It’s been a very long 11 years..
And somewhat of a long 13 days
to write 84,858 words iN A
Three MacroVerse Effort
the size of an
and of course
a “Nether Land Bible
2017.. approaching 1.6 Million
Words Very soon from Memorial
Day of 2016.. May 30th.. through
Memorial Day of 2017.. May 29th then
to be named for one MacroVerse at Least..
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. and yes.. the
last 101st MacroVerse.. somewhat appropriately titled
“BigGer Britches WORlD SiZe PlEAse” as i sTArt aNew now
A 102nd MacroVerse Hear as that one.. BrinGs uP the total
Words of “Nether Land Bible 2017” to 1,579,878 words.. yep
exceeding two times the King James Version at 1.56M words
and now this New MacroVerse as number 102 will also serve
double duty as the 773rd MacroVerse for “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Longest Long Form Free Verse style Poem at pLuS 4 MilLioN
words too.. as this 78th Month of wRiTinG whoLe of 12 MiLlioN
words or so total of Homework wRiTing too.. to get to this point
NoW stARting on Thanks Giving Day of 2010 then.. but you see.. the
Preparation didn’t stARt there to create a Bible now.. two times the
size of the King James Version in One year and Five times the size in
45 months and with total count and if one counts all the words.. yes..
around 15 times the size of the King James effort in 12 Million words
overall online for 78 months of writing day in and day out with sTiLL
no fully ways away
from writing days
yet.. as well as
45 Months of Free Verse
Dance iN MarTiaL aRts and
Ballet Free style way all
in Public Praise of Giving
thanks in Celebration for this
Miracle of LifE STiLL NoW alWays
NoW.. as 7400 MiLes of that effort
WiLL suRely coMe this weekend as that
Milestone Closes in too.. yes.. there was
the 33 Months before the shut-in hell while
writing until Recovery on a Beach in July of 2013..
while 33 Months before that 33 month period of time writing
then to that point was spent with no effective using my eYes and
ears for any reading or listening to anything as light and sound then
were torture to the type two Trigeminal Neuralgia pain from wake to
sleep.. but it didn’t start in 2008.. as then in the Winter of 2006 is when
the Hell truly began slowly like a tourniquet of torture as the first symptom
of pain was colors hurting my eyes.. so strange as black and white TV didn’t hurt
my eyes then.. no Doctor can tale me why the hell that happened or why the hell my
Feet hurt like hell when i touched anything with them in that Fall of 2006 accelerating
with the increased eye pain to colors as eventually years later a Doctor would suggest
the foot pain had
something to do
but still.. no explanation
for the sensitivity to colors
that eventually ended up being then
truly what medical literature assesses
as worse than the torture of crucifixion
pain like Dentist Drill in eye and ear without
any Novocaine for the only way i can relate the
severity of that pain now.. from wake to sleep for
66 months in the most severe portion of that along
with 19 total Medical Disorders ranging from Dysautonomia
where my Blood Pressure and Heart Rate no longer worked in synch..
to Fibromyalgia.. Severe Anhedonia and Depression and Anxiety and
PTSD and Panic Attacks and Alexithymia and Spinal Stenosis and
Severe Degenerative Arthritis of the Spine too.. the list then.. goes
on already covered in the last Blog MacroVerse in comprehensive
way too.. and then back to July 2007 when i felt chilled
in 100 degree temperatures and Doctors could
not explain why either.. and that
Fresh Hell in strange cold and
tingly sensations on my
scalp and along my spine
are truly symptoms of what
‘they’ name as Kundalini Syndrome too..
didn’t have no guru help to get me through
and Doctor’s.. ya gotta be Kitten me they have
no Meow idea of what’s going on as they might
as well be Cats Treating Human Angels and Devils
and Demons and the such as that.. True.. as ‘they’ say2
God Jerked my ass uP for anoTher Mission then and that2
was juST the sTArTinG Preparation of Hell to get to Heaven2
now.. and stay tHere for 46 months now.. was it worth then.. the
other almost 7 years of slow burn to fast burn hell.. yes.. of
course it was.. as every thing in life ain’t Cherry Pie NoW as
yA Gotta Pay the Piper in FULL TO GET TO HEAVEN NOW..
iN OThER words.. pay yA KaRmiC Dues to gET to moRe
liGht aWay from daRk now.. LiVinG NoW in Fearless
SmART SacREd and HoLY StATE of Unconditional
Love iN aLL MoVinG.. ConNecTinG and
creAtinG ways IS A way to
Kingdom Come now
heAR noW heRe..
and sure.. if i died now
that moment could and would
rest in peace kNoWinG and SeNSinG
And FeeLinG thAT i MaKe My Peace
wiTh GoD aLL thAT iS and mY
Gift of Life iS Always
PaiD FoRWard FoR NoW..
iN ways of HeLpInG
OTheRS MaKe the besT
of tHEir hUmaN PoTenTiAL
through DARk through SHadES
of GreY to BeYOnd RainBoW Colors
paSt Visible LiGht too.. and yes.. i’ve
met a few friends along the way.. juST a few
that i could reALLy count on that i won’t list
in caution of not leaving anyone out.. it’s pretty
simple after all i’ve been through they are still around..
and that says enough
whether they can
accept all of
to do or not..
as if you think this
shit has been anything less
than a Total Olympic Event oF MiND
and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUl Effort for 11
years now.. you didn’t see the before me
iN Hell or on the trip to Hell too.. and sure..
WRiTinG 30,003 words iN OnE MacroVerse in 3 days
this week as no easy task easily TaKinG 100 Percent
oF aLL mY huMaN PoTenTial So Far to get that JoB
DoNe.. i haven’t ever reALLy kNown the word rest..
it is not in
it seems even
when all of
i wanted to move
desperately then to
anew way of special interests
liFE.. anyway.. the new chapter as
my Sister suggested i would find then when
i first fell disabled ill from work then is HeAR
NoW.. and have i done enough.. including fully
illustrating this Bible total of 4 MiLliON PluS
words with around 100K photos too.. nah.. liFe is
not to give
S H A R E
i slow down
tHeRe WiLL be
plenty of time
for an ash nap then..
for now i walk at 6 Feet
or so above GrAiNs of sAnd
no greATer no Less than A GrAiN oF
Sand that Holds uP Mountains as Roses
OF Love iN SainT RoSE County iN the Panhandle
NoW of State oF Flowers in LA Lower Alabama way too..
And sure.. 33 years of Work for Pay and 19 years of school and three
College degrees weRE pArT of thE Plan to Reach mY HUman PoTenTial too..
And yes.. the Eternal Teenager joins me iN NeW age Garden oF Eden too.. NoW
you see.. i alReaDy receive Heaven as a gift.. juSt Doing the Work to continue to Deserve Heaven now..
And SpEAKing NoW oF
HeAVen2.. the 161st
WeeK of DancE tonight
at Old Seville Quarter
with all the Cool College
Age Folks there.. i’ve been
a little under the weather with
a little cold too but hey.. i Can and
WiLL Do anything NoW with Positive Flow..
Trance Dance Heaven in Ecstatic Transcending
way.. hey.. miGht as WeLL EnjOY HeAVen WhiLe i juST Do iT NoW..
sure.. i could
use a Dance
dam sure Do it Now..
First a shower and a bite
to eat to fuel me up more..
anyWaY as i asked my Mother
why me when all that shit happened
to me she said why not you and now
i say why not me too.. as tHERe are
two sides to the coin aS oNE.. nOW..
and iF i muST continue to be a relativELy
SpeAKinG Superman to get the job dONe so Be iT..
So lET it be WritteN aS SonG so lET iT Be DanceD as SinG..
Wow.. Frank.. i must say i’m pleasantly
surprised that anyone in the entire world
made it all the way down to the bottom
of the longest single MacroVerse i’ve
written in three days stream effort
ever online published at 30,003
words and around 300
or so photos and
music videos too..
and so happy you were able
to enjoy elements of all three
through.. the yes.. photo of
Good News then
24 inch small
and great view
window pane into
Infinity of Nature more
iN FeeLinG and SeNSinG
way and of course what can
sometimes be a pain in a Scream
of a 27 inch iMac Screen hehe.. when
the words total 30,003 in three days effort.. haha..
as my sister noted.. perHaps you could Do some rest..
Natural born die hard so far i continue to be.. anyWay..
thanks so much for stopping by my friEnd and those
two lines you quoted are among the favorite i’ve
ever written in 12 million words of total
effort since the first day in a last
ditch effort to survive the
pain of type two
as the worst pain known
currently to humankind from wake
to sleep 66 months like dentist drill
in eye and ear with no novocaine relief
that first word was a mountain of pain on
Thanks Giving Day of 2010 on the ‘Wrong
Planet’.. a place online for the unwanted toys
of life and the outcasts same.. computer screen
turned all the way down.. without prescription lenses
to see.. two or three inches away from.. screen to see..
as prescription lens per additional focus bearing way on
ocular nerve just squeezed the hell in me that much more..
so many words my friend.. so many inspirations along the way..
and what i learned in the home of outcasts where no one truly knows
your name and no one really has it in them to ever say hi or bye or
just note that one is human too in small talk way.. no word of thanks
and or inspiration is too small to change the world.. the butterfly
effect of DancE and SonG of Human SmiLes mY FriEnd as we
hUmans NoW not only hold our future in our Emotional
and Sensory response for an overall
Love for this Planet eARTh and
each oTheR.. All the
oN uS for HopeLove and
GiVe and ShaRe to win out
over FearHate in TaKe and HoaRd Way..
juST another Ghost Dance and SonG i Sing
and Dance mY FriEnd per my Sioux and Cherokee
Ancestors and the Irish wake before that was snuffed
out with stuff too.. really it all boils down in heaven or
gRains of Love..:)
Anyway.. after i wrote
that Bees and Nectar
and God as sAMe as
us too MicroVerse.. my
favorite paRt of the experience
was how the second pARt of the
Body of what i wrote came out as form
of what looked like a Car/House Key to me.. and
i suppose the Car is Love my Friend and the Home is God..
iN FacT i FeeL this and SenSe this more than kNOw.. and thaT
i FeeL and
SenSE as LiFe..:)
We are the bees and God is the nectar
We are the nectar and God is the Bees
All is the Buzz
when we fly
to be free..
Free is the Bee
that lives as Nectar
seed of liFe
Blooming are we
So.. tHere iS thiS FloWer
we cALL creaTion.. tHere is this
DancE and SonG wE cAll liFe NoW..
tHeRe is this cycle that Dances oN now
and there is the seed of never ending now..
there is the breath of all we do.. there are the
moving pArts of subatomic way.. tHere is liGht
and DArk.. and Lover’s pulse.. there are dreams
of be and never be in night way eYes… tHere is
more and theRe iS less.. tHere is sWiM aNd
Love to Run.. floating in space hiGher
and sit sTiLL never coMinG noW
forever noW.. iN loSinG
breathe oF AiR..
three letter aLL
labELs now strung
foR All thAt iS..noW…
fLakes of crystals
ending in God
tUnED oh i oN
noW oN i noW
so.. tHere iS aLL tHiS
and dreAms of nONe..
orgasms big bang
liGhts iN eYes
oF toes.. iN
Thanks.. so much Frank.. for your words
of concern over my experience of the
Pain of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
and what i came to understand in that
66 Month experience As wHole from the stARt
of the most intense paRt of the Pain as Pain is
relative to what one feeLs and seNses of the Dante’s
Rings of the Hell the now before.. the very worst pARt of
the entire experience was 40 days in March and April of 2008
with only one hour of sleep each night with the aid of a powerful Alpha
Blocker to slow my heart down enough to sleep per complication of
Dysautonomia.. where my heARt also was not synching properly
then with my blood pressure to get the blood to my brain..
anyWay.. one hour each night of extremely cardboard
shallow thin sleep for the first 35 days
where each day and each now
was and is then a separate
Ring of Dante’s Hell to
the last 5 out of 40 when
nothing to that point helped
even one wink of sleep to the
point where all the pain left very
temporarily but the fresh hell of that
was zero point senses and feelings at
all.. piece of paper existence where all
was and is time and sure.. each second was
a thousand years of hell to me in relative way
in speaking of time then.. and at that point the
Desert Journey in the Old 10 Commandments
Movie made a whole lot more sense when
in that play of actors.. Charlton
Heston said by
in life than death..
and sure the so-called
temptation from the so-called
Devil within motivating me through
high water of hell to end it all fighting
against the Love of family that said you
must go on in an eternal battle of Love
and Fear of worse existence than
death.. where i could feel
and sense neither
Fear or Love
an escape from now..
anyway.. 66 months of no longer
remembering what a smile felt like
inside as without emotions there
are no memories of emotions
for reference point in
real.. very rare
as rare as
the type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia as perHaps Side
Effect or actual pain of having
no Emotions at all preferable to
piece of paper existence as abyss
and nihl oF A Thousand years of nothing
for the rest of now.. forevermore now..
And to expand on what Charlton
said.. yes.. there is hell
and there is heaven
on this eARTh
live in different dimensions
of pain and or pleasure now at
this moment now.. the affect of the effect
as far as EmoTioNs and SeNses is what the
Medical Profession and Professionals cannot possibly
wrap their minds or text books totally around.. no drug would
help that pain my friend
other than Cognitive Behavioral
Therapists cannot bring that back alone..
as that Force is within generated by a sPiRiT
or not that dies or lives in life.. anyway.. when my
heART cAMe back.. magically all the pain of the disorders
went away.. and then i became almost infinitely stronger in
even a mountain
home of freedom then..
anyway.. my FriEnd.. i sort
of developed the empathy TheNoW
and compassion.. for every creature
after that per metaphor of 14.5 billion
years of whatever then it took and takes to
Make the KA as the Egyptians saY as NoW
Human Spirit of EL oF aLL Creation verb that
is i am God now.. and surely all who Breathe
and Dance and Sing are the Breath and Dance
and Song of God alive within.. inside.. outside.. above..
so below and all a’Round.. in the Movie.. Superman.. KaL EL
means the Voice of God with the S of yin and yang as the Hope sTiLL
of Love with Grace and WiLL and Strength aka Faith in flesh and blood
form.. of course Violence was mostly the voice for change still in both
the movie and how the overall onward Christian Soldier’s story to
expand Empires and Force others in belief was the way of
the sword that still lives among many religions..
“Because He had done no violence,” was
the original Old Testament prophecy
in Isaiah 53:9 to come alive..
but sadly winning
heARTs by words
the same even with
hope for a battle and an
apocalypse way among many
as Jesus as conquering warrior
instead of Loving Friend and Counselor
sAMe who says you have the power oF Faith
per Luke 14:12 to heal yoUrsELf and as Luke 17:21
says.. the Kingdom of God and Heaven lives within.. NoW..
it’s true.. almost half of the population of the World from
Muslim to Christian expect Jesus to come back as Lion
King Warrior to kill the enemy and send them to hell..
Isaiah 53:9 if one is to go by ‘their’ book doesn’t
mention any swords at all.. but hey..
humanity is tribal and poTenTiAlly
hiGher LoVe too.. anyway..
my FriEnd.. of
that is what modern
age bible writers do to
cover all bases with meadow green life..
the only way A Real Jesus could possibly come
back is through the John 14:12 loop hole of
doing greater works than what he did
even without sword instead
of peace then.. hey.. Gandhi
paved a way for thaT
ArT of BeinG hUman
LoVe already NoW..
wHere tHeRE iS
WaY of WiLL oVeR LoVe
theRE is Hope my friEnd..
something about hell teaches that lesSon
well in real JOBS and LAZARus cOme back to life from death as life..
as i FeeL
and kNoW.. my FriEnd..
anyWay.. thanks again for
stopping by with kind wishes..:)
WeLL.. like i sAid last night..
i AM continuing my Staycation
iN HeaVeN by going to Dance
at Old Seville Quarter and the
only Selfie with SMiLinG DancE
Partner that comes as i continue to
refRain from getting my ‘cApe’.. ‘dirty’..
