TruLY it’S iNcredible fUn BeiNG a Jesus2.. and iN fAct
so much fun tHat iT liteRAlly eXhausted me to the point
of going to sleep last niGht beFore stARting mY neXt
MacroVerse number 691 of longest long form poem
ever.. of course.. yes.. i am following a somewhat
strict riTuAL iN the stARt of each Macro-Verse
to leT anyone who randomly coMes
across this stArting mini-ocean
of words in micro
to macro
to ocean
whole poem
view WTF FTW iF WuT
i AM even doing here
as they stArt to Go iN FloW
and perHaps wonder WTF
is going down for real
here.. anyWay thEiR
IS A Autobiography
sHow going on aT the
dVerse poEtry pUb tHat
iS coming in liMits of 44 words
in what they name a Quadrille form
of pOeTry theRe.. he HE.. but of course
Quadrille and Twitter don’t match weLL WitH
what i do in longest long form poem way.. as i go
on and on here.. and cut this a little short to go expLore
noW some Facebook Algorithm Memories as alWays wRite oN coUrse
oN topic as synchronicity WiLL have his and her or etc.. way
as God WiLL do Free iN aLL of We noW.. when open
heARted.. SpiRited.. wiTh MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
SoUl as mighty miGhty miGHty WeLL.. as Earth
WinD and FiRe WiLL say too.. Jesus.. liVinG
toDay iS like BeinG the Lucifer Choir Master
of YouTube TUnes with easy access
to inSpiRE the DeViL reaL eViL
of neGaTiVity ouT oF uS now..
hehE.. juSt a search
AWays iN aN
endless
LIbraRy oF
OceAn SonGs
inSpiReD by HoLY
SpiRiT wHoLE as an
unabridged Bible of SonG
online.. wHere any SonG oF GoD
Can and WiLL CoME aGaIN aS LiGht..
And noW oN WitH the memories
as liGht WiLL comE
AGaIN
for FUn
and sHits
and Giggles/Googles..
too as any Sacred Fool..
Holy Mad Man.. Shaman..
Sacred Clown and or Warrior
of Healing in defense department
oF God WiLL do.. hehe.. the ultiMate
secret agent.. ‘000 SecReT AGenT oF GoD’..
And JeSuS F. iN ChRiSt In JusT the fiRst Micro-Verse
of this Macro-Verse of Longest Long Form Poem oF aLL
as SonG oF mY SoUL.. looks like i miGht alReady have
a title for this 691st MaCroVerse Free Poem.. hmm..
buT i’LL have to FinD anoThER SonG noW as
Lord kNows EarTh WiND and FiRe
is MiGhty inSpiRinG and may
coMe agAin heRe sooner
than later wRite noW
TruE.. and ReAL..
perHaps a little FruiTioN
of FantasY iS iN oRder NOW..:)
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/08/hi-d-verse-teamohm.html
WeLL.. speaKinG of Autobiographies.. this is/was kinda my coming out pARty as hUman BeinG three years ago on August 1st.. as before thaT point tHere were no new and current photos of ME online anywhere as with all the suicide disease pain of Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia for 66 months.. and the exiT oF all feeLINGs of emoTioNs including affect in face of feeling sAMe and expResSinG sAMe to otHeRs.. i was literAlly a man without a face then as far as eXpresSioNs go for 66 months.. and when my EmoTions cAMe eXPloDinG back on or about the time point now then of July 22nd 2013.. i was simply amazed to FiNd Facial Expressions in these first online
photos mY wiFE took of mE wiTh
heR more powerful camera then..
hmm.. anyWaY iT wAs FuN THEN
and free of inhibition to lEt
all mY EmoTioNs FinALLy
ouT in Both visual images
oF FaCiAl ExpReSSioNs
and words aS WeLL..
as wordS becAMe
organic for
mE in NatuRal
EmoTioNal SinG SonG
wAy to basicAlly repLace
mY humanity no different reALLy
than a Helen Keller with no effective
uSe of HeAring or SeeinG as the pain
took that away from me.. effectively for
66 months… and trUly tHere are no words
thAt can adequately describe both the pain
and emptiness i fELT and SeNSEd for 66
months long thaT actually sTArted in
the WintEr of 2006.. when suddenly
colors stARted hurTinG mY eYes
tHaT went on for two years then..
along with foot pain so far
bEyond stabbing
onE’s Foot WiTh
a knife those two pre-years
oF Hell back then.. the TrUth is no
Doctor understands whaT fuLLy happened
to me.. but i kNow what it WaS.. simply a long
process of God burning a white soUl and eRasinG
all the DArkNess of Forever from the self thAT was
mE of i.. iT stARted at mY Feet and eventuAlly
ending up at my Trigeminal Nerve.. some
folks cAll iT Kundalini RiSinG buT iT iS the
VisioN Quest that soMe initiates of
the great work of spiritual quest
that God Gifts in synchronicity
way as challenge.. tHeir is no
ExplanAtiON oTher than that
as to hoW i could fAll so loW
in fire to cleanse my soUL..
And go so hiGh like a Big
Bang of HUman AwakeninG
oN that Beach on July 19th 2013..
and RiSE uP more fUlly on July 22nd 2013..
and finALLy come out of the closET oF HeLL
online on August 1st of 2013.. WeLL.. sure tHere
was so much rise to coMe thaT i could have never
fULLy predicted then.. but i did in Revelation 66
a few weeks beFore thaT aS tHat ReVelaTion
was then tHat i woUld Rise to Heaven
on July 22nd.. aLL STiLL Documented
as God tOld mE to do.. i ain’t
crazy but you dAM suRe better
belieVe i
AM
DIFFERENT
THAN MOST WHO
WALK THE AISLES
OF SUPER-WALMART AND
MALLS OF HALLS OF USA TODAY..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/01/shadow-of-a-lost-child/
So.. Fast Forward a year later.. in 2014..
and my Friend Lala Rukh that trUly
helped me recover as she was so
EMoTioNal and connecting to me
in that time frame at the end of July
of 2013.. along with two other girls..
one who was my first Facebook friend..
and another.. both autistic women..
who helped me regain my
Emotions.. as friEnds
WiLL do without
reservation..
and LaLa Rukh
in a day to day friendship
as bloggers WiLL do.. as she was
trying to escape the reality that she
would be forced to marry a man in Dowry
way she had not even met and did not know..
and her Love from College was a young man
that didn’t fit with her parents plans for her.. so
sad that was.. beyond sad really when there IS
A society that thrives on a man powered
institution of marriage same as rape
when non-consensual.. but for
Lala she accepted THAT AS
SO-CALLED God’s WiLL
as her parent’s same
and of course she
called it Allah’s
Will and would
never blame her culture..
her parents or what she described
as Allah for all her Emotional pain that
was obviously in large core for one reason
and one reason only.. and that was she could
not be a free child of God and make her own God
dam Love choices.. tHere is so much suffering of women
in Muslim countries and the saddest part of all is many
accept the pain as hell on earth.. while they are
promised an empty promise somewhere else
but earth of heaven when it can and will be
here for those humans who are allowed
to exercise tHeiR Free choice and God
Given right of relative free will with
God.. men rule with rules.. God
rules as free as WE bottom
line of God
LOVE STORY
NOW.. iT makes
me and God in all of WE..
very angry.. i promise you.. in
righteous indignation that folks
like Muhammad who were power and
status hungry to actually dominate women
with other men.. used God as an excuse to
put other folks.. namely women.. in a prison
of a hell they made with an empty promise
of heaven after the pain they used to
rape and pillage women same..
and that’s what psychopathic
leaning folks do.. they
warp the heart
strings to
get another
FucK or whatever
suits their selfish
fancy over subjugating
and controlling others through
illusory fears and empty promises
of a better day that is fantasy of hell now..
that’s real in fruition way as human nightmares
become reality in the sOld of HuMan WiLL and LoVE iSREAL
as SoUL.. as SpiRit as HeART reAL WiLL to BEs aLiVeNoW..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/01/emily-enigmas/
And now to a year ago.. 2015.. mArking the point wHere i meet
my new friEnd Himali then.. and a celebration of the
out of the Box Poet Emily Dickinson and her
poetry letters hidden in a drawer and
sOld many years later after
she died.. so sad that
she did not have the
ability to give and share online
like out of the box folks do now..
as Lord nows.. while i am way too
complicated and long for most folks
to get to the end of my poems.. at least
they are viewed in numbers over a thouSand
each day to some extent on all my bLogs.. as the
mesSAge of Free WiLL and Love in Fearless courAge
and kind gets out in ways that folks who lived in relatively
small villages without mass communication could not dream
of in yesteryears of all the pioneers out of cave art ways
BeFoRe and sure it makes me very happy to remember Emily’s
name in my last Macro Verse very special macro-verse about Jesus i
AM 2.. as sure she was too.. and her words not unlike whatever
is left of the real man Jesus Centuries after he died are
sTiLL repeated in what the early Egyptians named
as the KA of everlasting noW spiRit power when
one’s soUl lives on in symbols/words/art
of Memorial liGht of
hUman heART
and spiRit..
Poetry is the
heARt.. the SpiRit..
the SoUl related.. to achieve
immortality of Love is to Love in art/
words/symbols of fearless now after one
goes it is what true empaths oF God do wish
to give and share as much liGht as they
can while heRe and extend thaT Love WeLL
after the grave as they may not be here but
wHat they WiLL do is to continue to give and
share Love in selfless empathic Love Long after
they are gOne.. and to lay on one’s death bed and
to KNoW for sUre that tHeir Love WiLL Go on iS
a Real Titanic of SoUl that KnoWs no shore of God’s
greaTest gift on this eArth under Sun of Space tHat
IS A Love tHat can even SinG on After death of Flesh..
Bottom line..
thiS LoVE
#iSREAL ..:)
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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/08/i-am-jesus2-how-bout-you2-free-verse.html
WeLL.. HA! enough about me..
but sure.. this IS A realtime now
autobiography moving in motion
too.. a blog of whatever comes to
heARt to SpiRiT to SoUL iN mINd
and BoDy BaLanCinG ways from music
videos.. to photos.. to all oF arT noW thAt
comes to Now as Art oF Y i.. in tonS oF ExpReSsioN..
fAct is wE are aLL StArs.. mini-me’s of God’SUniVerse
BeYond Words and otHeR symbols wE maKe but suRE
wE try.. wE crY.. to ExpRess and leArn all We can as wE
LiVe.. we LiVe.. we LiVe NoW.. in what can be a whimper
or super-
epic liFe
oF iSREAL NoW..
i’LL go WitH SupEr Epic..
aM aLL too familiar with whimper sTar
too… so noW off to DVerse to
see what other
folks can
auto-biograph
of theY.. as seriouSlY
i would noT bE doinG God
JuStice ONE by documenTinG
mY life as any less supeR epiC
than thiS GiFt oF GoD and NaTuRE
sAMe to mE.. no lUke warm here baby..
red hot star from soUl to toe.. to StAr BeYoNd i iSREAL..:)
11:29 am.. 8022016..
Oh God! forgot to eat
Breakfast.. been sitting
on the Katrina prepared
table for hours..
anyWayS.. bacK
now to
dVerse
44 word Quadrille
autobiographies
and to sTart WiTh
Shawna Baby.. wHile
she’s StiLLnred hot
and alive in poetry Land now..:)
Ha! i can’t believe
you are sTiLL anD heRe..
thE viSual thiNker
i NatUrally aM
and deeper
deeper longer
tantricK thInKer..
F ee L e R..
i can feeL2..
hmm..
lots of
inteResting
tWists and
tUrns to this
tRiP hEre.. hmm..
been kNown to do
a sElF poRTraiT
or too.. thouSands
oF TiMes2.. buTT
i don’T tHinK tHeY liKe
it whEn yA
liNK too MAnY
iFs AnDs
or
Buts
here..
hehe.. for more..
anyWay.. i go oN..
and yAhthEy cannot
turn
mE
oFFnoW..
as thAT iS
WhAt LIGhTeNinG
doeS aFter
THuNdEReds
FloW
iN
ZoNE
oF Y i..
see ya later
Shawna Babe..
and mY KaTriNA wOUld
maKe yA sanitiZe
tHaT taNtriC
tHumb
But i
for One
aM A
DiRtY
boY..
haR
hAr
DLY hE..;)
Oh.. cRap
thaT was
more than
44 words
or wAs
iT..i
loSt
coUNt..;)
i remember this one from last
year when i was determining
if you were Brian Miller’s unusual
‘alter’ other ‘X’ creative identity
just for fun
with hose
on or whatever..
anyWayS.. to eXplore
A feminine side..
hehe.. i thOught
this might have been
Brian’s wife then.. just
to be funny and all of that..
like why would a NICE
looking girl like this be
brave enough to talk to me..
online.. at least.. as in real life
tHEY are not always aFraid of me..
or if they live in other countries it seems..
like Shawna Land in the U.S. oF A2.. now for CooL..
anYwayShave a nice day.. aM oN thE uSual RaMpAge
wRiTing
sprEE…
spRaYinG
words out
wHere ever
mY iNk Gun
iS pointed to
the fOur corners
of the world of CrE
A
T i
V iTy..;)
OKay.. Shawna
breaKiE DancE over noW..
back to so-cAlleD
‘real’ ‘poetry’
iN heARt
lAnd
U. S.
oF A nD
aLL A’round
thE World iN
Words oF poEtry2..;)
First oF aLL.. thanks
Lillian.. for providing
this dVerse prompt..
gonna have lots of fUn
poeticAlly responding therein..
so trUe heRE my friend thE ioN
of PASS i oNs oN.. in positivity
dEfeats the negativity of
desPair aWay from
hope as we
hUmanS noW
have poTenTiAL
for either And oR HoPE
liGht bodies Or anD DArk
thE sAme we CreATe in much
more than just the symbols oF thE
SenSes and EmoTiOns thAt noW maKe
us mini-me’s of God oF UniVerse ALL
sAme.. oh.. the stars and bLack wHOle
SuNs too.. a BreaK oF DAwn and moRninG
StaR of Love juSt Waiting to BE uS wE riSe
TogeThER
OnCe morE
aS liGht of StAr
BRiGhtLY noW
ShiNing LiVinG
LOVE’S liGht..:)
Some autobiographies
are Rivers Raging a life
of change at all costs.. others
stick with same and rarely ’cause
ripples and that iS why StiLL water
and RAging waves live in one Ocean Body
of REaliTy sAMe.. to tolerate the differences
of both and accept them is always much more difficult
for the STiLL waters than iT is for fast currents that
KnoW no
barriers
of BeFoRe..
so.. NatuRally some
folks smile through iT
aLL and others are more
likely to frown aT aLL..
it is what it is.. a mask
or real of A play as IS..
in SmILes and FroWns of ‘Tween
to liVe inside and outside of the Box BeForE..:)
sMiLes.. mY FriEnd.. Grace..
as sure i’ve mentioned
bEfore what i’ve lEarned
at 56.. as my Great Aunt
Jettie taught ME dead
at 47 in life..
is we are only
as young as we FeeL..
could be 80 at 21..
105 at 47.. or Jesus
F. in Christ.. 16 at 56
in even empirical evidence
of pressing half a ton with
legs 33 times like no other man
does with his arms raised to air
like a ballet dancer on an extremely
difficult parallel leg press machine..
even F iN proVing that on YouTube2..
bottom line is this..
science is based
on functionally
disabled cultural
averages…
human
is
based
on GOD..
i choose God
and live life
like no else
but
GOD..
FEARLESS
and ALIVE..
Have a nice
day WitH LOVE..
MY friEnd.. no
limitS noW or
expectations
either.. just like
that verse from
Saint John that
says others will
come and do
much greater
works
than
the
science
of systemizing
human limitations
and expectations oF BEforE noW..:)
Brian didn’t link but a short
detour here to his poem home as i caught
his signature link that says he’s sTiLL
alive and kicking words
online now.. for
a while longer..:)
sMiLes.. my friEnd.. Brian..
i never underestimate
the heArt of a leper
as the leper of
hEart
can die
a death of
never washing
the feet of Love
iSREAL.. i choose to push
myself as far in pain as i can go
as what remains my Friend
is love
is
love..
A Force
Greater than
any disability i have
encountered so far..
including Leprosy
of the heARt
thAt
never
SinGS..
oh to FeeL
tHAt SonG After
the Love iS GoNE..
tHaT my fRiEnd.. is water
in Hell to drip instead of drink..:)
To earn Love
gReaTest Joy
of riSinG uP..
to Give Love
greatesT
Journey
oF
LIVinG
yet.. money
what.. money..
what.. haha.. money
nothing.. Love all be all
see all.. feel all be all seNse
more Now than nothing noW smiles
at
ALL..
SMiLes..
and that’S enough
as Lord kNows liFE without
remembering what a smile feels
like.. as there IS A place so cOld witH
no reference as feeling and memory
sAMe lost.. a lesSon lEarned then..
money is
nothing
aT aLL..
and to be
here even if
to water a sapling
tree for growth is to
give love give love and
never live death.. aGain..
WiNks.. i suppose thaT iS
mY Autobiography of HeARt
mY
FriEnd..
but i WiLL tale
yA thiS.. one word
can be enough to
turn A Titanic aRound..
mArk mY wordS WitH SMiLes..:)
It’s Funny.. but really it’s
not funny how much in school
we tend to learn the logical SonG
but forget it seems so much more
now than ever before.. iN the Art of HeARt..
i remember the SMiLInG eYes oF i as child
too.. and it was greAT thaT i had a photo of
those eYes before adulterated
by the logical SonG..
and even science shows
noW in Oh God.. duh ways.. that
when systemizing mechanical reasoning
cognition is used over social empathic
creative artistic ways of moving..
connecting.. and creating
intelligence(s).. iT iS as
iF the brain
has two pipes..
one gets clogged
uP and the Love
Leaves the
house
oF NOW aS
Being HUman heArt..
iT’s trUly science and
heArt too.. the HeArt is an
EmotioNal Muscle thaT liVes
from head to toe.. to use it is to
make iT Strong.. Reslient.. and sMiLinG
LiGhts of eYes and aLL oF Body Language
courAge iN Fearless LiGht oF Love…
Standard IQ.. mostly an invention
of a few centuries now.. a poison
pILL to the HearT of Love
and thaT Pill continues
to GroW unTiL
the throat
oF
Love no
Longer Breathes
a SonG of HeART
aS SpiRit eXpReSSinG
a little child’s natural propensity..
to move.. connect.. and create.. hand
in hand forAginG ToGetHer for the
meal aT hand thAT iS SaME
aS LoVe..
mY FriEnd..
the ChILd of mY
eYes iS back simply
’cause i murdered my
Standard IQ.. as much
as i could.. hehe.. but rears
it’S ugly head.. as thaT is what
18 or 19 years of school WiLL
do as snaKe over hUman HeARt..
along with decades of government
work and all the work before thAT..
i write poeTry to maKe the Muscle
thaT reALLy counts breathe Brighter
liGht than ever beFore.. sAMe WiTh DancE..
mY FriEnd.. to work out the GreATest Muscle oF aLL..
IS A Tower oF Love iN MoVinG.. ConnEcTing.. cREaTinG noW..:)
WeLL.. my FriEnd
Glenn.. i can say the
sAMe for the Beatles
era of the 60’s
disco of the
70’s and Madonna
of the 80’s.. first
loves gone.. and
marriage come
to 90’s settling down..
losing the wild of me..
and eventually hell for 66 months..
biggest mistake.. loSing the WiLd oF i..
noW iT all makes FeeLinG WiLD seNse..
but never in
words
of
school..
thAt pARt
for 19 years..
i puT noW all
the wAy out
of mY miNd Now
along with work as
yes… the wheels are no
longer metal they are rubber
and changing to harder environments..
yes.. for all practical intents and purposes
i AM
RE-
TiReD2..
in Good
year alwayS
noW wayS.. CaLL
of The Wild sAMe
with a very laRge waVe OceaN
wHoLe of LovE.. mY FriEnd.. and
the
beat
goeS on..
heHE.. iN Rhythm-FuLL
more thaN liMits and
expectations of Before
in Lost aWay from Found and FREE..:)
‘Flibbertigibbet and Fancy Free’..
SMiLeS and thaT
SpeLLs mY perSonal
Autobiography
in juST
one
phrase..
noW..
oh.. the
ADHD..
etc..
but
oh
the
FuN..
oF Dr. Jekyll
AnD Good Cop Mr. Hyde..;)
Hmm.. and now for lunch
break.. beFore thiS
oNe reAlly long
Micro-Verse
gets
way
way
too long
for hUmans
to read..
unlike
ET
aL’s
liKE
mE NoW2..;)
1:30 pm…
8022016..:)
Back at 2:55 pm with some more words
from Shawna’s place.. WiTh sMiLes of course..:)
Yeah.. isn’t IT crazy.. how lucky i Am
to have a wife who is never ever threatened
by any thing i do.. i mean.. Jesus F. in Christ..
my somewhat average allnaturale body
is all over he Internet.. and women are
are even free to share
that if they
wanna
partake
oF it when they
get my poEtry linkie
at the dance hall wHere i warn
them.. do not press ‘that link’ as there
is no hiding anything there.. i have no
secrets.. i share iT all.. and that my friend
IS A best way to live as i have zero to hide.. i Am
a ‘000 Secret Agent oF God’ ha!.. thiNking of Jethro
from the Beverly Hill Billies now who said Double
Naught 7 for 007.. anyWay.. i who lives iT all wide out in the
open.. and no.. no one much even notices.. locALLy.. i AM heRe..
except for when i dance.. and yes.. i threaten guys everywhere i go..
as they tightly clasp their wives hands when i dance
in Super Walmart Aisles as they have never
seen a guy move like
that/this OR THE
other thing..
peRhaps.. they
are just afraid i’m
CrAaAAZzzyyy..noW..
i don’t kNow.. perHaps
your husband might be
correct as if i didn’t know
me as well as i do.. i could
be a little frightened of me too..
hehe.. anyway my FRiEnd.. perhaps
i’LL dress uP as a Preacher and visit
y’aLL one day.. with the Goddess
Isis Katrina same.. but unTiL then
i’M having a great big blast with
you like i have
been ever
since day
one as wE click
as crazy IS as
crazy does when SUPER
FLY
COOL..
