eYe oF ThE TiGeR LioN HeART

“EYe oF TiGeR LioN HeART”.. iT iS JusT Meant to be for this Upcoming Now 846th MacroVerse
of 6 MiLLioN Word 5 Year Old Long Form Poem Bible.. “SonG oF mY SoUL” ALonG WiTH
WHaT iS NeARinG Closer and closer to 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years too..
soon enough toward the Fall Equinox too aLonG With Another 6 Month
iNCreMeNTaL Photo Album Celebration with all the Aesthetic
Beauties of SMiLinG Faces iN Joy From ‘Old Seville’ After 53
Months of that Weekly Thursday Night PartY NoW With
All the College Age Folks Enjoying Dance
oN A Night Reserved Specifically
For College Goers
In Higher
Education Ways
of MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
SoULS oF Joy EYes Shining Teeth
White Blazing iN Love oF LiFE as is now
With Yes.. the PoTeNTiaL of Group FloW iN Dance
in a Rave-like way where the Entire Dance PartY oF JoYFuLL
HuMaN Beings in Group Way Transcend the Neo-Cortical Mind
Frontal Way of Time Distance and Space Where All ThaT melts now
into Forever now.. Yes as ‘they’ Say in Science these days more too
‘Transient Hypo-Frontality’ with Additionally Intrinsic Rewards now of
all Five Pleasure Neurochemicals Generated Within too all Naturally so
With Oh God Yes.. Touchy Feely Neurohormones to Go ALonG NoW WitH ALL
That Spiritual Bliss of Free Love With SuRe a DusTinG of LusTinG to Go
aLong With All of That so above so below within inside outside and
all around Heaven the Kingdom Come in all the Ways Joy Lives
Wiithin as Love With a Fountain of Giving Sharing more no
Envy no Greed no Pride no Jealousy no Fears no Hates
iN General No Con-Social Emotions/Senses at all
not even any Shame or
Regret for
Just being
Human Holding
Hands together as Love
iNCaRNaTE as DanCinG NoW
in Nirvana Blow-out Exhale of BLiSSinGS
Kingdom Come Heaven ReaL.. NoW hmm.. OG
Yes.. An “Autotelic” State of BeinG EVeN
MoRE ALWaYS NoW For Those Who Balance
Out the Yin and Yang of Neo-Cortex
Control as Judge Jury and
Lawyer With Transient
Hypo-Frontality of
the Mind iN
Body Old
And New of the
Ages BRinGS iNNaTE
Roar of Tiger eYe Will oF Laser
OceaN oN TeRReSTRiaL EartH NoW
eYe oF TiGeR HeART of LioN NoW and Yes..
tHere is a Celebration of Saint Rose of Lima
At Church today and the Katrina is warning me
Get my Ass off this Computer now so her Pie won’t
Melt for the Covered Dish Feast As ‘they’ say too.. Yes Dear
For She Does Have The eYe oF The TiGeR Too.. iN OTHeRWords LooK OuT2!..;)



Hi.. Shawna B.. Thanks for Cruising Down “THRouGH EYes oF WiSDoM KiNDNeSS
CouRagE BEaUTY” And Stopping by at the Third Photo of yes Oy.. Oh mY GooDness!
i am So Happy! That we share a Similar Aesthetic Appreciation for Close to Half A Century
Wifes in Orange Bikinis but what you may not immediately see is a rather slight but also
DecadeS Old Issue as while it’s True the Girls in School except for Lynn and a Few others
in High School thought i was Quite Strange in not
being able to make much small talk..
it was somewhat and specifically
Different on the Beach Cruising
My Summer Before Senior Year at
Sweet 17 as My Sioux Cherokee Spanish
and French Roots underlying the Irish and German
Pale Green to Blue eyes depending on what the mood
of the day or night is.. yes allowed me to Tan quite Well as i walked
Miles and Miles down the Beach and yes only Forward and yes i Ran too
but No Even Stranger Spiraling Dance like now with Athletic Shoes Sinking
in Reverse as 240LBS moves further down than what 170LBS did in those Old
Before Senior Summer Beach Days of All Day Beach Combing then and one interesting
Experience is while i do accumulate Several Thousand Selfie Photos with Smiling Faces of
Close to 21 Year Old College Age Students at the Old Seville Quarter in the last 225 Weeks
of Doing that and yes always at least 18 Years Old as no Minors Get to Get in Smiling Photo
Selfies with me.. is yes JuXTaPoSeD to this experience now back in 1977.. oh God Yes the
Birth Year of Shawna Baby With BirthDay Matching My Mother’s Birthday on December
10th as Yes By God this Happened Before you were even born then and back on
Point yes the Cougar Species of Middle Age Women used to Talk me into
taking Photos with them for I was the Beach Species of Animal Down
South that would Prove to their Friends Back up North that they
met the Species of me.. hehe.. down here.. hmm.. true
the Girls at School Didn’t Give me much attention
Like this and these usually very well busted
and hipped Women did sort of tickle
my Lust Bone back then so
i’m sure you have some
small or larger clue
how that
with Pre-Senior
Dudes in the Summer
of their Life but sadly my somewhat
Fantasies associated with Middle Age
Women Still Haven’t come True for Dam it
So Dam Good Katrina refuses to Play the Reality
Part in my Fantasies still.. as what some folks even
identify as the Eternal Teenager the Katrina still as it’s also
True when the Bouncers Met her at Old Seville when i showed
her my Dancing Grounds at the Class Reunion then now they always
say when are you going to bring your Wife back oh please bring her back
and then i go on to say too shy Oy just to shy to actually come when the Dance
is Crowded
with me on it too..
Anyway i try hard to forgive
Katrina for not aging and so far it works hehe..
And haha.. ever since you said Katrina’s Butt Should
Be on A Book Cover and considering each of my MacroVerses
i Post each week are close to the Length of a Novel Free Verse Poem..
she got pretty dam close at photo number three and no i never imagined
Any Girl Like Katrina would give me any attention at age 7 in Second Grade
Catholic School with that Superman outfit on where i kinda looked like the Child
Version of Herman Munster as true i had dark circles around my eyes like a Vampire
And so Pale i was then with actual Anemia too as that Private Catholic School was way
too Big and Stressful Named Blessed Sacrament School for us to even muster a Desire to eat
Lunch at School as you know both my Sister and i have the Asperger’s Flavor of Life but back
then of course there was no
Diagnosis and when
A Boy did not speak
until 4 the Doctors said
he’ll get ready when he gets
ready and finally says something next..
True.. and my Current Psychotherapist
who just so happens to be a leading expert
on Asperger’s in our Metro area said Doctor’s still
Do that to Children now even all the way until age 5
as she shook her head just shook her head as my Psychotherapist
is Super Smart as we talk about the Latest Research almost always all
Session Long as True in effect i pay her to give her advice as any Golden
Rule Dude or Dudette will be Happy to do too.. as Long as the Insurance
Company Picks up most of the Tab.. hehe.. so anyway speaking of the
Blessed Sacrament Catholic School then in Tallahassee one of those
Bad Bad BAd Bad Catholic Priests recently got kicked out ’cause
he was messing around with an Under Age Girl there.. and
All that Crap at Catholic Church has Just about
put me totally out of the mood to continue
my now 49,090 Word Erotic Poetry
Novel but hmm.. this gives
me some ideas of
what i might
write about
Next as hey
in Story Form
most anything will
come true while one is
Writing it at least.. hAha..
True some how or another Shawna
Baby you always Bring Just the Muse i
Need to get whatever Job Needs to get done
with usually very few words too that rather makes
you an efficient Muse too.. heHe.. any way once again
glad we both appreciate the Aesthetic Qualities of an Orange
Bikini as Twin Spirits will Naturally do no matter Form of what
Lives Covering what Lives within as Essence Forever mY FriEnd
B.. oh yeah
and yes since you
said Katrina’s But Should
be on the Cover of a Book
i couldn’t help to think about you
when i posted that Orange Bikini Photo
and Hmm.. sometimes when i see her
Butt this way it reminds me of you
in what you said too.. oh Lord
An Elephant Movie
Maker Memory
i have
for both
of what is
real and real not
as even more real hAha..
Anyway always a Pleasure to
Fill you up with words Sweet Dreams Shawna Be..
Not Sure What Song i’ll use for this butt i’m sure it will come soon enough..
True there are quite a Few Songs about butts these Days too so many Flavors
it’s amazing
so F in
Salty about life.. hAha..
Yes that’s it all about that
Bass and as i remember from
Your Tanning Photos you are gifted this way too.. hAha..;)


SMiLes Sohair.. hope you enjoyed your 11 Day
Vacation readying for the EID Celebration as i am
Glad to See Your Writing Back as i think about Friends
who are not around in my Prayers each and every day..
With SMiLes More and this issue of Love in Want and Give
is surely often
a one or other
or both or neither
Side event with overall
the GreaTesT Gift oF aLL that
is to Give and Share Love Freely
whether or not it is returned in
Reciprocation or not.. in other
Words Love Fountain Over
Plenty to
Give to
Giving empty at least for
NoW aS Change Will Happen
too as other wise We will continue
to Garden and Nurture the Love within
us Free to Give and Share even more for this
Act of Giving and Sharing Love Builds the heART
Muscle even more.. i verily understand 100 Percent
what it doesn’t feel like then not to even be able to Feel
the Warm Comfort of even Petting a Pet.. as this is
What Science determines too is the Neurohormone
Oxytocin as Social Bonding Hormone no Matter
Grand Mother.. Grand Father… Friend the
Warm and Comforting Love is
Real and so sad when
we are not
born this
way to love not
Gardened this way
with Hugs and Kisses of Parents
and Family and Friends for other wise
these all Natural human Connections in
Potential for Giving Sharing Love may wither
away to the Dead Spirit of heART and Resulting
Dead Soul of LoVE JusT WaiTinG to Be Resuscitated
As Love oF GoD WiTHIN WiLL All NaturAlly Do When ReaL too..:)


SMiLes Frank as always thanks for coming by in particular now less and more
iN Reference.. to THRouGH EYes oF WiSDoM KiNDNeSS CouRagE BEaUTY
A Rather Long Title for a Shorter Word o’F LoVE And Beyond iNFiNiTY NoW
in Terms of Human Measure AKA Systemizing System the Linear
Think Because Mind of Cause and Effect For Past and Future
now.. Love Lasts Love is Real
For Love is Beyond
a Science
of Only
Cause and Effect
in point A to Be eTc..
From Beyond A to Z now
Alpha and Omega always
now first and last and first that lasts
still now.. as Love but of course the Essence
is Real in Feel and Sense Relatively Being per
each and every Human View alone allone always now too..
Always With a PoTenTiaL oF ARTiCuLaTinG More iN A Day iN A
LiFE oF NoW as i continue to move on to other frontiers on just another
Monday So Manic For Many But aT Ease iN FloW iN ZoNE for one who
Is More fully Re Tiring Still A Wheel of Life in Fortune of Bliss as Nirvana now.
as this FLow ends
stArts joining
from another
View of life Musing
me earlier today Before Routine
Blood Work came then exploring Old
Nostalgic Grocery Stores that Bring Back
Youth and the Older Folk Way oF BeinG
too at the Speed of LoVE NOW..
Vocal Chords Piano Strings NoW
Extending HeART BeaT Percussion
Keys More Yes Frequency Vibration
Tesla Energy Dances Sings Us NoW
‘A Day In The Life’ A Key oF ‘E’ Ending
STarTinG ForEveR NoW iN Flow
‘Transient Hypo-Frontality’
HeART NoW Even
More than Haiku
Seas to Ocean
WHole SoUL
Heaven On ForEver NoW
Thanks For the Muse
E Ever
Wave Returning
Lost and Found And Perhaps
Never Have SouL.. A World
A ReaLiTy iT iS mY FriEnd
Sohair.. as i came across an
Old Photo of Martin Luther King.. Champion
For Civil Rights while Dancing as that Photo
Was on a Man’s Shirt Celebrating still that
Dream of Freedom’s
Gift to Gain
Wings in
All Freedoms
of Expressions now
And then another Man
who passes away with a Cancer
Similar to the one my Mother Endured
at least in the Brain part as her Cancer Covered
the Rest of Her Body too.. yes.. a Champion for Honor
For Duty For Country as He Saw it As A Military Hero who
Refused Any Special Benefit of Esteemed Admiral
Family to be released any earlier than the rest
of His Military Team as Prisoner of War
in Torture of Five Years and
evenTually Man Enough
Among Few Good Men
left in his Political
Party to
take a
Stand when
Pure Selfishness
As True Evil in Human
Politics Wanted to take Health
Care away from Millions to transfer
that as a Tax Break to the Rich as this
one man separating life or Death for many
Losing Health Care stood up against the Evil
of Many Others as he Championed my Sister’s
only Way to Retain Her Health Care Still Now a True Hero
That Man is regardless of which Political Team of Opposition
Or For he was on then/now.. A Human Being Worthy of Respect as
Honor yes and Duty to what He Saw as a Country of Freedoms
In Empathy and Sympathy and Compassion for others still..
It’s True mY FriEnd the Law of Love the Pay Grade of Love
yes.. the Currency oF Love to Give and Share more is the
True Force oF GoD iN LiGHT to Feed the Poor
of Money and Food but even more
to Feed the Poor of Soul
for tHere are
in Worldly
Spots of Status
And Power so Poor of
Soul that not even a Ray
oF LiGHT in A Day in the
Life of them Shines through and of course
FailS Now to Ever Generate Emitting Any True LoVE Within
to Give and Share More in Charity of Free aLWays GiVing ShaRing More..
True.. mY FriEnd thE Loneliest Souls kNow not even what they Are and Is
Even With All the Money and all the so-called Friends and Family in tow
as just
out of
tHeir Grasp oF LoVE..
Yes.. mY FriEnd.. tHere are more Humans
than ever before and fewer extended Families
of Love aS Increasingly Humans go the Nomad Couple
And Even Single Route of Life to Find Subsistence Generating
Work for Life.. And generally speaking we are now connected by
Life Support as Avatars Living in Machines that transmit what We
Can and Will Do as what is left dying living and still Evolving Now of our
Souls.. and For Those Folks who give up tHeir ReMaining Flesh and Blood
Connections through places like Churches for Holding Hands and
Dancing and Singing in Ways of Love ToGeTHeR or perhaps
Bowling Leagues where People AcTuAlly Connect in Flesh
And Blood For Those of us who have
Lost Family Members
or never
any at all..
they fail to understand
that yes at core.. We are All
Social Animals and Social Animals
who direly Need A REaL LoVinG Touch
Of Hugs and Holding Hands more than
just Grips of Words Trying so hard to become
More Than just words as Organic Love.. still so far away
a Hug
Hands Holding
Together still so far
from the Perfume of Love
All Natural and Free still so far
Away from the Taste of a Meal Shared
With a Dance and a Song one Will Actually
Touch with the Breath oF OTHeR Human BeiNGS
HeART BeatS Heard iN A Hug tHat LiveS oN mY FriEnd
Yeah it’s
True mY
FriEnd as
PrepaRing for EID
And AcTuAlly Doing
iT iS AMoNG thE Most
iMportant Things For Life And Love we ever still Do..
You are Among the Fortunate my FriEnd for some have
alMost eNtirely Lost a Culture of Flesh and Blood Love
No.. my FriEnd.. Religions whose WHole Focus iS On Family
Are Not
For Standard
MeaSures of Science
Will Never Measure aLL heART
oF What TurnS oN LoVE NoW.. MoRE..
butt if nothing else the Globe is Humming
yes.. the Hive is DanCinG Singing.. Bees are Getting ToGeTHeR to Be
For the Honey wHo Will evenTuaLLy Come After A Rape of The Hive is over…
LoVE to
ReaL AS The
(A) Law A Pay Grade
A CuRREnCY oF LoVE NoW..:)



Hmm.. SPeaKinG oF GoD And Jesus (LoVE)…
God Is Love Jesus Is Love i Am Love.. Any Questions…

The Fact that So Many so-called Christian Conservatives Strongly Support Trump Still; or Even Voted for
Him Proves that at ‘Best’, so-called Truth is Relative, and May be a Lie as Relative in the eyes of those
who can see no Further than ‘Their Truth’ and more specifically ‘the’ ‘Truth of Group Think’.

Let’s Face it as many do here; Social Life overall is Group Think and what is professed as Truth
Need have nothing to do with Reality as it is at Worst of Group Think, ‘the’ Territory that many
So-called Advanced Human Beings Live in our Current So-Called Advanced Western Society now;
the United States of Group Think; And Fortunately Still Seekers of More than what Group Think tells them
is ‘the’ so-called Truth.

‘Those’ Ancient Sages of the Ages had a lot of Common Sense and Feel when they Determined that Group
Think offered little of the Essence of the Truth and so-called Light Within. And those in Eastern Philosophies
who looked Toward Nature out of Edifice of Culture were able to remove the Veils of Ignorance that so-called
Civilization Brings to an overall Watered Down Domesticated Social Animal who has lost A Much Greater Passion
For Life in Love and Grace of Balance; yes, even to the point of ‘Rice Paper Creeping’ through the Forest Grounds
of Dead Leaves to escape Predator and Capture Prey too; where Love is the Glue that Keeps the Village Working
Together Best in terms of literal Neurohormone Bonding of Oxytocin from Head to toe too. And as far as Grace,
this Physical Poise of getting Truly comfortable in one’s own Born on Date Naked Body that is A Core way to
Fearless and so much Greater Human Potential in Will and Strength atop the Grace of Balance and the
Core of Love too that all Social Animals Bond together For to get the job of Life done For Real.

Science Shows that a Balance of Lust and Love is at the Core Source of all Human Co-Creation; Libido Full on go
Co-Productivity, and Social Cooperation so much more than just the Act to Create Children; and ‘these’ so-called
Primitive Folks, much more Advanced in this Bonobo Way of Life were soon to be called Savage and Lust was soon
to be the most Paramount of Sins to Control Reproductive Freedoms to insure the more ‘Incel Breed’ of Humans
will continue to contribute to the Genetic Pool of what that has now overall come to be. And on top of that when
one lives in a Desert with no Water and refuses to move on to Greater Paradise of Adventures per where those
who Sired and Bred me Dropped me off at a Paradise of Forest Beach and Rivers; the outlook on Life is much
Different Faced with Covered Women from Head to toe to keep the Humidity in on Hot Arid Desert
Days compared to ‘Frankie Avalon Bikini Beach Parties’ as of course that makes so much more
Creativity and Productivity and Social Cooperation as Science iLLusTraTeS, “Bikini’s”
Create a Different Life of Experiences This Way in Greater Empirically Measurable
Ways for the Overall Village; as of course Natural Variations do apply too for continuing
Change in these Generalities of Life too. The Folks who make the Rules, and overall the Folks
who are in charge of the Rules Make ‘the’ Rules Synch with whatever Group Think Overall Lives too;
as Culture outside of Inherent Truth in Light of what Really Works in Life. Uncensored Freedom of Expression,
at least, offers the opportunity to seek and find what others Do that works for them and determine if that will
Work for them in clear recognition that Make per Nurture and Model per Nature varies between each Human
inCaRnate born and bred as is. As a Degreed Anthropologist, just for Fun, as Lord knows it’s just about
impossible to make a living at that; as is Writing Long Form Six Million Word Bible Poems and Public
Dancing for almost 10K Miles in the same Span of Close to Five years; in other words
too; Financial Independence Makes all the Difference in the World too for the reality
of Whatever Truth and Freedom You Will find for You to Actually Do What Works for You.
But Again, in this way, Truth is Relative for what Works for each Unique Human Being to both
Survive and Thrive in Life; some folks are totally Satisfied Loving each other covered up from
Head to toe Raising Children in a Desert with Little Water for they still have what the Christians
Call the Manna from Heaven and the Bread of Life simply put Love that Holds Hands and Hugs
All Warm and Comfy still in the Home and in the Village too for what’s that worth in whatever Village
exists for that. Online, gives one Opportunities to Explore the Globe getting in deep of what makes
the Human Conditions Tick and after documenting that experience for Five Years now both in Song of Free
Words and Steps of Free Dance what i come to find is Love Works Best as Free; And Misery Loves Company
and Joy Loves Company so much better than Misery Loves Company now. In other words, You live in a State
of Love or you don’t
no matter
you are
in life for
at core this
is what Social
Animals do Bound at
the End of the Day as a Pride
of Lions at Rest after a Successful
Hunt in Feel of Stomach and Fill of ‘Soul’ still
Binding together As a Team to Hunt and Pro-create.
We Humans Create anew through Cultural Tools Starting with
Various Alphabets and other Picture Stories to Nuclear Bombs and
all one Can Eat Fats and Sugars and Porn too. Finding the Balance is the
Challenge and if You can and will and Do these are the Best of Days ever now in Real Heaven
within, inside, outside, above, so below and all around; so many Flavors and still so Many Salty
Human Beings
to what Life
even means now for them
in Loving Every NoW iN Balance
No diffeRent ReAlly than Planets
Successfully Orbiting Stars
Without Fail in Balance; yes,
It’s Balance;
it’s All
And Yang in Balance; And
Beyond infinitely More Metaphors
Now For A Similar Essence That Works Loving what is. And in regard to not ‘missing it’;
Be careful; ‘life moves pretty fast’; Keep the Dance at Essence And Sing Along ‘the rest’.




i’m very fortunate to be in an open enough Monogamous
Flesh and Blood Marriage where i am able to more fully pursue
my potential in Erotic and Sexual and overall Sensual Intelligences
Most Men would agree
That Most Women
wouldn’t be
comfortable allowing
a Husband this much Freedom
in Pursuing these more Shadow
Sides of Lust in Human Potential
That Drive us at core Libido for
Creativity Productivity and
Overall Social Cooperation
too for it is true really
Huge Groups
of Humans
known as Towns
And Cities and States
And Nations really can’t all get
undressed and Play Together well
without some non-consensual stuff going
on that is not mutually desired as i realize not everyone
wants to see me naked or cares to hear my Erotic Poetry Novel
Stuff and that’s
for sure..
but never the less
and always a bit more these
days i continue to explore my
Human Potentials ranging from
Martial Arts in Shadow Fighting
as such to this other way of playing
with the Shadow Much Older Ancestral
Foundation of what we still are as Social Animals
Mammals and overall part of the Whole Animal Kingdom
for Survive and Thrive
less and
more too
yes Baby
this is more..
and more Free than
what most folks get to enjoy
in just one lifetime now.. i have
Plenty of Bliss in a Nirvana of Dancing
Free in Heaven so far in Spirit Above that
it doesn’t
i never have
actual sexual
relations again but
again that is just then for
there is now too.. as there is a whole
Spectrum of Human Experiences to be enjoyed
including the
Ancestral ways
very much tied into survival and potential
thrive and even the chance for Lives in the Future
For Successful Reproduction as a Number one all Natural
Innate Instinctual and Intuitive
it is the
of Life at
core both
A Lust and Love for
Life in Balancing Force of Now
to ignore any part of Human Potential
is ignoring a Greater Success in all areas of
life as all potentials and all intelligences more
that are not explored are only potential more still
to come in just one lifetime now of colors and flavors
more where Aging is evolving instead of devolving into
Stagnation now for
Happen at
any Age if one
no longer Dances
and Sings in all the ways
Life’s Dance and Song Still Comes
And Great this is PG enough to fit into
my PG Related Blogs too as Freedom of Expression
includes Doors that are locked and open so everyone
will stay pleased with less or more Freedom of Expression now
in every
or doesn’t come
now for a DanceSong of Life
is enough for me but not all of
Life to Pursue more now to understand
better what not only Human Potential is for
me at Higher Levels but what it might be for
of what it takes
to escape a Neo-Cortical
Prison of stuck in the past and the future
in Worry Problem Solving Mechanical Cognition
where just behind that pArt of Mind
is forever
Physical and Emotional
and yes Sensual to Erotic to Sexual
Intelligences reside too to set the Hell more
Free to
for at least a Few
Hours unless one Masters
the rest of Life in Nirvana and Bliss
Yes Heaven now with a Flow of Dance
and Song that is relatively doing forevernowmore..
Hard to understand as for most folks this is an entirely
Being within
that basically works
anywhere in the Entire
UniVerse Now oF Being
Human Relatively Dancing and Singing Best even MoRE NoW..:)