IS A young woman who just happened to be
the Bride of a Wedding After Party at Old Seville
Quarter who the Bridesmaids insisted that it would
Be Cool if she Got Down
on the Dance Hall Floor
to get a photo with me
to add to the Family
Wedding photos too..
as hey.. nah.. it’s not too
often that anyone comes
aCross a Creature that is
as WiLd and Free as Me..
consideRinG she is already
into the HoLy Matrimony oF A
one to one hUman Monogamous
Relationship for liFe.. anYway.. i had
to giggle just a little as many Brides have
Come to Seville Quarter and this is only the
Second one to get a photo with me as the first
was when i started “Nether Land Bible 2017” to
eventually exSeeD the Size of the old King
James Version by Double as of the last
MacroVerse as 1.579M words getting
past that milestone of King
James way double at
1.56 Million words
in less than 12
and 22 days
in start of all of that
back at the end of May 2016
in continuing Memorial Day way
as of Publish of that on May 30th..
as already detailed in this current
MacroVerse that is reaLLy and MoRE
TrUly “11 YEarS oF THANKS GiVinG NoW”
and to highlight that THANKS HEAR i’m gonna
kinda cut this MacroVerse shorter than 30,003
words today.. hehe.. anyway.. kinda like back
when i lived in Hell and i struggled like hell to
muster up the Human WiLL to put uP any Avatar
uP oN the ‘Wrong Planet’ Online place then.. to
illustrate the Hope that Hope and Love would
cOme to be my MiDDlE FiRSt and LaST NamE
aGaiN iN DiViNe FeMiNIne GRace and LoVe oF
and as Pure as Wife Katrina Mia.. yes.. the first
KATiE MiA Goal then.. to Be Pure Love aGaiN..
was/is to liGht mY EYes uP lIke the Born AngEL
Baby picture of me BeFoRE and Christmas Day
of 2010.. around 77 months ago.. is WhEN i mustered
the strength to Scan that Baby photo for the hope of Pure
Katie Mia Hope and Love and Grace too.. to comE again as
mE.. as the three year old child i was/is too.. LooKinG AcRoSS
Black Water River at the Shot Gun Home i was raised in then
to the Forest oF God wHo and thaT LIVeD and LiVeS within
me Forevermore then and now sAMe as HOLy and SaCrEd
SPiRit of GoD as NaTure forevermore now.. kinda the anti-
thesis of the Poe Raven iN LiGht iNstead of dARk.. anyWAy
thaT Day.. Christmas Day at hoMe in 2010 was the day
of only a fAint spArk of Hope that i would coMe
aLive again in deaTh as liFe.. yes.. foR All
practical intents and purposes per
my recovery 30 Months after
i stepped foot in words
on the ‘Wrong Planet’
on Thanks Giving
Day of 2010..
and close to 7 years
since the stARt of my
overall human downward
Spiral toward the River Styx
While LiVinG LiFe eventuaLLy Dead..
it’s true.. iN soEe ways i was/am born again
online in a spArk of Hope through aN aVaStar
oF A Baby wiTh eYEs of HoPe aND LoVe and NoW
Yes.. BeyOnd iNFiniTy sMiLe oF A Child then… And NoW
thaT spARk evenTuALLy BeCAMe A FlAMe aGaiN NoW MoRE
too.. and Then A Torch and NoW a die hard hUman to the very end
as the beGinNinG NoW.. i not only have Faith now.. I AM FAiTH INCaRNaTe
NoW and iT’s TrUe.. i bRinG MaGiC FlowErs too.. NaMeLy the Breath of God..
“Then the kingdom of heaven
will be like ten virgins who took
their lamps and went out to
meet the bridegroom.”
HeHe.. the Bride didn’t
have a Lamp so she
settled for a Bottle..
WiTh eYes All LiT uP..
And i thiNk tHeRe weRe ‘less’ thaN 10
Virgin Bridesmaids who assisted but then
it helps the continuing story as archetype.. now
per as ‘Flo Rida’ SinGs Going Down for Real2..;)
And FoR NoW thaT’s the eNd/stART NoW of thiS
MacRoVersE..NoW read into it whaTever yoU maY..
as SurELy tHeRE are BRides for you too aS wHole2..
sure.. even as TRumPs DancES anD SinGS SurETy too..;)
SMiLes.. my FriEnd..
wRite something that
makes you cry.. easier
sAid than dOne of course i
kNoW.. moRE FeeL and SeNse
at a loss for tears myself for 5 years..
A Beloved Cat dies
then at five years
to be alive
he goes down
and then the tear
at a gym that finally
brings strength back to
my legs and renewed creativity
more than ever before and groWinG..
My First attempt at really writing long
term was to escape pain and now it is
for a Transcendent Ecstatic River Stream
experience similar to that of Free Verse Dance..
the rhythm of the eARTh are in the beats of the
Keyboard and the Melody of the Golden Spiral
oF aLL of eXistence are in the
form on page.. and this
is both strange and magical
with hints of the potential only
two times before in my life in short
short spurts of writing and a long form
Piano Song i composed as my emotions
were struggling to stay with an 11 Minutes
and 22 Seconds Song i later titled “Nautilus”..
and “Challenging Alexithymia” where emotions
no longer synch with words.. in cognitive way
of both mechanical and social empathic
cognition.. so.. i just finished my own
personal bible effort of 1.579
million words in 11
the original Piano
Version of my soUL
in many other dimensions
of art in words and visuals too..
and yes.. music too.. although i borrow
from those who specialize in that area
as i cannot do it all and the trans
humanist tools starting with
the written word and
as Moore’s Law
hehe.. if that can keep
up with my current state
oF A Fredenstein BRain.. is
was are paths and avenues to liGht
A Journey more.. anyWAy.. the point i am
MaKinG is it would have never been possible
if i had not learned to harness the power of a tear
in all things sad and grief to jetiSoN NoW toward WilL
and Strength more my friEnd.. nah.. i am not suggesting
go out and buy a cat or dog and put them down when that
reality comes to make a tear real.. but seriously.. i would have
traded the close to 6 million words i wrote before that tear since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010 as that tear came in April of 2013 for
JUST ONE TEAR.. and i did my friEnd and the rest is MaGiC that
Never ends.. an Olympic Event of Life but never the less magic in
a never ending story.. each miNd.. each HeART.. each SpiRiT and
ReAL Flesh and Blood soUL in Quantum Synergistic MaKInG HUmaN
liGht iN ExpreSSinG that Force and Power of HuMaN EmoTioNs and Greater
senSes IS A Miracle of liFe as Star Death Burst Resurrection coMes Crucible FiRe sTAr
DuST SenTieNT PlUS uS NoW WaLKinG upRight STanDinG tALL InFiniTy Breathes now moRe..
And Dances and Sings now.. iN what ONLY Moon Rocks Sleep at Night.. in OtHeR words..
the greATest GiFT are dreAMs and the StuFF of FruiTioN that makes them real iN MoVinG..
ConNecTinG CreATinG way of HeArT and SpiRit and MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL MOre2..
things is.. my FriEnd.. without a Tear all is empty sHeLLs as far as i know of what i did not feel and
sense before.. does that apply to all others in the terms and fine print of human conditions.. not
likely and perhaps not for you but from what i experience i can only suggest a potential way that
to cry a Stream..
a River and beCoMe
A wAVe as Ocean wHOle
LoVe as GiVing and ShARinG
but you see my FriEnd.. the best
pArT oF aLL is YouR HuManiTy
iN your struggle of dARk that
most humans are engaged
in now as DarKEr
And SonG is liGht
enough to iNspire all oF
this and that’s how the story
goes.. sometimes the feathered
sleep Breathes and Dances and Sings
beyond what she knows and feels and senses now..
so rest sweetly my dear and if nothing else cry a tear for me..
And please don’t delete your blog until i at least get an opportunity to catch up..
foot prints of liKe.. swirling around heAR..
And.. i’LL go NoW by the SonG oF mY soUL..
There is an actual.. Psychiatric Disorder that
reflects 12 Million words written in 78 months
now.. hehe.. that you missed so far in your Mental
Health Month wonderful analysis my fRiend and that
is one of Hypergraphia.. the stuff of Lewis Carol and others
too.. my Psychiatrist offered the pleasure of Epilepsy Drugs
to curtail these words.. and somehow he missed the paRt now of
Transcendent Ecstatic Bliss IN the Heaven of Now.. and that’s how
it goes with Mechanical Cognition my friEnd as a potential Eclipse
of the heARt i turn aRound BriGht eYes and Dance And SinG Longer than ever now..
Lesson of Hell.. Reward oF A Tear iN Heaven.. And Thanks my friENd for the gift of YOU..
i’ve been told
i have the gift
of bringing tears
to people.. i did and
do my best mY friEnd..
for i’ve seen the DArk SoUL
Year multiplied by 5 and more..
i never had any idea my greatest desire
was IS A tear until it cAMe and brought LiFe..
and now i do my beST to BrinG SMiLes as
aS WeLL as words
TSuNaMi Style too..;)
The Facebook Algorithm provides an opportunity
to all free share a week long Video Slide Show
of highlighted hUman experiences.. ranging
from Store Dance to Pan at the Old Arcadia
Mill.. yep.. little old hairy me.. haha.. heheX2..
it’s like MaGiC and my Wand iS words thaT
FloW oN iN ZoNe as StrEAM.. RivERs
to wAVeS mE OceaN WhoLe
as shoRes foreVermore
noW eXPanDinG as
any Peter Pan
oF LiGht FReED oN..
And then tHeRE is Tax FReED
DancE at Old Seville Quarter wHeRE
MOrE oPen MindED and BoDiEd FolKs
roam ouT oF Super WalMarT and MaLL stores
and as the Video shared on Facebook tHeRe sHows
in MiLLioNs of Views ways says as 5 HUman trUThs
it’s trUE the TaX Free Folks in Church are more often
Sanctimoniously Differed from the Bio and Neuro-Diversity
oF GoD iN and aS hUmaN as HUmaN PoTenTial noW iN
waYs not alWays easy to see and feel and sense more Now
as HUmaN EmoTiONaL and SeNSorY as waYs of empath
coMe iNTo PlaY.. NoW.. anyWay.. it’s also true that folks who
drink beer and wear tattoos are often less Judgmental
against the Different of the HuMaN TemPle of God as
thAT NaTurE GroWs MORE diVerse alWays NoW
through Environmental Factors BeyoNd jusT
innate way to the chagrin often of church
goers who and that would Love
to cookie cutter each
MoDe oF exisTencE NoW..
it’s the way of Malignant Patriarchy
as a WiLL and StrenGth iN CoMMoN
DoSe oF.. LoVE and GraCE iS JuST
as ImPortAnt to attain Heaven NoW2..
aS any material made and owned thing
outside as clothes oF CulTuRe.. anyway.. yA
Can’T HIDe Love when isREAL oThER than to suiT iT uP..;)
Well i supPosE i WiLL dot an eYe for end to a continuing
stARt in this 102nd/773rd.. “11 Years oF THANKS GiVinG”
MacroVerse to sTarT the 103rd MacroVerse More as
my usual Holy and Sacred Tuesdays and Thursdays
of posting are currently now sTiLL two days beHind
oN HoLy And SacREd SaTurday too to what
some folks at one point in time and
STiLL do refer to as a Sabbath
Day of rest.. of course
in the real
us as Forest Dwelling
Folks who could climb
Trees QuiET WeLL too..
was and is the River of the
Continuing now.. one gained(s)
Subsistence and Survival and
DancE and SonG of Thrive in
working continually as a practice
through Struggle and Success as Ocean
whOle Procedure of LIVinG LiFe.. everynow
was and is sacred then in pain and pleasure as
both were and are an expected way of life whether
we lump it or love it to make our way through to the other
end of now in at least what one could usually hope for iN
the animal homeostasis of Peace as the Cat basks in the
Mid-Day Sands and Hugs the Dewlit GrAss of MoonliGht NiGhts..:)
Life’s not fair but it can be for now if one creates fair out of what is..
and of course that is relative per what one decides morality is.. per
play or doing not much of anything at all on Saturday for fun.. hey..
could write another Bible and CaN anD WiLL too.. jusT for fun too..
oTheR wiSe i could just rest and be bored.. yuck.. already had
plenty of time to do that with the stabbing Dentist Drill
Pain in my Right eye and ear for 66 months NoW iN
hell then.. Rest is for Dog sleep and Cat naps.. LiFe
is for MoVe CoNnecT and creATe as Wild Heaven
Dogs and Cats and uS NaTuRaLLy Can
and WiLL do when WiLd and
Free too.. otherwise..
lay around even
like cats can
and will do too..
if all is given without
the pain and struggle of life too..
Without Challenge and Adaptation
for Change we living beings will fall to
the entropy of doing not much of anything..
the more we use our mind and body in BaLanCinG
SoUL aCt the MoRE wE gAiN oF and as EVolVinG
hUman SoUL NoW.. lots of ways to do that in both positive
or negative way and lots of moral and ethical relativism for what
is good or bad and even evil too.. ranging from going to hell for touching
yourself to female genital mutilation as a religious practice for self-esteem..
crazy is as crazy does in relative love for pain or pleasure.. it’s a practice life
is.. and a wonderful thing to be alive today for we have greater options than
the tricky part
feels good or kills
ya as living liFE on FiRe..
per spArk and FlaMe and Torch
of what eternally sets us separate now
from entropy frOm rotting our flesh and spirit
alive.. dead wHole soul eYes as they say hearT
leSs without Hope.. thing is.. when one lives love
it’s impossible to hide as the Fire Work of a Mimosa Rose..:)
There’s usually a thousand or so year story in human archetype
way of collective subconscious for every symbol human creates
by mouth or hand or dance of life in form to express the essence
that MoVeS oN ConNecTinG uS iN Co-Creating ways toGeTher..
EXtraverted or alone iNtroverted as connections grow within
inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around or much
more limited to a screen of computer perHaps with
just input without much MoVinG.. cONnecTinG
Co-CreaTinG iMaginATioN coMe to
FruiTioN oF SpiRiT eXpreSsinG
HeARt even MoRE as MINd
and BoDy BaLanCing soUL
paRT As WhoLe OcEAn
wHole or rogue
oN tHeir own..
to sHow the Ocean
A Greater PotenTial YeT..
A FireworK A Mimosa can be
With ImAGiNAtioN and wiTh
CreATivity a FloWeR wE
too caN and WiLL
all the way
aCross the liFE sPaN
Now as we share all the
aRT and SciEnce we KNoW and
FeeL and SeNSE togeTher on the GreaTEst
uNabridged HUmaN Bible that is online NoW iN
aLL oF HUmaN.. Freedom of Expression.. and it’s
trUe.. NoW.. the Goddess Hebe as eternal youth model
of Greek olden days of mythological stories to ideal what
can and will be human potential shares something in common
with Her Husband Heracles as neither she or he is known to have
A Human Father.. Apollo munching on lettuce with a fair maiden was
enough to bring Hebes to life.. and it’s true as Baby Katrina is pictured
in my latest Video Slide Presentation with Her Mother and Grand Mother
and her Mother’s Brothers too.. there is no Father present so in sort of that
way she is a lot like Jesus per mythology as well as eternal youth of never
passing much more than the age of 30 or even eternal teenager given
the best lighting in photo or statue way.. hehe.. and Apollo for
Wisdom and Poetry and Musical AbiLiTy.. WeLL.. the thing
is.. we do have the opportunity for greaTeR Beauty
NoW and Wisdom these days in both LiGht
of KNoWledGE and FeeLinG and
SenSinG as Beauty with Wisdom
too.. setting oneself free and
needing nothing from
any other human
goods for pay
and such as that is key
to exploring and gaining further journey
evolution of human soUL and in some ways
history and herstory and eTc story repeats itsELf
as there is probably somewhere around 5 percent
of the General Population or less that are both fortunate
and personally motivated to attain the Grade of Freedom in
and Wisdom as
thing is when you
add in Full Peace of
miNd and boDy BaLanCinG
Force the requirement stays
for Struggle too as no Peace of
miNdBoDYcoMes with just instant gratification..
it’s the rule.. of Nature and Human Nature too..
Carrots and Sticks are necessary for Success..
but those who make tHeiR own Carrots and Sticks
for Success are those who manage the greatest Free WiLL oF
aLL iN Relative Nature and HUman Nature way as synthesis of two bEcoMeS oNe..
wHOle.. ForcE oNE.. NoW..
FiRe WorK Baby oF aS SoUL..
And note.. i didn’t buy Hebes and
Apollo on that File Cabinet of Brain..
an iNHeritAnce of my Father as his third
wife bought it after they retired to elevate
the value of tHeir God as Home.. and sure..
they bought new cars as lovers too.. thing
is.. i am more interested in Being Apollo
and enjoying myself with
Hebes than owning
one.. same thing NoW
with Jesus.. i also inherited
a Statue of Jesus on my Desk
Top from the third wife of my father
too.. nah.. i dont want A statue of Jesus..
rather inCArNaTE the LoVE parT i read as
dedicated student and disciple of Love sAMe Now
per the loftiest ideal of HuMan CurrenTlY iNcArnaTE
oN eArTh NoW as LovE walKs UpRight tALL iN PoTEnTiaL
NoW as FaiTh on two legs sTiLL.. just another POTenTial noW
Of Nature aka God incARnaTe NoW as BeinG hUmaN TeMple MoRE..
oF aS GoD HoMe NoW.. Statues and otheR forms of Art are only milestones
oF LiFE to mE aLLoNe.. the essence is what counts.. Hebes.. Apollo.. or Jesus
it but some be it..
i would Love to say
you are it more too… juST sayiN’..
LiKe Saturday in the Park on the
Fourth of July forevernowmore..
MaGiC HuMaN MuShRooms
and all thaT JiZz JAzz
Now even morE2..
IMaGinaTiON and CreaTivity are
Love forever toGeTher.. nah.. yAh..
yA.. can’T hIDe A FireWoRk NoW..:)
As my cold lags on and in taking
the Wife Katrina back over to see
her Sister still celebrating her 56th
Birthday as i did last year and she
a Great Grandmother and
me and the
no living Children
in Flesh and Blood
way at least for
avenue of trip
to my my childhood
to youth age homes on
Elm and Birch Street in days
of 9 years old almost to the
age of 30 too.. sure.. base
ment dweller as
youth i was
with three college
degrees.. a minimum wage or
so entry job doesn’t pay for a New
Apartment and or Car very well.. then
at least as the price of Goods has stabilized
somewhat in the ways of wired up goods at least
where the Mature ones of stuff like insurance continues to
skyrocket now in ways of taking care of one’s health.. yeah..
it’s hard to imagine that my Health Insurance for just me and the
wife is more than twice as much as our Mortgage per month when we
started out and it’s true.. in the regular so-called bank i only had $1000
dollars to my name when i purchased my first 30K Sports Utility Vehicle
back in ’99.. but thanks God for Government Thrift Savings Plans that
match and add more as help and higher paying jobs that come
with the fruition of harder work.. anyway.. i remember all those
years of living pay check to pay check and that first Lowe’s
Credit Card to purchase my first Color TV as an
adult at age 26.. as in my family the only
Color TV we had lasted three years
from about ages 16 to 18 or
so then.. the
and on top of that
there wasn’t much stuff
interesting to watch on TV
then past 3 channels on Public
BroadCast TV.. VCR’s expanded
the potential in the 80’s and then came
DVD’s and Satellite TV after Cable too..