AND THAT’S
REaLLY RAD
SHAWNA
BABY
and noW
aS aLWays
IS All i Need..
Thanks for being
a FriEnd as thAt is rEally
the only thing i wanted in liFe..
As the accountant i have been
most of that liFe..
so hard
to
find
a FriEnd..:)
3774
And yes.. some more words of WiLd and
Free here WiTH God and mE..
so cALLed bY NaTuRe
FReED as
GoD
aS
sAMe..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/02/whispering-mind-of-art-wild-homeless-free/
And Beach Tiger memories
from two years ago
BeFore this shirt
faded out as
somenows
sweat shop shirts WILL DO..
anywaY iT sTiLL FiTs..
the ShiRt iT do..;)
And yeah.. this probably
has a lot to do why mY
wife is never threatened
or jealous of my Love for
aLL women.. as sure Women
do NOT geT any more Lovely
than this.. and never age on top of thAT..
should it be any surprise that the Goddess
Isis prophecy thingy was only a prelude to
Katrina.. WeLL i for one am not surprised..
and it IS A maGiC speLL iN iTself when one
is married to Goddess ReAL
that WiLL never stray
in ways that lesser
men and
women
stray.. Honor
is Honor.. code is code..
everything i do is shared
with the wife with zero of
anything to hide..
she understands
how deep my Covenant
With GOD goes.. perHaps shE
doesn’t understand all the deTales..
but quite honestly neither do i as i aM
alWAys catching up to the Intelligence of
God wHole oF Nature thaT is Beyond any
hUman
FucKinG words..
HUmans overall
are lame.. but that is
much of culture’s doing
over what hUmans can
do iF they exercise tHeir
fuLL God given potEntial
hidden from siGht of much
more of what they could do
if they jUst listened for the CaLL
oF the WiLd Within that is God’s Voice
sAMe innately.. instinctually.. intuitively REAL..:)
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Hmm.. dVerse has a prompt
on Fear now.. and synchronistically
as i was speaking of fear related to
Jealousy with my Friend Shawna..
i ThInk i’ll jump on in the fear
water of poetry
and perhaps
come back
to the
Autobiography
one a little later and
start a new comments
section Macro Verse
for that.. Fear is the killer
of all that is Good in liFe.. and i do
mean illusory fears.. as fear of heights
and loud noise is normal.. but all other fears
as science shows are learned.. and the best
thing about lEArning to bE comfortable in Your
own sKin as DanCe and MaRTial ArtS aLL Free style
WiLL most definitely do is regulation of aLL Emotions..
including fear and sensory integration wHere yA GoT iT
ALL toGeThEr and are rarely frazzled by the day to day
liFe of the animals wE are aT Core as hUman BeinG…
aGaiN.. thE MeMe is CleAR acknowledgement
thAT we are animals no better as WhOle
as rest of Creation.. Animal Kingdom
all and Nature aLL aS GoD sAMe..
and we mUSt toE A LinE of
Struggle for Survival
in Fearless LoVinG
SoCial Primate way..
to live liFe TrUly Free
without Fear as comfortable
in our oWn Animal sKins no less
that Lion and Bonobo sAMe FREE
from all the cultural illusory fears that
WiLL come in a liFe of Stress rather
than Peaceful LiVinG Harmony WitH
a Healthy dose oF ChallEnge as GroWinG
alWays Greater iN God oF Nature Given poTenTiAL noW..:)
sMiLes.. i can honestly say
that in any given day
heights are my only
anxiety and my
only fear.. noW
as i suppose
i wanna live in
fAcT i aM sure i am
afraid of falling to death..
sure it makes sense to avoid
heights when we can.. as missteps
happen beyond
fear..:)
Fear of the loss of loved
ones haunted me all the days
of my youth.. until my child died
in my arms after 51 days of suffering..
i saw A blessing of death
first before
i ever let
go to truly
live.. and even
after that facing
death three times
myself in life..
even
more
i lEarned
to LiVe..
LiFE IS A
GifT i no longer
feAr as the scariest paRt
of All is liVing iN Fear.. for
me @least
my friend..
as grieving
takes care
of the
rest oF i
in tears of Love..
as even worse than fear
for me was the inability to shed
a tear or feel.. or even remember a
smile or tear for 5 long years.. and the
death of a cat that generated one tear
was the best literal feeling in years
to FeeL
a heARt
long past fear
long gone dead
wHere any pain
was better
than
nothing
@aLL then..:)
Oh Lord.. the invisible disability
of anxiety of fear the same
in general
dis
ease of
being free..
and all the other
invisible disabilities that
can come in liFE.. and it was
amazing as i seriously at one
point was diagnosed with 19 disorders
that no one could see on the outside of me..
pull your bootstraps up.. it could be worse until
2 years passed and diagnosed with the worst pain
known to humankind as medical literature related it
to a pain worse than literal crucifixion.. per type two
Trigeminal Neuralgia.. seriously after one goes to hell
it’s hard to be scared.. almost impossible to be scared
after doing that for 66 months before the end of July 2013..
but heights..
they do sTiLL
scare me.. even after
faLLinG to point zero of
Being HUman then..
as the walKing
literal
Dead iN SpiRit.. REAL..:)
I had a Jamaican Friend.. a super smart
guy from the Island who said he never
kept or watched or listened
to anything related to scary
like monkey see.. monkey
hear.. and monkey do too..
And i have to admit now that i no
longer watch TV the only voices i
hear in drifting memory to sleep are
the ones i wrote and never the one’s
that beLonG in another scary play
Fiction
or Real..
i change what i can
and turn the rest oFF..:)
Ah.. yes.. my FriEnd..
the cognitive behavioral
therapy oF a positive emotional
SonG in vocal personal inspirational
way to alleviate anxiety and fear..
but sadly when one is
forced in a corner to
do stuff they
come to believe
they have to do..
no matter the stress
response that can come
with that.. that science now
shows can eventually destroy
the vital organ systems of the Body
REAL2… and truly lead to a premature
death.. something old wive’s tales said
BeFoRE
oF ThE
Of thAT HeRE..:)
WiNks.. i aLways
thOught the beauty
of Lewis Carrol
was his
total
disregard
of what was
said bEfore..
And doing iT his own
way no matter what… by
definition that IS a total
lapse of decency as
it is alWays
culture
that determines
that in moral relativism
over absolutism from
what i’Ve seen at least..
wHere FGM is a sign noW
of social status in some
countries.. partial
amputation
of male
babies..
same
in so-called
civilized worlds..
Hmm.. yeah.. Dowries..
mistakes with Capital noW
Punishments.. the list goeS ON
quite often iT iS the culture norms
thaT sinG a SonG of Decency thaT
iS BeyOnd what NatuRe even evolves
uS to be.. oh yeah.. like sitting still in front
of screens for hours on end.. never scanning
the horizon.. as children in China rate near sightedness
in clinical studies of up to 90%.. too.. clinics for video
game addictions.. and even Japanese youth no longer
interested in the ‘biblical’ act of
sex to have babies.. as they
now prefer robotic dogs
who need no tender
vittles of
Loving
connection now..
two thirds of school
age children pre-type-two-diabetic
in the U.S. oF A with obesity
rates rising on the LivinG
room couch.. half
of the country
of adults on
some kind of pain
medication.. often for somatic
discomforts that are simply emotions
repressed and oppressed… sensory
and sensuality too.. in mind
and body imbalance
where all
of that
becomes
a very sick
alternative of TENSION VICE
VS.. to being free.. un-repressed..
un-oppressed.. oh.. oh.. so human..
once again alive alive as we can be..
Lewis Carrol.. seems rather comparatively
Naive back then.. and Alice in Wonderland
as you say was truLy smARt
to escape this place
thaT is rarely
even
human
noW in Wonderland
of truly ignorance
labeled
with
decency..
beyond naked Dreams of GOD
liVing iN uS free as decent as God Bees
and Birds too..
my FriEnd
here at
the end..
of all that is
this for now.. hehe…
as i could be Alice.. the
Mad Hatter all in one with
Lewis too.. with hypergraphia
too.. bottom line.. no matter what..
i AM WiLd and Free with mad hatter hat or not..
But truly culture has always been the illusion to fear..
as anything goes when MORE than 150 to 200 sets
of naked human eyes and hips that do not lie
get together over thAT in populations
and ways of life that humans
are simply not evolved
to live as
insanity
now REAL..
i observe it from
afar and take no paRt..
oF iT NOW other than long
winded poetic Free verse
commentary just for fun..
A N D D A N C E F UN
And that reminds me too..
to leave this scream of screen..
AND JUST
GO
DANCE..
HEHE.. in
screAMs of Glee..;)
SMiLes.. Photophobia..
the most horrible
fear of aLL..
the fear
of liGht
and i must
say that i did
not enjoy as Vampire
for 66 months where even
the street light at 3 AM
was the Sun on Fire
in Fear
and pain
oF liGht
so lone
a
gone
in dark
so
deep..
hmm.. i rise..
i liGht uP noW
DArk iS history
HeLL iS gONe.. noThing
i Am afraid of but literal
heights.. even though i already
went to
the lowest
place of
aLL in REAL
EARTH HELL THEN..
where even demons fear to
tRead.. and i do mean that pARt
literally
mY
FriEnd..
tHere ain’t no
going back tHere for
mE.. LesSonG LeArned
Cherish
LiGht with
aLL my Might
and SWord of Pen
and Dance of sANE SonG as REAL..:)
As mentioned oft
to date.. and now
heights and loud noises
are the only inborn human
feara.. but sure that is normal..
and there are exception that exceed
all other preconceived notions from the norm..
as truly at one point
i was afraid
of colors..
the stARt i suppose
of Trigeminal Neuralgia
or the
washing
oF mY SouL..
oh as they say
Horatio.. this world..
this reaLiTy.. is stranger
than any fiction in what
any one individual can ride
in
HeLL..
or Heaven
too.. thanks God..
for the fearless place..
but sure.. i don’t do heights
i like
to live
i’LL keep
iT that way
as lOnG as humanly
and humanely possible..:)
All caught uP wiTh thAT
prompt and noW
some real
liFE in public
DancE to come in the
good old three dimensional
world outside this screAM
of screen
and flat
box
glass
metal dream
of words.. so long….;)
4:55 pm..
8022016..:)
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#luckytolivehere
#enuffsaid
#thisisheaven
#thisisparadiseetc …
iN Reference to juSt
anotHeR BEach photo noW
oF a DaY iN the LiFe oF Y i..
AKA Jonathan Livingston Seagull2..;)
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A UniVerse oF poetic prompts i find everywHere..
hehe.. even my Facebook Algorithm Memories
of Macro-Verses from before and here we have
five on this day of August 3rd starting two years
ago from 2014.. on Magick Musick Poetry of
DANCE SAVES GALAXIES..
WeLL.. considering they
do move and
make sound
as the Earth
Does when it spins
and revolves the Sun
and the same happens at
atomic and below core of inside
we as well as this above pARt of
realiTy too.. obviously wE too as pARt
oF this Grand DancE and SonG oF reaLiTy
WiLL do WeLL to DancE and Sing iN Unison
oF Peace and Harmony.. and no.. not HaRmoney..
HarmoNy.. as frigging DancE and Song produces Force
iN Power of EmoTioNal Energy.. it cost no green bLack
dollar BiLLs to have FuN in GodsUniVerse Free.. jUST
a Practice of the work of DancE and SonG in GiVinG
and ShArinG all naked away from cultural prison
wAlls and yes thaT iS juST a metaphor.. you can
wear clothes.. in public at least.. when ya dance..
particularly.. iF yoU are like mE and need
some cotton between you and the
manmade environment of
polyester and such aS
that in Monsanto.. etc..
etc.. et..al.. synthetic make..
yes.. i have to even wear cotton
under my super cool Walmart T-shirts
for those textures that my skin just does
not like per virgin cotton to give me comfort
as super tactile sensitivity does demand now..
Anyway.. Sia in a few.. while i look uP a SonG
tHaT is juSt a’Bout made for this poem by yes..
Sia2.. and O’GoD iT can be hard to be Free
and DancE AnD SinG like this in Footloose
town when yA FeeT and SonG in Feat as
such are so dAM Fancy Free aLL uP
in Arms and Legs oF get down
baby get down and
DancE and SinG
FReED.. as wE
continue to SavE
tHe HumaN Galaxy SouLs
oF course through the PoWer..
oF thE EmoTioNal HeaLinG FoRcE
oF SonG and DancE.. oH.. sO FReED!..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/03/magick-musick-poetry-of-dance-saves-galaxies/
Yeah.. i kNow per last Facebook Algorithm
Macro-Verse Memory that i did say
thaT DanCinG literAlly naked
was not absolutely necessary
For DancE and SonG HUman
Galaxy soUl HeaLinG but iN
private places WiTh SuN
and SanD for God to connect
iN aLL oF NatUre From Head to
toe to soUl oF oxytocin receptors
on feet of feat iN Dance so FReED..
iT is kinda nice to do it all natural and FREE!..
to FeeL and Be a SoUL oF God oH.. so..noW iN BLiSS!..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/03/i-set-out-to-serve-the-lord-stripping/
JUSTlOve.. yes.. after you DancE and SinG
aLL naked iN Sand and Sun wiTh/as God
so FReED whAT iS leFt to do
butt
JUSTlOve..
as when the Body
leTs goes oF ALL STRESS..
LOVE iS WHAT COmES AFTER THAT
OH SO F iN
FReED.. aT
lEast for mE..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/02/justlove/
Yes.. 6FinREAL.. sAMe as GOlden
GoD SpiRAls thAt FloW as RiVer Ocean
WhoLe.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below
and all around reaLiTy as perceived and
lived.. iN MoVinG CoNnecTinG CreaTinG
GiVinG shArinG waYs iN iNterconnecting
iNterdependent relationship oF aLL
tHaT iS aka GOD of NatURE wHole
iN Fields of DreAMs cOmE to
FruiTioN reaL as hUman
abstract symbols
sketched in
sanskrit SaNDs
oF Far East eventuAlly
beComE LuciD enough
dreAms to organicAlly
portRay the EXisTenTiaL
reALiTy wE liVe WiTh anD
aS GoD wHole iN Unified FoRcE1..
HeLL yes.. Baby.. Peace Words of GoD onE
WorLd NoW FREE iN anD aS BaLanCinGnoW..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/03/6finreal/
Hmm.. yes.. to end up on tHis
Algorithm Facebook Macro-Verse
Memory Parade.. Grandfathers never
met but heard and felt.. just thInk/FeeL of tHis..
noW the unending chain oF events tHat alloWed..
someone as so-called disadvantaged as mE..to..be
born without the ability to speak.. until age
4.. born fragile and weak.. and STiLL
looKinG thaT way.. way through
Middle SchooL back then..
and RiSing evenTuaLLy
to Be STronG iN BoTh
DanCe and SonG iN MoVinG..
ConnEcTinG and CreAting wAys
oF GiVinG and ShArinG iT aLL.. Fear
Free noW from GoD DaM heAd to toe..
and aLL ArOund the WoRld WiTh mY
technological tools of super cool
E-phone.. butT that’s juSt mE.. hoW
aBout all The struggles oF my ancestors
to TraveL here eventUally to Paradise..
oF Northwest Florida Sugar White
Panhandle Beaches Free wHere
even iN the Carl Sagan Movie..
based as such.. WiTh
Jodie Foster.. named
Contact.. Pensacola
Beach was/is the
Paradise the
‘Advanced Beings’
chose for Heaven now
to find out more about ExiStenTiaL
Intelligence aS FearLess LoVe TheN..
no different than wHat Humans have
kNown sAMe as FeLT as FearLess
LoVe FoR tHe WiN through all of
HiStory and pre-History of
social human primate
way aGaiN foR thE
WiN of Social
Cooperation
to survive and
be oh.. so happy
ToGeTHer Hand iN Hand..
more or less SinGinG/DanCinG Kumbaya
oF Love and Hakuna Matata noW2
for yes.. fearless.. no worries
and no stress too.. when
the foraging for
subsistence work
iS DoNE foR noW
and it’s simply NoW
to paRty toGeThER
aS oNE EmoTioNal
MoVinG.. ConNecTinG
CreaTinG.. GiVinG.. ShaRinG..
yeS.. SeNsuaL Force2 as WeLL.. OH
so Free.. and of course there were/ARE aLL
the efforts oF all the rest of creation.. wHere
no break in the chain of LIFe eVenTs could come foR
We.. oH so Blessed and Lucky ones to LiVe
iN Heaven noW.. so suRE.. aT lEAst for mE..
THiS IS A LiFe LonG first and and last
alWays StartinG noW chain of Events
to Celebrate a SonG and DanCE oF
liFe Now.. or peHaps someWheRE
aLonG yoUr liNe yoU missed tHis
meaning and purpose oF liFE noW..
yes.. to DancE and SinG wiTh
aLL of Each oThEr Free
ToGeThEr noW..Now
to life not only
a survive but
a God
dAM Thrive
as oh!.. so!.. WeLL noW..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/03/grandfathers-never-met-but-heard-and-felt/
Funny how culture has made life
into something so scary..
convoluted and
truly
juSt
plain
dUm..
iM a horribly
complex way
where beings named
humans lose tHeir evolved
Humanity.. almost all together
alone.. alone.. alone.. alone..
so lost.. so separated from
ONE..
it’s that simple
it truly is as when
the essence of Love
lives freely the forms
no longer matter nearly
as much as before.. and in
my dArkest nights of my soul..
i managed to strain my eyes to
see a zoo show of monkeys who
were frightened by some intruders
and what did they do.. they came toGeThEr
and hugged each other close.. and what do we
do.. well we are attempting to do the best we can
as we search for Pokemon toGetheR to find the
answers the best we can.. when seriously
they are NoT
farther
than
a
FucKinG hug..
and in some countries
iT is literally FucKinG illegal
for the opposite sex to FucKinG
shake hands with each otHeR.. whAt
evil lurks in the minds of culture that makes
the lie of hell be truth.. of separation from
each oThER.. aLL i kNow/FeeL
is i Dance naked and
Free in front oF aLL
oF God noW
iN fEarLess way..
and iF you ThiNk i’m
crazy.. i suggest you broaden
youR thiNking caps a little broader
as heArT to the foraging days where humans
then were not insane as a culture away from
God who always lives in WE Stronger when
we shake hands.. and do not hold our hands
to our heArts in Fear of being human.. culture
is nuts.. religion is nuts.. but TruSt mE GoD iSREAL..
and when you liVe according to the NaTuRe oF GoD iN
wE Heaven is no wHeRe else but a hug of Humans/Nature FREE..
how blessed We are to have this poTenTiaL of Fearless Love
how cursed wE are that last prophets and humble sages are made
in to only begotten sons instead oF UniFiED wHole.. and sure the
problem iS large groups of humans LiVinG ouT of Balance WiTh
NaTuRe wHole as God when they are only evolved to
peacefully and nakedly co-exist in connecting
and FeeLinG and TouChinG and SenSinG
fuLLy 150 to 200 sets of hUman eYes..
anyWay.. wE can safely connect
to more online..
and help
save
the
human race
from what they
already are.. as separated
from the God oF Nature and
each otHer wHOle aLL aS OnE
Tree oF lIFe WhOle the
kNoWledGE
oF onE..
