i AM A JesuS2 HoW ‘bOuT yoU2


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Facebook Friend Ashe provides a weather
report about a tropical wave so far
identified as invest 96-L and another
one that bears watching.. so i say..

Thanks Facebook Weather Ashe Girl…
Will Be looking forward
to further Facebook
updates to avoid
doing my
hehe.. a special
interest of mine too…
Since i gave it up in 2008..
we haven’t had another Hurricane yet..
hehe.. just a coincidence of course.. like
almost every
same thing
happened with
FSU.. lost interest
and they lost too.. heheX2..
Harry Potter and the cursed
child 19 years late and all that2..
i guess the child would have been
born in
’97 or so2..
anyway.. nice
visiting your weather
report here.. now for dance
and go go go.. go go more..;)

And now i say.. oh yeah and
there was the ’72 and ’73 Dolphins
when i watched them.. and i think
i’ll pick the Democratic team get
behind them and watch them
win win win too..
with some
in synchronicity
to move.. connect
and create on prayer
per se.. of magic too..
duh.. though on this
one and face palm too..
like Trump has a chance when
there are literally reams and reams
of his own speeches that could make
anyone scream bloody duh.. anyway..
secretly the Republican party wants him
to lose i understand at the top.. as they now
wanna have a snowball chance in something
to even keep moving.. in house and senate win ways…
Such is life in the big city of conservative and liberal and
all the ‘tween of innate human nature.. it’s predictable.. it’s
coincidental not so much in this case.. as synchronicity rules
with Nature true.. so far beyond thAT aLL as God WiLL to do too..
with we actors of a much bigger play than most of us are even aware of..
funny how
some of us
get clued
in more than
others.. but one
must have some open..
eyes.. ears.. and spidey SeNseS/FeeLinGS
to get the much much bigger God picture REAL
too of course
in Holy Spirit way..
and all those other metaphors
for the higher meaning and purpose
of life in freer truer relative free will
with God FReED.. kinda like me..
hehe.. but i rule nothing.. i just
play the play
FREE with
WiLL over
Love with courAge
and KinD Free way NoW..
anyway.. i kinda like the numbers
6 and 9 in anyway that comes.. 96..
66.. 99.. or WTF FTW comes neXt..
Golden Spiral reflection aLL of LiVinG GoD oNE..
and this stArts the 690th Macro Verse of Longest
Long Form Poem ever sTiLL approaching 4 million
words now.. and at least until around Thanks Giving
of this year.. unless i go all thaT more atomic on words
than i already do iN ForcE oNE.. iN CreATioN AcTiViTyNoW..
Oh yeah.. and i almost forgot up there.. the years i was
in school and the Milton High School rise to a State
Championship close to win i graduated too.. ah..
fond memories
of all those
cheerleading wins..
oh by the way i’M
God’s Cheerleader noW
for thE ulTiMate WiN
iN case yA haven’t
figured iT ouT
morE noW..
A Storm is CoMing
Katy Perry says a
perfect one but never
thE less a StorM iS
CoMing aGaiN.. anD
i do not beliEVe
it’S GonnA
A HurriCanE



“A man who fears suffering is already suffering from what he fears:”

~~ Montaigne ~~

“One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star.”

~~ Friedrich Nietzsche, Thus Spake Zarathustra ~~

“Beware the Jubjub bird”

~~ Lewis Carroll ~~

i’LL take these three
and dance with them
today.. and sure you
kNew.. hehe.. i’d pick
the second as a pig on
the wing from yesternow..
will certainly avoid the
Jubjub bird.. as it
just shits
for grins..
you know
the jubjub
bird that
rules instead
of plays.. my friEnd..
and ha.. so true on the first one
fear just plain sucks and fear is the
core of all suffering as fear is simply
four letters reduced to six as stress..
iT all flows togeTheR as truLy chaos
is both elegant and perfect
as any painting
seen truly
uP close
scopic view..
it juST doesn’t
make since sense
the dance comes neXT..
and first and alWayS noW..
FloWinG ever.. wait x’cuse me
juST saw Katy Perry on stAGe with
an open mind and a voice and had to
snap a photo for my current blog post in
continuing flow of photos.. and Thanks God
Katy has her long hair back and not where you
come from and where you gRow into that counts
in the first and the start and end and beginning same
now.. and she is gonna SinG RiSe and i thiNk i’ll capture
a photo here but wait.. againx2.. she stARted off really shaky
and she did that on purpose to transform in real time now.. oh
the creativity when one is not afraid to faLL to rise higher and higher
to make a point.. in pyramidal flow to rise higher to capstone now..
wHeRe fingers WiLL never slow.. where steps will never faiL
from before.. to gain farther further in liGht as far as
Angels will say oh ye of little faith.. don’t doubt it
don’t doubt.. iT.. rise and be transformed
anew to butterfly phoenix same
out of dark oil
sink as
bLack death
can Bring beLow
sTars above thaT
arE JuST waiTinG
to SinG hiGher so anyWay
noW Katy iS gonna roar floating
like a butterfly stinging like a Tiger
on speed of flOat out of cocoon same..
hmm.. what else.. yeah.. i go.. the eye
of the Tiger so i’LL keep roaring too until
the next Firework coMes aS
dArk horsE
past bRight
stAR liGht
more SinG
more SonG more Roar..
anyway.. Hillary is gonna accept
and iT’s noW to dance.. i have no
idea what i just sAid hehe.. but
dont’ doubt iT chaos
A DancE of liFe..;)


“Tonight’s” Dance-Shirt
sponsored noW by the
Democratic National
Convention.. iF you
can read the
hand writing

Charlie’s Hispanic Angels
were not present at the Dance
Hall ‘tonight’.. but Cortney and
Chelsea of the original
Angels were present..
late in the night..
for a selfie
pose or two..
and unfortunately
my big head appears
to be eclipsing Chelsea’s
Face heRe.. and hmm.. noT
thiNkinG that is Angel Hair..;)

WeLL.. ‘this’ is kinda mini-epic from Thursday Night
on 7282016.. and the Facebook Algorithm did ‘all’
the video editing as just another automatic
robotic secretary will happily do.. as
free life
hehe.. now2..
anyway it’s just a slide
show of just some of the photos
i provided on my blog post with
my own selection of music
that fits the moment.. there..
no need to repeat
this slide show on my
blog as i provide super high
resolution photos that sure.. require
a manual scroll for slide show.. but the
thing is they can be selected for even
a larger macro view.. to fit the entire
computer screen in high resolution
of gorgeous nature photos.. including
the girls of Old Seville too.. but anyway..
not everyone has a powerful enough
computer and or broad band access
to open that up here.. so sure2..
Facebook provides a service
to share what i love to do
with Art of soUl on
and Facebook
makes it all G-rated too..
Thank Goodness.. and i’M
quite sure that it is only
a robotic algorithm
that sees ALL my
iPhone photos..
there could be
some cheap wanted
or unwanted thrills/
not FTW

Water, Water Everywhere (Surely There’s a Poem There)

Ah.. memories.. one of the first prompts
that i linked to on dVerse way.. way
back on this Facebook Memory of
three years ago..
on an old open
link night.. with
my perspective on life..
that sure i’ll link here too
Ynot.. it’s free.. hehe..
and that was way back when2..
originally from March 10, 2013..
my first blog post.. and first poetic sparked
thought.. in just a casual PM conversation
on Facebook around the end of February
and first of March of that year.. 2013..
but the videos no longer
link properly on the
the first version of
that blogger post
so i’ll additionally
now share the link
here as it is now
also the about
me section in the
text part on all the right
hand columns of my blogger blogs..
and the about tab on my Word Press Blog2..:)



And yes.. here.. Facebook Macro Verse
Memory from two years ago..
Marshmallow Robots..:(
And continued commentaries
on the Rise of the Machines
that are becoming less human
as we go.. in terms of screen
over free things in life
that allow us to
hear the call
of the Wild
of God Free..
in all the ways that comes..
innately.. instinctually.. and intuitively
as well as synchronicity ways too.. but
sure some of that can certainly happen on
screens too as all of human culture is simply
an extension of innate nature as nurture sAMe
as God Whole too.. remember.. if you can and will..
bottom line..:)


Yes.. and heAr.. Ten
Commandments of
Child’s play across
the life sPan of BeinG
hUman now.. as we GroW
up or stagnate down
in eYes of less
than child of
and wonderlust
sAmE all natuRally
with nurtUre.. too..:)

And here a short philosophical..
thought/feeling that is only missing
moving from the beginning as DancE
to get
to SonG
short and sweet
and easily quotable
of course.. with this too.. hehe..;)

“Life is emotional connection
to other humans and
the rest of Nature
heart as emotion
spirit as
and balancing
of mind and body
balance always now
Meaning of Life SOUL..:)”

And it appears this may be the point to date..
last year that i started in synch writing
my longest long form poem ever in
Ocean View poem way
on Facebook along the
way in somewhat bite size
segments but sure there are
some weeks like last week that
i write over 40K words.. the size
of a literal Novel that could be called
a free verse novel and or poem per
even larger than chap book style of
collection of micro-verses.. but just
a couple more macro-verses as
it were last week.. totaling almost
42 thousand words in 7 days..
averaging about 6 thousand
words a day in Facebook
status continuing Ocean
Poem way.. yeah..
like i started out
with all of this..
water water
everywhere per that
dVerse prompt from 2013..
as it says.. somewHere there..
is a poem in there.. and who knows
it could have been a somewhat critical
thought of my previous share on dVerse
and first share there in open link way of
Revelation 66.. as this individual later
complained to me that my poems
were too long for them and
out of what they thought
was standard form for
poetry.. got news for
yA.. Babe or dude..
sure that poem
was 6 thousand
words whole
in freest verse
style.. named
by the originator
of dVerse.. Brian
Miller as the
Mother of all
blog posts and
that was the
stArt of
as large as
a poeTry ocean
to truly.. come rising
toward four million
words now whole..
Poetry aT heArt
is essence and
not just form..
and with that said..
i’LL link that 6 thousand
word Macro Verse of pre-Ocean
poem form/essence style in Blogger
way from the Summer of 2013.. in
Revelation 66 way.. a Revelation
of what would come for me
after 66 months in a literal
human earth hell from the
end of January 2008 until
July of 2013.. yes.. around
the time frame of July 22nd..
as i sang a very long poetry
SonG in memorial of that
last week.. along with the
passing of my only child
from 1997.. nineteen years
before now as well.. my heARt.
my SpiRit.. and mY soUl are unique
as one Force with God sAMe as yours
as we as us and all OnE FoRce of energy
of God as well iN pARt of course.. never ever
separated other than illusion made by abstract
constructs of human words and false beliefs of
we humans as anything other than pARt of God
and Nature one same.. words matter not.. it is the
wHoleness over ALL that is the entire “sHebang oF liFE noW”..
and with all this said.. Looks like i have a title for the 690th
Macro Verse now of the Longest Long Form poem ever
titled KATiE MiA FredericK!iI.. as jUst another Super
Epic wHole ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’.. in somewhat
long Micro-Verse SonG here too.. as it goes..
as now goes on.. in Heaven now..
bottom line aGaiN..;)


And not always IS A theme song for what
i write present in the moment of now..
i’LL go to YouTube and in God’s
Synchronicity way
the SonG WiLL
finD me as it has
done nows and nows
of now before as now..
You is God and before i found
the words on A pAge.. i was
a Sad
now.. but
now.. the words
are i and we togEtHer
wE risE God and i and uS
sAMe Force now.. and sure a
preview of a movie caMe.. with
thAT that has a little bit of special
meaning to me that sure.. i WiLL share
too… as God wHole Continues to share with
me as
of God’s Language
in Paint of Brush on
Canvas whOle wiLL do allone..
it’s not easy being me.. but
i don’t suppose being God is any easier
as above so below.. inside.. outside.. all
around.. folks wonder why God would allow misery
and suffering in life.. it truly makes sense when
one understands the FeeLinG
value of the
gift of
a life
oF Art
as without
the dArK theRe
would be no liGht
aT aLL it’S impossible
not to have dARk and even liVe..
it makes so much sense to mE..
but God’s
in my words
as pen of art
and peN
iS sAMe
from head
to toe.. as
mini-‘me’s of God
we are.. but one must
see and feel this more
than words to live God Whole..
as art of life as liVinG GOD iN pARt as WHoLe..
no doubt if there was/IS A Jesus he iS/was a lot like
me and that is why i understand who ever he continues to be..
and Buddha.. and so many others who stand out from the crowd of group think..
yeah.. i’M a natural born accountant.. sTiLL maKing mY list of naughty and nice..;)


Hi.. Brian MIller..
nice to see you around
these online pArts again..
And Namaste.. what A beautiful
wHole concept that iS in respect
of God of all that is that lives in
all oF us sAme in all the dARk
and liGht.. ‘tweeN
hues and shades oF
colors sAMe..
to BRiGhtest
WhiTE LiGht of
Love wE share and
give.. connect.. yes..
iNterdependently wITh
each other no less than
reflection of God wHOle
as interconnecting and
Interdependent relationshiP All..
and trUly wonderful the alphabet can
be in form of abstract constructs to relate
the beauty of aLL thAT iS.. but sAdly the DArk
liVes in the liGht of EL that spELls HelL as wELl…
EL for God from origin of sand and water as silt
comes toGetHer for original human way of metaphor
oF God in simple way.. sadly then there were those
who worship forms over essence aLL.. thiS thAt iS
wHere the Indians shine… and all other
animals who never ask with fALL
of written language what God
iS as they live God alWays
noW and bLEnDinG iN
iS the NatUre of all stARt
as WeLL.. as meaning and purpose
of life of just doing liFE noW.. anyWay
to strip naked and to dance on heated sand
as storms of weather and sun goes in and out
of CloUds.. iS to See the Face of God in Live
and never
a three
letter word
of prison
than all of that..
yeah.. met a couple of
‘youngsters’ after a full night
of dance last night.. and the best
paRt of Dance is iT cannot lie.. it is what it
is no ifs ands or buts but butt heHe.. tHeRe is
no question when i dance i AM living in this
Free Heaven that God of Nature potentiAlly
gifts uS all when used instead of Lost.. sAdly those
who are lost often ask me wHere they can buy what it is
i’M on like Molly.. LSD.. etc.. so they can come along..
sadly they have a difficulty with understanding
that what i have is all free and natural
and available for free to them..
if they just do what
seems to really make
sense IN the words
of so-called Jesus
of The Gnostic Gospel
of Thomas Verse 37 that says
to truly know and feel God
in words to that affect and effect
one must shed all the clothes of culture
and get back in touch with Namaste iN
eYe oF Y i.. away from words of
abstract symbols that have
become God instead
or perhaps this
man only or that
man last with some
last words that or this..
Anyway.. Yellow Boy.. yes
my Cat FeeLseNses thE answer..
that never ever needs a question..
Be God and Live and Blend in with
God as NatUre wHole sAmE.. it’s alWays
been as simple as that
a three
letter word..
or perhaps a legend
of man in oral tradition
over the course of forty years
where the only method once the
writing came in reproducing whatever
message in real that was left of that real
man’s life was scribed by hand in copies as there
was no frigging xerox or all in one printers then with what
scholars suggest is 300 to 400 thousand minor to now major
mistakes over the course of Centuries until the first English Print
Edition came in around somewhere about the 15th to 16th
Century or so.. anyway.. sadly.. what was once as simple
as living as God has become as convoluted as what
we see all around.. all around the world
in written words.. crusades..
raping little girls
in the name
of something..
chopping off hands..
honor killings.. invading
foreign lands for the ideal
of evil over real and living life..
as stuff becomes God including
my friend..
So.. i say Namaste..
Peace.. Love.. and Hugs
and sure the Democratic Party
is the real party of Jesus as they
say we rise toGether.. the only thing
they are missing is the naked part..
but Miley already
brings that
online.. noW
in aN oWn
of God’s
Republic Free..
no doubt she read
Vs. 37 and said i will
not only follow.. i will
lead the cause for free
forevernow.. thaT iS only
live free my FriEnd as GOD noW
WiLL in and as uS noW.. anyWay..
as alWays thanks for the inspiration
my friEnd.. long or short.. when two people
come toGetHer in anyWay a new Multi-Verse
of God is created in moving.. connecting.. creating
way.. ah.. To Co-Create as God.. WiLL be the school..
the discipline.. and the student of God i WiLL continue to FloW..
Rivers to Veins.. Blood to water.. to Ocean whole of NeuronS noW
and Stars and UniVerse sAMe.. how could anyone miss something
as large as God
over something
have a nice..
day and yes..


Facebook Friend Candice
provides a new profile
photo of she
with Boxing
Gloves and
Boxing out
fit in ring of
so i say..

LiFe iD fiGht
And reAlly fLight
When escaping fEar..
SuRe.. boXing gLoves wiTh
sCars arE pArt oF liGht mY
friEnd.. nicE..
proFile phoTo
inspirRing REaD..
anD wRitE noW..:)


Nice niece Candie..
another Candy
flavored Facebook
Friend.. hehe.. not to
make this too dam
confusing.. haha2..
shares a well known
story of a newly hired pastor
who comes dressed as homeless
to a ten thousand person church
and was basically treated less than human..
keeping in mind that it was all based simply
on the form of his appearance of not meeting
the status grade of what was tolerated..
accepted.. and yes.. welcome.. iN
what ‘they’ name as church..

So i say..

