Freedom IS A GreaTesT Gift..
But IT iS Not A Christmas Gift..
Freedom cannot be stored.. re-gifted..
Freedom cannot be shared..
Something same.. ONLY
Done BeFORE..!
Freedom IS Doing
Something NEW..!
True FREEDoM! IS Standing
UP! AGAINst! Common Heard!
Of Herd… Doing something NEW..!
Changing… A World A FLOWER!
NEW..! Instead of withered seeds..
Only tendered for Fire.. When withered
Seeds.. Become FIRE! FREEDOMS LiGHT!
BaLaNCinG PasT FuTuRE ABoVE BeLoW ALL Around
Best oF ALL WHoLE iN BLiSS DoinG IT ALL EffortlesSly Dancing
Singing A Tightrope Autotelic FLoW ONly For Free in HeAVeN’s Ease
Not Unlike Isaiah A Different ‘Human Hurricane’ Doing It All Naked And
Publishing It All too Just For The Tradition oF iT too… Putting IT All Together
Fully Illustrating IT With Over 100,000 Photos And Over 10,000 YT Videos with 13,466 Miles
of Public Dance One Human Being Writing A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible 10X the Size
of The Old Centuries Made Effort 8.3M Words in 83 Months… Yeah It’s Kind of Amazing With
All The Technology That Puts All of History and Herstory At Our Finger-tips Free… Well;
i guess i might as well put the last MacroVerse All Together; 40 or So Thousand Words
Before, i Finish the Next one; hehe…
Salvation Of NaTuRE ALWaYS
Related to Balance Dark Is Light
Is Dark ‘Isaias’ Spreads Warming
Water Brings Life After Destruction
In Disguise
Trump Wants to Delay
‘The Cure For Cancer:’
‘Isaias’ Headed
To Florida NoW
No Big Surprise
FoR Me at Least
‘GooD VibeS ONly’ iS NoT ENouGH For SailS SPiRiT
Winds Make OCeaN WHolE WaVeS ‘JawS’ RiSinG AGAiN
Note to Self: Wear ‘Jaws Shirt’ to Mask Dance on Friday; ‘Good Vibes
Only’ KiLLeR ‘TRiNiTY’ Of ‘Blind Mice’
1000 Southern Baptist Church
Congregations Dead Perhaps
That Measure of 150,000
And 3 Times more Coming
Will Ring A Church
Of Souls
To Save Lives
Sooner Than Soon
Dum Ass Unmasked
Numb Ass SouLeSS
Republican Leader
Saying ‘the Condom
Caused His Demon
Just Proof some
People are Already Within
Living in Self-Help-Made-Hell
‘What’s App’ Five Nagasaki’s Shooting
US By D-Leader On ‘5th Avenue’ ‘They’ Don’t Give A Rotting Ass Soul
Thump Thump Trump Sound Of A HeART BeaT Before First Is Last ‘Demon
SperM’ A Nation So Pathetic It Won’t Wear A Mask To Save 5 Nagasaki’s HeaR ‘Dumb Ass NumbSoul Suicide Bombers’ Unmasked… Warning Pamphlets Dropped All Over A Nation Silence Is A Most Deadly Response “Fat Man” Is “Little Boy Again”… So Ironic, So Iconic, So Predictable Karmic Revelations BReATHE GoDZiLLA FiRE iN US Was Gonna Wear my ‘Jaws’ Shirt But Wore
‘Good Vibes’ For A FRiEnD THeRE’S ALWaYS GooD FRiDaY NeXT… DeMoN SeeD SoWS DeMoN SeeD ReaPS… What Do You Call A Nation Idiotic Enough To KiLL ITS OWN Way
oF A Reaper ReTurNS AGAiN To Haunt US… Hundred-K or So In Japan,
Iraq, And Here; What’s the Difference US Karma ReturnS AGAiN
‘Idiocrazy’ Or Hell Love Whatevers Ya Wanna ‘See’ It
‘Typical Dude’ as one
Might Guess i don’t care
for Shopping but do
Love People
i Go Walmart
Currently Replacing
Customer Service With
Machines but all i had
Was A Smile
To Give now
A Twilight
For Real
As All of
Rod Serling’s
Prophecies to
‘Serve Human’
Unmasked Now
Reveal hmm.. as
i Sing From A Back
Pew oh How i Wonder
If ‘They’ Will Ever See
The ‘Real
Of ‘Their
Just Trying
To Help Rod
Come Back Again…🙏

Wishes MesSageS Positive LiGHT
Travels Globe Peace Prayer wHOle

SonG oF LiFE

BLacK AnD WhiTE oR
CoLoRs oF Ocean Breeze WHoLE

Stained Glass
oF Heaven

KinGDoM oF

oF HeaVeN


Chaos Magic When Singing A Poem In Reverse
Creatively A ‘Random’ FB Memory From A Year Ago Fits In

God Flame
God Muse
God Breath
Do God Exhale Blow Out Nirvana Real Dance Sing Now Free Wind

Darkness Feels Clouds Depression Sinks Soul Lungs Fill With Light Breathe Wind Life Love CoLoRS AGAiN CLouDS Flow Dance Sing God

Under Water Gasping For Breath PLeasE God OnE Drop oF LiGHT To BReaTHE AGaiN Free Bird Wings FLoWinG

Smiles thanks
For Sharing
The Quote the
Good News is We
Can And Will
Heaven Within
Too for those
Who Create their
Bliss Themselves🏝
i surely Won’t wait
For Everyone Else
To Fall out of ‘Line’😊

No more evident than
How People in the
US Create their Own
Truths no matter how
Much they Harm Others
Freedom is
And Even Deadly…
Ever So Ironically…

Soul Feel We

Order Requires
oF Freedoms

Yes.. Yin and Yang
Of Dirty and Clean…

Germs Are Bad So
No Germs are Good
NaH THaT’s noT How
LiFE Works BesT aLL

When Practice
Becomes Perfect

And Simple ‘tHinG’ YoU’LL

MEanWhile BacK aT thE FB RaNcH aS BReaK
WHiLe i WRite/PuBLisH A NovEL SiZE oR So aGaiN iN
A Week Or So FoR FReED…


A Gift You
Are Thank You

Cosmic Sneeze
Existence Breeze God Ease
For Those Who ‘See’ IT NoW

Some Good Vibes
For Your Weekend
With Dancing SMiLes

Haha looks
Like the Flowers On my Shirt
Miss seeing You Around

LeSSoN 288
Wise Toad Finds Bliss
(And Bugs) in Moonlit
Dew Clover Smiling at Rest
Naturally in Flow Nature’s Heaven

Shadow of A FRiEnD Above Guiding ‘Him’ Away
From ‘Road Kill’…

Hehe This Is what
Princes Are For…

Which Brings
Me to Make
A Princess
EacH and
Every Day
Effortless Rigorous
Work With Wise Toad

Sent from my iPhone

Haha.. An Elastic Strap
Broke Putting it Across
my Big Head.. Walmart
ran Out of Freebies so
We Had to Drive Back
Home to get Another…
We Keep extra’s in the
Car now but Suddenly
i found myself naked
Oh no! Without one in
Jo-Ann’s, my Wife’s
Favorite Hobby Store,
And it Was like those
Dreams when you
Realize you have
Your underwear
Or nothing at
All on in Public…
i rushed to the Car
To put one on and
Wondered if the
Folks saw me
As one
Of ‘Those’
Kinda ‘Deep
South State Folks’…

Oh well…
Glass Homes…
Breaking them
As I get unmasked too..😉

Key is to Write
Your Own Story
And Find Yourself
Directing Producing
And Actually Acting
It With or Without 👏
Applause in Flow of Course🎶
As Song Dances
Again Free
Eternally Now
Of Course Living
Heaven We Create Within
Free Breathing
Loving Life For Real😁🎶

There’s Certain
Freedom in
Not Seeking
HeHe If ‘You’
Ever Actually
Look at My
Blog You’ll
See It
Ironic isn’t
It the Need
For Approval
With no
Naked Substance
In Other Words for
Some Folks Nature
Is More than Appearance🎶

It’s Impossible to ‘Understand’
‘Buddhism’, ‘Literally’; but in
Rather Simple Poetry i ‘See’ Now

What i find works best is Discard
All The Words And Other CuLTuRaL
Clothes; Dance As ‘God’ Breathes Free

In Other Words:

Sit Under A Tree
Inhale, Then Exhale,
Understand (Sense/Feel) that
You And That Tree And Your
Breath is No Separation; Be Free
Other Folks
Erect Statues
of Words in
Books And
Worship Those
Idols of Words
Separate from Breath
Under A Living Tree Now
They Never Come to Be…
Just Be Free…
Be The Whole
Living Tree Free..:)

i Suggest, Create Your ‘Own Religion’; Feel/Sense
Your Way Through it as ‘Buddha’ Is reported to do;
And Really At Core, What the Story Book Character
Jesus Does until folks take/twist His Parables Literally and get lost…

Per What Lies and Tells the Truth below,
Christianity is A ‘Molding Bread’ indeed of Lies Now;
i Highly Do Not Suggest what has Honestly become A Cult oF Lies…

Note: Before What is below; Honestly, it’s easier just to Breathe In And Out
And Be the Entire Living Tree (Existence/Reality/All) in Flow Like A River
At Ease Creating Your Own Shores Expanding or Receding as you go…

Eventually Water, Streams, Rivers, Bays, And the
Entire Ocean Finds You And You See the Ocean as You; You Realize You Are All;

No Separation; nothing to gain and nothing to lose; Just Free to Breathe in Balance…

Bliss… Eternally Breathing in and Out No WHere to Go but Complete Now Ocean WHole.

‘Iconoclasm’: ‘Trump’ has Destroyed A ‘Statue’
of what Christianity And Republicans ‘Used’ to
Stand For in Terms of Ideals And Truth but
Since he ‘Literally’ didn’t Tear Down
Any Statues, His Followers
Can’t see It: ‘Ironiclasm’,
‘Predicticlasm’, For
It Reveals the
Beatitudes and
Real Conservatism
Were Never Really
Dear And Worth Keeping
As Ideals, And Principles of Core
Truth; Indeed, Revelation occurs:

The ‘Wicked Witch’ of ‘the
West’ is Melting And ‘They’
Have No Clue, This ain’t
Kansas Anymore: Point of
No Return, Dust in the

It Requires ‘Soul’
To understand
This ‘Word Salad’
And that’s Ironic too..

It only gets to

Just Another
Long Tradition
From: the Other Side..;)

Buddhism is A Verb of God;
The Living Breath; The Living one
Within; The ‘Gospel of Thomas’ Describes
This Living one Within Similarly as does most Other
‘Poetry’ Arriving at Living Breath as Living Trees Come to see..:)

Generally SpeaKinG, Across Cultures, When You Find People of Different
Religions/Languages Finding the Same Flow of Bliss; Just Breathing in and Out Effortlessly
‘Tween Apathy and Anxiety of Increasing Complexity in Creativity and Productivity in Autotelic Bliss

What You May
Find is the
Science And
Religion of the
Living one Loving
Life Within is surely the All You Master too..:)

In this way, Per Biblical Stories, the ‘Tower of Babel’ is Falling Down now.

Smiles; i for one no longer Have to Wait; And Many other Living Trees too;
God is Dark; God Is Light; God Is Dance; Song; And On An ‘8th Day’, ‘God’
Creates Poetry to Share God True iN LiGHT; These are all Just Leaves of a Living Tree..:)

There are Different Kinds of Trees and Leaves; Go Figure, Everyone Creates Their Own Leaves of Religion…

Actually A
‘Tower of
Never Fall
As Long as
Trees Flower
Less And More Colorful to Be i Am..:)

SunFlower Offerings for
Birds and Squirrels
Laid Down Freely
At Their Beaks
And Paws
And Such

It’s What
We Do in
‘Our Naked Garden
of Eden’; me and Eve hehe..;)

Not Surprising that no one here
Convinced ‘Him’ that Any Current
Organized Religions are Worth Following;
As Per the Boston University Study on Religion
And Autism, Actually Conducted on ‘this’ Internet
Site; There were only 26 Percent of the ‘PPR Forum’
Assessed As Atheist in Empirical Review but what
the Study Did Find
is that the Folks
in this Demographic
of Autism as Opposed to
an Online ‘Neurotypical’
Control Group Created
their Own Individual Beliefs;
Like THAT should be any Real
Surprise with This Inherent Condition;
It’s Worth Noting That Per Story at Least;
Buddha, Jesus, And Lao Tzo Created Their Own
‘Religion’ too; Not Many Would Follow the One Jesus
Created (Love), Obviously, in Western Materialistic
Cultures Based on ‘Stuff’; But ‘They’ Do Believe
in the Hyperbole of Myths; no Different really
than the Conspiracy Theories Still from
to Top
of the
Idol Worship
Away from Truth
in Shallow Group Think
in Light Now Naked to
‘See’ oF all the Lies that Fall
Away From Living Trees Breathing Free…
Folks Separate (Wheat) From ‘The Crowd’ Are
By Very Nature Ones Who Create
New Testaments of Arts
And Sciences of
‘Human Religion’;
Meh; some of the
Ideas get attached
to coming Group (Chaff) Think;
And Others Just Fade away into individual Bliss…

Let’s Give the Poster A Break; If We Can And Will; Not Everyone is a Rocket
Scientist in Language Arts; Obviously, he was having difficulty expressing himself in words…

Just pretend, if We can that this is the Topic; as it is clear as ‘Love’ for me to see what he was ‘saying’…

A Difference
Between Talking
And Understanding…

Us Folks who Started out as
Non-Verbal, Tend to excel more in ‘the Understanding’

in Crystalized Intelligence Versus Fluid Intelligence As Michelle Dawson’s
Science Study of Verbal Versus Non-Verbal Autistic Folks Also Shows.

i’ve found that Truth over and Over expressed on this Internet Site…

And In Working With the General Public for Two And A Half-Decades, Additionally, in More Decades
With Other Folks Around the Globe Online, Numbering Way over 144,000 Folks as that’s a cool number too;

It Not Limited to
The Autism

not Unusual…

And Actually Ironic as
Some Folks Talk And Some Folks ‘See’;

Truly, Diversity is Lovely Now as We Need
more than one kinda Tree (Weed) to survive as a species..:)

It’s Worth Noting That ‘Carpenters’ Must Be ‘Visual Thinkers’ Building ‘Parables’ too…
As There is No Deeper Metaphor Without the Ability to Visually Think in iMaGiNaTioN…

Chances Are in Real Life, ‘Jesus’, Would Never Get Crucified as ‘Enemies’ Would Never understand him…

And Just Pass-Him-off like Dust in the Wind As they Continue to Enjoy the Surface of the Ocean as Always Never
‘Seeing’ Deeper And Of course This is a Long Standing And Falling Tradition of Inherent Human Nature; Some Folks See;
Some Folks Hear;
Other Folks
Mostly Talk and that’s okay too
As We Do Need Anchors and Sails..:)

Some Folks also Do Both Anchors
And Sails as Whole Boats..:)

Smiles, my Friend Some Folks
Just Look Within; That’s Nothing New either;
And surely the Advice that even the Story of Jesus,
Buddha, and Lao Tzu Brings if one ‘Sees’ ‘the Story’ for
what it deeper means..:)

At Least for me Now;
No Way Any Religion,
Politics, Science, or
Culture Has All
for me;
Mileage Varies
Depending on
Make and Model
of the Human Being of course;
Some Need Tradition; Some Folks Do Not;
i really have no Idea What this Individual
Needs; but i doubt he will find it in someone
else in this World today; as it’s all becoming more ‘Externally Oriented’..:)

Weaving A Way
Through Woods
Free Dog Nose..
Flight in Balance
Dog Paws Ground
Forest One Free..
Water Flows
of Life
Dog Sees
Hears Tastes
Touches Smells Be Free

SMiLes Dear Xenia
Thanks for Helping
me Cover A Meaning
of Life in One Dog’s Breath ‘fore Noon..:)


Interesting; Mileage Varies According to Human
Make and Model; There are Nice And Mean Folks Wherever We Go.

At Church, Many folks Don’t acknowledge me;
They Are Busy; They Are in a World of Hurry/Worry;
They are Not like Me as Free As Waves on an Ocean ‘Seeing Ocean Whole’…

My Experience is; When they get to know me; as i am
Patient enough to allow them to do that; No matter
How much they Live in Worry/Hurry; And i LiVE in ‘Greater Loving Peace:

My Experience as i feel no need/fear to Hide the Fact that i was
A Non-Verbal Child, Until 4 With Autism, and for All Observable
Way of Folks Seeing me once they get to know me; Basically, they
Want me to talk to Their Relatives With Autism As They Feel Like from
Getting to know me deeper than Just the ‘Dancing Guy of the Village’
That i have found ways to Defeat all the Negative Reciprocal Social
Communication Difficulties, hehe; Except, Perhaps, for Providing
An Oral Dissertation on whatever Topic, i happen to be Interested in.

The Priest, And Some of the Deacons, Present many more Difficulties
With the Condition of Autism Than i do; And that’s for sure; verily so
Easy to see as even My Psychotherapist claims i am have developed Expertise
in understanding the Condition now as the Broader Autism Phenotype extends
out into the Population at Around 15 Percent, According to Simon Baron Cohen
as Far As Social Empathic Functional Disabilities Versus Greater Systemizing Skills.

Other than the Magical Thinking, Where Schizotypal Personality Difficulties are studied
to be Highly Co-Morbid With Autism Spectrum Disorder; With the Magic Wafer of Bread,
Supposedly that Literally changes into the Body of A Dead Man From 2000 Or so years
ago; the Man Illiterate, who never wrote a word down of his Life Experiences according
to Biblical Scholarly Reports; The Structure of the Catholic Church is a Labyrinth
of Systemizing Rituals, Rigid that rarely change that surely lend a Home
For Systemizing Minds/’Souls’; minus any Social Empathic Skills that are
really even required in reading-off the ‘Bible Manual’ and the Instruction
Sheets and Following Suit in Kneel, Stand, And Sit Down and
Do it Again in Precise Order. The Priest Gave my Mother
the Last Rites; the dedicated Catholic She was then on
Her Death Bed; Then, He Lost his place in the Instruction
Manual; as i went to School With Him; And His Mother
Soon to Be Facing the same place mine was that gave
Him Some Obvious Distress as Yes, i went to School
With Him, close to the Same age; Without the Instruction
Manual he was Lost; didn’t have a thing
to say; and then he found the Page;
And Resumed the same
Instruction again;

i used to be the same
way, until i rolled away ‘the stone’..

Anyway, Catholic Church is Mostly
Ritual; with Social Interaction coming in
Last place beyond the structured Routine;
It’s easy for a Person on the Autism Spectrum
still to ‘Get Lost’ in Catholic Church; But as far
As Rolling Away any Inner stones; Not as effective
for that as the Very Nature of the Church is Set in Stone;
Recognizing here that the Op made his decision away from ‘Churches’ but this
Actual Topic is one that a lot of folks have to deal with continuing in life… ‘Autistic
Priests’ do fit in;
But the Rational
Ones without so
Much of the ‘Wafer”
‘Magical Thinking’
Don’t usually stay;
My Asperger’s Syndrome
Came From My Grandfather’s
Side, An Irish Priest; No Diagnosis
then but he was surely described
Then on a Broader Autism Phenotype
As all Systemizing with ‘Few Colors of Butterfly Wings’
Out of the ‘Stone Cocoon’; Just never actually rolling the stones away…
But Anyway, Fortunately For me; He didn’t buy all the “Magical Thinking”
Leaving a
Basic Human
Nature, giving
me a chance to Live;
As Leaving the Church
Was Definitely a Pro-Life
Answer for him and me and Others too..:)

i Find the Church Rather AMusing; except
The Nature of Supporting A Real ‘Father oF all
LieS’ in Politics who is directly responsible now
for Many Deaths through Psychopathic Leaning
Intention is of the ‘Same Color’ my Grandfather
Authored as a noted Author of Last Century then
With His ‘Behind the Dictators’ Book About How the
Catholic Church didn’t Move Against the Dictators last
Century and Supported them more instead; basically, that’s
Still Happening Now; But of course, effectively at this Point; ‘We’
are Just living in ‘Germany’ Again; And the ‘Silent Majority’ is too nice
to point
we are
overall; Yet,
Protests, Now are
Finally Happening
Among the Silent Majority;
As ‘They’ Came for the Hispanic
Folks, And the Muslim Folks, the Transgender Folks and
The Black Folks, Etc.; And ‘They’ Are determined not to be next….

There is No Way Trump Could Have ‘Come to
Rule Now’ Without Using The ‘Christian Church’
As Ammunition of Fear And Hate for His Demagoguery…

No Difference Really, still, in Church and State, in Actual Political Effects…

Yet As The Walls of Brick And Mortar Churches Continue to Crumble More ‘Rational Minds’ Will Rule…

Meh; My Trump Town
Is too Dammed Sleepy
to Give me Any Real Problems;
And Church is Peaceful, if you
Don’t Mind Sitting Next to ‘Stones’;
Generally Speaking, they have no way to move to harm me..:)

The Southern Baptist GospeLists Have A ‘Chosen Aire’,
if you don’t fit in; you just don’t get to fit in; It’s really
More like a ‘Church of Gossip’ than any ‘Good Gospel’…

Okay to Visit,
But i won’t take
all the Sending
‘Different than them’ Folks Going
to Hell; as i’ll Make some trouble;
No Use in Stirring a Pot in Hell; when
one will do it just as effectively Out of ‘Hell’…

Perhaps, A Reason the Folks at the
Catholic Church Are Accommodating
Enough, Is the Pews Are Growing More Grey and Empty…

That’s Happening at all Churches; And Even Other ‘Religious
Temples’; as the ‘Church Under Whole Human Milky Ways’ Is Available NoW ONLiNE Free..:)

THere Are ‘Hall Monitors’ Who Are Not Interested In Why… And Then
THere are Just Humans Who Ask And Explain Why Without ‘Taking Names’..
Of Course, There Are Those Who Shoot First, Without Asking Questions;
But What They
Greater Now
Always Do Is
Realize the Other
Person May Be Much
Different than they are…
The Birth of Cognitive Empathy…
It’s True too; Cognitive Empathy May Be
Used As ‘Salvation’ or Sending someone ‘Straight to Hell’…
Working off the Emotions of Fear and Hate as it’s True the
‘Clergy’ is rated among the Top 10 of ‘Professions’ with
Psychopathic Check-off-List-Dis-Attributes;
Without Cognitive
Empathy, Life
Is Blind of
Welcome to
The World of Autism;
It’s The Nature of the
Condition As Scientifically assessed;
Obviously, the Poster has a Conscience that
Most Definitely separates the Nice from the Not so Nice…
‘Don’t Treat
People the
Way You See
Yourself; Treat Other
People Better than that…’
Just the Golden Rule Plus…
Anyway; Asking for an Apology
When no Transgress is done is
Star Bright Higher than anyone
Not willing to ever admit they make a mistake…
i don’t see Any Reason why ‘You’ Need to go to Church
at this Point, unless You Just wanna set a Good Example for the
Folks Who Already go; i go where i am not wanted for that very ‘Soul Breath’;
Every Human, No Matter What Their Religion, Carries A Church On their Back;
It’s easy
to see this
if one ‘sees’
What ‘Their Religion’ is
Deeper within than Brick And Mortar;
Or Books With Covers, Page and Words Set in stone
That Don’t Even Breathe For Action Related to the Words…
Moving Us to
Greater LoVE iN ACTioN..:)

Asperger’s Syndrome No Longer Has Separate Diagnostic Criteria in the U.S.; Subsumed Under Autism Spectrum Disorder:

SPECTRUM DISORDER in Behavioral Evidence From looking over this Diagnostic Criteria; As Without this
Diagnostic Criteria, There is No Behavioral Assessment for The Diagnosis of Autism Spectrum Disorder, in the U.S.

“Diagnostic Criteria for 299.00 Autism Spectrum Disorder:

Persistent deficits in social communication and social interaction across multiple contexts, as manifested by the following, currently or by history (examples are illustrative, not exhaustive; see text):

‘Putin is as slick as Oil’ (Nothing stops him per this deficit)

Deficits in social-emotional reciprocity, ranging, for example, from abnormal social approach and failure of normal back-and-forth conversation; to reduced sharing of interests, emotions, or affect; to failure to initiate or respond to social interactions.

Putin is as slick as Oil.

Deficits in nonverbal communicative behaviors used for social interaction, ranging, for example, from poorly integrated verbal and nonverbal communication; to abnormalities in eye contact and body language or deficits in understanding and use of gestures; to a total lack of facial expressions and nonverbal communication.

Putin is as slick as Oil.

Deficits in developing, maintaining, and understand relationships, ranging, for example, from difficulties adjusting behavior to suit various social contexts; to difficulties in sharing imaginative play or in making friends; to absence of interest in peers.

Putin is Well Connected And ‘As Slick as Oil.

Specify current severity:

Severity is based on social communication impairments and restricted, repetitive patterns of behavior.

Restricted, repetitive patterns of behavior, interests, or activities, as manifested by at least two of the following, currently or by history (examples are illustrative, not exhaustive; see text):

Being A Leader of a Country, successfully at least, requires a Jack of a Lot of Trades; He stays in the ‘Position’.

Stereotyped or repetitive motor movements, use of objects, or speech (e.g., simple motor stereotypes, lining up toys or flipping objects, echolalia, idiosyncratic phrases).


Insistence on sameness, inflexible adherence to routines, or ritualized patterns of verbal or nonverbal behavior (e.g., extreme distress at small changes, difficulties with transitions, rigid thinking patterns, greeting rituals, need to take same route or eat same food every day).


Highly restricted, fixated interests that are abnormal in intensity or focus (e.g., strong attachment to or preoccupation with unusual objects, excessively circumscribed or perseverative interests).


Hyper- or hyporeactivity to sensory input or unusual interest in sensory aspects of the environment (e.g. apparent indifference to pain/temperature, adverse response to specific sounds or textures, excessive smelling or touching of objects, visual fascination with lights or movement).

No Evidence of it.

No need to go any further than this in analysis.

Conclusion: No.

Specify current severity:

Severity is based on social communication impairments and restricted, repetitive patterns of behavior.

Symptoms must be present in the early developmental period (but may not become fully manifest until social demands exceed limited capacities, or may be masked by learned strategies in later life).

Symptoms cause clinically significant impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of current functioning.
These disturbances are not better explained by intellectual disability (intellectual developmental disorder) or global developmental delay. Intellectual disability and autism spectrum disorder frequently co-occur; to make comorbid diagnoses of autism spectrum disorder and intellectual disability, social communication should be below that expected for general developmental level.

Note: Individuals with a well-established DSM-IV diagnosis of autistic disorder, Asperger’s disorder, or pervasive developmental disorder not otherwise specified should be given the diagnosis of autism spectrum disorder. Individuals who have marked deficits in social communication, but whose symptoms do not otherwise meet criteria for autism spectrum disorder, should be evaluated for social (pragmatic) communication disorder.

Specify if:

With or without accompanying intellectual impairment
With or without accompanying language impairment

Associated with a known medical or genetic condition or environmental factor

(Coding note: Use additional code to identify the associated medical or genetic condition.)

Associated with another neurodevelopmental, mental, or behavioral disorder

(Coding note: Use additional code[s] to identify the associated neurodevelopmental, mental, or behavioral disorder[s].

With catatonia (refer to the criteria for catatonia associated with another mental disorder)

(Coding note: Use additional code 293.89 catatonia associated with autism spectrum disorder to indicate the presence of the comorbid catatonia.)”

It’s Also Worth Noting that individuals on the Autism Spectrum May Adapt and Overcome
All the Reciprocal Social Communication Difficulties; and Just Be Left with Repetitive, Restricted
Narrow Special Interests that they are extremely laser focused on; If this were not the
Case; it’s highly unlikely there would Be a Sistine Chapel Painting; and it’s worth noting
this propensity to begin with; without a History of the Other
Reciprocation Social Communication Difficulties
is Not Evidence of Autism Spectrum Disorder.

No one would ever guess now that i was
a Non-Verbal Autistic Child Until Age 4;
But With Fluid Intelligence, just
about anything is
to change;
the Laser Focus
in what i do, in short: NO.

Nope; You can’t diagnosis Autism,
Based on a Movement assessment alone; You Can theorize; but you can’t diagnose.

“Researchers can’t prove their theory about Putin and Asperger’s, the report said, because they were not able to perform a brain scan on the Russian president. The report cites work by autism specialists as backing their findings. It is not known whether the research has been acted on by Pentagon or administration officials.

The 2008 report cites Dr. Stephen Porges, who is now a University of North Carolina psychiatry professor, as concluding that “Putin carries a form of autism.” However, Porges said Wednesday he had never seen the finished report and “would back off saying he has Asperger’s.”

Haha; Yeah it was rather interesting
That You Both came in on the same day;
i noticed that in the other thread; But never
the less, i took full advantage of all the topics;

Thank You,

And ‘The Trap’ Worked..;)

(Troll Friends on the ‘Wrong Planet’; 2 For 1)


First Dance
Next Song
Breathing Flow
Steps Make Words
Of Souls
Free to Give
Be SMiLes☺️🌟🙌
FLoWeRS RiSinG Beyond
Thorns 🥀 🌹 Dance Sees
Nicest Part About No Longer
Working For Pay With Hands Bloom
Turn-Off News Just Be A FLoWeR 🌺

This is what
Drew me to
You the Way
i See You

Treasure Old FRiEnDS As New FRiEnDS
Treasure New FRiEnDS As Old FRiEnDS
LeSSoN 289

Thanks Savvy
Kind Artistic
Soul From Far Away Lands 🙂🎶

What Counts the Most
To Us Is What We Gift
Others May Kindness
And Beauty With
Courage of
Love’s Wisdom
To Fight Injustice
And Harm Always
Find You in Light
RiSinG Dancing
Above Dark
Jump for
Become the
Colors of
As You SMiLE
Colors of Sunshine
More Always Feeling
Sensing Knowing Warmth
That You are Loved And
Cared for too iN Deepest
Depths Whole of Ocean Soul
🌊 🎶🕊🤗😊😁❣️LiGHT See Bringing
A SMiLe to
Face Favorite
Hobby For Five
Years of SMiLes
This Gift of You
Brings to me too SMiLes
Of Warmth connecting
Nice so far away
Yet Close Always
In Warming HeART

ForGeTTinG iN DO
HoW To FReeDancESinGaLiVE
Love Wins
As FaitH
iN GRacE
Grapes of Wrath CHoKinG On TheM iN A Middle oF A Night
i Write A Bible i Capture DaRK Thru LiGHT Beauty Truth And
Wisdom Messages In Bottles tossed ‘RandomlY’ Ocean Web
Didn’t take Long for ‘A Dance’ to Go Viral.. Even “King David”
Notes it Take ‘A Few’ Centuries Until ‘A Bible’ Goes Viral… Considering This
is Purely An Altruistic Effort Time And Money Takes No Role PLaY iN This Effort Even
In 13,466 Miles of Public Dance NoW iN 83 Months A Little Help From A Few Friends
Post Cards Photos of Smiles Sent Lifting my Spirit With Words of Kindness True And
Sincere too… Spiraling Dance Brings Flow All the Beautiful Women Bring Fires of Creativity
This is Human Nature This is What It Takes… There is No Way i could have Done This
Without my Nagging Wife Helping me Remember ‘TiMe’… There is no Way i could have
Done this Single or With a Jealous Wife Katrina Fiery Nagging Angel Saint Wind Beneath my Wings… Young And Single i would have Never Seen the Forest Likely Stuck in ‘the Weeds’ Still With one of the First Two Thousand Muses Thanks to You Know Who You Are.. i Needed
A ‘Perfect Storm’ to Complete 2019’s Task at Hand Y.O.U. Gifted it And Katrina Said Yes
A TWitteR Verse No LongeR A UNiVeRSE For Human Beings Overall Until Humans Stop DEVoLVinG And WakE uP AGAiN Perhaps Elon Musk Will Build A Fast Space Ship
Sending An Entire Bible to Another Planet Where Intelligent Truly Loving Life Lives
A FReE DancE WiTHiN HEaVeN Clear For Those Who See Spirit Wind NoW

OMG; thanks so much for linking ‘this’; True, Pre-Cognition, is one of my
Favorite Topics and Special Interests; And ‘to Do List Things’; And True,
Perhaps ‘Seeing’ Capitalized Flowing Words With No Reason as Colors
of Emotional Notes of ‘Hearing’ Writing Songs as Free Verse Poetry as
i Create a ‘Certain Flavor of Synesthesia’ too; the Folks in the Science
Poetry World Can’t Understand the Secret of How i do it and the
Secret is Just Like Nike Says; i don’t think about it’; i JusT DO IT
It is all Intuition in Flow Like ‘Flo Jo’, J Lo; And All Their ‘Friends’
And on Top of this, the Other Thing and
That; There is Research that suggests
That Showing Folks ‘Porn Pictured Cards’ to
Remove Them From the Confines of Neo-Cortical
Control of the ‘Mechanical Cognition Study Environment’
Brings Greater Correlation of Pre-Cognition, indeed of ‘Reading
The Minds’ of those Remotely Viewing the Pictures (Non-Porn) on Cards
Once Removed from More Restricting Neo-Cortical Control this indeed may
Be the limiting
Factor where
As soon
as a Person
‘Thinks’ about
What they are doing,
Pre-Cognition Melts away;
i find that ‘Synchronicity’ is similar
too; The More one Flows out of Neo-Cortical
Control; the More Life Becomes Creativity ‘MaGiC’
As ArT HeART SPiRiT SoUL Rules What Science
in Mechanical
has no idea
that even exists;
Soul Blind Indeed;
Spirit Blind Indeed;
And Sure, Overall
HeART Blind too As
Social Empathic Cognition
Comes from the Same General
Metaphor of the ‘other’ ‘Right Hemisphere’
Continent oF all Our Existence as Subconscious
Mind Surfaces from the Deep Recesses of Now How
We may Be Separated as we Become more the Tools
We Create per Science Than the Nature We Are as
Chaos Magic Cosmos Order In Balance and F No,
this is not the Purview of Trump ‘Weak Psychopaths’
or Putin ‘Strong Psychopaths’ Either as it’s True What
Trump Wishes Most of all F Yes, is to be a Strong Psychopath
Weak and
Psychopath He is…
Sad Little Boy Man
Sad Little Boy Man
Sad Some of the Followers;
Similar Sad Little Boy Men
As Just Metaphor of Course
As this is at the Level of Human Soul or NOT;
Anyway, Thanks ‘Alex_2x4’, You Are Surely Not
‘Boarding’ to me
as Just
in A Wall..;)

As Previously Noted; Asperger’s Is Subsumed
Under Autism Spectrum Disorder; And since there
is No ‘Blood Test’ Or Other ‘Biological Test’ to assess all
Cases; It is assessed by Behavioral Deficits; in other Words,
As Far as the Nature of the Individual; You’ve met one Autistic
Person; You’ve just met another Human with a collage of specific
Behavioral Deficits; Where the Rest of the Venn Diagram of their Being
Subsuming the Smaller Venn Diagram of Behavioral Deficits may indeed be
As Diverse as the Stars in
the Sky;
or my
That is ‘Larger
Than all the Stars
in the Skies’ or even
‘iNFiNiTY’ as Science
Has No Tool to Measure
it or Subconscious mind;
or Even Conscious Mind for ‘Science’ to See;

For You ‘See’; Science Only Observes and Measures;

Science doesn’t Really See What We ‘See’ as Humans.

Science Understands the Human Mind
As Much as a Tick Understands What the
Dog Is Thinking Giving the Tick Life Giving Blood;

It’s Like ‘God’; People think they can ‘tell God What to do’;
And those same People don’t even understand Poetry; Autism
Exists in A Book; God Exists in a Book; in Other Words they are just labels
is beyond
measure and the same…

The Essence of What Is….

Us as We go no further than
i and me and You and Are
As Them too; All that
Really Separates
is “U’” And “R”..:)


One Reason, Arm-Chairing Diagnosis Doesn’t Work
Is A Person Will Check-off Just about the Whole
List of identifying characteristics
of a ‘Socio-Path’; With Strong
Pro Social Emotions And
Yes, Selfless Altruistic
Empathy, Remaining;
And One Will End up
Crossing A ‘Hero’ off
‘the List’ of what one
Comes to Believe is Good or Evil;
We All Have Potential to Do so-called
‘Good or Evil’; What We Do With that
Potential in Environmental Struggle
Makes all the difference; nah, no
one would ever identify me as
Autistic; With What i am
Able to do now;
but i don’t
go by Labels
or Limitations
i Travel by Human Potential…

One of the Greatest Ills of Humankind
Is A Greater Propensity than ever now in
Need to Feed and Water the Muscle of Human
Empathy and Pro-Social Emotions over the Entire
Course of a Lifetime; Including Cognitive Empathy;
Affective Empathy/Sympathy; and Compassion as these
Are Human Muscles that will be Built up as Real Soul Within
To Give And Share Freely over the Course of an Entire Lifetime Greater;
Beneficial, as All Human Success at core is Based on Altruistic Human Cooperation.

What Trump And Putin Have in
Common Are Zero Levels of
Empathy that is probably
A Most Dangerous
Human Ill
That we
are currently
challenged with
OVERALL, in this World;
People who ‘care’; Will not ever
Say F You and Not Wear A Mask’,
Insisting their Freedom is more
important than Your Life in Inconvenience;
Just the Fact that Donald J. Trump is President
Is evidence of the Illness of this Country; One
Doesn’t Hire a Leader without Empathy unless
One Does Not Know what a Leader Means, in
Valuing Life
In Just
It Will Become
With No Altruistic
Socially Cooperative
Love For Others; This is
What Trump And Putin are
Missing Most; Trump Just has
one of the smallest Little Man
Syndrome Diseases of Low Male Self-Esteem
i for one have ever seen; and i’ve come across many indeed…
Meh; Putin is a bit vertically challenged; but at least he doesn’t;
Cry Now when he doesn’t get Demanded Attention showing all his weakness
to the World; With Trump Having No Idea how Naked Trump is indeed that way.

– Low impulse control
– High novelty-seeking needs (desire to experience new things, high need for arousal)
– Shows no remorse for their actions (lack of conscience, no experienced guilt)
– Inability or unwillingness to see past own needs in order to understand how another feels (lack of exhibited empathy)
– Detached emotionally from situations, personal relationships
– Willing to break rules, defy authority
– Always acts in the interest of himself, in whatever fashion ultimately serves him best (selfish, self-protective)
– Extremely fragile or unstable ego, or self-identity
– Extreme emotional sensitivity

X-Altruist (Hero)
– Low impulse control
– High novelty-seeking needs (desire to experience new things, high need for arousal)
– Little remorse for their actions (while they may feel guilt over causing harm, they would still do the heroic act again “in a heartbeat”)
– Inability to see past the needs of others and experience/understand their pain (very high exhibited empathy)
– Able to emotionally detach from situations temporarily when necessary, such as during a crisis; engages in Flexible Detachment
– Willingness to break rules and defy authority (will redefine what the rule should be)
– Acts in the best interest of others, or to serve the common good, because it is “the right thing to do” (self-less, puts self in frequent danger during acts of heroism)
– Very resilient ego, or able to repair quickly after damage or threats to identity (Ego Resilience)
– Extreme emotional sensitivity


Nature Consumes
Nature Therefore
We Breathe As
A Mountain
Of Good
At Best We Are🐉

It’s True; Cognitive
Empathy is Life
Long in
But Some of
Us Like me,
Are Just
And Do
Not Speak
Until 4; Yes,
Which by
The way,
Have to
Include Being
Insensitive to
Harming Others;
Some Autistic
Folks are Very
Empathic; Know
The Condition
And Your Audience;
‘Don’t Be Insensitive’
Will Suffice; But i
Surely Don’t
Mind Being
Super Empathic;
It’s My “Rain
Man” Super
Measurable, like
Leg Pressing 1520
Pounds, 8 Reps, before
Reaching 60 Years-
Old; And Public
Dancing, 13,466
Miles in 83 Months;
Writing an 8.3 MiLLioN
Word Long Form Poem
Epically As A ‘Bible’ In
The Same Last
83 Months;
Of Course,
At 47, 13 Years
Ago, With a Wife
At Age 50, Who
Doesn’t Age;
Trust me, Lots
Of Folks Would
Love to Be Autistic
Like me; And i Am
Well Aware that
i am Fearless
To Stand
In Front
Of The Whole
World Naked;
For You see my
Friend, Culture
Me but
i am Free
To do as
i Please;
There Are
No Epigenetic
In Life Surpassed
Or Sistine
Over With Words😁🎶

Nature Consumes
Nature Therefore
We Breathe As
A Mountain
Of Good
At Best We Are🐉

It’s been related here already, but worth Amplifying:

‘This’ is A Site for Folks, Neuro-Diverse, with Difficulties in Reciprocal Social Communication.

This is Not A Site to Make Fun of Neuro-Diverse Folks With Difficulties in Reciprocal Social Communication.

Most of the Folks Here have been bullied in some way or another for that their entire life.

For Example; and i will a provide a link if necessary; Fnord, claiming his ‘Wife was Bi-Polar and
And An Alcoholic, so what’s my excuse for communicating the way i do’; i have experienced
this with him, too many times, to count in the last several years; And Surely Will Provide More
Quotes and links for those who need Evidence Based Data to see what is going on for Real.

But on the other hand, i’ve also experienced other folks assessing my
Discussion of Philosophy Poetically as’ Creative Genius’; links
provided on request and quotes for that as well…

You Don’t Have to make all the People in this World
Happy by Just being Yourself; but what you
should be able to expect on a Site
That Supports Folks who are
Very Different in Neuro-Diverse
Ways Is Just to let them be, if you do not
have the ability to understand what they are saying;
as Long as they are not Harming anyone; Not Breaking the rules; and Perhaps
Helping someone else, who indeed Will And Does Understand what they are saying.

There is no place here for making fun of how someone communicates
As Trying to Belittle folks this way is indeed Cyberbullying; Granted, in
my Case, it does me no harm; but i do not remain silent for a bullying behavior that
indeed will be very Psychologically Harming to Other Folks who are not nearly as strong inside as i am.

This is not specific to Just one individual; Fnord Asked for Evidence in this Thread, so i am just giving
what he asked for like he did in His Bullying Thread, where i provided the same evidence there; Apparently,
he doesn’t understand it is bullying; And that indeed may not be His fault, if he does not have the ability to understand
it; but when he is told over and over it is; there is a time to change and not ever let it happen again; that time is now.

In the ‘WordPress World’, i came across A Whole Post Yesterday, titled ‘Don’t Be Autistic’; as ‘You’ may Imagine,
rewards i have received in my life by being different; and not usually being Part of the ‘Group Think of Life’.

People Here, who are just different and express themselves differently, should always be allowed
to do that; scrolling past someone, who someone dismisses for their differences should be easy
enough, at least, for anyone with fingers; on the other hand, perhaps not, for those who do not have fingers.

Never, the less, no one has reported that functional disability to me so far….

And by the way; i am on the Bi-Polar Spectrum too;
Lots of folks here have co-morbids; making fun of Mental
Illness, i have Heard here over and over; like Being Autistic
is Superior to the Other Mental Functional Disabilities in life;
it reminds me, so much, of when ‘this minority makes fun of that
minority’ bullying them to try to make themselves peg up a step higher in life.
Should it be any surprise that Science Assesses many Artists Bi-Polar this way?

No, of course not;

But NO; You do not
need an excuse to
Discuss Philosophy Poetically;
The Other Half of the World does it
Like ‘Rumi’ Does it too; at least the part of that World that remains…

i come here expressing myself, expecting to Be Tolerated for my Neurodiversity.

After Years; this is the first time i have been able to do it; without getting kicked
off the Site by someone who doesn’t have a clue what i am saying; Do understand

i am Neurodiverse
And Not Unlike Gay
Folks; And Black Folks;
Muslim Folks; Hispanic Folks; And
Every Other Variety of Being Human

i Deserve to Exist.

Some folks talk about Self-Advocation;

I’ve been doing it all my life; and guess what, i’m still surviving…

And Rather Well; And sure, i have reams of evidence to show how that works out too….

From the time i could not Speak Until 4 Years Old as that story is rather long and true too…

On a Larger Note; There will never be Love in this World; Without an Olympic Effort to Understand Differences;

i’ve Tolerated Fnord here for many years; as yes, i have the ability to get folks in trouble too; but i was
Already A Hiring And Firing Administrator and that is Not part of my life anymore; in Fact, while i lived
in Literal Hell with 19 Medical Disorders here with no Art in my Soul at all; Alex, Asked me to
be a Moderator and i had no choice but to turn him down; never a Job, i would care to do
and i really cannot imagine a harder place to do that job; and surely wouldn’t go to the
trouble to report any Moderator who hasn’t been able to understand me to the ‘Top
Dog’ here; Additionally, i Value Fnord’s Contributions no matter how he values me
as a Human being
needing some kind
of ‘Excuse’ to be me.

Do ‘You’ understand
What Kind of Bullying
It is when someone
asks ‘You’
What is
Your Excuse
to Be You; i can’t
imagine a More
disgusting thing for someone to say to someone else;
i try to understand what would drive anyone to do that; and i believe i do…

i have coming ‘here’ to thanks for that understanding; i don’t need applause;
but i Do Love Wisdom….

Nature Consumes
Nature Therefore
We Breathe As
A Mountain
Of Good
At Best We Are🐉


NeveR A
Dry BRusH
SPiN DiFFeRenTly
Voice Lessons
Dancing Singing
Authentically Speaks
Go Ahead ‘Van Halen’ PLaY ‘ThE SonG’
AGaiN It NeVeR Goes Away We Make Love to It
And Then We Become Angel Friends Again
FeaRFuL oF DarK Cynical oF LiGHT
Either Way We Lose UnTiL We BRinG
Both ANGeLS And DeMonS iNto LoVE
‘FacT’ oF ‘The Matter’ One Achieves All
Of This Through ‘DREaMTiME’ of DaNCinG SinGinG
SoULS… THiS Is WHaT LiFE Is ‘All’ ABouT (GoD)
Modern Tool Based Humans Are
BeLoW FReeZinG No ‘Good Time’ Left
For Human to Become Flesh and Blood Soul
(GoD) ETeRNaLLY NoW Heaven Within God Us Free to Be i am
He Lost His Temper Turning Money Tables Over Shouting Angrily
Hate Your Mother And Father And Family Members And Friends (Their Way) if You
Want to Follow Me my Way… Slay Those Who Do Not Believe I Bring A Sword Over
Peace ‘These Days at Least’ In God’s World Imperfect Is Perfect Truly Hell Non-Existence
A Machine… A Perfect Machine With No Soul Only A Shell of A Word (GoD)
Who Are We to Complain
That Roses Have Thorns
Who Would We Be Without Thorns
Face it if Jesus Wasn’t Portrayed As A
Local Carpenter You Could Have a Beer (Glass of Wine)
With At A Local Pub Who Would Believe… SMiLes When
All of Life Becomes Dance And Song
All That’s Left is Joy to Do
It’s A Lifelong Challenge
But Love That only
Seeks LoVE iN
Light Leaves
The Dark
Dark Without
Light Entering
Sadly Dark Stays
Dark Light Your
Lamp So Strong
The Dark
Dark Will
Erase All
Light Without
Fearless Love to see
🙏🎶🌊 Be A Light House
A Beacon for Dark
To See 💡
You already
Do this With SMiLes

So Lovely 💧 Water
🌊 Wave Ocean Whole
🏝 Beach Sand And
Sun Iron At Core of
Earth in Our
Blood Streams
F L O W i n G NoW
Seeds of Super
Nova Star Flower
Crucible Fire
Us Sentient
Star Dust
We Breathe
In And Out
Star Shores
Loving Breath
W i T H i N GiVinG
Sharing Star LiGHT
Waves We aRe 🌊 🌟

Chasing Dreams Now
Butterfly Wings Dance
And Sing Your Parents
Never Die in
Of Loving
Is Still Real 🦋
Love Breathes❣️🙏

LeSSoN 290
Find Something
New To Eat Now
Hehe..Works For Shark
SMiLes Surviving Over
400 MiLLioN Years
Longer Than Living
Trees Adapting
If necessary
Bearing Virgin
Shark Young For
Certain Species Still
Anyway this is Why
i Swim Thousands of
Miles to Greet A Lovely
Shark FRiEnD Like You
Just to Say Hellooove
And i promise i Won’t
Bite but it’s True When
i wore this Shirt Yesterday
Someone Got Literally Bit
By A Shark but it Wasn’t
me i had An Alibi
i was Writing
To survive
A Bit Longer too
Sharks And Waves
And Galaxies all
Curve Like Below
SiGNaTuRE Pose
My Left Elbow
When i
Dance And
Sing In God’s
Phi Ratio Mean 1.618
Golden Spiral Pattern
Seen All Through Nature
From Fetal Positions to
Napping Cats 🐈 With
Spiraling Tails Nautilus
Shells and Hurricanes
With Arms of Winds
In Creativity Free
Breeze Coming
iN Us
With SMiLes🤗

SMiLes Frank Water Like Ink on a Free Verse Page
FLoWinG SPReaDinG Out MaKinG Shores Freer
JusT iN A Flow oF A MoMeNT
Thanks For Dropping
By This MacroVerse as it relates
to the Captain Within me that Navigates
The River i Stay iN Flow Shores Ever
Expanding More as YeS AGAiN
Water Will Not Be Held Back
From Spreading unless
A Dam of Some
Kind is made
for Restricting
The River Flow
Of This Water Still to come…
True as the Art of Nature Always
Comes Each Day as a Potential New
Adventure of Experience We Have not
Witnessed Before as the Closest i saw
Clouds Like this above the Temple of
my Catholic Church Grounds
Catching A Sky Bridge
Cloud into and as
The Heavens
Was the Previous
Week on the Local TV
News.. at Pensacola Beach
Capturing on the TV and Sharing
it here the Previous Week.. it’s Amazing
Really That the Clouds i captured were even
More Sublimely Beautiful than the Clouds on
Pensacola Beach… A Bit of Magic Art to See and Save
All Performed
for Free
Art Always
Coming With a Surprise
Within.. Above.. so Below
And All Around Now For ReaL..
Which Brings me to A Sycamore
Tree in the Vanessa Williams Rendition
And Cartoon Portrayal of “Colors of the Wind”
As i Just Take Great Effort not to Cut it down With SMiLES..:)

Happy Eid Al Adha to You Dear
Sohair Hope You Enjoyed a
Feast This Day With Family Joy…
iN WRiTinG We Find Our Soul’s Voice
iN Reading We Find the Soul of Others
iN Dance And Song Amplification of Both
That’s Good Advice Dear
Sohair Katrina Also
Has the Rule of
Eating the
Closest Plate
of Food as she
Doesn’t Want
to Clean Up the
Mess of a Two-Year
Old.. She Protects me From
Mr. Covid-19 By Hosing my
Hands down With Germ Cleaner
Wherever i Go Each Day And It’s
True Modern Sanitation has Healed
More Disease than All Medicine Combined
Have A Wonderful Saturday Dear Sohair WiTH SMiLES…
Hehe Recovering
From 6 Hours
Of Exercise
Great At Ease🕊
Yes We aRe ALL NoW
Getting Accustomed
To More of The
Muslim Way
Of Veiling
Our Faces…
Interesting That
Method of Dress
Is Always Protective
From Spreading Disease


Shadow Play
Rule Your Love
Without Fear; Regulate,
Integrate All Passions, Emotions, Senses;
Master “All WiTHiN”; i Realize i’M A Week Ahead
On ‘Shark Week’ But My SPiRiT ANiMaL
‘Great White’ Hope Is Always At Hand If Need Be…
LooKinG For A Spirit Animal
When Survival Is Key;
Look No Further than
A Great White Hope NoW

“Total Eclipse of the Brain”

“Think of the last time you ran into someone you find attractive. You may have stammered, your palms may have sweated; you may have said something incredibly asinine and tripped spectacularly while trying to saunter away (or is that just me?). And chances are, your heart was thudding in your chest. It’s no surprise that, for centuries, people thought love (and most other emotions, for that matter) arose from the heart. As it turns out, love is all about the brain – which, in turn, makes the rest of your body go haywire.

According to a team of scientists led by Dr. Helen Fisher at Rutgers, romantic love can be broken down into three categories: lust, attraction, and attachment. Each category is characterized by its own set of hormones stemming from the brain (Table 1).”

