30 Responses to i’M F*KinG A 0KAy

1. Victoria Young says:

   August 11, 2016 at 9:51 PM

   This is awesome! love it!!!

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   • katiemiafrederick says:

     August 11, 2016 at 10:34 PM

     Hi Victoria.. thanks so much
     for taking the long way home..
     haha.. in getting to the bottom of
     all of this.. very kind of you to drop
     by with those very nice words of appreciation
     and next stop for me dance.. dance.. dance..
     and
     more dance
     My FriEnd..
     with
     smiles..
     be by your
     place tomorrow to
     comment as i have
     to have 10 fingers to
     do that then properly
     as smart phones
     don’t
     sing
     for me
     with
     just one finger
     wItH SMiLes.. aGaiN..:)

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     • Victoria Young says:

       August 12, 2016 at 11:17 AM

       Thank you. Yes, it’s very difficult to comment with phones – especially your fun comments 🙂

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       • katiemiafrederick says:

         August 12, 2016 at 1:20 PM

         Hi Victoria.. thanks so much for dropping
         by again.. and sMiLes.. i am happy you see
         my comments as fun.. i aM juSt
         about recovered
         from the
         laborious
         act of dance
         last night and
         will be by soon..
         to see more of what
         dVerse has to offer and
         respond to your ‘My Friend’
         poem as FriEnds are so important
         to find and maintain in this world of wordS now..
         where the turn of a friEndly card becomes the
         creation now
         oF humanLY
         FriEndly Words..;)

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         • Victoria Young says:

           August 12, 2016 at 1:22 PM

           I agree. Thanks for reading and commenting on all the dVerse poems.

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           • katiemiafrederick says:

             August 12, 2016 at 1:23 PM

             SMiLes..
             Welcome
             My friEnd..:)

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2. katiemiafrederick says:

   August 12, 2016 at 1:15 PM

   I’m not normal. I refuse to be normal. Not being normal is awesome; in fact, some folks with open minds see it as Super Epic. I have great respect for Alex for developing this site as it helped me to develop my writing talents that I never developed in any creative way in either school or work; just on a couple of occasions where for some reason I broke free in middle school for a Christmas story contest and Philosophy class in college.

   In short, i reached deep down and expressed emotions in words that was very difficult for me to do other than short factual statements all about non-fiction, of course.

   Anyway, I don’t post here anymore, because it is very difficult for me to conform to the form of what folks name as the way the English Language is written in straight lines all the way across the page.

   In my opinion, it should be expressed naturally like sound waves, or perhaps more poetically put like the waves of the Beach and what is left when the essence of the Ocean become the shorelines of that essence as waves and never ever straight lines.

   I am a curvy person now; I do not move by sidewalks in steps or lines of pages by words. But, Smiles, most of the rest of the world sees lines and sidewalks, and moves accordingly the straight and narrow path of what is designed by the architects of sidewalks and pages. I am much more now like the Matrix oracle and Neo2 and architect3.

   Anyway, to make a ‘normal’ paragraph break. I refuse to be normal, because i can. I am re-tired with rubber now on what once was hard and metal wheels, and am Financially Independent and without that millstone of Having To Conform, and by the way I would fully capitalize those three words for emphasis but the straight line and sidewalk folks of the world, of course, would see that as yelling, instead of simple emotional emphasis as that is the what normal expects; and sure, I understand that as i used to conform to normal to survive in society.

   There are two types of intelligences assessed in science. One, is fluid intelligence; and the other is crystalized intelligence. I just so happen to have a great deal of both, as empirically assessed, now. What that this means is I know the facts and I can revert back to normal writing, if I apply the rule of sidewalks and lines of conformity in crystalized intelligence.

   According to research by Michelle Dawson, non-verbal Autistic folks with a verbal delay in childhood, like me, who had this difficulty until age four, often compensate with fluid intelligence as neuroplasticity and epigenetics will humanly and naturally do to adapt to challenge of environmental struggle and change. And later in life they actually exceed so-called ‘normal’ ‘neurotypical’ folks in measures of fluid intelligence.

   And interestingly, these once non-verbal so-called Non-Verbal Autistic folks, also have been shown in Dawson’s small studies as exceeding so-called folks with the diagnosis of Asperger’s Syndrome, in measures of fluid intelligence. They still lag behind, though, in crystalized intelligence as measured in standard IQ test way. The Raven Matrices measure of fluid intelligence provided the measure needed to illustrate this ‘Autistic Advanatage’, per the non-verbal folks with language delay of spoken speech.

   In reference to one of the comments in ‘this’ discussion, where an individual stated that their classmates sort of stagnated after high school, per Michelle Dawson’s research, this makes a little common sense, as use it or lose it applies to all stuff human being.

   Go to school and learn facts and get a job and do the same thing over and over and sit in the same basic way of sitting down all day; and physical, sensory, emotional, fluid, and crystallized intelligences stagnate from not doing very many things different anymore, than at least school demands in the way of learning so-called new facts, from before that increase crystalized intelligence in memory way.

   And yes, of course, it is more complicated than that but I’ll try to keep this somewhat short in what my potential is of writing close to a Novel in one sitting, as I continue to increase both types of intelligence by simply using it, gaining it, and never losing it, to this point at least, in my life.

   Interestingly, when Hans Asperger’s case study patients were followed up on later in life; most had found niches they were good at and were doing quite awesome, in fact; credit fluid intelligence of course, in adaptation to challenge of struggle in the environment, and change.

   Now, then, the thing about the original assessment of what Hans named as Autistic Psychopathy; verbal delays like mine until age four were included in that assessment. The APA was as they say, stuck in the world of crystalized intelligence and wanted to make the diagnosis as ‘normal’ people do, by the Crystalized Intelligence book of before. So, they made basically a watered down version of what they already named as Autism, by simply reducing the number of diagnosing elements to ‘Autism Lite’, also known as Asperger’s Syndrome, back in the 1994, DSM IV addition of that diagnosis.

   Now, the DSM 5 has come up with a behaviorally determined cover-all diagnosis to make life even easier for them to label it as just one thing. This is what normal people do. They come up with labels and pills to make life easier for them to solve problems.

   Problem is; this approach is symptom based rather than root of condition based. And of course that root in the case of Autism is in the whole of the human being in all types of intelligence; including sensory, physical and emotional intelligences that Standard IQ does not assess at all. And if you’ve ever met a psychiatrist; most lack high degrees of emotional and physical intelligences as they are medical doctors and they have been studying facts in the way of crystalized intelligence for literally decades sitting at a desk and now even worse, attached to a computer all day; even in the office with the patients at-hand attempting to do mechanical cognition and social cognition at the same time, which even science shows now, is not what human beings are evolved to do efficiently without the potential for great stress and reducing the proficiency of both types of cognition now, when each is not focused on separately. And of course that is common sense, but no, common sense is not always the way of the crystalized intelligence of what comes before in book way. By the way, wow that was a really long paragraph and sentence; it could be so much easier to read without these long, long lines.

   I am diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome by three diagnosing professionals, still. I have the paperwork to prove it. My sister is also diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome. More than likely my father and grandfather had the same condition but of course, the diagnosis was no where to be seen in most of their lifetimes. My father did law enforcement and never rose above the ‘degree’ of Deputy Sheriff as he lacked the social skills to supervise. My Grand father was an X-Catholic Priest and a noted Author of last Century who even dined with Einstein in the socialist party circles in New, New York in the intellectual circles of that place then. By the way I am very wordy and can be very precise and detailed too, if I choose to express that type of intelligence with relative human free will.

   Initially, my doctor diagnosed me with PDD NOS, because of the language delay in childhood; but after further assessment changed me to the Asperger’s syndrome diagnosis, per the original Hans Asperger’s diagnosis of the condition that includes a potential language delay in childhood that is often associated with Hyperlexia, in which I was a very precocious reader with difficulties in reading comprehension that fits that mold too.

   I have extreme tactile sensitivity, which means I cannot touch anything manmade without extreme discomfort. I spent most of my life in man-made environments with hands closed and rarely open, to avoid touching man-made stuff with my finger tips.

   This Wrong Planet Internet site, helped me immensely to express myself in writing. I thank Alex Plank, very much for the opportunity to write on this site, as by the time I was able to accommodate 19 medical disorders, enough to write on a computer, about two inches from the screen in extreme pain, with most of the disorders, likely a result of Autistic Burnout after conforming to what society expected of me in over 30 years of work; yes, this site probably literally helped to save my life, as I was suicidal for the two years before that. I had Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, the worst pain known to humankind, like a Dentist Drill in my right eye and ear without novocaine, for a total of 66 months, from wake to sleep; including 33 months with a lot of that time spent here writing as no drug would touch that pain, and writing helped me a little to remove it from my focus.

   It took me 66 months to recover from two years of fight or flight stress that basically almost killed me, as science shows now the stress hormones will break down one’s body from head to toe, which did happen in my case. Doctors have no idea what causes Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, but in my case it certainly may have been associated with the break down of myelin sheaths as i was in pain in every cell of my body from head to toe, too. I was also assessed with Fibromyalgia, Sjogren’s Syndrome, Dysautonomia, and Severe Degenerative Arthritis in my spine, etc., but the worst part was losing my emotions as without emotions there is no glue for cognitive executive functioning.

   What I found in my personal research in the road to having an incredibly awesome and epic life now as assessed by some third party interests, is increasing my physical, emotional, and sensory intelligence through free style dance and free verse poetry to connect language with emotion and to regulate emotions and integrate senses through the art of movement (dance/martial arts) as all emotions and senses flow through the human body, and moving naturally regulates emotions and integrate senses when one moves innately, instinctually and intuitively without lessons on how to move.

   Anyway, I am comfortable in my own skin now, in ways of getting around the world with advanced proprioception and in emotionally regulating my feelings in the human environment and integrating senses, which means I am centered and no longer lost in an environment, ‘out there’. Yes, I have great self-awareness now, where I was incredibly deficient in this human skill before that seems to come naturally for most everyone else.

   Here’s the thing though, with use it or lose it; I received all my gold stars in school, through my Hyperlexic ‘super power’ of reading very fast and memorizing rote facts that I spit back like a computer on multiple choice tests. The teachers loved it, as they never had to help me do anything in the way of learning or tests. Problem was that had little to nothing to do with the real life of work that I would encounter after earning three degrees in college, So, in a way, this incredible strength was my incredible weakness, as I failed to work very very hard on the types of physical, emotional, and sensory intelligences that would make life so much easier than the incredible hard it was that almost literally killed me by age 47.

   I survived. I adapted to struggle and changed. I continue to rise now and thrive.

   There is even a song for that I will share below. I am so sorry that I did not continue that line above to the side of this page, as I must conform here to come back to even say all of this. But here’s the other thing, my so-called professionally labeled Autism is Super F iN epic and it has made me one of the most epic individuals to ever dance and write on this earth, and I prove that by writing the longest long form poem in the history of humankind, now approaching 4 million words; and sure I literally prove it with my signature link below, as it is way too long to ever ever publish in print.

   In fact, Microsoft word says it would take over 30,000 paper pages to print what I name as the ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’. And i also have fully documented almost 6,000 miles of dance in tens of thousands of photos in that same Super Epic personal bible of mine in autobiographic fashion too that includes close to 1000 selfies of gorgeous college age girls smiling ear to ear with me at the dance hall I have danced now for 122 weeks named Old Seville Quarter in Pensacola Florida. Funny, the girls never liked me in school, much. And now totally beautiful college age girls I do not even know attempt to kiss me, or at least that’s what it looks like at the dance hall with their friends, as recent as last night. And I can even prove it here, with my signature link in my most recent blog post with the photo, as the photo is too big to fit the formatting here, in case one wonders, if i am telling the truth.

   I make zero dollars by doing this. I have danced walked a free verse style of martial arts and ballet everywhere i go now for almost 6 thousand miles after I recovered from the disabling portions of those 19 disorders that without question I suffered with, like A Biblical ‘Job’ for 66 months, as a shut-in in my home. Yes, Autistic Burnout hurts, very bad, as I can certainly attest to.