It’s totAlly safe to
say that if Jesus came
to day no one would recognize
him in any church in any country
as they would expect a ruler no
than the lie
they changed..
and that’s the
problem.. they’ve
forgotten or never even
kNew who Jesus was from
the stARt.. just a humble human
with the same message of Golden
rule that is consistent though all
human cultures with a real
sense of human empathy..
and altruism that is
the rule of God
for humans
oF lies of culture
that stArtED with the
collection of grains.. and
storing same.. no longer foraging
together for the drink and food of life
where toGeTHer means survival and
and not a home as god or car as lover same..
And nah.. it’s not just my opinion.. it’s historical
and science fAct.. and just frigging common
sense for anyone who sTiLL has a REAL
heARt.. SpiRit.. soUl as SaMe who
sees iT aLL toGeTheR all oF iT
Nature saMe aS oNe
and God the sAMe
in eYes of Love
thAt sees
Fearless Love Wins..
anything else.. is cold..
and never ever Luke HOT..
that would never do anything
less than embrace the homeless ones
who any less are real homeless one’s of SouL..
poor is rich
but wait.. i think
someone has already
said this.. funny how hard
iT is to hear.. from inside
buildings and cars..
Nature is my
and flesh the sAMe..
but StiLL those words have
already been said too.. funny again..
how few ever really hear.. nice.. niece.. Candie..:)


AnyWay.. reference the last few paragraphs that i have
written today.. i make A toast of Wine and Bread
of Dance with no words at all.. just non-verbal
language that says more of Heaven on earth
aT hands raised in air.. with a smile
as wide as Infinity iS Love
as God iN fearless human
than any book
of humans
ever will..
at itS best..
connecting witH A
MoVinG.. CoNnecTing
and CreAtinG HappyDanCE..
and sure.. they sing and dance
in church too.. put different labels
on it when they raise tHeir arms to
God of whoLe of naTuRe sAme in joy
and blessings of what this gift of liFe can
and WiLL BrinG for those who let all the
fear go and Love Life like there is no beFore
or afTer.. only nowforevermore now as whAt
trUly can be the bliss and nirvana of LiVinG noW..
no school required but a student of Free.. all innate..
instinctual and intuitive this liFE can be when free
of the clothes of culture that spells
a six letter word that is the
same as the four letter
one separate from
our Human
potential of
Fearless Love
iN MoVinG.. ConNecTinG
And CreaTinG way.. sure.. stress
and fear.. DANCE.. and as Taylor
Swiftie says with her dance that
she and God makes uP as they go
too.. if those are more than words in
a non-choreographed SonG.. of GoD
Free.. aS SinG and DancE cAn Be..
shake it off baby..
liGhTeNinG fASt
or Slow WitH GoD
Free and sure tHere
IS A SonG by Rihanna Baby/Calvin..
just another one of my own personal
chosen prophetesses of a new age of
yeah.. Baby.. a SLEDGEHAMMER
as any Island Girl
kNows/FeeLs from butt to breast
in fertile life of divine feminine WHOLE..
with a little kick ass masculine spirit too
as WiLL WiLL do.. without even ever
striking the sKin with anything more
than a Hugging fiGht for LOVE..:)


Hi Brian.. thanks for coming
by for a visit.. ah yes.. brave the
elements and conquer them in heat
and cOld my friend.. as haha.. a tale
of Shorts and T-shirt tales the tale
of me too.. in three years of
nothing but that
through snow
and anything
elsE.. NoW..
and yes.. to
actually connect
to other folks in the
real world of feet.. and mouth
and eyes and body wHole.. soUL..
wEAtHeR that comes in SonG
or DancE oF LonG or not iS
A non-verbal Language
thaT BrinGs uS Closer toGetHeR..
and sure.. i thank God for words..
the Internet and all my friends who
are the so-called nerds.. geeks.. engineers..
and other archetype of the matrix architect too..
who Bring me this really cool Star Trek-like phone
to connect to nice people like you who do have a SonG
and DancE of Words to Share too.. my friEnd.. around the
Globe for REAL FOR REAL NOW.. what a gift thaT is and
only a distant dream of when i was a child or a customer
at the World Market store.. at the MaLL.. only dreAMing
of an exit and entrance iN meeting folks
around the world NoW my friend.. Free..
and sure.. around the country too..
as travel by Hotel can get
a little expensive
hehe.. and as
far as politics
go.. i WiLL alWays
vote best with Empathy
and Compassion when those
are the rules that come through
StronGest.. sAdly.. tHere is not much
room for change as wE humans noW as
whOle are Naturally either moving towards
the spectrum of conservative Yang or liberal
Yin.. and that pArt as long as wE are hUman
WiLL never change in form we be as now..
but sUre.. we can try.. we can try..
and we can try some more..
but as you once said
on my Revelation
66 post..
all i KNow
my friEnd iS thaT
iN the BeGiNninG anD
End.. stARt and finisH
never truly any place but
HuMAN TERMS ALiVE.. and thaT
iS whAT i my friend.. WiLL Continue to
DancE and SinG FreE for thE
rest of my days
iN mE..
on this
Gift of
Earth Heaven
more fully realized
as Fuller Human Potential
iN my own personal DancE
and SonG of liFE FReED WitH
GoD WhOle Now.. Bless you..
and keep up the GreAT
Fearless Love
worK iN liGht


Yes.. i’M almost positive
‘this’ IS A place that NoW
AS WE aLL kNow liked to dance too..
YeS.. they would probably find a place
to dance on Church Street.. and finAlly
someone would recognize
i AM A
real Jesus..
Soldier God of the
UniVerse and this IS what
humanity IS when LoVinG fearlessly
iS the archetype of the altruistic hUman
who lays down his liFe for the brother and sister.. etc..
who is not even ‘legally’ related to him/her/etc.. and in my
case IS A DancE foR All with never ever saying no..
to the next DaNCE whole.. A Christ
IS A metaphor as old as humanity
iS young.. that simply means
the human who fulfills
his or her or whatever
form or orientation the
biodiversity thereof comes
in to make us STRONGER TOgeTheR
BALANCE.. FUNNY HOW FAR A SMiLe can travel..
more powerful in affect and total effect of any
Meteor shower for liFe of Ocean wHole..
As noW.. TOTAL..
Fearless LOVE..
So.. to suM iT uP
rather nicely.. and
sUre.. Strongly too..
i coMe iN PEACE..
and mY only sWords
are wordS of poEtry..
and StepS of DancE..
and iF yOU doubt thaT
CAN AND WILL make a DifferenceE
IN thiS liFe/WorlD.. trUst me.. yoU don’t
have either the patience or STRENGTH
‘i AM A JesuS2 HoW ‘bOuT yoU2’
as the title changes aGaiN iN thiS
690th Macro Verse aS aT lEast
to mE thE storY
iS quitE


OKay.. WeLL.. since
last night was.. is kinda
like my coming out pARty..
yes.. as the Catholics say now.2..
Confirmation that i AM A Jesus2..
i AM going to share all the sMiLeS
of the Girls who danced WitH mE through
this 29th Day of July in the wee hours after
Midnight Delta Aquarid meteor shower oN
Thursday Night.. just to make it that much
more special.. as it’s kinda nice to finAlly
be able to openly saY.. i AM A Jesus2..
and sure in title hoW ‘bOut yoU2..
hmm.. it’S noT like it’s incredible
news reAlly as often
the Monsignor
at Catholic
Church says
once you drink
that wine and eat
that bread in eucharist
way you wHoly beComE
Jesus in footsteps way..
you kNoW.. gentile.. jew..
servant or free.. woman
or man no more for real..
sad thing is.. they keep
suggesting that Jesus
is more than a man..
which trUly makes
his sacrifice less
of what iT Really iS
aS altruistic Human
fearless Loving hUman
male.. as hell.. if you are a
Supernatural being assured of
that above all other men.. what
have you accomplished from the
start and how could you possibly
expect anyone to do anymore than
you.. weLL.. tHeRe’s the logical fallacy
from the get-go.. in the Gospel of
Saint John in whomever wrote
the words that said tHeRe
will be others who
come to do
much greater
works that the big
J.. they eventually made
into a Soldier God.. some
3 centuries plus after his death..
iN whatever’s left of oral tradition..
and whaT scholars suggest is three to four
hundred thousand minor to major mistakes
in the so-called total sacred text left over in
the English Revisions in print now.. stARting..
from the 15 to 16th time frame then.. just like the
Ending of the Superman Movie that was purposely
a metaphor for a life of a real Jesus now.. and at the
end of that movie.. before.. as we know Superman is
gonna get resurrected in the next film of course..
the message was to be Superman too..
not expect for Superman to do it all
as Jesus F. iN Christ.. Jesus.. the
real human dude.. ain’t no Trump
who thinks he could
do it all alone as the
only one F iN
Qualified to
get the Job done..
obviously.. or otherwise
he would not have been humble
then enough to suggest that others
will do much much more.. and additionAlly..
per Luke 17:21.. the Kingdom of God as Heaven
is now at hand now now now.. and if you don’t
find it now.. you w0n’t find it now iSREAL as
simple as that.. in case anyone thought i am
trying to say anything really that much different
than Jesus other than i refuse to bare a sWord
other than a Bigger PeN
iS than iS REaD noW..
and of course
Dance of Feet
as Feat of
aS LoVinG waY
to get a message oF
Free Fearless Love aCross
waYs of ReAL heARt eXpreSSinG
EmoTioNs througH SpiRiT sAMe..
as Mind and BoDy BaLanCinG
soUl NoW.. as the hit parade
of SMiLinG DanCinG
Happy nice..
Seville Girls
continues in
fashion and form
iN essence oF aLL
i’m saying here noW
for ReaL that’S GoinG DowN
and uP.. uP.. and aWay foR NoW..:)

No.. ‘this’ nice young lady is not digging her nails
into my shoulder like Shades of Grey..
more than likely she is thinking oh
my God this Dude is so F iN
soaked and sweaty..
and iF so
she was/is
100% correct..
i’M always amazed
when a girl on the dance
floor hugs a hairy soaking
sweaty man aS embrace.. as
wife Katrina says.. DON’T EVEN
TOUCH ME when you are sweaty like ThIS..;)

‘This’ Peace wielding very nice
young Ballet Student who most always
places in the yearly Seville Quarter
Dancing contests from the past..
is also smiling
brightly as she
most definitely
can appreciate
all the benefits of
Dance in Human WeLL BEinG..:)

WeLL.. i didn’t actually
Dance with ‘this’ young
girl here.. accompanied
by her male friend on the
side-walk after dance..
but we did have
a fAirLy long
discussion on the benefits
of dancing naked in sun and
sand as compared to doing Molly.. etc..
to gain bliss and happiness.. anyway.. she
is going to at least bare her feet at the beach..
and try a free style of dance there she says..
after my inspirational Drug Free talk to
she and her friend last night..
seriously.. no word or step
of encouragement is too
small as this girl said she
was very depressed and
depression can be deadly
if one does not find a
way to lift themselves
out.. been there
done it..
DancE of Feet..
in Feat of thaT
and SonG of PoeTry
sAMe does the trick
and treat of happiness for mE..
as the evidence clearly F iN shows
in real liFe Kingdom of God of nature
real iN
this Hand
of Heaven REAL..:)

OKay.. so thiS is pretty clear evidence
after 9 different reAlly happy girls
that Dance liGhts up the smiles
and eYes of girls.. as let’s face
iT… iF Y i just stood around with
frOwny face and didn’t
dance aT aLL.. i wouldn’t
bE sHininG much of mY liGht
aT aLL.. and these are just the girls
who wanted to be iN photos wiTh mE..
tHeRe is usuAlly many more who i never
even take the effort to share in sMiLes of
Dance.. we humans have the ability to inspire
each other and lift each other with all forms of
human art.. and yes.. quite frankly when yA go
to the mALL and yA see lovely shaped Temple
of God in form everywhere you go.. iT is
both inspiring tHeRe and at the dance
hall same.. so i give back.. just a
little for all the women who
have inspired me in liFe..
in every way that
coMes as weLL
hehe.. as aLL
IS A liGht thaT bRinGs
others uP.. and aLL iS dARk
thaT bRinGS otHeRs dOwn.. to bE
inspired by iT aLL to bRinG otHerS
uP Fearlessly as Love can do iN
huMan form as essence of God
that lives within uS now aLiVe
iS to fulfill A Convenant oF God
that’s real and much more
tasty than just a
wafer of bread
and sip of wine..
and never ever trULy
doing all you can and WiLL
as Art of BEinG hUman to liFt
uP as much of the HuMan Race
as oNe cAn and WiLL noW.. and
iF onE does not believe the rewards
are continuous in Karmic action and consequence
aLL Natural as God as Nature onE and sAme oF US..
perHaps these sMiLes do nothing to lift you uP.. and iF thaT
IS A case.. i only wish you more success in Finding a Jesus
of Fearless Love to bEcoMe yoU.. WitH a Lamp thaT reFuses
to ever go out.. in liGht of FearLess Love for noW iN
what CaN and WiLL all NaturAlly bE Heaven
aS Kingdom of
God noW..
anyWay.. thEir
are those of uS
who reap thiS
reaLiTy of seeds
that keep groWinG
as FloWerS weeds as
sAMe in Rocky soil who
never ever F iN GiVe Up
oN Fearless Love Lamp
liGht Love noW aS liGht oF GoD TrUE..:)


WeLL.. mY Goodness.. the after
work-out Karma eYe in action
and consequence of juST doiNg
it noW.. is back for a visit after a
Parade of all those Nature girls.. yes..
i Love Nature.. and of course all women
are a pArt of Nature with me too.. heHE
fully unleashed and relEased as i were and
iS AgaIn.. liVe is Great when wild and civil
enough too.. and oh what a world it
would be.. at least in the Christian
one.. if people could understand
that yes as Saint John says..
not unlike Hillary a
woman can be
President today..
Folks can and will
do greater works of art
than Jesus and others have
already dOwn to advance the
HUman RAce oNe WitH GoD.. noW..
and not only that.. iMaGiNe if every child
was/iS taught from almost birth that heaven
Is now.. as the child who is full of imagination..
wonder and moving.. connecting.. creativity
in action of DoinG alReady kNows/FeeLS IS A sAge
wE oF TrUth rEAL NoW.. anyWay.. noW the Karmic
eYe says all of tHis is possible as this Karmic
eYe has 100% Hope.. Faith.. and Belief
that this dreAm WiLL be HuWoManiFest
as Real liFe NoW as nows go on WitH
more and more hUmans MaKinG
a Grade greater than any
Human Archetype
alone.. allone
ForE as Fearless
Love For The WiN TrUe
iN LiGht oF allthatis.. AKA GoD onE..
eYes of Truth and liGht arE alWays
watcHing soMeHeRe NaturALLy..:)


Ages pasSinG Karma from BeYond
of Now of what some folks name as
time but dimensions that go farther
than what we think is possible
as recess in distant
memories that
are sTiLL
noW iN poTenTial
oF rise FeeLinG Free
at last is Real and not a dreAm
a refrain from distant music sAme..
break chains of past in life.. anew iN
liGht we GroW as past no longer future
never anYwHeRe but noW.. a meadow
grass that never wilts iN FaLL or WinTer
or Summer BuRn.. as liFe that sways
as sea oats in Beach Breeze of
Emerald Water in free of
Sands and Seagulls
Fly spiraLinG
around Sun
Yellow SMiLeS
and BriGhter than
any curtain of dArkness
coveRinG beauty liGht oF God
aLL Free.. hints of bliss GroWinG
deeper.. breath of Nirvana SinGinG
Sweetly breast oF human
softly touching
hips of Eyes
no longer
oh the joy
of liFE iN all oF
Creation Activity from
baby breathes to lips of Love..
to help to understand in many
Lives of just one liFE to connect
and care in MoVinG greater
IMaGiNations Vine
creation activity
SinGS aNew
a SonG
respite honey
wine of sober
depths dimensions
told as endless Ocean
of SpRinG and Summer
GroWinG soUl deLiGht
we brave.. we SonG
AM i are
WE as US
are me and yOU..:)


wE i you
NoW onE
Stand aLL
poWer Love
aSoNe noW
FoRce TrUth
liGht sMiLing
Air of Wind iNoW
SonG noTe oF liGht
Water FloWs a FaLL
oF strEAm iN Rivers SinG
eYeS iN Breadth as Ocean
wHOle thAT kNows no shores
otHeR thaN.. MoRe wE HOld
as FearLess Love.. NoW a gift
of more.. joining hands.. greeting
Harmony’s heARt.. SpiRit RiSinG..
depths of breeze
iN wiNds of Leaves
reacHinG SuN oF
NoW SMiLes
LamP TreeS oF liFE…:)


Ha.. you know what they
say about Jack and no play
all work and such as that..
well.. i love playing with my
ape.. no.. not my fur.. but a deep
Guttural growl that powers me so much
farther at the end of the gym workout.. wHere
a racquetball court echoes the sound into almost
a place of InFinity of Strength.. so what’s a growl worth..
WeLL.. in the Animal Kingdom and Yellow Boy can tale
yA.. when a growl reverberates as deep as Lions
Breath of cat much larger than kitty.. red alert
comes as that growl means a large
jaw and set of teeth is close
to eat me.. not me.. yellow
boy in his words of
alert.. to flee
the place
Lion same..
as Roar WiLL
come to power dopamine
and adrenaline same to fight
and not for flight.. so back a few
decades when Bessie in middle
school says girls like guys with deep
voices.. oh cRap.. i never got my
going on
until my
50’s.. and i’m
not sure if even
Darth ever got
the eYe of
King Kong
or whatever
says now don’t
ever F with me..
hehe.. unless what
Bessie said was true..
WiNks.. WiLd Now has its
privilege way over civilized..
civilized is comfortable but
Free add in
the Altruism
of Human Love
as deep as Gorilla
Growl and a storm of
something different brews
A WiNd of NeW and bRave as trUst..
ApE magiC
LiveS aS
wE strOnGEr
TogeThEr.. WitH
zeRo fEar.. andD
SpliCe oF LoVE noW..:)


Ah.. the archetype of Jesus
the man.. and not the God
alone.. the pArt allone
of God we are aLL
onE.. sAme as Buddha
really and any other Yogi-like
dude/tte who comes down from a Mountain
of God allone now alone the sAMe from the
common traditions of culture to the more hidden
esoteric mysteries of life that are not really hidden at
core but simply forgotten.. the altruistic Bonobo never
forgets as this Ape never learns anything different than
MoVinG.. ConNecTinG.. CReATinG.. FeeLinG.. SeNsoRy
SeNsual and yes very SeXual intelligence(s) of liFE so far
bEyond Standard IQ.. anyWaY in hUman terms we have a
much greater challenge and that is one of escaping the lies
of culture and religion same to reach the liGht of TrUth un-
adulterated by the pharisees of all of culture.. religion and
even science that do sTiLL exist.. and as i’Ve said beFore
i see the soUl of Altruism in hUman eYes that seek
trUth and liGht erasing lies of past.. and one
such trULy great soUl i see is in
Bart Ehrman.. a self proclaimed
Agnostic who fell away from
Christianity as he could
not reconcile the
misery and
he saw
all around
the world.. well
i for one have reconciled
AND CREATES ANEW no longer than time that
is all time and no time.. a nothingness beyond words
and pain or misery or suffering.. separation from the
gift of feeling.. sensing.. moving.. connecting and
co-creating this gift of life of what is.. but you
see.. it is more than material reductionism
or perhaps you only see with eyes and
ears.. and not the deeper soul
that comes with freedom
from the holds
of a culture
that binds
rather than frees
and rises higher as seagull
wings one with dreAM of BaLanCinG
FruiTioN with Sun and Wind Free.. gifts
that come so deep within that sing a song
that comes with no respite from before in
deaths dark of no sung at all.. light of now as
brighter goes.. Sun in eYes of WE who liGht for long
eternally now.. as Loving SonG of altruistic human hugs
of toGeTheRness one out of cave in separation of grief..
lone.. from allone as growth comes tree of life OnE.. well
anyway.. when Bart Ehrman recommended a Jesus Movie
i took note and watched it.. and this is how it works for a real
modern Jesus.. as that archetype still plays over and over
iN all pArts of a World Lost from what we are as Loving
Fearless core.. and with YouTube i can share the whole
dAM thing.. as Jesus movies that neither adhere
to the atheistic or fundamentalist Christian
views are more for art
than for
show.. funny all
the clothes that real Jesus’
wear from the movies to
those who fearlessly
of past
that separate
uS from what is Real
what is fearless.. what is Love
what is Peace.. but a struggle
to survive to help to understand
but not to kill.. in this life
we live
as LOVE..
anyway.. just another
freebie.. unwanted commercial
toy Thanks God that can be
shared for Love and
art the
Funny how
liFe works when
fearless love reigns
the rein of rains oF liEs
brinGing fliGht oF TrUth and LiGht..:)


Facebook FriEnd Bennie.. friend from
way way back at college age.. shares an
inspirational story of Colonel Sanders..
the Kentucky Fried Chicken dude..
i’ve never heard before.. in his
story but many others stories..
similar of human success
of never ever giving
up.. anyway.. so
the Colonel was writing his suicide
note.. at age 65.. and instead wrote
down what he had not accomplished
to date.. instead of an exist out as giving
up.. and those words.. changed his life..
not so sure that making a Billion dollars
off of chicken is my style of success in
fact making money is no part of that…
but never the less.. i ate that chicken
and for me it was special back in
the older days.. before i gave
up fast food as a whole..
and many folks in
the start of
jobs to gain
basic living subsistence
started working in places just
like this.. so sure.. many folks
benefited form the fAct he wrote
his unfinished dreams down instead
of ending a story that could never possibly
bRinG additional liGht into the world.. as fried
as that might be hehe.. and sure i can relate..
been to a much worse place than that.. but
i was fortunate.. as i had enough money
and a pARt of mY liFe where money
was a significant measure of
success as realistically away
from idealism of course it
has to be when you
are born into
a culture
where God
is a dollar Bill..
a House.. and a car is
a lover as much as a girl..
hmm.. i waxed my cars a lot..
they lasted close to 15 years all
of them.. and now i am free of the
Green Back Snake of modern days..
it just sits waiting to serve me now..
i no longer serve the master of
slaves all over this place
of dollar bill
so anyway..
in response to the
video that’s easy to find on
YouTube and Facebook of course.. i say..

