CeLeBRaTinG Yellow Boy’s LiFE NoW

We Will Bring You Love And Peace Now
Through Your Last Blink And Breath Of
Purr From Your Life Long Labor Of Love
One With Nature God As Same
Golden Fur Aqua Eyes Of Free
And Fearless Wild Love
You Spent Your Last
Day in The Sun
We Love You
More than
We Will Carry
The Last Cross For You
Unlike my Mother And Only
Son Tethered to A Bed
Love How Do i Tell
You How
Much i Do
Circling my Heart
With Paws of Love
Standing on my Chest
You’ve Lost So Much Weight
Never The Less Love No Size
You Bring me A Snack Of Purr
So Early In The Morning Your
Bones Are Weary Barely Breathing


As Above So Below
Stretching Out Spiraling
Beyond iNFiNiTY iLoVE
How Beautiful it is to iMagine
And Never Know as The Truly
Meek And Furry Only Inherit Life
i See A WHole
In the Blinds As
Designed As A
Hole in the Blinds
To See Outside Human
A Boy
Will Dream too
Is It Any Wonder…
Yellow Boy Passing Away
Coldest Day in A Generation
Without Love There Is Nothing (Hell)
At The End And The Beginning Again
CoVeNaNT CoMPLeTE Yellow Boy Resting
Peacefully By OuR FeaT oF LoVE
This NoW iS All i NeeD to KNoW
i FeeL AnD SensE LoVE (GoD)
Does Anyone Know ‘Jesus’ (Love)…
At Least One Other Person Truly Knows me
Katrina Understands How i Love That’s All That Matters
In Case Anyone Wonders How i Will Love More Than One
There is No Hope For Humanity Until We Love Each Other
As Pets In True Love No Jealousy Or Pride A Love Poem For All
Yellow Boy spent a sunshiny
Day watching Squirrels
Play from the view of
The Patio and one
Inside With no
Fear Needed today
From an X-Hunter
Of the BackYard
As Yellow Boy
Can no longer
Eat or Drink
As we will
Have to say
Our Final Goodbye
At 9 in the morning..
One of the first things
That endeared me toward
You other than Your
Stellar Kindness was
The attachment you
Expressed for
Yellow Boy
You never
Petted Him
I know he would
Have Loved You very
Much as You truly are
The Kindest Friend
I’ve ever met bringing
Warm Feelings
To all of
Who you
Meet and
Greet yes somehow
You have found a
Way to Pet People
Online and it
Is awesome to
Watch Your
Love and That’s
How i Love
You too like
An endless
Pet and
Purr from
The start meeting
You has brought
Many purrs to
Me and i
Wish you
Were here
To pet too
For there is
Nothing warmer
Than soft affection
Of the Heart Pet or
Human and do never
Worry always a Pet
For you
Too as
As Love
Real Love
You too..
Bottom And Top Line
No LiGHT Without DArK

People Have Almost Totally Forgotten
What the Story of Jesus Teaches…
Yellow Boy Comes Back Again
Now To Teach It For Real.
Yellow Boy’s Memorial FunD:
Pet A Human Before You Go
to Bed Tonight NoW
ToDaY YeS NoW Do An
Olympic SPoRT oF LoVE
Dance And Sing Together Or
Love Falls Apart We Die As Life
Society’s Goal No Time For Love
Human Goal Only Love Now
This Isn’t Rocket Science It’s
What Humans
Meanwhile Two Videos/Memorials Will End
And Begin As Helpful Hints For What Is Still
Coming And The Beginning Of The Next One
With Two Previews And Come What
May To End This One
Before The Other
One BeginS AGaiN
i am Only Watching For Half Time
i’ll Find it On You Tube Eventually
As This Is Really The End of This
MacroVerse Anyway Jayden Has
Come Now Yellow Boy Is Gone And Super
Bowl 53 Is Coming Soon So Stay Tuned
There Are More Ways Than Ever To Get
Out Of the House And Love And Ironically
More Ways Than Ever To Never Connect In/As Love
And Yes of Course You Will Put Love And All The Other
Essences of Emotions In Symbols If You Can And Really Try Hard
It’s Like For The First Time Since ’94 There Is No Cat In The Yard Or
In The House So Yes Get Out Of The House Now!
It’s Nature’s (God’s) Way of Saying
i Will Make You Uncomfortable Enough
Where You Will Circle The Globe
Looking For Love
Grief IS A Chemical
Reaction In Your Brain
Where Kitty Comfort (Oxytocin)
Is Reduced And Creative Juice (Dopamine)
Goes Up For You Science Minded Folks
Who Say All Emotions Including Grief
And Tears Are Only Mush And
For Only Women too
Grief Is The Cross The Blood
Of Those You love And Lose
When Some Folks Suggest That Losing
A Pet Is too Much to Love One Again Perhaps
They Dropped The Cross Over to LoVE NoW AGaiN
Other Wise
Love Dies And
Is Never Resurrected
Back As Life And Us Alive
This Way Jesus (Love/Yellow Boy) Returns
Eternally Now Even Greater As More Of Us
Co-Create Greater Love As Us
Yes It’s Like the Story of Jesus
You Turn Death into Grief into
Life into Love
And Why Is There Suffering
And Why Is There Death
And Why is There
All Of This Grief
Katrina Asks What’s
The Meaning of Life
i Return
Anyway it’s 11:53 Am on
1.29.19 as Yeah i’ve really
Finished this “WoLF MooN HowLinG LoVE DReAMS”
MacroVerse For Now Lord Just Gotta Put it Together And Publish it All Now..:)


Hi Sohair as it is surely difficult to Understand a Person
if we do not understand what they Believe in Ranging
from Random Soup To God but true even ‘Thomas Campbell’
Who did not invent Campbell Soup By the Way Will Then Say
We come
With the Divinity
Within Expressed
As Some Folks are
Rather Hero and some are not too..
Anyway these are Nice Shares of
Wisdom You Bring from Islam and
i for one enjoy all you have to
teach here as after all
That there is more
To Dance Sing
And Sure
Now More..
Anyway on this End
Yellow Boy is finally
Succumbing from Feline
Leukemia for his Lifetime
Stint of that for 10 or 11 Years
as Tomorrow Morning will be our
Last Morning with Him as we continue
to Celebrate Light And Not Let the Dark Disappear..:)

Hi Sohair.. Yellow Boy is the Yellow Cat Who Has Played
A Star Role in all of my online Blogging Adventures since
2013 and Even Before that since 2011 as He came to
Be my FriEnd When i was shut-in ill Back in 2010
After about a 2 Year Stint in Hell as Yellow Boy
the Cat was born Just about the time i Fell
iLL Back in 2008 according to the Vet who
Determined that he had Feline
Leukemia when we had
Him Checked Keeping
the Once Feral Wild Cat inside
And Fixing Him as such so he would no
Longer Have such a Reproductive Drive
to Spray our Home Up and stuff like that..
Anyway.. i Found Yellow Boy Crying under my
Shed And Eventually Tamed Him with some Food
After He had been Wild.. in the Woods at the Back
of our Home for about 2 Years as he Learned to Love
Again and Be a Lap Cat Similar to when He was Nursing
His Cat Mother When He was born eventually as i returned to
the Best Kingdom
of Heaven Yes
Love Within
too.. to Give Freely
And.. Share Freely
As Any Part of God’s
Creation Suited to Love
From Birth Will Verily Do..
And as i Celebrated My Father’s
And Mother’s Life After they passed
Away along with Several Other Pets and
Many Relatives in the Last 11 Years Since Yellow
Boy’s Birth.. Now.. i will Dance And Sing some more
For Life is the Gift and Never the Guarantee Worshipped
Best as God as Nature’s Love Given To Us Freely Enough
Yes to
back the
Favor to the
Nature of God
to fulfill all of our
Human Potential Each
Day and Do Love as We
Are Gifted True to Do too Always Now..
But anyway there is a bit of a Space in the
Home And Yard as there has always been at
least one Pet of a Cat here where i Live Nearly
Since we Moved in our Home in the Year ’93
So this is Just one more Day of Relatively New
Territory For me and the Dance and the Song is my Rock of Love..
Thanks Sohair For Asking my FriEnd Have a Wonderful Evening in Egypt too..
Smiles Yes too as
i understand
Cats are
in Egypt too my FriEnd..:)

SMiLes my FriEnd NeuroScience
Shows we Basically Hallucinate
Our Reality as we Go Subconsciously
Based on all
Of our
Experiences Filtered
Through Instinct
Of Feelings
In other Words
There will only
Ever Be You
To Experience
Now the Way
You Do or
Not Live
Next And Worrying
About the Hallucinations
Of other Folks Is
Like thinking
You might
Their Dreams
In Night of Day
Our Neo-Cortex
At Best is Servant
Of Our Limbic
All the Best Creativity
Of Art Ever Originates
With the Greatest Muse
Of Be the Greatest Artist
Be A Slave of Heart
Or Die
As a
Without Thorns…
Dude what You
Are Doing is
By to say
Thank You
For Making
HeART Real RaW as Art..:)

Keep Writing as per the Nun Study
Done Recently on the Dreaded
Alzheimer’s Disease As in All things
Life And Love use it or Lose it applies
As in the case of Sister Bernadette
Who lectured late in Life whose
Brain actually wired around
Severe Alzheimer’s Plaques
And Tangles into her 80’s
As Functional Linguistic
Abilities Both Oral
And Written
Lifespan seem
To Protect yeah
My Mother A Poet
Beat my Sister in Scrabble
A Week before she died from
Stage 4 Cancer with a Bleeding
Brain Cancer in addition to
The Rest of Her
Body same
With Back
Pain Dance
Stay Sharp
Do continue Singing too..
My Father and His Identical
Twin Suffered From Dementia
Into Late age.. their Intellectual
And Exercise Diet consisted of
The News.. The Weather Channel
And Watching Sports And
Wild Cats
Cats as every
Move means Survival..
We Humans overall
Down to
Long Before
Old Age Do Jack LaLanne
Where Every Step And Word
Of Dance and Song is Health
Insurance BiG WinKS trading Likes
Does almost nothing for Life.. the
With T
OF Head Mush
Keeping in Mind
That i am Literally
Autistic and did not speak
Until 4 named the Weakest
Last Kid picked in Sports who
Is Still Getting Stronger At age 58
As i am up to 1200 LBS of
Leg pressing still going
Up and By God i
Am Humble
To say most
Anyone Can and
Will Do More as GreaTesT
Love and Strength comes
Out of
As every
Galaxy owes
Existence To A Black
Hole as Long as Galaxies
Sing my FriEnd..:)


It’s Like Ferris Bueller and Jesus F iN Christ
What Good Is Freedom oF LoVE iF iT DoeS NoT EXisT NoW
Well.. Yeah Shouldn’t Take a Rocket Scientist (And no i play by no Stiff Rules of any Science/Religion/Culture in General) To figure out what this Next MacroVerse Will Be Titled
But for Purposes of ‘Small Talk’.. “In Memory of Yellow Boy Now” Will Do Now as Truly Yellow
Boy has Been a Star on the Internet for Years and Years now.. as Yes Hundreds And Hundreds
of thousands of Views he has collected along the way among 7 Blog Sites or So i have Provided
For Free and yes Many other Avatar Avenues too almost since we First Met Yellow Boy as
He is Nicely Pictured at about 2 Years Old underneath our Shed in the Sunshine of
2010.. as i was just starting to Draw Him out with some Treats on the Path
to Sit in Katrina’s Lap Day and Night and Night and Day in Comfort
Style of Love is all there is to it and a Few Treats and Lots
of Pets by God Yes so much Different than a Two
Year Struggle in the Woods where all
the Feral Cats were Fighting
For Subsistence way
Back behind
our Fence
as yes we
basically Live in a
‘Reformed’ Forest as Subdivisions
Continue to Cut a Path in the Woods
but it is truly like a Forest Beyond my Backyard
Still.. just right for Feral Hunters as Yellow Boy surely
Used to Chase Squirrels Lightening Fast For Dinner
And Breakfast and Lunch and whatever Moved that
was smaller than Him.. no doubt they had a Huge Party
when he was finally diagnosed with Feline Leukemia by the
Vet as our home become his forever home then and he adjusted better
than we thought a Wild Cat would but yes the Neutering Bit Helped but
he kept his Body Builder Kitty Physique Long after that.. as even the Vet
Remarked on what the 15LB Pretty Yellow Boy Carried as Muscular Shoulders
then in the Prime of his Cat Life still but truly as i started off my Blogging Adventure
Almost 6 Years ago now.. on 3.10.13.. my First Perspectives of my Life Blog Post was
Really a story of 3 Cats per Arthur the Brown Tabby who had been Living Close to our
Yard since 1994 who eventually become an inside outside cat in our Home who lasted 20
Years of his Life until June of 2014.. And Yes of course Moby who came to us in 2009 as
Adopted from a Couple Down the Road who had a child who was allergic to Moby’s Gray
Fur so the Declawed Moby got Put outdoors with all the Feral Cats in the Neighborhood
too hopeless to be able to defend himself as his owners thought his Massive Size over
20 LBS Would Be Defense enough without Front Claws well he was a bit Anxiety
Ridden before he gained a place in our Home and Truly Moby was all about
Love nothing really feral about that Domesticated Raised Cat at all
Problem was he didn’t really like to Play or Move too much
So Diabetes would Eventually Be in his Future along
with so much Trouble Eventually getting around
through His Demise Three Years ago in February
of 2016 not much different than having to have
a Walmart Cart to get around as
Sadly so many overweight
Folks as Peers my
age way
below my age
Still do.. as it’s true in
life everything is use it or lose it now..
as sadly some folks believe too that life only
Starts in Death in A Dirt Nap of Heaven missing
out the Entire Gospel Good News that the Kingdom
of Heaven is always in this Generation now at Hand within
Yes the Kingdom of Love We Become Within when we become
Agape Love to Give and Share Fearlessly with all others and Love for
the Rest of Nature True.. otherwise like Ferris Bueller truly says and deeper
too if you can get parables too as far as the much deeper meaning of the Essence
of Truth and Light that do exist behind the Metaphors of Such of Words in Holy and
Sacred Texts as written by whoever too in Unnamed Author Way from Sages of the
Ages who will never be identified by Original Name using Pen Names Like Luke and
Matthew and Mark as such.. for True if You don’t find the Love of Heaven now sad
sad sad Life moves
Fast You might
Miss it
it may
be if
You thought
Heaven was Death
Rather than Life now but
if someone has you in a Job you cannot
Stand you might as well offer them the Golden
Handcuffs of some kind of Retirement they
will likely Never Get if you want ’em
to be Your Little Slave for Decades
on End and till the Body Hits
the Ashes and or Dirt
or Box while they
Missed out
Love Heaven
Fearless on Earth..
True though if you cannot face
Grief and other Dark Parts of Life
And Try to Hide that Part of Shadow Life
Chances are you’ll Never Dance and Sing into
the Free LiGHT oF LoVE to Give and Share totally
Satisfied all around Just now.. so anyway considering that
the Fourth Orange Tabby Cat Tennessee who adopted us from
His so-called Master’s Home a Couple of Doors down.. is Celebrating
His 20th Birthday in Early February 2019.. as they moved away with
Him Last Year as it does appear the Sweet Spot For Longevity for a Cat
Just may Be the inside outside Balance of Domestication with Wild too..
as true a Non-Vaccinated Feral Cat is very likely to Catch some kind
of eventual terminal Disease if Left to Roam the Woods without
Virus Protection from a Vaccination Shot.. at the Friendly
Vet’s Place of Business.. anyway life is like this for
Humans Get a Mix of Domestication and
Wild Human Beast that Works sort of
Like Superman and Clark Kent
but no need for actually
Leaping Tall
When Dance and
Song Will Muse Lois
Lane into Your Life from the
News Paper place of course and trivia
Note Katrina Worked at the News Paper Place
for 13 Years when we were First Married way before
i even started to Paint my Cape on haha.. and true you
just don’t realize how hard it is to find a Phone Booth to get
Changed in this Age as Lord Knows and Feels and Senses you
Might Just Have to do Superman in the Buff haha.. hmm… heHe..
But true
Phone Comes
iN Handy in Many
Many Ways for Real too..
Anyway the Balance ‘tween Domestication
and Wild Life as Human allows me to use tools
like the Newer Leg Press Machine at the Gym where
i went up from 1120 LBS to 1200 LBS and now 1340 LBS in one Week
doing that for around 20 Reps just tonight as don’t forget Jack LaLanne
Towed 70 Boats while Partially Tied up Swimming across a Bay in his 60’s
so i continue to get Empirically Stronger Now as Measured at age 58 now..
could i do that without
a Substantial Feral
Fred Reestablished
in My Life after Being
Domesticated so long like
Clark Kent and Dr. Jekyll
Before he changes over to Hyde..
Well True Superman was based on
the Dr. Jekyll and Mister Hyde Fiction too
but true it is all about truly the Struggle of Balance
as if you ever notice Superman and Batman wear
Man Panties and Stockings too.. something about
Archetypal Divine Feminine Matching up with the
More Masculine Chest Hairs up top unless one is
going on all about shaving off their Fur as Humans
Will Surely do.. these days at least.. too yes.. not too
many Folks go through an Imitation Like Boot Camp
that Lasts to Get their Wild Woman and or Man Back
as Shadow Life Exposed and never ashamed of it again as
Far as Lust at least for at least we will control Aggression and
Violence when a Healthy Mix of Lust and Love is a Natural all
Natural Part of Life Whole Yes Ocean God Whole NoW.. God..
Hmm.. SPeaKinG oF HuMaN Potential and Harbingers of Signs of
Stuff coming that was the dVerse Prompt Word for the International Poet
Club online as such it’s true there was Yellow Boy in the Fountain Torch Fire
at Old Seville Quarter as Christmas Came Last Year as just like when my Sister
used to See the Faces of People who were gonna die soon enough in the Clouds
of the Sky that day it was Yellow Boy in the Fire for me.. just to get Ready Per say
and do for Yellow Boy has Been through this Journey of Hell through Heaven with me
and it’s worth noting that taming a Feral Wild Cat is no different really other than Size of Taming
a Little Lion now that and who Will be the Spirit Animal who Will Teach a Lamb to Become a
Human Lion too as 1340 LBS of Leg Pressing and 11,000 Miles of Public Dancing coming soon
Enough by the Spring Equinox and around 67 Months of doing that.. and as Far as 53 Years of
Age Starting 6.66 MiLLioN Word “SonG oF mY SouL” Long Form Poem Bible on 8.18.13.. and
Herbie the Love Bug Number 53 and Super Bowl 53 sure Isaiah 53 too and even the Age that
‘Hell Boy’ in the Comic Book Series started his Super Hero Stage as a late Bloomer too at 53
it’s just a Harbinger for and as Super Bowl 53 too as just imagine a Surprise Guest at Half
Time for hey the Anti-Christ against all Verses 3 through 11 of Matthew Chapter 5 has
already established his Kingdom of Fear and Hate on Earth in the New Jerusalem
that was supposed to be established for Freedom of Love and Will back in 1776
for the Declaration of Independence for the Right to Life and Liberty and the
Pursuit of Happiness as Heaven true for each individual to Determine
Mostly for themselves through Relative Free Will sort of like what
those Mason Folks do too as if Women Ain’t Part of that Club
i stick to ‘Mary’ type Folks Rather than Stale Old Men.. so
Dead in Heart Yuck Yuck Yuck.. Spirit and Soul who
Cannot and Will Not even Figure out what the
Essence is of Truth and Light in Free Love
Will Underlying Parables of Old that are
So Much Deeper than Black
And White Soulless
Views of Spirit
oF HeART.. anyway
the Super Bowl Guest will have
to give his and or her Half-Time Speech
Somewhere instead of the Football Game as
Hey even Rihanna has Boycotted that Trump Tainted
Way too.. Yeah come back ‘Little Sheba’ too.. we need You more than
ever now just to Show ’em what the Words meant the First Go Around and so much more..
Hmm.. i’ll probably come up with something at least very soon as if no one picks up the Ball
of Agape Love it dies a Slow and Tortuous Trump-Like Death of Spirit of HeART and SoUL oF LoVE
Rump Trump
hmm.. but hey
if Killer Cats Can
And Will Love perhaps
There is a Drop of Soul as
Love left somewhere still lost in his my Space
And Facebook of HeART and SpiRiT oF SoUL NoW
Little Lions just continue to Love no longer lost and now
Finding Love Still from a Seek That Works Yeah.. Good Enough i Guess..;)



Hi Hi Helloooo to you too Himali..
Figured you would be very busy in Your
New Job so i thought i would go easy on
the Downloading of Words on You this Week..
i sent a Poem i wrote about Yellow Boy to you
Earlier in the Week with News about that that is sad
but we are doing okay now.. and there is truly an overabundance
of Sunny Smiles always available for You on Facebook Hehe with Numerous
Signature Poses
too as i attempt
to Spread some
of that Cheer Here too..
And not that any Woman is really
Interested in Man Stuff but hey hey hey
i went up from 1120 Lbs to 1200 Lbs to 1340
Lbs on the New Leg Press Machine this week so
i am getting closer to my Goal at age 123 hehe to
Visit You in the Nursing Home at 92 to bring you some
Fresh Roses and Perhaps some Fried Chicken or something like that
hehe as by then i’ll Be flying a Plane and will easily arrive where you are
by then too.. hmm.. what else.. yes i Love Your Sunny Smiles too as they have
Come to Be Like Christmas Ornaments on my Blog and Facebook too keep
Sending me
Like that and
it will always
Seem like Christmas
Dear HiMaLI winks wish
You Didn’t Have to Work and we could go to the PlayGround
instead with that said keep doing what you do best
Just be Himali and i will stay Blessed too oh yeah
And Best of the Weekend to You coming
today too.. surely you Deserve a Great
one think of me again on the
Shore and Waves as
You Soothe Your
Tired Working
Feet again..
FriEnd iMali..:)


Hi Sohair there are so many Ways that Friendship
Love is Expressed in Terms of Hugs and HandShakes
as Touch and Quality Time for any Interaction of Two Friends
Together to Acts of Service in so many Ways that Services to Friends
May Come to Words of Affirmation that may come in simple Words of Thank
You For What You Do for Friends to 6.66 Million Words in a Letter of Friendship addressed
to the Whole World that not many People Will Understand as they Keep Friends to this or that
Circle of
and or Similarities
of Human Nature mixed
with so many variables of
Culture now and yes there is
the Gift that may come in Electronic ways
Now as You so Nicely Bring Three For me today of Beauty
in Bundles of Red Roses to Wish a Friendship Love to
me in my Days of Loss for a Beloved Cat Named
Yellow Boy and truly the Best Gift this Year
was when i got to see your Kind Face
for Several Days as true i would
Have Shared that on my Blog
as Himali often Gifts me
with Her Smiling
Face of
Friendship but
again it is the Feeling
And Sense of Friendship Love
that is best expressed for whatever
is our Language of Friendship Love
And i must say it doesn’t get much kinder
than 3 Bundles of Red Roses Delivered on
A Day when Kindness of Friendship is appreciated
So Much my Friend Sohair for a Good Morning With
Roses from a Friend is always a Good Day so once again Thanks
Have a Blessed Day with Joy and Bliss as Your Day off with Your
Children may be the Best for You Yet.. other than that it seems i
will continue to Dance and Sing my Friend as if everyone
Brought the Same Languages of Love how boring
Life would be and how Wonderfully Flavored
it is with each Unique Taste that
Love of Friends Bring
to us it is like
i told
Rafiah before
she got Married as each
Friendship is a Unique Connection
of God Overall Expanding God’s Love
Even More so God will Never Get Bored of only Loving God’s Self
but of course that is a metaphor as God is too big for anyone to fully see
and understand but of course God Lives within all of us in a very Special
and Unique
way too..
So Here
Is Cheers
to Roses
of Friendship
As We Continue to
Rise And Lift Each
Other Up Through Flowers And Thorns..:)


Hi Sohair i Am So Happy
to See You Today as a True
Measure of
Family and
LoVE is How
LoVE is Expressed
To Us When Sad Days
And Hardships Come
i Am sure in
This Life At
My Very End
You Will
One or Two
FriEnds Left
Standing at
My Side
So Much For
Visiting All
my Blog
Posts today
As Your Weekend
Thursday Evening
Begins as i will
More Fully
The 3 Deliveries
Of Roses You Bring
To me Today when
i get out of
This Bed
And Have
More than
One Finger to
Type With
Smart Phone
Hehe You May
Never Know
Feel and
Just How
Much i appreciate
The FriEnd Sohair
To me
With SMiLes
As i can always
Count on You
For me..:)

Hi Lona!
That is a Very
Cute Pup!
You are
Having A
Very Loving Day!