   So what does this have to do with the topic at hand. Autism cannot be assessed by behavior alone, as far as what makes it the most difficult of all to deal with in the inner Universe of the human being. No one could see the stress I was under when I was in those two years of flight or fight stress at work, as i conformed, as I truly believed I would never ever get another job because people most always thought and expressed I was weird. I wore a mask of Okay when I was literally slowly dying inside. It really hurt, so bad.

   No one could see that hell, but me. I looked normal enough on the outside, and still do now. I am different. I am even too different to post here the way I normally speak now in words, and I accept that as I do not expect anyone to tolerate or accept me, as often folks don’t. To each his or her own is the way I live. Where folks tolerate and accept me it’s wonderful, and where folks don’t, I move on to greener pastures, as online allows an environment out of my closed- minded community in my red state area to do that in ways of blog and poetry to express all of who I am as different and human being.

   As far as dancing everywhere I go like a Bruce Lee Ballerina at around 6 feet tall now at 235 Lbs of solid muscle. I am stronger than every Marine in my military gym with legs now that press close to half a ton 33 times in what the strongest folks who leg press there cannot even budge as I’ve watched them try it up close and personal to their dismay. So no, i am no longer that uncoordinated Five foot 10 inch, 120LB scrawny boy from Middle School with the long blonde hair, pretty blue eyes, and eye lashes that people called the F word and not Fred.

   My genetics are different, I matured slowly, and am still getting stronger by the day, as empirically assessed at the gym. So, no one messes with me in the general public, as I can easily pass now for a College Linebacker who floats like a butterfly and can sting like a bee with martial arts kicks every which way and loose.

   Botton line is, I do not fit in, but I still rise to the occasion of all my human potential and am no longer held back by anyone who lives on the pages and sidewalks of crystalized intelligence. I am fluid as whole, and I am the Ocean and Field and Wave and Particle whole as one in trinity of threes that even science assesses as real.

   As above so below, inside, outside, and all around. Most folks don’t realize we are walking and talking mini-me’s of the Universe when whole and part the same. I was blessed by Nature in what I view as God to be able to see and feel this.

   If my Autism Is a Disability, I fail to see and feel this. In fact I fail to see any labels at all.

   I am, I rise and thrive, end and beginning of the story whole.

   And this will not make total sense to perhaps
   95% of the people here as you folks are
   much more normal than me,
   as whole
   as my
   history
   shows here.

   Oops, I did it again. Again, just dropping by out of respect for Alex. He probably is more Autistic like I am when I was his age too. And sure, he has already done something super epic by creating this site. It just took me longer at age 50 and after to start the journey of me finally getting free away from societal expectations that make no sense for me.

   I was the last kid picked on sports teams, and the one who was picked on by almost everyone for being different in middle school.

   I am now, likely the most different person of all in my local community, as assessed by that ‘general audience’. But here’s the thing, I accept all of who I am now from head to toe. No one stops me from being me now, because I am strong enough to be me now, no matter what anyone else thinks or feels about that..

   I no longer conform.

   Again, I rise, I thrive.

   I sing
   A Song
   of Free.

   Thanks Alex.
   You did a great thing
   by making this site.

   And no, no one will ever ever cure me
   again into the insanity of normal as insame..;)

   And as the moderators predicted, I am still incurable from being me. And at least for me I F in Love it. And no, I cannot come back, ’cause I will not conform. But again, that does not mean I do not appreciate Alex for helping me to finally be me, by creating the opportunity to write on this site, as Super Epic in so many ways never ever seen before.

   Have a nice day.
   I hope every one here will
   one day rise, thrive, and never
   ever conform again. But yes, first,
   make sure you have some money,
   as the working world will not accept that;
   The ‘normal’ one at least, with smiles; but sure, I could on and on about that so bye, and I do mean bye to this straight line..;)

   (Song Rise, by Katy Perry for inspiration. Inspiration is important in life
   and so are emotions fully expressed and not repressed or oppressed.)

   Whatever it is i have.

   It is a gift

   Bottom line,
   and I prove it everyday,
   for the naysayers of life that
   say you can’t, you can’t, just ’cause you are different.

   http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=326841&sid=205c2613fc45e29a321fec0156a605e2&start=30

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3. katiemiafrederick says:

   August 12, 2016 at 2:09 PM

   https://victoriayoun.wordpress.com/2016/08/11/to-my-friend/

   SMiLes mY FriEnd..
   Victory.. in vicStory..
   as i look back in youth
   i looked for that Friend that friend as
   mountainous tower of electrifying light
   as you say so eloquently and poeticAlly
   here.. to help me on my way.. noWhere to
   bE found then so i looked within.. and i must
   say it took me 40 years total from age
   13 to 53 of walking in a cultural desert..
   to find
   that friEnd
   in Me.. and it
   seems a Universal
   experience.. some folks
   call it vision quest.. others
   call it satori.. some others
   call it being reborn again
   or Kundalini Rising..
   and scientist type
   folks call
   it
   self
   actualization ..
   but what i kNow
   and FeeL and SeNse
   for sure is the essence of
   this fRiEnd within iS real..
   i call this friEnd me..
   the me who
   was
   alWays
   waiting to
   simply come
   out and direct and
   produce and act a play
   of relative free will.. no longer
   subject as an actor in someone
   else’s play(s) oF liFe
   away
   from
   the potential
   oF aLL of ME
   F R e E D noW
   aS i directs actor I in
   exclamation point spirit
   super epic play oF liGht liFe!..:)

   Victoria responds and i quote her here..

   ‘Yes, we are all our own best teachers/friends/mentors.
   Seek the guru within..:-) But hopefully you’ve had
   a few people who pointed you in the right direction.’

   i respond..

   SMiLes..
   As a philosophy
   Teacher from Junior
   College.. named
   Hunt.. did provide
   Some helpful hints..
   The rest of it
   Seemed lost..
   In comparison..;)

   Victoria says..

   ‘Well, it sounds like you’re reaching out
   and being the mentor to others
   that you did not find.
   You’re a blessing!’

   i say..

   And you
   Are so
   Kind
   And
   A welcome
   Addition to nice..:)

   Victoria says..

   ‘So sweet-tears:-)’

   then i say..

   So.. i’M stArting
   To think here in terms
   Of that really
   Cool Fox spoof
   About ‘Lucifer’..
   Per.. ‘Did Father
   Send you’..
   In other
   Words..
   i am
   Both literally
   And meta-physically
   Getting an Angel
   oF liGht Vibe
   From you
   Friend
   And
   It is rare
   As literally
   100 or so K
   Interactions
   Online has
   Empirically
   Proven
   To
   Me..
   Sincerely.. Me..:)

   Victoria responds in kind..

   ‘That’s so kind
   My kids might laugh
   at that though’

   And with even
   more wit i say..;)

   TheRe
   IS
   A
   Little
   Devil
   And dArk
   in the yin
   And yang of
   Human real
   EARTh
   Angels..
   My wife
   Can certainly relate
   To that too or shall
   I SAy i can
   As sHe Angel2..;)

   Victoria says..

   ‘Yes there is a lot of dark here.
   Glad you’re married to an angel
   angel emoticon.’

   i say..

   Lilith
   Hehe..
   On ocasSion2..
   Or that assistant
   On the Fox show..
   Lucifer.. A little
   Demon
   To
   Spice
   My angel uP2..;)

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4. katiemiafrederick says:

   August 12, 2016 at 3:21 PM

   Friend Rafiah shares a Facebook Status that says..

   If any pet come into my life ever,
   I’ll name it TARDIS..;)

   And i return with..

   A cat
   Named
   TARDIS
   Is nice..;)

   Rafiah says in liking response..

   I like cats. I imagine calling Tardis
   and it jumps over my lap and cuddles
   like your cat does to your Kat in pics..:)

   And i say..
   i pray that you will
   have a cat my friend
   and even more
   than one…:)

   And i say now here and there
   and everywhere.. we really do have
   a lot of advantages in the United States
   and i.. in the United States have a tremendous
   privilege and advantage and even innate ability
   now that i almost magically got over my allergies
   too.. where my airways no longer close up with a cat
   inside.. Humans through history have almost always lived
   side by side with other domesticated animals.. to lose that
   connection is to lose the connection greater with Nature that
   shows one clearly that we all are same as Animals whole of
   God and Nature same.. and the same is true that i live where
   A Forest lives that i can walk into by simply going out my
   back door any now of day or night.. but it is raining
   now.. so i am focusing on writing instead…
   and too how privileged i am to live
   in the country of the U.S. of A.
   that has plans for people
   to retire and ways
   to save incredible
   amounts of money
   to do that in government
   work too.. and even a safety
   net for folks who succumb to
   unforeseen disabilities that are sometimes
   even invisible to those who attempt to understand
   the disabilities from the outside in.. and what else..
   the fact that i live in a place where someone
   has strange as me can simply
   be me.. to no great
   affront of that
   from
   others as
   privilege
   just too
   be all of
   me free all i want
   to be of me now..
   i am lucky to live
   here.. in this
   little
   sliver
   of heaven
   afforded by all the
   ancestors and the origin
   of all that is now.. now AKA
   GOD that iS real ALLREALNOW..:)

   Facebook Friend Michael responds
   by saying.. in reference
   to the TARDIS
   TERM..

   But it’s just a small blue
   box tripping the light fantastic..;)

   And then i respond..

   sMiles yes..
   Doctor Doctor..
   who
   you
   who..;)

   And now i say..
   for those with eyes
   and ears to see and hear more..
   i for one am not planning
   ALL of these God Winks..
   if you are not seeing
   the proof
   that
   God
   exists
   by what
   i AM doing
   here.. perhaps
   you don’t have
   those eyes and ears to see.. as
   these are all totally a-causal related
   events.. there is way too much
   synchronicity in a-causal
   connecting principle
   going on here noW
   for it to be
   anything
   but
   the language
   oF Art of God
   when more than one person
   comes togeTheR to express
   that iNterconnecting Force
   that is God through all forms
   of symbols.. Nature And extension
   of Nature in cultural ways all through
   the digits of our hands to the bits
   and bytes
   of the
   screen
   you see oF
   additional
   Nature of God
   creating by the
   number 11 extension
   of just 10 digits
   we are born
   with
   innately
   as such now..
   Nature and God
   goeS oN hiGher and
   HiGher by the power
   of the human connection
   and all interdependent
   relating forces
   as Now
   well noW..
   many of which
   are a-causal
   in terms
   of what
   human
   has invented and assesses..
   as the scientific method to date..
   To be more mindfully aware iN miNd
   and BoDy BaLanCe soUl iS to connect greater
   poTenTiAlly with the a-causal connecting principle
   of Synchronicity as identified by Carl Jung and many
   others as
   God’s
   Signs
   in liFe..
   God WiNks.. etc..
   all metaphors for this
   sAMe essence of what some
   folks experience and others are
   almost blind to.. sadly enough for those of
   we who
   see so
   much more of REAL
   iSREaL GOD oF NatURenoW..:)

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5. katiemiafrederick says:

   August 12, 2016 at 4:28 PM

   “Baby I don’t need dollar bills to have fun tonight
   (I love cheap thrills)
   Baby I don’t need dollar bills to have fun tonight
   (I love cheap thrills)
   But I don’t need no money
   As long as I can feel the beat
   I don’t need no money
   As long as I keep dancing”

   -Sia
   2016 Cheap Thrills

   i am very sweaty here..
   by the way.. and with
   tactile sensitivity
   in heightened
   way since
   birth.. i can
   say for sure those
   lips did not touch my
   dripping wet ear.. hehe..
   this is one of those faux selfie
   pucker-ups.. but seriously.. in 122
   weeks of dancing at Old Seville Quarter..
   i haven’t spent even one dollar bill.. but yes..
   i sweat almost as much as a six pack of beer..
   and Katrina says.. oh gross.. i cannot believe
   that pretty girl got that close to your sweaty face..
   such is the life of dancing with a whole Sorority of
   University of West Florida girls.. from where i graduated
   with three college degrees 33 years ago.. oh how time never exists
   but
   now
   @least for me..;)

   Multiverse Man Robin Williams

   Here is someone who really
   sings to the tune of being
   different real.. Multiverse
   Man Robin Williams certainly
   sang a song of dancing outp
   of the box on top of dead
   poet
   society
   desks to
   do a dance
   different than
   the polka
   of
   beFore..
   sadly.. he lost
   balance and he fell
   out of this life.. but
   yes.. the different is oft
   remembered longer and
   more than the insane of insame
   as history continues to shoW noW..:)

   Loneliest place of NEVER being alone

   And here on the 5 languages of love ranging from gifts to affirmation
   to acts of service to touch.. and quality time of course.. and
   sure perhaps there is 6 and 7 and many more
   ranging from altruism to A purE and
   natural connecting in interdependent
   affection for all that is aka God now
   too.. one thing for sure is.. no
   matter how far alone one
   goes from otHeR
   humans
   the rest of
   Nature and God sAMe
   are/iS alWays waiting.. inside..
   outside.. above.. so below.. and
   all Around with a hand that reaches
   out and touches us all around human
   being too.. for those receptive enough
   to see and feel God these ways of Greater LOVE..:)

   Celebrating Robin Williams life FREE!

