It’s been a very long 11 years..
And somewhat of a long 13 days
to write 84,858 words iN A
Three MacroVerse Effort
the size of an
and of course
a “Nether Land Bible
2017.. approaching 1.6 Million
Words Very soon from Memorial
Day of 2016.. May 30th.. through
Memorial Day of 2017.. May 29th then
to be named for one MacroVerse at Least..
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. and yes.. the
last 101st MacroVerse.. somewhat appropriately titled
“BigGer Britches WORlD SiZe PlEAse” as i sTArt aNew now
A 102nd MacroVerse Hear as that one.. BrinGs uP the total
Words of “Nether Land Bible 2017” to 1,579,878 words.. yep
exceeding two times the King James Version at 1.56M words
and now this New MacroVerse as number 102 will also serve
double duty as the 773rd MacroVerse for “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Longest Long Form Free Verse style Poem at pLuS 4 MilLioN
words too.. as this 78th Month of wRiTinG whoLe of 12 MiLlioN
words or so total of Homework wRiTing too.. to get to this point
NoW stARting on Thanks Giving Day of 2010 then.. but you see.. the
Preparation didn’t stARt there to create a Bible now.. two times the
size of the King James Version in One year and Five times the size in
45 months and with total count and if one counts all the words.. yes..
around 15 times the size of the King James effort in 12 Million words
overall online for 78 months of writing day in and day out with sTiLL
no fully ways away
from writing days
yet.. as well as
45 Months of Free Verse
Dance iN MarTiaL aRts and
Ballet Free style way all
in Public Praise of Giving
thanks in Celebration for this
Miracle of LifE STiLL NoW alWays
NoW.. as 7400 MiLes of that effort
WiLL suRely coMe this weekend as that
Milestone Closes in too.. yes.. there was
the 33 Months before the shut-in hell while
writing until Recovery on a Beach in July of 2013..
while 33 Months before that 33 month period of time writing
then to that point was spent with no effective using my eYes and
ears for any reading or listening to anything as light and sound then
were torture to the type two Trigeminal Neuralgia pain from wake to
sleep.. but it didn’t start in 2008.. as then  in the Winter of 2006 is when
the Hell truly began slowly like a tourniquet of torture as the first symptom
of pain was colors hurting my eyes.. so strange as black and white TV didn’t hurt
my eyes then.. no Doctor can tale me why the hell that happened or why the hell my
Feet hurt like hell when i touched anything with them in that Fall of 2006 accelerating
with the increased eye pain to colors as eventually years later a Doctor would suggest
the foot pain had
something to do
with the
Disorder of
Sjogren’s Syndrome..
but still.. no explanation
for the sensitivity to colors
that eventually ended up being then
truly what medical literature assesses
as worse than the torture of crucifixion
pain like Dentist Drill in eye and ear without
any Novocaine for the only way i can relate the
severity of that pain now.. from wake to sleep for
66 months in the most severe portion of that along
with 19 total Medical Disorders ranging from Dysautonomia
where my Blood Pressure and Heart Rate no longer worked in synch..
to Fibromyalgia.. Severe Anhedonia and Depression and Anxiety and
PTSD and Panic Attacks and Alexithymia and Spinal Stenosis and
Severe Degenerative Arthritis of the Spine too.. the list then.. goes
on already covered in the last Blog MacroVerse in comprehensive
way too.. and then back to July 2007 when i felt chilled
in 100 degree temperatures and Doctors could
not explain why either.. and that
Fresh Hell in strange cold and
tingly sensations on my
scalp and along my spine
are truly symptoms of what
‘they’ name as Kundalini Syndrome too..
didn’t have no guru help to get me through
and Doctor’s.. ya gotta be Kitten me they have
no Meow idea of what’s going on as they might
as well be Cats Treating Human Angels and Devils
and Demons and the such as that.. True.. as ‘they’ say2
God Jerked my ass uP for anoTher Mission then and that2
was juST the sTArTinG Preparation of Hell to get to Heaven2
now.. and stay tHere for 46 months now.. was it worth then.. the
other almost 7 years of slow burn to fast burn hell.. yes.. of
course it was.. as every thing in life ain’t Cherry Pie NoW as
yA Gotta Pay the Piper in FULL TO GET TO HEAVEN NOW..
iN OThER words.. pay yA KaRmiC Dues to gET to moRe
liGht aWay from daRk now.. LiVinG NoW in Fearless
SmART SacREd and HoLY StATE of Unconditional
Love iN aLL MoVinG.. ConNecTinG and
creAtinG ways IS A way to
Kingdom Come now
as Heaven
is real
heAR noW heRe..
and sure.. if i died now
that moment could and would
rest in peace kNoWinG and SeNSinG
And FeeLinG thAT i MaKe My Peace
wiTh GoD aLL thAT iS and mY
Gift of Life iS Always
PaiD FoRWard FoR NoW..
iN ways of HeLpInG
OTheRS MaKe the besT
of tHEir hUmaN PoTenTiAL
through DARk through SHadES
of GreY to BeYOnd RainBoW Colors
paSt Visible LiGht too.. and yes.. i’ve
met a few friends along the way.. juST a few
that i could reALLy count on that i won’t list
in caution of not leaving anyone out.. it’s pretty
simple after all i’ve been through they are still around..
and that says enough
whether they can
accept all of
what i’ve
to do or not..
as if you think this
shit has been anything less
than a Total Olympic Event oF MiND
and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUl Effort for 11
years now.. you didn’t see the before me
iN Hell or on the trip to Hell too.. and sure..
WRiTinG 30,003 words iN OnE MacroVerse in 3 days
this week as no easy task easily TaKinG 100 Percent
oF aLL mY huMaN PoTenTial So Far to get that JoB
DoNe.. i haven’t ever reALLy kNown the word rest..
it is not in
my vocabulary
it seems even
when all of
life was
i wanted to move
desperately then to
anew way of special interests
liFE.. anyway.. the new chapter as
my Sister suggested i would find then when
i first fell disabled ill from work then is HeAR
NoW.. and have i done enough.. including fully
illustrating this Bible total of 4 MiLliON PluS
words with around 100K photos too.. nah.. liFe is
too precious
not to give
back now..
and when
i slow down
tHeRe WiLL be
plenty of time
for an ash nap then..
for now i walk at 6 Feet
or so above GrAiNs of sAnd
no greATer no Less than A GrAiN oF
Sand that Holds uP Mountains as Roses
OF Love iN SainT RoSE County iN the Panhandle
NoW of State oF Flowers in LA Lower Alabama way too..
And sure.. 33 years of Work for Pay and 19 years of school and three
College degrees weRE pArT of thE Plan to Reach mY HUman PoTenTial too..
And yes.. the Eternal Teenager joins me iN NeW age Garden oF Eden too.. NoW
you see.. i alReaDy receive Heaven as a gift.. juSt Doing the Work to continue to Deserve Heaven now..
And SpEAKing NoW oF
HeAVen2.. the 161st
WeeK of DancE tonight
at Old Seville Quarter
with all the Cool College
Age Folks there.. i’ve been
a little under the weather with
a little cold too but hey.. i Can and
WiLL Do anything NoW with Positive Flow..
Trance Dance Heaven in Ecstatic Transcending
way.. hey.. miGht as WeLL EnjOY HeAVen WhiLe i juST Do iT NoW..
sure.. i could
use a Dance
and i
AM gonna
dam sure Do it Now..
First a shower and a bite
to eat to fuel me up more..
anyWaY as i asked my Mother
why me when all that shit happened
to me she said why not you and now
i say why not me too.. as tHERe are
two sides to the coin aS oNE.. nOW..
and iF i muST continue to be a relativELy
SpeAKinG Superman to get the job dONe so Be iT..
So lET it be WritteN aS SonG so lET iT Be DanceD as SinG..
and sure..
i’LL try
not to
get my
Dirty toniGht..;)


Wow.. Frank.. i must say i’m pleasantly
surprised that anyone in the entire world
made it all the way down to the bottom
of the longest single MacroVerse i’ve
written in three days stream effort
ever online published at 30,003
words and around 300
or so photos and
of course
all the
music videos too..
and so happy you were able
to enjoy elements of all three
through.. the yes.. photo of
Cardinal Bringing
Good News then
at.. mY
room with
24 inch small
and great view
window pane into
Infinity of Nature more
iN FeeLinG and SeNSinG
way and of course what can
sometimes be a pain in a Scream
of a 27 inch iMac Screen hehe.. when
the words total 30,003 in three days effort.. haha..
as my sister noted.. perHaps you could Do some rest..
Natural born die hard so far i continue to be.. anyWay..
thanks so much for stopping by my friEnd and those
two lines you quoted are among the favorite i’ve
ever written in 12 million words of total
effort since the first day in a last
ditch effort to survive the
pain of type two
Neuralgia assessed
as the worst pain known
currently to humankind from wake
to sleep 66 months like dentist drill
in eye and ear with no novocaine relief
that first word was a mountain of pain on
Thanks Giving Day of 2010 on the ‘Wrong
Planet’.. a place online for the unwanted toys
of life and the outcasts same.. computer screen
turned all the way down.. without prescription lenses
to see.. two or three inches away from.. screen to see..
as prescription lens per additional focus bearing way on
ocular nerve just squeezed the hell in me that much more..
so many words my friend.. so many inspirations along the way..
and what i learned in the home of outcasts where no one truly knows
your name and no one really has it in them to ever say hi or bye or
just note that one is human too in small talk way.. no word of thanks
and or inspiration is too small to change the world.. the butterfly
effect of DancE and SonG of Human SmiLes mY FriEnd as we
hUmans NoW not only hold our future in our Emotional
and Sensory response for an overall
Love for this Planet eARTh and
each oTheR.. All the
oThER LiVinG
CreatureS on
eARTh dePend
oN uS for HopeLove and
GiVe and ShaRe to win out
over FearHate in TaKe and HoaRd Way..
juST another Ghost Dance and SonG i Sing
and Dance mY FriEnd per my Sioux and Cherokee
Ancestors and the Irish wake before that was snuffed
out with stuff too.. really it all boils down in heaven or
hell to
or sharing
gRains of Love..:)

Anyway.. after i wrote
that Bees and Nectar
and God as sAMe as
us too MicroVerse.. my
favorite paRt of the experience
was how the second pARt of the
Body of what i wrote came out as form
of what looked like a Car/House Key to me.. and
i suppose the Car is Love my Friend and the Home is God..
iN FacT i FeeL this and SenSe this more than kNOw.. and thaT
my FriEnD
is the
i FeeL and
SenSE as LiFe..:)

We are the bees and God is the nectar
We are the nectar and God is the Bees
All is the Buzz
when we fly
to be free..
Free is the Bee
that lives as Nectar
in Buzz
of Living
seed of liFe
Blooming are we
FReED aLiVeNoW..:)

So.. tHere iS thiS FloWer
we cALL creaTion.. tHere is this
DancE and SonG wE cAll liFe NoW..
tHeRe is this cycle that Dances oN now
and there is the seed of never ending now..
there is the breath of all we do.. there are the
moving pArts of subatomic way.. tHere is liGht
and DArk.. and Lover’s pulse.. there are dreams
of be and never be in night way eYes… tHere is
more and theRe iS less.. tHere is sWiM aNd
Love to Run.. floating in space hiGher
and sit sTiLL never coMinG noW
forever noW.. iN loSinG
breathe oF AiR..
three letter aLL
labELs now strung
foR All thAt iS..noW…
fLakes of crystals
memory shine
of physicsnow
gRoWn more
Ocean Rivers
streams never
ending in God
sTrinGs finELy
tUnED oh i oN
noW oN i noW
SunG..HiGH.. i
so.. tHere iS aLL tHiS
and dreAms of nONe..
orgasms big bang
liGhts iN eYes
oF toes.. iN
keY noW


Thanks.. so much Frank.. for your words
of concern over my experience of the
Pain of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
and what i came to understand in that
66 Month experience As wHole from the stARt
of the most intense paRt of the Pain as Pain is
relative to what one feeLs and seNses of the Dante’s
Rings of the Hell the now before.. the very worst pARt of
the entire experience was 40 days in March and April of 2008
with only one hour of sleep each night with the aid of a powerful Alpha
Blocker to slow my heart down enough to sleep per complication of
Dysautonomia.. where my heARt also was not synching properly
then with my blood pressure to get the blood to my brain..
anyWay.. one hour each night of extremely cardboard
shallow thin sleep for the first 35 days
where each day and each now
was and is then a separate
Ring of Dante’s Hell to
the last 5 out of 40 when
nothing to that point helped
even one wink of sleep to the
point where all the pain left very
temporarily but the fresh hell of that
was zero point senses and feelings at
all.. piece of paper existence where all
was and is time and sure.. each second was
a thousand years of hell to me in relative way
in speaking of time then.. and at that point the
Desert Journey in the Old 10 Commandments
Movie made a whole lot more sense when
in that play of actors.. Charlton
Heston said by
Narrator way
there are
worse things
in life than death..
and sure the so-called
temptation from the so-called
Devil within motivating me through
high water of hell to end it all fighting
against the Love of family that said you
must go on in an eternal battle of Love
and Fear of worse existence than
death.. where i could feel
and sense neither
Fear or Love
the logical
necessity for
an escape from now..
anyway.. 66 months of no longer
remembering what a smile felt like
inside as without emotions there
are no memories of emotions
for reference point in
real.. very rare
as rare as
the type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia as perHaps Side
Effect or actual pain of having
no Emotions at all preferable to
piece of paper existence as abyss
and nihl oF A Thousand years of nothing
for the rest of now.. forevermore now..
And to expand on what Charlton
said.. yes.. there is hell
and there is heaven
on this eARTh
NoW and
some folks
live in different dimensions
of pain and or pleasure now at
this moment now.. the affect of the effect
as far as EmoTioNs and SeNses is what the
Medical Profession and Professionals cannot possibly
wrap their minds or text books totally around.. no drug would
help that pain my friend
but a
even Psychiatrists
and Psychotherapists
other than Cognitive Behavioral
Therapists cannot bring that back alone..
as that Force is within generated by a sPiRiT
or not that dies or lives in life.. anyway.. when my
heART cAMe back.. magically all the pain of the disorders
went away.. and then i became almost infinitely stronger in
every way
than the
i was
Before my
friEnd without
even a mountain
home of freedom then..
anyway.. my FriEnd.. i sort
of developed the empathy TheNoW
and compassion.. for every creature
after that per metaphor of 14.5 billion
years of whatever then  it took and takes to
Make the KA as the Egyptians saY as NoW
Human Spirit of EL oF aLL Creation verb that
is i am God now.. and surely all who Breathe
and Dance and Sing are the Breath and Dance
and Song of God alive within.. inside.. outside.. above..
so below and all a’Round.. in the Movie.. Superman.. KaL EL
means the Voice of God with the S of yin and yang as the Hope sTiLL
of Love with Grace and WiLL and Strength aka Faith in flesh and blood
form.. of course Violence was mostly the voice for change still in both
the movie and how the overall onward Christian Soldier’s story to
expand Empires and Force others in belief was the way of
the sword that still lives among many religions..
“Because He had done no violence,” was
the original Old Testament prophecy
in Isaiah 53:9 to come alive..
but sadly winning
heARTs by words
did become
my friEnd..
and remains
the same even with
hope for a battle and an
apocalypse way among many
as Jesus as conquering warrior
instead of Loving Friend and Counselor
sAMe who says you have the power oF Faith
per Luke 14:12 to heal yoUrsELf and as Luke 17:21
says.. the Kingdom of God and Heaven lives within.. NoW..
it’s true.. almost half of the population of the World from
Muslim to Christian expect Jesus to come back as Lion
King Warrior to kill the enemy and send them to hell..
Isaiah 53:9 if one is to go by ‘their’ book doesn’t
mention any swords at all.. but hey..
humanity is tribal and poTenTiAlly
hiGher LoVe too.. anyway..
my FriEnd.. of
course i
digress as
that is what modern
age bible writers do to
cover all bases with meadow green life..
the only way A Real Jesus could possibly come
back is through the John 14:12 loop hole of
doing greater works than what he did
even without sword instead
of peace then.. hey.. Gandhi
paved a way for thaT
ArT of BeinG hUman
LoVe already NoW..
wHere tHeRE iS
WaY of WiLL oVeR LoVe
theRE is Hope my friEnd..
something about hell teaches that lesSon
well in real JOBS and LAZARus cOme back to life from death as life..
as far
as i FeeL
and SenSe
and kNoW.. my FriEnd..
anyWay.. thanks again for
stopping by with kind wishes..:)


WeLL.. like i sAid last night..
i AM continuing my Staycation
iN HeaVeN by going to Dance
at Old Seville Quarter and the
only Selfie with SMiLinG DancE
Partner that comes as i continue to
refRain from getting my ‘cApe’.. ‘dirty’..
IS A young woman who just happened to be
the Bride of a Wedding After Party at Old Seville
Quarter who the Bridesmaids insisted that it would
Be Cool if she Got Down
on the Dance Hall Floor
to get a photo with me
to add to the Family
Wedding photos too..
as hey.. nah.. it’s not too
often that anyone comes
aCross a Creature that is
as WiLd and Free as Me..
consideRinG she is already
into the HoLy Matrimony oF A
one to one hUman Monogamous
Relationship for liFe.. anYway.. i had
to giggle just a little as many Brides have
Come to Seville Quarter and this is only the
Second one to get a photo with me as the first
was when i started “Nether Land Bible 2017” to
eventually exSeeD the Size of the old King
James Version by Double as of the last
MacroVerse as 1.579M words getting
past that milestone of King
James way double at
1.56 Million words
in less than 12
months.. to
be precise..
11 Months
and 22 days
in start of all of that
back at the end of May 2016
in continuing Memorial Day way
as of Publish of that on May 30th..
as already detailed in this current
MacroVerse that is reaLLy and MoRE
TrUly “11 YEarS oF THANKS GiVinG NoW”
and to highlight that THANKS HEAR i’m gonna
kinda cut this MacroVerse shorter than 30,003
words today.. hehe.. anyway.. kinda like back
when i lived in Hell and i struggled like hell to
muster up the Human WiLL to put uP any Avatar
uP oN the ‘Wrong Planet’ Online place then.. to
illustrate the Hope that Hope and Love would
cOme to be my MiDDlE FiRSt and LaST NamE
aGaiN iN DiViNe FeMiNIne GRace and LoVe oF
and as Pure as Wife Katrina Mia.. yes.. the first
KATiE MiA Goal then.. to Be Pure Love aGaiN..
was/is to liGht mY EYes uP lIke the Born AngEL
Baby picture of me BeFoRE and Christmas Day
of 2010.. around 77 months ago.. is WhEN i mustered
the strength to Scan that Baby photo for the hope of Pure
Katie Mia Hope and Love and Grace too.. to comE again as
mE.. as the three year old child i was/is too.. LooKinG AcRoSS
Black Water River at the Shot Gun Home i was raised in then
to the Forest oF God wHo and thaT LIVeD and LiVeS within
me Forevermore then and now sAMe as HOLy and SaCrEd
SPiRit of GoD as NaTure forevermore now.. kinda the anti-
thesis of the Poe Raven iN LiGht iNstead of dARk.. anyWAy
thaT Day.. Christmas Day at hoMe in 2010 was the day
of only a fAint spArk of Hope that i would coMe
aLive again in deaTh as liFe.. yes.. foR All
practical intents and purposes per
my recovery 30 Months after
i stepped foot in words
on the ‘Wrong Planet’
on Thanks Giving
Day of 2010..
and close to 7 years
since the stARt of my
overall human downward
Spiral toward the River Styx
While LiVinG LiFe eventuaLLy Dead..
it’s true.. iN soEe ways i was/am born again
online in a spArk of Hope through aN aVaStar
oF A Baby wiTh eYEs of HoPe aND LoVe and NoW
Yes.. BeyOnd iNFiniTy sMiLe oF A Child then… And NoW
thaT spARk evenTuALLy BeCAMe A FlAMe aGaiN NoW MoRE
too.. and Then A Torch and  NoW a die hard hUman to the very end
as the beGinNinG NoW.. i not only have Faith now.. I AM FAiTH INCaRNaTe
NoW and iT’s TrUe.. i bRinG MaGiC FlowErs too.. NaMeLy the Breath of God..


