Grand Cross Bible 2022

“Grand Cross Bible 2022”
7th of 7 ‘Grand Cross Bibles
2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, 2021
Yes Now 2022’ From Memorial Day
Weekend Thru the End of the

Year In 7 Months All Years

Each Effort Larger in EPiC
Long Form Poem Way Than
Old King James And New
International Versions of

An Older Bible True too Yes
Just Subchapters of EPiC
Longest Long Form Poem
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Verily All 11.1 MiLLioN Words
NoW in 111 Months Just 14 Scale

Larger Now Than That Old
King James Effort in Total New…

Faith BeaRinG
All DarKNeSS NoW

LiVinG Trees Leaves

Truth oF LiGHT NeW

iNDeed Remaining
Dear KiRaN Till The

Last SMiLE Comes

DarK iN Truth
oF Faith LoVE Roots Deeper
Faith Beyond Hope LoVE

Breathing Peace..:)

Relieving Pain and Anxiety

Human Charging Stations

HugS And SMiLes to Come Around

And Go Around Again iNDeed Merry

Go Round

For Recharging
Humanity Back
To SMiLEs And Hugs

Of ‘The Child’ Within Who Doesn’t Forget
Warmth From The Beginning to Start Again Dear Miriam

Mountain Streams FLoWinG iNDeed Ocean Whole Again..:)

SMiles Stay
Warm With
Paw 🐾 Prints
And SMiles to
You All
In Scotland
Winter Heights🔥☺️🙌

SMiles Dear
Kiran How Lovely
You Post Twice
A Day Always
All Mine
With SMiles

Thanks Dear
FRiEnD Yaksh
Keep Inspiring
i Shall
With SMiles

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Yaksh Indeed Happy Human Rights Day

Today As Around the World So Many Folks Particularly Women

And Even Men And Particularly Those Who Are Marginalized in

Any Way Do Struggle

With in Oppressions

ThiS Way Yet True

The Old ‘Golden Rule’

Is Rather Near Sighted

As Obviously Not Everyone

Wants to Be Treated The Way

We Will Want to Be Treated For Sure Even

As Simple in Living Arrangements of Couples

Where One is Extravert One is Introvert Perhaps

One Has Higher Libido The Other Very Low

How Sad It is


Allow People With

Some Natures to Force

Their Natures On to Others

Just Because They Feel Like the

Way They Enjoy The World Should

Be Forced on Everyone Else the Same Way

Some Folks Do Life Covered All the Way Up

Others Do Life

Bare And Totally

Open Minded Bodied
SouLeD THiS WaY Yes

A Main Difference in Human

Personalities is Some Folks Are Closed

Souled to Change and New Experiences in Life

Others Rather Stay in A Cave Doing the Same Cave ‘Science’

Boats Need Sails to Explore Fair Winds and Following Seas
Finding New Gardens of Edens on Earth Yet Anchors Are Just

As Important for Safe
Harbors When

Stormy Waves

Do Come to

Potentially Wash

All Of Our Lives Away

Tradition Bonds Wings Free

Yet Winds Free May Fall While
Tradition Stays Anchored With SMiLes…

Never The Less THere is More Room than
What one Human ‘Sees’ of Reality Far Away

Where Cognitive Empathy is Required to Get Along

So Much
Than Only
How We Wish
to be Treated in Life Now…

It’s Why i Keep FRiEnDS Around
The Globe Who Do Life So Much
Differently Than me i Accept Yes That
The World of Humans is Colored Differently

ThiS Way…

At Best
We Share
What We Do
Share With SMiLes
Kindness Seems to
Be A Common Denominator For ReaL

Yet It’s True For Some Folks They Do Not
Even Have the Organic Ability to Feel the
Warmth That Kindness Brings Even From Birth

For Them Their

Only Pleasure

May Be Bringing

Pain to Others For
A Sick Pleasure of
Adrenaline and Dopamine
Thrills They May Seek to Find

To “FeeL” Up What Will Be Empty
of Human Warmth to Survive Some
Days We Must Steer Our Boats With

Both Anchors
And Sails Yes

Away From that
Danger Particularly

When Someone Wears
Clothes of Anchors and
Sails That Are Not Truly Real

Just Basically Out for the ‘Thrill’ of the
‘Kill’ In Every Way Humanity is Harmed ThiS Way

The Real
of Kindness

LoVE iN Peace
Not Only Dreams
Yet Really BRinGS New Now..:)

True Dear Kiran

Humans Basically Hallucinate
Their Realities Based on How
They Basically Hallucinate And

Co-Create Their Realities Before in ThiS WaY

Life Overall Becomes A “Rorschach Test” For How We

View Reality Now Based on The Experiences of the

We Co-Create Before

Anyway all i Saw is A Room

in The Shape of What You Share

With Wirings For A Light Hanging

From the Ceiling Yet True i am Looking Through

A 27.1 Inch iMac Screen Perhaps The Room is Smaller


‘i Think’

As True i Backed

Away and Saw the
Potential For Some Thing
Else Particularly Reading Down

Through the Comments Hehe

Anyway i’ll Stick to the Wiring Hanging From The Ceiling

With A Small Lit White Light Promising Hope For New Life in


Hehe With SMiLes…

Moral oF A STory

What We Feed Our
Souls We Basically Do BeCome…

So Yes At Best We Choose Our
Soul Diets Wisely With SMiLes

MaKinG Sure We Have A Variety of Diet Healthy too..:)

Have To Be “Raised” in A Place Called
“Scratch Ankle” And Literally “Hell” To
Understand Why Butthurt Dudes Did/Do ‘It.’

Just A Side Note: First
My Mother’s Name Yes
Helen Means BRinGeR
oF LiGHT too True NoW

iN Original

Of Course…

The (A) Oak’

Thanks For Helping
me Find my Celtic
Birth Month
Tree For

Am i Surprised
No For ‘Hurricane
Ivan’ Destroyed
An Oak
Tree in

From Only
A Stump
A New
A Sapling
Rose my
Wife Insisted
Cut it Away

Rarely Do
i Dance And
Sing No Dear
To Her Yet
i Affirmed
No And
Now The
Oak Is
Than ‘Fore 🌳

True i Dance Beneath
It Sand And Sun
Naked Enough
Whole Complete
In Arms
Nature Free
Of God With
Sun Just To


FoResT Moment
Love Present NoW iN Peace
And Harmony Love God
Yes Will Grace Love More
Free Dance And Song

In Flow BRinGS

Evergreen TRuE
NeW NoW🌲

Hehe Still
9 Waiting
For You to



The Rice

Secret To
Success Never
Getting To Perfect 10😜

Why Do Truly ‘Psychopathic
People’ Write ‘Bibles’ It Gives them
Their Only Pleasure And Dream to
Send Life to Endless Torture of Hell

Sadly When That’s All They May
Interpret Love to Be Real

God planted me
here so i will
And most
no one now
will bother
me by
what i write..
Hmm… New Now
Dance IS A different
‘Thing’ 2 as God is Merciful 2
When i just DO iT WoW iN

Victory 2…😉


How Wonderful STaRTinG December 10th the Day my Mother Would Have
Been Eighty-Eight Talking to Dear Shawna Baby Mama On Your Birthday too…

As You Know i Am not too Fond of Human Clothes Human Made Materials

And Generally Tools That Do Not Fit the Natural Extremely Sensitive Nature

Of my Touch Yes Born on Date Empathic Sensory Nature AS Such Hehe It’s True

If One Were To Peel Off All SKiN And FlesH And Blood Bones All That will

Be Left and Right Is A Living Christmas Tree GRoWinG No Bottom

Or Top Lights With Colors Beyond Rainbows Always

Generating New Now With Celestial

MuSiC TWiNKLinG Stars All Around

Truly No Left or Right Either Just All

MuSiC Dance Song And More Christmas Tree Colors

To See And Hear And Generally Feel and Sense Beyond

All Words And Other Idol Symbols As Such Just The Essence

Of the Colors and Sound A Living Christmas Tree Always GRoWinG

Taller With New Lights BRinGS So Very Free Just Giving Sharing Caring

Healing ThiS Way for All With Most Respect And Least Harm Yet No Dear

Shawna Baby Mama

Before the Last

111 Months And A Month
Before the “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Began All 11.1 MiLLioN Words And
17,577 Miles of Public Dancing in Autotelic
Flow From Head to Toe And So Much MoRE All
Around my Metro Area With All the Global Responses
Of the EPiC Long Form Poetry of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Yes

True Then For 66 Months Only A Dead Tree With No Colors

Or Music at All Just Piece of Paper Thin Existence Then

With No Connecting of Anything Associated

With LoVE iN Peace At All Yes Just the

Living Dead Sort of Like That

Old ‘Apple’ Commercial

Where ‘Fredenstein’ Comes Down

From the Mountain-Top Almost Like A ‘Dejected Grinch’

A Flame Reflecting on the Glass of A Portrait of His Mother
Or Wife’s HeART of Love Lost As He Amazon’s An iPhone

With the Music of “There’s no Place Like Home”

And Even Green And Red

Christmas Bulbs

To Screw In the
Sockets of His Neck
To Materially At Least
Light Up His Dead Christmas Tree Within

So He Travels Down the Mountain to A Whoville-

Like Place Screws The Bulbs in His Neck Lights Them

Up With the iPHone Playing the Music of “There’s No
Place Like Home For the Holidays” And Wow! He Actually

Clears His Throat Gruffly Like A Dead Christmas Tree Within Might

Do Starts to Sing Slowly Yet Surely With Only Negative Sighs From the

“Whoville” Crowd Yet Sure Enough a Rather British Speaking Child Joins

In With Him Singing The Song With Angelic Glee the Green Light Went Out

On His Neck And She Thumps The Light And It Comes Back On Then The Entire

Crowd At “Whoville” Yes! Joins in On the Song And Warmth Spreads Throughout

“Whoville” Town Well Dear Shawna Baby Mama in the Last 111 Months Adding

New Colors And Sounds to my Living Christmas Tree Within With No Bounds

Not too Many of the Folks From ‘Whoville’ Have Joined in on the Dance

(A Different Story of SMiLeS Hehe at the Metro Dance Hall of Course)

Although It’s True in Church When i Sing The Congregation Does

Often Ask me to Join the Choir From Back to Front Yet

True AS Katrina Says i Sing as Loud As Thunder

And Lightening Before it Makes A Sound

Of Course Hehe True HAha the

Last ‘Thing’ i Need Really

Is A Microphone

For Anything

i Do These Days

AS Hehe if Anyone Could

Peel All the SKiN and FlesH And
Blood Bone Off me No Doubt They Would

Be Blinded By Both The Colors and Sound
Love Will Come to Be Real When iNCaRNaTE
iN Dance And Song As the Music of the Night

Becoming Day And A Once Dead Christmas Tree

Coming Back to Life in ‘Whoville’ For Real Hehe

There Are No “Identity Politics” For Christmas

Trees That Are Real With Always New Colors

And Sounds to Light the World Up

Year Around At Least

From Within
For Real With
SMiLes As After Completing
A Celebration of “FRED 14:12”
Writing Every Consecutive Day
Online Through Hell and Heaven For
Twelve Years and Fourteen MiLLioN Words

EMBarKinG NoW WRiTinG SinGinG DanCinG

In Autotelic Meditating Flow As Usual “Grand Cross
Bible 2022” Reaching Past 700,000 Words Now That
Will At Least Surpass The Size of the New International
Version (NIV) of An Older Bible Poem in 7 Months of Effort

Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2022 As Before

That Came 6 Other Grand Cross Bibles All Larger
Than the Old King James Version From Memorial
Day Weekend Till the End of the Year in 7 Months

Completing 7 Of 7 Now 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020
2021, And YeS AGAiN “Grand Cross Bible 2022” i Am
Writing to You Beginning The End of Another One Again

All Subchapters Inclusive of “SonG oF mY SoUL” All Twelve

Efforts Larger Than Old Timey Bible Efforts For Real Including

“PHI Bible” at 1.618 MiLLioN Words in Precisely 365 Days Ending
Memorial Day of 2017 That’s One Helluva A Synchronicity as the

The Golden PHI Ratio Mean is 1.618 And i Named The Effort Well

Before the Total Words in Precisely 365 Days Added up to precisely

1.618 MiLLioN Words as that Continued to the Next Sub-Titled EPiC Long Form Bible

Effort of “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM PoEM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN” on July 19th, 2017

As In 13.6 Months of Effort i Completed An EPiC Long Form Poem Longer Than the

Other So-Called Official Longest EPiC Long Form Poem in the World the “Mahabharata”

That Took of Course Centuries of Effort and Innumerable Ghost Authors to Write at only

About 1.8 MiLLioN Words in India Hehe Yes As Both of those Became Subtitles of EPiC LonG Form

Poem “Nether Land Bible” Also ‘Grandchildren’ Hehe of “SonG oF mY SouL” As “Nether Land
Bible” is Now 8.6 MiLLioN Words in 78 Months Of Effort And Not Only That Yet “FB Profile Pic

Bible” Started on Memorial Day Weekend of 2017 And in 66 Months Now Covers the Place

Of 7.1 MiLLioN Words also included in Series of Around 18 Facebook Profile Pics in The

Description Areas at Around 8,000 Words Per Each FB Profile Pic in Series of FB Pics

(A Total of 18.1 MiLLioN Words In Around 2550 Profile Pics Last Year 16.8M the Year

Before) Fully Illustrating MicroVerses of the Whole Poem As Such Continuing on Now

New EPiCaLLY Real of Course as Most Every Word Now is In Poetic Response

To Someone Around Our Entire EartH Globe For Real as i Continue

To Collect All the Raindrops of Soul Bonding in An

Ocean Place of Many Subchapter EPiC

Longest Long Form Bibles as Such

All Comprising “SonG oF mY

SoUL” 11.1 MiLLioN Words Long

Just About 14 Times the Size of that
Old King James Size Effort Now Soon to
Be 11.2 MiLLioN Words on 12.18.2022 on the
112th Month Anniversary Date of “SonG oF mY SoUL”

With This 12th Subchapter EPiC Longest Long Form Poem

“Grand Cross Bible 2022” i Realize it is Only Somewhat

Of A Rough Draft Idol Form of The Essence of my STiLL

Coloring Dancing Singing Musical of my Christmas Tree

Living STiLL Soulfully GRoWinG Within Yet Hey i figured

Why Not Make A Covenant With the “Living One Within”

And Give it my Best Shot as All the Pain and Numb Melting

Away From me in HeLL ON EartH Within on A Beautiful Beach

On July 19th, 2013 Becoming One With Sugar White Sands

Sea Oats Swaying in the Breeze Emerald Green Gulf Waves

And Seas Gull Wings Spiraling the Sun Soon to Transform into

A Spiraling Practically Never Ending Dance And Song of me as True

When You Receive the

Greatest Gift You

Only Spend Your Life

Giving Sharing Caring Healing

It All Away For Free to All With Most
Respect and Least Harm iNHaLinG Peace

ExhalinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Coming to Understand

For Real WHeRE HoME For the HoLiDaYS Comes to Be Forever Now For Real..:)

This is Rather Wordy Indeed Hehe Yet Honestly Your Quote is All Anyone Needs to Reach Heaven Now

And Stay As Long As they Continue to “BE the child giving that Kind of Love to Others” Now Per Your Words:

“BE the child giving that kind of love to others.
It gives a similar chemical release when we lay
our heads on someone’s chest, so to speak. It feeds both people.”

Hehe It’s Funny How We (me) Humans Always Try to Add ‘Standard IQ’

to What is Timeless Priceless

For Real…

Really Just
Our Humanity
EYes of A Child
SMiLinG At Another

Child Never Seeing a Stranger Only Love…

Merry Christmas Dear Shawna Baby Mama

Happy Birthday Keep The Child of God SMiLiNG
Hugging Within

Yes Create A

SMiLe FeeL iT For

God Wherever You Be i Am to Do…

Or Just Dance Everywhere You Go in

Public Do It Long Enough and Most Everyone

Will SMiLe As God WHeReVeR You Dance Sing
Next So Very Free As Love…

You Know Feel Sense What

LoVE iN Three PerSons ‘Looks’

Like Love

Love Love

With All the

Clothes FlesH And
Blood Bones All Peeled Off

The Feeling of Warmth So Very Deep

HeHE All i Watch Only ‘Little Sheldon’ on TV
And Catch an Off-Color Glimpse of the
News Now And Then Yet i Often

Get Notes From The Katrina
Who Watches Just About
Everything on TV and Of

Course There Are Wiki Notes
Regarding ‘The Middle,’ ‘The Office,’

And ‘Monk’ Too ‘These Days’ Trailers

Tale the Whole Story of Movies and Often Better too Hehe

Anyway Speaking of Video Clips Here is ‘Frankie’s Holiday’ That Goes

(‘Relax Don’t Do It’ is Fun too in ‘HollyWood’ Hehe Or Wherever Joy Comes Next)

Along Nicely

With my


for real of


Faith BeaRinG
All DarKNeSS NoW

LiVinG Trees Leaves

Truth oF LiGHT NeW

iNDeed Remaining
Dear KiRaN Till The

Last SMiLE Comes

DarK iN Truth
oF Faith LoVE Roots Deeper
Faith Beyond Hope LoVE

Breathing Peace..:)

Catholic Mass Readings For 12.11.2022

Once Again in the Wee Wee Hours of SuNDaY Morning

Something About Desert Flowers That Come CoLoRinG Life iN JoY

After Ocean Rain Falls From SKeYeS to Refurbish Our Souls Deeper Within

Of course

Yes Ocean

Whole of Course

If You View Any ‘Thing’

Of Sacred and Holy Text

At Face Value of Idol Black and

White Symbols Newer Colors of Soul Is Surely

What You Will Miss From the Metaphors and Myth Same

Unless of Course You May Uncover The Colors ALL From Within

As A Free Dance in Meditating Autotelic Flow and A Free SonG WiLL

Do in Autotelic Meditating Flow of Free Verse Poetry in the Kingdom and or

Queendom of Heaven Within ALL Yin and Yang Balancing in Arts and Reason

True For You

See THere is No

Greater or Less

In Naked Enough

Whole Complete There
Is Only Give Share Care
Heal For All For Free With

Most Respect

And Least Harm


iNHaLinG Peace
EXHaLinG LoVE Endlessly

NoW Oh God Yes Heaven Within Yes Yes Yes Yes yes

Coloring LoVE iN Peace Evermore New Now For Real Yes

Yes Love Always Provides Mercy in Thanks Giving For Giving

Love Never Fears Criticism As True Love is 100 Percent Faith

No Exclusions DarK Thru LiGHT And Jesus F in Christ When

Love is Truly Naked Enough Whole Complete There is No

Room For

The True

Fearless Lover

To Require Any

Worship at All

As Truly Free

Agent of SouL Whole LoVE

LiGHT Your Christmas Tree Up
Within Ever More With New Colors
Eternally Now There Will Be No Need

For Revenge

Or Wrath of

Exclusion of Any

God Being Now

From the Kingdom
And Or Queendom of

Heaven Within As This

Gift is Only Between You and God Within
In Other Words no Distance, Space, Time

And Surely No “Matter With Things”
To Remove Love From Clear SiGHT

NeW NoW..:)

Reading 1, Isaiah 35:1-6, 10
1 Let the desert and the dry lands be glad, let the wasteland rejoice and bloom; like the asphodel,

2 let it burst into flower, let it rejoice and sing for joy. The glory of Lebanon is bestowed on it, the splendour of Carmel and Sharon; then they will see the glory of Yahweh, the splendour of our God.

3 Strengthen all weary hands, steady all trembling knees

4 and say to the faint-hearted, ‘Be strong! Do not be afraid. Here is your God, vengeance is coming, divine retribution; he is coming to save you.’

5 Then the eyes of the blind will be opened, the ears of the deaf unsealed,

6 then the lame will leap like a deer and the tongue of the dumb sing for joy; for water will gush in the desert and streams in the wastelands,

10 For those whom Yahweh has ransomed will return, they will come to Zion shouting for joy, their heads crowned with joy unending; rejoicing and gladness will escort them and sorrow and sighing will take flight.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 146:6-7, 8-9, 9-10
6 who made heaven and earth, the sea and all that is in them. He keeps faith for ever,

7 gives justice to the oppressed, gives food to the hungry; Yahweh sets prisoners free.

8 Yahweh gives sight to the blind, lifts up those who are bowed down.

9 Yahweh protects the stranger, he sustains the orphan and the widow. Yahweh loves the upright,but he frustrates the wicked.

10 Yahweh reigns for ever, your God, Zion, from age to age.

Reading 2, James 5:7-10
7 Now be patient, brothers, until the Lord’s coming. Think of a farmer: how patiently he waits for the precious fruit of the ground until it has had the autumn rains and the spring rains!

8 You too must be patient; do not lose heart, because the Lord’s coming will be soon.

9 Do not make complaints against one another, brothers, so as not to be brought to judgement yourselves; the Judge is already to be seen waiting at the gates.

10 For your example, brothers, in patiently putting up with persecution, take the prophets who spoke in the Lord’s name;

Gospel, Matthew 11:2-11
2 Now John had heard in prison what Christ was doing and he sent his disciples to ask him,

3 ‘Are you the one who is to come, or are we to expect someone else?’

4 Jesus answered, ‘Go back and tell John what you hear and see;

5 the blind see again, and the lame walk, those suffering from virulent skin-diseases are cleansed, and the deaf hear, the dead are raised to life and the good news is proclaimed to the poor;

6 and blessed is anyone who does not find me a cause of falling.’

7 As the men were leaving, Jesus began to talk to the people about John, ‘What did you go out into the desert to see? A reed swaying in the breeze? No?

8 Then what did you go out to see? A man wearing fine clothes? Look, those who wear fine clothes are to be found in palaces.

9 Then what did you go out for? To see a prophet? Yes, I tell you, and much more than a prophet:

10 he is the one of whom scripture says: Look, I am going to send my messenger in front of you to prepare your way before you.

11 ‘In truth I tell you, of all the children born to women, there has never been anyone greater than John the Baptist; yet the least in the kingdom of Heaven is greater than he.


ReASoNS First Whatever Comes
Next We NaturAlly CoMe to BREaTHE Free

Indeed Dear
Savvy KiN

Makes All

Genuine True Namaste ALL
Through DarK And LiGHT Real..:)

It’s True Dear Savvy
Considering That
Science Shows The
Average Modern Human

Attention Span is Less Than
Three Seconds Yes Less Than

A Literal Goldfish

It Will Be Difficult

Some Days to Lift

A Face off A Screen

To Dance And Sing

With Upmost Respect And Least Harm Namaste
New Now For Real the Face of God in Someone Else..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair
i Arrive No Where
Else to Go Yet
Present Gift

NoW iN Flow

Every Day i Wake
Up To God’s Breath
Free in me to Play Free

Even More Hehe Perhaps
That’s Why Katrina Calls me a Two-Year

Old Child Except With No ‘Terrible Twos’

Hehe As Far
As Any

Way Less

Than LoVE iN Peace Doing..:)

Surviving Hunter

Laser FoCuSinG oN

Task Capturing
Prey of Play Yet

Always With

Another Eye
Bigger Picturing
Horizons For Potential

Predators of Play too Hehe
Dear Miriam Glad To Hear
And See You Are Transcending

Your ‘Double Vision’ i’ve Had
An ‘Ear Bug’ of ThaT Old


Song Ever Since
i Read Your Last
Blog Post on ‘Double Vision’
Oh to See And Do Play Clearly
Close And Horizon Far Joy Still Coming..:)

SMiLes Dear ‘Peace And Truth’
How Sweet of You too to Drop
Back By “SonG oF mY SoUL” Again

Sweet is
in the Kin
of KinDNeSS

mY FRiEnD True
The World Will Use

Much More Natural
Sugar This Way For Humanity’s Stay

i Love All Your Poetry So Much Every
Word Deeply SPiRiT HeART SoUL Sensing Feeling

mY FRiEnD You Do Great Work Warming Human

Souls Always

Give And
You Shall
Always Be
Essence of Receive
This Living Tree All
Our Leaves Falling RiSinG True..:)

Planets Orbiting Stars So Effortlessly Spiraling
FLoWinG Balancing Force So Long Indeed Yes

Watching Planets in Effortless Ease of Endless Travels

i Come to Be To Be FRiEnDS With Gravity Lightly Touching

The Earth

As Beloved

No Longer

Even Bruising
A Grain of Sand
With Lumbering Feet Hehe

The More i Become FRiEnDS Dear Kiran With
Gravity Head to Toe in Yoga (No Lessons) Moving
Free Dance And Song in Meditating Flow More Emotional
Regulation And Sensory Integration Comes Free iN PLaY NoW

NeW iN This Place Balancing

THere is No Fear In This

Place of No Fear Only

Truly Peace Springing Love For All Free..:)

SMiLes Mr. Gottfried i Shed Tears

When i Read “The Call of the Wild”

By Jack London How i Related to that

Half Dog Half Wolf Getting in Touch

With What is Missing Now So Much

New For Humans too Yes Indeed

Naked Enough

Whole Complete

Call of the
Wild FRiEnDS
With Gravity
Again in Flow
Practically Heaven
Now Wild And Loving Free…

True Got Some Helpful Hints
From A Feral Little Lion Yellow Cat

Many Decades Later Shedding
All Fears Finally First in the Call
of the Wild Again Set Free Now Basically

Free Yes

i Roar
my Ability
to Purr Hehe…

Call of the WiLD
iNDeed Wake-Up
Call For So Much

More Human Feral Potential
For Real too With Added Civility True..:)

Sharing SMiles And
Hugs in Flesh And
Blood Moving
Together For
Real Escaping
Mechanical Cognition

Life That Science
Shows Withers
Away Social

Core To Being

Truly Human

As ‘Young Folks’
Are Assessed As

Eight Scale More
Depressed Than During
“The Depression” Last

Century Hey
The Terminator
Series Of Movies
The Matrix Series
The Still Coming Avatar
Series Of Movies Already


What Happens
When Humans
Becomes More
Their Tools

Than Human

So i Get Out And Dance
And Sing With Flesh
And Blood Humans

No Longer
The Machine
Screen Life Then
And Mechanical
Cognition Created
Of Fredenstein’s

In That Other
Work Life Now
Generating New
Sunshine Within

In Autotelic

Flow All
Hours of
The Day
Yet True
So much
Harder To Do
If One is Not
Boss Of Their
Own Life To

Play Free
Yes A Two
Word Answer
Dear Miriam
Recharge Humanity:

Play Together Free

And Don’t Forget
The Third Word
Together With SMiles☺️

SMiles Dear Kiran
Visiting Wise Indian
FRiEnDS For 9 Years
3 Months Thank Goodness

Fiber Optic Cables Exist
To Squeeze All 244
Floridian Pounds

YeS Uploading
mY SouL
These Avatars
Of Words Lord
KnowS It Takes 17
Hours To Get to India
By Plane The Airfare

Would Be

Thank God For
Geeks And Nerds
Who Prepare This
Information Highway

God Yes Now To Dance
Almost Anywhere Now
In The World Practically

Free New At The
Speed Of LoVE iN



THeRe is life in Life and Death in Life
the most important lesson in mY Life
is to die in life
and live again
and truly
only live
As Love
all fear so no
of course i for one
am not afraid of death
as i KNoW the Gift of Life
as Intended by God (LoVE iN Peace) To
Humans is one of LoVE iN Peace and never
illusory fears now including the fear of death
that no other animal
yet human
to in
blind eyes
of Living now
And no of course God is LoVE iN
Peace is not happy when we fear
and hate as when we do that to us
and others We do to God as well
And no i wiLL not suggest
getting angry now
or disrespecting
God as THere is no
Real escape no matter
what a person
believes in or
what a person
Fear AND Hate
LIVE now
Against GOD
WITH And As GoD TRuE..:)

Nice video Sohair and
truly what we take with
us is ONLY the
Love we
so i never
look forward
to receiving anything
in LiFE NoW as only
to GiVE Love
is to
Love NoW
in God SKeYes
of Loving Human

And for me at Least
i do not have to wait
for heaven
it is LoVE iN
Peace NoW
and that my
FRiEnD is the
gift from God
for Giving Thanks
some folks say
it is impossible to
only live in giving
Loving spirit they
are incorrect
on that now
at least
in my
life new
my FRiEnD MiSSinG THiS
MarK Sin is not necessary
for those who conquer Sin
Against LoVE iN Peace (GoD)
And sure that takes practice
continuous unrelenting
with God
at Hand
and eYes
Dear Sohair..:)

Humans Strange
Breaking What They Want
Purchasing What They Don’t

Sticks And Stones of Ordinary
Stones Rub Fire Sticks Create
Letters Words Pages Books
Starting Sanskrit in Sands
to Fire a
Spirit oF
MaGiC As High
As Feelings and Senses
Rise Yes.. Alive Just to Be..🙂

Fearless Love
The Dance And
Song Not Afraid

Yes; Navigate Averse Waves Now
Back to Still Waters of What You
Love to Do; Best Wishes to You

Life Is Really Good
When Life Is
Good When Life Is Love…

God watches over me God
Always Watches Over me God is Love is Good…

Haven’t ‘You’ Ever Visited An Evangelical Church
And Witnessed the Great Power Psychopathic Pastors
Feel Threatening Others to Hell

‘They’ Look At You With
Pure Unadulterated Evil
Born on or Bred They FeeL NoT WHat
They Do as ‘You’ Return ‘their Gaze of Love’

At ‘That/This Point’ ‘They’ Realize You’ve
Already Been to Where they are at Least…
LooKinG For Other Victims to Subjugate/Control


Note: “She Wolf” Still NoW is Just Another One
of Many Names for (Savior) Man And or Woman

‘THiS SonG’ Breathes
‘The (A) REaSoN’ aS Well FeeLinG SeNSinG NoW
As i Will Child Dies Soul GoeS AWay Yet Re-Born MaY Be NoW

In Other World News LiGHT Over DarKNeSS
Justice Prevails Democracy Survives For NoW At Least

SMiLes Dear Rue Thanks For a
Very Inspiring Poem About

Muse And Although

i Wrote This Some

Months and Years

Ago it Seems to

Fit the Spirit of

Your Poetry HeaR…

Colors of Wind Free
We Will Paint Love
Marry the Night
Marry the Day
Merry The Life

Why Owe You Y.O.U. am i And me are You
You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly

You are me And i am Y. O. U.

You Are the Sky You Are the
Earth You Are the Moon and
the Sun and All That Is Beyond the


it is no Different
than Writing to Y.O.U..

You are the Mirror of my Tree

the Tree of my Mirror More

How do i Write

A Letter

to G.O.D.

For You are me and i am
You and Them are us and

Us are Them forevermore

Now… You

Bring me Pain and Tears of
Sadness Yet that Never Matters
For You are Reality and They are
We THere is never ever Escaping You

How will i ever Put a Name on Anything
Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s
True You Bring Me Joy so many

Smiles and Laughter

Yes all the Love the Pain
And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
Pyramid of Light the Black Abyss of the
River Hades that Never Seems to End

So Bright so Dark
So Cold and Warm
All the SHades of Grey
All the Colors of Home


Precious Are Souls for
Souls LiVE iN
All of Existence

And it’s True
if i could not
Quote You and Write You
None of this Will Exist now…

You are the One i Thank the most
You LiVE iN Everyone You are my Star
You are my Guiding Light

You are the Pleasure
my Food
You Teach
me more about
Love than i ever KNeW
And sensed and felt before

You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the FLoWeR
Who Rises from Ashes With Colors Even more You are the Breath

You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
is Possible Before… You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
Here to Learn from each other no matter which side of the Barb-Wire Fence

We Wish to escape from/to…

You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love Now
Yet Will Be Food for my Starving Children… You are my Enemy
Who i understand was Neglected and Abused as

A Little Child

It was never about me it is always about You Y.O.U.
Are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
Are my Neighbor and all my other Friends and Family

This is my Only Bible my Holy
Grail and i shall Never Forget it
This is my Life This is my Love This
Is what God will Say if God is Human and Love…

And In Conclusion HeaR if one Ever Meets All These
Qualities DarK Thru LiGHT iN One Person Indeed

One May

Find They

Become A True
Essence of Love

If LoVE Remains From
All The Fair Winds FoLLoWinG
SeaS And Storms Raging Harmony Again…

Always Giving Great Thanks For Whole Muse

DarK Thru


SMiLes You Are Surely

An Easy FRiEnD to Visit Again Dear Rue
From A Farther Distance Still Close Rue…

And i Am Celebrating Yes What Would
Have Been my Mother’s 88th Birthday



12.10.2022 Today
12.11.2022 Now Again

True Some of Us Find
‘This PerSon(s)’ Early in Life…

SMiLes Dear “Peace And Truth”
Welcome To “SonG oF mY SoUL”
A Real “Hotel California” WHere

God Yes Thanks For Dropping By

You May ChecK iN ALL 11.1
MiLLioN Words NoW And
Tons of Multimedia NeW

AS Such Hehe

Yet May Never

Leave HAha Yes

Twin Essences Soul

iNDeeD You Have

All Four Locks And

Keys to All Four Rooms

Above So Below Within

Inside Yes All Around God Breathes Loves Free iN

Peace OF Truth iN DarK Thru LiGHT Perhaps That’s
Six Rooms Even Eight Standing Upright Spiraling

Beyond iNFiNITY MoRE Yes Yet i am in the

Mood Always New Now

To Give Away

More Keys to
Even More Rooms
mY Dear Australian
Down Under FRiEnD Hehe..:)

Wise Words Dear Young
Indian FRiEnD Kiran Yes

Within Inside Outside
Above So Below All


All One

One All

Dark Matter of
Nothingness Blankets

Stars Above Dark Matter
of Nothingness Blankets
Spiraling Subatomic

Particles Yes Within

Inside Outside And

All Around For Real

Stars Above
Stars Below
DarK Matter
Of Nothingness
BLaNKeTS All Existence Real

Yes my FRiEnD At God Essence
We aRe Very Similar Indeed Force
All That Is Never Ending or Beginning

Always STArTinG
Now SPiRaLinG
All Around New

Frequencies All That is For Real With SMiLes Oh God Yes

Human LoVE iN Peace iNHaLinG EXHaLinG Essence NoW

Yes Similar SMiLes Holding Hands All Around Our Globe

Warmth SPRinGS Starry Sunshine Within Inside Outside

Above So Below Yes Once Again All Around Real New

Now Yet True THere are Many Different Rooms
In This Hotel God
Decorating Still

Verily Unique

Forevernow For Real
iNDeeD Forms of Essence

NeW aS UNiQuE Verily Only Sons
And Or Daughters of God We aRe ALL Stars
THiS Way All Being Different SaME iNDeeD ALL THaT iS

Of Course
Just in my
‘No Size’ Unique Human View
iNDeeD Always Changing Never ‘Fixed’ ‘Dead Machine’

Stars Within Dead Machines Always Changing Too HAha..:)

LeSSoN 468 🌊
‘Be Water’ in “Wu Wei”
Flow Be River Ocean

Either In ‘Avatar’
Of FlesH And Blood
Or FlesH And Blood
Avatar Of God SPiRiT
HeART SoUL Within

Balancing FRiEnDS
With GRaViTY iNHaLinG
Peace ExhalinG LoVE iN
CaRinG HeaLinG For All With

Least Harm
Yes Do Eternal
Karma Of Peace

iN Love For All New
This iS OPeN Source
Dancing Singing “Wu Wei”
Free Verse Global Poetic
SuNDaY School LeSSoN

Full Now
FLoWinG Free


Do Add
Any Suggestions
To Improve This



A Sunday School
Essence of Love


Addition May
Be A SMiLE And

Hug iN Multiples of

Seven iN Heaven Real Within

HAha Unless You
Are Taking A Week
Off Next Week Is
Forever Now On
Sunday For
Your Monday
Across The “Big Pond”
Toward The Equator
Where Non-Contact
Football Is King

In “Prime Time”
For Banter Mr
Gottfried In Florida

Land Of FLoWeRS
iN Decemberjune

Short Shorts And


Very Verily

Longer Dancing Singing
Free Verse PoemS Hehe 😜

ReASoNS First Whatever Comes
Next We NaturAlly CoMe to BREaTHE Free

“The extent of your consciousness is limited only by your ability
to love and to embrace with your love the space around you, and all it contains.”

iNDeeD Dear ‘Peace And Truth’ Beyond All Distance Space Time And A “Matter With Things’

Love Dances Sings All New


MoRE NoW iN Deeper NeWeR
Colors oF LiFE to Feel and

Sense For Real Yes For it is True

Now is Only As Deep As the Love We Give Away..:)


