000 SeCrET AGenT oF GoD

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TruLY it’S iNcredible fUn BeiNG a Jesus2.. and iN fAct
so much fun tHat iT liteRAlly eXhausted me to the point
of going to sleep last niGht beFore stARting mY neXt
MacroVerse number 691 of longest long form poem
ever.. of course.. yes.. i am following a somewhat
strict riTuAL iN the stARt of each Macro-Verse
to leT anyone who randomly coMes
across this stArting mini-ocean
of words in micro
to macro
to ocean
whole poem
view WTF FTW iF WuT
i AM even doing here
as they stArt to Go iN FloW
and perHaps wonder WTF
is going down for real
here.. anyWay thEiR
IS A Autobiography
sHow going on aT the
dVerse poEtry pUb tHat
iS coming in liMits of 44 words
in what they name a Quadrille form
of pOeTry theRe.. he HE.. but of course
Quadrille and Twitter don’t match weLL WitH
what i do in longest long form poem way.. as i go
on and on here.. and cut this a little short to go expLore
noW some Facebook Algorithm Memories as alWays wRite oN coUrse
oN topic as synchronicity WiLL have his and her or etc.. way
as God WiLL do Free iN aLL of We noW.. when open
heARted.. SpiRited.. wiTh MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
SoUl as mighty miGhty miGHty WeLL.. as Earth
WinD and FiRe WiLL say too.. Jesus.. liVinG
toDay iS like BeinG the Lucifer Choir Master
of YouTube TUnes with easy access
to inSpiRE the DeViL reaL eViL
of neGaTiVity ouT oF uS now..
hehE.. juSt a search
AWays iN aN
LIbraRy oF
OceAn SonGs
inSpiReD by HoLY
SpiRiT wHoLE as an
unabridged Bible of SonG
online.. wHere any SonG oF GoD
Can and WiLL CoME aGaIN aS LiGht..
And noW oN WitH the memories
as liGht WiLL comE
for FUn
and sHits
and Giggles/Googles..
too as any Sacred Fool..
Holy Mad Man.. Shaman..
Sacred Clown and or Warrior
of Healing in defense department
oF God WiLL do.. hehe.. the ultiMate
secret agent.. ‘000 SecReT AGenT oF GoD’..
And JeSuS F. iN ChRiSt In JusT the fiRst Micro-Verse
of this Macro-Verse of Longest Long Form Poem oF aLL
as SonG oF mY SoUL.. looks like i miGht alReady have
a title for this 691st MaCroVerse Free Poem.. hmm..
buT i’LL have to FinD anoThER SonG noW as
Lord kNows EarTh WiND and FiRe
is MiGhty inSpiRinG and may
coMe agAin heRe sooner
than later wRite noW
TruE.. and ReAL..
perHaps a little FruiTioN
of FantasY iS iN oRder NOW..:)


WeLL.. speaKinG of Autobiographies.. this is/was kinda my coming out pARty as hUman BeinG three years ago on August 1st.. as before thaT point tHere were no new and current photos of ME online anywhere as with all the suicide disease pain of Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia for 66 months.. and the exiT oF all feeLINGs of emoTioNs including affect in face of feeling sAMe and expResSinG sAMe to otHeRs.. i was literAlly a man without a face then as far as eXpresSioNs go for 66 months.. and when my EmoTions cAMe eXPloDinG back on or about the time point now then of July 22nd 2013.. i was simply amazed to FiNd Facial Expressions in these first online
photos mY wiFE took of mE wiTh
heR more powerful camera then..
hmm.. anyWaY iT wAs FuN THEN
and free of inhibition to lEt
all mY EmoTioNs FinALLy
ouT in Both visual images
oF FaCiAl ExpReSSioNs
and words aS WeLL..
as wordS becAMe
organic for
mE in NatuRal
EmoTioNal SinG SonG
wAy to basicAlly repLace
mY humanity no different reALLy
than a Helen Keller with no effective
uSe of HeAring or SeeinG as the pain
took that away from me.. effectively for
66 months… and trUly tHere are no words
thAt can adequately describe both the pain
and emptiness i fELT and SeNSEd for 66
months long thaT actually sTArted in
the WintEr of 2006.. when suddenly
colors stARted hurTinG mY eYes
tHaT went on for two years then..
along with foot pain so far
bEyond stabbing
onE’s Foot WiTh
a knife those two pre-years
oF Hell back then.. the TrUth is no
Doctor understands whaT fuLLy happened
to me.. but i kNow what it WaS.. simply a long
process of God burning a white soUl and eRasinG
all the DArkNess of Forever from the self thAT was
mE of i.. iT stARted at mY Feet and eventuAlly
ending up at my Trigeminal Nerve.. some
folks cAll iT Kundalini RiSinG buT iT iS the
VisioN Quest that soMe initiates of
the great work of spiritual quest
that God Gifts in synchronicity
way as challenge.. tHeir is no
ExplanAtiON oTher than that
as to hoW i could fAll so loW
in fire to cleanse my soUL..
And go so hiGh like a Big
Bang of HUman AwakeninG
oN that Beach on July 19th 2013..
and RiSE uP more fUlly on July 22nd 2013..
and finALLy come out of the closET oF HeLL
online on August 1st of 2013.. WeLL.. sure tHere
was so much rise to coMe thaT i could have never
fULLy predicted then.. but i did in Revelation 66
a few weeks beFore thaT aS tHat ReVelaTion
was then tHat i woUld Rise to Heaven
on July 22nd.. aLL STiLL Documented
as God tOld mE to do.. i ain’t
crazy but you dAM suRe better
belieVe i


So.. Fast Forward a year later.. in 2014..
and my Friend Lala Rukh that trUly
helped me recover as she was so
EMoTioNal and connecting to me
in that time frame at the end of July
of 2013.. along with two other girls..
one who was my first Facebook friend..
and another.. both autistic women..
who helped me regain my
Emotions.. as friEnds
WiLL do without
and LaLa Rukh
in a day to day friendship
as bloggers WiLL do.. as she was
trying to escape the reality that she
would be forced to marry a man in Dowry
way she had not even met and did not know..
and her Love from College was a young man
that didn’t fit with her parents plans for her.. so
sad that was.. beyond sad really when there IS
A society that thrives on a man powered
institution of marriage same as rape
when non-consensual.. but for
Lala she accepted THAT AS
as her parent’s same
and of course she
called it Allah’s
Will and would
never blame her culture..
her parents or what she described
as Allah for all her Emotional pain that
was obviously in large core for one reason
and one reason only.. and that was she could
not be a free child of God and make her own God
dam Love choices.. tHere is so much suffering of women
in Muslim countries and the saddest part of all is many
accept the pain as hell on earth.. while they are
promised an empty promise somewhere else
but earth of heaven when it can and will be
here for those humans who are allowed
to exercise tHeiR Free choice and God
Given right of relative free will with
God.. men rule with rules.. God
rules as free as WE bottom
line of God
NOW.. iT makes
me and God in all of WE..
very angry.. i promise you.. in
righteous indignation that folks
like Muhammad who were power and
status hungry to actually dominate women
with other men.. used God as an excuse to
put other folks.. namely women.. in a prison
of a hell they made with an empty promise
of heaven after the pain they used to
rape and pillage women same..
and that’s what psychopathic
leaning folks do.. they
warp the heart
strings to
get another
FucK or whatever
suits their selfish
fancy over subjugating
and controlling others through
illusory fears and empty promises
of a better day that is fantasy of hell now..
that’s real in fruition way as human nightmares
become reality in the sOld of HuMan WiLL and LoVE iSREAL
as SoUL.. as SpiRit as HeART reAL WiLL to BEs aLiVeNoW..:)


And now to a year ago.. 2015.. mArking the point wHere i meet
my new friEnd Himali then.. and a celebration of the
out of the Box Poet Emily Dickinson and her
poetry letters hidden in a drawer and
sOld many years later after
she died.. so sad that
she did not have the
ability to give and share online
like out of the box folks do now..
as Lord nows.. while i am way too
complicated and long for most folks
to get to the end of my poems.. at least
they are viewed in numbers over a thouSand
each day to some extent on all my bLogs.. as the
mesSAge of Free WiLL and Love in Fearless courAge
and kind gets out in ways that folks who lived in relatively
small villages without mass communication could not dream
of in yesteryears of all the pioneers out of cave art ways
BeFoRe and sure it makes me very happy to remember Emily’s
name in my last Macro Verse very special macro-verse about Jesus i
AM 2.. as sure she was too.. and her words not unlike whatever
is left of the real man Jesus Centuries after he died are
sTiLL repeated in what the early Egyptians named
as the KA of everlasting noW spiRit power when
one’s soUl lives on in symbols/words/art
of Memorial liGht of
hUman heART
and spiRit..
Poetry is the
heARt.. the SpiRit..
the SoUl related.. to achieve
immortality of Love is to Love in art/
words/symbols of fearless now after one
goes it is what true empaths oF God do wish
to give and share as much liGht as they
can while heRe and extend thaT Love WeLL
after the grave as they may not be here but
wHat they WiLL do is to continue to give and
share Love in selfless empathic Love Long after
they are gOne.. and to lay on one’s death bed and
to KNoW for sUre that tHeir Love WiLL Go on iS
a Real Titanic of SoUl that KnoWs no shore of God’s
greaTest gift on this eArth under Sun of Space tHat
IS A Love tHat can even SinG on After death of Flesh..
Bottom line..
thiS LoVE
#iSREAL ..:)



WeLL.. HA! enough about me..
but sure.. this IS A realtime now
autobiography moving in motion
too.. a blog of whatever comes to
heARt to SpiRiT to SoUL iN mINd
and BoDy BaLanCinG ways from music
videos.. to photos.. to all oF arT noW thAt
comes to Now as Art oF Y i.. in tonS oF ExpReSsioN..
fAct is wE are aLL StArs.. mini-me’s of God’SUniVerse
BeYond Words and otHeR symbols wE maKe but suRE
wE try.. wE crY.. to ExpRess and leArn all We can as wE
LiVe.. we LiVe.. we LiVe NoW.. in what can be a whimper
or super-
epic liFe
i’LL go WitH SupEr Epic..
aM aLL too familiar with whimper sTar
too… so noW off to DVerse to
see what other
folks can
of theY.. as seriouSlY
i would noT bE doinG God
JuStice ONE by documenTinG
mY life as any less supeR epiC
than thiS GiFt oF GoD and NaTuRE
sAMe to mE.. no lUke warm here baby..
red hot star from soUl to toe.. to StAr BeYoNd i iSREAL..:)

11:29 am.. 8022016..

Oh God! forgot to eat
Breakfast.. been sitting
on the Katrina prepared
table for hours..
anyWayS.. bacK
now to
44 word Quadrille
and to sTart WiTh
Shawna Baby.. wHile
she’s StiLLnred hot
and alive in poetry Land now..:)

Ha! i can’t believe
you are sTiLL anD heRe..
thE viSual thiNker
i NatUrally aM
and deeper
deeper longer
tantricK thInKer..
F ee L e R..
i can feeL2..
lots of
tWists and
tUrns to this
tRiP hEre.. hmm..
been kNown to do
a sElF poRTraiT
or too.. thouSands
oF TiMes2.. buTT
i don’T tHinK tHeY liKe
it whEn yA
liNK too MAnY
iFs AnDs
hehe.. for more..
anyWay.. i go oN..
and yAhthEy cannot
as thAT iS
doeS aFter
oF Y i..
see ya later
Shawna Babe..
and mY KaTriNA wOUld
maKe yA sanitiZe
tHaT taNtriC
But i
for One
aM A
DLY hE..;)

Oh.. cRap
thaT was
more than
44 words
or wAs

i remember this one from last
year when i was determining
if you were Brian Miller’s unusual
‘alter’ other ‘X’ creative identity
just for fun
with hose
on or whatever..
anyWayS.. to eXplore
A feminine side..
hehe.. i thOught
this might have been
Brian’s wife then.. just
to be funny and all of that..
like why would a NICE
looking girl like this be
brave enough to talk to me..
online.. at least.. as in real life
tHEY are not always aFraid of me..
or if they live in other countries it seems..
like Shawna Land in the U.S. oF A2.. now for CooL..
anYwayShave a nice day.. aM oN thE uSual RaMpAge
words out
wHere ever
mY iNk Gun
iS pointed to
the fOur corners
of the world of CrE
T i
V iTy..;)

OKay.. Shawna
breaKiE DancE over noW..
back to so-cAlleD
‘real’ ‘poetry’
iN heARt
U. S.
oF A nD
aLL A’round
thE World iN
Words oF poEtry2..;)

First oF aLL.. thanks
Lillian.. for providing
this dVerse prompt..
gonna have lots of fUn
poeticAlly responding therein..
so trUe heRE my friend thE ioN
of PASS i oNs oN.. in positivity
dEfeats the negativity of
desPair aWay from
hope as we
hUmanS noW
have poTenTiAL
for either And oR HoPE
liGht bodies Or anD DArk
thE sAme we CreATe in much
more than just the symbols oF thE
SenSes and EmoTiOns thAt noW maKe
us mini-me’s of God oF UniVerse ALL
sAme.. oh.. the stars and bLack wHOle
SuNs too.. a BreaK oF DAwn and moRninG
StaR of Love juSt Waiting to BE uS wE riSe
OnCe morE
aS liGht of StAr
BRiGhtLY noW
ShiNing LiVinG
LOVE’S liGht..:)

Some autobiographies
are Rivers Raging a life
of change at all costs.. others
stick with same and rarely ’cause
ripples and that iS why StiLL water
and RAging waves live in one Ocean Body
of REaliTy sAMe.. to tolerate the differences
of both and accept them is always much more difficult
for the STiLL waters than iT is for fast currents that
KnoW no
of BeFoRe..
so.. NatuRally some
folks smile through iT
aLL and others are more
likely to frown aT aLL..
it is what it is.. a mask
or real of A play as IS..
in SmILes and FroWns of ‘Tween
to liVe inside and outside of the Box BeForE..:)

sMiLes.. mY FriEnd.. Grace..
as sure i’ve mentioned
bEfore what i’ve lEarned
at 56.. as my Great Aunt
Jettie taught ME dead
at 47 in life..
is we are only
as young as we FeeL..
could be 80 at 21..
105 at 47.. or Jesus
F. in Christ.. 16 at 56
in even empirical evidence
of pressing half a ton with
legs 33 times like no other man
does with his arms raised to air
like a ballet dancer on an extremely
difficult parallel leg press machine..
even F iN proVing that on YouTube2..
bottom line is this..
science is based
on functionally
disabled cultural
on GOD..
i choose God
and live life
like no else
and ALIVE..
Have a nice
day WitH LOVE..
MY friEnd.. no
limitS noW or
either.. just like
that verse from
Saint John that
says others will
come and do
much greater
of systemizing
human limitations
and expectations oF BEforE noW..:)

Brian didn’t link but a short
detour here to his poem home as i caught
his signature link that says he’s sTiLL
alive and kicking words
online now.. for
a while longer..:)

sMiLes.. my friEnd.. Brian..
i never underestimate
the heArt of a leper
as the leper of
can die
a death of
never washing
the feet of Love
iSREAL.. i choose to push
myself as far in pain as i can go
as what remains my Friend
is love
A Force
Greater than
any disability i have
encountered so far..
including Leprosy
of the heARt
oh to FeeL
tHAt SonG After
the Love iS GoNE..
tHaT my fRiEnd.. is water
in Hell to drip instead of drink..:)

To earn Love
gReaTest Joy
of riSinG uP..
to Give Love
yet.. money
what.. money..
what.. haha.. money
nothing.. Love all be all
see all.. feel all be all seNse
more Now than nothing noW smiles
and that’S enough
as Lord kNows liFE without
remembering what a smile feels
like.. as there IS A place so cOld witH
no reference as feeling and memory
sAMe lost.. a lesSon lEarned then..
money is
aT aLL..
and to be
here even if
to water a sapling
tree for growth is to
give love give love and
never live death.. aGain..
WiNks.. i suppose thaT iS
mY Autobiography of HeARt
but i WiLL tale
yA thiS.. one word
can be enough to
turn A Titanic aRound..
mArk mY wordS WitH SMiLes..:)

It’s Funny.. but really it’s
not funny how much in school
we tend to learn the logical SonG
but forget it seems so much more
now than ever before.. iN the Art of HeARt..
i remember the SMiLInG eYes oF i as child
too.. and it was greAT thaT i had a photo of
those eYes before adulterated
by the logical SonG..
and even science shows
noW in Oh God.. duh ways.. that
when systemizing mechanical reasoning
cognition is used over social empathic
creative artistic ways of moving..
connecting.. and creating
intelligence(s).. iT iS as
iF the brain
has two pipes..
one gets clogged
uP and the Love
Leaves the
Being HUman heArt..
iT’s trUly science and
heArt too.. the HeArt is an
EmotioNal Muscle thaT liVes
from head to toe.. to use it is to
make iT Strong.. Reslient.. and sMiLinG
LiGhts of eYes and aLL oF Body Language
courAge iN Fearless LiGht oF Love…
Standard IQ.. mostly an invention
of a few centuries now.. a poison
pILL to the HearT of Love
and thaT Pill continues
to GroW unTiL
the throat
Love no
Longer Breathes
a SonG of HeART
aS SpiRit eXpReSSinG
a little child’s natural propensity..
to move.. connect.. and create.. hand
in hand forAginG ToGetHer for the
meal aT hand thAT iS SaME
aS LoVe..
mY FriEnd..
the ChILd of mY
eYes iS back simply
’cause i murdered my
Standard IQ.. as much
as i could.. hehe.. but rears
it’S ugly head.. as thaT is what
18 or 19 years of school WiLL
do as snaKe over hUman HeARt..
along with decades of government
work and all the work before thAT..
i write poeTry to maKe the Muscle
thaT reALLy counts breathe Brighter
liGht than ever beFore.. sAMe WiTh DancE..
mY FriEnd.. to work out the GreATest Muscle oF aLL..
IS A Tower oF Love iN MoVinG.. ConnEcTing.. cREaTinG noW..:)

WeLL.. my FriEnd
Glenn.. i can say the
sAMe for the Beatles
era of the 60’s
disco of the
70’s and Madonna
of the 80’s.. first
loves gone.. and
marriage come
to 90’s settling down..
losing the wild of me..
and eventually hell for 66 months..
biggest mistake.. loSing the WiLd oF i..
noW iT all makes FeeLinG WiLD seNse..
but never in
thAt pARt
for 19 years..
i puT noW all
the wAy out
of mY miNd Now
along with work as
yes… the wheels are no
longer metal they are rubber
and changing to harder environments..
yes.. for all practical intents and purposes
i AM
in Good
year alwayS
noW wayS.. CaLL
of The Wild sAMe
with a very laRge waVe OceaN
wHoLe of LovE.. mY FriEnd.. and
goeS on..
heHE.. iN Rhythm-FuLL
more thaN liMits and
expectations of Before
in Lost aWay from Found and FREE..:)

‘Flibbertigibbet and Fancy Free’..
SMiLeS and thaT
SpeLLs mY perSonal
in juST
oh.. the
oF Dr. Jekyll
AnD Good Cop Mr. Hyde..;)

Hmm.. and now for lunch
break.. beFore thiS
oNe reAlly long
too long
for hUmans
to read..
mE NoW2..;)

1:30 pm…

Back at 2:55 pm with some more words
from Shawna’s place.. WiTh sMiLes of course..:)

Yeah.. isn’t IT crazy.. how lucky i Am
to have a wife who is never ever threatened
by any thing i do.. i mean.. Jesus F. in Christ..
my somewhat average allnaturale body
is all over he Internet.. and women are
are even free to share
that if they
oF it when they
get my poEtry linkie
at the dance hall wHere i warn
them.. do not press ‘that link’ as there
is no hiding anything there.. i have no
secrets.. i share iT all.. and that my friend
IS A best way to live as i have zero to hide.. i Am
a ‘000 Secret Agent oF God’ ha!.. thiNking of Jethro
from the Beverly Hill Billies now who said Double
Naught 7 for 007.. anyWay.. i who lives iT all wide out in the
open.. and no.. no one much even notices.. locALLy.. i AM heRe..
except for when i dance.. and yes.. i threaten guys everywhere i go..
as they tightly clasp their wives hands when i dance
in Super Walmart Aisles as they have never
seen a guy move like
that/this OR THE
other thing..
peRhaps.. they
are just afraid i’m
i don’t kNow.. perHaps
your husband might be
correct as if i didn’t know
me as well as i do.. i could
be a little frightened of me too..
hehe.. anyway my FRiEnd.. perhaps
i’LL dress uP as a Preacher and visit
y’aLL one day.. with the Goddess
Isis Katrina same.. but unTiL then
i’M having a great big blast with
you like i have
been ever
since day
one as wE click
as crazy IS as
crazy does when SUPER
and noW
aS aLWays
IS All i Need..
Thanks for being
a FriEnd as thAt is rEally
the only thing i wanted in liFe..
As the accountant i have been
most of that liFe..
so hard
a FriEnd..:)