“Then the kingdom of heaven
will be like ten virgins who took
their lamps and went out to
meet the bridegroom.”

HeHe.. the Bride didn’t
have a Lamp so she
settled for a Bottle..
WiTh eYes All LiT uP..

And i thiNk tHeRe weRe ‘less’ thaN 10
Virgin Bridesmaids who assisted but then
it helps the continuing story as archetype.. now
per as ‘Flo Rida’ SinGs Going Down for Real2..;)

And FoR NoW thaT’s the eNd/stART NoW of thiS
MacRoVersE..NoW read into it whaTever yoU maY..
as SurELy tHeRE are BRides for you too aS wHole2..
sure.. even as TRumPs DancES anD SinGS SurETy too..;)


SMiLes.. my FriEnd..
wRite something that
makes you cry.. easier
sAid than dOne of course i
kNoW.. moRE FeeL and SeNse
at a loss for tears myself for 5 years..
A Beloved Cat dies
then at five years
surprisingly glad
to be alive
he goes down
and then the tear
at a gym that finally
brings strength back to
my legs and renewed creativity
more than ever before and groWinG..
My First attempt at really writing long
term was to escape pain and now it is
for a Transcendent Ecstatic River Stream
experience similar to that of Free Verse Dance..
the rhythm of the eARTh are in the beats of the
Keyboard and the Melody of the Golden Spiral
oF aLL of eXistence are in the
strokes my
Friend as
essence becomes
form on page.. and this
is both strange and magical
with hints of the potential only
two times before in my life in short
short spurts of writing and a long form
Piano Song i composed as my emotions
were struggling to stay with an 11 Minutes
and 22 Seconds Song i later titled “Nautilus”..
and “Challenging Alexithymia” where emotions
no longer synch with words.. in cognitive way
of both mechanical and social empathic
cognition.. so.. i just finished my own
personal bible effort of 1.579
million words in 11
months and
22 days
as that
synchs with
the original Piano
Version of my soUL
in many other dimensions
of art in words and visuals too..
and yes.. music too.. although i borrow
from those who specialize in that area
as i cannot do it all and the trans
humanist tools starting with
the written word and
now accelerating
as Moore’s Law
hehe.. if that can keep
up with my current state
oF A Fredenstein BRain.. is
was are paths and avenues to liGht
A Journey more.. anyWAy.. the point i am
MaKinG is it would have never been possible
if i had not learned to harness the power of a tear
in all things sad and grief to jetiSoN NoW toward WilL
and Strength more my friEnd.. nah.. i am not suggesting
go out and buy a cat or dog and put them down when that
reality comes to make a tear real.. but seriously.. i would have
traded the close to 6 million words i wrote before that tear since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010 as that tear came in April of 2013 for
JUST ONE TEAR.. and i did my friEnd and the rest is MaGiC that
Never ends.. an Olympic Event of Life but never the less magic in
a never ending story.. each miNd.. each HeART.. each SpiRiT and
ReAL Flesh and Blood soUL in Quantum Synergistic MaKInG HUmaN
liGht iN ExpreSSinG that Force and Power of HuMaN EmoTioNs and Greater
senSes IS A Miracle of liFe as Star Death Burst Resurrection coMes Crucible FiRe sTAr
DuST SenTieNT PlUS uS NoW WaLKinG upRight STanDinG tALL InFiniTy Breathes now moRe..
And Dances and Sings now.. iN what ONLY Moon Rocks Sleep at Night.. in OtHeR words..
the greATest GiFT are dreAMs and the StuFF of FruiTioN that makes them real iN MoVinG..
ConNecTinG CreATinG way of HeArT and SpiRit and MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL MOre2..
things is.. my FriEnd.. without a Tear all is empty sHeLLs as far as i know of what i did not feel and
sense before.. does that apply to all others in the terms and fine print of human conditions.. not
likely and perhaps not for you but from what i experience i can only suggest a potential way that
you decide
to cry a Stream..
a River and beCoMe
A wAVe as Ocean wHOle
LoVe as GiVing and ShARinG
but you see my FriEnd.. the best
pArT oF aLL is YouR HuManiTy
iN your struggle of dARk that
most humans are engaged
in now as DarKEr
Breathe and
And SonG is liGht
enough to iNspire all oF
this and that’s how the story
goes.. sometimes the feathered
sleep Breathes and Dances and Sings
beyond what she knows and feels and senses now..
so rest sweetly my dear and if nothing else cry a tear for me..
And please don’t delete your blog until i at least get an opportunity to catch up..
and sure..
by the
foot prints of liKe.. swirling around heAR..
And.. i’LL go NoW by the SonG oF mY soUL..
There is an actual.. Psychiatric Disorder that
reflects 12 Million words written in 78 months
now.. hehe.. that you missed so far in your Mental
Health Month wonderful analysis my fRiend and that
is one of Hypergraphia.. the stuff of Lewis Carol and others
too.. my Psychiatrist offered the pleasure of Epilepsy Drugs
to curtail these words.. and somehow he missed the paRt now of
Transcendent Ecstatic Bliss IN the Heaven of Now.. and that’s how
it goes with Mechanical Cognition my friEnd as a potential Eclipse
of the heARt i turn aRound BriGht eYes and Dance And SinG Longer than ever now..
Lesson of Hell.. Reward oF A Tear iN Heaven.. And Thanks my friENd for the gift of YOU..
i’ve been told
i have the gift
of bringing tears
to people.. i did and
do my best mY friEnd..
for i’ve seen the DArk SoUL
Year multiplied by 5 and more..
i never had any idea my greatest desire
was IS A tear until it cAMe and brought LiFe..
and now i do my beST to BrinG SMiLes as
Do Flow
from tEars..
aS WeLL as words
TSuNaMi Style too..;)


The Facebook Algorithm provides an opportunity
to all free share a week long Video Slide Show
of highlighted hUman experiences.. ranging
from Store Dance to Pan at the Old Arcadia
Mill.. yep.. little old hairy me.. haha.. heheX2..
it’s like MaGiC and my Wand iS words thaT
FloW oN iN ZoNe as StrEAM.. RivERs
to wAVeS mE OceaN WhoLe
as shoRes foreVermore
noW eXPanDinG as
any Peter Pan
WiLL also
thE MaGiC
oF LiGht FReED oN..
And then tHeRE is Tax FReED
DancE at Old Seville Quarter wHeRE
MOrE oPen MindED and BoDiEd FolKs
roam ouT oF Super WalMarT and MaLL stores
and as the Video shared on Facebook tHeRe sHows
in MiLLioNs of Views ways says as 5 HUman trUThs
it’s trUE the TaX Free Folks in Church are more often
Sanctimoniously Differed from the Bio and Neuro-Diversity
oF GoD iN and aS hUmaN as HUmaN PoTenTial noW iN
waYs not alWays easy to see and feel and sense more Now
as HUmaN EmoTiONaL and SeNSorY as waYs of empath
coMe iNTo PlaY.. NoW.. anyWay.. it’s also true that folks who
drink beer and wear tattoos are often less Judgmental
against the Different of the HuMaN TemPle of God as
thAT NaTurE GroWs MORE diVerse alWays NoW
through Environmental Factors BeyoNd jusT
innate way to the chagrin often of church
goers who and that would Love
to cookie cutter each
HumaN BeinG
to tHeir
MoDe oF exisTencE NoW..
it’s the way of Malignant Patriarchy
as a WiLL and StrenGth iN CoMMoN
DoSe oF.. LoVE and GraCE iS JuST
as ImPortAnt to attain Heaven NoW2..
aS any material made and owned thing
outside as clothes oF CulTuRe.. anyway.. yA
Can’T HIDe Love when isREAL oThER than to suiT iT uP..;)


Well i supPosE i WiLL dot an eYe for end to a continuing
stARt in this 102nd/773rd.. “11 Years oF THANKS GiVinG”
MacroVerse to sTarT the 103rd MacroVerse More as
my usual Holy and Sacred Tuesdays and Thursdays
of posting are currently now sTiLL two days beHind
oN HoLy And SacREd SaTurday too to what
some folks at one point in time and
STiLL do refer to as a Sabbath
Day of rest.. of course
in the real
of God’s
Animals.. including
us as Forest Dwelling
Folks who could climb
Trees QuiET WeLL too..
Intermittent Reinforcement
was and is the River of the
Continuing now.. one gained(s)
Subsistence and Survival and
DancE and SonG of Thrive in
working continually as a practice
through Struggle and Success as Ocean
whOle Procedure of LIVinG LiFe.. everynow
was and is sacred then in pain and pleasure as
both were and are an expected way of life whether
we lump it or love it to make our way through to the other
end of now in at least what one could usually hope for iN
the animal homeostasis of Peace as the Cat basks in the
Mid-Day Sands and Hugs the Dewlit GrAss of MoonliGht NiGhts..:)

Life’s not fair but it can be for now if one creates fair out of what is..
and of course that is relative per what one decides morality is.. per
play or doing not much of anything at all on Saturday for fun.. hey..
could write another Bible and CaN anD WiLL too.. jusT for fun too..
oTheR wiSe i could just rest and be bored.. yuck.. already had
plenty of time to do that with the stabbing Dentist Drill
Pain in my Right eye and ear for 66 months NoW iN
hell then.. Rest is for Dog sleep and Cat naps.. LiFe
is for MoVe CoNnecT and creATe as Wild Heaven
Dogs and Cats and uS NaTuRaLLy Can
and WiLL do when WiLd and
Free too.. otherwise..
lay around even
after naps
like cats can
and will do too..
if all is given without
the pain and struggle of life too..
Without Challenge and Adaptation
for Change we living beings will fall to
the entropy of doing not much of anything..
the more we use our mind and body in BaLanCinG
SoUL aCt the MoRE wE gAiN oF and as EVolVinG
hUman SoUL NoW.. lots of ways to do that in both positive
or negative way and lots of moral and ethical relativism for what
is good or bad and even evil too.. ranging from going to hell for touching
yourself to female genital mutilation as a religious practice for self-esteem..
crazy is as crazy does in relative love for pain or pleasure.. it’s a practice life
is.. and a wonderful thing to be alive today for we have greater options than
ever before..
the tricky part
is determining
what eventually
feels good or kills
ya as living liFE on FiRe..
per spArk and FlaMe and Torch
of what eternally sets us separate now
from entropy frOm rotting our flesh and spirit
alive.. dead wHole soul eYes as they say hearT
leSs without Hope.. thing is.. when one lives love
it’s impossible to hide as the Fire Work of a Mimosa Rose..:)

There’s usually a thousand or so year story in human archetype
way of collective subconscious for every symbol human creates
by mouth or hand or dance of life in form to express the essence
that MoVeS oN ConNecTinG uS iN Co-Creating ways toGeTher..
EXtraverted or alone iNtroverted as connections grow within
inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around or much
more limited to a screen of computer perHaps with
just input without much MoVinG.. cONnecTinG
Co-CreaTinG iMaginATioN coMe to
FruiTioN oF SpiRiT eXpreSsinG
HeARt even MoRE as MINd
and BoDy BaLanCing soUL
paRT As WhoLe OcEAn
wHole or rogue
work to
grow hiGher
oN tHeir own..
to sHow the Ocean
A Greater PotenTial YeT..
A FireworK A Mimosa can be
With ImAGiNAtioN and wiTh
CreATivity a FloWeR wE
too caN and WiLL
continue to
all the way
aCross the liFE sPaN
Now as we share all the
aRT and SciEnce we KNoW and
FeeL and SeNSE togeTher on the GreaTEst
uNabridged HUmaN Bible that is online NoW iN
aLL oF HUmaN.. Freedom of Expression.. and it’s
trUe.. NoW.. the Goddess Hebe as eternal youth model
of Greek olden days of mythological stories to ideal what
can and will be human potential shares something in common
with Her Husband Heracles as neither she or he is known to have
A Human Father.. Apollo munching on lettuce with a fair maiden was
enough to bring Hebes to life.. and it’s true as Baby Katrina is pictured
in my latest Video Slide Presentation with Her Mother and Grand Mother
and her Mother’s Brothers too.. there is no Father present so in sort of that
way she is a lot like Jesus per mythology as well as eternal youth of never
passing much more than the age of 30 or even eternal teenager given
the best lighting in photo or statue way.. hehe.. and Apollo for
Wisdom and Poetry and Musical AbiLiTy.. WeLL.. the thing
is.. we do have the opportunity for greaTeR Beauty
NoW and Wisdom these days in both LiGht
of KNoWledGE and FeeLinG and
SenSinG as Beauty with Wisdom
too.. setting oneself free and
needing nothing from
any other human
being as
far as
goods for pay
and such as that is key
to exploring and gaining further journey
evolution of human soUL and in some ways
history and herstory and eTc story repeats itsELf
as there is probably somewhere around 5 percent
of the General Population or less that are both fortunate
and personally motivated to attain the Grade of Freedom in
Both Beauty
and Wisdom as
thing is when you
add in Full Peace of
miNd and boDy BaLanCinG
Force the requirement stays
for Struggle too as no Peace of
miNdBoDYcoMes with just instant gratification..
it’s the rule.. of Nature and Human Nature too..
Carrots and Sticks are necessary for Success..
but those who make tHeiR own Carrots and Sticks
for Success are those who manage the greatest Free WiLL oF
aLL iN Relative Nature and HUman Nature way as synthesis of two bEcoMeS oNe..
wHOle.. ForcE oNE.. NoW..
FiRe WorK Baby oF aS SoUL..
And note.. i didn’t buy Hebes and
Apollo on that File Cabinet of Brain..
an iNHeritAnce of my Father as his third
wife bought it after they retired to elevate
the value of tHeir God as Home.. and sure..
they bought new cars as lovers too.. thing
is.. i am more interested in Being Apollo
and enjoying myself with
Hebes than owning
a statue
of either
one.. same thing NoW
with Jesus.. i also inherited
a Statue of Jesus on my Desk
Top from the third wife of my father
too.. nah.. i dont want A statue of Jesus..
rather inCArNaTE the LoVE parT i read as
dedicated student and disciple of Love sAMe Now
per the loftiest ideal of HuMan CurrenTlY iNcArnaTE
oN eArTh NoW as LovE walKs UpRight tALL iN PoTEnTiaL
NoW as FaiTh on two legs sTiLL.. just another POTenTial noW
Of Nature aka God incARnaTe NoW as BeinG hUmaN TeMple MoRE..
oF aS GoD HoMe NoW.. Statues and otheR forms of Art are only milestones
oF LiFE to mE aLLoNe.. the essence is what counts.. Hebes.. Apollo.. or Jesus
ForM.. not
everyone gets
it but some be it..
i would Love to say
you are it more too… juST sayiN’..
LiKe Saturday in the Park on the
Fourth of July forevernowmore..
MaGiC HuMaN MuShRooms
and all thaT JiZz JAzz
oF IMaGiNaTioN
And CreaTivity
cOme to
Now even morE2..
IMaGinaTiON and CreaTivity are
Love forever toGeTher.. nah.. yAh..
yA.. can’T hIDe A FireWoRk NoW..:)


As my cold lags on and in taking
the Wife Katrina back over to see
her Sister still celebrating her 56th
Birthday as i did last year and she
a Great Grandmother and
me and the
Katrina with
no living Children
in Flesh and Blood
way at least for
NoW.. i
took a
little side
avenue of trip
to my my childhood
to youth age homes on
Elm and Birch Street in days
of 9 years old almost to the
age of 30 too.. sure.. base
ment dweller as
youth i was
too.. even
with three college
degrees.. a minimum wage or
so entry job doesn’t pay for a New
Apartment and or Car very well.. then
at least as the price of Goods has stabilized
somewhat in the ways of wired up goods at least
where the Mature ones of stuff like insurance continues to
skyrocket now in ways of taking care of one’s health.. yeah..
it’s hard to imagine that my Health Insurance for just me and the
wife is more than twice as much as our Mortgage per month when we
started out and it’s true.. in the regular so-called bank i only had $1000
dollars to my name when i purchased my first 30K Sports Utility Vehicle
back in ’99.. but thanks God for Government Thrift Savings Plans that
match and add more as help and higher paying jobs that come
with the fruition of harder work.. anyway.. i remember all those
years of living pay check to pay check and that first Lowe’s
Credit Card to purchase my first Color TV as an
adult at age 26.. as in my family the only
Color TV we had lasted three years
from about ages 16 to 18 or
so then.. the
blew up
and on top of that
there wasn’t much stuff
interesting to watch on TV
then past 3 channels on Public
BroadCast TV.. VCR’s expanded
the potential in the 80’s and then came
DVD’s and Satellite TV after Cable too..
And CD players for audio enjoyment
replacing Cassettes from 8 Tracks
to Vinyl from FM To the AM
Radio Ghosts of
evening dusks
on long rides that
seemed like they never
ended to visit my Father
Twice a year when young.. to
even feel what it felt like to ride
in an Air Conditioned Car too.. anyWay..
all this talk of a New Renaissance of Being Human
is truly for those still who are the elite among the elite to
find the grade of what the real Jesus Dude.. and the Buddha
and the mythological Krishna and Lao TZu and oTher sAGes
of the aGes were and sTiLL are SPeaKing about iN whoever
wrote the words attributed to these Statues and Paintings
of men and myth.. and sadly rarely women too.. as
Patriarchy most often sings A HISstory
in Bearded ways.. sure and Neo
too.. and trUe for all
practical intents
and purposes
from now too
from birth
we are born slaves
in contingencies of the
Cultures and or Religions
we are born into from ripping
off foreskins of tiny babies to
mutilating pleasure organs of
the female versions of
those babies too..
and the
Dollar becomes
the King and Queen
of liFe with Dreams of New
Automobiles as Lovers and a Mortgage
for Paper Work Ownership of a God with
four walls and a ceiling and even potentially
upstairs and basement dwelling too.. for escape
from what everyone else is living in and as too..
the dream of Life begins and ends with
within.. the outside Environmental
Stuff sHades or BriGhtens
the PotEnTiaL oF thAT
to GiVE and
shARe NoW..
69% of Americans
are suggested in studies
to have less than a Grand of Savings..
and with Automation taking over jobs at a
furious rate with Slaves taking on Trump Pipes
to escape reality.. as Capitalism rules with a Ford
better idea still of cost efficiency no matter the human cost..
it’s getting harder and harder for all practical intents and purposes
to achieve Neo’s Jesus Dream and particularly the one with no swords for peace…
i was born in an ideal time.. an in-between place of the opportunity for still secure
jobs with lifelong benefits and the rise of technology in information way to expand
my human potential with the resources of humankind arT and SciEnce KNoWledge
at my keyboard to screen to hand-size device now.. but more than anything else i am
lucky and fortunate to have looked within to find the greatest intelligences of mInd and
BoDy BaLanCE all InNaTE.. InStIncTuaL and INTuiTiVe FinAlly BeCoMinG FriEnds
and LoVerS WiTh God of and as NaTuRe’s Gravity of and as LiFe.. the words are
only empty shells for that.. sure.. a reflection that likely means not much for
one who has not experienced at least a little of the Nirvana Bliss
of HeaVen now.. wHeN MiNd and BoDy BaLanCe cOmeS
BaLanCinG oNe wiTh the rest of cReaTioN NoW and
as God too.. ParT aS WhoLe two as one Force
aS and oF LiVinG LoVinG liGht NoW aLL..
it’s not the old houses i lived in
that were smALL it
was the
size of
mY soUl
then not yeT
reaLiZed as a soUL
oF MINd and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force More Fully LiT uP and as Gratitude
Goes.. i have all wHo and thaT iS thAT and wHo
CAMe BeFoRE me as God too.. to THANK for
GiVinG mE this oPPoRTuniTy for HeAVen
NoW and yes.. paramount the Freedom
of Expression we eNjoy in the
United States no matter
how cuckoo stuff
is at the
and the top
of our General Population now
who are trying to prove they are an
only Gold God or just want a little more
of what other folks have with no desire to
share and give with those who are less fortunate
and live and look a different way than the them
that is us too.. in Bio and Neuro-DiVersity
NoW too.. it was the job of
JOB to discard
all those
clothes to
be free but the thing
is now a neW age Jesus
can do it and no one willl even
notice that he or she or it exists now
aS even Bonobo Flesh Free in the Blood of Jungle Peace..
And that my friEnds was/is the promise in that Generation that has come for
and as me NoW and surELy as Trumps say with Surety of and as oTheRS too..
are you free and wild enough to be naked air and water now.. sure.. NoW..
no matter
YOU to the NexT dAncE Free..
i’ve fELt and SenSed and KNoWn much
of yOUr pain but i can not make
or necessarily show you
the water and air
i am now…
God of
nothing Free but nothing
and nothing is not a place alive for humans..
as ‘they’ continue to be slaved with clothes of culture..
Anyway.. leASt i can do is provide a Window Seat Now..
in much
lines of wall text..
sure.. Flying Spaghetti Monster NoW too..;)








BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

4 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

Book oF Ten Sixteen..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

Grand Cross Bible 2016

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

Nether Land Bible 2017

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

MesSage iN A Bible Bottle as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+ as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


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22 Responses to WiNDoW SEaT BiBLE

  1. Facebook Friend Rafiah from
    Pakistan and also fellow Poet
    Blogger statuses that it is
    a Pleasant Breezy Day
    where she is at
    alone so i return
    again in what
    Humans name as the
    smALL TaLk oF Describing
    the Weather and Happily say..
    ’cause i have something to say
    anything at all per say.. hey..