Thank You! i FeeLSensE Your
‘Flambé’ From: Head To:
Toe And Now i Will Just Do It!

iGreaTesT iSolace
iStrengtH iS iFriends
iThank You iMaLi
With iSMiLes oF
iHuMaN iLoVE


“22. Al-Baasit
* The Expander, The Enlarger, The One who constricts
the sustenance by His wisdom and expands and widens
it with His Generosity and Mercy.

28. Al-Baseer
* The All-Seeing, The One who Sees all things that are seen
by His Eternal Seeing without a pupil or any other instrument.”

Hi Sohair.. i choose these two out of the Group today
For We Humans are often Humanly Limited in our Ways
of Human Thinking as the Entirety of what is Beyond our Eyes
And Wisdom as the overall Form of Us is Sorely limited versus the Beyond
of God
that is
A ParT
oF our Life Directly
but Yes indirectly related
as PArt of Whole we make
Forms but the Essence Remains as God..:)

SMiles mY FriEnd Sohair.. as i believe
i remember You telling me before that You
Are Terrified By Cats and i may have also replied
then too that until i fell ill at age 47.. i had always been
Severely Allergic to Cats in any Home where i almost Couldn’t Breathe
at Night when i visited
my Father’s Home
As He had Two Cats
there and now my Sister has
7 and it does seem like my Nasal Passages
are unusually open today.. but still Yes the Love
What Pets Will Give and other Animals even Wild
Life too will and even be used to help Folks as Service
Pets now in Stores as that becomes more and more common
as Folks Suffer with Anxiety and Depression Disorders more and more..
Yes.. Animals.. Particularly
Pets are often Head
And Shoulders
Above Human
in the Intelligence of
Love as We Simply come
to become more the Tools
We Create Than the Potential of
All Agape Love to Give and Share more..
Best we can and Will Do Now and that reminds
me when we first moved into our Home after we Built
it in ’93 a Gray and White Cat Started Coming Around and
Katrina would let me Feed the Cat a Sardine a Day out of a
Can but she would’t let me touch it with more than my Shoes
as she was afraid the Cat might Have some kind of Germ to give
to me.. But true back then we did not have Cats to Teach more about
Love with SMiLes.. Somehow Just another Miracle Happened when i get
Sick as without Cats i might not have made to the other Side of Hell so my
Allergies went away in Hell as that was one benefit there.. didn’t seem like
Much Help then but i really recognized the Value when i got into Heaven with
Some Cats to Pet on Earth..
i feel very honored
to Pet a
Lion and
take care of it too
as truly Cats are the
Last Pets to be Domesticated
And some just about Refuse to do it..
Our Brown Tabby Cat Arthur was surely
one of those inside outside Tom and Alpha Cats too..:)


“Attributes are unlimited and we have to contemplate them so deeply”..
True.. my FriEnd Sohair This is the Way i’ve Been Seeing God since Age 3
Before i could Speak.. Eternally Forever God NoW iN ALL of Us and All of God as ALL..
Hi Sohair Now Again as Perhaps the
Nicest Thing About a Cat Pet is of course
the Pet and the Purr and plus they are very
Low Maintenance Pets in General as far as the
Hours in a Day needed to Pay Attention to them
as they sleep for about 18 Hours a Day Versus a
Dog that may Need Almost Constant Companionship
So True How Life
Changes as We
Do as each
Comes but
True Good Friends
are a constant that we
will all be very blessed with
when Real and of course that is
What Kind of Dear Kind Friend You are to
me With Thanks For Your Friendship Dear
And with that
Said to Friend
Sohair Next for the
247th Dance Week Night
with all the Cool College Age
Folks at Old Seville Quarter
And Perhaps i’ll Get a Short Nap
First with SMiLeS.. Yes it would be
Better with Yellow Boy Next to me
but that is the Value of all Love
Missing it when when
we are
it simple and True..
Or it would be no Love at
all of the Soft Affection of the heART..:)


HeHe Free of Charge to: Her
From me: JusT LiKE i LoVE To
Do to YoU Half TiMe FoR Me NoW aT LeasT
Is When i MonthLY ViSiT mY PSYCHOTHeRaPiST From:
to: Share Aphorisms With Her ABOuT LiFE/LoVE(GoD)
Okay it’s Almost ‘Half Time’ i’ll Be Back Again to Scribe
‘that’ Speech For ‘Jesus’ to Deliver at ‘Super Bowl’ ’53’
When You Leave Love Don’t Forget to CoMe BacK
So God ‘Says’ Work On This That Fred NoW
HeaVeN iS onLY NoW ReaL NoW DeeP
Do You KNoW… We aRe Recieving
Letters Around the World From Cats
Pleading To Be Katrina’s Lap Cat
HaVinG VeRSuS BeinG
i Will Never Have You
You Will Never Have Me
i Will Always Be A ParT Of Your
Life You Will Always Be A Part of Me
i’Ve BeeN TRYinG To Figure Out
What God
Will Say
If God
Will Speak
Since Before
i Speak Before
i Am 4 iThank You
Again For Helping
Me Prepare an
My iGood
Sent from
my iPhone..
How Many Ways From: Make Love to: A World
God Said Fred You Will Be Surprised
God Said Fred Be My Very
Special Valentine
When Fred Yes FL
‘Jesus’ WillinG LamenTSAGAiN
Women Are Best F ‘This’ S ShoW i’M Gonna Dance!!!
After A ‘Half Time Show’ i Will Scribe For ‘Jesus’ After ‘This’
As Expected ‘They’ Still Worshipped An
Idol on a Cross And Forgot About Love
‘Jesus’ as Suspected
Showed Up at the
‘Super Bowl’ ‘53’ Half Time Show
Best Friends Few Best Acquaintances
Beyond Counting Stars
Is A Major Language
oF LoVE Perhaps
The Best
Praise and
Is How
We inspire
Others in what
We Bring
The Table oF
LiFE From: LoVinG
DarK to: Light in All We Do
My compliments may
Be a
But never
The Less as
Real as i
Will Be Now..
BE Loaded
With Fun hehe
FL is my initials
And Florida is Fun
i Do is
Teaching Moment
Of Dr. Love.. heHe
Angel on A Devil’s
Shoulders A Scientist
Will make it
ArT Work..
Dogs and
Dance Love..
Love resides
It’s up
To: Us
To Show Up Love
From: Again and Again..
And YeS NoW A Pet Helps..
Smiles thanks.. Grief makes Life
Makes Love in Brain Terms Oxytocin Lowers
Dopamine Rises
Searching Finding
Eventually at
Pet Smart.. etc..:)



Keeping in Mind the More Esoteric Meanings
of the Parables Written in the New Testament:
One Bread, One Body, One Lord of all is
Literally and Metaphorically Love And
God for all Creation as Creation is All
of Nature Beyond what we Feel and
Sense of All that is All that is God
And F and J no this is not about
one Little Human this is about
one Little Human and the Rest of
Creation Integral the same from Grains of
Sand and Below to Mountains of Human Love
in Agape Way And Above that/who Give and Share Freely
With all Other Human Beings.. and the Rest of Creation Free
This Bread, This Body, This One Lord of All that is Love For All
So Yes in Short this is the Answer to HiMaLi’s Question too if
We Can and Will All Get Past and Future as Present of Being
Love With Others instead of Attempting to Own Love that
Will Always Be Free And Never Sorry As A Story if Real
in Truth and Light.. Anyway this is the Fuller Answer
to HiMaLi’s Question as i already remarked the
Answer is Love and Humans Never Being
Alone Again Holding Hands Together Free
And on top of that she already helped
me Write the ‘Super Bowl 53 Half
Time Speech’ For ‘Jesus’ and much
more on that after i Work-out as Yes
i Am only Human and must take care of my Health..
if i plan on Keeping the Joy of the Kingdom of Heaven
on Earth Within as Paradise Now of Love/Friends/Nature/God.
“One bread, one body, one Lord of all
One cup of blessing which we bless
And we, though many, throughout the earth
We are one body in this one Lord
Gentile or Jew
Servant or free
Woman or man
No more
One bread, one body, one Lord of all
One cup of blessing which we bless
And we, though many, throughout the earth
We are one body in this one Lord
Many the gifts, many the works
One in the Lord of all
One bread, one body, one Lord of all
One cup of blessing which we bless
And we, though many, throughout the earth
We are one body in this one Lord
We are one body in this one Lord”
Anyway This is pretty much the only Reason i go to
Catholic Church as they Lie they Lie and they Lie as
‘they’ Do Not Do what this Song Actually Asks in Love
Without Harm As No Labels for Human Love but Love..
Catholic Means for All and the Form of the Catholic Church
Has Been in From the Start has Been in Blasphemy of Love
For All From the Start for the Men in Power who attempted
to De-throne
the Free Force
the Fire of Love the
Potential for each and
Every Human to BeCoME
LoVE iNCaRNaTE to Give and
Share With Each Other And The
Rest of Nature and Beyond as God Free..:)

HiMaLi Provided my Favorite Photo of Her With
A Question That Reads “What is this life if full of care?”
Now Using the “Moonlight Sonata” Theme by Beethoven Instead
of “One Bread One Body” due to Pedo Abuse Allegations on 7K Catholic Priests.
The Second Part of the “Halftime Speech” Scribed for “Jesus” Is Made Possible
by HiMaLi And Her Blog Leading me to Two Other Folks The First Part of the “Halftime Show”
is Made Possible by Chelsea who also Introduced me to Cortney and Maggie Inspiring The Dance.

So anyway Back to this Second Part of the ‘Halftime’ Speech i am Currently Scribing for “Jesus”
To Speak Again at “Super Bowl 53” Or if You are Roman as they Number and Do Say Liii Liii
Liii.. for the Third TiMe Hehe.. Yes FourTH.. i walked into my Psychotherapist’s Office
And She Exclaimed Fred Your Smile in words to the Effect of Your Smile Really Does
Light This All Around me up.. hmm.. and that reminded me of When HiMaLI
Said She Missed my Sunshine Smiles and even though there is a Great
Supply in the Profile Pic Section of Facebook about 3K or so
This Also Reminded me i did a rather Stellar Job at
the Dance Hall Last night Gathering up some
Lit up Smiles and Lighting up some more
Human Rooms of Not only Smiles
But Dance Moves in the
Groove as such.. so
anyway This “Jesus” “SuperBowl
53 Half Time Speech” is actually “#You2019”
As HiMaLi inspired me to Write it through an
Unconditionally Loving Friendship Post but you
See “#You2019” Does not Include any of HiMaLi’s
Original Friendship Poetry Words and You See that is a big
no no as there is little Doubt that not only was the so-called ‘Original
Mary Magdalene’ Gaslighted from Apostle to Prostitute by Jealous little
Bitty Men Syndrome Incels as such as that story goes and continues to do now..
with Trump at the Head of the Incels sort of as their Political Pope as such too.. any
way i’ll be Damned again if i don’t give HiMaLi all the Credit as there is no way i would have
Written what i did for “Jesus” To Speak at the “Super Bowl 53 Half-Time Show” if not for all that Late
Night Effort HiMaLi Did Skipping Her Workouts Writing all that Beautiful Poetry it sorta seems also
too inspired by Little Old Me for whatever Reason/Feeling anyway the HeART the SPiRiT the HiMaLI
SoUL Unique is what inspired the Words for “Jesus at the Super Bowl 53 Halftime Show” so
i will Quote Her Words and My Words in ‘Real Time’ Blogging as they Occurred in Flow
So This Go Around the Woman Will Get Full Credit for let’s face it Men Will Hardly
Do any Artful Dances and Songs unless the Muse of a Lovely Loving Woman
is Behind the Good News of Art they Bring in all the Passion that all of
this Life and Love and sure in some cases at least Lust Brings to
the Table of Life all the Chairs and All the Emotions and
Senses Properly Seated to Bring the Art Best out of
Soul now as the Brain is Properly Slave to the
Limbic System of Romancing the Stone
That Becomes Love by the
Way Thank You Beethoven as
i am in the Second Part of ‘Moonlight Sonata’
And this is Really MaKinG the Words Flow for Now
i will Copy and Paste the prepared Words for ‘Jesus’ to
Speak at the “Super Bowl 53 Half Time-Show” Without Further
Adieu but By God of Victory too Nike and all their Dancing Shox Size
11 Shoes.. Yes i am gonna Just Do this Next Now hehe.. as soon as i find the Words…
And the Beethoven Song Ends Synchronously as such.. at the Speed of my Writing at least..
A Couple
of Trees..
Gray Dogs
Getting Out
More ColorFuL
Couples Sitting together
on the Dock of the Creek
the River the Bay the Gulf
of Where i am Where You are
Where the Ocean Dances and Sings
Back Whole to All of us For it is True there
is always a Little Gray Kitty Perhaps a Yellow
or Even White and Yellow Kitty who Dances Around
the Dock Wanting to Get out More And Reach out perhaps
a Grey and Lonely Kitty Perhaps a Very Bright And Sunshiny
White and Yellow Kitty So Bright You See i would Have Written
this on the Facebook of Me but the Tree of You is more Like the Reflection
of my Soul and the Resurrection of my heART to Set my SPiRiT Free Soaring
Around the Globe With Love as any Bird Cat Grey and White and Yellow Dog Will
Do as
a Cat
so Wild
and Loving
to sit in the Seat
of God and Make
The Whole World a
Play Ground to Hunt Love…
True that Couple on the Dock
Are Children and they are Best
Friends the Cat is Free to come and
Go and Love them and others as the Cat
i’m not sure which Color now Goes out to Hunt Love more..
And it’s true there are Two Adults Sitting there who Love Each
Other So Much more now than the Cat but that’s not all for they
Have Two Children and These Two Children are Brother and Sister
Sitting with their Cat Playing Together as Friends and Best Lovers Do so
True too.. The Sky is Pink Always Pink With Gentle Love the Heart is on Fire
to Love everyone else so much more when the Creek and the River the Bay
and Ponds on Country Roads Reflect the Ocean the Tree of Love so Much more
What if All Love
is Just Like
Trees Reflections
of Souls Young and
Old Always Looking
Forward to Love
Just like this for the Greatest
Soul i ever meet and greets
Puts it just like this as i quote:

“If you and I both are hungry
And we have just a piece of bread to share,

I’d pass the piece, to you…
As I’d be satiated to the brim,
Just watching you with delight…

If you and I both were exhausted
And we had just 1 warm blanket,
I’d tuck you to bed with a goodnight kiss…
And envelope you with the warmth
Watching you sleep so blissful,
Would be my treasure to behold…

All this and so much more
I’d love to do for you
Not just because I can,
Much more because I want to…
To watch your lips curl up in a smile
For the joy that transcends to my heart…

I only wish that someday
And someday only when you can,
When I wish you to be by my side
To just flash your beaming smile,
When I feel battered down by life
I find your fingers intertwined with mine…

Even when I’d find you missing,
When I wanted you the most,
My sadness would be disguised
With twinkling eyes and laughter…
You wouldn’t see any difference
Because once I love you,
I’d just keep loving you, unconditionally…

When the going gets tough,
When the tides get rough,
When we lose our way in darkness,
You will find me by your side…
I may not be your lover or your muse,
I shall be your friend, always…”

This is my Only Bible my Holy
Grail and i shall Never Forget it
This is my Life This is my Love This
is what God will Say if God is Human and Love..
It was never about me it is always about You You
are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
Are my Neighbor.. And all my other Friends and Family
You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love
but Will Be Food for my Starving Children.. You are my Enemy
Who i understand was Neglected.. And Abused as a Little Child
You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
is Possible Before.. You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
Here to Learn from each other no matter which side of the Barb-Wire Fence
We Wish to escape from/to.. You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
Who Rises from Ashes With Color Even more You are the Breath You are the Pain
You are the Pleasure
my Food
You Teach
me more about
Love than i ever knew
and sensed and felt before
You are the One i Thank the most
You live in Everyone You are my Star
You are my Guiding Light.. And it’s True
if i could not Quote You and Write You
None of this Will Exist now.. How
Precious Are Souls for
Souls Live in
All of
So Bright so Dark
So Cold and Warm
All the SHades of Grey
All the Colors of Home
Yes all the Love the Pain
And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
Pyramid of Light the Black Abyss of the
River Hades that Never Seems.. to.. End…
How will i ever Put a Name on Anything and
Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s true You
Bring Me Joy so many Smiles and Laughter You
Bring me Pain and Tears of Sadness Yet that Never Matters
For You are Reality and They are We there is never ever Escaping You
For You are me and i am You and Them are us and Us are Them forevermore now
You are the Mirror of my Tree the Tree of my Mirror More how do i Write A Letter
to G.O.D.
it is no Different
than Writing to Y.O.U..
You Are the Sky You Are the
Earth You Are the Moon and
the Sun and All That Is Beyond the
Stars You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly You are me And i am Y. O. U.