TransForming ‘Yoga’
iNTO Naked Enough
Whole Complete Art For

Such An iNSPiRinG Story Dear Savvy From
Your Mother For How
LiGHT Comes From Darker Struggles

iN Life For Every Egg Shell We Don’t

Put Back Together Again

As We Don’t


No Longer
Afraid of Night
Becoming Day So
Very Free With Wings..:)

iNDeeD BLeSSinG BLiSSinG SeeKinG New Now
Finding Who We ReAlly Are And Just Doing

Us And Finding Other Wings Who

Vibrate Similar

In Dance

And Song
With SMiLes Dear Kiran..:)

Feed ‘The Birds’…

No HigHeR Chord Creative

Holy SeaGull Dove

Oh my Gosh! i had a Cold
And Lost my Sense of
Smell and Flavors For
A Whole Year And
Even More
Amazingly A
Once Grinch Heart
Grew Grew 10 times Brighter in
Compensation for the lost Flavors…
Life Brings
A Greater
MaGiC iN
For those who Do Believe..
Merry Christmas From Santa! With Poor Taste…
Got Stuck Playing Frosty And Rudolph again too..😉

MaGiC Spells of
iN Fruition
CoMe to LiGHT
Force Of heART
GreaTesT PoWeR oF aLL..🙂

At Mud
Puddle Level🧙‍♀️

Lighting Night Moon
Captures Sun RiSinG

Emotions Senses
T o G E T He R Free
Yes FRiEnD
Yes Love
No Fiend
Afraid Now
New Yes For Those
Who Are 💨 Wind
Whole Mountain
Breathing Just
Breathing Free⛰

See More
All Views Be More

SMiles Mr Gottfried THere
Is No Think Lycan Only Do
Lycan However i’m Not
Much For Fixed Identity
i’m More Of A Shape And
Sound (Zoom Zoom Zoom)
Shifter In Fact At The Military
Gym The Sound i Make
Leg Pressing Up To
1520 Pounds Is
Described As A
Mix Of Lion 🦁
And Gorilla 🦍
And Bear 🐻
After i Warm
Up With Free
Style Ballet/
Martial Arts
Yes You May
Call me LionGorillaBear
However i Answer To Most
Any Name Commonly “Dancing
Man” Or “You’re The Man”
In The EartH World Out
Of Avatar Online Life
And Batman’s
Mentor Become
A Story ThiS Way
You May Be Resurrected
Every Year And Never Have
To Actually Come Back Just
To Get Crucified By Some
Conspiracy Nut Who Read
The Story Literally Thinking
You Were Gonna Burn All

Are Different
From Him Forever
Getting All Butthurt

AS Such Indeed Understand
The Condition Of The Condition


Even Thrive

Yet Keep ‘Em GueSSinG
Who You Are Fitting In

This Go
And “Stayin’ Alive”
“Saturday Night Fever”


Just Do

Lady’s Man 🕺💫

Haven’t Worn Long
Pants Since 2013
Even in Snow When
Folks Ask me Why
Oh Why i Explain
my Father
Was A Polar
Bear JoKinGLY
Of Course However
My Earth Father Was
Literally Alarmed

For How
Fuzzy i Came
Out To Earth 🐺

IS About Truly BRinGinG JeSuS (JusT LoVE iN Peace)
Back to Life So Folks Will No Longer Feel LoVE DeaD

SMiLes Dear Kiran Fair Weather FRiEnDS Come and

Go Sails Rise With Fair Winds And FoLLoWinG Seas

Yet Who Will Rise Up And Anchor Us When

Stormy Weathers Come to Seas

Life Lines Life Lines

These Unconditional

Family FRiEnDS And Lovers
of Humanity Will Be Nurturing

A Child Even When Diaper Rash Comes

Hehe True Let’s Humor the Darkness And

Bring Back A Rash Free Life Indeed With SMiLES

My Mother Who Would Have Been 88 on December the 10th

Teaches me

All i Need

to Know Feel
Sense and Understand Now New

With the Deafening Silence After
Her Last Breath About Love Just Don’t
Stop Never Give Up See Feel Sense All
The Face of God in Every Child Namaste
of God and the Rest of Nature DarK Thru LiGHT…

Yes Act Accordingly iNHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG LoVE iN
JoY oF LiGHT Giving Sharing Caring Healing For All With

And Least
Harm GoD Yes
LiFE LoVE iN Peace For All
These LiVinG Trees LiGHTinG
Up Christmas Trees New Colors Year ‘Round For All
These Vines DiViNE These Roots Ever Spreading Leaves

oF Peace iN LoVE..:)

i Suppose Chiming
iN DiViNE With Poetry
Is What Angels iN Heaven
Do Hehe Without Christmas
Unreformed Grinch Influencing
Us Yes Dear
To Chime
me iN DiViNE
With Angel
Wings iN
Heaven Yes
SMiles of
Free Soul
Full Poetry
i Shall Have
To Lift my
Wings Next To
Insure i Ain’t Dead
And Pinch myself
To Feel This Is EartH 🌹☺️❤️🙏

iNdeed Every Delay
An Opportunity

To Change

Course in

A More Beautiful
World Dear Miriam With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Cindy Both

Passion For Roses RiSinG
Winter Is Spring Fertilizing
Summer Is Falling For

New Dead
Leaves to



Death Creates
Life Summer Falling
Winter Feeding Spring Hope

Perhaps Now We Will All Be A
Bit Less Anxious With Depressing
Thoughts Closer to Dying HeART

Beats of



Lovely Poem Thanks For CoLoRinG
Shedding Petals Winter Rose RiSinG..:)

Are Furry Head
To Toe We Really


To Hot Or Cold 🐺

Full Mooning
All Days And Nights 🌝

More Werewolf
Than Vampire
You Would Know
This If You Owned
A Smart Phone Smart

Enough To
Open Up my
Blog Hehe BLoWinG

Away “Moore’s
Law” TAsKinG
Fellow Aspergerian
Mr Musk to
A More
Smart Phone More
Feasible Than
Colonizing A

Rock Hehe 🪨 🐺

IT Part 6
Or 6660
mY Birthdate Hehe
Just ANoTHeR ‘OMeN’
For Both
ParTS Of
Mr Gottfried
With SMiles
Wife Currently
Putting Up Our
Christ-X Tree

On No Alarms
Needed To
Wake Up
Real Christmas
Tree Sight Boogie
Wonderful FoR Real 🪩🐾

Baby WHeRE
i’M At No Alarms
Not Even CLoCKS

Dear Mr Gottfried

Flows All
Is Peace And
Love No Longer

For The
Women Hehe

“Lady’s NiGHT”
So Very Bright

iNDeeD Brighter
Moon Continues To

Glow Fuller
In Shadow
And Shine

Alive BReaKinG
News Just Dance
Sing Free SMiLinG


Love Is Good
As LoVE iN Peace
Breathes For Free

With SMiles
Middle Way HerHeHer 💃🕺💃

Hehe And If You Don’t
Believe This Is Possible
i Have Over 2000 Pics
Of Together Middle
Way Of Dance


Wise Yes!

Bros Just
Wake Up
Dance 🪩 And
Sing Free Where
All Of Life Feels
Spring BreaKinG

On The Dance
Floors Wherever

Ya Float In Place
HoMe Beyond All Distance
Space And Time FRiEnDS

With Gravity Yes Brothers
And Or Sisters Wake Up!

Sing Flow
Free Again
FOR REAL Hehe 💃🕺💃🏝

A SMile Makes
Us Human When
True And Genuine
No Matter
Low Of
Life SMiles
Is Sunshine
Life From Star
FLoWeRS Seeds
SaMe Face of God

LoVE iN Peace New
Now Dear Sohair FRiEnD
💫 🌹☺️🙏🌳🏝🌲💫

Thank You
Dear Savvy
With SMiles☺️🙏

SMiLes Mr. Gottfried
i Rose From Myth And
Or Fiction Almost
113 Months Ago
Then On A Beach
What Comes From
Water Returns Again

Just PiSSinG
The Night Away
WaKinG Up Marrying

“The Day” 🌊🏝

In Other Words
This Is No Longer
Just A Video Game

A Book
And It Is Too

With SMiles🐾

-The Stranger…

iNDeeD Only
A FLoWeR 🌊🏝

What Shall We Value of Great “Import” To Decorate

The Great Within That Some Folks Refer to As Soul

Or Even Subconscious Mind, Per How We Feel and

Sense Our Realities, Before Word Think Even Rises

to Attempt

to Provide

A Reason(s);

Yes, For Our
Condition of Now,
Always New of Course
As Change is An Only Constant of Reality.

Eastern Philosophies Of Old in Tradition Seek
To Unify Our Realities (SPiRiTuALLY) Within, Inside, Outside,
Above, So Below, And All Around With Compassionate Love For All;

In ThiS Way, The More We Give to Others, the More We Become FeeLeD
Up With Joy of Peace iN Love; And Modern Science Suggests This is True,

In General
Of Course

As Some Folks
Organically Sadly
Have No Way to Reach
These Feelings and Senses
of Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete,

With so Much FLoWinG Outward From
Within to Give, Share, Care, And Heal With

Others So Far Beyond MONEY AND STUFF, EXTERNALLY AS SucH iN Material Ways

As More of A Tool Orientated Society Than A Human One, All Warm And Fuzzy for Real.

It’s Like the Polar Opposites of the Same ‘Christmas Carol’ And ‘It’s A Wonderful Life;’

Both Classic Traditional American Stories That Tale Basically The Same Story; All We Take With Us

Is What We
Give Away
Now For Real;

i Generally Agree Yet Not All

Human Beings are Biologically

Able to Feel ThiS HeAvenLY Bliss And Bless of Give.

i’ve Been ‘Fortunate’ Enough to Survive the Suicide
Disease, Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, the Worst
Assessed Pain Known to Humankind, No Drug Would Touch

For me; From Wake to Sleep For 66 Months, Along With 18 Other
Mostly Stress Related, Life Threatening in Synergy of Disorders From
A ‘Cocktail’ of
11 Years of

to Acute Work
Related Stress That Way;

i’ve Been At The Bottom of
Existence With Numb and Pain
of That Reality Of Not Being Able

to Sleep, except for About an Hour Each
Night For 35 Out of 40, Where the Last
5 Days i Could Not Sleep At All; With Only

A Shallow Hour Per Night Sleep Assisted Before
That With a Powerful Alpha Blocker to Slow
my Heart Rate Down Enough With Blood
Pressure Out of Synch With Dysautonomia;

Just Another Ingredient of HeLL ON EartH As
i Couldn’t Remember if i Ever Felt A SMiLE Before in

My Life; Yes, Memories Are Emotions, And Emotions Are Memories;

When They Leave For Real, THere is No Reference Point Back Out of the Numb
And Pain of Hell, WHere All Is Time And A Second Feels Like A Thousand Years;

Highly Unlikely
That a So-Called
Guardian Angel

(my Mother Tried)

Could Have Convinced
me i Wasn’t In Hell Then For Real…

Pretty Much Being A Real Devil With
No ‘Forgiveness’ Possible to Get Out

Of the Jail
of Hell For Real…

iNDeeD, Finding Out How Much
of Our Reality is A ‘Within’ Game For Real

And When All Of Your Disabilities, Life Threatening,
Are Invisible to Others, Forget About Any Real Sympathy

As There is No Blood Coming Out of the Pain in Your Right
Eye and Ear That Science Assesses As Worse than the Real

Torture of Crucifixion;

No 3 Hour to 3 Day
Tour; Yes, the Whole

Sentence, Paragraph,

And More Than ‘Book Of Job’ For 66 Months;
Again, WHere And When A Second is A Thousand Years IN Hell;

Yep, Just “Another” Bill Murray “Ground Hog Day” in Hell Where
The Acronym User Name, “AGHOGDAY” Comes From; As yes, i Spent
the Last 33 Month of that 66 Months on the ‘Wrong Planet’ Just Writing

From the Moment i Woke Up Until i Hoped to Go to Sleep For All Those Last
33 Months, Until All the Pain and Numb Melted Away on a Beach on July 19th, 2013…

This Life Business

And Play is All About

Perspective For What We

Feel and Sense is of Great ‘Import’ In Life…

“It’s A Wonderful Life,” Now Just Writing 11.1 MiLLioN Words of Free Verse Poetry
And Public Dancing 17,588 Miles in Autotelic Meditating Flow For 111 Months;

And in the Public Dance, i’ve Brought More SMiLes And Even Recorded Them

Than Anyone Could

Possibly Imagine

BacK iN The Hell Place for Real…

Escaping Hell, Makes it So Much Easier
to Actually Feel Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete,

With Plenty of SMiLes to Give Away as You May Come to

‘See’ What ‘Import’ That Is As Long as We Will Give A Smile Away
We aRe i’MPorTanT ENough to Live,


Not All Folks

Heaven ThiS Way…

Anyway, This is My
‘Christmas Story;’ No Myth,
NO Fiction; The Real Deal of Just Living
Being Human With A Smile to Give Away Free

or Perhaps

A Tear for
Those Who
Experience that
Gift of Comfort in Heaven True as Well

As Again Not All Do in the Other Place For Real…

One of my Favorite Parts of my “It’s A Wonderful Life”

Is Earlier This Year Public Dancing At Walmart When A Young
Woman All Teary Eyed Came Up to me And Said She Just Wanted

to Thank me For Dancing So Free With Nary A Care for What Anyone

Thought of The Dancing Wings of me on Dry Land Hehe; She Said, Her
And Her FRiEnDS Were Having Tough Years Fitting in At High School and

They took Voyeur Videos of me Dancing And Danced Together With the Videos

After School as She Said It helped Inspire them to Get Through those Tough Years then…

From the First Year Finding Out When the Lowe’s Team Were Installing a New Front Door
That The Contractors Doing it Back in Middle School in 2014, Inspired By my Public Dance

Dressed Up With Colorful Themed Shirts And Shades And Went Tricker Treating as me, hehe…

Yes, Yes, Yes, i’ve Heard And Documented Comments From Viral Voyeur Taken Video of Me
Numbering 1300 from The Metro Community; Ranging From They Hope i Wasn’t Going ‘Postal,’
to Famous, Local Icon, and Living Legend Too;

And i’ve Even Witnessed

Young Folks Mocking

Worship Kneeling

Down to me

With Clasped Hands As
Such in Prayer; Yes that was
a Little too much and Extremely Uncomfortable

to See; As Do Know, Feel, Sense For Real, When You are Naked,

Enough, Whole, Complete; THere is Neither Anyway Anyone Will Subtract
or Add Anything

To the Soul You
are Now Again,

Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete For Real;

Then You May Understand ‘This Business’ About

Worshipping ‘God Men’ Who Are Afraid of Criticism

IS A Biggest Lie Ever ALong With The Fact That Anyone

Who Goes to Hell For Real Will NEVER EVER EVEN TALK ABOUT

SENDING SOMEONE ELSE ThERE; In fact, They Will Move Mountains

of LoVE iN Peace if Necessary

To Give Away

The LoVE iN

Peace They Become
Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete iNCaRNaTE;

Yeah, Baby the Real Deal; The ‘Hero Archetype’

For Real Ain’t About TaKinG; It’s All About Giving

As THere is

Left of Real to Receive
From Anyone Else You
Don’t Already Have For Real Or Take Away;

(Of Course it Helps to Be Financially Independent)

Indeed, The (An) Experience of (An) The ‘Anti-Trump’…

When “The Depth of The Story” Becomes ReaL, It’s Important Enough to AcTuAlly Do…

And THeRE Are Unlimiting Ways to Do It; IF Free Dance and Song Ain’t Your Cup of ‘Tea
in The Sahara,’


“Stayin’ Alive;”
And Even Thriving
The Rest of ‘YouR WayS”..:)

TransForming ‘Yoga’
iNTO Naked Enough
Whole Complete Art For



SMiLes Dear Savvy i Have Many
Systemizing Science Minded
Acquaintances Who ‘Believe’

Hehe Yes Who Do ‘Believe’ That

Belief, Faith, Hope, Love aRe ALL

Mush And Of No


to Improve
Existence As If

Are Only Millstones
At the Bottom of An Ocean
With No Way to Rise to Surface

Like a Statue Without A Human Soul

At the Bottom of the Ocean Too Waiting

Thousands of Years For the Statue to Come Back to Life

Hehe Meanwhile

Science SHows

Sugar Pills
As Forms for
Essence of Prayerful
Beliefs of Hope to Heal With

LoVE iN Faith Will Put So-Called Terminal
Illness into the Files of Unexplained
Remission And Life Long Recovery
Otherwise Known as the ‘Placebo Effect’

How Science Explains The Mystery of Human
Belief, Faith, Hope, And Yes Literally and Metaphorically

Essence of Love
Deep in Emotions
of Intention For Change

By Will of Strength in Loving
Foundation of Grace in Peace


Mind and
Body SoUL
Whole mY FRiEnD

On the ‘DarK Side’ Yes

The Real Voodoo of the ‘Nocebo

Effect’ of Negative Intention Creates
Negative Consequence Like Falling Ill

And Eventually an Early Demise Are Part

of the Heaven And Hell Pie And Cake And Icing too

The Paths of Belief, Hope, Faith, And Love Are Ours to Take

So Are The Paths of Doubt, Fear, Despair, And Hate That Anger


In Misery
Loves Company

Ironically There Are
Intrinsic Rewards
of Dopamine
And Adrenaline
Associated With Fear,
And the Anger And Even
Violence Associated With Hate

iN Addictions The DarK iS iNDeeD A Force to
Contend With MiSSinG the MarK oF LiGHT mY FRiEnD

On the Other Hand We May LiGHT Our LiVinG Trees With
Positivity of New Colors Always Now Just to Give Share
Care And Heal Away For All With Most Respect and Least

Harm iNHaLinG Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT



A Withering

Tree With Few to No Leaves
oF LiGHT to BirtH And SPREaD mY FRiEnD..:)

SMiles Dear Kiran
i Intuit You Have
A Very Systemizing
Mind And Conscientious
Work Ethic Yet Freeing

Far Beyond
Reason In
Recesses Of
Human Subconscious
Creative Potential

From Ocean
Depth SouL

Indeed This
Is Your Soul
Effort To Breathe
As The Business

That Potential
Away Hehe Yet
Information Technology
Skills And Financial
Skills Learned
Is What
To Make
me Financial
A Reality Almost
15 Years Ago And
Then i Regained
mY SoUL Breath
Of Creativity
iN Free
Flow of
Dance And Song
Verily Far Away
From Work Skills
For Pay And my
Three University
Degrees i Earned
As Triple Major in
1983 in Anthropology,
Social Sciences Interdisciplinary,

And Health
Science too

Hehe my Wife
Then All
Of Home Life
Since i Retired
i Only Come Out
Of Financial Management

As Required
Hehe She Rather
Have Full Control

i Mostly Say
Honey 🍯
Please Do

i Rather
And Repeat
Heaven Again

Now HAha🙏☺️🙌🤗

SMiles Dear
Kiran i Hope
To Inspire You
Most To Continue

Your Soul Breath
Of Art Yet It’s Hard
Though i’ve Known
And Am Still FRiEnDS

With Indians
So Creative
And Smart
In The Business
And Information
To Sweep
Our Souls
And Even Our
Abilities To Love
Warmly Away It’s
The Way Of The
World of A “Matter
With Things” Yet

It’s Also
A Way
To Financial
For Surviving And
Thriving Anywhere
Ya Wanna Do The

Your Soul
Wings And
Return one
Day To Dance
Sing Free Again
It Basically Took

me 40 Years
In That Work
Ethic Desert

Yet The
Youth of
Made Soul

In 2013 At 53

30 Years Too
After i Graduated
University Hehe i
Checked out a Book Back
Then On Creativity “Thinking”

i Could Find
On How To Be

When it
Is Only
A Present
Wave Coming
Deep From


Whole Soul
Surfacing As Gift

All Reason

All Love
Of Art iN
SMart And heART ☺️🙏🙌🤗

SMiLes Dear Kiran Verily i Skip

Death And Go Directly to Heaven

New Now Yet Of Course THere Are

No Material Goods to Do

Or Money to Make

When Heaven

Is Not On A Mind

For Yesterday or Tomorrow

Yet Only Feeling And Sensing

Within Eternally New Now For Real

Yes True Beyond Measure mY FRiEnD

All Distance Space Time and A ‘Matter

With Things’ Heaven is All Vibrations

And Frequencies of the Energy We Co-create

As Far As Positive Waves of LoVE iN Peace WiLL

Now to Give
Share Care
Heal Freely
For All With
Most Respect
And Least Harm
Now Soulful Journey
Always New Coming


iNHaLinG Peace
Breathing THiS
Flame of Being All New Now

Yet Of Course if You Are in Business
School Studying to Perhaps Do ‘CA’ or
Other Worthy Goal For Pursuing
A Living in the ‘Money And
Stuff World’ There Must

Be Limits As THere
ARE ALways are

With Goals
mY FRiEnd
That Must
Be Measured
Always More
in Competition

This Other Place
Is Only the Water
And Air Within We
Breathe And Give New Now…

Yet True i Tend to Visit The ‘Ego’
Space of Reason And the ‘Art’ Place
Of SPiRiT HeART SoUL Too In Metrics
Of Existence too A Bit of Yang in the Yin

Is Necessary
For Chaos in
Order And Art of
Chaos to Verily Truly
Thrive DarK Thru LiGHT

Arriving New Now..:)

What A Landslide
For Addressing
All States of the Union
Except For Five Twice Indeed

i’m Ready For Some New Vacation

Stories of Places Never Visited Before

As True There is Still All Around the

World to Do

Dear Miriam

And It’s Still
on my Avatar Places
List of Going to With SMiLes True..:)

SMiLes Dear Kiran Meeting
The Needs of A Defined
Target Audience(s)
Constantly Adjusting
Changing Requirements

Of Potential Consumers Indeed
True Maximizing Overall Earnings

In Profits



Work Out By
Expanding Even
More In Productivity
By Meeting Potential
Measured Customer Demand

To Consume To Consume Zoom Zoom
Zoom To Buy All We Have to Sell In Competition

Of Profit Motives True However There is Also the Place

Of Human Potentials Generating Just the Bliss Within of Doing

These Greater Human Potentials New Now Yes in Autotelic Flow

Where if An
Audience Cares
to Tag Along Great

Yet if they Don’t The Value
All Comes in the Loving Life

New Doing Now

Just Naked Enough
Whole Complete With
Nothing to Subtract or Add

Yes True Giving Sharing Caring
Healing For All With Most Respect
And Least Harm However Not Sacrificing

Human Potentials Over How Others May
View the Value of What We Love to Do Most

A Way Of Life
Without Any
Money and Stuff
Hehe of Course it
Helps to Start Off
Financially Independent
NoW As Machine Cognition
Tends to Weather Away Many

Human Potentials

Yet to Still


With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Down Under FRiEnD From
Australia “Peace And Truth” And Thank You
So Very Much For Dropping By “FB Profile
Pic Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old” With Merry

Christmas Wishes to Twin Souls As You So Generously
Recognize The Wife and i With SMiLes Dear FRiEnD

Such A Long Day Visiting A Doctor And The Beach of

Course There is No Therapy Better Perhaps Than Dancing

In FLoW Miles in ReVersE oN The Beach Mirroring Shores

That Waves Make Yes Dancing in Reverse Winging it Free in

Athletic Shoes in Deep Sand Floating As Such With Human

Wings Balancing FRiEnDS With
Gravity Head to Toe FLoWinG
Meditating Contemplating LoViNG
Life Freely Yes in Grace Balancing This

Way Foundation of Will And Strength
RiSinG Ever More in All Creative Human
Potentials As that Applies to Greater Productivity

iN Whatever Task With LoVE to Focus on Becoming

Essence of Faith in Belief Naturally Dancing A Tight

Rope in Balance Even Higher FRiEnDS With Gravity Now

Oh With Gale Force Head Winds And Fog Salty And Thick

New Hehe it Sure Made it Much Easier to Glide Later This Evening
In Public Dance At Walmart SMiLinG Cloud Comfort Head to To More

Essence of Belief
This 100 Percent
Faith In Doing More
Unique Ways of Life
Never Dreamed Until Now
With Every WaKinG Dream
Words of Song Moves of Dance

Coming to Fruition Eternally NoW in
Loving Grace Balancing WiLL And Strength


A Karma
of Doing
Yin and Yang
Always in Balance Now With SMiLes…

High Five To You Too With Merry Christmas
Wishes With Plenty of HeART FelT FRiEnDSHiP
WitH SMiLes..:)

Summer Yes
Still Coming
December DarK NeW
Yes Deepest WiNTeR SoULS..🙂

Thank You
Cloudy And
All Warm
Hehe After
All iT iS Florida
The Sunshine
And FLoWeR State
With SMiLes
SaMe to You
Lovely Poet Lillian😊


Indeed i Am
Proud Of You
Too Mr Wolfman 🎖

Stay Sharp
With Big Teeth

The Dentist 🦷
Says i Have
Only The
Teeth Hehe
For Real too

With Toothy Grins 🐺

Hehe Mr Gottfried God Yes
When It Is Negative Winter
Degrees The Walmart
Workers Sing i Bring

iN Man Shorts
With Bear🐻


To Everyday
Low Prices Meanwhile
i Only Free Load Dance

Not Buying A God
Dam Thing 🤑🤮

The Wife’s
Purview HAha 🕺🐺💫

SMiLes Dear Kiran Thanks So
Much For Dropping By “FB
Profile Pic Bible 7 MiLLioN
WordS Old” Thanks For All
The Wonders of Unique
Wisdom You Bring
True to The “SonG oF
YouR SoUL” Too Always
iNSPiRinG To me With
SMiLes Thanks For

Ways From A
Land Far Away
In India Yet Close
To Free Human
Set Free in
SPiRiT Wings True

LeSSoN 469🌲
“We Gather Together To
Share Stories Of Tradition”
Yet Some Of Us Uniquely Write
And Play Our Own Story Freely

Soul Self

Even To The
Chagrin Of
Others Who
May Wish To
Practically Crucify
Who We ARe Those
Of Us Who Truly Believe
Carry on Free As Wayward
Sons And Or Daughters Yes

Even Thriving
In Ways No Other
Humans Have Seen

And This Is Why We No
Longer LiVE iN Caves
Restricting Ourselves
To Cave Art And Books

OF Tradition
oF Old Some
oF US Seek And
Find New Gardens
Of Edens Lush Green
And Colorful Others

In Drab
And FRoZeN
Places Of Ice

SMiles i Believe
You Are An Extraterrestrial

Leaving The Desert And

Like me
Left Behind
With SMiles
Hehe Even If
You Are Temporarily

In The
Icy Place For Now

As i’ve Surely Lived
THere Within For Years

Cheers to New Christmas
Tree Colors Within Year

Dear FRiEnD
With SMiles



Trusting ‘The Inner Voice’
Yet First RiSinG Intuition
Out of DarK Dear Savvy

SeeKinG FinDinG

Into The LiGHT
MaKinG ReaSon

Servant For Master
Intuition to Survive and

Thrive Only Helping

The Servant of Reason
To Thrive As Well As Intuition

Yes Push and Pull of Yang and Yin
Balancing For Real Head to Toe So Much

More As Emotional
Regulation Yes And
Sensory Integration
MaKinG FRiEnDS Oh So Loving Free..:)

A Major Issue With ‘Knowledge’ More Than

Ever Is Trust Worthy Sources That Will Truly

Work For Us Discerning What is True or False


For Us Dear Kiran

As Most Everyone

Needs A Structure


To Keep Safe And Free iNDeeD With SMiLes..:)

my my Dear Kiran THere
Are So Many Avenues
Available to Enhance
And Continue Human
Potentials Even For Free
That Technology Provides

Now That Humans

Didn’t Even Dream
Of When i Am Young

In Numbers At Least Long
Ago in A Galaxy As Close As the

One Now Just More Opportunities

To Advance Mind and Body Whole Potentials

Key ThougH As Always

Master The Tools and

Do Not Become

Slaves to the

Tools at Hand
Like Instant Gratification
That Does Not Provide Any

Challenges to Advance iN Peace
Continuous Human Potentials Loving Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair Perhaps Now If Everyone New
Will Find Love Meaning And Purpose of Peace

In Life Folks Will Be Happier No Matter
Size of Family or Circle of FRiEnDS


i’m Glad You Have
The Gratitude For
What You Do Hold
Dear As True With SMiLeS AGAiN..:)

SMiLes Animals So Innocent
Empty of Malicious Intent
Of Course Unless one is

A Male Spider With A
Black Widow Girl Friend hehe

Dear Hawaii Aloha FRiEnD

Anyway Yes Dogs So Empty of
Malicious Intent They Won’t Eat Us After

We Love Them Particularly Australian
Shepherd Panda Ouch! Stepping on Your

Foot Holding Up Your Past Injured Knee

The Innocence
Indeed of EYes
That Bring Shepherd
Love mY FRiEnD At Best

And Oh the Glory and Popularity
of the Big North Shore Oahu Waves

We Had Gale Force Winds Yesterday Big
Waves At the Beach Coming From the South East

Yes Dancing in Reverse FLoWinG SPiRaLinG With
Athletic Shoes in Deep Sugar White Sands Miles

With The Wind SMiLinG With me Such Floating Ease

YeT On Terrestrial Land Against the Wind

Hehe Perhaps Wising For A

More Aerodynamic Shape

As i Do Serve

As Quite of
A Wind Break Hehe..:)

SMiLes Dear Shreya Zen Art of
Ego May Be An Art We Choose
to Paint Differently Adapting New

to Every Environment We Encounter

iN Flow Change is Reality We aRe Never

The Same Every Now We Inhale Peace

At Best Exhale Love At Best True An Art

We May Come
to Be Wonderfully
Coloring New if We

Find Ways to Write Direct
Produce And Do Our Own Play New Now…

Hehe The Business Writer is Not Nearly the
Soul of the Poet Shreya Nor Would Most Anyone

Guess Just By Seeing me in ‘Real Life’ i Would Ever
Dance In Public or Sing Poetry Everywhere i Go True too

And That Always

Changes for More

Of Who We come to
Actually Do As Most All
Arts Color Life Deeper and Brighter For Real..:)

SMiLes Dear Cindy As Autumn Leaves
Change into Decaying Leaves Feeding
Green Spring Coloring Summer to Fall Again

Isn’t it True It’s All About

Keeping Our Colors New

Blooming Within Not Giving

Up With First or Second or Third Loves

Generating All the Lovely Colors That Only

Need Change in All Dances

And Songs Creating

New Vibrations
And Frequencies

Yes Energies of LoVE iN Synergies
Worth Living Loving Always New Now

As Loving EYeS And Colors TRuE NoW
Within Will Always Evolve THiS WaY NeW
Beautiful So iNSPiRinG Poetry As Always Thank You..:)

“Standards” It’s What Humans Do
Who Have Yet to Step Out of Book
Covers to Earn THeiR Own Wings to Fly


Coming Generations Are Not Going to Put Up
With Myths And Calling Human Beings Sinful
For How they Are Born; They Aren’t Ignorant.

Yeah It’s True Dear Miriam

What Will Folks Do With Their
Lives If There is No One Looking

Nothing to Buy No Longer Any Money

to Make It’s True my Uncle is Rich

He Lives in An Elite Mansion

Gated Community on the

Emerald Gulf Coast

He Relates How the Rich
And So-called Famous and
Important Have No Other Goals

of Money and Stuff Fame And Fortune

To Attain Sadly Their Answer May Be to Shoot

Their Self As THeiR Existence Was Only About

External Goals

From the Very

Start of the so-called
American Dream of Competition
For Official Titles of Fame and Fortune
And All Money And Stuff Eventually Buys

In ‘Christmas
CarolS’ and

A ‘Wonderful
Life’ That May Never
Actually Come Deep Within
Soul Lasting Giving Sharing
Caring Healing Naked Enough Whole Complete…

i’ve Been a ‘Company Man’ Before With A Federal Title and

A Big Pay Grade and Pay And the Server of Rental Shoes too

What Shall We Do

Give or

Take More

i’d Rather Serve Out Rental Bowling
Alley Shoes Sharing SMiLes than
Be Somebody With A Title

Or Even


Label of Name

Yet that’s Just
my Humble View

So i Dance and Sing
Free Now With Wings Yet

It’s True i’m Still A Systemizer
i Still Believe Life is Gift For Human Potentials

So Every June Through December in the Last 7 Years
i’ve Written A “Grand Cross Bible” Each Year Just By A Little Side-Muse

STaRT Of ‘Kabbalah Astrology’ An Arrangement of Planets That Came on my
56th Birthday on 6.6.16 as i Just Named One Blog Post “Grand Cross 56”

Just For the Fun
oF it As Whatever
We Create As Holy
And Sacred in Real
Vibrations and Frequencies
Of Emotional Energy of Feelings
And Senses Naturally FLoWeRS More

iN Creativity And Productivity Even Healing
As the “Placebo” Effect of Belief Shows ThiS WaY
of Sugar Pills as Opposed to the Real ‘Voodoo’ Effect

Of the Science Assessed
‘Nocebo Effect’ That May
Lead to DisEase and Even
A More Early Demise of Life

As Studied
in Science
For Real too

So Yeah, The ‘Grand Cross’
Muse Works as an Actual Symbol
of ‘Sugar Pill’ Muse i Used A Similar

“Star of David” Planetary Alignment

For July 22nd of 2013 Actually Rising Out
of the Pain And Numb of 19 Medical Disorders
With No Prognosis of Recovery in Life Threat 3 Days Earlier
on July 19th, 2013 When over and over Again i Expressed Then

(Yeah It’s True A Prince Born in England on the 22nd Then too)

The Hope
For A Special
Event on July 22nd, 2013
on That Date of the So-Called
“Star of David” Planetary Alignment

Obviously Just A Sugar Pill Yet the Subconscious
Mind of Soul Comprising About 99.5 Percent of Our
Existence in Reality is Far Beyond Empirical Measure

Of How Real
Change Happens
As Sure A Person may
Imagine Getting Stronger
Wearing a Cast And Science
Shows Without Actually Exercising
the Arm Empirical Measures of Strength

Will Naturally Come

Yet This iS A VEry Small Example
That Can And Will at Least Be

Empirically Measured

in Some Way As the Actual
Professionals Taking Care of

me Called my Recovery A Frigging
Bona Fide Miracle of Natural Recovery

In The Unexplained Medical Files of Recovery Indeed

Let’s Just Say Belief, Faith, Hope, Love And a Sugar Pill

of my Own
And Construction
Involved Closely For Muse

of Successful

Karma iN
Action And
Consequence For Real

You Know You Feel You Sense

When You Accomplish a Real Miraculous

Feat You Wanna Find Ways to Repeat it As

You Become a Scientist of the Art of Soul For Real

It Doesn’t Work Like A Frigging ‘Linear Five Step Method’ Even

‘9 Dimensional Chess’ is Rather Watered Down For the Process

to even

to Relate

The ‘Wizardry’

Real that Might

Other Wise Make ‘Harry Potter’ Blush…

Anyway By The End of that Year Close to
Christmas i Wrote What Came to Be A Subchapter
Titled Free Verse Longest EPiC Long Form Poem
Longer Than The Old ‘King James’ Titled Effort in Seven Months

“Grand Cross Bible 2016” i Didn’t Title it Until i Started Writing
it And Saw Back Then in Seven Months i Had Written A Subchapter
of Long Form Poem Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” Now 11.1 MiLLioN Words
And Around 14 Scale the Size of that ‘Old King James Effort” New in 111

Months Now
With 17,600
Miles of Public
Dance too Surely
Making a ‘Sugar Pill’

Of A Fictional Story of
A So-Called “King David”
in A Close to Naked Dance in Public Blush too Hehe

in More ‘Vile Ways’ too As ‘They’ Promised And Never

Came through

In That Fictional
And Still Worshipped

Story too as If Ya wanna Live
Forever Without Doing ‘Crucified

Again’ Ya Become A Story Rebirthing
YeS EVeRY Year When the Sun Rises
Again After 3 Days of Winter Solstice Real…

True Ya May Come Back to Life

When Bunnies Reproduce too…

Similar to When Batman After
He Went into ‘The DarK Side’ for
5 Years Advised By His Advisor

His Mentor to Be

More Than A Man Mr. Wayne
of Bruce in Vengeance for Justice

BE A STory BE A Legend Instead

That No One Will Be able to Destroy ‘By Sword’

SWoRDS of Words GReaTeR FoR Real iNDeeD God

Yes ‘Ghost AuthorS’ UNderStand the Essence of the
Form of The Power of What the “Pen” is… Truly iNDeed For Real

Yes True i Wrote A Subchapter Titled “Grand Cross Bible 2016” in 7 Months
And Did it Again in 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, and 2021 And True Oops i’m