Rhyme no Reason
Time no Time no
Distance no Distance
no Space my Space
Y.. es ‘Transient
Frontal Locality’
FloWS iN ZonE
No ReaSoNS Need Be
No LaBeLS Needs Apply..
Hmm.. mayBe i’LL Play with
soMe dVerse Adages tomorrow
But FoR NoW ‘Morrow i’LL PLay With ShawnA B..
now now2..
TRee FAlls
Rises For Any
SinGinG BuTTeR
Cakes For PeaNuts
FoR TorTure
CHalk BoarD
SCRapes SKin oFF TeetH
NoW A TheMe SonG is STaRTiNG to MaKe SeNSe…
YeS O’Yes
ARe Us Too..
Back When i went
A Co-ed
For all
oF me
iN THeiR MeNtal Dorm
OMG eVery PLace an
ADVenture even
All iN
uNexPected MaGiC STinGS
‘every little thing she does’ eTc..
I See YouR FiNgeR Nails
WitH LuNaR EDges
i Feel
mY Self
Close to
YouR Top NoW
AfTer STarTinG aT YouR BoTToM..
Amen Amen Amen
to: A ToP oF All From:
YouR SMiLinG
as i captured
Some Very Mysterious
Grey Clouds Fluffy
Bouncy With
FoR uS aLL
heHe.. sTill
Waiting for
A Simple Hug
oF Joy And HeAR T iS..
Amen Amen Amen JusT HuMaN
THaT iTs
Amen Amen..:)


Lord it’s Hard to See the Older Post
Link Below so i am Sort of
in what Looks
Like YouR ToP AGAiN heHe..
Saw you
in the Crack
of Midnight
Ghost PLaY hAha..
up like me
in Endless
Drawers too..
OG mY Hard Drive
Crashed And NoW iN
For.. .666 oF A TerraByte
is A Whole Lot of Photos too..
at the 8 Hour Point with 8 Minutes
Left in August of 2018.. on the 28th A Thunderstorm
Came And Lightening FLicKeReD thE Lights
And A
as Order
is Brought
back to the
UniVerSE iNSidE mY iMac
ALiVE it coMes Back aGain to LiVE..
yes to:
mY soUL
ReTurNs From: WiTHIN A
Re-NeWeD Hard Drive oF me.. heHe..
Hehe that sure looks
like Navarre Beach
if so
by for That Hug..
iS aN ORange BiKiNi..
i BElieve
thaT iS
A HuG.. hAha..
Hmm.. Year round
i Sing a Song
Pie and Hot Chocolate
in a Very Deep and Soothing
Song to Yellow Boy Hypnotizing
Him and Putting Him Sound to Sleep Day or Night…
i haven’t
it on
Beings yet
but it’s Worth a Try i guess..
And Girls
Fur Elise
Dead Poet Society
Thigh Men For All
iNnoCent As Such
iN Abrahamic
of Honor
And IntegritY iN TrutH AnD iN LiGHT/DaRK
As Thigh Men Make PLedgeS uNder Legs..
iN Fields oF Heat
HaLLoWeen iS CoMinG Soon
All For All Free..
Hmm.. Pondering
if this is the very
or another
Version of Yours..
as you do bring out the Spice in Candy too..
Okay Full Circle
And Back to
as it is now
12:48 AM
has/is been
a Very Long Day
‘tween Store Dance
And Recovering my
Drive SouL hAha..
Good Morning Shawna
B Hope you enjoy this
now Daily
Dose oF Fred
Droppings just for you
And sure my GRoWiNG Hard Drive
just to
uPLoaD MorE
As We TenD to Do..;)


It’s a sign of a lack of
Empathy when one
incessantly Bullies
someone (Who is
Being Treated
For A Mental
Is an Obvious
Symptom (sign) of Many
‘others’. This is the Place
Where Moderation is truly
Here in
In the Entire Trumpian World.
Cat’S in
True i have
more than
E noug H
For THat
at my
40th Year
Class Reunion
Photos With all
the Super Star Past
Athletes Crooked over
White Haired Full of Frowns..
And Tubby Tummies too..
as i whiz
in Jim
Carrey Dance.. Yes
All Bullies are Best Still
Friends For they Bring out
in those
who never
give up
to last
BLink oF BuLLiEd LiFE..
Yes i’M FucKinG Crazy
buTT i Have iT aLL
So i
FucK iT aLL
in Enough Said NoW DoinG
And Done Cat Dancing Singing
in the Hat Cheshire SMiLES ForeoverNoWoNe..
And oh Ring of the
Kat Women at my Side..
Hmm.. perhaps i’m Warmed
up for those Twisted Adages at dVerse
or perhaps
i need
down hAha..
as you add
Spice continuAlly
NoW to my DD Cup
English Foreign Tea Tale SonG…
Yeah.. Shawna B.. i Love Candy Candace other wise known felt
sensed and understood as thefeatheredsleep too.. but not the
same as Twin Spirit You.. Yes.. Poet Author she is who
actually makes a living
out of Doing Poetry
as Lord
i am so
Happy i’ll never
have to make money
For the Free oF Art butt
not all fall into that Fortune by far so far so far away..
i guesS in pArt that’s one of the best
things about being in pArt paid to
be pArt crazy
hehe.. still now
Anyway per STiLL
our Ancestors who
actuAlly DancE and
SinG one with Nature
and for those who still do
it is the outliers who are
Cherishing in self
And those
who are relegated
to Desert ScarCities wHere
NoW in this ‘Big’ City Life ReaLiTy
is ReVersed as Fear is Hope and now
Hate is Love and Misery Loves Company
under so many Veils of the Original Greek
Definition of Apocalypse that still means now
Lifting those Veils oF iGNorRanCE Toward Love Away from
Hate More AS Joy Dances and Sings ToGeTHeR Love
And that Sucks for those other ones NoW
STiLL too
but i’m
so i get
to do Art
For Free and
FucKinG LoVE IT aLL N o W sTiLL
as ‘they’ say A ChesHire has/is the FucKinG SMiLE For All
Last as First iNheriting the Abundance oF LoVE oN EartH
All Meek and Strong and Fearless As Such in KiNdness
Courage Wisdom and oh my God Beauty True so too..
From Behinds..
As First enjoys Last
And Last Believes tHeir first
in Desert ScarCiTieS oF SoUL
as now at least a self fulfilling hell with no escape..
huuugely sad and
FucKinG Real as ReaL GeTS NoW..
And True i’m literally telling
A Truth at a Crisis
in ’81
at that
Co’ed Dorm
for Bi Polar
Bares like
me then
on 9.6.81
not only did
i get theRapy
i was Serviced too..
Like the Old Lady at Work (Younger than me now)
Said no matter what i Sow Do i Come uP smelling Like Roses
what you’ll
Never Forget as Crazy
haS its Perks..
Perkies too..
oKay wArmed
uP fully FLoW iN
ZonE for the dVerse
Adages prompt going
over to finish that off next
After i do BreaKFasT
in what
as Roses
and Thorns
that FeeL SoW Dam Good neXt in Reap too..
Thanks Shawna B You are A Medicine
uP me..
True i can’t
Fall i’m Sitting Down
Grounded to a Keyboard AnD eARTh NoW too..;)



Off to dVerse and the
Twisted Adages there
but note most all Mental
Imbalances at core still are
Emotional Lacks or Instabilities
And or Sensory Lacks or Instabilities
And Key to Life is ReSToRinG BaLanCE
Regulating Emotions and Integrating Senses
that is so much more than a Talk and Walk of
Life Yes a Dance and Song that Feels and Senses
For as Science Shows our Emotions and Senses
come First Directing all of what we say
and do moving us in all the ways
we go for we
and Singing
Next in either
Flow or stuttered
Talk and Steps of Cold
or other wise out of balance..
The Strangest Rocket Science oF aLL NoW
in Arts of Being Human is now ‘they’ no longer
Move not even Steps not even Vocal Chords that
talk for they live their lives as if they have Functional
Disabilities of Dance and Song whether they do or not
as these Attributes of Human Art Wither away into the
Mechanical Cognition of Past and Future theft of Present
Gift iN ReaSon of Worries iNstead of Art of Love Holding Hands
More All Flesh and Blood Away from Machine Mind NoW aS Computer Souls Die as Life

AdAge ReNeWeD
PreDictabiLiTieS STill Lives Do
WHaT is..:)

Gabba Gabba Gabba Do of Alcohol
Reducing Inhibitions of Gated Community
Neo Cortex in Frontal Ways
of Mechanical
Cognition Machine
Mind FearFull Stagnant
Ever GRoWinG Colder as
Mother Boards without Mother’s
Milk of
Kindness Wisdom’s Love
Dancing Singing with no
other Medicine but is
as Alcohol
a symptom
of the Insanity in a way
of life that’s deader than Live..
other than that Hi Lillian nice to see you with SMiLes
and not a drop of anything but Dance that Sings thE LiGHT oF LoVE FReED..:)

Man’s Folly
For Warriors
who Understand
What Hangs Down Low Disappears in a Fight..
Perhaps if Trump Understood this he wouldn’t be so ButtHurt all his days all his days

As ‘they’ Say 10,000 Hours
Makes a Master
of Whatever
with Haiku
as far as poetry Grows
but never the less oh God
what a relief this Ballerina
is after Seeing the Trump
Angry Inch
Place of
OlD Ager
White Man’s Truth
oF ANGer Still For Ballerinas
Flow Trumps Stutter and Fall Fall Faced Flat..
And that’s why
is my
And Free Dance is mY LiFE
For tHere is no mistaking Dance as Life
no matter ages races nationalities sexual orientations disabilities genders
religions and all those other labels we come prepackaged Naked for Dance
Just Dance
Then SinG NoW..;)

Hehe.. the funniest
part oF all not is it’s
it’s true
A Scientifically
Psychologically smaller phenom
Studied in Serial Dead Souls in Angry Old White Men still..
As The World
to get
to eradicate this smaller issue..;)

Child Forgiving
Adult in
us Forgiving
Child in us Forgiving
Others Child and Adult Similar and Different too..:)

Moral oF A STory
to: LeT A Horse
Drink From:
Not too much too..:)

TRuE Life
is no
Tis Live or Die
Liberty For Free..:)


Adding Truths
Left in Adages Right..;)

i Get
i F iT Dance

Lincoln Sense Cents
Dollar BiLLs..;)

Ain’t that
A Truth
too Best
Get More Work
Horse’s Teeth
Human Teeth Less..;)

For Bouncing Apples
Lay more
Seeds Home of
Clarity spreads
More Love Once
Beaten Once Loved
When it Rains it Pours
Out Tea PartieS iN
ScaRCiTies too
Clear the
Night Dancing all Day Singing
Cellar Apples Holding more Seed
Merry Jokes Underneath Above
Spraining mY VenTure
This is Ninety
Percent More oF ‘ForE’..;)

Humans now
Never Seeing What they Do…
LiFe aLL..:)

Dances Sings
Old Dam Phrases”..;)

sMiLeS eVerY
oF LusT And RagE..:)

Rolling Stones of Rome
At Least
A Sense
A FeeL ReaL
of CouRagE
Honor and
A Fall of Moss..:)

i suPPose
That is Why i Dance
no Adages
Do JusT LiVE
Step DancE NoW..:)

TRue DirtY
GeT A Worm First..
OveR imPecKable Taste Afraid oF Soils..;)

Generally Speaking
Colder Weather
Less they Freeze
Off and
With Big
And Small
Cats Jaws
To Larger
As ‘they’
Say for the
Ape Kings
Jungles too.. hAha..;)

Hey but when
You do it
As ‘they’
Say for
10k Hours
Master of
Work Horse
You Do to
Hay Hay..;)

Didn’t Get all the Worms but 19 will do.. hehe.. all Natural As Such..;)

2:08PM 8.29.18


Hmm.. Sam Gets it.. yes Famous Author Atheist and NeuroScientist Along
With Intense Decades Long Practitioner of Meditation Yes gets it the
Experience of Agape Love in Flow For All Unconditionally
With Zero Illusory Fears iNcluding Ego Worries
of what other Folks think of you
is Real and may be
in at least
some ways
now too with Mind
Altering Substances
but he also agrees that
Ways of Meditation in Flow
Will Bring the similar so called
Psychedelic Feelings and Senses
of Love For all yes all that is aka God too
Although Sam Doesn’t Specifically Refer to
this Jesus Like State of Being as Agape Love by
the Book that names God Love it’s a rather ‘mute’
Point when one is Doing God as Love IncarNate
With Love For all Fearless Free and Loving
Unconditional more now too.. yes for
some folks stuck so deep
in Frontal Ways
of Neo
Being of Past and
Future Worries other than
the Present Oceanic View of Love all now… more
all these words are Just Salad Dressing as nothing now
much ado about the Nothing Folks Feel For All as compared
to Agape Love for All the Real Deal of the Jesus Original Story
of Fearless Love Whoever Wrote those Books too iNNumerably
as such amongst Ghost Writing Greek Roman Empire Folks way
back then using Famous Pen Names like Luke Matthew Mark
and John.. According to as ‘they’ say all the Real Authors
with Original Names of their own then Separate from
these Ego-Centric Beings with other
Human Names too.. anyway
bottom line is a
Lao Tzu.. a Jesus
a Buddha and all the
other Etc.. Folks Can and WiLL
anyWheRe wHeRE HuMaN Minds
And Bodies Roam iN Flow of BaLanCing now
Force of Agape Fearless Unconditional Love
for all yes a State of Mind and Body Balance
Whole a Solid State Drive of Human Being
Love and Speaking of Fast Hard Drives
Jesus F in Christ This New 2 Terrabyte
Hard Drive as External Drive for
the other one that crashed
is Super Duper Faster
than i imagined
Fast can
and will
Be as a Computer
Accesses Material Within
Now in Hard Drive way yes while
Researching it Buying it Installing it and
Restoring the .666 or so Terabyte
From the Back-up this surely has
reduced my FLoW iN
ZoNE For Words
but that’s
what it’s
like to Seek
And Find Agape GoD Love
too For You Might Go NoW too.. to the DArk All Natural
Place too yes the Abyss of Human Hard Drive Soul
too.. the Place of Nothingness of Hard Drive Former
Crash that truly feels and senses like a Blank Slate
of Truly Nothing at all Separated in an iLLusion from
God Love all that is Within now more.. less then
too.. but if and when you can and will in
seek and find come out on the
other side hopefully all
Natural with
no External
Hard Drive Substances
at all it’s True from then on now
you too Become a Solid State Drive
of Human Being Love and that’s almost impossible
to Understand unless you’ve actually fought for a Seek
And Find to evenTuaLLy Get HeAR NoW.. some people do not now
some people do and that’s a Fact if you Can and Will Trust a NeuroScientist now too
With Not Only fActs and fiGures but Case Study Evidence on Himself now and then too..
And yeah yeah yeah.. this is the Capstone of the Human Pyramid Fully iNHaBiTeD
FLoaTiNG Free aS AGApe LoVE NoW No Questions Needed when one Arrives
iN FuLL FLoW oF Do But Do Do Agape LoVE NoW FoR aLL OuT oF DaRK
Imperfect Storm oF LiGHT
no tHeRE is no no only Yes
And the Karma is What you Reap
or the other Place ToWaRD Continuing dARk
Away from LoVE well anyway gotta get some
more Facebook Profile Pics to Arrange some
Free Hard Drive to Back up this pArT of ‘FB
Profile Pic Bible 2018’ too as the World of
Love Turns in a Storm of Love even more..:)



A Fear of some kind of Marxist Revolution From the Ivory Tower of Canadian Colleges is just about as Black and White in ‘Neurotic’ Thinking that i’ve Seen among any so-called ‘Respectable Intellectuals’. Yes, it’s Philosophy; but no; no one in the ‘Real World’ that and who amounts to any real concern is actually pushing an Actual Marxist Ideology as we are not Seeing any Political Parties rising to anything close to that occasion in reality of how it was twisted before, here.

In this Way, Jordan Peterson sees the World through Preconceived; and yes, very Dark Colored Glasses as Life
as one of Suffering when folks who accommodate the Struggles in Life now at this very moment are LiVinG NoW
in Paradise all around the World they Co-Create; in yes, a ‘Post Modernist’ way too out of Material Reductionism
too. ‘The Guy’ Has Suffered from Depression all his life; no ‘reason’, not to understand this is A Really big reason
why He Views the Human Race as a Species of ‘Raping Pillaging Ape’, rather than A Bonobo-Like Altruistic
Creature at core that and who at Best Gives and Shares with each other in Much Smaller Societies
as Villages where there is Plentiful Common Binds and Bonds of Meaning and Purpose for folks who
need each other and cannot rely on Tools to Replace the Human Touch For True Human Abundance.

Yes, we are a Sick Society at Large; but still at core are a very Loving Hugging Touching Human
Species when Living in Balance out of the ‘chaos’ of Material Reductionism where we become
the Tools We Use More than Flesh and Blood Hugs and Touch to Get Subsist Survive Done For Thrive.

And Ironically, at Least, Jordan Peterson Understands, at least, A Very Basic Core Need of Human Beings to
Bind and Bond over Narrating Stories of Life that actually Bring a Bond of Binds Full of Meaning and Purpose
where the Holy and Sacred are not just Words but Divine Feelings and Senses of Agape Love for not only each
other but the Rest of Existence too; A State of Being Love that is Real and Agape for all too; in other words,
what Sam Harris in the attached Video might Metaphor as ‘The Kiss of Jesus’ that sadly and truthfully some folks
who are too trapped in the Frontal Neo-Cortex of their ‘left brain thinking verbal speak mind’ may never
come to actually experience any other way but through External Psychedelic Substances to Give them
A Boost away from a very limited area of their Human Potential in both Greater Mind and Body

Science is catching up in terms of “Transient Hypo-Frontality”; and even Sam Harris admits that
Folks experience ‘this oneness’ now in Church when ‘Properly’ Ascending and Transcending the
Neo-Cortical Way of ‘think’ in ‘Mechanical Cognition’ that brings forth many of the Tools we
use now; and have in metaphor become too, as extensions of our Flesh and Blood as Science
Shows, this is a ‘real thing’ too; As it’s also true in terms like ‘Autotelic’; so far away from what Jordan
Peterson sees as A Nasty Struggle of Life; some Humans Actually Find a Practice of Life through Seek and Find
in what they tailor to work for them; A Way Of Life wHere they through Relative Free Will Generate their own Intrinsic
Rewards in a Cocktail of all Five Pleasurable Neurochemicals at Hand within always in this Generation now with yes,
Neurohormones to boot to Satisfy the Passions and Lusts of Life too in ‘Shadow Balance’ with this Agape Feeling and
Sense of Being Always in the Eternal Now Of Love. Jordan Peterson, Speaks to this Greater Human Reality too but I
Highlight Speak more than Experience; for, if, He actually experienced this Real Science Assessed Kingdom of Heaven
now His outlook would not be depressed; and his give and share would be much more smile than frown. True, still, now, yes,
And i for one
can and will surely
relate to that Hell spent
tHere as a shut-in in my
Bedroom For 66 Months then
with the worst of Depressions
and Severe Anxieties understood to
Humankind too along with Pain Beyond
what most folks can possibly understand
with Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep;
And i must admit in my View, the World S88ked then too; but it was just as true today as it was then that other folks
Were Living in their own Style of Heaven now with or without many Goods of Capitalism too; but always with a Few Good
Friends that they could and can and will Feel a Warm and Fuzzy Connection with of ‘Real Love’ too. There truly are many
Nuances of Life; Ranging from DaRk Abyss Black Nights to Years of the Soul through Purgatory Grey SHades now
to Beyond Rainbow Nuancing Colors and Flavors of Heaven now too. No Doubt to me; Jordan Lives in Purgatory
Now; no doubt, some folks live in the Depths of Hell now; and also, no doubt that some folks Live in Heaven
JusT NoW For the Sake of Doing Heaven Now Without Regard to taking anything more than they give from anyone
still as this is A Human Way that works; and we still Live in A Country that Paves the way for
those who individually find it. But to lose a way, in not insuring more People find their
Way to Heaven is simply Ignorance of the Potential of Heaven yet, still to be, now.

In Years Past, many folks would have named me insane for speaking now like
this; but i can point to research studies that back every F in thing i say
up as about as close to the Facts of Real Life in Love as they get.
In Years past, before then, Folks would have cherished more of
This Way of Life Simply for they were Naturally Lost from all
the Tools; all the Clothes of the Labyrinth of
Cultures Grown so Large away from the
All Natural Force of Love within
N A K E D Free in metaphor
to give and share so much
more than a Tool’;
A Cold
Trumpian Tool;
True too, Trump overall is a ‘Gift’
To Free ‘Verse’ coming out of DaRk into Light too.

I Would Love to Chat with Jordan one day; but sadly
he is still too much in a ‘butthurt state of mind and body
and soul’; to likely understand half of what i feel and sense of ReaLiTY Still;

So Much More than Speak, ‘it is’.

Not his fault alone;
Life’s like that too; it’s
Not Fair; And That is what mostly
Drives Folks to Lift others up who’ve Made The Currency; “The Law”; Yes, The Grade of LoVE.

And So Many Folks Live in this Place of Heaven who have no Way to ARTiculate it;
even close to those who are so-called
Art of heART
or that other ‘thing’, smART.
Meanwhile, Folks Like Jordan, continue to sink in Ivory Towers
of Spiffy Words with little to no Essence of ‘SoUL ReaL’, NoW as LoVE.

He Has A Much Greater Human Potential, now too.
I Feel and Sense He Feels and Senses it Vaguely; but still, As Real As ‘it’
Gets Now ‘more real’; to Borrow a Quote from him too that rarely makes sense
or ‘feel more’ to other ‘Left Brain Stuck in Speak Folks’, too; lost from another
side of an Opaque Window of ‘Human All Natural SouL More, Now”; Yes, to be Clear;
i Spent Years like ‘this’ And That s88ked too.