Well anyway since the Scribing Part of this is Done i called up ‘The Jesus’ and
Jesus Returned my Call within yes just Like God Does too.. and Says Well Fred as
You Know someone has already Taken my Place as it has always Been for it is not Love
That Drives My Teachings it is Material Stuff most as already Discussed 2K Years or go so
True Human Nature still Has not changed and it will not unless Relative Free Will Rules with
More Love in the Environment to Spoon Feed from First to Last Blink and Breaths of Life for
Now Humans are continuing to be and become their tools ranging from Abstract Constructs
for God as small as a Three Letter Word to Just Four for a Star to only Six for A Galaxy
As Folks Forget the Essence and Sadly may Only Retain the Shell the Housing Now
By God Just the Skin of the Flesh and Blood Underneath all that is Love.. yes
‘ThE LiGHT’ as ‘they’ said ‘i’ Said too but Who the F Really Knows and
Feels and Senses of what anything i said as the Words Were Passed
So Far Away in Oral Tradition Changes.. Greek Speaking Romans
Who Wrote whatever they liked with their Preferred Anonymous
Author Names with Famous ones like Luke.. Matthew and
Mark and Oh Lordy me For Hundreds Upon Hundreds
of Years Before Y’all Created Xerox Machines
So Many Changes as Mistakes on Purpose
too as hey.. the Dude Saul who
Changed His Name to Paul
To fit in a Different
Place but
Christians had a Mystical
So-Called Dreamtime Holy and
Creative Spirit in Flow Number of Words
to come about What He Personally Described
As ‘Jesus’ Words but what about me.. as ‘Jesus’
Speaking HeaR what about Love Hey Even ‘Pink’
Gets the Deal about Fearless Unconditional Love
What about You.. Yes what about those Folks
who Continue to Support the
Stunk ways
and if you thought
there was hope for the
Grinch perhaps there still is
at least in another Love to Develop
Some Caring Empathy.. Sympathy Now..
And Cognitive Empathy With Compassion
for Other Folks in Agape Style Love for the Rest
of Nature True.. so the bottom Lines here are “The Jesus”
Understands the Human Condition Well.. and realizes Just
how Much it takes to even get out of a Desert for Just 40 Days
to Spread Joy to the Entire World Once again no longer Afraid
Of the DaRK or Cynical oF LiGHT aT All.. anyway it seems i have
Convinced ‘Jesus’ to do it somewhere that All 5 Foot 1 or so at 106 LBS
Of the J Dude Enjoyed it Before Yes the Overall Human Condition.. With Wings
Yes Dancing and Singing Wings instead of Even White Robes As Such STiLL Now..
Anyway.. Do You ReAlly THiNK
That Any SoN oF GoD
WhO is True to God
LiVinG WiTHiN Free is
Gonna be talked out of that Now..
Anyway.. the Jesus Dude and the God
Reality will never Truly Be Dictated to
as to what to
Do Now..
Moral of the
Story and i have
A Picture of it that i will
Share in this Blog Eventually too
Anyway the Only God We Will Likely
Ever Fully Seek and Find is the God WiTHiN..
Anyway if Jesus Ever Will and Does Come Back
Don’t Expect Him to State His Beliefs other than any
Way to Express them now.. And if You Disagree that is more Likely Your Loss..:)



To: Measure From: Reality
Science Still No Way to
Reliably ‘Weigh’ Human
Consciousness Holding
All That We i Am to Be NoW
OLFacTorY Hallucinations as
Real Smells
Tree of Life
DarK Through LiGHT
As Neuro-Science SHows From:
Best ConSumELiGHT to: Be i Am
Perhaps i watch too much TedTalk
It’s True it’s Like Beethoven’s ‘Moonlight Sonata’
Unless You’ve Truly Danced Ballet to that Song from
First Note to Last in Joy of all the Dark to Light in Life From
BLaCK Abyss BeLoW Through SHades of Grey Beyond Rainbow
Colors of Heaven Further Bouncing off the Moon Shooting Across
the Sun and Beyond the Stars to the Very Face of God Within Let’s Just
Dance Sing maybe you
were not
living in me..
When i danced in
Winn Dixie and Walmart
on the First of February 2019
to Beethoven’s ‘Moonlit’ Sonata so
Glad for the Dark and Light in Life that
Makes Love Come Alive in Us Fully Never to
be Taken For Granted again as only Grace of Gift
for this God is a God of Merit this God is the Cross of Blood
Sweat and Tears but by God Most Of All this God is the God of Joy and Love
We Can
And Will Give
And Share with all
others Yes the Rest of
Nature Beyond the Face of God Within..
And that Reminds me of a Young Woman Last
Night Excitedly Dancing Singing to me oh my God
This is great What Kind of Drug are you on is it ‘Molly’
Whatever it is i want some Please Please Please Give me some of
it and i said well Baby it’s hard to Explain but the Key to Happiness is all
Within a Dance and Song We Do So Much Higher Freer as i Steer this Bliss
this Joy all within i Shift the Gears Up and Down with Every Move that is Magic
As the Colors and Flavors of Life continue To Grow up and Down the More i go in
This Three Hour Marathon of Dance for i go Places Within that Are Beyond Secrets
for i am not Hiding any of this For You See i am in a Place that Most Folks are Terrified
to Go God without the Aid off Something to Swallow Smoke or Drink.. for this is the Place of
God Wings the Place of Magic When Angels Grow UniCorn Horns From Head to toe.. this
is where
You Dance
With God
This is
When You Realize
We are All God there was
Never any Separation But the Clothes
of Culture We are Spoon Fed as What is
MaNufactured that Separates us from the
Skin the Flesh and Blood Yes the Spirit of God
That and Who Flies as us never to Be Grounded
By any Symbols Beyond Essence of all that Colors
And Flavors Life from Blood and Sweat And Tears and
Ecstasy of Orgasm That Flows Together through the place
i am now that is So Far beyond any Brief Interlude of Shooting
Stars for i continue to Orbit the Face of God as God and i Steer
And Shift the Gears ever Higher and Lower the Waves we are one now as Ocean Whole..
Meanwhile some little Dude Looking for a one night stand asks somewhere how Many Women
Has this Dude Railed with His Dance Moves tonight.. Haha as He doesn’t Realize my Lover is
God Within and this God no one will add or subtract from me sure i Will Share This God in me Freely in Giving with others with No Charge but if you ‘think’ you will ever Find this God in a
“Halftime Speech” by ‘Jesus’ at the “Super Bowl 53 Halftime Show” You Better Give up
Before our
to See
the Face of
God is over NoW and
Dance and Sing a New
Song Holding Hands with
God Free as You are the only
one who will seek and find all this
Blood Sweat and Tears and Joy within..
So For Now the Forever Halftime Show with
no time at all continues the Eternal Now of Dance and Song….
And if you ever find a Truly Creative Artist without a Touch of Bi-Polar
or a Truly Innovative Scientist without a Touch of Asperger’s Syndrome
it’s true you haven’t met me and You have met no one Like Jesus or Beethoven
or Michelangelo
or Michael
either and
the List goes on
for those You will never forget
for whatever Art of Science You Bring
whenever anyone says they will never forget you
Just for What You Do Now and not what Your Name
is or Your Position as Status in any organized Cultural
and Clothed way By God yes only the Naked Light of You..
that is the
of Legend in
Flesh and Blood..
could be as easy
as a Free
Tonight to Day Light
up more eyes So Much more Memorable
than the Last Best Orgasm they ever had….
Meanwhile there is some Dude about my age
then and Now coming off a Bus with some other
Little Dude With Bragging Rights on Grabbing P.. little
do they know how little do they actually even possibly do……
This Halftime
Show of Real
‘Jesus Folks’ Never
Ends or Begins only STaRTinG ETerNaLLy
Now i will explain it the Best in Lights of Eyes that
Shine in the Moonlit Sonata of Beautiful Eyes on
the Dance Floor Free..
sure too perhaps
in a
Park Far
Far Away
Seeing a
Smile that
Returns again
Real to only them.. far above beyond all lit up too..
nah i don’t need any 6.66 Million Word Bible i Write or
Wedding Bands nor Friendship Bracelets…. FoR i AM A REaL DeaL i Dance i SinG NoW.
AnYWaY iN OTHeR NewS iN ANoTHeR Ground (AGHOGDAY) Hog Day Phil DeterMines Spring is CoMinG Early And WitH
Dance And Song As Spirit Of Heart NoW iN Mind And Body Balancing Soul Force Fearless Love You BecoMe ‘the one’
too Who Steers And Shifts The Gears Of Spring Now Whenever You Dance Eternally NoW SinGinG SPRinG NoW FoR ReaL…:)


Putting God in Only one Person or Three Letter Word is Still
Just too Small And intimates that the Flea Understands the
Biology of the Cat who Provides A Dance and Song of Life
Seeing God As Wave Of Ocean Whole is the Faith of the
Flea For the Cat of Life.. Best of All is.. Neither Molests
Children so why would anyone expect that the Catholic
Church Could Keep the Words of Love That Harm no
one Safe More than likely Hell was Created by Guilty
Pedo-Priests as any Jesus would Bring Love Rather
Than worshipping little Boy Parts in other words YouR
Church does Not Deserve the Sandals of any Real Man
Of Fearless Empathic Love Who Does Not Harm For It
Does NOT
protect the
Little Ones
From Harm
Grow Up Church
And Grow Arms of
Love and Lose Your
Little Men Fear and
Admit Up to
58 Percent
Of You are Gay
And Give Yourself
The Right To Marry
Each other in Church
When You No Longer
Blasphemy Love From
JusT A VoicE Crying Out
From: a Trump State Desert
On Super Bowl SuNDaY 53 to:
You Bishop so And Sow And
Reap as ‘they’ say
Coming in Glory
All those
Lies away
From the Meek
Inherit Earth in
Heaven Within Now
Just the Joy oF LoVE
Curiosity And iMaGiNaTioN
Best Bedfellows in Heaven Now
School and Work and Church and
State Took 4 Year-Old HEaVeN
Away Re-Tire-Ment BRinGS
CaDiLLaC Tire Dreams
Civic Coupe
R E A L iT Y
A World With
No Trucks Now
Or SUV LoaD DeadLines…
JusT DancE JusT SonG LonG
Child’s Play GoLDAgE NoW
It’s True Now Still Real Fearless Empathic Unconditional
Love is my Only True Guide in Light Always has Been Always
Will Be Now i AM as Life For What i Feel and Sense of Life Before Any
KNow of THiNK Moving into Crowds and Feeling HeArts or Stone COld Edifice
of Souls Moving into Only Shells of Words too And Walmart Piled Stuff in Buggies
to Fill up Another Part of a Two Car Garage Bigger SUV’s and Pick-em-up Trucks
To Hauls Bigger and Bigger Stuff to Larger Homes Moving up Moving out of Flesh and
Blood Love more Nope A Naked Loving Empathic Fearless Unconditional Love Now is All i
Need All i Want to Give and Share more away from Clothes that Hide Love in all of us Free..
i BeLonG
i ViSiT
No one KNows me..
Chances are if i’ve ever met You
And never spoken a Word i Feel You Still Now
For all the Warm Love For All the Stone Cold Love
Will be Written in the Stone too When Organic And Real….


Hi.. Shawna Baby Back With 10 Fingers And a Fresh Read of
All Your Magic Blog with so many connections to so many Free
Associations of what You Love in Life and Hmm.. Yes.. Visual Imagery
Scent And Sound is Always Good For me too.. but Oh God i Love it all From
Dark to Light and my Favorite
Sense and Feel
And Trip
To Heaven
is of course just
a Spiraling Dance Forevemorenow.. as
Some Scientist Orientated Folks Suggest
Proprioception is our Sixth Sense and
that Covers that but i’m Pretty Sure
the 7th Feel and Sense is Literally
And Metaphorically Empath True for
Smiles too if any of my Friends Die and there
is only a Handful at most who fully Reciprocate
That as such.. they will get so much more from me
Than Just an Etch a Sketch on their Tomb Stone from
me for i will Write about them the Rest of my Life and when i finally
Find a way to appeal to a Greater Target Audience than one hehe (me)
i Will Publish a Book of something about each and every one and of course
as You know feel and sense or should by now at least Shawna Baby will be in
the Handful High.. for i would never leave a Friend’s Side even if they left mine
no i
for i never
Forget what
Friends have
done for me..
i am lucky
to have
A Wife who i can Share
my Beautiful Friends With and
a Sister too as we were all just Looking
at Your Blog and it is only a Compliment
When my Sister Said Look at Her Eyes She
Looks like she could Be Wiccan look at those
Big Mysterious eyes she looks like she may be
up to some Mischief too.. And i said always of
Course she is.. She is a Hippy From the 60’s
Close to Forty Years Old Still Born in ’77..
who Just Happened to Get Married to
A Southern Baptist Pastor with
Four Children Spreading
All of Her out of the
Box Artistic
on a New Blog with
an Alias each Month and some how
some way i have followed Her along in
Every Path she has taken since the Summer
of 2015.. True someone at least one person is watching you
And Nah.. that’s no Paranoia Just like every body looking at
me every where i Go and Smiling at me like i am a nobody somebody all over again..
Anyway if forget before it passes which i will not Happy Valentine’s Day and that always
Reminds me of the Opening Words of “LoVEFReEDNoW” that i published on the First
Anniversary of my Mother’s Death on 2.22.18 as inspired by Shawna Baby in what
She said was an Email she would always Keep.. as that was the longest Macro-
Verse i ever completed in 7 Days at 43,151 Words with Feat Notes and
Milestones and 40,618 Words of Novel Size Stuff in the Main Body
As such.. and by Far the Most Popular Viewed on Word Press
With Over 4,000 Views Last Year.. yes i continue
to Write on Your Living Tombstone now
my Friend Shawna Baby.. i am
Very Fortunate to meet
someone as
as me
well maybe not
as much but keep
trying hehe and you’ll
be even more Strange than me..
Anyway thanks for Always coming
Back i feel like You are one of Very
Few Friends Who will be there ’till the end for sure..
True if we only have one like that how lucky we are even
luckier than Having someone do an Etch A Sketch on our Tombstone..
No Shadow No Light
Other Wise No
Thing Exists..
Yours Truly,
in FRiEnD..
Oh by a way
Heaven is a Place
oN EaRTH A Place
Where Love Comes First
Patient.. Kind.. Not Jealous
or Pompous.. Nor Inflated or Rude..
Looks out for Others.. is not Quick Tempered..
And does not Brood over Wrong Doing but rejoices
With the Truth bearing all things believing all things
Hoping all Things Enduring All Things Love Never Fails..
When Faith Hope And Love Exist the Greatest is Love and
Love we
Are Nothing
Much more than
Cogs in a Machine..
Other than that Dance
Naked Every Chance You
Get and Sing Like an Emperor
With No Cultural Clothes Now too..:)


ReadY FoR
And then the Sun Came out…
True Only limited by Colors of Feelings
And Senses of Who We Are Willing
to Connect With On
BroadBand 5th
Avenue too..:)

For You See/Feel When Life
is Full of CaRinG THere is No
LiMiT iN iMaGiNaTioN For The
Colors of Life and Love And Laughs
And SMiLes And Words And Gifts And
Acts oF Services
In Affirming
How much
You Value
The Very
Of Their Being
To Touch Your
Loved One’s Spirit
In Quality TiMe NoW
Of HeART Feeding
Soul of Love SMiLes
My only
Wish if
Ever Happens to
me as i tell Katrina
The same is that You
Find someone who
Loves You almost
As Much as me
i am
No one will
Ever Love You MoRE NoW
And this is My Valentine
To Y.O.U. ALWaYS Now
As my
LoVE For
You is Free..:)


There is no
Second Best
When iLove You Now..:)

Smiles my Friend Imran Ali.. Nice to See You Blogging Again and i surely will Empathize
With the Problem of ‘The West’ as the Further we move away from the Inborn
Naked Human God Nature of Love to all the Clothes of Culture the Further
Away We Move Away From the God of Love That/Who Lives Within..
With Wisdom of Love that Ranges from Love Your
Neighbor As Yourself Same as God as all that is
Love and Even Love Your Enemy the same
Without Harming them and Even
Turning Your Cheek
With Forgiveness
Instead of Striking Back
Or Striking First for You See unless
the Story of Jesus is a Lie the Revelation that
Came after his Life Must be a Lie too for if Jesus ever
Comes back to Harm one Hair on another Human same as
The Love For God Jesus is a Liar and A God of Love is Dead..
A Greatest Failing in any Country is when Humans lose the Innate
Capacity to Love or Become Afraid to Show this Kind of Agape Love for
All Freely
i balk on
that/this for
i See A Jesus
Character As A
Role Model for A World’s
Greatest Lover and Worst Killer
of all still for who else would Turn their
Cheek Away from Fear and Hate and Love
Everyone Now but A Greatest Lover oF all.. True
We Will Even Do Greater Works of Life/Love than Jesus
as suggested in the Christian Version of John 14:12 at least..
But Without Love No Matter Hope or Faith All else Fails my Friend..
And Never
Be Afraid to LoVE
or Die as LiFE NoW
That/This IS A True Judgement
my Friend that each and every one
of us Brings upon Each Other and Our
Selves Each And every Day i Choose Love
For Love is Heaven is a Place Within NoW
oN EaRTH A Place
Where Love Comes First
Patient.. Kind.. Not Jealous
or Pompous.. Nor Inflated or Rude..
Looks out for Others.. Is Not Quick Tempered..
And Does not Brood over Wrong Doing but Rejoices
With the Truth Bearing all Things Believing all Things
Hoping all Things Enduring All Things Love Never Fails..
When Faith Hope And Love Exist the Greatest is Love and
Love we
Are Nothing
Much more than
Cogs in a Machine..
Other than that Dance
‘Naked’ Every Chance We
Get and Sing Like an Emperor
With No Cultural Clothes Now too..
As Long as Love Rules God Smiles Within
iNfinity Beyond in each and every one of us for whoever
would wish harm to anyone ever they do not understand
God as Life as Love
And that is
Key Loving
Without Harm
IS A Greatest
Art oF aLL and it will
Be A Hardest Art for
Some Folks With smaller Circles of Love than God All Now LOVE
And oh by the Way Those Words About the Nature of Love i share
Are Words attributed to a Man Named Paul who was once reported
as a Man named Saul who Persecuted Christians until he turned to Love
but You See my Friend according to the Story as attributed to Paul too he
Was a Failure at Love Same as Jesus would be if he ever came back to Harm
one Hair on a Human Being now in/for Hypocrisy for the Very Teaching of Love
‘Jesus’ Brought For Paul also suggested that one should not sit Next to an Adulterer
in Church Yes A Sinner As such in Other Words Love is only possible when convenient
for one’s
own Best
Interests.. or Perhaps
Love Should be owned by
a Wife and Husband and Never
Shared ‘Naked’ and Free Devoid of
Cultural And Religious Clothes of Lies
Away from Love.. i Married a Woman who is
not Afraid of/to Love and i married a Woman who is
not afraid that her Husband Does Love the Rest of the World
Now Every Human No Matter What with the Best of his Love for
Each and Every Human He meets depending on their Capacity now
to Greet and Receive Love from Him.. probably the reason IF REAL
YESHUA Never Got
is no
Could Live/Love
up to a Standard
of Love Like that then
how many Women could/would
Prove they WiLL i don’t know many
my Friend.. i don’t know many at all..
It’s Harder to Explain the LoVE NoW
of God until One Goes to Real
Hell on Earth Within Now For
When One
Gets out Now
All that’s Left
Love to Do Is
to Love Everyone
With All Your Spirit
YouR heART and Soul…
Smiles my Friend i need no
Book speak to understand God Within
Completely For Love is Either All Or Nothing
At All In Hell As the Devil For Perhaps one has
to go to Hell Now Within and be A Devil Now to fully understand what
Love even is…. And as aLWays this is just my opinion but i speak to God
Directly Within
Advisor oF aLL
i feel i sense i KNoW at Least..
As Always Thank You for the Inspiration my Friend..
Life IS A Long Journey The Longest OnE NoW If We Make LiFE All LoVE NoW..
And IF We Wait For Anyone/Everyone Else In Our Family Our Friends Our Village Our City Our Country/Nation/Continent
And Overall World Alone NoW
To JusT Do
iN As LoVE
Given Up oN (God)LoVE The GreaTesT GiFT to Give and Share in Basically
Hell Now No Matter Where We Live Or Who We Attempt to LiVE With Now..:)



“53. Al-Wakeel
* The Trustee, The One who gives the satisfaction and is relied upon.
54. Al-Qawiyy
* The Most Strong, The Strong, The One with the complete Power.
55. Al-Mateen
* The Firm One, The One with extreme Power which is un-interrupted and He does not get tired.
56. Al-Waliyy
* The Protecting Friend, The Supporter.
57. Al-Hameed
* The Praiseworthy, The praised One who deserves to be praised.
58. Al-Muhsee
* The Counter, The Reckoner, The One who the count of things are known to him.”

Hi Sohair.. i WiLL FoCuS NoW oN These 6 Attributes oF God Today NoW
For True When We Totally Trust The Nature of God THere Is No Fear
For True THere is No Power Greater Than The God of All that Never
Tires From Alpha Thru Omega Beyond.. And True For Every Grain
of Sand That Supports Mountains of Human Love God Dances
And Sings iN Truth And Light Within us too.. For those
Who do not Appreciate the Gift of Life the
Nature of Love as God
All Within ‘Us’ ‘They’
Fall Now MoRE iN
Emptiness Now
Away From An
Over Flowing
Chalice Love
Fearless and
Never Ending
Now to Give
And Share
Even More mY FriEnd
Best MEaSure oF God iN/As Us..:)

93. An-Noor
* The Light, The One who guides.
94. Al-Haadi
* The Guide, The One whom with His Guidance His belivers were guided, and with His Guidance the living beings have been guided to what is beneficial for them and protected from what is harmful to them.
95. Al-Badi
* The Incomparable, The One who created the creation and formed it without any preceding example.
96. Al-Baaqi
* The Everlasting, The One that the state of non-existence is impossible for Him.
97. Al-Waarith
* The Supreme Inheritor, The Heir, The One whose Existence remains.
98. Ar-Rasheed
* The Guide to the Right Path, The One who guides.