And yes.. some more words of WiLd and
Free here WiTH God and mE..
so cALLed bY NaTuRe
FReED as



And Beach Tiger memories
from two years ago
BeFore this shirt
faded out as
sweat shop shirts WILL DO..
anywaY iT sTiLL FiTs..
the ShiRt iT do..;)

And yeah.. this probably
has a lot to do why mY
wife is never threatened
or jealous of my Love for
aLL women.. as sure Women
do NOT geT any more Lovely
than this.. and never age on top of thAT..
should it be any surprise that the Goddess
Isis prophecy thingy was only a prelude to
Katrina.. WeLL i for one am not surprised..
and it IS A maGiC speLL iN iTself when one
is married to Goddess ReAL
that WiLL never stray
in ways that lesser
men and
stray.. Honor
is Honor.. code is code..
everything i do is shared
with the wife with zero of
anything to hide..
she understands
how deep my Covenant
With GOD goes.. perHaps shE
doesn’t understand all the deTales..
but quite honestly neither do i as i aM
alWAys catching up to the Intelligence of
God wHole oF Nature thaT is Beyond any
FucKinG words..
HUmans overall
are lame.. but that is
much of culture’s doing
over what hUmans can
do iF they exercise tHeir
fuLL God given potEntial
hidden from siGht of much
more of what they could do
if they jUst listened for the CaLL
oF the WiLd Within that is God’s Voice
sAMe innately.. instinctually.. intuitively REAL..:)


Hmm.. dVerse has a prompt
on Fear now.. and synchronistically
as i was speaking of fear related to
Jealousy with my Friend Shawna..
i ThInk i’ll jump on in the fear
water of poetry
and perhaps
come back
to the
one a little later and
start a new comments
section Macro Verse
for that.. Fear is the killer
of all that is Good in liFe.. and i do
mean illusory fears.. as fear of heights
and loud noise is normal.. but all other fears
as science shows are learned.. and the best
thing about lEArning to bE comfortable in Your
own sKin as DanCe and MaRTial ArtS aLL Free style
WiLL most definitely do is regulation of aLL Emotions..
including fear and sensory integration wHere yA GoT iT
ALL toGeThEr and are rarely frazzled by the day to day
liFe of the animals wE are aT Core as hUman BeinG…
aGaiN.. thE MeMe is CleAR acknowledgement
thAT we are animals no better as WhOle
as rest of Creation.. Animal Kingdom
all and Nature aLL aS GoD sAMe..
and we mUSt toE A LinE of
Struggle for Survival
in Fearless LoVinG
SoCial Primate way..
to live liFe TrUly Free
without Fear as comfortable
in our oWn Animal sKins no less
that Lion and Bonobo sAMe FREE
from all the cultural illusory fears that
WiLL come in a liFe of Stress rather
than Peaceful LiVinG Harmony WitH
a Healthy dose oF ChallEnge as GroWinG
alWays Greater iN God oF Nature Given poTenTiAL noW..:)

sMiLes.. i can honestly say
that in any given day
heights are my only
anxiety and my
only fear.. noW
as i suppose
i wanna live in
fAcT i aM sure i am
afraid of falling to death..
sure it makes sense to avoid
heights when we can.. as missteps
happen beyond

Fear of the loss of loved
ones haunted me all the days
of my youth.. until my child died
in my arms after 51 days of suffering..
i saw A blessing of death
first before
i ever let
go to truly
live.. and even
after that facing
death three times
myself in life..
i lEarned
to LiVe..
GifT i no longer
feAr as the scariest paRt
of All is liVing iN Fear.. for
me @least
my friend..
as grieving
takes care
of the
rest oF i
in tears of Love..
as even worse than fear
for me was the inability to shed
a tear or feel.. or even remember a
smile or tear for 5 long years.. and the
death of a cat that generated one tear
was the best literal feeling in years
to FeeL
a heARt
long past fear
long gone dead
wHere any pain
was better
@aLL then..:)

Oh Lord.. the invisible disability
of anxiety of fear the same
in general
ease of
being free..
and all the other
invisible disabilities that
can come in liFE.. and it was
amazing as i seriously at one
point was diagnosed with 19 disorders
that no one could see on the outside of me..
pull your bootstraps up.. it could be worse until
2 years passed and diagnosed with the worst pain
known to humankind as medical literature related it
to a pain worse than literal crucifixion.. per type two
Trigeminal Neuralgia.. seriously after one goes to hell
it’s hard to be scared.. almost impossible to be scared
after doing that for 66 months before the end of July 2013..
but heights..
they do sTiLL
scare me.. even after
faLLinG to point zero of
Being HUman then..
as the walKing
Dead iN SpiRit.. REAL..:)

I had a Jamaican Friend.. a super smart
guy from the Island who said he never
kept or watched or listened
to anything related to scary
like monkey see.. monkey
hear.. and monkey do too..
And i have to admit now that i no
longer watch TV the only voices i
hear in drifting memory to sleep are
the ones i wrote and never the one’s
that beLonG in another scary play
or Real..
i change what i can
and turn the rest oFF..:)

Ah.. yes.. my FriEnd..
the cognitive behavioral
therapy oF a positive emotional
SonG in vocal personal inspirational
way to alleviate anxiety and fear..
but sadly when one is
forced in a corner to
do stuff they
come to believe
they have to do..
no matter the stress
response that can come
with that.. that science now
shows can eventually destroy
the vital organ systems of the Body
REAL2… and truly lead to a premature
death.. something old wive’s tales said
oF ThE
Of thAT HeRE..:)

WiNks.. i aLways
thOught the beauty
of Lewis Carrol
was his
of what was
said bEfore..
And doing iT his own
way no matter what… by
definition that IS a total
lapse of decency as
it is alWays
that determines
that in moral relativism
over absolutism from
what i’Ve seen at least..
wHere FGM is a sign noW
of social status in some
countries.. partial
of male
in so-called
civilized worlds..
Hmm.. yeah.. Dowries..
mistakes with Capital noW
Punishments.. the list goeS ON
quite often iT iS the culture norms
thaT sinG a SonG of Decency thaT
iS BeyOnd what NatuRe even evolves
uS to be.. oh yeah.. like sitting still in front
of screens for hours on end.. never scanning
the horizon.. as children in China rate near sightedness
in clinical studies of up to 90%.. too.. clinics for video
game addictions.. and even Japanese youth no longer
interested in the ‘biblical’ act of
sex to have babies.. as they
now prefer robotic dogs
who need no tender
vittles of
connection now..
two thirds of school
age children pre-type-two-diabetic
in the U.S. oF A with obesity
rates rising on the LivinG
room couch.. half
of the country
of adults on
some kind of pain
medication.. often for somatic
discomforts that are simply emotions
repressed and oppressed… sensory
and sensuality too.. in mind
and body imbalance
where all
of that
a very sick
alternative of TENSION VICE
VS.. to being free.. un-repressed..
un-oppressed.. oh.. oh.. so human..
once again alive alive as we can be..
Lewis Carrol.. seems rather comparatively
Naive back then.. and Alice in Wonderland
as you say was truLy smARt
to escape this place
thaT is rarely
noW in Wonderland
of truly ignorance
beyond naked Dreams of GOD
liVing iN uS free as decent as God Bees
and Birds too..
my FriEnd
here at
the end..
of all that is
this for now.. hehe…
as i could be Alice.. the
Mad Hatter all in one with
Lewis too.. with hypergraphia
too.. bottom line.. no matter what..
i AM WiLd and Free with mad hatter hat or not..
But truly culture has always been the illusion to fear..
as anything goes when MORE than 150 to 200 sets
of naked human eyes and hips that do not lie
get together over thAT in populations
and ways of life that humans
are simply not evolved
to live as
now REAL..
i observe it from
afar and take no paRt..
oF iT NOW other than long
winded poetic Free verse
commentary just for fun..
And that reminds me too..
to leave this scream of screen..
HEHE.. in
screAMs of Glee..;)

SMiLes.. Photophobia..
the most horrible
fear of aLL..
the fear
of liGht
and i must
say that i did
not enjoy as Vampire
for 66 months where even
the street light at 3 AM
was the Sun on Fire
in Fear
and pain
oF liGht
so lone
in dark
hmm.. i rise..
i liGht uP noW
DArk iS history
HeLL iS gONe.. noThing
i Am afraid of but literal
heights.. even though i already
went to
the lowest
place of
where even demons fear to
tRead.. and i do mean that pARt
tHere ain’t no
going back tHere for
mE.. LesSonG LeArned
LiGht with
aLL my Might
and SWord of Pen
and Dance of sANE SonG as REAL..:)

As mentioned oft
to date.. and now
heights and loud noises
are the only inborn human
feara.. but sure that is normal..
and there are exception that exceed
all other preconceived notions from the norm..
as truly at one point
i was afraid
of colors..
the stARt i suppose
of Trigeminal Neuralgia
or the
oF mY SouL..
oh as they say
Horatio.. this world..
this reaLiTy.. is stranger
than any fiction in what
any one individual can ride
or Heaven
too.. thanks God..
for the fearless place..
but sure.. i don’t do heights
i like
to live
i’LL keep
iT that way
as lOnG as humanly
and humanely possible..:)

All caught uP wiTh thAT
prompt and noW
some real
liFE in public
DancE to come in the
good old three dimensional
world outside this screAM
of screen
and flat
metal dream
of words.. so long….;)

4:55 pm..





#thisisparadiseetc …

iN Reference to juSt
anotHeR BEach photo noW
oF a DaY iN the LiFe oF Y i..
AKA Jonathan Livingston Seagull2..;)


A UniVerse oF poetic prompts i find everywHere..
hehe.. even my Facebook Algorithm Memories
of Macro-Verses from before and here we have
five on this day of August 3rd starting two years
ago from 2014.. on Magick Musick Poetry of
WeLL.. considering they
do move and
make sound
as the Earth
Does when it spins
and revolves the Sun
and the same happens at
atomic and below core of inside
we as well as this above pARt of
realiTy too.. obviously wE too as pARt
oF this Grand DancE and SonG oF reaLiTy
WiLL do WeLL to DancE and Sing iN Unison
oF Peace and Harmony.. and no.. not HaRmoney..
HarmoNy.. as frigging DancE and Song produces Force
iN Power of EmoTioNal Energy.. it cost no green bLack
dollar BiLLs to have FuN in GodsUniVerse Free.. jUST
a Practice of the work of DancE and SonG in GiVinG
and ShArinG all naked away from cultural prison
wAlls and yes thaT iS juST a metaphor.. you can
wear clothes.. in public at least.. when ya dance..
particularly.. iF yoU are like mE and need
some cotton between you and the
manmade environment of
polyester and such aS
that in Monsanto.. etc..
etc.. et..al.. synthetic make..
yes.. i have to even wear cotton
under my super cool Walmart T-shirts
for those textures that my skin just does
not like per virgin cotton to give me comfort
as super tactile sensitivity does demand now..
Anyway.. Sia in a few.. while i look uP a SonG
tHaT is juSt a’Bout made for this poem by yes..
Sia2.. and O’GoD iT can be hard to be Free
and DancE AnD SinG like this in Footloose
town when yA FeeT and SonG in Feat as
such are so dAM Fancy Free aLL uP
in Arms and Legs oF get down
baby get down and
DancE and SinG
FReED.. as wE
continue to SavE
tHe HumaN Galaxy SouLs
oF course through the PoWer..
oF thE EmoTioNal HeaLinG FoRcE
oF SonG and DancE.. oH.. sO FReED!..:)


Yeah.. i kNow per last Facebook Algorithm
Macro-Verse Memory that i did say
thaT DanCinG literAlly naked
was not absolutely necessary
For DancE and SonG HUman
Galaxy soUl HeaLinG but iN
private places WiTh SuN
and SanD for God to connect
iN aLL oF NatUre From Head to
toe to soUl oF oxytocin receptors
on feet of feat iN Dance so FReED..
iT is kinda nice to do it all natural and FREE!..
to FeeL and Be a SoUL oF God oH.. so..noW iN BLiSS!..:)


JUSTlOve.. yes.. after you DancE and SinG
aLL naked iN Sand and Sun wiTh/as God
so FReED whAT iS leFt to do
as when the Body
leTs goes oF ALL STRESS..
FReED.. aT
lEast for mE..:)


Yes.. 6FinREAL.. sAMe as GOlden
GoD SpiRAls thAt FloW as RiVer Ocean
WhoLe.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below
and all around reaLiTy as perceived and
lived.. iN MoVinG CoNnecTinG CreaTinG
GiVinG shArinG waYs iN iNterconnecting
iNterdependent relationship oF aLL
tHaT iS aka GOD of NatURE wHole
iN Fields of DreAMs cOmE to
FruiTioN reaL as hUman
abstract symbols
sketched in
sanskrit SaNDs
oF Far East eventuAlly
beComE LuciD enough
dreAms to organicAlly
portRay the EXisTenTiaL
reALiTy wE liVe WiTh anD
aS GoD wHole iN Unified FoRcE1..
HeLL yes.. Baby.. Peace Words of GoD onE
WorLd NoW FREE iN anD aS BaLanCinGnoW..:)


Hmm.. yes.. to end up on tHis
Algorithm Facebook Macro-Verse
Memory Parade.. Grandfathers never
met but heard and felt.. just thInk/FeeL of tHis..
noW the unending chain oF events tHat alloWed..
someone as so-called disadvantaged as mE..to..be
born without the ability to speak.. until age
4.. born fragile and weak.. and STiLL
looKinG thaT way.. way through
Middle SchooL back then..
and RiSing evenTuaLLy
to Be STronG iN BoTh
DanCe and SonG iN MoVinG..
ConnEcTinG and CreAting wAys
oF GiVinG and ShArinG iT aLL.. Fear
Free noW from GoD DaM heAd to toe..
and aLL ArOund the WoRld WiTh mY
technological tools of super cool
E-phone.. butT that’s juSt mE.. hoW
aBout all The struggles oF my ancestors
to TraveL here eventUally to Paradise..
oF Northwest Florida Sugar White
Panhandle Beaches Free wHere
even iN the Carl Sagan Movie..
based as such.. WiTh
Jodie Foster.. named
Contact.. Pensacola
Beach was/is the
Paradise the
‘Advanced Beings’
chose for Heaven now
to find out more about ExiStenTiaL
Intelligence aS FearLess LoVe TheN..
no different than wHat Humans have
kNown sAMe as FeLT as FearLess
LoVe FoR tHe WiN through all of
HiStory and pre-History of
social human primate
way aGaiN foR thE
WiN of Social
to survive and
be oh.. so happy
ToGeTHer Hand iN Hand..
more or less SinGinG/DanCinG Kumbaya
oF Love and Hakuna Matata noW2
for yes.. fearless.. no worries
and no stress too.. when
the foraging for
subsistence work
iS DoNE foR noW
and it’s simply NoW
to paRty toGeThER
aS oNE EmoTioNal
MoVinG.. ConNecTinG
CreaTinG.. GiVinG.. ShaRinG..
yeS.. SeNsuaL Force2 as WeLL.. OH
so Free.. and of course there were/ARE aLL
the efforts oF all the rest of creation.. wHere
no break in the chain of LIFe eVenTs could come foR
We.. oH so Blessed and Lucky ones to LiVe
iN Heaven noW.. so suRE.. aT lEAst for mE..
THiS IS A LiFe LonG first and and last
alWays StartinG noW chain of Events
to Celebrate a SonG and DanCE oF
liFe Now.. or peHaps someWheRE
aLonG yoUr liNe yoU missed tHis
meaning and purpose oF liFE noW..
yes.. to DancE and SinG wiTh
aLL of Each oThEr Free
ToGeThEr noW..Now
to life not only
a survive but
a God
dAM Thrive
as oh!.. so!.. WeLL noW..:)


Funny how culture has made life
into something so scary..
convoluted and
iM a horribly
complex way
where beings named
humans lose tHeir evolved
Humanity.. almost all together
alone.. alone.. alone.. alone..
so lost.. so separated from
it’s that simple
it truly is as when
the essence of Love
lives freely the forms
no longer matter nearly
as much as before.. and in
my dArkest nights of my soul..
i managed to strain my eyes to
see a zoo show of monkeys who
were frightened by some intruders
and what did they do.. they came toGeThEr
and hugged each other close.. and what do we
do.. well we are attempting to do the best we can
as we search for Pokemon toGetheR to find the
answers the best we can.. when seriously
they are NoT
FucKinG hug..
and in some countries
iT is literally FucKinG illegal
for the opposite sex to FucKinG
shake hands with each otHeR.. whAt
evil lurks in the minds of culture that makes
the lie of hell be truth.. of separation from
each oThER.. aLL i kNow/FeeL
is i Dance naked and
Free in front oF aLL
oF God noW
iN fEarLess way..
and iF you ThiNk i’m
crazy.. i suggest you broaden
youR thiNking caps a little broader
as heArT to the foraging days where humans
then were not insane as a culture away from
God who always lives in WE Stronger when
we shake hands.. and do not hold our hands
to our heArts in Fear of being human.. culture
is nuts.. religion is nuts.. but TruSt mE GoD iSREAL..
and when you liVe according to the NaTuRe oF GoD iN
wE Heaven is no wHeRe else but a hug of Humans/Nature FREE..
how blessed We are to have this poTenTiaL of Fearless Love
how cursed wE are that last prophets and humble sages are made
in to only begotten sons instead oF UniFiED wHole.. and sure the
problem iS large groups of humans LiVinG ouT of Balance WiTh
NaTuRe wHole as God when they are only evolved to
peacefully and nakedly co-exist in connecting
and FeeLinG and TouChinG and SenSinG
fuLLy 150 to 200 sets of hUman eYes..
anyWay.. wE can safely connect
to more online..
and help
human race
from what they
already are.. as separated
from the God oF Nature and
each otHer wHOle aLL aS OnE
Tree oF lIFe WhOle the
oF onE..
SeT Free aGain
BeForE the apple
oF Ignorance comes
in Books aWay from
FearLess LoVe noW
never ever afraid or ashamed
to hOld hands as brothers and
sisters all as God WiLL hAve uS Be FReED..
dedicated to my BestiE Muslim Friend Rafiah
and literally A Billion+ of other humans like her/them..
wHere ‘God’ tales them/her iT is illegal to shake
my/ouR hands
iF wE ever
meet.. and sHe/they
is/are so Kind.. and yes..
tHeRe is an illness iN the
WorLd beYond beliEf in the
GoD of NatUre tHAT alWays
promotes thE way
of HOLding
aLL hands
as pRAY for
survival and subsistence
aLive and ThriVinG NOW
the greatest sin is the sin
that says wE cannot touch
wE in loving
wayS now free
by a book(s)
by a m(e)an
and or noW
wHo has
iN FeArless
liGht aS LoVE..
taking the ability of
humans to reach out and
touch each other is poiSon
that will always lead to strife..
violence.. and war.. history proves
this out StiLL noW in Reams of
suffering.. misery.. and death..
but liFE is changing as
Freedom is
A flU
thAt WiLL
never be
and or cured
in real hell..
by ignorance
alone away from allone


WeLL.. mY FriEnd gigoid.. hope you find healing in your
own now and or time.. as i surely know wHere pain
and injury can take
one away from life..
and the greatest pain
i’Ve kNowN as i’Ve often stated
before.. beYond the scientifically
assessed worst pain known to humankind
that i endured from wake to sleep named as
type two trigeminal neuralgia along with 19 other
disorders was the loss oF all affect of emotional
feelings.. to the point i no longer even felt
fear of anything at all.. not even life..
or pain and i suppose that was
for 66 long months..
pARt of a very
ill circle
for survival
as the snake
WiLL do what
iT takes to go on..
as reptiles do with
reptilian brain alone..
but human dead is no life
after living with emotions full
as the elixir of life that keeps us
moving without fight or flight adrenaline
that fuels those with little FAITH.. which IS A
real moving EmoTioN for those who feel the
actual literal EmoTioN oF Faith that can and noW
WiLL move uS forward iN action of JuST doing more..
along with hope and belief as pArt of thAT liVing piE for
greater liGhts of not just survive but A thrive in liFE.. so.. yes..
pain can take that away.. and when pain takes that away.. pain
can be more desirable than a lack of human affect as emoTioNs
experienced as simple as what lies behind a smile or a tear the sAMe..
So.. as long as my EmoTioNs and otHeR associated senses that moVe
mE as EmoTioNs are intact..noW.. no matter if this writing goes away that was
simply an escape from hell then.. and a way noW to spread emoTioNal energy
for those who are receptive to it now.. as sure.. not all are.. for either nature or
nurture reaSons too.. it is the way i go.. as the Winds and Breezes Free of
organically produced words fly in alignment of the EmoTioNal energy
thAt can be Storm oF liGht in words.. my FriEnd.. so.. anyWays..
hope you find some joy in thE liVinG liGht of EmoTioNs
and SenSEs with or without the writing my friEnd..
as liFE is not liVinG aT aLL to mE.. wiThout
a UniVerse within.. inside.. outside..
so above.. below and
all around
oF EmoTioNs
S E N S E S..
TrUE and fULLy
experienced from a sMiLe
to a tEar to the EmoTions oF Beauty
FeLt as Love for aLL of NaTuRe in MoVinG
ConnEcTing CreAtinG way as a smile on
a baby WiLL bRinG
to an adult
no words
At ALL mY FriEnd
BuT unconditional
Fearless Love… sAdly
theRe are many people wHeRe thAt
sMiLe on a Baby”s Face does nothing..
in fAct.. they have no desire to help..
not even to
Without Love
of the fearless variety
mY fRiend aLL tHere iS iS
heARtLess poliitics.. no matter
culture or religion.. liFE without
touching Love iN Fearless way
it sucks
it sucks
it sucks
and sucks
some more..
up to head hunter
and nuclear ways
of lone of lone
away from
as liFe
WiLL bE whEN
hUmans FeeL more
than Green BlAck BiLLs oF LiFE
and sure Hillary and Trumps too..
as every story needs a punch
line of
mY FriEnd..
as i continue
to edit and redefine
the pie in as layman
terms as someone like
me is capable of in mutant way(s)..
of different of different in new way(s)2..;)


Facebook Friend M. Florence
shares a status that says..

