iFeeL YouR LiGHT i SeNSE
NoT All DanCE SinG NoW
Candle Goes Out…
SouL SPeaK NoW
Oh… Only iF LiFE iS LoVE
A HoTeL We Never Check
In And OuT Of.. NeVeR
The Less
In Whenever
You FeeL Like
It For Over WHeRE
The WeeKEnD
iN ‘HoTeL
Florida The
Doors So Many
YouR RooM Waits For You..
*Puts Down Phone CoZiLY
Hugs Wife Goes BacK to
LeT See
Shells Mirror…
See Creatures…
Wave.. Breathe
Heaven Fades From:
Love Continues to: Paint…
HeaVeN CoMeS TiLL iAMaZinGoes
In Every Comedy That’s Real THere is Tragedy
That Precedes and Continues After Comedy in
Every Heaven that is Real THere is Still the Yang
of DArk
in the
LiGHT of
Yin For
DArk is LiGHT
And Light comes
From dARk.. Smiles, My Friend, now time for Plain talk
but i just can’t Help it all of Life Rhymes when in Flow for
i Know Yes i Feel and Sense Your Sadness Your Darkness Your
Stress YouR Isolation How Different You See the World than Most
of the People You Grew up with How Different Your Goals are from Most
of the People
You Know
How Different
What You Value
Is Away from Who You
Call Your Friends How
Truly Hard it is to find a Friend
Who Understands Who You are for
i do hear Your Quiet Cries of Desperation
into the Darkness of the Night and i realize really
there is nothing i may ever be able to do to take that
Pain Away from You.. for True my Friend i have seen and felt
the Darkest Years of Soul too.. and in that Hell the only Friend
i could find was a Wild and Yellow Cat who begged for a morsel of
Food Underneath our Shed Crying Just Crying for a Helping hand from
at all
You know
who that Cat
is for that Cat is
me too.. for i was all
alone mostly online when
you came to see me too offering
A Taste of Encouragement of Love
that Touched my Soul.. for there are
those Who We Feed Who Bring us back
to Life and there are those Who Feed Us
Who Keep Us Alive.. Yellow Boy Endured
Both Hell And Heaven with me i don’t
know why he was the only one
then that made Hell Feel
Like there was
at all Perhaps
it was because he
was just a lost boy too
Just wanting to find a Home..
It’s nice to be understood it’s nice
to be liked for what you do for what you
do and are deep down but yet i understand
the Darkness the Years of Work the Responsibilities
That Go aLong With Us Moving up/down And keeping
A Meal to eat..
And true
i remember
what it was like
to Live without
Love even
Lives in the
Walls and Floors
And Ceilings Where You Live..
Truly Life is Like ‘Hotel California’
For our Minds are Truly Servants and Even
Slaves to our heARTS Scrolling back through
my Facebook Wall the place i leave all my notes
i found so many Hearts without a Name but only
for what
“SonG oF
mY SoUL”…
Tears are good my
Friend they remind
me i aM ALiVe Love is
The Complement to Tears
Dark BRings Light as well as TEars
That BrinG New Light and OPen New
Doors for Love my FriEnd i will always
Support You when You Go and when you Come..
but only
what you
Tell me it is
that you need or do not
need from me…. sometimes
what we want is not we need
For that/this is the Place We All LiVE iN Hotel
Of Wants
And Needs
That only moves
Us forward to oPen
More Doors oF LiFE…
or LiGHT
As Both Are Life…
Yellow Boy is Breathing
Harder now He May not be with
Us Much Longer Now for yes Feline
Leukemia has always been his Foe
of Life and We my Friend are still His Friends
For Our Love
has brought
Him Life
for over
a decade
with that
disease now
As i Also
Be Your
FRiEnD through
DArk And LiGHT NoW
Through Breaths And BLinks of Life..
It is always Worth it to Love and Love Again
The GreaTesT Gift Ever Just thE Light to Love..
And it is Both Nice to Find ALL Friends in Heaven and Hell..
i didn’t feel Like 66 Months of Heaven is complete or my Covenant
Thereof Within (God) until i Wrote this now with an Alternate Song About Real Life..
i Would
this without
Y.O.U. iThank You Again..
As This Will also Be the
Beginning of What i Live Next..
I Will ALWays Love You my iSoul Mate iHiMaLi
May The iWind Bring The iFeather oF YouR iSoul All Good iThings iN iLife..:)


So What ‘Normally” HaPPens After someone Finishes a 66 Month
Covenant With God in Heaven After Finishing 66 Months as a Shut-in
in their Bedroom.. with 19 Medical Disorders including a Pain assessed
as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion from Wake to Sleep for 66 entire
Months Called Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your
Right Eye and Ear.. that No Drug Will Touch.. Yes what HaPPens After You
Complete that Covenant With God In Heaven on Earth Within for 66 Months
That Consists of 10,588 Miles of Public Dance as of 1.19.19.. 66 Months After
A Miracle Happened on Navarre Beach Where all the Pain goes away and You
Become one with God.. Yes.. You Become the Emerald Green Waters Sea Oats
Swaying in Breeze Sugar White Sands And Seagull Wings Spiraling Around the
Sun and By God the Best Part of All is Your Feelings of Love to Give and Share
Coming Roaring
Back as a Blissful
Wave You come to Be
iNCarnate Within inside
outside above so below
and Yes By God All
Around even
more.. as
You Do complete
the Electronic Publish
on Word Press of 8 King James
Sized Sub-Chapter Long Form Poem
Bibles that Comprise a 6.66 Million Word
Mother and Father of Those 8 Bibles Titled
“SonG oF mY SoUL” So what are Your Favorite
Things that God Brings to You in an Earth House
Party Just for You that will continue to come for
the Three Day Party You Enjoy Before and
After 1.19.19 Well.. First You Thank the
Friend who not only was instrumental
in Bringing You the People
originating from Her
Blog that made
the Covenant
even Possible to
Complete as those two
Folks and she mused Close
to a Million or so Words for You
in around 40 Months or so of tireless
Effort by them for what they do in the Art
they Bring to Life on Line with Sciences too..
And sure she already Fell in Love with You at
Least once as that is built-in Reward in itself of
course for any Human Being who enjoys the Feeling
of Pure and Innocent Love from another Human Being
Yes You Lavish Praise where Praise is deserved the most
and don’t get me Wrong my Wife Supports my life in and out
of Hell.. but the Covenant with God.. she doesn’t seem to believe
at all as something real i didn’t have a choice but to do as Reciprocation
to God Within that ineffable Force that Science ain’t got an F iN Clue truly
for all of what God is as Force Within Human who is one in touch with the Force
of God Within for Real.. True not all Folks Know and Feel and Sense God as a truly
Interpersonal Force that Spread out into the Great Beyond of the Known Universe now..
but God Will
Bring those
Human Incarnate
Angels to Your Aid
if you never give up Seeking
and Finding them now.. no i don’t
need any Naked Pics from my Friend
who i Love i Just Love Her for Supporting
my Covenant With God and the Few who did
Believe in what i was doing even if they couldn’t
Put a name on it like a Personal Covenant with God
For True you will lose many things in this Life but when
You Lose Your Soul You Understand it is only You who now
is responsible to Restore it Back from Truly the Gift the Grace
of God that is Love so while God Brings Ariana Grande to Help
Sing the Theme Some Fuck yes Fuck Material Goods and Money
for the Gift i care to have since i am Financially Independent as far
As Basic Resources fo Subsistence in Life goes is Just Human Smiles
And Pure Love i’ll take care of all the other Personal Maintenance Needs
Myself as that tends to Happen in Life sooner or later anyway.. so i receive
A Photo of my Sweet Friend Himali from Her and Just Some Smiling Young
Women who understand How to appreciate a Dance a Free Dancing Human too..
And then there were all the Cheers of Hello Dancing Man and Guy to all the Stores
i Went and so many Smiles and Even a couple of Ballet Young Women who Chased
Me Around Walmart to Twirl with me a Few Hundred Yards and truly just the Dance
And Smiles
and at
one Friend
who Truly counts
is enough Yellow Boy
is Still Alive and My Wife
Still Takes Care of me and
Gives me Hugs even though
she is too shy to understand
the True Value of an
Dance that
Brings Joy to
others and the Poetry
that will Life Folks up too..
and that’s Okay too for we cannot
and should not expect one Person to Provide
all the Human Kind and Loving Support We Need
and Want in Life to get all the Jobs of Love and Science done..
Thanks Ariana but i don’t care if you have A Thousand Diamond Rings
or a Thousand Back to the Future 1985 Cadillacs all i Love is a Smile
And what is real behind that smiles as a Loving Friend or someone
who just respects all of who you are and what You do to Bring
Smiles and Critical Thinking and Potential Wisdom and
Happiness to other Folks True.. we all have
something to offer each other
if we can Just
Rid the
of Fear and
Hate Meanwhile
i’m Gonna Party
Like it’s 2019 hehe.
And by the Date that 2020
gets Here all Will Be Clear then
Enough for me at least as it is now..
Heaven.. is only as Far.. as a Dance
And Song Now.. that is Free as Y.O.U..
oh YeaH and Like He did Unwittingly After
i Finished 42 Months of Bible Writing.. And when
my ‘Grand Cross 56’ Birthday.. Came on 6.6.16.. and
When i finished 6 MiLLioN Words of “SonG of mY SoUL”
And when i Broke Down.. Like a Robot at age 21 then.. And
When from the Disorder of Dysautonomia Where i Couldn’t
Catch My Breath in Close to 40 Days in the Lent Period of 2008
As Hell Just for me somehow He helped me get through that my Rich
Uncle Did.. With Moral Support and the other Dates He took us out to
Eat to Celebrate Whatever That just Happened to Fall on my Featnote and
Milestone Efforts in My Covenant With God Within as Force of LoVE FoR All..
As He Just Decided.. to Do it tomorrow too.. having No Idea of the Gravity and
Size of what i Just completed Doing in 66 Months of Heaven now.. and it’s Just
Between me and God and that’s enough along with the Help the Rest of God prepared
A way for me in the Hands and Souls that Brought me so Much Help to get the Job Done..
Only the
Wind knows
The Path of a Feather
Anywhere in the Breeze of God Now
I go where i am Welcome.. i Bring SMiLes
And that’s enough for me and God Together as one….
You Can and Will Have all the Money and Power and Status
for all that WiLL be left of me is Cheshire Cat SMiLES and A Record
of Thousands upon Thousands of Women.. i Helped Generated A Smile for too..
The Fumes Left
From my Heaven NoW..
MeaNwhile You can Have all the Diamond
Rings as i am more impressed with SoULS Than RockS.. hehe..;)



With SMiLes..:)


i Don’t Care WHaT
‘You’ Say Life Is Good
JusT aN F iN Rhetorical Question
Pictured Here Then Celebrating
mY “Grand Cross 56” Birthday
Before i StARTed Titling 8 Bibles

Who The F Would Jesus
Hang Around With If He
Comes aT aLL…As LoVE
Considering It’s SunDay
And Who Was Left Supporting Jesus
At His Death…


Celebration of my ‘Grand Cross 56’ Birthday when i started
Writing a Trio of ’16,’17,’18.. King James Size Memorial
Day to Christmas Day Long Form Poem Bibles each
Year in that Trio of Years Additionally Titling
Five other King James Size Bibles as well
now culminating in 6.66 Million Word
Long Form Poem Bible “SonG
oF mY SoUL”..

“Never too old, never too bad,
never too late, never too sick to
start from scratch once again.”
Hi HiMaLi This is a Lifetime Keeper
For when i fell to the Cellar once at
21 and got back up and Fell again
so much lower beyond what i imagined
Was possible in Numb and Pain at age 47
my Sister said Move on Fred
Start the Next Chapter
of Your LIfe
For True
the only
way to make
it through that
Pain and Numb was
to iMagine any Memory at
All that was Good in Gratitude
for the Past Heaven in Hell and that
is part of why i Write and take Photos and Do
YouTube Songs to Remember Heaven of the
Past in a Place that is Secure in Case i ever get
to go Back to Hell Again as True Change is The Constant my
Friend A
in Life
that is
And Secure
is the Smile
And Eyes of Human
That And Who Spells H.U.G.S.
It’s What Humans Do the Best when
they are truly Happy For in This Way They Do
Not Fear Strangers and they are more likely to lend
A Helping Hand up instead of Down as far as i can
See my Friend this is what You do Best never ever
take away
Your Smiles
And Hugs for Strangers
for that is what We Do Best When
We Find A way to Create Hugs And
Smiles in
Count on as Love That Is Real….
Glad to See You Here Home again..
And Best Wishes On Your New Job and City..:)

Hi Lona.. SMiLes as Neuroscience Shows
We all Basically Now Hallucinate
the Now Of our Reality based
On Our Subconscious
Experiences of the
Past which also
Explains Fox
And Trump
Yes in deed
Stairway Now to
Hell or Heaven
Be Very Careful
What We Empty
Into Our Heads as
i Do mY Best to
Eat and Drink
Fearless and
Love like
A Human
Jesus instead of
A Myth that Hates
Or Fails to invite
Transgender Folks
Into the potential
Of Both Heaven Now
And Matrimony with
Who They Love at Church
And Until That test is passed
At Catholic Church
Jesus Will Never
Live in there until
Then but what
Authority do
i have to
Sing This
But The GreaTesT
Star Wars Peace oF
Love Other Wise
Spelled With
3 Letters
Of 4 Hope
You Enjoyed
Church my
Was A Famous
Who then
Dined With
Einstein And
My Mama said
i was Special even
Though the Kids
Tortured me in
I Didn’t
Deserve to
Exist because
i Looked Like An
Ugly Weak Girl as A Boy
But i Was determined
To Love my continuing
Favorite Pleasure yes
Women and i Finally
Excel as a Chivalrous
White KNight innocently
Of Course
To Be
By my
Wife this is
Rather Tangent
i Hope You Don’t
Mind But Poetry is the
Cheapest Psychotherapist
Always on Duty
Area With
Fearless Love
My FriEnd With
SMiLes Happy Sun
Day She Wolf Super
Full Moon Lunar
Me But they
‘Hear’ my Howl
Of Dance all over
the City for what
They say sounds
Like a Ninja
Night as i
Am more
Than a Story….
They have
See or Hear..
Love Wins First
And Last BReaTH
oF LiFE Last
BLinK AGaiN..:)


BeLiEVinG ‘We’ ExisT
By SToRY oR TrutH NoW
Finding Meaning and Purpose
In Life Holy and Sacred for what
We Construct in Life for what We Value
How Surprising How a Sliver of Silver Orb in the
Night Sky Disappearing into 10:42 PM or so Will
Be Transformed into a She Wolf Super Blood Full Moon Total
Lunar Eclipse of the 1.20.2019 Night at this Scheduled Human
CLoCK TiME of NoW Existing only in the Shadow of the Earth Between The Sun of
as the
Moon isn’t
Changing really
Just what we perceive
And What We come To iMaGiNE
iN MoVinG CoNNeCTinG Co-Creating
Ways to Value This particular Instance of
Now as More special in what touches the
SPiRiT oF HeART Yes MoViNG Us With
A Full Cocktail of NeuroChemicals
And NeuroHormones NoW in
Co-Creating Connecting
With Other Folks
As What
We Feel
And Sense of the
Stories We iMaGiNE And
Co-Create experiencing what
We Bring to LiGHT as Fruition of
Our Experience is as Real as anything
Else in Life in the Essence of Feeling And
Sensing Life that Are Our Emotions and Senses
Simply and Complexly Lighting up for What iMaGiNaTioN
And Co-Creativity will Extend Now to even More Colors and
Flavors of Emotions and Senses Than We ever iMaGiNED Before As this is an open
Life in what
We Will Feel and
Sense More And As Long
As the SPiRiTS oF OuR HeART
As EMoTioNS and SeNSeS Even More
Come to FruiTioN in HoW We Experience
Life as all that is or is not oF Life and Even all Pro-Social
Emotions and Senses that Do either Bring us Back to LiFE NoW
As LiGHT Or WE Totally iGnore the Feelings and Senses of Life
That Color our Souls Evolving Even More iN LiGHT as We Fall more
Toward Con-Social Emotions and Senses and if we are not Careful to
Exercise the Force of God Within also Understood As Love per All Reactions
From Head to Toe both Chemical and Hormonal we may Fall to the Potential of
Scary through
The Ages than the
Eclipse of the Moon and
that is the Eclipse of our Feelings
And Senses to Be Free Within now other
Wise TiTLeD As SoUL To Dance and SinG
For Free As Heaven Raises HiS And oR HeR
Life iS An Art This Way of Love And Far Beyond Paint By Numbers
or Pre-Written Recipes for Food and Bibles too.. Yes.. Dance And
oF ThE UKNoWN UnFelt UnSeNSeD PartS oF LiFE For the
Mysteries We Also Co-Create And Resolve in the
PathS And
AnYWaY.. True.. Katrina
Alerted Me to a Much more
HaLLMaRK Beautiful Photo of
A Huge Moon Through the Blue
SKeYeS NiGHT on Yes Her “WiNTeR
LoVE SToRY” Movie on Her Actual TV
Provided Station For this aS i ATTemPT to
EXPLaiN To Her the Best Stories are Love Stories
We Co-Create With Each OTHeR For The Pure LoViNG
Beauty of Muse That BRinGS MoRE Sublime Art in Life
Both on Canvases of Paint and the Paintings We Continue to
Co-Create with the SPiRiTS oF our MoVinG CoNNecTinG Co-CReaTinG
HeARTS as We Paint Our Souls with even More Feelings and Senses We
Continue to Experience as the Eternal Now as More Doors than any ‘Hotel
California’ as this is a Chambered Nautilus with no LiMiTS of SoUL Evolution
As We
Create Heaven
Eternally now or
Someone else Steals the
Show and attempts to Force Feed
it to us on ‘The HallMark Channel’ as
i am Feeding You Now too if ya Got Down
this Far hehe.. The Game of Love the Real Play
We Make/Co-Create as the Eternal Now or the other place where
of Life
Flame Torch
And Bonfire Flow
As it is 1 or 2 minutes
Now Before the Total Eclipse
But it doesn’t matter What it looks
Like as Long as it is the Romantic Moon Full
in SPiRiT oF HeART oF LoViNG SoUL i Give and
Share NoW oF iT whether or not other Folks Feel and
Sense all the Flavors and Colors i ATTemPT to BRinG to
LiFE and LiGHT NoW For Real As Our Feelings and Senses
When Sparked into Life is as Real as Real Will Ever Get NoW.. Anyway.. Katrina
said do that
with Your
Soul Mate
or Mates if you
Like online as i’ve
Got some TV to Watch so
to each HeR And Or HiS owN
Style of Happiness Yes to be
Free as Anyone Set Free is to
Be all of who they come to Be now..
It’s Worth Noting that only 5 Percent
of the Population or so experienced the
Renaissance When it Happened before too hehe..
if you
can and
will Find
Someone to
Do Art with
You i suggest You
Do Paint the Wind with
Your Soul as Feathers Soar
More on Wings of Love Within..
As the Way We Live in Feeling
And Sensing Within is worth even
Another Try in Change of Greater
Colors of Loving LiFE NoW True too
not everyone gets the Seconds and
Minutes and Hours and Days and Years
to Do this Free but Trust me If You Ever
Do You’ll Understand The Pot At The EnD/BeGiNNinG oF
The Rainbow Is All Yours to Co-Create With Others True..
As LoVE Is The Gift We CReaTE ToGeTHeR BesT MorE CoLoRFuLL
We WiLL iN SubliMe
Beauty Feathers
APPreCiaTinG WinD..:)

10:42 PM


HaiL Mary’s Man And Or WoMaN Y.O.U. DeSerVE ThE MoTHeR LoaD
oF CReDiT We aRe ALL BorN HuMaN As NurTuReD iNCaRNatE From: HuMaN to:
Every Lost Boy And Or Girl WiLL FinD A VoicE mY Mother’s LoVE i ReverBEratE LiGHT
SMiLes i Believe
Every Girl and or
Boy Deserves a
Hug and
Each Day
No Matter their
Differences or Distances
in Life and Time And Space
For it is Love that Will Be
Nurtured Best in all
The Ways a Hug
And Kiss
To: Fruition
From: The Light
Spring Forward the
Mass of Soul DeLiGHT
As HeART Comes to Play
As Spirit Fairies And Red Lillies
In Dreams of Roses come out Exposed
unto and within thE LiGHT no need for Cynicism
When LoVE iS PuRE as HeAVeN BriGHT No Reason
to FEar the DArk when Third Grade 8 Year Old VaLeNTiNE
Cards are coming again and again for no other Feeling and
to Warm
the HeARTS
the SPiRiTS the
only for want of
A Content
Smiles on tHeiR
Face BeFoRE They Go Fall Rise to Sleep..
When my First Love Left Me i was so sure
that the Love in my HeART waS oWNeD By Her
So Wrong i am then as i forgot Who First Planted
That Mustard Seed of Faith in my Soul That FouR Letter
Word of Whole as Trust in all that is (GoD) So Very Real..
True When Mother
is Love When
Father is
Sister and
Brother and Friend
And Pet and Leaves
of Grass is Love Ground and
Sky and Space and Beyond the Stars
We aRe thE LoVE That Shines in all that is
As God So Real.. Always Forever EternAlly
Now i Love You but You see my Soul Mate
And Friend This Love is All for Y.O.U. and N.O.T.
for me for i am Already LoVE As Planted Green Sapling
Tree By a Mother who only knew and felt and sensed me as Love
From First BLiNK and LaST Breath in Her Life and Mine as iVaLeNTiNE.. for
the LeSSoN of 8 Days oF A Valentine’s Death Bed in 2017 is tHere is some Love that
As Long
As iT iS GiVinG SHaRinG
Freely and Unconditionally
to Another eYe KNown felt
And sensed as Y.O.U. onLY Y.O.U.
To: Give and Share to: the Next eYe
From: me (LoVE)
Compersion my
Love That ‘Spell Checker’
May NoT uNderStand But mY Love For Y.O.U..
ALWaYS FoReVeR EternAlLy Now The Golden
Age Dawn Never Dying For Y.O.U.. iSReaL NoW..:)



Well Well the 19th Went Both coming Back to Heaven
Within on EartH Yes the Place We Live Best THE LOVE
oF US Yes both in 2013 in July and 2019 in January as such
A Shopping Spree Love is a Rampage Killing oF Fear and Hate
Where all is Left and Right is Love To Give and Share but Trust me
or Not Y.O.U.
WiLL Be Surprised
aT All aLLonE With God
As Love You Will Be IN
HeAVeN WiTHiN And JusT HoW ManY
FoLKS Y.O.U. WiLL NoT FinD NoW iN the
HoMe oF LOVE THaT Does BeCoME Y.O.U.
JusT NoW.. for the my Space.. and Facebook
of LoVE All the Pages you Continue TuRNinG
to DancE And SinG LiGHT WHeRE the
iEcho oF iLoVE WiLL oNLY Be iY.O.U
SHiNE Forth And Never
DiM Through Storms
As Long as the
AliEN oF YoU Staycations
FoReVeRMoRE NoW Dances
SingS A MiX oF DoVE And ‘Jonathan’
LiVinGSToN Seagull iN PoTenTiaL LoVE
And Art EVeN HiGHeR Bouncing off the
Moon Shooting ACross the StarS And
oF LoVE THaT iS ReaL And
TRuE WiTHiN to Give and
Share Forevermore
FoR A DanCinG
Forever BRiGHTeR NoW MoRE
AnyWays YesterDays (20th) Theme and Meme
is one that came again even though completing
my 66 Month Covenant of Heaven With God For
Love as ‘Where are You From” as that Started in
Church “Are You From Here” the Nice Lady
Asked after i Sang The First Choir Song
Leading it with Volume of Voice
Without a MicroPhone From
the Back Row Pew as
Do as the Holy Creative
SPiRiT Comes out to Play
in FloW oF CHI Force With No
LiMitS in Voice of Song or Dance of FeaT
For EverYWhere LoVE Flies NexT EVeN HiGHeR
MoRE and i said well my Father was Born in New York
And Honestly i’ve never Fit in ‘Down Here’.. True the FAct
that i was Wearing Shorts with only Leg/Arm Fur of an ‘Arctic sHEWolf’ when
it was 37 Degrees With Wind Chill Gusts of up to 30MPH Well Below Freezing
Lent somewhat of an ‘EasterN Hint” And ‘NoRTHeRN’ one too that in deed perhaps
i was not fully Born and Bred ’round tHiS LA Lower Alabama State of Flowers Florida
Shaped Panhandle like the Barrel of A Gun with me Loaded up as Love Ready to Fire
ALL Around the GLoBE as i continue to do aLonG with 10,600 Miles NoW of Public
Dance Soon Arriving in a 65 month Effort of that Along With A “SonG oF mY SoUL”
6.66 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Poem Bible with 8 King James Sized
Subtitled Long Form Poem Bibles too.. continuing to Grow as “Netherland
Bible 2017” Past 3.7 MiLLioN Words in that 32 Month Effort Since
Memorial Day Weekend of 2017 Close to my “Grand Cross 56”
Birthday on 6.6.16 then.. as well as.. “FB Profile Pic Bible
2018″ as that Effort Continues to Approach 2.2 MiLLioN
Words Now as i do need to Tally up the Exact
Number of Words Just for the Record
As Such by the End of this
MacroVerse Yet
Named i
Am WorkinG on NoW..
Anyway as i Flow WitH THis
THat Entire ‘FB Profile Pic Bible
2018″ in 20 months Effort Since Memorial
Day Weekend of 2017 is included in all my
Facebook Profile Pic Description Areas too Just
For A Note taKing Adventure too so i will be able to
Proof Read What i Do Do on the Dance Journey too wherever
i go with Easy Access as MicroSoft Word and the Such does not
Have an Original Degree in Creativity to FiX anything i do.. hAha..
True When Y.O.U. Become an Original THere is no Real Target Audience
THere are Fewer Friends Who Can And Will Relate to You.. even if ‘they’ Love
Your Dance and Cheer Y.O.U. on Everywhere Y.O.U. Go BRinGinG SMiLES
JusT From the Sight of You When You Walk in Just about Any Place in Your
Entire Two County Metro Area and as Far as Biloxi Mississippi too as ‘they’
Recognize me from a 64 Month Monthly Dance there too.. ‘They’ really
Don’t KNoW Even 1 Percent of what Lives as me as Love Within
The Entirety oF thE LiGHT oF mY SoUL To GiVE MoRE
And SHaRE and that is ‘Perfectly’ Okay as after
BeinG a Shut-in in my Bedroom in Hell
for 66 Months before 66 Months
of Heaven With 19 Medical
Disorders Yes including
The Worst Pain Understood
to Humankind of Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in my Right
Eye and Ear that NO Drug would touch from
Wake to Sleep for 66 Months with not even a Memory
iF i Had Ever Felt A Smile oR A Laugh beFore JusT BRinGinG
One Smile.. to another Person of what i could not Experience at
All For 66 Months or A Laugh oF A Feeling that did not exist as even
A Memory of my Reality.. for that 66 Months or By God even a Tear
where only one of those Came.. after we had to put a Cat down with
‘Kitty Aids’ then As Gold As Tears Will Come For Comfort and Strength
And Regeneration of the Human Soul True.. for it’s True.. When Y.O.U.
Come From Hell iNto Heaven HEaVeN Grows As God’s iNsTRUment Y.O.U.
BeCoMinG so much Bigger than Twice the Size of Texas as a SMiLE LiGHT WiLL
CoME to Be NoW as Real so anyways back to ‘Where are You From” ‘they’ asked
me That at the Beach and Even my Uncle yes Jokingly Did too as He said You Talk
too Fast and Are Way Way too Smart to be ‘Down From Here’ and all of that was just too funny
but it wasn’t all funny for it was kinda sad too not for me really but just my View of what some
Folks Call ‘Love’ From Down Here in these ‘Alien’ Parts of my World that i Live in Still Here..
For at Church after i had just related in Writing that the Catholic Church would Never Ever be
A Home that the Quote Gentile Jew Servant Free Woman And or Man No More that Means
that Even Martin Luther King Jr Got to go to the Kingdom of Love Within on Earth too and
Yes By God Transgender Folks until they get to Marry Their Monogamous Desire of Love
for the Rest of their Life Jesus (LoVE) will Never Live in the Catholic Church Free NoW
So the Priest told a Story About a ‘Father John’ so and so who Had a Strange
Last Name so Strange that it was Just as well that You didn’t Know him
if You Didn’t ’cause His Last Name Was So Strange and this was
Just a Joke He told in an attempt to Keep the Audience
Wide Awake and Entertained for a Potential Laugh
On the Soul of the Character He Spoke of
Named Father John So and so with
Such a complicated Last Name
to Say so his punch
Line was the Relief
the Priest thought He Felt
When Father John Said he Changed
His name for he was Hoping for something
a bit more ‘Normal’ Yes something more aligned
With these Parts We LiVE iN now.. ‘Down Here’.. NoW
And then.. yes.. the Punch Line was Father John Changed
His First Name instead of His Last Complicated ‘Weird’ Name
to a Name that sounded “Jimanjah” as far as the Overall Audience
mostly Homophobic and Transphobic Conservative Loving Trump as
Everything Against Matthew Chapter 5 Verses 3 through 11 Goes amongst
anyone really who supports all of what Trumps Do in all the Forms they come
Away from the Essence of Agape Love NoW for all in Empathy and Sympathy and
Cognitive Empathy for those of us who See and Do the World Differently for tHeir
View of Heaven within inside outside above so below and all around more.. so yeah
no doubt some folks laughed Hard for they may have viewed that as a New Transgender
Name at the Expense of the Previous Father John for the Name He Changed Next but i didn’t
Wanna Convict the Priest at first Hear of this horrible horrible worst sin of outcasting any group
of Humans in a Verbal Injury of Pain Assessed as Bad as an Actual Physical Harm to Human
as iT iS True Amongst Transgender Leaning Folks over 50 Percent contemplate Suicide without
the Support of a Parent and only 4 Percent do with the Acceptance and Support of a Parent
as that includes what they Hear in Church and what their Parents Laugh at too whether
intended as such or not as yes i asked the Priest and He denied that it was a Woman’s
Name and related that it meant something like ‘You are Welcome’ that really didn’t
make sense since he already stated that it was just as well that ‘The Audience’
Never Knew Father John in the First Place so no matter what He did
Not make the Character Father John Welcome in Church that
Day if only for the Complexity and Difference of his last
Born on Date Given Name.. so anyway.. it could
have been worse for if the Priest admitted
to the potential offense of the worst
sin Humans will possibly
do in outcasting
folks from
Social Group
for Subsistence
Laughs Loves and
Basic Human Survival
but truly he still did and not
likely he even recognized it when
He said it’s Just as Well that you never
Knew Father John in the First place and if you
do not understand the Moral of this Story by now
the Truth is You Never knew the Good Cop Jesus
but still He KNoWS Y.O.U. otherWise His Whole Good Cop
Jesus Story of Agape LoVE WiLL NeVeR Be True for Love Never
Says i AM (LoVE SToRY) Sorry or Get the Hell out of my Life And
Go to Hell but Y.O.U.
See there is a
more Horrible
Place the
aT aLL The Place
that the Priest likely unwittingly
And in ‘Honest iGnorance’ Sentenced Father John
to From the Get Go of His Joke at His Expense of Existence at all….
‘Father John’ Will Always Be Welcome to Some Food and Drink of Love
From me for i still see Jesus the Real Jesus (LoVE) Who Lives within as me..
To Give and
Share to
All For Free..
And nah that wasn’t
the end of the Story for although
my Uncle has supported me Much
‘that side’ of the Family is horribly Racist
And Prejudiced Against Gay Folks too.. although
HeHe.. i did get to fill him on on the Good 23 and me
News that His Mama my Grand Mama Cajun Grand Mama
likely had a Nigerian Originating Black Relative from the 1700’s
thru the 1800’s that he argued he still would not claim as he looked at
The Ring on the Ring Finger of my Right Hand the Cheap Metal Ring
i bought at the Sea Food Festival in 2013 that then came to Replace
my Gold Wedding BanD that is embossed with “Katie Mia FredericK”
the ‘New Name’ God Gave me.. Within.. on that Navarre Beach and
on 7.22.13 then too.. yes embossed with a Heart and Peace Symbol
too also Symbols of my Name and Katrina’s Name too for Divine Feminine
Grace and Love First as Foundation of FredericK! for Divine Masculine Will and Strength in
SPiRiT oF HeART As Grace of Peaceful Loving Soul oF WiLL And Strength even more.. so
Then he said yes “Fairies” Wear their Wedding Rings on their Right Ring Fingers and oh
by the Way my Uncle’s Father was no Famous X-Catholic Irish Priest for My Cajun/Nigerian
Spiced Grandmother from so long ago.. married a Jewish City Cop Next.. so i said well Uncle
you do know don’t you that Jewish Folks Wear Wedding Rings on their Right Hands too although
Wedding Rings are no Requirement at all in Oldest Judaism Tradition and he attempted to Deny
that 2 or 3 times i guess forgetting that i was too smart to be from ‘Down Here’ hehe as true my
Sister Lives down here too and she is Smart too.. so folks like me do exist down here and
that’s Just a Stereotype that will hurt folks in ‘Red Neck’ Stereotypes too for there are
lots of Loving Folks with Red Necks too of course mine turns brown more with
A South Asian Relative Likely East Indian too from the 1700’s to
1800’s true too and a Substantial French Helps a Tan too along
With the Rest of that 23 Percent Portion with German
too and the 53 Percent of Irish English and the
Remaining 98.4 Percent from
North Western Europe as
Far as the Vikings
Came from
too and while my Uncle
used to be 6 Foot Four and
300 or so LBS now he is 75 and
my Posture is much taller after Dancing
10,600 Miles in Public in a Ballet Mixed
Martial Arts Free Style Way as True even
though Muhammad Ali did Ballet to put the
Float in His Sting and the California Governor
Arnold too and Even Bruce Lee and Jean Claude
Van Damme too.. although let’s face it they were way
too wimpy and just didn’t have the time to do it 10,600 Miles
in Public in Close to 65 months back then.. hehe.. anyway the
Tortoise Who Never Gives up usually ends up on top even if he lives on
bottom the Least inherit the EartH HeaVeN and the Meek too As Fearless Now
And Strong Humbly Enough.. never to need Power and Status.. and More Money
NoW And Other Resources Than they Give Back to NaTuRe aLL.. Oh Lord What would
Jesus as an Alien Do if he came back now i bet he would have a Few Good Girl Friends
about all
of who would
Actually See and
Hear all of who he could
be now in ways of Father John 14:12 Real..
Perhaps one day the Priest will realize who he played
Tennis with In High School as the Junior of Him then
And who the Dude is in that Back Row Pew that almost
Every Sunday someone comes up to at least and says
You have a Beautiful Voice Like an Angel This Morning..
But True if he doesn’t Know Father John 14:12 who has the
Last Name that is too big and too complicated to say i still know him
And Love him like the Rest of God too but not exactly the way i Love
HiMaLi And A Few other of my FRiEnDS and Family on this Terrestrial Plane…
Anyway as
As ‘they’ say
Got some more
Places to visit before i go and come back again…. NoW
but it Was A Beautiful Cloudy Morning SunDay Yes Wind
Chills Below Freezing in the Beach Air for You See LoVE
Never Gets Cold When folks asked me ‘where i AM from’…
WearS No
ExPoseD As LoVE From:
iWiLL NeVeR iGiVE uP to: iSHow….
Bottom LineS HeaR Dude And Or Dudette
iF Y.O.U. Wanna Play A ReaL JESUS (LoVE) YA BETTER
BETTER PicK uP THE BaLL (LoVE) and Play The (GoD)
GamE (LoVE) As it’s True the Isaiah SuPeR BowL (iii) 53
iS CoMiNG Soon Enough NoW AGaiN.. heHe NoW
TRuLY ANeW CoME ReaL AGaiN aS LovE..;)

