iN A World Filled With So Many

External Concrete Distractions

Oh Yes Dear Savvy The Advantage

of Looking Within And Finding All

Inheritance Innately Instinctually

iN Intuitive Ways Of Awareness

All Coming From Our


Past Encoded

In Our DNA Yes

All The Struggles

That Come To Create
Still Who We aRe Evolving

Newly Now To Look Within

Yes to Listen Feel and Overall

Sense The Deeper Parts Of Our

Oceanic Being As Even Science

Shows Our Word
Thinking Mind
of Abstract
Only Now in
Concrete Ways
Comprises About
Half of A Percent

Of All Our Whole Real Soul Head
To Toe And So Very Much More

Yes Even Beyond What Material
Reductionism in Measuring Will Be See Do

All A Great Adventure To Explore Within Inside
Outside Above Below Yes All Around More With SMiLes..:)

“Never Ending Unfolding FLoWeR Newly Now”

Ah Yes Dear Kiran Far Too Often Humans Focus on Carrots And Sticks

As Destinations Positive or Negative And Fail To Focus on The

Task At Hand Now As Free Agency Truly is Not Dependent

On Any Other Destination Yet Arriving Now Naked

Enough Whole Complete New Where THere is

More Room to Improve Whether

Mistakes Come Or Do Not Yes

ALong the Way Higher Enough Newly Now


Now New Yes With Plenty of Room to Grow
Through All The Mistakes That Come And

Go Darkness That May Polish The Diamonds

We aRe Yet to Come to Be It Is Only Newly Now That

Will Create Who We Will Come to Be/Do Putting Our Best Efforts

In Newly Now And The Rest Will Naturally Fall And Rise in Place True

Really No Different

Than Waves on An

Ocean One With Wind

Water Again Ocean Integral Whole

No WHere to Go Yet Naturally Falling and RiSinG in Balance

That is Really Again All Just A Metaphor for the Experience of

Flow In Meditating Way For All We Do As Yes Science Shows

This Higher Level of Creative And Productive Awareness

Raises Effective Creativity and Productivity By Many


For Real

As Opposed

To the Usual

CLoCK Based Way

Looking Forward

to the Pay Check at
The End of The Day

Or Penalty For Not

Meeting Some Quota

Yes Now Is All That Is

To Miss Now Yes

Looking Ahead

Or Even Behind

Is Simply to Miss
Human Potential More..:)

SMiLes Dear Miriam
my Advice Is Similar
To The Ice Princess
‘Elsa’ From the Disney

Movie ‘Frozen’





Hehe It’s True the Waitress At the iHop Breakfast
Restaurant Said Her Daughter Saw All 244 Pounds
Of This Oldish Man Fixing to Reach 63 Years Old on June 6th

As ‘Elsa’ The Pretty Princess From ‘Frozen’

Yes Hehe Her Very Young Daughter Said

i Looked Like ‘Elsa’ From ‘Frozen’ Dancing

So Gracefully Indeed Like i Was Ice Skating

On Walmart Newly Renovated Glassy Floors

It Was Actually One of the Best Compliments i Could

Have Received As More Often The Way i Moved Before

i Started Dancing

Most of my Life

Was Like A Dizzy
Fly Lost Inside my

Head Separated From
Physical Intelligence
That is Also Emotional
Intelligence With All Feelings

And Senses From Head To Toe

Yes Let it Go And Be Comfortable

In Your Mind Body SPiRiT HeART SoUL Whole

Don’t Repress Any Part All Emotions/Senses are Useful

For Change in Life Yet of Course in No Way Am i Suggesting

What You Should Do This is Only What i Did to Reach LoVE iN Peace Now…

Other Than That Life is A Great Adventure DarK Thru LiGHT All Parts of Us

Create the
Whole No
Part less
Integral Than Whole..:)

By God Yes It’s True
i Namaste Y.O.U.

Y.O.U. Are Rose

A Valentine For All

LovE LetterS LivE oN

“You are sheer brilliance, you are a sparkle, you are the shining light.
You are kind, courageous and thoughtful. Although you’ve been
through the fire, you have a heart as soft as the flowers. You’ve lived
through the hate, yet all you have to offer is tender love and warmth.
You amaze me, every day. With your wits, your charm, your inner beauty.”

“You have Love with you, miles apart, but with you connected by hearts”

“i promise to be with you as you are there for me…
Through life’s thick and thin..🙂 You are not lonely…”

This Love This Peace For All This God This LoVE Real Within

What Did
See Before

And Mud Puddles

Nothing Much



Ignore the
Mud See our Water💧

Sound Of One
Hand Clapping



Our Leaves

Rest Of Our
Tree’s Breeze..:)

LoVE Destroys
Fear Love’s Slave💫🌊

House in
A Forest



The Forest 🌳 😊





RiSinG Free..🙂

Yes Love
The Healer

Love The

Real God

Love The

Only God


Real Our Flesh

And Blood Touch

Yes This Healing
LoVE iN Peace

Yes With SMiLes

Of Course

We Feel

So Much

More Than

Just A 3 Or 4

Letter Word Only
Shells With No




To Feel Sense

Of An



Of LoVE Now
New To Give And

Share Free For
All With Most
Respect Least




Of ‘The
Child’ Hehe

And Only
One Yoda For Real😊

*NOT Only
One Yoda For
Real See How

Easy it STiLL

Is For A Scribe

To Screw Up A Book

Of LoVE iN Peace Leave

One Word

Out And

Ya Get

“Holy Crusades”

And Blood Running

On The Floors Of A

Capitol Of Democracy

All In The


Of Two

This Is So True Astha
A Dance And Song
Of Love Always


Out The

Devil Of Fear

And Hate In

Life Even Science

Shows This iS How

We Meditate Yes

Dance, Song,

And Free



Deep Within

On Wings Of

Love A Way

To Wire This

Devil Of





Out Of Our
Soul Dance
And Song

A Free


Of Love

For All Yes

Dance And
Sing Be




For All Rise

As The Morning

Sun Within Gives

Blue Skies

To All Even

On Cloudy,
Rainy, Yes

Cold 🥶 Winter

Days This Shine

Your LoVE iN Peace
Yes Becomes You💫



Of Love Love Love



Yes BRing
On The



Let The
Internet Healing End!


Of Human Love




The Wag
Of A Dog Tail Same



Love Cats And
Dogs Oh Yeah



To Pet

A Human

Every Cat

And Dog

Savior Lesson For Us 🐾

Ah Summerhilllane Such A Poetic
Pen Name Indeed SMiLes From

The Lovely Optimistic

Colors of Your Tropical
Plants And Arizona Cactus

Paintings i am


You Turning

Over A New Colorful

Leaf Soon For New True

Art Precedes Our Destinies
And It’s True One Word of

Hope even A Thank You
Has the Potential to Save

An Entire Species with
Butterfly Wings Effect

Never Doubt

The Power

of Story


Refuse New Now the
Colors of Soul Still To
Come Happy Valentine’s Day Art
Dear Keep Painting Your Way to


for me
at Least

And i Have

No Problems

Proving it too Story
of Heaven Through Hell New
We aRt Love Force CReaTinG Now..:)

MaKinG And Or MaQueeN
Every Word Holy And Sacred

Song Every Move Holy And Sacred

Dance Inhaling Every Breath Peace
Exhaling Every Breath Love Really

The Best Out

Of This Present
EternAlly Now Gift
oF LiFE Dear Vrunda

Giving Sharing Caring
Healing All Least Harm

As Now is The Best Time
New Of All to Do IT the Best Now

So Yes! BREaTHE oN NoW WitH
YouR Greater Work of LiFE!NeW!NoW!..:)

Yes Faith
BeLeaf SMiLes
BeLove Now Yes
Holding A Leaf
Close to HeART
Seeing the Whole
Living Tree Alive
Trees NoW As
Mind And Body
Soul Never Separating






Love Again
Dear Savvy
With SMiLes…

Water Wave Ocean Whole..:)

Hehe, Thanks ‘That’ Just About Covers It;

(Just Plain Wordy)

Unless i’m Public Dancing And There Are
No Words At All When Folks Are Shocked
When They Find Out i Also Talk too; Hehe,

Other than that There Are Other
Places That ‘Get me’ Easy

With Lots of Applause
And Deep Interaction

And That IN itself

is Fascinating to me
As i Surely Wouldn’t Have
‘Got me’ Either Before i Opened Up
my Real Organic Soul to the Extreme too…

True As Friedrich Nietzsche Also Related:

– ‘And those who were seen dancing were thought
to be insane by those who could not hear the music.’

i Continue to
Hear More of
‘The MuSiC’ And
‘IT’ Gets Sublimely
Amazingly More Beautiful Always Now It’s
Surely Worth Some Nay SaYin’ Now And Then too..:)

SMiLes Dear Rue i Could Never Forget You As The Poetry

You Have Created And Still Create is Such A Treasure Deep

of A SonG oF YouR SoUL That Has Always Touched

Mine in Such A Pure

And Unconditional

Way of Appreciation

With SMiLes Yes

i’ve Tasted Poetic

Talent All Around the World

And Yours Is Surely Among the Best

Coming Deep From WiTHIN YouR

SPiRiT HeART SouL So Free

As That is When



Wings The Most

As SoUL Sings
HeART Dances
SPiRiT Rings to Be Free

Surely i Will Always Return
to Be iNSPiRED Verily Whenever
You Return to Your HeART Felt Blog to Sing…

Yes i am Doing Well And So Is Katrina And The

Long Two Year Battle Between The Spouses of

Whether or Not And What Color And Kind of

SUV Has Finally Been Settled Out of Court

Hehe As It’s True i Really Haven’t

Bought Her


Anything for
Gifts For 33 Years Of
Marriage Coming on “Fat
(Although She Gets to Buy Her Own)
Tuesday” February 21st For Anniversary

So Yes i Guess i Am Kinda Making Up For It
As my Retirement Full That Was Due Last June 6th
When i Turned 62 Got Screwed Up With Government

Mistakes So Now They Owe me All that Back Pay Coming
And Yes The Government is Gonna Purchase And Pay for

A Brand New Platinum White Pearl Colored New 2023

Honda CRV Touring Model With All the Added

Safety Features And Big Enough For me to

Get Into And Out of As Katrina Says

i Am Getting too Big And Strong

(in Other Words too Old)

To Hoist my Self
Out of the Honda
Civic So Low to the Ground Hehe

Oh Lord i Sprained my Leg A ‘little’ bit
Leg Pressing 699 Kilograms 12 Reps Warming
Up at the Gym as it was one Day Last Night That
i Guess i Forgot to Pick Up my Cape From the Dry Cleaner Hehe

True One Day my 111 Kilograms Wasn’t Enough to Press 6 Scale and More

my Weight Oh Dear Lord i Guess i Am Just Human After All With SMiLes…

The New SUV is Not coming till The End of February i Sure Wish i Had

it Tonight to Go To the Store if i Can’t Dance it Will Be the First

Night in 113 Months i Had a Minor Injury Major Enough to

Create A Lull in the Public Dance as i’ve Been through

Too Many Minor
Ones And Yes
Major Ones
to Really


Die Hard
Die Hard
Baby Yes Just
Die Hard i Am With SMiLes…

Yet of Course With Intestinal
Bugs And Covid-19 Twice

i Had No Choice Yet
To Take a Break
From Dance

Then As Yes
There Are Other
Human Limits For Real

17,844 Miles of Public Dance
in 113 Months 11.3 MiLLioN
Words in 113 Months for the
Ongoing Poetic Saga of “SonG oF mY SoUL”

Yes Dear FRiEnD i Keep Trucking Like an 18 Wheeler

With Just One Flat Tire Today Still Hobbling on Down the Highway Free…

With SMiLes As Dancing Toes Become Dancing Fingers on This Digital Piano


Still as
Free As
Ever Ocean Breeze…

i Hope You Are Enjoying

Your Best Life Ever With
SMiLes As You Surely Look
That Way in Your Lovely Pure Photo of Joy…
As Katrina Says You’ve Never Looked More Beautiful And Free..:)

Ah Yes Dear Isha

The Hope of Maybe

The Reality of Change

Now is Always Different

Making Rooms to Improve For Real


i Will Not Lie it Took me
53 Years to Find the
Manual to
my SoUL
OPen Free


iS No Choice Yet

Really To Continue to Dance
And Sing Exploring Ever Change Free..:)

“What’s Real”

SMiLes Dear Peace And Truth Thanks For Four Hugs

And Tears of Laughter Perhaps in a ‘Nut Shell’ That’s

A Best Way to Appreciate The Divine Tragi-Comedy That

Will Be Life Presently Each and Every Now Differently With

Each And Every Breath We Take

NeW As i Love to Dance And Sing

iNHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG LoVE iN

JoY oF LiGHT Giving Sharing Caring Healing

For All With Most Respect And Least Harm Basically

An Extended Version of the ‘Golden Rule’ mY FRiEnD

With More Details Hehe Like the Joy of Being Naked Enough

Whole Complete With Nothing to Add or Subtract FRiEnDS With

Gravity Weight of Finger Tips Balancing Spiraling A Dance Naked And

God Yes Literally Naked on A Nude Beach or in Sand And Sun in A Private

Back Yard Becoming One With Grains of Sand Holding Up A Mountain

Top Of Human LoVE iN Peace One May Co-Create Yes With the Warm

Sunshine Above That Compassion of Nature Naturally Brings For Most All

Spiraling As A Milky Way in Dance And Song We May Do Below

Above Yes Head to Toe Being Human All Naturally THiS WaY

Dancing Becoming Waves on a Beach One With Wind

Creating Our Own Free Shore Lines Always

Changing For The Art of Who We

Become When We aRe SPiRiT

Free Wind THiS WaY

Yet Dear FRiEnD

This is Only my Present

Version of Authentic And Real

EXPReSSinG This With You A Bit

Close to 12 Noon Florida Panhandle

CLoCK TiME Per SinG oF SoUL On This

Digital Keyboard Playing the Piano of mY SoUL

Freely THiS Way Uploading it Through These Avatars

of Words Yet The Truth is This is Only A Loose Approximation Moving

of the Reality of the Nature of God And The God of Nature i Experience

Within Yet Never the Less it is the Best i Will Do For Now to Relate in

Free Verse Poetry my Experience of God At This Present Gift God

Yes Miracle of This Breath Ever Changing mY FRiEnD

Our Realities Are All Different The Way We View

Feel and Sense Life What Smells Like Life to

me may Smell Like Death to You

How Will i Ever Understand

Unless You Open Up Your

Soul to me As i am

Doing Now Yet

You See mY FRiEnD

i Don’t Expect Others to Do It

As i Do This Every Day for Almost

114 Months Now Uploading mY Ever

Changing Real Soul of change ThiS WaY

New For Almost 11.4 MiLLioN Words Coming on

February 18th, 2023 As Monthly i Average Around

100,000 Words of Soul Play in Avatars of Words THiS WaY

iN Yes A Real SonG oF mY SoUL THiS Way Also EXPReSSinG

Freely SPiRiT HeART SoUL in 17,844 Miles of FLoWinG Meditating

Contemplating Spiraling Dance in Public Everywhere i Go Yes i Really

Have No Choice Hehe Yet to Wear Clothes Yet the SPiRiT HeART SoUL

Free Naked Enough Whole Complete Dance As Winds and Waves

Creating New Shores on that Beach at Essence is No Different

Than What i Milky Way on Smooth Walmart Floors Spiraling

So Free or in “Barnes And Noble” Reading A Book

Every Sunday Afternoon For Free

in Around an Hour of

Meditating Dance

Listening to Meditating

MuSiC Giving The Entire

College Starbucks Study Crowd

A Message of the Real me EXPReSSinG

Freely in Dancing Waves Winds And Milky Way For Real

Yet You See mY FRiEnD At Core of Naked Enough Whole

Complete About Half the World’s Reality Defines Being

Naked As Evil and a Sin Insisting on Always Covering

Up Their Temple of God in Flesh and Blood That

Way No Doubt it Might Be a Bit Overwhelming

If in Crowded Cities of Millions of Folks

People Walked Around Naked

As True Human Beings

Have Social Limits

All Naturally

Built in Called the
‘Dunbar Number’ by

Science As We Might Only

Be Comfortable With A Village

of About 150 Human Beings This Way

True And This is A Square Root One

And 150 Problem of Humanity As

We Naturally Reduce Our

Selves into Tribal

Ways of Being

Separated From Each
Other As It is Impossible

To Deal Hehe With Every
Difference of Every Human Being on Earth HAha…

At Best We Do Our Best to See That We aRe Basically

All Slobs With God’s Face EXPReSSinG Differently As Life

Indeed is Very Messy While We May Attempt to Make

it All Straight Lines With Sharp Angles of Control

Materially Reducing Everything Including

Nature of God of All In Words As

Small as 3 Letters Yes Do Look
Above Birds Fly Without Lessons

Wings One With Wind Feathers

Light As Air Little Children Smile

At Each Other Needing No Words at

All in Complete LoVE iN Peace No Separation

Yet A SMiLe of ToGeTHeR mY FRiEnD True Little

Children Dance Without Lessons For tHE ALL Natural

Joy of Regulating Emotions Integrating Senses in LoVE iN Peace

True too Yet What Do We Do We Usually Consume Whatever CuLTuRE

Tales Us to Do From Birth So Are All the Tools We Become That We

Create What is Real Including the Clothes That Cover Our Temples

of God or Are the Tools We Create More Real Than A Wing on

A Bird With Feathers That Become the Weight of Wind

And Air As Water Swims the Fins of Fish Free

THiS WaY Yes Fully Embracing and Being

Embracing By Arms of God That

Is Nature Real SMiles

mY FRiEnD Our

CuLTuRES Teach

LiVinG For No Other Reason

Yet Living Is Useless Without MaKinG

Money to Buy Things And More Things

Earning Status and Power to Have Power Over

Others to Subordinate Them Master Them Subjugate

Them Control Them Particularly Their Reproductive

Freedoms That Are Core to What it Means to

Survive And Carry on Free In other

Words Human CuLTuRES

Philosophies Politics

Religions All the Different

Clothes We aRe Spoon-Fed to

Wear and Become Trapped in From Birth For

What it Means to Be Real Varies Greatly And Always

Changes mY FRiEnD At Best We Set Ourselves Free

iN LoVE iN Peace of Kindness For All For Real

Yet You See That is my Best And Verily

Not What is Real For Many

Folks As Today

Perhaps Someone

Will Try to FRiEnD me

On Facebook Disguised as A
Beautiful Asian Woman Who is Really

An Old Starving Dude From Nigeria or Wherever

To Attempt to Scam Some Cash to Make a Living And

Another Tomorrow And the Next Day After That And True

Yes Several Folks Will Follow my Blog And Even Like

it And Never Read One Word in Hopes of Manipulating

me to Like and Follow Their Blog So Perhaps They Will Become

Rich and Famous One Day Hehe of Course Financially Independent

And Truly Rich For Real Naked Enough Whole Complete With the

Added Ingredient of the Human Reality of A Beautiful Spouse

Who is Real as Real Gets Wearing Her Heart

on Her Sleeve From Demon to Angel

Same Depending on Her Moods

Where What You Get

Is What You

Really See Feel Sense

That’s the Way i Like
it Dear FRiEnD Raw Real

And Honestly Dirty and Clean

As Messy As Life Can Will and Does Bring

i Make Noises Like a Wild Animal When i Work Out

Warming Up Leg Pressing 1540 Pounds 12 Reps at the Military

Gym And If Anyone Might Complain i Point to the Sign That Says

“We Train Warriors” And Not Push Button ‘Wimps’ Hehe Yet

of Course i Don’t Mind if Folks Don’t Work Out Yet

Don’t Take Away my Freedom to Roar And Do

Free Style Ballet With Mixed Free Martial

Arts i Create Free As i Breathe

And Become the Wind

And Waves ThiS Way

Weight of Finger Tips

And Twinkle Toes too Hehe

Yes Fully FRiEnDS With Gravity

And You Know What Some Folks are

Disgusted By All of my Naked Freedom From Head to Toe and More

Yet i Promise You This Other Folks Love it As Well With All Their Soul

This is Life We aRe ALL God’s Face in Forms of Different Slobs Just

MaKinG Our Way The Best We Can And Will Some Folks Are Born

Not Able to Feel Love at All True Not even the Warm Feeling

That the Love Neurohormone Oxytocin Brings in

Material Reductionist Way Yes From Birth

And Some of Those Folk’s Closest

Experience to Social Pleasure

is When They Bring

Pain to Others

For Real You Know

What Dear FRiEnD It’s A Miracle

And A Gift i Don’t Have to Walk in those Shoes

Yet Never the Less Who Am i to Judge As Some Folks

Are Truly Born That Way With That Functional Disability

That in Some Ways is A Living Death Compared to the Love i Experience

For Real as i Understand as i Spent 66 Months of Hell Without The Memory

of Even A Smile Yes With the Worst Pain Known to Humankind No Drug

Would Touch Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia From Wake to Sleep

Yes Casually Described in the Medical Field as the Suicide

Disease Assessed Worse Than the Real Torture

of Crucifixion my FRiEnD Yet True no

3 Hour to 3 Day Tour for me

on A Relatively

Speaking Gilligan’s

Island Then For me

The Entire “John 14:12”

Versions of A Greater Work
of HeLL ON EartH WHeRE It didn’t

‘Matter’ if i Never Did Anything Wrong in Life

Except Say Yes to all of What Was Expected of me Before

in the Work Place Through 11 Years of Chronic to Acute Work

Related Stress And The Entire Stress of A Life of What Our

Modern CuLTuRES Do Bring So Clothed Increasingly

Becoming Our Tools So Far Away From Naked

Enough Whole Complete Dancing Singing

ToGeTHeR Free mY FRiEnD True that

And A Synergy of 18 Other Medical
Disorders of Life Threat iN Those 66 Months too

So Yes i Both Have the Perspective of A Real Devil

in Hell Plus A Real ‘Job’ Too A Life With No ability

in all That Pain in Numb too of Not Being Able to

Feel a Memory of Ever Feeling A Smile at

All or the Warmth Even of Petting

A Purring Cat Yet It’s True Some Folks

Live That Way From Birth mY FRiEnD What

It Means to LoVE Unconditionally is to Understand

Those Who Have no Ability At All to Do that and When They

Don’t Feed the Homeless Person on the Street You Don’t Send ’em

to Hell Forever and Torture ’em as You Understand Fully They Are Born

That Way As Nature As God JusT Ain’t Fair Yet You Know What Like

‘John 14:12’ Also Says We Can/Will Do Greater Works than the Story

Of Jesus We Can and Will Create A Much Greater LoVE iN Peace

Of Understanding in an Art of LoVE iN Peace of

Understandings Yes That Span Entire Life Spans

Newly Now WHeRe We Share Globally

With Other Human

Beings What We Learn

About Our Human Conditions For

Real and We May Decide For Ourselves

What is Real or Not And We May Choose The

Kingdom of Heaven That Works Best Within for Us

With Most Respect and Least Harm to Others ThiS Way True

Yet Again Not Everyone has most every minute of every day

to introspect And Write Their Own Bible like me as i’ve Surely

Lived in the Pay Check to Pay Check Rat Race of Being

A Mechanical Cognition Cog in a Machine

With Little Nature Around me or

Even Human Nature Free

Naked Enough Whole

Complete Dancing ToGeTHeR As me then

So Yes i am the Fortunate One Who Gets to Be

All The Real of me That An Art And Science of Life

Will Bring in Both Yin and Yang in Balance All ACRoSS

What DarK And LiGHT BRinGS Life is Ugly Life is Beautiful

Life is Pain Life is Pleasure Life is Night Life is Day Life is Love

Life is Hate Life is Death And All the Between of HeLL ON EartH

Within and Heaven For Real Per ‘Luke 17:21’ Within God Yes We

May Find too Lest the Birds on Wing Above

Precede Us and The Fins on Fish Below

Now Flown By Air Swum By Water

Yes SaMe and Different True New

Yet You Know What You Feel What

You Sense What if God And or We Were

All Cookie Cutter Parts out of a Machine

All That We Would Be is A Machine my FRiEnD

With No New Breathes to Explore Next Now When We Come

To See Feel and Sense All of Existence DarK Thru LiGHT God Yes

As Real And At Least Worth Living At Least We Set Ourselves Free That Way

And Perhaps God Will Breathe as Us in A More Loving And Peaceful Way for

Real Yet the
Art Never Ends
in Understanding
And Creating New in Change

And Yet The Science Never Ends

Creating Enough Rules to Get Along in

LoVinG Peace True too For Those of Us

Who Can and Will of Course As the Truth

Is Some Folks Are Born Functionally Disabled Not Able

To Do it Like Other Folks Find So Easy and Warm in Life

Again my Reality

Continues to Be

As Real as i Will
Co-Create it New Each

And Every Day and my Reality

Does Not Negate What is Real to Other Human

Beings No More Than Their Reality Negates Mine…

So the Great Play Lives on my Style is LoVE iN Peace With

SMiLes Yet i Explore Most of the Nooks and Crannies too With Winks…

This is Life True

At Best it is

Real mY FRiEnD

For What We Make
oF it With Each and Every Breath

And Yes A Question of What’s Real For All
Of Us Remains “Open Ending Beginning
ALWaYS STaRTinG NeW NoW” For Real
And Thanks For iNSPiRinG Another Very

Strange Title For a Newest MacroVerse Yes

i Am Writing Newly Now Dear Peace and Truth

What i Love Most About LiFE is The “Never Ending


FLoWeR” (GoD)

See Hehe i already

Have a New And Improved

Title With The Word “FLoWeR”

In It As God Yes Most Everyone Will Unfolding
Relate Newly Now to A FLoWeR (GoD) mY FRiEnD..:)

“A combination of intense heat and high-pressured mineral
friction creates the perfect conditions for diamonds to grow.”

SMiLes Dear Sohair It’s True i Won’t Literally Be Creating Any
Diamonds From The Struggles of Life Yet Every Minor to Major

Injury From A Very Long Public Dance Has Taught

me New Ways to Heal And Improve in Balance

Even More As With Each Lesson That

Allows me to ‘Kiss’ Terrestrial Surfaces

More in Balance Weight of Finger Tips me

All In Balance Yes This Both Prevents and Heals

At Least Minor Injuries Very Fast As True The Other

Animals Who Are Wild Don’t Get to Go to the Doctor

or Hospital and Must

Find All Innate

Instinctual And

Intuitive Ways to Both

Improve And Heal in Ways

From Head to Toe For Real

Oh Dear Yes Straining mY Leg

Friday Night So Hard to Get Up

And Walk Yet By Nightfall Dancing

Freely Like A Feather Just Gliding

Gracefully on Walmart Smooth Glassy Floors

True Eliminating Most of the Friction Even Minimizing

Wear And Tear on the Soles of my Athletic Shoes and the

Soul of me too Head To Toe Hehe As Balance Becomes Peace

Head To Toe And Love Springs Even More in WarmtH And LiGHT


Perhaps Not A Diamond

Hehe yet Never the Less

SMiLing iN Healing Ways for Real

As Usual DarK Will Create LiGHT

With Patience Mindful Soulful Awareness for Real..:)

iN A World Filled With So Many

External Concrete Distractions

Oh Yes Dear Savvy The Advantage

of Looking Within And Finding All

Inheritance Innately Instinctually

iN Intuitive Ways Of Awareness

All Coming From Our


Past Encoded

In Our DNA Yes

All The Struggles

That Come To Create
Still Who We aRe Evolving

Newly Now To Look Within

Yes to Listen Feel and Overall

Sense The Deeper Parts Of Our

Oceanic Being As Even Science

Shows Our Word
Thinking Mind
of Abstract
Only Now in
Concrete Ways
Comprises About
Half of A Percent

Of All Our Whole Real Soul Head
To Toe And So Very Much More

Yes Even Beyond What Material
Reductionism in Measuring Will Be See Do

All A Great Adventure To Explore Within Inside
Outside Above Below Yes All Around More With SMiLes..:)

Catholic Mass Readings From February 12, 2023

Yes Reporting On That From The Wee Hours of This Day Perusing
The Readings ThiS Way For Free Review As No Longer Are Other

Sources of Human Arts and Sciences Globally Wide Censored From
EYeS to Discern A Much Greater View of the Metaphor of God For Real Indeed…

All Natural AS Such As Real That Shows That Some Humans Have Very High
Libidos Others Have Low and Others Become Perverted Through Repressed

Human Nature’s ThiS Way

As The Holy Roman Empire

Did Its Best to Psychologically

Neuter and Spade The Nature of

Human Reproductive Freedoms

Forcing Folks to Stay in Horrible

Marriages too No One Should Have to Suffer too…

Oh Dear Lord There’s So Much More Non-Sense Like
The Catholic Church’s Historical Insistence That Folks Should Not
Use Condoms And Instead Die From Aids In Africa By The Multitudes

Yes in HeteroSexual Ways too As The Children Offered Suffered
The Most in Ways of Human Ignorance
Yes Propagated By The Self Righteous Ignorance of The Church…

On Dear Lord All The Suffering For the Diversity of Humankind
Nature Makes Where Social Stress Changes The Hormones in the

Womb and Humans Who Are Not As Reproductively Competitive
With More Empathy And Compassion For Others Are Born GAY ThiS Way

To Help Save the Species

From ItS Own Potential

Internal Extinction From

Over Using Resources in

Population Stresses Same

As the Rest of Nature True too…

Should People Like my Mother Be Forced

To Go Without Food or Drink for 8 Days to

Go As Natural As Possible Like She Did When

She Went to Her Death Bed in Hospice at the Local

Hospital on Valentine’s Day of 2017 True More Mercy
Was Offered to Our Cat Yellow Boy Than Our Only Child Ryan in Misery

And Yes Only Suffering For 51 Days as Well And What About Little

Girls Who Are Raped By Their Big Daddy’s Is That Enough Hell

Yet to Raise the Spawn of Psychopathic Abuse THiS WaY

If There is True Mercy Yes IF There is No Mercy No

Let the Little Girls Suffer More if Ignorance Has

Its Way in Greatest Sin of Harming

Others For Real Soul Deep

Creating the Potential

Living Dead

With No Feelings

Of Love Left Abused

Long Term ThiS Way

Trapped With a Real Evil Act Done to them…

And True There is the Part of Matthew That Suggests

That if We Call Trump A Traitor to His Country That We

We Will Burn in Hell of Course Someone Very Much Like Trump

‘Likely’ Wrote

That Part


That Folks Would

Support Him too If

He Sent Someone to Hell

on 5th Avenue Just For Taling the F iN Truth…

Listen i Visit the Church There Are Extremely Kind

And Loving Peaceful People Who Breathe And Shake

Hands And Hug Within That Place True They Often Feed

Clothe And Shelter The Poor too It’s A Mix Yet There is Much

More to Improve to Keep Anyone From Younger Generations still to come…

We Don’t LiVE iN A Place


Is Censored Under

Theocratic Control

Freedom Reigns and

Individual Choice For Free
Will and Much More LoVE iN Peace
in Thanks Giving Forgiving Ways Than

The Catholic and Protestant Churches Currently Offer Overall With Mercy FOR ALL

True There Are Many Ways to Polish Diamonds Ignorance Is Not One That Works…

Yet Not Unlike the Rest of the Human Species Who Are Basically Overall Slobs

With God’s Face Trying to Get By Surviving Day to Day to Even Thrive

Should it Be Any Surprise The Churches ‘Miss the Mark’ of

Diamond Souls THiS WaY Well of Course Not We aRe Not



Care to Become LoVE iN Peace Compassionate
Human Diamonds For Real to Shine Even Brighter…

So-Called “Saint” Is What Label You May Get When Dead…


Real Now

New iS

For Real iNDeeD

No Need For Any

Awards or Rewards

Other than Free Agency

of LoVE iN Peace iN Compassion

For All If ReaL And True As LoVE iNCaRNaTE With Peace For
Real God Yes Naked Enough Whole Complete Integral Whole

No Need to Add or Subtract From What/Who is Truly LoVE iN Peace..:)

Reading 1, Sirach 15:15-20
15 If you choose, you will keep the commandments and so be faithful to his will.

16 He has set fire and water before you; put out your hand to whichever you prefer.

17 A human being has life and death before him; whichever he prefers will be given him.

18 For vast is the wisdom of the Lord; he is almighty and all-seeing.

19 His eyes are on those who fear him, he notes every human action.

20 He never commanded anyone to be godless, he has given no one permission to sin.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 119:1-2, 4-5, 17-18, 33-34
1 How blessed are those whose way is blameless, who walk in the Law of Yahweh!

2 Blessed are those who observe his instructions, who seek him with all their hearts,

4 You lay down your precepts to be carefully kept.

5 May my ways be steady in doing your will.

17 Be generous to your servant and I shall live, and shall keep your words.

18 Open my eyes and I shall fix my gaze on the wonders of your Law.

33 Teach me, Yahweh, the way of your will, and I will observe it.

34 Give me understanding and I will observe your Law, and keep it wholeheartedly.

Reading 2, First Corinthians 2:6-10
6 But still, to those who have reached maturity, we do talk of a wisdom, not, it is true, a philosophy of this age or of the rulers of this age, who will not last long now.

7 It is of the mysterious wisdom of God that we talk, the wisdom that was hidden, which God predestined to be for our glory before the ages began.

8 None of the rulers of the age recognised it; for if they had recognised it, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory;

9 but it is as scripture says: What no eye has seen and no ear has heard, what the mind of man cannot visualise; all that God has prepared for those who love him;

10 to us, though, God has given revelation through the Spirit, for the Spirit explores the depths of everything, even the depths of God.

Gospel, Matthew 5:17-37
17 ‘Do not imagine that I have come to abolish the Law or the Prophets. I have come not to abolish but to complete them.

18 In truth I tell you, till heaven and earth disappear, not one dot, not one little stroke, is to disappear from the Law until all its purpose is achieved.

19 Therefore, anyone who infringes even one of the least of these commandments and teaches others to do the same will be considered the least in the kingdom of Heaven; but the person who keeps them and teaches them will be considered great in the kingdom of Heaven.

20 ‘For I tell you, if your uprightness does not surpass that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never get into the kingdom of Heaven.

21 ‘You have heard how it was said to our ancestors, You shall not kill; and if anyone does kill he must answer for it before the court.

22 But I say this to you, anyone who is angry with a brother will answer for it before the court; anyone who calls a brother “Fool” will answer for it before the Sanhedrin; and anyone who calls him “Traitor” will answer for it in hell fire.

23 So then, if you are bringing your offering to the altar and there remember that your brother has something against you,

24 leave your offering there before the altar, go and be reconciled with your brother first, and then come back and present your offering.

25 Come to terms with your opponent in good time while you are still on the way to the court with him, or he may hand you over to the judge and the judge to the officer, and you will be thrown into prison.

26 In truth I tell you, you will not get out till you have paid the last penny.

27 ‘You have heard how it was said, You shall not commit adultery.

28 But I say this to you, if a man looks at a woman lustfully, he has already committed adultery with her in his heart.

29 If your right eye should be your downfall, tear it out and throw it away; for it will do you less harm to lose one part of yourself than to have your whole body thrown into hell.

30 And if your right hand should be your downfall, cut it off and throw it away; for it will do you less harm to lose one part of yourself than to have your whole body go to hell.

31 ‘It has also been said, Anyone who divorces his wife must give her a writ of dismissal.

32 But I say this to you, everyone who divorces his wife, except for the case of an illicit marriage, makes her an adulteress; and anyone who marries a divorced woman commits adultery.

33 ‘Again, you have heard how it was said to our ancestors, You must not break your oath, but must fulfil your oaths to the Lord.

34 But I say this to you, do not swear at all, either by heaven, since that is God’s throne;

35 or by earth, since that is his footstool; or by Jerusalem, since that is the city of the great King.