   And a last but not least Macro Verse coming
   in as part of my 694 pArt of Ocean whole
   poem now.. AKA ‘SonG oF mY soUL’..
   in moVinG.. ConNecTinG and
   creAtinG ways more and
   more and more as i go..
   but wherever that
   goes it is always nice
   to celebrate the human
   contributions of free verse
   bEFoRe and Robin Williams
   iN celebrating that frEEdom oF A LIFE
   IS A great noW sTiLL hUman way to Be..:)

   A micro-micro verse quotable
   in size short enough to
   share fuly
   heRe..
   per this
   Egyptian
   Woman too..
   from 2015.. per Nefertiti..:)

   

   Arms tall stand straight close but not at ease..
   a clear sign that Egyptians live too in a very
   repressing and oppressing time for
   female human emotions and
   sensuality too..
   People ask
   me YTF do
   i make strange poses
   in my selfies.. and i say
   FTW baby i’m alive i
   do not die in skin
   dead.. and
   on top of
   that words
   never
   live
   purely
   as flesh
   of Truth..
   But at least photos
   bring us closer
   than words
   alone
   in sculpture
   and flesh of
   truth..
   The selfie
   of old and
   new is
   a revelation
   of human soul
   balanced or NOT..:)

   And.. here a little more on
   David who appears to have lesS on2..;)

   

   Ah the statues of antiquity full of naked truth
   and soft as well.. oLD.. David.. a Christian
   pArt of GOD and others on ceiling of
   Sistine Chapel escape
   unscathed but not
   so for Apollo
   same face
   different
   clothes
   escapes
   without
   a
   you know
   i for one FEEL
   in a free world NOW
   men can be real ‘MIN’
   and i for one illustrate
   that in ART as Flesh and FREE..:)

   And still another
   micro micro verse
   worth sharing..
   from last year..

   Love sees clearly
   paws
   cat with
   biscuits
   Mother
   cats
   Milk
   Love is
   old human
   clothes new
   WE Move Connect
   Create Live FREE.:)

   Can i have another..
   weLL yes.. of course you can..
   as foR All folks after all iS sAiD
   and dONe all iS fREe noW from 2015..;)

   You are alLways welcome Friend
   and tRuly whEre Love Lives
   God Lives Free Now aLL
   ah without FEAR TRUE
   Father of aLLnow Hate
   associated LIFE oh
   Yes Fear is the
   Real Devil
   of LiFE
   and GOD
   never demands
   US to Fear OUR Lives
   in GOD’s eyEs of LOVE
   AND H0NESTLY THOSE
   ANSWERS LIVE FREE ON
   BEACHES NEVER BOOKS.

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6. katiemiafrederick says:

   August 12, 2016 at 6:25 PM

   https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2016/08/12/i-am-flying/

   WeLL.. first of all.. my friEnd
   Zee. i find some comfort with the
   ease that you use with the word
   FucK juSt for fun as trUly that word
   is just an exclamation point with umph..
   that says i am free without cares too.. and
   actually i have changed the word FucKinG
   to mean iF yoU seeK iN God as thAT is even
   more hilarious for a God that is bigger than a symbol
   that humans create as word.. anyWay.. i am often hiGh
   as FucK juST for FuN as you say.. particularly when i am
   FucKinG in the way i see FucKinG now.. i used to be way way
   too serious.. i’Ve learned to ligHten up.. so so.. much more.. and you
   FeeL what.!. it’s like a bird out of a cage now.. i float… i fly.. so high.. i float
   some more.. and somenows
   i even SinG.. and DancE
   to my cat
   Yellow Boy in
   the early Sunny morning
   when he gets frisky for the
   Patio and Nature and God free
   sAMe.. so i sing.. he flies.. he flies..
   he flies so high.. that Yellow boy Flies he flies
   he flies so high.. and so do i.. and now i worry
   less when you visit my website that you might
   be offended when i FucKinG bless God this way
   so high
   so high
   with God
   and i as we
   and us and me
   as sAMe.. funny
   what a word can do
   for peace of mind and bliss
   in what some folks describe
   as Satori.. the Heaven Now.. the
   Bliss.. the Nirvana to fly so FucKinG HiGh..
   As a side note.. a guy from Saudia Arabia last
   night after i danced all night all sober and naturAlly
   high of course.. was kicked out of the bar for being too
   drunk.. and he asked me if he could get back in with my
   help.. at that point.. i didn’t realize he was that drunk.. as
   i said you don’t drink do you.. and he said.. oh yes i do..
   i am free in the U.S. of A.. to do what i FucK to do..
   free.. anyway..
   i don’t drink..
   i don’t smoke
   and like i think
   i already may have
   said i don’t even do caffeine..
   but i say FucK in anyWay i like
   as it is just a symbol that in
   poetry can be
   anything
   i want
   it to
   be free..
   where i make
   the meanings and
   the words up.. juSt
   me and GoD toGeTher
   all FReED without any
   chains of bEfore to
   bRinG
   uS
   doWn..;)

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7. katiemiafrederick says:

   August 12, 2016 at 11:40 PM

   “It is Maya!
   Dost thou not know her?
   Illusion — dreams — phantoms.
   But, to the wise, Maya is more.
   ——————
   But, to the wise, Maya is more.
   Look around:
   All that thou see’st,
   Trees and shrubs,
   The grass at thy feet,
   All that walks or creeps,
   All that flies from tree to tree,
   All is unreal: All is Maya.
   Our bodies, our limbs, our very thoughts.
   We ourselves are slaves to Maya.
   What remaineth? Who can say?
   Love to the lover,
   The child to the mother,
   The song to the singer,
   God to the worshipper;
   These, wandering thro’ the world of Maya,
   Are perchance shadows of that which is.”

   — Holst, Savitri (based upon the sanskrit Mahabharata)

   Per wiki as linked here and quoted..

   https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mahabharata

   “The Mahabharata is the longest known epic poem and has been described as “the longest poem ever written”.[7][8] Its longest version consists of over 100,000 shloka or over 200,000 individual verse lines (each shloka is a couplet), and long prose passages. About 1.8 million words in total, the Mahabharata is roughly ten times the length of the Iliad and the Odyssey combined, or about four times the length of the Ramayana.[9][10] W. J. Johnson has compared the importance of the Mahabharata in the context of world civilization to that of the Bible, the works of Shakespeare, the works of Homer, Greek drama, or the Qur’an.[11]”

   I’ve got it beat.. close to double in both complexity
   and esoteric ‘strangeness’.. hehe.. now over here..

   Anyway.. friend gigoid shares the same above
   on Facebook and he shares part of the
   infamous tribal and A very
   evil part of the
   Christian
   Old
   Testament
   here.. as i share it down below..
   of course.. based on a warring people
   fighting for fertile lands for subsistence
   for basic human eating rights and shelter..
   that is a human dog eat dog life that continues
   on in the middle east.. a place of barren lands and
   scarcity.. of course better over here in the New Israel
   U.S. oF A today.. and even in the fertile lands of New
   Jerusalem where i live aka Milton that once was recorded
   as having the most churches per square mile.. funny how
   all is related and even cultural patterns repeat themselves
   over generations like bigger waves of ocean whole
   across deserts and sands of dead sea scrolls..
   in cultural human terms of being whole
   as societies go.. and my long
   form poem continues
   on toward
   4 million words
   now.. anyway i prefer the
   first selection of poetry above
   as anything about bashing children’s
   heads into rocks floats no part of my
   love your enemy philosophy and
   turn the other cheek if possible
   instead of
   bashing
   little kiddies
   heads on rocks
   and bringing a sword
   for peace.. and.. stuFF
   of opposing tribes and
   singing poetry into what
   supposedly is some kind
   of violent inerrant word of God..
   like they say for the Kuran when
   it speaks to the same kinds of violent
   atrocities.. including screwing what your
   right hand possess in terms of wives of husbands
   one just killed in war as new slaves.. after a little mourning process
   to get warmed up and ready for institutionalized rape.. not much different
   still than non-consensual dowry arrangements for institutionalized
   prostitution when the nonconsensual spread of women’s legs
   is for sale as well as for rape.. as nonconsensual.. yes.. a
   book as long as that first one there.. half as long
   as mine i prefer much better as it refers to
   the awesome esoteric mysterious paRts
   of God as i AM iS with no private
   parts like he’s and his’ have
   when yA name God
   as a dude instead
   of Force of allthatis..
   with ‘her’ nicer pronoun2..
   of course it took centuries
   for that other longest long form
   poem to happen.. not just a couple
   of years for me to exceed 1.8 million words
   as i am almost doing that rate per year as ‘we’
   speak in never ending now free verse run on poetry
   for long.. long.. long.. longest form poem now.. anyway..
   my fingers sing my/’our’ spirit.. no requirement
   to even think.. so i run wordS on.. with more
   millions to come.. but at least when 42
   months gets here by September 11, 2016
   from March 2013.. when i started all this
   witnessing for the God of all that is..
   on the date of March 10, 2013..
   of that year then.. i will
   have fulfilled
   a little
   old prophecy
   along the way
   just for shits and giggles
   and perhaps a God WiNk and
   laugh too.. at the ludicrous idea
   that anyone can chain God and say
   that tHeir quarterback has the last word
   or is the last prophet or whatever.. as i can
   do more.. with never ever giving up.. with
   100% hope.. faith,, and belief that at
   least the Jesus dude of Saint
   John predicted would eventually
   come true.. so sure.. in this
   way.. this super epic
   way.. two
   prophecies..
   two doves
   flown
   aS oNe..
   and hehe.. like
   a thief in the night2..
   hardly anyone anywhere
   even Knows what i have
   done is real and exists now..
   as surely humble servant
   and word soldier of Love
   for
   God..all
   thatis.. going
   down for real
   baby.. like a REAL child of vision..;)

   “Happy is he who dashes the heads of his
   enemy’s children against rocks.” — Psalms 137:9

   Considering i had A only son who died in my arms that
   versE noW and the whole bible now kinda pisses me off..
   i think i’ll do something about it and write a bible that
   is four times larger and greater.. including the equivalent
   of 14 bibles or so.. when my 12 million words or so coMe
   on ThanksGiving of this year
   when my 72 month term
   of 6 years is up
   for doing
   all of this
   writing online
   since Thanksgiving
   day of 2010.. anyway..
   R E M A S TeRed as such..
   like i say.. a little birdie
   or now just call ‘him’ Jonathan
   Livingston freest seagull landed
   on my shoulder and continues to now
   guide me aLong an epic way oF now2..;)

   So what does one do on an early morn..
   of Sunrise and Venus star saMe..
   BreakFast in America..
   why not..
   coming to
   a Blog Theater
   and Facebook too..
   soon on September
   11, 2016.. as the Nile
   River continues to Flood in words..
   in a new world of breakfast morn then now..
   now if i can just pick up the pace and
   finish my 6000 miles of dance in
   3 years to date then2.. but
   Doctor..
   who
   is
   counting noW..
   as the prophets
   of Rock and Roll
   sang sweet lullabies
   in youth to me for FruiTioN’s Date pAlm
   evenTual self-fulfilling waYs.. iSREAL..;)