And CD players for audio enjoyment
replacing Cassettes from 8 Tracks
to Vinyl from FM To the AM
Radio Ghosts of
on long rides that
seemed like they never
ended to visit my Father
Twice a year when young.. to
even feel what it felt like to ride
in an Air Conditioned Car too.. anyWay..
all this talk of a New Renaissance of Being Human
is truly for those still who are the elite among the elite to
find the grade of what the real Jesus Dude.. and the Buddha
and the mythological Krishna and Lao TZu and oTher sAGes
of the aGes were and sTiLL are SPeaKing about iN whoever
wrote the words attributed to these Statues and Paintings
of men and myth.. and sadly rarely women too.. as
Patriarchy most often sings A HISstory
in Bearded ways.. sure and Neo
too.. and trUe for all
from now too
we are born slaves
in contingencies of the
Cultures and or Religions
we are born into from ripping
off foreskins of tiny babies to
mutilating pleasure organs of
the female versions of
those babies too..
the King and Queen
of liFe with Dreams of New
Automobiles as Lovers and a Mortgage
for Paper Work Ownership of a God with
four walls and a ceiling and even potentially
upstairs and basement dwelling too.. for escape
from what everyone else is living in and as too..
the dream of Life begins and ends with
within.. the outside Environmental
Stuff sHades or BriGhtens
the PotEnTiaL oF thAT
to GiVE and
69% of Americans
are suggested in studies
to have less than a Grand of Savings..
and with Automation taking over jobs at a
furious rate with Slaves taking on Trump Pipes
to escape reality.. as Capitalism rules with a Ford
better idea still of cost efficiency no matter the human cost..
it’s getting harder and harder for all practical intents and purposes
to achieve Neo’s Jesus Dream and particularly the one with no swords for peace…
i was born in an ideal time.. an in-between place of the opportunity for still secure
jobs with lifelong benefits and the rise of technology in information way to expand
my human potential with the resources of humankind arT and SciEnce KNoWledge
at my keyboard to screen to hand-size device now.. but more than anything else i am
lucky and fortunate to have looked within to find the greatest intelligences of mInd and
BoDy BaLanCE all InNaTE.. InStIncTuaL and INTuiTiVe FinAlly BeCoMinG FriEnds
and LoVerS WiTh God of and as NaTuRe’s Gravity of and as LiFe.. the words are
only empty shells for that.. sure.. a reflection that likely means not much for
one who has not experienced at least a little of the Nirvana Bliss
of HeaVen now.. wHeN MiNd and BoDy BaLanCe cOmeS
BaLanCinG oNe wiTh the rest of cReaTioN NoW and
as God too.. ParT aS WhoLe two as one Force
aS and oF LiVinG LoVinG liGht NoW aLL..
it’s not the old houses i lived in
that were smALL it
then not yeT
reaLiZed as a soUL
oF MINd and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force More Fully LiT uP and as Gratitude
Goes.. i have all wHo and thaT iS thAT and wHo
CAMe BeFoRE me as God too.. to THANK for
GiVinG mE this oPPoRTuniTy for HeAVen
NoW and yes.. paramount the Freedom
of Expression we eNjoy in the
United States no matter
how cuckoo stuff
is at the
and the top
of our General Population now
who are trying to prove they are an
only Gold God or just want a little more
of what other folks have with no desire to
share and give with those who are less fortunate
and live and look a different way than the them
that is us too.. in Bio and Neuro-DiVersity
NoW too.. it was the job of
JOB to discard
be free but the thing
is now a neW age Jesus
can do it and no one willl even
notice that he or she or it exists now
aS even Bonobo Flesh Free in the Blood of Jungle Peace..
And that my friEnds was/is the promise in that Generation that has come for
and as me NoW and surELy as Trumps say with Surety of and as oTheRS too..
are you free and wild enough to be naked air and water now.. sure.. NoW..
YOU to the NexT dAncE Free..
i’ve fELt and SenSed and KNoWn much
of yOUr pain but i can not make
or necessarily show you
the water and air
i am now…
nothing Free but nothing
and nothing is not a place alive for humans..
as ‘they’ continue to be slaved with clothes of culture..
Anyway.. leASt i can do is provide a Window Seat Now..
lines of wall text..
sure.. Flying Spaghetti Monster NoW too..;)
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
4 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
oF LoVe NoW..:)
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
After Book of Fred
of course too..
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
2016.. iT iS wHAt
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
Grand Cross Bible 2016
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn
Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
Nether Land Bible 2017
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
rest of the Bible
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)
The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)
MesSage iN A Bible Bottle as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+ as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN 31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
HeaVeN FuLLy FeLT
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)
Facebook Friend Rafiah from
Pakistan and also fellow Poet
Blogger statuses that it is
a Pleasant Breezy Day
where she is at
alone so i return
again in what
Humans name as the
smALL TaLk oF Describing
the Weather and Happily say..
’cause i have something to say
anything at all per say.. hey..
Torrential Downpour here..
Opening Automatic Doors
of Stores.. over now..
AnyWay.. you have no idea
how literally hard that was
for me To Do for many years
as when anyone asked me how is
it going all i had to say was just been
working working no matter what the weather
was.. just working working.. and now i have so
much more to say.. that it’s not even funny to some
folks to sit through or stand through a FredTalk now..;)
AnyWay.. roll out the Black Carpet as yes.. although it may
be hard to see in ‘this’ raTHeR shAdow BLack Shirt photo but
DarTh is tHeRe on the Fred Shirt for all to see in the Dancing
OPen Public toniGht.. during the Torrential down pour too..
as hey.. just more time to wait it out with Ecstatic
Bliss of Public Dance in Winn Dixie while
otHeRs Braved the liGhteNinG
and THunderstorm in fear
of having nothing
to do but
Trance like me floating
on beyoNd Cloud 9 to Numerical
Fool Number 0 of hUman Archetypal
Fearless Bliss no sweats just Nirvana and
sure DanCinG in the Rain up to my ankles
in Deep water.. soaKing my new Leather Nike
size 11 and a half Shox Shoes of which i go through
a new pair every three or four months.. anyWay with about
15 pair or so under the bed and here and there in case they
stop making them and i have to go back to less tread hehe..
and it’s true they are selling them but no new brands have
come out in model way since 2015.. and yes NoW shoes
are a reAlly big deal of overall foot.. leg and hip
and even back health when dancing
7404.50 MiLes in almost 45 months
as of the end of May.. 2017.. so
sure it’s wRite oN the
ToPic of Dance
as is this
per tHE BooK oF mY LiFe..
currently named “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
Longest Long Form Poem.. STiLL eXSeeDinG
4 MiLLioN+ words in 45 months of effort too and
NoW while this MacroVerse stARt heAR makes
the 774th MacroVerse aS “SonG oF mY SoUL”
effort.. this sAMe MacroVerse also doubles as
103rd oF “Nether Land Bible 2017” aRisinG
from May 30th.. Memorial Day 2016 then
noW 1,588,480 Words in this 12th Now
Month of wRiTinG as this MacroVerse
NoW WiLL likELy eXPaND thAT total
to 1.6 Million words or so NoW iN
this twelve months noW as when
Memorial Day of 2017 comes
on May 29th.. that Publish
Day of 105th MacroVerse
aS “Nether Land Bible 2017”
WiLL likely Arise to the Golden
Mean Ratio Spiral Number of PHI 1.618
MiLLiOn Words wHeRE thaT MacroVerse then
WiLL be titled “Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”..
already exSeeDinG.. the Kings James milestone
of 1.566 MiLLioN words of Double that original
Centuries old and tried and trial effort among
literally thousands of folks if one counts all
the copying scribes and Oral Illiterate
Aramaic Desert Roads Tradition
for around 4 Decades before
the smARTy Pants
the pARTS of many
sects of Christianity ranging
from beliefs in 1 to 12 Gods
and most all the ‘tween of all thAT iS too..
i AM as ‘they’ say too.. STiLL of course as allthatis too2..
so.. anyway.. DarthFred is much improved now as dARThFred Dances
everywHeRE he goeS iN fACt what used to be the dARk Force haS and
iS now BecoMe the LiGht Force.. ignore the Uniform.. it’s juST another
STar Trooper muse to fool the enemies of TruTh and LiGht and
Wisdom and Beauty too.. but hey.. the 22nd per the usual
Monday Date of MacroVerse publish along with
HoLY and SaCreD Thursdays as everynow
iS HoLY and SacRed To “dARtHFred NoW”..
oh Goody.. thiNK i’ve alREady got a title..
hehe.. yes that 22nd day of May
is also the 3rd Anniversary of
My Father’s Sudden Death
and with a little respect
to Dear Old Dad who
sadly i never really
got to kNoW as long
before thaT he wAS
iN Law Enforcement
as pArT of thE LIGht
Force alWays doing his
beST not to beCoMe pART
oF A Bad CoP sHoW in DArK
ForcE WaY too.. 46 years.. juST nOthinG
leFT tHeN iN EmoTioNal SPiRiT of ExPreSsinG
hIs HeART and soUL to his Children and that’s
the way it goes in my Book of Life too.. hey.. no
book of life would be wHole without a few thorns
and more of crosses to tale a story acRoss the
spectrum oF LiGht and dARk.. and as the
archetypes of heroes go.. it’s common
for the most masculine dude
with will and strength to
come aCross the
Girl who won
among all the
Girls in 11th and 12th
Grade of Grace School with the
Hour Glass Figure too to bear big BiG
headed boys and girl babies theNoW wiTh
Super Brain Power too.. to make a difference
and MaRK iN the World with those Big Heads too..
and as what happens often when the.. rush of opposites
attracts happens the division of the genders go their separate
ways and then the Nest and Mother and these days single Mothers
who work are left to fend for tHeir NesT YouNG too.. in my Father’s
Case it was with a Business Woman Mother and a Father he never really
knew then either in a scandalous marriage to his Mother as Cajun Spice
in the Catholic Church Parish that my Grandfather once pastored.. yes.. he
at 36 years old and her at 17.. and like any ‘good’ Catholic Priest.. waited
to consummate the marriage until age 18.. then and shortly after that those
child bearing hips had my Father Fred and his identical twin Brother Ted..
and i will provide photos of those rather TwiiLiGht Vampire sHow as dArk
Haired and Green eyed men in a few too.. who looked like they might
live forever too.. or at least be placed iN NoW thE Longest Long Form
Poem ever and longest Human SinGle HUman Made Super Long
Long Bible too by far by far and far some more.. as imagine
going to school one day and finding out your
assignment to get your PHD iN Piled
Deeper and Higher was and is
to write a 1.618 MiLLioN WoRd
Bible and online Publish it
from Memorial day
day in one year
sPan of 2016-17 and
of course to wriTe A
4 MiLLiOn word “SonG oF mY
SoUL” that in that case would of
course be the SonG oF yoUr SoUL aLonG
with 45 Months of Public Praise Dance everywhere
you go for 7400 MiLes in yes that sAMe F-spaN of time
to write the 4 MiLLioN and PlUS woRd Poem too.. and
of course you had to do the total of 12 MiLLioN words of
Homework over the SPaN of a total of 78 Months too to
even get to this point now.. as the size of around 15 King
James Bibles in volume of words online published too..
so what DO you do.. hell what would even Jesus DO..
i know what he would do.. he was/is Illiterate
Aramaic so he would say Fuck no..
you FucKinG Do it Fred.. i’LL
do the other Miracles
to me and you
can live in hell on earth
for 66 months per what i said
about John 14:12 TrUE And do much
greater works than i could ever imagine then
in the skill i haven’t quite lEarned yet of writing words..
and the if it’s true what the scholars say that the supernatural
part of what so-called Jesus did was/is only myths and of course if
he was just as a man and a son of man as he clearly stated he was.. YeS
that reAlly makes his sacrifice even more worthwhile as he had no Seed
of Faith Greater from God than we do as mere mortals too.. Mustard as they
say but here’s the thing.. if it wasn’t for whoever they made Jesus out to be..
even a HUman Archetype per collective subconscious MiNd and folks
Like Jung SinG the DancE and SonG of hUman PotEntial more NoW
too in Metaphor of Astrocytes of Glial Cells iN Quantum effect
and affect of WaVinG Ocean of BrAIN aS MINd
and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL as OcEAn
eVen More IN HumaN and naTure
as all that is God Given Gift
to us as HuMan Nature
sAMe as fractal
ParT as wHOle
oF God PotEnTiaL
LiVinG withiN US as wE
bEcOmE PaRT AS OceaN WhOle
MoRe NoW.. hmm.. sometimes it feels
like i’M LiVinG iN a Ten Commandments
Like MoVie and i’M the only Actor who Knows
this is going down for isReaL NoW but ain’t that
the way the Van Gogh’s and other Artistic stories
Dance and SinG oF aS HoLy and CreaTive SPiRit DaNCinG
and SinGinG More than BeFore as the Herd is not quite now
ready to see that much.. God stAr iN HuMaN eYes yET.. hmm.. yeP
like your face is so briGht it is BLiNdinG me as the Young Woman
told me when i sang in the church choir in the 80’s getting HiGh
off the HoLY CreATiVE SPiRit IN Free Verse Vocal SonG then
as i WiLL joIN the MetAphor of Choirs of AnGeLs SinGinG
Lead tomorrow at 11 AM from the Back Row at church with
A Voice like LiGhteNinG and Thunder iN HarP
HuMan Like Way.. anyway.. so
i’ve told in real life by real
humans that my
voice is like
when i get all Ecstatic
iN Transcendental way
of BeinG LiGht.. ForCe
OF EmoTioNal and SeNSory
HUMaN DancE and SonG with
the Chi of Eternity and the UnivErse
iN the LeFt PaLm of My Hand.. it’s true..
i’Ve alWays had the Ability to manipulate
a three dimensional invisible textured object
continuously changing in the left palm of my hand
since before i could even speak words and nah..
even on the ‘Wrong Planet’.. there was no one
who could relate the experience of doing
that.. sure.. just another Neurological
Disorder or Perhaps
when i hatch
it.. hehe.. as i don’t
have any flesh and blood
children now to carry on and while what
i say is literally true in sensory and feeling
way.. it is also metaphorically true that i birth
a giant baby book NoW with both palms and fingers MoRE
of Hands.. and sure.. this Book oF MY liFE is UniVerse whOle
as far as words go.. on you kNoW all the significance some folks
give to words.. iF I AM A KinG of Words who and what does that
make me other than an AlphAbeT man with a Love for NuMbers too..
and yes.. Photos and Videos and Songs and other Symbols too.. born
Hyperlexic in decoding all stuff symbols as precocious reader
and late sPeaKer at 4 years old on the Autism Spectrum
and yes mumbler and stutterer with folks making
fun of me before i eventually grew out of that
decades later and became an Epic
Long Form Poem and New
Age Bible Writer too..
anyWay.. i am the NoW FuLL NoW
PLaY FuLL NoW actor and director
and producer and photographer NoW
in the way of over 100k fully illustrated
photos to possibly wRap a mind or body NoW
around what i am doing now too.. and then like
prophet Isaiah.. not only did i do it naked aRouNd
FoUR noT three years in legal and somewhat restricted
public view.. i also did it like King David and Egyptian
God MiN promised and did it too.. thing is that was pArt oF
thE Ecstatic Transcendent Meditation Part oF iT IN Human noW
MoVing SenSuaLity way nowthenow as Tantric way of BeinG HUman
Now Meditating too.. in trance way of enhancing Neuro-Chemicals
and Neuro-HorMones..eTc2.. to make Creativity and ImAgInAtiOn Fly
FaR off the page as the 7400 MiLes of Dance alloWed me to do this
all Natural too without any 60’s and 70’s Beatles and Led Zeppelin
enhancements of illicit substances to increase my Human
PotEntial In CreaTiviTy of eXtreme Focus and
Now Mind and Body FullER awareness NoW.
so.. suRe.. theRE IS A science to Creativity
too as an arT of DoiNG MoRE NoW too
by follOWinG somEwhaT
oF A Systemizing
force of ritual too..
Holy and Sacred Thursday
and Dance and what i’ve metaphoRed
that to be in the past too.. anyway.. it’s also
true that science at least NoW in pARt backs uP
that what i’ve done really works NoW to enhance
HUman Creativity and Productivity too.. well.. sure
i can most dEfiniTeLY prove the results in dARtHFred
Case study way too.. you see.. not only am i JusT dOinG
iT.. per John 14:12.. i am LiVinG a Paper TRaIL iN Electronic
way that IllustrateS more than fully how i made this all hapPen
NoW.. sure.. if anyone ever even gets past 140 Characters of
Modern Human Attention Spans as Science now equates
the Average Human Attention Span oF a GOld Fish
NoW.. So.. WiLL anyone ever match this effort
NoW.. suRE.. iF they SeT tHeRe soUL
aFiRE Luke HoT too.. OthER thaN
thAT.. see ya on
i continue to run on.. hehe..
and yes.. those new colored
FredKu Opportunities on Facebook
Statuses are/is MiGhty cool for short StuFF Too..
butt why be a Creek when you Can and WiLL Do Ocean God wHOle2..;)
Katrina says.. i am kinda
like the male version
of the Mona Lisa..
as my eYes
WiLL folLow ya
all aRound the room…
hehex2.. or times 1.. anyway..