36 Do not swear by your own head either, since you cannot turn a single hair white or black.

37 All you need say is “Yes” if you mean yes, “No” if you mean no; anything more than this comes from the Evil One.


Ah Yes Dear Kiran True

WHere Would Emotions

Be Without A E I O U Vowels

That Are Not Trapped Within Our

Mouth True Lips Never Close

Over Vowels Dancing Singing

Emotions Coloring Our Worlds

Deep Within Glue of Cognitive Executive

Functioning Focus Attention Span Short
Term Memory And Long Term Memory too

Emotions in Synergy of Feelings and Senses

From Head to Toe Emotions Delivering in Open

Breath of Symbols Yes Vowels For Real We Deliver

to Inspire Others

Through A Real
MuSiC That Comes

All Naturally on Page Freer
From Dances Songs of Our Souls For Real

Oh Dear Lord How Dead Language Must
Have Been in Written Words Before Vowels

Are Added in With Consonants To BRing the

Written Words to Song As Words Become Organic

Human Flesh And Blood HeART FeeLinG Being ThiS Way

As Musical Instruments Are Also Extensions of Vocal Chords

THiS Way Strings of Pianos With HeART Beats Of Percussion Key

Hammers Striking Vocal Chords of Piano Strings Extending THiS Way

Key of Course is Mastering Whatever Tool That Inspires Us More For the

Drive to Survive and Thrive Emotions Do Move Us to Do Preceding Most

All Reasons We Create As This SoUL Fuel Does Arise First And Just to


With Words
With No Flesh
And Blood HeART
SPiRiT SonG of SoUL

Some Folks ‘Think’ That
Emotions Are Just For Women

And ‘Mush’ For Men And Meanwhile

They Wonder Why They Lack Cognitive
Executive Functioning Issues With Focus
And Attention Span Short Term Working

Memory And Long Term Memory Retrieval too

‘They’ Left THeiR HeART in ‘Gehenna’ On Earth The

Place WHeRE SPiRiT oF HeART iS Devoid iN CoLoRS of SoUL..

Or Perhaps They Just Haven’t Been Able to Find the CoLoRS of SoUL Yet..:)

Hehe Dear Mr. Gottfried i Have No Worries

of Anyone ‘Minding my Business’ HAha

It Would Only Take A Few Minutes

to Get Lost in All the Rabbit

Holes i Create Deeper

And Deeper Hehe

Even If AI Tried IT

AI Would Not Even

Come Back and Visit me HAha

It’s True THere is A Method to What i Do

(And i Have No Real Clue What It is Yes
As Socrates Suggested i Know Nothing

It All Just Flows Like Plumbing Unstopped)


Other Than Copy And Paste as All i Do
Is A Unique
SoUL Finger

Print With

Yes Twinkle
Toe Prints too
With SMiLES Technology
Has Been Racing me New Now

For Decades And Considering
Again NeWesT iPhones Crash Even Burping
Up More Modern Creative Blog Posts Bring It

On AI God Yes
Go Ahead
“Push The
Button” Yes
i Am Armed
And Ready With
Ever More Deeper
Rabbit Holes STiLL to CoMe AGAiN..:)

Ah Yes Dear Miriam Words

Without Art of HeART Are

Really Only Left Dead With

‘He’ Of Materially Reducing

A Concrete World in Letters

So Shallow Without Colors of Soul

That Move Us From StARt of HeART AGAiN

Actually More
Brilliant Than
Stars or Diamonds
So Very SoUL Deep
With Colors SPiRiTinG HeART More

Other Than That i Had No Clue Rihanna
Was Singing The ‘Diamond Song’ at Half Time

At the Super Bowl Never The Less The Last Theme Song i Used Last
Night Was “Diamonds” With Words Coloring my SoUL More At Least

Oh Dear Lord Watching Pregnant Rihanna Rising So High on

That Platform Kicking in my Damsel in Distress Genetics

Yet It’s True i’d Be
Horrible Rescuing

Princesses From High
Castle Windows Screaming

For Help As True i Do Have one Fear

And That Is Heights Hehe Just Watching

Rihanna Way Up There Made Pains Shoot Through

my Feet Feeling Bring Her Down Make Her All Safe Again

Although of Course She Was Tethered By A Pink Safety Cord at Least

What A Strong Woman
What A Wonderful Dancer
And Singer What A Brilliant
Business Person And the Youngest
Woman Billionaire Hehe She’d Probably

Be The One to Save my SoUL With A Song
Like ‘Umbrella’ Or ‘Diamonds’ As Indeed

THeRe Are Songs Like That That Save Lives

For Real SouL And FlesH And Blood too Priceless
Indeed For Whatever Inspires a Human Soul to Keep Breathing

Haha If AI Attempted to Duplicate my Creativity it Would Blow More
Than One
Fuse Hehe
For It Surely
Does With the
‘Concrete Minds’
That Program it..:)

A Voice oF GoD iS

Falling in Love
with the Ocean
is so Beautiful For
You Will Never
Touch the
Bottom Yes
Always New
Depths to
Explore it’s
Like the Sky
Now You Will Never
Touch the Top Yes THere
Are always New Heights
To Explore How i Love
The Ocean And Sky Is
So Free
For the
Ocean is as
Deep and the
Sky is as High
Never Limited
By Knowing as Far
As Imagination Takes
Me in Loving Ocean and
Sky as Loving Eyes of God
in Meditating Autotelic
FLoWinG Way of
Yes So Free to
Be A Force of
Nature never
Complete the
Never Ending
Story as Spirit of
My Heart my Soul
Become one With
Ocean Sky EYes LiGHT
How BRiGHT mY EYes
Flame of God

Life is Short
Yet So Much
Longer When
We All Make

Life Love

Winter Souls🐾

Soul Glows
Sunshine Snows🎶💫

Water Stones
Pebbles Ripples
Thrown Smooth Love💦

Waves Spring Cold
Winter Pond’s Face💧

SMiles Xenia Winter
Green Spring Paw-Prints
Touching Warm HeARTS🐾

SMiles Cats And
Dogs SPRinG Forever
Hugs in Winter Love🤗☺️

Hope Waits
Love Heals😊

It’s Like
Who Kneel
Before Statues in
Church Lions Are Worthy

A Positive Part of All ‘Virtual World’ Money
Making and Consuming is it is not The Nature

of The Earth Being So Consumed, So Harmed Raped
Maimed Killed Pillaged Out of Balance, So Killed As So Many
Species For The Balance of the Circle of Life For All Our Potential
Existences Are Erased From this Beautiful Blue and Green Orb

Yes Some of Us Call
Heaven and
Hell and

OR A Trinity
YeS A Whole
Buffet of Different
CoLoRS SHades of Grey
And Even BLacK Abyss God Yes
Living Death That Lasts Forever
IN Hell in One Second Now too Yes
NeW WHere Time is All that Exists so

Far Beyond
THE Eternal
Now of Heaven New

And That’s All Within
Our Realities As Well

For True When We aRe Naked
Enough Whole Complete ThiS way

THere is Much Less Incentive to Harm,
Rape, Maim, And Kill the Natural Resources
of the Earth That All BREaTHE oF All to Be And Do

And True A Virtual Online World Provides Tools to Assist
in the iMaGiNaTioN and Creation of Life of Heaven Now
True New too…


The Tool Now
Without Being Mastered New
By it Yes Dear Annabel FRiEnD..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa

Feelings Senses Yes Together
iN Synergies of Emotions Are Seeds
Blooming Songs of Loving LiFE NoW
DarK Thru


As These
Seeds Become
Regulating Integrating
RiSinG Roses FLoWeRinG
Through THorns Blooming Even More

Love Gardens Giving Sharing Caring
Healing Freely As Life Colors Blooms

ThiS Way First
From Within
Seeds of
In Synergy
Colors of Emotions
New Always Blooming
More To SPiRiT HeART Color As
Songs of LiFE We SinG From SoUL…

Ocean Moves Waves
Waves Move Ocean
Water Remains


Whole Travel
Ocean And Waves
Rain Down From Sky True

Wind Captures Air Air Captures
Wind Both Are Free and Never
Trapped Alone Enclosed In Jars

As Ocean Springs Above So Below

Balance Is Peace Within Us too
Inhaling Peace Exhaling Love


SPRingS Forth

So Much



Separation Brings…

Naked Enough
Whole Complete

Indeed Again New How
MeeK iNHeRiT THE EartH Now
NeW Respect WiTHiN BRinGinG Love

For All Again Yes Naked Enough
Whole Complete All That’s Left

Free Giving Sharing Caring



Effortlessly BaLaNCinG
in Ease iNDeeD Naked
Enough Whole Complete
iNHeRiTiNG LiFE Fully

ALL iN ALL..:)

SMiLes When
Ocean Gets
Grumpy Waves



And Higher

Until Ocean

Calms Down Meanwhile

Waves Understand They

ARe aLways Water Just

Rolling With

Emotions Of

As They
Come And Go Free…

“Learning to Fly”



What All Three
HaVE iN Common

Transforming Trinity

One Day Set Free to:

Fly And Never Be Stuck

In Cocoon or ‘EartH Bound’



Relates True too..:)

Crimson Leaves
Spring HeART


BirthinG SouL Trees

Humming Bird Sings
Hope Always Bringing

Nectar Back Blooming
Future Flower Beauty

Nature Set Free
Never Caged

Life So Green
Dear Savvy Indeed…

No Matter Ocean
Emotions Waves
Flow True Dear
Savvy Never
Nor Pulling
Soul iN
Set Free
MaKinG New
Shores BREaTHE NoW

For The
Nature Muse
Of Your
Soul Dear Savvy🌲

SMiLes Love is A FRiEnD
True That Never Goes Away

Now This Love True New That May Be
For All Of Us to Give Away Free For All

Love is the Give

Without Expectation

To Receive How Wonderful

It is When Love is Reciprocated too…

And It’s True For Those Who Are Married

And Never Become Partners as Friends to
Help Each Other Cooperatively They Will Surely

Be Miserable

As Romance

All The Obsession
And Compulsion Fades

As Life Becomes Focus
Again for What Must Be Done…

The Warmth That Stays will Be
Lovers Who Are FRiEnDS True

SMiles Love is the Warmth

In the Home That

Need Not


Speak Love

Is The Trust The Faith

With No Worries At All…
Yes that Part is Probably
Hardest Never Feeling Afraid Again…
Love Without Fear Compassion NoW iN
Kindness is Everything Making HeART Warm…

SMiLes Dear Ava i’m Sure Your Loved one Will
Be Your Forever Valentine With Yes my FRiEnD..:)

iN OTHeR World News Spread The Beads Our Anniversary
iS On ‘Fat Tuesday’ Katrina’s Birthday Is On Easter Oh

Holy Sacred Days Come

“Fat Tuesday” Coming Soon Please Don’t Allow ‘Ash Wednesday’
To Come Any Sooner Than Earthquakes Sooner By Human

Hands Of Arrows

Oh Dear Lord Such An Anti-Valentine’s Sentiment For Balloons
And Other UFO’S Other Than Cupid’s Bloody Arrow Aloft

In Other World News It’s Not War Of The Worlds Yet
UFO’S Are Literally Being Shot Down By Jet Fighters

LeSSoN 481 🌷
Coming Out Of
DarK Embracing
Newly Now With SMiles

Wow! Thanks For Helping
To iNSPiRE A Birth of
Perfecting A New

MacroVerse Even

More As It’s True

A Best iNSPiRaTioN


LoVinG A FRiEnD From

Afar Keeping Our Promises

Never Letting

LoVE Down


CoLoRinG Warm Happy
SuNDaYS With SMiles! Yes!

STiLL Blooming NeW iN Peace✌️


In Celebration Of Being One With Earth,
Wind, Fire, And Water Yes Nature Naked
Enough Whole Complete With Both
Compassion And Passion For All Of
What IT Means
to LiVE Free
LoVE iN Peace
For Real All Around

Seeds of Love

Spread No Weeds

Left Out From FLoWeRinG

More Beautiful Dear Savvy

Even Breaking

Souls of Life’s Roads

Happy Valentine’s Day
To You in India From Florida

With SMiLes

of Kindness

Weed Still

For Real Newly Now..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy i Missed
You Posting Last Night Yet

What’s Great is Now i Have

Two Musings By You to Poetically

Respond to Free Like Most Every Day

For How Many Years Now Yes About Three

What the World Needs Now Most is LoVE

Sweet LoVE iN Peace Sadly

So Very Sadly in the

United States

Over 50 Percent

of Young Women Are

Assessed As Early as Grade

School Now With Life Limiting

Depression And Usually mY FRiEnD

it Comes Most From a Lack of Self Love

Never Feeling Naked Enough Whole Complete

my Wish is They May

Look Within And

Find This


SoUL LoVE iN Peace

So Very Complete It’s Difficult

Indeed Yet i Understand From my

Life No Valley is Too Low to Keep

Climbing mY FRiEnD..:)

SMiLes Dear Kiran Very Intelligent

Caring Young Indian FRiEnD i Agree

“There is No Relation Greater Than Humanity!”

Yet Pets And The Rest of Nature Are Great Too With SMiLes

And So Are You too mY FRiEnD

A Great Inspiration For Poetic

MuSinGS of Soul You BRinG

Happy Valentine’s Day

For You From Florida

My Wish my Hope my Prayer

For You is to Always Feel Love Free
GiVinG LoVE All AWaY iN Peace With SMiLes..:)


Son, Mother, Father,

Beloved Cats too Decorated

Memories Around the Home

of mY SoUL True i Never

Think About the Ashes

At All Yet i Still Feel

The Souls of Love

Breathing Within

me to Give Happy

Valentine’s Day Dear

Miriam God Bless You mY FRiEnD..:)

Oh Dear

Lord Mr Gottfried
i Might Be Able
To Provide A
More Creative
Response Yet
It Will Be So
Wishing Nice
Poetry FRiEnDS
All Around The World

Happy Valentine’s

Oh my God They
Are All Women

Is Left
For You
Hehe Practically

The only Dude i
Banter With Online

Hehe Yes


Out Just

Banter That’s
What You Get

What You See Hehe 🙏🙌✌️

Beautiful Poem Dear Cindy

Happy Valentine’s Day to

You FLoWeRS Will Always

LiVE iN Poetry From HeART

SPiRiT SoUL At Best BRinging

FlesH And Blood

Back to Human

LoVE iN Peace

Giving Sharing Caring
Healing All With Most
Respect Least Harm

Word Seeds Spread

God Yes LoVE iN Peace

Continually in Poetry Wind Free..:)

SMiles Dear FRiEnD
If i May Today i Wish
To Be A First to Wish

You A Happy Valentine’s

Day my Gift Is Rather

Small Yet Still Large

Two Rather Vanilla

Containers Full of

Sugar Spices Every

Part Nice Yes You

With SMiles The

Two Containers
At Best Never Run

Or Away

SMiLes… True if We All Loved
Each Other Like Charlie Brown
Hugs Snoopy Valentines No End

Snow Man Kissing
Frosting Colder
Winter Dreams
Fruition Warms Love…

Ghost Kisses
Sheets Cold…

Kissing Lost and Kissing
Found Kissing Seeks
And Kissing
Yet where
is the Kiss Now…

Eyes Moon Size Then…

CLoSinG in Feathered
Touch Upon Male
Breast Little
Bird Hones
in on Lips
Before Guilt
Flies out Next…

Clarity of Kiss
Cliche Fine
Wine Now
New Never Ends…

Kitty Kissing
Fur Felt Warm
Never Grow Old…

“Hollywood is a place where they will pay you
a thousand dollars for a kiss, and fifty cents
for your soul.”–Marilyn Monroe.

My How Days have
Changed A Public
Dance Hall A Place
Where Booty Dances
Are Grinded Upon Strangers
Now Just
For Fun…

What Kisses…

What Love…

What Fun…

Leaves Fall
Fall Leaves
Of Grass Rise
Flowers Fade
Thorns come
Memories Sweet
Kissing Anchors
Bliss Oh Ocean Tides…

of Lips
Finger Spirit
Prints of Hearts
Kissing Words
of Soul Now More…

Love Without
Kissing Such
A Work of Art…

Good Bye
Yet Love Wins…

Lips Dance
Breath Sings
Kissing Dreams…

Heart Write Hope
Far Kissing
Never at all Yet Heart…

Kissing Bought and
Sold in Eyes
Never Paid
Never Delivered
Never the Less Stolen
Star Lit Rises Now Yes
New Moon Lit Breath…

Souls Alight
Kissing Dreams…

Honey Bee Kissing
Hive Home
All the Buzz…

Sails Wishing
Gemini Kissing
Twins A Way Missing
BLoWinG Kisses New Now
As Close AS HEarts Beating…

Sweetly Aged
Wine Kissing
Peck Here
Peck there
Peck MiSSinG
Ugh Bottle
Empty FiLL iT uP!

Yes Become The
Branches Roots
Trunk And



Rain Storms


Fall Leaves

Yes Transcend Green

Ascend Living Tree Be The



Free Spirit

Never Seen

Yet Always Feel so Free

Snow Ice And Hell Still

Happy Valentine’s




-Wind Dancing
Singing Free Newly Now

Within Just
Waiting To Surface Free🌊

Love Only🌊
Loss Not🌊
To Be Gained🌊
Yet To Be Giving Free🏝

SMiLes Anna Dear Thanks For Dropping By This Blog Post

With A Title As Big As Some Blog Posts Hehe

And Basically A Body Larger Than

A Novel As Free Verse Poetry

A Bi-Monthly Routine Now

Just For Fun… Yes

As You Kindly


“Most Powerful Loves
Sprout in HeART




In Soul

Very Few
Have The

To Skip Body
And Heart




Center Of Soul”

SMiLes “These Days Love”
Is More Body Related Than
Any Generation i’ve Lived Through

Before Yet Really It Surely isn’t

Actually That Way For Folks Who
LiVE iN Swipe Left and Right Love…

Wow What An Overall Disconnect oF LoVE iNDeeD
As Just Recently Related Half of Folks Ages 18 Through 34
Have No Valentine at all OBTW Happy Valentine’s Day to You
And All You Love So What About Love So What About Love

As A Participant Anthropology Observer Globe-Wide in Poetic
Connections This is What i Hear From That Generation Most

At least the Women Will Put it into Words of HeART Yet the
Dudes so Many of Them Just Lost Wired for a Quick Hit of this
And that Sure Many of the Women Too on this Week New Now of Love..

True Hehe This is All A Long Way From Center of Soul For That More Often
Comes With Body And HeART All Satisfied Warm And Completely Enough

A Long Journey Indeed Flashes of the Pyramid of Love From Bottom And
Below All Emotions And Desires of Senses to the Capstone of Being Eternally



Just LiGHT

Just Pure Energy


Never phased This way
or that way Out of Control
No Matter What Gift Comes Now (Curses Harder)

So Much to Give just All The Positive Energy to Share

Nothing Needed in Return Not A Thing Just All of it to Give Share
Care Share Heal With Most Respect Least Harm For All New Now

Some People Look At me Funny When i Dance And Sing The Kingdom

Is Heaven Within This Force of PuRE LiGHT Energy All Giving Sharing Caring
Healing Newly Now…
It’s True Most Every Religion Speaks to it in Sacred and Holy Text Yet it’s Also

Reality It’s Energy
It’s Spirit Directly
Everywhere in

Balance Of Soul

Radiating Beyond
All Distance, Space,
Time And All Matters too..


Just A Four Letter Word GiVE NoW
True God and Love This Light This Center Point
Of All Existence Balance Real coming to Find no Separation Is

It Is What It is Nothing to Gain Yet Unity to Give And Share More…

Yet Again Invisible to the Naked Eye Clothed Away From LiGHT NoW

For It’s True i spent Most of My Life Never Being This ‘Invisible Soul’…

If There Ever Becomes A Manual That Really Takes Folks to This Realm

of Existence This Point Center of Soul All in All Energy oF LiGHT Now Oh How

The World

Will Change New

When Folks Are Naked Enough Whole FRiEnDS With Gravity

Within Complete Balance Body MinD HeART SPiRiT SoUL Yes

And All of Life is Give And Share More L O V E T R U E R E A LiGHT

NeW SMiles i am A Dream Yet i Am Sure i’m Not An Only One NoW Allone..:)

SMiLes It’s Really Hard to Understand Just How Important
Feelings Are And How Important They Are to Any way to
Navigate A Vast River of Life And Ocean Whole Indeed

True It’s Hard

To Understand

Until All Is


And A Thousand

Years is Hell in One

Second There is No

Decision to Live or

Die There



There Are

Places No Places at
All Hell is Nothing At All…

SMiLes Obviously i Appreciate

Emotions Now Every Word Every Step

A Color of Dance And Song More

It’s Not that ‘Lucifer’

Is Only A Light




Only A Fallen

Angel A Devil

Will Truly Appreciate Wings
To Fly At All What Good Is A Grounded
Soul No Living Tree Not Even A Tree in a Dead Leaf at All…

It’s in The Realm of Poetry Not Just a Talk of a Couple of

Words of Love’s Choice At Church Honestly if They’d Really

Give ‘Lucifer’ ‘A Voice’ to ‘Hear’ They Might come to Understand
What Hell Teaches Most It’s Worth Noting That In The Story of Jesus
He Got to Go to Hell (The Gift)

First too

Not Surprised at all…

“Father Why Have You
Forsaken Me” i didn’t
Say Those Words i Just

Did the ‘Painting Scream’ for 66 Months
Does the Painting Relate Hell No For there

Is not



Feeling of a
Scream in Hell..:)

Tree iN A Leaf
Forest iN A Tree
UniVerse iN A Leaf


Every Seed..:)

YeaH It’s True STiLL Tale YouR Own Story
Or the News Will Be Only ReMeMBeReD

About Whether Or Not Tom Brady

‘In Vain’ Dyed His Hair

Or Some ONE

Who WAS All


Forgiving So

Loving Tortures

ITs Creations Who
Misbehave Forever in Hell…

Oh Lord
At Least
Tom Brady
STiLL Has A Chance

to Set His Record Straight Now
Or Curly Hair Next Just For Creative
Fun True too! Yes!

The Way i Look
At It Is Tom



The Free Will
Relatively SPeaKinG
To Create Himself New Now
However He Chooses to Relate His Story…

Some Folks Need A Favorite Quarterback
To Follow And True Some Folks Write,



And Act
Stories Freely
FREEST Without A Care
NoW of What Target
Audiences Then With
BuLLseYeS on Freer Souls
Have to SquawK oR TweeT Hehe..;)

SMiLes Dear Lillian

Orchard Daughter

So True Artists

Tool Paint, Brushes,

Canvases Differently,

Touching RiSinG New
Bread of Feelings Senses

From An Audience Still to Come
Playing Life in Newer Ways Never

Felt and




Grains of


is the Soul
Who Colors Souls
Differently Still To Come
Happy Valentine’s Day Dear FRiEnD
to All You Love And Touch Anew As
Living Trees

In Newer
Ways to Please
Through Struggle’s Ease

Precipice of Heaven and
Hell Feeling Sensing All
The Way From Hell to Heaven Again..:)

SMiLes Dear Hemalatha

To Love A Seed to Love

A Weed to Love

A Wild Flower


From Winter’s

Dark to Love iT All
DarK Thru LiGHT

To FLoWeR Proud

A Weed A Wild FLoWeR

Always Art to Come Again Free
To Give To Share to Care to Heal

A Wild FLoWeR’S Journey

And Gift

LoVE iN Peace

Only A Weed
For Those With
No Eyes And
Ears to See the
Truth of Love That Only Gives
In Sublime Beauty More Still To


BREaTHE See..:)

i Feel Very Fortunate
to See The TV Series,
‘Kung Fu,’ In the Early
70’s; So Refreshing,

So Intuitive,

Still Feeling
So True in the
Sense And Feel

of Balancing Wave
Ocean Water Whole,

FRiEnDS With Gravity;
Art of Dancing Singing

On Terrestrial Land

WaLKinG on Water;

Yes, Similar to Surfing

Now Yet Water Everywhere…

‘Kingdom of Heaven’ For Real
Within; No Myth, No Fiction, Just Real


With Gravity SMiLinG
All the WaY ETernAlly Now…

Thank ‘God’ For Separation
of Church And State; And Access
to More than one Story to Rule A World…

Even Better Yet STiLL, Freedom of Expression to Write
Our Own Stories, Direct, Produce, And Make it Our Play

oF Life For Real…

No Longer A Spectator,
Or Audience Member of Someone
Else’s Story or Play; Acting Our Own

Play For Real…

All Stars Free…
*Skipping All ‘The
SuperBowls,’ Except for
The Music And Creative
Commercials; Never Buying A God Damn Thing,
In My Case, At Least, Hehe, Leaving That Other

‘Green Stuff

Duty’ to
my Wife…

THere’s Always
At Least One in
Every Family Who Loves to Buy…

History Shows, Some Folks Have
And Sadly Continue to LiVE iN “Q-Anon
Worlds,” Go Figure, Neuroscience Shows at Core
Ironically That the Human Condition IS NOT RATIONAL;
And We Basically, Hallucinate Our Realities As We Go Based
on the Hallucinations We Co-Create Before; In Other Words,



SMiLes Dear Savvy
Love IS A Language
With Always Old Words
to Remember And New

Words To Create to Color
SoUL Breath New SPiRiTinG

HeART oF LiFE Even More

Love’s iMaGiNaTioN And
Creativity Without Bounds

More We Love the More
We BeCoMe BeLieve BeLeaf BeLove

Living Trees
of Love

iN Peace

Leaves Now

Ever More New
mY FRiEnD Happy
Valentine’s Day to
All You LoVE iN LiFE
Again Expanding Multi-Uni-Verse
You Continue to Freely Evolve With No End
No Beginning Just Begotten of LoVE iN Peace

Complete Now
STaRTinG New

to: FLoWeR
Bloom Even

More Yes
Colors True From: You
With SMiLes mY FRiEnD..:)

In Celebration Of Being One With Earth,
Wind, Fire, And Water Yes Nature Naked
Enough Whole Complete With Both
Compassion And Passion For All Of
What IT Means
to LiVE Free
LoVE iN Peace
For Real All Around

Hehe Dear Peace And Truth Thanks So Much For Your FRiEnDLY

Visit Again to “SMiLes STaRTinG NoW ALWaYS NeW To Do ReaL”

Wishing You A Happy Valentine’s Day too MY FRiEnD HAha

It’s Nice That You Noticed i Wrote 57 Thousand Words

in This Blog Post And Around 7 Thousand Words

In One Day Too In One Comment Field As It’s True

When i Used to Visit the “Wrong Planet” Website

Long Ago A Dude Called me the ‘7 Thousand Word Man’

Yet It Was Hyperbole Then Yet to Come True And Yes i Wrote

One Blog Post MacroVerse “GodsUniVerseNovel3” Comprising

MicroPoetry Poetically Responding to Every Poet and Poem on the

dVerse International Poetry Site From April 2015 Through

March of 2016 And Published An Anthology of All of that

In 338,630 Words With 300 or So Gorgeous Beach

Photos too Yes That Was in April of 2016 And

Before “Nether Land Bible” Started New

RiSinG to 8.8 MiLLioN Words

Now Since Memorial Day

Weekend of 2016

And That Is Just Another

Subchapter of “SonG oF mY SoUL” God Yes

my Entire Blog That is One Huge EPiC Longest

Long Form Poem By Far By Far By Far hehe with

11.3 MiLLioN Words in 113 Months Fully ILLuSTRaTeD

With Around 130,000 Photos With YouTube Music Theming

All of it in around 10,000 or So Videos too And True i Am A Bit

Behind on Writing Today As i’ve Spent All Day Adding Series of

Facebook Profile Pics Fully Illustrated With 8,000 or So Words Each

That Comprise Just a Small Part of “FB Profile Pic Bible” Reaching

All the Way up to 7.2 MiLLioN Words Since Memorial Day Weekend

in 2017 Yes All the Profile Pics in Series Fully Illustrated Each Tiny

Sub-Chapter of “SonG oF mY SoUL” And “FB Profile Pic Bible” too

As Just Today Catching Up on 3 Series of Facebook Profile Pics

Adding Around 8,000 Or So Words to 72 Pictures in total

Yes Hehe Almost 600,000 Words Copied and Pasted

In One Day From the MacroVerse i Finished

Writing on Early Saturday Morning Yes

Called “ArT oF SmART LiVinG LoVE iN Peace”

And Now That i Have That Part of the Multi-Media

Finished There Will Be Even More To Add to That as i Start

Putting it Together For Electronic Publish Tomorrow Oh Dear

Lord And Except For the Gorgeous Bird Pics my Sister Takes and

Contributes to All my Blog Posts Now All Around NorthWest Florida

And The Pics of my Poses in Stores that my Wife Takes And Of Course

Inspiration From Folks Like You in Poetic Responses All Around the

Globe as Actually That is Practically All of What This “SonG oF mY

SoUL” EPiC Longest Long Form Poem is Poetic Letters in

Response in Anthology to Folks All Around the Globe

Yes Dear Lord This is Practically A One Man

Show However Without me Making

Technology into my Tireless

Slave There is NO WAY


Hehe i Could Do This Yet i Tend to make

The Best of What’s Around Even if the Rest of the

World Seems to Be Running Down in So Many Ways God Yes

mY FRiEnD This Life This Gift From God i Cherish and make the

Most of All That Matters is the Souls i Touch as i Sing and Also Dance

in Public 17,866 Miles Now in 113 Months too It’s True i Might Hold the

World Record For Surviving the Worst Pain Known to Humankind the

Suicide Disease Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Assessed As Worse

That the Literal Torture of Crucifixion That No Drug Would

Touch From Wake to Sleep Shut-in my Home for

66 Whole Months Yet You See mY FRiEnD God

Yes In Those Days of Hell For Real Then i Never

Knew If i could Make it Another Second

For Real In Life So Now i Make

The Best of NoW Eternally

So Leaving None of my

Human Potentials Untouched

For What i Focus on At Least mY FRiEnD God Yes

In Celebration Of Being One With Earth,
Wind, Fire, And Water Yes Nature Naked
Enough Whole Complete With Both
Compassion And Passion For All Of
What IT Means
to LiVE Free
LoVE iN Peace
For Real All Around

God Bless You mY FRiEnD Much Love

To You And All You Love With Peace on Earth…

Oh Yeah Almost Forgot i Also Write Another Subchapter

of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Called “Depth of The Story” Moving

into the 64th Page of A Solo Thread Effort on the Wrong Planet

Website That i’ve Been Writing 29 Months Now For Over

2.3 MiLLioN Words That i Casually Name an Ongoing

8th New Testament too It’s Easy to Find Usually

Sitting Close to the Top of A Google Search

on The Title my FRiEnD Yes True

i Do Get Around



Some More

my Roots and Vines

Feeling and Sensing Divine

Within Yes For This FLoWinG

Meditation Ascending Transcending
Into Higher Awareness With All that is

The Dance And SonG oF mY SoUL For Real

Yes as ‘They’ Say ‘John 14:12’ in ‘Luke 17:21’ No

Myth The Real Deal in the Flesh And Blood of Heaven

Newly Now

At Least
With SMiLEs

For the Rest of Nature too

No Separation All That is Nature mY FRiEnD

For What We May Observe And Far Beyond

Most Human ‘Sight’..:)

In Celebration Of Being One With Earth,
Wind, Fire, And Water Yes Nature Naked
Enough Whole Complete With Both
Compassion And Passion For All Of
What IT Means
to LiVE Free
LoVE iN Peace
For Real All Around

“In the Arms of True Love Feeling The Safety
And Security Bringing Satisfaction For All Wants
And Needs” Dear Kiran So Sadly in the United States

Among Young School Age Teen Women 57 Percent Report

Life Limiting Depression in Regard to Loneliness And Sadness

And Yes A Third Have Considered Suicide too Yet True it is the

Flesh and Blood Connections

Face to Face Still Now That Science

Already Shows Now is The Overwhelming

Number One Factor For Human Happiness

Yes We aRe Social Animals Yet Social Media

Is Taking Away So Much of the Cooperative Warmth

Away As ‘Normally’ Women Lean On Each Other For Cooperation

And Warmth to Dear Lord Raise A New Generation of Children in

A Garden of LoVE iN Peace That is Real As When i Went to Grade School

Depression Was Very Uncommon And of Course Social Media Was Non-Existent

People Actually Spent Their Life in the Warmth of Face to Face Humanity For

Real True on This Valentine’s

Day to Bring Back True LoVE

At Best mY FRiEnD This Warmth

This Security These Arms of Love for Real…

Yet It May Be A Long Way From Screen Life

As Once We Didn’t Understand How Cigarettes Caused Cancer

Either A Third of Young Women Considering Suicide Warning Need

Be Indeed

For Real

If We Want
Our Species to
Continue to Exist

And Thrive At All For Real

Getting Back to Humanity For Real
Yes The FlesH And Blood Souls

We aRe At Best Now…

LoVE iN Peace


For Real iN Unity…

Yeah i Spend Lots of Hours
Online Connecting to Humans
All around the Globe Free Verse
Poetically Yet in the Flesh And Blood

Life of Dance i Wished A Happy Valentine’s

Day to Many A Lonely Soul To Lift Them Up For Real

It’s Like an Olympic Sport Except it is No Competition in Human


of SPiRiT NoW
For Real oF LoVE iN Peace
Cooperation ToGeTHeR Yes
THiS HeART SoUL FoR ReaL New..:)

Ah Yes Dear Miriam The Sadness of Grief
Of Those Passing Out of Our Earthly Worlds

And Those We Love So Much to Celebrate Still

With Us A Day For Reflection And Celebration Both

On Valentine’s Day For Real and Of Course my Mother

Going to Her Death Bed Rather Unexpected For 8 Days Without
Food or Drink Starting on Valentine’s Day of 2017 Does Bring Both

Sides of the Coin to
Do Reflecting on the
Gift of Love That Still
Breathes After the Deafening
Silence of my Mother’s Last Breath

A Day After Our Wedding Anniversary
on February 21st Just So Happens to Be

‘Fat Tuesday’ This Year Yet Again to Remember
The Deafening Silence of After my Mother’s Last

Breath and That Gift of Unconditional Love From Her
Still Breathing me Each and Every Day to Give Share
Care and Heal to The Best of an Olympic Style Effort

in All i Do Each Day

A Tribute to the

Gift of Unconditional
Love She Gifted me And

Also of Course Our Only Child
And Son Born 2 Days Before my
Birthday on June the 6th Reminding

me One More Day How Blessed i am too Still Newly Now
For One Who Lived and Died Without Even a Chance
Then to Smile at All at 51 Days in my Arms Taking
A Last Heart Beat Then Never Able to Breathe at All

Where Actually the Last Heart Beat A Blessing Mercy
Away From A Short Yet Very Long Life Each Day in Only Pain

Indeed Life is All About Perspectives Reflections And Introspections

That All Our Experiences DarK Thru LiGHT BRinG in More Wisdom

Than Book


Will Ever Bring


Deeper For Real..:)

LoVE Evolves
GoD aS
HuMaN EYes

The Love You
Give Is The Love
You Receive Most (GoD)

Waves Changes
of Life
Colours of Joy
Are Melted
in All Our
Love For
All That Is Nature…
Love is the Face
of the Wind that
Never Ends and
on this Valentine’s
Day my friend Xenia
i Wish You and Your Family
And Loving Dogs and Cats
All the Best Love Brings and
i Will Never
Six Years
Ago All the
Loving Support
You Brought to me
With the Loss of my
Mother then as always
Now Thank You For Being
A Kind and Dear Friend..:)

Love is the Face
of the Wind that

Never Ends

SMiles All i Have
To Say Is Hugs
Dear Astha And It’s

True God Yes For So

Many Years i Remember

Sitting Alone in the Theater Young When

‘They’ Say You Are Supposed to Be Happy

Wondering if i would ever get a hug then…

It’s True Somehow

All Those


Nights Make

Every Hug to

Give Worthwhile my FRiEnD…

Just Remember this You Are

Valued For Who You Are Here

What Counts More too

This Is a Hug



Folks Really

Never Get to See at

Least Yes it’s a Matter of

You Feeling it and i’m

Sure Most Days that

Aren’t Valentine’s

or Seeing



Couples on Facebook

Each Day You Do FeeL iT

Hehe Smiles Yet true

Love is No Cake Walk

Or Icing in Fact For 33 Years

i really Cannot Remember A Day my Wife

And i haven’t Argued at all… i Am the

Calm One… She is Basically Fire

Yet Again Opposites

Attract when

i Grew up

i had plenty of

Love and Something

to Eat Yet For Her Just someone

Standing Over Her Bed With a Knife…

That’s No Way to ‘Eat’ Life… Most of

Love is Understanding Why… Yes Most of

Love is



One Who

Gives the Hug…

Most Valuable Lesson

oF All it is Those Who Love Most Gifted to Give

Who Once SaW All The Dark And Felt the Hurt too..