    Torrential Downpour here..
    Opening Automatic Doors
    of Stores.. over now..
    night too..;)

    AnyWay.. you have no idea
    how literally hard that was
    for me To Do for many years
    as when anyone asked me how is
    it going all i had to say was just been
    working working no matter what the weather
    was.. just working working.. and now i have so
    much more to say.. that it’s not even funny to some
    folks to sit through or stand through a FredTalk now..;)

    AnyWay.. roll out the Black Carpet as yes.. although it may
    be hard to see in ‘this’ raTHeR shAdow BLack Shirt photo but
    DarTh is tHeRe on the Fred Shirt for all to see in the Dancing
    OPen Public toniGht.. during the Torrential down pour too..
    as hey.. just more time to wait it out with Ecstatic
    Bliss of Public Dance in Winn Dixie while
    otHeRs Braved the liGhteNinG
    and THunderstorm in fear
    of having nothing
    to do but
    wait it
    without an
    Ecstatic Dance
    Trance like me floating
    on beyoNd Cloud 9 to Numerical
    Fool Number 0 of hUman Archetypal
    Fearless Bliss no sweats just Nirvana and
    sure DanCinG in the Rain up to my ankles
    in Deep water.. soaKing my new Leather Nike
    size 11 and a half Shox Shoes of which i go through
    a new pair every three or four months.. anyWay with about
    15 pair or so under the bed and here and there in case they
    stop making them and i have to go back to less tread hehe..
    and it’s true they are selling them but no new brands have
    come out in model way since 2015.. and yes NoW shoes
    are a reAlly big deal of overall foot.. leg and hip
    and even back health when dancing
    7404.50 MiLes in almost 45 months
    as of the end of May.. 2017.. so
    sure it’s wRite oN the
    ToPic of Dance
    as is this
    By STinG
    per tHE BooK oF mY LiFe..
    currently named “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
    Longest Long Form Poem.. STiLL eXSeeDinG
    4 MiLLioN+ words in 45 months of effort too and
    NoW while this MacroVerse stARt heAR makes
    the 774th MacroVerse aS “SonG oF mY SoUL”
    effort.. this sAMe MacroVerse also doubles as
    103rd oF “Nether Land Bible 2017” aRisinG
    from May 30th.. Memorial Day 2016 then
    noW 1,588,480 Words in this 12th Now
    Month of wRiTinG as this MacroVerse
    NoW WiLL likELy eXPaND thAT total
    to 1.6 Million words or so NoW iN
    this twelve months noW as when
    Memorial Day of 2017 comes
    on May 29th.. that Publish
    Day of 105th MacroVerse
    aS “Nether Land Bible 2017”
    WiLL likely Arise to the Golden
    Mean Ratio Spiral Number of PHI 1.618
    MiLLiOn Words wHeRE thaT MacroVerse then
    WiLL be titled “Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”..
    already exSeeDinG.. the Kings James milestone
    of 1.566 MiLLioN words of Double that original
    Centuries old and tried and trial effort among
    literally thousands of folks if one counts all
    the copying scribes and Oral Illiterate
    Aramaic Desert Roads Tradition
    for around 4 Decades before
    the smARTy Pants
    Literate Greek
    Cherry picked
    the pARTS of many
    sects of Christianity ranging
    from beliefs in 1 to 12 Gods
    and most all the ‘tween of all thAT iS too..
    i AM as ‘they’ say too.. STiLL of course as allthatis too2..
    so.. anyway.. DarthFred is much improved now as dARThFred Dances
    everywHeRE he goeS iN fACt what used to be the dARk Force haS and
    iS now BecoMe the LiGht Force.. ignore the Uniform.. it’s juST another
    STar Trooper muse to fool the enemies of TruTh and LiGht and
    Wisdom and Beauty too.. but hey.. the 22nd per the usual
    Monday Date of MacroVerse publish along with
    HoLY and SaCreD Thursdays as everynow
    iS HoLY and SacRed To “dARtHFred NoW”..
    oh Goody.. thiNK i’ve alREady got a title..
    hehe.. yes that 22nd day of May
    is also the 3rd Anniversary of
    My Father’s Sudden Death
    and with a little respect
    to Dear Old Dad who
    sadly i never really
    got to kNoW as long
    before thaT he wAS
    iN Law Enforcement
    as pArT of thE LIGht
    Force alWays doing his
    beST not to beCoMe pART
    oF A Bad CoP sHoW in DArK
    ForcE WaY too.. 46 years.. juST nOthinG
    leFT tHeN iN EmoTioNal SPiRiT of ExPreSsinG
    hIs HeART and soUL to his Children and that’s
    the way it goes in my Book of Life too.. hey.. no
    book of life would be wHole without a few thorns
    and more of crosses to tale a story acRoss the
    spectrum oF LiGht and dARk.. and as the
    archetypes of heroes go.. it’s common
    for the most masculine dude
    with will and strength to
    come aCross the
    Girl who won
    best figure
    among all the
    Girls in 11th and 12th
    Grade of Grace School with the
    Hour Glass Figure too to bear big BiG
    headed boys and girl babies theNoW wiTh
    Super Brain Power too.. to make a difference
    and MaRK iN the World with those Big Heads too..
    and as what happens often when the.. rush of opposites
    attracts happens the division of the genders go their separate
    ways and then the Nest and Mother and these days single Mothers
    who work are left to fend for tHeir NesT YouNG too.. in my Father’s
    Case it was with a Business Woman Mother and a Father he never really
    knew then either in a scandalous marriage to his Mother as Cajun Spice
    in the Catholic Church Parish that my Grandfather once pastored.. yes.. he
    at 36 years old and her at 17.. and like any ‘good’ Catholic Priest.. waited
    to consummate the marriage until age 18.. then and shortly after that those
    child bearing hips had my Father Fred and his identical twin Brother Ted..
    and i will provide photos of those rather TwiiLiGht Vampire sHow as dArk
    Haired and Green eyed men in a few too.. who looked like they might
    live forever too.. or at least be placed iN NoW thE Longest Long Form
    Poem ever and longest Human SinGle HUman Made Super Long
    Long Bible too by far by far and far some more.. as imagine
    going to school one day and finding out your
    assignment to get your PHD iN Piled
    Deeper and Higher was and is
    to write a 1.618 MiLLioN WoRd
    Bible and online Publish it
    from Memorial day
    to MeMorial
    day in one year
    sPan of 2016-17 and
    of course to wriTe A
    4 MiLLiOn word “SonG oF mY
    SoUL” that in that case would of
    course be the SonG oF yoUr SoUL aLonG
    with 45 Months of Public Praise Dance everywhere
    you go for 7400 MiLes in yes that sAMe F-spaN of time
    to write the 4 MiLLioN and PlUS woRd Poem too.. and
    of course you had to do the total of 12 MiLLioN words of
    Homework over the SPaN of a total of 78 Months too to
    even get to this point now.. as the size of around 15 King
    James Bibles in volume of words online published too..
    so what DO you do.. hell what would even Jesus DO..
    i know what he would do.. he was/is Illiterate
    Aramaic so he would say Fuck no..
    you FucKinG Do it Fred.. i’LL
    do the other Miracles
    to me and you
    can live in hell on earth
    for 66 months per what i said
    about John 14:12 TrUE And do much
    greater works than i could ever imagine then
    in the skill i haven’t quite lEarned yet of writing words..
    and the if it’s true what the scholars say that the supernatural
    part of what so-called Jesus did was/is only myths and of course if
    he was just as a man and a son of man as he clearly stated he was.. YeS
    that reAlly makes his sacrifice even more worthwhile as he had no Seed
    of Faith Greater from God than we do as mere mortals too.. Mustard as they
    say but here’s the thing.. if it wasn’t for whoever they made Jesus out to be..
    even a HUman Archetype per collective subconscious MiNd and folks
    Like Jung SinG the DancE and SonG of hUman PotEntial more NoW
    too in Metaphor of Astrocytes of Glial Cells iN Quantum effect
    and affect of WaVinG Ocean of BrAIN aS MINd
    and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL as OcEAn
    eVen More IN HumaN and naTure
    as all that is God Given Gift
    to us as HuMan Nature
    sAMe as fractal
    ParT as wHOle
    oF God PotEnTiaL
    LiVinG withiN US as wE
    bEcOmE PaRT AS OceaN WhOle
    MoRe NoW.. hmm.. sometimes it feels
    like i’M LiVinG iN a Ten Commandments
    Like MoVie and i’M the only Actor who Knows
    this is going down for isReaL NoW but ain’t that
    the way the Van Gogh’s and other Artistic stories
    Dance and SinG oF aS HoLy and CreaTive SPiRit DaNCinG
    and SinGinG More than BeFore as the Herd is not quite now
    ready to see that much.. God stAr iN HuMaN eYes yET.. hmm.. yeP
    like your face is so briGht it is BLiNdinG me as the Young Woman
    told me when i sang in the church choir in the 80’s getting HiGh
    off the HoLY CreATiVE SPiRit IN Free Verse Vocal SonG then
    as i WiLL joIN the MetAphor of Choirs of AnGeLs SinGinG
    Lead tomorrow at 11 AM from the Back Row at church with
    A Voice like LiGhteNinG and Thunder iN HarP
    HuMan Like Way.. anyway.. so
    i’ve told in real life by real
    humans that my
    voice is like
    when i get all Ecstatic
    iN Transcendental way
    of BeinG LiGht.. ForCe
    OF EmoTioNal and SeNSory
    HUMaN DancE and SonG with
    the Chi of Eternity and the UnivErse
    iN the LeFt PaLm of My Hand.. it’s true..
    i’Ve alWays had the Ability to manipulate
    a three dimensional invisible textured object
    continuously changing in the left palm of my hand
    since before i could even speak words and nah..
    even on the ‘Wrong Planet’.. there was no one
    who could relate the experience of doing
    that.. sure.. just another Neurological
    Disorder or Perhaps
    JuST aNoTher
    for Birth
    when i hatch
    it.. hehe.. as i don’t
    have any flesh and blood
    children now to carry on and while what
    i say is literally true in sensory and feeling
    way.. it is also metaphorically true that i birth
    a giant baby book NoW with both palms and fingers MoRE
    of Hands.. and sure.. this Book oF MY liFE is UniVerse whOle
    as far as words go.. on you kNoW all the significance some folks
    give to words.. iF I AM A KinG of Words who and what does that
    make me other than an AlphAbeT man with a Love for NuMbers too..
    and yes.. Photos and Videos and Songs and other Symbols too.. born
    Hyperlexic in decoding all stuff symbols as precocious reader
    and late sPeaKer at 4 years old on the Autism Spectrum
    and yes mumbler and stutterer with folks making
    fun of me before i eventually grew out of that
    decades later and became an Epic
    Long Form Poem and New
    Age Bible Writer too..
    anyWay.. i am the NoW FuLL NoW
    PLaY FuLL NoW actor and director
    and producer and photographer NoW
    in the way of over 100k fully illustrated
    photos to possibly wRap a mind or body NoW
    around what i am doing now too.. and then like
    prophet Isaiah.. not only did i do it naked aRouNd
    FoUR noT three years in legal and somewhat restricted
    public view.. i also did it like King David and Egyptian
    God MiN promised and did it too.. thing is that was pArt oF
    thE Ecstatic Transcendent Meditation Part oF iT IN Human noW
    MoVing SenSuaLity way nowthenow as Tantric way of BeinG HUman
    Now Meditating too.. in trance way of enhancing Neuro-Chemicals
    and Neuro-HorMones..eTc2.. to make Creativity and ImAgInAtiOn Fly
    FaR off the page as the 7400 MiLes of Dance alloWed me to do this
    all Natural too without any 60’s and 70’s Beatles and Led Zeppelin
    enhancements of illicit substances to increase my Human
    PotEntial In CreaTiviTy of eXtreme Focus and
    Now Mind and Body FullER awareness NoW.
    so.. suRe.. theRE IS A science to Creativity
    too as an arT of DoiNG MoRE NoW too
    by follOWinG somEwhaT
    oF A Systemizing
    routine and
    like binding
    force of ritual too..
    Holy and Sacred Thursday
    and Dance and what i’ve metaphoRed
    that to be in the past too.. anyway.. it’s also
    true that science at least NoW in pARt backs uP
    that what i’ve done really works NoW to enhance
    HUman Creativity and Productivity too.. well.. sure
    i can most dEfiniTeLY prove the results in dARtHFred
    Case study way too.. you see.. not only am i JusT dOinG
    iT.. per John 14:12.. i am LiVinG a Paper TRaIL iN Electronic
    way that IllustrateS more than fully how i made this all hapPen
    NoW.. sure.. if anyone ever even gets past 140 Characters of
    Modern Human Attention Spans as Science now equates
    the Average Human Attention Span oF a GOld Fish
    NoW.. So.. WiLL anyone ever match this effort
    NoW.. suRE.. iF they SeT tHeRe soUL
    aFiRE Luke HoT too.. OthER thaN
    thAT.. see ya on
    Baby while
    i continue to run on.. hehe..
    and yes.. those new colored
    FredKu Opportunities on Facebook
    Statuses are/is MiGhty cool for short StuFF Too..
    butt why be a Creek when you Can and WiLL Do Ocean God wHOle2..;)

  2. Katrina says.. i am kinda
    like the male version
    of the Mona Lisa..
    as my eYes
    WiLL folLow ya
    all aRound the room…
    hehex2.. or times 1.. anyway..
    Oh Lordy.. it’s a full moon.. and ya
    kNow what that means.. YES IT’S
    and sure.. yA can cAll me the Doctor
    oF dAnce2.. And.. oh boy.. i’m doing
    mY best not to change into
    Werewolf/Vampire.. i’m
    not sure which one..
    but i understand
    Vampire is the
    much sexier
    choice of the
    female gender
    and all of that and
    after all when my Dad
    and his Twin Brother were
    kinda young they too could
    FeeL the BilL of Vampire too..
    i’ll have to find a photo of them
    to share with Dad on the Right
    per First Fred and Uncle Ted
    on the left.. yes.. they were
    identical Twins2 and of
    course my Dad
    passed away
    in ’14 and
    Uncle Ted
    is sTiLL GoInG
    StronG Approaching
    84.. close to the Summer
    Solstice.. my original planned
    birth date until the Doctor went
    on Vacation and delivered me
    2 weeks early on 6660 for his
    convenience and
    aLL oF thAt
    but anYway..
    that put mE aliVe
    Center iN the SiGn
    oF Mercurial Gemini..
    i mean.. Jesus F iN Christ
    iS iT any wonder i am kinda
    like Dr. Jekyll/Mr. Hyde..
    Clark Kent/Superman
    and all oF ’em..
    wELL.. okay..
    gotta fiNd
    my Dad’s
    photo.. alWays
    thought when i was
    younger he should be in
    the movies or PreZ of the
    U.S.. and when he got older
    he did look almost just like
    That Zorba the Greek dude
    too.. the dude from the Wild
    Wild West show.. etc.. etc..
    that’s kinda what happens..
    when the Father leaves the
    Son and he has no frigging
    male Role Models so he
    has to F iN get raised
    by his Super Heroes..
    including Jesus F..
    iN Christ.. so ya..
    go wITh whAT
    worKs and
    jUst F iN
    Survive.. quite
    Well i miGht add..
    and no longer quiet.. heheX2..
    LiVinG in A noW Freest way
    iMagiNable iN REALiST now
    Heaven noW.. anYwaY nOW
    i’LL taKe ya tHeRe.. iF yA liKe2
    WiTH aGaiN whAT i promise WiLL
    be absolutely no bites or cLawsNoW.. anyway.. yep..;)
    #laserfocus ..