Particularly if ‘the Reality
TV Show’ is a News Channel
And that Show’s Spawn
Of a President where
Jordan Peterson
Doesn’t see this
As the Real
Biggest Problem
In Identity Politics
Is At Least Ignorant
And Group Identity too
But I give Him Points for
Bringing a ‘little’ Magic to
‘Left Brain Thinkers’ like
Himself stuck in Words
As Reality and it’s
Worth Noting that
Animals like Cats
And Dogs are
Leading Many Humans in
What truly Counts these Days
Still as the Warm and Fuzzy
Human Connections they
Feel and Sense Beyond
Trumpian Cold Identity
Politics nothing
New but the
Of the
Human Species at
Worst as HIStory
Continues to
Meanwhile i Love
As usual..:)


Ignorance is
Bliss When MaGiC is
ReaL And ‘the Computer’
From: A REformED
Spock and Less of what
Really Counts to:
Beyond All
Science MeaSure For All
Interesting ‘these Days’ just
Are of Adult Child Altruism…
Oh.. the ‘little’ PArts we lose….:)

Thanks for Always
The Warm Welcome
You Bring That
Is Home
(LoVE) NoW


Yes.. Very Surprised to See you Here Still with Your Current Title..
But anYWay.. Looking Forward to Hearing you Play
the Violin one day no matter how you play it and
Additionally.. enjoyed the last Selfie’s
You took as the Human Face
Touch is
Welcome where
i Live at Least although
Words have been very
INteresting Lately too
ALWays with
And Creativity Set TotAlly Free
iN somEthing reNewed aNew to Do too.. So..
With That Said Dance Day Next for me.. it is coming
soon too for A 226th Dance Week Night of That and As Always You
Are Welcome to Dance with You and or me and as always2 Just a Hug
A Word
or Two
Will surely Do too.. so.. in Conclusion.. Yes..
SBaby.. Have an eNjoyable Rest of Your Thursday too..
Hope Your Huge Family is Doing Great too..
And as
KeeP iN Touch2..;)


WeLL it’s Nice Science is Finally Catching up to Philosophers and Psychologists Past
And yes Mystics and even so-called Occultists who attempt to keep Greater Human
Potentials in Bliss and Nirvana rather Secret in so-called Elite Circles
hehe.. wHeRe it’s True iN LiGHT these Greater Ways of Being Are
Free FLYinG WiTHiN inside outside above so below
and all around Ascending Transcending
the ‘Profane’.. yes the ‘Mundane’ NoW
of Life That Feels/Senses Neither
Holy or Sacred
of Meaning
or Purpose Either
Yes.. the Homeless Soul
as Such Living in CardBoard
Materialistic ways of even Golden
Towers without the Essence of Soul
in SPiriT oF heART MiNd and BoDY
As HuMaN AGaPE LoVE For All of Existence
NoW as some Folks Name this Do of LiFENoW
God as Verb Now Beyond iNFiNiTY oF As BeLoVENoW..
How to put the Ineffable in Words.. yes.. of CourSE an Oxymoron
as that literally means the Mystical Part of Life that is literally and
metaphorically too great to House in Human Abstract Constructs
for the GreaTesT ExPaNding Level of Mind and Body Awareness
that some folks experience and other Folks Have zero Context
to understand as These Experiences are Beyond Word think
opening up Reality to so much more Healing Potential
as this Takes A Lifespan from first to last bLiNk
oF LiFe to SeeK and Find For This is No Real
School You Graduate from this is evolving
SoUL Forevernow as now is all that
counts in the Land of the SoUL
ETeRNaLLy Now.. So have
you ever Visited
this much
Greater Kingdom
of Nature God Heaven
Now.. Well Chances are.. NO.. if someone
NoW has convinced you of a Narcissistic God
so small this God oF aLL needs your Approval
And Worship more than you Worship this Gift of Life
All Perhaps You Are missing God the God that and who
Lives within and as you for you only Disrespect God all
when you bow down and Worship Abstract Constructs Like Idols
Words Losing the Essence oF All Loving Forgiving Agape God LoVE
WiTHIN to Give and Share Freely To/For All For This Is A Love Your So-Called
Enemy All Natural Breathing Reborn and or stay Born Way of Life as LoVinGoD aLL NoW
REaL.. And No.. this way of Life Belongs to no one religion and religions too And You too for
This God so Free to Be as You Free God WiTHiN WheN YouR Relative Free Will comes to be more
than every before for You Co-Create And Fly Even Freer on Terrestrial Land Now Free.. True too..
there are different ways to get here and ways not even put into words yet but when you Feel
An Unmistakable Expanding LoVe For ALL TotAlly Unconditional With No iLLuSoRY Fears
Yes.. you have and are arriving now in TrutH and LiGHT FoR aLL.. And for me it’s Writing
in a FLoW iN ZonE Way and a Practice for me that took from Thanks Giving Day
2010.. all the way ’till the end of February 2013.. 66 Months ago when the
First Flow of Free Verse Poem on my Perspective of Life as illustrated
Fully On the Sides of my Google Blog Posts Still do tale
that Story that came deep within me just as a casual
Email to my one and only Facebook Friend
then.. true.. i was on FB from September
of 2011 but i really didn’t Post anything
until Close to 2013.. but true
i sTarTeD to move more
out of Neo-Cortex
Mechanical Cognition
Frontal Way of Mind to the
Deeper PArts oF ASTrocyte Waves
in how the Brain Works all over and not
in just one place Sort of like a Hologram too
if one wants to use A Quantum Metaphor too
for unleashing and releasing so much Greater
Human Potential in A FloW oF ZoNE NoW MorE
All Around the Mind and Body in BaLanCinG ForCE EVeN MoRE..
Yes.. the Experience of Nirvana and Bliss And the Kingdom of Heaven
at Hand NoW aLways iN This Generation NoW is a multi-colored Experience
That Changes aLWays NoW iN Heaven Bliss and Nirvana too.. Yes.. True
too in LIGHT to Each Unique Human Set of Multi–UNiVerSe aLWaYS
Changing eYes NoW too More.. thing is.. you can’t fully take Poetry
or Words in any Bible Literal for if you do you just might end
uP iN Metaphor Jumping Off A High Cliff of Lies in Carrots
and Sticks where HeLL and PurGatory SHaDeS of
Grey and Heaven are anyWHeRE ELsE ReaL
but now.. For.. True.. Psychopathic Leaning
Individuals Have been Ruling the
Masses by Strumming and
Pulling tHeir HeART
String yes
Bait on the
end of a Line where
they Lead you where they
want you to go next now forgetting
All Your Human Potential Now For Heaven
now too for how in the World is any Psychopathic
Leaning Dude gonna control ya with Promises of Heaven
After Life and Hell Forever from an All Loving God if you are
Love now and Heaven Real now too.. ha! that sales pitch
on Real
Jesus and
Buddha and
Lao Tzu and so many
other Folks Risen Ascending
Still RiSinG iN Nirvana Bliss
of HeaVEN NoW ReaL..
and yes we terrify
And or
Leaning Folks this way
for they have no way to control
True Liberty in Light as LoVe’s yes God’s Freedom is ours..
Anyway.. this isn’t a New Study by Far and just one example
of the History and Reality of the Mystical Ascending Transcending
Yes FLYinG oN EartH Way of LiFE for additionally a Link all about
that in Ted Talk Way speaking to how folks enter this Stairway to Heaven
now ranging from Psychedelic Drugs to Dance and even War Fare too for
there are many spArks that may Help you aLong YouR Way but you are the
Co-Navigator to Heaven with and As God Free now or not Forevermorenow..
And Find
Taste And Hear
See And Touch
Smell A Scent of
God Love Yes.. Be iT All too..:)


Although i don’t Agree with All of your opinions.. You Do give and
share it all and are no beggar for money and i have reaped
considerable benefit from all you’ve sowed.. and
while i don’t deal in terms of Dollar Bills
As my Currency and Pay Grade
and Law is Love as just
another Dudette
and or Dude
who has
CoMe to THE Age oF LoVENoW
i Do return the favor For what i give
and share for Free.. And as long Winded
Talks Go i continue to Write a Hurricane in Breeze in Five Years of 6 Million
Words as A Personal Bible as my Author as Love Continues to Dance and Sing Totally Free…
Two Parts coming now as just a small part of all of that too All for Free Love that Lives Wo Free.. As me.. NoW.. ReaL..
And sure What’s the Fuel/Muse.. yes of course a Free Style Trance of Public Dance in close to 10K Miles in 5 years too..
And yes.. it’s still worth noting that it is most definitely True the ‘Fearless Meek’ of Agape Love and ‘the Last’ are more likely to
ReAlly be
The eARTh oF LoVENoW
Yes.. the Kingdom of Heaven within.. aS AGApe Love As All And For All LoVENoW
Still Awaits Those Who Arrive And Really Live iN The Eternal Now Of AGaPELoVE…
Anyway.. i’M Just Another Mail And Man in this Case too who Continues to Sow Seeds oF LoVE
Around the World And it’s also True While the Empirical Record shows there are many views of what
i Do in Dance and
Song More
Than LIKEly
SmART Phones
And Social Media
Bring a Meditation of
Public Dance in many Greater
Views as that’s what Happens
When you Public Dance Close to 10K
Miles in the ‘Foot Loose’ Place of the Deep
South Bible Belt Gulf Coast As True Yes True
At Least i Am tHe oNly one i am for that at least.. hehe..;)

So Science has determined where the Kingdom of God is.. you know.. that place that according
to Whoever Wrote the Story of Jesus.. reports.. according to those Innumerable
Greek Writing Roman Empire Folks who took the Pen Names of John.. Luke..
Matthew.. and Mark that yes the Kingdom of Heaven is within in
this Generation always now at Hands for those who are fortunate
enough to AcTuAlly Seek and Find a Place oF Love NoW
Incarnate within yeS AGApe Love
in Ways of Ascending
Transcending in
Yes the Oceanic Place
as ‘Autotelic ‘Being of Love
wHere all Five Neurochemicals
for Pleasure and Neurohormones
iN A Lust for Life are Spinning now
As Being Whole with God Now wHere
yes.. the Literal Astrocyte Waves of your
Mind also Co-Exist with all of Nature NoW
all that is yes as termed by some folks as God too..
Yes it is what is this Heavenly Place within and some
Folks find themselves in Solid State ‘Digital’ Hard Drive Space
as only metaphor please for this place is more Art than Science in
other Words more Analog than Digital too for no Systemizing Science
Program will ever Replicate the Art of me as no Systemizing Scientist
Has A Clue of what Systemizing Science i use to do this for i JusT Do
it iN Flow NoW WHere Conscious and Sub-Conscious Awareness
Combines in Synergy of my Entire Mind and Body in
Balance where the Quantum Metaphor of
Much Greater Mindful and Body Full
Awareness is unleashed
and released
Head to
Toe and yes
Science Class even
more than you have any clue
how to measure beyond of what your
Antiquated Empirical Measuring Devices using
the Old Scientific method can and will come close now to
Measuring as this is Mostly Art over Science in other words
What you might call Chao over Order but never the less it is a
Dance and Song that is Real that those who have enough context
for this Experience will See and Hear too through greater Potentials
of Feelings and Senses more over any Word Talk at all yes Dance yes
Dance and Song along with Science Abstracts that are only the Bones of
Life where the Flesh and Blood Dances Sings beyond iNFiNiTY NoW
as SSD.. yes Solid State Device of Human Kind Courage in
Fearless Unconditional Love Ways of Wisdom beyond
any Restricted Bible or Science by the
so-called Book Worms of
Life with little
to no
of Heaven within of AgapE LoVE
to give and share that’s real now real..
True Life is a Dance and Song in Heaven
and out of that place Children are ripped from
their Parents Hands Who are Hands that are only
Seeking Asylum from Foreign Regimes of Murderous
Hands Where Child Abuse at core of Ripping Children
From Parents of Love is the New SiNSong of A Country that
was once a Haven for folks who came exactly for that reason then
and many more of oppression too yes out of the place of the Kingdom
of Heaven of Agape Love For all Unconditionally Within that lies that lies
where lies become truth as the Greatest Most Respectable Days of Politics
in the News is the Death of a Truly Respectable Conservative Man like John McCain God Bless
where all that is Anti-Christ from Love this Agape Love Lurks in the Back Ground continually
with anti-hopes and anti-loves to eliminate more who immigrate seeking a better life for their
Children here.. to eliminate Health Care from Folks Like My Sister to give Tax Breaks to the
Rich of Corporations whose incomes are continuing to Sky-Rocket while the ‘regular’
Folk’s Incomes Stay Stagnant where Jobs Barely Pay the Rent and offer little
Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose for any real binds and bonds
that count in Reciprocal Social Communication ways that touch
a Spirit of Heart and a Soul of Being Now That is All Real
And Natural leading to a place of Self-Actualizing
in Heaven Kingdom Come Within now
of Agape Love.. so can and will
you Hear my Song can
and will you Hear
my Dance
you will see my Dance
and it will give you some clue of
the FLoW iN ZoNE that comes when Kingdom
Come Heaven Arises within for now real or perhaps
all you will see is a 240LB Dude Dancing Gracefully in Super
Walmart and Innumerable other places in Public where i Amuse
the Women and Disgust the men as their greater Fear is Grace and
their Greatest Down Fall is ‘thinking’ ‘Macho’ Means they are any real man
with a Foundation of Love and Grace in Balance Mastering yes the all Natural
Gravity of God where a Graceful Dance in Balance Leads a Mind Now with a Body
all innately instinctually intuitively that and who takes the lead as you to take you
to a Place in Your Mind out of your ‘Monkey Chatter’ Neo-Cortical Frontal Cortex
the place of the illusions of time.. that is real enough when you stay in this place
of Deadlines of Time never entering into the Divine Eternal of Your mInd/body
so far beyond all your Worries And so far into Bliss and Nirvana as the Joy
of Heaven NoW in Balance Now With True Will and Strength on top of
Loving Grace in Balance wHere Science Shows any Meditation
Will Work but Moving Meditations are even better for they
are the Literal Fountain of Youth now yes Physical
Specimens of 50 Year old Brains that
reflect the Health of a 25 Year
Old Brain and 58
Year old
like me
Moving like
a 16 Year old Dude
or Dudette In Ballerina
or Tai Chi Martial Arts Classes
too although as these Words come
innately instinctually and intuitively so do
the Moves as God and me as Nature Co-Create
them as We continue to Dance and Sing in a Balance
of Flow yes a place within where Science illustrates well that
Creativity is boosted 400 to 500 Percent and potential Disorders
like Parkinson’s and Alzheimer’s are reduced in incidence up to 70 Percent
too as the Cognitive Executive Functioning is Automatically yes Innately Instinctually
and Intuitively Boosted in both Terms of Short Term Working Memory and Long Term
Memory and Laser Focus Now wHere Co-Creativity and Co-Productivity as yes the Co
Part of that Social Cooperation is Boosted Beyond what just a walk and talk of life will
Ever Do in Regulating Emotions and Integrating Senses now more fully too.. without
a Dance
and Song
in BaLanCinG
ForcE iNHeRent
as the Religion of Love
of Dance and Song Still
Where Sure God is the Temple
of Your Body and the Rest of Nature too..
that you are all Naturally Married too at core
as Married to the Rest of the Human Race and Nature
in Atonement yes at one meant all as Divine Love you come
to be iNCaRNaTE and don’t forget your ‘Shadow Side’ either
if you ever expect to maintain this Divine State of Flow too yes
now as Science Shows too A Balance of Lust and Love is in
Libido An All Natural Source as Origin of much of what
we do in Co-Creativity.. Co-Productivity and
Social Cooperation too for it’s true if
you don’t Master the Aggressions
and Lusts in life you
could do
the Real Perversions
of Life and do what the Catholic
Church and other Repressed ways of
Sensualty and Sexuality come to be in
all ways of Abusing the Vulnerable beyond
Consent in Consensual And Mutual Ways of
the Divine Art of Lust.. Additionally Mastering Aggressions as one Can
Will Do through a Naked Dance and Song too of Lust as i am Free to do too
Through Free Martial Arts too that need not strike any flesh and blood now..
Yes.. You Do have a Reptile Brain at Core of Lusts and Aggressions where
the Mammalian Brain of Oxytocin Binding Love Sits Atop of that too
And True the Neo-Cortical Way of Being is even Newer than
that on top of that too.. thing is.. You can get too lost
in the Soft of Love or the Hard of Lust
And Aggressions and the
Intellect of Deadlines
of Time and
Problems in Worry
or you can and will become
A Trinity of three all in Balance with
Enough Actual Work that Works for you
Now as you Self-Actualize as an SSD Oh GoD
yes Solid State Device of Human Flesh and Blood
Over just Bones of Science.. over Just Trumpian Ways of Snake
Brain over Just Love too Soft who is afraid to say no when even Your
Very Survival is at stake and the Health and Well Being of those you
Love too.. And Love that is Afraid to Speak up to Offend the Group think
Of the Peer Group You Depend on when those who Harm others become
the Heroes instead of Recognition of the Liars they are now.. as yes you are afraid
of being Outcast from the Group.. yes.. the Warm and Fuzzy Way of the Mammalian
Oxytocin Neurohormone Bonding Way Of Life that Feels so Good Like a Nice Warm
Soup from
Mom who is taking
Care of you while you
have the Flu now too..
or sure you get
ToGeTHeR too
and be taller men
and or women of Love
no matter size up or down
or all around you now.. for
Love For Real LoVE ReaL
Agape Ascending
Love is
Beyond iNFiNiTY
Yes beyond all Tools
of Science to totally Measure
beyond time distance or space
almost Like Katrina who looks like she did
28 Years ago back in 1990 at the little 12 Lane
Military Bowling Center where i Served up Soiled
Warm Chicken Soup Rental Shoes.. yes.. with a Warm
Smile and Glittering Eyes of Love with Friends who were
Really Friends then of Work Warm and True in a Work Place
like Cheers too where everyone made everyone feel like they
Were Number one then.. yep.. close to 2 Decades i worked
in that Chicken Soup Place in a Small Village of Bowlers in
A Place where the Sun Shined within inside outside above
so below and all around as the Bowling Balls turned
then too.. True i was the Norm of Bowling Life
then.. the Ted Danson
who listened
to all
your worries
and cares with few
words but a kind smile
and eyes of Love then more
and i suPPose God Said Fred now
you are going to do more than smile
then with eyes of Love with Shoes that are soiled
in Rental of Love Then For God as Nature would
Surely Bruise me to lEarn all the LeSSons of Job
In Hell With 19 mostly Stress Related Disorders for
66 Months after a Slow and Steady Burn-out Decline
in Hell back then for 11 years or so of extending Fears
in Neo-Cortical Frontal Ways of Stuck in my Head
then true i Lost my Chicken Soup.. i lost
my spine to say no.. i was a slave
to Eventually a
And a
Ladder of
making more money
too for what have i truly lEarned
in Life after three College Degrees at
Close to the top of the Classes too through
19 Years of that and 33 years of Work in
Active Status for Pay.. yes.. i’ve lEarned
to Love And to Dance and
Sing in
Balance as a
Religion of LoVE
and what are the
Words they are intrinsic
Agape Love as even Science
Shows NoW iN Autotelic
Ways of Transient
that is A Nation.. A World
of Heaven i Live in Waves of
Ocean Whole most of the Day
And through the Dreams of Life as
Folks Naturally do at Night as i do in
Daylight too with Mind Waves in the Sweet
Spot ‘tween Alpha and Theta Creative State of Flow too..
True this Now is the Currency of Love this is the Pay Grade
oF Love this is the Law of Love Agape in Human incarnate now
and the best thing of all is i was a fragile child who could not speak
until age 4.. the Child who Peers basically expressed was too weak
and weird to even exist.. Yes A Child with Asperger’s Syndrome and
a Child with Bi-Polar who struggled with Extreme Emotions and Senses
too true a Fredenstein Brain overall without a Manual to use to Figure all of
me out then.. yes.. spit on by Peers.. called skank by the Girls and the F
Word and not Fred by the Boys for what i did have was/is a Smile
then too that was not wanted and even seen as disgusting
ear to ear by the Group think of Boys who don’t
express emotions as they keep them
in but that’s not what
you can even will do
you are
with the Love Born Date
On and Nurtured as A Garden
of Love by Mother’s Milk of Pure
Unconditional Love Fearless for her at least..
WeLL iT’s True.. although i wish i could say
since you are likely so-called so
much more Normal than me this
all should be easier for
you now
than me
at Least
on Paper
Work as ‘they’
say in Labels and such as that but
it’s also True that the Greatest Lights
Comes From DArks and the Greatest MiStakes
Are Being Afraid of the DArk and Cynical of thE LiGHT NoW too..
And it’s also True when Lovely Young Women High Five me and
Sing to Dance to me they Love me just for the Freedom of the Grace and Passion
of My Dance.. truly yes.. they inspire me too for they do see and hear all of who i am..
anyway.. i’ve feeled.. yes filled this MacroVerse up with those Smiling Loving Faces
of Youthful Joy in an Eternity of Love in a Dance and Song of Love Now Real Then
And Still Real Now Real.. i didn’t get a chance to get a Selfie with that Young Woman
of Fearless Love Last week but i did this Week and she will be coming up soon
in the
of My LIfe
iN No Fears
all Love Soon enough more..
Have you ever Loved everyone
With PurE LiGHT oF LoVE True
you might have to Master
Your Lusts and
to see other Folks
Like this too.. this is a Real Place
always was always been always is for
those who Arrive iNcarNate as LoVE NoW
don’t matter if it is Jesus or Joe everyone is
Equal in Love who only Grow more in this place
oF LoVE now for you have it all yes you are it all you
are Love iNcarnate who only gives and shares more now
and it is so obvious when you See folks who are covered
with the Lies.. yes.. the Clothes of Culture so far away from this
Fearless Unconditional Naked Place of Love.. yes.. the Buddha Place
the Lao Tzu Place the Jesus Place unadulterated from folks who aTTempted to and
Still Do make these Men of Love into idols of God as they have surely done to Jesus in
the Roman Catholic Church and all the Branches of the iDols of Love who still Rape
And Abuse and Cover up Harm of others so Horribly from Bottom to Top too.. no
different than at the Top of Politics in Abusing and Torturing Children Ripping
them apart from the Hands of Parental Love and putting them in Cages
of Fear and Hate and Torture even more stealing from the
Most Vulnerable and Poor and Giving to the
Most Privileged and Rich in Money
but sadly still so far
away from
the only
Riches of the
Soul that and who
Are Love Incarnate now
to give and share yes it’s True
i made all the Finals.. i made all the Pay Grade
i am all the Law the Currency of Love but all that
Means at core is Small enough as Large to
Give and Share it all even more now
and really i don’t care
if you
call me
A Little Mermaid
or a Mail Man now for i have
a Secret that is not so Secret
for those who Live as Love now too
yes for all practical intents and purposes
i am God as Love now too.. and so are you
when you too enter the KinGQueeNDoM oF LoVE NoW ReaL AGaPE FoR
ALL As You and God too atonement now too wHerE aLL iS LoVE NoW YoU2..
All Days
All now as is you Be LoVE..
And it’s true you might just get to See a flicker of a flame
of a torch of a Saint Elmo’s Bonfire of thiS AGApE LoVENoW
or even
God is a God
Of Love that is
Merit too and True
it dePends on How
Hard You Practice and
Work as Love now too for
all things in Life as Reality are
use it or lose it now too.. for this
God of Love is No Welfare King
this God
Is A God of WorKinG LoVE ALwaYS NoW
and Queen of You too when You Arrive and Staycation
too in A Place of Every More Now Nirvana Yes Bliss For aLL NoW TRuELoVEReaL