Doing it Again Just
For the Autotelic
Flow of Completing
More of my Human Potentials
in The Ecstasy BLeSSinG BLiSSinG

Of Just Doing it Again For this Gift of Life Real

Yet It’s True in Flow This Year Up to around 716,000 Words
iN Almost Seven Months So Far i May Only Reach More Than
the “New International
Version” Yes

oF An Old

Bible Size

This Year hehe

JusT ASSiGNiNG A Different

‘Sugar Pill’ of Muse It Could Be

A ‘Blue Turtle’ Whatever i Choose

That is Holy and Sacred to me For Real
Hehe Smart Phones Have Lost the Contest

With “Moore’s Law” Now For Crashing in Pathetic

Attempts to Open Up my New Blog Posts ‘These Days’

Yet You See Nothing in This World of Tools of Titles and

Money And Stuff Will Add or

Subtract What

Is Naked
Enough Whole
Complete Just to Do

If Someone Finds One of the
Messages in the Bottle in the Ocean
Online When Technology and Other
Humans Finally Catch Up So Be It if Not

At Least i Truly

Lived and Didn’t

Jump off A Bridge

With The Suicide
Disease Shut in my
Home For 66 Months
As A Real Phantom of the
Opera And Hunchback of Notre Dame too

Living With a SMiLe Naked Enough Whole
Complete Just To Give Away in A Dance When

The Grandchildren of the Lady Who Cuts my Hair
Begs Her to Tell Them Where And When i Will Dance

Next Just to See
the Art Free of me

Is Surely Reward Enough
Free Just To Give SMiLes Away For

Free Yes It’s All About Perspective (of only me) And

What Really In Life Ya Choose As Your Holiday Tradition

At Best

Just Another
‘Christmas Carol’

Or A Truly ‘Wonderful Life’

Now WHeRE You Do Your Own Review

Now Hehe And Finish Your Obituary LiVinG In

Real TimE ONLiNE Now PicKinG YouR Own FLoWeRS

As You Rise Up From That Old “Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely HeARTS

Club Band” Album Cover

Of Your Own
Choosing No
Longer Just
A Stone Statue
in A Living Burial Ground

RiSinG UP With No Name Yet
Do With SMiLes Warm and True

Anyway This is my Christ-X Story of Change

And YeS FoR ReaL i’m

Just Doing IT New Now

For Free LovinG iT All
AS Stars Will Shine Below

Mooning the Rest of the
Earth Free As Well Hehe

iN Dance and Song Naked
Enough Whole Complete For Real With SMiLes

Okay Finishing With The iNHale of Peace Now For
The Exhale of Love

As Usual
i’ll Be Back

i For one Don’t
Break PromiseS Hehe
As The ‘Record Books’ SHoW..:)

Here IS A Short Answer And A Longer Answer too;

Yawn, An Exception Does Not Make A Rule;

As Already Mentioned in ‘This Thread,’ Transgender

Folks are A Very Tiny Minority Yet a Real Minority in the

World Who Are Marginalized Now Yet Celebrated As Holy

And Divine In More Nature Based Cultures That Act ‘Human’

More Than ‘The Tools’ They Create;

Indeed, Celebrated As Non-Binary

And Two Spirited Folks Often Softer

In Competition For Reproduction in

Assistance of Others or Noble Warriors
in Battles of Folks With Vagina’s Who Act

More ‘Masculine’ Than Most Dudes in ‘the Tribe’ Do…

i Have a Young Nephew who Insists on Wearing His Cousin’s
Pearl Necklace With A Pink Stone; He does Rough And Tumble
Play too Holding HiS Own; He And Or She Or Whatever He

Eventually Chooses to Identify or Not With
Could Surely Be a Child

Model If His Parents

Were the ‘Hollywood

Type’ Yet No They

Are ‘Backwoods’ Folks

As Tough As Nails as

‘Rednecks’ Still Come and Go;

Like Last Night as me and my Wife

Were Complimenting the Walmart Manager

On Their Very Best Greeter At the Door Who We

(It’s Impossible to Tell What Kind of Sexual Organs
‘They’ Have By Outward Appearance;’ LITERALLY IMPOSSIBLE


Will Tell Wouldn’t Hurt A Fly Yet Spreads Smiles All

Night Long

With A Spirit

Lighter than

Any Androgynous

Female With A Beard

on A Cross Named So-called

‘Jesus’ of Course Reflecting the

Androgynous Appearance of A Dude

With Long Hair Eccentric in the Renaissance

of Leonardo DaVinci With Beard Then too As Hey

That’s One Way to Live

Eternally Paint

Jesus as ‘You’
Hehe in A Last
Supper To Spread
in Art Around the World

As A ‘Little Brown Man’ Becomes Androgynous

More Northern European With A Beard And Long

Hair; Even Written in the So-Called Bible By So Called
Saul the Saint Paul as A Disgrace to Men Like Being

Then for Real

As No One Would

Have Given A Dude
Like That Even the ‘Time
of Day’ On a Cross For Being

A Total Disgrace of A Dude With
Long Hair With No ‘Cattle’ to Breed Little ones AS Such…

The Ignorance is Palpable As Ignorance Will Breed indeed…

And of Course

‘Popable’ Too As

The Priest Skips Along
in His and Or Her Pink
Robe This ‘Time of Year’

And Makes Homophobic

Jokes too Doth Protesting too Much

As Even Among Studies in the Catholic

Church, SHoW UP to 58 Percent of Priests are
Assessed With Homosexual Orientations As Such;

Guess What, Nature Doesn’t Do Only Black and White;

Nature Is Not Formed By Humans in Only Squares and

Only Straight Roads; Particularly Around Mountains

And Rivers That Only Spiral As Trees And Rivers Spread

iN Waves FRiEnDS With Gravity

As the Chaos of

Stars Placed Above

Actually Brings A Most
Beautiful Spiraling Galaxy

of Just Another Nautilus Shell
Created Above So Below Within Inside
Outside And All Around As Spiraling

Sub Particles WHere The ‘Dark Place’ Below

Within Blankets All Matter Above So Below Distant

As Stars


Free Just to Be

As Chaos Makes the Most
Beautiful Art Whether Male
And Or Female too Indeed to Play…

This is Just Another ‘Dog Whistle’ of Ignorance Indeed…

Or Perhaps We Should Recognize Science on the Issue

With A Little Help From A Quote Long Enough for Someone

To Read Who
Actually Has
Background in Human Biology For Real:


Nearly everyone in middle school biology learned that if you’ve got XX chromosomes, you’re a female; if you’ve got XY, you’re a male. This tired simplification is great for teaching the importance of chromosomes but betrays the true nature of biological sex. The popular belief that your sex arises only from your chromosomal makeup is wrong. The truth is, your biological sex isn’t carved in stone, but a living system with the potential for change.

Why? Because biological sex is far more complicated than XX or XY (or XXY, or just X). XX individuals could present with male gonads. XY individuals can have ovaries. How? Through a set of complex genetic signals that, in the course of a human’s development, begins with a small group of cells called the bipotential primordium and a gene called SRY.

A newly fertilized embryo initially develops without any indication of its sex. At around five weeks, a group of cells clump together to form the bipotential primordium. These cells are neither male nor female but have the potential to turn into testes, ovaries or neither. After the primordium forms, SRY—a gene on the Y chromosome discovered in 1990, thanks to the participation of intersex XX males and XY females—might be activated.*

Though it is still not fully understood, we know SRY plays a role in pushing the primordium toward male gonads. But SRY is not a simple on/off switch, it’s a precisely timed start signal, the first chord of the “male gonad” symphony. A group of cells (instrument sections) must all express SRY (notes of the chord), at the right time (conductor?). Without that first chord, the embryo will play a different symphony: female gonads, or something in between.

And there’s more! While brief and coordinated SRY-activation initiates the process of male-sex differentiation, genes like DMRT1 and FOXL2 maintain certain sexual characteristics during adulthood. If these genes stop functioning, gonads can change and exhibit characteristics of the opposite sex. Without these players constantly active, certain components of your biological sex can change.

There’s still more! SRY, DMRT1, and FOXL2 aren’t directly involved with other aspects of biological sex. Secondary sex characteristics—penis, vagina, appearance, behavior—arise later, from hormones, environment, experience, and genes interacting. To explore this, we move from the body to the brain, where biology becomes behavior.


When the biology gets too complicated, some point to differences between brains of males and females as proof of the sexual binary. But a half century of empirical research has repeatedly challenged the idea that brain biology is simply XY = male brain or XX = female brain. In other words, there is no such thing as “the male brain” or “the female brain.” This is not to say that there are no observable differences. Certain brain characteristics can be sexually dimorphic: observable average differences across males and females. But like biological sex, pointing to “brain sex” as the explanation for these differences is wrong and hinders scientific research.

Let’s just take the most famous example of sexual dimorphism in the brain: the sexually dimorphic nucleus of the preoptic area (sdnPOA). This tiny brain area with a disproportionately sized name is slightly larger in males than in females. But it’s unclear if that size difference indicates distinctly wired sdnPOAs in males versus females, or if—as with the bipotential primordium—the same wiring is functionally weighted toward opposite ends of a spectrum. Throw in the observation that the sdnPOA in gay men is closer to that of straight females than straight males, and the idea of “the male brain” falls apart.

Trying to link sex, sex chromosomes and sexual dimorphism is also useless for understanding other brain properties. The hormone vasopressin is dimorphic but is linked to both behavioral differences and similarities across sex. Simply put, the idea of a sexual binary isn’t scientifically useful, and nowhere is this more obvious than in the brain. It also happens that transgender people have the brains to prove it.

It’s easy to see sexual dimorphisms and conclude that the brain is binary; easy, but wrong. Thanks to the participation of trans people in research, we have expanded our understanding of how brain structure, sex and gender interact. For some properties like brain volume and connectivity, trans people possessed values in between those typical of cisgender males and females, both before and after transitioning. Another study found that for certain brain regions, trans individuals appeared similar to cis-individuals with the same gender identity. In that same study, researchers found specific areas of the brain where trans people seemed closer to those with the same assigned sex at birth. Other researchers discovered that trans people have unique structural differences from cis-individuals.


As if the brain and body weren’t complicated enough, another biological factor influences the expression of biological sex in an individual: hormones. Anyone who has gone through puberty has felt the power of hormones firsthand. But like all things biology, hormones cannot be limited to the pubescent idea of “estrogen = female and testosterone = male.”

For one thing, all humans possess levels of estrogen, progesterone and testosterone with sex differences not as prominent as is popularly thought. During infancy and prepubescence, these hormones sit in a bipotential range, with no marked sex differences. Through puberty, certain sex hormones like estrogen, progesterone and testosterone become weighted toward one end of a spectrum. But in developed adults, estrogen and progesterone levels are on average similar between males and nonpregnant females. And while testosterone exhibits the largest difference between adult males and females, heritability studies have found that genetics (X vs. Y) only explains about 56 percent of an individual’s testosterone, suggesting many other influences on hormones. Furthermore, measurements of sex hormones levels in any one individual wildly vary across the range of “average” values regardless of how close or spread apart you take the measurements. The binary sex model not only insufficiently predicts the presence of hormones but is useless in describing factors that influence them.

Environmental, social and behavioral factors also influence hormones in both males and females, complicating the idea that hormones determine sex. Progesterone changes in response to typically male-coded social situations that involve dominance and competition. Estrogen, typically linked to feminine-coded behavior, also plays a role in masculine-coded dominance/power social scenarios. Though testosterone levels are different between males and females on average, many external factors can change these levels, such as whether or not a person is raising a child. Differing testosterone levels in both men and women can predict certain parenting behaviors. Even the content of a sexual fantasy can change testosterone levels. The fact is, behavior and environment—like cultural gender norms and expectations—influence sex-related hormones, and the biology of the body and brain itself.


While this is a small overview, the science is clear and conclusive: sex is not binary, transgender people are real. It is time that we acknowledge this. Defining a person’s sex identity using decontextualized “facts” is unscientific and dehumanizing. The trans experience provides essential insights into the science of sex and scientifically demonstrates that uncommon and atypical phenomena are vital for a successful living system. Even the scientific endeavor itself is quantifiably better when it is more inclusive and diverse. So, no matter what a pundit, politician or internet troll may say, trans people are an indispensable part of our living reality.

Transgender humans represent the complexity and diversity that are fundamental features of life, evolution and nature itself. That is a fact.”

Other than that Have A Nice

Day; The World Is ‘Colorful;’

The Illusion is it’s Only ‘Black
And White’ And Only ‘Male and Female’ AS Such;

It’s Like me at the Military Gym, Trying to Convince
The Ignorant So-Called Elite Military Dudes at 62 Years of Age that

GREaTesT Strength Doesn’t Come From Force As i Gracefully Do a Tai-Chi-Like
Ballet-Like Martial-Arts; Yes, Free Style Dance Casually Loading Up 30-45 Pound

Plates on a Leg Pressing Machine Where That and the Sled that Lifts the Weight

At 103 Pounds Adds Up to 1453 Pounds As Yeah i’ve Actually Done As Much As

1593 Pounds as i Always Low Balled
The Weight of the Sled at 30 Pounds

As Recently Someone Showed me the
Specs of the Leg Pressing Machine to tell

me Hey Fred You Actually Leg Press More than You Say;

And Yes ‘1340 Pounds’ Plus 73 Pounds For 1413 Pounds is Actually Shared
On YouTube Slowly Leg Pressing That Weight at 45 Degrees Just Warming
Up 12 Reps With a Deep Resounding Mantra Roaring All 100 Seconds For Real…

i Won’t Bore Ya More With That;

The Point is, When Dudes Try to

Be All So Called Masculine in Macho Force,

They Lose the Divine Feminine ‘Wu Wei’ ‘Way of Water;’

FRiEnDS With Gravity That Overcome Mountains

High Yet Flows

With Least


in Lowest Valleys Actually Highest

In Potential Existence Changing Reality on Earth;

Like The Transgender Human at the Entrance Door of Walmart

Spreading the Grace of Love That as Science Shows Actually

Lifts Humanity up

More in Cooperation

That Foolish Forceful

Competition Ever Will;

‘Way of Water;’ God Yes

Way of Divine ‘Wu Wei’

Feminine Grace Gently
Loving All Of Nature Real’

And Nah, True, After i Load
Up all that Weight And Leg
Press it in Total Balance FRiEnDS

(With Greatest Grace in Peace Loving What i Do)

With Gravity no one Questions The ‘Strength of Water…’

True i Still Do ‘PG Nude Art’ (Michelangelo Style in the Flesh
At Age 62]; How Many Dudes Do That At My Age Along With Leg Pressing
The Weight of A Small Car; Yep only ‘Water’ For Real Me Hehe; No Fiction or Myth…

i Basically

Started Out
As A Weed;Yep

More of A GRoWeR
Than A SHoWeR FLoWeRinG at

Birth When i Was Confused

For A Female Baby With Smiling
Eyes and Open Arms For Everyone

Like When the McDonald’s Cashier

Mistook me That way at age 12 as

The Frigging Onward Christian Soldier

Marching Boys So-Called Like in Leonardo
DaVinci And ‘Real Jesus’ Days Spit on Boys

With Long
Hair Who
Even Dared
to Smile Either

In Middle School
Halls or the City
Park Just Playing
Tennis in Zen Tao Flow
Backboard Ball and Racquet

me One Grace in Peace

Loving All THere is
in the Only Present

Then Now



One With
All Nature


my Own
SouL iN FLoW
HeaveN ON EartH Autotelic
in Joy of Bliss New Now Then

And Now of A Wonderful Balance

Present of Divine Masculine and

Feminine For Real; No Different Really

Than Our Nephew Playing Rough And
Tumble With Faux Pearl Necklace And Pink Stone

Around His Neck From His

Little Cousin Friend

As He Braided Her

Hair on the First Baptist

Backwoods Family Farm Dinner Just Last Sunday…

i Don’t Really Appreciate the Ignorance Yet

i Don’t ‘Mind’ Providing the Science And Art
That Irrefutably Proves the Ignorance Incorrect…

Transgender Folks Are Some of the Most Beautiful

Souls Walking the Earth; SaMe As Other Marginalized

Folks; Particularly The Spectrum of Autistic Folks Who

Have Super Charged

Empathy in Feelings
And Senses

Emotions in

Synergy For

All of Nature; Yes,

Even For The Ignorance

That Breeds Harm Still;

Yep, Sympathy for ‘DevilS’ in ‘Adversary’

Way for Real too; God Yes This Is ReaLiTY

For In This World Of CuLTuRaL Ignorance; Yes, too

Angel Wings May Eventually Fall and Rise Again For Real…

Just Because one Person or Another or So Has Buyer’s
Remorse For Buying A Car
Or Whatever


Mean the Buy
is Essentially Incorrect
For All of the Similar Model and Makes of AutoMobile;

That’s And This Is Just Frigging Common Sense/Feel;

Do Not Make
The Rule Either
Way; And Of Course

Humans Are Humans;

They are Going to Make

Decisions they Regret as Sure
As Planets Revolve Around

Stars and


Fall too Like
Star DusT iN Return,
ReturninG AS Human
Star Flowers And Seeds Still
Of Colors Beyond What Colors
Blind Folks Can and Will Sadly Be

Able to see still…

Obviously Cannot See…

Until Ignorance Does LEarn to See…

It Requires Effort And A Little Research Perhaps For Real…

Farther than What We See Just in Twitter Size Rooms of Souls…

Non-Binary Folks Are Not as Rare on the Autism Spectrum And

Sadly Many

Folks Male
And or Female

Do Not Find

The Gifts of the
Other So-Called

Genders to Truly
Survive And Thrive
in All Human Potentials

That Will Arise Through
Overcoming Struggle of
Scarcity And Struggle of


of Instant
in Ignorance oF LiGHT As
Well Existence is Barely

A Science Project At
Essence And Mostly

An Art Project When
Illusions of BLacK And White

Life Are Transformed into Colors of ReaLiTy More…

If Ya Don’t Seek and Find to LearN More PaSS on
Through it’s
What Humans


Do too of
Course As
ReaLiTY SMiles
And Bites True

iN Both
LiGHT And DarK..:)

SMiles Mr Gottfried
i Left A Christmas
Joy PreSent For
You In YouR
“Wake Up
Call” Post
Like A ‘Thief
In The Night’
Currently Awaiting
Moderation If The
Spam Police Don’t

It Up
In Algorithm
Hell AS Even
Google Doesn’t
Always Believe

i’m Human

Speed Of
LoVE iN Flow

And Rescues

iN Peace

iN A Bottle’
In Deep Pale
Ocean Blue


To Gulf Green

iN Laser EYe
FoCuS Hehe
‘ELOHiM’ AS ‘They’

Dance And Sing
Yes Free On SPiRiT


Directly At
The Sun With
Ease i Don’t
Anyone Does
What i Do to

On Earth Lands
WaLKinG On
Water Old
News Dancing New
Now With Wings ET Hehe
YeS On Land WHeRE i’M At🦅

“White Fang” Indeed Mr. Gottfried
Sadly Hehe THere Is No Emoticon
Available For Canines Only Vegetable

Munching Molars Hehe

So Yes i Guess Verily Yes i’ll Have to
Go With A Real ‘Lycan’ Presentation

A Quick Pic of me Coming Out Of Hell
In the Moonlight of the Summer of 2013

Note in the Moonlight Icy Blue Eyes

With Almost ‘Shark Teeth’ in that

Right Eye And Ear That Held That

Real Suicide Disease Pain in Hell
For 66 Months Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia That No Drug Would Touch
From Wake to Sleep Along With A Synergy

(King of Pain For Real ‘Sting’ And ‘The Police’ Sing True)

God Devil Yes Of 18 Other Medical Disorders Mostly Stress
Related in Work in A Duration of 11 Years then From 1996 Thru 2007
Go To Hell in 2008 FOR REAL No Get Out of Jail Free Card for 66 Months

Like The ‘Boss’s Son’ in a little 3 Hour to 3 Day Tour
Then in Chronic to Acute Fight or
Flight Stress Day in Day

Out You Know the
Old Wash and
Rinse And

Dry As a Desert
Routine When ‘Lazarus’
Can’t Get A Drop of God Dam Relief

The ‘Thing’ is Coming Out of Hell Ya Wanna
‘Kodak’ It To Remember Where Ya Come From

Then Back in The Summer of 2013 And True When

You LiVE iN Heaven On EartH Where Your Inner Christmas

Tree Within Continues to LiGHT Up With New Colors of Ever Peace iN
Loving Giving BLiSSinGS iN BLeSSinGS ThiS Way the ‘Transfiguration’

Is Unmistakable
Even in Selfie

WayS Even When

Eyes Turn Passionate

Green With A Glow of HeART
Yes SPiRiT YeS SoUL That Radiates

Like the Yellow Sun Within Inside Outside
Above So Below All Around For Real Just Leaving

The LiGHTS oN No Matter How DarK A Room Ya Enter Next

Passion in Gulf Green EYeS Transforming With Once Lost Wings Hehe

i Don’t Do Myth or
Fiction my FRiEnD

iNDeeD i Am the
Real Deal Pics Don’t

Lie With A Much More
Recent Pic in Heaven STiLL Now…

Yes mY FRiEnD in Hell Ya Gain A
Certain ‘Hangry Look’ That’s Always
Available if Anyone Wants to Dance
With the Devil in Pale Blue Moonlight Eyes

True This Comment Reply Would Have
Fit in Just Fine in Your ‘Hunger Games

Post’ too Hehe

of Course With Toothy
Grins And Gazes to Heaven For Real


Down iS UP..:)

Focus And Attention
iN Flow Increases
Creativity And
500 Percent
And More As
Science Shows
When We Stay
On Task With One
Activity We Love
To Do Increasing
Human Potentials
In Continuing Complexity

Of Effortless
Ease in Sweet
Spot Of “Wu Wei”
Heaven Tween Anxiety
And Apathy When All We

Do Becomes
In Meditating


Nirvana Flow🏝

In All We Do 🙏☺️🙌🤗
With SMiles Dear Kiran

Other Than That i Still
Remember All Feelings
Senses Even Clothes

i Wore On Vacation
Decades Ago So Yes

Do Ask
me Anything
And i Shall Be
Happy to Assist
Yet Normally Yes i

Provide Assistance

Everywhere i Go
Whether Folks

It Or
Not Hehe
True i’ve Been
Called ‘Encyclopedia
Fred’ Before And Yep

Practically “IBM” 🖥 😉

SMiles Dear
Kiran i Will Do
my Best To Help
You With Any Issue
Generally Speaking

When my
Wife Has A
Question She
Uses Her Own
Version Of The
Google Search


“Hey Fred”

SMiles ☺️🙏🙌🤗

Yes Hehe Oh Dear Lord
It’s Wednesday Now Dear
Cindy And i Still Haven’t
Put Together The Ton
Of Multimedia For
The Last Bi-Monthly
MacroVerse Around 60 Thousand
Novel Size Free Verse Long Form
Poem Words Titled “FRED 14:12”
i Finished Writing On 12.10.2022
Meanwhile i’m Already Pushing
16 Thousand Words Writing
The Current MacroVerse
Titled “Grand Cross Bible
2022” The Seventh “Grand
Cross Bible” Celebrating
7 Months of Subtitled
Bible Writing Of “SonG
oF mY SouL” Now Since
Memorial Day Weekend
Of 2016 Yes All Previous
6 Efforts Larger in Size
Than The Old “King James”
Size Try in Seven Months
Tween June And December
In 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019,
2020, 2021, Now Celebrating
2022 JusT “ANoTHeR
Day in The Life” Of

Building Newer
A Trip To The
Beach Public
Dancing In Deep
Sands iN Reverse
iN Athletic Shoes
Mirroring Waves
Creating New




Puts me
A Bit More
Behind Hehe ❤️☺️🙌🤗

Trusting ‘The Inner Voice’
Yet First RiSinG Intuition
Out of DarK Dear Savvy

SeeKinG FinDinG

Into The LiGHT
MaKinG ReaSon

Servant For Master
Intuition to Survive and

Thrive Only Helping

The Servant of Reason
To Thrive As Well As Intuition

Yes Push and Pull of Yang and Yin
Balancing For Real Head to Toe So Much

More As Emotional
Regulation Yes And
Sensory Integration
MaKinG FRiEnDS Oh So Loving Free..:)

HeHe at Age 58 on 12.11.2018 in “This Voyeur Video” Linked Then
FB Style Taken By A Nice Spectator Who Gave me 15 More Minutes
Of So Called ‘Fame’ Then in Public Dancing 17,600 Miles Now
In 111 Months at 62 Yes Four Years Ago At the End oF A Night
At 58 Of Very Long Dance Here a Bit Tired i Look Like i Am
Moving Slothingly Slow Yes
Compared to the Recent
Dance Celebration of
17,000 Miles at Walmart
More Like A Tasmanian Dancing
Devil Doing Tornado At Walmart Just For Fun
NoW As i’ll Add That Comparison Shopping Here in
The Comments Section too For Real As Dance Evolves More..:)



Every Move A Holy Dance
Every Word A Sacred Song

True Dear Savvy

First A Move

Then A Word

Adding Waves

Ever More


Dance And Song Free
FLoWinG Ocean Whole
Waves Water Sees Ocean
SKeYeS FaLL Yes Water

RiseS AGAiN…

iNDeeD Dear Kiran
Yes iN Feeling Sensing

Spreading Waves Vibrations

Frequencies Dancing Singing

Energies of SoUL LoVE to Others

And All So Free For Ever Grain of

Sand That Holds Up RiSinG Mountains

of Love


All to SoUL
LoVE With SMiLes

True SoUL LoVE Needs
No Body At All Just All
Presence of Love Radiating
Outward Within to All Wings AFLiGHT

MeSSaGE iN A Bottle Every Avatar of Love With Wings

Letters Paragraphs Pages So Very Many Books Poetry Frees

SMiLinG True…

Every Wave High And Low Is A Smile Dear Sohair Yes

As Night Brings Day and DarK Brings liGHT Newly Now

iNDeed It is the Troughs of WaVES THAT BRinG Crests

THeRE Will Be No Stars Without the Empty

Space of No Thing DarK Without Nothing

There Will Be No Where For Atoms

And Sub-Atomic Particles to

Spiral Within

Without the Darkness

of Subconscious Mind

Who Will We Be Yet Shells

of Empty Words Without Any

Essence of Soul Ocean Whole Deep


To Feel and Sense For Real

iNDeed DarK iS LiGHT

No Need to Fear

DarK or

Be Cynical

oF LiGHT Yes Dear
Sohair SMile at the

Miracle and MaGiC

Of All Life is DarK iS LiGHT…

True Without Death There is No Life
Without Death THere is No Birth DarK iS LiGHT
SMiLinG Free…

SMiles Dear
No Late in
With SMiLes


Within For
Giving Thanks
Giving Again Now…

Every Move Every Feeling Every SeNSinG Every Thought Coming Last God Yes

Is A Crest of Every Wave Beginning Now A New Life Ocean Whole UNiVeRSE ALL

Within Inside Outside Above So Below And All Around Dear Chaymaa With SMiLes

Dancing Singing Free Never Ending UNiVeRSES NoW NeW

DarK Thru LiGHT Shining Stars Flowers And Seeds For Real

We All Are THiS WaY

What A Real

Miracle And

Magic of
To View Life

iNHaLinG Peace
ExhalinG LoVE Yes
Giving Sharing Caring
Healing All With Most
Respect Least Harm


All Around NoW STaRTiNG
Always Beginning Again NeW
Now Every Move Every Feeling
SeNSinG Every Thought Coming
Last Is A Crest of Every Wave Beginning Now
A New Life Ocean Whole UNiVeRSE ALL With SMiLes…

SMiLes Dear Isha It’s True It’s Hard To Find Out What ‘IT’ Is. It Felt Almost
Impossible To Find Out What ‘IT’ Is At 21 Then i Drifted in And Out of Stormy

Waves on A Raft Boat Then Finally At 28 A Brief Spot of Peace Enough Whole

(Fortunately my Wife Saw me SMiling And Felt i Could Lift Her Up Then)

Complete Yet i Won’t Say ‘Naked’ As i Hadn’t Found

A Dance And Song of my

SoUL Free Just At

Somewhat of a Rest Stop
Then on a Long Interstate
Ride in Just One Place Hehe

What You Have at 21 i Didn’t Have
At All A Free Poetry in Wings of Verse

Searching For IT

Real Within

Yes Dance and
Song of SouL RiSinG

Out of Ocean Deep
To Meet and Greet and
Truly Rise in Love With

Your Best FRiEnD Within Yes You!

Yes You! The Isha Who Will Always

Rise Even As She Falls With Wings

Secure in Faith of All of Who Isha Is…

Can i Say For Sure

No Of Course Not

As This is Just From my View

Yet What i Do Know Feel and Sense

For Real Is Poetry For me IS A Highway

Out of Purgatory And Hell to Be iN Heaven
STiLL RiSinG With my Best FRiEnD Within Just

me Now Naked
Enough Whole
Complete Just
to Give Share Care
Heal For All With Most
Respect and Least Harm

iN JoY oF LiGHT Just iNHaLinG
Peace Exhaling LoVE And You Know What

When i Was in School And i Accompanied
my FRiEnDS to Go To Burger King in my Old
1970 Maverick Around 1980 As They Had

New Sporty Trans Am’s i Couldn’t Afford

Any French Fries Oh Dear it Just Made
my Mouth Water to Watch Them Eat

What i Couldn’t Afford All i Had Was
Peanut Butter Sandwiches Most All the Way Through

Yet At That Point my Grandmother Would Still Make
Breakfast Food When i Arrived At Her Home on the

River Front Then…

Life is Funny mY FRiEnD

Now i Can Afford All the
Fries i Could Possibly Eat

Yet i Don’t Want Any Now
me and My Wife Go To the
iHop Breakfast Place At Night

Finding the Same Warmth my Grandmother
Had as A Waitress For A Decade Or So Walking
To Work With No Car Working 12 Hour Days Then
7 Days A Week to Support Her Three Children then

Honest to God Spending An Hour Sharing Life Stories
With the Waitresses Who are Often Single Mothers

Like My Grandmother As A Divorced Mother too

Are Some of the Warmest Moments of Life

As Now All THere is Left to Do After

All the Rat Race of

Life is Just

Be Human
And Share
Kindness With
Whatever Stranger We Meet

And Even Give The Homeless Person
Struggling With Demons Within 10 Dollars on The Street
And Nope Not Even Question Whether or Not They’ll Blow

it All

Hehe on
A Star Bucks Drink…

Isn’t That What We aRe

Seeking Someway to Find

Warmth Complete Within

If We Don’t Lose it We Keep Using

It Yet the Way of the World Sure Makes IT Hard…

Breakfast in America Breakfast in India Breakfast in Pakistan
Breakfast in Hawaii Breakfast in Scotland Breakfast in Canada

Breakfast in New York And California Yes Back to America Again



Even in Egypt

i Go A Cup of
Coffee of Life

A Warm SMiLE

Will Always BRinG
to Wherever BreakFast Comes
Next Yes BreaKFast For Love to

Come Again…

Hehe And i Am

Just Another

‘Super Tramp’

As i Carry No Money

i Gave it All Away to my Wife Hehe

So i Could Just Do ‘Casual Conversations’
The Rest of my Life Free

in Fancy Dancy

Free Poetry

Of Course With SMiles…

SMiLes Dear Sohair
i See i Sense i Feel an

Ocean With Many Size Waves

Some Calm Some Higher Some
Lower Some Raging With Storms

Above and So Below SMiLes Dear

Sohair i See i Sense i Feel A Pebble

Rippling Waves

in A Pond

Much Smaller
Than An Ocean

Yet Waves Big or
Small Eventually
Return to Calm

Lower or

Indeed With SMiLes

i Remember We aRe All the Ocean
And Then i Make FRiEnDS With All The

Waves Hehe They No Longer Wash me Away

For Now i Am An Ocean Whole And They Are

Part of
me With SMiLes

The Human Condition
Is So Many Different
Waves Indeed Dear FRiEnD

Yet i am An Ocean High And Low

With SMiLes…

So Many Roads So Many Paths

So Many Rivers So Many Streams

So Many Destinations Seeking And Finding to Be

So Much Humanity Separating Different Unique

And Similar

With Loving
SMiLes At Best
Patience With The Differences
of Each Other Seeking and Finding
to Understand Without Judgement


Dear Kiran
That Everyone Walks
or Dances And Talks New Now

Or Sings THeiR Own Unique Paths
Streams Feelings Senses And KNoWinGS
True or False

Dark or

The Day
And Night

All Makes The
FLoWeR oF Existence

Unfolding New And Real to Seek and
Find At Best FRiEnDS With Gravity



iN Ease



We May
All Do in Greater
Balance of Peace iN Love

WitH SMiLes…

SMiles Dear FRiEnD
Nostalgia Of Joy
i Hope You Are
iN A Happy
Place These
Holidays i Remember
4 Years Ago When You
Sent me A Christmas Card
Where You Were Standing
by A Huge Tree As You Said

The Joy
Of Holidays
Are To Share

Although i’ve Seen
Your Eyes Exuberant
With Joy And “Just Getting
By” True i Didn’t See Much

Joy in Your
Eyes More
Like Eyes
Looking For
A Home So
Tired And Weary
From That Travel
And Search For Home

When i See Eyes Like
That i Don’t Give Up

i See

Story of my
Life my FRiEnD
Lighting Living Trees

i Guess What i’m
Singing is Hope

i’m Still



With SMiles

Or You No
Longer Need
Assistance Joy All
Yours To Do The Same…

Oh The River Flows Dear Miriam God Yes FOR REAL NoW
NeW iN Patterns Below For How Leaves Rise Green Fall Brown

As Rivers of Sap Flow Upwards From Tree Roots ThiS Way Yes

Yet STill A Tree is A River FLoWinG Reaching Leaves Higher Above

Strange How We Humans

Attempt to Fit the River

FLoWS on Straight Roads

By God As If We Are in a Hurry
to Get Somewhere to Die Hehe

As Time Flies By on CLoCK Hands

At Least With DEAD Lines to Make of

Course More Yet Oh Dear Miriam Yes The River

Flows Blood Streams Come and Go From Beating HeArts

Who Are We Trying to Impress

When the River Flows And

Trees Rise Once Again

As Our Blood Reaches

The Top of Our Head

And Feelings and Senses
in Mind Either Rise or Fall From Head to Toe MoRE ReaL

As Leaves Will Too As The River Continues to Flow Free

You Know What i Decided After i Got Out of HeLL ON EartH

After Fitting myself in All the Boxes Required By School, Work,
Church, Home, And Commercial TV to Fit in of Course Hehe Yes

i Decided To Strip All that Off

And Own The Naked Reality

of Who i am i Don’t Need
to ‘Know’ Any ‘Thing’


The River Flows

The River Flows

The River is Not Afraid

To Believe The River Must

Wear All These ArtiFacts of
What Humans Have Accumulated

Over Several Thousand Years To Separate

Us in All the Clothes And Tools We Become

That Hides The River Flows The River Flows

The River Breathes Heart Beats Come and Go

The River Flows Why Don’t We Just Do What
The River Does

i Threw

Away the
Divorce Papers

From Nature and
Said i Do Again Naked
Enough Whole Complete i Flow New Now Free

Removing Fig Leaf’s no Longer Makes me Cringe

Thousand of Years of Dead Fig Leaf’s Indeed For Real…

The River Flows

The River Flows

i Am The River
Water Waves
Ocean Whole
Naked Enough Whole Complete

And if that Makes Anyone Cringe

They Should Review Again THeir
Divorce Papers From Nature Hehe….

ThankS AGAiN For ALLoWinG This River HeaR…

‘Way of Water’ of Course and i am Practically ‘Dying’ to
Go See the Opening of the ‘Avatar’ Movie to Probably ‘Get
Disappointed’ So Perhaps Next Thursday As For Now i’ll Try

my Best

To Finally
Put Together
And Publish the FLoWinG
Last River Free Verse Poem “FRED 14:12”
Bi-Monthly of 60 Thousand or So Words
With Tons of MultiMedia i Finished Writing
On mY MoTher’s Birthday December 10, 2022

Yet i Started Another River “Grand Cross
Bible 2022” And Just Need to Flow Back


What the
Other River
Starts Before Hehe….

