LovE LeTTeRS LivE oN NoW

Dance And Songs Never
Leave Your Side So the
Behind Every Mask There is A Lonely Girl And or Boy
If you Don’t Learn to Receive You Give or Die
Good Afternoon!!!
Hope it was Fun!! Sometime
i would Love to hear what you
Love to do most.. i Know you Love
to Read And Write Wonderful
Words and Paint
And connect to
All your Friends
And Yes Go to the
Beach and Shop
But Do You Go
To the Movies
Do You Still
Run and Do
Yoga and Get Ice Cream
Hmm.. now that i put it in
Writing.. i guess mostly
i wonder do you go to
The Movies for when
i was younger with
No Friends or Lovers
Going to the Movies
It made me Sad to see
Everyone together
Having Fun but
me I’m not
Sure I’ll
Ever Truly
Figure out how
To Fully Have
That experience
But i sure Do Try Hard..
Sent from my iPhone..
Considering NeuroScience Shows Basically We All Hallucinate our Realities based on past Experiences As our Subconscious Minds Direct Us First through Emotions that Were Positive or Negative In the Past as our Neo-Cortex Next is Servant to Slave to our Limbic System to Navigate What Feels Great.. Serotonin increases With Great Posture even when We Feel Down So a Best Yoga and Mask
Is to
Up Straight
For what Mask we
Wear In DarK to LiGHT..
My Sister once said i didn’t
Have Friends in ‘Real Life’
For i ‘NerdBlast’ Folks Too
Much then i Shut my Mouth
And Danced everywhere and
Now So Many
Folks Love
‘Sheldon Cooper’
In Real Life… SMiLes
‘We’ Wear Masks to Survive…
Tears of A Clown not always
Easy to See Standing Straight NoW..:)


Hi Frank From Hopefully all thawed out Chicago by now.. been missing
the Weather Reports a bit and other News on the Tube but anyway thanks
so Much for Dropping By “WoLF MooN HowLinG LoVE DReAMS”.. on
this Beautiful Now Sunny Saturday Down Here in Beach.. Forest
And River Land State of Flowers Lower Alabama-like LA
Panhandle of Florida too.. as true we have a mix
of Just about Everything down Here
But Mountains and Snows
And Great Lakes
And such..
The Gulf Will
Do i guess with
Smiles of Beach..
As You Quote “LovE ONly A WaVE YoU RiDE”
From this “Super Blood Full Wolf Moon Eclipse”
Oriented Post and i do like Your Words Here i Will
Quote Now That Relate “Being a wave may make love
seem like it is less real than other stuff, but perhaps that other
Stuff is less real.” i Must Say Frank That i See this as a Pinnacle
of Wisdom as the Biggest Difference Between ‘Someone’ Like Yellow
Boy and Us as i am Proof Reading the Finished Product in the Writing
of “CeLeBRaTinG Yellow Boy’s LiFE NoW”.. at 31,844 Words of Effort
And So many Photos that i will have to Trim Down to get it to Fit on my
Blogspot Platform Blogs but True Speaking of Words the Main thing that is not
Always a Good thing at all that Separates us from the other Animals is we attach
Abstract Constructs in Symbols Like Words to Help us to Navigate the World in Neo-
Cortex Way after the Limbic System Tells us How We Feel and Sense about the World
the Environment Around us by doing just that the Being of i am what we are as Feeling
Sensing Sentient Creatures not Different that much than Yellow Boy’s Life except he Always
Lived in the Present So intensely particularly as he Grew up in a World NoW of Intermittent
Reinforcement the Way of Way of Nature that Keeps us Alert enough now in the Present
to Survive Yet Relaxed enough in Animal Homeostasis to Conserve Energy when
we do need to Fight for Prey and other stuff of Subsistence and Reproduction
And Shelter or Yes Flight in Escaping Predator or oh God a one Hour
And More Commute in Rush Hour Traffic when Flight may end
up as Fight and Road Rage may even end our Lives over
something as Crazy.. as sitting in a ‘Cave Vehicle’.. for
Hours on End not Moving anything but our Fingers
on the Steering Wheel as such Yep.. Like me
in Front of this Screen As Words
Flow with my Emotions at
Best in Homeostasis
of Constant
And Relaxation
To Conserve Energy
As well in a Dream-Like Trance
that i am sure most Animals Enjoy
as Heaven Within as a way of Life when
Fight or Flight is not the Emergency to do
For Basic Survival as those Challenges come
And go for the Intermittent Reality in Satiation and
Struggle in Peace and Harmony or Fight or Flight now..
Problem With Humans is when We Become our Tools and
‘Think’ We are the Surf Board instead of the Waves and Ocean Whole..
As Feeling and Sensing Sentient Creatures Paying more Attention to how
They Feel and Sense than what they my make and own to Be as a Tool Part
of a Machine or even a Machine in Life.. iRobot as ‘they’ say.. That’s Why i Dance
And Sing my Friend and Ride the Wave of Love Smoothly and Intermittently too to Remember
Where i come From Most.. Nature the Will To Meet Challenges Struggle Adapt and Enjoy the
Progress We Make to Make Life An Adventure that is Worth Always Living Now.. In A World
of Instant Gratification i Welcome the Waves of Love in Open Arms of Tides coming in and
Going out as Free as Falling off is as Beautiful as Getting on the Surf Board and Riding Life/
Love to the
of ups
And downs
Beginning up again..
Stair Way to Heaven
my Friend the Joy of
Dark and Light
the Day
And Night and Morning Break
Hope of And As Love Springs Eternally
Life Now Moonlight Breeds Divine Feminine
Grace And Love.. Sunlight Delivers Masculine Will
And Strength on top of that We Will Never ‘Really’ Live With Out the Other
in Whatever Peace and Harmony comes from Intermittent Gratification More as LifELoVE..:)


Romance Novels Breathe
About 1 Percent of the Population is Born without
the ability to Feel Guilt but it is Still A Solid 40 Percent
of the Prophetic Minion Movie who Have the Potential
to Sink A Ship in support of Captain
ScarCities of
Soul Bleeds Love…
SMiLes Wishing
You All Snow Flakes
Of Living Magic HeART
Extensions of
Living Trees Fall
Deeper Poetry
Is Than ‘Class’
All Leaves
Human Trees
SMiLes Frank Love
Takes Care of Death
Most Living Now
The Kindness
We Give to
Pets in
Comfort ‘till
The End Sadly
Shared Less
For our
Being in Life
And Death
Harm as Well
As Love is Real..
Ink Blot Test Life
No painted NumBers
PLaY iN Mystery
Reason Leaves
Life Art Tree
Mistakes often
Lead to Newer Arts
And Sciences of Life
What He Loves Most is Her Eyes
Dance And Sing Love For Him..
What He Wants Most is to truly
Be Her Friend and Have Her open up to
Him and tell Him all of Her Fears all of Her
Greatest Wishes and Dreams Yes.. Most of all
Be By Her Side For She Didn’t See Her Surprise
Coming For Tonight i am Walking Behind You for
it is so Dark in the Night Grass the Moon is Shining off the
Desire of your Hair Yes Sweet Affection Just to be Close to
the Warmth Your Eyes Bring Forever How i would Love to Gaze
into them as You Tell me all of Your Life Story Mesmerized by the
Endless Depth of the Soul of Your Beauty True the Moon is out Your
Eyes and Hair and Dazzling Smile Lights my World up more than ever before..
For as You Grow
Older You Only
Flower More
in Kind Wisdom
Courage and Love
Yes Beauty not only to Behold
But Beauty to Give and Share with
the World as Your Art Project Fruits
A Tree of Life that Glows Love now
to Give and Share even more.. as
Yes You the Gift of all of Your Hard Work
Has come to Be as the Work of Art You are Now..
Yes.. Group Internal Audit Manager Brave Enough
to Move Away from Your Country at Just 24 Years of
Age Close to the Top of Your Class in India for Chartered
Accountants Moving to Your Next City at 27.. Moving up
the Ladder of Success Such a Bright Future You Have for
All the Excellence.. You Bring to the Work Place Now.. Any
Way I’m Glad i Decided to Make Poetry a Hobby otherwise You
Would have never come Across me on Prajakta’s Blog Site and
i would Have Never Met Sohair or gigoid as You Linked me up to
Those Two People Eventually too as a Core Group of Friends along
with Rafiah and Shawna as the Only Friends online who have Truly Remained
As Close and Intimate Friends that i do not Worry Will Be Offended by all the Free
i come to be and bring.. But it’s True in this World it is more often Kind Folks who are
Drawn to Kind Folks and How Beautiful it would be to Gaze at the Moon and the Stars
with You After i Heard Your Entire Life Story with a Contented Smile of Being Closer to
You as a Friend and Well Wisher True.. How Wonderful It is to Be Close to a Friend Like You..:)


SMiLes.. First i’m Sending You And The Rest of the World a Post Card
Yes a Valentine’s Wish From A Mother To Her Son in Two Parts Below
That is also A Birthday Wish on His 33rd Birthday on June 6th, 1993..
Tragically the Mother Went to Her Death Bed in the Hospital
on Valentine’s Day in 2017.. But on the Other Hand the
Letter Never Delivered to Her Son was found
in Her Home After She Passed away
And Now Delivered to You too.. as
THere is No Regret in True Love
THere are No Secrets in
True Love and
When True
Love is True
Love it is most Definitely
Applicable to the Rest of the
World including God in and as Y.O.U…
Yes i Repeat From Below to Above Love Letters Do LiVE oN..:)

“You are sheer brilliance, you are a sparkle, you are the shining light. You are kind, courageous and thoughtful. Although you’ve been through the fire, you have a heart as soft as the flowers. You’ve lived through the hate, yet all you have to offer is tender love and warmth. You amaze me, every day. With your wits, your charm, your inner beauty.”

LovE LetterS LivE oN
Y.O.U. Muse.. Inspire…
A Valentine For All
Y.O.U. Are Rose
Flowers And Thorns
By God Yes It’s True
i Namaste Y.O.U. NoW
Any Connection At All Again…
Just to Be Closer to Someone
As Wonderful as You
For You only come
Once in A Lifetime
For You are only You such an
Enigma Among A Coal Lot Of Being
Now Coloring All We Can And Will Be..
Moving Up to Human Potential So Much
More Catch A Shooting S.T.A.R.
Oh God
i Treasure
You So Much
You Are Diamond
of Eye With Tear For only You

Children whose Mother’s Sing
Poetic Blessings Become Gifted
With Those Wishes as Spare the
Blessings is a ‘Psychopathic’
Lie for Those Wishes make
Victory of
Love or
Of Hate to: the
Unwanted Children of God
From: the Rest of ‘the World’..:)


I promise to be with you as you are there for me…
Through life’s thick and thin..:) You are not lonely…
You have Love with you, miles apart,
but with you
connected by hearts


Considering it is Valentine’s Week, it seemed Appropriate
to Drop by the ‘Wrong Planet’ in the Politics, Philosophy, and
Religion Section to Pose this Question: ‘What is Your Philosophy of Love?”
All Responses are Welcome, Including ‘Love’ is a Hoax and Does not Exist to Poems
For Cats for Your Philosophy of Love in Doing Just That, too; For Example:

We Had to Put our Beloved Cat Down And As We Grow Older
We Have to Do that More and More if We Do not Give up on Love
And Keep Giving Love a Chance With the Very Next Cat We Give a Forever Home too.

So this is what i said about my Cat (Yellow Boy) Last Week;
My Philosophy About Love When Putting Our Beloved Cat Down:

We Will Bring You Love And Peace Now
Through Your Last Blink And Breath Of
Purr From Your Life Long Labor Of Love
One With Nature God As Same
Golden Fur Aqua Eyes Of Free
And Fearless Wild Love
You Spent Your Last
Day in The Sun
We Love You
More than
We Will Carry
The Last Cross For You
Unlike my Mother And Only
Son Tethered to A Bed
Love How Do i Tell
You How
Much i Do
Circling my Heart
With Paws of Love
Standing on my Chest
You’ve Lost So Much Weight
Never The Less Love No Size
You Bring me A Snack Of Purr
So Early In The Morning Your
Bones Are Weary Barely Breathing.

In regard to Grief; A Science oriented
And Poetic Mixed Response of mine is:

“It’s Nature’s (God’s) Way of Saying
i Will Make You Uncomfortable Enough
Where You Will Circle The Globe
Looking For Love
Grief IS A Chemical
Reaction In Your Brain
Where Kitty Comfort (Oxytocin)
Is Reduced And Creative Juice (Dopamine)
Goes Up For You Science Minded Folks
Who Say All Emotions Including Grief
And Tears Are Only Mush And
For Only Women too
Grief Is The Cross The Blood
Of Those You love And Lose
When Some Folks Suggest That Losing
A Pet Is too Much to Love One Again Perhaps
They Dropped The Cross Over to LoVE NoW AGaiN
Other Wise
Love Dies And
Is Never Resurrected
Back As Life And Us Alive
This Way ‘Jesus’ (Love/Yellow Boy) Returns
Eternally Now Even Greater As More Of Us
Co-Create Greater Love As Us
Yes It’s Like the Story of ‘Jesus’
You Turn Death into Grief into
Life into Love
And Why Is There Suffering
And Why Is There Death
And Why is There
All Of This Grief
Katrina Asks What’s
The Meaning of Life
i Return

By the Way i Really Love That Cat for when i was
a Shut-in in my Home For 66 Months with so much
Pain and Numb, including the Worst Pain understood by
Humankind “Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia” From Wake to
Sleep; and yes 18 Other Medical Disorders; some of which alone
might put someone else also as a Shut-in in their Bedroom Too; Yes,
That Feral Cat came up in our Yard; And as i tamed him He eventually
Helped Bring the First Tear of Love Back to me after my Emotions went
Numb without a Memory of what a Smile or Laugh Felt like for Memories
are Emotions and Emotions are Memories and when they really Go It’s really
Hell on Earth
Within as
it is Hell
Forever more
now as there is
no Reference Point
Back to any Place But Hell now;
Anyway, i Wrote that Cat a 31,844 Free Verse
Word Long Poem with Close to 400 Photos
in Celebration of His Life; no need to link it
here as hehe; this is likely Long Enough Already for Humans at least; hAha.

When You Really Love Someone Like We Loved our Cat you want to see them
Comfortable at the End of their Breaths as Much as Possible for my Philosophy
of Love about that as intimated in the Words i Wrote about our Cat above is, yes;
We Paid the Extra Bucks to Have Him Put Under Like He was Having Surgery First
For he would
never Know
Struggle For Breath;
Yes, A Life Dedicated to Pets.
It wasn’t like that for my Son
and Mother; Oh how we Value
Humans as Possessions more than Humans;
Again; Just my Philosophy of Life/Love; the Church
i go to totally Disagrees and that’s okay with me;
too to each Her/HiS own Will as We Reap what We Sow
in all
Love and
Harm; it’s
Like Abortion as
the World Health Organization
Shows Without Legally Safe Medical
Abortions there is only more overall
Human Suffering including the Beings Yet to be Born.

Hmm; i’ve already Covered a lot; this is what the Catholic Church
Per A Dude Called Saul Who Changed His Name to Paul After He
Went Blind on a Desert Road to Damascus and had A Vision as
Reported Describes as a Philosophy of Love as Written Again Below:

Within NoW
oN EaRTH A Place
Where Love Comes First..
“Patient.. Kind.. Not Jealous
or Pompous.. Nor Inflated or Rude..
Looks out for Others.. Is Not Quick Tempered..
And Does not Brood over Wrong Doing but Rejoices
With the Truth Bearing all Things Believing all Things
Hoping all Things Enduring All Things Love Never Fails..
When Faith Hope And Love Exist the Greatest is Love and
Love we
Are Nothing.”

This is my Philosophy of Love
Below inspired by my Best Girl
Friend. Note: My Wife’s Best
Girl Friend’s Name is Judy; My
Best Girl Friend’s Name is Himali From India.

Giving Her Credit First of course now
for Her Philosophy of Love inspired mine next:

“If you and I both are hungry
And we have just a piece of bread to share,

I’d pass the piece, to you…
As I’d be satiated to the brim,
Just watching you with delight…

If you and I both were exhausted
And we had just 1 warm blanket,
I’d tuck you to bed with a goodnight kiss…
And envelope you with the warmth
Watching you sleep so blissful,
Would be my treasure to behold…

All this and so much more
I’d love to do for you
Not just because I can,
Much more because I want to…
To watch your lips curl up in a smile
For the joy that transcends to my heart…

I only wish that someday
And someday only when you can,
When I wish you to be by my side
To just flash your beaming smile,
When I feel battered down by life
I find your fingers intertwined with mine…

Even when I’d find you missing,
When I wanted you the most,
My sadness would be disguised
With twinkling eyes and laughter…
You wouldn’t see any difference
Because once I love you,
I’d just keep loving you, unconditionally…

When the going gets tough,
When the tides get rough,
When we lose our way in darkness,
You will find me by your side…
I may not be your lover or your muse,
I shall be your friend, always…”

My Philosophy of Love
inspired by Her’s Follows Below:

This is my Only Bible my Holy
Grail and i shall Never Forget it
This is my Life This is my Love This
is what God will Say if God is Human and Love..
It was never about me it is always about You You
are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
Are my Neighbor.. And all my other Friends and Family
You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love
but Will Be Food for my Starving Children.. You are my Enemy
Who i understand was Neglected.. And Abused as a Little Child
You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
is Possible Before.. You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
Here to Learn from each other no matter which side of the Barb-Wire Fence
We Wish to escape from/to.. You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
Who Rises from Ashes With Color Even more You are the Breath You are the Pain
You are the Pleasure
my Food
You Teach
me more about
Love than i ever knew
and sensed and felt before
You are the One i Thank the most
You live in Everyone You are my Star
You are my Guiding Light.. And it’s True
if i could not Quote You and Write You
None of this Will Exist now.. How
Precious Are Souls for
Souls Live in
All of
So Bright so Dark
So Cold and Warm
All the SHades of Grey
All the Colors of Home
Yes all the Love the Pain
And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
Pyramid of Light the Black Abyss of the
River Hades that Never Seems.. to.. End…
How will i ever Put a Name on Anything and
Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s true You
Bring Me Joy so many Smiles and Laughter You
Bring me Pain and Tears of Sadness Yet that Never Matters
For You are Reality and They are We there is never ever Escaping You
For You are me and i am You and Them are us and Us are Them forevermore now
You are the Mirror of my Tree the Tree of my Mirror More how do i Write A Letter
to G.O.D.
it is no Different
than Writing to Y.O.U..
You Are the Sky You Are the
Earth You Are the Moon and
the Sun and All That Is Beyond the
Stars You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly You are me And i am Y. O. U.

Note: i Always Felt the Words in ‘The Bible” Are A little ‘Needy’
For More Details About a Philosophy of Love.

So i thought to my Self
when i was a Shut-in
in my Bedroom; Perhaps
one Day if i ever get out
of Hell; i might Better Describe what Heaven is now.

I’m only including the Links Below in case you Wonder What Yellow Boy Looks Like:

This is Him Linked Below the Day We Found Him under our Shed in Around January of 2010;
chances are if he hadn’t come up i would have ended my Pain and Never Wrote my First
Word Here or anyone else. It’s True; True Saviors come in 10 to 15 Lb Packages or so too.


Hi kraftiekortie. Hope You are Doing Well, and Thanks for the Reply as You say and i quote
you again, in Regard to Your Philosophy of Love, “You want to spend the rest of your life with that person.

“You even want to go shopping with that person. Even more than being sexually attracted to that
person—-though that’s usually an element of my “loves.”

“It’s possible I could fall in love without any sex in the picture—but I do enjoy sex”

i can relate to this and even though i’m not much for Shopping since my Biggest Hobby
out in the Flesh and Blood World is Public Dance and my Wife’s Greatest Hobby outside
of Being a Wife to the Home in keeping all of that in order is Yes; Shopping, so that works
out well for us; adapt as ‘they’ say and get along. i am Calm Natured and i take Her More
Aggressive Stance on all things Life in Stride; and that’s Great as i weigh 240 Lbs and she
Weighs 109 Lbs; by the way i am up to Leg Pressing 1340 Lbs; but still Gentle as a Lamb in
the Home at
least; heHe.

The Relationship With Sex and Love is a Many Splendored and Splintered Topic for Sure in our
Age of Instant Gratification of Porn and usually and sadly Degrading of Women as Objects to use instead
of Heart Felt Desire for Romance, Now. As Fantasy Goes; this is not the End of the World For Love but without
Perspective of Romance Versus Just Raw Lust; and 50 Shades of Grey in the Well Studied and very Surprising
And Often Very Hidden Fantasies of the Female Version of the Species too; Love may come to be a bit more Splintered
than Splendored.

I Feel Very Fortunate to have been Born in 1960 with Zero Access to those ‘Hidden Parts’ of Women
then; Reason Being and From the Love i was both Born as and Bred into by a Very Hugging and Loving Mother; Women
Became Goddess to me in the metaphor of Trust and Respect and Adoration from as Early as Kindergarten for me.
The Women I was most attracted to in High School, as even Sex for me and me alone wasn’t anything i Understood
until 16 Years old; Were Yes, Women who Were Smart and Kind without Any Regard to the Size and Shape of their
Body Parts or even Tremendous Amounts of Aesthetic Beauty; Socio Economic Class meant Very Little to me too.

But True though; With Further Exposure to the Media in Objectification of Women as ‘they’ Say We become what
We Feed our Minds and See From Head to Toe and more. The Thing is though; i kept the Perspective of Before
Life, where all there was, was Heart to Heart Love; and Yes the After that (AD) When ‘T and A’ Started to be
Bought and Purchased for most all stuff life. Anyway, I have Zero Problems Loving a Woman where
Sex is no part of the Relationships at all for what are the Colors of Romance Without Very
Intermittent Gratification as Instant Gratification takes many of the Colors of Emotions away
from Dark to Light, so Bitter and Sweet; So Alive in the Waves of Romance; Both High and Low.

Anyway, away From Sexual Connections and the Desire to Bring ‘Her’ Pleasure instead of ‘me’ as
Factors too in General in How Much one in ways of Empathy and Mirror Neuron Ways Will actually
Feel the Pleasure of others; perhaps as much or more than Receiving Pleasure that is surely a Benefit
for those who are Born and Bred that way Still for Love that Lasts Longer than one Night Stands too;

Okay; yes, really getting away from the Topic of Sex as in our Modern Culture Sex is obviously
Drowning out Romance a Bit even in the Most Popular of Songs; Hmm, Ariana Grande comes to
Mind/Feelings and Her Version of a Valentine’s Song She Put out to the World this Week. I’ll use it as
a Theme Song here, additionally, as it does Sing to the Issue of Love as a Splintered and Splendorous
Experience of Life, True. And True, Raw Sex is Such A Bigger Part of Modern Culture today it does deserve
Greater Notice in a Philosophy of Love For today; How does one Escape the Focus of Sex; Where does one go; hmm;
to Find
all the
Colors of Romance
Again in the Eternal Now.

Interestingly, ‘at the Club’; yes, the Dance Hall i’ve been Dancing at for the last 248 Weeks, since i
Recovered from my 66 month Shut-in Illness; i was amazed to Find Slow Dances Almost Gone and
Aggressive Bootie Dances Advanced Toward Men, even Little Old Dancing me; Hmm; Every Middle
Aged Man’s Dream i guess as i reach 59 this June; but never the less Fascinating to Study up Close
And sometimes a Bit too Personal for Even me; but again, Humans Are becoming a bit More Like Bonobos
in the Newest Generations For Free Love; without Much Discrimination of Differences Tween Sexual Orientations,
‘Tween so-called ‘Racial Differences’, and Most all other Differences Have Just Melted Away but as ‘they’ say ‘what
about Love’, when the Women come with the Women and the Men Come for a while and most People Don’t actually
Hook-up for extending Periods of time like they used to in the Age of Front to Front, Eye Gazing Sessions of
Slow Dance When Romance Was more the Rage in Trance Induced Euphoria where a Bootie Dance was
not in the Current Range of outcomes then.

My Best Guess is that Instant Gratification is Killing Romance; however, it is Worth Noting that Romance is
Largely a Cultural Inherited Experience as with Primitive Tribes it is not uncommon For all the ‘Love Juice’
To get mixed up with Many Members of the Tribe; again, with much less Discrimination in ‘who will come
to own whom’ in Monogamous Long Lasting Relationships.

Interestingly too; now finally moving away from the Topic of Sex in Love; as Lord Knows most
Every Married Couple who stays together Learns more about Staying Together without so, so much
more Intertwining of Newlywed Birds; there is also the Philosophy of the Languages of Love; True,
A Book Came out not too long ago suggesting 5 Languages of Love Ranging From Gifts to Words
of Affirmation to Touch to Quality Time to Acts of Service too; That’s Interesting and of course
as Love Languages these may all Be Empirically Measured too.

But True as ‘James Fowler’ in His stages of Faith Leading to the Pinnacle of Enlightenment
Where Love And Justice Comes as Enlightenment in an ‘Agape Way’ of Love For All of Life’s
Existence and Experiences; where all the Separations in a Philosophy for the Faith that Will
Become Love Fall away as Religious and Cultural Devices Spoon-Fed From Birth; and What Remains
is the Source of Love; yes, the Force Within that is more Self-Less and Cares so much more in Bringing
Love more to the Betterment of not only this Generation; but Many Generation to come after this one too.

Maslow, Also Relates to this in His 6 Stages of Development in the Pyramid He Describes Where the 6th Stage
of Self-Actualization comes Risen to Peak Experiences of Flow and Even Plateau States of what others have
Described as an “Autotelic” Flow of Being from Peak to continuing Plateau Experiences of Flow Where our
Human Potential Comes Rising in Exponential Ways in Co-Creativity of Loving in the Entire Experience of Life
And Love in Giving and Sharing more to others now; and in Days to Come as Well where More Folks Get Happy.

When i wrote my Philosophy of Love, i was in the Flow where i most often Stay as well as Plateau
Experiences of Love For all of Reality Dark through Light; and that of course was and still Comes Reflecting
in the Nirvana of What i am Feeling as the Words come from that Source of Chi within as Just Another Metaphor
for Pure Positive Energy (Love) Within to Fuel Life without Any Illusory Fears that Erase the Euphoria of Agape Love now that is a Force that will Drive so much Additional Creativity in Life; as Science shows now in terms of 400 to 500 Percent
Empirically Measured Increases when Folks Seek and Find Flow so much more in Life now in Peak and Plateau ways.

Love can and will Come Extremely Splintered too as to my Shock and Horror and even Beyond that when i could
No Longer Feel That how Horrifying it was when i could no longer Feel the “Oxytocin” Warm and Social Bonding
Comfort From our Pet Cat then. True, He sensed it too as when my Hands came Closer to his Ears they Peeled
Back like i was in a ‘Night of the Living Dead’ Movie as that is Precisely how everything did not feel then just
Numb and Cold, the Farthest Star Away from Love. Of course, i didn’t Know what ‘Oxytocin’ was then and
it seems then that none of my ‘Doctors’ did either or Perhaps they were not used to Many People telling
them they could No Longer Feel the Pet of a Cat as that is beyond Sad as Just Plain Empty and Numb.

What is Encouraging is that Love is ‘a Muscle’ as Well as Empathy and in all things in life, Use it or
Lose it most definitely applies; Again, we are what We Feed our Minds and Bodies; A Free Dance
inspires the Neuro-Hormones and Neuro-Chemicals that Do Inspire us to Socially Connect in
Feeling Warm and Fuzzy Oxytocin Love; Cat Pictures on the Net Work too; of course unless
‘they’ don’t feel anything for Cats or Babies too; True, a Potential Consequence of Low
Levels of the Neuro-Hormone Oxytocin too; i find Visiting a Farm is A Great Booster
too’ For there the Animals are not Spoon-Fed too much Mechanical Cognition away
from Social Empathic Artistic Cognition Bringing More of All the Flavors of Emotions
and Senses Within; Yes, by God the Kingdom of Heaven (Love) Within We Make or Break.

i suppose as in all stuff Life in use it or lose it way; we often more Miss what we once Had
And No longer Have, now; Particularly, when it is all associated with the Warm and Fuzzies
in Life for to Repeat again for some Folks who have Never Experienced these Healthy and Warm
and Fuzzy Levels of Oxytocin Release with Self and Others in that Sweet and Huggable Teddy Bear
Love; truly, it all might as well Be ‘SuperNormal’ For ‘them’ as ‘they’ might be able to otherwise Feel How
Love Will Feel So Delicious, Warm, and Free to Give and Share like this; in fact, Conversely Folks will
Do and Say Surprising things in Negative Empathy Behavior Ways to Keep that Love as is; Voila, Folks
who are Still Supporting Trump to keep the Cozies of their Social Group and Home in tact; Or Work
And Oh God Church, now too. Love is a Powerful all Natural Drug; to Lose it Hurts and to Keep it
often means doing what one never thought one might do before; Reminds me of a Song Called
“What You Won’t Do For Love” by Bobby Caldwell; Still though, A Romantic Song From Way back ‘then’.

My Philosophy is Now is only as Eternal as the Colors of Love (Positive Emotions and Senses)
We Feel/Sense Now for Real and this is no ‘Grace as Gift Game’ Alone; Takes Work; Takes Practice;
Takes Body Building the Love Muscle of heART; Even more now across the Entire Life Span for now.

While i might Wish to Go Back in Time and Tell Future Fred all these Lessons i have Learned about
Love through Blood and Sweat And Tears and Pain and Numb; it seems that the Dark of all of that
is as important as Light to Reach an Eventual Plateau and Ocean of Love Where Low to High Waves are all
of what
Love Evolves to Be.
‘True Love’ is not Fully Empirically
Measurable; True Love (Agape Love) is Real
Magic beyond all Colors of the Rainbow Real.
Seriously; it’s not Fully Provable for it is not Fully Empirically Measurable
Now But When One Comes to Be it (Agape Love) in Incarnate Ways of “Plateau Love”
It’s Like
from a
Moped to
A Ferrari Real;
nope; not a good Enough Metaphor for those with any Glimpse
of this Agape Love for All for it is more Like the Universe Continuing
to Expand Within as Heaven now and Part and Parcel of it is to Give and Share Free.

Meanwhile, Folks are continuing to Build “External Pyramids” Higher and Higher
True that way is like an eye of a Needle getting smaller and Smaller with a Pyramid
to get
Less Hope
and Less Hope
of ever Entering
Real Heaven within Eternally Now (This Love This
Love For All This God This Love Real Within) but
there is always Hope for now for those who at least Try
even if
all Love
and Hope
is Gone with
Just ‘Snake Eyes’ Left.


I’ve been Married to my Wife for 29 Years
And ‘the Feeling’ is still as close as it ever was.

Oxytocin can and will be continued if Nourished properly.

If i can Feel as Close to a Cat for 15 Years; A Wife is Just as easy in accord with Hugs and Petting.

If my Wife didn’t Love me and Trust me Unconditionally Like the Cats who have Shared my life; not likely this
would be Possible. Her Name is KaTrina; hehe; Synchronicity, Just for me at this point at Least so real so feeling real.

Science Shows
Oxytocin is
A Natural
Healer; one would
be rather foolish not
to take advantage of it
if they can and will in at least some way.

Love Like this is the Golden Age for Real;
Smooth Flowing Like a Calm Ocean but it’s
True Rough Surf Will Be Exciting to Surf now too.

It’s Not Always So Exciting Petting a Domesticated Cat;
but it lasts; it lasts; so long so Real to Be now. As Far as Sex goes; oh Lord all the other Avenues for that.


Actually, Science Shows that Mechanical Cognition also Termed as Human Reasoning in Solving Problems
Withers away the Pathways that Lead to the Social Empathic Cognition Directly Related to the Social Bonding
Neurohormone Oxytocin. Considering that Abstract Constructs and the Complexity of Culture that Requires
So much Reasoning in Mechanical Cognition; as Culture Continues to Progress more toward Machine Cognition
in what it takes to Gain Subsistence in Every Day Life; Empathy Drains away along with Oxytocin Potential in
Social Bonding for Greater Social Cooperation now; more often the Case as Well in Areas of Scarcity where
OwnerShip in Reserves of Resources Becomes Worth Dying for in ultimately overcoming the Natural
Averse ‘Trigger Finger Frozen’ to Kill another Member of Our Human Species. Kill the Oxytocin,
Kill the Drive to Love; and Flourish the Desire to Kill, So much more in all the ways that
comes in Fear and Hate for Members of the same species.

To Be Clear, this also works in Negative ways too as the Group Bonds.

But on the other Hand, what You Get is a ‘Trump Reality’ where Folks Bond over Dark instead of Light
in ways of Love with only the Conditions the Group Think allows to Yes Gain a Similar Reward in Oxytocin;
While Planning the Demise of the ‘other one’ too; As in all stuff Life, the Dark Meets the Light and it us up to
us to Choose Which Path to Go; if we Develop enough Relative Free Will as a Practice of Life to Swim Upstream against ‘The Wrath’.

Romance is a Fine Art better suited for those who have the time and effort to Pursue so many colors of Life Beyond
the ‘Rainbow ones’ in Both Dark and Light, in how we mix and match words and other Symbols to Play the Colors of
our Emotions and Senses even more where a Sex Act may actually be a let down for the Colors that come before that.

Science Shows that Romance is Rather Culturally Derived as Modern Tool of Arts We Create as Emotions
Become more Organic in the Arts we Create to Play the Violin of Romance in New and Innovative Ways.