SeT Free aGain
BeForE the apple
oF Ignorance comes
in Books aWay from
FearLess LoVe noW
never ever afraid or ashamed
to hOld hands as brothers and
sisters all as God WiLL hAve uS Be FReED..
dedicated to my BestiE Muslim Friend Rafiah
and literally A Billion+ of other humans like her/them..
wHere ‘God’ tales them/her iT is illegal to shake
my/ouR hands
iF wE ever
meet.. and sHe/they
is/are so Kind.. and yes..
tHeRe is an illness iN the
WorLd beYond beliEf in the
GoD of NatUre tHAT alWays
promotes thE way
of HOLding
aLL hands
togeTher
as pRAY for
survival and subsistence
aLive and ThriVinG NOW
the greatest sin is the sin
that says wE cannot touch
wE in loving
wayS now free
by a book(s)
by a m(e)an
and or noW
wom(e)an..
wHo has
little
souL
oF
GOD
noW
FREE
iN FeArless
liGht aS LoVE..
taking the ability of
humans to reach out and
touch each other is poiSon
that will always lead to strife..
violence.. and war.. history proves
this out StiLL noW in Reams of
suffering.. misery.. and death..
but liFE is changing as
Freedom is
A flU
oF
LiFe
thAt WiLL
never be
destroyed
and or cured
in real hell..
by ignorance
alone away from allone
FEARLESS LOVE noW ALLFREE..:)
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WeLL.. mY FriEnd gigoid.. hope you find healing in your
own now and or time.. as i surely know wHere pain
and injury can take
one away from life..
and the greatest pain
i’Ve kNowN as i’Ve often stated
before.. beYond the scientifically
assessed worst pain known to humankind
that i endured from wake to sleep named as
type two trigeminal neuralgia along with 19 other
disorders was the loss oF all affect of emotional
feelings.. to the point i no longer even felt
fear of anything at all.. not even life..
or pain and i suppose that was
for 66 long months..
pARt of a very
ill circle
for survival
as the snake
WiLL do what
iT takes to go on..
as reptiles do with
reptilian brain alone..
but human dead is no life
after living with emotions full
as the elixir of life that keeps us
moving without fight or flight adrenaline
that fuels those with little FAITH.. which IS A
real moving EmoTioN for those who feel the
actual literal EmoTioN oF Faith that can and noW
WiLL move uS forward iN action of JuST doing more..
along with hope and belief as pArt of thAT liVing piE for
greater liGhts of not just survive but A thrive in liFE.. so.. yes..
pain can take that away.. and when pain takes that away.. pain
can be more desirable than a lack of human affect as emoTioNs
experienced as simple as what lies behind a smile or a tear the sAMe..
So.. as long as my EmoTioNs and otHeR associated senses that moVe
mE as EmoTioNs are intact..noW.. no matter if this writing goes away that was
simply an escape from hell then.. and a way noW to spread emoTioNal energy
for those who are receptive to it now.. as sure.. not all are.. for either nature or
nurture reaSons too.. it is the way i go.. as the Winds and Breezes Free of
organically produced words fly in alignment of the EmoTioNal energy
thAt can be Storm oF liGht in words.. my FriEnd.. so.. anyWays..
hope you find some joy in thE liVinG liGht of EmoTioNs
and SenSEs with or without the writing my friEnd..
as liFE is not liVinG aT aLL to mE.. wiThout
a UniVerse within.. inside.. outside..
so above.. below and
all around
oF EmoTioNs
S E N S E S..
TrUE and fULLy
experienced from a sMiLe
to a tEar to the EmoTions oF Beauty
FeLt as Love for aLL of NaTuRe in MoVinG
ConnEcTing CreAtinG way as a smile on
a baby WiLL bRinG
to an adult
face
with
no words
At ALL mY FriEnd
BuT unconditional
Fearless Love… sAdly
theRe are many people wHeRe thAt
sMiLe on a Baby”s Face does nothing..
in fAct.. they have no desire to help..
not even to
change
a
shitty
diaper…
Without Love
of the fearless variety
mY fRiend aLL tHere iS iS
heARtLess poliitics.. no matter
culture or religion.. liFE without
touching Love iN Fearless way
sucks
it sucks
it sucks
it sucks
and sucks
some more..
up to head hunter
and nuclear ways
of lone of lone
away from
allone
free
as liFe
WiLL bE whEN
hUmans FeeL more
than Green BlAck BiLLs oF LiFE
and sure Hillary and Trumps too..
as every story needs a punch
line of
realiTy2..
mY FriEnd..
as i continue
to edit and redefine
the pie in as layman
terms as someone like
me is capable of in mutant way(s)..
of different of different in new way(s)2..;)
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Facebook Friend M. Florence
shares a status that says..
“I just looked at the weather report,
and it’s going to be raining for the rest of my life. ”
With what i guess is an apathetic emoticon as it has flat expression…
And i say in somewhat encouraging return..
True
It’s
AlWays
Now.. But
You can be
Sunny Now2..:)
WeLL those are just my
generic words of wisdom in layman’s
terms.. and she IS A wise young and a very
artistic woman.. and she reads lots of deep stuff
as her statuses in the past do suggest.. so i felt
confident in leaving that remark that she would
know and feel the deeper generic pARt
of thAt i was and am sTiLL implYinG
and thAt iS the weather does
contribute to the state of
our sense of WeLL
BeinG in Emotional
and many Sensory ways
oF course.. as per metaphor
of culture.. who wants to be in a
cage in a lightning storm of never
ending stress without the ability to
escape.. WeLL iF i worked at Waffle House
like mY Friend M. F. does.. i would definitely be
stressed out.. which any normal person would as they
do the orders and the socializing.. keeping track of short
term working memory details trying to keep everyone happy
happy happy with an outer smile on tHeir face no matter what
the stress feels like inside that definitely needs to express as real..
So.. sure.. society has us do things
that are beyond what we are evolved to
do.. and socializing and mechanical cognition
short term memory working tasks are most definitely a
recipe at Waffle House.. and or McDonald’s..
etc.. to move on from that job as soon
as another job break
comes.. ugh..
it doesn’t matter
how many degrees
yA have.. if the jobs are
not available.. sometimes you
end up working at a Bowling Center
for almost two decades like me after
being near the top of the class with three UniVersity
degrees all the way since Kindergarden Catholic school..
and second grade too in Private Catholic school.. and as i
really digress.. the rest of my schooling was in public school..
with some of the greatest socializing education of course at
the Cheers of Bowling Center’s in military style where everyone
kNew the name of Fred as Norm.. as everyone.. and almost
everyone in the smaller town then knew Fred as the
Bowling Alley guy.. ending up managing that place
before i was promoted to other areas
of mechanical cognition life work
with computers as such
away from human
being.. so what you may
ask is how this relates to the rainy
weather forecast of Northwest Florida
that for Florence seemed like forever now..
as likely she needed some Sunny Weather respite
away from Waffle house wHere i assume she still works..
as sure.. i don’t have anything but real friends on Facebook
everyone gets that gold star status in my friend book..
and yes.. i read some of all of what they post..
when notifications come.. and care
enough about what they
say and do.. to actually
like it as i for one like
almost everything anyway
as open minded liberal folks
will do.. and sure.. i am wordy enough
hehe.. to leave a comment here or there..
as nows go by.. in my usual.. EXXXXTREMELY
busy day of writing and dancing same.. as the
human connection real.. is just as important
as the MoVinG and ConnEcTinG too..
in ways of creaTinG in SonG of PoEtry
and feat of DAncE too.. so back
to the weather.. the nice
Sunny weather increases
feel good Endorphins.. Dopamine..
Serotonin and makes us generally happier
than dreary overcast days.. as let’s face it
we wouldn’t FucKinG be here without the Sun.. so Kudos
to the Sun and Mr. Blue Skies is always welcome here…
For me.. i generate these same happy neurochemicals
and neurohormones in a SonG and DancE of liFE
that i freely do on the whim of a dime of
Heaven as LiFE.. i am free to
generate my own
Sun of happiness..
in creaTioN Activity
of MoVinG ConnEcTinG
sAMe but i certainly realize
that this is not a privilege and or fortune
that most people have in liFE.. but trUly
mY SuPeR epic LiFE is possible as i never gave up
before.. and now i reap the harvest of what i sow
in Karmic eYe way each and every day.. as Mr.
Blue SkYes sMiLes WiTH mE.. and sure M.
Florence iS alWays weLcomE to dAnce WitH
mE in a Happy dance iN Sun oF Y i.. as every
one else iS too.. as long as they are sincere
in wanting to be iN a Happy DancE WiTh ME..
in Free Fred Style
oF
SunShinE
liFE.. oh the
BluE skEyes
oF Y i.. are here aGaiN
as i rise as the Morning Sun
iN eYes oF i as Venus Star
thaT Loves the liGht
fearlessly
of after
noon.. morning
and alWays noW
dEliGht iN P a r a diSE
of LIVinG HeaVen noW..
So sure.. i am now kNown as
the DAnCinG Guy/man all over
the Panhandle in far west Florida..
but you can cAll mE MR. BluE SkEYes2..
as i generate my own sunshiny dreAM NOW..
And oh.. yeah.. M. Florence.. iF you look up
to the sky today.. oN this Summer Day..
8032016.. ‘tween the hours of
12 noon and 1 pm..
i made the
Sun come
out
JuSt
for you
my Artistic
Friend from
the Earth Store
with pretty and
somewhat mysterious face..
And as i look out my 24 inch
long window to the green and multi-other
colored beauty of Summer True.. the Sun iS
STiLL shining at 1:28 PM today iN BluE
SkEYes oF TruTh and LiGht iSREAL..:)
8737
BreaKing stereotypes.. true..
the real King of Freedom of
Being human.. otherwise we
would still be living in caves..
and i would
never know
you now my friEnd
or even be here across
the Ocean blue in paradise
Real.. the stereotype breakers
can.. do.. and WiLL make Heaven
Real.. and when they are nice they
WiLL share iT effortlessly and Free as
A Great work oF arT iN liFe.. and beYond
tHat God does not make all humans to be
married or this way or that way.. in cookie
cutter cheese ways.. somewhere along the
line of Free someone moved the cheese..
and another person
benefited
from
BeinG FReED..
mY FriEnd Rafiah..
who can and will make
her dreams come to fruition
with the real human Emotional
powers of hope.. faith.. and belief
’cause she is special and special wins..:)
Rafiah responds a day or so later..
on 8042016 around 11 am.. as my clock says
so far away from Pakistan
wHere she lives at night..
below a
moon
and
stars
as SAMe..
as she says..
I am very tired right now and I am laying down
in a mattress, and I want to tell you that one thing
that makes my life extra bit special is you friend Fred..:)
And i almost immediately reply.. as fortune of
not having to work for money.. and fast fast
Computer and Internet access over here in the
U.S. oF A.. can and WiLL and does bRinG noW..
SMILes.. my sweet
and innocent Loving
Friend.. i think of you
every day and feel you too..
and today WiLL be no different
than other days as i feel you sTill..
sweet dreAms mY Friend.. of Peace and Love..:)
And i say now..
Yeah.. sure.. some folks send food and stuff to
folks in countries who have less privileges
as we over in the U.S.. i send Love in
copious quantities as that is what
is often missing most
here and even
less there
as Rafiah
FeeLs how
to Love more
with heArt than
anything else of form..
so often in so-called poorer
countries.. no matter what the
religion says in lead of Love..
Love wins
bottom
line
of never
ending hUman
Stories NoW..:)
9104
WiNks.. weLL i AM not afraid.. ’cause
yoU are still here.. and i was trying
to decide which prompt to go back
to.. autobiography or fear..
so the p.s. of yoUr
name was enough
to script here..
hmm.. now
let me go
back and read
what you wrote again..
never mind.. i just remembered..
i wanna live naked too and that’s all
i need to know to never ever fear aGaiN..
as FEEL..
dear Shawna
Piranha
as your
poems continue
to nibble at
my
feat
of words
in GroWinG way..;)
And of note this is comment
number 60,0096
as a turn of
a friEndly
Card
continues..
in micro verse
to macro verse
to Ocean poem whole ways..
And now off to explore more
of fear in the remaining fear
links on dVerse tHere..;)
2:01 pm.. 8032016..
Yeah.. i think it is kinda hilarious
in a sad way too.. when folks think
they can talk folks out of generalized anxiety
to full blown panic attacks in words when it
is mostly driven by a physiological response
in neurochemicals.. and neurohormones out
of balance in body flow.. and for me at
least at one point the Air Force
Psychiatrist who studied
me assessed me as
having the worst
case of anxiety
he had seen.. including
his cases of combat fatigue
and PTSD same.. and my other
Doctors prognoses were i would
be on anti-anxiety meds the rest
of my life for sure.. but the pARt they
miserably left out was the body part
of the anxiety connection to the Mind..
as what i.. particularly on the Autism Spectrum.. did not
have.. is Emotional Regulation and Sensory Integration
that is Innately.. Instinctually.. and Intuitively driven by
MoVinG the Body Freely in distance and space in an
artful way freely.. as all natural physical intelligence
as any lessons in mechanical
cognition ways on how to do it..
just takes away from
releasing tension
as mechanical cognition
by very definition of the beta
waves of mind required to exercise
that type of reasoning instruction driven
intelligence is stressful in itself and counter
productive too.. problem is.. some folks are literally
afraid too.. to do anything without instruction as that
too is a type of fluid intelligence that not everyone shares
equally as some folks are very literal verbal thinking folks
who must have instructions in words to get the job done..
so sure.. the human condition is complicated and every
one views the world differently and there is
no one prescription of healing for
everyone same when
it comes to the
real hUman heARt
of EmoTions regulated
in SpiRit eXpreSSinG ways
of experienCinG and giVing
FeeLings and the integration
of Senses in mind and body
balance that can certainly
be metaphored
as a soul
whOle
in self
actualization
ways too.. of animal
homeostasis that most
animals enjoy except for human
beings who are taught a full load
of illusory fears from birth.. and of course
the traumas that are real that come from
culture as whole from birth to death..
anyway.. to make a somewhat
longer story shorter..
the psychiatrist after he
saw how successful i was
in totally eliminating my anxiety
and doing things that most people
in the world are not brave enough to do..
like dancing solo in front of hundreds of
folks pushing 6,000 miles now in the
36th months of doing that now..
quit his practice
to teach movement
therapy instead of just
pushing anti-anxiety drugs..
Lesson learned for me and
him and those who do remember
what being human even is in action
and practice and much work of simply
being in animal homeostasis balance..
Anxiety made my life almost not worth living..
i have zero anxiety now.. and whenever i have
a chance to tale this story.. i just do it.. as i escaped that
hell and thrive every second of every day with zero anxiety my friEnd..
and if my therapist hadn’t seen it herself she might not have believed
it as she
named it
a literal miracle
when i went from
not being able to do
almost anything in life
to anything at all i wanted
to do free of all anxiety sTiLL
now.. no woo here.. my friend.. science2..
as even science is finally determining that
the body keeps score and our mind lives
from
head
to toe..
with sure..
heaRt.. Spirit
and SoUL that
can liVe Free as a bird..
floating without a fear on
A horizon of iSREAL NOW…:)
SMiLes.. i live close to a Gulf.. a shallow
one wHere hills are all we have..
and on a trip i made to
even some
small mountains
was an exhilarating
one for me.. and scary
too.. as heights make
me feel like i am floating
through
the air..
without
a bottom..
before
i fall..
and i feel
weightless on
land most all the
time now.. so sure.. i guess
that is why i float far
away from
cliffs.. hehe..;)
Yeah.. it’s hard for me
to kill too.. sure..
even a snake..
or a roach
or even
a flea..
i just
let ’em
bee.. even
a wasp who
wants to sting..
hmm.. never had
a cotton mouth come
to bed.. i suppose there
IS A first for everything..
my friEnd..
iN
KiLLinG
SpRinG..;)
sMiLes.. oh my God..
mY wHole liFE has been
a roller coaster ride.. and
since tHere is no way to get
off of that.. in any reasoned
way..
i avoid
the feel
of the ones
i don’t have
to ride.. as one
roller coaster like
this.. is enough for me..;)
Ah.. yes.. a violent end..
humans.. one animal that now
no longer necessarily meets that
end.. but
to be eaten
slowly
can’t
be much
fun either.. oh..
the Violent end
the way of Nature WhoLe..
funny how folks can ignore
that dArk.. nice how
they
can..
as Heaven..
relatively being..
is possible now..:)
SMiLes.. i see liFe
IS A sTar.. a bright
one or dArk
wHole
soUl
Sun..
oiLed
daRk
bird
in
pit
of
fear..
i Rise.. winGs
fresH.. asHes no
lonGer hELd.. flY
aWay.. aS lonG aS i Fly
i Stay hiGh as STar oN FiRe..
A SonG a DancE WiTH WinGs oN BoLd..:)
SMiLes.. my FriEnd rythaephua..
i suppose the one thing thAt could
take mosT aLL the fears aWay
from yoUr
purSuinG
dreAms iSREAL..
iS thE green bLack or wHatever
color oF money eXists wHere yoU
liVe in paper or plastic.. oh.. the
priSon MoNey BRinGs noW..
for not
purs
uing
our
Truest
Freest
WiLL
dReAMs…
F money
i wish you
could too..
mY FrienD.. FReED..:)
Well.. darn.. gotta get
to a Dr appointment
be back
later to
finish
fear…
hehe..;)
3:24 pm..
10,213
Hi Brian.. thanks so much for stopping
by.. and ha!.. i give and share iT all..
you are welcome to
‘steal’ whatever you
like here.. hehe..
as iT’s all free..
to me.. anyway..
and Jesus F.
iN Christ..
iT is the literal
and metaphorical
“SonG oF mY soUL”..
approaching 4 Million
words noW in Ocean
Poem Flow Way..
HeHE.. no matter
whaT.. i refuse to
SeLL mY sOUl
for the
real
evil
of the
Green BLack
BiLL DeViL now..
so sure.. partake
of Free all ya like
hehex2.. and yes..
i Love the Cern symbol
N A T A R A J A StiLL noW
for God as cosmic DanceR
and SingER WhoLe iF one WiLL
LoVe God To LoVE thE DancE and
SonG of God and SinG and DancE
WiTh It IS A hiT paRAde that i for one
WiLL Continue to GroW.. in Nautilus
ShELL oF WhoLe as sUre GoD iS
a Nautilus SheLL oF ArT
and Science in liGht
and DaRk of MoVinG
ConNecTinG CreaTinG
waY whOle as NoW
‘Tween ALL2..
as NoW goes
in juST
Do iT
oNE aLL
NoW or
so to sPeak
hehex3.. as God
SinGs and DancEs oN
aT lEast iN Me foR noW aLIVe..:)
10,414
Even for Super Heroes..
Do not underestimate
the Power of The DArk ForcE..
when camouFlaGed as FeAR..;)
OKay.. the
‘aLL seeinG’
Karmic eYe is bacK
iN aCtioN.. ConseQuence
way tHat never ever reAlly Leaves..;)
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/08/418.html
More Facebook pre-Ocean poem memories and while i am iN
mY 36th month now of writing that three plus million Field Poem words wHOle.. with my first actual poetic spArk coming at the end of February 2013.. and posting it on March 1st.. 2013.. this is the 42nd month of my poetic heARt more fully expressed as i witness deeper of what i Am inside as being hUman and bEinG pARt of GoD wHole sAMe as Field of DreAMs come to FruiTioN as i.. anyWay.. this one is kinda cryptic.. from August 4th.. 2013.. soon after i exited mY
Hell on Earth here.. and probably only mostly
meaningful to mE.. but paRt of the ARt
of PoeTry and Holy Creative SpiRiT
Meme sAMe.. is the inner
journey to fiNd God WiThiN
and not until blogging reAlly
has the opportunity to observe
thAT inner reaLiTy as expressed
in realtime online been even possible
as bEfore we’Ve mostly received memories
after the experience or second hand or even
thousands of hands different accounts of the
Vision Quest to be one WiTH GoD whOle.. iN
Ocean way sAMe.. in other words.. i AM witnessing
for God as i go in real time now.. and never BeFoRe
has the potential for this come to FrUiTioN for hUmans
to express this archetypal hUman UniVersal experience
BeFore or to put iT in layman’s terms.. stream of consciousness
wRiTing that flows as waves as water H2o in Ocean wHOle NOW
Poem way.. and you’LL only understand that funny metaphor iF
you kNOw mY real last nAMe.. hehe.. as sadly and trUly out
of character.. most all vision quests are lacking humor when
recounted.. even dry humor like mine thaT iS cryptic too..
for those not fully in the kNow and FeeL of WTF FTW i
Am even saYinG but hey if you are gonna write a
REAL COMPREHENSIVE Story one must use
every literary device at hand.. including
mystery in cryptic.. and magical
ways too.. as after all iF tHere
is REaLLY only one GoD
tHat comprises ALL thaT iS
yes.. to reflect tHat means
aLL inclusive noW..
and that mY friEnds
includes the obvious rEaliTy
thaT God iS a laugh too or thAt
tRuly magical ability would not
bE ouRs too.. iN oTher words
beWare of Priests.. Pastors..
and Politicians and or a
God that has no humor
and only threatens hell
or heaven and purgatory
and no joy in heaven now..
with a giggle to go along
with the
Google
noW.. iN E-Land
new as communication
in connecting.. moVinG
creaTing waYs eXpands
across a New world and age
of Global HoLDing Hands as God’s
eYes eXpand aS
wE noW2
iSREAL.. FTW..
