JusT ANoTHeR BooK MarK NoW iN HeAVeN 9 Years

“Help ever hurt never”

Wise Words Dear Savvy
Four Words That Feel So Much

Four Words That See So Much

For Where Both Affective Empathy

And Cognitive Empathy Come into Play

Of Compassionate Understanding

That Real Life Experiences

Bring Yet

For What
Drives All of
Altruism Compassion
And Loving With Least Harm

First At Mother’s Breast, Mother’s Hug,

Trust in Mother And Father And An Entire

Village That Reaches Out and Touches the Child
As Truly Prize of Love For the Future of Our Species And

All of Nature’s

Love We

Come to
Give, Share,
Care, Heal, Inhaling
Peace Exhaling Love

This Life Long Journey
From First Breath to Last
Breath oF LoVE Carrying On

To Breathe in Others More Every
Eye Lit Up iN JoY oF LiGHT Loving All With Least Harm..:)

“JusT ANoTHeR BooK MarK NoW 9 Years oF Heaven”

Heaven’s Not What Ya ReALLY Look Forward To
Heaven IS
What Ya Do Now When You Actually Do It So As
i’m Gonna
Do Heaven NeW

Ever Since The Anniversary
Date of Staycation Heaven on July 19, 2013

After Getting Out of Real HeLL ON EartH
Ridding myself A Life Threat of 19 Medical
Disorders including the Worst Pain Known
to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia

No Drug Would Touch Yes Wake to Sleep for 66
Months Yet Even Worse than that Pain the Cold

oF LoSinG

Even A Memory of
What it Feels Like
to Smile and Actually

Be Human Feeling
LoVE iN Giving Sharing
Caring And Healing Ways

iN JoY oF LiGHT For All With Least Harm

Anyway That Day All the Pain And Numb Melting Away
On Navarre Beach Finally One With Sugar White Sands
Emerald Green Gulf Waves Swaying Sea Oats Spiraling

Sea Gull Wings

Around the

Sun in Short Just
The Realizations And
The Feelings and Senses
of i Am All that is As You Are too…

Yes No Longer Disconnected From
God (LoVE) iN HeLL ON EartH WiTHiN

“The queen bee will sting the king”

Amen Sister So Let It Be Sung

So Let It Be Danced

So Let the Freedom

Bells Ring Out

of Echoes


Only Lie

“The queen bee will sting the king”
One More Refrain Okay Let’s Get To
Painting the Hive With Honey Now That

Only TRaPS


For the

Still Coming Free..:)

Yes! Immediate And Lasting
‘Ear Worm’ of “Little Lies”
From Fleetwood Mac

What A ‘Cadillac’ in Regard

to Your Blog Post and Poem Titled
“Feed me no more lies” And So Far

As Far As the United States Has Come And

Gone Since 2016 Or So The Word of the Decade

Is Surely


To Be

A Three Letter

One and Not
Nearly ‘God’

As True

The ‘Lie’

Has Become
A Prominent Fixture
So Sadly of the American Way

Honest Abe Might Not Even
Celebrate Tomorrow And

Jefferson and the Rest
Are Still Rolling
Around in


Yet It’s True Everyone
Has Skeletons in Their
Closet Yet Still So Many
More Have Been Set Free

So Much More Still to Free
For A Real American Way Tomorrow And Today..:)

Earth, Wind, And Fire Dreams Again Close to July the 4th

Yet i For One Do Still Remember ‘That Date’

in 1989 When me and my Wife First
‘Really Got Together’ yet i Digress

OMG How Did i Do This, Seeing
The Date of this Post is September
21, 2018 Being So Painfully Conscientious

(It Seems You Are Re-Blogging it Now)

For At Least What i Set my Focus on Including Daily
Getting Inspired By Each And Every One of Your Blog

Posts Miriam Yet Oh
What A Reprieve
And Relief Seeing
Only 1 Like When i Arrived
Meaning This Post Likely Hasn’t
Really Been Published till now Perhaps
on the Back Burner For Almost A Year Yet

Oddly it Seems So Very Familiar Probably

As It Speaks to the Human CoNunDRum
Of How We CuLTuRaLLY And Group Wise

Value THINGS And May Scapegoat
Those Who Do Not yet the Truth is

The Way it Makes Us Feel Inside

For Whatever We Value

in Life is Within

Our Mastery
And Control
Through an Autotelic
Bio-Feedback in Flow States
Meditating Shape Shifting Our Feelings

And Senses This Way At Will Of Enough Practice
Could Take Years to Achieve Yet Once We Do No

One Will Ever Slave Us For Any Need of Affirmation Again
Yet On the Other Hand We May Be Free to Receive as we Wish

And Ignore the Rest of the ‘Peanut Gallery’ As Snoopy Might Play

Writing His
Book And
Dancing HiS Own
Style of Joy No Matter
What Any Other Dog or
Human Cares to Think or Say

When He Is Just Dancing And Singing
ALong “TwaS A Dark And Stormy Night”

Really Only For Him to Enjoy as Heaven New Now…

Hehe, Some People Will Get So Upset When Others
Don’t Value What They Value So Much i Tend to Value It All

It’s a Short
Cut that
for me With
Smiles to Loving IT ALL…

Just a Sidenote: Of Course
Snoopy Didn’t Have to Work for Pay
Makes A Difference for WHere i Live
Valuing Different ‘Stuff’ Most Definitely May
Mean the end of a Job No Matter How Well One Does the Job…

Yet of Course i Already Told ‘them’ to Take the Job and Shove it in

A Most
Way to Go
And Eventually Come Back

Ya Just REALLY Have to Master
The ‘ScapeGoat’ First to Set YaSelf Free..:)

i Am Really Impressed in How Well the
Varieties of Dogs Get Along So Well
With Each Other, Humans, and

Other Animals, Where You LiVE iN
Hawaii Hehe Some of the Dogs

Here in my Neighborhood
Don’t Warm Up to Us Very

Well When they Are Let Loose
Late at Night to ‘Do Their Thing’

Of Course They Are Just Protecting
Their Territory Expanding it Out onto Public

Roads HAha Other than that it’s Nice to See the Dolphins
Spinning the Way i Dance And Speaking of Dolphins i Found

Myself Looking For 20 Foot Tiger Shark Fins Yet of Course
Attacks Are Extremely Rare In Hawaii…
In 2022 Florida Is Leading Many

Countries with Still
A Small Count of 10
And Hawaii with 0…
True Some of Us Weren’t

Quite Ever the Same When We Saw
the ‘Jaws’ Movie at Age 15 Yet there was
A Lot of Hyperbole in the Movie… Sharks Have
Been Around Almost 450 MiLLioN Years And There
Are Some Species That Actually Still Have Virgin Births For

Real i Suppose this Makes them somewhat sacred and holy too with
SMiLes For Every Myth One May Find a Reality Somewhere With SMiLes

Yet of Course Just Friendly Fish, Dogs, Cats, Birds and Other Nature For You

Dear Aloha
Mermaid FRiEnD…

It took About A Week…
Yet The New Version of
Covid-19 Has Left Our
Household Oh What A Relief
That is too Hehe It’s Always something HAha…

Just Ride the Wave Just Ride the Wave Keep Waving..:)

Thanks So Much
Dear Xenia A Howling
Sweet Weekend to

All Of
You Too
With Paw 🐾
Prints of SMiles☺️🙌❤️

Writing in SPiRiT of
Flow Brings Greater
And Greater Resilience


As Even
Shows A
Source of
Much Human
Happiness Particularly
Giving Sharing Caring


Free of
This is
Just Being
Human Moving
Loving Living
Fearless Free

In Ease

With SMiles🙌☺️

Will Surely Update You
Again Tomorrow
With 4TH Of July
Wishes of Freedom


To Dance
Soon Again
All Healed With SMiles🏝🤗☺️

Aww You Are A Special
FRiEnD Who Makes
me Feel Loved

A Wonderful

Bring With
SMiles Thanks

So Much Again
With Hellooove☺️🤗

7 Days Since COVID-19
Symptoms Started…
In ‘This Bear 🐻 Shirt’
the Day Before
Symptoms Started…
5 Days Of Isolation
Now Symptoms
Resolved… Not Feeling
Normally Invincible Hehe


To Get
Back into
Action Soon…

Perhaps A Small
Workout With Home
Gym This Afternoon
After A Nap… Almost

To Dance
Again With
SMiles Thanks
Again For All Your
Kind Words Of Support

“Help ever hurt never”

Wise Words Dear Savvy
Four Words That Feel So Much

Four Words That See So Much

For Where Both Affective Empathy

And Cognitive Empathy Come into Play

Of Compassionate Understanding

That Real Life Experiences

Brings Yet

For What
Drives All of
Altruism Compassion
And Loving With Least Harm

First At Mother’s Breast, Mother’s Hug,

Trust in Mother And Father And An Entire

Village That Reaches Out and Touches the Child
As Truly Prize of Love For the Future of Our Species And

All of Nature’s

Love We

Come to
Give, Share,
Care, Heal, Inhaling
Peace Exhaling Love

This Life Long Journey
From First Breath to Last
Breath oF LoVE Carrying On

To Breathe in Others More Every
Eye Lit Up iN JoY oF LiGHT Loving All With Least Harm..:)






By Very Nature ‘Human’ IS A Definition of
‘Independence Day’ FOR REAL NeW NoW

True i Never Have
to Look Far to ‘See’
‘Fireworks’ Fully At Play

Wow! Dear Savvy

1 Human Out of 7 Billion People
On 1 Planet Out of 8 Other Planets
In 1 Star System Out of 100 Billion Star Systems
in 1 Galaxy Out of 100 Billion Galaxies And on Top of That!

We Are Yet to Find Any Life Like
Ours on This Planet And Even
If We Did We Are Evolved For

This Planet Alone With

All the One in a Trillion
Trillion Variables That Had

To Come Together to Make
Our Existence Possible at All

Iron Flowing In Our Blood and at
Core of Earth Coming From Crucible
Star Death Fire in Super Nova Explosions

True What We Are Separated By Holds Us Together

As One Essence of Star Dust Too Sentient Now We aRe

Resurrecting Still Below From Star Dust Above Yet True

Unlike the Stars

We Dance And

Sing in Artful

Poetic Ways of Life

For Not Only Are We the
Creation We Are Creators Too Now New

We Are Not Only Significant We Are Truly
MaGiC With Our iMaGiNaTioNS And Creativities
We Give Share Care and Heal Together Beyond All Distance
Space Time And Matter of FlesH and Blood Alone NoW As It’s

True Just Like MaGiC

We Upload Our

Souls Share Them

And Evolve Them

As Avatar Souls in Words For Real

As True We Create New Star Prints This Way With SMiLes..:)

Happy Fourth! Dear Shawna Baby

All Is Well on the COVID-19 Front

Yet When I Was Taking A Nap my

Sister Noted Our
Around the Block
Neighbors Were

Shooting Bottle Rockets
Over Their across The Street
Neighbor’s Home That Includes

An $82,000 Ford Raptor Truck Sitting
All Shiny Out Front oh No i Thought

Family Feud Might be Coming Next

Yet Just The Dude With His Double

Car Garage Door Open Watching the

Young Folks Who Have
Taken Residence

Up With their
Older Parents
Living in an RV in
Their Backyard Anyway

They Were Just Doing Sparklers
Well Back on their Property Next
Go Around my Sister made it Around the Block

Other than Trying to Put Together that 55,000 Word
Blog Post Poem i’ve Been putting off for the Second Day Just

Another Day in Paradise Even With Fireworks too With SMiLes

They Seem to Be Best on HDTV As Washington DC Puts on A Big Bang

It’s Like Always The Muggiest Night Ever Seeing Them Over The River Front

Downtown Here

As That’s Where
They Do it Right
By the Property
i was Raised on by
the Railroad Trestle Downtown

Oh Lord Even Worse when I was Young
Traveling to see them Waiting in Line to get out in the
Old 1970 Maverick After They Were Over With No Air Conditioner

Hehe Who Am i to complain these Days of Simple Luxuries for real

As i Purchased my First Color TV in 1985 and Car With AC in 1986 at 26
A 19-inch Console With No Remote Control at Lowe’s For 500 Bucks on Their Lowe’s Credit card

And Yes it Would End Up Taking me Another 30 Years to Get Totally Out of United States Debt Hehe

Was A
Very Good Year With SMiLes..:)

oohhhh Stovetop Expresso
Coffee That’s Some Really
Powerful Coffee i Believe that’s
the Way my Grandmother Made it

In An Older Fashioned Way Then

Often With Some Coffee Grounds
Left at the Bottom of the Cup Yet

of Course This Sounds
Like More of a Gourmet
Mix Recipe Tailored By

Your Son Here for
Mother How Sweet

For A Fourth of July
Present And continuing
i’m Sure With SMiLes to Pep Up the Morning…

Every Once in A While i Get a Sip at i-Hop Yet

That’s All i’m Allowed So i Don’t Skip Past the Stars


SMiles Dear Sohair
Life is An Ocean
Of Many Moving
Waves We Call
Stories Riding
All Waves in🌊
Balancing Force


And Love
With SMiles 🙏
Dear FRiEnD Sohair☺️🌹

SMiLes Dear Sohair Hope You Are Still Enjoying Your
Reading Vacation and Indeed Giving Books Away as
i’m putting 55,000 Or So More Words and Several

Hundred Pictures Together Again as A Bi-Monthly
Hobby it Seems in Tandem With Both me and

Katrina Getting Over ‘the Adventure’ of Covid-19
Again First Try on January 4th 2020 Acquiring it for
2 Months then with Some Long Haul Syndrome Tachycardia

A Year or So After That This Go Around After Being Vaccinated
4 Times Not Nearly As Severe Hoping to Say Goodbye to this one for

Good Today the 4th of July 30 Months later than the First Version Acquired…

Other than That Lord

i Feel Like A Nap

i Guess There is
Nothing stopping
me Yet Getting
everything else Done
Just for fun i Guess still
getting closer closer to a Nap…

God Bless All You Love Hope You
Are Doing Great Dear Sohair With SMiLes..:)

“Captain of The Ship” Shared Another Devil of
The Sea Tale As Guns And Shot-Down Rights Replace Teeth

Great White Shark 450 MiLLioN Years And Teeth Versus Loser
Yuck With Assault Weapon More Dangerous On The 4th Of July

Truth is Humans Live in Similar And Vastly Different Worlds Art
Provides Some Link To the Reality All These Other Places Exist

A Ten Year Old Girl, Forced to Carry A Child to Term in
Her State Must Seek Help Somewhere Else for Health

Care For Women




It’s True, the Story Book Hero “JeSuS” Is often Identified






As Everything About Life Becomes Base
Survival With Little Room Left for ‘Feral Male Cat/Lion Hugs’…

Of Course We are Neither Lions or Feral Cats, We Are Humans AT BEST

With the Potential to Even Love Others Unlike Us Who View the World


It’s Not easy Being Any Kind of Cat, Big or Small Out in the Wild, No Matter
How Big And Strong And
Free They may Seem to

Be By Human

Are Not Them…

Yet Now in America
We Are Not Nearly in
Any So-called ‘Righteous Christian
Tradition’ to Point to the Abuses Against Women
in Muslim Countries And Forget About the Little

Ten Year-Old Girl Who is Forced to Follow a New

And Same Old Evil God’s Rules That Dismiss That
Little Girl even has a free soul and will of her own…

And i Do Mean LoVE iN Terms of Soul, Does She
Deserve to Lose it All to the Hands of a Lesser God/Man;

For Her i Think
Not, Better
Put my

Her REAL Soul Better
Than Some Faux God
With Big Teeth As Big

As A Great White Shark Who Only Consumes
Flesh of the Prey With No Concern for Soul; Nope,

i Allow No Fools, ‘God’ or Man to Reduce my Patriotism
For Being Free; However, i am not a little 10 Year-Old

Girl Who has
Had her Soul
Both Stolen
Away By Man and

Faux God That only
Makes Man More Evil
As Man Creates That God As Evil as HIM…

So What About Trump and All His Minions





Or A Buddha Or Whoever Has Compassionate
Understanding Love For All Creatures Great and Small;

All Mountains Tall And Low As Without Valleys No Mountains for real…

It’s True,

With No
And That Other

God; No Jesus, Buddha,
Lao Tzu, Krishna and the Such for Real…

No Day Without Night, No Dark Without Light

And All that Jazz; The Reality is DarK is LiGHT

And The Lion

Still Feasts

On Cubs No
Matter Who
Says it is Fair or Not…

At Least for me, All Things
Considered, Life is Still Beyond Belief GREAT!
At Least Beyond All the FOOLISH Religious Beliefs
i Grew Up with…

And this is

What Freedom

Means; Keeping
it No Matter What…

Yet True, Easier when you
are not a 10 Year-Old Little

Girl in Oklahoma These Days

Where They Used to Sing Fabulous Songs on
Broadway in ‘the Same Days’ they Were Forced to

Carry Children As Beasts of Burden then too… Oh God

Nah, It’s Probably Not A Great Idea to Institute ‘Sharia Law’
As A ‘Christian Way of Life’ Again in the United States Either…

Now It’s Up to the Voters to Decide; One Patriotic Duty Wise to Use…

If Not,

All Will
Suffer the

Yet of Course Not Equally…

Bottom Lines, Life Ain’t Fair;
Yet Why Make it more F in Difficult…

For Every Minute, THere is a Fool Born Who Will…

And It Doesn’t Matter What Country One LiveS in,
Ignorance is
Part of Being


What Harms,
Rapes, Maims,
And Kills All


Through OUT

Human HiSToRY For Real…
Such A Pandemic it still Is…

All That Considered, Ain’t
NuTHinG BreaKinG mY STRiDE for Freedom…

And Yes, Yes, Yes, REALLY So Easy For me to Say this
These Days Where Money Is Never an Issue for me,
Including Making Any more of that Filthy ‘Mammon’ Stuff…

Yawn, It Just Grows Like Mold in the Bank; i Have No use for it;

Yet of Course
my Wife is
Free to

Opinion too, Hehe…

On the Other Hands, There are Lots
of Hot Cold Rocks in Space With No
Life No One is Crying a Tear Over…

Why Waste Heaven,

When It Really

Exists, NOW;

True, i am
Responsible Enough NOT TO…

Other than that i’ll Watch And Tale
‘THeir StorY’ As it Comes and GoeS AGAiN

Just Like Waves That Go Out and CoMe Again

A Story Now Never EndS AiN’t Gonna Sweat ReaLiTY

Until i get
to the Military Gym…

Have a Nice Day, i Don’t
Need A Flag or A Religion
Or Even a State to Prove Who i Am Now…


It’s Always Saturday

in the Park and the

Fourth of July for me

Cause for Now At Least,
i WiLL iT And Love iT All FEARLESS FREE…

Just Imagine Now All the Creatures of Existence
Who’ve Never ever had one SECOND in Heaven like this…

i Surely Can and
WiLL As i’ve Been
‘That Other Creature’ too…

Eternally Now Then too As
Not So Well At all…

Yep what

And Well
As Real too: Hell…

When ‘the Church’ Holds
Hands With State, Get Ready
For A Unique Place They Create
WHere Little Girls Exist in Hell FOR REAL…

A Place Only A God Man And Or Woman
Called DEViLiVeD FOR REAL Could Possibly Create ON EartH


‘Oh God’ YUCK;

Where The Hell FOR REAL
And Heaven is ‘George Burns’
Now When Ya Need ‘Him’ Most…

i’ll Let Ya KNow When i Reach 100 or so… too…

Meanwhile, i Dance in SPiRiT Winds of A Summerstorm
RiSinG my Arms Wings Loving Thunderheads and Sun SaMe

oh ‘God2’



to Fly Free i AM


And the
Milky Way SMiLinG

Happy Fourth!!!! 🎉

Dear Hellooove FRiEnD
Wanna Take This Day to
Honor All Hard Working
Super Strident People Like

You Dear FRiEnD Who Spend
Literally A Decade of Their Life
To Make A Dream to Enjoy The

Freedoms America Brings not
Only For You Yet A Sacrifice
For Generations To Come
From Your Pursuits of

Freedom As Well
Moving to
Job And
Country For
A Step Closer to
Your Dream Leaving
Family, FRiEnDS, And
Prospective Lovers
Behind Even Trading
Sunshine in For Frozen
Winters Yes Trapping You
Inside With Only A Phone
And Laptop Left to Work
With Renting One Room
In Stranger’s Homes My

God How
i respect
Your Drive
For Freedom
A Gift Dropped
To me At Birth With
No Requirement For
me To Do Anything Yet

Walk A Beautiful Beach
And Forest As Naked And
Free As i Care to Be With
All Creatures With Wings

me From
Head to Toe
For You See Not
Everyone Here Has
Even Set Themselves
Free it Starts With Soul
And Spirals 🌀 Out No

Than the
Milky Way
YouR Home
is i Shall Be
Forever This
Much You Will
Always Count on Now
With No Work Required

By Your Side

Other Than That
i’m Well As A Bear
In The Woods Free

Soon To Dance With
A Different Shirt too

Hehe yet
Not Today
As i Have
A 55 Thousand
Word or So Blog Post
Poem To Put together
That as always Is in
Part inspired By You
As These Words are
For A Current one

i’m Writing now
Best FRiEnDS
Inspire Us to
Create New
SoUL Colors of
Heaven on EartH

Secret Student 👩🏽‍🎓 Teacher Same

Happy 4th of July Dear
Aloha FRiEnD!🇺🇸 All
Is Well in Sickland 😷
Thanks For Your Kind
Words of Concern 🌺 Yes
The first ‘Jaws’ Movie More 👹
Scary in Fact First Real Scary
Violent Movie At The Theater
For me At 15…

Very Sheltered
World For Kids
Back Then… ‘Jaws 2’
Was Actually Made
On Navarre Beach our
Beach here where i live…

Haha i Remember The Star
Of The Show Tanning As

i Walked
By the
Holiday Inn
On The Beach 🏝🦈

Sharks Are Amazing
Creatures From A Distance 🏄‍♀️
Master Predators With Teeth ☺️

Be Safe As
i’m Sure
You Are

Do Keep
An Eye
Out on
Your Paddle Board 🦈 🙏

Wow! Dear Savvy

1 Human Out of 7 Billion People
On 1 Planet Out of 8 Other Planets
In 1 Star System Out of 100 Billion Star Systems
in 1 Galaxy Out of 100 Billion Galaxies And on Top of That!

We Are Yet to Find Any Life Like
Ours on This Planet And Even
If We Did We Are Evolved For

This Planet Alone With

All the One in a Trillion
Trillion Variables That Had

To Come Together to Make
Our Existence Possible at All

Iron Flowing In Our Blood and at
Core of Earth Coming From Crucible
Star Death Fire in Super Nova Explosions

True What We Are Separated By Holds Us Together

As One Essence of Star Dust Too Sentient Now We aRe

Resurrecting Still Below From Star Dust Above Yet True

Unlike the Stars

We Dance And

Sing in Artful

Poetic Ways of Life

For Not Only Are We the
Creation We Are Creators Too Now New

We Are Not Only Significant We Are Truly
MaGiC With Our iMaGiNaTioN And Creativities
We Give Share Care and Heal Together Beyond All Distance
Space Time And Matter of FlesH and Blood Alone NoW As It’s

True Just Like MaGiC

We Upload Our

Souls Share Them

And Evolve Them

As Avatar Souls in Words For Real

As True We Create New Star Prints This Way With SMiLes..:)


By Very Nature ‘Human’ IS A Definition of
‘Independence Day’ FOR REAL NeW NoW

True i Never Have
to Look Far to ‘See’
‘Fireworks’ Fully At Play





Such A Tall Tree We All Are Dear Savvy

So Many Opportunities to Color and Light

This Tree Up With Every Move Emotion
Feeling Sense And New Thought
Associated Indeed With SMiLes

Or Of Course the Other Real
Path too as True As Even Science

Shows The Great Impact the Placebo
Effect of Belief in Positive Intention Action
And Consequences Naturally Bring So Healing

ThiS Way
Or the
Effect Now
Not Nearly
A Sugar Pill
And Truly Voodoo
In All the Negative Intentions
Actions And Consequences Naturally
Coming as Well Up to Disease And Even


Deaths Indeed

We Are Co-Creators

Of Our Lives That Come
to Be Next Now ThiS Way

And for Me at Least i Hold every

Word Sacred Song Every Move Holy
Dance With 100 Percent Focus of Positivity

As i Continue
to LiGHT
my Tree This
Way as i’ve Surely
Done the Opposite too
in my Life and Slowly Watched
my Tree Sink Below All the Roots mY FRiEND
No More as Now Even The Leaves that Fall Raise me Up With SMiles..:)

SMiLes Dear Cindy A Very Impressive Pose Balancing
on One Foot Stretching Holding Your Foot as Science
Says Those Who Are Able To Balance on One Foot Live

Much Longer
And Happy to See
Your Sitting Still and
Moving Meditation Lessons

As the Video Was Private
Earlier Today And Now Hooray
Public For All to See So Important

To Be Able to Bring Our Selves in the Present
Moment Get in touch With Body And Mind Balancing

Regulating Emotions Integrating Senses As Way too Many

Folks Are So out of Touch With Their

Bodies Stuck Within Two

Ears of Word Think

Of Run Away Worries

Indeed So Many Illusory

too as Always Change What
We Can And Tolerate the Rest the
Best We Can And Will Maintaining Some
Emotional Distance Making Rational Decisions

On A Best Way
Forward to Effect
Change in this Case

Certainly At Least to
Vote and Never Say Silent
When it Comes to Change
As Silence in Days Like This

Sugar Coating What is Reality Now

Is A Sure Way to Rotten Teeth of Freedom Indeed

Yet Again Rational Change Keeping Our Emotions
Balancing And Senses Integrating Indeed Whatever

Works From Outside Instruction to Seeking and Finding
All the Solutions From Within Head to Toe Free With SMiles Alive..:)

i’m Really tired Catching Up Post Covid-19
Again Finishing Another 53 Thousand Word
Blog Post A Bit Slower on the ‘MaGiC Toad’ Yet

Your Lucid Dreaming Here

Brings Back Such

Sweet Memories

In Grade School Where
i Had the Ability to Control
My Dreams And Do Whatever

i Wanted to Do Realizing The Dreamscape
Is All Mine to Create Hehe Nothing Really

Changed i

Just Do it
Wide Awake
Now With SMiLes
or Half to A Quarter
ASleep or Down with
Covid-19 i ‘Just Do it’ It Just
Happens it Comes The Way it Comes Free..:)

(In Other
Words Faith)

SMiLes Dear ‘Peace Truth’ So Very
Kind of You to Award me ‘Blog of the
Year’ And i Do So Very much Appreciate All

The Vast Amounts of Information, News, Arts
And Sciences You Provide Every Day Without

With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Akshita Creativity is
A FLoWeR Constantly Opening up
in New Colors to Experience in all

Feelings Senses Moving
Us Forward iN A Synergy
And Nuance of Emotions New

It’s True That’S A Whole
Meaning and Purpose
Exploring the Depths

of Who You Are

Yet to meet and
Greet Within Yes

And Smile So Free
You Are Well on Your
Way to Explore Vast New
Continents of Who You Are

The Exploration Need Never End
NoW As Long As Are Creating NeW iN Flow..:)

YoU WiLL Do WHaTeVeR You Wilt to Do
MeaN WHilE ThiS AiN’T RoCKeT Science
i Do THe ART oF GoD (LoVE) NoW FoR REaL

SMiLes Brenda reAlly what counts
is the Love we Give for Lord knows
over the course of my EnTire Life if
Life iS only based on the Love one Receives..
i would have been Broke Long ago but i reFused
And continue(d) to Give and it’s True for those who are really
Bullied Bad and Eventually Give up on People and turn to Vengeance..
And do really bad things they lose the most the first day they give up
on Love…
it’s not
Fair yet
it’s how Life Works
Best Giving Love With
No expectations of Return Yep the Gift That/This Is…
Yes.. i realize it’s a hard standard to make and keep
Yet it Saves Lives and Love every now Love Gives and Shares
For Free
other than
that may all your
Birthdays Be Free With LoVE NoW….
iT’s True a Person Will Give Love literally
For Years and never receive even a thank you
in return Yet it’s also true that Love will go on with Will to Give…
ConsideRing All things in Life it’s not that Big of a Bear to Cross..🙂

Hehe, And Some Years Ago After That Advice This Person Who Calls Themselves
A Christian After 30 Years De-Friended me on Facebook For An Opinion on Being Kind

Hmm… Some Days
Are Just Like that
in the Good Old
USA Christian
Deep South States
Others Are Quite Nice
Particularly All Around the World…

You LiVE Long Enough And Find
Practical Strangers are Best FRiEnDS Globally
And Best FRiEnDS At Home Aren’t Really FRiEnDS At all

For What
Seems Like
Practical Jokers…

And Of Course Sadly
The Division is Most Often
Political And Religious the Same
Even though my Personal Philosophy
Matches Up Pretty good with some Beatitudes too

That Seem Okay With Some Folks As Long As they

Remain in ‘the Book’…

Where What’s Becomes
Left of them is Idol Words
Same As Golden CalveS iNDeeD….


