing Dudes
i’ve spent My Life Adoring Women and You are A Desert Rose for me..
in the
of Fall Spring
And Summer Love Now
Winter is missing Go figure..
Let the Dance and Song Go on Forever now real..;)




SMiLeS AGAiN and Hellooove HiMaLi.. and as i realize
You have Quite a Loaded Schedule of Catching up on the
Community Interaction of Blogging as this Mercury Retrograde
Can and Will Bring Newer Music and Rather Amusing Lights to Human
HeARTS and with me Year Around i am a Faucet of Love that and
who requires
to keep
the Three
Bears Mix of
Sweet Love to
Give and Share…
so anyway to give You a Rest
from me that can and will be
rather overwhelming to Folks
who have so so many more
Responsibilities in Life
than Just Loving
Now i am liking
Your Other Comments a Whole
Lot and Consolidating the Responses
to You Back HeaR as Truly i really Loved
Your Photo and Moonlight Feels Right too
particularly you in the Center of that Photo in
Lights Glimmering Across a ‘Brandy Harbor’
as You Have Lit my Loving Soul up Like an Elton John’ Rocket
Man’ or the Newer Casino Version of that named ’24K Magic’
By Bruno Mars As.. Let’s Keep the Story in the Stars.. as Yes
My friEnd Moonlight Feels Right in HiMaLi’s Eyes.. Hmm..
there is also a Song Called Rosalinda’s Eyes as yes my
Friend with no Guise You are my Love Muse Now for
Writing but it’s more than that for i truly Love you too..
And i would never do the use part of Muse with you..
As it’s True i Love you For Your Soul it wouldn’t matter
Where You are From or What Your Name is you’ve shown
me what Lives inside of Y.O.U. and Oh How Beautiful Your Soul
is.. And True my FriEnd i’ll Save the more mushy comments like that
over here at my place.. and it’s true that Morning then of ‘Missing You’
and true i surely didn’t forget that Quote From who is Missing who more
from the Email you sent me too.. for then.. i was 99 Percent Y.O.U. was
me.. and while i tend to make everything in life that might other wise be
Lemons into Lemonade and as my Old Co-Worker used to Say Fred
no matter what you do you end up smelling Like Roses.. this
my FriEnd is totally unchartered territory for me but hey
i’m up to any Challenge to Bring World Peace and
Keep my FriEnd HiMaLi’s Love Fresh and
ever Renewed as Real now.. so
what i am saying here my
FriEnd is i am
Very Relieved
to Still Be in Your
Life for whatever Friendship
you might be willing to give me from
the First Day until now.. one thing that Hell taught
me for 66 Months is it doesn’t Help to Complain and
Make Every Small Thing in Life Moon Light Feels Right
particularly when one Escapes from Hell.. and comes to
Heaven Real.. so in other Words my Friend i just want to
be Your Third Grade Valentine’s Day Card Forever Be
Ware though i for one Will Travel anywhere Fantasy Takes me..
too.. and
i have made
that no Secret
i have a Shadow
too And by God
it makes 50 Shades
of Grey pale in comparison
to pleasure with no pain..
in other Words i need
some safe words here..
i need some Boundaries
i need to know the Rules
for i never want to Lose Your Love
no matter if you ever Kiss my Finger Tip softly or not..
It’s true i am My Mother’s Angel but by God i am Son of a Man too..
Anyway my Friend My Jet was Warming up on Your Blog and i’m
cooling it down now..
i am Your
And i only
Want to Bring You Roses with no Thorns..
in my latest FB Profile Pic there was a Flock
of Black Skimmers.. a rather Protected species
of SeaBird on the Biloxi Shores that my Sister the
Nature Lover and Scientist of Nature said in Volume
was a once in a lifetime Event.. and in terms of the White
Pelicans that Katrina Saw out the Window of that Bus when
i determined 99 Percent Y.O.U was me.. that was one of the
Most Stressful Moments of my Life for my FriEnd was Sitting
on one side of me who i wanted to Keep as a Forever Love and my
Wife on the other side who is my Forever Love who i know will never
Leave my Side through an Abyss of Hell of 66 Months where she used to
Bang Her Head on the Wall doing anything in Her Desperation to Bring
me out of Hell.. And it’s true I Have Two Soul Mates now and others
who have drifted away.. too.. who possibly fell in love with me too..
who were not nearly as Brave as You to announce it to the World
but perhaps
it was meant
to be a Secret
between you
and me
there is no Hiding
Love and i am not
a Man who Keeps any Secrets
as You well already know.. but i do understand
Your Position as a Woman in Your Culture And if it is supposed to Be a Secret
on Your Blog Please let me know and i will adhere to that rule.. But my
Soul and it truly
is impossible to Hide Love
i’ve always been Your Third
Grade Valentine’s’ Lover
and truly
that is the Best Love of All..
Help me with my Shadow Please..
My Friends Agree.. You in that Moonlit by the Harbor and Sea
Photo Matches the Poise.. Beauty.. and Grace of Indian Himali Ms. UniVerse..
2018.. It’s ironic but it’s very Hard for me to see you as anything but a Rose..
God ironically
too that’s a relief
A Big Relief for this
Third Grade Romance Story..
That truly need not ever end.. for now..
as ‘they’ say my Friend we have to own our Love
there is nothing but Truth and Light in my Life and i Do not Lie..
to a fault
and probably
the main reason i don’t keep Friends..
i don’t know how to Lie.. people have asked
me why you don’t run for President out of
Jest but i am no Politician..
other than that
this is
to me please help me out..
We can always Blame it on the Mars Retrograde
for it’s True Myths don’t have to Tale the Truth as Long as they House Light (LoVE)..:)