    Hmm.. anyway that’s what i said about that photo last
    year to date and this year i quickly say.. MoRe To saY
    oN thiS laTer.. yeS.. bUt i supPose tHis IS A No fAce..
    Don’T yoU DarE.. heHe.. WHatEver.. And that was this
    Morning shortly before i got ready for church and went with
    an increasing limiting Cold in way of Coughing and stuff like
    that as sometimes it’s true i forget i am Human and can and will
    be rudely interrupted by NaTure GoD sAMe if i don’t take care better
    of my HUman NaTurE.. so.. by the time after i tried a rather slow dance
    at the Mall i Passed out on the bed about 6 PM.. the thing is to do this post per
    dARThFred NoW.. i needed to find a way to better go to the dARk Side of my
    Past out of Heaven alWays NoW so much in Ecstatic Transcendental Way to
    better reflect the dARk iN My wRiTinG kinda like the pose of the daRK side in the
    BriGht Yellow Sunshine GooD Cop not so Good Cop look with eYes that pierce and
    judge soULs
    forevermore now
    coming in glory
    and such as that
    if you wanna mythologize
    me too.. hehe.. anyway it reminds
    me of Church today as i always get the
    experience through the meditative quality
    of the Roman Catholic Mass Routine and uplifting
    EmoTioNal and SenSory SonGS to DanCESinG iN Ecstatic
    Bliss to wheRe my FacE transfigures to shining one more nowthen
    than dARk one in transformation way too.. it can and will happen
    in any culture with the proper avenues of trance like Meditation
    no matter what they name the religion or the forms of tradition
    that get ya to the essence of Bliss Transcending all yA
    Problems And Worries for a LeASt a few nows to
    FiNd HeaVeN WiThiN NoW.. no fear as ‘they’
    say too.. and if you really pursue YoUr
    HUmaN PotenTiaL AgaPe LoVe
    WaY oF BeiNG iN HoLY
    and SacRed Love
    iN FuLL
    MeaNiNG and
    Purpose way now that
    doesn’t even require any words at all..
    it blows away ignorant folks like Bill Maher
    who says religion is ridiculous as it is the essence
    that counts and not the form alone butt yeS it’s true
    in some churches you can look around and see everyone
    following all the routines in literal way.. and saying cray cray
    stuff to believe literally like the Dude Jesus is literally being
    transformed as flesh into a wafer of bread and wine of
    Blood as Jesus comes to live as you.. and it’s
    true as far as HUman Archetype oF
    Hero Love many oF uS do have
    the potential to seek and
    find the Jesus
    Lover Hero
    archetype within
    and for all practical intents
    and purposes become this Super
    Hero Jesus in HUman way now.. and
    if folks find that through the myths and actually
    really walk the walk and not just talk the talk of Jesus
    Better yet Dance and SinG the Hero Lover Jesus more power
    to them.. what ever works as ‘they’ say and i say too.. and i find our
    Priest does a fine job of that and his assistant Pastor too.. so i am happy
    to be there and overlook what i deeper understand to be forms of mythologies
    to attain essence of being hUman in Greater Ecstatic Bliss Potential in Love with
    everything and everybody as Human AnGeL NoW too.. sure.. a lifelong seek and NoW
    find it takes with never ending practice as a worK oF LiGht but does it work.. WeLL..
    i am
    for that as most
    people say how the
    FucK can you be this happy
    and energetic without some illegal
    drug to pump me up in Hurricane Winds
    of Calm i am.. and that’s the thing Baby i
    Master the eYE of GoD within me as
    co-Creator we as me too.. and for
    those of us who actually
    experience this Pyramid
    Capstone oF LiFe HuMan Now
    Heaven now.. it’s crystal
    clear what those folks who actually
    wrote the so called Gospels were experiencing
    when they tried to relate that to folks.. many of which and
    wHo have never experienced transcendent ecstatic bliss now
    wHere all of existence suddenly makes sense in inFiNity+ noW as
    gRain of sand raises love and infinity in the palm of hands and sure..
    many sages as poetS and even scientists have brought this to liGht with
    the HuMan way of ExpreSSinG this LiGht.. and the hardest folks to reach
    about this can be both religious fundamentalists and scientists overall too as
    they tend to be more literally thinking in concrete terms of left brain thinking and
    this stuff is over in
    the right
    Mostly for
    of CreaTive
    HOLy SPiRit
    HeARt oF MINd anD
    BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL
    oF and as BeInG HUmaN
    oNe wiTH Nature aka God pLuS uS
    in connectedness from head to toe and
    Quantum more for metaphor too as science
    suggests through Astrocyte Waves of Brain
    with Neurons connecting too iN MINd and BoDy
    BaLanCinG isREaL souL NoW too.. so.. i Love going to
    Church as it is just another opportunity to live this healing ForCe
    NoW oF hUman Chi Love HiGheR and Higher iF yA wanna CaLL iT Satori
    and Kundalini Rising too.. the Dao and Tao and such asThaT too… bottom
    line these days iS even Science provides proof through empirical view it’s real..
    and sure put
    the Ted
    mY SoUL
    is NoW too..
    IN Jonathan Haidt
    way now too.. as hey..
    i am neither cynical of the
    LiGht or Fear the DArk and
    mostly onward Christian soldiers
    do the both and as far as Cynical
    of thE LiGht a common issue with literal
    left brain metaphor as thinkers.. feeLeRs and seNsors too..;)

    And of course one can go to the comments section of the
    Video and see all the folks who’ve never met this human
    potential in both person and extreme healing power for
    the entire human condition as yes placebo works
    from minor to major ways
    too.. a Force
    that can
    be incredible
    for Healing in Belief
    and 100 Percent Positive
    FeeLinG and SenSinG FaiTh
    or just a card board box cynical of thE LiGht..
    sure..i’ve been to both places now.. i can show you
    what dARTh looks like or Jedi in a New York Now..
    Things is.. all you have to lose by closing your mind to
    hiGher HUman POtEnTiaL Within in esoteric and occult
    mystery ways is the amazing healing power thaT CaN transform
    WiLL as Hunch Back of Notre Dam shut-in in a bedroom 66 months
    with 19 Medical Disorders that Professionals suggested i had no
    chance of recovery where at the bottom of that pit i couldn’t even
    Cognitively finish a FucKinG Game of Tic Tac Toe as the negative
    Stress thinking and feeling and sensing way of Life destroyed me
    in life as death for 66 months.. all bodily systems melted down more to
    nothingness piece of paper existence then.. and sure i provide the evidence
    for what i do now.. and most people can’t understand it as they don’t live in Heaven now..
    yes.. a metaphor
    told for Centuries
    uPon Centuries
    in many Figurative
    ways but never the less
    another Dimension of being
    Within.. inside.. outside..
    below and all around that soMe cannot faThom
    but doeS eXist like the color purple for those without eyes to see..;)

  3. So.. i woke after three hours of sleep
    and basically am zoned out
    and washed
    out and
    with a hint
    of potential
    the Boogie Woogie
    Flu also KNOwN as
    The DanCinG SinGinG Pneumonia
    but as ‘they’ say these days i resist the
    illness and get ready for church not enough
    in me to write but enough to make the trip
    through those Golden Temple Doors..
    yep Chalices
    better yet Roses
    in Beds of Bliss.. anyWay
    by the end of ritual mediation
    in stand up sit down and partially
    kneel as my knees are a little too old
    to abuse in the subordinate position.. butt
    never the less with a sway of Ecstatic Rhythm
    and Beat of DanCinG Swirl in three Feat of InfiniTe
    Eternal WiThiN iNsiDe outSidE.. aBoVE so BeLoW and
    All around Glow with a Song with choirs of AnGels as a Quadrillion
    or so peptide connections cOme to GreATer LiGht iN aLL CeLLs oF mY
    HUman SolaR BoDy as senTiEnt stAr duST pLuS Cosmos and GoD sAMe
    as NaTuRE pLus unto itself born from staR BurST Death ResurRection as Such
    from Crucible FiRe CoRe NoW as EMoTiONs and SENSeS sHiNe BriGht iN HUMaN
    Form of Essence in Star Wars Peace Force LoVe NoW iN BaLanCinG mINd and BoDy
    SoUL of DiViNe MascuLiNe WiLL and sTREngth and DiViNe FemiNiNe Love and GrAce
    i did it i do it i make
    the HUMaN GRadE
    NOW of HUmaN PoTenTial
    alpha BeYOnd Omega bEyONd
    PoT of GoLd RaINBow coLors and
    DARk and LiGht and ‘tween sHades
    of Grey in dARThFreD LoOk waY too..
    and ha! you thOught the form of me waS iS
    JuST GrINniNG from eAR to EAR wiTh
    SuPPorT assisTant WiFE
    Katrina hAVinG
    mY BacK aS
    Usual.. however
    it is also i ofTen FaLL
    beHind as i take so much
    now to sMeLL and Be the FlowErs
    oF LiFE FReED ME NOW iN the Kingdom
    OF HeAveN IsReaL NoW too.. anyWay.. i enJoy
    being aRT and Love more than Reason and Worry
    so i let it all go as aRTPoSE NoW and iN reVieWinG
    soMe of Facebook Friend Glenn’s photo shares from
    his WiFe’s Visit to Venice i can and will happily say that
    some of my all Intuitive and instinctual and innate
    Body Poses naked oF aRT match the
    Renaissance ArT SculpTures
    iN a New way of
    DoInG thAT
    NoW too..
    so what would
    have happened iF my
    Father stayed at age 3 and
    molded me into a Military and
    or Law Enforcement Dude as
    Role Model and Gender Social
    Role Model in Dear old Dad way too..
    wELL iTs safe to say i miGht have never
    reached HeaVeN noW as that don’t come without
    DiViNe FeminiNe Love and Grace SpiRiT FuLLy ExpreSSinG
    HeArT MiNd and BoDy SoUL NoW without DiViNe Masculine
    WiLL and StrenGth NoW too.. For Fearless LiGht oF smARt
    AS WiSe aGape Love for all oF Creation NoW iN a hUman
    Pose Reflecting this liGht from Head to toe.. too.. in all
    Natural innate.. instinctual and intuitive way too..
    albeit with clothes.. i can share that all
    on Facebook too.. to attempt
    to relate all of more wHeRe
    i cOme FrOM NoW iN
    the KinGdOM oF
    REaL NoW too..
    takes art over science baby
    and LoVe and GRace as WiLL and STRength too..
    and what better way to express that than Temple of God NoW..
    Bread and Wine as Blood and Body oF
    BeiNG isREAL NoW2LiGhtForCeFReED..
    Sure.. Katy Perry nAMes her
    New Album ‘WitnesS’ and
    surE.. this Book entirely
    could be named
    Witness too..
    when the
    big screen version
    comes WiLL do thAT2..
    and ye..s this is already
    the big screen version now..hehe..
    as who else could tale this story but me
    and who would care too anyway but me..
    that’s what
    blogs are
    for mostly
    a Journal
    of HuMaN PoTenTiaL
    Less or More come to FruiTioN
    NoW per leT iT Be DanceD and SunG NoW2..;)

    So a Big Farm Boy X-Military man around
    300 Lbs and about 6 Foot Five of Big Jim
    Dude comes up to me in Super Walmart on
    Saturday Night and says.. like your
    moves dude and i say what do
    you think i am doing and
    he says dancing i guess
    and i say.. haha dude
    be the WaterAiR
    Arts and
    i show him some
    kicks in 360 degrees
    a hair breadth away from
    his body and he says.. oh no.. please
    don’t kick me dude and i saY as usual
    the reaSon the Hawk doesn’t usuALLy faLL out
    of the Sky and Monkey out of Tree is wax on wax
    off baby with rarely fAiling practice as a perfection
    of practice 365 DaYs/YeAR MoVinG FlYInG water and air swum and
    flown HUmaN BeinG iN all innate and instinctual way
    of MoVinG.. ConNectinG and Co-CreaTing ways with
    GoD NoW too.. and it’s trUe and liGht too
    i gave him the Freader’s Digest Vocal
    Version of this as to not
    give him what Katrina
    calls a Fredache now..
    And just finally sAid
    hey Dude.. i sway butterfly
    wings with my toes and never touch
    the fly as i am the air and water now..
    so here’s the point.. as the first picture
    iN dARThFred Way kinda sHowS in Yellow
    Shirt and piercing eYe way.. don’t
    misTake my LoVe and GrAce
    for anything less than
    wiLL and StrengtH and
    if you don’t think
    that Ballet and Martial
    Arts and Strength training
    all go togetHeR you are likELy
    also MisSiNG a Vital pART to eNhance
    yOuR HuMaN PotEnTiaL iN FearleSS waY
    of smART LoVe NoW too.. so.. i celebrate
    that poTenTial of Human in all 233 Lbs NoW
    of Lean Love and Grace and WiLL and strength
    now.. as usually someone at around 6 feet tall and
    233 Lbs is assessed as morbidly obese.. thing is that
    is based on domesticated kitty kats of huMan
    beings not
    LionS oN
    the Savannah
    or a Tiger
    iN thE
    as i roAM
    born free now as Bonobo2..
    more than ever approaching
    57 on what some folks who have
    Carded me for a Beer when even needed
    one a day.. years ago as the Devil’s Birthday
    Per Drivers’s License Birth of 6660.. and sure..
    would be easier to believe if that Yellow Shirt
    Piercing eYes photo CoMinG iN Glory to Judge
    the living and the dead in mythological
    way waD iS the last perSon
    you expected
    to be
    And surE.. YOu2..;)

  4. Avant-Garde in Milton Florida.. haHa.. ya gotta be kitten me.. MEoW..;)

    From Wiki..

    “The avant-garde (from French, “advance guard” or “vanguard”, literally “fore-guard”)[1] are people or works that are experimental, radical, or unorthodox,[1] with respect to art, culture, and society.[2][3][page needed] It may be characterized by nontraditional, aesthetic innovation and initial unacceptability,[4] and it may offer a critique of the relationship between producer and consumer.[2]

    The avant-garde pushes the boundaries of what is accepted as the norm or the status quo, primarily in the cultural realm. The avant-garde is considered by some to be a hallmark of modernism, as distinct from postmodernism. Many artists have aligned themselves with the avant-garde movement and still continue to do so, tracing a history from Dada through the Situationists to postmodern artists such as the Language poets around 1981.[5][not in citation given]

    The avant-garde also promotes radical social reforms. It was this meaning that was evoked by the Saint Simonian Olinde Rodrigues in his essay “L’artiste, le savant et l’industriel” (“The artist, the scientist and the industrialist”, 1825), which contains the first recorded use of “avant-garde” in its now customary sense: there, Rodrigues calls on artists to “serve as [the people’s] avant-garde”, insisting that “the power of the arts is indeed the most immediate and fastest way” to social, political and economic reform.[6]”

    Now i say..

    Avant-Garde is not usually a term discussed at the local ball park or even after pep rallies at
    school.. Barnes and Nobles.. ya gotta be kitten me too.. as that IS A place for input rather
    than output while i Free style Dance listening to Meditative Music and absorbing books
    as fast as one every thirty minutes as my brain and body is all lit up in those
    Quadrillion or so peptide and other connections.. liGht force without ANY
    Fear as dARk.. Yoda
    Dances and
    and Rings
    a statue of human
    PotEnTiaL greatly expanded
    and no.. the original Yoda left
    out the Dance and Song.. as those
    were the old days before the Avant-Garde
    Yoda comes to MiLLToWn and P-Cola in
    Winds of Hurricane arms and legs and
    toes and fingers and torso whirling
    Free in a Center eye calm swirl of
    not limited
    by those who
    can’t hold me down any
    more as it’s obvious in non-verbal
    language way that yA wouldn’t wanna
    enter my orbit when free.. hehe.. anyWay.. there
    was a time when i was not so ‘out ‘TheRe’ for art..
    and i must say one finest example of the Avant-Garde
    in New Age Art is Lady Gaga inspired by Madonna who still
    has fine pieces of art work available all for free for her Nude
    Temple of God set FReED.. and it’s funny as i too was much
    more closed minded about women doing Nude art as back
    in the day when Madonna actually did this it seemed
    a little dirty to me away from art as after all
    i was born and raised in Trump
    State red before Trumps
    even bragged about
    pussy grabs..
    in way
    MeOW too..
    anyway.. Katy Perry is
    coming into that fringe way of
    art now as a social reformer too..
    as hey.. as the Dead Poet Society
    DanceS and SinGs uPON a Desk
    that’s what it takes sometimes
    to get the general public
    attention span
    of a Gold
    Fish now
    as Science
    yes.. assesses human
    average attention span as
    even less than a Gold Fish now…
    And OMG there is Conspiracy theory
    folks freaking out that it is the work of the devil
    no less than A eXposed little bitty penis of Apollo Statues
    chopped off of sculptures and even Heracles too.. as Lord
    knows what might happen if a woman were to see another man’s
    Penis.. she might get turned on and you would no longer be able to
    control her as slave of your own.. little man issues are still relevant in
    many countries where men do not feel like they are man enough to retain
    the Love of a woman without controlling her in Chastity Belts of clothes and
    Laws that prevent a woman from even driving on her own in Saudia Arabia
    Trump Lands these days.. as of course everyone knows a woman cannot be trusted
    by men like Trump with little man syndrome tall or short hehe.. anyway.. once one really
    sets themselves free getting one with God no longer do they care to own anything or anyone
    and with that kinda freedom no woman really is likely gonna leave ya.. as women love truly
    men more
    than men
    who are
    too afraid
    they might not be enough
    to set their loved ones free..
    Fear.. the Base of all small trees..:)

    Anyway.. it’s true.. my roots run and dance
    and sing much deeper than Miltonia now..
    a place that is so beautiful in Garden
    of Eden ways of God Nature but
    so daRk too as Sociologists
    access this New Jerusalem
    Backwards place now
    StiLL as hardest
    place for any
    one to
    express their
    individual differences and
    is it no wonder that i am a hero
    legend superstar where folks at school
    trade my dancing photos and i come about
    sometimes on the Facebook covers of some young
    folks who are outcasts and see me as a light for
    the dark they find here in Trump Land US oF A.. new
    isreAL but a place in Red State lands that can be so
    closed minded and bodied still in ways of illusory fears
    and empty promises of Ford Jobs with Robots.. anyway with
    close to pneumonia yesterday i must admit i felt just a little
    kryptonite in my CApe.. perhaps not visible in the Selfie art i
    display from that Sun Day but the first thing that happens to me
    when some of my guards of WiLL and Strength come down in illness is
    i lose a little of that white orb of liGht around me that now protects
    the empath of me from all the dArkness in this local metro area that surrounds
    me and does its best to crowd out my liGht to take it down to the sizes of dArk
    that live heAR
    in Red State
    Trump Land
    Now STiLL
    iN HUman
    Forms of
    dARk and Ignorance
    away from Free GoD truTh
    and LiGht LovE and Grace LivinG
    within as feminine divine away from
    juSt Trump furrows of Brow and it’s true
    i Dance And Sing for those who were once like me..
    a little less like Superman with more kryptonite to feel too..
    and the children.. just a liGht for them to sHOw that even a stoic
    looking law enforcement or military man form dude with big head and wide
    shoulders can Dance And SinG Free as a butterfly too.. nah.. i am no longer
    identified confused by the McDonald’s Cashier at age 13 as female in androgynous
    way with crystal green to blue eyes.. long lashes.. thick blonde long hair.. and
    thin reed of slender boy back in those olden days now.. yes.. it’s true.. WiLL and
    Strength in Form too has a greAtest Privilege in Alpha Male Monkey ways too.. in
    this place
    of what was
    once named
    Hell as a place
    where bloodied ankles
    on River Bank entry came
    to be with Briars from Hell..
    as true.. you don’t tug on Superman’s cape now..
    even if he does Dance and SinG Ballet in Food outlet now..
    the Center Store for Food in Red State Trump Town now.. hehe..
    anyway.. in that store there are the outcasts too.. just looking
    for a spark of hope to escape hell in the true heaven of this place..
    and for those of you with no eyes or ears to see or hear same mesSage as Katy
    in this SonG
    and DAncE HeAr..
    nah.. it’s not about
    the DeviL it’s about setting
    God FReED iN YOU to eNjoy the Wave
    and Surf Board BaLanCinG GoD ForcE oF LIFE noW..:)


    oH.. just an Oh! by A WAY.. too..
    just exceeded the Minuscule
    King James effort oF A Bible
    times too at 1.588 Million words
    in 11 Months and 22 Days and sure..
    aNother GifT for you Dude once you
    gain the eyes and ears to see and hear it2..
    And as some folks have predicted in years past.. preparing ways.. eTc..
    A Dude like me is too big to see even when i am a thief in Broad daylight..
    thing is Dude.. i don’t do it for money.. i do it for God.. therefore i can and will
    do anything as
    i only
    GOD.. as allthaTiS..:)