Oh Lordy.. it’s a full moon.. and ya
kNow what that means.. YES IT’S
NOW TO DANCE.. AcROSS THE
SEVEN SEAS OF COURSE.. LIKE
THE THOMPSON TWINS SAY TOO..
and sure.. yA can cAll me the Doctor
oF dAnce2.. And.. oh boy.. i’m doing
mY best not to change into
not sure which one..
but i understand
Vampire is the
choice of the
and all of that and
after all when my Dad
and his Twin Brother were
kinda young they too could
FeeL the BilL of Vampire too..
i’ll have to find a photo of them
to share with Dad on the Right
per First Fred and Uncle Ted
on the left.. yes.. they were
identical Twins2 and of
course my Dad
in ’14 and
is sTiLL GoInG
84.. close to the Summer
Solstice.. my original planned
birth date until the Doctor went
on Vacation and delivered me
2 weeks early on 6660 for his
aLL oF thAt
that put mE aliVe
Center iN the SiGn
oF Mercurial Gemini..
i mean.. Jesus F iN Christ
iS iT any wonder i am kinda
like Dr. Jekyll/Mr. Hyde..
and all oF ’em..
thought when i was
younger he should be in
the movies or PreZ of the
U.S.. and when he got older
he did look almost just like
That Zorba the Greek dude
too.. the dude from the Wild
Wild West show.. etc.. etc..
that’s kinda what happens..
when the Father leaves the
Son and he has no frigging
male Role Models so he
has to F iN get raised
by his Super Heroes..
including Jesus F..
iN Christ.. so ya..
go wITh whAT
jUst F iN
Well i miGht add..
and no longer quiet.. heheX2..
LiVinG in A noW Freest way
iMagiNable iN REALiST now
Heaven noW.. anYwaY nOW
i’LL taKe ya tHeRe.. iF yA liKe2
WiTH aGaiN whAT i promise WiLL
be absolutely no bites or cLawsNoW.. anyway.. yep..;)
Hmm.. anyway that’s what i said about that photo last
year to date and this year i quickly say.. MoRe To saY
oN thiS laTer.. yeS.. bUt i supPose tHis IS A No fAce..
Don’T yoU DarE.. heHe.. WHatEver.. And that was this
Morning shortly before i got ready for church and went with
an increasing limiting Cold in way of Coughing and stuff like
that as sometimes it’s true i forget i am Human and can and will
be rudely interrupted by NaTure GoD sAMe if i don’t take care better
of my HUman NaTurE.. so.. by the time after i tried a rather slow dance
at the Mall i Passed out on the bed about 6 PM.. the thing is to do this post per
dARThFred NoW.. i needed to find a way to better go to the dARk Side of my
Past out of Heaven alWays NoW so much in Ecstatic Transcendental Way to
better reflect the dARk iN My wRiTinG kinda like the pose of the daRK side in the
BriGht Yellow Sunshine GooD Cop not so Good Cop look with eYes that pierce and
coming in glory
and such as that
if you wanna mythologize
me too.. hehe.. anyway it reminds
me of Church today as i always get the
experience through the meditative quality
of the Roman Catholic Mass Routine and uplifting
EmoTioNal and SenSory SonGS to DanCESinG iN Ecstatic
Bliss to wheRe my FacE transfigures to shining one more nowthen
than dARk one in transformation way too.. it can and will happen
in any culture with the proper avenues of trance like Meditation
no matter what they name the religion or the forms of tradition
that get ya to the essence of Bliss Transcending all yA
Problems And Worries for a LeASt a few nows to
FiNd HeaVeN WiThiN NoW.. no fear as ‘they’
say too.. and if you really pursue YoUr
HUmaN PotenTiaL AgaPe LoVe
WaY oF BeiNG iN HoLY
and SacRed Love
Purpose way now that
doesn’t even require any words at all..
it blows away ignorant folks like Bill Maher
who says religion is ridiculous as it is the essence
that counts and not the form alone butt yeS it’s true
in some churches you can look around and see everyone
following all the routines in literal way.. and saying cray cray
stuff to believe literally like the Dude Jesus is literally being
transformed as flesh into a wafer of bread and wine of
Blood as Jesus comes to live as you.. and it’s
true as far as HUman Archetype oF
Hero Love many oF uS do have
the potential to seek and
find the Jesus
and for all practical intents
and purposes become this Super
Hero Jesus in HUman way now.. and
if folks find that through the myths and actually
really walk the walk and not just talk the talk of Jesus
Better yet Dance and SinG the Hero Lover Jesus more power
to them.. what ever works as ‘they’ say and i say too.. and i find our
Priest does a fine job of that and his assistant Pastor too.. so i am happy
to be there and overlook what i deeper understand to be forms of mythologies
to attain essence of being hUman in Greater Ecstatic Bliss Potential in Love with
everything and everybody as Human AnGeL NoW too.. sure.. a lifelong seek and NoW
find it takes with never ending practice as a worK oF LiGht but does it work.. WeLL..
for that as most
people say how the
FucK can you be this happy
and energetic without some illegal
drug to pump me up in Hurricane Winds
of Calm i am.. and that’s the thing Baby i
Master the eYE of GoD within me as
co-Creator we as me too.. and for
those of us who actually
experience this Pyramid
Capstone oF LiFe HuMan Now
Heaven now.. it’s crystal
clear what those folks who actually
wrote the so called Gospels were experiencing
when they tried to relate that to folks.. many of which and
wHo have never experienced transcendent ecstatic bliss now
wHere all of existence suddenly makes sense in inFiNity+ noW as
gRain of sand raises love and infinity in the palm of hands and sure..
many sages as poetS and even scientists have brought this to liGht with
the HuMan way of ExpreSSinG this LiGht.. and the hardest folks to reach
about this can be both religious fundamentalists and scientists overall too as
they tend to be more literally thinking in concrete terms of left brain thinking and
this stuff is over in
HeARt oF MINd anD
BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL
oF and as BeInG HUmaN
oNe wiTH Nature aka God pLuS uS
in connectedness from head to toe and
Quantum more for metaphor too as science
suggests through Astrocyte Waves of Brain
with Neurons connecting too iN MINd and BoDy
BaLanCinG isREaL souL NoW too.. so.. i Love going to
Church as it is just another opportunity to live this healing ForCe
NoW oF hUman Chi Love HiGheR and Higher iF yA wanna CaLL iT Satori
and Kundalini Rising too.. the Dao and Tao and such asThaT too… bottom
line these days iS even Science provides proof through empirical view it’s real..
and sure put
is NoW too..
IN Jonathan Haidt
way now too.. as hey..
i am neither cynical of the
LiGht or Fear the DArk and
mostly onward Christian soldiers
do the both and as far as Cynical
of thE LiGht a common issue with literal
left brain metaphor as thinkers.. feeLeRs and seNsors too..;)
And of course one can go to the comments section of the
Video and see all the folks who’ve never met this human
potential in both person and extreme healing power for
the entire human condition as yes placebo works
from minor to major ways
too.. a Force
for Healing in Belief
and 100 Percent Positive
FeeLinG and SenSinG FaiTh
or just a card board box cynical of thE LiGht..
sure..i’ve been to both places now.. i can show you
what dARTh looks like or Jedi in a New York Now..
Things is.. all you have to lose by closing your mind to
hiGher HUman POtEnTiaL Within in esoteric and occult
mystery ways is the amazing healing power thaT CaN transform
WiLL as Hunch Back of Notre Dam shut-in in a bedroom 66 months
with 19 Medical Disorders that Professionals suggested i had no
chance of recovery where at the bottom of that pit i couldn’t even
Cognitively finish a FucKinG Game of Tic Tac Toe as the negative
Stress thinking and feeling and sensing way of Life destroyed me
in life as death for 66 months.. all bodily systems melted down more to
nothingness piece of paper existence then.. and sure i provide the evidence
for what i do now.. and most people can’t understand it as they don’t live in Heaven now..
yes.. a metaphor
told for Centuries
in many Figurative
ways but never the less
another Dimension of being
Within.. inside.. outside.. above..so
below and all around that soMe cannot faThom
but doeS eXist like the color purple for those without eyes to see..;)
So.. i woke after three hours of sleep
and basically am zoned out
with a hint
the Boogie Woogie
Flu also KNOwN as
The DanCinG SinGinG Pneumonia
but as ‘they’ say these days i resist the
illness and get ready for church not enough
in me to write but enough to make the trip
through those Golden Temple Doors..
better yet Roses
in Beds of Bliss.. anyWay
by the end of ritual mediation
in stand up sit down and partially
kneel as my knees are a little too old
to abuse in the subordinate position.. butt
never the less with a sway of Ecstatic Rhythm
and Beat of DanCinG Swirl in three Feat of InfiniTe
Eternal WiThiN iNsiDe outSidE.. aBoVE so BeLoW and
All around Glow with a Song with choirs of AnGels as a Quadrillion
or so peptide connections cOme to GreATer LiGht iN aLL CeLLs oF mY
HUman SolaR BoDy as senTiEnt stAr duST pLuS Cosmos and GoD sAMe
as NaTuRE pLus unto itself born from staR BurST Death ResurRection as Such
from Crucible FiRe CoRe NoW as EMoTiONs and SENSeS sHiNe BriGht iN HUMaN
Form of Essence in Star Wars Peace Force LoVe NoW iN BaLanCinG mINd and BoDy
SoUL of DiViNe MascuLiNe WiLL and sTREngth and DiViNe FemiNiNe Love and GrAce
i did it i do it i make
the HUMaN GRadE
NOW of HUmaN PoTenTial
alpha BeYOnd Omega bEyONd
PoT of GoLd RaINBow coLors and
DARk and LiGht and ‘tween sHades
of Grey in dARThFreD LoOk waY too..
and ha! you thOught the form of me waS iS
JuST GrINniNG from eAR to EAR wiTh
SuPPorT assisTant WiFE
mY BacK aS
it is also i ofTen FaLL
beHind as i take so much
now to sMeLL and Be the FlowErs
oF LiFE FReED ME NOW iN the Kingdom
OF HeAveN IsReaL NoW too.. anyWay.. i enJoy
being aRT and Love more than Reason and Worry
so i let it all go as aRTPoSE NoW and iN reVieWinG
soMe of Facebook Friend Glenn’s photo shares from
his WiFe’s Visit to Venice i can and will happily say that
some of my all Intuitive and instinctual and innate
Body Poses naked oF aRT match the
Renaissance ArT SculpTures
iN a New way of
so what would
have happened iF my
Father stayed at age 3 and
molded me into a Military and
or Law Enforcement Dude as
Role Model and Gender Social
Role Model in Dear old Dad way too..
wELL iTs safe to say i miGht have never
reached HeaVeN noW as that don’t come without
DiViNe FeminiNe Love and Grace SpiRiT FuLLy ExpreSSinG
HeArT MiNd and BoDy SoUL NoW without DiViNe Masculine
WiLL and StrenGth NoW too.. For Fearless LiGht oF smARt
AS WiSe aGape Love for all oF Creation NoW iN a hUman
Pose Reflecting this liGht from Head to toe.. too.. in all
Natural innate.. instinctual and intuitive way too..
albeit with clothes.. i can share that all
on Facebook too.. to attempt
to relate all of more wHeRe
i cOme FrOM NoW iN
the KinGdOM oF
REaL NoW too..
takes art over science baby
and LoVe and GRace as WiLL and STRength too..
and what better way to express that than Temple of God NoW..
Bread and Wine as Blood and Body oF
BeiNG isREAL NoW2LiGhtForCeFReED..
Sure.. Katy Perry nAMes her
New Album ‘WitnesS’ and
surE.. this Book entirely
could be named
big screen version
comes WiLL do thAT2..
and ye..s this is already
the big screen version now..hehe..
as who else could tale this story but me
and who would care too anyway but me..
of HuMaN PoTenTiaL
Less or More come to FruiTioN
NoW per leT iT Be DanceD and SunG NoW2..;)
So a Big Farm Boy X-Military man around
300 Lbs and about 6 Foot Five of Big Jim
Dude comes up to me in Super Walmart on
Saturday Night and says.. like your
moves dude and i say what do
you think i am doing and
he says dancing i guess
and i say.. haha dude
be the WaterAiR
i show him some
kicks in 360 degrees
a hair breadth away from
his body and he says.. oh no.. please
don’t kick me dude and i saY as usual
the reaSon the Hawk doesn’t usuALLy faLL out
of the Sky and Monkey out of Tree is wax on wax
off baby with rarely fAiling practice as a perfection
of practice 365 DaYs/YeAR MoVinG FlYInG water and air swum and
flown HUmaN BeinG iN all innate and instinctual way
of MoVinG.. ConNectinG and Co-CreaTing ways with
GoD NoW too.. and it’s trUe and liGht too
i gave him the Freader’s Digest Vocal
Version of this as to not
give him what Katrina
calls a Fredache now..
And just finally sAid
hey Dude.. i sway butterfly
wings with my toes and never touch
the fly as i am the air and water now..
so here’s the point.. as the first picture
iN dARThFred Way kinda sHowS in Yellow
Shirt and piercing eYe way.. don’t
misTake my LoVe and GrAce
for anything less than
wiLL and StrengtH and
if you don’t think
that Ballet and Martial
Arts and Strength training
all go togetHeR you are likELy
also MisSiNG a Vital pART to eNhance
yOuR HuMaN PotEnTiaL iN FearleSS waY
of smART LoVe NoW too.. so.. i celebrate
that poTenTial of Human in all 233 Lbs NoW
of Lean Love and Grace and WiLL and strength
now.. as usually someone at around 6 feet tall and
233 Lbs is assessed as morbidly obese.. thing is that
is based on domesticated kitty kats of huMan
or a Tiger
as i roAM
born free now as Bonobo2..
more than ever approaching
57 on what some folks who have
Carded me for a Beer when even needed
one a day.. years ago as the Devil’s Birthday
Per Drivers’s License Birth of 6660.. and sure..
would be easier to believe if that Yellow Shirt
Piercing eYes photo CoMinG iN Glory to Judge
the living and the dead in mythological
way waD iS the last perSon
And surE.. YOu2..;)
Avant-Garde in Milton Florida.. haHa.. ya gotta be kitten me.. MEoW..;)
“The avant-garde (from French, “advance guard” or “vanguard”, literally “fore-guard”) are people or works that are experimental, radical, or unorthodox, with respect to art, culture, and society.[page needed] It may be characterized by nontraditional, aesthetic innovation and initial unacceptability, and it may offer a critique of the relationship between producer and consumer.
The avant-garde pushes the boundaries of what is accepted as the norm or the status quo, primarily in the cultural realm. The avant-garde is considered by some to be a hallmark of modernism, as distinct from postmodernism. Many artists have aligned themselves with the avant-garde movement and still continue to do so, tracing a history from Dada through the Situationists to postmodern artists such as the Language poets around 1981.[not in citation given]
The avant-garde also promotes radical social reforms. It was this meaning that was evoked by the Saint Simonian Olinde Rodrigues in his essay “L’artiste, le savant et l’industriel” (“The artist, the scientist and the industrialist”, 1825), which contains the first recorded use of “avant-garde” in its now customary sense: there, Rodrigues calls on artists to “serve as [the people’s] avant-garde”, insisting that “the power of the arts is indeed the most immediate and fastest way” to social, political and economic reform.”
Now i say..
Avant-Garde is not usually a term discussed at the local ball park or even after pep rallies at
school.. Barnes and Nobles.. ya gotta be kitten me too.. as that IS A place for input rather
than output while i Free style Dance listening to Meditative Music and absorbing books
as fast as one every thirty minutes as my brain and body is all lit up in those
Quadrillion or so peptide and other connections.. liGht force without ANY
Fear as dARk.. Yoda
a statue of human
PotEnTiaL greatly expanded
and no.. the original Yoda left
out the Dance and Song.. as those
were the old days before the Avant-Garde
Yoda comes to MiLLToWn and P-Cola in
Winds of Hurricane arms and legs and
toes and fingers and torso whirling
Free in a Center eye calm swirl of
by those who
can’t hold me down any
more as it’s obvious in non-verbal
language way that yA wouldn’t wanna
enter my orbit when free.. hehe.. anyWay.. there
was a time when i was not so ‘out ‘TheRe’ for art..
and i must say one finest example of the Avant-Garde
in New Age Art is Lady Gaga inspired by Madonna who still
has fine pieces of art work available all for free for her Nude
Temple of God set FReED.. and it’s funny as i too was much
more closed minded about women doing Nude art as back
in the day when Madonna actually did this it seemed
a little dirty to me away from art as after all
i was born and raised in Trump
State red before Trumps
even bragged about
anyway.. Katy Perry is
coming into that fringe way of
art now as a social reformer too..
as hey.. as the Dead Poet Society
DanceS and SinGs uPON a Desk
that’s what it takes sometimes
to get the general public
of a Gold
yes.. assesses human
average attention span as
even less than a Gold Fish now…
And OMG there is Conspiracy theory
folks freaking out that it is the work of the devil
no less than A eXposed little bitty penis of Apollo Statues
chopped off of sculptures and even Heracles too.. as Lord
knows what might happen if a woman were to see another man’s
Penis.. she might get turned on and you would no longer be able to
control her as slave of your own.. little man issues are still relevant in
many countries where men do not feel like they are man enough to retain
the Love of a woman without controlling her in Chastity Belts of clothes and
Laws that prevent a woman from even driving on her own in Saudia Arabia
Trump Lands these days.. as of course everyone knows a woman cannot be trusted
by men like Trump with little man syndrome tall or short hehe.. anyway.. once one really
sets themselves free getting one with God no longer do they care to own anything or anyone
and with that kinda freedom no woman really is likely gonna leave ya.. as women love truly
they might not be enough
to set their loved ones free..