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8. katiemiafrederick says:

   August 13, 2016 at 12:34 AM

   https://thefeatheredsleep.wordpress.com/2016/08/12/drought/

   SMiLes.. my FriEnd..
   thE feathered sleep..
   my eyeSiGht is blurry..
   in accumulationS noW
   of words that never end..
   when young.. BeFore words
   like this tHeRe iS SonG for Deeper
   ways of Seeing REAL SOUL within..
   Pink Floyd and tHeir mystery Animals..
   Led Zeppelin and tHeir Kashmir.. Rush a
   little later and Force 10… the Police and Sting..
   ELO.. Styx and the Rock and Roll list goeS oN..
   to Super
   Tramp2
   noW as i mix
   words to the
   music of BeaTles BeFoRe
   and drifT iN afTer miDnigHt
   TwiLiGht waKe Of DreAminG
   more into FruiTioN noW afteR
   ecstatic dance and so littlE
   sleep.. as i am alreadY
   high enough
   with
   no
   added
   substance need to
   BRinG a hiGher LAmP
   of Seeing more wisDoM..
   oh.. yes.. the inner i.. SinGs
   Free.. hold yoUr hand and never
   lET you
   drift
   away
   my
   friend as
   Roots of Lamp
   grow deeper as
   Kabbalah of Before
   wHere Lamps of Technology
   bLend with Trees oF liGht and
   Roots oF wE waKinG New Dawn liFe..:)

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9. katiemiafrederick says:

   August 13, 2016 at 10:18 AM

   Conspiracy theories run in rivers of dArk oF FeaR..
   Illumination theories run in waves of hoPe oF liGht..
   And sure.. tHeir are open minded folks in imagiNaTioN
   oF creativiTy’s liGht iN bRinGinG dReaMs to
   FruiTioN noW and the darker Magic
   of those who conspire to
   promote a feAr
   greater
   dRoWninG
   iN pit of DARk..
   that’s putting iT poeticAlly
   but as science clearly shows..
   some humans are more innate rovers
   who are open minded seeking progressive
   change out of cave.. and others more fearful
   afraid of change.. sticking to what they know
   of before.. and fearing change in progression
   out of cave.. where cave art paint spreads to
   more than walls of caves.. sitting.. hehe..
   when one continues to write
   the longest long form
   poem ever
   the oracle of poetry
   in red haired orangutan
   ape always mixes with monkey
   scientist and ape of warrior too..
   as the planet of the ape series of
   movies relates too.. well yeah..
   with my Irish roots in second
   generation paternally
   removed from
   Ireland
   there are
   sTiLL some red
   hairs that remain
   in the beard of my
   oracle face to go along
   with my scientist monkey
   face and my warrior ape from
   head to toe as well.. like Lion
   of Astrological portal on the eighth
   month of eight day of Sirius Dog Star
   WiLL relate in mythological flow as well..
   again.. and again.. and again.. the symbols
   matter not.. it is the essence of we that is the
   same.. at the smallest pArts of Atoms and subatomic
   particles that we all share as one God all same inside..
   outside.. above.. so below and all around as even science
   proves now as philosophers oF old aS old Orangutan sAge
   way kNew without even the aid of science related tools
   then other than the innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive
   science within of reaSon pattern recognizing all
   the similarities of forms in Nature
   that express a golden spiral
   also known in mathematical
   numerology terms
   as 1.618 mean
   of living
   Nautilus
   groWing KA of sHell
   way.. as record in form
   of what comes before as
   alWays now.. wHere no time
   exists.. but liVinG liGht and DARk
   and tween of Both of allthatis liGht
   and dArk and sHades between of
   allthatis goeS on eternAlly now
   forever God as you as we as
   i as me as us.. we flow
   iN ZonE oF ONE..
   anyWay..noW Now..
   i ain’t afraid of
   no light and i
   bust scary
   ghosts of
   fear now
   everywHere
   i continue toward
   the liGht and away
   from feArs of weaker
   miNds.. in metaphor of
   dimensions of mind and
   body in or out of balance
   that range from living light
   to the fear of dark dimension2..
   otherwise known as somewHeRe noW
   ‘tween purgatory and hell.. wHere
   all tHeRe iS iS worry.. doubt.. fear
   and all stuff related to this devil fear..
   that beYond sad live side by side with
   those who walk as liGht.. wHo can onLY NoW
   try tHeiR best to lift those who walk ‘tween
   liGht to DaRk and be dArkest taR oiLed
   bird of desert soUls death from
   liGht of God so TrUe
   NoW and ReAL iN
   WiLL oF HUmanity
   WHO sings a True
   Illuminati
   of rise
   of rise
   and live
   as TrUth and LiGht
   FReED from the grasp
   now of the dARk OiLed
   TaRred birds cLaws..:)

   OMG! Evil Illuminati! Again!

   It really disgusts me from priest to politician to folks on
   the Internet who feed off of what the New England
   Journal of Medicine suggests are a segment
   of the fearful sitting population
   who are more subject
   to schizotypal
   dark
   magical
   thiNkinG/feeLinG
   that some boogie
   man or devil is always
   out to get them.. psychopathic
   leaning people who sense the
   weakness of these individuals
   in fear.. use all types of heart
   stringing fear mongering
   techniques
   ranging
   from the
   oldest creature
   of devil in hell of fear
   to.. suggesting frigging
   Obama is the anti-christ
   real now of modern days..
   yeah.. a little magical
   thinking in white magic
   way can be good for the
   heARt.. the SpiRit. the soUl
   in even what science assesses
   as the placebo effect that rates
   close to what ‘they’ serve up
   in pharmacy mix of pills..
   i do my best to think/feel
   and act in white
   magical thinking
   ways as tHeir
   is FucKinG
   Monkey
   science
   in fActs
   behind
   this hUman
   white schizotypal
   magic placebo prayer
   of thiNkinG/FeeLinG driving liGht
   actions now.. that go way way FAR
   beyond what we plan at the conscious
   level of mind in step one step to so on
   as structured way of form.. below the
   beyond of essence of all that is that
   can be hUman potential when the
   oracle.. the scientist or architect
   and the ape warrior become one..
   with orangutan and monkey three..
   in one.. oh the threes they come..
   again and again.. in numerology
   way.. as art of numbers beyond
   monkey scientist who scribes
   it all down in one step
   two step three
   step four and
   five.. scientific
   method oF old
   as WeLL.. or at
   lEAst partiAlly Well..
   as magic baby in white
   way is wHere it’s at as far
   as reaching the positive
   liGht of human potential..
   and yes.. you can F iN
   look iT up.. Voodoo is as
   real as the science empirically
   assessed dark human fears
   related to the Nocebo
   effect.. where these
   dArk thoughts
   self-fulfill
   in everything
   from frigging car
   accidents to F iN
   illness from head to
   toe.. guard your intentions..
   your purpose and meaning in
   life in how you symbol it in
   words or images.. monkey
   see.. monkey do.. see no
   evil.. hear no evil.. be no
   evil.. live with as with sPeak
   liGht bE liGht
   aWay
   from
   Dark
   yes.. be
   ILLUMINATI
   TRUE noW AS
   LIGHT WE RISE..
   and if you continue to
   listen to the dArk of Politicians..
   Priests.. Clerics.. and even schizoid
   scientists who have little to no white magic
   thinking/feeling in Harry Potter liGhter ways
   of HUman potential.. perhaps you
   are one of those that the
   New England Journal
   of Medicine says
   are born
   away from
   the chosen
   few who live in liGht
   or better yet.. challenge
   yourself to this struggle
   from dark of fear to light of
   hope.. as even science shows the
   neuroplastic and epigenetic potential
   of human to fly out of cocoons as butterfly
   new.. IS A real deal that comes when ‘they’ say..
   we don’t know how it happened.. and those otHeRs
   who live it say.. sure.. i FeeL how it happened it IS A real
   Illuminati all natural miracle of the higher power of God
   Nature allthatis written in the Evolving continual code
   of our
   DNA REAL..
   liFe is Magic
   for those who CAN
   BELIEVE AND a much
   darker place where only
   illusion of time exists.. where
   hope and faith and belief with
   Fearless Love.. is behind the next
   door as an opaque window that is
   coming clearer as those who
   seek.. those who find..
   BeCoMe
   A iSREAL
   iLLUMiNATinG liGht..
   in BeinG noW aS oNE..:)

   OMG! Evil Illuminati! Again2!

   Words matter not so much.. again as alWays
   it is the essence of words that are
   iSreal.. some folks define allah as
   some he force that allows
   them to rape
   little 12 year
   old girls.. others
   see a force of all
   in allah that is peaceful
   charitable and all loving..
   the same goes with God as
   some believe in a God that does
   not condemn every act of killing
   a child of a warring opposing team
   by dashing that child’s head against
   a rock.. and others believe now that the
   word God.. is identical to the word love..
   and then they contradict themselves by
   using another old 3500 year old quote
   and paraphrase it out of a book of old
   dusty pages and say that folks with
   different Nature and God given
   same Sexual orientations
   are not sacred enough
   in their natural
   God given
   behavior to
   sacred marry
   or even get into
   what they name as
   heaven anywhere but
   now and a place they delude
   and use as illusory fear as hell..
   to control reproductive God given
   freedoms to keep the population in
   balance when environmental stresses
   do come.. for means to gain subsistence
   and keep the entire tribe strong.. as species
   healthy whole and continuing well.. anyWay..
   the monkey scientist comes in handy for
   my oracle orangutang too.. and my
   fearless ape warrior who stands
   strong in the defense of liberty
   and freedom sAMe.. says..
   essence matters most..
   believe the illusions
   brought by manmade
   nightmares in fears fruition
   real.. or go the liGht road as
   path and journey and gRow gRoW
   GROW with adaptation to dArk struggles.. to Ocean
   WHoLe.. bE the liGht in Change of Greater HuWoManiTy noW..:)

   Flow Again in Allah2

   WeLL.. that drives through three Facebook
   Algorithm personal assistant provided
   Macro-Verses from two years
   ago in the year 2014.. now..
   this one from a year ago..
   with Blue Skeyes of Mental Health..
   and truly as in all stuff liFe.. Balance
   iS key in MoVinG.. ConNeCTinG
   CreATinG.. GiVing shArinG
   FearLEss Love wayS..
   sure.. words are easy..
   ACTION COUNTS..
   JUST DO IT.. get
   in balance or not..
   yOur paths.. yoUR
   joUrney to what works
   for you.. aLL wE liGht
   workers who already arrive
   in Heaven now can do is provide
   what we experience in liFe thaT has
   sET uS free from a wrong planet of
   dimension in all stuff related to fear
   to a Loving Planet same in human
   meaning and purpose same
   in all of what wE
   liGht
   woRkers
   continue
   to do..
   join uS
   iF you WiLL
   or can or not..
   i for one believe
   in can and WiLL..
   over the greater human
   potential DRIVING FEARLESS LOVE..:)

   Blue Skeyes of Mental Health

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10. katiemiafrederick says:

    August 13, 2016 at 1:00 PM

    “Discourse on virtue and they pass by in droves.

    Whistle and dance the shimmy, and you’ve got an audience.”