So let it be written.. so let it be done..
There are nows that writing it down
iN visualizing another reaLiTy..
can make a difference..
and sMILes help
of course..
one’s.. long since
buried.. a coffin of giving up..
with the power of human relative
free will with 100% love and lust for
Now a liFe with no liMits.. holdS in ex
pectations oF bEfore and future sAMe..:)


Well.. back to Bart Ehrman..
a distinguished scholar.. author..
and professor from the University of North Carolina
and graduate with Doctorate of Divinity from Princeton..
in other wordS.. he ain’t no fly by night.. the bible is full
of contradictions.. not hard to find.. for anyone with
a serious study of it.. and that runs from the
beginning to the end of it.. 4 of the gospels
of the New Testaments have unknown
authors written in second person..
and the accounts range
from do not worry
about following
anything in the Torah commandments
other than the reported Jesus version
of the Golden rule to other accounts that
suggest all those laws must be fulfilled even
better than before.. nah.. no inerrant version
of bible here.. a mismatch of different opinions
that most preachers who have actually been to a
real Public University Understand fully but never
share with their congregations as that would mean
they could not cherry pick verses from the old testament
to support stuff like Homosexuals are sinning for being part
of God Nature as God makes many animals in the animal
Kingdom to keep the population Balancing
for enough basic subsistence for survival..
it’s a law of Nature God as same…
no getting around that if you
do a little research oR
Jesus F. in Christ grow
a little empathy and compassion
in the eYes of Golden Rule Love
in fearless way.. per the crux
of what is worth saving
of the whole
shooting match
now.. along with some
beautiful poetry of course too..
the Golden rule withouTHarm consuming
others other than food and drink for subsistence
rules nice.. but there are other inconsistent rules
that have led to women not having a right to vote..
slavery.. and so many other Devils of words away
from Human Freedoms in God’s eYes Free.. anyWay..
if anyone really wants to understand that the bible is
a book written by many unknown authors with differences
of opinions.. scribes who made three to four hundred thousand
mistakes in copying with no copying machines of course over
centuries.. and an oral tradition for decades that ranged in many
sects of Christianity with major differences ranging from some folks
who believed in one God to 365 for every day of the year per se..
and all called themselves Christian with the ‘OTHER’ FOLKS
who were heretics of course.. anyway.. the folks at the
Catholic Church.. many of which.. have attended
top schools that play no game of fool..
work together to see that the
best parts are kept
in the Sunday
Apostolic literature
in Gospel to first and
second readings from other
places in the bible.. and the more
lurid and dark age parts are hidden
outside more in the dark of where they
are and do still belong.. as whatever purpose
they served from thousands of years ago.. no longer
are supported in a church and state separated Government
wHere freedom for all in God Given highs rings much truer than
before.. i was always able to sift through the truth and lies of all
books of the bible.. as i have extreme empathy.. compassion and
interpreting skills that not everyone is gifted with of course.. but i had
just as many and more challenges as documented entirely now through
this Ocean Poem now.. i continue to learn and improve my own personal
philosophy and ways of life Free as i am allowed to be in the Good Old USA..
as free co-creating.. moving.. connecting child of God now.. there is no
doubt that the mysteries of God are more amazing than anything
ever written in any book or theater of life to this point now..
as i experience them first hand.. and many of what
i FeeL and SensE of God cannot even be
quantified by the word many or the
word beauty alone to
describe what is
the sublime of
God WhoLe i for
one kNow.. iN FeeL
and SenSE oF LiFe WHoLe..
anyway.. compared to what i’Ve
experienced in the life the bible is
more politics in many parts than TruTh
and liGhT but the path is provided in the
New Testament for those who can see through
the forgeries and lies of the past to direct Truth
And liGht in tHeir discernment of liFE.. each perSon
WiLL find a path.. iF sOuGht and FoUnd in EYes WiThiN..
other folks will listen to whatever other folks tale them no
matter how much it harms others.. as they will only
follow and never live with God Free Within..
not everyone is blessed the
same.. and as far as i FeeL
tHere is no guarantee life is
Fair for what most humans consider
Fair in this liFE noW.. the deepest pArt
of God to mE.. is tHis Gift oF liFe bottom
and top line sAMe.. and i would do that gift
a great disservice to lie to it.. or hold my God
given potential back to suit the customs and traditions
of others that have proven to harm other human beings
in some ways still.. so i discern for myself.. and write a bible
that works for me and me alone.. iF it spArks anyone else for tHeir
paths in life great.. if not.. there are almost infinite choices of paths
these days.. but the bottom line is we sleep with God allone with God
at Night no different in essence of we sleep with God allone when we die..
i choose to live in BriGhtest liGhts of TrUth noW in Fearless ways of Love..
Relative Free WiLL as gifted to humans provides both the potential prison
and choice for heaven or hell.. and the bLack and WhitE shades and hues
of colors all ‘tWeen for wHere folks travel noW in path of Journey now.. i
choose heaven..
live there alWays
now after much work
and practice in seeking
finding ways to get out of
those other places.. bottom
line.. it works for me.. and i for
one hope others either maintain
what works for them or they find
a way/place that simply works to thrive alivE now..:)


As i often say.. i make everything
holy and sacred in life and continue
to grow that philosophy of life in just doing it
now in a real philosophy of eat.. drink and be
merry now.. hehe.. with zero alcohol for me..
as it’s a natural high that’s real..
And before Facebook provided
this “i AM! Jesus’ BEST friend!”..
Macro Verse oF Ocean Poem
wHole.. from two years ago..
considering the current title
of this Blog Post.. the shirt
here is certainly appropriate
to repeat too.. but i say don’t
just be Jesus’ Best Friend.. walk in
the best pARts that potentially thouSands
of Authors from oral tradition of decades.. to
scribes of copying text first marked down.. to
what eventually was ruled as worthy of inclusion
by the Roman Empire that came to be the HoLy
Roman Catholic Empire same.. has generated
what is left of the New Testament and even
older Bible parts today.. there is great
advice throughout but still much
support of slavery in all the
ways that can come
in life away from
freedom of God’s
eYes gifted in and as uS NoW..:)


worth repeating as it is alWays
sure to come aGain and
aGain for now..
and likely
‘morrow.. too..
literAlly as such.. heheX2..;)


Freedom IS a greatest Gift..

But IT is not a Christmas Gift..

Freedom cannot be stored..

Freedom cannot be shared..
Something same..
ONLY done beFORE..!

Freedom IS doing something
True FREEdom!
IS standing UP!
common heard!

Doing something NEW..!

Changing a World a FLOWER!

Instead of withered seeds..

only tendered for fire..

When withered seeds..

Become FIRE!







And as a note here.. i used to write
my posts in the editor of Word press
that makes yA shift to single space.. kinda
opposite.. than Facebook comments.. ugh..
and i do the Jack Kerouac as discussed way
of stream of consciousness writing where the
rhythm of typewriting piano action.. must flow
as song never interrupted as wave.. then i moved
to doing it all in the comments section and just copy
and paste.. from word press and that works puurfect
in type written way.. whereas Jack had to tape pages
in his type writer to keep the flow going.. i just get to go
and go and go.. up to around 10K or so comment section
words as at that length the word press formatting breaks
down to words all the way across the page.. and that will
not show
all the places..
inside.. outside..
above.. so below..
and al around of wHere
the creative words go neXt..
iN FloW iN ZoNE aS Free iS BE..:)

So anyway that explains the double
spacing up there and as Nautilus
sHells gRow and go.. go… tHey
stARt out rather simple
and get more
and elegant
as they gRow
GroW GRow the
Boat of Ocean wHole
sHeLL soUL aS iN noW..:)

YES.. A 69th Dance in a Blue Moon..
celebrates literAlly that and my exit
front the metaphorical place of Hell
online named as the ‘Wrong Planet’
i spent years of illness on to write to
attempt to escape the dentist drill like
pain.. and discuss most everything from
A to Z with a bunch of super rational folks
without much heARt overAll to go with that
in ways of ARt.. at least in
the Philosophy.. Politics..
and Religion forum there..
anyway.. i don’t
miss that place..
i tried to help and
lEarned my lesSon WeLL
through science too that literal
fundamentalist thinking overall
that lacks the greater ways oF
Emotional heARt IS at least genetic
propensity at core.. and almost impossible
to change with just words.. ah.. the water and
the horse.. in organic terms at nows just cannot
meet.. and i for one found much greener pastures..
in LA.. per Lower Alabama as the Fox show
at the bar here that is a church street to me to
too as TV Lucifer might say.. and i too.. for
my escape
from online
Bound Wrong Planet
Hell.. just ugh.. just ugh..


And with all that said.. i may now
be coming to the End of the Best
of Enigma i Am uSinG for a full theme
SonG here in Epic way too.. hope
iT aLL Fits toGeTheR anD aS
Synchronicity haS iT
iN God’s Sign
i do have 100%
Hope.. Faith and BelieF iT
WiLL as iT alWays dOes for Me noW2..:)


Welcome to Cordova MAll..
in graphic play with edit..
and the shirt says JESUS
But i’M His
anyWay.. fitting..
i must say.. for the
Current Macro VersE noW..;)

So.. yeah.. sure.. as promised earlier
on the EN Name test thingy that
said i have a body of an
18 year old human..
Just another now
In Paradise in the
Garden of Eden standing
upon the Fountain of Youth
in Heaven noW.. as a BesT
friEnd oF GoD iSREAL noW..
oh yeah.. and by the way.. sporting
the Duke Nuke’m Look without the
sneer and guns bigger noW as my Pen
iS all i need to get the joB ALL dOnE..;)

And yes.. it’s alWayS noW
a Very Very Merry
to mE2..;)

Just tasting.. No Real
Consuming Beer
Or Wine at church..
Says.. i’M
AlWays drunk
In Love with

Well.. at the big Harry Potter Party at Barnes
and Nobles.. i ran into someone i haven’t seen
in thirty years.. back from when i was 22 and
she was 20.. my first girl friend when i was
attending the University of West Florida
way way way back in ’82.. meeting
her at the 2001 disco club and
she was also acquainted
with some of my other
Facebook Friends
from way back in that
time frame too.. per Brenda Scott
Sherri Campbell Gehrdes and
Bennie.. anyway it was nice
seeing her again.. the last
time i saw her was in ’86..
and at our last meeting as
i remember i gave her a
Bowling Center News
Letter i used to write
once a month.. that
was basically a cut and
paste of the top Bowlers and
such as that shared with the
Navy Station Newspaper.. and
Milton Press Gazette Newspaper..
with little to no creativity for me then..
just a technical writer was all i was.. and
my goals were never making money.. more than
anything i wanted to create.. so this go around i left
her with something much much larger and super creative
that i wrote.. just a link away on SmARt phone connection..
but ugh.. her Smart Phone wasn’t fast enough and
i usually have to open up what i do on Facebook
myself.. or like to tonight.. my blog post
overheated my iPhone 6s three times
and shut it down.. and that is
the only thing online that
does that to my
smart phone..
hehe.. just imagine
what’s it’s like to live
in my head.. well.. seriously..
it’s really fun like living over the Rainbow..
where the pot of Gold is real.. when Friends come by..
after decades and decades have gone by in threes a such..:)


WeLL.. i stArted thiS whaT
iS now a 690th Macro Verse
of Longest Long form poem ever
in the History of Humankind.. approaching
4 milLion words.. at least 4 times longer than
the Big Bible and 40 times longer than the
Kuran where i made just a couple of
Macro-Verses in one week last
week that was half the
size of the Kuran and
one of my other Macro-
Verses alone that is titled
GodsUniVerseNovel3 is 338,630
words long and thaT is 4 times
longer than the Kuran in just
one Macro-Verse of 690 now
Macro-Verses wHole to make
the entire SonG oF mY soUL
in a little less than 3 years now
since the end of August of 2013..
as i am technically in the 36th
month now of wRiTinG
aLL oF that which does
include this 690th
Macro-Verse titled..
i AM A JesuS2 HoW ‘bOuT yoU2
and more than likely with a title like
that i will potentially lose a few so-called
followers noW as some fundamentalist leaning
folks will see that as blasphemy and even Catholics..
although the Monsignor at the church clearly says when
you drink this wine and eat this bread you are becoming
Jesus in transformation of rising now to get the Jesus Job
done as student/disciple same walking in his foot steps true..
WeLL… the trUth is unless one wants to claim ignorance we kNow
very little of the REAL MAN Jesus.. as nothing was written down about
him until decades after he died through many sects of Christianity as
already spoken to in this Macro-Verse.. in a largely illiterate population
who spoke Aramaic.. where highly educated Greek folks later eventually
put what ever they cared to of the oral tradition into the first Greek
Writing in the first century then.. so there is really no choice
but to credit this archetype of Jesus to many more men
then one.. and does that really matter.. not unless
Ye have little faith as Katy Perry said
her Angels told her.. when she was
attempting to rise in her song
named RISE.. no books needed
to see the face of God as God lives within
and we humans do create our own realities in
relative free will as co-creator WitH God through powerful
emoTioNs and SeNseS noW.. many of which have no label for
what the power of thiS higher potential oF God all of Nature
that we humans are gifted with through what some folks
name as powerful moving.. connecting.. creating emotions
of hope.. faith.. and belief.. as producing.. creating and
yes.. healing power too.. as even science shows
too.. in small fashion with the empirical
assessed Placebo prayer
effect of belief
for healing
ill.. with negative
thinking of VooDoo..
that does most certainly
fulfill self-fulfilling prophecies
of bad shit going down too..
that’s no fairy tale that is
empirical science
at its best
in limited
way sTiLL
of Course..
as the Inner Human
UniVerse continuously changes
and cannot be held to the same exacting
standards that the scientific method uses
to assess stuff that is empirically predictable
as such and repeatable of course.. where the
human experiment is always unique and changing
overall as we humans have the power of imagination
and creativity in ways like i do here that no F iN Computer
can re-create.. and sure a Computer can create the science
of art.. but the art of art that i Am doing here in Holy Spirit
Creative way from deep deep within.. no FucKinG way
as even i don’t know what word and form is gonna
come next.. once aGaiN.. the power of the
human miNd and BoDy in metaphor
of Quantum effect and affect
unleashed and released..
and sure what i do blows
the FucK away what folks like
Muhammad did in oral tradition
translated to scribed form by folks
who literate that then to bang to bits.. as not
only aM i talking the talk i AM walking it and
DanCinG iT on keyboard2.. and when you get the
bigger picture that whatever we have of the words of
a real man named Jesus was passed around an illiterate
table of oral tradition for decades.. it’s pretty safe to say that
what i have done here as witness for the God all of nature iS greater
than any fabricated only Son oF God or so-called last prophet of God
exceeding that in the prophecy of Saint John that said folks will come to
do much greater works than Jesus did.. and if you don’t think it is a REAL
FucKinG MIRACLE THAT i AM doing jusT this.. close to 4 million word effort
of what is approaching a 12 million word effort since November 26, 2010..
when i was undergoing my 66 month REAL LIFE JOB TRIAL IN REAL
LIFE HELL THEN.. perhaps you are forgetting that i was born
Autistic and couldn’t even FucKinG speak until i was
4 years old.. and yes… i remember the Face of God
then in ways beyond words at age three that kinda
blows away what illiterate Muhammad says he
saw in a cave he was in decades later
of life.. yeah baby.. i AM BEYOND THE
said according to Saint John that folks would
do just this.. and folks already have in many many
ways to lifT the world up.. and what i am doing here
is relatively nothing in what a SonG called RISE OR
OF GOD ALL ONE.. but sure.. i do what i can..
i am just a witness for God.. not a famous
person of God.. and what i am doing
here is so far beyond what the
archetype of human has
been/done before..
that only i and
God can understand
iT wHole.. and sure that
is still mostly the way it is
with the New Testament for folks
who take what is written there as literal
rather then seeing the much much deeper
meanings of the metaphors scribed within..
i Love the New Testament.. as most oF it..
not all oF iT.. but most oF iT rings trUe light to mE..
otherwise i wouldn’t be sharing it here on
this Macro to Ocean Whole poem
UniVerse of personal words..
WitH GoD aLL oNE.. without
words of dissension that i do
occasionally bRinG iN when my
HeaRt.. SpiRit and SouL says so
in Hands WitH God.. so no.. of
course Jesus was not the only Begotten Son
of God that was a myth to expand the Holy
Roman Empire by force and killing if necessary
by keeping a sword in the New Testament to do that
that yes.. does still exist in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas
too.. and NO.. of course Muhammad is not the last prophet of
God and of course there is no word of God alone in there unless
you F iN think that God would approve of taking and raping the
wives of conquered and killed husbands as the right hand
possesses them in slavery as such.. God lives within
all and to harm God like this with the worse
of humiliation/torture is to harm God no less
than Harming God WhoLe now ONE.. in dARK..
is there some true and light stuff in the
Kuran.. of course there is.. like the Bible
too.. but this IS A world of dArk and liGht
and the reaLiTy is the dArk exists too.. the Kuran
highlights the dArk pArts and the Bible as whole does
too.. neither book is innocent of blood stained hands..
and intentional harming otHeR pARts of hUman God noW
onE sAMe as pArts oF wHOle.. so anyWay.. i challenge
aLL of Religion as i aM both science and art as one can
see thAT God iS too.. as wE do reflect GoD as mini-Uni-Verse
too.. in packages named hUmans by us and otHer living creatures
too.. and iF a real Jesus cAMe back today.. as they always do and
alWays have.. they would do the best they could and can sTilL
do to illuminate folks to greATer TruThs and liGhts and ThAt iS
simply and complexly what i Do here for millions and
millions and millions more words as a humble
witness for God.. per court reporter sAMe..
and scribe with Holy spiRit onE as
i do the WRiTing sTilL noW..
so this Macro-Verse WiLL
bE coMinG on a very special..
Holy and Sacred meaningful and
purposeful day.. on 8012016
yes.. standing tAll Eight Infinity
One wHere duality of 2 becomes
one with the Golden Spiral
of six
here’s the thing
folks iT is the essence
that counts not the human
form or words that bRinG the
essence and continue to BrinG iT
but the sAMe essence of God that has
alWays Been now and WiLL continue to
bE forevermorenow.. without any humans
or any F in words of Books aT aLL.. as little
old three year old me.. kNew from the get go..
i spoke
an F iN Word..
i FelT and SeNsEd
aLL of GoD iN NaTuRe
then.. and thaT mY friEnds
is 100% Faith.. Hope and
Belief born in the child i Was
and the ChiLd i am.. and sure i
aM born in my DNA from the origin
oF all ThaT is con·sub·stan·tial
WiTh God JuST like yOU.. wE.. ALL
Us.. and i as mE.. mE.. wE..noW
so no.. i don’t have a wHole
lot of problem with
the Nicene Creed..
except for the paRts
thaT are myth instead
of TruTh and liGht
as even science shows
noW that all of the UniVErse
aS stAR Stuff lives as uS.. wE
StARt as StaR duST wE liVe as
loVinG stAR duSt in the GreaTeSt
fearless human potential thaT aRe wE
noW.. and then wE Go back to StAR DusT
and except for ye of little Faith.. this gift of noW..
iS Heaven.. and We lET the GoD oF ALL take care noW
of the reSt as we Slumber in GoD’s arms as Star DuST
unTiL wE CoME aGain iN whatever way the Force of God
makes thaT iS.. for some folks perhaps it is duST.. for others..
perhaps the opportunity to lift others uP.. for others perhaps
iT is a Grasshopper who beheaded humans in a previous liFE
that is crunched upon with Feet of Animals much bigger than
he or her..etc.. i suggest you go the liGht route as liGht
Energy attracts like energy oF Force or perhaps
you WiLL coMe to KnoW and FeeL the DArk
OiLed Bird who cannot Fly in the Hell
of what i as child prophesied would
come to be for me later
in liFe.. but you see
in that prophetic
drEam as a teenager..
tHere was a morning staR above
the HeLL of dArk TarRed Birds.. and
That My FriEnds iS i noW.. as i’ve been
to hell and paid my dues for HeaVen noW..
it ain’t easy being God’s Brother.. Sister.. etc..
but iT iSREAL.. and i promise you tHere is no
E-scape.. and i only suggest you go the Star of
Morning route inStead of the dArk niGht of
the soUl that is everlasting dARk iN noW..
no different than the liGht i AM
noW that ever lasts
Have a nice day..
it’s time for Church..
hehe.. or perHaps
it’s already
one more
noW.. BabY aLiVE..:)


First of all..
note.. this is
comment number
60,066 of my
Word Press Blog
in Synchronicity way..
as it continued to grow
along the way too and may
sTiLL do so.. who kNOWs2..;)

Am at the
Off in my
Car after doing
Miles of backwards
Seagull dancing
In deep sugar
Sand.. Deflecting
Heat stroke with
Car AC.. anyWay
Caught your
At the
And wanted
To say.. Say..
Hi before you
Go bye
Bye again..
Now cool
And back to
Beach Bar and
Pier Dance..
Shawna Baby..
See yA.. Doll

So i read some of
Shawna’s PoeTry
in smARt Phone
way at the Beach
and i say..