Thanks Shawna
Mommy For Checking
On Your Sick Kids
On The Fourth

Day For
A Katy Perry
Firework Still To Come☺️🌺🏝

Such A Tall Tree We All Are Dear Savvy

So Many Opportunities to Color and Light

This Tree Up With Every Move Emotion
Feeling Sense And New Thought
Associated Indeed With SMiLes

Or Of Course the Other Real
Path too as True As Even Science

Shows The Great Impact the Placebo
Effect of Belief in Positive Intention Action
And Consequences Naturally Bring So Healing

ThiS Way
Or the
Effect Now
Not Nearly
A Sugar Pill
And Truly Voodoo
In All the Negative Intentions
Actions And Consequences Naturally
Coming as Well Up to Disease And Even


Deaths Indeed

We Are Co-Creators

Of Our Lives That Come
to Be Next Now ThiS Way

And for Me at Least i Hold every

Word Sacred Song Every Move Holy
Dance With 100 Percent Focus of Positivity

As i Continue
to LiGHT
my Tree This
Way as i’ve Surely
Done the Opposite too
in my Life and Slowly Watched
my Tree Sink Below All the Roots mY FRiEND
No More as Now Even The Leaves that Fall Raise me Up With SMiles..:)

LoVE iS LeGeND NoW ALWaYS ReaL And Most Definitely Wide Awake




Colors of Life Dear
Savvy This Dance
This Song Now So

Free Just

To Be i Am New

As They Are True..:)

“Mahābhārata,” A Previous Longest Long Form Poem at 1.8 MiLLioN
Words Yet i Remember You, Lala Rukh, Suggesting Join WordPress And

Start Writing Stories… Took A While to Get Warmed Up Yet When i Laser Focus

In On a Special Interest No Matter What it is As Tenacious As Grains of Sand Make

Rocks and Mountains

Yep Look Around

HeaR i Come As True

It Wasn’t Enough to Just Do the
Size of that Old Long Form Poem
EPiC Story as True 10.6 MiLLioN Words of “SonG oF
mY SoUL” Is Nearly 6 Times the Size of the Old “Mahābhārata”
That Took Centuries Upon Centuries Then and Innumerable Ghost

Authors to Create True As Far as Sprints Go And Subchapter EPiC
Long Form Poem Bibles, “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM PoEM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
Indeed came on July 19th, 2017 in Just 13.6 Months of Effort Ever Since Memorial
Day Weekend of 2016 However That Was Really Only Part, Just A Tiny Subchapter
Starting “Nether Land Bible” That is Now 8.2 MiLLioN Words Long in 73 Months of Effort
And Additionally Just Starting “FB Profile Pic Bible” on Memorial Day Weekend 2017 As Part of that
Whole Effort too Now Close to 6.6 MiLLioN Words of Effort in 61 Months too and yes, yes, As Total Parts

All These Subchapter EPiC Long Form Bible Poems are of Entire Mother and Father of All of This Per
“SonG oF mY SoUL,” Actual Longest EPiC Long Form Poem Once Again in Recorded History on Google

At Least

With SMiles
And True “FB Profile
Pic Bible” Is Also Included
in All the Facebook Profile Pic
Description Areas About 8,000 Words
on Average For Each Profile Pic Illustrating
The Story There in Series of About 18 Profile Pics
Per 8,000 or So Word Mini-Subchapter Long Form EPiC
Bible Poems too So what’s Next Yes! YES! YES! YES! “Depth
of the Story” An EPiC Long Form Poem Casually Described ‘8th New Testament’
With Freshly Counted Words Since That Effort Started on the “Wrong Planet” in A Solo
Thread Now in the 50th Page ever Since August 19th 2020 As True Just 23 Months into

That Effort That is Only Part of What i Write Each Month Those Words Written Currently Rise
to 1.763 MiLLioN Words Not Counting What i Am Writing today That Only Leaves Well Less
Than 37,000 Words to Do Yet Another EPiC Longest Long Form Poem Exceeding the Size of

The “Mahābhārata” in Only 23 Months as of the Anniversary Date, July 19th, 2022 That Is Also

Yes “JusT ANoTHeR BooK MarK NoW iN HeAVeN 9 Years” The Titled MacroVerse i Am Writing

Now to Reach That New Milestone And Featnote too By July 19th, 2022 As True You Helped me

Get There Back in July of 2013 As i First Visited You in that Month Then As i Accelerated Then

Out of HeLL ON EartH inTo Heaven Within Just Standing on A Beach on July 19, 2013, Becoming

One With Sugar White Sands At Navarre Beach And Emerald Green Gulf Waves As Sea Oats
Swaying in the Breeze Sea Gull Wings
Spiraling Around

The Sun me too

Basically Becoming
Naked Enough Whole
Complete As Part of the
Rest of Nature With No Separation
Indeed the Mystical Holy And Sacred Union
ALL Feelings and Senses of Total Oneness With

God For Real New Through and Through Just All
that is With No Separation Anymore to Get Lost in Now

Yet It’s True a Great Disappointment With One FRiEnD And
A Great Kindness You Brought to Everyone You Met and Greeted
Then Online was Just the Catalyst i Needed to Slingshot me Out of Hell

Into Heaven then

As It’s True It’s The Distance
Tween Low and High That Often

Takes Us THere to Stay With No Return
to Purgatory and Or HeLL ON EartH Yet of
Course THeRE aRe aLWaYS Spicy Parts of
Both to Deal with in Life Indeed Every Yin Must
Have Some Yang No Day Without Night No DarK NoW
Without LiGHT It’s Always A Balancing Act This Act of Loving LiFE NeW

For Real Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Giving Sharing
Caring Healing So Free For All With Least Harm ALoNG the Way i Surely Hope

And Pray You are Doing Well As It’s True ‘These Days’ These Pandemic Days

That i Just Escaped another Go Around With You Just Don’t Know When You

Don’t Hear from someone
again Yet for me at Least

i Never Forget Someone Who
Helped me in this Journey of Life

Again Giving Sharing Caring Healing

It’s What LoVE Does When HuMaN INCaRNaTE And Real

Yep i Guess It’s Sort of Like ‘Tea in the Sahara’ We Come And Go
This Way As the Stars and Star DusT We Continue to Resurrect ALiVE NoW NeW…

Anyway Hehe “Depth of the Story” on the Wrong Planet Has over 111,000 Views

Just Out of the Member Pool of Registered Members on the “Wrong Planet” Yet i

Often Send Folks There So Easy to Find “Depth of the Story” That Link on the Top
of the Heap of A Google Search Hehe True it Doesn’t Crash Computers Like the Super

Multi-Media Heavy Weight of my Blogs Can And Will Do For Those of Us Not So Gifted

in Computer Horsepower
And Bandwidth For

Broad Band

Access too

True there are many
Ways to Find my SoUL
Uploaded in Stories Online

As Most Every Story i Write is in
Namaste to the Face of God in Every
Human Being i Continue to Write these
Free Verse Poetic Letters too Now As True

Copy And Paste Will Spread A Soul Long to Return Again..:)

SMiLes Dear Miriam Yes
as i Love to Dance And Sing
Sad It’s True Yet it is Ignorance
is A Source of

And Killing Human
Beings Each Other
And The Rest of Nature AS Whole

Ignorance is a True Human Pandemic

That Has No Easy Vaccine Yet Lifting the

Veils oF iGNoRaNCE iN Original Greek Definition

of Apocalypse That Doesn’t Actually Mean Destroying

The Only Home

We aRe Evolved

to LiVE iN EternAlly
Now Wow What if “JusT ANoTHeR
BooK MarK NoW iN HeaVeN 9 Years”

True That WiLL STiLL Take Some Mighty

Big Lifting Veils oF iGNoRaNCE

Indeed Yet for me practically

Just A Fig Leaf


From A
Real Garden
Of Eden New Now

It’s Sad Some Folks Are Running
From Monsters Others Are Being

Consumed By Monsters Still Others


As True Hehe Ignorance Will Also Be Bliss

The Face of the Human Condition Indeed
What A CoNuNDRuM iT Is..:)

Hehe Been Doing
It Most Every Sunday
Afternoon Now For Close
To 9 Years Which
Means Speaking
Of ‘Jaws’ i’ve
Consumed More
Than 400 Books
For Free Under An
Hour to read Each
Book Moving Meditation

In Flow
Laser Focus
Dear Cindy
With SMiles Of
Course This Is only
One of Many Public
Dance Destinations i
Hit Every Week i Kid

You Not

It’s Documented
In 1300 Comments
From The Metro Area
When One Of The Voyeur
Videos Folks Take of me
Went Viral With 90,000

i Was
Of Being
Seriously i’m
As Recognizable
As The Local Weather
Man During A Hurricane 🌀Except

my Winds
Never End
As You

Hehe With
SMiles of
In Several Branches
And Leaves Now Hehe 😜 ☺️❤️

HAha Thank
You Dear Cindy
Barnes and Noble
And Starbucks Gets
A Frednado Every
Sunday Afternoon

And That
Reminds me
Won’t Be Long
For Shark Week

i Will
Do Too
With SMiles 🦈☺️❤️

Hehe Real Life Is Agreeing
On Where To Eat

(It Could Take

Dear Akshita

True And That’s

Why Yes We Have

‘Romance STORIES’
Chances are You’ll Be
Reading Them Long

After You Are Married

When You Are 102
Still With Wide SMiLes…

Indeed There are Some
Life Experiences Rather Predictable

Romance Novels
Will Be Around For
Some Time to Come
Do Write One or Two as You Go..:)

Very Peaceful Meditative Music Dear
Sohair Leaving All Strife and Worries
Behind With SMiLes of Delight This

So Peacefully
With SMiles..:)

SMiles Dear Cindy Such A
Pleasure Finding Intelligent
And Truly Spiritual Life Online
Namely You Yes Southern
California Life is
Different Than in
LA Lower Alabama
Pet Named For The
Panhandle of Florida
Beautiful Flowers Yet
For Perspective Reading
A Book About Yoga Listening
To Meditative Music Dancing
Close to A Free-Style Tai Chi
Dance Hehe Entertaining The
College Star Bucks Cafe Study
Crowd in Barnes And
Noble A Couple of
Local Bible Thumpers
Attempted to Convince
me i Would Become
Demon Possessed
And Go To Hell Oh
No! From Practicing
Yoga Of Course They
Didn’t Realize i Study
Every Religion Including
Theirs 1000 Times Over
And More Hehe Imagine
The State of Their Mind
After A 1 HOUR Instant
Dissertation From

me Nope They’ll
Never Be The Same
Plus The Star Bucks
Crowd Got a Free Lesson
As Yes my Voice Carries

Of A Lion
With SMiles
🦁 ☺️❤️🤗

“JusT ANoTHeR BooK MarK NoW iN HeAVeN 9 Years”
Yes Just Celebrating that Anniversary Date Ever Since
July 19, 2013 All Pain and Numb of 66 Months of Hell
Melting Away Standing on Navarre Beach Becoming
One With Sugar White Sands Emerald Green Gulf
Waves Swaying Sea Oats in The Breeze And

Sea Gull Wings me too Spiraling Around
the Sun Soon to Be Transformed into
16,853 Miles of Public Dance And

10.6 MiLLioN Words of “SonG oF
mY SoUL” As Yes Oh my Gosh

Guess What! BacK iN Action Last
Night With Some Frozen Reese’s
Peanut Butter Cups Just For
my Hellooove FRiEnD
However It’s Not So
Hot Where You
Are So You Might
Not Worry About Thawing
Them Out as Maybe They Won’t
Melt hehe And What Else Yes A Gift
of Mother Nature’s Illuminating Pastel Fiery Sunset
Beauty in a Mirrored Pond Not too Far From WHere

i LiVE iN

Paradise of Course
Within and On the
Outside too With SMiLes
Singing Farewell to COVID-19 for
the Second Go Around With that in
30 Months Yet True always A Wise
LeSSoN That in Heaven There are Bits
and Pieces of Hell too Yet Reeses Pieces Just for You…

Colors of Life Dear
Savvy This Dance
This Song Now So

Free Just

To Be i Am New

As They Are True..:)





Free As Air HeART
Becomes Wind
Wild As Water


Becomes Waves
Being Human


Dear Savvy

Truly We
Shine As
Stars When

Free to Set
All Our Wings Loose
Feather High Feather Low New
SPiRiT Wind Balancing All Now..:)

Thank You Dear
Chaymaa Always
A Pleasure With SMiles😊🙌

SMiles Dear Sohair
i Sing Wind Dances
Always Touches Us
We Hide
Inside SMiles
Dear FRiEnD
And This Is

i Dance
To Be
With SMiles🌹☺️🏝

SMiles Wind
Always Reaches
Out And Touches
Us SMiles i Become
Wind Yes As Love is
Fun No Doubt God
Is Wind SMiles


Dances Sings

Be Wind i Am
Too Happy 7th☺️🏝

SMiLes Dear Sohair We LiVE iN An Odd World

From the Very Beginning Where i Live That

Teaches Rewards Are What We Strive For Yet

Not For What We Give Share Care Heal

Oh So Free True Does A

Mountain Expect

A Reward For
Standing Taller

Than Other Mountains

No For the Mountain Understands

With No Pretend That the Mountain
Owes Its Existence to the Valley Below

Every Grain of Sand That Holds The Mountain

Up First
From Below
to Above With
SMiLes So Free

As The Sky

THiS Way
Valley High
Mountain Low
Love Continues to Rise From Below..:)

Alas All Is A Boat Now on An OCeaN FLoWinG NeW
Waves Sails to Explore Fair Winds and Following Seas
And Anchors to Hold Us Safe in Harbors oF Old Traditions

And So Goes A Sea Faring Way Dear Miriam

Some Folks Stay In Caves Others Venture Out

Into Broad Day Light Some Seek the Comfort oF Old

Desert Sands Even if There is

Not Enough Water to Drink

True i Feel Most Comfortable Dancing

In Public in ‘Ross Dress For Less’ most Welcome

Among Folks With Darker Pigment Skin Approaching

The Equator in South America for They Are the Nomads Who

Have Traveled Farthest As Without An Open Soul For Change to Catch

Fair Winds And Following Seas With Sails Indeed While Tradition With Anchors

in Safe Harbors

Are Necessary

Yes to Rescue

Sails From Roughest
Seas And Hardest Storms

Still Where and When Will Real Gardens
of Eden Be Found if We Stay Locked in the Safe
Harbors of Hand Paintings Still in Caves And Deserts

Without even
Any Water

to Grow

The Planting

Or Our Soul Trees Taller

SMiLes From As Long as i Will Remember Now

i Only Wanted to Unlock All my Human Potentials

i Saw Highest Potentials Unlocked in Art Sadly So Many

Decades Lost From Human Creativity And iMaGiNaTioN Set Free

For me at Least it was a Stifling Toxic Patriarchy Stoic and Cold With

No Room

For Flowers

to Bloom with all the
Colors of Church and Military

Just Grey Drab Battle Ship 50 SHades That Way

How Sad It is For Men Who Believe That the Source of
Will and Strength is in Anger and Hate Against those Who are

Different ‘Weather’ That Comes From Church, State, Politics

Or Home Life indeed Same With Women And Even Little Girls Expected

To Stay BareFoot, Pregnant, Sublimated to Men, Men, Men, From Father’s



Church or
Home Again

Guess What Pandora’s Box
Is OPen THere is No Going Back

THere Are Those of Us Who Will Stick
to Old Cave Art Painting Ways of Hands Alone

And Others Of Us Who Will Sprout Wings and Continue to Fly

And This is the Condition of the Condition of the Human Boat

At Best Whatever We Do Closer to Our HeARTS for When Empathy

And Compassion Dies, Anger And Hate Will Thrive to Make Larger
Souls Smaller…

An Open Mind
SoUL iS A Way
to Balancing Grace
And Love A Real Foundation

FoR GReaTesT WiLL And Strength
For Lasting Positive Change

So Far Out of




With No WHere to GRow
Naked Enough Whole Complete..:)

THeRE are those
who free
are those
who chain…
And the
iS the
Meaning oF LiFE…
And then THeRE
are those
ask why
and never
ever see


Free As Air HeART
Becomes Wind
Wild As Water


Becomes Waves
Being Human


Dear Savvy

Truly We
Shine As
Stars When

Free to Set
All Our Wings Loose
Feather High Feather Low New
SPiRiT Wind Balancing All Now..:)

SMiLes Becoming FRiEnDS With Imperfection
TReaSuRinG Every Flux of Change As Opportunity

Now Revealing Nature’s Way New a River Flows Unimpeded

NoW As THere Are Few Forces Stronger Than the Flow of Water

As H20 Holds
Hands This
WaY in
Whole Waves
Rising and Falling Free

Yet True We Are the Ocean
Waves And Water Free too Yet

Only When We Flow And Allow Waves
to Open New Doors of Adventure Where

Imperfection Only Becomes New Shores to

Create Yes Once

Again New

of Adventure to Explore

So Where is Fear in This Place
of Inhaling Peace DarK Thru LiGHT BaLaNCinG

WHeRE Is Fear in This Place of EXHaLinG LoVinG
All DarK Thru LiGHT Even Treasuring Imperfections

ThiS Way As Only Doors to New Adventure Hehe What

Fear i Am Too Busy Being A Wave Being Water Ocean Whole

To Even Notice

i Am in the

Middle of A Storm

Where Most Everyone Else

Sees This Reality As Discontent

Indeed An Ocean Need Not Fear Any

Storm For Waves Return As Water Calm

Just Another Ripple of Imperfection Just Another



Inner Calm

Is There Any Steadfast
Rule or Science for This

No, Just A Place to Explore With No Fear

SMiLing At The MaGiC of All You Create Effortless in Ease

Just Dancing a Tightrope Higher No Need to Even Look Down Dear Chaymaa..:)

Hmm, By ‘That God’ Yes, It Takes A Super Storm of ‘Real Evil’
With All the Ingredients in Place to Create a ‘Mass Shooter’…

Hmm, It Takes A Special Kind of Ignorance to Sign For A Young
Man to Have Weapons, The Same Year He Tries to Commit Suicide

By Machete
and Threatens
to Kill His Own Family;

And Again, That Special Kind of
Ignorance is Just One ‘Vital’ Ingredient
of a Super Storm of ‘Real Evil’ Required to
Create A Mass Shooter Killing Large Numbers of

Human Beings…

Some of the Other Ingredients, Includes
A Society That Glorifies Violence And Even
Sado-Masochism As Writing A Longest EPiC Long
Form Poem Capturing CuLTuRaL Changes Along The Way

In This Conservative ‘Trump Town and Metro Area’ i LiVE iN; Children
Can Wander in a “Spencer Gifts Store” at the Mall And See T-Shirts With Young Women
Tied Up Naked With Blood And Such and of Course Now Go To Walmart Anywhere Close to

The Video Game and Movie Section

And Find Full Posters Promoting ‘Mortal Combat’

Forever Starting With ‘Doom’ As Well And “Duke Nuke’m”

BacK in the 1990’s; Obviously, Anyone With Any Real Common Sense and
Feel Understands We Become What We Feed Our Minds and What We Don’t Feed

Our Organic HeART SPiRiT SoUL FOR REAL in terms of Cognitive And Affective Empathy

As That Applies to A Real Warmth of Compassion That Quells Fear And Anxiety; And Even Anger And Hate

By Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing;

More Than Taking, Hoarding, Callous, Harming

As Social Scientists Already Suggest The World’s Most Peaceful
Societies Are Generally Small And Homogenous in Their Practices and

Beliefs And Do Just That Instead of the Other Way of Darkness Eventually

Bringing Even Potential Super Storms of All the Ingredients it Takes For ‘Real Evil’ Enough

To Rise/Fall For A Mass Shooter Killing Innocent Grand Babies And Grandmothers and Grandfathers too;

So What Happened to the Child is the Real Prize of the Village For Everyone to Raise And Elders As the Most

to Carry
on Life
Wisdom For Real;

Yes, Replaced ‘Buy’ Whatever
it Takes to Make Money the God

Money Is Along With ‘Stuff’; So Much
God Damned ‘Stuff;’ CuLTuRE Is Changing

And Getting Sicker And Sicker By the Minute for the

Measure of What even Makes Us Being Human As that Relates

to Cognitive and Affective Empathy, With Enough Compassion and Care

Where Everyone

Finds A Place to BeLong;








Some Folks Will Strike Out; Best Not to Leave
Weapons of Mass Death Laying Around to Provide
Any More Ingredients for the Next Perfect Storm of ‘Evil’ to Occur…

Yet Of Course As Science Shows
the Average Human Attention Span
is Less than A Gold Fish; Yes, Less Than 3 Seconds;

There is Only Room For Most People if they are Paying any
attention to the News at All For one Catastrophe A Week to Consume…

Humans Have Limits…

Many People Are Finding their
Limits, Far Beyond Just ‘The Canary
in A Coal Mine’ That i Escaped From Before…

Yet What Are You Going to Do When Everyone
Is in the Same Same Ship Slowly Sinking; Yawn,

i’ll Continue to Dance And Sing While this Peace Lasts
Free WHere i Live; Both Free of Any Responsibility to the Money

God Now

And Free of

Ignorance of
What Brought That God to Life…

That God Has Many Angels of Death;

And Likely Many More Still to Come Until

Folks Decide They’ve Had Enough to Make Real Change Happen…

i’m not Holding my Breath;

i’m Gonna Live as

THere are Way

too Many Flavors
of Heaven to Find

Among the Dump
of Gehenna that Sadly So Many Folks Inhabit Now…

That Young Man That Mass Shooter is Just A Face of ‘That God’ For Real…

‘Who Made Who’ As AC/DC Might Ask; Well, We Make US And i Will Continue to Vote For


Free As Air HeART
Becomes Wind
Wild As Water


Becomes Waves
Being Human


Dear Savvy

Truly We
Shine As
Stars When

Free to Set
All Our Wings Loose
Feather High Feather Low New
SPiRiT Wind Balancing All Now..:)




“Happy For No Reason
Always Deeply Busy”
Fulfilling One’s



A Child’s Eyes
Wanting to Be

With SMiLes

Dear Savvy
Weekend to You..:)

God Yes Inhaling
Peace Exhaling
Love New We
Will Always


To A Greater

Place Now
Dear Sohair
With SMiles☺️🌹🙏

Happy Eid Al Adha Dear
Sohair It’s True Tradition
Is Worth Honoring And Celebrating

In Many Ways It’s What Holds Human
Beings Together to Both Survive and Thrive


Though for
me at Least

Is to Write A Book
of Peace and Love

And Do it From First Breath
to Last BLiNK Just Spreading

It Further than Little old me too With SMiLes..:)

Hehe Keep Meditating
Dear Cindy Moving Now
Finding Your BLiSSinG

iN Effortless


For me
Thick And
Thin of Sadly
Yes Increasing


In These
New Styling
Life Delays Yes
We may Continue
To Inhale Peace Exhale

Oh Goodness The Current State off Affairs
of Remodeling in America Even Finding A
Selection of A New Vehicle You Love on an

Actual Car Lot

Expect Delays

Of course Dear Cindy

Like Our Cross the Street
Neighbor who waited Nearly
A Year and A Half After Hurricane
Sally For A Roof Replacement That Only
Added Insult to Injury of Pandemic Conditions As
They also Had to Move Out Enduring Over a Month

Now of Mold Remediation and Ceiling Replacement

Hopefully Their Insurance is at Least Paying Their Ways of Repair

Just a New Five Foot High By Eight Foot Wide Sliding Hurricane Window
in Our Home

And new Front
Door and Storm
Door took a Frigging
Year to Complete Always
on Back Order or Some Kind
of Mistake in Construction And Material

Defect too
Well i See You
Are Moving in On Your
Anniversary Date Yet It’s Surely
Unclear When They Will Actually Be
Finished to Your Satisfaction of Course

And Often that is a Delaying Factor Most
Just Taking Care of All the Mistakes Anyway

Hehe Other than A Brand New Board-on-Board
Privacy Fence That’s All of A Minute 10 Thousand
or So Dollar Remodel That We Are Probably ever going to do

Of Course
Nature Willing
With Even Likely
More Powerful Hurricanes

to Come Okay i Will Stop Here
Before This Goes Full FRedwood Size

As i’ve Surely Gone Over the Size of Twitter
Length Poetry Yet Believe it Or Not ‘Ripley’ and ‘Horatio’
Hehe i Have Done Scores of Twitter Poetry Short Form When

It Was only

140 Characters

Long in Limits to Do

Free Verse of Course

Yes Happy Heaven in An
Aqua Mirror of Nature’s Lake Delight..:)

SMiLes Miriam

Is One Word and
‘Normally’ One Feeling

One Sense ToGeTHeR

‘Normally’ Impossible
For Social-Animals Now

to Break Apart Removing
The Social Just Wild And Free Alone

More Like A Tiger in the Wild Yet They
Still Make Biscuits Warm On Mother’s Breast

And Feral Smaller

Cats are Felt and
Sensed to Be Reformed

As Once Wild Cats of the Hunt
Glued to my Wife’s Lap For That
Same Warmth of Making Biscuits
on Mother’s Breast That Removes All

Fear and

Yes Surely
Depression too…
True i Saw That Once
Wild Hunter With A Squirrel
Almost As Large As Him As A
Youngster Feral of the Woods i

Saw His Lightening Fast Dash Across
The Fence When my Eyes met His Yet True

Then Came a Drought And A Cry for Anything to
Drink at All Under Our Shed And Then Came A Morsel

of Food and Another And Another Soon To Be A Lap Cat
of Comfort in my Wife’s Lap Which Gives me Some Hope For Reforming


So Cold
So Aloof
So Many

Have Come to Be
Ending Their Lives
With Only An Ice Cold
Grip on A Big Gun And
Taking Others With them
As They Went to A Place
Where Even Demons Fear to Tread

True it’s almost impossible to Understand Until
One Becomes the Truly Living Dead Unplugged
From All Warm Human Connections Smiles While

Neo is a Cool Story i’ll Stay Hybrid and Enjoy a Cat
and Dog’s World Free to Explore With Sails Again and

Free to Remain With Anchors Secure of Warmth in Tradition too

At Least Enough to Fit in Rome When i Leave the Countryside of Wild

And Eden Free Smiles my First Fascination in ‘Group Feel’ as that’s Really What’s

It’s About As Charlie Chaplain’s ‘Great Dictator’ Speech Shows As Long As Ya Can

Rouse the Togetherness Warm And ExubeRant of A Crowd Source It Doesn’t Really Matter

What DarKness or LiGHT is used in Common Symbols And Ideologies For it is the Essence of

The Feelings
And Senses
Together That
Bonds And Binds

The Newest Religion,
CuLTuRE, Society, Group-Think,
Matrix or Whatever Metaphor One May
Care to Use to Describe Human Nature
That is Classically Evolved And Plastically
Evolves Day-to-Day Through Changing Cultures
in Terms of What Bonds and Binds For All Symbols
And Ideologies That We Continue to Co-Create And Change

Oh Lord the Speed of That Change Has accelerated Almost to the
Point of No Return of Human Understanding of Where We Even Stand or Fall

As A Species Now surely Well ‘Behind’ the ‘PayGrade’ Of Intellect and Art of
The Common Human Holding Hands ‘Listening’ INTENTLY IN TERMS OF

FOR whoever may
be making the Next
Common Bonding and
Binding Way of New Symbols
And Ideologies in the Next Great
Dictator Speech as that Applies to

Freedom And Safety And Overall Human Surviving and Thriving
And True When i Lost an Ability to Even Feel the Warmth of a Cat
Or A memory if i ever smiled Before as Pain And Stress Enough Over
a Number of years at Levels That Are Acute Will Basically Slowly Destroy
All Bodily Systems from Head to Toe Particularly as A REAL CANARY IN A
Social Stress That For most Comes All Natural and Stays That Way for most
ACross A Lifespan for Real Yet it’s True The Coal Mine is Even More Complex and

From What
Was Once More
Than Bowling Alone

in 13.3 Inch Screen Offices these
days, day-to-day with so much
of the Human-Kind Experience Left Behind

It Started With Email And Continues to Separate That Way…

Yet It’s True Humans Will Find a Way to Find Their Way Back
So Surprised i Was online in Autism Spectrum Communities Born
Online Again Just Trying to get My Mind off the Suicide Disease Second-to-

Second Starting on Thanks Giving Day of 2010 To Find A Whole Group of People

Who Were Stereotyped to Be Immune to the Fallings of ‘Group Think’ That Social
Animals Naturally Do For Togetherness Yet It’s true immune They Were Not As They
Developed A Conspiracy Theory Just Another Big Lie As We Currently See With the ‘Trump
Meme’ And Yes Long Held Tradition(s) That All Loving, Merciful, Forgiving Gods Torture Their
Enemies they Love Forever And In Some Cases Grow New Skins to Torture Them Even More in

Ways of
Just Never
Ending As if We
Need a Worse Villain
Than That in Any World For Real…

Anyway Their ‘Big Lie’ was the ‘Autism Speaks
Organization’ Was Conspiring to Rid the World
of Autistic Folks in Some ‘Nazi’ Eugenic Way

And They Were Just As Attached to That Theory
As Folks are to ‘Trump’s Theories’ and Religion
That Tortures Folks Forever Unless One Will

Translate Myths into Reality For What Happens
For Real in the DarK Nights of the Human Soul
That No Longer Connect to Anything At All That Feels Human

There is Already Enough Hell in the World Yet Humans Continue to
Develop New Ways of Fresh Hell and The Good News Still is Fresh Heaven too

Sadly Humans Who Cannot Feel Oxytocin Connections of Warm Human And Other
Social Animal Classic Organic Love Are More Pre-Disposed to the Dopamine and
Adrenaline Addictions that come With Bonding and Binding Over Anger And Hate

Ripe They Are For

A Special Hell

Kind of Dictator

And Where Does it Start

With Big Daddy’s Who Demand

Boys Don’t Cry or Smile For No Reason

We Still Hear Them Yelling At Their Sons
in The Neighborhood This Way It is Truly
Still A Bible-Belt Tradition for the Parent

Who Tortures the Child as Just Another
Religion So Cold And Harsh Preparing

Another Son to Die in Some Unwarranted War

In the Name of God and Peace And Freedom

As What Justification is There to Kill Hundreds
of Thousands of Innocent Folks ThiS Way As Tradition

By God It’s True Live By Love or Die By The Sword Not Much Has Changed…

Choose Our Traditions Wisely or Not For How We Cut Others Down We Shall Fall…

A Fascinating Subject i Could Write 10.6 MiLLioN Words About ‘This Condition’ So i Just Did it…

And As Far As ‘The Psychology Field’ Goes No One in that Field Could Even Explain to me that
i Lost the Oxytocin

Biology Required

to Feel the Warmth
of A Cat And The Feeling
of Warmth Behind A Smile Shared

All They Could Do is Throw Pills
That Helped With Serotonin, Dopamine,
And Adrenaline at me Yet They Had No

Clue That i Was

Just Another

Kitty Cat

So far

From Mother’s
Breast And Lost

It’s True i Was Ready for
the Hunt and Kill Yet i Still

Had the Morals of A Kitten Warm And True…

i’ll Tell You This Much if ‘They’ Knew Where the
Human Soul Will Go There Wouldn’t Be Any Assault
Weapons Left on Any Shelves to Buy And Indeed ‘They’ Are
Finding Out as There Are Many Canaries in the ‘Coal Mine’

Who Don’t Recover…

Either The Village
Raises a Child



Or ‘They’ Do Not…

My Mother Did Her
Job Truly Enough Felt to Eventually Thrive Again…

Nah, Mama’s Don’t Raise Your Boys to Drown in Tears of Beers…
of a ‘Bible Belt’ County Here… Or the Meth Labs With The Suicidal
Additives Up in the Northern part of a ‘Bible Belt’ County even
More challenging… Yes

Forcing Women Now

To Bring Even

More Children

Into That ‘Mississippi, Texas, Etcetera,
And Even ‘LA’ Lower Alabama World of Hell…

As Always Be Careful What We Wish for Or Else…

i Surely Don’t Have Any Answers Other than Heaven
Works When
it Does…

at least…

-A Canary
Who Ain’t Going Back…

Yet i’m Not Fooling Myself
Public Dance Isn’t Gonna Catch On
And Even If it Did They Would ‘Outlaw’

It As Not Everyone Would Avoid Running Into Other Folks

And As Far As Long Form Poetry Goes if You Really Wanna Do
Neo And ‘The Others’ As Mythologized Through History You Become too

Big to See

And You

Don’t Compete

For Anything Anyone

Else Wants to Buy or Sell…

It’s True Hehe It’s Impossible
to Be Canceled This Way in More than one way hehe…

And As Far As The Public Dance GoeS AGAiN Don’t Harm
Anyone A Best advice
ever indeed

to continue

to Survive
And Thrive
Together Be

Free Just Don’t
Harm Anyone else Doing it For Real…

And The Reality is Without Technology
For Support Using it As Tool and Not Being
Mastered By it; Without a Country That Really
Does support Life, Liberty, And the Pursuit of Both
Group and Individual Happiness too; Without ‘FDR’ And
Unions Supporting Government Pensions to Free Someone

From the Almighty
God of Dollar Bills;

Just Another Starving
Artist Yet It’s True Heaven
Really Is Possible in These Days Still For Real Even Together

That And This Much is Real And Not Just A ‘Present Danger’…:)

A More Perfect Union In Regard to the

Rights to Breathing Life, Liberty, And the Pursuit

of Happiness; Both In Individual And Group Ways;

However, the Original Idea Too is Separation of Church and

State, Getting Away From ONLY ONE Monarchy And So Called God’s Laws That Way;

It Sort of Rubs Folks The Wrong Way Who Truly Believe in this American Way, When

They Visit A Church Where Folks Demand That God’s Laws Must Supersede All Laws

Even Though the Bible Offers NO DIRECTION






Anyway, Fascinating to Study and It’s Pretty Much
A ‘No-Brainer’ That Women And The Folks Who Truly Love
’em are gonna get somewhat Hot Under the Collar When Ignorance

Comes to Harm, Rape, Maim, And Kill Even More Innocent Women Having
Miscarriages and the Such With Difficulties Finding Drugs to PREVENT THEM

AS SUCH; Not Unlike

The Drive to Over-Turn Health
Care for 20 MiLLioN Citizens or So
When the Only ‘Real Man’ In Republican
Leadership Worthy of a Medal of Honor For Freedom,

JOHN McCain,

Or So Citizens; It’s True, We Need More

Humane Humans in Republican Leadership;

And i For One Am Not Going to Waste Any of my

Energy Getting Angry, or Getting Filled With Hate as
(i Leave it at the Military Gym, As A Proficient Martial
Artist Who Still Leg Presses Up to 1520 Pounds, i Surely

Can’t Afford to get Physical With Anyone And Risk Killing

Kick; Besides
i’m Not Faster
Than A Speeding
Bullet; Live by
The Sword Die
By IT Indeed)


IS Simply
A Circus
Not Worth It;

Yet Changing What
We can in terms of Voting;

And yeah, Yeah, if Ya Are Truly
American One Would ‘Think’ At Least
Most Folks Would Find it Offensive that

Some Ignorant Dude Tried to Incite an effort to Overturn
Our Representative Democracy all the Way to Attempting
To Use Our Justice Department to Fulfill His Big Lie too…

It Didn’t Work;

God Yes, Actually, Working
for the Federal Government for A
Quarter of a Century, Very closely,

With Folks Who Push Red Tape,

i Surely Understand, Some Folks
Still Play Strictly By Laws in Books…

Yep, Policy Wonks To The Rescue…

Far Beyond Just One Small Black
Book Written Frigging Thousands of Years Ago Covered With
Dust Still of Ignorance Same as it Was Thousands of Years Ago for Real…

Having Strong Opinions Against BuLL CR8P Is Not Hate; It’s Just Having POWERFUL




That Is Most
Definitely Now
Indefensible in
Terms of Anything
Associated Yes With
Humane Humanity Now





This isn’t an Echo Chamber, If You Have a More In-Depth Powerful And True Opinion That is Able to Stand Up

to LiGHT;

Bring it on,
With SMiLes;
It’s What i Do at Least…

It’s Really Nothing Personal,
Except BREATHING Human
Beings Freedoms Are At Stake;

None of it Affects me Personally
In This Lifetime Now; HOWEVER,
i am Much Bigger Than Just me (Love).