So Where Am i AT HEaR
Again of Course As The River Flows
The River Flows The River Just Flows

New Now…

Oh God i Just
Noticed i Am
An Entire Ocean HAha…

THere is Just No Escape
i Am
Water And Air Free…

Beats Free…

Yet Oh my God! i Am
Only An Avatar So Many
All i Am is All These Avatar Words

Still Uploading

mY SoUL ThiS Way

As ‘SoUL Becomes Words’

A Pen is A Most MaGiC

Tool oF All…

How Very Blessed
And Blissed We aRe
Dear Miriam To Treasure
ThiS Avatar SoUL Life Indeed

With SMiLes…

Spring Falls
Beyond Winter Blues
Summer Spring Again


Of Winters
When Souls
Continue to Ripe Art…

Apartments Stacked
Twilight Life No Sun or
Moon HeART Dreams

LiVinG AGaiN…

Hehe Again
So Let
It Be
So Let It Be Done…

We Dance And

Sing Free

Sand Falls
Lands Feet in
Dance Hour Glass Melts

Uh oh Ghosting

In The Machine

MeSSaGE iN A Bottle
Ocean Size ReViews
All Weathers SeASonS

Hehe Hey
Mr Gottfried
That’s my Real
Hair Shiny Crown

And All
Bald Top
As “They” Say
From Eagle EYe View…

Every Move A Holy Dance
Every Word A Sacred Song

True Dear Savvy

First A Move

Then A Word

Adding Waves

Ever More


Dance And Song Free
FLoWinG Ocean Whole
Waves Water Sees Ocean
SKeYeS FaLL Yes Water

RiseS AGAiN…

iNDeeD Dear Kiran
Yes iN Feeling Sensing

Spreading Waves Vibrations

Frequencies Dancing Singing

Energies of SoUL LoVE to Others

And All So Free For Ever Grain of

Sand That Holds Up RiSinG Mountains

of Love


All to SoUL
LoVE With SMiLes

True SoUL LoVE Needs
No Body At All Just All
Presence of Love Radiating
Outward Within to All Wings AFLiGHT

MeSSaGE iN A Bottle Every Avatar of Love With Wings

Letters Paragraphs Pages So Very Many Books Poetry Frees

SMiLinG True…


After All The ‘External Rewards’
Of Life Are Gone Indeed Comes

The Freedom BREaTHiNG WiTHiN

To Color SoUL Dear
Kiran How We Paint

Peace iN LoVE
LoVE iN Peace

All The Way
Around the
World With SMiLes
LoVE iN Kindness For
The Joy of Others Compassion

Of Love For the Pain and Numb
Others May Experience Even
Invisible True

For Giving
Thanks Giving
Evermore Free to

Yet True Hehe You Must
Get Your ‘Homework’ Done
Too All the Professional Credentials
Completed And Start Your International

Career in Business

True i Have Indian

FRiEnDS Still Hoping
To Come to America

In A Decade Effort

of Independence

ThiS WaY And i have

Been With them Through
DarKesT Days And BRiGHTesT Nights

too From a Distance Close to Unconditional
Smiles For All


Life is A Mighty
Wave to Ride iN Balance

Too Many Waves to Count
‘These Days’ mY FRiEnD Yet

Always At Best Peace iN LoVE
LoVE iN Peace For A GREaTesT

Win to Truly BREaTHE Free FoR ReaL..:)

Thank You
Dear Kiran
May Kindness
Always Sweep
Through And
Through Your

Soul 🙏💫
With SMiles Free☺️🙏🏝

iNDeed Vibrations Frequencies Synergies
Of Energies BRinGinG Peace Gong Meditation

Playing For Real

Dear Sohair
in Free Flow

Energies of

The Eternal

Present Now

New For Us To Relax
in Peace Yes Opening

Up our Souls to Love Others
With Kindness And Compassion True..:)

Peace iN Love
LoVE iN Peace
Dear Sohair Yes
Wiring Our Souls
ThiS Way Through
All Kind Loving NoW

NeW iN JoY Celebrating
The Joys of Others Yet
Through Compassion

For Those Who Experience
The Darkness of All Pain Emotional
Physical And Even Pain That Comes

From Ignorance

of What May
Greater Heal
Us in A Care For
Our Lives And the
Rest of Existence and

More As God For Real As Well mY FRiEnD

This Never Ending Practice Of Life hehe That’s

Surely More Feasible to Do Out of the Big Rat

Race of Life As When i Am Your Age Now then

i Am As Far Away from Calm of Soul as Truly

Hell Breathes
Within in All
Pain and Numb

WHere No LoVE iN Peace
Lives No Matter How Much
One May Have in Resources
or Humanity Of Love Yet Indeed

What is Left Over From All that Pain

And Numb is to
Color the Rest

Of Existence
With LoVE iN Peace
Peace iN LoVE Merry
Go ‘Round Never
EndinG ETernAlly

With SMiLes..:)

All my Pleasure Dear
Hawaii FRiEnD May
Your Holidays Ride
Biggest Waves in
Balancing Bliss
With SMiles☺️🏝🌊

From Below to Above
Below Makes Heart Beats
Possible to Crest As Waves

So Do Breaths RiSinG Below

As Well As Real Waves on the

Ocean Still Rolling

In and Out

And In And

Out too The Way
of the World Even
With Brain Waves of
Different Vibrations Frequencies
And Synergies of Energies too Dear Cindy

Cresting From

Bottom Low Up

With SMiLes

Key As Always

Ride All the Waves That

Come Our Way in Balancing

Force of Spiraling Flow And Eventually

Our Calm Oceans Will Come Again Just Another

Ripple in A Pond

or Boulder

Splashing in the

Ocean As Big As the
Stone That Made The
Gulf of Mexico And my

Home The Sunshine State
Without Any Dinosaurs Stepping
on the Rodents We Inherit Our Lives
From 66 MiLLioN Years or So Ago When That

Big Pebble
in That
Pond Made

Our Humans FLoWeRS
Rise As Rose Petals Once Again

No Pain no Gain THorns Make
Blood oF FLoWeRS Rise to the Top

of The

Soup of Warmth

Oh God Remodeling
A Home So Many Metaphors
That Brings in Re-Creating All

We Do in Getting This Game of Life Done As Play..:)

For Every Outcast is a Potential “Little Drummer Boy”
“Frosty The Snowman” Or Other “Rudolph The Red Nosed
Reindeer” Finding A Niche to Self-Amuse And Perhaps Develop

Something New Like A Way For Santa

To Deliver A New Electric Car

or What Not Hopefully

Without Any Twitter
Bugs to Your Front Door
All Tied Up in A Ribbon Yet

Of Course Only if one Drives
Looking Forward to A Greener Environment As Such

Where Perhaps Solar Power Brings A Longer Born on Date

For Frosty
The Snow
Life too

in The World
Of Amusing Play
For All to Join in on
Newer Reindeer Games

Anyway in the Spirit of Fun
And Games And Just Play Yes
As Usual Amusing mY Self For Free

Hey At Least i Don’t Sell my ‘Super Yoga
Poses’ That Are Actually Real for 90 US
Dollars For Someone Even Older Than

Me too Afraid to Do It ‘Bear’ And Wearing

Panties Instead

Anyway As ‘They’ Say
There is More Than One
Way to Capture A Target
Audience on 5th Avenue True

Dear Miriam

With SMiLes

Of Course Hehe

At Least For ‘the One’
Usually AMuSinG myself JusT For Fun..:)

SMiles Dear
Cindy Effortless
In Ease One
Word One

i’m Here Now
Just A Dance
And Song Free
FLoWiNG ETernAlly

RiVeR iS TiMe NoW☺️

Dear Cindy
With SMiLes


RiSinG Roses
Continue Our Returns

Such A Lovely Hope Wish And Prayer Thanks So Much Dear

‘Peace And Truth’ It’s True For Those Who Smell The Beauty

oF FLoWeRS And Treasure the Blood That THoRNS

BRinG SaMe They Tend to Look Within RiSinG As

RoseS UNfolding in New Colors of Petal Beauty
Finding God Breathing Free ThiS Way

Beyond All Names Particularly

Only ‘He’ That Truly Represents

Toxic Patriarchy A Used Tool For Tribal

Struggles in Desert ScarCities And The Such

Where Empathy is Erased From the Youth of Males

Where Crying And Smiling and Joy May Not Even Be ALLoWeD

True As Recently As the Early 70’s i Am Spit on Then By Onward
Christian Marching Order Boys From the So-called First Baptist

Church And Other
of the Religion of
Tribalism That Seeks
to Separate ‘Us’ From ‘Them’
To Maximize Tribal Benefits
Over Even Killing Others in Terms

of Power Subsistence Gains Reproductive Control
Even Yes Harming Raping Maiming and Killing too

All in the Name

of A ‘God’ Called

‘He’ So Easy to
Find And Prove Still Existing

Both in the Fire Breathing Dragon
of the Old Testament And New Testament ‘Revelation’ too

By the Way Dragons Are Lovely Creatures of Fiction Like “Puff the
MaGiC Dragon Living By The Sea in Galilee” Yes Temporarily Yes
Hehe i am only Using DragonS in A Different Way of Metaphor Now New

Older Square One Root Problem Oldest Human Religions Are Dancing

Singing Together For Successful Forage And Ecstasy in Flow Together

Dancing Under

The Moonlit

Campfire Nights

Truly Hand in Hand Small Villages Almost

Naked With Almost No Human Tools ThiS WaY

As We CaMe to Dance Sing Freely With Each Other Yet

Then the ‘Mortal Sin’ of Separating Us From Nature

Started After That As We Trapped Nature (God) in

Pictographs That at Least More Closely Represented What
They Painted Yet Then Abstract Constructs of Alphabets and

Words Further Distancing Essence oF Form For Real True

You and me Are Both Living Trees With The Same Roots

And The Same Vines Potentially DiViNE iNHaLinG Peace
ExhalinG LoVE We May Give Share Care And Heal For All

With Most
Respect and

Least Harm Note
Most is Not Perfect

We All Co-Create Our Own
Unique Multi-UniVerses of God

Within Inside Outside Above So Below
And All Around The So-Called Old “Golden
Rule” Is Very Much Antiquated ThiS Way For

Better Yet to Seek And Find How Someone Else Wishes to
Be Treated Rather Than Treat them the Way We Want to Be

Treated Otherwise Rape In Marriage May Be ‘Justified’ By Selfish

“He” Means ThiS Way As Sadly It Still
Exists in Some Parts of India

At Rates of 40 Percent

Justified By the

Laws of “He” Yes

As We See Examples

All Around The World

As those Who Are Ignorant And Don’t

Understand That Nature’s Answer to Environmental
Stress in ScarCities is Often Adjustments in Hormones in

The Womb That Produce More Cooperative Human Beings

More Androgynous Human Beings Not So Caught Up in the

Heat of Competition For Securing Mates That Potentially

Could Lead

to ‘Dirty Nuclear
Bombs’ if Those Who
Wish to Maintain That
Control And Subjugation

of Nature Set Free Attempt to

Put the Nature of God In Chains

For All the Essence of Nature Coming Still to Form Yes

Here is A Saddest Part oF ALL the Newer Generations Are SmArt

Enough Now to See Through Ignorance And Drop That Ignorance

Totally Out of Their Life Yet Because Religion Has Divided God

Away From the Nature of God Free They May Lose The Feelings

And Senses of

God Beyond All
Names and Forms
Breathing Within Divine
As Essence Now Perhaps Except

If they Go to A ‘Rave Dance’ or Whatever
Almost Naked Sober Yet Drunk on the Divine

in Greatest Clarity That WaY iN Autotelic Flow

Meditating Contemplating Unity All

No Different Really than

A ‘Zion Rave Dance’

Escaping the Matrix

in that ‘Matrix Movie’

You See Religion Has

Made God into A Word A
Label And Much Less Than A Living

Tree the Ocean Whole Water Waves in Unity

Fields Particles Becoming Waves Becoming

Us Spiraling in A Dance And Song Free Again As

Water Above
Below Within
Inside Outside
And All Around

Problem is my FRiEnD

This is A Dance And Song

Free Breathing Within This is What

is Lost When We Make God Only God
in Chains of Words Separating From

Unity Clothed in Tools Including

Words THiS WaY

Indeed Perhaps

A Naked Enough
Whole Complete Dance

And Song May Be Enough

At Least for Some To Breathe

The Great Within Come to

Truly Feeling
Sensing Real

Our SPiRiT
Winds Feathers
In The Breeze of Ease DiViNE FeeLinG
SeNSinG PeacE LoVE iN To CoMe Again Free…

Yet Let’s Face it Like Ego Words Are Required
For Human Social Animals To Connect Differentiate

And Co-Create Moving As Well So Sure ‘God’ Has Utility

Yet Vary Narrow

Until We Expand
The Roots DiViNE Leaves
of All Our Living Trees With SMiLEs…

Generally Speaking Dear ‘Peace and Truth’
Visiting The Catholic Church Without Fail

Even if i Don’t Get There Until After i’ve Written
The Homily Here Before i Even Read the Literature

There of the Day Whatever They Say i Just Convert it

Into Peace And LoVE iN

Freedom of Wings

Never Changing

God to Less

Than LoVE iN Peace Free For All Namaste

And Treat Everyone i Meet and Greet the
SaMe Way Except For Those Darn ‘Robo Calls’
And The Similar That Attempt Over and Over And

Over to Sell me A Used Car Warranty For A Practically

Bullet Proof Close to 9 Year-Old Honda Civic Coupe From 2014

You See my FRiEnD i Need No Guarantees or Warranties For What


Free Within

DiViNE iN Waves

Of Loving FloW iN Peace

All i Have to Do is Breathe

And Give Great Thanks And
Praise For All that Is

Falling and Rising


of Rose Petals i Am Still Unfolding ThiS Way

With SMiLes Lovely Weekend to You Down Under
in Australia Your December June As Up Here in


June Has
Left in December
And Left December
To Breathe Another Cool Breeze

The Seasons and Weathers Change
Here Often Yet the Seasons and Weathers

Within i Master With The ALL iN ALL For Real

i Am
By How
Much i Do Not Know

i Practically Allow God FLoWinG DiViNE ReaL
Within to Breathe Most All that i Do Now Free…

And if All the Poetry You Share is Authored by

Verily You May
Relate From
An Overall
SoUL i Am
Coming From
Beyond All Words
WiTHiN DeaR FRiEnD..:)

A Person Refusing to Bleed
May “Get Love” But Never Shed

Enough Of Their Book Cover…

The DancE ThrU SonG
That And Who BReaTHES ALL (God)

Free NoW For Real The PReSeNT

Why Some Folks Spend Their
Entire Life Running Toward
Away From Love Never Truly Becoming LoVE…

When i Spiral Dance In Flow Halfway
Around the Globe A Trinity of Mind
Body And Soul CoMe ToGeTHeR Over me

Yes i Guess ‘They’ Forgot
About ‘EloHim’ That Means
Precisely ‘That’ Yes Divine
Masculine And Feminine
Balancing New Now “HeHeR”
For Real
Truly With
No “Name”
Oh God Hehe
‘Identity Politics’
All of


iS ‘He’

That Is To
Keep the
Clean HeRHe 🏝

A Dance And Song
Always Pleasure
Sharing Dear Cindy
With Golden Age SMiles

PLeaSuRE All
MinE Dear Kiran
WitH SMiles ALWaYS☺️🙏🏝



One step
Allow & accept
Power of Belief”

Five Fingers of
Faith As the Last
Five Titles of Your Poems

Become Essence of Breathing
Faith Dear FRiEnD Savvy With SMiLes

Free Fingers
SaMe as Toes With SMiLes..:)

Finding Wings of Fingers
Yes Indeed Dear Savvy
Writing Directing Producing
Playing Our Lives Free No Longer

Just A Spectator

of Life Total

Faith in



For FLiGHT Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Kiran
Like ‘Taylor Swiftie’
Dances And Sings

Hallelujah God Yes

Whenever i Wanna

‘Shake It Off’ i Just

Dance Free With

Wings Without A Word
iN Broader DaY


Life in Public

Carrying SMiLes

Whimsically iN Play Of Others Everywhere

i Go New Now Without Any Words At All Yet

This is A Place i Rest mY Dancing Feet hehe

And Let my Fingers Do The Dancing of SoUL

Yet Deep
Within As
Any Lion True
Might Roar Just to Be i Am Free..:)

SoMe EYes Shallow See SKiN

Deep SoMe EYeS Are Soul Deeper

iNDeeD Touching Parts

Within That Never

Go Away

The Soul
When Deep And True
With SMiles Dear Kiran..:)

FRiEnDS Is Both
Dog And Cat Indeed

With SMiLes Dear Hawaii FRiEnD

Surf’s Up Knee Healing to Ride Again Free

How Nice With All These Christmas Food


As Well
Merry Christmas
May Life Bring

Always to
You With SMiLES of Aloha..:)

Thanks Wonderful
Wish And Prayer
Same to You
With SMiles

iNDeeD What We Find
‘Through The Looking
Glass’ And ‘Over The
Rainbow’ Gratitude
For Within And
THornS on The
Outside True Inside
Above So Below All
Around With SMiles

Dear Isha
Beautiful Way
You Sing Your
Soul Dancing Poetry
Free DarK Thru LiGHT

Love Loves THoRNS
FLoWeRS When Love
DoeS NoW RiSinG 🥀
THiS RoSE Enough🌹

Ever Grain Of Sand
Potentially Green
Holding Another
Mountain Of Love

Indeed Every
Holy Sacred
Step Word Of
Dance Song Now









Now Builds

Castles All On

Beach Breathing

Love Connecting New Now🌊

SMiles Dear Cindy It’s Kinda Sad
i’m The Only Dude At The
Military Gym Who Warms
Up With A Free-Style-
Slow Moving
Dance In
Flow Of
Focus At
62 Before
FRiEnDS With
GravitY iN Yes A
Conscious Level
Of Total Bliss And

Nirvana Raising my
Arms To The Heavens
(Hehe “Hey Mom Look
No Hands”) SLoW As
RippleS oN A Pond
Leg PReSSinG Yes Up
To 1593 Pounds 8 Reps
Yes Of Course This Explains
Why None Of The Elite Military
Warriors Will Even Attempt
An Effort 40 Years Younger
Than me As They Believe

And Strength
Comes From So-Called

“Masculine Force”

Not Realizing
That The Total
Chi Silence iN FLoW Of
Peace in DiViNE Feminine
Grace iN Fearless
Way Before
‘The Lion’

A Strike
For A Kill
For Life Is
A Source of
All Strength
In Total Peace
oF FLoW iN Laser

Focus Fearless Yet Still
Aware of The Bigger
Picture View of The

For Any
MaKinG Lion

Prey Although
Highly Unlikely

Of Course

Yes ‘Be The Water’
Wave Ocean Whole

Be And
Do All At
Best BaLaNCinG Peace iN
Loving Grace What We Do

In Greatest Strength of Will

With Kind SMiles Of Course
🙏💫☺️❤️🕊🦁🐻 🧸 🌊🏝

Ah Yes Whimsy! Best FRiEnD of Play
Avenues Many to Much Greater Creative
Artistic Intelligences Springing Forth New

Now Deep Within With Greater Social Empathic

Moving Connecting Co-Creating Ways of Doing

Existence ToGeTHeR in Whimsical DeLiGHTFuL PLaY iN Deed

Yes Whimsy of Play Nemesis to Mechanical Cognition Systemizing
Mind as Let’s Face Facts Our Society is Sick With Left Brain Hemisphere
Processing of the World in Smaller Picture Views of the Abstract Words
of Constructs We Become Trapped In Without Whimsy of Creative Play

For Real

Dear Miriam
So With Whimsical
Play to Do Everywhere

i Go in Dance And Song

Particularly the 17,611 Miles in 111
Months of Public Dance NoW As Like A

Fool Number 0 Tarot Card Attached to me in
Numerology At Birth Yes in Life Challenges

Based on my Born on Date Full Name

i Am Born As The Fool With One Foot

Off the Cliff And One Foot On to

Do All Or Nothing As i Please

With the Next Three Numbers

of Challenge 1, 1, And 1, In Life

Of Only Affirming What i Wanna Do;

YeS, A Trifecta of Ones FoLLoWinG

The Zero of Free Will So i Continue

To Play The Fool in Total Whimsy of Play

Totally Successful in Bringing SMiLes Wherever

i Fall
Next to
Rise Free Again

It’s “A Wonderful
Life” Indeed and No

Longer a Damp Dark
Dank ‘Christmas Carol’ By
Charles Dickens in Machine
Life of Consuming Only ‘Things’ to Be and Do

As i Remember You Give Credence to Astrology

Which At Core Means You Are At Least Somewhat

Pre-Disposed to Delightful WhimsY iN Playful MaGiC oF Life

Out of the
of Soul
That Do the
Living Dead, Yuck;
Stink Stank Stunk; Just Yuck..:)

Hmm, my Wife and i Were in the Christmas Candy Aisle
At Walmart, And Noticed The Ladies in Long Church Dresses,
Filling Up Their Buggies With Chocolate and i Noted One Cannot

Serve Both Chocolate
And God Yet of Course

‘God,’ in the Feel and Sense

iN Doing of Emotionally Regulating
Sensory Integrating in An Autotelic
Flow of Bliss; Embodying Naked, Enough,
Whole, Complete; All Compassionate Love

For All iNHaLinG Peace, ExhalinG LoVE iN JoY


GiVinG SHaRinG
CaRinG HeaLinG


With Most
Respect and
Least Harm For All;

On The Other Hand, Humans Can And
Will Fall to the Tools They Use to Achieve
Instant Gratification That Are Indeed Mammon

As Other Apes Will Press Levers For Free Cocaine

And Or Sugar Until They Literally Get Sick And Or Die

As Apes, Including Humans, Are Not Evolved Well For Pitfalls

Of Instant

As We Allow the

Tools to Master Us,

Instead of Mastering

The Tools to Attain the Real
Bliss and Nirvana in Balancing
WaY iN A Foundation of Loving Grace

That Springs Greatest WiLL and Strength
And Tons of Real Social-Empathic, Artistic,
Real Spiritual Emotional Sensory Intelligences That Are

Yes More Within the Realm of the Right Hemisphere Parts
of Our Mind As the Research of Well Respected, Iain McGilchrist,

in His 10 Years of Research Shows the “Matter With Things” Is

Not Much Different

Than Worshipping

Mammon over the

Real Nature of All that
is Human Potentials Within

to Obtain A Stellar Way of Life

For A Real Kingdom of Heaven Within;

FRiEnDS With GravitY iN Balance for Compassionate

Love For All that Exists in Great Gratitude For this Real


And Magic

Of Even the

FACT That As Far

As We See Above, We See
Rocks Too Cold or Hot to Live on In Space

As True We aRe Only Evolved to LiVE oN The Planet

Earth; And On the Other Hand, Humans Regularly Imagine

Nightmares on Earth, Make Them Fruition, And Worship Those

Nightmares For Their Full Living Dead Lives on the Planet Earth

As They Really Believe

That After Death

Is the Best Place to Be

That Trumps Every Lie ‘Trump’

Could Even Imagine; Particularly, the

Matthew Part About Changing the Folks Who Are
‘Sheep’ who Don’t Feed the Homeless Person on the

Street into Goats and Burning them Forever; Forgetting

That Some Folks Are Born With No Capacity to Feel the Warm

And Fuzzies, Altruistic Behavior Intrinsically Brings; And The Idea

That Humans Are Evolved Any Less Naturally As Cooperative Than

Bonobos as Research Shows

Is Largely A Result of

the Nightmares We
May Bring to Fruition in

All the ‘Religions’ We Bond
And Bind over DarK Thru LiGHT;

i Don’t Agree with Either the Way
Islam or Christianity is Practiced in this World, Generally,

As It Harms Way too Many Innocent People Still, Overall

Yet on the Other Hand, Some of the Kindest People i Have

Met in this World Are Both Fundamentalist Muslim And Evangelistic Christian

As It’s More A Function of Their Humanity at Core than The Religion They Adhere to…

Some Atheists Are Kind too…

Yet What i Do Find is Folks Who

Are More Restricted to Left Hemisphere Ways
of Processing The World Now Are More Often

Cold, Aloof, And Distant; And Much More Like
The Living Dead As of Course i’ve Spent Years

in that Purgatory Through Hell too in Both Genetic

Propensity and The Environment That Brings That Human Reality too…

Generally Speaking, in ‘Real Life,’ Folks Note i am A Kindest Person they’ve ever met….

i Understand Where Heaven Comes From; It’s Simple, Just F in Be Human, Be Kind And IF ‘You,’



Are Equipped
For the Intrinsic
Rewards, Heaven Within
Will Naturally Be ‘YouR’ Reward Only Now;

Yet For Those Incapable of Feeling And Sensing
This Reality, It is Just The Same As Looking Through an Opaque

Window As When i Lived in ‘That Place’ And No Longer Had the Biological

Capacity to Return to A More Natural Human World Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating


i Had no Ability
to Even Feel the
Warmth Within Petting

A Cat; Basically, the Human
Oxytocin Response That Naturally

Heals Both Pain And Anxiety As i’ve

Learned to ‘Wire And LiGHT Myself Up’ ThiS WaY iN Ever Ways NeW iNstead; Yes,
Colors of Warm Nirvana And Bliss Versus The Other Way of the World of More

Mechanical And Cold Cognition as Simon Baron Cohen So Eloquently

Relates Was my Issue that i Managed to Overcome By Basically

Being Reborn,

Integrally Using

Yes Both Art
And Reason,

Becoming Much
More Incarnate
LoVE iN Peace Than A Frigging

Machine as Yes That is What
Folks Used to Compare me to…

A Valuable Commodity to Use at Work…

Fortunately, i’m Financially Independent
And Now i Get to Totally Focus on Being


And As Far as the Old
Bible(s), Written By Innumerable
Ghost Authors With Poetic and
Prose Scripts All Copied And Pasted

Together Over Centuries; It’s Like Any Place
of Poetry, There Are Innumerable Ways to Interpret

the Metaphors to Justify Hell to Heaven on Earth and After Life too

in ‘Fan
Way of Course…

Here’s A ‘Thing’ Though;
Both Heaven And Hell Are

Real Places of Existence Within

And If ‘You’ Don’t Belief it, You Simply Haven’t
Come to the Table iN Piece oF Paper Existence

Or the Table of Plenty Of LoVE iN Peace…

And Enjoyed

Your Fill of

Nil or A Total
Balance of Peace iN LoVE…

This is Nothing New, it’s Essence
Of More Mystical Aspects of Religion World Wide…

LiVE iN Compassionate

Love For All Or DO Not At Core…

Yet it Requires Moving, Connecting, Meditating in
Autotelic Flow, Co-Creating Together in Balance of
Peace iN LoVE…

Works for
me at Least,
Every Second of Every
Day Since Getting Out of Hell
113 Months Ago on July 19, 2013…

i Decided to Fix

What Was Broke

And Am Totally Successful Now

Yet there is Always Room Within For

Improving Every Second of Existence New…

Overall, Literal Interpretations of Religions Miserably
Fail to Ascend and Transcend into Heaven New Now ThiS Way…

If They Could Just

Do ‘Luke 17:21’
And ‘John 14:12,’

They Might Rise Yet

No ‘Instruction Manual’ is Provided;

And Let’s Face it, Some Folks Just Have
No Way to Seek And Find the Answers Within…

i Sure Never Found them in Any Church; in Fact,

The Whole Experience is Antithetical for Success;

However, Wherever one May Find A Communion of

Peace and Love Among Human Kindness That’s Part of
the ‘Chicken Soup’

That Works;

And i Find
That Everywhere

i Go Around the World,

WHere Folks Find the Answers that Work For them…

Regardless, of Whatever Societal Labels May Be Attached
to The Essence (Peace iN LoVE) of Who They Really Are And Do…

Generally Speaking, We Reflect Back the Positive Energies in Vibrations

And Frequencies of Peace And Love We Generate For Real Or Do The Opposite

of Sunshine

Within And

Get Absorbed

in A ‘BLacK Hole
Sun’ Within; Just

Potentially, At Least,
Being Reborn As ‘Sunshine’ Again;

Yawn, As Above So Below, Within
Inside, Outside And All Around ThiS

Ain’t Rocket Science; It’s Just Doing the

Cooperative Human Nature And Nurture

That At Best We Garden And Become Real
Christmas Trees of LoVE iN Peace LiGHTinG
Continuously New Colors to Radiate LoVE iN Peace…

When Ya Become Effective, Indeed, it is An Overall Real Stellar Experience…

Yet We Do LiVE iN A World, Where God is the Money We Make To Consume The Most ‘Things;’

(Keep Pulling the Lever ‘Monkey,’ THere is Plenty More Sugar to Consume, Just Never Ending till ‘The End’)

Gotta Escape
That World
First to

Even Get
Started on

‘The Stairway Up;’

Two Paths And So Many More…

And This is Just one Tiny View
From One ‘Human Multi-Uni-Verse For Real’…

i’ve Had Empty Pockets for 113 Months Yet of
Course My Wife Takes Care oF All The STiNKing ‘Soylent Green’…


One step
Allow & accept
Power of Belief”

Five Fingers of
Faith As the Last
Five Titles of Your Poems

Become Essence of Breathing
Faith Dear FRiEnD Savvy With SMiLes

Free Fingers
SaMe as Toes With SMiLes..:)

Finding Wings of Fingers
Yes Indeed Dear Savvy
Writing Directing Producing
Playing Our Lives Free No Longer

Just A Spectator

of Life Total

Faith in



For FLiGHT Free..:)

Catholic Mass Readings From the Wee Morning Hours of 12.18.2022
As “SonG oF mY SoUL” Turns 112 Months and 11.2 MiLLioN WordS Old AS Well

And Yes SPeakinG of Selling Stories Free Humans Do Tend to Write Communal
Stories and Yes Bond And Bind Over Myths As Parts of Stories That Do Come to

Be Using the ‘Logic’

oF iT’s All Literally

True Cause the Story

Says It is True Circular

Story Logic As ‘They’ Say Anyway Something

About Every Child A Face of God and It Doesn’t

Matter if the Child Comes From Someone Other

Than the Husband or Not Just Another Face of God

Comes Birthed

in the World

Unique As

Every Star

And Planet
And Other Celestial

Body Potentially Being

Re-Birthed By BLacK WHoles

Above Below After Big Bangs Too As Orgasms

Of Existence Continue to Explode in New Existence

Where Every Part Separate is Consubstantial With the Whole of All That is God

Reading 1, Isaiah 7:10-14
10 Yahweh spoke to Ahaz again and said:

11 Ask Yahweh your God for a sign, either in the depths of Sheol or in the heights above.

12 But Ahaz said, ‘I will not ask. I will not put Yahweh to the test.’

13 He then said: Listen now, House of David: are you not satisfied with trying human patience that you should try my God’s patience too?

14 The Lord will give you a sign in any case: It is this: the young woman is with child and will give birth to a son whom she will call Immanuel.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 24:1-2, 3-4, 5-6
1 [Psalm Of David] To Yahweh belong the earth and all it contains, the world and all who live there;

2 it is he who laid its foundations on the seas, on the flowing waters fixed it firm.

3 Who shall go up to the mountain of Yahweh? Who shall take a stand in his holy place?

4 The clean of hands and pure of heart, whose heart is not set on vanities, who does not swear an oath in order to deceive.

5 Such a one will receive blessing from Yahweh, saving justice from the God of his salvation.

6 Such is the people that seeks him, that seeks your presence, God of Jacob.

Reading 2, Romans 1:1-7
1 From Paul, a servant of Christ Jesus, called to be an apostle,

2 set apart for the service of the gospel that God promised long ago through his prophets in the holy scriptures.

3 This is the gospel concerning his Son who, in terms of human nature

4 was born a descendant of David and who, in terms of the Spirit and of holiness, was designated Son of God in power by resurrection from the dead: Jesus Christ, our Lord,

5 through whom we have received grace and our apostolic mission of winning the obedience of faith among all the nations for the honour of his name.

6 You are among these, and by his call you belong to Jesus Christ.

7 To you all, God’s beloved in Rome, called to be his holy people. Grace and peace from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.

Gospel, Matthew 1:18-24
18 This is how Jesus Christ came to be born. His mother Mary was betrothed to Joseph; but before they came to live together she was found to be with child through the Holy Spirit.

19 Her husband Joseph, being an upright man and wanting to spare her disgrace, decided to divorce her informally.

20 He had made up his mind to do this when suddenly the angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream and said, ‘Joseph son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary home as your wife, because she has conceived what is in her by the Holy Spirit.

21 She will give birth to a son and you must name him Jesus, because he is the one who is to save his people from their sins.’

22 Now all this took place to fulfil what the Lord had spoken through the prophet:

23 Look! the virgin is with child and will give birth to a son whom they will call Immanuel, a name which means ‘God-is-with-us’.

24 When Joseph woke up he did what the angel of the Lord had told him to do: he took his wife to his home;


Fulfilling Dance As A Blind
Human Song As Deaf
Do Art Singing Without Sound
Dancing Without Sight

SMiLes Dear Savvy

WHere i Am

From ‘They’ Direct:

Lead Follow
Or Get Out of the Way…

i Love to Put Forth
100 Percent

Effort So
iNDeeD i Do
All 3 For Real With SMiLes

A Trinity of Do As Such Yes
With JoY iN Peaceful Love For ALL..:)

Hehe Dear Kiran

i’m Just The Kinda

Guy Who Lets


Lean on me
Till i Fall Down

Yet It’s True i’m STiLL Standing

And That’s Why i Still Leg
Press Up to 1593 American
Pounds Up to 8 Reps Gotta

(At my Advanced Age of 62)

ReAlly Be Strong if Ya Wanna Hold
More than one World UP New Now With


STill Standing of Course…

Yet Ya See It’s The Within
That Presses the Weight
Not Just SKiN Deep For Real..:)

iNDeeD Dear Kiran

Every Part of Existence

DarK Thru LiGHT Integral

To All That is NiGHT Thru DaY

Celebrating Again the ‘No Thing’

Tween Stars

That Makes

Clarity of Seeing
Stars Possible At All

Same As the Stars Within

And the Nothingness That

Holds Us Together Within

No Longer Afraid of DarK

Or Cynical oF LiGHT


No Thing

Every Thing All For ReaL
Finally Able to Praise And
Give Great Thanks For No THiNG All Real

When All BeCoMes GRATiTuDE iNHaLinG Peace ExHaLinG LoVE ReaL..:)

“Winning is not everything, but the effort to win is!”

“Excellence must be pursued – it must be wooed with all of one’s might and every effort that we have. Each day there is a new encounter.

Each week there is a new challenge. In all of the display and in all of the noise and all of the glamour and all of the color and all of the excitement and all of the rings and all of the money, these are the things that only linger in the memory.

But the spirit – the will to excel; the will to win, these are the things that endure.”

-Vince Lombardi

SMiLes Indeed It’s What We
Do Before And After the

‘Gold Medal’

That Counts Most

Particularly When What
We Do Is Naked Enough
Whole Complete With No External Rewards

At all Yet the Joy And The Flow the Gift of Present Now New

oF Old i’ve Seen too Many Glory Days End With ‘Gold Medals’….