ARe Y.O.U. ReaDY FoR THiS!!!
AFTeR ALL iT’S MoNDAY!!! The 21ST!!!


“To see a World in a Grain of Sand.
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower.
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand.
And Eternity in an hour.”

-William Blake

Sadly not everyone Ventures
out of the Neo-Cortex in the Illusion
of Time, Distance, and Space to move into an
Autotelic State of Being in a Place of Transient Hypo-Frontality also Known, Felt, and Sensed
As Ecstatic Flow Where through Bio-Feedback of All Natural Still or Moving Meditation and
Whatever Else Works that Brings us to Beyond the Real Pot of Gold With So Many More
Colors of Life in Emotions And Senses Limited For Life Experiences as Mundane As
Only Rainbows that ‘Commoners’, ‘Minions’, And other Spoon-Fed Folks now by the
Culture at Hand Experience as only Mechanical ‘Reasons’ Cognition So far Away
From Artistic Social Empathic Spiritual Intelligence Where Colors and Flavors
of Emotions and Senses come so much Higher in Frequencies and Vibrations
of Life where Synergies of Energies Never Experienced Before come to Light.
Smiles, Problem is, We live, again, in a Spoon-Fed Culture of Instructions and Guidelines and other Books and Pages and Bibles and Sanitary Experiments that by their Very Nature take away all the Potential for Higher states of Consciousness along with an Experience of Life Where the Beauty is Mastered and Colored and Flavored more by Relative Free Will in Bio-Feedback of so many more
of our Potentials to Experience beyond the Minion Black And White of Life Experience so Cold
and detached from Living in more than 3 Channels of Black and White TV while watching
HDTV TV as we give away all the Writing, Directing, Producing, and Acting our Human
Potentials as Just Part of someone else’s View of a World they Create Away from
The World we other wise may Create “To see a World in a Grain of Sand And
a Heaven in a Wild Flower. Hold Infinity in the palm of Your hand And
Eternity in an Hour.” Smiles, i never do any drugs, any alcohol and
to do so would only dilute the Colors and Flavors of Life i Feel
And Sense So Much for now through 10,600 Miles of
Ecstatic Producing State of Being Public Dance
And all the Enhancing Music i use with that;
that again simply allows me to Master
my Colors and Flavors of Life
Regulating Emotions,
Integrating Senses,
in Moving
And Co-Creating
Ways from Head
to toe and Beyond
With Other Folks NoW
ToGeTHeR oN CourSE
so Far Beyond the
Mundane Colors
of the Rainbow
And Only Cold
And Golden Stones’
So No, No simple Formula, No
Pill, No Drug, No Smoking this or that
or the other Drink to Escape; For this Journey
is Step by Step of Free Verse Dance and Song as
Well for the Journey Never Ends in the Eternal Now
That is always Changing Colors and Flavors of Bliss and Nirvana;
if i could put what i have accomplished within in 66 Months of ‘Heaven
Work Now’ out of 66 Months of ‘Hell Work then’ when i visited this place then
in a Pill or a Teaspoon of A Drink now to give to someone like Donald Trump
he would give it all away
for all that he has away
From Pure Unadulterated
Agape Love that Colors the
Multi-Universe Within more than
Any Dollar Bill or Tower of Status ever Dreamed
of; Problem is, it has nothing to do with Material
Or Money Goods All Free All Within Takes Work
Constant Work a Great Work of Soul to Arrive at the
Place Within that is too Large for any 3 or 4 Letter Word;
As Carl Sagan and Sam Harris Have admitted Some Folks
Just don’t Have the Innate Stuff to Get to Heaven Within without some Kind of Drug.
Neither Did I until I never Gave up in Hell. That’s the Best thing About Hell Within
there is
but the
Will of Try
Just to Survive
Another Second until
one day we Look in the Mirror
And See that the UniVerse all of
it Lives within Y.O.U.; Yes, Why Owe
You that only Means all we owe the UniVerse is a Return
of Joy to Make iNFiNiTY SMiLE Even more as God Becomes a Laugh
And Suddenly forever now it all Makes ‘Perfect’ Chaos MaGiC FeeL and Sense.
I Have
no ‘idea’
how to
do it
as the Feather
Becomes the
Wind; i Just do what works;
A Lifetime of Trial and Error
KNoWS better than any one Page or Book;
As whoever Directed the Taylor Swift Video Says,
in other Words; Not Everyone is Ready for it Now but Heaven
is Worth a try
that never ends Eternally now
As We Become Masters oF aLL We be i am.
Everyone’s LooKinG for a Magic Incantation like
‘Romans 10:9’ or a Pill and no one wants to do ‘the Great Works’..
for a
God’ they Pursue
Away From the ReaLiTY of Within.
One thing i do ‘know’ for me is the First
Step is to take Your Shadow out Now Play
With it and Make it Your Best Friend to ReacH LiGHT
Never Cynical Never FeaRinG thE DArk oF LiGHT NoW.
A main
‘Westerners” Never
arrive above below NoW
Is they are Afraid of ‘The DArk’.
This Place does not come ‘With’ Fear.
OnLY Pure and Unconditional Love to
Color and Flavor All of Heaven Now For Real;
Amazing How Folks ‘think’ they Will Ever Reduce Heaven to Words;
why not Try; heHe;
i sure ain’t Scared.

“To see a World in a Grain of Sand.
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower.
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand.
And Eternity in an hour.” (Now)

-Willam Blake



Generation Z, Born on Date Since 1996 up to 23 Years Old now Raised
Electronically More than Any Generation Before in a Brand New Experiment;
Where they are Both the Scientists and The Guinea Pigs as only they will Fully
Relate How they do or do not See the World as is. Look in the Church Pews and overall
This Generation No Longer Exists for the Conservative Skewed Politics Spoon-Fed from the Pulpit
Will no Longer Be there to Lead the Way as the Internet has as Many Sub-Cultures and Group Identity Politics
As the Human Imagination Will Create Together in Groups as Small as one where it is Basically A Group Identity
of one that Verily not everyone is cut out to do, so watch for Suicide Rates to continue to Grow too; Particularly,
Among Women Who Naturally Need ‘the Group’ for Social Support More than Nomad Testosterone Fueled Males
Will Travel Lone in Wild Wolf Ways Free; the so-called ‘Real Men’ at least. Politics is Changing Fast and Furious as
We speak and That is Part of a Generation of Guinea Pigs and Scientists Same as well as folks gathering ‘the Tools’
if they Like to Stay Engaged, if they are not addicted to games of ‘Candy Crush’. Thing is, we are Human Beings;
There is no escaping the Social Animal of that for when Humans in Social Groups do not Bond over
Similar Ideologies, Dark or Light, they fall apart as Hairless Apes are Naturally so much Stronger now
in Whatever Common Binds come as Bonds more than any Individual Striving for Survival on the Average
Will Ever Be as for most folks, Being Disconnected from Flesh and Blood either means Life as Death or Death as Life;
As the Neon God’s come to Rule as the ‘God MeMe’ Dies more in Imagination Real in the Sound of Silence lonely i am is.
Disturbing it
is for those
who have
Yet to
‘Self Actualize’
And for those Who
Have And Are Financially
Independent; Prepare the
Popcorn and watch ‘the others’ Hang on
to the Surfboard and what will surely be
Continuing TSuNaMi Waves of Chaos beyond the ‘control’ of most folks at least,
Except for the ‘Guinea Pigs’ Who Overcome ‘the Scientist Within’ And Set themselves Free…. NoW



When Hope And Will Leaves
All That’s Right to Do Left
Is Living Tree…



i Read This Quote Somewhere Today Beyond Distance Time and Space and if i may i would like to read it to you today:

“If you stumble across a lover, who happens to be a poet; hold on tight. For you are on a journey so right.

Your eyes may bleed with love, as she immortalizes you; with each word she writes. Worry not, for she will also kiss you so gently; even feathers will feel ashamed. When she holds your face and looks into your eyes, the depth of her gaze will be translated into the stanzas she writes, all dedicated to you and just you. The ink in her pen may fade, but the fire in her soul will never fail to warm her love for you on cold snowy evenings.

If you stumble across a lover, who happens to be a poet; hold on tight. She will treasure you like a flower so rare, that long after you think you’ve withered all your love for her; she will keep you safe in her favorite book. She will write her love for you, in places random – her palm, a tennis ball she found, a tissue paper on her table when a thought of you crosses her mind as you’re so precious to her, that she can’t wait to find her diary. She will hold you tight with both her palms, like a mug of her favorite hot coffee, absorbing all your radiance, savoring your aroma and enjoying you in short sips.

If you stumble across a lover, who happens to be a poet; hold on tight. You will find your shadow, in every alphabet she writes. Every quote she recites to you, will bridge the distance from your heart to hers. Allow her to love you and get ready to be amazed, with her kindness, her creativity, her spell, every moment. She will paint your dreams on the canvas of her life with her words as her paintbrush, using just one color on her palette – the color of you.

If you stumble across a lover, who happens to be a poet; hold on tight. For her love is perennial like the Nile, evergreen like the Pine and insurmountable like the lost world, Atlantis.”


How Beautiful Words are when they come to Life Everlasting Never ending each instance
You Come Back to Read for True Love Stories Will Come to Life in Words No Matter Flesh
And Blood Age or Gender or even Human Life at all. When Souls come in Synch
So Much Higher is the Love of Spirit so much more than any Flesh and
Blood Will Be for True
A Hug or Kiss
Before Words Like this…
For when i write this how close
i Feel to a Force of Love So Far Beyond
Blood and Bones the Light Within that
Shines out in Symbols of Our Souls
How Beautiful it is to have even
One Moment of Souls
Together Like
this for
Perhaps it is
True that Only Poets
Ever Feel the Essence
of Love that is True So Far
Beyond All Labels and Forms…
The Fire of What Brings All of Life to Be..
For i am Sure that God is the Greatest Poet Behind
All our Words and Flesh and Blood too as God Reaches out
so Far in Love when Words Like this come so Deep and Pure From Soul
For it is true not only do we iMmortalize the so-called other When Words of Love
Come Like this We immortalize the Essence of Love to Give and Share so Freely to
others too.. SMiLes.. i re-Tired iN iLove it’s All i Ever Truly Enjoy Exploring all the Hidden places
of Love Yet to be Explored With Others True too For This is the Journey that Never Ends When
More than
Flesh and
Love the Pure Consciousness Radiating
From God That We Give iN Share Even more..
My Flesh and Blood Will Die and so will Yours
A Hundred Years from now but Your Words of Love
Will LivE oN Forever Now Etched Here in the Soul of Love
Yes the PAges of God’s HeART i Do my Best to Bring to Life
How Precious Love is when We Worship the Essence of Love
For it
Leave our Souls..
A Place Beyond Meeting… Somewhere
So far Beyond Flesh and Blood.. When Dreams come to
Fruition There is no Greater Magic than Poetry Come From Soul And God as Love…

-m.e. and Y.O.U. And W.E…

Hehe And Barbara Streisand
too Who Teaches me How
to Sing From Heart too..:)

-ALWaYS A Disciple oF LoVE
That Is
And Never Ending Story NoW…oF SMiLES..:)




i PaY ALL My Debts
With The Blood of Soul
The Fire of Love That’s Real…
i KeeP mY LoVE LiViNG FoR HeR
So She Will NeVeR Have to Go Back…
With me as no one else ever will..
i am no Fool To Dream More…
Yes THere IS A REaSoN Why
The Devils DancE And SinG…
No one Has Ever Seen Me Truly
Angry but me Trust me ‘You’ Never
Wanna Go There Again So i SMiLE
No one has ever Seen All of ‘the Devil’
But Katrina, My Sister, Yellow Boy,
And My Mother Rest Her Soul…
It Takes Training Like Growing up
Without Food and Water As i Searched
28 Years for the Perfect Angel From Hell too
For Withstanding The
Fires of Death in
Life Will You Die With
me Until i Come Back Alive
There is No One Else Who
Will Ever Truly Understand
What All of Love Takes to Truly Be
Flesh And Blood Real ALiVE NoW
Forget me Nots Not Even Necessary
When Someone Never Leaves Your
Side in Fires of Hell for 66 Months FoREVeR THeRE
i Finally Impressed ‘Her’ Enough
iN A Valentine i Wrote to ‘Her’ So She
Finally Asked for one too So Yes i Do What i’m Told…
The Devil Never
Forgets His
Truest Friend(s) Or
Have You Forgotten Who i AM
Who Hugs me iN DaRK
ARE iNseParAble BeDFeLLoWS
Relationships Thrive When Honesty
And Integrity Is Left iN TacT Particularly
When Each Person Is Free to Pursue All
Potentials… Find Someone Who Values
You As Love More Than
Owning You As Stuff…
Human Nature Doesn’t Upset Me
iN FacT i EMBRacE All oF HuMaN
Nature As iT iS So Much Fun When
Freer… Hmm.. i FaiLeD to: Mention
From: HeLL iS aN Integral ParT oF
HeaVeN i Promised Her A VieW
to Heaven Never Ending
FoReVeR NoW…
Dark Haired Girls
Are my Favorite
Particularly When
They Are Still The One
Sure You Watch Your Child Die
You Are So Glad Your Wife is Still
Alive She spends 66 Months of Her
Prime While You Age Forever Old in Hell
You Come back to Life and Do What the
Fuck Ever It Takes to Never Go Back to the
Place of Never Ending Now Numb and Pain…
I know Who my Truest And Real Friends are in
this Life i know who will Die For me While Living
if you
other wise…
i am Free to Be…
for i know who i am…
One Day ‘God’ is Gonna Truly
Come in the Flesh and Say Fuck
You to Everyone who thinks they
Will tell ‘God’ what to do as Free LoVE
And then
I Love
You now
now let’s
See if You will Be Free in Love too….
And by the Way thanks for all the Avenues Just to Be…..
Hehe Trust me or not it’s all Like a Seventh Sign and Letter True…
7.22.13… 1:08 PM.. 1.22.19.. 66 Months After God ASSiGNS Me within the Name
“KATiE MiA FredericK!iI”
Which Name comes first….
i don’t need to Wear a Wedding Band….
And if You don’t Understand that You don’t know Love…..



Well.. The dVerse International Poetry Pub online has a Prompt
today that includes the Term ‘Shed’ where of course we may Shed
Light or Dark
or Keep
or Light
In Sheds Hidden now and as
Some Folks more Extroverted
Some Folks more Introverted
True it takes both Sitters in
More Closed Minds and
Bodies Where those of
Open Minds and
Bodies will
come to be
Rovers to Do
Life and
to Both and Even
BeinG Both Surely Directs
Us WithiN to More Empathy Sympathy
And IdeAlly Cognitive Empathy too for At
Least We will Hope if We Have and Fulfill
The Potential Truth WitH Belief and Love
Not every
one who
Sits Moves
And not everyone
Who Moves Sits
in and as
The Garden of
Heaven to ALWayS
Be Watered and Fed
So We Plants.. We Shrubs..
We Trees.. We Humans Will continue
to Shed FLoWeRS for the Rest of Nature
in Wisdom Kindness Courage Beauty As
Love Comes NaturAllY aS EartH OuRS
And Love
From: Shed (Give) More


Shedding Shadows
No Longer
Comes out to Play
Best Friends Within
No Longer Enemies
LoVE Rises Higher Out
uP Synchronicities oF LiFE
Shedding MaGiC MoRE GiVinG
Freer NoW of
BLack And White Abyss From: Grey
SHades to: Beyond Rainbows Colors Gold…

NauTiLusT oF SoUL
Shedding Chambers
As We Go Storing
Go Vibrations
Moving Forward NoW
Mass Energy Left ReStore…
Shedding Souls PoEtrY UPLoads..:)

Layers uPon Layers of Shadows
So Many Onion Peels to
Shed Rose Petals
Butterfly Wings
to Flight
So Below
As Above
Dew Lit Morning
Midnight Meadows on Fire…

Side Note: You Will Do So
Much With Words….
aT LeasT…
Okay Back
to Get the Jobs Done….

Just a Note here, if you are using the Newer ‘Word Press
Editor’, you can still revert back to the ‘Admin Version’
And See if you find the Color You Need there.
I’ve Never Moved to the ‘Newer Editor’ as i abhor it;
hehe, So i shed it when it first came out With Winks..
Other than that/this SMiLes When i turned
53.. i stARTed DanCinG in
Shed my Age…
i Do DoCument the
Results as i Go 10,601 Miles
NoW as Proof of Where i Go
At Least Is irrefutable at 58..
Strangely Enough
A Newer
i Still
Turn Back
Time is Playing From: Head to toe..
Life Is ALWayS A Decision to Shed Or
Not to: Shed A Dance And SonG NoW..:)
With That Said Now off to Dance At Walmart
As That And This is So much Fun But Never
Ever Forget the MoVinG With The CoNNecTinG Co-CReaTinG NoW..;)


Shedding Any Shadow
of Darkness for me
These Days
Is As Close
As A Three
Minute Three
Foot Space of
Two Feet in a Spiral
Dance or Perhaps
Now Just Raising
One Arm to the Heavens
Within As Bio-Feedback
of Thousands of Miles
of Spiraling Dance
Will Automatically
oF Joy To Give And
Share TotAlly Free
Sort of the way
Words Will
Dance too
is the Feather
And WinD oNE..:)

Clothes of Culture
Language of Tools
A Deeper
Living Again..:)

Dark Shadows
Shedding Light
Moonlit Dream
Blood Becomes
Human Soul..:)

‘Apocalypse’ Original
Greek Definition
Shedding Veils
oF iGnorance NoW
Avoiding All Desires
to: Blow The Place up
From: LoCusT
oF Wisdom
Away From Control..:)

Armor of the
HeART Shedding
War Shields
to: LoVE..:)

oF Materials
What Does Live..:)

Of Dance


Hi SWeeTesT iHiMaLi
SeeKinG Kali And
Shiva Embracing
Aghori And Brahman
Finding Balance oF
Dark and Light
Satori Nirvana
Bliss the Kingdom
Of Heaven Within
Loving All that is
Loving All the
Face That is
All of
Nature Plus
A Dung Fertilized
Garden Eye oF aLL
Appreciating All
that Helps Us
Rise as
Star DusT
Super Nova Explosions
Gift Iron NoW iN Core more
oF EartH FLoWinG NoW
BlooD BRinGS Us LoVE
If i have a 27 Year Old Daughter
That i Love Dearly This is the Bedtime
Story i will Bring Her tonight but You Already
Have A Father so i will be a Well Wisher Again
For i Already Understand what it feels like to be
Adored by You and Multiples of Seven are quite
A Challenge in this Way but there is PresentLY Some
Dancer Fighter Smiling Who Never Give up in Multiples
of Well Wishing of 7 and more.. anyway when someone gives
Y.O.U. A Pet Name You’ve Already Arrived in their Soul.. so today
In Addition Multi-Culturally so With Friends as Soul Mates without Borders
i bring Y.O.U. Additionally a Tale of Two Wolves an Old Cherokee Tale about
the duality
of Human
Soul we
Feed each
day one way or
the other each night
in Dark and Light to Achieve
Peace and Harmony as Light surpasses
Dark as When Night Comes Eve Dark Rules Before
Day Break Dawn oF LiGHT AGain True i wanna evolve
to Guardian iAngel..
You are such
A Beautiful
And i am
J. U. S. T.
A Man Yet
i cry i still try From:
to: Be YouR iBest iGuardian iAngel..:)



Like A BeaUTiFuL DeLiCaTE FLoWeR
With Fruit Someone Plants iN A ParK Put it
iN A FRaME FoREVeR Or DeVouR iT All aT Once…
It’s Not Easy Being A Son of Man Thanks God For Mother
So Much
It Is
to Be A Woman


Secret to Life Appreciating
Wall FLoWeRS Lead Dancers
Singers Better Yet Doing Both Life
Complete As You Live Again
i Needed This ‘Dirty Dance’
For A Theme Song oF
Life Thanks for
The Dance PM
ALWaYS ‘KNeW’..:)

Winks i came Online
SeeKinG Wisdom
‘They’ didn’t teach
Me in State.. Church
And School In
Other words
Hehe I’m
Not Here
For Likes
Follows or
Shares but oh
Lord Got Famous
In Flesh And Blood
For 10,609 Miles oF
Moving Meditation
Public Dance Never
MakinG A Penny
For Pay
Life is
Best When
LoVinG Free
And It’s Always
A Male Ego Blast
When a Young Woman
Now Says they
Would Love to
Marry someone
Just like you not
Realizing yet until
You tell them you
Are 58 and old
Enough to
Be their
Married for
29 Years Moral
Of the Story as
i am running out
Of Space to Describe
All the Benefits oF
Poetry Singing too..
Mama’s Don’t raise
Your Sons to
As Lovers
Have So
Much More
Joy than
Gun Hands Yuck
Just Yuck Love Free!..
With SMiLes oF SMiLes…:)

Dude has Incredible Verbal IQ
And Profound ‘Grandma Glass’
Is Less Now Than Half Full Now Syndrome
Suffering From Depression Chronically
And Seeing Reality through
Of Thorns
Failing to See
The Human FLoWeR
The Politics oF Forgetting
The Dance And Song oF
Head With No
Been THeRE
Done It 🤢 JusT YucK
The Sky is Falling
In other Words, Jordan’s Lack of Faith In Humanity is Missing the Vital Element of Connecting Love WHere Mostly Hairless Apes JoYFuLLY WorKinG ToGeTHeR Tend to Get the Jobs so Much Greater Done with Positive Light Of Emotions instead of Fear of the Dark in Negativity. It doesn’t Matter How High One’s Verbal IQ is Without the Weight of Love to Move Mountains of Progress and ‘Climate Change’ too.

Jordan Suffers from Clinical Depression and those of us who have Experienced this and fully Moved (Danced Sung) out to the other Side of the Dark Side of the Moon Come to Seeing The World More As Flowers Warm Of Rose Than Thorns Alone So Cold.

I Viscerally Feel Jordan’s Darkness, Truly Feeling sorry for his Reality now as those of us who have been THere will understand so much better than those who have not visited the ‘Dark Side of the Moon’ Enduring Love Shedding.