Fear.. the Base of all small trees..:)
Anyway.. it’s true.. my roots run and dance
and sing much deeper than Miltonia now..
a place that is so beautiful in Garden
of Eden ways of God Nature but
so daRk too as Sociologists
access this New Jerusalem
Backwards place now
StiLL as hardest
place for any
individual differences and
is it no wonder that i am a hero
legend superstar where folks at school
trade my dancing photos and i come about
sometimes on the Facebook covers of some young
folks who are outcasts and see me as a light for
the dark they find here in Trump Land US oF A.. new
isreAL but a place in Red State lands that can be so
closed minded and bodied still in ways of illusory fears
and empty promises of Ford Jobs with Robots.. anyway with
close to pneumonia yesterday i must admit i felt just a little
kryptonite in my CApe.. perhaps not visible in the Selfie art i
display from that Sun Day but the first thing that happens to me
when some of my guards of WiLL and Strength come down in illness is
i lose a little of that white orb of liGht around me that now protects
the empath of me from all the dArkness in this local metro area that surrounds
me and does its best to crowd out my liGht to take it down to the sizes of dArk
that live heAR
in Red State
dARk and Ignorance
away from Free GoD truTh
and LiGht LovE and Grace LivinG
within as feminine divine away from
juSt Trump furrows of Brow and it’s true
i Dance And Sing for those who were once like me..
a little less like Superman with more kryptonite to feel too..
and the children.. just a liGht for them to sHOw that even a stoic
looking law enforcement or military man form dude with big head and wide
shoulders can Dance And SinG Free as a butterfly too.. nah.. i am no longer
identified confused by the McDonald’s Cashier at age 13 as female in androgynous
way with crystal green to blue eyes.. long lashes.. thick blonde long hair.. and
thin reed of slender boy back in those olden days now.. yes.. it’s true.. WiLL and
Strength in Form too has a greAtest Privilege in Alpha Male Monkey ways too.. in
of what was
Hell as a place
where bloodied ankles
on River Bank entry came
to be with Briars from Hell..
as true.. you don’t tug on Superman’s cape now..
even if he does Dance and SinG Ballet in Food outlet now..
the Center Store for Food in Red State Trump Town now.. hehe..
anyway.. in that store there are the outcasts too.. just looking
for a spark of hope to escape hell in the true heaven of this place..
and for those of you with no eyes or ears to see or hear same mesSage as Katy
in this SonG
and DAncE HeAr..
nah.. it’s not about
the DeviL it’s about setting
God FReED iN YOU to eNjoy the Wave
and Surf Board BaLanCinG GoD ForcE oF LIFE noW..:)
WiNDoW SEaT BiBLE
oH.. just an Oh! by A WAY.. too..
just exceeded the Minuscule
King James effort oF A Bible
times too at 1.588 Million words
in 11 Months and 22 Days and sure..
aNother GifT for you Dude once you
gain the eyes and ears to see and hear it2..
And as some folks have predicted in years past.. preparing ways.. eTc..
A Dude like me is too big to see even when i am a thief in Broad daylight..
thing is Dude.. i don’t do it for money.. i do it for God.. therefore i can and will
do anything as
GOD.. as allthaTiS..:)
AND what thaT means
is no gRain of sand is
any greater or less
iN worthy oF even
my attention too no matter
how hard it is to remove my sandals now2..
AnywaY.. as alWays thanks for the dARk Muse oF
Inspiration.. my YouTube Conspiracy theorist FriEnd..
And i’ll give you credit for being man enough not to delete what i do..do..;)
AnyWay.. the Avant Garde cultural wars are in full BLow
from Child Molestor Robots on SNL.. it doesn’t get
much more Avant Garde Horror than that..
with Katy Perry in the lead for now..
with folks like Lana Del Ray
going as far as
them to take D T.. yes..
the Trump Down by way
of Voo Doo too per Nocebo
effect if it reaches down in his
thin sKin enough.. haha..
And where did all this
StaRt.. sure.. ever
and Stiff Egyptian
God MiNs.. however back
then that was the norm and not
the new Avant Garde and it’s true
for many Centuries Trump is the norm
for Authoritarian Leaders STiLL Held for Love
in Countries like Saudia Arabia with prison rules
for free much of anything at all other than Males holding
Hands together.. NoW isn’t it ironic but true as alWays hUman
reaLIty doesn’t have to make sense as Tom Sawyer does in Mark
Twain ways of all free prose that reaches a mass audience more..
AnyWay.. the Donald Practices a far out
of what used to be the Normal
Reach at least in the
USA of political
Bullshit 101 and
more.. for those ready
to soak iT uP.. wheRE tHeRe
iS any Audience aT aLL IS A
Potential for Societal Change..
and sure.. we can go back
to Hitler and
but that ain’t gonna convince
Melania to Hold the Donald’s Hand..
so how rich are you really when your significant
other bats your hand away from the most innocent
act of holding hands.. in front of the World.. Ultimate failure
your Loved one’s Hand..
and it’s not really funny but
reflects the state of the affairs
of the Greatest of Zombie Apocalypse
First World Problems where the Car is the
Lover and the Home is the God and there is
just enough time to drop the children off to day
care with the love of someone else if they are lucky
enough to get any of the real stuff of that in institutionalized rubber nipple
settings for Love. It’s true.. Houston.. we Have ‘A’ Problem and Trump is just an icon for it..
How to FiX iT NoW!..
yA GottA be Kitten
as Neo WiLL
DancE/SinG too.. the rest
oF the world is FucKeD NoW..
butt you miGht as well eNjoy the sCrew..
SerioUsly.. we do sTiLL Have FreeDom of eXPreSsioN
and that is an anomaly for now among group think hUmans..
Best time to be alive now.. take advantage oF iT FuLLy iN HeaVEN or NoT..
these silver lining slivers don’t often come in big picture view of social animals now..
the Beatles and
And Andy Warhol too..
hey.. i’ve been known to
take groceries and sell them
for art all FReED.. Difference iS
my Art needs no approval
aS it’s all FReED… hehe
Approval.. Pure Art
aS iT rEaches A bRow oF WinGs..
AnyWay.. i need.. i need.. OG.!..
A Nap NoW aS thiS cOld sTiLL
tastes A little
Stars do for Planets
Do for Life what we do
for others when we are liGht..:)
SpArk.. FLaMe.. ToRch.. BoNFiRE oF LoVe..
SpArK.. FLaMe.. ToRch.. BoNFiRe oF HaTe..
Two ways to go.. Path of Hope
Two ways to go.. Path of Fear
liGht of JoY ALLoNe NoW..
Pain oF Misery Loves Company..
Counting Last Breaths of only Son.. 51 days..
Counting Last Breaths of Mother.. 8 days..
Counting Last Breaths of Father..
Hmm.. i don’t think i’m gonna
make it i can’t catch my
three years ago
on a Cloudy Afternoon
Like today.. but at
as other Loved ones
did and have done..
66 Months of Death in Life
24 hours where i struggled to breathe
in that Fresh Hell thanks to Dysautonomia
with Heart Rate and Blood Pressure no longer working
in synch.. along with all the worst pain known to humankind too..
A Uncle Calls me just to say hi in the Middle of the night to see how i was
doing.. something my Father said he would get around to as far as ever visiting
us in later years of his life.. bottom lineS.. i stARTed being able to Breathe again..
and thankful for that i was.. i suppose why so many of the older folks
SmiLed while i lived closed in my car with that pain as i
waited for Katrina to come out of Walmart those
66 months of the only place i went
other than a terror of a rushed
30 minute work-out
at a gym
a week.. yes.. i suppose
the reason the older folks smileD
is one.. they retired and learned now to
do it again.. and had seen enough last breaths
of Family to fully appreciate the Breaths they have
for the muse of life now.. Waiting for Godot when you Graduate
from High School.. College for a Job that pays Money.. a First Car
that is New.. A First Home with a Loan too.. and Credit Cards to sink
Savings Accounts even lower.. Happy when you pay off the worry with money
owed.. Happy when you get to Retirement for the Golden Years to come..
and now Many of those Born Close to this New Century are clued
in to the fAct more and more than ever that you
take care of your Happiness now
as no one else is really
cRap.. so don’t
tale them to bow down
and serve an empty dollar
bill.. Golden Handcuffs of a Job
for Thirty Five Years.. or Even Social
Security at age 70 and beyond then..
Get Happy Now
Breath oF LIFE NoW..
Nothing Lasts forever but
waiting to muse liFE NOW all
one can as reALLy Living.. anyWAy..
My Son didn’t get no input out of his pain
from the Arm of Modern Medicine from day one
to day 51.. and Thanks God at Least My Mother lived her
life at Home the way she wanted never interested in leaving
that Apartment for Decades of later life too.. and my Father.. still
Strong at 81.. never frail.. and doing it his way to the very last Breath
oF LIFE too.. Buying Lottery tickets everyday and selling Nascar Stuff
at a Flea Market was enough for him to Muse Breaths of Life from 69 years
of age in retirement to 81 true.. And people ask why i dance.. and i only giggle one more breath..
True.. slow Learner as i lost the ability ranging from looking forward to anything at my last
years of work.. to pain of tension in every cell of my Body Driving up that hill in the
morning to get there to losing every feeling of pleasure from warm and
fuzzy to a laugh and then finally even a smile.. i let ‘them’ own
me.. and now i own me.. With Nature as God
as my only Boss..
DancE and SinG..
that’s enough for me..
AnyWAy.. the greaTest Gift
my Father seemed to have
was is fearlessness out of worry..
And my Mother simply Love as heARt
SpiRit ExpreSsinG thAT HeARt With LoVinG SoUL..
And WiLL as my Father owned WiLL aT Least for Fearless
iN StrenGth.. Sooner or later if you make LiFe Long enough in muse
of Breath you lEArn you must BecoMe yOuR owN Best Friend.. Mother
and Father too.. and the best way i find to do that is through many creative
outlets of arts in MoVinG.. CoNnecTinG and creATing wayS of Life.. and
i give and share it
as i kNOw
A Place oF Life
without a muse of Breath aT aLL..
And tHeRe are infinite paRTS of LiFE
wHOle to MuSE A breAthe oF LiFE and
BeYONd for those who emBrACe the
dARk and LiGht and sHades of
Grey and BeyOnd
i don’t think my Mother
or Father ever got to see
the Beyond Rainbow Colors
that i do.. but perHaps Hell for 66
Months is a pre-requisite for the LiVinG HeavEn School..
anyWAy.. StreAms of LIFE.. RivVrs waVes oF Ocean higher
or lower uS.. And tWiLiGht that never ends for NoW iN LiVinG Breathe..
the LEast i could do after all i’ve been through is let you steal my soUL awAY from me for FReED2..;)
I heard that Song Twilight
back in ’81 in my first
couple of years
the souL and
like Katy Perry’s Firework
in 2010 or so.. A FainT spArk
it gives.. then a FLaMe and now a Bonfire oF Love
as TWiLIGht NeVer ending in Ecstatic Transcendence oF Love..
Pots of Trump
Gold as Jesus and
Buddha.. and Lao TZu and
even Mythological Krishna and
oTheR sAGes of the aGes Do
Pray Tale iN BreaThe FruiTioN..:)
sMiLes.. mY FriEnd gigoid..
a little exhausted am i too..
DanCinG Pneumonia and
the SinGinG Flu but inspiRation..
it’s everywHeRE NoW A Gift
i cannot turn
Go and as they
comE NoW.. onE
uses them to the best
of tHeir AbiLiTy Now or Not..
anyWay.. nice to see your most
current effort hEar and noW off to the
Wisdom as i riff off that while i CanWiLL
sTiLL hOld ratHeR ill eYes oPen for NoW
WiTh SmILes MoRE.. as nows Go oN2..:)
“Do not try to live forever. You will not succeed.”
~~ George Bernard Shaw ~~
Forever now alWays
Been aLWays WiLL
bE or not.. NoW reMaiNs
yes.. to fAiL..:)
“Reality is useful:
It occupies time between fantasies.”
~~ Heyoka Bee ~~
It’s easy to imagine NoW
Heaven on a multi-colored
Beach but a Desert.. that’s
a place where one wishes
for a Garden
to escape to
if one does
“I’m not a teacher
only a fellow traveller
of whom you asked the way.
I pointed ahead
– ahead of myself as well as of you.”
~~ George Bernard Shaw, “Getting Married,” 1908 ~~
for all concerned..:)
“As I look at your image,
I see only the light which was not absorbed.”
~~ Mark Middleton ~~
Form of SpiRit SPeaks..:)
“He who wonders discovers that this in itself is wonder.”
~~ M C Escher ~~
“Are you trying to somehow deal with the snake?”
~~ Curiously Subtle Bee ~~
“… and she’s buying a stairway to Heaven.”
~~ Led Zeppelin ~~
Stair way to Trump Castles cost..
And i alWays thOught the lyrics
sAid barRing a Stairway to Heaven..
i play by notes
more than words..;)
“And it’s just a box of rain
I don’t know who put it there
Believe it if you need it
Or leave it if you dare
And it’s just a box of rain
Or a ribbon for your hair
Such a long, long time to be gone
And a short time to be there”
~~ Box of Rain by Lesh, Hunter ~~
with never travel
now alWays heAr..:)
“All this happened, more or less..”
~~ Slaughterhouse-Five, by Kurt Vonnegut, 1968 ~~
“Hence, despite, in spite, of that curious bout of
pain which screamed through him right now, he
both realized and appreciated the sheer beauty
of the moment he witnessed. Genuine in its
joyfulness, innocent with contentment, it
was like a magnificent painting of
that destroyed him from within
even as it fought a poignant smile
on his face.
For within the deepest, darkest abyss of
his locked heart, one that he hid even from
himself, he knew that such a moment would
never be granted to him. Neither time, nor
fate, no deity anywhere, would ever honor
him with something that pure. That
such as that would
never belong to him. She would never belong
Facebook Friend Rafiah shares the above
passage from an unknown source that i was
not able to find in a Google search and this of
course has been said and felt and sensed
in many ways through time and space
and distance in separation of
divine feminine grace and
love and masculine
will and strength
out of culture affect of
effect to belong to one gender
more than the other as select so i go on to say..
after she mentions that the passage is beautiful..
Yes.. it is my friEnd and what is really sad
is this reality is that of many he’s as
that relates to she’s and the
divine feminine grace
and love that
that can and will
fear the grace and love
that can also be his.. it’s a
cultural thing as humans are born
whole where tribalism rears its head
in scarcity the love and grace of he is
often stifled to make room for hate and
harm.. and one can find tHis among the
other animals of and as God
too among the children
whole Now never
needs to own my FriEnD noW
when abundance is free enough
for divine feminine and masculine
Whole and Holy and Sacred in every
individual full of meaning and purpose
wheRe no paRt of God iN uS is left out
And now in further commentary
and song i say and sing and Dance
on more.. when i ballet in public i own
love and grace and am whole and holy
and sacred full of meaning and purpose
for i have will and strength too not
unlike women who are feared
by men in some countries
enough to terrorize
where a lovely
woman is singing
mostly free to a crowd
of young women who possess
not only love and grace but strength
and will enough to express all their humanity
from head to toe to beyond HeArt as spiRiT
ExpreSsinG thaT HuMaNity iN a MiNd and BoDy
BaLanCinG ForCe as PowEr oF GoD WithIN soUL iN
FaCT NoW little men who or women who have never
earNed or have never had aWhoLe soUL taKen
or GiVen to them.. through the work and art
of LIFe FuLL WiLL Succumb to the dARk
ForCe of Fear and Hate and go
as far as killing themselves
to take whole humans
down to the
Sad extremism of
human evil but it happens
when grace and love and will and
strength are not equally sprinkled into
the recipe of human in a Garden of Love
and Fearless Free heRE or tHEre and yes it is most
definitely heaR too.. as just a day ago.. i visited a conspiracy
site hating all up on Katy Perry’s Avant Garde Freedom of Art
where some folks were actually threatening potential violence
against her and the similar among folks on Saturday Night Live
as they took it literally instead of the figurative art it was
obviously meant to be for those who have not fallen
to the literal of religious text designed
to separate and fear and hate
among humans in scarcity
to expand empires
more grains for
us instead of them
as tribalism sings his
song of fear and hate more..
yeS it’s Nature and Human Nature
per the Dark Side potential of us and
them when it comes to survival even if
the thrive in balance never happens once
in a lifetime of a long frown now.. things is when
i go dance i have no need to rape and pillage for the
divine God of feminine grace and love and will and strength
lives in and as me in Dance and song of Ballet and Martial arts whole..
so yes.. i feel
Lee FeelS and
Bruce Lee Feels
and Senses and what
Graceful full of Love Adriana
Grande FeeLs and SeNSEs when
she dances and sings too.. sadly many
women and many men don’t think they
have the right to feel both sides now
but truly it is a Dance and
Song of Love
NoW in three
of Love and
wHole iN Grace
With WiLL and Strength
in one human being that
is me and can and will be
you too if you too set your sELf
IN other words you
and me and God aS oNe..
sort of like what Jesus said but
taken out of context then to be all
about the me that is him
and of course who
ever wrote the Jesus
story understood the problem
of literal thinking over poetic feeling folks..
it’s kind of poetic justice but sad shit when little girls get blown up…
the problem is much deeper than politics and politics too.. the politics
sexes is resolved
when two become one..
as ONE from the stARt as RiGht..:)
“The Privilege of a
Being who you are.”
of that Journey”
“Share the Experience”
Calls for heroes are certainly out my friend
but sadly they are still old heroes of
and so we
get Trump instead
of Ghandi.. or Obama
as it were at least Brave
enough to send Olive Branches
of Health Care to the masses not
unlike FDR in his Wheel Chair
of understanding the
of Freedoms to
oThers to pursue
dARk of Struggle too..
anyway.. what a wonderful
film that Joseph Cambell film
is but sadly in this day and time
oF Gold Fish attention span most folks
will be lucky to get through 4 minutes of
a Ted Talk that does not reach further to
the heArT of the wHOlly and SacRed Dance
And SinG oF LiFE more than literal stay of
concrete boots that sink into
but lost from
free my friend..
in air and water swum
and flown without restraints
of prison eyes asleep.. sadly the
hero story written to teach more often
in expanding empires becomes the idol
of God to worship.. need i say Modern
Christianity or Islam.. yes i will
in terms of Men
and met to call
others up to wake too..