REAL noW2..
so the dates are ripE noW2..
iN reference to the palm in tHis post2
in 418 style For one standing tAll Infinity now..
a symbol is a symbol in anyway that comes.. the essence
iS real forevernow.. in all the ways all that is IS juST noWGOD..:)
Okay.. weLL yes..
tHere are accounts of the
good cop bad cop Jesus..
the good cop bad cop Lucifer..
the Good cop Bad Cop GoD..
the Good cop Bad cop Superman
and Batman too.. the Good Cop
bad cop Dr. Jekyll and or Mr. Hyde..
and that applies to most all animals
including humans too.. so sure iT iS
aLL pArt of all that is aka God2.. so to
be Fearful of the dArk is the sAme as to
be Cynical of the liGht or apathetic in
purgatory too.. all that is is
God all that is includes all
of this and all of everything
else.. and hUman language
is juST a flea in an Ocean
whOle of the poTential to
describe more of all thAt iS
that may be described by much
more than uS on oTheR planets too..
so anyone with any FucKinG common
sense would understand thAt all that iS
AKA God would laugh a silly sneer aT
leAst aT huMans who thiNk they fuCking
knoW whAt all ThAt iS iS completely with
any only one or last so-called messenger
oF God all thAt is.. in a tiny FucKinG liTtle
flea huMan bEinG no matter how fierce
tHeiR GroWl and sneer may look
we Are juST fleas on the DoG
oF God that enjoy whaT we
hAve noW as GifT of GoD
WHole.. some of We eat
drink and be merry in
Heaven and others
are even afraid
to shake the opposite
sexeS hand like they
miGht FucKinG get iT pregnant
out oF wedlock.. and even say some
last word of God said it was so.. sorry NOT..
Humans are fleas.. and Nature whole shows
the lie of thAT in a HeARt Beat as the Bonobo
Primate.. the most peaceful Loving primate..
shakes hands with down below.. and rarely
ever ever resorts to acts of aggression
and violence other than a little rough
and tumble foreplay to dilute
potential aggression violence
and FucKinG DiRty Bomb
world war III’s for a dream
of 72 Virgins in a place
called heaven now that for
a dude who has never held a
girl’s hand is an illusion of what
they already have but is locked in
a prison of A REAL MAN MADE HELL..
TO CONTROL.. SUBJUGATE.. AND ATTEMPT
TO PUT WOMEN IN CHASTITY BELTS FROM
HEAD TO TOE.. AND SURE THAT CAN BE JUSTIFIED
IN A MILLION OTHER LIES.. but the bottom line is free
humans who are not oppressed and repressed from
head to toe.. live as the primate Bonobo does..
WITHOUT FUCKING AGGRESSION..
VIOLENCE AND WORD WARS TOO..
IT’S like God’s biggest face PALM
ever called only God’s and last
prophets on earth.. who suggest
thAt lust is anything less than holy
and sacred to keep the fucking
species in peace away
from war same..
and FucKinG
sane too.. out of
hell on earth now..
Anyway.. trUst me you wouldn’t
wanna see me angry as this is just
a face here hidden with a giggle of truth REAL..
by
God
by
God
by God of
animal Nature
iN Human TrUth
and liGht now.. beyond
fangs of LoVe and LiGht
and a Dajaal eye of Karmic
Truth and liGht as action consequence
of which tHere is no E-scape.. in other words
the consequences are all around you if you live
repressed and oppressed from the Nature of God in
you that includes a healthy balance of lust and love
every FucKinG day of youR FucKinG liFE noW..
every paRt and every Function of the hUman
animal body is Holy and SacRed sAMe to
reduce any of that to prison or less
than holy and sacred now..
is the dark path
to prison
in purgatory
real and heaven
now.. with all the aggression..
violence and wars from small to
large from a human being who is
clothed away from Temple of GoD whOle
noW that most definitely includes.. yes..
a HEALTHY BALANCE OF LUST AND
LOVE ALWAYS NOW.. or the other
place oF
HeLL on
Earth as the
6 O’clock news
broadcasts every FucKinG
niGht in a 24/7 news cycle too..
for those sad song human beings
who have lost tHeiR way from the
gifts of God inherent as LusT and LovE
BaLanCinG
LiFE NoW..
yes the path to
hell is painted now
with clothes away from GOD..
and in terms of action and consequence
in Karmic eYe real.. tHere is no escape
but the hell thAT will BRinG for those
who practice liFE out of Balance
with innate.. instinctual.. and
intuitive intelligences in
emotional.. sensory..
physical and yes.. sexual
intelligences whole with Love
with love and True relative Free WiLL
With God of Nature REAL whole Field
oF Ocean
Real Now
as one as one as allthatis
God iSREAL noW.. as the
never ending witness for
God iSREAL continues noW
as i
WiLL to
do WiTH
GoD noW
HOlDinG hands aS oNe
ForcE noW iSREAL noW..
so.. have a nice day.. i sure WiLL
in the REAL REWARD OF HEAVEN NOW..
AS simply inherited by any hUman being who
has escaped all the lies of culture and religions
and once again lives naked in the BReST of God REAL..:)
11,798
WeLL.. Hello.. penniewoodfall..
i liked this yesterday.. yes.. the
Sylvie Guillem-
Two(Rise and Fall)
iN ecstasy when light
and movement become
one and hehe.. i’LL rise ya uP
iN ecstasy.. a Nataraja free Yogi
Dance too on the Beach in Trance
way of Ecstasy2.. in Peace of Breeze
and Water sAMe.. aLiVe we Are free Now
FloWinG oNe iN zOne aliVe iN BaLanCinG noW..
Hmm.. what else.. yes.. oh.. the death of stuck between
the ears.. the rise of storing grain.. to the clothing of the
brain full of body below.. uncovered flesh and blood to
free the Human soUl iN MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
ReAL as hUmans can and WiLL go.. aLL innately..
instinctually intuitively noW when we do reflect
a spiraLinG Galaxy and UniVerse BeYond..
wHole.. iN MoVinG.. ConNEcTinG
and CreAtinG waYs Free juST
God dAM Free.. so easy
to be when set
free from
between
the ears and
clothes that cover
nakedness of liFE in WE
aLiVe and no longer zip-locked
in death bags as diapers from birth..
yeah.. ever notice when a baby ‘says’
what’s the shit is this FucK all About
and pullS it off as who wants
to shit in tHeir own sit..
as covers do
to protect
furniture
from
do do..
we humanS noW are
funny aren’t we… making
sitting in shit the way to go..
instead of leaving iT in the grass
and dirt free.. and fertilizing a way
for another living thing.. the flies.. the
ants or WTF lives next from what lives
now in a never ending circle of what is..
either lie or truth
or
covered
up shit
that
never
escapes
a human made
diaper of hell.. now
don’t get me wrong.. appropriate
sanitation practices from running
water to sewage and garbage service
same has saved more lives than the third
leading ’cause of death now in medical
practice at hospitals will ever do in
preventative methods of
communicable
disease..
but that’s just
another symptom
of too many humans
living too close together
out of Nature real.. in nakedness
of dance that refuses to live with
dodo stuck on ass no matter
what the age
of nature
dos
as free
away from
lies of shit.. iNOw..
but sure this is just
a metaphor for a much
larger pile of shit.. and i am
still looking for a diaper big enough
to collect it all and dispose of it in an
environmentally safe way away from
between the ears.. of a hell separated
from mind and body balance.. aLL a SouL oF REAL..
no shit here.. just freedom from head to toe dAnce..
my
Friend
penniewoodfall..
hope to see yA ‘Round
these pARts.. perhaps i’LL
track yA down somehow online
and read a little bit more of what you
do past here.. as any ‘000 Secret Agent oF GoD’
WiLL now
DO crawling
the web.. oh so free
for whatever may come
next.. covered up shit or
ecstasy.. the choice is clear
to me.. just dance.. just dance
And SinG Naked F iN Free.. even
a baby kNows and FeeLs as GreAT aS
aLL
thAT
iS as iSReAL
for LiVinG noW..;)
12,318
Oh.. goodness.. i liked this one day..
but never got around to commenting..
after almost missing your latest one
as you are moving on to vacation..
and what i will say.. is writing is
an excellent way to let
stuff go in my
experience
iN Pain noW
in general
SAME to
hurts
from early
bullies.. to first
loves.. to deaths of
Loving family.. friends
and animals sAMe.. to write
it down and pack the past in
a book.. is often to move ahead
free at lEast for mE.. the Beauty
of writing dreaMs into fruition real
on land so real.. and the Beauty
sAme of processing memories
of dArk for change to liGht
WriTinG is a liFE lonG
gift i hope you
never leave..
aS it surely
IS A path to peace
of miNd my FriEnd
Prajakta.. iN LoVinG ways..:)
Homecoming.. yes..
and perhaps a larger
global issue of NDD..
Nature Deficit order too..
and for me.. just 20 miles or so
south as far as i can walk where all
is left on beach is foot prints of me..
i suppose we are all Indians my FriEnd..
Indigenous people’s of Nature at HeARt..
At spiRit of EmoTioNs and SeNses.. oF miNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG soUl.. and what i kNow from
19 years of total school and over 30 years of Work..
thaT yes tHere is a going home in roots of Nature FEEL anD
ancestors sAMe that needs to come in Vacation and eventually
retirement way.. wHere the trUe Golden years are in Vacation
and more tire for wheels that have lost the natural rubber of
liFE thAt hold uS Close to wHeRe wE liVe iN siDe
self-actualizing wiTh NatuRe wHole.. in
interconnecting.. interdependent
relationship aLL.. not something
often found in four walls of
office space
or even
in
cave walls home..
a farther place of
heARt.. oF SpiRiT
soUl.. a pLace oF NatuRe
home.. wHere wE never muSt
asK
wHO
we ARe..
we are aLL
onE buT true iT is
not enough to pen tHis..
one must get out of the
cave and FeeL iT ouTside
as aLL oF NatuRE wE as sAMe
mY FriEnd.. and sUre i missed This
post as i was at that Beach on Sunday..
wHere i almost unplugged from electronic
devices except for an extra set of eyes to
record heaven.. to give iT and ShARe iT REaL..
juSt to remind folks that Heaven does STiLL exist..
iSREAL
iSNOW..
iN
Beach
of wE nOW aLiVe
as Tree of LiFe away
from caves of Knowledge
without this liGht of Tree as free..:)
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Never underestimate
the Butterfly effect
or affect oF
‘000 Secret
Agent oF God’
coming to a theater
near heAR ‘sooN’..
and or
as Soon
as Katy
Perry provides
another Rise
Music Video
as required
opening Theme
SonG for the ReSt
oF the photos2noW1..:)
And Never judge a
Book by the cover..
or what’s inside iTs pAges…
Essence iS BeYond coveR
and pAgeS sAme.. alToGeTheR noW..:)
That was/is fUn..
noW back to the
original Monarch
programming..
hehe..
what ever
iT takes.. haha..
iN Karmic eYe wAy..;)
Ha!EN name test thingy..
in that case you must
be following me around
Town as i only have
53 Facebook Friends..
and get maybe 5 likes a
week.. online it is possible
that the statistics could be much
different..
hehe.. welL..
that probably makes no
sense as it is in reference
to a Facebook Profile analysis
that suggests that i have 794 folks
that like me and 5 folks that hate me..
and trust me no matter how much trUth
and liGht you spREad.. iF iT is trUly TrUth
and liGhT iT ain’t gonna make you too many
actual socially reciprocating friEnds.. WiLL iT gEt
attention.. yes.. of course.. as most humans are naturally
curious.. but i’M not exactly the easiest person to debate one
on or even iN greater numbers than that as i’Ve been around the
Word.. Knowledge.. and Art block.. lots and lots of nows.. just for
fun like an easy peacey peachy keeny breezy dAy at the F in Beach..
in otHer words i do mY F iN homework from Science to ARt.. so anyWay..
never discount the power of human will in feelings of faith.. hope.. belief etc..
that can and will make what is written into fruition of dreams come trUe.. and
seriously i can understand the emptiness that folks like Katy Perry and so many
others must feel with so many adoring fans who take videos of them.. but never
really stay around to get to know them deep just as a human being one on one.. being
an Artist cannot be done juSt for fAMe.. as fAMe is as empty as liFE comes without
any REAL DEEP HUMAN CONNECTIONS.. OF HEART.. SOUL.. AND SPIRIT
AS HUMANS WILL DO IN ESSENCE OVER FORM WHEN DEEPER DEEPER
PURPOSE AND MEANING COME TO LIFE NOW.. and sure i have the
advantage as i have the patience.. empathy and compassion
of JOB and the writing power of Thoth.. Hermes.. Mercury..
etc.. in output style of dance and words the sAMe..
so i understand not everyone can keep up
with me in words of poEtry Free verse
style or steps of Martial
Arts and ballet-like
free style dance
either way.. and the
trUth is i’d have a difficult
now catching up with the me
that was more diluted just three
months ago.. than even more laser
focused now.. but that’s the way
of human potential.. impossible
to sit and wait for others
to catch up otherwise
the new may
never get
SunG or DanceD
aS iSREAL noW..
anyway.. i’M always here for
questions and answers for anyone
who does not mind a Hurricane of words..
feelings.. and dance of LiVinG Style of gratitude
for jusT F iN BeinG here as co-creator WiTh GoD noW
as tHat is the trUE Source and Force thAT drives most
insanely famous artists in Hollywood Land too.. where
the general audience must be pleased enough to buy
in record standard ways of Being vanilla norm enough for NOW..
so.. ugh.. WiTH aLLtHisstuff is sAid and dONe aGAin..
my 121st Week Dance niGht is coming tonight
with all the Kool college age folks
at Old Seville Quarter.. with
more photos coming
in smiley eye dance..
soon after
that
as Sky
faLL continues
to rise as always noW..
around 3 am on Friday
Morning.. 8052016..:)
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Yes.. Mr. Squirrel..
things are getting
a little squirReLY aRound
HeRe.. while you eNjoy
sHadeS oF A Dogwood tree..:)
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BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels
GodsUniVerseNovel
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/09/godsuniversenovel2/
GodsUniVerseNovel2
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/04/28/godsuniversenovel3/
GodsUniVerseNovel3
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)
Love iS
ALLTHaTis..:)
GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
LoVe NoW..:)
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WeLL.. after traveling through
Hakuna Matata.. the Dark Vader Force..
the Storm Trooper.. all for my last 691st
Macro Verse titled.. SeCrET AGenT oF GoD..
i decided to go disguised as minion and sure
enough i attracted some minionettes who
even spanked me through the railings while
i was giving a full exhibition of
dance toward the end
oF the night
when the
crowds
fiNally thinned
out enough to give
me some hip and elbow
room to twirl and whirl around..
And oh God.. i swear.. there was
this East Indian Girl who came in
tonight.. a really sweet girl who looked
almost just like my Friend Himali.. i had
to take a close double take.. to make sure
she didn’t fly a couple thousand miles or so
to come say hey.. but anyway it made me
think of my friend.. so that was cool.. next
slide
please..
per profile
photo pic oF course..;)
WeLL.. i suppose the slideshow video maker of Facebook
is gonna make a routine of turning my Thursday Night
Dance Photos into a Facebook Algorithm
work of
dance
hall
art..
it’s all for
free for all..
so.. BRinG iT oN..;)
Facebook Bennie and friend
from way back when then in college
says..
Karaoke on Thursday nights?
i say in encouraging return..
Yes.. Bennie.. most definitely..
every Thursday Night at Seville..
done it one time..
too busy dancing
to sing any other
day than Sunday
though now..
oH and
writing too..;)
Bennie says..
Sunday. ..hmmmmm
i say..
Only at Catholic Church..
and when Katrina drags me
with her friend to
Southern Baptist
Gospel sinGings
in between them
damning folks to hell..
but the singing is ok.. i guess..;)
Benny says in return..
Ohhhhh. .. maybe we can meet
up on a Sunday or not. Lol
i say in welcome terms..
Sounds cool.. one way or
the other would like to
see you in the real sometime..;)
Bennie responds with..
Ya, same here
And finAlly
i say..
smile emoticon..:)
Yay.. just yay.. FriEndLY
Minionettes.. toward the
end of the niGht seT FREE!..
and hmm.. i must have been dancing
extra free as i got three questions on what
kind of drug i was on.. and at least one girl.
tried to score some
drugs and
money
for alcohol
from me.. but i told
her the wife handles all
the money.. and i AM
God StOne Sober FREE..
anyway.. more fun photos
included in my latest 692nd
Macro Verse of Ocean Poem
wHOle.. longest long form poem..
in the history of humankind sTiLL
approaching 4 million words.. as
nows go oNE.. ah yes and at the
end of the night i got the area dance
icon title from an innocent passer by
and when i said i’m just here to have fun..
he assured me i was an icon.. as i breezed
though the statement of appreciation like what
i do is nothing at all.. well i don’t do it for money..
but i hear through the grapevine that the voyeur
dance videos that folks have continued to take of
me in public dance stores.. to Old Seville is
becoming Legion/Legend.. and sure.. that
iS much better than being the
Hunch Back of Notre Dame
shut-in for 66 months..
sTiLL..:)
iN continuing to date year ago.. Facebook
alogorithm macro-verse memories.. a Never
Ending Story of NOW.. continuing in 2015.. too..
With visit to beautiful Navarre beach and gorgeous
sunset photos at that beach and etc.. etc.. of course..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/05/never-ending-story-of-now/
Memories of Ivan here.. the Storm who took my favorite
Oak tree in my backyard and made that Majestic
beauty true.. into a dinosaur skeleton of its
former presence in oak and stoic way..
hmm.. anyway.. Ivan brought changes..
annihilation of Infrastructure and many
trees as such were among the dark parts..
however.. what this Hurricane did BrinG was
neighbors getting toGeTheR for a real block
part of life in sharing food.. in cook-out way
real.. hmm.. the first and last time.. neighbors
got together like this.. but the front porch life
in the heat of Summer back in the 60’s was a
way of life for folks who did not yet arrive into the
AC days of electronic home entertainment that soon
spelled doom for the social life of leagues in Bowling
Centers as a microcosm of the sociological phenomenon
named as Bowling Alone.. a really sad way to go compared
to the human connection way of moving and creating thaT iS
iN our DNA strong.. no less than the pack dog wolf who
howls at the moon separated from the pack.. and
yes i know that emptiness all too well.. as
my illnesses for those 66 months of
shut-in way made me a wolf
who could no longer even
howl at the moon
to find someone
like me in a pack
of strange of course too..
THAT can make it even that
much harder to connect to other folks
too.. hmm.. and that is why i dance.. why
i write.. to take the great work.. effort and practice
to connect to other folks.. in creating ways and Loving
ways too.. and while it’s nice to hear one is an icon of
the Metro Pensacola area in dance.. i would much
rather get to know and feel someone and help
them in tHeir way of life.. funny though how
folks think that athletic folks are not
too smart.. just ’cause they move
more than they talk.. and funny
how the folks who think all
i do is dance and do
not talk much at
all get so so
surprised to find
out just how much
i do talk.. as many words
as steps in dance in writing
and verbal way too.. and that’s
a whole lot of both.. but when you
become lost from society.. erased..
from the memory of all the work connections
you once had as you can no longer possibly
work.. and there are no friends left
in the homeland way of life..
when that potential comes
back.. at least if you are me
and you’ve lived in that
black hole soul
lone life..
even separated
then from God WhoLe..
let’s just say.. if you become
human again too.. you will do
everything in your power to stay
that way.. even if it means stripping
your clothes off in nature and sand
the same to connect as fully to God
as you can do.. or dancing everywhere
one goes in public.. for close.. to 6000
miles in a period of around.. 36 months
coming somewhere in September for me
as that mileage tallies up.. in Nike GPS
sports watch way.. and yes.. the writing
still moving.. toward 4 million words
iN SonG of mY SoUL.. in that same
3 year recovery now of becoming
human again.. i make the most
out of life in a never ending
story of now.. ’cause i can..