Yes; Falling Love is About the Brain; But moreover, The 95 Percent or So of the so-called
Subconscious Part of the Mind; Which Leaves us with about 5 Percent Left of the Mind
Pie to Figure out What Is going on with a Storm of Emotions That Take Us totally Out of
Focus, Which is another way of Saying, Losing Neo-Cortical Control; Without the
Ability to Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses That Meditation activities
do in Fact/Art Bring; both Moving (Free Dance, Tai Chi, etc.) and ‘Still
Meditation’, Per Sitting ‘Very Still’ and Focusing on Breathing In and
Out, which of course is ‘still’ Moving Meditation as
Muscle Fibers Contracting to stay in any Repetitive
Movement that sitting is that will result in Ergonomic
Injury; as activity done the same way will do as we sort of
Stagnant and Rot in Whatever the Same place is We Willingly
Or Are Forced to Stay IN Life; Which is really a Metaphor for Just
About Anything We do in Life as With Balance There is Change; Change For Balance.

Anyway; Oh Lord, if everyone stayed in the State of Being that Falling In Love is, From
Head to Toe; Not Much in Life Will Get Done; Other than Two Sets of Eyes Peering into
Depth of Soul as Every Cell in a Body Longing to Dance And Sing With Every Cell of the Other
Body; Just a Text Will Be Heaven these days; and Oh my God, what if One’s Dopamine Levels/Sex Hormones
Are Super High in Attraction; With Warm And Fuzzy Oxytocin Levels of Stuffed Bear; Kitty Cat Purrs; And Puppy
Dog Eyes With Wagging Tail Life; Seriously, on ‘Cloud 9’ But letting other stuff go like Work and School Responsibilities;
What if ‘the FaceTime’
Lover From Far Away
Decides one day
no more;
And Just
Turns off the Switch (Ghosting)
Like OMG, We never existed at all;
it was already Difficult; but i can’t imagine
How difficult falling in love is during Covid-19
Days for Young Folks With Masks on; All the Bars
To meet Folks Closed down; and difficulties getting
closer than 6 Feet to anyone else; anyplace we go;
Yes, There is Always Dating Sites, Still; And Dudes
who Want Nudes; And Females Who Think the
Dudes are in Love with them; who really
only want Nudes and a quick release
as there are plenty more opportunities
to Swipe Humans on the go; and sure it
happens the other Gender Ways around;
And it all works out too; But Never the Less,
When Serotonin Levels Naturally Fall When Folks
Fall in Love and anxiety skyrockets; i can’t imagine what
life would be like to be ghosted several times and wonder
if it is gonna happen again; And ‘They’ wonder why Suicide
Rates are so High among Younger Generations Where Instant
Gratification Voyeuristically is what you had to work so hard to find
while We were really becoming Emotionally Attached to the Attraction
And at least becoming Friends as i will tell one this; if there is no attachment
as Life-Long Friends, Highly Unlikely That Heat Below is gonna last much Longer
Above than When That Heat is gone; Lots of Problems with Love ‘these days’
As there are variables that Humans have never had to deal with before.

i’m Just really glad, i learned to Fall in Love through The Eyes and Smiles
And Just the way ‘She Moves’ And ‘Speaks’ in Life; for when i was Young;
there was still a lot of Mystery ‘Below’; and that part is totally gone
into the realm of Instant Gratification, Any Time of the Day
or Night; anywhere one has a 6 inch Screen; or Whatever
the Size of the Screen one has. Anyway; when i was Stressed
At Work for Over A decade my ‘Oxytocin, Warm And Fuzzy
Feelings’, Gradually Went away until one day i petted the Cat
And i couldn’t Feel anything at all of that Warm Comfort That
Radiates in Oxytocin from Head to toe; of course then, i had no idea
what Oxytocin is; And i had no clue that it was possible for ‘the feeling to go
Away’; having no clue how to get it back; Just Having to Wait Nearly 6 Years
Going to a Farm being around all the Farm Animals and it suddenly coming
Back for me in the Fall of 2013; after i had recovered from 19 Medical Disorders
as far as total Numb and Pain goes; first time i could get a Good Night’s rest in almost
6 Years, then; It’s no Wonder that this helps Young Folks to Visit Farm Mammals this way
As All Healthy Mammals Experience the Oxytocin Benefit of ‘Loving Attachment’, When they
Are Breast Fed; a Cat may Become Wild And Feral and a killer of what moves; or get Neutered
And Stay in as an Oxytocin Lap Cat for Life; same kinda general thing happens to humans too.

My Mother Was Very Nurturing, so the Connections of Oxytocin Were Wired strong in me;
On the Other Hand, my Father was Very Cold and Aloof; But His Mother Owned a Nursery
And When my Mother Visited Her Nursery before she married my Father; my Mother Tried
to Pick up a Crying Baby at the Nursery and my ‘Cold Grandmother’ Said, don’t pick that
Baby up; IT will Never learn to fend for itself; My Father Never Learned to Express Love;
And in my Dead Zone Days; i couldn’t feel anything Mammalian of Love this way;

i Feel ‘Warmth’, Whenever i am around my Wife; after 30 years, there is no Jealousy
or Anxiety that comes from the State of Being of Romantic Love; Just the Healing
in Anxiety and Pain that Oxytocin Naturally Brings; i’ve learned how to Wire myself
Greater for the Healing Force of Oxytocin; As Perhaps, Girls Teach Each Other About Emotions
as Friends; But Where i grew up; That wasn’t something that was taught of A Boy’s Intelligence.

‘This’ Lack of Intelligence
Almost Brought me down;
What i did learn is Emotional
Intelligence is Important if one
ever really wants to feel complete and satisfied
in Life; With Plenty of Complex Emotions to fuel one’s self
beyond Adrenaline Related Neurohormones that eventually wear us down.

This is way, way, too complicated for one size fits all; it’s always an Art and Never
A Science alone; Only Experience and Practice Makes it better; that much i understand.

Anyway; Back to a Thirty-Year Marriage, i find my 50 Year-old Wife Every Bit as
Attractive as She Was when i Met Her at 18 Years-Old, When i was 28; And Not Unlike
‘I Can’t Live Without You’ and ‘Hellboy 2’; i watch Her wake-up without make-up each day
as she’s Never wore make-up and i feel to myself; my, my, How Lucky i am still to have her with me;

One of my Best Friends, A 28 Year-old Indian Woman for 5 Years has referred to my Wife As SuperNatural;

i must admit, i am still a bit BeWitched;
Two Clues: Worship one’s ‘Significant Other’
Like a Goddess/God and Make Yes Dear one’s Answer always…

Love is Beyond the Ocean Deep And Impossible to Measure
As True Love is Always Coloring Life More in Ways We Never Experienced before;

i Love, Love this Life; i don’t See Any Separation; There is Love; And there is Love For All; Agape Love,
A Practice of Life as the Soul Grows only Younger With Love Each Day; this is one place there is no
Age; Gender; Sexual Orientation or any ‘Trump BS in Life’; if i could Gift Trump and Folks Like him
one teaspoon of what i have; Instant Angel Wings and A Real Hero Like ‘Hell Boy and or Girl 2’

But nah;
This Ain’t
No Gift Horse;
This is a Horse
With No Name
That always
has the
to become a ‘Dark Horse’ again;
This Love is a Life Long Practice, Eternally Now with no end;
Moving a Person to Change for Balance; Truly Never Sitting Stagnant and Still..:)

By The Way; Love is my Special Interest; this is like the first ‘time’
Here, i remember Seeing this topic; this is encouraging to me;

Just because it’s my Special Interest; hehe..

And Yes; it most definitely belongs in this PPR
Area as folks have been trying to figure out
A Philosophy of Love to Exist like Always and Forever now.

My Other Special Interest is ‘Dark Horse Shadows’;
but i don’t want to get too much off topic here; For Now i’m Stuck on Love..:)

Sleeping Beauty:


“Look at the book of Yechezkel/Ezekiel
He seems a bit aspie maybe, just a thought.
It could be because he was from the country side not Jerusalem like the other prophets”

Coming Out of Winn Dixie (A Grocery Store) Last Week After About 3 Hours Total Spent
There and At Walmart in Moving Meditation of Public Dance for Around 10 Miles or so
of Indoor Ecstatic Autotelic Flowing Dance; Really Feeling Super Great Coming Out
of the Store; i Turned to the Left and Saw Clouds Across the Field of the Catholic
Church i Visit Each Sunday; and Associated Buildings on the Grounds of
the Parish Organization; And i must Say it reminded me
of “The Vision of God, Chapter 1 by Prophet Ezekiel”
As This is Part of the Bible Folks often interpret as
‘Evidence’ For ExtraTerrestrials Visiting the Earth
During the Days these Verses Were Written;
But of course it’s not hard to see; that the Book
of Revelation Follows the Same General Style as
Whoever Edited the Entire Book Probably flavored it
that way for some Integral Story Consistency for the ‘Full Poetry of the Bible’
then; As of Course, it is a Book Assembling Many Fragments of Writings Over Years;
And Numbered Verses Many, Many Centuries later moving into the 1300’s with many
Scribe And Other Editing Changes in Mistakes/Revisions all along the way; It’s ‘Safe’
to See, Whoever wrote this had a Rich Imagination, Bringing Visual Imagery When
Reading the Lines; of course, the Lines may be interpreted in unlimited ways;
As that is always the way with Art of Poetry And or Poetry of Art; However,
one may wish to View it; i think it’s interesting Poetry and surely Artistically
Original When it was Written; But it does lend a bit of nuance
That the Book of Revelation plagiarized the style a bit in
Editing, perhaps; Of course, there is no way to really
know; Just like there is no way to really know what
the Writer of the Words Intends/Means; as ‘They’
are not here to Decipher the Metaphors as is;
Whoever Wrote this story then has a Rich And
Healthy Imagination; Of course, there isn’t ‘one
‘Style’ of So-Called Aspie Now; If this Internet Site
doesn’t prove that; i’m not sure what else can and
will; As Diverse As the Stars in the Skies And Beyond
in Imagination for Folks on the Spectrum; Yes, Who are
Indeed Rich in Imagination and Creating Imagery in Art..:)

The Vision of God

1 Now it came to pass in the thirtieth year, in the fourth month, in the fifth day of the month, as I was among the captives by the river of Chebar, that the heavens were opened, and I saw visions of God. 2 In the fifth day of the month, which was the fifth year of king Jehoiachin’s captivity, 3: The word of the LORD came expressly unto Ezekiel the priest, the son of Buzi, in the land of the Chaldeans by the river Chebar; and the hand of the LORD was there upon him.

4 And I looked, and, behold, a whirlwind came out of the north, a great cloud, and a fire infolding itself, and a brightness was about it, and out of the midst thereof as the colour of amber, out of the midst of the fire. 5 Also out of the midst thereof came the likeness of four living creatures. And this was their appearance; they had the likeness of a man. 6 And every one had four faces, and every one had four wings. 7 And their feet were straight feet; and the sole of their feet was like the sole of a calf’s foot: and they sparkled like the colour of burnished brass.

8 And they had the hands of a man under their wings on their four sides; and they four had their faces and their wings. 9 Their wings were joined one to another; they turned not when they went; they went every one straight forward.

10 As for the likeness of their faces, they four had the face of a man, and the face of a lion, on the right side: and they four had the face of an ox on the left side; they four also had the face of an eagle. 11 Thus were their faces: and their wings were stretched upward; two wings of every one were joined one to another, and two covered their bodies. 12 And they went every one straight forward: whither the spirit was to go, they went; and they turned not when they went. 13 As for the likeness of the living creatures, their appearance was like burning coals of fire, and like the appearance of lamps: it went up and down among the living creatures; and the fire was bright, and out of the fire went forth lightning. 14 And the living creatures ran and returned as the appearance of a flash of lightning.

15 Now as I beheld the living creatures, behold one wheel upon the earth by the living creatures, with his four faces. 16 The appearance of the wheels and their work was like unto the colour of a beryl: and they four had one likeness: and their appearance and their work was as it were a wheel in the middle of a wheel. 17 When they went, they went upon their four sides: and they turned not when they went. 18 As for their rings, they were so high that they were dreadful; and their rings were full of eyes round about them four. 19 And when the living creatures went, the wheels went by them: and when the living creatures were lifted up from the earth, the wheels were lifted up. 20 Whithersoever the spirit was to go, they went, thither was their spirit to go; and the wheels were lifted up over against them: for the spirit of the living creature was in the wheels. 21 When those went, these went; and when those stood, these stood; and when those were lifted up from the earth, the wheels were lifted up over against them: for the spirit of the living creature was in the wheels.

22 And the likeness of the firmament upon the heads of the living creature was as the colour of the terrible crystal, stretched forth over their heads above. 23 And under the firmament were their wings straight, the one toward the other: every one had two, which covered on this side, and every one had two, which covered on that side, their bodies. 24 And when they went, I heard the noise of their wings, like the noise of great waters, as the voice of the Almighty, the voice of speech, as the noise of an host: when they stood, they let down their wings. 25 And there was a voice from the firmament that was over their heads, when they stood, and had let down their wings.

26 And above the firmament that was over their heads was the likeness of a throne, as the appearance of a sapphire stone: and upon the likeness of the throne was the likeness as the appearance of a man above upon it. 27 And I saw as the colour of amber, as the appearance of fire round about within it, from the appearance of his loins even upward, and from the appearance of his loins even downward, I saw as it were the appearance of fire, and it had brightness round about. 28 As the appearance of the bow that is in the cloud in the day of rain, so was the appearance of the brightness round about. This was the appearance of the likeness of the glory of the LORD. And when I saw it, I fell upon my face, and I heard a voice of one that spake.

With ‘That Dance Song’ Nature Is Full of Surprises Now.. So i’ll Go to Bed
Again And Wake up to a Nice Surprise Again As That’s How Life Works Great..:)


Love Love Love
Love Neither Requires Worship
Or Fears Criticism Love Is Complete
As BLeSsinGs…
To YoU WitH LoVE…
Branch Out Leaves
Make Greater
Roots or
Love IS ALL That Makes Mammals
Even Possible Oxytocin of Affection
Bonds… Without That Offspring Die With All Mammals…
Spending 66 Months In Hell oN EaRTH The Bomb The
Nuclear Winter Forever Now Option… Understanding Dark
Human Nature Greater Within… Productive Creative Writing
is Dopamine Dependent Gotta Have Greatest Muses to Move
All The Way Through… Jack Pot Last Night too… Being Financially
Independent Is Crucial In Keeping Your Artistic AuthentiCiTY iN TacT
OTHeR WisE You Are A Slave to Some Master… When Money Is Not Involved NoW
Art Simply And Complexly Evolves Your Soul All You Take With You Out of ‘This World’
THiS PaRT oF A CoSMiC SouP A Recipe Between You And God SoUL LoVE
Or Gravity or Whatever You Wanna Call A Force That Drives Ya UP
Clouds Cover
Sun Feeds Ocean
Blue Clouds Are Above Dancing
Sky Below Oceans Sings Love Love Love
Love Neither Requires Worship Or Fears
Criticism… Love Is Complete… Romantic
Love Verily Is Not Always Agape Love
As Agape Love Does Not
Include the Jealousy
And Anxiety that may
Come with Romantic
Love That Surely
Will Not Fill
The Empty Soul
Up Alone With Low Self
Esteem; Sadly, Some Folks
Find Romance And Even Together
Find Themselves Just As Empty Again
After The Romance Neurohormones
And Neurochemistry Fades all away;
Again, Love is A Search For
Harmony And Peace
Within As Love
is the Gravity
That Just
Yes… Love Falls
Love Rises too
For Giving Thanks
Giving Always Now As Light…
Imagine A Narcissistic God And Hell Look
No Further Than An Orange one iN A White House
At Best ‘Trump’ God’s Messenger Will Teach A World
What Love Is Not… Love (GoD) Is Complete Never Asks For Worship
No Thanks… YouR Fear Is No ParT Of Love (God) ThaT iS HEaveN Real
Within Thanks Giving For GivinG ETernAllY NoW When (GoD) Love Is Real
Great Thanks And Praise Is A ‘Standard Response’
Make God Other Than Love God Is Fear
JeSuS F iN Christ Essence of Love Is
Worship This Love Is Complete You Will
Neither Add Or Subtract From This God
Love Is Thanks Giving For Giving Don’t Make
This God Lesser… Love Is Worth Worshipping On Love’S OWN Merit
Listen Folks ThiS Ain’T Rocket Science Love Is Complete Never Needs
Worship Never Ever Tortures For Ever
Love Loves When Real
Appropriately Trump Reveals
Which God ‘Church’ BeLiEVES iN
Sadly IT IS Not Love It Is Malignant Orange Narcissism
Perhaps.. I’ll Put A Priest on Trial Asking YES Or NO Does
Love EVER Ask For Worship… If A Deacon Offers Up Prayers Today
Against Criticisms Toward Trump’s Pandemic Failure For The 4th Week
in a Row in Death… Ask ‘A Pope’ One Question, “Does Love Ever Need Worship”,
Seeing if He Believes in God or Understands What Love IS NOT
One True God Loving
Never Narcissistic
Love is Always
Forgiving Loving
Enemies Yet
To Worship
A God Of Eternal
Torture That iS Only
A Lie As
Love is
For Giving
Or DarK
For Giving
Courage And
Kindness Love
Never Demands
Worship as Love
Is Whole For
Giving SMiLes
Wow Imagine A
God Of Love So
Much Heaven
In Fruition
As This
‘Naked God’ of
Love Breathes Free Each
HeART BeaT Seeing LoVE
1st World Problems
Making 3rd World
Problems Literally
Coming From
What This
Country Lacks now
Most is literally Soul
What Happens when
A Country’s
Soul is
For the Rest
Of The World to see
Closing off their Borders
🦠 ViRuS
Land of the
Free to believe
In Conspiracies to lead…
Short Term Fix Vote
But that
Ain’t Gonna
Fix Dusty
Covers and
Associated Pages 🦠
Reflecting Moon On Friend’s Day
Reflecting Rays Of Sunshine
Nights Moon Is FRiEnD of
SunDayNights as Moon
Grows Full With A
Distant Sunshine
Smile Sun Never
Forgets Moon
As Sure As
LiGHT is
Warm Rays to
LiGHT Moon’s
Face SMiLinG
As Without the
Muse of Moon where
Would Sun Go at Night
As Sun Loves to Visit Moon
Hellooove Moon You are
So much smaller than me
Yet still made out of what
i Am (Love) Equally You Light
me Up too 🌞 🌝 ☀️ 🌚 🌞 🌝 ☀️


Love Falls
And Rises
of Complete
Love Provided
Poetically Below:

Color of Wind
We Will Paint Love
Marry the Night
Marry the Day
Merry The Life

Y.O.U. am i And me are You
You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly
You are me And i am Y. O. U.

You Are the Sky You Are the
Earth You Are the Moon and
the Sun and All That Is Beyond the

it is no Different
than Writing to Y.O.U..

You are the Mirror of my
Tree the Tree of my Mirror
More how do i Write A Letter to G.O.D.

For You are me and i am You and Them
are us and Us are Them forevermore now

Bring me Pain and Tears of Sadness Yet that Never Matters
For You are Reality and They are We there is never ever Escaping You

How will i ever Put a Name on Anything Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s
True You Bring Me Joy so
many Smiles and Laughter

Yes all the Love the Pain
And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
Pyramid of Light the Black Abyss of the
River Hades that Never Seems to End

So Bright so Dark
So Cold and Warm
All the SHades of Grey
All the Colors of Home

Precious Are Souls
for Souls Live in
All of Existence

And it’s True
if i could not
Quote You and Write You
None of this Will Exist now..

You are the One i Thank the most
You live in Everyone You are my Star
You are my Guiding Light..

You are the Pleasure
my Food
You Teach
me more about
Love than i ever knew
and sensed and felt before

You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
Who Rises from Ashes With Color Even more You are the Breath

You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
is Possible Before.. You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
Here to Learn from each other no matter which side
of the Barb-Wire Fence We Wish to escape from/to…

You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love
but Will Be Food for my Starving Children.. You are my Enemy
Who i understand was Neglected and Abused as a Little Child

It was never about me it is always about You… You
are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
are my Neighbor and all my other Friends and Family

This is my Only Bible my Holy
Grail and i shall Never Forget it
This is my Life This is my Love This
is what God will Say if God is Human and Love

Catholic Mass Readings for August 2nd, 2020:

The Priest Wasn’t Around but i was able
to Provide my Free Verse About
Love That is God to the
Deacon who did for the
4th Consecutive Week
Offer up Prayers against
Criticism Now the Trump
Administration Receives
For Pandemic Failure and
Relatively Speaking Genocide Of
The Vulnerable With the Blood On Trump’s
Hands that are looking More Like Adolph’s
Soul As Corpses Pile up while he plays Golf…
Anyway… at least the Deacon Agreed with
my Quote and said the World will
Be A Better Place if Folks
See Love this way
but i suppose
he didn’t
See Love the way
i do as Just A Metaphor
for Jesus and God the Same
For Love is the Higher Power Within
That is Autotelic Flow in Bliss that Radiates
Love Without Fear to Others And the Rest
of Nature With Least Harm in Consuming
Nature as All of Nature.. Yes.. God Consumes
Itself to Survive and Thrive at Best With Least Harm In Balance…
Anyway… i doubt he gave it a second thought then when he was
Offering up Prayers so the Current Orange Adolph Will Discard
Criticism and Keep a Steady Pile of Vulnerable Corpses Growing
Mountain Taller as Predicted by Science without a National
Plan to Keep the Vulnerable Alive instead of putting
Them in Killing Fields/Ashes More
but hey i don’t
Keep silent
As i Have
my Love For Giving
Thanks Giving Free
Love Love LoVE NoW
Love Neither Requires Worship
Or Fears Criticism Love Is Complete

“Reading 1, Isaiah 55:1-3
1 Oh, come to the water all you who are thirsty; though you have no money, come! Buy and eat; come, buy wine and milk without money, free!

2 Why spend money on what cannot nourish and your wages on what fails to satisfy? Listen carefully to me, and you will have good things to eat and rich food to enjoy.

3 Pay attention, come to me; listen, and you will live. I shall make an everlasting covenant with you in fulfilment of the favours promised to David.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 145:8-9, 15-16, 17-18
8 Yahweh is tenderness and pity, slow to anger, full of faithful love.

9 Yahweh is generous to all, his tenderness embraces all his creatures.

15 All look to you in hope and you feed them with the food of the season.

16 And, with generous hand, you satisfy the desires of every living creature.

17 Upright in all that he does, Yahweh acts only in faithful love.

18 He is close to all who call upon him, all who call on him from the heart.

Reading 2, Romans 8:35, 37-39
35 Can anything cut us off from the love of Christ — can hardships or distress, or persecution, or lack of food and clothing, or threats or violence;

37 No; we come through all these things triumphantly victorious, by the power of him who loved us.

38 For I am certain of this: neither death nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nothing already in existence and nothing still to come, nor any power,

39 nor the heights nor the depths, nor any created thing whatever, will be able to come between us and the love of God, known to us in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Gospel, Matthew 14:13-21
13 When Jesus received this news he withdrew by boat to a lonely place where they could be by themselves. But the crowds heard of this and, leaving the towns, went after him on foot.

14 So as he stepped ashore he saw a large crowd; and he took pity on them and healed their sick.

15 When evening came, the disciples went to him and said, ‘This is a lonely place, and time has slipped by; so send the people away, and they can go to the villages to buy themselves some food.’

16 Jesus replied, ‘There is no need for them to go: give them something to eat yourselves.’

17 But they answered, ‘All we have with us is five loaves and two fish.’

18 So he said, ‘Bring them here to me.’

19 He gave orders that the people were to sit down on the grass; then he took the five loaves and the two fish, raised his eyes to heaven and said the blessing. And breaking the loaves he handed them to his disciples, who gave them to the crowds.

20 They all ate as much as they wanted, and they collected the scraps left over, twelve baskets full.

21 Now about five thousand men had eaten, to say nothing of women and children.”

Love Love Love
Love Neither Requires Worship
Or Fears Criticism Love Is Complete


i’ve Studied ‘This Issue’ of Why Folks Supported
Trump in the First Place And From the first instance
that someone Happily told me he was actually Running For
President at a Southern Baptist Family Get Together through
my Wife’s In-Laws from a Pastor’s SunDay Dinner ‘on the Grounds’
i was Truly Amazed
that the ‘Con Man’
And ‘Conspiracy Theorist’
He Had Already Made Himself
out to Be for the Likes of the Lies
of the ‘Alex Jones Dark Empire’ of Controlling
Folks For Bucks With Fictional Lies Was Sure Enough
Rising as a New Messiah For the Church And Actually
Noted as a Conspiracy Theory Himself Sent By ‘God’
YeS Old Testament Trademark ‘GoD’ ‘Himself’ in Flesh to Save
The World
Increasing then
for Gay Folks to Get
Married and for Transgender
Folks to have the right to Go Pee
And of course as usual to Keep Back-
Alley Abortions Maiming, Death and Mutilation
of Pregnancies Inhumanely Done Before Safe
Medical Procedures at least
Doing Least Harm Possible
With Safe And Effective
Contraception in Family Planning
For All Involved Now otherwise
in Back-Alley Abortions then
With the Plus-up
Now of Peaceful
Protests with A
Captive Audience
As Safe as Safe Gets at least…
A Cock Crows Thrice Again
Or Black Crow in Burial Grounds
And Ashes to come Next More

Ignorance Kills
Ignorance Kills
Ignorance Kills

Love Heals but only
When SmART And Truth iN LiGHT
Not Afraid to Recognize the Dark
And CaLL iT oUT iN LiGHT in DarKesT Places yet to see Light…

Other than that i could Move to a First World Country of Love; got Plenty of Money…

But for Now, Fear and Hate Seems to Need Light More as it’s Currently Suffocating in Dark…

And Besides
That my
Back Yard
And All the Wild
Creatures ain’t noticed
Any of this Rotting Hell
as the Air Back HeaR NoW
Is As Fresh As Love Ever is Before Hell..:)


FLaMe oF Free
FLaMe No FeaR
FB Fixes
Peace Rock On
Devil IS A Watch Do
IS A AngEL Since You Asked FB
“What’s On YouR MiND”
If God Is Love Worship
Hope As Joy Loves Company
If God Is Hate Worship Fear As Misery Loves
Company Religion Of Old Timey Politics K!iI ThE DeviL
Statue of Liberty
oF iGnorance
So iF iT HapPenS..ANd Jesus
Lives in Mexico speaKing Spanish
A Wish never comeS HeaR
Gentile Jew Servant Free
Woman Man Hispanic
Speaking Mexican Muslim.. TG.. ETc..ET AL
INiF ThE Kingdom oF God IsREAL EverYone GETs in Countries
Rated AccorDinGly A THru Z+ UNiVeRSE BeYoND WHoLE NoW
WHaT CoMes WitH A StorY
STaYS WitH A StorY NoW
iT’s YouR WoRlD i’M
JusT A FLYiN SquirrEL
SerIOUsly HaVE iT aLL
SiNcE 7.22.13 NoT
all aBouT
True iT’s Possible that iF ‘You’
Danced iN Public 83 Months
13,493 Miles YouR ‘Feet’ would
Turn ‘Bronze’ too.. AnYWaY..
JesuS F iN CHRisT It
SeemS i aM AN
Evidence.. Words.. Numbers..
Photos.. eTc ET AL oR iT DoESN’T HaPPeN…
SeeKinG SainT ELmo’s FiRENoW DoN’T JusT
SainT ELmo oN FiRE WiTHiN MoraL oF A LonGeR
STorY DoN’T WaiT FoR SomEonE
ELsE To WRitE iT JusT Do IT
Human Place
Harboring Safe
Landings Dancing
On Air Flying on Water
Only Walking Yesternow
i Love Frog Songs NoW
Never Fear Croaking
Frogs Sing i Dance
FLaMe oF Free
FLaMe No FeaR
You Are Welcome To Replace
YouR Initials For Mine Both A FLoWeR
State i Live And Me Are FL Now ReaL
It’s Not Like This is Anything THaT NeW
After All Even Now Jesus.. Buddha.. Lao
Tzu.. Krishna And Shiva Are Poetry sTiLL
Cheers to Looking at
You Kiddo.. Little Sister..
Sweet Vampire.. Secret
Student.. Little Flame..
Poetry Muse.. My
My So Many
Pet Names
Has But it
Never Fails
i Never Get Tired
Of Looking at You
It’s Still The Feeling
Of The First Day i Met
You and While i always
Love to Make my FRiEnD
Feel Best it’s True for over
30 Years Each And Every
Day i Wake up next to
The Same Woman
Who Looks like
She Always
Does The
Young Woman
i Met over 31 Years
Ago the Difference
In Age of me and
My Little Adopted
Sister Lakshmi
Have You
Heard of
The Observer
Effect in Quantum
Mechanics OMG if
i view someone as
Forever Young each
And Every Day it
Seems they Never
Age My God some
Days it Seems Like
You are Younger
Than Ever Before
What Eyes See of
Pure Unadulterated
Love Eyes of What
A Forever Child Sees
Just Love 👼 👼 👼👼👼👼👼

Hehe.. indulge Yourself
i am Not Afraid of Caps
In Facts i am not afraid of
1’s i am Impressed with
Your 4 1’s of Achievement
Writing 1,111 Consecutive
Days Let me check the
Day to Day Internet
Counter since
Giving Day
2010.. Be Right
Back.. Yes.. 3540
Consecutive Days
Of Writing But it’s
Really 3 5’s too
As that’s 505
Weeks And 5
Days as of Now
But anyway back
To 1’s since i am
Born on 6.6.60
The Handy Numerology
Calculator Online Also
Says My Report With
Full Born Name
Makes Challenges
In Life starting at
Birth as Zero For
Tarot Number
Fool For Free
Will For Whatever
The Hell or Heaven
i Wanna do Nothing
Or Everything With
The Next Three Life
Challenges of Just
Affirming Which Ever
One i Wanna Do With
3 1’s.. Yes 1, 1, and 1
After the First
Of Zero
So to make a
Longer Story
Shorter i
So Far Do
All And
And Heaven
And Hell too
Just to
Die to Live
With SMiLes Now
Closest i will
Capitalizing 1!😊🎶
Congratulations PM

Smiles Back
Sunshine to You🌞😁

Stormy Seas Bring Anchors
In Safe Harbors Fair Winds
And Following Seas Favor Sails
Boats Survive And Thrive With
Both Others Lacking Slowly Sinking
Or Dry
In Dock
Still other
Yachts only
Used once a
Year For ‘Went
To the Garden Party’…
I’ll have to YouTube
The Song i Will either
Listen to it or ‘Just Do It’…


Gonna Take Some Dance Miles Free Around The Neighborhood Block Before i Put
What Is Already Created All Together Again.. Hehe… Wasn’t Planning On Writing
A 4 Theme Song Moving ‘Frednata’ Today Yet Before ‘Ya KNoW iT’ These Arts
Come To Fruition Existing Now
Thanks Dear Sohair
May Your Day
In Your
Ears Of Love
To Hear and
Always See
Breath of Life
With SMiLes
Dear FRiEnD

Water Moment We
Hold Water Gift
Now We Never
Own Letting Go
Water Freedom
Just Be i Am
Water Flows
So Do We At Best
Smiles Savvy Keep
Dancing Flowing Singing
WaVeS OceaN WHoLE NoW..:)

“Love is but a song we sing
Fear’s the way we die
You can make the mountains ring
Or make the angels cry
Though the bird is on the wing
And you may not know why

Come on, people now
Smile on your brother
Everybody get together
Try to love one another right now

Some may come and some may go
He will surely pass
When the one that left us here
Returns for us at last
We are but a moment’s sunlight
Fading in the grass

Come on, people now
Smile on your brother
Everybody get together
Try to love one another right now

Come on, people now
Smile on your brother
Everybody get together
Try to love one another right now

Come on, people now
Smile on your brother
Everybody get together
Try to love one another right now

If you hear the song I sing
You will understand, listen
You hold the key to love and fear
All in your trembling hand
Just one key unlocks them both
It’s there at your command

Come on, people now
Smile on your brother
Everybody get together
Try to love one another right now

Come on, people now
Smile on your brother
Everybody get together
Try to love one another right now

I said come on, people now
Smile on your brother
Everybody get together
Try to love one another right now
Right now
Right now”

Smiles Dear Sohair Dancing Around
My Neighborhood Block With Katrina and My Sister
She Happily Brings this Song ‘Get Together’ to my Attention
As An African American Man, “Niles Rodgers” and His Friend “Bernard
Edwards” Writes it and a Group Named the “YoungBloods Sings”
It and Yes.. A Man Older From the Original Group Sings It Now
With Some Browner Than White Children Around the World
In an Attempt to Bring Unity Out of Division on the News Show
CNN on the Fourth of July.. i for one am Sure God Is Singing
Love Through
This Day
i’ve yet to
find anyone to Disagree
my FRiEnD With Smiles
i am totally sure God
is An Equal Opportunity
Employer in Terms of HeART
SPiRiT And SoUL For No one alone Will Ever own Love..
We Get into Problems in this World When Anyone Tries to
Own God (Love)
God Will
Love Whenever
God Cares to Speak
LoVE iN Anyway Love
Comes for God (Love)
is Totally Free With Wings that Never Stop Soaring
God Speaks Love Through The Colors of FLoWeRS
How Blessed are We That God Never Gets Bored Doing
This NeW mY FRiEnD Continually Coming ToGeTHeR NoW…
Love Love Love God Is Love Complete Neither Requiring
Worship or Fearing Criticism God Is Love God Is Real NoW…
Will Fall
We Go to Find
Home The Answer
The Key is Always (GoD) LoVE iN US
to Give And Share Dancing Singing
Freer Now Than Ever Before JusT LoVE..:)

And With That And This Sung i Have a Fourth
Movement of This Frednata With Four Song
Moves Now Starting or Ending it doesn’t Really
Matter First or Last with “Get Together” Now
As Forever With Alesso’s “Heroes (We Could Be)” Sung
By Tove Lo and Yes.. “Fight Song” By Rachael Patton And
Additionally Two Songs for one of the Movements.. “Garden
Party” by Ricky Nelson And “Don’t Look Back” By Boston
With The “Emerald Forest” Movie from 1985 in a Foreign
Language One Does not Really Have to Understand to See
What the Moving Pictures of Humans From the Rain Forest
Have to Say Mixing Brown With White as Love is No Color,
God, Or Religion Alone; At Least in the Human World Love
Love is
Love What
Comes ToGeTHeR
For All of Us ReaL NoW
Truly Worthy of MoRE NoW
Than Even a 3 Letter Word
Obviously Literally 4 iN LoVE

Indeed We aRe aLL Water
Waves Of Ocean
Whole When We
See Reflections
Of This Through
Eyes of Our
Is Replaced
By Namaste
at Best
A ‘Fred’
My Aim Dear Savva☺️
Your Soul Sings This
Ocean Dancing
Waves by the
Way my
Miles are
Done in
Public Where
i live sadly
No one Else
Of Miles i
Am A Small
Boat only one
Waves in Wake🌊
A Treasure
Your Wave🙏

You are Sweetest Thanks
For Always Touching me
Coloring Flowers of Soul
As I Am Honored
To Be Your Brother
Dear Sister
No Ribbons
Now Or Other
Ties Required
Around my Wrist
For Your Sisterhood
Breathes Spirit HeART
My Soul Always ‘Sees’

“Wow, your playful use of words and imagery
is enrapturing. Thank you for the pleasurable
consonance of ‘ecstatic autotelic’ and image
of being a dancing library alone.”

SMiLes in Returns thanks
For the Flowing Poetic
Stellar Kind Compliment
Poetry Speaks
To Souls Now
All Human
All that’s Left
Is ‘Naked Dance’
‘Free Verse Nude Poetry’
And SonG As Wisdom’s
Truth is Always a Practice
oF LiGHT out
Of DarK
And A New
Dance And Song
Is Essence of
Do Life
In A Way
LoVE iN A Do
WHere Copyright
Souls Never Worry
As Art Retains
Labels SPiRiTS
LiGHT of Beauty’s
CouRaGE Wisdom
Life for
The Present
Dance And Song
Now Giving Sharing
SMiLes Totally Free☀️😊

SMiLes i’m 60 Years
Old and While many
Folks mistake Fred
For the Beautiful
50 Year-Old Woman
Katie Short For Katrina
As She looks more like
She Would write Free
Verse Poetry than me
And Additionally
Looks Like She
Would Be the one
More Likely to Public Dance
Free Style Ballet than
Me At 246 Pounds
But it’s True and
Fully Documented
In A Epic Long Form
Poem at 13,488 Miles
Of Free Verse Ballet
And Martial Arts Dance
Now and Literally 8.3
MiLLioN Words of
Poetry in the Same
Span of 83 Months
As i Find Muse For
Dance And Song
As i Make Every
Step And
In Life
In Deed Holy
And Sacred Divine
Dance And Song i
Find Your Poetry
Very inspiring
Yesterday i
Wore a Dance
Shirt With A Human
Skeleton With Colorful
Purple Hued Butterfly
Wings With A Logo
Dreams’ i’m
Retired in Flow
i just Breathe i
Don’t Do this for
Any End As i’m
ReTired and Buried
All Material Rewards
Long Ago and While
i might look more
Like i was in the
Just Traveling
The Globe With
Wings Sharing
Joy anyway
i am not a
Of Time and
Will Drop by
To continue
To be inspired
By Your Words You
Tell Who You are And
What You Do so
i am introducing
Myself to you
With SMiLes😊

BTW, Happy Raksha Bandhan
Have Adopted You as
my much much
Tie A Ribbon
Around my
You Fiercely
From Unknown
Danger Coloring Paths

Happy Creative Joyful
Productive Work Week
With Fresh Butterfly
Wings Fluttering
SMiLes Fresh
Out of
‘The Tomb’
Hehe Hellooove
For What are Humans
Without Colorful Wings
Of LoVE iN A Beautiful
Beach Within But Only
Bones Without Sails
To Bring Their Whole
Boats Safe Anchors
In Distant Horizon
Breaking Morning
Harbors Coloring Life
New Butterfly Wings
Dance And Sing to
FRiEnDS With
Open Eyes
And Ears
Soul For Free
🦋 🦋🦋☀️🦋🦋🦋

Just Finished Reading “Being Peace” By Thich Nhat Hanh;
My Library is Barnes And Noble; Never Spend a Dime but
Do Offer Free ‘Tai Chi-Like-Dance’ iN Free Entertainment
For the Star Bucks Crowd Glued to Their Tables and Screens
While i Finish A Book A Week For Free While Listening to
Meditative Music in What is Really An Effortless Super
Flowing, Complex Peak Plateauing Activity; Lighting my
Mind and Body Up From Head to Toe; And Keeping
my Weight Down Below 250 Pounds, During
This Pandemic, Where
on Average, Folks
Have Gained 15 Pounds;
Which is indeed, actually
More Dangerous as Far as Potentially
Dying From the Disease as Yes, Obesity
Does Indeed Make Folks More Vulnerable
As Science Shows; Sadly, We Live in a World
Where ‘We’, Overall, Rather Not Hurt Anyone’s Feelings
By Bringing Truth iN Light that otherwise might Save Their Life;
Really, No Different than Church today; Where they Now Require
Masks at One Service on Saturday Afternoon; but only Encourage
them at the Other Services, not to inconvenience Or Hurt
Anyone’s Feelings, Who Doesn’t wanna wear a Mask to
Save a Potential Life as of course, if they get
‘Butthurt’ and stop coming over having
to wear a Mask, the Money Baskets
Get even Lighter for Offerings
of Bucks; and of course
That is more important
Than Saving A Life; but of course
The Book that Relates some of the
Tenants of Buddhism, i Read Today; Does not Look
At Love That Way Worshipping Life more than Death.

It All Fits Together…

Takes me Less than an Hour To Finish A Book
As All of the Activities Bring Greater Laser Focus
in Dance And Reading and Listening to Meditative Music;
Also, Gives me the Focus to Write an Epic Longest Long Form
Poem Continuing Now on Average of 100,000 Words A Month
For 8.3 Million Words in 83 Months Now; as the Public Dance
Has Moved up to 13,488 Miles Today in the Same 83 Months;
It’s Safe to Say i do read Close to a Million Words each Week;
but on the other hand that’s My ‘Autistic Super Power’ Reading
About 20 times Faster than the Average Human Being and as
A Life-Long Pianist, Also Typing around 130 Words a
Minute When Laser Focused; while it might seem
like i spend Lots of Minutes here; actually,
it’s pretty Much Just a tiny part of A Whole
Hurricane of Creativity, Cat 6 or so, continuing to Spiral More..:)


Smiles; i Provide ‘Magnificent Clouds’ to ‘Prove’ a Point;
Poetry is ‘Clouds’; Religious Text is Clouds; Religion, In General,
is Clouds; As Neuroscience Shows Now We (Clouds) Basically Hallucinate
Our Reality as We Go Based on Past Hallucinations of Reality As Then After
Feeling And Sensing Our Individual Multi-Universe Realities
We Attach Words
in an Attempt
to Co-Create
Order Out of the Art
Of Reality That Indeed
We Co-Create With Relative
Free Will Interdependently Speaking
At Best in Dance And Song of Life Free
As Metaphors Continue to Color Life Differently
We Co-Create too; Smiles, It’s Up to Us to ‘Make the
Clouds’ of Life Heaven or Hell; or the ‘tween of Grey
Skies of Purgatory not Reforming Clouds into a More Beautiful
of Reality Now;
For Art is Ours
To Co-Create Whether
it is Internal Views Now of
Clouds and Winds We Color;
or Art We Co-Create to Flower
What We View As Reality Ours.
When it comes to Islam and Christianity;
‘One Question’ is, even if “TradeMark(S)JeSuS”
Comes Back as both Religions Dance And Sing
As Prophecy of Old Poetry; Which Sect
And Which Individual View of Jesus
Will be Seen as Truth in Light;
THere iS only one answer
WorKinG for
A Question
It is
‘You’ as ‘me’
of course as
Metaphor only too;
As You ‘See’, Words
oF Old Poetry are Essence
ATTeMPTiNG to Breathe as Art
of Original Ghost Authors, Scribes,
And Editors oF A STory Revised Innumerable
Instances as OPen SourCE Art Will Surely Do.

We Are Born As Essence;
What We Do Without Newer
Colors Is A SaMe
or Do Not Ranging
From Hell to Heaven;
to all Purgatory Greys
Rarely Noticed for those Fallen
Asleep forgetting to ‘write’ A Next
‘Verse’ of ‘THeir’ “Bible”, Coloring Life;
However that may or
May not come
in the Next
Step and or
Word of Dance and Song…

As Above, So Below, Within Inside
Outside All Around; Just More Clouds
to Color As We Will With Relative Free
Will Interdependently or NOT.

A Road Block Is Always Sitting
Still, Stuck in Caves Gazing Never
Moving Away From Paintings on Walls.

How boring it Will
be still to Look at A
Same Hand Print on A Stone Wall;
How Interesting, Folks Still Do this Never

Coming out

of A Cave…

‘God’ New
Colors exciting ‘God’ this way…

But True, this too, is Human Nature;
Even in Studies of Nature; approximately
20 Percent of the Animal Kingdom are Sitters;
And 80 Percent, Rovers; Some Find a ‘Garden of
Eden’ that is Real; And some Still LiVE iN Desert Scarcity
Staring at Same Old Paintings; But True, others see more
Even in
Coloring them
More than Just Grey Stones of Clouds…

Anchors, Provide Safe Harbors in
Caves as it’s true it’s a long trek across
Deserts to Find Green Forests and Creeks Teeming With Fish;

On the Other Hand(S), THere Are Sails;
FLoWeRS and Seeds Dropped
off at A Beautiful Beach
And Forest Where
i Live, FoRTuNaTeLY;

As ALWaYS A Balance
As GreaTesT Boats
For Longer Terms,
Develop Both Anchors
And Sails, More Fully, For Safe Harbors
Surviving Flourishing iN Fair and Following

Seas Thriving…

Seriously, Now, From an Anthropological
Science Point of View; Environment counts;
There Are Desert Religions And Green Religions;
Desert Religions Create Gods out of Men as that is
All that is seen of Green in Desert and Rocky Terrain
in Scarcity Where Tribal Competition for Resources
Means Life or Death for Real.

WHere there is Green
And Folks Sitting
Under Trees;
WHere THere
is Beaches and
Forests with Humans
Communing Similarly;
Nature Becomes ‘God’ in Abundance As
We aRe Happier to Be Part of ‘All that is’…

It’s so much easier, to See A Beach iN
Abundance As God as Nature With No Separation Us

Than A Desert Of SCaRCiTY, WHere rarely People
Rise Above A Bottom of A Pyramid Seeing Thrive

Yes, From
Now of Ever
Coloring More
Beautiful Lights
of Courage iN Wisdom
Truth’s Love…

Tree of Life…


Makes a
For What one
Calls God as HoMe…

Some Folks See it so far away…
Other Folks Will Not miss It As
THere is No Separation
in Abundance
They Sense
Feel and
KNoW For Real…

i surely am Glad i AM outcast
as i might Still be Living in Desert
Scarcity Tween Cave Walls of Temples
With Same Cave Paintings to only gaze at now…

i Rove outside of




‘Don’t Look Back’…

i visit; but i understand
WHere HoMe is; Colors, i Create of Wind And Beach Within…

For me, it’s Never about ‘What Religions Accept People With
Asperger’s Syndrome’;

It’s Always about What Religions, i Tolerate Enough, to Visit Out
of my Home of Nature (GoD) with
no limits….

Sails and Anchors;
THere is Beauty in
Both Tradition and Freedom…
if one Colors ‘Clouds’ Both ways….

Hmm.. This Deserves Two THeME SongS HeHE…

‘Don’t Look Back’, Playing in a 1970 White Maverick in ’78, when i ‘met’ my ‘First Love’
She Was A Magnificent Sail and i Was An Anchor then; She Taught me about ‘Sailing’…

“Garden Party”, May Be Self-Explanatory; Some Folks Take Their Yachts out to Sea Regularly;
Other Folks Keep them Anchored in Safe Harbors, WHere ‘Dry Rot’ comes Next; still Others
at Least
in ‘Boats’
Once or Twice a Year;
Like Folks Who Go to
Catholic Church only
On Christmas And Easter Day;

Others Still Roving

Leave their Christmas Trees
Up Year ‘Round ALWaYS Coloring
Lights Differently in Heaven Now WiTHiN…


i Get Around…


It’s Worth Noting that the DSM-IV, was the Standard in Diagnosing
Autism/Asperger’s/ PDD Not Otherwise Specified, When ‘the Old Study’ was done;
With A Much Looser ‘Definition’ of the Condition of Autism, then; Additionally, With a Clerical
Error In The Diagnostic Criteria, before that was corrected in a Revised Edition of the 1994 DSM IV.

It’s all A Moot Point Now; Anyway, as the Previous ‘Labeling’ of the Disorder with Criteria no longer applies;

However, Per the Specific Case of Dr. Stephen Porges, assessing Putin, by Movement Behavior alone;
He’s Backed off the claim about Asperger’s, Per the Quote Below; And as of the DSM IV, ‘A Form Of Autism’
Might Be defined As almost Any Pervasive Development Disorder (PDD) alone; as “PDD Not Otherwise Specified”
was indeed, a Diagnosis then.

“The 2008 report cites Dr. Stephen Porges, who is now a University of North Carolina psychiatry professor, as concluding that “Putin carries a form of autism.” However, Porges said Wednesday he had never seen the finished report and “would back off saying he has Asperger’s.””

So no; Not much Chance Putin has Asperger’s Syndrome…

“Severity is based on social communication impairments and restricted, repetitive patterns of behavior.

C. Symptoms must be present in the early developmental period (but may not become fully manifest until social demands exceed limited capacities, or may be masked by learned strategies in later life).

D. Symptoms cause clinically significant impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of current functioning.”

Good Points on Functioning Well in a Demanding Job Requiring Social Skills, Like the Military.

Working With the Military for Close to a Quarter of A Century; but Protected By Federal Civil
Service Rules That Don’t Allow Discrimination for Differences Among Folks, Under Normal Circumstances at least;

It’s True, Someone on ‘the Spectrum’ may Surely Find themselves in a Place like the Military That indeed
Takes Great Social Skills; But What i Noticed About the Navy Then Most as Far as this Goes is A Philosophy
of Taking Care of Your Shipmates, Regardless of External Differences as People who Fall Behind are often
Taken Underneath the Wings of Mentorship.

Honestly, for me, at least, i think i would have done
Worse in the Civilian World, Without The Protection the
Federal Government Provides through the Department of Defense.

There is no Way, i could ever done Any Kind of Active Duty Military
Service; as i demanded way too much Structure then to ever leave the place
Where i am From; As i need that Grounding to Survive, Particularly then, and still


Although, i lasted 25 Years; in Active Pay Status; and 33 Years of total Active Pay
Status Work; And 19 Years of School, And 3 College Degrees; What was on the outside
did not Reflect the Stress Underneath my Skin; i was always wondering how much Longer
i could keep it all Hidden Inside; Eventually, Stress Comes out When Chronic And Acute too many
years; As indeed, where there comes no place of Sanctity, Re-Creation and Recovery, Stress Eventually
Tortures, Mutilates, Maims, And Even Kills; But that’s what Happens when Folks Call You ‘Super-Man’
but you are
only Clark
With Glasses;
Smiles, i was named
Superman at School For
Gaining 3 Degrees at Once;
By Peers and the Same When
i was hurting inside the Most at Work;
Smiles, Now in some ways, i do wear a
Cape; But it’s worth Noting That ‘Superman’

Did not Do that at work;

It Was Just a Matter of
Finding A ‘Telephone Booth’ And Changing…

The First Time, i Broke down in College For 3 Months;
After Suffering Severe Depression and becoming somewhat
Hypo-Manic; And Baker Acted at age 21; ‘they’ couldn’t find a
Diagnosis to work for me; let me go; And Summarily i changed
my Course at College From one Degree to Three Degrees; Just
because the Degrees interested me in Anthropology, Social Sciences
Interdisciplinary, And Health Science; My Normal is ‘Hypomania’; people
have asked where they can find my kind of Happiness through all the ‘Good
Years’ outside of 7 years of Severe Depression, Anxiety, And Severe illness through
the course of my Life; i never received a diagnosis of Asperger’s Syndrome until 47;
it took my Sister until her 50’s, when she was diagnosed too; i Never Got a Diagnosis
of Bi-Polar, Not Other wise specified; As No Doctor ever Saw me but in a Dead Zone
for 66 Months; Just coming out the other side in my Normal State of relative Bliss;
if not for
4 Job Changes
in Reductions of
Force and Temporary
Promotions to Stay Employed
in Just a Matter of a few Years;
to keep the Golden Hand-Cuffs
of Retirement, Close to 25 Years
for Early Retirement; i surely could
have likely Made it through with a less
Responsible Job than Athletic Director; a Job
i had no Clue about on a Military Installation selected
for my Computer, And Financial Management Skills; the
Social Part of is what took me down; 31 Employees to Supervise;
131, when my Boss was out; taking care of so many Mechanical
Cognition Duties While doing Social Skills with Open Doors For Fixing
Everyone’s Problems; True, my Problem was, i was too scared to say NO.

i don’t have the
Same Challenges some
folks have; and obviously
i have other ones, others don’t;
That’s Life; And Truly this is just about
the way it is for everyone; Take Care of Your
Shipmates is a Best Philosophy oF all; Something
About Bleeding the Same Color that makes folks closer hand-in-hand…

We all Bleed
The Same;
When We
Find Out We
Are the Same Water,
Waves, And Ocean; Generally
Speaking, Our Boats Stay Afloat Better…

i was very Fortunate to Work for the Military….

Very Fortunate, indeed; And Yes Challenged Very Much too…

More than anything; i am fortunate not to have to work for any pay at all now…

Yes; at this Point the
‘Golden Hand-Cuffs’
Are Worth it; But
When One Is
in Real Hell;
the Answer is No;
Even, if you don’t have
The Courage to Say No.

If a Person is not having problems
Functioning in Life; They don’t get
A Diagnosis; At least not now; according to ‘the Manual’…

i Am still Assessed as Permanently And Totally Disabled;
My Psychotherapist Writes it as i am not Able to Do What Society Expects.

Other than that;
Just A Diagnosis
of Bi-Polar Whatever
And Autism is enough;

i surely
See Honor;
now, in that assessment…
It’s The Social Demands that
make it otherwise, impossible to Thrive…

Yeah; i could go back to work; it might kill
me; but i could do the same Job again;
maybe for a little while; Fortunately,
We LiVE iN a Society
With Empathy
Still Where
Folks Don’t
Require you
to die to Live…

Once You Reach 60, Disabled
in Federal Service, You can make all
the Money You like before conversion
over to Regular Retirement at age 62;
And You have to Provide An Assessment
That You are okay to Be Able to Go Back;
With the Worst Pain Known to Humankind;
i had to Find the Government Laws to Prove
i was eligible for Federal Disability Retirement;
With ‘The Portability Act’, i was Transferred to Non-Appropriated Funds
From Appropriated Funds to Stay employed; yet, Retain my Retirement
Civil Service Benefits; Just wanting to die, not able to tolerate the
Pain; i had no choice but to work through a Dentist Drill in what
felt like my eye and ear (Type-Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, the Suicide Disease, plus 18 Other
Disorders) to find the Associated Laws, To Prove my Case as the ‘Office of Personnel Management’
Was Clueless in my Case; i Generated 100 Pages of Medical Documentation and was also
Approved on my First individual Try with SSDI; i just wanted to be put out of my Misery as
NO DRUG would touch that pain; Yet, i only survived for the Livelihood of My Wife; as She
Has Epilepsy with Complex Partial Seizures; she only worked 13 Years and doesn’t receive
Much in SSDI Benefits; Smiles; Thing is; Just walking around in Public; no one has any Clue
I’ve ever had these issues; nor my wife; Typically, People say words to the effect they wish they were Us….