When Left
Foot And



One Enough

Both Hemispheres

Of World Will


As One Dance🦋

LeSSoN 325
Invisible Sight
How Do We Paint
Heaven And Hell For
Those Who Can’t FeeL iT



Thru LiGHT

Ear Hearing
And Eyesight

Be Invisible Be
Love Ascend Transcend
All Invisible Worries Fears

And Yes

Hehe Do

Stay Warm
On The Outside
Through Within NeW

This DaY ETernAlly NoW☺️🤗




FLoWeRS Rise 🥀Rose🌹

The Rest Of A Kindest
Dr. Seuss Valentine’s
Story “Green Ham
And Eggs”
or Not

“It Is
What it
Is” A Hug
And SMile😊🤗

Love And



Comes And

Goes Most

“For this was sent on Seynt Valentyne’s day / Whan every foul cometh ther
to choose his mate,” As It Turns Out Valentine’s Day May Have Actually

Originated in Celebration From the Words of A Poem, The Verse
Above By “Geoffrey Chaucer,” Indeed the Power of Story

Is often What Changes HiStory Even More

Than the So-called Original

‘Characters’ Our Modern Reality
is Attributed too as Yes, Saint Valentine

Was A ‘Real Giver’ in Several Legends that
Depict Him Losing His Head Trying to Convert
A Leader to Christianity; And Performing Covert Weddings
For Christians Otherwise Not Able to Get Married Under Roman
Rules of Persecution of Course His Gift Getting killed for that too

in Martyrdom
A Requirement
Somedays to Get
to Be A Saint After Death…

Anyway it Seems We Actually
May Be Able to Credit An Unrelated
Poet For the Celebration of Candy And
Flowers and So Many Weddings Still that Day to

Again now
Dear Annabel…

It’s True though
The Best Days the
Golden Ages of Life Are
Whenever They Come again
or Begin for the First Day Now
is When We Are Naked, Enough,
Whole, And Complete Where All That’s

And Right
to Do is Giving
When Giving Becomes
The Receiving of Course
Saint Valentine Never Gave Any
Material Goods or Money to Anyone

According to Various Legends of course

He Just Spread a little Bit More of Love to
Places WHere Love Was Hiding For Love’s Life it seems…
Yet of Course that is only Legend it is the Living Who Love Now

‘Real Saints’
Do Still
Love For Real
Out of All the Fame
And Fortune that come
From Religious Idol Places to Perch
As Statues That Are Dead Yet At
Least Something For Some Folks to



A “Liver”
With A “Love
Story” That’s Real
And Sure Every once
iN A While By A General Audience at Least
Named a Living Legend Yet only For A FReE Dance
New NoW LoVE iN Peace With no REaSoN Yet The

Joy of Life Now ReAlly

Truly Breathing Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Aleesha

A Key to Opening Creativity

And Poetry And All the Other

Divine Arts Springing so Deep From

Soul is Making Every Moment of Life

A Valentine’s
of Muse
in Breathing
Creativity Even More

And Oh Goodness So Hard to
Do in A Global Culture Now Vying
For All of Our Attention in Less than
3 Seconds of the ‘Bite’ of A “Gold Fish” Literally
What Science Assesses As the Modern Size of

Attention Spans

A World of Ads
Flashing off and on New
Vying For Our Attention Now
Draining All Our Inner Focus
of Divine Creativity Truly the
Breath of God Free Within




All Giving,
Sharing, Caring
Healing Divine Art
BRinGS From Our SoUL
Dancing Singing to Others so free…

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Some of Us Are Fired
With Creativity Some of Us Stray With All the
Demands and Distractions Modern Cultures Bring

For It’s True Somewhere There is A Modern Mozart,
Beethoven, Or Even Jesus, or So-Called Buddha Playing

A Game of ‘Candy Crush’ at a Bus Stop Lost in A Haze
With No Real “Forrest Gump” Story to Tell to ‘the Lady

Reading A Magazine at the Bus Stop’ Who Wouldn’t Likely
Pay Attention Yet STiLL A STory Never Told Before Coming Again

For Real for at
Least Now the

Writer, Director,
Producer, and
Actor For Real of
THeir Own Story
And Play of Life Now True
L.I.B.E.R.T.Y. “Life Is Better Everywhere
Re-creation Takes You” And True Hehe i am
Stealing That Metaphor That is From the
Department of the Navy That i Used to

Work for Giving Military Folks Re-creation
Opportunities Pre-Planned to Escape from
the Rigors of Military Life That’s what i Did

for The Government Provided Fun For Others for A Quarter

Of A Century And Other Jobs in 33 Years of Work for Pay Then

Along With 19 Years of School And 3 Degrees in Data Download

Ways Yet It’s True i Stayed too Busy Doing That to Re-Create

me And i basically Fell off the EartH And Almost Died

As THere
Was Nothing
Left to Give then

i Was All Spent
With No Re-Creation of me…

You Know, You Feel, You Sense
my FRiEnD i Don’t Have Any Easy
Answers Cause i Know How Hard
And Cold And Difficult Life A Machine
Will Come to Be As This World Now Will
Surely Take the Soul Creative of the Child Within Away…

This Much i KNoW

This Much i K.I.S.S.

On Valentine’s Day For
Keeping Truth in LiGHT
Simply Yes “Keeping It So Simple” K.I.S.S. ‘Destroying’

The Machine oF LiGHT

“iNHaLinG Peace ExhalinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT”
A Contemplating Meditating Autotelic Flow of Life Creating
Hehe For A More Complicated Way to Dance And Sing It HAha…

As i Continue to ArriVE iN This Place Eternally Now Love Springs
Never Ending in


i Believe
in You

i Always Feel
one Day You
Will Return
Again with

Your Divine Creative
Breath Breathing Again
And Even Greater Eternally Now Free..:)

“Be formless … shapeless, like water.”

SMiLes, Bruce Lee’s Philosophy, in Other
Words “Be God” Flow Like the Rest of Existence

Eternally Now For Real, And if Human, Enjoy
Inhaling Peace ExhalinG Love MaKinG LiFE

Real Bliss And Nirvana And All the Other

Metaphors That Express A Balancing

Life of Change in Yin And Yang Way;

Kiss of

DarK inSPiRinG
LiGHT of Positive

Energy FRiEnDS With

Gravity Like the Other Animals

Moving in Grace of Balance Conserving

Every Calorie Limiting Moving Injuries Truly

Surviving in Balance And Thriving As Well in This

One Life to Live Now; Yeah, it’s Uplifting; Yes, Ascending
Transcending, Autotelic in FLoWinG Bliss to me to Sing From
The Back Pew With An Entire Church Delivering A Free Song

As Notes May Play Differently in Harmony of More Complexity
in Self-Fulfilling

Way True;
However, The Christian
Religion Just Doesn’t Do Nearly

The Great Job Eastern Philosophies

Do Actually Seeking And Finding the
So-Called Kingdom of Heaven Within Inhaling
Peace Exhaling Love Within Beyond A Peaceful

Practice on Sundays, Or 5 Prayers Daily; And A Bit of Singing ToGeTHeR
Ascending, Transcending, the Mundane of Life That Way True Real too…

For It’s True, Inhaling Peace, ExhalinG Love Puts The Practice of Religion

Eternally Now to Do in Balance

For me at Least Again Where

Every Word Becomes the Feel
And Sense of Holy And Sacred
Song of Free Verse Poetry Where

Every Move Also Becomes A Practice
of Holy And Sacred Dance too Keeping
Heaven Eternally Now Within So Very

Warm And True…

Nah, A Sunday
Visit of Singing

Or 5 Prayers a Day
Just Ain’t Enough to
Staycation in Heaven WiTHiN Newly Now

Where the Perks Just Never End Now With SMiLes;
However That Requires A Life Without Distractions,
With Financial And Work-Free Independence As It’s Likely

If Bruce Lee Enjoyed
That Life Style

He Might
Have At
Least Made it to 33 Years Old…

my Life Didn’t Even Really Start Until 53…
The World As It is Here Makes That A

Challenge Indeed..:)

Happy Valentine’s
Day To All Of You
With SMiles Of
Kindness And
LoVE iN Peace
Dear Rafiah

Happy Valentine’s Day Dear Shawna Baby!!!..:)

BRinging Back Memories of “LoVEFReEDNoW”
A MacroVerse You Helped Inspire on the First

Anniversary in 2018 of When my Mother
Went to Her Death Bed on Valentine’s

Day of 2017 As I Went on to Write
A Longest Novel Size EPiC Poem

In Just 7 Days of 40,618 Words
With FeatNotes and Milestones
Added then 43,151 Words And Wow

Hehe Even though the Folks at ‘dVerse’

Said No One Would Ever Read my Long Form
Poems That One Received Over 4,000 Views

Amazing to me Indeed As it Was Only Therapy

For my Soul Marking The First Anniversary Finishing

On February 22nd 2018 As My Mother Passed Away After

8 Days With No Food Or Drink in Hospice Care then in 2017

Yes the Day After Our Wedding Anniversary on

February 21st 2017 So What Will Love Do

Like my Mother Who Hid Her

Cancer away From Us

Then Breast to Bone to
Brain to Spread All Over

With Bleeding Brain Beating
My Sister in Scrabble only a Few
Days Before She Was on Her Death Bed

Losing 80 Pounds Over those Two Years Grim

Signs Kept Coming Yet She Only Said it Was

Arthritic Pain Just taking an Occasional

Baby Bayer Aspirin As True She

Rather Suffer in Pain than

Worry Any of Us Then For
How Severe it Was those 2 Years

It Was Interesting As Grief Goes i Felt a Bit

Of Rage At A World in My Youth That Said it Was

Wrong For Boys to Smile and Feel Emotions Even

At the Threat of Bodily Harm True as It Hardened me

A Bit For the Love my Mother Gave to me So Free Yet True

i Had Already Finally Reconciled With That No Longer Afraid

to Allow FLoWeRS From my Mother in SoUL to Fully Bloom Again

So True it Was Just A Matter of Staying in Peace Letting The Red Hot
Fiery Emotions Dissipate as True Dance is So Great For Regulating All

Emotions Senses True When the Earth is Shaking Below Our Feet For Emotions

So Strong and Intense to Process Then And True When You Are Already Faced
With Asperger’s Syndrome And A Rather Mild Form of Bi-Polar Yet Depths of

Darkness More Than LiGHT God Yes

It’s Always A Tight Rope Dance

Higher to Make Sure You Don’t

Go Back to a Dungeon Within
And Lose the Keys to Get Out

i Suppose Many Prolific Works of

Art Come From Folks Insuring they

Don’t Return to Hell For Real Within to Stay

True What Colors Might Not Have Come to Exist

Without People Who Went to Hell And Escaped mY FRiEnD

Yes What Love Teaches Make Every Day Christmas Day Make

Every Day Valentine’s Day And For Whatever Breath of LoVE iN Peace New

That Exists Make Every Now Thanks Giving New For Every Move to Become

Holy Dance And Every Word to Become Sacred Song Just Staying in Heaven

Thanks Giving

For Giving New

Never Going

BacK NoW Yes to the

DarK Place of Numb For Real

Balancing Keeping Waves RiSinG

Gently All New Colors to LiGHT Tides Up

Rolling In The Christmas Tree Within Newly Coloring Lit up Yes

Now Dream’s Fruition Heaven’s Return For Real To Stay To Stay

Yes Indeed “LoVEFReEDNoW” Still Carries on For Now New

With SMiLes and Love to You And All You Love With SMiLEs..:)

Indeed Dear Sohair You Are A Great Mother, Sister, Good FRiEnD
And Father to Your Two Children As You Play That Role too With

SMiLes Happy Valentine’s

Day mY FRiEnD With Good

Wishes For Those Both in Contact

With Joy and the Hardships of Life

As Of Course Both
DarK And LiGHT

Come to Teach
Us More About Life

Yet True How Fortunate Are We

Who are Safe And Sound With Good

Mental Health These Days in A World

That May Be So Dangerous and Only SHaDeS

of Grey Compared to All the Colors LiFE WiLL BRinG

Yet Still WHeRE Love Breathes THeRE iS STiLL Hope

Still Dreams Still Faith For A New Day Today And True

Even Where There
is No Hope Faith
Or Love to Breathe


Will To Survive Returning

to A Mountain of LoVE iN Peace

Climbing Again To Dance Sing

Freer Than Ever Before With

SMiLes Newly Now True Let’s

Make Every Day A LoVE Day

WiTh SMiLes..:)

It’s Not Sad to Be Silly

It’s Okay to Be Ridiculous

It’s Okay to Float in Jello Dreams

Let the Good Dreams Roll into Life

of Gummy
Bear Delights

Dear Miriam God Yes

Or True Rage Against

The Tide And Surf the
Jello Nightmares in Soft

And Warm Dreams Yes Of

Potentials Next For Fruition

Meanwhile Please Do Order Some
New Gummy Bears Sleep Well and

Wake Up Refreshed A New Dawning

Soon Enough With SMiLes And Support

Of Those Who Have Loved You Through This

Life Both Outside
And Within For
Valentine’s Dream Fruition…

Yet of Course This is only

one Dream For You..:)

Thanks For The
Valentine’s Love
Dear Cindy What
A Wonderful Muse
For Poetry Valentine’s

Will Be Year Round
Similarly As i Never

Quit Doing
Thanks Giving
And ChristMas True

Lovely Day
To You my FRiEnD

SMiles Dear Kiran
WHere Kindness
Reigns Valentine’s
To Day
With SMiles
Thanks Dear
Young Wise FRiEnD

SMiles Dear Akshita
Free Poems Come
From Soul Always
So Inspiring Yes to
Create More Soul
Dances And Songs
Happy Valentine’s
Day From Florida
To India To All

With SMiles

Happy Valentine’s Day
Cindy Bet You Are Busy
Selling A Ton of Cars


Just A General
Question No
Rush For Reply…

i Heard Today Honda
Will Soon Be Building
CRV’s Without Blind
Spot Monitoring…

i’m Thinking That
Will Have No Impact
For What’s Already
Built And Delivered
This Month Just

Checking to Make
Sure And Also Good
News i Decided to
Go Ahead And Buy…

Hehe Cheers to
Seeing You Soon
For The Delivery
Of my Wife’s
Present on The
21st or Thereafter…

33 Years She Buys

Her Own Gifts…

Yep To Finally
Give Her A Gift

i Shall Do
With SMiles☺️🙌

First oF All, For What’s It’s Worth, Happy Valentine’s Day, God Yes to All

With LoVE iN Peace. Secondly, For All as Far as Canada’s ‘Cultural Genocide’

of First Nation Children Indigenous to the Country Then, Not Unlike What The

Catholic Church; And the Muslim Church; And Yes The Hindu Church; And Most

Every Religion At Core Based on Tribalism And War Has Spread; Yes, Harming, Raping,

Maiming, Killing, And Of Course Pillaging Resources For Survival as Well AS Human Beings;

Namely Women

To Rape and

Breed or Just

Harm, Maim, and Kill

Even More With the Men

And Even Children Dashing

Stones to Their Heads For the Joy

Expressed in the Old Psalms of the OId

Testament of the Christian Bible As well…

Well, Yes, Give Pope Francis Some Credit At Least,

For Going Back to Canada And the First World Nations

Of Indigenous People’s There Seeking Reconciliation And Actually

Even Admitting After The Visit that the Catholic Church, the Holy Roman

Empire One, From the Beginning Too, Was Partly Responsible For Actual Genocide

Then As They Have Been Before; Plus All the Other Major Tribal Based Religions For

War Against Others And Exclusion Against Others Who Do Not Abide by the Traditions at Hand,

Up to Torturing to Death

For Bloody Burnt Heretics

ThiS Way of Course too…

Interestingly, Enough, A Bible Left
at the Mall Recently was Turned to a Page
in the Bible Relating in the Old Testament to

(In Chronicles)

God’s Wish to King David not to Build A City of God For
God’s People as He Was A Warrior With Blood on His Hands

(i Happened to Glance at an Old Photo Yesterday With A Funny Picture of Our
Cat Then Yellow Boy; Yes, Focusing Intently on the Same Passage in That Bible)

The Direction Was For His Offspring Without Blood on Their Hands to Do This

Yet Did This Ever Really Happen With Forecasts of Eternal Damnation And Torture

For Those Who Do Not Abide By The Tradition of Tribal Wars and Exclusions Against Each Other;

Well of Course Not, It’s Still Crystal Clear at Least Through the Christian Revelation Part of Their

Bible at the Very End; Yes, Those Excluded Tortured Forever; Those Included With Rewards ForEver; A

Tribal Religion

of Wars and

Division And

Their Ultimate

Psychopathic Leaning

Inclination Not Much Different

Than the Priests and Nuns Who Raped

And Killed The Indigenous First Nation Children

As They’ve Still Recently Been Caught With Their Hands

in that Tribal War ‘Cookie Jar’ to Neglect, Abuse, And Kill;

No Different than Other Tribal Based Religions of Exclusion

And of Course the Protestant Division in the Christian Church too…






So Where is Hope, Where This Darkness

Continues to Spread ACRoSS the Planet As It’s

Done ever since the Start of Agrarian Societies

That Take More Than Give; That Hoard More Than Share;

That Divide More Than Unify; That Hate More Than Love;

And Strife More Than Peace; True That Starts in the Real Organic

SPiRiT HeART SoUL; Yes, Body Naked Enough Whole Complete of Each

Human Being

That Rises Below Above

The Bottom of the Pyramid

of Human Potentials that May One

Day Arise to A Universalizing Faith For Love For All iN Peace;

God Yes True, Including the Rest of Nature DarK Thru LiGHT too…

This is No New News; It’s The Same Old Good News And Up To all of

Us to Individually Give, Share, Care, Heal With Most Respect and Least Harm;

God Yes, iNHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG LOVE iN JoY oF LiGHT; A Kind of Olympic

Naked Enough
Whole Complete

Sport For All That

Is Free As

The Wind is the
Air and the Ocean

Is the Water Whole

Naked Enough Complete; Yes,

Waves of Us All Falling and Hopefully

RiSinG More for LOVE iN Peace Yet Again,

An Olympic Sport With Only Winners in the
Eternal Start of
LoVE iN Peace…

Yes, Hopefully
More Than Just one,

Hehe, With SMiLes For Real…

Other Than That True The News

Shows All the DarK Parts of LiFE as

Fear Captures Human Attention Most

For Basic Evolutionary Survival; Yet Even as Liberal

As i Am As Far As Different Goes and Conservative as

i Am As Far as Material and Fiscal Matters Go; The Area Where

i Live Still That Used to Hold the Most Christian Churches Per Square

Mile Per Capita Packed Full With Military Installations of Discipline and Tradition

Too That Does Exclude Those Who Cannot, Do Not, Or Will Not Tow the Narrow Lines of Tradition;

Yes, This is the Most Peaceful And Beautiful Place i’ve Ever Visited or Lived; i Never Feel Any Threats at all;

On The Other Hand, i’m Not A Small ‘Reed’ of A Child Spit on For Smiling and Verbally Threatened With Harm

For Looking Androgynous Then;

True, The Secret Is Understanding

The Password of ‘Jesus’ And Understanding

‘Their’ Holy Sacred Text and Remembering Each

Verse Greater Than Them; And Honestly Looking Like

You Could Hit A Home Run on the First Baptist Softball Team;

(Even if i Was Never Good at Team Sports and Still Don’t Care to Play That Way)

And Singing Like An Angel As Assessed From the Back Pew of the Catholic Church;

Jesus F in Christ,

If You Accomplish

That You Get A Free

Pass in ‘Old Rome and Jerusalem’ Same….

Yet it iS A Wonderful Place For those Who
Tow the Straight Lines of Tradition; Not So

Much For Those Still Spit Upon For Being Different…

So Much Improved Though From the Early 70’s As There

Really is No Choice Yet to Face Up to Different as Tradition

Is Slowly

Fading Away

into a New Kind

of Chaos, Where Young
Women in Grade School

Report They Are Depressed

at Rates of Over 50 percent enough

to Impact Functionality in Life; It’s Not Likely

The Case Where i Live; Yet Indeed, A Growing Trauma

Ironically, Overall, For Folks Who Have Lost Some Kind of Tradition at Least,

at Least as Loving FRiEnDS in Peace;

Again, It’s A Practice

For Improvement;

There is No Perfect

in Nature; only Change

And Potential Improvement…

For me at Least, A Never Ending ALWaYS STaRTinG New
Now Meditating Free Dance And Song in Flow Of Bliss Works…

And For ‘Them’ at Least, ‘They’ Have Gotten

Used to the DIFFERENT OF me

Enough For me to Accept Them…

Wow How Sweet A Creatively
Shaped Valentine’s Wish From
my Dear FRiEnD It’s True What

“They Say”

We Shall Never
Forget All The
Feelings People
Bring To Us Most

Forget me Not i Am
The Part of Sugar And
Spice in The Other Container

Hehe Even
If i Do Look
More Like An

Oldish Hairy 🐺

Beast With SMiles
Hugs And LoVE iN Peace
For You Dear Beautiful FRiEnD 🧚🏾


Ah Yes Dipping Into ‘Nether Land’

of ‘NetherMind’ Dear Miriam Yes!

The Low Lands of Subconscious

Mind Foggy Yet As Deep As All the

Experiences of Life FLoWinG All Together

Just Waiting to Arise in What You Name as

‘Light Bulb’ Moments Yes Zen in Flow Over

The Fog of Subconscious

Nether Land
Nether Mind

Ways As Science

Names it Transient
HypoFrontality Hehe
A Fancy Way of Saying

Flow Beyond the Neo Cortex

Leaping So-Called ‘Normal’ Logic

Opening Up The Rest of Our Human

Potentials as Our Thinking Mind only

Comprises About Half of A Percent of All We aRe

True A Whole New Ocean A Blue Whale to Swim From Below

This Also May Be Described As ‘Dream Time’ It’s A Really Nice

Place to Visit Beyond All Distance Space Time And A Matter of
Things Hehe i Tend to Staycation Here Almost Always Now HAha

Until my Wife
Says Get my

Butt off the

Computer or
Stopping the Autotelic
Flow of Meditating Free

Dance Like the “SonG oF mY SoUL”
WRiTinG Free Verse Poetry too Dear

Lord 11.3 MiLLioN Words And 17,877 Miles
of Public Dance THiS WaY For 113 Months

is Quite An EPiC ViSiT in Nethermind Nether Land For Real…

Hehe i Even Named A Subchapter oF IT Starting on Memorial
Day Weekend of 2016 “Nether Land Bible” Yep All 8.8 MiLLioN
Words Now in 80 Months of Overall Effort Out of the 113 Month Total Try..:)

SMiLes Dear Kiran Eastern Philosophies

Are So Great As They Provide Advice Looking

Within And Finding A Best Way of Life or Dharma

to Survive and Thrive in Balance With Each Other and

The Rest of Nature too And Overall Looking at Nature it

Seems A Universal
Truth and Basic

Tenant is That

Of Balance All Around

Yes Within Inside Outside
Above So Below and All Around

A Life Focusing on Balance of Mind
And Body Whole Soul Will BRinG

FRiEnDS With Gravity ThiS Way

Leaving No iLLuSoRY Fears

Springing Love and

Compassion Most

For All iN ALL DarK
Thru LiGHT For All Our

Human PoTenTiaLS EVoLVinG

A Path Across the Entire Life
Span it is in Improving

With SMiLes..:)

iNDeed Dear Kiran
Love Is Highest in Giving
Sharing Caring Healing Vibrations
Yes Frequencies Energies in Synergies

Of Compassion For All Of Existence DarK Thru LiGHT

How Wonderful It is To Both Survive And Thrive in BeinG LoVE


With All Of

Nature God Yes
Liberating ThiS Way
Yet True it May Be More
Difficult in a Life Focused on
Material Goods and Making Money

And Becoming More A COG in the Machines

of Work and School And Even A Screen Now Than

Humanity’s Touch of Love oh Dear Lord How Fortunate

Am i to Retire Early As my Wife Inherited All the Money

And Now She Volunteers to Take Care of All of that And the

Accounting Purchasing And General Secretarial Duties As Well

That Go With Managing A Household too Yet of Course She is

Disabled With Epilepsy So She Will Need That Expertise and

Those Resources All if Anything Happens to me as She cannot

Even Drive

So i Do Make
Sure She Will
Always Be Taken
Care of ThiS Way
Whether i am Here

or Beyond The Earthly
Realm mY FRiEnD True

A Man May Support His
Wife With All His Might

And A Woman May
Dedicate A Life to

Her Husband too

Always Best

As A Volunteer
Effort in Agreement
mY FRiEnD Glad to No
Longer Be Associated With
Money and Stuff Allowing me

To Focus on Love With Empty Pockets ThiS Way..:)

LiFE… A GamE oF
SoMe Go FuRTHeR…

Where is the
Edge of Love
Do Hearts Know

i had some Flowers left over
i care to share from the Holiday
i Hope on Valentine’s Day that
Many Loves Friends
And Family Lavished
You with Loving
Wishes i Hope
You were Treated
To A Wonderful
Dinner and
Did all your
Favorite things
Perhaps Watching
The Sunset With
Special Others and
i Hope the Rest
Of your
And The Rest
Of Your Life
Brings Even
More JoY Yes
HeART Will Never
Find Edge of Love Cheers
To those we Think FEEL
Of and miss far away
Yet always Living

PS… Hope
You Got
Lots of
And Roses And
Particularly Hot
Chocolate if You


Best FRiEnDS
Most Love..🙂

Saddest Lesson
Learned From A

’Jesus Story’…

‘They’ Will ‘Crucify’
You If You Love Too


For ‘Those’ With No Love Borders…

It Is Crystal Clear For ‘Those’ With


Jesus’ iS An F iN

*Pats ‘Self’ On Back
How ‘God’ ‘Says’

Good Job…

All That Lasts
Forever Is Now

When Love Lives New
True Life Is Forever Now Real


MySelF myHeART

Little Flame comes
And goes always stays
Some Days Flicker Flame
Some Nights Torch Afire
Never Disappearing Less
Little Flame Lives On NoW
In Dimmest Light
Glimmer of Hope
Comes Back
Alive How
It is Little
Flame Now
Loving Inside
Darkest Night
So Bright when
Little Flame Lights
Up Every Little Flame
Is Welcome in my Soul
Yet Now
i Love
Little one’s
Spirit Stays New

Yes i never
Get tired of
“A Day in a
Life” Ever
Since It
Came out
When i was 7
In 1967 the
Beatles truly
Defined the 60’s
And Influenced
Early a Freer
Spirit than
What i
Found in
My Locality..🙂

“Wherever You Go
Leave A Heart Print”

SMiLes Dear Savvy
i’m A Day Later
Now Yes Than

Valentine’s Day
Yet i am Gonna

Take Your Quote
Everywhere i go
Everyday of the Year

And Just Do It Hehe

YeS HAha BooK MarK my Words..:)

Move Connect Co-Create
Repose Eat Sleep

Do It


Never Ending
Story Verb of God

Yes New Love to Give and

Share Free Far Enough to Do For Now..:)

SMiles Dear Astha me and my Wife Were Just talking
About Love on Valentine’s Day i related

to Her it made me a bit Sad to see

All the Lonely i saw around the

Globe on Valentine’s

Day She related

How When She was
Poor And Watched Her

Mother Cook as often they
Had no Food No Drink Not

Even Water A Drop then to Soothe
A Parched Throat so Yes Cooking

Meant Like the Whole World to Her

Then as a Child as She Understood

Food And Drink It is not Just a Given

It Is Life As She sat there And Watched

Her Mother Cook She Planned

For No Big Ambitions Other

Than Taking Care of

A Man Who

Would Protect
Her one Day so she
Would Never Have to Worry
To Have Food for Another day to eat…

Yes She Decided She Would Become

A Great Cook instead of Someone With

Big Ambitions to Be Someone in Life and to
Be Clear there is every Color of Human Being

Without People Looking For Power over Love
Who Would Want to Run a Country When they are All
Complete With Love Within Just All Warm and Fuzzy Fine

Oh Lord the Problem With Politics and Big City And Country
Human Life… my Father Wanted A Wife Who Would Only Make
Him Money my Mother Only Wanted to Stay Home Spending all

Of Her Days Raising Her
Children Yet Again

People Are Cut
Out And Molded
In Existence Differently

We All Have Jobs in Life

That May Be Closer or Further

Away from HeART in the Disney
Movie There is Peter Pan And Tinker
Bell And Wendy Truly My Wife is Wendy

And It’s Also True It’s so Much Easier for
Wendy In This Life than it is for Tinker Bell…

And It’s Also True Real Peter Pans
Leave No Kind of Fairy Behind

With Colors of Love For

Love Understands



Must Breathe

ItS Own Color of Free…

Smiles i am a Wendy Kind of Dude
i Would Be Lost No Different than
my Wife in this World of Shallow

As Swipe Left and Right Life

People are Souls People Are

Souls They Aren’t Just Things

We Swipe Left and Write to Purchase

SMiles Dear i do Feel Your Hope Deeply
As Empaths will



or Found..:)

Hehe Samreen
Yes i Just Rushed
Over Again to See

If Your


Poem Is Up
Again Key Now

Is Remembering
There Is A Beautiful
Soul Behind Every




As Much
To Give


All Words
Our Breath
Of God We

Give Without
Condition Yes

To Celebrate

Every Gift We Feel
Nah it’s Not Necessary

To Name

Name My FRiEnD☺️💫

“Faith of the Mustard Seed”

Obviously Not Worrying About
Being Small Just Growing That’s All…

And Indeed As Far As Humans Come and
Go And Continue to Be Conceived Humans

Have The Ability of Tools, Ranging From Abstract
Constructed Symbols to Cranes Hehe to Lift Others Up…

True Some



Different Tools…

Do Note This Tree Started
With Faith And Like ‘Magic’
The Seed Just Grew into A Tree
Or A Lamp All Lit Up (Thanks Mikah)
For A Tool To Center Balance Both With Roots..:)

SMiles We
All Have Stars
Within Waiting

To Bloom
No Stars

Than Stars
Other Flowers

Seeds We Are
Faith of Trees GRoWinG🏝

Oh The


We Breathe
Or Do Not To
Observe The


All Colors Still Breathing💫

What’s Most
Now Is You

Keep The

Your Soul




Yet Whose Spirit

Will i Ever Speak


My Own💫

Science Shows
At Least Those
Who Are Able

To FeeL iT

One Kind Act
Of Niceness Yes
Altruism With No

Expect Of
Return Of

Reward Brings
Months Of Happier
Being Yet It’s True



And Social

Contagion is Bathed
First In Oxytocin As Yes

Giving Being

So Dam Nice

Brings All The
Warm And Cozy
Comfort Of A Cat


On A Lap

Yes to Get Out
And About to
Spread Kindness

Puppy Dog Sweet
Wagging Tales And
All Love Sold Free


Fun Chances
May Be the
Fuel May
Not Drive
A Nicer Car 🚙

Yet To Get Out And

About To Pet A Human Free 🚗

Ah Yes
Faith of
The Eagle
Requires No


Fly And
Everything Else
You Said And

Painted With

SMiLes Soni😊🤗

Gift Of
One New
Force of Do😊

Faith In
Or Ahead😊

SMiles Dear Cindy
A Golden Age of
Valentine’s is
When We
All Of Experience
A Free Verse Poetry
Prompt Of Dance And
Song Loving Flow
Seems a
N o W
Too mY

i Take So Many Notes i Don’t
HAVE to Think If Ya Like i’ll
Show Ya A SoUL

Selfie of me

*Shrugs Shoulders…
Palms Facing Upwards…
Arms Relaxing Toward Heavens
Staycationing “The ‘Dude’ Abides”

SMiLes Dear Jade to Find
The Waking Dreams
To Tame The Night
into Day
to Make
Spring Come
Again When
Winters Last
Two Years
No Longer
Defrost Summer
Flowers Coloring
Creativity For Fall Leaves
To Come Spring Green
To Live
Again Always
Expanding Shores
Waves Without Boundaries
Ocean Always Home Waters

Our Life

Bursts Free
Blooms FLoWeRinG SoULS..:)

Hehe Never Returning
To Work Modern Day


Sounds Too
Much Like
50 SHades
of Grey to me HAha

Just Another Valentine’s
Movie With A Twist i Guess

Sort of
With Daggers
And Stuff Hehe..:)

True Be The Proof
FRiEnDS Never
Leave They Just
Never End Real
Aways STaRTinG
TRuE Unlike Books
And Movies And
the Such


With SMiLes

Always Now Just
Getting Started New

Treating Old FRiEnDS
As New FRiEnDS Treating
New FRiEnDS As Old FRiEnDS…

Never Regretting
The Past Only
Reason i’M Here



Every Move
Ever Word


As Beautiful
As We Dance And

Sing With Patience
Eternally Now to Dance

And Sing Even More Beautifully

Again now…

SMiLes Always
Room to Improve
For Everyone


Yet Yes
That Tick Tock
Only Limited By Time…

Fear Source
of Human

Weakness Old

And Exhaustion New

So i Threw it
All Away

Every Inhale
of Breath Peace
Exhale Love And

With Practice i
Rewired my Soul

to Lose Fear Old
Forevernow Free New
Always A Practice iNDeed…

Yep First Step i Saw
And Did to Improve

Human Potentials

Is Leave ILLuSoRY

Fears Behind
Only LooKinG
Ahead to Love
Springing From
Peace For Now

LoVinG iT All New
NiGHT Thru Day Now…

SMiLes The Way i Stay
iNSPiReD NoW is MaKinG


Day As Typically
Love Wins ThiS Way

As Peace CoMeS AGAiN

NeW iN Every Fire of Creativity..:)

Without Shadows in Painting

Little to No Depth of Colors to Breathe

Dear Isha For Every Shadow BRings Colors



DarK May Mean

No Longer Being

Cynical oF LiGHT FoR ReaL

It’s Like Dance Every Minor to
Major Injury on A Trail Now of
17,877 MiLes of Public Dance Teaches

me a New MoVE iN Balance of Healing

A Remedy A Preventative Medicine All
Natural Eventually Becoming Yes Weight

of Finger Tips Dancing On Water on Land Balancing Free on

Wing Life is a Lot Like This As True This Takes 113 Months to Do…

And Ever Since June 6th 1960 Too For Real Every Step A Climb to Do

Every Fall

A Rise Above..:)

Ever Coloring Rose
Newer Deeper Colors

Now True Dear Savvy

It is Not The Length Yet

The Depth of Colors New

We Create of LiFE NoW As


That Ever
For Real
Newly Now

Colors of Past
Fade Colors of
Future Yet to Grasp

Colors We Create
Newly Now For Real mY FRiEnD..:)


The importance of Mama, I knew from the start.
With indelible ink, she stamped love on my heart.
Her warm hands vibrated with healing energy.
And with those gentle hands she drove sickness from me.
She nurtured me with kindness,
Although she didn’t have much time,
To listen to my childish talk,
And what was on my mind.
I survived the long hours
She spent busy at her work.
And I escaped all the evils
That around a child sometimes lurk,
Guardian angels watched o’er my fate,
While I stayed home alone,
Whether inside our little house,
Or on the steps where I used to wait,
For the precious sight of Mama,
Slowly walking down our street,
With a glowing smile to greet me,
And with tired, aching feet.”