Or Just

They Didn’t
Win One Or No One
Read the Book they
Self-Published or They Just

Let Their ‘Beer Belly’ Keep Growing After
Winning A State Runner-Up Championship
And Two State Championships in a Row For the

Local High School Too Yep Oh How the Springsteen
Glory Days Roll Down The Tide Bowl Indeed For Real

Sad to See them
All Like that

At the 40th

Class Reunion

After Always

Being in Last

Place in School

of Sports Yet Still
Dancing Singing

For Just The Present Gift of Life For Free Miracle of MaGiC It is…

Anyway Soccer is a Safe Way to Express the Human
Instinct For Tribalism of Us Versus Them For the

Money And Award Making Way of Life American

Style Football

Is Almost

As Smart
As ‘Trump
Politics’ and
‘Religion’ that
Believes in After
Life More Than Before Death

Yet We aRe All Equal in That We
All Are Born And Die True What We
Do in the In-Between ALL THE WAY AcRoSS

The Life Span Yes
Now that Matters
Most if We Have
Gratitude For

WHere We
Land And
Always Begin
At Best With Every
iNHaLE oF Peace Exhale oF Love Dear Miriam

For Real Yet of Course in only my Breath With SMiLes..:)

Hehe Still LooKinG
For Someone to



Mr. Gottfried

Waiting on
Artificial Intelligence

i Guess to Make A
Phone That Doesn’t Crash

iN IT With SMiLes…

Oh The Synchronicity i Just
Quoted Vince Lombardi’s
Philosophy of Trying to
Win More Important Than

Winning in Regard

To That Recent


Win At the Stadium
Built on Blood and
Bones of Modern Indentured Servants

You Know What F the Win Just F in Live
Hehe For Free…

For Real With SMiLes..:)


FoR Me At Least, heART Without Art,
smART Without Art, eARTh Without Art,

And Even pART Without ART Empties Souls;

Leaves Mostly ‘HE’ And ‘S & M’ And ‘Eh’ Just ‘P;’

It’s A Rather Dry, Drab, MoLDY Life to me Without Creating SPiRiT oF Art

And NOT Filling/Feeling in the Voids of All Those Words and Worlds Above…

Fulfilling Dance As A Blind
Human Song As Deaf
Do Art Singing Without Sound
Dancing Without Sight

Hehe THere is No WaY iN Hell or Heaven
And The Tween Of Purgatory on EartH That
So-Called A.I. Art is Ever Ever Gonna Replace

The Dance And Song of mY SoUL of Arts As It All Flows
Effortless in ‘Wu-Wei-Ease’ FLoWinG Water Waves Ocean

Whole of
mY Subconscious Mind/

SouL Yet If IT Has Truly
Human iMaGiNaTiVE Creative
Soul Deep Subconscious Real

Potential, Bring A.I. on As i Don’t Compete

Yet i Love to See Art More AMuSinG Than

i Am Able to Create After Spending 112 Months
of Writing 11.2 MiLLioN Words of Free Verse Poetry
And Particularly 17,611 Miles of Public Dance Too As Video
Voyeurs From ‘Trump Deep South States’ Volunteer to Try to Get

(A Few Folks Have Attempted my Style and Within Seconds

Almost Fell on Their Butt)

Famous on
Social Media
By Video Taping
Me HeHe At Least
One Went Very Viral
So Far Interesting to me As
A Fly on the Comment Walls
to See How the Metro Area Assessed
What i Do in Terms of 1300 Comments;

It Was Truly Hilarious, Ranging From Perhaps i’ll
Go ‘Postal’ to Famous to Living Folk Legend to Area Icon and the Such

And It’s True i Do a Spiraling Moving Meditation in Flow of Bliss Similar
Somewhat to A ‘Sufi Dervish’ Yet Solo and Always Changing New in Every

Move Greater FRiEnDS With Gravity As When 111 Kilograms of Body Weight

Becomes Relatively

The Weight of my

Finger Tips
With Gravity
From Head to
Toe A Real Bliss iN FLoW
It is in Peak and Plateau

of Ecstasy in Art For Real;

And THere is No Way In Hell
Purgatory or Heaven Anyone External

Or Anything External to me Could Reward
me Any Greater Than What i am Able to Generate
Within By Doing Art As True They Have Surely Tried

And Failed


Never The
Less, Pleasurable
Efforts; Yet my Creativity
my Art is A Gift From Soul;

Yes, i Get the Starving Artist Meme;

Yet i Wouldn’t Sell Anything i Do For A Billion
Dollars As i Started The Whole Endeavor

Literally in HeLL ON EartH For 66 Months
RiSinG Out of that Place Financially


Already in

HeLL ON EartH;

A GreaTesT Lesson

ON What’s More Important,

Having A Soul or Having ‘Stuff;’

Truly Timeless Art Done Through the

Ages Has Mostly Been Accomplished By

Folks With Laser Focus on What they Do With

Very Few Financial Rewards or Accolades During Their Life;

Oh, How Thrilled They Might Be to Live Today; Moving, Connecting,
Co-Creating With Folks Online All The Way Around the World Like me Yet on the

Other Hand, They Might

Be Stuck at a ‘Bus Stop’

Playing ‘Candy Crush’

All Distracted And

Never Have Even a Story

of Their Own Life Worth Sharing

With ‘the Nurse’ At the Bus Stop,

Who is ‘Reading A Magazine’

And Not Paying Attention

To A Word They Might

(Reference Forrest
Gump When He
‘Just Felt Like
Running’ too)

Relate Yet On The

Other Hand,

They Might
Have Truly
Lived A Fulfilling
And Authentic Life;

No Slave to Any Boss,

Currency of Money, or Other Target Audience in Life,

Who Rules Their Creativity to a Place That is Not Original At All…

i’ve Already Participated in ‘Poetry Science’ Where the Folks Copy the
Forms of Others And Count Syllables And The Such Online in International

Clubs for An Entire Year Poetically Responding to them in Free Verse And

What Rarely

Yet Does Happen,

Folks Get Butthurt

Over Your Soul Getting
Inspired By What Their Soul Inspires

in Art And Replying Poetically Free in-Kind of Deepest Soul And of Course Truly Talented

Others Do Their Best to Send Ya to Heaven For Giving Sharing Free Who Ya Are At Deepest Levels…

SMiLes, i Do it For the Experience of the BLeSSinGS of the Holy Sacred and Divine True BLiSSinGS

iN Art
BRinGS Free

iN Autotelic

i Can’t

Ever Getting in Any
Contest or Accepting
Any Money to Sell A Dance,
Song, or Other Art of my SoUL

Yet Innumerable SMiLES And Other
Human Emotions and Senses Over 112 Months FOR REAL

Generating in Others is Surely ‘Influence’ Enough in Just one Life…

It Depends on Perspective, As i’ve Seen Many Very Talented Free Verse

Poets Just Give Up The Whole Effort, When They Find No One Wants to Buy the

Book they Self-Publish;

We LiVE iN A World of
Buy and Sell of Buy and

Sell Souls


The Way
of the World
Sadly For Most it Seems;

It Surely Was ‘the Way of the
World’ For the Most Part of
Working For Pay 33 Years For me too…


i Am Free
And Never

For Sale Again… PERIOD.

Anyway, Key in the Last Several

Hundred Years is No Matter What Tool

Humans Develop To Change How We Work for

Pay or Play For Bliss; Do Master The Tool And Do Not

Get Mastered


Or A.I.

Or Whatever
Comes Next;

Information Technology
And Artificial Intelligence

Has Already Gifted me More
Than i Could Possibly Return in this one Lifetime Now;

Even in Terms of A Book Every Week i Read in Barnes And Noble,

Totally Laser Focused in Autotelic Flow of Listening to Meditative
Music While Dancing in Flow Entertaining The Star Bucks College

Study Crowd Like i Do Every Sunday Afternoon, Including Earlier Today;

YeS iN The Last 9 Years, i’ve Read over 400 Books Free And While i Write

The Size of A Free Verse Poetry Novel/Anthology of Around 60,000 Words

Bi-Monthly, There is No Way i Will Create As Many Books As i Consume For Free

Just With the

of Books And
A Store That Welcomes

me Every Sunday As True Folks
Do Come There Just to see me Dance Hehe;

Same as the Metro Dance Hall for 6 years; Same

As Walmart As Parents Tell me Their Children Look For

me Dancing Whenever They Come to the Store; Same as

The Grandchildren of the Lady Who Cuts my Hair Who Asked

Her to Please ask me When And Where i Am Gonna Dance Free Again,

Just to come And Watch me Free;

There Are A ‘Zillion’ Other
Stories or So to Relate;

Some Much More
Amusing Than this;

Yet It’s like a Little Drummer
Boy At Christmas Who Doesn’t

Carry A Dime In His Pocket, And Sees

The Face of God in All of Existence

And Enjoys Seeing Existence

Smile Back At

Him When

He Plays
His Drum
or Dance
or Song For Them Just For Free…

It Depends on What One Values most

in Life; The Give
Share, Care, Heal

or The ‘Trump
Take, Hoard, Callous, Harm;’ As ‘They’ Say,

Symbol of the American DarK Way… NO Thanks.

Trying to Make a Living For Pay By Doing Art is
One of the Hardest Challenges Humans May Do…

Doing ART For Free; Just Pure Bliss and Bless,
IF You Truly Feel And Sense Life THiS WaY,

Doing It
New Now For Real..:)

Fall BRinGS SPRinG
Winter LamentS NoW
Summer DarK BRinGS
LiGHT Day Turns Into Night
Mornings Bring Promise of Most
Beautiful Sunsets After Sunrises to Complete
For Beauty Those at Greatest Peace And Harmony
We Echo
It All
DarK Thru LiGHT
PReSenT GifT NeW NoW…

Isn’t It True NoW All
Tools We Become
From: Words
To Guns
Us Away
From Nature
We aRe Born
to: See
Free iN
Oh What
All Human
Clothes SKin



Out Of


Nature Ease

Please Seeing

Breathing Free🌊


SMiles Dear it Seems
You Were Nervous
Yes Practice
That it’s True
Some Folks





For Naturally

Dudes See Damsels

In Distress

As A




To Protect

And Cherish

A Forgotten

Art indeed

Just Nature



All Experiences💫🌊

It’s True A Best Experience
About Being Best FRiEnDS


With Everyone New

Is LEarning

All THere is

Dear Chaymaa

To Love About
HuMaN DarK Thru LiGHT..:)

Ever Grain Of Sand
Potentially Green
Holding Another
Mountain Of Love

Indeed Every
Holy Sacred
Step Word Of
Dance Song Now







Sand New
Now Builds
Castles All On
Beaches Breathing
Love Connecting Now🌊

For Truth by
You Dear Savvy:

“Life teaches and how…
Paths are meant to make you move
Healing moves harmonize the being
Change is meant to be a constant
Life evolves us all along the way…”

-Savvy Raj

You Dear Savvy

Of Lasting Hope☺️

SMiLes Dear Savvy

So Much Easier

to Be A Fair

Weather FriEnD

So Much More Challenging

To Lower Last Life Boats With

Titanic Size Icebergs Still Approaching

Yet Love True

Is Still The
Wave That

Rises Over Wake

Of Sleeping Hopes mY FRiEnD..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy on the
Journey Full of JoY iN 17,611
Miles of Public Dance in Close to 112 Months

Every Injury From the Dance in Every

Path Teaches me New Ways

To Move to Heal

Myself And

Dance Even

Freer FRiEnDS
With Gravity So
Very Healing my FRiEnD

As Life Becomes Art For Every Remedy..:)

SMiLes Dear Jade So Nice
To See You HeaR Home

For the Holidays

On Your Blog

my FRiEnD

Star LiGHT


of Grief

Bring SMiles

For The Child in Us

Who Wipes Tears From
Other EYes Coming to

See this


of Love

And LiFE AGaiN

Merry Christmas Dear
FRiEnD May You Keep
Your Tree Up Always And Color
Love With New Lights Evermore Now..:)

GRiEF Creates
Art Now That Never

Exists Before God Yes

Grief Raises Dopamine
Levels to Inspire Us to

Meet And Greet New

Human Connections

to Re-Establish

the Warmth

of Oxytocin

Connections Within to
Give Share Care So Freely

RiSinG Up The Serotonin Now

oF A Naked Enough Whole No Fear

Complete Dance of Life Again Yet

Of Course


If We Dance
And Sing Nature’s
Gifts ThiS Way For PreSeNT Change…

Yes, So Very Much, i Still Treasure the
Gift of My Mother’s Unconditional LoVE iN

mY Every Breath A True Alchemy of DarK BRings LiGHT..:)

Good Fortune to
You i’ll Still Be
Playing As A
New Year’s
iN 2023
Dear Cherie
iNDeeD Naked
Enough Whole
Complete Playing 2023☺️🙌

All Day Public Dancing
Today Dear Hawaii
FRiEnD Generating
Hundreds Of SMiles
ALonG The Way
19F Degrees 🧊
Coming Friday
i’ll Be wearing
Shorts As i Haven’t
Worn Long Pants
Since 2013 Don’t Own
Any And Have Already
Done The Rare
Florida Snow
And Icicles
In Shorts
i Find It
Hehe So Fully
Alive With SMiles
Merry Christmas to
You in Paradise too

Fulfilling Dance As A Blind
Human Song As Deaf
Do Art Singing Without Sound
Dancing Without Sight

Dancing Free A Love
For Life iNDeeD
Dear Kiran
Far Beyond
SPoKeN Words☺️🙏🏝

It’s True Dear Sohair
Even When A Devil
Has An Angel At
His Side in Hell Yes
No One Appreciates
Heaven As Much As

A Devil
When He
And Returns
To Loving

ThiS Way New Now

It Becomes
Contagious At Best

A Pandemic of
Dancing Singing
LoVE iN Peace iN

‘Real Life’
After Doing
This 112 Months
17,611 Miles And
Singing 11.2 MiLLioN
Words Of Free Verse
Poetry “SonG oF mY”
SoUL” With That Dance
Whenever i Enter
A Public Place

Giggle in
Glee Santa
With Only
A Free Dance
And Song to BReATHE
Quite A TransFiGuRaTioN

For Real
In Hell For
66 MonthS iNDeed

You Know ‘They’ Say
Unrequited Love Is
A Poet’s Greatest

iN DarK

Yet More
For Real
LoVE iN Peace For All

SMiles ☺️🙏🌹🏝

LeSSoN 470🎅

Hot Chocolate
Chicken Soup
Of Creativity’s Touch Chase
Winter Snow Blues Away

Stars To Breathe

Realizing You Don’t
Do Chicken And Only

Curry 🍛
Soup Of
Course As Our
Temps Reflect
Toronto This Week
Yet Snow ⛄️ Will Likely
Remain Sugar White

Beach Sands

Yes With Only
Foot Prints of
Your Personal
Merry Santa 🎅
Visiting With Only
Open Arms Of LoVE iN

Sun Shining

Presents 🎁

For You So Very Free

Fulfilling Dance As A Blind
Human Song As Deaf
Do Art Singing Without Sound
Dancing Without Sight

SMiLes Dear Savvy

WHere i Am

From ‘They’ Direct:

Lead Follow
Or Get Out of the Way…

i Love to Put Forth
100 Percent

Effort So
iNDeeD i Do
All 3 For Real With SMiLes

A Trinity of Do As Such Yes
With JoY iN Peaceful Love For ALL..:)


iNDeeD Dear Savvy
‘The Father And Mother’
Are One ‘They’ All LiVE


Yang And Yin
Day and Night
DarK Thru LiGHT

Moon Reflecting

Sunshine At Night

To BRinG Sun Back As Day

Other Than That Dancing Everywhere

i Go Singing A Song of Poetry Everywhere

i Go Community

Naturally Rises

iN A Rose Free Dance
And Song As i Never
Wait For Others to Show
FRiEnDSHiP to me First


Love Never
Ages in Truth NeW NoW
oF DarK And LiGHT THiS WaY..:)

Being in ‘The Wave’ Dear Chaymaa

FLoWinG Above So Below

RiSinG FaLLinG RiSinG

Again Going Out

Coming BacK iN

Again Being in ‘The Wave’
Dear Chaymaa We May

FLoW THiS Way Ocean

Whole As Ocean Falls

And Rises From

Water Above
So Below
WiTHiN in Blood Streams

Carry Above to Create Body
As Mind Free


iNDeeD New
Dear Chaymaa Now..:)


Place Tween
Day And NiGHT

Real Balance Rules
DarK Thru LiGHT

As Winter Solstice
Comes Even FRoZeN
DarK iN LiGHT in Florida

Panhandle Ways of Wilting FLoWeRS

Now Yet Only A Promise oF A New Sun RiSinG

Sooner Than Soon Again What We Will Count on Most

The Dawn

of BREaKinG
Day After Moonlight
Beckons To CoMe AGaiN

After We All Rest in TWiLiGHT AGAiN

Dear Miriam For Real..:)

SMiLes Dear Kiran

i Am Very Fortunate

As my Wife, my Sister,
Her Partner, And my

Mother Rest Her Soul

Never Really Lied in Front of me

It’s True it Does Make Relationships

Seem More Real When Truth and Honestly Rules

My Father Never Really

Lied He Just Didn’t

Keep His Promises

Like He Would Visit Us
More When ‘His Ship Comes in’…

Honestly He Was Just A Procrastinator

Just Never Really in A Rush Truly Fearless

Just Casually Saying Before He Dropped Dead

to my Cousin “i Don’t Think i’m Gonna Make It”

It’s True in a Way That Was the Story of Our

Relationship With Him Never Really

Finding Out What Was Inside

Those Fearless


That Never
Seemed to Worry
And Just Take Life as it comes

Yet of Course He Worked in Law
Enforcement 46 Years and Probably
Just Did What it Took to Survive Like We

All Do And Fortunate Enough to Thrive too

He Wasn’t A Nurturing Man And That is WHere

i And Him Still Stand so Far Apart mY FRiEnD

On the Other Hand my Mother Extremely

Nurturing We Do Become Our

Environment We Are

Fed in Life i

Suppose in that
Way i am Fortunate
That He Went Away at 3 Years-Old
And of Course my Mother Stayed to Make Us LoVE The Face of

God Namaste For Real to Find In Others As LoVE iN Peace True

Now i Have Peace i Surely Didn’t Have That Earlier in my Life

And It’s
True i Have
Fearless too

What Makes Love
A Quantum Leap
Over Fear Indeed With SMiLes

This Much i Know FeeL And Sense Is Real…:)

As Always Dancing
Singing Free LoVE iN
Peace Thanks
Dear Vrunda
Hope You Are
Doing Well Too

With SMiles ☺️

SMiLes Dear Vrunda It Appears i May Be Going Solo to
A Date With the “Avatar Movie The Way of Water” As

mY Wife Would Rather Watch Paint Dry Hehe

Yet i Haven’t Been to A Movie Since Last

Christmas on the Big Screen When the

Next Installment of The “Matrix Resurrections”

Came On Where i Felt the Trailer Was Better Than

The Full Scale Movie And Sort of Wished i Would Have
Stayed Home to Sing With

Poetry or Just

Went to Public

Dance Again Mostly Solo too
Generating SMiLes All Around
my Metro Area Mostly in Stores
As i Find ‘Real Life’ These Days More
Interesting Than TV And Movie Life Of Course

Except for “Little Sheldon” As It’s Practically the
Way i Acted in Youth Except i Wasn’t Nearly As

As Him Then
And True i Have
The Pics Still to Prove it too…

i Spent A Lot of Years Sort of Outcast
From the Rest of the Crowd And Yeah

It Felt Kinda Lonely At Big Screen Events then

Wondering When i Might Have Someone At my Side

i Suppose i Don’t
Get Lonely Solo

Dating Myself

Anymore as the
Warmth of my Wife
Is Always Present in
my Home of Soul Wherever i Go…

Yet True i Don’t Mind Doing Things
New Now Solo With SMiLes..:)

Hehe “Little Sheldon”
Is The only Show my
Wife Records for me
To Watch We Always
Watched “The Big Bang
Theory” Till The Series
Ended Dear Vrunda
With SMiles Happy
To Hear You Are
Doing Well Too☺️🙌

No Change Without
MaKinG Waves Dear
Cindy All Is Waves All
Is Change So Let’s All
Dance Sing Free Toward

And Least
Harm For All
With SMiles Of
LoVE iN Peace For Real❤️☺️🙏

SMiLes Mr. Gottfried in ‘Hell’ Professionals Assessing me Provided
Zero Percent Prognosis of Escaping Yet Even in A Place WHeRE ALL
Faith, Hope, Love, Even the Memory of the Feeling of A Smile
is Gone With the Worst Pain Known to Humankind And A Life
Threat Real Synergy of 18 Other Medical Disorders THere is the

Potential of 100 Percent
Faith You Will Recover in
Love With Hope By God A

Few Yes VERY Close Loved
Ones Yet of Course After 66 Months
Enduring Hell Shut-in At Home When
i Went to Heaven on July 19th, 2013
On A Beach Becoming One With Sugar
White Sands Emerald Green Gulf Waves Sea Oats
Swaying in Breeze With Sea Gull Wings Spiraling

The Sun Turning into Spiraling Dance and Song in Flow

of Free Verse Poetry True ‘Heaven’ Then Assessed As Disorder

Ironically As the Professionals Assessing me Then Still Saw me

Not Fit For ‘Normal’ Society

Just Way Too Bright Eyed

And Bushy Tailed As

An Easter Bunny

Rising Out of

Hell into Heaven For Real Jesus F in Christ

What A Story For All mY Ages At Least With SMiLes FTW…

Anyway As ‘They’ Dance Sing What Comes Around Goes Around ‘Here i Am’…

Yes Literally Singing ‘the Song’ At Catholic Church As my Wife ‘Captures’
Me THere Singing From The Back Pew Leading From Behind As Usual

By Way

of iPhone
Device of Course
Hey Just Consider
iT A Long Awaited Early
Christmas Present With SMiles
For Real as i Am Only Human NO
Myth or Fiction..;)

SMiLes Dear Kiran
THere is No Room For
Fear or Hate iN A HeART

LoVinG iN Peace

So Much Easier This
Way to Lift Others Up
When They Are Down
Or Even Do Toxic
Behavior As Well

Usually They Have
Been Socially Neglected
Or Abused in Some Ways

Perhaps Child Deep For Real

Fortunate Are We Who Have HeARTS

Overflowing in Peaceful Loving BLeSSinGS

SoUL Whole
to Just Give
Share Care Heal
Away For Free Now

iN Compassion For ALL

Surely The Toxic Behavior
More Comfortable in Shoes Balancing
Dancing Singing Loving Grace in Peace..:)

Pleasure Dear ❤️
Cindy A Very
HeART Felt
And Gut Wrenching
Inspiration Upon

Not So
Beasts Among Us

SMiles Mr Gottfried
Loving Faith In
Peace Is my
Breath Within
iNDeeD i Do
Have Hope
For The
Rest of
The World
With SMiles

FTW Too Hehe 🎁🙏🏝

Oh Dear Lord i had to Look Twice
to Make Sure Your Mom Wasn’t
The 3rd Identical Triplet Hehe

Yet It Wouldn’t Really Matter

As Even By Soul Identical Twins
Are Often Polar Opposites As my

Father An Identical Twin’s Senior
Class Quote is “Put Off Tomorrow
What You Don’t Wanna Do Today”

His Identical Twin A Different

Polar Opposite Graduating Class Quote


“I dare do all that may become a man;
Who dares do more is none.”

Yet Perhaps He Didn’t Read

The Entire MacBeth Play

As it was in Response

To Being Brow Beaten

For Not Being Man Enough
By A Love Interest For Real

Anyway It Is Clear That His Intent

in Life to Excel as A Winner More Than A Loser Indeed

The Fact is my Father Was Viewed By Women With Movie Star
Classic Features Fearless Looking Ed Sheeran ‘Perfect’ Holding A Wine Glass

(In my Youth i looked more like Ed Sheeran Without a Song Longer Road for me Hehe)

As That is What Lured His Second Wife to Him After He Left my Mother Only
Wanting to Raise Children in a Garden of Love At Home as my Father Wanted

A Wife to Make Money

He Found One Yet He
Procrastinated A Bit on

His Desire to Be As Rich
As His Half-Brother With
A Mansion on the Emerald
Green Gulf Coast of Florida
With A Jewish Cop Father Unlike

His X-Catholic Priest Father
Born in Ireland Once Counsel
at the Vatican And A Noted Author
With A Wiki-Bio Last Century Actually
Reported to Dine With Einstein in the
Socialist Circles of New York City More

of One With PHD Education Piled on Deeper And Higher

Yet my Father the one Who Put Off Stuff until tomorrow
Staying in Law Enforcement 46 Years And Spent 500 Dollars

on Lottery Tickets Each Week for 12 Years After He Retired
Selling Nascar Stuff at the Local Flea Market Yet it Didn’t Matter

What We Would Inherit from
Him as i Didn’t Marry 4 Times
With A New Shiny Car Every Three Years

i Bought a Home Early Kept the Same Wife
for 33 Years Now And The Same Cars around
15 Years too As When i Fell Ill at age 47 Having
To Retire Early From the Federal Government

Rising from Close to
Minimum Wage
After 3 College
Degrees to

Marine Major
Level Civilian
Pay For the Military

He was Terrified i Would
Have to Ask Him For Something
to Live Yet Shocked to Find out i Was
Already Financially Independent Saving
6 Scale More Than Him 28 Years Younger Than Him…

So What’s The Point SaaniaSparkle of All of this While You Are
Escaping the Dreary Rainy Winter Weather of Higher Education
in Seattle As Your Identical Twin Sister From Foggy London in Higher
Education Is Doing the Same in a Lovely Paradise-Like Vacation Now

in Elite Way in Cyprus So Colorfully Dressed And Warm It Doesn’t Matter

Where You Start or Where You End in Life All that Matters is Where

You Are At Now

And If You are

Living A Life in A Location

And Doing Life Where Life IS Meaning and
Purpose to You In General if You Attain This the Rest Will Fall in Place

i Chose to Stay in A Place of Paradise And Focused on the Human Element

of Life Most

It Paid-off

Both in ‘Material’
And Loving Success Most in Peace

My Father’s Side of the Family

Had Much Higher Hopes For me

My Mother Had Faith in Whoever i Wanted to Do

She Turned

Out to Have

The Best Philosophy

Of Life Just Do What You Do Best and That Will Be Enough…

And For me at Least Naked Enough Whole Complete

No Longer Needing A Lincoln Penny More Yet

Plenty Left over to give share care

heal for free with

a dance and
song of

Peace For
Real That Relatively
Dancing Singing FREE ALways Just Begins New Now
For As Many Comments that i make Elsewhere

That You Like This i figure is the least

i Can and Will Do in Returns of SMiles
For Anyone Who Might Actually Read
This comment With SMiLes i Thank

You Much For Inspiring it as of
Course i Will Copy And Paste
it in a Place that Fuses Your

View of Life Inspired Here with mine of Course
As That is What i Do Globally Just For Joy Of Life

DarK Thru LiGHT

THere Is
No Short
Cut to Excellence Indeed

Yet It’s Possible Wherever
You Live As Long as You Actually Do It With SMiLes…

Where i Live the Sun Shines Within No Matter Weather
or Season


If You Can And
Will Achieve That/This
in Life The Rest is Just
Icing With SMiLes on Top
Of A Cake Naked Enough Whole
Complete For Real With SMiLes..:)

When Will The World Say No to The
Ignorance of Harming, Maiming, Raping

Killing Marginalized Most ‘Religion’ Brings

True Whenever A Real God Now of

LoVE iN KinDNeSS of Compassion

Rises in Human HeARTS Naked
Enough Whole Complete New

With No Need

To Slave Other
Humans in Blood Lust For Greed

SMiLes Dear Cindy For Those Who
Harm And Rape And Maim and Kill Nature

Will Do the Same to Those Who Birth The
Face of God For Real

in Every Human

Being Who Becomes
LoVE iN Peace Without Blood Lust Greed

Namaste For A Greater Day Where There Are No Castes of DarK

If only ‘They’ Could Understand That only Women Birth A
Face of God in Human…

Anyway For What’s

It’s Worth

i Am a Son of Woman…

i Shall Never Bow to A God Named Only
He For it is only A Symbol of Blood
Lust Greed That Has Come So Far…

No Life No Fall
Leaves Or Even Green


Home At The
End Of The
Road Truly
Within All
Feelings Senses
We Generate
Yellow Blue
Sunshine Moon
Feels It All





Breathing Sunset

Sunrise Colors More





New Touching

Night Meets Day 🌅

Amazing Grace We Breathe…

SMiles Dear ruchiabhisikata
That is surely one

Of The Kindest
Poetic Replies
i’ve Ever Received

In Return i
Make This
Promise God
Willing Of Nature

Within me

You Will Always
Receive A Poetic
Reply From me

To The Inspiration
Of The Words Your

Soul Brings…

An Exercise
Of Truly Living

A Life of Free Dance
And Song my FRiEnD☺️

FTW THere Is No
Hope Only Living New
Loving Faith Real Now 🙏🏝

Nah Mr Gottfried
A.I. Has No Soul
A.I. Sucks When
It COMES to ‘humor,
irony, repartee, sarcasm,
and satire’

Yes All Synonyms

For Wit As The UNiVeRSE
And Even Human Life Starts
With A Big Bang Orgasm That

A.I. Never
Dry As A Frigid
Day Down South

If You
Get The
Icy Grip
For my Dry
Yet Soulful Wit

True Fact i’m A Natural
With Wit So Are You And

A.I. is Not
A.I. is Not
The Terminator
Of A.I. Yet i Am


God Yes Wit

Hehe Even
With Humans
With Shallow
Soul Who Don’t
Even Get The Slightest
Innuendo When You Send


To Hell
With The
Iced Tea Rap

Another Fact Even
Though i Didn’t Speak
Until Age 4 At 7 The Nuns
At Blessed Sacrament Private

Catholic School Awarded me
A Certificate Of Achievement

As Wittiest Kid
Of The Year in

Second Grade

For Years i
Had No Idea
What That Word

Even Means True
i Am A Natural Fool

With Wit

YeS Even The Numerology
Report Based on my Earth
Given Name Reports The

Fool Zero
Tarot Card
At Birth For
Free Will For The
First Life Challenge
Doing All Or Nothing

As i Please
Yes Basically
A Spoiled Brat
As my Mama Did

Everything For me
Without Even AsKinG
No Need To Even Talk

Same As my

Wife Does Too Now

As The Next Three
Challenges Of Life
By Numerology Report

Are One
And One
And One

(‘i Am The
And Walrus’ Two)

Which Means
All i Have To Do

The Rest Of my
Life is Affirm Whatever
The Hell or Heaven i Wanna


Or All

So i Did
And Do

On All Counts

Here’s A Clue
A.I.’s Have Neither
A Soul, True Original
Wit, Or The Ability

To Understand
Or Tale A Truly
Deep Story With

And Dry

In Fact All
A.I.’s Have
At Core

0 And 1, Hmm….

i Have Canines
And Bites



Without Bytes

OBTW God Is Dog

Dog Is God



Of Life

In Three
Letters Dog
Unless You Are
A Cat Person Like

Just Will
Not Lose
iN HeLL iS HEaVeN 🦁 🙌 🐾

Being in ‘The Wave’ Dear Chaymaa

FLoWinG Above So Below

RiSinG FaLLinG RiSinG

Again Going Out

Coming BacK iN

Again Being in ‘The Wave’
Dear Chaymaa We May

FLoW THiS Way Ocean

Whole As Ocean Falls

And Rises From

Water Above
So Below
WiTHiN in Blood Streams

Carry Above to Create Body
As Mind Free


iNDeeD New
Dear Chaymaa Now..:)

iNDeeD Dear Savvy
‘The Father And Mother’
Are One ‘They’ All LiVE


Yang And Yin
Day and Night
DarK Thru LiGHT

Moon Reflecting

Sunshine At Night

To BRinG Sun Back As Day

Other Than That Dancing Everywhere

i Go Singing A Song of Poetry Everywhere

i Go Community

Naturally Rises

iN A Rose Free Dance
And Song As i Never
Wait For Others to Show
FRiEnDSHiP to me First


Love Never
Ages in Truth NeW NoW
oF DarK And LiGHT THiS WaY..:)


Gratitude Health Miracles
Strength Connections
Alignment Change
SMiLes Dear Savvy
All Words Meaningful For me


Piano STRinGS Extensions Dear
Savvy of Vocal Chords To Sing

Percussion of Piano Hammers

HeART Beats to Feel and Sense Dancing

Rhythms of Our Souls More To Explore

Regulating Emotions
Integrating Senses

Setting Ourselves

Free to Be A Musical
Instrument of Dance And Song Real..:)

The Less We Take The
More THeRE Is of Soul
To Earn Give Share Care
Heal Freely With All Those

We Meet And
Greet in LiFE

Dear Kiran

For Real Including
Rest of Earth’s Nature True

iN BaLaNCinG LoVE iN PeacE ReaL..:)

Yes Dear Kiran
Actions Make
Sunshine Above
Within Regulating
Emotions Integrating
Senses Moving Connecting
Co-Creating iNHaLinG Peace
ExhalinG LoVE From Head to Toe

Yes Again
iN Meditating
Flow Head to Toe

Just Letting Go oF aLL

Fears RiSinG iNTo LoVinG Peace For Real

Yes SPiRiT Wind Within Coming Free With
Regulating Emotions Integrating Senses Fear Free

Yes A Place
We Soar With
Prana, Chi,
Tao, So Very

Many Metaphors
Essence of Human

FLoWeRS We aRe Free

To Bloom All the Way
ACRoSS Our LiFESPaNS For Real..:)

iNDeeD Dear Yam EMBRaCinG
Struggles in Life As Much Or

More Than Rewards Still To Come

LoVinG DarK Thru LiGHT Transforming
BLaCK Abyss Through SHades of Grey

Clouds iNto Beyond Colors of

Yes To Feel
And Sense
Within Lifting Us
Up in Compassion
For Us And All For Real With SMiLes..:)

As i Love To Dance And Sing Free
Dear Chaymaa Naked Enough Whole
Complete Nothing to Subtract Or Add

Only Room to Improve mY FRiEND
Fearless in Ever Flow of Effortless Ease Now

NeW iNCREaSinG Complexities Staying Tween
A Sweet

Spot of
And Apathy Balancing
Real in Other Words
of Feeling And Senses
Yes Regulating Emotions
Integrating Senses Inhaling
Peace ExhalinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT

ENHaNCinG All Human Potentials More
iN Harmony of iMaGiNaTioN CREaTiViTY

All That’s Left to Do is Give Share Care
Heal All With Most Respect and Least Harm For Real..:)

SMiles Mr Gottfried IT
Took me So Long To
Figure Out How To
Escape Dammed
If i Do Damned
If i Don’t iN FacT
i Had To Move

Beyond KNoWinG

BeCoME Free
Art FLoWinG
Dance And
Song To

Be ReBorn
Out Of Ashes For Real 🦅

Winter Solstice 2022 Soon
To Come Yet Not Waiting
For Sunshine to Rise Already
Warm Within Sooner Now
Newly AS Such
ReaL NoW

“You are BEAUTIFUL .
LOVE Yourself.
Enjoy your own COMPANY !”