Generally Speaking,
if You get to know someone;
No Matter who they are; You
Find out they have Functional Disabilities
too; the worst one i for one can/will imagine
And relate to Losing too, is the Essence of Love;
That ‘Special Other thing’ that folks have asked for;
whatever Pill
i am

Gift Worth
Keeping; Sure, it is
A Mix of Happy Neurohormones
And Neurochemicals; i get that Part
of ‘my Happy Spectrum’ from my Mother;
But The Synergy of it is as real as A Blue Sky Morning
And A Most Beautiful Sunset Each Day; different curses; different gifts;

And Flowers;
Some Days,
We Rise As
Roses Some Days
Our Flowers Fade to Thorns;
Blessings And Curses; Blessings,
i keep Close Now to Soul i BReaTHE Free…

Yes, Indeed, A Beautiful Monday,
i for one See, for now at least, Shipmates….

Thanks Very Much; We Always Live with The Spector That one Day
She Will Not Come Back From a Seizure; Sadly, Sleeping Beauty forever young…

But sure; This Is A Truth of Life For All Of Us…

i only Hope
That She
Grey With me;

Smile, But True;
If both of us went away
today; it would be like we
Lived Forever Young Now;
Smiles; Just another Gift, i suppose…

i’ve always felt a Bit Bewitched, for the Gift of my Wife and Life…

Before, in ‘the Dead Zone’, i never ever thought i would make it until Sixty;
in Fact, i Never Knew, if i could Make it, until the Next Second; Now i don’t feel any age at all..:)

My Wife has only Had one Grand Mal Seizure in Labor in 1997
With Our Only Child Who Only Lived 51 Days, Spending those
Days With Multiple Congenital Anomalies; It Was Unexpected to me;
But come to find out She had been having Complex Partial Seizures her
Entire Life, ever since She and Her Fraternal Twin Brother, Suffered from Meningitis
As Infants; Although, there is nothing Actually Structurally Found in Her Brain With Scans
that Point toward a Cause of the Seizures. Her family Assumed She was in a Very Bad Mood and Not
Responding to them; Somehow, she hid them from me for the first 7 Years of Our Marriage but there
Were many instances that she was turned away from me rigid and i too thought, “She Was Just in a Mood”;
Anyway, After the Grand Mal Seizure, the Problems Grew worse and the Fall She Had in the Shower while
Pregnant was attributable it appears to the Complex Partial Seizures that Pregnancy Exacerbated for her;

in Fact, the Neurologist believes the Seizures may grow less frequent when she goes through the Change of Life;
As Hormones are associated with the Frequency of the Seizures; unfortunately, no drug helps that much; the
Neurologist Pointed out to us in the last visit that she has on many occasions seen folks Die From Seizures;
But, According to the Science of it; it’s usually only during Non-Retractable Grand Mal Seizures;
Which she’s only had one; anyway, My Wife is only Willing to take so many Drugs for the Disorder,
not to lose Quality of Life; Chances are the Neurologist might have been trying to give her the
outlier Risks to encourage her to take More Cocktails of Medications that she’s not willing to
do for Quality of Life; Interestingly, She Scores 32 on the AQ Scan Test for Autism; While i
used to Score 45, i score 11 Now; However, no Doctor has ever considered any Possibility
that She has an Autism Spectrum Disorder; she felt outcast in life; No Doubt That Being
Outcast for any reason in Life is an Environmental Factor associated with whether
one actually becomes Diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder in Life; as
Obviously, When a Person is actually Outcast, The Ability to Experience
Reciprocal Social Communication Becomes more Limited. Our
Environment Determines so Much; but even More so, in How
We are able to Navigate And Adapt to Challenges that
come; Smiles; i’m still adjusting as there is never
Really No End to Change in Life; i tolerate, and
Accept Change Better Now; and in some ways
at least, even thrive off of Struggle; but of
course again; take a factor away like having
to make Money and float to the Surface of the Ocean Easier;
haha, or on the other Hands go Deeper in Some Ways as it’s easier to Dive into it..:)


“Poor Synaptic Pruning”; As Associated with ‘Intense World Theory of Autism’, At Least in Metaphor Relates
How i experienced the World Until the Last 7 Years that accompany my Score on the AQ Test moving
From 45 to 11. My Doctors Agree that i must have unpacked Some Epigenetic Potential that i wasn’t
using Before; as a Result of the Environmental Struggle of Disorder, Disease, Pain, And Numb
That i experienced for 66 Months; My Understanding is this is what it takes for Epigenetic
Change; Environmental Struggle and Adaptation that also, Like Neuroplasticity may
Be Negative; Additionally as that is associated with the Nocebo Effect in Belief
as opposed to the Placebo Belief in Positive Impact that can and will be as
Powerful as Drug Relief too; And even More so, In Going into Remission
And Recovering from even Terminal assessed Illness; the Mind is amazing;
Particularly, when one considers we will visualize exercising and actually be Empirically
Measured As Growing Stronger From our Imagination, Alone this way; Smiles, My Difficulty
Previously in Life was all about Focusing; as with Low Levels of Latent Inhibition in Blocking
Out And Habituating to Environmental Stimulus in what is Called The ‘Default System’ of Our Minds;
Without the ‘Normal Synaptic Pruning’ That comes as a Child; Perhaps, this Relates to Low Levels of Latent
Inhibition; Interestingly, Folks with Lower Levels of ‘Standard IQ’ now are assessed as less able to Control
Low Levels of Latent Inhibition and Hypo-Frontality that is similar to the experience of Flow but where one
may not be able to return in Balance of NeoCortical control; therefore, the Ideal Way of ‘Transient Hypo-Frontality’,
allowing one to Temporarily Escape Neo-Cortical Control and Becomes More Immersed out of Past and Future
thinking Neo-Cortical limiting Ways of thought, tapping More into And Immersing oneself into the Subconscious
Mind that Flows More Like A River than Discrete Structures of Reasoning Words That We Attempt to Use to Control
Our Worlds With Order; Not unlike the Angles And Squares of Buildings We Create As Opposed to the Art of Free Nature
That Naturally comes Together
Without any planning input from
Us; for it’s
True the
Other Animals
Do the Patterns
of Life, Without Any
Written or Thinking words
to Guide their Instincts, which
may indeed Be What we have Lost more
in Life, really Living in a World of Abstract Constructs Now
that are a tiny part of our Evolution of Being Human; Perhaps,
With So Much More Instinctual intelligences left Cold and Untapped
in Epigenetic Potential, lost and forgotten this way; Smiles; The way
i Write Now is by Feel More Than Preplanning thought; By Song as
i hear my Fingers Dance as the River of my Mind Expands to Ocean Whole
Thought With Letters and Words Coming Together as an Ocean of Song where
Yes, basically,
it’s just
Flowing Dance;
Then i go back and see
what i learn in the Journey
of the Dance of the Song i Create;
indeed, what i believe is, i was controlled
by Mechanical Cognition so Much in my Life
That i Lost about Half-A-UNiVeRSE of my Mind
And Body to the restrictions That Modern Culture
Brings to Life; True, though of course, i am still now
Loaded With Crystalized intelligence; as Yes, ‘Hyperlexia’
is that way, before one develops the Words to Speak and
Uses Fluid Intelligence to Adapt when needed; until the Instruction
Manuals come and Life Becomes a Recipe to Follow, instead of An Art to
Create; Writing, Directing, And Producing Our own Life as Actors, instead
of Audience of someone Else’s Play of Life; Smiles, i learn a lot when i am writing
in Flow as i am just uncovering A River of the Treasures i Find across the Journey of
Life Buried in the Subconscious Mind Being Put Together NoW iN A River Beyond planning
Smiles, no
Doubt in my
Mind at least, this
is what ‘Socrates’ Meant
when he said; he knew nothing;
There are days it all comes together
And one Finds it on a Page and says did i really write that;
And then one questions who i is; and find out that i is bigger than before…

As Far as i Can and Will See, So far at least, at 60 Years-Old We Keep Growing
Younger As Souls as Long as We Are Unpacking Epigenetic Potential and Making
Something Out of the Art of Our Souls Free; And to Be Clear, i Believe in Supernormal
but just see it as Nature of Us Greater uncovered; From What i See, Feel, And Sense
Now There is A Deeper Way of Being; A Higher Force Within Our Minds to tap into;
An Autotelic Flow Balancing With Reason; Yin And Yang in Balance As Eastern
Philosophies Relate Similar too; Some of us Drift Away and have a hard time
Finding our Way Back; Anchors and Sails; Not Just as Personalities Different
of Human Being; But Within Our Minds to Develop in Balance too; the
Metaphor, Simple, i like to use that comes from my Hyperlexic Mind
That Loves to Decode Symbols and Create them too is 11, the Alpha-Numerical
Value of the Letter K; Two Ones Bridging together for the Letter H that is the Alpha
Numerical Value of 8; as one may view this as the Infinity Symbol Standing Tall; as
Unity of All; And in this Case Literally the Metaphor of Right Hemisphere of Mind and
Left Hemisphere of Mind Coming Together IN Balance Whole; As Intuition And Reason Join
Hands this way Whole; Interestingly, this Way, The Western Way of Life, HiStorically Now at
Least has been More Rational And Yang this way; As The Eastern Way of Life Now Has Been
More Yin And Intuition This way; As Philosophy, in Eastern Ways is often Discussed with Poetry;
And Philosophy in Western Ways is often Discussed More In Logical Terms; so what’s really
Cool this way as Humans Online Hold Hands around a Globe is the Globe is Like A Mind
connecting ‘Human Neuron Human Beings’ together Now as a Hive Online; Eastern Ways
of Thinking Meeting Western Ways of Thinking More this way; and in doing so, Each And Every
Human is Better Able Now to Adapt their Mind in Balance Where Two Ones Become Greater H’s
As 8 Infinity Standing Tall Each; The Natural Synergy of the Evolution of this; is the Same as the
Synergy of my Human Potential As ‘H (8)’ Becomes Exponentially Greater Versus “11 (K)” Life Where
Separation is a way of Life, instead of Unity of Mind with so much more Human Potential Fulfilled; so
The Effective Result of More Humans Coming into Balance this way, Globe Wide, may have an Unseen
Ultimate impact; Hopefully, Positive that is almost impossible to Conceive individually now that we may soon
See More as a Sum of A Greater Impact As Longitudes And Latitudes of the Entire Mind of Human Neurons on
This Globe Come Together And Finally Become A Total FLoWeR on Earth We aRe Evolved to Be Now; Interestingly,
It is the Western Way
of Logical Thinking
In Systemizing Way
That Provides The
Concrete Interstate
Highway that is the Hive
Online that Prepares a way
for this to be possible at all Globe Wide;
Together Stronger We aRe; my Feeling is
Currently We aRe All Feeling GRoWinG Pains
As A New Flower of Humanity is Beginning to
Bloom in More Loving Colors of Greater Potentials
For Surviving And Thriving With Less Harm to the Rest of Nature;
Where Before, We Were only Skeletons Walking Lonely as Ghosts
on the Earth With Only Old Stories to tell; Now, Just Starting New Stories
Blooming Out of Skeleton Cocoons More With Butterfly Wings Coloring Light
Within, Inside, Outside, Above so Below And Of Course All Around Ocean Whole
Water And Wave
coming Together
to Evolve in
A Synergy of
Human Potential
Living Breathing Never
Seen Before; i don’t see
A Machine Singularity for
i have come to be a Human Singularity
Whole this Way With My Nature and the
Rest of Nature Free; Science Holding Hands
With Art And just Happier To Be Breathing now;
As Life Becomes An Amazing Adventure Now as
FLoWeRS With Minds to Color Life Ever Greater NoW as Real;
As We Evolve into Who aRe All Along Just Forgotten in Trails
of Stone Rising now to a Top of A Pyramid Capstone to See; Buildings
Do We Go?
Love Love Love
Love Neither Requires
Worship or Fears Criticism
Love Evolves into Greater Colors oF Light this way.

Smiles; Some Folks Build ‘Emerald Forest’ Dams (Reference the 1985 Movie)
to Hold The River of Human Potential Back; Other Folks Stand on top of
‘the Bridge’ And
Make it Rain..:)

Hehe; for now
i’ll call myself ‘Rainman’
With Smiles; We all Have
Gifts Just waiting to Escape…

There is so much to understand about the World without
Any Words of Common use at all; There are days When ‘Foreign Languages’
teach more…

And Smiles as Science Shows, There are Some Autistic Folks Who Have Poorly Functioning
Mirror Neuron Systems and Others That More Relate to the ‘Extreme World Theory’ of Autism;
Smiles, i feel every pleasure and pain of others as my own; Smiles, the World’s Pain is too Much
to Bear Now; So, i Dance And Sing Without Ceasing and i finally thrive in a World of my Own; Yes,
Being Super Empathic and So Sensitive to touch that one will rarely bear touching anything Human
Made is both Gift and Curse too; as always
i do my best to See Flowers

Over Thorns my

Rose continues
to Rise Greater this
way than an Alternative

World of Trumps And Putins;

If Either one has any form of
Autism, Essence oF it is surely Not mine now..:)


DarK RooTS LiGhTS RisE
GreeN LeaveS iNTuiTioN WinGS
SMiLes mY FRiEnD XeNiA FoR NoW
We ArE onLY aS YounG aS OuR EYeS LiGHT
The PLaY
Young Woman Telling Wife i’m Filled With
SPiRiT ANiMaL of Dance Hope It’s A Loving
Dragon A Puff The (A) Magic One
It Used to make
me SAD When
Summer Ended
Seasonal Affective Disorder Not Unlike
19 Others Work/School Related ones…
Pissed Off Extended ‘First Baptist’ Family Members
That i Dance Sing Life Love And Still Get Paid…
She Feels Who ‘the’ Dragon Really is so
Only Compersion…
No J For Jealousy…
Wife Insists A Young
Woman’s Smile Looks
Like She is in Heaven
No Love Sorries Begin End NoW
Plenty of ‘TiME’ For SorrY iN TweeN STaRT NoW
A Poem Spoke A 3 Letter World Truth By A Child With Eyes To See A Death of Wind
Mean While White Bread Adults Gathered ‘Round Telling Traditional Conspiracy Stories Of Fear/Hate/Frowns… ‘Jesus’ CoMeS AGAiN GoeS oN A SMaRT Ass DaNCinG SinGinG DoNKeY Change iS NoT For White Bread Wind… Tears Streaming Down my Face Dancing Beyoncé’s
Lion King Spirit Song Comfort of James Earl Jones SPiRaL oF LiFE BacK HoMe ALiVE
At ‘The End’ of ‘the’ ‘Matrix Series’ Movies ‘the’ Oracle Told the Little ‘Indian/Mexican’
Girl She Suspected Neo Will Be Back… Not Unlike “Isaiah 53”.. A ‘Zillion Other
Human Stories’.. ‘Neo’ And Other ‘Super Heroes’ IS A ‘Hero Archetype’
For All to FiT iN… Providing Cover Story Autism/Bi-Polar Doctor’s
Prescription Moving Meditation At ‘Seville’ Regulating/Integrating
Emotions/Senses Four Years Ago to Date Already Publicly
Admitted “000 SeCrET AGenT oF GoD” And “i AM
A JesuS2 HoW ‘bOuT yoU2″… Interestingly Naked
Art Improving Much Over An Entire Bible Endeavor
At Least Folks Watching Multiplying By Numbers
Bible Writing is Fun
Business is Always
Good Not a Stitch
of Cultural Clothing
Required Doing Greater
King David Dancing Acts too
We Need A Bit of Straight Talk HeaR
The Whole Catholic Church Will Go
A-Sexual if they Like But Don’t Expect
God Ever to Neuter IT… Of Course i Will
Go Without Sex For Long Durations What Do
You Expect! i Got Married This Go ‘Round! MaKinG
More Bible Writing Now… Have You Ever Heard ‘the
Old Saying’ A Photo Is Worth A Thousand Words.. Hmm..
Don’t Have to Wonder What A Movie Will Do.. HeHE…
To: Most All Men in My Life.. TruE THoRNS Make
Roses Possible too.. And You Just ReMinD
Me of How Much i Love Women too…
What Eternally Bonds Jesus and
Mohammad Together “Marys”
Were THeiR Favorite’s Just
THeiR Favorites Obviously
to Them at Least… Obviously “Mary
Mother of Jesus” Just Barely Passing Puberty
When She Had ‘Jesus’ Like Most Every Other Woman
Treated Like Cattle Today… We Have Science Women
Most Fertile Past the Age of Teens Breeding Rooms Die
Except Where Ignorance Still Lives… Yes.. i Digress A Bit
With Science Away From Art But Any Ways SoMe Helpful
Hints to All the “Neos” Yet to CoME AGaiN FoR ReaL
BReaTHES Sees Wind GoD DancES SinGS
ALiVE NoW to: Be i AM… My MaMa SaiD i
aM Special i Will Do Be WHaTeVeR
WHoMeVeR i Set My SouL Too
STiLL So i JusT DiD It Do iT A OkkaYYY
NoW FoR ReaL iT… i See No ProbleM ANthropomorphizing
OTHeR CHoiCE oF FeaR/ HaTE WiTHiN Take/Hoard…
True.. i Referenced An Informal Poll Study i Did
on “Major Factors of Rampage Killings” in “Slide
Shows Soul Muse” A MacroVerse Last Year too…
Yes ‘That Study’ Approaches Views of 100K From
the ‘Wrong Planet’ Polling ‘Social Outcasts’ How they
Feel About All of This… Trump IS A Reflection oF A ReaLiTY
of Our Society Now After All This IS HoW A Democracy Works
Light or Dark We Vote Who We aRe… Glue of Society is LoVE Listen
to ‘the Top’ Hear the Bottom Layers of Humanity ‘Cry Now’ Bang Bang Goes

‘A CiRCuS NoW’

In This ‘Free Loading Peter Pan Business’ ‘A Hook’
Is Always Muse For A Sturgeon Full Moon Work of Art
And All Moons Still Coming! Dark And Light Muse Equals
All Fuel iN SYNeRGY A MiX Of NeuroChemicals/NeuroHormones
To Get the Art Jobs Done!
Anyway i Completed a
6th New Testament of Over
400 Thousand Words in Spring
the 5th Was Already Overdue As A
Side Show… ‘Coral’ Castle in Florida Was
Mused by A 16 Year-Old First Love That Never
Existed Just An Altar Made For Her to Get the Job Done
Meh; They Likely Cowardly Shadow-Blocked me on YouTube
From The Beginning; Never the Less, That 5th New Testament BreatheS oN
Not too Happy With A Catholic Church Since IT Started Supporting A New
‘Little Dictator of the West’ Dark Muse For ‘That Effort’ Finishing A
14-Month-5th-New-Testament in July About 400,000 Words to
Bishop Barron And FRiENDS Ending Opening ‘This New Art Door’
Last Full Moon and ‘Moonlight Sonata’
Inspires These New ‘Frednatas’
Just Something New to DoYes,
Jaws Shark Teeth Cleaning
‘Fred Size’ Coming @3:30 PM;
Had A Hair-Cut by my Stylist @2PM;
But Covid-19 Quarantine For Her!
Eventually i’ll Get to The Rest of
this But Sand and Sun Dance Home-Gym-Work-Out
And Public Dance First to Fuel the Muse More!
Last Week ‘3’ Completed 1st One Accompanied
by Many Moves of Michael Jackson’s Thriller at
3149 Words then 6733 Words.. Then 5585…
Meh.. Seen 1 ‘Frednata’ You’ll See More
Ain’t Got Reasons to Name Each 1
Completed By Muse of Yesterday’s
Full Moon 7591 Words
In Trump Town USA
Perhaps Not So Much but
on the Other Hand Not too Many
Folks Compose ‘Frednatas’ Either Hehe
Moonlight Sonata Is Surging Again in Popularity
as Global-Wide People are Using it As Emotional
Support to Get Through Covid-19… Of Course in the Day
Original Creativity Births Don’t Expect to Be Mused but by
Only A Very Few Even 1 Piano Student Will Do True
Of Course His Soul Lives on in Moonlight Sonata
220 Years Later with Over 150 Million Listens
on Youtube That’s Truly F iN AMaZinG
Beethoven Was Greatly Criticized for
Not Sticking to the Traditional Classical
Form to Create Sonatas Then in the 1800’s
His 16 Year-Old Countess Muse Piano Student He
Dedicates the Sonata to Bringing A Romantic Flavor
to the Timeless Classic
Beethoven Completed His
‘Moonlight Sonata’ in 1801
at age 31.. All 3 Movements
Before He Went Deaf And Lived Until 56…
To You
My Pet Named
FRiEnD Hehe With
SMiLes of HeLLooove
Oh Gosh i surely Will Pray For
Your Fever To Go Away You
Are Always Beautiful Even
When Sick Smiles
Far Away
But I have
Photos that Do not
Lie.. Had an Appointment
To Get My Hair Cut Today
But the Stylist’s Husband
Had A Stroke And Was
Diagnosed With
She’s Okay
In Quarantine till
Next Week for a
Haircut then
Next Stop
Shark Teeth
Cleaning For me
And Minnow Teeth
Cleaning for Katrina at
The Dentist Do take
Care Dear Lovely FRiEnD
Sending You
Prayers, Hugs, And
Shark Strength For Recovery
With Plus-up of Overflowing
Love To Bathe You All over
to Heal the Fevers you are
Suffering From.. Hope
You are Feeling Much
Better today Sending
Shark SMiLes too
For it’s True the
Biggest Literal Great
White Shark SMiLes
Come Now from A Shark Tagged
Fred As Followed on his Travels
On The Discovery Channel For
Shark Week Next Week Hehe
With His Own TV Show.. Trivia
Note they Filmed the “Jaws 2”
Movie at Navarre Beach Where
i live the First one was the First
Really Violent Movie i saw
at 16 years-old
and Again Back
Then i didn’t
really know
About full
Female Anatomy those
Were Such innocent Days
Of Youth i had so many crushes
On Girls that were just above The
Shoulders Nope.. no Shark Bites part
of my Love Pie then hehe Sweet Vampire…
Hey ‘they’ are coming out With
A New ‘Twilight’ Movie…
Sharks Live A long
Time like
🧛‍♂️ 🦈🧛‍♂️
A Place Where so many
Folks Fail With Fear is
A Disconnect of Abstract
Constructs (Mostly Words
And other Tools We Create)
Disconnected From our
Animal Nature From
Head to toe the mostly
Hairless Naked Ape
That Will always
Be our Core Reality
As Long As We aRe
Flesh And Blood So many
Folks Fail to understand
they are More than less
Than Talking Heads and
Buttons and Screens…
Total eclipse of core
Reality indeed release
The inner Beast no
Longer Fear what’s
Within for when
We Bare Our
Is No Part
Of the Fish Pie…
Too many minnows
Not Enough 🦈 Sharks…
i yearn for the day when
Psychologists teach
Humans to Swim
Like a Shark
More than
Words for Behavioral
Change how easy
We become
Our tools
And lose
Any Freedom
At all core
Of the
Beasts We aRE🌊🦈
SMiLes.. Didn’t Look
Like India… Nice that
You Visited California
Hehe it
Is Even
More Beautiful
Here in The Panhandle
Emerald Green Gulf Coast
Of Florida stay
Lovely Picture
By the Way
Where You
Live Keep Smiling🌲☺️
The Receiving
Is In The
Some Folks
Don’t ‘Get’ This Love❣️
It’s True Most
Folks don’t have
‘Time’ to do anything
Of ‘Real Value’ in Life
And Gamble
Their Souls Away…
This now is the
It’s True.. This
Puts me out of
The Norm
i Am Not Fit
For this
It is so
To Be
‘These Days’..;)
Springs From
Purr of
A Cat
Of A Dog’s Tail
Understands Where
‘God’ Breathes and
Sees.. Sadly Tools
Humans Create From
The Very First
Written Words
Us From
Within As We
Become The Tools…
Golden Age For
Is WHere
Born Again
Naked And
Free With
Smiles Together
Breathing at Ease🎶🌲
Thanks so
Much for
Your inspiring
Words Changing
Culture is Fascinating…
Nature is Always
A Bigger Picture
Boss What
i Live/Love
to Call A Face
Of ‘God’ Without
“Make-up” Or other
Human Filtering Tools😊
Trees Are Such Wonderful
Forms to
Express Essence
Whole Of All That is🌲😁
Smiles when Folks
Spend More Focus
On Themselves
They are Less
Likely to
Actually Science
Shows This is how
Nature Regains
Its Balance…
The over
Of The Rest of
Nature Destroy
It… If they
Their Self..
There is Less
Opportunity to
Consume the Rest…
Nature Smiles this
Way and Sees
A Bigger
With Every
Human Selfie
Consuming itself
More than the Rest..
Does This Lead to
Human Misery
And Suffering
Yes and this
Is Nature’s
Or Pay the Price🌊
Own The Dark
Grow The Light
Expose The Shadow
Make It A Play Thing
We Master
SMiLes Our
Shadows Our
Fears Our Lusts
Our Deepest roots
For Basic Survival Yet
When We
Will Not Control
Us MaKinG A Dance
And Song of LoVE iN
Balance of Grace A Foundation
A Tree of Life
Breathing Whole 🌲
Free 🌊
☺️Thanks FRiEnD
That means a lot
Your Words Do the
Same For me.. Stay
Safe.. Always Create
Winds of Love to Breathe🌊
From Dark
Bless You too🙏
Work For Love Always
Win Love You Give🌊
Thank You.. Love
to Go Where i am
Welcome but some
Folks Find it highly
Offensive When Folks
Respond Poetically
From Soul like
i am Trying
To Get
Rather Than
Connecting to
Another Child of
God With Soul…
You Write
With Soul not
Surprising you
Welcome me Here…
Thanks Again Yamini😊
Your Poem was Truly
Lovely standing
Out in
Soul Truth👼
SMiLes my Friend truth
Is At least A Substantial
Part of the WordPress
Crowd Reads Nothing
They ‘Like’.. they only
Do it like a Gambling
Habit to get
Someone to
Press a Button
Without Reading
What They Wrote…
Some Folks… A lot
of Folks.. Visit Blogs
To ‘Like’
Every Single
Comment Without
Reading them just
To get 1 Return
Button Punch of A Like…
Write For Yourself is a Do
As a Substantial number
Of Folks ‘Liking’
Aren’t reading
A Dam thing…
But it’s like
In School… They
Are doing nothing
To Evolve Their Soul…
Hoping one Day to
Continue to Sell
Their Soul
For Some
Material Reward
Like Fame And Fortune
That is Nothing more
Than A Deal
Devil Within …
10 of My Blog Posts
Equal about 400,000
Words.. Often Folks
‘Like’ 10 in 10 Seconds
Having no clue
i write more
50 Words…
Anyway.. i
Actually Read
Therefore i
Actually Write🦈🌊
MiLes.. From:
Why i Dance
To: Re-Connect🌊
Color of God
Love Without
Fear Doing
Far Beyond
Words Loving
One In Balance
Within To Give And
Share Free Spirit
Lovely inspiration
Thanks so Much🌟

i Think it’s Valuable to Consider the Origins of ‘Supremacy’ First; before ‘White Supremacy’.

Generally, Speaking, the Reason (FEELING/SENSE) Human Beings Elevate Themselves ‘Verbally’ Ahead
of Any Other Part of Nature is that Deep Down they Don’t Feel Complete; If one is Complete,
There is no Need to Elevate oneself above another part of Nature to get a ‘Cheap Thrill’
of Serotonin, mixed with a Bit of Dopamine, and a Hit of Male
And Female Androgens And Estrogens, With somewhat
of an Adrenaline Boost too; And Of Course Oxytocin
When This or that Group Bonds together over a
Common Enemy of That or This Group in a Kind
of Tribal ‘Warfare’ Where Us is Greater Than Them.

Wow; You’d have to Be Pretty Special to Escape

This Part of Human Nature…


Very Rarely Will
One See Anyone
Who Escapes This Part of Human Nature;
Particularly, What is Felt And Not Spoken;
But What Is Obviously Expressed in Body Language.

Or Filters on Instagram or Whatever; This has become a Major Art of Society.

Seriously, Greater than Ever Before; As everyone Gets Their 15 Minutes of Timothy O’Leary Supremacy;

As A Public Dancer, I’ve Seriously had People Bow Down Before Me And Offer Up Hands of Prayer;
Squeal Because they say They can’t Believe they are actually meeting me; i always Remind them

Where i come from And Where i stay:

Less than a Grain of Sand;

i Understand Reality;

You have
to Go
And Stay There
to Truly ‘See’ High Complete.

The Meek Do Inherit The Earth in
Every Way; Talk to A Virus And See
What Less than the Size of a Grain
of Sand has to

‘say’ about it…

Supremacy Is
A Worst Kind of Weakness…

For Human Beings at Least As Altruistic Social Mammals….

Other than that “Traditional White Supremacy Does Still Exist in the Deep South”;
Go to almost Any Southern Baptist Get Together on A Pastor’s Farm for Lunch and

You’ll See the Evidence…

Stuff Like God Hates
“Mud-Mix” Couples Having Children…

When Those Folks Are Their Frigging closest relatives…

It’s An Issue of Overall Humanity; Some Folks Have it And some folks do not…

There’s A Certain Privilege to Breathe;
Perhaps that is Why Military Folks Who Have
Actually Been To War And Bleed, Tend to See
Folks More Equal As Bleeders this way;
I know For Sure,
Facing Death
3 Reps in
my Life it
Gives me
this Lower Than
A Grain of Sand
Perspective of Supremacy;
How Fortunate We Are to Exist;
Easier to Learn that in a Fox Hole Than
‘Wall Street’, As Just Another Brick in a Wall;
Or maybe
on the Individual
And The Environmental
Circumstances; i can’t imagine
Being Much Closer to Death Now
Than Working For Money Again, PERIOD.
of Freedom;
Really, Nowhere Else
to Go Higher Within, Now For me at
Least; Particularly When Bathed in Love…
On The Military Base, Everyone ‘Played
Nicely Together’; A Few Miles North, the
Same Folks who played nicely together
Warned the Darker Folks Not to go to the Town,
20 Miles North, After Dark; And this was in the 80’s…
Generally, Speaking,
there isn’t Usually
Any Supremacy
When folks
Actually Need
Each other to Survive…
The Fact That Folks Will be
Convinced by A Total Liar, Not
to Wear Masks to Fall on their Sword,
along with their Closest Relatives is evidence
of a Very Sick Kind of Supremacy; ‘Maleficent’, indeed..
The Masses Are ‘The Sleeping Beauty’ Refusing to
Wake up and smell the Truth…
It’s Not Just that ‘White
Folks’ Are Becoming
A Minority of ‘Color’;
So Many Levels
of Supremacy And Inferiority
In Life, Largely Environmentally
Influenced, Beyond All Colors of Reality…
But of course, Genetically Speaking, in Reproduction;
Darker Protective Melanin is Dominate, overall; Obviously, this
is A Crux of the Weakness associated with this Faux ‘White Supremacy’…

What Constitutes White
Supremacy; Or Any
Other Faux Supremacy:

Cowardly, Weakness;
So Much, Cowardly Weakness, Overall…

Born From Crucible Fire of Super Nova
Star Explosions; Gaseous Star Dust Our Parents
For Real As Even Science Shows Now Stars Are
Both Flowers and Seeds and So Are We Living Trees…
Smiles; It’s Taken me 60-Years to continue to Put in ‘Avatars’
i as ‘ Oldest Soul’; Understanding At 3 Years-Old as i Do Not
Speak Until 4; So, i Have the Opportunity to Remember Who i
Always Am ‘God’ TheNoW Just Like ‘You’ And Less Than a Grain of Sand;
We aRe All Together; Yet, Humans Among Most Lost Creatures in UniVerses
For We Have Hidden This Basic Truth of Existence in LiGHT ouT oF DarK WitH ALL
The Clothes We Wear; Starting With Words That Are Written That Folks Start to Spoon-Feed
Us As The Tools We Become As Only Avatars in Abstract Constructs We Create for Essence
of i Am
Are; if Ya
Wanna Name
IT Whatever ya wanna;
Yet, Nothing Erases the
ReaLiTY of Who We aRe;
Except The Illusions of the
Tools of CuLTuRE; the Clothes; Layers
And Layers Spoon-Fed From Birth We Become Separated,
Covering Breath of Our Nature Free; Just to Be i AM ALLONE, No Separation.
Of Course, This is Nothing New; Similar Metaphors Attributed to Folks Separated From
CuLTuRaL Clothes in A Desert; Under A Tree; Hmm; A Cave not So Much; for a Cave Sticks to Traditional Clothes
More As Plato’s Cave in Dark Out oF LiGHT Does too in Metaphors of ‘Free Verse Poetry’, ‘Avatars’ Coming out of
This Oldest
Soul in
Now We
All Share
When We
WHo We aRe;
Well, Anyway the
Desert, The Tree;
And the Beach For me
At Least And the Forest Whole
As A River i Looked Across to See
At age 3, Before i could Speak at 4; i Intuited
Beyond Words, i am Here Forever Now Whole
Loving Breath This Gift i continue to Live TheNoW….
No Link For the Origin of All That Is Now Will Be Broken
For me to Exist now Seed of the Flowers of my Parents Seeds
They are of the FLoWeR That Star Seeds BeCoMe Us; Stellar Lineage
As Old
And Older
Than Star Souls We Are;
How People Can’t See We Are
Simply ‘God’, Gives me Great Pause
And Forests of Face Palms Blind to See;
However; i too was Lost And Born Again to be Nature Naked
Free; And for those Who Stick to Tradition; At Least, unedited
Words attributed to Jesus, Since the Record of the Dead Sea Scrolls
Were Buried in Early Centuries lending no Centuries Chance to Change
It and And Revise it with Innumerable Ghost Authors And Scribe Mistakes And
Intentional Copy
This Simple
Truth to See;
But See, Folks
Will only See
the Words “Stripping
Naked Looking Within”
And Turn Away from the
God Nature Naked Within;
The Oldest Soul Just Waiting
To Be Born Again Naked Loving WiTHiN
Giving Sharing Free With Least Harm Again….
This Much Will never Change as Long as We aRe Classically
Evolved Naked Social Altruistic Mammals Born into Enough Abundance For Naked Subsistence;
Giving And Sharing Free Always With Respect in Balance to Live With The Rest of Nature Consuming
the Rest of Nature in Balance Again Doing Least Harm as All Becomes Worthy As Worship And Gift Same

Nature We aRe…

And of Course That Old Gospel of Thomas, Verse 37, Will Never Make the Edit of That Older New Bible for it
Puts God Back Where God Belongs Most to Humans; Within of Course, Out of Temple Mortar and Concrete
Books And Other Human Avatar Forms Like Golden Chalices And Robes; And Other Names of Tools We Create
Other than



We aRe A Dance Song
Naked Breathing Free
Oldest Soul We All Are Breathing NoW ToGeTHeReAL..:)

Gospel of Thomas, Verse 37:

37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

Well This Concludes Another ‘Frednata’ of at Least 3 Movements
With ‘Moonlight Sonata’ as Metaphor a Most Appropriate 3 Movement
Sonata By Beethoven to Accompany All the Moves From Beginning to
End with an Epilogue Song by Elton John “Home Again” Appropriately
Danced And Sung For Those Who Complete A Wizard of Oz Dorothy
Hehe or in this Case Fred Hero Journey From Before Through Dark
And Back Out of Hell into Heaven Reborn again of Course Common
Archetypal Journey; Common Associated Characters Just Different Actors Throughout
The Span of Human Lives That continue to Flow as Water Becomes River
Waves Ocean Whole Delight More To Fully See DarK Thru LiGHT As IS
And Even Survive And in Ecstatic Frission of Autotelic Flow too As Completely Free iN LoVe
As Such Eternally
Now to Simply Give
And Share Fearless Free As that
is What Love As God Naturally
Will Do at Best in All of Us Verily Free to Be i AM..:)

4135 Words For This ‘Frednata’ A Bit Smaller on WordS hehe


To See Grey
Clouds With No
Colors Losing Abilities
To Color Grey With Blues
As Grass Becomes Empty
Wilting When
Green And
Weeds it is
The Weed
That Never Gives
Up That Flowers
Most indeed You
Are That FLoWeR
Too Blooms Coming
Your Way To See
And Rain🌺🎶

SMiLes Savvy Dear FRiEnD
You Are So Spiritually
Gifted So Nice to Find
A Home Away
From Home
Each Day
This Way
Light in me🙏

Thanks Dear FRiEnD
Love the Teddy Bears
On Your Arm Doctor Fred
Has Been Tracking Your
Monthly Fevers Since Winter
And is Still Concerned About
Your Health… Recurring
Fevers can Be
Of Endocrine
Thyroid Disorders
Surely Your Doctors
Are Noticing the Pattern
And Checking this all
Out But it’s Not likely
Communicable infections
That Are Causing The Recurring
Fevers in The Current Sanitized
Environment in Fact that may
Indeed be Associated With
An Immune System that
Turns inward and Attacks
Usually Associated With
Chronic Stress and Lord
Knows i have Duly noted
How Much You’ve
Experienced in
Your Life i
Pray my
Sweet little
Flourishes Healthy
And Happy in Life is Good
Hugs With Love For You

Hehe You are Such a Bad
Girl And i Am Such A Liar
Now As if i Am 42 Years
Younger i Will Never
Be Human heHe
And look Your
Way Now i
Notice All
Flowers and
Worship the
Earth They Grow
In So Pretty Now So
Colorful Your Dress
Here’s A Rose Thorns
Excite me Most:p
Hehe it’s
Truly All in
The Delivery
I’ve Never asked
A Girl 42 Years Younger
Or Any Age At the Dance
To Dance Either
For Fearless
Free With Wings
And My Wife agrees
Your advice is Correct…

Fun Being A Social Butterfly
For 7 Years or So Years… Cocoon Life Really
S88KeD For 53 Years So Much Nicer to Fly Than Crawl

WiTH FLoWeRS So SWeeT A Rose

You aRE A Rose So Sweet
Ya Prick Ya Prick Ya Prick Ya DaM

“Breakfast Club”
World-Wide-Love-God Yes
As Fast As LiGHT
Faster Love Travels WiTHiNoW

A Most Dangerous
Liar All of Nature FACES
IGNORANCE That Supports IT

A Place That Is
Effortless River
Hears No Noise☺️

SaMe ‘HeaR’
DeaR FRiEnD😊

Most All Religions Have A
Long His Story of Telling
God (Humans) What to Do…
No Wonder Homosexual Catholic
Priests Call Gay Behavior Sin A Church
Killing Nature ‘Sins’ of the ‘Gay Fathers’
Live Who You Are (Nature) And Stop Appealing
to an Authority You Do Not Dominate (God Nature)
Within And All Around… True It Started too With Trump Constantine
They Made That Trump A Saint… Grand Father X-Catholic Priest Leo
Wrote A Book on This ‘Behind the Dictators’ Google ‘It’.. It’s A Thing
Then Still NoW… Yep Got Dead Relatives With Wiki Pages of their
own one Autobiography of a Grandfather Who Died 10 Years Before
me @55 in ‘50 Ever Changing FeeLinG SeNSinG EVoLVinG LiVinG LoVinG
It’s True Each Pastor/Priest/Church/Religion Programs God STiLL Like A
Computer/Machine Telling God What God Must Do… We All Love Differently
Doing Least Harm to All IS A Condition An Art A Lifelong Practice of Loving All
Differently DarK ThrU LiGHT… Rovers Are Wind… Sitters May Go to Church For
High-Chair Spoon-Fed God From Cages Of Words Etched In Stone God Idol Idle Rock

Interesting, If One Gets Around Enough
‘Over Here’, Even in Trump Town And Metro
USA; What One May Find Among the Younger Generations
At Large is ‘Darker’ is becoming Considered More Attractive
in Fearless Ways Now
Than ‘Lighter’
Over ‘A Screen’;
‘Incel Phenomenon’
As ‘They’ Say; Always
A Cultural Phenomenon;
Changing Without Limit as years go bye…
Nature Doesn’t Lie About Pre-conceived Notions
as Nature
in all
of Us still Now…
Changing; Always Changing…
As Some of the Weaker And
Cowardlier Fears of Older
Ages of so-Called ‘White
Supremacy’ Are Indeed
coming true for real…. now

‘White Privilege”; “Black Privilege”; “Racial Slurs or Racist Terms”?
Actually they are all Metaphors; Meanings of Metaphors
Are Always Changing; it is the Nature of Human; It’s
Not Concrete; Black and White And Fixed; Always in
Flux like the Rest of Nature; No Matter how ‘Hard’
We ‘Think’ We Put Nature and ‘US’ in Order.

This is A Big Problem; We aRe Trying a Bit
too Hard to make the Art of Life Order;

Freedom ‘Dictates’ Otherwise,
When Actually Breathing:

It’s Worth repeating
in Terms of Love;

Love Neither Requires
Worship or Fears Criticism;
Love Is Complete; Love Loves Love;

Freedom Is the Ability to Withstand
Thorns And Continue To Flower Rising As Rose…

Privilege is Always Perspective; Folks Overseas are
Still Bound And Determined to come over Here, Now;
For they Understand they will Withstand Thorns Enough
to Flower Here; For they have already Rose Above Thorns
to get ‘The Privilege’ to Live here; Some Folks Rise Out of Thorns;
And some
As Flowers
Never Rising
Out of Thorns;
Some Humans Rose And Some Humans Not;

True Privilege is in the Work that is Required to Rise as Rose out of Thorns;

i’ve met ‘These People’ around the World; i am duly impressed for they are Freedom Fighters…

i realize that all of this is Not Fair From a Black And White Concrete Structured View of Life as Right or Wrong;
Good Or Evil; But These at Most are Illusions that We Also Create in the Narratives of the Story We Continue Together;


And Weaker…

Seen a Lot more ‘Real Smiles’
on the Faces of the so-called
Poor (Whatever ‘Color’ as Love is None) than those
of ‘Fame and Fortune Colors’;

Privilege is an Abstract Construct Always in
Flux as Defined and Understood ; A Smile That’s Real Counts most in Life…

We Will ‘Empirically’ Assess and Measure ‘Our Worlds’, Much Differently, in Terms of Genuine Smiles…

Actually, i Did a Comprehensive Longitudinal 7 Year Study on it; in Fact, in Case Study at least, It is very impressive:

In Terms of
Smiles that have
Nothing to Do with
Socio-Economic-Success at LeasT hehe…

Socio-Economic-Success will likely always
Be a Core Demographic Factor in a Capitalistic Society; No
Matter What Colors are associated with Assessed Privilege in Life;

What’s the Difference in ‘Trailer Park’ Or ‘Ghetto Life’; some People in both are still genuinely
Smiling; they are the Survivors of the Highest Human Power: Love that is Complete Within to Give
And Share freely appropriately with Others and the rest of Nature Effecting the Least Harm Loving this way;

This Is No New Philosophy
or Scientific Assessed Fact
of Real Human Success; AS Honestly
Most of the Folks at REAL deficit are incomplete within;
at least that’s what Science Assesses as Human Truth too…

per the

Overall Human Condition.

It’s Funny; It’s Such Common Sense
And Feel As The Human Condition Rises
And FallS How Much Greater the Human World Will
Be if We Focus More on An Education to Get Love Privilege complete within;

For Both The Education And Work Required to Actually Attain This ‘Whole Love’ More than Words alone;
Or Other Human Made Tools And Layers of Clothes We Spoon-Feed From Birth in Terms of Mechanical
Cognition that Even Science Agrees Withers away the Flower of the Rose Without Resilience to Overcome That Thorn:

In Terms of
Social Empathic
Imaginative Real
Artistic Spiritual
Intelligences; the Greater
Bigger Picture in Metaphor
of Right Brain Intelligence to Feel
And Sense as a Smile Beyond Science
Measure of So-Called Infinity; But for
Now We Could Just start with Paying attention
to the other Person, Smiling and Providing a Hug
to a total stranger, now and then now; Most People
Are Not Nearly ‘Powerful Enough With Privilege’ to Exercise
This Love

A Root of An
Entire Problem of Course;
Any 3 Year-Old-Naked with
Love will Easily Provide this Smile….

Indeed, Increasingly, this Core Privilege is MIA.

But We Are Living in a Capitalistic Society Where
Dollar Bill Success for Many Folks Is More Important
Than Wearing A Mask to Save Grandpa and Grandma From Death;

Measure of CuLTuRaL Illness,
So Much Deeper than ‘Color’;
And Is the Color of Money That Doesn’t
BReaTHE LoVE at ALL Green Only Falling


As ‘Rose’
Continues to Wilt and Fall…

Smiles; ‘You’ have A ‘Luxury’
of Living in a Culture That is not still
Led by the Similar Ignorance in Darkness
That’s ruled for Thousands of Years;

But it’s True; Up and Coming Other
Older Cultural Ways are Growing in Your Society;
As they are in other More Intelligent Cultures Ruled
By What Actually Works Best in Life For a More Enlightened Age.

Mr. Walrus, You are a very Intelligent
Young Man; Most of the Folks where i live,
Honestly, would not have a clue of what you just said.

What ‘They’ Do Understand is When Pastor so and so
tells them what to do; specifically in “HIStory’s” Interpretation oF Old Poetry.

The Reality Is; Whatever Tradition Sticks together the Best and ACTUALLY Votes in a
Democracy Rules; Currently, overall, It is still Led by Pastor So and So and their ‘Overlings’, here.

A Few Years ago; People Might have disagreed about the Influence ‘Old Religions’ have; they do still rule with
Tradition That Sticks together and actually votes; “Hairless Apes Always Stronger Together”; doesn’t matter what
‘Colors’ Dark or Light their ‘Angel or Devil’ is…

‘Poetry’ (STORY) rules the World Still for A ‘simple’
‘Reason’: Folks Will Interpret IT always to their ‘Selfish’ ‘Advantage’…

In Life or Death Consequences and the ‘tween of those Consequences…

Ironically, ‘Poetry’ (STORY) is A ’cause’ of most Dark and Light In life;
the Essence of the Human Animal; And It’s ability to Create and Interpret Metaphors so differently…

‘Chaos Magic’, Indeed, Both Dark and Light As Action And Consequence as Mr. Trump iLLusTRaTeS as
A Magnificent ‘Maleficient Dark Art’.

Hehe; ‘Science’ has a long way
to Catch Up to truly Understand
the Human Condition; Will It; Not likely….

Why? Poetry (STORY) rules…

Smiles; i’ve come to Understand the
Value of Poetry and Story…

-Always a
Recovering Scientist…

And Honestly it’s why someone
as Ignorant as Trump is Still Running
Circles Around the Globe in the same ‘Chaos Dark Magic’…

He Creates His Narrative
On the Run in ‘Dark Flow’ And Just Like
‘Dark Chaos Magic’ He’s Still Ruling

i’d ‘Sing’ ‘Black Magic’;
but i don’t wanna offend…
By Dancing It here Where
that might happen now…

And this is ‘A Problem’;

We’ve Become Weak Wilting
Flowers Without Thorns to Protect ‘the gift’ of Freedom’s Love.

Trump is Part of ‘Church Life’ And He’s taken Full Advantage Of All The Perks that go with it.

At The Church i Visit, Prayers are offered by ‘HeadQuarters’ For Any Criticism
Against ‘The Chosen one’; Fourth Week Running since the Worst Part of the
Pandemic Failure As Corpses Started to Pile up Faster…

It’s not the first time this has happened;

And it won’t be the Last; By Far By Far…

Humans Are Ruled By Emotions as Usual
First; Reasons Second; And Again Still Now,
Religion First, for Whatever Brings Meaning
And Purpose to their Lives; In This Case Yes,
Every Church in my Area; That once held, OG,
Yes; A Record Book Note For the Most so-called
Christian Churches Per Square mile; Hell Yes,
The Panhandle of Florida; LA Lower Alabama
As ‘they’ also refer to this Back-Firing Place,
Incorporates Trump as Church Leader
As A Savior For their Cause to take
Away Rights for Gay Folks to Get
Married and to Return to the
Days of Back Alley
Abortions as that is
Another Part of Nature
And Human Nature that
Ain’t Going away no matter
What Laws are etched in Other
Than Mother Nature Reality As is Still Now;

They Do It For the Similar ‘Reason’ They Believe
in an All Loving Forgiving God That Even Forgives
Enemies And Turns the Other Cheek That in Other Words
Tortures Folks Forever, if they happen to Misbehave by Not
Worshipping And Fearing An All Loving Enemies and Turning the Other Cheek God;

Is it any Wonder:

IN A Word


Love, Love, Love;
Love Neither Requires
Worship or Fears Criticism;
So In Other Words, the God they
Worship And the God They Fear is Basically the Same ‘Trump’.

Lots of Folks Are Hoping the World Will be Destroyed to Bring ‘That God Back’….

Self-Fulfilling Prophecy;
It’s What Happens When Folks
Worship Words from Old Poems
in Books And Put the Words
in Action; Dark or Light…

It’s Just The Twilight Zone;
And the Book Is Actually
A Cook Book; A Recipe Book ‘to Serve Humans’…

Smiles; Rod Serling’s Prophecy is verily coming True Now…

Welcome to the Twilight Zone; Home of Human Led/Grown Separate From Kind.

The Seeds Are Sown; And Now The Grim Reaper is in Town for The Harvest of ‘the Children of the Corn’…

A Clue Was Given First When ‘The Grim Reaper’ Said He Could Shoot Someone on 5th Avenue And They’d still support A Dark Lord; i Find it Worthy of A Horror Story That is Real that They will still Support Him Behind a ‘Blade’ on 5th Avenue…

SMiLes Dear Sohair Love IS Verily A Force That
Leads Us From Within or Leaves Us Behind
Outside of Within to
Keep Love is to Give
Love Without
Restraint This
Is WHere Love
Is Lost When
IT Is Put
iN Human
And Just Will Not Get Out
to Give And Share Again Love
Continues to Breathe This WaY iN LiGHT..:)

Yes Dear Sohair Love
Is Ours to Co-Create to
Keep Safe And Insure
Love Is Never Used to
Harm but the Least
For Love that Is Used
To Harm
Dark Love
Instead Of
Light Love
A Kind of Black
Magic That Humans
Bond over That Harms
As Leaves
On Living Green
Trees Fall and At
Best Light Comes
Back From Fertilizer
DarK All iS iN Nature
Of God’s Hands
Dark Thru
Light i Neither
Fear the Dark
Or Am Cynical
oF Light for i ‘See’ Both
🌹 🥀 🌹 Rise As Rose🎶

“Time. Can you count it? Seconds, minutes, hours, years…
yes years. They pass. Can you count them? Of course you can.”
I’ll Have to Admit for 53 Years i counted all the years at 47 after
Being So Busy Counting Years i forgot my Actual Age and was
Suddenly Alarmed Like How in the World Did i come to that Old
Age then..
i looked
in the Theater
as i took Pause
in the Dark that day..
it would indeed be the
Last Movie i could bear
to Look at With Eyes increasingly
Strangely Painfully Looking At Colors
As Black And White Would Be the Limit
on TV And Then Colors Painfully Excruciating
for the Next 66 Months in Living Hell Within Outside
Above.. So Below and All Around Just Pain and Numb
Funny thing is maybe not for all but for me but once one
Transcends All the Pain and Numb And Tools of Cultural
Clothes Even Words in A Free Verse Dance Of Life Time
Melts away.. Age Melts Away there are No Labels at all
Not even Time No.. Not Even Distance Space Or Matter
As All is Positive Flow of Energy Within Yes Pure Love
To Give and Share Freely Without Restraint so as i
Understand while surely you may be in another
Time, Distance, Space, And Matter than when
We Last Met to Greet each Other as Friends
What You once named as a Forever
FRiEnD that is so easy for
A Person to do of course
Who No Longer
Time, Distance,
Space, Or Matter Just
Pure Energy of Love Within
Eternally Now Bliss oF ALL
Center Point Nirvana of
Existence Yes so
Many Metaphors
Cross Culturally
Describe this Save
Heaven Within as do
Dante’s Rings of Hell for
the Place i Existed Within before
Where Time is Forever and 1 second
in Hell Feels like a Thousand Years of
Forever Lost in Time, Space, Distance
And Matter Waiting to Be Saved within
As God And Born again as Flowers Rise
With Thorns to Become Eternal Rose Again
Smiles Dear FRiEnD When you come to this Place
As it often takes a Life Span to come i’m sure you will
Understand WHeRe i aM NoW SaMe As Then Just
Smiles 60 or
16 Love Doesn’t
Understand the Difference
When this Energy of God Free
Breathes Within Same God Same
Time, Same Place, Same Distance
With No Matter But Love BreathinG Eternally Now
Smiles Lala Rukh Happy 6th for every day now Breathes this way for me..:)


Location Location Location:

Where i Live, 75 Percent of the
Community Still Solidly Supports
A Champion of Lies; If You wanna
Have Conservative Opinions Here; Just
go to the Breakfast Club At Hardees where
there are many Round Table Discussions going on;
Masks too
where allowed
to Spread a Pandemic…
It surely doesn’t seem Conservative
to me; What’s Conservative: Voting for a 1.5
Trillion Dollar Welfare Tax Cut For Corporations;
What’s Conservative: Attempting to Take away Health
Care During A Pandemic; Now It doesn’t get much more
Reckless than Thousands of Assessed Lies by a Leader
Who Doesn’t Believe in Science Either; So What’s Conservative:

i’d be interested
in any opinion
Here in the United States where the
Dividing Line is in Common Sense;

Conservative is the Safe Choice; Not the Reckless Trump choice…

Yes, The Republican Party is still Breathing but Conservatism

Here is Reckless Chaos…

Or if one will, Please
Let me know something
about it that is Conservative;
Something Real Beyond Ideology;
Something in Action that’s really counting…

And do not assume i’m liberal; i didn’t get
financially Independent that way at 47…

Providing Health Care for a Nation to
Both Survive and Thrive is Conservative.