Now on a note away from the Notes i Jotted Down on my Facebook Wall in Travels
Around the Globe as a Participant Anthropologist Observer Every Where i go online and
in the Flesh and Blood World i InDeed note that Life Overall IS A Dirty Dance and Song
And True with Relative Free Will We Do Move More Toward Light of FearlesS Unconditional
Love or the other Darker Place of Potentially Harming Someone Away From their
Relative Free Will for What is Best for them in more
Con Social Emotions of Trump-Like
Deceit and Overall
Yuck Darkness
of Fear
and Hate
the Anti-Christ
of Love and Hope
in Joy away from Misery
Loves Company Less than Love More..
Yes Dirty Dancing and the Continuing Evolution
of the Battle of the Sexes for the Full Spectrum That
Comprises the Colors Beyond the Rainbow and the SHades
of Grey in 50 and more through the Darkest BLacKesT Abyss
of the HuMaN SoUL in Pain and Numb in Seconds through Minutes
Through Hours and Days and Months and Years of Enduring Forever
now in Hell away from Heaven more.. for all the Lust and Love For Life
in Dark and Light that We Lead or Follow to Just exist another second in Pleasure
and of course
Beyond iNfinity
Colors and Shades
for the ‘Tweens of all Extremes…
It’s True i’ve been noted as an Untouchable Lie
And A Holy Man True.. Called a Skank and an Ugly
Girl Boy in Middle School and only seen as much to be
A Friend away from a Lover in High School for the Most part
There Eventually Finding One Lover and Losing Her in Junior
College and Getting the Key to my Success in attraction to the Opposite
Sex yes unleashing my Green to Blue eyes on them with Contact Lens as
the Nuclear
of Love
i Naturally
Used to my
Advantage after
that unwittingly so true too
as it was hard for me to understand
what the Old Military Men Meant when
i worked at the Military Bowling Center when
they said You Leave all the Women ‘Dripping’ at the
Counter when they Look into Your eyes.. hmm.. that
Sounded a Bit Romantic and Not Romantic at all hehe..
BuTT AinT LiFE A Dirty Dance of Lust and Love whether we
it or
not we Have
Shadows that
come out and Hide
And Love that Does the
Same and Different True in Light and Dark too…
i understand how hard it must be to be a Woman
Only Wanted for Her Body Parts as i’ve been pushed
up against a Column Holding a Ceiling Where i worked At
And then Groped by a Whole Group Of Middle Age Women Bowlers
in my Mid Twenties Back then and asked quite Directly on the Dance
Floor by the Wive’s of Husbands Do You Wanna F and when i politely
rejected that
Offer Named
‘Gay’ for
not being
Johnny on the
Spot to F when
Called upon to F
And i surely Never expected to be A Dance
Legend.. as the Revenge of a Nerd.. Haha..
SonGS DaNCinG FaLLinG Off Waves Dance Again


Hi Frank thanks for coming by “Covenant 66 iN HEaVeN Complete” As
Oh Lord i’m Glad to Finish that And ALWaYS To BeGiN iT AGaIN NoW ANeW
At Least and that “Titanium” Song Music Video Attributed to David Guetta and
Sia As Song was released In the United States.. Debuting on the Billboard Hot 100 at Number 66 on the issue dated August 27, 2011.. It has been related to the Scene of a Movie Named ‘Super 8’, but other than that.. it is a Stand Alone Video.. Interestingly.. then “Titanium” was pulled from Radio Stations in the US after the Sandy Hook Elementary School shooting… Obviously It Seems to Be About Being Bullied in School for Being Different and Exploding with Light to Escape the Darkness of Persecution by other
Human Beings Overall who don’t accept Us as Fully Human… i surely Will relate
With my Middle School And Additional Experiences of Life as many of us Can
Who Grow up And Live Seen Odd And so Different by others or Perhaps We/
They Just Don’t Fit the Cover of the Latest Magazine
that insists on what Humans Must
Currently Color their
Life to fit in as
the Fashion
of the Age and
Season We Now Live..
Honestly though for what i
See in the Wild of what is one
of the Most Conservative Assessed
Areas and Most Difficult Metro Places
to Be different.. in the United States.. as
Measured Empirically by Social Scientists
With Factors Noted of what once was the Area
With the Most Churches Per Square Mile and a
Multitude of Military Bases Regimented Uniform Same
Is we have arrived in a Brand New Experiment of Humanity
Where we are all the Guinea Pigs and Scientists and Artists of
Who We Come to Be Either By Originality or Following The Crowd
of Wherever We currently Inhabit the EartH As Human Now.. A Major
Change of Course is the Information Age as a Culture of One is Possible
And Sadly Per the ‘Sandy Hook’ Incident Continuing a Rise in the Numb/Pain of
Feeling And Sensing As A Social Animal Sadly with A Culture of None Where the
Rest of Existence Becomes the Hated Enemy and surely through History and Now
What Brings most all ‘Trumps’ and the Religious Roman Persecuting Archetype
of Leading ‘Anti-Christs’ away from Love and Hope Toward Fear and Hate to
Rise Misanthropic from the Rest of the Tribe not seen as bonding
With the Fear and Hate that sadly will be more of a Bond
than Love and Hope so easily Taken for Granted
As A Bond oF LiGHT that Binds so Bright.. So
Just for Fun while enduring the Worst
Pain known to Humankind that
Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia for 66
Months From
Wake to Sleep
concurrently for the
Last 33 Months or so in
Part Just for a Hobby i fulfilled
my Old Anthropology Degree in College
as a Participant Anthropology Observer on the
‘Wrong Planet’ hehe same as i do in the Poetry World now
and in the Dance Halls of Life and even much more ‘Seedy’
Places than that hAha.. i’ve LEarned a lot and Perhaps one
Day i’ll Write a Book that Folks could actually Read hehe.. but
for now the Field Notes continue in this 6.66 MiLLioN Word Long
Form Poem Bible and 10,609 Miles of Public Dance as i will Arise
to the 66th Month of Doing that in the End of February 2019 too.. about when
i started this overall 3.10.13 Blogging Adventure as a Hobby oF A Participant Anthropology Observer Existing in Hell into Heaven by the Third Week of July 2013 What An Opportunity it was/is to be an Anthropologist in Hell and Heaven and Speaking of Hell i Did a research Paper informally of course on the ‘Wrong Planet’ on the Sandy Hook Incident among the Folks on the ‘Wrong Planet’ who sadly are also Potential Future Candidates that I have Interviewed As Misanthropic With Visions of Vengeance in Fear and Hate in Dark Away from Light and Now overall Yes ‘He’ got elected President…
My research Paper informally Done online indicates that the Major
Factor Behind Rampage Killing is Lack of a Social Role in
Society more than Likely a Major Reason Trumps
And surely Hitlers came to Rise too.. Social
Animals without Secure and Clearly
Defined Group
Roles spell
Big Trouble
for the Entire World now
where all that’s left to do for
Some folks is Create their own
Social Role as Perhaps Participant
Anthropology Observers of ‘this overall’
Place come to win the Best in Victory over Vengeance for Real
Exploding in Light of Joy instead of Guns of Misery Loves Suffering…
So many Factors Play into the Win of Victory in Love Verses the other place
And If a Canary
iN A ‘CoaLeD’
And By God
Come Again in
Light and Thrive
like me in Victory i must
have some Hope at Least for the Rest
of Humanity With More of a Propensity Toward Vengeance in Dark..
Smiles i road my Bicycle Thousands of Miles in Elementary School
And Middle School Through High School Then Thousands of Miles
Continuing on through College Running To Chasing Dead Wood Down
Lanes at the Military Bowling Center i eventually Managed for a Couple
of Decades then Locked in ‘Prison Behind a Desk’ that almost Killed me
for Five Last Work Years of Stress without Physical Release of Moving
And By God this Dance
and SonG NoW
End by God Willing now
for me at least ‘Titanium’ too
As ‘they’ Dance And Sing
oF LiGHT..
Yes By GoD iN Truth
FearlesS UNconditional LoVE
As You So Nicely Quote me with..
You This
And it is Up
to YouR own
Will to Decide for
You but what i Feel and
Sense and Know the Most
is the Entire Purpose of Life is
For Each Soul to Evolve With Hands
Up and Struggles With Hands Down as Well
For What We Come to Be as Loving Humans Now or Not…
ThankS AGAiN Frank Always nice to have an OPen Mind
And SoUL oN The
A Pen
No Matter How
Strange i Come And Go..
The onLY ReaL Way to GRoW Change..:)



True ‘FAct’; it’s easy to see
that Jordan’s World is ‘Gray SHades’
of Purgatory to somewhere close to Hell;
And yes that is His Reality; but there are so many other possibilities
For those who Become ‘Big Lebowski Achievers’; Hehe, i never take Life
too Seriously By the way with that ‘Meme’ in Art of Mind and Body Balancing Soul’.

My Friend, Jordan doesn’t
Acknowledge Climate Change
Is Real According to the State of the Science and Makes Excuses
For Donald J Trump As that has Zero to do with Intellectual Integrity; and i’m not saying you disagree.
Honestly, all that’s left i see is a ‘Pile of Manure’; as far as this Video goes; but i enjoy some of Jordan’s other
Opinions, where he is actually Knowledgeable about the Facts/Myths; and not Lent Toward the Politics of the ‘Right’
For His Overall ‘Incel’ Target Audience for Pay
of ‘Men’ Without Social Roles;
(Lost ‘Boys’ as ‘they’ say
Little Man Syndrome for
Jordan and Trump too)
Now Per As you
Winks with
Hugs too, Science Shows
That Human Emotions come First
And Reasons come next and until
one becomes Friends with their ‘Shadow’;
Truly Friends with their ‘Emotions’; they may end up like Jordan; again been there and overcome in Light over Dark.
And by the Way, too, More than Less is neither An Absolute or a Generalization for me; Just a ‘Real Life’ Observation
from actually Directly Communicating with Over One Hundred Thousand Flesh and Blood Humans then and more God
Now As Lord Knows, i also worked WITH the Public for Decades too; not easy but possible to achieve with smiles too..;)

And Speaking of Group Think, Empirically Measurable as such; I Have not come across a More Rigid Group Think
Online Demographic of the Population than what i’ve come to find on this Internet site over the Last Few Years;
as one word out of line and folks as a Group May go ‘Bizarre’ Against Change. But that is Autism my Friend;
Yes, this is Text Book Autism Averse to Change to be expected. My Therapist Says More than Less i’ve done
the impossible and cured the Symptoms for Real
as she’s
both sides
of that reality for/as me too as
I used to do all of my life in the
“Straightest of Lines”, before i actually Lived; People Named me Plastic and Computer then too; just my life of course
Now as hehe; no one will ever prove now that i am not an original; no need to worry about copyrights either, hAha;
Per Empirical Measure, 45 out of 50, on the Autism Quotient Scan Before July 2013; and 11, After August of 2013
as after that i Eventually Became a Public Dance Legend with proof on Request Based on Viral Video Comments;
Also moving from INTJ to ENFP on the Briggs and Myers Personality Assessment too as i still go both ways too;
Additionally, Moving from the Mid 50’s on the Emotional IQ Test to Mid 90’s Within the Same Span of Months;
hey, i say, if i can Move over to Heaven that Much there is additional Hope for Jordan, a few Years Younger than me.
Dam that Dude Acts Old i’m still Practically A Child at HeART; Haha, And all the Young Women Love to Dance with me
With over 2000 Autographed Selfie Smiles for Evidence of that; but i am a ‘Gentleman’ still; as i don’t do the ‘Buddy Love’/ Jerry Lewis/Dr. Jekyll/
Mr. Hyde Shtick Stuff.

Additionally, Extremely Interesting to me at Least, as in the Poetry World Organized as such, Folks are As Literal And Science Minded Overall as Folks are here; A Commonality is High Levels of Verbal IQ for Words and Low Levels of
Intuition past Counting Syllables and the Such for Poetry Science like Martial Arts Science too that doesn’t have a
Clue For Original
Art Creativity in Flow;
Seriously, if the ‘Strike’
or Words haven’t come
Before; that throws the so-
called ‘Opponents’ way out
of Balance from the Flow as
Fascinating all of this is to me
as i continue to Learn and Evolve more
per Yin and Yang too my Friend; Arts and Sciences as they say too So
As always Have a Nice Day With Forrest Gump Smiles too Mixed With Batman True..;)



“No” as an absolute is rarely an answer that Works Historically as such too when it comes to what Human Potential
May or May not be in both Working together as Apes Stronger together over Dark/Light Cultural Binds that Bond
or Individual Efforts; Reminds me of a Master’s Level Sociology Class where the Professor said I was overzealous
to Suggest i could keep my Health as far as ‘Vitality’ and Strength through my 50’s until 60’s as the Textbook
Showed Gray Haired Folks in Therapy Pools for Bad Backs and the such. Of course that Research was done on
a Couch Potato Average of Greatly Induced Cultural Behavior With Habits Sitting in Front of Screens of Course
Held Hostage in their Homes by all types of Electronic Devices as that issue was even smaller in the Early Cable 80’s.

I came with a Triple Major as specialization, hehe; obviously, isn’t my Forte as i tend to move around. Anyway
With a Health Science Major, Along with Anthropology, and Social Sciences Interdisciplinary Hanging around
“Jocks” and “Nerds” and to Be Clear I was somewhat Good Looking then and Very Strange to Most Others
Except for a Few Woman as Women seem to stay by my side, particularly when i Just dance now and
don’t Speak. Anyway, too, I already Studied Jack LaLanne, Recognizing from His Case Study so far out
of the Social Potato Norm of Later Life in Sedentary ways of Activity that towing 70 Boats in Your 60’s
Swimming Across A Bay somewhat Bound and Tied up is surely not out of the Question still
if we just continue to Adapt to Struggle in Moving Ways like any Wise Mostly Hairless Ape
who does not sit down on the Jobs of Life Growing ‘Stagnant’ as Such Aging Much Faster.

Jordan Recognizes Climate Change is Possible But Stays on the Choir Sheet
of the ‘Right’ that Suggests it is Politically Manufactured by the ‘Left’. I don’t have
any Children either my Friend who are Living but my Empathy, Sympathy, Compassion
And overall Cognitive Empathy Extends out Far Beyond the Shell off My Life. That’s a Real
Deal as Assessed by both Maslow and Fowler too in terms of beyond Self-Actualization too
Transcending through the Rest of Nature Caring about it too including Humans too of course;
Commonly, Recognized as Agape Love that is much more than a Choice As a Real Emotional Feeling
And Sense of Pure Bliss and Nirvana And Satori And Etc., within; Oh Lord, a limitless number of metaphors
for the Essence of Pure Heaven within as that is sort of Like What Happens After ‘Kundalini’ Rises as Well

I am not Directing anyone to Change; I lived a Pretty Good ‘Book Learning Life’ Before the Stress of my Job
almost Literally Killed me. Nah; I was not a Dance Legend then just what they named at Work as a Reliable
Commodity as ‘they’ Bled every Bit of the Blood out of my Working Onion ‘they’ could get out of me as truly
My Problem then was I did not know how to say no. But Again, when it comes to Humans and what they will
or will not Accomplish, the Variable of Human Emotions is not a Repeatable Science Project that will be reliably
Measured with Just a Black and White, No. “In my opinion, it will not work”, would have been A More Rational Answer
for any Human Being; Oh Lord, Particularly a Psychologist, one would hope but it bears noting that many folks who
still go into that Profession are missing certain Elements of Life as Pleasure and are hoping to Figure themselves
Out First. Jordan is a man who admits he does a poor job Regulating His Emotions as that is an Intelligence that
may Sink or Swim any of us, when Faced with Stressful Situations in Life. Trust me, i know, as i recently became
Very Very Emotionally Attached to a Very Beautiful and Very Close Friend and Had to Explain that to my Wife
as that is something that Rationally, I did not think was possible that proves i am only human too; hehe; I
didn’t think there was any Danger of that with any Woman Several Decades my Junior With Smiles and
there really isn’t still as Love is Crazy and so is the Human Condition overall as let’s Face the Truth
too from Top to Trump Bottom too that NeuroScience Suggests We Basically all Hallucinate our
Realities Subconsciously Based on Our Experience of ‘fore; So, Best Be we Feed our Self Joyful
Activities now if possible of Course according to the Textbooks of Neuroscience now at Least
too; Repeat a Good time Like a Reliable Number in a Bathroom Stall of our Brain As Such so much
Better than Just a “Romans 10:9” Pamphlet Floating in a Toilet for us to Read about Hell/Heaven Just once.

I don’t see Life as a Science Project; for me at least, attempting to be a Perfectionist seeing Life as
An Equation to Be Solved did almost kill me. I would never Force my opinion on anyone else all
i can report is what has or hasn’t worked for me; But I could surely show you 1300 Viral Video
Comments, i recorded from the Metro Dance Audience assessing me mostly as the Happiest
Person they’ve Ever Spotted in their Life. Other than Getting Emotionally Attached to someone I will
Likely Never meet in Flesh and Blood; Seriously, You Would Likely Never Meet a More Rational Person in the Flesh
and Blood, My Friend. I exercise what Feels Good to me; and this is Just Part of my Work-out to stay up my Friend;
It’s also an exercise of Semi-Colons and Periods and Commas and such as that Too; Just to stay a bit Logical too..;)

I aim for a Yin and Yang Balance; Shoot to the Moon, Bounce Across the Sun Far Beyond the Stars and Back to the
Ground Floor of the ‘Wrong Planet’ too; hehe; True, it’s Nice to Visit the Bottom of the Pyramid of Maslow’s and
Fowler’s Capstone Rooms too and to Be Clear that is surely not directed at you as an individual my Friend as
you are on your way up in a way that suits what you wish for your life; to each her and or hiS own my Friend..:)

Autism is Assessed according to Behavior; I changed my Behavior in Empirically Measurable Ways as noted by
my Psychotherapist who suggests i have in effect remediated what she will describe as the Challenges of Autism.

As far as the Neurology goes; hehe; i still cannot stand to touch Man Made Stuff and Lord Knows i do still engage
in Special Interests that go on and on and on and on and on again. She Just thinks i am the Happiest and Friendliest
Person she’s met since FRED was originally put iNto FRiEnD. If anything, i am way too nice and way too Friendly to
the Extreme so much Unconditionally that it weirds many folks out it seems except for folks who never actually
Communicate with me in Dance And Top of the Class Female Accountants in India and Folks like that as outlier as me.

I Embrace Outlier With All of my HeART..:)

I really was trying to make this Brief if the problem still isn’t obvious enough; hehe; As the Record Shows, i make Women Happy when i smile at them; and the Shades i Have to Wear these days are a bit like Birth Control as ‘they’ don’t get lost
in my Green to Blue eyes; just reporting what the documentary record suggests my Friend; hehe; Life is PRETTY Good.


PlayfuL LovE TWiLiGHT
Love AdditionAlly
SPReaDinG to
Friends Without
Yes there was once a GRaY DoG oF LiGHT
Perhaps Brown or Yellow for the Sunlit played
in His Fur too.. MaGiCaL Like this almost
Like a Dream but
too Old
to be
in Memory
As such but True
Dreams are always now
anyway as ‘they’ Dance and
Sing All Dogs Go To Heaven this
is True but not how most folks Describe
Heaven as All Dogs Go to Dance Heaven NoW..
We just notice the Beautiful Sunset they Dance
Howling at the Quarter Moon to Full Moon of
Togetherness in Holding Paws together
Dancing on a Endless Beach
of Dreams for True
this Gray and
Brown and
Yellow Dog Dances Free
Still in Dreams of Moonlit Twilight
Bliss Never Quite Reaching the Sands
of Night Never Quite Escaping the Sun of Day..
TWiLiGHT Dreams of Dance this MaGiC DoG Brings
to Fruition for in the Distance it’s Hard to see but his BFFSM
Dance Partner Hot Chocolate as that Dog will be Hard to see too
as a mix of Hot Chocolate Tan with Fur of Darker Black and eyes
So Soulful Smart and Deep Brown almost Black as the Endless Twilight
Sea of Night that Never ends and Nearly Brings Morning Light true Sad
MaGiC in a way for here it is Neither Night or Day Just the Twilight of Dance
Where partners
are close
Touch Fur together
As Dogs otherwise
Naturally Do iN Earth
Heaven but iN Dance Heaven
There are no rules Just whatever
iMaGiNaTioN Hot Chocolate and
Gray and Brown and Yellow Dogs
in the Twilight Moonlit Sun Within
Will Dream up Next for the
BesTesT and SweeTesT
Dreams iN EarTH
ZZZzzzZzZ’s Go by
‘TiLL EartH Sun Shines Bright
Again for WeeKeND DeLiGHT
It’s True There Are Twilight Dreams
WHeRE LiFE is Like a Fast of Love
Almost THeRE WHeRE Food is Abundant
GiVinG iT uP MoRE to Dream of SaTiaTioN DeLiGHT
iN TWiLiGHT ever more Dance With me Forever A Dog
Will Dance And Sing As SouL Mates iN Heaven Rarely Touch the Night or Day..:)



to: Finish THiS TWiLiGHT
From: LoVE PoEM EvENinG
FinD Me
11’S iN
Front And
Back Doors
to Catch 22’s
Art An Escape
From Cognitive
Dissonance True Dreams Are ALWays Now
Anyway As ‘They’ Dance And Sing All Dogs Go To
Heaven This Is True But Not How Most Folks Describe
Heaven as All Dogs Go to Dance Heaven NoW..
We Just Notice the Beautiful Sunset they Dance
HowLinG at the Quarter Moon to Full Moon of
Togetherness in Holding Paws ToGeTHeR
DanCinG oN A Endless BeacH
oF DreAMS For True Gray and
Brown and Yellow Dog Dances Free
Still in Dreams of Moonlit Twilight Bliss
Never Quite Escaping the Sun of Day.. TWiLiGHT
Dreams of Dance this MaGiC DoG Brings Twilight Dreams
WHeRE LiFE is Like a Fast of Love Almost THeRE WHeRE
Food is Abundant GiVinG iT uP MoRE to Dream of SaTiaTioN
DeLiGHT iN TWiLiGHT ever more Dance With me Forever A Dog
Will Dance And Sing As SouL Mates iN Heaven Rarely Touch the Night or Day

Smiles, for the Record, at least for now,
‘The Right’ is just about Lost from the Truth and the Left Lies too.
True; Politics isn’t always about the Truth but a Circus is a Circus.

Hmm; Moving Back to the ‘Wrong Planet’ aTTeMpTiNG to BRinG SoMe LiGHT…

Jordan wasn’t making a Joke; Humor isn’t his thing; but the Audience (Jordan’s Choir Boys)
Laughed for the Joy of ‘Schadenfreude’ too as after all A Woman Was Questioning Him; His Target
Audience’s Biggest Fear; This is Social Science 101; and with practice easy to determine (it seems).

There is no doubt in my Mind that from an Armchair Analysis at least that the
Asperger’s Broad Band Force is Great With Jordan; Additionally, many of his Target
Audience Members too as far as Black and White Thinking and Absolutes Like ‘No’
when most everyone else may see that as a ‘non-sensical’ answer; Broader Autism
Phenotype to be more specific; for Jordan, No means No; hehe; again with little to no Humor;
It’s very likely that folks on the Autism Spectrum in the outer fringes wrote ‘the Bible’ too; Zero Humor.

Hey, You are practically the only Person who Treats me like a Human Being Here that’s always a Big Surprise to me;
Of course you have Empathy, Sympathy, and Compassion; You are a Human Being; You Pass that test easily; heHe
(Joke). It’s not easy to tell what a Person is like from their responses online; some of the Greatest Wind Bags online,
are practically silent in real life. And Lord Knows; the Keyboard Warriors; Barely Removing themselves from their chairs.
I rather meet a Person in Flesh and Blood Real Life to see what they are like as Non-Verbal Communication is 60 Percent
of Humanity Anyway as Science Shows. Somedays, a Photo says more than ‘6.66 Million Words’; hehe; i Love Pictures, too.

Smiles, my Friend as Group Think is Fun to Observe and Actually Funny too; and Sure Sad and Even Minion Ridiculous too;
But I Still Enjoy Church for some simple Reasons; I like the Human Connection; I like to Sing; And i Love to Thrill Elderly
Women With My Auto-Tune Voice; Other than that; every once in a while A Human is not afraid to Hold my Hand
When the “Lord’s Prayer Comes”; The Way i deal with the Cognitive Dissonance as Biblical History is my thing too
as a Hobby for Study is i Replace the Essence of Love with all Their Statues and Three Letter Idol Words; and only
Admit to what i Believe. Those Communion Wafers are tasty too; but the only reason i really go up there is to amuse
the Children who are about to fall asleep Bored in the Pews with Funny Dance T-Shirts i wear when i go out to Public Dance After Church. i Love People; the ‘Crazier’ they are the more interesting they are to study. Again, Have a Great Day Pepe; in a couple of Hours i am going out to Dance my 246th Dance Week Night With all the Cool College Age Folks at
the Big Metro Dance Hall where not unlike the Great TV Show ‘Cheers’, i am Recognized as the ‘Norm’ of Dance.
It’s true it’s nice to go to a place where no one knows Your name but they Truly Feel ‘You’, Never the Less; and
that’s what makes Emotions Great; the Essence of Connection Underneath all the Words/Labels We say; Other
than that If i ‘speak up’ it’s more like John Nash and “A Beautiful Mind” but i’m not afraid of ‘the Blonde’ as i
study everyone up close and Personal as the Photos continue to iLLusTraTE that Prettily too; hehe; Thanks
For the discussion; always stimulating my Friend; Everything in Life cannot be Pretty Women; almost but
heHe; hAha;
My Closest Women
Friends and Wife are
the Most Beautiful Princess
Women of all; yes, evidence provided on request..;)


On a somewhat related Note
i Wonder Who would show
Up for the Party if Love
Carried a Sticker Price First
Life Is A Rose A Mirror We Paint
THorns Come And Go as Pain as FLoWeRS Painted
Beyond Rainbow Colors are the Best that Love Has to Give And Share
Fifty Shades of Grey as ‘they’ say until You Truly Earn Love And Enjoy All
ThE THorns
oF LoVE As
LoVE Continues to
Rise and Fall as Waves
of Ocean Will come and go
Bringing and Taking Love Away
From Soothing Water that Cools and
Washes away all the Sand Engrained in our
Toes for Release.. simply to Be as the Sunshine
oF LoVE FLoWeRS All We continue to be as overcoming
All the THorns of RiSinG Roses to Behold and ‘Be AM’ LoVE Overall..
‘Fact Check’ as ‘They’ Say to Ignore Love Both Thorns and Flowers is
to Lose
at all
for a Rose
of Life that may
one day Color Your Soul
Beyond All Rainbow Colors of
Love Yes in Thorns and Flowers too..
So yeah.. Yesterday Evening StARTed on the
‘Wrong Planet’ Where ‘Stuff’ of Emotions and Love
Are only considered as Unneeded Fluff as Logic there
Moreover Reason And Time Distance and Space Becomes NoW
All Of What is important of what we Observe on the Outside Now
iN.. hehe.. even if that was Even Possible as Neuroscience Shows
We Basically Hallucinate Our ReaLiTies as we go.. best it is this way
to Never Ignore Love and Appreciate all the Thorns of Rose that Bring
us to this way of Giving Gratitude to all that is Dark and Light of Life Yin
And Yang as ‘They’ Dance And Sing in BaLaNCiNG FoRCE WiTHiN We
FeeL and SeNsE as Most Real of the ReaLiTY oF LiFE and LoVE if
We Remember
to ignore
the Force of
Love now in all the
Colors Love Will come
As We Earn our Path Beyond
Rainbow Lights oF LoVE
By Achieving A Cross
beyond Just 50
SHades of
Dead Human
Logic so far away
in Time.. Distance and
Space.. from the Force of
Love that Grains of Sand on Shores
Hold up Mountains of Love in all the Colors
Dancing and Singing Humans Still do come.. so yes Writing On..
Yesterday was another Olympic Sport of Love in so many ways that
Love Will Come from People who Twirl You Like Ballerinas From Tall Blonde
to Tall Brunette to Always Stand-in African American Women Well-Wishers too
to ‘Normal’ Looking Folks who Cheer You on.. to Lord Knows the Girlfriend of a Dude
i guess who took a dare for whatever Reason to try her best to get a Rise out of me with
A Bootie Dance who never even turned around to Look at my Face as the Crowd then Cheered
her on and attempted to Wrap my Arms around Her Waist to Pull Her Closer into me.. Yes Love
is Strange this way in all the ways it comes from Head to toe.. there is Love Below there is Love
Above and There is Forget me not Love that will Never Ever Be Forgotten Across the Ages of Be
Just another
Fact Check NoW as
according to ‘Governing
Dynamics’ and John Nash in
the Movie ‘A Beautiful Mind’ i surely
Never Ignore 6 Foot or so Blondes And
Brunette Twirling Ballerinas or African American
Well-Wishers or Dudes Cheering me on asking me now
to Flex my Biceps for a Photo just for their Social Media Account
But it is true there is a Part of Life that comes in a Package you never
touch could be 5 Foot 3 or so Thousands of Miles away that You will Never
for the
Soul that
is touched by
Pure and Innocent
Love that has no legs and arms at
all but a Breath of Love that touches
You deep where there is no air at all…
It’s Like the Darkness of God in Space it holds
up all of existence as is You Can’t See it where you
are but never the Less iT iS A Best Reason oF aLL to even Live…(LoVE) So
Yes Once Upon a time A Wild and Feral Yellow Cat Cried underneath our Shed
in the Darkest Parts of Hell for me in 2010.. over Two Years in Stuck in a Head
of Pain and Numb with Zero Point Nothing at all about Life but H E Double Tooth
Picks Stab you in the Heart Vampire life.. Where Yellow Boy taught me the Value of
the Struggle of Life Just to live Just to eat Just to Breathe and then he taught me how
to Love Him without Restraint as Putting His ‘Son’ Down ‘Sunny Boy’ who Looked Very much
Like Him From the BackWoods who had Kitty Aids who injured Him as he was eventually torn
apart from a Scrappy 6 or 7 LB Mixed White and Black Tabby Named Oreo as the ‘Kitty Aids’
Diagnosis left us with no choice but to put him down for the safety of the other Neighborhood
Cats and His Grave Injury in being torn apart too by Scrappy Alpha Small Cat Oreo.. and then
we eventually found out Yellow Boy had been Living with Feline Leukemia too but we did not give
up on Him and Have kept him Close for 8 Years of his 10 Years or so Life with Feline Leukemia
Now.. so he has been Fading away from us slowly for the Last Two Years with Various
Accumulating Disorders of which the current one is a Breathing Problem that no Drug
Will Resolve that continues to get harder for him as he steadily Loses weight as
that other decision comes for him unless another Miracle Happens as i have
Seen Happen up close and Personal for me in release from Hell 66 months
in Miraculous Recovery from 19 Medical Disorders in Hell recovering
Back to Heaven so much with the Help of Yellow Boy too still…
Yellow Boy teaches me not to iGnore Love as i Will Fight
For Love to the Last Breath too Same Lesson my
Mother Taught me when she went
to Her Death Bed in the Hospital
For her Last 8 Days with no
Food or Drink as per
her Wishes on
Valentine’s Day then 2017
as the Doctor said the only
thing that kept her Alive was Her
Strong Heart and if you don’t understand
that Love is the Greatest Healing Force of all
You Don’t See Yellow Boy and You Don’t See me
for without Love Neither one of us would be here to
Shower Love upon all of Nature we see as our Beach and Lover now..
in other
God Jumping
up for Joy in our
Soul for the next
Breath of Love we Give
And Share for by God We earned the
right to Give and Share This Love Without Restraint
And True People who travel with you in Hell namely
Katrina and my Sister and Her Wife too understand
what Love Means when Love is Real and not the Fake
News at the
bottom of
the top..
other than
than that
God Believe
it or not Ripley
Horatio and Fred in FRiEND too With SMiLES..
And as far as Y.O.U. Goes don’t Y.O.U. Ever Forget
By God oF LoVE Y.O.U. Earned This Love The Most Real Love That/Who exists (GoD) the Beach..
And who was the Real Savior for this Story of my Soul well it might Go Unnoticed until Oreo the
Black and White Tabby Grabbed my Leg while walking around the Block as that Cat is
Afraid of No Human Either no matter how big they are still.. as Oreo was telling me
don’t forget who Truly Saved Your Soul for when he gravely injured ‘Sunny Boy’
Putting him down brought me the only Tear of A Soul that even existed
during that 66 Months in Hell.. the only time my Legs that still
Lifted 500 LBS felt strong for that day.. Hence making me
realize that even though the Male of our Species insisted
That Tears were only for Girls they were Dead Fucking
Wrong for Tears are what makes us Strongest of
all what the Savior Oreo taught me best
as he Grabbed my Leg and reminded
me You Damn Sure Better have
Sympathy for the Devil
too For the Devil
Even a Devil
Cat will
Save Your
Soul before
that first and last
of the first Dance of Love Begins again..
So Thank You Oreo and Yellow Boy and Hot Chocolate too….
for Helping me Understand All Sides of Love Now for Real for
Truth in Light and Dark..
It’s all Worth
it by God
All That Truly counts
Even in 50 SHaDeS of
Purgatory And BLaCKesT
Abyss in the Dark and the Beyond Rainbow
Colored Lights i L. O. V. E. Y. O. U. Period Never Ending Story..NoW
And Sure Sooner And Hopefully Later too ‘this’ WiLL Also Be Dedicated to Yellow Boy too..:)