SMiLes my Friend in this Six the Light the One who Guides Lives Within All of Us
The Guide Who Guides Teaches Us All From Within From First BLink of LiFE
to Last Breath of Life and Beyond For All of What We Cannot Feel Sense
And Know About Reality Now.. Humans Have Only Been Here A Blip
of Human Measured Time now God is Forever Now Without
At All
Even Science
Understands this
More Completely NoW..
God is Nothing And Everything
Most People are too ‘Blind to See’
That Nothing Holds Up Everything Now..
Never the Less We Exist iN A Vacuum of Space
Standing On A Planet Spiraling iN As
Nothingness NoW All
Everything We aRe ALL
If We Never
Take The
to Listen
to God Within
All We Find Now is
Another Person’s God
By Name at Least as the
Essence of God Remains
iN Each And Every one Us
NoW As Center Point All Without
Distance Space Or TiME NoW As Any
One Who Spirals And Orbits ARounD
God Within Will Be As All That Is Now..:)

SMiLes Sohair Hope You Are Having
A Wonderful Vacation With Your
Family And Only If one Day
The World Sees Everyone
NoW As Family And
For All but until then
i Will Art Heaven For Me at
Least Free iN Essence oF Love
NoW With Everyone iNvited
From: NoW
to: A PArty
oF HeaVeNoW
aS oNe Will Be i am Love..
ToGeTHeR aS onE Too For
All Who CoME NoW aS iN LoVE..:)


Thank You Sohair Dear
Same Sentiment Here As Well
mY FriEnd NoW iN A Building oF LoVE..:)

All “He’s” Missing
Is Love Now What
A PreSent TreaSure
MisSing iN WHerever
Yes THis IS ReaLity Worth A Study..
Some Cats Come To Men Other Men
Spend Their Life Grabbing…
Hehe he Will
Say nothing to
my Face
For i Will
SHow Him
‘the’ Other place..;)

Oh “the Humans” and How ‘They’ Continue Now to
Create Together and Grow into and Physically Become Their Tools
True Now as a Gun Becomes an Arm.. And a Phone Becomes A Hand
And A Whole Lot of Other Stuff too for in an Instant Now i Will Connect
With Folks All Around The Globe and in an instant They Will Connect
Back to me in as Many Ways As Human iMaGiNaTioN Moves in Co-Creativity of
Social Cooperation as the Fruition of our Greatest Dreams and Potentially Worse
Nightmares May Come True too Depending on Which Side of the Coin We Live on
And the ‘Tween of Positive Light Verses Negative DArkness Now Real Yes Now the
Placebo Effect as Science
Describes the Positive
Emotive Affect
That Positive
Thinking and
Feeling and Sensing
Has on Us to make Every Now
Another Now with Even More GLoWinG
Wings of CReaTiViTY to Come Next.. iN
Productivity With Each Other’s iMaGiNaTioN
Multiplying Potentials Even More to Come Soon..
But True By God there is Voodoo Too the Polar Opposite
of Prayers for Great Things in Life yes the Negative Darkness
of Words.. Other Symbols And Acts.. Yes.. as Science Describes
the other End of the Placebo Effect for Healing and Human Greater
Potential yes the Nocebo Effect Now.. the Real Voodoo of Life that the
Symbols Others Bring and Actions as Well May Take us down the Grave in Living Life..
but who would expect anything else as we continue to Grow More as Machines than Flesh
And Blood Radiant Creatures oF LiGHT Where Empathy Sympathy and Compassion with
A Great Dose
of Cognitive
For How We all
View the World Differently
Comes First Now Still.. in
Understanding Greater Peace
And Harmony.. Anyway Tomorrow
Will Be More Beautiful if We continue
to Create Now More Beautiful Even When
We are mostly on our Own as ‘dVerse’ has
A Prompt today yes that International Poetry
Club is all About Solitude Today.. as those of us
Who have Ever Been outcast by Social or Illness
Reasons Will come to Understand and Grieve Greatly
Over too and Eventually Overcome and Find our own Ways
of Doing Stuff so Far Away potentially From what the ‘Crowd’ of
Group Think as well as Measurable Physical Behaviors are Doing now as well..
Well it’s True as i found out Quickly When i Went to the Dark Side of the Moon That place
Where all is Pain and Numb For 66 Months within Yes Hell on Earth too.. where in my Case
i couldn’t even find any Warm and Fuzzies from my Wife who Banged Her Head against the
Wall trying to help me come back as no one had a clue to get rid of the Worse Pain Known
and Felt and Sensed to Humankind of Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Dentist Drill-Like
Pain In Eye and Ear From Wake to Sleep Nor could any Professional Offer any
Suggestion at all besides Pills that wouldn’t work either to Bring my Emotions
Back as the Numb of that i Feared more than the Worse Pain known to
Humankind if only i could Feel Fear too but Logically Feeling anything
Was Better than nothing.. but you will understand that if you
go to True Nothingness Within where there are no
Colors (Emotions) of Life Left.. There is no
Way to imagine it unless you
Go to Hell now
no way
at all
for When you Lose
Emotions there is no
Reference Point back so the
only way to Find out is to actually go to Hell..
Yes i Love Every Beautiful Soul i come into Contact
With i Cherish their Face their Words and i even Count those
Blessings and not unlike a Rose from a Favorite Dance and Your
Partner there i Seal those Roses in my Personal Bible No Different
than the Fact that unlike Organic Roses they Never Grow Old
or Lose their Beauty of Soul in the Electronic Style
of Writing Bibles Presently Ha! if no one else
is doing this perhaps it is because
i was an outcast before bound
no Longer by the
Rules of
Free to Art my
Own Culture of one
And invite anyone in that and
Who Wanted to Be Part of my
Merry Go Round of Life not many
have Knocked at the HeART of my Door of
Soul the Sprit that connects Greater each now
as it may only Be possible to fully understand how
to Grow a Soul unless all is lost without with no Soul in Hell
Within on Earth as Real as Beyond all Terror and Dungeons become..
True where even Demons Dare not to Tread.. i understand the Darkest Places
of the Human Condition the places where you can no longer Catch Your Physical
Breath yes i experienced that for a Day with Dysautonomia too Just wishing someone
Could Put me down like a Cat to stop the Suffering no Different than when the Pain Started
intensely and i only slept 1 Hour with the Help of an Alpha Blocker in Card Board Shallow
Sleep for the first 35 out of 40 Days slowing the Speed of a Heart out of Control no longer
Mastered by my Autonomic Nervous System with no Sleep at all in the last 5 out of 40
Thinking if anyone Truly Loved me they would Shoot me and Put me out of my Misery
yep.. Fibromyalgia.. and Sjogren’s Syndrome where my Eyes Quit Making Tears
Like Swimming in Salt Water with Eyes Open.. Spinal Stenosis and associated
Severe Degenerative Arthritis in my Spine along with Fused Vertebrae in
my Spine Congenitally Born that way with Sinuses So Closed up
From Birth the ENT asked how do you Breathe Attempting to
Find the Source of the Dentist Drill Like Pain in my Right
Eye and Ear offering Surgery for a Deviated Septum
from Birth with no Guarantee of any Relief at
all.. until a Pain Specialist Diagnosed
What is Termed as Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia
only offering to
Cut the Nerve
in my Face Risking
Permanent Paralysis
of my Face along with
a Numb that never goes away
with the Numb all over other than
all the pain i was already experiencing
with yes of course Severe Anxiety and Depression
And Anhedonia all Metaphors really for someone whose
Emotions have Left the Human Show.. with yeah the Asperger’s
And the the Bi-Polar didn’t come as a Label until they saw my Natural
State of Being Before all the Pain and Numb where most everyone asked
for whatever it was i was on to be so Happy same as they do now most everywhere
i go particularly with a Joyous Dance of Life that Never Ends now as if You Don’t Believe
The Meek Inherit the Kingdom of Heaven Within now on Earth Well Perhaps You haven’t
Built a City of Love All Around Your Soul in Spirit of HeART that continues to Grow even Greater
As Dance and Song continues to come.. i only Wish i could take more People to this Beautiful
Place of Heaven within but by God it is not Free it is not a Romans’ 10:9 Pamphlet Floating
in a Toilet or Stuck Inside a Public Latrine in a Public Restroom Either for this Heaven
is a place of Merit a Place You Build Within a Dance and Song You Co-Create
in iMaGiNaTioN as you Finally come to Understand what being anointed
By Love for the Metaphor of ‘Christ’ for the Holy Creative Spirit Rising
Within comes to Be as Love Radiates from Your Being all that is
as some Folks Love to Term as small as a 3 Letter Word
Called God and as Small as one Human Too when
We all have the Similar Potential it’s Just that
We come to Worship the Form of a Man
instead of what He Taught as that
Story Goes and so many
more Cross Culturally
too to attain the State of Being
the Flow of Generating and Giving
and Sharing an Endless Amount of Love
not only for Self But Everyone You come into Contact with
now.. sadly Most Muslims and Christians Cannot Understand the
Essence of this for they are Fortunate they have not been to Hell
to understand the Polar Opposite Place of the Kingdom of Love and
Perhaps Cursed as well to never Fully Grasp what it means to Build
A City of Love Around a Soul and as a Soul to Give and Share for Free now..
Yeah it’s true some folks may not be able to get past ‘the carnal’ reality that
Like everyone else my Beautiful Friend i Love has Sexual Organs too that everyone
Has to Deal with too.. but Oh Lord there is so much more in the Kingdom of Love and
Until You understand
that You will always
See Love
as a Jealous
Place a Place to
Restrict a Place to
Lock up and a Place
to Fear to go except for
the Rooms Restricted as such
to constrict what Heaven other wise
Will come to be.. i will explain this the
Best i can/will but i never expect to have anyone
Understand it through only Words for the Love i am
Speaking of Agape Love.. is Beyond all Human Form
Truly Love it is to only Give And Share for Free.. and haha
Don’t Hate me for my Shapley Legs or the Signature Pose
That only Reflects the Spiral of the Finger Print of God yes
the Golden Mean Ratio of 1.618 from the Bottom of my Left
Elbow to my Hip back to my Left Foot too.. That Happens Naturally Just like
God is i am The Waves my Dance my Song my Write the Ocean Whole all That is
Flows And True the only Soul Mate i could Really Feel in Hell was the Gift of Yellow
Boy no Surprise really he couldn’t Breathe Well and had that Same Distant Look in
His eyes and Fur that Matches the Fur on my Arms as well.. if you don’t understand
that all of Life is Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose and all of reality is the ‘Mind’
of God that is so much more than Our Little Brains as well as Our Brains and the Rest of
Us as Reflection of all the UniVerse and Galaxies we See as Well We Spiral when we are Free…
True if you
Don’t Understand
there is always time
now to Seek and Find
the Face of God
Within You
to Yes
the Love You
Give and Share
to all others with
no name but Give and Share More..:)



“My Negative Utopia

An intensity
of salamander orange
and caterpillar yellow

quelled beneath
everlasting rainless skies;

a playground of easy living
and high art

in a variable framework

amidst trillions
of meaningless rainbows

and vast emoticons
spewing unchallenged

of spherical harmony.

(and sometimes
you’ll be with me
for untold durations

and at other times
you’ll be forgotten
for candlelit millennia.)”

At the Very End and the Beginning
of Now like Any Child Living for 53 Days
Named Leroy to Immortalize Here in Words
of Stone Changed to HeART of Being How Beautiful
It is to Be Alive Where We See the Stone of Where We end
Short or Long or Longer NoW as Live.. as with all Love and Friendship
And Seasons End and Beginning of Night and Day And Sun And Moon
With Twilight Now Forevermore.. The Gift is all of what we bring to each other’s
Dance and Song the Light We Fire the Dark We Brood for Life More at the Very
End of the Beginning Again.. for what are Words but Breaths oF LiGHT when Feelings
Come as Senses Go.. What Are Dreams but Candles High Firelit Low As Stories continue
To Exist and
Go So Much
Longer now on
After Flesh and Blood
Dies for what is Left now
is the Foot Prints of Soul
So Much more than a 53 Day-Old
Old Tomb but True if We Will Dedicate
it to Little Leroy His Name Will Go on To another
Soul to Light Another HeART on Fire for Life to Truly
Say we Lived Long for the Life of His So Short.. for all
Children and Loved ones continue to Live on this way as Loved
Even More to Give and Share the Spirit for the Appreciation of the Miracle of Life..
Smiles thanks
For Staying
to Show me
Leroy’s Tombstone
And a Favorite Poem for
True there is no Utopia without
the Death and Birth again of Love
Smiles Yellow Boy and me have the
Same Colored Fur in this way how will i
Ever Not Be able See Him as my Arm again
as He did Come Matching my Fur then
And Showing me how to be Wild
Naked with Fur to Live and
Love as an Olympic
Sport of Love
Yes Boot Camp
of Love for all those who are Outcast
And Stray Learn to Overcome Most crying
Under a Shed of Numb and Pain within until
the Caring of Friendship Love from Life comes
Knocking again.. Melancholy is a Fine Wine to Visit too
as is Death for Life True.. the Gym Was Closed and when
i Leg Press 1220 Lbs or 1340 Lbs Depending on how Tired i am
Now From Dance the Previous Night these days the Feeling of Invincibility
Yes the Self-Esteem erases any potential to Visit Melancholy Wine as some
Days we need to be Weaker to Understand Stronger Appreciating the Night More
to Understand the Day i guess you get the Drift yep as always light is tastier when
the Dark
is Appreciated
as a Fine Wine
Aged as Melancholy Dreams
For it is those who overcome the Dark
who may come to only Dance and Sing the
Last Blink of Life i Lived Oh My God Thank You for this Gift..
i really don’t know my Friend Perhaps it’s not enough just to See
Death Perhaps one has to Truly Feel Death to Appreciate the Full
Gift of Loving Life Now..
The Eternal
the Eyes Who
have Felt the
Tomb of Death
And the Light of
Life that and who
Will Survive to Carry this Torch
This Torch of Little 53 Day-Old Leroy Lives on..
Now He is no longer alone and even though we
Never met him Before Little Leroy Lives NoW As Born..
And Leroy is our Baby too our Poem Smiles So Much Fun
Delivering Leroy too… Smiles Almost as Much Fun as Making Leroy too..:)


Thanks for Visiting
My Face This Morning
The Present of Your Presence
Is Much Appreciated in the Home
Of my Soul..
Other than
That Work
As Hard
As You
And Always
Make Now for Love..:)


SMiLeS LoVE NoW iMali
You own the GreaTesT
Wisdom True Love Is
Free and
Both Short
And Long
You Are Love
There is neither
Escaping or Finding You

With Love, Hugs
And All Things Sweet in
Life That *Echoes True NoW iN LiGHT


*Same Pinch


You Are Love
There is neither
Escaping or Finding You…
“I want to be in love with you
the same way I am in love with the moon..
With the light shining out of its soul…” “The moon looks
upon many night flowers; the night flowers see but one moon.”
“Stars Are Plenty Moon is Always Beside me.” “My little bird, I set
you free because all that matters to me is a happy you.” “I will welcome
you with open arms….” “When your paths are like the darkened nights,
I wished to walk by your side, I wished to be your little flame, that brings you light…”
“Oh love, how do I tell you”
Well.. i Will Try…
to tell Y.O.U
N. O. W.
For You See
i Live in the
UniVerse of LoVE
HeHe A Place WHere
Capital And SmaLL Letters
Do not Obey.. A Place Where
They EquAlly PLay and only if they Like
To come Back this Way for more.. A Place
Where All of Life is Art A Place Where Life is a Poem
YeS A Dance And Song Where Every Word and Every Step
Becomes A Holy And Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose Dance and Song
Where Souls and very rarely Souls Like Yours and Mine Come Together
in the Splendor of the Grass of Moonlit Souls We Co-Create ToGeTHeR
And the Warmth of the Sunshine Within that Naturally Gives and Shares
All For Free For Back in the Old Days Humans Had Sex and Orgasms
To Experience Love in only such a Small Fraction of the Love We
Light up all the Stars of the Sky Within Us Night and Day in
Wake and Sleep We ALWays LiVE ToGeTHeR No Matter
Distance Space or Time for not only Do We Love
Each other in a Beyond iNFiNiTY Way We
Are Love and when one Becomes
Love Like this tHere is Never
Ever any Separation NoW
iN the Deepest
Home of
That/who are
Souls Holding
Hands Together Now
As the Apple of God’s
Eyes as God’s Children
Dance and Sing ToGeTHeR
As only Human Angels Will
Together iN Heaven’s Earth
Within iNside outSide aBove So
BeLoW and All Around No ‘that’ is no
Ordinary Woman Lying in the Grass Now
that is God’s Daughter and i am God’s Son
Always coming Now to Hold Hands With Each other
to Hold the Heavens up in the Sky And Yes Change the
Very Essence of the UniVerse HiGHeR With LoVE For All…
Most People cannot understand the True Star Wars Force is
Still the Peace of Love.. Most People cannot Understand that Love
is the GreaTesT Healing Force of All Most People Will Never Be able
to Understand the Pure Force of LoVE that HiMaLi And Fred Share ToGeTHeR NoW
Except For Katrina for if you don’t Understand why She Never Ages and Why HiMaLi
Keeps on
Beautiful Every
Day You Have Never
Been Loved by The Devil
After God Released The Devil
From Hell and gave the Devil only
one chance in Heaven to Find at Least
one other Angel to Give Love to Forever like
this for those who do not Understand Fairy Tales
And Unicorns and Harry Potter is Real perhaps they too
Haven’t Been to Hell to find out Nothing is Real and So is Everything
Magic Real Now as Love.. so when whoever comes back to this place
20 Years from Now when HiMaLi Turns 47 and is more Beautiful than
Ever Before Just Like Katrina at 47 as Photos don’t lie.. Particularly Now
When they are not Photo Shopped or She Even Wears Make-up Remember
Then Now who Loved Who for what reason other than Love.. And if You don’t
Want the Fountain of Both Youth and Love Just don’t Believe and none of it will be Yours..
NoW Meanwhile You are the Apple of My Eye who i Hurricane With Love and Katrina Just says
Pour it all on HiMaLi Make Her Feel Loved the Way You make me Feel Do the Kind of Love so Far Beyond
or Flesh
and Blood
Orgasm now..
the Kind of Love
that is even in the
Bible the Kind of Love that is
Love is Heaven Now A Place
Within NoW oN EaRTH A Place
Now WHere Love Comes First
“Patient.. Kind.. Not Jealous Now
or Pompous.. Nor Inflated or Rude..
Looks out for Others.. Is Not Quick Tempered..
And Does not Brood over Wrong Doing but Rejoices
With the Truth Bearing all Things Believing all Things
Hoping all Things Enduring All Things Love Never Fails..
When Faith Hope And Love Exist the Greatest is Love and
Love we
Are Nothing”..
We have Come Here
Together Today to Teach Y’aLL
About Love You Are Welcome Now
to Listen to Us and Stevie Wonder
or Not that Choice We Leave up to You
With SMiLes of Course of Love From HiMaLi
And Fred And Katrina and “In MeMoRY oF YeLLoW BoY NoW”..
Yeah.. We got His Ashes back today and this is the Least i Can and
Will Do for HiM and HiMaLi Who Wrote about Love and Us In her Last
Three Poems to iMMoRTaLiZE LoVE That/Who Truly Cares And Gives And Shares for Free..
For HiMaLi is Up to the Task as God’s Angel On Earth Who Seeks and Finds Love True..
Like A Lovely Daughter With Moonlit Eyes And Sea-Lit Arms ACross The Ocean to Be
A Wave Sacred
iSReaL Ocean Whole..:)