Wearing Masks to Save Lives Is Conservative.

Telling The Truth With Honor And Character Used to Be Conservative.

Conservative Means Making Sure everyone Lives; Not Promoting Risks to Die.

Bottom Lines:
is Conservative not Reckless Lies.

Obviously, it depends on
‘Which Side’ One is talking to…

Again, Location, Location, Location…

If Ya Like, as suggested, Go Somewhere Where Birds of A Feather
Flock Together; there are still Numerous places left; too many to count
on that Measure Now at Least…

Unless One is counting Lies that
Harm and Hate Speech as

in areas that are
Privately Owned

no longer allowing That;
That’s Just Pure Meanness/Ignorance;
“Conservative” is not Strictly a ‘Personality Flaw’ at all…

But Seriously, Where is This ‘Conservative Thing’; Where does
it exist; Here, the Democrats; the so-called Liberals are wearing
Masks, Moreover, to Protect Grandpa and Grandma’s Life; They Support
Health Care for A Society to be Productive and Thriving; They Support
Something Other than Lies at the Top of Leadership in this Country;

My God, the Democrats
Have become more
Conservative than
the Republicans;
As the Republican Leader
Is Neither Liberal or Conservative;

He’s Just A ‘Joker off the Batman Series of Movies’
Giving us a Load of Himself and Only Himself everyday;
Now Almost Totally Supported by a so-called Conservative
Republican Party in Terms of Multiples in Thousands of Ignorant Lies…

That’s A Circus; That’s Just A Circus and quite Frankly, it’s Deadly Now and Disgusting;

As Corpses are Piling Up as a direct Result of A Nation With no Working Plan at ‘the top’ to Mitigate the Deaths…

It surely
is Neither
Liberal or
It’s Just Deadly Reckless
And Disgusting FOR REAL NOW.

Whatever Happened to Little Boy Trump;
Whatever Harm someone did to him When Small
That Still Gives Him ‘Little Man Syndrome’; Someone
Needs to Find a Way to Show Him He is Okay and
Deserves to Be Loved; Where He No longer has to
“Let the Bodies Fall” To Prove he is anyone at all but An Empty Vessel, A Shell…

Then maybe ‘Republicans’ at least Will Remember A Distant Memory of What ‘Conservatism’

even ‘Was’…


In A Pandemic, We aRe All Very Fortunate
to Have Windows to the Globe; Better Yet
hehe, iMac, it Just Works Better and
Doesn’t get Loaded down
with Virtual Viruses;
Of course We Are
Also So Fortunate
to Have Technology
To keep the Backbone
of the Infrastructure Going
When Organic Human Beings
Fall Down With Illness; Truly We
Have Much to Be Thankful for; of course
i Learned this When i had the Functional Disabilities
in my Home And Was shut-in that Way Brave Enough
To Dance After Unlocked from Pain and Numb And yes indeed
for now at least the Last Man Dancing on ‘This Planet’ Earth Close
to Where i LiVE iN Stores
in Public Yes
as the Dance
Halls for now
Remain Closed
Although ‘Florida Man’
the Protege of the Man
in a White House if ya wanna
Call them ‘Men’ are working to
Reopen Bars to Further Spread
the Pandemic Again; yes, thanks
God for Machines they continue
to show their Value as Humans
continue to Eat And Drink
Money More than
Health and
Well Being
For All.. i am Still
Enjoying my Mouse,
And My Trackpad, And 27.1 Inch
i-Mac Screen. And although i wish
there is some way i could gift you
my 24-Inch Window Outside my
Bedroom Window to Paradise
The Garden of Eden Forest
Whenever i Walk Out my
Back Door well Yes
Blogs Make that
Possible too..
Hehe.. if you have
A Powerful Enough
Computer And Browser
To Scroll Through.. Truly We aRe
Fortunate.. something about the Retina
Display Screen on my First iPhone5 purchased
in March of 2013.. Finally Allowed me to see Colors
Again without so much almost Intolerable Pain… i will
Never Forget all of what the Nerds and Geeks did to Help Save my Soul
as it’s true there was nothing that the Folks At Church could or would even do
for me; nor the Doctors who said go away there’s No Pill for You that will work…
Thank God
for Folks who
Prepare Alternate
Ways to Really Reach
Heaven again.. with smiles..:)

Thanks for the Good Wishes
For Love Life to Last as Life is Good;

Hehe; But my Wife is never
Gonna ‘get me’;
But She
have to ‘Speak’
‘My Language’ for Love to Breathe;
Meh; There is always Room
for other Understanding;
at least
a Jealous
Spouse and
She’s got that part nailed down as
Truly an amazing Art; After All Love
is Said And Done: Love is Art as i
surely haven’t
that works alone..:)


(Shark Week Coming Again With Fred)”
Oh Lord What It Takes to Get ‘Another Coming Title’
Thanks i usually
Look up Names
‘Night’ is Lovely
Yamini… Frederick
Means Peaceful
Ruler In German
Arthur Middle Name
As Strong Hehe Yes
As i do still Leg Press
Up to 1520 Pounds.. Yep
With all the Free style
Ballet and Martial Arts
At 60 And My Last
Name i don’t usually
Divulge online
Means Keeper
Of The Land…
My Grandfather
Leo was An Irish
Catholic Priest
And Author
Last Century
Hehe he
Gave it
Up to have
Children Thank God haha
Yes Life Is The Present 💝
Gift With SMiLes.. stay safe!
Smiles Yes That’s My Point
A Greatest
Enough Self Esteem
In Inner Strength
Never to
Person in
Harm oH and
The other thing
Real Street Smarts
Lives And Prospers
Long Smiles
i wouldn’t
Give You
If i
Didn’t Want
You To Find
Heaven See
You THere
Soon With SMiLes…
Ain’t Playing No Games Not
Coming Here for ‘Return’ Likes ‘Charlie’ Tuna
Yes Bound By Whatever Human Community
Rules Verily i Will Prove This
Naked True
Flowers are Blooming
No Matter What Human
Thinks FLoWeRS
To Color
Words or
Think As God Just Does IT
And i’m not Selling Shoes
Or Any Other Human Tools
Just Being Barefoot
🏝 Beach
i Am Free
To Color
“Ocean Whole”
Just F in Naked God
SMiLes Whales
And Sharks Now
Do More Than
BelieVE iN
God They
Swim God
As Water Waves
Ocean Whole In
Hands Of God’s Face
Never Separated
By any
Tool Now
Of Division
So How Do i
‘Know’… No
Words Required
i See Their Faith
Their Trust
Now Of Their
Souls Moreover
i See Doubt
And Fear
In Almost
All Human
To be
Ocean Whole
And Fearless Now
Free Living God
Swum By
Flown by
Air no Separation
Never Ever Any Doubt..
🌍🌊Present Gift Eternal
It’s Not Like It’s Anything New Same Naked
Idea Attributed to God In Jesus too in Verse 37
of the Gospel of Thomas Simplest Truth NoW
Dance Naked And Free Dance Naked And Free
Do That Until You Understand If You Can And Will
Human Languages All Cultural Tools As Clothes Bind Us
Together And Separate Us in Strife too This is why
i Dance Naked And Free… SMiLes Dear Sohair
Beautiful Day to You in Egypt Loved
The Video Very Inspirational
And Also Enlightening
As It Is ALWaYS Worth
Remembering At
Essence NoW
We aRe Not
Words We aRe
God’s Energy
Thru LiGHT
When We
Feel And
Sense God’s
Dance And
In Flow Within NoW
Just my View of Course
As We All Wear Unique
Of God
Yes Sharks
Too one of
God’s Longest
Surviving Creatures
Still swimming in
Flow only
Now What is
Required to Live…
Humans Will
They Have
Forgotten for
The MeeK iN
Balance This
Way Do
To iNHeRiT
Life On The
Good 🌍 EartH
Be Safe Dude it Doesn’t
Matter How ‘Bad’ You
Think You are With
Mean Words in The
World out of the
Military With
For Violent Actions
If You are Looking
For Trouble With
Soulless Criminals
No Matter Where
They Are From
Or what they
Look Like Without
Proper Authority
Of Weapons You
Are Gonna Find
Your Self on
The Dead
End of
A Knife…
Don’t be giving
Me no F Bombs
Either as You
Will NOT As
They only
Belong to
You Surely
Your Mother
Would not be
Happy about you
Talking to a
This Way
Get it Straight Up
Or Fall and Not Get
Up i understand
You are Troubled
But Your Life Is True Value..:)
Truly Smart Kids Don’t Spread ViRuSES And
Infect Grandma And Grandpa Dead When LED By Adults
With SMaRT LoVE SoULS.. Yep Nope ‘JeSuS’ Already
Met ‘Trump’ in A Desert And Said HELL NO to A Devil
Without A Soul… What Would Jesus Do At Church Chase People Out
Of Temples NoW Refusing To Wear Masks Without Souls JeSuS Already
Went… 70,000 Lives Saved By Christmas By Wearing Masks Remember
That Church, School, And Work if You Care About Life And All Of Us
You are Very Talented keep Growing Always
Your Tree of Creativity Free🙌🌊🎶😁🙏☺️!
Smiles i used to be
Very Quiet…
Fortunate am
i to bring Joy
In Words Now
All 8.3 MiLLioN
In Free Verse Poetry
And 13,505 Miles
In 83 Months Now
Of Public Dance…
My Retirement Yes
Golden Age Hobbies
Hehe… As i did not even
Speak Until 4 Years
Old.. haha my Wife
Used to complain
About My Quietness
And Now She Says
Go in the
Other Room…
It’s a Joy not
To Work leaves
Days For Soul
Please Call me
Fred the Beautiful
One in The Gravatar
Katie For Katrina
Neither Dances
Or Cares For Poetry
Cooking is her
Thing Hehe.. And
i surely Don’t Mind😁☺️
🎶 i find People in
India So Kind
It Must Be The
Feeling of 🙏 Namaste
Smiles Young Friend
Yamini that’s A
Beautiful Name
The Art
Of Your
Soul to
Give And
Share Free🙌☀️
SMiLes Dear Sohair
Essence Song And
Dance in Meditation
Will And Strength
Emotions Senses
Upon A Balance
Of Grace And
Love Real God
In Us Foundation
For All We May Accomplish
i Listen To Similar Meditative
Music Late At Night Working
Out as it Surely Brings
Trance Present
Ascending Yes
HeART of Strength
In Will of Focus as i
Make Similar Vocalizations
Without Words At All
To unleash my
‘Great White’ 🦈
Hope the
Focus Will
And Strength
A Shark to
Survive 450
MiLLioN Years
THere Is No Free
Love Without
Beats LiFE iN LiGHT
Power Force
to be i Am🌲
A Living Tree
Ever Green🌞
Indian Namaste Seeing LiGHT
Of God NoW in People Out oF Old Dusty
Covers of Books And Dead People So Refreshing NoW
“Such positive words bring us light 🙂 I love hearing from you!”
On The Poetry Trail Foreign Cultures So Soulful
Hello Dear Rafiah
Happy 7th Dear
FRiEnD Hope
You And Your
Husband And
All Your Loved
Ones Are Staying
Safe And Happy
Other Than That
i Miss You
You are
Always in
My Thoughts
And Prayers
With SMiLes
For my 6 Years
FRiEnD from
And Rafiah🙏☺️🎶
Smiles Rafiah i am
Thankful all You
Have Is A Pollen
Allergy But in
Deed that lingers
On I used to deal
With Allergies before
A Lot And Autoimmune
Issues but thank Goodness i guess
I’ve Gotten
Too old
at 60 For
That to want
Any Part of me…
Another Benefit
Of Aging Hehe..😉
SMiles No Baby yet
If not hope soon
For you as you
Will provide
So Much
Love I’m Sure..🙂
Thanks For
Keeping in
Touch stay
Safe And
Always Rule
Your Life❤️
With Love For All☺️
Yep If God Is Truth LiGHT iN Love
Obviously Trump And His Underlings REAL Foe of God
Prayers For Your Son
For Back To School
Safety Glad You
That Values
All Humans
It’s More
Further South
It’s Disgusting
And The Height
Of Soullessness
Without Empathy
Genocide of The
Vulnerable Slow Torture
In Orange
For History
And Herstory
To Record For
To Come
As Darkest
Example of
How Ignorance
Literally Kills
Love So
Truth in
Lost Praying to be Saved…
In A World So Busy
In A Life Complex
Scattering Friends
To All Four Winds
It is The Touch
That never
Forgets the
Soul Who Always
Finds A Way to Connect
Home Within
SMiLes May You
Two Always Meet
WaY iN
Smiles All My Pleasure
Thanks Again! Yamini…
Your Poetry Inspiring🙌😊
Hey Helloooove!
That’s Great!
So glad you are
Fever free!
May God
Continue to
Bless you this
Way Dearest FRiEnD
Checking Up again
On my FRiEnD Before
i Retire to Bed
Good Morning
Ocean Far away
Hope Sunshine
Is Making you
Feel Lovely Today
Smiles Dancing
In Most Crowded
Places Music So
Loud Buffering
By Tranquilities
Flowing Within
True indeed
Peace of
What You
Paint So Lovely
Here.. Smiles perhaps
Again Painting Will
Call my Soul too😊🙏
Story Tellers of
Poetry in Free
Verse Keeping
Family Traditions
Alive As The Smallest
Loves Of Life
Reach Deep
In Comfort
Of Childhood
Memories i grew
Up on A River Walked
To First Grade on
A Hill Transferred
To Catholic
Private School
In Second Grade
So Happy to
Return to
Life In
Walking Distance
Of 3rd Grade sweet
Childhood Memories
Soni such a Lovely
South Indian
Name Meaning
Goldsmith of Poetry
Too God Bless You
SMiLes only Vicariously
With Lovely People Showing
Their Homeland From South India..
Smiles my Young
Friend So many
For You to Come😊😁
Desire of Clouds Falling Rain Chasing
Away Blue Skies Below SMiLes Imelda
BeautifulPoetry Bringing Rain Songs☺️


Off to Frank And Xenia’s Places of Poetry and the gigoid
Place of Aphorisms From Sages of the Ages to Riff off of too
Anyway IT Helps to Muse
A Title Of A MacroVerse
An Upcoming Discovery Channel Series
Story About A Legend of Fred A Great
White Shark Makes it Unclear if Fred Lives So far
Smiles Dear
Savvy my
A Forest my
Soul A Beach
Just Like Your
Photo Dear FRiEnD 🏝
Smiles Ruelha..
Your Name is also
Beautiful and
A Sweet Pet
Name Soni
Your Grandfather
Gave you.. haha..
Never Really felt
Like a Fred or really
Any other Name now
Just Loving Existence
Free to be more like
Love my Wife has
A More Beautiful
Name But
Love knows
No Labels
Love is God
Smiles Bless
You 😁🤗😇
“Wow Katie….thank you for this piece.
This is such a beautifully poem….🎀🥰🎀🥰🎀🥰
Happy smiles to you.
In all that you do.
Keep on smiling too.
Because God loves you.
Just likes He loves me too.
A warm hug from me to you.
From India
To Florida.
SMiLes Dear Young
Friend Soni.. Please
Call me Fred hehe
The Pretty one
In the Gravatar
Is my Wife Katrina
Haha She Takes
Photos for me on
My Blog but
She neither
Cares For Public
Dance.. 13,505 Miles
Nor Does She
Care Much For
8.3 MiLLioN
Words of Free
Verse Poetry
In The Same
83 Months
Of Golden
Age Retirement…
But She Loves to Cook
Hehe… i am Honored to
Receive Kind Blessings
Of Poetic Words from
You Stay Blessed Dear
Smiles in
Of Your
Human Plus Kind
Takes Truth iN LiGHT
Heat Wave Summer
Nothing Burns Like
Clouds oF iGnorance
Little to No Rains of SMaRT LoVE..
Away Yet Close Brick Mortars Walls
Morning Glory Purple DiViNiTY PinK FiReD CoRE Free
Green Leaves Root Free Stones BReaTHE CoLoRS
Wind Dusts Air RiSinG
See Leaves FaLL
Again Tree Lives
Sky Portrait
what Remains
Spiraling After
Planes Fall Away
Clouds Always Seeing New Shine
Flowers Forgive Cracks
In Stones For Without
Them How Will They
Grow Nautilus Doesn’t
Plan A Shell Milky
Way Sun Flowers
NeVeR Forget How To Spiral
Even Though They Don’t Know
Seeing Deeper
Than Measure
Being More Than
Science Will Ever See Or Be i AM
SMiLes Frank Happy Chicago LiVinG
Dance Excursion… Late on Friday Night Gonna
Need Some More Styx Great White Hope to
Possibly Finish writing this tonight but Now
as Usual i’ll Just Give it a Spiraling Spin
as i finally am making it to Xenia’s Place of Poetry..:)
Nature Refreshes
Living Trees
Leaves Fall
Within Those These
Dream Discard
Day Ever More Now See..
Nature’s Always Whisper
You’re Welcome
SMiLes Xenia
Meaning of Name
And With That Said
The Rest of this is gonna
Wait For the Visit to the gigoid
place of Aphorisms as this Aphorism is Hitting A Bed..:)

In Gaelic/Irish:

“Tá tú bualadh mo chroí, an anáil i mo chorp, an solas i mo anam.”

“You are the beat of my heart, the breath in my body, the light in my soul.”

~~ Spoken to Eve Dallas by Roarke ~~

~~ Excerpt from “Indulgence In Death” by Nora Roberts ~~


“Grief can take care of itself, but to get the full value of joy
you must have somebody to divide it with.”

— Mark Twain

One LiVeS Joy Will Be Equally Difficult
to Divide And Share With SomEone
YeT Online DeSTRoYS
Side Note: Getting Here Close
to Noon today.. usually just Running
on Fumes Late at Night Interestingly
The Depth of Capitalization of
Individual Deeper Words
of Metaphors Whole
Expands With More
Fuel of Muse in iMaGiNaTioN’S
CReaTiViTY Let the Art Flow
Then the Science Will Look Back
And Say WoW aHa NoW HoW A Human Condition IS Set Free
‘Seeing’ iN Balance Best Yin First Then Yang Dance First Then Song

“There is only one universal passion: fear.”

~~ George Bernard Shaw ~~

Let’s Not Forget
Lust We Just
Fail to Express It
Freely Sadly NoW As Then
Dam Puritan Chasity Belts
That Don’t Allow Human Organs to Play BReATHE Freely
Smiles of Butterfly Wings and Bees Set Free to FLoWeR

“Convictions are more dangerous
enemies of truth than lies.”

~~ Friedrich Nietzsche ~~

True, Overall, WHeRe i Live
OuT THeRE Lies Are Seen
AS Truth Moreover iN Dark Than LiGHT

Keep me away from the wisdom which does not cry,
the philosophy which does not laugh,
and the greatness which does not bow before children.

~~ Kahlil Gibran ~~

It’s true Without Emotions We
Sense And Feel We aRe Just
Empty Shells Basically
Just Words…
Or Empty Bibles
Dusty Covers
Not Even
Kind Enough
to Wear a Mask
And Save Grand Pa
And Grand Ma’s Breath

“Grown-ups never understand
anything by themselves, and it is tiresome for children
to be always and forever explaining things to them.”

— Antoine de Saint Exupery, The Little Prince

Dance And Sing Without
School, Instruction, Work
or Pay Just Dance Just
Sing Free
Don’t Play
By Themselves
Don’t Forget to
Touch Yourself And Others too…:)

“Integrity is what we do, what we say,
and what we say we do.”

— Don Galer

My Dance Makes Way More Impact than my Song…

“The life of money-making is one undertaken under compulsion, and
wealth is evidently not the good we are seeking, for it is merely useful
for the sake of something else.”

— Aristotle

i left that Nasty New Green
Habit behind Now
of my
Tree Grow
For Real With
Roots So Much
Deeper than New
World Green Before
the Apple My Garden Old Green
of Eden Now Real Naked And Free Living Loving Free.. Wanna Fresh Apple this go ‘Round…

“Do something every day that you don’t want to do; this is the golden rule for acquiring
the habit of doing your duty without pain.”

— Mark Twain

i Love Dancing a Tight
Rope Just Practice ’till
You Dance it Higher and
Longer And the Dance And Song Never Ends Evolving Soul For Real…

“Good character, like good soup, is usually homemade.”

— Practical Bee

Unless One Comes From ‘the Orange Kingdom”…

“Courage is not the towering oak that sees storms come and go;
is the fragile blossom that opens in the snow”

— Alice M. Swaim

As A Willow Blows

“The worst sin towards our fellow creatures is not to hate them,
but to be indifferent to them; that’s the essence of inhumanity.”

— George Bernard Shaw

YeaH.. IT’s True Look How
Hard ‘Trumps’ Work STiLL
Gaining THiS ATTention; ExplainS iT All Short…

“Great thoughts come from the heart.”

— Marquis of Vauvenargues (1715-1747)
— Maxim cxxvii

True HeART Sees With SPiRiT SoUL

“”On with the dance, let joy be unconfined” is my motto,
whether there’s any dance to dance or joy to unconfine.”

— Mark Twain


Finally made it to the gigoid place of Aphorisms
From the Sages of the Ages More Happy Talk Now
To Come Sooner Or Later As Long As Dreams Come True
Now for the Tale of the Tape Just for The Record Books so Far…
“ReTuRN oF GReAT WHiTE HoPE NoW” Finishing Up STiLL For
Now And Only STaRTiNG AGAiN oF CouRSE True as WeLL iN LiGHT
‘Good Idea’
i Like
‘Wait a Minute’
Back on track
Tale of the Tape Now
As “Oh CaPTaiN WHeRE ArT THoU NoW”
Is Not Only the 1000th Blog Post of my Google
Platform Blogger Avenue Blogging on the “KATiE MiA
Aghogday” Blog as Record Keeping and Making Goes there too
But Yes the 927th MacroVerse of Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem
“SonG oF mY SouL” my Entire Word Press Blog for the Last 83
Months Since 8.18.13 in 8.3 MiLLioN Words of that Effort that
is soon to come to 8.4 MiLLioN Words by 8.18.2020.. Yes
For “SonG oF mY SoUL 7 YearS Old” Celebrating that
Effort Next MacroVerse For Sure.. oh Lord this is
Getting a bit Complicating as i continue to Dance
This Tight Rope ‘HeaR’ as “Oh CaPTaiN WHeRE
ArT THoU NoW” Also Doubles as the 255th
MacroVerse Now of “Nether Land Bible”
WHeRE That 5,853,058 Word Effort
Continues Now As Bible Epic Long
Form Poem Subchapter oF “SonG
oF mY SoUL NoW iN 50 Months
of Doing that too.. and finally the “CaPTaiN”
MacroVerse Triples as the 153rd MacroVerse of
“FB Profile Pic Bible” in 38 Months of Writing That
Epic Long Form Poem Bible Subchapter in 4,241,926
Words As Part of Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem
“SonG oF mY SoUL” True too Lord Knows and Feel and
Senses this is a Whole Lotta LuViN Happy Talk Even More
As There are Volumes 2018, 2019, and 2020 With MacroVerse
Dedicated to Each Annual Effort Close to Memorial Day Weekend
And on Average Around 7,000 Words are included in the Description
Areas of all My Facebook Profile Pics yes, Since Memorial Day Weekend
of 2017.. Do You have a Headache yet.. Don’t Worry i don’t expect anyone
to read any of this actually as this is what it takes me to stay in Flow Always
in the Kingdom of Autotelic Flow Yes Heaven Within Mastering the Emotional
Regulation of My Feelings and Senses too.. Same thing And Stuff with my “Free
Verse Nude Poetry” All 6 Volumes of that Erotic Poetry Novel and around 20,000
or so iLLuSTRaTioNS oF iT All too with the 112,340 Words Maintaining THeRE Much
too Hot of a Human Natural Art to Link on my PG Rated Blog as i just don’t want anyone
Stumbling in where they do not wannabe.. as it’s a Cautioned Blog to Go in.. but never the
less ain’t giving
Anyone an invitation
to come unless they
really wanna be a part
of that Freest Art of Human Kind
Giving And Sharing Free for i do BeLiVE iN
The Golden Rule Giving More Than TaKinG That Way too..
All Healthy ‘Usual’ Dudes have surely got their Share of the
Golden Rule of that.. and i do believe i’ve Just about given
more than i take now too.. took about 7 Years since August
of 2013 to catch up on that too.. but hey.. it’s like Barnes and
Noble.. i read a book there dancing in Free Verse Meditating
Dance Listening to Meditative Music Entertaining the Starbucks
Crowd for free Yes Fully Clothed At Age 60 too.. but i do this to
Evolve my own Soul if anyone wants to see what i do that works
they are welcome too as this Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem
Lives No Part of Human Reality Lost or Hidden From View at least
for those who wanna join in on just part of the Whole Human Condition Buffet
i Bring as Participant Anthropology Bible Writer Now.. Neither Pleasure or Love
is ‘Bad’ in all the Ways it comes as long as no one is Hurt and all is Mutual And
Consensually done according to all Local, State, and Federal Laws True but yes
We have Freedom of Religion and Expression As A First Amendment Right for
Full Pursuit of Happiness Individually Flavored if Heaven is the place ya wanna
Be with Your Right to Liberty and Life too.. that Freedom is Up to You.. so far We
Have the Right but the Right is a Privilege We may Not Always Have if We Do Not
Work to only
Talk about
Butt Do Freedom
For Real as Well..
Everyone Has their
Own Flavor of Happy
Dance and Song Some folks
Just Walk, Or Stand, or Sit and
Some Folks Just Talk or Barely Say
Anything at all Whatever Works For You
without Harming Others and the Rest of Nature
Works for me but of course Determining What is
What Where and How And When for that is a Work
of Art True in LiGHT And DaRK True Anyway the Dance
Hall Dance With All the Cool College Age Folks is Still on
Covid-19 Shut-Down-Hold Since 3.12.2020.. and it’s gonna
Probably Be that way until Next Summer at least.. the Military
Gym is Closed too and it will Probably Stay that way too until then
But there is Still Home Gym And Public Masked Dance in stores and
Dancing around the Neighborhood Blog Miles Every Night as Well too..
As Public Dance Now Rises to 13,513 Miles in 83 Months too and that Covers
This That
and the
Other Thing
except for
MacroVerse Memories
3 Years to Date With Memories
in those Memories since 8.13.13 when
“SonG oF mY SoUL” Started too as Chambers
of this ‘Stately Mansion’ of Words Continue to Evolve
in More Doors to Open up even More Chambers and Spiraling
Arms of Cat-6 Or So Hurricane Winds of iMaGiNaTioN And Creativity
Set totally Free From Calm Center Eye High Balance of me as Tranquility Dances

And Sings


to Be
i Am NoW

With “Happy Talk” More
In the Kingdom of Heaven
For Real at Least FoR Me Essence
SPiRiT HeART SoUL Evolving in DarK Thru LiGHT
For Real Even More to Be i AM ETeRNaLLY NoW LoVE

“i AM A JesuS2 HoW ‘bOuT yoU2”.. Don’t Know About Y’all but i’m Not Afraid to Admit i’M Love

“000 SeCrET AGenT oF GoD”.. It’s No Secret That Love is God And Women Are Masters
of Love

“SuPeR WoMeN oF GoDoH”… Do You See ‘Victoria’s Secret’ Soul Plain in ‘Sight’ Yet…

“1HuRRiCaNESoUL96″… SeLF ExPLaNaTorY

SeCrETS NoW iN BRoaD BAnDSiGHT.. No Comment Needed…

“A MeSSeNGeR oF DancESonGLoVE” Yes or No… Yes…

“Slide Shows Soul Muse”.. Still Coming…

OK All This Needs Now is Another Broad Way Musical
From ‘A Keeper of the Land’ All It’s MiSSinG is a Bit of
Color to Make it a More Beautiful Song Don’t Worry
i’ll Take Care of the Dance First With More Colors coming…

As This Completes “ReTuRN oF GReAT WHiTE HoPE NoW”
On 8.8.2020 at 1:44 PM at Least the Writing Part… Gotta Put it ALL Together to
E-Publish Now Hopefully by The End of the Poetry Day Still To Dance And Sing More..:)











BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

8.3 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW

“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)

Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)

“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)

Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)

“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)

“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)

“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)

“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months” True A Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bible At This Size in 80 Months… Along With 13,133 Miles of
Public Dance Doesn’t Come Everyday Anywhere of Course But
It Does Come Here And Close to 60 Year-Old Dudes (on 6.6.60)
Don’t ‘Normally’ Cover Themselves
With Poetry They Naked Write
Either Nor Write 6 New Testaments
as Part of that with 9 Sub-Chapter Epic
Titled Long Form Poem Bibles Either Longer  than
the Old King James Effort Each Subchapter Bible Effort
As All 6 Newer Epic Long Form Poem Testaments are Larger
Than That Old Effort As Well too.. Anyway “SonG oF mY SoUL”
8 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible Overall
Is 10xGreater than the Size of the Old King James Effort and 100XGreater
than the Size of the Quran and Yes Over 5XGreater than the Old Mahābhārata
1.8 MiLLioN Word Effort in Epic Long Form Poems That Of Course took Centuries
to Complete With Innumerable Ghost Authors too..
Of course This Doesn’t Have
A Target Audience as
Epic Long Form Poem
Bibles Are About ALL
Yes ‘Class’ LiTeRaLLY Forevermore now
God All Always Beginning Story MoRE NoW
i’m Just  Wind One With Holy Creative SPiRiT FLoW Through NoW

It’s Worth Noting As Far As An Historical Art of Epic Long Form Poem
Free Verse Bible And Or Newer Testament Writing.. Either By Oral Or Written Tradition Doing it Naked
Is Surely Keeping This Fearless Free Art Tradition Oldest One In Deed
Not Suggesting anyone else do it..
but for those who
do let’s
JusT DancESing Fear
Is No Part of THeir
God That Is Both Love And Flesh and Blood Real

“One Blood One-Body”

“May Days 6th NeW LeNTeN TesTaMeNT 2020” 13 MacroVerses Naturally coming Since
The MacroVerse Appropriately Pandemic Named Before the Pandemic Came
As Prophecies often come and go this way for Real too..
Yes.. “Rushing the Flu Away” as it is still Not
Clear what kind of Month Long January 2020
Virus my Wife and i  Experienced
But Anyway Typically this is what
Does Naturally come with
An 8 MiLLioN Word
Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem Titled “SonG oF mY
SoUL”  Still  coming in 80 Months along
NoW with 13,060 Miles of Public Dance
As This “May Days 6th New LeNTeN TesTaMenT 2020”
Is the 919th MacroVerse of that Entire Effort True iN LiGHT too..
And once Again typically Bible Writers And Other Sacred and Holy Text
Creative Spirit Writers Do It all Nude too as Fearless Freedom is Inherent in
the Flow of the Holy and Creative
Ecstatic Frission of the Autotelic
Continuing River FLoW iN  Laser Focus iN
ZonE Head to Toe Mind.. Body and Soul of Getting
And Keeping the Whole EPic Long Form Bible Poem Writing
Adventure Properly MuSeD And iNSPiReD EVeN More for what
We aRe Literally Dancing And Singing Here NoW in Science way too
Is Generating All Naturally the Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
And all the Peptide Connections All Together Over A Quadrillions Connections
As Many Or More Star Connections iN UNiVeRSE More As Science continues to
to See With Human Aided Eyes but Anyway New Testaments Never End as Far As Human
God Within Force Love Pure Potential Even More.. in other words i am always Starting A
New Testament of
God HumanPotential WiTHiN
LiGHTiNG uP mY “Christmas Tree
SPiRiT Flow Of my Soul To Dance And
Sing Even More.. True.. THere Are No Old
Books Here to Limit Human Potential More or Less..:)

“FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2020 4 MiLLioN Words 3 Years”…Yes Indeed A Bit Epic as
The Title Is Almost Self-Explanatory with of Course Fully iLLusTRaTinG Pics
Straight From My Facebook Personal Page too.. Anyway there are actually
3 Volume Years as Linked complete in the Title Link Above comprising
2018, 2019, and 2020 as this Epic Long Form Poem First of its
Kind No Doubt.. hehe at Least this Size Has an Average
Of 7,000 Words in Each Facebook Profile Pic
Description Area As this New style Epic
Long Form Poem Bible is Fully
Illustrated Not only with
Facebook Pics to Help
Tale the Epic Long
Form Poem Bible Story
but Yes YouTube Video Songs
And Information to Accompany it All too..
And Of Course This is Only Half of Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” that to date at this
Point Carries 8.1 MiLLioN Words over the Course of 81
Months.. along with 13,260 Miles of Public Dance in the
Same Span of Dates As Well..  So Yeah Ongoing “FB
Profile Pic Bible Vol 2020 4 MiLLioN Words 3 Years”

“7 YearS HeAVeN WiTHiN NoW 2020”.. JusT ANoTHeR MiLeSToNE And FEaTNoTE
to Celebrate Eternally NoW WiTHiN.. Yes.. A Common Experience Across CuLTuRES
Referred to By Metaphors Like Nirvana.. Satori.. Bliss.. Prana.. Tao.. Even
Kundalini Rising and Chi.. Yes Just Other words in Metaphors for
Autotelic Flow Sweet Spot ‘tween Apathy and Anxiety
Continuing Ever Increasingly Complex
Dance And Song
on A Tight Rope Now
No one Religion or Human
Owns this KingQueenDoM oF
HeaVeN WiTHiN Eternally NoW
No Myth.. No Hyperbole.. This Place IS ReAL NoW


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17 Responses to ReTuRN oF GReAT WHiTE HoPE NoW

  1. Frank Hubeny says:

    Good description of clouds: “A Bit of Magic Art to See and Save
    All Performed
    for Free
    Art Always
    Coming With a Surprise
    Within.. Above.. so Below
    And All Around Now For ReaL”

    It was the shadow of the frog in the first photos that made me realize he was there otherwise he blended in so well with the pavement.

    I haven’t seen Helloboy II, but I liked the video of “Can’t Smile Without You”. I may have to watch that movie.

    • Smiles Frank.. Thanks So Much for
      Dropping by “ReTuRN oF GReAT WHiTE HoPE NoW”
      And Quoting my Words “A Bit of Magic Art to See and Save
      All Performed
      for Free
      Art Always
      Coming With a Surprise
      Within.. Above.. so Below
      And All Around Now For ReaL”
      Smiles Obviously Nature Surprises
      Both Dark And Light But What Nature
      Seems to Love the Most in Action and
      Consequence is the Beauty of Balance
      When We Become the River the Seed
      And The Flower Blooming Life More
      Than Killing Fields of Chaff that
      No Longer Breathes Wheat
      The Frog Amphibious
      In Adaptation to
      Change in
      Balance Blends
      in And Lives As
      Water and Land Same
      As Mud Mix of Living Nature
      to See And Breathe Yet Never
      Take More than Give.. Human Beings
      Will Learn Much more From Frogs than
      ‘The Dollar Bill God’ Will ever take away from Breathe…
      The Real Virus The Worst Virus on the Face of God
      Nature the Earth Returning From Space to See How
      Zombie Cultures Eat the Face of God Defacing All that
      is Beautiful of a Blue and Orange Orb of God’s Sight
      Freer to Be Living Breathing In Balance Land And
      Water of Freedom Just to Be i am Seeing..
      Smiles Basically Our Cultures overall
      Are Earth Bound Misfits for the
      Balance that sees the
      Beauty of Existence
      Free Just
      And Free
      As Stars
      Birth Our Dust to See
      Dark Is Light And Clouds Are
      Sun Bringing Life Giving Rain for
      Frogs to Dance And Sing in a Style

      of ‘God Sees’


      FRiEnDS With Gravity

      Hopping Dancing Singing Away from
      Road Kill Human Life Suffocating more than ever..

  2. DarK iS Light
    Is DarK NoW
    i Dance First
    Then i Sing
    in Balance
    of Love’s
    Grace in
    Will And
    Fear Loving
    All Dark Thru
    LiGHT Harming
    All of Nature Least Now
    Without Any Instruction
    At All Free Verse LiGHT
    iN LiFE’S Truths Works FoR Me
    i Find Paths Within i Explore i Evolve
    As Love Breathes Free iN LiGHT As my Truth
    To Share And Give All Free i Find Receiving
    Best is Giving
    i get tired of
    Same Old Phrases of Words
    in Old Songs And Steps in Old Dances
    So i Create New ones to Pass Days Forevernow
    MoRE NeW

    What i Love
    Most Are
    SMiLEs i Give…

    This is my GOlden
    Age Hobby Never
    Old A Smile Within Breathes Younger
    Freer to Create in Give And Share Free..:)

    SMiLes Dear Sohair
    ReaLiTy Greater
    Than Numbers of
    Humans Will
    Count indeed
    Too Many
    Views to
    Sing in
    Colors of
    God EYes True
    Both iN DarK ThrU LiGHT
    Beyond All Colors
    See And
    ALWaYS SeeKinG
    Of God
    To Be i Am

    Is Day The
    Most Lovely
    Evening to
    All You
    FRiEnD Savvy
    A Beautiful Name
    Of Deed🌞😁🙏

    Deepest Roots Love
    Tendering Mother’s
    Touch Leaves Seeing
    Colors Homeward
    Bound Love
    NeVeR HideS Now

    Thank You And God Bless
    You Too Savvy And All Who
    And What You LoVE iN LiFE
    In Oldest Traditions
    Soul Free
    HeART Wind Seeing

    “Understanding King” Now
    ‘Savvy Raj’ interpreted through
    Hindi Why Does Queen Not Come
    First Smiles
    Of Course
    First Verily in
    Birth of Human
    Breath Males
    Are Sprinkled in
    Last even in the Womb
    As Yes Queen Comes Before King
    SMiLes Deeply
    i understand
    the Root of
    My Love
    And Respect
    the Same Birth
    in All Others (Love)
    in my own Ways of
    Dance And Song Just
    Riffing off of Beeethoven’s
    ‘Moonlight Sonata’ And ‘Shiva’s
    Dance’ With my own Style of ‘FreDNaTaRaJi’…
    Trust no
    Humor mY FRiEnD..
    Life Births TRuLY iN A Smile
    And Laugh Spelling Love’s Core


    i Personally View God
    As A Smile and Laugh in
    Birth of Love JusT BeCause i Can
    And Will True Magic of Do iN LiGHT oR DaRK

    Smiles Frank You Are Welcome Dancing All
    Day Publicly Verily Makes
    FRiEnDS WiTH Gravity Free Verse iN Deed.

    For 12,000 Or so
    Years Since the
    Start of ‘Toxic
    As Agriculture
    Begins Sitting STiLL
    With Greed Hoarding
    GrainS in Jealousy
    Of Larger Silos is it
    Any Surprise that
    ‘Man’ ATTeMPTS
    To Cover And
    Trap (God) Love
    In Idols Statues
    Of Words And Put
    (Woman) in PriSoN
    Then Too No For
    This is
    Divorce of
    Human Wed to Naked
    Nature of God Starts
    Now These Toxic
    Eat Nature and
    Our Nature of God
    The Face of Our Nature
    Our Home our EartH
    The ‘ManMade’
    Zombie 🧟‍♂️
    Now As
    Back Meek
    With A Whisper
    Of Wrath out of
    A Bat Cave too
    ‘Sins of the Fathers’
    Veils oF iGNoRaNCE
    UnCoVeReD ReVeaLeD…

    ANoTHeR ‘FReDNaTaRaJi’ Ending
    Beginning Never Finishing ALWaYS
    STarTinG DancENoW ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’

    SMiLes Women
    Paint Make-Up
    For The Same
    ‘Reason’ Now
    Others Create
    New… ART
    No Different
    Than Poetry
    Your Make-Up
    Too… Happy Humans
    New Art
    Always That
    A Mirror
    Does not
    Get Bored…
    Hehe.. My Wife
    At 50 Doesn’t Wear
    And the
    Mirror is Yet
    To Refuse
    She is
    Of All
    Mona Lisa
    Still At 50..
    i once compared
    Her To Egyptian
    “Don’t Slight Me”…
    My Wife Doesn’t
    Wear A Wig
    Did Either
    Or Color Her Hair
    True… Not Every
    Goddess i’ll
    Read this to Her
    And She’ll Say.. ‘Meh’..
    Hard to
    But She
    Never Give Up…
    Therefore.. 8.4 MiLLioN
    Words of Free Verse Poetry
    And 13,530 Miles of
    Public Dance
    In The Same
    Seven Years
    In The Longest
    EPiC Long Form
    Bible Poem Ever
    ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’
    i am Celebrating on
    Anniversary Date
    Of 8.18.2020
    Since 8.18.2013
    It’s What ‘You’
    God Gifts You
    With A Goddess and
    OTHeR UNlimited Muse🏝

    “WHere Did We Come
    From WHere Are We
    Going” Now The Dance
    The Song That
    Bonds And
    Binds Us Most
    The Simple Love
    Of Connection
    The Science
    The Religion
    Of What We aRe
    The Dance And
    Song of Loving
    Breath SMiLes
    Dear FRiEnD
    In many
    Faux News Ways
    Tore Down The Freedom
    Of My Mother’s Love Sadly
    For All.. Yet i Understand
    That Yang of Reason
    Yes Science And Art
    Of Religion
    Now Hold Hands
    In Balance Within
    Or We Lose Gravity
    And Fall As Always
    To Remain in
    The Circle
    Of Life
    We Balance
    Greatest Law
    Of Nature Change
    Hehe… i never
    Read The Book
    (Just Did Wiki Notes)
    ‘Origin’… Yet We All
    Dance And Sing 🌟🎨
    And Paint
    Origin As The
    Breathing Star
    Dust We Continue
    To Shine As Seeds
    And FLoWeRS
    Of 🌻 Sun/Star
    FLoWeRS 🌺 🌞Seed
    WE ARe
    All Moving
    Away From
    Or to A SMiLe
    i Feel i Sense
    WHere i Am
    Going NoW
    This SMiLe
    is For You☺️

    First Dark Then Light
    Then Dance Then Song
    Then Human Creates Symbols
    In Poetry Relating Essence
    Of Existence in
    Forms We Create…
    “Nataraj’’… Symbol of
    Shiva’s Dance is Used
    For The CERN Hadron
    Particle Accelerator in
    Sweden as it searches
    For ‘The God Particle’
    For Unifying Core
    Of Existence
    From a
    ‘Western’ Point
    Of View Aldous Huxley
    In The Linked Video From
    1961 Describes How the Symbol
    The Work of Indian Art Dancing
    Shiva Already Describes The
    Yoga Unity of Existence as
    Religion And Science
    Hold Hands
    In This Symbol
    For the Ego That
    Shiva’s Dance Stands
    On Is Our Neo-Cortex
    That Will Be Escaped in
    Flow of Dance Leg Lifted
    In Balance Friends With
    Gravity One Arm Raised
    In Calm one Arm Drum
    Beats Existence
    Into Creation
    And the
    Other Arm
    Of Fire Destroys
    In A Circle of Life
    That Relates ‘Movement
    And Repose of God’ Symbols
    Yes Statues of Words Poetry
    Then Attributed to Jesus in
    The Gospel of Thomas…
    “I Am Here For You”
    Symbol Essence
    Of The Word
    Jewish Symbol
    In A Square Also…
    SMiles Yamini that
    Means Night as Origin
    Of Day As Moon Then Sun…
    mY SiGNaTuRE Pose Naturally
    Coming after 13,530 Public Dance
    Miles that i Place in my “Facebook
    Profile Pic Circle” Naturally Relates
    ‘The Shiva Dance’ Too
    The Calm The
    Fire The Flow
    RiVeR ETernAlly
    Now The HeART
    BeaT of Our Existence
    We LoVE iN Deed SPiRiT
    Of Our
    SMiLes Dear
    FRiEnD How Important
    NiGHT is BRinGing Day to LiGHT🙌🌟

    WHere is Our Mind Now
    Is It in Our Walk and Talk
    Or Is it in our Dance And
    Song That Flows in
    Balance Harmony
    And Peace With
    Other Dances
    And Songs of Loving Life
    Smiles Young SaaniaSparkle
    That’s Why i Dance First And then
    i Sing to Stay As Young as You are
    at 60 as i am more than ‘Words’ and ‘Steps’
    i ‘know’ not what
    i do i ‘know’
    Yet i Feel
    And Sense
    A Dance And
    Song of Eternal Spirit

    Used to hate waiting
    In Lines Now Such
    A Cool Challenge
    Dancing Floating
    Slow Enough
    To others but
    So Very Complex
    From Head To
    Toe Hooked
    Up to whatever
    Music i choose
    Give me 3 Feet of
    Space And i
    Am UNiVerSE
    Whole one
    With Gravity
    ‘the Masks’🎭
    Above So Very Free🕺🙌
    At Best River is
    Time All is Flow
    Story We Tell
    And Do oldest
    Human communication
    Oral Tradition Of Free
    Verse Dance
    And Song
    Where Soul
    Includes More
    Than Just
    inDeed Now
    Soul Becomes
    Free Dance And
    Song to touch everyone
    This Way Again NoW With
    Eyes and Ears Remembering
    How To See And
    Hear With Feat
    Of Dance Song Free

    Smiles Savvy Lovely
    To receive Reciprocal
    Social Communication
    In Free Verse Flow in
    All my Travels online
    In The Poetry World
    You are only a third
    Person i have
    Met Capable
    Of this on
    The Fly of
    Life Takes
    So Much
    As Free
    Verse Dance
    And Martial
    Arts in Free
    Air and
    Water i Dance
    With a Hand
    This Way
    When i Become
    The Weight of
    The Towel
    Of God’s
    Free Flying
    On Terrestrial
    Land With Wings
    So much more of
    An Accomplishment
    Free than only
    On Water hehe
    Have a Nice
    Dear Savvy🕺☺️ 🎭

    Reminds Me of the Come
    To the Mountains Beer
    Commercial for Coors
    Beer And how Hard both
    Were to Find in Teenage
    Years oh Lord the Innocence
    Of those Days and You are
    Not far behind me either from
    Dino Flintstone
    Days yes back
    To the Future now
    With Dollywood
    And Frigging Biff
    Is President and
    Where the Hell
    Is Michael J Fox
    And The Nutty
    Professor When We
    Need Them most Well
    Anyway There is always
    Come to the Mountains to go🙌

    Darn i fell asleep
    And missed your
    Call now i miss you
    Again but i am So
    Very Happy You
    Feel Much
    Better now
    Today Will
    What For
    Your Art
    With SMiLes😊

    Smiles Nature Consumes
    Nature At Best Giving
    Becomes Receiving
    Complete Whole
    Symbol of A
    Snake Now
    Its Tail With
    No Separation
    In This Way We aRe
    Equal We Breathe the
    As Long
    As We Do🌍😁🎶

    SMiLes one of
    My Favorite
    Shows Hehe
    When i am
    Just a Bit
    Younger than
    You “I Dream
    Of Jeanie”
    Her Gift
    Was Her
    Smile And
    Kind Eyes
    Magic Enough
    To see thanks for
    The old make-up
    Memory Magic is Real
    We All
    In Colors of Life🎨

    We aRe Beginning
    End Never Finishing
    ALWaYS STarTinG Eternally
    Now Roots Branches Dance Leaves
    Sing Falling From Our Living Trees
    SPRinG Green
    We Continue Breathe🌲
    Thank You Dear
    Savvy Hope Your
    Day Is Bright With
    Colors Warm in Tranquility