“I just looked at the weather report,
and it’s going to be raining for the rest of my life. ”
With what i guess is an apathetic emoticon as it has flat expression…

And i say in somewhat encouraging return..

Now.. But
You can be
Sunny Now2..:)

WeLL those are just my
generic words of wisdom in layman’s
terms.. and she IS A wise young and a very
artistic woman.. and she reads lots of deep stuff
as her statuses in the past do suggest.. so i felt
confident in leaving that remark that she would
know and feel the deeper generic pARt
of thAt i was and am sTiLL implYinG
and thAt iS the weather does
contribute to the state of
our sense of WeLL
BeinG in Emotional
and many Sensory ways
oF course.. as per metaphor
of culture.. who wants to be in a
cage in a lightning storm of never
ending stress without the ability to
escape.. WeLL iF i worked at Waffle House
like mY Friend M. F. does.. i would definitely be
stressed out.. which any normal person would as they
do the orders and the socializing.. keeping track of short
term working memory details trying to keep everyone happy
happy happy with an outer smile on tHeir face no matter what
the stress feels like inside that definitely needs to express as real..
So.. sure.. society has us do things
that are beyond what we are evolved to
do.. and socializing and mechanical cognition
short term memory working tasks are most definitely a
recipe at Waffle House.. and or McDonald’s..
etc.. to move on from that job as soon
as another job break
comes.. ugh..
it doesn’t matter
how many degrees
yA have.. if the jobs are
not available.. sometimes you
end up working at a Bowling Center
for almost two decades like me after
being near the top of the class with three UniVersity
degrees all the way since Kindergarden Catholic school..
and second grade too in Private Catholic school.. and as i
really digress.. the rest of my schooling was in public school..
with some of the greatest socializing education of course at
the Cheers of Bowling Center’s in military style where everyone
kNew the name of Fred as Norm.. as everyone.. and almost
everyone in the smaller town then knew Fred as the
Bowling Alley guy.. ending up managing that place
before i was promoted to other areas
of mechanical cognition life work
with computers as such
away from human
being.. so what you may
ask is how this relates to the rainy
weather forecast of Northwest Florida
that for Florence seemed like forever now..
as likely she needed some Sunny Weather respite
away from Waffle house wHere i assume she still works..
as sure.. i don’t have anything but real friends on Facebook
everyone gets that gold star status in my friend book..
and yes.. i read some of all of what they post..
when notifications come.. and care
enough about what they
say and do.. to actually
like it as i for one like
almost everything anyway
as open minded liberal folks
will do.. and sure.. i am wordy enough
hehe.. to leave a comment here or there..
as nows go by.. in my usual.. EXXXXTREMELY
busy day of writing and dancing same.. as the
human connection real.. is just as important
as the MoVinG and ConnEcTinG too..
in ways of creaTinG in SonG of PoEtry
and feat of DAncE too.. so back
to the weather.. the nice
Sunny weather increases
feel good Endorphins.. Dopamine..
Serotonin and makes us generally happier
than dreary overcast days.. as let’s face it
we wouldn’t FucKinG be here without the Sun.. so Kudos
to the Sun and Mr. Blue Skies is always welcome here…
For me.. i generate these same happy neurochemicals
and neurohormones in a SonG and DancE of liFE
that i freely do on the whim of a dime of
Heaven as LiFE.. i am free to
generate my own
Sun of happiness..
in creaTioN Activity
of MoVinG ConnEcTinG
sAMe but i certainly realize
that this is not a privilege and or fortune
that most people have in liFE.. but trUly
mY SuPeR epic LiFE is possible as i never gave up
before.. and now i reap the harvest of what i sow
in Karmic eYe way each and every day.. as Mr.
Blue SkYes sMiLes WiTH mE.. and sure M.
Florence iS alWays weLcomE to dAnce WitH
mE in a Happy dance iN Sun oF Y i.. as every
one else iS too.. as long as they are sincere
in wanting to be iN a Happy DancE WiTh ME..
in Free Fred Style
liFE.. oh the
BluE skEyes
oF Y i.. are here aGaiN
as i rise as the Morning Sun
iN eYes oF i as Venus Star
thaT Loves the liGht
of after
noon.. morning
and alWays noW
dEliGht iN P a r a diSE
of LIVinG HeaVen noW..
So sure.. i am now kNown as
the DAnCinG Guy/man all over
the Panhandle in far west Florida..
but you can cAll mE MR. BluE SkEYes2..
as i generate my own sunshiny dreAM NOW..
And oh.. yeah.. M. Florence.. iF you look up
to the sky today.. oN this Summer Day..
8032016.. ‘tween the hours of
12 noon and 1 pm..
i made the
Sun come
for you
my Artistic
Friend from
the Earth Store
with pretty and
somewhat mysterious face..
And as i look out my 24 inch
long window to the green and multi-other
colored beauty of Summer True.. the Sun iS
STiLL shining at 1:28 PM today iN BluE
SkEYes oF TruTh and LiGht iSREAL..:)


BreaKing stereotypes.. true..
the real King of Freedom of
Being human.. otherwise we
would still be living in caves..
and i would
never know
you now my friEnd
or even be here across
the Ocean blue in paradise
Real.. the stereotype breakers
can.. do.. and WiLL make Heaven
Real.. and when they are nice they
WiLL share iT effortlessly and Free as
A Great work oF arT iN liFe.. and beYond
tHat God does not make all humans to be
married or this way or that way.. in cookie
cutter cheese ways.. somewhere along the
line of Free someone moved the cheese..
and another person
BeinG FReED..
mY FriEnd Rafiah..
who can and will make
her dreams come to fruition
with the real human Emotional
powers of hope.. faith.. and belief
’cause she is special and special wins..:)

Rafiah responds a day or so later..
on 8042016 around 11 am.. as my clock says
so far away from Pakistan
wHere she lives at night..
below a
as SAMe..

as she says..

I am very tired right now and I am laying down
in a mattress, and I want to tell you that one thing
that makes my life extra bit special is you friend Fred..:)

And i almost immediately reply.. as fortune of
not having to work for money.. and fast fast
Computer and Internet access over here in the
U.S. oF A.. can and WiLL and does bRinG noW..

SMILes.. my sweet
and innocent Loving
Friend.. i think of you
every day and feel you too..
and today WiLL be no different
than other days as i feel you sTill..
sweet dreAms mY Friend.. of Peace and Love..:)

And i say now..

Yeah.. sure.. some folks send food and stuff to
folks in countries who have less privileges
as we over in the U.S.. i send Love in
copious quantities as that is what
is often missing most
here and even
less there
as Rafiah
FeeLs how
to Love more
with heArt than
anything else of form..
so often in so-called poorer
countries.. no matter what the
religion says in lead of Love..
Love wins
of never
ending hUman
Stories NoW..:)


WiNks.. weLL i AM not afraid.. ’cause
yoU are still here.. and i was trying
to decide which prompt to go back
to.. autobiography or fear..
so the p.s. of yoUr
name was enough
to script here..
hmm.. now
let me go
back and read
what you wrote again..
never mind.. i just remembered..
i wanna live naked too and that’s all
i need to know to never ever fear aGaiN..
as FEEL..
dear Shawna
as your
poems continue
to nibble at
of words
in GroWinG way..;)

And of note this is comment
number 60,0096
as a turn of
a friEndly
in micro verse
to macro verse
to Ocean poem whole ways..

And now off to explore more
of fear in the remaining fear
links on dVerse tHere..;)

2:01 pm.. 8032016..

Yeah.. i think it is kinda hilarious
in a sad way too.. when folks think
they can talk folks out of generalized anxiety
to full blown panic attacks in words when it
is mostly driven by a physiological response
in neurochemicals.. and neurohormones out
of balance in body flow.. and for me at
least at one point the Air Force
Psychiatrist who studied
me assessed me as
having the worst
case of anxiety
he had seen.. including
his cases of combat fatigue
and PTSD same.. and my other
Doctors prognoses were i would
be on anti-anxiety meds the rest
of my life for sure.. but the pARt they
miserably left out was the body part
of the anxiety connection to the Mind..
as what i.. particularly on the Autism Spectrum.. did not
have.. is Emotional Regulation and Sensory Integration
that is Innately.. Instinctually.. and Intuitively driven by
MoVinG the Body Freely in distance and space in an
artful way freely.. as all natural physical intelligence
as any lessons in mechanical
cognition ways on how to do it..
just takes away from
releasing tension
as mechanical cognition
by very definition of the beta
waves of mind required to exercise
that type of reasoning instruction driven
intelligence is stressful in itself and counter
productive too.. problem is.. some folks are literally
afraid too.. to do anything without instruction as that
too is a type of fluid intelligence that not everyone shares
equally as some folks are very literal verbal thinking folks
who must have instructions in words to get the job done..
so sure.. the human condition is complicated and every
one views the world differently and there is
no one prescription of healing for
everyone same when
it comes to the
real hUman heARt
of EmoTions regulated
in SpiRit eXpreSSinG ways
of experienCinG and giVing
FeeLings and the integration
of Senses in mind and body
balance that can certainly
be metaphored
as a soul
in self
ways too.. of animal
homeostasis that most
animals enjoy except for human
beings who are taught a full load
of illusory fears from birth.. and of course
the traumas that are real that come from
culture as whole from birth to death..
anyway.. to make a somewhat
longer story shorter..
the psychiatrist after he
saw how successful i was
in totally eliminating my anxiety
and doing things that most people
in the world are not brave enough to do..
like dancing solo in front of hundreds of
folks pushing 6,000 miles now in the
36th months of doing that now..
quit his practice
to teach movement
therapy instead of just
pushing anti-anxiety drugs..
Lesson learned for me and
him and those who do remember
what being human even is in action
and practice and much work of simply
being in animal homeostasis balance..
Anxiety made my life almost not worth living..
i have zero anxiety now.. and whenever i have
a chance to tale this story.. i just do it.. as i escaped that
hell and thrive every second of every day with zero anxiety my friEnd..
and if my therapist hadn’t seen it herself she might not have believed
it as she
named it
a literal miracle
when i went from
not being able to do
almost anything in life
to anything at all i wanted
to do free of all anxiety sTiLL
now.. no woo here.. my friend.. science2..
as even science is finally determining that
the body keeps score and our mind lives
to toe..
with sure..
heaRt.. Spirit
and SoUL that
can liVe Free as a bird..
floating without a fear on
A horizon of iSREAL NOW…:)

SMiLes.. i live close to a Gulf.. a shallow
one wHere hills are all we have..
and on a trip i made to
even some
small mountains
was an exhilarating
one for me.. and scary
too.. as heights make
me feel like i am floating
the air..
a bottom..
i fall..
and i feel
weightless on
land most all the
time now.. so sure.. i guess
that is why i float far
away from
cliffs.. hehe..;)

Yeah.. it’s hard for me
to kill too.. sure..
even a snake..
or a roach
or even
a flea..
i just
let ’em
bee.. even
a wasp who
wants to sting..
hmm.. never had
a cotton mouth come
to bed.. i suppose there
IS A first for everything..
my friEnd..

sMiLes.. oh my God..
mY wHole liFE has been
a roller coaster ride.. and
since tHere is no way to get
off of that.. in any reasoned
i avoid
the feel
of the ones
i don’t have
to ride.. as one
roller coaster like
this.. is enough for me..;)

Ah.. yes.. a violent end..
humans.. one animal that now
no longer necessarily meets that
end.. but
to be eaten
be much
fun either.. oh..
the Violent end
the way of Nature WhoLe..
funny how folks can ignore
that dArk.. nice how
as Heaven..
relatively being..
is possible now..:)

SMiLes.. i see liFe
IS A sTar.. a bright
one or dArk
i Rise.. winGs
fresH.. asHes no
lonGer hELd.. flY
aWay.. aS lonG aS i Fly
i Stay hiGh as STar oN FiRe..
A SonG a DancE WiTH WinGs oN BoLd..:)

SMiLes.. my FriEnd rythaephua..
i suppose the one thing thAt could
take mosT aLL the fears aWay
from yoUr
dreAms iSREAL..
iS thE green bLack or wHatever
color oF money eXists wHere yoU
liVe in paper or plastic.. oh.. the
priSon MoNey BRinGs noW..
for not
F money
i wish you
could too..
mY FrienD.. FReED..:)

Well.. darn.. gotta get
to a Dr appointment
be back
later to

3:24 pm..


Hi Brian.. thanks so much for stopping
by.. and ha!.. i give and share iT all..
you are welcome to
‘steal’ whatever you
like here.. hehe..
as iT’s all free..
to me.. anyway..
and Jesus F.
iN Christ..
iT is the literal
and metaphorical
“SonG oF mY soUL”..
approaching 4 Million
words noW in Ocean
Poem Flow Way..
HeHE.. no matter
whaT.. i refuse to
SeLL mY sOUl
for the
of the
Green BLack
BiLL DeViL now..
so sure.. partake
of Free all ya like
hehex2.. and yes..
i Love the Cern symbol
N A T A R A J A StiLL noW
for God as cosmic DanceR
and SingER WhoLe iF one WiLL
LoVe God To LoVE thE DancE and
SonG of God and SinG and DancE
WiTh It IS A hiT paRAde that i for one
WiLL Continue to GroW.. in Nautilus
ShELL oF WhoLe as sUre GoD iS
a Nautilus SheLL oF ArT
and Science in liGht
and DaRk of MoVinG
ConNecTinG CreaTinG
waY whOle as NoW
‘Tween ALL2..
as NoW goes
in juST
Do iT
NoW or
so to sPeak
hehex3.. as God
SinGs and DancEs oN
aT lEast iN Me foR noW aLIVe..:)


Even for Super Heroes..
Do not underestimate
the Power of The DArk ForcE..
when camouFlaGed as FeAR..;)

OKay.. the
‘aLL seeinG’
Karmic eYe is bacK
iN aCtioN.. ConseQuence
way tHat never ever reAlly Leaves..;)


More Facebook pre-Ocean poem memories and while i am iN
mY 36th month now of writing that three plus million Field Poem words wHOle.. with my first actual poetic spArk coming at the end of February 2013.. and posting it on March 1st.. 2013.. this is the 42nd month of my poetic heARt more fully expressed as i witness deeper of what i Am inside as being hUman and bEinG pARt of GoD wHole sAMe as Field of DreAMs come to FruiTioN as i.. anyWay.. this one is kinda cryptic.. from August 4th.. 2013.. soon after i exited mY
Hell on Earth here.. and probably only mostly
meaningful to mE.. but paRt of the ARt
of PoeTry and Holy Creative SpiRiT
Meme sAMe.. is the inner
journey to fiNd God WiThiN
and not until blogging reAlly
has the opportunity to observe
thAT inner reaLiTy as expressed
in realtime online been even possible
as bEfore we’Ve mostly received memories
after the experience or second hand or even
thousands of hands different accounts of the
Vision Quest to be one WiTH GoD whOle.. iN
Ocean way sAMe.. in other words.. i AM witnessing
for God as i go in real time now.. and never BeFoRe
has the potential for this come to FrUiTioN for hUmans
to express this archetypal hUman UniVersal experience
BeFore or to put iT in layman’s terms.. stream of consciousness
wRiTing that flows as waves as water H2o in Ocean wHOle NOW
Poem way.. and you’LL only understand that funny metaphor iF
you kNOw mY real last nAMe.. hehe.. as sadly and trUly out
of character.. most all vision quests are lacking humor when
recounted.. even dry humor like mine thaT iS cryptic too..
for those not fully in the kNow and FeeL of WTF FTW i
Am even saYinG but hey if you are gonna write a
REAL COMPREHENSIVE Story one must use
every literary device at hand.. including
mystery in cryptic.. and magical
ways too.. as after all iF tHere
is REaLLY only one GoD
tHat comprises ALL thaT iS
yes.. to reflect tHat means
aLL inclusive noW..
and that mY friEnds
includes the obvious rEaliTy
thaT God iS a laugh too or thAt
tRuly magical ability would not
bE ouRs too.. iN oTher words
beWare of Priests.. Pastors..
and Politicians and or a
God that has no humor
and only threatens hell
or heaven and purgatory
and no joy in heaven now..
with a giggle to go along
with the
noW.. iN E-Land
new as communication
in connecting.. moVinG
creaTing waYs eXpands
across a New world and age
of Global HoLDing Hands as God’s
eYes eXpand aS
wE noW2
REAL noW2..
so the dates are ripE noW2..
iN reference to the palm in tHis post2
in 418 style For one standing tAll Infinity now..
a symbol is a symbol in anyway that comes.. the essence
iS real forevernow.. in all the ways all that is IS juST noWGOD..:)

Okay.. weLL yes..
tHere are accounts of the
good cop bad cop Jesus..
the good cop bad cop Lucifer..
the Good cop Bad Cop GoD..
the Good cop Bad cop Superman
and Batman too.. the Good Cop
bad cop Dr. Jekyll and or Mr. Hyde..
and that applies to most all animals
including humans too.. so sure iT iS
aLL pArt of all that is aka God2.. so to
be Fearful of the dArk is the sAme as to
be Cynical of the liGht or apathetic in
purgatory too.. all that is is
God all that is includes all
of this and all of everything
else.. and hUman language
is juST a flea in an Ocean
whOle of the poTential to
describe more of all thAt iS
that may be described by much
more than uS on oTheR planets too..
so anyone with any FucKinG common
sense would understand thAt all that iS
AKA God would laugh a silly sneer aT
leAst aT huMans who thiNk they fuCking
knoW whAt all ThAt iS iS completely with
any only one or last so-called messenger
oF God all thAt is.. in a tiny FucKinG liTtle
flea huMan bEinG no matter how fierce
tHeiR GroWl and sneer may look
we Are juST fleas on the DoG
oF God that enjoy whaT we
hAve noW as GifT of GoD
WHole.. some of We eat
drink and be merry in
Heaven and others
are even afraid
to shake the opposite
sexeS hand like they
miGht FucKinG get iT pregnant
out oF wedlock.. and even say some
last word of God said it was so.. sorry NOT..
Humans are fleas.. and Nature whole shows
the lie of thAT in a HeARt Beat as the Bonobo
Primate.. the most peaceful Loving primate..
shakes hands with down below.. and rarely
ever ever resorts to acts of aggression
and violence other than a little rough
and tumble foreplay to dilute
potential aggression violence
and FucKinG DiRty Bomb
world war III’s for a dream
of 72 Virgins in a place
called heaven now that for
a dude who has never held a
girl’s hand is an illusion of what
they already have but is locked in
a prison of A REAL MAN MADE HELL..
IN A MILLION OTHER LIES.. but the bottom line is free
humans who are not oppressed and repressed from
head to toe.. live as the primate Bonobo does..
IT’S like God’s biggest face PALM
ever called only God’s and last
prophets on earth.. who suggest
thAt lust is anything less than holy
and sacred to keep the fucking
species in peace away
from war same..
and FucKinG
sane too.. out of
hell on earth now..
Anyway.. trUst me you wouldn’t
wanna see me angry as this is just
a face here hidden with a giggle of truth REAL..
by God of
animal Nature
iN Human TrUth
and liGht now.. beyond
fangs of LoVe and LiGht
and a Dajaal eye of Karmic
Truth and liGht as action consequence
of which tHere is no E-scape.. in other words
the consequences are all around you if you live
repressed and oppressed from the Nature of God in
you that includes a healthy balance of lust and love
every FucKinG day of youR FucKinG liFE noW..
every paRt and every Function of the hUman
animal body is Holy and SacRed sAMe to
reduce any of that to prison or less
than holy and sacred now..
is the dark path
to prison
in purgatory
real and heaven
now.. with all the aggression..
violence and wars from small to
large from a human being who is
clothed away from Temple of GoD whOle
noW that most definitely includes.. yes..
LOVE ALWAYS NOW.. or the other
place oF
HeLL on
Earth as the
6 O’clock news
broadcasts every FucKinG
niGht in a 24/7 news cycle too..
for those sad song human beings
who have lost tHeiR way from the
gifts of God inherent as LusT and LovE
LiFE NoW..
yes the path to
hell is painted now
with clothes away from GOD..
and in terms of action and consequence
in Karmic eYe real.. tHere is no escape
but the hell thAT will BRinG for those
who practice liFE out of Balance
with innate.. instinctual.. and
intuitive intelligences in
emotional.. sensory..
physical and yes.. sexual
intelligences whole with Love
with love and True relative Free WiLL
With God of Nature REAL whole Field
oF Ocean
Real Now
as one as one as allthatis
God iSREAL noW.. as the
never ending witness for
God iSREAL continues noW
as i
WiLL to
do WiTH
GoD noW
HOlDinG hands aS oNe
ForcE noW iSREAL noW..
so.. have a nice day.. i sure WiLL
AS simply inherited by any hUman being who
has escaped all the lies of culture and religions
and once again lives naked in the BReST of God REAL..:)


WeLL.. Hello.. penniewoodfall..
i liked this yesterday.. yes.. the
Sylvie Guillem-
Two(Rise and Fall)
iN ecstasy when light
and movement become
one and hehe.. i’LL rise ya uP
iN ecstasy.. a Nataraja free Yogi
Dance too on the Beach in Trance
way of Ecstasy2.. in Peace of Breeze
and Water sAMe.. aLiVe we Are free Now
FloWinG oNe iN zOne aliVe iN BaLanCinG noW..