God Yes Inhaling
Peace Exhaling
Love New We
Will Always


To A Greater

Place Now
Dear Sohair
With SMiles☺️🌹🙏

“Happy For No Reason
Always Deeply Busy”
Fulfilling One’s



A Child’s Eyes
Wanting to Be

With SMiLes

Dear Savvy
Weekend to You..:)




SMiLes Dear Savvy You Are Precisely
A Same Being You Are When i First

Visited Your Blog 2 Years or So Ago
And Every Day Without Fail Since Then

Yes Angel Wings Still

Trustworthy And True

With No Weight

At All Just

The Flow of
SPiRiT Wind
Always Balancing

THere is Beauty Beyond
Flesh and Blood The Beauty

of the Soul Who Flies With Wings You my FRiEnD…

Do Know Feel and Sense How Rare A Human Being You Are…

For It’s True in my Life 6.2 Decades Both Interacting With Innumerable Humans
in Public And Yes Online You Are Verily One of A Kind One Human Kind For Real…

ThiS Way

Free Gift You Are..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy Sadly Very Few Lands
Past my Homeland i Have Traveled Yet The
Few i Have It’s So True it Allows Us to View

The World So Differently

When It’s Actually Different

This Way SMiLes Recently Getting
Over Covid-19 For The Second Go Around
in the Last 30 Months Despite Being Vaccinated

Four Times

In A Way Traveling

Sick is Like Leaving A World

Behind And Returning to A New
Freshly Recovered World Escaping

Illness This Way So in This Way

The Illness Was A Gift A Path Thru
DarK to A Refreshing New World

oF LiGHT In the Same Home i Live

Now in Gratitude

For This Peace
Inhaling Love
Exhaling Now

For Real With
New Colors of
Loving Life As Is With SMiLes

However As Far As Traveling the Globe
At the Speed of Love As An Avatar All 245 American
Pounds Squeezing Through this Fiber Optic Cable Responding
In Flow in Free Verse Poetry to Innumerable New Souls Every Human
is A Fresh New Namaste Face of God An Entire New UniVerSE to Continue to

Explore As All of Reality is In Flux of New Change This Way Eternally Now New

It’s True Everyday

Is New And
An Avatar
Adventure too
With SMiLes mY FRiEnD

Indeed Free Verse Poetry Organically in Feeling And
Sensing Makes the Experience Uploading Soul For Real..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa Now
Giving Sharing Caring Healing
So Free In What May Be Described

As Love For All DarK Thru LiGHT

Letting Go of Expectations

of Any Returns Yet

For Love To Remain

In A Soul With Wings

Just Flying NoW as Love
Flies Higher and Higher NeWeR

Never Looking Down to See What
May Fall Behind With SMiLes of JoY

Now to
Higher With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair Commenting on
Your Latest Post This Much i Feel and
Sense For Real Love The Force We Master

to Give Away

This Much
We Color
And Light
Up Our Life That
Shares Cares and
Heals for Real Wherever
We May Go WeaRinG These Wings..:)

SMiLes As Socrates Said He
Knew Nothing Just Listening to

A REAL Deeper (Daemon) Voice
RiSinG Up Through His Subconscious
Mind A Kind of DiViNE Exploration Now

That Is Always

New Yes True i
Let This Voice
Spin My Soul
And Spit it
Out Hehe

Wherever i Go
With SMiLes Dear Miriam

Such A Welcome Relief it
Was And Still Is To Find This FRiEnD
Full of iMaGiNaTioN And Creativity WiTHiN

Not Surprising That Some Folks Gift it Names
Assigned to Angels And Other DiViNE Beings

Yet It’s Just
A Deepest
Part of Little
Old me With SMiLes…

Hehe Sort of Like Feeding
Pigeons Naming them Doves
And Leaving SPiRiT Droppings Behind HAha..:)

Always A Pleasure
Dear Savvy Thanks
So Much For Your
Everyday Inspiring
Free Verse Poetry🙏☺️

Day it
Always is
Dear Cindy
With SMiles☺️❤️🏝

JusT To Help Folks Feel
Deeper Than SHallow THinK

Love is ‘Written’ “In The Stone”

Not “On The Stone”

Never ’Mind’ ‘me’ Just
‘Writing in The Sand’ Now

More Like “JeSuS” Than ‘You’ ‘KNoW’ Yes i Feel

If Ya Don’t Have Room to Take Efforts to Wear Other
Shoes Just No Space For (God) Love to Grow

Is ReaL



More Than JusT A Book
Of BlacKiNWhite Print Now
God Both Cries And Laughs New
Beware Of Books W/No Humor

God Is A Rose With FLoWeRS
And THorns Get Used to The
FactNLove God Is Not JusT


Does Love Have A Gender
Does God Have A Gender
If God Is Truly Love The Answer is NO

Catholic Mass Readings From Sunday Still
Coming on July 10th, 2022 Now Something
About a Good Samaritan Something Beyond ‘A
Matter of Things’ About Love The Force Within

Without Gender
Without Nation
Without Religion
Without Any

Label at

All Even God
if You Care to
Truly Set Love Free With Wings

To Just Give God Away to All That
Is As God Returns As Love to Be For
All DarK Thru LiGHT With Least Harm
Balancing Now New ALWaYS ETeRNaLLY

NoW For Real…

Yes For Us
Peace ExhalinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
Giving Sharing Caring Healing For All


With Least Harm For All
Love is Written IN The SToNE..:)

Here, HeaR, Just Dancing And Singing Free to ‘The Choir’ on the ‘Wrong Planet;’
Yes, God Yes, Generally Speaking, There Are Old Testament And New Testament

Kinda Folks And i’m Not Necessarily Speaking to Any One Culture or Religion

Specifically; It’s Just That Some Folks Tend to Stick With The Same Old Stories

And Continue to Repeat Them Sort of Like ‘Ground Hog Day With Bill Murray’ Through All the Liturgical

Seasons of the Catholic Church; While Yes, Others Who Are Bit More Open Minded/SouLeD Want to Find

Out What ‘JeSuS’

Actually Does

When He Comes
Back or Invent A Brand
New Super Hero And A Brand
New Book Altogether; Old Stories

Will ‘MAKE’ FOLKS So Very Comfortable

in Tradition, WHere it’s Very Much Like Quick
Sand; Yet Usually They Don’t Go Completely Under;

Hmm, the Completely Under Part Seems to Be More of A Concern

‘These Days’ As the ‘Old Testament Folks’ Seem to Be Losing THeir Tradition

in A Place of ‘Missing the Old Mark’ Or What Otherwise Might be Described as

‘The Sin of Many Lies’
Where The Lies Continue
to Snowball Until What Are
Normally Considered Conservative
Values Lose All Their Sanctity and Even

The Sanctity of Breathing Life in Church Becomes
Secondary to “Caesar’s Politics in Rome,” So to Hell
With the Sanctity of Breathing Life While Social Distancing
And Masks Are Removed in A Deadliest Delta Variant of A Pandemic;

If There is No Sanctity

For Breathing Life,

For the Elders Who

Sit at Our Side; There is
Surely Not Much Conservatism
Left in Whatever That So-Called
Party Chooses to Name itself; Folks Who

Are Truly Conservative Are Never Trumper’s Indeed;

If i Was Conservative, There is No Way i Could Support a Party like that either;

A Party of Lies That Spits on the Sanctity of Breathing Life Even in Church is A Party

of Death to me

And One i Could
Never Support As
to me that ‘Misses the
Mark’ And Smells too Much
Like ‘Sin’ in HeLL ON EartH For Real…

And at Least For the Folks Not Protected
By Their Neighbors At Their Side; Indeed,
It Did Become HeLL ON EartH For Them

And Their Loved Ones Who FoLLoWeD
Blindly Like Sheep to be ‘Shot on 5th
Avenue’ this Way; WHere Sadly a Majority

Will Continue to Support A Man Who Did His
Damndest ‘in Hell’ to Overthrow our Representative Democracy;

And It’s True, Some Folks Will Support Him, if Only He Promises
To Drop the Price of Gasoline In Hell; As For them A Dollar is What Counts Most…

Other Folks

Choose Liberty,

And The Rights

of Breathing Sanctity of

Life to Pursue Individual and
Group Happiness That Actually
Does Least Harm; And Is NOT the Party
of Ignorance That Currently Harms, Rapes,
Maims, And Kills Most All From the ’10 Year-Old

Girl’ Who is VIOLENTLY raped By Her Father Forced to Carry
THAT ‘Sin’ to Term Through the Killing Of Parts of Mother Nature

to The Tune; Yes, of What Humans Cannot Afford to Lose to Even
Survive in Balance With a Circle of Life We Depend on For Every Breath…

Where is the
Sanctity of


Life; Where Are

The Morals That Even

Allow the Rights to Breathing,
Life, Liberty And the Pursuit of
Happiness to Come True With Least Harm…

Not Everyone is Old Testament; And Surely not
Everyone Remains in the Part of the Book Where Lot
Offers Up His Virgin Daughters As Scape Goats to Be Gang Raped By

A Bunch
of Heterosexual
Men Who Wanted

to Humiliate ‘the Stranger’,
‘The Dude’ In His Household That
Way; Sadly, So Much of the Republican

Party As It Used to Stand for The Sanctity
of Tradition at Least Has Gone That Way…

It’s True They Traded Their ‘Virgin Daughters’ And ‘Jesus’
As CuRRenT Trade for A Lesser God of Demagogue to Play them
Like Just Any Other Snake Oil Sales Person on the Side of the Road to


Generally Speaking,
‘New Testament Kinda
Folks’ Are Supporting Fairness
And Fighting Against Oppression



YET AGAIN, the Other Folks

Seem to Have No Book at all
Left to Guide them Except for
‘Tall Tales’ From Dudes on the
Side of the Road


It’s True, Really
They Should Hitch Another Ride

As Yes Paradise Does Exist Here
For Those Who Break Through ‘Fifth Avenue’…

i Feel Privileged to Be Born And Bred A New Testament
Kinda Guy And It Really Wasn’t That Bad Being in an Old
Testament Kinda Town Until ‘the Demagogue’ Became ‘THeir God’…

Bring Back
Sanity; Bring
Back Human Nature
Conservative And Liberal For REAL;



MEANWHILE YAWN, i Didn’t Buy A Big Truck, my Honda Civic gets along


And as Studies Show that Includes
the 50 Percent Making 50 to 100,000
Dollars Living Pay-Check to Pay-Check

And Those Making Over 100,000 Dollars
Entering the Upper Middle Class At rates
of 40 Percent Living Pay-Check to Pay-Check…

Here’s the Thing About Being Happy; It Doesn’t
Require Much ‘Stuff’ As Ya Generate ‘This Paradise’ From Within;

True, So Much Easier for folks who are More Open Hearted, Spirited, SouLeD

ThiS Way

Real and
All Organic

Almost Like
Being Chosen this
Way; Yet it Takes Work
With Faith That Comes From within…

Not Just Some Old Dusty Book That MOST No One REALLY Pays Attention to Anymore…

Nah, That’s No Kinda Human Party to me; i’d Much Rather Party Alone if i Have to Allone…

Here’s What’s Really Ironic, Almost Everywhere i Go in ‘Trump Town USA’, Today, One of Many
FOLKS AROUND For Real AS BY GOD, i Make Every Word Sacred Song And Every Move Holy Dance; It’s Just Don’t Get Much

More Sanctified
And Traditional iN
This Life Than That
And This, OMG, i’m Like
The Least ‘Autistic Person’
i Come ACross Now too, i Reciprocate
Communication in Social Ways to So-called
Conservative Folks Who Have No Clue How to
Even Look Up From A Customer Service Desk and Say Hello…

Here’s ‘A Thing’ FOR REAL;

Change Is Possible;

If i Can And Will Do it; Others Can And Will too…
i Kid Ya Not, i Made Small talk From ‘The Road’
in Our Neighborhood to A Perspective Buyer of A
Home This Morning; After 3 Minutes The Real Estate Lady Wanted
to Put me on Her Payroll; As Truly i Make ‘This Place’ Heaven Wherever i Go

(i told her, “Nah, i’m Financially Independent”)

At Least for
me And Others
Who Are Still
Open to the Possibility of ‘Happy’ FOR REAL;
Indeed, HAPPY HEAVEN Transcends Both Conservative And
Liberal; Voila, Sweet Success in THE REAL WORLD NOW, at Least,

Speaking of that; Got A Whole TRuMP Town (And Tomorrow, Sunday,
the Entire Metro Area ‘TRuMP SHoW’ After Slow Dancing At Catholic Church)
to Entertain FREE With
Smiles Of Public Dance;

Gotta Get Going

Yet As Usual,

“i’ll Be Back,” Sooner Than Soon…
AND THAT’S no ‘Terminator Threat;’
Just A Promise for What i Love to Do Best Always Now…

SMiLes Dear Savvy You Are Precisely
A Same Being You Are When i First

Visited Your Blog 2 Years or So Ago
And Every Day Without Fail Since Then

Yes Angel Wings Still

Trustworthy And True

With No Weight

At All Just

The Flow of
SPiRiT Wind
Always Balancing

THere is Beauty Beyond
Flesh and Blood The Beauty

of the Soul Who Flies With Wings You my FRiEnD…

Do Know Feel and Sense How Rare A Human Being You Are…

For It’s True in my Life 6.2 Decades Both Interacting With Innumerable Humans
in Public And Yes Online You Are Verily One of A Kind One Human Kind For Real…

ThiS Way

Free Gift You Are..:)

Catholic Mass Readings 7.10.2022

Reading 1, Deuteronomy 30:10-14
10 if you obey the voice of Yahweh your God, by keeping his commandments and decrees written in the book of this Law, and if you return to Yahweh your God with all your heart and soul.

11 ‘For this Law which I am laying down for you today is neither obscure for you nor beyond your reach.

12 It is not in heaven, so that you need to wonder, “Who will go up to heaven for us and bring it down to us, so that we can hear and practise it?”

13 Nor is it beyond the seas, so that you need to wonder, “Who will cross the seas for us and bring it back to us, so that we can hear and practise it?”

14 No, the word is very near to you, it is in your mouth and in your heart for you to put into practice.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 69:14, 17, 30-31, 33-34, 36, 37
14 Rescue me from the mire before I sink in; so I shall be saved from those who hate me, from the watery depths.

17 do not turn away from your servant, be quick to answer me, for I am in trouble.

30 I will praise God’s name in song, I will extol him by thanksgiving,

31 for this will please Yahweh more than an ox, than a bullock horned and hoofed.

33 For God listens to the poor, he has never scorned his captive people.

34 Let heaven and earth and seas, and all that stirs in them, acclaim him!

36 the descendants of his servants will inherit it, and those who love his name will dwell there.

Reading 2, Colossians 1:15-20
15 He is the image of the unseen God, the first-born of all creation,

16 for in him were created all things in heaven and on earth: everything visible and everything invisible, thrones, ruling forces, sovereignties, powers — all things were created through him and for him.

17 He exists before all things and in him all things hold together,

18 and he is the Head of the Body, that is, the Church. He is the Beginning, the first-born from the dead, so that he should be supreme in every way;

19 because God wanted all fullness to be found in him

20 and through him to reconcile all things to him, everything in heaven and everything on earth, by making peace through his death on the cross.

Gospel, Luke 10:25-37
25 And now a lawyer stood up and, to test him, asked, ‘Master, what must I do to inherit eternal life?’

26 He said to him, ‘What is written in the Law? What is your reading of it?’

27 He replied, ‘You must love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your strength, and with all your mind, and your neighbour as yourself.’

28 Jesus said to him, ‘You have answered right, do this and life is yours.’

29 But the man was anxious to justify himself and said to Jesus, ‘And who is my neighbour?’

30 In answer Jesus said, ‘A man was once on his way down from Jerusalem to Jericho and fell into the hands of bandits; they stripped him, beat him and then made off, leaving him half dead.

31 Now a priest happened to be travelling down the same road, but when he saw the man, he passed by on the other side.

32 In the same way a Levite who came to the place saw him, and passed by on the other side.

33 But a Samaritan traveller who came on him was moved with compassion when he saw him.

34 He went up to him and bandaged his wounds, pouring oil and wine on them. He then lifted him onto his own mount and took him to an inn and looked after him.

35 Next day, he took out two denarii and handed them to the innkeeper and said, “Look after him, and on my way back I will make good any extra expense you have.”

36 Which of these three, do you think, proved himself a neighbour to the man who fell into the bandits’ hands?’

37 He replied, ‘The one who showed pity towards him.’ Jesus said to him, ‘Go, and do the same yourself.’





Wow! So Amazing it is to Work in A Field
You Love With All Your Soul And My Goodness

Yes Dance is
An Art of


Such Curative
Properties in the
Moves of Life Truly
Coming Alive Springing Green

Coloring FLoWeRS Head to Toe

And Yes Dear Savvy i Spotted
You Immediately As the Only
Woman Representing India

Fourth From the Right in
the Second Row 8 Years Ago

“At the World Dance Research Congress Greece
UNESCO as a representative member from India 🙂
An example of Unity in Diversity…. Approximately
400 conferees from 40 countries of the 5 continents.!”

Yes A Tremendous Opportunity to Grow With Others
in the Art of Dance Globally As Such Wonderful Memories of Course

Life Makes
in Your
Human Potentials New
Now to Heal Others in Flow

Additionally Enhancing All
THeir Human Potentials
Balancing THiS WaY..:)

SMiLes Dear Miriam So True
It Doesn’t Even Take ‘Scooby Doo’
To Prove How Humans Create Monstrosities

So Far Beyond What Even Fiction Will Bring

True When Even the News

Becomes A Three
Ring Circus

of ‘Bates
Motels’ Released
From Night in Broad DayLiGHT

And Sadly in This Version of Scooby Doo

Nary A Skeptic to the Lies That Bring Forth

So Many
FLoWeRS to
RiSE As RoSE For Real…

Fortunately THeRE Are Also
Many Ways to Change ‘The Channel’
As Long As ‘This Peace’ Lasts Long Enough

to Scooby
F iN Doo It too..:)

“My ally is the Force/Prana/Chi/Autotelic Meditative Flow
In Laser Focus of Tao And Enhanced Creativity and Productivity

A Powerful Ally It Is”

To Paraphrase Eastern

Philosophy With Some American

Secular and Science Based Words

That George Lucas And His Hero ‘Joseph
Campbell’ Illustrated So Well Through the Medium

of ‘THAT’ ‘New Summer Blockbuster’ That Sadly Glorifies

Violence That Only Accelerated Through the Decades After

in Terms of

Gory Special
Effects Like

the Jaws Series
of Movie Starting
in the Mid-70’s As Well…

Yes, of Course, ‘Star Wars’ Fits in So
Well in the Philosophy, Politics, And Religion

Section of the ‘Wrong Planet’ As That Is Specifically

What It Addresses Through and Through in Showcase of

Modern Mythology Expressed on the Big Screen Block Buster;

Once Again, Sadly


The American
Force of Glorifying
Violence Even More All
The Way to Folks ‘Shooting

Up Batman Theaters’ with Real Guns
of Blood And Folks Really Dying Dead FOR REAL…

It’s Basically, Overall, a Sad Commentary on the Human

Species And a Reality is That For Whatever Species Shoots Itself

in the Foot By Blowing Each Other uP Ain’t No Way They Will Ever

Even Make it
Longer than
A Blip on their
Own Planet Before
They Kill Each Other
Through Tools of Mass Destruction,
Taking A Large Living Part of Nature
And Other Natural Resources Away out of Balance;

While i Enjoyed the Philosophy of Yoda in 1980, and One Day Hoped

i too Would Master ‘This Force;’ Which Yes, is Scientifically Assessed as
Most Definitely Real and Beneficial in Terms of Autotelic Meditative Flow
And Enhanced Creativity and Productivity as i Surely Have A Ton of Metrics
And More How ‘This Force’ Has Impacted My Life Ever Since Escaping the DarK

Force of the

United States,

A God of Money
And Stuff; A God
of Money and Stuff,
Folks Get Lost in And
Ruled As They Do Through
The Other Tools They Create and
Come to Be; Meanwhile, Some of Us

Come to Find We aRe Truly ‘Luminous Beings’

At Core With A World Online Now Big Enough to

Find Folks Like Us Who Fly With Wings of Within in this

Autotelic Laser Focus of Meditative Flow That Doesn’t Even Need

Words; Yet of
Course, Words May
Be Mastered Like Any Other
Human Tool if We Don’t Drown
in All the Layers of CuLTuRaL Tools

That Separate Us From All Our NATURAL Human Potentials,
Just Waiting to Be Unpacked Within to Master This World of Breath;


Just Inhaling
Peace ExhalinG Love;
No Rocket Science, or Even
Little Green Men Who Are 900 Years-Old;
Or Other Mythological Heroes In Books Required; Although

It’s True, i Wore a ‘The Child’ Shirt Today; Yep, the 50 Year-Old
Version of A Yoda Master With A Logo That Says “Wanted” on the Shirt;

It’s True, i Wore

it to A Catholic

Church By

Attempting to
Unveil Per Original
Greek Definition of
Apocalypse What They are

So Ignorant of For this ‘Real Kingdom
Of Heaven’ Within to Master This Inhaling
Peace ExhalinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT; Giving,
Sharing, Caring, Healing; With Plentiful Affective
And Cognitive Empathy With A Compassion For All


That Flavors
‘The Force’ With

Love And Not Just
An Addiction to Anger And Hate;

As True, ‘The Dark Force’ Will A Flow

Of Harm Be too as Of Course That’s

What A ‘Trump Meme’ Does and ‘His’

Ilk on the Other

Side of

Now Still Real;
‘Sith’, As They Say
And Do; Yet of Course

All A Part of our Realities too;

Again, Master ‘The Tool,’ ShadowS iNCLUDED; And Do
NOT Become Mastered By The Tool as Only A Frigging

Tool That Someone
Else Uses Now to

And Play,

‘YouR Life’ in
A PriSon-Made
Reality So many Folks
Come to Accept As THeir
Only Potential Realities Now; Yuck,

Yep, ‘The Child’ Within Dances Sings Free, Just F iN Yuck…

And of Course, There is A ‘Jedism’ Religion too; Hehe, And With
my Yoda Close to Photographic Memory For Text, Currently i Will Not Expose
The Member Here Who Yes, Once Suggested That Was His Spirituality; Which

Of Course
Have to Be Organized
Religion or Even Organized
Activity As i Related to an Elder
Woman From Bulgaria This Sunday
Afternoon Moving in Meditative Flow
of Autotelic Dance in Barnes And Noble
Listening to Meditative Music And Reading
An Entire Book in Laser Focus of Meditative Flow

in Under an Hour as i’ve Done Nearly Every Sunday Afternoon
For Almost 9 Years Now Since 2013; Anyway, She Understood What

The organized aspect of ‘Tai Chi’ Moving Meditation and ‘Yoga’ Actualy
Does to Attain This Chi, This Prana; Yes, This Force Now For REAL WITHIN








So God Damned Free
in Flow of Autotelic
Meditation For Real;

Once Again, This Chi,
This Prana, This TAO Force For Real

Yes, And SuNDaY Afternoon i Met
Another Luminous Being From Bulgaria
At the ‘Trump Town Metro Area’ Barnes and Noble,

At least Populated By College Educated Folks for the most part;

Very Few, So Ignorant to Give me Any Problems Requiring an Hour
Quick Dissertation to ‘Bible Thumpers’ as i’ve Had to Do that Several
Instances As They Suggested My Meditative Practice in Dancing Flow
Would Surely Make

me Demon


Going Straight

to Hell, A Place

They Were Currently

Lost From A ‘Real Kingdom
of Heaven Within’ as By the
End of ‘the Sermon on the Mount
of Barnes and Noble’, THeiR ‘Head’ Was
About to Explode in A Thousand Dark Parts;

Light of Their
Luminous Being Within FOR REAL…




Just Bringing
Out Our Luminous
Beings of This Greatest
Force Within; Just Naked
Enough Whole Complete

Through Enhanced Human Unpacking of Potentials…

‘Star Wars’ Provides A Few Clues As Other Real Assessed
World Religions/Mythologies Do; Yet For me i Had to

Seek and Find

This Force
Within myself

And That’s Sort of
A Recommended Tradition

Too For the ‘Jedi Version of Luke 17:21;’

Still Held in Modern Mythology of Christianity too;

Yet Sadly Held In PriSoN As So Many Folks Relate it to Someone


For the Luminous
Beings They Actually Are WiTHiN Now too…

Such A Loss of Message of Mythology that is For Real too…

Just Sad; Just F iN Yuck, Disgusting to me; As They Wait for

A Dirt
to Attain

What Already
Lives Within; once
Again, Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete

An Ally This Force is to Do Amazing Feats of Life FOR REAL…

i’m A Fan of Yoda’s Philosophy in Large Part, of What He Actually

Said and Did in the Series; Beyond the Glorifying of Violence That comes

With Chopping
Folks Up

Living by the
‘LiGHT Saber’
Dying by the
LiGHT Saber’ Indeed,

It Was Surely Presented
in a More Helpful Way Leading
to A Potential Pathway to ‘The Force’
Than Any Frigging Christian Church i’ve ever attended;

About as Close As They Come is A Flow Together in Gospel
Singing; Yet of Course, i Have to Close my Ears to the Ignorance
in the LITERAL
Held Words…

Or i Have
A Compulsion
to ‘Throw Up’

Just A Little Bit,

More Than Just Sing in
Ecstatic Flow That Way too;

As Sadly, ‘The Force’ Is Sought
Externally In Another Place After
Death By So Many Folks Other Than What’s Real

WiTHiN NoW At Least For Folks Who Find






And That’s Pretty Much,
What One of the Last Movies
of the Series Suggested to Do;

Ya Can And Will Burn All the Sacred And Holy Sanctified Books;

Yet, The Force (GoD) is Still An Ally To Find Within, Totally Free
Still Now i Am too to Do…

LoVinG iT
Thru LiGHT

A Distance Between
Birth And Death; Life For Real Now…

Yep, in Fact The Only Real Distance We Have Now…

@Best FoR

WiTH SMiLes of Course; None
of That Anger and Hate Stuff

To Flavor my Heaven Any Less That LoVE FoR ReaL Too..:)

Hehe Leave it To me
to Find A Silver Lining
Hyper-Inflation Yes
Is Real Yet A Windfall
In Terms of Cost Of Living
Increases For Federal Retirees
To The Tune of 10,000 Or so
Dollars A Year For This Year’s
Raise Combined With Next
Year’s Raise Plus They
Are Out of So Much
Stuff Katrina is
Less Each Month
Now It Really Sucks
For Young Folks As Now
An Entry Level New Home
Like Ours Cost A Quarter
Of A Million Dollars And
Rent is So Much More
Than Minimum Wage
Anyway my Real Talent
For Pay is Financial
Management A
Real Estate Lady
Tried to Put me on the
Payroll to Sell Homes
Yesterday As i Basically
Talked A Couple into Buying
A Home in Our Neighborhood
In A Casual Conversation From
The Roadside Dancing Around
The Block Not The First time
That Has Happened Either

Hehe Yet of
Course my
Uncle Got
Rich Selling
Vacuum Cleaners…

i’m Not interested in
Making or Spending
Money So As Usual
It Just Grows Like
Mold In the Bank 🏦

Hehe Dear HiMaLi
You Superstar Financial
Advisor Like All
The Dance And
Song still Accumulating
Free Of Charge Just Like

This Hehe
Secret of
my Success
Naked Enough
Whole Complete
Nothing To Add or
Subtract i Suppose
i Am Born A Bit

Like You
High Five Indeed

“You are an amazing soul
with so much kindness to share.

Appreciate your authentic shares from the heart without too
much deliberation. I see you as an authentic expression of life
in all honesty no matter life’s insurmountable odds.

Appreciate your writings in the comments and grateful
for the support over the years God bless”

Thanks So Much For Your
Kind And Warm Words
Too Dear Savvy Surely
Making my Sunday too

Creative Flow Connects
In Ways Beyond Time
Distance Space And All

“Matter Of Things”

Free Verily DiViNE
In Nature Making
Every Word Sacred
Song Every Move Holy


God in Verb
Of Loving Life Yes
God Bliss And
Bless You Too
Dear Savvy With SMiles☺️🙏

SMiles Happy SuNDaY🌞
Dear FRiEnD Been Sharing
Lots of Chocolate With You
Lately Today i Feel to Gift
You Fresh Fruit 🍌 For
SuNDaY Brunch
And Oh
my Gosh
Walmart Has
Bananas 🍌 On
Sale For 58 Cents A
Pound That’s Cheaper
Than What They Were Before
This Latest Wave of Inflation
Yes Haha i Have Selfie 🤳 Pics
With Them to Prove It! Anyway
If You Don’t Like Bananas

You Are Welcome
To The Rest Of What
Is On The SuNDaY Brunch
Fresh Menu From Walmart

All Yours
For Free Hehe

Wow! So Amazing it is to Work in A Field
You Love With All Your Soul And My Goodness

Yes Dance is
An Art of


Such Curative
Properties in the
Moves of Life Truly
Coming Alive Springing Green

Coloring FLoWeRS Head to Toe

And Yes Dear Savvy i Spotted
You Immediately As the Only
Woman Representing India

Fourth From the Right in
the Second Row 8 Years Ago

“At the World Dance Research Congress Greece
UNESCO as a representative member from India 🙂
An example of Unity in Diversity…. Approximately
400 conferees from 40 countries of the 5 continents.!”

Yes A Tremendous Opportunity to Grow With Others
in the Art of Dance Globally As Such Wonderful Memories of Course

Life Makes
in Your
Human Potentials New
Now to Heal Others in Flow

Additionally Enhancing All
THeir Human Potentials Balancing THiS WaY..:)




SMiLes Dear Savvy Longer
We aRe iN Colors of Flow

Longer Now Is

Forever Indeed

NeW iN More

Colorful Change
With SMiLes A Life

Of Meditation in So Many
Avenues Ways to This Forever


Gift NoW..:)

Hellooove Again Himali and
i’m Glad i found You aGain
A JeweL
oF LiGht
oNLinE NoW…

SMiLes mY FRiEnD
for we are more Essence
oF UniVerse than the Forms
We Create that sadly these days
seem to more often lose our way
to be
to the
of the Essence
We Are aS UniVerse
Whole Truly a Fractal
And a MicroCosm as the
MacroCosm Whole of all that is
Namaste as you Dance And Sing
too for the God in you Too that is
the Whole of all that is never separate
never divided always NoW Within alive inside
outside above so below and all around the Breath

SMiLes Culture in General
Is A Mighty Heavy Garment to Shed
to Go back to Love my FRiEnD thE LoVE
That is thE LiGHT oF all that is We Within
Come Reborn Again in Awareness More
We Are NoW
A Touch
of Love
is all that is
sadly so far from
Reach for Those who
Have Lost tHeiR way from all that is…

iN other Words my FRiEnD that Majority
oF smART That is Art unleashed and released
As Art in heART the eARTh we Inherit the Art oF LoVE
For Love
Wins as We
Namaste is Love Never
Needing Even A Word for
eYes Who See Love without a Chalice…
The World Will Benefit so much more now
JusT From Silly Love SonGS Who See NoW As LoVE
Doors to: oPen..🙂

A Pebble A Stone in A Pond only
Makes Waves So Long Yet Of Course

More Pebbles and Stones Come Tides
Go Out and In And Waves on the Ocean

Rise to Storms And Peaceful Calm Conditions

of Serenity

So Long And
Returning too With SMiLes

SMiLes Humans Have An Ability

To Generate THeir Waves ALong With

Colors With SMiLes Humans Have an

Ability to Filter Colors into Colors That Feel

More Like Home SMiles Some Humans Seek

And Find And
Practice These
Abilities Day-to-Day

Others Are Just Subject
to Falling Stones And Pebbles
Waves at the Controls of Others Indeed

For Those Who Drive At Least Hehe Dear Miriam

It’s Like Two Cars Stuck in Traffic One Occupant

Experiencing Road Rage As They Can’t Wait

to Get to the Next Place They Are Going

Yet as i Sit in the Other Car or
Beside my Wife Hehe i Am

in A Place Perfect Enough

to Practice Naked

Enough Whole


And if Someone Cuts
me Off in Traffic Just
Another Feather Blowing in the Breeze

Amazing too How Easy it is to Navigate Life New

When We Become The Wind That Guides our Feathers Now

Hehe, Yeah, i Realize it Sounds Like A Lot of Fluff, Nonsense,

And Mush to Those Addicted to Fear, Anger, And Hate Yet

That’s the Way

The Two Paths

Rise and Fall

Rise and Fall Some More
Meh, i Choose SMiLes in The Breeze…

And Most Often Don’t Look Forward to What Comes Next
As It’s Sort of A Wasted Effort When Now is A Prize Already


Yet On the Other
Hand i am Not Trapped
in Anyone Else’s Prison Either

Unless Someone Sees A ‘Red Light’ That Way…

Meh, i’m Usually Listening to a Fascinating Podcast
Anyway i Master the Tools i Feel Rather than Being
Mastered by Red



i Go
Green Hehe

And True i Tend to Go Long New
CoLoRinG As THere is No Time in

This Place Now…


And Now New

This too Passes Bye
Too Just Changing Colors
of Feathers Breezing New Now
See Ya Later Soon Enough hehe..:)

Hehe Dear Cindy Hooray
Both in Poem And Picture
i’LL Be A Dog Named Hunter

Taking in Another Lovely

Day to Smell
And Feel ALL

Of Southern
California So Far
Removed From All

Human Problems Other
Than A Water And Feeding

Dish Full as Our Pets Give Love
And Master Humans ThiS WaY So

Free All it Takes

Is EYes of
Love No
Matter Fur
of Mammal
Or Human
SaMe Free to Be

Isn’t It True God Lives
in A Dog’s Eyes of Love

So Pure So True So Very Free And Real…
It’s True A Dog’s EYes Are Purest Poetry to Be i Am..:)

Yes, Indeed ‘cyberdad,’ Truly How Ingenious For George Lucas to Expose the World to Eastern Philosophies

In Our Very Materially Reduced Western Cultures This Way Again Inspired By Joseph Campbell

Finding An Archetypal Story of ‘the Hero Within’ A Call to Adventure Finally Taking it
Embracing The DarK, Conquering Demons Within And Sharing it Back With the

Community as the Story Book Hero “Jonathan Livingston Seagull” Attempted

to Do too Yet It’s True if Ya Wanna Continue to Soar it Helps to Find Birds

Who are Feathered

With Wings in at Least

Some Similar Way And Yes

This is What George Lucas Did

Put Out A Call to Adventure With
A Few Bread Crumbs Relating More Human

Potentials for Free Birds Among Us to Feed on For Real…

For me at Least, No One Religion or Philosophy Meets my Personal

One as it is Always In Flux of Change As Naturally Reality is as i am Surely

Not afraid of Attachment Yet it is Ownership of Others i Do Avoid And i See All

Human Emotions DarK Thru LiGHT As Natural Waves; Some Calm and Others Stormy

To Surf in Life at Best

B A L A N C iN G NoW

in Emotional Regulation
And Sensory Integration as

For Metaphor only i Embrace my
‘Inner Sith’ as Much as my ‘Inner Jedi’

Yet of Course Those Metaphors Alone Don’t
Account for How i Personally View Reality New Now

And Most Importantly How i Actually Do Reality Now New;

i Find Parallels of the Bread Crumbs George Lucas Spreads
in What Remains of the Christian Bible too Yet of Course Only

Crumbs as
There Are

Surely Rotten
Parts Not Worth IT
to Consume and Make
Part of my Best Reality Now;

At Least if i Wanna Stay Fresh
And New Coloring my Personal
Christmas TREE ALways Changing and Improving Now