’cause i will.. as i do..
i do.. live life epic
as an icon
of past
angel
fallen
devil come
back to angel of
lighter ways WiLL
do again.. as it iS Now
Nature of the cycle and
spectrum from dArk to liGht
and aLL the tween.. as yes.. as
my friend Katy Perry says.. after
every Hurricane of dark comes a
colorful liGht of over Rainbow Colors..
so welcome now to Beyond my Rainbow..
as the story continues to never end.. noW..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/05/dog-day-afternoons-of-ivan/
And now three Macro Verse Facebook Memories
from 2014.. starting with a Memoir of a
transcendent Time IN NOW..
yes.. i write about life now..
but i attempt to write about
Universal philosophies.. principles
and processes that last forever as long
as we are human.. and i suppose i could be not
quite as comprehensive.. but from my standpoint
of a person who lost their heARt.. SpiRit.. and SoUl
whole for a period of 66 months.. i for one kNow/FeeL that
iT is certainly a synergy in myriad factors in the
environment and nature of life.. innately
and in nurture than can bRinG thAT
aLL back.. and there is no taling
for a person for another person’s
life what the tipping point to
BrinG that all back miGht
be.. it could be words of
wisdom.. love and
or beauty.. or
a photo that says
the same in more than
words will ever say..now2..
i have the tools.. so i bring
them on all in a Memoir of
a transcendent Time IN NOW..
as the Internet in more and less
hUman terms is forever.. and who knows
when the next time will be when someone
like me or completely like me will write the longest
long form poem again.. sure it is a first for someone
to dance walk six thousand miles in a three year
period in Northwest Florida Panhandle beauty
in all the public stores and places everywhere
they go.. in fact in may be the first time anyone
has ever done it for even an F iN mile for
even a day.. will that be remembered for
folks for the rest of their life as something
unusual and special.. well.. sure it will..
if no one else steps out of the
box and does it different
like i do too..
yes.. those..
memories will live on
in Facebook Video way stored
in the warehouses of the metro
area Facebook Minion population..
that have yet broke out themselves into
joyous dance noW all through the area free..
too.. my hope is that some of the minions will
set themselves free.. as free can be like this..
and perhaps.. i’LL never see the day.. but hey..
they say.. Jesus is coming back again.. so sure..
why not someone like me.. hehe.. i mean it’s not
like i’ve actually walked on water.. although floating
on land on foot is kinda cool considering.. you can
pretty much walk on water.. in a boat or surfboard
as such.. and no.. i haven’t literally raised anyone
from the dead.. but if i help anyone bRinG back
tHeir heARt and SpiRit.. and SoUL.. in death
as living life.. i suppose that counts for
something.. considering the living
suffer and the dead do not..
as far as science knows
at least.. other folks
who are psychopathic leaning
would suggest they burn forever
and that is what psychopaths do.. they
feed off the pain and suffering of others
as they angst their life through.. or perhaps
they take little 6 year old girls for wives and
sex slaves and such as that.. at 9 years old
too.. or if they are in a position of power over
certain minorities like slave owners used to
do to black folks.. they rape them and then
they put them in jail way back when
for aborting a child of rape..
where they had no say
over three hundred pound
so-called big men who forced
their way.. on the young black
women then.. and such as that
sickness of psychopathic leaning
human being.. whose only satisfaction
in life.. is status.. power.. and the green
bLack Dollar of life.. and wouldn’t kNow/FeeL LovE
iF it shit on them from the sky of fairy tales as such..
anyway.. i have hope for the minions who allow other
folks in ways of religion and culture to scare them into
prey.. the Trump phenomenon says it all.. as he even
thinks folks who don’t like him should have to vote
for him.. and will cry if i lose.. it’s rigged.. it’s rigged
as the Donald always wins.. well got news for
all you Trump folks out there that rule
the minions with illusory fears and
empty promises no different
than hell or heaven after
life to get through
their demands
of ‘rape’ today..
in all the ways rape
can come and prostitution
too in stuff like institutionalized
marriage for money.. and just plain
force of the strong over weak.. in subjugating..
controlling.. dominating way over the perceived
weak among us sAMe.. some of us get the lies
early on.. we change.. and overcome.. and some
folks live the lie to the end of their days.. never
even knowing they lived in hell when it could
have been heaven if they just got free..
yeah.. sharing all this is worth it..
been to hell in so many ways..
live in heaven now in so many
more ways.. if i didn’t share
the path out.. in everyway
i kNow/FeeL.. i would truly be the
selfish one.. now.. who kept THE GIFT..
all to themselves.. it is why i give..now..
i share so much.. is i know/FEEL the other
place of minion all too well.. in hell..
Heaven
is the
better place..
oF Fearless Love..
in couRage and kInd..
never ever afraid to give it
ALL AND SHARE IT SAME..
SO.. sure i go..DO iT wiTh juSt aNoTheR
Memoir of a transcendent TiMe iN N0W..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/05/memoir-of-a-transcendent-time-in-now/
And wriTe and DancE on topic
here.. Adventures in Dance Walking
With Bob Marley! from 2014..
some Farm photos and Dance
store images to go along with
that alL FReED oF course..
as you probably
get the overaLL
Dance picture
oF liFE by noW..
by me at lEast..
hehe.. so FuNoW..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/04/adventures-in-dance-walking-with-bob-marley/
Yeah.. i kNOw.. i FeeL.. i can
be very very conFuSinG to
otHeRs as UM am i Element
of Confusion.. butT to me i see/hEar
the tapestry whole and i ain’t scared
of the beyond of A to Z liFE iN Books..
’cause i see a painting of God wHOlE
so Beautiful that words WiLL never ever
tale for fuLL.. but sure.. i will try as i can
and will to do.. as i for one Know tHat
Miracles are as real as the
water.. of rivers true
that continue
to make uP
tHis Ocean whOle..
poEM too.. in micro sTiLL
View of the Macrocosm of GoD
wHOle.. alWays now and forevermore
NoW juSt noW iN Now forevernowmorenow2..
And this is the way God and Nautilus same
and i too Grow ouR Ocean wHole.. wE
sTart rather smALL and condensed iN
Art.. we dance.. we sing.. we spREad
ouT as contiNuinG to gRow whoLe
and self actualized as NOW
moRe.. and neXt thing ya
kNoW wE are new entity
same as entity AlWays
noW GroWing forevermore
noW.. so how do yA likE mY
sHeLL so far.. sure.. and in the
core of every sHell tHeir can be
a hell of Heaven too.. wHere S
is hopE oF Heaven noW.. anyway
i GroW oN as God Does too.. no
separation of wE and hopefully one
day you too.. if not already.. WiLL have
all the blinders oFF separation of God sET frEE
too that culture and religion does most certainly
sTiLL bRinG now.. the evidence of that is simply
irrefutable.. except for those minions who refuse
to see and hear.. the trUth and liGht thaT is so
far tOld now online in ways oF BriGht that
it is getting to the point that the Trumps
of today WiLL never ever WiN FucKinG
aGain.. FREEDOM FucKinG Wins iN
Fearless LoVE CouRage and KiNd
NoW
botttom
liNe.. iF yoU SeeK iN GoD
waY noW.. oh so FReED..:)
And yes as p.s. note..
it’s not easy sTARtinG
a new career as Superman
oF Fearless Love at age
53.. but you kNow this is no
longer a little patch of middle
east land.. it’s an entire world
of over 7 Billion FucKinG folks..
hundreds of countries and some countries
like ours that are a melting pot of countless
cultures that even move down to the microcosm
of individuals who make their own ‘gothic’ cultures
as they go.. to be pARt of something.. anything aT aLL..
we do live in a confusing world.. no doubt.. but i try
my best to be a Superman to bRinG a little clarity of
what can be so.. so dark.. but it is complicated
and to fill all the holes of the Albert
hall as the Beatles.. say..
takes a lot bigger individual
effort in 53 years of world wide
school.. than.. let’s just say.. the
thirty years or so of what it took
in a middle east patch of dirt back
then.. sure.. as even ‘some’ folks then
came to find out.. being a Superman
oF Fearless Love can be a thankless
job.. but every once in a well..
a person with a certain
liGht in their
eYes sees who you
reAlly are.. and perhaps
you’ve never seen them before..
but they say.. hey man you’re an
icon and when you humbly look back..
as sure people don’t often understand
the Supermen and Superwomen.. etc.. ET..
AL of the world sTiLL noW and get used
to discouraging words and actions..
sometimes to the point where
they must build an
ocean long poem
to keep the
Kryptonite
from sinKinG
iN as a real superman
feeds off empathy.. compassion
and pro-social emoTioNs REaL
and minions will do tHeir
best to take that aWaY
if you blind them
with yOur liGht..
anyWay.. some
folks are
equally
humble
enough to
see the entire
of The liGht thaT
Supermen and Women.. et al..
do BRinG to thE table of LiFE
and with that sAid.. i Have a
title for this 692nd whole Ocean
Poem MacroVerse that WiLL BE NoW..
“SuperwoMen
oF Fearless
Love” and a SonG
thAT WiLL FiT iN
just wRite as the
three bears of BeFore
WiLL SinG aLonG too.. oh.. so long
and liGht as Life iN Fearless LoVeNoW..
oh.. and the title.. that’s just Superman’s
way of dedicating it to all the women he’s Loved..
and still does Love.. in oh.. oh.. oh.. so many ways
that
continues
to GRoW aGain noW..
in Ocean DancE and
StePs WhOlE NoW..
and other than
that.. sure
it is now a
marketing
tool2 to
not make
money but
market help for
minions all now
for FReED.. like i
sAid.. it’s not even
free to help other
folks.. it takes great
effort of a Trump Businessman
too… yes.. i lEarn from everyone..
as that is what REAL FucKinG Supermen..
Superwomen.. and SuperEtcS.. do.. they
leave no FucKinG Stone in Rock or
hEArt
un
tUrned
for the tUrn
of a friEndly
cARd for all who
travel in DARk and
liGht and the ‘tween
oF all thaT iS aka GOD #iSREAL ..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/05/um-am-i-element-of-confusion/
So… yeS…
overAll it’S saFe
To saY i’M bacK
aGaiN.. coveRed
wITh clotHes oF miNion
From BiRth noW seT FReED..
witH thE Karmic eYe Of Course2..
anyway this Superman
stuff is busy..
sTiLL haven’t
put the dance photos
in last post.. and Jesus F.
iN Christ.. i never even
got around to
proof
reading
what i wRote..
as tHere ain’t
no Microsoft Word grammar
and speLL checker thaT
works with original
He.. mE..
HE.. NoW..
so off to do
thAT noW
as noW
GoeS oN..:)
https://thefeatheredsleep.wordpress.com/2016/08/05/thin-need/
The insanity of culture away now
from the acceptance of fearless Love
and compassion in an unconditional DOinG
way IS A symptom of a groWinG first problem
world.. including Middle East and farther east too.. now..
gaining too much time on their
hands with culture stuff in all the
ways that comes
and not enough
togeTher
in forAginG
for Life aS Survival…
Every social animal needs
a role.. even iF it must be manufactured
bY culture aS wHole.. manufactures those
social roles that range from self esteem for
female genital mutilation.. to institutionalized
rape in non-consensual dowry marriages..
to at least one Arab study that
shows 4 out 5 of 3 to
6 year old girls
were molested
by close family
members or folks
intimate with the
family home..
and sure that’s just
the end of the darkest
tip of the iceberg.. that goes
to anything and everything that goes
that means acceptance that culture bRinGs..
bottom line.. it could be worse.. we could live ‘over
there’.. be in ‘those shoes’.. but iF my own anecdotal
evidence of the girls who have been abused by family
as such.. holds anywhere close to true.. 1 out of 4 is really
bad like 4 out 5 too.. and of course that is the statistical
sexual abuse fraction for all American Women2.. so sure..
the anecdote holds true in empirical measure too..
and it is most often someone someone knows
who does the dirty deed over
the strange of
wild
in covered
bushes as it still
is and are and was
as rape.. and all abuse
and verbal abuse.. IS A slow
torture.. even for the homosexual
in church who is told they are sacred
enough to live.. but not to marry or go to
heaven in a dream after life..
so they are condemned
to a slow rot hell noW in
church every Sunday
until Free from
Parental
control..
and no it is no
easier to be a thin
boy as it is to be a thicker
girl.. or to be a smiling blonde
haired boy.. with pretty eyelashes
even if he is as hetero as they come
from Kindergarten on in Romantic
attachments to women as
I CAN AND WILL ATTEST
IN PERSONAL ANECDOTE
too.. why can’t we just get along
and love each other fearlessly
as Bonobos do.. without
regard to differences
of either Body
type or
gender..
one way or
the other or the
other both.. the answer
is simple.. words.. written
down.. collective intelligence..
Cities.. clothes that separate us
from Nature more.. away from our
innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive intelligence
greaTest as even science is stARting to sHow
in MoVinG ConNecTinG and CreAtinG ways
now.. Pandora’s Box is open.. the words
have come out of the worm can
whole.. culture is eating
away the earth.. and
it is eating away
the heARt..
the SpiRit
and the SoUL
of Human BeinG
and that my FriEnd
thefeatheredsleep is
why poeTry and aLL Art
that Frees the heARt.. the
SpiRit and the MiNd noW and
BoDy SoUL iN Balance oF hUman
Being is so important.. and simple
little songs like Rise from Katy Perry
can mean the difference of life or death
from a hanging rope.. of folks who are lost..
so lost from the demands of culture.. culture is
here and here to stay.. the confusion and demands
are not going anywhere.. unless a bomb comes and
we are reduced back to a Planet of Apes iN Bonobos
come back in human form too.. the only answers now
comes at the individual level.. the titanic will not be turned
around as confusion now.. without great catastrophe
disease.. or wars as iceberg cOld and deadly to sink
US back… So wE SinG wE sinG a Rise of SonG
to liFt oTheRs uP.. so they can fiNd
a path of tHeiR own to live
side by side
iN the
insanity of
culture now..
thaT IS A parachute
that sinks us now
instead of floats
us uP high alive..
but it’s wortH it
it’s all worth iT as
each human life IS A
multi-Universe perception
E X i S T E N C E R E A L N O W
of A rEAliTy wHole of allthatis
and to turn the liGht oFF early
in multi-dimensional UniVerse
is to dim the liGht of God as Nature
whOle and TruE iN liGht and DArk
and ‘tween the sAMe.. anyWay.. iNspiRaTioN
can save liFE on the individual level.. and now the
others will continue to minion on in hell for now..
no giving up though.. as without hope.. faith and
belief in what can and WiLL Be now.. tHeRe is
no other
choice
noW
buTt
to JuST
FucKinG do iT
and never ever
give uP A waVe
oF LiGht LiFE.. now
as Tree oF LiFe..NoW..
REborn as much as the
otHeR MoNKeys FReED..
no longer sunk in an Ocean whole
Culture of REAL INSANITY NOW..:)
“The advantage of the terrible disadvantage of being human is to be to be glad-whether happy or unhappy-and by achieving consciousness, to become greater than the angels. We, becoming conscious beings, are the mind of God: Angels are his Emotions. So fly with the lightness of ‘being’ my friends…All that is as is Real for Living Now..;) good tidings Sir.”
sMiLes.. my FriEnd Pennie wood fall..
if that is a quote from you it’s great..
if not from you and from an actual
production of a play
of ‘Good Tidings
Sir’.. i’LL use it same..
and as far as the Yogi
Trance video goes..
it’s showing up
inbed live noW
in my comment..
but i will provide it here
again.. separating the link
into two parts so it will not
automatically embed.. take
the two spaces away and
it should work fine.. unless
gigoid’s word press algorithm
picks this up as spam as that happens too..;)
https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2016/08/05/knock-knock/
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd..
Zee.. and alWays nice to
even see a letter from
Z come anywhere as
Z can be so uncommon..
certainly folks with as much
liGht as you BRinG heRe noW
after your challenges of school..
do reflect a liGht of enduring heARt..
in writing too.. of course.. and hmm..
what else.. yes.. you are welcome to visit
me of course.. but it now always takes a very
powerful computer and or Internet broad band
access speed.. noW as there are no holds hELd
in the bar of my life raised high.. and what else..
oh.. the memories of school.. and i used to heAR
Marines at the military gym.. back when i was 20 or so..
say.. enjoy college as it will be the best time of your life.. after
that they said.. life is practically over.. so what is liFe.. i never kNew
until i grew rubber on the wheels that school and work took away then..
since about age 5.. as thanks God.. no pre-K 4 year-old school for me..
and i couldn’t speak then so it would have literal been
a mute point.. hehe.. so sure.. re-tired IS A
gOlden five/seven year old for me.. neW..
And to imagine younger
folks taking this
labyrinth of journey
away from the path of
MoVinG ConNecTinG creaTing
tHat i for one see in heARt.. SpiRit
oF ExpresSinG EmoTioNs and seNses
as miNd and BodY BaLanCinG soUL one iN
BeinG ONE with the force of GoD aLL Free with
no restrictions but courage and kind in
fearless Love and compassion sAMe
for all others of difference and Nature
sAMe in all the biodiversity of ThAt
that comes with God Free.. Now..
jUST now.. but on the other
hand an education
is priceless
as an
education
can be a life or
death difference in
what folks come to believe
associated with the misery
and suffering of others.. so is
iT all worth it.. yes.. a resounding
yes.. no one said in words of Nature
that this life was gonna be easy.. to be
proper stewards of Nature here.. with our
So-CAlLed-Apex predator status.. takes a lotta lEarning
to avoid the snake falls oF lies aWay from TrUth and LiGht..
the trUth wiLL set yA free in liGht as they say.. and as long
as you are getting the support you need during the rough
times of college in human way.. i am quite sure you will
be A oKay.. no matter what grades come before or
after that status
my FriEnd
oF hUman
WeLL Being
that keeps the
Humanity in the word
hUman truly U and no
machine of culture lone..
allone with God alWays a way
aT LEast for mE friEnd.. so nice
to see ya Zee.. and look forward to
seeing you for a while during your
school break finally here as nows go ONe..:)
So.. my Friend Rafiah’s Friend sends
me a short message that gets filtered
off my messenger but i retrieve as i am not
too good to speak to anyone and not afraid
to speak to anyone either.. as of course i naturally
have an advantage with words and reading in ways oF
Autistic Super Powers empirically measured at speeds
of reading 10 to 15 times faster than the average human
being.. and i don’t need to prove how fast how i type
or how many words i can say in a few minutes
ranging from almost any topic imaginable
as i do not specialize..
and take those
innate gifts
with an open
mind and body
BaLanCinG noW and
human potential does most
definitely come as i do empirically
measure along the way.. to prove that
too.. for folks who say.. ah nah.. ya can’t
do this or that when you get this age or
the something or other in the flavor
of folks who are functionally
disabled by the very culture
that tales ’em can’t.. can’t
can’t.. can’t.. ’cause the study
says this or that.. based again
on the average of a society whole
that is functionally disabled by the
same culture that gives the averages
in empirical measure of scientific method
still.. after all these years of ignorance that
can see no further then the average as that’s
all they see of course.. but with free flow of
information.. the case studies do gRow..
and hope comes for those who
think the average is set
in stone.. which of
course folks like me
who have seen real all
natural miracles happen
in just one life time that is mine..
can see a little deeper than the average
minions of life.. who even if they do attempt
to go piled deeper and higher in PHD wayS noW to
specialize to the point that they are blind in
most every other human way as use iT or
lose It applies to all stuff
animal living now..
human or not..
use it or lose
it applies.. so when
i hear a dude in school
younger.. like i used to be.. send
me a Zakir Naik slide on what he believes
to be a perfect religion of Islam in book way..
as i have watched plenty of Naik’s Youtube lectures
where he is picked apart in many fallacies when he is
not the one arrogantly controlling the crowd of questions
and answers.. in his very specialized knowledgeable way
of every verse of the Kuran limited to that tiny tiny 80K
poetry Book.. that mostly says you better believe or
else.. in a limited 2000 word vocabulary that even
per historical records show that Muhammad’s
favorite head chopping companion housemate
did not agree with after the Kuran was
published as not even matching
the Muhammad Dude’s oral
words.. and sure that is par
for the course.. as what is said
as compared to what is scribed no
matter how close second hand is or
even directly copying it out of the book
invariably leads to copying mistakes..
and outright misinterpretations
of what was said.. anyway..
huge controversy back
then.. that most
Muslim folks
have no idea about..
any more than Christians
do about all the hidden mistakes
in the Bible same.. bottom line.. any
religion that says God is a him or he
in a view as small as a frigging penis..
raises suspicions to me with an
agenda of misogyny from the
get go.. as it just is
common sense..
as after all
we all start
off with the X
Chromosome same
as female until males
are made from females
but of course even if you
know the science behind that
you’ll go by what you are told
of the rib story or whatever ’cause
that was what you are told to believe
in or else.. that ranges from ostracism
by the social group in the U.S. to of course
a death sentence for the Sharia Law of flavor
in Apostasy ways of course.. anyway.. other bottom
line.. any book Kuran or Old Testament that talks to
what the right hand possess as far as owning slaves then
as human.. is just another book of psychopathic leaning
dude or dudette culture.. that does not condemn the
act of human slavery from A to Z and beyond
A to Z of books too.. and sure that is why
women in many Islam countries
or still more or less slaves..
by having to get married
to what the dowry says..
no matter if consensual
or not.. in at least some cases..
where yes.. 60 year old dudes..
are still picking up 12 year old
brides after paying for them..
no less than sex slaves that are
illegal in other countries if a 60 year
old dude were to pay for a 12 year year old
girl for marriage.. ya just cannot do it legally
over here.. but the dark ages of what used
to be Christianity too.. continue over there
as spoken too.. earlier.. in this SuperwoMen
oF GoD Macro-verse too.. but you see this goes
deep for me.. as i grew up with a rather fundamentalist
view of Christianity that made absolutely no REAL SENSE
AS when i was young i was told there is a God with no limits..
and then i saw just another bearded dude over my bed in canvas
picture style that they said was God’s only Begotten Son and
same as God whole too.. i already kNew that was bullshit
as God revealed God to me in Nature before i spoke
at age 4.. at age 3 as close to God as i AM once
aGain now.. after escaping close to 40 years
of cultural and religious bullshit..
and i took some of the
bullshit as truth
like somehow
non-virgin women
are less than virgin women..
that people shouldn’t ever get
divorced and stuff like that.. that
of course was so naive.. but now stuff
has changed.. there are no to few more closed
blinds to keep folks hidden in the labyrinth
of being raised in church/culture.. the Internet
iS relatively cheap.. access is plenty groWinG..
even plenty for free.. in some places
too.. Pandora’s Box has come out
and in this case she is.. oh.. so free..
and i’Ve debated all these points about
the so-called Kuran and Bible being
imperfect books.. but the way social
acceptance works.. as an all innate..
and instinctual.. and intuitive need..
it’s almost impossible to bRinG a horse
to a drink of new.. if all they’ve ever
been exposed to IS a horse of a drink oF OlD..
anyway.. i just told the really nice Muslim
dude Thanks with a wink.. as he said now that
Muslims are not perfect but Islam is.. oh God..
it’s easy to prove that is incorrect.. as i can’t imagine
my friend Zee up there ever possessing another human noW
in slave way with her right hand as such.. or any of my
other Muslim Friends who are kind and generous.. and
passionate in fearless loving ways.. from Rafiah.. to LaLa
Rukh.. and all the other Muslim Women i have come across noW
who approximate the gOlden rule of Jesus/Buddha in walking that other
talk more than Many so-called Fundamentalist religious folks
i meet over here now.. all these people are better examples
than what i have read over and over of a man in a tiny
little book of poetry book in dArk and liGht no
different than what i do here reAlly..
in stream of conscious writing..
except.. i don’t say it comes
from anywhere else but
me.. and sure i often
do not think about the
creativity as it comes.. but
that is just how Nature works in
us when creative.. anyWay.. as long
as no one is actually harming someone
else.. as far as i am concerned they can live
like they want.. but the reality is.. the way the Islam
religion is practiced at whole.. in the fundamentalist
extremist ways are as deadly as it can get.. and
backed up by these darker verses of the
Kuran.. as the only and very limited
2000 word vocabulary of so-called
God Speak tHere.. it doesn’t do
God Justice in describing
God in my opinion..
and to each his
own on the rest..
i have gifts that not
everyone has and i noW
can.. and WiLL continue to
do a forgiveness of what folks
do not know.. as by the Grace of
Nature AKA God.. i could be walking
iN those dARker liGht oF Truth shoes still
now as i did when younger.. and moreover the
grace of uncensored gift and share of unabridged
human bible now in fullest human potential form
as eXpreSSinG that wHole.. yes.. the Internet
the bigger human eYes and ears.. etc..
oF GoD wHOle
FReER
noW oNe
as Golden Spiral FReED..:)
So.. now.. with this separate introduction
i respond back to Rafiah’s friend with
a little more detail than Thanks and Wink..
and i say.. to her friend in addition..