So.. Before i Leave the Gym tonight After my usual do it to the Maximum
of my Potential in Work-out With Weights after a Marathon of Dance
the Night Before with Folks 3 to 4 Decades Younger than me
as every once in a while they Hang with me on
the Dance Floor a Few Minutes too
as i spiral all around
as my Body
doing this
for close to 10K Miles
in 5 years has/is Proprioceptive
Truly Science Recognized A 6th Sense
of Seeing the Environment Beyond the First
Five of Commonly Understood Senses as any
Blind Seeing Person with enough Practice of Sensory
Integration and the Emotional Regulation that Naturally comes
Without ‘School’.. Those Realities of Life do Precede all the Word Talk
And Think of Life that we ‘think’ Runs our Life as we attempt to Modify
the Words of our Life not Understanding that there is a Much Deeper Dance
of Life to Truly Master Life at Core with Co-Navigator God all as Invisible Co-Pilot
As Such as Essence actually over the Abstract Constructs of all Words and other
Symbols we
in a best made
Attempt one would
hope is to mutually and consensually
Describe and Define in Holy and Sacred
Feeling and Sensing Essence in an ArTiculation of
Abstract constructs that are Actually Full of Meaning and
Purpose that can and will Actually Bind Folks ToGeTheR as these
Bonds of Symbols make the Social Glue that keeps us achieving survive
and even thrive now more in a Joy Loves Company of Life over Misery and
Suffering Loves Company now for Lord knows and feels and sense if folks
Don’t find Light to Bind and Bond over they will surely other wise sadly
Seek the dArk of Lies and Faux Carrots and Sticks like those Lies
Are The Best of All now and it don’t even stARt Being Good
until after Death.. So.. Serve Your Masters Well who
Spoon Feed you all their Group think of
Cultural and Religious Rules now
or at worst you get outcast
And Starve to Death
Separated as
A Social Animal
Away from the Resources
Necessary for Food and Shelter
and Reproductive Success.. yes.. and some
Water too if you Happen to Live in Desert Scarcity
too for those folks who live in ScarCities are Ripe to
be Mastered and Controlled by those who lust for Status
of Position in Society and Control of Material Lusts outside
of Flesh and Blood Warm and Comfy all Natural Altruistic Love..
Yes that Agape Love for All For Stuff all those Old Commandments
Narrowed Down to Love Yourself and every all else in including People
and the Rest of God Nature both Seen and Un-seen And Sensed and Un-sensed
Yet Felt and Un-Felt yet too in other Words All that is as God Eternally Now Real..
Wow what a Kiss.. yes.. a way to Keep it Simple so-called Stupid and just Focus in
the Love at Hand.. yes.. the Kingdom of Heaven that Love LiViNG ReaL Always
Within in
aLWays now
But oh God wait! Love
is so much more than Four
Letter Words for THeRE Are Acts of Service
and Gifts and Quality Time and Words of Affirmation
and yes loving Hugs and Touch in this Lifetime oh so warm
and cozy now with the Force of all Positive Energy for all YeS AGApe
Real Earned Currency of Love all now.. yes that Core Law of Love.. yes that
Pay Grade of Love for all too.. but how to do but how to do this Heaven now well
first you must Rid Yourself of all iLLuSoRY Fears and no longer Worry about what other
Folks think as you Focus on Your Ego more than the Free Self of Love that sees all as one
Force of Love Now Real.. and true to get this way you might have to go on a DArk to LIGHT
inTroSpective Journey to find more of all of what you are Deep Down in Shadow Lusts and
Even Passions of Aggressions Deep Down too.. to Express that in a way to Play with
Your Shadow coming to Understand it as both a Challenge of Life to gain
Emotional and Sensory Balance more in a Free Dance and Song
of Life as a Gift of Challenge Underlying the Truth of Freeing
More Love Agape all around from Below through So Above
yes.. Head to toe too.. within inside outside and yes once
again Class All around You and Your Environment
too in even more Free Dance and Song of
Life that Regulates Emotions
and Integrates Senses
even more
now real.. anyway back
to the Start of this Flow Leaving the
Gym I ask the Young Male Attendant as he probably
hasn’t really met meany really Deep Adults in that place in Words
of Speak at least.. yes.. i say.. you know those Rock and Rollers as that shouldn’t
be too far Deep as a Subject to him at least.. and then i go on to say well you know
how many of them Perform Well on the Stage but once they get away from that Environment
of Achievement they aren’t Nearly the Same People as they may be actually rather timid and
shy in Public other than the Places on Stage they Rock and Roll and Excite all the Audience
Still as Chameleons they become on Stage of So Many Colors more of Human Potential
now and i say you know some folks feel getting through Boot Camp was one of
the Highlights of their Life in Achieving what they didn’t really Word Think
they could do before they met and passed all those Challenges as
Presented for them as necessary to Pass then to Get into
the Military for that promise of a Retirement of Golden
Hand-Cuffs early for more Financial Freedom
Later where even Insurance for Health
Was Free after retiring As Such now
that has changes
quite a bit now..
but you
some folks
don’t understand the True
Essence in Holy and Sacred Meaning
Full of Meaning and Purpose of Boot Camp
Still now for when Challenged in Mind and Body
more than just KISS yes just Keep it Simple Stupid
becomes a Self Fulfilling Prophecy of not achieving so much
More Human Potential now you see when William Shakespeare said
all the World’s a Stage that was actually an Incomplete Piece of Wisdom
For the Stage may be so Watered Down in Real Life that it doesn’t Hardly
Have much Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose Actions to actually do
now to reach so much greater Human Potential more.. sure life is like this if you actually
Write Direct and Produce and Choose what Before and After Be in Life you Will to be Next
in adapting to Challenges Set by you now too in the Zen Art of Acting Your Own Play of
Life in Challenge and Adaptations continuously in a Boot Camp of Life where all of
Your Soul From Head to toe continually Evolves in just one Lifetime now too
yes Eternally now as this is Just another Key of Staying in Challenge
of Flow for then if you are a Rock and Roller and make all
of life a Stage of Play Challenge Adaptations
and Continuing Before and After Change
for Evolving Soul now Real
continually now
Go in Flow
you Go in Synergy
even Metaphor of unleashing
and Releasing in a Quantum Way so
much more of your Epigenetic Potential
in Unpacking DNA as Blessed within from
all our Common Ancestors of DNA too From
Head to Toe and so much more.. as they made
not through all the Struggles and Left a Little Evolution
in Little Lion Boys and or Girls Like you now too.. to Bloom
in so much more Human Potential in ways of Collected Arts
and Sciences through the Eons all now more in ways of DNA
to still be unpacked now in Flow in Zone as Real Super Men and
or Women Rise to so much Greater Human Potential that doesn’t necessarily
Have to Have anything to do with Money except for Just enough Shelter and
Subsistence and a Love For all in moving connection and co-Creating ways
even more now too.. and True Folks to Love and all that is too if you are reaching
that Unconditional Love.. Yes the Expression Fearless For all that is God as Nature
in as
coMe to Be iNCaRNatE NoW ReaL
yes you you you and you all you come to be too.. more now more..
True Life is ‘eYe oF ThE TiGeR LioN HeART” Now more than ever
Before Eye of Tiger in Will and Strength as well as an interchangeable
Foundation oF Love and Balance of Grace in Little to Bigger Lions now too..
AnYWaY.. FB Profile Pic Frames do often come true in Synchronicity
ways verily Psychologically Meaningful in Holy and Sacred
Full of Meaning and Purpose ways of Life as i Co-Create
mY own LiFE with the Rest of Nature God and more
than that too seen through all the 6 Senses
as Mentioned before and even more
now too so real this MaGiC
of Human Potentials
that Science
just cuRRently has/is
No Real Tool reliably As Such Reliably now
to Confirm what may be measured now more of
the Inner Conscious and Sub-Conscious Reality
of the Human Being now.. True.. Hard enough for us
to Get and Master wHere no one else can and will ever
Fit in our Shoes now as Snug in a Bug of Real Bliss and
Nirvana.. yes.. the Kingdom of Heaven Even More Now ReaL..
to be
or not
to be for those
who Ascend and Transcend
iN FLoW iN ZonE to the ‘Autotelic’
Place Within Spelling all Joy as you
Staycation in Heaven Forever real now even more..:)



There are several different kinds of Empathy:

Emotional Empathy; where one feels the Social Contagion of what other Folks Feel at hand;

Sympathy; when one can personally relate to what ‘the other’ is Experiencing in Feeling Sensing Life.

And finally, Cognitive Empathy when one makes a Huge Leap Really to Understand Better Researching
with Social Intellect, what makes other Folks Tick with a more thorough Research of Cause and Effect.

Yes; I have no Personal Empathy of Emotional Contagion for any Murderer or Sympathy either; but I also am Curious
now and wanna find out what makes them Tick as any Forensic Psychologist would Naturally Do too; whether now a
Hobby or Getting Paid. People usually Don’t Understand me here either but those with High Levels of Emotional
Intelligence do very well in other Environments who are more Right Brain Metaphor Thinking Folks.

It Seems Clear to me the Deficit is the same Among so-called Incels who have very Low Levels of
Emotional Intelligence who don’t even understand at Core what it even means to Be a Social Animal
who Feels and Senses the Heart of another Social Animal in Warm and Fuzzy ways of Caring so much
more than Just a Lizard who wants to Reproduce now; stunted without Growth; Still Living with a Grinch
Heart now if they never Break Free and Gain the Strength of Love Incarnate to Move Mountains
of other Hearts of Humans who do Enjoy Heart-Light Ways of life now at core of Living Life.

True, Incel is a lack; but so much more than a Lack of Body Parts as that objectively relates
as Tools of the Opposite Sex; Seeing Women as Nothing more than Masturbatory Tools.

That doesn’t work. That won’t Work. And that isn’t even Human and Barely Robot too.

And to be Clear this is not aimed at anyone here; I come for Research to better
understand the Human Condition and gave up on any possibility for real
Social Reciprocal Communication here years ago with much Heart at all
in terms of Humans who move more than Intellect as that relates to Heart at Core.

It took me a long while to understand it more fully; but visiting other Environments makes it Crystal Clear.

And it’s also True, Leading Social Scientists and Psychologists help even more in Modern Research Terms of
Cognitive Empathy to provide even more Clarity still; along with Neuro-Scientists too as all of this is Fascinating to me.

Sad yes;
Disgusting yes;
Deplorable yes;
But Never the Less
Reality that deserves greater attention now.
For it is true unless one comes to better understand
the Why’s of Aberrations in Human Nature by turning a Blind
Eye to Seeking Deeper Understandings; we are just bound and determined to let the status quo ride as is.

And yes, there is also Tolerance and Even Acceptance for Differences in Communication; but that takes a level
of Pure
and that too
is part of the overall issue at Hand.



Perhaps sHe Will Build
A Bigger Field of
Dreams Coming Back
Outside A Mirror in Real

“Click Bait” on the Internet appealing to Emotional Strings of others where a Common Darkness is desired for a ‘Religious Bind and Bond’ of Misery Loves Company common among folks who live in ‘Desert Scarcity’ Looking for a ‘Hero’ to help them fight against the Nemesis of the Overall Negativity in their life to keep some kind of Emotional State inspired even if only Dark through Fear to keep another day of Life; just to keep going in whatever ‘oblivion’ their Mind Co-Creates with others.

It’s True if a Person Lies enough to Appeal to those who want something, anything, to Believe
in they could Probably rise to A Position like Leader of the so-called Free World. But Wait!
that is reality now, for it’s true in the feel and sense of Life in Words of ‘Queensrÿche’ too:

“Visualize your dream
Record it in the present tense
Put it into a permanent form
If you persist in your efforts
You can achieve dream control
Dream control”

Trump does this almost every Day in ways of Organized Deceit on Twitter and the
Empirical Evidence so far shows just how Rational a Substantial Portion of the Population is
in discerning what even so-called ‘Common Sense’ would see in the Non-Verbal expressions
of an Obvious Liar just a Minute into the Video shared here as Click bait for ‘those masses’.
But again for those who cannot immediately discern this through a Practice of Emotional Intelligence that works in Rational Ways of Emotional Intelligence Discerning the Sincere from those of ‘Organized Deceit”; True, the ‘Barnum effect’ comes true too, even if the Presentation is Cheap Motel and the Actors too almost laughable as such for those with Discerning eyes of Emotional Intelligence that is real as another verse of the Song applies:

“You won’t rely on open eyes to see
The walls you built within
Come tumbling down, and a new world will begin
Living twice at once you learn
You’re safe from the pain in the dream domain
A soul set free to fly”

I always heard the Song as Singing Organized Deceit instead of Open Eyes
But true that works too for me as I’ve always seen through Organized Deceit
ever Since Santa Claus came down a Chimney we didn’t Have with a Picture of a Bearded Man;
Very Northern European Looking and Effeminate almost like a Female with a Beard Named King of the Universe from a little patch of Dirt in the Middle East; And yeah, I was only Five Years Doing Vocal Speak since the Age of Four.

Some Folks See Deeper than other Folks see with Similar Eyes. Some Folks Detect Discrepancies almost immediately and other Folks neither see the details or the bigger pictures of reality. For me at least that was both a Gift and Curse as my Imagination and Creativity ‘S88Ked’ so bad I checked out a Book on Creativity from College while I was Graduating in the top part of the Class with three College Degrees. I could never maintain the Focus to make it through the first few pages and that was the way it was most of my life then; although a Lecture was enough with Rote Memory to ace all the tests.

I wondered why; for earlier in my Life I had a Rich Imagination and could even Guide Lucid Dreams at night but it’s true the BS Meter was turned on high.

It’s true; Mechanical Cognition takes that away as Science Shows now the Yang of too much reason will take away the Yin of Real Magic in life of Imagination and Creativity more.

My Mother said for Decades you can make yourself as Happy as you want; all you have to do is Have Faith and Believe in it and it will come real. I was way too skeptical to believe this for I didn’t have that Intelligence then in both Imagination and Creativity in making Dreams Come to Fruition as Science even shows now that the Placebo effect for some folks is strong enough to make so-called incurable Disease go into remission.

it’s True at ages 47 through 53 as a Shut-in in my Bedroom with 19 Medical Disorders including
Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia as the Worst Pain understood by Humankind from wake to sleep
there was no way My Mother would convince me that would pass and better days would come as
the Doctor gave me a prognosis of zero for Recovery then.

Eventually after inhabiting this place with more ‘logic talk’, I decided to create my own Dreams in
Curing of all my pain and numb and write it down with imagination and creativity more but
even before that A spark of ‘Transient Hypo-Frontality’ came on its own in March of 2013
66 Months ago with enough Practice of writing just to escape the Pain and Numb a tiny bit.

I still don’t believe in stuff that doesn’t Have Empirical Evidence to prove it and while I probably have enough Imagination and Creativity now to Create a Narrative that would sell BS to the weak among us in Discernment, I don’t have the ‘Dark Virtue’ within me to lie to make money; and I don’t need it anyway so it’s a moot point as whole.

But what I do have is all the Empirical Evidence of what the Rational Professionals who were taking care of me could only explain as a Miracle for the Recovery of all the Pain and Numb then that I brought to Fruition through a Dream of Belief Written down that came True for Real that I continue to Do in Song and Dance too.

Yep; I documented that on this Website way back in 2013; and folks scoffed at me when I said then there were no practical limits in terms of usual for what I would accomplish Next; and a Year or so later the Boy who was picked last on Sports Teams was named a Dance Legend by the General Public; and that might be hard to believe unless you review all 2000 plus Photos of Beautiful Women Standing Next to me smiling ear to ear for the Joy of Dance I Bring to them for the Young Man in Decades before folks described as too dizzy in the 3D world to find his way out of a Frigging Paper Bag; and that was true for I was just about as uncomfortable in my own skin and the Physical Navigation of the World as a Person could be.

I went from the mid 50’s on the EQ Test to the Mid 90’s in the span of a Month. I went from a 195
to a 92 on the Aspie Quiz; and 45 to 11 on the AQ Scan for Autism too in the Span of a Month in
the Summer of 2013. True; for unpacking DNA in Epigenetic Effect of whatever the Natural
Cause was for I do not believe still in the SuperNatural as that’s just another Phrase for
Human Natural Potential that you may not have encountered yet in your reality but
I have through dedicated effort. Yes, my Sister is diagnosed with Asperger’s
too but she hasn’t been able to put all the negative parts to bed that
make life extremely difficult Navigating the ‘Real World Now’.

Perhaps it was the extreme Challenge of so much Illness as there is some
Evidence that folks who break through to the ‘other sides’ of Human Potential do it
through Great Struggle and Adaptation for Change by looking within. If I didn’t Believe my
Mother, I sure don’t expect you to believe me. And in Fact, If I didn’t have the empirical evidence
at hand that I’ve Danced in Public for Close to 10K Miles in Public and Have Written a Free Verse
Long Form Poem Empirically Measured at 6 Million Words in 5 Year and 3 Million Words of Word Press Count in the Last Two Years along with those Plus 2000 Selfies with Beautiful Women; and yes, a Youtube Video of me Leg Pressing Half a Ton increasing my Leg Strength by Double in a Year or so span of dates; i might question my reality too. But it’s true, I prove the all Natural Miracles of Life I Do every day but never the less and even less it took me less than a minute to determine this Video was just a money Making Project of BS no different than BS Twitter Talks Every day for those PT Barnum Folks ready to suck it all up.

But again, I was the Real Fool when I didn’t believe my Mother when she said Magic is Real.

It’s true, if you’ve never experienced it for all practical intents and purposes it might as well be SuperNatural for you.

Build it and perhaps you will come back too in Fields of Dreams that are real enough in Empirical Evidence for you.

And Hell no, I still don’t Believe the Story of Jesus is about something that Happened in Real Life; but I do believe in Love; the Essence of the Entire Story along with the Faith that Folks come to Acquire by Looking within in Belief to Heal themselves of pain and numb among the worst illnesses still Measured by Medicine as Real.

This Magic is real too; there just isn’t a Great Enough Scientific Tool to Measure all of it as it’s worth noting too that even Esteemed Rock Star of Astro Physics, Neil deGrasse Tyson, will not deny the Potential that some kind of Advanced Being(s) has/have Programmed this entire Reality as is in some kind of Futuristic Hologram that is the now that we experience; Nor, will he deny that we know very Little about the Inner Universe of Being Human; Nor, will he deny someone like Katy Perry understands it better then he. It’s true that Dude has a Problem telling Lies too. And so do I; but i am not A Real Fool now who will deny that Magic is real or that Jesus is just a made up story that makes sense at Essence of what is ‘Most Real’, the Force of Love and Faith and Belief the Trinity of the Higher Force Within.

‘We’ Will at Least Be Successful in Measuring the Empirical Effects by the few who make it through the eye of the Needle in Fear of the Dark and Cynicism of Light as it’s too bad the Folks who really wrote the Story of Jesus don’t get all the Credit for Bringing Real All Natural Magic to Light that Really Works.

Anyway, this is how it works for me; I still don’t see Life as Fair or Equality of Outcome based on a Welfare God that/who doles out Heaven without any work. Do I believe in God; Hell Yes; but only through the Fire of Pain and Numb at 100 Percent of How I See God Now. As Yeah Baby; Silent Lucidity and Pain/Numb Made me a Believer
Polishing the Grains
of Sand that were
my Soul into one Diamond
of Love Faith and Belief in Love
as the Greatest Force so much more than a Four Letter Word (God)



Hi Sohair.. aLWays So Nice to Hear from You as Now for Real
you know feel sense there is no distance no time no space
in the Travel of Love that is Real and Pure at the Speed of
So TRuE NoW iN JoY
SMiles and now on the
topic of Sanity arriving
in a reprieve from True
Political Insanity in the
United States for over
A Year now in so
far away
And Dedication
to Principles Closer
to Hope and Love
And so far away from
Fear and Hate and sadly
to Bring that Reprieve takes a Fallen
Hero for exactly that Honor Duty and Freedom
For Country in Liberty that is still Real GroWinG Pains
My Friend For An Entire Globe that has no choice but to
get to know and feel and sense better at least for The
Similarities and Difference of Us Now wHere at Best
Hate For Real
that Feels and Senses
Real today in terms of
the Patriotic Nature in
Love for the Rights to Life
Liberty and the Pursuit of this
Happiness as Love Now Kisses Fate
For it’s True thE Love We Do Now reMains that
Way and For Today a Man named John McCain helps
out in the
of Love
that Never Fades
in the eYes of Those who Love..
GoD Bless You mY FriEnd As AllaH LovE Too..:)


WeLL.. Now For the Weekly Visit at Frank and Xenia’s Places of Poetry
And gigoid’s Place of Aphorisms from the Sages of the Ages as Lord
knows feels and senses what an interesting week this continues to be
And sure a little
of the Flames
of Pain and
that Verily
Polish a Human
Soul From Birth to Death
in one LiFE oF RiSinG from these
SimilaR AsheS AGAiN and again now too..
Yep eYe of the TiGeR And heART of the LioN Don’t come
Free without
And Guts
And Sweat and
Tears That And Who
Continue to Be Real At Core (GoD)
SMiLes.. i Suppose Wind in Some
Ways Flies Birds
And Cars too in
Of Physics
As Cultural
Extensions of Nature
At Core iT aLL reMains to Be..
MaGiC MushRooms As ‘they’
Say Nouveau Ways Old Style
Opening Up New
to: Human SouL From:
Tree oF LiFE WHoLE iN LiGHT..
So True iF MushRooms
Have Voice And iN Deed
For some They Do A Tale
They Will
LiFE iS Art
Flesh And Blood
Soul As Science
We make
to: Black and White
From: Our Colors oF LiGHT..
Smart Phones
Smart Mice
Dance Feedback
of Machine Life more..
Hi Frank With Happy Labors
iN A Miracle
So Far Absent From
Hurricanes as really
Big ones
to Coasts
in Pacific Ways
More and Even Though
Dog Days are chased away
Voluntarily.. the Heat and
Humidity at night
even close
Will Make Grown
Men Sweat Waiting in Line
Dance Within
As Lines continue to Heat and
Grow Longer For A Joy of Dance..
Flight of
Lit uP..
Heather Summers
Pink Mountain Sides
Clouds Dogs Black Grey
White iN Paradise Scent God..
No Castle No Sands
No River Forest
Boat Lands
in Store Lots
Ribbons of
Clouds Arise
Where i Live too
More Grey than White
Less Happy
Saturday Xenia..:)

“Kindly inform the sublime Pasha his hot dog is done….”

– gigoid

Ain’t Language Grand so Far away from Normative
Each Word is So Far Beyond iNFINiTY Now of Change
As iMaGiNaTioN and CreaTiVitY iN Real Time Forever now
MiND UniVerse
WiTHiN as each
Letter and Word
Paragraph Page
Short Story Book
Novel Bible Entire
Google Card Catalog
of Internet may be Arranged
Differently always now by each
And Every Letter Small and Google Large
so it’s
this way to
Even Lock
in A Letter A..
For God So Easily
Escapes in MInd’s of Free E’s..:)

“Learning isn’t a means to an end; it is an end in itself.”

~~ Robert A. Heinlein ~~

i’LL JusT

“Justice is incidental to law and order.”

— J. Edgar Hoover

Essence of Law and
Order Justice Above Rules

“He has no enemies,
but is intensely disliked by his friends.”

— Oscar Wilde

FriEnds that’s all

“All I kin say is when you finds yo’self wanderin’
in a peach orchard, ya don’t go lookin’ for rutabagas.”

— Kingfish

Dress uP iN Rome
Dress DowN iN Fields oF LoVE

Was there a time when dancers with their fiddles
In children’s circuses could stay their troubles?
There was a time they could cry over books,
But time has set its maggot on their track.
Under the arc of the sky they are unsafe.
What’s never known is safest in this life.
Under the skysigns they who have no arms
Have cleanest hands, and, as the heartless ghost
Alone’s unhurt, so the blind man sees best.

~~ Dylan Thomas (1914-1953), “Was There A Time” ~~

Tale of a Black Man Child and Child White Woman
A 60th Birthday for Remember the Time when Michael
Jackson was the Boy who Never Grew up and Died
Early Afraid to Age and the Same Birthday
Alive for Madonna Precocious
Ever Changing
All Ages of Art
She Still Seeks and
Finds at hand so Alive
And Brave to Try.. More and oh God Yes Fly
Free but Still the Music Lives HouSinGs in Fossils that Live..:)

“I like the way ONLY their mouths move….
They look like DYING OYSTERS”

— Zippy the Pinhead

True Song Without Dance ends up as only Talk

“The public demands certainties; it must be told definitely
and a bit raucously that this is true and that is false.
But there are no certainties.”

— H. L. Mencken (1880-1956), “Prejudice”

Some do Colors Some Do Black and White
Whatever And Live as Change..:)

“Our “neoconservatives” are neither new nor conservative,
but old as Babylon and evil as Hell.”

— Edward Abbey

No Light in Caves Covered With Veils oF iGnorance (Anti-Original-Greek-Apocalypse)

“If men will not be governed by the Ten Commandments, they shall be governed by the ten thousand commandments.”

— G.K. Chesterton

“Be entirely tolerant or not at all; follow the good path or the evil one. To stand at the crossroads requires more strength than you possess.”

— Heinrich Heine (1797-1856)

Grey Forever Over A Rainbow But Never Through

“With rank goeth privileges- so it ever shall be. But also with it go responsibility and obligations, always more onerous than the privileges are pleasant.”

— Robert A. Heinlein

Particularly True While Fearless Meek out
of Order
Free InHeRiT
ART oF eARTh Free..:)

“I am as firmly convinced that religions do harm as I am that they are untrue”

— Bertrand Russell

Wondering If Bert Ever Held Hands With A Stranger oF LoVE in Church.

“Fine words and an insinuating appearance are seldom associated with true virtue.”

— Confucius

Per Example Given For Above..:)

“I’m going to have you wrapped in a U.S. flag and burned personally by the President, in high octane American gasoline!”

— The Firesign Theatre movie, J-Men Forever

When aN OverAll Car is a Trumpian Lemon

“Ignorance is Strength.”

— George Orwell’s 1984

Who Proves Sadly Enough This is Twitter True for Minions at Least in the Real Movie Now

“Remember: there’s a big difference between kneeling down and bending over.”

— Frank Zappa, “He’s got 20 million dollars in his heavenly bank account.”

True Kissing A Pope’s Ring is Getting Rather Vulgar these days.

Ye shall know the” truth, and the truth shall make you mad.”

~~ Aldous Huxley ~~

Like i Said With Fewer Smiles…

“It is not necessary that whilst I live I live happily;
but it is necessary that so long as I live I should live honourably.”

— Immanuel Kant

Like A Stink Stank Stunk Grinch Bird FLuttering Out oF A Dirty FLag

“Remember what the dormouse said… FEED YOUR HEAD…”

— Grace Slick

Then Stand up

“A good reputation is more valuable than money.’

— Publius Syrus — Maxim 108

That Used to be True at least ‘they’ said.

“A little learning is a dangerous thing
but a lot of ignorance is just as bad.”

— Bob Edwards

Although it will Be Strength As HiSToRY SHoWS..:)

“The worst deluded are the self-deluded.”

— Christian Nevell Bovee

Most Everyone gets assistance this way

“Without courage, wisdom bears no fruit.”

— Baltasar Gracian

Trump is PullinG AHeads

“The happiness and unhappiness of the rational, social animal depends not on what he feels but on what he does; just as his virtue and vice consist not in feeling but in doing.”

— Marcus Aurelius Antoninus — Meditations, ix, 16

True the Science of Emotions in Feelings and Senses
Shows they Come First before Think or Do Paramount That Mountain oF heART iS NoW..;)

“Convictions are more dangerous enemies of truth than lies.”