-As Written By my Mother
Helen And Published by “The
National Library of Poetry” Back Before

The Internet And Self Publishing and
Online Competitions to get included in

Someone else’s Anthology of Poetry Yes So Many

With a Fancy Sounding Organizational Name hehe

Yet So Humanly Warm to A Son to Capture His Mother’s

Soul by Words Sung Deep From Her Soul as It’s True a Poem

Written About Her Mother Who Actually Waitressed 12 Hour Days

7 Days A Week Raising 3 Daughters With no Car of Course Walking to Work

‘Breakfast in America’

A Place i Still Go Twice

A Week and Where me and

Katrina Went Last night on Valentine’s to get

Yes Their 55+ Breakfast Special for 6 or So Bucks

As It’s True That is Where at the ‘iHop’ Folks Still Work

Like my Grandmother Did Last Century The Common Folks

Often Grandmother’s Still Working to Help Support Their Children

And Grandchildren too to Truly Work to Be Human All There is For Them

Shawna Baby

To Do in Life
Best Humanity
For Real With SMiLes

Warm And True As ‘Cheers’

And ‘Ted Danson’ and the Rest

Without Any Alcohol except Human Warmth

(Although the Coffee Does continue to flow)

Human Warmth Human Warmth Oh How limited

Avatar Life Can and Will Be except Perhaps if You

Develop A Song of Your Soul to Share Globe Wide For Free

Developing Soul Deep Relationships With HeART And SPiRiT Real

Lasting a Life Time For Real As Soul Lasts Longest of All Far Beyond Any

Body Part
Above or
Below With
SMiles as it’s true

There is No Less Love
Expressed in my Poetry for
Whoever i Meet and Greet Yet

It’s True The Concentration of
Dude’s i relate to is recently

Just one and even zero hehe

Most of the Days on a Global Poetry Trail…

Hehe Same With Dance HAha i suppose

The Target Audience of all of what I do

Is limited to more of a Divine Sacred and Holy

Feminine Spirit Within Yes The Nurturing of my

Mother i inherit freely and share Not Institutionalized

By A ‘Big Daddy’ Who Left at age 3 With SMiLes hehe Oh Dear Lord Yes

Back When Dudes Didn’t even Speak on or off the Autism Spectrum then…

At Least few to no Words Colored by Open HeART SPiRiT SoUL Dances and

Of Life
For Real…

Fast Forward to Today Again A Recent Study by the
CDC Relates 57 Percent of School Age Teen Girls
So Depressed Sad So Lonely Indeed With A Third

Of them Considering Suicide too As the Truth

Is While i make Technology my Slave to

Give Share Care Heal Freely A Dance

And Song oF mY SoUL The Avatar

World i Had No Choice Yet to

Enter for 66 Months Shut-in
my Home Deathly ill Then Yes

ELSE FOR REAL in a life threat of
19 Medical Disorders in Synergy
Including the Worst Pain known
To Humankind Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia The Suicide Disease No Drug
Would Touch Wake to Sleep Then Effectively

Making it too Painful and Numb to Connect to
Anyone in the Flesh and Blood World An Avatar

For Real i Became Out of necessity to get my Mind
Off the Suicide Disease then Wake to Sleep each and
Every Real God Damned Day Yet Oh Dear Lord Now We

Have an Entire Society Particularly Young Women Slaved By

The Tool As Avatars online Without About 99 Percent or So of Face
To Face Flesh and Blood Contact That Brings All the ‘iHop’ Waitress

Human Warmth

Still to Life Newly Now

Oh Dear Lord Humans are
Not Evolved to Be Only Avatars

Oh Dear Lord the NDD Nature Deficit
Disorder Now the HNDD Human Nature

Deficit Disorder Now True Insanity New Yet the

Truth is Things Matter More Than People Now

As Even These Avatars of Words in SonG oF mY SoUL

Do NOT Nearly Approximate the Force of Human LoVE iN Peace
i Radiate in Vibrations Frequencies Energies of Humanity in A Force

Of Human Dance

In Total Synergy Now

New Nah Folks Don’t Call

me living Legend Because

i Don’t Make Them Feel Energy ThiS Way

Oh Dear Lord How i Try So Hard to Bring Flesh
And Blood SPiRiT HeART SoUL to Avatars of Words

Yet Oh Dear Lord You’ve Seen the Energy i Help Create

In the EYes of Human Beings in Thousands of Selfies When i Dance…

Those Are the Greatest Works of Art i’ve Done Capturing JoY oF LiGHT

iN Human EYes for No Reason at All Yet A Feeling And Sense of Dance For Real

Peak of Human

Experience Not

Even Requiring Clothes

At All Same As A Song From

Soul Free Versing Long Before

Words As Avatars As Idols Came into Being Of Printed

Human Tools So Many Have Become as Avatars Now…

No The Word Becoming Flesh is Not NEaRLY Enough THere is

A Whole World That is Real to Dance And Sing iN ToGeTHeR

STiLL Naked
Enough Whole

Complete i Might

Have Already Shared

The Story Yet A Young Woman

Came to me in Tears Thanking me for

my Public Dance And How the Voyeur Videos

of me Dancing She And Her Friends Used to Copy And Dance Together

That Helped Them Get Through the Tough Years at High School Then…

Indeed my FRiEnD

Dancing And Singing

Free Is always A Human

Answer Most Naked Enough

Whole Complete ToGeTHeR

What We Have Lost the

Most God Yes What

I Continue to remind
A Whole Metro of
Around 600,000 Folks

Meanwhile i Rest my

Legs With These Avatars

Of Words i Still Struggle

To Upload my SoUL

To Last a While

Longer After I am

Long Gone from this
Meat Suit hehe Yet it doesn’t

Matter There are about a ‘Zillion’

Or So Voyeur Videos on Phones And Social
Media All Around This Area i Live Yet

They Will Likely Never Know my Name
Yet they Will Always

Remember How

i Made Them

Feel Yes That

Another World

Does Exist Now

New Still With Wings
That Are Free mY FRiEnD

And Yes So Very Warm to FeeL And Sense FOR REAL…

Most Importantly With SMiLes Folks Really Feel So Deep

And Joyful For Real Exactly What Was As Far Away Then As

Heaven in Hell For me Damned THere For Real 66 Months

iNDeeD mY FRiEnD A Simple Social Role it is BRinG A SMiLe

No Different

Than Any

Other Cartoon
Character For Real

Or Disney World Myth For Real…

Be Here Be Real Do SMiLe For Real

So Far Away it is Lost in Avatar Life as

A Most Unusual Kind of Watered Down Reality…

Master The Tool And Do Not Fall to Less Than
Human With SMiLes…

People First

People First

People First

This Is No Competition
ToGeTHeR Dancing Singing Free

God Yes Naked Enough Whole
Complete Again With SMiles


Amen 🙏
With Great
Thanks And

Praise Yes
Mr Gottfried
Long Live Silly
Banter FTW Without
Even Any Footballs ⚽️

Wit Filled
SMiles For All🙏


Polishing uP ANoTHeR Phrase For ‘God’ And of Course

A NeWesT MacroVerse i Am Writing Now For SMiLes

Carrying On ANoTHeR Never Ending Story NewLY NoW

oF LoVE iN Peace For The Sake And Wake oF “LoVE’S THeMe iN Peace”

Ah Yes Dear Savvy to Put it Shortly
Sweetly So Concisely When Give

Becomes The Essence of Receive
Along With Caring Sharing Healing

With Most Respect
And Least Harm

For All of NaTuRE

Now Love’s Theme
Wings Real iN Peace


With SMiLes..:)

It Used to Be That Happiness

ACross the Lifespan For

Humans is ‘U’ Shaped

WHere Sweet

16 And

70 May
Be The Greatest

Ages of Happiness

Living in the Present

More As Cats and Dogs

Surely Do As Companions Free

Yet It Matters New Now Whether It is Real

Or Avatar Far Somewhere Else Other Than
FlesH And Blood Oh WHere Are We Now As So

Called Advanced Species When the Youngest

Are the Most Depressed Particularly Those Who

Will Nurture the
Next Generations

Dear Miriam The Most in Terms
of Teen Girls Reporting 57 Percent
Rates of Depression of Lonely and Sad

At Sweet 16 And The Such Where Flowers
Ordinarily Otherwise

Will Bloom

In Spring

In Colors of
Life Instead of Death

Fortunately For Us Humans

Dogs and Cats Remain More

Human Than Avatars Far Away From Life…

i Do Believe Now is The Age to BRing Love’s Theme Back…


SMiLes Dear Kiran THeRE iS A Faith iN LoViNG Peace

Super Seeding Even Hope With Belief in the Now Still To Be

And Come to Be More For Whatever We May Seek to Be And Do iN LiFE

Understanding DarK Makes

LiGHT And Even When We

‘Miss Our Marks of Life’

In The Darkness A Tiniest

Flame of LoVing Faith May

Open Up A Door in the DarK

to A Brand New Pathway Now

That Yes BRings Us Even More

LoVE iN Peace to Inhale

And Exhale Newly Now

As Present Gift to Be And Do

Wow my Mother Used This Overall

Encompassing Loving Faith With the

Power of Believe And Most All Of What She

Said Will Come to Pass Not A Waver of Confusion

For Where She Kept Going in Acceptance of Where She Was

And Yet To Go Yet You See This isn’t A Process With Instructions

It’S A Way of Perceiving Existence Far Beyond Reason in the Depths

of Soul


Silently in This

Loving Faith in

Believe Ever More Presently Real iN Peace..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy Perhaps A Best Part of Original

Creativity Is it Does Bring Us into the Present Now

This Gift to Color New Enhancing Our Experiences

Of Reality From The Inside Out For In A Way

When We Do Not Move Connect

And Co-Create With Each

Other We May Stay

More Like A Part of

A Computer Program

Yes A Cog in A Machine

Where All Of Nature Changes

For Balance Yet We May Attempt to

Stick With the Same Pages of One Book

All the Same Letters Words and Paragraphs

Of Life And Never Change The Covers of Our Life

True in ThiS Way

Bed Sheets

Will Come

Stale and

No Longer Vibrant

Creating Newer Colors

To Feel Sense And Do For Real

Yet It’s Also True i Use The Memories

The Colors of the Past to Color Present New True

Yet Never the SaMe Before As THere aRe aLWaYS NoW

New Colors to Paint Even Old Memories SPRinGinG New..:)

Trees Of
LiFE ‘They’ Do Grow
OuT oF sHades oF Grey

i’M aWaKe NoW LoVEGreeNS

Window Mirrors
Tree Leaves
Whisper to See

‘He’ Remembers ‘That Day’
Long Ago When ‘She’ Said
She Wanted ‘Him’ to Not Only
Read Her Stories… She Wanted to
Be A Part of ‘His’ Story that Day So Long ago…
He Thought to ‘Himself’ i Will Easily Make That Happen
Not Only That
my Words
NoW oN 2.16.2023
Not only is She ParT
Of my Story She Will

Be Part of HiStory…

Sunshine SMiLes
Of Joy to You
Dancing Singing Free

“Your Wife Must
Be The Luckiest
Woman In The World”

Thanks for the Stellar
Compliment Dear Rimah
My Love Tends to
Overwhelm my
Wife She Tells
Me Hush
Go TeLL iT
On a Mountain
As i interrupt
Her TV Show…

The 21st of this
Month is our
33rd Anniversary…

The Secret to
Is Yes Dear
To All Her

So i did what
She asked With
11.3 MiLLioN
Words of Epic Longest
Form Poem Free Spirit
In Poetic Responses
To Folks All Around

Our World

Spread around
The Globe for Free

Yes And 17,877 Miles
Of Moving Meditative
Spirit Filled Public
Dance Farther Now
Than Half the Distance
Around The Equator…

So God Yes… Her
Wish Is my Every
Command.. 113
Months Yes So
Far Completing
Task and it is No Joke…

God Bless you too
Dear Rimah
If i remember
Correctly From Africa…

Never the Less
Of Woman..:)

SMiles Master “The
Tool” As Avenues For
Compassionate LoVE iN Peace
Or Sadly Be Slave And Become
The Cold Machine For it

Is True

Love Is
Use Or Lose

Like Any Other
Intelligence of Life
Really As Science Shows

Mechanical Cognition
Withers Away Our


For Social Empathic
Artistic Spiritual Intelligences
Yes Love And Yes Cultures True

And False Where

Human Capital
Is Seen As Worthless
Unless It Makes Money

Is The
God Instead

Of All The other
Colors Of Life that
Spring Within To

Give Share Care
Heal Yes Free
With Everyone

With Most Respect
And Least Harm Real

Love Is The Meaning
Of Human Without


Is Only “Swipe
Left And Right” Tool
As That Applies To




Love Is A Garden
Tended With Care iN Peace
As Yes Every Word Becomes

Song Every Step
Becomes Dance True

Sacred Holy Feelings

Ancestors Did This
Some Still Do With

Only Soul
Of Song


Dance Free
Born With These

Gifts From Birth
Even If The Sound

The Sweet Child
Singing Makes No



The Dance
Has No Lesson
From Anywhere




From Within

This Is How Human
Flowers Bloom Naturally


LoVE iN Peace
It Doesn’t Come
Out Of Baby Food
Jars Or HeARTS


In Jars Collected
As Numbers in Terms
Of Dollar Bills And Other

Stuff As


Become Faster Cars

And Bigger Houses
Become A Next God

To Worship Too hehe
Like Likes, Follows,




More Button
Press Than



Breath LoVE iN Peace
ToGeTHeR All For Real 🏝

Love Is Good Enough
Alone Or Together

Love is
No Worse
Or Better

Love Gives
And Shares
Cares Heals
Free As Love
Loves To Give
And Share Free

Care And Heal

In FAct
Of Art



Love Will
BE A Tool
With HeART

Beats Too
Yes Love


Beat SoUL SPiRiT

With No Body
Parts At All Love
Will Breathe As A Poem

And As You Say A Virtual
FRiEnD With No Agenda


Kindness More
Just To Make


Feel Good

Always Enough

You too


With SMiles😊💫☺️

For Heaven





Never Going
HigheR aT TAll


Humans Hurt
Their Sky





Souls Bye Bye…🏙

New York New York Lie💩

Love Is The Warmth
Of Any Mammal
Nurturing Offspring

Love Is



Breast That


Love To Be





No Dog

Of Love


Pups Is Ever

Stray To “The
Child” Fur or Bare😊

SMiles Dear
Astha Love
Is More


Than Rainbows
See Love is The



To Be Hidden
Wind Feels Wings

Only to Give
And Share


With Least
Harm For All
That Winds Touch



THere Is
No You
Youer Than
You Doctor



It Is True

And So Do

i Hehe i Mean You


Writes too😊

Cold Snowy Weather Breeds All Kinds Of Love

i Spent An Hour Out THere As Bears Do In The

Winter Not Hibernating

Treasure In Every Frost Bite Of Winter THoRNS

Make FLoWeRS Rose RiSinG SPRinG NoW

SMiLes Dear Savvy
The More A
With Gravity i Don’t
Have to Achieve i BREaTHE

Just Balancing on A Tight
Rope Dancing Always Higher

And Just Like MaGiC
And Miracles



in Action
of Just Do it

And i’m Usually
Surprised By What i Do

So Far With SMiLes NeW it
Works Eternally Now Free…

Yet if i Really Have to Explain
How i Do it Now New It Would
Likely Never Get Done Now Hehe…

So i Do
mY Best
Not to
About it With SMiLes…
So River May Flow Free..:)

SMiLes Dear

Is A Beautiful
Tree All the
Leaves i

Treasure Indeed…
Hehe, i Don’t Even
Need to Go to France…

As Long as i Will Fit
All Of my SoUL into
This Online Fiber Optic Cable

As Far As India East Crosses

Oceans Free..:)

True Writing to Loved Ones
Who Go/Pass Away Inspires Ya
To Treasure Living Ones Even More

I secretly believe I’m better than most people.

Answer: Totally Disagree, Even A Grain of Sand
Holds Up A Mountain of Human Love and is Integral
to That Potential of Even Happening in this World Now.

Obstacles rarely slow me down.

Answer: Totally Agree as i’m Most Always
Totally Focused in Flow on What i Love to Do Now.

I’m great at a lot of things compared to most people.

Answer: It’s Just The Truth, And Of Course Other Folks Are
Great at Other Things i am Not Great At, At All, too, FOR REAL.

I press on even in challenging tasks.

Answer: Totally Agree And Prove it EVERY DAY
On Those Tasks i am Totally Focused on NOW.

I know there’s something special about me.

Answer: It’s Just True, And Of Course
Other Folks Are Special Too FOR REAL.

It’s hard for me to enjoy compliments.

Answer: ‘Normal Compliments’ Are
Great; No Compliments Are Okay too;

i Suppose Other Folks Would Feel
Uncomfortable too, if Someone
Kneeled to the Ground With
Their Hands Clasped Mocking
Some kind of Religious Worship too…

I’m self-confident, but caring.

Answer: Of Course.

I don’t like to talk about myself.

Answer: i Don’t Mind At All; Yet i Love to
Hear About Other Folks Just As Much FOR REAL.

I feel uneasy when I’m the focus of attention.”

Answer: As Long as It’s ‘Normal’ Attention It’s Fine

This is Another So-Called Narcissist Test That
One May Find Online That Shows How ‘Loosely
Knit’ These Online Tests Are As Obviously on this Particular
One, if I Answered All the Questions With Just Totally Agree to
Totally Disagree, i Surely Wouldn’t Rate A Zero on the So-called

Aspect of This
Test, Where Most
All Of these Characteristics
Are Healthy As Long as the
Ifs, Ands, Or Buts, are Included in…

These Tests are Simply Almost Worthless
in actually Determining Any Real Kind of Disorder;
As Really the AQ Test is too As the Social-Empathic
Versus Systemizing Part of Autism is Just one General

Aspect too
That Really Doesn’t
Even Take into Account
Extreme Feelings, Senses And Repetitive
Restrictive Behavioral Special Interests that
Interfere With So Called Modern ‘Normal’ Society’s

of Who and

What We

Are Supposed
to Be and Do in this Life…

And The Test Above, Just
Barely Touched The Major
Issue With Narcissism That
is A Lack of Empathy And
Compassion for Other Folks…

Most of the Other Measures, Were Just
‘Degrees’ of Self-Esteem/Confidence/Self-Worth/Competence;

True, It’s Just The Truth, i score Stellar Now in All Those Virtues
of Being Human As Long as Empathy And Compassion is Part of the


We Can
Be Closer
to A Hero than
A Frigging Villain

As Truly Even in Online
Assessments of Heroes
Versus Villains As Far As
Breaking Society’s Norms
to Get Things Done; It is Suggested
That Empathy and Compassion is All

That Really Separates Most of what Makes
A Villain or So-called Hero in this Life Now.

Empathy and Compassion

Is Most Definitely a Deal
Breaker or Maker When it
Comes to the Best Potentials

of Being Human Surviving, Thriving
As Hairless Apes Much Stronger Together

Than the Frigging

‘Trump Trope’
And That
Anti-Hero Parts
With Little Genuine
Sincere Empathy and Compassion
For Others And Lots oF Lies to ‘Fit in’…

Note: i Didn’t Take The Bait and Click
of Providing my E-Mail Address to get
A Bunch of Spam for Trading my Personal
Information, So i Did This “Work-Around” Instead…

You are my Treasured
FRiEnD Always
to me too
my Hellooove FRiEnD🥰☺️

SMiLes Dear Annabel Humans
Are Comprised of Shadows
And Colors

In Other Words
Agression and
Lust For Basic Survival
Including the Fight or Flight
Instinct And Colorful Emotions
That Come From a Synergy of
Feelings and Senses that May

Make life a Real Genuine
And Sincere Delight If

We Really Practice
An Art of Life

to Bring Others
Up And Ourselves

THaT SaMe WaY iNto
ThE LiGHT Out of OTHeR
DarKeR Experiences True

So What Happens When We Hide
And Repress Our Shadows in Doing so

The More Beautiful Colors are Snuffed Out As
Above So Below TWiLiGHT Balancing DarK and


As Mind And Body
SoUL BeCoMes Balancing
HeART SPiRiT Body Mind to Give And
Yes Share Mutually And Consensually
Caring And Healing This Way With Least

Harm as Love is Art And Indeed Hate is Art too
When Both Are True One Rises Higher for All

And the Other


For All

Best Way
Up in My Opinion
Discarding No Part of
Humanity Lifting One Body of
Humanity Up


So Below mY FRiEnD
See HeaR’S The ‘Thing’
i See the Essence of

All ‘Things’ As

God With that
Kind of Respect
Inhaling Peace Exhaling

GenerAlly SPeaKinG

The Way is Up mY FRiEnD
Even Transforming DarK iNto
LiGHT With Art oF smART and heART


Mind and
Body SoUL
Even HiGHeR
For All With Most
Respect Yes Least
HarM ETeRNaLLY New Now..:)

HAha Somehow i Didn’t Really Expect
‘This’ Dear Cindy Yet it Does Remind me

Of The Modern Dance Hall Experience
Among Folks Who Have Never Even Met

Each Other And A Turn
Around of Eye Contact

Is Not Necessary

For the ‘Three Hump
Wednesday’ 7 Days A Week
Whenever The Dance Comes

Grinding Behind to Happen Again…

Aghast! Aghast! i Was
to Be Taken Advantage
of By Female Dancers
Brazen Just Being

With No SHaMe
SoWinG Wild Oats
Fully Clothed At Least

Leaving With The Same Group
of Women They Come With Keeping
“Victoria’s Secret” Intact For the Night at Least Hehe

i Suppose For ‘Dogs’ it May Be A Great Stress Relief too
Dealing With Mechanical Cognition Issues online With Tech
Support too


Just Be
Not to Be
Doing the
“Jeffrey Toobin Dance” Haha

Honestly it Colors ‘me too’ So
Much Differently From A Dude’s
Perspective As Never Ever Never
Would i meet and greet a ‘Strange’

Woman Like
That Ever in a
Dance Bar Plus

The Fact it’s
Basically Sexual
Assault When Not
Warranted or Wanted As Well, ‘Technically’

Never Seen A Dude File A Warrant Yet HAha
Back in the Early 80’s All We Had on Wednesdays
At the “Club 2001 Disco Bar” is “Welfare Wednesday


25 Cent
Bar Drinks”

As Mostly What
i Did is Hold Up
The Walls Just
Watching Flowers Pass Bye…

Solo Dancing Wasn’t Much of a Thing
Then And Face-to-Face Contacts Actually
Happened With ‘Pretty Women’ Kissing too HAha

So Much Has Changed
Or Perhaps Women are
Finally Just Becoming

Fully Free…

i Pass no Judgements

on the Nature of the Human Shadow Beast
For It’s True What is Not Exposed is Still Real for Real…

And It’s Basically A Scientific Fact of How Bonobos

With All

They Need is
Love as Long as
An External ‘Tribe’
Outside of ‘the Familiar
Group’ is not Invading Of Course…

And Honestly This is Precisely What
Human Beings Are Doing Virtually Online
These Days Funny, Funny, How Folks Lie About

What They
Are and
Really Do
As Science
Shows 98 Percent
of Males and 73


of Women Do
And That’s Still
With A Society Where

30 Percent or So is All About
Shaming What Refuses to Be

Free And Real

At Least
with Lip
Service Hehe…

Anyway Happy Blogging
Glad You Found All Your
Missing Blog Posts What

A Headache Indeed…

And Honestly A Best
Medicine For Stress

Is Just
And Having
Fun SoMe Days
Naked, Enough,
Whole, Complete

To Be Silly and
Fully Human With NO


Shamaning Hehe..:)

SMiLes Dear Yam True CoLouRS of Our
Emotions May Be Numbered And Labeled

In Concrete Form
of Names Yet

Colors of
Are As Nuanced
As Every Sub Particle
That Swirls Around the
Nucleus of An Atom All Through

Existence As Nature Colors Life Differently
Yet The Same in Essence Some Ways Ever Changing

For What We Feel And Sense in Life Every Inhale of Peace
Exhale of Love That Makes A New Multi-Universe Us Differently

Yet All Together

With Emotional
Feeling Sensing
Energy That Dances
And Sings SYNeRGYiNG Us in Ways
New Now of Original iMaGiNaTioN And
Yes Creativity in New Colors Blooming
Taking The Places of Emotions Positive
Or Negative Fading Away Birthing New Experiences God Yes

Feelings Senses Emotions Always Coloring Life Differently True
to Explore And Co-Create Originally New Even More With SMiLes

Every Wave
Ocean Whole
Now A New Water
Color Still To Come..:)

HAha Yes, Yes,
Yes, my Sister
And Mother Loved
to Play Scrabble Then
Yet Not me Words Without Pics

Pretty Much
Just Bored me

When the Internet Arrived
With Unlimited Opportunities
to Write Text i Thought to Myself

Who In The World Would Wanna
Spend Their Time Just Writing to Other

Folks Without Any Face-to-Face Full Interaction
i Even Went to the Next Offices Face-to-Face Rather
Than Use E-Mail or Even Use A Phone Call Hehe And True

i Never Wanted A Pager And Sure Didn’t Want The Government
Cell Phone i Got
to Be on
i Ever Went in
Life Always Something
Going Down With All the
Administration, Managerial,
Supervisory, Programming, And
Finances i Had to Do Then Just So

Many Ways
to Contact
me to Ask
me Another
Question too True

For Years All i Had Left
of me to Spend At Home
Is Just a Little Computer
Full Snow Moon Boarding Game

In Honor of All Full Moons Bright too
i Didn’t Have to Think to Play the Game

HAha and That’s Why i Write/Sing Free Today Just
Snow Boarding Around All These Shapes Sloping Not

A Damn Poetic

Thought Now

Really in My
Head Until New it
Comes Out on the Snowy
Slopes in Flow Just Like This With SMiles..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy i Used
To Look For Meaning
And Purpose

In Life

Until i
Started FLoWinG
Now All the Meaning
And Purpose Finds me

From: iMaGiNaTioNS Creativities

Deep Within Yes Whatever
However Whenever River

Comes to: Play HeART


With Art
DeLiVeRinG NoW
Soul Free Surprises New..:)

Treat Every Breath
As Best Inhaling
Peace Exhaling

Love With


Now With
Free With No Fear
Dear Chaymaa With SMiLes…

Be The Change
Be The Kindness

Be The One

All Rooms
With Positive

Frequencies Waves

Energies FLoWinG iN Synergies
From: Toe to: MinD SoUL SMiLes..:)

Play Hoping To Win Future Play Fearing To
Lose Past PLaYinG To PLaY ETeRNaLLY NoW

At Best NeW BLiSSinG All BLeSSinGS

Sunshine 🌷Blooming 🌞
In The Center of A
Tulip Opening A

Sure Sign That
Good Vibrations
Of Spring Are FLoWinG

In Stronger As Nature New
Meditates Spring Birth Free

Now Waves Come
And Go RiSinG Fall
Soils BRinGinG
SPRinG Green
Summer FLoWeRinG


Spring Rises

Dear FRiEnD With SMiles

SMiles Mr Gottfried my
Cajun Grandmother on
my Father’s Side Who
Was Married To The PHD
Irish Born Then Catholic
X-Priest (my Grandfather
A Noted ‘Wiki Bio’ Author
From Last Century Dining
With Einstein In
The New York
New York
Circles Writing The
Still Referenced Book
“Behind The Dictators”
Associated With The
Papacy Of The Catholic
Church) Yes my Spicy Cajun
Business Woman Grandmother
Housed A French Algerian
Mathematics And Soccer
Star FSU Foreign Exchange
Student (They Were Very
Very ‘Close’) He Played
For Florida State
University Like
my Step Sister
Playing Rugby

Yet the Only Team
Sport i’ve Excelled in
Is Singing From The Back
Row of The Catholic Church
In my Own Unique Way While

Others Do
Their Best to
Follow my Ever
Changing Tune

Freely Liberating

Like The
Rest Of
Free Nature
A Bird On A Wing
Becoming Spirit Wind
If That Sounds Familiar

Hehe To You my Nigerian 💫

Still Budding Soccer Star ⚽️🙌

Aha! Dear Anna i Commented
on the Word Press Reader
Yet When i Came to Your
Blog Post So Comprehensive
on the Subject oF LoVE i Didn’t Get All the

Way to the Bottom to Find the Comments Section

Yet of Course Hehe Lately Even the Latest iPhones

Choke on my Close to 60 Thousand Word Bi-Monthly

Poetic Novel Size Blog Posts Thank Goodness Desktops and Laptops

Still Work Yet Never the Less Hehe i Understand the Scrolling

Effort it may take to Get to my
Comments Section too HAha

Speaking of that After Writing
my Latest MacroVerse “ArT oF SmART LiVinG LoVE iN Peace”
Finishing it in the Wee Hours of Last Saturday Morning Finally

Completing the Multi-Media For Publishing that Close to 59 Thousand

Word Effort Tonight True on the

Subject oF LoVE iN Peace

Too All the smART Art

Of Creating

Peace For
Real too With SMiLes…

Thanks Again for Your

Comprehensive Post on Love

My Creativity Tends to Zoom Zoom
Zoom As the Days Grow Longer For

Spring And All Turns Colorful And Green With SMiLes

True Some Days A Challenge to Keep Up With What Grows Within Free..:)



SMiLes Dear Shawna Baby i Guess Back 15 Years Ago in April 2008

After Spending The ‘Lent Season’ Ironically Precisely

40 Days With Almost No Sleep With That Worst

Pain Known to Humankind No Drug Would

Touch Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia

(Casually Named the ‘Suicide Disease’
In the Medical Field Also Assessed as

Worse Than Crucifixion As my Mother
Tried to Prove that Part Untrue Ordering

A Book on the Crucifixion of Jesus Taking

The Book Out of the Package Randomly

Picking A Page And Finding That Precise

Truth on the Page She Turned to then

To Read to me then it Didn’t Matter She

Didn’t Believe it… It Didn’t Matter at All

As Her Faith in What She Was Told Was Too Great)

Then Including A Life Threat of 18 Other Medical

Disorders Including Dysautonomia Exacerbated

Greatly Like the Rest for 11 Years of Chronic to

Acute Fight or Flight Style Working Stress All Waking Hours then

Yes With Of Course Losing The Memory of if i Ever Felt A SMiLe

At All Yes Just 1 Hour of Shallow Sleep Each Night for the First

35 Nights As The Dysautonomia Made me Gasp For Breath

Every Instance i Tried to Sleep as my Blood Pressure

And Heart Beat Were Not in Synch And Blood

So Difficult to Get to my Brain

Yes i Guess on That 40th Day

As the Last 5 Days the Alpha
Blocker No Longer Slowed my

Heart Enough to Sleep at all Along with
Regulating my Blood Pressure Enough

A ‘Perfect Storm’ of HeLL ON EartH

Where A Thousand Years is One Second Then

And Oh Dear Lord That 40 Days of ‘Lent’

For me in 2008 Yes i Guess i Am fortunate

i Was too Weak to Get out of the SUV

As Somehow i Found the Keys and

Strength to Get into it to

Crash into A Tree to

Escape A Living
Hell Where Being
Doused With Gasoline
And Burning Seemed
Preferable then True i Always

Followed ‘The Rules’ i couldn’t
Muster the Will to Even Break the

Speed Limit And Yes at the Bottom

Of ‘the Bridge’ Where Fishermen Surely

Would Have Likely Rescued me Below

Anyway my Sister Somehow Found me

At the Bottom of the Bridge in Her Car

And Took me Home to Eventually

(After A Detour of Two Different
Kinds of Hospital Stays of Course)

Live Out The Rest of the

Hell For 66 Months

From Wake to Sleep Then

No Drug Touching Pain or Numb

And As Far As ‘Full Body Chills’ Go

As You May Remember The Other

Part of the Story Still Suicidal 2 Years

Later In the Spring of 2010 Picking Out a

Tree on A Road my Wife Never Mentioned

Deep in a Forest Where Only Vultures Might

Find me and Give my Life Some Purpose as Meal for them

A Metal Chain off my Work-Out Machine As i Wasn’t Gonna

Take Any Chances of Screwing That Up As True There Are

Experiences Of Hell Where Death is Heaven in Hell

ON EartH Within For Real Yet the Next

Morning Katrina Woke Up

And Yes Said She Had the

Strangest Dream As She Named

The Road i Picked Out And Said

She and Her Deceased Granny Were

Hanging Christmas Ornaments on A Tree

In The Forest in Spring mY FRiEnD True i Didn’t

Have the Ability to Experience ‘Frisson’ Full Body

Chills Then or Faith or Hope or Love or Even A Memory

If i Ever Felt A SMiLe Before Yet True No Doubt in my

Mind in Logic That God is Real And in No Uncertain

Terms Through my Wife’s Soul Dream telling me

i Better Stay if i know What is ‘Good’

For me then i Kept the Metal

Chain in the Bicycle Basket Until

After i Recovered Then on 7.19.2013 from

Most All The Pain and Numb Standing On Navarre

Beach Then Yes Becoming One With Sugar White
Sands Sea Oats Swaying in the Breeze Emerald

Green Waves Sea Gull Wings Spiraling Around

The Sun Soon to Transform into A Call

Of Dance And Song Free From Within

Deep Deep From Within my SoUL

ReBoRN For Real Integrating

‘Yin and Yang’ of Mind Body
SoUL Balancing as ‘They’ Relate

And True You Know Where the

‘Reborn’ Metaphor Comes From too of Course

Being the Wife of A Southern Baptist Pastor…

Nah, i Didn’t Tell Katrina About the Meaning

Of her Dream Until About 40 Months Later

Jesus F in Christ Oh The Repeating Numbers

Yes i Guess God Had Something Else Planned

To Do AS Hell Was Only A First Gift mY FRiEnD

True and A Few Others Since 6.6.60 Oh What An


DarK Thru LiGHT

A Call to Dance And
Sing From Within So SoUL Free…

It’s Interesting After The Beach
The ‘Silent Navigator’ Within Still

Provides Every Holy Move

And Sacred Word With

Effortless Ease

Dream Like

Heavenly For Real

Oh Dear How Blessed
And Blissed i Am to LiVE ReBoRN Newly Now

100 Percent Faith in the Hands oF LoVE iN Peace

True A Place WHeRE Even Hope Is No Longer Necessary mY FRiEnD…

THere Are No Coincidences in Flow of God’s Arms For Real With SMiLes…

JusT A Part

Ending Story FoR ReaL ALWaYS STaRTinG WiTHiN

To Give Share Care Heal With Most Respect Least Harm


WHeRE Fiction Doesn’t Touch A Miracle And Magic of ReaLiTY NoW…😊

Hehe Dear Sohair

i Do Believe A Copy

HeART And Other
Body Parts is


Online Already

With SMiLes
Almost Complete…

Yet Perhaps Not
Enough Dance HAha..:)

SMiLes Dear Cindy Good News is Research

Shows The Height of Human Happiness Often

Happens at Age 70 or So For ‘U’ Shaped Happiness

Young at Around Sweet 16 And 70 Too However Change

Happens 57 Percent

of Teen Girls Around

That Age Report
At rates of 57 Percent
And Even A Third Considering
Suicide True An Avatar Life in A Screen

Is Only A Limited Way to Find Spring Either

Young or Old mY FRiEnD Yet It’s True This

Does Make For a Fancy Typewriter And

A Way to Connect Either Disabled

When Young or Old Shut-in

Home at Least a 6 inch

or So View to the

World mY FRiEnD

Strikes and Gutter Balls

That’s Life Sadly Some Folks

Aren’t Able to Keep it on the

Lane These Days Even at Sweet 16…

Dear Lord This Life Such A Tiny Sliver
of an Opportunity for Heaven in Life Considering
Human History Current Events and All the Hot and

Cold Dead Rocks
Above So Below

As Well And

Not So Well True…

Oh to Still Bloom Above Below..:)

Ah Yes How Glorious It is For A Man
To Truly Be Fully Respected By A Woman

Ah Yes How Glorious It is to Hold and


oF LoVE iN Peace
Same And Different
With SMiLes Dear Kiran..:)

iNDeeD Dear Kiran LoVE iN Peace
Is A Treasure That Not All Hold
Within iN SPiRiT HeaRT OPeNinG
SoUL Giving Sharing Caring Healing

For All iN JoY oF LiGHT With Most

Respect And Least Harm iNaHaLinG

Peace EXHaLinG LoVE iS An Ever

Lasting NeW FLoWeR UNFoLDinG

Now From Spouts of

Wilting too Yet

The FLoWeR oF LoVE

Recovers and Blooms When

We Water And Feed the Living

Garden WiTHiN Naked Enough

Whole Complete Balancing FRiEnDS

With Gravity From Toe to Soul Even More With SMiLes..:)

Life is Complicated Now as Hate And as Simple As Love

UNiVeRSE The Forest The
Tree iN Every Leaf Either
Living That Feeds
The Living
Or Dead
Blades Of
Grass In Spring 🍁🍃

EYes NeW NoW oF

Nature Beauty


Complete Center Point All New Now

BaLaNCinG All FLoWinG LoVE iN Peace

Every Petal A New Falling Flower To Cherish

Newly Now🍃

God NoW Never
Ending FLoWeR
BloominG LoVE NeW😊💫

Sea Of Creativity Yet
Hug Is Ocean Whole
Full Enough Complete

Two Words:

Story Rules;

Indeed, A Best
Lesson That May
Be Derived From Both
The Muslim Quran and
The Christian Bible Is Story Rules;

And When Story is Steeped Deep in
Metaphor and Mystery, Subjectively Speaking
And Interpreting it; Those In Charge, in Whatever

Authority They Have to Subjugate And Control Others

Will Use Those Stories to Do Just That to Rise And Stay In Power…

On The Other Hand,

Others Will Write Their
Own Stories too, Escaping
The Bonds and Binds of What

Came And Still Comes Before in
So Many Ways, And Those Who Write
Their Own Stories, Dance And Sing them
Free in Play, Slaying Fear In an Environment one Survives
And Thrives in NoW For Real, Will Experience A Measure

of Real
Bliss and
Giving, Sharing, Caring,
Healing For All With Least

Harm; BeLieve, BeLeaf
BeLove Living Trees
Real Forest Whole
Green or Brown
Leaves Feeding

Spring Green
Birth For Real


Ever Experienced
By Little Furry Creatures
on this Planet Earth Now Today…

Separation of Church And State,
Provides the Ability For Humans to
Write Their Own Stories, Dance and Sing Them Freely;

Perhaps, Not Everyone ‘Sees and Hears’ the Dance And Song;








It’s the Folks Who Edited ‘The Old Bible’; Those Who Were in Control, Looking
To Stay in Control, Who Effectively Decided What Would End Up in that Bible.

