LeSSoN 286
All LiVinG BREaTH…
Lily OPenS uP A NeW
UNiVeRSE SeeDinG Life


LiVinG Amongst So Many
FLoWeRS FoResT So Beautiful
Why i ViSiT You Each Morning Too
🌺 🌸 💐 🌷 🌲 🌳 🌹

What’s An Artist

Without Muse?


i Feel WHere
To Look i Find
💐 FLoWeRS☺️

My Muse Helps FLoWeR
Of me Produce Fruit The Rest
Of the Day Feeling Beauty Within
Warmth Inside Bringing Art to Life

Of Flowers
Colors Life More🤗

Dear FRiEnD You FLoWeR me🌊

More We Color Our Eyes With
Beauty More We See Heaven
You Are Colors of Heaven too
Breathing Flowers Seeing Heaven
Spirit Wind To See
🕊 🕊 🕊🕊🕊🕊❣️

Trauma of A Super
Nova Explosion Yet
Star Death Seed That
Becomes Beauty of
Death is Birth
Yes Seeds out
Of Dark Color
Life Anew
On Fear of
Of The Beauty
Of Art Starlit FLoWeRS
Us Coloring Life Ever
More Beautiful Brighter
For All to Give And
Share Sunshine Free🌟

Just Exploring Now
As Deep As Online
Safely Nomads
As Anchors
Help Sails
Keep Float
In Safe Harbor
Of Pandemic Distress

SMiLes.. Dear Sohair.. Science Helps Us see More of Art Now
As God Art Helps Us Through iMaGiNaTioN And CReaTiViTY
to Do Science As Well in Measuring Existence As is Yet One without
the Other Puts Us out
of Balance
Life is Rhyme
And Reason MuSiC
Of All that Moves us
in Emotions too From Drum
Beats of Heart to Vocal Chords
of Voice the Piano of Our Souls We
Share with Others including the Dance of
Our Face that Scientists Map with 412 Different Colors
Facial Expressions BRinG to Express MuSiC Within HeART SPiRiT SoUL
We Play for others to See Them Feel Them in Empathy Now of Another
View of
the MuSiC
oF Life to Breathe…
SMiLes mY FRiEnD what
is Missing More is the Art the
God That Colors Our Life FLoWeRS NoW
How Much More Beautiful Science Classes
in School Will Be to Inspire the Art of God in Living
Breathing if Stars are Appropriately Described as the
Flowers they are and the Seeds they Become in Crucible
Fire of SuperNova Explosions as the Death of Stars Creates
New Seeds of Life Including Us… No Different than the Death of the
Most Beautiful Flowers of Life Seeding More Beautiful Life Breathing too
as Yes
of Flowers
This Science of
Art Provides Muse
for Humans to Create
More Art As Art Breathes
Life yes the Science of
God Flowers Thorns
And Flowers make
From Dark
And Life From Death
As Both Death and Dark
Are Life This Way So what is there
to Fear when We See the Science and
Art of God Hold Hands in Light and Dark too…
Really Nothing at All for Nothing is Darkness that Births Light
As God and the Rest of All that is True in Light too.. Stars are Flowers
And Seeds And So Are We the Difference is We Create Stars With Our
And We
Each Other
to Create New
Breath in FLoWeRS of Art
WHeRe Art BreatheS On and
Now with Stars FLoWeRS of Technology
FLoWeRS Will Bloom And Color Thousands
of Years as A Renewable Source of Muse to Inspire
More Flowers of Creativity that Additionally Do Not Fade
And Retain All the Colors of Beauty that Become Our SPiRiTS
HeARTS SoULS to Give and Share More As Light Free in Art that Harms Least
And for
All Practical
Intents and
Purposes for
Now Doesn’t Have
to Die.. We’ve Already
Found Immortality for Now
It’s Just that some Folks Are yet to See the FLoWeRS
The Stars The Seeds We Truly Are Who Breathe this God
Eternally Now As The Science of Art We Do Free Now As Stars too..
Smiles Sohair
i remember
You telling
Me Your Name
Sohair Means Star
Who is Also A Beautiful
Soul and is a Good Listener..
my.. my… Ms. Google, Defines You Righteously
Correct In Truth Perhaps if We Name all Children
Stars They Will Turn Out Bright And Shining as You are..
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD My Favorite Flowers and Stars Are Humans
With all Their Light And Even Super Nova Explosions that Birth Life Out of Dark..
i’m Celebrating 7 Years of Heaven Within Now Accordingly with the Gratitude
of a Prayer As Truly that’s what my Entire Blog is Just a Prayer of Gratitude my
of Humble
Worship for
this Breath of
Life As Stars
Color the
my Breath True in Light
Out of Dark Too We Cannot
Leave Any Part of God Behind
in the Shadows Dark or Light if
We Expect to Truly Breathe Free As Stars Do in Dark and Light..
Smiles my Vision is too Poor to See the Celestial Objects of Night Skies
Other than the Moon i Color The Vision Within are my True Eyes of Heaven
in other
Words God
As God is All
The Words And
Stars And Living Breath
Coloring This God More in Beauty Sees..:)

Make Love Pure sKeYes
We Don’t all see thaT
SamE God and SurE
i CaN ProVe tHaT
WitH Fred-TalK.. Hehe
Be Sand EacH and Every
GRain Be Water Waves
Florida PanHandle Gulf Whole
Overwhelming A World With Love
You might ‘Think’ THere are Worse Sins
Some Days Other Days What a Gift… Wind You Continue
to Rape Will Never Cease to BreaTHE…NoW… Living Breath All that is…
Living Word.. Logos of Wind… ‘You’ Believe God Yes Nature Is Just A Dead
Thing You Own You Can Rape And Kill Again… Holding Heart Spirit Soul
Size of ‘Wind’ You Do Not You Just
FeeL iT Sense iT or Try to Escape
Hint: You Will Never ESCaPE NoW
Sees Fear And Hate Buried Never to
RiSE AgaiN Within i AM iNSPiReD
HeAVeN iS No ResTinG PLacE


4 Percent of the Population
uses 40-Percent of Global
Resources Nature’s Time-Out
25-Percent of Covid-19
Deaths only the Tipping
Point of An Iceberg as
This Titanic is Out of
Balance And Sinking
Becoming 2020
Clearer in Vision
Revealing Year of
What Counts in
Life Most:


Nature Takes
Care of the Rest
Of the Karma For Real
Like the Subconscious
95 Percent of our Mind
We aRe Blind to As Well..🙂

Social Media, The Human
Beast Yet to Evolve A Soul
To Even Fully Love Itself;
So what Happens; Tiny Souls
Try to Grow by Bringing Other Souls
Down to Smaller Than Their Size; Grade
School All Over Again; High School Never
Ends as Who Wrote What in the High School
Annual; Twitter, Facebook, Instagram, And Others;
Just Another Way
of Never
Up and
Facing the
Human In the
Mirror And Being Enough;
but You See ‘This’ Human IS NOT
in the Mirror; This Human IS NOT
IN THE ‘TRUMP’ NAME or even in
The Words It Pretends to Be;
Genuine Feelings
And Senses
in Total Regulation And
Integration or Looking Somewhere
Else For Something or Someone else
to Fill up What is Vapid Empty Within.
Like Winning A Debate Or Demanding
Attention to Be Somebody When Truly
A Soul in Balance Is Every Thing They Really Are within.
We Canceled Human Souls Long Ago With Vapid Culture; So Lost Still Now
From the Real
Stars We aRE
Flowers and
Seeds We aRe
Within Only
When We
Light to
Shine that
Is Ours Owing
No Light to Others;
Yet, only to Give and Share
Free; Folks Who Bring other
Folks Down are already down in
the First Place; Just Psychology 101.
What Keeps Us Trapped, ‘The Money’, in Terms
of Likes, Follows, Shares too; Empty Never FeeLeD From WiTHiN.
Sucker Punched by Those Who Understand ‘Psychology 101’; And
Successfully Make others their Slaves. It’s Impossible to Subjugate
And Control A Star that Manufactures Its Light Within; it only Shines.

“We don’t (know) the nature of the universe other than what we see through telescopes”

Actually, We ‘See’ All of Reality As We Co-Create it with Our Minds; MOSTLY, Subconsciously, With Input
of An Ever Changing Environment as Naturally Evolved Without Much ‘input’ of So-Called Rational Thought at all.

So, In Other Words, Our Nature of the UniVerse
Is Relatively Speaking What We Co-Create Within.

My God, the Sense of Seeing is such
A ‘Small Part’ of Viewing Reality, Alone;
As We Co-Create Reality Now; With Unlimited
Emotions And Senses; as Many As We Co-Create
in Synergy of all the Material Reductionist Parts
We Will Observe and Measure by Science too. Anyway,
Whoever We aRe; it’s truly Impossible to make Accurate
Objective Assessments on all the ‘Colors’ of Reality We ‘View’ in How Others ‘See’;
And to Be Clear, Colors in Quotes Here is for all that We Experience Different in Life.

Humans, Overall, are So Far Away from Understanding What Life Is as far as Existential Intelligences
Go as School And Work Bring, And Life In General Promotes in Education of How We actually experience Life;
That Death is a Rather Moot Point; When So Many folks do not even Understand the Human Nature of Breathing Life
More Fully;
And Not
So Limited
Without All Potential
Human Experiential Ways
of Seeing More of the Colors
of Human Existence Now; In other
Words, So Many Existential Intelligences Gone Dark Without Light as Life;

One Person Lives an Experience of Eternal Love Now; And the Next Person over (wishing they were here)
Experiences Hell Beside them; Just a Random chaos of Life Without the Love that Makes Life Truly Magic
in An All Natural way that others are Just Blind in iMaGiNaTioN And Creativity to actually See and Do, Now.

Learn to Live Fully Free;
If one Does; One May Be
Way Too Busy to Notice one died.

Even if We Come Back Over and
Over And Lived Forever, There would
be those who BelieVE iN ‘Trump and Church
Lies of State and Religion’; and Yes, Science too;
And Never Ever Breathe the Art of Living Colors
MoRE NoW iN HeAVeN For Real; Thing, Is No Matter
What Tomorrow Brings, Once One Finds Heaven WiTHiN One
Is Here Eternally Now And Tomorrow and Death Never Exists Now.

Well, ‘the World’ Has Already Put Its Big Boy and Girl Soul PantS on;
Those Who Do Not Take Words of Different Cultures and Religions
As Idol Gods Without Essence, Understand that this ‘Autotelic Flow’
That Science Shows is Real Are the Similar Cross-Cultural Metaphors
of Experiencing Heaven Eternally Now, WiTHiN; Some folks Will Go Back into Deadly
Battle, Freely; as that is the only way they understand to get to any version of this Heaven.

Others, Just Dance Free
And Sing, No Different
That A ‘Tarot Fool’ Who
Only ‘SeeS’ HEaveN Now;
Imagine, Living in Heaven
And Just Do it; thing is, ‘You’ Have to Do it;
You Don’t Get to Live the PoemS UNtil You
Are the Essence of ‘GoD’; Just all that is Now;
Wild And Loving Free, Particularly Humans NoW, ETernAlly Now Wild And Free..:)

In 2017, i Lost my Sense of Smell, to A Garden Variety Common Cold Corona Virus;
Perhaps it Was Rare; i guess i’ll never know; but still i Lost my Sense of Smell and Taste for a Year;
Thing is, it is the Mind that Produces the actual Experience of Taste And Smell, Not Just the Material
Reductionist Parts that are the Receptors in Our Nose; Yes, i still Experienced Basic Taste Like Salty or Sweet;
But Without the ‘Colors’, Just All Bland as there is no ‘REAL SALTY OR SWEET’ WITHOUT the Colors of Salty and
Sweet Our Minds, Mostly Subconsciously, Create; Easy to take for Granted, this Heaven in Life, until it is Gone’
And We Grasp for the Gift Again;
Most folks Never ‘think’ about
What it would be like
Not to be
Able to
Taste and
Smell; they just
Take the Colors We
Create for Granted.

When My Smell and Taste came Back;
It wasn’t Nearly the Same; in Fact, It was
No Different than Living on Another Planet;
Being Born again, With an Entirely New Experience
of Smell and Taste and it was F in Horrible; All of it Alien And Gross.
i had already Lost my Emotions In Life; Already Lost Effective Use of my
Eyes and Ears to Pain; and the Sense of Touch through Almost Intolerable Pain too.

Intolerable Pain is when You Jump off in the Shallow end, to Force Yourself to Drown, by the way.

i Experienced that as Part of the Pain too; but never made it off the Shallow End to Force my self to drown;
it won’t work.

It Won’t Work for Our Autonomic Responses Override Intent this way of Our Conscious Minds, Obviously So.

Anyway, after Over a Year, my Sense of Smell And Taste came back; It was surely Just Another Definition
of Heaven for me; Same as after Regaining Effective Use of my Sight, Hearing, and Sense of Touch too.

Today, Walking by the Kitchen, i Exclaimed, it Smells Like My Cajun Grandmother’s Home From Decades
Ago as my Movie Maker Memory Starting playing Scenes from my Childhood then; i asked my wife, if she
was using Cajun Seasoning; and Sure Enough, Creole Seasoning Was Part of Her Making the Beans.

There are innumerable Ways, Humans Experience Life Differently in almost every way.

Some folks go to Heaven now;
And Some Folks Even Stay in Hell Refusing
to Leave; Just because someone tells them to do it;
in terms of Never Developing Sexual and
Other Feeling/Sensual Intelligences too.

Life is Art.
Live it that way and Thrive.
Repress Life and Make it Death living.

One of the Greatest Causes of Living
Death is Religion; Particularly Abrahamic
Religions Based on Desert Scarcity as Life
otherwise is abundant Heaven totally Free Naked From Head to toe.

i often Sit in Church understanding more fully now why ‘they’ will Never
See Heaven now, at least for ‘then’.

Is Death any Part of the Living
Pie, Living in Heaven Eternally Now?

in one word:


i’ve already Smelled Death Living.
i’ve already Seen Death Living.
i’ve Already Heard Death Living.
i’ve Already Touched Death Living.
And By God i’ve Already Tasted Death Living too;
Again, it was Horrible by any Standards of Before
in Real Heaven Now, then.

Not Everyone is Fortunate
Enough to ‘See’ Heaven this way.

-Just another ‘Job’;
But not just Another ‘Story’;
We aRe ALL ‘Eggs’; Some of
Just Haven’t Hatched Fully… Or Rot…





Dancing Singing What
Humans Create Before
THeir Life Is Created
By So Many Others…
of 412
Faces Dance
Vocal Chords
of Story Taling
Music More Singing to Feel
And Sense Lighting Coloring Life For Free
And Yes Scary Stories NoW into the Night
Where Morning Break Is Hope FoR A New
Dance And Song Story to Breathe Oh my God Loving Life We Create
SMiLes.. The Theme Song For this Is Michael Jackson’s ‘Thriller’
As It’s True Halloween
Comes 42 Months
Ago and
This Nightmare
Or Other Dream
Is Just Starting Again
We Write The Stories of
Our Lives We Create or
Do Not Make This God of Love
Or OTG The Current Halloween
‘TRumPKiNG’ STiLL Ruling Now…

to be

Where this Doesn’t
Continue to Flood Your Blog Haha
3 Second Rule Applies too Modern
Science Now Empirically Measured
‘Gold Fish Size Human Attention
Span’ Now for Blogs of Vocal
Traditions too..;)

Never gonna
Just Never Gonna Fit
in ‘This World’ Eternally Now…. i fly (Dance/Sing..:)

A ‘Frednata’ Where A Long Michael
Jackson ‘Thriller’ Will Suffice for more than ‘3 Moves’..:)

How Shallow Elite Vapid In Reason Over Art of Human Soul Humanity Suffocates
FacT ‘News’ Doesn’t Identify A SoUL Scale Problem of This Required Acquired
Functional SoUL Disability Is Proof Just Easier To See the Day the Faces Went
Away TaKinG ‘Those SMiLinG JoYFuL SoUL Selfies’ IS A Greatest Soul Art
Generated From DaNCinG SoUL FeaT… How Do You Put A Price On
Moments Of Genuine SMiLinG ECSTaTiC JoY: Only ANoTHeR
SoUL SMiLE Sees HeAVeN Value (SMiLES) of Thousands Of
Smiling Dance Memory SELFiES Is Beyond Price Now
Perhaps This Pandemic Will Price The Value of
Smiles As What Human Even Means As Love
So.. AnYWaY.. aWaY aWaY FroM
For WeeKenD PLaY Yet
Every Day For Me
ALWaYS Beginning
Never Ending Eternally

Some People Who Watch ‘The Movie’ Will Figure Out ‘The Parable’
Some Will Not… ‘The Lion Eats The Antelope The Lion King Dies And
Feeds The Grass The Antelope Eats The Grass And Lives Now’
‘Who’ Is ‘The’ Lion KinGQueeN… A Key To ‘This Parable’ (Spoiler
Alert Y.O.U.) Neither Ends Or Begins… Finishes Starts… Pope Admits
NoW “Lord’s Prayer” IS A ‘Wrong’ ‘Translation’ Changes ‘Lead Us Not Into
Temptation’ to ‘God Loves Us’… God Has An Hilarious Sense of Humor
Like Evil Spelled Backward Is Live And Devil Spelled Forward Is Lived
Secrets in ‘Plain Sight’ Yes Shh (It’s Not A Secret) U A Jeeezz US
‘My People’ LiVE oN iN HeAVeN NoW iT Does Not Matter Which
PlanET TheY LiVE oN Now We All Hold ‘Paws’ i Play All ‘Three’
SonGs in My Head ToGeTHeR Helps to UnLeash And ReLeasE
‘The Wind’… My Truest Real FRiEnD Will Never Leave My Side
Wind Gifts me With A FRED iN FRiEnD LioNKinGQueeN LiVES ON
WitHiNoW… Multi-Media ‘JeSuS’ iN A Modern AGE NoW That WiLL Be A Cool
Story Luke Hot Bro… As ‘We’ All DancE AnD SinG ToGeTHeR NoW JeSuS
RidES A DoNKeY inTo ‘A ViLLaGE’ Again… i’m JusT A SMaRT Ass
It’s Like ‘The Book of Eli’ With Exceptions Sadly It’s True i Had to
LooK iN A Mirror to Find my Father i Had to Practically Wade out
of ‘That Theater’ in Tears Selfies Help… i am not much of a Son of Man in Fact
i practically am Raised by A WartHog (Aghogday) and MeerKat (Yellow Boy) in
the Wild to be a Man… No Hard Feelings God Thanks For Helping to make
‘the Movie(s)’ i Hear Ya Calling my NaMe Without
NaMes.. ‘Fred WinK’ so nice…

Aww That’s So Sweet Love
Your Little notes so
Much care and Appreciation
You give to Friends
Sigh.. so far yet close thanks
For sharing the Treats
With me too Colors of Love
Travel Far As long
As Love
Is Colored
With Wings
Hellooove Dear
FRiEnD Wishing
You many Happy
SMiLes to come
With All Your Friends

Little Frog 🐸 Yet Not Green
So Tiny Blending in With So
Many Stone Obstacles to
Cross Safely to Escape
Dinosaur 🦖 Oil Powered
Huge Trucks the Way
Their Leftover Tar
Paves the Road
Yet the Frog Neither
Worries About Big Trucks
Or All these Tarred Stones
To Crawl over for His one
Focus is Just Hop over the
Stones or Under Trucks
With Dinosaur 🦕 Tires
Also Left-Overs From
Going Extinct coming
From Oil as Well
But Dinosaurs
Are Still Here
They Just Got Smaller
Kept their Wings As 🦅 Birds…
The Hawk And Eagle View All
The Old Dinosaur And Frog
Drama From Far Above
Soaring Around The
Sun Just Spiraling
To Be… Humans
Smile that’s
Kinda nice too
Sigh We Breathe
And Even Hop too
Playing 🏀 Basketball
Made From old Dinosaurs
As We Are Still trying to
Grow Wings Yet We Smile
And Frogs Still Travel
Their Princesses
To Make Them Smile
With Just one Kiss or Smile 🧜‍♂️🧜🏽‍♀️
It Seems Like A Frog Would
A Mermaid to
me i saw one
On A Rock
On the
From distant
View it was too
Far to Hop
But i Smiled
And Said Hellooove
Our iMaGiNaTioN
Is the MaGiC that
Always makes
Come True
If We Just Do🧞‍♂️
You can’t possibly
Imagine how many stones
i crawled over to find a
Like You
Too Heavy to
Hop much but
i still Dance With Gravity
No Longer Crawling Found
Wings 🕺

SMiLes Dear Sohair Really
The Only Gift i Have is Love
This Gift i did not have for 66
Months This Gift That the Culture
i LiVE iN Cold And All About Money
And Stuff took Away Where Men Who are
So-Called Men are Hard and ‘Trump Cold’ As Stone
Making Their ‘Idol Jesus’ into A Same Statue like that
And Never
Soft Like the
Water of Love
Having It All to
Give And Share More
Love Is the Foundation
With Grace of Balance of
All Will And Strength there
is no other way i became the
Dude Moving into my 6th Decade
of Life Still Even Physically and Empirically
Stronger In Leg Pressing Strength at 1520 Pounds
And 8 Reps Where there was A Day Where the Record
At Our Florida State University Then in the early 2000’s Where
1335 Pounds was the Record of 1 Rep Where the Star Football
Player Burst
A Blood
Eye Doing that
How did i do that
Too Weak to Complete
Raking a Yard too Weak to
Finish Mowing through the
Thick Grass at My Grandmother’s
River Front Home Where Yes i was confused
For An Ugly Girl As A Boy and told by everyone
in no Uncertain terms i did not deserve to even
Exist in their World.. i had my Mother’s Love what
Their ‘Big Daddy’s Never Gave them when they told
Them Boys who Smile For Joy And Cry for Grief Are
Not Boys at all..
Smiles Dear
Boys Never
Really Became
Men and i did
AS the
of Love
is More Powerful
Than the Fire of Fear
And Hate that Never Sees
Unconditional Love.. Unconditional
Love is the Most Powerful Force of all
And i Prove that too FRiEnD for those who
Have No Ability to Believe or See Mountains Move
of Faith in Hope and Belief that Love Still Births And Sees
Love Counts
This is all i know
But Everything in Life
i Feel and Sense As
This Love
The Force of God in me
ALWayS Happy to Make Your
Day More Colored With God to Love..


Yes to
Be Happy too..:)

Echo Your
God of Love
Dear Sohair
“God is love
Accepting life is love
Giving is love
Sharing is love
Religion is love
Appreciating our gifts is love
Discovering hidden blesssings is love
Thanks a lot Fred.. Your talks are always
inspiration.. Keep smiling 💛🌸💞💚💙🌳🌼😊😍💮”


We are workers carrying his name, we will be sealed and stay happy

I will seal the Qur’an, God willing, during the first ten days of Dhul Hijjah

It means an average of 3 parts per day

Who loves to share with us, please

And may God accept us and

you as a good business


SMiLes Dear Sohair
Understanding Others
Takes Effort And This
IS A Problem With
This Modern
as the
Average Human
Being Now Possesses
Less than the Attention
Span Of A ‘Literal Gold Fish’
Yes.. Same Science That Shows
Pandemics are Real and No Hoax
Generated by Conspiracy Theories…
How Do We Love Others if We Don’t
Take the Effort to Find Who and what they
All Are.. How They Breathe.. Both Similar And
Different than Us.. i rarely ever do not get along
With Anyone With Different Beliefs Unless they
Are Cursed With A DarK Spirit of ‘Psychopathy’ As there
Is No
To Get
Where Love
Does Not Breathe
However Hope Doesn’t
Give Up as while Now may
Be that Way Change Is the Fate
That No one will ever Escape for Now
For True i already Know i too could wear the Mask of
No Love That Dwells within me as Soul too What a Gift
it is
to see
is another Name
for Fate of Love too
For the Curious will
Always Open up another Door to See..
Oh and How iMaGiNaTioN And CReaTiViTY
Heals Love Even A Stone Cold Soul
SeeKinG to

Dies as
And Attention
Dies Sadly there
is No More Room
Left For Tradition
In a World of Gold Fish Attention…
Tradition Binds The Success or Failure
of Human Beings in Large Societies without
The Tradition that Bonds and Binds Commonly
Known/Felt/Sensed as ‘Religion’ in whatever Form for Essence
Of Binding And Bonding Human Beings In Common Holy And
Sacred Meaning And Purpose What We Find is a Country Ignorant
Enough Refusing to Wear A Mask to Save SO MANY other Humans as
No Longer
Love Both Church
And State Will Fall…
Love is the Religion the Union
Of Human Nature without it we Fall
Divided as ‘God/Love’ In US Dies
Without the Focus Required to Love;
Yes, We Fall


We all Rise
Together With
The Bond and
Bind of Love That
Gives and Shares Freely
Doing Least Harm to Others
And The Rest of Nature All Our
Only Evolved Home For Now If We
Are going to Survive We Are Going to
Have to Find a Religion of Love Folks Do
See And Have Enough Attention to Focus On
How Small or Big One Word Will See Will Feel God Love
If We make
God Love
God Lives
If We Do Not
Make God Love
We Suffer and
Serve the Karma of
Fear and Hate in Doubt
of Dark That Will Not Come to LiGHT
Love Dies Without Truth too Truth for All in Justice… Liberty
What A Challenge What A Challenge to even Truly Breathe…

Yet Heaven
Is as Close
to Love
Any of
Us Get Now
For Real to BReATHE Free..

But Of Course Love IS A Blue Sky
THeRE will Always Be Clouds
to Cover the
Shine Now
of Sun too
At Least
Within Now
For Without
Shadows Neither
Will Light Or Love Be Appreciated
Dark Is Light And Light Will Be Dark
Accept it all Love It All We Breathe..:)

But this My Friend is Much Longer than
‘Less Than 3 Gold Fish Seconds’ to
See Yet Eternally Now For those WHeRe
LoVE ReAlly Breathes God WiTHiN Free..:)

For Folks
to the Face
of God Nature
And Us of Course
When We Are Breathing Love

Science is still in Diapers;
Catching Up A Bit;
Science Deserves
Applause Now
For Seeing
‘Adam Dirt’..;)

SMiLes Dear Sohair to me
i have only one Fate NoW
Worth Believing in And
That is Love And Love
Does Require Hope
And Belief that Comes
With Love As Faith
For True in
This Love
is No
Nothing at all
As Nothing at All
NoW TeacHinG What this
Love is As God Love Breathes
NoW iN
Us With
SMiLES of Joy
Just to Reach out
And Touch Someone
Else’s Love As This Is
How Fate of Love Grows..
Comes More Again… SMiLes…
i Accept No Fate But Love Even
if i Have to Wait to BReATHE AGAiN LiVinG NoW..:)

Great Answer!

If ‘You’ Will Help Someone ‘See’
Heaven On Earth, You’ve
Probably Done Enough.

If You Will See Heaven On Earth,
You Understand This Life Now is Enough.

If You Give Up Hope, You Don’t Have Any Hope.

If You Do Not Not Believe, You Will Not Will With Believe.

The Placebo Effect and Nocebo Effect of Belief, Both Work as Science Shows.

With Enough Belief that One is Lovingly Supported in Healing,
Even, So-Called Incurable Disease Will Go into Remission;
And Into the Medical Files aS UNexplained Recovery.

THere Is Real MaGiC iN LoVE iN Terms of Loving
Faith And Belief That Both Gives And Receives
Hope of Faith Living Loving Now Breathing.

i Will Not Make Anyone See Heaven Now.
But i Do And Have Seen Up Close the Miracle
of What LoVinG iMaGiNaTioN And CReaTiViTY
BreatheS in Stone Humans Living Loving SoulS AGAiN.

This Much i KNoW, What Happens When We Crawl This EartH Dead.

This Much i Sense, What Flying HeART oF SPiRiT LoVinG ETerNaLLY
Soul Feels Breathes Now.

Again, A Greater
Question is What Happens
When We Really ReAlly Live:



More than A Four
Letter Word; Colors
We Create Within Beyond
Any Gold at the End of A Rainbow
We Give And Share WitH OTHerS ETeRaLLY
NoW iN LoVing ‘Autotelic Flow Frission’

For one Who Lives This Way;
One Only Wishes to Pass Heaven
On to Others After They Pass Away
Yet Continue to StaY iN Eyes of LovE GiVinG
For Giving
Thanks Giving.

Pyramids Will Fall to
Dust Labeled as
Trump Towers
Love Lives
On in
Senses of Giving
Sharing That are as Real as Real
GetS in terms of Humanity Breathing




SMiLE For Real
That Spells Love and So Much More…

This is What Can And Will Happen After You Continue to Love…

But for those Who Call it ‘Mush’; They Are Yet to Rise from A ‘Trump Swamp’.

i’ve Seen A Few of ‘Those Creature Features’ More Scary; Much More Scary than ‘Dead’…

While It may not Be appropriate to Play a Halloween Song in July; It’s True; for the Last
42 Months, the ‘Orange TrumPKiN’, BRings Halloween to Stay; My Suggestion to get out
of Hell Living
Dead is simple:
Yes, By my God,
Eternally Now,
Dance Sing Free.

NoW It’s Worth
Noting i have
A Shadow too;
i only Bring
it out to Play
NoW For Special
Occasions Like
When Werewolves
Come to Play Again
in London Bridges Falling Down;
Humpty Dumpty Fell Down; No
one could Put all the Pieces Back
Together but me; hehe; So God And or Devil Yes


Heavenly Dance Works
for me And All of ‘Hers’
In Terror Nights Where Sweet Dreams come best…

Anyway; My Special Interest in Restrictive Repetitive
WaY in Water, Wave, Ocean Whole Motion of Dance And Song is Eternal Heaven Now;
Camel Moving Through Eye of This CuLTuRaL Needle; Dancing Tight Ropes With Ease;
EffortLess Doing; Some Folks CaLL it Tao; Other Folks Name it Autotelic Frission
NoW too…


i ALReadY
‘Feel’ Some
AnswerS HeaR….

Women Win As
They Cooperate
More Than Compete
Life is Changing
This Balance Required
For Species Thriving
Easy to
See in
The Suicide
Rates among
Females in the
Newest Generations…
Now We MUST Wear Masks
To Save Our Health
But to suggest
There is no
Harm to
Human Health
By Top Health
Officials By
Humans Losing
Face to Face
That 412 Mapped
Emotional Expressions
We Humans Experience
Face to Face
For Emotional
Health is Short
Sighted at
Least as
Humans are
Evolved to Communicate
By Dancing Facial
Soul Health
As that relates
To really living
At All but True
There is imagination
And Colors of Words
In Metaphor too
The origin
Of much
Of Poetry
Comes From
Humans Who
Have lost
Of Their
Souls as i
Surely Did for
66 Months of
Numb Soul Face
Pain Birthing
Of these Words…
i expect Art Will
Thrive in the
Human Soul Faces
Perhaps someone
Else will even
In Public
If this New Mask
World lasts long
Enough… Avatar
Life online
Now Surely
A Saving
Soul Face Grace 🙏

Smiles Frank Best We Change
Landscape Adding Trees And Providing Homes
With More Oxygen For Wildlife Like Us A Garden
Of Eden Smiles this Way
In my Backyard
Greater than Any
Tools as
Real Poetry
Of God Breathes
With Leaves
Sunshine Love..:)

SMiLes Frank.. Water Is All Encompassing When it Comes For it Takes
The Least Path of Resistance And Eventually Will Not Be Held Back
This way as easily as Power that Moves through Resistance…
i Never Watched the Lord of the Rings through but
i Understand What Power Does and Does
Not Do for it is true it often
Makes those Who
Fall to Power
That Seeks
to Move Through
Resistance actually
Weaker than Moving in Flow
Just a Way A River Will Do Until
It Eventually Becomes Wave and Ocean Water Same
Smiles.. i Suppose Dorothy And Frodo May Have Been
Similar this way Finding Home Within And Mastering
Courage, Heart, And Reasons of Wisdom A General
Way of FLoWinG NoW With Gravity too as Water
Does Best surely to Put Out Fires and
Inner Demons too like whatever
Wicked Witch of the West
Needs a bit of Melting
By the Force of
Water in
Resistance Within
As Love that Gives and
Share Freely Naturally Does
Anyway Per this and that thanks
for Stopping by “7 YearS HeAVeN WiTHiN NoW 2020″…
i Enjoy Moving With Gravity FLoWinG Free As Water Will
Do as Well Calming First Within NoW in Peace And Harmony More..
Of Course Blue Whales Close to 100 Feet in the Ocean Do This True too..
As Above.. So Below.. WiTHiN.. iNSiDE.. OutSide.. All Around.. .Patterns of
Nature Overall Make And Create Who We Come to Be in Natural Fate NoW too..:)

True i Surely
Don’t Breathe
Lovely Nearly
As Clearly Without
Gifts of All
Love Thank
You Dear Sohair




Order Is From Fear
Beauty is for
Unfettered Potential
Love is The
Diamond that
Shines through Dust
From Where
We Are
Born 🌟
✨ Stars
Thanks Aeidola.. Nice
To See You over
Here with all Your
Kind comments
Yes Without Love
What Would i
Be Just
At All😁🎶☺️
No Cookies 🍪 But Another Treat
Ain’t Nature Sublimely Awesome..
Sky Bridge 🌉 Clouds To Heaven
Above the Church i visit..
Captured Last Night behind
The Store Where i Dance…
So Awestruck.. Particularly
Because it was Above the
Church i would be equally
Impressed If i saw the
Beauty above Your
Jain Temple Smiles
Including You
Bet You would
Look awesome in
That Field With All
Your Hair Blowing in
The Wind hehe easy
For me to see or feel
Anything with my
Movie Maker
But Nice When
God provides
The Nature
Too.. Just
Another Day
In Paradise hope
Your Weekend is

More Than Words Poetry Dances Free With No Lesser Rules Than Love
Be Very Careful What You Wish For But Yes As Already Documented
BacK iN 2013 on my Older BloG iT Works… Yes Both Nature And Man
You KNoW How You iMagine/VisUalize Waking Up one Second Before
or After 6 AM And Voila Wide Awake You Are iN ‘Back to the Future’
CHaoS MaGiC is Simply ToSSinG Out Old Stale Boring Rituals For
Half Ass Asleep Prayers at ChurcH and Wicca and Etc…
Chaos MaGiC TRAshes the ‘Structure’ That is ‘The’
iLLuSioN Humans Layer uPoN the Actual ReaLiTy
of CHaoS MaGiC NoW All that’s Left is Naked
Essence of Believing The Higher Force of God
WiTHiN That Flows Real MaGiC iN LiGHT
You May Do All the Catholic Church
Blessed Sacraments You Like But
Without the Spirit The Wind of
Belief Dead WiSHES NoW
Fly AWaY SWeeT Little Bird
YouR Wings Are Strong Enough
to Create YouR Own MaGiC NoW
Will Be Watching YouR Adventures With Glee!
iF iT Works JusT Do IT NoW MaGiC Is Effect Before Cause FLoWinG Forevermore
Now Dream’s Fruition CoMes to Be NoW It Wasn’t A ‘Word’ A ‘Shell’ Alone of ‘Shazam’
That Made GoMeR Pyle ALWayS SMiLE A Belief A Essence A Joy Beyond Shell..’Wind’…
BReaTHE WinD Be WinD… WinD SMiLes WiTHiN ForevermorenoW SPiRiT (GoD) LiVES NoW YoU… As ‘THeY’ SaY ‘BeacH DaY’ ALL WaYS DaY iN NiGHT OuT WiTHiN iNSiDE OuTSiDE ABoVE So BeLoW ALL ArounD NoW 23rd ANNiVerSaRY Only Son Ryan’s Death CoMinG
AGaiN NoW oN 7.24.2020 LeSSoN NeVeR EVeR AFRaiD oF DaRK NoW HiS LiFE ALL PAiN
NO SMILE 51 Days… i am Neither AFRaiD Of THunDeR Or Cynical oF LiGHTeNiNG… iF OnE
CaNNoT oR WiLL NoT Do ‘MaGiC’… MiSSinG WinD… SeNTeNCE: HiGHWaY
Studying Truth/Lies for 6 Decades Verdict Is Guilty on All
Counts Charge of the Soul oF LoVE LiVinG WiTHiN US
As GoD OR NoT… Deadly Danger of Church Self-Fulfilling
EViL ReVeLaTioN MeTaPHoRS iN Human Archetypes of Villains
to Worship By MiNioNS STiLL ToPPinG ItS OWN EViL NoW By SupportinG
A Father oF aLL Lies GRiM ORanGE ReaPeR BRinGinG Genocide to the Vulnerable
Among Us… Totally Anti-Christ Yet New Testament Still Supports Slavery Shutting
Women Up Nature’s Diversity Excluded From Hell Mix-UP… ReFuSinG All But A
Chosen Few Sending Folks Who Are Different to Hell on Earth By Discarding
Them Like Garbage in Gehenna… Church DeSiGNeD With Faux
Carrots/Sticks SuBJuGaTinG, CoNTRoLLiNG,
OPReSSinG/RePReSSinG Masses of
Group Think, Feel, Senses.. YUCK
Bridge Over Troubled Waters or
Highway to Heaven Back to Catholic
Church Opiate for Some Masses But Not
For Others Damned Sure… No.. it Wasn’t Just my
iMaGiNaTioN Or Science Theory Alone Movie Maker
Memory For All Feelings Senses Don’t Lie Not Directing Attention
to Any Particular Selfie A Womb Was Offered Up to Whitman And i
Was Ravaged By Grinding Hips… Science of Lust Males Get More
Creative Females More Cooperative Ever Notice Women Embracing
Each Other in my Dance SelfieS HeHe
TMI Thursday Once A Week Gets
So Hard Doing Opiate of Masses
That Way i Wait Until Sunday Night
to CeLeBRaTE CREaTiViTY All Week
i WiLL NoT LiE Human Male It Makes me ‘Tingly
All Over Like Heaven’ So Much More Creative BuTT See
i Don’t Do the Immediate Reward… You Can Tell The Commercial
World of Buying And Selling is Depressed When ‘Victoria’s Secret’ In
The Mall is No Longer Showing Up… If You Aren’t Doing Group Think
Not Likely Receiving Likes Or Group T And A Female Art As Most Dudes
Will NOT Refuse ‘That Reward’… ‘Likes’.. New Intermittent B. F. Skinner
Reinforcement Opiate of the Masses to Subjugate And Control in
Replacing ‘Church’… Online Garden of Bibles Written By
Everyone Freely to Achieve Their Greatest Human
Loving Fearless Potential or Just to Get ‘Likes’
Some Folks Support A Lawn… Green iN
Sidewalk Order i Favor..Year ‘Round
Green FoResT RePLaCinG Leaves
of Grass Free iN Wild FLoWeRS
Tao Te Ching Favored Bible Written
by Others All About Kingdom of Heaven
Within Tao Autotelic Flow True Interdependence Bliss
Some Days ‘We’ Just DiSCarD CuLTuRaL Clothes
(all of them, except Stars) WaTeR WaVeS iN FLoW
Order Is From Fear
Beauty is for
Unfettered Potential
Chaos MaGiC is When (God) Nature
is Left to its Fullest Natural Potential
to Keep Breathing the Gift of Life MaGiC
Epigenetic Potential of Lamb Transforming
into Lion Retaining Lamb Coming too Phantom
Or Image of Ideal ‘Eidolon’ Illustrated Further In A Bit
Best Thing About Living A Forest
For A Back Yard With A Garden of
Eden Naturally Growing Its Best Potential
Without Any CuLTuRaL Additives is i don’t
Even Have to Shave, Brush my Teeth, Or Put
My Pants on to Just Walk Out the Back Door into
Heaven’s Breath
Yes God’s
Face Nature
LiVinG Temple
Above So Below All Around
God Yes Within.. Inside Outside..
Above So Below All Around Spiraling
Never Ending Wisdom of Beauty’s Love
Just For This Breath oF Existence Now
Every Grain of Sand Holding iNFiNiTiES
Eternally Now To Bathe To See Yes FoReST
Bliss Green FLoWeRinG i have No Idea What
Your ‘Avatar Form’
Is Now But Yes
i Surely Wish You
Will Feel This Essence
i Intuit You Have Before
Way i Feel About ALL OTHeR
Humans too Just One Breath
of FreeDoM ETeRNaLLy NoW
FoResT/Beach Doesn’t Care About Short or Tall
Split Ends or Smooth Starts Chipped Nails or Crosses
And That’s
Enough Eternally Now
We LiVE HoW Hard that
Will Be To ‘See’ So Free i AM NoW
When i Moved into my Modest Forest
Home in 1993 Before that the Real Estate
Person Tried to Shame me for Moving Into
A Neighborhood of only A 1333 Square Foot
Home She Said You Don’t Wanna Live in that ‘Little Neighborhood’
Do You.. Granted We had to Eat Pork And Beans And Chop up
10 Cent A Pound Leg Quarters to Save the Down Payment for
Our 60,000 Dollar Home So there was no Way i was gonna Move
Up to the ‘Jefferson’s East Side’ but then i wasn’t Looking for Brick
And Mortar
Seeing Heaven
Out of the Apartments
Crowded together Never
Green or FLoWeRinG Colors
of HeAVeN to Feel And Sense
As ‘Autotelic’ Flow of ‘DiViNE FRiSSioN’
From Head to Toe No These Forms Words for Sacred
Essence in Holy Feelings And Senses Within Ever Changing
In More Blissful Ways of ‘Seeing’ A World Eternally Now’ Don’t
Really Count For These Feelings And Senses Now Within Are No Different Than
40,000 Years
Ago So Far Away ToGeTHeR
Separated From NDD Nature
Deficit Disorder NoW in All Human
Clothes And Other Tools DiViDinG NoW
From GDD Nature or God Makes No Difference
Breath of
Naked and
Free Within to
See And Feel With
Never Ending Senses NoW
How WiLL Anyone Possibly
Take Anyone THeRE With JusT
Edifice of More Brick And Mortar Symbols
i Try i Cry for i Feel Your Pain and or Numb Been to an other Side
of Heaven For Decades VeRSuS Forever Now 7 Years and 4 Days..
Ideal To
Be i AM
Clothes/Tools MasKinG A WaY
‘CaCoPHoNY’ iN DeeD mY FRiEnD…
It Is Worth Noting THere Is No Toilet
Paper Until 200 Years Ago Improvements Come And Go
Always A Balance Mastering Clothes/Other Tools or Suffocating Now



Breathe Out..

My Cat Yellow Boy Taught
me All of This i Deserve to Exist
i have a Lump in my Throat And
Tears This is Breathing my FRiEnD…

Thanks for
Your Poem
Thanks for the
Inspiration You too Help me Breathe

Order Is From Fear;
Beauty is for
Unfettered Potential.

The Architecture of the Catholic
Church i Visit Once a Week for Almost
7 Years Now is indeed A Temple And
Interesting to Look at With A First Glance But
it Gets Boring Pretty Quick as the ‘Brick And Mortar’ Never Changes.

It’s Like the Statue of Jesus, Thank God, Without That ‘Depressing Cross’;
A Revised Ascending Jesus Dude with His Arms Reached into the So-Called
Heavens; but of course against the Intended Message that Heaven Is Really Only
At Hand Always NoW in this Generation Within When We Seek And Find Love to Give And
Share Freely With All Others in Greater Than Golden Rule way of Harming Others And The Rest of
Nature (God) the Least; which also means Cognitive Empathy and Not only Just Sympathy and Compassion alone
in other words
that yes there are
Folks who are Open
Minded And Who Love
Change Rather Fearless and
Rarely Neurotic; Whereas, there
Are Others More Fear Filled, Closed Minded
And Neurotic Afraid of the Natural Unfettered
Chaos Magic of Nature That Makes A Forest
And Beach Ever Changing in Waves, Trees, And Other Moving Challenge.

Fortunately, for me; i don’t Live in a Neighborhood Where All the Leaves
of Grass must be cut the same way, neatly trimmed around Sidewalks that do not Change
Either In Ways of Concrete Away from Changing Colors of Green Breathing Unfettered Free.