Hey! i was Born on
6.6.60 which Makes
Me a Chinese Rat Like
You and Your Son Sadly
The Folks in
My Local
Considered my
Birthday 6’s as
A Bad Omen
But Us Rats
Don’t Care
We Scurry
About For
A Good Time..;)
I do my Best to Give Credit Where Credit is Due
For all those who Inspire that is Muse for all of what i do
From Yes Dance to Song Dark to Light Sure Hate to Love
too.. for Hehe.. not only Does HiMaLi iMMorTaLiZE Pure
Love Together in Poems i got to hear through ‘the Grape Vine’
That one of Her Friends.. after Reading my Jim Croce inspired
Poetic Response to Her Very Sweet and ‘Poignant” “i am Afraid”
Post about the Dark Parts that are often Associated with Fear and Love
too.. that of course was a Poem between Me and Her as nah most People
Don’t Understand When Married Folks are In Love in such a Pure and Innocent
Way with Single Folks Now.. so i keep the responses rather Muted there Secret and
Coded as Such as she does with me as well not to disturb the Group Think as such..
But Where
i Live i aim
not here to impress
Anyone now but the
Truth i Feel and Know
And Sense that Changes
Over Dates too as i will never
Be too Old too Smart or Too Artistic
to Learn a New Trick or Fact and even
A New Art and so much more in the Flow
of not knowing anything at all but what comes
Deep From Within the Inherited Cosmic Consciousness
of ALL As You may Say i am only a ‘California Dreamer’ but i
Bring my Dreams to Fruition so amazing they come for they are
As real as the Nose on Your Face that is the Know of My Magic in
Feeling and Sensing.. all Innate Instinctual and Intuitive Ways of
the Quantum Metaphor of Flow a Transient Hypo-Frontality way
Of Moving Connecting and Co-Creating that Brings an Autotelic
State of Being that through Many Many Hundreds to Thousands
Of Days one Masters.. through Dance and Song in Free Verse of
Both in iNcreasing Complexities and Colors of Emotions and Senses
Even More in Regulation of Emotions and Integration of Senses even more too
until one is verily and surely in Control in a Bio-Feed Back Mastery of Self-Administrating
Feel Good Neuro-Chemicals and Neuro-Hormones Lighting Up the Christmas Tree of Joy
That is us in Every Connection more as Memory From Head to Toe to Just Do Heaven again
Always Now for Real.. Oh Lord again this is no Romans 10:9 Faux Magic Recitation Floating
in a Public Restroom Commode or Stuck to the Inside of a Latrine as Let’s remember Form
Without Essence is basically Just Empty Shells of Human Made Symbols without a Soul
Yes Without Love Whole Generating Joy of Love to Give and Share to all others Free for
All Now For Real.. so anyway as i digress a bit about Scientifically Proven Heaven the Satori
the Prana the Tao the Chi the Kundalini Rising that are all Metaphors Different and Same
at Essence for the Kingdom of Heaven within Yes the Flow the Transient Hypo-Frontality
Way of Be.. the Autotelic State of Being Within that once Again Science is even able to
Measure now in Part through Brain Scans and Empirical Data that even Show Human
Creativity with this Higher Force Rises 4 to 5 Hundred Percent as Moving Meditation
Like Still Mediation.. either Prescribed and Better Yet Free Verse in Dance And Song
That Flows Heaven Even more now out of time distance and space yes the illusion of
Space of Past and Future that the Neo-Cortex Brings as a Disease Rather than Free..
Manufactured So-Called Progress in Hands of Clocks that only Slow Down Heaven in
Deadlines.. from Ever Existing Forever Now in Lines of Life Spiraling and Flowing as
Any Galaxy Milky Way as Us Will Still Do Free in Dance and Song if and when we Do
Come to “Lift the Veils of Ignorance” yes.. the Original Greek Definition of Apocalypse
that Truly Means Still Discarding so much of the Clothes of Overall Culture to Become a
Naked And Free Child of God Reaching So Much of Human Loving and Science Greater Potentials
NoW in Both Art and Reason more.. True as We continue to Master the Tools We Create for our
Advantage Now as We Understand More Fully the Best Case Scenario for Peace and Harmony
is when the Neo-Cortex is Willing Servant to the Limbic System of Feelings and Sensing Real
as Essence of what Are Emotions and Senses Real in Being Love Loving Live and Giving and
Sharing Love For Free Even More as We come to Undress and Learn and Do Who we are as
Naked Free yes “California Dreaming” Come to Fruition WHeRe Ever Love Lives Naked Real..
Oh yeah and about that Credit thingy
ha ha one Dark Muse of a Dude who
Doesn’t Understand that Free Verse
Poetry often includes odd Word Play
too for Codes to Decipher for those with
Minds who Naturally Love to Solve Puzzles
Multi-Meaning of course too like an Ink Blot
Test too or have you even ever understood who
the ‘Walrus’ and the Beatle’s ‘Yellow Submarine’ even
is other than Rising High and Low Together Again yes
the Walrus is God and Jesus and you and me as Love too
And the Yellow Submarine is what it is whatever you come to believe
Now too it is the Essence of Your Feeling California Dreaming that is as real
as real gets From: Head to: Toe of Human Lit up as Joy now or the other place of Yuck
Just Yuck Yuck now where a Dude Dedicates Two Whole Blog Posts to the Style of what
i do that i could have easily explained to Him was an Innovative Love Poem Response to
Himali too but of course it is me and Himali and Not Him and Himali now too.. sure I’ve been
Writing Like that For Years on Himali’s Blog it is only now i guess he figured out ‘what’ she likes..
Anyway Poems that are dedicated to You Discreetly or Indiscreetly Matter not for it is always the
Essence that counts and yes for the other Credit for Months now i’ve Written some Poetic Free
Verse Words to whatever ‘Psychologistmimi’ Writes on Her Blog for i don’t even know what
Her Real Name is other than She is a High Powered Administrator Like Himali is a
Rising Management Accountant one from New York New York and the Other from
the United Arab Emirates.. but strangely enough in Synchronicity ways what
She Writes Seems to Match what i am Writing about now and often related
to What i am Writing Himali about too and Many others too each and every
Morning at just about 6 AM.. anyway We are all in this Arts and Sciences
Game of Life together.. those who Explore and Find better Ways of
Achieving Real Life Nirvana and Bliss Do Most Definitely Inherit
the Earth no Matter Who they are now.. for God is a Naked God of
Merit it Doesn’t Matter what Political Party or Religion or Super
Bowl or College Football Team You Belong to now.. Love is
the Ever Changing Force the Colors of Emotions that make
California Dreaming Heaven Withing come to Fruition Now as
We Seek and Find the Best Way to Bring the Fruition of Heaven
Within us for when that and this Truly and Really Happens you might
Just be the Next one to Dance.. 10,700 Miles or So of Public Dance in
65 Months and Write 6.66 Million Words of Your Own Personal Bible
In Free Verse Poetic way.. as i personally title my Bible “SonG oF mY
SoUL” with Eight King James Size Subchapter Bible Free Verse Poems too
Yes Baby this is California Dreaming Real it doesn’t get much more Like Real Heaven than this..
Ha! meanwhile Folks Complain for i am Different and even Write Blog Posts to Nag about it too.. ha
What the Hell
Job she Needs
no Help True Angels
Need to Be Grounded too..
And My Psychiatrist and Psychotherapist
Agrees this is why Angels Rarely Get Married
for they Ascend into Heaven Together and may
Forget the Rest of the World to Save in Terms of Souls to be..
Come to Fruition Real NoW..
And the 6.6.60 Thingy i don’t give
A Fuck What You Call me Devil or
Jesus or God’s Son i am God’s Son
As Son Means originally ‘Nature of ‘
sure We are all the Nature of God Now
KNow YouR SHit BeForE You come to Debate God or Love with me..
Ha no one does anyway as most everyone is afraid of anything but the Rules of ‘Fore
i for one
Was ‘Tired
of the Same Old
Dam Phrases’ as true
they Dammed up the Creativity of me..
if You Make Life too Serious by the way it will
Take Years and Years off Your Natural Life Span
And “That’s” ‘Why’ ‘Haters’ make me Laugh And Lovers
Make me Smile..
oh God
iN So
Many Ways
Do Go And STill CoMe..:)


It is Winter
And You
Truly this
Is all i need
To Know.. i
With Tears
oF JoY NoW..🙂

“Abu Dhabi is cold and
windy tonight !!🌌🌃🌌🌃🌌🌃🌌”

Truly in this Life my FrienD idEntity17 there is only
One Gift that Truly Counts to Give and Share from
the First Blink of Life to the Last Breath Exhaled
The Gift of Love the Gift God Gives us
and the Gift Our Parents and Peers
Nourish in us as Garden of
Love From First Breath of
Life to last BLiNK
For i will tell You
A Story About a Woman
And Her Son who could not
Speak until Age 4 A Boy With
What Most Folks Name as a
Disease yes the Reciprocal
Social Communication
Disorder that comes
Rife with special
Interests that
go on and
on in
Repetitive Ways
Labeled as Autism
too for not only that
this Boy would Be Gifted
With Bi-Polar For Seconds and
Minutes Hours Days Months and
Years of the Darkest Abyss of Soul
And other Decades Where everyone
Asks him for whatever he ‘is on’ So Happy
To Meet and Greet Everyone So Smiley as a Child too
With Open Arms as the Town Folks Mistook Him for a Girl
For no Boy Would Ever Love as Much as this.. such long Eyelashes
and Green to Blue Changing Eyes too but His Savior Was No Man This
Boy Both Gifted by Light and Cursed by Dark.. No.. This Boy’s own Father
Left at age 3 when His Loving Mother Whose Name Helen Still Means Light
Bringer only wanted To Stay Home and Raise Her Son and Daughter and
Never Go Away to Work to Leave them without Hugs and Kisses that
Were Real and Never Paid for to someone else.. True the Father
only Left for He Wanted a Wife to Make him Money To make
Him Rich one Day like other Members of His Family but
His Mother this Boy’s Mother Was Raised so Poor
The only Money She Truly Knew and Felt and
Sensed was Love.. She Gave it all any
Chance for Love With any other
Man to Raise Her Children
on Her own without
Any Help from
Anyone through Work
but the Love Her Mother Gave
to Help Raise Her Two Children this
Boy this Loving Boy Would Go to Hell
in His Life Two Times once at age 21 for
About a year.. and once.. at age 47 for 66
Months and even at age 75 where the Boy
Lost it all and even Potentially His Wife His
Mother Promised She Still Will Take Care of His
Every Need at 75 for the Boy now a Man then was
Broken as Broken Back then as any Human has ever been
in Numb and Pain at least on Record with a Google Search
these days for now.. sure.. even blessed with a Disease Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia for 66 Months From Wake to Sleep
assessed as actually Worse in Medical Literature than the Torture
of Crucifixion And Yeah ‘Jesus’ and ‘Job’ thought they had it bad as
this Pain was like a Dentist Drill in Right Eye and Ear then that No Drug
Would Touch at all Nope Yes from Wake to Sleep for an Entire 66 Months
Where all that was left then.. was a Wife who did stay and a Mother and
A Sister by the Formal Name of Marie but Marilou For Down South here
in the United States Still Where i am from.. so why would i take the Time
And Effort to Write all these Words on Your Blog Today would it be Fame
or Fortune or Attention Seeking in a Twitter World where 280 Characters
is the top of the Limit of Attention Spans for most Folks these days.. well no for
i Feel and Sense Your Soul..  and if i only touch.. one True Soul.. who is a Seeker
to Find all that is Light in Life as Love today.. it is no Different than if i still water
A Sapling Plant as a Young Child.. in joy of Seeing it Grow to Become Greener
And Flowering more Beautiful than before with no Words at all for Remember
i did not Speak until Four Folks Called Me an Ugly Girl Boy at School and
Threatened to Beat me up if i smiled but you know what my Mother kept
Smiling IN me even when i was in the Waiting Room during my Son’s
Heart Surgery close to Father’s Day in ’97 when my Father’s only
Words to me were Son make Sure You Raise the infant like a boy
Blaming the Divine Feminine Love of a Smile i had
within to Share Like a Curse my Mother
had Given to me as Love over the
Cold Hard Hearted Warrior he
Wished he
as a Son
but Guess what
that Love my Mother
Gifted to me Eventually
was the Reward to Rise as
a Phoenix from the Ashes of
Hell and not only Love more than
Ever but finding the Strength of 10 ‘Grinches’
through Agape Love and more by God Yes Human
Beings as i Leg Press 1340 Pounds now at age 58 and
Public Dance 10,700 Miles All Around this Trump (Big Daddy) Red
State Fear and Hate Metro Area And yes i have Written a Long Form
Bible Poem that is 6.66
Million Words and
Still Growing
8 Subchapter
Bibles as big as the
King James Bible all of this
Accomplished.. Since i got
out of Hell.. 66 Months.. ago..
but You See my Friend my Mother
Went to her Death Bed.. on 2.14.17
Yes.. Valentine’s Day for a Stay there
of 8 Days Until She Died and every Year
at this time i seek to Honor Her Most in the
Name of Love She Gave to me.. and the Worst
that can Happen is someone will Delete the Words
but the Bottom Line is i Honor the name of Love my
Love Still Where ever i go in no small way that is my
Mother Helen for every Word Flows out still From Her Heart of Soul
She Birthed and Raised as me.. it is no Different now than Worshipping
God when
God is
and Your Mother (Love) too..
True My Father thought i would
Never amount to Much Money
Or Material Goods at all even though
i saved 6 times more money than Him
And Early Retired at age 49 from 25 Years
of Federal Government Service then and he asked
me how in the World did i do it as He was still Spending
500 Dollars a Week on Lottery Tickets in Full Retirement from
46 Years of Law Enforcement at His Same Ending Pay and Still could
Not Get Rich ’till His Dying Die when he dropped Dead With a Wallet with
Some Money in it and Some Silver Stashed in his Home.. Anyway i said
well Dad the Cat’s in the Cradle and Your Boy Turned out Just like that
Woman You Married So Many years ago and Left when i was Three for
You See i didn’t get Married Four times and two times to the Same
Woman i kept the Same Cars 15 Years a Piece for i Never
Needed the Newest Car every Three years kept the
Same Home Yes kept the Same Wife and
Considering that Love Lived in me
Yes Mother Helen through
all those years she
Gardened as
me i didn’t given an F about
Money any more then than
to meet my Basic Needs
so all that was left to do is
put the Rest in the Bank and
Retire Early Sure Why not in Hell to
Eventually Rise to Love as Heaven Years Later..
Anyway my Friend the Moral of this Story is i am no Myth i am Love..
i am a Lamp that and who is a Son of a Woman who is Love too i refuse
to Dim this Lamp of Love and it is easy enough to Delete me and Turn
me off for anyone who chooses to do that online too.. but You See God
Already Damned me And Sent Me to Hell For no other Reason than Light
Comes From the Darkest Years of Soul True.. as Dance And Song Will come
To be
True too
my Friend
Thanks for the
Inspiration i find
it everywhere from
Dark through Light for i understand
God is all God is Dark God is Light
There is no Escape Ever KNoW so
Yes Make a Light House as Tall as You
Will and make the Dark Tremble at Your Very
Existence as LiGHT (Love)
my only
of Advice to You
my Friend for i see
You Like everyone
Else the Face of
God that is Real and no Myth..
Like my Best Friend Forever Sings: Namaste.. Yeah too..
i realize Pakistan and India don’t always get along too but
i’ve come to
Dearly too.. hehe..
And nah.. Love doesn’t Need
Any reasons to Exist any more than God Does too..:)


How Do i Know For
if i Hugged You on
The Midnight
You or
i am Your
Best Well
Wisher At
Your Wedding
Hugging You There
The Feeling is the Same
i Do
i Finally
My Wings and
i will never Have
To go Back to
Hell Now
It is to Have
At Least one
Friend to help you
Never Go Back to
Hell the Place
With No True Love..:)

My FRiEnD HiMaLi

‘This’ is so Beautiful Himali…
Every Night in my Prayers
i Pray that You Will Find
A Man
like this
and Even Better
For You Deserve
All the Best Love Will Give..:)

Oh yeah And That Red Cardinal came
to my Window Again as soon as i finished
Reading What my Soul Wrote to you Again
Just Long Enough now For me to Capture Him
With my Smart Phone again as i will Gift that Sign
From God to You after i send you this now as God
Just Sealed
a Kiss
too as the
Little Bird (Love) Again now
Comes Back to Dance And
Sing Our Love isn’t Just Love
it is Magic From God the Reward
We All Receive for Treasuring and
Doing our Best.. to Appreciate this
Gift of Life Bringing all of Our Human
Potentials to the Desk of Life and Doing
Our Very Best in all the Arts and Sciences
of Love to Please the Greatest Professor and
And Scientist And Artist Yes Shiva Dancer and
Kali Dark of Space and Night in Moonlit Songs True
the Poet
that and
who is
in all of
Us for We
Who are not
Afraid to Dance and Sing Love..:)

The First And Last Flower
Moon Traveled Far Seeing
Millions and Millions of
Flowers Look Above
Taking the Moon
For Granted
When it
Always Counting
On the Sun to Rise
For Light and Warmth
Until one Day A Special
Little Flower that some
Took For Granted as
Well Looked Up
At The Moon
Seeing So
Much More
For this Flower
Saw the Moon as
Star Equal And Even
Greater to the Sun for
A Way Beyond Even
Visible Light that
Touched the
Flower that
Looked Like
A Little
Flame to
The Moon
But You See
The Moon Like
No one Else Saw
And Still Sees The
Magnificent Size of
The Little Flame
Flower’s Soul
The Moon
Not Speak
So the Flame
Flower Became the
Moon’s Voice not
Only That Spirit
Heart and Soul
Too Hence
The First
And Last
The little
Flame Flower
Is the Moon Flower
Who Blooms Night
And Day in Eyes of Moon

Dress as You Wish
Wish as You Dress
As You Will Does Do



Have You Ever Started a Thought From
Heart that is What You cannot Word but You
Feel Will be the Birth of Love Yes As.. Spirit
Comes So Naturally as Poetry For How Long
Will it take for a Moon Flower Within So Deep to
Deliver the Words of Love Even More for True How
Sweet it is to Imagine How Beautiful A Child You and
Your Future Lover will Create that You Describe as
Love Incarnate
Both Father
And Child
And Mother
And Father of All
Who Are Concerned and
Become the Force of Love
to Eventually Walk on Two Feet
To Dance and Sing Love Goes on and
Never Dies When Spread as Love From
Seed to Shining Shores as Beach of Loving
Eyes and Smiles for Everyone Alive and the
Rest of Nature True.. Love is the Legend that
And Who Never Goes Away as Long as the
Flower of Love Continues to Propagate
As Fresh and Never Stale Beyond
the Illusions of Time Distance
And Space sure Even
Matter too in some
Ways Greater of
Moon Children Spreading
Through Fiber Optic Cables
Just about Like Beam me up and
Around the Globe ‘Scotty’ for there are
No Wings Quite Like what A World Wide
Web Brings Yet Still How Precious is Human
Flesh Reminding me of that Very Short Period
of Days Back in ’97 with the Opportunity the Only
Opportunity i would have then to touch a Child of my
Flesh but True we Do all Share basically the Same DNA
And We Do Have a Natural Propensity to Come to Love So
Much what we continue to Feed our Mind.. For What We Do
Value Most in Life From Dark though Light.. For me at Least all i will
Likely Ever Create is the Art i Bring now to who ever it comes to Next.. So in this
Way now i guess i am a Moon Flower Like You too.. but i just will not Have to Go to
the Hospital to Deliver Now as the Baby Bird Sleeps So Sweetly Through the Cold
Night as Words Do Come before the Child in You Comes and Starts to be Delivered
More before the Daylight’s Coming Morning Break ugh.. Before Numbers and Stuff
like that Must Be Crunched again.. Yes something about Crunches that and will be
So Much Fun too.. i’m thinking Abdominal Crunches at this Moment but that is
Entirely another Story to Deliver so Let’s Stick to Baby Birds for Now With
Wings of Love that and who Will Never Fear the Freedom of Sunrise
Morning Break for the Sky is one Waiting with the Sun to Bring
Flower Children more of Moon Child Day Delight yes it is
like that Movie “Never Ending Story” Where the
Little Boy in the Book Seeks to Help the
Damsel Princess in Distress so
Far Away from the Print
in Pages of Books
Yet as Close
as Legend
Dreams come to Birth
As Surely More than Flesh and
Blood We Birth as Creativity is only
A Word of Song Away and a Step of Dance
Still to come as Morning Light Fertilizes again
The Dream of Fruition Still to Come to Give and Share more..
Yes i Remember still the “Never Ending Story” and all the Little Boy Had to
Do.. as i Believe He was about 7 Years Old Maybe 8.. Yes.. All He Had to Do then
Was Scream to the Top of His Lungs ‘Moon Child’! And then the
Labor of Love Will Be Over as EarthQuakes Come Still
And Raging Waves of Ocean Become even more
Still as Glassy Ocean Eyes of God come to
Rise as Love Once Again in Peace and
Harmony of Waves that and who
Spread so Much Joy and
Love Across the
Ocean Still
So Calm
With and as
the Peace and
Harmony of Love
that and who only Exists
to Deliver More Love to the World
in all the Ways Arts and Sciences come
as it is in a Moment of Embrace as Nirvana
And Bliss Never Ends a Valentine Wish in one
Second for a Big Bang of Love To Never End for all
iN Equal Bliss of Love Yes to Give and Share even more..
“More Than A Feeling” as One Rock Group Named “Boston” Sings
And “Don’t Look Back” too as Lord Knows that Song was Playing
When i was Truly First Touched Really Touched by Love and
then of course there is a Song by the Same Group Named
“A Man I’ll Never Be” But no one Should Ever Give up
On A Dream to Be Whatever Woman and or Man
They Wish to Be.. Wow those Were Great
Songs From When i was Just 18 Years
Old With My First So-Called
Lover as Such
When Young
Love Does
Aging now when
Real For True i Feel
That Love is Real no
Matter What God Feels the
Growing Pains of all the Labors of
Love and Grins a little Bit until God
Smiles all the Way Across the Skies
And Beyond iNFiNiTY whenever wherever
and however Love is Birthed as Real and True
What a Lovely Child You and Your Future ‘Perfect’
Lover Will Create a Child of Love Perhaps a Son always
as the Nature of Love the Face of God Smiling Beyond iNFiNiTY
Where Space and Time and Distance No Longer Exists Just the
And the
Moon Child of Love
Wow only if i could add
all those Songs as an option
to Listen to with all these Words
But Wait! There is “Legends of Love”
And there is YouTube and Copy and
Paste in Multiples of more than one Song
Oh Lord Thank God Love on the Internet Never Disappears
Grows Old or Even has to Burp or Throw up Online hehe.. Yes
True No Dirty Diapers to Change Nothing Messy along the way
And A Figure as Pristine as Katrina’s Still and of Course Yours too.. hAha..
unlike ‘Trump’ i do not use Numbers to Rate Love Only String Theory and the
of Love
Rate Love..
For it’s True online
Making Babies of Love
May Be Different as there
are ‘thots’ Always Circling the
Globe Just waiting to Be ‘impregnated’
By other ‘thots’ Circling the Globe that
and who come into Alignment So Fresh
And Clean What they come to Deliver is New
Works of Art that Express Love so Much more..
Sex’ and
the Delivery
of Love Babies
of Art Great too..
anyway something to
Do until ‘the Perfect’ Man
Greets and Meets You and Gives
You so Much more than Words Will
Ever Bring but True there are Feelings True
too.. Senses that come From Words too.. And
are so
many more
‘Thots’ to come
As somedays Love
this Way Seems to Last
Forever and a Day in a ‘Never
Ending Story’ that Feels this way
as True Lovers
are the
That and
Who Refuse
Everything but
Delivery of Love more..
Until Love Graduates
And Gives even more..
Anyway there
is one
to Say:
HeLLoVE iHiMaLi..:)