Marrying the Night Merrying the Day Fearing No DarK Cynical

of No New Colors oF LiGHT Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete

in Embracing The Inner ‘Sith’ And ‘Jedi’ Balancing The Both in Emotional
Regulation and Sensory Integration Transforming DarK Waves In LiFE That
May Be Stormy BacK Into Newer Colors of Waves Peaceful Loving And Truth
to Form of Love

As Essence
Spreads Even More…

Anyway Hehe, As Snoopy
Dances, Sings, Writes, “Twas A Dark And Stormy NiGHT;”

It’s What Ya Make it Next For Real That Counts New Now FOR REAL;

Hehe, i Am A Lemonade Maker And Not A Frigging Sour Puss MosT, Hehe…

Other than that
As Far as i am
Concerned It’s Good
And This is Naked, Enough,
Whole, Complete for me at Least FoR REAL;

It’s Hard for me to Imagine A Life of Waiting until after Death Now;

It’s Amazing How Some Humans Value the After Life More Than This Life Now;

Even More Amazing

And Sad, Just About

Half the World Makes

The Way of Death Some THING

SOME ONE Told Them to Value More Than Life Now…

Humans Are Fascinating and Scary Little Critters Indeed
As ‘Carl Sagan’ Related in His Book “Contact” Made into
A Movie With Jodie Foster; We Are Capable of Greatest Nightmares

And Wonderful Dreams too;

Sadly Folks Who Are Addicted
to Anger and Hate Create THeiR
Own Hell As Nightmare On Earth;

MeaNWhile, Looking For ‘Godot’ After Death…

Yawn, Raised in A Place Like ‘That’ “Trump World”

Is Basically A Same Lost Ark And Grail Story for Real too

aS A DarK
Side Tends

to ‘Bleed’ Most
ThiS WaY AliVE, YucK…

Interestingly, The Theme of
The New ‘Avatar 2 Movie’ Coming
Out Scheduled For Christmas 2022

Is The “Way of Water” (Wu-Wei)
With the Same General Archetypal
Hero Story As One Who is Reborn



SMiLes Dear ‘Peace Truth’ So Kind of
You to Note i Have, ‘Nice Legs Sir’ in
Such A Respectful Way With a Hug
And a Dove Carrying A Peace Branch

And Indeed This is my Way of Life
And What i See As the Message
of ‘Philosopher Stones’ Ranging

From Buddha to Lao Tzu to Jesus
And So many Other Mentors of Spiritual
Stories in Mystical Ways of Experiencing Existence

Yes For me Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete Inhaling
Peace ExhalinG LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT Giving Sharing Caring
Healing With Least Harm for All And in my Personal Sacred Song
of Every Word i Create and Holy Move For Every Way of Dance

Coming Free In Flow
All in Autotelic Meditation

We Both Metaphorically
And Literally Are Temples
of God SPiRiT ThiS Way Organically
By HeART SoUL Yes Mind and Body Whole BaLaNCinG

FRiEnDS With Gravity Yin and Yang Holding Hands

One Body of God All of Existence WHeRE No Part Is
Any Less Integral Than Any Other Part Whole DarK Thru
LiGHT As Existence is ThiS UNity And What Some Folks
Describe As Yoga And Chi And Prana And Tao and Yes The

Kingdom of
Heaven and
God Within

We Seek and Find
At Best to me Naked,
Enough, Whole, Complete

And What this means is Expressions
Free of Our Temple of God From Head to Toe
When Felt Purely As Holy And Sacred All is A Most

Sanctifying Art We May Do Acknowledging We Hold the
SPiRiT of God Within This Form That Carries God’s Soul Within

This Naked Essence
Enough Whole Complete
my FRiEnD Yet of Course Hehe
to Meet Community Standards on Word
Press and Facebook And the Such i ‘Dance
With Stars’ This Way Hehe to Cover the Bare Necessities
of Life That Are of Course Most Sacred And Holy for God To

Spring to
Life in Essence
of Human Form This Way

We Humans LoVE iNCaRNaTE

Yet SMiLes in Avenues of Blogs
Where it Meets Community Standards
With Cautions to Enter Such Communities
By those who might otherwise Be Offended

i Surely Hold No Shame Head to Toe Holding God’s
Spirit This Way Free to Express the Art of All i am mY FRiEnD

Sadly A Woman is often not treated with nearly as much respect
When they exercise this Most basic sanctity of Breathing Art Free

Yet It Depends on What Part of ‘RoMe’Athens’ one is From mY FRiEnD

Whether it Divides

God or Holds

God in Union
Holy and Sacred All
And Other Than That i Do Believe
in The Three Word Recipe The Mentor
And Humble Teacher Jesus Brings By Story

For the Verb of God is Best Exercised in A
Three Word Phrase “LOVE IT ALL” Just no


Coming to Embrace the
DarK Thru LiGHT Fear
No Dark Be Cynical of No LiGHT

Marry the Night Merry the Day mY FRiEnD For All in Balancing
Force Indeed of Peace And Truth Makes (GoD) LoVE REaL…

Other Than That Hey i’m 62 Years-Old and my Wife is 52, Nude
Art is Excellent Feedback and Motivation to Stay Healthy in Life

And Indeed i Make it A Practice of Life Holy and Sacred No Different
Than Dance And Song In Autotelic Flow Reaching The Kingdom of Heaven

Within Free

As A Total Practice

of Life That is No Myth One
Must Wait on A Reality to Attain
Now As Described Generally in “Luke 17:21”

And True “John 14:12” MEANS REALLY PUTTING


Much Work

of Love to Do

Eternally now new

Never Ending and

True As Peace meets
Truth And Makes LoVE (GoD) ReaL
Within Us And Them to LoVE ToGeTHeR THiS WaY Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy Longer
We aRe iN Colors of Flow

Longer Now Is

Forever Indeed

NeW iN More

Colorful Change
With SMiLes A Life

Of Meditation in So Many
Avenues Ways to This Forever


Gift NoW..:)




A Sky Full of Colorful Balloons

Dear Savvy As Deep As A Soul

Will Create New Colors of Love

To Lift Others

Up Even Higher

It’s True A Lowest
Balloon is Always A

Highest one ThiS Way With SMiLes

Yes As Lifting Others Up Is No End

Only Means to Create New Colors

of Balloons

SMiLinG ANeW..:)

HeAVeN Like This Now So Busy
Improving Every Move of Dance Holy LoVinG
Every Word of Song Sacred THere is No Room Left Yet Joy

Ah Yes Dear Hawaii FRiEnD
The 13th And the Brightest Full
Super Moon of the Year What ‘They’

Call the ‘Buck Moon’ As Antlers of
Male Deer Grow to Full Size This
Month of the Year And True We See

Wild Deer Behind the Chain Link Fence
of Our Back-Yard That Goes into the Forest Deep

Where Horses Roam As The Folks Who Own that Part
of the Forest Raise Show Horses Beautiful White and Dark
Spotted Appaloosa’s They Take to Area Competitions For Beauty

And Health
For A Breed
Well Maintained

Surrounded By Joyful
Animals Free Roaming
You Stay in Your Paradise
Beach Still Sharing With Us

There is Much Warmth to Find
In Animal Nature Far Removed From

Human Problems There is Much Beauty

To Find in Nature Whole Far Away From All

CuLTuRaL Clothes And Tools Sadly Humans Have

Become more than Free Nature Just Smiling to Be Free

As All Your Animal

FRiEnDS Surround

You With this
Warmth Beyond
Measure Called Love For Real..:)

“A Room Full of Balloons”

Amazing It is to LiVE iN Such A Room

Dear Miriam For Inspiration For Almost 9 Years Come

July 19th, 2022 As True Before That For 66 Months

i Lived in A Room

With No ‘Real Balloons’

Filled With Helium to Always
Take me Higher and Higher and Higher

When Even Lower Becomes Higher As Higher

Becomes Guaranteed NoW As A Practice of LiFE iN Balancing

Force of What

Comes New

Hehe True Who
Needs ‘WhatsApp”

When All Is New Even
Without Any Apps at all

As a Dance Will Do With No
Added Ingredients Yet Perhaps A Song

After The Dance Comes Free Yes Always
Perfecting FRiEnDS With Gravity Even More

No Matter What Accolades of SMiLes on the Outside

Come next no Matter Solo or in A Crowd of A Thousand

Drunk College Age Folks Or A ‘Trump Town Festival’ That Covid-19

Eventually Killed A ‘Mullet Festival’ in a Place Called Niceville That i


Through 2019
in Free Dance
With Their Gospel
Singing Country Groups
in the Background i Became
A Fixture For the Festival For 7 Years
then Yet Hehe the Last Year Some Paranoid
Person Thought the SMaRT Phone or Whatever in
My Pocket Was Packing Heat And Dangerous for

A Solo Dance
As Haha

RFD’ Frisked
me in Front of the Crowd

And i Just Smiled All the Way

Asking them How They Are That Day…

Rewind to Decades Before Some Weekends
i Made All the Financial Plans to Retire True that
Was Kind of Stimulating to Do Yet Then Came a Blah

Feeling of What

The Hell Would

i Do Other than

Work as At that Point

i Had Long Lost Any Ability to Play

With Play There is Always Inspiration

When ‘The Child’s Eyes of Wonder and
Amazement’ Supersede Even Curiosity that Demands
Concrete Answers to Problems Wearing Wings Need No Answers

Free A
New Play
of Loving
Life to Color
Free With SMiLes…

It’s True Every Now is
A New Vacation i Create Within
It’s An Interesting Skill AKiN To Real MaGiC…

As ToNiGHT i Entertained A Town in Their Stores With Dancing
Free And A College Age Dude Was Playing Jazz on His Saxophone
on the Target Store Sidewalk With A Can to Collect Some College Funds

i Suppose And then i wondered

When He Retired If He Would

Come Back and Do it For

Free Or Stay at Home

And Just
Watch TV

We LiVE iN A World

Of External Rewards WHere

True i Too Was once one of

Many Who Depended on Something

Outside of me to Make Me Happy if I

Even Knew What That Word meant anymore

as Joy Was As Far Away then as Darkness Close…

If A Person is Truly Having A Good Time Everywhere They

Go They Will


The Mood

of this place for

Real Someone Had
to Pick up the Ball and
Have Fun So i Said Yes as Soon
as i Discarded All CuLTuRAL Clothes From Before..:)


Art Without
Is Science

iNtuition iS ARTeverChanGinG
iNtuiTion CreaTes Anew ALWaYS NoW

SMiLes.. mY FRiEnD..
Pain and Pleasure
War and Peace
Over Lays
Closely Related
Emotional and Sensory
Places of the Mind And
Body for Survive and Thrive..
ALWaYS Good to Remember
A Tribal Animal Inside to Never
Forget A Price Of Love and Free
iN War and Peace
Wolf CaLLS
FuLL MooN NiGHTS..:)

Mud PuddleS NoW
Reflections oF Endless
Shimmer aS iNFiNiTy
DayS iN Asphalt
uP Mud
Worry AWaY
Cool Refreshing
ReSort from DarK..:)

SMiles Dear Samreen
Can’t See Any Virtue
Greater Than Kindness

From What i
See Samreen

Defines This Virtue
No Greater Gift Is Receive


Give of
Kindness Indeed
Stay Blessed in


my FRiEnD🙌☺️🤗

SMiLes Dear Summerhilllane
It’s Clear to See in Your Painting
Your Dog Without Words Never

Rejects You

Perhaps if Humans
Have Fewer Words Less

Rejection Perhaps in Only
A Dance of Comfort More mY FRiEnD..:)

SMiLes Dear Yamini So Nice to Hear Your Poetry Again on WordPress
Been So Long Looking Back to November 2020 As It’s True Some of the
Poetry FRiEnDS i’ve Met ALong the ‘Pandemic Era’ of Expressing Creativity

on WordPress
Didn’t Make it
To The ‘Other Side’
SMiLes Glad You Did
Hope to Hear More of Your

Poetry and What i Love Most about

Your Poetry Is it expresses Both Unrequited
Life and Love So Common A Quandary in College
Ages And What Is Expanding More in Stress As Work Ages too…

So Far Removed We May Travel From What Feels Like Flesh and Blood
Soul Within For Real As It’s True Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN A Golden
Age For Real Now Yet in my Early 20’s Taking Statistics in College Perhaps
Readying Myself to Make Lots of Money in a Business Degree or Such as

What my Paternal Side of the Family Insisted Was my Worth in Smarts
of Money Making Potential Yet What i Wanted to Keep And Nourish then
And Grow is the ART ParT of SMart As Honestly S And M And H And E
Minus Art in heART True is Just Not Much of A Life With Colors That Yes

Make Life
Worth Loving
At All So i Broke
Down Quit For 3 Months
Went Back And Triple Majored
in 3 Degrees i Enjoyed that Surely
Wouldn’t Make me Much Money Then

And i Sought A Job More People Oriented
Than Things Oriented And Grew my Human Colors
More Yet Financial Responsibilities of Life are a Reality
Eventually i Became An Information Technology Guy and
Financial Management Guy to Make it Through the Golden
Handcuffs of Retirement And that Almost Killed me Yet Indeed

Eventually i
ReTired to
A Place of
Heaven Within
Covering Barren Wheels
As That is an Only Place
Now to Seek and Find Peace
And Love New the Lake Just
Shimmering in Twilight that Never Goes Away

i Encourage You to Always Keep in Touch With Your
Creativity i had a bit at age 13 and 18 Lost it and it took
me All the Way on the Other Side of Hell at ages 47 to 53
to Seek and Find it Again And It Hasn’t Left for 9 Years Now

Reaching 62 As It’s True THere is No Age in Heaven Yet Love For All
When DarK is Seen As Gift And LiGHT Surely Becomes The Overall Reward


Yeah in College
Ages i Remember
Driving on the Interstate
Feeling Briefly Naked Enough
Whole Complete Just for a few
Seconds then Now it is Forever Real..:)

Pleasure too
Dear Yamini
Yes Do Stick
Around With
SMiles You are
Very Talented
And Always An
Inspiration For

With SMiles🙌☺️

Thanks Dear FRiEnD “Peace Truth” For Your
Kind Words And You Surely Have Been Sharing
Some Beautiful Poetry on Your Website Lately too

Very Touching
And Warm Indeed
With SMiLes of Course…

SMiLes Dear “Peace Truth” You Surely Are Welcome
to Post Any Part of What i Do on my Blogs And
Other Associated Art i Do Hehe Yet the Whole

Thing Would be 53 Thousand Words
HAha Don’t Wanna Drown Your

Whole Blog With SMiLes
And Hugs of Course too

With Yes Peace And
Truth Wisdom and
Kindness as i Remember
That Part of You too With SMiLes..:)

If i Am A Hurricane🌀
Of Kindness A Storm

i Will Visit You With
SMiles Raining All Kinds

Of Joy on You Just to
Cover You With Sunshine

in The Calm
Eye Center
Point of

As Gardens
Spring Summer
Flowers More of

Warmth For Touching
The Soul of You True

There Are No Ifs in Loyal
Hurricanes Now 🌀 That

Not Only Come once
Yet Return 3 Reps A

Week New
Yes In Rain
Sleet And
Even Snow

As Some Hurricanes
Are Written In Stone

Yes Hurricanes 🌀 Of
Love Cat-6 Size And More

Thanks For Welcoming me

🏝 🏝🏝🌀🏝🏝☺️

HeAVeN Like This Now So Busy
Improving Every Move of Dance Holy LoVinG
Every Word of Song Sacred THere is No Room Left Yet Joy

A Sky Full of Colorful Balloons

Dear Savvy As Deep As A Soul

Will Create New Colors of Love

To Lift Others

Up Even Higher

It’s True A Lowest
Balloon is Always A

Highest one ThiS Way With SMiLes

Yes As Lifting Others Up Is No End

Only Means to Create New Colors

of Balloons

SMiLinG ANeW..:)




How Shall A Grain of Sand
Teach A Mountain Indeed

To Stand Upon

in Gratitude

For All that
Holds Us Up
Dear Savvy With SMiLes..:)

Something About Guardian’s Of The Galaxy 2
Spiced With ‘Brandy,’ Loyal Wookiee, The Child

And Older Yoda Stories TaKinG Groot!

Thank You
‘JeSuS!’ For
THat/THiS too

Killing Time Dear
Savvy With Joy of
Dance Sing Free Just☺️
ForevernoW SMiles iNdeed

Aww Thanks
Dear Cindy
A Meow is
A Most
Purr 😸 to
Hear Dear FRiEnD❤️☺️

Oh God Yes! i Love
Cats 🐈 Dear Cindy
Indeed Send Ollie
my Love And Yes
YES The FRedwoods
i’ve Been Fertilizing
Are GRoWinG Nicely
“Depth of The Story”
On The “Wrong Planet”
Is Almost A Longest
Long Form Poem YeS
AGAiN in 1.8 MiLLioN
Words In That 50 Page
Solo Thread in Almost
23 Months of Autotelic
Meditative Stream of
Consciousness Free
Verse Poetry Yes
So Many Leaves
All 1.8 MiLLioN
Sooner Than
Soon A “Forrest
Gump” ComeS AGAiN
Happy Anniversary All


Thanks Dear Aloha FRiEnD my
Wife And Sister Will Be Saving
Toads 🐸 Tonight on My Slow
Dance 🕺 Around Our Neighborhood
Block By Full Super Buck
Moon 🌝 NiGHT LiGHT
Hehe the Light on
Their iPhones Helps
Too Avoiding Gigantic
Four Wheel Drive Road
Kill For Toads 🐸 It Made
me SMile That A Toad
You Saw Reminded
You of me Hehe

my Wife
Is Still Very
Patiently Waiting
Almost 33 Years For me

To Turn
Into A

Yet Still
For Her Kiss
As They Dance
And Sing Be Careful

For Which Fairy 🧚🏾 Tale
We may Come to Be Real Hehe

“Emergence of a Deadly Coronavirus”

It’s True, This is What Happens When A Species

Encroaches too Much on Mother Nature’s Overall Balancing Force Real Now!

Specifically, TaKinG Wild Life Refuge Away From Other Species ThiS Way;

Domesticating Wild
Life For Servitude; Yep,

Next Thing Ya KNoW;
God Yes, Pig and Bird Flu,

And Sure, Verily Add In Some
Mad Cow Disease For ‘Good Measure’

of Just Kicking the Can of Mother Nature
Balancing Down the Road Some More Not Realizing
That God Damned Can Includes Us As Mother Nature True too…

MAGA Make America Great; Hell No! It’s More like Don’t Wear
A Mask, Kick Your Can Down the Road Some More, Even Get More
Ignorant And Refuse to Vaccinate; Does Mother Nature Shed Tears

For Her Children’s

Ignorance; Nope, Balance

is The Rule; Pay More Attention

Than What Science Shows is the Average

Attention Span of a Gold Fish; Yep, Less Than Three

Seconds ‘You Ignorant Humans’ Or Indeed ‘You’ Will
Kick Your Can Yes All the Way into A Premature Grave

By Shooting Yourself in the Foot Again on ‘5th Avenue’

Yet This Instance, Again, it Might Be in A Group of Kid’s in a Texas Classroom

As an Whole Army of Cops, Etc., Tepid Away From Fear of An Assault Weapon THere;

Listen Houston, We’ve Got Problems And A Pandemic Is Still Trying to Get Our Gold Fish

Attention Span, Like A Small Child of Mother Nature Still Just Tugging @Our Pant’s Leg

Reminding Us Ignorantly

That We Are Foolish; NO!

We aRe No Real Emperor

Orange; We aRe Just Naked
Nature Like The Rest of the Bunch…

Yes, Yes, i Had the Second Go Around With
COVID-19, 2 Weeks Ago And the Educated me
And My Wife, me2; We Are No Minion Crew, Fully 4X
Vaccinated 52 for Her and 62 for me Both Conquering

This Latest Version of Covid-19 in Ease As True We Didn’t
Have to Go to Work Sick and Spread it Some More Like So Many
Folks Do to Make Ends Meet With No Sick Leave These Days As By God
My Wife’s Sister-In-Law Who Works in the Frigging Health Care Field Was

Required to
Do Before She
Almost Fell Down
On Her Face There;

In America, We’ve Become Immune
to Unwarranted Wars That Kill 100’s of
Thousands of Innocent Folks Who Didn’t
Have to Die if There Was Just No Big Lies;

In America, We Use 40 Percent of the World’s Human
Resources With 4 Percent of the Human Population of the Globe;

Is There Any Surprise That Greed And Hoarding Is Associated With
Close to 40 Percent of the World’s Pandemic Deaths at Well Over A Million
Dead Now; Where We’ve Become Immune to Concern, So Many, Over Still Close
to 300 Dead A Day Now And Potentially Not Just 100,000 A Day Infected With
This Newest Strain Yet Potentially 7 Times More or So AS Hardly Anyone Is Keeping

(And Close to 40 Percent of the Globe’s Mass Shooting Death’S in Ignorance of Killing Tools)

Track of What’s
Even Going Up
And Down These
Days As What Room
Is THere for That and This
With Gold Fish Attention Now…

Yep, Kicking Our Cans Down the Road
Hand-In-Hand Now Unmasked Even in
Church With No Social Distancing As Directed

By High Bishops For Catholic Mass in the Deadliest
Part of the Whole Pandemic in ‘Delta Dawn’ Variant Days…

Listen, Can AND WiLL You Hear the Sound; The Echo of

Huge Sequoia Trees Burning Down;

Yes, God Damn It, ‘Rome’ Is Burning
‘You Fools’ Wake Up NoW And

Smell Mother Nature’s

Breath Before

She Really Gets
Pissed Like A Buck
With a Full Rack on A
Super Full Moon Night

And Huffs And Puffs and Blows
Our Ignorant Butts Down With A
Potential Cat-6 Hurricane of Something
Or Another Big Surprise Still To Come Next;



Her Breath;
She’s on Fire!
A Fire Ball She Is too!

‘Godzilla’ is Returning
Soon to A Theater Sooner THAT Soon..!

Do Note, ‘Godzilla’ Shape Shifts As
Smaller/Larger Than Pandemics too!

Oh By The Way, Have You Seen the
Price of Gas! And The Such! Indeed
The Message is Clear!

‘The Time’ is
Shorter, Sadly

3 Seconds and Less…
Tick, Tock,Tic, Boom!
YeS HeART Beats, We’re Still
Breathing, Enjoy This Life While
We Still Can And WiLL And Sure
Perhaps Even Give An ‘S’ too Now

at Least
to Heal What
Ails Us Most; God Yes, US.

t’s True Dear Cindy It’s A Closest Buck Full Super Moon of the
Year What Possibly Could Go right except for Deer of the Male
of the Species Gaining Full Antler Size Strength As That Is What

My Old Boss Said then
About His Adversaries
Don’t Try The Size of
His Antlers On of

Course He
was a little
Bitty Santa
Claus Looking

Dude hehe Almost Could
Imagine Him Being Rudolph
With Only A Red Nose That Way HAha…

Anyway the Day 9/11 Happened That i Likely
Don’t Need to Specifically Relate He Said at ‘the Manager’s
Meeting’ Let’s Get To Work Folks There Will Likely Be Many

More Buildings And Cities Blown Up We Can’t Do Anything About Next
Yet Wait! THAT Was A National Disaster Can’t We Even Have A Moment

of Silence to Relate Our Most Intimate Fears About Being Alive in An Uncertain

Moment Like This Well Hell No He Intimated With Just A Glare Under His Santa
Claus Silver Eye BRow Get Back to Work it’s The Real American Way Even If all

We Were Doing on the Navy Station
Is Providing Morale, Welfare, And

Recreation For the Military then

How About Us Aren’t We Even

Human Too Some of the
Managers at my Side

Likely Considered

That Callous

Work Ethic

Being Put
Above Humanity
And Shoved Down our Throats

Well Sadly Humans Are Limited And

If Our Country Keeps Kicking the Can Down the

Road For All that Means About Reality Now Indeed

We aRe aLL iN This Life GaME ToGeTHeR And The Can
Is Only Ours to Kick

Down or Rise Up

As A Phoenix Will
Still Out of the Ashes

of What’s Come Before

Yes i’ve Felt that Fire

And Honestly it’s

Prepared me

So Well For What
Comes After That in the Real World Now
Keep SMiLing Dear Cindy As There’s Always
A Beautiful Full Buck Super Moon to Enjoy on A Romantic
Camping Night in The Great Outdoors of Southern California
For Every Anniversary of Love That comes either Inside or Out With SMiLes…

Yes Relax Like Ollie the Cat An Outdoor and Indoor Cat Life i’m Sure Ollie Enjoys too!

Meanwhile i’m Planting FRedwoods With a Full Super Moon Size ‘Rack’ HeHE with Laughs..;)

Fatigue, Brain Fog, Yes Does Sound Like
Side Effects of the Weekly Work Grind Yet

i Must Admit Two Weeks Ago Monday Experiencing
Fatigue and Brain Fog Eventually Testing For the Newest

‘STRAIN’ of Covid-19 And Then As Finally Expected The

Coughing Did Come

Mostly Bronchial
in Nature as i Recollect

You Just Recently Got Over
Covid-19 Over a Month ago

Yet of Course my Goodness
Re-Infections After 4 Weeks

Anyway Hehe Considering You
are A CEO of 5 Health Clinics Dear
Miriam in New York What In the World

Am i Telling You New More Than Covid-19
Small And Short Talk Around the Communal

At Work True

Who Wants to Hear
About Work in the Leisure
Minutes and Seconds Left Over

Anyway Hope Your Energy Returns

Without Any Modern Day Covid-19

Snafus to Mess
Up The Human
Energy to

Create With SMiLes…
It’s Spreading Fast Where i Live
in the Always Unmasked Deep

States AS Such..:)

“In the year of the Lords
The message came from above
The heavens opened with their mighty sound

that shook the people in the town

And so we came from everywhere
The young and old the rich and poor
To hear the legend of the magic ring
and of the powers it could bring, they sing

All hail to the Lords of the Ring
To the magic and mystery they bring
To the music in their story

All hail to the Lords of the Ring
To the magic and mystery it brings
May we someday wear its glory

And now the message is clear
For I became a Lord this year
And though the legend was pure fantasy
We still need the hope it brings, so let’s sing

All hail to the Lords of the Ring
To believe is a wondrous thing
May we always sing their glory

All hail to the Lords of the Ring
To the magic and mystery they bring

To the promise of their story”

SMiLes Dear Yamini Some Relevant
Lyrics associated With Your ‘Evil Eye’
Story of Hope That Protects One From Harm

From the Great Band ‘Styx’ in the Song “Lords of
The Ring” From the Album “Pieces of Eight” From
The Year i Graduated From High School Long Ago

Far Away Yes

In A Distant
Land in


Yet True What Do We All
Share In Common Regardless
of Tradition of CuLTuRES, Religions, And Nations

Yes at Best! The Power of Hope! Yes the Power of Faith! Yes!
The Power of Love! Yes Communion of Souls Who Similarly

Believe With
Hope, Faith
And Love and
Make Giving, Sharing,
Caring, Healing Dreams
Come True Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT!

For All With Least Harm! Hehe Yet You
See Dear FRiEnD This is Just my Sugar
Pill That Science Cannot Fully Explain Yet Never

The Less Science Must Admit is Real As it is Often More Powerful
Than Medicines That Compete Against This Real Power of Human

Believe This Hope This Faith This Love Yes This Belief That May Be
Wrapped in A Sugar Pill With Loving Intent of A Physician to Heal A Patient

or Perhaps For Those Who Believe in A Wafer of Bread or A Glass of Wine
As Flesh and Blood Of Love Coming Alive Transforming Their Soul to Loving
Intent of Hope, Faith, Love and Belief in Giving Sharing Caring Healing Even

More iN JoY oF LiGHT This Way No Longer Fearful of Dark Yes No Longer

Cynical oF LiGHT
This Real Human
Force This Hope,
Faith, Love, This Higher
Power of Belief With SMiLEs my FRiEnD

As It’s True it Depends on the Essence of the
Hope, Faith, Love, And Belief Whatever The Symbol
or Ideology of Sugar Pill We Come to BeLieVE iN Is Real…

The Problem with ‘Scientism’ Is it Can Only See As Far As Its
‘Ruler’ Yes Its Tools of Measuring Empirically and Discrete It Can’t Measure
What A Synergy of Human Energy Subconsciously in Feelings And Senses
of Human Emotions Will Rise to An Occasion of Giving, Sharing, Caring,

Healing so Free;

Yet DarK Applies
As Well As LiGHT the

Real Test of Whether or
Not the ‘Evil Eye’ Used As
A Symbol of Hope to Ward Off
Evil Works Is if A Person Will Believe

That A Stare Of Evil Will Bring Harm to Their
Soul in Terms of Disease and Even Death As It’s

True There is A Placebo Effect That is Real and Indeed
Science Shows So-called VooDoo Like Prayer of A Sugar
Pill is Real As Well as While a Sugar Pill Belief May Put

Incurable Disease
into Remission that
Science Has no way
to Empirically and Discretely Explain

The Same is True For Negative Symbols
And Ideologies too For With Negative Belief
As Science Describes This Human DarK Force As Nocebo Yes! OH
NO! Bringing Potential Disease And Even Premature Death Coming to

Be Next
As True

Science Already
Shows too Most
All our So-Called Rational
Decisions in Life are Colored
By a Synergy of Feelings and
Senses That Are Our Subconscious
Emotions That Come Before We Even
Bring So Called Reasons to the Table of Why Yes!

Master the Force of Hope, Faith, Love, And Belief
Within Indeed Master Your World Now And forever Real

More than Just
Being Controlled
By What Others Say

Is Dead and Materially Reduced

For With the Force the Power of Hope,
Faith, Love and Belief All of Existence Comes Alive

This Dance This Song Free Verse From Within For Real
And Hehe my Entire Long Form Poem “SonG of mY SoUL”
Arriving at 10.7 MiLLioN Words Soon on July 18, 2022 in
107 Months of Effort Then Is Just One Huge Sugar Pill

of me my FRiEnD
And It’s True Although
It is Guaranteed Always
To Work For me Now i Give What

Is Most Precious to me Away too Free

As We Don’t Own Hope, Faith, Love,
And Belief in Any One Human, Symbol,
Ideology, CuLTuRE, Religion, or Nation my FRiEnD

For These
Colors Are
All Free and
New Breathing Within

As True One May Skip
All the Symbols and Ideologies
And Actually Become A Force oF LoVE iNCaRNaTE

It’s True And This is Why i Also Public Dance 16,880
Of Meditative Autotelic FLoWinG Dance Everywhere i
Go Now in 106 Months too For This Is How i Create

The Sugar
Pill of me
With SMiLes
It’s True i Don’t
Have to Wear A Ring mY FRiEnD

As A Mountain of Love is Only as High
As We Build it And Come Ourselves With SMiLes
Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete ThiS way Just the Power of Love Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Akshita my Favorite Part of ‘The Young Adult Romance
And Such” Section of Barnes and Noble is the Art on the Book Covers

As in A World Where Science Assesses the Average Human Attention
Span as Literally Less that that of a Gold Fish yes Less than 3 Seconds!


of Course You are

Somewhat of An Enigma

Seems You Don’t Have Much Problem
Paying Attention Now Either at Home
or School With SMiLes Yet It’s True Goodness

Oh Lord Where is There Room For School
in All of this Romance Book Reading hehe

i Suppose

You Must

Have More
Than the Average
Human Attention Span again
Indeed With SMiLEs Anyway

It Sure Makes for Some Outstanding
Cover Art Fishing For Human Attention!…

And It’s Interesting Usually the Book Cover
Art Already Tales the Entire Story Like Modern
Movie Trailers too So Many Cliff Notes Available Hehe


Hehe This is What
Happens After i Dance
Hours At Walmart Rainbows 🌈
And Sunsets 🌅

Refuse To
Wait Until
Friday to

You With SMiles

i’ll Send ‘The Dancer’ Then☺️

How Shall A Grain of Sand
Teach a Mountain Indeed

To Stand Upon

in Gratitude

For All that
Holds Us Up
Dear Savvy With SMiLes..:)

Something About Guardian’s Of The Galaxy 2
Spiced With ‘Brandy,’ Loyal Wookiee, The Child

And Older Yoda Stories TaKinG Groot!