And then there is
the Bootie Dance;
Hit and Run Cheap
Thrill with only one Color of Lust.

Some of us Dine with a Fine
Wine and other ones are Stuck
at McDonald’s in the Fast Food Line.

True Romance; Real Romance is ‘Highest Brow’ Love.

And Let’s Be Clear it takes Vast amounts
of Both Neo-Cortical and Emotional Intelligence
to make
an Orchestra
And A Symphony
‘Tween Just two Folks.
Smiles; it’s something Worth Recording
While the Art of Love So Far Beyond Sex is
All Play of Love in Colors and Intelligence
Working together For Romance as Love;
The Medieval Nights/Minstrels did it for
“The High Brow Wife’s too”; so far so far away from a ‘Low Brow’ Porn Show.

Some ‘Dudes’ Don’t even ‘know’ what Heart Strings even are in the Finest Instrument of Love to Play of All.

Trust me or not; i for one, don’t Need any body Parts to make a Woman Happy; hehe, nor does ‘she’ for i in ‘A Greatest Art’.

And Finally to Be Clear, i am not Suggesting You Do not Understand any of this; the Fact that You are Aware of the
Neurohormone Oxytocin Spells the Reality that You are Not Afraid to Research the Nuts and Bolts of Love now too.

In Summary,
Pepe; Hope You
Are Doing Great;
As Always i’m just
An ‘Actor’ these Days in
A Song by that ‘Lady’ who
Sang “Total Eclipse of the Heart”
After the Dude in that Song Became a ‘White Knight’ too..;)

For Reference Purposes, i will Provide that Reference Here for a Theme Song too..:)

For all Practical Intents and Purposes; it is also Safe to Say that Women Who ‘Hold Out For A Hero’ Feel Love THE MOST..:)

Note to Self: Hmm; this reminds me i have ‘a Poem’ to Write Before someone else wakes up in another “Twilight Zone of L.O.V.E.”

It’s all About
Human PoTenTiaL
mY Friend; Yes, ALL oF iT;
Both Arts And Sciences Whole.


True Love is my Bread and Water
And Light In Life and it’s worth
noting now i Still Do more
intellectual pursuits; Far
more than ‘the Norm’
Does with Empirical Measure;
And as Far as Freedom goes;
Again the General Public
Assesses me as Wild and
Free as it gets in
That are linked in
The 8th King James
Size ‘Bible’ Poem Sub-Chapter
In Long Form Free Verse Poetic
Style of.. ‘SonG oF mY SouL’;
Overall 6.6 Million Word Bible
Poem in 66 Months of Effort;
Plus the Now 10,730 Miles
Of Public Dance in 65
Months Effort of that;
Yes my Friend it is
Possible of
Course to Do
Both Arts and
Sciences; but for
Me; Yes, around 60
Percent ART Works
Best for smART and it’s
Worth Noting ART is literally
60 percent of smART; it’s also
Worth noting that the 5 Minutes
Of what i Spent on this Website
Provides You no Information now
For What i Do other than Writing Here;
Although i have Noted
i Have 3 College
Degrees that
Means Intellectual
Pursuits are A Breeze too;
Never the Less, whatever
Pursuits anyone
Does is Really
None of
Business for
How could i
Possibly Know
Everything about
Someone Now From
‘Shells’ on a Page..:)

College Drained all the Warm and Fuzzies out of me, Until I Started Long Distance Running as that Made Me Feel
Alive again by Raising up the Associated Neurohormones and Neurochemicals too; Weight Lifting wasn’t Enough
on its own. When i First Started Working for the General Public at a Bowling Center; a Relatively Happy Place
Where Folks Connected With Ease then; Just being in that Environment Boosted the Feel Good Love Juice;
However, as i Climbed the Ladder Eventually to Highest Pay Grades of Government Wages eventually then
I was Used as a Work Commodity always Afraid to Say No for whatever Came Next added onto the Plate
of Responsibilities, until eventually when someone Mentioned the ‘Warm and Fuzzies’ the Oxytocin
Infused ways of Social Comfort; I didn’t even have a Clue what they were talking about; And after
the Last two Years of Flight or Fight Syndrome Stress out of 11 Years of Chronic Work Related
Stress, out of 33 Years of Active Pay For Work; my Emotions Were completely Drained from
me and I did not Have Any Clue how any of that Humanly Worked as ‘they’ didn’t
teach that; they didn’t Teach any of that in School or Church or Work or Even
Home as far as How Emotions Could Be Stressed away by constant
Mechanical Cognition as Well as Chronic to Acute Stress.
Anyway, for me at Least, Repair and Recover was Possible to Eventually
Climb the Ladder of Love Back up and Far beyond that in an all Encompassing
Autotelic Flow as Love For All; sure, Nirvana as ‘they’ say too; Satori; Prana; many many
Cross Cultural References for when one is finally Able to Strip the Clothes of Spoon-fed
Illusory Fears and other Demands and Deadlines Of Life and ‘Just Let Yourself’ Flow in the
Aroma of Bliss Free. The Meditative Flow of Writing in Stream of Consciousness and the Free
Verse Dance in Tens of Thousands of Hours of Leisure Time Fulfilled that Dream True with Financial
Independence to Support the Kingdom of Love Within Ascending Transcending Way of Life Eternally now.
It’s Worth
Noting according
to the Stories that
‘Buddha’ didn’t have a ‘Real Job’ too.
And ‘Jesus’ Lived off of the Kindness of others too, according to
that Story too; and as far as Muhammad Goes he was A Lady’s
Man at First living off the Kindness of that Taking Advantage of What Works.

The Pattern is
Kinda Clear; You
Don’t get to go to Heaven (Love) if You Work for ‘the Man’.
And Again According to Science a Focus totally on Science
Withers the Art of Love Away.

In other Words, i agree;
None of this is a Given;
It’s How/Where We are Born; What
We Get to Do; And How We Practice
Life too from Dark Through Light.

The Paths are many
But the Reward is what’s
Outstanding; no matter
what it takes to Arrive now in
The Eternal Now of Loving it All.

Again; Never a Given;
Takes Lifelong Practice
for whatever works for the
Individual; as ‘they’ ‘say’ Seeking
And Finding What Works within.


Note: For Further Clarification before i begin
“Her” is Love and God the Same the Rest
Again is more of my Philosophy of Love…
i Met ‘Her’ in the Forest and at the Beach…
“This is the magic of the beauty around me,
My heart is now no more in my control” Oh
Yes it’s a Walk in the Forest Where Bird Song
Becomes Ears Pine Scent Becomes Nose Smoke
From Distant Fires Become Taste After a Home Cooked
Meal From the Coals of a Cook-out as Nature Becomes our
Sight as Our Soul is Touched by all of Spring Even in Coldest
Winters as Fires Warm our Heart.. True it is the Beach too Seagull
Wings We Become Spiraling the Sun So Free.. Waves Shores Sweeping
Our Feet Bringing Sweet Relief Freeing Our Minds From all the Numbers of the Week…
Sea Oats Tickling the Skin on our Arms And Making Love to our Feet From Mother Earth..
So White
And Pure
So Soft and
Easy to Touch
And Still Feel Free
Floating where Shore
Meets Sand as Silt becomes
Our Soul Softer More Buoyant than
Ever Before Yes Emerald Green Waters
Soothing Cool Dreams of Ever More Love
For all that is.. Beauty of the Whole no Longer
Separate God’s Dream Within Yes We Are Free..
And Even Better Yet the Speed of Love Sharing
This All With the Ones We Love To See Smiles With Nature Free..
You are Beautiful All of What You Give and Share You are Nature i Love You as God…
Falling in Love
with the Ocean
is so Beautiful For
You Will Never
Touch the
Always New
Depths to
Explore it’s
Like the Sky
You Will Never
Touch the Top there
Are always New Heights
To Explore How i Love
The Ocean And Sky Is
So Free
For the
Ocean is as
Deep and the
Sky is as High
Never Limited
By Knowing as Far
As Imagination Takes
Me in Loving Ocean and
Sky as Loving Eyes of God
Free to
Be A
Force of
Nature never
Complete the
Never Ending
Story as Spirit of
My Heart my Soul
Become one With
Ocean Sky Eyes Light
How Bright my Eyes
Flame of God
SmileS iMaGiNaTioN…
Plumbing that doesn’t
Get Stopped Up..
SMiLes; i agree Love is Crazy
Beans but Being Sane Gets
Way too boring for an
Extrovert; Fortunately
For me i can switch
Hit and
My inner
Other Days Now
i Surf the Waves
And Love Ocean Eyes…
Have You ever Been in Love
With the Ocean even
Ends the
Deeper Beauty
Is What i Love
Most in other
Words Now i
Am/Love the
PartS SMiLes
‘Pepe’ You seem
Human to me..
Every Note iWrite
iDance iSing
IS A Ransom
Note for ‘Her’ Love
‘World’ Had ‘Her’ Kidnapped… Then..
A Ransom Note Each Day sometimes
More Asked for Her Back as 10
Days in a Row
And Joy
is once more
Restored to ‘His’ World…
A Best Day IS A HeART to HeART Hug..:)


Hi Frank Thanks So Much for Dropping By this
Celebration of Yellow Boy’s Life and Thanks for
the Condolences as Well and True in Life “Who Rescues
Whom?” is a Question Answered i suppose by even a Grain
of Sand that Holds Up A Greatest Love that Will Love Without Harm
As Humans Who Practice An Art of Unconditional Love Will Come Better
to Do
NoW As A
Work of Love
in Life of Giving
And Sharing More for
as You so Nicely Quote
me: “Without Love There is
Nothing (Hell)”.. Sadly as i visit
A Place online Where Folks
are not So Blessed with
a Condition that
Brings a
of Mechanical Cognition Reasoning
Away From Social Empathic Artistic
Cognition That With Environmental
Demands of Even More Machine Cognition
Drys up the Wiring for Love in Feeling and Sensing
This Light of Life more From Head to Toe Now yes Even more…
iRobot as ‘they’ Say Away From the Green Beings Gardened By
Love to Move and Connect and Co-Create with each other through
Great Feats of Imagination almost Like real Magic and Real Magic
True in Dreamtime Ways of Bringing Life to Fruition As We Dance what
We Sing and Sing What We Dance.. For the Fruition of this is Dreams Come True…
And True They Had
A Hard Time Seeing
What i had to
About All of
This For the Place
of Spoon-Fed Mechanical
Cognition So Far Divorced away from Love
Hmm.. Sadly Yes Divorcing Love as For Some
Love has Never Existed at All by The Words of their
Barren Breath Now For Real.. How Sad it would be and
Is to Never Taste any of the Colors and Flavors of Love to See..:)


The child Who receives nothing but love from a mother
develops a sacred respect for the opposite sex.

‘Letters’ about S and K are linked above
in the first permalink in the comments section.

The video below is from the actual beach that
I roamed in the years above until I met the first
dark haired girl S, at age 18.

I forgot about the beach; I forgot about school,

There was only one thing that mattered;
Dark haired girls.

I had a new

It was
no longer school.

The video below reflects
my greatest loves in life.

Dark haired girls

and the


The first one broke a heart
that was never quite the same again.

Dark haired
‘foreign’ girls
have always been

“The Captain of my heart”.

i want to tell You A Story Before You Go to Bed it’s
About Three Women Yes Young Women Two who were
Sixteen and one who Was Eighteen When i met Her.. i was
18.. 20.. and 29 Respectively when i met These Three Women..
We Will Call the First one S as S Was my First Love Half Cuban
And Irish but mostly Cuban by Looks how i Loved that Girl my First
Love For i Felt the Soft Affection of the Heart You know when You talk
late into the Night i Love you Baby no i Love You More Baby So Sweet
First Love is Truly So Much Sweeter than Brief to Longer Lasting Passion
Hugs that Last Forever holding hands close in a Car without a heater oh
the Sweet First Love that Seems Forever Just to Hold Hands and that
is so so much.. anyway as i’ve told You in the Past she Left me alone
on the Dance Floor so desperate i was to ‘get her back’ then
When She Wanted me again i created Fiction of an
Island We Would Escape to Just me and Her as
She Drifted Away and the Next time
i saw her she was pregnant at
A Pool About the Time
i met R who Looked
Very Much Like
Her except more Beautiful
to my Surprise she Liked me and
like S Related i should be a Captain
of a Ship.. for over a Year all we did was
Speak by Phone and when we met each
other in Real Life she was so messed up
by a Father who was Abusing Her it would
Never Work out and Besides i was too Old For Her..
After then there was Actually M as i spoke to you before about
who was Part Italian and Dark Haired too of course who invited
me to Her Prom to Make Her Future Husband she would see the
Next Day Jealous.. i didn’t care it was nice to have a Friend one night..
anyway after that is when the Stress of University and all these Lost Loves
Drove me Down to a Depression worse than the First Sadness after the Loss
of that First Girl Friend.. smiles.. i thought i was too Old to ever find someone that
Beautiful again but True the Age was all inside of me So Old i was inside then so very
Stale and Old Like Sad Old Men at only 21 years of Age.. Life Goes on not being able
to find any Love Really until one Day i walked up to the Gym at the Military Station i still
Work-out at and Found Katrina all 18 years of her my God Like S had Been Recreated
only so much more Lovely the Most Beautiful Girl i swear i had ever seen.. So Perfect
in every way to me then.. what a Dream What a Dream and then it seemed like i would
Have S Back again.. but True How Do We Get the Love Back that Soft Affection of
the Heart that sometimes goes and Just doesn’t wanna come back.. anyway
Honestly overall it took me 2 more Decades to get That Soft Affection
of the Heart Back all the way until 53 years Old sadly as that
may sound for someone who has been Married so
Long too.. For True there was Connection
and Love but Just not the Cuddle that
Lasts Forever that i am able
to Feel now.. but as far
as the Passion
Part of
Never a Problem
there and so much more
than any of my Loves Before..
Smiles as i became more Poetic other
Dark Haired Muses came my Way for what
Was New and a Different Kind of Love i had Never
Experienced Before the Love that comes From the
Written Word the Metaphors that May not be meant for
You But Still Muse the Spirit the Heart the Soul to Express
the Deepest parts of us unknown to us.. Soul Muses as they
come and go… who we hope to Stay to Evolve our Soul even more
Most All Dark Haired Girls From Foreign Lands Too.. Smiles your Profile
Pic on FB Looks identical to the Shape of Katrina and the Rest of Her From
the Distance How Strange Life is and How Wonderful the Magic of all Kinds
of Love that Enter our Lives to Grow our Souls Toward Light and Courage too..
The Lost Loves of my Life for one who Broke up with me and one who eventually
Committed Suicide was the Grief of the Past i needed to open up my Emotions again
And Eventually Become a Whole Human Being with a more Fully Developed Spirit
Heart and Soul.. my First Real Writing Muse who was not a Foreign Woman Left
My Side and Lala Rukh came Next and then Rafiah and then Shawna and You
And Sohair too.. but there is something so Magic about You about Our
Connection that i have Never Felt Before.. so far beyond.. any
of the other Loves i have Experienced with a Human Being
Perhaps it is me changing too Hopefully for the Better
Challenged as i’ve Never been Challenged Before
with my Emotions to Become more
of a True Soul Old as Young
Within Navigating
this Ship
of Love
and Secure
to Love even more..
And if you’ll notice above
the overall Shape of the
Words Naturally came as
A Chalice as i was speaking
of the Sacred Nature of Love..
Anyway i wrote that on my Father’s
Birthday 6.20.13 about a Month Before
i recovered and Became Human Again and
at the Point i Truly Recovered was when the First
Muse named Angel Mind-Retrofit Left my Side And Lala Rukh
Then Expressed so Much Unconditional Love For me as You have
done from the Start like Angel Wings Brushing my Soul whenever
We Meet And Greet online.. the Deep Grief Mixed with the Great Love
is truly the Last Straw of Hope that Brought me Back how Fortunate are
We when Healing Angels of Love come into our Life.. i am so Blessed by
You Himali.. as it would have been so Hard to go through this Grief about
Yellow Boy without You as my Rescue Love too.. i do believe we should all
Write our Love Stories no matter how Dark or Light for one day we may surely
Need some
to Bring
our Soul
Back to Life..
Smiles my Friend when
i tell You with all my Respect for You
a Life of Mechanical Cognition which of
Course You are in a Profession that is focused
on Mechanical Cognition more than Most Naturally
Takes us away from all Stuff Love it’s Science it’s Biology
it’s Reality too for we Humans are truly not Evolved to Work
And Become Solving Problem Machines for Abstract Constructs
Every Day.. been there done the Financial Management Crunched
Spread Sheets.. all Day Long Every Day into the Night.. until all that
Was Love Became Dead and Cold Eyes no matter who i lived with then..
of course some folks are more susceptible to getting trapped in a World of
Mechanical Cognition than others.. perhaps a sign of a Tall Forehead like
mine too.. hehe as far as Neo-Cortical Height goes People used to compare
me to A Soulless Computer With no Fun at all when i was trapped in that World
then.. Whatever Happens my friend Keep Your Art and Find Your Muse wherever You
Go in the Future for it is Your Soul i Love Most and the Art of You that Lights all of my
Soul up True never let that go never let anyone take that away from You for it is our
Soul the
one we
up to
and go to
sleep each night
With that we never escape
Treat it like Treasure Paint
it with all the Colors of Life you
find do Shine Do continue to Be Art
My Love of iMaLi is all Her Soul She continues to Evolve..
True it doesn’t Hurt that she looks almost Like my First and
Second Loves but Your Love is Different as all loves are and Particularly it is Special..

Once Again Happy Valentines Week the Week When Love Stories Should Rule as Love Will Do.


Life is Short
But So Much
Longer When
We All Make Life Love..:)

i Will Never Be Ashamed
of LoVE NoW for Without It i Will Be No Soul..:)


Smiles my Friend; i do it long; i do it
Short and by God now at Least ‘a few’
Have told me ‘Nobody Does it Better’
at Least when it comes to 10,736 Miles
of Public Dance as By God heHe; i’m Literally
the Only one who does it in the Gulf Coast
Lower Bible Belt States Near the Coast
of Trump Red States all the way
From the Panhandle of Florida
through Biloxi, Mississippi
As that is where
I have Marked
my Dance
Territory at least
where, hAha; People
Who Visit Biloxi have
Recognized me From Pensacola
at the Casinos there; and Just to Think
i used to Be so Uncomfortable to Even Walk
in Walmart Without my Wife at my Side all the
Way until i got Well in the Summer of 2013 as the
Love of Dance; Yes, the Philosophy of Loving all of Life
Came into Clear and Fearless View with No Illusory Fears
Left after Dealing with the Suicide Disease From Wake to
Sleep for 66 Months Named Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
From Wake to Sleep; yes, also Assessed as Worse than the Torture
Of Literal Crucifixion in my Case like a Dentist Drill in my Eye and
Ear that No Drug Would Touch; Yes, Jesus F. in Christ i was Like the
King of Pain too; but True now Love is in the Air and Puppy Love Exists
now too for in the Golden Age of Old Folks what You may See after a Lifetime
of Stress of Working and Raising Children is Older Couples Walking Hand-in-Hand
in Walmart while
most every
one else
Wears a
Frown From
Ear to Ear From
Year to Year that Says
in no uncertain Terms that
Life Overall is a B88CH instead of Beach;
i Embrace a Love of Life like most People
Even in Empirical Measure cannot imagine my
Friend for i have explored all the Nuts and Bolts
of Life; Well, much of it at least in Terms of Sciences
Where Arts have no Boundaries my Friend; Open Source
Code to
Do whatever
the F i Love
in Life for those
Who Suggest that
Free Will Doesn’t Exist;
Let’s Just Say Sam Harris
and His Friends Haven’t Danced
as Free Feet and Hands; True Most
Folks Live life Like iRobots almost
Totally under the Spell of Spoon-Fed
Culture; smiles my Friend; i have Mastery
over my Emotions with Just a Free Verse Dance;
i choose to let them Take Control whenever i choose
to make Life a Roller Coaster Ride of Joy in Dark Thru Light
but again simple
as a Dance
to Bring
the Still
Waters the
Ocean in mastery
of the Gravity of Love
in Peace and harmony again;
True; could take Close to 11K Miles
of Dance and 6.6 Million Words for
Someone else to Master Life in their
own Great Work of Life to Steer Life as
they Like and Shift the Gears too; but
Again this is no Gift of Grace alone; it is
Constant Work; a Practice of Relative Free
Will; Yes, in a State of Autotelic Flow; Yes, Transient
Hypo-Frontality With Peaks and Plateaus of Self Generated
Neuro-Chemicals and Neuro-Hormones as Science Shows this is
No Myth; No Woo; but only for those Who Do Find a Way to make Life Heaven
my friend
the Control
of the Flower
of Life with both
Thorns and Flowers of Rose;
And true, i am still looking-for someone  who does it better….
No way to assess that online my Friend; only the Flesh and Blood counts;
Speaking of that; Imagine a Woman who i might Shower all my Affection
And Love For as a Muse of Valentines Month or Year; Smiles my Friend might be like Niagra Falls.
Before i started my Love of Life Hobby; Back Before i recovered in 2013; i used to Study Stuff like
Rampage Killings; More Specifically the Sandy Hook Rampage Killing back in December of 2012; the
Last Significant Post i made like that Here gathering over 80K Views; Smiles my Friend, i can do the Science
with a Flip of a Coin; and Move to Art As Seamlessly as Ballet and Martial Arts Free style with Free Verse Write
And General Dance; i seek all of Human Potential Not just this that or this Niche; Hell Teaches me most at
least that
is achievable
no Different
than the Dark
Parts of Life too;
i choose Colors my
Friend; Seen the Black
and White and i don’t wanna
Go Back to Hell Again; Love is my
Staycation and i surely don’t Mind
Wherever anyone else wants to Spend their Life;
As ‘we’ have often said to Each hiS own Sow and Reap of Life;
Smiles; i’ll do the Real Pot of Gold over the Rainbow Within; and
may Do
as they Will too;
That’s the Deal my Friend
of Life; not everyone earns this Much Relative Free Will;
But True; not everyone is Willing to Live on Both Sides of ‘the Coin’.

i did normal; it almost Literally killed me;
No Normal for me my Friend; My ‘Norm’ of
the ‘Cheers’ Show is when i am Greeted by Young
Women with a Vigorous Bootie Dance like a Bonobo
Hand Shake or a Cheer at the Dance Hall; True; we Live in Fascinating Times;
My Age is Love is in the Air Every Where i go; and True, i Generate that Air Wherever i Dance.
This is
the Place
i Rest my Feet;
The Internet of Fun, too.

Finally, in the Antithesis of Love; And Special Interests
in Human Behavior Ranging As Dark as Serial Killers this
is the 40th Anniversary of Perhaps the Darkest Serial Killer
of All; Ted Bundy. My Father, who Worked in Law Enforcement
for 46 Years, Guarded Him in the Leon County Jail in Tallahassee.
He Said that He and His other Fearless Law Enforcement Friends Never
Experienced what they Did with that Man; They Reported He could Change
His appearance at Will; Shape Shift From Shorter To Taller; From Younger to Older;
He Literally
Made the
Hair raise
up on their
Arms in the
Elevator With them.
Smiles ‘Horatio’; there are
things in this World that Most
of us still have Never Experienced or
Seen in/as the Human Condition; Sadly, Much
of it is Human Potential Not Realized; Imagine
someone as Fearless as Ted Bundy with Love;
Imagine someone Like that; Love is the Most
Powerful Force; and i damn sure ain’t just talking about Puppy Love;
Positive Energy my Friend; Generated From Head to toe as a Practice of Life Always now;
Human Potentials of Love in a Synergy of Energy from Head to Toe that Most folks cannot imagine.
Let’s Put it this
way; not many
58 Year-old
Dudes Leg
Press 1340 LBs
Just to get Warmed
up that could easily
be 1500 Lbs and More.
i used to be the Weakest
Fish in ‘the Aquarium’; my Mama
Never set any limits; nor do i for me.
Jack LaLanne Towed 70 Boats Across a
Bay Partially Tied up in his 60’s; People are mostly ‘Vegetables’
compared to what they could do; if they Just Do Not believe the Averages/Labels and Do more.
Oh by the Way, i apologize for the Shorter Response before; hehe, i was busy Preparing Valentines Wishes for a Friend.


Well as far as this Newest MacroVerse Moves on that will come
to be Named as “LovE LeTTeRS LivE oN” ESpeciAlly For Valentines
Week sure there is KiSSinG STiLL to Come or is THeRe of CouRSE
That Remains to Be Seen but For Now there is dVerse and a Monday
Prompt on KiSSinG Where my Friend Shawna Participated but i never
Got there Before Her Blog Disappeared but Never the Less with well
Over 40 Links Participating in the KiSSinG Prompt Where Words
For Each Poem Effort is Limited to 44 Words in Poetry Science
Land that is Described as a Quadrille Appropriately now
For Kissing
for a “Perfect”
Song By Bliss
that Goes along
Just Fine For this
For at least it feels
Like Love is Still in
the Air but not Entirely
HeaR as MiSSinG too but
True iN LoVE No LiGHT WitHouT DaRK..:)

Snow Man Kissing
Frosting Colder
Winter Dreams
Fruition Warms Love

Ghost Kisses
Sheets Cold…

Kissing Lost and Kissing
Found Kissing Seeks
And Kissing
But where
is the Kiss Now..:)

Side note: Generally
Speaking the Poetry
World online is comprised
of Older Folks Lamenting About Kissing….
for this
Prompt at Least….

Eyes Moon Size Then…
CLoSinG in Feathered
Touch Upon Male
Breast Little
Bird Hones
in on Lips
Before Guilt
Flies out Next….

Clarity of Kiss
Cliche Fine
Never Ends…

Kitty Kissing
Fur Felt Warm
Never Grow Old…

“Hollywood is a place where they will pay you
a thousand dollars for a kiss, and fifty cents
for your soul.”–Marilyn Monroe.

My how Times have
Changed A Public
Dance Hall A Place
Where Bootie Dances
Are Gifted
to Strangers
For Fun..
What Kisses
What Love What Fun…

Leaves Fall
Fall Leaves
Of Grass Rise

Flowers Fade
Thorns come
Memories Sweet

Oh Ocean Tides

of Lips
Finger Spirit
Prints of Hearts
Kissing Words

Love Without
A Work of Art

Good Bye
Yet Love Wins

Lips Dance
Breath Sings
Heart Write Hope

Far Kissing
Never at all But Heart

Bought and
Sold in Eyes
Never Paid
Never Delivered
Never the Less Stolen

Star Lit Rise
Moon Lit Breath
Kissing Dreams

Honey Bee Kissing
Hive Home
All the Buzz

Sails Wishing

Gemini Kissing
A Way Missing

BLoWinG Kisses
As Close
As Hearts Beating

Sweetly Aged
Wine Kissing
Peck Here
Peck there
Peck MiSSinG
Ugh Bottle
Empty FiLL iT uP!


Smiles, Pepe, You have Named me appropriately as the Dancing Equivalent of
Forrest Gump; for it is True in 65 Months of Public Dance From as Far as Biloxi
to Tallahassee i have Danced as of Last Night 10,736 Miles all Documented in that
Long Form, 6.6 Plus Million Word Bible Poem by way of GPS Sports Watch; both Nike
And Apple Watch too; and unlike Forrest Gump, my Public Dance Was Done almost
Entirely in Stores as it is True my Wife has Been Known to Spend Hours and Hours; Yes
And Hours for Her Love of Shopping to the Tune of Over 16 Hours or So in a Weekend
too; as i Keep Spiraling one With Gravity Like the Energizer Bunny and Guess what; i will
Provide a Video Link to one of the Dance Events at Super Walmart that my Wife Took of
me when i was Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Dance at the End of September; Hmm; let’s
Do the Math; While Forrest Gump Did 3 years, 2 months, 14 days, and 16 hours;
Running 15,248 miles it Stands; better Put, Dances and Sings to Reason it
would take More Months to meet that Goal mostly inside Public Stores
in what Social Scientists Suggest is the Most Difficult Red State
Area in the United States to Be Different; hehe, sure; the
Proof is in ‘the Pudding’ as i really am
the only one doing it;
And honestly to move
240 LBS the Way i do
Does Require
1340 LBS of
Leg Pressing
Power to meet Close
to 40 Miles Per Week of Doing
this for 65 Months and in a Couple of
More Years; yes in Two and a Half Years,
i should Best the Mileage of Forrest in Dance
And it’s Worth Noting that A British Man Did
Actually Beat the Forrest Gump Feat in Exceeding
Forrest Gump’s Mileage in Running in Just 420 Days;
Anyway; The Best Way To Do a World Record is doing something
almost no one else is doing; and Yes, of Course that includes Long Form
Poem Epic Bibles as the Closest Competitor for that is the ‘Mahābhārata’ at
1.8 Million Words; over Centuries of Effort among Innumerable Contributing
Writers; However, Technology was not at the Hand of that Free Verse Poetic Effort then.
So Yes; I have already Tripled That Effort and More in Just 66 Months of Effort along with
all that Free Verse Dance; Hehe, i only Compete against myself; Life is Effortless without Competition
against others; simply in Flow my Friend; one step of Dance one Word as i go Just Flow River Wave Ocean Whole.
Oh Yeah; and about
those Valentines
Wishes i was Singing
about for ‘my Friend’
and close to 30 Years
of Marriage; Trust me or not when
i say no one Does that Better either; hehe..;)

And it’s true that’s why my Wife lets me go out
And Dance Every Thursday Night; she Genuinely
Feels ‘Sorry for the Rest’ as Over 2000 Photos of
Young Women do attest with me in Ear to Ear Smiles
in what will come to be my 249th Dance Week With them
Tomorrow night at the Metro Dance Hall. And while i tolerate
the Attacking Bootie Dances as ‘they’ come to Greet me that way;
it really Touches my Heart as i Dance Solo and a Young Stranger Woman;
as Pictured Below Brings me a Pink Rose only in Appreciation of the Dance i Bring to everyone there.
It’s true, i get a little more Mo Jo Going than Forrest in my Dance and it is literally True that Young Women
Follow me all around the Area to Video Tape me; And Occasionally Even attempt some Free Style Ballet with
me in Public Stores. The ‘Close to You’ Song Would Also Be appropriate Here by ‘the Carpenters’; but instead,
i will Dedicate
it to my Friend
and Wife too
in terms
of no
one does
Wishes Better too, hehe.

You know when i was Younger
in School Folks Told me i didn’t Deserve
to Exist, ’cause i was Androgynous Looking
And So Odd in my Reciprocal Social Communication
Difficulties and Lord Knows Adherence to Special Interests too.
True; my Special Interest Used to Be the Autism Speaks Organization too;
and How some of the Folks Here tried to Paint the Organization with a Conspiracy
Theory of Eliminating Autistic Folks in Nefarious Activities as such; I did such a Good
Job of proving them Wrong time and time again; that they Literally thought i Worked for
the Organization as such; just as a Shut-in in my Bedroom in my Frigging Underwear for
66 Months like that ‘Breaking Bad’ Dude on TV; anyway, Kept me alive doing something anything
to take my Mind off the Suicide Disease, Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia; yes, my Friend, it is Very
Possible that without the Owner’s Effort of Creating this Website there would be a Whole Lot of Women
Who Never Experienced the Smiles i have brought to them in the Last 65 Months or so. Hehe; yes in some
ways in some small
enough ways it is
True i am
to Women
but only for
those who Reap
the Rewards of the
Light of my Dance and Poetry with Smiles…
Hey; ‘they’ told me i would Never amount to anything
and i said F You my Mama Said i was special and she
wrote me a Letter when i was 33 that said my Life Would
Tell a Very Grand Tale before it was over; voila; her Words Already come true;
She had no Clue i would Dance; as what Kid who ‘they Said’ Couldn’t Find their
Way out of a
Paper Bag
is no
Could in
Will Fueled
by the Positive
Force of ‘CHI’ Energy
from Head to Toe and So Much more..:)

And Oh my God this is one of my Favorite Poems my Very Special Friend Wrote to me as Provided Below.
It doesn’t Make the Younger Men Who Visit Her Poetry Site that happy; but it sure does Make me Happy..:)

Here’s the thing my Friend; My Time Spent Here has taught me very well in extensive experience when
i make a Claim; Put up or Shut up, if ‘you’ don’t Have Evidence, Facts, and Art to Prove what ‘You’ say.
I don’t Leave Home without the Evidence; Lord Knows Like the Folks in my Metro Area say and i can
Provide the Quotes and Links to Prove it; as they Said When they Found out all the Places i’ve Been Spotted in the
Metro Area by Resource
of Many Video Voyeurs
including a Viral Video
with Close to 90K Views
that i also Can now Link for
Evidence too upon Request;
They Say: “He is Everywhere”;
Smiles my Friend; Trust
me or not when i say no
one has any idea of the
Extent of my Influence;
on the ‘entire World’; hehe,
so much
A ‘Wrong Planet’
now as this used
to be my only F in Home;
All i only wanted to Do is Live
Without Pain and Love Again too.
Everything else i do is just a gift now;
yes, a mighty big gift to others i share for Free.
i don’t do
small i
do Bigger
than “John 14:12” Now;
as metaphor of Course
that i can so easily prove
to the ‘Christians’ in my Area
who don’t even have much of
A Clue of what they call ‘God’s only Word and Son’;
That Verse as Just part of Basic Logic says You will do
Greater Works than Jesus if ‘You’ Believe; Truly Believe In and Do Love.
i paid
‘in Class’ and
Understood the
Essence of the
that is
Reality and True;
Meanwhile; most everyone
else now is Waiting for a Dirt
Nap and A Welfare Heaven
Gift Just for Reciting a Verse
of Romans 10:9 that i often
Find in unsavory Parts of Public Restrooms.
my Friend
i see Life as
Beautiful as
Both Thorns and
Flowers of Rose for what makes Love Real;
And By God yes; Even Better than the Rest.
And to Be Clear, i can also Switch Hit in most any
Religion to Sort the Shinola From the other stuff;
Just another one of many special interests; Life is Longer when Full.