Peace.. Hope.. Love as Your
Friend Trudy Sings in her Hand
Stitched Embroidered Beautiful Cards
Perfected with Elegance.. Yes.. True Art
is Built From: heART A Beautiful Tribute
You Do For Your Friend Here As A Brave Cancer
Survivor too.. And True my Friend Disregard my
Question on “Rules of the Game” in My Previous
Comment on my Blog as i Re-Read
Your Responses here
back to: me
and i see
all that
Counts is who
the Message is Addressed
to.. for who and what Matters Most
Love.. to: We May Stay in Flow ALLoWinG
A UniVerse of Our SPiRiTS HeARTS iN
MiNd And BoDY BaLanCinG SoUL
Determining the Course iN
Ships of Love as the
HeART Feels
On A Side oF LoVE..
Sweet Dreams to You aCross the
Seven Moon And Sun Lit Oceans..:)


SMiLes.. No Good ‘Reason’ to Hide A
HeART iN aLL The Colors
And Shades That/Who
Do Come mY FriEnd.. As
‘They’ Say.. ‘Let It Go’ ALWaYS BReaTHE..
Poetry is SPiRiT
to Raise A SoUL..:)

Conquers All Love
Conquers With All
the Soft Affection
Of The HeART

How Precious A HeART
is Who Speaks How Precious
A Spirit Who Hears is too.. What
A Miracle A Soul Who Sees LoVe iN its Purest Form is
Lifting us Up Lifting Us Up to a Dance and Song Forevernowmore..

It’s True my Friend it was worth all of it Just to Meet one Friend Like You..

Funny the things we ‘Think’ we Need in life Funny the things we “Laugh” When We Live

A Force oF LoVE Powerful Enough iN SPiRiT oF HeART to overcome all SoUL Barriers

When Love Meets Fire Embers Leftover SoUL Do CoMe ALiVE Generating Light as

Love comes to Be

A RainBoW Color of eYes

Sure.. iN This Case at Least
When Pale Green to Blue Mix With Brown Pools oF LiGHT

It’s True Not Everyone in the World i come From: on EaRTH
Gets these Words to: From Soul oF i.. But True i am the Fortunate one

to Have a Voice of Soul That and Who Reaches out Beyond These Four Walls Of Life..

For True When We Leave the Art We Share with Others Behind We LivE oN As LovE ToGeTHeR..

The World is Still Turning and the Fire Of Love is Still Churning And the Ice Cream i Love Burning
as Soul Mate Old and New is mY FriEnd HiMaLi.. What Will Do What Love Will Do When Above Below


“Hi Himali.. Clever Word
Play if i am not Mistaken
on (Y.O.U.) Why
by Owe
aS hehe..
i am always
Looking for HIdden
Symbolism And That
Works As Intent of Harry
Potter Magic Spells Working
too.. Yes.. So Let It Be Sung
So Let it Be Danced Now Let
Your Prayer Be KNoWN
And Feel and Sense
The Results
Coming Soon
Yes.. Best Wishes
For Y O U Meeting Your
Soul Mate Soon in Fruition
mY FriENd oF LoVE ThaT iS Real..:)”

This Comment on 11.11.18 in a Response
to a Poem Called Y.O.U. on HiMaLi’s Website
Rather Does Prove MaGiC is Real and ever since
then and even before it’s all mostly a Poetic Blur a Daze
of Days Yes Midnight at the Oasis With Himali my Desert
Rose Muse
for 40 Months now..