    HuWoMaNiTY SPeaKs
    CReaTiViTY OnE VoiCE
    NoW DiFFeRenT SamE
    SuPraOrGaNisM oF MiNDS
    ReD WHiTE GRay AnD BLaCK
    APoLLo HeBeS ToWeRinG aBoVE
    UPoN MoRNinG
    WordS oF LoVE
    SWoRDS CaUTioN
    ROaR NoW
    River is my Home the Sky is my Breathe..
    the Lands are my Feet and my Home is alive
    All of Existence Whole We aRe aLWays pART NoW
    Forests or not clapping WitH A LeaF oF FiG
    Gentle Waves Of Mind Is A Place to Be
    Then Dance And Song Come to Play
    Thank You During A Course of 83 Months
    Moving Meditation Dance in Public Leg Pressing
    Strength Went From 500 Pounds to 1520 Pounds Max NOW
    By A Way Free Verse Poetry 8.4 MiLLioN Words of Bible in Moving
    Meditation Flow of Dance Fingers Soul True too in 84 Months
    Other Animals Spend THeir Life in Balance of Flow
    Conserving Energy Expending More When Needed
    They Thrive ACroSS A Lifespan Now As A Participant
    Anthropology Observer I’ve Watched An Entire Website
    Live Life With ‘Half A Mind and Body Soul Less’ of Humanity
    A Snooze of “Half A Mind And Body Soul” Or Lose It’s As Simple
    And Complex as a Meditative Dance too… Addiction.. iT’s KiNDA
    SiMPLY Lose YouR HuWoMaNiTY Do somEthing ELse… DanCinG
    SinGinG PoEtrY…FLoWinG… ‘ToWeRS’…
    ‘Building More Stately Mansions’
    OnE THinG TwO THinG
    ThreE THinG MorELoVE
    TooLs BrinG Cold iN MeTaL EYes
    OVeR HandS NoW
    THaT HoLD
    Arms THaT Hug
    Tree oF LiFE LoVE…
    RePlace Love For The
    DancES AnD SinGS iN SoUL
    EYes oF LoVE MoRE THaNoW
    Better Yet ‘They’ Smile to Heights
    of Heaven Within Without A Word
    Connecting LiGHT of DancE (GoD) SMiLes
    NoW As Far As God Breathes
    Not Even A Breath of ‘Wind’
    MuSiC MaGiC CoMMoN
    BonD SonG Lifting
    Dance God NoW As
    Us Higher And Higher
    HeART BeaTS VoCaL
    Clue: ‘Those’ Are Not ‘Real Men’ Only Symbols of
    Men Trying to Find ‘The Wind’ ‘The Way’ Many Metaphors
    to Seek and Find God Within… i Realize WHere i Live i am
    Mostly SpeaKinG to ‘The Wind’ Sadly Most Folks Do Not ‘HeaR
    The Wind’ Dancing Singing Back Within… Best Forgiving ‘Them’
    For What They Do Not See of ‘Wind’ Until You Give Them A
    Thorn Worth Pulling Out For FLoWeR RiSinG God Rose
    Clue: Psychopathic Leaning Folks Have Great Difficulty
    Interpreting Metaphors Voila Explaining So Much in Life Keeping me Safe
    i Agree i Used to Live On A Dark Side of A Moon too.. A View is Grey Scale
    ANoTHeR Side of A Moon is LiterAlly Heaven Within NoW… PeRHaPS A ‘ReaL
    Effortlessly Dancing A Tight Rope
    With A Million Dreams of Colors…
    LovE To YoU Too mY FriEnD
    A CHiLD’s
    EYeS GRoW
    LoVE HiGHeR
    Left Foot Right
    Foot Balance One
    SinGS iDealS oR NoNE…
    WHeN A HoMeLesS WO/MaN
    BeCoMeS A KinGQueeN oF A
    UNiVeRSe Multi-Verse MoRE
    If ‘God’ Will Speak With a Voice of Nature Now
    Wear A Condom Always And Plant More Trees
    Than You Cut Down Now Bad News is Y’all are
    God All Nature’s Least Favorite Creature As YouR
    CuLTuRES ARE ViRuSeS EaTiNG FacE oF LiVinG NaTurE oN EarTH
    A Confession i Make Been a Bit Distracted Yes 60 Years and 2 Months
    From Finishing This Message i’ve Noticed SomethinG oN EartH EVeRYWHeRE
    i Go oN EarTH ThE WoMaN ARE iNCReDiBLY Beautiful My Gosh Have You Seen
    my Facebook Profile Pic Photo Album So many… Wow i Even Found A GreaTesT ANGeL
    And She Doesn’t Even Age Evidence Is Copious Best oF aLL too… True i took Her to Pensacola State College A Professor Asked Her if She Was A New Student on Campus He Really Noticed Her… True Before This is Over Katrina Will Be A Legend too And Just to Be Super Nice i plan
    on leaving a Few Gifts Behind For Others Yes in some ways the Internet Never Ages Either
    And Is The Gift That Keeps Coming And Going and Giving So Much Again
    “When The World Is Running DowN You Make The Best of What Is Still
    Around” Spirals Curves Still Ahead Baby TaKE DeLiGHT HEaVeN NOW
    No BLeSSinG Like A Mother Colored as Love Star Stuff All ReLaTinG
    BReViTY NoW NoT WHaT i Do MosT As HosT Yes i Do First Last
    LeasT too Creative Storm BReWinG P. E. R. F. E. C. T. L. Y. NoW
    Sweet Zone ‘Tween Boredom And Anxiety BaLanCinG TiGHT RoPE DanCE
    EFFoRTLeSSLY iNCReaSinG CoMPLeXiTY No Ambition Necessary Wind Is
    So Much Different Overall Than Group Thinking Western Civilizations
    ‘Forcing Dominating Competing Raping’ MosT aLL in Sight
    Flow Together too in All the Ways Dance And Song Comes
    Free Hand-in-Hand Cooperating For Challenging JoY iN LiFE
    Again One Must Find Balance ‘Tween Boredom And AnxietY iNCReaSinG
    ComPLeXiTY LiKe EDGinG TanTRiC Art Sex Wanting Shores Dew Lit
    Passion Raging Waves Coming Washing Away Seas of Desire Steps As
    Dance… Words As Song NaUTiLusTLoVE GRoWS OCeAN WHoLE MoRE NoW
    Spoiler Alert: Love Wins ‘Trumps’ Lose As ALWaYS HeART BeaTS oF LiGHT
    BreaK ThrU DarK STarTinG “SonG oF mY SoUL 7 YearS Old” “ReTuRN oF
    GReAT WHiTE HoPE NoW” FiNishes BeGiNS AGAiN iN HeART BeaTS NoW
    i Don’t Give An F What ‘You’ Dance Or Sing LoVE BeaTS Y.O.U. ARE Gonna Be
    REALEST BiBLE WRiTeR Never Has A Place Of Group
    ‘Think’ To Rest THeiR Head If So Souls Get Left Out
    Of A Book Of Life.. JeSuS Sings No Secret Strip Off
    Your Clothes Tread on Them Without Shame to See
    God Living Breathing Within Free Gospel Of Thomas
    Let me SPeLL iT Out For You ‘He’ Was on ‘His’ Way…
    Franklin Graham’s Bible Career Ends With His Pants 👖
    Zipped Down Do You ‘See’ Irony Continuing…
    “He” Was too Afraid To take His Pants off
    Oh Lord This Bible Writing Business Must
    ALWaYS Be So F iN Comprehensive HeART Beating Above Below
    Perfect Lust At Home Never Fully Requited Recipe For A Really Long
    Love Beat Bible Special Ingredient Below Above… TMI Saturday Never
    Stop Lusting For Wife Sets Rest of My Love Beats Free Globe-Wide
    Thanks God i Really Needed A Perfect Lust… We aRe LoVE WeaK
    Only Audience Of Love Life Complete For Those Brave Enough With
    Full Love Beats ‘Seeing’ Yet We aRe Too Afraid to Discuss Lust Love
    Or Express it As Someone Might Think We aRe Bad For A Third or Much
    More Love We aRe We Sell Love of Lust For Stuff T And A Wares Everywhere We See
    US Worships Money God More Than Love Self-Country Evident Empirically Easier Than Ever to See in ‘Trump God’ Ways
    Turn ‘It’ Off Until
    You ‘See’ A Trinity
    Of Love Soul Pie
    As More
    A Vagina
    BaLaNCE for
    Full Soul Pie
    Love is Beyond
    Measure of iNFiNiTY
    As Far As iMaGiNaTioN Breathes
    Balance Free
    Be No PRiSoNeR
    To only one Part
    Of Trinity Soul LoVE Pie
    Young Males Are LoVE SCReWeD ‘These Days’
    As They Only Feed On A Third Of oF A Trinity LoVE SouL Pie
    By THE Way ‘Franklin’ if You had Ever Learned To Dance on Water
    You Wouldn’t Have Needed A Yacht Or Pants to Hide the Emptiness
    Trying to Pretend one of ‘These Loves’ is Not Real And Do Not Master
    All 3 And Find Yourself Like Franklin Graham Who You Lie You Are
    Fear of DarK CYNiCaL oF LiGHT iS Why This Trinity of SouL LoVE
    BaLaNCE May Be Difficult to Find iN Soul Mate Others… You May
    ALWaYS FinD THiS LoVE BaLaNCE TRiNiTY Allone Soulmate (God) WiTHiN
    Of LoVE ALL 3 Required iN Mind Body Soul Balance… Well As i Map A Globe For
    Beauty Of Souls For My Report Back to Love (God) Pandemic in India And A Few
    Other Hot Spots Around A World… SMiLes Xenia WHeREVeR Beauty Sees iN
    Soul Art Breathes Love❤️
    Thanks Dear
    Xenia Scotland
    Breeze Dogfelt
    Smells Beauty to
    You With Wags
    You’ve Been
    And Inspiring!
    Hehe i fell
    And Found
    Myself in
    India Again
    In The Netherlands
    Long Story Frank.. Hehe🙌
    It’s how We
    Are Raised
    And raise
    Our Arms
    Up to
    That Makes
    A Difference🙌😁
    SMiLes An Indian
    In The Netherlands
    Such Beauty
    There too
    Even More
    Beautiful I’m Sure🙌🎶
    But i Still Find
    The Most
    Souls on
    The Planet
    From India, Overall
    A Given
    Indeed A Gift
    Keep Shining Spirit Free🎶
    India Dancer into
    The Night Lovely
    Of Shiva
    Yamini it’s
    Never Too
    Late To Start
    A Dance i kid
    You Not as i
    Didn’t Start
    My 13,530
    Miles of Public
    Dance Until 53
    For the Last 7 Years
    Of my Life my aim is
    Always to become FRiEnDS
    With Gravity
    i Believe
    As Metaphor
    In All of Us
    Seeks This
    Balance Key
    Is The Beauty
    The Peace The
    Calm Within this
    Free Shiva Dance
    Brings in
    Never worry
    About How
    The Dance
    Free in
    And Let Your
    Calm Center Eye
    Of Hurricane SPRinG
    BRinGing Winds of Love
    Spiraling Out Eternally
    NoW iNDeeD Like
    CosmoS oNe
    DiViNE Breath
    Of Mind and
    Body Balance
    Soul For All Love🎶 🕺 💃
    Storms Make Waves Of
    Souls Changing Colors
    Grey Raging Beyond Rainbows
    Ocean Whole
    Change is
    We 🎨
    Paint 👩‍🎨 👨‍🎤
    So Beautiful
    Where You
    Live.. Thanks
    Again For
    Speak in India🙌😁
    SMiLes Frank
    Still Digging
    A WHoLE in
    My iMaGiNaTioN
    To China But it
    Seems India
    Is usually
    A Destination
    Rich Treasures
    Of Soul
    i Keep
    Colors Muse
    My IMaGiNatioN
    In Hues Of New Souls🚂
    What 60 Years
    Teaches me
    Best Love is
    Always The
    SaMe Age Colors
    Of Love We paint
    More Beautifully
    As Our
    No Matter
    Which Way We Love
    We Grow Taller Breathing
    Smiles Dear Savvy thanks
    Present Painting
    NoW Paint Your
    Christmas Tree Year
    ‘Round Even NoW With
    Only Two Hands 🎨 🙌😁
    This is Why i Am An Energizer
    Bunny Angel Wings Never Let me
    Rest When i Get Tired so Very Tired
    God Sends me An Angel to lift my Wings
    So Painfully Sweet
    Train of uncaring
    Uncoupled Each
    Train Car Separated
    From Together Where
    Do Train Souls Go Like
    This Where is the Engineer
    And Conductor When Train
    Love is
    Amiss i
    Searched A
    First Train
    Car A
    In The middle
    On the Tracks
    Ahead Behind
    Only A Faint
    Echo of
    A Whistle
    So Far Away
    Now i must
    Become the 🚂 Train
    Choo choo My Steam
    i will
    The Rails
    Until my
    To lay New tracks…
    World We Co-Create
    Unto Itself As Colorful
    As Cultures We Make
    STaRTinG From
    Our LiGHTS
    Trees Hand
    In Hand Beautiful
    Poem Dear Ava Joy
    To You With SMiLes
    Happieeest Weekend Energizer
    Bunny Polaroid Smiles With
    Tropical FLoWeRS.. no
    LeSSoNS this
    Morning But
    An Art Challenge
    For Some Kind of
    FRiEnD Art to Create
    You Choose And No
    Time restraints but as
    Your Teacher Hehe i
    Must See the finished
    Work of FRiEnD Art…
    Hope You are
    Finding Joy
    In Life
    If Not i am
    Here on the
    Search With You
    CaLMinG NaTuRE FLoWeRS
    WitH BeacH SMiLes For YouR
    Coming DayS NoW JoY’S
    LoVE 🌺🏝🌺🏝🌺🏝❣️
    SMiLes.. Thanks for all the
    thoughtful and Kind Words
    Rhuela May God (Love) Always
    find You Smiling Again🌲😊😁

  3. Great! i Make my Own Date With Meditative Moving Mask Dancing,
    Reading, And Listening to Meditative Music (all at once/trinity of fun)
    On Sunday Evenings at Barnes And Noble; Not Waiting on Anyone to
    Agree with my Personal Love Life; i’ll Forgo the Drinks and Food;
    Dance And Song is Intoxicating/ Filling/Feeling/Sensing Enough
    Reading A Free Book Every Week,
    Cheap Skating My way
    as i go to Grow
    SmARTeR too;
    Lord it’s amazing
    i can even carry the
    Weight of my Head around;
    Generally Speaking, Katrina
    Waits in the Car Timing the Finish
    of the Book by an Hour or i’m in Big Trouble;
    All the more
    For 30
    Years of
    Individual Marital Bliss!

    Smiles Frank.. Thanks So Much for
    Dropping by “ReTuRN oF GReAT WHiTE HoPE NoW”
    And Quoting my Words “A Bit of Magic Art to See and Save
    All Performed
    for Free
    Art Always
    Coming With a Surprise
    Within.. Above.. so Below
    And All Around Now For ReaL”
    Smiles Obviously Nature Surprises
    Both Dark And Light But What Nature
    Seems to Love the Most in Action and
    Consequence is the Beauty of Balance
    When We Become the River the Seed
    And The Flower Blooming Life More
    Than Killing Fields of Chaff that
    No Longer Breathes Wheat
    The Frog Amphibious
    In Adaptation to
    Change in
    Balance Blends
    in And Lives As
    Water and Land Same
    As Mud Mix of Living Nature
    to See And Breathe Yet Never
    Take More than Give.. Human Beings
    Will Learn Much more From Frogs than
    ‘The Dollar Bill God’ Will ever take away from Breathe…
    The Real Virus The Worst Virus on the Face of God
    Nature the Earth Returning From Space to See How
    Zombie Cultures Eat the Face of God Defacing All that
    is Beautiful of a Blue and Orange Orb of God’s Sight
    Freer to Be Living Breathing In Balance Land And
    Water of Freedom Just to Be i am Seeing..
    Smiles Basically Our Cultures overall
    Are Earth Bound Misfits for the
    Balance that sees the
    Beauty of Existence
    Free Just
    And Free
    As Stars
    Birth Our Dust to See
    Dark Is Light And Clouds Are
    Sun Bringing Life Giving Rain for
    Frogs to Dance And Sing in a Style

    of ‘God Sees’


    FRiEnDS With Gravity

    Hopping Dancing Singing Away from
    Road Kill Human Life Suffocating more than ever..

    ‘Monasticism’: a religious way of life in which one renounces worldly pursuits to
    devote oneself fully to spiritual work’. Smiles, Sohair, Worldly Pursuits May Be
    Defined as Getting Married for a Priest; For A Vegan, Doing Without Animal
    Meat; And For Some Others, Wearing Masks in an Attempt Not to
    Kill Germs; Still For others, it may Never Be Wearing Clothes
    At All; And Then For Others, Staying Covered Away from
    Nature in Words; Worldly indeed, is Morally Relative,
    Depending on the Culture We aRe Born into,
    Remain, Or Leave; Sufis Spend a life
    of Spiral Dance And Writing
    Erotic Poetry And Some
    Like Rumi Attempt
    to Live Life Just
    As Muhammad Did;
    Who is Right and Who Is Wrong;
    The Dance And Song of Humanity
    in Light or Dark continues As Dark Is
    Light and Light is Dark; Smiles, Dear Sohair,
    Rules Bring Safety and Freedom Brings Naked Nature Wings;
    WHere Does
    God Fit
    All of
    This All of
    Course As All Is God
    Just in my Tiny View my
    FRiEnD Just in my Tiny
    Monastic View for
    Who Will Look
    Within to
    Find Truth
    in Light Away
    from Dark When
    CuLTuRE And ReLiGioN
    Same Harms the innocent
    among us; i refuse to Harm;
    But That is only Relative Now
    As i understand Nature consumes
    Nature to Breathe to Exist Fire And Rain THere is no
    Escape From this Snake as the Tail is the Head that


    So i Breathe…
    i Just Am i Do i Dance i Sing
    So i am Born So i Die i Exist NoW
    i AM i See the Gift Breathing in both
    Tail and Head of Snake for ReaL NoW

    Only ParT
    of me is Monastic
    Rest IS WHaT iT iS only ParT of God ALL

    SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Some Follow Some Lead
    This IS Life on Both Ends of Beginning Never Finishing STaRT..:)

    Just A Side Note: A Seed Living or Dead to Be i am…

    Capitalism is Based on Consuming
    the Resources of the Earth in EFFECT;

    Just a Consequence: Now For Real;

    Destroying the Only Home We have.

    It’s kind of a Huge Mistake, And We are Paying
    the Price Now in Terms of Taking Homes away from Other Wildlife;

    Consuming Their Lives and Homes Taking More than Giving is ‘the Mortal
    Sin’ of Nature out of Balance.

    In this Way, Capitalism
    is the Beast that will likely
    Sooner or later lead directly to the Extinction of
    Our species; Whether it is building ‘Greater’ Killing Bombs;
    Or ‘MaKing’ More Humans ‘Material Things’ Without Altruistic
    Souls that not only Care about each other But all of Nature in Balance
    by Viewing
    Force of Nature,
    Worth Respecting;
    Giving more than taking;
    If We Are truly Conservative, We
    Will have Much respect for our only home to keep in balance.

    Capitalism Will Never Truly Be Conservative; As it Truly Is A Zombie
    Eating the Face of Nature (God) More than Feeding It in Return With
    ‘Love’ that’s more than ‘Stuff’.

    Money Is not A True Seed of Life;
    We Cannot Eat Money; Nor Will We
    Breathe Dead if a Greater Pandemic of Killing
    Fields Visits Us Personally, Even Now as ‘that
    evolves’ for Overall Nature Balance. Capitalism is Cancer;
    Not Necessarily Cancer in the Short Term; But a Slow Long Term Torture.

    i have no Solution;
    i am Naturally Part of
    A New Human Problem too;
    As Human Culture, Overall, is the Worst Virus this Living Earth has
    Ever Encountered Driven in ‘Killing Fields Most’ By Capitalism taking All of Nature into ‘ACCOUNT’.

    Well, Actually i do have a Solution; Same One Generated by the ‘Matrix’, Terminator, And Avatar
    Series of Movies We Are Actually Playing Online Now in ‘Real Time’ Now; Be More Human than Machine;
    Be Greener
    Dollar Bill;
    Be More Fluid
    Breathing, Thriving Flowing
    River Within than a ‘Plastic Card’;
    Just a Symbol of Life that is Not Life at all in Balance.

    Capitalism Is Not Conservative: Prove me wrong Now

    Please, by doing something different; Rhetorical Request only;

    for i already see the Answer; Colder Souls Lost From Nature’s Flame in

    Balance no longer ‘See’…

    Without the
    of Balance Any
    Part of Nature Will Eventually Be ‘Corrected’…

    We Consume About 40 Percent of the Resources
    of the Earth in the United States with about 4 Percent of
    The Population; We Currently Endure About a Quarter of
    the World’s Covid-19 Recorded Deaths; Do You ‘See’ the
    Correlation of Callous Greed And Hoarding Stuff; i surely do…
    Capitalism At Core is ‘A Protestant Work Ethic; This Cancer Runs Deep; it is Darkest ‘Human Religion’.

    Yes, lots of Humans are Benefitting From Capitalism in the Short Term; But the Long term ‘Speaks’

    Differently already…

    i am only A ‘Court Reporter’; likely Gone Before ‘This Cancer’ fully metastasizes;
    With No Descendants Paying ‘the Price’ Except for all Humans/Life sharing the
    Same Origin of Gaseous Star Dust; Just to Fade Away Again in Star Dust too…

    Just Self-Important
    Dust in The Wind;
    Nothing Much Lost Gained…
    but Love as far as i give a ‘Rat’s Butt’…

    Common Ancestor 75 Million Years or so
    ago still never Separated for those Who Care
    Enough to Conserve Life Giving a Rat’s Butt About IT.

    Hehe; i Am ‘So Very Autistic’ Be Cause
    i Come ‘here’ to Discuss Special Interests
    That No one else is interested in Listening
    to Via Monologues i Create With Words that
    Are my Personal Friends to Discuss my Personal
    Philosophy that
    No one else
    May even
    Be able to
    Understand and
    Surely not Likely agree
    With, if they Do Not understand
    my Special Interests And Creativity
    as that Relates to my Own Personal Philosophy.

    It’s Okay to Be Autistic
    This Way; It Really is
    And Only in a ‘Truly
    Insane Society’
    (No Duh)
    Would Anyone
    Now But ‘Group Think’
    Dictate this is a Bad Way to Be…

    i Make my Self Happy in Autotelic
    Flow; in this Way i am An Energizer
    Bunny Who Never Runs out of Fuel,
    Waiting For Someone Else to Fill/Feel me Up;
    As i Do this, i commonly Experience Peaks and
    Plateaus of ‘Divine Frission’ in Autotelic Flow; Yep, All Natural ‘SKin Orgasms’
    NoW Electrifying From Head to Toe that really Last and Last and Keep on going
    Even Freer As Energizer Bunny Spiritual Divine Artful Orgasms ‘UP TOP’ Just Naturally Do…

    i’ve always Found it Strange
    That People have tried to
    Cancel My Own Personal
    Culture This way Here;
    i was really Encouraged
    When the ‘Cancel Culture’ Meme;
    And ‘SJW Meme’ Came up as that is
    Precisely What Folks Have Been Doing
    to me on this Internet Site For years since
    i find my Own Personal Heaven Within to Practice Free…

    My Life Matters too; as i am MaKinG This Clear too…

    It’s Okay to be ‘Autistic’ This Way; in Fact, i am Never
    Alone; i Feel All of Nature as God in Every Cell of
    my Body, often in this Divine Frission; So Very FREE ALLone.

    Smiles; Thanks for Allowing me to visit this go around,
    Without Kicking me out for What other Folks Do Not understand

    Or particularly Like; or Even Hate and are too Dam ‘lazy’ to scroll by…

    It’s okay
    to Be ‘Autistic’
    This way; Trust me or
    Not; if ‘You’ Could Feel
    And Sense LiFE NoW A Way
    i Do, You might Be Delighted
    to Souly Soley Express YouR Own
    Light This Way too; Some Do and i Feel/Sense/Believe
    they are finally Being Welcomed here this way too; That’s Nice And Fair…

    And Supportive
    As Love Will Do True
    In Understanding Greater
    too FOR


    It’s okay
    to Be Autistic;
    It’s nice that ‘this
    Wrong Planet’ is
    Truly Finally
    Their Monologues
    of HeART SPiRiT SouL
    ALLoNE THiS WaY NoW…:)

    TY And TG For All As IS NoW

    i See Souls in Writing;
    it is another one of
    my Autistic Savant Super Normal
    Skills; ‘Mr. Environment’… however
    He chooses to Spell His Avatar Name has
    A Kind Soul and i appreciate that so much here..:)

    All i Wanna Do is Exist;
    And Honestly; i can’t imagine
    A Better Way to Be i Am NoW.

    But it’s
    True; it’s
    Impossible to
    Destroy ‘Energy’;
    Particularly, Love, when
    it is colored as An Energizer
    BunnY iN LiGHT; Haha…;)

    Nice to See You Finally
    Returned Saved Again
    Ferris; Nice to See You
    Return as Not only THeNoW
    A Passing Apparition Hehe;

    The Way You Welcomed me
    Was “Why Do You Write Pretty
    Like ThaT”; hEhe; hAHa; i keep
    Trying to Explain it; Perhaps one day, with SMiLes…

    Ain’t That the Way Life Goes; Different Strokes’; Just Ugh;
    ‘Walking On Water’ Was Way too Easy And Boring; So i Float
    On Land FRiEnD of Gravity TotAllY iN Free Verse Dance Balance;

    i Write
    Sing Dance
    i do the Same
    And of course it
    NaTuRaLLY also lights up like
    LampS And Trees Will Do True iN LiGHT or DarK Too..;)

    Hehe God
    YeS MaGiC
    iT iS With SMiLES
    iN FacT
    A SMiLE
    iS MaGiC
    Enough to
    See And Do
    Give And Share Free..:)

    “Aghogday writes like a cross between
    Whitman, Joyce, and Ginsberg”; Yes,
    i remember You Telling me
    that as No Time Passing at
    All, kraftiekortie, i had never
    Ready Any of those
    Three Poets then,
    Except one
    that ‘We are
    Leaves and
    Grass” From Whitman
    That Touched Me UNiVeRSE Art
    CoSMoS MaGiC Order Whole that way;
    But You See that was the only Day that
    i felt accepted here in anyway at all then;
    it didn’t matter what you Said; You Basically
    Said my Existence Has Value in Some way;
    And i noted Your Kindness and Truth the
    way You See it that Day; But that Wasn’t
    All; As i passed through like i do around
    the Globe LooKinG For DarK or
    LiGHT Muse equally STiLL NoW
    to inspire my
    Free Verse Epic
    Longest Form ‘Bible Poem’
    Hobby that is Celebrating
    A 7 Year-Old Anniversary
    on 8.18.2020; “SonG oF mY
    7 SoUL YearS Old” as that applies
    to a Span of Dates it took not only
    to Write and Sing 8.4 MiLLioN Words
    But Public Dance Moving Meditation
    in Free Style Ballet and Martial Arts,
    13,530 Miles as Well Everywhere
    i go in Public Still; Yes, there
    was a day i was passing
    through that i
    noted You
    Saying that
    You Actually Missed
    ‘That Guy’ Who Posted
    And That You Found me Funny too;
    It was enough for a return for a while,
    until i was kicked the curb again for just
    being me; but you see; i’ve been around
    The Jungle of this World; The Concrete
    one with Hundreds of Thousands
    of People both in Real
    Life working
    Then for the
    as You do; and
    Online too; Accepting
    Strikes and Gutter Ball
    Life; Yes, We both Share
    Somewhat Uniquely Here
    Not Speaking Until 4 for me
    and 5 For You; Which Means
    Obviously, You have an ability
    to ‘Right Hemisphere Think’ in
    Greater Ways of Social Empathic
    Cognition too as the Very Sensitive
    Soul You are; Never fail to Realize You
    are Loved Very Much Here this way; Not
    Everyone is like you; but the ones who are
    Appreciate you very much; Your Report Card is A+
    in how
    i rate
    Most this way;
    Thanks for Being
    You and Don’t
    You ever
    This Way
    either; You are
    A Blessing to Folks
    on ‘this Wrong Planet’
    Who Are Looking For A REAL
    Friend to See and ‘Touch’..:)

    Thanks; Hehe;
    Rather not
    Be influenced
    By Anyone Else’s style;
    But i am planning on
    Checking out some more
    Wiki Book Cliff notes; Just out of Curiosity..:)

    Yep, “Jediism” is Cool;
    But “Sithism” is
    What We
    As Shadow
    MiX WitH SMiLES too..:)

    Hehe; That’s Part of the Reason; i Turned
    Down ‘Alex’ for Being a Moderator Here
    on the ‘Wrong Planet’ Online;
    i am not About to Be Put in
    An Impossible
    Position of
    Herding ‘Cats’
    Or Dogs as i am
    A Cat Person too..;)

    Oops; Left ‘this out’ that
    Summarily Describes
    Strikes and
    We All Encounter
    In Life as i continue to
    Abide Free As Ever Now
    At Ease Dancing a Tight Rope LoVinG it all;
    And i did work this way Ending up Managing
    A Military Bowling Center this way Never Even
    Learning How to Bowl By Instruction Either;
    Some of Us WinG iT;
    Others of
    Us Now
    Read IT;
    Still Others
    NoW Just Dance
    And Sing Free IT;
    And i Feel Sure
    Donald ‘Donnie’
    Is Fixing to ‘go too’;
    Other than That Life
    is ‘A Pretty Good Story’;
    ‘Some Parts oF iT at Least’;
    Meh, i’ve ALWaYS BowLeD Alone;
    EvenTuAlly ‘You’ Do IT Allone EnJoYinG IT All At Best..:)

    Oh God the Broken Down Bike Curse of
    Keyboard Short Cuts For Copy And Paste
    When You Press “Command V” by Accident
    After Highlighting the Text And Pressing
    Those Buttons in Tandem instead
    of Command C… Lesson learned
    Today gonna go to the
    Longer And Safer
    Route of doing
    it as one
    of a Key Stroke
    in Mistake erases a
    Much Longer Broken
    Down Bike Story as one Just
    Must Begin or Just End again
    But True this is part of a Never Ending
    “FredNaTaRaJi” Mix of Sonata in Free
    Verse Poetry With Historical YouTube
    Songs to Accompany the Words as yes
    it’s Kinda Like a Shiva Dance too as it brings
    Many Elements of Human Dance And Song Moves
    On Board A Poetry Ship Now To Sail And Yes Anchor here
    And THere in Safe Harbors too.. really you likely would have
    found the other story quite boring God Yes as you’ve already
    Heard about my 66 Month Dead Zone and the 19 Medical
    Broken Bike Medical Disorders with that worst Pain Known
    to Humankind From Wake to Sleep Type Two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia.. true though somehow i incorporated Gilligan’s
    Island and Back to The Future in it when Biff is the
    President then too.. Michael Jackson Fox and
    the Professor from Gilligan’s Island too..
    Skipper.. And Mary Tyler Moore from
    ‘That Girl’ in my Generation of
    the 60’s now at 60 in the Yes
    60’s then.. so Independent
    Brave Like You in the City
    Movie Stars they come
    go of course in Shorter
    Longer Streaming Movie
    Online Clips And yes there
    is the Rich Man And Wife off
    of Gilligan’s Isle too but i already
    Know what Gilligan Does when the
    Natives Get Restless Just another 3
    Hour Tour of this that and the Other Things too..
    What i missed in Hell on Earth for 66 Months Most
    is Emotions and Memories of a Smile Feeling one at all
    so as i continue to pop up here and there in my iMaGiNaTioN’s
    Eye on Your Blog You seem like a Nice Person so i am gonna
    Paint Your New York Skyline With Some Flowers Via Little
    NAS X This Florida
    Evening Where
    are still
    the Symbol
    of the State
    As if THere is one
    Part of Truth We Will Still
    Believe for Sure is the Colors
    of Flowers We See that Make
    Broken Bike Life Still Beautiful to be..
    Smiles Yes.. i am Celebrating 7 years of
    my Long Form Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL
    7 YearS Old” on 8.18.2020 in 8.4 MiLLioN
    Words of Doing that along with 13,530 Miles of
    Public Dance And Better Yet i ain’t gonna touch
    that Dam Control C and V Tandem Key Punch
    Short-Cut Routine as this will give me an Opportunity
    to Try the Regular up top Copy and Paste Routine anyway
    this wouldn’t have
    been possible
    New York
    Broken Bike Story
    True too and it’s true
    Simon Cowell Will tell ya
    Electronic Bikes Will Break ya
    Back in 5 Parts… Now Dancing one with
    Gravity Low is so much better now to reach
    Moving Meditation Euphoria in Autotelic Flow
    at Least without a Broken Back that much i am
    sure of like the Importance of Wearing Masks too..
    So.. Yes.. Have some Little Nas X Electronic Flowers Free
    of Charge
    as i carefully
    move up
    up from the
    Command C and V
    Keys Short-cut Now..;)

    Hehe, Need i ‘Say’ More at 60, Yes; as the Photo Shows Below i feel about 21 Years-Old at 60;
    But When i was actually 21 Years-Old, i Felt About As Old As my Grandmother at 80; And then
    When i got to 22, i Felt Ageless and Timeless Again for a While; And then at 26, i Felt Old again;
    Young Again at 29, When i Met my 19-Year-Old Beautiful Wife; And Oh God About a 1001
    From the ages of 47 to 53, Living in the Dead Zone of so-called Autistic Burn-out then;
    Steady Rise in Age from about Age 37 to 47, starting with the Death of my Only Child;
    But it’s True, After Recovering From the Dead Zone at 53 And Becoming
    A Public Dancer After Shut-in, at 1001, in my Home for 66 Months with
    the Worst Pain Known to Humankind from Wake to Sleep; Type
    Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, commonly Understood to be
    the Suicide Disease, no Drug Will touch, like a Dentist
    Drill In my Right Eye and Ear; I must say becoming
    A Public Dancer at age 53; Now at 60 With 13,530 Miles
    Under my Belt; What i found is, Empirically Measurably, my Leg
    Strength increased by 3 Times what is was before at Leg Pressing
    500 Pounds at 53; and Now 1520 Pounds Max approaching 60 until
    the Military Gym Closed down; Where my Home Gym won’t quite hold that
    much weight; hehe; Anyway, Science Shows Moving Meditation Is a Literal Fountain
    of Youth; And at 60 Years-old, i continue to Document a Journey For what this Fountain
    Of Youth Will Do Fully Measurable, in many Empirical Ways, Now; like Writing creatively
    100 Thousand Words a Month for a Longest Epic Long Form Poem Ever Written in the
    History or Herstory of Humankind at 8.3 Million Words in 83 Months; Same Span of Dates For Public
    Dance; Yes, When one Achieves Autotelic Flow At a Continuous Peak of Plateau, Science Does Measure 400 to
    500 Percent Increases in Creativity and Productivity too; but that’s Just with Still Meditation, only a few short
    Periods during the Week; Meditation also is shown to regenerate Gray Matter in the Brain; Where 50-Year-
    Old Brains studied look more like Youthful 25 Year-Old Brains; Why Grow Old early if you don’t have to:

    i say no.

    In Short and Long; Life Gets Better if You actually Make it better; Find a Way And Live Long and Prosper, more.

    And Whatever You do; Like what happened with me in College at age 23, when i was so sure, i would be
    Just as strong at age 60, based on the example of Jack Lalanne, in my Triple Major then; The Master’s Level
    Sociology Teacher in a Course on the Sociology of Aging told me, i was Over-Zealous to believe such a thing
    as Strength Peaks out at age 30; And that’s what the folks in the Anthropology Major and even Health Science
    Major thought too; but true, i had already seen at least one case-study that proved them all wrong; Don’t Make
    Yourself a Couch-Potato Average; Believe You Will do more than you ever did before; But that’s not enough now;
    take the
    first step
    and first word;
    or whatever You Do;
    And Keep Doing it; never
    paying ‘any mind’ to the Naysayers
    in life that give you a label or a study that
    says it’s not possible to Do what you say you are gonna do.

    Thing is; i record the Evidence; All that i say is provable too..:)

    DarK iS Light
    Is DarK NoW
    i Dance First
    Then i Sing
    in Balance
    of Love’s
    Grace in
    Will And
    Fear Loving
    All Dark Thru
    LiGHT Harming
    All of Nature Least Now
    Without Any Instruction
    At All Free Verse LiGHT
    iN LiFE’S Truths Works FoR Me
    i Find Paths Within i Explore i Evolve
    As Love Breathes Free iN LiGHT As my Truth
    To Share And Give All Free i Find Receiving
    Best is Giving
    i get tired of
    Same Old Phrase of Words
    in Old Songs And Steps in Old Dances
    So i Create New ones to Pass Days Forevernow
    MoRE NeW

    What i Love
    Most Are
    SMiLEs i Give…

    This is my GOlden
    Age Hobby Never
    Old A Smile Within Breathes Younger
    Freer to Create in Give And Share Free..:)

    Catholic Mass Readings from 8.9.2020:

    The Church Didn’t Offer Up Prayers Against Criticism
    of Trump’s Pandemic Failure but they Did offer up Faux News
    And Trump Parroting Conspiracy Theories of Voter Fraud.. one day
    they’ll Grow up More to a Way in True in SMaRT LiGHT One Will Hope at Least…

    “Reading 1, First Kings 19:9, 11-13
    9 There he went into a cave and spent the night there. Then the word of Yahweh came to him saying, ‘What are you doing here, Elijah?’

    11 Then he was told, ‘Go out and stand on the mountain before Yahweh.’ For at that moment Yahweh was going by. A mighty hurricane split the mountains and shattered the rocks before Yahweh. But Yahweh was not in the hurricane. And after the hurricane, an earthquake. But Yahweh was not in the earthquake.

    12 And after the earthquake, fire. But Yahweh was not in the fire. And after the fire, a light murmuring sound.

    13 And when Elijah heard this, he covered his face with his cloak and went out and stood at the entrance of the cave. Then a voice came to him, which said, ‘What are you doing here, Elijah?’

    Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 85:9, 10, 11-12, 13-14
    9 His saving help is near for those who fear him, his glory will dwell in our land.

    10 Faithful Love and Loyalty join together, Saving Justice and Peace embrace.

    11 Loyalty will spring up from the earth, and Justice will lean down from heaven.

    12 Yahweh will himself give prosperity, and our soil will yield its harvest.

    13 Justice will walk before him, treading out a path.

    Reading 2, Romans 9:1-5
    1 This is the truth and I am speaking in Christ, without pretence, as my conscience testifies for me in the Holy Spirit;

    2 there is great sorrow and unremitting agony in my heart:

    3 I could pray that I myself might be accursed and cut off from Christ, if this could benefit the brothers who are my own flesh and blood.

    4 They are Israelites; it was they who were adopted as children, the glory was theirs and the covenants; to them were given the Law and the worship of God and the promises.

    5 To them belong the fathers and out of them, so far as physical descent is concerned, came Christ who is above all, God, blessed for ever. Amen.

    Gospel, Matthew 14:22-33
    22 And at once he made the disciples get into the boat and go on ahead to the other side while he sent the crowds away.

    23 After sending the crowds away he went up into the hills by himself to pray. When evening came, he was there alone,

    24 while the boat, by now some furlongs from land, was hard pressed by rough waves, for there was a head-wind.

    25 In the fourth watch of the night he came towards them, walking on the sea,

    26 and when the disciples saw him walking on the sea they were terrified. ‘It is a ghost,’ they said, and cried out in fear.

    27 But at once Jesus called out to them, saying, ‘Courage! It’s me! Don’t be afraid.’

    28 It was Peter who answered. ‘Lord,’ he said, ‘if it is you, tell me to come to you across the water.’

    29 Jesus said, ‘Come.’ Then Peter got out of the boat and started walking towards Jesus across the water,

    30 but then noticing the wind, he took fright and began to sink. ‘Lord,’ he cried, ‘save me!’

    31 Jesus put out his hand at once and held him. ‘You have so little faith,’ he said, ‘why did you doubt?’

    32 And as they got into the boat the wind dropped.

    33 The men in the boat bowed down before him and said, ‘Truly, you are the Son of God.’

    And Yes With the Three “Movements” of “Kashmir” by Led
    Zeppelin, “The Seed” By Aurora, and “Panini” By Lil Nas X
    This Makes My Single Longest Frednata.. 8,600 Words Metaphor for my
    Own Special Kind of Sonata in Lyrical Free Verse Poetry Accompanied
    By Songs Old and New in my Personal YouTube Library the same one
    You Have too.. hehe as i have extended the Metaphor a bit with the
    Dance of Shiva to “FReDNaTaRaJi” as yes in this Activity my
    Fingers Are Dancing MaKinG SonG off this Digital Keyboard
    For Words and Other Symbols i am Creating Now True
    in all the Shapes Naturally Occurring in this Free
    Verse Poetry Plus my ‘SiGNaTuRE Pose’ of
    Course that is Reflective of the
    Shiva Cern Pose for
    Cosmos In Order of
    Art MaGiC
    iN HuMaN
    Ways of iMaGiNaTioN
    CReaTiViTY Sprouts continuing
    Green in Us Fresh as Souls That WeAre
    With Copious Amounts of SPiRiT CoMinG FRoM HeART

  4. SMiLes Savvy
    Bleed Makes Us
    Appreciate BReaTHE
    THoRNS FLoWeRS Rose
    We See LeSSoN 290 Core
    God Is A BiG BanG oF LoVE iN
    HeART FiRE BeatS oF US Stars
    THorns And FLoWeRS Join Hands
    For Roses to Rise Most Colorful Now
    When Every Word Becomes Sacred
    And Divine Holy Song And Every Step
    Becomes Dance
    Same and
    too in
    Both Thorns
    And Flowers How
    Our Rose Rises iN
    Life ContinuAlly
    In New Colors
    of Dance
    Song to
    Experience Breath
    Evolving Beyond
    Rainbows oF LiGHT NoW…
    In Short Color the World With Love
    In Long ALWaYS Do IT ETeRNaLLY NoW
    WiTH SMiLeS i Thank You Dear Savvy too
    Trivia Note: Super Man Comic Originally Loosely Based on Dr Jekyll/Mr. Hyde (Bi-Polar)
    ‘Red Necks’ Will Be A Bit Like This Hunting Fishing In Small Homogenous Groups KiSSinG CouSiNS VERY Cooperative too Our Environment And Epigenetic Expression of Our Genes Determines Whether We Become More Feral or Clark Kent… Trust Me or Not It’s Almost
    Never too Late to Become a Wild Loving Fearless Wolf Even at Age 53.. Yes.. Now 3 Times
    Stronger eTc at 60.. A New Game When Groups of Young Jocks Peruse the OMG NoW WTF
    of my Dance And i Get Them to Guess How Much Weight i Leg Press at 90 Degrees Slowly
    Even Though i Was a Nerd Selected For My Computer Skills as Athletic Director of a Military Station That’s How i Preface A Guess… When a Group of Four Or Five Get Together Watching
    My Graceful Dance Guessing 400 Pounds Maybe up to 800 Pounds then i say 1340 Answering their Question Readying the YouTube Video i Reference Dan Kendra who amazingly they know
    of from Florida State…. In the Early 2000’s When Dan Kendra Managed 1 Rep at 1335 Pounds
    on the Leg Press at Florida State Burst a Blood Vessel in His eye True and at 55 Ronnie
    Coleman Under the Influence of Anabolic Steroids Modernly Leg Pressing 2,300 Pounds
    Will Likely Never Be Able to Walk Unassisted Again Steroids Are Really Bad News
    for the ‘Longer Runs’… Same with ‘The Lord of The River Dance’ Helpful Hint
    if You Want Your Dance Career to Last Stay Closer to the Grounding as This
    Applies to the Bi-Polar Spectrum and All Propensities for Extreme Sport Life
    Here’s A Thing Like Everything Else in Life You Do The Work Naturally You
    Succeed You Cheat You Eventually Fail As Well Multi-Verses Abound
    HoloGrams LiVE Helllooove! Back to My Little
    Angel Sister Winged Flame 🔥
    Earth, Wind, Water, Fire Us
    Our Emotions Belong to Us
    Too We Choose
    To Give Take
    And Keep
    Yamini for
    Your inspiring
    Poetry Full of
    Nature’s Imagery
    In All Of Us NoW
    Feather in the Wind
    Does It Fly or Is It Wind
    Same Applies To Fire 🔥
    Happy Janmashtami 2020
    May Pure Joy Fire SouLiGHT
    Of ‘Krishna, Buddha, Jesus,
    Lao Tzu‘ iN FLoWeR SouL You
    Little Carmalite Rose Lotus🙏
    It Is ‘The Judas’ Who Bleeds Most
    THorns Make FLoWeRS Rose
    RiSinG LoVE🙏 LeSSoN 290 Core
    God Is A BiG BanG oF LoVE iN
    HeART FiRE BeatS oF US Stars
    Fire IT (SouLSTaR) uP FRiEnD
    SPiRiT Fly LoVE It Is What It Is You
    WiTHiN SMiLes too 🌺❣️🌻❣️🌻🌺☀️

    This is Going to Be Very Long; Very Neurodivergent; Very Deep, And Complex; Please Just Scroll by
    if that is Not Part of Your Interests in Life; i Believe in Human Potential for Change; i document it; it happens.

    Generally Speaking, The Way We See Ourselves, The Way We Desire Love, is the Way We See Others and Love them or
    not too; It’s Just the ‘Normal’ Human Condition; People are alike all over; Light ‘This Light Yourself’ up; Light others up
    This way…

    That’s How this Life SHow Works in the other way too; As Far as Seeing Ourselves Dark And Projecting that to the

    Rest of Existence too…

    i Love It All Now; but it was’t always that way in Dark; the way i saw myself and the Rest of Existence then too…

    True, i ‘sounded’, ‘looked’ smart; But Within i was very Dark and in General Life Wasn’t Any Joy at all to Breathe
    in terms of Human Emotions Sinking more than Rising then; Now i’m SmART; Emphasis on Art of HeART.

    Autism Spectrum Disorder That is Described Much More “Neurodivergently”, Before the DSM-5 Watered
    It Down Even More than DSM-IV “Autism Lite”, Per the Original Gillberg Criteria, Derived More From
    Hans Asperger’s Case Studies For Asperger’s Syndrome is Oversimplified for Ease of Behavioral
    Assessment; but the ‘Neurodiverse Factors’ Within Are As Many as Stars in the Sky; in other
    Words, Relatively, too many to count; Per Below, before We Decide Who Is ‘Neurotypical
    Them’, We Must First Study Who This ‘Autism Spectrum Disorder Us’ Is Far Beyond a
    Label for Assessed Common Behavioral Watered Down Deficits in Successful
    Reciprocal Social Interaction; and Avoiding Repetitive Restrictive Narrow
    Behavioral Special Interests that take us away from the Must Do
    Responsibilities of Being An Appropriate Cog in the Machine of
    Society as that Changes in Requirements Faster than ever before;
    Day to Day; Now to Now; My God You Almost Have to Retire from the
    God of Money to Even Get Free For Who You Are Even Evolved And Gardened
    to Be Now for Real; And as far as Gardening goes, A Biggest Challenge is always
    Stripping the Layers and Layers of Cultural Clothes that Cover Naked Human Freedoms
    From the Day We Come into Artificial And Even More Artificial Lights of a Hospital Birthing Room Now;
    F in
    The Sun is
    So Much More
    Fun than Artificial Lights
    As the Sun Makes Good Feeling
    Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
    Happen so much more than sitting in
    A Cave of Artificial Light Stuck to a Screen
    Like a Lord of A Fly in An Old Science Book Or Bible Still Now.

    Trust me or not; i am much more Neurodivergent than When i wrote
    The Narrow and Specialized Interest Material Below; Basically, i Stripped
    off all the Stone And Rolled it away and Became A River more than a Mill
    Stone on the Bottom of the Ocean Floor; Smiles, i for one will never be a Label, now;

    For i for one am Truly Different;

    We All Are; Some of Just take
    more advantage of it than others
    and truly thrive, Utilizing Epigenetic
    Potential And Creating Our Souls as
    Butterfly Wings Fly Much Higher than
    the Caterpillar Walking the Same Way Before Entering a Dark Cave of Cocoon.

    The Good News is there is Light at the End of the Systemizing Science Tunnel for those who find it;

    When We Truly Become as Neurodivergent As Water that Makes Waves Ocean Whole Never Sinking as only

    of Stone…

    Here’s the Deal; As Long as someone is not controlling
    Our Love or Food or Drink We Put into our Soul; it is our
    choice for ourselves over what anyone else ‘Thinks’, Says ‘We’ Are…

    It doesn’t work for everyone; but i fought tooth, nail, blood, sweat,
    and tears for it to work for me; i am no Longer a Stone; i Rolled them
    all away and Brought Life to Even the Words i Bring as FLoWeRS for those
    who see more Neurodivergent Colors of Human Soul FLoWeRS RiSinG Thru THorns as Rose….

    i Still do Half of what i used to be too as below so above now Whole… for me and only me… for Real…

    Yes, i’m Still A Crystallized Intelligence Walking Talking Encyclopedia; And A Fluid Intelligence River Now too.

    Back in 2013, i Willed my Way through Struggle and Epigenetic Change to be more than a Fact Finding and
    Delivering Machine; i was always accepted here as long as i stuck to Black and White Facts, Same; As
    Soon as i moved out of that Cave into Light here very Neurodivergently; i found More Darkness here
    in Trying to End My Existence here than any other place in the world, online and off; and that’s saying
    a lot, considering i Live in Trump Town USA; Close to Pensacola, the Place Social Scientists Rate as the
    Most Difficult Place of All to be Different; and i am as different as they come in Trump Town USA too…
    But of course in real life when You Do Public Ballet and Martial Arts 7 Years for 13,530 Miles Extremely Neurodivergently
    It’s Not Like Online Doing 7 Years of 8.4 MiLLioN Words of Epic Long Form Free Verse Poetry; Nameless, Faceless Avatars
    will bully what they see as different online and feel they will get away with it free; Not So Much when the Public
    Dancer Weighs close to 246 Pounds and Floats Effortlessly on Terrestrial Earth Leg Pressing up to 1520 Pounds;
    That Makes
    a Big
    in life; Stand
    Up Straight and
    Even Make Lobster
    Poses to Mark Your Territory
    too; hehe; all part of Epigenetic
    change in Struggle and Adapation
    for the Last Kid Picked on Sports Teams
    Assessed As So Androgynous mistaken
    for a Girl at McDonald’s and Mercilessly
    Bullied Verbally only as i did get to almost
    6 Feet Tall and 120 Pounds in Middle School;
    Folks don’t mess with what they are looking up
    to Generally speaking, Physically, no matter how thin/weak a person is…

    Again, Just Human Nature; understand We are Hairless Apes; Adapt This Way and Thrive or not.

    i appreciate all the dark and light muse in Life; the Bullies of Life Shaped me into more than i could have
    ever been; simply because they were the Nature of Struggle in the Environment that Bring Butterflies out of Cocoons.

    Some Folks Make Victory out of these difficult Environmental Conditions; Others adapt and Make Butterflies of Love;
    Still Others Take Vengeance Out of Fear and Hate and basically always lose in life; it’s Nature; It’s Real; It’s Life;

    But the Epigenetic Potential is Real Magic For Change as Butterflies Do come Out
    of Cocoons once only Caterpillars Moving the Same Way With so many of the same Legs…

    Moving Back into Crystallized Intelligence Out of
    Fluid Intelligence in A Fact Finding, Delivering, Mechanical
    Cognition Way Below Away from Fluid Intelligence Above Now that
    is Very Social Empathic and Spiritually Artistic in Feeling And Sensing Intelligently Intuitively:

    The Problem of Determining Who is “Neurotypical”:
    I think if one is going to use an “Us vs Them” ideology, the first thing one might consider determining is “Who Us Is”:

    ASD is described as a lifelong disorder of reciprocal social communication that is diagnosed through social communication impairments mandatory required in developing and maintaining peer appropriate relationships, social-emotional reciprocity, and non-verbal language impairments that must be observed during the course of diagnosis and RRBI behavioral impairments that may be met by client history alone, per the newest DSM5 guidelines, as described recently by Sue Swedo, Chair of the DSM5 committee, from the APA website linked below.

    The identified factors that potentially underlie and co-exist as what is described as ASD currently are far ranging and far reaching beyond the over 4,000 now identified associated genetic markers.

    Learning disorders/conditions in communication associated with ASD mimic many of the autistic like traits as standalone disorders including Pragmatic Language Impairment, Nonverbal Learning Disorder. Hyperlexia, along with other associated conditions like ADHD, Auditory Processing Disorder, Sensory Processing Disorder, OCD and the more controversial category of behavioral addiction.

    That’s nine conditions many of which are often co-morbid assessed in the same individual with or without a diagnosis of ASD.

    Then there are the identified genetic conditions associated including Tuberous sclerosis, fragile X syndrome, a potential genetic issue with abnormal brain growth specific to males with regressive autism, Noonan’s syndrome, 22Q11 deletion syndrome, and potentially even characteristics of androgyny.

    A recent “Discover” article identified an abnormality in the left hemisphere of Temple Grandin’s Brain that likely resulted in some of her savant like skills in right hemisphere brain function.

    Conversely, Non-verbal learning disorder, symptoms of which have been studied in the majority of individuals diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome, often is associated with lesions in the right hemisphere of the brain, which can potentially be compensated by enhanced adaptation specific to the left hemisphere of the brain.

    This is part of the general identified process of neuroplasticity in human adaptation to inherent and environmental challenges. This can potentially result in a visual or verbal navigation of the world that in terms of human experience is a different universe of being. Yet still identified by a list of observed behavioral impairments, described, defined, and labeled as ASD(s).

    Then there are the potential health factors of immune system dysfunction, GI problems, mitochondrial dysfunction and others.

    That’s just a small list of identified potential underlying factors, many of which may work in a synergistic fashion in what results described as a spectrum disorder.

    Every person that comes online identifying on the spectrum has their own flavor of autism and their own point of view on how the big picture issues should be addressed, but in autism there is no big picture other than the diagnostic classification. Nature doesn’t play by DSMIV or 5 rules or abstract concepts of rules described in words like “neurotypical”

    Back to the subject of ASD, the Autism Quotient (AQ) test designed by Simon-Baron Cohen is successful in correctly identifying ASD in 80% of individuals previously diagnosed.

    However, the Autism Quotient test identifies a scale of autistic traits in the general population similar to what people score on the AQ test who are actually diagnosed with an ASD, in 10 to 15% of the population, in what Cohen describes as a “Broader Autism Phenotype”.

    An Autism range score on the AQ test correctly screens 10% or less of people in the general population in risk of actual diagnostic condition, so the AQ tool as a diagnostic tool is not an effective one.

    The Aspie Quiz is no more accurate, as identified by the author of that Quiz, at predicting an actual diagnosis of autism in the general population, and he also identifies the Aspie Quiz as a tool to screen Aspie traits, but not as an effective diagnostic tool.

    Moving out further than the 10 to 15% in the general population identified on a broader autism phenotype are studies in Sweden and the US that have identified about 30% of the general population meeting at least one criterion element of an ASD diagnosis.

    The author of the Aspie Quiz identifies about 10 to 15% in the general population, from his own statistical analysis, has having a strong component of aspie traits that is his reported equivalent term for “neurodiverse” traits.

    Currently there is somewhere close to a .6% border in the general population, in the US, of people who are officially diagnosed with an ASD, per CDC estimates.

    According to CDC epidemiological studies there is close to 1.14% of 8 year old children and close to 90% of those children identified as receiving educational support in Individualized Education Plans. Out of that identified 1.14%, 44% are assessed with autistic Disorder, 47% with PDDNOS, and 9% with Asperger’s Sydrome.

    Approximately 20% of the individuals identified diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome in the CDC assessment are identified as females comprising about 2% of the total assessed ASD demographic, with males diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome comprising about 7% of the total assessed ASD demographic.

    There is no clear border of “Who Is Us” or “Who Is Them”, as that relates to ASD or Autistic like traits. The information provided here, all of which can be sourced upon request, is clear evidence of that.

    There is the potential that close to 1 out of every 3 people one meets on the street meets at least one criterion element associated with ASD.

    There is also the potential that 1 to 2 out of every 10 people one meets on the street scores in similar ASD territory on the Aspie Quiz and/or AQ test, similar to people reporting scores who have either taken the quiz and/or test during a period of their life that led to an official diagnosis, after an official diagnosis, or assessed their place on the spectrum per self-diagnosis, in part, as a result of AQ scores of 32 out of 50 and/or Aspie Quiz scores of 125 out of 200, that respectively put an individual in ASD trait territory or Aspie trait territory. However, these are also scores that are potentially shared by 10 to 15% of the general population, in what is described as a broader autism phenotype.