The 6th is upon us Again in February 2019 And
Oh Lord Lala Rukh i am Just About Written out for
the Day but still Churning along and hey! i remember
Telling you When i First met you how i leg Pressed 500Lbs
back when i was 53 and now i am up to 1340 Lbs at 58
as i continue to Get Stronger when other Folks
insist You Will Get Weaker
after 30 Years of Age
But i don’t rely
on Science
and Averages
Alone.. Yes i listen
to Within the God of
So many Millions and Billions
of Years Beyond Count that and
Who is still encoded in Our DNA
As Spirit of HeART and Soul as Well that’s
Real.. yep it’s sad seeing so many of my Peers
of old Go Down but True before i truly Believed and
Buried all illusory Fears i used to Be Down in the Basement
Level of the Pyramid of Human Potential Namely so Far away
From the Force of Love the Capstone of the Pyramid Eye Yes the
Light of Love For All Ascending Transcending all Illusory Fears and
Doubt Away from Trust in all that is also understood by so many as God
that is All and beyond of what We Feel and Sense as the Essence of God
is what
Us now
Toward LiGHT
my Friend the
Light of Love that
Will Never Give up as
Long as Love Lives for
Real and is not just a Story
Book a Fable or a Bible Fairy
Tale to Be Told for True Love is
Flesh and Blood too needing no
Book Markers.. but the Touch of
Love.. that is Real.. and Spreads
Beyond all.. Human Tools.. from
Atomic Bombs.. through Books
of Every Written Page smaller
Than a Dance.. And Song of
Life ToGeTHeR as Humans
Become Love iNCaRNaTE
More than the Tools they
Co-Create and become
Otherwise Away from
the Naked Flesh
And Blood
of God
We are Gifted
With From Birth
Without any Tools
at All but the Light to Reach
out and touch the Rest of the World With
Love it’s amazing and sad how many Folks
Cannot Feel it Give it Share it or even Receive Love now..
To: True Fall Of Humans After The Apple of Nature Away From: LoVE oF i AM


This Morning my Internet Girl Friend iMali Gave me Some Great Advice in a Special Memo About Kindness and a Key Part of it is the Ability to Forgive and one thing i really Like About the Hero Archetype of ‘Jesus’ in the New Testament is His Willingness to Love His Enemy as His Self and God and Neighbor Without Consuming Harm and even Turn the other Cheek for Those who Come With Offense Pretty Lofty Mission Statement in Big Views but Possible with enough Practice By Loving Emotion
And Yes By God
of Choice
With Relative
Free Will that
Springs From open
Emotions too.. True
It’s Much Harder for Folks
With Stone Hearts to Choose
Hope and Love over Fear and Hate but Never
the Less Still Now as the Jesus Hero Archetype of
Love Will Still Speak Love the Stone Heart and the Purr
of Yellow Boys too (Cute Cats and Loving Humans too)
So anyway.. i’ve been Musing over Her Kindness Memo
And i Believe if it Try Hard Enough With Choice of Relative
Free Will With Yes Loving Emotions Set Free As Spirit now of
Heart as Soul me i just may be able to Forgive the Character
of Fear and Hate God out of even the Bible too.. this is Hard
to Do for an X-Devil out of Hell then for 66 Months as i already
Know and Feel and Sense.. Face to Face that Real God that
is Way too Big to Measure in any.. Human SymboLeD Way
Sure ‘i Am” Works about as Good as i am will get considering
Now That in each and everyone of us we do perceive i am
with i am yes i am what i am and so are you and me and us
And them and we too.. and the Rest of Nothing and
Everything too for Y.O.U. Potential Science inclined
Folks too.. anyway the God of the Old Testament
Written by Innumerable Authors and Copy Scribes
as well as the Jesus of the New Testament Do Conflict
Except for Revelation and some other Parts of the New
Testament Where ‘Dirty Harry’ God Makes a Vengeance
Over Victory Return again.. ugh the Bad Cop God in the
Bible Versus the Human Expression of a Good Cop of Love
‘Jesus’ who is so Pleasing in Artistic Representations of that
Big Red Heart Shining out of His Chest Like an Invisible Sun
We Don’t Normally See But Surely Feel as the Warm and
Fuzzies When Real yes (the Feel of a Yellow Boy Purr
And Big Yellow Boy Grin With Green To Blue eyes too
Sort of Aqua Like Real Aqua Man too.. on Shore of course
With Love).. Hmm.. Moonlit Seas Romance and all that Jazz
For Pure and Innocent 50’s Movies Love True.. but yes there
is always a Hint of “It’s Cold Outside” True too Let’s Face it
We are
Human too..
Anyway Every Real
Devil and Eventual Light
Bringer From Hell will always
Have Sympathy for Devils in Hell
for of course He/heR Been tHere to the Stone
Cold Spirit of Heart Real the Place of Piece of
Paper Existence Numb where even Pain Feels
better than nothing at all.. don’t Matter if you do right
or wrong and yes my Moral Code Stayed Strong in Hell
Thanks God in Neo-Cortical Way when all my Loving Emotions
Even a Tear Escaped me then.. still you will still feel better put
Not feel and sense as the Devil in Hell if You ever go to the
Real Place within Yes as Real as Heaven is to me now the
Hell Inside… So.. How to Forgive the Story Book God the
Old Mean thing who wants to Create Psychopaths
From Birth as Science Shows Does Happen in
Biological and all Natural Ways and if that
isn’t Enough Cold and Numb Pain in Life
that also Brings Death and Destruction
And other Misery and Suffering to
Others in Life then those
Devils Born and
or Bred
that way
are Tortured
for Eternity Worse
than ever too.. hmm..
who made who who made
that God only a True Psychopath could
if you haven’t Figured out that just another
Trump-Like Dude Wrote that Part of the Bible
True Perhaps you may Question who You are too..
but True in Life for Folks who Live in Scarcity of Living
Giving Resources including Social Roles and Self-Esteem
And all that Good Stuff of Life with Love that Feels so Good
the blinders of Ignorance Become So Easy to Follow in Misery
Loves Suffering in Company Rather than Jumping for Joy with
Good Cop Jesus
Loving Fun!
Hey.. i Will forgive
A story for either it is
True in Light of Love like
the ‘Beatitudes Version’ of Jesus
or Trump-like Dudes Wrote it and FucK that shit..
oF YoU SeeK iN GoD of CourSE NoW oN CouRSE NoW
With Loving Kindness of course with a Hand up of Love..
in other Words i was Never Fooled but Never the Less
Love Fools who were Fooled or Just don’t have what it takes to
And Stuff like that…
A Hand up the Devil
in Hell Will always use
Trust me or not that is also True..
Anyway whenever You Hear Great Kind
Wisdom From Friends if they are either
Internet Girl Friends or Flesh and Blood Wives
i suggest You take it but as HIStory Shows Men
Don’t as Much Feel and Sense much ado about Love as “Jesusettes”
So Much
Eyes of
Love that are
Real as true that
is fully illustrated
way below and above too..
Anyway it’s True Mother Loves Best too..
And Knowing is always Overrated if You Get to the
Last Breath
and Blink
of Life
no Memory
of Love as Memories
are Emotions and Emotions
Are Memories if You Got Love
Treasure it count Your Blessings
Record it and Send Your Love into the Future..:)

By -“Jesusette”- Aka Himali Shah

-You will never regret being kind-

“There will be lots of things, you might regret.
Kindness is one thing, you never will.
The world is so full of people who give the bitter medicine.

Y.O.U. – Be different. By choice.

Choose to love.
Choose to be kind.
Choose to care.
Choose to forgive.

Choose, not for what they can give you in return;
choose for you can choose to be the one who gets
to choose kindness over apathy.”

“One of the Greatest Gifts You Can Bestow Upon
Another. If Someone Is in Need. Lend Them A
Helping Hand. Do Not Wait For A Thank You.
True Kindness Lies within the Act of Giving
Without the Expectation of Something





Seriously Dudes Listen Up if You Become ‘Jesus’ not the Myth
But A Real Jesus by the time You Get to 58 You May Find Your
Self Leg Pressing 1340 LBS With the Most Beautiful Close to
49 Year Old Wife in the World and the Most Truly Beautiful
27 Year Old Internet Girl Friend You Will Ever Meet as Yes
Just A Girl
Friend For Love…
Financial Independence
Helps Particularly When
Heaven is Labeled A Mental Disorder
For those who Stay in the ‘Better Place’..
Anyway.. Don’t Believe me Believe My Girl
Friend as i Do Quote as Well Keeping in Mind
And Yes Spirit of HeART as Soul that this is The
Choice You May Make in Life if Y.O.U. Will Keep Kindness
in HeART that Y.O.U. is me and Will Be Y.O.U. Too if You Don’t Give up And
in Apathy (Hell)
Away from Love (Heaven)*
*Note Katrina Picked the Theme
Song for this i was gonna use “Memories”
by Barbara Streisand but Katrina Directed
Me to “Chances Are” off of one of Her Favorite TV Shows..
“Criminal Minds”
it Fits
in Well i “Believe”.

The Real Reason For ‘The Beatitudes’
Is So ‘Clint Eastwood’ Will Smile Without
Getting Beat Up So Make My FucKinG DaY OK
(Only {iF YoU SeeK iN GoD} {LoVE})

What Happens When A Man Uses Heart Over Brawn
“Jesus” ReturnS AGAiN “Jesusette” Is Here All ALonG
‘Jethro’ used Brawn
‘Ellie May’ used Heart
Why ‘Ellie May’ Was ‘Stronger’ Than
‘Jethro’ off of the ‘Beverly HillBillies’…
If You Are Not Friends With The
Person You Wanna Marry
And Are Super Hot For
Their Body Just Don’t Please Don’t
Folks We Have Sex With May Come
And Go But Friends True Friends
They Always Stay As Love To Play
Friends Are The True Love
They Are Always Worth
Treasuring In Spirit Of Heart
In Our Record Book Of Soul
All Our Blessings Best
A Friend Is Someone
Who Inspires A Human
To Be More Like Love Now
On the Yellow Brick Road of Life
So Nice to Meet and Greet Friends
Truly Life is Home This Way of Love
“The Reason We Are In This World to Love Everyone Now”

Last Night i spent Hours
Looking Through my 3.3K
Profile Pics finding my
Favorite most
Precious Photos
Of Yellow Boy to
Include in the Blog
Post i am Finishing
And it touched my Heart
To see How many of those
Photos you Liked in our Friendship Journey
And among all
The Women
i have Taken
Selfies With
How Awesome it
Is that the Two Most
Truly Beautiful Women
i have Met in my Entire
Life are not only there
In my Profile
Pics but
Have Truly
Loved me in
This Life where Like
All of Us Humans in Life
We Find moments of
Blessed and Cursed
But How
It is
Record the
Most Beautiful
Parts of Life As
You Both Light up
The World wherever
You are and the Reason
i Love Your Last Picture
The Most is your Eyes
Radiate a Pure and
Love i
Never Tire
of Gazing
Into that Brings
So Much Love into
My Soul How Honored
i am that you described
Your Future Lover Who
You will have a Son with
The Way you have
Described me
In the Past
For I used to
Say if anything Ever
Happened to Katrina
i would Never Want to
Marry again and the same
Would be True if something
Happened to you for in my
Life How Blessed I have
Been to
Have Been
Loved Like
This and
LoVE as Well…
Both Your Future
Husband and Son will
Be the Most Blessed Human
Beings to walk the Face of
The Earth and in Any Life
i would
Love to
Be Both
Even Your
Father or Friend
To Be Close to you…
How Much Like
Is to have
Been your Love
And Friend in this
Lifetime now so many
Beautiful Memories i
Will always Have With
You So Blessed to be with
i Love You
In the Purest Way..:)

i have Greater Confidence in Reality
Shows this Year for it is like ‘Granny’
From the ‘Beverly Hillbillies’ when
‘Nancy’ is in the ‘House’ You know
Who is Really in Charge A Reflection
Of the HIStory of Humanity my
Munching Popcorn..;)


Hi Gitr Dun, 40 year old father of two who has a job that requires Working limbs rolls the dice as Noted 11 years ago on Youtube by You in the only Video of You that You have Uploaded So Far Doing a Jump with a Snow Mobile. Thank You
For Dropping By as i’ve been Meaning to Come By Here to Update my Latest Feat of Leg Pressing as it is true this
Video of me Leg Pressing 930 LBS, only 14 Times on a Parallel Leg Press Machine is Kinda Wimpy from back
on February 27, of 2015, when i was 54 Years Old Doing that with the Same Arthritis in my Knees i’ve had
Probably Since my 30’s from being A Tennis Player for a Decade and About a Decade of Being a Long
Distance Runner too. Doing the Math that makes You 51 Years Old now, such a Babe i was back
then and a rather weak Babe as i could only Leg Press around 500 LBS then but True
in my Life Born without the Ability to Speak until Age 4 with Autism and Eventually
Graduating at the Top of My High School and College Classes With 3 Degrees all
my Disabilities in my Life i Have used to my Advantage to Become Stronger and
Smarter and More Creative as my only Competition is me and no one else now;
in other Words, this is like one tiny Foot Note of my Life
that i didn’t feel the Need to continue to make
Repetitive Videos of as my Strength continued
to increase as i advanced to 1020 LBS
With This Particular Parallel Leg Press
Machine that the ‘Hodge Twins’ Famous
YouTubers who Pump Big Iron will tell You is
Much more Difficult than the Typical 45 degree
Angle Sled Machine and true it is as i maxed out the
Parallel Leg Press Machine with 52 Reps at 56 Years Old Been
Doing that since February of 2017 until Recently the Military Station
that i work out at Where no else could Budge that much weight even an
inch; in fact only one even attempted it as they realized how much more difficult
that Machine is Just doing a Few Hundred LBS on it Versus the Sled Machine that
it used to Sit right Next too Before it was done away with, a Couple of Weeks ago.
i knew that Sled Machine was gonna be easy; as hey why would a Couple of Famous
Iron head YouTubers Lie about something that could be so easily proven right or wrong and
on top of that Dead weight is Dead Weight and Pushing Weight up a Slide gives Mechanical Advantage;
Gravity 101 as ‘they’ say; didn’t need to use either Machine to Spot that immediately with Common Sense;
but for those Folks without it there are YouTube Videos to Better Understand it and the Hodge Brothers too.
With some Macho F words explain it well enough for the Average YouTuber these days. Anyway, now, so far,
i’ve Leg Pressed 1340 LBS at 20 Reps; no Sweat would Be very Easy to do a Few Reps at 1500 LBS now Keeping
in mind, i ain’t no ‘Roid Head that will Ever Bring 2300 LBS to my Chest or Die early from Taking Anabolic
Steroids; but at 58 Years old soon to turn 59 On June 6th; yeah, the 6.6.60 Birthday got some notice
in my Fundamentalist Area Getting Carded for 1 Beer at age 40 amongst the Cashiers down here
in Trump State Land; but anyway, ain’t seen any one else do more than a Thousand LBS
on that Machine; but true there is one old School Dude in there; still a Special Forces
Vietnam Vet War Hero Squatting 400 LBS who could Probably beat me out without
Steroids too when He was my Age; and that’s the thing about Working out at
the Military Gym; those Dudes are clean of ‘the Juice’. Anyway, Actually
I’ll Probably Work out with 1220 LBS, routinely, to do
More Reps and Bring the Weight even Closer to
my Chest at 30 or 40 Reps, eventually too;
As my main thing is Public Dancing as
i’m up to 10,700 Miles of Effort
in doing that in the Last 65 Months
As well as a Long Form Poem Bible as metaphor
of course that has reached 6.6 Million Words plus
of doing that of course empirically Measured as i go too..
i average about 25K Words a Week and my Max for 7 Days
is a Novel Size Poem of 43,151 Words in 2017; and in 2017 i did a Subchapter
Effort “PHI Bible” that was Precisely 1,618,000 Words in 365 Days of Effort From
Memorial Day of 2016 through Memorial Day Weekend of 2017; my Favorite Hobby
is Collecting Selfies of Beautiful Women With me; got about 2000 of those in the Dance Journey
And sure Writing Poetry to Beautiful Women around the World is A Best Way to Impress Women
of Fine Arts of all; one of my Dance Videos that someone else took of course just went Viral with close
to 90K Views; all in the Day in the Life of Little old me, standing somewhat over 6 Feet tall with Nike Shox
Shoes and 240 LBS; once the last Kid picked in School Sports and Eventual Athletic Director of a Military Station,
Retiring From Federal Civil Service, with an almost 49 Year-Old Wife who just can’t seem to age; oh yeah and my
Best Poet Love Friend She looks like she could be the Sister of my Wife; i Love Women From South Asia to the Pacific
Islands; so Beautiful they are, in other Words Dude, haha; i ain’t here to impress any Dudes at all; nothing about Weight Lifting impresses Women I’ve met; so, this Video is Just a Book Mark of Life for me; I’d be a lot more Impressed now if your were not Afraid (if you are) to show Your 51 Year-old
Face in Your Avatar;
the Women
to Love
Mine they
usually comment
on my eyes the Most;
And it’s True with Poetry
You Don’t Need any Body
Parts at all to get the Best Jobs of Life
Done; Best of course at Least, if You are Lady’s Man Late into Life Younger;
You can Do the BIG Man Stuff; and i’ll BEnJoYinG the Lady’s stuff; have a Nice Day With Love
for me
and someone
told me at least
A Dude Named Jesus too.
The Women were just about the
only ones Left who Followed Him to the Cross;
Little Synchronicities;
Clothes aren’t my thing
in the Snow; i more Enjoy the
Naked Beach of Life with no Tools
But Dance and Song and a Smiling Woman’s Face at
the Pinnacle of Success in a Real Man’s Life to Give.
Keep Moving Your Body Dude; don’t rust out; i used to
be a Shut-in with 19 Medical Disorders for 66 Months
From Wake to Sleep, experiencing Type-Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in my Right eye and ear that no Drug
would touch; yes, the Suicide Disease then from Wake to Sleep for all
those Months as a Shut-in as my Beautiful Wife then Banged Her Head
on the Wall in Sympathy for a Real Devil in Hell then; No, my Friend;
it is not possible for me to be Embarrassed or Ashamed of ‘anything’;
My Best Friend for 66 Months Was a Yellow Boy Cat who Died this Week
too; He Crawled out from underneath a Shed as a Feral Cat to Rescue me;
My only Shame would be Harming another Person and not doing my best
to give and
share Love;
trust me;
it doesn’t
even bother
me to be
in Public,
i understand
a ‘Few’ Women
Like that too;
You can’t
Shame the
Devil Baby;
for the Devil Understands
That Real God Does Forgive all;
And Heaven is Just another Word for True
Love; i get enough of that for even God to Smile;
Winks; now go Play with someone Your Size on Twitter With Love;
You can Ask anyone that Knows Feels and Senses me for Real; i never
Run out of Dance
or Song;
is like taking
A Crap or Brushing
My Teeth or Urinating;
Just something to do to
Rest My Mind and Heart;
i am Never Offended by God as
Nature Real heHe, either; not even you; hAha.
Thanks for the Muse; Dark or Light the X-Devil Loves it all.
Hmm; X-Devil; Imagine a Comic Book with Jesus and A ‘Sun’
Super Star Mentor to improve and Get the Job done right this time;
the Real
Will Be a Woman;
i am totally Sure, in Fact.
I already wrote the Book/Bible/”SonG oF mY SoUL”, Yep;
so easy to find with a Google Search; so hard to open
Without the Best Broad Band Access and Computers;
It’s Free like everything else i do with Love and no Fear;
But What Did You Expect; Trump on Twitter; Yes, ‘the Anti-Christ Role’
is a ‘Given’ this go around; And Don’t Expect a Son of Man; ‘He’ is always A Son of Woman;
I learned
that in
Biology 101;
And my Mother
Taught me that
as Mother of Love (God)