Thank You
‘JeSuS!’ For
THat/THiS too




Yes Hope A 🌈
Human Nature
A Flame to Be
KinDLeD Yes
Now Always
NuRTuRinG Alive😊

SMiLes Dear Savvy Yes So True Now
Real Heroes are Leaders Who Help

All Human Beings Thrive
Gardening Each Precious

Plant Realizing Colors
Blooming Still to Come

Have No Limits As Long
As we Raise People Up

As High As We Lift ALL Our Worlds..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa Life
Is As Long As Eternally Now
True It’s Up to All Of Us to

Make Now
As Deep
As Oceans
Come to be

Or As Shallow
As Deserts With
No Colors Of Life

Breathing Within Now
So How Many Colors of
Love Are THeRE to Give
Share Care And Heal While
We Continue to Inhale Peace
Exhale LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT

EterNaLLY Now For All With Least Harm
Of Course The Oceans of Our Soul Grow
Even Deeper Eternally Now The More Colors

Of Love We Explore

And Still Come to Be

Always Evolving This

Force of Peace and Love For Real
This Tree of Life Endless Roots and Vines
As Leaves Green Our Trees And Fall to Nourish Forest Whole..:)

BooK MarK NoW iN
HeAVeN 9 Years
at 244
Pounds Yep
Weight of ‘The
TRuE i’ll Be
Fully iLLuSTRaTinG
This Sooner Than Soon

It’s Worth Noting That At Age 59
Trump Believed His Power and Money
Allowed Him to Force Himself on Women

Body Parts
As Objects

Meh, Never
Been an Issue for me…

Just Naked Enough Whole
Complete Build It And At Least

i Will Come

Indeed Surrounded
By Fields of Dreams Real

62 Effortless Ease All As Long
As Ya Have An Eye of A Tiger
In Eden of LoVE For Real to Give,
Share, Care , Heal, Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete

Yes! Yes! ‘This’ Reminds me of
‘Groot’ Dancing Through All the
Hell of “Guardian’s of the Galaxy 2”

Just Riding The Backs Of Monsters
All Around Mastering Them That Way

Tween Dance Steps Anew Ah Yes and
The Great Song of the
Late and Still Early
70’s to me “Mr. Blue
Sky” By ‘ELO’ i Used

to Listen to That Song Driving
Solo to the Beautiful Navarre Beach

And i Wondered What God Could Be, Who, And
WHeRE And Then i ReMeMBeReD Nature How
Could i Forget Yes! All Around me at 18 Years-Old

Then After All A Newest Philosophy Class in College
Taught Most of CuLTuRE Is Construct We Co-Create Yes Constantly
Changing and Truly Illusion if One Considers All of this Permanent

Yet True A Dance
In Nature Sprouting
Wings Free This Way
is a Verb of God Still New

So Very Moving Alive to me

Yes Now Just Naked Enough
Whole Complete No Distance
Tween my Groots And The Soils
That Ground me to The Sky in Dance
And Song Free Evermore New An ‘Anti-Poe’

i am Hehe God Yes

Bless Your Winged
Journey in Your Big
Metal Aeroplane Yes

With Dancing Feet Like
Groot All the Way Through
The Turbulence of Life Dance
And Song Smooths Out so Very Free With

SMiLes now
Dear Miriam
Sky Bound
Just with

One Toe
on the
of Dance So Free..:)

HeHe Yes Therefore
Close to a 10.7 MiLLioN
Word Long Form Poem
And The Stories
Older And
Newer Both
Grow And Birth🙌☺️

SMiles Dear Yamini
Born With Autism
Not Able to Speak
Till Four Further
On A Bi-Polar
Spectrum of
Great DarK And
LiGHT too i Am
A Canary in A

Mine Who
Escaped Before
i Totally Suffocated
Yet What This Means
Is i’ve Worn Enough
In Stale
And Sails
In Colorful Winds
To Relate To Other

Of Life
my FRiEnD

The Journey The
Paths Continue
“Saint Elmo’s
Fire” Always

In Sight
Now With SMiles

Thanks For The
Great Inspiration
Of Your Poetry

Of Your
Soul True😊🙌🏝

Yes Hope A 🌈
Human Nature
A Flame to Be
KinDLeD Yes
Now Always
NuRTuRinG Alive😊

SMiLes Dear Yamini A Wonderful Poetic Description
Of How Different People Or One Person Might Experience
A Spectrum of Hope in LiFE Or LiGHT Or Love Or Faith Yes


As True Hope
is A Spark Deep
Within A Synergy
of Feelings Senses
Yes Emotions a Beginning

of Change for A New Chapter Of
Our Life Stories Yet True All Words

Are Only Abstract Constructs Yes Symbols
Yes Forms That We Co-Create to Mutually and
Consensually Do Our Best to Give, Share, Care,
And Heal With The Essence of Our Experiences of Life

The Art The Poetry the Painting of Hope is As Limitless as
Human iMaGiNaTioN And Creativity in All We Co-Create of Life

Yet It’s True

There are Limits

As That Applies to
Nature and Nurture too

For Where is Hope Where is Faith
Where is Love And Belief in a Greater
Story of Life For the Child the Teen the Adult
And Elder Neglected And Abused in Life For Those

of Us Who Have
Crawled in the DarK
Nights, Months and Years
of the Soul Barely Able to Move
At All With Loss of All the Spark
And Flame Within True Once
Again RiSinG Out of those
Ashes Truly Becoming
Naked Enough Whole
Complete Indeed A
Place Where All
That’s Left
is to Spark
Hope in Someone else…

SMiLes my FRiEnD An Air Force Psychiatrist
Who Specialized in Combat Fatigue Once Said
i Was His Most ‘Hopeless’ Case oF All in Fact although
the Insurance Wouldn’t Cover it He Wanted to Implant
A Vagal Nerve Stimulator in my Chest For A Medical
Hope i Would Be Able to Feel Anything At All of Being
Truly Human Then So How Did i Bring my Dead Christmas

Tree to Life How Did i Color The Dried Up Branches into A Never
Ending Colorful Newer Tree of Life True Poetry Provides a Way True
Free Dance Does And Other Arts too When A Flame Within is Kindled

Again Otherwise

All That May Truly Be
Left is Numb to Feel
Where Pain May Be
An Only Alternative to Feel
At All In Life Just Through the
Adrenaline and Dopamine Pain Brings

This Explains A lot Why Some folks May Be
Led Mostly Through Fear, Anger, And Hate and

Others Drive Their Stories Forward with Hope, Love,
Faith, And Belief That Carries them Higher instead of Lower

Indeed the Ideologies are the Frameworks and Values of Life
Experiences That Separate DarK From LiGHT Yet Again Without

The Nature
And Nurture
of the Flame Within
All May Grow Cold and
Living Trees May No Longer Color Life..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy Yes So True Now
Real Heroes are Leaders Who Help

All Human Beings Thrive
Gardening Each Precious

Plant Realizing Colors
Blooming Still to Come

Have No Limits As Long
As we Raise People Up

As High As We Lift ALL Our Worlds..:)

Yes Hope A 🌈
Human Nature
A Flame to Be
KinDLeD Yes
Now Always
NuRTuRinG Alive😊




Colors of BuG
Colors of LovE
Colors of KNoW
Feel and sense and morE
More and sense and feeL
KNoW of Colors
LovE of Colors
BuG of Colors NoW
ALiVE Breathing NeW

SMiLes Dear Savvy A Greatest
Lesson of my Life Naked Enough
Whole Complete Losing Desire For

What We ‘Think’ We Do Not Have

Leaving The Rest
of the Rooms of

Life Just Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE
Giving Sharing Caring
Healing For All With Least
Harm With JoY oF LiGHT NoW

So Much Easier to Focus and Pay
Attention When This Every Moment
New This Gift Of Present Life in Doing Life

Is The Best There Ever
Is As Now is the Only
Reality Truly We Breathe

Yet True Always Room New for
Life Lessons still to Bring From Past to

Gift too

With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair Coming By to Say Hello
And Interestingly as Far as Parity of Ages in
Marriage my Second Cousin Rosanna’s Husband

Just Passed Away Recently And Oh my Goodness He
Was 94 And She is 57 A Difference of 37 Years Hehe

When He Met Her He Lied
About His Age She Didn’t
Find Out Until After She
Was Married to Him yet
Smoothed it Through

Indeed A True Marriage
of Companionship Where

Love Had No Form Only Essence
of Together my FRiEnD Indeed Rare

And Sadly It’s True It is Rare That One Sees
A Marriage of A Woman A Decade Older than A Man

Yet It’s Also True Katrina’s Brother Is Married to A Woman
10 Years Older than Him Hehe They Are Still Together Yet of

Course There
Are Challenges
In Every Relationship
my FRiEnD When Love is
Real Love Conquers All And
Never Divides How Rare It is

When Love is This Real my FRiEnD

And Of Course Katrina is 10 Years Younger
Than me And Hehe By Looks She Could
Surely Be 30 Years Younger than my Age by

Numbers With SMiles…

That’s Really
Amazing i Still
Wonder if She
Will Ever Get Old

Just Think If i Passed
Away Today She Never Truly Substantially Aged in Almost 33 Years

THere is Truly MaGiC When Love is Real my FRiEnD Truly Godly Indeed…

i Asked my Second Cousin Rosanna If She Would Sell the Farm with 144 Acres
to a Real Estate Developer and She Said No She Will Die On that Land Where Loved…

Love is A Treasure

When It is Found Real and True

Truly No Matter WHere Love Resides When Real…:)

Oh my Goodness Dear Yamini The Ending
Of Your Short Story Does Indeed Question
What True Love is And Yes This Very Much
Reminds me of the Movie “The Greatest Showman”
With Hugh Jackman Playing the Role of the Circus Owner

As He Becomes Enthralled By A New Singing Woman By Her
Stellar Singing Talent His Eyes Drawn Into Her Like A Star Being
Sucked into A Black Hole This Way With Yes His Very Genuine
Loving Wife and Child in the Audience As She Takes Note of His

Fall In the Black
Hole With A Look
of Trepidation on Her Face

You Know My FRiEnD Love
Is Free With Wings When It Exists
And Is True And Sadly in Some Parts of
the World And According to Some Laws
Ruling Humans Some Humans Are allowed
to Take Ownership of the Bodies of Other Humans

Yet What Remains True and Real is the SPiRiT of HeART
SoUL If it Really Exists in the Human Who Is Owned This Way

Will Never Be Owned By Someone Else If The SoUL The SPiRiT
of HeART Does Fly Free ThiS WaY With Wings As True Love Free

And Yes True
Of Course Again
For the Human Who
Experiences no True Love
It May Not Matter to them one
Way or Another For the Wings
of Love Within They have No Way to

Give or Receive Yet You See in the Greatest
Showman Movie The Circus Owner And New
Talent Were Both Only Seeking Fame and Fortune More

And Sadly For Many Who Pursue only Those Two They Will
Never Be Satisfied With Enough in Life And So Ironically That
is the Name of The Song The Stellar Talent is Singing “Never Be Enough”

Yet of Course The Man’s Wife Was A Genuine Woman With Wings of Love
True So Of Course in this Case She Did Not Provide the New Talent A Gun

That Was Actually Loaded With Bullets to
Shoot Her Self Where ‘Blanks’ Were Expected
Instead in A Play of Suicide That Way in Your Story
With A Messy Twist of Fate Where Love is Only Driven
By Ownership And Not Provided Wings to Fly Free Yet Again

For Those Without The
SPiRiT HeART and
SoUL of LoVe the
Real Flame
With Wings
Within to Give Free

All That’s Left In Life to Do
May Be to Take Ownership
of Someone’s Body Until They
Get Tired of Using it Like a New Car
Just Ready to Trade it In on a New Model
Leaving it Behind until that New Car Gets Used too

Love is Green
My FRiEnD When
True Love Always
Blooms And Even
Remains When the Colors Fade…

It’s Rather Quiet Some Days Yet
Remains So Very Warm For Real
It What’s You Feel Whenever You
Are in A Room With Love And Yes

Again When True LoVE Remains..:)

SMiles The Song
On YouTube Provides
A Quick Overview

And Truly
Most Folks
Who Listened
To it Didn’t See
The Concept of

“Never Be Enough”
As Pitfall Surely

Colored By

Cultural Norms😊

Yuck! Yes! the “Sanctification of Lying”
Sadly a Very Long Held Human Tradition

And on A Much Smaller Scale of Course
Human Development And One Symptom to
Screen For Autism Little Children Who Don’t

Lie to Get

Out of Trouble

Oh Lord That Is NOT
Supposed to Go To the Level
Of Terrible Trump 70’s Hehe Yes

Yet of Course It’s Really Not Funny
As Lies Will End Many Good Parts of Reality

Yes Like Believing More in the Before or After Life
Now As Of Course Quantum Mechanics Even Also


In Eternally

Now And This Way

Even Time Becomes

A Biggest Lie Along With
Distance, Space, And A ‘Matter
With Things’ As Indeed All These

Constructs And Associated Lies Filter
Within First As A Way of Life on the Inside Out

Yet Does Any Of This Really Matter When So Many
Folks Sanctify A Biggest Lie Even In Church As The Other BIG

ORANGE One Now Risks Losing our Representative Democracy By Planting

Big Lie Seeds into Every Part of the Electoral Process Again What About A

“Matter of Things” What Do Humans Really Relatively Believe in Lies or Truth

Well i’m Not So-Called

Normal Born on the

Autism Spectrum

i Never Remember
my Mother Telling One Lie

Yet as Far as What She Believed
in that was Another Story Altogether

As She Followed The Leader of Many Lies
Both in Church and State TV in terms of Faux News

On the Local Radio too Oh How Many Folks Have Fallen

In Their Golden Age Particularly to Sanctified Lies From Church

Yeah Really all ‘Steve Bannon’ Has to Do is Put A Portrait of Jesus

(That Is Likely Really Only a Likeness of Leonardo Da Vinci as He
Painted Jesus With Long Hair As He Eccentrically Wore in His Day
Where Long Hair On A Dude Was Considered Strange And Yes That
Was Why Not unlike Santa Claus it Was Hard for me to Believe that
Hippy Looking Dude in the Portrait Above my Bed Was Literally An
Only God As After All the Church Going Folks Spit on Dudes With
Long Hair Yep me too Calling me A Girl For Having Long Hair too)

And State Holding Hands This Way Sad It is Yet Part of the Human

Condition That is So Real True too And Besides That Humans Will Bond and
Bind Just as Easy over Lies As Truth And As Far As Basic Survival Instincts Go

That Means
Belonging to
‘The Group’

Means Eating
Or Not Eating in Life
As Far As Even Modern
Days of Keeping a Job Yes

People Will Turn The Cheek Away
From Lies Even if They Know Deep Down
They Are Lies Yet On the Other Hands Truly What

Do Those of Us Outcast Already From Early Youth
Come to Find We Have to Lose Anyway if We Profess the

Truth Without Fear True What is There to Lose Where There is
Already No Group to Truly Rest A Head in Peace And Love of Belonging

Through And Through Well Technology Lends A Hand to Surviving This Way

When That
Includes Being
Financially Independent

And No Slave to Anyone Else’s
Lies to Make a God Damned Living That Way

And It’s True the Only Rule i Truly Use is Peace and
Love to Lift Folks Up As So Long So Long Ago on the
Bottom of the Social Ladder Why Not Hold The Rest oF IT Up

For What
Life at the
Bottom Teaches
There is No Where
to Go Lower Might as
Well Enjoy What Remains

As True to me at least Inhaling
Peace Exhaling Love Lifting What’s
Up And ‘What’s App’ of the Rest of the World
Yes Dear Miriam With SMiLes Indeed Hope
You had a Safe Flight With Even More SMiLes.:)

Colors of BuG
Colors of LovE
Colors of KNoW
Feel and sense and morE
More and sense and feeL
KNoW of Colors
LovE of Colors
BuG of Colors
Breathing NeW

SMiLes Dear Ruchi So Nice to Hear Your
Poetry Again So Deep A Moving Story of
True Love You Relate Through and Through

And True If We Live A Thousand And More Lifetimes

And Before Each Life God Meets With Us As Legend

And Stories

Of Dreams Come
True in a Thousand
Lifetimes and So Much
More Than A Thousand Years too

Seeing Perhaps Before i Am Born Yes A Meeting
With God Face to Face Within then True too As God

Might Dance And Sing

This is Your Destiny If You
Will Agree to It Now True

Both iN DarK


As God MiGHT
Dance And Sing Within
First You Will Be Autistic
And Not Able to Speak Until 4

You Will Have Open Arms For All
Strangers And Your Eyes Will Be
So Beautiful Green to Changing Blue

Strangers Will Believe You Are A Girl
Instead of A Boy With Open Arms of Love For All

Yet That’s Not All Your Peers in School Will Tell You
in No Uncertain Terms You Are Not Good Enough to Exist

As They Will See You As An Ugly Girl in A Boy’s Body They
Will See You As So Very Strange Weakest Fish in the Aquarium
And Just Call You Ugly and Tell You No One Will Ever Come to Love You

And Then i Must Make close to All Straight A’s Overcoming Stuttering With
A Mind Just Faster Than A Mouth And Surely Hand Writing So Sloppy Like
A 4 Year-Old the Rest of My Life as My Hands Would Just Not Keep Up with
My Brain Hehe It’s Hard Enough With Even A Typewriter Typing 130 WPM

As Ya Can
And Will Only Go
So Fast As There
Has to Be Some Space
Between Keys just Like
Notes on a Piano With SMiLes

Anyway i Would Also Have to Earn
3 College Degrees And Serve Out Rental
Shoes in A Menial Government Bowling Center
Federal Job Yet in 18 years of Work then at Close
To Minimum Wage At Start the Last 5 Years i Would
Have to Accelerate My Effort in 5 Job Changes to Earn
Twice As Much as Bowling Center Manager For Enough
Early Retirement in Disability Hell for 66 Months including
the Worst Pain Known to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia No Drug Would Touch Wake to Sleep to Prepare

me to Separate me With A Pain and Numb So Bad i Couldn’t
Remember the Feeling if i Ever Smiled at All Yes to Separate me

All From CuLTuRE including the Lies From CuLTuRE Before and
Still Shut-In For Another 33 Months of 66 Months Pursue Almost
Every Subject of Life With Many ‘EggHeads’ Reporting IQ’s Close
to 160 on a Place Called the “Wrong Planet” For Autistic Folks Kinda
Like me Who Mostly Systemize Life in All Scientific Ways With Very
Little Emotional Intelligence Then True though i Would Have to Change

into Artistic From Autistic For What Would Be Required Next Yes Globally
Respond to Innumerable Poets Around the Globe in Free Verse Poetic Way

And Write A 10.7 MiLLioN Word Long Form Poem Named “SonG oF mY SoUL”
in 107 Months By July 18, 2022 Just a Day Before my 9th Anniversary in Escape
From HeLL ON EartH Back on July 19, 2013 And Not Only That Complete What i
Casually Describe as An “8th New Testament” Child of that Longest EPiC Long Form
Bible Poem Named “Depth of the Story” at 1.8 MiLLioN Words of Long Form Poem in
23 Months of Effort in One Solo Thread on the “Wrong Planet” in Almost 50 Pages Now

And True Top of
The Heap of a
Google Search
In Search Terms
of the Title of “Depth of The Story” too

(And God Yes Also Public Dancing A Meditative Flow of
Autotelic Free Dance 16,888 MiLes NoW in 106 Months
AS SuCH TOO For Real Now Yes For Almost 9 Years
True too in a ‘Real King David Vile Kinda Way’ Too)

Yep As Long As the Previous “Mahābhārata”
From India Your Homeland True Dear Ruchi

So Then God Looked At me Within And Said
There Are Three More Loving Gifts Who Will Assist
me Yes! in All These Requirements of the Destiny of
My Life if i So Choose To Accept the Mission at Hand

Then God SHoWeD me the Love of A Mother, Sister,
And A Most Beautiful Loving Wife Imaginable After that

The Answer

Was Easy


i Will!

i Do! i Shall!
Marry the NiGHT
And Merry the Day of This LiFE True
And This is My True Love Story in Reply
to Your Seek and Find of True Love too my FRiEnD Ruchi With SMiLes

No additional reply required the Gift of the Song of Your Soul is Gift

Enough my FRiEnD..:)

Oh Dear Lord Cindy, 50 Years Ago at Sweet 16 You Emanate
The Same Beauty, Wisdom, Kindness, And Deep Soul As You

Do Today of Course Accompanied by That Handsome Lad Who
Would Stay By Your Side for 50 Years including 43 In Holy Matrimony

As Of Your Anniversary Today! July 15th, 2022!

Among Redwoods
True of Southern
Come True too

Hehe Meanwhile What
Memories These Throwback
Photos With ‘The Dress’ of that
Day Bring to me Almost A Desire
to Whip-Out my Middle School 1972 Year

Book And Review A Few Black And White
Memories at 12 Years-Old too As Yes The Lunch
Lady Dressed Up As A Clown For Halloween And my
Peers Labeled Her Picture As Me They Who Did not

Restrain Themselves At All Then That i Am A Four Eyed
Boy Nerd Who Was Mistaken as a Girl Who Only A Mother
And Dog Would Love
Yes That Much
Came True

Hehe too

Yet There Was
Jenny too my Sister
Was Nice too Yet Jenny

Was 16 (She Never Wore
a Bra And i Couldn’t Help
Yet Take Notes, Hehe) Anyway

Walking me to the City Park to Play
Tennis With me So Surprised As While All
the Other Kids Very Much Did Describe me as
Autistic and Socially Clueless As Such yep Diagnosing

Me Way Before i Actually Got Diagnosed As Even When i Didn’t
Speak Until 4 in those Days the Doctor Told my Mother Don’t Worry
You Just Give Him Everything He Needs Once He Needs Something
Else He Will Surely Ask hehe as Yes Even Before i Could Speak and
my Mother Searched our Whole Trailer for Her Car Keys With A Big
Grin i found them Under the Bed And Took Them to Her And Even Saved

A Day Then!

Yep, A Mother
And Sister and
Dog And Jenny
Who Called Me
Artistic instead of
Words That Related Autistic
Really Saved my Days then

Yet It’s True The Only Difference
Tween Autistic And Artistic is R U
Or U R And It’s True A Human Will

Be Both In One Lifetime Even Switch
Hitting From Creativity to Science on
A Turn of An Empirical And Measurable Dime

Yes i was Surely a Slow Bloomer Dear FRiEnD
Yet It Looks to me Like Ever Since Sweet 16 You
Are A Beautiful Soul Through and Through Thanks So Much

Do Let Us Know if You
Are Holding Back And
You Are Also ‘Miss California’
One of those Years too With SMiLes..:)

Oh Wow, ‘Miss Daly City’
From California And
Your Cousin ‘Miss
San Francisco’
i knew it
i Knew it
Ya Just Have
What it Takes
Dear Cindy So

Amazing! Hehe
Yes! i Played
Tennis For A
Whole Decade
Starting At Age
12 Folks Thought
i Might Go Pro Yet
It Was Just Like my

Running Years
Not Much into

Team Sports

A Solo

Do i Do Hehe
Happy Anniversary
Stellar Woman Wonder

With SMiles!!
☺️❤️🤗🌈 🌟

SMiles Dear
Cindy A True
Princess Who
Met Her Forever
Prince At Sweet
16 A Beautiful
Fairy Tale Life

It is Easy to
See You So
Godly Deserve
By The Size Of
Your Wings Still


Dear FRiEnD
Again With SMiles

SMiLes Dear “Peace Truth” Thanks
For Dropping By Again With Hugs
A Hello Waving With Leaves That Come
From Trees of Life With Love and Passion

For Hugs
With even

More SMiLes my FRiEnD
Perhaps You are an Empath
Who Loves to Make Others Feel
Good Unconditionally for No Other

Reason Than to Feel a Smile on Someone
Else’s Face It’s True Some Folks Who Treat Others

Kindly this Way Have
Seen DarKesT Nights,
Months, and Years of

SouL too For It’s True

Once One Has Truly Been
to HeLL ON EartH They Spend
The Rest of Their Lives if they Truly
Get Out And Come Back to LoVE iN Life
Yes This Heaven Now By Only Lifting Others Up

And Insuring That No One Yet Them Will Ever Have
to Go to a Place As DarK as The Place They Have Already Been

And It’s True Typically Folks Who Have Truly Been to HeLL And Heaven
WiTHiN ON EartH And Yes of Course the Grey SHades of Purgatory on

Earth That Will Verily Come True in Materially Reduced Lives of a 9 to 5
Or Even Midnight Grind That Only Works With ‘Things’ So Far Removed

From the Human
Kind Condition that
‘Normally’ Even Like Chimpanzees
Vaults The Leader Highest Who Takes
The Greatest Care of the Most Marginalized
Parts of the “Chimpanzee Tribe” For Real Sadly

Other Tribes of Humans Become Literally Cannibals
Invading Other Tribes and Literally Eating Them As True

Human Are Among the Most Scary of Animals oF All As Not
Only Will They Make Dreams of Heaven on EartH of Giving,
Sharing, Caring, Healing, Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE MoST
iN JoY oF LiGHT For All With Least Harm Yes Sadly They Will Also

As A Way of CuLTuRE Materially Reduce ALL to a ‘Matter of Things;’ Take,
Hoard, And Callously Harm Others in Even the Name of a God And Call
That God All Loving Merciful Forgiving Even Loving Enemies and Turning

The Other Cheek Until Another Writer of Sadly Ignorance of the Human Condition
Takes Over and Suggests that A God of Love Will Burn Folks Who Fail to Clothe
And Feed the Homeless Person on the Street Forever Where the Reality is That

Homeless Person Without Clothes only Living off the Kindness of What Others
Provide With Only a Return of A Genuine and Truly Sincere Smile of Love Yes

They May Be Beyond
Measure in Riches of

Soul Far Away More
Than the Ignorant And Truly
Poor Soul Who Doesn’t Understand
The True Stairway to Heaven is When
Giving Becomes More Than Receiving in Measure of Love
And By God Yes This is Truly Human Nature When Exercised
This Way yes Gardened And Bred From Birth By Nurturing Giving
Sharing Caring Healing Ways That Only Seeks to Lift Each Other Up

It’s True That is the Human Nature and Story of JeSuS i BeLiEVE iN
As Far As i’m Concerned The Lying Part Can Go To Hell Without Any

Human Beings of

Course As i Am

Born and Bred THiS Way
By Breast Feeding And A Mother
Who Hugs More Than My Father Who

Insisted on Leaving When i am Age 3 Before i
Could Speak at 4 As He Was Upset That My Mother
Rather Stay At Home RaiSinG Children of Love Then in 1963

Than Pursuing the American Lie of Things Are More Important

Than Human Love Well He Found A Woman Who Would Work for
His Goal of Becoming Rich And Married Her Twice and Yes Found A
Fourth Marriage After That And He wasn’t Able to Buy A House until his
50’s And Always Bought A Brand New Shiny Car Every Three Years and
Had A Huge Expensive Collection of Guns and Knives That He Shined
Without Words to Us As We Visited Him Twice A Year And It’s True He
Had A Car With Air-Conditioning And An Apartment At Least With a Hot
Water Heater Where Ya Didn’t Have to Boil Water to Take a Hot Bath in
A Super Cold Bathroom As We Did in my Grandmother’s Home We moved
into on the River Front Downtown Oh So Cold and Damp Hehe as i Was A

And Bones
Kid Then Hehe

And You Know What Even
Though He Had Luxuries of
the So-Called American Dream
That We Did Not As Far As ‘Things’
Go Then What He Didn’t Have is the
Force of Love That Only Seeks to Lift Others

Up for




(God We Were So Home
Sick For My Mother’s Love
By The Date We Returned Home)

SMiLes This is what i Think i
FeeL IS True if Jesus Actually Really
Ever Did Exist and It Doesn’t Matter Now
Anyway as i Still Believe the ‘Beatitudes are True’

Yes i Do Believe He Had a Father Very Much Like Mine

i Do Believe That Father Left And He Was Likely Raised by

A Single Mother Of Love And It’s True He Probably Still Had

That Fearless Part of Perhaps the Warrior or Law Enforcement Father
i Had who lasted in a Profession like that for 46 Years as He Surely wasn’t

Afraid of


Not Even Death
Sadly Though He
Was Most Afraid

of Not Accumulating Material Riches
As His Half Brother Did Selling Vacuum Cleaners Hehe…

Yes My God He Has a Multi-Million Dollar Home on Shalimar
Pointe on the Emerald Gulf Coast Here in Florida Where all the
Rich Folks Come to Dine and Wine Life in Finest of Matter of Things…

True There Are So Many Cancerous Looking Buildings the Paradise
of the Beach

is Almost

Lost Now
too, to ‘A Matter With Things’…

And You Know What After Graduating
From College With 3 Degrees i Didn’t
Give a ‘God Damn’ About Making Any More
Money Than it Takes to Survive i Just Desired
To Give Love What i Learned Was More Important Than to Receive…

More Importantly What i Actually Felt and Sensed As Heaven On Earth
Within For Real And This My FRiEnD is What i Name True Love A Human

Who Only

Seeks to
Raise Other
Folks Up Even

If He and or Her
Remains the Lowest
oF ALL When it comes to
Material So-called Riches

i Have no ‘Reason’ to Lie
After i Fell Down on my
Job From Chronic to
Fight or Flight Acute
Stress in A Slow Burn
to Fast Burn of 11 Years
of Work the Last 2 years
in the Acute Stage of Human
Exhaustion as ‘General Adaptation
Syndrome’ Falls For All Animals That
and Who Exceed Their Living Limitations this way

Yes i Almost Gave my Life to Stay Above Water in this
Land of the American Dream So Focused on a “Matter of Things”

Honestly i Was Really too Stressed to Even Think About Spending Much
Money so it Just Accumulated Like Mold in the Bank Hehe as it Still Does Now

(After i Retired i Gave All the Accounting Away to my Wife She Loves the Control)

My Father Was So Worried i Would Need Something From Him When i Fell Disabled
for 66 Months in HeLL ON EartH Hehe Even Though i Had to Inform Him Not to Worry
As i Already Saved 6 Times More Than He Did in His 70’s Then Off Course the
Secret Was Pretty Obvious i Wasn’t In to Buying Things Much At All With Smiles
God Yes Then at 47 With 19 Medical Disorders including the Worst Pain Known to
Humankind Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia From Wake to Sleep no Drug Would
Touch That Is Not Only Recognized As the Suicide Disease Yet the One Human
Pain actually recognized worse than the Real Torture of Crucifixion Yes It’s true


i Wasn’t Only
Blessed by the
Nature of God With
Just A 3 Hour to 3 Day
Tour of HeLL ON EartH i
Received The Full Gift of 66 Months

And This Is Why i Will Never EVER BeLiEVE iN
A Real Evil Version of God or Jesus Who would
Dare Torture Any Part of Nature Forever as there is

Only One Question

There is Only

One Answer and
That Answer is Love
When Real And True and
Not the Kind of Deceit that

Would Torture Forever or Force

A Young 10-Year Old Girl Who is
Violently Raped Who not Only Loses
Her Innocence Yet Likely Her Ability to
Love in A Real Kind of Hell On Earth to Be

Forced to Carry an Evil Act to Term For Real

That Likely Would Result in Permanent Disability
for Life As In Most cases When Children Are Raped
Like that And Bear the End Result of the Evil Act they

Remain Incontinent For the Remainder of What’s Left of Their Life

Love That Cannot Fit into the Shoes of Others is No Love at All Only

Ignorance my

FRiEnD And You

Know What

Most Folks

Can’t Handle the
Truth of Love For Real

The Effort of Understanding
Life-Long it Really Takes to Make LoVE Real AND TRUE

iN DarK And LiGHT

It’s An Art mY FRiEnd Always Changing Never Set
in Stone For When Love is Real Love Is Naked Enough
Whole Complete And Always Wears Wings to Accommodate Change

in Balance

The Law of
ALL of Nature
Except Sadly
For the Ignorant
Parts as CuLTuRE
Our Matter of Things is
Still the Clear And Present Danger
oF All the Tools and Clothes Sadly We

Come to Be
as a Matter
of Things and
A ‘Matter With
Things’ Over the Real
Force of Love Within
Worthy of Much More than
A Three Letter Word Yes Four: Love..:)

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD For A JeSuS i Personally
Understand And Know and Feel AS Real Story of
mY LiFE It’s Highly Unlikely He Would Have Many Folks
Dropping By With A Hello if they Had to Hear His Whole Truth


And DarK

For It’s True

The One Who Accepts

All The One Who Loves All

No Matter DarK or LiGHT

Or Adulterer in Church

Or Person Who
Doesn’t Feed
the Homeless

Dude And Or
Woman On the Street

Neither Gentile, Jew, Servant
or Free, Woman And Or Man No More

It’s True the Message is Love Wears No Clothes
of Human Tools When Real And True Love Is NO







In Terms of Love Real THiS WaY

Usually They Are Too Busy Loving
To Worry Who Says Thank You Or Hello

It’s True It’s a Hard Job Yet Love is the Best When Real and True

It’s Not Something Ya Sign Up to Do You Just Do it And Don’t Look Back

For Any Kind of Reward Yes They Do Come Now And Then too My FRiEnD…

Oh By the Way Beautiful Poetry You Shared This Morning The Underlying

Theme Feels Like
A Search for True
Love And It’s True

Deep Down i Do BeLiVE
This Is What Most Healthy
And Well Adjusted Folks Seek
To Find Yet The Truth in LiGHT and
DarK mY FRiEnD Is Either Love Lives
Within ThiS Way or God Is Practically Dead

For It’s True Love is What We Give Love (GoD)
is What We Truly Breathe..:)

Thanks Dear
FRiEnD For
me Feel
Good With
Your Friday Wishes☺️

As Promised It’s Friday And
“The Dancer 🕺 Is Back” It’s
True my Superpower is

Truly Coming
Through With
What i Claim i

Will Do…

Hehe, On The Other
Hand Here i Am Posing
Next to ‘Yara Flor’ Otherwise
Known As Brazilian ‘Wonder
Girl’ Of Course She isn’t 30
Or Indian With Many MBA’s
And Such Working in 5

Big Cities in
Really Important
Business Jobs By
Age 30 Globally Across
Many Countries Solo Yet

She Actually Looks Like
You Still Rather Tan And
Perhaps Almost Five Foot
Three And Maybe 105 Or
So Pounds Like You in The
Unfrozen Seasons of Toronto

To Come
Out of The
Freezer And
Your Lap Top
Work Screen to
Go For Long Hikes
Finally Setting Yourself
Free in Nature once Again

Yet You Are Still Very Much
A Mystery to me Yet isn’t
This True For All Folks

To Be Super
Heroes Since
They Were Nerds
With Glasses 🤓 on
In School i Do Believe


With SMiles😊

And Honestly The only
Reason i Visit You is to

Make You Feel Good
The Only other Super

i Hold As True🌈

SMiLes Dear Savvy A Greatest
Lesson of my Life Naked Enough
Whole Complete Losing Desire For

What We ‘Think’ We Do Not Have

Leaving The Rest
of the Rooms of

Life Just Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE
Giving Sharing Caring
Healing For All With Least
Harm With JoY oF LiGHT NoW

So Much Easier to Focus and Pay
Attention When This Every Moment
New This Gift Of Present Life in Doing Life