Hmm.. what else.. yes.. oh.. the death of stuck between
the ears.. the rise of storing grain.. to the clothing of the
brain full of body below.. uncovered flesh and blood to
free the Human soUl iN MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
ReAL as hUmans can and WiLL go.. aLL innately..
instinctually intuitively noW when we do reflect
a spiraLinG Galaxy and UniVerse BeYond..
wHole.. iN MoVinG.. ConNEcTinG
and CreAtinG waYs Free juST
God dAM Free.. so easy
to be when set
free from
the ears and
clothes that cover
nakedness of liFE in WE
aLiVe and no longer zip-locked
in death bags as diapers from birth..
yeah.. ever notice when a baby ‘says’
what’s the shit is this FucK all About
and pullS it off as who wants
to shit in tHeir own sit..
as covers do
to protect
do do..
we humanS noW are
funny aren’t we… making
sitting in shit the way to go..
instead of leaving iT in the grass
and dirt free.. and fertilizing a way
for another living thing.. the flies.. the
ants or WTF lives next from what lives
now in a never ending circle of what is..
either lie or truth
up shit
a human made
diaper of hell.. now
don’t get me wrong.. appropriate
sanitation practices from running
water to sewage and garbage service
same has saved more lives than the third
leading ’cause of death now in medical
practice at hospitals will ever do in
preventative methods of
but that’s just
another symptom
of too many humans
living too close together
out of Nature real.. in nakedness
of dance that refuses to live with
dodo stuck on ass no matter
what the age
of nature
as free
away from
lies of shit.. iNOw..
but sure this is just
a metaphor for a much
larger pile of shit.. and i am
still looking for a diaper big enough
to collect it all and dispose of it in an
environmentally safe way away from
between the ears.. of a hell separated
from mind and body balance.. aLL a SouL oF REAL..
no shit here.. just freedom from head to toe dAnce..
hope to see yA ‘Round
these pARts.. perhaps i’LL
track yA down somehow online
and read a little bit more of what you
do past here.. as any ‘000 Secret Agent oF GoD’
WiLL now
DO crawling
the web.. oh so free
for whatever may come
next.. covered up shit or
ecstasy.. the choice is clear
to me.. just dance.. just dance
And SinG Naked F iN Free.. even
a baby kNows and FeeLs as GreAT aS
iS as iSReAL
for LiVinG noW..;)


Oh.. goodness.. i liked this one day..
but never got around to commenting..
after almost missing your latest one
as you are moving on to vacation..
and what i will say.. is writing is
an excellent way to let
stuff go in my
iN Pain noW
in general
from early
bullies.. to first
loves.. to deaths of
Loving family.. friends
and animals sAMe.. to write
it down and pack the past in
a book.. is often to move ahead
free at lEast for mE.. the Beauty
of writing dreaMs into fruition real
on land so real.. and the Beauty
sAme of processing memories
of dArk for change to liGht
WriTinG is a liFE lonG
gift i hope you
never leave..
aS it surely
IS A path to peace
of miNd my FriEnd
Prajakta.. iN LoVinG ways..:)

Homecoming.. yes..
and perhaps a larger
global issue of NDD..
Nature Deficit order too..
and for me.. just 20 miles or so
south as far as i can walk where all
is left on beach is foot prints of me..
i suppose we are all Indians my FriEnd..
Indigenous people’s of Nature at HeARt..
At spiRit of EmoTioNs and SeNses.. oF miNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG soUl.. and what i kNow from
19 years of total school and over 30 years of Work..
thaT yes tHere is a going home in roots of Nature FEEL anD
ancestors sAMe that needs to come in Vacation and eventually
retirement way.. wHere the trUe Golden years are in Vacation
and more tire for wheels that have lost the natural rubber of
liFE thAt hold uS Close to wHeRe wE liVe iN siDe
self-actualizing wiTh NatuRe wHole.. in
interconnecting.. interdependent
relationship aLL.. not something
often found in four walls of
office space
or even
cave walls home..
a farther place of
heARt.. oF SpiRiT
soUl.. a pLace oF NatuRe
home.. wHere wE never muSt
we ARe..
we are aLL
onE buT true iT is
not enough to pen tHis..
one must get out of the
cave and FeeL iT ouTside
as aLL oF NatuRE wE as sAMe
mY FriEnd.. and sUre i missed This
post as i was at that Beach on Sunday..
wHere i almost unplugged from electronic
devices except for an extra set of eyes to
record heaven.. to give iT and ShARe iT REaL..
juSt to remind folks that Heaven does STiLL exist..
of wE nOW aLiVe
as Tree of LiFe away
from caves of Knowledge
without this liGht of Tree as free..:)


Never underestimate
the Butterfly effect
or affect oF
‘000 Secret
Agent oF God’
coming to a theater
near heAR ‘sooN’..
and or
as Soon
as Katy
Perry provides
another Rise
Music Video
as required
opening Theme
SonG for the ReSt
oF the photos2noW1..:)

And Never judge a
Book by the cover..
or what’s inside iTs pAges…
Essence iS BeYond coveR
and pAgeS sAme.. alToGeTheR noW..:)

That was/is fUn..
noW back to the
original Monarch
what ever
iT takes.. haha..
iN Karmic eYe wAy..;)

Ha!EN name test thingy..
in that case you must
be following me around
Town as i only have
53 Facebook Friends..
and get maybe 5 likes a
week.. online it is possible
that the statistics could be much
hehe.. welL..
that probably makes no
sense as it is in reference
to a Facebook Profile analysis
that suggests that i have 794 folks
that like me and 5 folks that hate me..
and trust me no matter how much trUth
and liGht you spREad.. iF iT is trUly TrUth
and liGhT iT ain’t gonna make you too many
actual socially reciprocating friEnds.. WiLL iT gEt
attention.. yes.. of course.. as most humans are naturally
curious.. but i’M not exactly the easiest person to debate one
on or even iN greater numbers than that as i’Ve been around the
Word.. Knowledge.. and Art block.. lots and lots of nows.. just for
fun like an easy peacey peachy keeny breezy dAy at the F in Beach..
in otHer words i do mY F iN homework from Science to ARt.. so anyWay..
never discount the power of human will in feelings of faith.. hope.. belief etc..
that can and will make what is written into fruition of dreams come trUe.. and
seriously i can understand the emptiness that folks like Katy Perry and so many
others must feel with so many adoring fans who take videos of them.. but never
really stay around to get to know them deep just as a human being one on one.. being
an Artist cannot be done juSt for fAMe.. as fAMe is as empty as liFE comes without
advantage as i have the patience.. empathy and compassion
of JOB and the writing power of Thoth.. Hermes.. Mercury..
etc.. in output style of dance and words the sAMe..
so i understand not everyone can keep up
with me in words of poEtry Free verse
style or steps of Martial
Arts and ballet-like
free style dance
either way.. and the
trUth is i’d have a difficult
now catching up with the me
that was more diluted just three
months ago.. than even more laser
focused now.. but that’s the way
of human potential.. impossible
to sit and wait for others
to catch up otherwise
the new may
never get
SunG or DanceD
aS iSREAL noW..
anyway.. i’M always here for
questions and answers for anyone
who does not mind a Hurricane of words..
feelings.. and dance of LiVinG Style of gratitude
for jusT F iN BeinG here as co-creator WiTh GoD noW
as tHat is the trUE Source and Force thAT drives most
insanely famous artists in Hollywood Land too.. where
the general audience must be pleased enough to buy
in record standard ways of Being vanilla norm enough for NOW..
so.. ugh.. WiTH aLLtHisstuff is sAid and dONe aGAin..
my 121st Week Dance niGht is coming tonight
with all the Kool college age folks
at Old Seville Quarter.. with
more photos coming
in smiley eye dance..
soon after
as Sky
faLL continues
to rise as always noW..
around 3 am on Friday
Morning.. 8052016..:)


Yes.. Mr. Squirrel..
things are getting
a little squirReLY aRound
HeRe.. while you eNjoy
sHadeS oF A Dogwood tree..:)









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28 Responses to 000 SeCrET AGenT oF GoD

  1. WeLL.. after traveling through
    Hakuna Matata.. the Dark Vader Force..
    the Storm Trooper.. all for my last 691st
    Macro Verse titled.. SeCrET AGenT oF GoD..
    i decided to go disguised as minion and sure
    enough i attracted some minionettes who
    even spanked me through the railings while
    i was giving a full exhibition of
    dance toward the end
    oF the night
    when the
    fiNally thinned
    out enough to give
    me some hip and elbow
    room to twirl and whirl around..
    And oh God.. i swear.. there was
    this East Indian Girl who came in
    tonight.. a really sweet girl who looked
    almost just like my Friend Himali.. i had
    to take a close double take.. to make sure
    she didn’t fly a couple thousand miles or so
    to come say hey.. but anyway it made me
    think of my friend.. so that was cool.. next
    per profile
    photo pic oF course..;)

    WeLL.. i suppose the slideshow video maker of Facebook
    is gonna make a routine of turning my Thursday Night
    Dance Photos into a Facebook Algorithm
    work of
    it’s all for
    free for all..
    so.. BRinG iT oN..;)

    Facebook Bennie and friend
    from way back when then in college

    Karaoke on Thursday nights?

    i say in encouraging return..

    Yes.. Bennie.. most definitely..
    every Thursday Night at Seville..
    done it one time..
    too busy dancing
    to sing any other
    day than Sunday
    though now..
    oH and
    writing too..;)

    Bennie says..

    Sunday. ..hmmmmm

    i say..

    Only at Catholic Church..
    and when Katrina drags me
    with her friend to
    Southern Baptist
    Gospel sinGings
    in between them
    damning folks to hell..
    but the singing is ok.. i guess..;)

    Benny says in return..

    Ohhhhh. .. maybe we can meet
    up on a Sunday or not. Lol

    i say in welcome terms..

    Sounds cool.. one way or
    the other would like to
    see you in the real sometime..;)

    Bennie responds with..

    Ya, same here

    And finAlly
    i say..
    smile emoticon..:)

    Yay.. just yay.. FriEndLY
    Minionettes.. toward the
    end of the niGht seT FREE!..
    and hmm.. i must have been dancing
    extra free as i got three questions on what
    kind of drug i was on.. and at least one girl.
    tried to score some
    drugs and
    for alcohol
    from me.. but i told
    her the wife handles all
    the money.. and i AM
    God StOne Sober FREE..
    anyway.. more fun photos
    included in my latest 692nd
    Macro Verse of Ocean Poem
    wHOle.. longest long form poem..
    in the history of humankind sTiLL
    approaching 4 million words.. as
    nows go oNE.. ah yes and at the
    end of the night i got the area dance
    icon title from an innocent passer by
    and when i said i’m just here to have fun..
    he assured me i was an icon.. as i breezed
    though the statement of appreciation like what
    i do is nothing at all.. well i don’t do it for money..
    but i hear through the grapevine that the voyeur
    dance videos that folks have continued to take of
    me in public dance stores.. to Old Seville is
    becoming Legion/Legend.. and sure.. that
    iS much better than being the
    Hunch Back of Notre Dame
    shut-in for 66 months..

  2. iN continuing to date year ago.. Facebook
    alogorithm macro-verse memories.. a Never
    Ending Story of NOW.. continuing in 2015.. too..
    With visit to beautiful Navarre beach and gorgeous
    sunset photos at that beach and etc.. etc.. of course..;)


    Memories of Ivan here.. the Storm who took my favorite
    Oak tree in my backyard and made that Majestic
    beauty true.. into a dinosaur skeleton of its
    former presence in oak and stoic way..
    hmm.. anyway.. Ivan brought changes..
    annihilation of Infrastructure and many
    trees as such were among the dark parts..
    however.. what this Hurricane did BrinG was
    neighbors getting toGeTheR for a real block
    part of life in sharing food.. in cook-out way
    real.. hmm.. the first and last time.. neighbors
    got together like this.. but the front porch life
    in the heat of Summer back in the 60’s was a
    way of life for folks who did not yet arrive into the
    AC days of electronic home entertainment that soon
    spelled doom for the social life of leagues in Bowling
    Centers as a microcosm of the sociological phenomenon
    named as Bowling Alone.. a really sad way to go compared
    to the human connection way of moving and creating thaT iS
    iN our DNA strong.. no less than the pack dog wolf who
    howls at the moon separated from the pack.. and
    yes i know that emptiness all too well.. as
    my illnesses for those 66 months of
    shut-in way made me a wolf
    who could no longer even
    howl at the moon
    to find someone
    like me in a pack
    of strange of course too..
    THAT can make it even that
    much harder to connect to other folks
    too.. hmm.. and that is why i dance.. why
    i write.. to take the great work.. effort and practice
    to connect to other folks.. in creating ways and Loving
    ways too.. and while it’s nice to hear one is an icon of
    the Metro Pensacola area in dance.. i would much
    rather get to know and feel someone and help
    them in tHeir way of life.. funny though how
    folks think that athletic folks are not
    too smart.. just ’cause they move
    more than they talk.. and funny
    how the folks who think all
    i do is dance and do
    not talk much at
    all get so so
    surprised to find
    out just how much
    i do talk.. as many words
    as steps in dance in writing
    and verbal way too.. and that’s
    a whole lot of both.. but when you
    become lost from society.. erased..
    from the memory of all the work connections
    you once had as you can no longer possibly
    work.. and there are no friends left
    in the homeland way of life..
    when that potential comes
    back.. at least if you are me
    and you’ve lived in that
    black hole soul
    lone life..
    even separated
    then from God WhoLe..
    let’s just say.. if you become
    human again too.. you will do
    everything in your power to stay
    that way.. even if it means stripping
    your clothes off in nature and sand
    the same to connect as fully to God
    as you can do.. or dancing everywhere
    one goes in public.. for close.. to 6000
    miles in a period of around.. 36 months
    coming somewhere in September for me
    as that mileage tallies up.. in Nike GPS
    sports watch way.. and yes.. the writing
    still moving.. toward 4 million words
    iN SonG of mY SoUL.. in that same
    3 year recovery now of becoming
    human again.. i make the most
    out of life in a never ending
    story of now.. ’cause i can..
    ’cause i will.. as i do..
    i do.. live life epic
    as an icon
    of past
    devil come
    back to angel of
    lighter ways WiLL
    do again.. as it iS Now
    Nature of the cycle and
    spectrum from dArk to liGht
    and aLL the tween.. as yes.. as
    my friend Katy Perry says.. after
    every Hurricane of dark comes a
    colorful liGht of over Rainbow Colors..
    so welcome now to Beyond my Rainbow..
    as the story continues to never end.. noW..:)


    And now three Macro Verse Facebook Memories
    from 2014.. starting with a Memoir of a
    transcendent Time IN NOW..
    yes.. i write about life now..
    but i attempt to write about
    Universal philosophies.. principles
    and processes that last forever as long
    as we are human.. and i suppose i could be not
    quite as comprehensive.. but from my standpoint
    of a person who lost their heARt.. SpiRit.. and SoUl
    whole for a period of 66 months.. i for one kNow/FeeL that
    iT is certainly a synergy in myriad factors in the
    environment and nature of life.. innately
    and in nurture than can bRinG thAT
    aLL back.. and there is no taling
    for a person for another person’s
    life what the tipping point to
    BrinG that all back miGht
    be.. it could be words of
    wisdom.. love and
    or beauty.. or
    a photo that says
    the same in more than
    words will ever say..now2..
    i have the tools.. so i bring
    them on all in a Memoir of
    a transcendent Time IN NOW..
    as the Internet in more and less
    hUman terms is forever.. and who knows
    when the next time will be when someone
    like me or completely like me will write the longest
    long form poem again.. sure it is a first for someone
    to dance walk six thousand miles in a three year
    period in Northwest Florida Panhandle beauty
    in all the public stores and places everywhere
    they go.. in fact in may be the first time anyone
    has ever done it for even an F iN mile for
    even a day.. will that be remembered for
    folks for the rest of their life as something
    unusual and special.. well.. sure it will..
    if no one else steps out of the
    box and does it different
    like i do too..
    yes.. those..
    memories will live on
    in Facebook Video way stored
    in the warehouses of the metro
    area Facebook Minion population..
    that have yet broke out themselves into
    joyous dance noW all through the area free..
    too.. my hope is that some of the minions will
    set themselves free.. as free can be like this..
    and perhaps.. i’LL never see the day.. but hey..
    they say.. Jesus is coming back again.. so sure..
    why not someone like me.. hehe.. i mean it’s not
    like i’ve actually walked on water.. although floating
    on land on foot is kinda cool considering.. you can
    pretty much walk on water.. in a boat or surfboard
    as such.. and no.. i haven’t literally raised anyone
    from the dead.. but if i help anyone bRinG back
    tHeir heARt and SpiRit.. and SoUL.. in death
    as living life.. i suppose that counts for
    something.. considering the living
    suffer and the dead do not..
    as far as science knows
    at least.. other folks
    who are psychopathic leaning
    would suggest they burn forever
    and that is what psychopaths do.. they
    feed off the pain and suffering of others
    as they angst their life through.. or perhaps
    they take little 6 year old girls for wives and
    sex slaves and such as that.. at 9 years old
    too.. or if they are in a position of power over
    certain minorities like slave owners used to
    do to black folks.. they rape them and then
    they put them in jail way back when
    for aborting a child of rape..
    where they had no say
    over three hundred pound
    so-called big men who forced
    their way.. on the young black
    women then.. and such as that
    sickness of psychopathic leaning
    human being.. whose only satisfaction
    in life.. is status.. power.. and the green
    bLack Dollar of life.. and wouldn’t kNow/FeeL LovE
    iF it shit on them from the sky of fairy tales as such..
    anyway.. i have hope for the minions who allow other
    folks in ways of religion and culture to scare them into
    prey.. the Trump phenomenon says it all.. as he even
    thinks folks who don’t like him should have to vote
    for him.. and will cry if i lose.. it’s rigged.. it’s rigged
    as the Donald always wins.. well got news for
    all you Trump folks out there that rule
    the minions with illusory fears and
    empty promises no different
    than hell or heaven after
    life to get through
    their demands
    of ‘rape’ today..
    in all the ways rape
    can come and prostitution
    too in stuff like institutionalized
    marriage for money.. and just plain
    force of the strong over weak.. in subjugating..
    controlling.. dominating way over the perceived
    weak among us sAMe.. some of us get the lies
    early on.. we change.. and overcome.. and some
    folks live the lie to the end of their days.. never
    even knowing they lived in hell when it could
    have been heaven if they just got free..
    yeah.. sharing all this is worth it..
    been to hell in so many ways..
    live in heaven now in so many
    more ways.. if i didn’t share
    the path out.. in everyway
    i kNow/FeeL.. i would truly be the
    selfish one.. now.. who kept THE GIFT..
    all to themselves.. it is why i give..now..
    i share so much.. is i know/FEEL the other
    place of minion all too well.. in hell..
    is the
    better place..
    oF Fearless Love..
    in couRage and kInd..
    never ever afraid to give it
    SO.. sure i go..DO iT wiTh juSt aNoTheR
    Memoir of a transcendent TiMe iN N0W..:)