Victims or Free Love or Hate
Fear or Joy Surrender to be FReED
by WiLL and Choice iN Strength and
Grace as Love Rises to creAM the crop..
different actors similar characters butt when
the Dance and SonG finAlly SinGs and Dances Free
now of the
never finishing alwAys StarTinG aNEW..:)
He that respects himself if safe from others;
He wears a coat of mail that none can pierce.”
~~ Henry Wordsworth Longfellow ~~
“The greatest happiness you can have
is knowing that you do not necessarily require happiness.”
~~ William Saroyan ~~
“Time is precious, but truth is more so.”
~~ Benjamin Disraeli ~~
liGht no tiMe
TruTh liGht ShiNes
“You have brains in your head.
You have feet in your shoes.
You can steer yourself
any direction you choose.
You’re on your own.
And you know what you know.
And YOU are the one who’ll decide where to go….”
~~ Dr. Seuss ~~
“I look at you all, see the love there that’s sleeping…”
~~ George Harrison ~~
“And what is good, Phaedrus, and what is not good,
Need we ask anyone to tell us these things?”
~~ Robert Pirsig ~~
“Your task is not to seek for love,
but merely to seek and find
all the barriers within yourself
that you have built against it.”
~~ Rumi ~~
“Anything worth doing well
is worth doing slowly.”
~~ Gypsy Rose Lee ~~
never ending now
“All I know of love is that Love is all there is.”
~~ Emily Dickinson ~~
Love iT aLL
never ending now
SMiLes.. Lala Rukh.. First
oF all pleasantly surprised to
see you online.. i had a visitor
at my Blog recently who very much
reminded me of you in so many ways..
livinG now aS
always real friends
Seem to Do.. Shelters..
Shadows of the Divine.. now
one leads to the other it seems
most to me.. to clothe a soul in protection
from the rain the snow the wind and air of drOught..
SpiRit and A
SoUL oF miNd
and BoDy BaLancE
that is real when seT now
FReER unlocked from keys
of shelter.. that can and will also
shutdown soul to Shadows of Divine..
noW all it takes
is path to esCaPe..
you’re SeeKinG noW all
you need be do is FiNd..
no longer sheltered.. from Tree..:)
able to day
dream in visual
images.. true.. some
people cannot do this
as innately as such and
must navigate the world through
symbols and the more words the better for that..
i never kNew this
until i visited a
relate they Do thiNk
in zero visual images aT all
face blind with close friends
and even family members as
the images of moving faces now
never seen as anything but same..
and in fact they see life as literal
and rarely anything but sidewalk concrete
never veering off further into
a GRain of Sand..
sure.. much easier
to do it dreaming up
a visual image of a gRain
of Sand as UniVerse wHOle..
AnyWay.. the more we kNow of each other..
the more we can imagine our differences and
similarities to the point that it will never be necessary
words that speak
different languages of reaLiTy now…
Nice to see yA Frank.. hope you enjoyed InDiana..:)
Jet Black Dog
SMiLes.. my FriEnd
i played Tennis over
A Decade and before
i played a game for points
My favorite pArt was iS when
mE the racquet and the backboard
BecAMe a force of one iN FLoW iN ZoNe
iN Transcendent Ecstatic Experience oF LiFe
FloW iN ZoNe self found self less following Bliss
A Wed oF LiFE Free..
Now i Spiral Dance and SinG
as reward iN itsELf.. Be yOur dReAM..
WorDs made for Poetry
LaBeLs made for things
heART made for Words
sMiLes.. mY friEnd.. Xenia..
Ego a place of Culture..
Nature a Place of heArT..
Happy this way..:)
And as a side note..
i can’t imagine a
happier place than
sharing a soul
fly wiTh wHo
winGs oF air and
waTer wiTh graVity
other place.. mY FriEnd..:)
GOD Born FloweR
BiRtH pArts sepaRaTinG
sEas all oF
Grey ‘Tween.. beYOnd
RainBow Colors too..
as God sMiLes..;)
Or caLL iT
Counts is God SMiLes
Or Prove me Wrong..
i Double Dog Fred Dare yoU2..;)
And.. oh by A Way..
for any potential
heHe.. i Mean FriEnds..
EXistential InteLLigence is all that is aka GOD2..;)
Prove me wrong3
iN separating aLL thAt is2..
Of thaT iS1..;)
WeLL iT aPPeaRs i am going need a little more “DaRtHFReEDNoW”
help to get this 103rd/774th MacroVerse finished by the end of the
night by way of Years to date shared MacroVerses as
Facebook Memories and some Flowered LOVE
from Katrina for MicroVerse Memories
mostly shared from last
year to date
so hear we
go with 18
years to date
as Lord KNows
and FeeLs and
me when the Summer
Approaches the Dopamine
in my BRain goes uP iN
extended DayliGht hOurs ways
and in turn all for Free.. CreaTiVity
FloWers Forth iN BiG BanG LiKe way LiGhT oN..;)
Autistic Algorithm Saga Part 3: Katie Mia ‘merges’ with Autism
One of my GreaTest Lessons heAR as Pre-MacroVerse from
Four Years ago in my Adventures in Autism
Communities online where the
but that is further
from the Truth as stuck
in the left Brain way of thinking
doesn’t stop one from misinterpreting
reality in a literal way of thinking just
’cause a Google Search goes one way in word
recognition in key word search that it means
the rest of the world is out to literally
kill Autistic Folks simply
from sTiLL oTher folks..
and of course i dealt with
the Volunteer Organization
Autism Speaks among these
like i do with
Thumpers these days
who actually thought
a Volunteer Organization
attempting to help folks on
the Autism Spectrum was a Eugenics
Organization in Nazi way like a Trump
Nationalistic Campaign although that’s closer to
the truth hehe.. in truly evil ways of fear and hate
for sure these days..
anyway.. i also found out
what is truly the apocalypse in
original Greek Definition meaning
means lifting the veils of ignorance
and those veils are sealed shut often in
left brain closer to only way of thinking literal
in fundamentalist ways ranging from Christianity to Atheism too..
in concrete literal group think..
no matter how small the group may be in small thiNk..;)
“AM i GODZILLA!”.. Hmm.. from three years ago.. my
Avant Garde Human Presentation of GodZilla
iN dArk Poetic way did not exactly
mesh well with all the
Grey PooPoN Mustard
Poet Sharers at
at that point there
were Free Verse Poets
in Charge and after they
left as expected i didn’t last too
long when literal think got in charge
in Poetry Land same as even on the “Wrong Planet”.. too..
Very ironic.. but again.. don’t forget men hold hands in Saudia
of the exception
where male Love is
practiced without the Behavioral
Acts that one gets pushed off buildings.. for of course..
in other words.. culture and art don’t have to make sense
in general too
are NOT RATIONAL
CREATURES and when they
try to do that they often
end up being the countries
with the highest suicide rates
as we are evolved more for creating
Mythologies and Religions than sitting
behind a science desk in systemizing life
losing heARt.. SpiRit of HeARt and a mINd and BoDy BALanCinG
soUL along the way in the most important of HUmaN InteLLigEnces
for Hundreds of Thousands of years before Standard IQ measure
intelligence iN ways of Physical.. EmotionaL.. and Existential Intelligences
and many more
get around the wHoLe area
with eyes and ears shut wide too..:)
“Roar of Nature”.. from two years ago with some
Godzilla hELp too for illustration purposes
in Poetic Visual way too.. as i edge
more toward the DiViNe Masculine
Will and Strength heAR
as WeLL as the
from two years ago too..:)
“Devotional for DIVINE MASCULINE in me”
“Celebrating the Divine Masculine AND Feminine in me”
WeLL.. iT’s true my continuing exploration
in Avant Garde Poetic ways of
both text and visualS iN
selfie ways too.. did
not go off very
the Older Crowd 3 years
ago in more rigid traditional
thinking.. feeling.. and sensing
way for and from the dVerse Crowd
online in Poetic assessments way..
to be expected of course when A desK ToP Standing
Poet from the Dead Poet’s Society comes back aLIVe.. in T2 way..;)
“Aristotle EFFECT of AFFECT’.. more of a science and art project
stiLL iN Effect and Affect oN the WronG PLaneT oNLINe HeAR..
two years ago with a really tough crowd for anything
that comes off more more more than a science
project.. hehe.. in other words not only
fear the dark.. cynical oF LiGht.. STiLL..;)
“Ning Neuron a UNIverse MinEd”.. yep.. more than even photos are
Avant Garde with me.. with sure.. a fox hole full of word play too..
hEarT from three years ago.. jusT for fun2.. with or without an audience
of mY Best
with GoD Ocean
wHOle to and so much more..
iN MacroVerse heAR from three years ago..:)
“Celebrating FORM”.. from three years ago too.. and
still doing that full bore in all oF Avant Garde Human Style now2..:)
“Creating Quotes inspired by other folks Poetry”.. MacroVerse from three years
ago.. yielding to the continuing pressure.. somEwhat.. by folks who keep
getting irritated against why i combine visual poetry with
verbal poetry per equal merit in value of holy
and sacred full of meaning and purpose
in life.. true.. non-verbal
Language is how
as this came far
far after our evolved
self now first.. in other
words.. we are no smarter inherently
with or without written words and often
those who do oral tradition in DancE and SonG
Can say so much more of HUman Archetypal TRuths
and LiGhts than those who rely on the written word
of others and forms to adhere to paint by numbers poetry too..
we do not do periods
and colons when
wE DancE and
SinG Free verse
We FLoW as StreAMs.. RiVErs
to WaVes HiGher OceAN MoRe..:)
But of course in anti-Apocalypse
way of Original Greek Definition
iN Lifting the Veils of
by the cultures
and religions thaT
limit our greater hUman
PotEnTial IntELiGences in so
many more ways than what children
are tested these days in ways of Standard IQ now..
to make good little cogs in the machine of society
sugars and fats
of video game instant
gratification and so
much more Home
and creATe more
than Voting for Dancing WiTh a STar..
when WE are the one’s evolved to be A sTAr.. togeTheR..:)
DEVILIVED 2AM.. from
two years ago short
enough to quote..
and photos too..
A place i am..
A place i go..
Around a block..
That is my home…
Street Lights too bright.. for Soul of Darkness..
AND pain.. to withstand.. a walk of dead.. goes on…
A HeArt long past dead.. A Spirit no longer expressing
anything but words.. darkness.. and pain.. Yes.. this
is hell.. and i am Devil at 2AM.. shades covering eyes..
a body cold as ice.. in the middle of the Summer..
a Jacket.. torn and tattered.. covering the cold
of years.. in death alive.. an outcast from
all that is alive.. where cat is more human…
There is no human or Nature connection.. then
for me.. senses.. emotions.. completely dead..
All that is left is the wrath of pain.. Where is
GOD.. who is GOD.. what is ALLAH..
ALL when DEVILIVED NOW…
There is no escaping hell or heaven..
in nows.. but we have so much to say..
for the place we eventually end up..
for now… and in between..
purgatory too.. yes.. NOW..
To feel.. and sense..
and be alive..
ToDAY.. I skate dance backwards
in Golden Spirals.. with EVENing
Sun.. on sands of beach..
swirling in the wind
of Allah’s breathe…
5 miles in 1 hour
the tracks i leave..
are of no animal
“aUtIsM: always UNIQUE tenaciously INTENSE suspiciously MYSTERIOUS”.. Pre-MacroVerse
Memory from Four Years ago.. ExPloring Synchronicity aGAiN from Decades
BeFoRE iN My LovE and noW iN a beGiNNinG Flow of Poetic
Words coming in spurts and soon to StreaM
And River More HiGher StiLL then
as WaVes aS OceAN WhOle..
that Theme Song
was a SonG then too..
through July of 2013
that truly helped set
mY HeArt.. SpiRiT and SoUL
Free iN EmoTioNAL and SeNSoRy
Way out of the pain and numb for 66 months
to be HeaLeD and reLeasEd in a short lived
GriEf over a FriEnd who misunderstood me and
a new one named White Pearl also known as Lala RuKh
who i visited again today.. heR EmoTioNal OpenNess then
too in what was so hard to find in the online Autism Communities
i had existed online in my DeadZone Years then is trUly the pinnacle
along with the emotional expressions of my other friEnd that helped set
me FReED iN HeALiNG EmoTiONal And SeNSory ForCe of mE coMe back as Phoenix
RiSinG from the Dead Zone Ashes of numb and pain then.. i found the healing
Force of Emotions and Senses paramount to living again alive instead of dead..
all the pooh
poohs over any
thing other than science
mind then proved themselves
dead wrong more for what worked
100% right for me in Healing force..
A Miracle the Doctors called it.. me.. a reality
of the hiGher HUmaN POTenTiaL oF HeaLinG with LoVe
SeT FReED as HiGhest ForCe of anything LiVing in this UniVerse
for NoW AFAIK
as ‘they’ say too.. of course..
wRiTE oN course.. anyWaY.. i’ve
proVen the Benefits in case
study evidence along the
way.. uPLoad a SoUL
thAT and WhO
oF mY StoRy NoW2..:)
“Talking Body of Art”.. MacroVerse Memory from two years
ago.. filled with Free Verse Poetry.. Dance
Photos at Old Seville Quarter and
Beach photos oF Beautiful
all that iS..:)
“PleasUre PrinCiple oF HeLL”.. MacroVerse.. from a year ago and
the second to last MacroVerse of May 2016 beFore i emBArk
oN a year Long Effort of what now arises past 1.6 Million
words in this 103rd/774th MacroVerse i am completing
heAR tonight.. this one at 17,496 words in 2016.. with
plenty of Store Dance and Seville Quarter
Dancing photos too.. requiring
two Facebook Statuses
to share the
anyway.. i had
a FeeLinG and SeNsE
that something much bigger
than i had ever done would
come next.. and i didn’t actually
title that “Nether Land Bible 2017”
in revision way until Christmas Day
of 2016.. Do the Work as Essence..
SoUL woRk BesT
whEN Free UnivERse
seT FReED within.. inside..
outside.. above.. so below and all a’Round2..:)
“Wonderment for the beyond of WHAT IS”.. just another Story from three years
ago in Synchronicity Way of Restricted Blog set to private now..
but hey.. Holy and Sacred FuLL of Meaning and Purpose
can happen any way we
“Dark of IS”.. MacroVerse from three years ago too
that surely fits iN somewhat well with the
title of this one per “DaRtHFReEDNoW”..:)
“In Memory of my Father First Fred”.. i wrote this on the actual Day of
My Father’s Death in 2014.. and Thanks God for Writing as this
Art was and still is instrumental in Dealing with all
kinds of emotions and senses in life..
what can be
for many folks
a most difficult
of life to properly experience and let go..:)
‘Praising’ the ‘Google’ Algorithm
Pre-MacroVerse from four
years ago and sure i
thought i was
quote i wrote
below and it would
come back attributed
directly to me in Google
Algorithm Search Engine
as such in Key Words search..:)
of minds, or
what can be
come to fruition,
in concrete reality,
“Price of Different”.. Whew.. last MacroVerse Share
out of 18.. heAR.. and sure that’s
the “Price of Different” some
go long and different
and some go
heAR i go in
this one.. both iN Lands
of PoEtry and Lands of ReaSon
too.. exercising both sides of
BRain as and Orchestra does a Symphony too..