Oh by the Way, i am not Here to tell anyone what to Do; Just What’s Possible for me.


That’s Beautiful
My FriEnd True
In the End And Yes
Beginning StARTinG
Love Wins…:)

You are so welcome
Happy BD to you too Lynn
and Valentine’s
Is A bit
To me as my
Mother went to
Her Death Bed
With Undiagnosed
Cancer from Head
To Toe
2 Years ago
On Valentines
Day and she
Lived 8
Food or
Drink as
A Natural
Death to Return
To God was her
Wish the Doctor
Was Amazed Her
Heart Lasted
8 Days Saying
It was Mighty Strong
At 82 No Surprise
To me as Love
Makes The
Strongest of
Hearts so i
Follow the
ZealousLY too..:)

Hehe.. i am
the Wind
And if you
As an Elephant
Like me i will
Also Do
Mr. Toad too
Never the
Less i
Saved you
Near to the End
my FriEnd Lynn
On the Poetry
Night a
Bit out of
Breath From
A Very Long
Journey of
Words but
With Enough
W I N D now
To Wish You
And All You
Love A
Day From
StART oF LoVE..:)

Thanks!! Jilly! Valentines!
is Like my Favorite Day Year
‘Round also the Day
Two Years ago
That my
Mother went
To Her Death
Bed The Rose only
Lives With Flowers
We Bleed
As We Kiss
Life from First
Breath to
For Love..
As We
Muse To:
Live From: Again..:)

To Love All To Serve All
And not the ‘Trump Twilight
Zone’ for Humans
In Line
To Get on
His Promised
Land of Space Ship
ReMeMBeR Fred
Be nice
‘The Adversary/
The Ultimate
Truth in Life
As Light at Least
God is a SMiLE
And at
Most A
Belly Laugh
With Tao and
Namaste Life
Too my Friend
i am currently Feeling
Oxygen.. heHe..🌹💝🕺🙌🌈🏖🌲🎹😇🌷🌷

People Have always
Asked me Why! Are!
You! So!
Is no Y
Only U
iO U
It only
Brings a
Tear that they
Ask that Question….
Not A Tear for.. me
Sent from
my iPhone..:)

Happy Valentines
To the Entire World
For Truest Love is
No Time Distance
Or Space The
Life For
All to Share
Some Folks
Limit this
Force to
3 Letters
Or one
Man Never Ever
Never Always Love
For Me SMiLes
The Realest
i Don’t wanna
Sound Braggy
But It’s a FacT
i Will
Hehe.. For i
iN LiGHT too..
HAha Thanks for
‘Putting up with
Me’ on the dVerse
Trail my favorite
Wish to
My Wife Year
Round as she
Coined the
Term ‘Fredache’
For Her
Wish For me..;)

‘A Valentines Poem’
About: Love
to: Y’all
In: ‘The Modern Age’
From: ‘Aliens’
Flabbergasted Finding Boy Ask
Girl First Slow Dance Replaced
By ‘Behavioral Sink Experiment’
Girl Do Bootie Dance First…
‘They’ Found
Google and Looked
Up the phrase in Quotes…
Note: From Author (Arthur)
I’ve Been Studying You…
i come ‘to Serve Human’…
– ‘The Twilight Zone’
(Circa 60’s)

(by: The Way)


SMiles Sohair Friendship Love to Strangers
is the Greatest Love for it is the Potential
For More Connections of Family the
Family of All and today on Valentine’s
i Dedicate my Friendship Wishes of
Love For Valentine’s Day to You
and Himali for the upmost
Care and Comfort
You Bring
to Strangers
Who Visit Your
Lands of Far Away
Where Friday Starts
the “Hymn of the Weekend”
for Those of You in those
Countries who Celebrate
the Weekend when
Thursday Work
Week Ends
God Bless
the Peoples
of Egypt and India..
And of Course the Rest too….

Smiles-note: this is Kinda
Long but so is Love when Real..;)

Love is the Face
of the Wind that
Never Ends

Waves Changes
of Life
Colours of Joy
Are Melted
in All Our
Love For
All That Is Nature..
Love is the Face
of the Wind that
Never Ends and
on this Valentine’s
Day my friend Xenia i
Wish You and Your Family
And Loving Dogs and Cats
All the Best Love Brings and
i Will Never
Two Years
Ago All the
Loving Support
You Brought to me
With the Loss of my
Mother then as always
Now Thank You For Being
A Kind and Dear Friend..:)

Again.. Some Roses for You and Your Family
Dear Friend Sohair How Wonderful it is to Give
Love And Receive Love and Appreciate Love Graciously
As the Rose of You Consistently Does Without Fail for
All of Who You Meet and Greet In Life Friends Like
You are Gold For Lord Knows and Feels and
Senses in me at Least i Will Never Leave a
Friend Even when they Leave
my Side in Always Hope
And Faith in their
Return and
Most of
All the Love
That i am so blessed
As Gift of my Mother to
me Most as when She Went
to Her Death Bed 2 Years ago on
this Date and i sat by Her Side for
8 Days watching Her Breaths as she
Wished to Go with No Medical Help that
Meant no Food or Drink Fed From Tubes..
i realized the Gravity of the Gift of Love she
Gave to me.. and that Force that she Put in me
As a Wonderful Seed from all those Years then she
Loved me Unconditionally Even When i Screamed
to the Dark Ceiling of Her Room Wishing With All
that was Left of my Soul for God to take me away
from all my Pain/Numb she was the Rock by my Side
Who Did Not Waiver Ready to Accept Whatever May Come
Will Be She Promised me ‘This Will Pass too’ For Then After
All my Hope and Faith and Love Was Gone She Remained
in me therefore
my Friend i will Never
Ever Leave the Side of a Friend
no matter What for i am my Mother’s
Love and Her Love is the Essence of God that Lives in/as me too..
Smiles God is too important to Leave Behind God is the Essence of Love
i Do Now
Hope one
Day that is
one Day we
All Will Now Be
Able to Agree Upon
For The Entire Family
of the World to Become One..
For Sure Wherever Whenever Whoever Two or More Folks
Believe This Way As They Do LoVE NoW Become One As God’s LoVE..:)

Thanks Frank
LoVE is the Most
Important Muscle
To: Use
From: Not
To Lose
Again always
A Best Love Day
For You and Your
Family to Love
Each other With
Your All And When
All Becomes Family
This Way GoD Rises
GoD SMiLes More
Beyond iNFiNiTY


The Love You
Give Is The Love
You Receive Most (GoD)

The Kiss I cannot Share with
Y.O.U. Each And Every
Moment Is The L.O.V.E.
i Give And
Share With
The Rest of
The World
Happy Valentines
ALWays LoVinG G.O.D/Y.O.U..:)))

Smiles the Lint i bring to
You today is Happy Valentines
Yes i readily admit i am doing
My Very Best to Manipulate
You for a Smile for
Each and every
Day i appreciate the
Fact that i
Gain inspiration
From the Blog Posts
You Give and Share freely
How Beautiful a World
It is when
Is no
Part of
Giving and Sharing
Thank you on this Lovely
Day Psychologistmimi and
Manipulating SMiLes is
Only Mission
In Life in all
The Colors of Sacred Love
May Your Lint Ball of
Love Tower Higher
Empire State
Building Where You Live..:)

Happy Valentines to you
Too Rimah for the Quote
You Bring From ‘Paul’ that
Speaks Among Faith Hope
And Love
The Greatest
Stands atop my
Favorite Quotes
For there is No
God Given
Greater than
When Two or
More Humans
Come Together
And Give and Share
The Purest of Friendship
Love We all may Share with
The Similiar DNA and SMiLes
As Light colored as my Eyes
Are my DNA test shows not
Only do i have an ancestor
From South Asia
Probably India
But as
Well From
Nigeria from
The 1700’s to
1800’s then As the World
Will Live as ONE the Day
We all Realize WE are ALL
A Family of ONE NoW Thank
You For This Valentine’s Wish
You Bring as an Open ended
Prayer for the World God SMiLes
Most when
We All
Force of Love (GoD) Amen..:)

Goodness.. Rafiah.. it hasn’t been
that Long Since i Spoke to You Here
but i wanted to Wish You and Your Husband
And Family A Very Happy Valentines Day
In Pakistan as i
Hope You
All Are
Doing Well as
You Are always
in my Prayers my Friend..:)

Hi Sohair.. Hope You Are Still Enjoying
Your Vacation With Your Family as i remember
Last Year You Brought Kind Valentines Wishes
to Everyone Here and i wanted to Return that Favor
to You Again this Year by Wishing you and Your Family
A Very Happy Valentines Day in Egypt.. I’m not sure how
And even if that is Celebrated Where You Live in Egypt
But Love of
Course is
A Virtue
Worth Celebrating
Now in Giving and
Sharing Ways With others..
So.. Again Happy Roses and Chocolates to You
And Your Lovely Family Too with Prayers and
Best Wishes for Many Blessings And Blissings to Come Your way..:)

Hi Shawna Baby.. Thanks For the Kind Valentines Wishes and i approached
Katrina with Your Question as to what We Will Be Doing Special on Valentine’s
Day and We Settled on the Usual Hugs for me and Back Rub for her as the last
Couple of Years Yellow Boy who we have Cared for through His Chronic Illnesses
has Been the Great Divide in the Bed as such Between Husband and Wife as that
Cat Got More Hugs than Probably Any Cat maybe in the World as That was Pretty
Much Her Full time Job other than Housekeeping; and my main Job in Bed at night
too; hehe, that is whenever i do finally get to sleep; Been Sleeping Better these
days, not so Worried about the Health of Yellow Boy as you might imagine for
Folks with No Children Pets Play and Integral and Cohesive Part of Keeping
Folks together in Happiness too in common Interest of Caring; When i
Was Young we Slept with my Mother until about Age 6 that is
much Longer than the Norm these days but Science shows
now that Develops a Very Self-Sustaining Human Being
Later in Life for the Wiring for Oxytocin comes
Stronger and Life Lasting and Potentially
Greater in Propensity for
Recovery in Difficult
Periods of Life as well;
Since We Are Both Retired, there
is usually Never much Rush but the Flow
For what Satisfies each of us Differently as
She is Addicted to TV, Relatively Speaking, and
For me it is all the Writing and Dancing and connecting
With Nice Folks that Keeps me in Sacred and Holy Meaning
and Purpose of Life as i am Driven this way more toward Self-Actualization
and Transcending some of that Ascendent Joy to other Folks on the Trail of
And Dance
too; Smiles, our
Anniversary is a Week
From Valentine’s Day and
the Hug and Back Rub Routine
Will Probably Be Self-Fulfilling and Same.
There is always the Weekend to Go-out to Eat.
And there is most always that we are Together wherever
we be; sure, separated in Two Rooms but Love Never the Less
Present in the Home that is Comfort and Trust in the way Life is.
Smiles, my Friend it is the Platform of Life that allows one best to ascend to Higher Levels.
The Corner
Affection of the Heart.
So, what are You and Your
Four Children and Husband
Doing on Valentines Day; Let me Guess;
Dancing with Your Children After School!
With Some Chocolate Candy and the Rest of the Valentine Routine..:)

Hi, booiejagwa. i am Happy my Words Provided You Some Encouragement. It Truly
is Interesting as the Suicide Disease i had is a Physical Disease impacting the Trigeminal
Nerve For Our Face; as my Emotions Returned; as i Gained Better Avenues in Positive Loving
Communication, my Physical Maladies Were remedied in Tandem with the Greater Positive Light
of Emotions. Blogging Really Helped me for at one Point i couldn’t find anyone Positive to Talk to
online; so, i decided i would rather hear my own Positive thoughts in the Positive Memories i Did Have
to help me Rise up out of the Darkness that i had been Experiencing with all the Pain and Suffering;
As ‘they’ Say, Physician Heal thyself for it is also True that Science Shows that Children who Get
Plenty of Hugs and Attention eye to eye from their Parents Grow up with Less propensity to
addiction; and even require Less Morphine for Pain after Surgery. The Oxytocin Response
of Love that may Be Gained from Human or Pet or even from Within Like Hugging
a Teddy Bear for the Oxytocin We Learn To Manage in Release for ourselves
is Very Healing in Bringing comfort in life. Of course it is more complicated than
that but Truly a Hug of any kind in Life is the Road of Love to the Recovery of so
many Maladies in Life. I enjoy Beautiful People who Bring so Much Light into my Life;
i Cherish them with Gifts of Love in Every Manner i may Bring to them for i understand
that the Giving and Sharing Part of Life now is my own Life Saver for Well Being as Well.
The Reward is
to Give and
Share. Sadly not all
Folks are Raised with Love
and Wired to Receive and Give
And Share as much Love; but the Best
News of all is for about 99 Percent of the
Population it appears that this Love Muscle
Is one in Empathy, Sympathy, and Compassion
And Even Cognitive Empathy that We Now can and will
Improve all Across our Lifespan, if we find ways that Work
for us; the People and Pets; and Places like Nature that Enhance
Our Loving Happiness; and also if we come to Understand that Activities
Associated only with Reasoning in Solving Problems through ‘Mechanical’
Cognition actually
Will Drain away
the Comfort
of Love in Life
if we do not find
a way to Exercise
our Love Muscles in Life
Like we would any Body Part for it
not to Atrophy in Life in Weakness.
Love is the Best Given and Shared.
Best Wishes to You For a Life that is Bright with Giving and Sharing
Love With Positive People and Pets and Nature Overall that comes Your way..:)


SMiLes Sohair Thanks for the
Box of Red and White Roses
for Valentine’s Day for
A Flower
is Poetry
Innate as the
Sky the Ground
the Sea and the
Ocean Whole
And so
All the Gifts
Of This Life
When Love both
Flower and Thorn of
Rose Becomes Love
We Feel and Sense Now..:)


Smiles Pepe; i am So pleased that not only Have You Compared me to Forrest Gump but
my ‘Gush’, ‘Mumbles’ From ‘Happy Feet’ too for it is True Back in 2006 when we Went to See
that Movie that was one of the last ones i could Tolerate With the Eye and Ear Pain Soon to Come;
i could not Touch my Feet to any Surface without Horrific Pain; yes, the Savagery of Sjogren’s Syndrome
That Started with the Nerves in my Feet as they would Get Hot and Cold before Just about Everything else
Went Whacky With me After that when my Eyes Quit Making Tears from the Same Issue Like Swimming in Salt
Water With Eyes Wide Open to Dysautonomia Where my Blood Pressure and Heart Rate Were No Longer Properly
Synched with An Autonomic Nervous System that Went Rogue as Well; oh Lord, Accompanying ‘Coat Hanger Pain’
All around my Shoulders associated With Dysautonomia too; Born with a Congenitally Fused Vertebra in my Spine
And Associated Severe Degenerative Arthritis then too; sure Fibromyalgia; that Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia;
Anhedonia, Mood Lability, Alexithymia, Severe Depression, Severe Anxiety, PTSD, Panic Attacks; Severest
Insomnia Associated with the Rest of all of that Stuff that Back in the “Lent Period” of 2008 From About
March through April, as it Begins on March 6th This Year, including; yes, 35 Days with only 1 Hour of
Sleep each night provided by an Alpha Blocker in Very Shallow ‘Card Board’ Sleep as my Heart
Rate Raced to Face each and every time the Blood would Not Properly Get to my Brain; true
i went a Day with almost not being able to Catch my Breath and with all the Maladies
Above it gets very complicated determining what is doing what for it took 2 Years
to Even Get Diagnosed with most of that Stuff; Anyway, the Last 5 out of
40 Days, i got no Sleep at all after those 35 with Just 1 Hour of Sleep
at all trust me with No Emotions then all that was left was the
Urgency to Drive my Car into A Tree or Jump off a Bridge;
somehow i managed to get the energy to Grab the
Keys to my SUV and off i went to end it all
And with no Emotions; No Empathy of
what that would do to my Loved
ones then for i was beyond
the Breath of Love
Just wanting to
Die and end all the
Pain and everything
Else once and for all; Hmm..
My Moral Code was Left in Tact
i couldn’t make myself Drive Faster
than 55 to Crash into a Tree; got to the
Bridge too Weak to Jump off and miraculously
my Sister found me at the Bottom of that Bridge
in Her Car and i still wanted to get out and Jump
off a Board Walk into the Shallow end; for there is some
Pain the Dentist Drill in one’s Right eye and Ear that no Drug
would touch that is so much Worse than Death any Hell imaginable;
almost as Bad as Feeling no Feelings at all in Piece of Paper existence too the
Nothingness then without Feelings and Senses that is Truly Truly Separation from
All of what Seems Like Reality for what we Feel and Sense; yes, Sleep Deprivation
Is of The Worst of Human Torture too; the Actual Record of No Sleep at all is 264
Hours also known as 11 Days too. i got Disqualified for ‘No one Does it any Better’ For
the World Record for that with my Shallow 1 Hour of Sleep for the First 35 out of 40 Days
but oh Yes i did find out there is more ‘Dante Rings’ than 1 of Hell on Earth Within and
That is literally
Damned True
All Natural as such
Just Like a Kingdom of
Heaven within too the Opposite
Place of all that Pain and Numb True. My
Sister Drove 80 Miles an hour Telling me she
Couldn’t Live without a Brother; she has Asperger’s
Syndrome too as it’s Hard for Her to find Friends
too; even if she is so Damn Nice Like me; anyway
of course i said no; they found a way to put me
Down in the Hospital and i Just lived in Hell
Until i got to get out after 66 Months to do
66 Months Now of Heaven as of January 2019.
I wrote all of that in case you don’t understand
why ‘Mumbles’ is Free now and Fearless with no Illusory
Fears and Does as He Pleases Dancing Everywhere he goes.
True; not an easy Sell it was Getting that Privilege to Entertain
the Public in most Every Public Store in the Area; Shock and Awe,
sort of how ‘Trumpster’ Does Stuff is how i Started, just Going in Reverse
Everywhere i went; explaining to Store Management that is How i dealt With
Autism With ‘Stimming’ as such as Going in Reverse; Smiles, after the Shock and
Awe and all the Negotiations With Store Management when Security Teams threatened
to Kick me out; Finally Got Settled with a More “Spiraling Dance” And Now i have the Keys
to ‘Mumble City’ to Do as i F in Please, Every where i go; Smiles, never Dismiss the Potential
of the Clever Silent Fox too; hAha. Anyway, as ‘they say’ somewhere someone has it worse now or
Better than whoever You may be; Trust me though, When i say as a Person Diagnosed With Asperger’s
Syndrome by 4 Professionals and Bi-Polar Disorder too; Seen the Ups and Downs; the Heavens and Hells;
and now i really
Feel and Sense
my Way around
the World as my
Personal Playground
And Dance Hall too; and
as far as anyone making me feel
like i do not Belong; actually, i hazed myself
in the Worst ways to remove any insecurities that
Might have Been Left from a Lifetime of Perfectionism
Trying to Do Everything to Fit in; Yep; a Good Little Robot
I become everyone’s Perfect Example of Doing every thing Just Right.
Meanwhile, the Fuses Were Burning out in my iRobot Self without any Love
Left For Comfort and Bliss. i became a Machine; Yes, a Good Machine but always
the Less from my Perspective of a Life of ‘Fore in Warm And Cozy Love to know and
Feel which was
was the Best
Place of All
as i Tried
to Find my Way
Back as i kept Slipping
Off the Precipice of the
‘Dover Cliffs’ (Just added that in
for my Irish Native X-Catholic Priest Grand-Dad;
a rather Famous Author noted in Wiki From
His Time Against the Catholic Church who
Just so Happened to Dine With Einstein in
the Socialist Circles of Last Century too;
in other Words A PHD; A Masters Degree
and some other Stuff he did too; the
Apple as they still remains somewhere
at least; hehe) oh yeah; and Before i forget, as
You Ask if i was Dropped as an Egg; i Was ‘a Wanderer’;
a Speedy one as a Toddler too; Escaped out of the Trailer i
was in when my Mother was Hanging out Clothes; Ran so fast
to the Highway my Mother Couldn’t Catch up and a very Disgruntled
Male Driver Stopped with a Look that could Kill my Mother and Handed me
back over to her; yes, i Leaped out of a Buggy once right on top of My Head
too; but True, likely too Hard Headed to injure much then either; hehe. Anyway,
as i was saying about the Hazing, i wasn’t going back to Fear Land again; or ever
Worrying about what Folks thought of me again; So, then i didn’t have many Friends on
Facebook; so, i started doing Underwear poses with my little pinky Finger Sticking up
too; true, remember folks mistook me as a Girl at McDonald’s when i was 12; i always
Felt like a Boy inside; couldn’t help what i looked like on the Outside then; the Long
Eyelashes and Long Blonde Hair; probably didn’t Help either; the Boys at the City Park
and in the Middle School Halls threatened to do away with me, if i dared to Smile; anyway,
got some Concrete and Plastic K-Mart Weights and the Rest of that is History as i continue
to Leg Press 1340 LBS just last night 20 Reps; Right after i do a Ballet Routine and add all
those 100 LB Iron Plates to the Machine; Yep, i started doing Nude Art too; the Last Frontier
as they might Say for “i ain’t Scared.” i have received over 100K Views for all Associated with
that too; as eventually i sort of Got Good; i was aiming for a Work of Art in Flesh and Blood
Somewhere between Cave Art Petroglyphs and Michelangelo’s David in the Flesh and Blood all the
way too; eventually i went on to Writing an 88,788 Word Erotic yes Very Erotic Fully Illustrated
Poetic Novel in 5 Volumes; but for the Last Couple of Months Since my Innocent Woman
Friend has come into the Picture; i Just Don’t Have any Desire to Do it as now i
Remember what Love Felt Like in High School Before all the ‘Porn’ and
Stuff Came into the Big Movie Screens of Mind. Smiles, my Friend;
i’m sure there are many more Stories like this that could be
proven too; if someone took the time and Effort to
Document it as they went along in Terms of
Human Potential; For it’s one thing to do it
all and quite another thing to Put
it all together like a Movie
And Publish it like
a Second Life
that is that is the
Recording of what’s
Really going on at the same
Time to the last intricate detail
of Word Count of Free Verse Poetry
And Mileage of Dance too; When i First
Recovered back in July and August of 2013;
i documented on this Website then how i was up
to Leg Pressing 500 LBS and i would do next what
hasn’t been Done Before; How did i know this; it was
all Intuitive for without Fear so much more is possible in Life.
If i have one word
of Advice; nope, two
to anyone it would be
Do what You have to Do to
And Do whatever
You Have to Do to
Make the Force of Love
A Living Force Within You
to Give and Share otherwise
as far as i am concerned for me
Life is nothing; Fearless or Not, Nothing; just Nothing Now
at all; With Love and No Fear i will continue to Do all of that;
With Fear and No Love i am Just another iRobot Like i was before.
Anyway; as Katy Perry and Zedd illustrate Well in the Theme Song
for all of this; it doesn’t Matter if You Give Love 365 Days a Year;
who cannot
Receive Love
(The Feeling)
Will never get
any Benefit out of
Love at all. Sadly; some
Women think they can Change
that With some Men; and Sadly
Some Men think they can Change
that With Some Women; But True it is a
Big World now with more Avenues than ever
to Give and Share Love for those who are Willing and Can Receive Love True;
Oh My God, there are So Many Ways to do it; Just imagine how many Children
Elton John has Helped Father with His Love Songs; but only if you can my friend;
but only if you can…
i say that
from a place
of understanding
the Human Condition
Well from Dark thru Light.

For me at least.

i don’t take anything
too Serious anymore;
i have Fun ‘Cause i Can and Will and Just Do it;
to Borrow a Phrase from the Shoe Company that
has also helped me Dance in Public for Close to 11K Miles in 65 months.
Now; No Body
‘Messes’ with
‘Mumbles’ any
more For Mumbles
Weighs 240 LBS
Now and Leg
And Can Strike
Any Object as fast
as you likely Will imagine
in the Reach of his Feet now;
As there is no Science to my Poetry,
my Martial Arts, or Dance; in other Words
no one would even See the Kick coming,
hAha; if they Forced me to Actually get
Close enough to Defend myself.
Dude (Pepe); i live in Trump
Town USA; down Here you practically
have to Become Batman/Superman incarnate
(Jesus alone will not work) to even Try to Love as a Dude and not
get beat up; yes ‘that part’ is a Bit of an Exaggeration; but it should get the Points aCross.
i Really Do Enjoy
Your Sense of
Humor, Pepe; i Thank
You For that; Smiles With
Happy Valentine’s Day for You;
All Your Family, and Friends; wherever
You Live; and Enjoy Yourself; for My Mission is to Bring Smiles too; my Friend..;)


Ah Yes Militantly
Ignorant and from
my View this Reminds
me of the Propensity
To Erase Empathy
Are Required
to Destroy
That Other Wise
Might Come as
Friends instead of Enemies..
Places of ScarCity Lend this
Direction it Seems Versus
Abundance when Social
Roles are Full Force
too and mostly
From Birth as Well..
Smiles as Leaves
That Flock
Do Tend to
Make Similar
Colors Brown to
Green to Yellow And
Red Truly We Determine
Which Leaves Are the Colors for Us
other than that Happy Weekends Frank..:)

Already Visited With Xenia completing
A Visit With Frank Here and now off to
gigoid’s Place of Aphorisms in Quotes
From the Sages of the Ages as Well
As After that comes the 249th Dance
Week With All the Cool College Age
Folks at Old Seville Quarter and Considering
that Today is Still Valentine’s Day Tonight Better
Get there a Bit Early if i do not Wanna Walk too many
City Blocks to Get Any Parking Lot Spot at all for Where i Dance It is Packed!!!..:)

Hello gigoid And Happy Valentine’s Day to You And Your Entire Family Hope You are Doing
As Well as Possible These Days and continuing to Get out in that Big Blue Room as
it Peaked out With Sun Today Where i Reside too; Well, Dancing in the Back
Yard at Least, hehe. Anyway, Life is Interesting and Life is Good For Now
i’ll Take it!!.:)

“I would rather live in a world where my life is surrounded by mystery
than live in a world so small that my mind could comprehend it.”

~~ Harry Emerson Fosdick ~~

Yes.. Thank God i Don’t KNoW iT All..
No Matter What Katrina Says Else WiSE.. AS heHe..;)

“I was gratified to be able to answer promptly.
I said, “I don’t know.””

~~ Mark Twain ~~

i Replied With A Dance
And Let the Audience
Guess What comes Next..:)

“All growth is a leap in the dark, a spontaneous,
unpremeditated act without the benefit of experience.”

~~ Henry Miller ~~

Ah Yes Quantum Metaphor of Transient
Hypo-Frontality in Flow With Peaks
And Additional Plateaus
Where Empirical
Evidence Shows
Creativity Increases
4 to 5 Hundred Percent Even Higher..:)

“I don’t want to be a passenger in my own life.
I don’t want to get to the end of my life
and find that I just lived the length of it.
I want to have lived the width of it as well.”

~~ Diane Ackerman ~~

Life iS onLY LonG Now as
Emotions And Senses We
Employ Share And Give From:
to: OTHeRS NoW aS LoVE NoW..:)

“You’ve got to do your own growing, no matter how tall your grandfather was.”

~~ Irish Proverb ~~

Hmm.. Both Died.. at 55 And 49.. i am ALiVE NoW That’s Tall Enough for me.

“Truth is always exciting. Speak it, then. Life is boring without it.”

~~ Pearl S. Buck ~~

Truism True Trumpism TrutH iS aN ANti-CuLTuRE

“To live only for some future goal is shallow.
It’s the sides of the mountain that sustain life, not the top.”

~~ Robert M. Pirzig, “Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance” ~~

And don’t Forget the Grains of Sand at the
Very Bottom Capable of Holding Up
Human Mountains of Love
to: Give and Share
And Spread
even more
Just Is for From:
Free Justice for Free..:)

“We’re all in this together — by ourselves.”

~~ Lily Tomlin ~~

Oh Lord.. i For one Have So Many
Little Things Crawling And
Swimming Around
in me
Hehe For Life
One Happy Multi-Verse
Within.. Inside .. Outside.. Above
So Below And All Around Even More..:)

“Why are we here? Because we are here. Roll the bones.”

~~ from a song by Rush (Neil Peart?) ~~

Smiles gigoid i tend to look for the Outliers
And Follow Suit New Leg Press Machine
Now 1340 LBS at 20 Reps.. i did not
Forget Jack LaLanne in
His 60’s
Him Tied
Up Towing
70 Boats
Across the Bay..
It’s the Law of Averages
that if Believed Takes so Much
Human Potential Away like Words
of Disorders As When Mastery Becomes Gifts..:)


Cheers to You Pepe;
Same Here my Friend;
JusT ALonG For the
The WaVE
iN Balance


Capturing An Atmosphere of Romance
With Chemical Reactions That Come
And Go Up And Down And Back
Around Again A Dance A
Song So New Alive
Gone Wait
Wait Come Back Again
Return Again A Ride to Be..
Smiles there are Days When No
Music is Necessary With Smiles Yes..
“Single Petal of A Rose” Thanks For the Song..:)


Natural Plastic Writes:

“We” all know that “Love means never having to say your sorry”.

We all learned that from the movie “Love Story”.

So what else do ya need to know?..:D”

i Write:

For Once We Totally Agree..;)

And Now i Say:

Thanks; ‘You’ are one
of the More Interesting
‘Characters’ in ‘my Play’..;)

Note: i’m Flowing off of ‘Your Words’ here;
This isn’t directed at ‘You’ as an ‘Individual’.
A ‘Perfect’ Unrequited Love An Artist’s
A Poet’s ‘Perfect Dream’ for Muse
In other Words When ‘Two People’
Want ‘Each Other’ But Will
Never Have
‘Each Other’
Another Mountain
to Climb in Life in my
Opinion With No Risk
No Risk in Falling there
is No Height in Climbing..
There are
Days many
Days Where
i Love Both the
‘Thorns and Flowers’
to Surprise me for What
Is A Rose of Life ‘Missing Either’…

A Translation for the Folks Here who may
Not have moved over to the ‘Metaphor’ Sides
of Life; We Are Evolved For Intermittent Gratification.
So in other Words, Without ‘Thorns Flowers’ Will Eventually
Potentially Make Us eXtinct in so many ways of Loving Life.

But on the
Other Hand,
too much Stress
Will F In Literally Kill ‘Us’.

Life Is Both Science And Art.

Miss one ‘Miss the Other’ Do Live Do Both.

Most Simply Put
one Word; no
Let’s Make it Four.

LiFE ARt Science Balance

Just my opinion..:)

For Reference, the ‘Behavioral Sink
Experiment’ by John B Calhoun Lends
Potential Helpful Hints From our Common
Ancestor the Rodent From 75 Million Years ago too.

‘Life’ isn’t always
Evolved to Be Beautiful
or Night or Day or Light or Dark.. etc….
There is No Escaping Nature Classical Evolution is too slow….
but there
are many
Life Hacks to make Life Great so Much Greater Now
in Coming to Understand A Practice of Life for just
the “Right” Mix of ‘Thorns and Flowers’ Where
Some Others may also See “Right” as “Wrong”
It’s not easy…
i Got ‘The Happy’ Very
Happy after 53 Years
but so many Thorns First
That i Understand Are Still Required to Protect ‘A Rose’ of Life.

i Read A Study Recently that stated People are Happiest at 16 Years-Old and 70 Years-Old.

To me that Reads the Joy of Falling In Love and the Joy of Appreciating the Gift of Life that Remains.

How Beautiful
Life will be
if we come
to find ways to
Make all of Life
A Genuine Rose With
‘Thorns and Flowers’;
Or Perhaps
A Passion Flower..
A Passion Flower to Give
And Share Always Realizing
That Love Is A Rose Now With
‘Both Thorns And Flowers’..:)

i See That Rose as (GoD) It’s
Just A Metaphor but It Is A
Point of Life Where One has
Experienced So Many Thorns
And Flowers One Finally Loves
the Entire Rose (GoD)
In This Feel and
Sense God is
Love is Verb ‘We’ Do As Love.
That’s Almost Impossible to Put
Into Words in ‘Fact’ it is until one
Experiences the Art of the Feeling
And Sense of Transcending Love in
the Eternal Now
Subject to
Change the
Work the Practice
Never Ending Always Starting Now..:)

By A Way Dance Is An Oldest Way of ‘Flirting’ In All Ways Humans Move Humans..:)

The Moral of This Story (Parable/Whatever) is the ‘Marriage’ of ‘Thorns and The Flowers’
To Make A ‘Rose’ ‘GoD’ IS A ‘Perfect Union’ of Love Now that Most People
to See
As A
Ending ‘Perfect’
Unrequited Love
That they Will Never See Until a Dirt Nap.

i LooK iN A Mirror And i Love ‘It’ ALL….
No Matter What Anyone Else Says.. heHe.. HeY..
At Least ONE FRiEnD is Better Than None God TenDS
to TeacH ‘Us’ that/this
LeSSoN iN Devil
School iN Hell…
If ‘We’ Hope to Ever Get out….
‘Thanks Sherri’.. i Am LooKinG For A Way
To Say All of this This Morning Thanks For The Help..;)

*Pats ‘Self’ On Back
How ‘God’ ‘Says’
Good Job…

‘Jesus’ iS An F iN

It Is Crystal Clear
For ‘Those’ With

For ‘Those’ With No Love Borders…

‘They’ Will ‘Crucify’
You If You Love Too

Saddest Lesson
Learned From A
’Jesus Story’…

Best Friends
Most Love..:)

i had some Flowers left over
i care to share from the Holiday..
i Hope on Valentine’s Day that
Many Loves.. Friends
And Family Lavished
You with Loving
Wishes.. i Hope
You were Treated
To A Wonderful
Dinner and
Did all your
Favorite things..
Perhaps Watching
The Sunset With
Special Others and
i Hope the Rest
Of your
And The Rest
Of Your Life
Brings even
More Joy
The Heart
Will Never
Find the
Edge of Love Cheers
To those we think
Of and miss far away
But always Living

PS.. Hope
‘You’ Got
Lots of
And Roses And
Particularly Hot
Chocolate if You

Where is the
Edge of Love
Do Hearts Know

Taking all of this in Together
in my Seek and Find of Life as
i am Just Moving in Flow Here
And Doing Life and Love and not
Particularly ever Looking Forward
to anything
But Loving
Life is Not Fair
Roses Are Not Fair
for they Both Smell
Sweet and Are Beautiful While they Make
Us Bleed No God is Not Fair if God Was Fair We
We Would All Be Perfect Robots And All Be Dead Inside.