This is
All great..
Read it on
The Pier and

Okay now back
home and responding
back with full computer gear..
i go on to say on her blog page..

Whew.. okay i’M back
and imagine iF i only do
one finger on A smart phone
i would probably comment like
a ‘normal’ person as i can’t get the
rhythm going without all 10 finger
in-synch.. iT’s a song yA know.. and
not reAlly any words At aLL as fAr as i
kNow.. but FeeL.. and SenSE oh GOD yes..
i FeeL all 10 fingers SinG across yOuR poEtry
heRe.. anyWay.. okay.. let’s see what fun
i can find here..
and Jesus F. iN Christ..
so.. so.. SO SO much
inspiration to
day at the
who’s not
a poet wHere i liVe
mUSt be BlinD to BeauTy whole..
and yes.. i could write Novels
across the booties i saw today
too.. just for inspiration
of course
iN iNk
WitH WiNks..
iT all comes toGetHer
at the end of the noW..
B E G i N N i N G s t ArT..
iF you noW whaT i FeeL
and SeNSe allone.. anYway..
at the end in that 100 plus heat index..
if yA can imagine all that dance in deep
deep sand.. i was barely moVinG at the
very end.. but thank God i can float on land
or i wouldn’t have been able to make it back
to mY car hehe..
anyWay.. Shawna
Baby.. i’LL try not to
weAr yoU ouT as this
SeaGuLL hUman IS A FLYinG
oh so hiGh above.. so below..
inside.. outside.. all around the
Sun and
Beach Today..;)

Shawna says..

And i quote..

“Get some rest, man. Dancing in sand;
I can’t imagine. Especially in that heat!
Sheesh. You guys must be wiped out.

And there’s no way you saw
any booties better than Katrina’s.
That girl is fly, bro..:)”

And i say in ecstatic returns..

WInks.. yeah.. i kNow.. you must
be psychic.. she went to another
Beach.. that was desolate with
out people.. with her sister..
as i like the crowds
and they don’t.. she
came back all tanned and
her naked butt is just about
to kill me
out of
the shower..
seriousLy.. we
were just talking
about how nice
her butt is..
or at least i
was.. heheX2..
with all those
tan lines..
yes.. she
looks better
naked than with
clothes.. and never
even works out.. Lord
kNows.. that indigenous
Pacific Islander blood..
and a butt
like sweet
sixteen forevermorenow..
and the other pArts all stay perky..
haha.. you kill me too.. Shawna.. with
your super brain.. and if you are around
tomorrow.. perHaps.. i’ll be back to play some more..


Facebook Friend Rafiah
shares a photo of her as a baby
with what seems to be her mom
and Grand mom.. and she
says.. see.. i used
to be cute.. and
i return by

Wow.. Your
Mom is so
Pretty like
You and
Very Loving
If i have who
They are as
Correct and
The shape
Of that

Rafiah says..

yeah you are nice.
wink emoticon

And finally
i say..

i cry
I try..;)

A little while before
that Rafiah shares a TV
show named the Preacher
to indicate she is now streaming
that TV Show doing what she
likes doing most and
saying.. man..

And i say..


That looks
Kinda scary..:)

Rafiah responds..

It is.

And then
i finAllyx2

i read
The Wiki
Notes.. i
Never watch
Scary stuff
Except me..;)

So then finAllyx3..
Facebook Friend Rafiah
shares a status that says..

Thank God for the
morning tea with
Grand Pa

And now
i sayx3..

That is so
Sweet.. Met
My Great Grand
Father but
both of my
Died younger than..
i am now.. But that’s
Okay as i WiLL to be
Like GGdaddy..
God WiLLinG2..
Instead.. Never
The Less.. Enjoy
yoUr Tea and
Grand Pa..:)

And i’m thinking
now.. hmm.. i’m almost
old enough to be Rafiah’s
if everyone
got married
at sweet 16 or
around that point…
hmm.. and although
Rafiah lives well to the east
of the Sahara that BRinGs to miNd
a theme SonG to go WitH this2..;)


As above.. So below.. Inside.. Outside.. noW.. yes.. oh so..
All around.. ‘WE’ is allthatis AKA God With no separation..
Somenows words alone don’t do justice for the comprehensive
ReaLiTy of juSt thAt.. in otHeR words.. Science paints a much
more accurate photo of God than so-called last prophets and
only sons of God.. Although it does take a Poet to make a
stab aT describing the eloquent beauty of allthatis
AKA God.. Hopefully wITh words instead oF
sWords.. Never the less and alWays more..
As aBove so BeLow.. InSide outSide..
aLL aRound thanks for giving and
sharing for free with work and
practice noW on Facebook..
mY FriEnd Greg.. After aLL
iS donE and sAid noW iT
iS what all that
is does best
as huWoMaNiFest
Now jUSt noW aS
GoD noW oNe Free..:)


Hmm.. and now i say.. oh God yes..
the entire Universe and GoD noW
onE in material reductionist vieW(s)
IS A very cOld pLace without HuMan
EmoTioNs and SeNsES as well as aLL
the rest of Creation lit uP in energetic FloW..
and oh.. our bRains and Bodies.. a microcosm
macrocosm view of all that iS.. in Romancing the
StOnE that iS the flesh and blood of oUr heARt.. oUr
MinDs and BoDy wHole as soUl iN BaLanCinG SpiRiT
ExPreSsinG EmoTioNal.. SeNsoRy aNd yeS.. SeXuaL
ways to aLL liTe uP as God’s creatUreS oF creaTioN
WiLL do anD iN hUman form wHat
wE caN and WiLL do to liFt
each other uP.. iN
words.. action
and other
of moVinG..
and CreATinG wHOle
WiTH each oTheR withoUT
liMits or ExpecTatiOns caN take
‘WE’ higher and higher noW as God
whOle to noW.. juSt NoW.. morefor
evermorenow.. so far BeYond the
human archetypes of yesternow2..
anYway thAt iS wHat i do within
the boundaries of other
folks rooms..
that i do
to eXpand
iN Novel ways
of Just doing that2..
in sublime ways nuanced
enough to catch the fancy
of was not sensed.. felt.. and
other stuff oF beFoRe.. to share
to give like this.. is to bRinG greater
first.. and never ending bliSs thaN Be
Fore to otHer liGht iN LoVe BeinGs liKe mE.. liGht iN TruTh
it IS A work iNow.. A great work and practice thaT i LiVenoW..:)


So.. why do i dance everywHere i go..
weLL.. pArt oF iT is to be a liGht house..
a Beacon oF liGht looking for
sad songs that i FeeL
aRound mE LooKinG
for a liGht they’ve
never seen beFore..
and invariably when i do
this tHeRe is A Sad SonG waiting
somewHere in the audience attracted
to the liGht oF Y i.. as they have lost hope
everywHere else they have GoNe iN liFe..
to the point wHere they see hope in what
they’ve never seen bEfore.. in oThEr words..
they come open to go out oF tHe Box and
can see the liGht SonG oF hoPe
and TrUth i bRinG.. and nah..
my words are way too
deep without an
of mY
WiTh DancE
to SpArk enough
liGht to be open
to what i Have to
say as WeLL as Dance..
so.. sure.. this young lady and
her boyfriend.. follow sLiGhtly
bEhind mE after i do a full free
Solo Exhibition fearlessly iN free
fLowing butterfly floaTinG dance
in the open Boardwalk Bar named
Bambo Willie’s and the young man
says can we have a photo with you.
as they see me on my continuing
Quest.. snapping shots oF aLL
the beauty tHeir.. and
the young woman
says he must
really have
balls to do what
he does.. and hehe..
my mind goes back to
that Lucifer show on Fox
wHere someone asks Lucifer
thaT and he says.. no.. not really
they are kinda average in fAct..
and sure i represent that
reMarK in art of HeARt
too.. as trust me a
real Lion
isn’t that
down theiR either
as far as porn standards
go.. but in the Jungle what
Dangles low in warrior pLay
with cLaws gets snatched off
quick.. and that’s the end of
the reproductive jeWels..
sAMe in Gorilla
of the jungle too..
BaLLs are in the spiRit
and there are girls with
no ‘balls’ that have the biggest
balls oF all.. Lady Gaga and
Katy Perry come to mind and
sure this young lady who tales
me she is ADHD.. probably on
the Autism Spectrum.. Bi Polar
juSt like me.. very energetic
creative and very troubled
too.. lost in the
of culture
that can take
folks like ‘us’ to
heLL in a basket
case of pain..
in so..
so many
ways of dARk
aWay from liGht..
so we talk and talk
and talk and she says
i KnEw i had to meet you..
it was juSt a FeeLinNG i had
that i could not put into words..
and sure i FeeL those eYeS on
mE everYwHere i go.. and i aM
alWays open to hELp them if they
jUst seek me out.. find me.. and i tale
them how to find the answers all innately..
instinctually.. and intuitively by taKing the clothes
of culture off.. treading on them standing shameless.. fearless
noW and naked beforE the world of culture and finding God
within and never looking back to lies of past.. of culture
that dominates us through empty materialistic dreams
of lies including promises of heaven anywhere else
but here and fears of hell anywhere else but
real here too.. tRuly the world iS full
of sad songs like this..
but the world also
has groWinG liGhts
too.. that can yeS..
And WiLL spArK anD
RiSE SAD SonGs bacK
to A liFe that iS aLL NatUrAl
and reaL.. wHere the Real pill
of Life is the piLL of God we Are iN EssencE
noW.. oh.. so free in FliGht of God’s eyes wE..
When E-scaping the tarRed wings of thE lies
of cultures and religions same.. TrUtH and
liGht exists.. alWays within.. forgotten yes..
but jUst waiting WitH eYes of God Free AGaiNoWitHiN..
outside.. inside.. so above and below.. yes.. ALL aRouNd noW..:)


And sure.. everywHere i go..
i find many other folks who are
real Jesus’ too.. in the archetype
of the Good Cop Jesus whOle..
most often they come in female
form.. and often African American
Black women and men2.. and older
white women too.. iN fAct tHere is
no gender.. age.. color.. religion..
nationality.. disability.. sexual
orientations.. etc.. or other
form limitations
of real Good
Cop Jesus’
noW iN hUman Form..
and tHere aren’t many
things in liFe Better than
taKinG a selfie
with every
i FinD
JUST doinG
tHat noW ReAL iN
Victory oF TruTh and LiGht..:)


See.. i tOld yA..
Freedoms Light would
be coming in new form
aGaiN.. so here it iS
in rather sMaLL..


Yes.. i Am A Crazy
KAT MAN do.. but i have
iT aLL..
i WiLL do..:)


Cross.. Worn..
Puzzle.. saY it’s
all wArM uP iN heRe without
much relative free will.. and the
oF thAT is
all red LUke
HoT HaND heaVeNoW..;)



Oh.. the courage of
Youth.. as tHeRe’s signs
all down ‘this pier’ that says
no jumping or diving.. but this
young dude.. rose above all
the signs and did not
follow the rules
Good news
iS.. he didn’t hurt
himself.. the bad news
is.. no one cared enough
to ask him to please not do
this as if he had slipped and
fell backwards on that board
walk it would have been ouch ouch..
and potentially more than ouch.. hmm..
if i am going to do something unusuaL.. iT
will not be anything that will physically harm
me as there are much better ways to break the
rules than
to potentially
break yA.. neck..:)

Yes.. per note of last
Facebook Profile Status
Photo thingy..
Birds have
WinGs to
Free without
usuAlly Free fAlLinG
to thE gRound aS WHoLe..:)

Catching a SeaGuLL fLyinG
through the Sun.. recording
it and adding it to longest Long
Form Poem ever.. ain’t easy but
WiTh enough Hope.. Faith.. and BeLiEF..
yA can prove yA can do it.. wRite noW ReaL..;)

And to round out a small collection
in selection of what WiLL bE coMinG
‘toMMoRow’ in my 690th publish
of neXt Macro-Verse..
interestingly.. ‘these
folks’ didn’t join in
on my deep beach sand
dance in reverse with wings
of Arms Flying.. swirling.. whirling
through the breeze.. but all the
Seagulls in some wayS at lEast..
joined in on my GOlden
Spiral free faLL oF
terrestrial liFe..
streAM.. to riVer..
Bays.. and Ocean sAMe..
oNe ForcE of GoD aLL onE..nOW..:)

You kNow… thiS Jesus Meme.. IS A reAlly big Deal..
Close to half the World’s Population believe this
one so-called man is gonna come again..
to save the world.. yes.. approximately
1.6 Billion Muslim Folks..
and 2.2B Christian Folks
around the world
of over 7 Billion whole..
And Catholics as a rule in role
of highest percentages of Christian
rules in one Church all reciting the Nicene
Creed like a Magic Incantation to BRinG the
Jesus back in preparing ye a way for the Lord
as they say.. is one pretty powerful juju.. in a good
way i guess.. as they are for peace.. and not like some
of the other churches in both Muslim AND CHRISTIAN
FOR HUMAN HEADS LESS AND MORE.. like those extremist
Isil Muslims and others do still do in the name of what they
call God as tHeiR traditions do demand no matter
how twisted those traditions gRow from original
cultural cALL.. and.. in case ya didn’t kNow..
the Occultists of last century led by
a man named Aleister Crowley and
others of this mystery tradition new…
did a moon child magic incantation too..
to bRinG back as savior in tHeir way too..
and of course the Buddhists believe in a man
like this.. but dam.. almost no one believes in women..
and that’s both sad and strange and truly indicative of
our Patriarchal way of life after the fall of human to become
tools moreover thaN sacredly divine feminine and masculine
balanCinG mINd And BoDy soULs closer to the so-called
primitive but more advanced matriarchal leaning cultures
of way back then.. anyway.. Jesus was obviously just
another dude who was born in a cave more and less
and moved out of that cave to the desert.. the yogi-mountain..
under a tree and sure a Beach noW too.. in the beautiful Panhandle
of the Garden of Eden too.. in Saint Rose County in Saint Rose oF Lima
Parish of Florida.. the state of Flowers too.. oh so beautiful.. in Good old
Milton aka the New Jerusalem too with once what was the locality with
the most churches per square mile too in record books per se..
in the New ISraEL.. U.S.A.. with Sun God Apollo in drag in yeP..
the New York Harbor.. to express the liberty and freedom
of this BaLanCinG of hUman iN Justice
oF Divine Feminine and Masculine too..
and seriously.. if you think the Jesus of the
little patch of land around Palestine with
dark dark brown skin.. no less than
uncle So and so from Israel..
was ready for a promotion
to the King of the UniVerse
that is kinda beYond duh.. at lEAst
for noW.. as this entire planet iS just a speck
of almost nothing.. in God’s eyes WhOle as science
and this blog verse clearly sHow as oNe FoRcE noW..
let’S.. just use common sense folks.. Jesus of what they
all are preparing a way for.. will come many many times
of nows in the future to go.. as that IS A powerful mesSage
that is shared among the congregation of initiates same
as in BuddHa and CroWley ways too.. but iF you
are gonna bE Jesus too.. yes.. God is LooKinG
AND sure a zillion other metaphors for the essence
of all thaT is tHiS too.. as Soldiers oF GoD noW..
Pick up a word of fEaRleSS Love and Guard the
Galaxy oF Love as huWoManiFeST
as GoD iN hUman noW.. or a paint
brush.. a guitar.. or another
Art Weapon
for Love
in fearless
way now..
or JuSt DancE and
SinG KinDa.. liKe i do..
and pLay as Instrument
oF God WHole.. or jUSt FucKinG
geT outta the Way and lET wE SeAGuLLs
PLay Free in shores of God and Water oF GoD
Free with never ever any limits or expectations of the
PRiSoN’s beFore.. wE are the AiR.. WaTer.. eARTh Now.
noW and FiRE sAMe EMpasSioNing Force of goD oNE noW..
Bottom Line.. noThInG WiLL sToP uS noW fRoM GRoWinG
LoVe FearLeSsLY WitH WinGs thAT oNLY RiSe anD neVer
to the FaiLings
of materialistic cultures
with false promises to control
and subjugate otHeRs eVer AGaiN..:)


“We don’t read and write poetry because it’s cute. We read and write poetry because we are members of the human race. And the human race is filled with passion. And medicine, law, business, engineering, these are noble pursuits and necessary to sustain life. But poetry, beauty, romance, love, these are what we stay alive for. To quote from Whitman, ‘O me! O life!… of the questions of these recurring; of the endless trains of the faithless–of cities filled with the foolish; what good amid these, O me, O life? Answer. That you are here – that life exists, and identity; that the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse.’ That the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse. What will your verse be?” — John Keating, Dead Poet’s Society

WeLL.. my FriEnd..
sorry yoU’Re doWn
and of course down
can be a A path to uP..
as someone liKe mE Has
coMe to KNoW/FeeL as TruTh
and LiGht NoW and a pAth of
dARk too..
i’Ve come for
the money and
the money is wise
words oF Art iN SonG
and DanCe mY FriEnd to
add another MiCro Verse number
30 or so that WiLL add in for 31 or
so.. for the 690th Macro Verse of
Longest Long Form Poem ever
iN Essence oF coUrse.. ReaL noW..
so thanks.. thanks.. and thanks
A wHole BunCh as TrUly tHis
would have never coMe
liKe tHis without
aLL yOur heLP
’cause yA sEE mY
and wiTh thaT
sAid oFFto collect
the last Micro-Verse
wHole of fearless Money
Love.. for what you offer in
your great work and practice
oF Fearless Love heAr yoU heRe..
thaT RinGS truTh and liGht.. liFe
as WeLL or SiCk.. aLiVe or DEAd
as reaLasT as youR soUl liVeS oN heRe
NoW mY FriEnd as to add a Verse in todaY’s
AS this heaven stays..oH.. for perHaps thouSanDs oF
yearS noW iN all ThE dARk and LiGht and Spectrum
‘tween wE for ONE aLL maKe oF thIs UniVerse NoW..:)


“Me! Come! My dazzled face
In such a shining place!