Hehe.. Regarding my Last writing back
to the YouTuber who suggested i should
Be ashamed of my Self in Lifting Half a Ton
back when i was doing less than 1340 Lbs like
now as versus the YouTube Video with 930 Lbs
for the Range of Motion
offended His Sensibilities
of Form when i’m all about
the Essence well anyway
the ‘Fred Talk’ Must
have done him
some kind
of Good
for unlike
Most YouTube
Cynics away from
what does not Match
their Expected Forms of
Life He actually Came Back
and Apologized and of course
he is Forgiven now and was never
Guilty of anything Toward me in Fact
He Provided the ‘Perfect’ sort of Dark
Muse to Get me back there to Catch
the ‘FeaTNoTES’ up with the Current
Human Potential Attainment as i
continue to move Even Further
up into the ‘Jeffersons’
East Side as
such and
speaking of that
And Cold Chicago
i am So Far Behind on
Visting Xenia and Frank
And gigoid this Week but
Perhaps i’ll be able to Finish
With Frank Before the 248th Dance
Week Night Starts at Old Seville Quarter
tonight with all the Cool College Age Folks
who Love to Dance With Bliss and Joy yes
some even without Alcohol ages 18 thru 21 as
they Will Be the Happiest most Joyful Folks of all
for they ain’t scared to be there without a Beer and some
More which i surely Left Behind for Relaxation Over A Decade
ago as Dance and Song is My Nirvana and Bliss of Life as Whole..
Hi Frank Hope the Deep Freeze in Chicago has
thawed out for you Some.. Yellow Boy Passed
Away Last Tuesday so i’ve been a bit out of sorts
As he Sort of Saved my Soul as an Animal and
Spirit Soul Mate Back in my Dark Days
of Dead Zone and it’s True
Birds Do Flock
By Spirit in Kindness
Caring Loving and Forgiveness
And i will Never Turn a Friend Away
Helping them through Rough Spots on their way
Hey as if Cats who are normally Feral Wild Killers for Sport
Will Come to Love Humans Humans Have This Propensity too..
And Smiles i took Notice of that Publix Scale at 159 Lbs a long time
ago for me hehe..
but i’m sure
My Heart
Pump Easier
if i shed the
81 or so other Pounds..
although Hehe i’m afraid i might float away..
My Sister would always be Able to Forecast the
Death of Loved ones for she would See their Face
In the Clouds the Week Before and when i saw the
Shape of a Cat in the Flames of the Fountain at the
Dance Hall i attend
i felt that
of Cosmic
Respect and
Death for Yellow
Boy would Sadly
come Soon as it did..
hmm.. When my Mother
Died from the Advanced Breast
Cancer we spotted Eerie Mammary
Clouds in the Sky the Week Before and
then in the Hospital in Her Death Bed
waiting for Her 8 Days without Food or
Water to Be Over both my Sister and i
Spotted Her Face in the Clouds in the
Most Sublime experience of my Life
Where Death met Angel Lights in the Sky
i Believe that all of Life is God Consciousness
And Life is more Like a Movie We Co-Create With
God than any Random Soup of Life as the more i Flow
in Art in Mind and Body Balance the more Life becomes
the Most Interesting Movie ever i play a part in and Direct too
as only
of Course as i
Believe we all
Do in Holy and
Sacred Meaning
And Purpose of Life
When We finally come to
See the Art and Magic of Life Real..
Smiles the Older
i Get the more
i want
to Feel
What is
Right or Wrong
than know it so
many ironies in
Life for what is
Truly Dark or Light
Mystery seems more the Play..
Smiles A Most Beautiful (at Least one)
Person i’ve Ever known is both
And a
in the eyes
of Her Creators
It seems that all
Creation Cares about is Existing
Now For what may come will be as Life
And i must
Say there
are some
that it
works out
Perfect enough for
Building Sand
WinDS oF
Frank is such a nice
Person i would have felt
Amiss not to catch up with
His Poetry Before Dance as Life
is So Beautiful With the Wonderful People
in it like Frank and Xenia and gigoid and Himali
And my Old Friend Rafiah and Shawna and Sohair
And Truly Considering that in Life We only have the
Capacity for about 5 Close Friends in Life i surely Will
Not Complain about all the Beauty in my Life sure some folks
Get Bent out of Shape as i didn’t Pull a Half a Ton all the way to
my Chest and another Dude Posted a Blog Post ranting against
my Mixed Capital and Small Letters as such and not only that but another
Post Complained that i would Bring My Soul To Poetic Words for my Loving
Friend Himali Yes each and every time i’ve visited her for about 42 Months
now of loving Friendship.. sorry but that’s not Friends Without Borders that’s
Somebody who Excludes whoever Doesn’t Drink His Cup of Tea.. He is always
Welcome to Visit me for Truly i am the Friend with No Borders at all.. and additionally
When i Do Nude
Art i Warn
Funny What
Folks Value in Life…..
i’m Pretty Sure iMali
Was/is much more impressed with my Love..
Anyway off to Dance for i don’t even need any
Words at all to impress the Beauty of Women
nor on the other Hand of Words a Body at all in
Song.. Those who have lived life with many Functional
Disabilities NoW in Life Learn all the Work-Arounds And
Excel far past those Born With Golden Spoons And Great Looks at Youth…
It’s not what You
Are born with
that Counts
M. O. S. T.
it’s what You
Do with Your
Human Potentials
of Loving Life And All
Others that Counts Most..
We Share the Similar DNA
Some Folks Unpack More Epigenetic
Potential Adapting to the Struggles of Life
To Excel and Others take Life as is for Granted and Stay
Where they are in Just Another Ground Hog Day (Aghogday)
as i used
as Stale too..
if You Exclude any
Human Colors of Life
You Block Your Overall
Human Potential We are
all in this game together there
is much to Learn from all of us
if we are not afraid of Different by Choice..
Thank You My Mentor For the Day iMaLi..:)


Thank You
i Love You

Musicians Color Love New Notes
Singers/Poets New Words Dancers New
Moves Love Dances Sings Beyond Rainbow
Colors God Grows Love Makes No Difference
FucKinG (iF yoU SeeK iN GoD) iS LoVENoW
True This Poem i Write is For Yellow Boy As
All iLove (GoD) The Greatest Love The Ground
Below Above Grains of Sand Holding Up Mountains of SMiLes
The Meek
The Least
The Greatest Saviors
Trust me when
i say a Cat
A Life…
A Most Beautiful Rose Is A Woman Who
Finds True Love And The Man Who
Will Find No Thorns He
Is Not Willing To
Endure to
Gaze into
The Eyes
Of The Flower
He Colors Most
With Love For There Is
The Desert Rose Who Sings
To the Full Moon Night Seeking
The Morning
Of Her Garden
So Lush And
For Color Garden
Of Eve The Eden of
Woman Loved Most
Bringing Light House
To All She Meets
And Greets
With Love of
‘Him’ Within
The Fire that takes
Her ‘Cross the New Moon
Night Endless Day of Love
No Escape From Thorns
or Flowers of Rose 🥀 (GoD) 🥀
Choose A Path (Muse) You Love Most
NoW Thorns Feed Flowers Feed Thorns
Two Paths Flowers And Thorns Of Rose
Only Exposed In Souls Of Agape Love
‘He’ Will Stay Hidden Always ‘Trump’ Won
Unless ‘He’ Hated Enough To Send ‘The Adversary’ to Hell
Most of Them Still Would Not Accept ‘Him’
God Sheds A Tear A Thorn
Nothing Without Muse
All Paths Humans Forge
Each Other Only We no I
Thank You…
Thank You All….
A ‘Bette Midler Song’
i Believe ‘A Jesus’ Will Sing
Instead of Go to Hell Dark Muse
-Sympathy for the Devils- ‘The’ ULTiMaTE ‘God’: Agape Love

Do Y.O.U. FinAlly Understand
God Is Nothing Without You



Now off to Visit Xenia Still Behind So Far Behind Since A Few Blog Posts Before in
Tallying the Exact Tale of the Tape as far as Words Continue to Grow for what
was 3.7 Million Words of “Nether Land Bible 2017” then Since Memorial
Day of 2016 Beginning Write of that as only one SubChapter of 8 Still
Ongoing of 6.66 MiLLioN Words And RiSinG Longest Long Form
Poem Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” And Additionally Subchapter
Ongoing “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”.. 2.2 Million Plus
Words Continuing Since Memorial
Day of 2017 as that Bible is Also
Included in my FB Profile Pics
Since then at about 7K Words
For Each Photo in the Description
Areas of.. the FB Profile Pics.. Yes
“SonG oF mY SoUL” 6.66 MiLLioN
Word Plus Longest Long Form Bible
As Grand Parent and Parent as that
Soon to be a 66 Month Effort on 2.18.19 too.. 10
Days From Now as then there is 6 Years of Blogging
Overall to Celebrate Since 3.10.13 Still Coming about
A Month From Now as i started on the Blogspot Platform
Then.. Before i moved over to Word Press on 8.18.13.. and
Finally 10,696 Miles of Public Dance in 65 Months Now as that
is Rather Easy to keep Precise Track of as the Nike GPS App on
my ‘Apple Watch’ Provides Continuous and Daily Feed-Back Automatically
As Such Tallying all the Steps and Miles up too.. True.. Technology is Great
As Long as You take Advantage of the Perks without becoming a Slave to it
so much
Free Will
To Even Be Free
And Chart Your Own
Course of Life as Writer Director
Producer Dancer Singer and All the
Actor roles You Please to continue
Hope and Love in Joy oF LiGHT
Anyway With that Said now
to Visit Xenia With Her
Grey Rescue Hound Dogs
For Poetry There As She Names
‘Whippets’ from Scotland and Catching up
on one of gigoid’s More Recent Posts of Aphorisms
as He for now is no longer Writing New Blog Posts for
Issues as they relate to Failing Eye Sight
As Older Ages do eventually come….
Smiles Xenia Best Prayers Now
iN Celebration of Rachael’s Life
How the Arts of Love We Bring
in the
Eyes of
Love Continuing
Spring Form Now is
Not Much my Endeavor
For Labels Love ALWays Essence Real..
Fallen Trees
Bleed the
Of Life
ReSToRinG From:
to: Feed the Grass
So many Senses
So many Feels
Wonder Dogs
And Cats
Than ‘Think’..
Isn’t Life A Miracle ‘Dunes’
of Snow in Scotland..
Of Sugar White
Sands at Our Beach..
i’ll Trade ya For A
Day But That’s All..
Amazing You Called
Them Snow Dunes
Before i Called them
Snow Dunes Before
i Noticed You Called
them Snow Dunes Next..
Smiles i was Just
Writing about Snow
Covered Himalayan
Mountains Before i
Saw Your Snow
Every Connection A Snow
Flake So Hard to Lose
Unique Love Flakes
In Our
Carry on to Love
Even More Honoring
All Snow Flakes Fallen ‘Fore…
Hi Xenia.. Flakes Make Life Real…
Creating Love..
By the Way that
Wasn’t A Haibun
But a Fredbun
ALWays Connecting FRiEnD..:)

Be and not seem.”

~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~

Hi gigoid Mixing Related Wisdom to Present
An Abstract of Truth and Light in the World is
An Ocean that is always Fun to Swim in my Friend
For True How Valuable it is for those who Do not Stick
to One Author in Life one Page one Bible one Human Way
at all my Friend.. How Beautiful It is For Technology Brings
us the Potential to Find.. So Many More Colors of Souls in the
World a Snow Flake a Mountain A Snow Storm of Human Flowers
Roses With Thorns too.. Circling Around the Globe Defeating what
was once Entropy of Walking so Far around the Earth.. Souls Go on
iN the Arts
And Sciences
We Create of Life
For We Be Now even
When We Seem not to Be at all..:)

To Be or Not To Be
Need Revision Hehe..;)

“You have brains in your head.
You have feet in your shoes.
You can steer yourself
any direction you choose.
You’re on your own.
And you know what you know.
And YOU are the one who’ll decide where to go….”

~~ Dr. Seuss ~~


“A mind forever voyaging through strange seas of thought, alone.”

~~ William Wordsworth ~~


“It is better to deserve honours and not have them
than to have them and not to deserve them.”

~~ Mark Twain ~~

Greatest HoNouR NoW
A Cat Purrs A Dog Wags
A Child Plays With Smiles
Old Age Holding Hands
And Most Of
All A
Eyes of True Love
At Least in my Opinion Truth in Light
All This A Measure of Real God Wisdom..:)

“A talent is formed in stillness, a character in the world’s torrent.”

~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ~~

Never Leave Bootcamp Even If ‘You’ Never go….

“That proves you are unusual,” returned the Scarecrow,
“and I am convinced the only people worthy of consideration
in this world are the unusual ones.
For the common folks are like the leaves of a tree,
and live and die unnoticed.”

~~ L. Frank Baum, “The Land of Oz” ~~

Yet Fallen Leaves
Make Best Fertilizer..
Leaves of Grass New

“A little learning is a dangerous thing;
Drink deep, or taste not the Pierian spring:
There shallow draughts intoxicate the brain,
And drinking largely sobers us again.”

~~ Alexander Pope, “Essay on Criticism”, Part ii, Line 15 ~~

REaSoNinG Neo Cortical PRiSoN
Free Dances Songs ReLeaSinG
Waves Below Above..:)

“Follow your bliss.”

~~ Joseph Campbell ~~

Bringing Giving it Sharing it Best..:)

“Death is all in the mind.
Once you’re dead you forget all about it.”

~~ Jack Storey ~~

No Worries Live
Better yet
Dance Sing
Naked Life
No Regret
On Second
Breathe Free..:)

Yes! PM..
Roller Coasting
Minds Ride..:)

“CeLeBRaTinG Yellow Boy’s LiFE NoW”
His Life is Worth All This Effort and So Much More
For Again the Greatest Saviors Those Meek Enough to Save..:)

4:00 PM 2.8.2019 Gonna Take a While to Get this Put Together to Publish but
Still Worth it For all Those Who Travel This Journey With me to Honor Blessings

All Friends of Yellow Boys…











BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

6.6 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)








The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”




ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”


“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019


“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW



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35 Responses to CeLeBRaTinG Yellow Boy’s LiFE NoW

  1. Dance And Songs Never
    Leave Your Side So the
    MiNsTrEL SHoW GoeS oN
    Behind Every Mask There is A Lonely Girl And or Boy
    If you Don’t Learn to Receive You Give or Die
    Good Afternoon!!!
    Hope it was Fun!! Sometime
    i would Love to hear what you
    Love to do most.. i Know you Love
    to Read And Write Wonderful
    Words and Paint
    And connect to
    All your Friends
    And Yes Go to the
    Beach and Shop
    But Do You Go
    To the Movies
    Do You Still
    Run and Do
    Yoga and Get Ice Cream
    Hmm.. now that i put it in
    Writing.. i guess mostly
    i wonder do you go to
    The Movies for when
    i was younger with
    No Friends or Lovers
    Going to the Movies
    It made me Sad to see
    Everyone together
    Having Fun but
    me I’m not
    Sure I’ll
    Ever Truly
    Figure out how
    To Fully Have
    That experience
    But i sure Do Try Hard..
    Sent from my iPhone..
    Considering NeuroScience Shows Basically We All Hallucinate our Realities based on past Experiences As our Subconscious Minds Direct Us First through Emotions that Were positive or negative In the past as our Neo-Cortex Next is Servant to Slave to our Limbic System to Navigate What Feels Great.. Serotonin increases With Great Posture even when we Feel Down so a Best Yoga and Mask
    Is to
    Up Straight
    For what Mask we
    Wear In DarK to LiGHT..
    My Sister once said i didn’t
    Have Friends in ‘Real Life’
    For i ‘NerdBlast’ Folks Too
    Much then i shut my Mouth
    And Danced everywhere and
    Now So Many
    Folks Love
    ‘Sheldon Cooper’
    In Real Life… SMiLes
    ‘We’ Wear Masks to Survive…
    Tears of A Clown not always
    Easy to See Standing Straight..:)

  2. Hi Frank From Hopefully all thawed out Chicago by now.. been missing
    the Weather Reports a bit and other News on the Tube but anyway thanks
    so Much for Dropping By “WoLF MooN HowLinG LoVE DReAMS”.. on
    this Beautiful Now Sunny Saturday Down Here in Beach.. Forest
    And River Land State of Flowers Lower Alabama-like LA
    Panhandle of Florida too.. as true we have a mix
    of Just about Everything down Here
    But Mountains and Snows
    And Great Lakes
    And such..
    The Gulf Will
    Do i guess with
    Smiles of Beach..
    as You Quote “LovE ONly A WaVE YoU RiDE”
    From this “Super Blood Full Wolf Moon Eclipse”
    Oriented Post and i do like Your Words Here i
    Will Quote that Relate “Being a wave may make love
    seem like it is less real than other stuff, but perhaps that other
    stuff is less real.” i Must Say Frank That i See this as a Pinnacle
    of Wisdom as the Biggest Difference Between ‘Someone’ Like Yellow
    Boy and Us as i am Proof Reading the Finished Product in the Writing
    of “CeLeBRaTinG Yellow Boy’s LiFE NoW” at 31,844 Words of Effort
    And So many Photos that i will have to Trim Down to get it to Fit on my
    Blogspot Platform Blogs but True Speaking of Words the Main thing that is not
    Always a Good thing at all that Separates us from the other Animals is we attach
    Abstract Constructs in Symbols Like Words to Help us to Navigate the World in Neo-
    Cortex Way after the Limbic System Tells us How We Feel and Sense about the World
    the Environment Around us by doing just that the Being of i am what we are as Feeling
    Sensing Sentient Creatures not Different that much than Yellow Boy’s Life except he always
    Lived in the Present So intensely particularly as he Grew up in a World NoW of Intermittent
    Reinforcement the Way of Way of Nature that Keeps us Alert enough now in the Present
    to Survive Yet Relaxed enough in Animal Homeostasis to Conserve Energy when
    we do need to Fight for Prey and other stuff of Subsistence and Reproduction
    And Shelter or Yes Flight in Escaping Predator or oh God a one Hour
    And More Commute in Rush Hour Traffic when Flight may end
    up as Fight and Road Rage may even end our Lives over
    something as Crazy as sitting in a ‘Cave Vehicle’ for
    Hours on End not Moving anything but our Fingers
    on the Steering Wheel as such Yep.. Like me
    in Front of this Screen As Words
    Flow with my Emotions at
    Best in Homeostasis
    of Constant
    And Relaxation
    To Conserve Energy
    As well in a Dream-Like Trance
    that i am sure most Animals Enjoy
    as Heaven Within as a way of Life when
    Fight or Flight is not the Emergency to do
    For Basic Survival as those Challenges come
    And go for the Intermittent Reality in Satiation and
    Struggle in Peace and Harmony or Fight or Flight now..
    Problem With Humans is when We Become our Tools and
    ‘Think’ We are the Surf Board instead of the Waves and Ocean Whole..
    As Feeling and Sensing Sentient Creatures Paying more Attention to how
    They Feel and Sense than what they my make and own to Be as a Tool Part
    of a Machine or even a Machine in Life.. iRobot as ‘they’ say.. That’s Why i Dance
    And Sing my Friend and Ride the Wave of Love Smoothly and Intermittently too to Remember
    Where i come From Most.. Nature the Will To Meet Challenges Struggle Adapt and Enjoy the
    Progress We Make to Make Life An Adventure that is Worth Always Living Now.. In A World
    of Instant Gratification i Welcome the Waves of Love in Open Arms of Tides coming in and
    Going out as Free as Falling off is as Beautiful as Getting on the Surf Board and Riding Life/
    Love to the
    of ups
    And downs
    Beginning up again..
    Stair Way to Heaven
    my Friend the Joy of
    Dark and Light
    the Day
    And Night and Morning Break
    Hope of And As Love Springs Eternally
    Life Now Moonlight Breeds Divine Feminine
    Grace And Love.. Sunlight Delivers Masculine Will
    And Strength on top of that We Will Never ‘Really’ Live With Out the Other
    in Whatever Peace and Harmony comes from Intermittent Gratification More as LifELoVE..:)

  3. VaLeNTiNE
    Romance Novels Breathe
    About 1 Percent of the Population is Born without
    the ability to Feel Guilt but it is Still A Solid 40 Percent
    of the Prophetic Minion Movie who Have the Potential
    to Sink A Ship in support of Captain
    ScarCities of
    Soul Bleeds Love…
    SMiLes Wishing
    You All Snow Flakes
    Of Living Magic HeART
    Extensions of
    Living Trees Fall
    Deeper Poetry
    Is Than ‘Class’
    All Leaves
    HeART As
    Human Trees
    SMiLes Frank Love
    Takes Care of Death
    Most Living Now
    The Kindness
    We Give to
    Pets in
    Comfort ‘till
    The End Sadly
    Shared Less
    For our
    Being in Life
    And Death
    Harm as Well
    As Love is Real..
    Ink Blot Test Life
    No painted NumBers
    PLaY iN Mystery
    Reason Leaves
    Life Art Tree
    Mistakes often
    Lead to Newer Arts
    And Sciences of Life
    What He Loves Most is Her Eyes
    Dance And Sing Love For Him..
    What He Wants Most is to truly
    Be Her Friend and Have Her open up to
    Him and tell Him all of Her Fears all of Her
    Greatest Wishes and Dreams Yes Most of all
    Be By Her Side For She Didn’t See Her Surprise
    Coming For Tonight i am Walking Behind You for
    it is so Dark in the Night Grass the Moon is Shining off the
    Desire of your Hair Yes Sweet Affection Just to be Close to
    the Warmth Your Eyes Bring Forever How i would Love to Gaze
    into them as You Tell me all of Your Life Story Mesmerized by the
    Endless Depth of the Soul of Your Beauty True the Moon is out Your
    Eyes and Hair and Dazzling Smile Lights my World up more than ever before..
    For as You Grow
    Older You Only
    Flower More
    in Kind Wisdom
    Courage and Love
    Yes Beauty not only to Behold
    But Beauty to Give and Share with
    the World as Your Art Project Fruits
    A Tree of Life that Glows Love now
    to Give and Share even more.. as
    Yes You the Gift of all of Your Hard Work
    Has come to Be as the Work of Art You are Now..
    Yes.. Group Internal Audit Manager Brave Enough
    to Move Away from Your Country at Just 24 Years of
    Age Close to the Top of Your Class in India for Chartered
    Accountants Moving to Your Next City at 27.. Moving up
    the Ladder of Success Such a Bright Future You Have for
    all the Excellence You Bring to the Work Place Now.. Any
    Way I’m Glad i Decided to Make Poetry a Hobby otherwise You
    Would have never come Across me on Prajakta’s Blog Site and
    i would Have Never Met Sohair or gigoid as You Linked me up to
    Those Two People Eventually too as a Core Group of Friends along
    with Rafiah and Shawna as the Only Friends online who have Truly Remained
    As Close and Intimate Friends that i do not Worry Will Be Offended by all the Free
    i come to be and bring.. But it’s True in this World it is more often Kind Folks who are
    Drawn to Kind Folks and How Beautiful it would be to Gaze at the Moon and the Stars
    with You After i Heard Your Entire Life Story with a Contented Smile of Being Closer to
    You as a Friend and Well Wisher True.. How Wonderful It is to Be Close to a Friend Like You..:)

  4. SMiLes.. First i’m Sending You And The Rest of the World a Post Card
    Yes a Valentine’s Wish From A Mother To Her Son in Two Parts Below
    That is also A Birthday Wish on His 33rd Birthday on June 6th, 1993..
    Tragically the Mother Went to Her Death Bed in the Hospital
    on Valentine’s Day in 2017.. But on the Other Hand the
    Letter Never Delivered to Her Son was found
    in Her Home After She Passed away
    And Now Delivered to You too.. as
    THere is No Regret in True Love
    THere are No Secrets in
    True Love and
    When True
    Love is True
    Love it is most Definitely
    Applicable to the Rest of the
    World including God in and as Y.O.U…
    Yes i Repeat From Below to Above Love Letters Do LiVE oN..:)

    “You are sheer brilliance, you are a sparkle, you are the shining light. You are kind, courageous and thoughtful. Although you’ve been through the fire, you have a heart as soft as the flowers. You’ve lived through the hate, yet all you have to offer is tender love and warmth. You amaze me, every day. With your wits, your charm, your inner beauty.”