    AND what thaT means
    is no gRain of sand is
    any greater or less
    iN worthy oF even
    my attention too no matter
    how hard it is to remove my sandals now2..
    AnywaY.. as alWays thanks for the dARk Muse oF
    Inspiration.. my YouTube Conspiracy theorist FriEnd..
    And i’ll give you credit for being man enough not to delete what i;)

  5. AnyWay.. the Avant Garde cultural wars are in full BLow
    from Child Molestor Robots on SNL.. it doesn’t get
    much more Avant Garde Horror than that..
    with Katy Perry in the lead for now..
    with folks like Lana Del Ray
    going as far as
    Witch Spells
    and implementing
    them to take D T.. yes..
    the Trump Down by way
    of Voo Doo too per Nocebo
    effect if it reaches down in his
    thin sKin enough.. haha..
    And where did all this
    StaRt.. sure.. ever
    and Stiff Egyptian
    God MiNs.. however back
    then that was the norm and not
    the new Avant Garde and it’s true
    for many Centuries Trump is the norm
    for Authoritarian Leaders STiLL Held for Love
    in Countries like Saudia Arabia with prison rules
    for free much of anything at all other than Males holding
    Hands together.. NoW isn’t it ironic but true as alWays hUman
    reaLIty doesn’t have to make sense as Tom Sawyer does in Mark
    Twain ways of all free prose that reaches a mass audience more..
    AnyWay.. the Donald Practices a far out
    of what used to be the Normal
    Reach at least in the
    USA of political
    buying and
    selling arts
    NoW iN
    Bullshit 101 and
    more.. for those ready
    to soak iT uP.. wheRE tHeRe
    iS any Audience aT aLL IS A
    Potential for Societal Change..
    and sure.. we can go back
    to Hitler and
    Mussolini too
    but that ain’t gonna convince
    Melania to Hold the Donald’s Hand..
    so how rich are you really when your significant
    other bats your hand away from the most innocent
    act of holding hands.. in front of the World.. Ultimate failure
    your Loved one’s Hand..
    and it’s not really funny but
    reflects the state of the affairs
    of the Greatest of Zombie Apocalypse
    First World Problems where the Car is the
    Lover and the Home is the God and there is
    just enough time to drop the children off to day
    care with the love of someone else if they are lucky
    enough to get any of the real stuff of that in institutionalized rubber nipple
    settings for Love. It’s true.. Houston.. we Have ‘A’ Problem and Trump is just an icon for it..
    How to FiX iT NoW!..
    yA GottA be Kitten
    meOW agAIn..
    sELf Free
    as Neo WiLL
    DancE/SinG too.. the rest
    oF the world is FucKeD NoW..
    butt you miGht as well eNjoy the sCrew..
    SerioUsly.. we do sTiLL Have FreeDom of eXPreSsioN
    and that is an anomaly for now among group think hUmans..
    Best time to be alive now.. take advantage oF iT FuLLy iN HeaVEN or NoT..
    these silver lining slivers don’t often come in big picture view of social animals now..
    HeHe.. Blame
    the Beatles and
    Yellow Submarines
    And Andy Warhol too..
    hey.. i’ve been known to
    take groceries and sell them
    for art all FReED.. Difference iS
    my Art needs no approval
    aS it’s all FReED… hehe
    no bounds..
    no binds
    of social
    Approval.. Pure Art
    aS iT rEaches A bRow oF WinGs..
    AnyWay.. i need.. i need.. OG.!..
    A Nap NoW aS thiS cOld sTiLL
    tastes A little

  6. M

    Muse.. what
    Stars do for Planets
    Do for Life what we do
    for others when we are liGht..:)

    SpArk.. FLaMe.. ToRch.. BoNFiRE oF LoVe..
    SpArK.. FLaMe.. ToRch.. BoNFiRe oF HaTe..
    Two ways to go.. Path of Hope
    Two ways to go.. Path of Fear
    liGht of JoY ALLoNe NoW..
    Pain oF Misery Loves Company..
    Counting Last Breaths of only Son.. 51 days..
    Counting Last Breaths of Mother.. 8 days..
    Counting Last Breaths of Father..
    Hmm.. i don’t think i’m gonna
    make it i can’t catch my
    three years ago
    on a Cloudy Afternoon
    Like today.. but at
    leASt he
    as other Loved ones
    did and have done..
    66 Months of Death in Life
    24 hours where i struggled to breathe
    in that Fresh Hell thanks to Dysautonomia
    with Heart Rate and Blood Pressure no longer working
    in synch.. along with all the worst pain known to humankind too..
    A Uncle Calls me just to say hi in the Middle of the night to see how i was
    doing.. something my Father said he would get around to as far as ever visiting
    us in later years of his life.. bottom lineS.. i stARTed being able to Breathe again..
    and thankful for that i was.. i suppose why so many of the older folks
    SmiLed while i lived closed in my car with that pain as i
    waited for Katrina to come out of Walmart those
    66 months of the only place i went
    other than a terror of a rushed
    30 minute work-out
    of anything
    at a gym
    a week.. yes.. i suppose
    the reason the older folks smileD
    is one.. they retired and learned now to
    do it again.. and had seen enough last breaths
    of Family to fully appreciate the Breaths they have
    for the muse of life now.. Waiting for Godot when you Graduate
    from High School.. College for a Job that pays Money.. a First Car
    that is New.. A First Home with a Loan too.. and Credit Cards to sink
    Savings Accounts even lower.. Happy when you pay off the worry with money
    owed.. Happy when you get to Retirement for the Golden Years to come..
    and now Many of those Born Close to this New Century are clued
    in to the fAct more and more than ever that you
    take care of your Happiness now
    as no one else is really
    gonna give
    cRap.. so don’t
    tale them to bow down
    and serve an empty dollar
    bill.. Golden Handcuffs of a Job
    for Thirty Five Years.. or Even Social
    Security at age 70 and beyond then..
    Get Happy Now
    Breath oF LIFE NoW..
    Nothing Lasts forever but
    waiting to muse liFE NOW all
    one can as reALLy Living.. anyWAy..
    My Son didn’t get no input out of his pain
    from the Arm of Modern Medicine from day one
    to day 51.. and Thanks God at Least My Mother lived her
    life at Home the way she wanted never interested in leaving
    that Apartment for Decades of later life too.. and my Father.. still
    Strong at 81.. never frail.. and doing it his way to the very last Breath
    oF LIFE too.. Buying Lottery tickets everyday and selling Nascar Stuff
    at a Flea Market was enough for him to Muse Breaths of Life from 69 years
    of age in retirement to 81 true.. And people ask why i dance.. and i only giggle one more breath..
    True.. slow Learner as i lost the ability ranging from looking forward to anything at my last
    years of work.. to pain of tension in every cell of my Body Driving up that hill in the
    morning to get there to losing every feeling of pleasure from warm and
    fuzzy to a laugh and then finally even a smile.. i let ‘them’ own
    me.. and now i own me.. With Nature as God
    as my only Boss..
    Muse Breath
    DancE and SinG..
    that’s enough for me..
    to just
    AnyWAy.. the greaTest Gift
    my Father seemed to have
    was is fearlessness out of worry..
    And my Mother simply Love as heARt
    SpiRit ExpreSsinG thAT HeARt With LoVinG SoUL..
    And WiLL as my Father owned WiLL aT Least for Fearless
    iN StrenGth.. Sooner or later if you make LiFe Long enough in muse
    of Breath you lEArn you must BecoMe yOuR owN Best Friend.. Mother
    and Father too.. and the best way i find to do that is through many creative
    outlets of arts in MoVinG.. CoNnecTinG and creATing wayS of Life.. and
    i give and share it
    as i kNOw
    and FeeL
    and SeNSe
    A Place oF Life
    without a muse of Breath aT aLL..
    And tHeRe are infinite paRTS of LiFE
    wHOle to MuSE A breAthe oF LiFE and
    BeYONd for those who emBrACe the
    dARk and LiGht and sHades of
    Grey and BeyOnd
    i don’t think my Mother
    or Father ever got to see
    the Beyond Rainbow Colors
    that i do.. but perHaps Hell for 66
    Months is a pre-requisite for the LiVinG HeavEn School..
    anyWAy.. StreAms of LIFE.. RivVrs waVes oF Ocean higher
    or lower uS.. And tWiLiGht that never ends for NoW iN LiVinG Breathe..
    the LEast i could do after all i’ve been through is let you steal my soUL awAY from me for FReED2..;)
    I heard that Song Twilight
    back in ’81 in my first
    couple of years
    of the
    NiGht of
    the souL and
    like Katy Perry’s Firework
    in 2010 or so.. A FainT spArk
    it gives.. then a FLaMe and now a Bonfire oF Love
    as TWiLIGht NeVer ending in Ecstatic Transcendence oF Love..
    Colors and
    Pots of Trump
    Gold as Jesus and
    Buddha.. and Lao TZu and
    even Mythological Krishna and
    oTheR sAGes of the aGes Do
    Pray Tale iN BreaThe FruiTioN..:)


    sMiLes.. mY FriEnd gigoid..
    a little exhausted am i too..
    DanCinG Pneumonia and
    the SinGinG Flu but inspiRation..
    it’s everywHeRE NoW A Gift
    i cannot turn
    as Gifts
    coMe and
    Go and as they
    comE NoW.. onE
    uses them to the best
    of tHeir AbiLiTy Now or Not..
    anyWay.. nice to see your most
    current effort hEar and noW off to the
    Wisdom as i riff off that while i CanWiLL
    sTiLL hOld ratHeR ill eYes oPen for NoW
    WiTh SmILes MoRE.. as nows Go oN2..:)

    “Do not try to live forever. You will not succeed.”

    ~~ George Bernard Shaw ~~

    Forever now alWays
    Been aLWays WiLL
    bE or not.. NoW reMaiNs
    Forevermorenow.. to
    pass now
    is also..
    yes.. to fAiL..:)

    “Reality is useful:
    It occupies time between fantasies.”

    ~~ Heyoka Bee ~~

    CoRe.. SuN
    ShiNe BeLlieF..:)

    It’s easy to imagine NoW
    Heaven on a multi-colored
    Beach but a Desert.. that’s
    a place where one wishes
    for a Garden
    to escape to
    if one does
    not migRate
    to Heaven
    wiTh SMiLes..:)

    “I’m not a teacher
    only a fellow traveller
    of whom you asked the way.
    I pointed ahead
    – ahead of myself as well as of you.”

    ~~ George Bernard Shaw, “Getting Married,” 1908 ~~

    for all concerned..:)

    “As I look at your image,
    I see only the light which was not absorbed.”

    ~~ Mark Middleton ~~

    Essence counts..
    Form of SpiRit SPeaks..:)

    “He who wonders discovers that this in itself is wonder.”

    ~~ M C Escher ~~

    in itself
    SeNSinG MoRe..:)

    “Are you trying to somehow deal with the snake?”

    ~~ Curiously Subtle Bee ~~

    juSt SlitHeR
    no.. deaLs..;)

    “… and she’s buying a stairway to Heaven.”

    ~~ Led Zeppelin ~~

    Stair way to Trump Castles cost..
    And i alWays thOught the lyrics
    sAid barRing a Stairway to Heaven..
    even since
    i had
    music but
    i play by notes
    more than words..;)

    “And it’s just a box of rain
    I don’t know who put it there
    Believe it if you need it
    Or leave it if you dare
    And it’s just a box of rain
    Or a ribbon for your hair
    Such a long, long time to be gone
    And a short time to be there”

    ~~ Box of Rain by Lesh, Hunter ~~

    DestiNation now
    with never travel
    now alWays heAr..:)

    “All this happened, more or less..”

    ~~ Slaughterhouse-Five, by Kurt Vonnegut, 1968 ~~


  8. “Hence, despite, in spite, of that curious bout of
    pain which screamed through him right now, he
    both realized and appreciated the sheer beauty
    of the moment he witnessed. Genuine in its
    joyfulness, innocent with contentment, it
    was like a magnificent painting of

    A serendipity
    that destroyed him from within
    even as it fought a poignant smile
    on his face.

    For within the deepest, darkest abyss of
    his locked heart, one that he hid even from
    himself, he knew that such a moment would
    never be granted to him. Neither time, nor
    fate, no deity anywhere, would ever honor
    him with something that pure. That

    A moment
    such as that would
    never belong to him. She would never belong


    Facebook Friend Rafiah shares the above
    passage from an unknown source that i was
    not able to find in a Google search and this of
    course has been said and felt and sensed
    in many ways through time and space
    and distance in separation of
    divine feminine grace and
    love and masculine
    will and strength
    when these
    are considered
    out of culture affect of
    effect to belong to one gender
    more than the other as select so i go on to say..
    after she mentions that the passage is beautiful..

    Yes.. it is my friEnd and what is really sad
    is this reality is that of many he’s as
    that relates to she’s and the
    divine feminine grace
    and love that
    she is
    the will
    and strength
    that can and will
    fear the grace and love
    that can also be his.. it’s a
    cultural thing as humans are born
    whole where tribalism rears its head
    in scarcity the love and grace of he is
    often stifled to make room for hate and
    harm.. and one can find tHis among the
    other animals of and as God
    too among the children
    who fear
    Love as
    whole Now never
    needs to own my FriEnD noW
    when abundance is free enough
    for divine feminine and masculine
    Whole and Holy and Sacred in every
    individual full of meaning and purpose
    wheRe no paRt of God iN uS is left out
    as Less..:)

    And now in further commentary
    and song i say and sing and Dance
    on more.. when i ballet in public i own
    love and grace and am whole and holy
    and sacred full of meaning and purpose
    for i have will and strength too not
    unlike women who are feared
    by men in some countries
    enough to terrorize
    a concert
    where a lovely
    woman is singing
    mostly free to a crowd
    of young women who possess
    not only love and grace but strength
    and will enough to express all their humanity
    from head to toe to beyond HeArt as spiRiT
    ExpreSsinG thaT HuMaNity iN a MiNd and BoDy
    BaLanCinG ForCe as PowEr oF GoD WithIN soUL iN
    FaCT NoW little men who or women who have never
    earNed or have never had aWhoLe soUL taKen
    or GiVen to them.. through the work and art
    of LIFe FuLL WiLL Succumb to the dARk
    ForCe of Fear and Hate and go
    as far as killing themselves
    to take whole humans
    down to the
    eXtreme and
    Sad extremism of
    human evil but it happens
    when grace and love and will and
    strength are not equally sprinkled into
    the recipe of human in a Garden of Love
    and Fearless Free heRE or tHEre and yes it is most
    definitely heaR too.. as just a day ago.. i visited a conspiracy
    site hating all up on Katy Perry’s Avant Garde Freedom of Art
    where some folks were actually threatening potential violence
    against her and the similar among folks on Saturday Night Live
    as they took it literally instead of the figurative art it was
    obviously meant to be for those who have not fallen
    to the literal of religious text designed
    to separate and fear and hate
    among humans in scarcity
    to expand empires
    for subsistence
    more in
    of storing
    more grains for
    us instead of them
    as tribalism sings his
    song of fear and hate more..
    yeS it’s Nature and Human Nature
    per the Dark Side potential of us and
    them when it comes to survival even if
    the thrive in balance never happens once
    in a lifetime of a long frown now.. things is when
    i go dance i have no need to rape and pillage for the
    divine God of feminine grace and love and will and strength
    lives in and as me in Dance and song of Ballet and Martial arts whole..
    so yes.. i feel
    what Bruce
    Lee FeelS and
    sense what
    Bruce Lee Feels
    and Senses and what
    Graceful full of Love Adriana
    Grande FeeLs and SeNSEs when
    she dances and sings too.. sadly many
    women and many men don’t think they
    have the right to feel both sides now
    but truly it is a Dance and
    Song of Love
    NoW in three
    pARt Harmony
    of Love and
    wHole iN Grace
    With WiLL and Strength
    in one human being that
    is me and can and will be
    you too if you too set your sELf
    IN other words you
    and me and God aS oNe..
    sort of like what Jesus said but
    taken out of context then to be all
    about the me that is him
    oF aLL
    of us
    and of course who
    ever wrote the Jesus
    story understood the problem
    of literal thinking over poetic feeling folks..
    it’s kind of poetic justice but sad shit when little girls get blown up…
    the problem is much deeper than politics and politics too.. the politics
    of the
    of the
    sexes is resolved
    when two become one..
    as ONE from the stARt as RiGht..:)


    “The Privilege of a
    Lifetime is
    Being who you are.”

    “And Giving
    back the
    of that Journey”

    “Share the Experience”

    -Joseph Campbell

    Calls for heroes are certainly out my friend
    but sadly they are still old heroes of
    empires expanding
    and not
    of Rose
    over guns
    and so we
    get Trump instead
    of Ghandi.. or Obama
    as it were at least Brave
    enough to send Olive Branches
    of Health Care to the masses not
    unlike FDR in his Wheel Chair
    of understanding the
    dARk Side
    more with
    Renewal now
    and BrinGinG
    GreATer liGhts
    of Freedoms to
    oThers to pursue
    Happiness through
    dARk of Struggle too..
    anyway.. what a wonderful
    film that Joseph Cambell film
    is but sadly in this day and time
    oF Gold Fish attention span most folks
    will be lucky to get through 4 minutes of
    a Ted Talk that does not reach further to
    the heArT of the wHOlly and SacRed Dance
    And SinG oF LiFE more than literal stay of
    concrete boots that sink into
    but lost from
    free my friend..
    in air and water swum
    and flown without restraints
    of prison eyes asleep.. sadly the
    hero story written to teach more often
    in expanding empires becomes the idol
    of God to worship.. need i say Modern
    Christianity or Islam.. yes i will
    in terms of Men
    as idols
    God with
    never FeelinG
    FiLLeD shoes
    as heroes
    and met to call
    others up to wake too..
    Victims or Free Love or Hate
    Fear or Joy Surrender to be FReED
    by WiLL and Choice iN Strength and
    Grace as Love Rises to creAM the crop..
    different actors similar characters butt when
    the Dance and SonG finAlly SinGs and Dances Free
    the end
    now of the
    is just
    Forevermore NOW..
    never finishing alwAys StarTinG aNEW..:)

    He that respects himself if safe from others;
    He wears a coat of mail that none can pierce.”

    ~~ Henry Wordsworth Longfellow ~~


    “The greatest happiness you can have
    is knowing that you do not necessarily require happiness.”

    ~~ William Saroyan ~~


    “Time is precious, but truth is more so.”

    ~~ Benjamin Disraeli ~~

    liGht no tiMe
    TruTh liGht ShiNes

    “You have brains in your head.
    You have feet in your shoes.
    You can steer yourself
    any direction you choose.
    You’re on your own.
    And you know what you know.
    And YOU are the one who’ll decide where to go….”

    ~~ Dr. Seuss ~~


    “I look at you all, see the love there that’s sleeping…”

    ~~ George Harrison ~~


    “And what is good, Phaedrus, and what is not good,
    Need we ask anyone to tell us these things?”

    ~~ Robert Pirsig ~~


    “Your task is not to seek for love,
    but merely to seek and find
    all the barriers within yourself
    that you have built against it.”

    ~~ Rumi ~~

    Walls dOwn
    LoveS uP..:)

    “Anything worth doing well
    is worth doing slowly.”