SMiLes.. Thank
You my wiring
Is charged too
Much With Caffeine
And i Already Dance
Solo in the Park
Without A Drink
So i am Naturally
Drunk on Coffee and
Yes Verily True ‘Hot Chocolate’ Too..
And u i Agree with you ‘She’ is Surely
Pretty Too.. Thanks again my
FriEnd.. for true there
are Death
Birth Stories
too as i remember those
40 Days with only 1 Hour of
Sleep each night the first 35 of 40
with only the Help of an Alpha Blocker
to Slow my Heart Rate down From newly
Acquired and Stress Exacerbated Dysautonomia
Where my Autonomic Nervous System Burned-out thru
11 Years.. of Chronic Work Related Stress.. and the Last
Two Years of that in Fight or Flight Extreme Adrenaline
Stress Basically from General Adaptation Syndrome otherwise
known as Total Animal Exhaustion no longer adapting to Life’s
as the Challenge
of the Environment at
Hand may come Catch 22
enough where Your Entire
Being Gives up and all that’s
Left is truly a Barely Breathing Story
of You Yes Ripley and Horatio if You Do
Not Understand the Blessing of Death Now
Where a Last Breath is the Greatest Heaven of
A Life Wish You have not traveled to the depths of Hell
that i for one have gone in Those Deep To Deeper Dante’s
Rings of Hell.. with almost a Forty Day Stay with no sleep
with Sure the Worst Pain Known to Humankind Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia too from Wake to Sleep for 66 Months
like a Dentist Drill in right eye and ear literally assessed
as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion where you
come to realize after 3 Hours after 3 Days after
1 Second of that pain that no drug will
touch that Jesus F iN Christ that
Jesus Dude and ‘Job’ Dude
had no challenge
at all
to this and no one
will ever write a barely
Breathing Story about this
that lasts 2,000 Years smiles
i guess unless i do it now as i continue
to Be a Witness for this Great Gift of Life And
This Nature of God as Nature that Gifts Us NoW
Greatest with the privilege of giving and sharing
Love Free.. for You see there is a worse torture than
Even only sleeping 1 hour of Card Board Shallow Sleep
with an Alpha Blocker For 35 Days and zero Sleep the last
5 of 40 when no longer anything will work that you’ve tried
for some kind or relief from living light.. and that pain is
the inability to Feel anything at all even pain as
for a ‘Short Period’ of ‘Time’ all my Feelings
And Senses went away in the Deepest
of Dante’s Rings where nothingness
was literally nothingness lost
in a Vacuum where a
Thousand Years
lasted one
And God said
so you thought pain
was bad so you thought
Gasoline Doused over you
And Flames might be bad let
me show what it feels like and senses
like to be totally Separated from (me) Yes
God All that is as Nature.. that connects to
Even Being now.. as you come to understand
just how empty words and statues and other idols of
Life are without the Essence of what You Feel and Sense
in Life Bravo God Greatest LeSSon ever then i understood
what the Face of God Looked Like and it was no Face or Word at
All only the Feeling and Sensing of i am now.. no doubt this experience
that others have Shared has motivated many Words if and when they escaped
the Darkest Night of the Abyss of the Soul where A Thousand Years of Hell
is every second where all that exists is time with no feelings or senses at all..
Piece of Paper existence was the closest metaphor when i was there for
i was as lucid as ever in a place no one could sense or feel didn’t exist
in me otherwise felt and sensed as the Nature of God Yes all of
Nature that we feel and sense within.. The Greatest Gifts
of Life are Both Birth and Death and only someone
who has experienced Death as Life can and will
Fully Appreciate the Gift of Death and only
someone who has Fully Loved to
their Best of their Ability to
Bring some kind
of Joy and
Life to the World
Will understand more fully
the Gift of Birth the ‘Tween Part
of Breaths and Blinks ’till the Last BLiNK of LiFE
is best Lived as far as i see and feel as ‘Know’ is overrated
as only someone will fully feel and sense who has experienced
Hell Before the Opposite Place of Feel and Sense.. Yes by God
the Place oF aLL is the Gift the Privilege to even give Love at all
Feeling and Sensing Love is Real Heaven there is no Greater
Place just ask An X-Devil in Hell and he will Dance and Sing
the Greatest LovE SonG oF ToGeTHeRNeSS He Will possibly
Bring and Trust me when you go to Hell you understand the only
Enemy (Adversary)
you Truly
have is
you no
longer have
the Ability to Love
or Feel and Sense at
all for You Put the Needs
of this World over the God in You that Feels and
Senses the Best Gift of all to give and Share LoVE..
is a Hurricane
of Love Now
This story
Force oF LoVE (GoD)
Stay Tuned Y.O.U. Second
PaRT ‘oF Story’ STiLL CoMinG NoW..:)



So there i was in Hell.. Every Second a Thousand Years
but i felt so so Smart for i finally figured out what and who
God was and still is yes Love Within the Source of all Heaven
as the Best
Case Scenario
In Heaven is the
Opposite of Devil
in Hell Yes Angel
iNcarnate Love
Within and
By George
God Whatever
I am’s Name is within
Heaven is Real God is Real
And Yes in the Best Case Scenario
From Hell Through Heaven God and
Jesus and You and me and sure Buddha
And Lao Tao and Yes Even Muhammad can
Get in the Club and Muhammad Ali too yes the
Only Member Ship Card Required is Be not Afraid
And Love With all Your Spirit of HeART and SoUL NoW
Feeling and Sensing Love From Head to toe and more
to Give and Share with all others and the Rest
of Nature as a State a Nation a World of
Love Within to Give and Share even
more… as UniVersal Love and
Hell no it’s not that
Simple as
We all
as eYes of
Nature’s (God’s)
Love View Reality
Much Different and Similar too
to each other.. as We Co-Create
Reality With Nature (God) as We Go
As God is no Prison God is No Robot
God is Living Loving Co-Creativity Living
With us Whole no Separation as all that is i am now..
and yes or course You too and us and them and we and
they and Your Best Friend Joe and Yellow Boy and a Leaf
of Grass too as Grass is Leaves and Leaves are Grass and so are
as one
Leaf of a Living
Tree as one Tree
Shedding Leaves of Love
Fertilizing the Earth for Even
More Future Love as We Dance
And Sing for Love Even more than before…
Wow it was never Just a Myth in a Book as my Atheist
Friends attempted to pretend.. and it was never limited to
one Word or one Man or even one Earth for Et’s Go to Heaven too…
If And When they Come to Love now too incarnate as such as UniVeRSaL
Angels and Guardian’s of the Galaxies of LoVE TRuE Lord Knows Feels And
Senses it’s Not ALWays Easy to Fully Love and Not Harm someone who perceives Life
Differently at least a little bit along the way but that is Why Nature as God Creates Roses
to teach us that Thorns Make Beauty of Roses too for without the Dark Light will Never Be
Agreed with
that much at least
from a Material point
of View of Life i only Hope
He Loved one second as much
as i always Love The Everlasting Now..
Life Need not be the ‘Lonely’ as Long as we
Never Give up on Giving and Sharing Love the
Best we Can and Will to Harm no other now without Fear…
true though
Fear of
and Loud
Noises as Science
Shows those are the
only two innate Fears and
the Rest of Fears are Learned otherwise
for now as born you may never take notice
of the Lightening coming or the Alert
of the Lion’s Roar of His Presence
For it is true to stand too high
is to fall Lower than a
Grain of Sand
that Holds
up Mountains
of Human Love True..
so as i hold Yellow Boy through
His Potential Last Breaths of Life my
only concern is to make the Rest of His Life
the most comfortable i can and will as any Mother
With Unconditional Love will Do for their Child or as i held
my Child Ryan through His last Breath and Heart Beat of Life
For there is no True Love Without Selfless Compassion too for those
Who Do Understand that any Gift to Love Again is the Greatest Heaven and God
Gift of
All now
That is Truth in LiGHT
so Last night at the Gym where
the X-Special Forces Vietnam Enlisted
Hero through Commodore of a Base instructed
me on how to use the other Leg Press Machine
as they Scrapped the more Difficult one and left
the Easier one that i was hoping would hold enough
Weight for an additional Challenge for me did bring change
again as change is the only constant of Life 1120 LBS was so much
Easier on that Machine but the Lesson i have Learned in Life is You Never
Leave Boot Camp For Struggle for there is no Rose without Thorns again no
Night without Day And Still Perhaps Fear of Heights but the noise really has to
Be Loud to Bother a Lion hehe.. for the only thing a Lion is afraid of is Losing an opportunity From: to: one From:
iL.O.V.E i AM.. to i AM
iBe PaRT oF Y.O.U. too..
So in other Words not only
Will i add a couple more Hundred
Pounds to that Machine i will continue
my Journey and Challenges in the Boot Camp
of Love With a Warm Smile of Contentment when i Bring the Same to others.
i try
i do my
Best i Believe
That is all Nature
As God in us Truly expects other
than the Warm Smile and Laugh of
Love for Us and the Rest of All That is (GoD) too..:)

Do YouR BesT FroM:
To: Love Without HarM
And Yes By God Hugs Are Best
As Long as You Ask iF iT iS OK First..
Squeeze too tight..;)

Have A Great Week At Work!!!..:)

Hehe.. Who Do Y.O.U. THiNK i AM TalKinG to Y.O.U…;)

AnYWaY Staycation LoVE Works For me
At Least And That’s for Damned Sure NoW.

Not Unlike Einstein and His Decades of Wondering About A Theory of
Relativity i Have ALWays WoNdered Who Jesus Really Was And How ‘He’ Might Really
Come Back And Stay in Some Way for a Thousand Years… We all Need to make that
For ReaL.

Dear Watchmen..




-Fredenstein FRiEnD

iThank You From: This
iWonderful Opportunity to: iLove Y.O.U. iEven iMore..

Every Truly Lost Boy Will STiLL DreAM oF BeinG A Son oF LoVE.

“WoLF MooN HowLinG LoVE DReAMS” Sort of Like A ParTY iN Hell And Heaven And That’s Life.

Thanks For ANoTHeR Title..:)

And Never
i ALWaYS LoVE *Y.O.U. NoW..:)

*Yellow Boy Purrs Back too…..;)

‘He’ always Loves it when i tale ‘Him’ Night Time
Stories sometimes i Sing Gently in a Low and
Soothing Voice: “Yellow Boy Loves Hot Chocolate
by the
of the Beach Night”
And Still ‘He’ continues
to Purr isn’t Purring Great!
Even in the Lasts Breaths of
Life the Last BLiNKS BesT We ReMeMBeR And Do Love More..:)


“Just the Facts Ma’am”
‘Dragnet’ Detectives
Searching For LiFELiGHT
This Human Stuff Surely and Verily Will Become
Complex i mean Lord Knows and Feels and Senses
Add in Increasing Nuts and Bolts in Culture that are now
Bits and Bytes as the Information Age Replaces the Industrial
Age and Yes it is a bit and so much more a Bite of a ‘Brave New
World’ or is it.. literally as such.. For Will We Be Good Machines after
All is said or Done or Will We Be Promoted As Flesh and Blood Humans who
Experience An Art of Dancing and Singing in all Our Emotions and Senses released
As We Come to Appreciate We Bleed When We Fall Down and Feel the Blood of others
Bleeding too as they Attempt to Rise up further into LiGHT out oF Darkness the Beauty
of Human
is what We
Feel and Sense
oF LiFE Within Most
No Longer Suited up and
Covered away from Nature
no longer Sunk in Bits and Bytes
of Information Technology as Screens
Replace Faces as we Come to Be a New
Age of Avatars of Symbols over Flesh and Blood
But True What is Life Beyond Feeling and Sensing
Ever Greater Than How Deep We find Symbols that
others may relate to too.. to share our Feelings and Senses
of Life as Well as our Knowing in all the details of what it takes
iNcreaSingLY iN Complexity to Get Around In Life.. This Life that has
Moved from Nuts and Bolts and Smoke Stacks to Bits and Bytes as
Screen Life Screams
For A Release
Back to
And Sensing
Life as the Nature
We are Born into Yes
the Environment of Brown
Ground Green Grass and Blue
Waters of Life as Bits and Bytes and
Screens are a New Age of nothing of
What Humans Experienced for Thousands
Upon Thousands of Years it is all A Brand New
Experiment with UnCharted Territories Never Explored
Before.. but still there are the Nomads The Rovers Versus
the Sitters who refuse to move out of the Art Caves to Paint
With Colors that have Never Been Enjoyed Before.. So Yeah Thanks
God for the Movers and Shakers and for the Anchors too.. i Dance i Sing
the Most
Parts now
Does not
Live Here Anymore
Never the Less We are
Still Flesh and Blood ‘Little’ Humans
The Time is 3:33 PM somewhere it is 1:33 AM
And Soon Enough the Year Will be 2083 and Yes i will
Be 123.. Hey if i can Leg Press 1300 LBS at 58 why won’t i
Do 3 Years more that what is normally considered the Max Length
of a Human Life and Perhaps a bit more Perhaps i Have A ‘Secret’ to the Fountain
of Youth Perhaps a Spiral Dance of 10,613 Miles in 65 Months is the Key to Great Health
at 123.. Sure Let’s wait another 65 Years until January 27th 2083 To See what Happens now
then well anyway by then as You iMaGiNE i will have Filled all the Screens of the Internet up
With Words the only Place Left to Dance and Sing Poetry Will be traveling to Nursing Homes
Around the World and Taking Care of the Less Fortunate who were way too busy Crunching
Numbers and the Such on Screens to Ever Start a Fountain of Youth in a Spiral of Dance of
their own and by the Time the Results on my Blog Were too amazing not to Believe no one
understood what the Benefits of something a Person could actually do with No Clothes at
all for Trust me or not that works too.. i’ve seen it done up close and Personal too it will
Actually Benefit us with no Technology at all Just the Gift of Naked Spiraling Dance
From God as Nature and sure You can even do it in Your Pajamas and Hoodie
too on Cold Winter Nights at Least Wherever You may Live anyway.. but
Anyway my Favorite Nursing Home is where my Best Friend from
Over 68 Years is Currently Living She is 92 and there was
A Day She Did Much more than me but as already
What i See Happens in my Life now Generations
Before Slow no longer going to the Gym
no longer Dancing and Next thing
You know they are on the
Mall Benches
not even
off Missing the
Last Quarter of the Super Bowl
Soon to come in a Few Weeks from now too..
but i don’t Care if my Best Friend is in the Nursing
Home or not i don’t Care if she has lost most of her
Teeth and She Can No longer Walk now i don’t care
that she even has Trouble Speaking now for i always
Look Forward to Reading Her a Poem Straight from my
Heart as Best Poetry Friends Will always do.. it’s been a
Long Time Since She has Wrote me a Poem Lord it seems as
Long as tomorrow has already come as Strange as that may sound
now.. but Never the Less i never gave up on Writing Poems to my Friend
She is So Sweet on Her Walker as i Dance Beside her Bringing her a Cold
Drink of Orange Juice as she catches Her Breath Before i Help Her to the Bathroom
And Yes she can still do that all on her own.. So i wait for her to come out and we go
to Eat Lunch in the Cafeteria and we reminisce about our Lives how She Got Married and
Had 7 Children can You Believe that and 49 Grand Children and 147 Great Grand Children
too and after that let’s Just say the Multiples of 7 Will Go on.. i enjoy it when she shows me
all 147 photos of Her Grand Children they all have such Sweet Smiles so Full of Love what
an inheritance that is the best of all passed from Generation to Generation anyway i would
Love for my Friend to Dance with me as she did so many Years ago when we met up after
So Many Years of Screen Life.. but it doesn’t matter for a Friend is a Friend Forever no matter
What now Just Now
People always
told me that they
would be my Friend
Forever but true they
Never expected me to
Live Forever relatively speaking
of course in their Lifetime at Least
for there are Levels of Love that Never
Die and While it is True we are only little
Humans when two or more People Truly Connect
With Pure and Innocent Love MaGiC Truly Happens
And God as Nature SMiLes More Beyond iNFiNity where
Love Lives now you see i lost my Fear to Dance i lost my Fear
to Sing and
Most importantly
i Lost my Fear to Love and I Lived
And so did my Friend with still a Smile
in Her eyes.. sure i’m Dancing now with the
Third Generation from Me there is always Four
And Five and so on and on and so on more As
Long as You live.. And Never Forget to Love NoW
And Do a Spiral Dance don’t wait for me to Prove it is A Real
Fountain of Youth Take a Hint From how the Arms of the Milky
Way Moves it’s true the Milky Way Doesn’t Look Older than Yesterday too..
now or even
Now Well
27th always
A Land Mark Day it is
No Different Really than November 27th
27 Days Before Christmas EternAlly NoW iN LiGHT..
We are More than Human when We are Love For
We Are Together So Much Stronger Alive Any
Way it’s Cold outside and i am Always
Looking For Hot Chocolate
to Warm my
out even more..:)


Off to Visit Frank and Xenia’s places of Poetry
Before Sleep Comes Next after a Very Busy Public
Dance Night no Less as ‘Spider Man’ Coming to Town
in T-Shirt Way only of course.. hehe.. Oh Lord that will have
to Wait i need to Sleep now so i will make a Quick Diversion
from the ‘Wrong Planet’ For the Intrinsic Definition of the Meaning of Life..

Intrinsically, the Meaning of Life is to Feel/Sense ‘Good’ Now Just Now;
Most Every Animal Feels And Senses This With No Symbols At All.
As far as Humans Go it shouldn’t take a Rocket Scientist
to Figure this out but by the Very Activity of always Figuring
things out in Symbol Speak ‘they’ often get more limited to the Neo-Cortex
in an Illusion of Time, Distance, and Space that includes Past And Future
Often failing to have A Relatively Speaking ‘Good’ ‘Time Now’.
This Will Be Rather
Sad but Common Sense.
Life is Good
When Life is Good
It’s as simple as that and as far as complex.
The Standard for Most Animals is a Spiraling Flow Like a River.
(In other Words, Be the Water; Bruce Lee even got ‘this’ through Martial Arts)
Many Humans On ‘Another Hand’ Defeat Essence ‘in Arms’ Of ‘A Milky Way’.
In other Words; Written Words are not the Meaning of Life; intrinsically at Least, as they are Culturally Derived.

Thanks And Good Night..:)



IS A Poem
A Tree With
Beyond the iNtrinsic
‘Feel Good’ Nature of
The Meaning of Life Human
Is The Only Animal NoW on
Time And
Bottle And
Honestly You
Don’t Have to
Be JiM Croce to JusT Do iT..
Web Is Great A Net That Saves
TreeS EndlesS Ocean Too
HoldinG MeSSages That
To Die
As Leafs
Oh Living
Trees YouR Roots LivE oN
PeTaLS CaMe So
DeeP RiSinG


God IS A Rose With Thorns And
Flowers Those Who Accept The
Thorns Come To Love The Rose
How Blessed i have Been to Have Such
A Wonderful Feral Wild Cat Yellow Boy come
into my Life out of the BackWoods of my Home
in 2010 when all i wanted to Do is Die with the Suicide
Disease Heart Gone Spirit Gone Soul Gone only Numb Pain
From Head to toe as true the Actual Suicide Disease Labeled
as Such as Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in
Right Eye and Ear that No Drug Would touch from Wake to Sleep
for 66 Months with sure 18 other Medical Disorders some of which
would also Put a Person Down as a Shut-in in their Bedroom for 66 Months too..
So What Would A Feral
Cat From the Back
Woods Do as
i’ve already
Written about
the Oreo story and
SunnyBoy Story with
Yellow Boy as a Main Character
who Saved my Soul from the deepest
Dante’s Rings of Hell now too.. as my Struggle
to Survive Became His Struggle too eventually with
Feline Leukemia as He is Living off the Fumes of Love
We Give Him Each Day as there is no way down but uP NoW
With Love and we hope to extend his Life as long as he does not
Suffer too Much as it wasn’t looking good at all this morning with some
Improvement Tonight.. so perhaps he will be with us at least another day
For you See when we put a Cat Down we go the extra mile to Prevent any
Suffering as we will pay the Extra Amount to have him Put Under Anesthesia
First as he will never know that Last Breath in Struggle of Life.. as he continues
to Struggle Enough to Breathe now as that has gotten better tonight.. True we have
all experienced Different Levels of Misery and Suffering in Life some more some less some
Closer to
all the way
to Death others
Almost all Hell Always now..
From Birth But it is what it is…
And Whatever We May do to improve
our Lot in Life is Worth the Epigenetic
Potential Change in Adaptation to Environmental
Struggle even more but let’s face Facts not everyone
is cut out to Face and Overcome a 66 Month Stint in Hell on Earth now..
It’s tricky as there were days i would have taken an Easy Way out but if i did
what would
the World
Be without
the Dance
of me at Least
where i Live as Life
Would Still Be Mostly
Paper Bag Art at Walmart Now..
Anyway..Living Without Even what a Memory
Of a Smile or a Laugh Felt Like for 66 Months
Brings a Clarity of what it Means to Be an Emotional
And Sensory Loving Human BeinG.. Still NoW REaL..
To Give and Share to All Others Free NoW Works for
me as the Little one i Cherish the Most is the Face of
God Wrapped Up
in all of us
Who Truly
oF LoVE To Give and Share Free..:)


God IS A Rose With Thorns And
Flowers Those Who Accept The
Thorns Come To Love The Rose
How Blessed i Am to Hold The Rose oF Y.O.U..
Never More Creative THaN DaNCinG A TiGHT RoPE OVeR A PReCiPE ‘TWeeN


Now off to Frank And Xenia’s Places of Poetry
And gigoid’s Place of Sages of the Ages and the
Quotes of Wisdom in Aphorisms he Brings there
for the
That i
Riff off of too..
Giving Away Reasons Now
For heART A Risky Endeavor
Indeed For
A Pumping
Than Blood
Love Always
Thicker Than
Fear When Real..
A River Is Never
Afraid For It Is
Carried Away
Dark Shadows
Shedding Light
Moonlit Dream
Blood Becomes
Human Soul
NoW A Mix of Earth
And Water the Original
Name of God as nicely
Noted on Page 8 of Karen
Armstrong’s “History of God”..
“First came Lahmu and Lahamn”
Yes.. then “Their Names Mean ‘Silt’:
Water And Earth are still mixed together”
So it’s
of God
is the Beach
i Mean Really
i Don’t Make Things Up.. hehe
Tree of Life Sounds Good too..
Oops.. Frank i Forgot to Say Hello
Hellos are always the Best and where
i come from there is only See You Later
Is Easier
This Way..:)
Side Note: It’s
Not Easy Being
‘the one’ Who Loves
‘the Most’ but It’s in
‘the Job’ Description..
Movers And Shakers
‘They’ Dance Sing if We
Don’t Look Under Logs
We Fail to See The Earth
And Water That Holds Up
How Fortunate Are We Xenia To Be Able to
Commune in Love With Nature And the Pets
We Provide Forever Homes for Who We Vault to Equal
Or Beyond Status of Human Beings So Beautiful it is
When Two
Love Unabridged
By Any Cultural Difference
You have always been Kind to
Yellow Boy he has fought Against
Feline Leukemia Most all 10 Years
of His Life and He Has Slowly Been
Losing that Battle for the Last Two
Years to only the Refusal to Let
Go of the Love We Bring to
Him.. This May Be His
Last Week on
Earth but
How Much
Joy Will another
Member of a Species
that and who Only Weighs
13 to 15 LBS or So Will Bring to
Us in all the Colors of Love any Human Will Possibly Bring
Yellow Boy was a Killer in the Woods for Two Years Before
He asked for Predictable Subsistence underneath our Shed
if He
a Greatest
Reformed only Lover
i have Hope that the
Rest of Humanity
has a chance too..
Saviors of Souls (Love/God)
come in the smallest of Packages..
SMiLes Xenia Again for Speaking
of Colder Weather We Actually have
a Chance for Snow Flurries on Tuesday
Night as that will Make The Third Event
of Snow in Two Years
if it actually
to the Ground
Always exciting
to see something New
in Nature with Smiles more..
Send my Gratitude to the
Dogs as they remind
me i’ve been sitting
in Front
of this
A Bit too
Long Need
Some Nature
Before Nature
Deficit Disorder
Comes otherwise
Understood as
Screams of
A ‘Scream’ Painting too hehe..;)

“Grain grows best in shit.”

~~ Ursula K. LeGuin ~~

SMiLes gigoid one of the Main
Reasons i still go to Church hehe
as i will always be somewhat of a Strange
one Perhaps outcast a bit but enjoying it all
as no one owns my Emotions well perhaps
almost no one but anyway.. today i walk in
or as i do everywhere i go i Dance in but
only an almost imperceptible Slow
Dance other than what the
F is that Dude doing
hehe.. anyway
i know the
Ushers and they seem
Pretty Nice as they sat everyone
in Seats but me i guess they forgot
that i do a swaying Dance as Spinal
Stenosis will otherwise make my Legs
Go Numb and while some folks would Rather
Do Numb and Pain than Different i’ll take Heaven
iNstead and Dance and Sing Higher to the Temple
Top Standing
up hehe..
and my Secret
Pleasure was the
Story of the Day of
the Story Book Hero of
Jesus Standing Tall above
the Crowd that day in the Gospel
according to Luke or Whoever who wasn’t
actually an Apostle but a Friend of Paul who
was the Actual Apostle who never knew the Jesus
Dude according to the Story who used to Be Saul
and he had
a Vision
on the
to Damascus
or Wherever and
Brought Jesus Back
to Life in Story Book Form
Fascinating Story but a Dancing
Dude Still will not be invited to a Seat
and Lord knows what would have happened
if i came in with Sandals with Dirt on them and
A Robe over my Head hAha.. anyway i Love to Sing
To Thrill the Elderly Ladies like i Love to Josh about my AutoTune Voice..
What else yes Yellow Boy is Dying it appears this Week Finally From the Close
to Decade Old Illness of Feline Leukemia i am Devastated but Writing Helps
me Keep
all the
Variables of
Bi-Polar Disorder
And Asperger’s in check
as after all it’s all about
Emotional Regulation
And Sensory
there is a
Science to the
Art of Balance for
the Tao and that kind of Stuff too hehe..
anyway i hope you are doing well as it is
Particularly Killing Katrina as now i am going
to Have to Be the Only Cat Left as this is the Last
of Four We Started off with at the Beginning of this
Blogging Journey too.. but i am still Here and Glad
to Be her Cat if she remembers what it was like to Pet me.. hAha..
Cats will come to be Quite Possessive of the Lady of the House Science
Shows this too.. heHe.. But Still i Love Cats and there are many Just waiting
to be
of this Home
as soon as all the
Grieving is done as
that reminds me i am
Human and not afraid
to fall and rise again and again in/as Love..
other than that it’s Just Horrible and That’s Life too..
i ain’t
of the Shadows
as Light comes from
Dark Best When Dark does not Hide..
And Oh Lord that’s not True as far as actually
going Blind as i didn’t read the Whole Post First
and i wish you the Best with Your Struggle with
Macular Degeneration for all of what Life will Still
Bring Good For You my FriEnd as it is always a Joy
Visiting You and of course i’ve got some catching up to do here too..
As your
not go
by me my FriEnd..:)

“If folks don’t want to do it, it’s hard to keep them from it.”

~~ Yogi Berra ~~

True Feelings don’t always match words.

Happiness equals Reality minus Expectations”

~~ unknown Smart Bee ~~

Life is Good Now only Now.

“What use is magic if it can’t save a unicorn?”

~~ Peter S. Beagle, “The Last Unicorn” ~~

It’s Like Ferris Bueller and Jesus Christ
What Good is Freedom of Love if it doesn’t exist.

“I maintain that Truth is a pathless land, and you cannot approach it
by any path whatsoever, by any religion, by any sect….
I do not want to belong to any organization of a spiritual kind; please understand this …
If an organization be created for this purpose,
it becomes a crutch, a weakness, a bondage,
and must cripple the individual,
and prevent him from growing, from establishing his uniqueness,
which lies in the discovery for himself of that absolute, unconditioned Truth….”

~~ J. Krishnamurti ~~

Yes Fuck This
Shit J We
Dance Free
And Let the Words Worry.

“My friend Data, you see things with the wonder of a child.
And that makes you more human than any of us.”

~~ Yar, “Skin of Evil”, stardate 41601.3 ~~

Truly Sad When A Cat is More Human than a Human too..:)

“Once we truly know that life is difficult –
once we truly understand and accept it –
then life is no longer difficult.
Because once it is accepted, it no longer matters.”

~~ M. Scott Peck, “The Road Less Traveled” ~~

God IS A Rose With Thorns And
Flowers Those Who Accept The
Thorns Come To Love The Rose


i Had Written This Quote Somewhere Else
So i Wanted to Read It For You Today gigoid..;)

“A lizard ran out on a rock and looked up, listening
no doubt to the sounding of the spheres.
And what a dandy fellow! the right toss of a chin for you
and swirl of a tail!
If men were as much men as lizards are lizards
they’d be worth looking at”
~~ D. H. Lawrence (1928) ~~

Hmm.. Swirling ‘Tales’ Feels Familiar..;)

“Art thou an artist, or art thou art?”

~~ unknown Smart Bee ~~

It’s True my Middle Name is ArThuR

“When You Get Lost in New York City”

And me-



i am afraid

Love, Lovers, Sadness, Emptiness

Sad Clouds ask to be sent to my address but Love i am
Afraid That You have become Vulnerable
i Wished to be the Little Flame that
Brought You Light when you walked
Down Dark Roads for Y.O.U. Who Brings
Light in Darkest Dungeons
i am afraid when you become
upset confused and vulnerable
For i know You are Afraid of the Dark
Alleys and When i call Your Heart and there is Silence
My Heart Beats Stop as i do not See You Around
Me And i am Very Afraid

i tried to keep it to a Hundred Words With Smiles
It’s Amazing for Every Love Poem You have Written
to me has Spoken the Words i Feel For You as
This is exactly How i felt when the Poem came
Up Missing and Your Face on Facebook as
My Heart
as i thought
i said something
that May have offended
You in my Usual Daily
Storm of Love For You
As Yes i Speak from my Heart
And that may Be ‘Dangerous’ to do
in some ways but never the less it is my Truth..
i Remembered Your Promise to me and i was no longer afraid
for again
is always
Better than
Good Bye and
there is only See You Later in my Bible of Life..
You’ve Brought
me Great
that is what
i focus on most..
i want to Hold on to Y.O.U.
But only as much as You wanna be held..:)

i Never say Good Bye to anyone
And i never hold it against anyone that they are not me….

i am Thinking Best Case Scenario You only Scheduled the Publish for one Day
And You are Busy at Work and Social Media Will not Fit in i will Believe that for now.