Me! Hear! My foreign ear
The sounds of welcome near!

The saints shall meet
Our bashful feet.

My holiday shall be
That they remember me;

My paradise, the fame
That they pronounce my name.”

~~ Emily Dickinson ~~

WeLL.. mY friEnd..
i spent 66 months
in a hole wHere for the
first 33 months i could Not
connect to ANY one.. noT
even the family that was my
wiFe in Home alone.. my bed
room was my heLL.. my eYes
and ears were my pain.. mY
Body wHole was the sAme
pain only
heLL of
Rings singing
death of the tar
oiled bird around
my tree of life
cliff of death sAMe..
after 33 months i found
a word online on Thanks
giving day of November 26, 2010
then that was the pain sTiLL of nails
sticking through my face Hole of the
cross of a thouSand years.. but i had
to live.. tHeRe was no choice.. God’s voice
came to my wife in words of a place that says
you must live.. you must live no matter pain..
or regret.. you must live.. for what comes neXt
no matter KNoW or FeeL and not.. yes.. the hanging tree
on what my wife called a Martin Road.. a place planned
by me for a chained death on lonely tree wHere my liFe
with some ending meaning for a bite of something to eat
for vultures and ants of LiFe oF circle sAMe to breathe aGain..
wHere my wife dreamed an only dream that she and her grand
ma were hanGinG ChrisMas ornaments so sad they were then..
a turn of a friEndly card.. my friend.. IS A God pArT who lives as
mY WiFe.. and empathy and compassion so deep that it kNows
no description of science or empirical method of measurement
same.. and then there was also that day.. thaT time stood sTiLL
and slowed down to WHere my wife sAid as i struggled to walk
around the bLock at the beGinninG of my Fiercest HeLL at
the end of January 2008.. did you feel THAT.. Time slowed
DoWN.. only a split-second after i FelT the sAMe..
wE are connected.. bottom lIne in tHis
interdependent relationship that
can be cAlled God wHole
or a Blue Magic Turtle..
the words and or myths
that house and vehicle
and vessel trUth and liGht
matter noT in ForMs aLonE..
wHat is reaL is WHAt wE experience
aLiVe.. and the More AliVe we seek and
fInd in the Moment of Now.. through moVinG
connEcTing and cReating make the FaMe oF
whatever iS noW ReaL.. TiMe is a River of Now
with no nAme.. REaLiTy is whaT wE co-Create
as WitH GoD sAMe.. and i aM heRE noW.. so aLiVe
no matter what anyone says or feels noW about
thAT/tHiS bottom liNe
i rise
i rise
i rise
i LiVeNoW..
iN HeaVen REAL..:)

i didn’t get to interact with my friend Himali..
in this go around of Macro-Verse but
this IS A rather special Macro
Verse.. Micro Verse sAMe
and Ocean Poem
Field of dreAms coMe TrUe
for i as mE.. So.. yes.. i can STiLL
say Thank her for being a friEnd..
like all my otHeR friEnds i have not
had the opportunity to interAct wiTh iN
tHis Macro/Micro/Ocean Poem wHole..
i suppose.. i should mention
Lala Rukh too.. as she
stArTed my passion
to fiNd some little
way of supporting
aT lEast in spiRit
all the women
dominated by males in
countries of ignorance
away from a Free God
tHat LiVes withiN US All..
so sure.. iF they wRite on
my tombstone.. he was a gift
to women thAt WiLL be enough and
i have already done thaT heRe.. anyWay..
as this is my tombstone and written SonG
oF mY SoUL
REAL wheRe literAlly..
oVer a thouSand women..
sMiLe Free WiTh mE in the Good
OlD U.S.A.. with never any deMaNds
from me.. otHer than the wife who gives..
and friEnds who give Love Free too..
WiNks.. a female
Entertainer i WiLL
alWays be.. as a Lady’s man
moreover than anything else..
and iT’s juSt hUman Nature for mE..
aS iT floWs toWarDs heARt.. SpiRiT
and sOuL thE sAMe.. and That i’Ve alWays
found thAT so much stronger than
in males i’Ve met..
i suppose one could
cAll tHis a wake uP for tHem..
as sure.. if they could Love women the
way i do.. they would and will never ever
be alone aGaiN..as the way to a Woman
iS alWays heArt StRinGs of GiVinG
over taKinG Free.. so sure..
tHis is dedicated
to all the women i
LOVE fearlessly
as such.. and everyone else who has
suffered at the hands of priSons
away from FREE Fearless









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CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

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Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
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18 Responses to i AM A JesuS2 HoW ‘bOuT yoU2

  1. TruLY it’S iNcredible fUn BeiNG a Jesus2.. and iN fAct
    so much fun tHat iT liteRAlly eXhausted me to the point
    of going to sleep last niGht beFore stARting mY neXt
    MacroVerse number 691 of longest long form poem
    ever.. of course.. yes.. i am following a somewhat
    strict riTuAL iN the stARt of each Macro-Verse
    to leT anyone who randomly coMes
    across this stArting mini-ocean
    of words in micro
    to macro
    to ocean
    whole poem
    view WTF FTW iF WuT
    i AM even doing here
    as they stArt to Go iN FloW
    and perHaps wonder WTF
    is going down for real
    here.. anyWay thEiR
    IS A Autobiography
    sHow going on aT the
    dVerse poEtry pUb tHat
    iS coming in liMits of 44 words
    in what they name a Quadrille form
    of pOeTry theRe.. he HE.. but of course
    Quadrille and Twitter don’t match weLL WitH
    what i do in longest long form poem way.. as i go
    on and on here.. and cut this a little short to go expLore
    noW some Facebook Algorithm Memories as alWays wRite oN coUrse
    oN topic as synchronicity WiLL have his and her or etc.. way
    as God WiLL do Free iN aLL of We noW.. when open
    heARted.. SpiRited.. wiTh MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
    SoUl as mighty miGhty miGHty WeLL.. as Earth
    WinD and FiRe WiLL say too.. Jesus.. liVinG
    toDay iS like BeinG the Lucifer Choir Master
    of YouTube TUnes with easy access
    to inSpiRE the DeViL reaL eViL
    of neGaTiVity ouT oF uS now..
    hehE.. juSt a search
    AWays iN aN
    LIbraRy oF
    OceAn SonGs
    inSpiReD by HoLY
    SpiRiT wHoLE as an
    unabridged Bible of SonG
    online.. wHere any SonG oF GoD
    Can and WiLL CoME aGaIN aS LiGht..
    And noW oN WitH the memories
    as liGht WiLL comE
    for FUn
    and sHits
    and Giggles/Googles..
    too as any Sacred Fool..
    Holy Mad Man.. Shaman..
    Sacred Clown and or Warrior
    of Healing in defense department
    oF God WiLL do.. hehe.. the ultiMate
    secret agent.. ‘000 SecReT AGenT oF GoD’..
    And JeSuS F. iN ChRiSt In JusT the fiRst Micro-Verse
    of this Macro-Verse of Longest Long Form Poem oF aLL
    as SonG oF mY SoUL.. looks like i miGht alReady have
    a title for this 691st MaCroVerse Free Poem.. hmm..
    buT i’LL have to FinD anoThER SonG noW as
    Lord kNows EarTh WiND and FiRe
    is MiGhty inSpiRinG and may
    coMe agAin heRe sooner
    than later wRite noW
    TruE.. and ReAL..
    perHaps a little FruiTioN
    of FantasY iS iN oRder NOW..:)


    WeLL.. speaKinG of Autobiographies.. this is/was kinda my coming out pARty as hUman BeinG three years ago on August 1st.. as before thaT point tHere were no new and current photos of ME online anywhere as with all the suicide disease pain of Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia for 66 months.. and the exiT oF all feeLINGs of emoTioNs including affect in face of feeling sAMe and expResSinG sAMe to otHeRs.. i was literAlly a man without a face then as far as eXpresSioNs go for 66 months.. and when my EmoTions cAMe eXPloDinG back on or about the time point now then of July 22nd 2013.. i was simply amazed to FiNd Facial Expressions in these first online
    photos mY wiFE took of mE wiTh
    heR more powerful camera then..
    hmm.. anyWaY iT wAs FuN THEN
    and free of inhibition to lEt
    all mY EmoTioNs FinALLy
    ouT in Both visual images
    oF FaCiAl ExpReSSioNs
    and words aS WeLL..
    as wordS becAMe
    organic for
    mE in NatuRal
    EmoTioNal SinG SonG
    wAy to basicAlly repLace
    mY humanity no different reALLy
    than a Helen Keller with no effective
    uSe of HeAring or SeeinG as the pain
    took that away from me.. effectively for
    66 months… and trUly tHere are no words
    thAt can adequately describe both the pain
    and emptiness i fELT and SeNSEd for 66
    months long thaT actually sTArted in
    the WintEr of 2006.. when suddenly
    colors stARted hurTinG mY eYes
    tHaT went on for two years then..
    along with foot pain so far
    bEyond stabbing
    onE’s Foot WiTh
    a knife those two pre-years
    oF Hell back then.. the TrUth is no
    Doctor understands whaT fuLLy happened
    to me.. but i kNow what it WaS.. simply a long
    process of God burning a white soUl and eRasinG
    all the DArkNess of Forever from the self thAT was
    mE of i.. iT stARted at mY Feet and eventuAlly
    ending up at my Trigeminal Nerve.. some
    folks cAll iT Kundalini RiSinG buT iT iS the
    VisioN Quest that soMe initiates of
    the great work of spiritual quest
    that God Gifts in synchronicity
    way as challenge.. tHeir is no
    ExplanAtiON oTher than that
    as to hoW i could fAll so loW
    in fire to cleanse my soUL..
    And go so hiGh like a Big
    Bang of HUman AwakeninG
    oN that Beach on July 19th 2013..
    and RiSE uP more fUlly on July 22nd 2013..
    and finALLy come out of the closET oF HeLL
    online on August 1st of 2013.. WeLL.. sure tHere
    was so much rise to coMe thaT i could have never
    fULLy predicted then.. but i did in Revelation 66
    a few weeks beFore thaT aS tHat ReVelaTion
    was then tHat i woUld Rise to Heaven
    on July 22nd.. aLL STiLL Documented
    as God tOld mE to do.. i ain’t
    crazy but you dAM suRe better
    belieVe i


    So.. Fast Forward a year later.. in 2014..
    and my Friend Lala Rukh that trUly
    helped me recover as she was so
    EMoTioNal and connecting to me
    in that time frame at the end of July
    of 2013.. along with two other girls..
    one who was my first Facebook friend..
    and another.. both autistic women..
    who helped me regain my
    Emotions.. as friEnds
    WiLL do without
    and LaLa Rukh
    in a day to day friendship
    as bloggers WiLL do.. as she was
    trying to escape the reality that she
    would be forced to marry a man in Dowry
    way she had not even met and did not know..
    and her Love from College was a young man
    that didn’t fit with her parents plans for her.. so
    sad that was.. beyond sad really when there IS
    A society that thrives on a man powered
    institution of marriage same as rape
    when non-consensual.. but for
    Lala she accepted THAT AS
    SO-CALLED God’s WiLL
    as her parent’s same
    and of course she
    called it Allah’s
    Will and would
    never blame her culture..
    her parents or what she described
    as Allah for all her Emotional pain that
    was obviously in large core for one reason
    and one reason only.. and that was she could
    not be a free child of God and make her own God
    dam Love choices.. tHere is so much suffering of women
    in Muslim countries and the saddest part of all is many
    accept the pain as hell on earth.. while they are
    promised an empty promise somewhere else
    but earth of heaven when it can and will be
    here for those humans who are allowed
    to exercise tHeiR Free choice and God
    Given right of relative free will with
    God.. men rule with rules.. God
    rules as free as WE bottom
    line of God
    NOW.. iT makes
    me and God in all of WE..
    very angry.. i promise you.. in
    righteous indignation that folks
    like Muhammad who were power and
    status hungry to actually dominate women
    with other men.. used God as an excuse to
    put other folks.. namely women.. in a prison
    of a hell they made with an empty promise
    of heaven after the pain they used to
    rape and pillage women same..
    and that’s what psychopathic
    leaning folks do.. they
    warp the heart
    strings to
    get another
    FucK or whatever
    suits their selfish
    fancy over subjugating
    and controlling others through
    illusory fears and empty promises
    of a better day that is fantasy of hell now..
    that’s real in fruition way as human nightmares
    become reality in the sOld of HuMan WiLL and LoVE iSREAL
    as SoUL.. as SpiRit as HeART reAL WiLL to BEs aLiVeNoW..:)


    And now to a year ago.. 2015.. mArking the point wHere i meet
    my new friEnd Himali then.. and a celebration of the
    out of the Box Poet Emily Dickinson and her
    poetry letters hidden in a drawer and
    sOld many years later after
    she died.. so sad that
    she did not have the
    ability to give and share online
    like out of the box folks do now..
    as Lord nows.. while i am way too
    complicated and long for most folks
    to get to the end of my poems.. at least
    they are viewed in numbers over a thouSand
    each day to some extent on all my bLogs.. as the
    mesSAge of Free WiLL and Love in Fearless courAge
    and kind gets out in ways that folks who lived in relatively
    small villages without mass communication could not dream
    of in yesteryears of all the pioneers out of cave art ways
    BeFoRe and sure it makes me very happy to remember Emily’s
    name in my last Macro Verse very special macro-verse about Jesus i
    AM 2.. as sure she was too.. and her words not unlike whatever
    is left of the real man Jesus Centuries after he died are
    sTiLL repeated in what the early Egyptians named
    as the KA of everlasting noW spiRit power when
    one’s soUl lives on in symbols/words/art
    of Memorial liGht of
    hUman heART
    and spiRit..
    Poetry is the
    heARt.. the SpiRit..
    the SoUl related.. to achieve
    immortality of Love is to Love in art/
    words/symbols of fearless now after one
    goes it is what true empaths oF God do wish
    to give and share as much liGht as they
    can while heRe and extend thaT Love WeLL
    after the grave as they may not be here but
    wHat they WiLL do is to continue to give and
    share Love in selfless empathic Love Long after
    they are gOne.. and to lay on one’s death bed and
    to KNoW for sUre that tHeir Love WiLL Go on iS
    a Real Titanic of SoUl that KnoWs no shore of God’s
    greaTest gift on this eArth under Sun of Space tHat
    IS A Love tHat can even SinG on After death of Flesh..
    Bottom line..
    thiS LoVE
    #iSREAL ..:)

  2. WeLL.. HA! enough about me..
    but sure.. this IS A realtime now
    autobiography moving in motion
    too.. a blog of whatever comes to
    heARt to SpiRiT to SoUL iN mINd
    and BoDy BaLanCinG ways from music
    videos.. to photos.. to all oF arT noW thAt
    comes to Now as Art oF Y i.. in tonS oF ExpReSsioN..
    fAct is wE are aLL StArs.. mini-me’s of God’SUniVerse
    BeYond Words and otHeR symbols wE maKe but suRE
    wE try.. wE crY.. to ExpRess and leArn all We can as wE
    LiVe.. we LiVe.. we LiVe NoW.. in what can be a whimper
    or super-
    epic liFe
    oF iSREAL NoW..
    i’LL go WitH SupEr Epic..
    aM aLL too familiar with whimper sTar
    too… so noW off to DVerse to
    see what other
    folks can
    of theY.. as seriouSlY
    i would noT bE doinG God
    JuStice ONE by documenTinG
    mY life as any less supeR epiC
    than thiS GiFt oF GoD and NaTuRE
    sAMe to mE.. no lUke warm here baby..
    red hot star from soUl to toe.. to StAr BeYoNd i iSREAL..:)

    11:29 am.. 8022016..

    Oh God! forgot to eat
    Breakfast.. been sitting
    on the Katrina prepared
    table for hours..
    anyWayS.. bacK
    now to
    44 word Quadrille
    and to sTart WiTh
    Shawna Baby.. wHile
    she’s StiLLnred hot
    and alive in poetry Land now..:)

    Ha! i can’t believe
    you are sTiLL anD heRe..
    thE viSual thiNker
    i NatUrally aM
    and deeper
    deeper longer
    tantricK thInKer..
    F ee L e R..
    i can feeL2..
    lots of
    tWists and
    tUrns to this
    tRiP hEre.. hmm..
    been kNown to do
    a sElF poRTraiT
    or too.. thouSands
    oF TiMes2.. buTT
    i don’T tHinK tHeY liKe
    it whEn yA
    liNK too MAnY
    iFs AnDs
    hehe.. for more..
    anyWay.. i go oN..
    and yAhthEy cannot
    as thAT iS
    WhAt LIGhTeNinG
    doeS aFter
    oF Y i..
    see ya later
    Shawna Babe..
    and mY KaTriNA wOUld
    maKe yA sanitiZe
    tHaT taNtriC
    But i
    for One
    aM A
    DLY hE..;)

    Oh.. cRap
    thaT was
    more than
    44 words
    or wAs

    i remember this one from last
    year when i was determining
    if you were Brian Miller’s unusual
    ‘alter’ other ‘X’ creative identity
    just for fun
    with hose
    on or whatever..
    anyWayS.. to eXplore
    A feminine side..
    hehe.. i thOught
    this might have been
    Brian’s wife then.. just
    to be funny and all of that..
    like why would a NICE
    looking girl like this be
    brave enough to talk to me..
    online.. at least.. as in real life
    tHEY are not always aFraid of me..
    or if they live in other countries it seems..
    like Shawna Land in the U.S. oF A2.. now for CooL..
    anYwayShave a nice day.. aM oN thE uSual RaMpAge
    words out
    wHere ever
    mY iNk Gun
    iS pointed to
    the fOur corners
    of the world of CrE
    T i
    V iTy..;)

    OKay.. Shawna
    breaKiE DancE over noW..
    back to so-cAlleD
    ‘real’ ‘poetry’
    iN heARt
    U. S.
    oF A nD
    aLL A’round
    thE World iN
    Words oF poEtry2..;)

    First oF aLL.. thanks
    Lillian.. for providing
    this dVerse prompt..
    gonna have lots of fUn
    poeticAlly responding therein..
    so trUe heRE my friend thE ioN
    of PASS i oNs oN.. in positivity
    dEfeats the negativity of
    desPair aWay from
    hope as we
    hUmanS noW
    have poTenTiAL
    for either And oR HoPE
    liGht bodies Or anD DArk
    thE sAme we CreATe in much
    more than just the symbols oF thE
    SenSes and EmoTiOns thAt noW maKe
    us mini-me’s of God oF UniVerse ALL
    sAme.. oh.. the stars and bLack wHOle
    SuNs too.. a BreaK oF DAwn and moRninG
    StaR of Love juSt Waiting to BE uS wE riSe
    OnCe morE
    aS liGht of StAr
    BRiGhtLY noW
    ShiNing LiVinG
    LOVE’S liGht..:)