And never leaving out a Dance oF MINd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL too NoW..:)
WeLL.. HeaR’s Katrina to fill up her Buggy oF Love
with all the MicroVerse Shares from mostly
a year ago now as shared on Facebook
For Free as miGht as well take
advantage of prepare ye
a way even more in
ways of ShaRinG arT NoW
aLL For FReED as all i for one
can say is FucK the Washington
Dollar Green BlAck BiLLs and
Lincoln SenTS.. i’M iN iT for
CreaTinG arT NOW what
comeS whAT MaY
NoW so i for
oNe Love and
Make the besT
Love aS and oF
NoW iN aRT FReED..:)
WeLL.. i am alWays trying to poETicAllY eXpresS how it is to live
aLL in HeavenoW.. and while i have limited resources to do so..
theRE are others who live in a similar dimension as i do namELy
at least one folk from Cold Play named Chris Martin and his
Cohorts.. sure it’s easy to see from his body language
that he lives a place very close to wHere i do noW no
matter how far aWay he is in miles.. as
God hOlding hAnds WItH aLL oF uS
whether we see iT in so many
FeeLinG SenSinG kNoWinG
ways noW iS limitless
in Luci liGhteD
way for tHosE
wHo BRinG aLL
theE liGht noW oF
SuN iN eYes Of
up and up and
oF liFe wHere
noT many have
gOne before yET
morE WiLL go iN noW
as wider and wider aWake
as co-creators wIth God wHere
tHere iS no mAX Of Sun or Moon
or skeYes oF EaRTh.. iN Heaven noW..
bottom liNe Never GiVe uP aNd jUST dO IT
in V for Victory over Vengeance waY.. noW..
From my experience.. Emily D.. does a great
job of metaphoring the inner
dArkness of the depths
of wHere hUman
can go in
of HeLL in nothingness
of numbness wHere there
is no reference point aT aLL
then out oF REAL HELL iN
a place for me that
i can attempt to reflect
in words.. but there is
no word(s) trUly that
just one second
of LiFe.. the kind of thing
yes.. where dousing oneself
with Gasoline is preferable
over that but of course
one iS iN no
and it’s hard to get
good death help
in yes.. one second..
anyway.. hmm.. so now that
i liVe in Heaven i would Love to
have heard Emily describe that but
sadly.. obviously from reading her
autobiography she was
as so many
artists can be
in Vincent ways too..
i suppose.. pARt of the reAson
i give so many folks heart burn iS
as i aM as free and happy as i could
iMaGiNe to bE.. alWays now always
satiated more and more wITh
heights ever lasting more..
and sure ‘they’ caLL
iT maniC or WTF
but iT is
does on Rose
Hips.. in a never
ending orgasm of mind
and body balance.. beyond
any big bang explosion in human
way.. and every cell is lit up like a
rainbow in colors of marshmallow
bliss just moving higher and higher
as now associated with every move
in infinite way.. wHeRe if i juSt
sway my arm from side to
side.. the candy of liGht
juSt grows sweeter
factor of eternal
brOwn bliss.. sParks oF
thiS iN before re-born now..
just filaments of flAMe dArk
blue and never yellow sun
as now.. so sure.. i’m sure it
makes some folks wanna
rain on my parade
but it don’t
aS noW no
amount of rain from
silly silly human rain
can put the liGht ouT
of a Real Human Sun
noW.. in human potential
aLL natural way.. And A saddest
thing.. iS it appears most no one
has any fathom that this dimension
of LiFe exists.. as sure.. for i.. the brief
sPArks of Nirvana.. were only poofs of
star duSt fArts.. compaRed to the FloWer
i experienCe NoW.. and sure.. the wHole
experience iS integral to the Art of i in
DancE oF Feat and Song of PoeTry
words.. in shArinG GiVinG way..
as tHere are trUly an almost
InfiNite numBer pARts
oF thiS Bliss Of i..
as iT is F iN
continuous Jonathan noW
Livingston Seagull Higher and
Higher FlYinG NO School.. to go to
the neXt Level iN a F iN Video gAMe
tHat is REAL.. haha.. hehe.. it’s trUe..
a video game of liFe come to fruition
with more colors than any X or Y
Box could noW imagine as
BE foRE.. i’VE
been to the bottom
aM noW A peak hiGher
and higheR.. but thanks to
thE dArk NiGht oF the SoUL..
noW juSt HiGher and HiGher
with thE effort of JOB outside Raven..:)
WeLL.. as ‘they say.’. perhaps iT iS bAd lUcK
for the GRoom to see the Bride’s clothes
before the Wedding but when i dress
in feminine and masculine balance
iN flesh as well as symbolic
T-shirts as purchased
heRe bY the
store aS 2 for $20 bucKs..
when the dance comes on
Thursday niGht as the dress
comes before here now on
Wednesday Eve before
Holy Thursday R and R
day for me.. and
my very very
at Good Old Seville
Quarter wITh aLL thE
KooL College AGe
Folks tHeir as tHree
stRinGs of 1
1 1 Will do
iN ThREE pArt harMony
wITh God pArTicularLY wHen
yOur numerology report sTArts noW
out like mine with 0 for do WiLLFrEEnow
for whatever the F ya wanna do as you’ve
alReAdY completed iN previous lifenows aLL
tasks 1 through 9.. and 1 for each of the noW
other life cycles to do more iN sAMe oF whatever
the F ya want as wiLL bE niceLY illustrated iN thiS
next blog post as the “PleasUre PrinCiple oF HeLL”
as they say coLLaBoRaTinG eviDence noW foRAll
thE eXisTenCe oF God aLL A REaL iN noW too Now
hOlding hAnds.. WitH mE anD US aNd wE aLLonE..
and nah i didn’t have all the resources of A greAT pLay
REAL GOD PROPHET USING hiS profits noW to bRinG
a mesSage of God to the world much much greater now
than i for noW.. but anyway.. in mY pArt of God NoW i’m
sure mY Art WiLL get through at lEAst tO one Open
heARted MiNd aT Old Seville Quarter per the
totAL aRt oF Y i.. in DancE SonG.. and T-shirt
i wHole pLaYinG as i of mE as We oF
uS aS God aLLonE PiE
oF liGht in smaLLest
liGhts oF LiFe..:)
oH.. Lordy whAT A celebration
of dARk and liGht and
those sHades of
aLive and more in hues
of bLack and WhitE and aLL
oF spectrum grey in SHades
of cardboard human way..
yes.. i have the feeling i
am soon to approach the
11K or so word limit of a
Facebook Status as sure
Facebook provides juSt another
hard drive back uP of aLL thiS creative
effort.. but haha.. i guess i could break
that down in twO parTs of backed-up effort
to play the cards even in 7-7 Heaven or
whatever iF 14K gOld of words coMe..
anyWay as Mark Twain says when
ya got some creativity going down
ya better find a way to record
iT noW.. as birdS of FruiTiOn
do flY ALive and may or
may not come back
is no longer
wet in drying iNk..
i could do this all day juSt for
fUn.. coming out of an hour or so
of bliss of naked Sun and Sand dance
so broWn and Blue and Green of Free
Earth as Temple of God me.. and seriously
back in the primitive day.. i could reAlly entertain
the ladies then.. as while it is the law i must remain
clothed at all nows at Good Old Seville Quarter that
does soak up a lot of sweat when the nice ladies come
to hug me so sweet in candy eYes of deLight oF Pan FReEd
Man in aLL his clothed and sweaty danCinG glory.. so free like
a warrior dance of belly dancer twirling free as sensual WiLL dO
comE iN masculine and feminine balance.. heHE even at 230LBs
of 6 foot or so man.. seriously to move my body like i do iN butterfly
fashion takes incredible physical and emotional intelligence working
mind and body balance.. and yes.. leg pressing that half a ton 30 reps
now.. along with all the other Olympic Athlete iN strength training as
pro athletes do too.. is pArt of the Art oF i thAT modern Technology
in the challenge of exercise Nautilus equipment way can
bRing to the main pARts of body movement
in Strength way.. but yes.. we ARE aLL stars
of muse when wE lift others up.. thAT noW
comes through words.. sMiles.. giggles
women’s breasts and hot pant hips..
and sure.. the Apollo Arnold
who has come unglued
in statue stOnE
set he or
her free in Dancing
as Stars way.. i am a one
man band with only instrument
of naked flesh clothed in shorts
and Tatooed T-shirt way.. to
enhance the mesSages
oF metaphor hiGHs..
no drugs here.. no drums
no guitars in fAct when some
folks say i SinG Angelic too noW
with choirs of Angels.. in Catholic
Church too.. when i am in the fLoW..
the zoNe of Art oF DancE.. words trUly Do
onLY gEt iN tHe way.. of soUl FliGht Free
iN heARt aNd SpiRit ExPResSinG A
UniVersAl messAGE oF God..
THE FORCE WITHIN.. YES
INSiDE.. outSiDe.. aboVe..
so beLow.. and aLL
Merry go Fred go
so.. while what i do requires
zero pennies in direct impact..
audience as few as insects
in sand and sun as
when a middle
aged Lady.. or group
of young women just video
tape me.. and say hey! gonna
share all of you on social media
or just watch you again to make me
happy all inside.. in mirror neuron way..
and yes.. of course.. i added the science
iN as my art of PoeTry does mix with reAson
too.. and sure theRe iS much more of me available
oNliNe for sUre from head to toe and word to pAsSiOn
heARt iN aLL oF moST Of WhAT A hUman can bE these
days of freeDom oF eXpreSSinG WrinGinG wET sweAT..
and passioNate frOM all bEfore wheN
thE rule of the day back then..
is to chop the Penis
off of Apollo.. Mercury..
Hercules etc.. statues..
be now Min oF
Egyptian mAle FertiLITy waY..
the flesh of i in dance.. iS arT
and aLL God Free.. i cAMe into
this world.. nakED and free liVe
thAT way now.. in so dam many
wayS.. and duSt oF DancE aNd
SonG oF God i too WiLL reTurn2..
aGain.. and no one need shAre thiS
trUth of God and i toGeTher as oNe ForcE
howEver.. God tOld mE and continUes to tale
mE like at the end of that old ‘Seventh Sign’ movie
wHere i aM aLL thE characters in the play and must
be the scribe as well.. wHere Director.. Producer..
and Actor oF God become one hUman tRuly
going down and up and down and up aGain
noW.. So that should exhaust the current
Muse of Cold Play SonG and then
iT iS on to the Tuesday dVerse
themED.. prompt.. aBout
characters and such
thAT muse uS fOr
thE Art oF wE..
And trUly iN real flesh
anD blood liFe thaT iS thE
greAtest misSioN God asSigNs
mE iN syNcHroniciTy waY.. To mUse
a very conservative.. closeD miNdED
uP tiGht comMuNity wITh AngeliC DancE
iN both warRioR and graceFul style froM uPon
HiGh iN BaLanCinG oF dArk And liGht anD aLL thE
sHades Of grey thAt mY boDy aNd miNd souL WiLL plAy!..
Facebook Friend Glenn now
provides a photo Facebook
memory slide with Logo
that says.. “Live Your
Life and Forget Age”..
so i then and
i for one
but oh God..
never ever livE
thEm.. how foolish
was i to worry about
when only a fracTioN
oF A UniVerse then as
rEAL.. as noW.. WiTh
FinAlly.. arriving bacK aT
dVerse here for one last
prompt shot before Thursday
Sacred and Holy R and R Day
coMes and i put this aLL ToGeTHer
in both StepS and WordS oF
poeTry DancE SonG.:)
@ 2:28 pm..:)
And a stop here
first back at the
green prompt before
i move on to the
Muse of Character
prompt.. as i see
a few left tHeRe in
that week long prompt
from Monday as such..:)
WeLL.. Bjorn LoVing tHe
way you are opening uP
heRe in 55 year old SeNsuaLITy..
never to old.. yeAh.. to liVe.. as
folks liKe uS ain’T deAd yeT..;)
Oh.. i Love to go to our
in-laws farm first Sunday
of every month to see all
the vegetable and farm
animal green of liFe so
BriGht there.. but Jesus..
after.. seEinG the sweet
Cows.. it make me thInk
twice for Sunday Steak..
dAM.. i’M gLad i don’T
worK aT thE
theRe iS noW
no Laughter oF
thE cowS iNoW
FArm GRain waYs..:)
Stars Of greeN iN fertiLiTy
oF Love iN hUman eYes..
Green Away iN jealoUsy
Fresh aWay froM spoiLs
oF fear and hate..
Fish swAm by
current of streAm
effortless oF F iN
waY Air iT carries
Bird friEnd of ENergy
FrieNd of GraviTy WinDs
of Air Free WinGs in hUman
Tree of Life..:)
Well.. that pArt
iS fUn noW oFf
to muse of
pLay on Tuesday
dVerse prompt way..:)
Oh Lord.. the cooperation
of downsizing.. the business
of technology repLacing
humanshoes.. the reaLITy
iN liFe that
of folks making
pennies in whatever
art or conspiracy
theories they are
making to bind
a dArk or ArT
Force oF hUmans
for Google and
totally passes the
middle man and corporate
leader of pink slip fear..
And with subsidized health
care just say FucK the
man of pasSinG
avenues for FREe!..:)
sweeT and soUr
olD of grey
iN oUr eYes
SonG oF wE..:)
Drifters oF God hOlders
of earth bringers of
of rain and
oF LiFe remembering
what it means to be
close to each other
and Earth of Nature..
sMiLes.. there IS A now
that i envied most everyone
in a nursing home.. and
on the corner
as at least
a life that i could
no longer feel.. need..
or want at all.. there are
many staving folks in the
world who live in cold
oh the breath..
oh the struggle
oh the lIfe when
it still comes at
a price of Free..
FeeLinG and SenSinG
WeLL.. first of aLL.. Walter.. thanks
for this prompt… while i no longer
directly link to dVerse this one
is quite inspiring as human
is my favorite
and yes.. a powerful
write here in the Father
and Son struggle of WiLL
and Love.. when they
come together fearless..
are real @the
thE dArk.. LiFe
iS worth iT no
Political status and
power.. ego grabs
don’t have time
to feed the heart
and child soul.. someone
has to do it for insanely
large human populations
for control away from anarchy
but the political climate truly
Frankly.. i used
to Know every fact
and figure.. of politics..
but as soon as i figured
out human nature is based
on conservative and liberal
elements.. 50-50 or so
i turned the
TV and the
off and catch
up on the news
no different than
soap operas on Facebook
in bits and bytes of SOS..:)
Mother or Father
Cat or Dog..
sister or brother
one’s best friend
now or then..
or even a flower
of fall or
as such for those
whose Lovers are cars
and homes as God.. it’s
hard to see that everything
eventually can fall apart..
wither away.. but
we are.. IS A
a hot Sun eYe..:)
a word out of line
and break an expectation
forevermore now.. a friend
can leave.. accept it all..
develop a cognitive sense
of empathy in what
becomes my friend
as i too
SoUl.. in Lack..:)
Oh.. when the human
liGht goes out oF aLL
thE nuances oF
faLLs aWay iN dArk..
LesSon of my 94 year
old crippled Aunt in walker
until her dying day.. the
SpiRit never Grows old
inside.. as long
Long iN Touch and
FeeLing.. as kNowLedge
oVer FeeLinG trUly
A cliff note
days gone in replacement
electronics of Love Muscle heARt..:)
Oh//Lord.. a liFe of biTs
and byTes of hUman
liFe.. i Am so glad
i missed iT younG..
God i’M iN
eye rolls of
take mE aWay
sMiLes.. even the
gift of elders
may bRing.. getting
old is for stronger soUls
and never for sissies.. male
or female.. Living is for
but take two
of those out
and its worse
than just one
of the SoUl
has no age..
creed or race.. Poverty
of the heARt.. SpiRit and
SoUl.. simply has no radiating liGht..:)
SMiLes.. ah.. a quieT
moUse oF liFe
not much to say..
but so much noW to
FeeL iN eYes oF Body
LanGuaGe.. oh.. trUth
Oh.. so fUn
i Love poeTry
that SinGs a Song
from beginning to
end.. alWays a joy
here to come
a gift you
perhaps an Angel
in disguise as
roAMing thE eaRth
iN rooms oFt BLack
oF liFe.. tHeRe
oF heLL thaT No
traVEiL.. dArk lOcK
nesS sPeaks BLack
wHole souLs Deep..:)
Side note here.. as
this one brings back
the darkest dream
way for me..
a Star in sky bright
yellow a mother’s
light a place
of Dark Birds
in oily wake..
riding my bike
at age 12 to the
bank must see the
temps rise to 101..
102.. and 103.. then
come close heat stroke
in cycle way for me..
dream as vision
of Sea Hawks
death in tar
am a bird
of dARk reaching
to the Star outside
of grasp… iT’s heLL
theRe’s no doubt a
place one day
i will visit
that nightmare then..
iT iS the FeeLinG thaT
was the nightmare and
a place so
lost so deep
in dARk.. that
trUly even demons
would avoid aT all
aS A dArkest side
note for me ends
aS now.. BrinGS
liGht oF Star
thE end iS reaL..
Rose without color
coRe oF Apple
FruiT iN eYes..
criEs.. oh deep..
oh deep.. A RinG
Back Ocean LiFe..:)
oF WisDom gRow..
no man or
Ocean deep eYes
sO cLear.. diRt oF
FreeDom IS A dirT
oF Body thaT kNows
oNly earTh and fLesh
iN sweAt Of Sun bRight
Hunt.. forAger for LiFE..