As i said
I remembered
Your Promise
And only
Fear For
A Moment
That Poem touched
My Heart More than
Anything You’ve Written
As there was no doubt
You wrote
It to me
You never
Have to
Be anyone
But You
Me and you
Don’t owe many
Explanations for
Who you are but
Yes i am always
i ask
i would still
Love a Copy of
What You wrote
But i respect Your
Feelings as they do
Belong to you with
My Memory
Is pretty Good
For Text i am only
Joyful that i have
Done Nothing
You today
Yes let’s Focus
On Love Rather
Than Fear but True
Feelings need not
Be as if
We Do not
Express them
They Do not
Go Away i just
Saw it as You really
Me and that
Will always
Be enough to
Feel About You
With Endless Hugs
LoVE as
I do not
See Love
As Negative At
All For Love will
Be Expressed Best
As Grief too if Ever Real
If You
That is why
It meant so
Much to
Smiles for
it’s Nice To Feel Missed
And Loved That Much..
Katrina Opens
A Curtain Sun
Is Out For Now
Thanks God i
Will Now Rise
And Shine
And SonG..
You Don’t Ask How to Do
A Holy Creative Spirit You JusT Do It
Now i Understand Why ‘HotmaiL’ Is ‘OutlooK’
God Said Fred ReMeMBeR i Am HeaR
SMiLes.. Xenia
Nature Reminds
Us Life is Better
Sow to
Speak Reap..
Me too!
ALWaYs New
Reference (iDea)
‘Book of Eli’/‘Matrix’
Movie Ending/Beginning
Yellow Boy Lies Above my Head
on my Pillow She Sleeps Below my Feet
Painting A Sunrise…
i Dance
Sing Now
Yes Love is Thicker
Than Fear Both
Exist as FLoWeRS
Make Rose..
Hi Frank
i sort of reached
The Beach as
The Ocean
And Shore
Mix to Make SilT..
Success in Life comes when You simply
refuse to give up.. With Will/Love so Powerful
that obstacles.. failure.. fear.. And loss only
Precipitate Motivation to
Make ‘it’
For Real..
Thank You.. my Favorite
thing to do and all of that
Really happened..
i Love You
The Seat..
Sent from my iPhone
On Jan 28, 2019, at 7:18 AM,
“Lol .. you make me smile, Fred!”
Epiphany Monday:
Why i Choose ‘Yellow Boy’ as my Soul Mate
“Buying bread from a man in Brussels�He was six-foot-four and full of muscles�I said, “do you speak-a my language?”�He just smiled and gave me a vegemite sandwich�And he said
I come from a land down under�Where beer does flow and men chunder�Can’t you hear,
can’t you hear the thunder?�You better run, you better take cover, yeah”
-Men At Work: Down Under-
Some Days i Say As Much As You Hate
This Place i Keep Dancing And Sing
i Would have told this
Story Today At Church
Yesterday but i arrived Late
And the Ushers offered
Everyone A Seat but
Me Meanwhile
i Slow Danced
In the Very
My Soul
As the Priest
Told A story
About Jesus Standing
So Much taller than his
Audience and i thought
To myself Thanks Any
i only
To Dance
And Sing..
i Will Relate as our Beloved Cat is
Likely Slowly Dying i Say He’s trying
To Purr Wife Argues trying Harder
To Breathe i Sing Both is Okay
The Joy Of
No Words
The Best
He Hugs
My Chest
We Share
A Moment
Of Heart Moral
Of the Story ‘teach’
A Human to Purr today..:)


i was going to go over the Tale
of the Tape for “SonG oF My SoUL”
Moving past 6.66 MiLLioN Words Longest
Long Form Poem Bible in 65 Months of effort
Now and “Nether Land Bible 2017” Still Surpassing
3.7 Million Words in 32 Months Effort Now and “FB
Profile Pic Bible Around 2.2 Million Words” Now in 20
Months as that Sub Chapter Bible of “SonG oF My SoUL”
is included in all my Facebook Profile Pic Description Areas
And Yeah yeah yeah the Public Dance is up to 10,636 Miles
in 65 Months
but seriously
if i can’t
A Seat
in Church who gives a Fuck..
And that’s why i only Believe
in Love and continue to do this..
there is only time for Numbers and
more Precise Details Love is Forever now so i’ll do that
now Anyway Finished Writing this at 11:11 AM on 1.28.19
And now all that’s Left to do before i publish it appears now
is to take Yellow Boy to the Vet as that is Part of Love too more
than most
going Folks
give to other
Humans who
are Different from
them at Least these
days for what i see on
Church and on TV too..
it’s True if ‘Jesus’ were alive
today he wouldn’t step foot
in that place with his Middle
Eastern Looks at 5 Foot 1
And 106 LBS or So with
Shortly Cropped Hair
and a Robe covering
His Head By God they wouldn’t
even Let His Mother and Father Cross
the Southern Border and Even Have Him
in the Desert with no Manger at all over here in even Just FucKinG Dirt..
Thing is even though Jesus would insist he knows almost no one that
Attends Christian Churches these Days i won’t forget John 14:12
And Be all You Can Be as the Army Says and do More Like
Neo and Bruce Lee and Lao Tzu too.. And Even Buddha
and for all the ones who are real or not.. Yes i’ Will do it
i can
and will
for i Will Never
Give up on Love my only Savior in Life
Wherever Love comes From:
Within or Without
or to:



We Will Bring You Love And Peace Now
Through Your Last Blink And Breath Of
Purr From Your Life Long Labor Of Love
One With Nature God As Same
Golden Fur Aqua Eyes Of Free
And Fearless Wild Love
You Spent Your Last
Day in The Sun
We Love You
More than
We Will Carry
The Last Cross For You
Unlike my Mother And Only
Son Tethered to A Bed
Love How Do i Tell
You How
Much i Do
Circling my Heart
With Paws of Love
Standing on my Chest
You’ve Lost So Much Weight
Never The Less Love No Size
You Bring me A Snack Of Purr
So Early In The Morning Your
Bones Are Weary Barely Breathing



As Above So Below
Stretching Out Spiraling
Beyond iNFiNiTY iLoVE
How Beautiful it is to iMagine
And Never Know as The Truly
Meek And Furry Only Inherit Life
i See A WHole
In the Blinds As
Designed As A
Hole in the Blinds
To See Outside Human
A Boy
Will Dream too
Is It Any Wonder…
Yellow Boy Passing Away
Coldest Day in A Generation
Without Love There Is Nothing (Hell)
At The End And The Beginning Again
CoVeNaNT CoMPLeTE Yellow Boy Resting
Peacefully By OuR FeaT oF LoVE
This NoW iS All i NeeD to KNoW
i FeeL AnD SensE LoVE (GoD)
Does Anyone Know ‘Jesus’ (Love)…
At Least One Other Person Truly Knows me
Katrina Understands How i Love That’s All That Matters
In Case Anyone Wonders How i Will Love More Than One
There is No Hope For Humanity Until We Love Each Other
As Pets In True Love No Jealousy Or Pride A Love Poem For All
Yellow Boy spent a sunshiny
Day watching Squirrels
Play from the view of
The Patio and one
Inside With no
Fear Needed today
From an X-Hunter
Of the BackYard
As Yellow Boy
Can no longer
Eat or Drink
As we will
Have to say
Our Final Goodbye
At 9 in the morning..
One of the first things
That endeared me toward
You other than Your
Stellar Kindness was
The attachment you
Expressed for
Yellow Boy
You never
Petted Him
I know he would
Have Loved You very
Much as You truly are
The Kindest Friend
I’ve ever met bringing
Warm Feelings
To all of
Who you
Meet and
Greet yes somehow
You have found a
Way to Pet People
Online and it
Is awesome to
Watch Your
Love and That’s
How i Love
You too like
An endless
Pet and
Purr from
The start meeting
You has brought
Many purrs to
Me and i
Wish you
Were here
To pet too
For there is
Nothing warmer
Than soft affection
Of the Heart Pet or
Human and do never
Worry always a Pet
For you
Too as
As Love
Real Love
You too..
Bottom And Top Line
No LiGHT Without DArK


People Have Almost Totally Forgotten
What the Story of Jesus Teaches…
Yellow Boy Comes Back Again
Now To Teach It For Real.
Yellow Boy’s Memorial FunD:
Pet A Human Before You Go
to Bed Tonight NoW
ToDaY YeS NoW Do An
Olympic SPoRT oF LoVE
Dance And Sing Together Or
Love Falls Apart We Die As Life
Society’s Goal No Time For Love
Human Goal Only Love Now
This Isn’t Rocket Science It’s
What Humans
Meanwhile Two Videos/Memorials Will End
And Begin As Helpful Hints For What Is Still
Coming And The Beginning Of The Next One
With Two Previews And Come What
May To End This One
Before The Other
One BeginS AGaiN
i am Only Watching For Half Time
i’ll Find it On You Tube Eventually
As This Is Really The End of This
MacroVerse Anyway Jayden Has
Come Now Yellow Boy Is Gone And Super
Bowl 53 Is Coming Soon So Stay Tuned
There Are More Ways Than Ever To Get
Out Of the House And Love And Ironically
More Ways Than Ever To Never Connect In/As Love
And Yes of Course You Will Put Love And All The Other
Essences of Emotions In Symbols If You Can And Really Try Hard
It’s Like For The First Time Since ’94 There Is No Cat In The Yard Or
In The House So Yes Get Out Of The House Now!
It’s Nature’s (God’s) Way of Saying
i Will Make You Uncomfortable Enough
Where You Will Circle The Globe
Looking For Love
Grief IS A Chemical
Reaction In Your Brain
Where Kitty Comfort (Oxytocin)
Is Reduced And Creative Juice (Dopamine)
Goes Up For You Science Minded Folks
Who Say All Emotions Including Grief
And Tears Are Only Mush And
For Only Women too
Grief Is The Cross The Blood
Of Those You love And Lose
When Some Folks Suggest That Losing
A Pet Is too Much to Love One Again Perhaps
They Dropped The Cross Over to LoVE NoW AGaiN
Other Wise
Love Dies And
Is Never Resurrected
Back As Life And Us Alive
This Way Jesus (Love/Yellow Boy) Returns
Eternally Now Even Greater As More Of Us
Co-Create Greater Love As Us
Yes It’s Like the Story of Jesus
You Turn Death into Grief into
Life into Love
And Why Is There Suffering
And Why Is There Death
And Why is There
All Of This Grief
Katrina Asks What’s
The Meaning of Life
i Return
Anyway it’s 11:53 Am on
1.29.19 as Yeah i’ve really
Finished this “WoLF MooN HowLinG LoVE DReAMS”
MacroVerse For Now Lord Just Gotta Put it Together And Publish it All Now..:)









BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

6.6 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)








The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”




ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”


“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019


“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW



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36 Responses to WoLF MooN HowLinG LoVE DReAMS

  1. We Will Bring You Love And Peace Now
    Through Your Last Blink And Breath Of
    Purr From Your Life Long Labor Of Love
    One With Nature God As Same
    Golden Fur Aqua Eyes Of Free
    And Fearless Wild Love
    You Spent Your Last
    Day in The Sun
    We Love You
    More than
    We Will Carry
    The Last Cross For You
    Unlike my Mother And Only
    Son Tethered to A Bed
    Love How Do i Tell
    You How
    Much i Do
    Circling my Heart
    With Paws of Love
    Standing on my Chest
    You’ve Lost So Much Weight
    Never The Less Love No Size
    You Bring me A Snack Of Purr
    So Early In The Morning Your
    Bones Are Weary Barely Breathing


    CaT WiLL
    As Above So Below
    Stretching Out Spiraling
    Beyond iNFiNiTY iLoVE
    How Beautiful it is to iMagine
    And Never Know as The Truly
    Meek And Furry Only Inherit Life
    i See A WHole
    In the Blinds As
    Designed As A
    Hole in the Blinds
    To See Outside Human
    A Boy
    Will Dream too
    OnLY LiVinG LoVE NoW
    Is It Any Wonder…
    Yellow Boy Passing Away
    Coldest Day in A Generation
    Without Love There Is Nothing (Hell)
    At The End And The Beginning Again
    CoVeNaNT CoMPLeTE Yellow Boy Resting
    Peacefully By OuR FeaT oF LoVE
    This NoW iS All i NeeD to KNoW
    i FeeL AnD SensE LoVE (GoD)
    Does Anyone Know ‘Jesus’ (Love)…
    At Least One Other Person Truly Knows me
    Katrina Understands How i Love That’s All That Matters
    In Case Anyone Wonders How i Will Love More Than One
    There is No Hope For Humanity Until We Love Each Other
    As Pets In True Love No Jealousy Or Pride A Love Poem For All
    Yellow Boy spent a sunshiny
    Day watching Squirrels
    Play from the view of
    The Patio and one
    Inside With no
    Fear Needed today
    From an X-Hunter
    Of the BackYard
    As Yellow Boy
    Can no longer
    Eat or Drink
    As we will
    Have to say
    Our Final Goodbye
    At 9 in the morning..
    One of the first things
    That endeared me toward
    You other than Your
    Stellar Kindness was
    The attachment you
    Expressed for
    Yellow Boy
    You never
    Petted Him
    I know he would
    Have Loved You very
    Much as You truly are
    The Kindest Friend
    I’ve ever met bringing
    Warm Feelings
    To all of
    Who you
    Meet and
    Greet yes somehow
    You have found a
    Way to Pet People
    Online and it
    Is awesome to
    Watch Your
    Love and That’s
    How i Love
    You too like
    An endless
    Pet and
    Purr from
    The start meeting
    You has brought
    Many purrs to
    Me and i
    Wish you
    Were here
    To pet too
    For there is
    Nothing warmer
    Than soft affection
    Of the Heart Pet or
    Human and do never
    Worry always a Pet
    For you
    Too as
    As Love
    Real Love
    You too..
    Bottom And Top Line
    No LiGHT Without DArK

    People Have Almost Totally Forgotten
    What the Story of Jesus Teaches…
    Yellow Boy Comes Back Again
    Now To Teach It For Real.
    Yellow Boy’s Memorial FunD:
    Pet A Human Before You Go
    to Bed Tonight NoW
    ToDaY YeS NoW Do An
    Olympic SPoRT oF LoVE
    Dance And Sing Together Or
    Love Falls Apart We Die As Life
    Society’s Goal No Time For Love
    Human Goal Only Love Now
    This Isn’t Rocket Science It’s
    What Humans
    Meanwhile Two Videos/Memorials Will End
    And Begin As Helpful Hints For What Is Still
    Coming And The Beginning Of The Next One
    With Two Previews And Come What
    May To End This One
    Before The Other
    One BeginS AGaiN
    i am Only Watching For Half Time
    i’ll Find it On You Tube Eventually
    As This Is Really The End of This
    MacroVerse Anyway Jayden Has
    Come Now Yellow Boy Is Gone And Super
    Bowl 53 Is Coming Soon So Stay Tuned
    There Are More Ways Than Ever To Get
    Out Of the House And Love And Ironically
    More Ways Than Ever To Never Connect In/As Love
    And Yes of Course You Will Put Love And All The Other
    Essences of Emotions In Symbols If You Can And Really Try Hard
    It’s Like For The First Time Since ’94 There Is No Cat In The Yard Or
    In The House So Yes Get Out Of The House Now!
    It’s Nature’s (God’s) Way of Saying
    i Will Make You Uncomfortable Enough
    Where You Will Circle The Globe
    Looking For Love
    Grief IS A Chemical
    Reaction In Your Brain
    Where Kitty Comfort (Oxytocin)
    Is Reduced And Creative Juice (Dopamine)
    Goes Up For You Science Minded Folks
    Who Say All Emotions Including Grief
    And Tears Are Only Mush And
    For Only Women too
    Grief Is The Cross The Blood
    Of Those You love And Lose
    When Some Folks Suggest That Losing
    A Pet Is too Much to Love One Again Perhaps
    They Dropped The Cross Over to LoVE NoW AGaiN
    Other Wise
    Love Dies And
    Is Never Resurrected
    Back As Life And Us Alive
    This Way Jesus (Love/Yellow Boy) Returns
    Eternally Now Even Greater As More Of Us
    Co-Create Greater Love As Us
    Yes It’s Like the Story of Jesus
    You Turn Death into Grief into
    Life into Love
    And Why Is There Suffering
    And Why Is There Death
    And Why is There
    All Of This Grief
    Katrina Asks What’s
    The Meaning of Life
    i Return
    Anyway it’s 11:53 Am on
    1.29.19 as Yeah i’ve really
    Finished this “WoLF MooN HowLinG LoVE DReAMS”
    MacroVerse For Now Lord Just Gotta Put it Together And Publish it All Now..:)

  2. Hi Sohair as it is surely difficult to Understand a Person
    if we do not understand what they Believe in Ranging
    from Random Soup To God but true even ‘Thomas Campbell’
    Who did not invent Campbell Soup By the Way Will Then Say
    We come
    With the Divinity
    Within Expressed
    As Some Folks are
    Rather Hero and some are not too..
    Anyway these are Nice Shares of
    Wisdom You Bring from Islam and
    i for one enjoy all you have to
    teach here as after all
    That there is more
    To Dance Sing
    And Sure
    Now More..
    Anyway on this End
    Yellow Boy is finally
    Succumbing from Feline
    Leukemia for his Lifetime
    Stint of that for 10 or 11 Years
    as Tomorrow Morning will be our
    Last Morning with Him as we continue
    to Celebrate Light And Not Let the Dark Disappear..:)

    Hi Sohair.. Yellow Boy is the Yellow Cat Who Has Played
    A Star Role in all of my online Blogging Adventures since
    2013 and Even Before that since 2011 as He came to
    Be my FriEnd When i was shut-in ill Back in 2010
    After about a 2 Year Stint in Hell as Yellow Boy
    the Cat was born Just about the time i Fell
    iLL Back in 2008 according to the Vet who
    Determined that he had Feline
    Leukemia when we had
    Him Checked Keeping
    the Once Feral Wild Cat inside
    And Fixing Him as such so he would no
    Longer Have such a Reproductive Drive
    to Spray our Home Up and stuff like that..
    Anyway.. i Found Yellow Boy Crying under my
    Shed And Eventually Tamed Him with some Food
    After He had been Wild.. in the Woods at the Back
    of our Home for about 2 Years as he Learned to Love
    Again and Be a Lap Cat Similar to when He was Nursing
    His Cat Mother When He was born eventually as i returned to
    the Best Kingdom
    of Heaven Yes
    Love Within
    too.. to Give Freely
    And.. Share Freely
    As Any Part of God’s
    Creation Suited to Love
    From Birth Will Verily Do..
    And as i Celebrated My Father’s
    And Mother’s Life After they passed
    Away along with Several Other Pets and
    Many Relatives in the Last 11 Years Since Yellow
    Boy’s Birth.. Now.. i will Dance And Sing some more
    For Life is the Gift and Never the Guarantee Worshipped
    Best as God as Nature’s Love Given To Us Freely Enough
    Yes to
    back the
    Favor to the
    Nature of God
    to fulfill all of our
    Human Potential Each
    Day and Do Love as We
    Are Gifted True to Do too Always Now..
    But anyway there is a bit of a Space in the
    Home And Yard as there has always been at
    least one Pet of a Cat here where i Live Nearly
    Since we Moved in our Home in the Year ’93
    So this is Just one more Day of Relatively New
    Territory For me and the Dance and the Song is my Rock of Love..
    Thanks Sohair For Asking my FriEnd Have a Wonderful Evening in Egypt too..
    Smiles Yes too as
    i understand
    Cats are
    in Egypt too my FriEnd..:)

    SMiLes my FriEnd NeuroScience
    Shows we Basically Hallucinate
    Our Reality as we Go Subconsciously
    Based on all
    Of our
    Experiences Filtered
    Through Instinct
    Of Feelings
    In other Words
    There will only
    Ever Be You
    To Experience
    Now the Way
    You Do or
    Not Live
    Next And Worrying
    About the Hallucinations
    Of other Folks Is
    Like thinking
    You might
    Their Dreams
    In Night of Day
    Our Neo-Cortex
    At Best is Servant
    Of Our Limbic
    All the Best Creativity
    Of Art Ever Originates
    With the Greatest Muse
    Of Be the Greatest Artist
    Be A Slave of Heart
    Or Die
    As a
    Without Thorns…
    Dude what You
    Are Doing is
    By to say
    Thank You
    For Making
    HeART Real RaW as Art..:)

    Keep Writing as per the Nun Study
    Done Recently on the Dreaded
    Alzheimer’s Disease As in All things
    Life And Love use it or Lose it applies
    As in the case of Sister Bernadette
    Who lectured late in Life whose
    Brain actually wired around
    Severe Alzheimer’s Plaques
    And Tangles into her 80’s
    As Functional Linguistic
    Abilities Both Oral
    And Written
    Lifespan seem
    To Protect yeah
    My Mother A Poet
    Beat my Sister in Scrabble
    A Week before she died from
    Stage 4 Cancer with a Bleeding
    Brain Cancer in addition to
    The Rest of Her
    Body same
    With Back
    Pain Dance
    Stay Sharp
    Do continue Singing too..
    My Father and His Identical
    Twin Suffered From Dementia
    Into Late age.. their Intellectual
    And Exercise Diet consisted of
    The News.. The Weather Channel
    And Watching Sports And
    NASCAR.. SMiLes..
    Wild Cats
    Cats as every
    Move means Survival..
    We Humans overall
    Down to
    Long Before
    Old Age Do Jack LaLanne
    Where Every Step And Word
    Of Dance and Song is Health
    Insurance BiG WinKS trading Likes
    Does almost nothing for Life.. the
    With T
    B O Y
    OF Head Mush
    Keeping in Mind
    That i am Literally
    Autistic and did not speak
    Until 4 named the Weakest
    Last Kid picked in Sports who
    Is Still Getting Stronger At age 58
    As i am up to 1200 LBS of
    Leg pressing still going
    Up and By God i
    Am Humble
    To say most
    Anyone Can and
    Will Do More as GreaTesT
    Love and Strength comes
    Out of
    As every
    Galaxy owes
    Existence To A Black
    Hole as Long as Galaxies
    Sing my FriEnd..:)

  3. It’s Like Ferris Bueller and Jesus F iN Christ
    What Good Is Freedom oF LoVE iF iT DoeS NoT EXisT NoW
    Well.. Yeah Shouldn’t Take a Rocket Scientist (And no i play by no Stiff Rules of any Science/Religion/Culture in General) To figure out what this Next MacroVerse Will Be Titled
    But for Purposes of ‘Small Talk’.. “In Memory of Yellow Boy Now” Will Do Now as Truly Yellow
    Boy has Been a Star on the Internet for Years and Years now.. as Yes Hundreds And Hundreds
    of thousands of Views he has collected along the way among 7 Blog Sites or So i have Provided
    For Free and yes Many other Avatar Avenues too almost since we First Met Yellow Boy as
    He is Nicely Pictured at about 2 Years Old underneath our Shed in the Sunshine of
    2010.. as i was just starting to Draw Him out with some Treats on the Path
    to Sit in Katrina’s Lap Day and Night and Night and Day in Comfort
    Style of Love is all there is to it and a Few Treats and Lots
    of Pets by God Yes so much Different than a Two
    Year Struggle in the Woods where all
    the Feral Cats were Fighting
    For Subsistence way
    Back behind
    our Fence
    as yes we
    basically Live in a
    ‘Reformed’ Forest as Subdivisions
    Continue to Cut a Path in the Woods
    but it is truly like a Forest Beyond my Backyard
    Still.. just right for Feral Hunters as Yellow Boy surely
    Used to Chase Squirrels Lightening Fast For Dinner
    And Breakfast and Lunch and whatever Moved that
    was smaller than Him.. no doubt they had a Huge Party
    when he was finally diagnosed with Feline Leukemia by the
    Vet as our home become his forever home then and he adjusted better
    than we thought a Wild Cat would but yes the Neutering Bit Helped but
    he kept his Body Builder Kitty Physique Long after that.. as even the Vet
    Remarked on what the 15LB Pretty Yellow Boy Carried as Muscular Shoulders
    then in the Prime of his Cat Life still but truly as i started off my Blogging Adventure
    almost 6 Years ago now on 3.10.13. my First Perspectives of my Life Blog Post was
    really a story of 3 Cats per Arthur the Brown Tabby who had been Living Close to our
    Yard since 1994 who eventually become an inside outside cat in our Home who lasted 20
    Years of his Life until June of 2014.. And Yes of course Moby who came to us in 2009 as
    Adopted from a Couple Down the Road who had a child who was allergic to Moby’s Gray
    Fur so the Declawed Moby got Put outdoors with all the Feral Cats in the Neighborhood
    too hopeless to be able to defend himself as his owners thought his Massive Size over
    20 LBS Would Be Defense enough without Front Claws well he was a bit Anxiety
    Ridden before he gained a place in our Home and Truly Moby was all about
    Love nothing really feral about that Domesticated Raised Cat at all
    Problem was he didn’t really like to Play or Move too much
    So Diabetes would Eventually Be in his Future along
    with so much Trouble Eventually getting around
    through His Demise Three Years ago in February
    of 2016 not much different than having to have
    a Walmart Cart to get around as
    Sadly so many overweight
    Folks as Peers my
    age way
    below my age
    Still do.. as it’s true in
    life everything is use it or lose it now..
    as sadly some folks believe too that life only
    Starts in Death in A Dirt Nap of Heaven missing
    out the Entire Gospel Good News that the Kingdom
    of Heaven is always in this Generation now at Hand within
    Yes the Kingdom of Love We Become Within when we become
    Agape Love to Give and Share Fearlessly with all others and Love for
    the Rest of Nature True.. otherwise like Ferris Bueller truly says and deeper
    too if you can get parables too as far as the much deeper meaning of the Essence
    of Truth and Light that do exist behind the Metaphors of Such of Words in Holy and
    Sacred Texts as written by whoever too in Unnamed Author Way from Sages of the
    Ages who will never be identified by Original Name using Pen Names Like Luke and
    Matthew and Mark as such.. for True if You don’t find the Love of Heaven now sad
    sad sad life moves
    Fast You might
    Miss it
    it may
    be if
    You thought
    Heaven was Death
    Rather than Life now but
    if someone has you in a Job you cannot
    Stand you might as well offer them the Golden
    Handcuffs of some kind of Retirement they
    will likely Never Get if you want ’em
    to be Your Little Slave for Decades
    on End and till the Body Hits
    the Ashes and or Dirt
    or Box while they
    Missed out
    Love Heaven
    Fearless on Earth..
    True though if you cannot face
    Grief and other Dark Parts of Life
    And Try to Hide that Part of Shadow Life
    Chances are you’ll Never Dance and Sing into
    the Free LiGHT oF LoVE to Give and Share totally
    Satisfied all around Just now.. so anyway considering that
    the Fourth Orange Tabby Cat Tennessee who adopted us from
    His so-called Master’s Home a Couple of Doors down.. is Celebrating
    His 20th Birthday in Early February 2019.. as they moved away with
    Him Last Year as it does appear the Sweet Spot For Longevity for a Cat
    Just may Be the inside outside Balance of Domestication with Wild too..
    as true a Non-Vaccinated Feral Cat is very likely to Catch some kind
    of eventual terminal Disease if Left to Roam the Woods without
    Virus Protection from a Vaccination Shot.. at the Friendly
    Vet’s Place of Business.. anyway life is like this for
    Humans Get a Mix of Domestication and
    Wild Human Beast that Works sort of
    Like Superman and Clark Kent
    but no need for actually
    Leaping Tall
    When Dance and
    Song Will Muse Lois
    Lane into Your Life from the
    News Paper place of course and trivia
    Note Katrina Worked at the News Paper Place
    for 13 Years when we were First Married way before
    i even started to Paint my Cape on haha.. and true you
    just don’t realize how hard it is to find a Phone Booth to get
    Changed in this Age as Lord Knows and Feels and Senses you
    Might Just Have to do Superman in the Buff haha.. hmm… heHe..
    But true
    A SmART
    Phone Comes
    iN Handy in Many
    Many Ways for Real too..
    Anyway the Balance ‘tween Domestication
    and Wild Life as Human allows me to use tools
    like the Newer Leg Press Machine at the Gym where
    i went up from 1120 LBS to 1200 LBS and now 1340 LBS in one Week
    doing that for around 20 Reps just tonight as don’t forget Jack LaLanne
    Towed 70 Boats while Partially Tied up Swimming across a Bay in his 60’s
    so i continue to get Empirically Stronger Now as Measured at age 58 now..
    could i do that without
    a Substantial Feral
    Fred Reestablished
    in My Life after Being
    Domesticated so long like
    Clark Kent and Dr. Jekyll
    Before he changes over to Hyde..
    Well True Superman was based on
    the Dr. Jekyll and Mister Hyde Fiction too
    but true it is all about truly the Struggle of Balance
    as if you ever notice Superman and Batman wear
    Man Panties and Stockings too.. something about
    Archetypal Divine Feminine Matching up with the
    More Masculine Chest Hairs up top unless one is
    going on all about shaving off their Fur as Humans
    will Surely do these days at least.. too yes.. not too
    many Folks go through an Imitation Like Boot Camp
    that Lasts to Get their Wild Woman and or Man Back
    as Shadow Life Exposed and never ashamed of it again as
    Far as Lust at least for at least we will control Aggression and
    Violence when a Healthy Mix of Lust and Love is a Natural all
    Natural Part of Life Whole Yes Ocean God Whole NoW.. God..
    Hmm.. SPeaKinG oF HuMaN Potential and Harbingers of Signs of
    Stuff coming that was the dVerse Prompt Word for the International Poet
    Club online as such it’s true there was Yellow Boy in the Fountain Torch Fire
    at Old Seville Quarter as Christmas Came Last Year as just like when my Sister
    used to See the Faces of People who were gonna die soon enough in the Clouds
    of the Sky that day it was Yellow Boy in the Fire for me.. just to get Ready Per say
    and do for Yellow Boy has Been through this Journey of Hell through Heaven with me and
    it’s worth noting that taming a Feral Wild Cat is no different really other than Size of Taming
    a Little Lion now that and who Will be the Spirit Animal who Will Teach a Lamb to Become a
    Human Lion too as 1340 LBS of Leg Pressing and 11,000 Miles of Public Dancing coming soon
    Enough by the Spring Equinox and around 67 Months of doing that.. and as Far as 53 Years of
    Age Starting 6.66 MiLLioN Word “SonG oF mY SouL” Long Form Poem Bible on 8.18.13.. and
    Herbie the Love Bug Number 53 and Super Bowl 53 sure Isaiah 53 too and even the Age that
    ‘Hell Boy’ in the Comic Book Series started his Super Hero Stage as a late Bloomer too at 53
    it’s just a Harbinger for and as Super Bowl 53 too as just imagine a Surprise Guest at Half
    Time for hey the Anti-Christ against all Verses 3 through 11 of Matthew Chapter 5 has
    already established his Kingdom of Fear and Hate on Earth in the New Jerusalem
    that was supposed to be established for Freedom of Love and Will back in 1776
    for the Declaration of Independence for the Right to Life and Liberty and the
    Pursuit of Happiness as Heaven true for each individual to Determine
    Mostly for themselves through Relative Free Will sort of like what
    those Mason Folks do too as if Women Ain’t Part of that Club
    i stick to ‘Mary’ type Folks Rather than Stale Old Men.. so
    Dead in Heart Yuck Yuck Yuck.. Spirit and Soul who
    Cannot and Will Not even Figure out what the
    Essence is of Truth and Light in Free Love
    Will Underlying Parables of Old that are
    So Much Deeper than Black
    And White Soulless
    Views of Spirit
    oF HeART.. anyway
    the Super Bowl Guest will have
    to give his and or her Half-Time Speech
    Somewhere instead of the Football Game as
    Hey even Rihanna has Boycotted that Trump Tainted
    Way too.. Yeah come back ‘Little Sheba’ too.. we need You more than
    ever now just to Show ’em what the Words meant the First Go Around and so much more..
    Hmm.. i’ll probably come up with something at least very soon as if no one picks up the Ball
    of Agape Love it dies a Slow and Tortuous Trump-Like Death of Spirit of HeART and SoUL oF LoVE
    Rump Trump
    hmm.. but hey
    if Killer Cats Can
    And Will Love perhaps
    There is a Drop of Soul as
    Love left somewhere still lost in his my Space
    And Facebook of HeART and SpiRiT oF SoUL NoW
    Little Lions just continue to Love no longer lost and now
    Finding Love Still from a Seek That Works Yeah.. Good Enough i Guess..;)