    — Diogenes

    WeLL my friend.. as always
    i feel your pain of not being
    able to sit five minutes and write..
    as sure 33 months for me of not
    being able to use my eyes and ears
    for music or read.. for the same reason
    of Dentist Drill like pain.. and with Dysautonomia
    and the failure of the autonomic function of heart
    rate and blood pressure.. all of the Enviroment was
    a barometer of a pressure pill from hell.. seriously
    i couldn’t walk out side in any heat or humidity for
    so long… for an entire 66 months and in any way
    of cold.. fused
    the ice
    to my
    bones and
    even a breeze
    in July of 100 degree
    temperatures a half a year
    before i sunk.. to this hell
    of lower pit of dArk tarRed
    oiLed bird.. chilled me to the
    bone of WTF is this new hell..
    that was only the beginning
    of endless now then Dante
    rings
    and
    darker then
    bird of tarRed oiL..
    anyway.. a preface
    perHaps to that recent
    profile photo you liked on
    Facebook.. my friend gigoid..
    of the 56 year old new and
    improved version 2.0 of mE..
    named a Dance Icon of my
    Pensacola Metro area.. and yes..
    once again.. i’m 56.. bald spot on
    top and graying as they all do once
    i hit the age of 40 and the bald
    spot came at 18..
    and both now..
    have maintained
    that age of grey
    and bald spot
    same..
    more
    and
    less but
    more of spirit..
    and less of form
    my Friend.. when spiRit
    of heARt as ExPresSing
    EmoTioN is transformed like
    Katy Perry says in a rise of a
    new and improved human being
    version 2.0 and more and more and
    more.. wHere MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
    soUl even at age 56 warrants the respect and
    Love of a heArt felt kiss from a group of 6 girls
    some of which were 6 foot plus high heel ballerina
    girls from Sorority University style of up town girls as
    Billy Joel says for his model wife too.. i didn’t notice the
    symbol of kiss of respect for the freedom i illustrate in
    Free Verse SpiRit of DancE in Freest form Nature oF i..
    to put it more poeticAlly than the girl with lips miGht
    have ever imagined me capable of more than
    a dance of hips.. and legs.. and all parts
    in Spiral Rotation as i become
    not only mE but
    the Universe whole
    when i took the photo
    as essence and form
    ALIVE.. ALIVE.. ALIVE
    AS STAR EYES DANCE
    WILL SING AND WHISTLE
    AND SHIMMY A DANCE AND
    SONG OF LIFE FREE.. Diogenes..
    Socrates.. Jesus.. and Buddha.. and
    now the dance oF y i.. to the tune of
    kissing beauty lips.. it just does not get
    any better than this my friEnd.. particularly
    as the wife is the most beautiful girl who never
    ages either at 46 now.. and i’ll be quite Fred with
    the whole world now.. when i peruse porn i always
    end at a video of my wife.. just for fun.. like a new age
    Diogenes might do.. not forgetting the pleasure principle
    that noW moves
    all life that moves
    all life free out of
    pain of what was
    before.. now then..
    i dance.. i sing.. i whistle
    and shimmy.. the audience
    returns with kisses of respect
    and love.. and i dance some more
    WiTh liGht oF Love no different than
    the WheeL of UniVerse fiRed as liGht
    and inspiRed by Sound as noW moves
    on iN Dance of God liGht SonG oF REAL..
    And sure.. i hope life will be this good for you
    too mY friEnd as juST this one sMall paRT
    oF mY liFe IS A Miracle TruE that has no
    Explanation but the power of hUman
    WiLL.. hope.. faith and belief realized
    as dreAMs coMe trUe in REAL timE
    NoW FruiTioN for all to see and feel
    who care
    now or
    perhaps
    not @aLL.. hehe..
    anyway.. i’LL remember
    the joy and respect of Love
    in that photo mostly because
    i’Ve never met those 6 girls beFore..
    and a kiss of respect from a stranger
    only for the art and beauty of the dance
    of this 56 year old dude with her other
    5 friends standing taller with sMiLes..
    as well.. iS FucKinG Epic noW
    for what iT even
    means
    to be
    hUman
    noW as free
    DanCE and SonG
    oF wE FReED wHere
    FReEDoM RinGs aS
    simplE TrUth and liGht
    oF hUman DancE and SonG..
    And yes.. i like to write too.. true…
    iT’s juSt an excuse to rest my feet
    until the neXt Epic Dance comes FReED!..
    ah yah.. and i lala a Dare SonG for this CoMinG tRue2..;)

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11. katiemiafrederick says:

    August 13, 2016 at 10:41 PM

    Saturday.. in the pArk..
    a little past the fourth of July..
    somEone’s Birthday Party who did not show up..
    so what is left to celebrate.. well of course.. Saturday
    in the paRk.. and for me it is always a birthday of now as
    holy and sacred and no.. i’M not kidding at all.. all of Nature
    also known as God is all church to me.. yes.. holy and sacred..
    And to view life like this..
    requires no holds for what
    can be free.. in DancE and
    SonG of liFE.. as SonG and
    DancE in all the hUman arts
    that comes noW As SpiRit iN
    Human seNses and EmoTions
    set free.. set free.. set FReED..
    At lEast for mE.. oh..now.. NDD..
    A GroWinG so-called First World
    disEase of Nature Deficit
    Disorder away
    from God as
    sAMe into
    man made
    tools as being..
    instead of riding
    like the Wind.. and Rivers..
    Waves as Ocean FReED..
    H20.. yes.. as water WHolE..
    soft and powerful as fearless
    Love moves as Air oF liFE too..:)

    SeriousLy.. you can ask around
    as Katy Perry says it’s a party
    everywHeRe i Go.. it doesn’t
    matter if the big big
    balloons are brought
    out and beach balls too..
    iT iS A PaRty ever wHeRe
    i come bAcK aGain.. or
    perHaps the first
    now if i AM
    missed
    BeFore
    iN terms of BeinG
    heRe epiC as epiC
    WiLL comE aLL for FReED..;)

    Goddess Isis at
    Saturday in the
    Carpenter’s Park..
    Carpenter’s Park.. the place
    she learned to swim when her
    family threw her in off the dock..
    and glad she came back to
    the top.. and all the
    struggles her
    mother
    went
    through life..
    to find the Pacific
    Islander sire to
    BRinG her
    Spirit
    aboard
    in this incarnation..
    of beauty to behold..
    as my friend Himali once
    said.. you are so poetic..
    your wife is so lucky
    to be married
    to you..
    and yes..
    it is the other
    way around.. i hold
    no poetic illusions about
    that reality.. sure i have a
    smooth pen for words and
    feet for dance.. but it is the
    Goddess Isis who cleans up after
    me when i have a stomach bug as
    Love will do.. when love loves love..
    so okay.. for now.. this is the Ode
    to Goddess Isis Katrina in the
    Carpenter’s Park for our love
    somewhat started for
    consummation there
    on September 21st
    1989.. around
    the date of
    my conception
    in 1959 with original
    due date on or about
    Summer Solstice Day
    and Father’s day 1960..
    same day of my Father’s
    and Uncle identical Twin’s
    birthday on that day too..
    except on my case..
    the doctor went
    on vacation..
    and pre-delivered
    me on 6660.. as
    i guess and omen of sorts..
    no it wasn’t easy being married
    to me at all when i lived in Hell for
    66 months and i was the FucKinG
    literal devil then for all practical
    Zombie purposes as the dArk
    tarRed and OiLed Seagull
    i was back then.. now i
    fly so far beyond the
    rainbow heavens
    of God of Nature
    Pure as the
    devil bird
    rises out
    of the
    lowest
    pit
    of
    hell
    groWinG AngEL STarSnoW..:)

    WeLL i for ONE FeeL and SensE sorry
    for folks who miss God in a raindrop on the
    petal of a flower of a Dogwood tree WiLd..
    in God’s greaTesT breathe that iS liFE iN
    aLL we see and FEEL oFliGht..
    it’s hard for me to pass
    by God without sharing
    the beauty i see of God
    WiTH the World.. from
    the REAL Goddess Isis..
    in human form.. as incarnate
    now as such.. to the smallest
    subatomic particle of H20 that
    swims free in Goddess Isis
    Blood.. that connects
    wE all to Ocean wHole
    as WeLL.. WeLL.. truly
    Katrina doesn’t believe
    she is an animal.. so that
    muSt make her a
    Goddess instead..
    so might as well
    go with a
    noted
    one
    in Isis
    poetic form..
    but me no God..
    just a bEast..
    a humble..
    servant
    of
    God with
    paws and claws
    as nails.. and fingers
    that spread in pose
    of Dragon claws
    in three toed
    way as well..
    so yes.. it’s beauty
    as Goddess Isis and
    the beast.. just a beast..
    whose been to hell and rose
    back up as feathered fly Seagull
    soaRing hiGher RiSinG once and bacK aGaiN..:)

    PerHaps you cannot see this pARt
    oF God WhOle in this photo.. but it is
    HeiR apparent to me thAT iT is Gaia
    and her humans on the crawl of lifE
    in low down way of life..
    taKing the salt of liFe..
    away from saltine Earth..
    forgetting how concrete
    and dark ‘tween space
    and life allone is
    of Journey
    and paths
    wE liVe today..
    Hope.. is.. one day
    this eARth’S SalTine ants
    WiLL join hands and finally
    give humble.. honor.. praise
    and glory to this Heaven that is
    a tiny sliver in the concrete jungle
    of space.. as garden of eden heaven
    now.. REALLY NOW.. NO SHIT
    reAlly noW as eARth.. yes..
    this is reAlly going down
    for real as heaven
    now.. do realize
    all of what it
    takes as God
    bRingS
    now we
    humans
    to this Interconnecting
    Interdependent relationship
    oF Ocean wHOLE OF GOD ThAT
    iNcludes the dead concrete of space
    ‘tween all of life to make life all we got
    noW.. in this heaven now.. ants hold
    hands and Dance a Song of Joy..
    for Heaven is now forever
    give honor to God’s eARth
    worthy praise and thanks..
    for this opportunity
    for eternal
    heaven
    now..
    sad that
    some miss the
    beauty and reaLity
    of this saltine gift we have..
    the real devil knows the anti-christ
    evil away from all this fearless Love of
    Earth’s beauty as i lived in concrete hell
    of space for 66 months to rise to tale the
    beauty
    of God
    now.. to
    Dance to Sing
    as BEast of God..
    Moral oF A total story noW..
    or better put question mArk..
    would yoU be A DEvil for LOVE..
    as nicely illustrated in the most recent
    installment of A REAL motion picture Dracula..
    if not.. don’t yOu dare judge A DEvil for LOVE.. noW
    aS fallen less than An AngEL or A vAMpire.. perHaps..:)

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12. katiemiafrederick says:

    August 14, 2016 at 1:18 AM

    Mohammad says…

    Yellow boy has been perusing the
    bible a little much lately as he directs
    our attention to John 16:25-33 that says..

    Jesus Christ Has Overcome the World

    25 “These things I have spoken to you in figurative language; but the time is coming when I will no longer speak to you in figurative language, but I will tell you plainly about the Father. 26 In that day you will ask in My name, and I do not say to you that I shall pray the Father for you; 27 for the Father Himself loves you, because you have loved Me, and have believed that I came forth from God. 28 I came forth from the Father and have come into the world. Again, I leave the world and go to the Father.”

    29 His disciples said to Him, “See, now You are speaking plainly, and using no figure of speech! 30 Now we are sure that You know all things, and have no need that anyone should question You. By this we believe that You came forth from God.”

    31 Jesus answered them, “Do you now believe? 32 Indeed the hour is coming, yes, has now come, that you will be scattered, each to his own, and will leave Me alone. And yet I am not alone, because the Father is with Me. 33 These things I have spoken to you, that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will[d] have tribulation; but be of good cheer, I have overcome the world.”

    Anyway.. if Yellow boy does
    not slow his intense focus on the
    bible we may have to order him some
    corrective lenses to correct his vision from
    reading
    these
    verses
    so literally
    as long as is is..
    anyway.. he Loves to
    share.. so i follow his lead..

    And in visiting Friend SOHEIR..
    the Muslim woman I had some interesting
    debates with and also her friend Imran.. she drops
    a note today that says.. in her Muslim Muhammad way..

    “A woman is normally
    sought as a wife for her wealth,
    beauty, nobility or piety, but
    chose a pious woman and
    you will prosper..”

    And i say in return..

    This is true
    For my wife
    And sure..
    i prosper
    AlWays
    For
    This..
    My FriEnd
    SOHEIR..:)

    SOHEIR says:

    You are blessed indeed Fred!
    Have a good day and smiles:-)

    i then say..