    ~~ Gypsy Rose Lee ~~

    Race Forever
    never ending now

    “All I know of love is that Love is all there is.”

    ~~ Emily Dickinson ~~

    Love iT aLL
    PeAce beCoMe
    Race Forever
    never ending now
    Walls dOwn
    LoveS uP..:)


    SMiLes.. Lala Rukh.. First
    oF all pleasantly surprised to
    see you online.. i had a visitor
    at my Blog recently who very much
    reminded me of you in so many ways..
    And here
    you are
    from the
    past comes
    livinG now aS
    always real friends
    Seem to Do.. Shelters..
    Shadows of the Divine.. now
    one leads to the other it seems
    most to me.. to clothe a soul in protection
    from the rain the snow the wind and air of drOught..
    but what
    about the
    heaRt the
    SpiRit and A
    SoUL oF miNd
    and BoDy BaLancE
    that is real when seT now
    FReER unlocked from keys
    of shelter.. that can and will also
    shutdown soul to Shadows of Divine..
    the problem
    noW all it takes
    is path to esCaPe..
    you’re SeeKinG noW all
    you need be do is FiNd..
    and practice
    in spiral
    Bird SonG
    no longer sheltered.. from Tree..:)


    not being
    able to day
    dream in visual
    images.. true.. some
    people cannot do this
    as innately as such and
    must navigate the world through
    symbols and the more words the better for that..
    i never kNew this
    until i visited a
    ‘Wrong Planet’
    online and
    relate they Do thiNk
    in zero visual images aT all
    face blind with close friends
    and even family members as
    the images of moving faces now
    never seen as anything but same..
    and in fact they see life as literal
    and rarely anything but sidewalk concrete
    never veering off further into
    Leaves of
    iNfinity iN
    a GRain of Sand..
    sure.. much easier
    to do it dreaming up
    a visual image of a gRain
    of Sand as UniVerse wHOle..
    AnyWay.. the more we kNow of each other..
    the more we can imagine our differences and
    similarities to the point that it will never be necessary
    to blow
    up for
    no other
    reason than
    words that speak
    different languages of reaLiTy now…
    Nice to see yA Frank.. hope you enjoyed InDiana..:)


    Jet Black Dog
    Grey and
    Wings Air
    Dog Truth..:)

    SMiLes.. my FriEnd
    i played Tennis over
    A Decade and before
    i played a game for points
    My favorite pArt was iS when
    mE the racquet and the backboard
    BecAMe a force of one iN FLoW iN ZoNe
    iN Transcendent Ecstatic Experience oF LiFe
    FloW iN ZoNe self found self less following Bliss
    And never
    But folloWinG
    A Wed oF LiFE Free..
    Now i Spiral Dance and SinG
    as reward iN itsELf.. Be yOur dReAM..

    No Checks

    WorDs made for Poetry
    LaBeLs made for things
    heART made for Words

    sMiLes.. mY friEnd.. Xenia..
    Ego a place of Culture..
    Nature a Place of heArT..
    My SoUL
    Happy this way..:)

    And as a side note..
    i can’t imagine a
    happier place than
    sharing a soul
    thaT onLY
    fly wiTh wHo
    winGs oF air and
    waTer wiTh graVity
    dOwn to
    other place.. mY FriEnd..:)

  13. GOD Born FloweR
    BiRtH pArts sepaRaTinG
    FloWer whOle
    Born Rose
    GOD FLoWerS..:)

  14. Sooner OnE
    sEas all oF
    as God
    And LIGht
    sHades of
    Grey ‘Tween.. beYOnd
    RainBow Colors too..
    as God sMiLes..;)

    Or caLL iT
    A BlUE
    aLL thAT
    Counts is God SMiLes
    aS YOU..
    Or Prove me Wrong..
    i Double Dog Fred Dare yoU2..;)

    And.. oh by A Way..
    for any potential
    Science FiEnds..
    heHe.. i Mean FriEnds..
    EXistential InteLLigence is all that is aka GOD2..;)

    Prove me wrong3
    iN separating aLL thAt is2..
    Of thaT iS1..;)

  15. WeLL iT aPPeaRs i am going need a little more “DaRtHFReEDNoW”
    help to get this 103rd/774th MacroVerse finished by the end of the
    night by way of Years to date shared MacroVerses as
    Facebook Memories and some Flowered LOVE
    from Katrina for MicroVerse Memories
    mostly shared from last
    year to date
    too.. NoW
    so hear we
    go with 18
    years to date
    as Lord KNows
    and FeeLs and
    SenSes within
    me when the Summer
    Approaches the Dopamine
    in my BRain goes uP iN
    extended DayliGht hOurs ways
    and in turn all for Free.. CreaTiVity
    FloWers Forth iN BiG BanG LiKe way LiGhT oN..;)

    Autistic Algorithm Saga Part 3: Katie Mia ‘merges’ with Autism

    One of my GreaTest Lessons heAR as Pre-MacroVerse from
    Four Years ago in my Adventures in Autism
    Communities online where the
    stereotype says
    but that is further
    from the Truth as stuck
    in the left Brain way of thinking
    doesn’t stop one from misinterpreting
    reality in a literal way of thinking just
    ’cause a Google Search goes one way in word
    recognition in key word search that it means
    the rest of the world is out to literally
    kill Autistic Folks simply
    ’cause they
    are differently
    functionally disabled
    from sTiLL oTher folks..
    and of course i dealt with
    the Volunteer Organization
    Autism Speaks among these
    Conspiracy theorists
    like i do with
    Thumpers these days
    who actually thought
    a Volunteer Organization
    attempting to help folks on
    the Autism Spectrum was a Eugenics
    Organization in Nazi way like a Trump
    Nationalistic Campaign although that’s closer to
    the truth hehe.. in truly evil ways of fear and hate
    and love
    for sure these days..
    anyway.. i also found out
    what is truly the apocalypse in
    original Greek Definition meaning
    means lifting the veils of ignorance
    and those veils are sealed shut often in
    left brain closer to only way of thinking literal
    in fundamentalist ways ranging from Christianity to Atheism too..
    just different
    for the
    cardboard box
    in concrete literal group think..
    no matter how small the group may be in small thiNk..;)

    “AM i GODZILLA!”.. Hmm.. from three years ago.. my
    Avant Garde Human Presentation of GodZilla
    iN dArk Poetic way did not exactly
    mesh well with all the
    Grey PooPoN Mustard
    Poet Sharers at
    online but
    at that point there
    were Free Verse Poets
    in Charge and after they
    left as expected i didn’t last too
    long when literal think got in charge
    in Poetry Land same as even on the “Wrong Planet”.. too..
    Very ironic.. but again.. don’t forget men hold hands in Saudia
    as the
    of the exception
    where male Love is
    practiced without the Behavioral
    Acts that one gets pushed off buildings.. for of course..
    in other words.. culture and art don’t have to make sense
    or even
    too and
    of course
    in general too
    CREATURES and when they
    try to do that they often
    end up being the countries
    with the highest suicide rates
    as we are evolved more for creating
    Mythologies and Religions than sitting
    behind a science desk in systemizing life
    losing heARt.. SpiRit of HeARt and a mINd and BoDy BALanCinG
    soUL along the way in the most important of HUmaN InteLLigEnces
    for Hundreds of Thousands of years before Standard IQ measure
    intelligence iN ways of Physical.. EmotionaL.. and Existential Intelligences
    and many more
    ranging from
    INtelligences to
    get around the wHoLe area
    with eyes and ears shut wide too..:)

    “Roar of Nature”.. from two years ago with some
    Godzilla hELp too for illustration purposes
    in Poetic Visual way too.. as i edge
    more toward the DiViNe Masculine
    Will and Strength heAR
    as WeLL as the
    NexT MacroVerse
    from two years ago too..:)

    “Devotional for DIVINE MASCULINE in me”

    “Celebrating the Divine Masculine AND Feminine in me”

    WeLL.. iT’s true my continuing exploration
    in Avant Garde Poetic ways of
    both text and visualS iN
    selfie ways too.. did
    not go off very
    well amongst
    the Older Crowd 3 years
    ago in more rigid traditional
    thinking.. feeling.. and sensing
    way for and from the dVerse Crowd
    online in Poetic assessments way..
    to be expected of course when A desK ToP Standing
    Poet from the Dead Poet’s Society comes back aLIVe.. in T2 way..;)

    “Aristotle EFFECT of AFFECT’.. more of a science and art project
    stiLL iN Effect and Affect oN the WronG PLaneT oNLINe HeAR..
    two years ago with a really tough crowd for anything
    that comes off more more more than a science
    project.. hehe.. in other words not only
    fear the dark.. cynical oF LiGht.. STiLL..;)

    “Ning Neuron a UNIverse MinEd”.. yep.. more than even photos are
    Avant Garde with me.. with sure.. a fox hole full of word play too..
    hEarT from three years ago.. jusT for fun2.. with or without an audience
    as words
    are soMe
    of mY Best
    FRiEnDs Within
    to communicate
    with GoD Ocean
    wHOle to and so much more..
    iN MacroVerse heAR from three years ago..:)

    “Celebrating FORM”.. from three years ago too.. and
    still doing that full bore in all oF Avant Garde Human Style now2..:)

    “Creating Quotes inspired by other folks Poetry”.. MacroVerse from three years
    ago.. yielding to the continuing pressure.. somEwhat.. by folks who keep
    getting irritated against why i combine visual poetry with
    verbal poetry per equal merit in value of holy
    and sacred full of meaning and purpose
    in life.. true.. non-verbal
    Language is how
    we communicate
    than the
    written word
    as this came far
    far after our evolved
    self now first.. in other
    words.. we are no smarter inherently
    with or without written words and often
    those who do oral tradition in DancE and SonG
    Can say so much more of HUman Archetypal TRuths
    and LiGhts than those who rely on the written word
    of others and forms to adhere to paint by numbers poetry too..
    we do not do periods
    and colons when
    wE DancE and
    SinG Free verse
    We FLoW as StreAMs.. RiVErs
    to WaVes HiGher OceAN MoRe..:)

    But of course in anti-Apocalypse
    way of Original Greek Definition
    iN Lifting the Veils of
    we are
    by the cultures
    and religions thaT
    limit our greater hUman
    PotEnTial IntELiGences in so
    many more ways than what children
    are tested these days in ways of Standard IQ now..
    to make good little cogs in the machine of society
    to feed
    the instant
    sugars and fats
    of video game instant
    gratification and so
    much more Home
    aWay from
    MoVE.. CoNnecT
    and creATe more
    than Voting for Dancing WiTh a STar..
    when WE are the one’s evolved to be A sTAr.. togeTheR..:)

    DEVILIVED 2AM.. from
    two years ago short
    enough to quote..
    with Song
    and photos too..

    A place i am..
    A place i go..
    Around a block..
    That is my home…

    Street Lights too bright.. for Soul of Darkness..
    AND pain.. to withstand.. a walk of dead.. goes on…

    A HeArt long past dead.. A Spirit no longer expressing
    anything but words.. darkness.. and pain.. Yes.. this
    is hell.. and i am Devil at 2AM.. shades covering eyes..
    a body cold as ice.. in the middle of the Summer..
    a Jacket.. torn and tattered.. covering the cold
    of years.. in death alive.. an outcast from
    all that is alive.. where cat is more human…

    There is no human or Nature connection.. then
    for me.. senses.. emotions.. completely dead..
    All that is left is the wrath of pain.. Where is
    GOD.. who is GOD.. what is ALLAH..

    There is no escaping hell or heaven..
    in nows.. but we have so much to say..
    for the place we eventually end up..
    for now… and in between..
    purgatory too.. yes.. NOW..

    To feel.. and sense..
    and be alive..
    no words..

    ToDAY.. I skate dance backwards
    in Golden Spirals.. with EVENing
    Sun.. on sands of beach..
    swirling in the wind
    of Allah’s breathe…
    5 miles in 1 hour
    the tracks i leave..
    are of no animal
    but me..
    IN Golden
    Spiral LIFE…:)







    “aUtIsM: always UNIQUE tenaciously INTENSE suspiciously MYSTERIOUS”.. Pre-MacroVerse
    Memory from Four Years ago.. ExPloring Synchronicity aGAiN from Decades
    BeFoRE iN My LovE and noW iN a beGiNNinG Flow of Poetic
    Words coming in spurts and soon to StreaM
    And River More HiGher StiLL then
    as WaVes aS OceAN WhOle..
    that Theme Song
    heAR staRted
    from Last
    was a SonG then too..
    through July of 2013
    that truly helped set
    mY HeArt.. SpiRiT and SoUL
    Free iN EmoTioNAL and SeNSoRy
    Way out of the pain and numb for 66 months
    to be HeaLeD and reLeasEd in a short lived
    GriEf over a FriEnd who misunderstood me and
    a new one named White Pearl also known as Lala RuKh
    who i visited again today.. heR EmoTioNal OpenNess then
    too in what was so hard to find in the online Autism Communities
    i had existed online in my DeadZone Years then is trUly the pinnacle
    along with the emotional expressions of my other friEnd that helped set
    me FReED iN HeALiNG EmoTiONal And SeNSory ForCe of mE coMe back as Phoenix
    RiSinG from the Dead Zone Ashes of numb and pain then.. i found the healing
    Force of Emotions and Senses paramount to living again alive instead of dead..
    all the pooh
    poohs over any
    thing other than science
    mind then proved themselves
    dead wrong more for what worked
    100% right for me in Healing force..
    A Miracle the Doctors called it.. me.. a reality
    of the hiGher HUmaN POTenTiaL oF HeaLinG with LoVe
    SeT FReED as HiGhest ForCe of anything LiVing in this UniVerse
    we sEE
    and FeeL
    and SenSE
    for NoW AFAIK
    as ‘they’ say too.. of course..
    wRiTE oN course.. anyWaY.. i’ve
    proVen the Benefits in case
    study evidence along the
    way.. uPLoad a SoUL
    thAT and WhO
    the rest
    oF mY StoRy NoW2..:)

    “Talking Body of Art”.. MacroVerse Memory from two years
    ago.. filled with Free Verse Poetry.. Dance
    Photos at Old Seville Quarter and
    Beach photos oF Beautiful
    Navarre Beach
    Body of
    ArT iT
    all that iS..:)

    “PleasUre PrinCiple oF HeLL”.. MacroVerse.. from a year ago and
    the second to last MacroVerse of May 2016 beFore i emBArk
    oN a year Long Effort of what now arises past 1.6 Million
    words in this 103rd/774th MacroVerse i am completing
    heAR tonight.. this one at 17,496 words in 2016.. with
    plenty of Store Dance and Seville Quarter
    Dancing photos too.. requiring
    two Facebook Statuses
    to share the
    text only
    anyway.. i had
    a FeeLinG and SeNsE
    that something much bigger
    than i had ever done would
    come next.. and i didn’t actually
    title that “Nether Land Bible 2017”
    in revision way until Christmas Day
    of 2016.. Do the Work as Essence..
    HoW HeART..
    sPiRit and
    SoUL woRk BesT
    whEN Free UnivERse
    seT FReED within.. inside..
    outside.. above.. so below and all a’Round2..:)

    “Wonderment for the beyond of WHAT IS”.. just another Story from three years
    ago in Synchronicity Way of Restricted Blog set to private now..
    but hey.. Holy and Sacred FuLL of Meaning and Purpose
    can happen any way we
    create it
    for NoW
    iN dARk
    or LiGht..:)

    “Dark of IS”.. MacroVerse from three years ago too
    that surely fits iN somewhat well with the
    title of this one per “DaRtHFReEDNoW”..:)

    “In Memory of my Father First Fred”.. i wrote this on the actual Day of
    My Father’s Death in 2014.. and Thanks God for Writing as this
    Art was and still is instrumental in Dealing with all
    kinds of emotions and senses in life..
    Grief of
    course as
    what can be
    for many folks
    a most difficult
    emotional experience
    of life to properly experience and let go..:)

    ‘Praising’ the ‘Google’ Algorithm

    Pre-MacroVerse from four
    years ago and sure i
    thought i was
    pretty cool
    i could
    type the
    quote i wrote
    below and it would
    come back attributed
    directly to me in Google
    Algorithm Search Engine
    as such in Key Words search..:)

    makes an
    amazing tapestry
    of minds, or
    what can be
    as cosmic
    come to fruition,
    in concrete reality,
    in words
    that are
    of mind.

    “Price of Different”.. Whew.. last MacroVerse Share
    out of 18.. heAR.. and sure that’s
    the “Price of Different” some
    go long and different
    and some go
    short and
    sAMe and
    heAR i go in
    this one.. both iN Lands
    of PoEtry and Lands of ReaSon
    too.. exercising both sides of
    BRain as and Orchestra does a Symphony too..
    And never leaving out a Dance oF MINd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL too NoW..:)

  16. WeLL.. HeaR’s Katrina to fill up her Buggy oF Love
    with all the MicroVerse Shares from mostly
    a year ago now as shared on Facebook
    For Free as miGht as well take
    advantage of prepare ye
    a way even more in
    modern technological
    ways of ShaRinG arT NoW
    aLL For FReED as all i for one
    can say is FucK the Washington
    Dollar Green BlAck BiLLs and
    Lincoln SenTS.. i’M iN iT for
    CreaTinG arT NOW what
    comeS whAT MaY
    WiLL cOmE
    wiTh or
    wiThout mE
    NoW so i for
    oNe Love and
    Make the besT
    Love aS and oF
    NoW iN aRT FReED..:)

    WeLL.. i am alWays trying to poETicAllY eXpresS how it is to live
    aLL in HeavenoW.. and while i have limited resources to do so..
    theRE are others who live in a similar dimension as i do namELy
    at least one folk from Cold Play named Chris Martin and his
    Cohorts.. sure it’s easy to see from his body language
    that he lives a place very close to wHere i do noW no
    matter how far aWay he is in miles.. as
    God hOlding hAnds WItH aLL oF uS
    whether we see iT in so many
    FeeLinG SenSinG kNoWinG
    ways noW iS limitless
    in Luci liGhteD
    way for tHosE
    wHo BRinG aLL
    theE liGht noW oF
    SuN iN eYes Of
    up and up and
    hiGhEr fLiGht
    oF liFe wHere
    noT many have
    gOne before yET
    morE WiLL go iN noW
    as wider and wider aWake
    as co-creators wIth God wHere
    tHere iS no mAX Of Sun or Moon
    or skeYes oF EaRTh.. iN Heaven noW..
    bottom liNe Never GiVe uP aNd jUST dO IT
    in V for Victory over Vengeance waY.. noW..