    And wriTe and DancE on topic
    here.. Adventures in Dance Walking
    With Bob Marley! from 2014..
    some Farm photos and Dance
    store images to go along with
    that alL FReED oF course..
    as you probably
    get the overaLL
    Dance picture
    oF liFE by noW..
    by me at lEast..
    hehe.. so FuNoW..;)


    Yeah.. i kNOw.. i FeeL.. i can
    be very very conFuSinG to
    otHeRs as UM am i Element
    of Confusion.. butT to me i see/hEar
    the tapestry whole and i ain’t scared
    of the beyond of A to Z liFE iN Books..
    ’cause i see a painting of God wHOlE
    so Beautiful that words WiLL never ever
    tale for fuLL.. but sure.. i will try as i can
    and will to do.. as i for one Know tHat
    Miracles are as real as the
    water.. of rivers true
    that continue
    to make uP
    tHis Ocean whOle..
    poEM too.. in micro sTiLL
    View of the Macrocosm of GoD
    wHOle.. alWays now and forevermore
    NoW juSt noW iN Now forevernowmorenow2..
    And this is the way God and Nautilus same
    and i too Grow ouR Ocean wHole.. wE
    sTart rather smALL and condensed iN
    Art.. we dance.. we sing.. we spREad
    ouT as contiNuinG to gRow whoLe
    and self actualized as NOW
    moRe.. and neXt thing ya
    kNoW wE are new entity
    same as entity AlWays
    noW GroWing forevermore
    noW.. so how do yA likE mY
    sHeLL so far.. sure.. and in the
    core of every sHell tHeir can be
    a hell of Heaven too.. wHere S
    is hopE oF Heaven noW.. anyway
    i GroW oN as God Does too.. no
    separation of wE and hopefully one
    day you too.. if not already.. WiLL have
    all the blinders oFF separation of God sET frEE
    too that culture and religion does most certainly
    sTiLL bRinG now.. the evidence of that is simply
    irrefutable.. except for those minions who refuse
    to see and hear.. the trUth and liGht thaT is so
    far tOld now online in ways oF BriGht that
    it is getting to the point that the Trumps
    of today WiLL never ever WiN FucKinG
    aGain.. FREEDOM FucKinG Wins iN
    Fearless LoVE CouRage and KiNd
    liNe.. iF yoU SeeK iN GoD
    waY noW.. oh so FReED..:)

    And yes as p.s. note..
    it’s not easy sTARtinG
    a new career as Superman
    oF Fearless Love at age
    53.. but you kNow this is no
    longer a little patch of middle
    east land.. it’s an entire world
    of over 7 Billion FucKinG folks..
    hundreds of countries and some countries
    like ours that are a melting pot of countless
    cultures that even move down to the microcosm
    of individuals who make their own ‘gothic’ cultures
    as they go.. to be pARt of something.. anything aT aLL..
    we do live in a confusing world.. no doubt.. but i try
    my best to be a Superman to bRinG a little clarity of
    what can be so.. so dark.. but it is complicated
    and to fill all the holes of the Albert
    hall as the Beatles.. say..
    takes a lot bigger individual
    effort in 53 years of world wide
    school.. than.. let’s just say.. the
    thirty years or so of what it took
    in a middle east patch of dirt back
    then.. sure.. as even ‘some’ folks then
    came to find out.. being a Superman
    oF Fearless Love can be a thankless
    job.. but every once in a well..
    a person with a certain
    liGht in their
    eYes sees who you
    reAlly are.. and perhaps
    you’ve never seen them before..
    but they say.. hey man you’re an
    icon and when you humbly look back..
    as sure people don’t often understand
    the Supermen and Superwomen.. etc.. ET..
    AL of the world sTiLL noW and get used
    to discouraging words and actions..
    sometimes to the point where
    they must build an
    ocean long poem
    to keep the
    from sinKinG
    iN as a real superman
    feeds off empathy.. compassion
    and pro-social emoTioNs REaL
    and minions will do tHeir
    best to take that aWaY
    if you blind them
    with yOur liGht..
    anyWay.. some
    folks are
    enough to
    see the entire
    of The liGht thaT
    Supermen and Women.. et al..
    do BRinG to thE table of LiFE
    and with that sAid.. i Have a
    title for this 692nd whole Ocean
    Poem MacroVerse that WiLL BE NoW..
    oF Fearless
    Love” and a SonG
    thAT WiLL FiT iN
    just wRite as the
    three bears of BeFore
    WiLL SinG aLonG too.. oh.. so long
    and liGht as Life iN Fearless LoVeNoW..
    oh.. and the title.. that’s just Superman’s
    way of dedicating it to all the women he’s Loved..
    and still does Love.. in oh.. oh.. oh.. so many ways
    to GRoW aGain noW..
    in Ocean DancE and
    StePs WhOlE NoW..
    and other than
    that.. sure
    it is now a
    tool2 to
    not make
    money but
    market help for
    minions all now
    for FReED.. like i
    sAid.. it’s not even
    free to help other
    folks.. it takes great
    effort of a Trump Businessman
    too… yes.. i lEarn from everyone..
    as that is what REAL FucKinG Supermen..
    Superwomen.. and SuperEtcS.. do.. they
    leave no FucKinG Stone in Rock or
    for the tUrn
    of a friEndly
    cARd for all who
    travel in DARk and
    liGht and the ‘tween
    oF all thaT iS aka GOD #iSREAL ..:)


  3. So… yeS…
    overAll it’S saFe
    To saY i’M bacK
    aGaiN.. coveRed
    wITh clotHes oF miNion
    From BiRth noW seT FReED..
    witH thE Karmic eYe Of Course2..
    anyway this Superman
    stuff is busy..
    sTiLL haven’t
    put the dance photos
    in last post.. and Jesus F.
    iN Christ.. i never even
    got around to
    what i wRote..
    as tHere ain’t
    no Microsoft Word grammar
    and speLL checker thaT
    works with original
    He.. mE..
    HE.. NoW..
    so off to do
    thAT noW
    as noW
    GoeS oN..:)

  4. https://thefeatheredsleep.wordpress.com/2016/08/05/thin-need/

    The insanity of culture away now
    from the acceptance of fearless Love
    and compassion in an unconditional DOinG
    way IS A symptom of a groWinG first problem
    world.. including Middle East and farther east too.. now..
    gaining too much time on their
    hands with culture stuff in all the
    ways that comes
    and not enough
    in forAginG
    for Life aS Survival…
    Every social animal needs
    a role.. even iF it must be manufactured
    bY culture aS wHole.. manufactures those
    social roles that range from self esteem for
    female genital mutilation.. to institutionalized
    rape in non-consensual dowry marriages..
    to at least one Arab study that
    shows 4 out 5 of 3 to
    6 year old girls
    were molested
    by close family
    members or folks
    intimate with the
    family home..
    and sure that’s just
    the end of the darkest
    tip of the iceberg.. that goes
    to anything and everything that goes
    that means acceptance that culture bRinGs..
    bottom line.. it could be worse.. we could live ‘over
    there’.. be in ‘those shoes’.. but iF my own anecdotal
    evidence of the girls who have been abused by family
    as such.. holds anywhere close to true.. 1 out of 4 is really
    bad like 4 out 5 too.. and of course that is the statistical
    sexual abuse fraction for all American Women2.. so sure..
    the anecdote holds true in empirical measure too..
    and it is most often someone someone knows
    who does the dirty deed over
    the strange of
    in covered
    bushes as it still
    is and are and was
    as rape.. and all abuse
    and verbal abuse.. IS A slow
    torture.. even for the homosexual
    in church who is told they are sacred
    enough to live.. but not to marry or go to
    heaven in a dream after life..
    so they are condemned
    to a slow rot hell noW in
    church every Sunday
    until Free from
    and no it is no
    easier to be a thin
    boy as it is to be a thicker
    girl.. or to be a smiling blonde
    haired boy.. with pretty eyelashes
    even if he is as hetero as they come
    from Kindergarten on in Romantic
    attachments to women as
    too.. why can’t we just get along
    and love each other fearlessly
    as Bonobos do.. without
    regard to differences
    of either Body
    type or
    one way or
    the other or the
    other both.. the answer
    is simple.. words.. written
    down.. collective intelligence..
    Cities.. clothes that separate us
    from Nature more.. away from our
    innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive intelligence
    greaTest as even science is stARting to sHow
    in MoVinG ConNecTinG and CreAtinG ways
    now.. Pandora’s Box is open.. the words
    have come out of the worm can
    whole.. culture is eating
    away the earth.. and
    it is eating away
    the heARt..
    the SpiRit
    and the SoUL
    of Human BeinG
    and that my FriEnd
    thefeatheredsleep is
    why poeTry and aLL Art
    that Frees the heARt.. the
    SpiRit and the MiNd noW and
    BoDy SoUL iN Balance oF hUman
    Being is so important.. and simple
    little songs like Rise from Katy Perry
    can mean the difference of life or death
    from a hanging rope.. of folks who are lost..
    so lost from the demands of culture.. culture is
    here and here to stay.. the confusion and demands
    are not going anywhere.. unless a bomb comes and
    we are reduced back to a Planet of Apes iN Bonobos
    come back in human form too.. the only answers now
    comes at the individual level.. the titanic will not be turned
    around as confusion now.. without great catastrophe
    disease.. or wars as iceberg cOld and deadly to sink
    US back… So wE SinG wE sinG a Rise of SonG
    to liFt oTheRs uP.. so they can fiNd
    a path of tHeiR own to live
    side by side
    iN the
    insanity of
    culture now..
    thaT IS A parachute
    that sinks us now
    instead of floats
    us uP high alive..
    but it’s wortH it
    it’s all worth iT as
    each human life IS A
    multi-Universe perception
    E X i S T E N C E R E A L N O W
    of A rEAliTy wHole of allthatis
    and to turn the liGht oFF early
    in multi-dimensional UniVerse
    is to dim the liGht of God as Nature
    whOle and TruE iN liGht and DArk
    and ‘tween the sAMe.. anyWay.. iNspiRaTioN
    can save liFE on the individual level.. and now the
    others will continue to minion on in hell for now..
    no giving up though.. as without hope.. faith and
    belief in what can and WiLL Be now.. tHeRe is
    no other
    to JuST
    FucKinG do iT
    and never ever
    give uP A waVe
    oF LiGht LiFE.. now
    as Tree oF LiFe..NoW..
    REborn as much as the
    otHeR MoNKeys FReED..
    no longer sunk in an Ocean whole
    Culture of REAL INSANITY NOW..:)

  5. “The advantage of the terrible disadvantage of being human is to be to be glad-whether happy or unhappy-and by achieving consciousness, to become greater than the angels. We, becoming conscious beings, are the mind of God: Angels are his Emotions. So fly with the lightness of ‘being’ my friends…All that is as is Real for Living Now..;) good tidings Sir.”

    sMiLes.. my FriEnd Pennie wood fall..
    if that is a quote from you it’s great..
    if not from you and from an actual
    production of a play
    of ‘Good Tidings
    Sir’.. i’LL use it same..
    and as far as the Yogi
    Trance video goes..
    it’s showing up
    inbed live noW
    in my comment..
    but i will provide it here
    again.. separating the link
    into two parts so it will not
    automatically embed.. take
    the two spaces away and
    it should work fine.. unless
    gigoid’s word press algorithm
    picks this up as spam as that happens too..;)

  6. https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2016/08/05/knock-knock/

    SMiLes.. mY FriEnd..
    Zee.. and alWays nice to
    even see a letter from
    Z come anywhere as
    Z can be so uncommon..
    certainly folks with as much
    liGht as you BRinG heRe noW
    after your challenges of school..
    do reflect a liGht of enduring heARt..
    in writing too.. of course.. and hmm..
    what else.. yes.. you are welcome to visit
    me of course.. but it now always takes a very
    powerful computer and or Internet broad band
    access speed.. noW as there are no holds hELd
    in the bar of my life raised high.. and what else..
    oh.. the memories of school.. and i used to heAR
    Marines at the military gym.. back when i was 20 or so..
    say.. enjoy college as it will be the best time of your life.. after
    that they said.. life is practically over.. so what is liFe.. i never kNew
    until i grew rubber on the wheels that school and work took away then..
    since about age 5.. as thanks God.. no pre-K 4 year-old school for me..
    and i couldn’t speak then so it would have literal been
    a mute point.. hehe.. so sure.. re-tired IS A
    gOlden five/seven year old for me.. neW..
    And to imagine younger
    folks taking this
    labyrinth of journey
    away from the path of
    MoVinG ConNecTinG creaTing
    tHat i for one see in heARt.. SpiRit
    oF ExpresSinG EmoTioNs and seNses
    as miNd and BodY BaLanCinG soUL one iN
    BeinG ONE with the force of GoD aLL Free with
    no restrictions but courage and kind in
    fearless Love and compassion sAMe
    for all others of difference and Nature
    sAMe in all the biodiversity of ThAt
    that comes with God Free.. Now..
    jUST now.. but on the other
    hand an education
    is priceless
    as an
    can be a life or
    death difference in
    what folks come to believe
    associated with the misery
    and suffering of others.. so is
    iT all worth it.. yes.. a resounding
    yes.. no one said in words of Nature
    that this life was gonna be easy.. to be
    proper stewards of Nature here.. with our
    So-CAlLed-Apex predator status.. takes a lotta lEarning
    to avoid the snake falls oF lies aWay from TrUth and LiGht..
    the trUth wiLL set yA free in liGht as they say.. and as long
    as you are getting the support you need during the rough
    times of college in human way.. i am quite sure you will
    be A oKay.. no matter what grades come before or
    after that status
    my FriEnd
    oF hUman
    WeLL Being
    that keeps the
    Humanity in the word
    hUman truly U and no
    machine of culture lone..
    allone with God alWays a way
    aT LEast for mE friEnd.. so nice
    to see ya Zee.. and look forward to
    seeing you for a while during your
    school break finally here as nows go ONe..:)

  7. So.. my Friend Rafiah’s Friend sends
    me a short message that gets filtered
    off my messenger but i retrieve as i am not
    too good to speak to anyone and not afraid
    to speak to anyone either.. as of course i naturally
    have an advantage with words and reading in ways oF
    Autistic Super Powers empirically measured at speeds
    of reading 10 to 15 times faster than the average human
    being.. and i don’t need to prove how fast how i type
    or how many words i can say in a few minutes
    ranging from almost any topic imaginable
    as i do not specialize..
    and take those
    innate gifts
    with an open
    mind and body
    BaLanCinG noW and
    human potential does most
    definitely come as i do empirically
    measure along the way.. to prove that
    too.. for folks who say.. ah nah.. ya can’t
    do this or that when you get this age or
    the something or other in the flavor
    of folks who are functionally
    disabled by the very culture
    that tales ’em can’t.. can’t
    can’t.. can’t.. ’cause the study
    says this or that.. based again
    on the average of a society whole
    that is functionally disabled by the
    same culture that gives the averages
    in empirical measure of scientific method
    still.. after all these years of ignorance that
    can see no further then the average as that’s
    all they see of course.. but with free flow of
    information.. the case studies do gRow..
    and hope comes for those who
    think the average is set
    in stone.. which of
    course folks like me
    who have seen real all
    natural miracles happen
    in just one life time that is mine..
    can see a little deeper than the average
    minions of life.. who even if they do attempt
    to go piled deeper and higher in PHD wayS noW to
    specialize to the point that they are blind in
    most every other human way as use iT or
    lose It applies to all stuff
    animal living now..
    human or not..
    use it or lose
    it applies.. so when
    i hear a dude in school
    younger.. like i used to be.. send
    me a Zakir Naik slide on what he believes
    to be a perfect religion of Islam in book way..
    as i have watched plenty of Naik’s Youtube lectures
    where he is picked apart in many fallacies when he is
    not the one arrogantly controlling the crowd of questions
    and answers.. in his very specialized knowledgeable way
    of every verse of the Kuran limited to that tiny tiny 80K
    poetry Book.. that mostly says you better believe or
    else.. in a limited 2000 word vocabulary that even
    per historical records show that Muhammad’s
    favorite head chopping companion housemate
    did not agree with after the Kuran was
    published as not even matching
    the Muhammad Dude’s oral
    words.. and sure that is par
    for the course.. as what is said
    as compared to what is scribed no
    matter how close second hand is or
    even directly copying it out of the book
    invariably leads to copying mistakes..
    and outright misinterpretations
    of what was said.. anyway..
    huge controversy back
    then.. that most
    Muslim folks
    have no idea about..
    any more than Christians
    do about all the hidden mistakes
    in the Bible same.. bottom line.. any
    religion that says God is a him or he
    in a view as small as a frigging penis..
    raises suspicions to me with an
    agenda of misogyny from the
    get go.. as it just is
    common sense..
    as after all
    we all start
    off with the X
    Chromosome same
    as female until males
    are made from females
    but of course even if you
    know the science behind that
    you’ll go by what you are told
    of the rib story or whatever ’cause
    that was what you are told to believe
    in or else.. that ranges from ostracism
    by the social group in the U.S. to of course
    a death sentence for the Sharia Law of flavor
    in Apostasy ways of course.. anyway.. other bottom
    line.. any book Kuran or Old Testament that talks to
    what the right hand possess as far as owning slaves then
    as human.. is just another book of psychopathic leaning
    dude or dudette culture.. that does not condemn the
    act of human slavery from A to Z and beyond
    A to Z of books too.. and sure that is why
    women in many Islam countries
    or still more or less slaves..
    by having to get married
    to what the dowry says..
    no matter if consensual
    or not.. in at least some cases..
    where yes.. 60 year old dudes..
    are still picking up 12 year old
    brides after paying for them..
    no less than sex slaves that are
    illegal in other countries if a 60 year
    old dude were to pay for a 12 year year old
    girl for marriage.. ya just cannot do it legally
    over here.. but the dark ages of what used
    to be Christianity too.. continue over there
    as spoken too.. earlier.. in this SuperwoMen
    oF GoD Macro-verse too.. but you see this goes
    deep for me.. as i grew up with a rather fundamentalist
    view of Christianity that made absolutely no REAL SENSE
    AS when i was young i was told there is a God with no limits..
    and then i saw just another bearded dude over my bed in canvas
    picture style that they said was God’s only Begotten Son and
    same as God whole too.. i already kNew that was bullshit
    as God revealed God to me in Nature before i spoke
    at age 4.. at age 3 as close to God as i AM once
    aGain now.. after escaping close to 40 years
    of cultural and religious bullshit..
    and i took some of the
    bullshit as truth
    like somehow
    non-virgin women
    are less than virgin women..
    that people shouldn’t ever get
    divorced and stuff like that.. that
    of course was so naive.. but now stuff
    has changed.. there are no to few more closed
    blinds to keep folks hidden in the labyrinth
    of being raised in church/culture.. the Internet
    iS relatively cheap.. access is plenty groWinG..
    even plenty for free.. in some places
    too.. Pandora’s Box has come out
    and in this case she is.. oh.. so free..
    and i’Ve debated all these points about
    the so-called Kuran and Bible being
    imperfect books.. but the way social
    acceptance works.. as an all innate..
    and instinctual.. and intuitive need..
    it’s almost impossible to bRinG a horse
    to a drink of new.. if all they’ve ever
    been exposed to IS a horse of a drink oF OlD..
    anyway.. i just told the really nice Muslim
    dude Thanks with a wink.. as he said now that
    Muslims are not perfect but Islam is.. oh God..
    it’s easy to prove that is incorrect.. as i can’t imagine
    my friend Zee up there ever possessing another human noW
    in slave way with her right hand as such.. or any of my
    other Muslim Friends who are kind and generous.. and
    passionate in fearless loving ways.. from Rafiah.. to LaLa
    Rukh.. and all the other Muslim Women i have come across noW
    who approximate the gOlden rule of Jesus/Buddha in walking that other
    talk more than Many so-called Fundamentalist religious folks
    i meet over here now.. all these people are better examples
    than what i have read over and over of a man in a tiny
    little book of poetry book in dArk and liGht no
    different than what i do here reAlly..
    in stream of conscious writing..
    except.. i don’t say it comes
    from anywhere else but
    me.. and sure i often
    do not think about the
    creativity as it comes.. but
    that is just how Nature works in
    us when creative.. anyWay.. as long
    as no one is actually harming someone
    else.. as far as i am concerned they can live
    like they want.. but the reality is.. the way the Islam
    religion is practiced at whole.. in the fundamentalist
    extremist ways are as deadly as it can get.. and
    backed up by these darker verses of the
    Kuran.. as the only and very limited
    2000 word vocabulary of so-called
    God Speak tHere.. it doesn’t do
    God Justice in describing
    God in my opinion..
    and to each his
    own on the rest..
    i have gifts that not
    everyone has and i noW
    can.. and WiLL continue to
    do a forgiveness of what folks
    do not know.. as by the Grace of
    Nature AKA God.. i could be walking
    iN those dARker liGht oF Truth shoes still
    now as i did when younger.. and moreover the
    grace of uncensored gift and share of unabridged
    human bible now in fullest human potential form
    as eXpreSSinG that wHole.. yes.. the Internet
    the bigger human eYes and ears.. etc..
    oF GoD wHOle
    noW oNe
    as Golden Spiral FReED..:)

    So.. now.. with this separate introduction
    i respond back to Rafiah’s friend with
    a little more detail than Thanks and Wink..
    and i say.. to her friend in addition..