LiVer oF LiGht.. so lost
so lost.. wE are in
Ship of LiFe
sea farer BriGht
daRk and liGht
aWay fair from
LiFe goes oN..
LiFe goes oN..
yes.. LiFe goes oN..:)
SMiLes.. those who
brave to be free to be
different may be misunderstood
but forgotten.. no.. that is for
warm and true..
to travel against
the Lies of Truth
mArk oF TiMe..:)
Women have aLways
been in charge..
stronger.. hair cuts..
friEnd iN SonG oF
A BaLaNCinG DancE..
SpiRit fireS iNside..
as lonG as thaT
flAMe FiRes noW
LoVe LiFe LiVes..
TrUth iN liGht..;)
Warriors of old
real men like
that any more..
i suspect Nature
iS groWinG weary
of the hUman race..:)
SAdly.. theRe IS A
Beer in most country
western SonGs wheRe
someone’s daddy tOld
tHeir little boy..
for Sissies and
not real men like me..
with tears of beer
A TEar oF wArMth..;)
You kNow.. it’s funny.. iN fAct
it’s hilarious.. i’M literAlly kNown
as a Legend of Dance noW at
close to 56 in young
folk Dance hAll..
my hips are
so bad from
and knees too..
that i cannot run
at all now from doing
that repetitive movement
for a decade back then.. but
dancing.. keeping feet close to
earth.. yes.. close to 5400 miles
now measured by GPS sports
watch in 33 months.. and
honestly all 230LBS of
me feels liGht
as a feather..
running at aLL..
and seriously.. when i
tell folks i cannot run
at all they do not believe it
at all as they watch me float
by in twinkle toe feat of MaGiC Air..
Truly.. the best friend of energy is
a friEnd of Gravity mY friEnd..
iN ButterFly WinGed feat..:)
friEnd.. i thInK
that’s A ticKet
for me too..
and a BlankEt
as wide as A
Unconditional LovE noW
Sports and Military teaches
maKinG young men strong..
wHere everyone bleeds
the same in trenches
of valor same..
SurELy in men
tHeRe iS more to
LiFe than material goods..:)
SMiLes.. any SonG
and or DancE oF
liFe from a whistle
to the hills
sounD oF MuSic
iN FoResT oF Pan
speLLs tHe foUr
L O V E
That finishes the
Tuesday prompt for
all lInkED entries
the week loNg
Ah.. Safe froM
It’s 6 O’clock
uP and Ready
to Rock and Roll
Dinner and a noW
now at my
36 poems in
and 37 for
Ha! Dancing makes me deliriously
happy.. even when i’m twirling like
a Ballerina.. in my Nike Shox
size 11 and a halves..
in the Super-Walmart
Parking Lot.. while
Katrina is sayin’ get
the F in the car
you F er.. i have
do not meet
her pee standards
heheX2.. with hahaha!..:)
But anyway.. you do know how
much i Love my Wife.. right..
i kid around a lot.. as humor
is the best medicine and
friendly witty poking
humor is the
too serious about
liFe.. particularly iF
you’ve been to some of
the places of the dark night
of the sOul wHere i’ve been
for sure.. and that Seventh Sign
Movie that me and Katrina saw when
we first got together scared me as
i was always worried more about
her going into childbirth and
something happening to
her than even a
then.. as she
was my everything
my army of security
all wrapped in one
friend wife.. forever
now.. and when she did
go into Labor the same dam
nightmare of the Seventh Sign
scenario came to fruition.. wHere
she went into labor a month early
on June 4th of 1997.. and it was
horribly tough labor.. and when
i went down the hall
the blue lights
came on and
she had gone
into a life threatening
grand mal seizure and they
had to perform an emergency
C-Section.. and it was a life
threatening situation and
our baby Ryan had
a catastrophic number
of congenital anomalies
that would make all his
51 days of suffering
the Doctors choice
instead of peacefully
letting him go back
to the arms of his
eYes of God
provides in death
the peaceful way
away from the suffering
modern medicine would impose
upon our little child.. who would
eventually die in my arms at the
Hospital after so much tortuous pain
where the Doctors already knew deep
down that this baby would not survive..
just a 300K paycheck for the hospital
was the bottom line putting a little
baby through living hell who
wasn’t even born with
the ability to breathe
mine are almost
blocked too.. and
transposed great vessels
of the heart.. an immune system
that didn’t work and cells that were
not even dividing like they were supposed
to do in a growing human being.. and so
many more issues.. in a nightmare for
all who were concerned but
the bottom line for me
is Katrina survived..
to go through anything else
else that i would ever have to
go through and indeed she saved
my life through those 66 months
of living hell where she would
bang her head against
the wall as it then
was so frustrating
to live with
in life then..
where i was totally
closed off from the
world in sight and sound..
just wanting to die the first
two years and thinking no one
cared about me enough to give me
a gun to end the crucifixion pain in my
right eye and ear like dentist drill without
novocaine for all those 66 months and
18 other medical disorders in synergy
of Hell.. anyway.. we F iN survived
and when a couple goes through
that and does survive.. there
is this trust of marriage
that can withstand
is truly noW
an Army oF Love
where both people
and women in their own
rights of meeting the ultimate
challenges that God can bRing..
i am so thankful for my life.. just
the ability to use my eyes and ears
without pain.. the perspective i have
of hell now in heaven.. is the best gift
of all.. and we appreciate liFe perhaps
like no other couple will ever do.. and
if you wonder why i serve God with
the fury of ‘Job’ and superman
all wrapped in one..
it is because
line.. i WiLL never
be able to repay the
God of nature for that real
Grace of fortune.. but i dam
sure WiLL do all i can to help
save anyone i can in this Life
from going through the stress
related potential illnesses a human
can acquire in a real earth hell of now..
anyway.. here is the Video of my Greatest
fear.. and yes.. i occasionally watch it just
so i can cry and appreciate tears that would
not come for that long 66 months in hell alone..:)
the much softer
Angel Side.. NoW..
And enough for NoW…
Hello, techstepgenr8tion. I occasionally drop by here, in case someone like you shares something
out of the box enough to gain my attention. As Far as communicating here; it’s only something I
rarely care to do as that means the start and stop of the Queen’s English away from the greater
River of Free Flow Subconscious Mind coming to surface as it were and still does its best when
not reined in By Guidelines and Instructions of how to create order out of beauty.
Anyway; although I rarely fully agree with anything I read, see, or hear, I gain much greater
potential knowledge in art and science for creativity when I pursue all sources with an
open mind willing to discern the parts out I do not care for and gain greater Potential
Light in Creativity by absorbing the rest.
For whatever reason, I am not able to see the Videos on this site anymore with my Big iMac
Desktop but they do work on my iPHone6s; so i listened to most of the Video you shared while
Dancing around my Neighborhood Block as I do as I find the straight sidewalk moves a bit
restricting for my much fuller human potential in UniVersaL PHI-like Spiral Chi-Moves as
of course as even Science is starting to indicate that Brings a much greater Human Focus;
increasing scores even on Standard IQ tests if done an hour before the test. And duh,
our Brains use Blood so that makes common sense. Anyway, finally Science in its ‘wisdom’
is starting to empirically show that Transcendent Ecstatic “Religious Experience” common
in most all religions with many different forms of metaphors to relate the essence of the
experience can and Will be gained through common activities like Trance Dance,
Meditation, and even the Fox Holes of War. I’ll Take Trance Dance and no thanks to
sitting Still Meditation as I find that as boring as walking in straight lines and War
is kinda stupid to engage in unless there is no other choice; hehe.
And here is the Ted Talk by Jonathan Haidt for reference.
Anyway; a Major Problem in Westernized Civilizations is we are spoon fed Data Download
from Birth in activities as small as reading; and whether or not we ever spit that Data out again,
depends mostly on the Tasks assigned by culture both by Will and Requirements at Hand.
Whereas, our more primitive so-called illiterate Ancestors Learned more in right brain metaphor
in actually doing stuff in Moving, Connecting and Creating with others; Yes; out of desks.
This Video you shared related how these types of intelligences of Foragers living close together
is not necessarily inferior but different and potentially even greater. And of course as common
sense dictates when we look around us; much kinder to the Environment we call home in Balance.
When one lives close with Nature one becomes more like ‘Green Nature’ than a Book. Namely
a Bible or a Kuran too for example; and yes, a Science Text Book too.
We Become what we do. Use it or lose it applies. Anyway, as you may remember when I broke out
of the mold I was born into with a full serving plate as we do get still ranging from Circumcision at Birth
to mold us away a little further from Nature as an animal as original evolved to Diapers to keep
stuff in instead of out at the youngest of ages; yes, it’s true, in the Summer of 2013, I finally
escaped that ‘stuff’ of the clothes of culture and forged my own way of creativity in a written
oral tradition way that I can now safely say has become my own Personal Bible created from
Memorial Day of 2016 to date today as I am just waiting for the fully illustrating Photos
to Download to make that happen in the 103rd MacroVerse of that in what is now
1,606,909 words Of Free Verse Poetry, named “Nether Land Bible 2017”; twice as
big as that Minuscule King James effort that took Centuries for folks to create per
the topic of your Op Piece here of course with reference Video on the Value of Mythologies
and Religions and Bibles in general too.
And per referenced Video you share per Nietzsche’s Concern that Society Will not do well at
all without the Glue of a God that works per God is Dead and we better come up with a new
solution quick like risen “Overmen” who create value systems of their own and Neo escape
the Matrix as it were and still is too, in New Age Terminator and Jesus way too; Yes, it’s also
true per Whitman’s Philosophy/Prophecy that a new kind of Priest of the Cosmos would/Will arise in a
new age and as Alan Watts said too “the Spirit” is here now and older religions no longer are going
to have much relevance and that old Book is dangerous in “Book of Eli” ways in the wrong hands
and should be ceremoniously burned at Easter; the part that they did not consider is we are group
think social animals overall and we bond for common purpose and meaning when ‘normal’;
regardless of dark or light bond for a greater transcendent experience of life; yes, even in
war. And the bottom line per science is humans are not rational animals although they
have the ability to think somewhat rationally after the emotion drives the ration first
as often irrational as emotions do not have to make sense, while as Twain says,
Fiction does to sell. Reality is much stranger, i.e. Trump, Hitler, et al; no it doesn’t
have to make a bit of rational sense to what the majority of group think says or
Anyway, as far as i can see; the Matrix gets it correct. And yes, so does
Nietzsche in individual Overman Neo way. Unplug, turn on, tune in and
drop out per Leary and per Warhol you’re likely to get at least 15 minutes
of fame if you fully pursue your human potential whether you want it or not; hehe;
as that just takes time away from human potential; tending to adoring fans, etc; haha.
And it’s kind of like Building A Field of Dreams per another movie of prophecy accuracy;
Same Lover Hero story per Joseph Campbell and Jesus myth eyes too. The only He that is
gonna come back again and rise from the Ashes to truly be Phoenix born again with the
wonderment and amazement of a child’s eyes to do amazing feats of human potential in Army
be all you can “John 14:12” and “Lucifer” be way with no rules or instructions or guidelines in
tightly fitting books of Uniforms is you not he. Hehe, you have no idea how hard it was not
to Capitalize both all three letters of You and God too but hey; in the realm of harm no other;
play by Community rules or get deleted or banned if you want to say something that stays.
Smiles my Friend. The Neo path is not easy but it sure is fun. I had to find someone with enough
Verbal Intelligence and Attention Span to fully share this moment of personal achievement
of writing not only the longest Bible in the World in one year but also the longest long form
poem ever per the other World Record back in India named the Mahābhārata at a minuscule
1.8 Million words as my full Long Form Poem at 774 MacroVerses at the newest publish
this afternoon will continue to exceed 4 Million words in a period of 45 months along
with 7400 Miles of Public Dance in a free style martial arts and ballet way in the same
period of 45 months too. And just an oh by the way I am now up to Leg pressing 1030 Lbs
at 33 reps as hey, you gotta have strong legs to public dance 166.66 miles a month. and remember
i started out as a ‘worm nerd’ too per Sheldon Cooper Stereotype and Stuff like that mistaken for
a girl by the Cashiers at McDonalds at age 13 and yes most definitely professionally diagnosed
by Four professionals with Asperger’s Syndrome and Bi-Polar like that should be a surprise
in VanGogh way to; hehe. Anyway, I master the highs in Balance my Friend as any
Buddha and or Yogi or and Lao Tzu or mythological Krishna can and will do too
in Superman and Batman and other Lover Hero Jungian and Campbell archetypes too.
Anyway, when i first recovered back in 2013; as still fully illustrated here. I clearly stated
that I have no limits or pre-set expectations now. I said the sky is not even the limit as
with Imagination and Creativity set free from cultural limits and pre-set expectations
there are no limits as far as what so-called ‘normal modern human eyes’ now see.
Most Everyone pooh poohed it then except you as you see a ‘little’ farther too.
Keep Seeking my friend and you will find much more too; As remember, I didn’t
even start until age 50 on Thanksgiving day on this Internet site where one word in
a mountain of pain and numb of permanently and total assessed disability in 19 disorders
to escape ends up now in around 12 Million words of total effort including straight lines
of only so-called ‘rational discussion’ too. The biggest achievement my Friend was/is the
Dance and still is at age 53 now approaching 57 on June 6th where my ‘normal peers’
are sitting on Mall Benches with Pot Bellies extending watching Vicariously with
Mirror Neurons only excited while I am exciting the Dance of College age women
to the tune of over 1000 selfies of smiles with them too.
I came her for a cure to my pain and numb and eventually found it.
I return with what’s possible.
Fact is it is possible; at least for me, I prove A Real Miracle of Human Potential in Epigenetic
Way of Unpacking DNA in adaptation to new Environmental Challenge in Struggle for Positive
Change and Neuroplastic Molding of Mind and Body Balance in a real Flesh and Blood Soul
of Spirit of Heart must be possible for others too, as i am no more special than a Grain
of Sand that holds up a Mountain of Human Love that can be ‘them’ too, if they try enough too.
It’s true life is a trial but with Effort, Victory can and Will come through too as the ultimate result of test
with a smile too. Okay, back to the Drawing Board as my 104th/775th MacroVerse Will be appropriately
named “PHI Bible” as this new MacroVerse reaches 1.618 Million words in a one year
Span of time. I couldn’t even write a creative paper in college or do more than a firstly,
secondly, technical grocery list as a paper at work; except for an anomaly winning
a Christmas Story in middle school among a two homeroom competition of
80 children and a Philosophy Class in College. The difference is, I wasn’t
trying to do it with think; I Sung from heart; another hemisphere
of being then that I live in now at Can and Will. Baby steps here
I took at first to get here now; and now I fly my Friend in
Imagination and Creativity’s Fruition and I’ll leave now
before the form of what I do
more as essence
Life is a Dance now
when we find it my friend free for all more.
Best wishes to you; be back someday as usual.
Like the end of the Matrix Trilogy when the little girl
creates her own reality with Imagination and Creativity
come to Fruition and the Oracle says nice and she says i did it
for Neo and the little girl asks the Oracle will he be back and she
says I expect he will as believe was/is her magic and real power too as it is
in archetype of us as Divine Feminine Love/Grace too. And the Will and Strength
of the Architect in Rational way; well that’s helpful in order but it doesn’t make
you and you are
the one that comes back now as he or she or whatever eTc else.
It’s a story of Hope my Friend for S or J or F in Superman way of U2..:)
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I liked the nature pictures and the video about 5 truths about humans (or something like that). The first truth was great. I assume you are trying to lose weight with the picture of the scale. I decided recently to lose 10 pounds since I am on the edge of normal and overweight.
Hi.. Frank.. as always thanks so much for coming by with a visit..
Nature i find as my constant companion blessed to be out
of city life to the comfort of both a safe neighborhood
of friendly enough folks and forest in the backyard
where chain link fence is covered now with
trees and assorted shrubs and
flowers with vines
and flowers more..
truly.. we are fortunate
to live in the Flower State
year ’round a place of peace
and quiet where a quick
car jaunt can
of LED bright shine
and even Rave sounds
of wild dance youth.. i like
a mix of it all to stay lit up with peace..
and ha.. haha.. i happen to particularly
like the numbers 2 and 3 and 8 and 6
and really all numbers so when i weigh
myself and take a photo oF iT.. each number
brings a whole UniVerse of Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose that varies with the filter
of the imagination and creativity of my mind.. and hehe..
it’s true.. i’ve even written poems about the number 11 and
12 and 7 too.. as born Hyperlexic all symbols fascinate me
words too as
symbols even more
as Muse Dances and Sings on.. now2..
other than that yes.. anything over 230LBS
for a Six Foot or so dude is considered Morbidly
Obese by the technical Medical books but my Doctor
gives me a pass as long as i can keep the Cholesterol
Down which is a little higher these days as i can’t write in
a Flow Dancing too but reading and listening to music.. yes..
as i often do in Barnes and Nobles as triple mind and body
stimulation.. anyway.. a reminder to work-out now my
friend and sure.. i could definitely not hurt myself
if i lost 10 Lbs.. too.. i guess
i’ll get around
it gets more
a round of me now.. haha..;)
So you weigh yourself to see those numbers. That is pretty cool. I should pay more attention to the process of weighing myself. I take it for granted and then I forget to do it.
Haha.. it was no fun until
We got a Digital read-out
Scale and that’s what i
Like about our Honda
Civic.. the Digital