Last Year, a Hot Drought in Florida Scorched And Thirsted the Grass Away to Brown; Over the
Winter A Forest of Wild Weeds and Flowers Made A Winter Wonderland Still Alive, A Treat to See;
When Nature Takes Her Natural Place From Above a Landscape of Wild; Weeds And Flowers look
no Less Diverse Than A Tropical Jungle Colored From iPhone Camera View Above; Yes, a Jungle in
A Square Foot that Might Otherwise Just Be Stale old Boring Green Growing One way Just Green
With no Colors of Beauty More to all Naturally Bring Heaven to Eyes Who Do See as a Child Will
For Change
And Meeting
Whatever Challenge
Comes Next; How We
Grow Stagnant in Our
Traditions oF Old but
It’s True When GRoWinG
A New Jungle Breathing
Life Just Now is What it’s All About;
Hail Weeds and Wild Flowers Same Hail Life Hail Essence
of Existence Unfettered Chaos Magic Beauty of Nature (God) Now;

i Still Visit Church
as i am Curious
About It All,
DarK Thru
Or Ignorance;
Science and Just

That’s Life;
Take iT All in
Exhale And i for one DancE SinG NoW;
JusT FeeL, It’s Great to Be ALiVE
NoW As That’s Enough When One
Masters All CoNTeNT ThiS way
Faith Of Other People Doesn’t
Bother Me, For i am not Afraid to Relate
All i BeLieVE iN No Fear to Hide any Part of who i am….

i Find People Who Hide Who They are as Weaker than
Those Who Tell Their Truth iN LiGHT oR DarK no matter
what it is; to be or not to be who one is or not; THere
Are No Secrets WHere i Live…

Inspired by the Weeds
And Wild Flowers in my
Back Yard today as They Stand Out
As They Are Not Afraid to Fully Express What they are;
So Much More Resilient they are to Any Environmental
Challenge that comes…

i’m More Interested
In Knowing Who Someone
Is Than What they BeLiEVE iN
For Most often the Two Do Not Match
As The Truth is We aRE ALL Mostly Ruled From WiTHiN;
And This is why the Greatest Poverty is Never Touching
And Expressing All of Nature (Soul) WiTHiN; Whoever Wrote
that Part of the so-Called JeSuS Story Really Had it All ToGeTHeR WiTHiN;

Writers Indeed;
Abstract Statues; Yes,
Idols of Words That Really
Express Essence That Means Breath Now..:)



A Shortest
Way to Describe
Support For Trump;
Same With Other ‘Religions’
That Comes From ‘Dark Triads
Of Demagogues’
And Other
Folks Who
WiLL Only See
As HigH As ‘Bully’;
Vicious Cycle It Is
in ‘Pale Ghettos’ too;
You Practically have to
Become ‘Superman’ to Get
Away With BeinG A Loving Human
Male Where i AM at Least, WHere Folks
Pretend they Don’t See You; hehe as that
‘Tradition’ comes and goes and CoMeS AGAiN too…
Human Archetypes:
Minions, Despicable
Leaders; And So-Called
Super Heroes that Unfortunately
Are Transformed into Stories as
Demagogues By Villain Underlings Again;
Actors Change; the Powerful And Weak Among Play
Continue to Just Be i AM; Coming Closer to Breathing
For A
Few ‘Seeing’…
Yep, Where i Live You
Literally Have to Become
‘Supernormal’ at Least;
As Hey Baby This is
Trump Town
Here in LA
Lower Alabama
The FLoWeRS Are
Beautiful in the Florida
Panhandle But The Natives
Steam Restless in Ignorance Still…
Empirically Measurable When The City
Council And Mayor Who Provided A Mandate
For Masks Hit the National News Where the
Locals Here and City Council Members
Dictate How Conspiracy
Theories of Further
Rule their
Soul Like they
Are Getting ‘the
Mark of the Beast’
From The Devil they Already Know Close Within;
Meanwhile, Taking Away Breath for Living Human
Beings Now Hoping For the End of the World Where
Their ‘Crusading SaME ‘Traditional Demagogue’ Tortures All the Folks
Who Are Different Like Gay Folks And Transgender Folks They See As Foe
of Evil
Easy Enough
to See, Know, Feel,
And Sense For Anyone
Educated In Soul of Love For Real;
Meanwhile, Gnashing of Teeth and
Weeping When They Find Out Their ‘Light’ is DarK NoW.
My Mix of Ballet and Martial Arts Free Style Public Dance Is Up to 13,430 Miles Now in Close to 83 Months
of Doing that Now; i Was Accosted A Bit When i First Started Out at 210 Pounds; But as i continued to
Get Stronger and Stronger; Literally as Strong as an Orangutan now at 248 Pounds With Very Dense Bones, Ligaments, Tendons, And Muscles; Really, Basically Floating on my Feet Mistaken
for Literally Wearing Skates; i don’t often Get bothered anymore; Folks Tend
to keep their Social Distance, which works Great for Pandemic Masked
Public Dance Now Anyway; i’ve been told i am No ‘King David’
With a Right to Public Dance By Shining My Light
ThiS Way at the Beginning by Southern
Baptist Folks and i said that’s Okay
Already did ‘John 14:12’ and
Next comes Doing
What Dave Did in More
Vile Ways to Glorify the
Freedom; Yes, God Nature Naked
of Me All Free; Anyway, Basically
if you Look Like a Southern Baptist
Softball Player who will Likely Hit a Home Run;
It don’t matter If You Play Ball Or Not; It’s Clear
to See You’d Be a Handful Might Of A Problem to Tangle With hehe;
1520 Pounds at Max of Leg Pressing 8 Reps does bring some Lightening
Quick Martial Arts Kicks; but i only Dance/Spar With Air As Water my FRiEnD…
‘iT WaS A DarK
And Stormy

With Voice of
‘Woodstock’ Free..;)

Zoom Zoom Zoom Been Liking You
Lately A Lot But Not Leaving Many
Love Love Love Fumes Behind
Nice People Who
Are Kind Always
Add to Soul Soul Soul
Love So Truly i Never Leave
You Behind Behind Behind
As Kindness Always Breathes
More Within When Love Breathes Breathes Breathes
Some More And Spreads Some More Fumes Fumes Fumes
HAha Least i Will Do
After You are Nice
Enough to Swing
By Now And
Like Like Like
Like 4 of my Novel Longest Long Form
Size Poems Poems Poems Poems Long
Hehe Long Enough to Inspire Another
one FRiEnD
SMiLES SMiLES Yeka From The
Beautiful Philippine Islands Where
My Wife’s Beauty Beauty Beauty Comes From Those
Islands True True True too As This Love Bug Number 53 All the Way through
60 Years Now is Full of Love Gas Gas Gas to Leave Fumes More Behind too..;)
Throw Back Forest Photos At Easter Living in Tallahassee.. Attending Private
Catholic School Second Grade “Blessed Sacrament” In the City i Lived
Closer to my Father at 7 Years Old Then One Word Spells Me at
Awkward Moving at Least in 3 Dimensional Space
Order Is From Fear
Beauty is for
Unfettered Potential





SMiLes Charlie.. Thanks For Dropping By and true at
50.25 Years-Old There Surely is a bit of Magic About
Wife Katrina As She Basically is an Eternal Teenager
For the Last 30-And-A-Half Years We’ve Been Married
At Least In Shape hehe.. she doesn’t have
to Work-Out ..Yet 248 American Pounds
For me Requires A Lot more Effort
Than Her 117 Pounds as less
Than Half my Tonnage hehe..
Anyway.. i Haven’t Actually Actively
Worked For Pay Since 12.6 Years ago
Which Means that total Freedom is all that’s
Left to do.. but of course the first 66 Months of
That 12.6 Years as a Shut-in in my Bedroom With 19
Medical Disorders.. including the Worst Pain Known to
Humankind..Yes.. Literally assessed as worse that Crucifixion..
Type-Two-Trigeminal-Neuralgia from Wake-to-Sleep Where no
Drug Would Touch the Pain that i can only describe as having a
Dentist Drill Your Teeth With No Pain Relief and in my Case the
Dentist Drill was in my Right Eye and Ear For Metaphor where
i Lost effective use of my eyes and ears totally for Reading
or Listening to Music for the first 33 Months and when
i could finally withstand the Pain the last 33 Months
i started writing so i basically wouldn’t Kill
myself as yes the Disorder is commonly
Called The Suicide Disease really
A Worst News IN Life
Someone now will
Breathe with but i must
admit losing any Reference
Point of a Feeling if had ever
Smiled in My life as far as the Feelings then And
Senses That come with a Smile and other Emotions
was to me at least.. Worse than the Worst Pain Known
to Humankind in other words YeS oNce someone goes to
Real Hell On Earth they don’t worry about stuff like Wearing
Clothes.. Or what anyone else thinks when they Public Dance
Just for the Flow and the Nirvana of Heaven within now anyway
at 60 Years-Old i’m Happier and Stronger than i’ve ever been and
the heaviest too hehe.. must be the Free Weights at Home i guess
as i took it easy at the Military Gym when it was open with Nautilus
Machines then… Anyway.. can’t really see any need for clothes or masks
Unless they are either required by the Pandemic or the Virus of the Clothed
Human Condition as seriously Most Folks have no idea Just How much of a slave
they really are
perhaps until
they go to Hell
on Earth And Really
Free Themselves Within into
A Place without Cultural Clothes of PRiSoN
That Lie Lie Lie about Truly Being Naked Free..
it’s almost Impossible to Be Free if one is either Slave
to Work Or Pay Or Likes or Follows or Shares NoW as All
of that Stuff Takes Away from the Essence of Naked Love
Within Just to Give and Share for Free and not only that
No body else can possibly offend me which just means
i get to learn more from every Person i cross paths
with no matter How Dark or Light their Soul may
Be i’ve Wished the UniVerse Away and the
rest of existence as i was too weak
to deal with the pain or even
get rid of me.. that
my FRiEnD
is the
of A Real Devil
Within Once You’ve
Been The Devil There
Really is No where to go
but up in Love on the Wings of
A Much Higher Place than Down Below
Thanks For Stopping by With Friendly Words..
Oh Yeah and what i learned as the Valued Commodity
At Work Who Most Always Worked Holidays And Got the
Job Done for 33 years of Paid work for doing that is every
One Loves You Until You don’t have anything to offer them anymore
as far as Services go i make myself happy that way i don’t need anything in return..
but to
It works
out Just
Fine for me
With SMiLes
i give too as the Evidence
in the Blog Suggests and oh
yeah once a Group of Women in
A Car at the Bar Stopped me and
Begged me to take my Shirt off
didn’t feel Comfortable complying
in the Parking Lot but there are other ways hAha..;)


You’ll Understand When YouR Soul Takes A First Breath Of Art
You Do Before ‘Think’ SoUL SPeaK ReBorN Last First More Than
A Word Or Someone Else’s Rule Faith Is Dancing Singing By Free
Verse HeART SPiRiT SoUL BReATHiNG… It’s True Though I’ve Met
one Dude And Lady Responding To Everyone Naturally With Free Verse
Song Poetry With No Rules So Excited A Lady In Walmart Said Others
Are Dancing In Public But Ugh It Was Just me With Another Mask
So Long.. Years Since i Painted
But i Will Still Smell The Colors
The Palette Tastes Pungent
Yet The Hues
to come
iN Beauty
So Many New
Doorways Open
When Others Close
It’s Nice to Have my Smell
Back after Losing it to the More
Unpopular Corona Cold For A Whole
Year in 2017.. When The Smell came back
on the Solar Eclipse That August the Rest of the
Year With Only The Smell And Taste of Rotting Corpses
In the Air truly a Feeling of Death in Smell Yet to come Starting
with Michael the Hurricane And Still Going with Covid-19 The Other
Yet i Dance
All The Colors
as i don’t have to
Smell The Death Anymore
it Breathes Now on its own
Perhaps it is for this is the
Hour i held my Only Son
To Die Before Midnight
On.. July 24th, 1997
23 Years ago then
What he taught
Me Most is
Breath counts
as He never got to
do that on his own
And i would Never Have
Any Complaints as My Life
was not only 51 Days of Pain
i am Not afraid of Living No Matter what
And Every Door that closes is just another opportunity to Breathe
The Gift That He Never Had Just to Breathe and Even Smile at Least once….

Friendship Is A Verb Who Always Lifts Up
Whenever Down Comes to Visit Anchors
in Safe Harbor Sails of Freedom
FriendShip Indeed iS A Visitor
Who Never Goes Away
Just Caring that is
What Friends
Do Friend is
Love A Wave With
Ups And Downs But
Shores Ever More Expanding
For Giving Thanks Giving Friend
Is Always Starting Never Ending
You Are A Very Kind Person may
Your Friends Always Lift You Up in
Sunshine Warmth… Smiles.. i tried
to Respond Poetically Now but Your
Words are more Lovely than mine..:)

Flow Effortless Doing
Dancing A Tight Rope
With Ease Laser Focus
Sweet Spot ‘Tween Anxiety
And Apathy Evolving to ‘Autotelic
Flow’ Where the Bio-Feedback of the
Practice of Whatever Creates the Flow
in Art of Dance or Song as Metaphor for
Yes Whatever Brings this Flow Allows Us
to Relative Free Will Emotional Regulation
And Integration of Senses that Really Makes
Religious Words Like Prana, Nirvana, Kundalini
Rising, Satori, As Flow Is The Essence of Tao too
By God Yes All Natural Kingdom of Heaven Within
As the Riches
Are Mastering
Our Own Soul Selves
Chalice over FLoWinG
To Give and Share With All
Others Most With SPiRiT oF SoUL NoW
HeART LoVinG Without iLLuSoRY Fears
As We Regulate and Integrate all the
Appropriate Material Reductionist
Parts of the Human Soup of Soul
Like Serotonin, Dopamine,
Oxytocin, Adrenaline
Stress Hormones
And Endorphins
Too Hehe All
in Synergy of
Heaven Within now
Masterfully Increasing
Levels of Laser Focus and
Long Term and Short Term
Working Memory of Cognitive
Functioning too as Art And Reason
of Soul Hold Hands in MiND and Body Balancing True

Effort Becomes Bliss of Non-Doing Increasingly Complex Activity
In Moving Meditation of Whatever Practice of Heaven We Are Doing In Life…

In the ‘This Place’.. THere ain’t much (No) pain as You are Your own
Pharmacy SMiLeS WiTHiN…

SMiLes Vrunda
Seek And Stay
NoW True WiTHiN As
Much As You Will Naturally Do too..:)

Perhaps one Day Soon and Sooner
Science And Religion (Politics) Will Hold
Hands And See ‘They’ All iN Practice
Seek And Find ‘Worshipping’ Now
iN A
Heaven within
to Can And Will Do Now..
Perhaps.. We Can And Will Even Transform
Ascend Transcend ‘God’ into Verb of FLoWeRinG
CoLoRinG HeaVeN WiTHIN NoW LoVinG iT All DarK Thru LiGHT..:)

“Determination, Compassion, Ambition,
And Fearlessness”; Virtues that Describe
The ‘Common’ Disney Archetype Of Princess;
Overcoming struggles, Rising To Stand Tall As
An Independent Woman Priceless to A Man As
Well as A Lifelong Companion; But yes, also
Delicate And Perfectly Beautiful With NO
FLAWS THAT Is A Mighty tall order to
Maintain overcoming all the Struggles
In Life just to survive with a content
Smile at the End of the day…

From First looks at least, there
are A lot of Facebook Princesses
Where You are from; Superficially,
It must Be Exhaustingly Hard to compete
With ALL Cultural expectations to be met…

To me a Princess is someone
Who is nice to everyone they
Meet; looks fade (hehe, except
For You and Katrina) but Kindness
Is the Flower With Courage that always
Stays; in this way, i hope i always make
You feel like a Real Princess Dear FRiEnD
The Shoe Fits when it comes to your Smile

And Kind Hellooooves
👠 👸🧚‍♀️🕊🤗😁👩🏽‍💻

Love For A Princess Angel
Brave Never Afraid
Always Kind Now
Nourishing Soul
Never Fading
Only Reward
Desired Is Her
SMiLinG Eyes
And Happiness
That Much Lasts Spirit
FoReVeR NoW iN Warmth of HeART
i Remember in March of 2019
i was Dancing in Walmart and
You told me “You Ain’t No
Frog 🐸 You are 🤴 Prince
Charming”. It was After
Your Trip to see the
Place The Ground
Meets the Clouds
At Mountain Height…
Ever Since then
i haven’t
Been A
Frog This
Is MaGiC What
Real Disney Princesses
Do… Katrina Said i was one
In A MiLLioN… After 30 Years,
Now She Says, “You Are Something
🤷‍♀️ But i Don’t know What”.. Hehe
i Do Love to Be A Mystery too
Anyway You
Melted me that
Day With That
Sweet Compliment…
Only Princesses
Melt Beasts And
YeS Haha i Remember
Also You telling me lately
i Am Opposite of A Beast
YeS it’S How People make
Us Feel Beast or Beauty True

Human 101 Dictates
We Remember
Bad Stuff First
So We Don’t Get
Hurt.. oh Lord How
Folks take Advantage to
Subjugate And Control
Others With this Miss
Giving that only takes
Away From our Content
So Know ‘This Beast’
And Generate one’s
Own Light otherwise
Fear in Misery and
Suffering become
Wed Life-Long…
FLoWeRS Shut-
Out Soul-Static
By Simply Coloring
Life.. Humans Do
Have Potential
Not to

Forest Without Water
Desert Human Without
FLoWeR No Colors Either
Paint A Forest
Be A Beach

Not Dancing Singing Caste SystemS iN India/Sharia LawS iN
Middle East Has Anything to Do With Love i See LoVE iN Human/God
Ugh THeRE Is No Escape Unless ‘They’ Believe Truth Is WaY oF LiGHT iN LoVE…
TRuMP/SaNTiS 5th AVeNuE KiLLinG Fields Expand More… Even If ‘They’ Don’t Really
Believe That God Is Love At Least Save Lives Wash Hands Social Distance And Wear
A Mask to Save Breath KNoWinG ‘That Book From Back to Front’ ‘They’ Better Pray
RevelatioN A Poem A Myth Not Fate to Be Literally Self-Fulfilled… And By God
Brown Nose Church Support of ‘Orange God oF ALL Lies’ Is ‘Pretty’ Much
A Seventh Seal Opened And Sealed Again… Covid-19 Deadly
Response oF iGNoRaNCE in Science/Facts.. Art/Love
ProveS How This Country iS oN JusT A Drip
of Life Support Soul… i Realize i am
Probably TaLKinG Closer to A Trump
Bucket of Spit But Hey i Learn From Spit
too So Much More About HuMaN TRuE DaRK2
Humble MeeK iN Strength iNHeRiT EaRTH As They See
Sunshine Worthy of Each Soul To Teach Them More No Matter
Who They Are Evolving… So-Called Christians Forgetting Jesus
in Sunshine of the World Where Our Greatest Happiness Is Seeing
Someone Else Shine Greater Than Us… WORST AMERICAN PANDEMIC
oF ALL Is Love Sick LACK OF COGNITIVE EMPATHY, SYMPATHY, AND COMPASSION Consumer Competition Breeds… Culture of Everything in Life is Competing Against Someone
Else Versus Culture of Cooperation At Least When Females Are In A Room… American
Response, Overall, Both Male and Female is Cold, Indifferent, And Even Takes
Offense When Someone Expresses Soul Song… My Female Indian And
Muslim Friends Do Not Take Offense When Someone Shines All Of
Their Soul In Free Poetry to Them… But You See Vrunda Is
From A”Namaste Place” Where God Is Seen In the
Human And Not Some Far Away Invisible Place
“Be The Reason Someone Feels Welcomed,
Seen, Heard, Valued, Loved And Supported”,
the Gift my Young Poet Friend Vrunda Said i Give
SuRe.. Challenges and aLL oF
tHaT Second to None STuFF
Mrs. and Mr. ‘Kite’ tWo aGaiN
K TO H 11 TO 8 WH0LE NoW2
HoLDing Palms oF Hands uP aBoVE NoW aS
So BeLoW iNFiNiTiES BeYoNd oF LoVe as WinGS
We Are Story Tellers WHere Are Stories Of Our Life
Do We Inhale No Longer Exhale??? When We Forgive
Our HeART No RisK iN LoViNG SPiRiT WinD Glows Soul
EvolveS iN LiGHT Out oF DaRK Thanks Friend Sohair Far
Away Yet Close Enough to Always Be A Dear Friend to me…
Smiles Hehe Literally An Only YouTube Friend
If ‘JeSuS’ is ReAlly YouR Friend
Fly Without Jesus Set Jesus Free
So Jesus Will Fly Even Higher And You too…
Haven’t We Got Good News Yet A Message
This Is What ‘God’ Does For ‘JeSuS’ YeS Us too
So We All WiLL Love Free NoW to: my Extraordinary FRiEnD
From: ThanK Y.O.U… Not Unlike ‘Christian From Idaho’
If Jesus invited A World To A Party Folks Who Show
up Will be few if any from his ‘Class’… How Do i
Know How Do i Feel How Do i Sense This For
Real Love Everyone in The World For No
Reason At All… i Will Honestly Dance
And Sing For Sure Even if ‘Jesus’
Coming Back Dances in
Public for 13,437 Miles
in 83 Months… i Will
Honestly Dance And Sing
For Sure Even if ‘Jesus’ Coming
Back Writes A New Bible Poem
8.3 Million Words Long in 83 Months…
A Dance Hall is An Only Place
There Will be for ‘Cheers’ For
‘Jesus’ mostly only Young Folks
Will Take Glee for Public Dance
As Far as Online Goes A Poet of Love Will
Always Find A Friend If ‘Jesus Chooses’ to Have
A Friend Where Love is Rare… Yes God Teach ‘JeSuS’
to Be A Free Verse Poet And Dancer For Once one Flows
Love Never Ends Within aS HeAVeN NoW… i Take Stuff Literally too..
i Really Believed John 14:12 Is Possible That’S HoW i Do
Greater Works Than Story Book Jesus… Why in God’s
Holy Name Will Jesus Need to Come Back to Earth If
Lots of Folks Are Already Doing Greater Works Than Him
Why is Grace of Balance iN Every Move We Make Most Important
too… Balancing Every Move Removes Fear Makes Room For Love
Muhammad Ali And Many Other ‘Fighters’ Will Tell You Ballet Makes
Float Like A Butterfly Fearless For Sting Like a Bee CHI Real Standing
ReaSoN ‘Loving Jesus’ Who Comes Back And Calls Out Obvious ‘Trump
Bullshit’ in ‘Revelation’ Will Not Be Welcome in Church Now At Least For Real
‘Funny’ Thing About Working For Power, Status, Pay, Likes, Shares, Follows,
And Anything Else it takes to Build Someone Up For Subsistence And Within
as Far as An Authentic Human Soul Goes, until One Becomes Truly
Interdependent and Self-Sufficient Enough Not to have
to be a Slave to Someone Else; there is always
The Possibility that someone Like Trump will come
Along where they find they give up every Principle they
Say they Believe in, not to lose what they already lost for it’s
True it just goes to show they really never had anything of value
they made of themselves; Trump Brings Out Now Just How Many
People have
As ‘Slaves’
All Along;
He is Just
A Symptom of
Their Problem Brought
Out into View by their
own insufficiencies, Truly
iN Weakness Not Standing
Tall on their Own Two Feet
of Principles, they are actually
Willing to Keep; There are gonna be
Some folks who Live With ‘Trump Buyer
Remorse’ for the rest of their lives; Particularly,
Folks Who Have Lost Loved Ones in Direct Response
to Trump’s Unwillingness to make the Hard Choices to Beat
A Virus that’s easy enough to do Just by following the advice of Science…
Something As
Big And Small
As Trump Defeats
Him Now; Yes, simply
Ignorance as Free Nature
Will Never Be Successfully Bullied by a Real Fool…




i was Curious, So i Naturally, Recently, Followed the Links to ‘Michael Laitman’ and His Mentor’s Version of Kabbalah;
And Really It Is Just a Rework of The Teachings of Jesus Without Some of the Myths And Contradictions Away From
Love that Exists in the Old And New Testament; as Yes, A Science Of Love That Modern Psychology, Anthropology,
And Sociology Complements Is the Nature of Human In Altruistic Love; Of Course, Love Thy Neighbor As Thyself Is Repeated Cross-Culturally as that is the Basic Nature of Smaller Groups of Humans Living Cooperatively Together, Giving And Sharing Freely; Foraging For Subsistence And Thriving iN Warmth of Altruism that naturally Drives This Propensity of Empathy in Social Bonding Ways That Includes the Cozy Feeling of Oxytocin Shared Amongst Human Beings ‘That
Stuff of Matthew’ Described as when two or three or More of ‘You’ Gather Together All Becomes Warm and
Cozy Indeed as ‘i am/we’ Connect this Way in Love With Oxytocin Fully In Flow; A Problem too Is ‘Negative
Empathy’ Will Be Used Similarly to Exclude Others ‘Out of the Tribe’ As Well or ‘Smaller Cliques, too as ‘Group Feel’.

Yeah, It Would Be Nice if Humans just
Discarded All the Cultural Clothes of
Lies in Ignorance of Fears in Illusory
Constructed Ways that Sadly in Competition
We Create to Prop Folks Up or Tear Folk Down;
But The Literal Truth is as Societies We cannot escape for now
AS Humans are Just Not Evolved to LiVE iN Large Heterogenous
Societies And Expect to Get Along, even enough to Save each other’s
Lives with Something as simple as wearing a mask; We LiVE iN A Sick World
of Love And Words Are Not Going to be Enough to fix the Sickness of the Human
Soul that is simply out of balance; but yes, on an Individual Basis it is possible and will
Be Accomplished; And i see where this Version of Kabbalah Helps but i always find it fascinating
That Love Can’t
Just Breathe On
itS own Without
The Same Old Thousands
of Years of Traditions as it is rather
AMusing that Not Unlike Muhammad
And his Gabriel Angel; this Version of Kabbalah
Masters the Myth of ‘Abraham’ to Make it its own too;
This Honestly is Where the Philosophy will Lose Innumerable
Potential Supporters As seriously Many Folks are tired of Myths and Lies
And Just Want to Hear Some Truth Without all ‘The Frill’; When i heard that
i could not Help but to Lose
Substantial Respect
for the Movement;
But i was impressed
That it did support Folks
of Different Human Natures;
Yet, it doesn’t support Rationality
in Commanding The Myth of Abraham
As Story to ‘Plagiarize’ it as itS own; i Value
Truth; Others do too; ‘We’ (me) Are Becoming ‘SmART
Enough as ‘A Culture’ to Drop All the Myths associated
With Love And Just Let the Spirit Live on itS own as truly
Society At Large is Not Going to be moved By Any Words alone but each
Human will
if they
And Will
Respect What’s
Being Said as True;
There Are some who
Value continued Falsehoods
As Tradition; i for one do not
have that Human Orientation;
Beauty of Separation of Religion
And State And Philosophies too;
And Always something to Learn from
what we see as similar and different too..:)

In Just my Opinion, We Should All Seek to Be Able
to Defend Our Own Beliefs and Not Defer to Any Higher Authority Than Our Soul (GoD) Itself.

We Are Humans; We Have Shadows and Light; We Have Egos That Serve As Personalities
to Function AS Human; As All Humans Who are Healthy Naturally Do; to take away the
Balance of Dark and Light; And Avoid the Reality that Comes As Shadows With ‘Sun’;
Is a sure way to Avoid even being Human Fully at all; This Love, This Life is Art;
A Balancing
Art of Dark
That Makes
A Science
Alone; that’s
really obvious
to See; for those
Who are Not Bound
by A Higher Authority
than Individual Loving
And Shadow Reality Soul..:)

But of Course, this is Just Opinion;
Just My Soul; As You inspired me to
Absorb an Authority Above you to Grow, indirectly; but
it would be interesting to Hear what your Soul Actually has to ‘see’;

That my
is Truly Rare;
i Would Love to
See A ‘Philosophy’
That Encourages
A ‘Religion’ That
Exists this way but by
Very Definition Religion, and
Politics, and Even Philosophy (Of School) is Group
Think (from Before) so the only Answer is to Become ‘Your’ own ‘King’ Now..:)

Perhaps i Can And Will Find Another Free Verse Poet Who Relates a Similar Philosophy as Mine:

“The known universe has one complete lover and that is the greatest poet. He consumes an eternal passion and is indifferent which chance happens and which possible contingency of fortune or misfortune and persuades daily and hourly his delicious pay. What baulks or breaks others is fuel for his burning progress to contact and amorous joy. Other proportions of the reception of pleasure dwindle to nothing to his proportions. All expected from heaven or from the highest he is rapport with in the sight of the daybreak or a scene of the winter woods or the presence of children playing or with his arm round the neck of a man or woman. His love above all love has leisure and expanse … he leaves room ahead of himself. He is no irresolute or suspicious lover … he is sure … he scorns intervals. His experience and the showers and thrills are not for nothing. Nothing can jar him … suffering and darkness cannot—death and fear cannot. to him complaint and jealousy and envy are corpses buried and rotten in the earth … he saw them buried. The sea is not surer of the shore or the shore of the sea than he is of the fruition of his love and of all perfection and beauty.”

“The American bards shall be marked for generosity and affection and for encouraging competitors… . They shall be kosmos … without monopoly or secrecy … glad to pass anything to any one … hungry for equals night and day. They shall not be careful of riches and privilege … they shall be riches and privilege … they shall perceive who the most affluent man is. The most affluent man is he that confronts all the shows he sees by equivalents out of the stronger wealth of himself. The American bard shall delineate no class of persons nor one or two out of the strata of interests nor love most nor truth most nor the soul most nor the body most … and not be for the eastern states more than the western or the northern states more than the southern.”

“There will soon be no more priests. Their work is done. They may wait awhile … perhaps a generation or two … dropping off by degrees. A superior breed shall take their place … the gangs of kosmos and prophets en masse shall take their place. A new order shall arise and they shall be the priests of man, and every man shall be his own priest. The churches built under their umbrage shall be the churches of men and women. Through the divinity of themselves shall the kosmos and the new breed of poets be interpreters of men and women and of all events and things. They shall find their inspiration in real objects to-day, symptoms of the past and future… . They shall not deign to defend immortality or God or the perfection of things or liberty or the exquisite beauty and reality of the soul. They shall arise in America and be responded to from the remainder of the earth.”

Thing About Whitman Is; He had a Good View of His Soul
And If he Could He Would Love Everyone The Way He Loved
The ‘Song of His Self’; But You See, the Golden Rule is Incomplete;
Antiquated And From Narrow Views that Don’t Understand the Complexity
of the Human Soul And How Differently Flavored Each Multi-Universe, ‘Us’ Is That Comes
From Nature/God; Yes, the Order of Cosmos And Chaos Magic Of Love Within; Of Course
This All Makes Sense to me as i Score 100 Percent in Openness; and 100 Percent Extraversion
On The Big Five Personality Test; Not So High on Conscientious And Agreeableness as i tend
to Focus in one Area of Laser focus; And Put other Less important stuff off to me that may be (is)
important to my Wife; Like Getting to Church 15 minutes early as i’ll take 5 Minutes as More than enough;
As i am Just there to Study the Experience, it has no Rule over me; Nor am i Slave to Time; and i surely don’t
mind disagreeing, even if someone never wants to Speak to me again; but you See i am secure in me and what i Believe;
it’s impossible
to offend me
this way
hehe; Nah,
Nope, Rivers
Flow Now; No,
‘They’ Don’t
The Sensation
of Nervousness;
Just Sensitive to
Expanding and
Both as
ThiS Way…
me For

Not everyone
Can and Will Do this;
This is what Whitman
Obviously didn’t See in
His Prophecy; The Needle
Is Still as Narrow and the Camel
is still Thick as ever to Escape Group
Think/Feel to Dance And Sing A Soul of One’S Own iN Original Creativity.

This Makes Abraham And Gabriel; And Whatever Flavor comes Next Very
Important to Folks Who Are Not their Own Priest of the Cosmos and Chaos Magic; Same and Different too.

In Other Words; Our Disagreements are what allow us to Be Free; it is very Dangerous When Humans
Sing off the Same Choir Music, if the Aim is to Actually Sprout Wings of Original Creativity;

If that is not what
Folks desire;
Hail Mary
Full of Grace
With Abraham
And Gabriel no
Matter Which Sect
or Version of someone
Else’s Story to Bind and
Bond over for Warm and
Fuzzy Comfort Comes Next For Group Cohesion.

Hehe.. I wasn’t born with Much Glue.. Just Wings my FRiEnD…
Commonly, Group Think and Feel in ‘Insanely Large Societies’ takes That Childlike Freedom
Away; But As We Get through That ‘Sacrifice’ Some of Us are Reborn into Our Own Golden Ages

Love For Freedom MoRE iN LoVE..:)

Thanks For Inspiring This Thought;
Highly Unlikely it would have come as iMaGiNaTioN And CReaTiViTY
to Fruition This Day without You or Your Linked Version of Kabbalah;
To me at least, this makes A Stranger And Philosophy No Stranger at all;
in FAct A FRiEnD

if Only

Unto me…

Fred in FRiEnD..;)

No F iN Doubt
Whitman Was somewhere
on An Autism And Bi-Polar Spectrum too;

Like An Always Imperfect Storm of Dance and Song to come Again..:)

‘It’s Fun Being Me’; Not Sure What Else ‘We’ Will Really ask for but allowing others to do even more..:)

And Yes, i used the Song ‘Beautiful Stranger’ as Madonna has moved further away from “Her Kabbalah”
to be more of a ‘Free Agent’ And of course the Austin Powers Series of ‘Double Agent’ Is Just another
for the
Fool Tarot
Double Zero Archetype
For Relative Free Will; Fearless
in Original Creativity like a Child;
Like a Virgin Soul Forevermore now
as Love Winging Breathing Free Creating Now…

The Place
i Live Now IS

NoT A Place WHere Death of Soul ExistS EVeR ‘Now’..:)




UNTiL A ‘Frednata’ Starts Here Is
Some ‘Pomp And Circumstance’
Provided All Free AS Haha!
That’s All i Do is Free Hehe!
A Short Break For Some Neighborhood Block
Free Style Dance And Assorted Home Gym Exercises
And A ‘FredNata’ Will Commence Just Something to Do on
A Hurricane Hanna Rainy Day in Florida; All Three ‘Frednata’
Movements Completed on 7.25.2020.. ‘AllDaySong’… ‘Frednata’ Songs
Include ‘Sing For The Day’ By Styx; ‘The Lonely’ By Christina Perri; And
‘Starry Starry Night’ By Josh Groban… Another ‘Frednata’ (Reference: Sonata
For A Usual Way of Doing It Hehe) Coming in 3 Movements of Songs With A
BoNuS ‘Gold Member’
ArT IS A Place
We Exercise
oF EnD NoW
HuMaN ReaL
Rose Becomes Whole Love
Red Once Again Blood of Love
Yes.. Mercy… SPiRiT oF Forgiving Paves
A Way For Love To Rise out of Thorns NoW
A Thorn We Must Pull Now From A Lion HeART
oF Our Soul.. Feather of Forgiveness Floats
Never Falling Lost Underneath
Rocks oF Fear And Hate
Love is Water Wave
Ocean Whole For All
to Give and Share Free
Loving Forgiveness For All
Transgressions as Love is No
Longer Just a Stream YeS HEaVeN Is A Recipe Within to
Give And Share for Free For This and so much more as
We Move Connect and Co-Create Even More To
Float is to Dance And Sing in Flow With Gravity
my Friend Day to Day A Truth is Forgiveness is
Always A Bridge over Troubled Waters my
Friend to Fly is to Love Valuable Enough
On Our Own Merit of LiFE NoW mY
FRiEnD…No Matter What AnyonE
‘Thinks’.. i Exercise A Right To Dance…
There are Two Kinds Of Folks.. What Is
Or What Is Not to Lust/Love For Life i Am
All Number Two Too… Trust me Done All The
Research This Gratitude For All That Is What God
Wants Most In A Lover… Have You Ever Made Love to
A Sky Lusting After Every Star in God’s SKeYeS… No i Am
NOT Ashamed Or Guilty to See And Feel All Of God Naked
in Moderation of CourSE #NoRegretNowGodNaked ‘iNheriting
the EartH’ Meek Enough With Neither Materialistic Status or Power
Nor RiSinG Fists ArTinG All iN All With God NoW Free… DLC DarK LiGHT
CoLoRS… TFR THoRNS FLoWeRS RoSE (Do You Have Any More Questions
About God Now, Class?) Been there done ‘i can’t say no’ Living Now on my own
terms and conditions Dancing on a Tight Rope Still Upright… Amazing What You
Will Be Able to Do if You Focus in Flow on One Increasing Complex Activity Now
instead of a Shot-Gun Approach… When i Worked Open Door Policy to a Zillion
Requests on my Mental Energy All at Once… ‘This’ is A Reason Why Tons
and Tons of Productivity Is Lost When Folks are Connecting to their
‘Smart Phones’ At Work… In Other Words.. Social Media Online
Systemizes Human Communication into Discrete Shares
Likes and Follows… Note: Writing Organizes Our
Thoughts But Reading Does Not Writing is
Focusing Solely on What We are
Thinking Imagining Creating…
Human Porn Provides
Continuous Hits of Dopamine
Like Gambling For ‘Those’ Pre-Disposed
to the Disease of Addiction… Growing Up with
Copious Amounts of Warm and Fuzzy Oxytocin
Generating Family/Peer Support Less Likely to Fall to Addiction
Once Again Class: Mechanical Cognition Focus Withers Away A Part
of Our Brain that Does Social Empathic Cognition Now… Revenge of the
Nerds By God Yes An Information Age is Making Everyone More Systemizing
And ‘Autistic’ Now… Here’s Another Thing i Used to Score 45 out of 50 on the Autism
Spectrum Quotient Test i Scored 11 in 2013 After Writing Poetry… My Psychiatrist then
Was So Inspired He Quit His Private Practice to Teach Movement Therapy in A Hospital
in South Florida… In Fact Science Shows All Forms of Meditation Are a Fountain of Youth
that Actually Regenerates Gray Matter in our Brain… Here’s A Key to All Success in Life Every
Step and Word in Flow of Dance And Song Heaven is Real Within Now Doing This Balance

Key to Life Success When ACTuaLLY DYinG
STiLL BReATHiNG iS oNLy Two Words
Yes Three Yes Five Thank Y.O.U. For This

Don’t (Do) Wanna
Sound Crude
But it’s More
Shaped Short
Gold Member
Doing My Best still
Not to Offend Butt
JeSuS F iN
In Underwear
Completed the
Gold Member
Show My
(THeiR) God
If You Did not
See The Movie
Prophecy With
Beyoncé too
You Probably
Don’t know
Hell i’M
SHoW on the
U.S. Boob Tube🤬 🤢 🤮

Smiles My FRiEnD
There Are People
And There Are
Human Kind
You are
One of
Few i Find☺️🎶
And Never Forget
For i Do Remember Both
And Kind
With SMiLes😁🌟

My Pleasure
The Globe is
Too Small
Now not
To Spread Joy😁🎶

Smiles i Don’t
Buy Books
They Kill Trees
Internet is Erasing
That ‘Tragedy’ yet
i still Consume one
Each Sunday Dancing
Masked In Barnes And Noble
Listening to my Favorite
Meditative Music
In Ecstatic Autotelic
Flow of Frission
Heaven in Deed
Plateau of Peak
Experience Real
For me And Hehe
Free Entertainment
For The Starbucks
Crowd for it is not
Often they See
A 248-Pound
60 Year-Old
Dude Floating
In A Book Store
Rather BE A Dancing
Library than
Locked in
Prison Freedom
Is Never Bound By
Covers😁 Or Sealed
-Just Another
Modern Bible
Writer Dancing
Singing Free out
Of Dusty Covers🐸🕺🎶

There are Conspiracy
Theories And
There is Truth
There Is Love
And There is
None Truth Will
Dance and Sing
Out of Shadows
When Love…
Is Faux News..:)

Sight of Flowers
Smell of Breathing
Sunshine Gold Within
Loving HeART BeatS Hear☺️

Hello Purple in Portland
i am Actually Diagnosed
With Bi-Polar And Autism
Which Is A Bit like
HouSinG Einstein
And Van Gogh
In One
Soul Yet
Were either
Of Those Two
Separate Very
Few Noticed how i
Suffered Within We
Learn to Mask Our
Hell With Smiles of
Heaven Refusing To
Break the Morning Broke
The Dark Side of the Moon
At 53 Now at 60 With Dance
And Song For 7
Years Darkness
Is Erased
Sun Within
i See Your Shadow
Too And What Makes
You Shine Keep Breathing
oF LiGHT🎶🏝

Ego is Zen
Art too
At Best
FLoWinG in
Kindness RiSinG
In Shine
For All
No Art
Of War
Love Breathes
Human Best..🌉✨

Breath of A Lilly
Opening Gold
For Honeycomb
Delight Sunflowers
Spiral Galaxy Life
Lovely to
See Imelda’s
Words of Poetry
On the dVerse Trail
Again Bright Spot Hear🌟

You are Very
Talented not many
Folks are Brave enough
To express Erotic Art it’s
Nice to View All Free Art
Breathing You..🏝

Thanks for the Sunshine
From the Philippines
Dear Yeka Tropical
Weather In Florida…
Dance And
Song Shines
Bright Within
Loving Smiles
Give Share Freely
Air Breathes Kindness🕺

Dance Dance Dance
Sing Sing Sing Love
Love Love All i Do
Love To Y’all Too
Safe Dreams Dreams
Dream Fruition Dance
Sing Sing Sing🎶❤️❣️🎶

Scorched Dry Earth Then
Summer Replaces Sidewalk
Grass With Jungle Weed Flowers
Colored Heaven Neighbors Hate
Heaven In Return i SMiLe While
They Shine Their
Orange Guns
the other
Color Dark

Make Every Experience
Of Life A Poetry Prompt
For Delight Shadows And
Sunshine Same Soul Glows

Keep Shining
You Brighten
Cloudy Days☺️

Signs of the Times
With Helloooves
Of Sunshine Saturday
Smiles Tropical Weather
And Pandemics Don’t
Stop the
Music For
Song or the
Dance that Keeps
Moving Feat of my
Feet Smile for me today Please
Paradise Fruition Dreams Still
Beach 🏖 🏝 🎶☺️👩🏽‍💻🧚‍♀️❣️

Tropical Weather in
The Gulf Florida Rains…
Sunshine Below
Where You Are
Moon Glow Nice
WHere THere Is
Abundance Focus
Shifts to Full Hips..:)




“They are doing so because they see endangering others as empowerment, a way of telling people whom they believe look down on them that no one, no matter how smart or accomplished, can tell them what to do. For these people, our national motto is not “In God We Trust” or “E Pluribus Unum,” but rather: “You’re Not the Boss of Me.”

“So committed are these Americans to assuaging their sore egos over their imagined lack of status that they are literally willing to die for it. Unfortunately, they seem all too willing to take many of us with them. This is not Jonestown or Heaven’s Gate, whose cult members fled society to go and die together. This is worse. This is an attempt to create a Jonestown in every American city and town and then invite the rest of us over for a cool drink.”

“The irony here is that the same people who reject expertise because they believe they are smart and clued in to the mistakes of experts will accept the word of Donald Trump — a man who has obliterated most of the projects he’s ever been involved with and who stands as the uncontested champion of American public liars — as the gospel truth.”

Overall, The ‘Reason’ That is No ‘Real Rationality’ at all, for why so many
Folks Support ‘A Death Cult And A Suicide Squad’ Shooting Themselves
in the Feet For A ‘5th Avenue’, So Freely Provided, IS A Same ‘ReaSoN’ Folks
Support Conspiracy Theories, Overall, Looking For Meaning and Purpose in Life,
Externally as Misery Within That Will Not Be ‘FeeLeD’ Up With Genuine Self-Esteem
And Altruistic Love to Sincerely Give And Share; ‘They’ Will God Dam Sure Find It Externally Somewhere
Else for Myths
Or Fictions
Or Lies;
Whatever ‘Church’
Soothes The Eternal
Emptiness Within at
Least TemporarilY aS iGNorance
of Empty Souls Will Please for whatever
Drop of Water In Hell Exists to make them
Forget What they are Yet to Fulfill Within; Nah,
IT’s Not Trump;
It’S Not A Bigger
Four Wheel Drive
And Automatic Gun
In A Bigger Temple for
THeir God Of Statues in Words;
It’s What is Filled Up Within as SMaRT
FLoWeRS WiTHIN or Just Thorns Without
Flowers as Fallen Flowers on Roses Will Dismay Never Truly
RiSinG As Misery Loves Company Even More In Death Squads
of Suicide Now; Where Parents Now are Willing to Even Use their
Children as Guinea Pigs to Let Science Experiment on the Coming
Falling ones to See Just how Bad the Virus is When Children Come into
In Killing
Fields of School,
Whatever Color Kool Aid
‘Trump Jim Jones Donald Duck’ Serves
Is What They Will Gladly Taste Test Next.
i often Laughed at Alex Jones Ways of Life
But The Danger of this Cult Is Viruses don’t
Care Who
And What
Smart NoW
oR iGnorance
Breathes; It’s Not
JusT A ‘Gold Member’
‘Prophecy Movie’; This Date, The Cult
And Conspiracy Theories Are Nation Wide’;
GRoWinG Globally More; A Much Larger Pandemic as the Roaches have
Left the Motel in Broad Daylight, too many to ‘Spray Down’ Now in Spawn.
Like Just Another Hurricane Hanna, Yet Category 6 in Calm Eye of Storming
Love, i Circle A Globe Each Day With Poetry Tearing Eyes of Lovely Maidens to
See Brighter Love
So Free;
YeS, iT’s
True While
‘They Were Not
Watching’, It is no
Conspiracy Theory;
Not Only Did i iNHeRiT
THE (ir) EarTH… SMiLeS oF THeiR Lovely
Daughters too Among the Thousands
With me in Just Moonlight Bliss of Joy;
Yes, of Course as ALWaYS; Evidence Provided Upon Request
In THouSanD of Photos, While The ‘Trump Elders’ Were FaLLeN Asleep,
Life is Good With ‘The Positive Kind of Magical Chaos Think’ When
Dreams Come
To Fruition
iN Ecstasy
Any Trump
Kool Aid Will Ever BReATHE NoW aT LEasT
KinGDoM oF HeAVeN NeVeR Ends or Finishes

WiTHiN to Give
And Share Freely
With Least Harm
to All of Nature (God)

The Worst Part of Life; May Be the Purgatory GRaY of No





For Some Folks
Believing In Donald
Trump And Statues
of God Never Seeing
Real Self Esteem Genuine
Loving Giving Sharing WiTHIN





Just Nothing

At All Same ReaSon

Some Folks Inflict Other
Ways of Self Harm; ‘Politics/Religion/Philosophy Colored With ‘Trump’
Is Just Another Knife for them to inflict Pain on Themselves And An Entire Nation Now as
Fear and Hate is A Pandemic of ‘BLacK Magical Chaos Thinking’ iN Deed DarK Souls Still Suffocating to See…

On the Other ‘Left Hand’, ‘Nether Land’ iN Never Ending Stories of Bliss iMaGiNaTioN Creativity Bleeds As Nirvana
Kingdom of Heaven
WiTHiN NoW For Real
In ‘White
For Real
As Empirical
Studies in Case
Ways Most Definitely
Irrefutably Show Now…
At this Point Evidence
Provided Still Once UPoN A Story of Request…

‘This’ Is Really Kind of ‘Hilarious’…
Well, For me at Least as i Have
All The Sails of Change Exploring…
No Culture.. Comes.. Into Being
Without Cancel Culture Now For
AnchorS old; ‘Liberal’ Folks Have
(ARE) Been Moving Out of the
Cave With New Art Practically
Forevernow Progressing
Over Older Cultures
At Best Making This
One Greener with
Wealth of
Well Being
Now Greater That Entertains
Mind, Body, And Soul in Balance.
This iS How Culture Works; Grin And
Bear It; Change What ‘You’ Can And Will;
Gnashing Teeth and Weeping What You Cannot
Change is Just Self-Destruction in Covid-19 Killing Fields
oF iGnorance
on ‘5th
Now True;
Some folks Stay in
Desert Scarcity; other
Folks Are Still Enjoying A
‘Nude Beach’ Now With No Masks
At All.. that Cover ..Human Nature
Bliss Original iN Freest.. Naked Joy…
Yes, by God; i have Naked Anchors Still
of ‘Adam And Eve’ Free; No Metaphor HeaR
of Eden at
Least the
Hell With
Before A ‘God Dam Apple’
As i Remove that Dammed
Hell Place NoW From WiTHIN
No Matter WHeRE i LiVE NoW Beach Naked Original Free..

Butt of Course
Again, i don’t
LiVE iN A Literal
Desert Either; And
Many Folks Refer to
the Physical Environment
i LiVE iN Close to the Actual
Beach Living With A Beautiful
Garden And A Forest of Back Yard
As Literal Paradise on Earth; This Makes
A Huge Difference; Folks In Deserts and Snowy Mountains
See ‘God’/
iNHeRenTLY as
Nature And That’s
Verily Environmentally True too..:)




Repetitive, Same, Highly Restricted Narrow Focus Interests, Hindering ‘Normal’ Reciprocal Social
Communication; Making it Difficult to Make Peer Appropriate Friends; Hmm, ‘Autism Speaks’
Associated Conspiracy Theories in Autism Communities And the Condition of Autism, used
to Be my Special Interest; Ask me Anything, And i Will Answer All Your Questions; And Additionally,
Provide Reams of Evidence\Links to Support My Information; In Fact, i used to do that on this Internet
Site; and the Autism Speaks Conspiracy Theorists on this Internet Site and Other Autism Community Online Sites,
Actually thought i was an Employee of Autism Speaks, haha, Getting Paid to Support the Autism Speaks Organization
By Supporting it online; truth is, i was in my Underwear Behind A Computer, Shut-in in my Home For A Total of 66
Months, With 19 Medical Disorders Associated With Chronic Work Related Stress; More Specifically, Then i really
Had to Go Toe to Toe With A Captain of a Military Base, Managing Finances for Organizations Within my Department;
While doing the actual Job i was getting Paid for doing, ‘Athletic Director’, of a Navy Installation Administrating
Managing, And Supervising, Athletic And Recreation Programs; Supervising 31 Employees; And 131, When Filling
in for my Boss who was constantly asking me for Tech Support for Computers, Along with the Rest of
the Department as ‘Jocks’ aren’t always great for IT Support; i never played Team Sports; had
no Frigging Idea how to do that Job; But they Hired me for Solving Technical Problems;
What i excelled at in Systemizing Ways for Basically making Frigging Technical Lists
And Solving Technical Problems as such per Financial Management, Accounting,
Payroll, Personnel Issues And An Open Door Policy to Fix everyone’s Problems;
but of course without any ‘Good Old Boy Social Skills’, i was assessed only on
the Merits of the Work i Completed; i didn’t have the Let’s go out for a Beer
After Work Advantage; So, Basically i Became Everyone’s Slave to continue to
Exist There for a Quarter of A Century for Pay; Anyway, Autistic Burn-out
Will Just About Kill You; Particularly, if You Never Knew you had the
Disorder until You Fall all the way down to
the Basement Floor and Frigging Can’t crawl out;
And finally have no choice but to seek Help when
it’s really way too late; and all that will save you
is 66 Months or so of Recovery to come Back from
Hell to a totally Different Way of Life; Reborn into other
‘Special Interests’ As ‘they’ say; as all i had before, for 33 Years
Was Work and 19 Years of School And College Combined in Tandem.

When i met my First Psychiatrist and he almost immediately diagnosed me
With Asperger’s Syndrome, Trying to Explain to Him what the Piano Song i Created
Felt Like to me, Not Able to Put that Emotional Experience in Words; he turned to
His Intern and said, We See ‘this’ among Many folks With Asperger’s Syndrome,
Alexithymia, Perhaps there is a Problem with the Hemispheres of your
Brain Connecting; Perhaps, eventually i finally made that connection
through Epigenetic Effect and became a Whole Human Being at 53;
Anyway, i was 47 then and when he asked me, What my Special
Interest Was away from Work; all i could say is Nothing; he turned
to His Intern and said ‘That’s Not Good’, Asperger’s without A Special Interest.

They talked about me sitting there like i really did not even exist as a Human

That’s how they saw me then; Just Half a Human Being; not Fully Breathing it seemed.

It’s Amazing to me Now, how it seems some folks forget what this Online Community
is for; A place where folks who are very different from the so-called ‘Norm’ of Reciprocal
Social Communication; And Restricted, Repetitive, Narrow Focused Interests can feel free enough
to be their selves and communicate; it’s not unusual for folks to have interests other folks have no clue
about and have no desire to Learn about; And it’s not unusual for Autistic Folks to find a Niche in life so
Specialized in Original Creativity that there is no Target Audience in the Entire World to Listen to them; hence,
the Monologues of at least Communicating with Yourself as a FRiEnD as those words become words that will not
let you down; The Globe is Big; i’ve Found Folks somewhere on the Spectrum of Eccentric Like me; And Others who
are Just totally accepting as that’s Just how some nice folks are. Is It any Surprise that Mr. GreatShields, has a Restricted
Special Narrow Interest on ‘Mary’; Is it any surprise that some Autistic Folks become Catholic Priests in a very Structured
Organization with Clear Rules that Rarely change; no, of course not; Just another Niche that may work for some folks;

In Research on Autism, some folks lean more toward A Schizoid Cold Affect, Non Sensitive type of personality;
Others More Toward a Schizotypal, Very Sensitive Personality Where ‘Magical Thinking’ Is a big Co-Morbid Part
of their Autism Spectrum Condition; Some Autistic Folks Are Very Empathic With Measured Highly Sensitive
Mirror Neurons and Others fall on the Cold Spectrum of Connection in Personality as that relates to the
Biology of the Individual that May be Studied or Assessed as Such. It’s a Myth That Highly Functioning
Folks on the Spectrum are all in the STEM Areas of School And Work Potential; according to Studies
That Propensity is only Measured among College Students on the Spectrum at about 33 Percent; that
Leaves the Rest Leaning More Toward the Arts of School Away From STEM; And Yes, About
50 Percent of Higher Functioning Autistic Folks Studied Have Challenges With Non-Verbal
Intelligence, Including Ability for Imagination in Visual Thinking Ways of Life;
And Other Ways of Thinking In Patterns and Rich Metaphors as such. Many
Different Flavors of Autistic Folks Visit this site; Some Open Minded in Ways
of Personality and Extraverted; but at least with Personality Studies in Informal
Way in Very Large Numbers, about 95 Percent were assessed as Introverts here, Which
is of course no big Surprise; But truly it sets someone like me who scores 100 Percent
in Extraversion and Openness on the ‘Big Five Personalty Test’, apart from most folks here.
The Myers–Briggs Test Was Used in the Informal Poll here; actually Fnord Started it and INTJ
Was the Most prevalent Specific Personalty test as Assessed and was mine until i recovered and
Sprouted Butterfly Wings over to ENFP; Scoring an 11 on the Simon Baron Cohen Autism Quotient
AQ Scan down from 45; And Mid-90’s on the Emotional Intelligence EQ Test, Up From the Mid-50’s Before
i Unpacked some Epigenetic Potential And Truly Was Reborn, likely to who i was more fully meant to be;
until getting
Lost in
the Systemizing
Fashion of Work
And School that
Molded me Environmentally
Into the ‘Computer Brain’ Folks
Assessed me as then; This Condition
Is Extremely Functionally Disabling When
it comes to making Friends; More than ever now;
As People are more Disconnected And Spread out on
a Multitude of Interests with Shorter Attention Spans than Ever before;
Electronic Media is taking Folks in unlimited different directions; This Culture Still needs
folks who are able to focus on one task to excel beyond the Gold Fish Science Assessed
Attention Span of the rest; Damn sure helped me retire early as i started out Just handing
out Shoes at a Military Bowling Center, After Earning 3 College Degrees as i was great with
the input and just had no Social Ability to Output it to do me a bit of Good for almost any Job.