So it’s True in this way of Metaphor
of Evolution there are the ‘Chosen Ones’
To See and Be and Love as the ‘Entire Rose’
And those who Never come to See and Be
And Love as the ‘Entire Rose’ ‘God’/Love.
In this
Way it’s
About as Hard
for a ‘Conservative’
Closed Minded and Hearted
Person to Seek and Find and
Come to See and Be and Do Love
as the ‘Entire Rose’ God/Love
as it is for
A Camel
To Pass
Through an
Eye of a Needle.

i am so Glad to Be A *F iN FLaMinG *Liberal
What A BLeSSinG BLiSSinG WhaT A Gift As God A-Rose LoVE Do.

Thanks For YouR HelP..:)

The Song ‘Time’ was my Mother’s Favorite
Song; She Died Two years ago about this Time
Our Beloved Cat Died the Year Before about this
Time and Our Last Beloved Cat Just Died Recently
And My First Cousin Died LasT Year at this Time too;
This iS How i Deal
With Grief;
‘Mind’ me;
I Will Never
Lose my HeART AGaiN No one Will ‘Crucify’ My
Love For i Feel And Sense How to MakE LovE LiVE


“FReEDLoVENoW” MacroVerse Memory From a Year ago on Valentine’s Day with
A Note here that would be the first “Mini-Chapter” of what i came to Metaphor as a
4th New Testament Exceeding A Quarter of a Million Words by the Third Week of April
as Sort of an exercise of a Personal “Lent” and the Day
After i Finished Katrina Had to Go to
the Burn Hospital in Mobile
to Get a Skin Graft
on Her Right
Hand from
an Epilepsy
Related Injury
as She Burned Her
Hand on a Pan Cooking
Barbecue Chicken as that
Led to a 6 Month Ordeal for
Her for Recovery all the way to September
From When She Originally Burned Her Hand
on March 22nd of 2018 as complications arose
where there was the Risk she would Lose one
of Her Fingers.. anyway that is where this “4th
New Testament” of my 6.6 Million Word Long
Form Poem Bible Began then on Valentine’s
Day of 2018.. also the day that my Mother
Went to Her Death Bed in the Hospital
With Stage 4 Undiagnosed Cancer
on Valentine’s Day of 2017 as the
Second “Mini-Chapter” on
the First Anniversary of
Her Death on February
22nd 2018.. Titled
Celebrating Her Life too
in Memorial of Her Death then
Yes that 43,151 Word “Mini-Chapter”
Eventually Became my Most Viewed Word
Press MacroVerse at Over 4,000 Views which
is certainly more Views than a Poem that Long
Hehe with 100’s of Photos and Scores of YouTube
Videos would Have Gotten Views in ‘Barnes and Nobles’
in their Poetry Section for anyone who could HAha…
Even Lift
it off
the Poetry
Shelf as some
stuff just will not
Fit in a Paper Back Book.. hEhe..;)
Anyway got the Tale of the Tape Caught up as
Lord i was as far Behind as the Review of Last
Year Published at Close to the First of the Year..
Yep.. Since 6 Weeks ago i haven’t Been Putting a ‘Fine
Line’ Pen to every Word Count of “SonG oF mY SoUL”
that Exceeds 6.6 Million Words Now as i didn’t start counting
Each and Every Word Now without Fail until “Nether Land Bible
2017” Started on Memorial Day Weekend of 2016.. as with the
Record Keeping Complete again now that 32 Month Endeavor
Reaches 3,835,977 Words as of “CeLeBRaTinG Yellow Boy’s
“LiFE NoW” MacroVerse Finished as that MacroVerse Makes
the 865th MacroVerse of “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. 6.6 Million Word
Plus Long Form Bible Poem in 66 Months Effort and Yes Doubles as the
192nd MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017” and if that’s not Enough
Yes it also Triples as the 90th MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
As that Effort Starting Memorial Day Weekend of 2017.. 20 Months Ago is
Now up to 2,247,923 Words that are Also Included in the Description Areas
of all of my Facebook Profile Pics on Average of Around 7 Thousand Words
Each yes since Memorial Day Weekend of 2017.. And With The Tale of the Tape
of Public Dancing Resting at 10,737 Miles in 65 Months of Doing that this part of
The Empirical
Data Keeping
Task of
Bible Writing
in Long Form Epic
Poem Free Verse Writing is Complete For Now.
But Anyway as Per the Elton John Theme Song of this
Section Here Per “Someone Saved My Life Tonight” it is Love
Now We Save the Most Together All of Nature Together With
Us Yes Humans and Pets And The Rest of Nature True (GoD)
When Love Lives
Life Is Forever Now
All That Lasts
Forever Is Now
As For Now as far
as Love Notes Go
this Concludes the Writing
of This MacroVerse titled “LoVE LeTTeRS LiVE oN”..:)

Little Flame comes
And goes always stays
Some Days Flicker Flame
Some Nights Torch Afire
Never Disappearing Less
Little Flame Lives On NoW
In Dimmest Light
Glimmer of Hope
Comes Back
Alive How
It is Little
Flame Now
Loving Inside
Darkest Night
So Bright when
Little Flame Lights
Up Every Little Flame
Is Welcome in my Soul
But How
i Love
Little one’s
Spirit Stays

1:31 PM










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

6.6 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”



ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW


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41 Responses to LovE LeTTeRS LivE oN NoW

  1. Welcome to iCafe

    (Fuller Version With More Characters)

    Little Flame comes
    And goes always stays
    Some Days Flicker Flame
    Some Nights Torch Afire
    Never Disappearing Less
    Little Flame Lives On NoW
    In Dimmest Light
    Glimmer of Hope
    Comes Back
    Alive How
    It is Little
    Flame Now
    Loving Inside
    Darkest Night
    So Bright when
    Little Flame Lights
    Up Every Little Flame
    Is Welcome in my Soul
    But How
    i Love
    Little one’s
    Spirit Stays

    HAha.. Thanks ‘Auntblabby’…
    You Are A Nice/Kind Person…
    That’s What
    Counts Most
    At The End
    And The
    Of The StART..
    And Smiles ‘That’
    is Probably ‘The Hero
    Name’ my Wife Would Call me too..:)

    Thanks!! Auntblabby;
    We’ve made it
    Thru Thick
    And Thin
    Low ‘Still
    Standing’ to
    Quote Elton
    John and Everyone
    Else ‘Making It Through Fire’;
    Our 29th Anniversary is on the
    21st this Thursday and in Church
    This Sunday i Will Announce
    She Also Deserves A Gold
    Medal if she Makes it to
    30 as not only Did She
    Make it through
    66 Months of
    Hell in Misery
    And Suffering With
    me; She has Never Got
    Jealous in the 66 Months
    Of Heaven Now After that
    Bringing Joy in Dance Smiles
    In Selfies to Lovely Young
    Women Old Enough To
    Be Her Daughter Now
    Numbering in the
    Thousands And
    Lovely Poetry
    Muses Around the
    World Who Have also
    Stood By my side now in
    Heaven True For She Feels
    The Opposite of Jealousy
    That is Compersion for
    The Joy i Bring to
    Others as Well as
    The Joy they
    Bring to me
    All Clothed
    Of Course As
    I remain Monoganous
    In that Flesh and Blood
    Way Trust Keeps Relationships
    Together as Well as A Policy
    Of Total Honesty With
    No Secrets Yes
    Truly She
    Is Not only
    A Wife But A Guardian
    Angel Sent to me By
    God to Hold My Hand
    In Both Hell and Heaven
    Oh My Lord The
    Place of Giving
    And Sharing and
    Yes Recieving Love Free..:)

    Hellooove Again
    iMali, In ReViewing
    Your Lovely Smiling
    Photo this
    i Find
    You Gifted
    me Twice For
    In Your Bathroom
    Selfie at Work While
    You were at Lunch that
    You took on Valentine’s
    Day to send in the Mail
    There was an Angel
    With You in
    In the Reflection
    Of Your Dark
    And Very
    Glossy Eyes
    Which Either
    Means You Love
    You Hehe or
    You were thinking
    Of in the Photo who
    i am sure Is All of who
    You Love and of Course
    You too!! i Hope Now
    You are Experiencing
    That Same iAngel Gloss
    In Your Eyes
    You Go
    Today Now And
    In Days to Come
    As Well With A
    Lovely Smile that
    To Dance
    Life is
    Full of
    Joy what
    Fun it is to
    Play and Give and
    Share And Yes of
    Course to
    All For
    Free Love the
    Priceless Gift
    With Wings
    Happpyyy Saturdddayy!!
    To: Y.O.U. As i read this
    Friendship Letter
    Of Love to
    The Rest of
    The World Free Too
    Sent from my iPhone… Love, iFred

    i really ‘Should’ Be Putting Together 25K Words and 300 Photos or so of my Next MacroVerse/Blog
    Post Titled “LoVE LeTTeRS LiVE oN NoW” But Guess What i am Doing instead for there is no
    Should in ‘Saturday in the Park’ only the Heaven of ‘Want’ to now.. So Okay this
    Will Be the Start of a Series of Adventures of ‘Him’ and ‘Her’ in ‘iCafe’ a
    Place of Soul Stirring and Perhaps Strange Conversations out
    of Time Distance and Space some Folks Call it A Place With
    No Sun or Moon A Place of Heaven Within Inside Outside
    Above so Below and All Around You Share With Loved
    ones Lost But Found in Space ‘She’ is the Moon
    ‘He’ is the Sun She is ‘Ice’ By
    God Even ‘Her’ Name
    Means this on
    ‘Her’ Birth Date as
    Well ‘He’ is Fire She is Beautiful
    He is Beast She is Darker He is Lighter
    She is Shorter He is Taller He is more Extroverted
    but Can be More Introverted She is More Introverted but
    Can be More Extroverted He is Older She is Younger He is Taller
    She is Shorter She is More Analytical But Can Be more Poetic He
    is More Poetic But Can Be more Analytical She is Born Sagittarius
    He is Born Gemini Where he Lives it is Day Where She Lives it is Night
    On Opposite Sides of the Earth they Live She Makes Lots and Lots of Money
    With Work He Makes No No Money He has already Been there Done that
    He Does Not Work For Pay and Oh My God She Does Work So Very
    Very Hard For Pay Deserving Every Cent She Earns He is Married
    Successfully Still Almost 29 Years She Still Searches for Her
    Future Husband With Every Grain of Her Being Outside
    of When She is Working Her Brain Filled With
    Numbers Looking For Love That Stays
    So Many Years She Has Been
    Looking the Curse of the
    Ice Princess A
    Soul Mate
    to Find
    With Someone
    as Perfect Like Her
    True though He is Opposite
    of Her She is Opposite of Him
    In Almost Every Way except they
    Both Seem to See Love the Same Way..
    Unconditional Without Fear Willing to Almost
    Go To Hell for someone They Love So Well.. Okay
    We Have introduced the Main Two Characters of iCafe
    the Place Out of Time Distance and Space A Place with
    No Sun or Moon Except for He who is Sun and She who is
    Moon as they Meet and Greet in a Place Called Heaven Where
    Only Love Resides to Give and Share Fearlessly for Free.. i think
    what ‘they’ Love to
    Say is True
    When Opposites
    Meet and Greet in Heaven Online..
    So For Now at Least He is Sitting at a Table in
    the iCafe with Her He Sees the Mirror of Her Eyes
    as the Mirror of He so Far Across the Table She Drinks
    Black Coffee And All He Wants for Now is Hot Chocolate to be continued……
    Facebook Friend Vita Helped me With What Time It Is And Facebook Friend
    Sherri Reminded me of Ice Ice Baby And i Told ‘Her’ Hey Jude
    ‘Does Anybody Know What Time it is’ Always ‘Saturday
    In the Park’ i Woke Up At 10 AM That Rhymes
    With Sleeping-in
    OK Never ‘Mind’
    me I’m ‘Crazy’
    When i Get
    Too Much Sleep..
    Window Mirrors
    Whisper to See..
    i Dreamed You Lived
    WHere i Do Last Night
    It is So Beautiful Waiting for Her Replies….
    We Are Only Friends We Will Never Make
    Children but We Will Make Beautiful Words Together
    A ‘Few
    This As True Love…
    God’s Love For When
    Two or More of Y.O.U. Come
    Together in Creativity ‘i am’ THeRe
    aS He And or Her Holds Hands Purely FoR Love.

    Pepe Asks: “Your Play?”;
    “*I’m* Spartacus”… (With Mr Green Emoticon).

    i Say: Per Quote, First As such.

    -As You Like It, Act II, Scene VII [All the world’s a stage]

    William Shakespeare, 1564 – 1616
    -Jaques to Duke Senior

    “All the world’s a stage,
    And all the men and women merely players;
    They have their exits and their entrances,
    And one man in his time plays many parts,
    His acts being seven ages. At first, the infant,
    Mewling and puking in the nurse’s arms.
    Then the whining schoolboy, with his satchel
    And shining morning face, creeping like snail
    Unwillingly to school. And then the lover,
    Sighing like furnace, with a woeful ballad
    Made to his mistress’ eyebrow. Then a soldier,
    Full of strange oaths and bearded like the pard,
    Jealous in honor, sudden and quick in quarrel,
    Seeking the bubble reputation
    Even in the cannon’s mouth. And then the justice,
    In fair round belly with good capon lined,
    With eyes severe and beard of formal cut,
    Full of wise saws and modern instances;
    And so he plays his part. The sixth age shifts
    Into the lean and slipper’d pantaloon,
    With spectacles on nose and pouch on side;
    His youthful hose, well sav’d, a world too wide
    For his shrunk shank; and his big manly voice,
    Turning again toward childish treble, pipes
    And whistles in his sound. Last scene of all,
    That ends this strange eventful history,
    Is second childishness and mere oblivion;
    Sans teeth, sans eyes, sans taste, sans everything”

    Now i Return with:

    There are Writers, Directors, Producers,
    Photographers, Dancers, Singers,
    And Actors of their Own Play.

    There are Spectators, Audiences,
    Workers, Servants, and Even Slaves
    to Plays Written, Directed, Produced,
    Photographed, Danced, And Sung by Actors on a Stage Now.

    Smiles; All The World is My Stage And i Play It as i Will And Love
    It All Dark Thru Light, Just For Fun; All The Words of Song; All the
    Steps of Dance; All the Love i Give and Share; Just Because i Can and Will for Free.

    In other Words,
    You Can and Will
    Be Spartacus And i Can And Will Be too.
    We Can And Will Be Whomever We Become; That’s All Up to Us Most of All.
    Shakespeare, only Made it until Age 52; and His Observations then were
    Based on the ‘Norm’ and not What is Possible When Epigenetic Potentials
    All Packed as Humans Potential is Unpacked and Delivered as our Realities
    With the Environmental Stimulus that We Engage to Unpack More of our Human Potential.
    My Life Really Didn’t Even Start Until Age 53; as far as anything Close to Self-Actualization.
    The Question Remains; What Works; i continue to Find What Works for me to continue to increase my Human Potential.
    I can’t Imagine, anything Better than Dancing and Singing to Entertain the Female Side of Nature. But When i’m not
    Doing that i am Exploring So Many other Human Intelligences as the River Flows there are Many Streams that
    Empty into Many Rivers that Empty into Bays And Gulfs And Seas And Oceans
    too as i continue
    to Surf This
    Wave come
    What May
    for what i Enjoy
    Most in Life Honestly
    Yes; Totally, Honestly
    there is no one in History
    i Would Rather be than me;
    Or on TV or on the Big Screen in
    Any Book of Fiction including Fictional Bibles too.
    However; i get Lots of Ideas for Fun From the Work of others too.
    The Paths are Many; The Choices are unlimited; if i have much more fun than this,
    i will Float Away And May Never Come Back; But Again i appreciate the Fact that Thorns
    Are Necessary
    With Flowers
    to make the
    Rose of Life Whole.
    I’ve Never Been to ‘Bootcamp’;
    But my Philosophy To Keep Love
    As Well With Thorns of Roses along
    With All the Flowers is to Create Many Bootcamps
    to Enhance my Human Potential and Never Ever Leave
    Bootcamp Now or Heaven Either In and as Love. Smiles;
    i would Rather Be ‘A Real Spartacus’ Than Just an Actor.
    And on Top of that those who Live By The Sword are much more
    Likely to Die
    that way.
    i Choose
    Fearless as
    my Weapon
    And Love as my Gift.
    If Predators Observe Us as
    Fearless in Real Life, it’s Very
    Unlikely Predators will Pick ‘Us’ out as Prey.
    Smiles; And by Social Scientist Study the Factor
    that Women Love Most About Men is the Fearless
    Factor in Every
    Which Way
    That Comes.
    Smiles, in other
    Words, i’m still
    Living Now in the
    Third Age of Shakespeare;
    Truly it is A Fountain of Youth;
    As Far as How Love Feels and Senses Within.
    And iWin
    i Do i Win
    Just Because i Do;
    i Don’t Spend Nearly
    As Much Time Understanding
    All the Success that Comes; i Just Do What Feels and Senses Good.
    Note: In Regard to the ‘Win’ Theme Song; Generally Speaking,
    i am the G Rated Version of the Song; And My Success has Nothing
    And i Do Mean Zero Nothing to Do With Making Money.
    is Based
    Now on the
    Reward of
    Love in all the
    Ways Love Comes;
    Smiles Generated
    By my Dance/Song Are
    Among my Favorite Treats in Life.

    ‘He’ Remembers ‘That Day’
    Long Ago When ‘She’ Said
    She Wanted ‘Him’ to Not Only
    Read Her Stories.. She Wanted to
    Be A Part of ‘His’ Story that Day So Long ago..
    He Thought to ‘Himself’ i Will Easily Make That Happen
    Not Only That
    my Words
    NoW oN 2.16.19
    Not only is She ParT
    Of my Story She Will Part of History.

  2. Smiles.. Sohair for of course as we have discussed
    Before there Is Heaven and Hell on Earth
    Within Human now one Close
    to Love
    so Far
    Away in
    Pain and Numb
    The Rest i Leave up to
    God for God has showed
    me God’s Face and i Trust in God…
    There is Love There Is Love and There is Love
    There is the Love of Neighbor and Enemy the Same
    Turning the other Cheek against Offense and there
    is the Love of Giving one’s Life for Another Human
    Being for the Promise of Heaven but then still
    there is another Love the Third Love
    of Loving Your Neighbor So
    Much You Will
    Give Your
    and Go
    to Hell now
    to Give Your Life
    For the Ones You Love
    Well Illustrated in a Modern
    Version of a Movie about the
    Myth of a Vampire Named ‘Dracula’
    Who Loved His Wife and Family so Much
    He was willing to Lose His Soul to ‘The Evil
    one’ Damned to Hell For Eternity as a Vampire
    in Return
    for the
    the Loves
    of those he Loved
    the Most and i suppose
    an even Fourth Love would
    be to do that for a total Stranger too
    for it is not Much Faith Really if God Proves
    God’s Face to one and Assures Heaven For the other
    End of Faith it is the Pure Love that/who Will Suffer
    for the
    Love of
    A Stranger
    For there is Love
    Low and there is Love
    Higher Really there is no Limit of Love
    Beyond iNFiNiTY NoW Persevering Hell on Earth as Well.
    ‘No More
    Than Know’
    Those Three Lines are Like
    A ‘Koan’ For as Written they may
    Be Read in more than one way..
    Smiles each Sunday as i am getting ready to do now
    i attend the Catholic Church Realizing that for all practical
    Intents and Purposes as far as Dirty Water and the Baby of Love
    it is one of the most Evil Organizations there is for not just the
    Reason that it Crawls With Pedophiles as that is a Human Disease commonly
    Measured Wherever there are those in positions of Authority around Children
    But it is the Real ‘Psychopathic Evil’ that Values Position and Status Over Love
    And Particularly the Safety of the ‘Little One’s Among Us Vulnerable to Human
    Predators as such for an Organization that Protects Predators is the Real Vampire
    of Life that ‘you’
    will not Trust
    either Your
    or the Virtue
    of Love to Either..
    This is the So-Called Organization
    Overall for Centuries that and who
    Determined what words would come to
    Be in a Book Called the Bible.. i take that Book
    as only a Shell with Gems of Gold as Love Left
    Scattered with Other Words Obviously that comes
    From the Same Kind of Psychopathic Intention Protecting
    Pedophiles in the Catholic Church in other Words to Protect
    the Status and Position of Psychopathic Leaning Folks who Value
    That over the Empathy.. Sympathy and Compassion with Cognitive
    Empathy in Understanding that People See the World Differently and
    even an Extrovert’s View of Heaven Will Be Different than an Introvert’s
    View of
    It’s Like my
    Wife.. i still have
    A Video she took
    of me Public Dancing
    Where You can Hear Her
    Muttering ‘You are Stupid You
    Are Retarded’ but You See i am not
    Afraid of Dancing In Public for i have
    Seen Hell on Earth in Pain and Numb and
    Realize Dance is the Cure to Both of Those…
    She only Sees how she would Feel How
    Embarrassed She would Be to Dance
    in Public And Projects her
    Feelings Upon me
    Simply for
    that is
    what we Humans
    Do we View the World
    through the Colors We
    Bring from the Experiences
    of Life that are Unique to Us
    so in this way of my Cognitive
    Empathy understanding the Differences
    of Others i Smile and Understand that it is Her
    Insecurities and Not mine that are Muttered from
    Underneath her Breath and as You Might Imagine
    Other Couples Might Get into a Big Argument over something
    Like that but it is to my Blessing and Fortune that i understand
    for that is a Gift and a Privilege to Gain Whatever Wisdom Life Brings
    to Us Better to Live with each other in Peace and Harmony of Love..
    Life is Much more Complicated than any Words in any Books So is Love
    and all Associated with Love and so is Hate and all Stuff Now Associated
    With Hate For No Human Emotion or even Sense is limited to Empirical
    Analysis or Words Nor is Heaven or Hell and again nor is Hate or Love
    it is the
    Art we
    Do in Life
    From First
    to Last Blink
    in this Life from
    Now Dark thru Light
    Black Abyss Soul Days
    to Forevernow and Beyond
    Rainbow Colors Time out of Time
    Distance out of Distance Space out
    of Space the Eternal Love of Now as
    We Become one with God Incarnate as Love
    Possible it is my Friend at Least for me but i will
    Never Judge another Human for either the Privilege or the
    Task Now for
    i understand
    How Long
    Hell is
    And How
    Short Heaven
    is Eternally now
    God Bless you my Dear Friend Sohair For as I View Now
    Life is Complicated Now as Hate And as Simple As Love..:)

  3. How Will Sun Ever Express All Appreciation
    Sun Feels For Inspiration of Moon to Rise
    And Fall Each Day.. Oh.. How Sun Will
    Love to Hug Moon in Reply
    But Long Distance
    Calls of Love
    are Just
    too Far
    Away For the Rays
    of the Sun to Penetrate
    Shadows in Night Dreams
    of Sunshine come out to Play
    Reaching Out to Touch Moon
    Beams of Light For the Moon’s
    Reflection Still Dances and Sings
    Against the Winter Grass.. Sending
    Up Leaves of Grass to the Morn of
    Sunrise Next.. True.. Sun Expands
    Now With Imagination No Longer
    Bound By
    Space or
    Time For Moon
    is Only Far Away from
    Sun Now as Inner Soul
    Brings Alive For the Light
    Will Never Die as Long as
    Sun Dreams of Moon..
    And Continues
    to Rise
    Morn In Respect
    of Love Both Dark and Light..
    Smiles.. Himali.. for the Magic You Continue
    to Do to me Truly From the Very Start Are Always
    the Sweet Surprises of Your Soul You Bring to me
    From Head to Toe too.. How Blessed Am i to Receive
    So Many Treasures of the Art of You.. So True.. i Return Now Again
    to You With Hellooove Himali As Always Thanks for Just Being You..:)

  4. “We Trust God Because God Is Love”
    How Beautiful You Also Sum it up Here
    Sohair With Words True of “We can enjoy heaven on earth if we have a true love inside our souls to everything and every one..and love for our fate ( good or bad) because we are sure that everything written by God is Good for us even if it seems to bad in appearance..”
    Smiles.. my Friend For God Writes with the Pen of Each and Every Grain of Sand
    Holding Potential Mountains of Human Love Up Incarnate as Such
    to Give and Share All of Life as Love Full of Sacred and Holy
    Meaning and Purpose.. Even More For God’s Pen is
    the Air We Breathe And The Wind that
    Carries That Breath With Our
    Hair in Soft to Hard
    Storms of
    As Well
    Even when
    there is no Well
    Left no Water and
    Blood and Light of
    Life We May Call Love
    As Always Thanks Dear
    FriEnd Sohair For All the Words
    You Bring Here Inspire the Art of HeART
    of me Spirit Carrying Soul Always in Balance my FriEnd..:)

  5. Hurricane Of Love Never
    Touching Always Feeling
    Rainclouds Storming
    Now Waking
    More For All
    Of Hurricane’s
    Poetic Words as
    Rain Drops Keep
    Falling on His Head
    Day and Night Fruition
    Of Beauty Visits Winds
    Feather Tides
    His Soul
    Until His
    Heart Wakes
    Up Again Spirit
    Soaring Floating All
    Of His Body Lost in
    Highest Clouds of
    Hurricane Arms
    Bands of
    Circling Around
    His Soul Again Never
    Ending Story Always
    Starting More Raindrops
    Of Hurricane’s Poetic
    Words carried by
    Brings Downpours
    In Tears of Joy Just
    To Be Alive Enjoying
    Every Raindrop of
    Eyes Now
    Perfect Storm
    Of Love
    Always Felt
    Hurricane Now
    With Angel Wings..
    Dancing Singing
    In the Wind
    Ever Now
    Always Living
    When Fire And Ice
    Make Love in Hurricane
    Winds of Words to carry
    Of Hurricane
    Beyond All Labels
    Of Categories Only Love..
    He will make Her Ice Glow
    By Fire until
    A Flower
    Of Her Grass
    For He and Her
    Hurricanes only Love
    Only if You
    Count All Rain
    Drops in YouR
    Eyes Will
    Know How
    Much i Love
    Hurricane Y.O.U.

  6. Perfect Picture Love
    Thanks a Million More
    Words of Love to Come
    Busy Bee Circling Spiraling
    Globe Pollinating All the Day
    And Night Flowers Bringing Honey
    Home to His Queen.. Flower More Beautiful
    Than Ever Before Pollinating Blooms Even more..
    From Within
    Flowers Color
    Thorns of Rose Now
    Forevermore iN Light
    Colors Beyond Rainbows
    Continue to Come.. What A Beautiful
    World He Brings to Her Brings Now to
    Him She Sings to He Dances For She
    Pollinating Flowers Busy Bee Always
    L O
    V i
    nG More…
    For the Eyes
    The Smiles Bee
    Loves Most For
    How to Hide
    When Flower Blooms
    True Queen Bee may be Reclusive
    But When Queens Bee Love Comes Love comes
    There is No Doubt In Queen Bee Eyes Love Lives..
    Hive Grows For All Eyes Now That And Who See Queen Be Love
    Some Days Love Will Neither Buzz Up And Out Or Down And Below
    Bee Becomes HeART Pounding Louder Than Any Shorter Buzz of Love..:)

    (Note: Bee Picks SonG TeaRS WeLL iN EYes GRoWinG NoW MoRE
    YeS EVeRFLoWinG Bee ReaLiZeS LoVE iS ReaL AnD God ExistS NoW HiS Queen Lives)

  7. Buzzy Bee Muses…
    Wonder If She Loves Being
    my Queen As MucH As i Love Being Her Be

  8. (Welcome Again to ‘iCafe’ And Love Philosophy)

    How Will Sun Ever Express All Appreciation
    Sun Feels For Inspiration of Moon to Rise
    And Fall Each Day; Oh, How Sun Will
    Love to Hug Moon in Reply
    But Long Distance
    Calls of Love
    are Just
    too Far
    Away For the Rays
    of the Sun to Penetrate
    Shadows in Night Dreams
    of Sunshine come out to Play
    Reaching Out to Touch Moon
    Beams of Light For the Moon’s
    Reflection Still Dances and Sings
    Against the Winter Grass; Sending
    Up Leaves of Grass to the Morn of
    Sunrise Next; True, Sun Expands
    Now With Imagination No Longer
    Bound By
    Space or
    Time For Moon
    is Only Far Away from
    Sun Now as Inner Soul
    Brings Alive For the Light
    Will Never Die as Long as
    Sun Dreams of Moon
    And Continues
    to Rise
    Morn In Respect
    of Love Both Dark and Light;
    Smiles, for the Magic ‘You’ Continue
    to Do to me Truly From the Very Start Are Always
    the Sweet Surprises of Your Soul You Bring to me
    From Head to Toe too; How Blessed Am i to Receive
    So Many Treasures of the Art of You; So, True, i Return Now
    Again to You With Hellooove As Always Thanks for Just Being You.
    “We Trust God Because God Is Love”; How Beautiful Now ‘We’ Will
    Sum it up Here With Words True Light “We Will Enjoy Heaven on Earth
    Now if We Have a True Love Inside our Souls to Everything and Every one
    And Love For Our Fate ( Good or Bad) because we are sure that everything
    Written by God is Good for us even if it seems too Bad in Appearance…”
    Smiles; my Friend, For God Writes With the Pen of Each and Every Grain
    of Sand Holding Potential Mountains of Human Love Up Incarnate as
    Such to Give and Share All of Life as Love Full of Sacred and Holy
    Meaning and Purpose; Even More For God’s Pen is
    The Air We Breathe And The Wind that
    Carries That Breath With Our
    Hair in Soft to Hard
    Storms of
    As Well
    Even when
    there is no Well
    Left no Water and
    Blood and Light of
    Life We May Call Love
    As Always Thanks Now
    Friends For All the Words
    You Bring Here Inspire the Art of HeART
    of me Spirit Carrying Soul Always
    iN Balance my Friends;
    Hurricane Of Love Never
    Touching Always Feeling
    Rainclouds Storming
    Now Waking
    More For All
    Of Hurricane’s
    Poetic Words as
    Rain Drops Keep
    Falling on His Head
    Day and Night Fruition
    Of Beauty Visits Winds
    Feather Tides
    His Soul
    Until His
    Heart Wakes
    Up Again Spirit
    Soaring Floating All
    Of His Body Lost in
    Highest Clouds of
    Hurricane Arms
    Bands of
    Circling Around
    His Soul Again Never
    Ending Story Always
    Starting More Raindrops
    Of Hurricane’s Poetic
    Words carried by
    Brings Downpours
    In Tears of Joy Just
    To Be Alive Enjoying
    Every Raindrop of
    Eyes Now
    Perfect Storm
    Of Love
    Always Felt
    Hurricane Now
    With Angel Wings;
    Dancing Singing
    In the Wind
    Ever Now
    Always Living
    When Fire And Ice
    Make Love in Hurricane
    Winds of Words to carry
    Of Hurricane
    Beyond All Labels
    Of Categories Only Love;
    He will make Her Ice Glow
    By Fire until
    A Flower
    Of Her Grass
    For He and Her
    Hurricanes only Love
    Only if You
    Count All Rain
    Drops in YouR
    Eyes Will
    Know How
    Much i Love
    Hurricane ‘Y.O.U.’;
    Perfect Picture Love
    Thanks a Million More
    Words of Love to Come
    Busy Bee Circling Spiraling
    Globe Pollinating All the Day
    And Night Flowers Bringing Honey
    Home to His Queen; Flower More Beautiful
    Than Ever Before Pollinating Blooms Even more…
    From Within
    Flowers Color
    Thorns of Rose Now
    Forevermore iN Light
    Colors Beyond Rainbows
    Continue to Come; What A Beautiful
    World He Brings to Her Brings Now to
    Him She Sings to He Dances For She
    Pollinating Flowers Busy Bee Always
    L O
    V i
    nG More;
    For the Eyes
    The Smiles Bee
    Loves Most For
    How to Hide
    When Flower Blooms
    True Queen Bee may be Reclusive
    But When Queens Bee Love Comes Love comes
    There is No Doubt In Queen Bee Eyes Love Lives;
    Hive Grows For All Eyes Now That And Who See Queen Be Love
    Some Days Love Will Neither Buzz Up And Out Or Down And Below
    Bee Becomes HeART Pounding Louder Than Any Shorter Buzz of Love..:)