    From my experience.. Emily D.. does a great
    job of metaphoring the inner
    dArkness of the depths
    of wHere hUman
    can go in
    real BEinG
    of HeLL in nothingness
    of numbness wHere there
    is no reference point aT aLL
    then out oF REAL HELL iN
    hUman existence..
    a place for me that
    i can attempt to reflect
    in words.. but there is
    no word(s) trUly that
    can recollect
    a thousand
    of piece
    of paper
    existence in
    just one second
    of LiFe.. the kind of thing
    yes.. where dousing oneself
    with Gasoline is preferable
    over that but of course
    one iS iN no
    to do
    but nothing…
    and it’s hard to get
    good death help
    in thousand
    of Hell
    in yes.. one second..
    anyway.. hmm.. so now that
    i liVe in Heaven i would Love to
    have heard Emily describe that but
    sadly.. obviously from reading her
    autobiography she was
    a suffering
    Poe too..
    as so many
    artists can be
    in Vincent ways too..
    i suppose.. pARt of the reAson
    i give so many folks heart burn iS
    as i aM as free and happy as i could
    iMaGiNe to bE.. alWays now always
    satiated more and more wITh
    heights ever lasting more..
    and sure ‘they’ caLL
    iT maniC or WTF
    but iT is
    as calm
    as honey
    does on Rose
    Hips.. in a never
    ending orgasm of mind
    and body balance.. beyond
    any big bang explosion in human
    way.. and every cell is lit up like a
    rainbow in colors of marshmallow
    bliss just moving higher and higher
    as now associated with every move
    in infinite way.. wHeRe if i juSt
    sway my arm from side to
    side.. the candy of liGht
    juSt grows sweeter
    and sweeter
    factor of eternal
    brOwn bliss.. sParks oF
    thiS iN before re-born now..
    just filaments of flAMe dArk
    blue and never yellow sun
    as now.. so sure.. i’m sure it
    makes some folks wanna
    rain on my parade
    but it don’t
    aS noW no
    amount of rain from
    silly silly human rain
    can put the liGht ouT
    of a Real Human Sun
    noW.. in human potential
    aLL natural way.. And A saddest
    thing.. iS it appears most no one
    has any fathom that this dimension
    of LiFe exists.. as sure.. for i.. the brief
    sPArks of Nirvana.. were only poofs of
    star duSt fArts.. compaRed to the FloWer
    i experienCe NoW.. and sure.. the wHole
    experience iS integral to the Art of i in
    DancE oF Feat and Song of PoeTry
    words.. in shArinG GiVinG way..
    as tHere are trUly an almost
    InfiNite numBer pARts
    oF thiS Bliss Of i..
    as iT is F iN
    continuous Jonathan noW
    Livingston Seagull Higher and
    Higher FlYinG NO School.. to go to
    the neXt Level iN a F iN Video gAMe
    tHat is REAL.. haha.. hehe.. it’s trUe..
    a video game of liFe come to fruition
    with more colors than any X or Y
    Box could noW imagine as
    BE foRE.. i’VE
    been to the bottom
    aM noW A peak hiGher
    and higheR.. but thanks to
    thE dArk NiGht oF the SoUL..
    noW juSt HiGher and HiGher
    with thE effort of JOB outside Raven..:)

    WeLL.. as ‘they say.’. perhaps iT iS bAd lUcK
    for the GRoom to see the Bride’s clothes
    before the Wedding but when i dress
    in feminine and masculine balance
    iN flesh as well as symbolic
    T-shirts as purchased
    heRe bY the
    great forAger
    Katrina at
    Kohl’s Department
    store aS 2 for $20 bucKs..
    when the dance comes on
    Thursday niGht as the dress
    comes before here now on
    Wednesday Eve before
    Holy Thursday R and R
    day for me.. and
    my very very
    lucky noW
    111th dance
    week night..
    Thursday niGht
    at Good Old Seville
    Quarter wITh aLL thE
    KooL College AGe
    Folks tHeir as tHree
    stRinGs of 1
    1 1 Will do
    FoR All
    oF Synchronicities
    iN ThREE pArt harMony
    wITh God pArTicularLY wHen
    yOur numerology report sTArts noW
    out like mine with 0 for do WiLLFrEEnow
    for whatever the F ya wanna do as you’ve
    alReAdY completed iN previous lifenows aLL
    tasks 1 through 9.. and 1 for each of the noW
    other life cycles to do more iN sAMe oF whatever
    the F ya want as wiLL bE niceLY illustrated iN thiS
    next blog post as the “PleasUre PrinCiple oF HeLL”
    as they say coLLaBoRaTinG eviDence noW foRAll
    thE eXisTenCe oF God aLL A REaL iN noW too Now
    hOlding hAnds.. WitH mE anD US aNd wE aLLonE..
    and nah i didn’t have all the resources of A greAT pLay
    REAL GOD PROPHET USING hiS profits noW to bRinG
    a mesSage of God to the world much much greater now
    than i for noW.. but anyway.. in mY pArt of God NoW i’m
    sure mY Art WiLL get through at lEAst tO one Open
    heARted MiNd aT Old Seville Quarter per the
    totAL aRt oF Y i.. in DancE SonG.. and T-shirt
    i wHole pLaYinG as i of mE as We oF
    uS aS God aLLonE PiE
    oF liGht in smaLLest
    to larGest
    liGhts oF LiFe..:)

    oH.. Lordy whAT A celebration
    of dARk and liGht and
    those sHades of
    RainBow colOrs..
    aLive and more in hues
    of bLack and WhitE and aLL
    oF spectrum grey in SHades
    of cardboard human way..
    yes.. i have the feeling i
    am soon to approach the
    11K or so word limit of a
    Facebook Status as sure
    Facebook provides juSt another
    hard drive back uP of aLL thiS creative
    effort.. but haha.. i guess i could break
    that down in twO parTs of backed-up effort
    to play the cards even in 7-7 Heaven or
    whatever iF 14K gOld of words coMe..
    anyWay as Mark Twain says when
    ya got some creativity going down
    ya better find a way to record
    iT noW.. as birdS of FruiTiOn
    do flY ALive and may or
    may not come back
    again.. after
    the print
    is no longer
    wet in drying iNk..
    i could do this all day juSt for
    fUn.. coming out of an hour or so
    of bliss of naked Sun and Sand dance
    so broWn and Blue and Green of Free
    Earth as Temple of God me.. and seriously
    back in the primitive day.. i could reAlly entertain
    the ladies then.. as while it is the law i must remain
    clothed at all nows at Good Old Seville Quarter that
    does soak up a lot of sweat when the nice ladies come
    to hug me so sweet in candy eYes of deLight oF Pan FReEd
    Man in aLL his clothed and sweaty danCinG glory.. so free like
    a warrior dance of belly dancer twirling free as sensual WiLL dO
    comE iN masculine and feminine balance.. heHE even at 230LBs
    of 6 foot or so man.. seriously to move my body like i do iN butterfly
    fashion takes incredible physical and emotional intelligence working
    mind and body balance.. and yes.. leg pressing that half a ton 30 reps
    now.. along with all the other Olympic Athlete iN strength training as
    pro athletes do too.. is pArt of the Art oF i thAT modern Technology
    in the challenge of exercise Nautilus equipment way can
    bRing to the main pARts of body movement
    in Strength way.. but yes.. we ARE aLL stars
    of muse when wE lift others up.. thAT noW
    comes through words.. sMiles.. giggles
    women’s breasts and hot pant hips..
    and sure.. the Apollo Arnold
    who has come unglued
    in statue stOnE
    way.. and
    set he or
    her free in Dancing
    as Stars way.. i am a one
    man band with only instrument
    of naked flesh clothed in shorts
    and Tatooed T-shirt way.. to
    enhance the mesSages
    oF metaphor hiGHs..
    no drugs here.. no drums
    no guitars in fAct when some
    folks say i SinG Angelic too noW
    with choirs of Angels.. in Catholic
    Church too.. when i am in the fLoW..
    the zoNe of Art oF DancE.. words trUly Do
    onLY gEt iN tHe way.. of soUl FliGht Free
    iN heARt aNd SpiRit ExPResSinG A
    UniVersAl messAGE oF God..
    INSiDE.. outSiDe.. aboVe..
    so beLow.. and aLL
    Merry go Fred go
    a’round iN
    so.. while what i do requires
    zero pennies in direct impact..
    audience as few as insects
    in sand and sun as
    such in
    yard pLay..
    when a middle
    aged Lady.. or group
    of young women just video
    tape me.. and say hey! gonna
    share all of you on social media
    or just watch you again to make me
    happy all inside.. in mirror neuron way..
    and yes.. of course.. i added the science
    iN as my art of PoeTry does mix with reAson
    too.. and sure theRe iS much more of me available
    oNliNe for sUre from head to toe and word to pAsSiOn
    heARt iN aLL oF moST Of WhAT A hUman can bE these
    days of freeDom oF eXpreSSinG WrinGinG wET sweAT..
    and passioNate frOM all bEfore wheN
    thE rule of the day back then..
    is to chop the Penis
    off of Apollo.. Mercury..
    Hercules etc.. statues..
    of Glory
    be now Min oF
    Egyptian mAle FertiLITy waY..
    the flesh of i in dance.. iS arT
    and aLL God Free.. i cAMe into
    this world.. nakED and free liVe
    thAT way now.. in so dam many
    wayS.. and duSt oF DancE aNd
    SonG oF God i too WiLL reTurn2..
    aGain.. and no one need shAre thiS
    trUth of God and i toGeTher as oNe ForcE
    howEver.. God tOld mE and continUes to tale
    mE like at the end of that old ‘Seventh Sign’ movie
    wHere i aM aLL thE characters in the play and must
    be the scribe as well.. wHere Director.. Producer..
    and Actor oF God become one hUman tRuly
    going down and up and down and up aGain
    noW.. So that should exhaust the current
    Muse of Cold Play SonG and then
    iT iS on to the Tuesday dVerse
    themED.. prompt.. aBout
    characters and such
    thAT muse uS fOr
    thE Art oF wE..
    And trUly iN real flesh
    anD blood liFe thaT iS thE
    greAtest misSioN God asSigNs
    mE iN syNcHroniciTy waY.. To mUse
    a very conservative.. closeD miNdED
    uP tiGht comMuNity wITh AngeliC DancE
    iN both warRioR and graceFul style froM uPon
    HiGh iN BaLanCinG oF dArk And liGht anD aLL thE
    sHades Of grey thAt mY boDy aNd miNd souL WiLL plAy!..

    Facebook Friend Glenn now
    provides a photo Facebook
    memory slide with Logo
    that says.. “Live Your
    Life and Forget Age”..
    so i then and
    now say..
    i for one
    Love numb
    erS ..noW..
    but oh God..
    never ever livE
    thEm.. how foolish
    was i to worry about
    turning.. twenty-five..
    when only a fracTioN
    oF A UniVerse then as
    rEAL.. as noW.. WiTh

    FinAlly.. arriving bacK aT
    dVerse here for one last
    prompt shot before Thursday
    Sacred and Holy R and R Day
    coMes and i put this aLL ToGeTHer
    in both StepS and WordS oF
    poeTry DancE SonG.:)
    @ 2:28 pm..:)

    And a stop here
    first back at the
    green prompt before
    i move on to the
    Muse of Character
    prompt.. as i see
    a few left tHeRe in
    that week long prompt
    from Monday as such..:)

    WeLL.. Bjorn LoVing tHe
    way you are opening uP
    heRe in 55 year old SeNsuaLITy..
    never to old.. yeAh.. to liVe.. as
    folks liKe uS ain’T deAd yeT..;)

    Oh.. i Love to go to our
    in-laws farm first Sunday
    of every month to see all
    the vegetable and farm
    animal green of liFe so
    BriGht there.. but Jesus..
    after.. seEinG the sweet
    Cows.. it make me thInk
    twice for Sunday Steak..
    dAM.. i’M gLad i don’T
    worK aT thE
    house as
    theRe iS noW
    no Laughter oF
    thE cowS iNoW
    FArm GRain waYs..:)

    Stars Of greeN iN fertiLiTy
    oF Love iN hUman eYes..
    Green Away iN jealoUsy
    Fresh aWay froM spoiLs
    oF fear and hate..
    Love In
    iTs puRest
    foRm.. spRouts
    HopE GreeN..:)

    Feng Shui
    Fish swAm by
    current of streAm
    effortless oF F iN
    waY Air iT carries
    Bird friEnd of ENergy
    FrieNd of GraviTy WinDs
    of Air Free WinGs in hUman
    seT Free
    Tree of Life..:)

    Well.. that pArt
    iS fUn noW oFf
    to muse of
    pLay on Tuesday
    dVerse prompt way..:)

    Oh Lord.. the cooperation
    of downsizing.. the business
    of technology repLacing
    humanshoes.. the reaLITy
    iN liFe that
    hUmans no
    no longer
    need apply..
    the laughter
    of folks making
    enough YouTube/Google
    pennies in whatever
    art or conspiracy
    theories they are
    making to bind
    a dArk or ArT
    liGht SpRinG
    Force oF hUmans
    for Google and
    YouTube Pennies
    wHere subsistence
    totally passes the
    middle man and corporate
    leader of pink slip fear..
    And with subsidized health
    care just say FucK the
    man of pasSinG
    Google and
    YouTube.. etc..
    avenues for FREe!..:)

    ELder mEmories
    sweeT and soUr
    olD of grey
    younG aT
    of SoUL
    LiVes oN
    iN oUr eYes
    meeT aGaiN
    heARt fLies
    SingS SpiRiT
    SonG oF wE..:)

    Drifters oF God hOlders
    of earth bringers of
    smiles.. Livers
    of rain and
    sun and
    sleepers on
    ground.. WiLL
    oF LiFe remembering
    what it means to be
    close to each other
    and Earth of Nature..
    sMiLes.. there IS A now
    that i envied most everyone
    in a nursing home.. and
    on the corner
    sign walk..
    as at least
    they wanted
    a life that i could
    no longer feel.. need..
    or want at all.. there are
    many staving folks in the
    world who live in cold
    receptacles of
    oh the
    sun oh
    the sand
    oh the breath..
    oh the struggle
    oh the lIfe when
    it still comes at
    a price of Free..
    FeeLinG and SenSinG

    WeLL.. first of aLL.. Walter.. thanks
    for this prompt… while i no longer
    directly link to dVerse this one
    is quite inspiring as human
    is my favorite
    of Earth..
    and yes.. a powerful
    write here in the Father
    and Son struggle of WiLL
    and Love.. when they
    come together fearless..
    truly a
    be re-born..:)

    SMiLes.. humans..
    the sMiLes
    are real @the
    office FrOwns
    thE dArk.. LiFe
    iS worth iT no
    matter thE
    oF Dirt..:)

    Political status and
    power.. ego grabs
    when high
    status parents
    don’t have time
    to feed the heart
    and child soul.. someone
    has to do it for insanely
    large human populations
    for control away from anarchy
    but the political climate truly
    never changes..
    greed.. status
    and power..
    Frankly.. i used
    to Know every fact
    and figure.. of politics..
    but as soon as i figured
    out human nature is based
    on conservative and liberal
    elements.. 50-50 or so
    from birth..
    i turned the
    TV and the
    off and catch
    up on the news
    no different than
    soap operas on Facebook
    in bits and bytes of SOS..:)

    Mother or Father
    Cat or Dog..
    sister or brother
    one’s best friend
    now or then..
    or even a flower
    of fall or
    of car
    as such for those
    whose Lovers are cars
    and homes as God.. it’s
    hard to see that everything
    eventually can fall apart..
    wither away.. but
    walking Star
    dust we
    are when
    we are.. IS A
    miracle beyond
    a hot Sun eYe..:)

    Pre-nups for
    friends.. say
    a word out of line
    and break an expectation
    forevermore now.. a friend
    can leave.. accept it all..
    develop a cognitive sense
    of empathy in what
    the not
    of human
    darkness.. everyone
    becomes my friend
    in liGht
    and dARk..
    as i too
    have been
    as the
    of hUman
    SoUl.. in Lack..:)

    Oh.. when the human
    liGht goes out oF aLL
    thE nuances oF
    thE SpiRit
    sAMe eXpreSsinG
    faLLs aWay iN dArk..
    LesSon of my 94 year
    old crippled Aunt in walker
    until her dying day.. the
    SpiRit never Grows old
    inside.. as long
    as the
    is exercised
    Long iN Touch and
    FeeLing.. as kNowLedge
    oVer FeeLinG trUly
    A cliff note
    now of
    for many..
    Bowling Alley
    days gone in replacement
    electronics of Love Muscle heARt..:)

    Oh//Lord.. a liFe of biTs
    and byTes of hUman
    liFe.. i Am so glad
    i missed iT younG..
    but oh
    God i’M iN
    iT anyWay..
    help help..
    eye rolls of
    screen scream
    priSon.. CalgOn
    take mE aWay
    to commercials

    sMiLes.. even the
    gift of elders
    talking grey
    or frail..
    or whatever
    struggles liFE
    may bRing.. getting
    old is for stronger soUls
    and never for sissies.. male
    or female.. Living is for
    moving.. connecting
    and creating..
    but take two
    of those out
    and its worse
    than just one
    of the SoUl
    has no age..
    gender.. nationality..
    creed or race.. Poverty
    of the heARt.. SpiRit and
    SoUl.. simply has no radiating liGht..:)

    SMiLes.. ah.. a quieT
    moUse oF liFe
    liKe MicKey
    or Dog
    as Snoopy…
    not much to say..
    but so much noW to
    FeeL iN eYes oF Body
    LanGuaGe.. oh.. trUth
    LiFe FReED..:)

    Oh.. so fUn
    to doGod
    by BooKs..:)

    Ah Dear..
    i Love poeTry
    that SinGs a Song
    from beginning to
    end.. alWays a joy
    here to come
    and join
    a gift you
    have obviously
    perhaps an Angel
    in disguise as
    in hUman
    touch unrivaled
    by words

    LonELy gHosts
    roAMing thE eaRth
    iN rooms oFt BLack
    thaT hOld
    no air..
    oh.. tHe
    Dante trUth
    oF liFe.. tHeRe
    are dEmenTSioNs
    oF heLL thaT No
    demonD wiLL
    eVer liFe
    traVEiL.. dArk lOcK
    nesS sPeaks BLack
    wHole souLs Deep..:)

    Side note here.. as
    this one brings back
    the darkest dream
    of child
    way for me..
    a Star in sky bright
    yellow a mother’s
    light a place
    of Dark Birds
    dead and
    in oily wake..
    riding my bike
    at age 12 to the
    bank must see the
    temps rise to 101..
    102.. and 103.. then
    come close heat stroke
    in cycle way for me..
    dream as vision
    of Sea Hawks
    death in tar
    oF Life
    i too
    am a bird
    of dARk reaching
    to the Star outside
    of grasp… iT’s heLL
    theRe’s no doubt a
    place one day
    i will visit
    iN real
    66 months
    even beyond
    that nightmare then..
    iT iS the FeeLinG thaT
    was the nightmare and
    never the
    a place so
    lost so deep
    in dARk.. that
    trUly even demons
    would avoid aT all
    all that’s
    left is
    Devil’s breath
    tHere.. beLow
    a pLace
    cALLed LiFe
    aS A dArkest side
    note for me ends
    aS now.. BrinGS
    liGht oF Star
    HeaVen ReaLnoW..
    thE end iS reaL..
    tHe meaNs
    iS hELL..:)

    Rose without color
    sAid refRain
    oF Beauty
    coRe oF Apple
    FruiT iN eYes..
    soUl gRows
    cOld.. BeaUty
    BriGht SpiRit
    criEs.. oh deep..
    oh deep.. A RinG
    Back Ocean LiFe..:)

    WandeRinG ClOwns
    oF WisDom gRow..
    no man or
    freeDom gRows
    Ocean deep eYes
    sO cLear.. diRt oF
    gRows wArm..
    FreeDom IS A dirT
    oF Body thaT kNows
    oNly earTh and fLesh
    iN sweAt Of Sun bRight
    Hunt.. forAger for LiFE..
    LiVer oF LiGht.. so lost
    so lost.. wE are in
    iN screAM
    oF Scree@noW..:)

    Ship of LiFe
    Temple Nature
    sea farer BriGht
    VoyageR stILL
    daRk and liGht
    aWay fair from
    LiFe goes oN..
    LiFe goes oN..
    yes.. LiFe goes oN..:)