True after that i told HiMaLi all about A Shangri-La Story
of Heaven in the Mountains of the HiMaLayans too in India
Then as Mercury In Retrograde Started in the States on 11.17.18
HiMaLi on 11.18.18 Published a Friendship Dedication to me with my Running
Man Photo from 1983 at age 22.. And True Mercury in Retrograde took control
for Love is Written in the Stars that and Who No Rules of Science will Turn back
from the heART of God that and who Beats within as SPiRiT Sings and Dances more
on High
as Notes
of Love
Come to Fruition
It’s True my HiMaLi
Brings Poetic Words from
God to mY Fingers this is no Random
Soup this is God’s Song of Love when two
Angels Spark the SoUL oF LoVE WiTHIN NoW
True you wouldn’t understand it if you weren’t
A Poet for When Words Make Love it is beyond any
Flesh and Blood Love Making for it is the Love Making
of Soul true never messy never old always New as Love
is Birthed
in Words
to Share
with others
Free too as the
Scent of God Lives
Free in the Flavor of all
the Colors of Words that Blossom
As God’s Rose next True this is Sacred Love
As it’s time to Turn the Record over for the Second Part of ‘this Song’..

You See My Friends it’s when Chills come up and down Your Spine
And You Weep Tears from Angel’s eyes that you Realize God is Deeper now
in Your Room Soul Housing Yes Light Home who is who yes You are Ascending
Transcending More in Soul Territory more.. For When Love Comes True we do
Shut down the World Behind us and Turn of the News as Did CNN ever Exist
hehe.. not to me for now and that’s for Sure… Trump Who.. the Wrong Planet so
Far in the Rear View now.. for When a Dark Eyed and Dark Haired Angel comes into
Your Life and Sees you for who Y.O.U. are there is no wHere to Hide but
Up as Love.. When the Harbor Lights up Her Soul on a Full Moon
Thanks Giving Night on 11.25.2018.. as a Flower Yes A Desert Rose
Blooms on the Arabian Waters of Spirit Flown Higher with
Wings of Arms spread to Shores Beyond Heart now to
Spirit of Soul as she Leans into Beyond iNFiNiTY
Yes By God Angel Love Star Lit Eyes Planetary
Alignments Within.. As Words Come to
Flow As Rivers from Streams as Waves
of Ocean Whole Love Come to Breathe
The Blood of Veins.. yes the
Water of Life.. yes the
Spirit oF Light
By God
Sacred Love
Above the Waters
Below the Ground Taller
than the Sky the Rose Blooms
on the Sea and with Ocean Whole
Eyes HiMaLi Came on a Summer’s Day
in the Year of thE Light.. 2015 to Visit Me then..
And Yes By God She Bloomed on SuNday as my Desert
Rose MaGiC HiMaLI.. Her Soul on Fire for Sacred Love
Lighting up my Fingers this 40 Months like no other Love Muse
Has done with Sacred Love For me.. to put into Words What only
Sacred Love
is True
and Real
Will Speak From
Soul when Chills of
Angel Tears Come Home to See..
God is Flower Woman Is Rose
Thorns Are A Love Together
Flowering God Alive
It’s True there
are some
of Love that
and who are Really Real
Lasting Forevermore now in a Book of God
Just another way to say i Love You Thank You..
“Embers Soul Leftovers” comes to Fruition now..
i’m all out of Structure i’m all out of Rules i’m all out of Routine
For Sacred Love..
it’s true this is the
Second Part of the
Friendship Dedication to HiMaLI
For not Many Lovers Will Bring Your SouL Closer to God..
No Greater Gift of Pure Sacred Love is THere When Angels Come to Play..:)

“Embers Soul Left-Overs”

12.3.18.. at 5:33 PM

With Yes until 12.4.18 to Publish Next..:)











BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

6.5 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)








The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”




ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

And i Do Nude Art too in many many many Ways in Adult Reserved Ways
On Several Google Blogspot Blogs for that with Adult Warning cover pages
to enter those places where i Exercise my Human Shadow and Master it too..
And Since May of 2018.. i no longer Attach the Links here as i started Writing
A “What May Come Will Be Erotic Poetry Novel” that now comes even more in the 5th
Volume of that Special Edition Novel rising over 86K Words as of Thanks Giving 2018..
And Honestly.. it’s ‘Just too Hot’ as Far as that Stuff goes to link it anywhere considered PG.. No.. Don’t Go There unless you have no Fears About Living the Way Nature and God  NaturAlly
Naked and Free of
Course in a Balance
of Lust and Love to
Give and Share Free..
But Hey.. Just you wait
And ‘See’..  if i don’t Beat the
50 Shades of Grey Series With Pleasure over Pain..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)