    (Note: Bee Picks SonG TeaRS WeLL iN EYes GRoWinG NoW MoRE
    YeS EVeRFLoWinG Bee ReaLiZeS LoVE iS ReaL AnD God ExistS NoW HiS Queen Lives)

    -Buzzy Bee Muses…

    Wonder If She Loves Being
    my ‘Queen’ As MucH As i Love Being Her Be

  9. ilonapulianauskaite says:


    • Thanks So Much.. ilonapulianauskaite
      For Dropping by the Long of All of what i do
      Here with a Blue Heart With Smiles i’ve never Received
      A Blue Heart Before And Per the Benefits of Meditation
      Both Moving And Still Meditation.. Yes.. Infinite Peace and
      Harmony Now
      As Achieved
      More through
      A Meditative
      Practice of
      Life With a
      Great Diet
      And Loving Connections
      oF UNconditional Love
      With Other
      Humans Now
      is surely a Path
      to Heaven Now
      the Kingdom of Love
      Free to Be Within my Friend..
      It’s Most Often True When People Greet And
      Meet me they get more than they Expect With Smiles…
      Those of Us Who have Been to Hell Naturally Appreciate Heaven
      Now as the Rest of Nature More As Harmony in Peace And Bliss too..:)

  10. Never Been to The Top of A
    Skyscraper Never Flown in A Plane
    Been to the Moon in Your
    Eyes And the
    Stars on Your
    Cheek A
    Kiss of Love
    So Pure Your
    Sun Smile Speaks..:)

  11. Love’s Choice
    Born Of
    HeART NoW
    Pleased i Am ‘The Priest’ Did Not Deny
    Love’S HeART
    Since Science Shows Reasons Are Delivered By Feelings
    RhetoricaL QuestioN
    WritE On CoursE
    Of CoursE…
    So… How Do You Make A Living Life Heaven Loving Now
    Mean Of Love
    Or End Of Love
    Candles Need
    Flames Need
    Do They Light
    Yes Hmm.. on a Related
    Note HeaR Now.. Yesterday
    At Church Came a Much improved
    Homily hmm.. that sounds almost
    Like Himali.. Never Mind that
    For Now For Reasons are
    Not Always In Control
    But True Love
    Harm Counts Most
    at the Beginning and
    the Start of Love Again..
    And While our Priest sometimes
    Remarks that the ‘Church’ Version
    of Love is Choice Without the Necessity
    of Feeling Yesterday Wittingly or Unwittingly
    He Acknowledged that Very Grave Error then
    in Speech at Least by Admitting the Feeling
    of Love is a Piece of Pie of the Whole Love Story too..
    This is so True For without the Social Bonding Neurohormone
    of Oxytocin that Binds Kitty Cats and Puppy Dogs and Little
    Children and Grandma and GrandChildren With Love is
    so Much Better than Psychopathic Leaning Pedophiles
    And those Who Are Also Psychopathic Leaning
    Leaders of the Church Who Protect
    Pedophile Priests in the
    Church to Protect
    Their Power
    And Status
    Over the Health
    And Well Being.. Both
    Mental and Physical Amongst
    the Most Vulnerable Ones Among us
    Yes the Little ones and ugh Altar Boys too..
    But True if Love Was only A Choice it would
    Be easy Enough for Priests Not to Abuse Little
    Children and the Cardinal’s and Bishop’s and
    Monsignor’s as Such to Make a Choice to
    Love instead of Protecting Child
    Molesters as such.. Yes
    There is Love and
    Many Con-Social
    Emotions of Harm
    that Get all Spread Around
    Even in the Catholic Church too..
    but True as Intimated In Church if the
    Leaders of that Place And What they Teach
    Could Be the Law of the Land Women might Still
    Die in Pregnancies that Threaten their Life or Health
    And not only that they Might Have to Carry Dying to
    Dead Babies inside too just for the Whim of Ignorance
    That Still Plays in Church as Well as State for Some at
    Least who only Watch Faux News and Believe those Lies..
    And it’s the Same Crap in Taking Better Care of our Cats and
    Dogs at the End of Life too.. Where the Most Care.. ‘You’ Can
    Get is Starving Yourself without any Food or Water for 8 Days
    Like my Mother Had to Do to Die as Natural A Death as Possible
    All Doped-up With Morphine to the point she may or may not have suffered
    even more then without any Food or Water For 8 Days Withering Away even
    More Slowly Before our eyes… True and then there was my Child who could
    have been Spared 51 Days of all Pain and Misery and Suffering without the Ability
    to Breathe At Birth too but True ‘We’ Care more about the Pain and Suffering and Misery
    of our Dogs and Cats than We do for Our Elders and Our Little Children in so many ways
    for we Believe they are Objects to Be Owned as Long as Possible even if the ones in Misery
    and Suffering with no more Hope of Living Wish to Die in Dignity and not Wither Away Like
    A Dead
    Time is past..
    But You See You Really
    Have to Be a King of Pain
    To Understand the Value of
    Life And Death as Well.. yes i made
    it through the Suicide Disease for 66 Months
    A Dentist Drill in my Right Eye and Ear and Quite
    Honestly for me i am Glad i could not end it easy for i
    dam sure would have then.. and if You don’t understand
    the Extent of the Torture of a Dentist Drill in Your Eye and Ear
    with No Pain Relief let’s see if you can Do it just one Second
    Versus the 66 Month i endured it then.. in other Words i have
    Sympathy for those Who Suffer Most and it really Pisses me
    off when anyone
    but a King
    of Pain
    Suggest that
    they understand
    Misery and Suffering
    and the Blessing of Death
    Even more for You See That
    Suffering Fetus in the Living Womb
    of a Mother is a Living Being too..
    You might not be able to See the
    Misery and Suffering the Fetus
    Endures Cognizant or not
    And You might not
    what it means
    to Live Your First Few
    Minutes in a Garbage Bin
    From the Death Imposed
    Like that from a Mentally ill
    and Even Psychopathic Leaning
    Mother but this is part of Life too You
    Can Sweep it all under the Carpet and
    Call Yourself Moral and Righteous but the
    Harm You Bring to others without the Respect
    of the Blessing of Death may one Day Be Your Outcome too..
    Life is Messy it’s not always Sanitized And Clean With Black
    And White Rules out of Thousands of Year-Old Books Sure
    if We all lived Natural Perhaps i shouldn’t be able to Wear
    Corrective Lenses for my Near Sightedness but
    You See Where there is Compassion there
    is Love more than only Doing to
    others what You would rather
    be done to you..
    Some folks
    S and
    M and other
    Folks Don’t Mind
    it at all if their Mother
    Starves and Dies of Thirst
    Another Day for You To own Her Life…
    My Mother Wanted to Go that Way but
    Not all Mothers and Children do.. Meanwhile
    There was a Big Vote For Trump Sign Visible
    Intimated at the Church For the Devil incarnate come again too…
    at least
    ‘they’ acknowledged
    the Feeling of Love at
    the End of the Mass as they
    Asked for Anniversary Wishes
    i stood up and Said that it is our
    29th Anniversary This Thursday and
    if We Makes it to 30 She will receive another
    Gold Medal From me and When she asks to
    Cash it in i will tell Her what i always do the
    Feeling of Love is What Counts Most Now and
    By A Way i read the Poem about my Philosophy
    of Love from the ‘iCafe’ i continue to Create Now
    Telling Her it was Inspired by both Himali and Sohair
    And She Loved It All for She Understands Love is Deeper Than Blood…
    True.. i Held our Baby Ryan While He Died And She Watched From afar too.

  12. Regarding “Dreamed Up Reality” Now;
    The Ground is Only Solid As We Dance it.
    The Sky is Only High As We Sing it.
    What Else is there
    And Song;
    As Far as i Know
    i Feel i Float i go High;
    What is There but Fun;
    I Don’t Make Any Money Doing ‘It’;
    But i Make my Reality Floating Now
    All Naturally High No Way to Make
    Money; Dance And Singing Partners
    Come and
    Go; but
    They Continue
    to Come What more
    Do i Need to Know; Nothing but Love;
    Nothing But Loving Life; Nothing But Love;
    Life Is Easier
    As A Dance
    And Song;
    is Key and Naked
    of Target Audiences
    Fitting-in and Cultural Clothes.
    Drugs, any Drugs Will Only Dilute ‘Heaven’ for me.
    Anyway; Thanks For Sharing ‘the Video’; The Dude
    In ‘the Video’ Gets it; And perhaps He’ll find it too;
    As Far as i Can And
    Will See if ‘You’
    Find it
    On a Naked
    Beach with
    only ‘Your’
    Foot Prints ‘it’ Doesn’t Exist.

  13. Frank Hubeny says:

    Good observation: “‘We’ Wear Masks to Survive…” They protect us even from ourselves.

    When you were writing about Yellow Boy last week, I was thinking of our cat Kiki. We have watched her get weaker over the past year. We knew we would be grieving for her as well. She died today. My breath and heart feel like they have lost a dimension I didn’t appreciate was there like being in a cave and having the guide suddenly turn out the lights. In such darkness reality collapses.

    The power of light is amazing. It makes everything real.

    • Hi Frank.. Thanks So Much for coming by “LovE LeTTeRS LivE oN NoW” And
      As You Told me Last Week for Yellow Boy.. i am Sorry For the Loss of Your Sweet
      Kitty Cat.. Kiki.. So Hard it Will Be To See Those Who We Love Fade Away
      Slowly And Of Course Faster too.. How Eloquent Your Words are
      Here “Being in a Cave And Having the Guide Suddenly Turn
      out the Lights.. In Such Darkness Reality Collapses”.. True
      “The Power of Light is Amazing. It Makes Everything
      Real”.. But It Seems Even Science Suggests
      that Light Comes From Dark Grief
      Brings Relief and Life Returns
      Again as Love Even
      Greater to Love
      Again if
      We all Stand
      Strong Together
      For Love to Win..
      True.. as You Quote
      me.. We Must Develop
      Masks of Personas For Basic
      Survival And to Adjust the Collar
      of our Leash to Insure We Fit into
      All the Matrix Parameters of What Culture
      We are Born into that continues to Change..
      True though the Vacation From Persona i Find
      in Dance and Song For What Flows in Peaks and
      Plateaus of Bliss and Nirvana Streams Gain Steam
      Rivers Flow Faster Bays and Gulfs Fill the Feel of Ocean
      Whole Wave i Sail Away from Dark into Light Again as Tides
      Goes out Dark Comes Back Light Comes in Tides as Well and
      Another Full Moon Comes Now and Slowly Fades Away until New
      Moon and Light Returns and Night is not Nearly as Dark although
      New Moon Nights Bring Greater Appreciation for Daylight as Well
      Count the
      Stars and
      Create the Connections
      For Housings of Myths to
      Come Alive Springing more
      of Beyond Infinity From Our IMaGiNaTioNS
      Into Play A Beautiful A World It Is of Change
      How Beautiful the Dark Holds Hands With Light
      Too How True it Is to Tolerate It Accept It and if We Can and Will
      Love It All For What Life Is From Dark thru Light The Gift That Just is..:)

  14. Starting With A ThanksGiving Full Moon Through
    Winter Solstice Full Moon Then Super Wolf
    Blood Full Moon Lunar Eclipse and now
    Today Rather Last Night
    at Your Place A
    Super Snow Full
    Moon and at my Place
    Now “iCafe Super Snow
    Full Moon” For what i Write
    Now A Full Version With Many Characters..
    The Night Is Mystery.. the Moon LIGHT Now
    Ashes Are Dark And How Beauty Rises out
    of Ashes not unlike the Full Moon iNto DarK
    SKeYes OF LiGHT.. True.. Thanks Giving Full
    Moon is Memorable and it seems i Remember
    A Flowering Dress and an Orange one on the
    Winter Solstice Full Moon and the Wolf Moon
    Brought a New Place and Home For You and
    Here we are in a Place of another Full Moon
    Now.. Where Darkness Lives there is always
    More Potential Light Where Light Lives there
    is the Potential to Forget the Dark and take
    the Light for Granted for the Moon Reminds
    us that Light Comes and Goes as We Cherish
    the Moon More when it is Full and We Celebrate
    And Look Forward
    to Another Moon
    on the New
    Moon Night
    Strange it is
    When the Full
    Moon Becomes the New
    Moon and the Full Moon all
    in One Night And Day for Eyes
    of Moon And Cheeks of Stars and
    Yes Sunny Smiles of Sunshine too..
    i’ve Heard that Pole Stars Light Dimples
    up at Night and Happiness Rises out of Ashes
    And Dark as Full Moon Beauty Comes in Midnight Eyes
    True.. What I Do know is This that Yes Beauty comes out of Ashes
    Light comes From Dark as the Dark and Ashes Brings Appreciation
    For All the Lighting Living Gifts of Life.. Simply Put Thanks for Bringing
    Light Back Holy and Sacred Dark True Keeper and Protector of Light too..
    For It’s True.. i Bring Back the Darkness in my Spirit Heart and Soul just to
    Blast the Fire of Creativity out of Ashes of Dark into what Will Become a more
    Beautiful and Lit up Dance and Song of Life.. i am not Afraid of the Dark i Embrace
    All the Dark Emotions and Tears with the Promise.. the Reality of our Human Nature that
    As Long as We Do Embrace the Value of the Dark the Gift of Light and Love Becomes more
    than ever
    Before True
    You Should have
    Seen me Dancing Ballet
    for all the ‘Old Folks’ in the
    Department Store where the Elder
    Ladies spend their Days Shopping into
    their Retirement Meanwhile the Military Retired
    Husbands ‘Enjoyed’ A Monologue From me Each
    And Every Time they Watched me from then the Distance
    With their Mouth’s Hanging Open Seeing what they likely
    Did not Expect to See on this Day of their Life.. A 240 LB
    Dude Doing Ballet in the Beal’s Department Store And
    True every Wife Deserves a Shopping Spree all Week
    for Her 29th Anniversary too While Her Husband
    A Hopeful Romantic Dreams of Roses and
    Chocolates To Light up Another Day
    And Night of Dance and Song..
    For those of us who
    Have Lived
    And Experienced
    Hell on Earth We Understand
    the Value of Ashes and what Rises
    as a Love that is Ever Fearless including
    Never the Fear of Either Ashes or Tears
    For the Fire The Dark that Brings the Life Back even
    More as the Light of Love is Protected once again to Torch A Rose of Thorns and
    Flowers True.. i don’t do 11.. i do 22.. and 55.. and 66.. and 77.. and 88.. yes.. 99 too..
    But No
    100 for
    There is
    Always Room
    For Improvement Next Full
    Moon When Ashes Return too..
    MuSinG Light And Even More Love…
    Fire-Lit Rose Eyes Hot Chocolate Moonlit Dreams….

  15. Regarding “Dreamed Up Reality” Now;
    The Ground is Only Solid As We Dance it.
    The Sky is Only High As We Sing it.
    What Else is there
    And Song;
    As Far as i Know
    i Feel i Float i go High;
    What is There but Fun;
    I Don’t Make Any Money Doing ‘It’;
    But i Make my Reality Floating Now
    All Naturally High No Way to Make
    Money; Dance And Singing Partners
    Come and
    Go; but
    They Continue
    to Come What more
    Do i Need to Know; Nothing but Love;
    Nothing But Loving Life; Nothing But Love;
    Life Is Easier
    As A Dance
    And Song;
    is Key and Naked
    of Target Audiences
    Fitting-in and Cultural Clothes.
    Drugs, any Drugs Will Only Dilute ‘Heaven’ for me.
    Anyway; Thanks For Sharing ‘the Video’; The Dude
    In ‘the Video’ Gets it; And perhaps He’ll find it too;
    As Far as i Can And
    Will See if ‘You’
    Find it
    On a Naked
    Beach with
    only ‘Your’
    Foot Prints ‘it’ Doesn’t Exist.
    Hmm; Had to Quote Myself again
    to Remind Myself of where i AM.. oh
    By the Way is anyone Having Fun Yet; haha;
    For Once Again What Else is the Purpose of Life
    When Did We All Forget This Whole thing is About
    Having Fun now but Oh Lord How to Do that for the Trick
    and Treat is the Trick is the Treat in other Words Instant Gratification
    is the Killer
    of All that
    Feels in
    Life From
    Dark to Light
    in a Yin and Yang
    Balance while Meanwhile
    someone somewhere is still
    Playing ‘Candy Crush’ over and
    over again into Oblivion anyway
    Romance Reminds me who i am the
    Down and the Up and the Tides that go
    Out and In the Search For Food for Hey When
    You Go To Heaven You Remember the Beauty of
    Hell Better Put Dark and Never Totally Go Back to the
    Abyss of Black; Anyway; Truly as the Video You Provide
    So Eloquently Relates Life is a Matrix of Endless Deceptions
    in Covers of Cultural Clothes that Hide the Flesh and Blood and
    Dreamtime out of Neo-Cortical Prison that Most folks live in Spoon
    Fed Reasons as well as Ingested Drugs For Quick Fix Escapes out of Prison
    As well; Sure a Beer might Do; A Joint; A Cigarette; or Even a Porn Flick too but
    Oh the Beauty
    of Dark
    with Light
    Just the Recipe
    that each Human
    being will only Ever
    Seek and Find within
    To Mix With the Rest of
    the Environment that We
    continuously Re-Create As Now..
    Again; the Question is, Are We Having
    Fun Yet; I’m Passing through Having A
    Blast Landing in the Ashes Bouncing off
    Stars of Cheeks and Eyes of Moon and Yes
    Sun Struck Kisses of Love that i’ll Never Touch;
    But Feel
    more than
    Ever Before
    in the Dark
    for ‘the Blindness’ is the Gift;
    On By The Way in Regard to Fuller
    Realities when in Flow the Feather Will
    Become A Poem of Wind instead of Just Adrift;
    in other Words the Tapestry of Synchronicity becomes
    Filled in with Loving All of Life as Dark Becomes Light as Light is Dark;
    Left is Fun;
    Almost Impossible
    to Understand Until ‘WE’ ‘REmember’
    The Sense and Feeling of Beyond All Words;
    So in Other
    We Having Fun.

  16. Now off to Dream
    Now on to Reality
    When In Flow The Feather Will
    Become A Poem of Wind Instead Of Just Adrift
    Tapestry of Synchronicity Becomes
    Filled in With Loving All of Life As
    Dark Becomes
    Light As
    Light Is Dark

  17. Full Moon Muse iMali….

    Smiles Longer Version of
    ‘That Song’ How You Inspire
    All That i Do Now For Truest
    Purest Love of Muse Will Always Do…

    You Are An Artist’s Greatest Dream…

    You Are A Lover’s Greatest Reward…

    Just to Shower Love All Over You Every Day…

    And As Far As i Know At Least Never Messy With Smiles..:)

    “A human being is a part of the whole called by us universe, a part limited in time and space.
    He experiences himself, his thoughts and feeling as something separated from the rest, a kind
    of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to
    our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free
    ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living
    creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.”


    Heart Tilting With Love
    Splashing With Dreams
    Red Loving Blood
    Eyes of Moon
    of Sunshine
    Still To Come
    Oh God i Hope
    SHoWeReD With
    More Love Than i Bring
    From All Around the World
    Poster Board of Kindness
    Affection Bred Hands
    Who Brings Words
    of Poetry
    i Sing For
    You in Hopes
    For Others to Bring
    More to You.. For You
    Are the Daughter of
    Love i Will Never
    i Will
    Love the
    Heart of You..
    the Light the Spirit
    of Your Soul Who Dreams
    Higher Than the Stone Cold
    World i Visit Each Day Where Night
    Warms the Spring of You.. Flowers Thorns
    As Any other Rose You Come to Grow With
    Fairy Wing Toes Among Tulips Meadow’s Breath
    of Hugs
    Never Far
    Always Closer
    When Love Dances
    And Sings Free Just to Be..
    i Will Not
    Lie i am
    No Tiny Ballerina
    All i Will Say Now Is There Are Days
    i Do Weigh 243 LBS Carrying
    All oF iT With LoVE No Hiding
    Most Of Us Have an ‘Evil Twin’
    Part of Our Shadow Does Exist
    Who Would the
    People Who Follow
    ‘This Person’ Be
    What Would It Look Like if ‘A Person’
    Gained ‘The World’ And Lost Their Soul
    Water of God
    Drink of Love
    i am Free to Love
    i am Free to Dance
    i am Free to Sing All ‘Naked’ Other
    Than Food And Shelter What Else
    Is THere ReALLy…
    Smiles.. i Promise Youuu
    ‘They’ Will Continue to
    Come as long as
    They Make
    Youuu Happy
    BDW my HeART
    Is A Puddle on
    The Floor as
    The Multi-Media
    Of Y.O.U. From
    the Mall on
    It As
    Your Sweetest
    Nights Become
    my Sweetest Light
    Thank Uuuuu Much!!..
    From: What Life
    to: Love One
    Life to Live
    What Blessing
    To Defecate
    What Privilege
    To Destroy…
    ‘We’ Hoard
    Our Dead in Boxes
    Away From Hungry Birds…
    ‘We’ Used To Laugh About A
    Septic Tank Truck Painted Rose-Bud
    Comparing Life Giving
    Shit to Money
    Truly A Dis-Grace
    It Is World So Full Of Shit
    Love So Free Now Be Now
    Sweetest Days Sweetest Nights
    Smiles sincerely Smiles Now
    Younger People in ‘Japan’
    Are No Longer Falling in
    Love With Each Other
    And Replacing Love
    With Tools
    ‘They’ Continue
    To Become…
    The Root is
    Money one
    Is A Culture
    Of Suicides and
    Disconnected Elders
    Dying Alone In Apartments…
    Shows the Most
    Peaceful Societies
    Are Small Taking No
    More than They Receive
    Working For the Common
    Loving Life
    Where Money
    Is No Part of
    Life but of
    Course ‘This
    Is Rome’ and
    Life is only
    Birds Who
    Fly Far Beyond
    The Side Walks
    Never Worrying
    About What
    City Lights
    There is no
    Loving Life
    Without ‘Free’…
    FiNDinG LoVE SeeKinG
    To: Get It…
    From: Is L(ove)Am…
    And ‘Stuff’…
    Tiny Dancer…
    i Love…
    Decoding Happiness
    Master Passion Greed
    Happiness Far Away
    As Homes/Cars/Etc.
    Close As Dance/Song/Beach
    To: No one Now Will Take A Naked
    Solo Dance/Song Away From: Sun/Sand
    Like ‘Neo’ (Eye of the Needle) Said…
    When Chaos Makes
    The Sense We Feel
    A Cat’s Life A Dog’s
    Life What About ‘Us’
    Now off to Dream
    Now on to Reality
    When In Flow The Feather Will
    Become A Poem of Wind Instead Of Just Adrift
    Tapestry of Synchronicity Becomes
    Filled in With Loving All of Life As
    Dark Becomes
    Light As
    Is Dark
    i Love It All.

  18. The dVerse International Poetry Pub Is Where Poets From Around the
    World Come To Meet and Greet and For Some Hopefully Getting
    Great Feedback on their Poetry but for me it is
    The Joy of the Journey in Dancing
    And Singing that Counts
    Most as the Joy
    is in the
    Giving and
    Hey if the Receiving
    Comes Now Great and
    if not the Joy of the Giving
    Remains in the Act of Dance
    And Song Now.. True.. not Everyone
    Gives in Return Instead of Giving Assessments
    in What is Great or Less For i am Mused by the Soul
    of Whoever is Writing and i Naturally continue in the Flow
    No Different in the Dance Hall if someone Greets me With
    Dance there i will not Copy What they Do but i will Gift them
    With Whatever their Spirit inspires in me.. Smiles.. Some Days
    it’s a Bootie Dance at the Dance Hall and other Days it is a Love
    Song to A Poet Who inspires all of that in me as well.. Above so
    Below Different Expressions of Love But Hopefully the
    Intent is one of Pleasure more than Pain.. True
    Though to Each And Or Her HiS oWN Way
    This too For We Reap Whatever
    Our Experiences of Life
    Bring to us
    Next.. Yes.. it
    Takes an Intense Practice
    of Humanity in Laser Focus to
    Come to Appreciate the Gift most everyone
    Else Brings Dark Through Light With a Dance
    or Song Back Not everyone will appreciate a
    Human Lamp Like this that and who Shines
    as Bright as they Will From First Wake
    of Life in the Morning to First
    Snore at night too.. Hehe..
    True.. i Will Trust Katrina
    when She Says i do
    that too..
    And When i Sneeze
    in Church the Energy Released
    is somewhat of a Cosmic Blast Too.. hAHa..
    For there is A Chi of Leg Pressing 1340 LBS and
    A Chi of Sneezing too Sure Dancing and Writing Poetry
    too.. For the Chi is Laser Focus in Flow and Even Greater
    in Peaks and Plateaus in an Autotelic State of Being in Human
    Potential Released too.. True.. This Privilege is Privilege but it doesn’t
    Come Alone for Free At Birth For this Flow this Heaven Within is the
    Gift the Sages of the Ages Have Been Telling us about All Along This
    Gift is not Grace as Born Alone Although the Gardening Of Love Both
    in Nature and Nurture is a Huge Plus to Get to Heaven Now and Stay there
    Now Next again
    With the
    That Overall
    God Yes Love
    is a Rose Where
    Thorns of Dark are
    As Necessary as Flowers
    Of Color for the Blood You Bleed
    In Colors of Love may Be Actual Blood too..
    Yes.. Tears And Many Many Many Seconds Minutes
    Hours Days Months Years of Sweat Sweat Sweat and
    If you Leave the Body out of the Fuller Mind and Body
    Equation You Lose You Lose You Lose at Least
    Half of Heaven Right and Wrong From the
    Beginning for Look Around Most All
    of Living and Moving Nature
    Most Definitely Moves
    And Even
    In Spirals..
    Yes.. the Privilege of
    the Milky Way where the
    Galaxy Spirals Around a Muse
    of Black Hole Dark With Arms of
    Stars that Spiral too Within Inside Outside
    So Below Above and All Around Now True..
    For Human to Become a Spiraling Love Yes
    A Force A Positive Laser Focus in Flow of Love
    With iMaGiNaTioN And Creativity in Full Force of Love
    Now Together We come to Play This way even more now
    The Privilege Becomes the Reward as the Practice the Act
    of Spiraling Do LoVE iN Whatever Way We Come to Bring this
    Force oF LiGHT From the DarK iN LiFE TruE too.. Is the Journey Continuing of Heaven Now..
    True Heaven is a Major Privilege as Soon as You Trim Your Camel of Culture Down to a Size
    that Fits through An Eye of Spiraling Fearless Pure Force Chi Force Love NoW.. anyway off
    to Visit some other Folks to add to this Full Cast Character Play of “Snow Moon Full iCafe”
    As the dVerse International Poetry Pub’s Prompt From Yesterday is Privilege in Life too..
    And in Additional Smiles Yes Reviewing the Last 12 MacroVerses Since iMali came on
    Board Here as my Lovely Poetry Muse.. Love Lives Here Now for True even in
    Heaven on the Internet a Woman’s Touch of Pure and Innocent Love Will
    Be Appreciated Most no.. it’s not just about How She Looks How
    Beautiful Her Eyes are or How Innocent Her Smile is it’s about
    the Inside the Soul of Her.. Or Do You Believe in Souls
    True Souls
    Are only
    As Love
    Comes Real
    No Matter Which
    Corner of the World
    From Hell to Heaven You
    Visit Next.. You Know ‘what they’
    Say About Office Wives Who Take
    Care of You at Work.. Well True
    i am not Getting Paid for this
    except for all the
    Muse i
    continue to
    Enjoy Now as Muse
    Will Come From Black Abyss
    of Soul through Grey Shades
    of Purgatory Up and Above Spiraling
    Out of Hell to use Beyond the Colors of
    the Rainbow that a Red Dress of Beauty and
    A Soul Will Bring Standing in Front or Behind Artist HeART
    God Paints With Wind Touches With Each And Every Grain
    Of Sand A Soul Muse Of Woman Dances Sings Above Below…
    So Many
    So Much Blood
    Sweat and Tears Earned
    Ha! to be Born Rich and So Good
    Looking With No Disabilities and
    Environmental Struggles at all
    True that is only a Myth
    of Privilege
    For there
    is No Real
    Privilege but
    The Soul Who
    Lives on Now..
    Spiraling Love For Real..:)

  19. Thanks For this dVerse Prompt “HA” for ‘How Anxious’
    For Truly What i See Coming From An iLLusTrious
    History of Anxiety About So Many things
    in Life Is What A Privilege Life is
    Fear Free From All
    iLLuSory Fears
    And What Lust
    For Life Comes
    When Loving Life
    Free of All iLLusory
    Fears my FriENd Spoon
    Fed as a Prescription of Fear
    Almost From the First Spoon of Birth
    Away from Free that Comes From all the
    Clothes of Culture That Take us Away From
    Wings the Flight of Eagle our Birthright to Remember
    And Take
    as Life..
    This Fear Free
    Privilege is not without
    Cost for one Must Self-Advocate
    For this Privilege now in Wearing all
    The Colors of our Authentic Selves
    Without Fear Standing Up Tallest
    For the
    to: Express
    For all of What
    We Can And Will Come to Be..
    For True too those who may Seem
    to Have all the Privilege from Gaining
    ‘The World’ May Gain The Greatest Booby
    Prize of All As Even So-Called Leader of
    the ‘Free World’ in Prison of Towers and
    Pyramids Higher So Much Higher
    as Lower Than Fearless Love
    To Give and Share
    Reward of
    Fearless Love Free..
    The Gift With No Cultural Clothes..
    Yes.. the Greatest Privilege to Give And Share Love..:)

    Ah Yes.. White Man Alpha Privilege To Cry Particularly in Down
    South Parts and Remain Fearless Loving any Real Empathic
    Alpha Male And Leader Will Come to Be
    How Sad How People
    See Alpha
    What Privilege
    is there Leading
    With No Potential for Tears
    or For that Matter even a Dog
    to Pet in a White
    of Big
    Daddy Fears
    With No Soul
    of the True Leader on the Field..
    Even Frans de Waal ‘the Father’
    of the Study of Furry Ape Alpha
    Males Will Relate that Men without
    Empathy are No Alpha Males Apes at all..
    Just Soulless Creatures Looking For Home….
    others with
    them to their
    Personal Version
    of Hell Away from Love….

    Soils Without
    Sadly too
    A Privilege
    That Increases
    Blood Shed on other
    Soils Already Soaked With Blood…
    How We take
    to Give it..
    Privilege Given Granted…
    Taking Away From Others As Blood….

    Smiles.. Reminds Me of a Big
    Promotion to an Office
    A Window
    To Freedom
    Ah the Work
    of Nature
    of Actually
    Loving Life Stolen
    Away So Often in
    Promotions of Cultural Clothes..:)

    Showing Face
    Outside A Mask

    Heaven Working For
    Love With A Meal
    Serving It
    Just Love
    to Give Free…
    Privilege Paving Love..:)

    Side Note HeaR iT’s
    A Privilege to Do Anything
    In Life First Before Getting
    It Spoon
    After Birth
    And that Includes
    Pre-Made Recipes
    For Heaven Like those
    Brochures i See in Restrooms
    ‘Some People’
    Just Can’t
    And Green
    Ham.. Etc..
    From the Real
    Deal of Love Within
    Now (Heaven)
    To Give And
    Share no Longer
    Pre-Printed ‘Fore.
    Don’t Forget
    Most Anyone
    Can/Will ‘Write’ About
    Love in Four Letter Words Versus
    ‘Doing’ ‘Real Pages’ in/as ‘Books oF LoVE’..:)

    Grief Brings
    With of Course
    A Privilege Art
    That As Well..
    Melting Fear into Love..:)

    Smiles With Grandfather Born
    in Ireland Recently 23 and me
    Tells Me i have Nigerian and
    South Asian
    From the 1700’s
    And 1800’s to Go
    Along with 98.4 Percent
    North Western European
    including Mostly French and German
    Oh Lord A Privilege of Tanning too..
    With All
    To Evolutionary/Geographical
    Anthropology as Science too..:)
    (in Other Words Now i am Not
    Mis-Appropriating ‘Colors’ of Skin)

    Smiles.. i suppose a Greatest
    Privilege is Understanding
    Why Folks
    And Not Following Suit
    How Fortunate
    Are We
    Above as
    LoVE Now..:)

    It’s Truly
    Sad when
    It Becomes
    A Privilege to
    From Hate..
    When We
    Don’t We
    All Fall/Fail…

    Smiles.. Conservative and Liberal
    Are Written in all of the Animal
    Kingdom Including Humans
    For there Will
    the ‘Sitters’
    And ‘Rovers’
    And Smiles my
    Friend Lynn It’s
    True Ya Can’t Fall
    off the Cliff if Ya Stay
    in the Cave there is
    A Safety to Being Conservative
    And a Freedom to Moving Away
    From ‘the Desert’
    And to be
    Clear that’s/
    This Is Just a Metaphor
    i Still Live in ‘the Desert’
    And The Beach And Get along
    ‘Just Fine’ With the ‘Desert’ Natives..
    Too.. True though.. i Leg Press 1340 LBS
    And Really Weigh 243 LBS Some Days..
    No ‘Farm Boy’.. Now at Least
    Threatens me Not to Cry
    or Smile these Days as
    That’s what the
    Tried to Tell
    me in School and
    Yes i go to Church
    Every Sunday for i
    Continue to Forgive ‘them’ for not ‘Feeling’ Love.
    Love is a Garden if it is Not Served With Real Love
    Felt Given and Shared it Does Not Exist And No NEVER
    No i Will NOT Vote For Anyone who Goes Against Every
    Single Verse of the Beatitudes for i Believe in That Teaching..
    And on the
    i Still Love
    Those Who Do
    Smiles; Obviously With Smiles..
    But it’s True if You Really Wanna
    Become a Loving Man Where i Live
    in Yes ‘Trump Town’ LA Lower Alabama
    Florida Panhandle You Practically have to
    Become ‘Super Man’
    to do it
    as Lord
    Jesus’ might
    Get You ‘Crucified’
    in So Many Ways Still
    if You couldn’t Back Your Love Up
    With a Sword of Guns and Arms that are not Metal..
    That ‘You’ Will Never Have to Use As “A Real Man” And Not A ‘Gun Substitute’.
    Note: Real Alpha Male Leaders Cry (Have Empathy) and Pet Dogs in the White House
    And Somewhere in the Bible it Suggests We Expose Those Anti-to-Love-too.. Nah
    i am Not
    Afraid Now
    to Discern..
    Either.. My Friend
    Lynn.. And it’s not even
    The Very End Yet With Smiles..
    Winks.. i Always have at Least a
    ‘Few Words’ When Folks ask ‘You’?..;)

    Smiles Lillian
    i Kid You
    Being in
    And Getting
    Out of Hell for 66
    Months including
    Enduring the Suicide
    Disease Type-Two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia From Wake To Sleep
    For All of those 66 Months Like
    A Dentist Drill Then in my Right Eye
    And Ear as A Shut-in in my Bedroom
    For those 66 Months too as True that
    Pain is Assessed in Literature as Actually
    Worse than the Torture of Real Crucifixion
    And No Drug Would Bring Any Relief at All
    During Any of my Waking Hours then at All
    Is Yes my Greatest
    Blessing and
    Privilege for
    Now i
    True ‘Sympathy
    For the Devil(S)’ too..
    For That Pain Took my
    Emotions And Love All Away
    As That Numb Was/Is Worse Then
    Than The Worst Pain Known to Humankind.
    Dark Brings
    is Dark
    What A Privilege
    It Was/Is to Live on the
    Dark Side of the Moon
    Smiles Heaven is Not Going Back to Hell..
    With Sympathy Perspective As Empathy WHole CoMPaSSioN..:)

    Hmm.. That About ‘Covers’ A Swan/Ugly Duckling Dance/Song for Now.