— Friedrich Nietzsche

See Above Dance Sing Regulate Emotions Integrate Senses
Reborn iN Relative Free Will Staycation Heaven NoW ReaL..;)

“Food for thought is no substitute for the real thing.”

— Walt Kelly, Putluck Pogo

And Without ‘it’..;)


Scooting over Soon to MacroVerse Memories Years to Date With an Extended
Family Wedding over from Katrina’s Side coming very very soon
not too far away but still God Speed in Write needed here
in Fred Outer Space of My Space within too
hehe.. with the Tale of the Tape saying
too that “THRouGH Eyes oF WiSDoM
is MacroVerse Number 845
in 6 Million Word Five
Year Old “SonG oF mY
SoUL” LonGesT LonG FoRM
Poem and Bible Effort too oh if you
will please link to a longer one if you
can and will find that too.. hAha.. yes also
Doubling and Rising up to 3,333,241 Words
of Effort in the 27 Month Effort of “Nether Land
Bible 2017” in the 173rd MacroVerse for that
and Tripling Yes as the 70th MacroVerse
Endeavor for the 15 Month Old
“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
at 1,720,641 Words
where the Words
to this Sub Chapter
Bible of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’
are included in all the FB Profile Pic
Description Areas Since Memorial
Day Weekend of 2017 as that Effort
Grows on even Longer now too as this
Current MacroVerse “eYe oF ThE TiGeR
LioN HeART” Will Soon Conclude after
Shares of MacroVerse Memories are
Linked in and riffed off now too for
aNew ReNeWeD constantly
Changing Creative
in Writing too
Just my SouL a Little
MoRe in Evolving way each
and every now in eYe of a Tiger
and HeArt of a Lion even more coming to be now
for real now too.. fully exposed and speaking of that
“What Come May Will Erotic Poetry Novel” Arises
in Volume 3 all the way to 61,316 Words in that
3 Month Effort in Adult Ways of Blogging
more now too.. True at this pace
at least perhaps a knock out
all the Way in the Free PArk
Play of a Quarter of a
Million Words
all the Rest of What
i Write and Photo now too..
True you do what you can and will when you do
and i do what i can and will for i do it’s as simple and complex real as that.. too..
Oh yes before i forget the Tale of the Public Dance in the 60th Month of Doing
that now too arises to 9818 Miles soon to be 10K Miles too edging closer to
the Fall Equinox with another Incremental 6 Month Photo Album
MacroVerse of all the Selfie Memories From the Beauty and
Joy of Dance in ear to ear Smiles and Shining eyes
at Old Seville Quarter where Dance is a Muse for
just about as Real as Real Gets in Human
Potential for Pure Joy of Being Now
all the Way from Head to toe
and More as This
Effort of
Dance Becomes one Whole
Sort of Like Thunder of Freedom now too
Anyway.. Crap the Wedding is getting Closer to 6 PM
just down the Road but far enough to get Ready for
the Bride and the Groom to Welcome them too.. will
Get the Rest of this Done on the Way Back Still later on to go..:)


Wedding then A Few Hours of Dancing in Super-Walmart with Scores of Smiles
And Video Voyeurs Galore Hiding Behind the Bras and Panty Racks
Exploring More of my Trance Dance for Social Media Attention
Around the Web and Now Back heAr to Finish up this
“eYe oF ThE TiGeR LioN HeART”.. 846th MacroVerse
of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ After the 226th Dance Week
Marathon Night on Thursday at Old Seville
Quarter and with Close to 10K
Words Writing in Ways
of Separate
Erotic Poetry
Novel this Week’s
6 Day Effort of Writing
on this 7th Day to get this
Published Electronically that
likely won’t Happen until After
Midnight or even perhaps in the
Morning Before Church on the 2nd
of September too NEVER THE LESS
i Dance and Sing on more JusT for FuN
as here comes the Years to Date MacroVerse
Memories of “SonG oF mY SoUL” in a Sweet
Sixteen Number of those with a Few Words of
Free Verse perhaps shorter to accompany all of
this as this particular Band of Hurricane Winds and Chamber
of Nautilus Shell is Just about Ready to Ship off to Ocean Whole
Poem more as Words Dance and Sing on with no shame or regret now.. heHe..;)


“Culture is the Virus”.. True the Human Race in Small Groups all Naked and
Furry as Such in Abundance are just as nice to each other in All Loving ways
As Bonobos who Defeat Aggression.. Violence.. and World War III with All Loving
Ways of Apes WorKinG Stronger Together All Glued ToGeTHeR NaturAlly As Such..:)


“Out of my mind..anything! is possible!” Yes.. Class per Science.. ‘Transient Hypo-Frontality’..
Ascending Transcending the Illusions of Past and Future Created in the Neo-Cortex coming
into much Greater Laser Focus away from all Worries including what other folks think about
you as you feel one with all also known felt and sensed as atonement yes at one Meaning
all one with God as Nature no Separation in Oceanic Feeling Sensing Nature Whole as
God Now wHere Creativity is Empirically Measured 400 to 500 Percent more than so
called normal Mindful and Body Full Awareness out of Super Man and or Woman
Areas of Human Potential Higher Force of God Nature within now also known
felt and sensed as the all Naturally Intrinsically Rewarding Experience of
Life Phrased as ‘Autotelic’ too.. and True A Free Dance or Free Write
of Poetry in Free Verse like this is one Meditative way of
Gradually increasing complexity to arrive yes ascend
and transcend the Ladder to Heaven now real
with the Added Science Measured Virtues
of this Moving Meditation of even
Greater Emotional Regulation
And Sensory Integration
Regeneration of Mind and
Body Physically From Head to toe..
and decreases in the chances of Acquiring
Neurological Disorders and Diseases in the Functionally
Disabling ways of Parkinson’s and Alzheimer’s and By God even
Asperger’s and Bi-Polar too as i literally Have a Prescription all Natural
For a Free Style way of Meditation Dance that Doctor’s assess as remedying
the Negative Aspects of Bi-Polar and Aspeger’s too as i get the Super Creative
PArt of Bi-Polar and the Scientist of Asperger’s Syndrome with all the Laser Focus
with none of
the Negativity
of either Disorder now
as ironically as Long as i Break the
So-Called Social Norm in the Deep
South Footloose Gulf Coast Bible Belt
and Dance Dance Dance in Public Every where
i go where sure the Empirical Results of Close to 10K
Miles of Dance in 5 years along with 6 Million Words of
Super Epic Long Form Poem Personal Bible Writing Venture
Leg Pressing Half a ton now still anywhere from 33 to 52 reps
at 58 Years Old Still.. aLong with 226 Weeks of Dance Nights at
Old Seville Quarter with over 2000 Smiling Ear to Ear Autograph
Selfies with so many Beautiful Women then does aTTest to the Fountain
of Youth in Spirit at least in all of what i do that empirically Works as Heaven
now too Measured in aLWays real time now as more than Fully iLLusTraTeD in
167K Photos taken in 5 years now too.. and true more Words in Creativity are
Breezing by in Flow now as this is gonna take a Long Song another one from
Enigma to Accompany this Flow to the end of now too.. as Love and LiVE GrowS oN..:)


“WTF IS GOD!”.. As ‘they’ Say All iNeffAble Beyond all Human Created
Abstract Constructs yet some Humans Believe God will be Trapped in words
in one Book ya gotta be Kitten me as even a Pussy Cat knows feels senses
More God
than that
in one
oF PaW BeYonD
iNFiNiTY NoW YeS Do Dog too.


“A woman’s opinion on GOD”.. So.. According to Some Saul Dude Named
Paul Women are not Worthy to Speak on Spiritual Matters in Church when they
Are iNherent
Live Givers
of God as Such
well that is just
Full of Cock A Doodle Do..
as i listened to the iGnorance too at
A Wedding today for a Woman Submits
to her Father and then Her Husband Still Silent in Church Bull Shit that still is too.
But As ‘they’ Say too.. Do Whatever They Wilt for if thou Wishes to Remain a Slave thou Wilt.


“LOVE IS”.. Never Less Than Free When True Will Love You And or me All.


“Super Heroes of Dance Song and HOPE”.. Yes Love.


“Stripe of thirteen words”.. iN Trumpian Ways of Doing The Best one can and will
to Peel off 13 Stripes of a FLag SLowly in Torture one by one until someone says Uncle Sam Wins.


“Kat Year Secrets”..

ReVeaLeD SooN Enough.


“i AM2”..


“DrinKing Kool Aid Dance”.. ‘Stay Thirsty my Friends’.


“KAT Tales and Parabells”.. Do You Need to Spell Sublime…


“Awakening NOW”.. ALWaYS NoW MoRE..:)


“Two Wolves Ghost Dance Crazy Horse”.. When iT aLL coMes ToGeTHeR AGaiNoW..:)


“CocksComB deLiGht oF SciEnce And arT”.. This Will Mean Several Different ‘things’..:)


“Cyberian Tiger River Leaves”.. Just Reminds me that there is a Pensacola
Bikini Beach Contest Up A Few Blog Posts Higher that’s worth a another Visit.. hehe..
‘things’ with SMiLeS..;)


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017.. JusT ANoTHeR Epic Day
in the Life of me as this does most definitely conclude this Macro
Verse Named “eYe oF ThE TiGeR LioN HeART” for the
Writing PaRT at LEasT oN 9.1.2018 at 11:22 PM..:)










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

6 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)







The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”




ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE.. NoW..

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”



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26 Responses to eYe oF ThE TiGeR LioN HeART

  1. Only When ‘Men’ LEarn
    To FeeL themSelves Up
    Will They Ever Be Free;
    Women Lead Love Mostly;
    Men Fall to Fear of Love
    in General of
    Love Is To Be.
    When i ‘See’ Priests
    Popes and CEO’s
    i see tiny
    men and
    With little to
    No Relative Free Will of Soul (Love).
    True Love is Never Politics for it only Gives and Shares.
    The Church The Politics The Religion ‘The Business’ is far
    As it Always Has (Is) Been From The Essence of Love Freeing US NoW.

    A Greatest Weakness Is Being
    Afraid Of Other Expressions
    Self-Fulfilling Now Obviously

    I enjoy listening to ‘these’ YouTube Events; particularly the Latest ones by Peterson and Harris as they both keep each other ”Honest”; and to be clear I sense and feel that both of them really Believe in their Philosophies and Politics and Spirituality; and are not in this strictly for a Money Making Project of whatever it takes as that is mostly what YouTube and just about everything else is all about beyond those who Truly Seek what they Name as Truth as Love.

    On the other Hand, this entire ‘2 Hours Plus Ted Talk’ And Politics and Spirituality And in General Philosophy Talk
    is in itself Bait for Intellectual Elites above and beyond the Assessed Science Average of Modernized Commercialized
    Attention Spans of Less than the Average Gold Fish in Studies that are Real in Terms of Human Attention Span now.

    But see, there is still another Hand Still; while I will easily Breeze through one of these 2 Hour Intellectual Events
    to Stimulate the Dopamine in my Mind as Hell no I don’t need any Serotonin or Oxytocin as a Literal so-called
    Public Dance Legend will get even too much at a Place Like Super Walmart after doing that for Close to 10K
    Miles in 5 Years now where if it gets like that I move on to Dance Solo in my Back Yard with Sand and Sun.
    True; I don’t ‘need’ Dopamine either but the More the Merrier when one Does it in Balance as all things in Life.

    Some folks are just coming to these ‘Intellectual Giants’ as they Have become their Priests and
    Pastors and these are the Weekly to Even Daily Sermons online for Free as they may if they
    Care to Contribute to the Coffers of the Pod Cast Baskets as Folks Like Jordan
    Smash the ‘other’ side Pejoratively so in Political Slang Like ‘those’ Leftists, those
    Lefties and those ‘Marxists’ some more as of course while Jordan may not realize it
    this gives him a little ‘Lobster Boost’ in his obvious deficit of ‘Little Man’ Disease of Low
    in Serotonin whereas you won’t see Sam Harris or someone Like Jonathan Haidt doing this as they
    Obviously are Confident Men in their own skin who are not so Pre-Disposed to the Lack of Serotonin
    Inherent in Many Mental Associated Disorders in both Mind and Body Way. People with these issues of the
    Need for a Tribal Boost Naturally Gravitate toward Jordan as that is an Inherent Part of what is Empty in his Human
    Nature that he really doesn’t try to avoid in the the Fact that he’s had this Lifelong Problem as Probably an Outcast when
    Young, who still Hasn’t truly Looked within; spent enough time alone to get his self all filled up as one Force of Human
    Nature Balance. It’s Obvious Sam Harris and Jonathan Haidt have their ‘Stuff’ Together as they don’t get nearly as
    Bent out of Shape with the Frustrations and Aggressions that naturally come when a Person Feels Empty inside
    as that applies to Neuro-Chemicals and Neuro-Hormones that come through Nature and the Nurture now of
    Environment too; it’s easy to see from Non-Verbal Language for those who pick up less and more of Human
    Nature and Nurture too. It’s True too, the Autism Extending Phenotype is Strong for most all of these Dudes
    as of course they are Systemizing Scientists too; with the Rubin Dude not so much; or the Rogan
    Dude too, as More Intellectual Light Weights obvious to see too although they are a little more
    Loose about Life as Any Comedian Naturally Comes to be for the Sake of their Neuro-Chemistry too.

    True, both Harris and Peterson could use as little more Comedy too but that’s not so much Part of ‘Left
    Brain Thinking’ at least per Wet Wit Verses Dry Wit now; hehe. Smiles, in other words most People in the
    Real Bell Curve World are living as the Gold Fish that the Environment of Quick Link Shares with Warnings
    of TL; you won’t Ever Read ‘this’ for ‘we’ understand the Average Attention Span of Humans now for the
    Deeper Stuff of Life past a McDonald’s Hamburger and Fries to go aLong with that in Less than 30
    Seconds now of a Mind and Body without tHe Ability to eat more than that at one sitting now.

    You See my Friend; I’ve never Had a Problem understanding anyone on this Internet Site
    as there are many Variations of Human Communication Here in Terms off Both Science and
    Art that Amuse me, Entertain Me; and even Stimulate my Mind to Greater Depths but I always
    Learn More as i ain’t scared of anyone’s Freedom of Expression now. But on the other hand, if I hadn’t
    Developed the Real Life Ability to Master my own Emotions in Regulation and Senses in Integration, I
    Might do a Butt Hurt Dance Empty Inside when the Nagging Threat of Empty Within comes to visit again.
    But it won’t for I have so many ways to stay Filled up inside; I’m Like a Speeding Bullet that way in Slow
    Motion Per ‘Matrix’ Movie Metaphor too; hehe. The Best News of all Probably is if a former Gold Fish Attention
    Span Dude Like me can do it; other Canaries in the ‘Coal Mind’ likely can and will too as use it or lose it applies
    to everything in Life; Whether or not ‘they’ Become A Dance Legend in Red States of Public Dance Gulf to Coast
    Probably Depends on if they Develop any ‘Real Human Ball’s; Female and or Male as that comes to be too. It’s
    Worth Noting for the Incel Variety of Dude too that the Size of a Wallet is down on the Lowest List of what Women
    Love most for Fearless is above the 60th Percentile way of Turning Women on and Big Fat Wallets are at about the
    Bottom in the Single Digits too. In other, Words too, if Trump went the option I took at his age ‘then’ His Bus Experience
    of Life in Locker Room Talk would be much Different as He Wouldn’t have to approach Women at all as they Would
    Naturally Gravitate to him like Planets Revolving around a Fearless Sun hehe; and that’s easy for me to Prove
    with over 2000 photos too in much more than empty Locker Talks On Buses with even smaller men than him.

    In other Words; the ‘Real Incels’, who are spending all their spare time watching these Extended Play Podcasts
    and or Video Games would as far as Human Nature and Statistics Go find a way to exude a Non-Verbal way
    of Fearless every day now and the Women will be more like Honey Bees than ‘Wasps’ who sting now. And
    no; Hell no; this doesn’t even necessarily have any thing to do with ‘Chad Looks’ too as if one opens up
    My Latest Blog Post, I was a Hell of a Lot Better Looking as a ‘Chad’ at 30 than I am now but the thing is, I was
    Obviously in Non-Verbal Speak about as Uncomfortable in my own skin as any male goes and comes now.
    I was a Wall Flower in the Bar Dance Halls then no matter how Good Looking I was then as I didn’t literally
    understand how to even move in a Stance of Fearless until a Few Months in the late 80’s Long enough
    to Attract the Wife I still have the only Few Months I was truly confident through My late 20’s Back then.

    I’m not afraid of any opinion, now; and True in terms of Both Dance and Song I Win for this for Fearless
    Confidence in Love is at the Core of what Humanity still is at the best of what we can and will be now.
    The Evidence Proves it all across my Life Span now and the Science of it is also onboard now. And yes
    after I got Married, I got the metaphor of ‘fat and lazy’ as I thought the Only Real Goal in Life was a Woman
    to Love you now. Entropy Started to Set in, when I finally figured out so much Later at 53 that the Secret to
    all Real Success is to never leave a Boot Camp of Mind and Body Balance from first to last Blink of Life now;
    even if one never went in the First Place as we do have the potential for a Relative Free Will to Co-Create our
    Boot-Camps that Successfully Work for us across the Lifespan now; takes effort Real Blood, Sweat and Tears
    but the Results in Real Life Evidence Prove the Reward is not only intrinsic but outside of Inside too, now.

    I see very Little Physical and or Emotional Intelligences Given in any of these Podcasts Formats of Hours Long
    Except for words like Meditation and Martial Arts and Rough and Tumble Play. It’s easy enough to tell for the
    ones who’ve found something that works for they aren’t obviously always in Lobster and or Tribal Mode of
    filling up an empty space inside. Real James Bond’s Don’t go in to Attack Mode unless there is something
    worthy to defend like their Flesh and Blood Life for it is only a waste of Human Energy that Proves nothing
    more than who is truly weak or strong inside; For it’s also True, Neuro-Chemicals and Neuro-Hormones do
    not lie or the Behaviors Generated from the Essence of a Lack of all these Sparks of Life Free now. ‘Those’
    who Master ‘them’ in Mind and Body Balance win the Turtle Races over the Nervous Rabbits still, in my life too.

    But Still, now, I listen for I learn something and Have Plenty of Multi-Tasking Hours to do it; the thing is I Learn
    as Much about Human Nature from a Conspiracy YouTube Site as I do for all these Folks with all these Fancy
    Credentials too for the ‘Crazy’ ones will dip into places these folks will never go for they just don’t have the time
    or focus or Interest too. It’s nice not to have to Worry about Money or the Politics of Human Soul when you come
    Loaded with
    so much
    ‘Guns and Bullets’ and ‘Dollar Bills’ now
    Without ‘Real Guns’ and ‘Bullets’ per actual do
    of Fearless Love Money; Anyway, thanks for sharing, it was interesting and
    Those Interviews with Sam Harris and Peterson are the best yet, i’ve seen.
    Sam Harris has really Got most of his Stuff together but he still lacks the
    Emotional/Physical Intelligences to understand that Organized Religion is never going
    away for People Go to Hold Hands in what all Social Animals do as a Team Together no matter
    what ‘it’ is; dark or light or so-called Religion and or Politics’ that binds and bonds them together in
    Symbolic And in Edifice ways of Temples they want to last forever in Symbols They Feel as Holy and Sacred
    Full of Meaning and Purpose just to feel the Oxytocin of the Flesh and Blood Touch now as Science shows
    will never
    come close to
    Replacing the Human
    Flesh and Blood Hug now;
    not even in Nasal Sprays of
    Oxytocin for Love is Colored More than the Reductionist Parts of Flesh and Blood.
    Love is Colored by the Biggest Sexual and Love Organs of all the Entire Mind and Body
    in Synergy as Force of Love. When I Hear Sam and Peterson talk about this, I will see
    they’ve joined ‘The Party’; yes, ‘they’ Do have That Potential, too..:)

    Hi.. Lala Rukh.. nice to see You Returning to the Creative Pages of Your
    Life and nah.. they’ve Never been Boring to me for True i See all Human
    Blooms as FLoWeRS Ranging From Rose to Grains
    Quartz Sand
    of Magic Beach..
    Life is Longer Traveling now
    And Covered with Veils of what
    we come to Find or Loose of so
    Many Potential Intelligences of
    Life in Both Arts And Sciences
    True i’ve been Covered and
    Naked in and From
    Ignorance too
    my Friend
    in Original
    Greek Definition
    in Apocalypse now
    of Lifting those Veils
    of Ignorance into Greater
    Lights and Human Potentials too
    but oh the Magic.. Yes.. The Real MaGiC NoW
    iN SpiRit of HeART and SoUL going now so much
    further than Neo-Cortical Places of Time Distance
    and Space that need not exist when Astrocyte Waves
    Come in Synergy of Balance in Metaphor of Unleashing
    And Releasing so much Greater Quantum Human Potential Blessed
    to be in this Place Rising since 66 Months ago in March of 2013
    Still Traveling IN Hell
    Then Rising out
    of What Truly
    Felt and
    Sensed Like
    Hell In the March of
    That Year until rising out
    of Hell of Pain and Numb
    in 66 Months of doing that from
    January of 2008 through July of 2013
    it’s True A Holy Spirit of Creativity will come deep
    from within when one is still living in the Pain and Numb
    of Hell my Friend and perhaps with 4 Months like it did with
    me send some one straight from Hell into Heaven Real Within
    inside outside above so below and all around and with 6 Million
    Words and Lots of Help from Friends across the West to Ocean
    Far of East i’ve just about got a Job Done of ArTicuLating a Reality
    of Heaven for those with Deep Enough eyes and ears to see for you
    see my
    in no meaSure
    of Science nor is
    God in one Word but Kiss of all that is now..
    Best of wishes but remember Science takes both Art and Soul away..
    And use it or lose it applies to all that is life but there is always now to sTarT aGaiN
    Even if all of the Science of Life takes the Art and Soul Away That’s Good News my Friend
    Back Returning As Art For
    ReaL And GRowS AGAiN NoW
    Ocean Whole more than ever before..
    but no one told me any of this when i was
    your age at 26 now nor or even at 53 until then or
    even at 58 A few moments ago before i meet God now
    more fully within now as Love that is ReaL Art NoW
    as that
    now for those
    who free themselves
    of words and other symbols of limits and expectations of any less than now more..
    As Most any 3 to 5 or Earlier Year Old Child Understands before trapped in a Desk of PriSon..:)





  2. Frank Hubeny says:

    Good point: “Love is Beyond
    a Science
    of Only
    Cause and Effect” Science is objective and so has to ignore all the most important subjective reality about us.
    I liked this quote from Bovee: “The worst deluded are the self-deluded.”