  4. Hi Hi Helloooo to you too Himali..
    Figured you would be very busy in Your
    New Job so i thought i would go easy on
    the Downloading of Words on You this Week..
    i sent a Poem i wrote about Yellow Boy to you
    Earlier in the Week with News about that that is sad
    but we are doing okay now.. and there is truly an overabundance
    of Sunny Smiles always available for You on Facebook Hehe with Numerous
    Signature Poses
    too as i attempt
    to Spread some
    of that Cheer Here too..
    And not that any Woman is really
    Interested in Man Stuff but hey hey hey
    i went up from 1120 Lbs to 1200 Lbs to 1340
    Lbs on the New Leg Press Machine this week so
    i am getting closer to my Goal at age 123 hehe to
    Visit You in the Nursing Home at 92 to bring you some
    Fresh Roses and Perhaps some Fried Chicken or something like that
    hehe as by then i’ll Be flying a Plane and will easily arrive where you are
    by then too.. hmm.. what else.. yes i Love Your Sunny Smiles too as they have
    Come to Be Like Christmas Ornaments on my Blog and Facebook too keep
    Sending me
    Like that and
    it will always
    Seem like Christmas
    Dear HiMaLI winks wish
    You Didn’t Have to Work and we could go to the PlayGround
    instead with that said keep doing what you do best
    Just be Himali and i will stay Blessed too oh yeah
    And Best of the Weekend to You coming
    today too.. surely you Deserve a Great
    one think of me again on the
    Shore and Waves as
    You Soothe Your
    Tired Working
    Feet again..
    FriEnd iMali..:)

  5. Hi Sohair there are so many Ways that Friendship
    Love is Expressed in Terms of Hugs and HandShakes
    as Touch and Quality Time for any Interaction of Two Friends
    Together to Acts of Service in so many Ways that Services to Friends
    May Come to Words of Affirmation that may come in simple Words of Thank
    You For What You Do for Friends to 6.66 Million Words in a Letter of Friendship addressed
    to the Whole World that not many People Will Understand as they Keep Friends to this or that
    Circle of
    and or Similarities
    of Human Nature mixed
    with so many variables of
    Culture now and yes there is
    the Gift that may come in Electronic ways
    Now as You so Nicely Bring Three For me today of Beauty
    in Bundles of Red Roses to Wish a Friendship Love to
    me in my Days of Loss for a Beloved Cat Named
    Yellow Boy and truly the Best Gift this Year
    was when i got to see your Kind Face
    for Several Days as true i would
    Have Shared that on my Blog
    as Himali often Gifts me
    with Her Smiling
    Face of
    Friendship but
    again it is the Feeling
    And Sense of Friendship Love
    that is best expressed for whatever
    is our Language of Friendship Love
    And i must say it doesn’t get much kinder
    than 3 Bundles of Red Roses Delivered on
    A Day when Kindness of Friendship is appreciated
    So Much my Friend Sohair for a Good Morning With
    Roses from a Friend is always a Good Day so once again Thanks
    Have a Blessed Day with Joy and Bliss as Your Day off with Your
    Children may be the Best for You Yet.. other than that it seems i
    will continue to Dance and Sing my Friend as if everyone
    Brought the Same Languages of Love how boring
    Life would be and how Wonderfully Flavored
    it is with each Unique Taste that
    Love of Friends Bring
    to us it is like
    i told
    Rafiah before
    she got Married as each
    Friendship is a Unique Connection
    of God Overall Expanding God’s Love
    Even More so God will Never Get Bored of only Loving God’s Self
    but of course that is a metaphor as God is too big for anyone to fully see
    and understand but of course God Lives within all of us in a very Special
    and Unique
    way too..
    So Here
    Is Cheers
    to Roses
    of Friendship
    As We Continue to
    Rise And Lift Each
    Other Up Through Flowers And Thorns..:)

  6. Hi Sohair i Am So Happy
    to See You Today as a True
    Measure of
    Family and
    LoVE is How
    LoVE is Expressed
    To Us When Sad Days
    And Hardships Come
    i Am sure in
    This Life At
    My Very End
    You Will
    One or Two
    FriEnds Left
    Standing at
    My Side
    So Much For
    Visiting All
    my Blog
    Posts today
    As Your Weekend
    Thursday Evening
    Begins as i will
    More Fully
    The 3 Deliveries
    Of Roses You Bring
    To me Today when
    i get out of
    This Bed
    And Have
    More than
    One Finger to
    Type With
    Smart Phone
    Hehe You May
    Never Know
    Feel and
    Just How
    Much i appreciate
    The FriEnd Sohair
    To me
    With SMiLes
    As i can always
    Count on You
    For me..:)

    Hi Lona!
    That is a Very
    Cute Pup!
    You are
    Having A
    Very Loving Day!

    Thank You! i FeeLSensE Your
    ‘Flambé’ From: Head To:
    Toe And Now i Will Just Do It!

    iGreaTesT iSolace
    iStrengtH iS iFriends
    iThank You iMaLi
    With iSMiLes oF
    iHuMaN iLoVE

    Hi Hi Helloooo to you too Himali..
    Figured you would be very busy in Your
    New Job so i thought i would go easy on
    the Downloading of Words on You this Week..
    i sent a Poem i wrote about Yellow Boy to you
    Earlier in the Week with News about that that is sad
    but we are doing okay now.. and there is truly an overabundance
    of Sunny Smiles always available for You on Facebook Hehe with Numerous
    Signature Poses
    too as i attempt
    to Spread some
    of that Cheer Here too..
    And not that any Woman is really
    Interested in Man Stuff but hey hey hey
    i went up from 1120 Lbs to 1200 Lbs to 1340
    Lbs on the New Leg Press Machine this week so
    i am getting closer to my Goal at age 123 hehe to
    Visit You in the Nursing Home at 92 to bring you some
    Fresh Roses and Perhaps some Fried Chicken or something like that
    hehe as by then i’ll Be flying a Plane and will easily arrive where you are
    by then too.. hmm.. what else.. yes i Love Your Sunny Smiles too as they have
    Come to Be Like Christmas Ornaments on my Blog and Facebook too keep
    Sending me
    Like that and
    it will always
    Seem like Christmas
    Dear HiMaLI winks wish
    You Didn’t Have to Work and we could go to the PlayGround
    instead with that said keep doing what you do best
    Just be Himali and i will stay Blessed too oh yeah
    And Best of the Weekend to You coming
    today too.. surely you Deserve a Great
    one think of me again on the
    Shore and Waves as
    You Soothe Your
    Tired Working
    Feet again..
    FriEnd iMali..:)

  7. “22. Al-Baasit
    * The Expander, The Enlarger, The One who constricts
    the sustenance by His wisdom and expands and widens
    it with His Generosity and Mercy.

    28. Al-Baseer
    * The All-Seeing, The One who Sees all things that are seen
    by His Eternal Seeing without a pupil or any other instrument.”

    Hi Sohair.. i choose these two out of the Group today
    For We Humans are often Humanly Limited in our Ways
    of Human Thinking as the Entirety of what is Beyond our Eyes
    And Wisdom as the overall Form of Us is Sorely limited versus the Beyond
    of God
    that is
    A ParT
    oF our Life Directly
    but Yes indirectly related
    as PArt of Whole we make
    Forms but the Essence Remains as God..:)

    SMiles mY FriEnd Sohair.. as i believe
    i remember You telling me before that You
    Are Terrified By Cats and i may have also replied
    then too that until i fell ill at age 47.. i had always been
    Severely Allergic to Cats in any Home where i almost Couldn’t Breathe
    at Night when i visited
    my Father’s Home
    As He had Two Cats
    there and now my Sister has
    7 and it does seem like my Nasal Passages
    are unusually open today.. but still Yes the Love
    What Pets Will Give and other Animals even Wild
    Life too will and even be used to help Folks as Service
    Pets now in Stores as that becomes more and more common
    as Folks Suffer with Anxiety and Depression Disorders more and more..
    Yes.. Animals.. Particularly
    Pets are often Head
    And Shoulders
    Above Human
    in the Intelligence of
    Love as We Simply come
    to become more the Tools
    We Create Than the Potential of
    All Agape Love to Give and Share more..
    Best we can and Will Do Now and that reminds
    me when we first moved into our Home after we Built
    it in ’93 a Gray and White Cat Started Coming Around and
    Katrina would let me Feed the Cat a Sardine a Day out of a
    Can but she would’t let me touch it with more than my Shoes
    as she was afraid the Cat might Have some kind of Germ to give
    to me.. But true back then we did not have Cats to Teach more about
    Love with SMiLes.. Somehow Just another Miracle Happened when i get
    Sick as without Cats i might not have made to the other Side of Hell so my
    Allergies went away in Hell as that was one benefit there.. didn’t seem like
    Much Help then but i really recognized the Value when i got into Heaven with
    Some Cats to Pet on Earth..
    i feel very honored
    to Pet a
    Lion and
    take care of it too
    as truly Cats are the
    Last Pets to be Domesticated
    And some just about Refuse to do it..
    Our Brown Tabby Cat Arthur was surely
    one of those inside outside Tom and Alpha Cats too.. 🙂

  8. “Attributes are unlimited and we have to contemplate them so deeply”..
    True.. my FriEnd Sohair This is the Way i’ve Been Seeing God since Age 3
    Before i could Speak.. Eternally Forever God NoW iN ALL of Us and All of God as ALL..
    Hi Sohair Now Again as Perhaps the
    Nicest Thing About a Cat Pet is of course
    the Pet and the Purr and plus they are very
    Low Maintenance Pets in General as far as the
    Hours in a Day needed to Pay Attention to them
    as they sleep for about 18 Hours a Day Versus a
    Dog that may Need Almost Constant Companionship
    So True How Life
    Changes as We
    Do as each
    Comes but
    True Good Friends
    are a constant that we
    will all be very blessed with
    when Real and of course that is
    What Kind of Dear Kind Friend You are to
    me With Thanks For Your Friendship Dear
    And with that
    Said to Friend
    Sohair Next for the
    247th Dance Week Night
    with all the Cool College Age
    Folks at Old Seville Quarter
    And Perhaps i’ll Get a Short Nap
    First with SMiLeS.. Yes it would be
    Better with Yellow Boy Next to me
    but that is the Value of all Love
    Missing it when when
    we are
    it simple and True..
    Or it would be no Love at
    all of the Soft Affection of the heART..:)

  9. HeHe Free of Charge to: Her
    From me: JusT LiKE i LoVE To
    Do to YoU Half TiMe FoR Me NoW aT LeasT
    Is When i MonthLY ViSiT mY PSYCHOTHeRaPiST From:
    to: Share Aphorisms With Her ABOuT LiFE/LoVE(GoD)
    Okay it’s Almost ‘Half Time’ i’ll Be Back Again to Scribe
    ‘that’ Speech For ‘Jesus’ to Deliver at ‘Super Bowl’ ’53’
    When You Leave Love Don’t Forget to CoMe BacK
    So God ‘Says’ Work On This That Fred NoW
    HeaVeN iS onLY NoW ReaL NoW DeeP
    aS EVeRLasTinG EMoTioNS CoLoR
    Do You KNoW… We aRe Recieving
    Letters Around the World From Cats
    Pleading To Be Katrina’s Lap Cat
    HaVinG VeRSuS BeinG
    i Will Never Have You
    You Will Never Have Me
    i Will Always Be A ParT Of Your
    Life You Will Always Be A Part of Me
    i’Ve BeeN TRYinG To Figure Out
    What God
    Will Say
    If God
    Will Speak
    Since Before
    i Speak Before
    i Am 4 iThank You
    Again For Helping
    Me Prepare an
    My iGood
    Sent from
    my iPhone..
    i AM STiLL ThE (A) OnE iNSPiRinG SPiRaLiNG
    How Many Ways From: Make Love to: A World
    God Said Fred You Will Be Surprised
    God Said Fred Be My Very
    Special Valentine
    When Fred Yes FL
    GoT OuT oF HeLL
    ‘Jesus’ WillinG LamenTSAGAiN
    Women Are Best F ‘This’ S ShoW i’M Gonna Dance!!!
    After A ‘Half Time Show’ i Will Scribe For ‘Jesus’ After ‘This’
    As Expected ‘They’ Still Worshipped An
    Idol on a Cross And Forgot About Love
    ‘Jesus’ as Suspected
    Showed Up at the
    ‘Super Bowl’ ‘53’ Half Time Show
    Best Friends Few Best Acquaintances
    Beyond Counting Stars
    Is A Major Language
    oF LoVE Perhaps
    The Best
    Praise and
    Is How
    We inspire
    Others in what
    We Bring
    The Table oF
    LiFE From: LoVinG
    DarK to: Light in All We Do
    My compliments may
    Be a
    But never
    The Less as
    Real as i
    Will Be Now..
    BE Loaded
    With Fun hehe
    FL is my initials
    And Florida is Fun
    PM NY NY
    i Do is
    Teaching Moment
    Of Dr. Love.. heHe
    Angel on A Devil’s
    Shoulders A Scientist
    Will make it
    ArT Work..
    Dogs and
    Dance Love..
    Love resides
    It’s up
    To: Us
    To Show Up Love
    From: Again and Again..
    And YeS NoW A Pet Helps..
    Smiles thanks.. Grief makes Life
    Makes Love in Brain Terms Oxytocin Lowers
    Dopamine Rises
    Searching Finding
    Eventually at
    Pet Smart.. etc..:)


  10. Keeping in Mind the More Esoteric Meanings
    of the Parables Written in the New Testament:
    One Bread, One Body, One Lord of all is
    Literally and Metaphorically Love And
    God for all Creation as Creation is All
    of Nature Beyond what we Feel and
    Sense of All that is All that is God
    And F and J no this is not about
    one Little Human this is about
    one Little Human and the Rest of
    Creation Integral the same from Grains of
    Sand and Below to Mountains of Human Love
    in Agape Way And Above that/who Give and Share Freely
    With all Other Human Beings and the Rest of Creation Free
    This Bread, This Body, This One Lord of All that is Love For All
    So Yes in Short this is the Answer to HiMaLi’s Question too if
    We Can and Will All Get Past and Future as Present of Being
    Love With Others instead of Attempting to Own Love that
    Will Always Be Free And Never Sorry As A Story if Real
    in Truth and Light.. Anyway this is the Fuller Answer
    to HiMaLi’s Question as i already remarked the
    Answer is Love and Humans Never Being
    Alone Again Holding Hands Together Free
    And on top of that she already helped
    me Write the ‘Super Bowl 53 Half
    Time Speech’ For ‘Jesus’ and much
    more on that after i Work-out as Yes
    i Am only Human and must take care of my Health..
    if i plan on Keeping the Joy of the Kingdom of Heaven
    on Earth Within as Paradise Now of Love/Friends/Nature/God.
    “One bread, one body, one Lord of all
    One cup of blessing which we bless
    And we, though many, throughout the earth
    We are one body in this one Lord
    Gentile or Jew
    Servant or free
    Woman or man
    No more
    One bread, one body, one Lord of all
    One cup of blessing which we bless
    And we, though many, throughout the earth
    We are one body in this one Lord
    Many the gifts, many the works
    One in the Lord of all
    One bread, one body, one Lord of all
    One cup of blessing which we bless
    And we, though many, throughout the earth
    We are one body in this one Lord
    We are one body in this one Lord”
    Anyway This is pretty much the only Reason i go to
    Catholic Church as they Lie they Lie and they Lie as
    ‘they’ Do Not Do what this Song Actually Asks in Love
    Without Harm As No Labels for Human Love but Love..
    Catholic Means for All and the Form of the Catholic Church
    Has Been in From the Start has Been in Blasphemy of Love
    For All From the Start for the Men in Power who attempted
    to De-throne
    the Free Force
    the Fire of Love the
    Potential for each and
    Every Human to BeCoME
    LoVE iNCaRNaTE to Give and
    Share With Each Other And The
    Rest of Nature and Beyond as God Free..:)

    HiMaLi Provided my Favorite Photo of Her With
    A Question That Reads “What is this life if full of care?”
    Now Using the “Moonlight Sonata” Theme by Beethoven Instead
    of “One Bread One Body” due to Pedo Abuse Allegations on 7K Catholic Priests.
    The Second Part of the “Halftime Speech” Scribed for “Jesus” Is Made Possible
    by HiMaLi And Her Blog Leading me to Two Other Folks The First Part of the “Halftime Show”
    is Made Possible by Chelsea who also Introduced me to Cortney and Maggie Inspiring The Dance.

    So anyway Back to this Second Part of the ‘Halftime’ Speech i am Currently Scribing for “Jesus”
    To Speak Again at “Super Bowl 53” Or if You are Roman as they Number and Do Say Liii Liii
    Liii.. for the Third TiMe Hehe.. Yes FourTH.. i walked into my Psychotherapist’s Office
    And She Exclaimed Fred Your Smile in words to the Effect of Your Smile Really Does
    Light This All Around me up.. hmm.. and that reminded me of When HiMaLI
    Said She Missed my Sunshine Smiles and even though there is a Great
    Supply in the Profile Pic Section of Facebook about 3K or so
    This Also Reminded me i did a rather Stellar Job at
    the Dance Hall Last night Gathering up some
    Lit up Smiles and Lighting up some more
    Human Rooms of Not only Smiles
    But Dance Moves in the
    Groove as such.. so
    anyway This “Jesus” “SuperBowl
    53 Half Time Speech” is actually “#You2019”
    As HiMaLi inspired me to Write it through an
    Unconditionally Loving Friendship Post but you
    See “#You2019” Does not Include any of HiMaLi’s
    Original Friendship Poetry Words and You See that is a big
    no no as there is little Doubt that not only was the so-called ‘Original
    Mary Magdalene’ Gaslighted from Apostle to Prostitute by Jealous little
    Bitty Men Syndrome Incels as such as that story goes and continues to do now..
    with Trump at the Head of the Incels sort of as their Political Pope as such too.. any
    way i’ll be Damned again if i don’t give HiMaLi all the Credit as there is no way i would have
    Written what i did for “Jesus” To Speak at the “Super Bowl 53 Half-Time Show” if not for all that Late
    Night Effort HiMaLi Did Skipping Her Workouts Writing all that Beautiful Poetry it sorta seems also
    too inspired by Little Old Me for whatever Reason/Feeling anyway the HeART the SPiRiT the HiMaLI
    SoUL Unique is what inspired the Words for “Jesus at the Super Bowl 53 Halftime Show” so
    i will Quote Her Words and My Words in ‘Real Time’ Blogging as they Occurred in Flow
    So This Go Around the Woman Will Get Full Credit for let’s face it Men Will Hardly
    Do any Artful Dances and Songs unless the Muse of a Lovely Loving Woman
    is Behind the Good News of Art they Bring in all the Passion that all of
    this Life and Love and sure in some cases at least Lust Brings to
    the Table of Life all the Chairs and All the Emotions and
    Senses Properly Seated to Bring the Art Best out of
    Soul now as the Brain is Properly Slave to the
    Limbic System of Romancing the Stone
    That Becomes Love by the
    Way Thank You Beethoven as
    i am in the Second Part of ‘Moonlight Sonata’
    And this is Really MaKinG the Words Flow for Now
    i will Copy and Paste the prepared Words for ‘Jesus’ to
    Speak at the “Super Bowl 53 Half Time-Show” Without Further
    Adieu but By God of Victory too Nike and all their Dancing Shox Size
    11 Shoes.. Yes i am gonna Just Do this Next Now hehe.. as soon as i find the Words…
    And the Beethoven Song Ends Synchronously as such.. at the Speed of my Writing at least..
    A Couple
    of Trees..
    Gray Dogs
    Getting Out
    More ColorFuL
    Couples Sitting together
    on the Dock of the Creek
    the River the Bay the Gulf
    of Where i am Where You are
    Where the Ocean Dances and Sings
    Back Whole to All of us For it is True there
    is always a Little Gray Kitty Perhaps a Yellow
    or Even White and Yellow Kitty who Dances Around
    the Dock Wanting to Get out More And Reach out perhaps
    a Grey and Lonely Kitty Perhaps a Very Bright And Sunshiny
    White and Yellow Kitty So Bright You See i would Have Written
    this on the Facebook of Me but the Tree of You is more Like the Reflection
    of my Soul and the Resurrection of my heART to Set my SPiRiT Free Soaring
    Around the Globe With Love as any Bird Cat Grey and White and Yellow Dog Will
    Do as
    a Cat
    so Wild
    and Loving
    to sit in the Seat
    of God and Make
    The Whole World a
    Play Ground to Hunt Love…
    True that Couple on the Dock
    Are Children and they are Best
    Friends the Cat is Free to come and
    Go and Love them and others as the Cat
    i’m not sure which Color now Goes out to Hunt Love more..
    And it’s true there are Two Adults Sitting there who Love Each
    Other So Much more now than the Cat but that’s not all for they
    Have Two Children and These Two Children are Brother and Sister
    Sitting with their Cat Playing Together as Friends and Best Lovers Do so
    True too.. The Sky is Pink Always Pink With Gentle Love the Heart is on Fire
    to Love everyone else so much more when the Creek and the River the Bay
    and Ponds on Country Roads Reflect the Ocean the Tree of Love so Much more
    What if All Love
    is Just Like
    Trees Reflections
    of Souls Young and
    Old Always Looking
    Forward to Love
    Just like this for the Greatest
    Soul i ever meet and greets
    Puts it just like this as i quote:

    “If you and I both are hungry
    And we have just a piece of bread to share,

    I’d pass the piece, to you…
    As I’d be satiated to the brim,
    Just watching you with delight…

    If you and I both were exhausted
    And we had just 1 warm blanket,
    I’d tuck you to bed with a goodnight kiss…
    And envelope you with the warmth
    Watching you sleep so blissful,
    Would be my treasure to behold…

    All this and so much more
    I’d love to do for you
    Not just because I can,
    Much more because I want to…
    To watch your lips curl up in a smile
    For the joy that transcends to my heart…

    I only wish that someday
    And someday only when you can,
    When I wish you to be by my side
    To just flash your beaming smile,
    When I feel battered down by life
    I find your fingers intertwined with mine…

    Even when I’d find you missing,
    When I wanted you the most,
    My sadness would be disguised
    With twinkling eyes and laughter…
    You wouldn’t see any difference
    Because once I love you,
    I’d just keep loving you, unconditionally…

    When the going gets tough,
    When the tides get rough,
    When we lose our way in darkness,
    You will find me by your side…
    I may not be your lover or your muse,
    I shall be your friend, always…”

    This is my Only Bible my Holy
    Grail and i shall Never Forget it
    This is my Life This is my Love This
    is what God will Say if God is Human and Love..
    It was never about me it is always about You You
    are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
    Are my Neighbor.. And all my other Friends and Family
    You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love
    but Will Be Food for my Starving Children.. You are my Enemy
    Who i understand was Neglected.. And Abused as a Little Child
    You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
    is Possible Before.. You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
    Here to Learn from each other no matter which side of the Barb-Wire Fence
    We Wish to escape from/to.. You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
    Who Rises from Ashes With Color Even more You are the Breath You are the Pain
    You are the Pleasure
    my Food
    You Teach
    me more about
    Love than i ever knew
    and sensed and felt before
    You are the One i Thank the most
    You live in Everyone You are my Star
    You are my Guiding Light.. And it’s True
    if i could not Quote You and Write You
    None of this Will Exist now.. How
    Precious Are Souls for
    Souls Live in
    All of
    So Bright so Dark
    So Cold and Warm
    All the SHades of Grey
    All the Colors of Home
    Yes all the Love the Pain
    And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
    Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
    Pyramid of Light the Black Abyss of the
    River Hades that Never Seems.. to.. End…
    How will i ever Put a Name on Anything and
    Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s true You
    Bring Me Joy so many Smiles and Laughter You
    Bring me Pain and Tears of Sadness Yet that Never Matters
    For You are Reality and They are We there is never ever Escaping You
    For You are me and i am You and Them are us and Us are Them forevermore now
    You are the Mirror of my Tree the Tree of my Mirror More how do i Write A Letter
    to G.O.D.
    it is no Different
    than Writing to Y.O.U..
    You Are the Sky You Are the
    Earth You Are the Moon and
    the Sun and All That Is Beyond the
    Stars You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
    And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly You are me And i am Y. O. U.

    Well anyway since the Scribing Part of this is Done i called up ‘The Jesus’ and
    Jesus Returned my Call within yes just Like God Does too.. and Says Well Fred as
    You Know someone has already Taken my Place as it has always Been for it is not Love
    That Drives My Teachings it is Material Stuff most as already Discussed 2K Years or go so
    True Human Nature still Has not changed and it will not unless Relative Free Will Rules with
    More Love in the Environment to Spoon Feed from First to Last Blink and Breaths of Life for
    Now Humans are continuing to be and become their tools ranging from Abstract Constructs
    for God as small as a Three Letter Word to Just four for a Star to only Six for A Galaxy
    As Folks Forget the Essence and Sadly may Only Retain the Shell the Housing Now
    By God Just the Skin of the Flesh and Blood Underneath all that is Love.. yes
    ‘ThE LiGHT’ as ‘they’ said ‘i’ Said too but Who the F Really Knows and
    Feels and Senses of what anything i said as the Words Were Passed
    So Far Away in Oral Tradition Changes.. Greek Speaking Romans
    Who Wrote whatever they liked with their Preferred Anonymous
    Author Names with Famous ones like Luke.. Matthew and
    Mark and Oh Lordy me For Hundreds Upon Hundreds
    of Years Before Y’all Created Xerox Machines
    So Many Changes as Mistakes on Purpose
    too as hey.. the Dude Saul who
    Changed His Name to Paul
    To fit in a Different
    Place but
    Christians had a Mystical
    So-Called Dreamtime Holy and
    Creative Spirit in Flow Number of Words
    to come about What He Personally Described
    As ‘Jesus’ Words but what about me.. as ‘Jesus’
    Speaking HeaR what about Love Hey Even ‘Pink’
    Gets the Deal about Fearless Unconditional Love
    What about You.. Yes what about those Folks
    who Continue to Support the
    Stunk ways
    and if you thought
    there was hope for the
    Grinch perhaps there still is
    at least in another Love to Develop
    Some Caring Empathy.. Sympathy..
    And Cognitive Empathy With Compassion
    for Other Folks in Agape Style Love for the Rest
    of Nature True.. so the bottom Lines here are “The Jesus”
    Understands the Human Condition Well.. and realizes Just
    how Much it takes to even get out of a Desert for Just 40 Days
    to Spread Joy to the Entire World Once again no longer Afraid
    Of the DaRK or Cynical oF LiGHT aT All.. anyway it seems i have
    Convinced ‘Jesus’ to do it somewhere that All 5 Foot 1 or so at 106 LBS
    Of the J Dude Enjoyed it Before Yes the Overall Human Condition.. With Wings
    Yes Dancing and Singing Wings instead of Even White Robes As Such STiLL Now..
    Anyway.. Do You ReAlly THiNK
    That Any SoN oF GoD
    WhO is True to God
    LiVinG WiTHiN Free is
    Gonna be talked out of that Now..
    Anyway.. the Jesus Dude and the God
    Reality will never Truly Be Dictated to
    as to what to
    Do Now..
    Moral of the
    Story and i have
    A Picture of it that i will
    Share in this Blog Eventually too
    Anyway the Only God We Will Likely
    Ever Fully Seek and Find is the God WiTHiN..
    Anyway if Jesus Ever Will and Does Come Back
    Don’t Expect Him to State His Beliefs other than any
    Way to Express them now.. And if You Disagree that is more Likely Your Loss..:)