    6:42 PM

  20. Well.. Usually on Wednesday Night i might Be Already Just about
    to Fall asleep but it appears the New Leg Press Incline Machine
    is Boosting me up again at the Gym as oh Lord i did 1410 LBS
    Tonight and Gosh it Still Feels Light Hmm.. 1500 LBS Getting
    Closer now and 1860 LBS is the Limit of that Machine
    But True 1020 LBS on the Other Machine a bit
    Harder for the First Leg Press of Gravity
    off the Rack for that was Straight
    Forward Deader Weight
    As The Incline
    Machine Goes
    up on a Sled
    i’m Thinking 1500 LBS
    is about the Equivalent
    of 1020 LBS on the Other
    Machine but hey i am taking it a
    Bit Easier and Doing Greater Range
    of Movement Just for Fun too as 1500 LBS
    May Be as Far as i eventually Go Just for Safety
    Sakes on the Leg Parts too for i don’t have a Million
    Dollar Life Insurance Policy on my Legs at Least hehe..
    True Don’t
    Need it
    As Money
    M A KinG
    is No Part of
    my Artist Pie
    And with that Said
    off to Frank and Xenia’s
    Place Now For Sure and gigoid’s
    Place to Riff off of Aphorisms From
    the Sages of the Ages as hey in this
    “Snow Moon Full iCafe” We can invite
    Dead Folks to Share the Shells of their
    Living Souls in Words as they Do come Free too..:)
    Frank is a Bit Silent now More than Likely over the
    Passing away of His Beloved Cat Kiki as i surely Understand
    that Feeling of Grief not Far Away Removed at all so Next off to Xenia’s place…
    Dream Time of Nature
    Sadly the Prison of the
    Neo-Cortex in Reasoning
    That Humans Rarely Escape Connecting
    Back to Out of Time Distance and
    Space Yes
    the Eternal
    Now of
    Whole The Mind
    And Body all that is
    And Never Separate
    Free as Grains of Soil
    Become Our Nature Soul Whole
    Attaching Each And Everyone
    To the Bottom as our Soles
    of Feet Become Soul True..
    Smiles Xenia That’s Good News
    For the Greyhound’s that the
    Park there has Been Closed
    Also Great News
    Recently the
    One Close
    to Where
    i live is Finally
    Shut-Down too
    Sad When Best
    Friends are relegated as Slaves
    But Glad When Humans Come
    Around From:
    Again To:
    Greater Now..
    Spring is Getting So So
    Close Daylight Even
    With Cloudy
    Is Growing
    Longer Flowers
    More Coming Soon
    Winter’s Dream Fruition Spring..
    Free Range Whippets Now
    Off of Sidewalk Tracks
    Still iN A
    Dog Race
    Concrete Walks
    Smiles Xenia the
    Meadow of the Forest
    the River and the Waves
    of the Ocean Us Whole
    Sense Freedom
    The Love oF Free..:)

    Hi gigoid.. Still Catching up Here
    With You as i Fell Behind With
    Always More to Do as There are Practically
    Now no limits to Riffing off Even a Few Words
    Yes Practically
    Now More..:)

    “Be virtuous and you will be eccentric.”

    ~~ Mark Twain ~~

    True Agape Love
    to Most
    Church Going
    Folks With No
    Understanding Truly
    of the Venn
    of and as
    God as Nature Plus…:)

    “It is an open question whether any behavior
    based on fear of eternal punishment can be regarded as ethical
    or should be regarded as merely cowardly.”

    ~~ Margaret Mead ~~

    Well if it’s True ‘the Dudes’
    Who Said Love Your
    Turn the
    Other Cheek
    Was/is/are a Liar
    At Essence
    for this other
    So-Called Truth
    Housed as Essence
    of Fear and Hate Anti- Love As Such
    So Clear How Do ‘Trump Voters’ miss
    It Rhetorical
    So Sadly Enough
    True ‘Trump’ False
    Wrote ‘Revelation’
    Anti-Love True…

    “A short saying oft contains much wisdom.”

    ~~ Sophocles (496-406 BC), “Aletes”, Frag. 99

    Four Letter Words…

    “You’re not the only one who’s made mistakes,
    but they’re the only things that you can truly call your own.”

    ~~ Billy Joel, “You’re Only Human” (Second Wind) ~~

    Love Without Instruction Life

    “I will show you fear in a handful of dust.

    ~~ T.S. Eliot ~~

    But Not For Now Living..:)

    “Chaos is but unperceived order.”

    ~~ attributed to Fred Hoyle ~~

    Poetry Flows Art Born New Life Creativity’s Big Bang Again..:)

    “Anyone who stops learning is old, whether twenty or eighty.”

    ~~ Henry Ford ~~

    Don’t Forget to Keep Dancing And Singing Henry2..:)

    “Happiness follows sorrow,
    sorrow follows happiness,
    but when one no longer discriminates
    between happiness and sorrow,
    a good deal and a bad deed,
    one is able to realize freedom.”

    ~~ Buddha ~~

    Light is Dark Light Feels Better
    Reasons Usually Don’t Conquer Feelings
    As Science
    Are the Head of Reasons..:)

    “Forget what you know and learn.”

    ~~ Roger von Oech ~~

    Yes.. Preferably Dance..:)

    in Just
    my Opinion oF/
    oN CouRSE Now..:)

  21. It’s Really Been a Cloudy Week Here and it’s True
    Cloudy Winter Days Used to Get Me a Little Blue
    When the Days Grew Shorter Stuck in Office
    Spaces in Promotions From More Open
    Spaces to Smaller Spaces
    Without Even
    at ALL out
    into Nature but
    Anyway Looking at
    the Clock As Bed Time
    Approaches for You and
    It’s My Anniversary today
    Yes.. me and the Katrina
    the 29th one in the
    Morning over
    there is Time for
    a Bed Time Story
    Before the Dance Adventures
    Continue on with some more Song
    Adventure First.. For i used to Look
    At the NewsPaper When i was in my
    20’s looking at all the Beautiful Brides
    And Grooms in Higher Society Ways
    of Becoming Part of the “Organization”
    Of Life that Honestly made no Sense at All
    To me as there was No Hierarchy imposed on
    me at Home And I studied what i enjoyed in School
    And When i finally Got 3 College Degrees and Really
    Any Job for i really didn’t give an F about Money as that
    Was Never really a Part of my Home Growing up but True
    i saw the Cars and the Apartments and the Wives come and
    go for my Father.. Sometimes Twice.. but for me.. it Just didn’t
    make any sense wasn’t this whole thing about the Feel the Feeling
    of Love anyway
    so much
    for me
    Seem like
    A Snow Ball
    Chance in Hell of
    me ever Getting married
    No matter What Good Looks
    or Education with Close to Minimum
    Wage Pay and and no F’s About Money at
    all until the Poor Girl the one raised without
    Money came into the Room only Caring about A
    Smile and Love and Truly nothing else in Life but
    that for what i had most Growing up she was starving
    for most
    of Love
    that is the
    Trust that Stays..
    Anyway i was living
    With my Sister She Graduated
    With one Degree and was making
    Twice as Much Money as me and could
    Afford an Apartment as i met the Katrina in the
    Spring of ’89 as i misspoke Earlier when i suggested
    that it was ’88.. she hadn’t Quite Turned Nineteen in the
    April of that ’89 Spring.. So anyway the Romance Bloomed
    little love Notes here and there Meeting over here and There too..
    Briefly until She decided one day to actually Leave Her Boyfriend
    And Move in With Her Sister until one Day she met me at the Park
    With Just a Handful of Belongings that was all she owned Perfectly
    Folded as True when you don’t have much you Treasure every Bit
    of what You have.. i could take Love For Granted the Love that
    Lived within me the Seed Planted and Nourished by My
    Mother.. Katrina on the other hand had to actually worry
    if there was Food and Water in the Home for
    that came first Before Love.. True where
    i Live A Beautiful Girl Like Katrina
    Doesn’t Have to Look far
    for a Date.. Wherever
    A Beautiful Girl
    Like that
    And sure
    she picked the
    one of the Poorest
    29 Year-Old Men then
    With 3 College Degrees
    Who Probably Existed in
    the Whole Metro Area then..
    But True what i had inside was
    Worth More than All the Riches in the Entire
    Universe the Smile of Love that knows no up or down..
    So.. anyway.. after we Lived Together in my Sister’s Apartment
    for a While one day at the Military Bowling Center that i started
    out in that Ended in Lucrative Pay in the Federal Government Organization
    Decades Later.. a Friend and Us were Casually Bowling and i said You know
    in Front of my Friend.. it might be Good if We Get Married there was no Ring
    it was a suggestion and we agreed Casually and then on February 21st of
    1990 on a River Walk the Same Place that Katrina and i took a Selfie on
    Tuesday is where we tied a Very Casual knot that required no Money
    At all and the Reception was back at the Bowling Center where
    the Kind People there Lavished us with many Gifts of Stuff
    and Love and Food too… Love and Food and Stuff..
    Sadly Many People Put it opposite than that at
    Stuff and Food And Love as what seems
    Like an After Feeling these days more
    if it exists for Real at all.. my other
    ‘Higher Society’ Relatives
    on my Father’s Side
    of the Family
    got their
    Fancy 25 Thousand
    Dollar Weddings Subsidized
    by Credit Cards if Necessary
    That Perhaps Lasted a Few Years
    until the Next High Class Wedding came
    along.. i guess what i’m trying to say is we truly
    cannot Plan REAL Love as a Goal and Honestly
    Looking Forward to an Engagement in a Beautiful
    Place without some Blood Sweat and Tears of a Relationship
    like that is not a Place or a Goal i suggest as Your Friend from what i have
    Seen in Life.. Emotions and Love are the Magic that Naturally Comes when you
    Least Expect it Simply Because Love when Real is Alive and Never a Pre-Planned
    of Life
    to Do
    And Life
    is nothing Like
    Poetry if Couples
    Don’t get Tough Enough
    Skin to Argue a Bit most
    Every Day of their Life and Stay
    Together Yes out of Choice when the
    Feeling Goes Dark Out of Empathy and
    Sympathy and Compassion in Understanding
    that Truly No one is perfect there are days we
    Are Gassy and Will Blow up if we don’t let it all
    out and that is in General A Metaphor for the
    Reality of Life.. Smiles.. the Only Perfect
    Relationships are those that
    Exist in long
    With Smiles for True
    They are Art and they
    Are Beautiful but they Truly
    Reflect Little of the Human Condition
    Just like those Glamorous Depictions
    of Engagements on Tops of Mountains
    for that one Day that Folks Spend Half
    A Home in Assets for a Few Photos
    To Save and Perhaps throw
    Away if the Magic
    the Romance
    Go away all that’s
    Left after that is the
    Love that Will Make it
    Through Hell and Last..
    It’s true.. do not find someone
    Like me for Truly that Fred only
    Exists in Poetry.. i must tell you that
    as Your Friend and Not Just someone
    that makes Beauty with you Free.. Making
    Magic of a Life that takes so much Blood Sweat
    and Tears in Reality as my Friend Rafiah who did
    have Feelings with me who was so separated from the
    Male of the Species She had to ask me what has Happening
    to Her.. With Those So Strange Feelings she was having then
    And the Thoughts that kept Popping into Her Head then out of
    Her Control as she said to me.. How Drenched in Love Katrina
    makes me every day and why we never argue based on what
    She Saw in the Photos of Us.. when i said the reason we Do Still
    Stay Married is i say Yes Dear time and time again as she Nags me
    All Day Long for the Smallest Nit Picky Things but i understand why
    it is from Living with no Water and Food when Young and the OCD that
    Comes from Trying to Control what you Can in Life.. With the Tremendous
    Anxiety that will Last a Lifetime From that.. Love is More About Understanding
    Than Rosie Feelings Day in and Day Out and Oh Lord the Stress of Two Folks
    Working that
    Just usually
    as that’s
    Life too as
    Take Lots of together
    Time to Actually Make
    It Work.. And it’s Just a Fact
    if Children Truly are going to
    Grow up with that Seed of Love
    Planted Firmly Within there better
    Be at Least one Parent Willing to Stay
    Home with that Child for the First 3 and
    More Years of Life all Day and Night Long
    Better yet Held in A Carrier Against Their Heart..
    Smiles my Friend it’s not Just a Question of finding
    someone it is the Reality of the Blood Sweat and Tears
    You are ready to Face and Accommodate to Stay Together for the Rest of Your Life…
    True it’s Much easier to do when Neither Person Works that’s Practically the Golden
    Age than
    if one
    Works Before..
    And when Two
    People Work with
    Children the result of
    that is all the Frowns one
    Sees in Super Walmart and
    Even more in the High Class Stores
    Next to Million Dollar Homes.. to me there
    are two Choices in Life to me really and nothing
    will ever Change that Reality.. Money OR Love..
    Let’s just Put it this way i can’t Lie to you now the
    Environment You Have Worked so hard to make
    now for Success is so far so far away from Love..
    the Potential of Real Love in a Successful Marriage
    That Lasts for a Lifetime..
    i could have
    too but
    i determined
    for Myself That the Poor Blood Sweat
    And Tears to come would Eventually
    Let me Be Rich in Love Away from Stuff…
    Yes.. With a Wife who takes Care of me
    Nagging me through every Step of what she Enjoys most
    yes to
    of me
    as Her
    Number one
    Priority of Life..
    Smiles the Same
    My Mother Did for me
    and if You Ever Find a
    Man who tells you Different
    more than Likely they are lying for what they truly want..
    As Liberal as i am i understand the Value of Tradition at
    the End of the Day it’s not the Wild Sex and Romance that
    it is that
    Your Spouse
    is still there
    for you no matter what happens next..
    With the Rest of the Moon Story Attached
    to this as True it is just a Moon Story my Friend
    And if i didn’t really Love You i wouldn’t tell you all of this..
    i am Your Playmate.. i am Your Friend.. i am Your 3rd Grade
    Valentine’s Card Lover and You are my Poetry Muse for Life for as Long as You Like..
    But it’s true there will be no time for me once You Find Your Future Lover
    And Husband if there is even anytime for You To even Love each Other..
    Meanwhile.. i am here for You.. With the Sweetest Hugs and Love to Bring you too..
    i own time..
    if i didn’t own
    time i could do none of this….
    It Just would not be Possible..
    But i do Enjoy Sharing Beauty
    With a Beautiful Loving Soul Like You..
    Happiness Cannot Be Decoded for it is Always Art Now..
    True though When Real it is Capable of Holding Hands Along the Paths of Life..:)
    You too
    My FriEnd
    Clouds continue
    Thanks Xenia
    Clouds Speak
    This Week
    Still Shines..:)
    Hmm.. I’ve been Laying
    Up in Bed Since 4 AM
    Something Since
    i Saw the Full
    Moon again
    It Seems
    Super Still
    Like it is
    Still in
    My Eye
    The Moon
    May Always Be
    Somewhat of
    A Mystery to
    Full Moon
    Muse always is
    i Dream About
    Your Mysteries
    To me in
    Silence i
    Can almost
    Always Feel your
    Breath Just out of
    Reach and that is Both
    The Pain And the
    Of the
    Hold and
    Do Not such
    A Lovely Forever
    Feeling Never Close
    Enough and Truly
    As the
    Art the Child
    Of never be always Is
    In other Words it is
    To Explain
    This Feeling
    i have for You
    That.. Seems
    More than Love…
    There must be another
    For it
    Closer than Love..
    If You Figure it
    Tell me…
    Some Way You Do..
    As What Beautiful
    Art Comes
    And Yes
    The Word Is
    Beauty God’s DeLiGHT
    Spread Higher By
    🌚 🌝
    Above Below..
    SMiLES New York
    Minute Longer
    Shorter Now
    SMiLes.. Moving
    Free Dance
    With the
    The Soul..
    Yes.. A Song
    Of Soul Free
    Loving Now More..
    Dearest Moon Your
    Light Shines Upon
    All of Who You
    Meet even
    In Darkest
    Nights of
    Soul and
    Of Love the
    Moon Loves
    Purest For The
    Moon’s Loved ones
    Never Even Hug the
    Face of the Moon unless
    They Lived in the 60’s
    And the 70’s SMiLes
    Perhaps Truly the
    Was the
    Back then…
    Where Have All
    The Lovers of the
    Moon Gone the Moon
    Wasn’t Looking when
    The Moon’s Shine
    Finally Found
    The Magic
    When the
    Moon Felt
    The Romance
    Of The Earth Now Again…
    The Moon Loves ‘Everyone’
    More Now
    Of You
    Brings Romance
    Back to the Moon
    Perhaps Eventually
    Romancing Life Will
    Spread to
    Rest of
    The Earth
    If so Because
    Of You Now
    For it is True
    While We May
    Not Always
    We Are
    Looking For
    Love Comes First
    The Love Within
    Shine of Us..
    Sent from my iPhone..
    SMiLes.. Even when the
    Moon is Missing its Light
    Shines on You From the
    Dark side of
    The Earth
    i imagine
    The Moon
    Only Dreams
    About someone
    Truly With A Most
    Beautiful Soul Just
    Like You the Moon
    Will always Love You..:)
    SMiLes.. Sohair Your
    Words Are Wise
    Indeed And On
    Top of that
    That i
    Sure the
    Nicest Flower
    Is Like Poetry
    And one of
    The Nicest
    i Have Ever
    Received and
    Today is
    Our 29th
    And SMiLes only
    If i Can Convince
    Katrina that i
    Am The Sweetest
    Smelling Flower
    After i
    Work out
    Three Hours
    Perhaps i Will
    Advance to Rose
    Bud too..
    Hehe But
    For Now i
    Will Never
    Forget the
    Me By
    Dear FriEnd
    Sohair From Egypt..
    God Bless You And
    My FriEnd..:)

  22. Yeah Baby.. Yeah!

    It’s Really Not A Question if i Wanna Dance For i Danced the Night
    i Heard my Father Died i Danced When my Mother Died and Moby
    And Yellow Boy and Arthur Too but True that Helped so Much
    to Regulate my Emotions and Integrate my Senses as the
    First of that Is Mostly an Issue with Bi-Polar and the
    Second the Dizzy Fly With Senses that are
    Not Well Integrated Where the
    World Seems Out of Sorts
    In Directions here and
    there Right and
    Left but
    Oh God
    The Dance
    The Cure to all of that
    The Gift and Yes By God
    The Actual Literal Prescription
    From my Doctor as the cure Now to
    the Symptoms of Life Born Challenges
    in Life for there is BC Before Dance and
    Writing Poetry in Hell and there is AD and
    Heaven With Dance and Writing Poetry in
    Heaven now neither of Which i will ever quit
    as Long as my Hands Write and my Feet Dance
    for that is the Cure of Hell and the Promise of Heaven Now
    Fulfilled a Song of Write And a Dance of Steps True to Be
    the Honesty of Who and What i am Deep Down whether that
    Offends anyone else or not.. Yes Valentine’s Day is a Tragic Comedy
    of Love Always Now as the Day of Love is the Day my Mother Went to
    Her Death Bed and as Wedding Anniversaries Go the 21st of February
    for a 29th one of Wedding for Fred and Katrina as Two Year ago.. my Mother
    Made it 8 Days Without Food or Drink Per Her Wishes of Passing away Naturally
    as Possible from Stage Four Cancer Starting with Breast and Ending as Bleeding
    Brain Cancer Undiagnosed until the Day She Went to Her Death Bed 3 Days or so
    After Defeating My Sister in Scrabble Living for a Couple of Years with advanced Bone
    Cancer too as the Cancer Spread through Her Body Losing 80LBS only ever asking for
    a Bayer Aspirin for What She Described as Arthritic Pain as the Cancer was Eating away
    at Her Life then for Two Years in Standing Death Bed Status too.. Anyway.. so i Dance Again
    It’s not A Choice
    it is the Medicine
    That Makes Me Whole
    That Brings me Balance
    And Sure if i Can and Will
    Bring some Sunshine with what
    is often a Tragic Comedy of Life
    for What Many Folks Experience in
    Life From Dark thru Light and Beyond and
    Below of that so Be it the Gift the Medicine of
    my Life the Dance of Feet and the Song of Write
    That Keeps Me Whole With the All Natural Reward of
    Heaven now for You See in Seek and Find Within i Learned
    The Dance From God Who Lives within and then the Doctor
    Saw the Cure i made and Wrote the Scientifically Provable Now
    Prescription as it is finally Proven by Science Now that Moving Spiraling
    Meditation in Many Ways including Free Dance is Truly a Regenerative
    Healing Activity no Different Really than the Dance that Planets Spiral
    Around Stars and Galaxies Overall Spiral Around Black Holes too the
    Way of Being as Existence in Spiral Dance From Below Sub-Atomic
    Particles to the Milky Way Our Overall Space Station Now of Home..
    It is one of ‘those’ Secrets in Plain Sight that Sadly so Many Folks
    Separate from their Story Books of Life the Universe Spirals
    And Regenerates Either We Walk on Sidewalks and
    Stagnate or Spiral Our Way into the Eternal Now
    of Bliss and Nirvana this is no New News
    As Old as the Wisdom and Beyond
    of the ‘Emerald Tablets of Thoth’
    too Sacred and Holy Texts
    of ‘Fore for those
    Who Seek
    Find and
    Write the Path
    to Heaven down the
    Best they can and will
    Heaven does exist but it is not
    Printed on A Brochure Plastered
    to the Insides of the Latrine in a ‘Trump
    Restroom’ or Floating in the Commode as
    Such for this Heaven is the Pure Force of Fear-
    Less Spiraling Love Within and My Dancing Shoes
    And the Shapes of My Words Now are only a Reflection
    of My Soul and God Overall Below and Above Now as Real
    And Believe
    it or not
    and or
    in this Way
    of Art and Science True..
    i don’t Create These Lamps/Trees/Life
    of God Alone God Allone Within is Here Now True..
    in my
    Shoes too..
    of Love
    Free The
    Me Now2..:)
    Other than that
    Yeah Baby.. Yeah!
    Now off to the 250th
    Dance Night Week at Old
    Seville Quarter With All the
    Cool College Age Folks Where
    A Trance Dance Melts Away Any
    Worries of Life From Past or Future
    As All Becomes Present Heaven now
    True i Still Visit the Dark too for i will not
    i come
    From and
    God Does too..
    Oh by then Way
    i Wear ‘Shiva’ Hands
    And Feet True too It’s
    Universal Essence only
    The Symbols Change for
    This Truth in Spiral Light Now..:)
    Once Again.. Yeah Baby… Yeah!!..:)

  23. Smiles, ‘Natural Plastic’, Inherently as Such the ‘Wrong Planet’ is Filled With ‘Disagreeable’ Folks, in other
    Words, Inherently as such Folks who are Born And Raised; yes, both in Nature and Nurture, in ways, where
    The Epigenetic Potential of (Love); Yes, the ‘Wiring’ Responsible for the Oxytocin (Love Response) is Muted
    Which Means there is Less Intrinsic Reward of Warm and Fuzzy to Agree with Folks over Small Talk now like
    The Weather is nice outside; for that Brings a Release of the Scientifically Proven Love Response that is also
    Very Healing in Terms of the Placebo Effect for Faith Belief and Hope in a Warm and Fuzzy Way that Sets the
    Cause and Effect in Action Ways From Head to Toe and in connection to others for a Brighter Warmer Future
    For all too. On the Other Hand; ‘Love’ Will Go Rogue and Folks Will Bond over Stuff like ‘Trumps’ too; Yuck as
    Yes, Love Will
    Go Rather
    This way
    too as Folks
    Will even Bond
    over Philosophies of
    A God of Love that Tortures
    Bad Folks without much Warm
    and Fuzzy Response of Oxytocin Forever Eternally
    Who Do Crimes as Either Politicians or Serial Killers;
    bottom lines; People Die more this way, whether it is
    an Unwarranted War Overseas or a String of Serial Killings as such.
    Anyway; The all Natural Love Drug that is so Healing too from Head to toe
    And More is a Very Powerful Intrinsic Drug that makes us Hairless Apes Stronger
    Together in
    Either the Pleasure
    or Pain We Bring to others
    Who are not Part of our Immediate
    Social Circles as such. Unconditional
    Love that is Fearless is the Most Powerful
    Force of Love; but Generally Speaking, a Love
    That must Be Learned in Ways of Cognitive Empathy
    Across the Lifespan continually until the Last Blink and Breath of Life.
    In other Words, it takes Relative Free Will and a Practice of Life to Become this
    as Human Being.
    Anyway; again, We Live
    Evolved Best for Intermittent
    Gratification as too much Love Will
    Take Away the Light of Love in Terms
    of Experiencing the Underlying Neurochemicals
    and Neurohormones that Give us all the Greatest Feelings
    And Senses of Life in what may Described as the Eternal Now
    of Deepest Emotions and Senses Experienced Now (Heaven Within) as all that comes
    Attached to the Abstract Constructs We Humans Create Together to this Point as Well.
    So, where was i originally
    in this Flow of Stream of
    Consciousness Being in
    A Trance Like State of
    Nirvana and Bliss;
    Yes, as i greater
    Employ my
    Now of Rationalizing
    And Reasoning in this Newer
    Area of the Evolved Brain that
    Brings an Illusion of Distance, Space
    And Time with it; and DeaDlines and Stress
    And Hell on Earth Within and Blah Blah Blah too;
    Yes, the ‘Wrong Planet’ a Place of Disagreeableness
    Is a Refuge for the Necessary Dark of Folks who Go against
    Your Opinions So one Will Get to Enjoy Heaven More for there is
    no Balance of Yin and Yang when either Comes up Missing in Life.
    Now, to Be Clear, when i Lived in Hell on Earth Within as a shut-in in
    My Bedroom For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including the Worst
    Known Pain to Humankind from Wake to Sleep; Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia assessed
    Now in Literature as Literally more severe Than the actual Torture of Crucifixion like a
    Dentist Drill Pain in my Right Eye and Ear that No Drug would Touch From Wake to
    Sleep; as a Meditative Write in Stream of Consciousness Flow of Being in Art Likely
    Remediated Somewhat Somehow Someway as Science Does
    Show Now that Does Happen when the Thalamus
    of Pain is Bypassed Now for Pain where Meditation
    Will Actually Become more Effective than Frigging
    Morphine for Pain; By the Way, Science also Shows
    that those Folks From Birth who are Wired Innately
    and Environmentally With Plenty of Hugs and Kisses
    For the Oxytocin Response Need Much Less Morphine
    After Surgery and are much Less Likely to Fall to the Disease
    of Addiction as it become more Heir and Environmental Influenced
    Apparent as we Go in this Monologue Discussion that Love is the Drug
    That Will Also Potentially Put Incurable Disease into Remission as Evidenced
    By Science too; yes, Vaguely as Such With Evidence; as the Science of the Nuts
    and Bolts of how Love Works is Just about Impossible To Fully Separate from all the other
    Environmental and Innate Factors of Life to Study Separately and Empirically Fully Discrete as such.
    In other Words,
    too, Love is more
    Art than Science
    Intrinsically by
    Nature for the Very
    Nature of the Complexity
    of Love and all Human Feelings
    of Emotions and the Synergy of Senses
    AS All our Senses Intermesh with our Feeling Experience
    of What is Generally Described as an all Healing Force of Human;
    Yes, the Much Higher Potential Within to Give and Share with Others;
    Yes, the Four Letter Word Love that Yes, Will Go Rogue and Be taken for
    Granted in Lifestyles of Instant Gratification and Go Mute and Silent as the
    Lion of
    to Sleep
    Again as it Is rather
    Difficult to Understand
    Why and How Love Works
    As there are ‘Einsteins’ of Relativity
    But not nearly as many ‘Fredensteins’ of Love.
    ‘Jesus’; the Story Book Figure Tried ‘His’ Best through
    the Words of Innumerable Pen Named Authors Like Luke
    and Matthew and Mark as Ghost Writers as Such too but let’s
    Face IT they had Limited Vocabulary and Oh Lord ‘Muhammad’
    only Used approximately 2000 Words in the 80K Word or So
    Koran; as ‘Those Folks’ Tried to Pin God (Love) Down as a Pint
    Sized God (Love) and I must admit i cannot even Fit all of Love into a 6.6
    Million Word Plus Bible Longest Long From Poem Epic Style of Free Verse
    Writing in 66 Months Now as Lord Knows and Feels and Senses Within me yes
    Love; Jesus F in Christ, the More You Ponder and Experience Love the More Love
    Grows Like a Frigging TSuNaMi That Never Ever Quits Flooding the World in Words
    And So Much other Stuff (Hint: Do a Google Search to Explore Humanity’s Largest Bible
    Created Hand-in-Hand; Still Growing) Yes; Abstract Constructs We Co-Create Can and Will
    Be Helpful and Harmful Too and there is the Danger that the Lion of Love Will Go to Sleep if
    Folks Now Do
    Forget ‘You’
    Have to
    In Boot
    Camp with
    Adversarial Drill
    Sergeants too if
    You Wanna Keep
    Your Lion of Love Roaring
    Roaring Like a Katy Perry ‘Eye
    of the Tiger’ too for the Shadow
    of Courage and the Lion Heart of Love True.
    Back to the Original Point, you Brought Back my
    Dear Adversary With Truly Amusing Dry Humor too;
    “Natural Plastic”, Who i come Here to Play with Dry Humor
    Too and other Words of Rhetoric and even Cliche’s too; the
    Reason; Yes, the Empirically Measurable Reason that “Love Means
    Never Having to Say You Are Sorry” as a rather ‘Olden Days’ Cliche now
    too is that some Folks who are rather Low in Emotional IQ who Do not Understand
    that We Generate our Emotions Within and they are Not Owned by the Loves We Lose
    in Life as Grief is the Natural Way We are Evolved to Experience Life when we Lose what
    We Love as Oxytocin becomes Naturally Reduced and Dopamine Naturally increases in a Bitter
    Sweet Mix of Tears too to Motivate us to get off our Crying Butts and Do something Creative to attain
    Some New Love Connections in Life as Social Animals who do not Do this tend to fall by the Wayside
    and in ‘those Olden Older Days’ in our Evolutionary History Before the Aid of Technological Devices to
    Live more Independently; yes, without success to reconnect to More Loved ones the Prognosis of Living
    A Long Life was/is Greatly Reduced then and Still Impacted Substantially now too as Evolution; Classical Evolution
    is Slow; and let’s
    Face it Face
    Screw up;
    Problem is when
    We are so F in Busy
    Stuck in the Pre-made
    Sidewalks of our Neo-Cortical
    Mind that We come to Forget that
    as Science Shows now our Neo-Cortex
    is not the Director of our Life as the Limbic
    System the Older Evolved Triune Part of Brain Along
    with our Reptile Amygdala and Brain Stem Still Reigns
    Supreme and at best our Neo-Cortex is Servant to Our
    Limbic System and at Worse Slave to the Limbic System
    as We continually Seek out Dopamine Stimulating Activities
    Lost Like an iRobot and Particularly so, if We Never really Become
    Wired in Life to both Generate and Enjoy all the all Natural benefits
    And Healing Force of the Love Drug Oxytocin Naturally Released that
    Comes Back as Love Strong Again when we Reconnect with others After
    the Clouds of Grief Pass by and the Sunshine Within Shines Brighter with all
    others too;
    As Yes
    Even when
    the Weather is
    Bad and it is shared
    As Small Talk those
    who are Able to employ
    the Love Drug Oxytocin
    Are again Warm and
    Fuzzy as the
    of a Fire
    Place Eternal
    Flame within
    now come alive
    Again as We are Generally
    Speaking A ChristMas Tree
    Lit up this Way For all Four Seasons;
    Hmm; this reminds me too of a James
    Taylor Song Again ‘Call me and i will Be
    tHere’ yes; let’s Just Talk About How Cold it is
    outside and inside now True; Anyway, my Friend
    Today is the 2 Year Anniversary of My Mother’s Death
    That i Celebrate that Great Gift of Love; Yes, the Warm
    and Fuzzy Love She Both Provided me as Innate Gift with
    the Propensity of it as such and the Gardening of Love in
    Unconditional Ways of Love From Birth to Death; particularly also
    Effective; as i did not speak until age 4; and she had the Patience
    of Loving Mother ‘Job’ and ‘Mary’ as Helen too; which means she didn’t
    Swat me around to get me to Speak; she Hugged me and eventually i Repeated
    Some Words of Love i Heard from Her then. I am Still Repeating Words my Friend
    From Around the Love (World); and while it is true my Favorite ones are Words of
    Love; Cognitive Empathy about the Greatest Reality of Love is Love and Light Come From
    Believe it or not Ripley and Horatio, Dark; and Generally Speaking Hate too in ways of Adversity
    from Adversaries too; True, i rather ‘Enjoy’ the Trump Phenomenon in a Dark Muse Way this way
    too; in Fact, Since ‘He’ has been coming around the Last Two Years; it’s True, i haven’t come back
    Here for my Dose of Dark Muse Nearly as much; hehe. True, though, now that the ‘Dems’ Control
    the House Again; He is more like a Pesky Flea who is soon to be Swatted Down as Such By More Love
    Hmm; Speaking
    of Love and Religion
    And Politics and Philosophy
    As Such too through my Intense
    Day and Night Studies on the Art and
    Science of Love now for 66 Months and
    Before in the 33 Months i inhabited this
    Wrong Planet Website then as in the Last
    66 Months i’ve moved on to that 6.6 Million
    Word Bible all about the ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’, True;
    What i’ve come to Learn at core is Dance; Dance without
    any Words at all is still the Oldest and Best Religion to Connect
    to the Essence of others Still now, true; in Fact, in the Area i Live
    in the “Footloose Metro Area”, Gulf Coast South LA Lower Alabama Florida
    State of Flowers Shaped Like a Gun; Where i Live Square now in the Center of
    the Barrel (Panhandle) of that Gun, still; yes, assessed by Sociologists as the Most Difficult
    Place to Be Different as my Legs now that Leg Press 1410 LBS Rather Easily on an Incline
    Leg Press Machine where 1500 LBS will soon Be a Piece of Cake too; and the Icing that continues
    to Carry me through 10,781 Miles Now of Public Dance for the Last 66 Months too; it is rather
    Amazing what Just one Little Old Dude who Really Weighs 243 LBS of Rather Solid Muscle as
    Compared to the ‘Dude on the Top of the so-Called Free World’; Yes; that other Little
    Old Blonde Hair Spray Painted Orange Dude Named ‘Trump’ now as the Polar
    Opposite of Me too; Yeah, as ‘they’ say the Meek (those Humans who are
    Fearless Enough Within in Yin and Yang Balance and Man and or Woman
    enough not to Have to Threaten a Fist or Gun or Words of Offense) Yes,
    it is Amazing How ‘You’ Will Influence the Area You Live in all on Your
    own without even one Word; without even making one Red Lincoln
    Cent will doing it too; True, When i First Started the
    Endeavor now Assessed as Dance Legend by
    the General Public with Words Like
    Pensacola Icon too; and Words Like
    My God He is Everywhere spotted Here
    and there and every other Store my Wife
    Spends Her time with Her Addiction of Shopping
    too; True, what used to be a Dead Dance Hall at 11 PM
    is now Packed to the Rim of the Chalice of Dance and Love now
    True; Mostly the Younger Folks who have Grown up Seeing me in
    Facebook Video Voyeur Productions Since Grade School among their
    Peers in the last 66 Months. too; True, I have changed the Behavior in a Number
    of the Folks who Live in this Panhandle in a Much More Liberal Dance of Life and
    Considering that Elections are Won and Lost in this State; Imagine this; me and or
    Even You Could Change the Course of History with Just the influence on a Relatively
    Few who Become more Liberal with a FootLoose Dance than Conservative in Trump
    Town USA. Never
    the Force
    of a little
    Boy who
    cannot Speak
    Until Age Four
    Touched by the
    Love Unconditional
    Of a Mother True as Love.
    For it’s true Never Ending Stories
    Happen and there are Some Days
    that Characters of Plays Come Alive and Change the World.
    Meanwhile; if You Need a Friend (Adversary/Enemy/Same); Just
    Call on me for All About Love and Etc… and Etc… Hehe;
    And i’ll be here for Y.O.U. too Now
    As No One
    Owns my
    Love but
    God (Love)
    Within to Give and
    Share Free what may
    Come Will Be; But my Mother’s Love LiveS oN NoW
    iN as me; True i Did/Do Need mY Mother (Love) and i
    continue to Utilize all the Dark As Well As We All Do True Whether
    We note it in Abstract
    the Dance
    of Love Will
    Never Ever Be Shut-up
    As Long as Life Moves US As (Hope/Faith/Belief/Love)
    And Does Not Shut us Down Now As (Fear/Doubt/Cynicism/Hate)
    WHere We Humans Do NaturAlly STill Bond Over BotH As our ReaLiTieS in DarK And Or LiGHT NoW.