Is The Best There Ever
Is As Now is the Only
Reality Truly We Breathe

Yet True Always Room New for
Life Lessons still to Bring From Past to

Gift too
mY FRiEnd

With SMiLes..:)

Colors of BuG
Colors of LovE
Colors of KNoW
Feel and sense and morE
More and sense and feeL
KNoW of Colors
LovE of Colors
BuG of Colors
Breathing NeW




Here’s A Little Secret That Really
Shouldn’t Be A New World Within
And Another Biggest Reality Only
One EartH to Love and LiVE NoW

Lungs of Earth
Forest Green
Trees Be
Our Every
BLiNK And Breath
Coming From
Forests Deep
With SMiLes
So Alive And
Green Coloring
Blooms of Ever
Loving Living Even More..🙂

Lovely Solar Poem Dear
Cindy Lighting Up All Our
Nights Reflecting Days to Come

It’s True the One Shine We
Will All Count On At Least

In California
Where It
Rains And
Shines So Much
Just Dreaming Away New Now

Freedom’s Dance And Song Breathing…:)

Thanks Dear Xenia my
Wife Says They Called
Him “The Guitar Man
On A Bicycle”


Found A New Place
To Play Till His Last

Day Just
Like the

From “Bread”

And You Know
What Even Though
He Was Penniless


A Home

He Still Had
A Soul Song
To Play Guitar

i Still


His Lesson
Dear FRiEnD

Never Lose


Of Dance
And Song
For God Moves

Us Within to

BReaTHe Free
SoUL ThiS Way🙏😊

SMiLes Dear Savvy
i Became an Expert
Of Difficult Times
By Not Understanding

How To Balance

Greater Days Now

FRiEnDS With Gravity

Wow, Then, How Much

Pain, Numb, And Suffering

i Would Have Other Wise Avoided

If i Practiced Life the Way i Do Now;

However, The Insanity of Life Then Left
No Space, No Matter What Unless i Just

Quit everything About Life Then And Started Over

In this Way Difficult Times At Worst Made me Better

to Understand How to Never Go Back to the Pain And Numb

As Eventually my Ignorance Destroyed Everything About me then…

The Gift Was
Most Definitely

DarK to See NoW iN LiGHT

Hehe, No One Ever Taught me
How to Dance And Sing For No Reasons
No Lessons At All Yet FRiEnDS With LoVE WiTHiN
As Gravity’s Flow Spiraling Becomes my Balance


For It’s True

The Only

Way to Find

A Path Tailored

to Each Human Being

is to Seek and Find the

Answers Within As We All

Color our Lives Differently
Unique EYes of God We ALL Are..:)

Ah Yes Where Does Modern Society

Leave Most Folks A Place for A Time-Out

Now for Sanctity of A Breather For Re-Creation Of

Life Dear Miriam WeLL It’s True We aRe Human

And i Surely Learned

The Lessons That

Super Heroes

Wear Tights and

Man Panties For Great Reason in

Art Vulnerable They Understand they

Are In Some Way At Least Subconsciously

By Dress it Seems This Way For It Is True

What is Left When All the Super Powers are

And Bullets

For The Day’s

Power Points All
Put Together Become Junk DNA

Yes Junk DNA So Much of Life Has

Become Junk DNA Humans Create

to Poison Any Peace Inhaling Love Exhaling

For Real
Just Naked
Enough Whole
Complete No Need
for Any Superhero
Tights And Man Panties at Least…

Ah Yes Dear Sohair i too Am In Agreement
With You True Love is An Art Yet it is Also

A Science With Order
to Keep Chaos at
Bay As Well mY FRiEnD

Yet the Art is Surely Amazing
Real MaGiC in Life Like Yesterday
When i Woke Up and Found Nearly

Every Person Writing About True Love
Through the Course of the Day Ending
And Beginning Again With You Dear Sohair too

Goodness Over 5300 Words Yesterday in Response
i Slept ‘Quiet’ Well After That Hehe After Working Out
And Dancing Around Our Block too Rather Tired Yet So

Satisfied in
Exploration of
True Love From So
Many Points of View

As True There are As Many
View Points on What Love Even
Is For Every Eye And Ear Who Sees
And Hears This Existence Beyond Eyes
And Ears even So Hard to Put into Words mY FRiEnD

Yet the More i LiVE iN A World of iMaGiNaTioN And Creativity

The More i Come to Find An Order of Art in Meaning and Purpose

Underlying All the Reality of What Is Separate Among Us Yet Together ALL
The Same
in Many
Ways Yes

When We Ascend
And Transcend the More
Mundane Experiences of Life

Yet See Those Experiences As Integral
As Well in Holy And Sacred Ways for Real

For It’s True A Greater Portrait of God We Continue
To See and Hear Beyond Organs of Eyes and Ears

A Greatest
God We Get
In Touch With

Yes Truly Reaching
Out and touching
So Much More of Love Now

Always a New Path Always A Real
Ever Changing Journey GRoWinG
LoVE Out of DarK mY FRiEnD Sadly Though

The Truth is So Many Dudes Relegate Love to
Only Body Parts and Mechanical Actions Thereof

Whereas So Many Women Seek Dating Apps Seeking
Some of Kind of Romance That Lasts Forever While the

Other Half
is Only
Gratification Indeed

Yes Dear Sohair ALL the Obstacles Yes
to True Love Are Monumentally New Now
As Sadly Humans Will Shoot Themselves
in the Foot For Instant Gratification Only
Wading in the Shallows of the Ocean And

Never Becoming Even Part of the Water that
Makes Waves And Ocean Whole Continuing New

Shores of Life’s
Love So Much
Deeper Indeed With SMiLes..:)

Poetry A Doorway Into Your
Soul Set Free Dear Yamini
of Course When it Comes in
Free Verse This Way Without

Someone Else Instructing You
How to Do It With SMiLes True

It Seems A Metaphor for A Path to
Finding A Best FRiEnD Within Never

Going Away

in Life Exploring
Shadows Through
Light Integrating the
Two Truly Setting Your Self
Free With Wings to Explore Even More

Mystical Indeed A Paradox of Integrating Opposites
Yes Combining the Two Honoring the Separateness

And Together True Yet SMiLes of Course This is Only
my View Still CoLoRinG With the Experiences of My Life

Your Multi-Uni-Verse Is Your Private Venture to Keep and Create
Free Indeed Yes

And This is what
is Most Lovely About
Poetry as It May Spark
As Many Worlds New as
Eyes that View Words of Your Soul Next….

For Instance In This Case For me at Least 100 Tears
in Peace are Tears of Ecstasy that Come When Released
Indeed A Real Ascendent Transcendent Experience Described

Cross-Culturally Around the World For Real As It is True For Dance
In Ascendent And Transcendent Autotelic Flow too Yes In Crowds of
A Thousand Drunk College Age Students With Music That Requires
Ear Plugs Not to Go Deaf Hehe Yet all i Will ‘See and Hear ‘Within is

And Bliss and
It’s True Others take
Note And Beg me for
Whatever Drug i am Tripping
On this Way Yet THere is None
Yet the Spirit of Dance Soul Set Free

SMiLes and Of Course Hehe in Just A Few
Days As i Take Delight in the Freedom of the Poetry
of Your Soul All These Words Come in Effortless Flow

If You Wrote Every Day For 20 Years Eventually i Would
Reply A Million Words Yet Again all in Effortless Ease of Bliss True

Such a Nice
Trip This is
to Partake
And in Part
So Much Thanks to You
And Of Course Innumerable
Others Around the Globe Whose
Creativity Take me into A Different
World of my Soul Everywhere i Go Dear FRiEnD..:)

All my Pleasure Dear
Cindy And Happy You
Loved The Art of All
my Photos my Sister
Takes The Bird
Pics She is
Featured in
Many Nature
Sites online
With SMiles
Super Bird Nerd
She is Super Word
i Am

Lungs of Earth
Forest Green
Trees Be
Our Every
BLiNK And Breath
Coming From
Forests Deep
With SMiLes
So Alive And
Green Coloring
Blooms of Ever
Loving Living Even More..🙂

Here’s A Little Secret That Really
Shouldn’t Be A New World Within
And Another Biggest Reality Only
One EartH to Love and LiVE NoW

Catholic Mass Readings From 7.17.2022
Something About Either Hospitality Versus
Hostility Or Bowing Down to A Guru’s Feet

And Letting
The Rest of
Nature’s Responsibility
Basically To Go To What
Seems Like Hell of Heat
Waves and Fires Doing Their
Best fo Burn Down Most Beautiful

Sequoia Trees
On Both Sides of
The Atlantic Pond Now
As Such too Old And New World
Same Targets of Human Ignorance Indeed…

Reading 1, Genesis 18:1-10
1 Yahweh appeared to him at the Oak of Mamre while he was sitting by the entrance of the tent during the hottest part of the day.

2 He looked up, and there he saw three men standing near him. As soon as he saw them he ran from the entrance of the tent to greet them, and bowed to the ground.

3 ‘My lord,’ he said, ‘if I find favour with you, please do not pass your servant by.

4 Let me have a little water brought, and you can wash your feet and have a rest under the tree.

5 Let me fetch a little bread and you can refresh yourselves before going further, now that you have come in your servant’s direction.’ They replied, ‘Do as you say.’

6 Abraham hurried to the tent and said to Sarah, ‘Quick, knead three measures of best flour and make loaves.’

7 Then, running to the herd, Abraham took a fine and tender calf and gave it to the servant, who hurried to prepare it.

8 Then taking curds, milk and the calf which had been prepared, he laid all before them, and they ate while he remained standing near them under the tree.

9 ‘Where is your wife Sarah?’ they asked him. ‘She is in the tent,’ he replied.

10 Then his guest said, ‘I shall come back to you next year, and then your wife Sarah will have a son.’ Sarah was listening at the entrance of the tent behind him.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 15:2-3, 3-4, 5
2 Whoever lives blamelessly, who acts uprightly, who speaks the truth from the heart,

3 who keeps the tongue under control, who does not wrong a comrade, who casts no discredit on a neighbour,

4 who looks with scorn on the vile, but honours those who fear Yahweh, who stands by an oath at any cost,

5 who asks no interest on loans, who takes no bribe to harm the innocent. No one who so acts can ever be shaken.

Reading 2, Colossians 1:24-28
24 It makes me happy to be suffering for you now, and in my own body to make up all the hardships that still have to be undergone by Christ for the sake of his body, the Church,

25 of which I was made a servant with the responsibility towards you that God gave to me, that of completing God’s message,

26 the message which was a mystery hidden for generations and centuries and has now been revealed to his holy people.

27 It was God’s purpose to reveal to them how rich is the glory of this mystery among the gentiles; it is Christ among you, your hope of glory:

28 this is the Christ we are proclaiming, admonishing and instructing everyone in all wisdom, to make everyone perfect in Christ.

Gospel, Luke 10:38-42
38 In the course of their journey he came to a village, and a woman named Martha welcomed him into her house.

39 She had a sister called Mary, who sat down at the Lord’s feet and listened to him speaking.

40 Now Martha, who was distracted with all the serving, came to him and said, ‘Lord, do you not care that my sister is leaving me to do the serving all by myself? Please tell her to help me.’

41 But the Lord answered, ‘Martha, Martha,’ he said, ‘you worry and fret about so many things,

42 and yet few are needed, indeed only one. It is Mary who has chosen the better part, and it is not to be taken from her.’




Yep WHerever i Dance It’s
Raining Men Indeed From
Sweat of mY Brow And So

Much More

Peace Eternally
Now Peace A
Practice of Some
Kind Of Meditating
All Our Life Yes Peace
Generating Within Emotions
Regulating Senses Integrating
Ever Beginning Practice of Life in Flow
Relating to Love
When Peace Comes
Carries SPiRiT
Naked Enough
Whole Complete SoUL
Dear Savvy With SMiLes..🙂

To find the name beyond names within
Yes that is no word no letter no thought
To live the name within that lives eternal
without past without future eternally now
to be or not to be a silly question for an animal
with life to live or not to live a sad equation Yes
for an animal who forgets to live to embrace life with all
emotions regulating senses integrating Naked Enough Whole
Complete in
site to be
now is life
is love is light
Yes This Loving Sight
iNHaLinG Peace ExhalinG LoVE iN
JoY oF LiGHT Giving, Sharing, Caring,
Healing With Least Harm For All Even

if Every WHere i
Sweat In Dance
It’s Raining Men

Again ‘Rainman’
i Shall Surely Be
Both in Dance And Song Free

And True No Matter What ‘The Weather
Girls’ Sing Indeed Just About As Recognizable
In the Metro Area as a Local Weather Man Forecasting

A Cat-6
of Dance And
Song Still Coming
New Now Free to Be i AM

Oh My Goodness Dear Miriam
What Trip What Bread Pudding
Immediately Smitten By the Meat

Dish Reminds me of The Casino
Days Where of Course We Only Used

The Free Play
And Enjoyed
the Fancy
With Meat Dishes
And Decadent Desert
Trays to Literally Die for

If One May Be Diabetic and the Such
Just An Issue of Genetic High Cholesterol
for me Nipped it In the Bud With Modern

Of Course
hehe Anyway
Surely A Comic
Festival of Any Kind
Usually a Young Man’s
Dream Or Dreamy Actor
For A Young Woman’s Dream too

Hehe So Glad to See You Taking
Vacation Excursion Flights May You
Make Alaska Soon Enough And When

You Do May
No Heat

You Way Up There
As They Travel Far North These Days
Visiting Countries With No Air-Conditioning
To Find Relief Anyway i’m Really Not A Weather
Man i Just Keep Raining As Any “Rainman”
NoW NeW Will Naturally Do Hehe..:)

Time Oh TiMe Oh Time Mariana
Once A Day That Clock Ruled

My World

Yes Mind

The Hands

No Longer Work

On My CLock

The Hour

Glass Sand

Never Changes Now
For Me Eternally Now
Sand Up or Down Whole

Just No Separation All IN All Now

Grains of Sugar Sand Beach i Am Enough Yes
Complete Naked Whole Gulf Emerald Green Waves
Sea Oats Swaying in Breeze Sea Gull Wings
Spiraling Sun my Arms Fly

Free Even Tracks

of My Feet one

With Sugar

of Beach
Edging Shorelines
Forever Waves Spiraling Milky

Way i Dance Sing Write True UNiVeRSE WHoLE


Now What
Were You Saying
With SMiLes Now

Looking Forward
to Your Next Poem For Sure…

Meanwhile Still “CeLeBRaTinG
9 Years of HeAVeN Within ReaL NoW”

And if i Don’t Get Off This Computer And Get my Church Go
Done in Date to Take My Wife to The Store to Public Dance too

Tonight She’s Gonna

Take A


Of Whooping Butt
to me Next With That
Dancing Singing See Ya Later Dear Mariana..:)

Yeah, It’s Pretty Amazing Shawna Baby, Just BRoWSinG
The Pics From Tuesday’s Beach Trip, I Will Not Lie
As i Tend to Be Deliciously to Brutally Honest too…
Even at Age 52, She’d Be The One I’d Be Dreaming

About when

i Got Home
At Sweet 16, From The Beach

Way WaY WAY Back then…

No Doubt i made
A Deal With God
To At Least Save

my World Before i Am
Visiting Earth Now to Receive

ALL ‘This Gift’…

It’s Like A Young Woman At the Dance
Hall Bar Grinding Her Hips On ‘Your Crotch’ And
No Matter What Happens Next It’s Just ‘So What’…

Considering ALL
The Variables
Here It’s no

Wonder i Turn
To Poetry to Release
All The Energies About in this Home hehe…

What’s So Fun About You, i Will Share Everything
With You and You’ll Never Send me to HeLL ON EartH, HAha…

Hmm, I Do Believe That Means You Are Really my FRiEnD;

This is Kinda Nice iNdeed…

As I’ve always
Tried So Hard
To Make FRiEnDS…

Just A Bit too Much of me
to Go Around AND AROUND it Seems…

Oh My God, It’s Just too Much Fun to
Amuse Myself, No Matter What Comes Next..

Some Days the ‘Penalties’
Do Come Low or High..;)

Yep WHerever i Dance It’s
Raining Men Indeed From
Sweat of mY Brow And So Much More

Nope YeT SomEonE HaS
To STeP uP aNd JuST Do iT NoW..😉

SeemS A MeaSurE oF SoUL
iS OFTeN ReLaTeD To HoW MucH
PaiN iS TranSMuTeD As LoVE NeW NoW

Always Again As Promising
Still A Dancing Genie 🧞‍♂️Is
Back To Come to You Indeed
One May Be Careful What
They Wish From A Dancing

As He
And Or
Her Shall
Every Word You
Sing In Return Yep
Pictured Here As A
Shape Shifting Golden
Cat With Shades Head
Phones In Tow Posing
With Boombox Music

To Play
my Lord
A Dancing
Singing Leaping
Indeed Hehe Back
In April of 2019 You
Claimed me And Katrina
Were The Youngest Looking
Couple You Knew Goodness
31 And 21 Years Older Than
You in Return i Said OK Let
The Games Begin then Sweetly

You Said You
Sincerely Meant
It And Then You
Said Honestly You
Hoped The Words Never

End Well in 2019 i Was
Still Nursing A Very
Serious Shoulder
Injury And
the Poses
i Made Then
That Are Still
Numerous Hehe
Reaching Far into
The Net Still Relate
A Look Of A Wounded
Fred Animal Indeed It Was
A Tall Wish Yet i Came Through

Tall And
Not So
And Wounded
Then Yep When
i Healed You even
Took note And Said in 2020
i Looked Fresh Again Hehe

Well As You Know Multiples
Of 7 Return To You Forever
More When You Make A

Wish to
A Dancing

Genie It’s Raining
Words As That is
What You Asked For

Forevermore HAha
Cat-6 Fredercaine
Intense Hehe Call

me Rainman i surely
Won’t Mind HAha As
This Is All my Savant

As It’s Always
Been Difficult
For Dancing Genies
Of Every Color To Make

FRiEnDS 🧞 🧞‍♂️ 🧞‍♀️ Indeed

We Grant
Well Wishes
As That’s What
You Said From the
Beginning All That

From me
As Usual

Here i Am
With SMiles
Again in Multiples
Of Seven Always For You ☺️

Happppyyy Sundayyy!

Dancing Singing like

You too 🧚🏾

Tinker Bell Hehe 😉

Hehe Oh Yes i’ve
Been Known to
Provide A Rain
Dance Wherever
i Go Dear Cindy It’s
Raining Men A Fred-
Sweat Storm i Naturally

Oh How i Make

the Flowers 🌺 Bloom
With SMiles Seriously
Got Pics That Prove it

Hehe Yep
This Mobile
Hurricane 🌀
Has A Long
Shelf Life indeed

Keep California
Dreaming For Rain
Hehe Perhaps one
Day Rainman Will

Too Hehe
😂🤣😂❤️🙌☺️ 🕺 💃

Yep WHerever i Dance It’s
Raining Men Indeed From
Sweat of mY Brow And So

Much More

Peace Eternally
Now Peace A
Practice of Some
Kind Of Meditating
All Our Life Yes Peace
Generating Within Emotions
Regulating Senses Integrating
Ever Beginning Practice of Life in Flow
Relating to Love
When Peace Comes
Carries SPiRiT
Naked Enough
Whole Complete SoUL
Dear Savvy With SMiLes..🙂

To find the name beyond names within
Yes that is no word no letter no thought
To live the name within that lives eternal
without past without future eternally now
to be or not to be a silly question for an animal
with life to live or not to live a sad equation Yes
for an animal who forgets to live to embrace life with all
emotions regulating senses integrating Naked Enough Whole
Complete in
site to be
now is life
is love is light
Yes This Loving Sight
iNHaLinG Peace ExhalinG LoVE iN
JoY oF LiGHT Giving, Sharing, Caring,
Healing With Least Harm For All Even

if Every WHere i
Sweat In Dance
It’s Raining Men

Again ‘Rainman’
i Shall Surely Be
Both in Dance And Song Free

And True No Matter What ‘The Weather
Girls’ Sing Indeed Just About As Recognizable
In the Metro Area as a Local Weather Man Forecasting

A Cat-6
of Dance And
Song Still Coming
New Now Free to Be i AM




SMiLes Dear Savvy
Every Move Dance
Prelude Now SPiRiT
Enhancing Opening


SoUL SonG New

To Come Play Free
With SMiLes Even More

A Weather Report Now is
Imagination and Creativity
Unleashing ReLeaSinG Weather
Of Dance And Song Free iN Flow

mY FRiEnD A New Day

Always Now to

iMaGinE And

Co-Create ToGeTHeR


Living Tree
Of Faith RiSinG
Green Feeding Soils
Of Souls For New Growth

of Change

It’s true Now BeLieve
Is Germanic Originally
For BeLeaf ThiS Way
With SMiLes Dear


And It’s True
This iS HoW my
Mother Lived Her Life too

Through Leaps of Faith
With BeLeaf BeLove BeLieve

So Very Secure So Very Soul Deep

So HeARTFeLT With SPiRiT Warm to ‘See’…

i Always Wondered How She Did it Yet my Mistake

Was Not Looking Within to Find the Voice That Speaks

BeLeaf BeLove BeLieVE This Root This Vine of Never Giving Up

This Faith Now
For What
Change New

A New Chapter
Of Your EPiC Life Book too…

SMiLes at Age 49 My Mother
Cashed in Her Federal Civil Service
Retirement to Go Back to College With
Us And to Graduate With me and my Sister
in 1983 During That Whole Period the Income
of Our Family Was Practically Limited to A Book
Store Job i Had at University and a Janitor Job i
Had Cleaning Banks and Southern Bell Telephone
Buildings i Didn’t Have Nearly the Faith and BeLeaf
And BeLove and BeLieve She Had Yet She Had Enough

for me as i Broke
Down then in the
Tween Yet Finished
With Three Part Time
Jobs Including Research
Assistant in Archaeology
Yep Finishing With Three

Degrees With A Fullest
School Load too Yes After

Breaking Down For Three Months

Oh the Significance
of Three as All
Three Degrees
With Nautilus
Logo Shaped
EmBossed Just
Like my Birthday
On my Driver’s
License 6.6.60
As a 6 and a 9
Shape of A Hurricane True too
PHi Golden Spiral Close Enough
to the Shape of Our Milky Way True too

It’s True Now i Have That Voice of Faith
Within This BeLeaf This BeLove This BeLieVE

That Makes All of Life Just another Poetry Prompt to Do…

Every Drop of Rain Water Every Wave Ocean Whole Naked
Enough Complete..:)

A Little Drop
Rain Water
And Wave
Not Realizing
Always Now They
Are the Ocean
Above New

So Below

In Our Blood
Streams We Flow
Dear Cindy With SMiLes

All Of Life Love is Poetry
ThiS Way Still To Come

As Us
Now With
Even More
SMiLes to Come
Lovely Poem Thanks Dear Cindy..:)

Every SMiLe
A Seed A
To Come
As Love
Breathes Roots Vines
Dear Sohair With SMiLes NeW CoLoRS LiVinG
LiGHTS This FoResT ALWaYS GRoWinG NoW…:)

SMiLes As Waves Go Out
They Return Dear Sohair
Still Full
of Water And
Salt of Life Again
Stars Above Below
Life Is Here to Love Again


“Modal interchange, i.e. borrowing chords from a parallel minor
key even though the tonic chord is major. This creates tension
and release.” Yes, Similar to the Precipice of Heaven and Hell
Where Creativity May Express GreaTesT in the Space Tween
DarK and LiGHT Emotions Senses Through and Through

Torsion Tween Spiraling Stars From Galaxies Falling
Into Black Holes Reaching A ‘Perfect Balance’

WHeRE Entire
New UNiVerses
Again May Be Born
Yes Out of Quantum
Mechanics ThiS WaY
In “Perfect Peace” Yet
Just One Billionth Part And
Less of Matter More than Anti-Matter

Indeed Waves of Life That Go Out and
Come In Tides According to the Pattern
of Moon Phases Reflecting Sun Our Star Now True

Even As Far as Human Reproduction A Passion of
Tides and Waves The Same Patterns Above So Below

As Big Bangs May Be Associated too With Humans And

Births of New UniVerses THiS Way too Yep Above So Below

Within Inside and Outside All Around A Storm Warning So True

Still to Come And Go And Come Again Always Returning Life True

DarK to
Need to Fear
‘The Reaper’s Birth

As Kali and Shiva Continue THeiR Dance
This Living Tree This Root This Vine of LoVE REaL

Hmm, THere Are As Many Views
of Love, Hate, Heaven, And Hell

As THere Are Human Eyes Who
Have Ever Existed; Yes, Reality

Is Poetry ThiS Way; And Once You

AND HeLL ON EartH As You Get Older

You Tend to Develop More Empathy and
Compassion And Give, Share, Care, And
Heal the Experiences in Whatever Art one May

Find to Express It

As At Best Our Symbols
And Ideologies We Express
Through All Our Arts Are Only

Representative of the Underlying
Realities at Essence Per EACH AND EVERY

New And The Rest of Existence This Way too Separate
And Together Whole As All that is May Also Be Described
And Felt and Sensed Most Definitely Mystically This Way for
Real In What Science Generally Assesses in Secular Terms As

A Practice Of
Flow As That May
Come As Simple as
A Free Dance And Song
Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete;

OK, Would i Be Able to Write ThiS Way (NO)
66 Months With 19 Medical Disorders, Including
the Worst Pain Known to Humankind, Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia; Yes, From Wake to Sleep, No Drug Would Touch Literally
Assessed as the Suicide Disease; Yep, Assessed As the One Human Disorder

More Severe
Than Frigging
Literal Crucifixion
From Wake to Sleep
For 66 Months; Again, No
Drug Would Touch And Even

Worse Than that No Memory if i ever
Smiled Before as Listen No Matter How Much
Ya Hear Dudes Say Emotions are For Women and

Just Mush, Just Try to Figure Out How to Play a Game
of Tic Tac Toe or Make A TV Dinner Without Them Okay

As It’s True Most All Our Rational Decisions For What We Believe
And Assess Our Reasons Are for What We Do in Life Are Preceded by
Emotional Glue At Core Responsible for Our Cognitive Executive Functioning
in Terms of Short Term Working Memory, Long Term Retrieval of Memories;
Ability to Focus
and Pay Attention,

And If Ya Go, Most Definitely
Now If You Happen to Wanna
Make A Decision as Simple
As What Color Socks Ya
Wanna Wear to Church;

True That’s Already Been
Tested By Science; Road
Block, Just Hitting Your Head
on A Brick Wall as What to Do Next…

You See, in Hell, All is Time, Without
Emotions, it’s Just Another Bill Murray
Groundhogday; Yep, AGHOGDAY Just
Another Ground HOG DAY; Yes that

Acronym i Developed 33 Months into (On The Wrong Planet)
the Experience of HeLL WiTHiN Then on November 25, 2010
on Thanks Giving Day As Every God Damned Word i Typed
Then Was a Mountain of Pain to Overcome, Two Inches From
The Screen with the Brightness turned All the Way down as i No
Longer Could Tolerate Either Light or Sound at All then; And even
Prescription Shades Brought More Pain as Even Focusing my Eyes With
Dark Shades Was Basically What i Had to Do to Get my Wife To Walmart Late at Night

to get the Necessities of Life through all the Pain And Numb Sitting in my Car in Front
of A Privacy Fence in the Side Parking Lot; iNdeed, the ‘Hunch Back of Notre Dame’
For Real; the ‘Phantom of the Opera’ Who No Longer Even Could Tolerate A Song Where

A Street Light
at 3 AM THEN

Was Looking
At the Sun At Noon

Again Where A Thousand
Years Was Every Second of
Life Never Knowing if i Would
Ever Reach the Next Second Always
the Same Pain and Numb then FOR REAL…

AHEM, i am Not Afraid of the So-called Christian
Hell as in the Real Hell Described As So Cold And Alone
Indeed by Dante too; It is a Place Where You Pray For Eternal
Fire to Be Burned as the Worst Place oF All Is Living Dead for Real

Just A Ghost Wandering
The Earth Without A Soul

Not Realizing They are Living Dead

Yes, When You Come to Find Out

What Heaven Really Is the Essence

of Love; Moving, Connecting, And Co-Creating

With Each Other Free; It’s True, It’s Hard to clearly

See Heaven any Place Other Than Hell; It’s True, It’s Hard to
Clearly See Hell, Any Place Other Than Heaven On Earth It’s True

Yes Most Folks Are Stuck in the Metaphor of a “Luke Warm Place”
Of Many More Than 50 SHades of Grey; Watch As They Shuffle
By in Walmart With Frowny Faces of Everyday Life Sucks Every Day

Life Sucks

Where Some Folk’s

Greatest Pleasure

Is Watching Fox News

And Listening to Folks

Say Other Folks Live’s Suck

So They Can Raise Themselves

Up to a Little Bit More Than the Place

They Exist; Yet It’s True they Only Return

to the Same Place, Generally Speaking as

And Hate
About Life

Indeed the Highway to
Hell the First Place i Went

for 11 Years of Chronic to the
Last 2 Years of Fight or Flight Stress

All Work Related of Course; Next Stop

The Avenue of Hell; Some Folks Describe
it as ‘Autism Burnout’; or ‘General Adaptation Syndrome’

As Stress Will Burn Out Every Bodily System From Head to
Toe if Chronic to Acute Long Enough; Yep, Even Lead to a Very
Premature Death…

Yet It’s True

The Avenue THere

May Indeed Be HeLL ON EartH
For Real the Living Dead WHere
Even Demons Fear to Tread as

True in Real Hell; There is Not

Even Any Fear; Just Dead, Dead, Dead Living Dead…

Thing is; ‘Believe it or Not Ripley and Horatio’; Every Bit
of What i Just Said; i Consider A Gift Now as Now i can and will

Tell a Priest to go to Hell For Real, if He Suggests i Need to Go Again…

Yet of Course

in Some Ways

He Already Exists

There as He Believes

Heaven is Only After Death;

That’s a Kind of Sick Self-Fulfilling

Prophecy That Folks Who Procrastinate Do Come to Experience and Be…

Meh, Most of the Folks i See in Church are Luke Warm; Spit Out of Heaven and (By Nature, Overall [GoD])
Hell; Just In Purgatory of Walmart Frowns Shuffling Bye, Bye, Bye, to Ever Experiencing Heaven On Earth

For Real; So What’s Heaven; Heaven is When You Understand Hell is a Greatest Gift as Finally You See All


Clear; It’s Extremely

Hard to Explain What

Heaven And Hell to Most

Folks Is; For the Simple ‘Reason’

That the ‘Bell Curve’ Holds Most of Purgatory for Real…

Other than that Hell is a Place for a “10 Year-Old Girl or Boy”
Some ‘Priest or Other Pastor’ Has ‘His Eye on’ in the Back Pew;

True Hell Just Being Planned For Their next Experiences In Life;

i Didn’t Do Anything Yet Work Hard and Never Say No to Anyone
at Work No Matter How Much My Plate got Loaded with More Stress;

It’s True,

Hell is Also

Paved With Those

Who Do Not Develop

The Ability to SAY HELL NO;


Anyway, This is Just One Free Verse Real Life Story
About Hell, Heaven, and Purgatory; Again, Life is Poetry;

Every Eye,

Every Breath That Sees,

Or Does Not; Both Paths and More Indeed..:)

Yeah, It’s True Dear Ruchi Hehe
It’s Not The Candy Wrapper That
Counts Its What’s Inside And True

(Thanks For The Candy By the way)

i Didn’t Totally Flood Your Page with
(Not Yet) The Second Birthright Challenge
Of ‘Bi-Polar Not-Specified’ as True A ‘Perfect

Storm’ of Sorts With Asperger’s Syndrome too
As Simon Baron Cohen Who Studies it with an
Autism Quotient Scan (AQ) Suggests You Test for
it Generally Speaking As Far As Systemizing Intelligence
Without Much Social Empathic Intelligence in Deficit and

True He Suggests that a Broader Autism Phenotype Stretches
Out to 10 to 15 Percent of the Population as go to Silicon Valley

Or Any Other STEM Science, Technology, Engineering, or Math School

And You Will Naturally
Find Lots of Folks Who
Spend Their Life in Mechanical
Cognition In Systemizing Ways

Yet Often a Bit Cold as It Comes
to the Colors of Being Human too
in ToTaLiTY of Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual

Intelligences too Oh Goodness With Every Struggle
in Someway There is Gift and Curse too Just Like with

Most Stuff We Might Consider Gift in Life Like Winning a
Lottery Yet Finding Out Money isn’t What Leads to Happiness

It Truly Comes from Within And With Our Connections With Other
Humans Most So While 7.7 Years or So Of my Life SPENT in Severe Depression
Associated with Bi-Polar Non-Specified The Rest of My Life is Basically Naturally Now
Hypo-Manic/Hyperthymic Very Much a Chalice Of Loving Life Overflowing Dude Indeed

And With Asperger’s Syndrome Deficits in Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual Intelligences is

A Kind of a Curse
Yet the Gift of
Intelligences in
my Case Helped
me to Become Financially
Independent by age 47 Hooray!