  11. To: Measure From: Reality
    Science Still No Way to
    Reliably ‘Weigh’ Human
    Consciousness Holding
    All That We i Am to Be NoW
    OLFacTorY Hallucinations as
    Real Smells
    Tree of Life
    We HaLLuCiNaTE
    DarK Through LiGHT
    As Neuro-Science SHows From:
    Best ConSumELiGHT to: Be i Am
    Perhaps i watch too much TedTalk
    It’s True it’s Like Beethoven’s ‘Moonlight Sonata’
    Unless You’ve Truly Danced Ballet to that Song from
    First Note to Last in Joy of all the Dark to Light in Life From
    BLaCK Abyss BeLoW Through SHades of Grey Beyond Rainbow
    Colors of Heaven Further Bouncing off the Moon Shooting Across
    the Sun and Beyond the Stars to the Very Face of God Within Let’s Just
    Dance Sing maybe you
    were not
    living in me..
    When i danced in
    Winn Dixie and Walmart
    on the First of February 2019
    to Beethoven’s ‘Moonlit’ Sonata so
    Glad for the Dark and Light in Life that
    Makes Love Come Alive in Us Fully Never to
    be Taken For Granted again as only Grace of Gift
    for this God is a God of Merit this God is the Cross of Blood
    Sweat and Tears but by God Most Of All this God is the God of Joy and Love
    We Can
    And Will Give
    And Share with all
    others Yes the Rest of
    Nature Beyond the Face of God Within..
    And that Reminds me of a Young Woman Last
    Night Excitedly Dancing Singing to me oh my God
    This is great What Kind of Drug are you on is it ‘Molly’
    Whatever it is i want some Please Please Please Give me some of
    it and i said well Baby it’s hard to Explain but the Key to Happiness is all
    Within a Dance and Song We Do So Much Higher Freer as i Steer this Bliss
    this Joy all within i Shift the Gears Up and Down with Every Move that is Magic
    As the Colors and Flavors of Life continue To Grow up and Down the More i go in
    this Three Hour Marathon of Dance for i go Places Within that Are Beyond Secrets
    for i am not Hiding any of this For You See i am in a Place that Most Folks are Terrified
    to Go God without the Aid off Something to Swallow Smoke or Drink.. for this is the Place of
    God Wings the Place of Magic When Angels Grow UniCorn Horns From Head to toe.. this
    is where
    You Dance
    With God
    This is
    When You Realize
    We are All God there was
    Never any Separation But the Clothes
    of Culture We are Spoon Fed as What is
    MaNufactured that Separates us from the
    Skin the Flesh and Blood Yes the Spirit of God
    That and Who Flies as us never to Be Grounded
    By any Symbols Beyond Essence of all that Colors
    And Flavors Life from Blood and Sweat And Tears and
    Ecstasy of Orgasm That Flows Together through the place
    i am now that is So Far beyond any Brief Interlude of Shooting
    Stars for i continue to Orbit the Face of God as God and i Steer
    And Shift the Gears ever Higher and Lower the Waves we are one now as Ocean Whole..
    Meanwhile some little Dude Looking for a one night stand asks somewhere how Many Women
    Has this Dude Railed with His Dance Moves tonight.. Haha as He doesn’t Realize my Lover is
    God Within and this God no one will add or subtract from me sure i Will Share This God in me Freely in Giving with others with No Charge but if you ‘think’ you will ever Find this God in a
    “Halftime Speech” by ‘Jesus’ at the “Super Bowl 53 Halftime Show” You Better Give up
    Before our
    to See
    the Face of
    God is over NoW and
    Dance and Sing a New
    Song Holding Hands with
    God Free as You are the only
    one who will seek and find all this
    Blood Sweat and Tears and Joy within..
    So For Now the Forever Halftime Show with
    no time at all continues the Eternal Now of Dance and Song….
    And if you ever find a Truly Creative Artist without a Touch of Bi-Polar
    or a Truly Innovative Scientist without a Touch of Asperger’s Syndrome
    it’s true you haven’t met me and You have met no one Like Jesus or Beethoven
    or Michelangelo
    or Michael
    either and
    the List goes on
    for those You will never forget
    for whatever Art of Science You Bring
    whenever anyone says they will never forget you
    Just for What You Do Now and not what Your Name
    is or Your Position as Status in any organized Cultural
    and Clothed way By God yes only the Naked Light of You..
    that is the
    of Legend in
    Flesh and Blood..
    could be as easy
    as a Free
    Tonight to Day Light
    up more eyes So Much more Memorable
    than the Last Best Orgasm they ever had….
    Meanwhile there is some Dude about my age
    then and Now coming off a Bus with some other
    Little Dude With Bragging Rights on Grabbing P.. little
    do they know how little do they actually even possibly do……
    This Halftime
    Show of Real
    ‘Jesus Folks’ Never
    Ends or Begins only STaRTinG ETerNaLLy
    Now i will explain it the Best in Lights of Eyes that
    Shine in the Moonlit Sonata of Beautiful Eyes on
    the Dance Floor Free..
    sure too perhaps
    in a
    Park Far
    Far Away
    Seeing a
    Smile that
    Returns again
    Real to only them.. far above beyond all lit up too..
    nah i don’t need any 6.66 Million Word Bible i Write or
    Wedding Bands nor Friendship Bracelets…. FoR i AM A REaL DeaL i Dance i SinG NoW.
    AnYWaY iN OTHeR NewS iN ANoTHeR Ground (AGHOGDAY) Hog Day Phil DeterMines Spring is CoMinG Early And WitH
    Dance And Song As Spirit Of Heart NoW iN Mind And Body Balancing Soul Force Fearless Love You BecoMe ‘the one’
    too Who Steers And Shifts The Gears Of Spring Now Whenever You Dance Eternally NoW SinGinG SPRinG NoW FoR ReaL…:)

  12. Putting God in Only one Person or Three Letter Word is Still
    Just too Small And intimates that the Flea Understands the
    Biology of the Cat who Provides A Dance and Song of Life
    Seeing God As Wave Of Ocean Whole is the Faith of the
    Flea For the Cat of Life.. Best of All is.. Neither Molests
    Children so why would anyone expect that the Catholic
    Church Could Keep the Words of Love That Harm no
    one Safe More than likely Hell was Created by Guilty
    Pedo-Priests as any Jesus would Bring Love Rather
    Than worshipping little Boy Parts in other words YouR
    Church does Not Deserve the Sandals of any Real Man
    Of Fearless Empathic Love Who Does Not Harm For It
    Does NOT
    protect the
    Little Ones
    From Harm
    Grow Up Church
    And Grow Arms of
    Love and Lose Your
    Little Men Fear and
    Admit Up to
    58 Percent
    Of You are Gay
    And Give Yourself
    The Right To Marry
    Each other in Church
    When You No Longer
    Blasphemy Love From
    JusT A VoicE Crying Out
    From: a Trump State Desert
    On Super Bowl SuNDaY 53 to:
    You Bishop so And Sow And
    Reap as ‘they’ say
    Coming in Glory
    All those
    Lies away
    From the Meek
    Inherit Earth in
    Heaven Within Now
    Just the Joy oF LoVE
    Curiosity And iMaGiNaTioN
    Best Bedfellows in Heaven Now
    School and Work and Church and
    State Took 4 Year-Old HEaVeN
    Away Re-Tire-Ment BRinGS
    CaDiLLaC Tire Dreams
    Civic Coupe
    R E A L iT Y
    A World With
    No Trucks Now
    Or SUV LoaD DeadLines…
    JusT DancE JusT SonG LonG
    Child’s Play GoLDAgE NoW
    It’s True Now Still Real Fearless Empathic Unconditional
    Love is my Only True Guide in Light Always has Been Always
    Will Be Now i AM as Life For What i Feel and Sense of Life Before Any
    KNow of THiNK Moving into Crowds and Feeling HeArts or Stone COld Edifice
    of Souls Moving into Only Shells of Words too And Walmart Piled Stuff in Buggies
    to Fill up Another Part of a Two Car Garage Bigger SUV’s and Pick-em-up Trucks
    To Hauls Bigger and Bigger Stuff to Larger Homes Moving up Moving out of Flesh and
    Blood Love more Nope A Naked Loving Empathic Fearless Unconditional Love Now is All i
    Need All i Want to Give and Share more away from Clothes that Hide Love in all of us Free..
    i LoVE WHeRE
    i BeLonG
    i ViSiT
    No one KNows me..
    Chances are if i’ve ever met You
    And never spoken a Word i Feel You Still Now
    For all the Warm Love For All the Stone Cold Love
    Will be Written in the Stone too When Organic And Real….

  13. Hi.. Shawna Baby Back With 10 Fingers And a Fresh Read of
    All Your Magic Blog with so many connections to so many Free
    Associations of what You Love in Life and Hmm.. Yes.. Visual Imagery
    Scent And Sound is Always Good For me too.. but Oh God i Love it all From
    Dark to Light and my Favorite
    Sense and Feel
    And Trip
    To Heaven
    is of course just
    a Spiraling Dance Forevemorenow.. as
    Some Scientist Orientated Folks Suggest
    Proprioception is our Sixth Sense and
    that Covers that but i’m Pretty Sure
    the 7th Feel and Sense is Literally
    And Metaphorically Empath True for
    Smiles too if any of my Friends Die and there
    is only a Handful at most who fully Reciprocate
    That as such.. they will get so much more from me
    Than Just an Etch a Sketch on their Tomb Stone from
    me for i will Write about them the Rest of my Life and when i finally
    Find a way to appeal to a Greater Target Audience than one hehe (me)
    i Will Publish a Book of something about each and every one and of course
    as You know feel and sense or should by now at least Shawna Baby will be in
    the Handful High.. for i would never leave a Friend’s Side even if they left mine
    no i
    for i never
    Forget what
    Friends have
    done for me..
    i am lucky
    to have
    A Wife who i can Share
    my Beautiful Friends With and
    a Sister too as we were all just Looking
    at Your Blog and it is only a Compliment
    When my Sister Said Look at Her Eyes She
    Looks like she could Be Wiccan look at those
    Big Mysterious eyes she looks like she may be
    up to some Mischief too.. And i said always of
    Course she is.. She is a Hippy From the 60’s
    Close to Forty Years Old Still Born in ’77..
    who Just Happened to Get Married to
    A Southern Baptist Pastor with
    Four Children Spreading
    All of Her out of the
    Box Artistic
    on a New Blog with
    an Alias each Month and some how
    some way i have followed Her along in
    Every Path she has taken since the Summer
    of 2015.. True someone at least one person is watching you
    And Nah.. that’s no Paranoia Just like every body looking at
    me every where i Go and Smiling at me like i am a nobody somebody all over again..
    Anyway if forget before it passes which i will not Happy Valentine’s Day and that always
    Reminds me of the Opening Words of “LoVEFReEDNoW” that i published on the First
    Anniversary of my Mother’s Death on 2.22.18 as inspired by Shawna Baby in what
    She said was an Email she would always Keep.. as that was the longest Macro-
    Verse i ever completed in 7 Days at 43,151 Words with Feat Notes and
    Milestones and 40,618 Words of Novel Size Stuff in the Main Body
    As such.. and by Far the Most Popular Viewed on Word Press
    With Over 4,000 Views Last Year.. yes i continue
    to Write on Your Living Tombstone now
    my Friend Shawna Baby.. i am
    Very Fortunate to meet
    someone as
    as me
    well maybe not
    as much but keep
    trying hehe and you’ll
    be even more Strange than me..
    Anyway thanks for Always coming
    Back i feel like You are one of Very
    Few Friends Who will be there ’till the end for sure..
    True if we only have one like that how lucky we are even
    luckier than Having someone do an Etch A Sketch on our Tombstone..
    No Shadow No Light
    Other Wise No
    Thing Exists..
    Yours Truly,
    in FRiEnD..
    Oh by a way
    Heaven is a Place
    oN EaRTH A Place
    Where Love Comes First
    Patient.. Kind.. Not Jealous
    or Pompous.. Nor Inflated or Rude..
    Looks out for Others.. is not Quick Tempered..
    And does not Brood over Wrong Doing but rejoices
    With the Truth bearing all things believing all things
    Hoping all Things Enduring All Things Love Never Fails..
    When Faith Hope And Love Exist the Greatest is Love and
    Love we
    Are Nothing
    Much more than
    Cogs in a Machine..
    Other than that Dance
    Naked Every Chance You
    Get and Sing Like an Emperor
    With No Cultural Clothes Now too..:)

  14. AnYWaY
    ArE YoU
    ReadY FoR
    SoMe FooTBaLL
    And then the Sun Came out…
    True Only limited by Colors of Feelings
    And Senses of Who We Are Willing
    to Connect With On
    BroadBand 5th
    Avenue too..:)

    For You See/Feel When Life
    is Full of CaRinG THere is No
    LiMiT iN iMaGiNaTioN For The
    Colors of Life and Love And Laughs
    And SMiLes And Words And Gifts And
    Acts oF Services
    In Affirming
    How much
    You Value
    The Very
    Of Their Being
    To Touch Your
    Loved One’s Spirit
    In Quality TiMe NoW
    Of HeART Feeding
    Soul of Love SMiLes
    My only
    Wish if
    Ever Happens to
    me as i tell Katrina
    The same is that You
    Find someone who
    Loves You almost
    As Much as me
    i am
    No one will
    Ever Love You MoRE NoW
    And this is My Valentine
    To Y.O.U. ALWaYS Now
    As my
    LoVE For
    You is Free..:)


    There is no
    Second Best
    When iLove You Now..:)

    Smiles my Friend Imran Ali.. Nice to See You Blogging Again and i surely will Empathize
    With the Problem of ‘The West’ as the Further we move away from the Inborn
    Naked Human God Nature of Love to all the Clothes of Culture the Further
    Away We Move Away From the God of Love That/Who Lives Within..
    With Wisdom of Love that Ranges from Love Your
    Neighbor As Yourself Same as God as all that is
    Love and Even Love Your Enemy the same
    Without Harming them and Even
    Turning Your Cheek
    With Forgiveness
    Instead of Striking Back
    Or Striking First for You See unless
    the Story of Jesus is a Lie the Revelation that
    Came after his Life Must be a Lie too for if Jesus ever
    Comes back to Harm one Hair on another Human same as
    The Love For God Jesus is a Liar and A God of Love is Dead..
    A Greatest Failing in any Country is when Humans lose the Innate
    Capacity to Love or Become Afraid to Show this Kind of Agape Love for
    All Freely
    i balk on
    that/this for
    i See A Jesus
    Character As A
    Role Model for A World’s
    Greatest Lover and Worst Killer
    of all still for who else would Turn their
    Cheek Away from Fear and Hate and Love
    Everyone Now but A Greatest Lover oF all.. True
    We Will Even Do Greater Works of Life/Love than Jesus
    as suggested in the Christian Version of John 14:12 at least..
    But Without Love No Matter Hope or Faith All else Fails my Friend..
    And Never
    Be Afraid to LoVE
    or Die as LiFE NoW
    That/This IS A True Judgement
    my Friend that each and every one
    of us Brings upon Each Other and Our
    Selves Each And every Day i Choose Love
    For Love is Heaven is a Place Within NoW
    oN EaRTH A Place
    Where Love Comes First
    Patient.. Kind.. Not Jealous
    or Pompous.. Nor Inflated or Rude..
    Looks out for Others.. Is Not Quick Tempered..
    And Does not Brood over Wrong Doing but Rejoices
    With the Truth Bearing all Things Believing all Things
    Hoping all Things Enduring All Things Love Never Fails..
    When Faith Hope And Love Exist the Greatest is Love and
    Love we
    Are Nothing
    Much more than
    Cogs in a Machine..
    Other than that Dance
    ‘Naked’ Every Chance We
    Get and Sing Like an Emperor
    With No Cultural Clothes Now too..
    As Long as Love Rules God Smiles Within
    iNfinity Beyond in each and every one of us for whoever
    would wish harm to anyone ever they do not understand
    God as Life as Love
    And that is
    Key Loving
    Without Harm
    IS A Greatest
    Art oF aLL and it will
    Be A Hardest Art for
    Some Folks With smaller Circles of Love than God All Now LOVE
    And oh by the Way Those Words About the Nature of Love i share
    Are Words attributed to a Man Named Paul who was once reported
    as a Man named Saul who Persecuted Christians until he turned to Love
    but You See my Friend according to the Story as attributed to Paul too he
    Was a Failure at Love Same as Jesus would be if he ever came back to Harm
    one Hair on a Human Being now in/for Hypocrisy for the Very Teaching of Love
    ‘Jesus’ Brought For Paul also suggested that one should not sit Next to an Adulterer
    in Church Yes A Sinner As such in Other Words Love is only possible when convenient
    for one’s
    own Best
    Interests.. or Perhaps
    Love Should be owned by
    a Wife and Husband and Never
    Shared ‘Naked’ and Free Devoid of
    Cultural And Religious Clothes of Lies
    Away from Love.. i Married a Woman who is
    not Afraid of/to Love and i married a Woman who is
    not afraid that her Husband Does Love the Rest of the World
    Now Every Human No Matter What with the Best of his Love for
    Each and Every Human He meets depending on their Capacity now
    to Greet and Receive Love from Him.. probably the reason IF REAL
    YESHUA Never Got
    is no
    Could Live/Love
    up to a Standard
    of Love Like that then
    how many Women could/would
    Prove they WiLL i don’t know many
    my Friend.. i don’t know many at all..
    It’s Harder to Explain the LoVE NoW
    of God until One Goes to Real
    Hell on Earth Within Now For
    When One
    Gets out Now
    All that’s Left
    Love to Do Is
    to Love Everyone
    With All Your Spirit
    YouR heART and Soul…
    Smiles my Friend i need no
    Book speak to understand God Within
    Completely For Love is Either All Or Nothing
    At All In Hell As the Devil For Perhaps one has
    to go to Hell Now Within and be A Devil Now to fully understand what
    Love even is…. And as aLWays this is just my opinion but i speak to God
    Directly Within
    Advisor oF aLL
    i feel i sense i KNoW at Least..
    As Always Thank You for the Inspiration my Friend..
    Life IS A Long Journey The Longest OnE NoW If We Make LiFE All LoVE NoW..
    And IF We Wait For Anyone/Everyone Else In Our Family Our Friends Our Village Our City Our Country/Nation/Continent
    And Overall World Alone NoW
    And Or ALL ToGeTHeR NoW
    To JusT Do
    It ALL NoW
    iN As LoVE
    Given Up oN (God)LoVE The GreaTesT GiFT to Give and Share in Basically
    Hell Now No Matter Where We Live Or Who We Attempt to LiVE With Now..:)


  15. “53. Al-Wakeel
    * The Trustee, The One who gives the satisfaction and is relied upon.
    54. Al-Qawiyy
    * The Most Strong, The Strong, The One with the complete Power.
    55. Al-Mateen
    * The Firm One, The One with extreme Power which is un-interrupted and He does not get tired.
    56. Al-Waliyy
    * The Protecting Friend, The Supporter.
    57. Al-Hameed
    * The Praiseworthy, The praised One who deserves to be praised.
    58. Al-Muhsee
    * The Counter, The Reckoner, The One who the count of things are known to him.”

    Hi Sohair.. i WiLL FoCuS NoW oN These 6 Attributes oF God Today NoW
    For True When We Totally Trust The Nature of God THere Is No Fear
    For True THere is No Power Greater Than The God of All that Never
    Tires From Alpha Thru Omega Beyond.. And True For Every Grain
    of Sand That Supports Mountains of Human Love God Dances
    And Sings iN Truth And Light Within us too.. For those
    Who do not Appreciate the Gift of Life the
    Nature of Love as God
    All Within ‘Us’ ‘They’
    Fall Now MoRE iN
    Emptiness Now
    Away From An
    Over Flowing
    Chalice Love
    Fearless and
    Never Ending
    Now to Give
    And Share
    Even More mY FriEnd
    LoVE IS A MeaSuRE A
    Best MEaSure oF God iN/As Us..:)

    93. An-Noor
    * The Light, The One who guides.
    94. Al-Haadi
    * The Guide, The One whom with His Guidance His belivers were guided, and with His Guidance the living beings have been guided to what is beneficial for them and protected from what is harmful to them.
    95. Al-Badi
    * The Incomparable, The One who created the creation and formed it without any preceding example.
    96. Al-Baaqi
    * The Everlasting, The One that the state of non-existence is impossible for Him.
    97. Al-Waarith
    * The Supreme Inheritor, The Heir, The One whose Existence remains.
    98. Ar-Rasheed
    * The Guide to the Right Path, The One who guides.

    SMiLes my Friend in this Six the Light the One who Guides Lives Within All of Us
    The Guide Who Guides Teaches Us All From Within From First BLink of LiFE
    to Last Breath of Life and Beyond For All of What We Cannot Feel Sense
    And Know About Reality Now.. Humans Have Only Been Here A Blip
    of Human Measured Time now God is Forever Now Without
    At All
    Even Science
    Understands this
    More Completely NoW..
    God is Nothing And Everything
    Most People are too ‘Blind to See’
    That Nothing Holds Up Everything Now..
    Never the Less We Exist iN A Vacuum of Space
    Standing On A Planet Spiraling iN As
    Nothingness NoW All
    Everything We aRe ALL
    If We Never
    Take The
    to Listen
    to God Within
    All We Find Now is
    Another Person’s God
    By Name at Least as the
    Essence of God Remains
    iN Each And Every one Us
    NoW As Center Point All Without
    Distance Space Or TiME NoW As Any
    One Who Spirals And Orbits ARounD
    God Within Will Be As All That Is Now..:)

    SMiLes Sohair Hope You Are Having
    A Wonderful Vacation With Your
    Family And Only If one Day
    The World Sees Everyone
    NoW As Family And
    TRuLY A
    KinGDoM oF LoVE
    For All but until then
    i Will Art Heaven For Me at
    Least Free iN Essence oF Love
    NoW With Everyone iNvited
    From: NoW
    to: A PArty
    oF HeaVeNoW
    aS oNe Will Be i am Love..
    ToGeTHeR aS onE Too For
    All Who CoME NoW aS iN LoVE..:)

  16. Thank You Sohair Dear
    Same Sentiment Here As Well
    mY FriEnd NoW iN A Building oF LoVE..:)

    All “He’s” Missing
    Is Love Now What
    A PreSent TreaSure
    MisSing iN WHerever
    Yes THis IS ReaLity Worth A Study..
    Some Cats Come To Men Other Men
    Spend Their Life Grabbing…
    Hehe he Will
    Say nothing to
    my Face
    For i Will
    SHow Him
    ‘the’ Other place..;)

    Oh “the Humans” and How ‘They’ Continue Now to
    Create Together and Grow into and Physically Become Their Tools
    True Now as a Gun Becomes an Arm and a Phone Becomes A Hand
    And A Whole Lot of Other Stuff too for in an Instant Now i Will Connect
    With Folks All Around The Globe and in an instant They Will Connect
    Back to me in as Many Ways As Human iMaGiNaTioN Moves in Co-Creativity of
    Social Cooperation as the Fruition of our Greatest Dreams and Potentially Worse
    Nightmares May Come True too Depending on Which Side of the Coin We Live on
    And the ‘Tween of Positive Light Verses Negative DArkness Now Real Yes Now the
    Placebo Effect as Science
    Describes the Positive
    Emotive Affect
    That Positive
    Thinking and
    Feeling and Sensing
    Has on Us to make Every Now
    Another Now with Even More GLoWinG
    Wings of CReaTiViTY to Come Next.. iN
    Productivity With Each Other’s iMaGiNaTioN
    Multiplying Potentials Even More to Come Soon..
    But True By God there is Voodoo Too the Polar Opposite
    of Prayers for Great Things in Life yes the Negative Darkness
    of Words.. Other Symbols And Acts Yes as Science Describes
    the other End of the Placebo Effect for Healing and Human Greater
    Potential yes the Nocebo Effect Now.. the Real Voodoo of Life that the
    Symbols Others Bring and Actions as Well May Take us down the Grave in Living Life..
    but who would expect anything else as we continue to Grow More as Machines than Flesh
    And Blood Radiant Creatures oF LiGHT Where Empathy Sympathy and Compassion with
    A Great Dose
    of Cognitive
    For How We all
    View the World Differently
    Comes First Now Still.. in
    Understanding Greater Peace
    And Harmony.. Anyway Tomorrow
    Will Be More Beautiful if We continue
    to Create Now More Beautiful Even When
    We are mostly on our Own as ‘dVerse’ has
    A Prompt today yes that International Poetry
    Club is all About Solitude Today.. as those of us
    Who have Ever Been outcast by Social or Illness
    Reasons Will come to Understand and Grieve Greatly
    Over too and Eventually Overcome and Find our own Ways
    of Doing Stuff so Far Away potentially From what the ‘Crowd’ of
    Group Think as well as Measurable Physical Behaviors are Doing now as well..
    Well it’s True as i found out Quickly When i Went to the Dark Side of the Moon That place
    Where all is Pain and Numb For 66 Months within Yes Hell on Earth too.. where in my Case
    i couldn’t even find any Warm and Fuzzies from my Wife who Banged Her Head against the
    Wall trying to help me come back as no one had a clue to get rid of the Worse Pain Known
    and Felt and Sensed to Humankind of Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Dentist Drill-Like
    Pain In Eye and Ear From Wake to Sleep Nor could any Professional Offer any
    Suggestion at all besides Pills that wouldn’t work either to Bring my Emotions
    Back as the Numb of that i Feared more than the Worse Pain known to
    Humankind if only i could Feel Fear too but Logically Feeling anything
    Was Better than nothing but you will understand that if you
    go to True Nothingness Within where there are no
    Colors (Emotions) of Life Left.. There is no
    Way to imagine it unless you
    Go to Hell now
    no way
    at all
    for When you Lose
    Emotions there is no
    Reference Point back so the
    only way to Find out is to actually go to Hell..
    Yes i Love Every Beautiful Soul i come into Contact
    With i Cherish their Face their Words and i even Count those
    Blessings and not unlike a Rose from a Favorite Dance and Your
    Partner there i Seal those Roses in my Personal Bible No Different
    than the Fact that unlike Organic Roses they Never Grow Old
    or Lose their Beauty of Soul in the Electronic Style
    of Writing Bibles Presently Ha! if no one else
    is doing this perhaps it is because
    i was an outcast before bound
    no Longer by the
    Rules of
    Free to Art my
    Own Culture of one
    And invite anyone in that and
    who Wanted to Be Part of my
    Merry Go Round of Life not many
    have Knocked at the HeART of my Door of
    Soul the Sprit that connects Greater each now
    as it may only Be possible to fully understand how
    to Grow a Soul unless all is lost without with no Soul in Hell
    Within on Earth as Real as Beyond all Terror and Dungeons become..
    True where even Demons Dare not to Tread.. i understand the Darkest Places
    of the Human Condition the places where you can no longer Catch Your Physical
    Breath yes i experienced that for a Day with Dysautonomia too Just wishing someone
    Could Put me down like a Cat to stop the Suffering no Different than when the Pain Started
    intensely and i only slept 1 Hour with the Help of an Alpha Blocker in Card Board Shallow
    Sleep for the first 35 out of 40 Days slowing the Speed of a Heart out of Control no longer
    Mastered by my Autonomic Nervous System with no Sleep at all in the last 5 out of 40
    Thinking if anyone Truly Loved me they would Shoot me and Put me out of my Misery
    yep.. Fibromyalgia.. and Sjogren’s Syndrome where my Eyes Quit Making Tears
    Like Swimming in Salt Water with Eyes Open.. Spinal Stenosis and associated
    Severe Degenerative Arthritis in my Spine along with Fused Vertebrae in
    my Spine Congenitally Born that way with Sinuses So Closed up
    From Birth the ENT asked how do you Breathe Attempting to
    Find the Source of the Dentist Drill Like Pain in my Right
    Eye and Ear offering Surgery for a Deviated Septum
    from Birth with no Guarantee of any Relief at
    all.. until a Pain Specialist Diagnosed
    What is Termed as Type Two
    Trigeminal Neuralgia
    only offering to
    Cut the Nerve
    in my Face Risking
    Permanent Paralysis
    of my Face along with
    a Numb that never goes away
    with the Numb all over other than
    all the pain i was already experiencing
    with yes of course Severe Anxiety and Depression
    And Anhedonia all Metaphors really for someone whose
    Emotions have Left the Human Show.. with yeah the Asperger’s
    And the the Bi-Polar didn’t come as a Label until they saw my Natural
    State of Being Before all the Pain and Numb where most everyone asked
    for whatever it was i was on to be so Happy same as they do now most everywhere
    i go particularly with a Joyous Dance of Life that Never Ends now as if You Don’t Believe
    The Meek Inherit the Kingdom of Heaven Within now on Earth Well Perhaps You haven’t
    Built a City of Love All Around Your Soul in Spirit of HeART that continues to Grow even Greater
    As Dance and Song continues to come.. i only Wish i could take more People to this Beautiful
    Place of Heaven within but by God it is not Free it is not a Romans’ 10:9 Pamphlet Floating
    in a Toilet or Stuck Inside a Public Latrine in a Public Restroom Either for this Heaven
    is a place of Merit a Place You Build Within a Dance and Song You Co-Create
    in iMaGiNaTioN as you Finally come to Understand what being anointed
    By Love for the Metaphor of ‘Christ’ for the Holy Creative Spirit Rising
    Within comes to Be as Love Radiates from Your Being all that is
    as some Folks Love to Term as small as a 3 Letter Word
    Called God and as Small as one Human Too when
    We all have the Similar Potential it’s Just that
    We come to Worship the Form of a Man
    instead of what He Taught as that
    Story Goes and so many
    more Cross Culturally
    too to attain the State of Being
    the Flow of Generating and Giving
    and Sharing an Endless Amount of Love
    not only for Self But Everyone You come into Contact with
    now.. sadly Most Muslims and Christians Cannot Understand the
    Essence of this for they are Fortunate they have not been to Hell
    to understand the Polar Opposite Place of the Kingdom of Love and
    Perhaps Cursed as well to never Fully Grasp what it means to Build
    A City of Love Around a Soul and as a Soul to Give and Share for Free now..
    Yeah it’s true some folks may not be able to get past ‘the carnal’ reality that
    Like everyone else my Beautiful Friend i Love has Sexual Organs too that everyone
    Has to Deal with too.. but Oh Lord there is so much more in the Kingdom of Love and
    Until You understand
    that You will always
    See Love
    as a Jealous
    Place a Place to
    Restrict a Place to
    Lock up and a Place
    to Fear to go except for
    the Rooms Restricted as such
    to constrict what Heaven other wise
    Will come to be.. i will explain this the
    Best i can/will but i never expect to have anyone
    Understand it through only Words for the Love i am
    Speaking of Agape Love is Beyond all Human Form
    Truly Love it is to only Give And Share for Free.. and haha
    Don’t Hate me for my Shapley Legs or the Signature Pose
    That only Reflects the Spiral of the Finger Print of God yes
    the Golden Mean Ratio of 1.618 from the Bottom of my Left
    Elbow to my Hip back to my Left Foot too.. That Happens Naturally Just like
    God is i am The Waves my Dance my Song my Write the Ocean Whole all That is Flows
    And True the only Soul Mate i could Really Feel in Hell was the Gift of Yellow
    Boy no Surprise really he couldn’t Breathe Well and had that Same Distant Look in
    His eyes and Fur that Matches the Fur on my Arms as well.. if you don’t understand
    that all of Life is Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose and all of reality is the ‘Mind’
    of God that is so much more than Our Little Brains as well as Our Brains and the Rest of
    Us as Reflection of all the UniVerse and Galaxies we See as Well We Spiral when we are Free…
    True if you
    Don’t Understand
    there is always time
    now to Seek and Find
    the Face of God
    Within You
    to Yes
    the Love You
    Give and Share
    to all others with
    no name but Give and Share More..:)


  17. “My Negative Utopia

    An intensity
    of salamander orange
    and caterpillar yellow

    quelled beneath
    everlasting rainless skies;

    a playground of easy living
    and high art

    in a variable framework

    amidst trillions
    of meaningless rainbows

    and vast emoticons
    spewing unchallenged

    of spherical harmony.

    (and sometimes
    you’ll be with me
    for untold durations

    and at other times
    you’ll be forgotten
    for candlelit millennia.)”