    And i would be doing you an injustice not
    to give you an answer.. i’Ve already laboriously
    debated this issue.. with so-called ‘scholars’ in
    ‘the field’.. and if you are interested you will find
    some of my answers in the link below.. with Muslim folks
    who quote the Quran at length which of course i do as well..
    as i’ve studied most all religions and have read the Quran
    hundreds of times my friend.. and i can write a book like
    that as size in two weeks as i’ve just done in the last
    two weeks.. and a book.. that is 40 times longer
    as well as i have done in the last 3 years
    as witness for God.. in Ocean Poem whole..
    and 140 plus times longer.. as i have done
    approaching 6 years now.. as large as close
    to 14 Christian full bibles too.. in close to
    12 million total words as documented online too
    as witness for God.. so who do you think i really am..
    that question will alWays be open my friend.. with Fearless
    Love.. have a nice day.. with sMiLes.. no wiNks now.. just trUth and liGht..:)


  8. The 2016 Olympics have opened in Rio and i suppose
    the Facebook Algorithm decided i should do my own
    27 second video slide show to show my
    pre-game work-out iN Karmic eye style
    all the way to the drive to some
    XXtreme strength training
    and martial arts ballet
    like dance all around
    the machines and sparring
    with them as even though i do
    not touch them.. making a mistake
    with a flesh and blood human would
    truly hurt as yes.. as oft mentioned before
    they press close to half a ton now 33 times..
    on a very difficult leg press machine with arms
    raised in the air.. and these lightening fast kicks
    ain’t powered by no thin legs.. these martial arts
    and ballet-like dance legs are powered like steel..
    as i spar with steel the same.. anyway.. i’ve trained for
    life like an Olympic sport all the way through more than
    less as when you are born with a disability like being on
    the Autism Spectrum without the ability to speak until
    age 4.. and you are born with extreme tactile sensitivity
    and difficulty overall in motor coordination one must
    adapt the best they can as a fragile human being
    to stimulate the change in epigenetic potential
    to go from basically a nerdy wimp.. to
    strong dude at 56.. whip it..
    whip it good.. as i once
    heard it said..
    or the pursuit
    of excellence as a life
    long style of being like Vince
    Lombardi says that lasts more than
    the temporal glory of materialistic
    stuff like trophies.. medals.. gold
    rings and such as that as
    material reward you
    can see that is not
    nearly as deep
    as the WiLL
    that moves..
    connects and
    creates FREE from
    Birth to sleep of death..
    so anyway.. in talking to
    the very nice Pacific Islander
    gym attendant.. Vida.. i asked her
    what do you think in life is more important..
    form or essence.. and she was looking at me
    i think.. (even though i couldn’t really see her..
    as i do not wear my super cool shades when i
    work out).. i go basically blind to increase my
    proprioception skills to feel my way around
    the world.. like that blind old dude on
    the old TV show KunG FU.. and
    yes it might be hard to
    snatch a pebble out of
    my hands now..
    like the other
    Master teacher
    when the KunG FU
    dude was young.. any
    way.. oh.. the ADHD too..
    as i digress… and feeling
    the puzzled look on Vida’s face..
    i said… let’s put it this way.. what does
    society value more.. form or essence.. for
    example.. i as a 235 LB.. 6 foot or so male..
    am not considered ballet material.. cause of
    my square shape.. rather wide per se.. and a little
    tall too.. of course.. so like Cold Play’s extra cool..
    ballet Video Song.. that i still must search out
    on You Tube to use as the theme song for
    this micro-verse.. of 692nd Macro-Verse..
    oF Ocean Whole Poem.. THaT Cold
    Play dude.. Chris Martin had
    a big square fat suit on
    and his very pretty
    dark haired girl
    dance friend.. who had
    a fat suit on too.. they were rejected
    until they overcame all the negativity
    and did their own show to the applause
    of a happy audience to see a different
    style of ballet.. and sure that’s what
    i’Ve always done too.. when the
    kids in school basically told
    me i was too much of a
    natural born fool and
    or clown to
    deserve to
    live with my stuttering
    voice in difficulty talking
    and ADHD hardships on
    the Autism Spectrum in both
    focus and reciprocal appropriate
    non-verbal and verbal language..
    in social way.. and even some of the
    girls said i have bird legs.. and i was
    way too tall then.. for 120 LBs.. at
    foot ten or so.. at age 13.. with yes..
    my long blonde hair.. pretty eyes..
    and long eyelashes that even
    confused the McDonald’s
    cashier when she said
    Ms.. can i help you..
    hmm.. it’s been a long
    time now since that happened
    but oh my God.. if you can imagine
    the challenge of all of that.. and of course
    some folks have it much worse.. as i was still
    destined to find out.. in 66 months of hell in a pre game
    show of pain.. in 2006.. to full BLOWN heLL from January 2008.. to
    July of 2013.. anyway.. i never gave up.. bottom line.. through teen
    age angst.. functional disability.. to total physical disability and living
    hell later on.. and the besTesT lesson of all.. all that taught
    me.. as i did focus later on with Vida in our gym talk tonight..
    is that form is highly over-rated.. to a word as small
    as a 3 letter one named God.. or even a 5 letter
    one named so-called allah.. although all ah
    all that is.. kinda sounds big to me..
    if that is what Muhammad
    and others were saying
    from the get go
    of that therein..
    way back when..
    anyway.. to sense and
    feel the essence in MoVinG
    ConNecTing CreAtinG ways..
    all ToGeTheR WitH NatURe
    wHole too.. is to be one with
    the three letter bigger word all
    that is as God.. and never ever
    be alone in forms again.. when
    words become essence over essence
    real we sense and feel without any words
    at all.. no different than our friendly other animals
    who never ever even write or speak words.. as words
    are only necessary for culture.. sadly too.. slowly
    destroying the rest of nature whole on earth as
    species die off from a culture of human that
    is Virus.. although we humans already
    have proven we can live in balance
    with nature before the words
    and complex cultures
    came and byproducts
    of human cultures now
    messed up the balance
    oF God of Nature here on
    Earth.. inside us.. outside us..
    above us.. below us.. and all
    around us too.. just out of whack..
    and when one is in touch and feel
    of essence.. no words.. once again..
    are necessary.. to feel and sense all
    of this in that greater innate.. instinctual
    and intuitive way of Intelligence FReER
    than locked in words.. but it is true that some
    folks are locked in words.. and they have much
    difficulty in navigating the world in images over words..
    Human forms may attempt to stay the same through human
    kind same.. but essence of human and nature same is constantly
    change and bio-diversity of differences whole.. which makes it
    so important to attempt to walk in the other shoes of others..
    and perhaps if you are lucky enough.. if yA wanna call
    iT luck.. you get to walk directly in many shoes of life..
    to deeply understand where folks with
    difference are coming from and
    perceiving life as differently too..
    as observed by behavior on the
    outside and potentially even much..
    much more on the inside in invisible
    functional disabilities that are almost
    impossible for the bystander to see..
    as so many disabilities are hidden inside..
    anyway.. last now the Olympics came.. i couldn’t
    watch them or see them.. due to functional
    disability of pain in eyes and ears of type
    two Trigeminal Neuralgia from wake to
    sleep.. and this year.. i’ll catch some
    of the highlights.. on YouTube..
    probably falling a sleep at night
    or who knows.. perhaps a little
    on the Biloxi Bus to the Hard
    Rock Casino with the church
    group tomorrow.. and then to
    the first Sunday Farm for lunch
    after church on Sunday for more
    photo fun there.. anyway.. this Facebook
    Algorithm slide show video art is kinda cool
    to me.. haven’t seen anyone else take advantage
    of it in my relatively small group of Facebook Friends..
    but hehe.. not everyone has taken 100K photos or so
    and shared them online in the last three years or so..
    as of this month now.. as i continue to do.. at a rate
    now of about 30K a year.. not counting the extras
    i delete of course that do not meet my artistic
    standard as Vince Lombardi says for
    Olympic and Football excellence
    iN WiLL of juST getting all the
    jobs done now.. and when
    ya focus on essence
    alone pretty much..
    unique forms naturally
    do come in Temple of God
    human fashion.. in Writing..
    SonG of DancE..and basicAlly
    all you do when essence becomes
    ever present now.. and form follows
    true inner passion and fashion iN iSREAL..:)

  9. http://www.waystationone.com/2016/08/far.html

    Hi Brian.. far too..
    the flood in Rivertown..
    IS A reminder now of what
    we have here.. and too.. the
    awesome fury of Nature that
    makes human culture an anthill
    of potential ruin at a whim of wave
    and or wind unleashed
    as storm over
    what was
    and if that
    wasn’t enough
    to deal with.. yes..
    now there is complex
    culture.. religion and other
    human tools as device to
    separate.. to store..
    in saving
    ways of differences
    over similarities of
    hugs that BrinG
    a species
    of primate
    in books and
    such that can even
    be more dangerous
    than a flood and wind
    of nature.. no matter where
    one lives.. nature can be less harsh
    than human culture.. and that’s truly
    sad as even when we have a choice
    we tend to F ourselves up.. over BaLAnCinG
    Tea of
    in Peace
    that we can
    control with Fearless
    Love at lEast on the
    individual level.. controlling
    culture and weather is way beyond
    as ant inspecting
    the mound of all of this..:)

  10. https://shadowsofthedivine.wordpress.com/2015/12/16/an-open-letter-from-a-dead-child-to-his-mother-on-his-death-anniversary/

    sMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Lala Rukh.. i guess.. i am
    strange.. as memories never age for me..
    it as if i was talking to you yesterday..
    far far away yes.. but still
    here here now..
    and sure
    a blog makes
    that possible to one
    way interact with someone
    for twenty years or so.. as just
    a muse of Love.. no less.. no more
    than Love as muse.. to Love is muse
    without Love.. muse is whimper distant
    and cOld.. the lesson of life for me is to Love
    fearlessly and you my friEnd are a continuing
    practice of muse to do just that.. and this reminds
    me of ‘The Legend of Coral Castle’.. here in Florida..
    South of Miami.. and a five foot tall one hundred pound
    man who managed.. to move 30 ton stones.. for a castle
    dedicated to what some say was a sixteen year-old girl
    who left him on the wedding day.. he at twenty-six years old..
    and the girl deciding that another man would be much
    better than him.. well.. according to the story..
    he dedicated a life long journey of this
    miracle castle to his muse of sweet
    sixteen.. although he knew
    she would never come
    back in reaLiTy.. but
    it was his generalized
    feelings and senses of
    hope.. faith and belief in
    much further than analytical
    way to motivate him to get this
    amazing job done.. and sure.. one
    can just Google the phrase ‘Coral Castle’…
    to find all the details about this.. highly sTilL
    inspirational story.. of a Love.. in faith.. hope
    and belief that literally drove this man to somehow
    lift 30 ton stones.. in perhaps a similar technology
    that made the pyramids.. stonehenge.. and other
    monolithic structures near known magnetic earth
    grids on the earth sTiLL as wHOLE planet now..
    with Tesla making similar magnetic discoveries
    too.. where gravity may not be what we think
    it is.. as new science continues
    to grow what seems to
    be an always different
    way of thinking and feeling
    about change that is inherently
    change itself.. in break of Freedom noW..
    so sure.. i can keep responding here for
    decades if this place is open.. for contact..
    at all my friend.. best wishes to you.. with Love..
    as the clock striKes.. past 12 noW.. on.. the 6th
    day of the 8th month of 2K sixteen noW allone..:)

  11. I love that song by Katy Perry ! It had been popping up in my newsfeed for a while but never got around to listening it, but today I did ! I liked the other songs you shared as well. So thanks for sharing. Hope you have a fantastic weekend! 🙂

    • SMiLes.. my friend Zee.. so nice
      of you to drop by on this beautiful
      Sunny Saturday morning here in
      the panhandle of Florida..
      wading through all
      the photos and
      words to
      down here
      in the comments
      section to say hello..
      and yes.. Katy Perry is one
      of my favorites.. and i always
      enjoy the music you provide on your
      website too.. so happy to see folks from
      other countries enjoy the inspiration and
      freedom songs from folks like Beyonce.. Sia..
      and Katy.. they are all definitely some of my
      favorites too.. as they sing so positive..
      strong.. and free as women
      can be when
      expreSsinG themselves
      like this that truly more men
      should try too.. as to set one’s
      heArt.. SpiRit.. and SoUL
      Free in both SonG and
      DancE is to be
      closer to
      other humans..
      Nature and God
      wHole sAMe too..
      all of this can contribute
      to heaven now.. with no need
      to wait my friend.. when all
      is open and
      as fearless
      Love iN LoVe noW..
      aGain.. as earlier stated
      on your blog.. hope you have
      a wonderful weekend.. dear
      friend.. Zee.. as truly for
      me all of life
      is Earth
      to have this
      gift of liFe now..
      never ever afraid
      to live fully and freely..
      Zee.. noW..:)

  12. Well.. no doubt into the night IS A most powerful
    muse.. 16 is rather delicately young..
    but still mature as nature says..
    and of course still illegal in
    some states for
    statutory rape..
    depending on age
    of the other sex.. now
    hmm.. anyway in terms
    of way back then.. and still
    sickly in some truly still backwards
    so-called countries that follow Islam..
    12 years old and even sicker is the legal
    rule of countries that are still extremely misogynist
    to the point that women are just cattle to be bred
    for sex and eventually having children.. and
    it is an era still in someways that is a
    haven for pedophilia that
    is most definitely
    a human
    as science
    shows healthy
    normal males are
    adverse to girls under
    the age of puberty for even
    the ‘thought’ of that.. which
    means of course that Muhammad the man
    no matter where his words came from
    was a sick man to be attracted to a 6 year
    old female.. for marriage.. as that doesn’t happen
    in normal healthy males no matter what the era of
    human being is.. as it is unhealthy for the
    social cooperating society of
    survival overall for the
    human being..
    and perhaps the
    sickest part of all is
    the culture of women in
    these countries praise the ‘sweet
    relationship of this little girl with a
    fifty something year old dude.. actually most
    sickly of all consummating the marriage when
    she was just 9 years old.. and while there are some
    folks who try to twist history around to say it wasn’t like
    this.. it obviously was/is as this shit still happens today in
    some Islam countries.. with one recent very public
    incident of a 60 year old dude getting a dowry
    wife of 12 years.. old and all the suffering
    that she endured well documented
    in terms of horrible abuse towards
    here and this behavior in the Kuran
    is used now along with raping what the
    right hand possesses in terms of non-consensual
    sex after you kill someone’s husband as justification
    for ISIL and other to continue raping little 12 year old
    girls and family members who are Christian in front of
    the village members in the sickest ways of human
    abuse in the eyes of God who lives in those
    who are abused and tortured like
    this in a name of a God
    that becomes
    as human being..
    anyway.. this makes the
    Benny Mardones song tame
    in relative speak to what they still
    do over in Islam countries.. but still
    it wouldn’t go over very well now.. as it
    did back in the 70’s when i first heard it..
    as there is more concern over sexual abuse
    among women then there was back then as it
    was more hidden under the carpet.. as women were
    often ostracized for being raped at all.. as soiled goods
    sadly still and worse that way that is seen in Muslim countries
    now.. but yes.. it seems that younger women in Muslim countries
    are even more open to the idea of relationships with older men and
    when your holy book promotes it.. culture can trump the best of human
    taboos and aversions.. sadly enough.. as some women are willing and
    waiting to be sold into bondage like this for their so-called Allah
    that is written into a book.. beyond and above..
    normal nature as so-called normal
    goes.. without adulteration
    of culture and so-called
    prophets same
    but back
    to innocent
    first loves.. 16 is technically
    what could be considered a female
    adult although it still is not a fuller age
    of emotional maturity required to take best
    care of children as that is a huge responsibility
    to come.. but this age has been common for
    reproduction throughout the history of
    humankind as it is an age
    of reproductive
    success although
    the early twenties
    is said to be best
    by science interests in this
    field.. and first loves have always
    been some of the best muses in life
    as human art does relate in all the forms
    that comes.. but it is more the emotional part
    of that other than the sex act that makes one remember
    that soft love of connection for an entire lifetime when
    humans emotionally connect so deep in
    short term romance to sire
    and nurture children
    in oxytocin neurohormone
    ways in bonding for long term
    human and species survival.. and
    when you haven’t experienced this before
    it is earth shattering of course.. both in beginning
    and end as first loves do go.. otherwise they would
    be last loves too.. and to get it correct on the first try
    for compatibility is not the way that usually works
    in human terms.. unless it is forced this
    way in cultural dowry rules..
    where a woman
    and a man is selected
    by parents or others as
    the best breeding and economic
    security that is available for purchase
    as is.. and new cars sell better than used
    ones in this way as well.. and sure it is forced
    as such by the rule of law.. and shotgun marriages
    still happen in the backwoods of here.. under the covers
    as it were.. as human nature rules.. with culture too..
    my first love was somewhat a lifelong muse..
    and the memory of the hurt of that
    first love that i suppose i had
    repressed for actual
    decades is
    part of what
    helped to bring
    my emotions back to
    life many.. many years later..
    so it was a muse worth keeping
    for a saving in bringing back my soul
    years and years later.. actually in 2013..
    as the photos of this girl my sweet 16.. in how
    bad that loss hurt then.. did spark a first sadness
    back that eventually grew into Love again.. that i could
    freely give without expectation of return again.. and i even
    contacted her through her daughter i found on Facebook to
    thank her.. and although she never directly contacted me back
    there was a like that appeared on my Google page in the name
    of her new husband.. don’t know if it was her.. or haha.. perhaps
    a hidden warning from her husband that he was in the know too..
    but hehe.. the thing is my second sweet 19.. Katrina never
    ages.. so if he saw her.. and saw how much she still looks
    like the first love of 16.. he would probably
    see a little magic in all of this..
    that was perhaps a little
    to his or her
    heart too.. Love is
    the Muse that heals
    and even saves.. when
    consensual though and
    never ruled by books
    who are
    quite frankly
    sick.. just sick..
    and need some REAL
    help.. or separation
    from the rest of society
    not to hurt innocent little girls..
    so sure.. i’ll dedicate this to Sonia..
    my first love that can still bring a
    little tear.. ’cause what i remember of
    her were the first snuggles and never ever
    sex.. the snuggles
    live longer than any
    thing else
    innocent to
    me.. Love
    rules forever..
    noW as Snuggle Love..
    and the Love that gives
    freely and fearlessly all
    innocent with never even the
    limitation or expectations of
    a hug
    or even
    a hand shake
    or even ever
    seeing the face
    of the other one..
    as what often happens
    online.. in hidden eyes
    LOVE iSREAL..:)

  13. Ah yes.. just fresh out of hell for close to
    two weeks three years ago.. still a little
    rough around the edgeS as truly i felt
    like i was over one hundred years
    old for a full 66 months and
    worse.. but let’s
    just say..
    i came back
    aGain like the
    6 million dollar
    man or perhaps the
    12 million word man..
    stronger.. faster.. more
    loving than ever.. sure.. and
    Katrina helped to find all the
    pieces of me to put me back togeTheR
    and technology helped too.. as sort
    of my bionic eye and fingers and
    arms and legs that now
    extend out
    reach.. the
    thing is.. i am
    nobody.. which
    means that this
    kind of miracle
    can happen
    to anyone
    with REAL
    COSTS.. AND in the human case
    bRings back the benefit of that
    survival cost.. and gives
    and shares to
    all others
    in Fearless Love
    way as the core
    snake of fearless
    survival remains
    with love.. and sure
    the 6 Million dollar man
    show didn’t get all this
    poetic about
    the resurrection
    of the human heArt
    and SpiRit and miNd
    and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL
    renewed through fearless
    love.. but yes.. there was
    Jaime Summers and
    another love
    story there
    as any Isis
    will help
    her Osiris
    in never
    noW on
    the human
    soUL reborn
    and what most
    folks fail to see is
    this is what underlies
    the mythological pArt
    of the Jesus story in
    coming back from
    the dead as
    worst death
    of all is the
    living life
    in loss of
    heArt.. SpiRit
    and SoUL alike..
    Mythology and all
    fairy tales of old should
    never be dismissed as just
    ignorant folly for those who can
    neither see or feel the heArt.. thE
    spiRiT as ExpresSinG thaT Emotional
    and Sensory heArt or the soUL come
    back or first in everlasting eternal
    BaLanCinG in MiND and BoDy
    soUL noW..
    juST Now.. wHeRe
    the Kingdom of God and
    Heaven is nowhere else.. for
    me at least.. except for under
    the date of this Palm tree STiLL..:)