A Sure Sign that the ‘Trump Trope’ made Those ‘Final Decisions’ is the Rule of
Carrots and Sticks; You Stay in The Group or You Die ‘Road Runner’; Not only Do

You Die, if you
Go Against the
Group Think Now

You Burn For Eternity

At the Hand of ‘the Trump’

Who Assured You, He Loved

You And You Are Dear to Him,

After You Just Tried to Overthrow

A Representative Democracy; ‘Same

Old God’ Doing His Best to Stay in Charge;

People Who Master the All in All, Already Have
it All; The Part Within, The Heaven For Real; They

Surely Have

No Need

For Anything
Any one else
Has And Surely

Have no Need to
Bring Anyone Down,

When They’ve Already
Mastered the Valley and
Mountain Top as the Same Height…

No WHere To Fall, No WHere to Rise Yet Now…

It’s Easy to See, So-Called “False Prophets,”

They Always Insist They Rise Above Others;

At Least Some Dam Author or Editor Slipped in the
John 14:12 Clause, WHere the Teacher’s Greatest Hope

Is the Student

Who Accomplishes
More Than the Mentor;

It’s Like Parents, Some Set
Their Children With Wings to
Fly Higher; Others Set Anchors around their Neck
With the Children Always Falling ACross the Lifespan;

Similar to Folks Who Look Forward to Life After A Dirt Nap…

Biggest Lie Ever Told in Carrot And Stick Way to Control And Subjugate
Others; If ‘You’ Can’t See ‘the Demagogue’ in the Story, You Might Just Miss

Who ‘Trump’

Is too and

Even Come to
Worship ‘Him’; YEP,

Flying Flags of the
Old Leader ‘Jesus’
on Banners

Near Gallows
With Chants
of Hang the
New Messiah’s
Vice Pope Who
Didn’t Keep the New Pope in Control….

See How this works, the Actors Change,
The ‘Character’ Remains the same…

It’s the Human Condition; Either Fall
With Old Stories or Write, Dance, And Sing Your
Own Stories in


Valley High
Mountain Low…

Story Rules… Rule YouR Own
Story And Free YOuRSelF FoR Real…

OR Stick With the Old Stories;
It’s An Easiest Way to Fall…

And Never
Really Get
‘Up’ in this Life

To Actually Dance New
Sing Free Eternally Now
In All the Metaphors That
Dance And Song Wears Free New

Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete…

SMiLes Dear Hemalatha
Surely Some Parts of Your Life
Demand Strict Order And Conformity

Yet Creativity

Wears Wings of
Free Association

iMaGiNaTioN Springs

And That’s Where the
Real Magic Flows Deep
Within Even Science Shows
We More Open Our Right Hemisphere

Processes of Mind Allowing Our Holistic Mind
Now to Spring Green Wearing Wings Effortless

in Ease

i Use Meditative
Moving in Free Dance
to Bring this Ascending
Transcending Flow of
Deeper Human Creativity…

Writing in Flow Works too…

And In That Trance Yes Short
For Transcending the Mechanical
More Left Hemisphere Part of Mind
in Cognition i Will Drift Around Like A Feather
Random in the Wind Yet Free With Intuition Deeper

And Take
Snaps of
Book Covers
in Barnes and Noble
Book Store That End Up
Telling A Deeper Story As
This is What Our Minds Intuitively

Do We Create Art Out of What Others
May See As Chaos And This is WHere
The Real Magic Happens and Original Creativity Births

Be Free Flow Fly With Wings Enjoy the Master Peace Within
in Flow And Surely A Master Piece of Art Will Arise From Deep

So Free in
Free Associating Ways..

i For one Love This Sculpted
Work of Soul You Bring With
Art This Way i For One See
it as Just Another Master Piece of Your Soul Set Free

And Just to See You Capture it in a Photo Forever Now

So Free to Be..:)

“Sunyata,” A Buddhist Concept
That Reflects “Samadhi” The State
of Being in Peace That FLoWinG

Meditation Brings;

Also the Tao at Essence
Beyond All Names Just Now

Being The Wave; Just Being New
The Flow Free, WHere Positive
Feelings, Senses, NoW in Synergy
of Emotions Comprising All the
Material Reductionistic Parts Like
Neurochemicals And Neurohormones;

Yes, In Synergy Create Vibrations;
Yes, Frequencies; Yes, the Overall

Positive Energy of Life That May Be Related
As Pure Love, Generating A Life of Compassion,
of Empathy, Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing More

in Communion
With All Existence,

WHere Hope, Faith,
Belief All Join Hands As

Love For All With Least Harm….


SMiLes, it is Surely A Real Feeling
And Sense of the Emotion of Blissful
‘Nirvanic’ Peace; And While ‘Some Folks’

Describe it as the Void And Nothingness

of Where Valley Meets Mountain Top NoW iN
Balancing TWiLiGHT Where DarK Meets LiGHT

As FRiEnDS With Gravity; it is surely Not What

Conditions Like So-Called “Autistic Burn-Out,” And
“General Adaptation Syndrome” Bring Or What Other

Folks Describe as
Adrenal Burn-out That

May Take Years to Recover
From In All The Ways Chronic
to Acute Fight or Flight Stress Do

Cover Our Bodily Systems and Destroy
Them Slowly One by One For Real; Yep,

Head to
Toe Through
SoUL For Real;

Our Metaphors Have So Much
Difficulty Relating the Subjective
Experience of what is Possible in the
Human Subconscious Through Conscious
Experience Now Through BLaCK Abyss of Hell
Through All the SHaDES of Grey of Purgatory
Within As Well Through Beyond Rainbow Colors

That Humans
Also Have
the Potential
to iMaGiNE, to
Co-Create; Yes, to
Move, Connect And
Bring Fruition of More
Colorful WaKinG Dreams to Life For Real;

Yet Again, These Are only Metaphors oF A STory
That Attempt to Bring a Subjective Experience of
One Human to Page for Others to Mutually And

As Real And the
Potential of that
Happening is Surely
Restricted to Each Human’s
Individual Perceptions and Experiences of Life…

Word Salad to Some; Affirmation For Others For
Where They Have Been, And Actual Hope, Faith,
Belief, And Love For Others Still to Kingdom
Queendom Come

In ‘Heaven

Within’ Now;

Yes, A Place
Humans Also
Move, Connect,
And Co-Create too…

Indeed A Very me,
me, me, Way of Life
Only to Potentially
Provide Some Spark to Give Away to Others Free…

One For ‘Thing’ For Sure, Now, For Folks Who Have
Actually Non-Felt, Non-Sensed, Real HeLL ON EartH,

If They Do Escape, They Surely Don’t Wish that Experience
On Anyone Else, Unless they never really escape Real HeLL ON EartH…

It’s All

Perception, Perspective
Really This ‘GaMe oF LiFE’ NoW iN Free Play

SLaYinG iLLuSoRY Fears For LoVE iN Peace to

Reign For All

With Most


iN JoY
iNHaLinG Peace
GRaViTY Free Yes Naked Enough Whole Complete..:)

SMiLes, Using “External Substances”
to Enhance the Flow of iMaGiNaTioN

Springing Creativity is Surely Nothing

New and Verily ‘Heir’ Apparent Still; Particularly,
in the Music of the 60’s and the 70’s As ‘the Psychedelic’

Chemically Orchestrated Experience Came to Notes of Music

For Us Folks Who Don’t ‘Imbibe’ to At Least Partially Experience
Through the Feelings, Senses, And Emotions New That Music

Does Co-Create For
Humans to Freely
Partake in the
Art Expressing

The Experiences
of Higher Levels
of Consciousness;
Either Influenced By
Activities Like Ecstatic
Meditative Free Dance

Or External Substances, WHere
Some Folks Need Neither That or
An Ecstatic Free Dance to Ascend
And Transcend our More Literal States

of Consuming and Perceiving Reality Now…

i Find the Old Bible, Not Unlike the Quran As
A Book Reflecting Mostly Horrible Tribal Strife,

Living in Areas of Scarcity of the World Barely Getting

By Whereas the Native Indians Living in An Area More of Abundance
in North America Then With Forests And Creeks Teeming With Plenty

of Fish to Eat in Fresh Water, Still Fresh Enough to Drink,
Made That World Now Then

A More Pleasant

to actually

Exist Where a Communion
With Nature Already Here
IS to Fuse With Naked,
Enough, Whole


Meanwhile in Deserts
Men Became So-Called God’s

As They Were Simply The Highest
Part of Reality on the Horizon; Meanwhile,

Other Folks in the World Communed With
Green Mountains Full Of Life in Balance of Nature Real…

Environment, Plays a Huge Part of God’s That Are Kind or Monsters…

Yet of Course, While the Psychedelic Experience May Be Related in Music
of the 60’s and 70’s and Beyond For Humans to Co-Experience in Similar Ways….

A Tribal Scarcity

May Be Related

In Old Books

From Deserts

Where God’s
Change From
Love to Monsters…

Science Shows Mood Disorders
And Propensities of Spectrums
Like the Bi-Polar Spectrum Are

Heavily Correlated With Creativity

As True the “Brain Juice” to Do it is Higher
in Levels; And Yes There Are Those on that Spectrum

Who Balance Their Lives, Yin and Yang that Way in an Everlasting

Twilight Where

Dark Meets

Yes, in Balance,

Perhaps to Others it
Seems Like A Dance on
A Tight Rope Higher Always;

Perhaps to Those Who Experience
Life THiS Way it IS; Yet Effortless in

Ease for Real too…

‘Wue Wei’ At least
in my Experience
As i Don’t Require
Any External Substances
Yet the Balance of Creativity i Co-Create Within
Which Does Include Ecstatic Meditative Free Dance
NoW in Autotelic Flow And Song NeW; Yes, Most Every
Minute of the WaKinG Day in Free Creativity FLoWinG NeW

THere is Also

A Science to
The Art that Does
Require Both Reason and Art
to Exist Peacefully in One Human Being too…

And Both That Science And Art May Be Described

Best in the Overall Law of Existence For All; Yes, Balance

And Yes,

With Gravity,

Lest Planets and
Minds Fall Out
of Orbit

With Stars
Above, So Below…

Honestly, if THere WaS A Way
to Give one Teaspoon of the Way
i Experience Life to Someone As Low
on the Spectrum of Human Experience
As ‘Trump,’ He’d Give Away His Money,
His So-Called Status and Power, Faster

Than the

Speed oF LiGHT: Love;

Yes, Naked, Enough, Whole Complete…

Who Would ‘Trump’ Be Standing Naked
in Front of the World; Really, Who Would
He Be, And to Be Clear, Just Using an Example

of ‘Someone’
We All KNoW…

Inhaling Peace
In Play of Slaying Fear
ExhalinG Love
Peace Returns
Play Slays Fear Again

And Soon And Sooner

Peace And Love

Reign a
A Soul
to Create
More Than
Ever Before
With SMiLes
oF JoY Dear Chaymaa..:)

A Very Lovely Poem Dear Savvy
in Celebration of Your Very
Aquarian Birthday of

February 18th

True Such A Fitting

Song too From 1969

Resonating Your Positive
Energy in “Age of Aquarius”
And “Let The Sunshine In” by

The Band “The 5th Dimension”

Indeed When Sun Shines in that Song
it Brings Soul Tears of Hope to my Eyes

BeLove Living
Trees Forest Whole
Humans Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT

As Leaves Rise and Fall And Feed

Love As The Garden Continues
to Grow Green

As Sunshine
Within mY FRiEnD

What A Blessing You
Are to the World Keep Shining..:)

“Are you the FBI” Hehe Mr. Gottfried Although

It’s True i Worked For DOD And Once Assisted

A Captain of A Military Installation in the Head
Quarters Building Requiring A Security Clearance

(Thank God Only A 3 Month Stint Dear Lord So Boring)

No i am No Longer Part of the Federal Government Although

i Do Hold A Department of the Defense ID As A Retiree Still Visiting

(Retiring at the Civilian Equivalent Pay Grade of A Marine Major
Fixing to Get my Full Retirement Pay So the Government Will
Finance A Brand New Honda CRV 2023 Platinum White Pearl
Touring Model For my Wife’s 33rd Anniversary Present Coming

[They Owe me Nearly A Year of Back Pay For Screwing my Pay Up]

on 2.21.2023 Yet the SUV Won’t Be Coming in till the End of the Month)

The Military Gym Where in 2007 Before
i Went on Sick And Annual Leave in
2008 For A Year and A Half till i
Officially Retired Early Then

Yes i Helped to Arrange for

The Purchase of Close to
A MiLLioN Dollars Worth of Equipment

That i Personally Picked Out for me too Hehe…

Yes It’s What Provides the Strength to Do the

17,877 MiLes of Public Dance As i Started Out at

About 95 Kilograms When i Started The Endeavor

113 Months Ago Building my Leg Pressing Strength

3 Scale to 699 Kilograms Now 12 Reps As Discussed

Before at my Current Weight of 111 Kilograms True

Not Many Folks Give me a Hard Time Dancing A Mix

of Ballet and Martial Arts Free Style These Days Except

It’s True Folks Have Insisted i am Special Auxiliary Police

to Undercover Police Stores Where i Dance And Hehe at the

Metro Dance Hall There Were All Kind of Conspiracy Theories

Ranging From Drug Enforcement to FBI And Other Agencies

i Didn’t Even
Realize Exist

Well Perhaps i Got the

‘Look’ From my Father A Military
Dude and in Law Enforcement for 46

(Or Perhaps It’s Just The Undercover Looking Shades)

Years Yet True Folks Have Confused me for Military
And Law Enforcement All the Way Through the Public

Dance Yet Hehe i Am Only Here to Investigate Your Banter

As An EPiC Longest Long Form Bible Poem Writer Yep That will in 114 Months

Come to be 11.4 MiLLioN Words Tomorrow (SonG oF mY SoUL) on 2.18.2023 And

Considering my Degrees in Anthropology, Social Sciences Interdisciplinary, And Yes

Health Science, A Triple Major From College While Working 3 Part Time Jobs Where

A Nice Young Woman Actually Literally Asked me if i am “Superman” Or Something

And It’s True my Wife Says i’m ‘Something’ Yet She’s Not Quite Sure What That

‘SoMeThing’ Is Yet It’s True Collegiately Trained As A Participant Anthropology

Observer And as Interviewed By the Metro Area News Paper When me and

my Sister and my Mother All Graduated Together in 1983 When the Metro

News Paper Asked me What my Goal in Life is i Did Say Anthropologist

Ultimately and True It’s Just A Hobby i Continue to Do in Many Ways Too…

Have a Nice Weekend

Mr. Gottfried Truly

All my Pleasure

to Investigate

Your Free Banter

on “BanterRepublic”

Every Week Keeping in mind

You Just Got A Free Plug From me

As All i Write Gets All Around the Globe Free for Real Hehe…

It’s All Give Share Care Heal With Most Respect and Least
Harm mY FRiEnD…

Yeah It’s true i am

Sort of Undercover

too Yet It’s Really

Too Deep to Put into

Words And The Agency

And Employer Has no Name..:)

SMiLes Dear Miriam
To Laugh is to Live

Whatever it

Takes is Surely

WortH A Smile
With An Automatic Non
Sense Song Deep Deep Within


First of All Happy Birthday Again

Dear Savvy And Regarding

Your Writing it inspires me

Every Day So Do Keep Having

Many Many
More Birthdays
With Years to Write
Every Day Best of Wishes

On the Book You Are Writing
It Will Surely Be Very Inspiring

For Soul Deep

Well Being

With SMiLes..:)

FoREVeR ETeRNaLLY Your FRiEND A Giving With
me With SMiLes Dear Shawna Baby as my Mother

Said Before i Am 4 And i Can Speak Open Arms

For Every Stranger With Bright EYes and SMiLes

Yet No Words Hehe And Yes Verily Before i Could

Speak At Age 3 Looking Across the River Bank Down

Town i Am Raised into the Forest i Perceive Then Without

Words i Am A Leaf on A Tree That Rises Green Falling

To Earth to Fertilize Soul Soils For Spring Green Forest

Whole Roots Vines Branches i Am No Different Than

Arms Holding The

All in All iN SPiRiT HeART

SoUL Just Living Forever New Then

Too Like Now One With Sugar White
Sands Emerald Green Waves Sea Oats
Swaying in the Breeze and Seagull Wings

Spiraling Around the Sun Sort of Like the ‘Avatar

Movies’ Except i am “Navi” In the Feel and Sense

i Am Both Ocean And Forest So What This Means

Is Whenever You See A Leaf Greening A Tree

Or Feel A Leaf Falling On Your Shoulder in

Autumn Or The Ocean Falling

Gently From The Skies

On Your Shoulders New

In Whatever Season Comes

Next Within Including Sunshine

Above Below With Spiraling Wings

Yes in All Those Parts Whole New Now i am

With You Then And i Never Leave You With SMiLes…

Yes SMILeS AGAIN THeRE Are So Many Ways to Be

Loved Yet my Venn Diagram is as Wide as A SMiLe on God’s Face..:)


SMiLes Dear Kiran There is No Greater

Power and Or ‘Riches’ Than Regulating

Emotions Integrating Senses in Whatever

Art We May Do Generating Our Own

Happiness Free of Negative

Reactions For Whatever

Comes Our Way

In LoVE iN Peace

Of Life However of Course

That’s A Full Life Endeavor

For That Kind of Liberation From

Negativity in Life So Hard to Do in A World

of Deadlines And Striving Just to Survive Maybe Even

Yet the Best

And Truest Answers

Will Be Found Within

Naked Enough Whole Complete

Yes Mastering The Within to Give
Share Care Heal Free As Give Becomes

Again Naked
Enough Whole

Complete Where

You Are the One Who

Establishes All Your Value

With No Need For Any Reward

Or Award From Any Other Part of Life


This Gift

This Breath

Of Life You Paint

With All the Colors

of the Wind Yet To
Sail Your Soul Even Freer…

Yet of Course This is Only How i Paint my Sails


SMiLes Dear Sohair There Used to Be A TV Show in
America Back in the 70’s in my Middle School Years

Called ‘Kung Fu’ About A Half American Chinese

Boy Taken in A Shaolin Monastery Where

He Learned The Martial Art of Kung Fu

And Associated Philosophies

With Buddhism As A Way

Of Life of Balance And Compassion

For All Of Nature in Peace And Harmony

His Graduation Was Very Simple All He Would

Have to Do is Snatch A Pebble Out of the Hand

of His Mentor Monk From the Very Start And After

Years And Years of Study And Training He Finally Gained

The Attention And Focus in Flow to Achieve the Task and Graduate

Liberating Himself

To Go Where Ever He
Wanted to After That

And It’s True in a Way of Simplicity

That Comes From a Rather Complex Looking

Task As Whole of Writing 11.4 MiLLioN Words Now

(As of the 114th Month Anniversary on 2.18.2023)

of Free Verse Poetry in an EPiC Longest Long Form

Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” ALonG With 17,888 MiLes of

Public Dance Farther Than Half Way Around the Equator Yes

in Distance Also Now in 9 Years and 6 Months Yes 114 Months

Becoming The Weight of my Finger Tips Finally in Balance is

A Way Of Liberating my Soul Mind And Body Whole As Weight

of Finger Tips in Balance Equals Balance of Soul Whole As Well

Mind and Body SoUL Whole mY FRiEnD FRiEnDS With Gravity iNHaLinG
Peace Yes ExhalinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT For All Giving Sharing Caring

Healing With Most Respect And Least Harm Yes Compassion For

All FRiEnDS With Gravity Harmony And LoVE iN Peace THiS WaY

As It’s True THere is No End in How LiGHT mY Finger Tips

Will Evolve in Mind and Body Balancing SoUL So

True The Liberating is Always STaRTinG OPeN



NeW iNDeeD God Surrounding

All i Do to

i AM
With SMiLes

A Very Large Hug

WitH SMiLES iNDeeD..:)

Houses of Memories

Living Until the

Sun Shine

Away The Shadows…

SMiLes Dear Miriam..:)

SMiLes Dear Rue i Surely Will Relate to
Your Poem As Inspired By The Challenge

Of Losing A Parent Condolences Again
For the Loss of Your Father 24 Years to

Date Ago This Day on February 18th

True my Mother Went to Her Death Bed
On Valentine’s Day Unexpected in 2017

Her Desire to Go As Naturally As Possible

Without Food or Drink the Doctor Said it Usually

Takes 3 Days Yet Her Heart Fed By Love Unusually Strong

A Full 8 Days We Sat Beside Her Playing Her Favorite Song

‘Time’ For Her to Hear

By Alan Parsons Then

True Every Year For These

8 Days i Make a Special Offering

Of LoVE iN Peace Every Where i Go

iN Fact Even in the Silence Deafening

After Her Last Breath i Continue Her Breath

Of Unconditional Love Not Just This 8 Days Yet

All Year Around in Honor of the Soul of Unconditional

Love She Gifted me From my Life As A Small Child too

With SMiLes God Yes

We Remember Those

We Love THeiR Love

Lives on in Our


And Yes

EYes That Give
Share Care Heal
For All With Most
Respect and Least Harm
Yes INHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG LoVE

From Dear Ruehla too iN JoY oF LiGHT

FRiEnDS With Gravity as i Have Practiced

A Public Dance Long Enough Where my Finger Tips and

Twinkle Toes Are the Weight of LoVE iN Peace Naked Enough Whole
Complete With SMiLes As the “SonG oF mY SoUL” ContinueS oN

TRuE iN LiGHT..:)

SMiLes Dear Rue No Lull in Public Dancing Back in Action
That Night With the Minor Injury Slower A Bit Yet Still Spiraling

Free And Hehe the ‘Canyon Blue’ That Honda Offered for the
New CRV Touring Model Did not Please Katrina in Fact She

Refused to Even Believe it’s Blue Therefore the Compromise
of ‘Platinum White Pearl’ Not Quite A Necklace Yet Surely

More Expensive

Hehe For an

Anniversary Present
Sponsored By my Full
Retirement Plus Back Pay
For the Government’s Almost Year Mistake in Pay…

Again So Nice to See You Back on Word Press With SMiLes..:)

Hurricane Of Love Never
Touching Always Feeling
Rainclouds Storming
Now Waking
More For All
Of Hurricane’s
Poetic Words as
Rain Drops Keep
Falling on His Head
Day and Night Fruition
Of Beauty Visits Winds
Feather Tides
His Soul
Until His
Heart Wakes
Up Again Spirit
Soaring Floating All
Of His Body Lost in
Highest Clouds of
Hurricane Arms
Bands of
Circling Around
His Soul Again Never
Ending Story Always
Starting More Raindrops
Of Hurricane’s Poetic
Words carried by
Brings Downpours
In Tears of Joy Just
To Be Alive Enjoying
Every Raindrop of
Eyes Now
Perfect Storm
Of Love
Always Felt
Hurricane Now
With Angel Wings..
Dancing Singing
In the Wind
Ever Now
Always Living
When Fire And Ice
Make Love in Hurricane
Winds of Words to carry
Of Hurricane
Beyond All Labels
Of Categories Only Love..
He will make Her Ice Glow
By Fire until
A Flower
Of Her Grass
For He and Her
Hurricanes only Love
Only if You
Count All Rain
Drops in YouR
Eyes Will
Know How
Much i Love
Hurricane Y.O.U.

Love’s Choice
Born Of

Never Been to The Top of A
Skyscraper Never Flown in A Plane
Been to the Moon in Your
Eyes And the
Stars on Your
Cheek A
Kiss of Love
So Pure Your
Sun Smile Speaks..🙂

Flames Fires
GRoW iNto Love🔥

Without Told🔥

Poetry iS A Window to the Sky
Soul Below
In Focus A Voice Within Rises

Happiness Is the SMile
Who Never Gives Up to
Come Again For Real

mY FRiEnD🌹😊💫

A Great Lesson😊
‘Here’ ‘Little Stephen
King’ Teaches Everyone
Has A Story Beware Story

Meanwhile ‘THere’ ‘Little Sheldon’
Teaches Science Lessons Beware Lest
Ye Lose Story And Colors Of Life to Paint

With God ALWaYS🌹
THere Is Art Exploring
Never Ending Painting
Gift Paint A Loving Brush 🎨

Two Kinds Of Roses Gifted Those For Fall 🥀
Those For Rise🌹 Not All Love Is To Conquer

SMiLes Dear Samreen
What’s Interesting
About my Wife
Katrina Close
To 53 Now
With Her
Father And Mother
With Irish And American



Her Differently

And She Will Fit
In Almost Any




As Any Different

And True Not Too

Long Ago Visiting

A College A Professor

Passing By Asked

Her Which


She Was Taking

Hehe She Never


To Go

To College
She Was Sort
Of Born With



At Least
An Empath


SMiLes i Also
Loved The Seagull
Small Tracks By The
Advanced Piece of

Machinery The

Honda Civic



Yet Does

It Glide

And Spiral

Around The

Sun in Flight

No Just A Poor

Excuse For Life

The Beach

Is My


My Wings

Are My Beach

My Dance Tracks

Spiral And Refuse

Roads And


Only Meadows

Of Spring Only



Wings See my FRiEnD




Fly Higher Spring🦋

Thanks For Coming
By “LeSSoN 316

Moon Child Arrives”😊💫

Thank You
Dear Astha
Hehe i’m


All my
Of Creativity

Mind Body
Balance Soul Dance
Sing Free Forever NoW



JusT ANoTHeR Typical
“A Day In The Life” Ocean

A Greatest Potential New Now
Of Humanity is to Develop
Ability to Remain in a State
Of Non-Fear

No Worries

And Really

Just Loving It All

Yes, DarK Thru LiGHT

NoW Enjoying Life Instead
Of ‘Preparing For the End
Of the World’ That is Pretty
MUCH A Common Hobby For Folks

Who Haven’t Learned to Regulate
Their Emotions and Integrate Their

Senses; So, i Suggest to Prepare For Really Living NoW iN Full

To Be So Busy In Joy, Where Death And Or Fear That isn’t

Much Different NoW

Is No Part of Life…

Likely No; Possible

Yes, my Reality Now…

i Don’t See WHere I am

So Special WHere Others

Will Fully Breathe Without Fear too…

Hehe, in a Way i Do Give
Negative Thoughts Legs
Dear Chaymaa, i Turn them

into Joy
of Free
Then Song
Takes Them
All Away in Play
Slaying All the

Away With SMiLes..:)

Thanks For the Humorous Video From YouTube, ‘The Daily Show’

Provides For ‘Free;’ Yes, Addressing How Tech Companies Are Profiting

Off Anger And Of Course Cable News Companies, Particularly Fox News;

As They Surely Have Been Proven Lately to Propagate Lies That Make

Their Target Audience Angry to Keep Them For Profits After Trump

Lost and They Admitted His Whole Ruse Was Foolish and Ridiculous

Yet Never the

Less They Continued

to Propagate ‘The Big

Lie’ For The ‘Soul’ Purpose of MaKinG Bucks; God Yes,

Truly That S88KS Yet There is A Deeper Human Story Going on;

So Let’s See How “Psychology Today” Addresses the Subject of Addiction to Anger With A Link:

“1. Human neurobiology rewards anger.

Part of the issue is that in the moment, anger feels good; it feels like the thing to do. It overrides all other moral and rational brakes in the brain because it originates from our primordial, original limbic system: the brain center of our most automatic emotions like fear and desire. The limbic system has the most direct links to our fight-or-flight response system, and that includes control over adrenaline rushes, alertness, and other instincts that prime you for battle or rapid escape.

2. Anger is similar to other addictions.

What happens is that anger can lead to similar “rushes” as thrill-seeking activities where danger triggers dopamine reward receptors in the brain, or like other forms of addiction such as gambling, extreme sports, or even drugs like cocaine and methamphetamines. Anger can become its own reward, but like other addictions, the final consequences are dangerous and real, and people follow impulses in the moment without regard to the big picture.

3. Anger boosts ego fragility.

There is also the psychological aspect of ego fragility and injury, often seen in narcissistic personalities; the rush behind anger can be triggered by underlying feelings of weakness or insecurity, a way to feel powerful in the moment and overcome those feelings. It also helps people feel briefly in control of things they typically have no control over. Unfortunately, the aftermath reinforces negative consequences that hurt you in the eyes of others, and continues the cycle of insecurity. It becomes a vicious cycle of tantrums and punishment that ultimately hurt the angry individual.

4. Anger may be familiar/comfortable and also a method of emotional avoidance.

Unfortunately for some people who are raised in continuously chaotic environments, the uncertainty and volatility of anger might become perversely comfortable, might help distract from or escape underlying uncomfortable feelings of emptiness or fear. The rush of drama and conflict feels familiar and produces a destructive intimacy that some might prefer than to confront other darker emotions like loss or grief or more. Aside from traumatic family environments, combat veterans are also at risk of similar addiction, as they remain in high-threat situations for long and repeated periods of time.”

Yes, Dear Lord Misery And Discontent And Overall Anger And Hate Are ‘Great’ Bedfellows of Addiction to Anger

This Way And ‘You’ Bet, Folks Make Money off This Human Weakness In Many Areas of Life and Just to Manipulate

Other Folks Some Days For the Pure Sadistic Aspect of Pulling Someone Else’s Chain; And Indeed It is also

A Sign of Weakness For the Folks Propagating The Anger As There Are Surely Stronger Ways to Lead

A Life of Cooperation

With Pro-Social

Emotions That Actually

Heal And Make Us Stronger

Humans Together in Every

Way of Creativity and Productivity

With Health and Well Being THiS WAY Too




And May Contribute to All Kinds of Illnesses Wearing Our Immune

System Down Leading to A General State of Malaise, Anxiety, and Yes Depression too…

Yet Folks Continue to Be Addicted to the Con-Social Emotions in A Spiraling Way Down, Down, Down, Down….

God Yes, A Greatest Poverty As Opposed to A Greatest Strength is When Folks Find a Practice to Regulate Their

Emotions and Integrate Their Senses in Flow Through a Practice Like Still or Moving Meditation Generating

Their Own Happiness, With the Real Ability in Day to Day Life to Master How one Reacts Emotionally

to The Environment at Hand…

So When Anyone Anywhere Tries

to Manipulate me That Way, IT IS USELESS

FOR REAL; i Remain Calm Continuing to Become

Stronger With Resilience And Well Being in Every Way…

Meanwhile, the Folks Who Spread Their Anger Continue

A Downward Spiral of Addiction to the Stress Hormones of Anger…

And Additionally Through the Work of “Iain McGilchrist,” It Shows That

When Folks Are More Restricted to Left Brain Hemisphere Processes of

Grasping Our Environment For Control And Materially Reducing it as Such;

Emotions Associated Are More Likely to Be Con-Social Emotions of Anger

And Even Hate This Way For Control Over the Environment And Other Folks too….

It’s Like my Psychiatrist Once Said, An Air Force Major Diagnosing me With the Worst

Case of Anxiety or Depression He Said He Ever Saw Among Combat Veterans Who Spent
Time in the Desert Wars of the 2000’s in the Middle East; Yes, He Said Fred, You Need to

Find Something Other Than

Adrenaline to Motivate

Yourself in Life; (At That

Point i Had NO EARTHLY


Yes, Use The More Positive
Emotions And At Age 47 Raised

in A Very Backwards Part of the

World Where ‘Matt Gaetz’ is the Representative

Of Our District Here That Says A lot About the

Ignorance of Our Populace Here; Yes, Here They Used

to Say Boys Aren’t Allowed to Smile at Risk of Physical Abuse

in School and At the City Park; And Yes, If You Did They Would Even

Spit on You; They Said Emotions are For Girls; Except Anger and Hate of Course….