    LovE LetterS LivE oN
    Y.O.U. Muse.. Inspire…
    A Valentine For All
    Y.O.U. Are Rose
    Flowers And Thorns
    By God Yes It’s True
    i Namaste Y.O.U. NoW
    Any Connection At All Again…
    Just to Be Closer to Someone
    As Wonderful as You
    For You only come
    Once in A Lifetime
    For You are only You such an
    Enigma Among A Coal Lot Of Being
    Now Coloring All We Can And Will Be..
    Moving Up to Human Potential So Much
    More Catch A Shooting S.T.A.R.
    Oh God
    i Treasure
    You So Much
    You Are Diamond
    of Eye With Tear For only You

    Children whose Mother’s Sing
    Poetic Blessings Become Gifted
    With those Wishes as Spare the
    Blessings is a ‘Psychopathic’
    Lie for those Wishes make
    Victory of
    Love or
    Of Hate to: the
    Unwanted Children of God
    From: the Rest of ‘the World’..:)


  5. I promise to be with you as you are there for me…
    Through life’s thick and thin..:) You are not lonely…
    You have Love with you, miles apart,
    but with you
    connected by hearts

  6. Considering it is Valentine’s Week, it seemed Appropriate
    to Drop by the ‘Wrong Planet’ in the Politics, Philosophy, and
    Religion Section to Pose this Question: ‘What is Your Philosophy of Love?”
    All Responses are Welcome, Including ‘Love’ is a Hoax and Does not Exist to Poems
    For Cats for Your Philosophy of Love in Doing Just That, too; For Example:

    We Had to Put our Beloved Cat Down And As We Grow Older
    We Have to Do that More and More if We Do not Give up on Love
    And Keep Giving Love a Chance With the Very Next Cat We Give a Forever Home too.

    So this is what i said about my Cat (Yellow Boy) Last Week;
    My Philosophy About Love When Putting Our Beloved Cat Down:

    We Will Bring You Love And Peace Now
    Through Your Last Blink And Breath Of
    Purr From Your Life Long Labor Of Love
    One With Nature God As Same
    Golden Fur Aqua Eyes Of Free
    And Fearless Wild Love
    You Spent Your Last
    Day in The Sun
    We Love You
    More than
    We Will Carry
    The Last Cross For You
    Unlike my Mother And Only
    Son Tethered to A Bed
    Love How Do i Tell
    You How
    Much i Do
    Circling my Heart
    With Paws of Love
    Standing on my Chest
    You’ve Lost So Much Weight
    Never The Less Love No Size
    You Bring me A Snack Of Purr
    So Early In The Morning Your
    Bones Are Weary Barely Breathing.

    In regard to Grief; A Science oriented
    And Poetic Mixed Response of mine is:

    “It’s Nature’s (God’s) Way of Saying
    i Will Make You Uncomfortable Enough
    Where You Will Circle The Globe
    Looking For Love
    Grief IS A Chemical
    Reaction In Your Brain
    Where Kitty Comfort (Oxytocin)
    Is Reduced And Creative Juice (Dopamine)
    Goes Up For You Science Minded Folks
    Who Say All Emotions Including Grief
    And Tears Are Only Mush And
    For Only Women too
    Grief Is The Cross The Blood
    Of Those You love And Lose
    When Some Folks Suggest That Losing
    A Pet Is too Much to Love One Again Perhaps
    They Dropped The Cross Over to LoVE NoW AGaiN
    Other Wise
    Love Dies And
    Is Never Resurrected
    Back As Life And Us Alive
    This Way ‘Jesus’ (Love/Yellow Boy) Returns
    Eternally Now Even Greater As More Of Us
    Co-Create Greater Love As Us
    Yes It’s Like the Story of ‘Jesus’
    You Turn Death into Grief into
    Life into Love
    And Why Is There Suffering
    And Why Is There Death
    And Why is There
    All Of This Grief
    Katrina Asks What’s
    The Meaning of Life
    i Return

    By the Way i Really Love That Cat for when i was
    a Shut-in in my Home For 66 Months with so much
    Pain and Numb, including the Worst Pain understood by
    Humankind “Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia” From Wake to
    Sleep; and yes 18 Other Medical Disorders; some of which alone
    might put someone else also as a Shut-in in their Bedroom Too; Yes,
    That Feral Cat came up in our Yard; And as i tamed him He eventually
    Helped Bring the First Tear of Love Back to me after my Emotions went
    Numb without a Memory of what a Smile or Laugh Felt like for Memories
    are Emotions and Emotions are Memories and when they really Go It’s really
    Hell on Earth
    Within as
    it is Hell
    Forever more
    now as there is
    no Reference Point
    Back to any Place But Hell now;
    Anyway, i Wrote that Cat a 31,844 Free Verse
    Word Long Poem with Close to 400 Photos
    in Celebration of His Life; no need to link it
    here as hehe; this is likely Long Enough Already for Humans at least; hAha.

    When You Really Love Someone Like We Loved our Cat you want to see them
    Comfortable at the End of their Breaths as Much as Possible for my Philosophy
    of Love about that as intimated in the Words i Wrote about our Cat above is, yes;
    We Paid the Extra Bucks to Have Him Put Under Like He was Having Surgery First
    For he would
    never Know
    Struggle For Breath;
    Yes, A Life Dedicated to Pets.
    It wasn’t like that for my Son
    and Mother; Oh how we Value
    Humans as Possessions more than Humans;
    Again; Just my Philosophy of Life/Love; the Church
    i go to totally Disagrees and that’s okay with me;
    too to each Her/HiS own Will as We Reap what We Sow
    in all
    Love and
    Harm; it’s
    Like Abortion as
    the World Health Organization
    Shows Without Legally Safe Medical
    Abortions there is only more overall
    Human Suffering including the Beings Yet to be Born.

    Hmm; i’ve already Covered a lot; this is what the Catholic Church
    Per A Dude Called Saul Who Changed His Name to Paul After He
    Went Blind on a Desert Road to Damascus and had A Vision as
    Reported Describes as a Philosophy of Love as Written Again Below:

    Within NoW
    oN EaRTH A Place
    Where Love Comes First..
    “Patient.. Kind.. Not Jealous
    or Pompous.. Nor Inflated or Rude..
    Looks out for Others.. Is Not Quick Tempered..
    And Does not Brood over Wrong Doing but Rejoices
    With the Truth Bearing all Things Believing all Things
    Hoping all Things Enduring All Things Love Never Fails..
    When Faith Hope And Love Exist the Greatest is Love and
    Love we
    Are Nothing.”

    This is my Philosophy of Love
    Below inspired by my Best Girl
    Friend. Note: My Wife’s Best
    Girl Friend’s Name is Judy; My
    Best Girl Friend’s Name is Himali From India.

    Giving Her Credit First of course now
    for Her Philosophy of Love inspired mine next:

    “If you and I both are hungry
    And we have just a piece of bread to share,

    I’d pass the piece, to you…
    As I’d be satiated to the brim,
    Just watching you with delight…

    If you and I both were exhausted
    And we had just 1 warm blanket,
    I’d tuck you to bed with a goodnight kiss…
    And envelope you with the warmth
    Watching you sleep so blissful,
    Would be my treasure to behold…

    All this and so much more
    I’d love to do for you
    Not just because I can,
    Much more because I want to…
    To watch your lips curl up in a smile
    For the joy that transcends to my heart…

    I only wish that someday
    And someday only when you can,
    When I wish you to be by my side
    To just flash your beaming smile,
    When I feel battered down by life
    I find your fingers intertwined with mine…

    Even when I’d find you missing,
    When I wanted you the most,
    My sadness would be disguised
    With twinkling eyes and laughter…
    You wouldn’t see any difference
    Because once I love you,
    I’d just keep loving you, unconditionally…

    When the going gets tough,
    When the tides get rough,
    When we lose our way in darkness,
    You will find me by your side…
    I may not be your lover or your muse,
    I shall be your friend, always…”

    My Philosophy of Love
    inspired by Her’s Follows Below:

    This is my Only Bible my Holy
    Grail and i shall Never Forget it
    This is my Life This is my Love This
    is what God will Say if God is Human and Love..
    It was never about me it is always about You You
    are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
    Are my Neighbor.. And all my other Friends and Family
    You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love
    but Will Be Food for my Starving Children.. You are my Enemy
    Who i understand was Neglected.. And Abused as a Little Child
    You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
    is Possible Before.. You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
    Here to Learn from each other no matter which side of the Barb-Wire Fence
    We Wish to escape from/to.. You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
    Who Rises from Ashes With Color Even more You are the Breath You are the Pain
    You are the Pleasure
    my Food
    You Teach
    me more about
    Love than i ever knew
    and sensed and felt before
    You are the One i Thank the most
    You live in Everyone You are my Star
    You are my Guiding Light.. And it’s True
    if i could not Quote You and Write You
    None of this Will Exist now.. How
    Precious Are Souls for
    Souls Live in
    All of
    So Bright so Dark
    So Cold and Warm
    All the SHades of Grey
    All the Colors of Home
    Yes all the Love the Pain
    And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
    Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
    Pyramid of Light the Black Abyss of the
    River Hades that Never Seems.. to.. End…
    How will i ever Put a Name on Anything and
    Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s true You
    Bring Me Joy so many Smiles and Laughter You
    Bring me Pain and Tears of Sadness Yet that Never Matters
    For You are Reality and They are We there is never ever Escaping You
    For You are me and i am You and Them are us and Us are Them forevermore now
    You are the Mirror of my Tree the Tree of my Mirror More how do i Write A Letter
    to G.O.D.
    it is no Different
    than Writing to Y.O.U..
    You Are the Sky You Are the
    Earth You Are the Moon and
    the Sun and All That Is Beyond the
    Stars You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
    And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly You are me And i am Y. O. U.

    Note: i Always Felt the Words in ‘The Bible” Are A little ‘Needy’
    For More Details About a Philosophy of Love.

    So i thought to my Self
    when i was a Shut-in
    in my Bedroom; Perhaps
    one Day if i ever get out
    of Hell; i might Better Describe what Heaven is now.

    I’m only including the Links Below in case you Wonder What Yellow Boy Looks Like:


    This is Him Linked Below the Day We Found Him under our Shed in Around January of 2010;
    chances are if he hadn’t come up i would have ended my Pain and Never Wrote my First
    Word Here or anyone else. It’s True; True Saviors come in 10 to 15 Lb Packages or so too.


  7. Hi kraftiekortie. Hope You are Doing Well, and Thanks for the Reply as You say and i quote
    you again, in Regard to Your Philosophy of Love, “You want to spend the rest of your life with that person.

    “You even want to go shopping with that person. Even more than being sexually attracted to that
    person—-though that’s usually an element of my “loves.”

    “It’s possible I could fall in love without any sex in the picture—but I do enjoy sex”

    i can relate to this and even though i’m not much for Shopping since my Biggest Hobby
    out in the Flesh and Blood World is Public Dance and my Wife’s Greatest Hobby outside
    of Being a Wife to the Home in keeping all of that in order is Yes; Shopping, so that works
    out well for us; adapt as ‘they’ say and get along. i am Calm Natured and i take Her More
    Aggressive Stance on all things Life in Stride; and that’s Great as i weigh 240 Lbs and she
    Weighs 106 Lbs; by the way i am up to Leg Pressing 1340 Lbs; but still Gentle as a Lamb in
    the Home at
    least; heHe.

    The Relationship With Sex and Love is a Many Splendored and Splintered Topic for Sure in our
    Age of Instant Gratification of Porn and usually and sadly Degrading of Women as Objects to use instead
    of Heart Felt Desire for Romance, Now. As Fantasy Goes; this is not the End of the World For Love but without
    Perspective of Romance Versus Just Raw Lust; and 50 Shades of Grey in the Well Studied and very Surprising
    And Often Very Hidden Fantasies of the Female Version of the Species too; Love may come to be a bit more Splintered
    than Splendored.

    I Feel Very Fortunate to have been Born in 1960 with Zero Access to those ‘Hidden Parts’ of Women
    then; Reason Being and From the Love i was both Born as and Bred into by a Very Hugging and Loving Mother; Women
    Became Goddess to me in the metaphor of Trust and Respect and Adoration from as Early as Kindergarten for me.
    The Women I was most attracted to in High School, as even Sex for me and me alone wasn’t anything i Understood
    until 16 Years old; Were Yes, Women who Were Smart and Kind without Any Regard to the Size and Shape of their
    Body Parts or even Tremendous Amounts of Aesthetic Beauty; Socio Economic Class meant Very Little to me too.

    But True though; With Further Exposure to the Media in Objectification of Women as ‘they’ Say We become what
    We Feed our Minds and See From Head to Toe and more. The Thing is though; i kept the Perspective of Before
    Life, where all there was, was Heart to Heart Love; and Yes the After that (AD) When ‘T and A’ Started to be
    Bought and Purchased for most all stuff life. Anyway, I have Zero Problems Loving a Woman where
    Sex is no part of the Relationships at all for what are the Colors of Romance Without Very
    Intermittent Gratification as Instant Gratification takes many of the Colors of Emotions away
    from Dark to Light, so Bitter and Sweet; So Alive in the Waves of Romance; Both High and Low.

    Anyway, away From Sexual Connections and the Desire to Bring ‘Her’ Pleasure instead of ‘me’ as
    Factors too in General in How Much one in ways of Empathy and Mirror Neuron Ways Will actually
    Feel the Pleasure of others; perhaps as much or more than Receiving Pleasure that is surely a Benefit
    for those who are Born and Bred that way Still for Love that Lasts Longer than one Night Stands too;

    Okay; yes, really getting away from the Topic of Sex as in our Modern Culture Sex is obviously
    Drowning out Romance a Bit even in the Most Popular of Songs; Hmm, Ariana Grande comes to
    Mind/Feelings and Her Version of a Valentine’s Song She Put out to the World this Week. I’ll use it as
    a Theme Song here, additionally, as it does Sing to the Issue of Love as a Splintered and Splendorous
    Experience of Life, True. And True, Raw Sex is Such A Bigger Part of Modern Culture today it does deserve
    Greater Notice in a Philosophy of Love For today; How does one Escape the Focus of Sex; Where does one go; hmm;
    to Find
    all the
    Colors of Romance
    Again in the Eternal Now.

    Interestingly, ‘at the Club’; yes, the Dance Hall i’ve been Dancing at for the last 248 Weeks, since i
    Recovered from my 66 month Shut-in Illness; i was amazed to Find Slow Dances Almost Gone and
    Aggressive Bootie Dances Advanced Toward Men, even Little Old Dancing me; Hmm; Every Middle
    Aged Man’s Dream i guess as i reach 59 this June; but never the less Fascinating to Study up Close
    And sometimes a Bit too Personal for Even me; but again, Humans Are becoming a bit More Like Bonobos
    in the Newest Generations For Free Love; without Much Discrimination of Differences Tween Sexual Orientations,
    ‘Tween so-called ‘Racial Differences’, and Most all other Differences Have Just Melted Away but as ‘they’ say ‘what
    about Love’, when the Women come with the Women and the Men Come for a while and most People Don’t actually
    Hook-up for extending Periods of time like they used to in the Age of Front to Front, Eye Gazing Sessions of
    Slow Dance When Romance Was more the Rage in Trance Induced Euphoria where a Bootie Dance was
    not in the Current Range of outcomes then.

    My Best Guess is that Instant Gratification is Killing Romance; however, it is Worth Noting that Romance is
    Largely a Cultural Inherited Experience as with Primitive Tribes it is not uncommon For all the ‘Love Juice’
    To get mixed up with Many Members of the Tribe; again, with much less Discrimination in ‘who will come
    to own whom’ in Monogamous Long Lasting Relationships.

    Interestingly too; now finally moving away from the Topic of Sex in Love; as Lord Knows most
    Every Married Couple who stays together Learns more about Staying Together without so, so much
    more Intertwining of Newlywed Birds; there is also the Philosophy of the Languages of Love; True,
    A Book Came out not too long ago suggesting 5 Languages of Love Ranging From Gifts to Words
    of Affirmation to Touch to Quality Time to Acts of Service too; That’s Interesting and of course
    as Love Languages these may all Be Empirically Measured too.

    But True as ‘James Fowler’ in His stages of Faith Leading to the Pinnacle of Enlightenment
    Where Love And Justice Comes as Enlightenment in an ‘Agape Way’ of Love For All of Life’s
    Existence and Experiences; where all the Separations in a Philosophy for the Faith that Will
    Become Love Fall away as Religious and Cultural Devices Spoon-Fed From Birth; and What Remains
    is the Source of Love; yes, the Force Within that is more Self-Less and Cares so much more in Bringing
    Love more to the Betterment of not only this Generation; but Many Generation to come after this one too.

    Maslow, Also Relates to this in His 6 Stages of Development in the Pyramid He Describes Where the 6th Stage
    of Self-Actualization comes Risen to Peak Experiences of Flow and Even Plateau States of what others have
    Described as an “Autotelic” Flow of Being from Peak to continuing Plateau Experiences of Flow Where our
    Human Potential Comes Rising in Exponential Ways in Co-Creativity of Loving in the Entire Experience of Life
    And Love in Giving and Sharing more to others now; and in Days to Come as Well where More Folks Get Happy.

    When i wrote my Philosophy of Love, i was in the Flow where i most often Stay as well as Plateau
    Experiences of Love For all of Reality Dark through Light; and that of course was and still Comes Reflecting
    in the Nirvana of What i am Feeling as the Words come from that Source of Chi within as Just Another Metaphor
    for Pure Positive Energy (Love) Within to Fuel Life without Any Illusory Fears that Erase the Euphoria of Agape Love now that is a Force that will Drive so much Additional Creativity in Life; as Science shows now in terms of 400 to 500 Percent
    Empirically Measured Increases when Folks Seek and Find Flow so much more in Life now in Peak and Plateau ways.

    Love can and will Come Extremely Splintered too as to my Shock and Horror and even Beyond that when i could
    No Longer Feel That how Horrifying it was when i could no longer Feel the “Oxytocin” Warm and Social Bonding
    Comfort From our Pet Cat then. True, He sensed it too as when my Hands came Closer to his Ears they Peeled
    Back like i was in a ‘Night of the Living Dead’ Movie as that is Precisely how everything did not feel then just
    Numb and Cold, the Farthest Star Away from Love. Of course, i didn’t Know what ‘Oxytocin’ was then and
    it seems then that none of my ‘Doctors’ did either or Perhaps they were not used to Many People telling
    them they could No Longer Feel the Pet of a Cat as that is beyond Sad as Just Plain Empty and Numb.

    What is Encouraging is that Love is ‘a Muscle’ as Well as Empathy and in all things in life, Use it or
    Lose it most definitely applies; Again, we are what We Feed our Minds and Bodies; A Free Dance
    inspires the Neuro-Hormones and Neuro-Chemicals that Do Inspire us to Socially Connect in
    Feeling Warm and Fuzzy Oxytocin Love; Cat Pictures on the Net Work too; of course unless
    ‘they’ don’t feel anything for Cats or Babies too; True, a Potential Consequence of Low
    Levels of the Neuro-Hormone Oxytocin too; i find Visiting a Farm is A Great Booster
    too’ For there the Animals are not Spoon-Fed too much Mechanical Cognition away
    from Social Empathic Artistic Cognition Bringing More of All the Flavors of Emotions
    and Senses Within; Yes, by God the Kingdom of Heaven (Love) Within We Make or Break.

    i suppose as in all stuff Life in use it or lose it way; we often more Miss what we once Had
    And No longer Have, now; Particularly, when it is all associated with the Warm and Fuzzies
    in Life for to Repeat again for some Folks who have Never Experienced these Healthy and Warm
    and Fuzzy Levels of Oxytocin Release with Self and Others in that Sweet and Huggable Teddy Bear
    Love; truly, it all might as well Be ‘SuperNormal’ For ‘them’ as ‘they’ might be able to otherwise Feel How
    Love Will Feel So Delicious, Warm, and Free to Give and Share like this; in fact, Conversely Folks will
    Do and Say Surprising things in Negative Empathy Behavior Ways to Keep that Love as is; Voila, Folks
    who are Still Supporting Trump to keep the Cozies of their Social Group and Home in tact; Or Work
    And Oh God Church, now too. Love is a Powerful all Natural Drug; to Lose it Hurts and to Keep it
    often means doing what one never thought one might do before; Reminds me of a Song Called
    “What You Won’t Do For Love” by Bobby Caldwell; Still though, A Romantic Song From Way back ‘then’.

    My Philosophy is Now is only as Eternal as the Colors of Love (Positive Emotions and Senses)
    We Feel/Sense Now for Real and this is no ‘Grace as Gift Game’ Alone; Takes Work; Takes Practice;
    Takes Body Building the Love Muscle of heART; Even more now across the Entire Life Span for now.

    While i might Wish to Go Back in Time and Tell Future Fred all these Lessons i have Learned about
    Love through Blood and Sweat And Tears and Pain and Numb; it seems that the Dark of all of that
    is as important as Light to Reach an Eventual Plateau and Ocean of Love Where Low to High Waves are all
    of what
    Love Evolves to Be.
    ‘True Love’ is not Fully Empirically
    Measurable; True Love (Agape Love) is Real
    Magic beyond all Colors of the Rainbow Real.
    Seriously; it’s not Fully Provable for it is not Fully Empirically Measurable
    Now But When One Comes to Be it (Agape Love) in Incarnate Ways of “Plateau Love”
    It’s Like
    from a
    Moped to
    A Ferrari Real;
    nope; not a good Enough Metaphor for those with any Glimpse
    of this Agape Love for All for it is more Like the Universe Continuing
    to Expand Within as Heav