    OBTW.. my birthday photo
    from 3 years later.. noW
    and somEhow inStead iN
    oF getting older i got Now
    younger.. as i don’t thInk
    these photos are lYiNg..
    so hoW the FucK did thaT
    happen.. ‘ye of so little faith’…;)


    And here in “i of me” as the
    Artistic Nautilus of the groWinG
    aesthete of me continues to expand
    in both essence free and form that follows
    as the origin of all that is reflects iN i oF mE..:)


    Well.. Bigger Dog Day afternoons can
    Be a metaphor for better too as we gRow
    our Nautilus Shells as form of human essence
    even greater than before all through the course of life
    now.. and sadly younger folks will say as is stiLL noW
    documented on the Wrong Planet website i used
    to stay through the second half of 66 months HeLL..
    in where at least i could type words and
    wasn’t trapped in not only a closed
    in home but a closed in mind
    where eyes and ears would
    no longer effectively
    work to take
    in much of
    the world at
    all without intolerable
    pain way back then
    in heLL so real.. any
    way.. the young folks
    on the Wrong Planet who
    were obviously already close
    to total animal exhaustion
    in ways of General
    Adaptation Syndrome
    now in Hans Selye’s
    theory that works
    all too true from
    my experience
    on the cumulative
    and total impact of
    stress that can put a human
    down in a few short years of
    abuse in either verbal or and
    physical birth from early years
    of life.. in social ways as not being
    accepted or making the grade of culture
    is of the greater instinctual social cooperating
    animal instinctual fear.. including humans.. noW
    and exhausted from even just the school portion
    of what can be a hell on earth as human life.. so anyway2..
    the Young Folks on the Wrong Planet thought if this is as
    bad as this.. i dam sure never wanna even make it
    to age 50.. hoping they would literally die before
    they hit that age.. before my life even started
    living in head to toe in MoVinG ConNecTinG
    CreAtinG LiFe with all that is one and
    same in Nature being ONE WITH GOD
    that potentially could be a life
    in lifespan from birth
    to death.. iF
    what it means..
    as evolved to
    be a MoVinG..
    ConNecTinG CreAtinG
    HuMan with full heArt..
    SpiRit and MiNd
    and BoDy
    soUL alWays now..
    So.. how to empirically
    assess this journey and
    paths of life.. a blog IS A
    currently best way in life of
    case study to show fully what
    human potential is from art
    of head to toe.. to
    art that’s
    left as
    as Natuilus
    Shell Creativity
    too.. and that is what
    i do all free.. as when there
    is clear evidence that life can
    actually get better and even stronger
    and happier with age.. there is real hope..
    faith and belief in greater potential way
    that this can come true for you too..
    if you do not fall to the cynics of light
    the naysayers of human fear of
    darkness now iN
    life across the life
    span free.. as free
    as God WiLL liVe..
    inside us.. outside us..
    above us. below uS anD
    aLL A’round uS noW aLiVE
    in both a potential of the Kingdom
    of God noW anD Heaven REAL.. THE
    anyway.. when i tale a story in public. i always
    have some links to prove the doing in what
    i say in words.. that have more substance
    than just empty sHells of illusory
    fears and promises sAMe.. iSREAL
    iSGOD when FREE aS uS noWreaL..:)

  14. Facebook bestie Muslim
    FriEnd.. Rafiah.. shares..
    four photos of
    James Spader
    admiring all
    his expressions
    in movie star crush love..

    And i say..

    SMiLes.. and memories for me..
    way back in ’81 in the movie
    Endless Love that was a painful
    reminder of the loss of my first
    Love then.. James Spader
    playing the brother
    in a movie that
    eerily imitated
    my Life story then..
    and as i believe we have
    discussed before.. James
    Spader my age.. and i watched
    through the years as he didn’t age
    and.. for so many years.. and yes
    still at times folks say the same for
    me but i can only say that was because
    i was eventually loved the most.. and you
    definitely help with that continuing tradition
    as honestly i have never felt younger than
    this moment now.. one with God my Friend..
    it just doesn’t get any fearless loving better
    than that
    young Angel
    Rafiah.. who
    inspires so easy
    now with
    her innocent
    Loving touch
    that feels no
    barriers for Love..
    at least for me mY FriEnd..:)


    Rafiah responds a couple of days later..
    in fact at the moment i am copying
    and pasting the before mentioned
    text to get it into this
    final Micro Verse
    oF 692nd Macro
    of Ocean
    wHoLe Poem
    iN SonG oF mY soUL nOW.. as she says..

    The best thing about his performance is
    that he always make me feel very emotional.
    He is too good. And I love his voice. I am going
    to watch the movie and I’ll tell you about it..:)

    And i say.. in iNterested terms
    in wonder how she will
    now like the movie..

    SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Rafiah..
    EmoTions are so important..
    you are trUly smArt to seek to FeeL them..
    and yes.. i hope you EnJoy Endless Love..:)

  15. i take one of those
    Facebook tests that
    assesses which Ancient
    Civilization you should
    live in and the

    And i say..

    Ancient Egypt..
    Of course..;)

    The EN name test
    thingy on Facebook
    Asks are you sexy by
    analyzing your
    and my Grand
    total Percentage scale
    out of 100% comes out
    as what the EN Name
    test thingy describes
    as an incredible
    of 153% almost
    pegged to the top
    and bottom as it were
    and still iS noW.. of course..

    And i say.. then.. noW aGaiN..

    So i’M
    From Ancient
    Egypt and noW
    ThiS.. what comes neXt..
    iN Min way

    So i go on to add
    some photos and
    discuss them
    in each
    slide way..
    in sorta new age
    PowerPoinT StylE noW2..

    These two women.. have several things in
    common.. first of all.. though.. what truly separates
    them.. is one is not married to me.. now.. for
    the similarities.. as both women are
    born in 1970.. which means they
    are 46.. in Katrina’s case..
    and 45 for Analyn.. soon
    to be 46 in a few months..
    and what else.. yes.. both
    these women have Fathers
    born in the Philippines..
    which means they are
    not too far
    away from
    the old
    as in Pacific
    Islander beauty..
    of course too.. in
    indigenous wild spirit
    as such too.. and one
    of these women.. doubles
    as Pocahontas.. and yes.. the
    other.. the.. Egyptian Goddess
    Isis.. yes.. the taller one who is
    having to crouch down to get noW
    to the level of Pocahontas.. in
    her high heel shoes.. hmm..
    so.. this “SuperWoMeN oF
    Fearless LovE” Macro-Verse
    IS A MaKinG more
    and more
    as i FeeL
    oN.. iN streAM
    of consciousness
    creativity in what comes
    will may.. neXT.. yeX neXT..
    i’Ve talked to the subject oF Z
    already and noW we are oN
    neXt as WeLL with 5 X’s
    to go along with Z..
    what else..
    they never
    age of course
    as ‘SuperWoMeN
    oF GoD’.. never do..
    and i’M pretty sure
    that Pocahontas
    would be blushing
    noW iF sHe kNeW
    i AM including her
    iN my Goddess Isis
    story too.. anyWay.. tHeRe’s
    already been a film about the
    45 year old woman who never
    ages called “The Age of Adaline”..
    so at lEast noW Katrina does not
    have to feel so alone.. in her
    never aging dilemma now..
    and yes.. of course..
    this is Biloxi Casino
    day that we do once
    a month with the
    Catholic Church
    Fil-AM flavored
    group except for
    some really pale
    and red skinned folks
    like me who has Sioux
    and Cherokee blood too..
    so yes.. the pARt American
    male Indian revue to come NeXT
    for the sixth letter like thaT heRe@6..;)

    WeLL.. so one might say..
    hoW iN the WORLD.. can
    someone who looks like
    this with light shaded hair
    and not so brown skin
    be an American
    Indian.. in
    pArt Cherokee
    and Sioux way..
    Well.. in my case..
    tHeRe IS A Paternal
    Grandfather from Ireland
    who WAS an X-Catholic
    Priest.. and oh Lord the
    7th letter like that comes
    NoW.. And.. kinda like Magic..
    He married a 17 year old girl
    who was Cajun.. Spanish mixed
    with French in the Taylor County
    Parish that my Grandfather Leo
    Priested back then.. it’s kinda good
    that the Cajun Girl attracted him in
    that way from the Pews.. and the gentleman
    my 36 year old Grand Father Leo was did not
    consummate the marriage until a year later at
    18.. so we are told as that is the year the identical
    twins.. my Father and Uncle are born.. with rather
    dark hair and olive skin.. and what some folks have
    named as the most beautiful Irish Green eYes seen
    on a male as such.. a little more on that later on
    i promise soon to come.. in inheritance way
    as WeLL.. i do promiseX2.. Oh God thEre’s
    that letter for the Eight now time.. oh
    and my Irish Grand daddy’s daddy
    was from the Black Forest
    oF Germany.. so perhaps
    my Dark Black Haired Daddy
    Got his Green eYes from the
    Black Forest of
    of Ireland
    what else.. yes..
    on the Maternal
    Side along with Cherokee
    and Sioux Nation roots..
    there is quite a bit of
    Old English to go
    along with my
    Mother’s side
    too.. so what
    i had to do today..
    to be tall.. handsome
    and dArk and of course
    a little mysterious too..
    iS to morph into BAtman2..
    liKe A Thief iN thE NiGht..
    as that definitely does
    a trick on dark true..
    hmm.. at least
    in T-shirt way..
    and when the Waitress..
    who serves CocKtails..
    asked me if i had
    been working out..
    i said of course..
    looking pretty lean
    here for 235 LBs
    huh.. and i do nude
    art too.. and she kinda
    blushed too.. so that
    is what cAMe neXt
    in Egyptian MIN style2..
    as the 9th letter comes neXt
    noW for
    10 TruE
    so wHat neXt
    for 11
    2.. noW.. cOmes6..;)

    i thiNk this is a cool Batman2.. shirt..
    so i Am sharing it as profile photo
    from the Hard Rock Casino2… noW
    And my frigging white shorts are
    soaking wet along with
    that black shirt as i just
    got through Dance Walking
    backwards twirling around in
    some more deep white sands
    in today’s 112F heat indices.. true..
    of Biloxi Beach in reverse floating 6 miles..
    too.. in the deep sand like a spiraling
    Seagull too.. as yes.. i do ballet
    twirls in the frigging deep sand
    to noW retain.. my somewhat
    trim 235 LB form.. and now the
    weight must go somewhere2
    yes.. straight to my hips and
    legs in extremely dense
    muscle and bone.. and
    ligaments and tendons
    too as that is what Epigenetics
    in human potential will do and
    if you don’t think i am as strong
    as a wiry ape.. meet me at the
    gym and i will show ya the benefit
    of this deep sand reverse Seagull
    floating spiraling dance as leg pressing
    that close to 1000 LBS.. 33 times noW on
    an extremely difficult parallel leg press
    machine with arms raised in the air
    like a Ballerina does prove.. and
    for those who think it
    looks strange.. sure it is
    as me and God make up
    oUR DancE as wE moVe
    In Heaven toGeTHer on tHiS
    terrestrial plane.. but STiLL like
    an overall Force of ET too.. as no
    one does it like we do toGetHer
    as A SonG foR two and one
    sAmE.. lET’s just calL iT 21 for
    now to keep the numbers coMinG iN
    sTronG noW.. and by A way theRe noW
    IS A tremendous amount of meaning Now
    in all these words.. hidden and mysterious
    that only ‘certain’ folks will grab down the
    road after this Macro-Verse bakes online
    a little while in what humans name time..
    or perHaps i’M juSt saYinG thAt to
    cook the mysterious soMe moRe..
    HeHE thAt is for God to kNowFeeL
    noW and for you to figure ouT WiTH
    GoD aLLonE.. so please don’t
    ‘shoot’ the messenger.. OK..
    heHE.. anyway.. one more
    profile pic to go.. and i get
    to finAlly eat supper as
    worKiing for God is not
    reAlly a cake walk
    but you get to
    eat the cake
    too.. for thoSe
    iN the KNoW and
    very SpeCiaL FeeL
    of Getting to eat soMe
    Cake now2.. aLL A now
    NaturAllY aS Such3.. 2..
    as i spRead somE moRe
    numBers1.. 2.. for 12 and
    3 added in those two digits 3..
    so noW.. neXt selfie slide please..
    for 12 full letters liKe tHAt noW.. a.. 0.. KA..:)

    i’M tiRed.. too daM tireD
    to even take a batH noW..
    i need a dAm back rub
    or something like thaT
    butt Katrina says i’M 2
    dAM sWeaty.. and i say..
    oKay.. StiLL.. for yOur eYeS oNly 2..;)

  16. And juSt To thInk..
    FeeL.. bY thE noW
    thAT morNinG sTar riSes
    aGaiN As VenuS AnD SuN
    thE sAme.. Now tHe KArmic
    bAtman eYe WiLL bE bacK
    aGaiN.. likE noW oN moNth 8..
    8th of 2016.. oH So FresH AgAiN..
    oR Do
    tHe maTh
    anD arT Too..;)

  17. A group photo around Christmas of last year.. 2015..
    as My Santa Claus.. Don’t Stop believing
    shirt says in this mostly FiL pArt of
    AM group that keeps the glue
    of the Casino Church trip toGeThEr..
    noW and trUly they have a cohesive
    mini culture that is homogenous
    and shared no less than my
    friEnd Rafiah in her Muslim
    culture.. no matter what paRts
    of the wHolE religion and so-called
    last prophet as such i disagree wiTh
    With fAcTs.. the bottom line is they noW
    live overall with Love and TogeTheRness
    and overlook the poTenTial dArk parts
    oF tHeiR religious books and prophet(s)..
    just as most of the Christians do noW in
    day to day life here.. only
    difference is.. one
    can criticize all
    religion and
    get away
    with that here..
    but n ah.. not over
    tHeRe nearly as much
    here but they get by.. holding
    hands at least with same sex folks..
    like even Arabian men do.. to get through
    by doing whatever they have to do.. to survive
    in everyday existence of human being.. and then
    there are the rotten core extremists folks wHo
    tend to ruin the entire barrel of Humans
    to other humans who haven’t actually
    met the Love from someone else’s
    culture but Love lives on in
    the child’s eYes no matter
    what iT taKes to
    water that
    iN hUman sociAlly
    cooperating ToGeTheRness
    wHolE noW.. i AM an EXTREME
    LIKE THAT.. some folks are extremely shy
    and conservative and like to keep their
    naked bodies all covered up.. and
    yes.. even wife Katrina is very
    conservative.. overall too..
    she would have made
    a great Muslim wife..
    as she will play
    by every rule
    of culture
    and religion
    too.. as some folks
    conform to be comfortable
    and others go way out on a limb
    and fly hiGher liKe mE iF they CAN..
    bottom line is.. some do and some don’t
    iT’s the way hUman Nature flies or sits..
    and if you thInk you can change iT..
    you are likely in for some big..
    big disappointments but
    to change dArks of
    culture and religion
    iS possible but trUly
    a job oF a real BIBLICAL
    anyway.. to see the much bigger picture..
    bEYond one’s own shoes and larger foot
    print of culture and religion.. is simply to see
    and understand and fearlessly LovE morE noW..
    butT aGaiN iT’s jUst the bio-diversity of hUman
    Nature in bEinG and doinG.. some folks WiLL
    take that lifelong effort and others will
    literAlly shy away from understanding
    different from birth to death.. iT iS
    what It Is.. and wE wiLL do
    all what wE can toGeTheR
    to make all things work out..
    as hUmans have already
    dONe to tHis point NoW..
    a Grand new experiment
    iT iS as WhoLE but iT iS
    wHaT iT iS bottom liNe NOW..REaL…:)

  18. YeS.. i aM reAlly enJoYinG
    more and more.. oF the Free
    Assistance thaT technology
    provides to aRt oF Y i.. FReED..
    seriousLY.. most everYone or at lEast
    some folks should be a Mozart or A
    Beethoven noW2.. and even Jesus2..
    iF they can jUst filter through
    the fertile pArts oF aRt
    iN liFe and SciEncE
    ThAt F iN Works…
    Now.. FreeDoM SinGs
    a greAteST SonG oF
    aLL noW iN hUman way
    for those who can sEE and hEar aLL thAt
    iS iT with more than eYes and earS.. noW..
    anyWay.. aGaiN.. i say.. not everyone has
    the computer and or Internet horsepower to
    open up my blogs.. but Facebook continues
    to provide at LEast anotHeR way to share
    for those less fortunate oF uS who haven’t
    received the best of both worlds oF Art and Science yET..:)

  19. FAcebook Friend Ashe and previous co-worker from my
    working days shares a status that says
    and i quote.. noW wiTh heR folLoWinG..

    “When you’ve got to work at 0600 in the morning
    and your sleep was interrupted so you lie there
    staring at the ceiling looking for
    hidden meaning in the popcorn.”

    i reply in a miXed popcorn
    oF art anD
    noW iN
    Free FloW iN
    thE ZonE CreAtiVity..
    after ecstatically DanCinG
    iN the SuN And SanD oF BiLoxi
    Casino BEAcheS yesterDay WitH
    very little

    A lack of sleep..
    Increases the pleasure and
    creativity neurochemical.. Dopamine.. So
    yes.. You are much more likely to find the purpose
    and the meaning of life on this all natural high.. iF yA
    can lET the DArk Force of worry and fear and the
    associated six letter word Stress go..
    And see the diamond souLed
    shoes in the Lucy in the
    sky of popcorn ceiling floW and
    hELL.. You might even wRite 12
    million words before you go to work..
    iN A zONe of free flow creativity..
    AnyWay.. JuSt a thOught..
    After getting almost no sleep
    last niGht too.. So have a nice
    day and drive through.. As i reply
    bye and read wtf FTW i jUst sAid
    totAlly dRug FReED..;)

    PS.. hours on end of
    Ecstatic Dance (ED) in free flow
    non-worry/fear/stress state.. can
    accomplish this related miNd and
    boDy soUl BaLaNcinG milestOne
    as weLL.. Add in no sleep and wysiwyg
    FReED iN what comes neXt..
    OBTW.. Every word and
    even or odd letter and
    number is THE
    Popcorn to ME.. he HE..;)

  20. WeLL.. hello tHeRe TVC Mario..
    i AM back aGaiN for a little fUn
    wiTh you.. one thing iS wiTh heRe
    noW.. 40 thousand or so paltry
    views in a world of 7 billion plus
    or so folkS and considering just one
    of Katy Perry’s God liGht worker TRUE
    iLLUMINATI VIDEOS named Dark Horse
    is reaching over 1 Billion views.. you certainly
    are a voice crying out from the dArk of REAL
    ANTI-ChRiST DiviSioN separating God into two
    Gods of evil and Good when there is ONLY ONE
    GOD OF UNITY.. mY FriEnd.. hmm.. i mean duh..
    ain’t it as plain as A perfect Storm oF
    Sun in sky..
    we only
    one pluS..
    you KNoW/feeL..
    let’s see.. what else..
    i wonder iF Jesus would
    come here more than 4 times
    to try to help you see a greater
    liGht than two Gods of Good and Evil..
    One world and One God is enough for
    wE true Illuminati soldiers of God mY
    FriEnd.. i’Ve invited you over to
    my place to see a little
    more of tHis liGht..
    so considering
    how much
    you could
    use iN seeing the
    for anyone with frigging common sense
    that isn’t imagining dArk meaning when
    all there is is liGht in Katy Perry’s new video
    Rise for yoU of little faith my Friend who cannot
    apparently see the liGht iF iT flew here in A cuckoo’s nest
    and rested for a moment to see WTF you are on about noW…
    anyWay.. i find
    you quite
    in a trUly
    dArk way..
    hope you get
    to see some REAL
    LiGHT SOON.. AND i’LL even GiVe
    yOu a FucKinG iF yoU seeK in GoD
    liNk this go around to hELp yA ouT..
    you KNow the lost sheep parable
    and aLL of ThAT heHe.. and
    the thief in the night
    dressed like
    see ya
    later baby..
    got work to do..
    for God.. have a nice day..
    i Will in the only heaven that
    ever exists now.. per Luke 17:21..
    fulfilling the prophecy in Saint John
    that folks will do greater works than
    Jesus now.. as i continue on the longest
    individual bible effort ever approaching
    42 months now of witnessing for God
    at the Beginning of September 2016..
    since Beginning of March 2013.. oh
    those threes do continue
    to RinG as 4 MilLioN
    words to witness
    for God
    in longest
    long form
    poem ever
    by a human
    iN continUinG
    to SinG a SonG
    of mE and GoD toGetHeR..
    so.. coMe on over to the liGht
    ForCe noW my Friend.. tHeRe iS
    now.. no hate and discontent over
    heRe ever.. just a FucKinG laugh WitH
    God noW FTW.. over the ignorance of Humans
    that continues to ring out iN REAL DARK HORSE WAY..
    while folks like me and Katy continue to sMiLe a grin
    wiTh God BeYond the Rihanna SonG oF EnLiGhTENinG
    Now iN BeYonce InFiniTy NoW is what
    i came
    herE for
    2.. mY FriEnd.. noW
    Wide a FucKinG aWake..
    iN liGht oF GoD FReED.. Now..
    oh yeah.. and tHere iS that pArt of
    the Nicene creed that all Catholics
    in the U.S. oF A.. SinG every Sunday
    morning that i too WiLL parTake oF iN
    Catholic Church toDay that says.. ‘he’ WiLL come
    aGaiN in glory to judge the living and the dead
    and his kingdom will have no end.. online.. oh
    by the way
    i added
    in that
    last by
    line.. aGaiN..
    you KNow thaT
    Saint John saYinG
    thaT Says otHeRs WiLL
    come in glory with greater works of
    more verses to add to the UniVerse noW
    as mY Friend Robin Williams once sAiD too..
    iN my opinion.. at least one Jesus2.. WiLL come
    iN total naked glory online for a long now my friEnd..
    and i for one am planning.. hoping.. with total FAITH
    have a nicene
    day baby.. Heaven
    is alWays LUKE HOT..
    HATE AND FucKinG DiVisiVE DiScontent..
    But sUre.. a God laugh/wiNk iS FucKinG FuN..;)


    Oh yeah.. and baby.. like Katy Perry’s ET SinGs.. every
    move is magic.. and like Rihanna lightning when i
    DancE too.. 1000 girls documented
    online cannot be wrong on
    that either
    a Grin as
    WidE as InFiNity..
    WitH mE wider 2.. HE HEx2..
    WiTh BRiGht eYes too..
    kinda like turning
    yoUr heARt
    iS whaT i hoPe
    for You too my fRiEnd,,
    as the dArk iS onLy cOld
    and never even LuKE wArm
    i’M sweaTinG God bullETs hEre
    mY friend.. and i AM too FuCkInG
    HiGh WiTH GoD for anyOne on Earth to
    understand whaT wE
    are aLL on
    ET.. HE.. heX3..
    anYway i do not FeeL
    God wHole iS too happy
    about how you are scouRaGinG
    Katy Perry.. HeAr the Karmic eYe
    sincerely suggests you noW change
    your actions as God’s Consequences
    are alWays real noW iN liGht or dArK
    too mY
    and yoU
    can MaRk
    God’s trUe and
    liGht organic words for thAT
    forevermorenow my FriEnd
    as tHeRe is no time in Heaven
    but all tHeRe iS iS time in Hell..
    wiTh a bLacK WiNK or poTenTial sMiLes..;)

  21. https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/08/07/im-like-lucy/

    John 14:12 KJV..