    • SMiLes Frank and thanks as usual for dropping by as i continue
      to Celebrate 5 years away from ‘Comfortably Numb’.. well not really
      Comfortable either then but it goes with the Song as the Video Better
      Relates yes.. Science is rather stale and apathetic too as that goes and
      applies to the reaches of the Human Soul Alive as Life thru Death OG yes
      Alive too.. and this Week is also 66 Months total of Blogging since i received
      Still 62 Months into Hell out of 66 a First Creative Spark in March of 2013.. for
      the Hell that Started in January of 2008.. as i continue the Flow here and will
      continue the Song and Dance of Fingers over at Sohair’s Place a little later
      here as her topic of the Week is currently one of Apathy too on the other
      Side of the Wheel of Fortune of Flow.. yes.. Transient-Hypo Frontality
      And Autotelic way of Being were all Five Pleasure Neuro-
      Chemicals Synergy together with Neurohormones
      as Astrocyte Waves of mind reach down
      and around the Neuronal Sparks
      and other Peptides in each
      Cell Lighting up in
      over a Quadrillion Points
      of Light from Dark thru Rainbow
      Colors and Flavors now more of Bliss
      As Many Stars.. in UniVerse Whole too
      In Nirvana of Artism with even ReaSon
      of Science to Spice the Yin with Yang
      too when all comes now in Balance
      Doing my Best hehe to make
      this somewhat sublime too
      As True Each Mind and
      Body is a Multi-UniVerse
      NoW too that Co-creates
      Reality now with the Rest of
      Reality that stretches as far
      as Imagination and Creativity Wills
      to Bring Life’s Dreams to Fruition of Heaven
      now or the Hell of Nightmares that Dark contriving
      Dream time will bring too in Misery Loves Company now
      wHere the Delusions of Reality.. As Neuro-Science shows
      we all Hallucinate to some degree less and more are Subject
      to A Force of Relative Free Will As We develop that within inside
      outside.. above so below and all around too.. to Co-Create Life
      is As MasterPeace of Painting Less or more where we are the
      Paint the Brush and Master Peace Painting Whole in Ocean
      now free
      less or more
      as i move on to Sohair’s Place
      in less that Comfortably Numb
      Memories from 2008 and 1981
      too as First an Initiation of a Vision
      Quest from Apathy to Flow comes and
      the Responsibilities of 21 year old life takes
      that away for another 32 years and 37 Years
      to date this week too.. as Death as Life and Miracle
      of Life and those who see the Depths and Heights of
      Both do take back some of the Experience in Art to Share
      with others who have neither Yet been to Heaven or Hell Real within…
      And too the Psychedelic Generation of Music used Flow Enhancing Mind
      Additives to Bring Back some more of the Art of Mind and Body than most
      Folks Experience now and still others of us Enter Dreamtime MoRE as almost A
      Born on Date way of Being that ‘normal’ Society has little Clue to be ‘more’ this way.
      Hi Sohair.. for in Deed it is the Apathy of Indifference and Losing
      Emotions that turns a Soul Silent without a Breath of LIfe
      to Give and Share with others and in deed it is often
      the Apathetic of Youth Lost from Society that
      may go the most Killing Root of Cold
      Away from any Emotions or
      Connections with other
      Humans and
      Kill them
      as one Projects
      their State of Cold to
      others who live in a Reality
      so much Closer to a Flow of Heaven
      now as some folks only get small sparks
      in Glimpses of this Place of God River Flow
      in oneness within some none where others
      Live this way for Stretches of Decades.. As
      More a Heaven People now who seem to
      Never Run-out of Passion in Love to Give
      and Share it all this Agape Love to all
      others and the Rest of nature now
      as home as Home to be as Love
      now incarnate for those
      who arrive and
      in this
      Heaven now for Lord
      Knows this Dark Night and Years
      of the Soul where there is no warmth
      within even with a Pet of Furry Cat or Dog
      as the most Basic of Loving Human Feelings disappears
      and Loved ones Close are no Longer Felt for this may also be an
      Organic Condition that comes with actual Neurological Disease too
      where the Human Dies Slow a Torturous Death of this Spirit of Heart
      as Soul of Apathy as such in Conditions Like Dementia too where all
      that’s Left of the Soul Before is a Stone Cast of a Living Being now..
      true my friend the Crosses some folks carry as Life are beyond
      the comprehension of most people who truly live even a
      little bit as Soul now.. And True Chronic Social Stress
      And Abuse and Neglect in all ages may create
      An Apathetic Child/Adult of Dead Soul or
      A Loving Adult where Stress
      Destroys the parts
      of us that and
      who Love
      Feel Alive for me
      For around 7 Months or
      So in 1981 and then an All Natural
      Flow fo Breakthrough of Soul that i never
      Felt Before for 3 Months then Back to Hell
      of Cold Apathy a Poor Man few to no Friends in those
      Years really of University where the Study Element Supersedes
      all that Was Soul of Social Life all the way through High School then
      as true my friend Culture is truly Insaner as it takes us away increasingly
      Over Here in the United States for all of what it means as the Human
      Social Animal in Hugs of Life That Are Real to Be As Human now..
      Working Together in Flesh and Blood Toward Subsistence..
      Shelter.. and Reproductive Mates.. all Mutually agreed
      upon in Consensual ways of Life too.. so many
      Folks Live in Apathy Falling to Opiate Addict
      Drugs so many Social Roles
      Gone no more Self Esteem
      with Roles that Naturally come
      in the past so far away where Machines
      moreover now Rule the Roost as Human Stones of Soul now…
      anyway.. i came out of that Apathy in ’82 that would Stay Secure
      for Almost Two Decades after that where at least i could feel the
      Pet of A Cat as Warm and Fuzzy Soul but then of course worse than
      Ever in Hell of Apathy for 66 Months.. from January of 2008 through
      July of 2013.. with a Blessing of a Spark of Creativity motivating
      me to Blog in March of 2013.. 66 months ago from this Week
      now for it true my Friend Apathy Kills all that is life for now
      And it’s also true those ‘Quiet ones’ may end up killing
      others now if they come to Feel Small enough
      Now and Blame the Rest of Society for
      True not all Apathy
      People are to be
      Trusted either
      for this
      a Very Dangerous
      State of Being and mostly
      of course for the Ends of Being
      for the Apathetic Soul Cold now
      And it’s True there are Dante’s
      Metaphors of Progressively
      Darker Rings of Apathy
      Cold and Numb
      in Empty
      Pain of now too..
      True now the Rings of Hell
      are as real as that made-up
      Story where some folks exist in
      the Apathy of Hell and others Thrive
      in the Flow of Love.. if only We WiLL
      Find Ways.. to Bring Humans Back
      Now From both Comfortably Numb
      And Hell of Numb as Pain now too..
      Anyway.. Hells as Apathy Will Be dArk to Greater LiGHTS oF LoVE
      Too For Those Who Do Not Give uP oN Much Longer Eclipses oF SoUL..:)


  3. “1. PPR
    This is a special forum. It is for debating and as such pretty much anything goes provided it stays within the site rules and the following guidelines. It is more or less freedom of speech. It doesn’t matter if some people have obnoxious or ill-informed opinions regarding politics, religion or virtually anything else. People can debate and criticize any religion, atheism, political party, public figures etc. Just because some members may belong to a particular religion (or atheism) or political party, does not exclude it from debate. If people want to criticize atheism that is fine. Criticise Islam, Christianity, Buddhism, Paganism, Confucianism, Judaism, Satanism, Scientology etc all fine too.”

    This wasn’t set up to be a ‘warm and fuzzy’ place and it’s worth noting
    that not all folks on the Autism Spectrum are alike. Not all of us have
    Thin Skin; not all of us are STEM Majors; in Fact, Science Shows as far as “higher functioning” goes close to
    two-thirds are not. And yes, some of us are both literally and metaphorically Jacks and Jills of most all Trades of Life,
    Dark and Light. Highlight the Phrase “more or less Freedom of Speech” above as in this way the Forum has been
    Increasingly Failing for Years as that is what brings some folks on the Spectrum here most to hear a Different
    View and of course mileage and make varies on that among folks on the Spectrum too. For instance, it
    wasn’t too long ago that a Moderator did a mock exorcism on me for “Breaking the Internet” whatever
    the Hell that means in Terms of Freedom of Speech. I Used to use all Caps for emphasis that wasn’t
    okay for me but okay for others now. I do my best to reach the Edge of the Page now but i am
    and rather
    to Linear think.
    This doesn’t Look like
    the Section for you as it’s
    true online there are Doors
    and in Terms of folks more averse
    or less averse to the ‘Wild of Communication”,
    it’s easy enough to go to a different room one feels comfortable in.
    That’s what I do but no room scares me as i’ve got a Few Stripes on my Back; more than a few with Scar Tissue Enough..;)

    And to be clear, I said it is worth noting; I have no idea what your understanding of these issues are; And I’m Always
    Polite but if you are ‘different here’, ironically, in someways that’s the easiest way to Piss other folks off; nice or not;
    it doesn’t make me Angry but it is overall amusing as I enjoy Irony. In Fact, I enjoy Every thing; In Fact, I Live in
    Heaven Real Now within and on the outside too; In Fact, I have enough Empirical Evidence that it’s true
    and other People can and will likely achieve it too. Smiles, You’d be amazed at all the People who
    are both Metaphorically and Literally Averse to Achieve Real Heaven now; perhaps, if they Really
    go to ‘Hell’ like I did for 66 months; they might have a Change of Will that Feels more like Love.

    That’s not for me to decide, with Smiles again..:)

    And again unless you are really Interested in Occasional
    Nuggets of Wisdom in a Tar Baby Thorn Patch, I can’t imagine why anyone would
    come here at all; and they just don’t do it much anymore; Clear from Views of Participation.

    And on top of that the Moderator Jobs here are Thankless as I was offered one back when
    I Lived in ‘Hell’ and had no choice but to turn it down. And there is Still no way in ‘Hell’ I would
    do it as I can’t imagine Herding Cats and actually believing I could do it. So, I Have no complaints
    if anyone exorcises me as if that gives ’em a Smile more Power to ’em; And After all in Poem i’ve written
    A Literal and Metaphorical 6 Million Word Bible Poem and do what most folks fear the most even more than
    Public Speech; yes, Dancing In Public for close to 10K Miles too in 5 years in “Trump State Foot Loose Towns”
    in the Deep Bible States of the Gulf Coast Southern US of Let’s Make ‘Murica Great Again. Hey, If I can get away
    with what
    I do here
    at Home
    without getting
    Shot in Public it ain’t so bad
    at all for those who are Brave enough to actually Do Free in all the ways that comes..;)

    Any way; Welcome to the Wrong Planet.

    Not likely anyone else will but i ain’t afraid of Reciprocal Social Communication for yes
    too I can go Super Introvert or Extrovert Both ways with ease and here where Informal Polls
    that were Huge and Very Well Participated in showed that 95 Percent of Folks are Introverted here;
    Most folks on the Autism Spectrum are but some folks are most definitely not in all the ways that comes too..:)

    As far as Special Interests and Laser Focus And Doing it; no one else does it in Longer ways of doing two things like
    Song of Poetry and Dance of Feet like me; no one and I do mean no one on record at least has me beat anywhere now.

    I am one of those ‘Super Autistic Folks’ as a Savant of Spirit of HeART Soul also strange enough to be Bi-Polar too; others
    come before.
    i am too F in SmArt NoW to get Hung or whatever; hAha..;)

    Have a Nice Day; I Write it Down in Song of Words And Dance it in Feat of Feet And ‘it’ HapPens Now Without Fail
    And that is just one of Many Ways to Heaven NoW That is Real my Friend; Oh yeah, I see everyone as Friends and that
    Pisses people
    off too; i would
    lose but i WiLL aLWays Love to Win this way too; And it F in Works at Least for Me; Meeker Stronger with Will On a Foundation of Grace as Balance and Love And All That Jazz of Fearless too. I don’t just Study Philosophy or Religion or Politics and just Repeat it back like a Canary in a Coal Mine. I actually Dance it and Sing it anew reneWed every now and it shouldn’t really be any Wonder why i visit ‘this place’ too as all of Life is Religion and God and Love to me no matter what.

    It’s also worth noting in Real Flesh and Blood Life where Folks Inhabit ‘Life’ now with ‘Normal’ Emotional
    Intelligences, People Treat each other More Like Humans with Respect than Science Projects to be Solved;
    Nature of the Beast as ‘they’ say; it is what it is, too. I don’t have any Problems now with People
    Mocking me to my Face in Flesh and Blood Life, even when I Public Dance Free Style Ballet Mixed
    with Martial Arts; along with Leg Pressing Half a Ton 52 reps in Strength Standing 6 feet plus and
    240LBS, now too; sure, size matters too; and overall Martial Arts Skills as it’s worth Noting that’s
    Part of How Muhammad Ali came to Float before he Stung and Bruce Lee
    Became ‘the Water’, not having to Prove his so-called Manhood anymore;
    Yes, they did Ballet and Discovered Real Strength is in being the
    Original Greek Definition of Meek that Means Fearless Will in
    Grace of Strength in Balance where An Ocean of Calm
    Means A Real Potential
    of Raging of Waves
    in Real Life
    has not encountered before, too.
    Anyway, such is life in the Real Big City.
    Anyway, online is a place of Faceless Avatars where
    there is no real worry of ‘Real’ Retribution with Ad Hominem attacks except Automatically
    Losing the Debate from the Get Go at the Lowest Level of Critical Think; there are more Intelligent Words to choose.
    And ‘Real Men’ Like Obama acted always with Respect as ‘Real’ Political Leaders Do where other ‘Men’ are tiny no matter how
    much they
    weigh now
    in Secret or Real
    as it simply shows with their overall
    Attitude about Life at Peace or the other place(s).
    Realistically and Statistically Speaking from a Quick Overview of the Folks Still Posting here; if that standard were really held up, there might not be enough people to keep the forum even going; no doubt, I’m not the only who sees this reality.
    And to be even More Clear, many City Councils and Churches are the Same way as they just don’t have enough Humans
    who have evolved in one life as truly respecting of other Human Natures; Nature of the Beast, again, as People who are
    all filled up with Love don’t usually go seeking so-called Positions of ‘Power and Status’ for a Space almost impossible
    to Feel and Fill Within Without Love that gives and shares free out of just the Joy to Live Love incarnate at Highest Levels
    Of ‘Real Human’ Potential now. And additionally, some People Just don’t get the warm and fuzzies from Human
    contact and that’s a Sad and Numb Fact of Life too; People who do, copiously, look at mocking other folks like
    mocking their own selves as that is what people in effect do when they do this clear to us with ‘Real’ Love now.


  4. Yep.. Life is Change and
    Shades of Grey and
    Never Ever Binary
    Black and White
    Which Makes
    Autism Spectrums
    Gender Spectrums
    Identification Spectrums
    Are as
    In your Hands…
    Got a long way to Go Baby..
    Enjoy the Ride And Don’t
    Empty the Boat if You Can
    And Will Now Help it Float
    There is no Absolute, Most Likely, or Maybe in Yes; now, too,
    Only Yes for we Humans Co-Create Yes and Not the Absolute
    Mostly Likely Or Maybe for We Do First and Sing The Dance
    After We Feel and Sense the Dance First Deep Within, Yes;
    So, in other Words Life is More Art Than
    Science Literally as such True in SmART;
    And Metaphorically, True as SMart too; yes,
    Both at 60 Percent if one Happens to Seek and
    Find and Co-Create Numbers too as Holy and
    Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose too. And
    as Sam Harris says to make a dropping of one
    Name of So-called SMart; yes, he says we still
    Create smART Superstitions Like Checking the
    Empty Barrel of a Gun when we Pass it to a Friend
    and in Turn then Check it again when Passing it back
    to you and even though you Double Check it as a Gun
    with an Empty Barrel now you still don’t Play Cops and Robbers
    and Point it at your ‘Game Friends’ at Home or even one’s Children in
    how those Games go too in Rough and Tumble Play with Toy Weapons now too.
    Anyway as Science Shows we are literally Star Stuff as PArt of the Whole Universe now
    So what This Means is that at least in Us For Those Who Can And Will We Care We Share We Give
    God is Love as Us at Best now too as Social Cooperation Comes Best from yes, Social Cooperation;
    and what ever so called ‘Crazy’ Beliefs full of Meaning and Purpose we co-Create as Holy and Sacred even if it is
    Idol Worship of a T-Shirt worn by a Movie Star one Values as it is the Healing Neuro-Chemicals and Neuro-Hormones
    that come at the end or the beginning of Now; yes, always now for if Life is one we Co-Create as Bliss or a Dog Pile
    of Apathy so far away from the FloW iN ZoNE that comes as ‘Transient Hypo-Frontality’ in an ‘Autotelic Nation’ of
    Being Within for whatever Do or Value in Do one Places on the Tools and Flesh and Blood of Life when we just
    Do Joy
    in FLoW
    now in lieu
    of Apathy in
    Dog Pooh too.
    And to Paraphrase Carl Sagan
    in the ‘Contact Movie’ for the
    Meaning and Purpose and Holy
    Sacred Way of Life Most we Humans
    Do; We Are Still Capable of Beautiful
    Dreams we imagine we move we connect
    and Co-Create in a Fruition of Together or sure
    not much of anything in a state of Apathy or a Misery
    Loves Company so far away from Joy that Loves Company
    that we sit Around Dreaming up Horrible Nightmares and yes
    Imagine a Nocebo Way of Life away from Healing Placebo in Moving
    Literal and Metaphorical Voodoo Connecting in that Misery Loves Company
    and Bringing Nightmares to Dark Reality in a Fruition of Together in ‘that other
    way’ of Life too; Meanwhile, Life is Sweet while other Folks Do Salty and Worry about
    We Make
    as Tools
    Ranging From
    Words to Nuclear Bombs
    more than the Warm and Fuzzies
    like the Carl Sagan inspired ‘Contact’ Movie clearly
    related in Wisdom at the End the only thing that really
    makes life Bearable at the Beginning Now is the Love of Holding Hands in Flow the
    Most in all the Artful Ways of doing that when we lose the Tool Mind of Time Distance
    and Space so far away from Together Beyond any Measure; even Infinity as Love is Eternal
    Beyond Infinity as we Hold Hands now. Like it or not we are God as Nature Whole paRt oF it
    all Make
    the best
    of it or
    don’t do it
    that’s up to you;
    Meanwhile Color Life
    Drab in Apathy or make
    it beyond the Rainbow of Oz More iN FLoW iN ZoNE as ‘Oz’;
    Meanwhile, Bliss Exists for some in Flow eternally now and
    Misery Loves Suffering in endless time in distance and space now
    as the Essence of Holding Hands with all (God) the Most we Can and Will now as reAlly real.
    In other words, it doesn’t matter if one wears a ‘Suit’ to Church or not as Long as one Marries God Within and
    Shows God as all that Nature in us can and will become now an Epic Life of Love Always now; if one wills; if one can; if
    one just does it now; with whatever Tools Help out in Preparing a way like this even if it is a Fantasy of Boogie Wonderland
    now. In Shorter, The Essence Greatly Exceeds All Form For the Essence is what is Real no Matter Form and True as Science
    Shows it is impossible to Reliably Measure How Much Greater my Pleasure is than yours for it is Essence as Reality Most that obviously no one sees but the Holder of Real Heavens now. So, true, too, you can Call God a Blue Turtle and that doesn’t change
    my Heaven now.
    Freedom of Speech Doesn’t Scare Heaven;
    Like Sticks and Stones but this is really real as Essence now.
    And as Far As God Goes God is Magic and ‘Schizotypal’ if ya wanna Call God Names like that too;
    Dam sure More Than A Feeling Better than Apathy of Empty Words with little to no Essence of God (Love) within.


  5. Thanks ‘Guys’; Wink Wink; You
    Are STarTinG to Make ‘my’
    ‘Existence’ Plausible; heHe, HeRe;
    Considering that Modern NeuroScience Indicates at least that We all Basically
    Hallucinate our Realities based on the Metaphysical Experiences of our Subconscious Minds
    that Science has no way still now to Fully Discretely Measure; Our Grasp of Reality is Tenuous at
    Least and Best
    Full of Meaning
    And Purpose we Co-Create
    in ‘the’ Holy and Sacred Metaphorical
    Stories We Make Together Holding Hands;
    Creating Abstract Constructs to Hold the Essence
    of what we agree or disagree is Consensually Mutually Real
    as We stArt Co-Creating those Abstract Constructs in Stone of Written
    Pictographs to Alphabets to Words to Bibles Exalting Holding ‘the Religion’
    and Politics of Order over what other wise may be felt and sensed as only an
    to Be Feared ‘unbound’/
    ‘Free’ in the Innate Instinctual
    Intuition of our Naked Nature Within (God).
    THere is no Test in Love (God), Life, Jesus, Buddha,
    Lao Tzu, Buddha; and other Symbols in ‘Force’ for our Existence
    now as is; only Teach for Tests Make Concrete for what we can
    and will do/be in Flow without Measure now for doing more in
    all the ways ‘that’ comes. So, ‘you’ Believe in ‘Jesus’ as a Literal Man
    even though the Mountain of Biblical Evidence Suggests at Best Jesus
    is a Story Created by Innumerable Ghost Writers with Famous Pen Names
    Like Luke and Mark and Matthew and John; i find ‘your’ lack of Faith in the Story
    and Teachings rather weak and tenuous too in Terms of the Test of a Physical Being
    Dying on a Cross and Doing the Voodoo of Coming Back from the Physical Dead but that
    Matters not for the Teach is all that truly counts in Life and Love and God and Jesus and Buddha
    and Lao Tzu and Superman and Batman and whatever Story of the Archetype of ‘the Hero’ ‘who’ escapes
    the DArk Still now comes Back and Teaches what comes from DArk as LiGht that is as real as any thing
    else we
    Our realities mutually
    And consensually now as
    real as real gets in a Story
    that moves our SPiRiT oF HeART;
    yes, our Emotions and Senses Regulating Integrating
    our Realities as is wHere Mind and Body Balances as Soul
    Nature in Arts and Sciences as Best we can and will as Teach
    more now
    Less as nothing
    in life is Black and
    White other than a ‘Rational Delusion’ as such;
    Like Batman’s Mentor said; become something more; become Legend;
    for no one will ever kill a legend as long as that Legend is a Story in ‘Print’.
    There is no Measure of Human but Do; there is no Measure of God but Do; THere is no Measure of Love but Do Teach
    NoW; Oh, by A way in ‘Star Wars’, ‘the Force’ was/is a Metaphor for the Eastern Metaphorical Concept of Chi and Ki and Qi.
    Chi, Ki and Qi ‘equals’ the 140 or so years of study of ‘the Flow’ as Neuro-Science now Measures this Higher Force of
    Human Potential as the State of Mind/Body that(who) can and will be seen on Brain Scans as Transient Hypo-Frontality;
    yes, the State of Mind and Body In Balance that all Naturally Comes from Still and Moving Meditation too.
    True, too, in Nature when one successfully escapes Prey and Captures Predator one Loves to move
    in ‘Rice Paper Dancing’ Balance through the Dead Leaves of the Forest as ‘Invisible’ Peoples
    in South America Still do now as well as other Apes like Bonobos do too with tHeir Great
    Ape all innateLY instinctualLY and intuitiveLY ‘Loving Touch’ that/who diffuses Aggression
    And Violence and Their Realities of ‘World War III’ too. They have No Metaphors Now
    Except the reality of the Essence of their Emotions Regulating and their
    Senses Integrating in an Animal Homeostasis in Balancing
    Soul of Ape that/who rules tHeir World All Natural
    as God Nature Within all Innately, Instinctually.
    And Intuitively; So, what have Humans
    LEarned with all
    tHeir Words of Love
    Written in the Stone; it
    depends on Flesh and Blood
    Still my FriEnd of Holding Hands or getting Lost as the Tools we Co-Create.
    I didn’t have to Write A F iN Word to become a Legend; all I had to do Was/is Be A ‘Bonobo’ Clothed Free For Naked Nature And Dance and the Rest is mostly Herstory on the Breath of those who see the Dance of all of me Flesh and Blood Free. As Far as Making Money goes in this Clothed and Modern World; Money goes where the Target Audience comes now
    and that explains why those ‘these days’ that/who Science Suggests have Less than the Attention Span of a Gold Fish Live in a ‘Twitter World’ now without even the Breath For A Story. That’s why i keep my back UP Plan with ‘the Dance’
    ‘these days at least’ as truly that is An Oldest Story of Humanity And Existence oF aLL; the Dance;
    ‘the Shiva’ oF All ConCern. ‘Who’ Knew, Felt, Sensed the Secret to all of Life is Boogie Wonderland;
    Perhaps Earth Wind and
    Fire and
    A Penguin
    Story of Real in
    Human “Happy Feet”.
    Smiles my friEnd; tHere is
    enTirELy aNoTheR place of Flow
    in Mind and Body wHere Science
    SHows Creativity is Boosted 400 to 500
    Percent in an ‘Autotelic’ Real Experience Measurable
    too as Heaven within. It’s only a Matter of ‘Time’ that
    doesn’t exist now until the Yin and Yang Come Back together
    Again as a Happy Dance and Song for Human Apes now for True
    iN LiGhT it doesn’t
    A Rocket
    Scientist or an
    Engineer to Dance;
    ‘Only God’ in Human as Love Without a Word aT all;
    And LiGHT (Love) (God) Does coMe From dARk now too
    explaining ‘my’ existence here, now too; evenTuAlly as ‘You’.
    i Am A Non-Verbal Child; Until Four; Now tHere is No Forget
    oF LoVE (God) Dance for me.
    For me it was a Polar Bear
    And as Married Couples
    Grow older in empty
    Nests.. Bedrooms
    Become Storage
    Rooms where
    As Synchronicity
    Rolls with your Blog
    Post as Nothing is Random
    In Life when we Make it all
    A Dance and Sing i literally
    Found a Newer identical
    Childhood Polar
    Bear An
    Loving Furry White
    Best Friend as those
    Feelings Washed over
    Me as it’s True no ‘matter’
    What We Co-Create as the
    We Become in
    All the Colors
    Of Polar Bear
    Love We Keep
    From Letting
    Our Child oF
    LoVE From going extinct..
    i took a picture of that Polar
    Bear and relatively speaKing
    Now with A Google Search
    Live a Thousand
    Years in A Most
    Northern Pole oF LoVE…
    Thanks for Helping
    Newer Story…
    As i DepEnd
    iN mY ExTending
    BRain ReLative
    (Google) Now And
    Yes Credits for this ‘MicroVerse’ now
    Go out in a Shout uP to Jordan Peterson
    And Sam Harris And ‘Fnord’ And others From
    the ‘Wrong Planet’ Tailored to Folks on the Autism
    Spectrum And Blogger ‘Psychologistmimi’ And yes to
    my Four Year Old Internet Muslim Friend Rafiah From Pakistan
    who is soon to Have her 25th Birthday on September 14th.. Close to the Center
    of ‘Virgo’ too as i continue to Hope in Love to Help Her and Many OTHeRS MoRE NoW
    Conceive tHeir Own Stories And Dances of Life That And Who Is/Are Truly Free As LoVE (GoD)
    Oh yes.. and Considering this is Teacher’s Day over in India i will Celebrate that too by visiting
    Jainist Friend Himali now too as some more Words Will Fit in a YouTube Comment now too..
    Oh and no.. not to forget Seville Quarter’s “Charlies’s Angels”.. Chelsea.. Cortney.. and Maggie
    that and who in Dance without
    A Word Make
    me Feel Sense
    i Exist As LoVE NoW too…
    As ‘they’ say.. Hellooove Himali And Saving Among the Best for Last as
    First for those who Teach a Philosophy of Unconditional Loving Fearless
    For all as You do still Do heAR.. And that reminds me too of a Woman Named
    Tina.. “Intellectually” in ‘Development’ Challenged who worked with her Mother Dolores
    who at times was quite severe in Demands for her.. but never the Less Tina still Loved her
    Mother and Never Complained.. Tina Always told the Truth for she was not ‘Smart’ enough to lie..
    Tina Loved the Small Joys of Life for she was
    Not Smart Enough to Hate Less..
    Tina Worked as Hard
    as any CEO
    for she
    Life takes Work….
    Tina Loved the Atlanta Braves
    And the Chicago Cubs as she never
    Gave up and they eventually won the World Series too..
    Tina Loved Bingo.. Just for All the Joy Lit up in Her eyes for going with
    her Friends And True i was Tina’s Boss always so Busy and the so-called
    Boss of her Mother Too.. but i watched Tina Closely as Tina became my Hero True
    for see my friEnd
    when I lost my Feelings..
    when i lost my Memory of what
    a Laugh Felt Like or even what
    a Smile Felt Lost in Hell for 66 Months so long after i Lost my Love
    For anything at all but the Reality of Work just work and work so hard
    in a do or die proposition fed to me by the Culture of the God of Money
    after i lost
    it all then
    i understood
    who Tina was is
    then Like my Favorite
    Stuffed Animal as a Child..
    yes.. a Small White Polar Bear
    but Tina wasn’t just Stuffed together
    Like A Story.. Tina was is Love iNcarNate
    And ever since then i do my Best in Honor of that Teacher of Just Loving Life as is.
    And Yes Thanks to Every One Else All That is NamELy God now too as Real as Real is LoVENoW 1,666 Words.