    Some autobiographies
    are Rivers Raging a life
    of change at all costs.. others
    stick with same and rarely ’cause
    ripples and that iS why StiLL water
    and RAging waves live in one Ocean Body
    of REaliTy sAMe.. to tolerate the differences
    of both and accept them is always much more difficult
    for the STiLL waters than iT is for fast currents that
    KnoW no
    of BeFoRe..
    so.. NatuRally some
    folks smile through iT
    aLL and others are more
    likely to frown aT aLL..
    it is what it is.. a mask
    or real of A play as IS..
    in SmILes and FroWns of ‘Tween
    to liVe inside and outside of the Box BeForE..:)

    sMiLes.. mY FriEnd.. Grace..
    as sure i’ve mentioned
    bEfore what i’ve lEarned
    at 56.. as my Great Aunt
    Jettie taught ME dead
    at 47 in life..
    is we are only
    as young as we FeeL..
    could be 80 at 21..
    105 at 47.. or Jesus
    F. in Christ.. 16 at 56
    in even empirical evidence
    of pressing half a ton with
    legs 33 times like no other man
    does with his arms raised to air
    like a ballet dancer on an extremely
    difficult parallel leg press machine..
    even F iN proVing that on YouTube2..
    bottom line is this..
    science is based
    on functionally
    disabled cultural
    on GOD..
    i choose God
    and live life
    like no else
    and ALIVE..
    Have a nice
    day WitH LOVE..
    MY friEnd.. no
    limitS noW or
    either.. just like
    that verse from
    Saint John that
    says others will
    come and do
    much greater
    of systemizing
    human limitations
    and expectations oF BEforE noW..:)

    Brian didn’t link but a short
    detour here to his poem home as i caught
    his signature link that says he’s sTiLL
    alive and kicking words
    online now.. for
    a while longer..:)

    sMiLes.. my friEnd.. Brian..
    i never underestimate
    the heArt of a leper
    as the leper of
    can die
    a death of
    never washing
    the feet of Love
    iSREAL.. i choose to push
    myself as far in pain as i can go
    as what remains my Friend
    is love
    A Force
    Greater than
    any disability i have
    encountered so far..
    including Leprosy
    of the heARt
    oh to FeeL
    tHAt SonG After
    the Love iS GoNE..
    tHaT my fRiEnd.. is water
    in Hell to drip instead of drink..:)

    To earn Love
    gReaTest Joy
    of riSinG uP..
    to Give Love
    yet.. money
    what.. money..
    what.. haha.. money
    nothing.. Love all be all
    see all.. feel all be all seNse
    more Now than nothing noW smiles
    and that’S enough
    as Lord kNows liFE without
    remembering what a smile feels
    like.. as there IS A place so cOld witH
    no reference as feeling and memory
    sAMe lost.. a lesSon lEarned then..
    money is
    aT aLL..
    and to be
    here even if
    to water a sapling
    tree for growth is to
    give love give love and
    never live death.. aGain..
    WiNks.. i suppose thaT iS
    mY Autobiography of HeARt
    but i WiLL tale
    yA thiS.. one word
    can be enough to
    turn A Titanic aRound..
    mArk mY wordS WitH SMiLes..:)

    It’s Funny.. but really it’s
    not funny how much in school
    we tend to learn the logical SonG
    but forget it seems so much more
    now than ever before.. iN the Art of HeARt..
    i remember the SMiLInG eYes oF i as child
    too.. and it was greAT thaT i had a photo of
    those eYes before adulterated
    by the logical SonG..
    and even science shows
    noW in Oh God.. duh ways.. that
    when systemizing mechanical reasoning
    cognition is used over social empathic
    creative artistic ways of moving..
    connecting.. and creating
    intelligence(s).. iT iS as
    iF the brain
    has two pipes..
    one gets clogged
    uP and the Love
    Leaves the
    oF NOW aS
    Being HUman heArt..
    iT’s trUly science and
    heArt too.. the HeArt is an
    EmotioNal Muscle thaT liVes
    from head to toe.. to use it is to
    make iT Strong.. Reslient.. and sMiLinG
    LiGhts of eYes and aLL oF Body Language
    courAge iN Fearless LiGht oF Love…
    Standard IQ.. mostly an invention
    of a few centuries now.. a poison
    pILL to the HearT of Love
    and thaT Pill continues
    to GroW unTiL
    the throat
    Love no
    Longer Breathes
    a SonG of HeART
    aS SpiRit eXpReSSinG
    a little child’s natural propensity..
    to move.. connect.. and create.. hand
    in hand forAginG ToGetHer for the
    meal aT hand thAT iS SaME
    aS LoVe..
    mY FriEnd..
    the ChILd of mY
    eYes iS back simply
    ’cause i murdered my
    Standard IQ.. as much
    as i could.. hehe.. but rears
    it’S ugly head.. as thaT is what
    18 or 19 years of school WiLL
    do as snaKe over hUman HeARt..
    along with decades of government
    work and all the work before thAT..
    i write poeTry to maKe the Muscle
    thaT reALLy counts breathe Brighter
    liGht than ever beFore.. sAMe WiTh DancE..
    mY FriEnd.. to work out the GreATest Muscle oF aLL..
    IS A Tower oF Love iN MoVinG.. ConnEcTing.. cREaTinG noW..:)

    WeLL.. my FriEnd
    Glenn.. i can say the
    sAMe for the Beatles
    era of the 60’s
    disco of the
    70’s and Madonna
    of the 80’s.. first
    loves gone.. and
    marriage come
    to 90’s settling down..
    losing the wild of me..
    and eventually hell for 66 months..
    biggest mistake.. loSing the WiLd oF i..
    noW iT all makes FeeLinG WiLD seNse..
    but never in
    thAt pARt
    for 19 years..
    i puT noW all
    the wAy out
    of mY miNd Now
    along with work as
    yes… the wheels are no
    longer metal they are rubber
    and changing to harder environments..
    yes.. for all practical intents and purposes
    i AM
    in Good
    year alwayS
    noW wayS.. CaLL
    of The Wild sAMe
    with a very laRge waVe OceaN
    wHoLe of LovE.. mY FriEnd.. and
    goeS on..
    heHE.. iN Rhythm-FuLL
    more thaN liMits and
    expectations of Before
    in Lost aWay from Found and FREE..:)

    ‘Flibbertigibbet and Fancy Free’..
    SMiLeS and thaT
    SpeLLs mY perSonal
    in juST
    oh.. the
    oF Dr. Jekyll
    AnD Good Cop Mr. Hyde..;)

    Hmm.. and now for lunch
    break.. beFore thiS
    oNe reAlly long
    too long
    for hUmans
    to read..
    mE NoW2..;)

    1:30 pm…

    Back at 2:55 pm with some more words
    from Shawna’s place.. WiTh sMiLes of course..:)

    Yeah.. isn’t IT crazy.. how lucky i Am
    to have a wife who is never ever threatened
    by any thing i do.. i mean.. Jesus F. in Christ..
    my somewhat average allnaturale body
    is all over he Internet.. and women are
    are even free to share
    that if they
    oF it when they
    get my poEtry linkie
    at the dance hall wHere i warn
    them.. do not press ‘that link’ as there
    is no hiding anything there.. i have no
    secrets.. i share iT all.. and that my friend
    IS A best way to live as i have zero to hide.. i Am
    a ‘000 Secret Agent oF God’ ha!.. thiNking of Jethro
    from the Beverly Hill Billies now who said Double
    Naught 7 for 007.. anyWay.. i who lives iT all wide out in the
    open.. and no.. no one much even notices.. locALLy.. i AM heRe..
    except for when i dance.. and yes.. i threaten guys everywhere i go..
    as they tightly clasp their wives hands when i dance
    in Super Walmart Aisles as they have never
    seen a guy move like
    that/this OR THE
    other thing..
    peRhaps.. they
    are just afraid i’m
    i don’t kNow.. perHaps
    your husband might be
    correct as if i didn’t know
    me as well as i do.. i could
    be a little frightened of me too..
    hehe.. anyway my FRiEnd.. perhaps
    i’LL dress uP as a Preacher and visit
    y’aLL one day.. with the Goddess
    Isis Katrina same.. but unTiL then
    i’M having a great big blast with
    you like i have
    been ever
    since day
    one as wE click
    as crazy IS as
    crazy does when SUPER
    and noW
    aS aLWays
    IS All i Need..
    Thanks for being
    a FriEnd as thAt is rEally
    the only thing i wanted in liFe..
    As the accountant i have been
    most of that liFe..
    so hard
    a FriEnd..:)

  3. And yes.. some more words of WiLd and
    Free here WiTH God and mE..
    so cALLed bY NaTuRe
    FReED as


    And Beach Tiger memories
    from two years ago
    BeFore this shirt
    faded out as
    sweat shop shirts WILL DO..
    anywaY iT sTiLL FiTs..
    the ShiRt iT do..;)

    And yeah.. this probably
    has a lot to do why mY
    wife is never threatened
    or jealous of my Love for
    aLL women.. as sure Women
    do NOT geT any more Lovely
    than this.. and never age on top of thAT..
    should it be any surprise that the Goddess
    Isis prophecy thingy was only a prelude to
    Katrina.. WeLL i for one am not surprised..
    and it IS A maGiC speLL iN iTself when one
    is married to Goddess ReAL
    that WiLL never stray
    in ways that lesser
    men and
    stray.. Honor
    is Honor.. code is code..
    everything i do is shared
    with the wife with zero of
    anything to hide..
    she understands
    how deep my Covenant
    With GOD goes.. perHaps shE
    doesn’t understand all the deTales..
    but quite honestly neither do i as i aM
    alWAys catching up to the Intelligence of
    God wHole oF Nature thaT is Beyond any
    FucKinG words..
    HUmans overall
    are lame.. but that is
    much of culture’s doing
    over what hUmans can
    do iF they exercise tHeir
    fuLL God given potEntial
    hidden from siGht of much
    more of what they could do
    if they jUst listened for the CaLL
    oF the WiLd Within that is God’s Voice
    sAMe innately.. instinctually.. intuitively REAL..:)

  4. Hmm.. dVerse has a prompt
    on Fear now.. and synchronistically
    as i was speaking of fear related to
    Jealousy with my Friend Shawna..
    i ThInk i’ll jump on in the fear
    water of poetry
    and perhaps
    come back
    to the
    one a little later and
    start a new comments
    section Macro Verse
    for that.. Fear is the killer
    of all that is Good in liFe.. and i do
    mean illusory fears.. as fear of heights
    and loud noise is normal.. but all other fears
    as science shows are learned.. and the best
    thing about lEArning to bE comfortable in Your
    own sKin as DanCe and MaRTial ArtS aLL Free style
    WiLL most definitely do is regulation of aLL Emotions..
    including fear and sensory integration wHere yA GoT iT
    ALL toGeThEr and are rarely frazzled by the day to day
    liFe of the animals wE are aT Core as hUman BeinG…
    aGaiN.. thE MeMe is CleAR acknowledgement
    thAT we are animals no better as WhOle
    as rest of Creation.. Animal Kingdom
    all and Nature aLL aS GoD sAMe..
    and we mUSt toE A LinE of
    Struggle for Survival
    in Fearless LoVinG
    SoCial Primate way..
    to live liFe TrUly Free
    without Fear as comfortable
    in our oWn Animal sKins no less
    that Lion and Bonobo sAMe FREE
    from all the cultural illusory fears that
    WiLL come in a liFe of Stress rather
    than Peaceful LiVinG Harmony WitH
    a Healthy dose oF ChallEnge as GroWinG
    alWays Greater iN God oF Nature Given poTenTiAL noW..:)

    sMiLes.. i can honestly say
    that in any given day
    heights are my only
    anxiety and my
    only fear.. noW
    as i suppose
    i wanna live in
    fAcT i aM sure i am
    afraid of falling to death..
    sure it makes sense to avoid
    heights when we can.. as missteps
    happen beyond

    Fear of the loss of loved
    ones haunted me all the days
    of my youth.. until my child died
    in my arms after 51 days of suffering..
    i saw A blessing of death
    first before
    i ever let
    go to truly
    live.. and even
    after that facing
    death three times
    myself in life..
    i lEarned
    to LiVe..
    LiFE IS A
    GifT i no longer
    feAr as the scariest paRt
    of All is liVing iN Fear.. for
    me @least
    my friend..
    as grieving
    takes care
    of the
    rest oF i
    in tears of Love..
    as even worse than fear
    for me was the inability to shed
    a tear or feel.. or even remember a
    smile or tear for 5 long years.. and the
    death of a cat that generated one tear
    was the best literal feeling in years
    to FeeL
    a heARt
    long past fear
    long gone dead
    wHere any pain
    was better
    @aLL then..:)

    Oh Lord.. the invisible disability
    of anxiety of fear the same
    in general
    ease of
    being free..
    and all the other
    invisible disabilities that
    can come in liFE.. and it was
    amazing as i seriously at one
    point was diagnosed with 19 disorders
    that no one could see on the outside of me..
    pull your bootstraps up.. it could be worse until
    2 years passed and diagnosed with the worst pain
    known to humankind as medical literature related it
    to a pain worse than literal crucifixion.. per type two
    Trigeminal Neuralgia.. seriously after one goes to hell
    it’s hard to be scared.. almost impossible to be scared
    after doing that for 66 months before the end of July 2013..
    but heights..
    they do sTiLL
    scare me.. even after
    faLLinG to point zero of
    Being HUman then..
    as the walKing
    Dead iN SpiRit.. REAL..:)

    I had a Jamaican Friend.. a super smart
    guy from the Island who said he never
    kept or watched or listened
    to anything related to scary
    like monkey see.. monkey
    hear.. and monkey do too..
    And i have to admit now that i no
    longer watch TV the only voices i
    hear in drifting memory to sleep are
    the ones i wrote and never the one’s
    that beLonG in another scary play
    or Real..
    i change what i can
    and turn the rest oFF..:)

    Ah.. yes.. my FriEnd..
    the cognitive behavioral
    therapy oF a positive emotional
    SonG in vocal personal inspirational
    way to alleviate anxiety and fear..
    but sadly when one is
    forced in a corner to
    do stuff they
    come to believe
    they have to do..
    no matter the stress
    response that can come
    with that.. that science now
    shows can eventually destroy
    the vital organ systems of the Body
    REAL2… and truly lead to a premature
    death.. something old wive’s tales said
    oF ThE
    Of thAT HeRE..:)

    WiNks.. i aLways
    thOught the beauty
    of Lewis Carrol
    was his
    of what was
    said bEfore..
    And doing iT his own
    way no matter what… by
    definition that IS a total
    lapse of decency as
    it is alWays
    that determines
    that in moral relativism
    over absolutism from
    what i’Ve seen at least..
    wHere FGM is a sign noW
    of social status in some
    countries.. partial
    of male
    in so-called
    civilized worlds..
    Hmm.. yeah.. Dowries..
    mistakes with Capital noW
    Punishments.. the list goeS ON
    quite often iT iS the culture norms
    thaT sinG a SonG of Decency thaT
    iS BeyOnd what NatuRe even evolves
    uS to be.. oh yeah.. like sitting still in front
    of screens for hours on end.. never scanning
    the horizon.. as children in China rate near sightedness
    in clinical studies of up to 90%.. too.. clinics for video
    game addictions.. and even Japanese youth no longer
    interested in the ‘biblical’ act of
    sex to have babies.. as they
    now prefer robotic dogs
    who need no tender
    vittles of
    connection now..
    two thirds of school
    age children pre-type-two-diabetic
    in the U.S. oF A with obesity
    rates rising on the LivinG
    room couch.. half
    of the country
    of adults on
    some kind of pain
    medication.. often for somatic
    discomforts that are simply emotions
    repressed and oppressed… sensory
    and sensuality too.. in mind
    and body imbalance
    where all
    of that
    a very sick
    alternative of TENSION VICE
    VS.. to being free.. un-repressed..
    un-oppressed.. oh.. oh.. so human..
    once again alive alive as we can be..
    Lewis Carrol.. seems rather comparatively
    Naive back then.. and Alice in Wonderland
    as you say was truLy smARt
    to escape this place
    thaT is rarely
    noW in Wonderland
    of truly ignorance
    beyond naked Dreams of GOD
    liVing iN uS free as decent as God Bees
    and Birds too..
    my FriEnd
    here at
    the end..
    of all that is
    this for now.. hehe…
    as i could be Alice.. the
    Mad Hatter all in one with
    Lewis too.. with hypergraphia
    too.. bottom line.. no matter what..
    i AM WiLd and Free with mad hatter hat or not..
    But truly culture has always been the illusion to fear..
    as anything goes when MORE than 150 to 200 sets
    of naked human eyes and hips that do not lie
    get together over thAT in populations
    and ways of life that humans
    are simply not evolved
    to live as
    now REAL..
    i observe it from
    afar and take no paRt..
    oF iT NOW other than long
    winded poetic Free verse
    commentary just for fun..
    A N D D A N C E F UN
    And that reminds me too..
    to leave this scream of screen..
    HEHE.. in
    screAMs of Glee..;)

    SMiLes.. Photophobia..
    the most horrible
    fear of aLL..
    the fear
    of liGht
    and i must
    say that i did
    not enjoy as Vampire
    for 66 months where even
    the street light at 3 AM
    was the Sun on Fire
    in Fear
    and pain
    oF liGht
    so lone
    in dark
    hmm.. i rise..
    i liGht uP noW
    DArk iS history
    HeLL iS gONe.. noThing
    i Am afraid of but literal
    heights.. even though i already
    went to
    the lowest
    place of
    aLL in REAL
    where even demons fear to
    tRead.. and i do mean that pARt
    tHere ain’t no
    going back tHere for
    mE.. LesSonG LeArned
    LiGht with
    aLL my Might
    and SWord of Pen
    and Dance of sANE SonG as REAL..:)

    As mentioned oft
    to date.. and now
    heights and loud noises
    are the only inborn human
    feara.. but sure that is normal..
    and there are exception that exceed
    all other preconceived notions from the norm..
    as truly at one point
    i was afraid
    of colors..
    the stARt i suppose
    of Trigeminal Neuralgia
    or the
    oF mY SouL..
    oh as they say
    Horatio.. this world..
    this reaLiTy.. is stranger
    than any fiction in what
    any one individual can ride
    or Heaven
    too.. thanks God..
    for the fearless place..
    but sure.. i don’t do heights
    i like
    to live
    i’LL keep
    iT that way
    as lOnG as humanly
    and humanely possible..:)

    All caught uP wiTh thAT
    prompt and noW
    some real
    liFE in public
    DancE to come in the
    good old three dimensional
    world outside this screAM
    of screen
    and flat
    metal dream
    of words.. so long….;)

    4:55 pm..