    Thanks..so true..
    And Hope you
    Have a great day
    Too.. With sMiLes2..
    FriEnd SOHEIR..:)

    SOHEIR says:

    Thanks:-)

    i say..:)

    ..:)..:)

    And now i say.. noW..
    there are two definitions
    of pious.. one is a person
    who does everything in OCD
    fashion that a religious book will
    instruct them to do.. and the other
    definition is a rather facetious one in
    two faced way that says a person who
    talks the talk but rarely walks the walk of talk
    on the true and light path that IS A way of life…

    Sure.. there are plenty of pious screwballs in the
    world.. who do rape little 12 year old girls in abusive
    reward of wars against infidels who are rather pious
    in their abuse of literalism of words evil instead of true..

    And it’s true.. wife Katrina takes the Bible very seriously
    and literally.. and fears that if she makes just one mistake
    less than perfection that the devil is gonna take her straight
    to hell.. eternally burning in fire.. and that is part of the reason
    that i for one believe that most of the fundamentalist interpretations
    of all Abrahamic religions are a source of much darkness and evil
    in putting fear of God into people’s hearts instead of worshipping
    all of God of Nature as sacred and holy and true in liGht instead
    of illusory fears of hell anywhere else but these places where
    folks rape little girls in the name of a faux God that
    exists no where but in interpretations of books
    that become the darkest evil still
    of humankind now..
    to literally assess
    in plain talk
    the darkest
    ways that
    ancient books
    have been twisted
    to support the darkest
    parts of the human being
    in fear and hateful hurt of others
    of simply lies.. lies.. lies.. and more
    lies.. now.. to put all of this as plainly
    now as i can.. and WiLL.. noW.. Now..:)

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13. katiemiafrederick says:

    August 14, 2016 at 10:03 AM

    i woke up and the sun is shining..
    only for now.. as sure the clouds
    will come again.. but the bottom line
    is.. as long as we are alive the Sun noW
    will shine again.. and reAlly my mesSage
    is a simple one.. as although i can be a little
    bright.. with words.. tHeRe is ONE news now
    i have for YOU NOw iN ALL Around uS iN noW
    this little sliver of now that is eternAlly
    now is Heaven NOW.. for those who
    come to SensE and FeeL this
    Heaven on Earth noW iSREAL..
    now.. you might say.. or feeL and
    seNse that Heaven cannot be now..
    cause life IS A bitch but i say liFe CAN
    AND WILL BE A BEACH.. if you can move
    away from the word bitch.. and heLL no thaT is
    not a woman that iS juSt a metaphor for something
    that hurts rather than something that feels good and to
    be honest.. somenows it is the greaTest Bitch that Brings
    the greATest Beach as this Heaven takes work at nowS in
    sweat.. blood.. and tears.. etc.. anyWay.. Katrina alerting me when
    i juSt woke up.. get ready for church Babe.. The Sun is FucKinG ShiNinGnoW..
    and gotta go but yes.. be back again later with more good news here noW.. juST
    NOW.. more notes
    in a million
    plus more words
    pushing 12 million
    all around the world
    that basically say a meteor
    hits the ocean and then comes Heavenow..:)

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14. katiemiafrederick says:

    August 14, 2016 at 9:48 PM

    WeLL… a long day of dance it’s been
    this Sunday Sunny Day.. along with
    Catholic Church.. and stores.. and stores..
    and more of Katrina’s Favorite stores did come
    in dance hall public dance for me.. And today’s Edit
    as i am becoming a fixture of the Mall in someways
    oN SunDays.. has now moved from a graphic play
    edit to a Edit of Romance instead.. Hmm.. i just
    wrote about this last week in deTalES oF Love..
    jUSt no mall
    prop until today
    to better illustrate
    Roses given for Romance
    heHe.. when everYone gETs aLonG..
    anyWay.. an interesting day long
    Church.. Sunday Dinner.. and yes..
    eTc.. at the stores Dance Event..
    and a little disturbing catching
    that dam Sign attempting
    to convince folks on the
    back of a pick ’em up
    truck to boycott Target
    ’cause they hate.. they
    hate change and moving
    into the 21st Century with
    Equal Privileges for all
    humans to do stuff like
    go to the Dam Bathroom
    in comfort peace for whatever
    Gender tHeir mind validates are
    what they are.. and for some that
    spells transgender as science now
    indicates is an innate difference that
    is just another biodiversity of God Given
    Nature.. when.. free.. free.. free.. juSt to bE..
    anyway.. some old crippled Fundamentalist
    Christian dude with a pony tail.. came out of
    the truck.. and i had to wonder how he would feel..
    if they said folks with bum legs are not allowed in..
    some folks just don’t get that others are in a much
    different skin in view of world.. but sure.. the Jesus
    did in words reported as gentile or jew.. servant or
    free.. woman or man no more.. in other words gender
    doesn’t matter.. you bigger dummy.. to Jesus at lEAst..
    then or
    now for iSREAL
    hmm.. God picked a
    really tough place this go
    around for me to live.. considering
    how super liberal i AM.. but crap even
    the Gospel of Thomas in Gnostic way
    reports Jesus was a gonna make
    Mary Magdalene into a man..
    if so.. don’t think Jesus is
    gonna be very happy
    with that sign
    if somehow
    he snuck
    in and sees
    it noW iN any shape
    form or fashion of anything
    related to fear and hate.. the ignorance
    in the town i live in is FucKinG EpiC.. but
    hehe.. i’M even more epic.. and ‘they’ have
    almost no idea who i AM now.. in my
    little
    mill
    town..
    as i for one
    build with words
    as organic life..
    and never
    need
    wood
    to print
    my pages..
    as i am a FucKinG
    Tree Hugger.. with 30,000
    plus pages of words.. words.. words..
    online in Ocean Poem Full.. and three to four
    times that much since Thanksgiving Day.. 2010..
    and sure.. somewhere around 100K photos
    too.. as i continue to gRow as NOWs go by..
    kinda a like a Rainbow spRead bEyond of mE..
    sure iF
    you believe
    iN mE for what
    i saY iSREAL..:)

    WeLL.. yeah.. i guess the Facebook Algorithm
    kinda outdid itself as Video Production slide slow
    assistant.. with a total of three Sunday Dinners
    etc.. yes..
    Dance
    and
    all of that..;)

    Hmm.. i’m starting to think the Facebook Algorithm
    is somewhat of a dirty old man.. as it choses
    automatically without any of my input
    other than my mall trip photos.. yes..
    Hustler Lingerie
    from
    Spencer
    Gifts to
    draW anD
    audience i guess..
    for the Sunday Dinner
    Slide show number two..;)

    Yes.. that’s one sexy
    one piece Bra.. as the
    Facebook Algorithm
    understands all stuff
    associated with the female
    form sells.. at least at the mall..
    to keep the inspiration of buying strong..
    and hehe.. just a muse
    oF art for me.. definitely
    a best buy.. as all i
    do is f iN Free..
    hehe..
    as
    Freddy Freeloaders
    WiLL do to keep the
    arT FloWinG noW iN ZonE..;)

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15. katiemiafrederick says:

    August 14, 2016 at 10:26 PM

    So.. i’M in a rush for church this morning..
    up late.. sleep late.. etc.. and i AM inspired
    to write a rather short short micro-micro-verse..
    to go along with that.. with that Sun is Shining
    Song of course2.. and what do yA knoW and FeeL..
    the Facebook personal assistant provides three memories
    of which the first from two years ago.. is about the same
    subject i AM motivated to write this morning about Heaven
    now.. it’s almost like it’s fate.. or perHaps
    better penned as
    Synchronicity
    FlowinG ZoNE noW..
    yes.. Hakuna Matata2..
    WiTh sMileS Now too..:)

    Hakuna Matata2!

    Culture Clothing Sins from a year
    ago STiLL.. yes.. folks are too dam
    uptight and down right Bi-Polar about
    the human body.. sensuality.. and sexuality2..
    it’s everywHere and
    they try to hide it
    at church
    and call
    it immoral..
    evil.. dirty and
    all of that sin and
    stuff like that when the
    Gospel oF Thomas in Jesus
    way says the total opposite.. to
    strip down naked.. tread on yA
    clothes and find God within Ya
    Temple of God sAMe as Flesh and Blood
    free with HeARt.. SpiRit of EmoTioNs and SeNses
    wide aWake in MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG souL..
    from head to toe.. in others words.. iT is evil NoW noT..
    to get naked more than it is to get clothed with culture..
    then.. at least in the opinion of the Gnostic Reported
    Jesus dude.. iN Thomas Gnostic Gospel way iSREAL..

    Culture Clothing Sins

    WeLL.. when i was still doing
    Form poetry last year..
    here is the echo
    form
    in Pink Angel
    WinGS.. with more
    than likely more to come
    in Ocean wHole Poem
    Macro-Verse Memory
    way.. tomorrow or so..
    as they stArted to get
    allergic to all my words
    at dVerse.. and thiS
    Macro-Verse SunG
    here to
    appease
    them in tHeir
    exclusionary need
    to stay away from Epic
    PoeTry oF Y i.. is only 33
    words long.. with More PiNk
    Angel WinGS to come soon..
    as i for one.. cannot do just one
    Lay’s Potato Chip of PoEtry.. no
    Matter who is trYinG tHeir
    best to road rail me..
    into tHeir
    very
    very
    naRroW MOld..:)

    Pink Angel Wings

    Ah.. yes.. a test for echo as art
    and free continues here..
    as A gifted child
    will refuse
    to now do
    only one
    assignment
    then of art..
    now when
    art noW
    flows then
    as water now to
    river to Ocean whole
    as Art oF Y i continues
    to streAM noW iN FieLd oF
    DreAMs Now FloW aS iN ZonE..:)

    Testing Echo

    Missionary of Magic
    Dance.. shall i say
    more.. shall i step
    more iN SonG of ZonE..
    yes.. i can and WiLL
    bottom
    line
    NoW..:)

    Missionary of Magic Dance

    KA.. the
    ancient alpha
    letter and sound..
    in vocalization of symbol
    of word/SonG.. but more than that..
    the reach of human lAMps.. not unlike
    sheLL of Nautilus that goes on in form after death..
    for hundreds of millions of years..
    so sure.. aLL i write
    IS A literal pyramid
    of words.. all i dance
    when voyeur videoed as magic
    steps of creativity will do when
    one with God as Nature wHole as spiRAlinG
    sun of i.. is KA too.. KA defeats the entropy
    of death.. and goeS on as energy/FORCE to inspire oTheRs..
    yes.. even in the beauty of Nautilus sHell that inspireS
    even more as ARt.. as you see Art is KA oNe and sAMe.. KA
    and Art is all we do to liGht the world brighter even
    after we die.. and to take that last breath and
    to kNow/SeNse and feel one’s breath goeS on as
    Unconditional Love of ART and KA sAMe
    for all otHeRs.. is to die
    easy in the
    sleep
    of God’s
    arms Free.. and
    WHO kNows yoU may
    liVe forever and
    come back
    the same
    now
    forever
    more eternally
    now.. how sad iT is
    that some folks wait for
    Godot when Godot is wE are
    uS is now i..yoU.. moVing.. conNecting
    and creaTing KA and ART everMore
    NoW.. ah.. time.. the illusion..
    NOW..
    KA
    and
    Art
    A reaLiTy
    oF Gods EYes
    of/iN uS
    lit
    uP
    as
    Suns whose
    Fire goeS on..
    as Love.. as Love
    flies in Infinite sMiLes
    of MoVinG.. ConnEcTing and
    CreaTinG more.. KA IS A fiRe
    of life.. Pure is the word Katrina
    and Katy and Katie too.. Christ is
    just another word for KA and ArT
    is God
    Free
    and WiLD
    iN SonG and
    DAncE of wE..
    i AM KA.. and
    Katie2.. pure
    AS God and close
    as Mia means too..
    and my last nAMe is juSt
    a variation.. yes.. the real
    last namE.. is jUst a variation
    of the name of water and sand as
    silt that says Lahmu and Lahamn sAMe..
    the first human symboled name for GOD..
    and sure.. my real First name Frederick..
    means Peaceful Ruler.. and real middle
    name Arthur means strong now..
    but you see.. all of this
    is KA is ArT is liGht
    of Lamp
    of hUman
    meaning and
    purpose.. nah..
    it is not the shell
    of the Nautilus that counts..
    it is the beauty we feel
    and sense of sHeLL as
    KA
    and
    ART
    of HeARt
    as SpiriT
    of FeeLinG
    and SenSes
    go on now as
    everlasting
    noW a Ray
    of
    LiFE
    goeS oN..
    forevermorenow..
    as after i die..
    i will continue to
    SinG and DancE the
    Egyptian of BeFoRe..
    i never die..
    as long
    as tHere
    is liGht
    oF Y
    i..
    unless i only
    care about a separate
    self that is not connected
    in moving ways as all of creation wHole..
    sAdly.. those folks who have that illusion of
    separateness.. often fail to generate much KA/ART
    of LiFE
    as they
    cannot noW FeeL
    and SeNSe.. and
    kNow the greater liGht
    of KA and ArT as sAME God
    wHo lives within free ShiNinG
    BriGhter and BriGhter forevermorenow..
    And this my friEnds is why Jesus said
    as reported by otHErS that tHeRe wiLL
    be those of wE who do greater works
    of Art than hE.. as thaT is
    how the KA
    of God
    flows
    and more
    and never
    less.. in we
    maGiC hUmans
    who kNow and
    FeeL.. and SeNse
    no boundaries of
    bEfore as God is
    Free to Be More
    and so
    are
    WE
    as trUe
    and liGht
    children oF
    God.. WiLd
    and Free.. and
    sure.. Heaven is
    juST a natural
    by product
    noW in
    the Kingdom
    of God’s KA
    and ArT
    free
    now
    a celebration
    of Kashmir REAL..:)