And i would be doing you an injustice not
to give you an answer.. i’Ve already laboriously
debated this issue.. with so-called ‘scholars’ in
‘the field’.. and if you are interested you will find
some of my answers in the link below.. with Muslim folks
who quote the Quran at length which of course i do as well..
as i’ve studied most all religions and have read the Quran
hundreds of times my friend.. and i can write a book like
that as size in two weeks as i’ve just done in the last
two weeks.. and a book.. that is 40 times longer
as well as i have done in the last 3 years
as witness for God.. in Ocean Poem whole..
and 140 plus times longer.. as i have done
approaching 6 years now.. as large as close
to 14 Christian full bibles too.. in close to
12 million total words as documented online too
as witness for God.. so who do you think i really am..
that question will alWays be open my friend.. with Fearless
Love.. have a nice day.. with sMiLes.. no wiNks now.. just trUth and liGht..:)
https://omabdalrahmaan.wordpress.com/2016/02/15/the-return-of-jesus-عودة-السيد-المسيح-عليه-السلام/
The 2016 Olympics have opened in Rio and i suppose
the Facebook Algorithm decided i should do my own
27 second video slide show to show my
pre-game work-out iN Karmic eye style
all the way to the drive to some
XXtreme strength training
and martial arts ballet
like dance all around
the machines and sparring
with them as even though i do
not touch them.. making a mistake
with a flesh and blood human would
truly hurt as yes.. as oft mentioned before
they press close to half a ton now 33 times..
on a very difficult leg press machine with arms
raised in the air.. and these lightening fast kicks
ain’t powered by no thin legs.. these martial arts
and ballet-like dance legs are powered like steel..
as i spar with steel the same.. anyway.. i’ve trained for
life like an Olympic sport all the way through more than
less as when you are born with a disability like being on
the Autism Spectrum without the ability to speak until
age 4.. and you are born with extreme tactile sensitivity
and difficulty overall in motor coordination one must
adapt the best they can as a fragile human being
to stimulate the change in epigenetic potential
to go from basically a nerdy wimp.. to
strong dude at 56.. whip it..
whip it good.. as i once
heard it said..
or the pursuit
of excellence as a life
long style of being like Vince
Lombardi says that lasts more than
the temporal glory of materialistic
stuff like trophies.. medals.. gold
rings and such as that as
material reward you
can see that is not
nearly as deep
as the WiLL
that moves..
connects and
creates FREE from
Birth to sleep of death..
so anyway.. in talking to
the very nice Pacific Islander
gym attendant.. Vida.. i asked her
what do you think in life is more important..
form or essence.. and she was looking at me
i think.. (even though i couldn’t really see her..
as i do not wear my super cool shades when i
work out).. i go basically blind to increase my
proprioception skills to feel my way around
the world.. like that blind old dude on
the old TV show KunG FU.. and
yes it might be hard to
snatch a pebble out of
my hands now..
like the other
Master teacher
when the KunG FU
dude was young.. any
way.. oh.. the ADHD too..
as i digress… and feeling
the puzzled look on Vida’s face..
i said… let’s put it this way.. what does
society value more.. form or essence.. for
example.. i as a 235 LB.. 6 foot or so male..
am not considered ballet material.. cause of
my square shape.. rather wide per se.. and a little
tall too.. of course.. so like Cold Play’s extra cool..
ballet Video Song.. that i still must search out
on You Tube to use as the theme song for
this micro-verse.. of 692nd Macro-Verse..
oF Ocean Whole Poem.. THaT Cold
Play dude.. Chris Martin had
a big square fat suit on
and his very pretty
dark haired girl
dance friend.. who had
a fat suit on too.. they were rejected
until they overcame all the negativity
and did their own show to the applause
of a happy audience to see a different
style of ballet.. and sure that’s what
i’Ve always done too.. when the
kids in school basically told
me i was too much of a
natural born fool and
or clown to
deserve to
live with my stuttering
voice in difficulty talking
and ADHD hardships on
the Autism Spectrum in both
focus and reciprocal appropriate
non-verbal and verbal language..
in social way.. and even some of the
girls said i have bird legs.. and i was
way too tall then.. for 120 LBs.. at
foot ten or so.. at age 13.. with yes..
my long blonde hair.. pretty eyes..
and long eyelashes that even
confused the McDonald’s
cashier when she said
Ms.. can i help you..
hmm.. it’s been a long
time now since that happened
but oh my God.. if you can imagine
the challenge of all of that.. and of course
some folks have it much worse.. as i was still
destined to find out.. in 66 months of hell in a pre game
show of pain.. in 2006.. to full BLOWN heLL from January 2008.. to
July of 2013.. anyway.. i never gave up.. bottom line.. through teen
age angst.. functional disability.. to total physical disability and living
hell later on.. and the besTesT lesson of all.. all that taught
me.. as i did focus later on with Vida in our gym talk tonight..
is that form is highly over-rated.. to a word as small
as a 3 letter one named God.. or even a 5 letter
one named so-called allah.. although all ah
all that is.. kinda sounds big to me..
if that is what Muhammad
and others were saying
from the get go
of that therein..
way back when..
anyway.. to sense and
feel the essence in MoVinG
ConNecTing CreAtinG ways..
all ToGeTheR WitH NatURe
wHole too.. is to be one with
the three letter bigger word all
that is as God.. and never ever
be alone in forms again.. when
words become essence over essence
real we sense and feel without any words
at all.. no different than our friendly other animals
who never ever even write or speak words.. as words
are only necessary for culture.. sadly too.. slowly
destroying the rest of nature whole on earth as
species die off from a culture of human that
is Virus.. although we humans already
have proven we can live in balance
with nature before the words
and complex cultures
came and byproducts
of human cultures now
messed up the balance
oF God of Nature here on
Earth.. inside us.. outside us..
above us.. below us.. and all
around us too.. just out of whack..
and when one is in touch and feel
of essence.. no words.. once again..
are necessary.. to feel and sense all
of this in that greater innate.. instinctual
and intuitive way of Intelligence FReER
than locked in words.. but it is true that some
folks are locked in words.. and they have much
difficulty in navigating the world in images over words..
Human forms may attempt to stay the same through human
kind same.. but essence of human and nature same is constantly
change and bio-diversity of differences whole.. which makes it
so important to attempt to walk in the other shoes of others..
and perhaps if you are lucky enough.. if yA wanna call
iT luck.. you get to walk directly in many shoes of life..
to deeply understand where folks with
difference are coming from and
perceiving life as differently too..
as observed by behavior on the
outside and potentially even much..
much more on the inside in invisible
functional disabilities that are almost
impossible for the bystander to see..
as so many disabilities are hidden inside..
anyway.. last now the Olympics came.. i couldn’t
watch them or see them.. due to functional
disability of pain in eyes and ears of type
two Trigeminal Neuralgia from wake to
sleep.. and this year.. i’ll catch some
of the highlights.. on YouTube..
probably falling a sleep at night
or who knows.. perhaps a little
on the Biloxi Bus to the Hard
Rock Casino with the church
group tomorrow.. and then to
the first Sunday Farm for lunch
after church on Sunday for more
photo fun there.. anyway.. this Facebook
Algorithm slide show video art is kinda cool
to me.. haven’t seen anyone else take advantage
of it in my relatively small group of Facebook Friends..
but hehe.. not everyone has taken 100K photos or so
and shared them online in the last three years or so..
as of this month now.. as i continue to do.. at a rate
now of about 30K a year.. not counting the extras
i delete of course that do not meet my artistic
standard as Vince Lombardi says for
Olympic and Football excellence
iN WiLL of juST getting all the
jobs done now.. and when
ya focus on essence
alone pretty much..
unique forms naturally
do come in Temple of God
human fashion.. in Writing..
SonG of DancE..and basicAlly
all you do when essence becomes
ever present now.. and form follows
true inner passion and fashion iN iSREAL..:)
http://www.waystationone.com/2016/08/far.html
Hi Brian.. far too..
the flood in Rivertown..
IS A reminder now of what
we have here.. and too.. the
awesome fury of Nature that
makes human culture an anthill
of potential ruin at a whim of wave
and or wind unleashed
as storm over
what was
before.
and if that
wasn’t enough
to deal with.. yes..
now there is complex
culture.. religion and other
human tools as device to
separate.. to store..
in saving
conquering
ways of differences
over similarities of
hugs that BrinG
a species
of primate
toGeTheR
inStead
of
far
far
away..
in books and
such that can even
be more dangerous
than a flood and wind
of nature.. no matter where
one lives.. nature can be less harsh
than human culture.. and that’s truly
sad as even when we have a choice
we tend to F ourselves up.. over BaLAnCinG
a
Tea of
Nature
steeped
in Peace
that we can
control with Fearless
Love at lEast on the
individual level.. controlling
culture and weather is way beyond
my
paygrade..
as ant inspecting
the mound of all of this..:)
https://shadowsofthedivine.wordpress.com/2015/12/16/an-open-letter-from-a-dead-child-to-his-mother-on-his-death-anniversary/
sMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Lala Rukh.. i guess.. i am
strange.. as memories never age for me..
it as if i was talking to you yesterday..
far far away yes.. but still
here here now..
and sure
a blog makes
that possible to one
way interact with someone
for twenty years or so.. as just
a muse of Love.. no less.. no more
than Love as muse.. to Love is muse
without Love.. muse is whimper distant
and cOld.. the lesson of life for me is to Love
fearlessly and you my friEnd are a continuing
practice of muse to do just that.. and this reminds
me of ‘The Legend of Coral Castle’.. here in Florida..
South of Miami.. and a five foot tall one hundred pound
man who managed.. to move 30 ton stones.. for a castle
dedicated to what some say was a sixteen year-old girl
who left him on the wedding day.. he at twenty-six years old..
and the girl deciding that another man would be much
better than him.. well.. according to the story..
he dedicated a life long journey of this
miracle castle to his muse of sweet
sixteen.. although he knew
she would never come
back in reaLiTy.. but
it was his generalized
feelings and senses of
hope.. faith and belief in
much further than analytical
way to motivate him to get this
amazing job done.. and sure.. one
can just Google the phrase ‘Coral Castle’…
to find all the details about this.. highly sTilL
inspirational story.. of a Love.. in faith.. hope
and belief that literally drove this man to somehow
lift 30 ton stones.. in perhaps a similar technology
that made the pyramids.. stonehenge.. and other
monolithic structures near known magnetic earth
grids on the earth sTiLL as wHOLE planet now..
with Tesla making similar magnetic discoveries
too.. where gravity may not be what we think
it is.. as new science continues
to grow what seems to
be an always different
way of thinking and feeling
about change that is inherently
change itself.. in break of Freedom noW..
so sure.. i can keep responding here for
decades if this place is open.. for contact..
at all my friend.. best wishes to you.. with Love..
as the clock striKes.. past 12 noW.. on.. the 6th
day of the 8th month of 2K sixteen noW allone..:)
I love that song by Katy Perry ! It had been popping up in my newsfeed for a while but never got around to listening it, but today I did ! I liked the other songs you shared as well. So thanks for sharing. Hope you have a fantastic weekend! 🙂
SMiLes.. my friend Zee.. so nice
of you to drop by on this beautiful
Sunny Saturday morning here in
the panhandle of Florida..
wading through all
the photos and
words to
down here
in the comments
section to say hello..
and yes.. Katy Perry is one
of my favorites.. and i always
enjoy the music you provide on your
website too.. so happy to see folks from
other countries enjoy the inspiration and
freedom songs from folks like Beyonce.. Sia..
and Katy.. they are all definitely some of my
favorites too.. as they sing so positive..
strong.. and free as women
can be when
freely
expreSsinG themselves
like this that truly more men
should try too.. as to set one’s
heArt.. SpiRit.. and SoUL
Free in both SonG and
DancE is to be
closer to
other humans..
Nature and God
wHole sAMe too..
all of this can contribute
to heaven now.. with no need
to wait my friend.. when all
is open and
free
as fearless
Love iN LoVe noW..
aGain.. as earlier stated
on your blog.. hope you have
a wonderful weekend.. dear
friend.. Zee.. as truly for
me all of life
is Earth
Shattering
to have this
gift of liFe now..
never ever afraid
to live fully and freely..
My
FriEnd
Zee.. noW..:)
Well.. no doubt into the night IS A most powerful
muse.. 16 is rather delicately young..
but still mature as nature says..
and of course still illegal in
some states for
statutory rape..
depending on age
of the other sex.. now
hmm.. anyway in terms
of way back then.. and still
sickly in some truly still backwards
so-called countries that follow Islam..
12 years old and even sicker is the legal
rule of countries that are still extremely misogynist
to the point that women are just cattle to be bred
for sex and eventually having children.. and
it is an era still in someways that is a
haven for pedophilia that
is most definitely
a human
disorder
as science
shows healthy
normal males are
adverse to girls under
the age of puberty for even
the ‘thought’ of that.. which
means of course that Muhammad the man
no matter where his words came from
was a sick man to be attracted to a 6 year
old female.. for marriage.. as that doesn’t happen
in normal healthy males no matter what the era of
human being is.. as it is unhealthy for the
social cooperating society of
survival overall for the
human being..
and perhaps the
sickest part of all is
the culture of women in
these countries praise the ‘sweet
relationship of this little girl with a
fifty something year old dude.. actually most
sickly of all consummating the marriage when
she was just 9 years old.. and while there are some
folks who try to twist history around to say it wasn’t like
this.. it obviously was/is as this shit still happens today in
some Islam countries.. with one recent very public
incident of a 60 year old dude getting a dowry
wife of 12 years.. old and all the suffering
that she endured well documented
in terms of horrible abuse towards
here and this behavior in the Kuran
is used now along with raping what the
right hand possesses in terms of non-consensual
sex after you kill someone’s husband as justification
for ISIL and other to continue raping little 12 year old
girls and family members who are Christian in front of
the village members in the sickest ways of human
abuse in the eyes of God who lives in those
who are abused and tortured like
this in a name of a God
that becomes
beyond
devil
sick
as human being..
anyway.. this makes the
Benny Mardones song tame
in relative speak to what they still
do over in Islam countries.. but still
it wouldn’t go over very well now.. as it
did back in the 70’s when i first heard it..
as there is more concern over sexual abuse
among women then there was back then as it
was more hidden under the carpet.. as women were
often ostracized for being raped at all.. as soiled goods
sadly still and worse that way that is seen in Muslim countries
now.. but yes.. it seems that younger women in Muslim countries
are even more open to the idea of relationships with older men and
when your holy book promotes it.. culture can trump the best of human
taboos and aversions.. sadly enough.. as some women are willing and
waiting to be sold into bondage like this for their so-called Allah
that is written into a book.. beyond and above..
normal nature as so-called normal
goes.. without adulteration
of culture and so-called
prophets same
but back
to innocent
first loves.. 16 is technically
what could be considered a female
adult although it still is not a fuller age
of emotional maturity required to take best
care of children as that is a huge responsibility
to come.. but this age has been common for
reproduction throughout the history of
humankind as it is an age
of reproductive
success although
the early twenties
is said to be best
by science interests in this
field.. and first loves have always
been some of the best muses in life
as human art does relate in all the forms
that comes.. but it is more the emotional part
of that other than the sex act that makes one remember
that soft love of connection for an entire lifetime when
humans emotionally connect so deep in
short term romance to sire
and nurture children
in oxytocin neurohormone
ways in bonding for long term
human and species survival.. and
when you haven’t experienced this before
it is earth shattering of course.. both in beginning
and end as first loves do go.. otherwise they would
be last loves too.. and to get it correct on the first try
for compatibility is not the way that usually works
in human terms.. unless it is forced this
way in cultural dowry rules..
where a woman
and a man is selected
by parents or others as
the best breeding and economic
security that is available for purchase
as is.. and new cars sell better than used
ones in this way as well.. and sure it is forced
as such by the rule of law.. and shotgun marriages
still happen in the backwoods of here.. under the covers
as it were.. as human nature rules.. with culture too..
my first love was somewhat a lifelong muse..
and the memory of the hurt of that
first love that i suppose i had
repressed for actual
decades is
part of what
helped to bring
my emotions back to
life many.. many years later..
so it was a muse worth keeping
for a saving in bringing back my soul
years and years later.. actually in 2013..
as the photos of this girl my sweet 16.. in how
bad that loss hurt then.. did spark a first sadness
back that eventually grew into Love again.. that i could
freely give without expectation of return again.. and i even
contacted her through her daughter i found on Facebook to
thank her.. and although she never directly contacted me back
there was a like that appeared on my Google page in the name
of her new husband.. don’t know if it was her.. or haha.. perhaps
a hidden warning from her husband that he was in the know too..
but hehe.. the thing is my second sweet 19.. Katrina never
ages.. so if he saw her.. and saw how much she still looks
like the first love of 16.. he would probably
see a little magic in all of this..
that was perhaps a little
romantic
and
touching
to his or her
heart too.. Love is
the Muse that heals
and even saves.. when
consensual though and
never ruled by books
or
lesser
men..
who are
quite frankly
sick.. just sick..
and need some REAL
help.. or separation
from the rest of society
not to hurt innocent little girls..
so sure.. i’ll dedicate this to Sonia..
my first love that can still bring a
little tear.. ’cause what i remember of
her were the first snuggles and never ever
even
the
sex.. the snuggles
live longer than any
thing else
innocent to
me.. Love
rules forever..
noW as Snuggle Love..
and the Love that gives
freely and fearlessly all
innocent with never even the
limitation or expectations of
a hug
or even
a hand shake
or even ever
seeing the face
of the other one..
as what often happens
online.. in hidden eyes
from
LOVE iSREAL..:)
Ah yes.. just fresh out of hell for close to
two weeks three years ago.. still a little
rough around the edgeS as truly i felt
like i was over one hundred years
old for a full 66 months and
worse.. but let’s
just say..
i came back
aGain like the
6 million dollar
man or perhaps the
12 million word man..
stronger.. faster.. more
loving than ever.. sure.. and
Katrina helped to find all the
pieces of me to put me back togeTheR
and technology helped too.. as sort
of my bionic eye and fingers and
arms and legs that now
extend out
in
global
reach.. the
thing is.. i am
nobody.. which
means that this
kind of miracle
can happen
to anyone
else
with REAL
HOPE.. FAITH
AND BELIEF THAT
SPRINGS FROM THE
GREATEST GIFT TO ANIMALS
WHOLE THAT IS THE REPTILIAN
BRAIN THAT SURVIVES AT aLL
COSTS.. AND in the human case
bRings back the benefit of that
survival cost.. and gives
and shares to
all others
freely
in Fearless Love
way as the core
snake of fearless
survival remains
with love.. and sure
the 6 Million dollar man
show didn’t get all this
poetic about
the resurrection
of the human heArt
and SpiRit and miNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL
renewed through fearless
love.. but yes.. there was
Jaime Summers and
another love
story there
as any Isis
will help
to
rebuild
her Osiris
in never
ever
giving
uP
noW on
the human
soUL reborn
and what most
folks fail to see is
this is what underlies
the mythological pArt
of the Jesus story in
coming back from
the dead as
worst death
of all is the
death
while
living life
in loss of
heArt.. SpiRit
and SoUL alike..