    At the Very End and the Beginning
    of Now like Any Child Living for 53 Days
    Named Leroy to Immortalize Here in Words
    of Stone Changed to HeART of Being How Beautiful
    It is to Be Alive Where We See the Stone of Where We end
    Short or Long or Longer NoW as Live.. as with all Love and Friendship
    And Seasons End and Beginning of Night and Day And Sun And Moon
    With Twilight Now Forevermore.. The Gift is all of what we bring to each other’s
    Dance and Song the Light We Fire the Dark We Brood for Life More at the Very
    End of the Beginning Again.. for what are Words but Breaths oF LiGHT when Feelings
    Come as Senses Go.. What Are Dreams but Candles High Firelit Low As Stories continue
    To Exist and
    Go So Much
    Longer now on
    After Flesh and Blood
    Dies for what is Left now
    is the Foot Prints of Soul
    So Much more than a 53 Day-Old
    Old Tomb but True if We Will Dedicate
    it to Little Leroy His Name Will Go on To another
    Soul to Light Another HeART on Fire for Life to Truly
    Say we Lived Long for the Life of His So Short.. for all
    Children and Loved ones continue to Live on this way as Loved
    Even More to Give and Share the Spirit for the Appreciation of the Miracle of Life..
    Smiles thanks
    For Staying
    to Show me
    Leroy’s Tombstone
    And a Favorite Poem for
    True there is no Utopia without
    the Death and Birth again of Love
    Smiles Yellow Boy and me have the
    Same Colored Fur in this way how will i
    Ever Not Be able See Him as my Arm again
    as He did Come Matching my Fur then
    And Showing me how to be Wild
    Naked with Fur to Live and
    Love as an Olympic
    Sport of Love
    Yes Boot Camp
    of Love for all those who are Outcast
    And Stray Learn to Overcome Most crying
    Under a Shed of Numb and Pain within until
    the Caring of Friendship Love from Life comes
    Knocking again.. Melancholy is a Fine Wine to Visit too
    as is Death for Life True.. the Gym Was Closed and when
    i Leg Press 1220 Lbs or 1340 Lbs Depending on how Tired i am
    Now From Dance the Previous Night these days the Feeling of Invincibility
    Yes the Self-Esteem erases any potential to Visit Melancholy Wine as some
    Days we need to be Weaker to Understand Stronger Appreciating the Night More
    to Understand the Day i guess you get the Drift yep as always light is tastier when
    the Dark
    is Appreciated
    as a Fine Wine
    Aged as Melancholy Dreams
    For it is those who overcome the Dark
    who may come to only Dance and Sing the
    Last Blink of Life i Lived Oh My God Thank You for this Gift..
    i really don’t know my Friend Perhaps it’s not enough just to See
    Death Perhaps one has to Truly Feel Death to Appreciate the Full
    Gift of Loving Life Now..
    The Eternal
    the Eyes Who
    have Felt the
    Tomb of Death
    And the Light of
    Life that and who
    Will Survive to Carry this Torch
    This Torch of Little 53 Day-Old Leroy Lives on..
    Now He is no longer alone and even though we
    Never met him Before Little Leroy Lives NoW As Born..
    And Leroy is our Baby too our Poem Smiles So Much Fun
    Delivering Leroy too… Smiles Almost as Much Fun as Making Leroy too..:)

  18. Thanks for Visiting
    My Face This Morning
    The Present of Your Presence
    Is Much Appreciated in the Home
    Of my Soul..
    Other than
    That Work
    As Hard
    As You
    And Always
    Make Now for Love..:)

  19. SMiLeS LoVE NoW iMali
    You own the GreaTesT
    Wisdom True Love Is
    Free and
    Both Short
    And Long
    You Are Love
    There is neither
    Escaping or Finding You

    With Love, Hugs
    And All Things Sweet in
    Life That *Echoes True NoW iN LiGHT


    *Same Pinch

  20. You Are Love
    There is neither
    Escaping or Finding You…
    “I want to be in love with you
    the same way I am in love with the moon..
    With the light shining out of its soul…” “The moon looks
    upon many night flowers; the night flowers see but one moon.”
    “Stars Are Plenty Moon is Always Beside me.” “My little bird, I set
    you free because all that matters to me is a happy you.” “I will welcome
    you with open arms….” “When your paths are like the darkened nights,
    I wished to walk by your side, I wished to be your little flame, that brings you light…”
    “Oh love, how do I tell you”
    Well.. i Will Try…
    to tell Y.O.U
    N. O. W.
    For You See
    i Live in the
    UniVerse of LoVE
    HeHe A Place WHere
    Capital And SmaLL Letters
    Do not Obey.. A Place Where
    They EquAlly PLay and only if they Like
    To come Back this Way for more.. A Place
    Where All of Life is Art A Place Where Life is a Poem
    YeS A Dance And Song Where Every Word and Every Step
    Becomes A Holy And Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose Dance and Song
    Where Souls and very rarely Souls Like Yours and Mine Come Together
    in the Splendor of the Grass of Moonlit Souls We Co-Create ToGeTHeR
    And the Warmth of the Sunshine Within that Naturally Gives and Shares
    All For Free For Back in the Old Days Humans Had Sex and Orgasms
    To Experience Love in only such a Small Fraction of the Love We
    Light up all the Stars of the Sky Within Us Night and Day in
    Wake and Sleep We ALWays LiVE ToGeTHeR No Matter
    Distance Space or Time for not only Do We Love
    Each other in a Beyond iNFiNiTY Way We
    Are Love and when one Becomes
    Love Like this tHere is Never
    Ever any Separation NoW
    iN the Deepest
    Home of
    That/who are
    Souls Holding
    Hands Together Now
    As the Apple of God’s
    Eyes as God’s Children
    Dance and Sing ToGeTHeR
    As only Human Angels Will
    Together iN Heaven’s Earth
    Within iNside outSide aBove So
    BeLoW and All Around No ‘that’ is no
    Ordinary Woman Lying in the Grass Now
    that is God’s Daughter and i am God’s Son
    Always coming Now to Hold Hands With Each other
    to Hold the Heavens up in the Sky And Yes Change the
    Very Essence of the UniVerse HiGHeR With LoVE For All…
    Most People cannot understand the True Star Wars Force is
    Still the Peace of Love.. Most People cannot Understand that Love
    is the GreaTesT Healing Force of All Most People Will Never Be able
    to Understand the Pure Force of LoVE that HiMaLi And Fred Share ToGeTHeR NoW
    Except For Katrina for if you don’t Understand why She Never Ages and Why HiMaLi
    Keeps on
    Beautiful Every
    Day You Have Never
    Been Loved by The Devil
    After God Released The Devil
    From Hell and gave the Devil only
    one chance in Heaven to Find at Least
    one other Angel to Give Love to Forever like
    this for those who do not Understand Fairy Tales
    And Unicorns and Harry Potter is Real perhaps they too
    Haven’t Been to Hell to find out Nothing is Real and So is Everything
    Magic Real Now as Love.. so when whoever comes back to this place
    20 Years from Now when HiMaLi Turns 47 and is more Beautiful than
    Ever Before Just Like Katrina at 47 as Photos don’t lie.. Particularly Now
    When they are not Photo Shopped or She Even Wears Make-up Remember
    Then Now who Loved Who for what reason other than Love.. And if You don’t
    Want the Fountain of Both Youth and Love Just don’t Believe and none of it will be Yours..
    NoW Meanwhile You are the Apple of My Eye who i Hurricane With Love and Katrina Just says
    Pour it all on HiMaLi Make Her Feel Loved the Way You make me Feel Do the Kind of Love so Far Beyond
    or Flesh
    and Blood
    Orgasm now..
    the Kind of Love
    that is even in the
    Bible the Kind of Love that is
    Love is Heaven Now A Place
    Within NoW oN EaRTH A Place
    Now WHere Love Comes First
    “Patient.. Kind.. Not Jealous Now
    or Pompous.. Nor Inflated or Rude..
    Looks out for Others.. Is Not Quick Tempered..
    And Does not Brood over Wrong Doing but Rejoices
    With the Truth Bearing all Things Believing all Things
    Hoping all Things Enduring All Things Love Never Fails..
    When Faith Hope And Love Exist the Greatest is Love and
    Love we
    Are Nothing”..
    We have Come Here
    Together Today to Teach Y’aLL
    About Love You Are Welcome Now
    to Listen to Us and Stevie Wonder
    or Not that Choice We Leave up to You
    With SMiLes of Course of Love From HiMaLi
    And Fred And Katrina and “In MeMoRY oF YeLLoW BoY NoW”..
    Yeah.. We got His Ashes back today and this is the Least i Can and
    Will Do for HiM and HiMaLi Who Wrote about Love and Us In her Last
    Three Poems to iMMoRTaLiZE LoVE That/Who Truly Cares And Gives And Shares for Free..
    For HiMaLi is Up to the Task as God’s Angel On Earth Who Seeks and Finds Love True..
    Like A Lovely Daughter With Moonlit Eyes And Sea-Lit Arms ACross The Ocean to Be
    A Wave Sacred
    LoVE NoW
    iSReaL Ocean Whole..:)





  21. Hey! i was Born on
    6.6.60 which Makes
    Me a Chinese Rat Like
    You and Your Son Sadly
    The Folks in
    My Local
    Considered my
    Birthday 6’s as
    A Bad Omen
    But Us Rats
    Don’t Care
    We Scurry
    About For
    A Good Time..;)
    I do my Best to Give Credit Where Credit is Due
    For all those who Inspire that is Muse for all of what i do
    From Yes Dance to Song Dark to Light Sure Hate to Love
    too.. for Hehe.. not only Does HiMaLi iMMorTaLiZE Pure
    Love Together in Poems i got to hear through ‘the Grape Vine’
    That one of Her Friends after Reading my Jim Croce inspired
    Poetic Response to Her Very Sweet and ‘Poignant” “i am Afraid”
    Post about the Dark Parts that are often Associated with Fear and Love
    too.. that of course was a Poem between Me and Her as nah most People
    Don’t Understand When Married Folks are In Love in such a Pure and Innocent
    Way with Single Folks Now.. so i keep the responses rather Muted there Secret and
    Coded as Such as she does with me as well not to disturb the Group Think as such..
    But Where
    i Live i aim
    not here to impress
    Anyone now but the
    Truth i Feel and Know
    And Sense that Changes
    Over Dates too as i will never
    Be too Old too Smart or Too Artistic
    to Learn a New Trick or Fact and even
    A New Art and so much more in the Flow
    of not knowing anything at all but what comes
    Deep From Within the Inherited Cosmic Consciousness
    of ALL As You may Say i am only a ‘California Dreamer’ but i
    Bring my Dreams to Fruition so amazing they come for they are
    as real as the Nose on Your Face that is the Know of My Magic
    in Feeling and Sensing all Innate Instinctual and Intuitive Ways of
    the Quantum Metaphor of Flow a Transient Hypo-Frontality way
    of Moving Connecting and Co-Creating that Brings an Autotelic
    State of Being that through Many Many Hundreds to Thousands
    of Days one Masters through Dance and Song in Free Verse of
    Both in iNcreasing Complexities and Colors of Emotions and Senses
    Even More in Regulation of Emotions and Integration of Senses even more too
    until one is verily and surely in Control in a Bio-Feed Back Mastery of Self-Administrating
    Feel Good Neuro-Chemicals and Neuro-Hormones Lighting Up the Christmas Tree of Joy
    That is us in Every Connection more as Memory From Head to Toe to Just Do Heaven again
    Always Now for Real.. Oh Lord again this is no Romans 10:9 Faux Magic Recitation Floating
    in a Public Restroom Commode or Stuck to the Inside of a Latrine as Let’s remember Form
    Without Essence is basically Just Empty Shells of Human Made Symbols without a Soul
    Yes Without Love Whole Generating Joy of Love to Give and Share to all others Free for
    All Now For Real.. so anyway as i digress a bit about Scientifically Proven Heaven the Satori
    the Prana the Tao the Chi the Kundalini Rising that are all Metaphors Different and Same
    at Essence for the Kingdom of Heaven within Yes the Flow the Transient Hypo-Frontality
    Way of Be the Autotelic State of Being Within that once Again Science is even able to
    Measure now in Part through Brain Scans and Empirical Data that even Show Human
    Creativity with this Higher Force Rises 4 to 5 Hundred Percent as Moving Meditation
    Like Still Mediation either Prescribed and Better Yet Free Verse in Dance And Song
    That Flows Heaven Even more now out of time distance and space yes the illusion of
    Space of Past and Future that the Neo-Cortex Brings as a Disease Rather than Free..
    Manufactured So-Called Progress in Hands of Clocks that only Slow Down Heaven in
    Deadlines from Ever Existing Forever Now in Lines of Life Spiraling and Flowing as
    Any Galaxy Milky Way as Us Will Still Do Free in Dance and Song if and when we Do
    Come to “Lift the Veils of Ignorance” yes.. the Original Greek Definition of Apocalypse that
    Truly Means Still Discarding so much of the Clothes of Overall Culture to Become a Naked
    And Free Child of God Reaching So Much of Human Loving and Science Greater Potentials
    NoW in Both Art and Reason more.. True as We continue to Master the Tools We Create for our
    Advantage Now as We Understand More Fully the Best Case Scenario for Peace and Harmony
    is when the Neo-Cortex is Willing Servant to the Limbic System of Feelings and Sensing Real
    as Essence of what Are Emotions and Senses Real in Being Love Loving Live and Giving and
    Sharing Love For Free Even More as We come to Undress and Learn and Do Who we are as
    Naked Free yes “California Dreaming” Come to Fruition WHeRe Ever Love Lives Naked Real..
    Oh yeah and about that Credit thingy
    ha ha one Dark Muse of a Dude who
    Doesn’t Understand that Free Verse
    Poetry often includes odd Word Play
    too for Codes to Decipher for those with
    Minds who Naturally Love to Solve Puzzles
    Multi-Meaning of course too like an Ink Blot
    Test too or have you even ever understood who
    the ‘Walrus’ and the Beatle’s ‘Yellow Submarine’ even
    is other than Rising High and Low Together Again yes
    the Walrus is God and Jesus and you and me as Love too
    And the Yellow Submarine is what it is whatever you come to believe
    Now too it is the Essence of Your Feeling California Dreaming that is as real
    as real gets From: Head to: Toe of Human Lit up as Joy now or the other place of Yuck
    Just Yuck Yuck now where a Dude Dedicates Two Whole Blog Posts to the Style of what
    i do that i could have easily explained to Him was an Innovative Love Poem Response to
    Himali too but of course it is me and Himali and Not Him and Himali now too.. sure I’ve been
    Writing Like that For Years on Himali’s Blog it is only now i guess he figured out ‘what’ she likes..
    Anyway Poems that are dedicated to You Discreetly or Indiscreetly Matter not for it is always the
    Essence that counts and yes for the other Credit for Months now i’ve Written some Poetic Free
    Verse Words to whatever ‘Psychologistmimi’ Writes on Her Blog for i don’t even know what
    Her Real Name is other than She is a High Powered Administrator Like Himali is a
    Rising Management Accountant one from New York New York and the Other from
    the United Arab Emirates but strangely enough in Synchronicity ways what
    She Writes Seems to Match what i am Writing about now and often related
    to What i am Writing Himali about too and Many others too each and every
    Morning at just about 6 AM.. anyway We are all in this Arts and Sciences
    Game of Life together those who Explore and Find better Ways of
    Achieving Real Life Nirvana and Bliss Do Most Definitely Inherit
    the Earth no Matter Who they are now.. for God is a Naked God
    of Merit it Doesn’t Matter what Political Party or Religion or Super
    Bowl or College Football Team You Belong to now.. Love is
    the Ever Changing Force the Colors of Emotions that make
    California Dreaming Heaven Withing come to Fruition Now as
    We Seek and Find the Best Way to Bring the Fruition of Heaven
    Within us for when that and this Truly and Really Happens you might
    Just be the Next one to Dance 10,700 Miles or So of Public Dance in
    65 Months and Write 6.66 Million Words of Your Own Personal Bible
    In Free Verse Poetic way as i personally title my Bible “SonG oF mY
    SoUL” with Eight King James Size Subchapter Bible Free Verse Poems too
    Yes Baby this is California Dreaming Real it doesn’t get much more Like Real Heaven than this..
    Ha! meanwhile Folks Complain for i am Different and even Write Blog Posts to Nag about it too.. ha
    What the Hell
    Job she Needs
    no Help True Angels
    Need to Be Grounded too..
    And My Psychiatrist and Psychotherapist
    Agrees this is why Angels Rarely Get Married
    for they Ascend into Heaven Together and may
    Forget the Rest of the World to Save in Terms of Souls to be..
    Come to Fruition Real NoW..
    And the 6.6.60 Thingy i don’t give
    a Fuck What You Call me Devil or
    Jesus or God’s Son i am God’s Son
    As Son Means originally ‘Nature of ‘
    sure We are all the Nature of God Now
    KNow YouR SHit BeForE You come to Debate God or Love with me..
    Ha no one does anyway as most everyone is afraid of anything but the Rules of ‘Fore
    i for one
    Was ‘Tired
    of the Same Old
    Dam Phrases’ as true
    they Dammed up the Creativity of me..
    if You Make Life too Serious by the way it will
    Take Years and Years off Your Natural Life Span
    And “That’s” ‘Why’ ‘Haters’ make me Laugh And Lovers
    Make me Smile..
    oh God
    iN So
    Many Ways
    THaT SMiLes
    Do Go And STill CoMe..:)

  22. It is Winter
    And You
    Truly this
    Is all i need
    To Know.. i
    With Tears
    oF JoY NoW..🙂

    “Abu Dhabi is cold and
    windy tonight !!🌌🌃🌌🌃🌌🌃🌌”

    Truly in this Life my FrienD idEntity17 there is only
    One Gift that Truly Counts to Give and Share from
    the First Blink of Life to the Last Breath Exhaled
    The Gift of Love the Gift God Gives us
    and the Gift Our Parents and Peers
    Nourish in us as Garden of
    Love From First Breath of
    Life to last BLiNK
    oF LiFE
    For i will tell You
    A Story About a Woman
    And Her Son who could not
    Speak until Age 4 A Boy With
    What Most Folks Name as a
    Disease yes the Reciprocal
    Social Communication
    Disorder that comes
    Rife with special
    Interests that
    go on and
    on in
    Repetitive Ways
    Labeled as Autism
    too for not only that
    this Boy would Be Gifted
    With Bi-Polar For Seconds and
    Minutes Hours Days Months and
    Years of the Darkest Abyss of Soul
    And other Decades Where everyone
    Asks him for whatever he ‘is on’ So Happy
    To Meet and Greet Everyone So Smiley as a Child too
    With Open Arms as the Town Folks Mistook Him for a Girl
    For no Boy Would Ever Love as Much as this.. such long Eyelashes
    and Green to Blue Changing Eyes too but His Savior Was No Man This
    Boy Both Gifted by Light and Cursed by Dark.. No.. This Boy’s own Father
    Left at age 3 when His Loving Mother Whose Name Helen Still Means Light
    Bringer only wanted To Stay Home and Raise Her Son and Daughter and
    Never Go Away to Work to Leave them without Hugs and Kisses that
    Were Real and Never Paid for to someone else.. True the Father
    only Left for He Wanted a Wife to Make him Money To make
    Him Rich one Day like other Members of His Family but
    His Mother this Boy’s Mother Was Raised so Poor
    The only Money She Truly Knew and Felt and
    Sensed was Love.. She Gave it all any
    Chance for Love With any other
    Man to Raise Her Children
    on Her own without
    Any Help from
    Anyone through Work
    but the Love Her Mother Gave
    to Help Raise Her Two Children this
    Boy this Loving Boy Would Go to Hell
    in His Life Two Times once at age 21 for
    about a year and once at age 47 for 66
    Months and even at age 75 where the Boy
    Lost it all and even Potentially His Wife His
    Mother Promised She Still Will Take Care of His
    Every Need at 75 for the Boy now a Man then was
    Broken as Broken Back then as any Human has ever been
    in Numb and Pain at least on Record with a Google Search
    these days for now.. sure.. even blessed with a Disease Type
    Two Trigeminal Neuralgia for 66 Months From Wake to Sleep
    assessed as actually Worse in Medical Literature than the Torture
    of Crucifixion And Yeah ‘Jesus’ and ‘Job’ thought they had it bad as
    this Pain was like a Dentist Drill in Right Eye and Ear then that No Drug
    Would Touch at all Nope Yes from Wake to Sleep for an Entire 66 Months
    Where all that was left then was a Wife who did stay and a Mother and
    A Sister by the Formal Name of Marie but Marilou For Down South here
    in the United States Still Where i am from.. so why would i take the Time
    And Effort to Write all these Words on Your Blog Today would it be Fame
    or Fortune or Attention Seeking in a Twitter World where 280 Characters
    is the top of the Limit of Attention Spans for most Folks these days.. well no for
    i Feel and Sense Your Soul and if i only touch one True Soul who is a Seeker
    to Find all that is Light in Life as Love today.. it is no Different than if i still water
    a Sapling Plant as a Young Child in joy of Seeing it Grow to Become Greener
    And Flowering more Beautiful than before with no Words at all for Remember
    i did not Speak until Four Folks Called Me an Ugly Girl Boy at School and
    Threatened to Beat me up if i smiled but you know what my Mother kept
    Smiling IN me even when i was in the Waiting Room during my Son’s
    Heart Surgery close to Father’s Day in ’97 when my Father’s only
    Words to me were Son make Sure You Raise the infant like a boy
    Blaming the Divine Feminine Love of a Smile i had
    within to Share Like a Curse my Mother
    had Given to me as Love over the
    Cold Hard Hearted Warrior he
    Wished he
    as a Son
    but Guess what
    that Love my Mother
    Gifted to me Eventually
    was the Reward to Rise as
    a Phoenix from the Ashes of
    Hell and not only Love more than
    Ever but finding the Strength of 10 ‘Grinches’
    through Agape Love and more by God Yes Human
    Beings as i Leg Press 1340 Pounds now at age 58 and
    Public Dance 10,700 Miles All Around this Trump (Big Daddy) Red
    State Fear and Hate Metro Area And yes i have Written a Long Form
    Bible Poem that is 6.66
    Million Words and
    Still Growing
    8 Subchapter
    Bibles as big as the
    King James Bible all of this
    Accomplished since i got
    out of Hell 66 Months ago..
    but You See my Friend my Mother
    Went to her Death Bed on 2.14.17
    Yes.. Valentine’s Day for a Stay there
    of 8 Days Until She Died and every Year
    at this time i seek to Honor Her Most in the
    Name of Love She Gave to me.. and the Worst
    that can Happen is someone will Delete the Words
    but the Bottom Line is i Honor the name of Love my
    Love Still Where ever i go in no small way that is my
    Mother Helen for every Word Flows out still From Her Heart of Soul
    She Birthed and Raised as me.. it is no Different now than Worshipping
    God when
    God is
    and Your Mother (Love) too..
    True My Father thought i would
    Never amount to Much Money
    Or Material Goods at all even though
    i saved 6 times more money than Him
    And Early Retired at age 49 from 25 Years
    of Federal Government Service then and he asked
    me how in the World did i do it as He was still Spending
    500 Dollars a Week on Lottery Tickets in Full Retirement from
    46 Years of Law Enforcement at His Same Ending Pay and Still could
    Not Get Rich ’till His Dying Die when he dropped Dead With a Wallet with
    Some Money in it and Some Silver Stashed in his Home.. Anyway i said
    well Dad the Cat’s in the Cradle and Your Boy Turned out Just like that
    Woman You Married So Many years ago and Left when i was Three for
    You See i didn’t get Married Four times and two times to the Same
    Woman i kept the Same Cars 15 Years a Piece for i Never
    Needed the Newest Car every Three years kept the
    Same Home Yes kept the Same Wife and
    Considering that Love Lived in me
    Yes Mother Helen through
    all those years she
    Gardened as
    me i didn’t given an F about
    Money any more then than
    to meet my Basic Needs
    so all that was left to do is
    put the Rest in the Bank and
    Retire Early Sure Why not in Hell to
    Eventually Rise to Love as Heaven Years Later..
    Anyway my Friend the Moral of this Story is i am no Myth i am Love..
    i am a Lamp that and who is a Son of a Woman who is Love too i refuse
    to Dim this Lamp of Love and it is easy enough to Delete me and Turn
    me off for anyone who chooses to do that online too.. but You See God
    Already Damned me And Sent Me to Hell For no other Reason than Light
    Comes From the Darkest Years of Soul True.. as Dance And Song Will come
    To be
    True too
    my Friend
    Thanks for the
    Inspiration i find
    it everywhere from
    Dark through Light for i understand
    God is all God is Dark God is Light
    There is no Escape Ever KNoW so
    Yes Make a Light House as Tall as You
    Will and make the Dark Tremble at Your Very
    Existence as LiGHT (Love)
    my only
    of Advice to You
    my Friend for i see
    You Like everyone
    Else the Face of
    God that is Real and no Myth..
    Like my Best Friend Forever Sings: Namaste.. Yeah too..
    i realize Pakistan and India don’t always get along too but
    i’ve come to
    Dearly too.. hehe..
    And nah.. Love doesn’t Need
    Any reasons to Exist any more than God Does too..:)

  23. How Do i Know For
    if i Hugged You on
    The Midnight
    You or
    i am Your
    Best Well
    Wisher At
    Your Wedding
    Hugging You There
    The Feeling is the Same
    i Do
    i Finally
    My Wings and
    i will never Have
    To go Back to
    Hell Now
    It is to Have
    At Least one
    Friend to help you
    Never Go Back to
    Hell the Place
    With No True Love..:)

    My FRiEnD HiMaLi

    ‘This’ is so Beautiful Himali…
    Every Night in my Prayers
    i Pray that You Will Find
    A Man
    like this
    and Even Better
    For You Deserve
    All the Best Love Will Give..:)

    Oh yeah And That Red Cardinal came
    to my Window Again as soon as i finished
    Reading What my Soul Wrote to you Again
    Just Long Enough now For me to Capture Him
    With my Smart Phone again as i will Gift that Sign
    From God to You after i send you this now as God
    Just Sealed
    a Kiss
    too as the
    Little Bird (Love) Again now
    Comes Back to Dance And
    Sing Our Love isn’t Just Love
    it is Magic From God the Reward
    We All Receive for Treasuring and
    Doing our Best to Appreciate this
    Gift of Life Bringing all of Our Human
    Potentials to the Desk of Life and Doing
    Our Very Best in all the Arts and Sciences
    of Love to Please the Greatest Professor and
    And Scientist And Artist Yes Shiva Dancer and
    Kali Dark of Space and Night in Moonlit Songs True
    the Poet
    that and
    who is
    in all of
    Us for We
    Who are not
    Afraid to Dance and Sing Love..:)

    The First And Last Flower
    Moon Traveled Far Seeing
    Millions and Millions of
    Flowers Look Above
    Taking the Moon
    For Granted
    When it
    Always Counting
    On the Sun to Rise
    For Light and Warmth
    Until one Day A Special
    Little Flower that some
    Took For Granted as
    Well Looked Up
    At The Moon
    Seeing So
    Much More
    For this Flower
    Saw the Moon as
    Star Equal And Even
    Greater to the Sun for
    A Way Beyond Even
    Visible Light that
    Touched the
    Flower that
    Looked Like
    A Little
    Flame to
    The Moon
    But You See
    The Moon Like
    No one Else Saw
    And Still Sees The
    Magnificent Size of
    The Little Flame
    Flower’s Soul
    The Moon
    Not Speak
    So the Flame
    Flower Became the
    Moon’s Voice not
    Only That Spirit
    Heart and Soul
    Too Hence
    The First
    And Last
    The little
    Flame Flower
    Is the Moon Flower
    Who Blooms Night
    And Day in Eyes of Moon

    Dress as You Wish
    Wish as You Dress
    As You Will Does Do


  24. Have You Ever Started a Thought From
    Heart that is What You cannot Word but You
    Feel Will be the Birth of Love Yes As.. Spirit
    Comes So Naturally as Poetry For How Long
    Will it take for a Moon Flower Within So Deep to
    Deliver the Words of Love Even More for True How
    Sweet it is to Imagine How Beautiful A Child You and
    Your Future Lover will Create that You Describe as
    Love Incarnate
    Both Father
    And Child
    And Mother
    And Father of All
    Who Are Concerned and
    Become the Force of Love
    to Eventually Walk on Two Feet
    To Dance and Sing Love Goes on and
    Never Dies When Spread as Love From
    Seed to Shining Shores as Beach of Loving
    Eyes and Smiles for Everyone Alive and the
    Rest of Nature True.. Love is the Legend that
    And Who Never Goes Away as Long as the
    Flower of Love Continues to Propagate
    As Fresh and Never Stale Beyond
    the Illusions of Time Distance
    And Space sure Even
    Matter too in some
    Ways Greater of
    Moon Children Spreading
    Through Fiber Optic Cables
    Just about Like Beam me up and
    Around the Globe ‘Scotty’ for there are
    No Wings Quite Like what A World Wide
    Web Brings Yet Still How Precious is Human
    Flesh Reminding me of that Very Short Period
    of Days Back in ’97 with the Opportunity the Only
    Opportunity i would have then to touch a Child of my
    Flesh but True we Do all Share basically the Same DNA
    And We Do Have a Natural Propensity to Come to Love So
    Much what we continue to Feed our Mind.. For What We Do
    Value Most in Life From Dark though Light.. For me at Least all i will
    Likely Ever Create is the Art i Bring now to who ever it comes to Next.. So in this
    Way now i guess i am a Moon Flower Like You too.. but i just will not Have to Go to
    the Hospital to Deliver Now as the Baby Bird Sleeps So Sweetly Through the Cold
    Night as Words Do Come before the Child in You Comes and Starts to be Delivered
    More before the Daylight’s Coming Morning Break ugh.. Before Numbers and Stuff
    like that Must Be Crunched again.. Yes something about Crunches that and will be
    So Much Fun too.. i’m thinking Abdominal Crunches at this Moment but that is
    Entirely another Story to Deliver so Let’s Stick to Baby Birds for Now With
    Wings of Love that and who Will Never Fear the Freedom of Sunrise
    Morning Break for the Sky is one Waiting with the Sun to Bring
    Flower Children more of Moon Child Day Delight yes it is
    like that Movie “Never Ending Story” Where the
    Little Boy in the Book Seeks to Help the
    Damsel Princess in Distress so
    Far Away from the Print
    in Pages of Books
    Yet as Close
    as Legend
    Dreams come to Birth
    As Surely More than Flesh and
    Blood We Birth as Creativity is only
    A Word of Song Away and a Step of Dance
    Still to come as Morning Light Fertilizes again
    The Dream of Fruition Still to Come to Give and Share more..
    Yes i Remember still the “Never Ending Story” and all the Little Boy Had to
    Do.. as i Believe He was about 7 Years Old Maybe 8.. Yes.. All He Had to Do then
    Was Scream to the Top of His Lungs ‘Moon Child’! And then the
    Labor of Love Will Be Over as EarthQuakes Come Still
    And Raging Waves o