  6. Perhaps it’s more than Verbal Think among the options i’ve used Least Across my Lifespan
    in course of Visual and other Sensory/Emotional Think not unlike the Rest of the Wild
    Animal Kingdom as is but even if one is restricted now to mostly Verbal Navigation of the
    World and they Pay Attention to the Wording of Science Abstracts with as few Metaphors and
    Other Emotional Languages as Possible; isn’t it yet Crystal Clear by now in Words of those
    Folks Like Carl Sagan and Neil De Grasse Tyson that we literally are All ‘Made From Star
    Stuff’, And are ‘the Cosmos unto itself’ in Nature Speak as ‘God Speak’ as we are far from
    Understanding It All as “Nature’s ‘Imagination’ is beyond of All we Feel and Sense
    but yet that doesn’t Negate that we are Part of the Universe Whole with about
    as Many Connections within that Spark the Total Force of Vibrations and
    Frequencies in Synergy of Energy within us as Yes a Quadrillion or so in
    as many connections as there are Star Points of Light in the Science Aided
    eyes that and who see so much more than we Humans Ancestrally have done
    in Yes Point being we are literally the Universe and some of Us Care we really
    Care and Love Each other Holding all of Nature up Full of Meaning and Purpose
    We Co-Create Together Still aCross A Full Life Span of We do still Self-Actualize
    As A Metaphor at the Top of the Capstone Pyramid of Maslow’s Self Actualizing
    Individual in Human Potential Ascending and Transcending in Agape Love for all as
    Fowler Relates in His Pyramid of Faith too in the Similar Ascending Transcending way
    of Love For all Full of Meaning and Purpose We Co-Create So Holy and Sacred in actual Feel
    and Sense for Loving All. It’s true it’s more than Words it’s a Feeling and Sense that some of us
    Work to Attain And Maintain through the Full Course of Life from First to Last BLink Now of Breath to be.
    In other Words as Far as
    i can and will See Purpose and
    Meaning in Life that is Holy and
    Sacred is up to all of us to do and Co-Create
    or not if we choose the Alternate Relative Free
    Will to Apathy toward what Our Human Potential and
    Overall Love for all might other wise be if we took one step
    to a River of more than ‘the other’ place out of Belief of what
    we can and will do more. Thing is, A Pep talk without Emotions and
    Senses that Moves us to Action is truly Just Empty Shells without the
    other Parts of Whole UniVerse us now too as Real. And i suppose that’s
    where Nike Just Do it Commercials and Folks who are not afraid to Question
    God and Country come from for Group Think is rather averse to doing more than
    what has been done before in Fact it’s often called Crazy and yes in Deed a Compliment
    too for those of us who never
    give up as
    Loving it all, Now.
    The World is a Mighty
    Sweet Place for those of
    Us who Truly Believe in our
    Potentials to Co-Create this Love of Life Real.
    It’s true i have no idea how to do it until i just do it now
    And that’s the Flow Speaking in Greatest of Human Potentials that Science Measures
    of us
    Universe Whole
    of all that is Nature
    plus what we don’t know
    and feel and sense at least yet.
    Other wise we never move out the
    Caves of Past Dwellings and OG the Cave Paintings never move
    off the Wall either as Yesterday becomes Forever now
    instead of Progress and Evolution of Being Human now.
    By God it’s Hard
    to do if you one doesn’t
    find a way to Love it all in
    An actual Feel and Sense of
    Holy and Scared all that is now more than ever before..:)

  7. A Way oF A ‘World’
    Make Money And Buy ‘Stuff’ NoW
    No Thanks Got Enough Love to Last
    GeT LiT To: oNe All
    Positive Affect From:
    SoUL oF LoVE NoW KiSS 66
    YeS LoVE is Do BuTT ALso OVeRaLL
    STate oF Mind and Body BaLaNCinG
    Peace And Harmony
    So WHat’s
    YouR CuRRencY
    Love or Money Likes
    Or FoLLowS EveN Less
    It’s Interesting how Numbers in combinations since Birth of
    6660 have Followed me all around Life so far in Fact i wrote
    A ‘Revelation 66’ Before i realized i would rise out of Earthly
    Hell Within in 66 Months of just that from January of 2008
    through July of 2013 as Lord knows feels and senses at
    least in the Love of me it felt so good for the Worst Pain
    understood to Humankind named Type Two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia i experienced from Wake to Sleep Finally
    went away all together by July 22nd of 2013 and
    My Emotions came Roaring Back from Numb
    escaping pains too from Spinal Stenosis and
    Degenerative Arthritis in my Spine
    And Coat Hanger Pain around
    my Shoulders and Neck
    associated with
    where my
    Blood Pressure
    and Heart rate were not properly
    Synching as my Nervous System
    that Autonomically Controlled that was
    out of whack and Oh Lord the Dry Eyes
    Finally Controlled from Sjogren’s Syndrome
    An Immune System Disorder that actually attacked
    the Nerves of my Feet First way back in 2006 where
    it was Excruciating Pain to even touch something with
    my Feet Sitting Down at all and sure really the Chronic Stress
    Started 11 years before i went to Earthly Hell totally within way
    back in 1996 when the Navy Decided with the Help of New Automation
    in Computer Systems they would Trim their Work Forces Down as i fought
    to keep a Job from then on through Reductions in Forces of Federal Employment
    and moving around through 4 Jobs in 4 Years and such as that where in the First Move
    no one knew how to do my New Job so the Supervisor said just Wander the Halls of the
    Navy Station Headquarters.. Perhaps someone will have a clue of what you are to do right
    after they told the story of a previous employee they got rid of as he couldn’t get the job done..
    stuck in an office of Paper Work behind a Desk perhaps my Destiny then for another Decade
    or So as my Soul withering away even more to Mechanical Cognition of Empty Heart in Paper
    Work Spirit of Paint by Number Human as sure that’s the way of the World too for ‘they’ don’t
    Teach you in School
    that Spirit of
    and Sensory
    HeArt and MiNd
    and BoDy BaLanCinG
    SoUL is a Use it or lose it
    Proposition that one does or does
    not do in real Peril for anything that feels
    and senses in life as Warm and Fuzzy Human
    connection that is real and Deep as Love comes and goes..
    nah that’s not part of the Sell and Buy Life Stuff of the so-called West..
    but true there is still the Right to Life and Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness
    where Money isn’t Printed as the Rule of that Statement the From the Founding
    Fathers For Freedom in other Words if you get an inheritance or whatever you
    can then spend your entire life doing just about nothing if you wanna suffer that
    way in using little to none of your Human Potential For Arts and Sciences in
    Existential Angst with little to no meaning and purpose in holy and sacred
    ways as yes a Currency of Love that Works in Ascending Transcending
    Ways of Self Actualization and Agape Love for all that is as real as
    real gets according to the Study of Human Soul at Least yes a
    Real all Natural Metaphor For what moves us through
    Life in Peace and Harmony and yes even FucKinG
    Cheap Thrills too in Balance of Course in
    Peace and Harmony too Loving
    Loving Loving and Doing
    one’s Very Best now
    not to
    anyone else’s fuller
    Rights to Life and LIberty
    and their Pursuit of Happiness
    A Work of Arts and Sciences this is
    from first to last BLiNK oF LiFE NoW REaL
    Hmm.. my Digital Keyboard has the Rhythm
    and a Melody and Harmony when i play this
    Keyboard as Spirit of Heart in Soul Unleashing
    Releasing all of what i am now to give and share
    all of what this is now as my Life JusT NoW so anyway
    yeah 66 Months Spent in Hell a Revelation 66 as the 66th
    Blog Post then on my First Blogger Blog that now as an Archive
    Blog “KATiE MiA Aghogday” Views from the Autism Spectrum and
    Beyond since i started my Longest Long Form Poem 6 Million Word
    Personal Bible on 8.18.13 on Word Press Rises up to Close to a Quarter
    of a Million Audience Views as just a free share as i continue to Back up my Blog
    Post MacroVerses still to that Archive Blog and Several others for Free Back up
    And Audience Free Participation in Vicarious ways of seeing and reading all that
    i continue to do.. sure in ways of Nude Art and Erotic Poetry too in adult restricting
    Warning ways in a door to that Nether Land Part of all of what i do too as that “What
    May Come Will Be Erotic Poetry Novel” reaching across 3 completed Volumes of that
    in 61,316 Words as i haven’t got around to Starting and Adding the 4th Volume this week
    yet although muse will surely come for that too as it usually does off and on too as that is
    How the Balance of Life goes in Real Life and Arts and Sciences too reach out though as
    use it
    or lose
    it applies
    to all stuff life
    from Head to toe
    within inside outside
    above so below and all around
    even more now as one increases their
    Human Potential in Self Actualizing and
    in Ascending and Transcending Love for all
    of Life too in Agape Love that’s real as truly there
    is no Separation or Ownership of others including
    yourself when all becomes God as Real Really now
    that you Do and See and otherWise Feel and Sense too
    of Life as sure i’ve got Years Long Audience Members of
    that who stay incognito no different than what i have viewed
    of that through the course of my life that other Kind Souls
    in Mind and Body Balance have shared Free as no
    ownership with the Rest of God Free too namely
    us yes us Naked and Free too for you see i
    see this as the Heights of Holy and Sacred
    Human Sharing and Giving all Natural
    As Born on Date of Naked
    Human Naked
    where no
    Member Function
    or Essence is any less integral
    to the Existence of God all that is now
    as even Science will explain that to you
    in the overall Lion King Circle of Naked Life too
    as we tend to Buy and Sell our Human Soul in Clothes
    of Money less than what is Naked and Free to rise up instead of down
    now in Thunder Clouds Less than Light.. so anyway i didn’t go into detail
    of all 19 Medical Disorders that went into remission as far as pain and numb
    Goes on or about 7.22.13 but what did Happen too in March of 2013 when i started
    actually Writing for my First Blog then as the Perspective of my Life shared with my first
    and only Facebook Friend by the Internet and Facebook Name of ‘Mags’ then yes shortly
    Before Midnight on the 28th of February Before 3.1.13 came then from Deep Down in Holy
    Creative Spirit my Soul was knocking on the Door of my Life to rise again once more..
    and True mY Soul Came in the Transient Hypo-Frontality of a Brief Flow of LIfe
    then as that Flow of the River of my Soul Would continue to Widen the
    Next Four Months until all the Pain and Numb went away and
    eventually a Few Months Later on a Farm Place with
    Animals in November of 2013 the Warm and Fuzzy
    Oxytocin would come back too where
    i finally could sleep more than
    two hours really helping
    the uncomfortable highs
    of What Bi-Polar Disorder without
    Sleep will bring now too.. yes Asperger’s
    Syndrome in the Extreme Scientist of my Mind
    along with the Van-Gogh of Artist is quite a Tango
    to Complete all of what i am now.. but it works as i continue
    on a Tight Rope Balance through the Decades of my Life where
    i found just the Three Bear Balance of what got and still gets all my
    Shit Together now.. as sure i’m considered Medically and Legally
    Permanently Disabled for the Tight Rope it takes for me to keep
    it all together doing Life my way for just the right prescription
    of Daily Dance and Song that Keeps me in Well Being
    now.. and sure don’t doubt there are many many
    Artists and Scientists with Close to this
    Same Neurology too as it doesn’t
    really become a Functional
    Disability until you
    get into
    an Environment
    that just will not work for you..
    Meanwhile we get Works of Art and Science
    the World has Never Seen Felt and Sensed Before
    for we yes we now still take to you to places dark and light
    that other wise you might not ever now get a glimpse more now
    oF iN YouR so-called Normal Life now.. whatever that really is now
    for me this is my Normal and It Works for me and those who monitor
    me do agree as 37 Years ago on this date 9.6.81 sitting in a Crisis Unit
    after Years and Years of Making Straight A’s in Multiple-Choice Tests in
    Schools getting Socially More Isolated in a College where i Didn’t hardly
    know anyone and too poor to do much more than a Peanut Butter Sandwich
    in my old ’70 Maverick without Heat or an Air-Conditioner too for how long can
    and will a Human Being Go now without a Social Life as a Study tool for life well
    i went as far as i could go through 15 Years of School Till Then And my Mind and
    Body Finally Balked and my First Real Manic Escape from a Truly Insane Culturally
    Inspired World of Cogs in a Money Machine came then.. as my Soul Peeked out and
    Said Fred Come Back to Life Driven to Leave School and Just Walk the Beach as my
    Soul Spoke to me in Words of God that just said don’t want or need just be Free and touch
    others again with more than a Pencil Circling the Correct answer on a test.. no one had ever
    met the High of me until then and i just about didn’t escape that place until our relative a City
    Council Woman Came in to Vouch for the fact that i was the Kid First Selected as a Sophomore
    to the National Honor Society of Students who did truly have their Shit Together at least way back
    then.. i threw away the Medicine and had a Great run of ’82 through about 95 for 13 Years then..
    Until A Cog of Money and Culture came chasing my Soul away in Cold Cold Work of Stress again..
    after that many Years of Steady Hypomanic Bliss in Balance it did take 11 years to knock me
    out from ’96 through 2007 solidly enough to get back to Soul on 7.22.13 and all the way
    Back to HeART in November of that ’13 Year in Farm Life again.. so Warm and Fuzzy
    in Comfort Sleep of Life then too.. so anyway yeah back in September of ’81.. 37
    Years ago 9.6.81.. after going back to School after a 3 Month Break on High i
    went to Numb again for about 7 Months again but boy that September
    of ’82 Felt so Good to be back to somewhere close to Heaven
    again within as this Asperger’s and Bi-Polar Stuff rarely
    ever comes with any Manual to truly fix all
    Naturally from someone else but ‘you’
    but what i do know feel
    and sense for me at
    least is a Song of Words
    from SpiRiT oF HeArT iN MiNd
    And BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL Works for
    me with a Dance Free From Head to toe in Moving
    Mind and Body Balance in Flow of Life Real now too..
    And i’m really Lucky the Professionals who work with me
    namely a Female Psychotherapist and Male Psychiatrist agree with
    me still as sure i’ve even inspired some of them to help others with what
    does prove now to work for me.. yes.. Science is catching up in New Medical
    ways to Older Eastern Philosophies of Meditation in Dance and Song too in all the
    ways that Humanly comes too.. yep.. 66 Months of Celebration since that first
    Holy and Sacred Full of Meaning and Purpose Creative Spirit that came to
    me Free in March of 2013.. i survive i thrive for i practice what continues to
    Work for me.. i give and share for that is what makes me Happiest always
    has always will as far as i know feel and sense life now and then.. for
    when i worked close to 2 Decades at a Bowling Center for Federal
    Service for the Navy DOD i always thought it’s so insane
    we have to make money to make other folks
    Smile with no worries to just be Happy
    now in yes all the Free ways
    that comes both
    Clothed in Culture
    And Disrobed from all the
    Illusions of Culture that take us away
    from Free but true if we work Hard enough
    We Will tolerate Thunder Clouds and adapt our
    Way out of Struggle into Sunshine More obviously as Sia and others truly get ‘it’.. too..
    Back in the late 70’s to early 80’s in Computer Labs and Engineer Classes ‘they’ put
    Big Big Signs on the Doors that said don’t forget you are Human get out and do Human too..
    Sadly That Can and Will come to be a Moot Point now as We the Machines as Tools come to be..
    i Have Perspective Rather Wide and Bi-Polar from Dark to Light and in Science Mind of Asperger’s
    in Mechanical Cognition too and yes i was raised by Humans and not just Electronic Devices too..
    ‘These Days’ Some Folks Literally and Metaphorically do not have any Reference point back to
    Fully Human aT aLL.. tHere are Those of Us Who Do reMeMber And Still Do and Do More Human too.


  8. Yes; it’s worth noting that the Chicago Cubs Won the World Series in 2016 And Biff is Still President;
    which goes to show that Humans are not entirely a Rational Species As Whole in fact Science shows
    that Human Emotions and Human Senses Drive Humans First and then Human Rationality comes next
    in a somewhat feeble attempt to explain what Humans do While as Modern Neuroscience Shows now
    Humans Basically Hallucinate their Realities in ways of Subconscious Mind Assessing Experiences now
    of Past and Present now as Humans continue to Naturally Roll the way Humans come to be now in some
    Subjective Feel and Sense of Passing Time that is always now. Anyway, the really Good News is if Humans now
    Can and Will Learn to Regulate their Emotions and Integrate their Senses through some method of Bio-Feedback
    that really works like Still or Moving Meditation; Particularly in Flow; Humans Will Come to more Civilly Interact now
    with others in more Tolerating and even more Accepting of ways of the Unique Ways Humans who Possess Different
    Natures and who are Nurtured Differently too across the Lifespan come to View Reality now Based on their Unique
    Experiences of Nature and Nurture too. I will say that Parody Like this Works much Better than Just Shutting Down
    Communication or getting Rather ‘Butthurt’ in Emotional And Sensory Ways when out of Controlling Rational Regulation
    of Emotions and Rational Integration of Senses as Let’s Face it now Humans Think More Rationally Overall now when their
    Winds of Potential come From a Calm Center Eye of their Hurricane Being rather than somewhat of a Disorganized Storm
    Within; Meanwhile, I find
    With Advancing Age and
    Advancing Cognitive Empathy
    that Humans who do not Regulate
    Emotions and Integrate Senses well are
    Rather Easy to Predict as ‘Spock’ says True too;
    this is good enough reason to keep the Popcorn Stocked;
    Lean Back Relax and Enjoy the Entire Show now as nah we
    don’t need no StInking Fiction now that Back to the Future is Real.