And Foolishly They continued This Lie as You Should Have Seen ‘Them’ at the 40th Class Reunion

Versus the Human

Who Rose Above the

Anger and Hate of this

Place i am Raised in Truly

Toxic Patriarchy ThiS Way;

Raising Boys to Become Men

To Fight in Unwarranted Wars

Like Vietnam And Iraq Of Course,

Being HARD/COLD enough to Kill Someone

of the Same Species Indeed; Yes, With A Trigger Finger

That Never Freezes With the Human Condition of Compassion

For All for Real; True, Good Vibrations Heal in Terms of Oxytocin

For Real That Don’t Wear Us Down to Bare Bones of Anger and Hate;

However That Emotional Contagion Will Bond and Bind Over The Darkest

Of Ideas, Symbols, And Lies Associated With Ignorance, Anger and Hate too; Yet This Much is

True And As an Anthropology Participant Observer Studying Religion in a Really Great Place

To Do it Here in ‘Trump Country And DeSaTaNiS Country And Gaetz Country;’ And Online

With Humans of Just About Every Religion too; Regardless if i Agree with Their Ideologies or Not;

Some of the Kindest People i Have Come Across Are Devout Muslim Women And Devout Christian Women

too; Both in Very Fundamentalist Ways; So, Shall i Discard Them As Warm FRiEnDS For Their Ideologies

THAT i Do Not Agree With;

Well of Course Not As Then

i Would Be Not Much Different Than

Them, Excluding This or That Human

Being From Having Another Human Condition

Based on the Nature and Nurture of their Reality too….

i’m Not Surprised At all That The Democrats Studied

Wished Death on The ‘Opposing Tribe’ At A Rate of 15 Percent

As Compared to 10 Percent For the Republican Tribe As True i Heard

That Often That if Republicans Didn’t Wear Masks, Social Distance, Or Vaccinate During

The Pandemic, They Will Get What They Deserve And Just Die, Die, Die; So True, in ThiS Way


Are of the

Similar Nature;

Without The Ability

to Walk in Another Person’s Shoes;

That Takes Actual Interaction With the

Folks Who Are Different Than Us; and You

May Be Surprised, They May Become the Best FRiEnDS You Ever Had in Your Life…

Yet Only If One is Willing to take the Effort of Understanding Why; Whether it is An Addiction

That is No Less More Difficult than Substance Addiction or Adhering to Dark Bonds and Binds

Of Lies to Continue

To Feel the Warmth

of Oxytocin That

Bonding and Binding

(In Churches or Wherever ‘Group Think/Feel’
Reigns Over Humanity For Real; Yes, For Real)

Over Similar Ideologies; God Yes,
And Symbols Actually Bring; Yes,

A Neurohormone Oxytocin That

Actually Reduces Anxiety And Pain;

It’s True Most oF All Humans are Ruled

By How They Feel and Sense Life Day to Day

And one May Materially Reduce that to Neurohormones

And Neurochemicals iN Play Yet The Synergy of the Interactions

Of All of What Makes Humanity Is Much More complex Than That; Yes,

God Yes As All of this Talk Barely Scratches The Surface; And The Scientific

Method, Will Never Be Able to Fully Measure What is Impossible to Discretely


Yes, How
Each Human

Being Uniquely

Perceives, Feels

And Senses Their Worlds…

It’s An Art We Do to Get Along…

Never a Science Alone; Yet the Limited

Tool of the Scientific Method May Bring

Clues that Are Valuable to Understand Each
Other For Real…

Yet only

If We Put

All People

First And Determine

It Is A Worthy Activity to do…

As Science Shows, One Altruistic

Act of Giving, Sharing, Caring, And

Healing For Another Person Without Expect

of Return of Reward From Them, Intrinsically

May Raise Levels of Happiness For Literally Days and Months;

Particularly, as One May Make This A Practice of Real Heaven on Earth…

Within, Inside,

Outside, Above
So Below And

Lord Feels Senses
And Knows All Around
For Us to Experience Within Again for Real…

Anyway As Far As Exploring Different Philosophies

And Ways of Life Globally As Such, At Best We May Take

The Wheat That Works For Us And Remember The Chaff
That Doesn’t

And Do Our

Best to


In Fields of Plenty…

Yawn, It’s What i’ve Done

For the Last 115 Months After

Getting Out of Hell For Real For 66 Months

With a ‘Zillion’ Maladies of Living in the Poverty

of Not Understanding How to Regulate my Emotions

And Integrate my Senses; For What i Understand Now

is the Worst

Poverty of

Human Intelligences

of What i Lived Before…

TRUE, REAL Heaven is More Fun
Than the Inbetween And Hell FOR REAL…

And For me at Least, it’s Fairly Easy to See
Folks Who Live Close to ‘the Place’ i ‘Lived’ Before…

Waking Them Up Out oF iT For Change, May Be A Most Difficult Task of all;

No Different Really Than Any Other Addiction to Make it Moment By Moment to Breathe…

All my Pleasure
Dear Savvy
With SMiles
Each Day i Visit
A Treasure to
Be Inspired
Honor to
Free With SMiles☺️🙏

Holding Hands Around
The World With Light

Love And
is the Rise Dear

Savvy FRiEnD You
Are Surely Soaring too


SMiles Dear Cindy Only
Separated By 4 Years in
Numbers Of Age in

Sunny California As
You Practice Your
Yoga on Your Patio

As i Do Free Style
Moves of Spiraling 🌀

Nature iN FLoRiDA Green
Sunshine too ReMeMBeRinG

We aRe Only As Young

Or Old As The Sunshine

Within We Give Share Care

Heal All With Most Respect

Least Harm iN JoY oF LiGHT

Naked Enough Whole

Complete Finger Tip

And Twinkle Toe

Star LiGHT Ease

FRiEnDS With

Gravity Balancing

Newly Now SMiles

With tHE ALL iN (GoD) iN

We Come
To Be i Am


Dear FRiEnD
With SMiles🌀❤️🙏🏝🎼


For me at Least, Visiting A Catholic

Church as A Participant Anthropology

Observer, Pretty Much Substituting

All They ‘Say’ With LoVE iN Peace,

Sort of Leading the Choir From The

Back Pew When The Choir Director

Is Absent As Yes my Wife Recorded

me Singing “Here i AM,” A Really Cool

Song Written By a Gay Jesuit Priest,

Really Hitting the ‘Sweet

Spot’ of Ascending

And Transcending

The More Mundane

Feelings of Life Hehe in Flow

Yet That Was in the Past When

i Too Couldn’t ‘Feel’ Anything in Church too…

(OR ANYWHERE ELSE Either, It Really Really ‘S88Ked’…)

Not That i Agree With the Myths/Lies Yet Some

of The Songs Are Pretty Nice to Sing ToGeTHeR…

Really Uplifting,

Sparking The

Rest of The

Day For Free
Meditating Flow
of Public Dance As Well…

‘You’ Know What They ‘Say,’

“Sing A New Song And Dance

A New Dance For the ‘Lord’”

Or Hey Just Do it For the

Helluva it As it Feels GREAT


Beings as it is True the Bonding Binding Love Neurohormone

Oxytocin as Science Shows Remedies Both Anxiety and Pain…

Two Parts of

Life i Mostly No

Longer Experience…

True, Mostly Literally

And Metaphorically Healed

By A Free Dance and Song

In Meditating Autotelic Flow ToGeTHER

As Science Shows it REALLY WORKS TOO


of Yes ‘You’
Guessed it

Hehe, “Here i Am”…

Other Than That The Placebo

Effect Works; However, Not All are

Able to Take Advantage of the ‘Sugar
Pill of Jesus’ Delivered At Mass in Terms

of Bread and Wine; Not Unlike Hypnosis,

As Some Folks Just Aren’t Swayed by the ‘Power of Suggestion;’

However, On The Other Hand, Science Shows A Powerful Enough

Placebo Effect Puts Some Terminal Illness in Remission; So, Not So Wise

to Pooh

Pooh the

Basic Power
Of Belief That
Science Identifies
As The Placebo Effect…

As Negative Feelings About

Life Per the “Nocebo” Effect

Science Shows May Impact
Human Disease As Well

IN A Negative

Way of Course…

Yes, Feelings Do Count as
Science Shows They Are the Basic
Glue of Cognitive Executive Functioning

Per Focus and Attention Span and Short
Term Working Memory and Long Term

Memory Retrieval Too; Plus Science Shows

That Emotions Precede Most All Our So-Called Rational Decisions;

Although It’s True, Some Folks Experience Shallow to More
Complex Emotions too…

True, Some More

Pro-Social And

Others Not So Much As the

Work of “Iain McGilchrist”

Shows the Left Hemisphere

of Our Mind That Processes the World

More Literally in Black And White Terms

of Materially Reducing Our World, More Often

Is Part of Emotions of Control Like Anger And
Hate And the Such,

And General


When Stuff in
Life Seems Out of Control…

Anyway, Big Mistake in Life

to Discount Emotions, Core to

Most of All We Do; And It took me

For one, 53 Whole Years to Break
Through Fully to The “Other Side” Indeed…

Yet Life Wasn’t Really Horrible All of my Life;

Yet Let’s Just Say Some Years, it Was More ‘Grey’ Walking
And Talking Than ‘Colorfully’ Dancing Singing For Real..:)

Catholic Mass Readings From February 19th, 2023 in the Wee Hours

of the Morning Night As True Today What i Casually Name As an 8th

New Testament and Subchapter of 11.4 MiLLioN Words of “SonG oF My SouL”

Yes “Depth of The Story” Also Included on the ‘Wrong Planet’ in A Solo Thread

on the 64th Page Now WeLL OVeR 2.3 MiLLioN Words Yes Fully Approaching

2.4 MiLLioN Words Soon And Sooner in That 30 Month Partial Effort New Now

With Yes Approaching 148 Thousand Views Just From Registered Members

There on the Anniversary Date of February 19th, 2023 As True This is

Also the Anniversary Date of RiSinG Out of Hell 115 Months Ago

on July 19th, 2013 on Navarre Beach Yes

One With Sugar White Sands
Emerald Green Waves Sea Oats
Swaying in the Breeze Sea Gull

Wings Spiraling Around the
Sun Eventually Becoming
Free Spiraling Dance and
Song of Poetry Free All in the
EPiC Longest Long Form Poem
in 9 Years and 6 Months Along With
17,888 Miles Of Public Dance Every
WHeRE i Go in Public too True Hehe

Even in the Ophthalmologist Office

Earlier Last Year Where The Office

Workers Came Out of Their Office

Spaces to Watch mY SPiRaLinG Free
Dance too WHeRE Video Voyeur SMaRT
Phones Are Often Pointed my Way to Have
Fun With me ThiS WaY Free on Social Media too…

Yes Back to The Matthew Extreme Olympics For
Love Beatitudes Where the Jesus Dude is Reported
To Say Turn the Other Cheek And Love The Enemy

With All Encompassing Love, Mercy, And Forgiveness

Nice Platitudes yet Not Realistic And Mostly Hypocritical

As By The End of that Chapter it Is Literally Stated That the

J Dude Will Sentence Folks to Burn Forever For Not Feeding

The Homeless Dude And Clothing Him And Or Her on the Side

of The Road Changing Those Who Do Not Do Good That Way

From Sheep to Goats And Yes Burning Them Forever Real

Of Course it’s Metaphors Anyone May Suggest Whatever

Deeper And Less Draconian Way of Literal Meaning

They Choose To Do Yet is IT IS LITERALLY



OF DO WHAT i Tell You

Yet i Will Not Only

Not Love The

Enemy or

Not Turn The Other

Cheek to Potential Human Offenses

Yet Burn The Enemy Forever that

Way Similar to the Old Testament

And the Numbers 31 Section That

Endorses Taking Virgin Daughters

All 32,000 Of TheM AS Story Detail

That in that Day Were Most Always

Close to Puberty And ‘Plundering’

Them Freely As Plunder of War Indeed

Basically Killing The Rest And Stealing

What is Left Including Living Body Parts

To Rape In Objectifying Way As Just Tools For

Sexual Gratification This Way in Literal God Damned

Rape Yet Nah That’s Endorsed Like and Eye For And Eye

That Temporarily Literally Changes in Matthew Until


Day Changes

Back into A
Leaning Torturing
God Forever Again ThiS WaY

True ‘Cannibal the Hannibal’

Pales in Comparison to a Real Devil Wearing God Clothes
Easy to Strip That Naked And See The Bold Face Lie the
Holy Roman Catholic Empire Used to Subjugate and

Master Control

of the Subjects of

That Empire As the Tool

of the Bible Has Been Used

For Many Nefarious Selfish

Harming, Raping, Maiming

Killing Ways As The Evil is Literally

Built in the Book to Master And Control

Others Through Addictions to Fear and Hate

For Real Yep Same ‘God Damned Trump Story’ Again…

Just When the Beatitudes Before Wore Wings of Extreme
Unconditional Love


By Another
Big Lie at

The End of the
Story to Master

And Control Others As Basically Slaves…

True It’s Easy to See That’S How it Basically

Works At Least For Anyone Who Truly Understands

Love is
Love is Not For Real;

It’s Never Torturing
Any Part of Creation
Forever Never Ever

At Least iF iT iS LoVE ReaL

It’s Amazing Anyone Can’t See
The Hypocrisy Yet True A Substantial

Number of Folks Still Believe Trump
Lost the Last Election Even Though
Their Most Favorite TV Channel

Fox News Drug Through the

Mud of Propagating The Same God Damned

Lie or ‘God’ Supported Lie as Lie Become Truth


SPeaKinG of Course TooL…

Reading 1, Leviticus 19:1-2, 17-18
1 Yahweh spoke to Moses and said:

2 ‘Speak to the whole community of Israelites and say: “Be holy, for I, Yahweh your God, am holy.

17 You will not harbour hatred for your brother. You will reprove your fellow-countryman firmly and thus avoid burdening yourself with a sin.

18 You will not exact vengeance on, or bear any sort of grudge against, the members of your race, but will love your neighbour as yourself. I am Yahweh.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 103:1-2, 3-4, 8, 10, 12-13
1 [Of David] Bless Yahweh, my soul, from the depths of my being, his holy name;

2 bless Yahweh, my soul, never forget all his acts of kindness.

3 He forgives all your offences, cures all your diseases,

4 he redeems your life from the abyss, crowns you with faithful love and tenderness;

8 Yahweh is tenderness and pity, slow to anger and rich in faithful love;

10 he does not treat us as our sins deserve, nor repay us as befits our offences.

12 As the distance of east from west, so far from us does he put our faults.

13 As tenderly as a father treats his children, so Yahweh treats those who fear him;

Reading 2, First Corinthians 3:16-23
16 Do you not realise that you are a temple of God with the Spirit of God living in you?

17 If anybody should destroy the temple of God, God will destroy that person, because God’s temple is holy; and you are that temple.

18 There is no room for self-delusion. Any one of you who thinks he is wise by worldly standards must learn to be a fool in order to be really wise.

19 For the wisdom of the world is folly to God. As scripture says: He traps the crafty in the snare of their own cunning

20 and again: The Lord knows the plans of the wise and how insipid they are.

21 So there is to be no boasting about human beings: everything belongs to you,

22 whether it is Paul, or Apollos, or Cephas, the world, life or death, the present or the future — all belong to you;

23 but you belong to Christ and Christ belongs to God.

Gospel, Matthew 5:38-48
38 ‘You have heard how it was said: Eye for eye and tooth for tooth.

39 But I say this to you: offer no resistance to the wicked. On the contrary, if anyone hits you on the right cheek, offer him the other as well;

40 if someone wishes to go to law with you to get your tunic, let him have your cloak as well.

41 And if anyone requires you to go one mile, go two miles with him.

42 Give to anyone who asks you, and if anyone wants to borrow, do not turn away.

43 ‘You have heard how it was said, You will love your neighbour and hate your enemy.

44 But I say this to you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you;

45 so that you may be children of your Father in heaven, for he causes his sun to rise on the bad as well as the good, and sends down rain to fall on the upright and the wicked alike.

46 For if you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Do not even the tax collectors do as much?

47 And if you save your greetings for your brothers, are you doing anything exceptional?

48 Do not even the gentiles do as much? You must therefore be perfect, just as your heavenly Father is perfect.’



Love When Pure A Vibration
A Frequency And Energy in

In Synergy Of All Positive
Feelings And Senses Dear

Sohair With SMiLes So Very

Healing Even Bringing A Glow

To Our Temples HoUSinG God For Real…

This Greening

Leaf These

Roots These

Vines Surrounding

Forest Whole Trees Rebirthing

All WitH LoVE iN Peace Free Newly Now..:)

Ah YeS In Deed Dear

Savvy Humanity Is

As Deep As A Belly

Laugh Or Shallow

As A Sigh

Away From
LoVinG LiFE FoR ReaL..:)

SMiles Dear Isha A Shrinking

Issue is Caring More About Things

Than How Life Feels and Senses For Real

And Forgetting to

Put People

First Is Already

In Essence Shrinking

Humanity For Real

True Though

It’s Possible
To Return Home

To Humanity With
Just A Smile At A Stranger

Or Just Any Act of Human
Kindness So Much Deeper
Than A “Matter of Things”…

Putting Humanity Behind Gets Lost ..:)

SMiLes Giving A Euology

At mY Father’s Funeral Dear

Miriam my Uncle Complained

That i Was Wearing Shorts and A


Some How

my Father Put
Away His Suit
After He Retired too

If Only We Could Have
Found What Lives Underneath
my Father’s SKin Oh to Know And
Feel and Sense A Loved One Enough to

Miss Them
With A Tear…

There Are Losses

That Never Even Begin

And There Are Loves

Where the Suit

of Soul Alway Lives…

True It’s Life It’s Warm

It’s Cold It’s Colorful And Stale

And Some Days You Just Wanna
Get Through…

And Some



Wanna Leave
Eternally New Now…

Wishing You A Great
Journey on the Other

Side of the Moon..:)

iNDeeD Dear Kiran

All is Change At

Best We Ride The

Waves Of Ocean Whole

Without Attempting to Hold

The Water in Our Fists

Or Punch The

Ocean As

Of Course

Ocean Returns
Unharmed As
We May Do too
If We Remain Water
And Formless ThiS Way True..:)

Oh Dear Lord Mr. Gottfried my Wife’s

Family Looks Like the United Nations

One Of Every Kind and Type For Real

Yet My Father’s Side

Oh Goodness is

More Like The

End of the Lines

And That’s Why i’m
Gonna Continue to
Make A Big Bang WHiLE

i Am Here Hear

Or At Least Leave
A Few Fumes oF
Free Dance And Song

Other Than That Life Smells Great!
And The Family Is Mostly DoinG AS Expecting..:)

A Laugh
Is Worth
The Air We Breathe❤️

So True Dear
Sohair Love
Makes Life
No Reasons
Just Blood
Turning Into
Wine of Life SMiLinG😊🌹🏝

Lovely Poem of Hope Faith is Love
Dear Sohair Indeed Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN LiGHT oF JoY For All
With Most Respect
Yes With Least
Harm True With
Differences that
Separate Us And
Similarities in Giving,
Sharing, Caring, Healing
That Bond Us And Bind Us
ToGeTHeR As A Force of LoVE

A True Religion For All iN

DarK Thru LiGHT

For All Again
With Least


That Only
of Differences and
Similarities Will Bring

To Feed The Poor Not Just
Food to Clothe The Poor Not
Just Clothes Yet to Fill And Feel

Souls oF All To Rise All Up to Roses
Beyond Thorns mY FRiEnD to Truly
Bloom As LoVE


For Real New NoW

Yes, BeLief, Beleaf, BeLove
Living Trees Forest Whole
Love For All Every Leaf Rising
And Falling Feeding All of Love

Yes, Waves Water Ocean Whole Swimming
in This Place of LoVE EternAllY New Now Real..:)

SMiLes Naked, Enough, Whole
Complete Young SaaniaSparkle

How In The World Will We Ever
Achieve Heaven Now if We ARe

Never Satisfied With the Quality
And Quantity of our Life Now

Oh to Imagine and Create
As The Flower New Yes

And Does
Not Look

Back to Wilting Life Yes
Our Problems Generally
SPeaKinG Are The Past
And Future MiSSinG

The Present
Inhale of
of Love We Bloom
Now This Miracle This
Gift Only To Color Life and Love More
Through DarK And LiGHT Only Adventure


Ever Hope
Peace Love Faith BLooms..:)

Throwaway Shows
Just A Way to Trim
Sleepless Nights
Better than
Counting Sheep
Throwaway Shows
Until Dreams Turn
Into Nightmares And


Shows Return
Vaguely Vaguely
i Remember Those Nights too
Sending Anxiety and Fears to

Seas Never Riding Those Waves Again Now
Fair Winds Following me Sunshine Sleeping

Rising Soon New…

Wide Awake


Arms God Yes
Ocean Whole
Waves Waves
Throw Away Fears
And Anxieties Waves Waves New Now

Flow Just Enveloping All Never

Ending Now…:)

Smiles Dear Chaymaa
Hallway Long Now With

Doors Never Fearing

Opening Any of The Doors

Anymore Every Door
A New Adventure

A New World
To Come

As Long
As Open Ones

Lead Out of HallwayS Old..:)

Never A Dance And Song Alone
Dear Savvy Always A Song Coming

From a Dance Allone

True i Used to Play
The Piano All Alone

Solo Now i Hear The
Echos Coming From

Other Souls

In Tune


Touching New
Horizons More..:)

Flying ✈️ 🏙 🧊

Oh Dear Lord
Dear FRiEnD

You’ve Been
In So Many
Skyscrapers 🏙

And Flown In So
Many Planes ✈️ All Around
The World 🧊 At Half my Age

Only Terrestrial
Ground For me

With Arms For Wings
Of Dance And Twinkle
Toes Flying Dance With

Finger Tips Yes Weight
Of All my 111 Kilograms

Balancing in Aerodynamic

Free FLoWinG Dance

Hehe Yet Still i’m

So Grounded On Store
Smooth Floors While Yes!

You Explore So Far Above ✈️ 🏙

And Even Frozen 🥶 Cold 🧊

So Far Above in Northern

Latitudes Too Darn You

Are Already

And i am Just
An Earth Bound Department
Store Misfit With Twinkle toes Hehe

It Was So Funny That Day
When You Were So Mad
At What You Named As
My ‘Wild Ass Detective


Hehe It Was

So Endearing

To Finally See You

Explode That’s What

FRiEnDS Are For To
Withstand All Explosions

And Hang
With You
Below So Above

With SMiles Anywhere

You May Go True From
Hell to Heaven For Real 🙌🙏

Oh Dear Lord Yes Mr
Gottfried Lord Just
Imagine How Many
Tabs Are Open

ACross my

Boggling Mostly
To Mortals Hehe 🦸‍♂️

Love When Pure A Vibration
A Frequency And Energy in

In Synergy Of All Positive
Feelings And Senses Dear

Sohair With SMiLes So Very

Healing Even Bringing A Glow

To Our Temples HoUSinG God For Real…

This Greening

Leaf These

Roots These

Vines Surrounding

Forest Whole Trees Rebirthing

All WitH LoVE iN Peace Free Newly Now..:)


To Listen One Must Be Able
to Hear Same With Inner Sight And Yes
MuSiC And SonG Deep Within Coming

With A Freer Dance

“Hand in hand

We walked

Sometimes me ahead of you

At times you ahead of me

Hands held together

No matter the test of time

Two hands of two hearts

Still together as one.”

-Savvy Raj

SMiLes Dear Savvy of Course

‘Logically’ You Don’t Know Yet

it Just Went Past Midnight in Florida

on February 21st As this is the 33rd

Anniversary For me and my Wife So

i Shall Extend Your Poem on ‘Togetherness’

to My Wife too And Much Further Than That too…



Work ToGeTHeR Best

When SoUL Art Spreads mY FRiEnD..:)

Ah Yes Dear Savvy The True

Magic of Our Human SPiRiTS

When Open HeARTS Lead Souls

Dancing Singing So Very Free

Moving Connecting Newly

Co-Creating Now Yes

Synergies of Energies

Beyond All Measure

Only Confirmed

By the Breaths

Of Love Beyond
EYes and Ears

YeS And Only ‘Normal’
Feels And Senses With SMiLes..:)

‘TwaS A DarK And Stormy

Night’ Yet ‘Snoopy’ Continues

To Write To Change The Stories

of the Novel

of His Life

True It is Not
Always A Hard

Life For Dogs

Who Create

Joy When the
Kibbles and Bits

Go Empty in The Dish….

Hehe Dear Miriam It’s

An Odd Mix of Tragedy

And Comedy At Best This Life
We Co-Create…


At Best


Rather Than
Driving Us Nuts..:)

One Step Ahead Now Through

Every Life Fire Dear Isha Yes Yes

Every Scar A New Lesson THoRNS

For Potential FLoWeRS UNFoLDinG

Always Now in New Lessons About

Life’s Journey

In All the Paths

That Spread Out DarK
Thru LiGHT So The Whole

Comes Back ToGeTHeR Again

As Out of Chaos Great Art of

Living May Rise In

Synergy So

Much Greater
Than Just the
Parts DarK Thru LiGHT

With More Colorful SMiLes..:)

Oh Dear Lord Hawaii FRiEnD i Was Almost Getting
A Tension Headache OVER THINKING All the Work

You And Your Husband Were Doing to Make ALL Those

Repairs For Your Tenants in Their Beach Homes You Land

Lord Over And Then

What A Great Relief!

Seeing the Receipt

For The Hired


Hope You Still
Got Some Surfing
in mY FRiEnD With
SMiLes While Pets
Relaxing on Beach too Hehe..:)

iNDeeD Dear Anna God
Is The Love Is The Wind
That So Often Ends When

We Cage Wind is the Love

Is the God in Any

Container Less

Than Free

my FRiEnD

Beyond All Measure

Beyond All Eyes and Ears

And Other Feelings and Senses

That May Be Measured And

Put into Containers

Like Empty


With No
Love For Life

SMiLes Thanks For
Another Beautiful
Post About God
Free Love Wings..:)

Above So Below
iNSiDE Outside
Within All Around
i Am The Side of

The Family
my Mind
To See And Hear
What Others Disappear

Behind Hehe 😜

Secret to my
Success Mr
my “Mind”
Love FLoWinG
SPiRiT WinD Free 💨

Note: While Don Lemon May
Suggest That Almost 53 Is Not
The Prime For Katrina The Mirror

Disagrees On Our 33rd Anniversary

When Chaos Makes
The Sense We Feel
A Cat’s Life A Dog’s
Life What About ‘Us’

Like ‘Neo’ (Eye of the Needle) Said…

To: No one Now Will Take A Naked Enough Free New
Whole Complete Solo Dance/Song Away From: Sun/Sand/me/Wind

Happiness Far Away As Homes/Cars/Etc. Close As Dance/Song/Beach/Wind/me

Decoding Happiness Master Passion Greed Food… Love… And ‘Stuff’… God Yes

To: Get It…
From: Is L(ove)i Am…

FiNDinG LoVE SeeKinG

From: What Life
to: Love One
Life to Live

i am Free to Love
i am Free to Dance
i am Free to Sing All ‘Naked’ Enough Whole Complete
Than Food And Shelter What Else Is THere ReALLy…

Water of God
Drink of Love

God Paints With Wind Touches With Each And Every Grain
Of Sand A Soul Muse Of Woman Dances Sings Above Below…

Smiles.. i suppose a Greatest
Privilege is Understanding
Why Folks
And Not Following Suit
How Fortunate
Are We
Above as
LoVE NeWLY NoW..:)

NoW All i Need IS A THeMe SonG
Then An Adventure BeGinS AGAiN
Get Down Get Down Tonight! And

Do Keep Up If You Can/Will Hehe

Something Small
And Red that Grows
A Flower A Rose

Side Note: Katrina Actually Reads What
i Write She Sings IT Melts Her HeART the
Way i Treat FRiEnDS All Around This World

SMiles Dearest FRiEnD Over
The Years i’ve Come to

Feel Your Heartbeat

In Your


Your Silence Is Not

Cold Yes There is Wood
In The Fireplace it is Always

My Pleasure
To Provide

A Bit
Of Fire

To Keep Your Wood Warm

It Would Surely Be Lovely

To Hug You One Day

Stay Warm Dear


Stay Warm

my Silent Bird With Wings

And Snowflake Tear SMiles…
🏝 ❄️ ⛄️💫🤗☺️😊

SMiles Dear
Rue No Almosts
You Are Family to




Yes Stay

Happy And



It’s Always

Summer In
The Warmest
Equator Close Jungle
Indian Tropic Hehe Yes


A Monkey 🐒

For me Or



Sandwich HAha🐵 🐒☺️🤗

Odd Balls
Roll Where
No one Else Grows😊🌈

“Jungian” in other Words

Life isn’t Rational

In Fact the


Is the


We Create According

To Neuroscience Now

Deal With it


Yet Create it

Make it more

EPiC Than Ever BeFoRE ALL NoW NeW

Verily Yes Perhaps Just As A Hobby

Now No Different Really than A Feral

Cat That/Who Continues to Play

At 20 Years-Old just to Survive

And Thrive Hmm… Wonder What That

Would Look Like For A 62 Year-Old Human




Question of Course

‘Play Privilege’ With

No Rules Written

Slays Fear

Before Indeed

‘Chaos Magic’ Among

Many Other Jungian

Totally Sober Psychedelic
Metaphors too hehe Oh Dear Lord

Master of Tides Flow Now New With No ‘Mind’ at All Essence of
Free…Play Slaying Fear FRiEnDS With Gravity Weight of Finger
Tips Twinkle Toes Too Becoming Peace iNCaRNaTE LoVE ReaL

SeaSons of Soul Winter’s
Spring Summer’s Fall

Oh How We

All Dance

And Sing
Through All

Of Life

We Feel Sense

And Come to Know to Do…

Know to Do Know To Do Oh

Happy are the Waves That Interplay

With Shores As One Ocean Earth Water Whole…

Where All of Life is Sunrise Sunset at the Beach

With Kind Smiles Dancing Singing Life is Play
And Sunshine Life

Shores Lit
Up With Diatom Stars

Space Reflecting Seas
Shores Reflecting Stars Eyes
That Really Aren’t Separated From Ocean Whole

Oh Yes Where Does it Go the Great Play of Life With no Know…

i’ve Seen it Young as Old Holding Hands Coming into

Stores With Big Warm

Smiles For They’ve Lost

‘The Know’ for now

At Least

As Warm

Hands Hold

Oh The Spring of
February Now When

Warmth Still Dances Sings Plays
Smiles Dear Samreen i Remember
A Cold Supervisor From Work Reaching
The Ripe Old Age of 50 about 47 Close to
6 Years Less than Katrina Now Reaching 53

And His Warm Wife of Less than
47 All Her Beauty Exhausted
Raising Two Children

He Found a
Younger Flower
At Work She Brought
Him Flowers At Work For His

Birthday i remember Him casually

Say His Mother Died Oh How Beautiful

it is to Still Be Gifted With A heART This Much

Life Teaches me is anything else Really Important

True There’s Food and Shelter And Amazing Technologies to

Help Others

Yet There’s


And Play

For Love Now

A Real Testament New

Is Never Losing Spring Within…
Those Warm Smiles And Hands
The Old Couple Who Realizes with
No Doubt What’s First and Last in Real
Meaning of
Breath at all

First Again…

My Years Say i am So Old Now
My Soul Simply Plays as Waves

On A Beach…

Indeed My

Wife is Still Those Waves…

SMiles The Way i See it Now
For Who Comes Goes and Stays
Treat Old Friends as New Friends
Treat New Friends As Old Friends Be Love

Indeed Eternal


of Sunshine Soul New Now

Is It A Degree An Award a Job for Pay
Not Really Just A Smile Given And Shared Free

True Waves Shores Always Changing Stay FRiEnDS THiS WaY…

Smiles Samreen For 13 Years Katrina Worked at A Newspaper

Somedays Working 23 Hours Straight i Worked All Weekends

All Holidays And It’s True i had Dreams Remembering

That She Even


This is what
The Winter

Of Our Spring Will Do too
Bringing the Season Back
is Life iS ETernal Spring of Love New Now

Indeed a Golden Age WHere Winter is Spring
Just the Opposite of A Dead Age Where Spring is Winter…

Sadly Half the Folks Age 18 Through 34 Now have no one to
Experience Any Season At all Together And A Quarter Have no
Friends And 57 Percent of Teenage Girls Report the Sadness
And Loneliness of Depression With A Third Sadly Considering

The End of it
All Now Per

So How


Are We Becoming

Nothing Really of Soul At All…

Shall i Dance And Sing to Help

‘Them’ Remember in a word


For i Have
Seen Winter in Spring…

And Yes No Seasons at all…then…

Yet Now is Forever Just one Breath of LoVE iN Peace New to Do..:)

GoD YeS A Devil’s Greatest Lesson Get Out of Hell Save That One
Memory Insuring A Tear If You Block It Out A Video

A Photo Saving Soul God Yes

Older Love Losses Newer Love
Gains Love Fading Love ReNeWinG
Whatever It Takes ReMeMBeR LoVE LiVE AGAiN


True In Real Hell Now
Ya Don’t Want
Ice Water





Heaven in Hell
Yet i suppose


Different Flavors…
Hmm Hope These
Chills i Am




The Ice Cream
i Just Ate Perhaps
If i Ate Steak i’d Have

(For Dessert)

No Chills
Oh my

World Issues
True Been to
The Other World too…

LeSSoN 389 Tell Your
FRiEnD The 3 Most
Favorite Things They
Said To You And Why

1. “We Will Always
Be Connected By Heart.”

Why? That’s The Best
Way to Touch A FRiEnD.

2. “Oh my God, You
Make me Feel So Loved
And Spoiled.”

Why? Hehe, Then i Was
So Sure i was Boring You
With my “Fred Talks.”

3. “You Are The Aroma
Of My Coffee Beans.”

Why? Haha, Again
Was So Sure i was
Boring You.

SMiles of Course i
Am Super Extroverted

And You Are Super


Hehe, i Don’t Expect
You To Do LeSSoN 389,
Only The Above 3 For
me to Do to Warm

A SMile For
You in A 🥶 Still
Very Cold Canadian

Home 🔥 ☺️

Happy Always Now
And A Coming
In Your Big
Four Corporation🌞

SMiles Dear
my Story is Only

“iN A DaY iN
A Life” i Am ALWayS
Co-Creating WHeRE

The only Place i

Arrive New is
Now No Longer
Any Forward



With SMiles☺️🏝

“He who fights with monsters should look to it that he himself does not become a monster.”

“When you gaze long into an abyss the abyss also gazes into you.”

“Nothing on earth consumes a man more quickly than the passion of resentment.”

“It is not a lack of love, but a lack of friendship that makes unhappy marriages.”

“A good writer possesses not only his own spirit but also the spirit of his friends.”

“My formula for greatness in a human being is amor fati: that one wants nothing
to be different, not forward, not backward, not in all eternity.”

(Naked, Enough, Whole Complete;

The only Place i
Arrive New is
Now No Longer
Any Forward
With SMiles…)

-by me too

i Literally Just Wrote This
A Few Minutes Ago As Time
Stamped With A FRiEnD iN
A Far Away Land Before i Ever

Read The Quote by Nietzsche Above, Just Now…

Yet Yes, Let’s Review Some Others As It’s Always
Easy to Cherry Pick Parts of Human Philosophies

Negatively Without Giving Similar Consideration at Least to a Few Others…

“There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.”

“Ascetic ideals reveal so many bridges to independence that a philosopher is bound to rejoice
and clap his hands when he hears the story of all those resolute men who one day said

No to all servitude and went into some desert.”

(Wow, He Capitalized ‘No’ For Emotional Impact, Hehe;

At Least for Those Able to Actually FeeL iT; Par for the Course)

“Whoever does not have two-thirds of his day for himself,
is a slave, whatever he may be: a statesman, a businessman,

an official, or a scholar.”

“There is more wisdom in your body than in your deepest philosophy.”

“The first opinion that occurs to us when we are suddenly asked about
a matter is usually not our own, but only the customary one, appropriate
to our caste, position, or parentage; our own opinions seldom swim near the surface.”

“The surest way to corrupt a youth is to instruct him to hold in higher esteem those

who think alike than those who think differently.”

“What does not kill me makes me stronger.”

“Become who you are.”

“God Is Dead,” Perhaps the

Most Recognizable Quote Attached

to Friedrich Nietzsche And Of Course Many

Folks Take it at ‘Face Value,’ Literally, Without Understanding

That Nietzsche Saw Benefits to Christianity And That Humans Destroyed the ‘Value of God;’

And In This Case, Ethical Traditions That Help Glue Humans Together At Least Enough to Survive…

i Don’t Agree With “The Will to Power” That Nietzsche Seems so Obsessed with; my Intuitive Feeling

Is He Dealt With What They Call in the South As “Little Man Syndrome,” Envious of Men Who Seemed

More Powerful and Lived Without Fear As Indeed That Longing is expressed in Some of His Writings…

His Writing Style is Unique, Deep, And Originally Creative; It Stimulates my Mind as i Enjoy New

Kinds of Artistic Styles in All the Ways Art Comes Original This Way; Yet of Course It’s Like

What i am Gonna Write Next, Unless One is an Originally Creative Person, More in Touch

With the way the Right Hemisphere of the Mind Processes Reality, More Non-Verbally,

Holistically, With More Complex Emotions; Than the Left Hemisphere of Mind, More Grasping,

Materially Reducing, Controlling, and Generally Expressing more ‘Butt Hurt’ Emotions When We Don’t

Get our Ways of Control As Detailed By Modern Scholar, Researcher, And Scholar, Iain
McGilchrist, With More Reference Points than Most Folks Have the Attention to ‘Grasp’

In His 1500 Or So Page Research Book, ‘The Matter With Things’ With 600 Thousand or So

Words That Took 10 Years of His Life to Write on How Western Civilizations/Philosophies Are Indeed

too Systemizing, Analytic, and Verbally Restricted; As Yes, Science Shows the Word Thinking

Conscious Mind, Only Comprises About A Half a Percent of All Human Processes Going on

Deep Within; Yes, With Potentials in More Creative Flow that Meditative More Eastern Philosophies

Surely Still Propagate Now New to Achieve Much Greater Human Potentials in Empirically Measurable

Ways of Creativity
And Productivity
As Science Now
Newly Most Definitely Shows too…

Yeah, If You Don’t Wanna Read a
1500 Page Book, You May Find A Free

Summary of Iain McGilchrist’s Work

on Youtube, Commercial Free Hehe,

Without Any of Those Annoying Solar Panel Ads…

Of Course, You’ll Have to Have Some Attention Span,
Focus, And Interest to Get through His Research too…

Nietzsche, Lived in the ‘Victorian Age;’ No Wonder Why He Wanted

A Bit of An Escape Out of that Place; Hmm, As Far As His ‘Overman’

Aims for Humankind in Regard Then to a Best Life Here Now on Earth,


However, For Best Success, i Suggest Will to LoVE iN Peace Over Will to Power….