    “Verily, verily, I say unto you,
    He that believeth on me, the
    works that I do shall he do also;
    and greater works than these shall
    he do; because I go unto my Father.”

    Luke 17:21 KJV..

    “Neither shall they say,
    Lo here! or, lo there! for,
    behold, the kingdom of
    God is

    Interesting.. as if you talk to
    fundamentalist Christians about
    these two versions and such you
    will do as they say to do greater works
    than Jesus and the Kingdom of God is
    Within you.. now.. and there is no need
    to wait until after death for Heaven now..
    yes.. the real deal.. tHeir face usually
    contorts into WhaT the FucK..
    as they say no way..
    Heaven is only after
    death.. this place sucks..
    Hillary is gonna bring
    in all the Muslims
    and the end
    of the
    is surely
    coming.. and
    it’s always about
    Jesus and never the
    kingdom of GOD iN ME uS..
    DUH.. DUH.. DUH.. every Yogi kNows and
    FeeLs this.. including the Yogi-like Dude
    Jesus too.. or whoever reported these
    words as they stand true through
    many religions in human
    recorded history.. noW2..
    AnyWay.. when i asked
    a dude at a Pastor’s Family
    farm today if he had ever
    heard of this Kingdom
    of God within or
    doing greater
    works than
    Jesus he said..
    oh.. you mean that
    New age stuff.. those folks
    who wanna bring a New World
    Order of Peace that is gonna bring
    the end of the world ’cause that is
    the way they interpret a dream a dude
    had 2000 or so years ago.. that Catholics
    do not interpret this way at all.. in fAct.. they
    see it as part of the era it was wrote in
    common sense historical context of
    course.. with Nero the obvious
    Anti-Christ then who was
    persecuting the
    Old Timey
    way back then..
    so John had a
    somewhat interesting
    abstract dream associated
    with that 2K or so years ago..
    and someone wrote it down.. although
    the Gospel of John.. is not even considered
    by scholars.. even as written by this actual
    so-called historical apostle of the
    reported dude named Jesus now..
    Anyway.. the Good News as
    now verified across the board
    in many other religions and
    culture of course is progressive
    humans per the metaphor and
    myth of the prometheus style
    Lucifer per metaphor of this
    2 year old Macro-Verse
    from 2014.. in association
    with the movie Lucy about
    A same basic hUman then now..
    as archetype of continuing advancement
    in moving further and further out of caves..
    flat earth.. and the Earth as the Center
    of the entire sHeBang as such as
    that 2.. has already come true..
    as we have set outside our
    diapers and pacifiers of
    the past and
    advanced the
    species in bRinGinG
    great human comforts.. albeit
    destroying many earth species…
    by taking more than we give..
    so yes.. human potential in
    tools.. technology.. written
    languages.. and culture/religion..
    in general.. noW.. can be a double
    edged sword oF liGht
    and dARk and aLL
    the ‘tween.. but when
    Information is no longer censored..
    when human beings are no longer fed
    illusory fears of a never ending hell after
    death and heaven there too.. instead of
    within.. as even science shows can and
    will somenows come trUe for hUman
    BeinGs STiLL noW.. in thiS liFE
    Now.. as far as misery and
    suffering vs.. human bliss..
    both empirically measurable
    now as real hell and heaven
    here sTiLL brAnd New NoW..
    for many who arrive tHeRe
    alive and yes.. somenows
    dead in heARt.. SpiRiT
    and miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
    souL.. noW.. oh.. so sad.. and BeYond
    saD in potential piece of paper existence2…
    Anyway.. if one is gonna have slaves they must
    provide these illusory fears and promises to
    control those slaves.. into bowing to less
    than God aLL noW as Nature saMe..
    and sure.. throughout history..
    this has been the reaLiTy
    of the White Christian man
    moreover in Patriarchal
    dominating way.. from
    not allowing women to vote
    or speak in Church.. to the
    Ku Klux Klan members who
    considered themselves Christians
    and used the bible to justify having slaves..
    raping slave women.. and beating slaves
    from lightly to severely to burning them
    on a God Dam Cross alive to dead..
    hangings etc.. no.. HELL NOW AND
    HELL YES.. those Christians from
    then have as much devil blood
    on thEir Hands in real life
    as any Now.. God Dam ISIL
    terrorist group does noW2..
    Only difference now..
    is the law does
    not look
    the other
    GoD DaM way..
    and it protects a
    woman’s basic right
    to vote as well.. yes..we’Ve
    come a long way baby.. as the
    Christian Religion for many years
    was just another God daM terrorist
    organization in domesticated fearful
    ways of hurting and killing innocent people..
    as soon as they quit lying to the congregations
    by not emphasizing that we can always do more
    than before.. and the Kingdom of God in both
    heaven.. hell.. and all the ‘tween ways of
    purgatory too.. live within.. with A
    WAYS OF life for we hUman BEinGs now..
    perhaps.. then.. we can get some World
    Peace too.. but for now we hope..
    with faith and belief that we can..
    we will.. we jUST dO.. and thaT
    iS what sets uS apArt from
    folks who keep a
    proverbial thumb
    uP tHere butt and
    keep sitting in a cave
    of one place from old.. before..
    instead of innovations iN Anew joyful NoW..
    Anyway.. for sure.. i for one.. continue to
    move.. connect.. and create more and
    the results do prove what i say.. thAT
    thiS human potential and heaven now
    is empirically evidenced as trUth
    and liGht iN aT lEast mY
    way of blog

    Hmm.. WeLL.. this quoted
    memory in Micro-Verse
    fashion from a Year ago..
    to date.. certainly reflects
    what i AM spEaKinG to.. too.. today2..:)

    “Funny.. some folks wonder what a man who lives two thousand years ago.. will JUST DO.. IF alive today.. funny.. considering scholars suggest we only have 18% of his original words then… but you Know AND FEEL what.. i wonder and JUST DO.. WHAT WILL GOD REaLLY DO IF MANIFEST IN FLESH AND BLOOD HUMAN.. WELL.. obviously as manifest as CAT GOD will roll around in the midday SUN in SAND just to be content alive.. feeling and sensing SAND and SUN together as ONE FORCE of CAT.. THE SAME APPLIES TO the cat who hugs the midnight grass JUST to be content as Leaves of Grass and Moon as one force of CAT.. until the hunt to live starts all over again.. for subsistence and in general SURVIVAL..

    So what will a human maNiFestaTion of GOD
    fullER do to experience ALL the GIFT of LIFE
    THAT IS maNiFest togeTheR

    Well.. i suggest that THiS reflecTion of GOD
    will be best expressed AS musicians..
    dancers.. painters..
    singers.. IN


    AS ONE
    ART IS

    Facebook Algorithm slide show videos
    continue to automaticAlly roll iN..
    on thiS reALLy trUly KooL
    neW Facebook..
    Function.. giVinG
    and shaRinG arT
    iN A greAT
    frEE for aLL
    FReED.. he HE..
    aT lEast for mE..:)

    And.. the second variation of Sunday Farm
    way fun.. comes all free too..
    but i WiLL liMiT these videos
    to mY draWinG board..
    iN dRAft.. oF PaleTTe
    And CanVas BoARd
    oF pAinT FReED2..
    in the comments section
    oF Word Press oN CoUrSE2..:)

    iN close to juSt another Marathon oF DancE WalKinG..
    this weekend.. Katrina is so sick anD tiRed of mE
    bEinG SoaKinG wET wiTh sweaT..
    thAt she puts me
    in the TargET..
    Dry cycle..
    oNe moRe
    noW.. to see..
    iF she can clean
    mY sweATy aCT uP2.. heHE..;)

    And yes.. as i’Ve stated bEfore..
    wherever i go.. tHere is a Shoe
    Carnival come to town.. store..
    beach.. gym.. etc.. ETc.. et al2..
    and i try to stay as flexible as i can
    and if you look close here you WiLL
    sEE a Cat who helped stARt a very
    colorful uniVerse by adding soME
    gAs as fuEl
    to the whOle
    dAM sHeBanG as iS2..;)

  22. https://gigoid.me/2016/07/28/can-we-see-the-blank-menu-please/#comment-20186

    SMiles.. penniewoodfall.. ‘Awakening The Spine’…by Vanda Scaravelli.. thanks..
    i’LL read the book for free at Barnes and Nobles iF it is available while i ‘dance’ just like this below that i will embed and separate as link.. like i did the last Youtube
    video i shared with you.. it’s a very a short example of what i do 166.66 miles a month on average since the end of August 2013.. coming to 6000 miles of effortless wind and water movement in early September of this year..
    and yes i literally move like this when i read at Barnes and
    Nobles.. listening to my favorite music at
    the same NOW.. reading on average
    10 to 15 times faster than
    the average human
    as my mind
    and body
    a finely
    sports car noW
    that is human
    running on all
    potential cylinders
    more simply in balance.. my FriEnd..:)

    all in the day of A life..
    or die.. much sooner..
    Lesson of Nature and
    God same my friend for
    all the animals who have
    physical intelligence for basic
    survival in the animal kingdom..
    to simply conserve energy to MOVE/LIVE…
    i do the same ‘dance’ above in deep white
    sands of the beach as i did the other day
    for 6 miles in 112F degrees heat indices
    with athletic shoes on clothed
    in my year around attire now
    as i never get TOO cold or hot..
    as i have simply adapt in challenge
    with Nature God as sAMe.. in balance
    wHere now not unlike the planets and
    Sun around each other and galaxies
    around black hole suns i am a friend of
    God and gravity same.. WE move noW for
    existence all the same in balance.. while.. MRI’S
    AND CAT SCANS say i have Severe Degenerative
    Arthritis in my spine.. and spinal stenosis.. i do not
    know how to either move or dance.. but i do FeeL/
    SensE how to move in bliss.. simply as BaLanCinG
    my friend.. one foot in deep white sand with the
    other and one floats at 235LBS
    no different
    on water..
    except it is more
    impressive.. as it looks/moves
    like a planet/star more than a dork
    moving one way as a domesticated
    Robot… Nature and God sAMe is ‘ashamed’
    of we human beings.. as we are one of few
    that is too ‘retarded’ to even FucKinG exist
    pain free and in the Heaven
    of effortlessly moving
    in balance
    my friend..
    where mind and
    body and Nature/God are
    all one Force MovinG
    NOW as alWays
    Existential intelligence
    is in the forgetting of the illusion
    of words as Gods and cars as lovers
    and homes as God same.. or even clothes
    that separate us from the oxytocin receptors
    for Mother Earth on our feet.. and the Serotonin
    Generated along with Dopamine and endorphins
    when all our skin from head to toe feels the Sun
    and we in turn become
    a Sun.. a planet.. a Star
    and a Galaxy and mini me’s
    Radiating emotional/sensory FoRcE..
    oF God and UniVerse wHole
    and more.. sAMe.. by
    one more
    time that
    is alwayS
    now mY FriEnd..
    generating our own
    Sun as stars of energy..
    better taught by watching
    and doing what comes as Nature/GOD
    now by doing it oneself with all innate
    instinct and intuition.. and i don’t have
    to sell a book.. as everywHeRe i go folks
    video tape me and share me on Facebook FREE..
    around the world.. i am known/FELT/said as a dance
    legend.. an icon of dance.. the list goeS oN..
    per spirit animal and the man who moves
    like water… but i am simply a Lion on the
    Savannah conserving
    to live
    on noW
    in what all
    Animals do AS
    A NOW super epic
    life of MoVinG liFe..
    and art sAMe iN/aS noW..
    FeeLinG/seNsinG liFe
    more and
    in bliss of
    Balance noW..
    FucKinG trUly SANE..
    WiNks.. my FriEnd.. i Am
    alWays extremely busy2
    but all oF iT feels
    a feather..
    as all oF iT
    simply comes
    as Natural as the
    UniVerse wHole GoD and
    moRe MoVinG all oNe iN BaLanCinG…
    Some folks wait for Godot.. noW..
    i for one move
    as Godot aLLnow
    and alWayS noW
    live in Heaven Now..
    somEhow the wHole
    God DaM SheBang
    Godot mixed
    as A
    silly little
    Books.. they
    make me giggle as i google..
    in the aisles of Super
    they frown
    as long as hell
    exists as they have
    simply forgotten how NoW..
    to move as heaven.. my friEnd..
    P E N N I E W O O D F A L L
    FucK NOT..
    iF u SeeK to
    Move like this2..
    in yoUr own Artful
    way of course as yoU
    and NatUre/God create
    the moves aS now goeS on.2..1.:)

  23. OKay.. so-called Vigilant Christian Mario..
    the cool thing about Freedom of Expression
    is we all get to express our views over here
    in the free world.. so we can either scare folks
    with dark imagination and creativity thoughts
    and other symbols.. or
    we can do our best
    to move towards
    the liGht and do
    some reAlly great
    stuff and more than
    Jesus of course in heaven
    now.. in case somehow you
    missed these two verses that
    even do still exist in the KJV Bible..

    John 14:12 KJV..

    “Verily, verily, I say unto you,
    He that believeth on me, the
    works that I do shall he do also;
    and greater works than these shall
    he do; because I go unto my Father.”

    Luke 17:21 KJV..

    “Neither shall they say,
    Lo here! or, lo there! for,
    behold, the kingdom of
    God is

    Isn’t iT plain to see that
    even the so-called Jesus
    dude who has been scribed
    thousands of times by different
    scribes where scholars at REAL Divinity
    schools suggest there are 3 to 4 hundred
    thousand minor to major mistakes in the
    current revision of the bible that was once
    oral tradition in the Aramaic Language
    among illiterate folks for around
    4 decades or so until the
    really smart Greek folks
    decided to write the parts
    they liked from numerous
    sects of oral tradition
    of Christianity who
    all thought they
    knew the
    real Yeshua..
    some suggesting
    there is one God..
    others suggesting
    twelve Gods.. so
    what this bOils
    down to
    my Friend
    is that the
    Greeks created what
    is left of the real dude
    Jesus’ Aramaic words
    as translated into Greek
    and eventually put into
    English print in around
    the 15 to 16th Century or so
    as the changes and revisions continued
    to come as scholars suggest that only a couple
    of books from Paul are even potentially by a real
    author and not a forgery that use another word
    to mean the same thing.. Bottom line here when
    you say the original Jesus was not white.. well no
    cRap but the original Jesus did not speak all the
    words of the New Testament as every
    potential pastor or priest knows who
    has gone to any reputable
    school to get
    their Divinity
    Degree.. but of course
    they do not share that with the
    congregation as they are all waiting
    for a Godot after life.. than heaven
    SAME ALLONE AGAIN.. and ha!.. yes.. of course
    self-fulfilling prophecies come true.. so let
    it be written and visualized as imagination
    and dreams come to fruition so
    let it be done.. so
    Leonardo draws
    a helicopter
    and eventually
    one comes to be
    real like a dragon fly
    on wheels.. and sure..
    Jesus the ascended master
    as metaphor continues to come
    in many human forms.. as the idea
    has been put out there to prepare ye a
    way.. for someone to do much greater stuff
    than Jesus really did of course.. as there is absolutely
    no more physical evidence that Jesus did any supernatural
    stuff anymore than there is that Muhammad actually literally
    spoke to an Angel in a Cave.. we weren’t born yesterday.. 2K
    to 3K years ago.. or were we my Friend.. we are born in the modern
    age.. we got a brain.. and we can lEarn and groW anD yES Ascend/RISE
    to the real magic of Nature and God the sAme.. in bliss
    and nirvana of heaven now.. in LIGht.. iN liGht my
    friend.. or we can stay back tHeRe in the
    cave in the dark of fear..
    doubt.. and all stuff related
    to hate.. while you continue
    to play your dark games here
    in attempts to bRinG folks down
    who have ascended so much higher
    than you will ever KNow/FeeL/SenSe..
    until you get rid of all this personal
    hate and discontent in fear of dArk
    and liGht as Cynicism too.. and as we kNow
    the Catholic church regularly recruits homosexuals
    as just do the FucKinG math on the folks who care
    not to get married and have sex with women.. it
    kinda pans out to what it is that way.. as it is
    something to do to make a living when
    ya can’t come out of the closet
    in the old days.. so is it no
    surprise that
    the Catholic
    higher ups..
    pretty little
    fair haired young
    men.. with beards on
    a female looking androgynous
    face to represent Jesus as their
    true love.. of course.. not dude.. it is
    human nature.. they were just painting
    what they liked to see.. and yeah.. i used
    to be Androgynous looking like that bearded
    female man.. but i was just a slow maturer..
    and didn’t pick up my Lion paws until my mid
    50’s as i had lot to lEarn/FeeL/SenSe to become
    simply another ascended master
    too.. but ha! every FucKinG
    wild animal who
    hasn’t been
    into a human
    hell is already
    ascended my friend
    as all that means is being
    is BeinG iN balance with Nature
    and God sAMe without all these
    FucKinG idols of written words to
    bring creature comforts as collective
    intelligence and culture whole.. but the sad
    Karmic part of that is.. while we are eating away
    other earth species we have forgotten how to move
    as God and Nature sAMe as a BaLaNCinG FoRcE of
    Energy in EmoTioNs and SeNses Human as mini
    mes of God.. no different than the LiON
    on the Savannah who is a natural
    Tai Chi ascended Master
    as simply gifted
    by God and
    same.. my
    friEnd.. all innately..
    instinctually and intuitively
    set free as ascended masters
    will do all WiLd/FReED.. words will rarely
    take you to be as one with God my friend
    but moving as God can and wiLL do the trick of TREAT..
    Have a nice… day iN priSoN or Free WiTh God and Nature
    sAMe.. a TrUth and liGht iSrEAL thAt requires no words @ALL..:)

  24. 1
    11 noW..
    10 Now for
    10 Fingers2
    and yes..
    10 toes2…
    11.. as culture
    extends form NOW
    Two ones.. now..
    Two hemispheres
    of BRain
    left and
    right now
    11 NoW..
    H wHole
    aS Human BeinG
    noW.. anD 1 noW
    and 1 make two hemispheres
    oF Earth as above so
    below latitudes and
    longitudes wide..
    as two
    inside and
    outside of
    Earth bEcome
    all around..
    1 and 1
    for 11
    whole when
    aLL Human
    bEinGs HolD
    HanDs a
    wHole ONE noW oNlinE..:)

  25. SomEnows
    iT’s juSt aS
    Easy aS aLL thAt iS/God
    BLendinG iN WitH NatuRe…
    Funny hoW thaT coMes WitH
    11 And H

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