  24. YiN YanG SoUL
    BoDY MiND
    HeART SPiRiT
    Call ‘me’
    SPLiT WHoLe
    Smiles Himali i’ve Sensed this Numb Behind Many of Your Smiles
    for So Long i’ve felt Your Pain Deeply now with the intermittent Light
    You’ve Shown along the Way too. And as You Know in my Life too for 66
    Months i’ve Felt this way too; so Lost; so Lost; with no Hope at all no way
    of Feeling my Way Back to Love as True this is more than Just A String Now
    Of Thoughts this is a Physiological Condition Brought on by Our Environments
    Of Life True. It’s Just Not How We are Evolved to Leave our Tribe and Pursue
    Abstract Constructs as a Way of Life.. We are Evolved to Dance Hand in Hand
    by God Naked Cheek to Cheek too from Head to Toe too in Feeling and Sensing
    Life Complete
    As a Togetherness
    of Love i See the Poverty
    of Love in my Eyes Before
    And i See the Poverty of Love
    in the Eyes of others Every where i go
    Now as i do have Sympathy for Even
    Devils with No Love at All for
    Love Was Lost For me too
    For it is true my Friend
    no Matter How
    Much Love
    i even
    Had in the
    Same Bed With Wife
    And Arms my Mother
    Tried so Hard to Reach
    out to me when i was so
    Stone Cold Dead there was no
    one and i do mean NO ONE who
    Could Help me But the Force Within
    the Love the Bonfire the Torch The flame
    the flicker then that Had Gone Dark in other
    Words at your Height of Your Love For me even
    if i wasn’t Married and was Your Age and We were
    Completely Compatible in Every Way that Love You
    Have for me then if it could be Real in Your Life Now
    Then would not be the ending Solution to Your Emptiness
    in Life for it is no Myth there is Yin and Yang and when we spend
    our Life in Mechanical Cognition in all the Ways We do in Life of
    Deadlines of Abstract Constructs We Come to Be Lost in to even
    Make a Living
    For Food and
    Drink and
    Shelter over
    our Head what
    We Come to Lose
    Slowly along the way
    is the Wiring for Love
    our Very Potential to Love
    From Head to Toe in a Dance
    of Love Hand in Hand Naked
    With the Tribe the Village Now Free.
    If i could be Where You are i could Hold
    Your Hand And Dance With You in what
    Ever Moments You Have to Dance with me
    but the Bottom Line is a Group Auditor Manager
    of the Largest Airlines in the United Arab Emirates
    Stays Lost in the Neo-Cortex Most Hours of Her Living
    Days Same as i did when i did Financial Management too..
    This is Not Just my opinion it is Science the Same Method now
    that Brings us Accounting that Works too; ‘They’ Didn’t Explain then
    the Cost/Benefit of Becoming in the Top of Your Class in Accounting
    in India.. they didn’t Explain what Leaving the Cohesive Love of Your
    Tribe at Home Meant when You Signed Up for all of that as it seems from
    what i’ve seem as sort of a Panacea of Lifting ‘Yourself’ up out of Potential
    Poverty in India Now too. And that’s the other thing, the Catch 22 we Have to
    Eat First Before We Even get the Privilege to Love and yes, the Privilege to
    Fast as that Means There is the Guarantee of Food Coming to us after that.
    And What Good am i
    Doing Explaining all of
    this to You Now as i wasn’t
    there for You at the Beginning
    To Caution You about all of what
    Could Be; Perhaps i will Help someone
    else now who is making this Decision
    To Leave to Get Ahead or Stay for
    Love but True once again
    the Catch 22 of Living
    With Food
    or Falling into
    Poverty True.
    Reasons don’t Help at all
    When You Are Feeling Lost and
    Numb Within and from the other
    Side out to other side in i could Hug you
    all night Long and as Long as Your Flame
    is turned off inside there would be nothing you could
    Feel my Remedy was Writing my Friend Expressing all my
    Feelings as You are doing today for it is these Tears that Stream
    Down Your Face as You Let all your Feelings out that are so important
    now do not be afraid of what other folks think of You as You Express these
    Feelings of Lost for You Are Truly Loved by others whether You may Feel this or not
    now it is so Important to Keep Moving Ahead in Art of Expressing our Emotions now
    What You Did today by dropping that Mask of Your Smile was the First Step to Healing my
    Friend True i suggest a Naked Free Dance in the Privacy of Your Room it makes no Sense at
    all in the Sense of Reasons but Perhaps the Meditative Moving with a Song that makes You
    Cry if you Find another one laying around will Start the Flicker of what is Warm and Fuzzy
    iNside Back to You
    for True when
    this Flame
    Grows to Torch
    and Bonfire Within
    The Feeling You Radiate
    to others will be one that
    Will Never Be Hidden behind
    the Mask of a Lonely Soul Smile now
    For You Will Become the Light Wherever
    You Go and i just Hope to God there is enough
    time for You to do this with the Mechanical Cognition
    Activities of Your Life to Bring Love Back Strong Be Honest
    to Yourself Let it all out those who Love You will always be
    by Your side
    to Hold
    Your Hand
    as soon as you
    are ready to reach
    out to them again i am
    Here for You any time or day
    and there are many others just
    waiting to offer support to You Now
    You Are Gold Just Waiting to Glow Again..
    i love you i love you i love you all the dark and light of you..:)

    i Couldn’t Think of the Song i wanted to Gift you until
    After i wrote as the one thing You can’t Replace my Friend
    is Your Life; if i had jumped off that Bridge and done away
    with myself in 2008; Thousands upon Thousands of Smiles
    in Light and so many Steps of Dance would have never come
    to the World Where i Live
    God Held my
    Hand that
    Day in
    Numb and
    Pain too but more
    important my Sister
    met me at the Bottom
    of the Bridge and would
    Not Let go of the Pain and
    Numb of me True Katrina
    Threatened to Go if i didn’t
    Quit Whining about my Lot
    in Life but my Sister and
    Mother Never no and
    My Sister Promised
    to Take her Life
    me if i
    to Go
    i Want to be the
    One at the Bottom
    of Your Bridge as Light up
    i wanna be the one to Help
    You Light Your Flame Again i
    am A One Who Will Never Leave
    Your Side and Love You No Matter what
    And i am Sure Your Family will Be there for
    True too and it is True my Friend now i see the
    Treasure of You that others You Meet and Greet
    in Life See for True too You have Much Love to Bring
    And Give and Share out of this Dark Night of Your Soul
    Cry Do Cry for the Tear of Love to Give and Share as Light
    Again for the Light of You the Flicker of Love the Flame the
    Torch the Bonfire the Light has Yet to even Begin to Give and Share more…
    to Be…
    If it’s
    Where You
    Live Seek
    A Therapist
    i Will always go
    to one for i understand the
    Value of my Life the gift i bring
    The Light to others too now
    is no
    than mine this way..:)

  25. Ha! So Simple the Math of Magic Now to More Fully iLLusTRaTE;
    Magic is the Fruition of Imagination as Magic is Born of
    Visualizing What is not Possible Yet And Is Yet to come.
    Some Folks Have Imagination And Fruit Original Creativity;
    And some Folks Do Not have the Current Mind And Body Tools to Do this now.
    Okay; Now as Far as Empirical
    Analysis in Measuring how
    This works i came
    to this ‘Wrong
    Planet’ after
    Recovering as
    A Shut-in for
    66 Months with 19
    Medical Disorders and
    Provided One measurement
    of Physical Strength that Would
    Increase Incredibly as such enough
    at that Point of Recovery of Life at age 53;
    still Documented As Such on this Website now
    In the Summer of 2013, then as Leg Pressing 500LBS.
    i Visualized in My Imagination then Incredible Increases in
    my Human Potential at an age where Science Suggests We
    Humans Have long since Peaked out in Physical Strength and
    Now Voila i Leg Press 1410 LBS on an Incline Leg Press Machine
    that Powers me through 10,781 Miles of Public Dance now where the
    Empirical Assessment of the Metro Area Community in Comments from
    A Viral Video With Close to 90K Views Bring over 1300 Comments including
    ‘Legend’ of the Metro Area and ‘Icon’ too; True, Now i can and Will Provide Empirical
    Data that Provides Direct Evidence of over 2000 Beautiful Women Smiling in the Joy
    of Dance i bring to them with me; and Yes, of course over 6.6 Million Words of Long Form Free
    Verse Epic ‘Bible’ Poem Writing as ‘SonG oF mY SouL’ Also Came to Fruition in the Same 66 Months it took me to Gain
    all that Leg
    and Dance
    in Public Now
    10,781 Miles of
    Dance as Assessed
    by Nike GPS Sports
    Watch App in Empirical
    Analysis too; as i continue
    To Get Stronger now Closing
    in on age 59 this June 6th as
    i will Easily Leg Press 1500 LBS
    Tonight as Lord knows i could probably
    Do much more but i don’t wanna Embarrass any
    of the Elite Marines there too much who cannot
    Budge the 1020 LBS i used to do on another Leg
    Press Machine; not even one inch then. Okay; Fnord,
    So What Have You done lately in Your area that no
    one else has done
    in Recorded
    the Force the
    Very Relative Free
    Will of Your Imagination
    to Bring some Original
    Creativity in Real Magic
    In Human Expression that
    was for all practical intents
    And Purposes Invisible Before.
    i will be Patiently Waiting for Your
    Real World Measurable Results and
    if You Like you Can and Will Do it like
    me and not make a Single Penny along the
    Way while you Generate Your own Happiness
    in an Autotelic Way of Generating the Intrinsic
    Neurohormones and Neurochemicals that all Naturally
    Bring that Magic of Happiness to You as well through
    Visualization of Imagination and the Real Magic of Happiness
    in Fruition As the ‘Red
    and Blue and Green
    Pill’ Become Beyond
    ‘Rainbow Colors’ of Magic
    Within of the Eternal Now of Nirvana True
    While the Transient Hypo-Frontality in Flow
    Increases the Creativity of the Magic Fruition
    of Imagination as Measured by Science in
    increases of 400 to 500 Percent more;
    And True, if you can’t do this now you
    Are Truly Missing out on the
    Higher Force Potential
    of Your Humanity
    as Magic
    You have
    Yet to Unpack
    And Release in Epigenetic
    Potential To Change the World
    of Your Environment Significantly
    in Empirical Measure like this too now.
    True; if nothing Else, the Younger Folks will appreciate You again.
    Trust me or Not; if You Don’t Do Hope and Faith and Belief and the
    Love that will make
    this work
    You have
    Speaking Close
    to Zero Chance to
    Make this Real Magic Work for You.
    And if this is too Much for You To comprehend;
    i don’t Apologize as it makes close to ‘Perfect Sense’ to me; but i am always
    Improving Growing More Creative and Stronger and making More Young Folks
    Inspired who are
    And Bodied
    Still Enough to Better
    Realize their Human
    Potential in the Magic
    Fruition of Imagination too.

    By the Way; Science Already
    Shows that You Can Imagine
    Getting Stronger and Bring the
    Magic of Increases in Actual Physical
    Increases of Strength by Yes, ‘You guessed
    It; You Can and Will Do that just by Imagining Getting Stronger Now
    Bringing the Results as Shown by Empirical Analysis now.
    If you don’t Believe
    it will Work
    About the
    Imagination and
    the Magic Fruition
    of Real World Physical
    Strength Improvements
    that Science Shows Can
    And Will Come From
    this Magic now;
    ‘That’ Doesn’t
    ‘Concern’ me
    So i’ll include a Link for that
    Now as i would ‘hate’ (not really) for You
    To think that i am Promoting only my Magic Potential Now True, too.

    Smiles, ‘Horatio’; and this
    Only the Tip of the
    Iceberg of the
    i do;
    but i am only
    providing so far
    to You what is
    Empirically Measurable
    that i Can and will Prove
    if You Will Like to See all the links now too.

    Smiles; I remember at one point, Fnord, where You
    Related Nothing of Substantial Empirical Use From the Tool of Philosophizing has come to
    Change the World; Perhaps You are not watching A ‘TV Channel’ of Life i am actually Doing Now.

    It is my Practice of Hope and Faith and Belief and Love in/for Life that makes any of this Magic i Bring to Fruition
    Now through the Force of Imagination and Creativity Now Real; Without Love I Would Be ‘Nothing’; ‘Same’ as Before.

    It’s True
    Love is the
    Mathematics Ever of Real Magic Now
    as Science also shows that the Love and
    Comfort of the Healing Placebo Effect of
    Promising Caring Healing Can and Will Bring
    Incurable Disease to the Knees of Remission now too.

    The Mathematical Proof is simple; 1-1 Life Threatening
    Disease in Remission Means Life Now Instead of 0 Now.

    And on top of that
    i’ve Proven i have
    Fulfilled a Real ‘Magic’
    World Example of the
    Biblical Myth as Prophecy
    of John 14:12; that part was
    so Simple as the Dude Called Jesus never Wrote even one Word with a Type-Writer;
    And it’s True i would have Never Completed That Endeavor if Not For the Visualization
    of Imagination Of/For All the Folks Who Worked Together to Make the Magic of a TypeWriter come to Fruition
    as Path/Avenue as Prepared Before to get that Job Done too. Meanwhile; somewhere, some Folks are Tracing
    of the
    Same Old
    Hand in a Cave;
    ‘Somewhere Else’ and Just
    Writing Twitter Length Comments
    too Never Going any Deeper than
    the Science Assessed Average of
    the Attention Span of a Gold
    Fish now and one day
    if People Lose
    the Ability
    to Speak
    that will become
    Magic again too;
    For all the Texting
    that one day may
    Replace the Voice of Human too.
    Magic is Everywhere; Sadly Folks don’t
    Get Excited Enough about the Old Magic
    to Create New Magic Now that is Real And True.
    By the Way, in A Fruition of Magic Conclusion Now True In ‘Light’ at Least;
    All the Way, there Was a Flame in me Guiding me all the way through
    And that
    my Friend
    Was and Still
    is the Magic
    of God/Love Within
    Now Only You Will
    Choose in Your Life
    to Light that Flicker
    Increase that Flame
    And Torch that Bonfire to Make Love
    CoMe True for You too (That’s Part of Another Magic Story True too).
    Other than that/
    this/ Have a Nice Day
    With Smiles; A First Step Up to Love And any Potential for Magic At All.

    i Could have Been More Brief
    And Concise; but 1-1=0 IS A Most
    Open Ended Magic Equation oF All;
    Inherent as Such; in what O is or is N0T.

    i’M Not Afraid of O For O IS A Face of G0d i T00.

    Let’s Face it Now my
    Friend the Sample
    Size of Humans
    who are ‘True
    Who Make
    ‘Real Effects’
    Happen Now
    is Just too
    Small to Measure
    With the Scientific
    Method; only if someone
    Took ‘the Time’ and ‘Effort’ to Document
    Real Magic in ‘Real Time Now’ in Process;
    hmm; Just hmm.
    Case Studies
    May Be An
    Way to Do This Now
    Until More Folks Become
    Proficient in the Art of Magic
    Where Some Method to the
    Magic is Replicated in Mass.

  26. Dearest iMali i’ve
    Been Thinking about
    You and Praying for You
    Through my Day and Your
    Night of Sleep
    it makes
    me Very
    Sad to Think
    of You With Tears
    And Not Being there
    to Help Wipe them
    Away from Your
    Eyes and
    if More are
    To come For
    Your Comfort Dearest
    iMali Your Life Means so
    much to me.. You are the
    Flower of My Life who Brings
    So Many Colors to me and Yes
    the Shades of Grey and the New
    Moon Night True.. and Brightest Eyes
    of Full Moon Love too and Yes Stars on
    Your Cheek.. And Sunshine Kiss Smiles
    of Pure and Innocent Love True.. Anyway
    i Understand somewhat at Least of what
    You Are Going through with Empathy
    And Sympathy And Compassion
    True too And With Cognitive
    Empathy Now i
    That this is Your
    Journey of Dark
    Where it may be Difficult
    to Feel the Hands of Love
    Outreached to Give You as
    Much Comfort As Possible Now too..
    but anyway You Stay in my Thoughts and
    Prayers with all the Sweet Memories of Your
    Loving Face in my Heart and the Touch of Your
    Poetry and all the Word Play of Joy You Bring to me too..
    Get Well Soon as Well as You Can and Will For Your Loving
    Poetry Playmate
    His Arms
    Reached out
    for You on a Merry
    Go Round of Life that
    is Happiness for Us All to Love..:)

  27. A Beautiful Mind and Soul A Beautiful Love Between Souls As Light Wins Love
    Hellooovee Again Himali as Your Saturday Evening Approaches Midnight Once
    Again and Your New Work Week Begins Again.. as Always i will Be Gifting You
    While You Sleep in my Dance Adventures tonight but First i wanted to Gift
    You in How i compiled this Beautiful Soul Love Story Together with
    That Song SkyFall as this Experience With You Has Touched
    My Soul So Much
    i do want a lasting
    ‘Post Card’ Memory
    of it Forever and BDW
    i am Sorry i haven’t got
    Around to sending you
    A Post Card Yet.. but i
    Feel.. Hehe.. You will
    Forgive me for that
    With Smiles for
    Every Day is
    A Post
    Card spent
    With Soul Pen
    Pal Himali With all my Love..:)

    Hellooooovvee HiMaLi as Your Saturday Weekend
    Day Starts i Will Sing to You What You Sang to me Several
    Weeks Ago when You Sensed that i Felt Sad and Alone then
    And that is that You Are Not Lonely You Have iFred Connected
    By Heart With the Promise that i Will Always Be by Your Side
    Although Poles Apart in Distance of Thousands of Miles away
    For it is True
    Even if the
    Sky Falls
    i Will Be Standing
    by Your Side Hand
    in Hand the Best i Can
    And Will Do to Hold Your
    Heart up with Mine for it is
    True Souls Connected Somewhere
    Deep Down Are Never Apart when
    Light Comes Back to the Home of
    Your Soul As You Dance and Sing
    Life in a Brighter Way
    May This Day
    This Saturday
    Bring some
    Beauty and
    Light in
    Joy to
    You may the People
    You See Bring Some Feeling
    of Smiles to You Perhaps a Stranger’s
    Hi or Smile too For There is Hope when
    All is Felt As Loss for there are others who
    Will Come to Lift You Up in Life When
    All of the Sky of Your Home Within
    Seems to Crumble in Numb
    of Pain in Cold Shivering
    Away From the
    of Love to Give
    and Share More So Just
    Feel and Sense if You Can and Will
    Today That i will not Leave Your Side Where
    You Go i Go What You Feel Will Be What i Will
    Feel Even the Darkness With you in my Dreams
    Tonight Where the Wish for Your Joy Will Come Stronger
    than the Darkness You Feel Now as My Prayers and Wishes
    Will Go on For You in my Dreams Together We Will Rise Now in
    Hope Faith and Belief and Most of all the Love that Brings Joy in
    Life Yes
    Tall Holding
    Hands Poles Apart
    And Thousands of Miles
    Away as Close as Spirit of
    Heart Yes Souls Connecting

    Together Stronger in Light..:)

    Good Night
    Good Morning
    The Moon
    Still Shines
    Upon You
    In Broadest
    Daylight Singing
    Dancing Time Abroad..:)

    Glass Roses
    Chalice of Love
    Question of Hope
    Answers Do Spring..:)

    Dearest.. iMali.. i have
    Been So Heartfelt concerned
    About You for i Understand
    The Darkness of the Soul
    So Well.. i was Ecstatic
    With Joy this
    Morning when
    i saw your
    On my FB
    Page as i
    Felt it as
    A sign that
    My Little Flame’s
    Flicker still breathed
    Feeling the affection
    Of Love and concern
    i do my Best to
    Bring to
    While We May
    Be Poles Apart
    And Thousands of
    Miles Away i Feel
    Closer to you
    Now than
    Before Truly
    i Feel Your Hand in
    My Hand your Arms
    Wrapped Around me
    And Honestly i Feel
    A Slow Dance With
    You Looking at
    Your Beautiful
    Eyes With
    Your Red
    Dress on
    As Your Living
    Loving Smile
    Makes me
    Feel like
    i am Making
    Love To your Soul
    At this very moment
    For i Feel like i
    Helped you
    Rise Up
    From the
    Bottom of
    Your Bridge as You
    Sing Light in your Soul
    Flame once again where
    You make feel as You
    Truly have For all
    42 Months that
    i am a Precious
    Part of Your Soul
    How innocent it
    Is When Souls
    Make Love
    With Each Other
    This way and Only
    This Way When the
    Sky May Seem to be
    Falling Poles Apart And
    Thousands of miles
    Away you are
    Never Alone iMali
    iFred’s Arms
    Are Always
    Around Your Soul..:)

    iLove iYou..:)

    Sent from my iPhone

    Thank You for sharing the Dark Of Your
    Soul With me as Much as The Joyous
    Parts Feeling Your
    Numb and Soul
    Pain God
    Me The
    As only God
    Will Do For Affairs
    Of God’s Souls For
    Those of Us With Soul
    Felt Prayers as God Blesses
    Angels Who Love
    Each Other
    Most For God
    How Much Light And
    Love they Will Bring into
    This World And Now i want
    You To know that Katrina
    Was Very Worried For
    You Encouraging
    Me To give You
    Every ounce
    Of My Light
    And Love
    To You
    For Yes She
    Does Love You too..
    i read Your Darkness
    Letter To Her And it
    Touched the Parts of
    Her Soul in Sympathy
    For Her Dark Struggles
    In Life.. Yes.. i Feel Now
    THere Will Be A Group
    Hug In our Future Now
    For She is Not Jealous
    Ever For The Angel Love
    i Give and Share with
    You Never Ever
    Feel Guilty
    For this
    Pure Angel
    Love Everlasting
    For You.. my Love..:)

  28. Smiles.. Parlors Saved For Sunday Conversations Among
    Loved ones Without Electronic Devices is surely
    The Warmth of a Grandmother’s
    Home From the Not
    So Distant
    That Still
    Will Be Found
    in Homes Among
    Elders Old Enough Now
    To Remember When Humans
    Actually Touched Each other
    Face to Face with No Electricity
    At all before Wireless was even
    in the Imagination of Science then
    And A Show
    on the
    Radio was
    To 5 Inch
    Worlds now
    That Become
    Our UniVerse
    As Avatars Us
    However For Those of us
    Who Do not Ride on Big Big
    Boats and Planes What Other
    Way is there to Circle the Globe
    And Meet Such Wonderful People
    in Foreign Lands.. True i do Love
    The Peoples of 5 Inch Screen
    Avatar Life too For You
    Can and Will Almost
    Feel Little Spirit
    Beings Rising
    Now Out of
    the Screen As
    it my understanding Now
    That Underneath Each and
    Every Avatar is a Flesh and
    Blood Human who is Still Alive..
    Other Than That Frank Thanks For
    The Memories Versus the Future of Now..:)

  29. Thank You ‘Cockney Rebel’ for Sharing This Song by the ‘Kinks’
    Called “You Really Got me” as this Especially Resonants with
    me as i remember a Day when someone said to me “Fred
    You Got me -Soulmate to be-” And They Were So Beautiful
    i thought to myself; they couldn’t Possibly Be Talking about
    me and true the Rest of this Song is Sort of Imprinted in me
    by now, hehe; How beautiful it will Be to Let Our Emotions Run
    Free and Be Free to Be Whoever We Will to Be as i always Found You
    as a Fresh of Breath Air on the ‘Wrong Planet’; for i could Feel a Beauty
    of Imagination in You that Brought Real Magic in Your Life that was Dead
    to me Within then for 66 Long Dark Months of My Soul then so Devoid of Even
    Any Colors
    of Emotions
    Within; True my
    Friend i Changed From
    Card Board Home Soul
    to Lover of all that is
    In a New York Minute
    of Hell in the Summer
    of 2013; Back to Heaven
    Like All Three Wishes in a Genie’s
    Bottle Coming True one Day on the Beach
    as the Professionals Attending to me Seeing
    Symptoms of Pain and Numb in 19 Medical
    Disorders Melt away in the Order of Just one Day;
    they called it a Real Miracle Of Magic that Day then
    not Explainable by Science; but Never the Less the
    Most Miraculous Recovery in Change in a Human
    Being From Dark to Light in the Course of a Day
    then where i went from not Being able to Walk
    into a ‘Whataburger’ to Bonafide Dance Legend
    today my Friend For it is True When my Mother
    Bless Her Soul Who Passed Away on this February
    22nd Day of 2017 Told me, When i First Entered the
    Abyss of Hell in 2008 Within, When i Cried Why Why me
    She said Why Why Not You Why Are You Any more Special
    or Better Than anyone who Goes to Hell for True my Friend
    That is True and Equally Applicable in the Magic of Imagination
    in the Kingdom of Heaven Within now a place Called Love Within as
    It is also True i Leg Pressed 1520 LBS on an Incline Leg Press Machine
    8 Reps Tonight Even After my Tired Legs Did a Marathon 3 Hour Dance
    Last night with only a Few Hours Rest After that; for i Remembered My Mother
    Never Leaving My Side for Support in Hell for 66 Months; and the 8 Days at the
    End of Her Life She Survived without Food or Drink; Dying Naturally on Her Death
    Bed in the Hospital that was Her Wishes then; True, as i said on this Website Back
    in 2013 there was no Sky Limit for me for what was to come next then as 500 LBS
    Has Gone up 3 Times as Much for me as at 240LBS Now i Leg Press Substantially More
    than 6 Times My Weight now; for it was an Amazing Feeling Leaned All Back with my Arms
    Relaxed Spread out in Yoga Balance; Pressing that Weight Up and Down Weights Lined from
    Side to Side of the Bar Full on Two Bars Above; for 10-100 LB Iron Weights and 2-45 LB Weights
    on the Bottom Bar and 16-25 LB Weights on the Top Bar For in Some Way By God i Felt a Bit Like
    Charles Atlas Except Nah; i didn’t Have the World on my Shoulders but all that Weight Above my
    Feet Of Course Including
    the Pressing Pad Weighing
    in at around 30 LBS too;
    And then i thought
    to myself my Lord
    How am i doing this;
    And then i Remembered
    My Mother and my Miraculous
    Recovery too; and Remembered Where
    i Live there is no Fear the Sky Never Falls
    Where Heaven Lives down here as Love Within.
    Keep Dreaming my Friend and Never Let anyone
    Try to Tell You Who You Are but Who You Dream to Be now..:)

  30. Labels are Good For Describing the Diversity
    of the Human Species and Getting Insurance
    Money Back on Verified Disorders With
    Labels too; but the Differences We
    See Amongst Individuals With
    Human Nature may benefit the
    Whole Much more than the Near
    Sighted Among us Seeing With
    Spectacles of More Closed Minds and
    Bodies now too. It’s Like Homosexuality
    As Now Understood to Benefit the Species
    Overall as Lord Knows How Many Humans Elton
    John Has Helped Pro-Create Just through the Romantic
    Verses of His Music that Leads all Naturally to More of the
    Actual Coitus Among Human Beings Still; Yes, Potentially More
    Humans Helped to Father than even Genghis Kahn Achieved With
    His Lower Body Parts as Words of Song and Music May Achieve So Much
    More Even From
    Elton John who
    Didn’t Care
    Much for
    that Heterosexual Act.
    And of course as Far as Folks
    on the Autism Spectrum Do Go
    there are those who Do not Get the
    ‘Normal’ Benefit of Oxytocin when Chatting
    Over the Weather Outside in Social Bonding Ways
    of Warm and Fuzzy Within to Give and Share more
    Over the Most Mundane of Moments in Life; And of course
    What this Means if you are not already Gaining the Intrinsic
    Neurohormonal Way of Oxytocin IN Social Bonding Group Think Ways;
    Without that Reward; Yes, there is the Dopamine Stimulating Activities
    of Painting Sistine Chapels too that go on and on Never Quite touching
    the Comfort that Might Other Wise Come From an Oxytocin Social Bonding High.
    And Hey; For me at Least,
    If You Get Outcast Enough
    No Matter what the
    Reason is Within
    Inside Outside Above
    So Below And or All Around
    About Being an Outcast Now
    The Artist and Scientist Journey
    In Works of Arts and Sciences as they
    Go Along with Others on their Journey Inherent
    Activity as such for Gaining Peace and Harmony and
    Bliss Comes too; Even without any External Pacifiers Like a Coca-Cola Now.
    Anyway; as ‘kraftiekortie’ Clearly Stated Some of us Transcend the Common Mundane
    Experience of Life Ascending into an Autotelic Nirvana Within Achieved Through a
    Dancing and Singing Trance Now For Real in Moving Meditation Even more NoW as
    The Flow; the Transient Hypo-Frontality Flow Expands the Mindful and Body-Full
    Awareness of All of Us
    Who Do Transcend And
    Ascend to Higher Human
    Potentials in so many more
    Arts and Sciences now true too
    Yes Some of Us Truly are the Lucky
    Ones Living in Heaven Now For Real
    And Yes Still Visiting Some Aspects
    of Hell still Just to Retain the Perspective
    of Heaven
    Within Real
    Now to Be NoW.