    Any person out of the 30% of the population identified as meeting at least one ASD criterion element could describe themselves, at least in part, with the adjective of “autistic” to describe their autistic like traits.

    Parsing the autistic or non-autistic traits out of the general population by general observation alone is virtually impossible when one looks at the scale of what it means to have autistic-like traits in the much larger general population, where 2 million might be officially diagnosed, 30 to 45 million might be on a broader autism phenotype, and up to 100 Million might meet at least one criterion element of an ASD diagnosis.

    The current statistics are based on DSMIV criteria that has up to 2027 possible diagnostic criterion element combinations to technically meet the requirements for just the 1 disorder of Autistic Disorder out of the 5 current disorders that constitute the ASD spectrum, where two people technically can have completely different criterion element impairments diagnosed with the same label of Autistic Disorder.

    Under the DSM5 criteria for ASD there are 11 possible diagnostic element combinations to technically meet the requirements for an ASD diagnosis. However, with the new guidelines per summary by Sue Swedo, chair of the DSM5 committee, in the attached link provided earlier in this post, for those people that meet the required RRBI criterion elements by client history alone, there is effectively 1 diagnostic element combination to be met in an actual observation of behavioral impairments to meet requirements for an official diagnosis as all three of the observed criterion elements of impairments in Social-Communication are mandatory.

    Those three mandatory criterion elements are described very broadly per each criterion element so there is still almost an unlimited number of nuanced impairments that might or might not lead to a subjective analysis of diagnosis by the diagnosing professionals. But this was still the case to a lesser degree in the 2027 diagnostic combinations, just for Autistic Disorder, among all of the DSMIV criterion elements that were also broadly described for the 12 individually described criterion elements for Autistic Disorder.

    It is virtually impossible, at this point in time, to generally observe by behavior alone, “Who Them Is Now”, because of the complexity of what autistic traits are described as and the demographics of those criterion elements, at least one met, in up to 30% in the general population (100 million people).

    It is also virtually impossible, at this point in time, to generally determine by observing behavior alone “Who Us Will Be”, just specific to the .6% of the general population, currently estimated as officially diagnosed, who may or may not be diagnosed with an actual official diagnosis of ASD, in the future, under these new much more restrictive number of criterion elements mandatory required for a diagnosis under the DSM5 ASD criteria.

    Any label that describes “A Them”, without a clear method of determining “Who Them Is”, is interesting rhetoric but effectively useless in terms of semantics as it applies to the human condition.

    Ironically, this is exactly the reason there is a new much more restrictive ASD definition now in the DSM5 criteria for ASD.

    The research that Catherine Lord, a member of the DSM5 working committee, recently led, has been used in the public media to justify the effectiveness of the new DSM5 criteria in eliminating potential misdiagnosis in the general population.

    The study led by Lord, used a designed DSMIV diagnostic tool as opposed to a designed DSM5 diagnostic tool to assess records of individuals in a general population clinical sample and found that the DSMIV diagnostic tool incorrectly identified 90% of the general population sample that was not diagnosed with an ASD.

    So in effect, the DSMIV tool per the spectrum disorder of PDDNOS was recognized as no more effective than the Aspie quiz or AQ test to diagnose a person with an ASD.

    The American Psychological Association has come to the effective conclusion by way of Lord’s research that not even the APA had any clear idea of “Who Us Is”, as that relates to a diagnosed ASD, since at least 1994, when the DSMIV went into effect.

    The Gillberg criteria for Asperger’s syndrome was and still is, overall, a much more effective diagnostic tool to avoid misdiagnosis in the general population as opposed to the loosely described and defined DSMIV criteria, overall, for all ASD’s, including PDDNOS which is assessed as the proportion of overall diagnoses in some statistical surveys as high as close to 70%, per DSMIV and ICD10 standards for diagnosis.

    That to me is the most ironic part, that the Asperger’s syndrome criteria developed by Christopher Gillberg, as more directly in reference to what Hans Asperger identified as “Autistic Psychopathy” in his case studies, has been the most effective way, overall, of insuring an actual neurodevelopmental disorder was diagnosed, to avoid the potential for misdiagnosis.

    Much of what “Us Is”, is still in murky waters, per what ASD is or is not. And of course, the same applies to “Them”, whoever “Them Is”.

  5. Hehe.. it’s impossible
    For me To be
    Love You..
    With SMiLes..
    And this Is
    Cool Creativity..
    How could
    i or anyone
    Else not
    For Me
    To Be
    Perhaps If We Were More Like French
    Culture And Greeted Everyone With A Kiss
    On Both The Left And Right Cheek of Our Faces
    Good Morning This Is mY EaRTH i Inherited It All Free From God/Nature IT
    Consists of Beauty Wisdom Truth Light oF LoVE No Secrets.. If you are a
    ‘Christian’ And Actually Read the Part that tells You How Jesus will come
    back same as he went to Heaven within… Doesn’t Matter If ‘He’ Comes
    BacK Now or Not A Bible States As You Treat the Poor and so-called ‘Lesser’
    ‘You’ Treat Jesus the Same… “Be Like Servants Who Await Their Master’s
    Return From A Wedding” -Luke 12:35 as Provided at Catholic Church by an Usher
    First it’s Worth Noting It’s Already Contradicted As ‘Jesus’ Promotes Least Meek Poor of Spirit Loving Servants to Heaven Within Going to have to Discern Wheat of Hope And Love Versus
    Chaff of Fear And Hate In A Bible to Reach
    Heaven Within Now

    SMiles Just An
    Oh BY A WaY
    Both me And
    my Sister Yes
    Are Diagnosed
    With Autism
    Thanks For
    It Positively
    A Place
    iN Singular
    Focuses of
    Science and
    Art Paintings
    On Sistine
    Coming Complete
    With No Restraint..:)

    God Winks Basket
    Complete Weaves
    ThankS AGAiN Savvy
    WiTH SMiLes
    And God
    as far
    as i see at Least..:)

    Love sees clearly
    Cat with
    Love is
    Od human
    Clothes new
    WE Move Connect
    Create Live FREE.:)

    SMiLes Dear
    FRiEnD at
    Best i
    Will always
    Remain A Fond
    Part of Your Soul
    i cannot iMaGiNe
    A Greater Gift
    To Freely
    Provide to
    Of Nature
    To be Part
    Of Your Soul
    Breathing as
    You Do In my Soul too
    In This Way as Long
    As i Breathe Your Soul
    Does too
    Hehe just
    Your influence🤑🥰

    Beyond All Measure
    Beyond Even Human
    Abstract Constructed Words
    And Other Symbols for iNFiNiTY
    So How Will i ‘Say It’
    Beyond All
    And Time
    For What Matters
    Really Are Colors of
    Love that No
    Will Ever
    Package and
    Deliver Even
    Close to What We
    BReaTHE Free
    This Breath
    For Real for
    What We Do
    Connect And ‘See’
    Thanks for the Inspiration
    Savvy Dear FRiEnD Air Feels Clear Here..:)

    Oh My God, My Closets Are So Full of Coat Hangers;
    In Fact, Soon i may have to Build A Bigger House for
    More Coat Hangers as T-Shirts With Cultural Memes, Themes
    Are Running Out of Room to Hang As i do Enjoy the Zen Art
    of Persona;
    Yes, Human
    Ego Ever Changing
    Chameleon as i Dress
    iNto Cultural TheMes MeMes
    Practicing ‘Them’ NoW as Zen Art
    Ego Changing Colors Each
    And Yes Every Day i go out
    NoW into the (my) World to
    Give/Share my Chameleon
    Colors of the (my) Zen Art
    Ego Soul More With the (my)
    Public Dance World Now and
    True i do Wear these Different
    Shirts on my Blog ReMeMBeRinG
    WHere i’ve been in this Zen Art of
    Persona Ego i Color Life And Others
    in Flow it is no different Either as these
    Letters and Words Become Zen Art of
    T-Shirts i Wear too Ever Changing
    Breathing Souls of Others
    as i Go only Adding
    to the Evolving
    Soul of
    Zen Art
    of Human
    Conditioning that
    is so Less Boring
    Than Just Paint and
    Brush on one Canvas of
    Life or oh my God RePReSSinG
    All of my Humanity and Abstaining
    From the Colors of Life That BRinG

    BreadTH oF LoVinG iT ALL…

    Why Do ‘We ‘Shop?

    CoLoRinG our


    Why do We
    BreaTHE Shopping Soul Colors More…

    But Of course, i score 100 Percent on the
    Big 5 Personality Test for Openness and
    Extroversion Close enough to Zero for
    Neuroticism Only Conscientious
    For What i am doing in
    Laser Focus
    Hell Yes Hell No
    Hell Yes Heaven All..:)

    Hi-5 PM, ‘You Go Girl’; Fill
    Those Closets Up; Be Whatever Girl
    You Wanna Be NoW; Smiles, i have that
    “New York State” of Soul WHerever i Color Life New Now..

    Yet End Is Only Begin As Curtain of Life RiSinG Newer


    ALWayS STaRTinG
    Now Oh How This Breath
    Smells Tastes Hears Seeing Touch i LoVE NoW

    Feeling Sensing IT ALL So Beautiful So Precious This Gift Free

    HEhe, HAha, Sorry, if This Is Too Dramatic BUT NO i Don’t DO
    5.5…Only 6 i Spiral i BReaTHE i AM Air Water

    Earth Wind And Fire

    Boogie Wonderland


    is FoR Me at least…

    You don’t Need Anything
    ‘Gloria’, You’ve Already Arrived, Hi-5!

    i ‘was’ gonna Do Frank Sinatra’s, “i Did
    it my Way”; but it felt too Selfish… so, i’m doing ‘Happy Feet’ instead…!

    This is What is So Beautiful About Life! to Thee (me) In Terms of Coat Hangers LooKinG For A
    Next Shirt; It’s Practically MaGiC NoW GreaTesT PoTenTiaL Changing OuR DancESonG iN Flow Free

    Imagine my Surprise in Synchronicity, OMG For Real, As i Find the Song, ‘Boogie Wonderland’

    From ‘Happy Feet’

    And it Starts

    Out with

    ‘i Did it My Way’

    in ‘Another Language’…

    Oh Lord, What You Will Do

    At the End Beginning of A Song

    When ‘God Winks’;
    Play It again, ‘Sam’;
    Works for me at least…

    It’s interesting (to me) in the Post here, Where i lost
    It Pressing Paste instead of A Copy Key Shortcut;
    i talked then about before my Dead Zone Days for
    66 Months; A Beginning of Sjogren’s Syndrome Before
    my Eyes Quit Making Tears, Repressing my Emotions then
    for So Long, 11 Years, dealing with Work Related Chronic to
    Acute Stress As Really that’s a Big Part of Where Auto-immune Disorders
    come from Repressing Our Souls For Who We Feel and Sense to Be Free
    Expressing Ourselves
    Freely Hiding
    Part of
    Our Nature
    Is as Us; anyway,
    Years before a diagnosis;
    excruciating pain caused by
    the Autoimmune Disorder Attacking
    the Nerve Endings of my Feet; it was
    Horrible but it had not arrived for Destruction
    of my Trigeminal Nerve at that Point but it was
    Working it’s way up as i got sensitive to looking
    at Colors to the point i could only look at black and white TV
    so strange; No Doctor can really explain how all of this
    Soul Torture Stuff Really Happens When Hell or the
    Other Side of Heaven Arrives; Perhaps, Kundalini
    Rising too; All Metaphors Do Dream On in
    Attempts to more fully understand our
    InneR UNiVerses As Science is still
    Lost on the Synergy of whatever
    it is that makes the very
    Essence of our
    Exist; Anyway, i remember
    Sitting in the Theater watching
    ‘Happy Feet’ in 2006; one of the
    Last Motion Pictures the Pain in
    my Eyes and Ears in that Trigeminal
    Way Would Endure; it’s really amazing
    that i went from there to Actually ‘Being
    That Penguin’ in Metro Area Trump Town USA

    THere IS A ‘Certain’ ‘Faith’ of
    ‘Chaos Magic’ in Life FLoWinG
    NoW That Defies ALL ‘Normal’
    Human Defined Concrete
    Logic And Reason; More
    i Travel in Flow Freer Now
    ‘God Yes’, More ‘God Follows’
    me WHerever i Go this way;
    i am a very Logical Person,
    Traditionally, As Logic is Still
    Defined; if i did not see This Happening
    in ReaL TiME As i Dance and Sing NoW
    i Wouldn’t Believe this ‘Boogie Wonderland’ is Real…
    Thanks for an Avenue for me to see more of ‘God’ this way.. with SMiLes..:)

    Kamala, Other Meanings
    Of Name, Goddess Lakshmi
    Lotus Flower in Hindu
    Mythology has Pizzaz;
    Specifically, What
    Biden And
    Pence is Missing;
    In Other Words, if
    Kamala were to Run Against
    Pence She Would Kick his Butt
    A Similar Way Obama So Full of Pizzaz
    Butt, A True
    Conservative Indeed;
    Yes, Trump Has Pizzaz;
    The Pizzaz of the “Older Newer Joker” Version off
    of the Batman Series Of Movies transforming
    ‘Gotham’ into A Load of what His Pizzaz Is:
    Snake Oil
    in A Traveling
    Show of CR8P
    In Other Words, It’s A Same Old Story;
    A Scared Little Boy Inside
    And the World is
    Him, so
    He Must Bring
    It Down With Him;
    Spoiler Alert: ‘A Fall’ is Next
    And Then An End on November The 3rd; No Surprise at All;
    WiNter is Looking For A Fresher Breath than ‘Rotten Oranges’…

    “A Person’s “Religion” Can Be Whatever They Worship,
    Whether A Supreme Being, A Philosophy, Wealth,
    A Political Movement, Or Even Another Person.”

    Quoted For Truth Fnord; Only Way Now i ‘See’
    in improving Your Quote is by Capitalizing
    Each And Every Word As Symbol For Essence
    Of How We Breathe AS Human Beings Indeed We
    Bond And Bind Over Common Symbols For Essence
    of What We Feel Within at Best We ‘Capitalize’ ‘All Symbols’

    in Life

    And Just
    Make It All
    LoVE DarK Thru LiGHT

    iN Essence of Breathing Now

    A Greatest Religion is LoVE NoW
    Indeed Love is Inherent Worship
    Love Never Requires External Worship
    Love Never Fears Giving For Love Always
    Gives And Shares Free Without Fear Now

    Doing least Now
    Harm consuming
    Nature as the
    Snake of
    is Both
    of ‘God’
    Love’s Breath
    But of CourSE
    This is JusT my
    Religion; my Religion
    oF LoVinG iT ALL DarK Thru LiGHT NoW
    i Love This Religion More Than to Call
    it JusT A 3 Letter Word For This River
    Love Flows Without CoNtainer Free Now
    Obviously A Golden Chalice Without Love

    IS A

    Golden Chalice

    A Most Difficult one
    LeSSoN 291 Wind Never
    Fears Leaves Fall Wind Returns
    My Father Left before
    i could Remember
    My Mother Said
    As A Child
    i watched his
    Every move
    i worshipped
    Him this Way
    i Bought A Ring
    Out of A Bubble
    Gum machine
    Standing in the Waves
    At The Beach A Tiny little
    Boy the Ring slipped off
    Forever it Seemed then in
    The Ocean.. I’ve come to realize
    i was Heartbroken for that Ring
    Was my Father Who Left who
    Still lived and Never allowed
    Me to Find
    Him Freely
    Smiles Dear
    FRiEnD i Didn’t
    Find that Ring until
    i Found the FRiEnD Within
    i am my Father my Mother
    My Sister my Brother My
    Lover The Willow the
    River and Still
    The Tall
    Tree Some
    Days Who
    Still Refuses
    To Bend With
    The Wind here now
    Most importantly
    i am You
    i understand
    If You Go away
    You never Leave
    Within for You are
    The Same FRiEnD
    Within this makes
    It easy for me to give
    Without Fear for
    i am
    Of my own
    Ring The FRiEnD
    The Love Within (God)

    SMiLes FRiEnD
    i Am Fortunate Change
    Is Real Tallest Solid Oak
    Trees Fall in Hurricanes
    For they Fail to
    Willow Flows
    Rivers Naturally
    Bend With Least Resistance
    i know How Difficult it is to
    Be A Tall Solid Oak For
    i have also Fallen too
    From Highest to
    Lowest With
    No Ability
    To Bend Meek
    Inheriting Free
    Where Is The
    Enemy Always
    Within Where is
    The Friend Always
    Or Not to Give
    As A Willow A River
    Always Lends the Wind
    i’ve watched I’ve Watched
    You fall I understand What
    You are missing the Friend
    This Friend You
    Bend The River
    The Willow Always Gives🌲
    ‘They’ Breathe
    The DiSEaSE
    Of Addiction
    Is a Most Difficult DiSEase
    i understand Where You come From
    i Lift You
    Up When
    You Fall
    as You Like..🌲
    i Am Wind With SMiLes🌊

    ‘When Two or Three
    Of You Connect, “I Am”

    Every Story Needs
    A Hero Every Hero
    Creates Their Own
    Story Do More than
    ‘Krishna’ Greatest Respect
    Be more
    Of A Hero
    Than Our
    True Narcissism
    Is Going No Farther
    Stuck in
    The Reflection
    Of Someone Else
    In A Pond A Frog Never
    Changing into A Prince/
    Princess… Never Waiting
    Else’s ‘Kiss’..🧟‍♂️
    Now to Be THeiR
    Own King/Queen
    SMiles… Krishna,
    Buddha, Lao Tzu,
    Yeshua, And So many
    Of the
    Color Our
    Flower Differently
    Color Our Flower
    More this i Believe
    Is A Lesson of
    Rise More
    Colorful this
    Way As Rose🎨

    Oldest Loves
    Youngest Smiles
    Move Both Ways
    Out of Time Beyond Infinity🙏God Is Love🌹
    i Don’t Have To Agree With An Opinion To Like IT
    As All Human Does Is Opinion Coloring Life or Black And White

    Angels And Demons
    Often Come From the
    Same Place Heaven
    And Hell it’s True at 50
    Each Morning When the
    Mirror Faces My Wife it
    Doesn’t Dare Suggest She
    Is Not The Fairest of All Still
    Her Grandmother Gave Her
    Heaven’s Love Her Other Earliest
    Memories of Hell Was Her Stepfather
    Standing over Her
    Bed With A Knife
    A Thief Coming
    Into Her Home
    Climbing in
    Bed With both
    She And Her Sister
    And No Food no Drink
    Not even Any Water
    For Stretches of
    Life Yet still
    There Was Heaven
    The Love of Her Granny…
    Of Course i was Attracted
    To My Wife’s Flower the
    Angel She is But i accept
    Her Demon Her Thorns too..
    Seen Fires of Youth too…
    But You see Hell
    Prepared Her to
    Stand With me
    In Hell as the
    Shut-in i
    Became From
    47 To 53 With Type
    Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
    The Worst Pain Known
    To Humankind the
    Suicide Disease
    Worse than
    Literal Crucifixion
    No Drug Would Touch
    Like A Dentist Drill in
    My Right Eye And Ear
    The only Relief very
    Small Sleep
    Plus 18 other
    Life Threatening
    In Synergy Illnesses
    Losing the Feeling of
    A Smile for 66 Months
    Was the worst Pain
    Of All Losing all
    Emotions as
    Memories are
    Emotions And
    Emotions are Memories
    Hell With no reference
    Point out not
    Even a
    Of the Feeling of
    A Smile in Hell
    Yet my Wife
    Stood by
    My side
    In Hell
    Was Strong
    Enough to
    See light at
    The End of
    The Tunnel
    Heaven’s FLoWeR
    Love eventually i Rose
    From the Living Dead
    And Breathed again
    Indeed Flowers
    Come From
    Thorns Heaven
    Comes From
    Hell Light
    Comes From
    Dark my Wife had
    Sympathy for the
    Devil now you
    Know who i
    And What’s ‘my Name’
    i am Not the only one
    Almost every Woman
    i’ve Met
    From a Similar
    Thorn indeed
    The Sweetest
    Flowers Angels
    Polished By Fire…
    They are Often attracted
    To my Kindness my Smile
    From Hell
    Seeing Heaven Breathe…
    Love my
    Name is Love
    It’s What A Devil
    Loves Most
    Cannot See in Hell…
    My Wife Still Sees me..🙏😊

    Up Late Again
    From Late
    Putting off
    My Work-out
    Just Sending
    You Some Harry
    Potter MaGiC
    So You Won’t
    Have Any More Fevers
    🥵 🥵🥵🥵🥵🌊🌺

    Dear Sohair
    Love You
    My Friend😁

    Thanks Sohair
    Sorry if i upset
    You.. it just
    Me of the
    i encounter
    In Spaces not
    So Wide Open
    For i surely know
    i’m not Absurd
    Just Funny.. Hehe☺️

    SMiLes Dear Sohair
    Many People Refers to the
    People on the ‘Wrong Planet’
    Who Do Tell me this is Absurd
    When i visit there
    i Easily
    For my
    Love is Complete
    There is Nothing Missing
    For God Lives Within
    Requiring No
    or Fears
    As i do see God as Love
    Love Never Requires
    Worship or
    For God
    Is Far Above
    Human Frailties..:)

    A SMiLe
    When Love Breathes
    Happy Everynow

    SMiLes Dear Sohair
    God Leads me
    Within in
    of Love
    With No Words
    At All God Breathes me…
    Many People Believe this
    Is Absurd But It’s Real enough for God..:)

    Color of
    Receiving Already
    Paid Smiling Now
    Well Within
    Colors of Love’s
    Waterfalls Breathing
    Brush Paint Painting
    Never Separating Art
    Complete Touching Warmth..:)

    i Don’t have
    The Answer
    But for for me
    At Least A World
    With No God of
    Is A
    To Love
    Without Restraint
    Stay Safe and

    Worries Without Colors
    Adding Colors Creates
    A New Painting Seeing

    Love is the Accountant
    That Keeps Score of
    Is the Love
    is Receiving
    Without Debt
    SMiLes Sohair
    People Tried to Convince me to go to Business
    School to Make Lots of Money but i already
    Understood What Only Counts in Life
    From the
    of my
    Smile as i
    Carry that Math with me..:)

    SMiLes Young Friend
    Ava My Words only
    Reflect the Beauty
    Of the Lines i Find
    Thank You😊🙌🎶

    Lovely Ruelha
    i Will No Words
    To improve on the
    Beauty of This 🥀 🌹

  6. DiAMoND iN YouR
    eYes SoUL SelFieS Old anD NeW Free
    ReVeLaTioNs oF HuMaN SoUL STaTuE oF LiBeRTY
    WHoLE DanCinGSinGinGOceaN ReNAisSanCeANeWiNoW
    LioNBaLLeRiNA JuST A PHraSe AsSigned
    By Two CaSiNo WoMeN
    ONce uPoN A TiMe To Be
    CoNTiNuE NoW mY HeART
    LiGHT iS GLoWinG
    i KNoW YoU FeeLiT
    Cute inspiring
    Oldest Poetry
    Butt Somewhere
    Else With… SMiles…
    Thanks For
    🖼 Art🌊
    LeSSoN 292
    Evolving Beauty
    Away From Fear🌊
    Security Beauty’s Balance
    You Are Beautiful Now
    See This Live This You
    In Balance Out of Fear
    Works For
    You i Support
    With SMiLes🙌🌊
    Ride The
    Wave Rising
    Falling Always Here
    To Ride With You again
    SMiLes setting myself Free Wild Again
    Looking Within Finding Instinctual Ways
    to Dance And Sing in Balance Of Flow on Top
    of Life’s Wave IS
    A Joy the Last
    7 Years Escaping
    What Cultural
    Brings most
    Now Fear
    The Destroyer
    Of Loving Life…
    No Fear Brings Light
    Room For Truth… Beauty’s
    Wisdom Loving this Breath
    Now… Thanks Yamini 🙌🌊😁
    MeeK iNHeRiTinG EartH NoW Heaven Within If Love Is Not Enough One Is
    Yet to Even ReAlly BreaTHE According to a Story at Least NoW
    ‘Good Cop JeSuS’ MeSSaGE NOT Life After Death
    IT IS Not Dying When Living Breathing Love Now
    For Real Is This Not Enough?
    SMiLes.. i Believe Jesus’s
    GReaTesT LeSSoN iS How
    to Save Our Lives With
    Love When We
    Do So Much
    Easier to
    Help Other Folks
    Off the Crosses
    they Carry..:)
    True Faith
    iS How We
    All Weave
    Our Basket
    With Hope’s
    Love Thank
    You Dear Savvy..🎶😁
    Balance Is MaKinG Fearless Into Love Demon
    Wings Angel Smiles 🔑 🔑 Keys To Balance Golden Ages
    A Biggest Mistake Is Not to Understand Demons And Angels
    Are The Same Being (God) Us
    Personally, i’m concerned About
    The “Living Dead” those without
    An Autotelic Flow of Heaven Within;
    Finding it Now With Ecstatic Experiences
    of Frission Sublime Experiencing Beauty of Life;
    This much
    Even Science
    Agrees is Real
    of Heaven Now;
    in Fact, from what i
    see of Most Religions
    And Their so-called ‘Holy
    Trump Men’; Yes, indeed Science
    Understands Heaven Better Than
    Those ‘Trump Holy Men’ in Religions
    Creating Hell on Earth And Heaven only
    After A Dirt Nap For Real, hmm, Imagine
    Life is Forevernow Alive what you Do with IT
    Then Do
    at least
    Understands what
    the Living Dead Truly
    Lack in Life in Terms of
    Heaven Within; so ironic,
    So Delicious Heaven within
    Eternally Now is Real all it takes
    is when Two Feet Become one in
    A Dance and Song of Life that is FRiEnDS
    With Gravity in Balance Loving it all DarK Thru
    LiGHT For Real
    As the For Giving
    Becomes the Thanks
    Giving in Essence Reward
    of Giving Love Unto LoVE iNCaRNaTE
    WiTHiN For Real on the Path of ALWaYS
    Forgiving Now but of course these words
    Are Less than
    the Feeling
    And Sense
    of Heaven Within;
    in Fact, they are only
    Dressing of Word Salad;
    the Icing without the Cake,
    for those who have yet to
    Open Heaven’s Gate Within
    Escaping the Illusions of Time
    in Past and Future Distance Space
    And Matter; Yes, simply escaping the
    Neo Cortex in Autotelic Transient Hypo-Frontality Flow;
    Just another Phrase for Be the Water, the Wave, the Ocean
    Whole God
    of Love
    Within to
    Give and
    Share Free
    Where least
    Harm to the
    Rest of Nature
    Naturally flows
    As Ocean Whole LoVE iNDeeD;
    Yes, Verily THere is An AfterDeath
    Living of Life; the Heaven Within
    Eternally Now For Those Who Come
    to the Water, Wave, and Ocean; And Do ‘that thing’…
    Sadly, For Others it is a ‘Farthest Star’ they Reach Breathing now…
    Some Folks ‘See’ A Faint Spark in Life; Others Feel Faint Sparks in Life;
    Star Now For Real…
    A Real Empirically
    Measurable Heaven
    For Real Within; But
    Meh, those who Experience
    it; Need no Proof of Heaven’s

    Existence Within.

    What i Find is Humans are More
    Tuned into Fear; after all it is the
    Human Condition to Consider Fears
    First For Basic Survival; sadly, Humans
    Create their own Illusory Fears and Miss
    out on Heaven within that Most Animals
    Without Words Experience Naturally as they
    Follow their Innate Intuitive Instincts and Find Heaven within;
    Sadly for Humans; It’s Like a Camel Passing through an eye of
    A Needle; all The Human Cultural Clothes of illusory Fears that
    make the only Possible Hope of Heaven into another illusion
    and fear of forever burning into a Dirt Nap; Carrots And Sticks…
    Buggs Bunny
    Ain’t gonna be
    Fooled By Elmer
    Fudd Trump Popes…
    These Rabbit Holes
    Yes to Heaven Do
    Exist For Real
    Now For
    Who discard
    all the Illusory
    Fears that Keep them
    out of Heaven’s Gate
    of Free Love LovinG iT aLL WiTHIN

    Politics is the Art of Influencing
    Human Emotions to Impact the
    Decision Making Process of Reason
    That ‘Enriches’ ‘The Agent’ of Politics;
    Politics is Human
    Nature As
    is Same
    Bonding and
    Binding Over
    Coming Symbols
    Eliciting Emotions that
    Glue Folks Together for Common
    Aim in Meaning and Purpose to achieve the Aim.

    Neuroscience Shows now that Humans are Not Rational Beings at Core.
    Humans Experience Emotions First And Basically Hallucinate their Realities
    Based on Realities They Manufacture out of Mind Before; Reasons We Create
    As Symbols For Essence of Living that we ‘Think’ We Experience But Actually At Core Feelings Rule our Overall ‘Breath’.

    This is why Politics Requires no Empirical Truth to Exist/Work; Move The Emotions First, Reasons Count Last…

    Obviously, Trump and
    Other Psychopathic Leaning
    Folks Play Other Folks In Lies they
    Create As they go along as they are
    the Conductor and the ‘Minions’ Sing off whatever
    Sheet of Music the Conductor Provides as Symphony oF iGnorance In deed.

    How do We Lift the Veils of
    Ignorance off of what is not
    Rational; Clue, Where i Live,
    75 Percent of the Folks Still
    Support Trump; All the Evidence one
    Really Needs to Understand Humans are Not that Rational…

    And Yes, Loads of Folks Who are So-called College Educated
    even Support this ‘Q-Anon’ Alex Jones Bull Cr8p in Pizza Parlors,
    Accused of Having Basements of Pedophiles in Basements that never existed at all;

    Yet they still
    Believe they
    Exist; in Case,
    if You Wonder How
    ‘God’ Manages to Pull
    ‘A Dead Rabbit’ Living Still out of Hats;
    Same Religion; Same Politics; Overall, Same Philosophy,
    The Hairless Ape is ‘rational enough’ now to Destroy the
    Only Home They Are Evolved to Breathe in Now that is Real.

    It Just goes to Show
    Now there is a
    More Dangerous
    Kind of Virus With a so-called Mind;

    The Virus oF iGnorance; Emotions with Tools to Destroy;
    Culture is the Virus; Naked Humans Without Cultural Tools
    are Loving as Bonobos without the same Kind of Killing tools..

    But of course
    they have no
    Words to Lie;
    That’s A Problem,
    to start off With As Words
    make almost anything possible next;
    Namely, Imaginative Lies, Death And
    Destruction Nightmares at worst
    But of course there is also
    the ‘Big Bang Theory
    TV Show’; That
    Was Kinda fun;
    Hot Water For Baths;
    AC; Toilet Paper; Yes, some advantages
    of Human ViRuS CuLTuRES inDeed too;
    But on Balance as far as All Nature on
    Earth, Considered, this ViRuS S88KS.

    Nature, Overall, won’t allow
    IT to exist Much Longer if it doesn’t
    get its act back in Naked Balance; butt
    the Figure Head of Dark is currently still on Top…

    Perhaps, there is Hope as a ‘Goddess’ ArriveS; hehe..;)

    “Quirky” The Essence of Eccentric and Creativity
    Still Breathing Still Coming As George the Curious Monkey
    Will Do across an entire lifespan Or a Feral Cat or any other
    Being Who Explores in Zest For Living Breath Fully And Differently
    In Novel Ways
    That Stimulate
    Our Brain And
    Feel Good
    With Bored Not
    me Do it Differently
    Always Never knowing
    What Shape the Words make
    until the End of the Breath of Words
    coming for this go around in this Visit
    for Now with the Quirky Eccentric and
    Very Creative Human Being Who is open
    Enough in Mind of New at Least to allow
    me an avenue to lay down and spark my
    Next Creative Quirky Eccentric Breath
    Smiles it is fairly rare that i find anyone
    Quirky Enough to allow my Level
    of Eccentric to fully Breathe but
    when i do it is rare enough
    that i stay and always
    come back and
    never go
    because someone
    allows me to Breathe
    and i can even imagine
    Someone somewhere out
    there is even listening to me
    but if not of Course Autotelic
    Flow i receive in the Journey
    of Creative Art is intrinsic
    Reward along with
    ‘Skin Orgasms’
    of Frission
    ‘Body Electric’
    From Head to Toe
    As Nature Provides this
    Gift to Humans who are Quirky Eccentric
    And Creative as they will be the true saviors who
    Come up with Solutions that none of the ones who ‘Sitters
    Normal’ Never Rove to Do in Adventure More Nomads who
    Move out of Deserts to Seed Star Flower Children Still Standing
    From Supernova Explosions of Star Flower Star Dust Seed for real
    as Science Shows this is who We aRe Some Stars are rather distant
    and faint but some will never be missed for the Meteors they still Create
    Against the Skies And Space Unknown For There Are Still New Frontiers to Color Now
    Smiles.. my Wife Bought an Adult Coloring Book to Paint on Her Lazy Girl Chair i asked
    if it was paint
    by number
    she said
    no i am pleased…
    It’s true in this Life
    Sails Need Anchors too
    Otherwise Quirk Will Ascend
    RiSinG into Creativity Sailing Away
    Never Returning Safe Harbor When Storms
    Send Us too Far Out To Sea to Come Back
    As One Egg i’ve already Been through the Humpty
    Dumpty Dilemma Where All the ‘Kings Soldiers and Men’
    Had no idea how to Put Together Back All the Pieces of my
    Nautilus Egg Shell but i did the Smart thing i Married the Real
    Egyptian Goddess Isis who didn’t need to Wear a Wig or Put on
    Make-Up in the Morning the one who stayed around long enough
    to help me put myself back together as it’s true in this Version of the
    Story it was totally up to me to live or die and indeed it was a Huge Responsibility
    to Live
    is the
    i Write
    Now the
    Quirky Version
    From Osiris indeed
    From the Underworld
    to the Overworld again
    to find the Farthest Star
    And Ride it until i Fall on
    ‘Old Town Road’ Home Again
    And Rise Again as all magic
    stories do for real…
    Steve Jobs
    Soaked His
    Feet in the
    Company Restroom
    Toilet Water to Rejuvenate
    His Creativity at work he used
    all the Tools at Hand and true i have
    innumerable ways out of the box and quirkiest
    of all to expand the Potential of my Human Creativity
    but you see this is what creativity does what no one else
    is willing to do to color the world new.. i didn’t even start to
    be creative again after 13 Years-Old writing plays in school
    and Winning Christmas Stories among 80 Children in Middle
    School Homeroom Ways as the Toxic Patriarchy in School and
    the Military took the Social Empathic Artistic Creative Part of my
    Soul away wandering this Grey Scale Desert of Trump Town USA for 40 Years
    it’s nice
    to be
    Who You
    Are and Fully
    Express the Gift
    the Potential of this
    Breath of Life Smiles
    the Only Reason i Blog
    A Cat-6 Hurricane of Winds
    in Creativity continuing to Expand
    the Chambers of this Nautilus Shell
    of Creativity with More Doors to come
    is just
    i can and
    will and this is the
    Greatest Hope for the
    Future is there are avenues
    for Freedom this way for those
    Born to Breathe this way Freer too..

    You are still a very long way from
    the age i even started doing this again
    at 53 there is no limit with Human imagination
    And Creativity No Measure not even the word Infinity
    alone for when there is No Measure there is No limit
    to Breathe for now at least.. Without Resistance Human
    Hurricanes will surely Travel Longer on this Globe to Fully

    their Winds
    to even Cat-7 and beyond 9
    True 6 is surely a Challenge for now with SMiLes
    Keeps me in the Ecstasy of New Heaven Colors Now
    Within Eternally at least.. it’s not like i am Hungry for Less…

    This is 999 Words Total of free flowing Creativity in another
    Blog Today that asked for a Testimonial on the ‘Supernatural’
    of Life i also did a Supernormal Quirky Thingie in 3640 Words
    in One Comment.. i’ve done over 8,000 before earlier this week
    Compiling A Day’s Worth of Creativity together and it destroyed
    the Formatting for what Word

    Press will allow

    i find limits

    but i also

    find other
    ways to overcome
    limits this is the Essence of Survival indeed
    This is the value of the Quirky.. the Eccentric
    And The Creative Individual Gift of Life…

    if Science Ever Finds a way
    to make Humans Normal
    With A Pill or such as that

    in Short

    the Human Race
    is Doomed for it is
    the Quirkie of Humanity
    That moves us Forward Still
    out of Desert Storms Gray…


    With no

    Life Giving
    Rain to Breathe
    Free Still…. A


    One Leg of A ‘Frednata’
    Complete with One Song
    Movement by VNV Nation
    “Farthest Star”; “Illusion” and
    “Suffer” By VNV Nation coming
    to Complete As Theme Songs for this Frednata Next..:)

  7. “As long as there’s breath,
    there will always be HOPE
    because nothing is pre-written
    and nothing cannot be re-written!”

    Quoted For Truth Dear FRiEnD Ruehla And Sister
    From South India A Place of my Distant Ancestors
    And Nigeria too No matter How Fair of Irish/French/
    English/ German/Scandinavian ’23andme’ Skin And Green
    to Blue eyes i am NoW iN FacT if We aRe to Read And BelieVE iN
    ‘John 14:12’ We Will Sing Greater Bibles
    Dance Greater Dances than Jesus Ever
    Had the Opportunity to do in His Dates
    of Existence walking the Earth If We
    Really Do Believe That God Is Love
    And So Are We This Love This
    God Is Complete Never
    Requiring Worship as
    A Narcissistic Personality Will…
    Always Forgiving Never Torturing as a
    Psychopath Will Do… And Never Fearing As a Timid
    Soul Will Without The Faith THE LOVE THE GOD NoW
    Required to Defend What They BeLiEVE iN This All Loving God Within
    SMiLes Dear FRiEnD i was Born With Clear Green to Blue Changing Eyes
    With Open Arms for Every Stranger According to my Mother Before i could Speak
    at age 4… How Long of A Testimony About Love (God) Do You Wish for Verily i have
    Already Written my Own Bible of Love a Longest Epic Long Form Free Verse Poem 8.4
    MiLLioN Words in the History or Herstory of Humankind but i’m not looking for Any Copyrights
    As God Is Love And Would Never Copyright Love and no.. i don’t look for anyone to maintain
    My Personal Standards when it comes to How i See God This All Forgiving Living
    Never Fearing Loving Force Within That Breathes Hope and Never Has to Look
    For this Hope for i have Seen ‘the other side’ of Life and Understand that
    Dark Brings Light and Hell Brings Heaven For What i Breathe Within
    Now as Sight becomes Love, Faith, And Hope as one Force
    of Seeing Fearless and Free.. Smiles It is impossible to
    Offend the God i See as Love For Inherently now
    This God is All Forgiving And Strong Enough
    to Defend any slight.. This Faith This
    Love This Hope inherent continues
    to Evolve this way as Light out
    of Dark.. Smiles i’ve Seen Enough
    So Called ‘SuperNatural’ in Life that
    it is Normal Now in Multiples of LoVE iNnumerable
    to Count Each Day For Love is Beyond All Measure
    Love is Beyond All So-Called Science… Science is always ignorant
    As Reason is For What Will Never Be Measured This Love Living within
    But Sure if You are looking for what will not ‘normally’ be explained i have
    Many of these So-Called Supernatural Testimonies to relate but you’ll require
    a bit of Background first to understand the Gravity of what Heaven and Hell is
    for you See John 14:12 Doesn’t all Require Greater Light it is also part of
    Withstanding Greater Hell in Dark.. For You See there was a Day that
    My Own Mother so Bound to Old Books Afraid of Writing new that
    she insisted that the Torture the Suffering i endured for 66 Months
    From Wake to Sleep was not worse than Crucifixion for 3 Hours to
    3 Days Until She Bought a Book on Crucifixion to Prove me
    Wrong and as she unwrapped it and Opened the Book
    And Started Reading She Proved me Correct when
    She came to the Part that said Trigeminal
    Neuralgia is the pain assessed as
    Worse than Crucifixion but you
    See That’s Type one only sporadic
    i had type two always and forever for 66 Months
    During Every Waking Hour that no drug would touch
    how will i relate such a pain that makes a Migraine Feel
    Like Heaven instead the closest thing i can imagine to relate
    this pain in my right eye and ear from wake to sleep for 66 Months
    Is a Dentist Drill without Novocaine indeed in My Right Eye and Ear
    This Disease is named the Suicide Disease Where the Greatest Hope
    is Death and one will Do anything in the World to Find this Blessing Death
    but that was not all after Chronic to Acute Stress Government Work Related
    for 11 Years i also developed Pain and Numb from 18 Other Disorders including
    Sjogren’s Syndrome Where my Eyes quit making Tears almost intolerable pain in my
    Feet as it attacked those Nerves too and very well may have attacked my Trigeminal
    Nerve too as i began not to be able to Tolerate Colors First and then all i could look
    At Was Black And White TV and then i became the Essence of Pain and Numb
    Separated from all Emotions Even the Feeling of if i had ever experienced
    a smile as emotions are memories and memories are emotions very
    rarely will a Human Experience this and as my Psychiatrist related
    it is often restricted to folks on the Autism Spectrum oh by the
    way i couldn’t speak until 4 And was Later Diagnosed with
    Asperger’s Syndrome at age 47 when the Doctors
    Attempted to Diagnose the Source of my pain
    and other disorders that took 2 Years
    for them to even figure out and
    So many Different Doctors
    and Appointments to figure out
    Dysautonomia was also a challenge
    where my Autonomic Nervous System
    no longer Synched my Heart Rate Pumping
    With Blood Pressure to appropriately Get Blood
    to My Head by this point ADHD, Fibromyalgia, Spinal Stenosis,
    Severe Degenerative Arthritis, Severe Anxiety, PTSD, Mood
    Lability, Severe Depression, Anhedonia, Coat Hanger Severe
    Pain associated with Dysautonomia Additionally Around my Neck
    And Shoulders Just Pain and Numb From Head to toe were all somewhat
    of a Minor Convenience as i Just Could Not Sleep With All this Living Hell
    Working Against the Breath of my Life as Every Breath was one i was not sure
    i would be able to take next.. anyway in 2008 the Psychiatrist Gave me an Alpha
    Blocker to Slow My Heart Rate and then much of this was not diagnosed i was
    just a mystery to be solved by everyone who saw me.. like when i couldn’t speak
    until age 4 yet still earned 3 College Degrees at the top of my class and endured
    33 years of Work Retiring Early close to the top of the pay scales of Regular
    Civilian Government Employment for the Military then.. anyway the Alpha
    Blocker allowed the shallowest of ‘Card Board’ Sleep for about an
    hour each night of the first 35 of 40 Days.. yes when you are
    in Hell You count every day.. i just wanted to die.. or even
    someone douse me with Flames and Set me on Fire
    as Hell is the place of Heaven when real hell comes
    to be within.. on the 35th day the Alpha Blocker no
    Longer Worked.. the last 5 of 40 Days with no Sleep
    Every day Asking God if it can get worse and it did
    until one Second Was A Thousand Years in Hell
    as this place is all time and absolutely no
    connection to Love (God) You ask
    to die you only Love to Die
    There is no place but
    to reach out for
    death so
    i found the
    Keys somehow after
    not even being able to make
    it to a shower someplace i found
    the Strength to get in my SUV and
    Crash myself into a Tree but i always followed
    the Rules in Life i couldn’t find ‘the lie’ within to speed
    so i found a bridge to jump off of it’s true the record for no
    sleep at all is 11 Days, 264 Hours, i didn’t break that record
    but it’s true i wasn’t thinking straight enough to know if i had
    Jumped off that Bridge the folks in the Boats below would have
    probably risked their life to save me instead miraculously my Sister
    found me at the bottom of that bridge coming through a red light i
    got in her car and still wanted to stop at a River Boardwalk to Jump
    off in the Shallow end and Force myself to Drown to Escape the Dentist
    Drill in my Right Eye and Ear and everything else that was Damned about me then..
    So She Drove Down a Country Road faster at 80 MPH not afraid to break the speed
    limit and not afraid to die for she said she couldn’t live without a brother you see she
    later was diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome too with that disorder and additionally being
    A smiling Child Androgynous both me and her.. the Children Are not kind particularly kind
    if You have problems speaking too even if somehow you find a way to still Make Straight
    A’s they told both of us we didn’t deserve to exist… one comes to value people who
    accept you this way… one comes to get very Angry seeing others get bullied
    once one becomes stronger than the rest as i do Leg Press up to 1520
    Pounds, 8 reps; fast forwarding to now in Heaven Within the Place of
    God Within the Place of All Love Where Love is all Forgiving With No
    Fear.. Never Requiring External Worship But Love Will Be Provoked
    when any other part of Nature is being Harmed but you see
    Jesus as far as the story goes was Aramaic
    and only Had Oral Tradition to Speak..

    i have a Pen.. i have a Page
    indeed A Word Love
    When Real
    is more
    Powerful than
    the Sword or Cords
    Changed into Whips
    to Drive Folks Physically
    Out of A Temple that is no longer
    A Cost and Price of Love in other
    Words the Actual Action of Love in Doing
    So Anyway Back From the Future in that Car
    on that Country Road in Spring of 2008 Close then
    to Easter that Year i told my Sister NO.. i was terrified
    of Doctors as i always knew i was different and i didn’t know why
    As i was afraid of what they might do to me as they too would see
    me different not deserving to exist too.. Life is different when folks
    tell you.. you don’t deserve to be you.. life is hard that way as it is up to You
    to continue to exist.. i asked my Mother why did i have to do this too her
    reply was why not after all ‘Jesus had it worse than You’ so i went to the
    Hospital they Put me down they put me away for 3 days as they do in Florida
    for People who become suicidal.. i was smart enough to talk them into letting
    me go.. Yet i remained Suicidal for the Next two years… i had no idea how long
    Hell would last but i lived for my Wife as at least she needed the financial support
    that My Life still brought to her.. true.. i didn’t have anything else to offer her but for her
    to take care of me and she did.. true is the Wife who stands by their Spouse in Hell
    and it’s worth remembering that folks didn’t BeliVE iN Jesus for His teaching
    during his day of Life yet for a very Few Women Named Mary standing by
    his side… it’s worth noting to me at least that my Sister’s Name is Marie
    which means close to God a Derivative of Michael as Male
    Angel Names Go.. Helen… my Mother’s Name that means
    Light and My Wife Katrina that Means Pure Nice names
    for the ones remaining who stood by my side.. what
    Faith is it what Love is it what Hope is it that
    Only Believes in Love (God) if someone
    Actually Physically comes
    back to life from the
    dead isn’t It Enough of a Miracle
    That We actually Come Out of Hell
    Out of Dark Out of Death Living isn’t It enough When
    We Die Living in a place of total disconnection From Love
    that We do come to see as the Faith of God All Hope Faith Love
    Breathing Within that this Miracle of Breath is
    Real if not it’s true whoever i am speaking to
    has not been where i’ve been… it’s true whoever i
    am speaking to..i have not been where they have
    been… but it is also true that i would Never Wish Anyone to
    have to Become A Real Devil in Hell to Understand what the
    Miracle of Love as God within is.. For You understand For i
    understand why Jesus forgave the Thief on the Cross Beside
    him for he Understood Where Love is Love is in For Giving Thanks
    Thank Giving is all the Receiving This Love Is NoW.. But Yes if the Miracle
    of Love is not enough i have a few Life Events that most folks will consider
    Supernatural too that might even send Spiritual Shivers Up One’s Spine
    And all around One’s Skin and Even Spiritual Tears if one is affected by Divine
    ‘Frission’ in Creative Holy Spirit this way as not all folks achieve this Spiritual Ecstasy
    this Holy Creative Spirit of Beauty within sadly even Science Shows that Folks who
    are Not Open Minded, Bodied, SouLeD Miss out on this Divine Part of Life so then
    in 2010.. i put a Metal Chain in my Bicycle Basket as i had regained the Strength to
    ride a bike still experiencing all the Pain/Numb Shut-in my Home for only Brief Solo events
    like that.. it wasn’t that i had ever hated life before.. i had experienced Severe Depression
    in College over a Year like many folks do at that age determining who they are and
    desperately trying to make connections with others when all is study and work
    too as in my case i had to work 3 part time jobs at once to get through on
    Peanut Butter Sandwiches too.. but this was different in 2008 it was
    About always if i could make it until the next second the Metal
    Chain was an insurance policy of sorts as truly there are
    some parts of life so much worse than death my
    feeling that was no feeling at all then
    Logically find a Tree off a Country
    Road Far enough away where
    the only thing that would find me
    is Vultures Hanging from a Tree
    my life would have some purpose then
    for the Vultures to have something to eat that day
    but it’s true watering a plant serves the same purpose
    Life.. something i understood only later my FRiEnD.. my
    Wife Had Never Named this Road in our Marriage the Next
    morning she awoke and said she had the strangest dream..
    She and Her Deceased Granny Were Hanging Christmas Tree
    Ornaments on a Tree off the Same Road she named for the first time
    then in our Marriage of course i could never tell anyone i was suicidal
    as they would put me away again.. and no one understood what i was going
    through then as they were just finally starting to diagnose me with the Illnesses
    i had then.. some folks said ‘Pull your Bootstraps up’ ‘You Look Normal’ but you
    See they couldn’t
    see the Nails
    in my Right
    Eye And Ear…
    What i could understand
    without any Hope, Faith,
    Or Love then as far as the Feelings
    go that Drive us forward Within is that
    being a Very Logical Person that People called
    the Valuable Commodity at Work and Even ‘Superman’
    by Peers in College when i was earning 3 Degrees working
    3 Part-Time Jobs then.. same at work toward the end by Peers
    when picking up a ‘zillion collateral duties’ then with never the ability
    to say no.. true.. people likened my Mind to a Computer without error too..
    i understood That this Faith, That this Hope, That this Love, That This God
    Was Telling me to stay with no ifs, ands, or buts to come So i Stayed for the
    Rest of the 66 Months of Pain and Numb.. so i stayed with the Chain Still in
    my Bicycle Basket then.. so i stayed.. so i stayed.. until Thanks Giving
    Day of 2010, November 25th.. somehow someway i turned the Light
    on my Computer Screen all the way down my eyesight so
    Poor a few inches from my Screen and wrote my first
    Word on a Website named “The Wrong Planet” A
    Place for the ‘Unwanted toys of Humankind’
    Specifically a Place for People Neurodiverse
    Particularly with Asperger’s Syndrome a place
    Where polls informally done Show IQ Ranging
    from 140 to 160 but sadly often Missing the Spark
    of Love Within that Drives us As Faith And Hope
    Will Forward So Much More As Love All For Giving
    Thanks Giving as the Giving is the Gift of Love We aRe
    One word a Mountain of Pain One word to take my Mind off
    the Pain 4 Million or So More Words until one day a Spark at the
    End of February 2013 came the Holy Creative Spirit Faintly Felt
    But Coming to Light Within me again.. really ever since 40 Years before
    At 13 Years-Old As Toxic Patriarchy where i Live drove it out of me as where i
    lived then Boys where not even allowed to Smile at the City Park or Middle School
    Halls without a Threat of Violence against them then as they believed in Onward
    Christian Boy Toy Soldiers More than Lovers Of PuRE LiGHT A Smile Upon An Angel’s Face…
    the ‘Wrong Planet’ Was a Very Dark Place too with so little Love Living of God Within so were
    the associated communities too.. i was not like them.. i was an empath with open arms
    to Strangers that only Bullies would take away indeed in the Name of God too not
    A God i felt and sensed for real within The God of Love ‘i am’ that Sees And Does
    Love from Within.. i found a FRiEnD in A Book A New Testament Who Related
    Love the Way i saw it as a Child that Hero Jesus the Good Cop Part at
    The Cross with the Two Mary’s with His Teachings is enough for me
    then to feel like
    i had a FRiEnD
    at least a Story
    who understood and
    was more like me than
    those Boys who went to ‘that’ Church…
    Smiles my FRiEnD Words of Logic in Discussion
    on a ‘Planet for Brainiacs’ Turned into Art of HeART
    i begin to Sing More Than Speak Words Separated
    Turned into Rivers of Poetry as Streams of Love
    continued to Connect as an Ocean of Love
    that has become the ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’
    indeed 8.4 MiLLioN Words on 8.18.2020
    Anniversary Day of 7 Years.. 84 Months with Monthly
    100,000 Words of Free Verse Poetry coming Straight
    from the Holy Creative Spirit within me as i pre-plan
    none of these Words or Shapes they come Deeper than
    Deep is from Within in other Words a Love the Faith
    The Hope of God the Flame within that will not be put
    out beyond all words beyond all forms the Essence of
    who i Believe we all are God and the Message without Any
    External Worship without Fear the all Forgiving Love that Jesus
    Attempted to Bring to the World in that 2K Year-Old-Living Story that other
    Folks have put together yet still the ‘Good Cop’ Jesus Remains in that story
    Now for Folks Who See Life from a Lens of Faith that is both Hope and Love
    Within This God that Remains so True in Light the Wisdom of Love’s Beauty
    Breathing in Us Where Meek is Strong for Meek Always Forgives with least Harm
    For Meek Always Gives as Giving is the Receiving For Meek Breathes and Is Love
    And Inherits the Art oF EartH Within Love that otherwise is Fear/Hate and Disconnection From
    Love (GoD) Now
    A Place NoW
    Where God
    And Love is
    No Different
    The Love Now
    WHere We See
    All of Existence Now
    Different as the Same
    Love Dark thru Light as We
    Come to Color our Existence
    Greater And Others too Yes God Love
    Now the Rest of Nature in Balance With
    Colors of Love Never Seen Before Still to Come Again
    New Colors Still to come as Heaven Breathes Now Within
    For Giving Thanks Giving This Love This Breath Now
    Smiles on July 19, 2013 a Month before i started the
    “SonG oF mY SoUL” Poem standing on a Beach
    As Sugar White Sands Emerald Green Waves
    Swaying Sea Oats The Wind The Breeze
    Seagull Wings Spiraling Sun All became
    me again then this Love Within all the
    Pain and Numb Melted away
    And then i started to
    Dance in Public
    everywhere i
    go i wasn’t
    Looking to
    be Famous or
    called a Legend
    but those words from
    others in the ‘Public Audience’
    Came to my Ears for the Duration
    of 13,544 Miles of Dance in the Same
    7 Years Now too.. for i understand the
    Value of Heaven is the SMiLe i could not
    Feel in Hell and more than the Stars that i count
    in the Night Skies For Giving Thanks Giving i have
    Brought to others Now this is the Real Miracle of Life one