And Then Came Computers, actually at the Bowling Center with the Scoring system there
in 1984; if not for one Computer Class in College; i might still be looking for A Damn Job.

I think We Should Give Everyone a bit more Slack here; understanding How Difficult it can and
will Be Socially to Even Exist with this Condition. Mr. GreatShields, obviously has as hard of a time
making it here as he does in other places because of his restricted Interest in all stuff ‘Mary’; Writing
Long Form Poetry, Longer than anyone else; and Dancing ‘Long Form’ Free Style Ballet and Martial Arts
Publicly is currently my Special Interest; i also Do Nude Art With Poetry inscribed that i create with my Flesh and
Blood that’s a Real Old Renaissance Special Interest In Deed; but it gives me the Focus along with my other
two Hobbies and yeah, Beautiful Women, ‘Collecting Their Smiles’; i will Not Lie; that keeps me going in A Bliss
i really enjoy now that i get to be totally who i am born to be; I am not accepted here, overall, but at least i am
finally tolerated
enough where
i haven’t got kicked
out for Being myself
lately; i would Only Hope
that i help, through my example
of being brave enough to be myself,
for others to do the same, no matter what
anyone else thinks. As Long as someone is not
harming someone else; The Best this Internet site
will do is Just let someone be their self. Mr. GreatShields,
if You were listening to him, talked about how he had difficulty
regulating His emotions; He Determined this Place, Wasn’t helping, so
he did the smart thing for him and Left; This Place is basically a Note Pad
for me to enjoy Topics associated with my Special Interest; i have worked hard
my Entire
life just
to earn
the privilege
to Exist and Now
in the Real World, my Focus,
my Special Interest of Public Dancing
13,442 Miles has been so intense for the
Last 83 Months that the Metro Area Audience,
Overall, Names me Famous, A Folk Hero, And a Legend
but You See; i wasn’t looking for that; i just wanted to be
able to Do my Special Interest and folks Just let me be the way i am;
But it’s True, no Different than The Autism Speaks and Autism Special
Interest; i tend to make waves when my Special Interests come to Fruition.

What i Find in my Free Style Public Dance Is there is a Growing percentage of Human Beings who
Want to Express their selves Freely this way too; Just to be who they feel they are meant to Do and Be.

And Not unusually, as Peer Inappropriate relationships go, just about all my Friends are Decades Younger
than me; and almost Entirely Female too; that suits me just fine as i have always Loved Women as it seems
all i have to do is look in their Eyes and Smile and they Just always seem to like me now; even when i don’t dance.

The Poetry Helps; i’ve Learned a lot since my Autistic Burn-out; What i’ve learned Most is to give other folks
A Break. Life is hard; Life is almost impossible to do for some folks; it doesn’t Hurt to frigging be kind, no matter
how different someone is than You; i tried to make Mr. GreatShields Feel Welcome but i tell my truth the way it is and
do my best to respect other folks along the way; but of course, again, i score 100 Percent Now on Extroversion and
Openness; so yeah; i am Just Naturally and Environmentally Gifted that way; Kind and Courage; it works for me at least.

Oh yeah, i like to Sing too; Really the only Reason i go to Church; My Wife Katrina Recorded Me Singing; A Friend
At Another Southern First Baptist Family Farm Wife-In-Law Relatives Get Together thought i was a ‘Famous Gospel Singer’
When they Heard the iPhone Recording Without A Name or Face attached to the Back Pew Catholic Performance.

My Sister, who is diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome Said, Josh Groban; My Wife Said Hell No; that was okay
i was glad i could Just Sing; it’s kinda hard to do it with a Mask; that’s a bit disappointing; and the Metro Dance
Hall Closed Down on March 12, and all the Beautiful Young Women Smiling at me went away there too; i Have
to Wear Shades because of the Trigeminal Neuralgia, Type Two, the worst Pain Known to Humankind from
Wake to Sleep i recovered from in 2013; so it won’t come back; People said i always connected to them with
my eyes; And then all i had left was my Smile; Now the Masks have taken that away too; it was
hard enough to
connect before;
that makes
me try extra
hard with words;
Perhaps, i try too hard;
This is what it means Now
to be Autistic, Just to exist…

Give People a Break, Please;
It’s Harder than ever before
for People who Live alone;
Treat folks Like ‘Humans’
Let them be whoever
they desire
to be And
Express Their
Being totally Free;
As Long as they
are Harming
No one Now;

Let them be
Free Just Let
them be who they are…
Only the Most ‘Horrible People’
are usually mean to me as i remain
Nice; Mr. Great Shields, stands head
and shoulders above as far as that goes amongst
the folks who i have met here; Strange is okay; it really has its advantages
too; You just have to look until you find some place where folks allow you to exist…. now as is… Free… to Be



Smiles, It would be a ‘Piece of Cake’ to ‘Write’, ‘the Normal’ Way; But Not unlike Climbing A Mountain
With A Harness Versus No Harness, It would be way too easy at this point for me to attain
An Autotelic Flow, Ecstatically in Peaks As Steady Plateau of ‘Divine Frission’, if i went
back to ‘the easy way of Writing’, ‘Plain Old English’; For The Experience in
Flow to be Maximized This Way in Complexity, it takes Many ‘Bigger
Picture Parts in Details’ that are beyond Reasoning and Intuitively
Done as A Song Where Each Capital Letter is
Emphasis of a Song in
Colors of Emotions i feel
in Bliss when i actually do
it; it’s like the Shapes that come;
i am not Logically Pre-planning them
in Advance, They Just come in Flow too;
In other Words, it’s Practically the Difference
in Painting by Numbers as a Concrete Science
Versus A Painting that comes as Brush and Paint
And Canvas Become One Force of Flow; It’s like when
i played Tennis for a decade, When Younger, Often Just with
A BackBoard and me, Where Racquet And Ball Joins Backboard
for a General Experience of Flow but missing all the Colors that
Come When Emotions Change with every Letter of each Word that
is all A Symphony And Orchestra where i am the Conductor of it too;
Actually, this is part of what i am naming a “Frednata” today, just for A Day
Of Fun in Art Flow as originally it has 3 Movements in General Themes and Now This is
Adding to the Last Theme i wrote here And i’m gonna Use ‘Pomp And Circumstance’
As The Theme Song here; the Song came to ‘Soul’ as i was starting to put about
7 Thousand Words Together; and now i am going to have a Fourth Song Now
To Fit these Words in Appropriately too; i started this Morning And Have
Visited Scores of Sources in ‘Muse’ Around the Globe; Mostly Indian
Women Writing Poetry And Folks in Other Areas of the World.
But yes, its gets much bigger than that as this is my Special
Interest, Writing Epic Long Form Poetry as i have literally
Written 8.3 MiLLioN Words Like this in 83 Months
Where i use Facebook as Another Note Pad
to Write as i go With Copy and
Paste of the other places
i go as the Words
Always are addressed
to someone some place
whether they listen or not; hehe;
They End up Flowing As Streams into
Rivers of An Ocean Whole Poem i name
“SonG oF mY SoUL” That is my Entire Blog
on WordPress Illustrated with over 100,000 Photos
i took with over 10,000 YouTube Videos that Accompany
As Theme Songs And Supporting Global Cultural Information
to Support the Long Form Epic Free Verse Poem i am writing
for 83 months, along with 13,442 Miles of Public Dance as
Every Epic Long Form Poem Needs a Central Character on some
kind of unusual ‘Heroic’ Journey and it all fits right in as i document
That Living Breathing experience to the detail of A Viral Video someone
Else took of me that Received over 88 Thousand Views and 1300 Comments
in the Long form Poem; Yes, Documented Where the Metro Area Community Assessed
me in Terms of Legend, Folk Hero, Spirit Animal, City icon, ‘Mr. Seville Quarter’; Yes, the
Largest Dance Hall in the Metro Area; and basically, ‘He is everywhere, And If You haven’t
Seen him; you don’t get out much’ as i have literally Public Danced everywhere i go
in every store i go as my wife does love to shop and it gives me A Challenge for
Another Source of Moving Meditation in Ecstatic Autotelic Flow Where ‘Divine
Frission’ Is Commonly Experienced too; Basically, Heaven Within; there are
lots of Metaphors for this Ecstatic Flow Achieved Ranging From Tao
to Prana to Satori to Kundalini Rising to Chi And Holy Creative
Spirit as some folks experience some level of this by Participating
in Communal Concerts; Sure, Raves and Other free Dance, Communal
Activities; And Even Gospel Singing Events as Even Sam Harris, the Famous
Atheist Neuroscience Guy, Admits is a real Deal of Ascending And Transcending
the Neo-Cortex in Transient Hypo-Frontality Beyond Illusions of Past and Present
into the More Comprehensive Conscious and Subconscious Mindful Awareness commonly
Called flow; the Sweet Spot ‘Tween Apathy and Anxiety; Just the Kingdom of Heaven within
now out of all Illusory Fears where one is much more open to Positive Loving Feelings all about
Life Through
of Dark
Joy oF LiGhT
As Metaphor of Course;
There is a Bit of Chaos
Magic Pleasure When i Bring
All these Left Justified Shapes
Into Center Justification of My
Blog Posts that i name MacroVerses
that have been hitting around 40,000
Words a Weekly Post now; Knowing that i
was in the ‘Non Knowing’ of Flow the Entire
Intuitive Blissful Feelings in Colors of Emotions
as Letters Become Words and Words Become
Complex Songs of Emotions i feel as the
Shapes of the Overall Poetry really
Makes the Art of my Soul
Organic in the final
Product i Electronically
Publish Each Week; Look at it
this way, if you will; A Nautilus Shell
Starts Out as a rather Simple Looking Form
By the End of the Art of the Form Produced by
A Creature with no ‘Rational Mind’, the Shape of
the Milky Way comes in Golden Phi Spiral Way
in Mean Ratio of 1.618, the Finger Print of
The Chaos Magic of Cosmos Order
Come to Fruition from the
Smallest of Sub-Atomic
Particles in Spiraling
Flow to the Words on
this Page and Beyond the
Milky Way Our Locality in This
Galaxy now; In other words, i surely
am not here to ‘win any debate’; the Ecstasy
of the “SonG of My SoUL” Is Written into Each and
Every Intuitive Letter That Naturally comes next
no Different Really than Water And Waves That Make Ocean Whole
‘You and
me’ when
we lose
the Illusions
of Distance, Space,
Time and All Matter
as all that’s left is
Loving Bliss
of the
Gift Now
As the Flow
Dances and SingS on…
There are a lot of Artful
Ways to Achieve this in Life
this is just one more path to
ReAlly Breathing Heaven now;
But Honestly, these Words are nothing
More than Word Salad without the Essence
of the Feelings and Senses of the Colors of Heaven within
That Make The Bliss; Yes The Blow-Out Fresh Nirvana Real.

The Pomp and Circumstance
is in Every Letter of Song
And Step of Dance
When all in
Life becomes
Holy and Sacred
Full of Meaning and
Purpose; Every Breath;
Every Image; Every Step
As Dance And Word As Song;
There is Just more to Love about
Life and Make even More Holy and
Sacred And Divine Now; it’s a Nautilus
Shell my FRiEnD; Just the Milky Way; Just
Another Slob And Face of God Free With
Eyes and Ears that see much more than Black and White Concrete Life.
Spoon Fed From Birth; in measure of Paint By Number and Instruction Life.

Robin Williams Described it Well in the Dead Poet Society too; i’m always
Standing on a Desk; And really the correct answer is the Same one that Fictional ‘Forrest
Gump’ Gave when the News Asked him Why He was Running in Flow Across the United States;

He didn’t need Any Ten Gallon Hat Fancy Words; He, Just said, “Because i Felt Like Running”;
Eventually, He chose another Special Interest in Flow; And Another; And Another and the whole thing
becomes Just
A Chaos
One with
the Spirit
of Loving Free Wind.

Smiles, My FRiEnD True Original
Art in Creativity of Chaos Magic
is Far Beyond All Whys and Reasons
Yet i do my best to answer folk’s questions;
as that’s Just another Muse for the Path i am enjoying now..:)

Here’s the Last Weekly 43 Thousand Word Effort Completed this week;
It’s Rated PG; But if Scantily Clad Women and Men Offend; It’s Probably not where ya wanna go..:)

When i sit at any ‘Forrest Gump Bus Stop’ And Relate this Journey it’s easy enough to convince non-Believers



one Link;

The MacroVerse Below it; Just one
Blog Post is a 338,630 Word Blog Post;
that does require Great Internet Speed and Computer Power to open up.

It’s really Hard for most folks to Wrap their Mind around what an effort of
an 8.3 MiLLioN Word Epic Long Form Poem Makes; but to get a Visual image
of it; it may Help to imagine 10 King James Sizes Bibles; And 100 or so Qurans.
Took Muhammad 23 Years for 80,000 Words of about 2,000 Words of Vocabulary
Someone else wrote the words down for him and eventually Printed; And of course
Many Centuries and Innumerable Ghost Authors for the King James Effort; The Second
Place Epic Longest Long form Poem that took Centuries and Innumerable Authors from
India is the ‘Mahābhārata’ From India at 1.8 Million Words Long; one of the Subchapters
of 9 Larger than the King James Version of a Bible is 1.82 MiLLion Words Long as that
took 13.6 Months; i am Financially Independent with more Money than i will possibly
Ever Spend in my Lifetime and my Wife too; i would never accept money now for
anything i do; even it had any value at all to anyone in the Twitter Sized
World of Attention We LiVE iN Now; it’s just cool to achieve
one Art in life that
no one else
will likely
ever equal
and if they did
Imitation is one
of the Greater honors too;
But i would hate to see someone
Bore themselves out of Human
Potential Just doing a style of someone else…

It’s All Just ‘Pomp and Circumstance’; but i don’t
take it any more serious than each loving sacred breath i take..:)

Nope; But Thanks for asking;
There is Hardly Any Communication
Deficit, on my part at least; No one ‘here’ confuses me;
i Always Look Forward to that Challenge but rarely, if ever, do i find it now;
But Of Course, i Am Born Hyperlexic; Natural Decoder of All Symbols And Creator too…
This ‘Frednata’ As Completed on 7.25.2020 in One Day’s Effort Weighs in at 6733 Words…




Always my
Pleasure to
Drop by
To all
The Free Art
You Provide…
‘They’ Offered me
A “Coca-Cola” i Return “Hell No”
Rise Rose
i ViSiT PRiSoN Each
Sunday PatientlY iN
A Back Pew i Watch
i Wait i Watch As
DusT iS Falling
Temple Walls Are
Crumbling… Finally…
Babel Tower Is Falling…
Naked Nature God Is
Love Free US
Indeed Beautiful
Goddess of Nature Yes!
Butt WHere
i LiVE iN
Trump Town
Florida A Beautiful
Nude Female Sculpted
In Sand Will
Be Named
Evil in ‘Dirt’
Yet Greater
Than Any
Without A
Naked Soul of Love
Thanks For Sharing🖼
What A Frigging Cult Believe A Dude IS God Alone
Or THAT Trump Will Torture You Forever Yet Folks
Still Believe in Trump God of Avenue 5
Do Twice As
If you
God is Love
And More than
What Has Been
In Covers
Of Books
Left in Old Dust
According to A Story
Jesus Said Look
Within For
The Kingdom
Of Heaven
Love: Now
Enough Said
Eternity Love Now
According to A Story
Jesus also Said
i Will Do Greater
Works.. Yes..Than
Him So i Grabbed
Some Nike Shoes
Public Danced Heaven
A Ministry of Feet Now
13,452 Miles Continue
Speaking Free Love…
Picked an iMac 🖥 Up
And Freely Broad Bandly
Write An Evergrowing
8.3 MiLLioN Word
Longest Long Form
Epic Bible Poem
God is
Holy Creative
Flow of SPiRiT
iN Each And Every
Word in The Same
83 Dance Months and
You Know What if You
Really Believe
God is Love
You Will
Even Do
More Than
Me But only
If you Do
Than JeSuS
Too.. Yep ‘JusT
Do It’ Something
New even A
WHeRE Victory
Of Love
In the
LoVE NoW NeW❣️🙏
As A Man: OMG Wow!
As An Artist: Every
Detail Beautiful…
Mastery of
Complete to
Consume 🖼
“Victoria’s Secret”🎶
SMiLes Bridge to
Sky And Ocean
Nature Breathes🌟
Colors of Summer…
Happy Monday to
You too Dear FRiEnD
LeSSoN 287
Separation We Intend
Union We Breathe
Does The Angel on
My Shirt Fall or Rise
Depends On How Far
Away From the Gift of
Nature (God) That is ours
To See Loving Within when
i see Your Eyes When i see
Your Smiles Your Words
And Courage
i Breathe Dear
FRiEnD in A World
Of Humans That
Otherwise may
Be Suffocating in Deed
But Because they Don’t
See A Real God Of Love
i Keep Dancing
i Keep Singing
And No Matter, Time,
Distance, Or Space, Yes
my Angel Within Keeps
RiSinG Only Clothed With
God only Essence of Love
It Doesn’t Matter
WHeRE We aRe As
Long As Breath NoW
Is Love Nature iS HeAVeN
A Nation Is Feeling the Weight
of A Virus in the Last ‘100 Days’
In Fact on Average 15 Pounds
Has Been
So What
To Do With
‘Excess’; Yes,
Find A New Hobby;
i am so Very Sleepy;
Your Poetry is inspiring
i Encourage You to
Always Keep in
Touch With
Your Soul
This Way
As This is
What Poetry
Is Soul Breath
Keep Breathing
Kind SPiRiT HeART🕊🎶

“Never Change Dude”

I’ll Quote that for Truth..:)

Hehe; Thanks, “They’ve” Been Trying
To Change me ‘Here’ since, 2013, when my
Dream came true and i finally got a Little Creative
And Felt Alive Again, After Being Shut-in Sick for 66 Months.

Hey; I live in ‘Trump Town USA’; if i can handle the Ignorance
Here that i’ve encountered Now in ‘The Real World’ after Dancing
A Free Style of Ballet and Martial Arts with All the Good Old Boy
‘Farm Dudes’ who Love their Four Wheel Drives as Much as anyone could
Love ‘A God’ Now for 13,452 Miles in 83 Months; Folks, who Don’t have
The Patience to Scroll By me Online, isn’t nearly the Same Challenge as Folks
around here, packing concealed Weapons; i’ve Been Threatened, every once
in a While by ‘Intoxicated Folks’ in Bars; but i’m Clever enough where i am
still Enjoying Public Dancing, and no one changes Anything i Do that i call Freedom.

i Just Follow the Laws; As that’s Not Hard to do either.

Anyway, Thanks For the Kind Words;

And Do Stay Free too.

Nice Signature Line About
‘Fnord equals Trump’;
i Just Don’t Get it; these
Folks Who Call Themselves
‘Christians’; And Just Treat Folks Like Crap;
Like it’s their Sole Mission in Life; somebody Must have harmed
that Dude; as Much as Trump’s Daddy Did to him; as Yes, he’s
Got a Trump
On His Shoulder;
The Bully Trump (Fnord)
Who Thinks he’s so
Smart by Being an
‘Intellectual Bully’;
Just Live and Let
Live; not so hard
to do when a
Person is
Genuinely Happy…
Yeah, it’s Pretty Disgusting;
Masks are Required at The
Church We Visit And Katrina
Counted ‘A Biblical Number’
of Over 40 ‘Trump Worshippers’
Without Them; But that was Just
the Tip of the ‘Iceberg’ As This
is the Third Week That they
offered up Prayers AGAINST
The Criticism Trump is Getting
For His Failure to Save Lives
In The Pandemic And After
Saying White Folks Were
Slaves Too Without an
African American in
Church; the Coward
Priest mocked Words
of ‘What Life Matters’
Parroting Trump’s Fox
Arm of Propaganda;
Ain’t No Place for
Love, Truth in Light,
And Justice but it’s Verily
An Interesting Hypocrisy
To Watch and Write about
As People are Leaving Churches
More and More And Never
Over A Place
That Worships
Conspiracy Theories
More than anything
About Love That’s Real…
Smiles, Give Obama A Call And See If
Michelle Will be the “Kamala Devi Harris” (Just
‘Eduguessing’) Vice Presidential Choice in 2024, for
Rather Small in Stature at 5 Foot 2, Kamala, As Stature
Physically is Literally A Factor as Empirically Measured
For Elections; And truly Michelle Stands Head and Shoulders
ABoVE iN Character And All Around Human Potential than Many
Folks Who have already been in Politics; In This More Perfect Storm
In Union of ‘Democratic Democracy’ You Get Barrack Obama for Vice President
When Michelle Takes the Helm in 2032
as a Free
i’ll Be 80
then at least
i’ll probably make
it through another
Much Worse Pandemic
With Science Minds of
Frigging Common Sense
And Highest Moral Fiber of Soul in Charge;
Yes, Go All the Obamas From 2024 thru 2040;
Barrack will End His Vice Presidential Tenure at 79;
And Michelle Will End Her Presidential Tenure at 76;
They don’t Do too many Cheeseburgers; And They Have Souls that will last too, at least;
Looking Forward to Colors At the Top and Loving Souls for the Next 20 Years of my Life; i Do
Might have
what it take
to Save this
Death and
MoVE iN That
Direction to help
the Rest of the Globe
too; Hmm; this is almost
Like a ‘Biblical Prophecy’ already
coming true; now if they will just, hAha, HeHe
take my Frigging Advice; if they haven’t already
Developed this Plan On their Own to Nurture the
Nation Back to Soul Breathing For Frigging Real With Reason of Science too!
Truly Though, it Probably Would Not be Possible if Trump did not Decimate
The Reputation of the Republican Party; THeRE Ain’t nothing Left of THAT ‘SOUL’ For SURE..:)

Trains With Tracks
Humans With Wings
Fly WRiTE Over Tunnels
With oncoming
Trains Saving
Soul For
A Sooner
Date Dancing
Choo Songs😁

Living Faith❣️

Nurture Virtue
Glue of A Mother
That Keeps Love
Caring this
Way What
A Village and
Globe Depend
On Breathing Easier🤗

Wishing You A Productive
And Happy Work-Week
Dear FRiEnD.. my ‘Mouse
Fingers’ Are A Bit Numb
After Writing A 6733 Word
Saturday ‘Frednata’ (Like
A Moonlight Sonata but
An Epic Long Form
Poem themed With
Mostly Modern
Songs With
SMiLes Fully
Anyway Sunday
Public Masked Dance
to Start Soon Enough
as i was Just Resting My
Feet From Friday Dance
On Saturday and now
i Get To rest my
‘Mouse Fingers’
With Sunday Dance!
Yeah a Revised Word count on the
‘Frednata’ as Copy And Paste Mistakes Happen too..
And Yes it appears that this is the 1st Movement of a 3rd ‘Frednata’
in this MacroVerse along with the First one Starting with Michael
Jackson’s Extra Long ‘Thriller’ Song with movements Changing
In Rivers of Emotions too so we will Move Now from ‘Babel’ by
Mumford and Sons through ‘Madame Blue’ Next by Styx and
Finally to ‘Colors of the Wind’ By Vanessa Williams With ‘Pocahontas’..:)

Smiles, my Friend, i am Impressed with the Trilogy of Your Fantasy
Writing i found with the Link You provide. Your Command of the
English Language is as Eloquent as i’ve seen in the Blogging
World, Where Folks are always Trying to Make Money
By Selling Their Words in Whatever Pennies
that come that way. i Encourage the
Art of Writing to Continue to
Enrich the Creativity
of Your Soul. Typically,
With Religion That Binds and
Bonds in Tradition there is the Exclusion
of Opinions, Either Art or Science That Disagree;
What i Find On ‘these Social Media Websites’ is if any
Opinion, Science or Art, is Given that does not Agree with
the Inclusive Opinions of the Religions; those more Open
Minded, Spirited, Hearted, SouLeD Words Are Discarded Now;
Yet, i am not one of ‘those kind’ of folks Who Divide Humans
Into Swine as Metaphor as Pigs are a Beautiful Part of Nature;
Never the Less, We are Not Going to make A Pig into Marilyn
Monroe with Lipstick Applied Alone; in Fact, it’s Highly
Unlikely and Just about Impossible as Far as i Can
And Will See Now; So yes, as i go about Sowing
my Seed, i separate the Chaff from the Wheat
As We AS Humans All Naturally Do this it is
part of our Nature; but what i don’t do
is Throw the Chaff in the Garbage
(Gehenna) For i understand
the Chaff
The Wheat
Will Not Exist;
Without the Thorns
The Rose will Not Rise
With Flowers; Without Day
No Night, So oN and So Forth;
i Accept the Night and Color the Moon
Love as that is my Nature True as Well too.
i come to the ‘Wrong Planet’ for a Challenge as
It’s the Last Place in the World i Will Ever Be accepted,
As i am just about the Most ‘Out of the Box’ Human Existing
Now And ‘this place’ is all about Staying Within the confines of
What is Written in the ‘Box of Books’ that come Before;
True it is annex of
‘Old Human Books’
That refuses to
See New
my FRiEnD;
And while the
Archetypal Truths
of Humanity Dark
Through Light are Clearly
Illustrated as a Work of Art
the Bible IS through the Ages of
Humanity Naturally Night and Day;
There is always a New Day and a New
World of a ‘Bible’ to Create and that my
Friend is what i do as Both Dance And Song Free;
Smiles, Dear Friend
Going to Catholic
Church is really
No Different
Going to
‘The Wrong
Planet’ for me;
i go where i am wanted
Least in places that are highly
Structured that leave no room
For Original Creativity as it is
Only Resistance Training For my
Soul To Evolve as More Colors of God Love;
Smiles Dear Friend, You An Anchor and i am
A Sail but the Fact that you write a Trilogy in Fantasy
Proves that You are also a Sail too; i used be more of an Anchor too;
You Are
Go where
The Ocean
Finds You
One Day
Find You Are the
Ocean then You
Will Breathe God
as Love Totally Free;
It’s What Water That becomes
Waves Does When it learns that
All of the Separation is Intention
And Union is Simply Breathing Free as the Entire Ocean (God)…
It’s ‘Normal’ for this to take a Whole Life Span to See at Least as
We Continue
to Breathe…
And then
Loving Free…
For Some it is
Their Last Breath…
When They Do Breathe…
This way it is always THeir
First Breath ETeRNaLLY LoVinG (God) NoW…
We Are Both
A Bible
And A Writer
When We come to
Understand This We Breathe
A New Bible It’s Just the Nature
of God iN US Sprouting Wings..:)




When Love Becomes Butterfly Wings More
Than Just A Warm Hand Passing Fancy
However Still THere Is Tantric
Meditation in Soul MaKinG
WHere Mind
Is Put Away
Always A Balance
As Above So Below…
When Romance Dies Body Parts
Dance Sing What About Love Above Below
“It Would Have to Be Beautiful Where You Live”
After the Bootie Dances i Show ‘em A FB Featured
Photo of Katrina’s Asset Do That At 50 Come Back
And See me Dancing.. Hehe… Yes All the Memories
of ‘Folks’ Attempting to Get A Rise Out of Me on the Dance Floor…
When ‘Rednecks’ At Walmart Ask me Why Do You Do This Showing
Them Over 2000 Selfies With Beauties… Audience Acquired Synonyms:
Perfect Angel in Person, Legend, Icon, Hero, Spirit Animal, ‘He is Every Where’…
i just Can’t Fit Heaven in the Size of A ‘King James Bible’ This Takes 10 Reps More In 83 Months #NoMythAllReal… No Just Because i Went To Hell on Earth For 66 Months Won’t Stop me With A Pain Assessed Worse Than Crucifixion.. Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia wake to sleep then… No Just Because i Was Assessed As An Ugliest Weakest Boy Who Looks Like A Girl In Middle
School Won’t Stop me… No Just Because i Am Bi-Polar/Autistic With Depressive Episodes
Where i Can Barely Move For 7 Years in my Life Won’t Stop me… Nope.. Not Even A Total
Eclipse of my HeART Will Stop me… Do You Feel And Sense What Happens When Enough Darkness is Showered Upon A Human Who Survives… Imagine What i Could Have Done
if Not Wandering A Desert of Toxic Patriarchy for 40 Years Until Age 53 in Veils of Ignorance
Just A Hairy Ape Ate A Banana Now i WiLL Put THiS ALL ToGeTHeR JusT For F (Fred)
iN FuN iN HeaVeN WiTHiN NoW
#TiTaNiuM FoR ReaL
Holding Hands for
Paws oF LoVe
God IS A FLoWeR…
So are
Ear plugs.. Even better
Buds Flowering
With Song…
No Honor
No Integrity
No Character
This is What i mean by What is
And What is not ‘a Story of Job’ A Real
Challenge is Starting With Everything to Evolve
And Thrive… SAdly A ‘Leader’ of a PriSoN World of
HiS OwN MaKinG LiVinG HeLL Fear And
Hate Within Consuming An Empty Soul
HeaVeN iS Not A House As God Not A Lover As Car
Neither Above Or Below HEaVeN ALL ARoUND ETeRNaLLY
NoW LoVE WiTHiN WinD… What TiMe Is It i Forgot To Eat
i Forgot to Drink i Am FiLLeD WiTH HeaVeN THiS iS HoW
HeaVeN WiTHiN WorKS NoW… MeeK PooR of SPiRiT WorK
HarDeR to Attain HeaVeN ETeRNaLLy NoW WiTHiN A World
Does Not Give them Riches They Find GoD/LoVE iNSiDE NoW
Richer… Strikes And Gutter-Balls DarK And LiGHT BeYoND Rainbow
Wind Humans And Just BLacK And WHiTE SoULS LoSinG FiRE oF LoVE STiLL
iN Short Pocahontas Is my Favorite Princess SaVinG Me in a ‘Rich Trump Place’
Is More Than Enough ‘Job’ This Go Around… Receiving A New Testament Instruction
Manual on How To Love Enemies And Turn Other Cheeks Yet ‘They’ Still Do Not See ‘Wind’
AnYWaY Back to A Bottom oF A STorY Up ToP Heaven is Not Enough To ReacH
HEaVEN A Bit of Hell is Required ReAlly Arriving Fully ALiVE How Sad it is When
Humans Are Spoon-Fed A Materially Reduced World Almost From Birth… Neuroscience
Shows Now We Basically Hallucinate Our Realities Some Folks Are Better At Creating
A Life Story… They Got Together Tied God Up Put God In A Trunk Of Their Vehicle And
Shut It… ‘They’ Tied A MillSTonE To God And Carefully Dropped God In God’s Ocean
In Other Words Escape A PriSoN Of YouR Neo-Cortex (WordS) Free Yourself With
God Dance God Needs No Words to Live As Nature
Words Are Technology Either We Master Words Or
We Become Slave to Technology As Words
Become Only Idol God An Alternative That
Sadly Most Folks Take is to Worship Sidewalks
of God From Souls of Other Folks… Worship Words Idols
Of God… NoW ‘LioN KinGQueeN David’ Dances Naked Free One
With God In Flow Letting CuLTuRaL CLoTHeS Go… A TheMe SonG
DaNCE MeMe With Richard Gere DaNCinG KinG DaViD iLLuSTRaTES
All BeLoW ABoVE WiTHiN ARouND God WeLL… God CReATeS A ‘WeB’
to GRoW oN An 8th Day Greater Than THiS Or ThaT Bible… TeacHinG ‘HeR’
How to “Pay Bills” ‘BaLanCinG A BuDGeT’ All That’s Left And Right
IS WatCH HeR Do What i Do FREE i AM LoVE LiGHT…
(John 14:12) Even Bible Thumping Christians to
WRiTE A HeART BeaT oF THeiR OwN (Bible)
Dance And Sing A New Bible to Lord Our God
Nature oF aLL FoR OuR GReaTesT Gift LiFE Do
Greater Works Than Jesus And little old me
TRuE As StarS iN A Sky aRe NuMBeReD
A LioN KinGQueeN’S Days Are too PRePaRE
Ye A Way to Do Greater Works Than me THiS iS A BiT
EPiC Yes ThaT’S HoW i RocK AnD Roll mY GoD iS
GReaTeR (ALL) THaN YouRS So Let’s PLaY!!!
“Jesus” is JusT A Recurring ‘Human Archetypal
Folk Story’ ‘A Hero’s Journey’ Out of DarK iNto Light
Reborn AGaiN As FeaRLeSS LoVE… True i am also
PLaYinG A Role of ‘LioNKinGQueeN’ DaViD too… So
True Outside of ‘Mary Magdalene’ Considering Sister And Wife too
Breathing Jesus Dying With Only a Few Friends Believing in Him Real
Yes Pretty Girls Are Nerds too
With Very Systemizing Structuring
Minds ‘She’ is my Personal Secretary
Now that i Score an 11 HeHe… i used to
Be A Finest Point of A Pencil Drawing Every
Line of Life in StraighTesT Lines Now i am A
Beyond iNFiNiTY PAinT BRusH Digit of Fingers
Past 10… True i Paint With More Than All Colors
of Wind Yes i Air Brush Life While Katrina Keeps Her
Pencil Sharp And Gets me to TiMe… Administering Her
Mammogram Clinician Says A Reason Her Breasts Are Still
As Perky As 18 Years-Old is They Are WonderWoman Dense
Neuroscience Shows Now We Basically Hallucinate Our Realities
Some Folks Are Better At Creating A Life Story Than Living in Dust of Older Books

Catholic Mass Readings From July 26th, 2020:

“Reading 1, First Kings 3:5, 7-12
5 At Gibeon Yahweh appeared to Solomon in a dream during the night. God said, ‘Ask what you would like me to give you.’

7 Now, Yahweh my God, you have made your servant king in succession to David my father. But I am a very young man, unskilled in leadership.

8 And here is your servant, surrounded with your people whom you have chosen, a people so numerous that its number cannot be counted or reckoned.

9 So give your servant a heart to understand how to govern your people, how to discern between good and evil, for how could one otherwise govern such a great people as yours?’

10 It pleased Yahweh that Solomon should have asked for this.

11 ‘Since you have asked for this,’ God said, ‘and not asked for long life for yourself or riches or the lives of your enemies but have asked for a discerning judgement for yourself,

12 here and now I do what you ask. I give you a heart wise and shrewd as no one has had before and no one will have after you.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 119:57, 72, 76-77, 127-128, 129-130
57 My task, I have said, Yahweh, is to keep your word.

72 The Law you have uttered is more precious to me than all the wealth in the world.

76 Your faithful love must be my consolation, as you have promised your servant.

77 Treat me with tenderness and I shall live, for your Law is my delight.

127 So I love your commandments more than gold, purest gold.

128 So I rule my life by your precepts, I hate all deceptive paths.

129 Wonderful are your instructions, so I observe them.

130 As your word unfolds it gives light, and even the simple understand.

Reading 2, Romans 8:28-30
28 We are well aware that God works with those who love him, those who have been called in accordance with his purpose, and turns everything to their good.

29 He decided beforehand who were the ones destined to be moulded to the pattern of his Son, so that he should be the eldest of many brothers;

30 it was those so destined that he called; those that he called, he justified, and those that he has justified he has brought into glory.

Gospel, Matthew 13:44-52
44 ‘The kingdom of Heaven is like treasure hidden in a field which someone has found; he hides it again, goes off in his joy, sells everything he owns and buys the field.

45 ‘Again, the kingdom of Heaven is like a merchant looking for fine pearls;

46 when he finds one of great value he goes and sells everything he owns and buys it.

47 ‘Again, the kingdom of Heaven is like a dragnet that is cast in the sea and brings in a haul of all kinds of fish.

48 When it is full, the fishermen bring it ashore; then, sitting down, they collect the good ones in baskets and throw away those that are no use.

49 This is how it will be at the end of time: the angels will appear and separate the wicked from the upright,

50 to throw them into the blazing furnace, where there will be weeping and grinding of teeth.

51 ‘Have you understood all these?’ They said, ‘Yes.’

52 And he said to them, ‘Well then, every scribe who becomes a disciple of the kingdom of Heaven is like a householder who brings out from his storeroom new things as well as old.’”


Smiles Dear Sohair Even Science
Shows Regulate Emotions
Integrate Senses
Naturally Sing
Positive Dance in Light…
SMiLes Sohair.. ‘This’ is surely one of the Most
Detailed Books For Adherence to an Every Day
All the Way Tradition to Share in Life keeping everyone
Binding and Bonding Over the Same Religion of Life;
Smiles.. in the United States
We used to have
Three Black
And White
Religious Traditions
on TV And Christmas
And Easter Where Most
Everyone attends Church
Who Goes at all for an
Hour or So Each
Week Other
than that
Little Tradition
Was Part Of Life
Now it’s a like of this
or that on Facebook as
Far as What Folks are Practicing
on Differently Together.. It’s True
Culture Without Tradition is a Chaos
Now For Many Folks to Sort out on their Own
Not Everyone is cut-out to do that Very Few
Now are
but of course
Humans Are Already
Over-Populating and
Consuming the Face of Nature
God So Nature God’s Response
Is A Virus Returned from the Wild-Life
Homes in Balance that Humans Out of
Balance Take Away Story continues Dear FRiEnD
As Long NoW
as whatever
Peace that
Will continue
ToGeTHeR NoW..:)

Thanks Sohair.. so
Much everyday Tradition
Lost now during the
Pandemic challenge

Evidence, Below; Per ‘This Case’ of
Mr. Fnord Bullying Others; Specifically me,
in this Instance; Only, Because He Suggests Evidence is required
for a ‘guilty verdict’ as such for Bullying Behavior on this Internet Site.

Considering that i have Close to a Photographic Memory For Text;
This Post could get a lot longer, Per my ‘Memory Bank’, Where i Have stored
Most all the instances Where Mr. Fnord, ‘Intellectually’ Bullied Me By Using
Degrading Words, Suggesting that my Philosophical Poetic Descriptions
Are Evidence of Incoherence; A Nonsensical Mind; Personal Attacks on
my Mental (Health) Well Being, Overall, as continuing Bullying Behavior for
Years, in this Case, Of course, i’m a big enough boy not to tattle, in my case.

But of course, i have the reference Point of a Common Experience of Folks
Rolling down the Windows of their Car and Yelling Out Legend to me for
The 13,452 Miles of Public Dance in 83 Months, i have accomplished
in my Metro Area; along with other Non-Bullying Behavior like, “Do you
Know how famous You Are”, “You are a Real Hero”; And Generally Speaking,
“How Much Greater the World would be if more folks like you existed.” As
Far As the writing goes, Where folks have what it takes to understand me more fully;
Profound Genius is Not an Uncommon, Non-Bullying Behavior that Comes to my Ears.

i was just dancing cause it felt good; i was whole; i didn’t need anything
from anyone else; other folks Noticed and Naturally Provided Applause;
Not everyone Looks Up to someone who ‘has More’; Namely, Bullies who ‘have less’.

Of course, for anyone with a Small Knowledge of Philosophy; It’s a Well
known FACT that in the STUDY of it; Many folks Claim the Only way to
actually Discuss the ‘ineffable’ Parts of Philosophy is through Poetry;

Go Figure; i LiVE iN Heaven Within for 7 Years; i express the
Philosophy of the Experience Poetically and some folks don’t understand
the ‘Parables’ And Such that some folks find insightful who understand;
Yes, Obviously, others don’t. When there IS evidence that some folks gain
insight from the Communication and others don’t; the best course of action
is to avoid Personal Attacks in Bullying because one does not understand what is being ‘intimated’.

While Religion and Politics Demand a Target Audience, OBVIOUSLY, to Fulfill Validity in Bonding
And Binding Humans Together for Social Order; Philosophy, Will be as large as a Group of Individuals
With a Mutual and Consensual Understanding of Common Experiences; Or on the other hand, Folks
Who Live in Heaven Within, Literally as such; ‘Autotelic’ in Flow, With Copious Amounts of ‘Frission’,
Living A Life in Light of Truth in Beauty, Love’s Wisdom; May surely have difficulty
Explaining to folks what this is; in any other way but Poetry that may reach
some folks, who have the Appropriate Experience in Life to understand
the metaphors that are being Provided. Hey; but at least i provide terms to
Google that Prove the Kingdom of Heaven in Metaphor is a REAL Feeling and
Sense and Higher Potential of Being With Much Greater Executive Functioning
in Focus, Short Term Memory, And Long Term Memory to increase Creativity
as Measured in Science, Five times Greater With Much More Productivity too;

Additionally, A Life of Moving Meditation is assessed by Science as Literally
a Fountain of Youth Slowing and Regenerating the Aging Process for Real;

Reams of evidence provided at 60 Years-Old that prove that from head to toe too…

As Far As Evidence for Creativity And Productivity that will be provided upon request too…

i suppose, Writing an 8.3 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem
In the History of Humankind; in yes, Free Verse Poetry all about the Experience
of Heaven within described with Many Black Abyss to Beyond Rainbow Colors of Metaphors
That Are Indeed required to get anywhere close to communicate with others with some
Experiential Semblance of Understanding to get the ‘Aha’ Moments in Life Bringing ‘Frission’ in some cases;
is indeed evidence for Creativity; And surely, 13,452 Miles of Public Dance, additionally, in the Same span of
83 Months is Enough Evidence for Productivity and Creativity too; to be clear, Money does NOT HAVE TO
BE PART OF THE EQUATION; the Western World tends to be focused on External Rewards; i am coming
here from a More ‘Eastern Place of Soul’, for only Metaphor of Course too. Generally Speaking, around
Fear And Hate Tainted Folks ‘Parables of Metaphors and the such’ get to the intended audience soon and sooner too.

Again, Just one Specific example here,
In my recent “Memory Bank”; Easy enough
to Provide a Link for too if requested, of course.

starkid wrote:

“Why do you capitalize random words and post
in short lines of text that look like poetry?”

funeralxempire wrote:

“That’s just how he writes. If one is inclined to read his posts they’re often insightful although the writing style makes it easy for posters to be very dismissive, but it’s not as though the only respectable way to post is in essay form.”

Fnord Wrote:

“Respectable … contemptible … whatever … his posts are difficult to parse, and when I can make any sense of them at all they remind me of the rambling emo freeverse “poetry” that my ex-wife used to write and recite out loud to anyone who would listen. She was alcoholic and bipolar. What’s his excuse?”

It’s Worth Noting Here that Some of the Greatest Arts by Humankind Are Expressed by Folks with Bi-Polar Disorder.

And Of course they are noted Dead Legends.

In my Case, it only took 15 Months of actually
Public Dancing to hear that from Complete Strangers.

The Rewards are too numerous to count and none
of the rewards include Money or other Materialistic Stuff.

The Kingdom of Heaven is REALLY WITHIN.

EVEN THE old Bible makes this Clear but
folks who don’t understand Metaphors
still don’t get it; This is a real problem
in this World We Live in Now; Consuming
The Face of the Earth (Nature/God) Externally, Out of Balance,
Instead of Regenerating (Nature/God) Coming From a Place of Heaven Within.

i Don’t Have to imagine Heaven or Hell; done ’em both.

Honestly, i value Fnord’s contributions too much here to ever
do anything that would get him in trouble where
he is no longer allowed to contribute here….

In Fact, i Value Everyone’s Contributions in Life;
Fortunately For Me, Rarely Am i Confused by
Any ‘Kind’ of Human communication; That’s a Plus-up….

i surely would not complain, if i did not Understand;
in fact, i would Politely ask for clarification to Learn;
And i can’t imagine Bullying anyone if i did not;
i Find it Cringe Worthy; and Very Sad;
For i have good Understanding of
Human Psychology And what
The Origin of this Issue is.

Yet, This is ALL Naturally A part
of the Kingdom of “Love” Heaven
within in Doing Least harm as
‘the Sycamore’ Grows taller…

There is no need
to Fear and Hate
what one Does Not Understand;

And there is No Need to Cut
A Sycamore Tree Down; For they
Grow even taller when allowed; hehe,
of course More Evidence Will Be Provided Upon Request than Most anyone could
Handle with Any ‘Astronomical Device’ to See ‘The Top of this Sycamore Tree Still GRoWinG Now.

It’s Kind of useless
to Bully a Tree; ‘Living or Dead’;
Particularly, If One Has no ‘Saw’.

i Love This Song.

Do You?

Rhetorical Question,
only, my FRiEnD..:)

-the Grinning ‘Bob Cat’;
The Wolf, And The Smiling ‘ChessHire’….
‘Painting All the Colors of the Wind’ All The Riches Around -me

And This Completes A 3rd ‘Frednata’ of This MacroVerse at 5585 Words



SMiLes Dear Sohair… i See God As Christmas
Trees With All Living Points oF LiGHT LoVE iN Existence
NoW All Lights of Christmas Trees… Even NoW At Church
Priests will Look At Me Strange
When i Dance And
Sing It’s
So Simple
God is Love
God Is really really
Love i’m not kidding
God IS Love if We Just
Believe and Do Love Without
Harming Others We Are Doing God
As Verb and Not Just an Idol Word or a Statue
With No Living Spirit WiTHiN of Love to Give
And Share Free
but of course
it’s easy
for me
to see
that this
Spirit this Flame
Does Not Burn Within
Them As God Is Love When
i Dance And Sing This to them
i Wonder How i might Light that
Flame in them too so they too will Really
See God is Love Within to Give and Share For
Free Doing Least Harm to All as God As Love too
But of course without the Flame Burning Within
The Poetry
is Just
in Dance
And Song
And the Feeling
of God Within Love
Is Just No Where to Be
Found for them to See within
So they See Love as Mush and whatever
they decide as Right or Wrong as Love and
Even Try to Make Lies into Truth to Prove their Point
But True there is an
Entire Globe
A Christmas
Tree of Points
With God Is Love
Within Just Waiting
As Flicker as Flame to
Be Lit Up in Colors More each
Day so wherever i Go Dear Sohair i find
This Twin Flame of Love For this FRiEnD
Love is the HeART the SPIRiT the Soul
of Love Yes God that Breathes me into
as THeRE
is No Separation
never ever When God is Love Within
Yes indeed my Twin Flame for All..
hehe For me it is a Forest Fire
With All The Christmas Trees
Ready for
New Colors
of Love to Feel, See,
Give, And Share for Free
And No… i LiVE No ParT NoW
oF Love Vacant to be my Home my FiRE (GoD) IS LoVE..:)

“We live in this world and there is an invisible rope of eneregy that connects us all.. When we give.. Share and help we give power to that rope to be stronger and it will be more stronger with the source( God).. No harm is there with that flame.. Only light shining and guiding.”