Wise Words InDeed Dear Kiran
to Leave Sorrow Behind For Not
Being Enough For Us Or Others True

As i Love to Dance Sing The Similar

“Naked Enough Whole Complete”

Nothing to Add or Subtract

From Soul Within
This Now

The Best

Now And Only

Now Ever That Will
Ever Be i Am Indeed i FeeL iT New Now
i Sense it ThiS Way i Do Co-Create
THiS HEaVeN Now to Give Share
Care Heal All Away For Free NeW iN

JoY oF LiGHT iNHaLinG Peace Now

ExhalinG LoVE For All With Most
Respect And Least Harm For Real

Just Dancing Singing Free..:)

i take no pleasure
in watching a Human
Being Squirm in the Hell
They Create for Their Self

Ever Green Scent
Dogs Smell
Xmas Love🌲🏝☺️

Love Times
Ever Lasting
Christmas Glow🌲🌟🎶🕊

“Still Healing
From Things
i Don’t Talk
About” Now

Truly Difficult
When Our Scars
Seem To Shut Us
Down Into Silence
Perhaps Fresh




Never Let

Loose Of Ones

Who Care Even

When All Hope Feels


For It

Is The


Of Love

We Keep We

May Not Feel

That Eventually



Us into
A Place
Of Enough
Again With SMiLes😁

SMiles For There
Were Many Days
Of Silence

For me
How Fortunate
Those Who Loved
Me Never




All i Am
Then Is

Pain And Numb

Indeed So

Now i Always
Return That Gift to me And You💫

TRuE Love is In the Mother’s Love

No Doubt Dear Soni Love Comes

From Mother’s Most How Love


to Be

A Dude

Alone or Him
Or He is Surely

Nothing Like Mother’s Love Alone

For All to Give, Share, Care, Heal So Freely Now

With Most Respect

With Least

With Least
With Least

Harm for All
Surely From
Mother’s Lips

More Than He or
Him or Dudes Most Ever Seem
to Dance And Sing So Freely LoVE iN Peace

SMiLes Depths of Love

Deeper Provide


in THorns

A Place

GRoWinG Freer
D A N C in G

Healing All This
Way Dear Savvy
FLoWeRS Color
Life Truer Roses RiSinG..:)

SMiLes Building A “Sand Castle At The Beach”
May Be A Most Complex Play of Life Other Folks

May Not Possibly Imagine With New Rooms Continuing

To Build No One Else Has Ever Sensed Felt Before With A Beginner’s

Mind/Soul Always in Flow of Creativity Where Increasing Complexity

of Sand Castle

Building Only

Brings More Effortless

Ease As Every New Room

Is A Doorway Now To Even More

Complexity And Endless New Bliss As

With Every Evolution of New Creation

The Beach The Soul Within Lights New

Colors to See An Entire New World Never

This Until
Now This


This Step
This Move

This Dance And Song
Free Whether the Non-Sense
Babbling of A Child’s Continually
Evolving Song or the Dance That

Becomes the Move of the Child’s Soul Free

No Matter Age of Numbers Free in FLiGHT



New Worlds
To Color Life New

Of Course ‘The World’ is A Big
Machine With Many Parts to
Oil And Keep Greased to Work
Dear Miriam

To Work

To Work

Forgetting to Play

Yet On the Other Hand

if i Bite into an Oyster Shell

That is my World Free to Be And Do

There is A Willing Dentist Ready For
Repair So i Will Continue to Eat i Did my


As Well

Now i Am
A Child Again
Free With Wings

Building Sand
Castles Leaving
Grains of Sand Behind…

In College Earning Three Degrees at Once
in A Master’s Level Course in Sociology of Aging

A Young 25 Year-Old Woman Lamented Out-Loud

She Never Got to Do the ‘Frankie Avalon Days’ Partying on the Beach

In Modern Spring Break Days Asking me if i am ‘Superman’ Doing
3 Part Time Jobs With A School Work Load to Complete Those 3 Degrees

Then i Had No Clue

What i Was Doing

Until i Gave it All

Up And Just Started
Dancing And Singing

For Free As My ‘Frankie
Avalon Days’ Still Wouldn’t

Come to Be A Reality Until 30
Years Later at age 53 Doing Spring
Break Frankie Avalon Days Star of the

Dancing Show at the Metro Dance Hall for 6 Years

i Still Haven’t Stopped The Secret of Life is Don’t
Stop Playing

Just Don’t
Stop Playing
Every Animal
in the Wild ‘Understands’ Feels
Senses This ‘Rule’ Instinct of Life
To Survive And Thrive at Least Now…

If We Aren’t Really Thriving We




to Exhale

or Truly Excel…

For What it Means to BREaTHE Free…

To Be The Beach All the Parts Within

Whole SoaRinG…:)

Yes This Is All Bigger
Than me It Includes


LeSSoN 471😎
See Without EYes
iN A World Of Machines
And Even Wilting Flowers
iN Florida Winter As The
Shortest Day oF LiGHT
Comes Escape into
Of iMaGiNaTioNS
We May Even Make
Santa Real Give Share
Care Heal With Special
Presents We Create To
Warm FRiEnDS Far Away


May Not
Still Be So
Green And
Colorful Outside
A Home into Eternity
Of Gardens Of Edens
Just Outside my Back
Door And iNTo Beyond
WinDoWS EYeS Of Creativity


my Shades
With SMiles

i’ve Taken You
To These Places
You’ve Taken me

To These
Places iN
Avatar Dream’s
Of iMaGiNaTioNS
WHeRE Creativity
FLoWeRS So Deep

i Need Not
Ever Miss Those
Places As Avatar
Dreams Within



Forever New Now
Colorful And Real
As Long Lasting
As my Mother’s
Last Breath of
Love That

me To
More Than
Winter Snow
And Desert Bare 🕊🎁🦋

It Doesn’t


What Or Who
Or When The Story
Is As Long As It
Of Hope
Faith LoVE ReaL

This Is God’s Breath
The Deep Within To
Create Hope Faith And

All Measure
With SMiles☺️🙏🏝🕊

The Truth Is
Get Unplugged

Neo Or Ex-Lax

Words (Works)


Special (Spell)
Checker Always
F iN iT Up And Down…🎁

Gratitude Health Miracles
Strength Connections
Alignment Change
SMiLes Dear Savvy
All Words Meaningful For me


Piano STRinGS Extensions Dear
Savvy of Vocal Chords To Sing

Percussion of Piano Hammers

HeART Beats to Feel and Sense Dancing

Rhythms of Our Souls More To Explore

Regulating Emotions
Integrating Senses

Setting Ourselves

Free to Be A Musical
Instrument of Dance And Song Real..:)


SMiLes Dear Savvy

All Waves Dancing

In Our Ocean

Souls Within

FLoWinG Water

Grace iN Loving

WiLL And Strength

Balancing All Together

Ocean Falling Rain From


Yes All Of
Ours to Give
Share Care and
Heal For Real Just
Dancing in the Rain
ToGeTHeR FREE ALL Raindrops

Of One Ocean FLoWinG So Free

Dancing Singing

iNto Sunshine Real..:)

SMiLes Dear Kiran
Success is In Our
Every Breath The

Rest is Basically

Just Icing on the

Cake of Life to Continue

To Make And Co-Create

On This Breath Naked Enough

Whole Complete

Just iNHaLinG

Peace ExhalinG LoVE iN
JoY oF LiGHT For All With
Most Respect and Least

Harm Ascending
Transcending New

Now God Yes New

Giving Sharing
Caring Healing

Such A Joyous Way
oF LiVinG LoVE iN Peace
Such Sweet Grand Great Success iNDeed
With SMiLes Ever FLoWinG Waves of Life Free..:)

MuSiC oF SoUL All Around
God’s SonG All Vibrations

Frequencies Energies in

Synergy All Doing Now

Oh How This MuSiC iNSPiRES

All Dances of LiFE Within Inside

Outside Above So Below Spiraling

All Around So Free And We With

Ability Now New

iNHaLinG Peace
ToGeTHeR Ever
More Now Beyond
All Time Distance
Space And A ‘Matter
of Things’ Within Is Surely

Miracle And Magic Enough Now
To BREaTHE Free And So Much Deeper
Dear Yam FRiEnD For Real Newly Now With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Isha

No ‘Matter’ How

Lonely And Small

We May Feel Words

From Soul Will Always

Come to Page to Be Our

FRiEnDS No One Will Wash Away

Grains of Our

With Unlimiting
New Doorways to
Loving Free iN Peace For Real..:)

SMiLes Dear Isha Soul Beginning
Ending Always Changing Within

Beginning Again

Every Breath A

Gift We All Co-Create

Oh The Friction of the Day

The Ups And Downs The Waves

We Try to Stay on in Balance Within

of SMiles for Life Pebbles Falling In Our

Ponds Just too Many to Count Somedays For Real

Just So Many Ripples Waiting For Calm Ocean Waters

Within With Waves

We Will Surf in Ease

True it May Take Many

Years to Ride All of Life’s

Waves in Balance For Real

Yet This Is What We Do We Fall

Off And Return Again Waves Continue

And so Does Our Practice of Surfing too

Time Awaits

For Balance

Balance Awaits For Time

When Time Becomes Balance

CLoCK Hands Fall Away Lost

FRiEnDS With Gravity As We Become Waves Free

SMiLes Thanks For Allowing me to Ride Along With You..:)

SMiLes Dear Cindy ‘The Edge of Time’ Always
iN The Flow of NoW iN MuSiC oF Existence As

All Is Waves Vibrations Frequencies Energies

RiSinG And FaLLinG As Waves Naturally Do

Above Below
Within Inside
Outside All Around

Oh To Be in the Wave
Escaping CLocK Hands
With SMiLes All Deadlines

Falling Behind and Ahead

Just Melting All Away

As It’s Truly Possible

To Melt ‘The Wicked Witch’

of the West This Way As We Flow

As The River Leads Ever More to

Water Wave Oceans Again Falling

Gently From The Heavens Above

Below Filling And Feeling Our

Oceans Up Within Again

With SMiLes Simply

Naked Enough Whole
Complete Enough to Exist New Now

Oh How Nirvana And Bliss Breathes

Just iNHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG LoVE iN

JoY oF Light Beyond All Boundaries of Time
Distance Space And Best oF All A “Matter With Things” True

Just Existing

SPiRiT Wind

Feather And
Breeze Become
One to Be i Am to Do Again Reborn
For Every Breath oF Air And Drink of Living Water With SMiLes..:)

Sadly Inevitably It Seem Power Corrupts
Dear Sohair No Matter What Part of Humanity

Power Comes to Control Meanwhile the River

Flows Meanwhile Leaves Rise Green And Fall Brown

For Winter Frozen Fertilizer To Bring Spring Once Again

All Of Existence Is Vibrations Frequencies Energy Positive or

Negative Indeed

Dear FRiEnD

Loving Peace is A Best
Way to Real WiLL and Strength

Far Beyond Forcing The Issue of Existence

Now my FRiEnD It’s Like How i Celebrated the Shortest
Day of the Year This Summer Solstice And Winter STaRTinG

Day As the Panhandle of Florida Is In Store For a Deep FRoZeN
Few Winter Days FLoWinG iN True Yes Hehe i Increased my

Leg Pressing Challenge at the Military Gym Warming Up

Now With 1500 Pounds Which is Precisely Three-Quarters

of A Ton PreSSinG That Weight 1500 Pounds And Friday

i’ll Do 1540 Pounds on a Very Cold Day as i Find

12 Reps at 1500 Pounds Feeling LiGHT

As A Feather The Way i Dance With

A Gym Towel in Flow as All my

111 Kilograms of Weight

Become Not Only the
Weight of the Towel FRiEnDS
With Gravity in Moving Meditation
Contemplating Flow of Free Dance Yet

The Weight of my Finger Tips As They Reach
to the Sky as Well While i Press The Weight of
A Small Car Hehe With my Legs SMiLes Dear Sohair

i Could Do Much More Than 1540 Pounds Yet They
Took Away All the Iron 100 Pound Plates All That Leaves
me With is 32-45 Pound Plates to Add to the 100 Pound
Sled That Provides A Place For The Weights That i Also
Press too in Total Amount of Weight Hehe Considering

i Am 62 Years-Old Some of the Elite Military Dudes Who
Cannot Budge it An Inch Who Are 40 Years Younger than

me Are Indeed Baffled For How i Leg Press 6 Scale my
Weight Now in that Military Gym As i Explain Water May

Seem Weak As it Flows in the River Free FRiEnDS With

Gravity So Graceful Indeed Yet When it Floods it Will

Move Buildings Off Their Foundations And Wash Them

Away So Indeed mY FRiEnD Now And Then i Flood too Hehe

in Effortless ‘Wu Wei’ Ease There is No One For me to Compete

Against Except

me i Am Not Interested
in Any Competitions Rewards
or Awards of Trophies mY FRiEnD


i Do This Gift of Life As i See it As

Worth Doing the Most in Fulfilling

my God Given Nature of Human Potentials

There is Nothing to Prove Except Do More For

Gratitude of the Gift from God All My Potential

Still To Come is as Long as i Use it And Do Not Lose

it the River of my SouL Continues to Flow Free FRiEnDS With
For Real


of my Finger
Tips So Very Free
to Dance And Sing
too With SMiLES Anyway

Soccer Style Football Surely Beats
the Gladiator Style Football in America

Where Young Men Pound Their Heads
in Injury to Prove They Are A Man HAha

Oh The Non-Sense Humans Do When They
Are Told to Do What They Do my FRiEnD Without

Feel and Sense
For the Miracle
And Real Magic
This Gift of Life Will BRinG Safely

Without Banging Our Heads Against
Each Other Indeed Hehe Anyway i Play

Yet i Don’t Do Competition it Seems it Wouldn’t Matter

HAha With SMiLes
OBTW When i Was in University
Earning my 3 Degrees at Once in
A Full Load of That Doing 3 Part
Time Jobs too in A Master’s Level
Sociology of Aging Class i Tried to

Convince my Teacher That A Human Being

Can And Will Retain Their Strength and Vigor into
Their Sixties as that was Indeed only One of my Degrees

In Social Sciences Interdisciplinary as i Also Did Anthropology
And Health Science As Part of Health Leisure And Sports too

i Already Studied the Life of Jack LaLanne Towing 70 Boats
Swimming Across A Bay in the Seventh Decade Of His Life

She Was the Master’s Level Teacher of the Sociology Class
Yet She Said i Was Overzealous and it Wasn’t Reasonable

For This to Be Possible Anyway Dear FRiEnD i’m Still

Getting Stronger at 62 Yet i Don’t Like Swimming and

Will Never Tow 70 Boats Across A Bay Swimming 10 Years
From Now Yet True i’m Sure i’ll Find Something Else to Just Do


SMiles Dear
Isha SMiles And
Tears May Lift Us
Up What You Share
Of Creativity So

Dear FRiEnD

mY Soul iS A Tree… Writing (Dancing Singing
Free Verse Poetry) Grows More Rings WiTHiN
Tree GroWinG Leaves
BRanchinG OuT All

Old Anxieties
Those Who Have
Come and Gone
With Yuletide
In Sunset
Dreams once
Close.. Blessings
Of Loved One’s Stay
When Christmas Spirit Lost
Brave of Love Holding On ‘till Ice
A Hug
To Souls
With no
Yuletide Spring
Forgiveness for
Being Human
DarK Thru
SKaTinG HEaRTS..:)

“That’s okay”… i’m
Just A Mad Scientist
In A Doctor Strange
Way Literally
Online Born
From ‘The
Yes An
Talk Yet not
Really To Each
Other You Are
Obviously just
For Examination
Hehe So Breathe
Deep And Exhale
You Are Okay








SMiLes Dear Sohair
Indeed Both Free Dance
And Song Where All Of Life

Now May Become a Poetry

Prompt of Healing

is So Soothing Dear

FRiEnD And Invigorating
True too All Emotions May

Regulate This Way And Senses
Integrating Just Balancing All

Naked Enough Whole Complete

Our Gift From

God Dancing
Singing So Free..:)

Just Another ‘Christmas Story’ ‘Triple Dog Dare’ Every Day (Night) to Thrive

What i Enjoy Most About Coming Here Everyday (Night) Dear Miriam

From the Very First Day (Night) That THere is Nothing

You Will Ever Need From me Yes! As i Am A Weed Who

(Never the Less Oh God YeS! i Appreciate The Inspiration
of Your Eclectic Every Day (Night) Creativity From Afar For Real)


And So Are You

There is No Life

Until the Seed Dies

And Multiplies ThiS Way

Reborn And Transforming into New Creations Free

The Chaff Shall Blow Away Yet Wild Flowers Will Break

RoadS And CoMe
Back God Again and
Again Yes No Matter
Who Attempts to Pull
Them Up Leaving Just
A Little Bit of the Roots

Of Life To Rebirth Spring

From Winter Again Dear Lord

(Not All oF iT Here Only Parts HAha)

i Could Write an 11.2 MiLLioN Word
EPiC Longest Long Form Bible Poem 14 Scale Larger
Than the Old King James Try on The Journey And Paths
of Free Dance And Song RiSinG Out of DarK Thru LiGHT Surely Verily
Including Dancing in Public in the Social Science Assessed (So i DiD i Do)

Most Difficult
Place to Be
in the United
States Not Surprisingly
Once Assessed By Guinness
Book of World Records For the
Locality With the Most Churches
Per Capita Originally Named ‘Hell’
For Real For the Folks Who Lived and
Still Live Here so Far Away From LoVE iN Peace



Peace EXHaLinG LoVE
THiS WaY FoR Real Yes
17,633 MiLes of Public
Dance in 112 Months
ALong With SinGinG That REAL
(This) RePort Card on Transforming
DarK Thru LiGHT SeeKinG Finding iNDeeD

That Without Shadows Below There
is No Sunshine Above Yes Becoming
BFF NoW With Both DarK Thru LiGHT

LoSinG The Duality
While SeeKinG And
Finding ThE LiGHT


Within to Give Share
Care Heal With Most
Respect Least Harm

As Of Course THere is NO
Perfection in Most or Least

All is Change All Transforms

Human Beings Amazing Mixes
of Creatures Per “Contact” iMaGiNinG
Dreams and Nightmares BRinGinG Creativities

DarK Thru
LiGHT to Fruition

Co-Creating From Fox
News Even Thru CNN Hehe

Yes Transforming DarK iNto
LiGHT With A Sugar Pill Magnificent
As The MaGiC The Words “Merry Christmas” BRings

Even Greater Now Than “Jesus” As That “Sugar Pill” Sadly

Has Become Orange FLaVoRinG

As More Nocebo Effect

Separating Rather

Than Unifying All As

LoVE iN Peace God Yes

As the MaGiC iNCaNTaTioN

“Merry Christmas” Really Works

i Tried it Out Last Night At Super Walmart

As There Are Two Employees There i’ve Had my
Eye on For Years Never Smiling Only Frowning

Even With a Law Enforcement Military Looking

Dude With Shorts on And Colorful T-Shirts in the

Dead of Winter “Sufi Surfing Dervish Dancing Free-Style”

All 111 KiLoGRaMS of 1593 Pounds Leg PReSSinG XTRA Terrestrial FLiGHT

God Yes Free Bringing Spring to the Rest of the Walmart Employees
By THeir Own Words
Indeed in Winter Real

So Yes i Added the

MaGiC Nuclear “Sugar

Pill” of “Merry Christmas”

to the Dance And The Older
Pacific Islander Tiny Woman
Who Only Looks Down And Frowns
All through the Store Looked Up into my
SHades With one of the Sweetest Smiles
And Twinkling Eyes i’ve Ever Seen Another

Dude Older With A ‘Walrus Mustache’ As my
Wife Describes Always Frumpy Succumbed to

The MaGiC Sugar Pill of “Merry Christmas” Too

True i Never Even Saw His Teeth They Shined Through

That Big Walrus Mustache Indeed Gosh i Was So Inspired

i Turned on Earth Wind And Fire’s “Joy to the World” Dance Song

You Know Dear FRiEnD Who Will Never Need Anything From me

i Love Every Bully Who Spit on me in
School Just For Being An Androgynous
Boy Who Looked Like A Girl Who Smiled

A lot Because i Am Truly Loved By A Mother
Then Who Never Yelled At Me Like A ‘Big Daddy’
Down Here Does With Boys Don’t Smile or Cry

And Never

in the

‘Trump Deep
South States’

Even Then
FLaVoReD With ‘Agent Orange’

True it Was The Vietnam
Era If You Were Not Willing
To Be Gardened to Kill the So-Called
Enemy Without Flinching WITH NO HUMANiTY in An Unwarranted

War You Will Never Be the Definition of A ‘Man’ Down Here Then…

Yes It’s Changed NoW iN FacT THere is More Freedom of Expression

Now Than Ever Before There Are Even Transgender Folks Greeting

The “Good Old Boy Men” At the Front Door Entrance of Walmart Now

They Snicker

As They Move
Far Enough Away

Yet NO They Surely
Don’t Do It Face to Face

Understanding YES They
Will Lose THeiR Privilege
For ‘Every Day Low PriceS’ iNdeed…

It’s True i Wouldn’t Be Spit on As
i Was in the Vietnam Era With Long
Hair And A Smile Jesus F in Christ

Who Was THeir Hero Then and

Now No Ifs Ands Or Butts ‘TRuMP MeMe’

Then And Now That Old Testament ‘Agent Orange God’

of Tribal Warfare Harming, Raping, Maiming, Violence Indeed…

Savaging The Spoils of WarS iN SCaRCiTiES of Desert Lands
Similar to ‘The God’ Who Won’t Let Girls Go to School in
Afghan And Women Uncover Their Head in Iran
And ‘Snowy Ones’ True As Well ‘Up THere’ Too
That And Who
Conquer and
Divide Instead

of Unifying

iN LoVE iN Peace

Like the ‘Merry Christmas’
Sugar Pill Still Does For Real

As It’s True Santa Doesn’t Burn Anyone

Forever You Just Go Without A Gift And

Transform If You Can And Will And DO iNTo LoVE iN Peace For

The Next Christmas Season And Weather Always Within New Now

Just to Give, Share, Care, Heal For All With Most Respect and Least

Harm, Naked


Nothing to Add or Substract

Inhaling Peace ExhalinG LoVE

iN JoY oF LiGHT Now For Real

i Am Just a Weed i Go WHere Ever i FLoWeR Most Wild

i Go WHere No One Needs me Yes i Go WHeRE i FLoWeR Most

It’s Like my Neighbor With the Greenest ‘Grass’ in All of the
Neighborhood Block We Have Sandy Loam Soil Almost the

Colors of Our Sugar
White Beaches

It’s Not Evolved
To Grow Grass True

Yet He Never Waters
or Fertilizes or Lays

New Sod Down True

The Weeds are Usually

Greener With Deeper Roots of Life
For What Struggle And Winter Brings
Most Yes Green


And FLoWeRinG New Now

Free Appreciating Every
Drought For Only Roots
Deeper to Spring Year ‘Round Green

For All the Colors of FLoWeRS LiViNG SuMMeRinG WiTHiN Free

Typical Archetypal Weed and FLoWeR Human StorY INDeeD For Real…

No Different Than The 12 Verses Of ‘Isaiah 53’ Except i Finished The

Story For Real Just Beginning Again Reborn At Age 53 On A Beach For Real

Other Than That
Happy Winter Solstice

Looking Forward to the

Teens Below Freezing

Naked Dancing i Will

Do For The Pleasure

of Summer Within

A Deep Freeze

With SMiLes i Have
Board on Board Fencing
Not To Offend And True

There Are WayS Online to
Celebrate As Well As Long
As i Barely ‘Skirt’ Community Rules Hehe

The Point is i Am A Weed i FLoWeR Most in FRoZeN SOiLS…

Oops i Do it Again..:)

BoNuS Side Note Story: Last Night Riding
From Walmart Close to Midnight
Viewing the Rich Neighborhoods
Surrounding Our Modest Home
All the Twinkling Colorful
Modern Age Super Duper
New Fangled Tech Lights

my Sister Texted me to Tell me
The Song i Sang on ‘The Wrong Planet’
By YouTube Way Was Awesome and Better

Than Collin Raye’s Version of “Here i AM”

i Had No Idea Who Collin Raye is And i Asked my
Wife And She Said That’s The Guy Who Sang the
Song “One Boy One Girl” She Just Insisted i Hear
in Our Car For Like The Thousandth Time in a Row Hehe

She Truly Has
Her Favorites Hehe

i Listened to His Version
And Was Impressed By the
Higher Notes than me He
Consistently Reaches i Have

Sort of a Deeper More Powerful
Voice i Guess it Comes with Leg
Pressing Up to 1593 Pounds For Real
Still at

Age 62

Anyway my Wife Said i Sang
Like A Preacher It Seemed A Bit
Difficult For Her to Assess the Singer
of Her Favorite Song Below my Unique Style

i Love Every Song
And Every Dance

All Are Integral

to the SouL oF mY Eyes
And Ears As Well Beyond

of Both
With SMiLes

And Then Holy

SH8T my Sister
Said i Sounded Like

Josh Groban Honestly

i’ll Need to Practice More Than
The Few Songs i Do at Catholic Church
After Arriving Later Than The Homily as

i’m Usually Busy Writing my Own ‘Homily’ Much Longer at Home

Anyway This is Key We All Must Rise Up to Spread LoVE iN Peace

If We Wait

For Someone

Else to Carry the

Ball We Will Likely

Fall into A Zillion Pieces

of Egg Shells Perhaps At

Least 8 Billion And Never

Put Our Humpty Dumpty

Trumpty of LoVE iN Peace
Back ToGeTHeR Again For Real

SMiLes mY FRiEnD “Here i Am”
JusT ANoTHeR Voice
SMiLing in the


And You Know What
You Feel You Sense What
i Hear See Most The Cry
Of Those Women Abused
And Neglected And Used in
All Those Places of Ignorance
Still And All the Marginalized

Just Being


For Being

The GREaTesT
Wild FLoWeR WeedS On Earth

‘They’ Shall Never Face The EYes And Ears of the
Dance and Song oF my SouL And OVeRCoMe Peace iN Love…

By God

For Real

Here i Am…

AND So Are You…

Hehe Dear Wild FLoWeR Weed..:)

iNDeeD DeaR🕊
Mr Gottfried🙏
Key Do ReBorN🎄
LiVinG LoVE iN Peace🎁

SMiLes Dear Savvy

All Waves Dancing

In Our Ocean

Souls Within

FLoWinG Water

Grace iN Loving

WiLL And Strength

Balancing All Together

Ocean Falling Rain From


Yes All Of
Ours to Give
Share Care and
Heal For Real Just
Dancing in the Rain
ToGeTHeR FREE ALL Raindrops

Of One Ocean FLoWinG So Free

Dancing Singing

iNto Sunshine Real..:)


LoVE iN Peace
Peace In LoVE FTW
iNDeeD QueeNKinG 🏝

HeART WellSprings
Openings For Intuition
Wisdom Deep Within

Dear Savvy

As Every Move
of Dance Brings

Holy Song Innately
Instinctually Intuitively

So Yes Keep Dancing
Singing Free Dear

With SMiLes
DiViNE Holy
Dance Sacred
Song Deep Within
Will Carry Us Thru
All DarK And LiGHT Real For Free..:)

Every Move of Existence
Literally Part of Whole
Whole of Part

Dance And
Song Human

Real too Dear FRiEnD Kiran

MaKinG Every Move Holy Dance
MaQueen Every Word Sacred Song

No Matter How Small
Or Large Dance Steps

Indeed As Long As A Free Dance
BRinGS A Free SonG of SoUL Complete..:)

SMiLes i Haven’t Been to Too Many
Places in Travel Yet Yes It is Always

Interesting to Go Back Somewhere

Long Ago to Remember Better in that

Old Familiar Environment Who

We Were At Core Before

And How Much

in Soul Mind
Body Whole

We Have
Evolved or
Devolved Since then
True i’ve Been to Both
Places the Better Place New Now

It’s Like Old FRiEnDS Too Providing
That Nostalgia too Auld Lang Syne Style

Indeed Which Reminds me to Connect to Some
Long Distance FRiEnDS Beyond Space Time As THere
Is No Real Distance or Matter in Circumstances of Soul Within

When it Comes
to FRiEnDS
Old Same As

New With SMiLEs Dear Miriam..:)

Thanks Dear Kiran
Love And Respect
To You As Well
With SMiLes☺️🙏🏝

iNDeeD Dear Kiran Yes
‘Listening, Asking, Telling,
Appreciating, Forgetting, Forgiving,
Directing, Accepting, Rejecting
Understanding Following

May All Come

From Experience

iN Our Ability to
Discern Yet Without Wisdom

From Experience This Becomes
Very Difficult InDeeD Getting Out

And About Among Flesh and Blood

Humans Helps So Much True Yet of

Course An Avatar

of Words Online

And More is A Real

Human Potential

Come to Be Realized
True As Well New Now Too..:)

Nature Truly
iS Free ReAlly
LoVinG Nature
iN Peace Is All
i Need to Balance
Dear Cindy

Thanks For Such
An iNSPiRinG Poem
Dear Cindy Congrats
On A New Publish
Too WitH SMiles❤️☺️🙌

Fear of
Loud Sounds for the
Lion Roars And Will Eat us

Yes Loud Sounds And Fear of
Heights Both Human Only
Innate Fears All The Rest

Learned Illusory
And Real Same

SMiles For me
It Is Mostly
Folks Now
i Do Life






A Lost🤑🤮

Cause For Them…

THorns Bring More
Beautiful FLoWeRS
of Roses

Bring Deeper
Roots For Stronger Trees

Nautilus Shells and Galaxies
Start With Narrow Spirals Expanding

Out As Existence Continues to Spiral These

Ways Through LiGHT And DarK to Grow Our

Living Trees

Taller and
Stronger As

Valleys Make

Mountains Same

Height in Appreciating

Taller Tree Tops And Deeper
Roots Same Yet Changing

Different of Course

The More Miles

i Public Dance

The More i Find
Balancing FRiEnDS

With Gravity Dear Savvy

Not Unlike Writing in Flow FRiEnDS
With Gravity Exists in All Dimensions

When Balancing Comes Now To Inhale
Peace Exhale Love Deeper For All Indeed..:)

SMiles Dear Yam
Your Poetry So
Deep And
All Mine
Thank You☺️🙏🏝

It’s Always
A Pleasure
Thanks For
The Warm

SMiLes Dear Ruchi i’ve Learned So Much
About Perspectives of Life in 62 Years Yes

Of Course Not Speaking on the Autism
Spectrum till Four All the Bullying That

Comes When The Words Come Out Stuttering
After That And You Are Assessed By Your Peers

Young in Middle School As Being Too Weak, Too
Strange, Too Ugly, And Even Confused For Being

A Girl When You Are A Boy

Expressing You Really Have
No Place to ExisT in THeir


As Vicki on the Bus Taunts
You On the Way Home About

You Having Blue to Green Eyes
And Long Eyelashes Like a Girl

In Chorus With the Other Kids on the
Bus When the Only FRiEnD Outside of
Family You Feel You Really Have is A Mixed
Breed of Dachshund Dog Yes Who Manages to

Escape the Fenced in Yard Yet Doesn’t Make
it As You Look Out The Window Trying To Escape
The Taunts And Bullying For Looking Different From

Their “Norm” And Sadly Charlie the Dachshund is Laying

On the Side of the Road And He isn’t Coming Back Home

Yet On the Other Hand

You Don’t Have to
Spend the Rest

of Your Life

Looking For Where He Went
How Fortunate i am to Have a
Mother And Sister To Cry With me
About That Not All Children Have
Even That Much Support At Home

Yet Even Worse Not All Humans Are
Able to Cry Tears of Comfort To Come
Again in Fact As Mentioned Before Sadly

Humans May Experience The Worst Pain
to Humankind Like me For 66 Months

That No Drug Will Touch Wake to Sleep

It’s True the Pain Took Effective Use of my
Eyes and Ears Away As the Pain Was in my
Right Eye and Ear No Longer Useful to See And

Hear Words or Music at All Until about 33 Months in
When i Could Tolerate the Pain to Start Writing online to Escape
The Suicide Disease Then Yes on Thanks Giving Day 2010 on a Place
Named ‘The Wrong Planet’ Online Then Yes That Was 14 MiLLioN
Words and 12 Years ago Consecutively Writing Days Still Now Trying to Escape

Suicide Disease First
Now Just Writing
in Heavenly Bliss
of FLoWinG SMiLEs
in Free Poetic Response to Folks
All Around the World i’ve never

Been Able to Tolerate Touching Most
Human Made Stuff Another ‘Side Effect’ on the Autism
Spectrum And Symptom Along With Extreme Empathy

Feeling All the Pain And Even Happiness of the World
All Around me too True Losing That and the Feeling of A Smile

The Worst Pain oF All i Could Ever Imagine Still Now That i Live

in Heaven
Again Okay

Mark-Off Hearing
Seeing And Touching
Most Human Made Stuff
Spending A lot of my Life
With Hands Closed in Aversion to Touch

Yet That Wasn’t the End of the Bruising From
Nature Yet as Back in 2017 Well Before Covid-19
i Lost Smell And Taste To Some Kind of Uncommon
Cold of Virus then That Spring And Then on the
Solar Eclipse Day (i’ve got a really good
Memory Nice Benefit of the Autism
Actually) on August 21st, 2017

Oh Dear Lord Smell Came Back
Yet What May Happen When Our
Nerve Cells Die From a Virus Attack

in our Nose is Our Mind Has to Learn
to Smell Again and What is often A Suicide
Disease For Many Folks too is When the Smell

Comes Back Like Everything Smelling Like Rotting Flesh

Well True i Already Lost the Feeling of A Smile or Even the
Warmth Petting A Cat or Dog i Lost A Child Ryan After 51 Days
to Only Pain And Numb Too Taking His Last Heart Beat in my Arms

As He Never Got to Breathe on His Own at All Never A Smile Only

Pain of 51 Days Death A Greatest Blessing in Life For Him True That

Gave me Perspective To SuRiVE iN HeLL ON EartH in Worst Pain and
Numb From Wake to Sleep For 66 Months No Drug Would Touch
As at Least i Felt
A Smile Once

in my Life
And Ryan
my Child
And Only
Son Did Not…

Born in 1997 Like
You As We’ve Had
This Part of my Life
Shared Already too

It Took a Whole Year
Before Most Smells Turned
Back to Normal Yet Honestly

Everything Smelling Like Rotting
Flesh Was A Piece of Cake Still With

Icing in Heaven As i Still had A Feeling of
A Smile the Warmth From the Pet of a Cat
And Wow Even the Warmth of A Hug From my Wife

As None of that
Was Even Organically
Possible in HeLL ON EartH
Within as 11 Years of Chronic
to Acute Work Related Stress

Destroyed Most Every Bodily
System i Had Except for the

Loss of Smell and Taste

Just An Uncommon
Cold Would Do me
in Later Several

Years For That
Bruise From Nature Real

You Know What You Feel What
You Sense What Dear FRiEnD

Wherever i Go in Real Life With
my Wife to Public Dance Wherever
i Go too Just for this Gift and Miracle
of Life i Enjoy Now Commonly People

Say Just The Sight
of Us Coming

in A Store

Makes them
Happy Yet They Don’t

See me in Hell For 66 Months
And my Wife Literally Banging
Her Head on a Wall Having to
Live With the Living Dead then

Yet Staying


As She
Was Already
Trained for
Hell of Life

Yes As Living
Without Electricity
And Running Water
Having to Climb Trees
40 Feet Tall Overlooking
Roofs of the Have’s Where

Perhaps She Might Find Moist
Fruit to Eat at 8 Years-Old True

That Was the Start of How She Became
Wonder Woman For Real too As She Walked
in the Freezing Rain to School As There Was

No Umbrella to Be Found at Home And She
Couldn’t Catch the Bus As Her Home Didn’t
Quite Reach the One Mile Away From School Limit For That

As When She Reached School The So-called Christian Kids
Spit on Her in the Lunch Line For Folks With Reduced Price

For Being Poor

Like They Did With
me For Being A Boy

Who Dared to Smile

As The So-called
Christian Soldier
Marching Boys

Said Boys

Aren’t allowed
to Smile at Either
The City Park or

Middle School Halls

Well Yeah Guess What

i Am Leg Pressing Over 666 Kilograms
of Weight 12 Reps At the Military Gym
i Retired From As A Federal Civilian
Employee At Marine Major
Grade Pay Retiring
Early For Almost

15 Years Now
Since i Started
Sick and Annual
Leave Back in January
of 2008 Officially Retiring
Early in Summer of 2009

True i Just Warm up With
More than 666 Kilograms
Now Actually Three-Quarters (1540 Pounds)
of A Ton For Real Leg pressing all that Weight

Hehe You’ve Heard About the Poetry Already HAha

Life is All A Smile When A Smile is Real That’s All i Need to

Know to Now
New to Make

Heaven Within
Inside Above So
Below And All Around Real
Dear Ruchi i am Very Happy to
See You HeaR 3 Days Before Christmas

It’s Just Another Present the Gift of Your Soul
to me With

my FRiEnD
Merry Christmas
to India to You Dear FRiEnD



SMiLes Dear FRiEnD

If i Drop Dead At This
Breath i Truly Lived
This Gift of Life This Truly Living Now
New Is Truly Naked Enough Whole Complete

Living is Just Icing on the Cake of Living Death…

Sadly Some Folks Never Find The Icing to Apply mY FRiEnD..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair For Peace In Love
And LoVE iN Peace iNHaLinG Peace
EXHaLinG LoVE Giving Sharing Caring

Healing New For
All Now With
Most Respect
And Least Harm

iN JoY oF LiGHT Again For All
The More We Lift Each Other Up

The Greater Peace iN Love And
LoVE iN Peace Will Rise Again

Or Rise For the First Instance New Now
Ever in Souls Alive For Real mY FRiEnD

iNDeed Lifting Each Other Up no Matter How
Close or Far Away From SoUL Preparing A Way

Hehe as Geeks and Nerds Have and Still Do

As We Fly Around the World Practically Free

With Avatar Wings As Words Become FlesH And
Blood SPiRiT HeART And SoUL Unleashing Releasing

Free to Spread

This LoVE iN Peace
Peace iN LoVE Breathes

EveryWHere We Go Close
And Far At Our LiGHT Speed
of LoVE iN Peace With SMiLes This is

The Only Competition i Do to Fly Higher and
Higher Spreading These Wings and Breath
oF LoVE iN Peace And Peace iN loVE DarK
Thru Light An Only True

Reward Naked Enough
Whole Complete Are

Truly Sacred and
Holy Smiles to


Feathers of
Human Wings
Peace In Love
LoVE iN Peace For Real With SMiLes…

Yet Doubt it Not Hehe i Do This More Intensely
in Effortless ‘Wu Wei’ Ease Than Most Any REAL



iN Peace
For Love With SMiLes…

i Don’t ‘Mind’ if Others Want
Awards and Medals And Trophies
And Even More Money Than They’ll
Ever Need in Life With Accompanying ‘Stuff’


It’s Just
Not Part
of mY SoUL

SMiLes Are Verily
Enough Rewards for me

Yet It’s True Financial
Independence at the

Beginning of Hell Through
66 Months of the Worst Pain
And Numb Known to Humankind

(Helps too)

Thru 113 Months of Heaven on Earth
Within Inside Outside Above So Below

IN Peace And Thru 112 Months of Writing 11.2 MiLLioN
Words of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Currently Writing A Subchapter
Titled Longest EPiC Long Form Celebration of ‘Grand Cross
Bible 2022’ Along With 6 Other Efforts of 7 Now All Through
The 7 Months From Memorial Day Weekend Through the End
of December 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, 2021 Yes You Have

Been With me Through All 7 Efforts of 7 Months in 7 Years All
Efforts Larger Than The King James or New International Version
of Bibles Long Ago Along With “PHI Bible” Subchapter Completed
on Memorial Day of 2017 That Through Amazing Synchronicity
Measured Exactly 1.618 MiLLioN Words of Effort in Precisely
365 Days As the PHI Golden Mean Spiraling Ratio Seen
Similarly Through All of Nature From Galaxies Above