    Perhaps only a Veteran
    of Hell Will fully understand
    the Miracle A smile Really is
    the SuperNatural of Life beyond
    Measure that Love is in terms of
    Logical Reason this Gift this Breath of Life Now

    In Essence
    God Is Love

    This SMiLE
    Beyond iNFiNiTY

    The Fact that We
    Exist is the Greatest Miracle of All

    Smiles my FRiEnD not many People
    Ask Fewer People Listen You asked and i still don’t say no….

    i consider myself a Good Cop Jesus Christian and also
    consider myself an Alltheist as i see no Part of Existence

    Separated from God

    in other words
    i see though the
    Lens of God Within this Sight This Love i Breathe for Real
    This Miracle is beyond all words beyond Supernatural indeed..:)

    This Concludes this ‘Frednata’ of 6240 Words Lots of Folks Inspired
    These Words on 8.13.2020 And this Last Part was a nice Birthday Gift to
    Read to my Sister and Wife As We Were Walking Around
    The Neighborhood Block for about a Mile it took
    to read it.. true they had already Traveled
    through Hell with me.. my Mother
    Has Passed away as she fell
    to Her Death Bed on
    Valentine’s Day of 2017
    Living with no Drink or Food
    For 8 Days as the Doctor said
    Normally it only takes 3 Days to
    Go ‘Naturally’ that way per her wishes
    as sadly we Provide our Dogs and Cats
    a More Peaceful way of going away than
    Starving to Death without a Drop of Water to Drink..
    And true the Catholic Church would also Love to make
    the United States A Third World Country and Not only
    Take Effective Contraception for Family Planning away
    but also return us to the maiming and killing and More
    Suffering for all Who Are concerned in Back Alley
    Coat Hanger Abortions again.. There is Love
    And there is Real Intelligent SMaRT LoVE iN
    Truths’s Light Wisdom’s Beauty Doing
    Least Harm Yes there is God
    in a Book and THere is Real
    Love Breathing Within
    Personally i Believe
    in the Breathing
    God of Love
    Within the God
    Who Does Least
    Harm For Giving
    Thanks Giving This God Breathing
    Within More than Just a Word the
    All Giving Positive Fearless Love
    Without Fear True some days A Lion
    of Love Bares its Teeth And Claws of Pen and Roars too…

  8. My Best Friend in High School Lynn
    me and Her Tied at 11 Out of 381 then
    in Senior Class Scholastic Rank in 1978
    And It’s Not Like We Ever Copied
    Each Other’s Homework either
    The Synchronicities continue…
    We Both had a 3.81 GPA too…

    Unlimited ways to Count Grace
    of Blessings in Life Unlimited Ways
    To See Blessings in Life Unlimited
    BLiSSinGS of Breath Creating
    Within For This
    is the Dream
    We Create
    All of Life iN Fruition
    Breathing LoVE Now
    Water Wave Ocean
    WHoLE FLoWinG NoW
    Thru LiGHT
    FeeLinG SeeinG A Way

    Hopefully THeRE Will Only
    Be ‘One’ This Century too…

    Pandemics Give Us an Opportunity to
    Reflect Where We’ve Been Where We

    Are Still Going…

    Now i Can And Will Dance And
    Sing And even Prove i really lived…
    Just to Be Free As A Bird on A Wing…

    Lynn Was at the 20th Reunion She said
    She came to See me but i was too intoxicated
    to know what to say so introverted then…

    Trust me or Not i was the Only Sober Life
    of the Party yet i had to Drink Heavily to get
    the Nerve up to go to the 20th Reunion

    It’s True i gained 70 Pounds for the Class
    Reunion at 240 No one Threatened me for
    Smiling or Dancing didn’t get a chance to Sing

    ‘He Said He couldn’t Understand Why i was everyone’s
    (Lynn’s) Favorite Person (Ladies and Gentlemen and Fred)
    He Club Welcomed me In 9th Grade The Senior Who Had
    a Crush on Lynn and the President of Our Nerd Beta Club
    told me He Just couldn’t Understand… Lynn Said She Would
    Remember me on Graduation Day With Andrew Gold’s Song
    “Thank You For Being A Friend” Truly i had some Friends

    i really Wanted to See my FRiEnD Lynn at the 2018
    40th High School Reunion but at Least Her 3 Best
    Friends Showed Up With me… Rain, Sleet, or Snow,
    Mailman of SMiLes Never Wants to Stop in ‘A Real World’
    Either But Yes Sh8t Happens You Make Due As Avatar

    Good Feeling That You
    Brought Some Smiles in the
    World When You Managed Not
    to Jump off a Bridge to escape ‘the Suicide Disease’

    Roach Motel
    In Deed Rolling
    Over As We
    BReaTHE Up
    Wind From

    Zombie 🧟‍♂️ 🧟‍♀️
    Trump Comb Over🤮

    Leaves 🍁 Branches
    Trees 🌳 Trees
    Within Us Fall too🌲

    As Above So Below
    Resistance Training
    Brings Strength
    For We
    Are Born
    For only Intermittent
    Gratification Most Rewarding
    As The Struggle Becomes the Win
    And the
    Becomes the
    Lesson Now to
    Expand Human
    Potential More
    Indeed Defeats
    Doorways to LiGHT..:)

    ‘Wisdom Speaks’
    This Echos the
    Sentiment of
    Our Friend
    mY FRiEnD..:)

    How Beautiful It is to
    See Sunset of
    Beach Without
    in Sand
    How Beautiful it is
    Just to BE A Naked Beach

    You Have a Real Gift
    Of Holy Creative
    Spirit Flow to
    Give my
    Now Ruelha
    is never live life
    too Busy to Share
    This Gift How Precious
    it is When Spirit of Love Speaks
    ‘DoVE’ iNdeed my FRiEnD ‘As
    Above so Below’ Whole Love
    ‘As Above So Below’ Actually
    Comes by the way of
    Oldest Non-Cannon
    Words in the
    Oldest Gospels of
    Thomas Attributed
    to Jesus uncovered
    in Records not edited for
    Centuries after by others
    And Really all it means is the
    Same Metaphor that God is
    Alpha Thru Omega All Beyond
    All Names As you Will
    Find God as we
    Split a Cord
    of Wood
    in Two Pieces as more
    Words Paraphrased
    From that Same
    Beautiful Gospel
    That Doesn’t Hide
    God’s Love Anywhere
    in Existence Now to See
    Yes.. Love IS A Beautiful Gift
    Love is the Essence of Worship
    And always For Giving Thank Giving
    When We Truly See All in Existence God Is Love
    But of course it is more than Seeing Hearing with
    Eyes and Ears indeed the Vision of the Holy Creative Spirit Within
    The Breath of
    God the
    The Creator
    of What Love Is Love

    So inspired
    By Your Free
    Verses Poetry
    NoW iN
    Of Breath
    Ocean Dances
    Sings Free ‘i am’
    ‘Funny’ How Humans
    Projecting Human
    Frailties Like
    Of Requiring
    Worship From
    Others As Trump
    Does Attempting to
    Fill and Feel Up The
    Emptiness Within That
    Is Devoid of Love Complete
    Psychopaths the Same As
    Trump Who Attempts
    To Void The
    Freedom to
    Vote By
    Mail For
    Those Otherwise
    Vulnerable Risking
    Their Life to Vote in
    Person as His Sick
    Psychopathy Finds
    Diseased Joy of others
    He Cares not
    For Dying
    On 5th
    By The Jim
    Jones Kool
    Aid Trigger He
    Continues To Pull
    In Fully Automatic
    Way of Pandemic
    Failures From
    And Or Minion Souls
    continuing To Slowly
    Suffocate Souls Devoid
    Of the
    Of Love Is it
    Any Wonder
    Project These
    Frailties on The
    Rest of (GoD) Nature
    Of Course Not As Trump
    Authors in Forests of Facepalms
    Paint God’s (Nature’s) Face in a
    Book Practiced
    NoW As
    A Zombie
    Eating the
    Rest of
    Nature on
    Our Earth
    Indeed the Arming
    Of Karma As We Digest
    Our own Face of (God)
    More Than
    Giving in God’s
    Love (Nature) Balance
    The Bible IS A Book to
    Serve Human as Practiced
    Now indeed a Recipe Book
    To Cook Us
    In Hell
    Love This
    Is Same Support
    For ‘Trump God’
    Of the ‘Old Patriarchal
    Toxic Human Testament’
    The Viral Trump God Indeed
    With All Minions Marching
    By one
    For the
    Cup of
    By True Love
    Caring For anyone
    Now But The Trump
    God’s ‘Colors’ Still 🤢 YUCK

    SMiLes Dear
    Sohair i also
    Live A Life
    Of Expectations
    From Target Audiences
    This Way i get to Be
    Loving Free
    Vacation Stay
    LovinG iT All
    Light i Remain
    Eternally Now
    Makes the
    Giving Wind
    Wind Never
    Expects to Be
    Spirit is

    God Is Love
    Older Now
    i Grow
    i Become to
    This is Truly
    Truth NoW iN
    LiGHT i ‘See’
    All Who ‘See’
    Love See God
    In All Mirrors
    Same Love🌊🎶🙏

    God The
    Divine With SMiLes☺️🙏

    Original Style
    Precludes Concern
    Of Target Audiences
    In Short
    Is Loving
    What Is…
    In Layman’s
    Terms Giving No F’s
    Where Others only
    Reflect Fashions oF Old
    True in this World Where
    The God of Money
    And Book
    Rule Generally
    The Pages Must
    Be Financially Independent
    For Rich
    Are No Slave
    To That Green
    God of Orange Trumps
    More Specifically Dead
    Rotting Oranges 🍊 🧟‍♂️ 🧟‍♀️

    Aww SMiLes
    My Angel
    Now too
    Give To me
    Your Happy SMiLes

    Ocean Greatest
    Free Verse Poet
    Only New Waves
    Copyright No Worries🌊🎶

    There Are Two Arts
    In Life
    Giver Smiles
    Last Always First🌲🎨

    All my Pleasure too
    Yamini Thank You
    There Are Two Arts
    In Life
    Giver Smiles
    Last Always First🌲🎨
    There is A Pandemic
    Of Poetry on Word Press
    This is A Hot Spot to Visit🙌

    FRiEnDS With
    Gravity Lifelong
    Art Balance Sees🌊🎶

    For the
    Poetry Reflecting
    What i See FRiEnD🙌🌊🎶

    Bless Your Vacation
    From Blogging
    Peace to all
    Your Living
    Dear Sohair With
    SMiLes Safe in Balance🌊🎶😊

    Seeing Our
    Words Beyond
    Our Covers Now
    Breathing Our Souls
    With SMiLes
    Of Courage
    And Kindness Touching
    Reaching Out Finding🎶🙌

    Dark Then Light
    Then Dance Then
    Song Yes Poetry
    Dancing Singing
    Seeing We aRe
    Star FLoWeRS
    Seeds Resurrecting
    Every Now Still From
    Crucible Fire of Super
    Nova Explosions Gaseous
    Star Dust Flower Seed
    We aRe All Parts
    Synergy of
    Love We aRe
    Nataraja Shiva
    Dancing Singing All
    DarK Thru
    SMiLinG Beyond
    iNFiNiTY ETeRNaLLy
    NoW Miracle Love Sees🎨

    Overcoming Inertia
    Balance Breathing Free
    FRiEnDS With Gravity🌊😁

    Micchami Dukkadam
    FRiEnDS With All
    Creatures asking
    Forgiveness for all
    Transgressions i remember
    You Celebrating This Jain
    Tradition wonderful it Will
    Be indeed if We All Respect
    A Balance in Loving all
    This Way
    Happy This Day
    And i ask forgiveness
    For Anything I’ve ever
    Done to make You 😢
    Sad 🌊🌊🙏🙏🌊🌊🙏

    Humans have Basic Needs
    Arising From Below to Above
    Like Chakra’s My FRiEnD
    Security of Grounding
    Yes a Comfortable
    Safe Secure
    Material Life
    of Subsistence
    Needs fully met
    And even before
    that of course there
    is Lust as Lust Ebbs and Flows
    Across the Lifetime Necessary
    for Overall Human Life Satisfaction
    So Many Necessary Human Neurohormones
    And Neurochemicals to Bond With too Moving
    Up i’m not going by Numbers or Pyramids of
    Before for there is HeART that is not afraid to
    Be Open to Discuss all of one’s Darkest
    And Hopeful Emotions with never
    Being Afraid of Being Rejected
    for who one is deepest
    within and of course
    the Deep Affectionate
    Bonding that comes understanding
    You are accepted for all You are
    for all You are Not and all You still
    Have Never Ending Potential to Be
    And of course We are Rational Order
    Making Creatures Making the Cosmos
    We LiVE iN A Place We Will Predict so
    We Share What We Learn Mutually and
    Consensually to Create continuing Order
    of Cosmos Out of the True Chaos Magic Existence
    is for the Miracle of the Essence of Every Breath Colored by Love
    as True We don’t leave out ART for ART makes heART complete for the
    Mind that is
    in only
    As Stimulation
    Now Will Wither
    Away Leaving Social
    Empathic Artistic Cognition
    of HeART as Chaff of True
    Wheat As all that is left NOT to FEEL
    NOT to Wonder not to Envelope as
    the Sublime Beauty of All Existence
    Now as We MoVE iNto the Spiritual Realm
    Beyond all the Achievements for Fufillment
    in Life Below; True, There is no Particular Order
    to Bring this Bliss Whole to each and every Human
    Multi-Verse of God Eyes as We View Life Differently;
    SMiLes, Dear Friend, We Must All Become Our Soul
    Mate First; Will i find all these Treasures in just one other
    Human Being; Yes, i will, the FRiEnD i Find in me where all
    is left is to Give; what You are Describing is all the Benefits
    of An Arranged Marriage; Marrying someone who Provides
    A Comfortable External Life in Security at least without
    Emotional And Intellectual Fulfillment with by the way
    Without Emotional Fulfillment forget about Fulfilling
    Our Nature of Lust for a Healthy Woman is
    beyond the
    Base Nature
    of a Dog in Heat
    And at Best Men too..
    hehe.. let’s Not make this
    too Serious and you didn’t mention
    Humor what is life without a Laugh
    no Real Joy and Honestly my FRiEnD
    any of the Above is a larger challenge
    for any Woman now can imagine who
    is naive Now for How Men’s Souls Develop yes as Science
    Shows 98 Percent feeding themselves on a Steady
    Diet of Porn it’s the truth don’t let anyone Lie to you
    about it and don’t lie to Yourself either and it doesn’t
    Even Matter for We already Understand from Cultures
    Where Marriages are Bought and Sold for Convenience
    that Socio-Economic Security is all that counts as the Men
    Have their Lives of Business Holding hands together and
    the Women Slave the rest of their life in Service of Creating
    Children Keeping a Home in Order and quite frankly that is
    Enough to keep some Women Happy as that is all they ever
    Expected/Wanted from Life; Will you Be Happy doing this as i understand
    You as You are to be Now; quite frankly this is all Katrina Cares to do; the Baby part
    didn’t happen to last but dedicating her Life totally to taking of care of one person
    me is all that she needs to be fulfilled and yes she loves to Watch TV too…
    i am not complaining
    but part of me
    would love
    to see
    Her wings and Fly;
    Are You A Sail or an
    Anchor; A question you
    (as i’ve seen You Sail Free to Foreign
    Lands) must ask to answer this question
    for Yourself; Are You a Dreamer; Do
    You Want to Forge Your Own path
    in life or will Holding someone else
    Who may Be A Sail in Safe Harbor
    or even another Anchor Be Enough
    to make You Feel Like Life is Worth Living…
    Smiles Dear FRiEnD.. truly ask yourself are
    You an anchor or a sail for me at least i will tell you
    this i can go without Sex with A Spouse if they are not
    comfortable with that; i can go without Intellectual Fulfillment;
    Who is gonna really give a Crap about what i am interested in
    anyway as i am interested in Doing What has never Been Done Before
    But Katrina
    wants to
    see Trump
    Gone that much
    We have in common
    to discuss but it’s true
    Whenever i come into my
    home after i have been away
    from her that is extremely rare
    in this Covid-19-Environment there
    is Always Warmth that i have always
    been Able to Depend on when i am
    Emotionally Healthy at Least; it doesn’t
    even require any touch, any word of affirmation,
    any material gift, any act of service, but it’s true it is
    Quality Time Eternally Now Without Words it is warmth Beyond all
    Distance, Time, and Space for Nothing Else Matters in Life but this Feeling of
    Love; without this Emotional Fullment i can’t imagine what the Word Marriage means




    Where the Money
    Earns Interest Reliably
    But the HeART is Poor and
    Wilting as Only Thorns of Flowers More..

    But See, You are not me; and in fact i believe
    You are more of a Sail and i am more of an
    Anchor in many Ways Deep down.. it really
    doesn’t take much for me to be happy;
    i generate that all from within anyway
    but a Cold Wife Would Make Life
    Miserable; i’ve already had
    ‘Girl Friends’ Like that
    Before; i have a good
    Memory You Know;
    You asked me this Question
    Before when you were in Love
    with someone who wasn’t in Love
    with You but as you expressed then
    Emotional Comfort Wasn’t necessarily
    what you were looking for in Life; you wanted
    to be Intellectually Challenged; someone to support
    You and drive You to Become a Better Version of You
    like marrying a Life Coach; hmm, hehe i try to do that
    For Katrina but she gets really Pissed off as she doesn’t
    want any help from anyone Just a listening ear.. she doesn’t
    want me in Her Kitchen as she believes she does all the House
    Work Better than me and she does and yes she is a Sail this way too
    for it’s
    We aRe ALL
    Boats my FRiEnD
    With Anchors and Sails
    in my opinion You are Still
    Working on Your Boat; it is
    Very Helpful to be totally
    Happy with Yourself
    before you
    Attempt to
    make someone else
    Happy; does life work-out
    this way; very rarely indeed;
    Life is an Art; Love is An Art
    All Is Art at core but truly generally
    Speaking 99 Percent of Common Sense
    Dictates if you don’t want to be Happy unless
    you are some kind of Superwoman who generates
    all Her Happiness within find someone to Marry who
    Neither Provides Intellectual or Emotional Fulfillment

    It’s true

    You could

    Marry a House

    You could Marry a Bank

    Account You could marry

    A Job as in many ways the

    Overwhelming Majority of Folks

    Must do to Even Survive with

    Happiness Rating somewhere

    in Retirement Years Perhaps

    if that ever happens at

    all.. this is what i did

    day and night


    Decades in and
    Out i survived that’s
    all i did survive; Smiles Dear
    FRiEnD, more than anything i wanna See
    You Happy and Smiling More than anything
    i wanna see You Happy with You more than
    anything i hope You Find someone who Brings
    You Warmth for i promise you this; this is what
    ‘Normal Healthy’ Human Beings Miss the Most
    When any of their Loved one’s take their Last
    Breath; Find the Loved one Who Will Hurt so much to lose..
    Find the Loved one who is always worth keeping as the HeART

    that Breathes within

    Smiles my FRiEnD;
    i’ve faced Death 3 times
    in my Life Where i thought
    i was going for sure; i understood
    the Mistakes i made in the Last Decades
    Before Facing the End then; i understood
    what was missing; i found that warmth again;
    i was able to give and receive that from my Loved
    ones again; This Breath of Love is the Most Important Gift i ‘see’…

    But it’s true
    i cannot speak
    for You all i can do
    is Pour out all of my
    HeART SPiRit and MiND
    to You in Soul Whole Just to Color the
    Petals of Your Flower Still Evolving a tiny bit…

    From my View Hell No

    No Damned Way

    As Far As Emotional
    Warmth in Fullfilment Stays;

    From Your View, Perhaps
    Different; but i can’t imagine
    You Being Happy without Intellectual
    Fulfilment at least for Yes that is what
    You’ve already described You wanted most in the past…

    It’s Understandable; You’ve Been a High achiever all Your
    Life this way; Your Credentials are Superb for someone
    Your Age this way; Does this make You Feel Better inside than a Hug..
    When i tell you, i most definitely, sincerely, see Your accomplishments this way as Superb…

    Smiles Dear
    FRiEnD; the Truth is
    Your Culture Demands
    too Much From Folks to
    Be Happy, overall; in
    Fact, i haven’t
    found a
    Culture that
    does not; so many
    moving parts; so many
    moving complicated parts
    away from the one focus that
    We aRe Evolved to do in Life; Cooperate
    Hold Hands Work, Dance And Sing Together Alive…

    Who Would You Be without all Your Credentials…

    Who Would You Be Without Your Truly Impressive Job too…

    Who Would You Be Without Your Name; Who Would You

    Be Without Any Clothes at all; Smiles Dear Friend what i found

    is before i was


    at all

    For i was

    No longer Love;

    Now there is nothing

    Left to do but Give.. my God

    You have so many Years Ahead

    and i realize if i could give you a pill

    for the Happiness of Heaven i always feel

    Within it truly wouldn’t make You Happy

    As the Only Way We Breathe is to Actually Breathe

    i only hope you gain some gift from all these words i gift to you..

    As Always a Happy Smile is enough i am really gonna miss the

    Challenge of Making You Happy When Life becomes too busy

    but i will be happiest of all if you find Your Own Happiness

    without this

    FRiEnD at

    Your Side each

    and every day

    what i find truly sad

    is How my other Friends

    Who Got Married have expressed

    the same sadness before they got married;

    i think A lesson here is most definitely make Yourself

    Happy first it’s worth the wait but of course when it
    comes to Survival we do what we have to do and it isn’t always happy at all…


    Just Breathing..:)

    You Know what i have
    Learned Most by Being a Part
    of Your Life; understanding Just
    How Fortunate i have been to find
    this Warmth that is the Same When
    i met Katrina Over 31 years ago;
    i remember long ago
    You said being happy
    and married should
    be feeling the
    Same Warmth
    if Your Spouse gets
    Old and Loses all their
    Teeth; i feel deep down
    that is who You still are
    but i do believe as with
    me Culture takes that
    deepest part of you
    Away as truly it
    is doing more
    and more
    in so
    many ways to all
    these days; i love you
    the way i loved my Friend Lynn
    Eating Lunch every day with me in High School
    Perhaps it was because she was the only
    Person who was brave enough to sit with
    me; How Blessed i felt then to share Lunch
    i honestly, Never thought about what was
    Underneath her Shirt or Pants it was just
    Precious to have a Friend to Love this way;
    i am proud that i am Man Enough to Be A Friend of Yours this
    Way; i am Proud of myself for keeping this best part of me alive still Breathing…

    This is the
    Precious Part
    of my Life You
    Bring to me
    another Lunch
    Day With You my FRiEnD…

    Lynn Found someone A Wonderful
    Person to get Married to; she is still
    Happy that way; i haven’t talked to
    Her since 1998 but that’s Just the
    Way she is and how everyone
    is she attracts to Her Life;

    This is what i pray
    for You the Warmth
    of Happiness that never goes away….

    Great Dear FRiEnD
    A L W A Y S D O
    Find all The Art
    And Science
    Now of You..
    Love Yourself
    Wed This Day
    Till Your Last
    Breath i Assure
    Others Will
    Be Holding
    Your Hand
    Your Last
    Breath Always
    Carrying Your Soul
    With Them as i Already
    Do With unlimited
    When one
    Weds Themself With Love
    Worthy of The Name God is Love

  9. Happy Indian
    LeSSoN 293/Prayer
    NoW May You ALWaYS
    Be Among Meadows
    Of DandeLions RiSinG
    Stone Singing
    To BreaTHE Dance
    Wild LoVinG Free🙌

    Hmm; Back in 2013, i attempted to Explain to ‘You Folks’ Then
    On the ‘Wrong Planet’ that Logic Doesn’t Rule the World And Words
    to the Effect That Black and White Chaos Magic Does; Any Questions
    Now? Or Does the World Still Make ‘Sense’ to You the way You Understood,
    ‘Thought’ Before? CuRReNTLY, DarK EMPiRE CoNTRoLLeD By BLacK MaGiC;
    HinT: OTHeR MaGiC NoW iN WinD; ManDalorian’s Power-Up: ARMoR; YoDA:
    The Force i Am i CReaTE ReaLiTY NoW WHaT’S YouRS; Spoiler Alert/Side Note:
    We aRe ALL GoD LoVE We NeVeR Die NoW Like in the Movie ‘Lucy’ When
    She Said by The way: ‘You Never Die’; Meh… Never Mind ‘The Armor’…
    (i do it Naked; not sharing here; don’t wanna offend; do it with
    Stars Covering Private Parts on FB) i’M BRinGinG Yoda Back to
    Life… NoW too… FoR ReaL Born on ‘The Wrong Planet’ on
    Thanks Giving Day 2010 Online
    At 50 Years-Old
    Avatar Baby Then
    Back to The Future
    With YoDA MaN
    Dalorian Secrets
    In Plane Site
    No Theories
    May You ALWaYS
    Be Among Meadows
    Of DandeLions RiSinG
    Stone Singing
    To BreaTHE Dance
    Wild LoVinG Free NoW🙌🎶
    In ‘This Environment’, Online
    Provides Greater Willingness
    to Assert Truth Over Fear of
    Losing Friends; Only Possible
    Cure for Ignorance Species
    Toilet Paper Saver indeed;
    Flossing Away Chaff;
    Only Digesting
    In Truth
    oF Light
    To PuT-OuT LiGHT
    oF DarK; Soprano’s Sing Swan Song
    Stop Believing… Day ‘His’ Love Died; Villain on Top…

    Anyway; if ‘You’ Believe Reality Works Based On ‘Logic’

    You Are Not Paying Attention to Reality now…

    Any Questions…. Master the Art


    Take Trump for
    Instance, even a Fool
    With Black Magic Wins;
    What Will a Fool Do for
    Real With White Magic

    Remains to Be…. NoW FoR ReaL

    The Past; the Future; Is Always
    Now; Some Folks Look At the
    Past; Some Folks Attempt to
    Predict the Future; Other Folks Become Flow;
    The Water, Wave, Ocean Whole; Just Doing It ALL Now…

    Side Note: Happy ‘Indian Independence Day’, ‘A Place of FRiEnDS’ for me at least…

    Interesting; i Don’t Re-collect THere ever being An East Indian on ‘The Wrong Planet’;

    Perhaps, There is a ‘Reason’ for that; Different Cultures Produce Different ways of

    ‘Thinking’, Seeing, Breathing….

    Really LiVinG
    LoVinG Now For Real;

    i am only SPeaKinG
    of Female Indians;
    So Far i have little to
    no experience with
    Male Indians; Isn’t
    Life Fascinating; PerUse IT All or Fall…

    SeRiouSLY, one SMaLL Breath First;
    Most Folks Are Still Experiencing
    Now Do
    Free away
    From Being
    Just Another Slave;
    IN Other Words; Leave
    The Words Behind Flow
    Dance Sing Heaven WitHiNoW ETeRNaLLY
    NoW You’ll Be Surprised iN HeAVeN WiTHiN
    NoW You’LL Never Worry About Afterlife NoW
    One STaRTS
    to BReaTHE NoW oR NoT

    Do ‘Aliens’ Exist or Are They They In A State of Mind.
    The Op Becomes Convinced that ‘Aliens’ Exist
    Based on the Discussion From The Op of Before…
    Now the Op Asks What Do ‘Aliens’ Look Like;
    Indeed, Two Separate Subjects to Discuss….
    And on Top of that Finally
    Something Actually
    Interesting here to Discuss;
    Beyond Frigging Politics of Same Old S…
    Hmm; Has anyone started a Topic on Trump Lately…
    Use Logic, Dear Fnord; before You Ask; Just a Suggestion…
    Jesus F in Christ
    Trump, i mean
    Fnord; Don’t Chase
    the New Contributions Away…
    This place is Already Suffocating in Trump.. as is…;)

    NeXT Free Verse at dVerse, Frank, And Xenia’s Places of
    Poetry WHeRE MaGiC CoMes to BReaTHE HoLY
    CReaTiVE SPiRiT
    LiGHT ThrU DarK

    A Smile May Be Worn
    Underneath A Mask
    A Smile May Breathe
    In All that Love
    Do to See
    And Actually
    Be God ALiVE iN US

    Poem Breathes
    Or Even Us in Old
    Pages and Covers
    of Rotting Dusty Books

    All of This
    Love Wins
    Still Breathes
    The Miracle
    of Love Verily
    Enough to Die
    For Still Living
    Breathing Love’s See

    Oceans of
    Eyes Carry
    On BReaTHE NoW

    How Dear it is For A Mother to Write
    A Poem For A Son Even Dearer
    For A Son to Find A Poem
    For my Mother Wrote Me
    Such a Poem on my
    33rd Birthday on 6.6.93…
    i will Never understand why
    She Didn’t Deliver it then but
    i guess it was meant to be for i found
    that Letter in Her Home After She Passed
    Away in 2017.. 8 Days Without Food or
    Drink as She Met Her Death Bed
    That Year on Valentine’s
    Day Beating my Sister
    in Scrabble yet
    Then Finding
    Stage 4 Breast
    Cancer Bleeding
    Spread to Her Brain
    Her wish to go as Naturally
    As Possible Doctor Said
    Unusually Strong HeART
    Usually it only takes 3 Days
    to Go That Way Without Water
    or Food Under Hospice ‘Natural Care’…
    my Mother Started Writing Poetry in Shapes
    in Her 50’s as i did.. i could Not Understand It for
    Then Work/School for Decades Had taken any Art Away
    from my HeART A Western World of Mechanical Cognition
    Indeed makes
    And Terminator
    Machines out of
    all of us if we do not
    Put Art in HeART indeed
    Free Verse in Poetry for the
    Ocean Otherwise Loses the Water
    And Waves as Ocean Whole Soul this
    Way as Poetry only becomes another Paint
    By Number Science Project Free Verse Oldest
    Written and Oral Tradition Poetry Escaping Restricted
    Neo-Cortex Control indeed the Essence of Tao in the Words
    We Bring
    From Deep
    Within A
    Wing on
    A Bird
    No Restraint
    There is a Good
    Vibration in Your
    Poetry Home
    Here Sharing
    i am currently
    Celebrating 7 Years
    of Writing Literally the
    Longest Epic Long Form
    Poem what i name as a Personal
    Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” Anniversary
    Date on 8.18.2020.. yes.. 8.4 MiLLioN Words
    of Steady Stream of Consciousness Tao
    Flow of Poetry this way 100,000 Words
    Each Month on Average but of
    Course the Ocean
    Cares not
    Ever For
    The Shores
    Only Spread Free
    Where the Waves
    Come and Go Always
    Free as Waves are Water
    And Ocean Whole Free also
    Celebrating 13,544 Miles of Public
    Free Verse Ballet and Martial Arts
    Dance in the Same 7 Years for
    indeed at 60 Years-Old as i
    will never accept
    a Penny
    Now for
    i’ve done
    For the
    Sake of Putting
    Art Back in HeART
    For He is Not enough to Truly Breathe
    That way nor is SMarT Without
    Art oF EartH Without Art
    of Ocean
    Wave and
    Water Free
    Ends what
    Will Love Do
    When Love Breathes
    What Will Love Bring even more Free
    Thanks for reminding me of my Mother’s Poem
    Letter True my Celebration would be amiss without
    in a Son
    With A Soul True..:)

    Katrina Dances And Sings (Yells)
    Break for Mall Dance So as Promised
    i’ll Be Back to Continue Writing Never Ending Always Starting New

  10. Rain Falls
    Green Rises
    FLoWeRS Color
    Life Blood Springs🌊
    No Lower No Higher
    Proud like the Wind
    Blows as Waves Flow
    As Ocean Stands Whole
    Pride as in Our Inherent
    Nature of Cooperating
    Together With Love
    All Standing Tall
    i find This
    Pride Naked
    And Real not
    The False Pride
    That CuLTuRaL
    Clothes Wears
    In terms of
    Castes of Higher
    And Lower… WHere
    Differences Are
    i surely don’t
    Believe i am
    The only
    This Place
    For when one
    Becomes one with
    Nature (God)
    THere is No
    Fall Or Rise
    or Need for
    Bows And
    Salutes As
    The Wave Neither
    Requires Worship
    Or Fears Criticism
    From Either
    Or Ocean
    Same Whole..:)

    At Best Unrequited
    Love Teaches to
    Find Soul Mate Within🎶

    Back to Dance
    i Leave All the Face
    Palm Forests Behind me at least…


    Once Again Love Neither Requires Worship Or Is Afraid of Criticism OR
    Love and ‘This God’ Is Not F in Real STOP Promoting FAKE GOD

    Always Parroting ‘Faux News And Trump’ With Dog Whistles Like
    “What Life Matters”, “Voter Fraud”, and “Fake News”

    Yeah It’s True, i Go to Church; Cause, someone has
    to stand up and not be afraid to save lives…
    So Many Face Palms.. Forest Full

    “IF We REALLY Believe, ‘in the
    Sanctity of Life’, We WiLL Require
    Masks, in All Masses, No ifs, and,
    or buts; Needs to Be Said”

    i Said, “i Realize It’s Politically
    Incorrect to Say This Here.”

    He Said, “We Offer Masks for
    Those Who Feel Like they Need to Wear one”

    So, ‘the Priest’ Said, “It’s Lonely Being A ‘Christian’, Being
    the Only one, who Believes in “The Sanctity of Life”

    Skip Buying ‘CuLTuRaL
    Shoes’ ‘JusT Do It’ ‘Barefoot’
    No ‘Clothes’ Necessary… In Other
    Words of Thomas Gospel Verse 37…

    MeSSaGE oF ‘JeSuS’: Transform ‘God’ Into ‘Love’
    Easy to Tale Harder to ACTuaLLY DO Goddess of
    Victory Nike Says:

    “JusT Do iT”

    i said Yes
    i Do

    i Have Asperger’s
    i Don’t Care if i Have
    Any ‘Real Friends’ or Not;
    My FRiEnD IS LoVE And

    i Care

    Ah tHe PoWeR AnD FoRCENoW
    oF tHe HuMaN SoUL UNLeaShEd
    ReLeaSeD QuAnTuM METaPHoRuS

    “Yes Dear”

    My Mama Didn’t
    Raise No Fool She
    Raised A Man To Love Women.

    Empathy Is A Venn Diagram God Is Beyond
    Words Beyond Measure Beyond Infinity Anyone
    Who tells You Different is Smaller than ‘God’

    Next Love Venn Diagram Up Circle of Empathy
    Sympathy And Compassion For Only Immediate
    Family Members Like Living in a Desert

    Living in a Desert Where Love is Like
    Water You Feel Like You Must Conserve or
    Die Mostly an Illusion A Delusion A Paranoid Fear

    Love For Community Empathy Sympathy And Compassion
    For Those One Shares Culture With Including Homogenous Physical Traits

    Empathy Sympathy And Compassion For Nation A Bigger Venn Diagram
    Love Circle Consuming Heterogeneous Cultural/Physical Traits

    Fill And Feel In A Blank All You Will GreaTesT Unrequited Love
    Is The God We Are Yet To Feel Sense And Know Now

    A Size Love We Come to Be Is Larger And Smaller
    How Much Empathy Sympathy And Compassion
    We Have For All That Is (God)

    Note: Smiles Come From
    Within The Flame The Wind
    The Love That Fires God Eyes Alive

    It’s Like A ‘Dark Horse’ Song Ya Gotta
    Have The Dude With The Cheetos Drinking
    Out of A Chalice oF Lies too Same Character

    This Is Just A Same Story It’s So Predictable
    It Is Frigging Hilarious Except For All of
    Those Who Actually Die For Same
    Ignorance… Just Another Day
    In Paradise YouR Foreign SMiLes
    Of America too my Friend For Real

    How Do You Tell? By ‘Namaste’ God
    They See in The Rest of Nature With
    Respect That Is Sincere And Not For ‘Profit’

    Report Card Back to God Female Indians Look
    For God Within More Successfully at Least
    From Empirical Evidence


    Dance Now of
    Life Song of Love
    Move And Repose
    Spin Torsion Spiral
    A Wave
    Just Sing
    Just Breathe
    Indeed Let go
    Just Be i Am Free See🌊🎶

    Folks Around Him too Stone SouLeD
    to ‘See’ So They Called Him God And
    Never See What He Saw See Saw God

    All ‘JeSuS’ Did is Describe Human Nature
    the Same Way Everyone Else Does LooKinG WiTHiN

    Happiness Comes
    From Within
    If Not
    Can’t Lie..:)

    Me of The Parts
    Of ‘the Bible’ that
    ‘He’, Et al…🤮

    It’s Like Word Press all these Folks
    Spending Their Extra Minutes Liking
    Every Comment, Post,
    And Following every
    Blog And Not Reading
    A World Believing
    That All of that
    Is Gonna
    Make them
    Successful in
    Life When True
    Success Comes
    From no
    Smiles indeed…
    *Word, World…
    Same Difference…

    First World Problems Last World
    Reality Most Folks too Busy Doing
    Nothing to Be Human… ViRuS Already US 🦠 🤗🎶

    Humility is Equal to Meek
    As Love it Does the Very
    Best it Can And Will Always
    Stands Proud, Strong, Fearless;
    Never Demands Worship and Is
    Careful To treat all Others
    Including The
    Rest of Nature
    Now With Least
    Harm And Most
    Love What Humility
    Does Best is encourage
    Others They Have Potential
    To do Even
    The Meek
    Inherit the
    Ability To
    Make Others
    Real Heroes
    With Empathy
    Too… Where there
    Is Demand For
    Worship Ever
    And Ever Torturing
    There is No Love
    No Humility No
    Meek No
    Jesus or
    Other Lies
    That Do not
    Tell the Truth
    In Wisdom of
    Beauty’s Love
    All that is Left
    Is The Trump Meme
    And Theme indeed…
    For Us To understand
    What Love Is Not
    With SMiLes
    Of Wind That Sees😁

    Happy Sunnndayy
    Hellooove Happy Work Week
    Happy Every Thing 🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶 i Care 😁

    Fortunately; If ya wanna Look at IT that way; NoW
    We aRe ALreadY Having An Excellent Example to Show
    Us what ‘The Afterlife’ ‘Now’ at Least at best should not look like now…

    According to the ‘Trademark’/’Copyright’ Bible, the Meek;
    The Humble; Who Are Strong Enough In Will of Love Not to
    Harm Others and LiVE iN Balance Inherit the EartH And
    The Kingdom of Heaven WiTHiN As the
    Last Become First this
    Way With Propensity
    of Agape Love For
    All; Turning
    the Other
    Cheek; Where
    Living by The Sword
    Is Death; Where Love Is
    Humble, Never Requiring Worship;
    Fearless; Harming Others Least; Loving
    Enemies Same as Self and Neighbors and
    the Nature of God is Love Overall; but True
    There is ‘the Devil and Hell’ in the ‘Trademark’ Bible
    too; For it is True, Humans Wrote the Book; Ghost Authors,
    And Scribes Making Unintentional mistakes and Intentional changes
    too; Editors of Organizations that Protect Pedophiles too; and Overall,
    A Political Institution Behind it that Seeks Power and Status for those rising
    to the top
    as ‘King’;
    Just another
    Word For Pope;
    And Cardinals; and
    Bishops; and Monsignors;
    And Priests with Average
    Golden Robes and Chalices
    That are Empty Without Love;
    True, there is Hell in the Bible
    too; the Same Hell Firing as Trump
    the Symbol; the Meme; the Modern
    Theme of the Force of Humanity against
    Everything Love; Indeed, Antithetical to
    the Force of Agape Love; and all that
    is taught in the ‘Beatitudes’ too; What
    Love Demands Worship; What
    Love Harms Others out
    of Balance in anyway;
    What Love is
    too weak
    to Generate
    Love Within again
    Without Worship from
    External Forces Beyond
    the Love We Inherently as
    Little Bitty Humans Will do;

    What Love?

    No Love?

    No Kingdom
    of Love; Heaven WiTHiN NoW…

    No Love at All; Just Fresh Hell
    out of the Pages of a Dusty Old Book;
    Just another Imperfect Reflection of the Humanity We aRe, Overall;
    According to that Trademark Bible, the Afterlife Looks like this Life:

    It’s really
    no Human
    Surprise Now,
    We View Our
    Worlds From the
    Inside-Out; some folks
    Are Breathing Heaven Now
    As Fresh Agape Love Love For ALL (GoD) and Others
    are rotting now in Trump Stink, Stank, Stunk Hell…

    The After Life
    Is always
    For what
    Will exist but Now?



    the other
    place in ‘Trump’…

    i have to Give Trump some credit
    though; He is an Ultimate Literary
    Device, Describing a Father oF all
    Lies; and a Revelation of Fear and Hate incarnate too;
    True, His MeMe and TheMe in Darkness Will LiVE oN;

    His goal to
    Surpass Adolph
    is already working
    on 170,000 Corpses and more to date…

    Perhaps, He will make ‘The Devil’ A Forgotten
    Symbol Altogether as Surely He Already
    Has Replaced ‘Jesus’ in the Church i Attend

    The Catholic


    oF iGNorance STiLL of Love FOR ALL




    i Have Asperger’s;
    i Don’t Care if i Have
    Any ‘Real Friends’ or Not;
    My FRiEnD IS Love And Truth iN

    Hmm; Perhaps There is Some Truth
    to ‘This (Normies Are Evil) Conspiracy Theory’;
    75 Percent of the Folks Where i Live Believe Trump is ‘Human’.
    Human Beings Are ‘Normally’ Evolved For Social Cooperation That’s Normal
    And It’s Ironic
    too AS Humans
    Will Bond as
    A Most
    Despicable Leader
    Ever and in-Turn-Now
    Name True Heroes Evil
    Like Suggesting Obama
    is a Satanic Cannibal Pedophile;
    True, Humans Are Capable of Creating
    Great Dreams in Fruition as Truth or Evil;

    Lies as Nightmares True in Dark too…

    i guess Folks Without
    Imaginations, Don’t
    do this, maybe;
    But Without
    One Misses out on Stuff
    like the Empirically Proven
    Evidence in Science that Says
    Imagine Yourself Exercising and
    You are Empirically Measured to Actually Grow Physically Stronger;

    There is the Placebo of Prayer in Belief that Works…

    There is the Nocebo of Voodoo in Belief that Works…

    Nightmares or Dreams;
    the Evidence is Clear;
    Human Beings
    Who have
    Healthy Levels
    of the Propensity
    of Imagination Create
    Both in Group Think and
    Relative Free Will as Well;

    And Neuroscience Shows We Basically
    Hallucinate our Realities, Based on Past
    Realities We Basically Hallucinate by Co-Creating
    Our Own Realities through Relative Free Will this way Now;

    Is it any wonder S Happens with a Human Nature Like this:

    in Short, No;

    In Long, Yes it is fascinating
    To Study Human Cultures as
    they are comprised of Ever Changing
    Colors Dark thru Light; Change is the only constant…

    And ‘Normal’
    Is Nuts


    Donald J. Trump
    is Leader of ‘That Free World’
    That Sits Stagnant glued to Screens
    All Day Where Anyone in Nature could
    See in a ‘New York’ Minute that’s Truly Insane…

    In Other Words as
    Far aS How Humans
    Are Evolved For Hundreds
    of Thousands of Years; Close to
    Naked; Foraging Always Moving
    From Sunrise to Sunset; Dancing
    And Singing together to make Survive
    and Thrive Real; with no Problem Sleeping
    After Living a Healthy Human Day Like this in Balance…

    Yes, A Measure
    of Humanity
    Now is Real
    Real Insanity as
    Real Insanity is
    Being something We Are not;
    Cogs in a Machine, Sitting Still;
    Glued to Screens; even a fly would move;

    glued to
    a fly-trap
    in a Lord of the Flies Movie;

    Where the Average Human as Science
    Assessed has the Attention Span of
    Less than a Gold Fish; Yes, Less than
    3 Seconds, Which Basically Means
    They aren’t Deep
    to See
    they Are Doing…

    It’s true, i’m not fit for this
    World; Haha, Science already
    Proves i’m way too big to see With SMiLes too;

    still, glued
    to this screen,
    but oh how my
    Fingers Dance, Sing in Autotelic
    Flow of Free Verse Poetry; simply in Ecstatic Frission
    of Bliss; When in “Rome”, You Fit in enough to Adapt and
    Thrive; It’s What Change is For Heaven and Not God Damn Hell…

    Money Doesn’t Make One Happy; but what it does
    Do Is Free Up Space In One’s Life to Actually Achieve
    Human Potential; Increasing Levels of Complexity in
    Autotelic Flow; without all the worries associated with
    Making Money; indeed, If one is Slave to Making Money,
    They Have
    A Master
    Now that
    Influences all
    they do in Life and
    as far as not Achieving
    Human Potential in which/what-ever
    Way A Person actually manifests this
    Potential in Fruition, say goodbye to
    the Intrinsic Reward of the Bio-And-
    Brings a Full Life Within to Fruition;
    But Of course, We Are Spoon Fed
    This Myth to make this ‘Soylent Green
    Stuff’ to Consume the
    Earth in ways of
    is Happiness;
    No, it is not; have
    you Seen the Folks
    Shuffle by in Masks Lately
    in Super-Walmart; before that
    their Sour Stagnant Faces Beamed
    Darkness and now those who Remain Unmasked
    Ignorant, too Selfish without Empathy to Save the Lives
    Of Others, whether in Church or Stores Carry
    the Same
    of Soul
    Everywhere they go…
    Mileage, varies depending on
    Make and Model of Human Being;
    Some folks, will Inherit/Acquire all
    the Money they need in life and
    More and it will make no
    difference in how
    they Consume
    the Earth;
    We Can No longer Keep up this Eating
    the Face of Nature (God-Us) as Zombies of Human
    Cultures We have been; We Must find another way now
    to exist, other than consuming more than we need or Goodbye
    Human Species; My Mother Lived off of Less than 500-Dollars-A-Month
    in Social Security Benefits, refusing to take the Supplemental Part she was
    entitled too as all she needed was a smile and always a way to keep her Mind
    Stimulated; it doesn’t take a whole lot, if you’ve learned your entire life how to Generate
    True, We
    need more than
    A Universal Basic Income;
    Teaching Humans How to be Human
    again will be a great step forward in Balance;

    How do We Do it?

    Small Steps..

    Small Words..

    Small Waves and Water
    ToGeTHeR Make Oceans Flow Whole;
    Meh; my Life has never been better
    with all the Money worries removed;
    do i wish for more than i need in terms
    of Money; No, the Increasing Complexity
    evolving my Soul in Autotelic Flow means
    at 60 Years-Old, i continue to Learn Greater
    Dance Moves as Friends with Gravity; Greater
    Martial Arts Fluidity Stronger Greater Loving Everything ALL (GoD)

    Breathing to Sing in Flow of Balance Now For Real too…

    Basically, A Christmas Tree Up All Year Around Evolving
    More Colors of Soul Lights to Feel and Sense and Give
    and Share Free even More as i go; in other Words, my
    Brain is Like Frigging Disney World on Fire of Joy

    iN Balance of Peace And Harmony Now

    For Real, increasingly
    so Creating ‘Novel
    at this
    More than
    A simple Yes or
    No Black and White
    Answer Short in Breath
    of anything Close Now to
    Greater Human Potential…


    As ‘Eastern Philosophy’
    Teaches, Just one area
    of Expertise will be improved
    all across a Lifespan; in this ‘Western Land’ Now
    of the Free And Ignorant, Donald J Trump is the Leader
    of Nothing that truly leads to Happiness Within Reflecting

    the non-Soul

    of a Country Whole…

    Here’s Some Bottom Lines;
    Newer Generations Who have
    Found This Freedom Will be Better
    Able to Lead the Country in the Future;
    As Long as We Have a Constitution that
    rules for a Greater improved Union there
    is the Reality of Change; We, The People Who
    are They, The People, Will Make the Future What it

    Comes to be next;

    More Specifically,
    in all cases they
    Will Decide Where
    They Wanna Live Within
    too; Heaven or Hell; or the
    ‘Tween of Purgatory Greys they
    Make In Shallowest Nightmares or
    Deepest Dreams Colorful Yet to Create
    In Fruition of Reality Next; the Folks in
    this Country may not do it; but the Globe
    is Large and Already closing their Borders
    to the Ignorance of ‘The Trump Way of Existence;

    Cultural Human


    ViRuS Creature Double Feature…

    Meh; i could move to a More Advanced Culture;
    but it’s the same reason i keep going to A Church
    oF iGNorance; i have ways of convincing them to change
    in small steps and words; like telling the Monsignor today;
    taking him aside from the Congregation; the Guy Who was in
    the Top 10 of my High School as i only made 11 out of 381
    tied with my Best Girl Friend Lynn; “If We Really Believe In the
    ‘Sanctity of Life’, We Will Make Masks Required in all Masses,
    No Ifs, ands, or buts”; i already convinced him in words
    like this of Free Verse Poetry in an Email to halt
    the Deacon Ignorance of Transforming
    Hurricanes, Homosexual Behavior,
    And Single Mothers into evil
    they are not; it didn’t
    happen again;
    and i stopped
    two Deacons from
    doing it again with two
    Separate Emails Like this;
    Other days, all it takes is a few
    Words from someone who really

    ‘knows you’…

    Hehe; i’m A Good Cop “Boogie Man”

    Catholic Mass Readings from August 16th, 2016:

    Note: The UniVeRSE is Beyond What Folks could
    See 2,000 Or so Years ago makes the Lies plain
    to See that God’s Land is Bigger
    originally than any
    small Patch
    of Dirt
    in the Middle
    East as Somehow
    Special all Trumps
    Believe they are above and
    Beyond as the External World
    As Territory to Own, Rob, Maim
    And Permanently Destroy too

    But they are not; unless one
    has an ant view of existence


    Reading 1, Isaiah 56:1, 6-7
    1 Thus says Yahweh: Make fair judgement your concern, act with justice, for soon my salvation will come and my saving justice be manifest.

    6 As for foreigners who adhere to Yahweh to serve him, to love Yahweh’s name and become his servants, all who observe the Sabbath, not profaning it, and cling to my covenant:

    7 these I shall lead to my holy mountain and make them joyful in my house of prayer. Their burnt offerings and sacrifices will be accepted on my altar, for my house will be called a house of prayer for all peoples.

    Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 67:2-3, 5, 6, 8
    2 Then the earth will acknowledge your ways, and all nations your power to save.

    3 Let the nations praise you, God, let all the nations praise you.

    5 Let the nations praise you, God, let all the nations praise you.

    6 The earth has yielded its produce; God, our God has blessed us.

    Reading 2, Romans 11:13-15, 29-32
    13 Let me say then to you gentiles that, as far as I am an apostle to the gentiles, I take pride in this work of service;

    14 and I want it to be the means of rousing to envy the people who are my own blood-relations and so of saving some of them.

    15 Since their rejection meant the reconciliation of the world, do you know what their re-acceptance will mean? Nothing less than life from the dead!

    29 There is no change of mind on God’s part about the gifts he has made or of his choice.

    30 Just as you were in the past disobedient to God but now you have been shown mercy, through their disobedience;

    31 so in the same way they are disobedient now, so that through the mercy shown to you they too will receive mercy.

    32 God has imprisoned all human beings in their own disobedience only to show mercy to them all.

    Gospel, Matthew 15:21-28
    21 Jesus left that place and withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sidon.

    22 And suddenly out came a Canaanite woman from that district and started shouting, ‘Lord, Son of David, take pity on me. My daughter is tormented by a devil.’