True, Folks Like Trump Show That Exploiting Others With A Will to Power Can And

Will Work Temporarily; Yet the Problem is Ya Never Really Arrive Now Naked Enough
Whole Complete

As You Spend

Your Life

Chasing a

Carrot that
Never Truly Satisfies

A Never Ending Empty ‘Soul’

(The Real Organic One As
Described by Nietzsche too)

More Than Just the Next Meal…

“To Listen One Must Be Able to Hear Same With Inner Sight And
Yes MuSiC And SonG Deep Within Coming With A Freer Dance”

-by me

Yep, Like Nietzsche Said Not
Everyone Can ‘Hear’ the

MuSiC of my

Dance And Song

Either Hehe…

Yet Some Do

And They Are

Surely Stellar to Interact

With And Surely Beyond

What Most Human

Beings Are Able

to Digest and Co-Create in Life…

Other than that We Are Still Talking

About the Ideas of Nietzsche, Centuries

After His Death, Not Unlike A ‘Moonlit Sonata’

By Beethoven, Nietzsche Still Breathes in His Words…

Like ’em


or Him

or Not…

The Dude is Considered

Brilliant By Most Respectable Scholars;

As Iain McGilchrist is Well Respected too;

Yes, With More Modern Ideas, Enhanced By Science too…

Without All the ‘Butt Hurt Emotions,’ Propagated on So Many

YouTube Channels That Seek To Spread That Negative Social Emotional

to SeLL A STory…

“Master ‘The Tool;’
Do NOT Become Both
Mastered By The Tool
And More ‘Tool’ Than ‘Human’…”


It Seems to me, Just

Being ‘Human’ Is A More

Achievable Goal Than ‘Super Normal’…

Yet i’m Not One To Settle For ‘Normal’ in Any Way…

And True, i Do Come With Plenty of Empirical Evidence too, HAha…

With Plenty
of ‘Rabbit
Holes’ to Visit too Hehe…

SMiles Dear
my Story is Only

“iN A DaY iN
A Life” i Am ALWayS
Co-Creating WHeRE

The only Place i

Arrive New is
Now No Longer
Any Forward



With SMiles☺️🏝

Me too And Yes It
(CuLTuRE) Used
To Give me Lots of
Anxiety Attacks too

Retiring Was a Big
Help So i Could Yes
Finally Find A REAL

Place of Introspection
Through Meditating
Contemplating Free 
Dance And Song of
Poetry In Flow To
Yes Both Literally

And Metaphorically

Find A Free Soul
With Wings Within

And Dear Lord With
Enough Effort iN Ease
IT Works Yes Without

Fail Difference Dear
Isha Tween Living
And Not Really

Living At
All With
So Much
Inner Strife☺️🙏

To Listen One Must Be Able
to Hear Same With Inner Sight And Yes
MuSiC And SonG Deep Within Coming With A Freer Dance…


Ah Yes Dear Savvy The Feelings Now
New The Senses FLoWinG Head To Toe

The Synergy of All the Energies of

Emotions Moving Us Before

Even Reasons Come to

Play or More


Ways of Being

Even Words Without

Colors May Be Empty

Shells on Beaches Without

Any Sea Life to Build More Real

Homes of Life to LiVE And LoVE ReaL

As The Mighty Nautilus Does As Oliver

Wendell Holmes Suggests “Build Thee

More Stately Mansions” Yet Do Not

Let The Sea Creature of Feelings

And Senses Die For This is

What Moves Most All

Cognitive Executive

Functioning of Both Art and
Science Yes Most Short Term
Working Memory Long Term

Memory Retrieval and Focus

And Attention Span too

Without This Life

Going Sea


Within No More
Sistine Chapel Ceilings
Painted All With Original Art

Of Days Gone By Or Now New With SMiLes

HeART Beats HeART Beats Make LoVE ReaL…

For Whatever

May CoMe LoVE iN Peace

To Life Truer NoW NeW As Freer Breath..:)

SMiLes Dear Miriam

Married For 33 Years
As of Today i’ve Surely

Heard of

Before Hehe

Whatever Works
to Get Us Through

The Day Of NiGHT
inDeeD With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear ‘Peace And Truth’
Thanks So Much For Dropping
By “ArT oF SmART LiViNG LoVE iN Peace”

on Our 33rd Anniversary

Date Yes on ‘Fat Tuesday;’

With 13 Twin HeART

Explosions of Love

With SMiLes

Yes As You Relate

Love is the Power of Life,
Love Gives Life to Life,

And Love is The Very

Essence of Humans Existence

Yet It is Also True Death Brings Life too

For Our Appreciation Of Every Inhale of Peace
Exhale oF LoVE my FRiEnD As Now the 22nd

of February Is Coming The 6th Anniversary of

my Mother’s Death After Going As Natural As Possible

Without Food or Drink For 8 Days As the Doctor Said

Her Strong Heart From A Life of Love Helped Extend

Her Life Even Longer Than The 3 Average Days It Might

Take to Pass Away As Natural as my Mother Did in 8 Days

As We Sat By Her Side And Played Her Favorite Song ‘Time’

By Alan Parsons Then True The Deafening Silence After

Her Last Breath i Transform Every Day into my Breaths

oF LoVE iN Peace As Inheriting Them Still From Her

my FRiEnD True i Feel Her SPiRiT HeART And

SoUL Within me to Give Share Care And

Heal Others With Most Respect

And Least Harm As She

Did With me


Standing By me Through

FRoZeN Fires of Hell For Real
ON EartH for 66 Months And Even

Before Then For A Stint in Hell Yes at
Age 21 to 22 Then Along With Severe

Depression After Loss of First Love Then
too at 19 Years Of Age And Of Course my

Wife and Sister Standing by me in Hell too

Yet True When You Go For ReaL ON EartH

WiTHiN Nope Not too Many People Will Be

Willing to ‘Hang’ With You That Way Yes

Particularly if Your Version of the

Suicide Disease Type Two

Trigeminal Neuralgia

The Worst Pain Known to
Humankind Literally Assessed
As Worse Than Crucifixion Along
With 18 Other Medical Disorders in
Synergy of Life Threat Last 66 Months
From Wake to Sleep No Drug Will Touch

Shut-in Without Even A Memory of if one ever felt
A Smile at All Not Even A Tear Left in Hell mY FRiEnD

Yes Death Will Be Both A BLeSSinG And A Gift to Carry On

LoVE iN Life We iNHeRiT From Others Real to Give Share
Care And Heal As This iS How The Breath of God Within is

Passed Down through

The Generations as

Shells of Love

Go Away my
HeART SoUL Carries

On With Children
oF LoVE iN Peace iN Truth..:)

Thanks Dear For The
Kind Anniversary Wish
Sohair God Bless
And Bliss You
And Yes All
Your Loved
Ones True☺️🌹🙏

Wow, Elders are So Celebrated in Other Cultures

Yet There Seems to Be ‘Sheer’ Terror With ‘Ageism’

In The United States; the Home of Money, Shiny Cars,

And 2,000 Square Foot Homes That
Cost Nearly A Half A Million Dollars;

True, It’s Not That Unusual

For Folks to Almost Forget

About Factors Influencing Their

Well Being; Particularly, With Mindsets

That Focus More on After Life Than This Life Now…

Yet So Amazing, A Life That Struggled With Alcoholism,

Age Old Cigarette Smoking, And Almost a Decade With

Severe Headaches, With A Neurological Condition; Celebrating

A Frank Sinatra Song, Dressed As A Gnome on National TV; Yes,

On The “Masked Singer” Show, Where Dick Van Dyke at 97 Years

Old, Both Sang And Danced With The Energy of A ‘Chimney Sweep’

From the ‘Mary Poppins’

Original Movie, He Starred

in 1964, 59 Years Ago Back

At A Youthful Age of 39 That Some

‘Young Folks’ See As ‘Dinosaur Age’ Already,

Fearing to Even Reach Age 40; Life is A Lose or Use

Proposition; Bad Stuff Happens Yet The Life Style We Choose,

Whether to Take Of Ourselves, Stay Active Or Not, Makes A
Huge Difference Indeed…

What is So Ridiculous

is How Don Lemon

Assessed A 51 Year

Old Woman As Being

Over the Hill for ‘Attractiveness…’

(No Matter How Culture Judges This)

Hmm… i Recently Took A Pic on Our
Porch of my Wife, From Just A Sweaty Day

Working in The Yard, With No Make-Up on

As She Doesn’t Wear Make-Up on Any Day

And Still Looks The Same, Whether She Wakes

Up or Goes to Bed; We’ve Been Married 33 Years, Today;

Yes, i Particularly Like This Picture as She Looks Almost Identical

To when i First Saw Her Sitting on the Gym Stairs At 18 Years-Old,

Where We Would Eventually Meet and Get Married A Year Later…

She Will Reach Age 53 On Easter And She Surely Doesn’t Look

Too Different Than

When She Was 18;

Only More Mature,

And Attractive; With Eyes

That Have Witnessed Both

Heaven and Hell in One Lifetime

in my Life of Course As Everyone Needs

A Hand in Hell, Weathered Enough to Wait For
The Other Side to Return Again With Color;

For All Practical

Intents And

Purposes, This
Pic is My Personal

‘Mona Lisa’ of my Wife;

Older, Wiser, More Beautiful

Than Ever Before; Thing is, If

She Was in the Same Room With

Don Lemon, She Would Have made

Him Look Even More Foolish With His Ignorant Comment…

There are Many Kinds of Human Intelligence, This Surely Isn’t A Strong ‘Suit’ of His…

Other Than That As The “Guardians of the Galaxy” Movie Suggests Some Folks Dance And

Some Folks Do Not; Since, i Started Public Dancing At Age 53, Stuck at 500 Pounds of Leg Pressing

Weight Ever Since i Was 21; Yes, i Moved on Up to A Max Weight of 1540 Pounds, All the Machine Will

Hold Easily Leg Pressing the Weight to Warm-Up, 12 Slow Reps With My Arms in Balance

Raised to The Skies With Total Peace, No Fear, And Zero Tension in my Body Before

The Leg Pressing Begins…

Yes, Just Recently Achieving

This Routine 3 Time A Week;

Yet Yes, When i Was in Graduate

School in 1983, in A Sociology of

Aging Class, The Teacher Insisted

in my 50’s, i’d Be Far Over the ‘Hill’ of

my Life in Strength; However, She Didn’t

Major in Health Science, Like i Did, Along with

Social Sciences Interdisciplinary, And Anthropology too;

Sadly too Many Folks Specialize in Life And Miss A Whole Lot

of Human Potential in Ignorance of What’s Truly Possible, IF they Do

Expand Their Horizons; i had Already Heard About What Jack LaLanne

Did in His 70’s, Towing 70 Boats Across A Bay Swimming; Amazing Yes Yet

Possible For Real At Only Five And A Half Feet Tall; In This Way, Biden is An Inspiration too;

He Surely Doesn’t Act Any Less Ready For the Job of President Than When He Started Out Two Years

Ago; God Yes, With Greater Accomplishments Now to Actually Help People Than Presidents Who

Have Come Since Many Years Before; Indeed, Up to this Point, With His Administration Now;

People Will Drag Other Folks

Down For this Slight or That

Slight, And Totally Miss How Much

Weight They Really Push or Pull in Life…

And That’s Okay; ‘Winners’ Still Come in Last and First Place too…

The ‘First Baptist’ Folks Spit on my Wife For Being Poor in the Reduced

Lunch Line; The Same Demographic Spit on me a Decade Earlier For

Smiling, And Looking Androgynous As Well; True, We are only As


As the

We DO Overcome in Life;

True, Not Able To Speak

In Life Till 4; And Stuttering Like

Biden; Nope, Did Not Preclude
3 College Degrees Close to the
Top of The Classes Then Or
Retiring Early At the Federal
Civilian Pay Grade of a Marine Major;

Oh Yeah, i Conquered the Issue of

Not Speaking in Flow too With

11.4 MiLLioN Words of Free
Verse Poetry; And Called A

Dizzy Fly so Uncoordinated

Changing That Literally Being
Called a Living Legend of
Folk Dance By The Locals
Now For Real With 17,899
Miles in the Same 9 Years
Now and 6 Months, Since

Recovering Out of A Very
Severe Autism Burn-out Then

With a Life Threat in Synergy,
of 19 Medical Disorders Then
Shut-in my Home With Worst
Pain and Numb, Wake to Sleep,
For 66 Months Before Getting

Reborn to Real Heaven Still Now Within

FOR REAL; Most People Taste Challenges;

Some Do Overcome, And Others, Nope, Do Not;

So Far, Biden is Winning The Taste Test FOR REAL…

AND So are many Women Far Beyond Their So-Called ‘Prime Years’…

Back In Hell, When i Had No Hope of Getting Out And Having Any Real

Chance of Truly Living Again; If Someone Had Told me i Would Accomplish

What i Have Done Since Then Barely Hanging On Writing on This Internet Site,

Not Knowing if i Could Survive Another Second, Every Second For The Entire 66 Months,

Including Around 33 Months, Before i Could Even Bear the Pain of Turning The Brightness Down on the

Screen to Write One Word Then; Yes, A Mountain of Pain Each Word Came to Be to Get my Mind off the

Suicide Disease That No Drug Would Touch Then; True, i Wished i Could Find One Person

Who Had Been to Where i Was And Recovered Then to A Life They Love Once Again…

i Could’t Find

Anyone to Give

me Any Hope of

Recovering; Even the
Doctors Offered no

Prognosis For That;

Yet i Found The Power
Within to Do it; And A Cure

of Meditating Free Dance and Song iN

Flow, NO Doctor Offered as An Alternative Then…

Life is More Than A Number; Life is Both Hell and Heaven For Real…

Moral oF A STory;

Live Your Best Life,

Whoever You ARE Now;

And God Yes, Respect The

Naysayers, Let Them Sink in Their Own
Mud if That Is What They Choose to Do in Life…

SMiLes, Biden Continues to Surf The Waves
Naysayers Create

With Ease…

For He’s
Seen and
Done Some

Darkness in Life too…

And Come Out on the Other Side Whole
Enough to Get the Jobs of Life Done For Real…

True, it Takes a Glass Half And Less Full Person to Do It too…


Yes! Hey! We Are
Celebrating Our
33rd Anniversary
Today With SMiles
Dear Hawaii
Wishes To You🏝🙏🙌☺️

Just A Fancy
Way Of Saying
Meditating Indeed

Losing All Time Space
Distance And Matters

Of Worries
Yes With
Of Tick
Tock CLocK
Hand Deadlines
LoSinG THaT Mind

Such A Heavenly DeLiGHT
At Least For Those Able to Fully


Mr Gottfried
With Heavenly
SMiles So Deep Within
All It Takes For me IS A Free
FLoWinG Meditating Dance



Get Stoned

Yet Not me HEhe
No FroZeN SouL

SMiLes Dear Anna Hehe After A Somewhat ‘Hypomanic’ Yet Still Effortless iN Ease Now

Balance New of 17,899 Miles of Public Dance And 11.4 MiLLioN Words of EPiC Long Form

Poem So Fully iLLusTRaTeD With Around 130,000 Photos And 10,000 or So

Videos to Accompany All Those Free Verse Long Form Poem Words in the Same

9 Years And 6 Months of Effort As True There Are No ‘Sistine Chapel

Ceilings’ to Paint Fresh Art on WHeRE i Am From WHeRE

At Least i Surely Wouldn’t Be ALLoWeD to Do That

With mY Style of Painting Hehe For the

All in All Deepest in me Perhaps

It is Different For Say

Someone Like me in the

Dead Zone For 66 Months

to Find Balance Yet WHeRE i Continue

To Be i Am Now So Deep Within A Balance

WHeRE my Finger Tips Continue to Become

The Weight of my Body With Twinkle Toes too in

A Flow of Both Meditating Free Dance And Song

Is An Answer for Peace Within in Balance Enough

With No Fear to Sail Peacefully NoW iN LoVE

Through All the Waves Lower And or Higher

Newly Now Life Brings Hehe my Psychiatrist

Says Yes He Wishes More Folks He

Sees And Listens to Could

Find This Kind

of Balance i

Bring As He Doesn’t
Mind Checking His Blood

Pressure When i am Present Quarterly As Such

As Yes i am the One Person Who Doesn’t Make
His Now Growing Older Middle Age Blood Pressure Go Up…

Even More… God Yes LoVE iN Peace
And This Is Life mY FRiEnD For me

And Looking All Around At Nature

And Feeling And Sensing All Around

Within This Seems to Be Key the Peace

Without Fear the iNHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG

Love That Finger Tips Twinkle Toes in Balance

With Weight of Body Do Bring at Least For me Yet

Truly As ‘They’ Relate Different Love Languages

Surely A Flavor of Heaven on Earth Within May

Be Somewhat Different For Everyone And
For That Matter Purgatory or Hell on Earth

Too As my Kind of Heaven Would

Surely Be A Nightmare for

my Very Introverted

Reserved And

Shy Wife as We
Celebrate 33 Years
of Marriage Today on
‘Fat Tuesday’ With Her
53rd Birthday Still to Come on
Easter Sunday A Key to Our Success

is i Accept Her Differences so ‘Polar’ Opposite
From me And She Accepts mine too in Every Way

too No Need For Secrets ThiS Way As i Have No

Secrets to Keep From the Great Within Either

With SMiles mY FRiEnD True i Could Go

On Forever Dancing And Singing

Love Free Forever Now New

Indeed This Is What the

Wind Does Flows

Over all Boundaries

And Creates A Force of

Water to Overcome All Obstacles in Ease

Of Course the Key is Threading The Halls of

Sanity Making TWiLiGHT Our Home Forever New Now…

Yet Really

only in
my one
Unique View

Yes It’s True We All View Do Our
UNiVeRSES Differently And in ThiS
Way Ironically We aRe All ‘Only
Sons and or Daughters’ of

God For Real The

Great All In All

Just MaKinG

Our Way Within

At Best to me Finding

Best LoVE iN Peace

Now to Co-Create

With All in All

For Real

With SMiLes…

Fortunately i am Able
to Shine my LiGHT
Without Blinding
myself with

DarK as

You Surely Understand

Parts of WHeRE i CoMe
From Dear Anna With SMiLes..:)

Science provides the tools for Creature Comfort.
Love is the Art that Lives within that makes life worth living.

For me at least, it’s Worthy of Thanks and Praise and
Great Glory/Worship. In fact, I call Love Literally God.

Any Potential of True Genius





When You LiVELoVE With Focus in
Meaning and Purpose When Every
Step And Word Becomes A Holy
And Sacred Fearless Dance And Song

When “The Call of the Wild” in Creative
Genius Dies So Does the Lone Wolf
Spirit No Longer Fearless And Free

If True Original Creativity Nietzsche Identifies ‘Overman’
From the Herd Per Do Survives Who They Live With Can’t Be


Helium Balloons Must
Be Grounded Or They Go
Away And Don’t Come Back
This Wouldn’t Be Possible Without

‘My Anchor’

There Are Boats, Sails, And Anchors;
All Three Make Rough Seas And Safe
Harbors Possible Potential Still Surviving

Wings, Books, And Things
True Those Aren’t Arms
Yet It’s Hard To See The
Feathers Attached

For They
Are Fingers
That Bring

The Joy
Of Flying

Over Bringing
A Smile To Your

Face Now i Truly
Realize The Echo
And Sound Of


As Long
As It Exists

So Happy
To Bring

Of Wings To You

my Dear Brave FRiEnD☺️🌈🏝

A Big Part of That🌞 🌚 🌝 ☁️
Is For Years When No
One Seemed to Care
You Were There

Sun Ever


About Moon
Reflecting Sunshine

No… Sun Stays By
Moon’s Side Even
When Clouds Cover Moon

Lovely Always Week Now to You

Yes Newly With Smiles of Sunshine More😊☺️🤗

SMiLes Dear Savvy One of my Favorite
Parts of a Movie is One Where Bruce
Lee “Turns The Other Cheek” Then By

Metaphor at Least
With Nothing to

Prove By Just
Launching A
Boat and Leaving

An Island of Confrontation
By Someone Who Wants to
Start A Fight With Him For

What is There to Prove When
We aRe Wind Without A Jar Newly Now

That Will Possibly Hold the Free Wind We aRe
Yes of Our SPiRiTS Prisoners From Being Allone



In Peace
And Harmony
Just Naked Enough
Whole Complete With

Nothing to Take Away
And Once Again With it
All To Give, Share, Care,
Heal So Freely With Least Harm

Oh to TrulY iNHaLE Peace Eternally
Now Oh The BLeSSinG BLiSSinG Just
To Be able to Exhale the Force of LoVE iN Peace
Free For All With Most Respect Least Harm Giving
Sharing Caring Healing iN JoY oF LiGHT Naked


One Love
And Island
Enough to Survive
And Thrive ThiS Way Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Lillian Orchard
Flower Feelings Are Real Senses

Are Real And No Matter Form, Fashion,
or Style of Poetry That Brings Feelings And

Senses The Essence

Is What’s Really

Real What A Gift
Poetry is to Color
Real And Deeper Feelings and

Senses Within As True IMaGiNaTioN
And Creativity


Will Paint
Brush Both
Master Peace Canvas Open
Source of Soul And Body Whole
Every Square Inch And Beyond
Infinity That No Measure Will Ever


of Love
When Wind
Free iMaGiNinG
CReaTinG New Feelings
New Colors of Senses Nary

Ever ‘Fore

Always New
Fresh NoW As A
Lilly Blooms Real in Colors More
Or SHades of Grey or BLacK Abyss
All the Above So Much More Painting
ALL That Is NoW Ours to BREaTHE REaL..:)

An Ocean of Gratitude
Still Ours to Paint Waves
Always RiSinG


More To Water
Color Oceans New

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa…

Every Miss-Take


Path to
A Brand

And SonG
Out of DarK NoW
to Give to Play and
Slay Fear Even More..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Only Human
And Somewhat
Like Vehicles and
Vessels Yes Automobiles

Where Mileage Varies
Depending on Make

And Model

Of Us
We Do Run
Out of Gas
Requiring New

Fuel to Move to Speak
To Dance And Sing Freer

Reborn ThiS Way
We Come When

A New

to Move Our
Vehicles And
Vessels Rebirthing Anew..:)

Ah Yes Dear Anna

i Recently Related to
A FRiEnD When She
Said She Wanted To

Be A FRiEnD Forever


i Am Ocean

Dropping From

Skies Leaves


From Trees

When You Feel ‘me’

On YouR Shoulders

i Am Here

With You Yes
i Never Go Now
Away Of Course

Not All Folks Feel


iN Peace

‘i Am’

Is WitH SMiles 💨🍁💧

Holy CR8P, Dear Lord, Marjorie Taylor Green
Calls for ‘National Divorce;’ ‘Splitting’

The Country Up Into One Red And

Other Blue Part, According to Red

States and Blue States AS Such;

Face Palms Forest Thick in

The Deeper States South; Yes,

As Already in Matt Gaetz And

DeSaTaNiS and TRuMP Country

The Local Officials Are Banning Books

in Schools Based on Homophobic And

Transphobic And ‘Other Color’ Discrimination Input From ‘Parents’

AS Such All the Way From Black And White to Rainbow Colors for Real…

You Know What; of Course

She Already Understands

This Reality, And Of Course

If She Really Got Her CR8ppy

So-Called Wish As Folks Already Are

(She’d Really Be CR9PPinG Her Pants)

Bonding and Binding Yes Around The

DarK Holy CR8P That God Yes Ignorance,

Fear, Anger, And Hate Yes Brings in Terms

Now of Adrenaline Hormones And Dopamine

Addictions Same As Fear and Anger Brings

Against Some Real or Imaginary Devil Enemy;

Or Even For Some Imaginary Or Real Angel Ally More

Focused on the Warm Feelings of Oxytocin; Not So

‘God Dammed’


By Ignorance,
Fear, Anger, And Or
Hate Against ‘The Other’…

Yawn, THere is A Better Way of ‘Religion’ Than That Hehe…

Chickens Are Making Noise Again; Let Them Lay Their Eggs in Peace
And or What
Gets Stuck




For It’s

True For

They ‘Left’ Behind…

It’s Worth Noting That Deciding Someone

Is Not Worth Someone’s Time to Learn Anything

New Based on One Ignorant Sounding Comment

Is Also A Way

of ‘Categorical

Thinking’ Just to Be Clear…

It’s Amazing How Much Roses Grow in Manure As Well

As Elite Colleges and Degrees Piled Higher and Deeper too hehe…

No Offense…

Just Simple Wisdom…

i’ve Learned More From
Folks With Lower Than

70 IQ’s As Far as LoVE iN Peace

Goes Than All the Book Learning in the World…

Yet Again, IF One Only Depends on ‘Standard
IQ’ For ‘Wisdom’


Folks Fail

Higher Level Living in LoVE iN Peace

And War as Well and Minor Skirmishes too…

i Have Several Higher Level
Degrees too Numbering 3 Yes…

Yet i’ve Learned More About Life

From a Feral Cat Than All the ‘Book Learning’ in the World…

It Was A Bit Disconcerting at Age 47, to Admit i Basically Knew

Nothing of Real Import of Life, After 33 Years of Work And 3 Degrees,

Retiring Early With the Federal Government At A Marine Major Rate of Civilian Pay…

Yet Never

The Less,

Life Teaches

More Than Words Ever ‘Real’…

Or Ever ‘Will’ If Ya Wanna Nit Pick
Spelling Errors With Deeper Meanings Hehe…

Other Than That At Best, Never the Less, ‘The Ignorant’
Learn More From

‘The Educated’…

If They Are Willing

to Actually
Listen To And
See Larger Stories..:)

Dear Savvy
With SMiles
Of Togetherness☺️🙏

SMiles Dear FRiEnD It
Matters Not How Far
Away Close Is for
Weathers Or
Seasons of
Cold When
Love Breathes
Unconditional True

Hellooove To You Too
With SMileS UNconditional
Shining Spreading Truly Warm

So HeaR i Am Again ☺️
With my Never Ending
Warm Love For my Indian
Canadian Dear FRiEnD

So What’s New
With You No
Worries No

Need to

i Am Here
Is Spring

my Only
Job To
To Your Winter
Cold 🥶 With SMiles

Hehe Mr Gottfried
This Isn’t excactly
‘Schitt Creek’ or ‘Green
Acres’ or Even the Other
Side of That Coin ‘The

Yet Where i
Live Literally
In The Past Yes
Called “Scratch
Ankle” And Before
That God Yes “Hell”

As The Folks Landing
On The River Banks
Off Of Old Ships Yes
Crowded With Briar

Bushes Delivering

Pine to This Mill

Town Were not
Happy Campers

Leaving Enough
Dark Pine Resin

In The River
Where i
Am Raised

On That Same
Plot of Land Down
Town on The River
Front Named Black
Water River True Trivia

Too They Changed

The Land i Was
Raised On To
A Town Park
To Celebrate
4th Of July
Events and
The Such With
Bands on The
Blackwater River

And That Was Before
The Local’s Even Named
me Famous, Hero, And
Living Legend For A Holy

Fool’s Dance In Public
9 Years And 6 Months
17,899 Miles And Oh!
By The Way Today

“Fat Tuesday”

Is Our 33rd Anniversary
Next Big Event My Wife’s


On Easter

Jesus F in Christ
Most Folks Don’t
Even Know Our


The Folks
Who Give
Away SMiles

Every Where They
Go Wife “Eve” The Boss

me of

And The
Of Our Modest
Garden Of Eden

This Go Around


Still the
Only One
Cheers Dear
Mr Gottfried
May you Attain

Similar Riches
In Life For Being Foolish🃏🥂

i Share the “Depth of
The Story” On The
“Wrong Planet”

All 2.4 MiLLioN
Words Now With

Select Members Of

The Community
THE Entire “SonG
oF mY SouL” EPiC
Longest Long Form

Bible Poem 11.4
MiLLioN Words
In 9 Years And
6 Months Too

Oh God Yes Yes

Is Just Too Big
oF A River to
Open Up with
Even Newest
iPhones Yawn

Falling Behind


Once Again

As i Whip Its
Ass ‘Terminator 2’




To Get The
Damned Job Done 👍

“Hell”… 😈 🔥 😇

Thanks so
Much! An
Celebration 🎉
It Shall Be At
iHop With The
Usual Romantic
Walmart Dance

On Fat Tuesday

Will Seem To

Again ❤️☺️
Love Freddy
33 Years It Is 🥚

Ah Yes Dear Savvy The Feelings Now
New The Senses FLoWinG Head To Toe

The Synergy of All the Energies of

Emotions Moving Us Before

Even Reasons Come to

Play or More


Ways of Being

Even Words Without

Colors May Be Empty

Shells on Beaches Without

Any Sea Life to Build More Real

Homes of Life to LiVE And LoVE ReaL

As The Mighty Nautilus Does As Oliver

Wendell Holmes Suggests “Build Thee

More Stately Mansions” Yet Do Not

Let The Sea Creature of Feelings

And Senses Die For This is

What Moves Most All

Cognitive Executive

Functioning of Both Art and
Science Yes Most Short Term
Working Memory Long Term

Memory Retrieval and Focus

And Attention Span too

Without This Life

Going Sea


Within No More
Sistine Chapel Ceilings
Painted All With Original Art

Of Days Gone By Or Now New With SMiLes

HeART Beats HeART Beats Make LoVE ReaL…

For Whatever

May CoMe LoVE iN Peace

To Life Truer NoW NeW As Freer Breath..:)



Life Our Garden Worth

Blooming As We




For Real With SMiLes Faith
iN Every Color Dreaming New Dance

Song Freely Now BRinGS Dear Savvy Breathing..:)

At Best We Step And Word

All of Life in Co-Creation

Holy And Sacred Love For

All iN Freer Dances And Songs

Every Act of Kindness Yes Faith
For Appreciating All iN All Loving
iN Peace Moving Connecting So Very Free

WiTH All Of Nature With SMiLes Dear Kiran..:)

iNDeeD Nature of Happiness

Gives in Balance With No

Expect of Return Then
When Receive Comes

Dear Kiran

Just More

To Give

SMiLes So Kind..:)

Yes It’s Really Sad When the Youngest FLoWeRS

Among Us May Be iN So Much Desperate Need

For Mental Health Dear Akshita as in A Richest

First World Country in the United States

Recently Reports 57 Percent of Teenage

Girls Are Depressed Lonely and Sad

And A Third Have Considered Suicide

THEiR LiFE’S LiGHT With Colors

Sadly Put Out Blind to

The Warmth That

Wonder Years Touch

Youth Once Brings Then
As It Used to Be Happiness
Is Most When Young And Old

Before the Hands of Time
Trap Us in CLoCK Hands

of Deadlines For This

That and ‘The Other Things’ too

So Many Things and Not Enough

Warm Humanity to Hug With SMiLes For Real…

Lovely Deeply Touching Poem Thanks mY FRiEnD..:)

SMiLes At Best Dear Cindy

Faith is Appreciation in

The Act of Loving All of

Existence We Can And Will

Muster As Flag of Our Soul in Peace


We aRe With SMiLes i Understand

Snow Flakes Are in the San Francisco

Area Another Wonder

of Nature to

Take Refuge in

Particularly Hehe

When Only Flurries

Gently Tickling the

Nature of Wonder With
SMiLEs Lovely Poem mY FRiEnD..:)

Lovely… Only
Poetry Shines
What Moon



LoVE New Sun Now
Fuller Wings BREaTHE
FRee All That ReMains





Of Love With SMiles
Dark Sides of Moon No Lies


Pleasure And Pain Night And Day Dark
And Light Then Comes Love Arriving to
Save A Day of Night Air to Breathe Again So Free

Fear The Terrorist
Tool All Cultures
And People

Use For



What Otherwise

Will Serve For LoVE iN

Places Now



Secrets oF Lies Bleed
Indeed Yes Sohair LoVE iN
Peace Must Never Be Afraid



Up Off

Knees And
Roar “Naked
Unafraid of


Clothed “Greater”
With Fear Anger And Hate



Lies That

Take Away
Justice Truth’s
Breath Wisdom’s

Courage Kindness



LoVE iN Peace Never
LoSinG Truth Set Free iN LiGHT🌺

It Happens True FLoWinG
Words Become
Organic Essence God Love

Trust The
Truth The Love
Who Never Goes To
Sleep NoW iN DaY Or


Love Hears

Sees Dances Sings

Freely No Longer

Tethered As only

Faith oF Old Stones🌟

ALWaYS NoW Paradise Real
SPRinG FLoWeRS Samreen
Beautiful With Kindness
Of SMiLes
Not Unlike
Green Gulf
Waters In Qatar🇶🇦

A Soul Of Love One Building
Breathing For Real One Must
Always Add Leaves For Living Trees

Waves Go out And
Come in Always
Make Most
Shores Smiling
More In Flow of Balance
Yes Flow Dear Astha SMiles☺️🌊

Finding A Little White Flower
Sprouting Through The
Concrete Sidewalk
Walking Away
After The
Silence of my
Mother’s Last
Breath on 2.22.2017
6 Years Ago Tonight

Then i Found my Mother’s
Breath in The Small White
Flower, Everyone’s Breath

All of




The Little White
Flower Is Breath

Of God As All Is
FLoWeRS Small
And Hidden From
View Different Yet

SaMe God


NoW NeW Existence We

A Best Part of Being Human

Is We May Value And Feel the
Same Sacred And Holy Feelings

That Are Genuine, Sincere, Authentic

Whole Human Happiness

And Joy

A Grain
of Sand

Same As The
Grand Canyon

As Both the Mountain
Top And The Valley Lowest
Have the Potential to Create
A Human Mountain of Love For Real Within

To Stand Taller Upon NoW iN Terms of Shine

Truly It Depends on What We Appreciate So Much
Co-Create Within Always At Best Giving, Sharing,

Caring, Healing Newly
Now Even More Freely
For Giving Thanks Giving
WHere Giving Feels Even Better

Than Receiving

Like MaKinG
A Grain of
Sand Feel
Sense A

Whole and
More Joy Within Shining
Even Perhaps too Big or Bright to See…
Never The Less Sun is Always Warm Within my FRiEnD…

It’s Like Truly Getting Inspired by a Poem Someone else
Wrote too like the Quotes You Share Such As This One HeaR too…

“To see a World in a Grain of Sand.
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower.
Hold Infinity in the palm of your
hand. And Eternity in an hour.”

-William Blake

~Poetry is
A Mountain
That Continues RiSinG
DanCinG Higher Than Verses Before

No Different Than The Origin of All That is mY FRiEnD…


“That you are here—that life exists and identity,

That the powerful play goes on, and you may
contribute a verse.”

-Walt Whitman

“So What Will Your Verse Be?”