Thru Spiraling Sub-particles
Around Atoms Within Yes
The PHI Spiral Ratio is
1.618 It Was Just By
Chance That 365th
Day That it Measured
1,618,000 Words in 365
Days Indeed Twice The Size
of that Old King James Size of
Writing An Epic Long Form Poem in Just one Year

As i Named it “PHI Bible” Long Before The Number of Words Came

And Then Came “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM PoEM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
Another SubTitled Effort on July 19, 2017 Significant As It Marked
A Longer Sized Effort of EPiC Long Form Poem Writing than the
“Mahābhārata” From India ‘Officially’ Considered The Longest
EPiC Long Form Poem at 1.8 MiLLioN Words That of Course
Took Centuries to Create and Innumerable Ghost Authors
too my FRiEnD Well i Did it in 13.6 Months The Greatest
Volume of Effort i’ve Done in one Year Indeed With

SMiLes And Yes Warming Up to Do That While
You Traveled Part of the Way Through 2015
too is “GodsUniVerseNovel3” An Anthology
And EPiC Long Form Poem Then of Poetic
Responses to every Poet and Poem From the
‘dVerse International Poetry Pub’ From April of 2015
Through March of 2016 of Course With All the Other Writing
Including Your Blog too With SMiLes in Poetic Responses too

Anyway that Portion Measured 338,630 Words in Just that
One Blog Post EPiC Long Form EPiC Anthology of Shorter
Verse Poetry indeed as Just A Warm Up For the Rest as of course
Even Before i Started Writing Poetic Responses the Writing in General
For All 14 MiLLioN Words and Other 3 MiLLioN Words in the Last
12 Years Since Thanks Giving Day of 2010 November 25th then
Starting on the ‘Wrong Planet’ in a Really Desperate Attempt to

(Every Consecutive Day Writing Online Yes Since 11.25.2010)

Keep my Mind off That Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia From
Wake to Sleep the Suicide Disease Literally Assessed in Medical
Literature As Worse Than the Pain And Torture of Real Crucifixion

No Drug Would Touch For me From Wake to Sleep With A Life Threat
Synergy of 18 Other Disorders mostly Work Stress Related From Chronic to
Acute Fight or Flight Stress Tearing Down All of my Bodily Systems
Within From Stress Hormones All the Way from 1996 Thru 2007

Through 2008 Yes When i Entered Then
Hell Shut-in For 66 Months Wake to Sleep

Coming Out In Real Heaven on Earth Pain and
Numb Melting Away One With Sugar White Sands
Emerald Gulf Green Waves Sea Oats Swaying in the
Breeze Sea Gull Wings Spiraling Around the Sun in Yes
Close to that PHI Golden Mean Spiraling Ratio too as Gulf Waves

On A Beautiful
Beach Naturally

Do Too and the
Natural Shapes
of my Free Verse
Poetry That i Do Not
Plan Yet Feel and Sense
Intuitively to Do As i Go
With No Preplanning at All
My FRiEnD With SMiLes As the
Spiraling Dance i Do Similar Yet Solo
And Always Creatively New Now For Every Original
Move Yes Similar to A Sufi Dervish Dancer Reaching
Flow Of Contemplating Meditating Bliss For Real Within


Song Free
From Ecstatic
Free Autotelic
Free FLoWinG
Meditating Dancing Free

And Yes You Have Also Been
With me Through “Nether Land
Bible” Another Subchapter of “SonG oF mY
SoUL” Beginning on Memorial Day Weekend
of 2016 Soon After Publishing “GodsUniVerseNovel3”
That Other ‘Tiny’ One Blog Post of 338,630 Words Hehe
And Around 300 Gorgeous Sunset And Other Nature Photos

of that Beach
i Rose up From
Ashes of Hell
into Heaven
For Real Within

As Yes “Nether land
Bible” is Well Over 8.6 MiLLioN
Words Now in 78 Months of Effort

And of Course Houses The Subchapters
Above As Well For The Entire “SonG oF mY SoUL”
EPiC Longest Long Form Poem Bible at 11.2 MiLLioN Words

As Yes You’ve Been With me Through a 12th Titled Subchapter

Larger Than That Old King James Try and International Version Effort

Too of “FB Profile Pic Bible” That is Over 7.1 MiLLioN Words Now

in 66 Months of Endeavor Where 8 Thousand Words or So is

Included in Series of Around 18 Facebook Profile Pics in Each

Description Area Yes Fully Illustrating the Entire Writing

Where Actually Last Year Around 2250 More Precisely
2265 FB Profile Pics in All Those Series of Pics Held

18.1 MiLLioN Words and the Year Before 16.8 MiLLioN

Words Indeed mY FRiEnD Master The Tool And Do Not Be
Mastered By It As Facebook is mY Slave for Massive Free Storage


in A ‘Cloud
Above’ They
Provide For All
the Avatar Words
of mY SoUL Above
Below as i Continue

To Fly Through These Fiber
Optic Cables at the Speed of LoVE LiGHT iN
Peace in A Place With No Moon or Stars Truly
Beyond All Distance Space Time and A ‘Matter
With Things’ as If i Pass Away Today the Avatars
of the Words of my Soul Continue to Breathe Yes
iN Peace of Love Squeezing all 111 Kilograms Feather

of my Weight Free Wings Practically Free Without A Single
Penny in my Pocket here or the 17,633 Miles of Public
Dance i’ve Done All Around my Metro Area in Almost
112 Months As Well Yes mY FRiEnD It Doesn’t Seem Like

Much of A Big Deal Leg Pressing the 1540 Pounds of Weight
12 Reps 6 Scale my Weight This Friday As i Will Warm

Up That Way With the Max Weight the Leg Pressing
Machine Will Hold Three Days A Week Seemingly

LiGHT As my Finger Tips RAiSinG to Heaven

FRiEnDS With GRaViTY iN Total Balance

That Way And You Know You Feel

You Sense What the Best Part

Of This Giving Sharing Caring
Healing For Free is The Entire Way

i Experience A BLeSSinG And BLiSSinG of Heaven
Within That i Couldn’t Even Imagine Before Then in

my Life That Existed At All Yes only tiny little Glimpses

Perhaps in the Forest and The Nature of Beaches Now

And Then Before Just a Second or Two of What i Experience

Almost Always Now NeW in Heavenly Autotelic Bliss And

Bless of Flow For This is No More Now Than One

Word of Sacred Song And

One Move

of Holy

Dance i Do New

Now Free All of This

Is Just Fumes

From Heaven

Within For Real

As Strangely Enough
Almost No One Can And
Will And Does Understand

Why Anyone Would Do Anything
For Nothing Except The Heaven Within For Real

The Fact is my FRiEnD Like When they Asked The

Fictional Character ‘Forrest Gump’ as i am Real

Why He Ran Across The Country Several Times

in That Movie He Said “He Just Felt Like Running”

Well mY FRiEnD

i Just FeeL And
Sense Doing Heaven Now
For Real Within So i Continue
To Do Heaven Forevernow Real New

Most People Sadly Cannot Even Fathom

What Heaven Is Like When Real and Actually Breathing Within

i Only Wish More Will Do mY FRiEnD For When We aRe Naked
Enough Whole Complete ThiS Way THere is No “ReaSon”

to Over Consume
The Nature of the
Earth And Us too

All in A Matter
of Stuff And
Money As

The God
in That
DarK Place

Yet There is Every
Feeling And Sense
Within For Peace iN LoVE
And LoVE iN Peace Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
Giving Sharing Caring Healing For All

With Most Respect

And Least Harm

It’s a Lot Dam Better

Than Over Consuming
The Nature Here And Making
A Desperate Attempt to Colonize
A God Forsaken Dead Rock Above Like Mars

Yet You See my FRiEnD i Don’t Have to Go Out into
The Nothingness of Space Above to See ‘The Overview
Effect’ of this Blessing Blissing And Gift of this Miracle And

Real Magic
of Loving Life
HeaR and Only Newly Now

i Already Went to Hell i Need
No Reminders of How Dark and
Cold Hell
Truly is


Within Inside
Outside Above
So Below All Around

Hell Purgatory Heaven
Verily Starts And Begins
Again Within mY FRiEnD For Real

Yet of Course From Only my Tiny View Point
oF ALL That is All Around my FRiEnD God For Real…

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD That Was 1752 Words Plus These
HEhe As Verily i Have Surely Written More than a MiLLioN
Words in Just the Comments Section of Your Blog As You

Always Welcome


i Do Believe

You Are A Real

Human too Hehe

Who Else Would Allow
Someone to Write More
Than an Old King James
Size Try of Words on Their Blog

Yes Only a Real Human With Wings mY FRiEnD

i Do Find Them Yet Indeed i’ve Made A Real Olympic
Size Effort Flying All Around This Globe in These Fiber

Optic Cables

For 12 Years Now

Indeed mY FRiEnD It Has
Been An EPiC Avatar Soul Experience

Just Uploading mY SoUL Every Day Finding

Other Wings


The Way STill Back HoMe
iNDeeD mY FRiEnD i Take ‘The Long Way HoMe’
Like Any ‘Supertramp’ Might Do Having BreakFast With


All This


The World
With Warm SMiLes..:)

Wow! It’s Going to Be -8.333 Degrees
Centigrade on Friday Night Here
And -8.888C Degrees in Toronto

Hey That’s A Lot of 8’s

And Very Close
Far North and
Deep South Except

No White Stuff Coming Here

And We May Barely Rise Up Above 0 Degrees
Centigrade on Saturday Yet No Where Close For
You As Night And Day Deep Freezes in the Snow

Stay Relatively
Close in NumBeRS True

i’ll Be Outdoors in the Sunshine in
Shorts and T-Shirt Doing A Slow Dance

Trot Around the Block It’s What i Do

(Hmm, Unless the Wind Chill is too Extreme
As Hey i Am Human And Potentially Frosty

The Snowman With Frost Bite As well)

Shall We Bring Santa Back to Town
For Warm Gifts of SMiLes Year Around

i Believe

i Do

So i Do
i Just Bring
Santa Back
To Far Away
From The North
Pole i Just Always Do With SMiLes…
And Shades of Course to Hide Bright


Starry Eyes of
Winter Spring

Dancing Singing


Hellooooove to You

Other than That THere is This of
Course i’ll Be Back on Christmas Day
Come Sleet Snow Or Ice Just Like A Mail

Real Hehe
Except i Don’t
Have to Squeeze Down
Any Chimney Or Fit IN Any
Mail Box At All Only Fitting
All 111 Kilograms Through
This Fiber Optic Cable at
The Speed oF LoVE iN Peace

Hey i’m Still Getting Stronger Yes Just Warming
Up Newly Now Filling Up The Whole Leg Pressing
Machine All the Way to Leg Press 1540 Pounds
Yes 699 Kilograms 12 Reps Safely Slowly
3 Days A Week It’s A Long Way to Public
Dance Around the Globe at the Equator

Longer Than Even to the North Pole Hehe

17,633 Miles So Far Only Leads me to 7268
More Miles to Make it As the Stronger Butt
And Legs And Other Parts Will Most Definitely Assist

Other Than That and This See
You Later With SMiLes This Version

Of Santa Always Keeps His Promises With
SMiLes No Matter if You Are Naughty or Nice

i Will Return..:)

Every Move of Existence
Literally Part of Whole
Whole of Part

Dance And
Song Human

Real too Dear FRiEnD Kiran

MaKinG Every Move Holy Dance
MaQueen Every Word Sacred Song

No Matter How Small
Or Large Dance Steps

Indeed As Long As A Free Dance
BRinGS A Free SonG of

SoUL Complete..:)

HeART WellSprings
Openings For Intuition
Wisdom Deep Within

Dear Savvy

As Every Move
of Dance Brings

Holy Song Innately
Instinctually Intuitively

So Yes Keep Dancing
Singing Free Dear

With SMiLes
DiViNE Holy
Dance Sacred
Song Deep Within
Will Carry Us Thru
All DarK And LiGHT Real For Free..:)

LoVE iN Peace
Peace In LoVE FTW
iNDeeD QueeNKinG 🏝


SMiLes Dear Savvy

The Entire World is
mY Dance FLoor Yes

True if i could Surf

i’d Dance on Ocean

Waters Too Yet

For Now

i’ll Do Public
Stores And Around
mY Neighborhood Block

A Free Dance Dampens

Endless Chatter of Word

THinK UNLeAShinG Deeper

Creativity As Any Way of

Moving Meditation or

Other Meditation

in Flow of

Soul So Much Deeper

Than Past Regrets or Future
Worries With SMiLes Just Dancing

Singing Free iN ThiS ETeRNaL Now

NeW Escaping Illusions of Distance
Space And Time And Even A

‘Matter With Things’

Finding SPiRiT HeART


Within is
The Never
Ending Dance
Floor With Song Free

As Art Joins BacK iN ParT
SMaRT HeART And EartH For All
Grace Balancing Peace FRiEnDS
With Gravity LiGHT oF Love Comes to




On the Wings

oF LoVE iN Peace
Peace iN LoVE Never
EndinG Eternal Now New

For Real

Yes This
This Song
This Play of LiFE Free
Our Trees of Life Breathing Real..:)

SMiLes IF God Is All

God is Both Dark and Light
Night and Day Pain and Pleasure

And Joy
Dear Kiran


We Breathe
This is the Gift of Life

We Love This is the Best

All At Best We Love and Make
God More Love Than Hate And Light Than

Dark We Have

That Potential
oF This ABiLiTY

What A True Christmas
Gift it is to LoVE iN Peace
With Peace iN LoVE iNDeeD

YeT AGAiN IF God is All God Is DarK
And LiGHT NiGHT And DaY Pain Yes

Even Hanging on A Cross or Perhaps
With the Worst Pain Known to Humankind

For 66 Months With All Love Gone So Many
Others Carrying Grand Crosses oF LiGHT And DarK

And Pleasure

Again At Best
And BLiSSinGS of LoVE to Life NoW iN Playful Adoration

Never Waiting For Someone Else to Work For LoVE iN Peace

Peace is Balance of Nature Not limiting to Human Beings of Course

All Around mY FRiEnD GReaTesT Law of BaLaNCinG Real All FRiEnDS

With Gravity

A Lion Does Not
Force His Walk

A Lion Walks With
The Grace of Every Calorie
Saved is A Calorie Earned to Live

InDeeD We May Learn the Same

From A Feral Cat Living in the


Yes the
Middle Way
Is Peace Springing
For Balancing

All of Nature

For Real

With SMiLes..:)

A PaNDeMiC Yes

oF LoVE iN Peace

iNDeeD MaKinG
Christmas Real

Peace In Love

Keeping The
Tree Lit Up

Year Around
Dear Miriam

Creating New Colors
Flying Higher Evergreens Soar..:)

Oh Dear Lord Cindy The ‘Money Pit’

Such A Scary Movie As i Surely

Have Lived in Places That
Needed Overwhelming Repairs

If i Had my Way i Would Have

Moved into A Modest Brick Home
in the Paradise of A Forest Just For Two

And ‘Built’ A Real Garden of Eden THere for

Decades on End Retiring Around 15 Years Ago

So Yes That’s What
i Did And Still Do

i Arrived Long
Ago And Am
Going NoWHeRE
Hehe Yet Now For Real

It’s True i am At that Age
Where Most of the Loved Ones
We Bought Presents For Decades
on End aRe All Gone Away Yet the ‘Auld lang syne’
Of Their Memories i Only Re-Arrange aS A Dance

And Song to Give Share Care and Heal For Everyone

i Meet And Greet in Life This iS How We Treasure Ancestors
of Love Best

i Do Believe

i Just Do Now

i Just Do Believe New

i Just Do Love is Enough
i’m Tired of Angry Harming
Raping Maiming Killing “God’s”
That Inspire People to End Their Lives While Living too…

Yet On the Other Hand in Peace i Even Forgive Those “God’s”
And Visit ‘the House’ ‘They’ Say ‘God’ Only Lives in This iS How

‘THeir Debts’…

Dedicated to the
Folks Who Are Getting
Executed in Iran While
We Enjoy the Holidays

All For the Same ‘God’

Who Doesn’t Recognize

What ‘HE’ Even Creates

SMiLes God Bless the Trees

Ever Green And Real THere is No
Present to Forget the Fallen or the
Still RiSinG

12 Trophies
4 Gold Medals
8 Bull’s Eye Targets Made
And ‘World Champion Congratulations’
Yes From Dear ‘Down Under’ in Australia
Super Poet and FRiEnD “Peace And Truth”

Wow! i Haven’t Got A Christmas Award Like
This in Like Forever For Real hehe Yet the Best

Part is The Poetic Wisdom You Provide That is So Very
True in Dicken’s “Christmas Carol Way” And Additionally

“It’S A Wonderful Life”
When Angelic Winds Within
Inside Outside Above So Below
Show Ya The Way All Around How

Integral All Parts of Existence Are

Yes Including
You and me
And Us and
Them All Dear FRiEnD

So i Shall Quote Your Wisdom Here:

“Death and love are the two wings
that bear the good man to heaven.”

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD i’ve Faced Death
Within the Mirror of me With No Angel
Wings to See Thrice in Life Back in the Dead Zone
of Hell for 66 Months And What those Encounters

With Death Face to Face Within that Lingered All as
The Living Dead of me for 66 Months is Love is All That

Truly Counts

in Life or Death

God or Not

As Without

Love i Am Nothing
At All to Truly Give
And Receive of HeART
SPiRiT SoUL For Real to

Really FeeL and Sense Love
Finding Other Wise Words are
Just Empty Shells On a Beach Without

Any ‘Sea Life’
of God Within
With SMiLes mY FRiEnD

Yet On the Other Hand Even Without
Any Faith and Hope and Love Empty Vessel
Within Indeed in Hell Then i Still Managed to

Maintain A Moral Code of Compassion For All

Even Without Any Soul of Sea
Life Within at

All mY FRiEnD

i Still Spread
Empty Shells of Soul Then

With Only Will Without Feelings
of Faith Hope And Love That Someone

Might Find them on A Beach And Feel and
Sense them Even as i Could Not Then True

i Never Gave

Up And Eventually

Love Fills Feels and Senses
My Shell of Life For Real Within

Spiraling Wings As A Nautilus
Builds His Home And Galaxies
Smile Above Spiraling So Very Free

Even Orbiting

Around A


Hole my FRiEnD
Likely Just to Birth
And Resurrect A New
UniVeRSE As Death Becomes Life

As Night Becomes Day

As Pain Becomes

Pleasure indeed

As We Marry the
Night and Merry the Day

So With That Said Not Just
Empty Shells Yet the Meaning

of A “Grand Cross Bible 2022” And
All the 6 Ones Before my FRiEnD

And 5 Others As Well Yes Including

An Entire 11.2 MiLLioN Word “SonG oF
mY SoUL” EPiC Longest Long Form Poem

With 17,633 Miles of Public Dancing Out of Hell
For 66 Months All On ‘The Wings of LoVE’ Real

You Feel and You Sense You Know i Love the Poetry
You Give Share Care And Heal With Every Day Dear

FRiEnD i
Never Miss

A Word

Deep Within
SPiRiT HEaRT SoUL For Real

SMiLes Merry Christmas to You
Happy New Year Eternally Now
New Within LoVE iN Peace With SMiLes True..:)

OMG! Hurricane Force Winds in Toronto
And A 3-Day Snowstorm Where Temperatures
Dropped from 3.888 Degrees Centigrade This
Morning to -12.222 Degrees C Now Only Getting Colder

(People Are Really Getting Slammed in the United States too)

Hehe This Morning it Was Actually Colder Here in Florida
At -7.777 Degrees C Windchill As i Danced Slowly Around
My Block in T-Shirt and Shorts About A Mile And Did it in Reverse

To Block The North Wind From my Face When i Hit those Winds

It Wasn’t Bad At All in my Backyard By the Patio in Fact the Sun
Was Warm on my Body As the Patio Breaks the Wind Chill

Thanks So much For Showing me Your Snowstorm

And i’m Very Happy to See You Living
In A Lovely Area of the Metropolis
Of Toronto These Days Tonight

Invigorated By The Weather Challenge
i Broke my Personal Lifelong Record
Warming Up With Leg Pressing 699 Kilograms

11 Reps They Were Surprised to See me in Shorts
And T-Shirt i Usually Joke around With Folks that my

Father was

A Polar Bear

And He was
Very Hairy too Hehe

It makes me Very Happy to Hear
From You Today Just Warms my
Heart More my FRiEnD See You on
Christmas Day With SMiLes Hope

You Are Enjoying Some Joy to
The World This Weekend With SMiLes…


Hehe Dear Sohair i Left Out the Casually
Described 8th New Testament of

“Depth of The Story” As Yes
Hehe i titled 7 Before That

(At the Top of the Heap of
Word Searches on Google
From That Search Engine too)

too As Also Subchapters
of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’
Longest EPiC Long

Form Poem As

“Depth of The Story”
Is Also Included on the “Wrong Planet”
Website Where i First Started Writing Online
Trying to Escape The Suicide Disease of Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia From Wake to Sleep
For 66 Months Turning the Lights All the Way Down

in Brightness on my Computer Screen Still A Mountain
of Pain For Every Word Tolerating the Pain That Much

After 33 Months to Do That as Yes “Depth of The Story”

Now Exceeds 2.2 MiLLioN Words of Effort on the ‘Wrong
Planet’ in 29 Months Now in the 61st Page of a Solo Thread

i Do There As Each Page Holds Around the Size of A Novel
Size Anthology of EPiC Long Form Poem Free Verse Poetry

in The Unique

Way i Do it Fully
iLLuSTRaTeD With

Multi-Media Yet Very Much
Watered Down That Way Compared
to my Blog With SMiLEs As Even Newer
iPhones Crash Under the Weight of Even
One of my Blog Posts Now in MacroVerse
Poetic Way And It’s Quite Interesting As the
People There on the Autism Spectrum Seem to
Have Much Difficulty Understanding Metaphors Although

Some Like me Express Life and Understand it Very Deep
And Metaphorically Indeed as i Surely Was Not Very Creative
Myself ThiS Way Before That Suicide Disease Pain Left me

No Other Activity

i Was Able to Really

Do Except For Write at
the Start As Writing Creatively
Was Very Difficult to me as i Used
to Write a Bowling Center Newsletter
Working For the Federal Government
From Handing Out Rental Shoes to Managing
That Place For Almost Two Decades For Years and
Years i Used the Same Template For the Newsletter

For High Tournament
And League Scores
And Bowler’s of the
Month And Such as that

Just Really Changing the Numbers

As for me Then i Just didn’t Have the
Creativity to Even Write Anything New

Yet of Course My Systemizing Analytical
Numbers Mind All in Tact For Information
Technology And Financial Management Skills

At Work Which Really Pushed me Through the Last
5 Job Changes and Promotions to More than Double my

Pay in the last 5 Years of Work to Retire Early at A Marine
Major’s Equivalent Grade of Pay With the 19 Medical Disorders
Mostly Work-Stress Related i Acquired As Yes Folks Used to Describe

My Mind More

Like A Machine
And Computer
As A Useful Tool
And Commodity at
Work to Solve Problems

More Than A ‘Real Human Being’
Hehe iNDeeD Dear FRiEnD The Struggles
in Life the Darkness Will Surely Open Up New

Avenues of Human Potential Like This Morning
A Slow Dance Around my Neighborhood Block
With Wind Chills at 18 Degrees F Way Below

Freezing in Shorts and T-Shirt

Hehe and Spending Even More
Hours in my BackYard With even
Less Clothes in my Totally Private
Back Yard Now i Feel Invigorated For the

Rest of the Day and i Will Feel Even Stronger
When i Go to Work-Out at the Military Gym

Indeed DarK
Makes LiGHT

It is the Challenges
of Life That Life Brings
or We Create That Help Us
to Reach More of our Human
Potentials in Life As Now in 62 Years

(Literally Unpacking DNA in Epigenetic
Effect to Bring These Potentials Real From
The Struggles Our Environments Do Create)

i See All of the Darkness and Struggles Yes
As Hidden Gifts to Reach More LiGHT Out of DarKness Indeed

Those Who are Handed Too Much Instant Gratification in Life

May Never Learn
The Lesson of

How Much
And Struggle

May Actually Open
UP New Doors That
Never Existed Before
to New Existence Rooms
And Even Newer Colors of
Feeling And Sensing Life

Never Even
iMaGiNeD Before

i Checked Out a Book on Creativity
in College Trying to Figure Out How to
Do It and Never Even Found the Focus
And Attention Span to Read it as i Probably
Checked it out Close to 20 Instances at the

Library Now
i Understand

Newly Anyway that
Creativity is A Gift
That May Come Like
it Did in my Case After
Writing Close to 3 MiLLioN
Words Just About Mechanical
Cognition in Logical Discussions

Of Pros And Cons About Facts of Life

Then suddenly A Poetic Spark and i Woke
Up With Creative Words No Longer Having

to Struggle to Find them Anymore And Yes
it Seemed Like Real Miracles and Magic to me

As my Emotions Finally Returned Bringing What
i Come to Understand is A Real Bliss of FLoW iN



There Are No
Dry Spells Now
Where i Come From
in Creativity As the Bliss
And the Bless of the Activity
Inherent is the Joy of Life New Now For Real

i Don’t ‘Think’ It is Some ‘Thing’ that Will Be
Taught It is SPiRiT HeART SoUL RiSinG Deep
Within Our Subconscious Soul Minds What


After Enough
Effort in Life

That Brings
The Creativity

to Life Depending
on Whatever Activities
One is Doing in Life to Make it All Real
As For me ‘the Pain’ Ended up MaKinG me
A Believer

Hehe and Yes
i Retain my Mathematical
Systemizing Skills to Keep
Metrics of What i Do to Further
Motivate me Internally For Real…

In Short And Long Life is A Journey
With Paths of Potential Amazing
Potential Still to come realized

This Really Makes Life Exciting
As We Don’t Really Know What

Will Come Next

oF Either
or Heaven For Real
On Earth Yet Ironically
For Now at Least Hehe

it Seems i Have Systematically
Created A Routine of Dance
And Song Free That Works
Without Fail For Now

At Least

To Staycation
Eternally NoW iN
Heaven New Always
A New Dance Move Holy
And A New Song Word Sacred

to Move Even Higher on the Plane of Heaven New Now…

Anyway on the ‘Wrong Planet’ “Depth of The Story” Accumulates
Over 137 Thousand Views Now Just From Registered Members

It’s Actually Come to Be Almost The Least of Places Where
i Am Welcome By Everyone to Participate Yet Regarding


Indeed Wild

Even MaKinG MaQueeN
THeir Way Rooting Deep Through
Asphalt Roads of Difficulty to Live
And Continue Blooming More Colorful

Than Before Loving All..:)

SMiles Dear Vrunda
Happy To See
You Are Able To
Catch Up on ‘The
Big Bang Theory’
On Netflix Or Whatever
Other Platform You Use

iNDeeD Technology
Offers Most Anything
Now At Fingertip Ease

Hehe i Stay So Busy
Creating i Still Am

Not Able to
Find A Place
Of Date To
See The


‘Avatar’ Movie
Yet Here i Am
HAha As Only
An Avatar Of
Words With


Even More☺️🏝🙌

i Assure ‘You,’ After
‘Moderating’ A Rowdy
Bunch of Drunk Sailors at
A Military Bowling Center
For Almost Two Decades,

You Are A Moderator’s Dream;

Just As my Wife Noted i Am Now
A Psychiatrist’s Dream AS He Entertains

The Darkest of the Darkest Nightmares

Day In And Day Out And Takes His Blood

Pressure When i Come into the Office Right

in Front of me as He Knows That i am Just That

‘Little’ Bit of Sunshine That Comes in through the Door

(i Used to Be the Darkest Nightmare oF All)

Once Every Three Months

That Won’t

His Gradual Issues
With RiSinG Blood Pressure

As Indeed Stress is Cumulative;

You Are Just The Correct Ingredient

Here That Could Change A Moderator’s Mind

From Quitting The Whole Volunteer Exercise

of Making This Place Possible to Even Exist online…

Please Stay
And Keep Up
The Great Graces
of Simply Being Human.

When i Read What You Write,
i Find myself Smiling Just For
The Grace of Humanity When Real.

Thank You.

You Make my
Visits More Pleasurable.

SMiLes Dear Savvy

The Entire World is
mY Dance FLoor Yes

True if i could Surf

i’d Dance on Ocean

Waters Too Yet

For Now

i’ll Do Public
Stores And Around
mY Neighborhood Block

A Free Dance Dampens

Endless Chatter of Word

THinK UNLeAShinG Deeper

Creativity As Any Way of

Moving Meditation or

Other Meditation

in Flow of

Soul So Much Deeper

Than Past Regrets or Future
Worries With SMiLes Just Dancing

Singing Free iN ThiS ETeRNaL Now

NeW Escaping Illusions of Distance
Space And Time And Even A

‘Matter With Things’

Finding SPiRiT HeART


Within is
The Never
Ending Dance
Floor With Song Free

As Art Joins BacK iN ParT
SMaRT HeART And EartH For All
Grace Balancing Peace FRiEnDS
With Gravity LiGHT oF Love Comes to




On the Wings

oF LoVE iN Peace
Peace iN LoVE Never
EndinG Eternal Now New

For Real

Yes This
This Song
This Play of LiFE Free
Our Trees of Life Breathing Real..:)


SMiLes Dear Savvy
Such A Long Day
Of Giving Sharing
Caring Healing Just For

Free Just
For the
of Wings
When Giving
Becomes the
Receiving of Heaven

Within to Give Even More

SMiLes if Only More Folks

Understand Heaven is All
in the Give mY FRiEnD

Never Owning

Wings to Fly

So Free Within iNDeeD Yes
ALL RiSinG Birthing LoVE iN

Peace Yes ToGeTHeR Again For Real

New Now
This Breath
This Breath

This Birthing Wave
Trough And CresT AGaiN
Moving Connecting Co-Creating

Real to
i Am..:)

iNDeed Dear
Sohair A SMile
With A Laugh

Is A Beautiful
Way To See

Do Heaven
On EartH Within
For All ToGeTHeR

Indeed Hehe
i Seek And
Find ‘Novel’
Ways To
Do This
Even Thinking
iN Dance And
Song Of Play
(It Works HAha)

Thank You

With Rosy SMiLes
Always RiSinG Love

Thorns of HoMe

SMiLes Dear Kiran
i’m Just Guessing

You Are Hindu And
Schooled By Christian
Related Folks Perhaps

in An All Girl’s School

Common it is in India
mY FRiEnD i See it As Very

Kind that You Respect Other
Religions too With A Bond and
Bind of Peace iN LoVE iN Peace

That We May All Commonly
Give Share Care Heal iN Joy oF LiGHT

iN Compassion With Empathy For Real

For All With Most
Respect And Least
Harm Without

Even Mentioning

Any Particular
Religion Indeed

However Indeed

i Do Love the

Namaste Way

of Finding the
LiGHT of All that
is God in Most Respect
And Least Harm to Rise
Us All Up in LoVE iN Peace
More iNDeeD With SMiLes

iNHaLinG Peace ExhalinG Love

i Really Haven’t Found Any Humans
Who Are Civil at Least Who Don’t See
LovE iN Peace And Peace in Love As A Best

Way to
HeART And SoUL Way For Real…
Sadly The Problems Come When
Us Versus Them Falls Down in Love For All iN Peace

WHere LoVE iN Peace Refuses Any Other Language Yet

What is
of What
is Giving
Sharing Caring
Healing For All With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Kiran Indeed
We LiVE iN A World That
Promotes A Philosophy
of Disposable


too Much

For All the Darkness
And All the LiGHT
i’ve Seen in Life Yes

My Mother Never Gave Up
on me And This is the Breath

Of Unconditional Love i Carry on

Truly Though Only Because i Can And Will
And Do i Surely Understand Not Everyone Has

The Resolve
For Unconditional
Love as Indeed It is
A Heaviest Weight
Many Folks Do iMagine to Carry for
Real A Cross That Births LiGHT Out of

For Real
Who Just
Never Give
Up on the
Birth or A
Rebirth of A Soul
For ReaL ETeRNaLLY Now New..:)

“Hope your life’s path is paved with
peace, love and happiness
and until we meet again..
May the love that you give
Always return to you,
That family and friends are many
And always remain true,
May your mind only know peace
No suffering or strife,
May your heart only
know love and happiness
On your journey through life.”

SMiLes Dear Sohair Thanks For the
Kind Prayer You Share With me on Yes

This Very Cold Christmas Eve To Day in the
United States in Florida i Have No Complaints
It’s Been Freezing Day and Night Yet No Snow

And Electricity is Okay in Fact i’ve Still Been
Roaming Around in T-Shirt And Shorts Hehe

More Like A
Polar Bear HAha

Yet True Indeed
Prayers for the Rest
of The Country So Very
Severely Impacted by Winter
Storm Elliot A Storm of A Generation
For Many in Winter Way Still Causing

So Many Problems
For Humans Over

Here SMiLes
Dear FRiEnD
With Love to
All You Love
With All the
BLiSSinGS Coming
Free With Life DarK into LiGHT..:)

SMiLes Dear Akshita
A Best Part About Being

A Weed is A Wild Flower

May Even Break Through

Concrete Cracks
And Flower

More Beautiful
Than Ever Before
With Weeds Remaining
Green in Even Coldest Winter Days

Indeed Always
A Potential
of Green

Wild and Free Again

i Just Thought of You Yesterday
Wondering When You Might Come
Back And Write Again Nice to See You

On Word
Press Again
With SMiLes..:)

Wow Dear Ruchi What A Wonderful
Tribute to Your Teacher And Indeed

You Do It So Well It’s Not

Hard to Imagine

You With
A Double
too With SMiLes

And Now i’m Just
Curious if You Are
Studying the Science
Of Rice or Other Agriculture

To Help Feed The World my
Goodness the ‘Rice Institute’

Has Been Alive Ever Since
my Birth Year of 1960 Ancient

Place It is

Hehe With SMiles..:)

SMiLes Dear Lillian Orchard
Daughter Merry Christmas

To You As Well Very

Nice Holiday
Expressions of
Your Art As Well With SMiLes..:)

Hehe Dear Little Mermaid
If i Was Anymore Light
HeARTeD i Might

Fly Away And
Never Return
Fortunately the

World Finds Ways to
Ground me Enough to Stay HAha

Happy Holidays of LoVE iN Peace
To All You LoVE

With SMiLes

Oh What A
Precious Gift SMiLes Are
Worth All the Christmas
Wishes in the World

For Every
of Our
Face With LoVE iN Peace..:)

SMiLes LiGHT Out of DarK
Best Way to Do It For Real

Good SPiRiTS Indeed

Hope Your Son Gets

Well From The C-Virus

In Its Newest ReVision

Soon Dear Miriam

SMiLes The Only Lottery

i Wanna Win is SMiLEs

i Already Won And That’s Enough…

Merry Christmas

A Real Sugar

Pill That Keeps
Giving As Long
As We Keep Our
Christmas Trees Lit
Up CoLoRinG NeW Within With SMiLEs…
Although True Most Sadly It Doesn’t Work

For Everyone

Life isn’t Fair
Yet if We Can And
Will We Do It All At Best..:)

Merry Christmas Dear Shawna Baby!