    23 But he said not a word in answer to her. And his disciples went and pleaded with him, saying, ‘Give her what she wants, because she keeps shouting after us.’

    24 He said in reply, ‘I was sent only to the lost sheep of the House of Israel.’

    25 But the woman had come up and was bowing low before him. ‘Lord,’ she said, ‘help me.’

    26 He replied, ‘It is not fair to take the children’s food and throw it to little dogs.’

    27 She retorted, ‘Ah yes, Lord; but even little dogs eat the scraps that fall from their masters’ table.’

    28 Then Jesus answered her, ‘Woman, you have great faith. Let your desire be granted.’ And from that moment her daughter was well again.

  11. Love Listens
    Love Hears
    Love Sees
    Love Helps
    Love Lessons
    About You..
    A Me i See..
    NoW No Eclipse HeRE…
    More BLeSSinGS CountinG
    More BLiSSinGS BeinG
    Art BleSSinG
    Be BLiSSinG
    OTHeRs TRuE…
    “Meditate upon these things Daily And
    You too shall receive tablets of Relaxation”
    “or hide them behind words and conjure Gold”

    SMiLes Dear Savvy Now What Makes
    me so sad is to Hear a Young Person
    Say ‘is this all there is to Life’… when
    The Facebook Likes No Longer Feel
    And Sense Like Life When
    the High Definition
    Colors of TV
    All Start
    to Look the
    Same Colors of Life
    What i seek to Teach New is
    That it is possible for our Souls
    To Feel and Sense More Colors
    All Across the Life Span Never
    Ending Now as True We
    Are Nautilus
    Shell Creatures
    With the Ability to
    Build More Elaborate
    Colors And Winds of Life
    to Spirit See and Touch More
    Better Yet to Give and Share for
    Free what is Lost is what we are
    yet to seek and find and the best
    Part of all is what
    is Next this
    The Mystery
    The Treasure
    DarK Thru Light
    Shadows Thru Sunshine
    We Find Next to Open Clouds
    More Colors of Life Rain to ‘See’…
    For it’s true
    When my
    Started almost
    7 years ago i had
    no idea what Colors
    of Soul More Would come
    All Around More and each
    And every Dance Friends with
    Gravity i find a New Color Sprouting
    Within Wild Flower i Dance And Sing even More Free..
    Smiles i intuit
    You come
    From a
    Place of Soul
    Nice to meet you
    on the Paths of Life Soul Free..:)

    SMiLes Savvy What i find in Life
    is When i Free Dance in Spirals
    That is What Opens Up All My
    Soul of Creativity Holy in Flow
    Sacred Dance Teaches
    me Song is what
    i See of the Lesson
    Dance Brings the Milky
    Way the Golden Spiral Phi
    Flow Moves through all existence
    When Unfettered and Chaos Magic
    Free as Colors of Wild Flowers not planted
    By Human Instructions and Lessons indeed
    Just Nature Nautilus Chambers And
    Hurricane Winds of arms
    Peace ‘Chi’
    As We All
    Do When Free
    indeed Circle of
    Life a Never Ending
    Spiral Pattern of Sunflowers
    Roses GRoWinG Cats and Babies
    Curling Still in Fetal Rest Position of Peace
    And Harmony
    of Loving
    A Spiral
    Dance of
    Love Comes
    Again with Just
    A Song to Teach
    Us Where We Are Going Freer Now
    i’ve Never Met an Unhappy Dancer
    At Least When they Are Dancing Free With Wings
    In Flow Sings..:)

    i Rise i Ascend
    i Transcend through
    All Angels i meet Globe-Wide

    Beautiful Savvy
    Fibers We Paint
    Grey Scale Beyond
    Rainbow Colors We
    Dream Master Peace
    of Life in Harmony
    Beauty of
    We Continue
    To Create Weaving
    All of Life’s Dreams
    Together Loving Fruition Fearless
    Master Peace Painting indeed Smiles..:)

    Shadows And Light
    Life Giving Wisdom Both Dance

    Raindrops And Sun
    What’s MiSSinG
    Life Giving Clouds
    Shadows And Light
    Life Giving Wisdom Both Dance

    Raindrops And Sun
    What’s MiSSinG
    Life Giving Clouds

    SMiLes Yamini, Self-
    Actualization’ is A Secular
    Maslow Term For Finding
    Soul Mate Within
    Where at the 7th
    Level of Maslow’s
    Pyramid Rising
    Love Becomes
    Faith Ascending
    For All Now Yes
    LoVE iNCaRNaTE
    Us As Human
    Beings Best
    Of Pyramid
    All Seeing
    Eye of
    Truth in
    Fearless Beauty
    Love For All🙌🎶

    SMiLes To Me These Small
    Red Star Morning Glory
    Wild FLoWeRS are among
    Greatest in Sublime Beauty
    No Order Plants them
    Except for the Chaos
    Magic Of Nature
    The Chaos
    Bothers Katrina
    All i See is Beauty
    You know it’s True
    Chaos Magic of Nature
    Brought Us Together Too
    He he which one of Us is
    Chaos And Which one of
    Us is Magic We All Are Both
    When We Flow We Become
    Whole Sublime Beauty inDeed
    Wild FLoWeRS Grow Freer Now
    With SMiLes

    So Far So Very Far Away
    From HeAVeN WiTHiNoW
    PeRHaPS Locked in Brick
    And Mortar Concrete of Temple Book PoLiTiCS
    Land of Lillipuktians WHere Everyone Else Are
    Giants of Living Love Invisible to ‘tiny Trumps’
    With This LeSSoN Under A Belt Ya Understand
    Why the Ilk of Trump Is Never Satisfied With A Smile
    That Is Real And Deep Amazing When Giving Is Receiving
    And You Start Receiving Too You Just Give Even More
    Whether You Continue to Receive Or Not

    SMiLes i Just Wanted to make sure
    Your Effort of Fixing ‘the Comment
    Section’ Feels Worth The Effort
    What Will i Say About
    In General
    Suffering is
    Related to the Amount
    of Instant Gratification
    We Receive IN Life Give
    When You Don’t Feel Like
    Giving Give Some More And
    As Soon As the Giving Feels
    Like Receiving The Reward is Forever now
    What We Will Master in Life is What We Give
    The way
    We aRe
    AS Humans
    Literally As Science
    Shows is to Always Be
    Happy As Long As We Are
    Giving the Key is Doing it no
    matter what
    Be Happy
    Ever Expect
    Anything in Return but Giving Do…
    Smiles, Just in my Opinion for i am
    100 Percent Sure This is the way my
    There is
    No Escaping
    Human Nature
    Those Who Expect
    to Receive Suffer the Most…

    Hell Is As Cold aS EVeR
    Heaven iS HoT aS NoW
    Land of the SPOiLeD Face Palms
    Continues to Spread As This Zombie
    Apocalypse as Forecast Is Real NoW
    Metaphor Why Folks In ‘This Country’ Don’t
    take the Trouble to Research Why ‘A Devil’ iS ‘A DEViL’
    or Wear A Mask to Save Lives… Life In the United States
    Forced to Take A Sip of Coca Cola Almost Every Moment of Life
    It’s 85 Degrees Inside Now Heaven Just Keeps Getting Better
    Thanks to 89 Degrees too
    All Means All No Means No
    All Means God ALWaYS NoW
    Don’t Tell me Any Human From
    Existing Requiring Worship Fearing
    Criticism Is Closer to God Than Less
    Than A Grain of SanD SaMe… If ‘They’
    Had the Perspective NoW oF A Real Devil
    iN Hell They Would Stop ‘Dead’ iN THeiR ‘Tracks’ oF LiGHT
    On This 7 YeaR Free Public Naked DancE ‘SonG oF mY SouL’
    Paths… A Few Have Tried to ‘Shade me’ All Miserably Fail iN
    mY LiGHT NoW… True It’s Impossible to ‘Shade’ Someone Who
    Has Been To BLacK Abyss Of Soul For 66 Months Essence of DaRK
    i Have A BLeSSinG Overall In Life to Fully Feel Hell to Fully Feel
    Heaven THiS WaY One Understands A Gift oF LiGHT From DarK
    Like Getting the AC in Our Home Fixed 88 Degrees Now Doesn’t
    Feel Nearly as Hot as Hell as 89 Degrees F the Final High for the Day
    Honestly A ‘Famous/Legend Smile’ Doesn’t Feel Any Different than a Smile
    Handing Out Rental Shoes at a Bowling Center 18 Years… It’s also Very Nice
    Considering i had no Reference point to How a Smile Felt Shut-in my Home Ill for 66 Months Anyway… Nice Considering i Wrote A Poem to every Single Prompt and Linked Poem on
    the dVerse Poetry Trail for a Year and rarely anyone responded… It’s Nice considering it
    was extremely rare that anyone responded to me at all on the ‘Wrong Planet’ for 33 Months…
    What i Find Out in the Experience of Public Dancing 13,553 Miles NoW iN 7 Years When Folks
    In the Audience Name You Famous/Legend… Other Than That This And The Other Thing i
    Remain iN HeAVeN ETeRNaLLY NOW HAPPY! Longest EPiC LonG FoRM Bible Poems
    Will NeVeR Afford to Leave DarK oR LiGHT oF Dance And SonG OuT Of ReaLiTY NoW
    FoR ReaL… Ignorance Kills Ignorance Kills Ignorance Kills Corpses Piling up to 170,000
    Plus More LieS iGNorance Kills More Lives Dead… Anyway If We aRe Gonna Live Through Someone Else’s Story We Cannot Afford for Folks to Make it A Conspiracy Theory of Living
    Now… A Shallow Life Lived Vicariously Through Others Never Even Starts
    To Create A NauTiLuST SHeLL oF OuR OwN To Give And Share Free
    Humans Born to Create THeir Stories of Life SAdly We Have Become
    The Audience The Spectator More Than Dancing Singing Stories US…
    Technology Provides A View So Many Colors of Life Thing Is Will We
    Have Self-Reflecting Moments Generating Our Own Colors Within…
    THeRE ARE Days to Fall Days To RiSE NoW This Moment Present
    Gift oF ALL LiFE LiGHT From: DarK to: See Even More SoUL NoW
    Son is Left no Choice But To EvenTuAlly Find Fearless Will And Strength
    Father Within Births Wed With LoVE iN Balance of Grace… There Are Ages
    it Takes Fearless Fathers Leaving All Loving Mothers Sons Gaining Foundation
    LoVE iN Balance of Grace… Vaguely in School i Remembered i used to be the Story
    Teller of my Life Before Tethered to a Desk and 3 Channels of B&W Home TV… Thing is Before Black and White TV With 3 Channels at 7, i AM Developing Inner Soul Then Multi-Plex Colors Springing at Age 3… “SonG oF mY SoUL 7 YearS Old” Longest EPiC LonG FoRM PoeM Bible
    Ever in the World
    8.4 MiLLioN Words
    NoW on 8.18.2020
    Yet i was Yet to See
    the Beyond Colors Now of
    Rainbows After A Hurricane
    Blows over More for 66 Months
    Then But It’s True i Saved for ‘the
    Rainy Day’ then for i intuited A Storm
    Was Sure to come and it did… But It’s
    True at 47 i was a Shut-in in my Bedroom
    Hell Ill i Couldn’t Even Muster what was Left
    of a Tic-Tac-Toe Game to Complete… But You See
    that wasn’t the Saddest Part of ‘His Life’ as He did Live to Be 81;
    But Never Developed A Free Dance And Song of Soul My Uncle
    Is A Story Teller More that’s how i found out More About my Father’s
    Stories of Life Exciting Challenges Overcome in 46 Years of Law Enforcement too…
    You See my Father’s Life Long Goal was to be Rich but He didn’t keep the Same Wife, the
    Same Car, Or the Same Home All Paid off… When i Fell ill at 47 My Father Asked me How
    in the World i Saved 6 times more Money than Him at 80 Years-old… i bought a ’94 ‘Camaro’ Lasting 14 Years; a 99 ‘Passport’ With 1,000 Dollars at 39 in the Bank, Lasting 16 Years
    Katrina Got a Job My Job got Transferred to Government Funded Pushing my Pay
    over 23,000 A Year.. We Bought a Home at 33 Years-Old Married at 29 Finally
    Broke the 5 Dollar An Hour Barrier And Katrina Didn’t have a Job You Learn
    to make every penny count… Still Making Under 5 Dollars an Hour at
    26 Years-Old after 3 College Degrees First Credit Card Purchase
    A Color TV No Remote… True i did not own a Car with
    Heat/Air-conditioning Until 26 Years-old either but
    at least i bought my Mother’s Old ’70 Maverick
    Yeah It’s True We Had no TV until 7 Years-old
    then Black And White 3 Channels to Watch
    But It’s True Both Me and Katrina Grew Up
    Without Heating or Cooling in A Home At
    Best Fans Blew through Windows then
    Lord Still in Other Worldly News Our AC Broke
    88F inside Waiting For Repair This Afternoon…
    Bi-PoLaR A PHRaSE
    THaT MeANs HeaVeN
    AnD HeLL iN OnE MiND
    PoETrY NoW AnD OtHeR
    ArTs BRinGs HEaVeNHeLL
    BaCK To ThE ReST oF thE CRoWD
    Regulate Emotions
    Integrate Senses
    LiVE HEaVeN NoW
    BE A CAT
    Free Dance
    Feel Sense
    Get out of your Head
    Don’t Be Afraid iF someone
    Names You A Fool
    F88KinG LiVE iT’s
    WHaT FooLs DO BesT…
    FeeL SeNsE LiFE
    GeT OuT oF YouRHeaD
    Physical Emotional Existential
    Intelligences Thousands Of Years
    Old Innate Forgotten… Humans Become Tools
    Contrived Of Culturally Manufactured Standard IQ…
    Life is
    Seen iN
    Letter PageS
    Life So
    It’s Probably True Most Folks Do Not
    Realize i am Busy Painting A Sistine Chapel
    While i am Dancing Singing to them… i Dance in
    The Grass i don’t Walk On Sidewalks… With SMiLes…
    And yes i am Both the Leaves And Grass… Hehe.. Hope
    That Is As Good For You And Even Better Than me heHeR…

    CuRRenTLY, as Far As Currencies, Pay Grades, And Pay Rates Go
    Away From Love, NoW For ReaL We LiVE iN
    A Country So Low On Empathy for others That People Refuse to Wear
    Masks for the Inconvenience
    of Saving Lives Still Now; WHere in the Middle of a Pandemic, The
    Current Administration Works Hard to Eliminate Health Care that exists;
    Where So-Called Religions
    Support All That CR8P too;
    including the most Ridiculous
    Conspiracy Theories Spoon-Fed
    To Ignorant Masses, Same; if You
    Want UBI, You Will Not Find it Here
    in the United States; You Won’t find
    it Anywhere Where God is the Dollar Bill;
    One Day The Dollar God Will Fall; Sooner than



    Souls are
    Already Dead Living Zombies in
    Dollar Tracks of Do Less than Love.

    UBI, Ain’t Ever gonna Happen in a Country
    Still Breathing Less Than Love; Dollar is the Color of ‘Soylent Green’
    As We continue to Consume Each Other Until Death Do Us All Part
    Un-Wed From

    Nature (GoD)

    Good News
    is Change Happens.

    Trump’s Most Recently Appointed Lackey And Fool
    With His ‘Herd Immunity’ Direction is Just That Same
    Trump Fool CR8P… Yes, There is T-Cell Variations of
    Protection From Enduring Covid-19/Related ones too
    But We Just Don’t Know enough Not to Mask… Thing is
    Anti-Body Protection may only last 3 Months And Whatever
    We Had that Mimics Covid-19 Identically was 7 Months ago
    It Surely Makes my Blog Post ‘Rushing Flu Away’ More Relevant
    Now Only if We didn’t have Ignorance and ‘Sin’ Running the Cure Show
    Growing Evidence Globe-Wide Shows This Covid-19 Pandemic Has Been
    Around Longer than we first ‘Thought’ not limited to China… In Other Worldly
    News Our Hair-Stylist Reports Her Husband ‘Flu Ill’ Late in December Like Us
    in January tested with..Anti-Bodies… Smiles; as Soon As ‘Psychology’ Determines
    what Boredom is i’ll give Psychology More Credence for the Science of
    What Moves Human Beings Via Emotions of Course. Boredom is

    Never ‘Filled Up’; ‘Feeled Up’;

    And that’s for sure, Within…

    What Fills/Feels Us Up Within?

    Number 1 as Social Animals
    the Oxytocin of Bonding of Course
    Keeps Us Comfortable, Warm, and Whole Holding
    Hands Together; so much Harder to do as Flies Glued to a Screen

    Day in Day Out Sitting Still.

    What Moves Us?

    Common Sense do More than
    Sit and Stare at A Screen; only using
    Visual and Hearing Senses as an Audience
    Member of Someone Else’s Play of Life in the ‘Real World’.

    How about Dancing And Singing, Free Hand-in-Hand Together;

    True; the Human Connection constantly Changing Dancing Singing
    Even Better Naked and Free is Never Boring unless one is not yet fully Human…

    Smiles, it took me a while to teach the Local Psychiatry and Psychological Profession
    this Lesson but when i did; my Psychiatrist got inspired, Quit His Practice and Moved
    to South Florida to Teach Movement Therapy in a Teaching Hospital now; for it is true
    Free Dance is the Oldest and ironically Newest Way to Regulate And Generate Emotions
    And Integrate Senses too; But What do We teach children from almost the first Years they
    are born; sitting still; glued to Desks at School And Now Screens At Home; Jesus F in Christ

    Where is the
    F in Common
    Senses And Emotions
    Gone in Life; True, You
    are looking at the Screen
    Now Whoever you may yet
    Still be to come Generating
    Dancing Singing Free Your Own
    Colors of Happiness within


    Keep It Sunshine Simple…

    This may Look Complicated
    But it is only A Dance And Song
    of Symbols; Essence of Colors Coming
    to a Page Freely in Flow HAPPY NOW FOR REAL ALL FiLLeD AND FeeLeD UP.

    Oh, and my Psychotherapist, who couldn’t figure out how to Bring my Emotions Back
    and get all filled and feeled up
    again in Bliss; Now, She asks me for advice for Her Other Patients Now; True, i pay
    her to help her; it’s funny,
    You Naturally Get Rich When You are FeeLeD And FiLLeD Up Within; Just no
    need to get
    something else

    When Ya already
    Have it all; Autotelic in Flow;
    Yes, Fully Generated From Within…

    Just about everything in Modern
    Society takes Us away from this;
    As Science Shows Mechanical Cognition
    Activities wither away the Soul of Social Empathic Artistic Cognition FOR REAL.

    “Despite boredom’s ubiquity and pathological associations, psychologists have yet to pin down what, exactly, it is. Several different scales all claim to measure boredom—the most widely used is the Boredom Proneness Scale—but a recent analysis suggests that they are measuring slightly different phenomena. Explanations for ennui are even more plentiful, ranging from Freud’s theories of repressed emotions to individual differences in personality traits, the need for excitement, and attention skills.”

    Well This Concludes a Somewhat Abbreviated 3 Song Movement in ‘Frednata’ Essence
    of Form via Metaphor of ‘Sonata’ For Piano Keys HaMMeRinG Notes of Percussion Strings
    At Only 3238 Words Today 8.17.2020.. the Eve of the 7 Year Celebration of “SonG oF mY
    SoUL” Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem YeS AGAiN at 8.4 MiLLioN Words
    And 13,553 Miles of Public Dance All Around this Trump Town Metro Area
    of LA Lower Alabama Florida Panhandle of Flowers.. Rivers.. Forests
    And Most Beautiful Beaches True.. Yes.. Makes Living with the Local
    Minions of Trump Worth it too this way Kind enough they are just
    missing a bit in Faux News Ignorance Propaganda of Course
    Only a Relative Few Die Hard No Souls Remain Down here
    in Trump Minion Ways With No Masks so Yes Three Songs
    for this ‘Frednata’ Include “The Giver” By Duke Dumont
    And Appropriately as Far AS Heaven Experience goes
    in Autotelic Flow of Free Dance Within there is also
    “Happy” by Pharrell Williams too and Yes of course
    2.841 BiLLioN VieWeD On YouTube Katy Perry’s
    “Dark Horse” too Resonating With the Human Supraoganism
    Of Soul Minds True DarK Thru LiGHT as Chaos MaGiC RuleS NoW
    Continuing BeinG Karma-Full BRinGinG Nature (GoD) Back to Balance More
    Hmm.. Perfect Storms as ‘They’ Relate Perfection of Imperfection of Clouds
    And Sun
    Life Giving
    Rain in Continuing
    Ways of Cat-6 Hurricanes
    in Arms of Creativity Spiraling
    More in Winds of more Doors to
    Nautilust Chambers of Creativity More..:)

  12. As Far As Pay Goes; Money, As Far as
    Universal Basic Income Goes; IT WILL NEVER

    Storm’ example; saying ‘go to Hell’ to folks in
    a Pandemic; “We Don’t FreaKiN’ Care”; Yes, The Devil’s

    in the Details

    of Why Caring
    No Longer Lives Here Enough
    to Allow it to have a chance
    to work now at least;

    in the future, maybe;
    With Other Folks Walking the Earth
    Further away from Jealousy and Greed
    And Hoarding and all that makes Humanity the Worst
    Virus in Cultural Ways that Nature has ever seen, here at least

    From the Country With 4 Percent
    of the World’s Population that uses
    40 Percent of ‘the Instant Gratification’
    of the World’s Resources to Greedily Survive; to the
    Country that Holds the Honor of 25 Percent of Covid-19 Deaths


    All of this comes
    From A Force much
    Different than Altruistic
    Human Nature Freely Giving
    Sharing; simply, the insanity
    of Population Stresses gone affray;
    Guess What; Batman’s Not Coming
    Back; but ‘the Bats’ (Free Nature) Are
    taking Care of Nature Checks And
    Balances in THeir own way…

    To: Be Clear, ‘Batman’ is
    A Metaphor for the Conspiracy Theory
    that one Dude is coming back to solve it all…

    From: hmm…

    Back to
    the BatCave i go…

    Lord i Feel so
    Fortunate to
    Leave the
    God behind…
    And of Course
    i did it by not
    Worshipping IT
    As IT Still Now
    Does most
    The Metaphor
    For This Country
    Black Friday for Sale
    With or Without
    The tiniest
    To Save Lives…
    Go to Hell Dollar
    Bill God… Stay out
    Of MaKinG
    Into Hell…
    Of Course
    Easy to Dance Sing
    When ‘Devil’ Defeated
    Only Serves
    You and
    No Longer
    Creates US..:)

    In Short, Real Universal Basic Income
    Is the Real Learned And Practiced Ability
    To Generate Happiness Within in Autotelic
    Flow; Folks Will Go Back to Life Threatening Situations
    to Achieve this Real Heaven Within, Staying in the Sweet
    Spot ‘tween Anxiety and Boredom, increasing Complexities
    of their Endeavors to Stay in This Sweet Spot with no Fears
    or Worries in Effortless Play of Greater Creativity and Productivity Now.

    My Metaphor is Dancing a Tight Rope with More Complexity in Ease.

    Surgeons Do this; CEO’S Do this; And True, this Real Human Magic
    of Flow Comes in Dark Colors of Orange (Trump) that have nothing to do with
    Love Like Killing on the Battlefield Too; It’s not Money that Drives Trump; It’s the Same
    Dark Flow that takes Soldiers Back on the Battle Field to Kill; Or Mountain Climbers without
    Safety Harnesses to do the same, eventually as what becomes a Suicide Endeavor, Ultimately too.

    But of course, Not all Folks Find their Flows In Colors of Loving Arts; For Some folks, it’s just ‘the score’; ‘the kill’;

    And Honestly,
    Some folks are
    Just Born and or Bred
    to Score and kill; is there a
    better way, of course, for those
    who can and will seek and find it.

    Some Do; Some Don’t; ‘Some Folks Dance Free;

    Some Folks Do Not’.

    -‘Guardians of the
    Galaxy’ of Love; Circa Volume
    Whatever, However Now For Real…

    Yep; You gotta fix A root problem
    Before going to even step one, Now.

    A Root Problem Now, is Instant Gratification;

    The Coca-Cola Country; Indeed, a Sugar Fix it is;

    Meh; at best, a Universal Basic Income Would be about
    1,000 Dollars A Month; For A Person Who Can and Will
    Generate all the Science Assessed Happiness they care to
    Within through Autotelic Flow of Staying in the ‘Tween; the
    Sweet Spot of Apathy (Boredom) and Anxiety; Guess what, in
    most cases, at least on average, in the United States they get a gimme
    of at Least a Thousand Dollars a Month; as they don’t need that Bigger Home;
    That New Car; That New Wife; Those New Clothes; That New All Consuming Goods
    Ideology To Replace What is empty Within and Not Generated For Free; The Greatest Creativity
    And Productivity comes inherent in Loving What We Do, Generating this Happiness within For Real Now.

    Currently, Most People Hate what they do;

    Go Figure; Why This World is so Frigging Screwed
    Up And Folks Just FreaKin’ Don’t Care Enough Now;

    Many of them; Even to Wear a Mask, if it means Saving
    the Life of Mommy And Daddy who Brought them into their
    Assessed Hell Hole
    to Begin WiTHiN


    A Root Problem
    indeed, is Within;
    i would have never gained
    All the Money i need to live
    for the Rest of My Life; if i had
    the Same Bad Habits of the American
    Consumer with no Soul Generated From Within…

    A Life of Consuming Bags and Bags of Orange Cheetos,
    When One Becomes The Greed they Elect to rule The Empty;
    The Same Empty Place Within they’ve never learned to Replace
    With Living Water (Love for Life) Generated From Within NoW

    SMiLes Dear FRiEnD
    my Biggest Fear is to
    Lose the Ability to Love
    Again Hence Every Breath
    i Take i Love Giving
    For Giving Thanks
    Giving Yours as Well
    Blessed Greatest Gift
    i Give to You Now
    Will Be Breathing
    For Giving🎨🤗🎶
    Thanks Giving Breath🌲

    SMiLes A Cure For Most
    Everything DarK iN Life
    Thanks Giving For Giving🎶

    Paint By Numbers Medicine
    Going to see My GP Getting
    out of the Car Receiving a
    Call that my Mother might
    Be Dying.. My Blood Pressure
    Was Up to 140 Over 90 my
    Doctor insisted on
    BP Medicine after
    My Explanation Why
    Anyway They rush
    You into The office Without
    10 Seconds to sit now Before
    Taking it that is an incorrect
    Method anyway… it’s like
    A Diagnosis of morbidly
    Obese Just Because i
    Really Weighed more
    Than Trump Said he
    Weighed in the Best
    Condition of my life…
    Sadly in Science
    Common Sense
    Doesn’t Always
    listen in Paint
    By NumBers God
    It’s Like Cognitive
    Behavioral Therapy
    To Bring Emotions
    Back When it’s all
    About the Dance and
    Song of Life away
    And Talk…
    True Medicine
    Is Art That Feels..
    Hope You are Feeling Great!

    SMiLes A Beautiful Quality
    Of this ‘Never Give-Up
    Flower’ is no matter
    How Many Buds that
    Die it Seems to always
    Flower More then one Day
    It No longer Buds but eventually
    As Seasons Change it comes back
    To Share its Beauty With me how
    Beautiful a Mother Flower Will
    Be When a Son No longer Will
    Bear to live With no Love Left
    Feeling to give at all… A Mother
    Flower Will Remember the
    Hope that Loving Dead
    Will Rise Again… One
    Day In Early 2017
    My Mother Flower
    Suddenly Determined
    And told me the Way i Wrote
    Poetry and the way i supported
    People Different than me was
    Evidence i was Demon Possessed
    That was difficult to hear but
    Immediately Loving again no
    Longer wanting to die so
    Much all i could Feel is
    How Difficult it Would have
    Been to hear a Child say they
    Just wanted to die please
    Let them walk in front of a
    Car to end it all so in my
    Case With the Empathy
    Of where she had been in her
    Shoes with me, i reacted With
    No slight at all several weeks
    Later she died With Stage 4
    Breast Cancer, Bone Cancer,
    Bleeding Brain Cancer
    Diagnosed At the very
    End with 8 Days Left to
    Die as Naturally as possible
    With no Food or even a Drop
    Of Water; she Lived 2 Years
    With that pain with only
    An occasional Aspirin
    Smiling Saying her
    Arthritis was acting up
    Again; Indeed, Bone Cancer
    Hurts; so Yes, She Finally had
    A Bad Day; A Day she couldn’t
    Understand; whenever i Love
    Unconditionally, no matter
    What i get Back From others;
    Whenever i Forgive, no matter
    How Heartless the Transgression;
    i Remember the Never
    Give-up Flower and
    Bloom again and Feel
    Sad that not Everyone has
    A Never Give-Up Flower
    To Bring ‘This Gift’ to them;
    For True Love Forgives the
    Real Devil
    Or Never
    Really Exists…

    People Have Bad Days i always have Good Days for
    ‘i Breathe’ i can’t imagine Feeling This Way Without
    Forgiving but when People tell me to go away i will
    unless they Welcome me again i have nothing to lose
    but Loving; just my opinion. This Philosophy You speak
    of non-for-giveness that Indeed is common every
    Where i
    Visit now
    Of Love; from
    What I’ve Seen,
    i don’t see anything
    To Lose by Loving…
    I’ve had Several 30
    Year ‘Friends’ De-Friend me
    From Facebook for suggesting
    They forgive; i find that very sad
    For them But i Understand
    Why… it’s What They are
    missing to Give.. It’s Hard
    to ‘Get’ That Thing…
    More people had it
    To give Before ‘Net-Flix
    And Wi-Fi’ that much i see…
    Other than that i would never
    Have stayed married for even
    A Month With this Philosophy;
    The Most Beautiful have bad Days too..:)

    Lovely Portrait of Water You Paint Savvy; a gift
    it is of Everlasting Beauty to make our Breath Last in Balance;
    Resilient in Grace, Water Naturally Loving Is For Giving Life Strength;
    You’ve been very Welcoming Here; in Fact, like Water as Water Fears
    Neither Waves or Ocean
    As Water is all Three
    in Harmony
    And Flow
    In Peace of Night
    Or Day of Existence;
    in Honor of Water i bring
    a Gift; a Story of ‘Oreo the Cat’ to You,
    originally i wrote it about 7 Years ago
    coming then out of Numb and Pain of 19
    Medical Disorders, 66 Months; recovering
    with the Light; the Miracle of Love Re-Born
    in me again One with the Beach Standing
    Blessed With Water, Living in me again then…
    Today, is the 7th Anniversary of my existence on
    Word Press and the continuing flow of these words
    now at measure of 8.4 Million Words that might not
    exist if not for the Encouragement of a Brand new Friend
    as i was already somewhat tired of writing at Least 4 Million
    Words then for 33 Months from wake to sleep; Just trying to get
    my mind off Pain and Numb from the Literal Suicide Disease then…
    Back to Oreo the Cat then a scrappy 7 Pound or So TomCat a Mix
    of Tabby Tuxedo Cat Black And White; i was walking around the
    Block after really miraculously recovering from
    all that Soul Killing Disease; and He
    Grabbed me around my Leg
    That Night and telling
    me in his way then
    exclaiming, Don’t
    You Forget, ‘i saved
    Your Soul’ for i remembered
    what he did as Neighborhood Stray
    TomCats Naturally Do Protecting their
    Territory for Basic Subsistence to Survive;
    ‘Sunny Boy’, who we could only guess was
    the Son of Our Cat ‘Yellow Boy’, who was an inside
    Cat because he was diagnosed with Feline Leukemia;
    Sunny Boy, Wandered Up to Our Home on Christmas Day of
    2012; It was amazing He looked Just like our Cat Yellow Boy;
    i had lost all my Emotions then for 5 Years; a hardest part
    was never having a single tear; just all dried up for all those years…
    truly an empty
    place with
    No living
    Water Within
    of anything that
    resembled the Feeling
    of Love or any feeling at
    all except pain and numb…
    as close as i could get to Love
    Were Cats; they were always my
    Friends when Young when my peers
    taught me i was too odd to deserve to exist…
    So, like Yellow Boy, who was Feral and Wandered
    Up from our Back-Yard Forest Woods, We Fed and
    took care of him, until one day Sunny Boy walked
    up with Horrible Wounds, Tears of Flesh on his Face;
    the same thing happened to Yellow Boy, for the Scrappy
    7 Pound Oreo TomCat Delivered Claws to Yellow Boy’s Face
    Protecting His Territory too… what eventually got Yellow Boy
    Diagnosed and Locked in a home forever not to infect Other Cats
    Outdoors… so, we took Sunny Boy to the Vet in the Same Carrier that
    We took Yellow Boy, some Months before… and sadly the Vet Brought us the
    News that Sunny Boy Had ‘Kitty Aids’ and he might survive his wounds and he Might
    Not but what he would do for sure is take the disease to infect the Other Neighborhood
    Cats or Yellow Boy if we Tried to Bring Him Indoors;
    i had lost all the Value i saw in Life as Love
    Within… it was so hard to make
    a decision Like that to
    take anything
    Away from
    Part of Nature
    but we made the
    Difficult Choice the
    Vet recommended;
    then something happened
    i never expected then; my First
    Tear in 5 Years… My God That Sadness
    Felt Like Heaven in Hell; even though i still
    could Leg Press 500 Pounds that day was the
    Only Day i felt Strength in my Legs Again; so weak,
    they felt before, Just Pain And Numb all over my Soul
    it took a while to fully
    Recover and feel
    the Love again
    But that Day
    Oreo the Cat
    Taught me the
    Lesson of Dark Brings Love Again;
    indeed, every Tear is a path to Heaven…
    For Oreo Wasn’t only Dark Oreo Was Light too..
    Other than that His nickname was also ‘Devil Cat’

    Yet a Dark Angel Light in Disguise…

    We Forgave him…

    For True, Without
    Forgiveness for ‘Devils’
    Love Doesn’t Exist as Dark is Light..

    For It is also True That Humans Who
    Have Been Harmed Most in Life
    Are often The Kindest oF All
    As Long as they
    Turn to Love
    For Victory
    in Hope even
    when Hope is gone
    and never give up;
    Vengeance is the
    Other Way in Fear
    As Hate; Blessed are those who seek and find
    Light again; the Water of Love That Never Runs out to return again..
    As Clouds Cover Sun And Indeed Bring Rain; Living Water For All of Us to Breathe..:)

    A Bit of Room Left on this Moving Enigma ‘Rivers of Belief’ Theme Song Probably
    Enough to make this Last ‘Frednata’ Move through Frank’s Place of Poetry
    in Chicago And Xenia’s Place of Poetry in Scotland and i’ll probably save
    gigoid’s place of Aphorisms from the Sages of the Ages From California
    to Riff off of For the Next Theme Song to Wrap this Celebration of
    “SonG oF mY SoUL 7 YearS Old 8.4 MiLLioN Words” all the way
    Up with the Tale of the Tape and MacroVerse Memories 3 Years
    to Date that is Part of my ‘Religious Tradition’ per Do to make
    Every Step and Word Holy and Sacred Free Verse Dance
    And Song of Life Free as that will Probably Make close
    to or over a 40,000 Word Novel Sized Effort As Feat Note
    And Milestone for 7 Years of Existence on Word Press too;
    Thanks to the advice of Lala Rukh From Pakistan Then who
    Encouraged me to Give the Word Press Platform a Spin then
    As the Hurricane of Creativity continues to Expand in Spiral Arms of Cat-6 Winds Now..:)

    Men or Mice
    Men Are Mice
    Indeed Sharing a Common
    Rodent Ancestor 75 MiLLioN
    Years ago coming after an Asteroid
    Plunging into the Earth MaKinG the
    Gulf of Mexico 66 Years ago MaKinG
    the Previous Dinosaurs into
    Migrating Birds
    With Smaller
    That We
    Fry Sunny Side
    Up to Reflect the
    Star Dust We aRe ALL
    Star Seed and FLoWeRS From
    Crucible Fires of Super Nova Star
    FLoWeR Seed Gaseous Dust All of Us Now
    So At Least
    We KNoW
    Now Who
    Came First
    The Chicken or
    Egg inDeed Dancing
    With the Stars in Big Bang Song Ways…
    Oops Little Professor Mistake make that
    66 MiLLioN Years…
    Give It All Away
    Give It All Away
    RoLL AWaY
    ALL SToNeS
    True No
    LovE ReaL
    When LiVinG
    WiTHiN FoR NoW
    Only Give And Share Love Free
    Sun Is Yellow… Uh oh… Also Orange…
    True if Butterflies
    Only Wished for
    Old Homes
    No New
    For Butterfly
    Wings out oF Old
    Cocoon Molded Covers…
    ChaliceS NoW
    LovinG NeVeR
    HoldinG FReeR
    All Pallet
    Grass Dies
    Summer Scorch
    Burns New-Tradition Green All SEaSoNS
    Weeds WiNTeR FLoWeRS RePLacE BoRinG Green…
    Mountains Neither Fall
    Or RiSE As they Touch
    Clouds For They’ve
    Already Felt Sun
    Existing Tall
    What Sun
    FeelS oNEaRTh
    SMiLes Monkeys Fly Out
    Of Trees With Wings too
    Calls For Jane iN
    TiNDeR SWiPiNG Ways
    SeeD FLoWeRS
    Breathing NoW
    TowardS Love
    DancinG Love
    SinginG Love
    FindinG Love
    SeeKinG Love
    SeeinG LoVE WHeRe
    Dances Sings WiTHiN
    NoW iN Dance And Song Free
    As Far as i for One Will See FoR NoW
    For Giving Thanks Giving One Is SaMe
    ALWaYS For Giving
    Thanks Giving
    DEViL LEnding
    A Helping
    LoVE NeVeR
    Requiring Worship
    Or Fearing Criticism Just
    All Love to Give as Is Free
    For Giving Thanks GiVinG NoW
    Temple Building Tree oF LiGHT
    Daisies Color
    Sun FLoWeRS
    Bring Shine
    Below Above
    SMiLes Frank
    Happy 8.18.2020 my
    Little Celebration of
    my Existence on Word
    Press 7 YearS OlD “SonG
    oF mY SoUL”
    Still Breathing
    With Smiles
    Of Leaves
    RiSinG Green Again
    With Roots Deeper to
    See Above Below WiTH More SMiLeS NoW
    BuildinG LoVE Never Ending ALWaYS STaRTiNG
    NoW What i See A UNiVeRSE Do Best NoW At Least..:)
    Amazing Except for the Mountains
    Your Scotland Forest Looks Just Like
    The River Forest Here
    Life Without
    Above Below Dancing
    Yet Valleys Still Singing Green
    Oopseems i Missed a Poem Last
    Week On The “Fringe of the Forest”
    And Am Back Here
    on What the Sun
    Will ALWaYS
    on Shadows
    Reflecting Us
    ABoVE iN ‘Trust
    Okay Back to ‘Fernweh Forest’
    And i must Say the Forest
    Here With White
    Sand in the
    Green Without
    Mountain Trees
    Looks Identical from
    This View at Least to
    Panhandle Florida
    River Forest Being
    Wild FLoWeRS SinG
    Weeds SeaSonS Now
    EVerY WHere DanCinG
    They Go GRoWinG Freer Being
    Indeed So Hot Here on SunDay
    Afternoon And MonDay as
    Our AC Broke on the
    Hottest Day of
    the Year hehe
    So Pleasing Waiting
    Out the Heat How Will 86F
    And 89F Do This Environment
    Inside.. SMiLes Xenia When the
    Cool Comes Again Scotland
    Breeze Fall
    to Feel
    Out of Heat
    to the Miracle Cure
    of Scotland Falls in
    Summer Florida Panhandle
    Sweaty Otherwise Blue And
    Very Humid Skies hehe as DarK
    Brings LiGHT
    Truly Better
    Than Cable
    TV HAha3144words..;)

  13. “Life is both exquisitely beautiful & excruciatingly challenging often in the same breath.
    Words let you shape your inner chaos into a pattern that flows through you.”
    SMiLes Dear Savvy FRiEnD i’ll Quote Your Two Lines Here
    For Core Truth in Life
    For ‘The Rivers
    of Belief’
    Do Come
    in Flow Out
    of Restraints
    of Past and Future ‘Time’
    Transcending All Worries
    And Fears and just Rising
    As FRiEnDS With Gravity Will
    Naturally Do in Balance Even
    If Hope Leaves as a Feeling THere
    is the Will to Never Give-Up And it is True
    Those Who
    of Love
    Keep Us Moving
    One Step Ahead
    Even in Dungeons
    too Dark to See as Tunnel oF Lights Ahead
    God Bless All yes With You and All You Love too…:)

    “It’s possible to love a human being
    if you don’t know them too well.”

    ~~ Charles Bukowski ~~

    Smiles Like Any Other
    Challenge in
    Life It’s Worth Trying..:)

    “‘Love’ is that condition in which the happiness
    of another person is essential to your own.”

    -Lazarus Long

    i tried it i still love it….

    Life does not consist mainly, or even largely, of facts
    and happenings. It consists mainly of the storm of thought
    that is forever flowing through one’s head.”

    — Mark Twain

    At best A River that Feels Senses
    Gives Shares Free Expanding Shores at Ease
    And Yes of course Flooding When Necessary too
    And Understanding
    Where Dry
    Floors of
    River Beds
    Come From True…

    “Resolved, that the women of this nation in 1876,
    have greater cause for discontent, rebellion and
    revolution than the men of 1776.”

    — Susan B. Anthony

    Well coined indeed…
    Of course Still..

    “Between the acting of a dreadful thing
    And the first motion, all the interim is
    Like a phantasma, or a hideous dream:
    The Genius and the mortal instruments
    Are then in council; and the state of man,
    Like to a little kingdom, suffers then
    The nature of an insurrection.”

    — William Shakespeare ~~

    Julius Caesar — Act ii, Sc. 1

    Sounds Like Almost 4 Years to me…
    About the Same Distance it takes me to Write 5.5-MiLLioN-Words
    Of Free Verse Longest Epic Long Form Poetry Namely This Year
    “Netherland Bible” too Along with today’s 7-Year Anniversary of
    8.4 MiLLioN Words.. “SonG oF mY SoUL” Living on Word Press too.. hehe…
    Among Many
    Other Places True..:)

    “Now, that the sovereign power and deity, whatsoever it is,
    should have regard of mankind, is a toy and vanity
    worthy to be laughed at.”

    — Pliny The Elder

    Hehe also True..
    Ruled By What is Less
    Than The Size of the Head of Dust Now At Least…

    “Decay, inherent in all component things.”

    — Buddha-last words

    Excellent Fertilizer for Green Leaves of Grass
    Hopefully ‘they’ didn’t Just Burn Him And
    Not Feed the Leaves as Grass….

    “We all know that art is not truth.
    Art is the lie that makes us realize truth
    — at least the truth that is given us to understand.”

    — Pablo Picasso

    Considering Neuroscience Now shows we basically
    Hallucinate Our Reality Now Based on What We
    Co-Create As Hallucination Before
    Life is Always
    Best in
    Dreams We Co-Create
    and the ‘other side of Heaven’ too..:)

    “Probably no invention came more easily to man
    than when he thought up heaven.”

    — G. C. Lichtenberg

    Oh Lord, How did ‘he know’
    what i am going to
    Say Now
    Way Back
    then Hehe..
    indeed the
    Nature of Chaos Magic
    Order Beyond All Human
    Reasons the Art of ‘God’ Seeing in Us For Real
    Out of Time, Distance, Space and All Nature (GoD) Matter at
    Least ‘Modern Shiva of Modern Quantum Mechanics’ agrees…

    “Not by years but by disposition is wisdom acquired.”

    — Plautus — Trinummus, Act ii, Sc. 2, 88, (367.)

    As Well Here for those Who Hear

    “Virtue is its own revenge.” — E. Y. Harburg

    True Science is a Dead End Now.

    “A man can do something for peace without
    having to jump into politics. Each man has
    inside him a basic decency and goodness.
    If he listens to it and acts on it, he is giving a
    great deal of what it is the world needs most.”

    — Pablo Casals

    “What the Love Needs Now is Love Sweet Love”
    It Doesn’t Really Matter Who Said it First as Long
    As they Continue to Dance And Sing Love For Real in Do;
    Other Wise Love only Rots in Pages oF Old DusTY Molded BookS in PRiSoN Dudes…

    “Neither man nor woman can be worth anything until they have discovered that they are fools.
    The sooner the discovery is made the better, as there is more time and power for taking
    advantage of it.”

    — William Lamb Melbourne

    Amen Ever ‘Sense Feel’ the First Fool Rule Love

    “And unextinguish’d laughter shakes the skies.”

    ~~ Alexander Pope ~~

    ~~ The Iliad of Homer,
    Book i,
    771 ~~


    Back From Savvy’s Place of
    Beautiful Indian Free Verse Poetry
    And gigoid’s Home in California
    Now to the Tale of the Tape
    Before i Run out of Gas
    i wanna go outside
    to Dance in
    Sand And
    Sun Currently
    the Rain is
    Falling in Sunshine Rays
    but oh Lord any chance of
    Publishing this on the Anniversary
    Date 8.18.2020 of Writing “SonG oF mY
    SouL 7 YearS old 8.4 MiLLioN Words” Now
    Means gotta finish Writing it Now For Real More
    as far as “ReTuRN oF GReAT WHiTE HoPE NoW”
    The last finished and counted MacroVerse in Words
    Makes for the 928th MacroVerse of THAT and the 256th
    MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible” in that 50 Month Effort
    of 5,892,998 Words as September is surely gonna Reach
    6 MiLLioN Words of Milestone And Featnote True too with
    This Finished Effort too Just about 68,000 Words Away No
    More than Two More MacroVerses to come After Today
    Around A Labor Day of Love Effort In September for
    Sure too hehe appropriately i will add now already
    too.. as the “GReaT WHiTE HoPE” MacroVerse
    Already Finished Makes for the 154th
    MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic
    Bible” at 4,281,866
    Words in
    38 Months
    of Effort in that
    Subchapter Long Form
    Epic Free Verse Bible Poem
    of “SonG oF My SoUL” too…
    With Volumes 2018, 2019, and
    2020 With All the Facebook Profile
    Pics too.. around 7 Thousand Words
    on Average in each and every Facebook
    Profile Pic since Memorial Day of 2017
    No it’s Not Every Day that someone
    Writes A Free Verse Epic Long
    Form Poem Subchapter
    Bible that Size
    or anyone
    doing anything
    like that at all as
    All Humans Are Welcome
    to Do what no other Human
    Has Done or even Tried to Do Before
    That’s What Makes this Being of Chaos
    Magic So Special As Art is core of Who We aRe aLL NoW
    if We Uncover Our Human Potentials with all the Avenues of
    Available Tools And Master the Tools instead of Turning into
    Avatar, Terminator, And Matrix Plugged in Tools Alone.. hmm
    A Work of Art We surely Can And Will Be Forever Greater Now
    As Public Dance Miles come up to 13,553 Miles Now in 7 Years and the Erotic
    “Free Verse Nude Poetry” Novel Fully Illustrated is catching up with some New
    Art Work Soon Enough but the 6 Volume Novel of Words Remains at 112,340
    Words of course in an Adult Cautioned Blog all by itself as i don’t want anyone
    Stumbling into it here who is nor forewarned of what that Human Art Freest is
    All About.. and of course the 298 Dance Week Nights with all the Cool
    College Folks at Old Seville Quarter Frozen Ice Cold by Covid-19
    Still in the Pandemic Freezer since March 12, 2020… Masked
    Store Dance and Neighborhood Public Dancing Remains
    You Do what You Can With What You Have even when
    the World Seems to Be Running Down as far as
    Human Culture goes yet Nature getting back
    in Balance As we Come to Find Out
    Nature is both Real God and
    Our Real Master For Real
    No Escaping all of
    Nature no
    Matter what
    We Do Now
    With God of Nature’s
    Balance We come or We
    Go Away From the Same Balance in Karma for real now
    The ‘Evil Eye’ Belongs to US.. Now it’s up to US to get back to
    WorK iN Balance for only one man sure didn’t make all this ‘Evil Eye Stuff’
    out of Balance Happen now.. Orange Dreams run Deep in Rotting Orange style…

    Now to MacroVerse Memories 3 Years to Date Unfolding More as those Memories
    Have Memories since the Beginning of all this effort on 8.18.2013 too as Doors to
    Nautilus Chambers More continue to increase and Cat-6 Hurricane Winds of
    Creativity and Productivity continue to come more Dense And Complex
    in Greater Winds than come Before As Soul Evolving GrowS oN Now

    But first A bit of a Detour as Bishop Barron’s ‘Company’ Made itself known to me again on FB…

    SMiLes You (Bishop Barron and Trademark Company) Shadow Banned me on Youtube Long ago feeling my contributions were not worthy… go ahead.. Shadow Ban me here too but i still listen to what you have to say as i continue writing a Bible of my own 8.4 Million Words… Anniversary 7 years today… all from Holy Creative Spirit FLoW in Free Verse Poetry as well
    as Naked as ‘the Dude’ in the ‘Photo Above’ too
    As Far As A Way of Truth and Light continues now

    It’s Just A Very Long Lost REAL TRADITION

    i really don’t mind that you wanted me to
    go away but at least you could have been
    ‘Son of Man’ enough to say Just go away….

    It’s not like i’m the first one to dust my Sandals off…

    i didn’t seek you.. you ‘ended’ up on my Facebook Feed Again…

    i don’t expect you to know me as you are very important…

    But of course we already know the first is last…

    If Your Tradition Still teaches that at least…

    Anyway have a nice day.. Your Efforts there
    still mused around 400,000 Words in 14
    Months from last May thru July of this
    Year and it’s not like i don’t know
    How to use copy and paste
    to keep it alive for who
    Knows How long
    Online NoW even
    A Thousand Years
    Perhaps… it’s what
    i named as one of 6 New
    Testaments the 5th in my
    Personal “SonG oF mY SoUL”
    Epic Longest Long Form Poem
    Bible as Part of Ongoing Tradition too
    as it’s true each and every breath we make
    Now is another New Testament of God Nature
    For Real and More as least still does with SMiLes..
    but do try if you can to wrap Your Soul Around an effort
    10 times greater than the ‘Old King James Effort’ and
    100 times greater than the Old Quran in 7 Years effort
    Oh yeah with 13,553 Miles in the Old King David Tradition
    Of Public Dance True all in ‘Trump Town USA’ still supported
    by the Catholic Church i attend supporting the Sanctity of
    Life but Not requiring Masks Only for folks who believe they
    Need to wear them.. except for one Mass.. So Much to write
    about my Friend… imagine one day someone really coming
    to Judge what the Living and ‘The Dead’ Still do.. Yes.. recite
    something Long enough Together and Chaos MaGiC has a way
    of coming to Fruition.. True.. i don’t leave any Page unturned
    But Not ‘like’ ‘Faux News’ i’m Fair and Balanced.. You are Just
    About the Cream of the Crop the Catholic Church has to offer..
    overall.. You get a Good Grade from me.. Meh.. the Others not so much..
    objectively at least now… And if you can’t understand me You surely aren’t the first
    or last..;)

    “SuPeR WoMeN oF GoDoH”.. Still is the Case

    “i’M F*KinG A 0KAy”.. Okay

    “Take the Wrong Planet Home”.. As Always Now

    “Jar oF liGht AnD DArk heARts”.. True

    “EVeRY PRoPHeCY TaLeS A THoUSAnD PiCtUrES”.. Again…

    “SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”.. And Again…

    “Older Newer TesTaMeNTS oF LoVE”.. And Again..

    “SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”.. And Again…

    “STarT A NeW LiGHT SHiNE”.. Need i Dance Sing More

    “SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. YeS Hells Thru HeaVeNS Yes!

    Hehe.. It 5 O’Clock somewhere.. 5 O’3 PM Hear and do i ever
    quit Quitting Time Hell No In Heaven There is No Time At
    All For Quitting in Autotelic Flow of Continuing Complexity
    Sweet Spot ‘Tween Apathy (Boredom) And Anxiety
    With Zero Fears Who Wants to Leave Heaven
    i sure
    gonna take
    any ‘time’ off
    of Forever Eternally Now
    Anyway this Does Finish the
    Writing of “SonG oF mY SouL 7
    YearS Old 8.4 MiLLioN Words” on
    8.18.2020 Now at 5:03 PM Always STaRTinG MoRE NoW
    As Lord Knows, Feels, And Senses this is a Big one
    to Put All Together Now and Publish as that “Mechanical
    Cognition Duty” Does Come Next in Flow Just Not As Much Art of Creativity With SMiLes..

    Still Just
    A Servant
    A Golden
    Band of
    Around ‘Ya’ Finger..Now…
    And Sort of a ‘Frednata’ too
    Abbreviated in Two Movements
    of Songs “Daisies” by Katy
    Perry And God Yes “Wrapped
    Around Your Finger” By “the Police” 2337 Words

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