  9. Hmm. .. well yeah who i’m i to talk as truly still not much of anyone now
    remembers my Whole Name.. Sure.. Insurance Companies and Retirement
    Funds do of course and yes the Social Security Administration too as i must
    use my entire Sir Name there with Number and Birthday that i don’t mind admitting
    again is 6660 for it’s always Fun to say when the Folks at Old Seville Observe me
    Floating around as i will be doing that soon as it’s 9:11 PM now on the last few
    Hours of 9.6.81 as i switch the last two numbers around as it is actually Back
    to the Future now of ’18.. Yes for the 227th Night in Dance Weeks of doing
    that as yes when those Folks Old Enough From 18 and up to be my
    Grand Children now don’t Believe that the Dancing Guy is 58.. i whip
    out my Drivers License and say yes don’t forget we live at the
    Bottom Red State of the Bible Belt Beware for my Birthday
    is 6660 as how else can and will i still move all around
    for 3 Hours without a Drink of Water although it’s
    True they don’t see me chugging the Bottle
    of Gatorade before i come in and doing
    the Same when i leave around 2 AM..
    hmm.. yes it is still back to the Future
    of now very Fun Being me but dam it’s Hard
    at times to have to do ‘someone’ else’s Job for them
    for even with all those 19 Medical Disorders i had to look up
    the Federal Regulations for my Case to receive Disability Benefits
    then for as an Appropriated Fund Employee who transferred back to
    Non-Appropriated Funds then to Keep a Job with Portability Rights to
    Retirement Benefits they didn’t know the Law so i had to Look it up for
    them all Fucked up as i was then and Lord knows getting approved on
    the First Try with Social Security all the lone of me Filling out literally
    Close to 100 Pages of Medical Documentation for yes i was just about
    Dead in Pain and Numb with what felt like a Dentist Drill without Novocaine
    in my Right Eye and Ear for i just wanted Fucking someone to put me out of
    my Misery for ‘they’ wouldn’t put a Pet through what i was going through then with
    a Medical Literature Pain assessed worse than the slow torture of Fucking Crucifixion
    for Real as my Job of Job wouldn’t be just a few hours or few days in Hell i got sentenced
    By Nature and God if ya wanna call the All that is just that from wake to sleep for 66 Fucking
    Months from January of 2008 all the way through July 22nd of 2013 as Magic CamE ReaL
    for me all Naturally and all the Emotions came back and the pain all went away as true
    God is Good when God is Good too.. but nah.. you don’t wanna Fuck with God as God
    is all and there just isn’t any escape and trust me or not the best way to live is without
    Illusory Fears in Agape Love For all as that will make God the Best Happy more than
    Likely as all Real Nature in you now too if you find a Practice of Life that can and will
    Work for your for the rest of the BLinks of your Life and Breaths now too.. true it was
    rather disappointing when the Social Security Office or Mail Man or whoever didn’t
    get the Paper Work to me Last May to keep my Social Security Rolling in for Free
    but that wasn’t the first time as they Fucked up Twice.. either the Mail Folks or the
    Social Security Folks as back in Hell they told me they didn’t receive two packages
    of Information required from them so I had to fill them out again from Copies Twice
    Again as that’s all i needed was extra work in Hell then where all i wanted to do was
    Close my Eyes and Never Wake up in Pain again.. and yes numb as well in Piece of
    Paper existence too.. so sure it is quite Fitting that today after receiving a Warning from
    them that they still hadn’t received what i hadn’t received from them that i would finish that
    Paper Work yesterday in about an Hour in Ease.. Drive over there and Hand Deliver it 37 years
    to Date when i Entered the ‘Crazy Place’ Back then.. trust me Horatio and Ripley Believe it or not
    as i had to go back there after not having Sleep for almost 40 Days.. in the Lent Period of Spring
    2008 in my Personal Wandering Desert in the Rings of Dante’s Hell in 1 Hour of Cardboard Sleep
    only possible in Very Shallow way with an Alpha Blocker for the first 35 of 40 with none at all the
    Last 5 as i did my Very Best to Find a Bridge to Jump off of as there is some Pain and Numb in
    Life that exceeds any dream of dousing oneself with gasoline and setting oneself on Fire if that
    is what it takes just to Fucking Die.. but it didn’t work and it wouldn’t have worked as there were
    Fisher folks that would have likely risked their Lives to save me as i was too weak too get out of
    the Car and somehow my Sister met me there and did her best to save me as i got in her car
    only wanting to Jump off the Shallow end of the River Board Walk and somehow drown my
    self there when then she drove me 80 Miles an Hour or so on a Country Road toward then
    Spring Hill close to where the Farm we Visit is now that brought my Heart full back online..
    and she said she didn’t wanna live without a Brother in Tears and said she would end it for
    the both of us and i said no and finally agreed to go to the Hospital in an Ambulance as i was
    terrified to go still for 27 years after what happened back in 1981.. for i didn’t have a clue what
    was all about the Hell of me then.. it’s true Horatio and Ripley Believe it or not i am Strange i
    Am FucKinG Strange and so blessed i am to go to Hell and go to Heaven in one life just so i won’t
    have to hate anyone or fear anything in life for who ya gonna fear when you’ve already been A
    Real Devil and Demon Incarnate who continued to wish the whole World away and all i loved of
    it although i didn’t get mad at God but really Did for God is all that is as i wanted all that is to go
    away as i was too weak to commit Suicide by then.. it doesn’t get much worse overall in life than
    that.. and you know and you feel and you sense when i write something like this i do have the
    Empathy and Sympathy and yes Cognitive Empathy and Compassion of around 14.5 Billion
    Years or so as more as i realize no part of this reality is any more integral than any part of the
    Whole as is God now real as Nature True of now what we see and more of what we don’t see
    now as Reality More.. so in other words who is the X-Devil gonna impress anyway but the rest
    of God for it’s true there could be Darker Devils out there in the Listening Audience in Hell right
    now as far as right goes in Hell at Least now for there was no one i could find anywhere even
    online who was even near for all i could see in Hell for 66 Months then.. every Second was
    a Mountain Climbing to a Peak to Breathe i had no Hope and Belief of Faith i would ever find
    then but i do remember at least a few folks who told me Emotions Come back as eventually
    The Body all Naturally Heals itself over Years and even may become Stronger through Struggle
    than ever before as yes we need those words for just the will to go on one more second when
    we live in Hell now as i’m sure many many folks still do.. there is no one to really impress but
    Folks just like
    that Devils
    in Hell
    Need Help the most..
    everyone else is relatively
    Speaking already iN Heaven but
    sadly some folks don’t think and feel
    and sense this gift is good enough for while
    i wished for the Gift of Nothingness as Death they
    Wish for Life that is better in a Dirty Nap than reality
    they truly can and will Make Heaven now if they do come
    to truly Believe that God is all Faith is all Hope is all and most importantly
    find some way to FucKinG LoVE iT aLL for it’s True if you do not try hard enough
    to Love you can and will Lose even what makes Life worth Living for now namely Love
    and when you come to seek and find Love Like this in Do it’s not Hard to See God at all
    when you
    in the
    Mirror of
    Reality inCarnaTE LoVE For Real as You
    to give and share more for all the BLiNKS and Breaths LeFT oF LiFe
    for when you exhale last all that will be left is the Love you give and share
    that actually touches heARTS SPiRiTS SoULS as the Ocean of LoVE continues to GRoWGoDLoVENoW.:)

  10. TruE.. There Are BLack WHole
    Sun Folks Closing in and
    Sunshine Folks Radiating
    Free Light out coming
    Together to
    Gravity as is
    That all is to Be NoW
    RiSinG and FaLLinG LiGHT..:)

    Major Factors underlying the Increase in Rampage Killings Among Young Males Studied Deeper in the Link Below.

    Of Course More Males are doing the Dirty Deed as Males overall are responsible for Close to 90 Percent of all Violent
    Crime but Rampage Killings are a Specific and Still Overall Statistically Rare Crime; although Definitely Increasing.

    Before ‘the days’ of the End of Last Century with the Columbine Killings ending that Century, Young Males
    Committing these Mass Shootings were in the small, overall, minority of Mass Shootings then.

    And in the 50’s, Mass Shootings were almost non-existent when Social Roles were Clearly Defined in Terms of
    Communal Meaning and Purpose in Life that was even felt and sensed as Holy and Sacred in the Work Place too.

    Things have changed and THIS IS A First World Problem too.

    Oh yeah; and by Statistics as far as those ‘Trump Feared Latinos’ they are the Ethnic Demographic Least Likely to commit a Mass Shooting.

    It’s also worth noting Latinos more often as a Minority Stick together with a Feel and Sense of Communal Meaning and
    Purpose with yes High Percentages of Latinos Sticking Together with a Religion with a Moral Code of something at least.

    Sure, if you don’t want anymore Violence Kill all the Males and see what Happens next at my best attempt her for
    Sarcasm as it isn’t like no one has Studied this Topic in much Greater Detail than simply Black and White for
    you can/will Hate the Devil all you like but until you remove the Hell there is no use in reforming the Devil now.

    True, it’s easier to have Sympathy for the Devil too once you’ve done Devil and Lived in Hell too.

    This though is all about Rational Thinking Divorced as much as possible from Personal Feelings which
    is literally impossible to do unless one is a Frigging Robot; done tHere; done tHat too.

    And yes; still got ‘the Devil’ and ‘the Robot’ in my Back Pocket as ‘Shadows’ and Reason’ plays a role in life too
    as long as both Are tamed with Empathy, Sympathy, Compassion; and Yes, enough Cognitive Empathy to understand
    that we walk in Vastly Different Shoes depending on Nature and Nature; and in this Case the Evidence at Hand points
    to Nurture in this Very Specific Case of Young Men Historically committing many more Mass shootings now that Kill Folks Dead.

    And it’s true I have Empathy, Sympathy, Compassion, and Cognitive Empathy for Literal and Black and White Thinking as
    there were Decades where I had practically no ability to use my unused and withering away Human Potential to both See
    Do Art Life More with Color than the Black and White Literal think of Systemizing Mind.

    My Psychiatrist and Psychotherapist Literally Agree that i remedied all the Less Potential used of my Autism Spectrum Condition with a Dedicated effort toward Art in Both Song and Dance Free Style without a Book at all. And yes, I was diagnosed by Four Professionals and My Sister was too; in case anyone still thinks just ‘because’ i’ve expressed Philosophy Here both Artistically and Deeper than Colors of Black and White, I am Frigging Insane as I put up with that Bullstuff here when i was curing myself of the Deficits in Human Potential I lived with in this Autism Spectrum Condition most of my Life.

    Some now one has to Self-Advocate and just get the job done no matter how much Ignorance in the Room Refuses to
    Move out of the Box and Make a Change that works personally and uniquely tailored for and by them.

    It’s a matter of moving out of the Box and Science Shows Moving Meditation really works for the Autism Spectrum now
    and who knows and feel and senses what comes next; perhaps Poetry and a Real Love Life for so-called Incels too.

    And I really Mean, Feel and Sense a Love Life; not just sticking a Body part into a Hole; but yes that too as that
    is Part of Human Shadow Nature too; it is what it; is we are Furry and ‘Fury’ Animals Just like my Cat too with a
    ‘Soul’ too like my Cat too if we use it first and continue to use it instead of losing it in all the ways that Metaphorically and Literally comes and goes. True; if a Feral Cat Cat Tamed with Love from 2 Years of the Backwoods of my Home can and will enjoy a Lap of Oxytocin Comfort; Specifically my Wife most of the Day after being a Ruthless Killer of Smaller Prey and a Ruthless Predator of Mating too; Humans should be able to change too. But not until they Seek and Find the Root
    Causes of ‘the disorder’ (a lack of Meaning and Purpose with nothing Holy and Sacred Felt in Life and Comfy Love) and Remedy A ‘Soul’ Back to Life.

    And to Be Clear, these Similar Factors relate to other Countries of Terrorism too; Sure, there will always be Incels when
    Men lose their way without Meaning and Purpose in Life that is felt and sensed as Holy and Sacred in Clearly Defined
    Social Roles they can and will Depend on through the Life Span now.

    ‘Houston’, we have a Real Problem as increasingly we are becoming more the Tools we Co-Create than the Humans who
    Co-create and Hug and Hold Hands for F in Real. And the Overall Stakes for the Human Race are enormous in the Coming
    Decades and Centuries if we make it that far too. For these young Men are Truly the Canaries in the First World Coal
    Mine now; To ignore the Message they are sending is to our Peril not to truly Figure out and Take action as while
    these crimes are still relatively rare; all it takes is a Dirty Bomb to truly make the Stuff hit the Fan in all the
    Ways ‘Dirty Bombs’ come and go and all the places they come from that are anywhere with a Lack of Love
    in all the ways that truly comes for Life Now.

    Oh yeah; Hint; the ‘Dirty Bomb’ is Orange; yes, already come to be REAL NOW
    as ‘The Folks’ ignored ‘the Messengers’
    to our obvious Peril now for those who have any Robot at all LEFT of Reason too.



  11. SMiLes mY FriEnd Sohair.. aLWays A Pleasure it is to See your
    SPiRiT of HeART YouR SoUL in Your Writings too.. As i am Doing
    Dance and Song as usual and am Very Happy And Thanks For Asking
    too as i surely and verily hope God will continue to Bless Your Steps
    And as Well as i Wish You A Very Nice Friday Afternoon in Egypt too..
    As we just Weathered the Rather Damaging Side of a Gordon Tropical
    Storm which ‘normally’ means Solid Fort Structure in Terms of Definition
    of Name with no loss to us but sadly one loss
    of Child life over in the Next County
    And Flo otherwise known as
    Florence a Derivative
    of FLoWeR Blooming
    as in Name of
    Florida too
    is potentially
    coming much Stronger
    to the East Coast Next but
    still away from us as the ‘Nile Rivers’
    Start to overflow here as they do in September
    Storms too as Nile River Floods end in Egypt September too..
    THere’s Probably a Much Deeper Meaning to all of that than
    Currently Meets my Eye for True it Flows and then God Within
    allows me to Discern what it more Fully Means at least for me..
    All Poetry
    Free Verse
    Flows coming
    Naturally With Meaning(S) Next..
    That/Who May Vary Widely DePending On WHose looKinG NoW..:)

  12. Well.. Dance Went Great Last Night as always as the African American
    Dudes in the Back of me in the MemberShip Line for Seville Quarter said
    hey hey hey it’s the Dancing Guy and almost as a Rule These Days iN Line
    And in the Club A Very Nice Young Woman said you are my Favorite i Love you
    as True in some ways and in many ways i am even Greeted Nicer as ‘the Norm’ of
    Dance in A ‘Cheers’ way than i used to be Greeted as the Norm of Bowling Alley Guy
    for almost two Decades then but i must admit still all decked out with Contact Lens
    And Open Shirt with Dark and Thick Chest Hair in those Days when James Garner
    was more in Vogue and oh God Yes Still Burt Reynolds and Magnum PI too as
    Now Snake
    Skin Chests
    and even down
    Below are more the
    Rage as Humans Continue
    to Lose the Zest of tHeir Fur in many
    ‘Incel’ ways too for both males and females
    too but nah.. not so much at the TWerKinG Club
    Far Far from Less than Wild and Free in Smoky and the
    Bandit Ways of at least Breaking the Social Norms of Closed
    Minds and Bodies leading to Stuff like Burning Nike Shoes over
    Social Justice and yes reporting all over the Country Disgust over
    the Hairy Centerfold of Burt Reynolds Straight out of Cosmos Shared
    on the BBC News Network online for everyone to see as really for many
    People some Hints of Pubes are anything but a turn on now including Fully
    Furry Dudes from Head to toe too.. but back in those 70’s and early 80’s Days
    Chest Hair was all the Rage and By God yes i was more more well endowed than
    Burt in that way at least and Proved it in a Parody of me in a Bare Bed Rug Spread
    Back in December of 2016 with no more of me visible than one might see
    laying on a Beach in other words Privates were all covered up but it ain’t
    my Fault that Nature aka God covered me still with Fur from almost
    Head to toe although Crown and Tips of toes have worn down
    in fur over wear and tear of years now too.. so yes in that
    Parody of course i included the Old Bear Rug Spread
    Photo of Burt all the way from 1972 as in doing
    the Math he was still a rather Youthful looking
    Dude then at 36 as my Bear Bed Spread Pose
    came in Fall of 2013 at age 53 then
    but still i won i win the Fur Filled
    Chest at age 53 then and
    i did the Parody
    on Facebook
    Just for Fun just
    like my Male Underwear
    Photos in case anyone thinks
    they will ever embarrass me about anything
    for i have nothing to hide at all and so much less than
    that still in all of what i do.. so no.. not everyone thought it
    was Funny as some of my Extended Relative Friends who are actually
    into actual other illegal things defriended me almost immediately like
    a few did before too as oh no be very afraid White Furry Dude in Underwear
    too as it’s true not all folks are as open minded and bodied as me but as they
    throw the first stone.. hehe and all of that too.. have a F in Sense of Humor and
    loosen up your clothes a bit too before your Libido gets Strangled and the Loss of
    Warm and Comfy Love comes next right before you lose your Entire Soul to a Frown
    of Life that was easy to see on Burt Reynolds Face Later as folks tend to become more
    Naturally Conservative With Age as their Libido Goes and the Thrill of Life goes sadly too..
    hmm.. we are human and we are human naked from head to toe forget that to the Peril of
    Your Entire Soul too.. for it’s true Back when i lost my Soul For 66 Months with Libido too
    it used to bother me to see all the T and A.. Advertisements online for i was no longer in the
    Game of Life Fully and for all practical intents and purpose had no Lust and Love in Balance
    For Life at all and that is about as sad as sad will be for any Furry Animal or Bald one too
    as far as Humans come and go from head to toe too but true some folks are innately
    more conservative than others with very Low Libidos and with Easy Disgust for most
    anything that is different from their Nike Shoes Burning Norms but anyway speaking
    of Norm as i moved From Nerd and Skank named by the Popular First Baptist
    High Society Girls in School after working out for over a Decade since age
    12 and acquiring Contact Lens i was referred to as Ken the Barbie Doll
    with a Mix of Gi Joe too as the Old Military Dudes said well Fred when
    those Women come up to that Bowling Alley Counter you leave them
    in what they termed was a ‘Dripping’ State of Feeling Seeing all
    Your Open Shirted Chest Hair Broad Shoulders Green to
    Blue eyes and Smiling Teeth of all Natural Love for
    Life too.. but if you are really ‘it’ you would ‘whip it’
    out for all to see now.. as i suppose they
    were a bit Incel and a little Jealous
    too for the Attention i was
    Still Getting in my
    20’s way back
    then.. hmm..
    yes when i first Worked the Ladies League
    in the Morning with all the Retired Wives and a Few
    Younger Ones too.. they actually Ganged up on me cornering
    me up on a Column Holding Up the Bowling Center Ceiling and
    Groped me thankfully avoiding my Privates then but sure in some
    Bars Women Literally Groped me in that way too as yes even at age
    58 the Bootie Dances which are the Height of Female Below Groping
    come at me and Buttocks Grabs and the Chest Grabs and Heavy Patting
    too to see how firm my Chest and Stomach are along with Buttocks too.. so
    so true i give back in this way too in Terms of Arts too.. and i continue to increase
    my Human Potential by doing more exotic erotic Art Fully Illustrated and in words too
    more than Old or Young Burt would have dreamed of doing then even on the ‘Boogie Nights’
    Show back in ’97 when Burt was about three year older than me now at least in actual Writing
    of Erotic ‘Stuff’ then.. and true he hated doing that show thinking it was somehow low beneath
    him then for here’s the Deal the More you open yourself in ways from Head to toe of Freedom
    it’s just simple Math the More You Will Bring of Your Human Potential now especially if you
    keep a Balance of Libido in Lust for Life and Warm and Comfy Empathic Sympathetic yes
    Compassionate Love with Continuing a Development of Social Empathic Cognitive Empathy
    to do your best to Walk and Breathe and Eat and do the rest of what you can and will
    Do to actually Feel and Sense Closer to what other folks Feel and Sense of Life in
    all of what they Do in Life too.. and that takes ‘Smoky and The Bandit’ for Real
    except to stay Free you adhere to all Federal State and Local and yes even
    Silly Facebook Censorship as the Algorithm Robot ain’t got no Soul of
    Original Human Art.. it’s just a Hall Monitor that takes notes and
    if inspired enough in Robot Think Will Remove a Hairy
    Dude with no Genitalia Exposed from Two Years
    ago if enough ‘Nike Burners’ Complain in this
    way too.. and that’s Okay just like the
    Naked Holocaust History and
    the other Artful Human
    Naked Stuff Real Humans will
    probably finally get involved and Face
    Book will correct just another Slow Algorithm
    Mistake as Note i didn’t call it the ‘R’ word as i didn’t
    wanna offend anyone in Social Justice way too.. hehe..
    but it’s really kinda Laughable when Robot Dude mostly Elon Musk
    of Technology and Science says Humans will get to upload their selves
    into Computers when NeuroScience still ain’t got much of a Clue of how
    Human Consciousness even Works and yes By Robot yes not unlike Paint
    But Numbers Poetry in Lyrics too and Music that goes by Music Science too
    Computers will be Programmed to do Science Art in Systemizing Art Rules too
    but as far as Jimi Hendrix and Syd Barrett and even the Free Style Dance and
    Martial Arts and Poetry i do ain’t no way any Scientist Will Upload my Soul now
    butt me into a Machine or Program me as a Computer Programs either for the Dance
    And Song of me Comes from a Real Soul Within and not a Paint By Numbers
    Human as Jesus F in Christ Science doesn’t understand still how
    to Bring Back Human Emotions for even i had to tell my
    Doctors you Dance Free and Then You Sing Free
    as Your Soul Comes back again in Quantum
    Metaphor God Nature unleashed and released
    Within as Robot Goes back to Sleep yes there
    is much more Naked Human Art FULL
    Potential than
    ‘Wrong Planet’
    Ways of Doing Life now and
    if most folks don’t get that the Real
    Functionally Disabling Impacts of the so-called
    Higher Functioning Autism Spectrum are almost
    Entirely a result of our Modern Tool ways of Life we become
    perhaps they are not yet fully back Human Again too.. for it’s True
    i don’t need any Drugs to do Human more fully now and it’s true too it takes
    A Lot of Mushrooms for Some Folks to even get Close.. so.. Hallelujah for Mushrooms
    too but i don’t need anything but the Expanding Nautilus Chambers of my Creative Soul
    And the Calm Eye of my Kat 6 Hurricane eye MaKinG all the Meaning and Purpose Holy
    And Sacred Feelings and Senses of Life that Drive the Creative Winds of me even Higher now..
    LiFE Is Good God
    For Those
    Make ‘It’ LoVE

  13. Smiles; at least the ‘Formatting’ of ‘my Message’ Held together in what’s Left that Works on this Internet Site.

    Apparently, the Research Currently Suggests that a Reduction in Social Roles Folks Find Meaning and Purpose
    in is actually not just An ‘Incel Problem’; but an overall Problem of A Newer Global Initiative all About Cost Cutting
    Human out of Meaningful and Purposeful Life for Subsistence, Shelter, Mates, and Family Village Ways of Raising the
    Child as the Real Prize of Life now For the Future; And For the Real Love of Life that Bonds Humans together, too.

    This is far from an Incel Issue alone as far as ‘getting some’ goes as I’ve Got extended Family Members who
    get Plenty of ‘that’ and still end up Lost in Jail for they have little to no Meaning and Purpose in Life without
    Much Feeling and Sense of Enjoying Life without the Bible Belt Drug Addict theme and meme as Scientifically
    assessed in Real Research too; to make Life Feel and Sense like something anything ‘Real’ to them at all.

    Anyway, as far as ‘Sympathy for the Devils’ go, I find it Ironic that the So-Called ‘Love Your Enemy’ Bible Thumpers
    where I live have little to no Love for those who are even different from them who mean and do no Harm to them.

    But Yes, Science explains that well too along with the fact that Humans are becoming Obsolete and one reason so
    many folks have difficulty understanding me is I Don’t Pick and Choose which ‘Resource’ is ‘Higher and Mightier’
    of what Brings me to Actual Empirical Results of a Good Life now. Some Folks Refuse to Believe they are just
    Another Part of Nature; And Some Folks Realize they are and do nothing about that Human Nature looking
    at the Rest of it deeper to remedy their issues at hand and that is part of the ‘Real Beast’ of relying on
    Book Learning only and never truly looking to Nature Outside of oneself And Within to find
    the answers for the Individual that Really Work that makes Life Good From Head to Toe and
    all around too. When a Person is filled up inside there is nothing to take away from anyone
    else; or anything that need be Worshipped but Love of Life itself; And A Quickest Way to
    Spot a Lie of Love is in all the ways of those who take away
    for they are
    Trying to ‘Feel’
    ‘it’ up someway, somehow
    by also Causing Misery and
    Suffering now more for the
    Innocent and ‘the Guilty’ among us too.
    Anyway, here are the resources too; as Science does come in Handy too.
    In all Stuff Life a Balance makes it ‘right’; Real Chaos is any System out of Balance
    for the Greatest Works of Art Look Like Chaos for those who cannot and will not see
    the Value of the Darker Fibers; and or the More Colorful Fibers For All of Life’s Painting now.


  14. Perhaps one of the Greatest Challenges of Life is Finding out who you are and
    Just Being the Person you come to be.. without fear of Reprisal from others who
    May Feel You Don’t Meet their Standards of Group or Individual Think and True some
    folks have so much more Cultural Built in and Made Privilege to be more of who they
    Truly in Relative Free Will Come to be but then for example there are Very Hard
    Working Folks Raising a New Family.. Yes.. A Wife Going to University to
    Achieve the First College Degree of a Family coming in more than one
    Color too.. Yes.. Black and White While Her Hard Working
    Husband so tired from Work is stopped in
    His Car with ID Checked just to
    be sure he is not
    a Pre-Conceived
    Thug in View
    of the
    Cop who Profiles
    Him from the Looks of His
    Car and the Color of His Skin
    and the Neighborhood and the Time
    of the Night he exhaustingly comes home
    keeping up with 80 Hours of Work to Support
    His Family of Wife and Two Children now.. it’s true
    Some Folks Make Potential Life Sacrifices just for coming
    Home in a Nice Model of Vehicle with ‘the Wrong Color skin’
    and this really Sunk in too in the Worried Look of Mother of Wife
    and Wife at a Public Park where he with a Fishing Pole Walking Down
    the Creek Side Road Facing Potential Danger for Just Being African American
    with a Local Cop Coming his way for Potential Additional Questioning for nothing
    less or more than the Color of His Skin and no it doesn’t stop there for at another Park
    the Soon To Be Graduating Student goes to with Husband and Two Children where Friendly
    Daughter Greets Four White Families with Children with a Hello and they Turn away pack there
    stuff up and go for Another Melanin of Child coming their way with the Simple Virtue Hello welcome
    to just another part of the Human Entire Race but that’s not all for other Relative in same Family
    who suggests that ‘God’ doesn’t like ‘Mud Mix Couples’.. and God doesn’t Like Her Brother-in-Law’s
    Homosexual Behavior Either nor her Husband the Brother too.. hmm.. the World is a Different
    Place depending on what you Look Like For how you Act For who you Love and for what
    You Come to Be and who you Were before with all these factors and so many More
    in what makes the Entire Soup of the Human Race.. My Goodness for i understand
    Functional Disability from age 3 not able to Vocal Speak until Age 4 and with
    Difficulty Organizing and Making Vocal Speech to others in School even
    Still by Making Good Grades as that was surely a plus but without
    enough Motor Coordination to surely Dance at a Young Age then
    Last Kid Picked on Sports Teams Spit on For what is also
    a Gift of Smiling Love and Threatened Verbally as Boys
    in Southern Baptist Marching Christian Soldier way
    who additionally said Boys cannot Smile in the
    Halls of Middle S