Mythology and all
fairy tales of old should
never be dismissed as just
ignorant folly for those who can
neither see or feel the heArt.. thE
spiRiT as ExpresSinG thaT Emotional
and Sensory heArt or the soUL come
back or first in everlasting eternal
BaLanCinG in MiND and BoDy
soUL noW..
juST Now.. wHeRe
the Kingdom of God and
Heaven is nowhere else.. for
me at least.. except for under
the date of this Palm tree STiLL..:)
OBTW.. my birthday photo
from 3 years later.. noW
and somEhow inStead iN
oF getting older i got Now
younger.. as i don’t thInk
these photos are lYiNg..
so hoW the FucK did thaT
happen.. ‘ye of so little faith’…;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/06/i-of-me/
And here in “i of me” as the
Artistic Nautilus of the groWinG
aesthete of me continues to expand
in both essence free and form that follows
as the origin of all that is reflects iN i oF mE..:)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/06/bigger-katrina-dog-day-afternoons/
Well.. Bigger Dog Day afternoons can
Be a metaphor for better too as we gRow
our Nautilus Shells as form of human essence
even greater than before all through the course of life
now.. and sadly younger folks will say as is stiLL noW
documented on the Wrong Planet website i used
to stay through the second half of 66 months HeLL..
in where at least i could type words and
wasn’t trapped in not only a closed
in home but a closed in mind
where eyes and ears would
no longer effectively
work to take
in much of
the world at
all without intolerable
pain way back then
in heLL so real.. any
way.. the young folks
on the Wrong Planet who
were obviously already close
to total animal exhaustion
in ways of General
Adaptation Syndrome
now in Hans Selye’s
theory that works
all too true from
my experience
on the cumulative
and total impact of
stress that can put a human
down in a few short years of
abuse in either verbal or and
physical birth from early years
of life.. in social ways as not being
accepted or making the grade of culture
is of the greater instinctual social cooperating
animal instinctual fear.. including humans.. noW
and exhausted from even just the school portion
of what can be a hell on earth as human life.. so anyway2..
the Young Folks on the Wrong Planet thought if this is as
bad as this.. i dam sure never wanna even make it
to age 50.. hoping they would literally die before
they hit that age.. before my life even started
living in head to toe in MoVinG ConNecTinG
CreAtinG LiFe with all that is one and
same in Nature being ONE WITH GOD
AS A POSITIVE FORCE OF LIFE..
that potentially could be a life
in lifespan from birth
to death.. iF
humans
even
remember
what it means..
as evolved to
be a MoVinG..
ConNecTinG CreAtinG
HuMan with full heArt..
SpiRit and MiNd
and BoDy
BaLanCinG
soUL alWays now..
So.. how to empirically
assess this journey and
paths of life.. a blog IS A
currently best way in life of
case study to show fully what
human potential is from art
of head to toe.. to
art that’s
left as
form
as Natuilus
Shell Creativity
too.. and that is what
i do all free.. as when there
is clear evidence that life can
actually get better and even stronger
and happier with age.. there is real hope..
faith and belief in greater potential way
that this can come true for you too..
if you do not fall to the cynics of light
the naysayers of human fear of
darkness now iN
life across the life
span free.. as free
as God WiLL liVe..
inside us.. outside us..
above us. below uS anD
aLL A’round uS noW aLiVE
in both a potential of the Kingdom
of God noW anD Heaven REAL.. THE
REAL MAGIC OF NOW AS FORECAST
BY SaGES OF OLD COME NEW aGAiN NOW..
anyway.. when i tale a story in public. i always
have some links to prove the doing in what
i say in words.. that have more substance
than just empty sHells of illusory
fears and promises sAMe.. iSREAL
iSGOD when FREE aS uS noWreaL..:)
Facebook bestie Muslim
FriEnd.. Rafiah.. shares..
four photos of
James Spader
admiring all
his expressions
in movie star crush love..
And i say..
SMiLes.. and memories for me..
way back in ’81 in the movie
Endless Love that was a painful
reminder of the loss of my first
Love then.. James Spader
playing the brother
in a movie that
eerily imitated
my Life story then..
and as i believe we have
discussed before.. James
Spader my age.. and i watched
through the years as he didn’t age
and.. for so many years.. and yes
still at times folks say the same for
me but i can only say that was because
i was eventually loved the most.. and you
definitely help with that continuing tradition
as honestly i have never felt younger than
this moment now.. one with God my Friend..
it just doesn’t get any fearless loving better
than that
young Angel
Rafiah.. who
inspires so easy
now with
her innocent
Loving touch
that feels no
barriers for Love..
at least for me mY FriEnd..:)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Endless_Love_(1981_film)
Rafiah responds a couple of days later..
in fact at the moment i am copying
and pasting the before mentioned
text to get it into this
final Micro Verse
oF 692nd Macro
Verse
of Ocean
wHoLe Poem
iN SonG oF mY soUL nOW.. as she says..
The best thing about his performance is
that he always make me feel very emotional.
He is too good. And I love his voice. I am going
to watch the movie and I’ll tell you about it..:)
And i say.. in iNterested terms
in wonder how she will
now like the movie..
SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Rafiah..
EmoTions are so important..
you are trUly smArt to seek to FeeL them..
and yes.. i hope you EnJoy Endless Love..:)
i take one of those
Facebook tests that
assesses which Ancient
Civilization you should
live in and the
test
score
indicates..
And i say..
Ancient Egypt..
Duh..
Of course..;)
The EN name test
thingy on Facebook
Asks are you sexy by
analyzing your
Facebook
Profile
and my Grand
total Percentage scale
out of 100% comes out
as what the EN Name
test thingy describes
as an incredible
Percentage
scale
score
of 153% almost
pegged to the top
and bottom as it were
and still iS noW.. of course..
And i say.. then.. noW aGaiN..
Okay..
So i’M
From Ancient
Egypt and noW
ThiS.. what comes neXt..
iN Min way
Now..;)
So i go on to add
some photos and
discuss them
in each
photo
slide way..
in sorta new age
PowerPoinT StylE noW2..
These two women.. have several things in
common.. first of all.. though.. what truly separates
them.. is one is not married to me.. now.. for
the similarities.. as both women are
born in 1970.. which means they
are 46.. in Katrina’s case..
and 45 for Analyn.. soon
to be 46 in a few months..
and what else.. yes.. both
these women have Fathers
born in the Philippines..
which means they are
not too far
away from
the old
country
as in Pacific
Islander beauty..
of course too.. in
indigenous wild spirit
as such too.. and one
of these women.. doubles
as Pocahontas.. and yes.. the
other.. the.. Egyptian Goddess
Isis.. yes.. the taller one who is
having to crouch down to get noW
to the level of Pocahontas.. in
her high heel shoes.. hmm..
so.. this “SuperWoMeN oF
Fearless LovE” Macro-Verse
IS A MaKinG more
and more
seNse
as i FeeL
oN.. iN streAM
of consciousness
creativity in what comes
will may.. neXT.. yeX neXT..
i’Ve talked to the subject oF Z
already and noW we are oN
neXt as WeLL with 5 X’s
to go along with Z..
what else..
they never
age of course
as ‘SuperWoMeN
oF GoD’.. never do..
and i’M pretty sure
that Pocahontas
would be blushing
noW iF sHe kNeW
i AM including her
iN my Goddess Isis
story too.. anyWay.. tHeRe’s
already been a film about the
45 year old woman who never
ages called “The Age of Adaline”..
so at lEast noW Katrina does not
have to feel so alone.. in her
never aging dilemma now..
and yes.. of course..
this is Biloxi Casino
day that we do once
a month with the
Catholic Church
Fil-AM flavored
group except for
some really pale
and red skinned folks
like me who has Sioux
and Cherokee blood too..
so yes.. the pARt American
male Indian revue to come NeXT
for the sixth letter like thaT heRe@6..;)
WeLL.. so one might say..
hoW iN the WORLD.. can
someone who looks like
this with light shaded hair
and not so brown skin
be an American
Indian.. in
pArt Cherokee
and Sioux way..
Well.. in my case..
tHeRe IS A Paternal
Grandfather from Ireland
who WAS an X-Catholic
Priest.. and oh Lord the
7th letter like that comes
NoW.. And.. kinda like Magic..
He married a 17 year old girl
who was Cajun.. Spanish mixed
with French in the Taylor County
Parish that my Grandfather Leo
Priested back then.. it’s kinda good
that the Cajun Girl attracted him in
that way from the Pews.. and the gentleman
my 36 year old Grand Father Leo was did not
consummate the marriage until a year later at
18.. so we are told as that is the year the identical
twins.. my Father and Uncle are born.. with rather
dark hair and olive skin.. and what some folks have
named as the most beautiful Irish Green eYes seen
on a male as such.. a little more on that later on
i promise soon to come.. in inheritance way
as WeLL.. i do promiseX2.. Oh God thEre’s
that letter for the Eight now time.. oh
and my Irish Grand daddy’s daddy
was from the Black Forest
oF Germany.. so perhaps
my Dark Black Haired Daddy
Got his Green eYes from the
Black Forest of
Germany
instead
of Ireland
Meadows..
what else.. yes..
on the Maternal
Side along with Cherokee
and Sioux Nation roots..
there is quite a bit of
Old English to go
along with my
Mother’s side
too.. so what
i had to do today..
to be tall.. handsome
and dArk and of course
a little mysterious too..
iS to morph into BAtman2..
liKe A Thief iN thE NiGht..
as that definitely does
a trick on dark true..
hmm.. at least
in T-shirt way..
and when the Waitress..
who serves CocKtails..
asked me if i had
been working out..
i said of course..
looking pretty lean
here for 235 LBs
huh.. and i do nude
art too.. and she kinda
blushed too.. so that
is what cAMe neXt
in Egyptian MIN style2..
as the 9th letter comes neXt
noW for
X
10 TruE
so wHat neXt
for 11
2.. noW.. cOmes6..;)
i thiNk this is a cool Batman2.. shirt..
so i Am sharing it as profile photo
from the Hard Rock Casino2… noW
And my frigging white shorts are
soaking wet along with
that black shirt as i just
got through Dance Walking
backwards twirling around in
some more deep white sands
in today’s 112F heat indices.. true..
of Biloxi Beach in reverse floating 6 miles..
too.. in the deep sand like a spiraling
Seagull too.. as yes.. i do ballet
twirls in the frigging deep sand
to noW retain.. my somewhat
trim 235 LB form.. and now the
weight must go somewhere2
yes.. straight to my hips and
legs in extremely dense
muscle and bone.. and
ligaments and tendons
too as that is what Epigenetics
in human potential will do and
if you don’t think i am as strong
as a wiry ape.. meet me at the
gym and i will show ya the benefit
of this deep sand reverse Seagull
floating spiraling dance as leg pressing
that close to 1000 LBS.. 33 times noW on
an extremely difficult parallel leg press
machine with arms raised in the air
like a Ballerina does prove.. and
for those who think it
looks strange.. sure it is
as me and God make up
oUR DancE as wE moVe
In Heaven toGeTHer on tHiS
terrestrial plane.. but STiLL like
an overall Force of ET too.. as no
one does it like we do toGetHer
as A SonG foR two and one
sAmE.. lET’s just calL iT 21 for
now to keep the numbers coMinG iN
sTronG noW.. and by A way theRe noW
IS A tremendous amount of meaning Now
in all these words.. hidden and mysterious
that only ‘certain’ folks will grab down the
road after this Macro-Verse bakes online
a little while in what humans name time..
or perHaps i’M juSt saYinG thAt to
cook the mysterious soMe moRe..
HeHE thAt is for God to kNowFeeL
noW and for you to figure ouT WiTH
GoD aLLonE.. so please don’t
‘shoot’ the messenger.. OK..
heHE.. anyway.. one more
profile pic to go.. and i get
to finAlly eat supper as
worKiing for God is not
reAlly a cake walk
but you get to
eat the cake
too.. for thoSe
iN the KNoW and
very SpeCiaL FeeL
of Getting to eat soMe
Cake now2.. aLL A now
NaturAllY aS Such3.. 2..
as i spRead somE moRe
numBers1.. 2.. for 12 and
3 added in those two digits 3..
so noW.. neXt selfie slide please..
for 12 full letters liKe tHAt noW.. a.. 0.. KA..:)
i’M tiRed.. too daM tireD
to even take a batH noW..
i need a dAm back rub
or something like thaT
butt Katrina says i’M 2
dAM sWeaty.. and i say..
oKay.. StiLL.. for yOur eYeS oNly 2..;)
And juSt To thInk..
FeeL.. bY thE noW
thAT morNinG sTar riSes
aGaiN As VenuS AnD SuN
thE sAme.. Now tHe KArmic
bAtman eYe WiLL bE bacK
aGaiN.. likE noW oN moNth 8..
8th of 2016.. oH So FresH AgAiN..
oR Do
tHe maTh
anD arT Too..;)
A group photo around Christmas of last year.. 2015..
as My Santa Claus.. Don’t Stop believing
shirt says in this mostly FiL pArt of
AM group that keeps the glue
of the Casino Church trip toGeThEr..
noW and trUly they have a cohesive
mini culture that is homogenous
and shared no less than my
friEnd Rafiah in her Muslim
culture.. no matter what paRts
of the wHolE religion and so-called
last prophet as such i disagree wiTh
With fAcTs.. the bottom line is they noW
live overall with Love and TogeTheRness
and overlook the poTenTial dArk parts
oF tHeiR religious books and prophet(s)..
just as most of the Christians do noW in
day to day life here.. only
difference is.. one
can criticize all
religion and
get away
with that here..
but n ah.. not over
tHeRe nearly as much
here but they get by.. holding
hands at least with same sex folks..
like even Arabian men do.. to get through
by doing whatever they have to do.. to survive
in everyday existence of human being.. and then
there are the rotten core extremists folks wHo
tend to ruin the entire barrel of Humans
to other humans who haven’t actually
met the Love from someone else’s
culture but Love lives on in
the child’s eYes no matter
what iT taKes to
water that
Garden
fearlessly
iN hUman sociAlly
cooperating ToGeTheRness
wHolE noW.. i AM an EXTREME
LIBERAL OPEN MINDED PERSON..
AND NOT EVERYONE’S BRAIN WORKS
LIKE THAT.. some folks are extremely shy
and conservative and like to keep their
naked bodies all covered up.. and
yes.. even wife Katrina is very
conservative.. overall too..
she would have made
a great Muslim wife..
as she will play
by every rule
of culture
and religion
too.. as some folks
conform to be comfortable
and others go way out on a limb
and fly hiGher liKe mE iF they CAN..
bottom line is.. some do and some don’t
iT’s the way hUman Nature flies or sits..
and if you thInk you can change iT..
you are likely in for some big..
big disappointments but
to change dArks of
culture and religion
iS possible but trUly
a job oF a real BIBLICAL
ARMY OF JOBS NOW..
WITH THAT PATIENCE
IN FEARLESS LOVE OF
A REAL JOB FULLY IN TOW NOW..
anyway.. to see the much bigger picture..
bEYond one’s own shoes and larger foot
print of culture and religion.. is simply to see
and understand and fearlessly LovE morE noW..
butT aGaiN iT’s jUst the bio-diversity of hUman
Nature in bEinG and doinG.. some folks WiLL
take that lifelong effort and others will
literAlly shy away from understanding
different from birth to death.. iT iS
what It Is.. and wE wiLL do
all what wE can toGeTheR
to make all things work out..
as hUmans have already
dONe to tHis point NoW..
a Grand new experiment
iT iS as WhoLE but iT iS
wHaT iT iS bottom liNe NOW..REaL…:)
YeS.. i aM reAlly enJoYinG
more and more.. oF the Free
Assistance thaT technology
provides to aRt oF Y i.. FReED..
seriousLY.. most everYone or at lEast
some folks should be a Mozart or A
Beethoven noW2.. and even Jesus2..
iF they can jUst filter through
the fertile pArts oF aRt
iN liFe and SciEncE
ThAt F iN Works…
Now.. FreeDoM SinGs
a greAteST SonG oF
aLL noW iN hUman way
for those who can sEE and hEar aLL thAt
iS iT with more than eYes and earS.. noW..
anyWay.. aGaiN.. i say.. not everyone has
the computer and or Internet horsepower to
open up my blogs.. but Facebook continues
to provide at LEast anotHeR way to share
for those less fortunate oF uS who haven’t
received the best of both worlds oF Art and Science yET..:)
FAcebook Friend Ashe and previous co-worker from my
working days shares a status that says
and i quote.. noW wiTh heR folLoWinG..
“When you’ve got to work at 0600 in the morning
and your sleep was interrupted so you lie there
staring at the ceiling looking for
hidden meaning in the popcorn.”
i reply in a miXed popcorn
oF art anD
sciencE
noW iN
Free FloW iN
thE ZonE CreAtiVity..
after ecstatically DanCinG
iN the SuN And SanD oF BiLoxi
Casino BEAcheS yesterDay WitH
very little
sleep
lAsT
niGht..
A lack of sleep..
Increases the pleasure and
creativity neurochemical.. Dopamine.. So
yes.. You are much more likely to find the purpose
and the meaning of life on this all natural high.. iF yA
can lET the DArk Force of worry and fear and the
associated six letter word Stress go..
And see the diamond souLed
shoes in the Lucy in the
sky of popcorn ceiling floW and
hELL.. You might even wRite 12
million words before you go to work..
iN A zONe of free flow creativity..
AnyWay.. JuSt a thOught..
After getting almost no sleep
last niGht too.. So have a nice
day and drive through.. As i reply
bye and read wtf FTW i jUst sAid
totAlly dRug FReED..;)
PS.. hours on end of
Ecstatic Dance (ED) in free flow
non-worry/fear/stress state.. can
accomplish this related miNd and
boDy soUl BaLaNcinG milestOne
as weLL.. Add in no sleep and wysiwyg
FReED iN what comes neXt..
OBTW.. Every word and
even or odd letter and
number is THE
Popcorn to ME.. he HE..;)
WeLL.. hello tHeRe TVC Mario..
i AM back aGaiN for a little fUn
wiTh you.. one thing iS wiTh heRe
noW.. 40 thousand or so paltry
views in a world of 7 billion plus
or so folkS and considering just one
of Katy Perry’s God liGht worker TRUE
iLLUMINATI VIDEOS named Dark Horse
is reaching over 1 Billion views.. you certainly
are a voice crying out from the dArk of REAL
ANTI-ChRiST DiviSioN separating God into two
Gods of evil and Good when there is ONLY ONE
GOD OF UNITY.. mY FriEnd.. hmm.. i mean duh..
ain’t it as plain as A perfect Storm oF
Sun in sky..
we only
have
one pluS..
you KNoW/feeL..
let’s see.. what else..
i wonder iF Jesus would
come here more than 4 times
to try to help you see a greater
liGht than two Gods of Good and Evil..
One world and One God is enough for
wE true Illuminati soldiers of God mY
FriEnd.. i’Ve invited you over to
my place to see a little
more of tHis liGht..
so considering
how much
help
you could
use iN seeing the
REAL WYSIWYG TRuTH
AND LIGHT OF GENTILE
OR JEW.. SERVANT OR FREE..
WOMAN OR MAN NO MORE noW
WHICH MEANS ZERO EXCLUSIONS
AND TOTAL ONE WORLD UNITY NOW..
for anyone with frigging common sense
that isn’t imagining dArk meaning when
all there is is liGht in Katy Perry’s new video
Rise for yoU of little faith my Friend who cannot
apparently see the liGht iF iT flew here in A cuckoo’s nest
and rested for a moment to see WTF you are on about noW…
anyWay.. i find
you quite
aMusinG
in a trUly
dArk way..
hope you get
to see some REAL
GOD iLLUMINATI UNIFICATION
LiGHT SOON.. AND i’LL even GiVe
yOu a FucKinG iF yoU seeK in GoD
liNk this go around to hELp yA ouT..
you KNow the lost sheep parable
and aLL of ThAT heHe.. and
the thief in the night
dressed like
BAtman
too..
see ya
later baby..
got work to do..
for God.. have a nice day..
i Will in the only heaven that
ever exists now.. per Luke 17:21..
fulfilling the prophecy in Saint John
that folks will do greater works than
Jesus now.. as i continue on the longest
individual bible effort ever approaching
42 months now of witnessing for God
at the Beginning of September 2016..
since Beginning of March 2013.. oh
those threes do continue
to RinG as 4 MilLioN
words to witness
for God
in longest
long form
poem ever
by a human
iN continUinG
to SinG a SonG
of mE and GoD toGetHeR..
so.. coMe on over to the liGht
ForCe noW my Friend.. tHeRe iS
now.. no hate and discontent over
heRe ever.. just a FucKinG laugh WitH
God noW FTW.. over the ignorance of Humans
that continues to ring out iN REAL DARK HORSE WAY..
while folks like me and Katy continue to sMiLe a grin
wiTh God BeYond the Rihanna SonG oF EnLiGhTENinG
Now iN BeYonce InFiniTy NoW is what
i came
herE for
2.. mY FriEnd.. noW
Wide a FucKinG aWake..
iN liGht oF GoD FReED.. Now..
oh yeah.. and tHere iS that pArt of
the Nicene creed that all Catholics
in the U.S. oF A.. SinG every Sunday
morning that i too WiLL parTake oF iN
Catholic Church toDay that says.. ‘he’ WiLL come
aGaiN in glory to judge the living and the dead
and his kingdom will have no end.. online.. oh
by the way
i added
in that
last by
line.. aGaiN..
you KNow thaT
Saint John saYinG
thaT Says otHeRs WiLL
come in glory with greater works of
more verses to add to the UniVerse noW
as mY Friend Robin Williams once sAiD too..
iN my opinion.. at least one Jesus2.. WiLL come
iN total naked glory online for a long now my friEnd..
and i for one am planning.. hoping.. with total FAITH
AND BELIEF THAT THERE WILL BE MANY.. MANY OThErS
WHO WILL DO MORE (QTY) THAN EVEN i DO WHEN THE WORD(s)
BECOMES ALIVE AND ORGANIC
AWAKE..
aGaiN2..
have a nicene
day baby.. Heaven
is alWays LUKE HOT..