  31. SMiLes, Pepe; Imagine; But only
    If You Will, Bugs Bunny Singing
    The Male to Females (Many
    Dancing Females)
    Of this for
    A Glimpse into
    The Rabbit Holes
    Of Bugs’ Life;
    For Keeping
    This Barely Breathing
    Love Story of Philosophy
    On the ‘Wrong Planet’ Alive
    For it Feels to me
    At Least From
    My Experiences
    Of Life A Bit
    Like A
    Touch in
    A Home Missing
    A Certain Special
    Element of Life
    As the
    Life becomes
    A Tad more Like
    Falling in Love With
    Life; How Wonderful
    It is to Feel that
    Divine Love
    In Balance
    Of Grace
    A Silver
    Back ‘Gorilla’ like
    Me in Hopes of Not
    Offending any Gorillas
    In Cultural Misappropriation;
    Ah; Mixing
    Wit With
    Imagination And A Touch of
    Love Is Fun. ‘What’s Up Doc?’..;)

  32. “Traditional Masculinity” As Defined by the APA as a ‘Disorder’:

    “anti-femininity, achievement,
    eschewal of the appearance of weakness,
    and adventure, risk, and violence.”

    Alpha Male Versus
    Anti-Alpha Male as Defined by Presidents:

    Obama: Graceful Cool Calm and Collected
    And Obviously Caring; there is no Question who is in Charge
    when He Walks into the Room; Assertive And always A ‘Gentleman’.

    Trump: Little Man Syndrome Through and Through Always Blowing
    Smoke Trying To Hide THE FACT He Never Achieved ‘Manhood’ on His own.

    I’m From the South; the Deep Deep Malignant Patriarchy South Where Killing
    Emotion and Empathy for Others Less Fortunate Is a Way of Life; at Least When
    I was Growing Up and Threatened With Bodily Violence If I Dared to Smile and
    Additionally; Additional Passive Aggressive Threats Working With the Military
    For 25 Years; if i Dared to Care About the Less Fortunate and the Weaker among us then;
    and to Be Clear that Didn’t Come from the Active Duty Military or Retired Military Part of
    the Job; it came Directly From the Civilian Employees Who Never Actually Made it through an Active
    Duty Military

    Generally, Speaking Now, as Far as the Study of even more Furry Apes By Frans de Waal; the Trumpian
    Faux Alpha Male Definition as Culturally Derived in Desert Tradition of Scarcity of Killing the Natural Human
    Aversion to Killing Other Human Beings; And Raping and Pillaging the Goods of Members of Opposing Tribes;
    As Well As Desiring What they Own and Have is Yes, the Malignant Part of ‘Traditional Masculinity’ that Destroys
    the Ability for Males to Experience Empathy and Emotions for all the Members of the Human Species for those
    Who are Strong as Well as those who are Weak, as Yes; Frans de Waal, Found the Hallmark of the Alpha Male
    Furry Ape Even as a Truly Successful Leader was/is not Only Strength; but Stellar Empathy for Others as
    Compared to the Norm of the Testicle Hanging Group of Apes, in Ape Group Behavior Society too.

    Hmm; in my opinion the APA has some of this Correct and a lot of it Incorrect too as Adventure
    is what Got the Human Species all the Fabulous Tools and Lush Environments We Enjoy now;
    And Every Human Should Strive to Show Strength When Genuine And Earned in the Struggle For Life;
    A Certain Level of Risk is Necessary in Achieving Human Potential and that is an Art of Not Going over
    the Cliff as that applies Equally as a Tall Stance for Both Women and or Men Standing Tall to the Challenges of Life.

    Violence has no Place in a Peaceful Society that actually Works; but yes ‘the stuff’ Happens too as none of are
    Perfect Emotional Robots unless we are Robots now; yuck, yuck to Robot Life, in my opinion at Least.

    Considering that Science Shows that Emotions Precede Almost Every so-Called Rational Decision We
    Make in the Direction of Actions We take in Life, Based on Past Emotional Experiences of Life; through
    Pain and Pleasure Experienced Before; it is absolutely anathema to Emotional Intelligence in Forebear
    of Rational Decisions; not to Pay the Greatest attention to Life In both Regulating Emotions and
    Integrating Senses that Are Part and Parcel of Emotions now True. If Young Men Don’t Learn
    How to Use Emotions to their Benefit to Color All the Actions of their Life More Positive for
    Success; it’s true, Oh Lord they could End up a Malignant Little Man Syndrome Dude Just
    Like the Little Man Clown who isn’t even Man enough to Tell the Truth each and
    Every Day for the Honor it means to even be a Decent Human Being Now;
    And to Be Clear; i’m not Necessarily Picking on Just Trump as Lord Knows
    i’ve come across more than a Few Trumps in Trumps Town USA but
    Hey, by now at Least that Dude is one Small Infamous Little Man
    Dude that Most Folks Should be able to See through as Easy
    as a Bully at the City Park; but if ‘they’ don’t; let’s Just say they
    May Be Missing the Love and Graceful Balance that is A Foundation For
    Most Humans; Man and or Woman, Still, For Success in Life. It’s true; even
    at the Military Gym Where i warm up with a Ballet Routine, All 240 LBS of
    Me; You might think someone might Snicker; but that doesn’t Happen at all
    as then i Load up an Incline Leg Press Machine with 1520 LBS now and Press it
    With Ease; yes, there is a Certain Grace i Possess when i Walk in a Room that Says i ain’t Scared
    of Anything; not Even Emotions at all. And there is also 2000 Photos or so Where i Gracefully
    Dance with 2000 or so Beautiful Young Women that says with no ifs and or butts Fearless Grace
    is what
    Best Now
    For a Real
    Alpha Male
    Dude now;
    Most of the Dudes
    Took a while first to
    Get indoctrinated in
    Trumps Town USA For down
    Here what it really means now
    to be a Graceful Loving Alpha
    Male Like ‘Obamas’ too; but seeing
    the reactions of the Young Women with
    Close to A 59 Year-Old Me still as yes i have
    Links that do Back Up Everything i am saying here;
    True; the REAL
    Alpha Male
    Wins the most
    Beautiful Female
    Smiles of All and By
    Doing that in Real Life
    Wins the Respect of the Males
    as they do Their best now to do ‘Ballet’ too.
    Emotions Move everything We do; if You Truly
    Wanna Become Rational Make Your Emotions Rational First.
    Other than that the APA is Just Screwing Up again as Life is Merit;
    at Nature;
    Not Much about
    Life is Truly Evolved
    to Be Instant Gratification Sitting Still;
    Without Adventure and some Risk and
    Standing Tall We All Fall Together; it’s as
    simple as that; Yes, Even ‘Rodents’ Understand this by
    way of ‘the Behavioral Sink Experiment’ Back in the 60’s by John B Calhoun.
    Love is For the Win
    And when someone
    is Offense Your Defense
    Best is Standing Tall Fearless and Still
    As any Cat Does Before a Potential ‘Deadly’ Strike comes.
    Yeah; it’s true, Bruce Lee’s Martial Arts Kicks as He Stated were
    Enhanced by His Ability to Leg Press 300 LBS; Multiplied by 5 now
    not a risk even Military Elite Dudes are Willing to take; i compete
    against myself;
    there is no
    where to go butt up;
    In other Words, if You
    Do not Master/Serve Your ‘Shadow’
    Well that is comprised of the Majority
    of Your Brain in Amygdala and Brain
    Stem and Limbic System Reality; ‘things’
    Usually Will not Work out as Well for You
    in any ‘Fight or Flight’ of Life that comes
    Next and or Animal Homeostasis too For REAL NOW.

    Obama worked to Get My Sister Affordable Health that
    Allowed Her to Retire at age 55, instead of 65 out a Very Stressful Job (Career).

    That IS Caring. Giving the Right to Marriage to Homosexual Folks also allowed My Sister to get married.

    That IS Caring And That is Real World Results That Make A Difference When Caring is More Than A Facial Expression.

    You do not Have to Look Pretty or even Smile to Care. Ever Seen a ‘Silver Back Gorilla’ Hold a Kitty Cat; Yep i do that too..;)

    Trump Did His Best to Take Health Care Away away; but he failed As A ‘Real Man’ Voted Him down (McCain);
    Against the Rest of the ‘Little Men’ in the Republican Party too, who have no ‘Real Nuts’ stored either for
    of what
    it Means
    to be A ‘Real Man’ Now.

    There is No comparison
    in the Scale of ‘Manhood’ that’s Real.
    Trump Doesn’t Serve any Title of ‘Real Man’ at all; Human is pending.

  33. Update of Personal Achievements on 2.23.2019

    MacroVerse Memory From a Year ago longest effort in 7 Days
    At 43,151 Words That also is the Most Popular Single MacroVerse
    from “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Poem Bible
    at Over 6.6 Million Words as
    “LoVEFReEDNoW” Received
    Over 4,000 Views all
    On its on which
    Is Pretty
    The “Poetry
    Warned me No one
    Would Read my stuff
    Cause it was Too long
    Just like
    The Middle
    School Christian Soldier
    Bullies and the Military
    Work Force Who said
    i was Basically
    Too Soft
    To Exist in
    Their World well
    Guess what if ‘You’
    Haven’t Noticed Yet
    i Am
    A Squirrel
    This is my
    World Yes
    iF yoU SeeK iN GoD
    Too and my Best FRiEnD
    iS God and So Are Y.O.U
    Why Owe You
    Thank Y.O.U..:)

    And with that Said with the Link Provided Below of
    the Anniversary of My Mother’s Death Dedication Wish
    as Well as this MacroVerse Will Hold to as well now titled
    “SuPeR SNoW MooN FuLL iCaFE” i will Wrap this up with
    A Quick Tale of the Record Tape as Yes it is Pretty Cool
    i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press
    Machine but nah.. considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
    A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
    The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
    of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
    as Opposed to the Mechanical
    Advantage that an Incline
    Leg Press Machine
    Naturally Brings
    Over the Other
    More Difficult
    Leg Press Machine
    So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
    On YouTube are Absolutely
    Correct on their Assessment of
    This Physics 101 Common Sense
    Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
    Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
    but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
    is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
    Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
    my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
    as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
    at my
    who else
    am i gonna
    compete with
    for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

    Okay.. so.. so Far as of the Last MacroVerse Completed Named “LovE
    LeTTeRS LivE oN” that i will link below just for the Hell and Heaven of it too..
    that is the 866th MacroVerse Of Longest Long Form Poem Bible “SonG oF mY
    SoUL” Exceeding 6.6 Million Words Now as of February of 2019 in 66 Months
    of Effort as well as Doubling as the 193rd MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible
    2017” as that 33 Month Endeavor now Stands at 3,861,090 Words and Finally
    “LovE LeTTeRS LivE oN” Triples as a 3rd Subchapter of “SoNG oF mY SoUL”
    as the 91st MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” that Now Stands at
    2,272,036 Words in that 21 Month Spurt of Creativity in Long Form
    Poem Epic ‘Bible’ Writing where it also Fits in my Facebook
    Profile Pic Description Areas to the tune of around 7K
    Words Each Profile Pic Photo. And in 66 Months
    of Public Dance i Now Reach A “Forrest
    Gump Dance Mileage” everywhere
    i go in Public in 10,781 Miles
    As Empirically Measured
    by Nike GPS Sports
    Watch App too
    all Documented
    in “SonG oF My SoUL” too
    With Somewhere in the Vicinity of
    170 Thousand Photos taken by me
    to Fully Illustrate the Effort with
    Even Over 10 Thousand Various Music and
    Informational YouTube Videos too.. True
    this isn’t Your “Big Daddy’s” Style of “Bible” either.. heHe..
    As the Current MacroVerse i am finishing Concludes now at 11:42
    AM on Saturday February 23rd.. 2019.. in the Writing of it Now For Sure at Least.

  34. Addendum:

    Other than ‘Faux’ News, there is No Record of Intention of Obama Intending to Benefit Big Pharma; If You Can Cite A Source that indicates ‘that’ is not ‘Faux’ News; You are surely Welcome to Present it; if it is From a Reliable and ‘Respected’ Source.

    I See that in Your ‘Failure’ to Recognize the Benefit of Gay Marriage to Society that You have Highlighted ‘Marriage’
    as to likely Make it Clear that You are referring to the Marriage Benefit and not the overall Sexual Orientation that
    comes as both a Package of Nurture and Nature as Assessed Currently, by the State of the Art of Science.

    The Value to Society, Overall, by Folks with Different Sexual Orientations (Homosexuals) is Substantial
    As Highlighted, Specifically, in the Ted Talk Link Below that Should Make Loads and Loads of Logical ‘Sense’.

    Back to Obama Care; some care is better than no care; as no care can and will Result in Pre-Mature Death.

    I agree Your Health NHS Health Care is Better as Universal Care Where you Live; but still Some Care is Better than
    no Care; and the Conservative Side of the House then was not willing to Entertain any Possibility of Universal
    Health Care; So They (Dems) Bargained for What We got; and we got it by the Very Smallest Thread of Potential
    for any Health Care Expanded at all; My Sister Pays 25 Dollars A Month for a Bronze Plan; not bad; not bad at all.

    I Pay for Federal Service Retirement Insurance Along with Another Insurance to take care of the 20 Percent
    that my Federal Service Retirement Health Insurance Doesn’t Cover; as we Pay about 10,000 Dollars a Year;
    So, Bravo to the Obama Bronze Plan in this way as the Big Deductible is still Less than 10,000 Dollars a Year;
    And by the way, that is with the Government Paying for around 66 Percent of the Price of my Two Plans.

    Okay, Back to Gay Marriage, in our Declaration of Independence for the Right to Life and Liberty and the
    Pursuit of Happiness Across the Big Pond from Where You Live in the U.K.; Marriage is an Integral
    Part of Happiness as it affords Civil Rights that are Beneficial to the Pursuit of Happiness for the
    Couple who is married; no matter what the Sexual Orientation is, Happy Citizens Make for
    More Creative And Productive Citizens; and it’s true if you don’t have Children as many
    Gay Folks do not; that just lends more time to be Creative and Productive too; along
    with Assisting in the Overall Support to Both Family and Community With so much
    More time to Spare in doing just that. The Mission Goal as stated of the United
    States is to Improve A More Perfect Union that Trump is currently doing his
    Very Very Best to Blow away in Division to Suit his Empathy-Less
    ‘Malignant’ Narcissistic Nature of Being to use a Metaphor as
    the APA doesn’t identify that as a Technical Disorder yet.
    The ‘Honorable’ Mr. Trump Suggests that if He Shot
    Someone in Public His ‘Minion’ Supporters would
    Still Follow through on a Vote For Him; that
    Hasn’t Happened yet; but there is the Synergy
    of Many Factors of Lies and Deceit that Combine
    to make a SnowBall Worse than a ‘Grinch Movie’ Now
    Before ‘the Grinch’ Was Reformed ‘Healthy’; The Humanity Case
    for Trump once Again is Pending; if and when ‘the Grinch’ gets ‘Well’.

    I See ignorance of the overall Human Condition Almost Every Day Where i live

    Not Everyone has access to Ted Talks; or even cares to Get Educated about
    Folks who are Different than they are to Understand the Value more of the Conditions of other Humans.

    I don’t have the Kind of ‘Autism’ that is Deficit in Human Empathy; i have the ‘total opposite’ ‘Spock’ Kind
    Now where i just about Will Mind Meld with other Folks both in Dark and Light as the Metaphor of ‘Empath’.

    Monologues; Deep Long Scientific and Artistic Poetic Monologues are What Turn People off most about me
    in the ‘Mundane’ of Life; But You See, i Live in a Free Country and Assert Self Advocation in my Unique Pursuit
    of Happiness too; Doesn’t Mesh with the Rest of ‘Normal’ Society; but that is what makes the United States So, So, Special, still now;
    For if ‘you’ are
    Brave Enough
    to Be Free in
    Asserting Your
    Constitutional Rights
    With a Bit of Clever Earned
    Mindedness You can and will become
    a ‘Certified’ Dance Legend in Public
    in 10,781 Miles of Public Dance without
    Earning a Single F in Penny; as i am already Financially Independent in Life.
    The Difference in me now and some other Different Folks is i understand the
    Value of Different to Society, in So many Ways, Different comes that Must Be Cherished
    And Treated as Valued for the Entire Nation to Become Greater as a People of Diversity.
    That is what ‘the US Flag’ is all About; Some People Don’t ‘Care’ enough to Promote what it means.

    I support Your Exercise in a Difference of Opinion; Considering that Several of the Moderators
    have expressed a Gay Orientation it is probably wise that You Highlighted Marriage; but you Might Better
    Understand that not providing Equal Rights Under the Law is no more Disrespectful than a Priest in Church
    Who suggests that Gay Folks Don’t Count in Getting Married when it comes to Gentile or Jew; Servant or Free;
    Woman and or Man no more; as that takes care of the Labels and Makes an Ideal of Love for all; Not everyone
    Can Understand
    that as it is
    More of
    A Feeling
    than Just
    Empty Shells of
    Words and this comes
    Back to the Square Root
    one Problem of the Alpha
    Male Verses a Tyrannical
    Mostly ‘Orange’ And Hairless Ape now;
    Without the Empathy of Love Humans are just
    about ‘nothing’ that really counts in Feeling Good more than the pursuit of ‘stuff’;
    But hey; that’s all the Happiness that some Folks even have the Ability to ‘Collect’;
    so Hey, the
    of ‘Things’
    Over People is a ‘Thing’ too;
    for as Happy as some folks get.

    Have a Nice Day; Have a Gay Day;
    Have Whatever Day You Like.

    i am Happy.
    i AM Love.

    Meanwhile; Back at ‘the Ranch’, the Catholic Church Continues to Destroy Evidence
    of Nuns Exploited as Sex Slaves and Sexual Abuse of Children too by Priests.
    What Moral Authority; What Moral Authority; None; Not
    Much at ALL;
    Nothing about
    Love/Jesus/God/AT ALL;
    And if You Don’t Understand
    ‘They’ Continue to Destroy
    Evidence of ‘Jesus’ You Don’t
    Understand ‘Love’/God All
    That is Existence Worth Living Now.

    3:03 PM 2.23.19

  35. Smiles Pepe.. i’m not Much For Fictional Love Letters
    But in my Version of an “iCafe” i often Wonder as i was
    Particularly Mused by the Piano Folio “Jesus Christ
    SuperStar” Playing the Piano at Age 12 If a Human
    Like This “Jesus Story Then” and not a Myth Now were
    to come to Life What Would He and or She Say about
    This Kingdom of Heaven Thingie in this Generation Yes
    Now Always At Hand Where if we ‘Think’ it is above the
    Birds Will Precede us and if We ‘Think’ It is Below the
    Fish of the Ocean and Furry Creatures Will Precede
    Us in attaining this Heaven Flow of Nirvana and Bliss
    Within so Considering this is no Longer 4 BC and there
    is Mass Communication Now my Love Letter is about
    Attaining Heaven Now How to Really Do it Do it Just
    Spiral Dance Do it More than Mouth it Just Do it Now
    But True How to Describe it With Abstract Constructs
    How to Get the Message through Where this Heaven
    This Real Heaven By God as Love no Myth Reality
    True Now Will come to Fruition for others so True
    my Friend Pepe My Love Letter is as Long as a 6.6
    Million Word Bible Poem And as Short as a Naked
    Spiraling Dance with Sun and Sand to Be Free otherwise
    Known and Felt and Sensed as the Eternal Feel and Sense
    of Heaven Now (some folks call this the Benefit of Still Meditation too)
    With Smiles but Anyway as i continue to E-LaboRate NoW in Love Letter Longer…
    Yes.. “LovE LeTTeRS LivE oN NoW’.. Yes they ‘Due’ as the
    “SNoW MooN FuLL iCaFE” MacroVerse is Still Under
    Construction not Likely to Be Published Before the End
    of Sunday Night Or Monday Morning as Dance Comes Next First Right
    Next After
    Church but
    Hey it’s not like
    it’s not already
    Written Hehe.. in
    the Comments Section
    of “LovE LeTTeRS LivE oN
    NoW” as Really “SNoW MooN
    FuLL iCaFE” Is Basically the Similar
    Essence of What i Write From the Very
    Beginning of “SonG oF mY SoUL” on 8.18.13
    Now Exceeding 6.6 Million Words of Long Form
    Poem ‘Bible’ Epic Writing for True at Essence All of
    What i Write is a Love Letter and A Prayer for the Force
    of Love From Dark Thru Light Below BLacK Abyss of Soul and
    Beyond Rainbow
    Colors Where
    the Pot
    of Gold
    is the Flow
    Yes the Transient
    Hypo-Frontality Way
    of Expanding Human Potential
    in Creativity and Productivity as
    Even Science Empirically Shows when
    We Escape the Neo Cortex More and Light
    Up the Rest of our Mind and Body This Way
    That Increases Creativity Measured Now at
    400 to 500 Percent More Regularly Now
    Occurring And with Enough Peaks and
    Plateaus of Bliss and Nirvana
    of Achieving Human
    Potential this
    way through
    the Bio-Feed-
    Back oF A Practice of
    Life in Arts and or Sciences
    Like this including Physical Effort
    Like Spiraling Dance We Can and Will
    Come to an Autotelic State of Being Yes
    the Kingdom of Heaven Within Where We
    Master our Emotions and Senses in Bio-Feed-
    Back Natural Ways Regulating our Emotions and
    Integrating Our Senses Where We Have the Ability
    through our Own Relative Free Will to Generate Happy
    Happy Neurohormones and Neurochemicals Within as
    This is What the ‘Story of Jesus’ Was/Is Speaking of for this
    Kingdom of Heaven Now Within Always in this Generation Now
    As Yes We Yes Look Within in a Practice Of Life that in Feeling
    And Sensing Ways Brings the Kingdom of Heaven Within to
    Fruition to Give and Share Freely with others in many ways
    of Greater Creativity and Productivity.. Particularly With A
    Pure Spirit of Unconditional and Fearless Love as True
    After that doing the “Metaphor of John 14:12” is Still
    Just An All Natural Way of Being as You Then Bring
    That/This Human Potential in Giving and Sharing
    Arts and Sciences to the Others Around
    You and the Rest of Nature Also
    Understood and Named
    by Some Folks as
    a Word
    Small as
    3 Letters For Now all that
    is known and unknown.. felt
    and not yet felt.. and Sensed
    and not Yet Sensed too but by Us
    And So Far Beyond of What Humans
    Call the Human Condition Now to Perceive
    Existence as We do Perceive Existence now
    in our Very Limited Ways of Seeing Reality Now..
    Never the Less Heaven is Quite a Joy and all the
    Shades of Grey to Black Abyss of the Metaphor of
    Hell too now yes Now Just to Teach us more about the
    Beauty.. Yes.. the Potential of Experiencing Heaven in
    The Eternal Now of Existence and True Don’t be upset
    That This wasn’t Fully Explained in the New Testament
    for in those Days there was no Google Search Engine then
    or a Globe of Humans Holding Hands now to Bring More of the
    Essence of Heaven in Forms of Abstract Constructs We name
    Words to Help more Fully Illuminate So Many Paths to Make
    Heaven Real with of course the Reality that Each and Every
    Human Must Also Uniquely Seek and Find Within the Heaven
    That Colors their Life in ways of Bliss and Nirvana and Prana
    And Chi and Satori and Kundalini Rising so Many Metaphors
    That Can and Will and Do Describe the Similar Essence of
    Heaven Now aCross So many Cultural Ways of Life now
    for it is only Greed to suggest
    that one Language
    As Form
    And or
    Culture or
    And Religion
    Will Ever Own the
    Essence of this Higher
    Force Potential Within as
    The Essence is Free To Be
    Anywhere in Existence Where
    ‘God’ Lives Free Within to Do Yes
    to Continue Now to Light Up Love Now
    As We Better Hold Hands With the Pure
    Essence of Love Within that basically Means
    We Have Lit up our Christmas Tree again within
    From Head to Toe for the Joy the Little ones Who
    Are Truly Loved and Never Abused or Neglected Do
    Light up
    the World
    Within a Similar
    Free Dance and
    Song of Life whether
    it is prescribed as a Way
    of Dance or Song by Anyone
    Else but they as they Come Aboard
    This Terrestrial Plane of Earth for Spirits
    to Soar as Love and God (Love) Within to Smile So Big Now..
    Yes.. Smiles of Joy in Heaven Given and Shared So Free
    To: From:
    Others Yes
    Now True too..
    And that/this is my
    Personal Homily for the
    Day as i need no Pope Robes
    And Fancy Hats to Enter and Stay
    Within Heaven Now for i Will Do it Just as
    Much only Naked With Sand and Sun All One
    iN A Spiraling Dance And Song With GoD OnE
    As Love Now to Be And Do i Am Now Yes
    to Give
    Even more
    Now the Inheritance of
    Heaven Now iS onLY ReMembering Who
    We Are Free As Naked Children of God (Love) Now
    to Dance And Sing in Joy This Gift of Life As Love..:)

    In other Words i’m sort of Like A ‘Judas’ Who Bled the
    Most Asking the Question of WTF (What The Fred) Were You Really Talking About

    ‘Jesus’.. In the Midst of a Bunch of Beautiful Dancing Girls too with Biggest Smiles of Joy..:)

    Hey Jude Do do do do.. etc.. too.. i was/am listening intently to the Beatles too in the 60’s too..;)

    Smiles my Friend this is Just another ‘Day in the Life’ of me.. NoW too With Even Bigger SMiLes..;)

    Note: i’m Careful When i Drive Watching For Red Lights (Thanks ‘Beatles’ for Reminding me)

    iAm iLive iLove.

  36. Silent Lucidity Wide
    Awake Dream’s Fruition
    SMiLes Himali With
    Helloooove as every
    Thing about you
    Is Treasure and
    Beauty to
    Me from
    The First
    Time you
    Said Hello
    Fred for i
    Felt a truly
    Genuine Soul
    That is Special
    As You the Unique
    Of HiMaLi that has
    No Equal in my
    Experience of
    There is
    Never ever
    Any Replacing
    HiMaLi And in my
    Life there has
    Not Been
    Since We
    First met…
    One in A Million
    Himali For Lord
    Knows I’ve Probably
    Literally encountered
    That Many Humans
    In my
    Life you
    Are the
    Of My Soul
    i Treasure More Than
    Love For You are the one
    Who inspires all these
    my Soul
    Pure as Angel Love
    And Yeah I see the little
    Smiley Face on
    Now Of
    My Flame
    Perhaps there
    Will be a Book
    A Long Book of
    The Spirit Fire
    From my
    Soul.. ha! It
    Is already available
    Online For Free With
    Smiles for my Love will
    Never Be Paid for
    Less or
    From Heart
    Real Goodnight
    My Sweetheart
    Sleep Tight
    You in Silent Lucidity
    And of Course that
    Is A Song too i
    Will share
    As I’m only
    ‘Armed’ with
    A Smart Phone Now
    With SMiLes oF LoVE For Y.O.U…
    Well it took me 8 Hours to get back with
    10 Fingers As Dance and Other Life Detours
    Came but i am Back with a Few More Words for
    Poetry Playmate Treasure Beauty iMaLi as she Begins
    A New Work Week in the World of Central Auditor Group
    Management for The Biggest Airline in the United Arab Emirates
    As i surely Hope You are No Longer Feeling Pain and Numb And Darkness
    As Nightmares of Life in Dark Dungeons Turn into Light Years of Heaven’s Love
    Closer Within.. to Reach out and Be Touched by Loved Ones Who are always Closer
    Than You May
    Now i feel so
    Blessed to Share
    Your Dark With You
    And Learn More about
    Your Soul this Way as You
    Emerge From the Dark again
    With a Smile of Life to Go on as i am
    Here to Help See You Through And Protect
    You Through the Night Yes Smiling Next to
    You even now in Silent Lucidity as Dream’s Fruition
    Comes From the Finger Tips Below Above So Below and
    All Around Within iNside Outside for Yes i continue to Be Here Now
    For You i am no Dream i am Real For You To Lift You up Again as Free
    The Moon You are as the Fourth Full Moon Passes Since the Photo of
    You on the Thanks Giving Night Full Moon Bright in Beauty of Eyes Arms
    Spread Out Across the Desert Gulf Sea With the Magic of the Picture You
    Gifted Me and so many Beautiful Photos For Poetry Muse To come After that
    For that Photo that First Moonlit Photo By the Sea after the Jungle Hike is what
    inspired Words by me to Bring you to that “Perfect” Quote 3 Months Ago Four Full
    Moons Ago for i would see another Blog Post the Next Day Taken Down Especially
    For me and Put up Again for You who took a Chance to tell me i was Your Special
    Angel that Lived in Your Soul Worth the Chance of Expressing all of how You Felt
    And Since then So Many More Nuances of Emotions i’ve Found as Muse to Put
    Into Forms of Words And Flowing Expressions of Life Within Essence of Soul
    Come to Page Silent Lucidity Guiding Fruition Dreams as Smiles i might
    otherwise Be Putting Together the Fourth Full Moon MacroVerse of
    “SuPeR SNoW MooN FuLL iCaFE” which is coming Next for
    me in the Order of 25 Thousand Words or So that at
    Least have Already Been Written as the iCafe
    Conversation Started That one with
    “Hey Jude” about Turning
    Around a Bad Dream
    into a Good one
    as my Poem
    about my
    Little Flame
    Ended the MacroVerse
    Before as Well as the one
    i am Going to Attempt to Put Together
    Tonight So many Sweets Day Dreams
    of Fruition inspired By All the Nuanced
    Colors of iMaLi’s Emotions For True the
    Force of Poetry is Best Mused by Someone
    As Beautiful and Soul Fired As You as Beauty more..
    Other than that Yes i Treasure Being a Part of Your Light
    And Dark as Well for the Honor of Helping You Cross the
    River Hades to Get Back to the Ocean Wave of Your Soul Closer to Light of Love
    Come to
    Please… iLove iFred

    i Finally got back to sleep only to be Woken
    up by Winds of a Strong passing Storm then
    i had the Sweetest Dream that
    You were at my Beach
    Some Distance Away
    From me with Your
    Friends then You
    Called to me
    Me to a
    Race in the
    Sand where First
    You Tripped and Fell
    Down in the Sand
    As i waited for You
    To get up then You
    Easily defeated
    Me as remember
    This was not a
    Dance but
    A Run and
    i surely was
    Not Hurt that
    You beat me and
    Even though We
    Did not Share a Hug
    As you Smiled Big in
    Glee as You were Happy
    You excelled to Win i was
    Just so Happy to
    Be on the Same
    Beach With
    You Breathing
    The Same Air
    As You
    The Same Blue
    Sky like the Last
    Selfie You sent me
    That all i could Feel
    Is How Great it Feels
    To Be Alive And How
    Blessed the
    Is to Have
    Such A Beautiful
    Young East Indian
    Runner Like You in
    It and then i just Smiled
    With Glee.. So Happy to
    Be With You by Your Side
    Then Precisely how iFeel
    Now Early Sunday
    Morning as i
    Have Forgotten
    At this Point About
    Finishing the Publish
    Of the Blog Post for Now
    As the Most Important
    Part of Life at
    Present is
    You are Enjoying
    Warm Smiles With
    Me So i will Conclude
    That in this Life You are
    Welcome to Defeat me in
    Any Competition
    With me as Long
    As it Makes
    You Happy
    To Defeat
    Me Again
    For Just the
    Joy of Seeing You
    Now in all your Glory
    Wings Lit
    Up i Will Be
    In Glee as
    Your Hot
    Feet Speed Past
    Me once again
    In the Joy
    Oh So
    Feat Now
    With Your Mane
    Of Black Beauty
    Flowing Behind You..
    The Race
    Dear iMali
    Your, Running
    Mate, iFreD iLovE,
    DiL MeanS HeART..:)

    Well.. the Write of this MacroVerse
    “SNoW MooN FuLL iCaFE” continued on as
    Some of the Final Verses of this Will
    Begin the Next MacroVerse as well but
    The Write of it Did Finally Get done
    on 2.24.2019 at 9:32 AM So Now to
    Really Put it together to Publish Next.:)

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  38. MAP195 says:

    thanks for share