Smiles Dear Sohair The Energy
of Love the Most Powerful
Human Connecting
Force of
All Surely
Breathes in Your
Words Yes indeed
to me this is True Religion Love..:)

Simple Well Being Rule All
That Relieves Feelings
Of Negative Stress
Is Literally
Our Fountain
Of Youth Connecting
The Health And Well
Being Dots With Fearless
Love Yes
In This
A Poem
Will Be
For Health
As Long As
It Loves With no
Fear But Yes There
Is Always Science
And Oxytocin For
Folks Who
Poetry Soul
Breathing Now
Free this way😁
In Other Words Emotional
Regulation And Sensory
Integration is an Oldest
To Breathe
Best Health
A Nation of Quick
Fix Pills And Cognitive
Behavioral Therapy in
Words Alone Misses
The Root
Of Our
Missing Soul
Dances And Songs
Together As Balance
Is Key to All Thriving Now😁

Relieved to hear You are
Okay And Feeling
Better Now Just
To Your HeART
Hehe i Don’t Read
Minds Just Souls
As THere is No
Distance, Space,
Time, Or Matter
Hehe Or Even Terabyte
Storage Limits in Spirit
For Love’s Intelligence
Is A Hug Within To See

No Lessons Or Colorful
Photos Today Just
Wondering How are
You Dear FRiEnD
Are You less
At Work
Finding SMiLes
And Joy You Don’t Always
Tell me When You Are Down
And When You are Up Usually
i see your Smiling Face Somewhere
So Today
i am
To Check
Up on my
Dear FRiEnD
Makes me Happy
When You are happy
i don’t mind Sharing
Your Troubles if You
Too With
In The
Desert too
A Flower For You too Why not🏝

Thanks it’s nice
To come across
Open Human
Souls Still
In Love’s
Truth of Freedom
This is A nice Place
To Visit i appreciate you🕊😁

SMiLes You are Welcome
About Above So Below
The Nautilus
Creates A Shell
That Mirrors the
PHI Golden Spiral
Of The Milky Way
Same As A Sunflower
And Below Subatomic
Particles in Spiraling
Flow indeed Breath
Of Poetry
On A Page
In Free Dance
And Song in
Words Now
How Beautiful
It is to exist Water
Waves Ocean Whole
In AToneMenT
YeS In UniSoN
This Way
As God
Whole in
All that is Us
The Masonic Lodge
Repeats A Same Phrase
As Above So Below that
Indeed Is Also
Found originally
From the Gospel
Of Thomas
In the
Dead Sea
Scrolls before
Anyone had
The opportunity
To edit it but of
Course anyone with
Eyes and Ears to See
Will Find this Golden
Spiral PHI Pattern
In Flow
In All
We aRe aLL
Part of A Naked
Free Work of Art
God That We Only Hide
With Cultural Clothes
And Other Tools
We Make
That We
NoW As
Away From
Naked Breath
Of God Born
Breathing Free
Yes Below as Above
Within inside outside
And All Around Love..:)

SMiLes I look
Within Now For
Knowing, Feeling,
Sensing Truth
iN Light
i study
Other Opinions
But i Find my
Own Not Unlike
Dance or Song
Sex Will Also Be
Divine Meditation
In Flow Agape Love
In Deed Romantic
Love Tends to be
Love is
All Compersion
Joy For the Joy
Others Feel
The Way
Of an
Romance indeed
Often Turns
Into more
Love as
At core
It’s about
Securing A
Mate and Sure
Of Genes
Smiles as
We Grow
Older at
Of owning
Others For Truly
Love Never Owns
Or Demands Worship
Just another Virtue
Of God
Is Love
That i
Find impossible
To explain to Jealousy
And Ownership
For what
Be owned
Love when
God Really is
Only Giving
My Friend Pleasure
Is okay and Part
Of Love when
Given Shared
With least
Harm i visit
Church each
Sunday but
The Buildings
Including Words
Of others never
Free Love
Within me
Yes Naked and
Free of All Human
Cultural Clothes as
Even the Gospel
Of Thomas
In Verse 37..:)

Thanks Dear i write
‘Free Verse Nude
Poetry’ too 6 Volumes
For The Meditative
Tantric Experience
Of Autotelic Flow
As It Is An Oldest
Most Traditional
Poetic And
Physical Way
For Sacred Holy
Meditation as Even
Muslim Sufi Poets
Will attest to lose
All Time, Distance,
Space, And Matter
Truly Achieving
Divine LoVE iN
Flow This Way
NoW iN Union
All that
Is (God) With
No Fear Open
SoUL All that’s
Left to Do
With All
Loving All
Once The
Fruits of
Into Love Above
Hehe it Would be
Impossible to
Explain this to
‘The Pope’
But i am
Quite Sure
You Have
To ‘See’ ‘God’
This Way Freer too..:)

Dragons 🐉 Are Cool
Yes They Have Such
Magnificent Resolve
Yet They only have
Reptile Brains
With Will And
Fearless Strength
To Survive Yes Balance
Of Grace to
Fly Do They
Love in Fairy
Tales of Galilee
At Least They
Do But What If
But What If
But What
If one Nation
Really Under Love
Then All Would Wear
A Mask, Social Distance,
Wash Their Hands, Close
Stuff Down, And The
Helping Loving Hand
Of Government
Well Prepared
Supporting Subsistence
As Any Nation Under
Love WILL under
The ViRuS
With SMaRT Love
Of Science Reason
As All The Other
Countries Do
That Do Not
Fall Under And
Follow Psychopathic
Leaders With Zero
Levels of Empathy
And Love
In The
Dark Trinity
Yes Triad
Life that
Kills others
In Deed But of
Course Perhaps
Only An Autistic
Person Could
God Is Love
And Truth in
Loving All is Smart
Yes i have
Than Gorilla
Glue Dragon
Of Love But it’s
True many Folks
Here in Trump Town
At Least literally
For Really
God is SMaRT
Love Breathing Fire
First Landing
Today in New York🐉☺️

i just finished
Writing to the
Song “Colors
Of the Wind” With
Vanessa Williams
Singing But Yes of
Course With Disney
Princess Pocahontas
Who Reminds me of
My Wife Half Pacific
Islander With
Indian As She
Climbed 40 Foot
Trees With Her
Twin Brother
To Peer Over Roofs
When They Were 8…
Hehe.. i Am Terrified
Of Heights but that’s
All i Fear
As i must
i don’t get
Too High to Come Back…
Happy Tuesday Vrunda☺️

One Good Man John McCain Sets A President Among Senate Republicans
Romney Comes to Mind Too Sure Will Use A Few More as ‘Eggs Are Rotting’
McCain Saves A Potential 20K LiveS iN Healthcare As LeSSoN Of ‘JOB’ Before
He Goes
For Every
‘MAN’ A SeaSon
Lesson of Pain True Believer
Founding Fathers Once Again Hold
Their Heads High On Mt Rushmore
With Civil Rights Leader John Lewis too…
Breakfast with
the Sopranos
On the News
‘You can’t make this Shut up’
PeacePainting oF ART
God Laughs
“WiLL i WaiT”
Title oF A 119th/
780th MacroVerse
Of “Nether Land Bible 2017”
River Be Holy Sacred FLoWinG
SouL i Am

Everything i Do in Blogs Is Copy And Paste i Write to Someone Else
All Around A Globe ‘Pieces of 8’ Without Money me Spread- Out
If Folks Wanna Take The Hours, Effort And Practice It Takes to
Find ME AT Least They Get ME ALL Free With Nothing to Give Back
i Don’t Do ‘Target Audiences’ ‘Cause THeRE iS No Specific Target
Audience for Original Creativity Breathing… It’s Really Amazing How
Even The Most Outlier Ways of Creativity Are Fed NoW By
Free Avenues in Technology to Erase Middle-Folk-Doubt
Yes Just Another Blogger-Tale-Copy-Paste
Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem
Over 8.3 MiLLioN Words Of
‘Higher-Power’ Technology Free
Anyway “KATiE MiA Aghogday” on the
Blogger Platform Just One of 7 Blogs i Create
Power of Copy/Paste More Than one Basket of Eggs
i Just Take A Little Humor in ‘that’ As the Folks At ‘dVerse’ Poetry Pub Said
A Shame no one would ever wanna see Poems that are longer now than 200
Words… A Blog Post Celebrating 8 MiLLioN Words in 80 Months Itself Rather
Novel Size at 43,561 Words But IT did not Stop Over 2,000 Views
“SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months”
Moved to Top 6 Blog Post List Viewed in that Blog Receiving
301,924 Views… “Oh CaPTAiN WHeRE ART THoU NoW”
927th Word Press MacroVerse And 1000th Blog Post
in the “KATiE MiA Aghogday” Blog in 88 Months
Anyway Just A Link To the Blog Celebrating
A Thousand Blog Posts.. “KATiE MiA Aghogday”..
With Coming Blog Post.. “Oh CaPTAiN WHeRE ART THoU NoW”

Oh Yeah And there is that Other ‘Small’ Issue of 8,703 Posts on ‘the Wrong
Planet’ Website Since 11.25.2010 That Surely Make Everything i’ve Written online
At Least 12 MiLLioN Words Since that Date but i’ll Stick With Conservative at 12M Words…

Just one Post that i Authored on the ‘Major Factor of Rampage Killings’ (Lack of Social Roles)
Received over 88,000 Views Not Unlike the Viral Video of me Dancing in Walmart Someone
Else took for Just another 15 Or so Minutes of So-Called Fame then by hey this is all Just
Part of a Tale of A Tape NoW too JusT For The Record Books As ‘They’ Do Dance Sing Now True.

Oh Yeah And My Post on my Blog About Autism Spectrum Burn-Out Received Over 10,000 Views

Smiles, Dear Friend; Been Visiting this Internet Site for Nearly 10 Years.

i got Here in the Middle of An Autistic Burn-out at 33 Months, in a total
of 66 Months that my Air Force Reserve Major Psychiatrist said was the
Most Hopeless Case he had ever dealt with; willing to see if he could get
An Experimental Vagal Nerve Stimulator Basically to Bring my Dead Soul of Emotions Back to Life.

(My Insurance Wouldn’t Cover that or the ‘Trans-cranial Magnetic Stimulation’ He suggested either)

i Remember, when i first went in to see him; really terrified as i always knew i was
Different than most other folks and really my Sister was the only one close to like
me, in the Area i lived in; as yes, she was eventually diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome too.

i had dealt With Chronic Stress at work in Navigating Mostly the Social World for 11 Years;
with the Last two in Acute Fight or Flight Stress; as all that was my Soul was slowly drifting
Away into a Black Abyss, where there would be no reference point back, if i ever felt a Smile
for my Entire Life for the 66 Months, i spent in that Black Abyss, with 19 Medical Disorders;
including Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia; Yes, the Worst Pain Known to Humankind
in my Entire Existence then from Wake to Sleep, no drug would touch; the Psychiatrist
initially asked, “Why don’t you use something other than the Adrenaline of
Anxiety and Fear to Motivate Yourself”; i had no frigging clue
what he was talking about; or how a person could possibly
Motivate themselves With E-MoTioNS as Slow as i Possibly
Could have been in Emotional Intelligence; but of course where
i am from in ‘Trump Town USA’, if a Boy Smiled They would be called
the F Word and Not Fred and threatened with Bodily Harm; as at the City
Park for Playing Tennis and the Middle School Halls, Boys with Emotions were not allowed;
at least by the Other Onward Christian Marching Soldier Boys who had Big Daddy’s Training
Them Still to Be Desert Warriors of Scarcity; ‘Destroying’ Folks Who Look and Act different in ‘Tribal Warfare’.

In Other Words, i understand
the Nature of ‘The Beast’;
i understand where
Bullies come from;
And i do have the Patience
of ‘Job’ For them as i surely know
What Environment Gardens them
And Doesn’t Flower them the same
way my Mother Did; Without the Influence of
my Military and Law-Enforcement Patriarchal
Father Leaving at age 3; He didn’t have the Deep South Bible Belt
States Opportunity, still in Desert Scarcity, to destroy my Soul then.

Hehe; Working for the Military for a Quarter of a Century was enough
to finish the rest of my Soul off; i came here with an Avatar of a Smiling
Baby; the one my Mother said had Open Arms for All Strangers; all i wanted
to do is Feel the Love For All that Child in me Once Innocently Felt in Childhood then.

Some Folks Don’t even have that Reference Point; They Have No Idea that Heaven Love Exists.

My Wife Still had it; i wanted what she had so Desperately that i used her name as my
First Facebook Name all alone with no Friends outside my Home; i didn’t want to be a girl
like her; i just wanted that divine loving spirit that smiled within her she shared and lit up
When She Connected to Others; same one my Mother Always had but never Lost as she was
also on a Bi-Polar Spectrum; but staying high never going Low like i did for 7 Years in my life.

She Was a Beautiful Poet, Just by the Nature of Her Life Starting Writing in Shapes like i do now
in her 50’s as i Naturally did at 53; I hated Poetry then; i could not understand why she would do
it; or why folks would read it. But of course, i did not have An Inner Voice of Love in Soul As Poetry
Brings and Nourishes to Motivate Every Physical Action in Life, Through Inner Forces of Positive Emotions now.

My God; They Never taught this in School.

My God; They Never Taught this In Church

Now My God Love Lives in me Free to Give and
Share as My God Love is as real as anything i have
experienced in Life; i understand now that Poetry was
only the Shell of Her God of Love That Lived within her;
Really no Different than a Tiny Nautilus Reflects, ‘Building
More Stately Mansions’ of Nautilus Shells Reflecting the Entire
Milky Way FOR REAL;

i know (FEEL) for
sure there would
be no more Bullies in
the World if they could
See Love the way i FEEL God For Real AS LoVE NoW.

And i understand why they Can Not ; Will Not; and
Do Not Now For i come from Similar ‘Trump Breeding Grounds’, indeed;

They know (Feel/Sense) not what they do; as neither did i until
i gained these Eyes and Ears that are truly ‘Seeing Hearing’ Breathing Love.

Yes, For me at
Least, 1 Second
Where i am now
LoVE is worth all the
5 Decades
i am the Living Dead then.

Smiles, my FRiEnD, i See
‘Dead People’ all over my Town;
in Church, Online, Everywhere i go;
And if i was not dead before in Living
Hell, i would have never gained this ‘sight’
to understand the difference between Hell
and Heaven on Earth; so indeed, i write about both;

It Takes a Bi-Polar Person to Fully See Heaven and Hell;
And it probably Takes a Person With Asperger’s
Syndrome to find some Systemizing Way to
Even Possibly Reach A Soul With No Breath;

i don’t ‘know’;
i just see
this and
Breathe it again…

Have a Nice Day my FRiEnD;
Thanks for the Words that
You Hear and See Part of
what i do too; it’s not
possible NOT
to give
and share
Heaven to the
Best of one’s abilities,
to all others, when one
Lives here as it’s a Natural
Part of this Home now to give and share free..:)

It Seems That Higher Points in Systemizing
Standard IQ is indeed a Road Block to Heaven WiTHiN;
It only makes Common Sense as it IS A LIMITING INTELLIGENCE.


-A Somewhat
Reformed Straight
A Student NoW into
More Of A Spiraling S Now of Hope..:)







Smiles, Magz, this is probably
gonna be a post you wanna read
in a state of Higher Emotional Capacity too; i surely, completely Understand; Thank You.

Smiles; Thanks for Caring. Actually, i am Extremely Logical too; And Can Turn it on in a
Turn of A Coin; And Change And Go Back the Other Way; However, Now It Depends of course
on what i am Discussing; there really isn’t a Need for me to live in a World of Making Technical
Lists, And Solving Analytical Problems at ‘Work’ as that’s what ‘they’ used me for most; no matter
What Job i was in then..:)

Smiles; Whenever i Write, There is A Song From my Fingers that’s Hard to Describe;
Never the Less; It’s a Dance And Song in Union together that’s really bliss in ‘Soul Flow’.

Haha; i can turn back to logic in a turn of a coin; but i must Sing it’s Not easy
As A Dance And Song in Flow Is A Bliss, i never Felt Before; Anyway, when i first
recovered, in 2013, my First Facebook Friend actually Had the Nickname of ‘Mags’,
in Fact, She Used to Post Here; Her Name was Mags Burch; Out of all the Online Communities
for Autism; When i was recovering a Bit; She was one of Very Few Who Treated me like a Human Being;

She and Additionally Another Moderator Named Leah, Who i’m actually still Friends with; It’s rare
that i receive Reciprocal Communication here; but one thing i cannot go without doing is Returning
Communication Back to Someone else; My Form of Autism is surely Not in the Norm either, Overall.

But Hey; as Your Signature Says; i surely agree, ‘Normal’ is Not necessarily Mentally Healthy;

And Surely Not fun; hehe..:)

i Remember When my First Love
at 19 Left me; My Emotions Were
So Powerful; All the Feelings
Everywhere really Decimated
me, to the point i could not
stand to listen
to Music
on the
Radio as it
all Hurt so intensely Emotionally
then but; The Bitter Sweet Part of
Grief and why the Emotions were
so intense is Oxytocin Drops-off
And Dopamine increases to Motivate
Us to Look Elsewhere for Connection;
Rather Dangerous though, when one is on
A Bi-Polar Spectrum; this indeed only makes
me ‘Half-Vulcan’; as i’ve always Been Able to feel
Empathically, Everyone’s Pleasure Or Pain, except when i lived in
the Deadzone for about 7 Years of my Life; ‘Spock Soul Melding’, indeed;

And Honestly From a Distance, Most Folks Mistake me as Law-Enforcement
As i surely inherited the Look and Body Type from my Father; but my Mother’s

Soul of Love WiTHiN; Is Usually the Dominant Force that wills;

there are exceptions as it is very literally true i am as Strong as an

Orangutan as Science Shows Is Humanly Possible by Empirical Measure.

The Meditative Flow of Dance and the Meditative Flow of Writing
Has Allowed me to Regulate my Emotions And Integrate my Senses
in a way where the Emotions in my Words Fuel me Forward instead of
Overwhelming me; with a Kind of Shield around my Feeling ‘Soul Essence’;

i do Understand, How some of the Posts, i’ve Written Lately, will surely
Be Overwhelming to someone very sensitive that way; as really, i Color all
The Words in a way i would hope might wake someone’s Soul Back Up who
has lost ‘that Sensitivity’; as i remember the Song ‘Fire Work’ By Katie Perry so
intense Emotionally in 2010 as only one Art that even brought A Faint Feeling of Soul Back

in my 66 Months of Deadzone, most Recently;
As the Other Period of Around a Year, was in College.

Regulating Emotions
And Integrating Senses
is truly a Life Long Art;
And Really An Individual
Art that only the Individual
Will Find a Way to Master Through Wisdom
of Experience And Practice in what works as an Art of Life..:)

The Song ‘Wide Awake’ by Katy Perry Describes a Similar Trip out of Dark;

As Fearless as i am now with zero levels of Anxiety; i surely was a Man

‘Trembling in a Wheel Chair Soul’


in a

Basement of Hell at 47;
i was beyond any feeling
of Hope to ever come back
to any existence of wanting to Live at all.

i am Glad, i did not literally ‘jump off that bridge’ then;
For it’s true, while i may not have had the ability to feel
a smile then; through my Public Dance At Least now the Living
Children i do not have is Smiles Provided to Others More than Stars in
the Sky to Count; Hehe; or Grains of Sand on a Fairly Large Beach; gonna
Leave a clip From the Movie ‘Contact’ too; as for me at least, it moved me in
a way that no other Movie did then Just for the Feeling of Being Connecting to

Everything in Existence Within;

As far as i will see that’s Heaven;

The Other Place is not being connected at all.

To me; it’s really that Simple and so very Real as Human Nature;

And Just how We Are Evolved Empathically With Love Arts of ‘Soul’ Best to Give and Share Free…

But i do come from a Very Small Nuclear Family of Females that brought that early on to me…

all the
in a World of Love;
The Hug of a Nurturing touch..:)

Contact; Even More Difficult in A World of Masks Now;

Losing Effective use of my Eyesight and Hearing With
The Worst Pain Known to Humankind for 66 Months; Really Left me no choice
but to Turn my Soul into Words; as Deficit Becomes the opposite of Before..:)

i have a Propensity to go to A Dark Place not many will imagine; my Psychiatrist
Said that Usually it is only folks on the Autism Spectrum Who Will Go to Zero Point Emotions;
Thing about that is; the Decision making Process in doing stuff like making a TV Dinner in
Cognitive Executive Functioning Disappears; i couldn’t even manage a Game of ‘Tic Tac Toe’
And Of course that was 33 Months as a Shut-in not being able to do anything at all as
far as that goes; before i even came here on Thanks Giving Day of 2010; it’s true


place probably
Did Save my life;

i Am Well Aware
there are likely more
than a Few Folks here
now who are in a similar
place as me before; who do not have what
it takes to connect; but might feel something anyway.

There are those Who Are Silent; who are looking for a way up..:)

i used to think, if i could Just ‘Feed Vultures’ My life would have some
meaning and

i watered
A Flower until
it Bloomed; A
Rise; A Rose of
me Out of Thorns to Flower too
With Butterfly Wings; Life is so Very Hard; Life is so Very
Strange; Life is Also So Very Good; Yet Always A Mix of
Order and Chaos

Making the
Chaos into
Magic Enough
to Enjoy Life as Cosmos Order Us
Is A Lifelong Breathing Loving Art of the Ages and Sages too..:)

Oh yeah; Pensacola Beach, in the Movie ‘Contact’; i do have a certain
advantage living ‘here’, Just A Few Miles Away; i Focus more on the
Beach, For Years, than ‘Footprints’ of Ignorance; Now, i find the Beach Living as me too..:)

The Forest in my
BackYard is the SaMe..:)



Well.. This “Oh CaPTaiN WHeRE ArT THoU NoW”.. MacroVerse Travels
Now A Bit More Than i Expected but hey in Flow You Just Go WHere
The Creativity Takes you Like being Swum By Water as A Fish
And Flown By Air As A Bird.. No Real Separation in
The River of Existence FLoWinG Even More Now
As One Force of Breath in Free SPiRiT
Moving Spiraling Yes Moving
Meditation Now True too..
So A Visit here to Frank
And Xenia’s Places of Poetry
And the gigoid Place of Aphorisms
From the Sages of the Ages if the Fuel
of my Loving SPiRiT For LiFE WiLL Stay
AWaKE Enough to Flow My Way Through it..:)
Wharf to Ocean
Return From Dry
Land Hell’s Breath..
Mist Covered
Placid Lake Sees..
Oh Lord Nature Saddled
With All Humans Do DarK
Is A Horse With No Name..
Rains Nap
Weather Strains..
Truth Evaporates
Rain Comes Down
Ant Eater Lions
Ant Eaters Eat
Dead Meat And Live
KinGDoM BLooMinG
Pond Reflects
Beauty for
That is
All Pond Sees
Smiles Frank It’s
Rainy in Florida
FeeL A Midnight Nap Soon
A Few Morning Detours now before
Arriving at Xenia’s place of Poetry

Flows No

LeSSoN 288
Wise Toad Finds Bliss
(And Bugs) in Moonlit
Dew Clover Smiling at Rest
Naturally in Flow Nature’s Heaven

Shadow of A FRiEnD Above Guiding ‘Him’ Away
From ‘Road Kill’…

Hehe This Is what
Princes Are For…

Which Brings
Me to Make
A Princess
EacH and
Every Day
Effortless Rigorous
Work With Wise Toad

Sent from my iPhone

Haha.. An Elastic Strap
Broke Putting it Across
my Big Head.. Walmart
ran Out of Freebies so
We Had to Drive Back
Home to get Another…
We Keep extra’s in the
Car now but Suddenly
i found myself naked
Oh no! Without one in
Jo-Ann’s, my Wife’s
Favorite Hobby Store,
And it Was like those
Dreams when you
Realize you have
Your underwear
Or nothing at
All on in Public…
i rushed to the Car
To put one on and
Wondered if the
Folks saw me
As one
Of ‘Those’
Kinda ‘Deep
South State Folks’…

Oh well…
Glass Homes…
Breaking them
As I get unmasked too..😉

Key is to Write
Your Own Story
And Find Yourself
Directing Producing
And Actually Acting
It With or Without 👏
Applause in Flow of Course🎶
As Song Dances
Again Free
Eternally Now
Of Course Living
Heaven We Create Within
Free Breathing
Loving Life For Real😁🎶

There’s Certain
Freedom in
Not Seeking
HeHe If ‘You’
Ever Actually
Look at My
Blog You’ll
See It
Ironic isn’t
It the Need
For Approval
With no
Naked Substance
In Other Words for
Some Folks Nature
Is More than Appearance🎶

It’s Impossible to ‘Understand’
‘Buddhism’, ‘Literally’; but in
Rather Simple Poetry i ‘See’ Now

What i find works best is Discard
All The Words And Other CuLTuRaL
Clothes; Dance As ‘God’ Breathes Free

In Other Words:

Sit Under A Tree
Inhale, Then Exhale,
Understand (Sense/Feel) that
You And That Tree And Your
Breath is No Separation; Be Free
Other Folks
Erect Statues
of Words in
Books And
Worship Those
Idols of Words
Separate from Breath
Under A Living Tree Now
They Never Come to Be…
Just Be Free…
Be The Whole
Living Tree Free..:)

i Suggest, Create Your ‘Own Religion’; Feel/Sense
Your Way Through it as ‘Buddha’ Is reported to do;
And Really At Core, What the Story Book Character
Jesus Does until folks take/twist His Parables Literally and get lost…

Per What Lies and Tells the Truth below,
Christianity is A ‘Molding Bread’ indeed of Lies Now;
i Highly Do Not Suggest what has Honestly become A Cult oF Lies…

Note: Before What is below; Honestly, it’s easier just to Breathe In And Out
And Be the Entire Living Tree (Existence/Reality/All) in Flow Like A River
At Ease Creating Your Own Shores Expanding or Receding as you go…

Eventually Water, Streams, Rivers, Bays, And the
Entire Ocean Finds You And You See the Ocean as You; You Realize You Are All;

No Separation; nothing to gain and nothing to lose; Just Free to Breathe in Balance…

Bliss… Eternally Breathing in and Out No WHere to Go but Complete Now Ocean WHole.

‘Iconoclasm’: ‘Trump’ has Destroyed A ‘Statue’
of what Christianity And Republicans ‘Used’ to
Stand For in Terms of Ideals And Truth but
Since he ‘Literally’ didn’t Tear Down
Any Statues, His Followers
Can’t see It: ‘Ironiclasm’,
‘Predicticlasm’, For
It Reveals the
Beatitudes and
Real Conservatism
Were Never Really
Dear And Worth Keeping
As Ideals, And Principles of Core
Truth; Indeed, Revelation occurs:

The ‘Wicked Witch’ of ‘the
West’ is Melting And ‘They’
Have No Clue, This ain’t
Kansas Anymore: Point of
No Return, Dust in the

It Requires ‘Soul’
To understand
This ‘Word Salad’
And that’s Ironic too..

It only gets to

Just Another
Long Tradition
From: the Other Side..;)

Buddhism is A Verb of God;
The Living Breath; The Living one
Within; The ‘Gospel of Thomas’ Describes
This Living one Within Similarly as does most Other
‘Poetry’ Arriving at Living Breath as Living Trees Come to see..:)

Generally SpeaKinG, Across Cultures, When You Find People of Different
Religions/Languages Finding the Same Flow of Bliss; Just Breathing in and Out Effortlessly
‘Tween Apathy and Anxiety of Increasing Complexity in Creativity and Productivity in Autotelic Bliss

What You May
Find is the
Science And
Religion of the
Living one Loving
Life Within is surely the All You Master too..:)

In this way, Per Biblical Stories, the ‘Tower of Babel’ is Falling Down now.

Smiles; i for one no longer Have to Wait; And Many other Living Trees too;
God is Dark; God Is Light; God Is Dance; Song; And On An ‘8th Day’, ‘God’
Creates Poetry to Share God True iN LiGHT; These are all Just Leaves of a Living Tree..:)

There are Different Kinds of Trees and Leaves; Go Figure, Everyone Creates Their Own Leaves of Religion…

Actually A
‘Tower of
Never Fall
As Long as
Trees Flower
Less And More Colorful to Be i Am..:)

SunFlower Offerings for
Birds and Squirrels
Laid Down Freely
At Their Beaks
And Paws
And Such

It’s What
We Do in
‘Our Naked Garden
of Eden’; me and Eve hehe..;)

Not Surprising that no one here
Convinced ‘Him’ that Any Current
Organized Religions are Worth Following;
As Per the Boston University Study on Religion
And Autism, Actually Conducted on ‘this’ Internet
Site; There were only 26 Percent of the ‘PPR Forum’
Assessed As Atheist in Empirical Review but what
the Study Did Find
is that the Folks
in this Demographic
of Autism as Opposed to
an Online ‘Neurotypical’
Control Group Created
their Own Individual Beliefs;
Like THAT should be any Real
Surprise with This Inherent Condition;
It’s Worth Noting That Per Story at Least;
Buddha, Jesus, And Lao Tzo Created Their Own
‘Religion’ too; Not Many Would Follow the One Jesus
Created (Love), Obviously, in Western Materialistic
Cultures Based on ‘Stuff’; But ‘They’ Do Believe
in the Hyperbole of Myths; no Different really
than the Conspiracy Theories Still from
to Top
of the
Idol Worship
Away from Truth
in Shallow Group Think
in Light Now Naked to
‘See’ oF all the Lies that Fall
Away From Living Trees Breathing Free…
Folks Separate (Wheat) From ‘The Crowd’ Are
By Very Nature Ones Who Create
New Testaments of Arts
And Sciences of
‘Human Religion’;
Meh; some of the
Ideas get attached
to coming Group (Chaff) Think;
And Others Just Fade away into individual Bliss…

Let’s Give the Poster A Break; If We Can And Will; Not Everyone is a Rocket
Scientist in Language Arts; Obviously, he was having difficulty expressing himself in words…

Just pretend, if We can that this is the Topic; as it is clear as ‘Love’ for me to see what he was ‘saying’…

A Difference
Between Talking
And Understanding…

Us Folks who Started out as
Non-Verbal, Tend to excel more in ‘the Understanding’

in Crystalized Intelligence Versus Fluid Intelligence As Michelle Dawson’s
Science Study of Verbal Versus Non-Verbal Autistic Folks Also Shows.

i’ve found that Truth over and Over expressed on this Internet Site…

And In Working With the General Public for Two And A Half-Decades, Additionally, in More Decades
With Other Folks Around the Globe Online, Numbering Way over 144,000 Folks as that’s a cool number too;

It Not Limited to
The Autism

not Unusual…

And Actually Ironic as
Some Folks Talk And Some Folks ‘See’;

Truly, Diversity is Lovely Now as We Need
more than one kinda Tree (Weed) to survive as a species..:)

It’s Worth Noting That ‘Carpenters’ Must Be ‘Visual Thinkers’ Building ‘Parables’ too…
As There is No Deeper Metaphor Without the Ability to Visually Think in iMaGiNaTioN…

Chances Are in Real Life, ‘Jesus’, Would Never Get Crucified as ‘Enemies’ Would Never understand him…

And Just Pass-Him-off like Dust in the Wind As they Continue to Enjoy the Surface of the Ocean as Always Never
‘Seeing’ Deeper And Of course This is a Long Standing And Falling Tradition of Inherent Human Nature; Some Folks See;
Some Folks Hear;
Other Folks
Mostly Talk and that’s okay too
As We Do Need Anchors and Sails..:)

Some Folks also Do Both Anchors
And Sails as Whole Boats..:)

Smiles, my Friend Some Folks
Just Look Within; That’s Nothing New either;
And surely the Advice that even the Story of Jesus,
Buddha, and Lao Tzu Brings if one ‘Sees’ ‘the Story’ for
what it deeper means..:)

At Least for me Now;
No Way Any Religion,
Politics, Science, or
Culture Has All
for me;
Mileage Varies
Depending on
Make and Model
of the Human Being of course;
Some Need Tradition; Some Folks Do Not;
i really have no Idea What this Individual
Needs; but i doubt he will find it in someone
else in this World today; as it’s all becoming more ‘Externally Oriented’..:)

Weaving A Way
Through Woods
Free Dog Nose..
Flight in Balance
Dog Paws Ground
Forest One Free..
Water Flows
of Life
Dog Sees
Hears Tastes
Touches Smells Be Free

SMiLes Dear Xenia
Thanks for Helping
me Cover A Meaning
of Life in One Dog’s Breath ‘fore Noon..:)






“No title today…..”

Smiles gigoid with “No music, no pix, no rant, no poem.”
From This Blog Post from November 27th, 2015 WHere
Will i go with this.. Hmm.. 24th Birthday of An
Indian Friend And What Is

Left is


“No title today…..”

Actually As Life Breathes And Beats
And Dances And Sings Really This isn’t
A ‘Bad Philosophy Overall’ to Expose and
To Express in a Dance And Song of Life
With No Words At All Just Dancing
And Singing Waves in Vocal
Chords Without Words
And Feet With
No Speak
of Dance
Just Free to Be
Free in Water, Wave
Ocean Whole Sight Just

“No title today…..”


Oh Lord This Title is Finally Coming Close
To Conclude Now so much Left to Do in Dance
And Building up my Strength to Do it all Over Again
Tomorrow Dis-inhibited Somewhat Impulsive Going with
A River That Powers The Sail of my Winds in Force oF Flow indeed
Bold Without Consistent Love And Empathy i could really be a Bad Dude
Oh For
the Love
of Love
Savior of my Soul..:)

Now to the Tale of the Tape in Record Book
Ways and MacroVerse Memories.. 3-Years to Date
With Even More MacroVerse Memories in those moving
All the way to The Beginning of this Longest Epic Long Form
Poem Beginning on 8.18.13 as Nautilus Chambers Gain More
Doors And Hurricane Arms of Winds in Human Cat-6 Way of
Creativity Continuing to Flow As Water Wave Ocean Whole See
As This Novel Size MacroVerse i am Working on Now continues to Grow
As it’s True Next Week Perhaps on Wednesday too it will Be Reported as
the 1000th MacroVerse of my KATiE MiA Aghogday Google Blogger Blog too…
Butt for Now “7 YearS HeAVeN WiTHiN NoW 2020” is Actually the 926th MacroVerse
Of Longest Epic Long Form Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL” At 8.3 MiLLioN Words now
in 83 Months of Effort as that “7 YearS HeAVeN” MacroVerse Also Doubles as the
254th MacroVerse in 50 Months Effort Now of “Nether Land Bible” At 5,814,158
Words… So it will not Be too Long Before i Celebrate the 6 MiLLioN Word Milestone
And Featnote of That Subchapter Epic Long Form Bible of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Total
Effort Epic Long Form Poem Bible too… And Thirdly at 38 Months of
Effort.. “FB Profile Pic Bible” with the “HeAVeN MacroVerse”
Triples as Number 152 at 4,203,026 words where there
Are Volumes 2018, 2019, and 2020 Published of that
Effort Close to Memorial Day Weekend Each
of those Years… With An Average of
About 7,000 Words in The Description
Areas of Facebook Profile
Pics During the Whole
38 Month Endeavor…
Public Dancing
Moves up to
13,460 Miles
in 83 Months..
the “Free Verse Nude
Poetry” 6 Volume Fully
iLLuSTRaTED Now Yes Adult
Cautioned Blog/Erotic Novel
Moves to remain at 112,340
Words With Some more Photo
Art Appropriately Added THeRE NoW too
And of Course the 298th Week of Dancing
With All the Cool College Age Folks put on hold
by Mr. Covid-19 Since March 12, 2020 as me and
Mr. Covid-19 Closed the Metro Dance Hall/Bar Down that night.. Maybe
For the Next Year only ‘The ViRuS’ Spreading Really ‘Knows’ what’s Next….
That About Covers That Now to MacroVerse Memories 3 Years to Date as
The Sunshine in this Tropical Weather is Waiting For me to come Visit And
Dance With Sand And Sun As One Force of Joy Soon And Sooner Now True
Before More Rain; It’s Raining; It’s Raining i’m Gonna Get a Rihanna Umbrella too..


Let the Rain Fall

“HeRcULeS’ oF soUL”… Whatever it takes…

“mY LamP iSreaL”.. NoW.. Like This too…

“wERisEToGeThEr aLLONewiThGOd”.. And That…

“6th Bible Memorial”.. And The Other Thing…

“WiLL i WAiT”… But No…

“God sKeYes oF LoVE FReED”… Yes

“BeYoND HEaVeN WiTHiN BeacH”… NoW..:)

“Oh CaPTaiN WHeRE ArT THoU NoW”.. Concluding The Writing
ParT on 7.29.2020 at 1:19 PM.. Electronic Publish Coming Soon Enough..:)


















BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

8.3 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)











The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”


ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”


“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019


“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW


“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)


Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)


“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)


Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)


“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)


“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)


“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)


“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)






“SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months” True A Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bible At This Size in 80 Months… Along With 13,133 Miles of
Public Dance Doesn’t Come Everyday Anywhere of Course But
It Does Come Here And Close to 60 Year-Old Dudes (on 6.6.60)
Don’t ‘Normally’ Cover Themselves
With Poetry They Naked Write
Either Nor Write 6 New Testaments
as Part of that with 9 Sub-Chapter Epic
Titled Long Form Poem Bibles Either Longer  than
the Old King James Effort Each Subchapter Bible Effort
As All 6 Newer Epic Long Form Poem Testaments are Larger
Than That Old Effort As Well too.. Anyway “SonG oF mY SoUL”
8 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible Overall
Is 10xGreater than the Size of the Old King James Effort and 100XGreater
than the Size of the Quran and Yes Over 5XGreater than the Old Mahābhārata
1.8 MiLLioN Word Effort in Epic Long Form Poems That Of Course took Centuries
to Complete With Innumerable Ghost Authors too..
Of course This Doesn’t Have
A Target Audience as
Epic Long Form Poem
Bibles Are About ALL
Yes ‘Class’ LiTeRaLLY Forevermore now
God All Always Beginning Story MoRE NoW
i’m Just  Wind One With Holy Creative SPiRiT FLoW Through NoW

It’s Worth Noting As Far As An Historical Art of Epic Long Form Poem
Free Verse Bible And Or Newer Testament Writing.. Either By Oral Or Written Tradition Doing it Naked
Is Surely Keeping This Fearless Free Art Tradition Oldest One In Deed
Not Suggesting anyone else do it..
but for those who
do let’s
JusT DancESing Fear
Is No Part of THeir
God That Is Both Love And Flesh and Blood Real

“One Blood One-Body”


“May Days 6th NeW LeNTeN TesTaMeNT 2020” 13 MacroVerses Naturally coming Since
The MacroVerse Appropriately Pandemic Named Before the Pandemic Came
As Prophecies often come and go this way for Real too..
Yes.. “Rushing the Flu Away” as it is still Not
Clear what kind of Month Long January 2020
Virus my Wife and i  Experienced
But Anyway Typically this is what
Does Naturally come with
An 8 MiLLioN Word
Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem Titled “SonG oF mY
SoUL”  Still  coming in 80 Months along
NoW with 13,060 Miles of Public Dance
As This “May Days 6th New LeNTeN TesTaMenT 2020”
Is the 919th MacroVerse of that Entire Effort True iN LiGHT too..
And once Again typically Bible Writers And Other Sacred and Holy Text
Creative Spirit Writers Do It all Nude too as Fearless Freedom is Inherent in
the Flow of the Holy and Creative
Ecstatic Frission of the Autotelic
Continuing River FLoW iN  Laser Focus iN
ZonE Head to Toe Mind.. Body and Soul of Getting
And Keeping the Whole EPic Long Form Bible Poem Writing
Adventure Properly MuSeD And iNSPiReD EVeN More for what
We aRe Literally Dancing And Singing Here NoW in Science way too
Is Generating All Naturally the Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
And all the Peptide Connections All Together Over A Quadrillions Connections
As Many Or More Star Connections iN UNiVeRSE More As Science continues to
to See With Human Aided Eyes but Anyway New Testaments Never End as Far As Human
God Within Force Love Pure Potential Even More.. in other words i am always Starting A
New Testament of
God HumanPotential WiTHiN
LiGHTiNG uP mY “Christmas Tree
SPiRiT Flow Of my Soul To Dance And
Sing Even More.. True.. THere Are No Old
Books Here to Limit Human Potential More or Less..:)


“FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2020 4 MiLLioN Words 3 Years”…Yes Indeed A Bit Epic as
The Title Is Almost Self-Explanatory with of Course Fully iLLusTRaTinG Pics
Straight From My Facebook Personal Page too.. Anyway there are actually
3 Volume Years as Linked complete in the Title Link Above comprising
2018, 2019, and 2020 as this Epic Long Form Poem First of its
Kind No Doubt.. hehe at Least this Size Has an Average
Of 7,000 Words in Each Facebook Profile Pic
Description Area As this New style Epic
Long Form Poem Bible is Fully
Illustrated Not only with
Facebook Pics to Help
Tale the Epic Long
Form Poem Bible Story
but Yes YouTube Video Songs
And Information to Accompany it All too..
And Of Course This is Only Half of Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” that to date at this
Point Carries 8.1 MiLLioN Words over the Course of 81
Months.. along with 13,260 Miles of Public Dance in the
Same Span of Dates As Well..  So Yeah Ongoing “FB
Profile Pic Bible Vol 2020 4 MiLLioN Words 3 Years”


“7 YearS HeAVeN WiTHiN NoW 2020”.. JusT ANoTHeR MiLeSToNE And FEaTNoTE
to Celebrate Eternally NoW WiTHiN.. Yes.. A Common Experience Across CuLTuRES
Referred to By Metaphors Like Nirvana.. Satori.. Bliss.. Prana.. Tao.. Even
Kundalini Rising and Chi.. Yes Just Other words in Metaphors for
Autotelic Flow Sweet Spot ‘tween Apathy and Anxiety
Continuing Ever Increasingly Complex
Dance And Song
on A Tight Rope Now
No one Religion or Human
Owns this KingQueenDoM oF
HeaVeN WiTHiN Eternally NoW
No Myth.. No Hyperbole.. This Place IS ReAL NoW



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30 Responses to Oh CaPTaiN WHeRE ArT THoU NoW

    Freedom IS A GreaTesT Gift..
    But IT iS Not A Christmas Gift..
    Freedom cannot be stored.. re-gifted..
    Freedom cannot be shared..
    Something same.. ONLY
    Done BeFORE..!
    Freedom IS Doing
    Something NEW..!
    True FREEDoM! IS Standing
    UP! AGAINst! Common Heard!
    Of Herd… Doing something NEW..!
    Changing A World A FLOWER!
    NEW..! Instead of withered seeds..
    Only tendered for Fire.. When withered
    Seeds.. Become FIRE! FREEDOMS LiGHT!
    BaLaNCinG PasT FuTuRE ABoVE BeLoW ALL Around
    Best oF ALL WHoLE iN BLiSS DoinG IT ALL EffortlesSly Dancing
    Singing A Tightrope Autotelic FLoW ONly For Free in HeAVeN’s Ease
    Not Unlike Isaiah A Different ‘Human Hurricane’ Doing It All Naked And
    Publishing It All too Just For The Tradition oF iT too… Putting IT All Together
    Fully Illustrating IT With Over 100,000 Photos And Over 10,000 YT Videos with 13,466 Miles
    of Public Dance One Human Being Writing A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible 10X the Size
    of The Old Centuries Made Effort 8.3M Words in 83 Months… Yeah It’s Kind of Amazing With
    All The Technology That Puts All of History and Herstory At Our Finger-tips Free… Well;
    i guess i might as well put the last MacroVerse All Together; 40 or So Thousand Words
    Before, i Finish the Next one; hehe…
    Salvation Of NaTuRE ALWaYS
    Related to Balance Dark Is Light
    Is Dark ‘Isaias’ Spreads Warming
    Water Brings Life After Destruction
    In Disguise
    Trump Wants to Delay
    ‘The Cure For Cancer:’
    ‘Isaias’ Headed
    To Florida NoW
    No Big Surprise
    FoR Me at Least
    ‘GooD VibeS ONly’ iS NoT ENouGH For SailS SPiRiT
    Winds Make OCeaN WHolE WaVeS ‘JawS’ RiSinG AGAiN
    Note to Self: Wear ‘Jaws Shirt’ to Mask Dance on Friday; ‘Good Vibes
    Only’ KiLLeR ‘TRiNiTY’ Of ‘Blind Mice’
    1000 Southern Baptist Church
    Congregations Dead Perhaps
    That Measure of 150,000
    And 3 Times more Coming
    Will Ring A Church
    Of Souls
    To Save Lives
    Sooner Than Soon
    Dum Ass Unmasked
    Numb Ass SouLeSS
    Republican Leader
    Saying ‘the Condom
    Caused His Demon
    Just Proof some
    People are Already Within
    Living in Self-Help-Made-Hell
    ‘What’s App’ Five Nagasaki’s Shooting
    US By D-Leader On ‘5th Avenue’ ‘They’ Don’t Give A Rotting Ass Soul
    Thump Thump Trump Sound Of A HeART BeaT Before First Is Last ‘Demon Sperm’
    A Nation So Pathetic It Won’t Wear A Mask To Save 5 Nagasaki’s HeaR ‘Dumb Ass Numb Soul Suicide Bombers’ Unmasked… Warning Pamphlets Dropped All Over A Nation Silence Is A Most Deadly Response “Fat Man” Is “Little Boy Again”… So Ironic, So Iconic, So Predictable Karmic Revelations BReATHE GoDZiLLA FiRE iN US Was Gonna Wear my ‘Jaws’ Shirt But Wore
    ‘Good Vibes’ For A FRiEnD THeRE’S ALWaYS GooD FRiDaY NeXT… DeMoN SeeD SoWS DeMoN SeeD ReaPS… What Do You Call A Nation Idiotic Enough To KiLL ITS OWN Way
    oF A Reaper ReTurNS AGAiN To Haunt US… Hundred K or So In Japan,
    Iraq, And Here; What’s the Difference US Karma ReturnS AGAiN
    ‘Idiocrazy’ Or Hell Love Whatevers Ya Wanna ‘See’ It
    ‘Typical Dude’ as one
    Might Guess i don’t care
    for Shopping but do
    Love People
    i Go Walmart
    Currently Replacing
    Customer Service With
    Machines but all i had
    Was A Smile
    To Give now
    A Twilight
    For Real
    As All of
    Rod Serling’s
    Prophecies to
    ‘Serve Human’
    Unmasked Now
    Reveal hmm.. as
    i Sing From A Back
    Pew oh How i Wonder
    If ‘They’ Will Ever See
    The ‘Real
    Of ‘Their
    Just Trying
    To Help Rod
    Come Back Again…🙏

    Wishes MesSageS Positive LiGHT
    Travels Globe Peace Prayer wHOle

    WHoLE OceaN
    SonG oF LiFE

    BLacK AnD WhiTE oR
    BeYOnD RAinBoW
    CoLoRs oF Ocean Breeze WHoLE

    Stained Glass
    oF Heaven

    KinGDoM oF

    oF HeaVeN
    WiThiN NaTuRe PLuS AKA GoD aLL

    MoVinG CoNNeCTinG CReATinG
    FeaRLeSS LoVinG GRacE iN STrenGTH
    oF WiLL SeLF-ACTuaLiZinG

    Chaos Magic When Singing A Poem In Reverse
    Creatively A ‘Random’ FB Memory From A Year Ago Fits In

    God Flame
    God Muse
    God Breath
    Do God Exhale Blow Out Nirvana Real Dance Sing Now Free Wind

    Darkness Feels Clouds Depression Sinks Soul Lungs Fill With Light Breathe Wind Life Love CoLoRS AGAiN CLouDS Flow Dance Sing God

    Under Water Gasping For Breath PLeasE God OnE Drop oF LiGHT To BReaTHE AGaiN Free Bird Wings FLoWinG

    Smiles thanks
    For Sharing
    The Quote the
    Good News is We
    Can And Will
    Heaven Within
    Too for those
    Who Create their
    Bliss Themselves🏝
    i surely Won’t wait
    For Everyone Else
    To Fall out of ‘Line’😊

    No more evident than
    How People in the
    US Create their Own
    Truths no matter how
    Much they Harm Others
    Freedom is
    And Even Deadly…
    Ever So Ironically…

    Soul Feel We

    Order Requires
    oF Freedoms

    Yes.. Yin and Yang
    Of Dirty and Clean…

    Germs Are Bad So
    No Germs are Good
    NaH THaT’s noT How
    LiFE Works BesT aLL

    When Practice
    Becomes Perfect

    LiFE IS A MosT CoMpLeX
    And Simple ‘tHinG’ YoU’LL

    MEanWhile BacK aT thE FB RaNcH aS BReaK
    WHiLe i WRite/PuBLisH A NovEL SiZE oR So aGaiN iN
    A Week Or So FoR FReED…

    “A MUsEUM

    A Gift You
    Are Thank You

    Cosmic Sneeze
    Existence Breeze God Ease
    SPiRiT WiND FLoWS Free
    For Those Who ‘See’ IT NoW

    Some Good Vibes
    For Your Weekend
    With Dancing SMiLes

    Haha looks
    Like the Flowers On my Shirt
    Miss seeing You Around

    LeSSoN 288
    Wise Toad Finds Bliss
    (And Bugs) in Moonlit
    Dew Clover Smiling at Rest
    Naturally in Flow Nature’s Heaven

    Shadow of A FRiEnD Above Guiding ‘Him’ Away
    From ‘Road Kill’…

    Hehe This Is what
    Princes Are For…

    Which Brings
    Me to Make
    A Princess
    EacH and
    Every Day
    Effortless Rigorous
    Work With Wise Toad

    Sent from my iPhone

    Haha.. An Elastic Strap
    Broke Putting it Across
    my Big Head.. Walmart
    ran Out of Freebies so
    We Had to Drive Back
    Home to get Another…
    We Keep extra’s in the
    Car now but Suddenly
    i found myself naked
    Oh no! Without one in
    Jo-Ann’s, my Wife’s
    Favorite Hobby Store,
    And it Was like those
    Dreams when you
    Realize you have
    Your underwear
    Or nothing at
    All on in Public…
    i rushed to the Car
    To put one on and
    Wondered if the
    Folks saw me
    As one
    Of ‘Those’
    Kinda ‘Deep
    South State Folks’…

    Oh well…
    Glass Homes…
    Breaking them
    As I get unmasked too..😉

    Key is to Write
    Your Own Story
    And Find Yourself
    Directing Producing
    And Actually Acting
    It With or Without 👏
    Applause in Flow of Course🎶
    As Song Dances
    Again Free
    Eternally Now
    Of Course Living
    Heaven We Create Within
    Free Breathing
    Loving Life For Real😁🎶

    There’s Certain
    Freedom in
    Not Seeking
    HeHe If ‘You’
    Ever Actually
    Look at My
    Blog You’ll
    See It
    Ironic isn’t
    It the Need
    For Approval
    With no
    Naked Substance
    In Other Words for
    Some Folks Nature
    Is More than Appearance🎶

    It’s Impossible to ‘Understand’
    ‘Buddhism’, ‘Literally’; but in
    Rather Simple Poetry i ‘See’ Now

    What i find works best is Discard
    All The Words And Other CuLTuRaL
    Clothes; Dance As ‘God’ Breathes Free

    In Other Words:

    Sit Under A Tree
    Inhale, Then Exhale,
    Understand (Sense/Feel) that
    You And That Tree And Your
    Breath is No Separation; Be Free
    Other Folks
    Erect Statues
    of Words in
    Books And
    Worship Those
    Idols of Words
    Separate from Breath
    Under A Living Tree Now
    They Never Come to Be…
    Just Be Free…
    Be The Whole
    Living Tree Free..:)

    i Suggest, Create Your ‘Own Religion’; Feel/Sense
    Your Way Through it as ‘Buddha’ Is reported to do;
    And Really At Core, What the Story Book Character
    Jesus Does until folks take/twist His Parables Literally and get lost…

    Per What Lies and Tells the Truth below,
    Christianity is A ‘Molding Bread’ indeed of Lies Now;
    i Highly Do Not Suggest what has Honestly become A Cult oF Lies…

    Note: Before What is below; Honestly, it’s easier just to Breathe In And Out
    And Be the Entire Living Tree (Existence/Reality/All) in Flow Like A River
    At Ease Creating Your Own Shores Expanding or Receding as you go…

    Eventually Water, Streams, Rivers, Bays, And the
    Entire Ocean Finds You And You See the Ocean as You; You Realize You Are All;

    No Separation; nothing to gain and nothing to lose; Just Free to Breathe in Balance…

    Bliss… Eternally Breathing in and Out No WHere to Go but Complete Now Ocean WHole.