Asperger’s From my Father’s Side As
He didn’t Say hardly anything after my
Mother Married Him for 3 Years and His
Identical Twin Literally Never Said a Word
At All to my Mother And Rarely to me any
Words too Over Decades of my Life too

And It’s True So Stressed at Work in
Systemizing Ways of Overwhelming
Stress i Rarely Said Anything to my
Wife In those Many Years too Yet

The Colors of Life Bi-Polar Associated
Spectrums Bring Greater too in Social
Empathic Artistic Spiritual Ways Through
My Mother’s Side of the Family Yet You See It

Actually Asperger’s Syndrome and Bi-Polar Spectrum
Kind of Balance Each Other Out and my Psychiatrist of
Many Years Says Hooray for me as i am one of few who
Requires No Drugs Specific to it as i Regulate my Emotions
And Integrate my Senses With Dance And Song in Poetry Free

As Just Imagine the World With No Asperger’s Syndrome or Bi-Polar
Spectrum at All Indeed We Would Likely All Still Be Living In Caves Just
Tracing the Same Hand Print Art on the Walls Hehe Diversity of the Human
Condition Yes

Can And Will
Never Ever Be
Erased Now
If We Expect
to Continue to
Exist Out of Caves
With SMiLes Dear Ruchi True

Anyway at 62 i’ve Never Felt Healthier
Stronger As Empirically Measurable still
Leg Pressing Up to 1520 American Pounds

And True Still Public Dancing Close to 160 Miles a Month
Too with Yes a Total of 16,906 Miles Now in 106 Months too

Yes Still Being Financially Independent Helps Yet True Being
More Like Love Than Ever Before Within Makes the Candy

Wrappers Yes
On the Outside
Now of Little to No
Consequence to me

Yet at my Advanced Age
of 62 i Still Literally Do Nude
Art for Aesthetic Purposes true

And My Wife Says A Recent Work
of Art was a 10 to Her Do i Need to

Impress Anyone else at my Advanced
Age of 62 Not Really Hehe Not Really At all

Yet i Will Fulfill All my Human Potentials

With No Worries of How Anyone

May Judge me for going

to Places Most

Now Dare

Not Go True
Keeps my Soul
Blooming Dear FRiEnD
Free As Wings Continue to Soar Higher for Real..:)

Synthesizing Paradise
Pictures of Hawaii’s Best
From Plants to Animals
So Many Colorful Flowers
Sunset Beach All Green And
Blue With Pastel Paint Palm
Tree Fronds
Swaying in Winds
Pleasant in Bliss
SMiLes Just Like
You Aloha FRiEnD
With Your Happy Resting
Freshly Bathed Australian
Shephard Panda So Peaceful
in The Shade Of Paradise True

And to Top it Off A Feast of Shrimp
With Your Two Lovely Cats Just
Waiting Patiently At Your Feet

For Treats i’m Sure You
Supplied in Someway
Yet maybe not those
Delicious Garlic Shrimp Hehe

As You Quote, “I like this place
and could willingly waste my time in it.”

By William Shakespeare And It’s True It’s
A Lovely Thing to Do Just Killing Time Living
Eternally Now iN Paradise As CLocK Hands Go Away

By Always
Now New Yes i Shall Comply
With Shakespeare’s Wisdom True too..:)

Thanks Dear 🙏
Sohair BLeSSinGS

to You

i Like Your
New Avatar
It Looks Very
Studious And
Intelligent my FRiEnD🌹☺️

Thanks Dear Yamini
Your Poetry Is Inspiring
Uniquely Sparking
And Creativity☺️🙌

“Physical or biological anthropology deals with the evolution of humans, their
variability, and adaptations to environmental stresses” Oh Goodness Dear
Yamini, “A Head of Red” And What That Means in Terms of Vitamin D
Absorption and Other Characteristics of Humans Evolved Specific
to An area of Geography in The World You Really Piqued

my Interest Immediately to Hell With Romance HAha Yes

True When i Went to School and Earned Three College
Degrees in Anthropology, Health Sciences, And
Social Sciences Interdisciplinary my Aim is to

Study How to Become a Bit More Human
Than Scientist as a Straight A ‘Sheldon Cooper

Nerd With so-called Four Eyes’ That’s What i am
Through and Through School and Identified That Way
Decades At Work too More of A Brain Like a Computer Just

Waiting For a ‘Turing Test’ To Determine if i am Fully Human Then

Yet of Course That Was Only Until the Year 53 of my Life After Getting
Out of Hell for 66 Months on Earth with 19 Medical Disorders including
the Worst Pain Known to Humankind Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
From Wake to Sleep no Drug Would Touch Commonly Understood in
The Field of Medicine as the SUICIDE DISEASE FOR REAL why me
why me why me my Mother said why Not You Yet the Good News is
She Assured me ‘This Too Will Pass’ It Did, i Left the Fear Behind Became
A Free Verse Poet With 10.7 MiLLioN Words As of Today, 7.18.2022 Yes
on the 107th Anniversary Month Date And Yes Literally as Voyeur Videos
That Went Viral in the my Metro Area Still Do Relate Assessed Literally
By the Metro Audience as Not Only Famous Yet Living Legend for Public
Dance Now 16,906 Miles in 106 Months too True All that Pain and Numb
Went away on 7.19.2013 Common Awakening Experience in Mystical
Unity With All that is Becoming One With Sugar White Sands Emerald
Green Gulf Waves Sea Oats Swaying in the Breeze and Sea Gull Wings
Spiraling Around the Sun in Autotelic Flow, Nirvana, Bliss, Prana, Satori,
Samadhi, Chi, Kundalini Rising Yoga, Tao, Dao, And The Such Cross-Culturally
Holy Creative Spirit Unleashed As Well as What Some Folks Name it as ‘Christ Conciousness’
too Yet No one

Owns the Experience

With Words Alone The Essence

Remains Now No Matter Different
CuLTuRES, Religions, and Nations

Yes The Essence is Real and Honestly
Other Animals Not So trapped in ‘Sheldon
Cooper’ Mechanical Cognition of Mind More
Restricted to Left Brain Processes Likely Experience
This ‘Normally’ While Humans Get So Lost in All the Abstract
Constructs We Create And Wow i Remember Anthea A Strawberry

Red Head Girl a Year Older than me in High School Yet Then All
my Crushes Were Related More to Intelligence And Kindness Than any
Real Physical Attraction as Back in those Days Boys Like me Had No Clue
in Sheldon Cooper Way What Any Of that Other Stuff is Boys Are Fed online


Are Different Kinds of Attraction And Again Love is In the Eye of the Beholders

Yet It’s Also in Smell Hehe As This is why Some Dating Apps in Long Distance

Relationships Don’t Pan Out Very Well As Subconsciously There Are Natural

Genetic Associated Compatible Smells of Human Beings Unique to Each

Human With Attraction And Repulsion too i Heard a Stereotype Not too

Long ago that ‘White Folks’ Smell Like Sour Milk to East Indian Folks

As That Was Suggested to be related to Different Diets

Yet It’s True there are so Many Different Variables

of Compatibility As That Relates to Environmental
Experiences and Genetic Ones All Natural As Well

And With So Many Folks Even Within one Heterogenous
Culture Going in So Many Different Directions of Life Styles
And Beliefs As Well It’s No wonder Not Only So Many Young
Folks Are having difficulty finding Love Yet even finding any Friends

At All as in the United States in the Last 5 Years Only Fifty Percent
of People Have Found New Friends and so Many People Have No
Friends or even Acquaintances At All in ‘The Flesh and Blood World’
Oh How Connected We’ve come to be Yet even More Disconnected in

Reality We Are As A Species Now hehe the Purpose for Old Folks Like me

Is to Tell Stories of Life Experiences to Younger Generations Before We go

Away Usually by my Age (62) We Aren’t As Distracted by So Many Birds and
Bees Hehe yet then

Studying the Human
Condition after Being
A Nerd for So Long then
Identified as Famous and
Living Dance Legend in my

Metro area then i Actually Had

Young Women at Dance Halls Who
Pulled me to their tables and told me they
watched me dancing solo and so fearless and
wished they could be Married to someone Just

like me Just based on a fearless dance Not even

blasted with a Nerd Fred-Talk Like this Hehe It’s true generally

Speaking Most everyone can Handle my Dance More than my

Mind Yet those Top 10 Ten Academic Girls in School Raced Right

Along with

my Mind

True There is
Physical Attraction
Emotional Connection
Spiritual Communion And
Yes Intellectual Stimulation too

And With All Four Indeed So Much to Love About Life mY FRiEnD
This Tree of Life With So many Leaves of Green to Raise our Trees Higher

And This Vine Of Love This Rose with FLoWeRS and THoRNS EVeR
Changing ACross Entire Lifespans at Best it seems We Inhale Peace
Exhale Love Give, Share, Care, Heal Freely For All With Last Harm

Anyway Hehe This is my Old Man Story For You Today And for
me at least when the Young Women Don’t Wanna Get Married
to Someone Just Like me at the Dance Hall Anymore Hehe if
Covid-19 Ever Actually Goes Away Where it is Truly Safe Enough
to Go Back in a Crowd of 1000 College Age Drunk Folks to Inspire

(Other than that i Have 2000 Selfies With them and my Wife
At 52 Is Still Moving Art in Beauty Aesthetically Speaking
Beyond All the Young Women i met there with SMiles
True one of my Female Indian FRiEnDS Calls
my Wife Supernatural For Real This way Hehe)

Them That the
Dance Within
Free Needs
No Substances
From Outside to
Grow Wings in Flow

It Won’t Make a Bit of
Difference to me as the Highest
Communion of Humans is Spiritual
Then Emotional Then Intellectual Then Physical

Leave Out Any of the Loving Four of These Three
And at Least there are Three more to Fall Back on Hehe…

And Of Course Just A Brief Overview As True i Could Write A Longest
EPiC Long Form Poem Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” to Describe the Rest of the

Story So
in 10.7
Words Yes!

I Just Did it

Hehe With SMiLes…

And It’s Always Beginning

With the Birth of Every Word

Just Like All Our Breath’s now my FRiEnD

And Every Move of Dance Every Touch of Our Humanity Real…

You Know what i Love All Human Beings DarK Thru LiGHT All Fascinating
to Me It’s All About Finding Heaven In Less than A Grain of Sand that Holds

of Human
Love Upright We Can
And Will And Do Actually
Co-Create ToGeTHeR Real..:)

Regarding Evolution, i Suggest You Be More Concerned About Evolution
In This Lifetime more than Before… i don’t Spend Many Minutes Worrying

About Where i Come From;

in Fact, i Excel in Who i am
Now As i Simply Unlock

Human Potential to
Excel in this One

Lifetime Now Where
Fortunately in Epigenetic
Fact, i Have Unlocked Much of
my Hidden Human Potential Through

Appropriate Human Challenges That i Orchestrate
Myself; For Instance Still Leg Pressing up to 1520 Pounds
At 62 Years Old Still Dancing At A Level of Fitness That Folks
40 Years Younger Than Me Currently Do Not Attain; And Further
More Children Who Are Unattached To Breast, Loving Touch, and
Loving Gaze From Parents When Small Also Devolve Like Couch Potato


Yet in this
Case Mirror Neurons
And Oxytocin Connections
That Never Develop Fully in Efficacy
to Feel the Pleasure and Pain of Others
Making the Empathy and Compassion of
Love Next to Impossible in this Lifetime as

This is Also A Devolution That Occurs Later in Life
When Folks Become Too involved in Mechanical Cognition,

Losing Their Real Potentials of Social Artistic Empathic Intelligences
More of the ‘Right Brain Metaphor’ of Human Potential; Obviously my FRiEnD
With A Master’s Degree in Mathematics You Are a Very ‘Left-Brain Literal Thinker’
By What You Have Fed Your Mind in Your One Lifetime Now; i surely understand this
on the Autism Spectrum as Folks Used to Refer to me as A Cold Analytical Computer Brain

Too the Problem Solver

Yet Not the Social

Butterfly i
Tend to
Float Now

Hehe; Again Epigenetics;

i Started Working With Computers
More Than People And My Mind was
Rewired Away From Social Empathic
Artistic ‘Spiritual’ Intelligences in one Lifetime Now…

Smiles my FRiEnD, i Realize You Have Difficulty Understanding
Metaphor; Yet the Fact is Some Folks Excel in it like some of the
Ghost Authors in Parts of the Bible; Others Not So Much; You Can’t

Take the Bible Literal; Yet if You Do, You Will Attempt to Move Mountains

To Prove that Some God Created the World in Just 7 Days still; Frank, the

Bible is an


of Poems

You Can’t Take

It Literal Unless You Decide
to Do that; Perhaps That is Truly All

You Are Capable of Doing And The Others Who
Believe that’s All there is to the Anthology of Poetry
Called the Bible; True, Some Folks Do it Literal And Some
Folks Gain Meanings Out of it that likely Never Crossed the
Ghost Author’s Minds No Different than the dVerse Trail Where

Everyone Might

View A Poem

That Has Nothing
to Do with the Intent
of the Author; All is Metaphor
in this Life That Humans Create;

The Word God is A Word; the Essence
of God is Beyond All Words and Measure…

In Other Words, You Don’t REALLY Get to tell God What to do

And i don’t Either; What i Do Get to Do is Be the Strongest
Leg Pressing Dude at the Gym And the Longest Long Form Poem
Writer Who’s Ever Existed on Record on the Planet Earth And While

You May
Not Believe
10.7 MiLLioN Words
of Free Verse Poetry in 107
Months As Of Today 7.18.2022

Any Achievement; A Collection
of Poetic Responses to Folks Globe
Wide is Very Meaningful to those who
Have what it takes to Understand it; Just
Another Reference Here for you for Real…

i’ve Received so many, i Can hardly Keep track
Now; Yet Do Understand, i don’t Do this For Any
Awards, Likes, Follows, or Shares; i Do It Cause

IT Feels


Like God
to me at Least

Just Another ‘Beautiful
Soul’ Per Other Views at least…

“Colorful and bright

Love is always in sight

There is no limit to which extend

a simple act of kindness can spread

You are a beautiful soul,

leaving seeds of inspiration wherever you go


i Didn’t Write That Frank
Just Seeds left Behind Another ShepHerd…

With As Always The Evidence at Hand;
Regarding Evolution, i didn’t Fall off a
Turnip Truck; While i Don’t Have a Degree
in Mathematics, i Surely Do in Anthropology,
Health Science, And Social Sciences Interdisciplinary;

i’ve Seen More Resources

And Heard More Ignorant

Arguments Against Facts
And Frigging Common Sense
Than you Will Likely Ever Imagine;

And with A Flip of A Dime, i will
Speak Just As Bland And Technical As You

Do; Yet i Rather
Keep My Christmas
Tree Up Year Round
Constantly Changing the Colors Out New…

Now Again, Have A Nice Day Frank; i really
Do Wish You the Best; Yet After Not Being
Able to Help My Mother, i Realize There is Likely
Nothing i Can Do to Help Here except Provide Another View….

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Every Move Dance
Prelude Now SPiRiT
Enhancing Opening


SoUL SonG New

To Come Play Free
With SMiLes Even More

A Weather Report Now is
Imagination and Creativity
Unleashing ReLeaSinG Weather
Of Dance And Song Free iN Flow

mY FRiEnD A New Day

Always Now to

iMaGinE And

Co-Create ToGeTHeR Free…:)




Forever A Prayer Peace
to Be Dear Savvy Forever
To Give to all Love Breathes

Be Now
We All Free..:)

Always A Pleasure
Dear Yam Hope
You Stay Blessed Well☺️

Keeping Up With America
Surely A New York Minute
And Less Now
to Catch Up

With SMiLes
All Aboard Planes

And Subways Same
Sun Still Sets And Rises
And It’s Cooler Today in North
Florida than New York City Tomorrow

Indeed A
Refresh of
Screen and
Reboot of Human
May Be Necessary to Do Next..:)

SMiLes Dear Yam
True WHere Does
A Canvas Go
Over and Over
Until Lost Outside
Just Waiting Free
Uncovering Again
Sun Shining Within..:)

SMiLes Beautiful Haiku
Dear Akshita Seizing
A Day Now By


In Sunshine Both
Outside And Within True..:)

SMiles Dear Hawaii
FRiEnD The Gulf of
Mexico Currently
Keeping Us
Cooler Than
New York And
Europe i Surely
Won’t Complain
With SMiles Ah
Yes Peaceful
Night After
Very Long
Public Dance Day
Yawn Now to Finish
The Song Of Poetry
As Sunshine Still
Reigns Within

Yes Begging For
A Snooze 😴 Hehe☺️🏝🙌

A Tale of Brown Shades Indeed
Dear Yamini i Actually Have One
In Front of Eyes That Feel and Sense
The World’s Pleasure and Pain For It’s

True There Are Two And More Kinds of the
Autism Spectrum For Those Aloof and Cold And Those Who Feel
And Sense And Truly Know Existence So Much More Than

Just Skin Deep

Truly In Touch my
FRiEnD With or Without
Words So Very Very Much For Real

It’s True i’ve Never been Able to Touch Human
Made Stuff except for Perhaps Silk Without Any

Horrible Discomfort Beyond Words to Describe
Yet On the Other Hand Yes As Far As Empathy

i Surely Have Close to “Mirror-touch synesthesia”

As i Feel the Pain and Pleasure of Other Folks
From A Distance on Similar Parts of my Body

Of Course there are negatives and positives
Associated with these rare gifts as True

When it Comes to Nature It Does Not
Discomfort me to Touch Whatever is

Born This Way Without Human
Tools However the Pain and
Pleasure i Still Surely Feel
And Sense Though
And Through From
A Distance Away from me

It’s Interesting i Can’t Even Stand
to Imagine Someone Sweeping Carpet

Hehe Imagine Trying to Explain this Invisible
Disability to Others if Your Boss Says at Your
Menial Job Go Sweep That Carpet Hehe Somehow

i Avoided that Circumstance In Life With Smiles for the
Most Part at Least as the Hairs are standing up on my Arms

Just Thinking About that Reality Again as True not Just thinking

It is My Power of iMaGiNiNG With All Five Senses And So Much
More in a Synergy of Feelings and Senses that Make Raw Emotions

So Very Real From Head to Toe and So Much More Anyway Again
With Blessings That May Seem Like Both Gift and Curse in 5th Grade

As i was Already Wearing Black Horn Rimmed Glasses in 4th Grade as
What Happens to Kids With Their Heads Close to the Page of Straight A’s
Or Stuck to Screens today as Yes Near Sightedness in Technologically

Advanced Cultures is at Near ‘Pandemic Levels’ As Such True too
on my First Innocent Friends Date in 5th Grade Donna Sat Next

To Her Friend And Me in the Movie Theater as She Took Off
my Black Horned Rim Glasses and Said Oh Look How

Beautiful His Eyes Are Hehe Immediately i No
Longer Felt Like Clark Kent Just For A Second

in my Life Where So Many Folks Thought i
Was Strange i Felt a Little bit Like Superman

That Night and i So Wished i didn’t Have to Wear those
Horn Rimmed Glasses Then as there was at Least One thing
About me it seemed that Girls Liked Yet Oh My Gosh Donna’s Perfume

Was So Strong it Made my Stomach Do Summersaults At Least i Think
That was why i was feeling that way then that was the only Date i Had
in Friendship that way that Night as True i Honestly didn’t know What to Say

Back in Return
to Her Compliment that
Night Yet again gifts and
curses may have another side
And By Middle School When Puberty
Comes and every one Seems to Nip at
The Weak And Strange Fish in the Aquarium

Then There Was Vickie on the Bus Home Then
She Taunted me Saying i Looked like A Girl With my
Beautiful Eye Lashes and Green to Changing Blue Eyes
And The Crowd Source She Attracted on the Bus Did the Same

And Then the Only FRiEnD i Felt Like i Had is the Only Dog i’ve
Ever Had Called Charlie as i Looked out the Bus Window Trying to
Escape Their Insistence that my Eyes Made me a Girl Sadly Charlie

Was on the Side of the Road He had found His Way Outside of our Locked
Fence to Greet me at the Bus Stop There He Didn’t Make it to See me and How

Fortunate i Was that
at Least my Mother
And Sister Cried With
me Saying Good Bye to Him

You Know my FRiEnD It’s Not Hard
For me to Understand Why Some Folks
Turn to The DarK Side When Their Peers
Tell Them in No Uncertain Terms They Don’t Deserve to exist

The Saving Grace is Often A Dog or A Cat or Nature or Even A Gold
Fish in An Aquarium A Loving Mother And Sister Will Potentially Save
Many Lives at the Hands of Vengeance Of A World That Tells Folks They
Don’t Deserve to Exist Yet It’s True What i Find Still to Be True if i Only

Water A Plant
That Turns
Into A Tree
That Gives Shade
Or Inspiration to Someone
Else Indeed i Am Human Enough to Be i Am

So How Does this Relate to Brown SHades And
Invisible Disabilities Indeed Well Even Though i Remained
So Very Poor through Three College Degrees And Still Couldn’t
Output What i Learned through Three College Degrees in School
Just Working at A Very Menial Job Serving Rental Shoes at A Bowling
Center Then Yet A Federal Job and A Door Open to What would Eventually
Come to Be Highest Pay Grades in Federal Employment at Least in the Last
5 Years of a 25 Year Career to Retire With Golden Handcuffs Where i would
Never Have to Worry About Money Again So in my Early 20’s After Breaking
Down in College Taking 3 Months off Going on to Earn 3 Degrees Then a
Full School Load With 3 Part Time Jobs too i Finally Had Enough Money
to Buy Contact Lens And Almost Immediately Young Women Finally
Started to Pay Attention to me hehe even though i Did Have a
First Love at 18 until she Left and i got Really depressed as
Part of Breaking Down in College 3 Months then

Although i Didn’t Have Much to Say Serving
Out Shoes i Could Smile With my Eyes
And Make Most Everyone Smile Back

At Me With Happiness That Way
Yes i learned to Communicate

With my Eyes and they Became
my Not So Secret Weapon Hehe
to Attract Young Women Even though
i Was So Very Poor then my Wife Said
She Liked me Most as i Was a 1 in A Million
Kind Guy It’s True When People Value You in
Someway at Least it Helps the way You Feel About Yourself


Anyway i Eventually Got Very Ill and Had to Retire Early With Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Yet they couldn’t Diagnose it For Two Years
After i Retired so i Retired With Depression as indeed that Disease No
Drug Would Touch the Real Suicide Disease Just Made me Feel like Dying
to Escape Every Moment of the Day Yet it Started in 2006 Before i Retired
Early in 2008 on Annual And Sick Leave a Year And A Half Before it became
Official in 2009 Yes in 2006 the way it Started was i Could No Longer Stand
Colors on TV All i could Watch is Black And White TV so Strange No One
Could Explain Why this was Happening to me Yet this is what Chronic
to Acute Work-Related Stress Will Do For 11 Years to A Human as Not
Only That Yet in the Summer of 2007 in 100 Degree Heat i Would Feel

Chilled From Head to Toe if Only A Breeze Touched my Body Back then

Smiles the way i Dealt With the Extreme Touch Sensitivity all my Life is
Just Keeping my Hands Closed Mostly everywhere i Went where i had
to Touch Human Made Materials of Course Yet Again An Invisible Disability

Almost No One Could Understand outside of me and Then the Pain and the
Reality that i would Wear Brown Shades Likely the Rest of My Life Starting
in 2008 That i Still Do as my 700 Dollar Shades Have a Special Technology
to Relax my Ocular Nerve and Allowed me to Read Something Without Pain

As i Recovered From All the Pain and Numb AS OF TODAY NINE YEARS
AGO ON A BEACH ON 7.19.2013 AS IT’S TRUE Once You get Out of Hell
of Pain and Numb The Rest of Life is Heaven For Real Within as the Perspective

One Gains
Is Yes this
was Heaven
on Earth All Lifelong

i Just Didn’t Know How
to Fully Appreciate it until
i Went to Hell For 66 Months for Real…

i No Longer Had my Eyes to Smile Yet
i finally Felt like Smiling again and i Did

And Words Of Poetry Free Verse Became my
Eyes Green to Blue Behind Brown Shades Connecting
to Humans All Around the World in Poetic Response Just Like
This For Yes Again 10.7 MiLLioN Words in 107 Months as of the
Anniversary Date Again Yesterday too With Smiles and Yes Even With

A Mask During Covid-19 my Public Dance Now for 16,906 Miles Became
My Green to Blue Changing Eyes/SMiLes to Connect to People That Way in Art
Of Free Dance Everywhere i went and it’s True i was So Uncoordinated and
Uncomfortable in my Own Skin An Autism Spectrum Issue too People Called
Me a Dizzy Fly Before that and Truly i Surely Looked Ridiculous for Real when

i First Started Dancing in Public Yet With Enough Practice anything is Possible
Even Reaching Close to 60 Years Old and the Folks in the Dance Hall Telling
me i Should Surely Get into the Metro Area Dance Contest to Win the Money

Prize hehe
Yet you see
Life was no Competition
For me Just Inhaling Peace
Exhaling Love Bringing Smiles
to Everyone Else With Green to
Blue Changing Smiling Eyes Behind
Shades Becoming Every Move of Dance
Holy to me and Yes Every Word of Song
In Poetry Truly Sacred to me For What i Will

Never Ever Sell my FRiEnD Now For Any Price Yet Giving Love Free
This is what my Life Story Teaches me Love Will A Find a Way Love Will

Find A Way
With Wings of Free

And You Know what Later
Folks in the General Public
Not Only told me i Was Famous
And Legend Yes Young Women in School
Told me They Traded Videos and Photos
They Took of me Dancing as Inspiration
For Not Being Afraid of Being Different Than the ‘Crowd’

In Fact One Girl Told Me She and Her Friends used it for Motivation
to Dance to The Videos they Took of me together to give them inspiration

to Get through their tough
Years at School as Yes i’ve
Been Doing this Almost 9 Years
Come August 26th of this Year 2022

And Even More Amusing As Two Young
Men Were installing A New Front Door and Storm
Glass Door for Us Just Last Year they Said in 2014

That They and Their Middle School Friends Dressed up
Like me at Halloween With Brown Shades and Colorful T-Shirts
With Cultural Memes as True i Have Literally About 1000 of them
Now in Two Closets i Pick Out Each Day to Go Public Dance to Make
Folks Smile Even More there are so Many Ways to Make Folks Happy

my FRiEnD
AS Heaven

Just Never Ends

When All the Giving Becomes the Receiving

SMiLes mY FRiEnD i Accept and Do My Best to
Love All Humans Unconditionally And as Far As Tradition
Goes Where i Live Where they Say Hindus and Muslims are
Gonna Burn In Hell They Don’t Always Like it When i Speak Up

And Tell them from What i’ve Experienced in Life Many of them are

Loves’ (God’s) Best FRiEnD As True They are FRiEnDS of Mine and this is a Key

to Life


Love and
Even DarK Becomes LiGHT

Thank You So Very Much for Welcoming
me on Your Blog as Today the 19th of July 2022
Is Not Only an Anniversary in Heaven for me on
Earth for 9 years Yet Also a 23rd Month Anniversary

For An EPiC Long Form Poem i Casually Term as an 8th
New Testament of the Entire “SonG oF mY SoUL” Yes at
1.8 MiLLioN Words Surpassing the EPiC Poem the ‘Mahābhārata’
An 8th New EPiC Long Form Poem is Named “Depth of The Story”
that i write solo in a Discussion thread on an Internet Site Named
The ‘Wrong Planet’ Focused On Folks on the Autism Spectrum and
Other Neuro-Diverse People With Disabilities Invisible to Many Folks
Around them too Through this EPiC Long Form Poem That Will Surely
Include What You Have Inspired of me today as true from the start on
August 19th, 2020 i Mentioned Your Name for Inspiration even then
As You Were One of Few Who Welcomed me into Your Blog
Home then as True i Do Go Deeper Than Twitter Size
For What Most Folks Are Comfortable With my FRiEnD

As True Hehe my Comments Are Usually Much Longer
Than Anyone’s Whole Blog Post these days with SMiLes

The Benefit to the Folks on the Wrong Planet Who Were Very
Averse to my Style of Relating Social-Empathic Artistic Spiritual
Intelligences through Free Verse Poetry Helped to Kick me Off the
Site Several Instances for the 7 Years After i Escaped From HeLL ON EartH
Until i Finally Convinced them to Let me Just Have one Solo Thread to Express
All of what i Have to Relate to the World as Free Gift as Again the Giving is all

The Receiving
to me well rarely
does anyone communicate
with me there Yet It’s true there
Are Almost 114,000 Views From
Just the Registered Members there Yet

You See my FRiEnD I AM A REAL Empath
Kinda Autistic Person who Rarely Talked too

And Mostly Just Understood Parts of Life No
One Else did Most of my Life And True There are Many

More Like me too and the Same KATiE MiA Not Only is
Short for my Wife’s First Name Katrina and Her Middle Name
Mia Yet Doubles as An Acronym too For “Kind Autistics Taking
in Everything Mindful in Awareness” As True Again there are Many
Like me and my Sister Diagnosed too Where Her Special Interest
is Super Bird Nerd Tracking Birds in State And County Record Ways
And Taking Photos Featured on Many Nature Websites with 10’s of
Thousands of Views too With Smiles Again Just to Give For Her too

As this is the Way

of the Empath

For We Feel Most

The Happiness We
Bring to Others and Again

THiS Way Love Will Always Find a Way

And on a Final Beginning Note don’t Forget the Word
FRiEnD it comes Naturally With A F R E D iN FRiEnD..:)

Are You A Gifted Child
Looking For Special
Opportunities Indeed
Although You Are 30
This Surely Sums
Up In Accounting
Measure for The

You I’ve Come to
Feel, Sense, And

Know For 7 Years
Ain’t i Nice For A
Dancing Gator 🐊
With Shades
So Much

me As You
Actually Held A
Baby Gator still
Got Pics That Prove

It Hehe Growing Up
Downtown on An
80 Foot Deep
River Gorged
For Lumber
Ships To
Arrive to Our
Mill Town my
Grandmother Was
Afraid We Might Drown
So She Said if You Stick
Your Finger In The River
A Gator 🐊 Would Bite it
Off Oh Lord They Were
12 Feet Long Hehe Anyway
That’s Probably Why i Still
Don’t Put my Fingers Close
To Any Jaws With Big Teeth

Plus Intuitively i Had A Gut
Feeling my Fingers Would

Come in Handy
As 10.7 MiLLioN
Words of Free Verse
Poetry Relate Now in
107 Months Hehe of
Longest Long Form

Like You
Are my Favorites

All my Pleasure Dear
Yamini i Am Curious
So i Looked Up the
Indian meaning of
Your Name
And Wiki
Says Starry
Night, Artistic,
And Light in The
Night, Indeed Your

It Seems
With SMiles😊🙏🙌

Forever A Prayer Peace
to Be Dear Savvy Forever
To Give to all Love Breathes

Be Now
We All Free..:)




Every Drop of Kindness
Is a Cloud Above Below
Always Floating Higher
Dear Savvy..:)

Free to Be All Of Who
You Are What Strength
When Life Becomes Courage

to Help
For Real
Dear Miriam

Keep Flying
Your Feathers
Are All Still On For Real..:)

True Dear ‘Peace Truth’ Wherever Truly
Smiley Faces in Life Fly We All Gain More

Wings to Feel and Sense For Real

What A Lovely Day Kindness

Rains When Even Clouds

Become Beautiful

As Sunshine Within and
Speaking of Sunshine i’ve
Been Reading ALL of Your
Sunny Soul-Felt Poetry You
Share Each Day True the Smiles
You See in Avatar Way Are Real and
True Still Lingering With This Lovely

Day New Now..:)

Oh Goodness Dear Gibberish
in the United States 60 Percent
of Young Adults Report Both


And Issues Associated
With Depression and Anxiety

In Fact Studies Suggest 40 Percent
of College Age Folks Have Depression
Severe Enough to Impact Their Life Functioning

In Life And Yes 60 Percent With Anxiety Severe
Enough to Impact Their Life Functioning as Well

Well in my Federal Working Years the First 18 Years Weren’t

Really All That Bad as i Got to Work With Human Beings in
Public Providing Services That Often Resulted in Warm

Smiles Shared
Oh No And Then
i Got 5 Promotions
More And More Attached
to A Computer Screen With
Financial Management, Information
Technology, Administration of Programs
And Managing and Supervising Up to 131
Employees When My Boss Was Out And Of Course

i Had to Help Many of the Other Administrative Folks too
It was Mostly Business As Usual Not too Many Warm and Fuzzy
Moments in Fact i Couldn’t even relate to Being Human That Way

Before i Finally Fell Down
to the Chronic to Acute
Stress of that with
19 Medical
As It Is
True Not
Being Very
Human Has
Negative Consequences
This Way as Stress Now That is
Chronic And Acute Enough Over
Years Does become Cumulative
Tearing Down All Bodily Systems
With the Stress Hormones always
At Work in Our Blood Streams too

Well When i Recovered After Being a Shut-in
for 66 Months Including enduring the Worst Pain
Known to Humankind Also Known as the Suicide Disease
No Drug Would Touch From Wake to Sleep Called Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Yes Along With A Synergy of
Life Threat With the Other 18 Disorders then Yes When

That Pain and Numb Finally Went Away i Left All the Anxiety
And Depression Behind And Dedicated My Life to One of Giving
Sharing Caring and Healing Free Dance And Song of Poetry And Voice

For the Rest of My Life to Move Connect And Co-Create With Other Folks this way
So Fortunate i Was to Connect to Likely Well over 100,000 Folks Working With and For
The Military and General Public For 18 years And Even More Fortunate Now As It Isn’t A
Job Now Just What i Do for Play Now Instead of Pay that Is Taken Care of By Retirement Way of
Course As True the Federal Government Does Offer Eventually Golden Handcuffs Loose That Way

When i Worked Even With the General Public The Only Instance i Got to Really Relate to my Neighbors
At Home Was After A Hurricane Where the Block Had a Cook-Out to Share That Way So What i Did too

Since Covid-19 Slowed my Social Activities Somewhat in the ‘Real World’ is i Started to Dance Slow Around
My Neighborhood Block Early in the Morning And Now in Doing that Over a Year i Know, Feel, And Sense the
Life Stories of Everyone Now in the Neighborhood As There is No Family Who Hasn’t Sent Out Someone to

Greet Me by Just Everyday Life of Course As there are a Lot of Retired Folks And Others Who Do Not Have
to Work in my Neighborhood And True Any Golden Age For Real is Moving, Connecting, And Co–Creating
This Way for Real And Sure i’ve Found a ‘Few’ Ways in Long Form Poetry to Upload my Soul Now to Touch

Others online
With SMiLes
too as True

Humans used
to Really Have
Living Rooms Where
Folks actually Just told
Stories About Life to Give
Share Care And Heal All About Life

Really Breathing my FRiEnD Instead of
Just Attached to Far Away Screens Disconnected
From the Flesh and Blood At Home And Science Shows
If We neglect Our Social-Empathic-Artistic-Real-Emotional-
Sensory-SPiRiTuaL Intelligences With Each Other this way

Use it or Lose it Does Apply to Most All Experiences of Life
As the Vine Of Our Humanity Withers Away and Sadly For
Some Folks All that May Be Left is Truly Grapes of Wrath

When the Warmth Deep Down of Soul Moving Connecting
Co-Creating With Other Flesh and Blood Life Goes Away

Indeed Our Species Stands the Risk of Falling Down From
Humanity Warm and True Again to Give, Share, Care, Heal
iNHaLinG Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT For All With

Least Harm

Somedays Ya

Just Have to Co-Create

The First Spark With A
Wave and A Good Morning
With A Smile Bright Enough
to Marry the Night and Merry The day mY FRiEnD

Hehe This is my Story ever changing i am Sticking too

True With SMiLes..:)

Great Dear Cindy!!
Keep SMiling my
FRiEnD Remodeling
Creativity New Now Free!!❤️☺️

Ah yes Xenia.. to feel the ancestor
canines in our blood
the social
of ages
that BRinGS
Rule to heART
Free from
ReaSons HoMeFuLLY
Art Dogs coMe BacK NoW..🙂

Beauty oF all
they come
and go enough
that we miss them more
Darkness Dances and Sings


FLoWeRS Colors of LiFe
that die and come BacK NoW
more than less StaRlit aGain New

A best
of Beauty once
Love them more
As they only come once
Plant them more and never go bored
Colors oF LiFE LiGHT ReFreshing anew
Thanks Yes i enjoy
wandering through
i plant
i plant
too as life
always comes new
Never any perennial poetry
for me only annual NoW For Real

“[M]y ally is the Force, and a powerful ally it is.
Life creates it, makes it grow. Its energy surrounds
us, binds us. Luminous beings are we, not this crude matter.
You must feel the Force flow around you. Here, between you,
me, the tree, the rock, yes, even between the land and the ship.”