    SMiLes.. those who
    brave to be free to be
    different may be misunderstood
    but forgotten.. no.. that is for
    those who
    warm and true..
    to travel against
    the Lies of Truth
    never forgotten..
    oF Ages..
    mArk oF TiMe..:)

    Women have aLways
    been in charge..
    on the
    for Love
    oF aLL..:)

    Flesh grows
    stronger.. hair cuts..
    NAils triM
    sKin saGs..
    greys hAir..
    more a
    friEnd iN SonG oF
    A BaLaNCinG DancE..
    SpiRit fireS iNside..
    ouTside.. aBove..
    so beLow..
    all aRound..
    as lonG as thaT
    flAMe FiRes noW
    LoVe LiFe LiVes..
    TrUth iN liGht..;)

    Warriors of old
    of new..
    and tRuly
    LIFe doesn’t
    make many
    real men like
    that any more..
    i suspect Nature
    iS groWinG weary
    of the hUman race..:)

    SAdly.. theRe IS A
    Beer in most country
    western SonGs wheRe
    someone’s daddy tOld
    tHeir little boy..
    Son don’t
    cry that’s
    for Sissies and
    not real men like me..
    with tears of beer
    And SinG
    oF LosT
    LoVe withouT
    A TEar oF wArMth..;)

    You kNow.. it’s funny.. iN fAct
    it’s hilarious.. i’M literAlly kNown
    as a Legend of Dance noW at
    close to 56 in young
    folk Dance hAll..
    but seriously..
    my hips are
    so bad from
    running young
    and knees too..
    that i cannot run
    at all now from doing
    that repetitive movement
    for a decade back then.. but
    dancing.. keeping feet close to
    earth.. yes.. close to 5400 miles
    now measured by GPS sports
    watch in 33 months.. and
    honestly all 230LBS of
    me feels liGht
    as a feather..
    there are
    ways to
    fly without
    running at aLL..
    and seriously.. when i
    tell folks i cannot run
    at all they do not believe it
    at all as they watch me float
    by in twinkle toe feat of MaGiC Air..
    Truly.. the best friend of energy is
    a friEnd of Gravity mY friEnd..
    for literAlly
    aGinG graceFuLLy
    iN ButterFly WinGed feat..:)

    SMiLes.. mY
    friEnd.. i thInK
    that’s A ticKet
    for me too..
    A Quilter
    of Words
    and a BlankEt
    as wide as A
    UniVerse eYe..:)

    Unconditional LovE noW
    Sports and Military teaches
    maKinG young men strong..
    wHere everyone bleeds
    the same in trenches
    of war
    and games
    of valor same..
    SurELy in men
    Love can
    Peace wHere
    tHeRe iS more to
    LiFe than material goods..:)

    SMiLes.. any SonG
    and or DancE oF
    liFe from a whistle
    to the hills
    are filLeD
    WitH thE
    sounD oF MuSic
    iN FoResT oF Pan
    speLLs tHe foUr
    letter word
    L O V E

    That finishes the
    Tuesday prompt for
    all lInkED entries
    and here’s
    the last
    BRinGer for
    the week loNg
    Green prompt

    Ah.. Safe froM
    thE DancE
    aNd SonG
    oF DOinG
    oF aN
    aS TwiliGht
    zoNe eNd..:)

    It’s 6 O’clock
    aLL Finished
    uP and Ready
    to Rock and Roll
    Dinner and a noW
    maXX work-out
    now at my
    and only
    Military Gym..:)

    36 poems in
    212 minutes
    at an
    average rate
    of 5.72972973
    minutes each..
    and 37 for
    this 1

    Ha! Dancing makes me deliriously
    happy.. even when i’m twirling like
    a Ballerina.. in my Nike Shox
    size 11 and a halves..
    in the Super-Walmart
    Parking Lot.. while
    Katrina is sayin’ get
    the F in the car
    you F er.. i have
    to pee..
    do not meet
    her pee standards
    heheX2.. with hahaha!..:)

    But anyway.. you do know how
    much i Love my Wife.. right..
    i kid around a lot.. as humor
    is the best medicine and
    friendly witty poking
    humor is the
    way not
    to stay
    too serious about
    liFe.. particularly iF
    you’ve been to some of
    the places of the dark night
    of the sOul wHere i’ve been
    for sure.. and that Seventh Sign
    Movie that me and Katrina saw when
    we first got together scared me as
    i was always worried more about
    her going into childbirth and
    something happening to
    her than even a
    child back
    then.. as she
    was my everything
    my army of security
    all wrapped in one
    friend wife.. forever
    now.. and when she did
    go into Labor the same dam
    nightmare of the Seventh Sign
    scenario came to fruition.. wHere
    she went into labor a month early
    on June 4th of 1997.. and it was
    horribly tough labor.. and when
    i went down the hall
    the blue lights
    came on and
    she had gone
    into a life threatening
    grand mal seizure and they
    had to perform an emergency
    C-Section.. and it was a life
    threatening situation and
    our baby Ryan had
    a catastrophic number
    of congenital anomalies
    that would make all his
    51 days of suffering
    the Doctors choice
    instead of peacefully
    letting him go back
    to the arms of his
    as the
    eYes of God
    provides in death
    the peaceful way
    away from the suffering
    modern medicine would impose
    upon our little child.. who would
    eventually die in my arms at the
    Hospital after so much tortuous pain
    where the Doctors already knew deep
    down that this baby would not survive..
    just a 300K paycheck for the hospital
    was the bottom line putting a little
    baby through living hell who
    wasn’t even born with
    the ability to breathe
    through blocked
    sinuses where
    mine are almost
    blocked too.. and
    transposed great vessels
    of the heart.. an immune system
    that didn’t work and cells that were
    not even dividing like they were supposed
    to do in a growing human being.. and so
    many more issues.. in a nightmare for
    all who were concerned but
    the bottom line for me
    is Katrina survived..
    nothing could
    make me
    more thankful
    to go through anything else
    else that i would ever have to
    go through and indeed she saved
    my life through those 66 months
    of living hell where she would
    bang her head against
    the wall as it then
    was so frustrating
    to live with
    a living
    in life then..
    where i was totally
    closed off from the
    world in sight and sound..
    just wanting to die the first
    two years and thinking no one
    cared about me enough to give me
    a gun to end the crucifixion pain in my
    right eye and ear like dentist drill without
    novocaine for all those 66 months and
    18 other medical disorders in synergy
    of Hell.. anyway.. we F iN survived
    and when a couple goes through
    that and does survive.. there
    is this trust of marriage
    that can withstand
    anything that
    is truly noW
    an Army oF Love
    where both people
    become supermen
    and women in their own
    rights of meeting the ultimate
    challenges that God can bRing..
    i am so thankful for my life.. just
    the ability to use my eyes and ears
    without pain.. the perspective i have
    of hell now in heaven.. is the best gift
    of all.. and we appreciate liFe perhaps
    like no other couple will ever do.. and
    if you wonder why i serve God with
    the fury of ‘Job’ and superman
    all wrapped in one..
    it is because
    God spared
    my wife..
    and we
    are both
    alive.. bottom
    line.. i WiLL never
    be able to repay the
    God of nature for that real
    Grace of fortune.. but i dam
    sure WiLL do all i can to help
    save anyone i can in this Life
    from going through the stress
    related potential illnesses a human
    can acquire in a real earth hell of now..
    anyway.. here is the Video of my Greatest
    fear.. and yes.. i occasionally watch it just
    so i can cry and appreciate tears that would
    not come for that long 66 months in hell alone..:)

    And tHeRe’s
    the much softer
    Angel Side.. NoW..

    And enough for NoW…

  17. Hello, techstepgenr8tion. I occasionally drop by here, in case someone like you shares something
    out of the box enough to gain my attention. As Far as communicating here; it’s only something I
    rarely care to do as that means the start and stop of the Queen’s English away from the greater
    River of Free Flow Subconscious Mind coming to surface as it were and still does its best when
    not reined in By Guidelines and Instructions of how to create order out of beauty.

    Anyway; although I rarely fully agree with anything I read, see, or hear, I gain much greater
    potential knowledge in art and science for creativity when I pursue all sources with an
    open mind willing to discern the parts out I do not care for and gain greater Potential
    Light in Creativity by absorbing the rest.

    For whatever reason, I am not able to see the Videos on this site anymore with my Big iMac
    Desktop but they do work on my iPHone6s; so i listened to most of the Video you shared while
    Dancing around my Neighborhood Block as I do as I find the straight sidewalk moves a bit
    restricting for my much fuller human potential in UniVersaL PHI-like Spiral Chi-Moves as
    of course as even Science is starting to indicate that Brings a much greater Human Focus;
    increasing scores even on Standard IQ tests if done an hour before the test. And duh,
    our Brains use Blood so that makes common sense. Anyway, finally Science in its ‘wisdom’
    is starting to empirically show that Transcendent Ecstatic “Religious Experience” common
    in most all religions with many different forms of metaphors to relate the essence of the
    experience can and Will be gained through common activities like Trance Dance,
    Meditation, and even the Fox Holes of War. I’ll Take Trance Dance and no thanks to
    sitting Still Meditation as I find that as boring as walking in straight lines and War
    is kinda stupid to engage in unless there is no other choice; hehe.

    And here is the Ted Talk by Jonathan Haidt for reference.

    Anyway; a Major Problem in Westernized Civilizations is we are spoon fed Data Download
    from Birth in activities as small as reading; and whether or not we ever spit that Data out again,
    depends mostly on the Tasks assigned by culture both by Will and Requirements at Hand.
    Whereas, our more primitive so-called illiterate Ancestors Learned more in right brain metaphor
    in actually doing stuff in Moving, Connecting and Creating with others; Yes; out of desks.

    This Video you shared related how these types of intelligences of Foragers living close together
    is not necessarily inferior but different and potentially even greater. And of course as common
    sense dictates when we look around us; much kinder to the Environment we call home in Balance.
    When one lives close with Nature one becomes more like ‘Green Nature’ than a Book. Namely
    a Bible or a Kuran too for example; and yes, a Science Text Book too.

    We Become what we do. Use it or lose it applies. Anyway, as you may remember when I broke out
    of the mold I was born into with a full serving plate as we do get still ranging from Circumcision at Birth
    to mold us away a little further from Nature as an animal as original evolved to Diapers to keep
    stuff in instead of out at the youngest of ages; yes, it’s true, in the Summer of 2013, I finally
    escaped that ‘stuff’ of the clothes of culture and forged my own way of creativity in a written
    oral tradition way that I can now safely say has become my own Personal Bible created from
    Memorial Day of 2016 to date today as I am just waiting for the fully illustrating Photos
    to Download to make that happen in the 103rd MacroVerse of that in what is now
    1,606,909 words Of Free Verse Poetry, named “Nether Land Bible 2017”; twice as
    big as that Minuscule King James effort that took Centuries for folks to create per
    the topic of your Op Piece here of course with reference Video on the Value of Mythologies
    and Religions and Bibles in general too.

    And per referenced Video you share per Nietzsche’s Concern that Society Will not do well at
    all without the Glue of a God that works per God is Dead and we better come up with a new
    solution quick like risen “Overmen” who create value systems of their own and Neo escape
    the Matrix as it were and still is too, in New Age Terminator and Jesus way too; Yes, it’s also
    true per Whitman’s Philosophy/Prophecy that a new kind of Priest of the Cosmos would/Will arise in a
    new age and as Alan Watts said too “the Spirit” is here now and older religions no longer are going
    to have much relevance and that old Book is dangerous in “Book of Eli” ways in the wrong hands
    and should be ceremoniously burned at Easter; the part that they did not consider is we are group
    think social animals overall and we bond for common purpose and meaning when ‘normal’;
    regardless of dark or light bond for a greater transcendent experience of life; yes, even in
    war. And the bottom line per science is humans are not rational animals although they
    have the ability to think somewhat rationally after the emotion drives the ration first
    as often irrational as emotions do not have to make sense, while as Twain says,
    Fiction does to sell. Reality is much stranger, i.e. Trump, Hitler, et al; no it doesn’t
    have to make a bit of rational sense to what the majority of group think says or

    Anyway, as far as i can see; the Matrix gets it correct. And yes, so does
    Nietzsche in individual Overman Neo way. Unplug, turn on, tune in and
    drop out per Leary and per Warhol you’re likely to get at least 15 minutes
    of fame if you fully pursue your human potential whether you want it or not; hehe;
    as that just takes time away from human potential; tending to adoring fans, etc; haha.

    And it’s kind of like Building A Field of Dreams per another movie of prophecy accuracy;
    Same Lover Hero story per Joseph Campbell and Jesus myth eyes too. The only He that is
    gonna come back again and rise from the Ashes to truly be Phoenix born again with the
    wonderment and amazement of a child’s eyes to do amazing feats of human potential in Army
    be all you can “John 14:12” and “Lucifer” be way with no rules or instructions or guidelines in
    tightly fitting books of Uniforms is you not he. Hehe, you have no idea how hard it was not
    to Capitalize both all three letters of You and God too but hey; in the realm of harm no other;
    play by Community rules or get deleted or banned if you want to say something that stays.

    Smiles my Friend. The Neo path is not easy but it sure is fun. I had to find someone with enough
    Verbal Intelligence and Attention Span to fully share this moment of personal achievement
    of writing not only the longest Bible in the World in one year but also the longest long form
    poem ever per the other World Record back in India named the Mahābhārata at a minuscule
    1.8 Million words as my full Long Form Poem at 774 MacroVerses at the newest publish
    this afternoon will continue to exceed 4 Million words in a period of 45 months along
    with 7400 Miles of Public Dance in a free style martial arts and ballet way in the same
    period of 45 months too. And just an oh by the way I am now up to Leg pressing 1030 Lbs
    at 33 reps as hey, you gotta have strong legs to public dance 166.66 miles a month. and remember
    i started out as a ‘worm nerd’ too per Sheldon Cooper Stereotype and Stuff like that mistaken for
    a girl by the Cashiers at McDonalds at age 13 and yes most definitely professionally diagnosed
    by Four professionals with Asperger’s Syndrome and Bi-Polar like that should be a surprise
    in VanGogh way to; hehe. Anyway, I master the highs in Balance my Friend as any
    Buddha and or Yogi or and Lao Tzu or mythological Krishna can and will do too
    in Superman and Batman and other Lover Hero Jungian and Campbell archetypes too.

    Anyway, when i first recovered back in 2013; as still fully illustrated here. I clearly stated
    that I have no limits or pre-set expectations now. I said the sky is not even the limit as
    with Imagination and Creativity set free from cultural limits and pre-set expectations
    there are no limits as far as what so-called ‘normal modern human eyes’ now see.

    Most Everyone pooh poohed it then except you as you see a ‘little’ farther too.
    Keep Seeking my friend and you will find much more too; As remember, I didn’t
    even start until age 50 on Thanksgiving day on this Internet site where one word in
    a mountain of pain and numb of permanently and total assessed disability in 19 disorders
    to escape ends up now in around 12 Million words of total effort including straight lines
    of only so-called ‘rational discussion’ too. The biggest achievement my Friend was/is the
    Dance and still is at age 53 now approaching 57 on June 6th where my ‘normal peers’
    are sitting on Mall Benches with Pot Bellies extending watching Vicariously with
    Mirror Neurons only excited while I am exciting the Dance of College age women
    to the tune of over 1000 selfies of smiles with them too.

    I came her for a cure to my pain and numb and eventually found it.

    I return with what’s possible.

    Fact is it is possible; at least for me, I prove A Real Miracle of Human Potential in Epigenetic
    Way of Unpacking DNA in adaptation to new Environmental Challenge in Struggle for Positive
    Change and Neuroplastic Molding of Mind and Body Balance in a real Flesh and Blood Soul
    of Spirit of Heart must be possible for others too, as i am no more special than a Grain
    of Sand that holds up a Mountain of Human Love that can be ‘them’ too, if they try enough too.

    It’s true life is a trial but with Effort, Victory can and Will come through too as the ultimate result of test
    with a smile too. Okay, back to the Drawing Board as my 104th/775th MacroVerse Will be appropriately
    named “PHI Bible” as this new MacroVerse reaches 1.618 Million words in a one year
    Span of time. I couldn’t even write a creative paper in college or do more than a firstly,
    secondly, technical grocery list as a paper at work; except for an anomaly winning
    a Christmas Story in middle school among a two homeroom competition of
    80 children and a Philosophy Class in College. The difference is, I wasn’t
    trying to do it with think; I Sung from heart; another hemisphere
    of being then that I live in now at Can and Will. Baby steps here
    I took at first to get here now; and now I fly my Friend in
    Imagination and Creativity’s Fruition and I’ll leave now
    before the form of what I do
    becomes Magic
    more as essence
    than sidewalk

    Life is a Dance now
    when we find it my friend free for all more.
    Best wishes to you; be back someday as usual.
    Like the end of the Matrix Trilogy when the little girl
    creates her own reality with Imagination and Creativity
    come to Fruition and the Oracle says nice and she says i did it
    for Neo and the little girl asks the Oracle will he be back and she
    says I expect he will as believe was/is her magic and real power too as it is
    in archetype of us as Divine Feminine Love/Grace too. And the Will and Strength
    of the Architect in Rational way; well that’s helpful in order but it doesn’t make
    the magic
    of when
    he and
    her becomes
    you and you are
    the one that comes back now as he or she or whatever eTc else.
    It’s a story of Hope my Friend for S or J or F in Superman way of U2..:)

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  19. frankhubeny says:

    I liked the nature pictures and the video about 5 truths about humans (or something like that). The first truth was great. I assume you are trying to lose weight with the picture of the scale. I decided recently to lose 10 pounds since I am on the edge of normal and overweight.

    • Hi.. Frank.. as always thanks so much for coming by with a visit..
      Nature i find as my constant companion blessed to be out
      of city life to the comfort of both a safe neighborhood
      of friendly enough folks and forest in the backyard
      where chain link fence is covered now with
      trees and assorted shrubs and
      flowers with vines
      and flowers more..
      truly.. we are fortunate
      to live in the Flower State
      year ’round a place of peace
      and quiet where a quick
      car jaunt can
      take one
      to the
      city lights
      of LED bright shine
      and even Rave sounds
      of wild dance youth.. i like
      a mix of it all to stay lit up with peace..
      and ha.. haha.. i happen to particularly
      like the numbers 2 and 3 and 8 and 6
      and really all numbers so when i weigh
      myself and take a photo oF iT.. each number
      brings a whole UniVerse of Holy and Sacred
      Meaning and Purpose that varies with the filter
      of the imagination and creativity of my mind.. and hehe..
      it’s true.. i’ve even written poems about the number 11 and
      12 and 7 too.. as born Hyperlexic all symbols fascinate me
      and sure
      that is
      a muse
      for all
      of these
      words too as
      symbols even more
      as Muse Dances and Sings on.. now2..
      other than that yes.. anything over 230LBS
      for a Six Foot or so dude is considered Morbidly
      Obese by the technical Medical books but my Doctor
      gives me a pass as long as i can keep the Cholesterol
      Down which is a little higher these days as i can’t write in
      a Flow Dancing too but reading and listening to music.. yes..
      as i often do in Barnes and Nobles as triple mind and body
      stimulation.. anyway.. a reminder to work-out now my
      friend and sure.. i could definitely not hurt myself
      if i lost 10 Lbs.. too.. i guess
      i’ll get around
      to it
      it gets more
      a round of me now.. haha..;)

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