AND ALwAYS And OnLY
UnifYinG FEARLESS LOVE WITH ZERO
HATE AND FucKinG DiVisiVE DiScontent..
But sUre.. a God laugh/wiNk iS FucKinG FuN..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/08/04/000-secret-agent-of-god/
Oh yeah.. and baby.. like Katy Perry’s ET SinGs.. every
move is magic.. and like Rihanna lightning when i
DancE too.. 1000 girls documented
online cannot be wrong on
that either
online
sMiLinG
a Grin as
WidE as InFiNity..
WitH mE wider 2.. HE HEx2..
WiTh BRiGht eYes too..
kinda like turning
yoUr heARt
around
too..
iS whaT i hoPe
for You too my fRiEnd,,
as the dArk iS onLy cOld
and never even LuKE wArm
i’M sweaTinG God bullETs hEre
mY friend.. and i AM too FuCkInG
HiGh WiTH GoD for anyOne on Earth to
understand whaT wE
are aLL on
about
heRe2..1..
ET.. HE.. heX3..
anYway i do not FeeL
God wHole iS too happy
about how you are scouRaGinG
Katy Perry.. HeAr the Karmic eYe
sincerely suggests you noW change
your actions as God’s Consequences
are alWays real noW iN liGht or dArK
too mY
fRiend..
and yoU
can MaRk
God’s trUe and
liGht organic words for thAT
forevermorenow my FriEnd
as tHeRe is no time in Heaven
but all tHeRe iS iS time in Hell..
wiTh a bLacK WiNK or poTenTial sMiLes..;)
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/07/im-like-lucy/
John 14:12 KJV..
“Verily, verily, I say unto you,
He that believeth on me, the
works that I do shall he do also;
and greater works than these shall
he do; because I go unto my Father.”
Luke 17:21 KJV..
“Neither shall they say,
Lo here! or, lo there! for,
behold, the kingdom of
God is
within
you.”
Interesting.. as if you talk to
fundamentalist Christians about
these two versions and such you
will do as they say to do greater works
than Jesus and the Kingdom of God is
Within you.. now.. and there is no need
to wait until after death for Heaven now..
yes.. the real deal.. tHeir face usually
contorts into WhaT the FucK..
as they say no way..
Heaven is only after
death.. this place sucks..
Hillary is gonna bring
in all the Muslims
and the end
of the
world
is surely
coming.. and
it’s always about
Jesus and never the
kingdom of GOD iN ME uS..
and YOU AND WE THE SAME
JUST NOW.. FOREVERMORENOW
AS THE KINGDOM OF GOD NOW.. DUH..
DUH.. DUH.. DUH.. every Yogi kNows and
FeeLs this.. including the Yogi-like Dude
Jesus too.. or whoever reported these
words as they stand true through
many religions in human
recorded history.. noW2..
AnyWay.. when i asked
a dude at a Pastor’s Family
farm today if he had ever
heard of this Kingdom
of God within or
doing greater
works than
Jesus he said..
oh.. you mean that
New age stuff.. those folks
who wanna bring a New World
Order of Peace that is gonna bring
the end of the world ’cause that is
the way they interpret a dream a dude
had 2000 or so years ago.. that Catholics
do not interpret this way at all.. in fAct.. they
see it as part of the era it was wrote in
common sense historical context of
course.. with Nero the obvious
Anti-Christ then who was
persecuting the
Old Timey
Christians
way back then..
so John had a
somewhat interesting
abstract dream associated
with that 2K or so years ago..
and someone wrote it down.. although
the Gospel of John.. is not even considered
by scholars.. even as written by this actual
so-called historical apostle of the
reported dude named Jesus now..
Anyway.. the Good News as
now verified across the board
in many other religions and
culture of course is progressive
humans per the metaphor and
myth of the prometheus style
Lucifer per metaphor of this
2 year old Macro-Verse
from 2014.. in association
with the movie Lucy about
A same basic hUman then now..
as archetype of continuing advancement
in moving further and further out of caves..
flat earth.. and the Earth as the Center
of the entire sHeBang as such as
that 2.. has already come true..
as we have set outside our
diapers and pacifiers of
the past and
advanced the
species in bRinGinG
great human comforts.. albeit
destroying many earth species…
by taking more than we give..
so yes.. human potential in
tools.. technology.. written
languages.. and culture/religion..
in general.. noW.. can be a double
edged sword oF liGht
and dARk and aLL
the ‘tween.. but when
Information is no longer censored..
when human beings are no longer fed
illusory fears of a never ending hell after
death and heaven there too.. instead of
within.. as even science shows can and
will somenows come trUe for hUman
BeinGs STiLL noW.. in thiS liFE
Now.. as far as misery and
suffering vs.. human bliss..
both empirically measurable
now as real hell and heaven
here sTiLL brAnd New NoW..
for many who arrive tHeRe
alive and yes.. somenows
dead in heARt.. SpiRiT
and miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
souL.. noW.. oh.. so sad.. and BeYond
saD in potential piece of paper existence2…
Anyway.. if one is gonna have slaves they must
provide these illusory fears and promises to
control those slaves.. into bowing to less
than God aLL noW as Nature saMe..
and sure.. throughout history..
this has been the reaLiTy
of the White Christian man
moreover in Patriarchal
dominating way.. from
not allowing women to vote
or speak in Church.. to the
Ku Klux Klan members who
considered themselves Christians
and used the bible to justify having slaves..
raping slave women.. and beating slaves
from lightly to severely to burning them
on a God Dam Cross alive to dead..
hangings etc.. no.. HELL NOW AND
HELL YES.. those Christians from
then have as much devil blood
on thEir Hands in real life
as any Now.. God Dam ISIL
terrorist group does noW2..
Only difference now..
is the law does
not look
the other
GoD DaM way..
and it protects a
woman’s basic right
to vote as well.. yes..we’Ve
come a long way baby.. as the
Christian Religion for many years
was just another God daM terrorist
organization in domesticated fearful
ways of hurting and killing innocent people..
as soon as they quit lying to the congregations
by not emphasizing that we can always do more
than before.. and the Kingdom of God in both
heaven.. hell.. and all the ‘tween ways of
purgatory too.. live within.. with A
REAL GOLDEN RULE AS A PRACTICE
IN CONSUMING NO OTHER IN HARM
OVER FOOD AND DRINK IN SUBSISTENCE
WAYS OF life for we hUman BEinGs now..
perhaps.. then.. we can get some World
Peace too.. but for now we hope..
with faith and belief that we can..
we will.. we jUST dO.. and thaT
iS what sets uS apArt from
folks who keep a
proverbial thumb
uP tHere butt and
keep sitting in a cave
of one place from old.. before..
instead of innovations iN Anew joyful NoW..
Anyway.. for sure.. i for one.. continue to
move.. connect.. and create more and
the results do prove what i say.. thAT
thiS human potential and heaven now
is empirically evidenced as trUth
and liGht iN aT lEast mY
way of blog
evidence2..;)
Hmm.. WeLL.. this quoted
memory in Micro-Verse
fashion from a Year ago..
to date.. certainly reflects
what i AM spEaKinG to.. too.. today2..:)
“Funny.. some folks wonder what a man who lives two thousand years ago.. will JUST DO.. IF alive today.. funny.. considering scholars suggest we only have 18% of his original words then… but you Know AND FEEL what.. i wonder and JUST DO.. WHAT WILL GOD REaLLY DO IF MANIFEST IN FLESH AND BLOOD HUMAN.. WELL.. obviously as manifest as CAT GOD will roll around in the midday SUN in SAND just to be content alive.. feeling and sensing SAND and SUN together as ONE FORCE of CAT.. THE SAME APPLIES TO the cat who hugs the midnight grass JUST to be content as Leaves of Grass and Moon as one force of CAT.. until the hunt to live starts all over again.. for subsistence and in general SURVIVAL..
So what will a human maNiFestaTion of GOD
fullER do to experience ALL the GIFT of LIFE
THAT IS maNiFest togeTheR
AS ALL CREATION NOW..
Well.. i suggest that THiS reflecTion of GOD
will be best expressed AS musicians..
dancers.. painters..
singers.. IN
FEELING
ALL ARTISTS..
IN FACT OF POTENTIAL
GREAtEST EXPERIENCE OF
LIVING LIFE NOW IN
APPRECIATING A
REAL HEAVEN NOW..
JUST CONTENT..
AT LEAST FOR
US
IT
WORKS
IN
PRACTICE
ALLWAYS
NOW
AS ONE
FORCE
OF LIVING
ART..
TrULY.. THE THREE LETTER
WORD GOD WILL BE BEST
EXPRESSING AS THE THREE
LETTER WORD ART.. JUST IMAGINE
WHAT LIFE WILL BE IF HUMANS
WORSHIP ART.. INSTEAD OF
A THREE LETTER WORD..
ART IS JUST DOING IT
NOW IN FLOW
JUST LETTING
ALL ILLUSIONS
GO..
ART IS
NO
NOUN..
ART
IS
JUST
DO
IN
G
ITASIS
IS
!NOW!
!GODISART!”
Facebook Algorithm slide show videos
continue to automaticAlly roll iN..
on thiS reALLy trUly KooL
neW Facebook..
Function.. giVinG
and shaRinG arT
iN A greAT
frEE for aLL
FReED.. he HE..
aT lEast for mE..:)
And.. the second variation of Sunday Farm
way fun.. comes all free too..
but i WiLL liMiT these videos
to mY draWinG board..
iN dRAft.. oF PaleTTe
And CanVas BoARd
oF pAinT FReED2..
in the comments section
oF Word Press oN CoUrSE2..:)
iN close to juSt another Marathon oF DancE WalKinG..
this weekend.. Katrina is so sick anD tiRed of mE
bEinG SoaKinG wET wiTh sweaT..
thAt she puts me
in the TargET..
Dry cycle..
oNe moRe
noW.. to see..
iF she can clean
mY sweATy aCT uP2.. heHE..;)
And yes.. as i’Ve stated bEfore..
wherever i go.. tHere is a Shoe
Carnival come to town.. store..
beach.. gym.. etc.. ETc.. et al2..
and i try to stay as flexible as i can
and if you look close here you WiLL
sEE a Cat who helped stARt a very
colorful uniVerse by adding soME
gAs as fuEl
to the whOle
dAM sHeBanG as iS2..;)
https://gigoid.me/2016/07/28/can-we-see-the-blank-menu-please/#comment-20186
SMiles.. penniewoodfall.. ‘Awakening The Spine’…by Vanda Scaravelli.. thanks..
i’LL read the book for free at Barnes and Nobles iF it is available while i ‘dance’ just like this below that i will embed and separate as link.. like i did the last Youtube
video i shared with you.. it’s a very a short example of what i do 166.66 miles a month on average since the end of August 2013.. coming to 6000 miles of effortless wind and water movement in early September of this year..
and yes i literally move like this when i read at Barnes and
Nobles.. listening to my favorite music at
the same NOW.. reading on average
10 to 15 times faster than
the average human
as my mind
and body
becomes
a finely
TuNinG
BaLanCinG
sports car noW
that is human
running on all
potential cylinders
more simply in balance.. my FriEnd..:)
Move
effortlessly
all in the day of A life..
or die.. much sooner..
Lesson of Nature and
God same my friend for
all the animals who have
physical intelligence for basic
survival in the animal kingdom..
to simply conserve energy to MOVE/LIVE…
i do the same ‘dance’ above in deep white
sands of the beach as i did the other day
for 6 miles in 112F degrees heat indices
with athletic shoes on clothed
in my year around attire now
as i never get TOO cold or hot..
as i have simply adapt in challenge
with Nature God as sAMe.. in balance
wHere now not unlike the planets and
Sun around each other and galaxies
around black hole suns i am a friend of
God and gravity same.. WE move noW for
existence all the same in balance.. while.. MRI’S
AND CAT SCANS say i have Severe Degenerative
Arthritis in my spine.. and spinal stenosis.. i do not
know how to either move or dance.. but i do FeeL/
SensE how to move in bliss.. simply as BaLanCinG
my friend.. one foot in deep white sand with the
other and one floats at 235LBS
no different
than
walking
on water..
except it is more
impressive.. as it looks/moves
like a planet/star more than a dork
moving one way as a domesticated
Robot… Nature and God sAMe is ‘ashamed’
of we human beings.. as we are one of few
that is too ‘retarded’ to even FucKinG exist
pain free and in the Heaven
of effortlessly moving
in balance
my friend..
where mind and
body and Nature/God are
all one Force MovinG
NOW as alWays
balance
for
EXISTENCE..
Existential intelligence
is in the forgetting of the illusion
of words as Gods and cars as lovers
and homes as God same.. or even clothes
that separate us from the oxytocin receptors
for Mother Earth on our feet.. and the Serotonin
Generated along with Dopamine and endorphins
when all our skin from head to toe feels the Sun
and we in turn become
a Sun.. a planet.. a Star
and a Galaxy and mini me’s
Radiating emotional/sensory FoRcE..
oF God and UniVerse wHole
and more.. sAMe.. by
simply
moving
effortlessly
one more
time that
is alwayS
now mY FriEnd..
generating our own
Sun as stars of energy..
better taught by watching
and doing what comes as Nature/GOD
now by doing it oneself with all innate
instinct and intuition.. and i don’t have
to sell a book.. as everywHeRe i go folks
video tape me and share me on Facebook FREE..
around the world.. i am known/FELT/said as a dance
legend.. an icon of dance.. the list goeS oN..
per spirit animal and the man who moves
like water… but i am simply a Lion on the
Savannah conserving
energy
to live
on noW
in what all
Animals do AS
A NOW super epic
life of MoVinG liFe..
and art sAMe iN/aS noW..
FeeLinG/seNsinG liFe
more and
more
in bliss of
Balance noW..
FucKinG trUly SANE..
WiNks.. my FriEnd.. i Am
alWays extremely busy2
but all oF iT feels
like
a feather..
MoVinGnow..
as all oF iT
simply comes
as Natural as the
UniVerse wHole GoD and
moRe MoVinG all oNe iN BaLanCinG…
Some folks wait for Godot.. noW..
i for one move
as Godot aLLnow
and alWayS noW
live in Heaven Now..
somEhow the wHole
God DaM SheBang
Godot mixed
up
as A
WORD..
silly little
humans
and
tHeir
FucKinG
Books.. they
make me giggle as i google..
in the aisles of Super
Walmart
while
they frown
as long as hell
exists as they have
simply forgotten how NoW..
to move as heaven.. my friEnd..
P E N N I E W O O D F A L L
RISE..
NOW2..
WHY THE
FucK NOT..
iF u SeeK to
Move like this2..
in yoUr own Artful
way of course as yoU
and NatUre/God create
the moves aS now goeS on.2..1.:)
OKay.. so-called Vigilant Christian Mario..
the cool thing about Freedom of Expression
is we all get to express our views over here
in the free world.. so we can either scare folks
with dark imagination and creativity thoughts
and other symbols.. or
we can do our best
to move towards
the liGht and do
some reAlly great
stuff and more than
Jesus of course in heaven
now.. in case somehow you
missed these two verses that
even do still exist in the KJV Bible..
John 14:12 KJV..
“Verily, verily, I say unto you,
He that believeth on me, the
works that I do shall he do also;
and greater works than these shall
he do; because I go unto my Father.”
Luke 17:21 KJV..
“Neither shall they say,
Lo here! or, lo there! for,
behold, the kingdom of
God is
within
you.”
Isn’t iT plain to see that
even the so-called Jesus
dude who has been scribed
thousands of times by different
scribes where scholars at REAL Divinity
schools suggest there are 3 to 4 hundred
thousand minor to major mistakes in the
current revision of the bible that was once
oral tradition in the Aramaic Language
among illiterate folks for around
4 decades or so until the
really smart Greek folks
decided to write the parts
they liked from numerous
sects of oral tradition
of Christianity who
all thought they
knew the
so-called
real Yeshua..
some suggesting
there is one God..
others suggesting
twelve Gods.. so
what this bOils
down to
my Friend
is that the
Greeks created what
is left of the real dude
Jesus’ Aramaic words
as translated into Greek
and eventually put into
English print in around
the 15 to 16th Century or so
as the changes and revisions continued
to come as scholars suggest that only a couple
of books from Paul are even potentially by a real
author and not a forgery that use another word
to mean the same thing.. Bottom line here when
you say the original Jesus was not white.. well no
cRap but the original Jesus did not speak all the
words of the New Testament as every
potential pastor or priest knows who
has gone to any reputable
school to get
their Divinity
Degree.. but of course
they do not share that with the
congregation as they are all waiting
for a Godot after life.. than heaven
now.. and the REAL POTENTIAL OF ASCENDING
REBORN NOW.. JUST BACK TO NATURE AND GOD
SAME ALLONE AGAIN.. and ha!.. yes.. of course
self-fulfilling prophecies come true.. so let
it be written and visualized as imagination
and dreams come to fruition so
let it be done.. so
Leonardo draws
a helicopter
and eventually
one comes to be
real like a dragon fly
on wheels.. and sure..
Jesus the ascended master
as metaphor continues to come
in many human forms.. as the idea
has been put out there to prepare ye a
way.. for someone to do much greater stuff
than Jesus really did of course.. as there is absolutely
no more physical evidence that Jesus did any supernatural
stuff anymore than there is that Muhammad actually literally
spoke to an Angel in a Cave.. we weren’t born yesterday.. 2K
to 3K years ago.. or were we my Friend.. we are born in the modern
age.. we got a brain.. and we can lEarn and groW anD yES Ascend/RISE
to the real magic of Nature and God the sAme.. in bliss
and nirvana of heaven now.. in LIGht.. iN liGht my
friend.. or we can stay back tHeRe in the
cave in the dark of fear..
doubt.. and all stuff related
to hate.. while you continue
to play your dark games here
in attempts to bRinG folks down
who have ascended so much higher
than you will ever KNow/FeeL/SenSe..
until you get rid of all this personal
hate and discontent in fear of dArk
and liGht as Cynicism too.. and as we kNow
the Catholic church regularly recruits homosexuals
as just do the FucKinG math on the folks who care
not to get married and have sex with women.. it
kinda pans out to what it is that way.. as it is
something to do to make a living when
ya can’t come out of the closet
in the old days.. so is it no
surprise that
the Catholic
higher ups..
choose
pretty little
fair haired young
men.. with beards on
a female looking androgynous
face to represent Jesus as their
true love.. of course.. not dude.. it is
human nature.. they were just painting
what they liked to see.. and yeah.. i used
to be Androgynous looking like that bearded
female man.. but i was just a slow maturer..
and didn’t pick up my Lion paws until my mid
50’s as i had lot to lEarn/FeeL/SenSe to become
simply another ascended master
too.. but ha! every FucKinG
wild animal who
hasn’t been
domesticated
into a human
hell is already
ascended my friend
as all that means is being
is BeinG iN balance with Nature
and God sAMe without all these
FucKinG idols of written words to
bring creature comforts as collective
intelligence and culture whole.. but the sad
Karmic part of that is.. while we are eating away
other earth species we have forgotten how to move
as God and Nature sAMe as a BaLaNCinG FoRcE of
Energy in EmoTioNs and SeNses Human as mini
mes of God.. no different than the LiON
on the Savannah who is a natural
Tai Chi ascended Master
as simply gifted
by God and
Nature
same.. my
friEnd.. all innately..
instinctually and intuitively
set free as ascended masters
will do all WiLd/FReED.. words will rarely
take you to be as one with God my friend
but moving as God can and wiLL do the trick of TREAT..
Have a nice… day iN priSoN or Free WiTh God and Nature
sAMe.. a TrUth and liGht iSrEAL thAt requires no words @ALL..:)
1
and
1
maKes
11 noW..
10 Now for
10 Fingers2
and yes..
10 toes2…
Now
1
beYond
10
makes
11.. as culture
extends form NOW
Two ones.. now..
Two hemispheres
of BRain
bridges
left and
right now
toGeTheR
wHeRe
11 NoW..
becoMes
H wHole
aS Human BeinG
noW.. anD 1 noW
and 1 make two hemispheres
oF Earth as above so
below latitudes and
longitudes wide..
as two
sides..now
inside and
outside of
Earth bEcome
all around..
1 and 1
for 11
H
whole when
aLL Human
bEinGs HolD
BridGinG
HanDs a
Cross
tHe
WorLd
wHole ONE noW oNlinE..:)
SomEnows
iT’s juSt aS
Easy aS aLL thAt iS/God
BLendinG iN WitH NatuRe…
Funny hoW thaT coMes WitH
cuLtUre
tWo…
hehE
11 And H
Too..
Tw0
1..2..1..2..;)
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