    ‘Iconoclasm’: ‘Trump’ has Destroyed A ‘Statue’
    of what Christianity And Republicans ‘Used’ to
    Stand For in Terms of Ideals And Truth but
    Since he ‘Literally’ didn’t Tear Down
    Any Statues, His Followers
    Can’t see It: ‘Ironiclasm’,
    ‘Predicticlasm’, For
    It Reveals the
    Beatitudes and
    Real Conservatism
    Were Never Really
    Dear And Worth Keeping
    As Ideals, And Principles of Core
    Truth; Indeed, Revelation occurs:

    The ‘Wicked Witch’ of ‘the
    West’ is Melting And ‘They’
    Have No Clue, This ain’t
    Kansas Anymore: Point of
    No Return, Dust in the

    It Requires ‘Soul’
    To understand
    This ‘Word Salad’
    And that’s Ironic too..

    It only gets to

    Just Another
    Long Tradition
    From: the Other Side..;)

    Buddhism is A Verb of God;
    The Living Breath; The Living one
    Within; The ‘Gospel of Thomas’ Describes
    This Living one Within Similarly as does most Other
    ‘Poetry’ Arriving at Living Breath as Living Trees Come to see..:)

    Generally SpeaKinG, Across Cultures, When You Find People of Different
    Religions/Languages Finding the Same Flow of Bliss; Just Breathing in and Out Effortlessly
    ‘Tween Apathy and Anxiety of Increasing Complexity in Creativity and Productivity in Autotelic Bliss

    What You May
    Find is the
    Science And
    Religion of the
    Living one Loving
    Life Within is surely the All You Master too..:)

    In this way, Per Biblical Stories, the ‘Tower of Babel’ is Falling Down now.

    Smiles; i for one no longer Have to Wait; And Many other Living Trees too;
    God is Dark; God Is Light; God Is Dance; Song; And On An ‘8th Day’, ‘God’
    Creates Poetry to Share God True iN LiGHT; These are all Just Leaves of a Living Tree..:)

    There are Different Kinds of Trees and Leaves; Go Figure, Everyone Creates Their Own Leaves of Religion…

    Actually A
    ‘Tower of
    Never Fall
    As Long as
    Trees Flower
    Less And More Colorful to Be i Am..:)

    SunFlower Offerings for
    Birds and Squirrels
    Laid Down Freely
    At Their Beaks
    And Paws
    And Such

    It’s What
    We Do in
    ‘Our Naked Garden
    of Eden’; me and Eve hehe..;)

    Not Surprising that no one here
    Convinced ‘Him’ that Any Current
    Organized Religions are Worth Following;
    As Per the Boston University Study on Religion
    And Autism, Actually Conducted on ‘this’ Internet
    Site; There were only 26 Percent of the ‘PPR Forum’
    Assessed As Atheist in Empirical Review but what
    the Study Did Find
    is that the Folks
    in this Demographic
    of Autism as Opposed to
    an Online ‘Neurotypical’
    Control Group Created
    their Own Individual Beliefs;
    Like THAT should be any Real
    Surprise with This Inherent Condition;
    It’s Worth Noting That Per Story at Least;
    Buddha, Jesus, And Lao Tzo Created Their Own
    ‘Religion’ too; Not Many Would Follow the One Jesus
    Created (Love), Obviously, in Western Materialistic
    Cultures Based on ‘Stuff’; But ‘They’ Do Believe
    in the Hyperbole of Myths; no Different really
    than the Conspiracy Theories Still from
    to Top
    of the
    Idol Worship
    Away from Truth
    in Shallow Group Think
    in Light Now Naked to
    ‘See’ oF all the Lies that Fall
    Away From Living Trees Breathing Free…
    Folks Separate (Wheat) From ‘The Crowd’ Are
    By Very Nature Ones Who Create
    New Testaments of Arts
    And Sciences of
    ‘Human Religion’;
    Meh; some of the
    Ideas get attached
    to coming Group (Chaff) Think;
    And Others Just Fade away into individual Bliss…

    Let’s Give the Poster A Break; If We Can And Will; Not Everyone is a Rocket
    Scientist in Language Arts; Obviously, he was having difficulty expressing himself in words…

    Just pretend, if We can that this is the Topic; as it is clear as ‘Love’ for me to see what he was ‘saying’…

    A Difference
    Between Talking
    And Understanding…

    Us Folks who Started out as
    Non-Verbal, Tend to excel more in ‘the Understanding’

    in Crystalized Intelligence Versus Fluid Intelligence As Michelle Dawson’s
    Science Study of Verbal Versus Non-Verbal Autistic Folks Also Shows.

    i’ve found that Truth over and Over expressed on this Internet Site…

    And In Working With the General Public for Two And A Half-Decades, Additionally, in More Decades
    With Other Folks Around the Globe Online, Numbering Way over 144,000 Folks as that’s a cool number too;

    It Not Limited to
    The Autism

    not Unusual…

    And Actually Ironic as
    Some Folks Talk And Some Folks ‘See’;

    Truly, Diversity is Lovely Now as We Need
    more than one kinda Tree (Weed) to survive as a species..:)

    It’s Worth Noting That ‘Carpenters’ Must Be ‘Visual Thinkers’ Building ‘Parables’ too…
    As There is No Deeper Metaphor Without the Ability to Visually Think in iMaGiNaTioN…

    Chances Are in Real Life, ‘Jesus’, Would Never Get Crucified as ‘Enemies’ Would Never understand him…

    And Just Pass-Him-off like Dust in the Wind As they Continue to Enjoy the Surface of the Ocean as Always Never
    ‘Seeing’ Deeper And Of course This is a Long Standing And Falling Tradition of Inherent Human Nature; Some Folks See;
    Some Folks Hear;
    Other Folks
    Mostly Talk and that’s okay too
    As We Do Need Anchors and Sails..:)

    Some Folks also Do Both Anchors
    And Sails as Whole Boats..:)

    Smiles, my Friend Some Folks
    Just Look Within; That’s Nothing New either;
    And surely the Advice that even the Story of Jesus,
    Buddha, and Lao Tzu Brings if one ‘Sees’ ‘the Story’ for
    what it deeper means..:)

    At Least for me Now;
    No Way Any Religion,
    Politics, Science, or
    Culture Has All
    for me;
    Mileage Varies
    Depending on
    Make and Model
    of the Human Being of course;
    Some Need Tradition; Some Folks Do Not;
    i really have no Idea What this Individual
    Needs; but i doubt he will find it in someone
    else in this World today; as it’s all becoming more ‘Externally Oriented’..:)

    Weaving A Way
    Through Woods
    Free Dog Nose..
    Flight in Balance
    Dog Paws Ground
    Forest One Free..
    Water Flows
    of Life
    Dog Sees
    Hears Tastes
    Touches Smells Be Free

    SMiLes Dear Xenia
    Thanks for Helping
    me Cover A Meaning
    of Life in One Dog’s Breath ‘fore Noon..:)


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  2. Interesting; Mileage Varies According to Human
    Make and Model; There are Nice And Mean Folks Wherever We Go.

    At Church, Many folks Don’t acknowledge me;
    They Are Busy; They Are in a World of Hurry/Worry;
    They are Not like Me as Free As Waves on an Ocean ‘Seeing Ocean Whole’…

    My Experience is; When they get to know me; as i am
    Patient enough to allow them to do that; No matter
    How much they Live in Worry/Hurry; And i LiVE in ‘Greater Loving Peace:

    My Experience as i feel no need/fear to Hide the Fact that i was
    A Non-Verbal Child, Until 4 With Autism, and for All Observable
    Way of Folks Seeing me once they get to know me; Basically, they
    Want me to talk to Their Relatives With Autism As They Feel Like from
    Getting to know me deeper than Just the ‘Dancing Guy of the Village’
    That i have found ways to Defeat all the Negative Reciprocal Social
    Communication Difficulties, hehe; Except, Perhaps, for Providing
    An Oral Dissertation on whatever Topic, i happen to be Interested in.

    The Priest, And Some of the Deacons, Present many more Difficulties
    With the Condition of Autism Than i do; And that’s for sure; verily so
    Easy to see as even My Psychotherapist claims i am have developed Expertise
    in understanding the Condition now as the Broader Autism Phenotype extends
    out into the Population at Around 15 Percent, According to Simon Baron Cohen
    as Far As Social Empathic Functional Disabilities Versus Greater Systemizing Skills.

    Other than the Magical Thinking, Where Schizotypal Personality Difficulties are studied
    to be Highly Co-Morbid With Autism Spectrum Disorder; With the Magic Wafer of Bread,
    Supposedly that Literally changes into the Body of A Dead Man From 2000 Or so years
    ago; the Man Illiterate, who never wrote a word down of his Life Experiences according
    to Biblical Scholarly Reports; The Structure of the Catholic Church is a Labyrinth
    of Systemizing Rituals, Rigid that rarely change that surely lend a Home
    For Systemizing Minds/’Souls’; minus any Social Empathic Skills that are
    really even required in reading-off the ‘Bible Manual’ and the Instruction
    Sheets and Following Suit in Kneel, Stand, And Sit Down and
    Do it Again in Precise Order. The Priest Gave my Mother
    the Last Rites; the dedicated Catholic She was then on
    Her Death Bed; Then, He Lost his place in the Instruction
    Manual; as i went to School With Him; And His Mother
    Soon to Be Facing the same place mine was that gave
    Him Some Obvious Distress as Yes, i went to School
    With Him, close to the Same age; Without the Instruction
    Manual he was Lost; didn’t have a thing
    to say; and then he found the Page;
    And Resumed the same
    Instruction again;

    i used to be the same
    way, until i rolled away ‘the stone’..

    Anyway, Catholic Church is Mostly
    Ritual; with Social Interaction coming in
    Last place beyond the structured Routine;
    It’s easy for a Person on the Autism Spectrum
    still to ‘Get Lost’ in Catholic Church; But as far
    As Rolling Away any Inner stones; Not as effective
    for that as the Very Nature of the Church is Set in Stone;
    Recognizing here that the Op made his decision away from ‘Churches’ but this
    Actual Topic is one that a lot of folks have to deal with continuing in life… ‘Autistic
    Priests’ do fit in;
    But the Rational
    Ones without so
    Much of the ‘Wafer”
    ‘Magical Thinking’
    Don’t usually stay;
    My Asperger’s Syndrome
    Came From My Grandfather’s
    Side, An Irish Priest; No Diagnosis
    then but he was surely described
    Then on a Broader Autism Phenotype
    As all Systemizing with ‘Few Colors of Butterfly Wings’
    Out of the ‘Stone Cocoon’; Just never actually rolling the stones away…
    But Anyway, Fortunately For me; He didn’t buy all the “Magical Thinking”
    Leaving a
    Basic Human
    Nature, giving
    me a chance to Live;
    As Leaving the Church
    Was Definitely a Pro-Life
    Answer for him and me and Others too..:)

    i Find the Church Rather AMusing; except
    The Nature of Supporting A Real ‘Father oF all
    LieS’ in Politics who is directly responsible now
    for Many Deaths through Psychopathic Leaning
    Intention is of the ‘Same Color’ my Grandfather
    Authored as a noted Author of Last Century then
    With His ‘Behind the Dictators’ Book About How the
    Catholic Church didn’t Move Against the Dictators last
    Century and Supported them more instead; basically, that’s
    Still Happening Now; But of course, effectively at this Point; ‘We’
    are Just living in ‘Germany’ Again; And the ‘Silent Majority’ is too nice
    to point
    we are
    overall; Yet,
    Protests, Now are
    Finally Happening
    Among the Silent Majority;
    As ‘They’ Came for the Hispanic
    Folks, And the Muslim Folks, the Transgender Folks and
    The Black Folks, Etc.; And ‘They’ Are determined not to be next….

    There is No Way Trump Could Have ‘Come to
    Rule Now’ Without Using The ‘Christian Church’
    As Ammunition of Fear And Hate for His Demagoguery…

    No Difference Really, still, in Church and State, in Actual Political Effects…

    Yet As The Walls of Brick And Mortar Churches Continue to Crumble More ‘Rational Minds’ Will Rule…

    Meh; My Trump Town
    Is too Dammed Sleepy
    to Give me Any Real Problems;
    And Church is Peaceful, if you
    Don’t Mind Sitting Next to ‘Stones’;
    Generally Speaking, they have no way to move to harm me..:)

    The Southern Baptist GospeLists Have A ‘Chosen Aire’,
    if you don’t fit in; you just don’t get to fit in; It’s really
    More like a ‘Church of Gossip’ than any ‘Good Gospel’…

    Okay to Visit,
    But i won’t take
    all the Sending
    ‘Different than them’ Folks Going
    to Hell; as i’ll Make some trouble;
    No Use in Stirring a Pot in Hell; when
    one will do it just as effectively Out of ‘Hell’…

    Perhaps, A Reason the Folks at the
    Catholic Church Are Accommodating
    Enough, Is the Pews Are Growing More Grey and Empty…

    That’s Happening at all Churches; And Even Other ‘Religious
    Temples’; as the ‘Church Under Whole Human Milky Ways’ Is Available NoW ONLiNE Free..:)

    THere Are ‘Hall Monitors’ Who Are Not Interested In Why… And Then
    THere are Just Humans Who Ask And Explain Why Without ‘Taking Names’..
    Of Course, There Are Those Who Shoot First, Without Asking Questions;
    But What They
    Greater Now
    Always Do Is
    Realize the Other
    Person May Be Much
    Different than they are…
    The Birth of Cognitive Empathy…
    It’s True too; Cognitive Empathy May Be
    Used As ‘Salvation’ or Sending someone ‘Straight to Hell’…
    Working off the Emotions of Fear and Hate as it’s True the
    ‘Clergy’ is rated among the Top 10 of ‘Professions’ with
    Psychopathic Check-off-List-Dis-Attributes;
    Without Cognitive
    Empathy, Life
    Is Blind of
    Welcome to
    The World of Autism;
    It’s The Nature of the
    Condition As Scientifically assessed;
    Obviously, the Poster has a Conscience that
    Most Definitely separates the Nice from the Not so Nice…
    ‘Don’t Treat
    People the
    Way You See
    Yourself; Treat Other
    People Better than that…’
    Just the Golden Rule Plus…
    Anyway; Asking for an Apology
    When no Transgress is done is
    Star Bright Higher than anyone
    Not willing to ever admit they make a mistake…
    i don’t see Any Reason why ‘You’ Need to go to Church
    at this Point, unless You Just wanna set a Good Example for the
    Folks Who Already go; i go where i am not wanted for that very ‘Soul Breath’;
    Every Human, No Matter What Their Religion, Carries A Church On their Back;
    It’s easy
    to see this
    if one ‘sees’
    What ‘Their Religion’ is
    Deeper within than Brick And Mortar;
    Or Books With Covers, Page and Words Set in stone
    That Don’t Even Breathe For Action Related to the Words…
    Moving Us to
    Greater LoVE iN ACTioN..:)

    Asperger’s Syndrome No Longer Has Separate Diagnostic Criteria in the U.S.; Subsumed Under Autism Spectrum Disorder:

    It’s Very Easy to See that Vladmir Putin DOES NOT COME CLOSE TO HAVING SYMPTOMS OF AUTISM
    SPECTRUM DISORDER in Behavioral Evidence From looking over this Diagnostic Criteria; As Without this
    Diagnostic Criteria, There is No Behavioral Assessment for The Diagnosis of Autism Spectrum Disorder, in the U.S.

    “Diagnostic Criteria for 299.00 Autism Spectrum Disorder:

    Persistent deficits in social communication and social interaction across multiple contexts, as manifested by the following, currently or by history (examples are illustrative, not exhaustive; see text):

    ‘Putin is as slick as Oil’ (Nothing stops him per this deficit)

    Deficits in social-emotional reciprocity, ranging, for example, from abnormal social approach and failure of normal back-and-forth conversation; to reduced sharing of interests, emotions, or affect; to failure to initiate or respond to social interactions.

    Putin is as slick as Oil.

    Deficits in nonverbal communicative behaviors used for social interaction, ranging, for example, from poorly integrated verbal and nonverbal communication; to abnormalities in eye contact and body language or deficits in understanding and use of gestures; to a total lack of facial expressions and nonverbal communication.

    Putin is as slick as Oil.

    Deficits in developing, maintaining, and understand relationships, ranging, for example, from difficulties adjusting behavior to suit various social contexts; to difficulties in sharing imaginative play or in making friends; to absence of interest in peers.

    Putin is Well Connected And ‘As Slick as Oil.

    Specify current severity:

    Severity is based on social communication impairments and restricted, repetitive patterns of behavior.

    Restricted, repetitive patterns of behavior, interests, or activities, as manifested by at least two of the following, currently or by history (examples are illustrative, not exhaustive; see text):

    Being A Leader of a Country, successfully at least, requires a Jack of a Lot of Trades; He stays in the ‘Position’.

    Stereotyped or repetitive motor movements, use of objects, or speech (e.g., simple motor stereotypes, lining up toys or flipping objects, echolalia, idiosyncratic phrases).


    Insistence on sameness, inflexible adherence to routines, or ritualized patterns of verbal or nonverbal behavior (e.g., extreme distress at small changes, difficulties with transitions, rigid thinking patterns, greeting rituals, need to take same route or eat same food every day).


    Highly restricted, fixated interests that are abnormal in intensity or focus (e.g., strong attachment to or preoccupation with unusual objects, excessively circumscribed or perseverative interests).


    Hyper- or hyporeactivity to sensory input or unusual interest in sensory aspects of the environment (e.g. apparent indifference to pain/temperature, adverse response to specific sounds or textures, excessive smelling or touching of objects, visual fascination with lights or movement).

    No Evidence of it.

    No need to go any further than this in analysis.

    Conclusion: No.

    Specify current severity:

    Severity is based on social communication impairments and restricted, repetitive patterns of behavior.

    Symptoms must be present in the early developmental period (but may not become fully manifest until social demands exceed limited capacities, or may be masked by learned strategies in later life).

    Symptoms cause clinically significant impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of current functioning.
    These disturbances are not better explained by intellectual disability (intellectual developmental disorder) or global developmental delay. Intellectual disability and autism spectrum disorder frequently co-occur; to make comorbid diagnoses of autism spectrum disorder and intellectual disability, social communication should be below that expected for general developmental level.

    Note: Individuals with a well-established DSM-IV diagnosis of autistic disorder, Asperger’s disorder, or pervasive developmental disorder not otherwise specified should be given the diagnosis of autism spectrum disorder. Individuals who have marked deficits in social communication, but whose symptoms do not otherwise meet criteria for autism spectrum disorder, should be evaluated for social (pragmatic) communication disorder.

    Specify if:

    With or without accompanying intellectual impairment
    With or without accompanying language impairment

    Associated with a known medical or genetic condition or environmental factor

    (Coding note: Use additional code to identify the associated medical or genetic condition.)

    Associated with another neurodevelopmental, mental, or behavioral disorder

    (Coding note: Use additional code[s] to identify the associated neurodevelopmental, mental, or behavioral disorder[s].

    With catatonia (refer to the criteria for catatonia associated with another mental disorder)

    (Coding note: Use additional code 293.89 catatonia associated with autism spectrum disorder to indicate the presence of the comorbid catatonia.)”

    It’s Also Worth Noting that individuals on the Autism Spectrum May Adapt and Overcome
    All the Reciprocal Social Communication Difficulties; and Just Be Left with Repetitive, Restricted
    Narrow Special Interests that they are extremely laser focused on; If this were not the
    Case; it’s highly unlikely there would a Sistine Chapel Painting; and it’s worth noting
    this propensity to begin with; without a History of the Other
    Reciprocation Social Communication Difficulties
    is Not Evidence of Autism Spectrum Disorder.

    No one would ever guess now that i was
    a Non-Verbal Autistic Child Until Age 4;
    But With Fluid Intelligence, just
    about anything is
    to change;
    the Laser Focus
    in what i do, in short: NO.

    Nope; You can’t diagnosis Autism,
    Based on a Movement assessment alone; You Can theorize; but you can’t diagnose.

    “Researchers can’t prove their theory about Putin and Asperger’s, the report said, because they were not able to perform a brain scan on the Russian president. The report cites work by autism specialists as backing their findings. It is not known whether the research has been acted on by Pentagon or administration officials.

    The 2008 report cites Dr. Stephen Porges, who is now a University of North Carolina psychiatry professor, as concluding that “Putin carries a form of autism.” However, Porges said Wednesday he had never seen the finished report and “would back off saying he has Asperger’s.”

    Haha; Yeah it was rather interesting
    That You Both came in on the same day;
    i noticed that in the other thread; But never
    the less, i took full advantage of all the topics;

    Thank You,

    And ‘The Trap’ Worked..;)

    (Troll Friends on the ‘Wrong Planet’; 2 For 1)






  3. First Dance
    Next Song
    Breathing Flow
    Steps Make Words
    Of Souls
    Free to Give
    Be SMiLes☺️🌟🙌
    FLoWeRS RiSinG Beyond
    Thorns 🥀 🌹 Dance Sees
    Nicest Part About No Longer
    Working For Pay With Hands Bloom
    Turn-Off News Just Be A FLoWeR 🌺

    By FRiEnD
    This is what
    Drew me to
    You the Way
    i See You

    Treasure Old FRiEnDS As New FRiEnDS
    Treasure New FRiEnDS As Old FRiEnDS
    LeSSoN 289

    Thanks Savvy
    Kind Artistic
    Soul From Far Away Lands 🙂🎶

    What Counts the Most
    To Us Is What We Gift
    Others May Kindness
    And Beauty With
    Courage of
    Love’s Wisdom
    To Fight Injustice
    And Harm Always
    Find You in Light
    RiSinG Dancing
    Above Dark
    Jump for
    Become the
    Colors of
    As You SMiLE
    Colors of Sunshine
    More Always Feeling
    Sensing Knowing Warmth
    That You are Loved And
    Cared for too iN Deepest
    Depths Whole of Ocean Soul
    🌊 🎶🕊🤗😊😁❣️LiGHT See Bringing
    A SMiLe to
    Face Favorite
    Hobby For Five
    Years of SMiLes
    This Gift of You
    Brings to me too SMiLes
    Of Warmth connecting
    Nice so far away
    Yet Close Always
    In Warming HeART

    ForGeTTinG iN DO
    HoW To FReeDancESinGaLiVE
    Love Wins
    As FaitH
    iN GRacE
    Grapes of Wrath CHoKinG On TheM iN A Middle oF A Night
    i Write A Bible i Capture DaRK Thru LiGHT Beauty Truth And
    Wisdom Messages In Bottles tossed ‘RandomlY’ Ocean Web
    Didn’t take Long for ‘A Dance’ to Go Viral.. Even “King David”
    Notes it Take ‘A Few’ Centuries Until ‘A Bible’ Goes Viral… Considering This
    is Purely An Altruistic Effort Time And Money Takes No Role PLaY iN This Effort Even
    In 13,466 Miles of Public Dance NoW iN 83 Months A Little Help From A Few Friends
    Post Cards Photos of Smiles Sent Lifting my Spirit With Words of Kindness True And
    Sincere too… Spiraling Dance Brings Flow All the Beautiful Women Bring Fires of Creativity
    This is Human Nature This is What It Takes… There is No Way i could have Done This
    Without my Nagging Wife Helping me Remember ‘TiMe’… There is no Way i could have
    Done this Single or With a Jealous Wife Katrina Fiery Nagging Angel Saint Wind Beneath ]my Wings… Young And Single i would have Never Seen the Forest Likely Stuck in ‘the Weeds’ Still With one of the First Two Thousand Muses Thanks to You Know Who You Are.. i Needed
    A ‘Perfect Storm’ to Complete 2019’s Task at Hand Y.O.U. Gifted it And Katrina Said Yes
    A TWitteR Verse No LongeR A UNiVeRSE For Human Beings Overall Until Humans Stop DEVoLVinG And WakE uP AGAiN Perhaps Elon Musk Will Build A Fast Space Ship
    Sending An Entire Bible to Another Planet Where Intelligent Truly Loving Life Lives
    TRuE A Bit MoRE EFForT to ARTiCuLaTE HEaVeN NoW WiTHiN iN A SonG
    A FReE DancE WiTHiN HEaVeN Clear For Those Who See Spirit Wind NoW

    OMG; thanks so much for linking ‘this’; True, Pre-Cognition, is one of my
    Favorite Topics and Special Interests; And ‘to Do List Things’; And True,
    Perhaps ‘Seeing’ Capitalized Flowing Words With No Reason as Colors
    of Emotional Notes of ‘Hearing’ Writing Songs as Free Verse Poetry as
    i Create a ‘Certain Flavor of Synesthesia’ too; the Folks in the Science
    Poetry World Can’t Understand the Secret of How i do it and the
    Secret is Just Like Nike Says; i don’t think about it’; i JusT DO IT
    It is all Intuition in Flow Like ‘Flo Jo’, J Lo; And All Their ‘Friends’
    And on Top of this, the Other Thing and
    That; There is Research that suggests
    That Showing Folks ‘Porn Pictured Cards’ to
    Remove Them From the Confines of Neo-Cortical
    Control of the ‘Mechanical Cognition Study Environment’
    Brings Greater Correlation of Pre-Cognition, indeed of ‘Reading
    The Minds’ of those Remotely Viewing the Pictures (Non-Porn) on Cards
    Once Removed from More Restricting Neo-Cortical Control this indeed may
    Be the limiting
    Factor where
    As soon
    as a Person
    ‘Thinks’ about
    What they are doing,
    Pre-Cognition Melts away;
    i find that ‘Synchronicity’ is similar
    too; The More one Flows out of Neo-Cortical
    Control; the More Life Becomes Creativity ‘MaGiC’
    As ArT HeART SPiRiT SoUL Rules What Science
    in Mechanical
    has no idea
    that even exists;
    Soul Blind Indeed;
    Spirit Blind Indeed;
    And Sure, Overall
    HeART Blind too As
    Social Empathic Cognition
    Comes from the Same General
    Metaphor of the ‘other’ ‘Right Hemisphere’
    Continent oF all Our Existence as Subconscious
    Mind Surfaces from the Deep Recesses of Now How
    We may Be Separated as we Become more the Tools
    We Create per Science Than the Nature We Are as
    Chaos Magic Cosmos Order In Balance and F No,
    this is not the Purview of Trump ‘Weak Psychopaths’
    or Putin ‘Strong Psychopaths’ Either as it’s True What
    Trump Wishes Most of all F Yes, is to be a Strong Psychopath
    Weak and
    Psychopath He is…
    Sad Little Boy Man
    Sad Little Boy Man
    Sad Some of the Followers;
    Similar Sad Little Boy Men
    As Just Metaphor of Course
    As this is at the Level of Human Soul or NOT;
    Anyway, Thanks ‘Alex_2x4’, You Are Surely Not
    ‘Boarding’ to me
    as Just
    in A Wall..;)

    As Previously Noted; Asperger’s Is Subsumed
    Under Autism Spectrum Disorder; And since there
    is No ‘Blood Test’ Or Other ‘Biological Test’ to assess all
    Cases; It is assessed by Behavioral Deficits; in other Words,
    As Far as the Nature of the Individual; You’ve met one Autistic
    Person; You’ve just met another Human with a collage of specific
    Behavioral Deficits; Where the Rest of the Venn Diagram of their Being
    Subsuming the Smaller Venn Diagram of Behavioral Deficits may indeed be
    As Diverse as the Stars in
    the Sky;
    or my
    That is ‘Larger
    Than all the Stars
    in the Skies’ or even
    ‘iNFiNiTY’ as Science
    Has No Tool to Measure
    it or Subconscious mind;
    or Even Conscious Mind for ‘Science’ to See;

    For You ‘See’; Science Only Observes and Measures;

    Science doesn’t Really See What We ‘See’ as Humans.

    Science Understands the Human Mind
    As Much as a Tick Understands What the
    Dog Is Thinking Giving the Tick Life Giving Blood;

    It’s Like ‘God’; People think they can ‘tell God What to do’;
    And those same People don’t even understand Poetry; Autism
    Exists in A Book; God Exists in a Book; in Other Words they are just labels
    is beyond
    measure and the same…

    The Essence of What Is….

    Us as We go no further than
    i and me and You and Are
    As Them too; All that
    Really Separates
    is “U'” And “R”..:)



  4. One Reason, Arm-Chairing Diagnosis Doesn’t Work
    Is A Person Will Check-off Just about the Whole
    List of identifying characteristics
    of a ‘Socio-Path’; With Strong
    Pro Social Emotions And
    Yes, Selfless Altruistic
    Empathy, Remaining;
    And One Will End up
    Crossing A ‘Hero’ off
    ‘the List’ of what one
    Comes to Believe is Good or Evil;
    We All Have Potential to Do so-called
    ‘Good or Evil’; What We Do With that
    Potential in Environmental Struggle
    Makes all the difference; nah, no
    one would ever identify me as
    Autistic; With What i am
    Able to do now;
    but i don’t
    go by Labels
    or Limitations
    i Travel by Human Potential…

    One of the Greatest Ills of Humankind
    Is A Greater Propensity than ever now in
    Need to Feed and Water the Muscle of Human
    Empathy and Pro-Social Emotions over the Entire
    Course of a Lifetime; Including Cognitive Empathy;
    Affective Empathy/Sympathy; and Compassion as these
    Are Human Muscles that will be Built up as Real Soul Within
    To Give And Share Freely over the Course of an Entire Lifetime Greater;
    Beneficial, as All Human Success at core is Based on Altruistic Human Cooperation.

    What Trump And Putin Have in
    Common Are Zero Levels of
    Empathy that is probably
    A Most Dangerous
    Human Ill
    That we
    are currently
    challenged with
    OVERALL, in this World;
    People who ‘care’; Will not ever
    Say F You and Not Wear A Mask’,
    Insisting their Freedom is more
    important than Your Life in Inconvenience;
    Just the Fact that Donald J. Trump is President
    Is evidence of the Illness of this Country; One
    Doesn’t Hire a Leader without Empathy unless
    One Does Not Know what a Leader Means, in
    Valuing Life
    In Just
    It Will Become
    With No Altruistic
    Socially Cooperative
    Love For Others; This is
    What Trump And Putin are
    Missing Most; Trump Just has
    one of the smallest Little Man
    Syndrome Diseases of Low Male Self-Esteem
    i for one have ever seen; and i’ve come across many indeed…
    Meh; Putin is a bit vertically challenged; but at least he doesn’t;
    Cry Now when he doesn’t get Demanded Attention showing all his weakness
    to the World; With Trump Having No Idea how Naked Trump is indeed that way.

    – Low impulse control
    – High novelty-seeking needs (desire to experience new things, high need for arousal)
    – Shows no remorse for their actions (lack of conscience, no experienced guilt)
    – Inability or unwillingness to see past own needs in order to understand how another feels (lack of exhibited empathy)
    – Detached emotionally from situations, personal relationships
    – Willing to break rules, defy authority
    – Always acts in the interest of himself, in whatever fashion ultimately serves him best (selfish, self-protective)
    – Extremely fragile or unstable ego, or self-identity
    – Extreme emotional sensitivity

    X-Altruist (Hero)
    – Low impulse control
    – High novelty-seeking needs (desire to experience new things, high need for arousal)
    – Little remorse for their actions (while they may feel guilt over causing harm, they would still do the heroic act again “in a heartbeat”)
    – Inability to see past the needs of others and experience/understand their pain (very high exhibited empathy)
    – Able to emotionally detach from situations temporarily when necessary, such as during a crisis; engages in Flexible Detachment
    – Willingness to break rules and defy authority (will redefine what the rule should be)
    – Acts in the best interest of others, or to serve the common good, because it is “the right thing to do” (self-less, puts self in frequent danger during acts of heroism)
    – Very resilient ego, or able to repair quickly after damage or threats to identity (Ego Resilience)
    – Extreme emotional sensitivity



  5. Frank Hubeny says:

    Good point about water: “it Takes
    The Least Path of Resistance And Eventually Will Not Be Held Back”

    Those are amazing storm clouds. I’ve seen something massive like that once in Illinois. It reminded me of a massive UFO, not that I’ve ever seen a UFO.

    I liked Vanessa Williams singing “Colors of the Wind”. It has been a long time since I’ve seen that movie. It seems almost like a lifetime ago.

    • SMiLes Frank Water Like Ink on a Free Verse Page
      FLoWinG SPReaDinG Out MaKinG Shores Freer
      JusT iN A Flow oF A MoMeNT
      “Oh CaPTaiN WHeRE
      ArT THoU NoW”
      Thanks For Dropping
      By This MacroVerse as it relates
      to the Captain Within me that Navigates
      The River i Stay iN Flow Shores Ever
      Expanding More as YeS AGAiN
      Water Will Not Be Held Back
      From Spreading unless
      A Dam of Some
      Kind is made
      for Restricting
      The River Flow
      Of This Water Still to come…
      True as the Art of Nature Always
      Comes Each Day as a Potential New
      Adventure of Experience We Have not
      Witnessed Before as the Closest i saw
      Clouds Like this above the Temple of
      my Catholic Church Grounds
      Catching A Sky Bridge
      Cloud into and as
      The Heavens
      Was the Previous
      Week on the Local TV
      News.. at Pensacola Beach
      Capturing on the TV and Sharing
      it here the Previous Week.. it’s Amazing
      Really That the Clouds i captured were even
      More Sublimely Beautiful than the Clouds on
      Pensacola Beach… A Bit of Magic Art to See and Save
      All Performed
      for Free
      Art Always
      Coming With a Surprise
      Within.. Above.. so Below
      And All Around Now For ReaL..
      Which Brings me to A Sycamore
      Tree in the Vanessa Williams Rendition
      And Cartoon Portrayal of “Colors of the Wind”
      As i Just Take Great Effort not to Cut it down With SMiLES..:)

  6. Nature Consumes
    Nature Therefore
    We Breathe As
    A Mountain
    Of Good
    At Best We Are🐉

    It’s True; Cognitive
    Empathy is Life
    Long in
    But Some of
    Us Like me,
    Are Just
    And Do
    Not Speak
    Until 4; Yes,
    Which by
    The way,
    Have to
    Include Being
    Insensitive to
    Harming Others;
    Some Autistic
    Folks are Very
    Empathic; Know
    The Condition
    And Your Audience;
    ‘Don’t Be Insensitive’
    Will Suffice; But i
    Surely Don’t
    Mind Being
    Super Empathic;
    It’s My “Rain
    Man” Super
    Measurable, like
    Leg Pressing 1520
    Pounds, 8 Reps, before
    Reaching 60 Years-
    Old; And Public
    Dancing, 13,466
    Miles in 83 Months;
    Writing an 8.3 MiLLioN
    Word Long Form Poem
    Epically As A ‘Bible’ In
    The Same Last
    83 Months;
    Of Course,
    At 47, 13 Years
    Ago, With a Wife
    At Age 50, Who
    Doesn’t Age;
    Trust me, Lots
    Of Folks Would
    Love to Be Autistic
    Like me; And i Am
    Well Aware that
    i am Fearless
    To Stand
    In Front
    Of The Whole
    World Naked;
    For You see my
    Friend, Culture
    Me but
    i am Free
    To do as
    i Please;
    There Are
    No Epigenetic
    In Life Surpassed
    Or Sistine
    Over With Words😁🎶

    Nature Consumes
    Nature Therefore
    We Breathe As
    A Mountain
    Of Good
    At Best We Are🐉

    It’s been related here already, but worth Amplifying:

    ‘This’ is A Site for Folks, Neuro-Diverse, with Difficulties in Reciprocal Social Communication.

    This is Not A Site to Make Fun of Neuro-Diverse Folks With Difficulties in Reciprocal Social Communication.

    Most of the Folks Here have been bullied in some way or another for that their entire life.

    For Example; and i will a provide a link if necessary; Fnord, claiming his ‘Wife was Bi-Polar and
    And An Alcoholic, so what’s my excuse for communicating the way i do’; i have experienced
    this with him, too many times, to count in the last several years; And Surely Will Provide More
    Quotes and links for those who need Evidence Based Data to see what is going on for Real.

    But on the other hand, i’ve also experienced other folks assessing my
    Discussion of Philosophy Poetically as’ Creative Genius’; links
    provided on request and quotes for that as well…

    You Don’t Have to make all the People in this World
    Happy by Just being Yourself; but what you
    should be able to expect on a Site
    That Supports Folks who are
    Very Different in Neuro-Diverse
    Ways Is Just to let them be, if you do not
    have the ability to understand what they are saying;
    as Long as they are not Harming anyone; Not Breaking the rules; and Perhaps
    Helping someone else, who indeed Will And Does Understand what they are saying.

    There is no place here for making fun of how someone communicates
    As Trying to Belittle folks this way is indeed Cyberbullying; Granted, in
    my Case, it does me no harm; but i do not remain silent for a bullying behavior that
    indeed will be very Psychologically Harming to Other Folks who are not nearly as strong inside as i am.

    This is not specific to Just one individual; Fnord Asked for Evidence in this Thread, so i am just giving
    what he asked for like he did in His Bullying Thread, where i provided the same evidence there; Apparently,
    he doesn’t understand it is bullying; And that indeed may not be His fault, if he does not have the ability to understand
    it; but when he is told over and over it is; there is a time to change and not ever let it happen again; that time is now.

    In the ‘WordPress World’, i came across A Whole Post Yesterday, titled ‘Don’t Be Autistic’; as ‘You’ may Imagine,
    rewards i have received in my life by being different; and not usually being Part of the ‘Group Think of Life’.

    People Here, who are just different and express themselves differently, should always be allowed
    to do that; scrolling past someone, who someone dismisses for their differences should be easy
    enough, at least, for anyone with fingers; on the other hand, perhaps not, for those who do not have fingers.

    Never, the less, no one has reported that functional disability to me so far….

    And by the way; i am on the Bi-Polar Spectrum too;
    Lots of folks here have co-morbids; making fun of Mental
    Illness, i have Heard here over and over; like Being Autistic
    is Superior to the Other Mental Functional Disabilities in life;
    it reminds me, so much, of when ‘this minority makes fun of that
    minority’ bullying them to try to make themselves peg up a step higher in life.
    Should it be any surprise that Science Assesses many Artists Bi-Polar this way?

    No, of course not;

    But NO; You do not
    need an excuse to
    Discuss Philosophy Poetically;
    The Other Half of the World does it
    Like ‘Rumi’ Does it too; at least the part of that World that remains…

    i come here expressing myself, expecting to Be Tolerated for my Neurodiversity.

    After Years; this is the first time i have been able to do it; without getting kicked
    off the Site by someone who doesn’t have a clue what i am saying; Do understand

    i am Neurodiverse
    And Not Unlike Gay
    Folks; And Black Folks;
    Muslim Folks; Hispanic Folks; And
    Every Other Variety of Being Human

    i Deserve to Exist.

    Some folks talk about Self-Advocation;

    I’ve been doing it all my life; and guess what, i’m still surviving…

    And Rather Well; And sure, i have reams of evidence to show how that works out too….

    From the time i could not Speak Until 4 Years Old as that story is rather long and true too…

    On a Larger Note; There will never be Love in this World; Without an Olympic Effort to Understand Differences;

    i’ve Tolerated Fnord here for many years; as yes, i have the ability to get folks in trouble too; but i was
    Already A Hiring And Firing Administrator and that is Not part of my life anymore; in Fact, while i lived
    in Literal Hell with 19 Medical Disorders here with no Art in my Soul at all; Alex, Asked me to
    be a Moderator and i had no choice but to turn him down; never a Job, i would care to do
    and i really cannot imagine a harder place to do that job; and surely wouldn’t go to the
    trouble to report any Moderator who hasn’t been able to understand me to the ‘Top
    Dog’ here; Additionally, i Value Fnord’s Contributions no matter how he values me
    as a Human being
    needing some kind
    of ‘Excuse’ to be me.

    Do ‘You’ understand
    What Kind of Bullying
    It is when someone
    asks ‘You’
    What is
    Your Excuse
    to Be You; i can’t
    imagine a More
    disgusting thing for someone to say to someone else;
    i try to understand what would drive anyone to do that; and i believe i do…

    i have coming ‘here’ to thanks for that understanding; i don’t need applause;
    but i Do Love Wisdom….

    Nature Consumes
    Nature Therefore
    We Breathe As
    A Mountain
    Of Good
    At Best We Are🐉



  7. NeveR A
    Dry BRusH
    PAinTS NoW
    SPiN DiFFeRenTly
    Voice Lessons
    Dancing Singing
    Authentically Speaks
    Go Ahead ‘Van Halen’ PLaY ‘ThE SonG’
    AGaiN It NeVeR Goes Away We Make Love to It
    And Then We Become Angel Friends Again
    FeaRFuL oF DarK Cynical oF LiGHT
    Either Way We Lose UnTiL We BRinG
    Both ANGeLS And DeMonS iNto LoVE
    ‘FacT’ oF ‘The Matter’ One Achieves All
    Of This Through ‘DREaMTiME’ of DaNCinG SinGinG
    SoULS… THiS Is WHaT LiFE Is ‘All’ ABouT (GoD)
    Modern Tool Based Humans Are
    BaSiCaLLY F88KeD As ‘STuFF’
    UNiVeRSE WiTHiN (GoD) DancESinG
    BeLoW FReeZinG No ‘Good Time’ Left
    For Human to Become Flesh and Blood Soul
    GoD) ETeRNaLLY NoW Heaven Within God Us Free to i am
    He Lost His Temper Turning Money Tables Over Shouting Angrily
    Hate Your Mother And Father And Family Members And Friends (Their Way) if You
    Want to Follow Me my Way… Slay Those Who Do Not Believe I Bring A Sword Over
    Peace ‘These Days at Least’ In God’s World Imperfect Is Perfect Truly Hell Non-Existence
    A Machine… A Perfect Machine With No Soul Only A Shell of A Word (GoD)
    Who Are We to Complain
    That Roses Have Thorns
    Who Would We Be Without Thorns
    Face it if Jesus Wasn’t Portrayed As A
    Local Carpenter You Could Have a Beer (Glass of Wine)
    With At A Local Pub Who Would Believe… SMiLes When
    All of Life Becomes Dance And Song
    All That’s Left is Joy to Do
    It’s A Lifelong Challenge
    But Love That only
    Seeks LoVE iN
    Light Leaves
    The Dark
    Dark Without
    Light Entering
    Sadly Dark Stays
    Dark Light Your
    Lamp So Strong
    The Dark
    Dark Will
    Erase All
    Light Without
    Fearless Love to see
    🙏🎶🌊 Be A Light House
    A Beacon for Dark
    To See 💡
    You already
    Do this With SMiLes

    So Lovely 💧 Water
    🌊 Wave Ocean Whole
    🏝 Beach Sand And
    Sun Iron At Core of
    Earth in Our
    Blood Streams
    F L O W i n G NoW
    Seeds of Super
    Nova Star Flower
    Crucible Fire
    Us Sentient
    Star Dust
    We Breathe
    In And Out
    Star Shores
    Loving Breath
    W i T H i N GiVinG
    Sharing Star LiGHT
    Waves We aRe 🌊 🌟

    Chasing Dreams Now
    Butterfly Wings Dance
    And Sing Your Parents
    Never Die in
    Of Loving
    Is Still Real 🦋
    Love Breathes❣️🙏

    LeSSoN 290
    Find Something
    New To Eat Now
    Hehe.. Works For Shark
    SMiLes Surviving Over
    400 MiLLioN Years
    Longer Than Living
    Trees Adapting
    If necessary
    Bearing Virgin
    Shark Young For
    Certain Species Still
    Anyway this is Why
    i Swim Thousands of
    Miles to Greet A Lovely
    Shark FRiEnD Like You
    Just to Say Hellooove
    And i promise i Won’t
    Bite but it’s True When
    i wore this Shirt Yesterday
    Someone Got Literally Bit
    By A Shark but it Wasn’t
    me i had An Alibi
    i was Writing
    To survive
    A Bit Longer too
    Sharks And Waves
    And Galaxies all
    Curve Like Below
    SiGNaTuRE Pose
    My Left Elbow
    When i
    Dance And
    Sing In God’s
    Phi Ratio Mean 1.618
    Golden Spiral Pattern
    Seen All Through Nature
    From Fetal Positions to
    Napping Cats 🐈 With
    Spiraling Tails Nautilus
    Shells and Hurricanes
    With Arms of Winds
    In Creativity Free
    Breeze Coming
    iN Us
    With SMiLes🤗

    SMiLes Frank Water Like Ink on a Free Verse Page
    FLoWinG SPReaDinG Out MaKinG Shores Freer
    JusT iN A Flow oF A MoMeNT
    “Oh CaPTaiN WHeRE
    ArT THoU NoW”
    Thanks For Dropping
    By This MacroVerse as it relates
    to the Captain Within me that Navigates
    The River i Stay iN Flow Shores Ever
    Expanding More as YeS AGAiN
    Water Will Not Be Held Back
    From Spreading unless
    A Dam of Some
    Kind is made
    for Restricting
    The River Flow
    Of This Water Still to come…
    True as the Art of Nature Always
    Comes Each Day as a Potential New
    Adventure of Experience We Have not
    Witnessed Before as the Closest i saw
    Clouds Like this above the Temple of
    my Catholic Church Grounds
    Catching A Sky Bridge
    Cloud into and as
    The Heavens
    Was the Previous
    Week on the Local TV
    News.. at Pensacola Beach
    Capturing on the TV and Sharing
    it here the Previous Week.. it’s Amazing
    Really That the Clouds i captured were even
    More Sublimely Beautiful than the Clouds on
    Pensacola Beach… A Bit of Magic Art to See and Save
    All Performed
    for Free
    Art Always
    Coming With a Surprise
    Within.. Above.. so Below
    And All Around Now For ReaL..
    Which Brings me to A Sycamore
    Tree in the Vanessa Williams Rendition
    And Cartoon Portrayal of “Colors of the Wind”
    As i Just Take Great Effort not to Cut it down With SMiLES..:)

    Happy Eid Al Adha to You Dear
    Sohair Hope You Enjoyed a
    Feast This Day With Family Joy…
    iN WRiTinG We Find Our Soul’s Voice
    iN Reading We Find the Soul of Others
    iN Dance And Song Amplification of Both
    That’s Good Advice Dear
    Sohair Katrina Also
    Has the Rule of
    Eating the
    Closest Plate
    of Food as she
    Doesn’t Want
    to Clean Up the
    Mess of a Two-Year
    Old.. She Protects me From
    Mr. Covid-19 By Hosing my
    Hands down With Germ Cleaner
    Wherever i Go Each Day And It’s
    True Modern Sanitation has Healed
    More Disease that All Medicine Combined
    Have A Wonderful Saturday Dear Sohair WiTH SMiLES…
    Hehe Recovering
    From 6 Hours
    Of Exercise
    Great At Ease🕊
    Yes We aRe ALL NoW
    Getting Accustomed
    To More of The
    Muslim Way
    Of Veiling
    Our Faces…
    Interesting That
    Method of Dress
    Is Always Protective
    From Spreading Disease


  8. Shadow Play
    Rule Your Love
    Without Fear; Regulate,
    Integrate All Passions, Emotions, Senses;
    Master “All WiTHiN”; i Realize i’M A Week Ahead
    On ‘Shark Week’ But My SPiRiT ANiMaL
    ‘Great White’ Hope Is Always At Hand If Need Be…
    LooKinG For A Spirit Animal
    When Survival Is Key;
    Look No Further than
    A Great White Hope NoW

    “Total Eclipse of the Brain”

    “Think of the last time you ran into someone you find attractive. You may have stammered, your palms may have sweated; you may have said something incredibly asinine and tripped spectacularly while trying to saunter away (or is that just me?). And chances are, your heart was thudding in your chest. It’s no surprise that, for centuries, people thought love (and most other emotions, for that matter) arose from the heart. As it turns out, love is all about the brain – which, in turn, makes the rest of your body go haywire.