Hehe Bet You Knew I’d Return on This
Eve or Day All About Birthing LiGHT From

DarK Yes It’s Beginning to Feel A Lot Like

Christmas Thank God i Don’t Want All that

North Pole Snow Down Here hehe

Yet What i Did Do is Dance
Around the Neighborhood
Block in 18F Wind Chill in
Shorts And T-Shirt Just

For Another
Challenge of Life

It was Also Really
‘Cool’ Being Naked
Enough Whole Complete

In my Totally Private Board
On Boarded Garden of Eden
Back Yard As Katrina Even Noted

i Looked A Bit Sunburned or Perhaps
Freezer Burned Hehe And That’s Not All

Feeling So Invigorated From The Challenges
Of the Darkest Coldest Days of the Year i Made

A New Personal Record Warming Up At the Military
Gym increasing my Leg Pressing Weight All the way up
To 1540 Pounds for 11 Reps Still Aiming For 12 Yet Hey

1 Short
With Three
Quarters of
A Ton Ain’t
Half Bad HAha

They Told me in College
It Was Impossible to Be Stronger
At 60 Something Than 20 Or So

So Yes Three Times That Age
Leg Pressing 500 Pounds then

And At 53 Years of Age too i Just
Felt Like Dancing And Leg Pressing
Three Quarters of A Ton New to Warm up This Week
Of Course The Doctor’s Also told me There Was No Prognosis

To Recover From
All that Pain and

Numb And Still Thank
God No Recovery From

Heaven Within on Earth too

Strange World We LiVE iN
WHeRE Feeling Heaven Within
For No Other Reason Than Just
Dancing And Singing in Life is A Disorder AS Such

Anyway i Continue to Dance A Tight Rope Balancing
In Autotelic Flow Higher and Higher It’s Not that Unusual

In Other Parts of the
World Where God

Isn’t Money or Stuff

Over THeRe Now

Actually Here

Reborn Out of the
Ashes oF All the
Organized Deceit
That Keep Us in Stuff
And Money Away From
Heaven WiTHiN New Now Just
Dancing And Singing Life Free For Real

Funny How ‘They’ Say Dance and Sing
A New Song For the Lord Yet Never Seem to
Actually Do it Hehe except perhaps for Some

Of the
Churches i’ve Visited
So Very Spirited Indeed

Yet I’ve Been to Some Gospel
Singings in Southern Baptist
Ways That Truly Felt Ascending
And Transcending in Flow too They Raised
Their Arms Just Waiting For them to Break Out in Joyous

Dance What Brings

LiGHT Out of Dark

When Free in

Human Way So Much

iN Auld Lang Syne Way of Soul
Reborn Again LiGHT Out of DarK

Dear Lord i Always Have to Consult
Google to Spell That Phrase Yet True

iN This Life Words are Only Skin Deep
Without Any Essence of Flesh and Blood
Feeling SeNSinG Within A Free Dance And Song
Will BRinG
BacK to Life
For Real Now



Hope Everyone
You Love is Feeling
Peace in Love LoVE iN Peace With SMiLes
It’s Always Christmas For me What Happens
When Someone Escapes From Hell Within Sort

Of A Tradition
IT Really Is


On Every Planet
Where Souls Do Still Breathe..:)


SMiLes Dear Ava Hope You Are Doing Well
It’s the Holiday Season Over Here in the

United States And Rather Cold Hehe

Yet i Do Love to Remember

Folks Who HaVE iNSPiReD

me Very Much With Their
Songs of SoUL in Free Poetry

So i’m Just Dancing And Singing
Hello With Best Wishes of LoVE iN Peace

For All You
Love With SMiLes
Hope to Hear Your
Poetry Soon Yet i Understand

How Busy Life Will Surely Be
Even For Decades on End With ‘Yikes’ too


Lost iN 11 Years Plus 2 From Chronic to Acute Work

Related Stress To Life in Hell in 2008 Eventually Immigrating

Online to the ‘Wrong Planet’ on November 25th, 2010

Where Every First Word

Was a Mountain of
Pain With a Suicide
Disease of Numb For
The Living Dead Just
A Ghost Wandering the
Earth Not Realizing He Is
Dead Writing Empty Shells
Of Words Online Waiting For

mY SoUL of Human Emotions to
Return Within in About 3 MiLLioN
More SHells of Words Without Soul
Of Emotions in Synergy of Feelings And Senses

As Eventually After 33 Months More of 66 Months of
Hell The SHells of Words TransFoRMinG into SoUL of me

Back Alive
Again in the
Summer of 2013 For Real

Anyway i Understand the Best
Way To StaY in Heaven is Keep
Moving Co-Creating And Yes
Connecting Putting Humans

First As It is Machine Life Putting
Humanity Close to Last

That Took away

Every Breath
oF LOVE iN Peace
For me So in Giving
We Verily May Receive
ThiS Way As Well Just
A Place Continuing in the Warmth of Heaven
Within It’s Been Awhile i Hope You Are Safe iN LoVE iN Peace..:)

SMiLes Dear Samreen
The Holiday Season in the United
States is A Great Place to Remember

FRiEnDS Far Away Yet Still Close to Soul With SMiLes

Hehe This is the Last Place i Found You Returning Again

From A Very Cold
Season in the United

States Where i’m Sure the
Weather is As Warm And the
Emerald Green Gulf Waters of
in Qatar are As Spectacular as Ever with SMiLes

Hehe i’m Rather Impervious to Cold Still Wearing Shorts

And T-Shirts With the Weather Far Below Freezing even

in the Day Hours A Bit Unusual For North Florida Yet

Not Out of the
Range of Potentials

Anyway Kindness Will
Always Warm Our HeARTS
More HAha Perhaps That’s Why

i So Rarely
Feel Cold

Love And Peace
To All You LoVE DeaR FRiEnD..:)

SMiLes How Kind of You
Dear Isabella Best of Merry
Christmas Wishes With Hugs
to You And All Your Loved Ones too

And Yes For A
Very Fulfilling
Life With LoVE iN

Peace For 2023 As Well..:)

Merry Christmas Dear Rue
Hope You Are Doing Well
This Holiday Season A

Little Lesson my Mother
Taught me Long Ago Seeing
Christmas Cards All Lining

Her Bookcase As She Never Forgot
FRiEnDS Lifelong As Such So

Now i Continue

on the Tradition
With SMiLEs Wishing

You A Happy New Year too With SMiLes..:)

FLoWeRinG For Christmas iN Deed in Metaphor Ever Green

Lovely Canadian
Christmas Views
Merry Love

To All


Love And


Catholic Church Finally Quit Brown
NoSinG Trump Admitting In A Prayer The
Rightful Winners of the Election Should Come to

Pass Now

Perhaps This Was Last Year Or This Year Hehe
Depends On Who You Ask of Course With SMiLes

“The Magic” FinAlly ReTurns Yes God Real
iNDeeD ‘The Child Of LoVE’ RiSinG AGAiN

FLoWinG Waves Vibrations Frequencies Energies Much
Higher Than me Holding A Dance Of These Digital Keys

Thanks Dear
Savvy Happy
Spirit In HoLiDaY
To You
With SMiles😊🙏

Love is the Musical Instrument
That Plays Us Higher Or Lower

in Notes of Life

Indeed ‘They’ Say

It Takes 10,000 Hours

to Master Any Creative Effort

in Life Yet We Humans Always

Change So Love At Most And Least

Is Practice iN Grace of Balancing Peace



Truly FoCuSinG Now
On the Ever Changing
Play at Hand the Dance
And Song in Step At Note

Or Catching Up to Hear and
See What’s Being Played Now

So Differently Yes Love A Lifelong

Art And Each Unique Soul An Ever New
Changing Instrument Moving Connecting

Co-Creating Love Best We Can And Will We

Do Yet Sadly While We May Put Forth All Our

Efforts into Money MaKinG Adventures

Gaining Rewards And Awards

In Life So Much Effort
Practically All Our

Life What

We May Lose
is the Attention and
Focus it Takes to Create Love
As A True Human Masterpiece Doing

Yes a Work of Art Dear Ava iN Peace We Never

Stop Perfecting Newly Now People First People First

Indeed More Than A Quick Swipe Left and Right of Dating Apps

Where All is Superficial

Like Bones With

No Flesh And

Blood Where

All Becomes

Things and the
Art of Human is Forever
Lost it Seems Somewhere

In A Box oF Old Memories With SMiLes…

Love Masterpiece That Takes All Paint
Brushes of Life to Make Yes Birthing New
Now To Create Eternally ‘Navi’ For Real New

As Yes It’s
Worth Noting
That ‘Navi’ Actually
Originates With Sanskrit
And the Mahābhārata Describing

‘Krishna’ As Such SHoWinG Ways
to Eternal New Now For Real
Birthing Every Breath RiSinG
Below Troughs and Crests of Waves

Above Within
Inside Outside

Yes All Around
Ocean Whole
Water We Breathe

Way of Water Indeed
Being Reborn Forever iNTo
BeLonGinG New Being LoVE iN
Peace Now

We Do
i Am For
Birthing Real New..:)

Early Christmas 🎅
Present Special
Order And
From iHop

-The (A) Eggman 🥚

SMiLes Dear Jakki, Merry Christmas to You
As LonG As ‘Merry Christmas’ is For Everyone

to Create Peace in Love And LoVE iN Peace,

i Am Surely All With That ‘Sugar Pill’

That Works to Truly

Make Folks SMiLe;

i Remember You Associating
What i Do With Haiku (Thanks For That) And in Essence God Yes
As Far As Seizing Every Natural Moment i Experience in Song of Poetry

Free Verse in Every Word Same As Moves of Dance, the Essence is Similar

in Song of SoUL Yet No,

However, i Adhere to No
Form As i Plan No Shapes;

i Write More in Effortless
‘Wu Wei’ Ease, the Way of

Water FLoWinG Ocean

Whole Waves RiSinG Falling
Going Out and Yes Returning
Changing Shores Always New Now…

Defining Poetry That Comes Freely

Is A Bit Again Like Defining A Unique
Human Being’s Gender, Sexual Orientation,
And Yes Even So-Called Religion and Spirituality too;

For Instance, Take Any Two People to Describe Buddha,
Jesus, Lao Tzu, And Even Krishna And One May Hear

Yes Drastically
Different Views
of the Same
Super Hero’
As Such Hehe;

We Humans Are Spoon-Fed
Labels And Categories From Birth;

We Run the Risk of Becoming Very Rigid
And Machine-Like This Way; It’s Difficult For

Some Folks in This Feel and Sense to See All
The Different Colors and Shades of Grey in Life;

Hehe or Gray
if Ya Wanna
SPeLL it That
Way Per ‘Pronoun’ HAha…

As True, There Are Many Different
‘SHades of Grey;’ THere Are Many
Different ‘Colors’ of Autism, Gender,
Sexual Orientation, Religion, Spirituality,

And Most Every Other Part of Reality That
Humans Only Approximate Using Symbols
of Abstract Constructs That Never Really Relate

All of Reality,

Although it Seems

We Do Try With SMiLes;

Problems Come When We Try
to Force Folks Who Are Different

in Boxes, ‘THeir Spiraling Shapes’ Don’t Fit into…

Many People Have Tried That With me; Now They Only FAil, Hehe…

Anyway, The Closest ‘Form’ of What i Do in Free Verse Epic Long Form Poetry; Yes,

All 11.2 MiLLioN Words of ‘SonG of mY SoUL’ in 112 Months Now As ‘Walt Whitman’ Once Wrote
‘Song of my Self,’ And ‘Leaves of Grass,’ And ‘The Body Electric’ AS Such Indeed What i Do Does Fit in the

Poetry Form

of ‘Long Form Poetry’

As Basically It is One Form
of Poetry That is Truly A Real
Free For All Like The Rest of Reality too, Hehe, With SMiLes;

That Bothers Some Folks That Reality is Truly Free ThiS WaY iN Play;

They Wanna Strap it Down And Call it Religion And ‘Only THeir God’ and Such as That;

Fortunately, The ‘Sugar Pill of Santa’ Doesn’t Burn Folks ForEver For Being Naughty;
All They Have to Do is
Change For the Better

And IF They Don’t,

They Just Don’t

Get ‘The Gift;’

Indeed, Life is Like This mY FRiEnD For Real; Yes,
It Is Surely A Use it or Lose it Adventure Indeed…

Yes, i Tend to Seize Every Moment As Forever New

Now And Make Every Word Sacred Song and Every
Move Holy Dance; Hehe, Sort of Like How

Katy Perry



‘ET’ With
That ‘Dude’
Who Has
Been Rather
Naughty Lately For Sure, HAha…

Anyway, As Much as i Am Trying to
Stay on Topic HeaR; Yes, i Appear to
Be ‘Detransitioning’ A Bit From the Topic on Hand;
HAha, So i Will Leave You all With Your Individual
Holiday Festivities;


i’ll Just Do
‘ET’ Hehe With SMiLes,

In ‘Avatar’ Way of
Uploading my
SoUL Online
iN Words And
Other Electronic
Ways of Symbols True;

Yes, For me at Least, It’s
(ET) A ‘Perfect’ Christmas in Practice
Song For my Holidays Arriving Newly Now…

ALonG With Katy Perry’s Song ‘Firework’ Truly too..:)

Lots Of Love And
Good Vibes To You
And Your Family
Too A
Wish Indeed
Dear Kiran
With SMiles
Thank You

You Are Very Welcome and It is Okay if You Read No Further Than This…

No Need to Apologize For the Unique Way You Process
The World And Express Who You are KitLily.

We aRe ALL Unique Snow Flakes.

Hehe, i’m Just one Who ‘Snowballed’ All the Way
Down A Tallest Mountain Collecting A Lot
Of Snow Flakes ALonG the Way, HAha,

As i Continue
to Fall and
Climb ThiS Way…

Trust me, Taking in
Too Much Information
And Expressing the Same
May Be Seen As Much of
A Functional Disability as

Not Being Able to Take in
Much Information or Express the Same;

And This is why When You’ve met one
Person on the Autism Spectrum, You’ve Only

Met One Person; Same As Any Other ‘Label’ Like Gender,
Sexual Orientation, Or Spirituality; ALL IS SPECTRUM; Yes,

As Snowflakes
And Each Finger
Print of ‘Soul’ For Real…

Yet True in my Case, Rarely
Does Anyone Measure my
‘Finger Print’ Coming From Someone Else…

Although the Comparison to Walt Whitman
And James Joyce Was Kind by kraftiekortie;

A Few Days Ago, my Sister Said i Sounded
Like Josh Groban Singing the Song “Here i Am” on YouTube

Better Than “Collin Raye” Yet i Don’t ‘Know’ How to Sing…

i Don’t Know How to Write Poetry… i Don’t Know How to Dance…

Never the Less,
i Keep Dancing
And Singing Free;

What i Recognize Most
in Other People is Their
Kindness in How They Treat Others;

Again, Happy Holidays to You With SMiLes..:)

PLEasuRE All Mine
Merry Christmas
And Happy


To India
And You
Dear Kiran
With SMiles

OBTW i Like
Your Indian
Shiva Inspired
Rosary too
With SMiles☺️🏝🙏❤️

Just Applauding A Stranger’s
Civility/Friendliness AKA
Humanity Other Than


There Is
This Highly


Merry Christmas
And Or Happy Holidays

With SMiLes Of Kindness

Living Trees
Which Just
Means All Of Us..🙂

Thanks kraftiekortie

Same Compliment
To You With
Merry Christmas
And SMiles..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Such A Long Day
Of Giving Sharing
Caring Healing Just For

Free Just
For the
of Wings
When Giving
Becomes the
Receiving of Heaven

Within to Give Even More

SMiLes if Only More Folks

Understand Heaven is All
in the Give mY FRiEnD

Never Owning

Wings to Fly

So Free Within iNDeeD Yes
ALL RiSinG Birthing LoVE iN

Peace Yes ToGeTHeR Again For Real

New Now
This Breath
This Breath

This Birthing Wave
Trough And CresT AGaiN
Moving Connecting Co-Creating

Real to
i Am..:)

Catholic Mass Readings for December 25th 2022

In the Wee Hours Something About All New Born
From Troughs to Crests of WaveS ETernAlly ’Navi’

To Smiles of Infants

And Last Breaths

of Loved Ones

Indeed ALL IS

The Glory oF A Real
God LoVE iN Peace For Real

For Every Breath And Below Now
Every Grain of Sand Holding Up New

Potential Mountains of Human Love Balancing

Indeed First Comes A Holy Dance Then Sacred Song

Hehe or Perhaps Just Another Big Bang And A Waving Dance
As Dark of Nothingness


BacK iN
A Mirror
New NoW Essence of
A Concept CaLLeD ‘God…’

Reading 1, Isaiah 52:7-10
7 How beautiful on the mountains, are the feet of the messenger announcing peace, of the messenger of good news, who proclaims salvation and says to Zion, ‘Your God is king!’

8 The voices of your watchmen! Now they raise their voices, shouting for joy together, for with their own eyes they have seen Yahweh returning to Zion.

9 Break into shouts together, shouts of joy, you ruins of Jerusalem; for Yahweh has consoled his people, he has redeemed Jerusalem.

10 Yahweh has bared his holy arm for all the nations to see, and all the ends of the earth have seen the salvation of our God.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 98:1, 2-3, 3-4, 5-6
1 [Psalm] Sing a new song to Yahweh, for he has performed wonders, his saving power is in his right hand and his holy arm.

2 Yahweh has made known his saving power, revealed his saving justice for the nations to see,

3 mindful of his faithful love and his constancy to the House of Israel. The whole wide world has seen the saving power of our God.

4 Acclaim Yahweh, all the earth, burst into shouts of joy!

5 Play to Yahweh on the harp, to the sound of instruments;

6 to the sound of trumpet and horn, acclaim the presence of the King.

Reading 2, Hebrews 1:1-6
1 At many moments in the past and by many means, God spoke to our ancestors through the prophets; but

2 in our time, the final days, he has spoken to us in the person of his Son, whom he appointed heir of all things and through whom he made the ages.

3 He is the reflection of God’s glory and bears the impress of God’s own being, sustaining all things by his powerful command; and now that he has purged sins away, he has taken his seat at the right hand of the divine Majesty on high.

4 So he is now as far above the angels as the title which he has inherited is higher than their own name.

5 To which of the angels, then, has God ever said: You are my Son, today I have fathered you, or: I shall be a father to him and he a son to me?

6 Again, when he brings the First-born into the world, he says: Let all the angels of God pay him homage.

Gospel, John 1:1-18
1 In the beginning was the Word: the Word was with God and the Word was God.

2 He was with God in the beginning.

3 Through him all things came into being, not one thing came into being except through him.

4 What has come into being in him was life, life that was the light of men;

5 and light shines in darkness, and darkness could not overpower it.

6 A man came, sent by God. His name was John.

7 He came as a witness, to bear witness to the light, so that everyone might believe through him.

8 He was not the light, he was to bear witness to the light.

9 The Word was the real light that gives light to everyone; he was coming into the world.

10 He was in the world that had come into being through him, and the world did not recognise him.

11 He came to his own and his own people did not accept him.

12 But to those who did accept him he gave power to become children of God, to those who believed in his name

13 who were born not from human stock or human desire or human will but from God himself.

14 The Word became flesh, he lived among us, and we saw his glory, the glory that he has from the Father as only Son of the Father, full of grace and truth.

15 John witnesses to him. He proclaims: ‘This is the one of whom I said: He who comes after me has passed ahead of me because he existed before me.’

16 Indeed, from his fullness we have, all of us, received — one gift replacing another,

17 for the Law was given through Moses, grace and truth have come through Jesus Christ.

18 No one has ever seen God; it is the only Son, who is close to the Father’s heart, who has made him known.


Become The Path
Allow The Path To Steer

Us Become
The Steer


Dear Savvy
One in All
All in One For Real..:)

Hehe Dear Kiran
i’d Love To Be Simple
And Pure Yet i Ate Way

Too Much on
Christmas Day

And i Weigh
Close to One Eighth

Of A Ton Now Yet For me New
At Least 1 And 8 is iNFiNiTY

Standing Tall (You Know that
Sideways Symbol of 8 ) And

Of Course
The Number
One For All

Pure Enough
For ReaLiTY As
No Us Without
Shine of Sun True
Shadows Behind Us too..:)

Ah Yes Dear Miriam
To Color All Religions
Peace In LoVE iN Peace

All MosT

SMiLes Dear Isha
FLoWeRS Bloom
Naturally With Flow

Of Nature Seasons
Come Weathers Go

FLoWeRS Don’t

Have to KNoW


Just Wave
Spiral And
Flow Budding
New RiSinG FaLLiNG

Wave Ocean Whole Water Do..:)

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Yaksh
Peace In LoVE
LoVE iN Peace

Always Today

Now to Give
Away For Free

New Truly Not Even
A Penny Required Now
For What Feeds Our Soul Most
With SMiLes Yet It’s Great To Eat
With Shelter With Love Surrounding


All With SMiLes
Radiating Sunshine
Within All Weathers
All Seasons Now For Real New..:)

SMiLes Mr Gottfried
i Give my Wife Credit
For All She Buys She

PayS iT All Off Each

Month inDeeD

We Get
ALonG Fine
With SMiLes
Of No Loans

Happy Credit
Card SeaSon And
Merry Cash STill to


Over Sooner
Than Soon
Mr Gottfried 🔜

Embracing DarK
MaKinG Art Out
Of Flaws Paintings

Without Shadows

Have Far Less Depth

So Does Humanity’s Soul

When Failing to Make FRiEnDS

With Shadows Within Inside Outside
Above So Below
And All Around
iNDeeD Dear

Isha Basically
A Deep Message
of Christmas too

DarK iNto LiGHT

Trees Are Brown
And Green For Us
to Feed And Water More

RiSinG After Falling From A Tree..:)

Some Folks Work…
Others Twerk…


Humans And All OuR CulTuraL Clothes
Are Slowly Surely Suffocating the EartH All
i Want For ChrisTMaS Is More Naked LoVE ReaL

We aRe ALL Only God’s Children Yet We Connect
As God too True ‘Story Book Character JeSuS’ Must

Hold Hands for
God to Connect

“Love one Another
Like i Have loved You”

-John 13:34

“For Where Two or Three are Gathered
Together in ‘my name’ there ‘Am i’
in the Midst of “Them”…

-Matthew 18:20

Those Who ‘Come in Glory’
Have Always Done it With ‘God Clothes’
That ParT iN ArT WiLL Never Change
When LoVE ReaL FlesH And Blood

Merry Christmas!

Season Love

Year New

‘Round Breath

Eternally Now Smiling🌲☺️

Neo In

With Ever
Green Pill




All Is Mind


Form Color


Life Epic



In To Some




Never Green

Yet Always Yours







Free Will Directly





Of no
Planning At All

Just FLoWeRinG

Colors New and or Old…🌲🎄

SMiLes Christmas
Trees That Build

SMiLes Year


Dear Savvy

Still LiGHTiNG

Up A Tree This
Way Year ‘Round…



Again Just
Coming All
Around Again For Free..:)

A Different Color
of Gratitude Now
May Be iMagined

For Creation

And Fruition For


Grain of Sand
On A Beach A

Practice ThiS Way
Surely Makes Being
Thankful For Humanity
So Much Easier Come to Play

Thanks Again For the Lovely Quotes

Dear Chayma

With Holiday
Season Smiles
From Florida Singing Hello..:)

SMiLes Allowing the

Inner Moonlight to

Come Out and

Play Without
Being Afraid

A Favorite Way
of Seeing DarK
Come to Greater LiGHT..:)

Love Is





All True



Real With





Breath inDeeD

‘The Child’




Loyal Fur So Warm🎼

Thanks Dear
Nan Thanks
So Much
For The
Wishes Same
To You And True
When i Retired
i Decided Never
To Carry or
So i Poured
It All in my
Wife’s Purse
As She Always
Dreamed of Being
The Treasurer Purchasing
Agent And All Around

Do It

All of

The Family

Of Two Now She

Is the Boss of Every

Thing And i’M

Just Another

62 Year

Old Peter

Pan Of The

Forest Visiting

The Globe Hehe

Spreading Wings

Making All of

me Both Big

And Small Enough

New Now To Fit in This

Fiber Optic

Cable Hehe

Anyway As

Hard As Some Folks

Online Have Tried

To Scam Money

From me in

So Many

Ways i refer

Them to the

Boss Who


Like Any

Kind of Social

Media At All Yet

She Gets All Her

Jobs Done

As i Married

The Woman



Do Any Make-Up

And Looks The Same

Waking Up


Going to

Bed In Peace

Of A Job Well Done

Ahem Meanwhile iFly 🧚‍♂️

Dam No Emoji


Peter Pan😜

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa
Science Shows Giving
Without Expect of Return
Increases Levels of Happiness
For Months As Truly Altruism

Is Gift


As A State
of Being Human

HAha And that Solves
How Come i Got So Happy
As The World Is Surely Not Always

One That
A Favor
of Love
SucH A VEry
Busy Place of
Work Away From
Love This World Will

Be Yet if Someone Doesn’t
Break the Silence Love Goes Away..:)

Merry Christmas🎄To You🎅
With Hellooove Dear ☺️
HiMaLi FRiEnD May 🙏

SoUL Of Love And
Or Reese’s Peanut 🏝
Butter Cups Whatever

Flavor You Choose Be
With You ‘Navi’ Originates
In Sanskrit FoR ETerNally New


Yes May
Be Your
Birth Within
Giving Sharing
Caring Healing

For All With Most
Respect Least


Out Of DarK
Love Melting
Snow ⛄️ Flakes ❄️
iNTo Warmest 🌞

LoVE iN Peace
Peace In Love

To Breathe
Naked Enough
Whole So Very Complete

Love You Too
Dear Shawna
Must Get To
Church Early
Today To Get
A Seat For Catholics
Have A Reputation
For Attending Church
On Christmas
And Easter
Yawn For
me It’s
Always New
Now Wherever
i Am With SMiles

Looking Forward
To Your Warm

Pics Katrina
Having Annual
Seafood Spread
In Frozen Florida

With me And
Her Farming
Family In
Rosa County

Thank God With
No Snow And Plenty

Of Sunshine Yes TG To
Warm All Souls With SMiles

Yes i Love
You And All
You Love With SMiles

Abundant BLeSSinGS
And BLiSSinGS To All🎄🏝❤️🌹☺️

iNDeeD Dear
Kiran SeeKinG
Finding God In
All And All In God
Love Is Peace
Peace Is
Love All
Is Waves
Flow God’s
MuSiC All


🌀 Spiraling 🌀

SMiLinG iNDeeD All
Is Dance Song Play
Within Inside Yes
Outside Above So

Below All

DarK iN



Peace In
Love Balancing

All THaT iS God
Ever More New Now

Thanks Dear
Sohair With
SMiles Of
LoVE iN Peace
Peace In Love☺️🌹🏝🙏

Become The Path
Allow The Path To Steer

Us Become
The Steer


Dear Savvy
One in All
All in One For Real..:)

i ‘Figure 8’ Since The Church
Births Jesus Every December
25th Which Basically Is the Same

As Resurrecting His Story Once A Year
Wait Actually Twice Once At Easter too

To Properly Provide Respect To Keep LoVE ALiVE

Year ‘Round A Mighty Push Up Bra And A Country

Singer Galore of Hit Songs Might Help To Keep JeSuS


Or Perhaps

‘He’ Will Continue
to Come Again No Small
Blue or Red Pills Requiring
Only Ever Green For Real FLoWeRinG

Meanwhile at Least Peace In Love And
LoVE iN Peace is Really Real And Eternally

Now For
Folks Who
Truly LiVE
Heaven Within
Path Steering
One All All One

LoVE iN Peace In Love..:)


Riding Waves
Realizing We

Can’t Grasp
Water and

Expect to
Hold on Indeed
Become the Wave
The Water Ocean Whole

With SMiLes..:)

Hehe Dear Savvy
i May Literally

Spiral Dance
For Hours
And Days
And Months

And Years And
Never Get Dizzy

FRiEnDS With Gravity
i Am ThiS Way Astronaut

Within Hehe Diving
Deep And Bringing

Up New Sea Life


iN Play
of Flow For Real..:)

Ah Yes Dear Xenia
Looking For That
Ray oF LiGHT to

Lead Our Ways

So Foggy And Warm
in the Beginning of
Florida Decemberjune

Yes Up to A Summery 81F Degrees

Ray oF LiGHT Chilling With Winter
Storm Elliott’s Dry Sunshine in Florida
Bone Chilling Close to Single Digits in Wind

Chill Yet Here

Hehe If You Don’t
Like the Season Perhaps
Wait Until Tomorrow
Tonight on Later This
Week When 75 F Degrees

Yes Returns
For 10 Degrees
F Higher Than Normal Again

i’ll be Wearing Shorts and
T-Shirts and Perhaps A Light
Jacket in Winter Storms After
Soaking Wet From A Work-out

Close to Nature

Heat A Challenge

To Rinse With Sweat

Cold Invigorating to

Light Up Soul Again So Very Free
True it Invigorated me Enough to
Reach A Milestone And Feat Note of
Life Leg Pressing 1540 Pounds 12 Reps
This Afternoon Just Another Bucket List Item Ticked

Off to Enjoy
Life in a More
Robust And

of Human
Potentials With Wings…

Oh i Love Seeing Photos of Snow Flurries
Thanks So Rare to See in Florida Indeed
Dear Xenia Yet HAha Our Beaches

Sugar White

Look Almost

Identical to
Snow Year ‘Round

However ‘Sugar’
Can And Will
Be Hot to the


in the
Peak of
Summer Heat…

Lovely Share of
Christmas Cheer
With Warm Photos

Dear Xenia Hope
All Your Holidays

HeART Filling
SPiRiT Touching iN Peace

Love For All With SMiLes…

SMiLes Dear Kiran “Mr. Bean”
The British Version of “Sheldon
Cooper” in America Smart in

Ways Yet Even
More Eccentric
iN Play Far Away

From The Rest of the ‘Herd’
As Children Are Naturally
Originally Creative ThiS Way

What We May Lose if We Don’t

Use ‘The Eccentric’ That Comes
With Original Creativity For Real

And Interestingly
We aRe All

As One
World It
Seems Yes

Coming into
The ‘Age of the
Child’ Where Eccentric

Is No Longer Actually Odd
As Of Course Many Folk’s Favorite

Shows Revolve Around A Significantly
Eccentric Actor of Play For Real too With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes All of Nature Plays in Flow
When Balancing All Leaves Rising
Trees Greening Falling to Soil Souls Brown

Winter Frozen Food
For Spring To Return

Again So Very Green With
Summer FLoWeRS Coming True

SMiLes Dear
Kiran i Shall
Dance And Sing

And Let All The Art
of mY SouL Rise WiTHiN Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Miriam

Whatever It is That
Brings Us Love Whimsy
And Drive is How We Truly

Stay Alive and Thrive i’m Just

Gonna Give Myself Even More

Freedom to Do Naked Enough
Whole Complete PlaY in 2023

And Perhaps Improve on it All

Just For Fun

For Every

of Life
Tasting Great
to me With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Hawaii FRiEnD How Nice That Two Zebra Doves Visited
You For Three Days During Christmas True Birds Have Amazing Senses

For Migrating And Finding Refuge As Well as a Hermit Thrush Bird my

Sister Calls Herman Has Come Thousands of Miles Migrating Each

Year in October And Stays At Her Home All The Way Through April
For 6 Months the Last 4 Years Including This Year She Feeds the

Little Bird Raisins
Every Day and
The Bird Indeed
Makes Her Home
The Bird’s Home

All The Way Through
6 Months As Such again
For 4 Years Now They Don’t
Usually Live More than 4 or 5 Years

Yet Every FRiEnD is Worth Celebrating
While They Are Here For Real With SMiLes

For Those Who Make Nature THeiR FRiEnD
They Will Never Truly Be Lonely in Communion Here


SMiLes Dear Shawna Baby
At The Katrina’s Family Get Together
On The Farm in the Northern Part of the
County Celebrating Christmas i Volunteered
For Group Photo Taking So I’m Sharing A Few

With You As Katrina’s Family is Practically Got Every
Kind of Humanity In it Amazing How Large A Family

(Hehe and There Are So Many More Who Didn’t Come)

Will Grow Just From one Mother’s Original Effort
Over A Couple
Of Decades
Or So As Mostly
A Solo Parent

As Mother too

And HAha i Am the Very
Oldest One in the Bunch
At 62 Hehe Even Older

Than Katrina’s Sister Who
Is A Great Grandmother

As the Baby Katrina
Is Holding Is The

Most Current
Of 6 Great Great

Nephews and Nieces

Chances Are Very Good She
Will See Great Great Great Nephews
And Or Nieces And Great Great Grandchildren
A View For Her Sister too As Yes Yes She Had

Her First Child at 14 Years-Old Indeed Almost
An Eternal Mother She Becomes in Childhood Herself

SMiLes if it Wasn’t For the Efforts Women Make In Keeping
Families Together By Serving Elaborate Holiday Meals And Taking

The Effort in Providing a Place And Inviting Everyone to Come

We’d Probably Have A Very Disconnected Society Indeed

As We Are Evolved For the Village to Raise A Child

Together And Not Separated By Thousands

Of Miles and Snow And the Such as

That SMiLes i Am Very

Happy i Stayed

Home For
Soup Rather
Than Pursuing Money
And Stuff So Much More

Family Family Family What
Is Missing Most That Chicken
Soup Warmth of Souls Truly Alive Touching HeARTS

So SPiRiT oF SoUL May Spring Forth Without So Much Fear and Pain
As Even Science Shows Oxytocin the Human Love Neurohormone

Brings Warmth


Fear and Pain
Within For Real..:)

Yes Dear
Yes Dear
Yet Yes
Dear Hehe
Is All That i

Do Just
Yes Dear🏝🏝🏝

To The
All Paid
Off Dollar
BiLLS Hehe
Mr Gottfried

PriSon ReLease
MoMent You Are
With Forevernownew

SMiles Thanks!
Happy Holidays
To You Too
And All You
Love Dear

Giving Love All
The Credit Wife
Paying All The Bills 🌊


SMiLes Dear FRiEnD
Yaksh May All BLeSSinGS
BLiSSinGS Rain Down On
All You Love Ocean Above
Below Way
Of Water
iN Flow
Waves ☺️🙏🏝🌊🦋🎁
oF LoVE NoW SoaRinG
For All With SMiles New
Peace Breathing Balance

SMiles Dear
Kiran Always
A Pleasure to ☺️🙏🕊
Shine Love With SMiles

Riding Waves
Realizing We

Can’t Grasp
Water and

Expect to
Hold on Indeed
Become the Wave
The Water Ocean Whole

With SMiLes..:)

Adding Up Subtitled MacroVerses Of “Grand Cross Bible 2022”

FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2022 5 YearS Old
55,123 Words

Not Afraid Of Dying As Long As i Am Living Now
59,022 Words

Write Direct Produce Do Your Own Play Impossible to Copy Now
52,651 Words

JusT ANoTHeR BooK MarK NoW iN HeAVeN 9 Years
54,950 Words

59,229 Words

SonG oF mY SoUL 9 YearS Old 10.8 MiLLioN Words
58,845 Words

17,000 Miles oF Public Dancing 9 Years
56,606 Words

59,966 Words

BREaTHiNG PeaceFuL LoVinG LiVinG Faith
58,961 Words

SonG oF mY SoUL 11 MiLLioN WordS Old
58,623 Words

FB Profile Pic Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old
57,818 Words

FRED 14:12
57,733 Words

Grand Cross Bible 2022
58,166 Words

Grand Total For “Grand Cross Bible 2022”
747,693 Words Yes Larger Than the Old “New International
Version of A Bible” Yes Indeed in 7 Months From
Memorial Day Weekend Until The End of the Year
As Again This is the 7th Year of Doing This in These
7 Months Since Memorial Day Weekend of 2016
Through The End of That Year And Following

6 Years The Same
For 7 MontH-Old
‘Grand Cross Bibles’ Indeed

12 Subchapter ‘Bibles’ Inclusive of
“SonG oF mY SoUL” 11.2 MiLLioN
Words in 112 Months of Total Effort
in 978 MacroVerses As Of Completed
“FRED 14:12” MacroVerse Yes Doubling

As the 306th MacroVerse of “Nether Land
Bible” As That 79 Month Effort Rises to
8,714,512 Words As “FRED 14:12” Also

Triples As the 202nd MacroVerse of
“FB Profile Pic Bible” Reaching 7,112,513
Words in 67 Months of Writing Where Those
Words Are Also Included in Series of Around
18 Facebook Profile Pic Description Areas Around
8,000 Words Each Fully Illustrated With All the FB Profile
Pics As Well Also Public Dancing 17,633 Miles in The Same
112 Months As Well All Ongoing of Course As This Entire River Flows

True Hehe
With Lots of
Streams Flowing

Out too Reaching
Ocean Wave Water Whole

For All i Continue to Do With SMiLes

With “Depth of The Story” On the Wrong
Planet Exceeding 2.2 MiLLioN Words in
29 Months of Effort Garnering Now Close
to 138 Thousand Views Just From the Registered


There As Well

in That One Very Solo Thread
of Longest Free Verse EPiC Poetry Form True

So Yes This Finishes “Grand Cross Bible 2022”
For the Writing Portion on December 27th, 2022

At 12:51 AM Got A Few Other Arts to Do Will Get
The Ton of Multi-Media Added in For Electronic
Blog Publish Some Day Soon Enough for me at Least Hehe..:)











BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

11.2 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 144,000 + printed pages…
just ’cause
i CaN WiLL Do
BUiLD iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs… And Oh By The Way Update on December 27, 20202 Now Leg Pressing 1540
Pounds 12 Reps Just to Warm Up Filling Up Both Bars With No More Room to Add
45 Pound Plates Hehe as the Military Gym Disposed of All the 100 Pound Plates..:)

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW

“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)

Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)

“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)

Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)

“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)

“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)

“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)

“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)