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16. katiemiafrederick says:

    August 14, 2016 at 10:38 PM

    As.. the EN name test
    thingy says.. matching
    some lyrics thaT rePreSent
    mY liFe now.. by saYinG..
    “Forever trust in who we
    are and nothing else
    matters”.. i noW say..
    That’s about the
    size oF iT..
    wE togeTheR
    NoW anD thE
    rest of NaTuRe
    aLL sAME as GOD..
    and SPeaKinG of WanDs
    and MaGiC and Harry Potter..
    i read the new double book in
    less than aN hoUr and i MusT
    say iT’s oKay.. but it didn’t reALLy
    tHrill me of course.. as i alReaDy
    Do iSreal liFe mAGiC HAnd iN HAnd
    wiTh iSREAL.. God aLL noW juST NoW..:)

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17. katiemiafrederick says:

    August 15, 2016 at 11:26 AM

    Facebook Friend
    Ashe shares a
    Facebook compilation
    of one hit wonders from
    the decade of the 2000’s
    and i say..

    Everyone’s
    A star.. If they
    Find it and
    Shine it
    For Free..
    With Ease..:)

    PS.. Like
    The eclectic
    Nature now of
    Your FB posts
    As never ending
    Stories noW and paintings.. Etc.. Now
    My creation
    Activities
    Are
    AlWays
    Looking
    To free
    Associate
    Deeper
    And
    Deeper
    With
    Eclectic
    InspiraTioNs
    So.. Sure..
    i am a Zero
    Hit Uni-verse..
    As i for OnE
    Will never spiRAl
    Around
    Someone
    Else’s idea
    Of fAMe..
    In words
    OranD dance..;)

    https://poemhobby.wordpress.com/2016/08/15/failure/

    This is
    All so true
    You are groWing
    As light.. My friEnd..
    As light works toGetHeR
    And never separate as Dark
    As DArk is
    Only paths
    To LiGht
    Now
    That
    Shines
    A Lamp
    Growing Reach..:)

    https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2016/08/12/i-am-flying/

    Ha.. no way did i help Saudia
    Arabian friend get back into the
    bar.. friend.. Zee.. even if i could..
    And i hope he got home safe.. it’s
    really sad over here in America.. how
    much alcohol is glamorized as something
    positive.. and all the drugs folks use for their
    somatic pains.. when much of the answer truly
    can be in mind and body balance.. including un-
    repressing emotions.. senses.. and yes.. sexuaLiTy
    too.. as free and unafraid to connect with all of God
    of Nature free.. and truly too.. letting go in art of moving..
    as there need be no instruction or lesson in that other than
    what God Brings natural.. innate.. instinctual and intuitive to
    be free.. and i live the life of Heaven now.. my friEnd as it is
    the natural gift that humans
    have.. when they simply
    escape.. under a tree.. as
    cave if they must retreat to
    look within.. or for me a beach
    that no longer houses footprints
    of culture down the way past condos
    that say.. we will hold you prisoner in
    these four walls and ceiling same.. Now
    the gift has always wild and free noW
    been God.. my
    friend.. and you
    too of course too..
    Zee.. the gift of
    God is how
    God moves
    too.. now..
    in balance
    and radiating
    the SonG and
    DancE oF
    SpiRAlinG
    UniVerse
    sAMe..
    this is not something
    that can be found in words alone..
    this is the God who lives free within
    us.. hoping.. just hoping.. we see within
    once again.. as God does not like to be
    imprisoned in us.. as ‘they’ make uS be
    in many cultures and religions same..
    God is the wild and free part
    in us.. that says
    FucK you
    i’M
    gonna
    live now
    free whether
    you like it or not..
    and trUly in the U.S.A..
    those of us who escape all
    the instant gratifications of escape..
    can find this place of heaven one day
    soon.. and like me and God toGeTheR they
    WiLL SmiLe as Wide as the UnivErse in God’s
    greaTeST gift we can possibly kNOw.. seNse.. and FeeL
    noW.. mY FriEnd Zee and that is FucKinG LiFe noW..
    so sure..
    i FucK
    liFe and
    GoD sAMe..
    with no other
    substantive drug
    than GOD ALLONE..
    and yes.. i FucK WitH
    people’s minds MucH
    in hopes they eventuALLy
    fiNd Heaven noW too.. as Now
    any helpful fool or clown WiLL Do..
    employed by God @lEast to hELp..
    WitH FucKinG iF yoU seeK iN GoD..
    no one can make anyone do that
    unless they trUly SeeK God
    within noW Free
    with no
    con
    ti
    ge
    ncy
    but FREE.. NOW.. now..
    the answers have alWays
    been in the language of God
    that is Nature.. mY friEnd Zee..
    and when anyone suggests that
    nature is anything less than
    holy and sacred
    including the
    Nature
    of wE..
    tHeRe
    IS A good
    chance they
    are lying for
    selfish means..
    and will be mean…
    to gain their means..
    Serve God or words of
    men.. i choose God and
    the language of Nature iSREAL..
    but sure i read it all as all is God2..:)

    https://thefeatheredsleep.wordpress.com/2016/08/15/purpose/

    i staRted
    witH Search in
    the middle but had to
    cOme baCK uP to fiNd
    the Pyramid capstone and
    tree the sAme noW FriEnd aS
    Search for liGht iN eYes of otHeRs..
    goeS on and on.. as i look for more
    words to accompany Kashmir in eYes
    of YoUrs.. and funny how some males make
    women only a patch of moisture in V of life to enter
    with A of wHoles.. when the UniVerse of EmoTioNs
    and SeNses and kNOWinG livVs aBove more than bElow…
    and sAMe as BeLoW iS JuSt a SpArk of energy as FoRce
    that stARts Now
    the sHeBanG noW
    oF aLL oF us.. and
    evil
    lies
    in evil
    eYes when
    women are
    reduced to
    patches of moisture
    in V’s that hOld no eYes..
    so have a nice day the feathered sleep..
    with vines and roots that reach aCrossDeeP…:)

    ‘Take the Wrong Planet home’..
    WeLL.. reAlly since age of 5 beFore
    school.. i did not really fully
    stArt the paths and
    journey until
    i graduated
    from the
    Wrong Planet
    of school and work
    that sure had some
    liGht in dArk of YiN
    and yANg Balance too..
    until A fiRe of soUL cAMe
    to Calgon take me aWay then
    from that Wrong Planet tHere..
    33 months of hermit crab to look
    within.. loSinG the sights and sounds
    in God’s/NatUre’s Burning Fire from feet to
    Trigeminal Nerve with zero
    choice but
    to look
    within..
    the dArk
    of outside
    of school and work
    blinded within.. and only
    without sight and sounds of
    culture would i find my way
    back home to God/NaTure
    within..
    so after
    33 months..
    since January
    of 2008 then..
    to withstand the
    pain for writing one
    word on ThanksGivinG
    day of November 2010.. witH
    a spArk provided iN EmoTioNs
    of dwindle fire of SoUl From
    Katy Perry’s Firework SonG
    in 2010.. all that’s left of HeaRt
    then and SpiRit to
    FeeL and
    SeNse
    for
    me
    in faint
    red of
    soUl
    wHole flaMe. then..
    so.. i go to the Wrong
    Planet online with onLy
    a list of words.. that sTart
    to GroW as empty sHeLLs wITh
    little soUl.. thaT fEeLs and SeNses
    God iSREAL.. the empty shells grow
    and grow.. into 5 plus million more..
    and when 6 comes or close to
    6 i eXplodeS on 7222013.. and
    spiRiT oF heARt
    comes BaCK
    in faint
    spark of i..
    in blog on March
    10th of 2013.. aS liGht
    of SpARk of F Y i.. in perspective
    oF y i.. to GroW soMe moRE liGht
    of i.. soon to flood like Nile waters more..
    now coming to the 42nd month point on
    September 11th of 2016.. close to
    12 million words of dArk and liGht
    wHole.. by 6 year point on
    ThanksGiving year
    day 2016.. too..
    with reaching out
    to 4 million words of
    longest long form poem ever
    in witness of God and Nature
    sAMe in Ocean wHole poem
    named SonG oF mY SoUL
    and KATiE MiA FredericK!iI..
    wHere yes.. ‘Take the Wrong
    Planet Home’ now makes the
    694th Macro-Verse of Ocean
    wHOle Poem noW complete with
    this Micro-Verse.. with Micro-Micro
    Verses.. of words alone with different
    meanings and Micro-Micro-Micro Verses
    of Letters in smaLLest Particles of Words
    of Waves Of Verses of Ocean wHoLe poem
    change long and short
    oF all
    that is
    i of me
    foRnow aS liGht..:)

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/08/hi-d-verse-teamohm.html

    And sure.. i’LL
    quote Led Zeppelin’s
    SonG Kashmir in full
    as 9 minutes and 6 seconds
    of celebration of juST thaT of
    SonG that cAMe on the gym radio
    at the first of the 8 month in 2013..
    goes into making that photo of me..
    coming out of pain.. with the shark
    teeth of i in rift eye.. thAt noW floWS oNce aGAin
    iN streAMs of Yellow desert eYes of
    SuN of and as Beach SpRinG once
    Again i.. wHere
    6 month June
    6 day
    1960
    liGht
    alWays
    lives aS oNe
    in eYes of Fearless
    Love thAT iSREAL noW i..:)

    “Kashmir”

    “Oh let the sun beat down upon my face, stars to fill my dream
    I am a traveler of both time and space, to be where I have been
    To sit with elders of the gentle race, this world has seldom seen
    They talk of days for which they sit and wait and all will be revealed

    Talk and song from tongues of lilting grace, whose sounds caress my ear
    But not a word I heard could I relate, the story was quite clear
    Oh, oh.

    Oh, I been flying… mama, there ain’t no denyin’
    I’ve been flying, ain’t no denyin’, no denyin’

    All I see turns to brown, as the sun burns the ground
    And my eyes fill with sand, as I scan this wasted land
    Trying to find, trying to find where I’ve been.

    Oh, pilot of the storm who leaves no trace, like thoughts inside a dream
    Heed the path that led me to that place, yellow desert stream
    My Shangri-La beneath the summer moon, I will return again
    Sure as the dust that floats high in June, when movin’ through Kashmir.