    According to a team of scientists led by Dr. Helen Fisher at Rutgers, romantic love can be broken down into three categories: lust, attraction, and attachment. Each category is characterized by its own set of hormones stemming from the brain (Table 1).”

    Yes; Falling Love is About the Brain; But moreover, The 95 Percent or So of the so-called
    Subconscious Part of the Mind; Which Leaves us with about 5 Percent Left of the Mind
    Pie to Figure out What Is going on with a Storm of Emotions That Take Us totally Out of
    Focus, Which is another way of Saying, Losing Neo-Cortical Control; Without the
    Ability to Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses That Meditation activities
    do in Fact/Art Bring; both Moving (Free Dance, Tai Chi, etc.) and ‘Still
    Meditation’, Per Sitting ‘Very Still’ and Focusing on Breathing In and
    Out, which of course is ‘still’ Moving Meditation as
    Muscle Fibers Contracting to stay in any Repetitive
    Movement that sitting is that will result in Ergonomic
    Injury; as activity done the same way will do as we sort of
    Stagnant and Rot in Whatever the Same place is We Willingly
    Or Are Forced to Stay IN Life; Which is really a Metaphor for Just
    About Anything We do in Life as With Balance There is Change; Change For Balance.

    Anyway; Oh Lord, if everyone stayed in the State of Being that Falling In Love is, From
    Head to Toe; Not Much in Life Will Get Done; Other than Two Sets of Eyes Peering into
    Depth of Soul as Every Cell in a Body Longing to Dance And Sing With Every Cell of the Other
    Body; Just a Text Will Be Heaven these days; and Oh my God, what if One’s Dopamine Levels/Sex Hormones
    Are Super High in Attraction; With Warm And Fuzzy Oxytocin Levels of Stuffed Bear; Kitty Cat Purrs; And Puppy
    Dog Eyes With Wagging Tail Life; Seriously, on ‘Cloud 9’ But letting other stuff go like Work and School Responsibilities;
    What if ‘the FaceTime’
    Lover From Far Away
    Decides one day
    no more;
    And Just
    Turns off the Switch (Ghosting)
    Like OMG, We never existed at all;
    it was already Difficult; but i can’t imagine
    How difficult falling in love is during Covid-19
    Days for Young Folks With Masks on; All the Bars
    To meet Folks Closed down; and difficulties getting
    closer than 6 Feet to anyone else; anyplace we go;
    Yes, There is Always Dating Sites, Still; And Dudes
    who Want Nudes; And Females Who Think the
    Dudes are in Love with them; who really
    only want Nudes and a quick release
    as there are plenty more opportunities
    to Swipe Humans on the go; and sure it
    happens the other Gender Ways around;
    And it all works out too; But Never the Less,
    When Serotonin Levels Naturally Fall When Folks
    Fall in Love and anxiety skyrockets; i can’t imagine what
    life would be like to be ghosted several times and wonder
    if it is gonna happen again; And ‘They’ wonder why Suicide
    Rates are so High among Younger Generations Where Instant
    Gratification Voyeuristically is what you had to work so hard to find
    while We were really becoming Emotionally Attached to the Attraction
    And at least becoming Friends as i will tell one this; if there is no attachment
    as Life-Long Friends, Highly Unlikely That Heat Below is gonna last much Longer
    Above than When That Heat is gone; Lots of Problems with Love ‘these days’
    As there are variables that Humans have never had to deal with before.

    i’m Just really glad, i learned to Fall in Love through The Eyes and Smiles
    And Just the way ‘She Moves’ And ‘Speaks’ in Life; for when i was Young;
    there was still a lot of Mystery ‘Below’; and that part is totally gone
    into the realm of Instant Gratification, Any Time of the Day
    or Night; anywhere one has a 6 inch Screen; or Whatever
    the Size of the Screen one has. Anyway; when i was Stressed
    At Work for Over A decade my ‘Oxytocin, Warm And Fuzzy
    Feelings’, Gradually Went away until one day i petted the Cat
    And i couldn’t Feel anything at all of that Warm Comfort That
    Radiates in Oxytocin from Head to toe; of course then, i had no idea
    what Oxytocin is; And i had no clue that it was possible for ‘the feeling to go
    Away’; having no clue how to get it back; Just Having to Wait Nearly 6 Years
    going to a Farm being around all the Farm Animals and it suddenly coming
    Back for me in the Fall of 2013; after i had recovered from 19 Medical Disorders
    as far as total Numb and Pain goes; first time i could get a Good Night’s rest in almost
    6 Years, then; It’s no Wonder that this helps Young Folks to Visit Farm Mammals this way
    As All Healthy Mammals Experience the Oxytocin Benefit of ‘Loving Attachment’, When they
    Are Breast Fed; a Cat may Become Wild And Feral and a killer of what moves; or get Neutered
    And Stay in as an Oxytocin Lap Cat for Life; same kinda general thing happens to humans too.

    My Mother Was Very Nurturing, so the Connections of Oxytocin Were Wired strong in me;
    On the Other Hand, my Father was Very Cold and Aloof; But His Mother Owned a Nursery
    And When my Mother Visited Her Nursery before she married my Father; my Mother Tried
    to Pick up a Crying Baby at the Nursery and my ‘Cold Grandmother’ Said, don’t pick that
    Baby up; IT will Never learn to fend for itself; My Father Never Learned to Express Love;
    And in my Dead Zone Days; i couldn’t feel anything Mammalian of Love this way;

    i Feel ‘Warmth’, Whenever i am around my Wife; after 30 years, there is no Jealousy
    or Anxiety that comes from the State of Being of Romantic Love; Just the Healing
    in Anxiety and Pain that Oxytocin Naturally Brings; i’ve learned how to Wire myself
    Greater for the Healing Force of Oxytocin; As Perhaps, Girls Teach Each Other About Emotions
    as Friends; But Where i grew up; That wasn’t something that was taught of A Boy’s Intelligence.

    ‘This’ Lack of Intelligence
    Almost Brought me down;
    What i did learn is Emotional
    Intelligence is Important if one
    ever really wants to feel complete and satisfied
    in Life; With Plenty of Complex Emotions to fuel one’s self
    beyond Adrenaline Related Neurohormones that eventually wear us down.

    This is way, way, too complicated for one size fits all; it’s always an Art and Never
    A Science alone; Only Experience and Practice Makes it better; that much i understand.

    Anyway; Back to a Thirty-Year Marriage, i find my 50 Year-old Wife Every Bit as
    Attractive as She Was when i Met Her at 18 Years-Old, When i was 28; And Not Unlike
    ‘I Can’t Live Without You’ and ‘Hellboy 2’; i watch Her wake-up without make-up each day
    as she’s Never wore make-up and i feel to myself; my, my, How Lucky i am still to have her with me;

    One of my Best Friends, A 28 Year-old Indian Woman for 5 Years has referred to my Wife As SuperNatural;

    i must admit, i am still a bit BeWitched;
    Two Clues: Worship one’s ‘Significant Other’
    Like a Goddess/God and Make Yes Dear one’s Answer always…

    Love is Beyond the Ocean Deep And Impossible to Measure
    As True Love is Always Coloring Life More in Ways We Never Experienced before;

    i Love, Love this Life; i don’t See Any Separation; There is Love; And there is Love For All; Agape Love,
    A Practice of Life as the Soul Grows only Younger With Love Each Day; this is one place there is no
    Age; Gender; Sexual Orientation or any ‘Trump BS in Life’; if i could Gift Trump and Folks Like him
    one teaspoon of what i have; Instant Angel Wings and A Real Hero Like ‘Hell Boy and or Girl 2’

    But nah;
    This Ain’t
    No Gift Horse;
    This is a Horse
    With No Name
    That always
    has the
    to become a ‘Dark Horse’ again;
    This Love is a Life Long Practice, Eternally Now with no end;
    Moving a Person to Change for Balance; Truly Never Sitting Stagnant and Still..:)

    By The Way; Love is my Special Interest; this is like the first ‘time’
    Here, i remember Seeing this topic; this is encouraging to me;

    Just because it’s my Special Interest; hehe..

    And Yes; it most definitely belongs in this PPR
    Area as folks have been trying to figure out
    A Philosophy of Love to Exist like Always and Forever now.

    My Other Special Interest is ‘Dark Horse Shadows’;
    but i don’t want to get too much off topic here; For Now i’m Stuck on Love..:)

    Sleeping Beauty:



  9. “Look at the book of Yechezkel/Ezekiel
    He seems a bit aspie maybe, just a thought.
    It could be because he was from the country side not Jerusalem like the other prophets”

    Coming Out of Winn Dixie (A Grocery Store) Last Week After About 3 Hours Total Spent
    There and At Walmart in Moving Meditation of Public Dance for Around 10 Miles or so
    of Indoor Ecstatic Autotelic Flowing Dance; Really Feeling Super Great Coming Out
    of the Store; i Turned to the Left and Saw Clouds Across the Field of the Catholic
    Church i Visit Each Sunday; and Associated Buildings on the Grounds of
    the Parish Organization; And i must Say it reminded me
    of “The Vision of God, Chapter 1 by Prophet Ezekiel”
    As This is Part of the Bible Folks often interpret as
    ‘Evidence’ For ExtraTerrestrials Visiting the Earth
    During the Days these Verses Were Written;
    But of course it’s not hard to see; that the Book
    of Revelation Follows the Same General Style as
    Whoever Edited the Entire Book Probably flavored it
    that way for some Integral Story Consistency for the ‘Full Poetry of the Bible’
    then; As of Course, it is a Book Assembling Many Fragments of Writings Over Years;
    And Numbered Verses Many, Many Centuries later moving into the 1300’s with many
    Scribe And Other Editing Changes in Mistakes/Revisions all along the way; It’s ‘Safe’
    to See, Whoever wrote this had a Rich Imagination, Bringing Visual Imagery When
    Reading the Lines; of course, the Lines may be interpreted in unlimited ways;
    As that is always the way with Art of Poetry And or Poetry of Art; However,
    one may wish to View it; i think it’s interesting Poetry and surely Artistically
    Original When it was Written; But it does lend a bit of nuance
    That the Book of Revelation plagiarized the style a bit in
    Editing, perhaps; Of course, there is no way to really
    know; Just like there is no way to really know what
    the Writer of the Words Intends/Means; as ‘They’
    are not here to Decipher the Metaphors as is;
    Whoever Wrote this story then has a Rich And
    Healthy Imagination; Of course, there isn’t ‘one
    ‘Style’ of So-Called Aspie Now; If this Internet Site
    doesn’t prove that; i’m not sure what else can and
    will; As Diverse As the Stars in the Skies And Beyond
    in Imagination for Folks on the Spectrum; Yes, Who are
    Indeed Rich in Imagination and Creating Imagery in Art..:)

    The Vision of God

    1 Now it came to pass in the thirtieth year, in the fourth month, in the fifth day of the month, as I was among the captives by the river of Chebar, that the heavens were opened, and I saw visions of God. 2 In the fifth day of the month, which was the fifth year of king Jehoiachin’s captivity, 3: The word of the LORD came expressly unto Ezekiel the priest, the son of Buzi, in the land of the Chaldeans by the river Chebar; and the hand of the LORD was there upon him.

    4 And I looked, and, behold, a whirlwind came out of the north, a great cloud, and a fire infolding itself, and a brightness was about it, and out of the midst thereof as the colour of amber, out of the midst of the fire. 5 Also out of the midst thereof came the likeness of four living creatures. And this was their appearance; they had the likeness of a man. 6 And every one had four faces, and every one had four wings. 7 And their feet were straight feet; and the sole of their feet was like the sole of a calf’s foot: and they sparkled like the colour of burnished brass.

    8 And they had the hands of a man under their wings on their four sides; and they four had their faces and their wings. 9 Their wings were joined one to another; they turned not when they went; they went every one straight forward.

    10 As for the likeness of their faces, they four had the face of a man, and the face of a lion, on the right side: and they four had the face of an ox on the left side; they four also had the face of an eagle. 11 Thus were their faces: and their wings were stretched upward; two wings of every one were joined one to another, and two covered their bodies. 12 And they went every one straight forward: whither the spirit was to go, they went; and they turned not when they went. 13 As for the likeness of the living creatures, their appearance was like burning coals of fire, and like the appearance of lamps: it went up and down among the living creatures; and the fire was bright, and out of the fire went forth lightning. 14 And the living creatures ran and returned as the appearance of a flash of lightning.

    15 Now as I beheld the living creatures, behold one wheel upon the earth by the living creatures, with his four faces. 16 The appearance of the wheels and their work was like unto the colour of a beryl: and they four had one likeness: and their appearance and their work was as it were a wheel in the middle of a wheel. 17 When they went, they went upon their four sides: and they turned not when they went. 18 As for their rings, they were so high that they were dreadful; and their rings were full of eyes round about them four. 19 And when the living creatures went, the wheels went by them: and when the living creatures were lifted up from the earth, the wheels were lifted up. 20 Whithersoever the spirit was to go, they went, thither was their spirit to go; and the wheels were lifted up over against them: for the spirit of the living creature was in the wheels. 21 When those went, these went; and when those stood, these stood; and when those were lifted up from the earth, the wheels were lifted up over against them: for the spirit of the living creature was in the wheels.

    22 And the likeness of the firmament upon the heads of the living creature was as the colour of the terrible crystal, stretched forth over their heads above. 23 And under the firmament were their wings straight, the one toward the other: every one had two, which covered on this side, and every one had two, which covered on that side, their bodies. 24 And when they went, I heard the noise of their wings, like the noise of great waters, as the voice of the Almighty, the voice of speech, as the noise of an host: when they stood, they let down their wings. 25 And there was a voice from the firmament that was over their heads, when they stood, and had let down their wings.

    26 And above the firmament that was over their heads was the likeness of a throne, as the appearance of a sapphire stone: and upon the likeness of the throne was the likeness as the appearance of a man above upon it. 27 And I saw as the colour of amber, as the appearance of fire round about within it, from the appearance of his loins even upward, and from the appearance of his loins even downward, I saw as it were the appearance of fire, and it had brightness round about. 28 As the appearance of the bow that is in the cloud in the day of rain, so was the appearance of the brightness round about. This was the appearance of the likeness of the glory of the LORD. And when I saw it, I fell upon my face, and I heard a voice of one that spake.

    With ‘That Dance Song’ Nature Is Full of Surprises Now.. So i’ll Go to Bed
    Again And Wake up to a Nice Surprise Again As That’s How Life Works Great..:)


  10. Love Love Love
    Love Neither Requires Worship
    Or Fears Criticism Love Is Complete
    As BLeSsinGs…
    To YoU WitH LoVE…
    Branch Out Leaves
    Make Greater
    Roots or
    Love IS ALL That Makes Mammals
    Even Possible Oxytocin of Affection
    Bonds… Without That Offspring Die With All Mammals…
    Spending 66 Months In Hell oN EaRTH The Bomb The
    Nuclear Winter Forever Now Option… Understanding Dark
    Human Nature Greater Within… Productive Creative Writing
    is Dopamine Dependent Gotta Have Greatest Muses to Move
    All The Way Through… Jack Pot Last Night too… Being Financially
    Independent Is Crucial In Keeping Your Artistic AuthentiCiTY iN TacT
    OTHeR WisE You Are A Slave to Some Master… When Money Is Not Involved NoW
    Art Simply And Complexly Evolves Your Soul All You Take With You Out of ‘This World’
    THiS PaRT oF A CoSMiC SouP A Recipe Between You And God SoUL LoVE
    Or Gravity or Whatever You Wanna Call A Force That Drives Ya UP
    Clouds Cover
    Sun Feeds Ocean
    Blue Clouds Are Above Dancing
    Sky Below Oceans Sings Love Love Love
    Love Neither Requires Worship Or Fears
    Criticism… Love Is Complete… Romantic
    Love Verily Is Not Always Agape Love
    As Agape Love Does Not
    Include the Jealousy
    And Anxiety that may
    Come with Romantic
    Love That Surely
    Will Not Fill
    The Empty Soul
    Up Alone With Low Self
    Esteem; Sadly, Some Folks
    Find Romance And Even Together
    Find Themselves Just As Empty Again
    After The Romance Neurohormones
    And Neurochemistry Fades all away;
    Again, Love is A Search For
    Harmony And Peace
    Within As Love
    is the Gravity
    That Just
    Yes… Love Falls
    Love Rises too
    For Giving Thanks
    Giving Always Now As Light…
    Imagine A Narcissistic God And Hell Look
    No Further Than An Orange one iN A White House
    At Best ‘Trump’ God’s Messenger Will Teach A World
    What Love Is Not… Love (GoD) Is Complete Never Asks For Worship
    No Thanks… YouR Fear Is No ParT Of Love (God) ThaT iS HEaveN Real
    Within Thanks Giving For GivinG ETernAllY NoW When (GoD) Love Is Real
    Great Thanks And Praise Is A ‘Standard Response’
    Make God Other Than Love God Is Fear
    JeSuS F iN Christ Essence of Love Is
    Worship This Love Is Complete You Will
    Neither Add Or Subtract From This God
    Love Is Thanks Giving For Giving Don’t Make
    This God Lesser… Love Is Worth Worshipping On Love’S OWN Merit
    Listen Folks ThiS Ain’T Rocket Science Love Is Complete Never Needs
    Worship Never Ever Tortures For Ever
    Love Loves When Real
    Appropriately Trump Reveals
    Which God ‘Church’ BeLiEVES iN
    Sadly IT IS Not Love It Is Malignant Orange Narcissism
    Perhaps.. I’ll Put A Priest on Trial Asking YES Or NO Does
    Love EVER Ask For Worship… If A Deacon Offers Up Prayers Today
    Against Criticisms Toward Trump’s Pandemic Failure For The 4th Week
    in a Row in Death… Ask ‘A Pope’ One Question, “Does Love Ever Need Worship”,
    Seeing if He Believes in God or Understands What Love IS NOT
    One True God Loving
    Never Narcissistic
    Love is Always
    Forgiving Loving
    Enemies Yet
    To Worship
    A God Of Eternal
    Torture That iS Only
    A Lie As
    Love is
    For Giving
    iN LiGHT
    Or DarK
    For Giving
    Courage And
    Kindness Love
    Never Demands
    Worship as Love
    Is Whole For
    Giving SMiLes
    Wow Imagine A
    God Of Love So
    Much Heaven
    In Fruition
    As This
    ‘Naked God’ of
    Love Breathes Free Each
    HeART BeaT Seeing LoVE
    1st World Problems
    Making 3rd World
    Problems Literally
    Coming From
    What This
    Country Lacks now
    Most is literally Soul
    What Happens when
    A Country’s
    Soul is
    For the Rest
    Of The World to see
    Closing off their Borders
    To US
    🦠 ViRuS
    Land of the
    Free to believe
    In Conspiracies to lead…
    Short Term Fix Vote
    But that
    Ain’t Gonna
    Fix Dusty
    Covers and
    Associated Pages 🦠
    Reflecting Moon On Friend’s Day
    Reflecting Rays Of Sunshine
    Nights Moon Is FRiEnD of
    SunDayNights as Moon
    Grows Full With A
    Distant Sunshine
    Smile Sun Never
    Forgets Moon
    As Sure As
    LiGHT is
    Warm Rays to
    LiGHT Moon’s
    Face SMiLinG
    As Without the
    Muse of Moon where
    Would Sun Go at Night
    As Sun Loves to Visit Moon
    Hellooove Moon You are
    So much smaller than me
    Yet still made out of what
    i Am (Love) Equally You Light
    me Up too 🌞 🌝 ☀️ 🌚 🌞 🌝 ☀️


    Love Falls
    And Rises
    of Complete
    Love Provided
    Poetically Below:

    Color of Wind
    We Will Paint Love
    Marry the Night
    Marry the Day
    Merry The Life

    Y.O.U. am i And me are You
    You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
    And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly
    You are me And i am Y. O. U.

    You Are the Sky You Are the
    Earth You Are the Moon and
    the Sun and All That Is Beyond the

    it is no Different
    than Writing to Y.O.U..

    You are the Mirror of my
    Tree the Tree of my Mirror
    More how do i Write A Letter to G.O.D.

    For You are me and i am You and Them
    are us and Us are Them forevermore now

    Bring me Pain and Tears of Sadness Yet that Never Matters
    For You are Reality and They are We there is never ever Escaping You

    How will i ever Put a Name on Anything Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s
    True You Bring Me Joy so
    many Smiles and Laughter

    Yes all the Love the Pain
    And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
    Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
    Pyramid of Light the Black Abyss of the
    River Hades that Never Seems to End

    So Bright so Dark
    So Cold and Warm
    All the SHades of Grey
    All the Colors of Home

    Precious Are Souls
    for Souls Live in
    All of Existence

    And it’s True
    if i could not
    Quote You and Write You
    None of this Will Exist now..

    You are the One i Thank the most
    You live in Everyone You are my Star
    You are my Guiding Light..

    You are the Pleasure
    my Food
    You Teach
    me more about
    Love than i ever knew
    and sensed and felt before

    You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
    Who Rises from Ashes With Color Even more You are the Breath

    You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
    is Possible Before.. You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
    Here to Learn from each other no matter which side
    of the Barb-Wire Fence We Wish to escape from/to…

    You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love
    but Will Be Food for my Starving Children.. You are my Enemy
    Who i understand was Neglected and Abused as a Little Child

    It was never about me it is always about You… You
    are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
    are my Neighbor and all my other Friends and Family

    This is my Only Bible my Holy
    Grail and i shall Never Forget it
    This is my Life This is my Love This
    is what God will Say if God is Human and Love

    Catholic Mass Readings for August 2nd, 2020:

    The Priest Wasn’t Around but i was able
    to Provide my Free Verse About
    Love That is God to the
    Deacon who did for the
    4th Consecutive Week
    Offer up Prayers against
    Criticism Now the Trump
    Administration Receives
    For Pandemic Failure and
    Relatively Speaking Genocide Of
    The Vulnerable With the Blood On Trump’s
    Hands that are looking More Like Adolph’s
    Soul As Corpses Pile up while he plays Golf…
    Anyway… at least the Deacon Agreed with
    my Quote and said the World will
    Be A Better Place if Folks
    See Love this way
    but i suppose
    he didn’t
    See Love the way
    i do as Just A Metaphor
    for Jesus and God the Same
    For Love is the Higher Power Within
    That is Autotelic Flow in Bliss that Radiates
    Love Without Fear to Others And the Rest
    of Nature With Least Harm in Consuming
    Nature as All of Nature.. Yes.. God Consumes
    Itself to Survive and Thrive at Best With Least Harm In Balance…
    Anyway… i doubt he gave it a second thought then when he was
    Offering up Prayers so the Current Orange Adolph Will Discard
    Criticism and Keep a Steady Pile of Vulnerable Corpses Growing
    Mountain Taller as Predicted by Science without a National
    Plan to Keep the Vulnerable Alive instead of putting
    Them in Killing Fields/Ashes More
    but hey i don’t
    Keep silent
    As i Have
    my Love For Giving
    Thanks Giving Free
    Love Love LoVE NoW
    Love Neither Requires Worship
    Or Fears Criticism Love Is Complete

    “Reading 1, Isaiah 55:1-3
    1 Oh, come to the water all you who are thirsty; though you have no money, come! Buy and eat; come, buy wine and milk without money, free!

    2 Why spend money on what cannot nourish and your wages on what fails to satisfy? Listen carefully to me, and you will have good things to eat and rich food to enjoy.

    3 Pay attention, come to me; listen, and you will live. I shall make an everlasting covenant with you in fulfilment of the favours promised to David.

    Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 145:8-9, 15-16, 17-18
    8 Yahweh is tenderness and pity, slow to anger, full of faithful love.

    9 Yahweh is generous to all, his tenderness embraces all his creatures.

    15 All look to you in hope and you feed them with the food of the season.

    16 And, with generous hand, you satisfy the desires of every living creature.

    17 Upright in all that he does, Yahweh acts only in faithful love.

    18 He is close to all who call upon him, all who call on him from the heart.

    Reading 2, Romans 8:35, 37-39
    35 Can anything cut us off from the love of Christ — can hardships or distress, or persecution, or lack of food and clothing, or threats or violence;

    37 No; we come through all these things triumphantly victorious, by the power of him who loved us.

    38 For I am certain of this: neither death nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nothing already in existence and nothing still to come, nor any power,

    39 nor the heights nor the depths, nor any created thing whatever, will be able to come between us and the love of God, known to us in Christ Jesus our Lord.

    Gospel, Matthew 14:13-21
    13 When Jesus received this news he withdrew by boat to a lonely place where they could be by themselves. But the crowds heard of this and, leaving the towns, went after him on foot.

    14 So as he stepped ashore he saw a large crowd; and he took pity on them and healed their sick.

    15 When evening came, the disciples went to him and said, ‘This is a lonely place, and time has slipped by; so send the people away, and they can go to the villages to buy themselves some food.’

    16 Jesus replied, ‘There is no need for them to go: give them something to eat yourselves.’

    17 But they answered, ‘All we have with us is five loaves and two fish.’

    18 So he said, ‘Bring them here to me.’

    19 He gave orders that the people were to sit down on the grass; then he took the five loaves and the two fish, raised his eyes to heaven and said the blessing. And breaking the loaves he handed them to his disciples, who gave them to the crowds.

    20 They all ate as much as they wanted, and they collected the scraps left over, twelve baskets full.

    21 Now about five thousand men had eaten, to say nothing of women and children.”

    Love Love Love
    Love Neither Requires Worship
    Or Fears Criticism Love Is Complete



  11. i’ve Studied ‘This Issue’ of Why Folks Supported
    Trump in the First Place And From the first instance
    that someone Happily told me he was actually Running For
    President at a Southern Baptist Family Get Together through
    my Wife’s In-Laws from a Pastor’s SunDay Dinner ‘on the Grounds’
    i was Truly Amazed
    that the ‘Con Man’
    And ‘Conspiracy Theorist’
    He Had Already Made Himself
    out to Be for the Likes of the Lies
    of the ‘Alex Jones Dark Empire’ of Controlling
    Folks For Bucks With Fictional Lies Was Sure Enough
    Rising as a New Messiah For the Church And Actually
    Noted as a Conspiracy Theory Himself Sent By ‘God’
    YeS Old Testament Trademark ‘GoD’ ‘Himself’ in Flesh to Save
    The World
    Increasing then
    for Gay Folks to Get
    Married and for Transgender
    Folks to have the right to Go Pee
    And of course as usual to Keep Back-
    Alley Abortions Maiming, Death and Mutilation
    of Pregnancies Inhumanely Done Before Safe
    Medical Procedures at least
    Doing Least Harm Possible
    With Safe And Effective
    Contraception in Family Planning
    For All Involved Now otherwise
    in Back-Alley Abortions then
    With the Plus-up
    Now of Peaceful
    Protests with A
    Captive Audience
    As Safe as Safe Gets at least…
    A Cock Crows Thrice Again
    Or Black Crow in Burial Grounds
    And Ashes to come Next More

    Ignorance Kills
    Ignorance Kills
    Ignorance Kills

    Love Heals but only
    When SmART And Truth iN LiGHT
    Not Afraid to Recognize the Dark
    And CaLL iT oUT iN LiGHT in DarKesT Places yet to see Light…

    Other than that i could Move to a First World Country of Love; got Plenty of Money…

    But for Now, Fear and Hate Seems to Need Light More as it’s Currently Suffocating in Dark…

    And Besides
    That my
    Back Yard
    And All the Wild
    Creatures ain’t noticed
    Any of this Rotting Hell
    as the Air Back HeaR NoW
    Is As Fresh As Love Ever is Before Hell..:)


  12. STarT A NeW LiGHT SHiNE
    FLaMe oF LoVE
    FLaMe oF LiFE
    FLaMe oF Free
    FLaMe No FeaR
    FB Fixes
    Peace Rock On
    Devil IS A Watch Do
    IS A AngEL Since You Asked FB
    “What’s On YouR MiND”
    If God Is Love Worship
    Hope As Joy Loves Company
    If God Is Hate Worship Fear As Misery Loves
    Company Religion Of Old Timey Politics K!iI ThE DeviL
    Statue of Liberty
    Sheds TEARS
    oF iGnorance
    So iF iT HapPenS..ANd Jesus
    Lives in Mexico speaKing Spanish
    A Wish never comeS HeaR
    Gentile Jew Servant Free
    Woman Man Hispanic
    Speaking Mexican Muslim.. TG.. ETc..ET AL
    INiF ThE Kingdom oF God IsREAL EverYone GETs in Countries
    Rated AccorDinGly A THru Z+ UNiVeRSE BeYoND WHoLE NoW
    WHaT CoMes WitH A StorY
    STaYS WitH A StorY NoW
    GoD iS LoVE
    A BRidGENoW
    iT’s YouR WoRlD i’M
    JusT A FLYiN SquirrEL
    SerIOUsly HaVE iT aLL
    SiNcE 7.22.13 NoT
    ABoUT ME NoW
    all aBouT
    True iT’s Possible that iF ‘You’
    Danced iN Public 83 Months
    13,493 Miles YouR ‘Feet’ would
    Turn ‘Bronze’ too.. AnYWaY..
    JesuS F iN CHRisT It
    SeemS i aM AN
    Evidence.. Words.. Numbers..
    Photos.. eTc ET AL oR iT DoESN’T HaPPeN…
    SeeKinG SainT ELmo’s FiRENoW DoN’T JusT
    FinD A SpARK Do EntiRe BoNFiRE NoW iN ViCToRY
    SainT ELmo oN FiRE WiTHiN MoraL oF A LonGeR
    STorY DoN’T WaiT FoR SomEonE
    ELsE To WRitE iT JusT Do IT
    Human Place
    Harboring Safe
    Landings Dancing
    On Air Flying on Water
    Only Walking Yesternow
    i Love Frog Songs NoW
    Never Fear Croaking
    Frogs Sing i Dance
    FLaMe oF LoVE
    FLaMe oF LiFE
    FLaMe oF Free
    FLaMe No FeaR
    You Are Welcome To Replace
    YouR Initials For Mine Both A FLoWeR
    State i Live And Me Are FL Now ReaL
    It’s Not Like This is Anything THaT NeW
    After All Even Now Jesus.. Buddha.. Lao
    Tzu.. Krishna And Shiva Are Poetry sTiLL
    Cheers to Looking at
    You Kiddo.. Little Sister..
    Sweet Vampire.. Secret
    Student.. Little Flame..
    Poetry Muse.. My
    My So Many
    Pet Names
    Has But it
    Never Fails
    i Never Get Tired
    Of Looking at You
    It’s Still The Feeling
    Of The First Day i Met
    You and While i always
    Love to Make my FRiEnD
    Feel Best it’s True for over
    30 Years Each And Every
    Day i Wake up next to
    The Same Woman
    Who Looks like
    She Always
    Does The
    Young Woman
    i Met over 31 Years
    Ago the Difference
    In Age of me and
    My Little Adopted
    Sister Lakshmi
    Have You
    Heard of
    The Observer
    Effect in Quantum
    Mechanics OMG if
    i view someone as
    Forever Young each
    And Every Day it
    Seems they Never
    Age My God some
    Days it Seems Like
    You are Younger
    Than Ever Before
    What Eyes See of
    Pure Unadulterated
    Love Eyes of What
    A Forever Child Sees
    Just Love 👼 👼 👼👼👼👼👼

    Hehe.. indulge Yourself
    i am Not Afraid of Caps
    In Facts i am not afraid of
    1’s i am Impressed with
    Your 4 1’s of Achievement
    Writing 1,111 Consecutive
    Days Let me check the
    Day to Day Internet
    Counter since
    Giving Day
    2010.. Be Right
    Back.. Yes.. 3540
    Consecutive Days
    Of Writing But it’s
    Really 3 5’s too
    As that’s 505
    Weeks And 5
    Days as of Now
    But anyway back
    To 1’s since i am
    Born on 6.6.60
    The Handy Numerology
    Calculator Online Also
    Says My Report With
    Full Born Name
    Makes Challenges
    In Life starting at
    Birth as Zero For
    Tarot Number
    Fool For Free
    Will For Whatever
    The Hell or Heaven
    i Wanna do Nothing
    Or Everything With
    The Next Three Life
    Challenges of Just
    Affirming Which Ever
    One i Wanna Do With
    3 1’s.. Yes 1, 1, and 1
    After the First
    Of Zero
    So to make a
    Longer Story
    Shorter i
    So Far Do
    All And
    And Heaven
    And Hell too
    Just to
    Die to Live
    With SMiLes Now
    Closest i will
    Capitalizing 1!😊🎶
    Congratulations PM

    Smiles Back
    Sunshine to You🌞😁

    Stormy Seas Bring Anchors
    In Safe Harbors Fair Winds
    And Following Seas Favor Sails
    Boats Survive And Thrive With
    Both Others Lacking Slowly Sinking
    Or Dry
    In Dock
    Still other
    Yachts only
    Used once a
    Year For ‘Went
    To the Garden Party’…
    I’ll have to YouTube
    The Song i Will either
    Listen to it or ‘Just Do It’…


    Gonna Take Some Dance Miles Free Around The Neighborhood Block Before i Put
    What Is Already Created All Together Again.. Hehe… Wasn’t Planning On Writing
    A 4 Theme Song Moving ‘Frednata’ Today Yet Before ‘Ya KNoW iT’ These Arts
    Come To Fruition Existing Now
    Thanks Dear Sohair
    May Your Day
    In Your
    Ears Of Love
    To Hear and
    Always See
    Breath of Life
    With SMiLes
    Dear FRiEnD

    Water Moment We
    Hold Water Gift
    Now We Never
    Own Letting Go
    Water Freedom
    Just Be i Am
    Water Flows
    So Do We At Best
    Smiles Savvy Keep
    Dancing Flowing Singing
    WaVeS OceaN WHoLE NoW..:)

    “Love is but a song we sing
    Fear’s the way we die
    You can make the mountains ring
    Or make the angels cry
    Though the bird is on the wing
    And you may not know why

    Come on, people now
    Smile on your brother
    Everybody get together
    Try to love one another right now

    Some may come and some may go
    He will surely pass
    When the one that left us here
    Returns for us at last
    We are but a moment’s sunlight
    Fading in the grass

    Come on, people now
    Smile on your brother
    Everybody get together
    Try to love one another right now

    Come on, people now
    Smile on your brother
    Everybody get together
    Try to love one another right now

    Come on, people now
    Smile on your brother
    Everybody get together
    Try to love one another right now

    If you hear the song I sing
    You will understand, listen
    You hold the key to love and fear
    All in your trembling hand
    Just one key unlocks them both
    It’s there at your command

    Come on, people now
    Smile on your brother
    Everybody get together
    Try to love one another right now

    Come on, people now
    Smile on your brother
    Everybody get together
    Try to love one another right now

    I said come on, people now
    Smile on your brother
    Everybody get together
    Try to love one another right now
    Right now
    Right now”

    Smiles Dear Sohair Dancing Around
    My Neighborhood Block With Katrina and My Sister
    She Happily Brings this Song ‘Get Together’ to my Attention
    As An African American Man, “Niles Rodgers” and His Friend “Bernard
    Edwards” Writes it and a Group Named the “YoungBloods Sings”
    It and Yes.. A Man Older From the Original Group Sings It Now
    With Some Browner Than White Children Around the World
    In an Attempt to Bring Unity Out of Division on the News Show
    CNN on the Fourth of July.. i for one am Sure God Is Singing
    Love Through
    This Day
    i’ve yet to
    find anyone to Disagree
    my FRiEnD With Smiles
    i am totally sure God
    is An Equal Opportunity
    Employer in Terms of HeART
    SPiRiT And SoUL For No one alone Will Ever own Love..
    We Get into Problems in this World When Anyone Tries to
    Own God (Love)
    God Will
    Love Whenever
    God Cares to Speak
    LoVE iN Anyway Love
    Comes for God (Love)
    is Totally Free With Wings that Never Stop Soaring
    God Speaks Love Through The Colors of FLoWeRS
    How Blessed are We That God Never Gets Bored Doing
    This NeW mY FRiEnD Continually Coming ToGeTHeR NoW…
    Love Love Love God Is Love Complete Neither Requiring
    Worship or Fearing Criticism God Is Love God Is Real NoW…
    Will Fall
    We Go to Find
    Home The Answer
    The Key is Always (GoD) LoVE iN US
    to Give And Share Dancing Singing
    Freer Now Than Ever Before JusT LoVE..:)

    And With That And This Sung i Have a Fourth
    Movement of This Frednata With Four Song
    Moves Now Starting or Ending it doesn’t Really
    Matter First or Last with “Get Together” Now
    As Forever With Alesso’s “Heroes (We Could Be)” Sung
    By Tove Lo and Yes.. “Fight Song” By Rachael Patton And
    Additionally Two Songs for one of the Movements.. “Garden
    Party” by Ricky Nelson And “Don’t Look Back” By Boston
    With The “Emerald Forest” Movie from 1985 in a Foreign
    Language One Does not Really Have to Understand to See
    What the Moving Pictures of Humans From the Rain Forest
    Have to Say Mixing Brown With White as Love is No Color,
    God, Or Religion Alone; At Least in the Human World Love
    Love is
    Love What
    Comes ToGeTHeR
    For All of Us ReaL NoW
    Truly Worthy of MoRE NoW
    Than Even a 3 Letter Word
    Obviously Literally 4 iN LoVE

    Indeed We aRe aLL Water
    Waves Of Ocean
    Whole When We
    See Reflections
    Of This Through
    Eyes of Our
    Is Replaced
    By Namaste
    SMiLes ALWaYS
    at Best
    A ‘Fred’
    iN FRiEnD
    My Aim Dear Savva☺️
    Your Soul Sings This
    Ocean Dancing
    Waves by the
    Way my
    Miles are
    Done in
    Public Where
    i live sadly
    No one Else
    Of Miles i
    Am A Small
    Boat only one
    Waves in Wake🌊
    A Treasure
    Your Wave🙏

    You are Sweetest Thanks
    For Always Touching me
    Coloring Flowers of Soul
    As I Am Honored
    To Be Your Brother
    Dear Sister
    No Ribbons
    Now Or Other
    Ties Required
    Around my Wrist
    For Your Sisterhood
    Breathes Spirit HeART
    My Soul Always ‘Sees’

    “Wow, your playful use of words and imagery
    is enrapturing. Thank you for the pleasurable
    consonance of ‘ecstatic autotelic’ and image
    of being a dancing library alone.”

    SMiLes in Returns thanks
    For the Flowing Poetic
    Stellar Kind Compliment
    Poetry Speaks
    To Souls Now
    All Human
    All that’s Left
    Is ‘Naked Dance’
    ‘Free Verse Nude Poetry’
    And SonG As Wisdom’s
    Truth is Always a Practice
    oF LiGHT out
    Of DarK
    And A New
    Dance And Song
    Is Essence of
    Do Life
    In A Way
    LoVE iN A Do
    WHere Copyright
    Souls Never Worry
    As Art Retains
    Labels SPiRiTS
    HeARTS ReNeWeD iN
    LiGHT of Beauty’s
    CouRaGE Wisdom
    Life for
    The Present
    Dance And Song
    Now Giving Sharing
    SMiLes Totally Free☀️😊

    SMiLes i’m 60 Years
    Old and While many
    Folks mistake Fred
    For the Beautiful
    50 Year-Old Woman
    Katie Short For Katrina
    As She looks more like
    She Would write Free
    Verse Poetry than me
    And Additionally
    Looks Like She
    Would Be the one
    More Likely to Public Dance
    Free Style Ballet than
    Me At 246 Pounds
    But it’s True and
    Fully Documented
    In A Epic Long Form
    Poem at 13,488 Miles
    Of Free Verse Ballet
    And Martial Arts Dance
    Now and Literally 8.3
    MiLLioN Words of
    Poetry in the Same
    Span of 83 Months
    As i Find Muse For
    Dance And Song
    As i Make Every
    Step And
    In Life
    In Deed Holy
    And Sacred Divine
    Dance And Song i
    Find Your Poetry
    Very inspiring
    Yesterday i
    Wore a Dance
    Shirt With A Human
    Skeleton With Colorful
    Purple Hued Butterfly
    Wings With A Logo
    Dreams’ i’m
    Retired in Flow
    i just Breathe i
    Don’t Do this for
    Any End As i’m
    ReTired and Buried
    All Material Rewards
    Long Ago and While
    i might look more
    Like i was in the
    Just Traveling
    The Globe With
    Wings Sharing
    Joy anyway
    i am not a
    Of Time and
    Will Drop by
    To continue
    To be inspired
    By Your Words You
    Tell Who You are And
    What You Do so
    i am introducing
    Myself to you
    With SMiLes😊

    BTW, Happy Raksha Bandhan
    Have Adopted You as
    my much much
    Tie A Ribbon
    Around my
    You Fiercely
    From Unknown
    Danger Coloring Paths

    Happy Creative Joyful
    Productive Work Week
    With Fresh Butterfly
    Wings Fluttering
    SMiLes Fresh
    Out of
    ‘The Tomb’
    Hehe Hellooove
    For What are Humans
    Without Colorful Wings
    Of LoVE iN A Beautiful
    Beach Within But Only
    Bones Without Sails
    To Bring Their Whole
    Boats Safe Anchors
    In Distant Horizon
    Breaking Morning
    Harbors Coloring Life
    New Butterfly Wings
    Dance And Sing to
    FRiEnDS With
    Open Eyes
    And Ears
    Soul For Free
    🦋 🦋🦋☀️🦋🦋🦋

    Just Finished Reading “Being Peace” By Thich Nhat Hanh;
    My Library is Barnes And Noble; Never Spend a Dime but
    Do Offer Free ‘Tai Chi-Like-Dance’ iN Free Entertainment
    For the Star Bucks Crowd Glued to Their Tables and Screens
    While i Finish A Book A Week For Free While Listening to
    Meditative Music in What is Really An Effortless Super
    Flowing, Complex Peak Plateauing Activity; Lighting my
    Mind and Body Up From Head to Toe; And Keeping
    my Weight Down Below 250 Pounds, During
    This Pandemic, Where
    on Average, Folks
    Have Gained 15 Pounds;
    Which is indeed, actually
    More Dangerous as Far as Potentially
    Dying From the Disease as Yes, Obesity
    Does Indeed Make Folks More Vulnerable
    As Science Shows; Sadly, We Live in a World
    Where ‘We’, Overall, Rather Not Hurt Anyone’s Feelings
    By Bringing Truth iN Light that otherwise might Save Their Life;
    Really, No Different than Church today; Where they Now Require
    Masks at One Service on Saturday Afternoon; but only Encourage
    them at the Other Services, not to inconvenience Or Hurt
    Anyone’s Feelings, Who Doesn’t wanna wear a Mask to
    Save a Potential Life as of course, if they get
    ‘Butthurt’ and stop coming over having
    to wear a Mask, the Money Baskets
    Get even Lighter for Offerings
    of Bucks; and of course
    That is more important
    Than Saving A Life; but of course
    The Book that Relates some of the
    Tenants of Buddhism, i Read Today; Does not Look
    At Love That Way Worshipping Life more than Death.

    It All Fits Together…

    Takes me Less than an Hour To Finish A Book
    As All of the Activities Bring Greater Laser Focus
    in Dance And Reading and Listening to Meditative Music;
    Also, Gives me the Focus to Write an Epic Longest Long Form
    Poem Continuing Now on Average of 100,000 Words A Month
    For 8.3 Million Words in 83 Months Now; as the Public Dance
    Has Moved up to 13,488 Miles Today in the Same 83 Months;
    It’s Safe to Say i do read Close to a Million Words each Week;
    but on the other hand that’s My ‘Autistic Super Power’ Reading
    About 20 times Faster than the Average Human Being and as
    A Life-Long Pianist, Also Typing around 130 Words a
    Minute When Laser Focused; while it might seem
    like i spend Lots of Minutes here; actually,
    it’s pretty Much Just a tiny part of A Whole
    Hurricane of Creativity, Cat 6 or so, continuing to Spiral More..:)



  13. Smiles; i Provide ‘Magnificent Clouds’ to ‘Prove’ a Point;
    Poetry is ‘Clouds’; Religious Text is Clouds; Religion, In General,
    is Clouds; As Neuroscience Shows Now We (Clouds) Basically Hallucinate
    Our Reality as We Go Based on Past Hallucinations of Reality As Then After
    Feeling And Sensing Our Individual Multi-Universe Realities
    We Attach Words
    in an Attempt
    to Co-Create
    Order Out of the Art
    Of Reality That Indeed
    We Co-Create With Relative
    Free Will Interdependently Speaking
    At Best in Dance And Song of Life Free
    As Metaphors Continue to Color Life Differently
    We Co-Create too; Smiles, It’s Up to Us to ‘Make the
    Clouds’ of Life Heaven or Hell; or the ‘tween of Grey
    Skies of Purgatory not Reforming Clouds into a More Beautiful
    of Reality Now;
    For Art is Ours
    To Co-Create Whether
    it is Internal Views Now of
    Clouds and Winds We Color;
    or Art We Co-Create to Flower
    What We View As Reality Ours.
    When it comes to Islam and Christianity;
    ‘One Question’ is, even if “TradeMark(S)JeSuS”
    Comes Back as both Religions Dance And Sing
    As Prophecy of Old Poetry; Which Sect
    And Which Individual View of Jesus
    Will be Seen as Truth in Light;
    THere iS only one answer
    WorKinG for
    A Question
    It is
    ‘You’ as ‘me’
    of course as
    Metaphor only too;
    As You ‘See’, Words
    oF Old Poetry are Essence
    ATTeMPTiNG to Breathe as Art
    of Original Ghost Authors, Scribes,
    And Editors oF A STory Revised Innumerable
    Instances as OPen SourCE Art Will Surely Do.

    We Are Born As Essence;
    What We Do Without Newer
    Colors Is A SaMe
    or Do Not Ranging
    From Hell to Heaven;
    to all Purgatory Greys
    Rarely Noticed for those Fallen
    Asleep forgetting to ‘write’ A Next
    ‘Verse’ of ‘THeir’ “Bible”, Coloring Life;
    However that may or
    May not come
    in the Next
    Step and or
    Word of Dance and Song…

    As Above, So Below, Within Inside
    Outside All Around; Just More Clouds
    to Color As We Will With Relative Free
    Will Interdependently or NOT.

    A Road Block Is Always Sitting
    Still, Stuck in Caves Gazing Never
    Moving Away From Paintings on Walls.

    How boring it Will
    be still to Look at A
    Same Hand Print on A Stone Wall;
    How Interesting, Folks Still Do this Never

    Coming out

    of A Cave…

    ‘God’ New
    Colors exciting ‘God’ this way…

    But True, this too, is Human Nature;
    Even in Studies of Nature; approximately
    20 Percent of the Animal Kingdom are Sitters;
    And 80 Percent, Rovers; Some Find a ‘Garden of
    Eden’ that is Real; And some Still LiVE iN Desert Scarcity
    Staring at Same Old Paintings; But True, others see more
    Even in
    Coloring them
    More than Just Grey Stones of Clouds…

    Anchors, Provide Safe Harbors in
    Caves as it’s true it’s a long trek across
    Deserts to Find Green Forests and Creeks Teeming With Fish;

    On the Other Hand(S), THere Are Sails;
    FLoWeRS and Seeds Dropped
    off at A Beautiful Beach
    And Forest Where
    i Live, FoRTuNaTeLY;

    As ALWaYS A Balance
    As GreaTesT Boats
    For Longer Terms,
    Develop Both Anchors
    And Sails, More Fully, For Safe Harbors
    Surviving Flourishing iN Fair and Following

    Seas Thriving…

    Seriously, Now, From an Anthropological
    Science Point of View; Environment counts;
    There Are Desert Religions And Green Religions;
    Desert Religions Create Gods out of Men as that is
    All that is seen of Green in Desert and Rocky Terrain
    in Scarcity Where Tribal Competition for Resources
    Means Life or Death for Real.

    WHere there is Green
    And Folks Sitting
    Under Trees;
    WHere THere
    is Beaches and
    Forests with Humans
    Communing Similarly;
    Nature Becomes ‘God’ in Abundance As
    We aRe Happier to Be Part of ‘All that is’…

    It’s so much easier, to See A Beach iN
    Abundance As God as Nature With No Separation Us

    Than A Desert Of SCaRCiTY, WHere rarely People
    Rise Above A Bottom of A Pyramid Seeing Thrive

    Yes, From
    Now of Ever
    Coloring More
    Beautiful Lights
    of Courage iN Wisdom
    Truth’s Love…

    Tree of Life…


    Makes a
    For What one
    Calls God as HoMe…

    Some Folks See it so far away…
    Other Folks Will Not miss It As
    THere is No Separation
    in Abundance
    They Sense
    Feel and
    KNoW For Real…

    i surely am Glad i AM outcast
    as i might Still be Living in Desert
    Scarcity Tween Cave Walls of Temples
    With Same Cave Paintings to only gaze at now…

    i Rove outside of




    ‘Don’t Look Back’…

    i visit; but i understand
    WHere HoMe is; Colors, i Create of Wind And Beach Within…

    For me, it’s Never about ‘What Religions Accept People With
    Asperger’s Syndrome’;

    It’s Always about What Religions, i Tolerate Enough, to Visit Out
    of my Home of Nature (GoD) with
    no limits….