  5. #luckytolivehere



    #thisisparadiseetc …

    iN Reference to juSt
    anotHeR BEach photo noW
    oF a DaY iN the LiFe oF Y i..
    AKA Jonathan Livingston Seagull2..;)

  6. A UniVerse oF poetic prompts i find everywHere..
    hehe.. even my Facebook Algorithm Memories
    of Macro-Verses from before and here we have
    five on this day of August 3rd starting two years
    ago from 2014.. on Magick Musick Poetry of
    WeLL.. considering they
    do move and
    make sound
    as the Earth
    Does when it spins
    and revolves the Sun
    and the same happens at
    atomic and below core of inside
    we as well as this above pARt of
    realiTy too.. obviously wE too as pARt
    oF this Grand DancE and SonG oF reaLiTy
    WiLL do WeLL to DancE and Sing iN Unison
    oF Peace and Harmony.. and no.. not HaRmoney..
    HarmoNy.. as frigging DancE and Song produces Force
    iN Power of EmoTioNal Energy.. it cost no green bLack
    dollar BiLLs to have FuN in GodsUniVerse Free.. jUST
    a Practice of the work of DancE and SonG in GiVinG
    and ShArinG all naked away from cultural prison
    wAlls and yes thaT iS juST a metaphor.. you can
    wear clothes.. in public at least.. when ya dance..
    particularly.. iF yoU are like mE and need
    some cotton between you and the
    manmade environment of
    polyester and such aS
    that in Monsanto.. etc..
    etc.. et..al.. synthetic make..
    yes.. i have to even wear cotton
    under my super cool Walmart T-shirts
    for those textures that my skin just does
    not like per virgin cotton to give me comfort
    as super tactile sensitivity does demand now..
    Anyway.. Sia in a few.. while i look uP a SonG
    tHaT is juSt a’Bout made for this poem by yes..
    Sia2.. and O’GoD iT can be hard to be Free
    and DancE AnD SinG like this in Footloose
    town when yA FeeT and SonG in Feat as
    such are so dAM Fancy Free aLL uP
    in Arms and Legs oF get down
    baby get down and
    DancE and SinG
    FReED.. as wE
    continue to SavE
    tHe HumaN Galaxy SouLs
    oF course through the PoWer..
    oF thE EmoTioNal HeaLinG FoRcE
    oF SonG and DancE.. oH.. sO FReED!..:)


    Yeah.. i kNow per last Facebook Algorithm
    Macro-Verse Memory that i did say
    thaT DanCinG literAlly naked
    was not absolutely necessary
    For DancE and SonG HUman
    Galaxy soUl HeaLinG but iN
    private places WiTh SuN
    and SanD for God to connect
    iN aLL oF NatUre From Head to
    toe to soUl oF oxytocin receptors
    on feet of feat iN Dance so FReED..
    iT is kinda nice to do it all natural and FREE!..
    to FeeL and Be a SoUL oF God oH.. so..noW iN BLiSS!..:)


    JUSTlOve.. yes.. after you DancE and SinG
    aLL naked iN Sand and Sun wiTh/as God
    so FReED whAT iS leFt to do
    as when the Body
    leTs goes oF ALL STRESS..
    OH SO F iN
    FReED.. aT
    lEast for mE..:)


    Yes.. 6FinREAL.. sAMe as GOlden
    GoD SpiRAls thAt FloW as RiVer Ocean
    WhoLe.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below
    and all around reaLiTy as perceived and
    lived.. iN MoVinG CoNnecTinG CreaTinG
    GiVinG shArinG waYs iN iNterconnecting
    iNterdependent relationship oF aLL
    tHaT iS aka GOD of NatURE wHole
    iN Fields of DreAMs cOmE to
    FruiTioN reaL as hUman
    abstract symbols
    sketched in
    sanskrit SaNDs
    oF Far East eventuAlly
    beComE LuciD enough
    dreAms to organicAlly
    portRay the EXisTenTiaL
    reALiTy wE liVe WiTh anD
    aS GoD wHole iN Unified FoRcE1..
    HeLL yes.. Baby.. Peace Words of GoD onE
    WorLd NoW FREE iN anD aS BaLanCinGnoW..:)


    Hmm.. yes.. to end up on tHis
    Algorithm Facebook Macro-Verse
    Memory Parade.. Grandfathers never
    met but heard and felt.. just thInk/FeeL of tHis..
    noW the unending chain oF events tHat alloWed..
    someone as so-called disadvantaged as mE..to..be
    born without the ability to speak.. until age
    4.. born fragile and weak.. and STiLL
    looKinG thaT way.. way through
    Middle SchooL back then..
    and RiSing evenTuaLLy
    to Be STronG iN BoTh
    DanCe and SonG iN MoVinG..
    ConnEcTinG and CreAting wAys
    oF GiVinG and ShArinG iT aLL.. Fear
    Free noW from GoD DaM heAd to toe..
    and aLL ArOund the WoRld WiTh mY
    technological tools of super cool
    E-phone.. butT that’s juSt mE.. hoW
    aBout all The struggles oF my ancestors
    to TraveL here eventUally to Paradise..
    oF Northwest Florida Sugar White
    Panhandle Beaches Free wHere
    even iN the Carl Sagan Movie..
    based as such.. WiTh
    Jodie Foster.. named
    Contact.. Pensacola
    Beach was/is the
    Paradise the
    ‘Advanced Beings’
    chose for Heaven now
    to find out more about ExiStenTiaL
    Intelligence aS FearLess LoVe TheN..
    no different than wHat Humans have
    kNown sAMe as FeLT as FearLess
    LoVe FoR tHe WiN through all of
    HiStory and pre-History of
    social human primate
    way aGaiN foR thE
    WiN of Social
    to survive and
    be oh.. so happy
    ToGeTHer Hand iN Hand..
    more or less SinGinG/DanCinG Kumbaya
    oF Love and Hakuna Matata noW2
    for yes.. fearless.. no worries
    and no stress too.. when
    the foraging for
    subsistence work
    iS DoNE foR noW
    and it’s simply NoW
    to paRty toGeThER
    aS oNE EmoTioNal
    MoVinG.. ConNecTinG
    CreaTinG.. GiVinG.. ShaRinG..
    yeS.. SeNsuaL Force2 as WeLL.. OH
    so Free.. and of course there were/ARE aLL
    the efforts oF all the rest of creation.. wHere
    no break in the chain of LIFe eVenTs could come foR
    We.. oH so Blessed and Lucky ones to LiVe
    iN Heaven noW.. so suRE.. aT lEAst for mE..
    THiS IS A LiFe LonG first and and last
    alWays StartinG noW chain of Events
    to Celebrate a SonG and DanCE oF
    liFe Now.. or peHaps someWheRE
    aLonG yoUr liNe yoU missed tHis
    meaning and purpose oF liFE noW..
    yes.. to DancE and SinG wiTh
    aLL of Each oThEr Free
    ToGeThEr noW..Now
    to life not only
    a survive but
    a God
    dAM Thrive
    as oh!.. so!.. WeLL noW..:)


    Funny how culture has made life
    into something so scary..
    convoluted and
    iM a horribly
    complex way
    where beings named
    humans lose tHeir evolved
    Humanity.. almost all together
    alone.. alone.. alone.. alone..
    so lost.. so separated from
    it’s that simple
    it truly is as when
    the essence of Love
    lives freely the forms
    no longer matter nearly
    as much as before.. and in
    my dArkest nights of my soul..
    i managed to strain my eyes to
    see a zoo show of monkeys who
    were frightened by some intruders
    and what did they do.. they came toGeThEr
    and hugged each other close.. and what do we
    do.. well we are attempting to do the best we can
    as we search for Pokemon toGetheR to find the
    answers the best we can.. when seriously
    they are NoT
    FucKinG hug..
    and in some countries
    iT is literally FucKinG illegal
    for the opposite sex to FucKinG
    shake hands with each otHeR.. whAt
    evil lurks in the minds of culture that makes
    the lie of hell be truth.. of separation from
    each oThER.. aLL i kNow/FeeL
    is i Dance naked and
    Free in front oF aLL
    oF God noW
    iN fEarLess way..
    and iF you ThiNk i’m
    crazy.. i suggest you broaden
    youR thiNking caps a little broader
    as heArT to the foraging days where humans
    then were not insane as a culture away from
    God who always lives in WE Stronger when
    we shake hands.. and do not hold our hands
    to our heArts in Fear of being human.. culture
    is nuts.. religion is nuts.. but TruSt mE GoD iSREAL..
    and when you liVe according to the NaTuRe oF GoD iN
    wE Heaven is no wHeRe else but a hug of Humans/Nature FREE..
    how blessed We are to have this poTenTiaL of Fearless Love
    how cursed wE are that last prophets and humble sages are made
    in to only begotten sons instead oF UniFiED wHole.. and sure the
    problem iS large groups of humans LiVinG ouT of Balance WiTh
    NaTuRe wHole as God when they are only evolved to
    peacefully and nakedly co-exist in connecting
    and FeeLinG and TouChinG and SenSinG
    fuLLy 150 to 200 sets of hUman eYes..
    anyWay.. wE can safely connect
    to more online..
    and help
    human race
    from what they
    already are.. as separated
    from the God oF Nature and
    each otHer wHOle aLL aS OnE
    Tree oF lIFe WhOle the
    oF onE..
    SeT Free aGain
    BeForE the apple
    oF Ignorance comes
    in Books aWay from
    FearLess LoVe noW
    never ever afraid or ashamed
    to hOld hands as brothers and
    sisters all as God WiLL hAve uS Be FReED..
    dedicated to my BestiE Muslim Friend Rafiah
    and literally A Billion+ of other humans like her/them..
    wHere ‘God’ tales them/her iT is illegal to shake
    my/ouR hands
    iF wE ever
    meet.. and sHe/they
    is/are so Kind.. and yes..
    tHeRe is an illness iN the
    WorLd beYond beliEf in the
    GoD of NatUre tHAT alWays
    promotes thE way
    of HOLding
    aLL hands
    as pRAY for
    survival and subsistence
    aLive and ThriVinG NOW
    the greatest sin is the sin
    that says wE cannot touch
    wE in loving
    wayS now free
    by a book(s)
    by a m(e)an
    and or noW
    wHo has
    iN FeArless
    liGht aS LoVE..
    taking the ability of
    humans to reach out and
    touch each other is poiSon
    that will always lead to strife..
    violence.. and war.. history proves
    this out StiLL noW in Reams of
    suffering.. misery.. and death..
    but liFE is changing as
    Freedom is
    A flU
    thAt WiLL
    never be
    and or cured
    in real hell..
    by ignorance
    alone away from allone

  7. https://gigoid.me/2016/08/03/trundling-about-the-piazza/#comment-20168

    WeLL.. mY FriEnd gigoid.. hope you find healing in your
    own now and or time.. as i surely know wHere pain
    and injury can take
    one away from life..
    and the greatest pain
    i’Ve kNowN as i’Ve often stated
    before.. beYond the scientifically
    assessed worst pain known to humankind
    that i endured from wake to sleep named as
    type two trigeminal neuralgia along with 19 other
    disorders was the loss oF all affect of emotional
    feelings.. to the point i no longer even felt
    fear of anything at all.. not even life..
    or pain and i suppose that was
    for 66 long months..
    pARt of a very
    ill circle
    for survival
    as the snake
    WiLL do what
    iT takes to go on..
    as reptiles do with
    reptilian brain alone..
    but human dead is no life
    after living with emotions full
    as the elixir of life that keeps us
    moving without fight or flight adrenaline
    that fuels those with little FAITH.. which IS A
    real moving EmoTioN for those who feel the
    actual literal EmoTioN oF Faith that can and noW
    WiLL move uS forward iN action of JuST doing more..
    along with hope and belief as pArt of thAT liVing piE for
    greater liGhts of not just survive but A thrive in liFE.. so.. yes..
    pain can take that away.. and when pain takes that away.. pain
    can be more desirable than a lack of human affect as emoTioNs
    experienced as simple as what lies behind a smile or a tear the sAMe..
    So.. as long as my EmoTioNs and otHeR associated senses that moVe
    mE as EmoTioNs are intact..noW.. no matter if this writing goes away that was
    simply an escape from hell then.. and a way noW to spread emoTioNal energy
    for those who are receptive to it now.. as sure.. not all are.. for either nature or
    nurture reaSons too.. it is the way i go.. as the Winds and Breezes Free of
    organically produced words fly in alignment of the EmoTioNal energy
    thAt can be Storm oF liGht in words.. my FriEnd.. so.. anyWays..
    hope you find some joy in thE liVinG liGht of EmoTioNs
    and SenSEs with or without the writing my friEnd..
    as liFE is not liVinG aT aLL to mE.. wiThout
    a UniVerse within.. inside.. outside..
    so above.. below and
    all around
    oF EmoTioNs
    S E N S E S..
    TrUE and fULLy
    experienced from a sMiLe
    to a tEar to the EmoTions oF Beauty
    FeLt as Love for aLL of NaTuRe in MoVinG
    ConnEcTing CreAtinG way as a smile on
    a baby WiLL bRinG
    to an adult
    no words
    At ALL mY FriEnd
    BuT unconditional
    Fearless Love… sAdly
    theRe are many people wHeRe thAt
    sMiLe on a Baby”s Face does nothing..
    in fAct.. they have no desire to help..
    not even to
    Without Love
    of the fearless variety
    mY fRiend aLL tHere iS iS
    heARtLess poliitics.. no matter
    culture or religion.. liFE without
    touching Love iN Fearless way
    it sucks
    it sucks
    it sucks
    and sucks
    some more..
    up to head hunter
    and nuclear ways
    of lone of lone
    away from
    as liFe
    WiLL bE whEN
    hUmans FeeL more
    than Green BlAck BiLLs oF LiFE
    and sure Hillary and Trumps too..
    as every story needs a punch
    line of
    mY FriEnd..
    as i continue
    to edit and redefine
    the pie in as layman
    terms as someone like
    me is capable of in mutant way(s)..
    of different of different in new way(s)..;)

  8. Facebook Friend M. Florence
    shares a status that says..

    “I just looked at the weather report,
    and it’s going to be raining for the rest of my life. ”
    With what i guess is an apathetic emoticon as it has flat expression…

    And i say in somewhat encouraging return..

    Now.. But
    You can be
    Sunny Now2..:)

    WeLL those are just my
    generic words of wisdom in layman’s
    terms.. and she IS A wise young and a very
    artistic woman.. and she reads lots of deep stuff
    as her statuses in the past do suggest.. so i felt
    confident in leaving that remark that she would
    know and feel the deeper generic pARt
    of thAt i was and am sTiLL implYinG
    and thAt iS the weather does
    contribute to the state of
    our sense of WeLL
    BeinG in Emotional
    and many Sensory ways
    oF course.. as per metaphor
    of culture.. who wants to be in a
    cage in a lightning storm of never
    ending stress without the ability to
    escape.. WeLL iF i worked at Waffle House
    like mY Friend M. F. does.. i would definitely be
    stressed out.. which any normal person would as they
    do the orders and the socializing.. keeping track of short
    term working memory details trying to keep everyone happy
    happy happy with an outer smile on tHeir face no matter what
    the stress feels like inside that definitely needs to express as real..
    So.. sure.. society has us do things
    that are beyond what we are evolved to
    do.. and socializing and mechanical cognition
    short term memory working tasks are most definitely a
    recipe at Waffle House.. and or McDonald’s..
    etc.. to move on from that job as soon
    as another job break
    comes.. ugh..
    it doesn’t matter
    how many degrees
    yA have.. if the jobs are
    not available.. sometimes you
    end up working at a Bowling Center
    for almost two decades like me after
    being near the top of the class with three UniVersity
    degrees all the way since Kindergarden Catholic school..
    and second grade too in Private Catholic school.. and as i
    really digress.. the rest of my schooling was in public school..
    with some of the greatest socializing education of course at
    the Cheers of Bowling Center’s in military style where everyone
    kNew the name of Fred as Norm.. as everyone.. and almost
    everyone in the smaller town then knew Fred as the
    Bowling Alley guy.. ending up managing that place
    before i was promoted to other areas
    of mechanical cognition life work
    with computers as such
    away from human
    being.. so what you may
    ask is how this relates to the rainy
    weather forecast of Northwest Florida
    that for Florence seemed like forever now..
    as likely she needed some Sunny Weather respite
    away from Waffle house wHere i assume she still works..
    as sure.. i don’t have anything but real friends on Facebook
    everyone gets that gold star status in my friend book..
    and yes.. i read some of all of what they post..
    when notifications come.. and care
    enough about what they
    say and do.. to actually
    like it as i for one like
    almost everything anyway
    as open minded liberal folks
    will do.. and sure.. i am wordy enough
    hehe.. to leave a comment here or there..
    as nows go by.. in my usual.. EXXXXTREMELY
    busy day of writing and dancing same.. as the
    human connection real.. is just as important
    as the MoVinG and ConnEcTinG too..
    in ways of creaTinG in SonG of PoEtry
    and feat of DAncE too.. so back
    to the weather.. the nice
    Sunny weather increases
    feel good Endorphins.. Dopamine..
    Serotonin and makes us generally happier
    than dreary overcast days.. as let’s face it
    we wouldn’t FucKinG be here without the Sun.. so Kudos
    to the Sun and Mr. Blue Skies is always welcome here…
    For me.. i generate these same happy neurochemicals
    and neurohormones in a SonG and DancE of liFE
    that i freely do on the whim of a dime of
    Heaven as LiFE.. i am free to
    generate my own
    Sun of happiness..
    in creaTioN Activity
    of MoVinG ConnEcTinG
    sAMe but i certainly realize
    that this is not a privilege and or fortune
    that most people have in liFE.. but trUly
    mY SuPeR epic LiFE is possible as i never gave up
    before.. and now i reap the harvest of what i sow
    in Karmic eYe way each and every day.. as Mr.
    Blue SkYes sMiLes WiTH mE.. and sure M.
    Florence iS alWays weLcomE to dAnce WitH
    mE in a Happy dance iN Sun oF Y i.. as every
    one else iS too.. as long as they are sincere
    in wanting to be iN a Happy DancE WiTh ME..
    in Free Fred Style
    liFE.. oh the
    BluE skEyes
    oF Y i.. are here aGaiN
    as i rise as the Morning Sun
    iN eYes oF i as Venus Star
    thaT Loves the liGht
    of after
    noon.. morning
    and alWays noW
    dEliGht iN P a r a diSE
    of LIVinG HeaVen noW..
    So sure.. i am now kNown as
    the DAnCinG Guy/man all over
    the Panhandle in far west Florida..
    but you can cAll mE MR. BluE SkEYes2..
    as i generate my own sunshiny dreAM NOW..
    And oh.. yeah.. M. Florence.. iF you look up
    to the sky today.. oN this Summer Day..
    8032016.. ‘tween the hours of
    12 noon and 1 pm..
    i made the
    Sun come
    for you
    my Artistic
    Friend from
    the Earth Store
    with pretty and
    somewhat mysterious face..
    And as i look out my 24 inch
    long window to the green and multi-other
    colored beauty of Summer True.. the Sun iS
    STiLL shining at 1:28 PM today iN BluE
    SkEYes oF TruTh and LiGht iSREAL..:)

  9. BreaKing stereotypes.. true..
    the real King of Freedom of
    Being human.. otherwise we
    would still be living in caves..
    and i would
    never know
    you now my friEnd
    or even be here across
    the Ocean blue in paradise
    Real.. the stereotype breakers
    can.. do.. and WiLL make Heaven
    Real.. and when they are nice they
    WiLL share iT effortlessly and Free as
    A Great work oF arT iN liFe.. and beYond
    tHat God does not make all humans to be
    married or this way or that way.. in cookie
    cutter cheese ways.. somewhere along the
    line of Free someone moved the cheese..
    and another person
    BeinG FReED..
    mY FriEnd Rafiah..
    who can and will make
    her dreams come to fruition
    with the real human Emotional
    powers of hope.. faith.. and belief
    ’cause she is special and special wins..:)

    Rafiah responds a day or so later..
    on 8042016 around 11 am.. as my clock says
    so far away from Pakistan
    wHere she lives at night..
    below a
    as SAMe..

    as she says..

    I am very tired right now and I am laying down
    in a mattress, and I want to tell you that one thing
    that makes my life extra bit special is you friend Fred. 🙂

    And i almost immediately reply.. as fortune of
    not having to work for money.. and fast fast
    Computer and Internet access over here in the
    U.S. oF A.. can and WiLL and does bRinG noW..

    SMILes.. my sweet
    and innocent Loving
    Friend.. i think of you
    every day and feel you too..
    and today WiLL be no different
    than other days as i feel you sTill..
    sweet dreAms mY Friend.. of Peace and Love..:)

    And i say now..