-Robin Williams, Playing the
Role of “John Keating” From the
Movie, “The Dead Poet’s Society”

“Net Flix”
Watch For
Inspiration too…

A Shorter
Version too As True
Even Commercials Will

Be Art

So Inspiring
As Long as We

Don’t Buy, Hehe too much..;)

SMiles Dear Candie it’s
So True We aRe Only NoW
As Young As We aRe aLiVe NeW
Inhaling Peace ExhalinG LoVE iN

How Different
The World Will
Be Naked Enough
Whole Complete
One Body One

Blood of

For Every
62 Has Never
Felt Younger
SPiRiT Ruling
All In All LoVE iN


And Song
Free in All
FLoW NowLY NeW☺️❤️

Stars Seen to Never End in Skies Above HeaRinG

So Below Within Inside Outside All Around

Stars of Creativity Burn Bright iMaGiNaTioN

Stars of
Burning Bright
Within Nice to See
You Shining Again Dear Akshita
In Creativity of SMiLes So Very Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy

iF LiGHT Will

Be Measured By
Shine Shall Sun
We Give Within Be

Easy to Grasp As Happiness
Is Surely When Give Becomes

Same As Receive in Life For Give
Thanks For Giving May Become

Receive Newly Now
What We Really
Do Have Control
Over Happiness
Within We Give For Free

Mastering Love ThiS Way
In Balance So Much Easier Sooner
Than Waiting For Soon Returns With SMiLes..:)

Oh Dear Lord Too
Much Valentine’s
Candy on My
End Too Yes
Bring on The Gym🙌🙏

True Mr Gottfried
THE Easter 🐣 Egg
Is On Her Way Sooner

Than Soon 🥚🏝☺️🙏

SMiLes Dear Anna my
Last Visit Probably
A Long Enough

Trip on my Beach Hehe

in Short i’ll Just Dance and

Sing What We Express of Our

Emotions and Senses in Positivity

in Belief of WHere We aRe Now

Means Every Part Whole For

WHeRE We Travel New

Next Now So For

me Again Yes my
Religion is MaKinG
Every Move Holy Dance
Every Word Sacred Song

That So Far Leaves Only

Room For Heaven Within

Always A Tight Rope Higher

And Higher in Effortless

‘Wu Wei’ Ease i am

The Water The

Air The Waves

The Ocean
The Wind in Balance
FRiEnDS With Gravity
Free Bliss LoVE iN Peace…

Breathing God Free WiTHiN For
Real Inside Outside Above So
Below God Yes All Around Real Peace In Love..:)

iNDeeD Dear Anna Our Reality to Survive Often Requires

Us to Wear Masks to Survive And Surely Please Target

Audiences The Same to Continue to Generate

Revenue to Do the Same Whether Free

Lance Or Working for An

Employer As Such Hehe

There is Realistically No Way i Could
Do What i Do Now or Be Free to Be me if

i Had the Kind of Job Before Then Where All that

Was Left of me at the End of the Day That Was Still

Always On Call Was to Do Something Totally Mindless Yes

That Required Neither Analytical Thought or A Deeper Flow

of Creativity Than Just A TV Show or Perhaps A Video Game

That Didn’t Go Anywhere at All or Oh Dear my Father’s Nightmare

i Saw of Him in Law Enforcement 46 Years Just Watching Cars

Go ‘Round and ‘Round A Track And Selling ‘NASCAR’ Stuff at

A Flea Market Ingrained into the Same Routine Till the Day

He Dropped Dead Just Casually Telling my Cousin He

Didn’t Think He Was Gonna Make it At And That Was

It Suddenly No “NASCAR” Stuff Left to Sell at

The Flea Market Yet It’s True It Got Him

Him Through The Friction of Each Day

of Retirement for 12 Years including Buying

500 Dollars of Lottery Tickets Each Week His Golden

Age Flavor Then Yes That Worked Okay For Him

As His 4th Marriage Died Early Shortly After
She Retired Which Left Him Buying New

Packages of Clothes to Hell
With Washing Old Ones

As He Had Enough

Money to Do


the Hell He Wanted

to Do SMiLes i Gave up
A Quarter of A Century to the
Same Federal Employer And toward
the Last 5 years of 5 Job Changes and

Temporary Promotions Then During New
Federal Reductions in Force That Ironically

Doubled my Pay For my ‘High 3 Years’ For

Early Retirement As They Were

Doing Their Best

to Keep What
They Called me
a ‘Valuable Commodity’
For Information Technology
And Financial Management although
That Really Did Not Have much to Do
With the Positions i was Promoted For

Never the Less Eventually After i Recovered
Out of 19 Work Related Stress Disorders Free

To Wear Whatever Wings i care to Fly With

Now Whereas Before Was A Perfect Storm

of Hell Now is the Same of Heaven on

Earth Within As All the Pieces

Fell Back together

For Humpty


Hehe For Real
Just Like The Inheritance
of the Super Systemizing
Asperger’s Syndrome from
my Father’s Side And Thank God Opposites

Do Attract For the Fair Skin And Voted Best
Figure in 11th And 12th Grade my Mother and
Her Eventual Publishing Poet Way in Creativity

(6th Anniversary of Her Death Today on 2.22.23)

While Like Many Folks on Her Side of the Family
With Bi-Polar Spectrum Related Challenges She

Somewhat Struggled to Thread Her Halls Of Life
Sadly Addicted to Right Wing Evangelistic Politics
On TV As i’ve Seen So Many Elders More Subject
to the ‘Power of Suggestions’ Fall to Whatever is

Spoon Fed to them
Whether Fear, Anger,
And Hate of ‘the other’

Disseminated By the
Church or On the Poison
of The Radio and TV i’ve even
Seen it Happen to Folks With Advanced

Degrees Recently Using the Oddest Kinds of ‘Rational
Justification’ For What is Brain Washed of Them For Real

Fortunately For me i Can Do iRobot of Logic on The Flip

of A Dime as Easy As Creativity Now it Was the Creativity

That i Struggled to Do For 53 Years And it Was the ‘iRobot’

That Took So Many Colors of Life Away So in my Case

Both So-called Disorders Balance Each Other

Out As Only Gift NoW As Long as i am

The Captain of my Ship

Fair Winds and Following

Seas Through Higher and Lower

Waves of Storms of Life So Far in
9 Years And 6 Months For How i Sail

my Ship With Anchors of Asperger’s

Syndrome and Smooth Sails of the Bi-Polar

Spectrum More Aligned With the Hyperthymic

Personality of my Mother That Usually is More

Magnetic to Others Than Polarizing in Person at least

Hehe as i’ve learned to Wear A Mask of Small Talk

And Southern ‘Drawl’ HAha When Necessary

to Fit in Warmly Enough Not to Blow

Anyone’s Mind too Much

For What They

Aren’t Quite
Ready New to

Experience yet
And of Course there
is an On and Off Button
For me Online With Smiles hehe…

My Mother Did Not Fall into the Dungeon

She Stayed Unusually Happy Just to Breathe

Yet Oh Dear Lord the Power of Suggestion Drove Her
Wherever Those Folks Who Manipulate Others in Church

And On TV
And Radio

Wanted Her to

Go Just no Escaping

That Anyone Else

Could Bring to Her

Sadly Making Money

off of Older Folks ThiS Way oF Lies…

A Way of Life That Sadly is Still Spreading
in Pandemic Ways As Long AS Humans

Have Been Followers of Whatever

Stories That Come Their Way…

i Write, Direct And Play

my Own Story For Real

Yet i am only Human too…

i Suppose if i Had Not Have
Developed This Ability i Too

Would Be Following Someone
Else’s Story And Perhaps Just
A Spectator of Life Watching TV
or Still Playing the same Mindless
Snow Boarding Video Game Or Even
Watching Colorful Cars (Or Other Sports)

Race Round
And Round

A Track for
Hours Best Wishes

To You Dear FRiEnD
At Best We Do the Best
We can With the Challenges
At Hand And BLacK Abyss

Through Grey SHades

Through Even Potential
Beyond Rainbow Colors As Well
And ‘Traditionally’ New This is What

Bi-Polar Kinda Artists Bring Back For
Others to Feel and Sense in Other Avenues

of Life The BLacK Abyss of Hell and All the

New Colors of Heaven As It’s True So Many Folks

Are Basically in the

Tween of Grey
SHaDeS of

to Finish the

Wash, Rinse, Dry
Cycles of Every Day

As They Just Don’t have
the Resources to Buy ‘New
Clothes’ to Wear Every Day

That’s Another Part of my
‘Perfect Storm of Heaven’

my Wife Insists The Garbage
Can Must Be ‘3.33’ Inches from

The Curb She Says She Does it
All Better Than me And i Say Honey

Do Whatever You Wanna Do So She
Basically Does it All As that is Her Particular


Gift and
of Love

in Service
to Others

too Fortunately
Indeed Mostly me

Just another ‘Wendy’
Freeing the Wings of ‘Pan’ For Real
Yet in this Case hehe her name is Katrina
That means Pure and my Mother’s Name
Helen That Means Light Gifted With Such

A Radiant
SMiLe And

An Archetype
of The ‘Fair Mother’ Indeed…

my Father Rarely Broke a Smile
Yet He Rarely to Ever Expressed Fear
That Part i Finally Inherited From Him too…

The Part He Left With When i Was 3 Just
Leaving me With SMiLes And no Claws of
Fearless to Extend…

Oldest Story Ever

Told Beauty

And ‘the Beast’
Again mY FRiEnD..:)

Labels Often Restrict More

Than Free Dear Miriam

Such is the

Beast That Only

Clothes Us Yet

Leaves Our
Essence Bare

As Every Word
Now Is Less Than
What It Represents New

Labels Labels Everywhere

(Human Definitions Vary)

Until We Lose The Essence
oF THE Nature of Who We Really Are..:)

Let’s Looks at Folks Who Have Written Entire Books

on the Study of Human Development And So-Called

Faith From Both Secular and University Accredited Theologians As Such too…

From the Top of Maslow’s Pyramid of Human Development (No Specific Religion Required):

“In his later years, Abraham Maslow explored a further dimension of motivation, while criticizing his original vision of self-actualization.[13][14][15][16] By this later theory, one finds the fullest realization in giving oneself to something beyond oneself—for example, in altruism or spirituality. He equated this with the desire to reach the infinite.[17] “Transcendence refers to the very highest and most inclusive or holistic levels of human consciousness, behaving and relating, as ends rather than means, to oneself, to significant others, to human beings in general, to other species, to nature, and to the cosmos”.[18]”

Fowler’s Stages of Faith (No Specific Religion Required):

“Stage 0 – “Primal or Undifferentiated” faith (birth to 2 years), is characterized by an early learning of the safety of their environment (i.e. warm, safe and secure vs. hurt, neglect and abuse). If consistent nurture is experienced, one will develop a sense of trust and safety about the universe and the divine. Conversely, negative experiences will cause one to develop distrust with the universe and the divine. Transition to the next stage begins with integration of thought and language which facilitates the use of symbols in speech and play.

Stage 1 – “Intuitive-Projective” faith (ages of three to seven), is characterized by the psyche’s unprotected exposure to the Unconscious, and marked by a relative fluidity of thought patterns.[4] Religion is learned mainly through experiences, stories, images, and the people that one comes in contact with.

Stage 2 – “Mythic-Literal” faith (mostly in school children), stage two persons have a strong belief in the justice and reciprocity of the universe, and their deities are almost always anthropomorphic. During this time metaphors and symbolic language are often misunderstood and are taken literally.

Stage 3 – “Synthetic-Conventional” faith (arising in adolescence; aged 12 to adulthood) characterized by conformity to authority and the religious development of a personal identity. Any conflicts with one’s beliefs are ignored at this stage due to the fear of threat from inconsistencies.

Stage 4 – “Individuative-Reflective” faith (usually mid-twenties to late thirties) a stage of angst and struggle. The individual takes personal responsibility for his or her beliefs and feelings. As one is able to reflect on one’s own beliefs, there is an openness to a new complexity of faith, but this also increases the awareness of conflicts in one’s belief.

Stage 5 – “Conjunctive” faith (mid-life crisis) acknowledges paradox and transcendence relating reality behind the symbols of inherited systems. The individual resolves conflicts from previous stages by a complex understanding of a multidimensional, interdependent “truth” that cannot be explained by any particular statement.

Stage 6 – “Universalizing” faith, or what some might call “enlightenment”. The individual would treat any person with compassion as he or she views people as from a universal community, and should be treated with universal principles of love and justice.”

Where i Live in A Land of ‘Tradition’ That Used to Have the Guinness World Record For Most Churches

in Locality Per Capita As Well As Many Military Installations of Discipline and Tradition too As Also Yes
Assessed By Social Scientists Per Locality of Metro Area As A Most Difficult Place in the Entire United

States to ‘Be Different’ As of Course Tradition Naturally Separates ‘Us And Them’ As Part and Parcel

Of What Tradition Serves to Do; All Kinds of ‘Religions’/’Cultures’/’Politics’/’Philosophies’ That Bond

And Bind Folks Together STiLL Over Common Ideologies And Symbols Warmly And With Neurohormones

And Neurochemicals More Associated With Perceived Common Enemies in Ways of Fear, Anger, And Hate;

Yes, Ironically Con-Social Emotions Bind and Bond in DarK Ways Against the Perceived Other, Even if these

Religions Hypocritically

Insist They Are All Loving

Peaceful With An All Merciful

Forgiving God Even Turning the

Other Cheek And Loving The Enemy

Per One Quarterback of One Religion’s Favorite

‘God Man’ Leader That of Course Totally Contradicts

Itself by the End of that Story Chapter of Matthew, Written

By Whatever Ghost Author, Roman Greek Writing or Scribe Who

Later On Changed The Theme of the Story to Changing Human Sheep

Into Goats And Burning Them Forever For Not Feeding And Clothing The

Dude On the Street;

Even if The Homeless Dude May
Feel and Sense Naked, Enough,
Whole, Complete And Doesn’t Even

Need That Kind of Support in Life; Just
Emptying Their Pockets and Taking Off
Their Clothes Living off the Kindness of
Others As my Wife Volunteers to Help me ThiS Way too, Hehe…

Never Trust Sacred Text Without Humor; As Humor Comes More From
The Social-Empathic Artistic Real Open HeARTeD Spiritual Part of Life

With More Complex Emotions to Drive Life iN Peace And Love Than Fear,
Anger, And Hate Naturally Do Not; A Sure Signal too Per the Modern and

Respected Research of Scholar/Philosopher/Psychiatrist-Neuroscientist,

Iain McGilchrist As He Describes This As More of A Holistic Process of the Right

More Holistic, Intuitive, Feeling, Sensing Hemisphere of Mind That Brings a Bigger

Picture of Existence Unified All as One Away from Literal Black And White Processing

of the World Materially Reducing it to the point, Hehe of Caging A Concept of ‘God’

Into Something As Small Ranging From a Three Letter Word to An Antiquated Book
of 800,000 Words or So Called A Bible Hand Picked in Mix and Match Scripts by the

Same Roman Catholic

Empire Organization

That Protected Pedophiles

As to Not Impact The Hierarchy
Of the Power of the Catholic Church
Aligned the Same Way With the Roman

Empire Similar to How The Republican Party

in Its More ‘Evangelistic Black And White Literal

Thinking’ Allure of Religion That Subjugates, Controls,

And Masters Others for Gain of Power And Status too For Those

in Charge Falling Far Below An Ideology of LoVE iN Peace For Real;

Yet Remember Ya

Get the Add-Ons

of Changing Human
Sheep into Goats And

Burning Them Forever

As A Powerful Imaginary Stick

Or Virgins in Heaven or Whatever

Other Religions Promise As Carrots too

AS Humans Historically Have Created Stories

to Bond and Bind Over LiGHT and DarK Parts of

The Human Condition, to Both Provide Order and

Restrictions of Human Freedoms too; Particularly, Reproductive Freedoms;

And Particularly, Women’s Reproductive Freedoms to Keep Women in Awful Marriages too…

So What Are The Benefits That May Be Empirically Assessed About Religion Today; Well,

Some Folks Both Fall and Rise According to the “Power of Suggestion” Whether That

Includes A ‘Sugar Pill’ Like Jesus or A ‘Nocebo Pill’ Opposite From Placebo Like an

Imaginary Story Created Devil too; And Propagated Early By The Roman Empire

Catholic Church too; Does the Sugar Pill of Jesus Work; Well Yes No Different

Really Than the Sugar Pill From A Doctor Potentially Up to Remission of So-Called

Terminal Disease For Those Who Heal in A Way That Science Cannot Even Discretely

Measure in Process Other than the End Effects of Remedy of Condition That Comes…

Also Per Religion Folks Bond Warmly In Community Per Whatever Group Activity

They May Mutually and Consensually Agree to Do Per the Real Healing Force

of Oxytocin That Literally Lessens Anxiety and Pain too Yes

The Natural Social Drug of Warm Loving Cooperation

Together With Plentiful Flesh and Blood Hugs too…

Our Subconscious Minds Are

So Far Beyond Scientific

Measure Per Process; And

Even our Conscious Minds too;

Yep, We Can and Will Observe

And Materially Reduce Much of the

Physical World; Yet the Great Within is

The Place We All Must Look To Find Answers

That Work For Us As Each Human Being Perceives

A Different Universe of Existence as Neuroscience Shows

We Basically Hallucinate Our Realities Now Based on the
Hallucinations We Co-Create With Our Environments Before;

All Unique,

And Ever

Changing For Real;

If You Ask Folks Who Jesus, Or God,

Or What Christianity Is Supposed to Mean

You Do You End Up With Plus 45,000 Denominations

Globally-Wide Plus Different View Points on Each One From

Each and Every Person in Every Pew as Indeed as An Anthropology,

Participant Observer, Actually Trained ThiS Way By Collegiate Means;

i’ve Been Studying This

Subject Intensely, Globally For Many

Years And i’ll Tell You One God Damned

‘Thing’ for Sure; NOPE, i Surely Didn’t Find

So-called God or Faith in Any Religion i Studied;

However, i took the Advice of Many Historical Sages

Including ‘Luke 17:21’ and Found Faith in Flow and

Oneness With All That is Through A Flow of Free Dance

And Song in Free Verse Poetry Just like i am Doing Now For Real;

While i Love to Sing Each Week in The Catholic Church as they Provide

Uplifting Songs That Just Don’t Completely Focus on Worshipping One

God Man to Come back From the Dead From 2000 or So Years ago Again…

As Hey, i Have
FRiEnDS All around

The World, in Many Other

Religions With Even More

Unusual Traditions They

Bond and Bind Over Per

Symbols and Ideologies, Unique too;

And God Yes, They All Provide Different

Views From The Same So-called Religions too…

i Live a Life of No Illusory Fears in Total LoVE iN Peace

It’s A Practice of Life, Far Beyond Just Going to A Church

And Eating a Placebo Sugar Pill Wafer of Jesus With a Bit

of Wine Before the Pandemic took That Alcohol Away to Share hehe…

As True Lots

of Folks Use

Alcohol For

Their Faith to Live too…

For True in my View Faith

Is Whatever Makes Us LoVE iN Peace For

Real God Yes iNCaRNaTE As such As the

Wind Free That Never Fears to LoVE iN Peace,

Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating ThiS Way,

Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing For All With Most

Respect and Least Harm iN JoY oF LiGHT Yes iNHaLinG

Peace ExhalinG LoVE FRiEnDS With Gravity As Every Move;

Finger Tips Twinkle Toes FLoWinG Weight of Body in Balancing

May Become

Holy Dance

And Every Word

May Become Sacred

Song Always Moving,
Connecting, Co-Creating

In Meditative Flow FRiEnDS With Gravity

As Peace Becomes Us Head to Toe in Balance

With No Illusory Fears as A Free Dance in Bio-Feedback

Will Naturally Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses THiS Way

Head to Toe Making Us more Empathic By Not Only Utilizing More

of Our Right Hemisphere Mind Potentials Yet Also Developing More

of Our Cerebellum Potentials That Are Now Associated With Empathy and


Emotions too;

True We aRe More

Than Just A Cerebrum too hehe…

As The More Integrated and Balanced

We Become Head to Toe the More Our

Minds and Our Experience of Life ALL OVeR

Become Unified Too Reaching Potential What

Fowler Describes As Universalizing Love For All

As Faith Inherent As Compassion For All Brings

in Higher Human Vibrations, Frequencies, in Synergies
of Energies; God Yes For Real oF Feelings And Senses
That Comprise Our Human Emotions in Synergy

That Lift Us Up

More Than


Emotions Leave
Us in Misery Loves
Company as A Real Addiction

To the Adrenaline Neurohormones
And Hits of Dopamine a Life of Fear,
Anger, And Hate May Bring too Until

IT Wears Us Down

Into Miserable

Human Beings

With Potential Frowns

in Pews With the Same Frowns

After Getting Their Sugar Pill of Jesus

Without Understanding That Faith is Much

Deeper Than Words in A Book Grasping For

Control in A More Material Reducing Word Think

More Restricted to Left Hemisphere Ways of Processing Life Experience

As Iain McGilchrist Shows in His Research, Left Hemisphere Ways of Processing

The World Are More Devoid in Creating and Understanding Metaphor and Humor For

Real As Well As Processing More Complex Pro-Social Emotions too; Yet Let’s Remember

Science Still Has No Empirical Way to Discretely Fully Measure How the Processes of Our Conscious

And Subconscious Minds Work Within Per Each Unique Human Being; Nope, We Can’t Alone Use A

Tool to Read

Real Organic


SoULS ThiS Way;

It’s Up to Us, PerhapS

With a Little Help from
FRiEnDS to Find Our Own

Paths That Work For Us

For Unity New Now With All

That is LoVE iN Peace FoR ReaL

Or True the ‘Other Places’ too…

i Try Out the parts of Other Religions

That May Assist me too; And Toss Away

The Chaff From the Wheat into ‘Gehenna’

to Stay For Real

As in the Bible

‘Gehenna’ Is not a Mythical

Place; it is Literally A Garbage

Dump Where You Dispose of What You Don’t Want;

Sadly, Most Religion Disposes of Some Diversity of

Humankind That Keeps Our Species Overall Stronger

Like Greater Empathy That Folks of Diverse Gender
And Sexual Orientations Bring And the Neurodiverse

Among Us As Well; And Every Other Difference that

More Closed Minded Folks Want to Erase From the

World As ‘They’

Just Don’t
Have ‘Eyes

And Ears’ to


See/HEaR The Benefit

of All Parts of Reality

DarK Thru LiGHT too…

Oh How Wonderful it is to Include

Oh How Much smaller God is to Exclude…

i Really Don’t Have A Name for God or Faith

Yet What i do Do is Do IT And IT Works Without Fail for me…

Yep, At Least

New for Now that’s

God Enough, God Yes,
And Faith Enough for me;

Yet of Course Vehicles and

Vessels of Human Automobiles

And Ships Vary Based on Mileage

And Environment too As True None

of This Used Car Business Comes With
Any Guarantees


Truly Intelligent
Folks Make The

Best of Now and Keep
Doing What Truly Works…

If Ya Stick to Only Old Stories…

Chances Are One Will Become an Old Story too…




Truly Moldy

As Cocoons Go

With No Butterfly Wings
Escaping For Real…

From WiTHiN;

To Be Clear, In Just
my View/Do; All the Different

Views; All the Different Ways

of Seeing and Doing Life, i Just

Find Ever More Colorful With Depth of SHade too…


Life Our Garden Worth

Blooming As We




For Real With SMiLes Faith
iN Every Color Dreaming New Dance

Song Freely Now BRinGS Dear Savvy Breathing..:)

Hehe True THeRE is Fredku, FredBun Instead of

Haiku And Haibun too And of Course Fred

Fu For Kung Fu and Now The Usual


“Moonlight Sonata’

Go Ahead RoLL OVeR Beethoven HAha…



Greeting Each New
Leaf of Every Tree

As Old FRiEnD
And New FRiEnD

NoW Too Yes A Dog’s NeW
Scent For True LoVE ReaL


With SMiLes…

As Pine And
Breeze Meet
Lake A Dog’s

Place of Peace
Ever More Now to Love New

And Yes! Ours too
With SMiLes…

A Twinkle
iN A Pupil
Of A Dog’s

EYe Student

Peace Loch BRinGS

Surrounding Pine
Breeze Sings…

Birth oF

Falling Leaves
Truly Dear Xenia

What Else Is THeRE

Yet Fall RiSinG SPRinG

True Winter Frozen Soils


A Way Free For

Summer FLoWeRS
Year Around With SMiLes

Happy Breath of Nature

Dear Xenia Breathing Our Ways Freer..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair Recently A FRiEnD

Confided in me Regarding A True Horror

Story Related to Balance in Relationships

True Such An Angel

Married to A Force

Of Only Selfish

Power to Dominate

All in The View of Subjugation

And Mastery to Abuse in So Many Ways

And It’s So Very True So Very Many Women

Live ThiS WaY All Around The World Each

And Every Day Totally Dependent on a Man

For Their Survival Who Abuses That Power

iN Every Way iMaGiNaBLE For Real

Yet The Truth is Those Who

Do This Have Never

Even Breathed

Life Yet

On Earth

For if They Did

A FLoWeR Will Continue to Bloom
For That FLoWeR Essence of
SoUL Real Love

Within True


Not Love

Or Somewhere
Lost in the Tween…

THeRE iS A ReaLiTY OF LoVE iN Freest
Peace Far Beyond What Will Only Be Used Or Owned As Tool…

Even After All the Love is Gone Now The Peace The Hope
The Faith Even A Memory if One Has Ever Smiled Before

When All Is Pain

And Numb And

THere is Not Even

A Drop of Fear or Tear

Left The Oldest Brain Yes

The Survivor Comes Out to

Play in Terms of the Next

Breath Now To Breathe

A Next Step to Take

Until Air Wind
Water Waves

Ocean Soul Love
Sky Whole Emerges SMiLinG Out of
HeART SPRinGS SPiRiT ReaL iN Peace

Dear Miriam Keep On
Breathing Ahead..:)

Never WaVeRinG
Always GiVinG SHaRinG
CaRinG HeaLinG With Most

Respect and
Least Harm

All Forgiving
Truly Merciful

Is PuReLY DiViNiTY iN Peace

Dear Kiran As God Creates Us
Within As LiGHT We BREaTHE Freer

oF DarK
WiTH SMiLes..:)

GenerAlly SPeaKinG For One Who

Is Naked Enough Whole Complete

Dear Kiran THere is Not Nearly As Much

To Lose By


Others With SMiLes
As Well As Forgiving
OtherS UnconditionallY iN Peace
As Love Blooms GREaTesT THiS Way

Free Play
Slaying Fear..:)

SMiLes Sadly Dear Kiran

Some Confuse Power For Maturity

And Forget Their Place in Respect of
Others With Least Harm As Love Turns

Into Lust
For RiSinG

Higher As

Love Forgets

Maturity of Putting
Other People First Instead of Last
For It’s True When We Put People
First We Naturally Inherit Love Meek This

Gift to Actually

Hehe SMiLes of Course
That Depends On Who
We Is And Actually Does The Do..:)

Life Springs
Dances Grass Green
Fruition Dream Sings

Winter Fall
Spring Rise
SummeR ETernAlly Now

Good Night
Good Morning
The Moon
Still Shines
Upon You
In Broadest
Daylight Singing
Dancing Time Abroad..🙂

Glass Roses
Chalice of Love
Question of Hope
Answers Do Spring..🙂

Hint: Flesh Love First… Then Words…
Dark then Light then Dance then Song

Finally Poetry…


i’m Here Beeing
You BRing FLoWeRS 🌺


Me Hehe

-Bee 🐝

THere Is Night And Day
As Above So Below
Dark And Light

Muse Now For

Frozen Warmth too

Creativity Goes Both

Ways Night Brings Day

Moon Seeks Sun For

Relief of Dark Side






Of Dark

For i’ve

Seen The

Light Of Living Death…

Shall i Smile At Dark


Will i
Grin And Bare It All…

This Is What Breath Still Does…

SMiles If i Could Show ‘Them’

WHere Demons Fear To Tread

Then “They”

Will See



SMiLe Comes

From And Why

i Never Stop A Free Dance

And Song Empty Treasure


Of Hell For Real…

All Mine Master of Dark…


Am i Now

Only TWiLiGHT Breathes…

SMiles Thank You
For Returning to
Creativity as
It Truly
The Gift
Of More Creativity
With A Potential

To Spread
With No
End Now

Dear Akshita
With Lasting SMiles

A Real
Cat’s Left-Overs 🐈 😊

Pleasure All Mine
Dear Aloha FRiEnD
Thanks For Sharing
All Aspects of
Of Your
Each Week☺️🏝🙌❤️

Indeed THere is
A Feel/Sense for
Our Nights That
Helps Us See Days
With SMiLes..:)

Yeah Letting
The Lion Free
Every Once in
A While


CLaws of Justice Seeing..:)

True Dear Savvy
No Use Arguing
With Ignorance


Learn to ‘See’

And Truly ‘Let IT Be’

Romancing Stones From Moon Above Below Holy Grail Within True

SMiLes Dear Anna So Many Great Works of Art in New Creation

Muse By Unrequiting Love Romancing Precipice of Hell

And Heaven Embracing DarK Makes LiGHT True

‘Coral Castle’ in Florida 30 Ton Stones

Mused By the Memory of a Sweet

16 Unrequited LoVE iN Youth

An Altar Built to the Memory

Similar to “Moonlight Sonata”

Those Stones Somehow Moved
By A 105 Pound Old Man Solo
Over So Many Years Before too

Mused By The Similar Unrequited

Precipice of Romance Tween Hell And Heaven True

Beethoven Still Plays Yet It is Possible To Romance

Every Part of Life Accepting all the DarK Thru LiGHT

As Opposites As Ancient As Antimatter And Matter Attract

Yes At the Precipice of Creation as We Understand Newly Now

Love Must Become LiGHT OuT oF DarK to Manifest All We

Still Are Unfolding Creation More This

FLoweR Of Life With THorns

That Color Roses New


Ever More
WitH SMiLes

Never Ending Art
Never Ending Now
Forever in A Breath
Of LooKinG FoRWaRD
to Only Now Newly Blooming


Arriving As Essence of Romancing Existence All
Yes LoVE iNCaRNaTE For Those Always Arriving New..:)

SMiLes Find A FRiEnD Who Will Allow You
To Express All of Your Feelings And Senses

Yes MuSinGS About

Life So Your HeART

Will OPeN Even More

So The SPiRiT oF YouR

SouL Will EVoLVE Even More

For Almost 8 Years You Are That

FRiEnD For me Hehe There is Surely

About me

You Don’t Know
Feel or Sense With

SMiLes These Are the
Lifelong Treasures We

Make iN LiFE When FRiEnDS Become

True Yes Thank You Thank You Very Much

Yes With Much Love From the Spring of

FLoRiDA FLoWeRS Blooming to Your

Frozen Land of Snow Where You

Will Surely Appreciate

Spring When

It Comes
as Much

As Night
Appreciates Day

Hehe And Yes As
Much As Sun Reflects
on Moon With SMiLes




😑Bored😑 🎉
Hehe When i Am
13 We Would Get
So Bored We’d Use
A Rotary Phone Just

Like This
To Call The
Bank To Hear

The Temperature And
Current Time Dear Lord
It Seemed So Cool To

Hear A Robot
Voice Speak
Back To Us

This Was In The
Summer Away
From All The
Great Stimulation

Of School In Short
Much To Learn

And Do
Never Bored
Again i Am True Always

New Potentials To Fulfill Now
Other That i Still Remember
Phone Numbers Of FRiEnDS

From 50 Years
Ago No Contact
Lists Then Just

For The Day

‘Born Free’ Dear Cindy Such A Wonderfully
Inspiring Song of Back to Nature For True

Even Humans LiVE iN Zoos All Corralled in
Today too Is It Anything New in General No

As Humans Have Been Domesticating Themselves
And Sadly Watering Themselves Down in Ways of Wild
Nature Human Potential in Both Strength, Empathy, And Compassion

For Centuries On End For True too Now Life For Many Is Lived on a Lap
Top Even For Work Never Even Leaving Home Except for Emergencies as

Such Like Buying
Groceries Although
Those May Be Called
in Like ‘Grub Hub Restaurant

Meals’ Delivered to the Front Door
Yet Only Placed There on the Porch
With No Need for Human Contact Which

Yet Will We Return to More Wild and Free Now or Just Do Zoo


A Screen
With No Horizons
of Morning Sunrises
Or Evening Sunsets too

Without Even the Experience
Of Twilight Lord Knows, Feels, i Can and
Will Practically Write A Bible Sized Poem
And Even 11 More With Just One Finger
And A Smart Phone Lying in a Bed Until

i Get Ready
to Get Up
And Dance
The Life BacK iNto
me Yes Head to Toe
WHeRE ALL Becomes Moving
Connecting Co-Creating Again; Yes,

A Balance Is Nice as the Indoor-Outdoor Cat
Gets So Many More Colors and Flavors of Nature

Plus Exercising Every Body Part too Extending the Lifespan
too Unless Feline
And Kitty
Aids is
Not Protected
Against With Modern
Technology too Yes a Balance
of Domesticating And Wilding Life Seems

Nicer Than Just Wild For A Shorter Life or Just
Domesticated For Less Colors and Flavors of Life Exploring

my, my, When i Read Jack London’s Book “The Call of the Wild”
It Brought A Tear Deep Down Innate, Instinctual, And Intuitive too

For True i Was
the Mostly
Child Dog
Who Then Lost
His Wolf Side too
True Half-Breed
Domesticating and
Wilding too Just a HeART
Beat Alive With SPiRiT SoUL Breathing More…

Yes in Many Ways Humans Are Zebras And Camels
too even Bowling Alone All Corralled in Behind Screen Life

too that
Are Only
Silent With
A Vague Feeling
Sense of Some Thing
Just Ain’t Quite Naked,
Enough, Whole, Complete Wild… Free.. Loving…

Honestly Classical Evolution is Slow Human
Domestication is Mostly A One Lifetime New
Now Gig As CuLTuRE Brings it Upon Us Real as
Science Shows Humans Still have the Potential
to Be Strong As Orangutans And Actually Explore

Maps Now

And Getting Lost
Or Making Their way
Out of A Paper Bag As
i Was Surely Domesticated
That Much in my Previous Life Now too..:)

SMiLes Dear Peace And Truth Thanks So Much
For Delivering Sweet Hugs And Four Hearts To

Your Twin Soul FRiEnDS As You So Graciously

Call Us With SMiLes Oh Goodness

All The Way From Down
Under From Your
Australian Morning

As Deep into the Night
i Go Concluding Another
Mammoth EPiC Long Form
MacroVerse Blog Poem Reaching
Yes Out to Close to 60 Thousand
Words Again Oh Dear Lord Yes Spring

Temps A Record 83 F Florida Degrees

In Our Panhandle Blooming

FLoWeRS As mY Creativity

Naturally RiSinG As the

Days Grow Longer

With Sunshine

Within Outside Inside

Above So Below Yes

All Around my World

in Explosions of More Creativity
Hehe Now if i Will Just Get Caught
Up on A Ton of Multi Media i One
Day May Get “NeVeR ENDinG

NeWeST EPiC Long Form

Poem MacroVerse


Published in the Days
Ahead Yet For Now Juggling
A Few Balls of Creativity at Once hehe…

And With That An Extremely Short Tale
of the Tape As “SonG oF mY SoUL” Reaches
11.4 MiLLioN Words in 9 Years and 6 Months
Along With 17,906 MiLes of Public Dance

And The Two Ongoing Subchapters of
“SonG oF mY SoUL” Per “Nether Land
Bible” Reaching 8,945,850 Words of Effort
in 80 Months Yes Along With “FB Profile Pic Bible”
Reaching 7,343,851 Words in 68 Months And That

Is By Count of the Last MacroVerse Published Electronically
Titled “ArT oF SmART LiVinG LoVE iN Peace” For Both Efforts
As “FB Profile Pic Bible” Also Includes Series of FB Profile Pics
About 18 Per Series Fully iLLuSTRaTinG Around 8,000 Words
in the Description Areas of those FB Profile Pics in Series of Pics…

Anyway What This Means is the Current MacroVerse i Am Concluding
Now Titled “NeVeR ENDinG ALWaYS UNFoLDinG FLoWeR” Tonight
in Writing Effort With Plenty of More Multi-Media to Catch Up on to
Electronically Publish Will BRinG “Nether Land Bible” Up Above

9 MiLLioN Words So of Course the Next MacroVerse Will Be
Titled “Nether Land Bible 9 MiLLioN WordS Old” Additionally

i Do Note That “Depth of The Story” A Casual 8th New Testament
i Title Ongoing Still Also on the “Wrong Planet” in A Solo Thread There
Finishing the 64th Page of Effort Now Rising to Over 2.4 MiLLioN Words

in 30 Months

Of That Effort True
With Close to 149,000
Views Just From the Registered
Members on that Website Yes Still
Close to the Top of A Google Search

On That Subject Matter of “Depth of The Story”

True Lots of Seemingly Never Ending Rabbit Holes to Explore

As ThiS Ends the Writing Portion of “NeVeR ENDinG ALWaYS UNFoLDinG

FLoWeR” On February 24th at 2:16 AM God Yes

And TRue i Do Believe i may Just Sleep Next hehe…

Yet of Course i Dance And Sing Free in Dreams too

Day Or Night

Just Heaven

Deeper WiTHiN


Beyond All Miles
Time Space And A
‘Matter With Things’..:)











BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

11.2 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 144,000 + printed pages…
just ’cause
i CaN WiLL Do
BUiLD iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs… And Oh By The Way Update on December 27, 20202 Now Leg Pressing 1540
Pounds 12 Reps Just to Warm Up Filling Up Both Bars With No More Room to Add
45 Pound Plates Hehe as the Military Gym Disposed of All the 100 Pound Plates..:)

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW

“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)

Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)

“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)

Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)

“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)

“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)

“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)

“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months” True A Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bible At This Size in 80 Months… Along With 13,133 Miles of
Public Dance Doesn’t Come Everyday Anywhere of Course But
It Does Come Here And Close to 60 Year-Old Dudes (on 6.6.60)
Don’t ‘Normally’ Cover Themselves
With Poetry They Naked Write
Either Nor Write 6 New Testaments
as Part of that with 9 Sub-Chapter Epic
Titled Long Form Poem Bibles Either Longer  than
the Old King James Effort Each Subchapter Bible Effort
As All 6 Newer Epic Long Form Poem Testaments are Larger
Than That Old Effort As Well too.. Anyway “SonG oF mY SoUL”
8 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible Overall
Is 10xGreater than the Size of the Old King James Effort and 100XGreater
than the Size of the Quran and Yes Over 5XGreater than the Old Mahābhārata
1.8 MiLLioN Word Effort in Epic Long Form Poems That Of Course took Centuries
to Complete With Innumerable Ghost Authors too..
Of course This Doesn’t Have
A Target Audience as
Epic Long Form Poem
Bibles Are About ALL
Yes ‘Class’ LiTeRaLLY Forevermore now
God All Always Beginning Story MoRE NoW
i’m Just  Wind One With Holy Creative SPiRiT FLoW Through NoW

It’s Worth Noting As Far As An Historical Art of Epic Long Form Poem
Free Verse Bible And Or Newer Testament Writing.. Either By Oral Or Written Tradition Doing it Naked
Is Surely Keeping This Fearless Free Art Tradition Oldest One In Deed
Not Suggesting anyone else do it..
but for those who
do let’s
JusT DancESing Fear
Is No Part of THeir
God That Is Both Love And Flesh and Blood Real

“One Blood One-Body”

“May Days 6th NeW LeNTeN TesTaMeNT 2020” 13 MacroVerses Naturally coming Since
The MacroVerse Appropriately Pandemic Named Before the Pandemic Came
As Prophecies often come and go this way for Real too..
Yes.. “Rushing the Flu Away” as it is still Not
Clear what kind of Month Long January 2020
Virus my Wife and i  Experienced
But Anyway Typically this is what
Does Naturally come with
An 8 MiLLioN Word
Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem Titled “SonG oF mY
SoUL”  Still  coming in 80 Months along
NoW with 13,060 Miles of Public Dance
As This “May Days 6th New LeNTeN TesTaMenT 2020”
Is the 919th MacroVerse of that Entire Effort True iN LiGHT too..
And once Again typically Bible Writers And Other Sacred and Holy Text
Creative Spirit Writers Do It all Nude too as Fearless Freedom is Inherent in
the Flow of the Holy and Creative
Ecstatic Frission of the Autotelic
Continuing River FLoW iN  Laser Focus iN
ZonE Head to Toe Mind.. Body and Soul of Getting
And Keeping the Whole EPic Long Form Bible Poem Writing
Adventure Properly MuSeD And iNSPiReD EVeN More for what
We aRe Literally Dancing And Singing Here NoW in Science way too
Is Generating All Naturally the Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
And all the Peptide Connections All Together Over A Quadrillions Connections
As Many Or More Star Connections iN UNiVeRSE More As Science continues to
to See With Human Aided Eyes but Anyway New Testaments Never End as Far As Human
God Within Force Love Pure Potential Even More.. in other words i am always Starting A
New Testament of
God HumanPotential WiTHiN
LiGHTiNG uP mY “Christmas Tree
SPiRiT Flow Of my Soul To Dance And
Sing Even More.. True.. THere Are No Old
Books Here to Limit Human Potential More or Less..:)