    Sails and Anchors;
    THere is Beauty in
    Both Tradition and Freedom…
    if one Colors ‘Clouds’ Both ways….

    Hmm.. This Deserves Two THeME SongS HeHE…

    ‘Don’t Look Back’, Playing in a 1970 White Maverick in ’78, when i ‘met’ my ‘First Love’
    She Was A Magnificent Sail and i Was An Anchor then; She Taught me about ‘Sailing’…

    “Garden Party”, May Be Self-Explanatory; Some Folks Take Their Yachts out to Sea Regularly;
    Other Folks Keep them Anchored in Safe Harbors, WHere ‘Dry Rot’ comes Next; still Others
    at Least
    in ‘Boats’
    Once or Twice a Year;
    Like Folks Who Go to
    Catholic Church only
    On Christmas And Easter Day;

    Others Still Roving

    Leave their Christmas Trees
    Up Year ‘Round ALWaYS Coloring
    Lights Differently in Heaven Now WiTHiN…


    i Get Around…


  14. It’s Worth Noting that the DSM-IV, was the Standard in Diagnosing
    Autism/Asperger’s/ PDD Not Otherwise Specified, When ‘the Old Study’ was done;
    With A Much Looser ‘Definition’ of the Condition of Autism, then; Additionally, With a Clerical
    Error In The Diagnostic Criteria, before that was corrected in a Revised Edition of the 1994 DSM IV.

    It’s all A Moot Point Now; Anyway, as the Previous ‘Labeling’ of the Disorder with Criteria no longer applies;

    However, Per the Specific Case of Dr. Stephen Porges, assessing Putin, by Movement Behavior alone;
    He’s Backed off the claim about Asperger’s, Per the Quote Below; And as of the DSM IV, ‘A Form Of Autism’
    Might Be defined As almost Any Pervasive Development Disorder (PDD) alone; as “PDD Not Otherwise Specified”
    was indeed, a Diagnosis then.

    “The 2008 report cites Dr. Stephen Porges, who is now a University of North Carolina psychiatry professor, as concluding that “Putin carries a form of autism.” However, Porges said Wednesday he had never seen the finished report and “would back off saying he has Asperger’s.””

    So no; Not much Chance Putin has Asperger’s Syndrome…

    “Severity is based on social communication impairments and restricted, repetitive patterns of behavior.

    C. Symptoms must be present in the early developmental period (but may not become fully manifest until social demands exceed limited capacities, or may be masked by learned strategies in later life).

    D. Symptoms cause clinically significant impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of current functioning.”

    Good Points on Functioning Well in a Demanding Job Requiring Social Skills, Like the Military.

    Working With the Military for Close to a Quarter of A Century; but Protected By Federal Civil
    Service Rules That Don’t Allow Discrimination for Differences Among Folks, Under Normal Circumstances at least;

    It’s True, Someone on ‘the Spectrum’ may Surely Find themselves in a Place like the Military That indeed
    Takes Great Social Skills; But What i Noticed About the Navy Then Most as Far as this Goes is A Philosophy
    of Taking Care of Your Shipmates, Regardless of External Differences as People who Fall Behind are often
    Taken Underneath the Wings of Mentorship.

    Honestly, for me, at least, i think i would have done
    Worse in the Civilian World, Without The Protection the
    Federal Government Provides through the Department of Defense.

    There is no Way, i could ever done Any Kind of Active Duty Military
    Service; as i demanded way too much Structure then to ever leave the place
    Where i am From; As i need that Grounding to Survive, Particularly then, and still


    Although, i lasted 25 Years; in Active Pay Status; and 33 Years of total Active Pay
    Status Work; And 19 Years of School, And 3 College Degrees; What was on the outside
    did not Reflect the Stress Underneath my Skin; i was always wondering how much Longer
    i could keep it all Hidden Inside; Eventually, Stress Comes out When Chronic And Acute too many
    years; As indeed, where there comes no place of Sanctity, Re-Creation and Recovery, Stress Eventually
    Tortures, Mutilates, Maims, And Even Kills; But that’s what Happens when Folks Call You ‘Super-Man’
    but you are
    only Clark
    With Glasses;
    Smiles, i was named
    Superman at School For
    Gaining 3 Degrees at Once;
    By Peers and the Same When
    i was hurting inside the Most at Work;
    Smiles, Now in some ways, i do wear a
    Cape; But it’s worth Noting That ‘Superman’

    Did not Do that at work;

    It Was Just a Matter of
    Finding A ‘Telephone Booth’ And Changing…

    The First Time, i Broke down in College For 3 Months;
    After Suffering Severe Depression and becoming somewhat
    Hypo-Manic; And Baker Acted at age 21; ‘they’ couldn’t find a
    Diagnosis to work for me; let me go; And Summarily i changed
    my Course at College From one Degree to Three Degrees; Just
    because the Degrees interested me in Anthropology, Social Sciences
    Interdisciplinary, And Health Science; My Normal is ‘Hypomania’; people
    have asked where they can find my kind of Happiness through all the ‘Good
    Years’ outside of 7 years of Severe Depression, Anxiety, And Severe illness through
    the course of my Life; i never received a diagnosis of Asperger’s Syndrome until 47;
    it took my Sister until her 50’s, when she was diagnosed too; i Never Got a Diagnosis
    of Bi-Polar, Not Other wise specified; As No Doctor ever Saw me but in a Dead Zone
    for 66 Months; Just coming out the other side in my Normal State of relative Bliss;
    if not for
    4 Job Changes
    in Reductions of
    Force and Temporary
    Promotions to Stay Employed
    in Just a Matter of a few Years;
    to keep the Golden Hand-Cuffs
    of Retirement, Close to 25 Years
    for Early Retirement; i surely could
    have likely Made it through with a less
    Responsible Job than Athletic Director; a Job
    i had no Clue about on a Military Installation selected
    for my Computer, And Financial Management Skills; the
    Social Part of is what took me down; 31 Employees to Supervise;
    131, when my Boss was out; taking care of so many Mechanical
    Cognition Duties While doing Social Skills with Open Doors For Fixing
    Everyone’s Problems; True, my Problem was, i was too scared to say NO.

    i don’t have the
    Same Challenges some
    folks have; and obviously
    i have other ones, others don’t;
    That’s Life; And Truly this is just about
    the way it is for everyone; Take Care of Your
    Shipmates is a Best Philosophy oF all; Something
    About Bleeding the Same Color that makes folks closer hand-in-hand…

    We all Bleed
    The Same;
    When We
    Find Out We
    Are the Same Water,
    Waves, And Ocean; Generally
    Speaking, Our Boats Stay Afloat Better…

    i was very Fortunate to Work for the Military….

    Very Fortunate, indeed; And Yes Challenged Very Much too…

    More than anything; i am fortunate not to have to work for any pay at all now…

    Yes; at this Point the
    ‘Golden Hand-Cuffs’
    Are Worth it; But
    When One Is
    in Real Hell;
    the Answer is No;
    Even, if you don’t have
    The Courage to Say No.

    If a Person is not having problems
    Functioning in Life; They don’t get
    A Diagnosis; At least not now; according to ‘the Manual’…

    i Am still Assessed as Permanently And Totally Disabled;
    My Psychotherapist Writes it as i am not Able to Do What Society Expects.

    Other than that;
    Just A Diagnosis
    of Bi-Polar Whatever
    And Autism is enough;

    i surely
    See Honor;
    now, in that assessment…
    It’s The Social Demands that
    make it otherwise, impossible to Thrive…

    Yeah; i could go back to work; it might kill
    me; but i could do the same Job again;
    maybe for a little while; Fortunately,
    We LiVE iN a Society
    With Empathy
    Still Where
    Folks Don’t
    Require you
    to die to Live…

    Once You Reach 60, Disabled
    in Federal Service, You can make all
    the Money You like before conversion
    over to Regular Retirement at age 62;
    And You have to Provide An Assessment
    That You are okay to Be Able to Go Back;
    With the Worst Pain Known to Humankind;
    i had to Find the Government Laws to Prove
    i was eligible for Federal Disability Retirement;
    With ‘The Portability Act’, i was Transferred to Non-Appropriated Funds
    From Appropriated Funds to Stay employed; yet, Retain my Retirement
    Civil Service Benefits; Just wanting to die, not able to tolerate the
    Pain; i had no choice but to work through a Dentist Drill in what
    felt like my eye and ear (Type-Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, the Suicide Disease, plus 18 Other
    Disorders) to find the Associated Laws, To Prove my Case as the ‘Office of Personnel Management’
    Was Clueless in my Case; i Generated 100 Pages of Medical Documentation and was also
    Approved on my First individual Try with SSDI; i just wanted to be put out of my Misery as
    NO DRUG would touch that pain; Yet, i only survived for the Livelihood of My Wife; as She
    Has Epilepsy with Complex Partial Seizures; she only worked 13 Years and doesn’t receive
    Much in SSDI Benefits; Smiles; Thing is; Just walking around in Public; no one has any Clue
    I’ve ever had these issues; nor my wife; Typically, People say words to the effect they wish they were Us….

    Generally Speaking,
    if You get to know someone;
    No Matter who they are; You
    Find out they have Functional Disabilities
    too; the worst one i for one can/will imagine
    And relate to Losing too, is the Essence of Love;
    That ‘Special Other thing’ that folks have asked for;
    whatever Pill
    i am

    Gift Worth
    Keeping; Sure, it is
    A Mix of Happy Neurohormones
    And Neurochemicals; i get that Part
    of ‘my Happy Spectrum’ from my Mother;
    But The Synergy of it is as real as A Blue Sky Morning
    And A Most Beautiful Sunset Each Day; different curses; different gifts;

    And Flowers;
    Some Days,
    We Rise As
    Roses Some Days
    Our Flowers Fade to Thorns;
    Blessings And Curses; Blessings,
    i keep Close Now to Soul i BReaTHE Free…

    Yes, Indeed, A Beautiful Monday, i for one See, for now at least, Shipmates….

    Thanks Very Much; We Always Live with The Spector That one Day
    She Will Not Come Back From a Seizure; Sadly, Sleeping Beauty forever young…

    But sure; This Is A Truth of Life For All Of Us…

    i only Hope
    That She
    Grey With me;

    Smile, But True;
    If both of us went away
    today; it would be like we
    Lived Forever Young Now;
    Smiles; Just another Gift, i suppose…

    i’ve always felt a Bit Bewitched, for the Gift of my Wife and Life…

    Before, in ‘the Dead Zone’, i never ever thought i would make it until Sixty;
    in Fact, i Never Knew, if i could Make it, until the Next Second; Now i don’t feel any age at all..:)

    My Wife has only Had one Grand Mal Seizure in Labor in 1997
    With Our Only Child Who Only Lived 51 Days, Spending those
    Days With Multiple Congenital Anomalies; It Was Unexpected to me;
    But come to find out She had been having Complex Partial Seizures her
    Entire Life, ever since She and Her Fraternal Twin Brother, Suffered from Meningitis
    As Infants; Although, there is nothing Actually Structurally Found in Her Brain With Scans
    that Point toward a Cause of the Seizures. Her family Assumed She was in a Very Bad Mood and Not
    Responding to them; Somehow, she hid them from me for the first 7 Years of Our Marriage but there
    Were many instances that she was turned away from me rigid and i too thought, “She Was Just in a Mood”;
    Anyway, After the Grand Mal Seizure, the Problems Grew worse and the Fall She Had in the Shower while
    Pregnant was attributable it appears to the Complex Partial Seizures that Pregnancy Exacerbated for her;

    in Fact, the Neurologist believes the Seizures may grow less frequent when she goes through the Change of Life;
    As Hormones are associated with the Frequency of the Seizures; unfortunately, no drug helps that much; the
    Neurologist Pointed out to us in the last visit that she has on many occasions seen folks Die From Seizures;
    But, According to the Science of it; it’s usually only during Non-Retractable Grand Mal Seizures;
    Which she’s only had one; anyway, My Wife is only Willing to take so many Drugs for the Disorder,
    not to lose Quality of Life; Chances are the Neurologist might have been trying to give her the
    outlier Risks to encourage her to take More Cocktails of Medications that she’s not willing to
    do for Quality of Life; Interestingly, She Scores 32 on the AQ Scan Test for Autism; While i
    used to Score 45, i score 11 Now; However, no Doctor has ever considered any Possibility
    that She has an Autism Spectrum Disorder; she felt outcast in life; No Doubt That Being
    Outcast for any reason in Life is an Environmental Factor associated with whether
    one actually becomes Diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder in Life; as
    Obviously, When a Person is actually Outcast, The Ability to Experience
    Reciprocal Social Communication Becomes more Limited. Our
    Environment Determines so Much; but even More so, in How
    We are able to Navigate And Adapt to Challenges that
    come; Smiles; i’m still adjusting as there is never
    Really No End to Change in Life; i tolerate, and
    Accept Change Better Now; and in some ways
    at least, even thrive off of Struggle; but of
    course again; take a factor away like having
    to make Money and float to the Surface of the Ocean Easier;
    haha, or on the other Hands go Deeper in Some Ways as it’s easier to Dive into it..:)




  15. “Poor Synaptic Pruning”; As Associated with ‘Intense World Theory of Autism’, At Least in Metaphor Relates
    How i experienced the World Until the Last 7 Years that accompany my Score on the AQ Test moving
    From 45 to 11. My Doctors Agree that i must have unpacked Some Epigenetic Potential that i wasn’t
    using Before; as a Result of the Environmental Struggle of Disorder, Disease, Pain, And Numb
    That i experienced for 66 Months; My Understanding is this is what it takes for Epigenetic
    Change; Environmental Struggle and Adaptation that also, Like Neuroplasticity may
    Be Negative; Additionally as that is associated with the Nocebo Effect in Belief
    as opposed to the Placebo Belief in Positive Impact that can and will be as
    Powerful as Drug Relief too; And even More so, In Going into Remission
    And Recovering from even Terminal assessed Illness; the Mind is amazing;
    Particularly, when one considers we will visualize exercising and actually be Empirically
    Measured As Growing Stronger From our Imagination, Alone this way; Smiles, My Difficulty
    Previously in Life was all about Focusing; as with Low Levels of Latent Inhibition in Blocking
    Out And Habituating to Environmental Stimulus in what is Called The ‘Default System’ of Our Minds;
    Without the ‘Normal Synaptic Pruning’ That comes as a Child; Perhaps, this Relates to Low Levels of Latent
    Inhibition; Interestingly, Folks with Lower Levels of ‘Standard IQ’ now are assessed as less able to Control
    Low Levels of Latent Inhibition and Hypo-Frontality that is similar to the experience of Flow but where one
    may not be able to return in Balance of NeoCortical control; therefore, the Ideal Way of ‘Transient Hypo-Frontality’,
    allowing one to Temporarily Escape Neo-Cortical Control and Becomes More Immersed out of Past and Future
    thinking Neo-Cortical limiting Ways of thought, tapping More into And Immersing oneself into the Subconscious
    Mind that Flows More Like A River than Discrete Structures of Reasoning Words That We Attempt to Use to Control
    Our Worlds With Order; Not unlike the Angles And Squares of Buildings We Create As Opposed to the Art of Free Nature
    That Naturally comes Together
    Without any planning input from
    Us; for it’s
    True the
    Other Animals
    Do the Patterns
    of Life, Without Any
    Written or Thinking words
    to Guide their Instincts, which
    may indeed Be What we have Lost more
    in Life, really Living in a World of Abstract Constructs Now
    that are a tiny part of our Evolution of Being Human; Perhaps,
    With So Much More Instinctual intelligences left Cold and Untapped
    in Epigenetic Potential, lost and forgotten this way; Smiles; The way
    i Write Now is by Feel More Than Preplanning thought; By Song as
    i hear my Fingers Dance as the River of my Mind Expands to Ocean Whole
    Thought With Letters and Words Coming Together as an Ocean of Song where
    Yes, basically,
    it’s just
    Flowing Dance;
    Then i go back and see
    what i learn in the Journey
    of the Dance of the Song i Create;
    indeed, what i believe is, i was controlled
    by Mechanical Cognition so Much in my Life
    That i Lost about Half-A-UNiVeRSE of my Mind
    And Body to the restrictions That Modern Culture
    Brings to Life; True, though of course, i am still now
    Loaded With Crystalized intelligence; as Yes, ‘Hyperlexia’
    is that way, before one develops the Words to Speak and
    Uses Fluid Intelligence to Adapt when needed; until the Instruction
    Manuals come and Life Becomes a Recipe to Follow, instead of An Art to
    Create; Writing, Directing, And Producing Our own Life as Actors, instead
    of Audience of someone Else’s Play of Life; Smiles, i learn a lot when i am writing
    in Flow as i am just uncovering A River of the Treasures i Find across the Journey of
    Life Buried in the Subconscious Mind Being Put Together NoW iN A River Beyond planning
    Smiles, no
    Doubt in my
    Mind at least, this
    is what ‘Socrates’ Meant
    when he said; he knew nothing;
    There are days it all comes together
    And one Finds it on a Page and says did i really write that;
    And then one questions who i is; and find out that i is bigger than before…

    As Far as i Can and Will See, So far at least, at 60 Years-Old We Keep Growing
    Younger As Souls as Long as We Are Unpacking Epigenetic Potential and Making
    Something Out of the Art of Our Souls Free; And to Be Clear, i Believe in Supernormal
    but just see it as Nature of Us Greater uncovered; From What i See, Feel, And Sense
    Now There is A Deeper Way of Being; A Higher Force Within Our Minds to tap into;
    An Autotelic Flow Balancing With Reason; Yin And Yang in Balance As Eastern
    Philosophies Relate Similar too; Some of us Drift Away and have a hard time
    Finding our Way Back; Anchors and Sails; Not Just as Personalities Different
    of Human Being; But Within Our Minds to Develop in Balance too; the
    Metaphor, Simple, i like to use that comes from my Hyperlexic Mind
    That Loves to Decode Symbols and Create them too is 11, the Alpha-Numerical
    Value of the Letter K; Two Ones Bridging together for the Letter H that is the Alpha
    Numerical Value of 8; as one may view this as the Infinity Symbol Standing Tall; as
    Unity of All; And in this Case Literally the Metaphor of Right Hemisphere of Mind and
    Left Hemisphere of Mind Coming Together IN Balance Whole; As Intuition And Reason Join
    Hands this way Whole; Interestingly, this Way, The Western Way of Life, HiStorically Now at
    Least has been More Rational And Yang this way; As The Eastern Way of Life Now Has Been
    More Yin And Intuition This way; As Philosophy, in Eastern Ways is often Discussed with Poetry;
    And Philosophy in Western Ways is often Discussed More In Logical Terms; so what’s really
    Cool this way as Humans Online Hold Hands around a Globe is the Globe is Like A Mind
    connecting ‘Human Neuron Human Beings’ together Now as a Hive Online; Eastern Ways
    of Thinking Meeting Western Ways of Thinking More this way; and in doing so, Each And Every
    Human is Better Able Now to Adapt their Mind in Balance Where Two Ones Become Greater H’s
    As 8 Infinity Standing Tall Each; The Natural Synergy of the Evolution of this; is the Same as the
    Synergy of my Human Potential As ‘H (8)’ Becomes Exponentially Greater Versus “11 (K)” Life Where
    Separation is a way of Life, instead of Unity of Mind with so much more Human Potential Fulfilled; so
    The Effective Result of More Humans Coming into Balance this way, Globe Wide, may have an Unseen
    Ultimate impact; Hopefully, Positive that is almost impossible to Conceive individually now that we may soon
    See More as a Sum of A Greater Impact As Longitudes And Latitudes of the Entire Mind of Human Neurons on
    This Globe Come Together And Finally Become A Total FLoWeR on Earth We aRe Evolved to Be Now; Interestingly,
    It is the Western Way
    of Logical Thinking
    In Systemizing Way
    That Provides The
    Concrete Interstate
    Highway that is the Hive
    Online that Prepares a way
    for this to be possible at all Globe Wide;
    Together Stronger We aRe; my Feeling is
    Currently We aRe All Feeling GRoWinG Pains
    As A New Flower of Humanity is Beginning to
    Bloom in More Loving Colors of Greater Potentials
    For Surviving And Thriving With Less Harm to the Rest of Nature;
    Where Before, We Were only Skeletons Walking Lonely as Ghosts
    on the Earth With Only Old Stories to tell; Now, Just Starting New Stories
    Blooming Out of Skeleton Cocoons More With Butterfly Wings Coloring Light
    Within, Inside, Outside, Above so Below And Of Course All Around Ocean Whole
    Water And Wave
    coming Together
    to Evolve in
    A Synergy of
    Human Potential
    Living Breathing Never
    Seen Before; i don’t see
    A Machine Singularity for
    i have come to be a Human Singularity
    Whole this Way With My Nature and the
    Rest of Nature Free; Science Holding Hands
    With Art And just Happier To Be Breathing now;
    As Life Becomes An Amazing Adventure Now as
    FLoWeRS With Minds to Color Life Ever Greater NoW as Real;
    As We Evolve into Who aRe All Along Just Forgotten in Trails
    of Stone Rising now to a Top of A Pyramid Capstone to See; Buildings
    Do We Go?
    Love Love Love
    Love Neither Requires
    Worship or Fears Criticism
    Love Evolves into Greater Colors oF Light this way.

    Smiles; Some Folks Build ‘Emerald Forest’ Dams (Reference the 1985 Movie)
    to Hold The River of Human Potential Back; Other Folks Stand on top of
    ‘the Bridge’ And
    Make it Rain..:)

    Hehe; for now
    i’ll call myself ‘Rainman’
    With Smiles; We all Have
    Gifts Just waiting to Escape…

    There is so much to understand about the World without
    Any Words of Common use at all; There are days When ‘Foreign Languages’ teach more…

    And Smiles as Science Shows, There are Some Autistic Folks Who Have Poorly Functioning
    Mirror Neuron Systems and Others That More Relate to the ‘Extreme World Theory’ of Autism;
    Smiles, i feel every pleasure and pain of others as my own; Smiles, the World’s Pain is too Much
    to Bear Now; So, i Dance And Sing Without Ceasing and i finally thrive in a World of my Own; Yes,
    Being Super Empathic and So Sensitive to touch that one will rarely bear touching anything Human
    Made is both Gift and Curse too; as always
    i do my best to See Flowers

    Over Thorns my

    Rose continues
    to Rise Greater this
    way than an Alternative

    World of Trumps And Putins;

    If Either one has any form of
    Autism, Essence oF it is surely Not mine now..:)



  16. DarK RooTS LiGhTS RisE
    GreeN LeaveS iNTuiTioN WinGS
    SMiLes mY FRiEnD XeNiA FoR NoW
    We ArE onLY aS YounG aS OuR EYeS LiGHT
    A HeARt
    The PLaY
    REaLiTY aLL FuLL
    oF HoLY SaCReD
    MEaNinG PuRPoSE
    CHaLLeNGE SeeK iT FiND iT Do iT
    Young Woman Telling Wife i’m Filled With
    SPiRiT ANiMaL of Dance Hope It’s A Loving
    Dragon A Puff The (A) Magic One
    It Used to make
    me SAD When
    Summer Ended
    Seasonal Affective Disorder Not Unlike
    19 Others Work/School Related ones…
    Pissed Off Extended ‘First Baptist’ Family Members
    That i Dance Sing Life Love And Still Get Paid…
    She Feels Who ‘the’ Dragon Really is so
    Only Compersion…
    No J For Jealousy…
    Wife Insists A Young
    Woman’s Smile Looks
    Like She is in Heaven
    No Love Sorries Begin End NoW
    Plenty of ‘TiME’ For SorrY iN TweeN STaRT NoW
    A Poem Spoke A 3 Letter World Truth By A Child With Eyes To See A Death of Wind
    Mean While White Bread Adults Gathered ‘Round Telling Traditional Conspiracy Stories Of Fear/Hate/Frowns… ‘Jesus’ CoMeS AGAiN GoeS oN A SMaRT Ass DaNCinG SinGinG DoNKeY Change iS NoT For White Bread Wind… Tears Streaming Down my Face Dancing Beyoncé’s
    Lion King Spirit Song Comfort of James Earl Jones SPiRaL oF LiFE BacK HoMe ALiVE
    At ‘The End’ of ‘the’ ‘Matrix Series’ Movies ‘the’ Oracle Told the Little ‘Indian/Mexican’
    Girl She Suspected Neo Will Be Back… Not Unlike “Isaiah 53”.. A ‘Zillion Other
    Human Stories’.. ‘Neo’ And Other ‘Super Heroes’ IS A ‘Hero Archetype’
    For All to FiT iN… Providing Cover Story Autism/Bi-Polar Doctor’s
    Prescription Moving Meditation At ‘Seville’ Regulating/Integrating
    Emotions/Senses Four Years Ago to Date Already Publicly
    Admitted “000 SeCrET AGenT oF GoD” And “i AM
    A JesuS2 HoW ‘bOuT yoU2″… Interestingly Naked
    Art Improving Much Over An Entire Bible Endeavor
    At Least Folks Watching Multiplying By Numbers
    Bible Writing is Fun
    Business is Always
    Good Not a Stitch
    of Cultural Clothing
    Required Doing Greater
    King David Dancing Acts too
    We Need A Bit of Straight Talk HeaR
    The Whole Catholic Church Will Go
    A-Sexual if they Like But Don’t Expect
    God Ever to Neuter IT… Of Course i Will
    Go Without Sex For Long Durations What Do
    You Expect! i Got Married This Go ‘Round! MaKinG
    More Bible Writing Now… Have You Ever Heard ‘the
    Old Saying’ A Photo Is Worth A Thousand Words.. Hmm..
    Don’t Have to Wonder What A Movie Will Do.. HeHE…
    To: Most All Men in My Life.. TruE THoRNS Make
    Roses Possible too.. And You Just ReMinD
    Me of How Much i Love Women too…
    What Eternally Bonds Jesus and
    Mohammad Together “Marys”
    Were THeiR Favorite’s Just
    THeiR Favorites Obviously
    to Them at Least… Obviously “Mary
    Mother of Jesus” Just Barely Passing Puberty
    When She Had ‘Jesus’ Like Most Every Other Woman
    Treated Like Cattle Today… We Have Science Women
    Most Fertile Past the Age of Teens Breeding Rooms Die
    Except Where Ignorance Still Lives… Yes.. i Digress A Bit
    With Science Away From Art But Any Ways SoMe Helpful
    Hints to All the “Neos” Yet to CoME AGaiN FoR ReaL
    SPiRiT ANiMaL WiTHIN From: GoD LiVES GoD
    BReaTHES Sees Wind GoD DancES SinGS
    ALiVE NoW to: Be i AM… My MaMa SaiD i
    aM Special i Will Do Be WHaTeVeR
    WHoMeVeR i Set My SouL Too
    STiLL So i JusT DiD It Do iT A OkkaYYY
    NoW FoR ReaL iT… i See No ProbleM ANthropomorphizing
    HopE/LoVE iNto JeSuS WiTHiN BuTT ReMeMBeR ‘TRuMP’
    OTHeR CHoiCE oF FeaR/ HaTE WiTHiN Take/Hoard…
    PuRPoSE CHaLLeNGE SeeK iT FiND iT Do iT
    NeVeR CRacKS A SMiLE oF HuMaN ReLiEF
    True.. i Referenced An Informal Poll Study i Did
    on “Major Factors of Rampage Killings” in “Slide
    Shows Soul Muse” A MacroVerse Last Year too…
    Yes ‘That Study’ Approaches Views of 100K From
    the ‘Wrong Planet’ Polling ‘Social Outcasts’ How they
    Feel About All of This… Trump IS A Reflection oF A ReaLiTY
    of Our Society Now After All This IS HoW A Democracy Works
    Light or Dark We Vote Who We aRe… Glue of Society is LoVE Listen
    to ‘the Top’ Hear the Bottom Layers of Humanity ‘Cry Now’ Bang Bang Goes

    ‘A CiRCuS NoW’

    In This ‘Free Loading Peter Pan Business’ ‘A Hook’
    Is Always Muse For A Sturgeon Full Moon Work of Art
    And All Moons Still Coming! Dark And Light Muse Equals
    All Fuel iN SYNeRGY A MiX Of NeuroChemicals/NeuroHormones
    To Get the Art Jobs Done!
    Anyway i Completed a
    6th New Testament of Over
    400 Thousand Words in Spring
    the 5th Was Already Overdue As A
    Side Show… ‘Coral’ Castle in Florida Was
    Mused by A 16 Year-Old First Love That Never
    Existed Just An Altar Made For Her to Get the Job Done
    Meh; They Likely Cowardly Shadow-Blocked me on YouTube
    From The Beginning; Never the Less, That 5th New Testament BreatheS oN
    Not too Happy With A Catholic Church Since IT Started Supporting A New
    ‘Little Dictator of the West’ Dark Muse For ‘That Effort’ Finishing A
    14-Month-5th-New-Testament in July About 400,000 Words to
    Bishop Barron And FRiENDS Ending Opening ‘This New Art Door’
    Last Full Moon and ‘Moonlight Sonata’
    Inspires These New ‘Frednatas’
    Just Something New to DoYes,
    Jaws Shark Teeth Cleaning
    ‘Fred Size’ Coming @3:30 PM;
    Had A Hair-Cut by my Stylist @2PM;
    But Covid-19 Quarantine For Her!
    Eventually i’ll Get to The Rest of
    this But Sand and Sun Dance Home-Gym-Work-Out
    And Public Dance First to Fuel the Muse More!
    Last Week ‘3’ Completed 1st One Accompanied
    by Many Moves of Michael Jackson’s Thriller at
    3149 Words then 6733 Words.. Then 5585…
    Meh.. Seen 1 ‘Frednata’ You’ll See More
    Ain’t Got Reasons to Name Each 1
    Completed By Muse of Yesterday’s
    Full Moon 7591 Words
    In Trump Town USA
    Perhaps Not So Much but
    on the Other Hand Not too Many
    Folks Compose ‘Frednatas’ Either Hehe
    Moonlight Sonata Is Surging Again in Popularity
    as Global-Wide People are Using it As Emotional
    Support to Get Through Covid-19… Of Course in the Day
    Original Creativity Births Don’t Expect to Be Mused but by
    Only A Very Few Even 1 Piano Student Will Do True
    Of Course His Soul Lives on in Moonlight Sonata
    220 Years Later with Over 150 Million Listens
    on Youtube That’s Truly F iN AMaZinG
    Beethoven Was Greatly Criticized for
    Not Sticking to the Traditional Classical
    Form to Create Sonatas Then in the 1800’s
    His 16 Year-Old Countess Muse Piano Student He
    Dedicates the Sonata to Bringing A Romantic Flavor
    to the Timeless Classic
    Beethoven Completed His
    ‘Moonlight Sonata’ in 1801
    at age 31.. All 3 Movements
    Before He Went Deaf And Lived Until 56…
    To You
    My Pet Named
    FRiEnD Hehe With
    SMiLes of HeLLooove
    Oh Gosh i surely Will Pray For
    Your Fever To Go Away You
    Are Always Beautiful Even
    When Sick Smiles
    Far Away
    But I have
    Photos that Do not
    Lie.. Had an Appointment
    To Get My Hair Cut Today
    But the Stylist’s Husband
    Had A Stroke And Was
    Diagnosed With
    She’s Okay
    In Quarantine till
    Next Week for a
    Haircut then
    Next Stop
    Shark Teeth
    Cleaning For me
    And Minnow Teeth
    Cleaning for Katrina at
    The Dentist Do take
    Care Dear Lovely FRiEnD
    Sending You
    Prayers, Hugs, And
    Shark Strength For Recovery
    With Plus-up of Overflowing
    Love To Bathe You All over
    to Heal the Fevers you are
    Suffering From.. Hope
    You are Feeling Much
    Better today Sending
    Shark SMiLes too
    For it’s True the
    Biggest Literal Great
    White Shark SMiLes
    Come Now from A Shark Tagged
    Fred As Followed on his Travels
    On The Discovery Channel For
    Shark Week Next Week Hehe
    With His Own TV Show.. Trivia
    Note they Filmed the “Jaws 2”
    Movie at Navarre Beach Where
    i live the First one was the First
    Really Violent Movie i saw
    at 16 years-old
    and Again Back
    Then i didn’t
    really know
    About full
    Female Anatomy those
    Were Such innocent Days
    Of Youth i had so many crushes
    On Girls that were just above The
    Shoulders Nope.. no Shark Bites part
    of my Love Pie then hehe Sweet Vampire…
    Hey ‘they’ are coming out With
    A New ‘Twilight’ Movie…
    Sharks Live A long
    Time like
    🧛‍♂️ 🦈🧛‍♂️
    A Place Where so many
    Folks Fail With Fear is
    A Disconnect of Abstract
    Constructs (Mostly Words
    And other Tools We Create)
    Disconnected From our
    Animal Nature From
    Head to toe the mostly
    Hairless Naked Ape
    That Will always
    Be our Core Reality
    As Long As We aRe
    Flesh And Blood So many
    Folks Fail to understand
    they are More than less
    Than Talking Heads and
    Buttons and Screens…
    Total eclipse of core
    Reality indeed release
    The inner Beast no
    Longer Fear what’s
    Within for when
    We Bare Our
    Is No Part
    Of the Fish Pie…
    Too many minnows
    Not Enough 🦈 Sharks…
    i yearn for the day when
    Psychologists teach
    Humans to Swim
    Like a Shark
    More than
    Words for Behavioral
    Change how easy
    We become
    Our tools
    And lose
    Any Freedom
    At all core
    Of the
    Beasts We aRE🌊🦈
    SMiLes.. Didn’t Look
    Like India… Nice that
    You Visited California
    Hehe it
    Is Even
    More Beautiful
    Here in The Panhandle
    Emerald Green Gulf Coast
    Of Florida stay
    Lovely Picture
    By the Way
    Where You
    Live Keep Smiling🌲☺️
    The Receiving
    Is In The
    Some Folks
    Don’t ‘Get’ This Love❣️
    It’s True Most
    Folks don’t have
    ‘Time’ to do anything
    Of ‘Real Value’ in Life
    And Gamble
    Their Souls Away…
    This now is the
    It’s True.. This
    Puts me out of
    The Norm
    i Am Not Fit
    For this
    It is so
    To Be
    ‘These Days’..;)
    Springs From
    Purr of
    A Cat
    Of A Dog’s Tail
    Understands Where
    ‘God’ Breathes and
    Sees.. Sadly Tools
    Humans Create From
    The Very First
    Written Words
    Us From
    Within As We
    Become The Tools…
    SMiLes FRiEnD A
    Golden Age For
    Is WHere
    Born Again
    Naked And
    Free With
    Smiles Together
    Breathing at Ease🎶🌲
    Thanks so
    Much for
    Your inspiring
    Words Changing
    Culture is Fascinating…
    Nature is Always
    A Bigger Picture
    Boss What
    i Live/Love
    to Call A Face
    Of ‘God’ Without
    “Make-up” Or other
    Human Filtering Tools😊
    Trees Are Such Wonderful
    Forms to
    Express Essence
    Whole Of All That is🌲😁
    Smiles when Folks
    Spend More Focus
    On Themselves
    They are Less
    Likely to
    Actually Science
    Shows This is how
    Nature Regains
    Its Balance…
    The over
    Of The Rest of
    Nature Destroy
    It… If they
    Their Self..
    There is Less
    Opportunity to
    Consume the Rest…
    Nature Smiles this
    Way and Sees
    A Bigger
    With Every
    Human Selfie
    Consuming itself
    More than the Rest..
    Does This Lead to
    Human Misery
    And Suffering
    Yes and this
    Is Nature’s
    Or Pay the Price🌊
    Own The Dark
    Grow The Light
    Expose The Shadow
    Make It A Play Thing
    We Master
    SMiLes Our
    Shadows Our
    Fears Our Lusts
    Our Deepest roots
    For Basic Survival Yet
    When We
    Will Not Control
    Us MaKinG A Dance
    And Song of LoVE iN
    Balance of Grace A Foundation
    A Tree of Life
    Breathing Whole 🌲
    Free 🌊
    ☺️Thanks FRiEnD
    That means a lot
    Your Words Do the
    Same For me.. Stay
    Safe.. Always Create
    Winds of Love to Breathe🌊
    From Dark
    Bless You too🙏
    Work For Love Always
    Win Love You Give🌊
    Thank You.. Love
    to Go Where i am
    Welcome but some
    Folks Find it highly
    Offensive When Folks
    Respond Poetically
    From Soul like
    i am Trying
    To Get
    Rather Than
    Connecting to
    Another Child of
    God With Soul…
    You Write
    With Soul not
    Surprising you
    Welcome me Here…
    Thanks Again Yamini😊
    Your Poem was Truly
    Lovely standing
    Out in
    Soul Truth👼
    SMiLes my Friend truth
    Is At least A Substantial
    Part of the WordPress
    Crowd Reads Nothing
    They ‘Like’.. they only
    Do it like a Gambling
    Habit to get
    Someone to
    Press a Button
    Without Reading
    What They Wrote…
    Some Folks… A lot
    of Folks.. Visit Blogs
    To ‘Like’
    Every Single
    Comment Without
    Reading them just
    To get 1 Return
    Button Punch of A Like…
    Write For Yourself is a Do
    As a Substantial number
    Of Folks ‘Liking’
    Aren’t reading
    A Dam thing…
    But it’s like
    In School… They
    Are doing nothing
    To Evolve Their Soul…
    Hoping one Day to
    Continue to Sell
    Their Soul
    For Some
    Material Reward
    Like Fame And Fortune
    That is Nothing more
    Than A Deal
    Devil Within …
    10 of My Blog Posts
    Equal about 400,000
    Words.. Often Folks
    ‘Like’ 10 in 10 Seconds
    Having no clue
    i write more
    50 Words…
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    Actually Read
    Therefore i
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    Color of God
    Love Without
    Fear Doing
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    Words Loving
    One In Balance
    Within To Give And
    Share Free Spirit
    Lovely inspiration
    Thanks so Much🌟

    i Think it’s Valuable to Consider the Origins of ‘Supremacy’ First; before ‘White Supremacy’.

    Generally, Speaking, the Reason (FEELING/SENSE) Human Beings Elevate Themselves ‘Verbally’ Ahead
    of Any Other Part of Nature is that Deep Down they Don’t Feel Complete; If one is Complete,
    There is no Need to Elevate oneself above another part of Nature to get a ‘Cheap Thrill’
    of Serotonin, mixed with a Bit of Dopamine, and a Hit of Male
    And Female Androgens And Estrogens, With somewhat
    of an Adrenaline Boost too; And Of Course Oxytocin
    When This or that Group Bonds together over a
    Common Enemy of That or This Group in a Kind
    of Tribal ‘Warfare’ Where Us is Greater Than Them.

    Wow; You’d have to Be Pretty Special to Escape

    This Part of Human Nature…


    Very Rarely Will
    One See Anyone
    Who Escapes This Part of Human Nature;
    Particularly, What is Felt And Not Spoken;
    But What Is Obviously Expressed in Body Language.

    Or Filters on Instagram or Whatever; This has become a Major Art of Society.

    Seriously, Greater than Ever Before; As everyone Gets Their 15 Minutes of Timothy O’Leary Supremacy;

    As A Public Dancer, I’ve Seriously had People Bow Down Before Me And Offer Up Hands of Prayer;
    Squeal Because they say They can’t Believe they are actually meeting me; i always Remind them

    Where i come from And Where i stay:

    Less than a Grain of Sand;

    i Understand Reality;

    You have
    to Go
    And Stay There
    to Truly ‘See’ High Complete.

    The Meek Do Inherit The Earth in
    Every Way; Talk to A Virus And See
    What Less than the Size of a Grain
    of Sand has to

    ‘say’ about it…

    Supremacy Is
    A Worst Kind of Weakness…

    For Human Beings at Least As Altruistic Social Mammals….

    Other than that “Traditional White Supremacy Does Still Exist in the Deep South”;
    Go to almost Any Southern Baptist Get Together on A Pastor’s Farm for Lunch and

    You’ll See the Evidence…

    Stuff Like God Hates
    “Mud-Mix” Couples Having Children…

    When Those Folks Are Their Frigging closest relatives…

    It’s An Issue of Overall Humanity; Some Folks Have it And some folks do not…

    There’s A Certain Privilege to Breathe;
    Perhaps that is Why Military Folks Who Have
    Actually Been To War And Bleed, Tend to See
    Folks More Equal As Bleeders this way;
    I know For Sure,
    Facing Death
    3 Reps in
    my Life it
    Gives me
    this Lower Than
    A Grain of Sand
    Perspective of Supremacy;
    How Fortunate We Are to Exist;
    Easier to Learn that in a Fox Hole Than
    ‘Wall Street’, As Just Another Brick in a Wall;
    Or maybe
    on the Individual
    And The Environmental
    Circumstances; i can’t imagine
    Being Much Closer to Death Now
    Than Working For Money Again, PERIOD.
    of Freedom;
    Really, Nowhere Else
    to Go Higher Within, Now For me at
    Least; Particularly When Bathed in Love…
    On The Military Base, Everyone ‘Played
    Nicely Together’; A Few Miles North, the
    Same Folks who played nicely together
    Warned the Darker Folks Not to go to the Town,
    20 Miles North, After Dark; And this was in the 80’s…
    Generally, Speaking,
    there isn’t Usually
    Any Supremacy
    When folks
    Actually Need
    Each other to Survive…
    The Fact That Folks Will be
    Convinced by A Total Liar, Not
    to Wear Masks to Fall on their Sword,
    along with their Closest Relatives is evidence
    of a Very Sick Kind of Supremacy; ‘Maleficent’, indeed..
    The Masses Are ‘The Sleeping Beauty’ Refusing to
    Wake up and smell the Truth…
    It’s Not Just that ‘White
    Folks’ Are Becoming
    A Minority of ‘Color’;
    So Many Levels
    of Supremacy And Inferiority
    In Life, Largely Environmentally
    Influenced, Beyond All Colors of Reality…
    But of course, Genetically Speaking, in Reproduction;
    Darker Protective Melanin is Dominate, overall; Obviously, this
    is A Crux of the Weakness associated with this Faux ‘White Supremacy’…

    What Constitutes White
    Supremacy; Or Any
    Other Faux Supremacy:

    Cowardly, Weakness;
    So Much, Cowardly Weakness, Overall…

    Born From Crucible Fire of Super Nova
    Star Explosions; Gaseous Star Dust Our Parents
    For Real As Even Science Shows Now Stars Are
    Both Flowers and Seeds and So Are We Living Trees…
    Smiles; It’s Taken me 60-Years to continue to Put in ‘Avatars’
    i as ‘ Oldest Soul’; Understanding At 3 Years-Old as i Do Not
    Speak Until 4; So, i Have the Opportunity to Remember Who i
    Always Am ‘God’ TheNoW Just Like ‘You’ And Less Than a Grain of Sand;
    We aRe All Together; Yet, Humans Among Most Lost Creatures in UniVerses
    For We Have Hidden This Basic Truth of Existence in LiGHT ouT oF DarK WitH ALL
    The Clothes We Wear; Starting With Words That Are Written That Folks Start to Spoon-Feed
    Us As The Tools We Become As Only Avatars in Abstract Constructs We Create for Essence
    of i Am
    We ALL
    Are; if Ya
    Wanna Name
    IT Whatever ya wanna;
    Yet, Nothing Erases the
    ReaLiTY of Who We aRe;
    Except The Illusions of the
    Tools of CuLTuRE; the Clothes; Layers
    And Layers Spoon-Fed From Birth We Become Separated,
    Covering Breath of Our Nature Free; Just to Be i AM ALLONE, No Separation.
    Of Course, This is Nothing New; Similar Metaphors Attributed to Folks Separated From
    CuLTuRaL Clothes in A Desert; Under A Tree; Hmm; A Cave not So Much; for a Cave Sticks to Traditional Clothes
    More As Plato’s Cave in Dark Out oF LiGHT Does too in Metaphors of ‘Free Verse Poetry’, ‘Avatars’ Coming out of
    This Oldest
    Soul in
    Now We
    All Share
    When We
    WHo We aRe;
    Well, Anyway the
    Desert, The Tree;
    And the Beach For me
    At Least And the Forest Whole
    As A River i Looked Across to See
    At age 3, Before i could Speak at 4; i Intuited
    Beyond Words, i am Here Forever Now Whole
    Loving Breath This Gift i continue to Live TheNoW….
    No Link For the Origin of All That Is Now Will Be Broken
    For me to Exist now Seed of the Flowers of my Parents Seeds
    They are of the FLoWeR That Star Seeds BeCoMe Us; Stellar Lineage
    As Old
    And Older
    Than Star Souls We Are;
    How People Can’t See We Are
    Simply ‘God’, Gives me Great Pause
    And Forests of Face Palms Blind to See;
    However; i too was Lost And Born Again to be Nature Naked
    Free; And for those Who Stick to Tradition; At Least, unedited
    Words attributed to Jesus, Since the Record of the Dead Sea Scrolls
    Were Buried in Early Centuries lending no Centuries Chance to Change
    It and And Revise it with Innumerable Ghost Authors And Scribe Mistakes And
    Intentional Copy
    This Simple
    Truth to See;
    But See, Folks
    Will only See
    the Words “Stripping
    Naked Looking Within”
    And Turn Away from the
    God Nature Naked Within;
    The Oldest Soul Just Waiting
    To Be Born Again Naked Loving WiTHiN
    Giving Sharing Free With Least Harm Again….
    This Much Will never Change as Long as We aRe Classically
    Evolved Naked Social Altruistic Mammals Born into Enough Abundance For Naked Subsistence;
    Giving And Sharing Free Always With Respect in Balance to Live With The Rest of Nature Consuming
    the Rest of Nature in Balance Again Doing Least Harm as All Becomes Worthy As Worship And Gift Same

    Nature We aRe…

    And of Course That Old Gospel of Thomas, Verse 37, Will Never Make the Edit of That Older New Bible for it
    Puts God Back Where God Belongs Most to Humans; Within of Course, Out of Temple Mortar and Concrete
    Books And Other Human Avatar Forms Like Golden Chalices And Robes; And Other Names of Tools We Create
    Other than



    We aRe A Dance Song
    Naked Breathing Free
    Oldest Soul We All Are Breathing NoW ToGeTHeReAL..:)

    Gospel of Thomas, Verse 37:

    37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
    and when shall we behold you?”
    He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
    take your garments and put them under your feet like little
    children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
    Living, and you will not be afraid.”