    Oh, father of the four winds, fill my sails, across the sea of years
    With no provision but an open face, along the straits of fear
    Ohh.

    When I’m on, when I’m on my way, yeah
    When I see, when I see the way, you stay-yeah

    Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, when I’m down…
    Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, well I’m down, so down
    Ooh, my baby, oooh, my baby, let me take you there

    Let me take you there. Let me take you there”

    -Led Zeppelin-

    and

    God oF Y i..:)

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18. katiemiafrederick says:

    August 15, 2016 at 12:09 PM

    Ha!

    SiGns arE everYwHeRE..;)

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19. katiemiafrederick says:

    August 15, 2016 at 12:18 PM

    https://thefeatheredsleep.wordpress.com/2016/08/15/purpose/

    thefeatheredsleep says..

    “So true. I think we reduce many things including the uniqueness
    of each person on this planet. Love isn’t the same as sex,
    sex isn’t the same as love. Let’s reinvent what it means to be real.”

    i quote Candice and say..

    “Let’s reinvent
    What it means to
    Be real”..
    TruSt
    Me
    We
    Are
    And
    Love iSREAL
    When real
    And
    Fearless True
    As LiGht
    ReNeWeD..:)

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20. katiemiafrederick says:

    August 15, 2016 at 1:19 PM

    https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2016/08/15/lessons-learned/

    WeLL.. iT appears.. Zee that i AM
    the first one in 2016.. to hear
    your words heRE and
    respond
    herE
    now.. firST..
    and i muSt say
    that words are most
    certainly powerful with
    Force to heal.. power to deceive..
    power to inspire misery and suffering
    and power to love without hold of fear..
    but discernment is the fire inside that
    hOlds the truth ReNeWeD aWay from
    words as essence iS all that’s
    trUe in liGht oF
    words
    when
    A soUl
    hEars those
    words aS liGht of True..
    SomE soUls heAr more of
    discerning liGht as TrUe.. sOme
    heAr less.. but the key for me alWays
    is any words that lead to fear and hate..
    and harm.. and misery and suffering no matter
    who or what they come from are words of hell
    as there is no other way
    to hurt
    another
    one
    but hell..
    in fear and hate
    away from fearless love
    that is only healing intent and
    purpose to rise liGht instead of
    fAll of dARk mY friEnd.. but sure tHat
    is onLY mY discernment and no rule
    for anyone else.. as the first step to
    hell is
    the word
    that says
    it is the
    last
    my
    FriEnd..
    as essence is free
    and alWays groWing
    in liGht.. any word as last
    is dArkest words oF aLL
    as history
    repeats
    this lesSon
    of humility
    to hUman
    over
    and
    over
    bacK aGaiN..
    the bigger words are
    often the ones that lead
    to hell so dArk on this eArth..
    that essence drOwns in words beFore..
    NOW..
    the only
    place wE
    liVe
    NOW..
    in essence
    TrUe and liGht
    oUr souL sinGs
    aS HeARt.. oF SpiRit
    FeeLinG and eXpreSsinG
    REal.. iN A BaLAnCinG oF miNd
    and BoDy soUL iSREAL iSNOW
    iSreal
    WE noW..:)

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21. katiemiafrederick says:

    August 15, 2016 at 1:24 PM

    Facebook Friend Florence says
    and i quote her
    heRE2..

    “There’s a movie out about a girl named Florence
    who doesn’t realise that everyone is just actually
    laughing at her supposed talent. I’m trying
    not to take it personally.”

    And i say
    in return..

    Don’t.. but
    Do talent..:)

    And i go on to say..

    And if anyone
    laughs smiles..
    as that makes
    you an excellent comedian..
    and they are often the most
    appreciated talents oF aLL..:)

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22. katiemiafrederick says:

    August 15, 2016 at 1:30 PM

    0
    111..
    SacreD
    FooL.. ain’T
    noThing liKe iT
    ’cause iT’s ALL FReED..
    @lEast
    For
    mE..
    @6f
    @HomE@
    NoW iSREAL..:)

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23. katiemiafrederick says:

    August 15, 2016 at 1:57 PM

    And now i say in somewhat systemizing and
    feeling words as knowing and sensing words
    too of art and science that humans are social
    animals.. and all social animals who are healthy
    strive to be accepted by the group.. as being accepted
    out in the wild of innate.. instinct.. and intuition means survival
    to work toGetHer for basic subsistence to even live.. so this is
    how lies gain hold when language in written words and collective
    intelligence and art of culture growS in walls and ceilings of what is
    before.. and remains the same now as stagnate walls and ceilings that
    trap the souls of hUman Social Animals away from free.. would it have made
    any difference if i approached the good old boy from down south and his fundamentalist
    ways.. if i gave him all the facts of scientific evidence and even historical sacred text about
    the dude Jesus to show him how ignorant his sign of hate and fear of God of Nature
    Bio-Diversity in humans of transgender is all natural God and Nature work sAME
    that is down right and wrong silly to be feared and hated same..
    well.. of course not.. as his social group he leans on
    for perceived social animal survival
    propagates and supports
    these lies.. to
    a common
    bind of
    darK in
    fear and hate..
    and yes.. tHeRe
    are more progressive
    groups of hUman soUls
    who see different.. who see more
    of God as Holy and Sacred Nature sAMe..
    but here’s the thing.. the little children he brOught
    on his dArk travels to the restaurant with him
    yesterday may tomorrow see farther in real
    Greek Apocalypse original definition
    of that term as lifting the
    veil of ignorance..
    to bRing human
    Kind greater
    toward
    a tribe
    of GlobaL
    one.. allone..
    as here’s the thing..
    those children may not
    find any support in walls
    and ceilings of churches that
    hOld the human free HeARt..
    SpiRiT and SoUl in mInd noW
    and BoDy BaLanCinG wayS
    to SensE and FeeL iN
    MoVinG.. ConNecTing
    CreAtinG ways thAt
    aLL of Nature
    God and
    sAMe
    is Holy
    and Sacred
    whole with noW
    Zero separation
    of God’s hOMe
    wHOle.. that iS
    all that is now..
    as Ocean WhoLe way of Life..
    but yes.. tHere IS A smARt phone
    that some geeks and nerds and
    artists too.. invented to
    expand the
    hUman
    view..
    and yes..
    in global
    terms there is
    support.. tolerance
    and acceptance for the
    different among us as God’s
    wHole hoMe sEt Free AS NoW..
    and tHere is Hope of the World iN
    noW.. In social support to Grow a gLobal
    soUl of hUmans in SpiRit of HeARt that
    is no longer trapped in the
    temple
    walls
    of fear
    and hate
    bEfore.. noW
    and sure thAT
    is not juST not
    just inclusorRy
    of Church
    alone.. as
    AnwHeRe theRE
    iS Separation of goD
    whOle of NaturE tHeRe is
    Anti-God words/sentiment away from GOD..
    it’s Kinda aS Simple as thaT.. reAlly God whole
    or
    anti
    God
    noW as
    separaTioNs..
    paths.. that lead now
    to hell on Earth.. Now the
    other way IS A Heaven hOme
    noW.. anD thE cAll is loud and
    BeinG heARd as WE SPEAK
    CleaRinG
    iN
    Truth
    and liGht
    aWay from lies
    and ceilings that
    priSon hUman soUls
    aWay from FReEDoM noW RinGs..:)

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24. katiemiafrederick says:

    August 15, 2016 at 3:52 PM

    Hi.. Candice.. thanks for tagging me
    in your inspirational Facebook status
    on the fear some humans have of differences
    among other humans and how others let live and live..
    and others are so abhorrent
    to change
    they
    literally
    kill the different
    among us.. and of course
    the dwindling empathy that is
    evident even in science studies that
    show a reduction of 30% or so of empirical
    measures of human empathy in the last few
    decades among college age students.. use it or
    lose it applies as far as nurture goes.. but be born
    this way or that way is how nature goes.. and some
    folks are born more fearful of change less and more
    and others are more hopeful for change more and less
    than the other folks and the circle goes on.. in gridlock
    of culture where some folks agree and others may
    never agree as they see the world more in fear
    of change than hope in different in lots of
    stuff life.. and this is not only visible
    in secular culture.. it is also visible
    in religion even in
    sacred texts
    that have
    gridlock
    of statements
    that totally contradict
    each other with a health
    care system of soul that kinda
    works some of the now.. and kinda
    sucks other of the now.. depending on
    the environment one iS in and how tHeir
    nature rolls as evolving too.. in a culture that
    is constantly changing.. the great thing about the
    Internet is tHeRe IS A poTenTial safety net of social
    support available for almost anyone of difference if long
    they search.. and of course can communicate well enough
    to be understood in whatever art of form that comes in.. of course..
    the bad thing about the Internet is it separates us from the Natural
    human propensity that says 60 to 90 percent of reciprocal social
    communication iS in non-verbal language from head to toe..
    in other words without even a face to go along with
    the text online.. there is much missing that
    could go a long long way to
    bind folks together
    with positive
    social
    nurture of
    the golden rule
    as human touch..
    so.. if a person now
    like me inhabits an area
    like i live.. which is somewhere
    around 80% red state conservative
    pull.. as there are three military bases
    and once what is the area with the most
    churches per square mile where churches
    in general are made for structure and same
    for comfort of minds that fear different in the
    world.. i was a like a mushroom in sand
    of desert that had no room to grow..
    it took a lot of Internet space
    to light my WinGS.. and
    oh God.. lots of
    Olympic
    like
    Strength training
    to look like i’m what
    the good old boys say
    IS A handful ya don’t wanna
    mess with or you get your A kicked
    in a heartbeat of those legs.. that
    are kinda solid.. let’s just say.. as
    half a ton leg pressed 33 reps
    will bring.. on the other hand
    i would have been more
    railroaded outta
    here before
    meeting
    my current
    milestone of 6 foot
    or so 235LB linebacker
    delicately balleting dance..
    6000 miles in 3 years soon..
    everywhere i go.. in deliverance
    town.. hehe.. coming out on the other
    side unscathed in my ballerina skin.. haha..
    Anyway.. when i was a youth in middle school..
    the way smiles were extinguished among males
    was threat of physical abuse.. and now on the
    Internet group think can suck in hoards of
    fear and hate.. to spread tHeir
    message of fear..
    and heRe..
    i keep
    in mind/body
    the same human
    Nature of my good old
    New Jerusalem town here in
    the new Israel melting pot of the
    U.S. of A.. and i use the psychology
    of Nurture and provide the evil
    or crazy Karmic eye that
    say in innate.. and
    instinctual and
    intuitive
    way
    that yes..
    i AM a handful
    and nah.. you don’t
    wanna try to take my
    freedom of expression
    away in any shape.. fashion
    or form of that.. it takes a strong
    person to be free in this world my
    friend and stay that way.. as the Yin
    and Yang of human Nature is not going
    away as long as we are human.. tHeRe
    are benefits to the conservative mind and
    liberal mind too.. hehe but yeah.. i am a
    Shiva dancer2.. from Kali2 real in fierce and
    free too.. haha.. smiles my friend.. the answer
    is to accept it all and live like a river knoWing and feeLinG/seNsing
    now that the stone that hits the water.. eventually becomes sTill water
    too.. as the mushroom that thrives with water.. and wilts with desert water
    of less
    that struggle
    to survive.. in what
    comes what may..
    anyway.. the
    video above..
    helped me to make
    the decision to leave a Wrong
    Planet and never go back.. as it was
    an ocean of nurture that was different than
    me.. so i understand the nurture now better
    and live and let live.. and seriouSLy.. i laugh more
    and more at the differences of human being that
    make what is is.. as the great play workS on.. where the water swims me..
    as a thriving mushroom who once did not really exist at all in the desert of New
    Jerusalem
    in old
    ways
    way
    back when..
    Winks.. i AM a
    gOlden mushroom
    and even have a photo
    oF iT coming to my latest
    Macro-Verse ‘Take the Wrong
    Planet Home”.. too both in flesh/
    form my fRiend.. all Natural i WiLL
    liVe fore Free in a world that i FReED
    NOW in never land never ending story oF Y i..;)

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