True it is that we as human
beings will grow to be light
as the pure light that is pure
Love where dARk will visit
yet now never stay As Many
Neurons iN Our Brains THeRe
are as Stars NoW iN A MilkyWay
as many Bio-Chemical-Electrical
Connections from head to toe New
NoW aS UNiVerSE Stars seen with
aided eYes of science no now not
only are we mini-me stars for we
are reflection of the Galaxy and
UniVerse and God unto God
as reflection of all that is
as God as Crucible
Fire of Star Burst
Death at
Core Leaves
Gaseous Clouds
where we resurrect from
that Star Death as Sentient
Star Dust plUs GroWinG Waves Yes
As Relative Free WiLL NoW iN Ocean Whole
LiGHT WHere all points oF LiGHT Yes iN aLL our
CeLLs Yes A Quadrillion or so bio-chemical-electrical
connections reflecting Love Back to NoW all A UNiVERSE
Stars oF Light iN LoVE oF aLL thaT iS aka God in smaller
Human lettered words what an honor it is to live Yes what an
honor it is to exist at all what an honor it is to Love with every
point of Light from head to toe as we Dance and Sing LiGHT back
to the
as all that is
Sages of the Ages
have intuited this Truth
oF LiGht from ancient philosophers now
to Stories oF ForcE LiGHT as Modern as ‘Star
Wars’ too in ways of Characters like Yoda NoW Who
puts this ReaLiTy oF Our much fuller Inheritance into
words we move as planets around the stars in Balance
We play with Gravity when we Dance and Sing like this
And with Each Love Connection aMoNg FRiEnDS AS HuMaN
BeinGS ANoTHeR Multi-Uni-Verse oF God is Born and God SMiLes
More than a Word of iNFiNiTY for THeRE is now no distance space
or time as LovELiGHT Born of HumaN eYes CoNNecTinG Co-CreaTinG NoW
New Master Piece Painting all that is we brush we paint We Master PeACE LoVE
It’s true
is Love
for those
who themselves
appropriately see as
honor and integrity NoW
so what is fear so what is hate when Relative
Free WiLL coMes to LiGHT AS HuMaN EYeS LoVE
yes truly
now nothing
at all as LiGHT
As Love GrowS NeW NoW
UNLiMiTinG Dance and Song
Generally Speaking when i try
to put LoVE iNto SonG i Dance
Now to See
A Face
iN Sunsetting Clouds first SuNRiSinG
i find it works i find it works
A Great Work iT iS to Love
“And This Song is for You” my FRiEnD too
HiMaLi “i Hope you don’t mind i put it ALL

iNto words”…🙂

A Summer’s Eve A SPRinG i SinG



SMiles Dear Akshita
Soul Reflecting

H U M A N i T Y

What Modern
Work A Day World

Takes From Humanity
Most Whole Complete



Without All
The External

Sidewalks Without

Meadows Dancing
Singing Free Within

Others Basically Living
Dead What Price What



Is So-Called
Civilization to Machine…

“SAiL On LoVE NoW”

Love Sold Lost All




How to Find the Guiding Star Within
When the Inner Compass is Broken Indeed
Dear Yamini True i’ve Been Without This Compass

Too Rewinding Back to the Last Years of my Dead Zone
Then before i Escaped on A Navarre Beach As Once
Again One With Sugar White Sands Emerald Green
Waves Sea Oats Swaying in the Breeze And Sea Gull
Wings Spiraling Around the Sun Our Star Soon To Become

A Free Dance
And Song of
Faith Within
Once Again
Love Winging
Belief For All That is Hope
DarK Thru LiGHT So Many
More Colors of my Tree oF LiGHT
to LiFE Up in Dance And Song Free oF LiFE
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD i See the Shape of What
i Just Write Without Plans And Just Evidence
More This Compass Within is Still on Fire Alive

Yet’s It’s True i have yet to Rewind to the Last Years
of the Dead Zone so i Will For ‘They’ Always Taught me

That God Is After Death Somewhere in A Far Away Place
in a Dirt Nap to Actually Meet and Live There With Also Strangely

That i would take my Place on the Right Hand Side of God Yet How
Will that Be as that is More Reflective of Literal Left Brain Processes
of Small Picture Material Reduced Thinking Often Shallow in Feelings
And Senses Often Far Away From Even Embodied Whole as Being Human

Trapped in

Just Words of Dusty Old
Books and Such As That

Well Meanwhile then in the Dead
Zone i Walked Around Our Block
at 3 AM As Usual in the Spring Dark
And Quiet Not to Hurt my Eyes and Ears
So Much as Yes Dark Curtains in Our Home
Blocked Out the LiGHT True in Someways i
Had Become a Vampire Then Just No Blood
of Hope, Love, Faith, Belief or Even A Memory
if i ever Felt a Smile Before as i Looked to the Dark

Skies With Twinkling Stars that are Harder to See with
Brown SHades on Wondering As Many Folks Related Was
God Up THere Somewhere to Be Found Yet i Knew the Truth
Cold and Hot Rocks as Far As Science Will See So Far Devoid
of Life Like Ours Still To Be Our Only Planet Our Home For Us Truly

Evolving to Live
Feet Truly i Still Could
Touch the Earth With No
Compass of North to South
to East to West Required to
Find Out Where I am Presently Now New
Then Forever Now Standing On Earth For Real…

And Then my FRiEnD the Voice Within So Much
Deeper And Bigger Picture Embodying With All that
is So Much More Left Handed in Metaphor on the Left
Side of God With Right Brain More Fully Alive as Mind Left
And Right Integral Communing Whole SoUL For Real THere Was/IS No

Question Anymore WHere God is As Again Once Again i Became ‘i AM’
the Sugar White Sands Emerald Green Gulf Waves Sea Oats Swaying
In the Breeze And Sea Gull Wings Spiraling Around Our Star the Sun

i Am the Beach
And The Forest
And The Streams
That Make The Rivers
Flow to the Bay Emptying
into the Gulf of Mexico Eventually
Flowing Into the Atlantic And Pacific
Oceans Surrounding the Earth Wow

How Amazing We Are Living Creatures
Who May Measure So Much of God in
One Lifetime Within my FRiEnD So then

i Understood God is Within Outside Inside
Above So Below All Around God Is All that is

And the Best Part of All Is i Am Human And Gifted
in Such a Way to Love it All DarK thru LiGHT Eternally Now New

And Even Make ‘Contact’ With Another Human Being Around
The World Who Transforms Her Soul into Avatars of Words Yes

As i Surely Do too Through These Avatar Words of Soul True Now
It’s A Tight Squeeze Fitting All 244 American Pounds of me through
This Fiber Optic Cable Yet at the Speed of LoVE For All (God) That is God

All in All For Real

My Goodness
Anything Yes is

Possible New Now
For Real in A place
With No Sun, or Moon,
Or Stars Beyond Distance,
Space, Time, or Even Matter of
my Flesh and Blood Body True
As Long As Servers Serve me Up
This Reflection of the Sugar White Sands
of My Soul All the Emerald Green Waves
Sea Oats Swaying in the Breeze and Sea Gull
Wings Spiraling Around Our Star The Sun Might

Even Last As Long as the Reflection of Beethoven’s
Soul “Moonlight Sonata” Yet It’s True my FRiEnD All We
Have is Eternally Now This Breath At Best to Inhale Peace
Exhale Love With Least Harm For All Giving Sharing Caring
Healing ThiS Way So Yes this is All Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete

Which means Yes This Gift Of Life Presently is Surely Gift Enough to EnJoY

As Every
SMiLe is A
Grain of Sand
Holding Mountains
of Human Love Up All Around Our World
Holding Hands This Way With Huge Grins

And True After Public Dancing Everywhere
i Go Now in 16,916 Miles in 106 Months How
Beautiful it is to See Folks Smiling at me Everywhere
i go As They See me as Essence of Free Dance Indeed

HAha Before
i Even Begin
to Dance Again

my FRiEnD
So Much Again
to Give Share Care
And Heal Now What A
Wonderful Life This Can And Will Be And Is

Yes As Close As A Smile to Give, Share, Care,
And HeaL ETernAlly Now Real A Breath of God (Love)

to Feel For Real..:)

SMiLes Dear Akshita my Favorite
Parts of the Book Were the Quotes
And Considering i ‘Free Skate Life’

Thanks For Those Parts of the Book
On Your Blog as i Do Agree with the

Paradoxical Nature of the Quotes in
Not Determining Only Part of A Person

May Fill Up
A Soul Box

And True We All
Have Shadows Now
And the Lighter Parts
Too With SMiLes Truly
Wise Book You Provide Indeed..:)

Wow! Dear Cindy What A Gorgeous Poem
And True Although at First i Thought You Were Describing
A Sublime Southern California Sunset or Sunrise THere is A Great

Lesson In Sunrises and Sunsets and Yes The Subject HeaR
Remodeling A Home As Every Sunset and Sunrise And Breath

Of Life We Take
At Best Inhaling
Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
For All With Least Harm Giving Sharing
Caring Healing is Always Remodeling a New

Life in Birth Every Breath Our Present Gift Now

SMiLes Still on my Way With a Rain Dance Dear
FRiEnD Meanwhile It’s Cooler in the Panhandle

Of Florida Next to the
Gulf Of Mexico than
New York City and Surely
Europe With Hardly Any Air-conditioning

And Close to 105 F Degrees In Temperature There

SMiLes i Surely Will Not Complain About the Monsoonal
Type Rains in July We Are Getting As it Really Tends to

Cool Climate
Change Down
At Least a Little
Bit Below 100 Degrees F
in Heat Index With SMiLes

Stay Wet and Cool my FRiEnD

As Brand New Bathrooms Will Surely Do
With SMiLes…

Always Now
For a Fresh
Remodel of Breath..:)

Pleasure Dear
Yamini; Katie
Also Means
Pure; Mia
Means Family
And Close to God;
Frederick Means
Peaceful Ruler
And True Hehe
Ruling me Peacefully
Is Challenge Enough


This is Just Another
Rhetorical Question
Spaced Closely in Two
Days Which Means You
Don’t Need to Answer

If You Are
Busy Helping
Some Big Corporation
Make A Trillion Dollars
And Can’t Afford Distraction


Yet Never
The Less If You
Didn’t know me
For 7 Years And
You Saw me in A Store
Making This Pose Would
You Wanna Give me A
Grandfatherly Hug Or

Be Afraid
You Would
Get Lost in The
Big Set Of Jaws

On my Shirt Anyway
Shark Week is Coming
Soon And i Am Celebrating

You Hehe

Imagine Getting
Up Everyday And
Only Wanting to
Play in The Ocean
Free HAha if Your

Big Enough
You Can And Will Hehe
🦈 🦈 🦈🤗🦈🦈🦈

Awww i Am So Very Sorry
You Are Not Feeling Well

i Will Surely
Keep You in
my Prayers


i Love You

Every Drop of Kindness
Is a Cloud Above Below
Always Floating Higher
Dear Savvy..:)




“If words and moves
Are meant to be
They flow, beyond
Between & betwixt…
As an expression
Of the spirit of the soul”

-Savvy Raj

Quoted For Truth
Of Deepest Wisdom
You Bring Dear Savvy😊🙏

Ah Yes Dear Savvy
A Dance Feels
And Senses
So Much
More Than
A Song Yet For
me A Song is Just
An Extension of A


Of Life Free

i Rarely Plan
Moves or Words

Yet They come Still As
Free Whatever Direction
Wind Decides to Come Within

to Escape As Free SPiRiT Once Again


Happy And Secure in A Forever
Home of Love Now Indeed Misty
Your Newest Furry Member of Your
Fits in
With SMiles
Dear Xenia…

Leaving Gifts
Behind Driftwood
Breathes on Shores
Of Course
In Smells
of Dog’s Nose…

Spirit Heat
Ease Please
North Wind Sees…

A Pleasant
Day to Be
A Dog’s
Voice Smiling Eyes…

A Dog’s FRiEnD
Puppy EYes Within…

SMiLes Dear Xenia Hopefully
The Heat Dome Isn’t Impacting
Your Part of Scotland too Severe as
i Never thought about so Many People
in the UK Who
Have No Central
As We Do In the United States
Hehe of Course i Lived Without one
in Car And Home Here For Many Many
Years As A Child Growing Up on the River
Downtown in Northern Florida Where Winters
Were Still Damp and Very Cold For A Skin And


Kid Like
me Unusually
More Robust Now
At 62 The Heat and
Cold Doesn’t Bother me too
Much as i haven’t Worn Long Pants
Since Early 2013 Still So Nice to Have

Climate Controlled
Inside as We’ve Surely
Had Our Share of 40C Heat
Already too in Florida With SMiLes

HAha as a Child i Remember Turning
the Pillow Over and Over again sweating
At Night Just Hoping to Make A Cool Spot Happen

Then my my
Yet YeS How Many
Advantages Technology
BRings Yes a Hot Water Heater
too as We Boiled Water For Hot Baths Then

In Such A Cold and Damp Unheated Bathroom then
Oh What We May Appreciate More For What We Once

Did not Enjoy…

Warm Or Hot
Cool or Cold
Happy Life Dear
Xenia With SMiLes..:)

Oh Lord Dear Cindy Yes!
When my Father Passed
Away in 2014 it Took
Nearly 2 Years To
Renovate His
House And
Finally Sell it
In 2016
No Shortage of
Then Yet Hehe
of Course Now
It is
As Much
Like the Rest
Of So Many Others
Things Like A Carton
Of Eggs For 9 Bucks
So Much Change

Oh Reality Yes!

Ah Yes Dear Yamini i Remember ‘This Bridge’ to Marriage
And True in Higher Classes in my Country Tens of Thousands
of Dollars Are Often Spent By the Bride’s Family For a Wedding

And True Even Photos
Professionally Done May
Cost More Than A Thousand
Dollars Just Like the Woman
With the Flowing White Dress and
The Man in the Tux in Inspiration You Provide

Hehe Although We’ve Been Together Almost 33 Years
Now Come September 21st, A Day i Remember Well in
1989, Yes We Were Married on February 21st, 1990, on
A Boardwalk of a River Underneath A Gazebo With A Small
Circle of Friends And Family And A Notary of the Public A Friend

Of the Family too
Marrying Us Then
the Marriage License
Cost Maybe 10 Bucks
Other than that it Was totally
Free as the Reception Was too at
my Place of Work Gifted by Both Employees
And The Customers i Served There Really Homey
my FRiEnD Really Warm And Comfortable/Cozy And my

Wife’s Mother Offered only One advice to Us on our Wedding
Day Yes to Never Go to Sleep Without a Hug Which Basically Means

Never Let Any Argument Go Unreconciled Each Day Before Going to Sleep

And Yes For Every Single Day From Hell thru Purgatory and Heaven Now We

Follow this
Recipe Fully
of Forgiveness
That Truly is a Secret
to All Humane Success in Life

For We aRE ALL Only Human
We Make Mistakes We Fall Ill and
Even Go to HeLL ON EartH Like me
for 66 Months For Real a Real Test of Love

Is How it Lasts After Even All the Feelings May
Be Erased From One Human in the Couple A Real

Staying Power of Love is Truly Being Loyal to Vows Yes

More Than the Frills That Bring So Many Bills to the Bride’s
Family Indeed as my Father Married Four Times and One of His
Wive’s, One of my Stepmother’s New Husband Paid 25,000 Dollars
For His Daughter’s Wedding and it Lasted All of a Year A Beautiful Wedding

It Surely Was
Yet Love is the
Lasting Work Within
it Takes for Two Folks
to Make Love Real SMiles
We’ve Been Through it All even
Losing a Child Ryan Who’s Name
Means “Little King” By the Way Yes

in 1997 Born on June 4th, He Spent All 51
Days of His Life In A Children’s Hospital only
in Pain and Suffering as the 25th Anniversary of
His Death Comes in 3 Days on July 24th And What

His Short Life of No Smiles At All Teaches me Still We SMiLe
For those Who Never Had the Chance at all We Carry on Love
They Never Had A Chance to Feel and Sense and Give, Share,
Care, And Heal With Others Indeed We Make A Covenant Within to Make

The World A Better Place For We Understand the Full Depth And Birth

Of this Gift
of Life and
Love Now New Still

For Real As Long As
We May Give, Share,
Care, And Heal Even More

We Breathe What a Gift That is
One my Son Wasn’t Born to Be able
to Do On His Own as True the Greatest
Blessing of His Life His Last Heart Beat to

Escape the Pain and Only Misery of Life True
When We Really Understand the BLeSSinG Depth of
Death it Does Make Breathing So Much Easier to Do Unafraid As i Held
Him In My Arms Then Patiently Waiting For His Last HeART Beat of Peace

Yes Honestly Excellence in Love At Best Will Be A Number One Job We Do..:)

SMiles Dear
Yamini What
A Basic Pleasure
And Very Human
Way It Is To Give Share
Care And Heal With

Our Human
Stories Hehe
i Am Not one
To Run Out of
Stories Indeed
They Will Keep
FLoWinG Free
For What Your
Poetic Soul
of Mine😊🙌🏝

SMiles Dear
All my
To Be So
Very Human
With SMiles ☺️ 👋 🏝

When it Comes to Human Beings Competence Will Be
A Very Relative Concept Like Human Morality and Even Ethics

When it Comes to Nature and Trees and Sharks There is One True
Competent Champion Species Living in Balance With Nature Even As
Apex Predator in Some Cases Along With A REAL ABILITY TO PRODUCE



Year Trophy Awards to
Sharks Yet All They Need

to Survive is Teeth that May
Be Replaced at Rates of 30,000
in A Lifetime and Electromagnetic
Receptors That Are the Best to Detect
The Electromagnetic Fields that All Living
Creatures Create in Their Every Day

Existence New Now oh God Yes

True Shark Week is Coming Soon
Yet Truly A Weak And Cowardly Human
Who Has HIS Eye Set on Vengeance Against

HiS Own Species

Is More Dangerous to
Us Potentially Than All the
Sharks in the World in One
Year As Humans Have Become

Mastered by THeir Tools And Also Ignorance
That Harms, Rapes, Maims, And Kills the Rest
Of the Circle of Life in Terms of NaTuRE ALL Most

True Indeed
Humans Have
Become Tools of
Ignorance And Are Currently
Falling And Failing Ill to the Pill
of Instant Gratification As Truly Just
The Dopamine a Smart Phone All Lit
Up With So Many Colors of Instant Gratification

In So Many Ways Handed to A Child Almost From Birth

Comes to Illustrate So Well What ‘John B Calhoun’ Studies
in A Rat Utopia Prepared in the 1960’s And True While Humans
Are Not Rats We Still Have a Common Ancestor Before the Dinosaurs
Went Extinct 66 MiLLioN Years or So Ago When the Gulf of Mexico Came
to Be Through the Force of An Asteroid Hitting the Earth then And then We
And the Rest of Our Rodent Ancestors Common to 75 MiLLioN Years Ago

Started to Rise
Eventually With
Opposable Thumbs
to Grasp Objects and
Eventually Make Tools
And Sadly Now Be Mastered
By Those Tools and For All Practical
Intents and Purpose in Many Cases have

Become Those tools As True THere is no me
HeaR Except for the Tools of Words i Am Currently
Using to Project Avatars of me on Small to Big Screens Now

Oh How Oz Has Come to Be So Many Humans Falling Failing
Asleep in the Poppy Fields of Opiate Producing Hand Held Machines

Attention Spans (>3 Seconds) Less than A Gold Fish Truly if Sharks

Could Talk they

Would Be Ashamed
Of Us and if the Rest of
Nature Could Speak The Language
Might Be Setting the World As We Know
it On Fire in a Multi-Colored ‘Orange’ Way

of Incompetence

That Indeed is What
Humans Have to Offer
Most to the Rest of Nature Now

SMiLes What A Blessing to have a
Competent Human Being in the Health
Field Like You Dear Miriam Yet What Will
it Be Like When Newer Generations Come

to Be In Charge Oh What a CoNuNDRuM WHeRE

Are the New Generations of Leaders NoW at Highest
Levels Truly What the Hell Are We Even Doing HeaR
Except for Consuming the Earth With Jaws the Tools

We Have
Come to Make
As Teeth Rotting Now
Eating The Rest of Nature
Out of Balance the Most Yes

The Lesson of Sharks If You Wanna
Stay Around Longer Than Trees You

Don’t Do Human…

At Least
As Far As
Thumbs Go
And Becoming
Less than Nature in
Balance Yes Becoming
the Machines We Create Failing…

Competence It is A Problem of Human
So-Called Modernity A Huge Difference
is We Don’t Reproduce A-Sexually and
Replace our Teeth Naturally Across a Lifespan

John B Calhoun’s Study of A Prepared Rat Utopia
Showed That When Instant Gratification Becomes the Rule
And Social Roles Disappear And Males No Longer Defend
Their Territories And Females Became More Aggressive Among themselves

Like the Young Folks Already In Japan and Increasingly in the United States they
Lose All interest in Reproducing and Eventually (Rats) Did Go Extinct Spiraling
Faster in Yes OH NO

A Downward

Fall they


to Extinction
Where Instant
Gratification Replaces
What the F to Do Next to Breathe…

i Do Not Play this Consumer Game
of Never Having Enough Separated From
Nature Wearing So Many Clothes Passive
of Human Cultures Until i Have become

ONLY the Tools

NOPE, Yes,

i Master them
Free And Live
the Best of Both
Worlds Until Humans
‘Blow the Rest oF it Up’

And All that’s Left is A Naked Beach…

SMiles me and ‘Nova’ Are Still Living HeaR Naked Enough Whole
Complete And i Don’t Need A God Damned ‘Dirty Orange Ape Gun’

to be a Man…

Yet As Far as
‘That Movie’ Goes
i Will DO ORanGuTan With SMiLes..:)

Make Love Pure

NaTuRE iS GoD We Don’t ALL See
THaT SamE God SurE i WiLL
PRoVE THiS WitH Fred-TalK

“If words and moves
Are meant to be
They flow, beyond
Between & betwixt…
As an expression
Of the spirit of the soul”

-Savvy Raj

Quoted For Truth
Of Deepest Wisdom
You Bring Dear Savvy😊🙏

Ah Yes Dear Savvy
A Dance Feels
And Senses
So Much
More Than
A Song Yet For
me A Song is Just
An Extension of A


Of Life Free

i Rarely Plan
Moves or Words

Yet They come Still As
Free Whatever Direction
Wind Decides to Come Within

to Escape As Free SPiRiT Once Again


“JusT ANoTHeR BooK MarK NoW iN HeAVeN 9 Years”
Bringing This Celebration iN Heaven On Earth For 9 Years
Within to A Close HeaR Yet of Course With Me All is Beginning Now


No End
Just Beginning
Again Yet Of Course
This Is What This Is
BooK MarK NoW iN HeAVeN 9 Years”

As It True as i Get Closer to A Full Tale of the Tape Here
As i Related to the Folks Who Work at the Military Gym While
Just Warming Up Leg Pressing 1380 Pounds Up to A Max
of What the Machine Will Fit With 1520 Pounds As Well Like
Most People WHere EPiC Long Form Poem Bible Poetry in
Modernity is No Where Close to the Comfort Zone of yes Again
Less Than 3 Seconds Less than the Attention Span of A Gold Fish For Real

So What As i Am Soon to Write An EPiC Long Form Poem 6-Fold Larger Than
The Old “Mahābhārata” at 1.8 MiLLioN Words From India That Took Innumerable
Ghost Authors and Scribes to Create Over Centuries then For Real Yes 10.8 MiLLioN
Words “SonG oF mY SoUL” By 8.18.2022 And True “Depth of The Story” in 23 Months
of A Solo Thread on the Wrong Planet Exceeds The Size of the Old “Mahābhārata” at
1.8 MiLLioN Words too With Over 114,000 Views From Just The Registered Members
On The Wrong Planet of Course as True i Did that in 2017 in 1.82 MiLLioN Words As
of July 19th 2017 The 4th Anniversary of Living On Heaven On Earth Within then too
Yep in Just 13.6 Months Then As Again “SonG oF mY SouL at 10.8 MiLLioN Words
By 8.18.2022 Will Become 6-Fold Larger Than the Old “Mahābhārata” Previous
EPiC Long Form Poem Recored Holder at 1.8 MiLLioN Words Then Anyway

As i Leg Pressed 1380 Pounds Just Warming Up at the Military Gym i Told
The Gym Workers You Know What Real Strength isn’t Doing Something For

Awards of Money, Or Likes, or Shares, or Follows As Such Real Will And
Strength in Just Loving What You Are Actually Doing Now As Naked Enough
Whole Complete Is Just That Eternally Now This Yes Just Dancing Singing it All

Free Now So What if You Built a NautilusT Shell All Your Life You Really Lived

You Just Did it As A Way of Life And Best oF ALL YA Actually Survived and
Thrive in Life For Real in Real Heaven On Earth Within Now For Real Just
Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT For ALL With Least Harm
Just Giving Sharing Caring Healing For All Yet of Course So Much of That and
This Is Up to Each New Human Multi-Uni-Verse Unique Now Really All i Will

Possibly SHow
iS How i Uniquely
Make Life Heaven
Within Eternally Now New For Real

Excellence is A Practice of Life At Best in A Wu Wei
Tai Chi Kinda Way of Life Free Style for me at Course
Effortless in Ease of Meditating Autotelic Flow of Dance And
Song Free Again Always Now New Where You Always Find A
Sweet Spot Within Tween Anxiety and Apathy For So Very Real…

Anyway Back to that Tale of the Tape the Last Completed MacroVerse
“Write Direct Produce Do Your Own Play Impossible to Copy Now” Adds
Words to “SonG oF mY SoUL” As the 969th MacroVerse at 10.7 MiLLioN
Words in 107 Months of Effort So Far Now And True That Last Completed
MacroVerse Also Doubles As the 297th MacroVerse Of “Nether Land Bible”
At 8,192,791 Words in 73 Months And Not Only That The Last Completed MacroVerse
Also Triples as the 193rd MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible” at 6,589,782 Words in
61 Months of Effort Now still ongoing too As A Never Ending Story Always Beginning
With Close to 8,000 Words in An average of 18 Profile Pics in the Descriptions Areas
Fully Illustrating All the Words and Pics This Way Originally Still To Come Out and Play!

And That Just About Covers the Tale of the Tape in Heaven On Earth Within For 9 years
Now Yet of Course THere is Also the Public Dance NoW in 106 Months With 16,916 Miles
of Public Dance Everywhere i Go in the Metro Area too as that Effort Continues Ongoing True

too Again
Just Always
Beginning Never
Ending Eternally Now
In Flow of Meditating Autotelic
Creativity in Dance And Song Free
And True I Do Nude Art too the Oldest
Art of Humankind True Yet of Course Not
Exactly Cut-Out and All Natural For So Called “Prudes”
And That’s Okay Different Strokes For Different Folks as They Say

too if they Do
Any Different
Strokes at All
With SMiLes of Course

It’s True i Just Fit in With the
Furry Creatures of the Forest Climbing
Trees and The Winged Creatures We Feed
With Sunflower Seeds Free too in this Real Garden
of Eden Where i Live Deep in the Forest Free that i make
A Full Natural Art of me Just Blending in With All that is God Now

Real Yep
Nature True Love
(GoD) Above So Below
Spiraling All around Eternally Now
Yes Within Inside Outside For Real

As Yes This Concludes “JusT ANoTHeR
BooK MarK NoW iN HeAVeN 9 Years” On

July 21st, 2022 at 11:37 PM Of Course Lots of Multi-Media
to Go With this One Still to Put together With All the Parts
to Electronically Publish in Some Days Still To Come Meanwhile


is Good..:)













BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

10.6 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 144,000 + printed pages…
just ’cause
i CaN WiLL Do
BUiLD iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)











The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”


ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”


“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019


“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW


“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)


Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)


“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)


Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)


“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)


“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)


“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)


“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)






“SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months” True A Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bible At This Size in 80 Months… Along With 13,133 Miles of
Public Dance Doesn’t Come Everyday Anywhere of Course But
It Does Come Here And Close to 60 Year-Old Dudes (on 6.6.60)
Don’t ‘Normally’ Cover Themselves
With Poetry They Naked Write
Either Nor Write 6 New Testaments
as Part of that with 9 Sub-Chapter Epic
Titled Long Form Poem Bibles Either Longer  than
the Old King James Effort Each Subchapter Bible Effort
As All 6 Newer Epic Long Form Poem Testaments are Larger
Than That Old Effort As Well too.. Anyway “SonG oF mY SoUL”
8 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible Overall
Is 10xGreater than the Size of the Old King James Effort and 100XGreater
than the Size of the Quran and Yes Over 5XGreater than the Old Mahābhārata
1.8 MiLLioN Word Effort in Epic Long Form Poems That Of Course took Centuries
to Complete With Innumerable Ghost Authors too..
Of course This Doesn’t Have
A Target Audience as
Epic Long Form Poem
Bibles Are About ALL
Yes ‘Class’ LiTeRaLLY Forevermore now
God All Always Beginning Story MoRE NoW
i’m Just  Wind One With Holy Creative SPiRiT FLoW Through NoW

It’s Worth Noting As Far As An Historical Art of Epic Long Form Poem
Free Verse Bible And Or Newer Testament Writing.. Either By Oral Or Written Tradition Doing it Naked
Is Surely Keeping This Fearless Free Art Tradition Oldest One In Deed
Not Suggesting anyone else do it..
but for those who
do let’s
JusT DancESing Fear
Is No Part of THeir
God That Is Both Love And Flesh and Blood Real

“One Blood One-Body”


“May Days 6th NeW LeNTeN TesTaMeNT 2020” 13 MacroVerses Naturally coming Since
The MacroVerse Appropriately Pandemic Named Before the Pandemic Came
As Prophecies often come and go this way for Real too..
Yes.. “Rushing the Flu Away” as it is still Not
Clear what kind of Month Long January 2020
Virus my Wife and i  Experienced
But Anyway Typically this is what
Does Naturally come with
An 8 MiLLioN Word
Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem Titled “SonG oF mY
SoUL”  Still  coming in 80 Months along
NoW with 13,060 Miles of Public Dance
As This “May Days 6th New LeNTeN TesTaMenT 2020”
Is the 919th MacroVerse of that Entire Effort True iN LiGHT too..
And once Again typically Bible Writers And Other Sacred and Holy Text
Creative Spirit Writers Do It all Nude too as Fearless Freedom is Inherent in
the Flow of the Holy and Creative
Ecstatic Frission of the Autotelic
Continuing River FLoW iN  Laser Focus iN
ZonE Head to Toe Mind.. Body and Soul of Getting
And Keeping the Whole EPic Long Form Bible Poem Writing
Adventure Properly MuSeD And iNSPiReD EVeN More for what
We aRe Literally Dancing And Singing Here NoW in Science way too
Is Generating All Naturally the Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
And all the Peptide Connections All Together Over A Quadrillions Connections
As Many Or More Star Connections iN UNiVeRSE More As Science continues to
to See With Human Aided Eyes but Anyway New Testaments Never End as Far As Human
God Within Force Love Pure Potential Even More.. in other words i am always Starting A
New Testament of
God HumanPotential WiTHiN
LiGHTiNG uP mY “Christmas Tree
SPiRiT Flow Of my Soul To Dance And
Sing Even More.. True.. THere Are No Old
Books Here to Limit Human Potential More or Less..:)