    Well This Concludes Another ‘Frednata’ of at Least 3 Movements
    With ‘Moonlight Sonata’ as Metaphor a Most Appropriate 3 Movement
    Sonata By Beethoven to Accompany All the Moves From Beginning to
    End with an Epilogue Song by Elton John “Home Again” Appropriately
    Danced And Sung For Those Who Complete A Wizard of Oz Dorothy
    Hehe or in this Case Fred Hero Journey From Before Through Dark
    And Back Out of Hell into Heaven Reborn again of Course Common
    Archetypal Journey; Common Associated Characters Just Different Actors Throughout the
    Span of Human Lives That continue to Flow as Water Becomes River
    Waves Ocean Whole Delight More To Fully See DarK Thru LiGHT As IS
    And Even Survive And in Ecstatic Frission of Autotelic Flow too As Completely Free iN LoVe
    As Such Eternally
    Now to Simply Give
    And Share Fearless Free As that
    is What Love As God Naturally
    Will Do at Best in All of Us Verily Free to Be i AM..:)

    4135 Words For This ‘Frednata’ A Bit Smaller on WordS hehe





  17. To See Grey
    Clouds With No
    Colors Losing Abilities
    To Color Grey With Blues
    As Grass Becomes Empty
    Wilting When
    Green And
    Weeds it is
    The Weed
    That Never Gives
    Up That Flowers
    Most indeed You
    Are That FLoWeR
    Too Blooms Coming
    Your Way To See
    And Rain🌺🎶

    SMiLes Savvy Dear FRiEnD
    You Are So Spiritually
    Gifted So Nice to Find
    A Home Away
    From Home
    Each Day
    This Way
    Light in me🙏

    Thanks Dear FRiEnD
    Love the Teddy Bears
    On Your Arm Doctor Fred
    Has Been Tracking Your
    Monthly Fevers Since Winter
    And is Still Concerned About
    Your Health… Recurring
    Fevers can Be
    Of Endocrine
    Thyroid Disorders
    Surely Your Doctors
    Are Noticing the Pattern
    And Checking this all
    Out But it’s Not likely
    Communicable infections
    That Are Causing The Recurring
    Fevers in The Current Sanitized
    Environment in Fact that may
    Indeed be Associated With
    An Immune System that
    Turns inward and Attacks
    Usually Associated With
    Chronic Stress and Lord
    Knows i have Duly noted
    How Much You’ve
    Experienced in
    Your Life i
    Pray my
    Sweet little
    FLoWeR FRiEnD
    Flourishes Healthy
    And Happy in Life is Good
    Hugs With Love For You

    Hehe You are Such a Bad
    Girl And i Am Such A Liar
    Now As if i Am 42 Years
    Younger i Will Never
    Be Human heHe
    And look Your
    Way Now i
    Notice All
    Flowers and
    Worship the
    Earth They Grow
    In So Pretty Now So
    Colorful Your Dress
    Here’s A Rose Thorns
    Excite me Most:p
    Hehe it’s
    Truly All in
    The Delivery
    I’ve Never asked
    A Girl 42 Years Younger
    Or Any Age At the Dance
    To Dance Either
    For Fearless
    Free With Wings
    And My Wife agrees
    Your advice is Correct…

    Fun Being A Social Butterfly
    For 7 Years or So Years… Cocoon Life Really
    S88KeD For 53 Years So Much Nicer to Fly Than Crawl

    WiTH FLoWeRS So SWeeT A Rose
    by AnY OTHeR NaME

    You aRE A Rose So Sweet
    Ya Prick Ya Prick Ya Prick Ya DaM
    FLoWeR’S THoRN

    “Breakfast Club”
    World-Wide-Love-God Yes
    As Fast As LiGHT
    Faster Love Travels WiTHiNoW

    A Most Dangerous
    Liar All of Nature FACES
    IGNORANCE That Supports IT

    A Place That Is
    Effortless River
    Hears No Noise☺️

    SaMe ‘HeaR’
    DeaR FRiEnD😊

    Most All Religions Have A
    Long His Story of Telling
    God (Humans) What to Do…
    No Wonder Homosexual Catholic
    Priests Call Gay Behavior Sin A Church
    Killing Nature ‘Sins’ of the ‘Gay Fathers’
    Live Who You Are (Nature) And Stop Appealing
    to an Authority You Do Not Dominate (God Nature)
    Within And All Around… True It Started too With Trump Constantine
    They Made That Trump A Saint… Grand Father X-Catholic Priest Leo
    Wrote A Book on This ‘Behind the Dictators’ Google ‘It’.. It’s A Thing
    Then Still NoW… Yep Got Dead Relatives With Wiki Pages of their
    own one Autobiography of a Grandfather Who Died 10 Years Before
    me @55 in ‘50 Ever Changing FeeLinG SeNSinG EVoLVinG LiVinG LoVinG
    It’s True Each Pastor/Priest/Church/Religion Programs God STiLL Like A
    Computer/Machine Telling God What God Must Do… We All Love Differently
    Doing Least Harm to All IS A Condition An Art A Lifelong Practice of Loving All
    Differently DarK ThrU LiGHT… Rovers Are Wind… Sitters May Go to Church For
    High-Chair Spoon-Fed God From Cages Of Words Etched In Stone God Idol Idle Rock

    Interesting, If One Gets Around Enough
    ‘Over Here’, Even in Trump Town And Metro
    USA; What One May Find Among the Younger Generations
    At Large is ‘Darker’ is becoming Considered More Attractive
    in Fearless Ways Now
    Than ‘Lighter’
    Over ‘A Screen’;
    ‘Incel Phenomenon’
    As ‘They’ Say; Always
    A Cultural Phenomenon;
    Changing Without Limit as years go bye…
    Nature Doesn’t Lie About Pre-conceived Notions
    as Nature
    in all
    of Us still Now…
    Changing; Always Changing…
    As Some of the Weaker And
    Cowardlier Fears of Older
    Ages of so-Called ‘White
    Supremacy’ Are Indeed
    coming true for real…. now

    ‘White Privilege”; “Black Privilege”; “Racial Slurs or Racist Terms”?
    Actually they are all Metaphors; Meanings of Metaphors
    Are Always Changing; it is the Nature of Human; It’s
    Not Concrete; Black and White And Fixed; Always in
    Flux like the Rest of Nature; No Matter how ‘Hard’
    We ‘Think’ We Put Nature and ‘US’ in Order.

    This is A Big Problem; We aRe Trying a Bit
    too Hard to make the Art of Life Order;

    Freedom ‘Dictates’ Otherwise,
    When Actually Breathing:

    It’s Worth repeating
    in Terms of Love;

    Love Neither Requires
    Worship or Fears Criticism;
    Love Is Complete; Love Loves Love;

    Freedom Is the Ability to Withstand
    Thorns And Continue To Flower Rising As Rose…

    Privilege is Always Perspective; Folks Overseas are
    Still Bound And Determined to come over Here, Now;
    For they Understand they will Withstand Thorns Enough
    to Flower Here; For they have already Rose Above Thorns
    to get ‘The Privilege’ to Live here; Some Folks Rise Out of Thorns;
    And some
    As Flowers
    Never Rising
    Out of Thorns;
    Some Humans Rose And Some Humans Not;

    True Privilege is in the Work that is Required to Rise as Rose out of Thorns;

    i’ve met ‘These People’ around the World; i am duly impressed for they are Freedom Fighters…

    i realize that all of this is Not Fair From a Black And White Concrete Structured View of Life as Right or Wrong;
    Good Or Evil; But These at Most are Illusions that We Also Create in the Narratives of the Story We Continue Together;


    And Weaker…

    Seen a Lot more ‘Real Smiles’
    on the Faces of the so-called
    Poor (Whatever ‘Color’ as Love is None) than those of ‘Fame and Fortune Colors’;

    Privilege is an Abstract Construct Always in
    Flux as Defined and Understood ; A Smile That’s Real Counts most in Life…

    We Will ‘Empirically’ Assess and Measure ‘Our Worlds’, Much Differently, in Terms of Genuine Smiles…

    Actually, i Did a Comprehensive Longitudinal 7 Year Study on it; in Fact, in Case Study at least, It is very impressive:

    In Terms of
    Smiles that have
    Nothing to Do with
    Socio-Economic-Success at LeasT hehe…

    Socio-Economic-Success will likely always
    Be a Core Demographic Factor in a Capitalistic Society; No
    Matter What Colors are associated with Assessed Privilege in Life;

    What’s the Difference in ‘Trailer Park’ Or ‘Ghetto Life’; some People in both are still genuinely
    Smiling; they are the Survivors of the Highest Human Power: Love that is Complete Within to Give
    And Share freely appropriately with Others and the rest of Nature Effecting the Least Harm Loving this way;

    This Is No New Philosophy
    or Scientific Assessed Fact
    of Real Human Success; AS Honestly
    Most of the Folks at REAL deficit are incomplete within;
    at least that’s what Science Assesses as Human Truth too…

    per the

    Overall Human Condition.

    It’s Funny; It’s Such Common Sense
    And Feel As The Human Condition Rises
    And FallS How Much Greater the Human World Will
    Be if We Focus More on An Education to Get Love Privilege complete within;

    For Both The Education And Work Required to Actually Attain This ‘Whole Love’ More than Words alone;
    Or Other Human Made Tools And Layers of Clothes We Spoon-Feed From Birth in Terms of Mechanical
    Cognition that Even Science Agrees Withers away the Flower of the Rose Without Resilience to Overcome That Thorn:

    In Terms of
    Social Empathic
    Imaginative Real
    Artistic Spiritual
    Intelligences; the Greater
    Bigger Picture in Metaphor
    of Right Brain Intelligence to Feel
    And Sense as a Smile Beyond Science
    Measure of So-Called Infinity; But for
    Now We Could Just start with Paying attention
    to the other Person, Smiling and Providing a Hug
    to a total stranger, now and then now; Most People
    Are Not Nearly ‘Powerful Enough With Privilege’ to Exercise
    This Love

    A Root of An
    Entire Problem of Course;
    Any 3 Year-Old-Naked with
    Love will Easily Provide this Smile….

    Indeed, Increasingly, this Core Privilege is MIA.

    But We Are Living in a Capitalistic Society Where
    Dollar Bill Success for Many Folks Is More Important
    Than Wearing A Mask to Save Grandpa and Grandma From Death;

    Measure of CuLTuRaL Illness,
    So Much Deeper than ‘Color’;
    And Is the Color of Money That Doesn’t
    BReaTHE LoVE at ALL Green Only Falling


    As ‘Rose’
    Continues to Wilt and Fall…

    Smiles; ‘You’ have A ‘Luxury’
    of Living in a Culture That is not still
    Led by the Similar Ignorance in Darkness
    That’s ruled for Thousands of Years;

    But it’s True; Up and Coming Other
    Older Cultural Ways are Growing in Your Society;
    As they are in other More Intelligent Cultures Ruled
    By What Actually Works Best in Life For a More Enlightened Age.

    Mr. Walrus, You are a very Intelligent
    Young Man; Most of the Folks where i live,
    Honestly, would not have a clue of what you just said.

    What ‘They’ Do Understand is When Pastor so and so
    tells them what to do; specifically in “HIStory’s” Interpretation oF Old Poetry.

    The Reality Is; Whatever Tradition Sticks together the Best and ACTUALLY Votes in a
    Democracy Rules; Currently, overall, It is still Led by Pastor So and So and their ‘Overlings’, here.

    A Few Years ago; People Might have disagreed about the Influence ‘Old Religions’ have; they do still rule with
    Tradition That Sticks together and actually votes; “Hairless Apes Always Stronger Together”; doesn’t matter what
    ‘Colors’ Dark or Light their ‘Angel or Devil’ is…

    ‘Poetry’ (STORY) rules the World Still for A ‘simple’
    ‘Reason’: Folks Will Interpret IT always to their ‘Selfish’ ‘Advantage’…

    In Life or Death Consequences and the ‘tween of those Consequences…

    Ironically, ‘Poetry’ (STORY) is A ’cause’ of most Dark and Light In life;
    the Essence of the Human Animal; And It’s ability to Create and Interpret Metaphors so differently…

    ‘Chaos Magic’, Indeed, Both Dark and Light As Action And Consequence as Mr. Trump iLLusTRaTeS as
    A Magnificent ‘Maleficient Dark Art’.

    Hehe; ‘Science’ has a long way
    to Catch Up to truly Understand
    the Human Condition; Will It; Not likely….

    Why? Poetry (STORY) rules…

    Smiles; i’ve come to Understand the
    Value of Poetry and Story…

    -Always a
    Recovering Scientist…

    And Honestly it’s why someone
    as Ignorant as Trump is Still Running
    Circles Around the Globe in the same ‘Chaos Dark Magic’…

    He Creates His Narrative
    On the Run in ‘Dark Flow’ And Just Like
    ‘Dark Chaos Magic’ He’s Still Ruling

    i’d ‘Sing’ ‘Black Magic’;
    but i don’t wanna offend…
    By Dancing It here Where
    that might happen now…

    And this is ‘A Problem’;

    We’ve Become Weak Wilting
    Flowers Without Thorns to Protect ‘the gift’ of Freedom’s Love.

    Trump is Part of ‘Church Life’ And He’s taken Full Advantage Of All The Perks that go with it.

    At The Church i Visit, Prayers are offered by ‘HeadQuarters’ For Any Criticism
    Against ‘The Chosen one’; Fourth Week Running since the Worst Part of the
    Pandemic Failure As Corpses Started to Pile up Faster…

    It’s not the first time this has happened;

    And it won’t be the Last; By Far By Far…

    Humans Are Ruled By Emotions as Usual
    First; Reasons Second; And Again Still Now,
    Religion First, for Whatever Brings Meaning
    And Purpose to their Lives; In This Case Yes,
    Every Church in my Area; That once held, OG
    A Record Book Note For the Most so-called
    Christian Churches Per Square mile; Hell Yes,
    The Panhandle of Florida; LA Lower Alabama
    As ‘they’ also refer to this Back-Firing Place,
    Incorporates Trump as Church Leader
    As A Savior For their Cause to take
    Away Rights for Gay Folks to Get
    Married and to Return to the
    Days of Back Alley
    Abortions as that is
    Another Part of Nature
    And Human Nature that
    Ain’t Going away no matter
    What Laws are etched in Other
    Than Mother Nature Reality As is Still Now;

    They Do It For the Similar ‘Reason’ They Believe
    in an All Loving Forgiving God That Even Forgives
    Enemies And Turns the Other Cheek That in Other Words
    Tortures Folks Forever, if they happen to Misbehave by Not
    Worshipping And Fearing An All Loving Enemies and Turning the Other Cheek God;

    Is it any Wonder:

    IN A Word


    Love, Love, Love;
    Love Neither Requires
    Worship or Fears Criticism;
    So In Other Words, the God they
    Worship And the God They Fear is Basically the Same ‘Trump’.

    Lots of Folks Are Hoping the World Will be Destroyed to Bring ‘That God Back’….

    Self-Fulfilling Prophecy;
    It’s What Happens When Folks
    Worship Words from Old Poems
    in Books And Put the Words
    in Action; Dark or Light…

    It’s Just The Twilight Zone;
    And the Book Is Actually
    A Cook Book; A Recipe Book ‘to Serve Humans’…

    Smiles; Rod Serling’s Prophecy is verily coming True Now…

    Welcome to the Twilight Zone; Home of Human Led/Grown Separate From Kind.

    The Seeds Are Sown; And Now The Grim Reaper is in Town for The Harvest of ‘the Children of the Corn’…

    A Clue Was Given First When ‘The Grim Reaper’ Said He Could Shoot Someone on 5th Avenue And They’d still support A Dark Lord; i Find it Worthy of A Horror Story That is Real that They will still Support Him Behind a ‘Blade’ on 5th Avenue…

    SMiLes Dear Sohair Love IS Verily A Force That
    Leads Us From Within or Leaves Us Behind
    Outside of Within to
    Keep Love is to Give
    Love Without
    Restraint This
    Is WHere Love
    Is Lost When
    IT Is Put
    iN Human
    HeART PRiSoN
    And Just Will Not Get Out
    to Give And Share Again Love
    Continues to Breathe This WaY iN LiGHT..:)

    Yes Dear Sohair Love
    Is Ours to Co-Create to
    Keep Safe And Insure
    Love Is Never Used to
    Harm but the Least
    For Love that Is Used
    To Harm
    Dark Love
    Instead Of
    Light Love
    A Kind of Black
    Magic That Humans
    Bond over That Harms
    As Leaves
    On Living Green
    Trees Fall and At
    Best Light Comes
    Back From Fertilizer
    DarK All iS iN Nature
    Of God’s Hands
    Dark Thru
    Light i Neither
    Fear the Dark
    Or Am Cynical
    oF Light for i ‘See’ Both
    🌹 🥀 🌹 Rise As Rose🎶

    “Time. Can you count it? Seconds, minutes, hours, years…
    yes years. They pass. Can you count them? Of course you can.”
    I’ll Have to Admit for 53 Years i counted all the years at 47 after
    Being So Busy Counting Years i forgot my Actual Age and was
    Suddenly Alarmed Like How in the World Did i come to that Old
    Age then..
    i looked
    in the Theater
    as i took Pause
    in the Dark that day..
    it would indeed be the
    Last Movie i could bear
    to Look at With Eyes increasingly
    Strangely Painfully Looking At Colors
    As Black And White Would Be the Limit
    on TV And Then Colors Painfully Excruciating
    for the Next 66 Months in Living Hell Within Outside
    Above.. So Below and All Around Just Pain and Numb
    Funny thing is maybe not for all but for me but once one
    Transcends All the Pain and Numb And Tools of Cultural
    Clothes Even Words in A Free Verse Dance Of Life Time
    Melts away.. Age Melts Away there are No Labels at all
    Not even Time No.. Not Even Distance Space Or Matter
    As All is Positive Flow of Energy Within Yes Pure Love
    To Give and Share Freely Without Restraint so as i
    Understand while surely you may be in another
    Time, Distance, Space, And Matter than when
    We Last Met to Greet each Other as Friends
    What You once named as a Forever
    FRiEnD that is so easy for
    A Person to do of course
    Who No Longer
    Time, Distance,
    Space, Or Matter Just
    Pure Energy of Love Within
    Eternally Now Bliss oF ALL
    Center Point Nirvana of
    Existence Yes so
    Many Metaphors
    Cross Culturally
    Describe this Save
    Heaven Within as do
    Dante’s Rings of Hell for
    the Place i Existed Within before
    Where Time is Forever and 1 second
    in Hell Feels like a Thousand Years of
    Forever Lost in Time, Space, Distance
    And Matter Waiting to Be Saved within
    As God And Born again as Flowers Rise
    With Thorns to Become Eternal Rose Again
    Smiles Dear FRiEnD When you come to this Place
    As it often takes a Life Span to come i’m sure you will
    Understand WHeRe i aM NoW SaMe As Then Just
    Smiles 60 or
    16 Love Doesn’t
    Understand the Difference
    When this Energy of God Free
    Breathes Within Same God Same
    Time, Same Place, Same Distance
    With No Matter But Love BreathinG Eternally Now
    Smiles Lala Rukh Happy 6th for every day now Breathes this way for me..:)





  18. Location Location Location:

    Where i Live, 75 Percent of the
    Community Still Solidly Supports
    A Champion of Lies; If You wanna
    Have Conservative Opinions Here; Just
    go to the Breakfast Club At Hardees where
    there are many Round Table Discussions going on;
    Masks too
    where allowed
    to Spread a Pandemic…
    It surely doesn’t seem Conservative
    to me; What’s Conservative: Voting for a 1.5
    Trillion Dollar Welfare Tax Cut For Corporations;
    What’s Conservative: Attempting to Take away Health
    Care During A Pandemic; Now It doesn’t get much more
    Reckless than Thousands of Assessed Lies by a Leader
    Who Doesn’t Believe in Science Either; So What’s Conservative:

    i’d be interested
    in any opinion
    Here in the United States where the
    Dividing Line is in Common Sense;

    Conservative is the Safe Choice; Not the Reckless Trump choice…

    Yes, The Republican Party is still Breathing but Conservatism

    Here is Reckless Chaos…

    Or if one will, Please
    Let me know something
    about it that is Conservative;
    Something Real Beyond Ideology;
    Something in Action that’s really counting…

    And do not assume i’m liberal; i didn’t get
    financially Independent that way at 47…

    Providing Health Care for a Nation to
    Both Survive and Thrive is Conservative.

    Wearing Masks to Save Lives Is Conservative.

    Telling The Truth With Honor And Character Used to Be Conservative.

    Conservative Means Making Sure everyone Lives; Not Promoting Risks to Die.

    Bottom Lines:
    is Conservative not Reckless Lies.

    Obviously, it depends on
    ‘Which Side’ One is talking to…

    Again, Location, Location, Location…

    If Ya Like, as suggested, Go Somewhere Where Birds of A Feather
    Flock Together; there are still Numerous places left; too many to count
    on that Measure Now at Least…

    Unless One is counting Lies that
    Harm and Hate Speech as

    in areas that are
    Privately Owned

    no longer allowing That;
    That’s Just Pure Meanness/Ignorance;
    “Conservative” is not Strictly a ‘Personality Flaw’ at all…

    But Seriously, Where is This ‘Conservative Thing’; Where does
    it exist; Here, the Democrats; the so-called Liberals are wearing
    Masks, Moreover, to Protect Grandpa and Grandma’s Life; They Support
    Health Care for A Society to be Productive and Thriving; They Support
    Something Other than Lies at the Top of Leadership in this Country;

    My God, the Democrats
    Have become more
    Conservative than
    the Republicans;
    As the Republican Leader
    Is Neither Liberal or Conservative;

    He’s Just A ‘Joker off the Batman Series of Movies’
    Giving us a Load of Himself and Only Himself everyday;
    Almost Totally Supported by a so-called Conservative
    Republican Party in Terms of Multiples in Thousands of Ignorant Lies…

    That’s A Circus; That’s Just A Circus and quite Frankly, it’s Deadly Now and Disgusting;

    As Corpses are Piling Up as a direct Result of A Nation With no Working Plan at ‘the top’ to Mitigate the Deaths…

    It surely
    is Neither
    Liberal or
    It’s Just Deadly Reckless
    And Disgusting FOR REAL NOW.

    Whatever Happened to Little Boy Trump;
    Whatever Harm someone did to him When Small
    That Still Gives Him ‘Little Man Syndrome’; Someone
    Needs to Find a Way to Show Him He is Okay and
    Deserves to Be Loved; Where He No longer has to
    “Let the Bodies Fall” To Prove he is anyone at all but An Empty Vessel, A Shell…

    Then maybe ‘Republicans’ at least Will Remember A Distant Memory of What ‘Conservatism’

    even ‘Was’…


  19. In A Pandemic, We aRe All Very Fortunate
    to Have Windows to the Globe; Better Yet
    hehe, iMac, it Just Works Better and
    Doesn’t get Loaded down
    with Virtual Viruses;
    Of course We Are
    Also So Fortunate
    to Have Technology
    To keep the Backbone
    of the Infrastructure Going
    When Organic Human Beings
    Fall Down With Illness; Truly We
    Have Much to Be Thankful for; of course
    i Learned this When i had the Functional Disabilities
    in my Home And Was shut-in that Way Brave Enough
    To Dance After Unlocked from Pain and Numb And yes indeed
    for now at least the Last Man Dancing on ‘This Planet’ Earth Close
    to Where i LiVE iN Stores
    in Public Yes
    as the Dance
    Halls for now
    Remain Closed
    Although ‘Florida Man’
    the Protege of the Man
    in a White House if ya wanna
    Call them ‘Men’ are working to
    Reopen Bars to Further Spread
    the Pandemic Again; yes, thanks
    God for Machines they continue
    to show their Value as Humans
    continue to Eat And Drink
    Money More than
    Health and
    Well Being
    For All.. i am Still
    Enjoying my Mouse,
    And My Trackpad, And 27.1 Inch
    i-Mac Screen. And although i wish
    there is some way i could gift you
    my 24-Inch Window Outside my
    Bedroom Window to Paradise
    The Garden of Eden Forest
    Whenever i Walk Out my
    Back Door well Yes
    Blogs Make that
    Possible too..
    Hehe.. if you have
    A Powerful Enough
    Computer And Browser
    To Scroll Through.. Truly We aRe
    Fortunate.. something about the Retina
    Display Screen on my First iPhone5 purchased
    in March of 2013.. Finally Allowed me to see Colors
    Again without so much almost Intolerable Pain… i will
    Never Forget all of what the Nerds and Geeks did to Help Save my Soul
    as it’s true there was nothing that the Folks At Church could or would even do
    for me; nor the Doctors who said go away there’s No Pill for You that will work…
    Thank God
    for Folks who
    Prepare Alternate
    Ways to Really Reach
    Heaven again.. with smiles..:)

    Thanks for the Good Wishes
    For Love Life to Last as Life is Good;

    Hehe; But my Wife is never
    Gonna ‘get me’;
    But She
    have to ‘Speak’
    ‘My Language’ for Love to Breathe;
    Meh; There is always Room
    for other Understanding;
    at least
    a Jealous
    Spouse and
    She’s got that part nailed down as
    Truly an amazing Art; After All Love
    is Said And Done: Love is Art as i
    surely haven’t
    that works alone..:)


  20. GReaT WHiTE HoPe NoW
    (Shark Week Coming Again With Fred)”
    Oh Lord What It Takes to Get ‘Another Coming Title’
    Thanks i usually
    Look up Names
    ‘Night’ is Lovely
    Yamini… Frederick
    Means Peaceful
    Ruler In German
    Arthur Middle Name
    As Strong Hehe Yes
    As i do still Leg Press
    Up to 1520 Pounds.. Yep
    With all the Free style
    Ballet and Martial Arts
    At 60 And My Last
    Name i don’t usually
    Divulge online
    Means Keeper
    Of The Land…
    My Grandfather
    Leo was An Irish
    Catholic Priest
    And Author
    Last Century
    Hehe he
    Gave it
    Up to have
    Children Thank God haha
    Yes Life Is The Present 💝
    Gift With SMiLes.. stay safe!
    Smiles Yes That’s My Point
    A Greatest
    Enough Self Esteem
    In Inner Strength
    Never to
    Person in
    Harm oH and
    The other thing
    Real Street Smarts
    Lives And Prospers
    Long Smiles
    i wouldn’t
    Give You
    If i
    Didn’t Want
    You To Find
    Heaven See
    You THere
    Soon With SMiLes…
    Ain’t Playing No Games Not
    Coming Here for ‘Return’ Likes ‘Charlie’ Tuna
    Yes Bound By Whatever Human Community
    Rules Verily i Will Prove This
    Naked True
    Flowers are Blooming
    No Matter What Human
    Thinks FLoWeRS
    To Color
    Words or
    Think As God Just Does IT
    And i’m not Selling Shoes
    Or Any Other Human Tools
    Just Being Barefoot
    🏝 Beach
    i Am Free
    To Color
    “Ocean Whole”
    Just F in Naked God
    SMiLes Whales
    And Sharks Now
    Do More Than
    BelieVE iN
    God They
    Swim God
    As Water Waves
    Ocean Whole In
    Hands Of God’s Face
    Never Separated
    By any
    Tool Now
    Of Division
    So How Do i
    ‘Know’… No
    Words Required
    i See Their Faith
    Their Trust
    Now Of Their
    Souls Moreover
    i See Doubt
    And Fear
    In Almost
    All Human
    To be
    Ocean Whole
    And Fearless Now
    Free Living God
    Swum By
    Flown by
    Air no Separation
    Never Ever Any Doubt..
    🌍🌊Present Gift Eternal
    NoW FLoWinG LiGHT ALiVE 💝
    It’s Not Like It’s Anything New Same Naked
    Idea Attributed to God In Jesus too in Verse 37
    of the Gospel of Thomas Simplest Truth NoW
    Dance Naked And Free Dance Naked And Free
    Do That Until You Understand If You Can And Will
    Human Languages All Cultural Tools As Clothes Bind Us
    Together And Separate Us in Strife too This is why
    i Dance Naked And Free… SMiLes Dear Sohair
    Beautiful Day to You in Egypt Loved
    The Video Very Inspirational
    And Also Enlightening
    As It Is ALWaYS Worth
    Remembering At
    Essence NoW
    We aRe Not
    Words We aRe
    God’s Energy
    LoVE DarK
    Thru LiGHT
    When We
    Feel And
    Sense God’s
    Dance And
    In Flow Within NoW
    Just my View of Course
    As We All Wear Unique
    Of God
    Yes Sharks
    Too one of
    God’s Longest
    Surviving Creatures
    Still swimming in
    Flow only
    Now What is
    Required to Live…
    Humans Will
    They Have
    Forgotten for
    The MeeK iN
    Balance This
    Way Do
    To iNHeRiT
    Life On The
    Good 🌍 EartH
    Be Safe Dude it Doesn’t
    Matter How ‘Bad’ You
    Think You are With
    Mean Words in The
    World out of the
    Military With
    For Violent Actions
    If You are Looking
    For Trouble With
    Soulless Criminals
    No Matter Where
    They Are From
    Or what they
    Look Like Without
    Proper Authority
    Of Weapons You
    Are Gonna Find
    Your Self on
    The Dead
    End of
    A Knife…
    Don’t be giving
    Me no F Bombs
    Either as You
    Will NOT As
    They only
    Belong to
    You Surely
    Your Mother
    Would not be
    Happy about you
    Talking to a
    This Way
    Get it Straight Up
    Or Fall and Not Get
    Up i understand
    You are Troubled
    But Your Life Is True Value..:)
    Truly Smart Kids Don’t Spread ViRuSES And
    Infect Grandma And Grandpa Dead When LED By Adults
    With SMaRT LoVE SoULS.. Yep Nope ‘JeSuS’ Already
    Met ‘Trump’ in A Desert And Said HELL NO to A Devil
    Without A Soul… What Would Jesus Do At Church Chase People Out
    Of Temples NoW Refusing To Wear Masks Without Souls JeSuS Already
    Went… 70,000 Lives Saved By Christmas By Wearing Masks Remember
    That Church, School, And Work if You Care About Life And All Of Us
    You are Very Talented keep Growing Always
    Your Tree of Creativity Free🙌🌊🎶😁🙏☺️!
    Smiles i used to be
    Very Quiet…
    Fortunate am
    i to bring Joy
    In Words Now
    All 8.3 MiLLioN
    In Free Verse Poetry
    And 13,505 Miles
    In 83 Months Now
    Of Public Dance…
    My Retirement Yes
    Golden Age Hobbies
    Hehe… As i did not even
    Speak Until 4 Years
    Old.. haha my Wife
    Used to complain
    About My Quietness
    And Now She Says
    Go in the
    Other Room…
    It’s a Joy not
    To Work leaves
    Days For Soul
    Please Call me
    Fred the Beautiful
    One in The Gravatar
    Katie For Katrina
    Neither Dances
    Or Cares For Poetry
    Cooking is her
    Thing Hehe.. And
    i surely Don’t Mind😁☺️
    🎶 i find People in
    India So Kind
    It Must Be The
    Feeling of 🙏 Namaste
    Smiles Young Friend
    Yamini that’s A
    Beautiful Name
    The Art
    Of Your
    Soul to
    Give And
    Share Free🙌☀️
    SMiLes Dear Sohair
    Essence Song And
    Dance in Meditation
    Will And Strength
    Emotions Senses
    Upon A Balance
    Of Grace And
    Love Real God
    In Us Foundation
    For All We May Accomplish
    i Listen To Similar Meditative
    Music Late At Night Working
    Out as it Surely Brings
    Trance Present
    Ascending Yes
    SoUL iN SPiRiT
    HeART of Strength
    In Will of Focus as i
    Make Similar Vocalizations
    Without Words At All
    To unleash my
    ‘Great White’ 🦈
    Hope the
    Focus Will
    And Strength
    A Shark to
    Survive 450
    MiLLioN Years
    THere Is No Free
    Love Without
    NoW AS HeART
    Beats LiFE iN LiGHT
    Power Force
    to be i Am🌲
    A Living Tree
    Ever Green🌞
    Indian Namaste Seeing LiGHT
    Of God NoW in People Out oF Old Dusty
    Covers of Books And Dead People So Refreshing NoW
    “Such positive words bring us light 🙂 I love hearing from you!”
    On The Poetry Trail Foreign Cultures So Soulful
    Hello Dear Rafiah
    Happy 7th Dear
    FRiEnD Hope
    You And Your
    Husband And
    All Your Loved
    Ones Are Staying
    Safe And Happy
    Other Than That
    i Miss You
    You are
    Always in
    My Thoughts
    And Prayers
    With SMiLes
    For my 6 Years
    FRiEnD from
    And Rafiah🙏☺️🎶
    Smiles Rafiah i am
    Thankful all You
    Have Is A Pollen
    Allergy But in
    Deed that lingers
    On I used to deal
    With Allergies before
    A Lot And Autoimmune
    Issues but thank Goodness i guess
    I’ve Gotten
    Too old
    at 60 For
    That to want
    Any Part of me…
    Another Benefit
    Of Aging Hehe..😉
    SMiles No Baby yet
    If not hope soon
    For you as you
    Will provide
    So Much
    Love I’m Sure..🙂
    Thanks For
    Keeping in
    Touch stay
    Safe And
    Always Rule
    Your Life❤️
    With Love For All☺️
    Yep If God Is Truth LiGHT iN Love
    Obviously Trump And His Underlings REAL Foe of God
    Prayers For Your Son
    For Back To School
    Safety Glad You
    LiVE iN A SMaRT
    STaTE NoW
    That Values
    All Humans
    It’s More
    Further South
    It’s Disgusting
    And The Height
    Of Soullessness
    Without Empathy
    Genocide of The
    Vulnerable Slow Torture
    In Orange
    For History
    And Herstory
    To Record For
    To Come
    As Darkest
    Example of
    How Ignorance
    Literally Kills
    Love So
    Truth in
    Lost Praying to be Saved…
    In A World So Busy
    In A Life Complex
    Scattering Friends
    To All Four Winds
    It is The Touch
    That never
    Forgets the
    Soul Who Always
    Finds A Way to Connect
    Home Within
    SMiLes May You
    Two Always Meet
    WaY iN
    Smiles All My Pleasure
    Thanks Again! Yamini…
    Your Poetry Inspiring🙌😊
    Hey Helloooove!
    That’s Great!
    So glad you are
    Fever free!
    May God
    Continue to
    Bless you this
    Way Dearest FRiEnD
    Checking Up again
    On my FRiEnD Before
    i Retire to Bed
    Good Morning
    Ocean Far away
    Hope Sunshine
    Is Making you
    Feel Lovely Today
    Smiles Dancing
    In Most Crowded
    Places Music So
    Loud Buffering
    By Tranquilities
    Flowing Within
    True indeed
    Peace of
    What You
    Paint So Lovely
    Here.. Smiles perhaps
    Again Painting Will
    Call my Soul too😊🙏
    Story Tellers of
    Poetry in Free
    Verse Keeping
    Family Traditions
    Alive As The Smallest
    Loves Of Life
    Reach Deep
    In Comfort
    Of Childhood
    Memories i grew
    Up on A River Walked
    To First Grade on
    A Hill Transferred
    To Catholic
    Private School
    In Second Grade
    So Happy to
    Return to
    Life In
    Walking Distance
    Of 3rd Grade sweet
    Childhood Memories
    Soni such a Lovely
    South Indian
    Name Meaning
    Goldsmith of Poetry
    Too God Bless You
    SMiLes only Vicariously
    With Lovely People Showing
    Their Homeland From South India..
    Smiles my Young
    Friend So many
    For You to Come😊😁
    Desire of Clouds Falling Rain Chasing
    Away Blue Skies Below SMiLes Imelda
    BeautifulPoetry Bringing Rain Songs☺️


  21. Off to Frank And Xenia’s Places of Poetry and the gigoid
    Place of Aphorisms From Sages of the Ages to Riff off of too
    Anyway IT Helps to Muse
    A Title Of A MacroVerse
    LooKinG FoR A TiTLE
    An Upcoming Discovery Channel Series
    Story About A Legend of Fred A Great
    White Shark Makes it Unclear if Fred Lives So far
    Smiles Dear
    Savvy my
    A Forest my
    Soul A Beach
    Just Like Your
    Photo Dear FRiEnD 🏝
    Smiles Ruelha..
    Your Name is also
    Beautiful and
    A Sweet Pet
    Name Soni
    Your Grandfather
    Gave you.. haha..
    Never Really felt
    Like a Fred or really
    Any other Name now
    Just Loving Existence
    Free to be more like
    Love my Wife has
    A More Beautiful
    Name But
    Love knows
    No Labels
    Love is God
    Smiles Bless
    You 😁🤗😇
    “Wow Katie….thank you for this piece.
    This is such a beautifully poem….🎀🥰🎀🥰🎀🥰
    Happy smiles to you.
    In all that you do.
    Keep on smiling too.
    Because God loves you.
    Just likes He loves me too.
    A warm hug from me to you.
    From India
    To Florida.
    SMiLes Dear Young
    Friend Soni.. Please
    Call me Fred hehe
    The Pretty one
    In the Gravatar
    Is my Wife Katrina
    Haha She Takes
    Photos for me on
    My Blog but
    She neither
    Cares For Public
    Dance.. 13,505 Miles
    Nor Does She
    Care Much For
    8.3 MiLLioN
    Words of Free
    Verse Poetry
    In The Same
    83 Months
    Of Golden
    Age Retirement…
    But She Loves to Cook
    Hehe… i am Honored to
    Receive Kind Blessings
    Of Poetic Words from
    You Stay Blessed Dear
    Smiles in
    Of Your
    Human Plus Kind
    Takes Truth iN LiGHT
    FLoWeRS CoLoRinG LiFE..
    Heat Wave Summer
    Nothing Burns Like
    Clouds oF iGnorance
    Little to No Rains of SMaRT LoVE..
    Away Yet Close Brick Mortars Walls
    Morning Glory Purple DiViNiTY PinK FiReD CoRE Free
    Green Leaves Root Free Stones BReaTHE CoLoRS
    Wind Dusts Air RiSinG
    We BReaTHE NoW
    See Leaves FaLL
    FLoWeRS CoMe
    Again Tree Lives
    Sky Portrait
    what Remains
    Spiraling After
    Planes Fall Away
    SuN FLoWeR ReMeMBeRS
    Clouds Always Seeing New Shine
    Flowers Forgive Cracks
    In Stones For Without
    Them How Will They
    Grow Nautilus Doesn’t
    Plan A Shell Milky
    Way Sun Flowers
    NeVeR Forget How To Spiral
    Even Though They Don’t Know
    Seeing Deeper
    Than Measure
    Being More Than
    Science Will Ever See Or Be i AM
    SMiLes Frank Happy Chicago LiVinG
    SaTuRDaY iN A ParK ALWaYS LoVinG NoW…
    Dance Excursion… Late on Friday Night Gonna
    Need Some More Styx Great White Hope to
    Possibly Finish writing this tonight but Now
    as Usual i’ll Just Give it a Spiraling Spin
    as i finally am making it to Xenia’s Place of Poetry..:)
    Nature Refreshes
    Living Trees
    Leaves Fall
    Within Those These
    US SMiLE THiS WaY..
    Dream Discard
    Day Ever More Now See..
    Nature’s Always Whisper
    You’re Welcome
    SMiLes Xenia
    Meaning of Name
    And With That Said
    The Rest of this is gonna
    Wait For the Visit to the gigoid
    place of Aphorisms as this Aphorism is Hitting A Bed..:)


  22. In Gaelic/Irish:

    “Tá tú bualadh mo chroí, an anáil i mo chorp, an solas i mo anam.”

    “You are the beat of my heart, the breath in my body, the light in my soul.”

    ~~ Spoken to Eve Dallas by Roarke ~~

    ~~ Excerpt from “Indulgence In Death” by Nora Roberts ~~


    “Grief can take care of itself, but to get the full value of joy
    you must have somebody to divide it with.”

    — Mark Twain

    DeePeNDinG oN WHeRE WHeN AnD HoW
    One LiVeS Joy Will Be Equally Difficult
    to Divide And Share With SomEone
    YeT Online DeSTRoYS
    THaT LiMiTaTioN NoW
    TRoJaN HoRSeS oR NoT
    Side Note: Getting Here Close
    to Noon today.. usually just Running
    on Fumes Late at Night Interestingly
    The Depth of Capitalization of
    Individual Deeper Words
    of Metaphors Whole
    Expands With More
    Fuel of Muse in iMaGiNaTioN’S
    CReaTiViTY Let the Art Flow
    Then the Science Will Look Back
    And Say WoW aHa NoW HoW A Human Condition IS Set Free
    ‘Seeing’ iN Balance Best Yin First Then Yang Dance First Then Song

    “There is only one universal passion: fear.”

    ~~ George Bernard Shaw ~~

    Let’s Not Forget
    Lust We Just
    Fail to Express It
    Freely Sadly NoW As Then
    Dam Puritan Chasity Belts
    That Don’t Allow Human Organs to Play BReATHE Freely
    Smiles of Butterfly Wings and Bees Set Free to FLoWeR

    “Convictions are more dangerous
    enemies of truth than lies.”

    ~~ Friedrich Nietzsche ~~

    True, Overall, WHeRe i Live
    OuT THeRE Lies Are Seen
    AS Truth Moreover iN Dark Than LiGHT

    Keep me away from the wisdom which does not cry,
    the philosophy which does not laugh,
    and the greatness which does not bow before children.

    ~~ Kahlil Gibran ~~

    It’s true Without Emotions We
    Sense And Feel We aRe Just
    Empty Shells Basically
    Just Words…
    Or Empty Bibles
    Dusty Covers
    Not Even
    HuMaNN NoW
    Kind Enough
    to Wear a Mask
    And Save Grand Pa
    And Grand Ma’s Breath

    “Grown-ups never understand
    anything by themselves, and it is tiresome for children
    to be always and forever explaining things to them.”

    — Antoine de Saint Exupery, The Little Prince

    Dance And Sing Without
    School, Instruction, Work
    or Pay Just Dance Just
    Sing Free
    Don’t Play
    By Themselves
    Don’t Forget to
    Touch Yourself And Others too…:)

    “Integrity is what we do, what we say,
    and what we say we do.”

    — Don Galer

    My Dance Makes Way More Impact than my Song…

    “The life of money-making is one undertaken under compulsion, and
    wealth is evidently not the good we are seeking, for it is merely useful
    for the sake of something else.”

    — Aristotle

    i left that Nasty New Green
    Habit behind Now
    of my
    Tree Grow
    For Real With
    Roots So Much
    Deeper than New
    World Green Before
    the Apple My Garden Old Green
    of Eden Now Real Naked And Free Living Loving Free.. Wanna Fresh Apple this go ‘Round…

    “Do something every day that you don’t want to do; this is the golden rule for acquiring
    the habit of doing your duty without pain.”

    — Mark Twain

    i Love Dancing a Tight
    Rope Just Practice ’till
    You Dance it Higher and
    Longer And the Dance And Song Never Ends Evolving Soul For Real…

    “Good character, like good soup, is usually homemade.”

    — Practical Bee

    Unless One Comes From ‘the Orange Kingdom”…

    “Courage is not the towering oak that sees storms come and go;
    is the fragile blossom that opens in the snow”

    — Alice M. Swaim

    As A Willow Blows

    “The worst sin towards our fellow creatures is not to hate them,
    but to be indifferent to them; that’s the essence of inhumanity.”

    — George Bernard Shaw

    YeaH.. IT’s True Look How
    Hard ‘Trumps’ Work STiLL
    Gaining THiS ATTention; ExplainS iT All Short…

    “Great thoughts come from the heart.”

    — Marquis of Vauvenargues (1715-1747)
    — Maxim cxxvii

    True HeART Sees With SPiRiT SoUL

    “”On with the dance, let joy be unconfined” is my motto,
    whether there’s any dance to dance or joy to unconfine.”

    — Mark Twain


    Finally made it to the gigoid place of Aphorisms
    From the Sages of the Ages More Happy Talk Now
    To Come Sooner Or Later As Long As Dreams Come True
    Now for the Tale of the Tape Just for The Record Books so Far…
    “ReTuRN oF GReAT WHiTE HoPE NoW” Finishing Up STiLL For
    Now And Only STaRTiNG AGAiN oF CouRSE True as WeLL iN LiGHT
    ‘Good Idea’
    i Like
    ‘Wait a Minute’
    Back on track
    Tale of the Tape Now
    As “Oh CaPTaiN WHeRE ArT THoU NoW”
    Is Not Only the 1000th Blog Post of my Google
    Platform Blogger Avenue Blogging on the “KATiE MiA
    Aghogday” Blog as Record Keeping and Making Goes there too
    But Yes the 927th MacroVerse of Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem
    “SonG oF mY SouL” my Entire Word Press Blog for the Last 83
    Months Since 8.18.13 in 8.3 MiLLioN Words of that Effort that
    is soon to come to 8.4 MiLLioN Words by 8.18.2020.. Yes
    For “SonG oF mY SoUL 7 YearS Old” Celebrating that
    Effort Next MacroVerse For Sure.. oh Lord this is
    Getting a bit Complicating as i continue to Dance
    This Tight Rope ‘HeaR’ as “Oh CaPTaiN WHeRE
    ArT THoU NoW” Also Doubles as the 255th
    MacroVerse Now of “Nether Land Bible”
    WHeRE That 5,853,058 Word Effort
    Continues Now As Bible Epic Long
    Form Poem Subchapter oF “SonG
    oF mY SoUL NoW iN 50 Months
    of Doing that too.. and finally the “CaPTaiN”
    MacroVerse Triples as the 153rd MacroVerse of
    “FB Profile Pic Bible” in 38 Months of Writing That
    Epic Long Form Poem Bible Subchapter in 4,241,926
    Words As Part of Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem
    “SonG oF mY SoUL” True too Lord Knows and Feel and
    Senses this is a Whole Lotta LuViN Happy Talk Even More
    As There are Volumes 2018, 2019, and 2020 With MacroVerse
    Dedicated to Each Annual Effort Close to Memorial Day Weekend
    And on Average Around 7,000 Words are included in the Description
    Areas of all My Facebook Profile Pics yes, Since Memorial Day Weekend
    of 2017.. Do You have a Headache yet.. Don’t Worry i don’t expect anyone
    to read any of this actually as this is what it takes me to stay in Flow Always
    in the Kingdom of Autotelic Flow Yes Heaven Within Mastering the Emotional
    Regulation of My Feelings and Senses too.. Same thing And Stuff with my “Free
    Verse Nude Poetry” All 6 Volumes of that Erotic Poetry Novel and around 20,000
    or so iLLuSTRaTioNS oF iT All too with the 112,340 Words Maintaining THeRE Much
    too Hot of a Human Natural Art to Link on my PG Rated Blog as i just don’t want anyone
    Stumbling in where they do not wannabe.. as it’s a Cautioned Blog to Go in.. but never the
    less ain’t giving
    Anyone an invitation
    to come unless they
    really wanna be a part
    of that Freest Art of Human Kind
    Giving And Sharing Free for i do BeLiVE iN
    The Golden Rule Giving More Than TaKinG That Way too..
    All Healthy ‘Usual’ Dudes have surely got their Share of the
    Golden Rule of that.. and i do believe i’ve Just about given
    more than i take now too.. took about 7 Years since August
    of 2013 to catch up on that too.. but hey.. it’s like Barnes and
    Noble.. i read a book there dancing in Free Verse Meditating
    Dance Listening to Meditative Music Entertaining the Starbucks
    Crowd for free Yes Fully Clothed At Age 60 too.. but i do this to
    Evolve my own Soul if anyone wants to see what i do that works
    they are welcome too as this Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem
    Lives No Part of Human Reality Lost or Hidden From View at least
    for those who wanna join in on just part of the Whole Human Condition Buffet
    i Bring as Participant Anthropology Bible Writer Now.. Neither Pleasure or Love
    is ‘Bad’ in all the Ways it comes as long as no one is Hurt and all is Mutual And
    Consensually done according to all Local, State, and Federal Laws True but yes
    We have Freedom of Religion and Expression As A First Amendment Right for
    Full Pursuit of Happiness Individually Flavored if Heaven is the place ya wanna
    Be with Your Right to Liberty and Life too.. that Freedom is Up to You.. so far We
    Have the Right but the Right is a Privilege We may Not Always Have if We Do Not
    Work to only
    Talk about
    Butt Do Freedom
    For Real as Well..
    Everyone Has their
    Own Flavor of Happy
    Dance and Song Some folks
    Just Walk, Or Stand, or Sit and
    Some Folks Just Talk or Barely Say
    Anything at all Whatever Works For You
    without Harming Others and the Rest of Nature
    Works for me but of course Determining What is
    What Where and How And When for that is a Work
    of Art True in LiGHT And DaRK True Anyway the Dance
    Hall Dance With All the Cool College Age Folks is Still on
    Covid-19 Shut-Down-Hold Since 3.12.2020.. and it’s gonna
    Probably Be that way until Next Summer at least.. the Military
    Gym is Closed too and it will Probably Stay that way too until then
    But there is Still Home Gym And Public Masked Dance in stores and
    Dancing around the Neighborhood Blog Miles Every Night as Well too..
    As Public Dance Now Rises to 13,513 Miles in 83 Months too and that Covers
    This That
    and the
    Other Thing
    except for
    MacroVerse Memories
    3 Years to Date With Memories
    in those Memories since 8.13.13 when
    “SonG oF mY SoUL” Started too as Chambers
    of this ‘Stately Mansion’ of Words Continue to Evolve
    in More Doors to Open up even More Chambers and Spiraling
    Arms of Cat-6 Or So Hurricane Winds of iMaGiNaTioN And Creativity
    Set totally Free From Calm Center Eye High Balance of me as Tranquility Dances

    And Sings


    to Be
    i Am NoW

    With “Happy Talk” More
    In the Kingdom of Heaven
    For Real at Least FoR Me Essence
    SPiRiT HeART SoUL Evolving in DarK Thru LiGHT
    For Real Even More to Be i AM ETeRNaLLY NoW LoVE

    “i AM A JesuS2 HoW ‘bOuT yoU2”.. Don’t Know About Y’all but i’m Not Afraid to Admit i’M Love

    “000 SeCrET AGenT oF GoD”.. It’s No Secret That Love is God And Women Are Masters
    of Love

    “SuPeR WoMeN oF GoDoH”… Do You See ‘Victoria’s Secret’ Soul Plain in ‘Sight’ Yet…

    “1HuRRiCaNESoUL96″… SeLF ExPLaNaTorY

    SeCrETS NoW iN BRoaD BAnDSiGHT.. No Comment Needed…

    “A MeSSeNGeR oF DancESonGLoVE” Yes or No… Yes…

    “Slide Shows Soul Muse”.. Still Coming…








    OK All This Needs Now is Another Broad Way Musical
    From ‘A Keeper of the Land’ All It’s MiSSinG is a Bit of
    Color to Make it a More Beautiful Song Don’t Worry
    i’ll Take Care of the Dance First With More Colors coming…

    As This Completes “ReTuRN oF GReAT WHiTE HoPE NoW”
    On 8.8.2020 at 1:44 PM at Least the Writing Part… Gotta Put it ALL Together to
    E-Publish Now Hopefully by The End of the Poetry Day Still To Dance And Sing More..:)


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  24. Anna says:

    Um Yes!!

    Old Testament
    Narcissistic God
    Requiring Brown
    Nosing Bowing
    Worship So
    Of The
    Light oF
    LoVE Living
    Within And
    Of Course Fearing
    Criticism too per
    Penalty of
    A Fiery
    In a
    Hell of A

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