    Yeah.. sure.. some folks send food and stuff to
    folks in countries who have less privileges
    as we over in the U.S.. i send Love in
    copious quantities as that is what
    is often missing most
    here and even
    less there
    as Rafiah
    FeeLs how
    to Love more
    with heArt than
    anything else of form..
    so often in so-called poorer
    countries.. no matter what the
    religion says in lead of Love..
    Love wins
    of never
    ending hUman
    Stories NoW..:)

  10. WiNks.. weLL i AM not afraid.. ’cause
    yoU are still here.. and i was trying
    to decide which prompt to go back
    to.. autobiography or fear..
    so the p.s. of yoUr
    name was enough
    to script here..
    hmm.. now
    let me go
    back and read
    what you wrote again..
    never mind.. i just remembered..
    i wanna live naked too and that’s all
    i need to know to never ever fear aGaiN..
    as FEEL..
    dear Shawna
    as your
    poems continue
    to nibble at
    of words
    in GroWinG way..;)

    And of note this is comment
    number 60,0096
    as a turn of
    a friEndly
    in micro verse
    to macro verse
    to Ocean poem whole ways..

    And now off to explore more
    of fear in the remaining fear
    links on dVerse tHere..;)

    2:01 pm.. 8032016..

    Yeah.. i think it is kinda hilarious
    in a sad way too.. when folks think
    they can talk folks out of generalized anxiety
    to full blown panic attacks in words when it
    is mostly driven by a physiological response
    in neurochemicals.. and neurohormones out
    of balance in body flow.. and for me at
    least at one point the Air Force
    Psychiatrist who studied
    me assessed me as
    having the worst
    case of anxiety
    he had seen.. including
    his cases of combat fatigue
    and PTSD same.. and my other
    Doctors prognoses were i would
    be on anti-anxiety meds the rest
    of my life for sure.. but the pARt they
    miserably left out was the body part
    of the anxiety connection to the Mind..
    as what i.. particularly on the Autism Spectrum.. did not
    have.. is Emotional Regulation and Sensory Integration
    that is Innately.. Instinctually.. and Intuitively driven by
    MoVinG the Body Freely in distance and space in an
    artful way freely.. as all natural physical intelligence
    as any lessons in mechanical
    cognition ways on how to do it..
    just takes away from
    releasing tension
    as mechanical cognition
    by very definition of the beta
    waves of mind required to exercise
    that type of reasoning instruction driven
    intelligence is stressful in itself and counter
    productive too.. problem is.. some folks are literally
    afraid too.. to do anything without instruction as that
    too is a type of fluid intelligence that not everyone shares
    equally as some folks are very literal verbal thinking folks
    who must have instructions in words to get the job done..
    so sure.. the human condition is complicated and every
    one views the world differently and there is
    no one prescription of healing for
    everyone same when
    it comes to the
    real hUman heARt
    of EmoTions regulated
    in SpiRit eXpreSSinG ways
    of experienCinG and giVing
    FeeLings and the integration
    of Senses in mind and body
    balance that can certainly
    be metaphored
    as a soul
    in self
    ways too.. of animal
    homeostasis that most
    animals enjoy except for human
    beings who are taught a full load
    of illusory fears from birth.. and of course
    the traumas that are real that come from
    culture as whole from birth to death..
    anyway.. to make a somewhat
    longer story shorter..
    the psychiatrist after he
    saw how successful i was
    in totally eliminating my anxiety
    and doing things that most people
    in the world are not brave enough to do..
    like dancing solo in front of hundreds of
    folks pushing 6,000 miles now in the
    36th months of doing that now..
    quit his practice
    to teach movement
    therapy instead of just
    pushing anti-anxiety drugs..
    Lesson learned for me and
    him and those who do remember
    what being human even is in action
    and practice and much work of simply
    being in animal homeostasis balance..
    Anxiety made my life almost not worth living..
    i have zero anxiety now.. and whenever i have
    a chance to tale this story.. i just do it.. as i escaped that
    hell and thrive every second of every day with zero anxiety my friEnd..
    and if my therapist hadn’t seen it herself she might not have believed
    it as she
    named it
    a literal miracle
    when i went from
    not being able to do
    almost anything in life
    to anything at all i wanted
    to do free of all anxiety sTiLL
    now.. no woo here.. my friend.. science2..
    as even science is finally determining that
    the body keeps score and our mind lives
    to toe..
    with sure..
    heaRt.. Spirit
    and SoUL that
    can liVe Free as a bird..
    floating without a fear on
    A horizon of iSREAL NOW…:)

    SMiLes.. i live close to a Gulf.. a shallow
    one wHere hills are all we have..
    and on a trip i made to
    even some
    small mountains
    was an exhilarating
    one for me.. and scary
    too.. as heights make
    me feel like i am floating
    the air..
    a bottom..
    i fall..
    and i feel
    weightless on
    land most all the
    time now.. so sure.. i guess
    that is why i float far
    away from
    cliffs.. hehe..;)

    Yeah.. it’s hard for me
    to kill too.. sure..
    even a snake..
    or a roach
    or even
    a flea..
    i just
    let ’em
    bee.. even
    a wasp who
    wants to sting..
    hmm.. never had
    a cotton mouth come
    to bed.. i suppose there
    IS A first for everything..
    my friEnd..

    sMiLes.. oh my God..
    mY wHole liFE has been
    a roller coaster ride.. and
    since tHere is no way to get
    off of that.. in any reasoned
    i avoid
    the feel
    of the ones
    i don’t have
    to ride.. as one
    roller coaster like
    this.. is enough for me..;)

    Ah.. yes.. a violent end..
    humans.. one animal that now
    no longer necessarily meets that
    end.. but
    to be eaten
    be much
    fun either.. oh..
    the Violent end
    the way of Nature WhoLe..
    funny how folks can ignore
    that dArk.. nice how
    as Heaven..
    relatively being..
    is possible now..:)

    SMiLes.. i see liFe
    IS A sTar.. a bright
    one or dArk
    i Rise.. winGs
    fresH.. asHes no
    lonGer hELd.. flY
    aWay.. aS lonG aS i Fly
    i Stay hiGh as STar oN FiRe..
    A SonG a DancE WiTH WinGs oN BoLd..:)

    SMiLes.. my FriEnd rythaephua..
    i suppose the one thing thAt could
    take mosT aLL the fears aWay
    from yoUr
    dreAms iSREAL..
    iS thE green bLack or wHatever
    color oF money eXists wHere yoU
    liVe in paper or plastic.. oh.. the
    priSon MoNey BRinGs noW..
    for not
    F money
    i wish you
    could too..
    mY FrienD.. FReED..:)

    Well.. darn.. gotta get
    to a Dr appointment
    be back
    later to

    3:24 pm..

  11. brian miller says:

    FTW…i may totally have to steal that as it gave me giggles right from the start.
    i think if god was big we would notice more, though i dont know that god is so small that we can not, i do think that in someways god resides in all of us, and is like us and we like god, though we often run into problems trying to be god — of course you know that, you have faced plenty of judgement but you continue to dance through life — and what more is there to life than dance — actually i think of god as a dance, the three parts dancing around each other, and we get to join that dance. its only when we are standing still that we start to point to ourselves and then become so self consumed we are far from god.

    • Hi Brian.. thanks so much for stopping
      by.. and ha!.. i give and share iT all..
      you are welcome to
      ‘steal’ whatever you
      like here.. hehe..
      as iT’s all free..
      to me.. anyway..
      and Jesus F.
      iN Christ..
      iT is the literal
      and metaphorical
      “SonG oF mY soUL”..
      approaching 4 Million
      words noW in Ocean
      Poem Flow Way..
      HeHE.. no matter
      whaT.. i refuse to
      SeLL mY sOUl
      for the
      of the
      Green BLack
      BiLL DeViL now..
      so sure.. partake
      of Free all ya like
      hehex2.. and yes..
      i Love the Cern symbol
      N A T A R A J A StiLL noW
      for God as cosmic DanceR
      and SingER WhoLe iF one WiLL
      LoVe God To LoVE thE DancE and
      SonG of God and SinG and DancE
      WiTh It IS A hiT paRAde that i for one
      WiLL Continue to GroW.. in Nautilus
      ShELL oF WhoLe as sUre GoD iS
      a Nautilus SheLL oF ArT
      and Science in liGht
      and DaRk of MoVinG
      ConNecTinG CreaTinG
      waY whOle as NoW
      ‘Tween ALL2..
      as NoW goes
      in juST
      Do iT
      oNE aLL
      NoW or
      so to sPeak
      hehex3.. as God
      SinGs and DancEs oN
      aT lEast iN Me foR noW aLIVe..:)

  12. Even for Super Heroes..
    Do not underestimate
    the Power of The DArk ForcE..
    when camouFlaGed as FeAR..;)

    OKay.. the
    ‘aLL seeinG’
    Karmic eYe is bacK
    iN aCtioN.. ConseQuence
    way tHat never ever reAlly Leaves..;)


    More Facebook pre-Ocean poem memories and while i am iN
    mY 36th month now of writing that three plus million Field Poem words wHOle.. with my first actual poetic spArk coming at the end of February 2013.. and posting it on March 1st.. 2013.. this is the 42nd month of my poetic heARt more fully expressed as i witness deeper of what i Am inside as being hUman and bEinG pARt of GoD wHole sAMe as Field of DreAMs come to FruiTioN as i.. anyWay.. this one is kinda cryptic.. from August 4th.. 2013.. soon after i exited mY
    Hell on Earth here.. and probably only mostly
    meaningful to mE.. but paRt of the ARt
    of PoeTry and Holy Creative SpiRiT
    Meme sAMe.. is the inner
    journey to fiNd God WiThiN
    and not until blogging reAlly
    has the opportunity to observe
    thAT inner reaLiTy as expressed
    in realtime online been even possible
    as bEfore we’Ve mostly received memories
    after the experience or second hand or even
    thousands of hands different accounts of the
    Vision Quest to be one WiTH GoD whOle.. iN
    Ocean way sAMe.. in other words.. i AM witnessing
    for God as i go in real time now.. and never BeFoRe
    has the potential for this come to FrUiTioN for hUmans
    to express this archetypal hUman UniVersal experience
    BeFore or to put iT in layman’s terms.. stream of consciousness
    wRiTing that flows as waves as water H2o in Ocean wHOle NOW
    Poem way.. and you’LL only understand that funny metaphor iF
    you kNOw mY real last nAMe.. hehe.. as sadly and trUly out
    of character.. most all vision quests are lacking humor when
    recounted.. even dry humor like mine thaT iS cryptic too..
    for those not fully in the kNow and FeeL of WTF FTW i
    Am even saYinG but hey if you are gonna write a
    REAL COMPREHENSIVE Story one must use
    every literary device at hand.. including
    mystery in cryptic.. and magical
    ways too.. as after all iF tHere
    is REaLLY only one GoD
    tHat comprises ALL thaT iS
    yes.. to reflect tHat means
    aLL inclusive noW..
    and that mY friEnds
    includes the obvious rEaliTy
    thaT God iS a laugh too or thAt
    tRuly magical ability would not
    bE ouRs too.. iN oTher words
    beWare of Priests.. Pastors..
    and Politicians and or a
    God that has no humor
    and only threatens hell
    or heaven and purgatory
    and no joy in heaven now..
    with a giggle to go along
    with the
    noW.. iN E-Land
    new as communication
    in connecting.. moVinG
    creaTing waYs eXpands
    across a New world and age
    of Global HoLDing Hands as God’s
    eYes eXpand aS
    wE noW2
    iSREAL.. FTW..
    REAL noW2..
    so the dates are ripE noW2..
    iN reference to the palm in tHis post2
    in 418 style For one standing tAll Infinity now..
    a symbol is a symbol in anyway that comes.. the essence
    iS real forevernow.. in all the ways all that is IS juST noWGOD..:)

    Okay.. weLL yes..
    tHere are accounts of the
    good cop bad cop Jesus..
    the good cop bad cop Lucifer..
    the Good cop Bad Cop GoD..
    the Good cop Bad cop Superman
    and Batman too.. the Good Cop
    bad cop Dr. Jekyll and or Mr. Hyde..
    and that applies to most all animals
    including humans too.. so sure iT iS
    aLL pArt of all that is aka God2.. so to
    be Fearful of the dArk is the sAme as to
    be Cynical of the liGht or apathetic in
    purgatory too.. all that is is
    God all that is includes all
    of this and all of everything
    else.. and hUman language
    is juST a flea in an Ocean
    whOle of the poTential to
    describe more of all thAt iS
    that may be described by much
    more than uS on oTheR planets too..
    so anyone with any FucKinG common
    sense would understand thAt all that iS
    AKA God would laugh a silly sneer aT
    leAst aT huMans who thiNk they fuCking
    knoW whAt all ThAt iS iS completely with
    any only one or last so-called messenger
    oF God all thAt is.. in a tiny FucKinG liTtle
    flea huMan bEinG no matter how fierce
    tHeiR GroWl and sneer may look
    we Are juST fleas on the DoG
    oF God that enjoy whaT we
    hAve noW as GifT of GoD
    WHole.. some of We eat
    drink and be merry in
    Heaven and others
    are even afraid
    to shake the opposite
    sexeS hand like they
    miGht FucKinG get iT pregnant
    out oF wedlock.. and even say some
    last word of God said it was so.. sorry NOT..
    Humans are fleas.. and Nature whole shows
    the lie of thAT in a HeARt Beat as the Bonobo
    Primate.. the most peaceful Loving primate..
    shakes hands with down below.. and rarely
    ever ever resorts to acts of aggression
    and violence other than a little rough
    and tumble foreplay to dilute
    potential aggression violence
    and FucKinG DiRty Bomb
    world war III’s for a dream
    of 72 Virgins in a place
    called heaven now that for
    a dude who has never held a
    girl’s hand is an illusion of what
    they already have but is locked in
    a prison of A REAL MAN MADE HELL..
    IN A MILLION OTHER LIES.. but the bottom line is free
    humans who are not oppressed and repressed from
    head to toe.. live as the primate Bonobo does..
    IT’S like God’s biggest face PALM
    ever called only God’s and last
    prophets on earth.. who suggest
    thAt lust is anything less than holy
    and sacred to keep the fucking
    species in peace away
    from war same..
    and FucKinG
    sane too.. out of
    hell on earth now..
    Anyway.. trUst me you wouldn’t
    wanna see me angry as this is just
    a face here hidden with a giggle of truth REAL..
    by God of
    animal Nature
    iN Human TrUth
    and liGht now.. beyond
    fangs of LoVe and LiGht
    and a Dajaal eye of Karmic
    Truth and liGht as action consequence
    of which tHere is no E-scape.. in other words
    the consequences are all around you if you live
    repressed and oppressed from the Nature of God in
    you that includes a healthy balance of lust and love
    every FucKinG day of youR FucKinG liFE noW..
    every paRt and every Function of the hUman
    animal body is Holy and SacRed sAMe to
    reduce any of that to prison or less
    than holy and sacred now..
    is the dark path
    to prison
    in purgatory
    real and heaven
    now.. with all the aggression..
    violence and wars from small to
    large from a human being who is
    clothed away from Temple of GoD whOle
    noW that most definitely includes.. yes..
    LOVE ALWAYS NOW.. or the other
    place oF
    HeLL on
    Earth as the
    6 O’clock news
    broadcasts every FucKinG
    niGht in a 24/7 news cycle too..
    for those sad song human beings
    who have lost tHeiR way from the
    gifts of God inherent as LusT and LovE
    LiFE NoW..
    yes the path to
    hell is painted now
    with clothes away from GOD..
    and in terms of action and consequence
    in Karmic eYe real.. tHere is no escape
    but the hell thAT will BRinG for those
    who practice liFE out of Balance
    with innate.. instinctual.. and
    intuitive intelligences in
    emotional.. sensory..
    physical and yes.. sexual
    intelligences whole with Love
    with love and True relative Free WiLL
    With God of Nature REAL whole Field
    oF Ocean
    Real Now
    as one as one as allthatis
    God iSREAL noW.. as the
    never ending witness for
    God iSREAL continues noW
    as i
    WiLL to
    do WiTH
    GoD noW
    HOlDinG hands aS oNe
    ForcE noW iSREAL noW..
    so.. have a nice day.. i sure WiLL
    AS simply inherited by any hUman being who
    has escaped all the lies of culture and religions
    and once again lives naked in the BReST of God REAL..:)

  13. https://gigoid.me/2016/07/28/can-we-see-the-blank-menu-please/#comment-20170

    WeLL.. Hello.. penniewoodfall..
    i liked this yesterday.. yes.. the
    Sylvie Guillem-
    Two(Rise and Fall)
    iN ecstasy when light
    and movement become
    one and hehe.. i’LL rise ya uP
    iN ecstasy.. a Nataraja free Yogi
    Dance too on the Beach in Trance
    way of Ecstasy2.. in Peace of Breeze
    and Water sAMe.. aLiVe we Are free Now
    FloWinG oNe iN zOne aliVe iN BaLanCinG noW..

    Hmm.. what else.. yes.. oh.. the death of stuck between
    the ears.. the rise of storing grain.. to the clothing of the
    brain full of body below.. uncovered flesh and blood to
    free the Human soUl iN MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
    ReAL as hUmans can and WiLL go.. aLL innately..
    instinctually intuitively noW when we do reflect
    a spiraLinG Galaxy and UniVerse BeYond..
    wHole.. iN MoVinG.. ConNEcTinG
    and CreAtinG waYs Free juST
    God dAM Free.. so easy
    to be when set
    free from
    the ears and
    clothes that cover
    nakedness of liFE in WE
    aLiVe and no longer zip-locked
    in death bags as diapers from birth..
    yeah.. ever notice when a baby ‘says’
    what’s the shit is this FucK all About
    and pullS it off as who wants
    to shit in tHeir own sit..
    as covers do
    to protect
    do do..
    we humanS noW are
    funny aren’t we… making
    sitting in shit the way to go..
    instead of leaving iT in the grass
    and dirt free.. and fertilizing a way
    for another living thing.. the flies.. the
    ants or WTF lives next from what lives
    now in a never ending circle of what is..
    either lie or truth
    up shit
    a human made
    diaper of hell.. now
    don’t get me wrong.. appropriate
    sanitation practices from running
    water to sewage and garbage service
    same has saved more lives than the third
    leading ’cause of death now in medical
    practice at hospitals will ever do in
    preventative methods of
    but that’s just
    another symptom
    of too many humans
    living too close together
    out of Nature real.. in nakedness
    of dance that refuses to live with
    dodo stuck on ass no matter
    what the age
    of nature
    as free
    away from
    lies of shit.. iNOw..
    but sure this is just
    a metaphor for a much
    larger pile of shit.. and i am
    still looking for a diaper big enough
    to collect it all and dispose of it in an
    environmentally safe way away from
    between the ears.. of a hell separated
    from mind and body balance.. aLL a SouL oF REAL..
    no shit here.. just freedom from head to toe dAnce..
    hope to see yA ‘Round
    these pARts.. perhaps i’LL
    track yA down somehow online
    and read a little bit more of what you
    do past here.. as any ‘000 Secret Agent oF GoD’
    WiLL now
    DO crawling
    the web.. oh so free
    for whatever may come
    next.. covered up shit or
    ecstasy.. the choice is clear
    to me.. just dance.. just dance
    And SinG Naked F iN Free.. even
    a baby kNows and FeeLs as GreAT aS
    iS as iSReAL
    for LiVinG noW..;)

  14. https://anarmchairperfectionist.wordpress.com/2016/07/23/second-chances/comment-page-1/#comment-5359

    Oh.. goodness.. i liked this one day..
    but never got around to commenting..
    after almost missing your latest one
    as you are moving on to vacation..
    and what i will say.. is writing is
    an excellent way to let
    stuff go in my
    iN Pain noW
    in general
    SAME to
    from early
    bullies.. to first
    loves.. to deaths of
    Loving family.. friends
    and animals sAMe.. to write
    it down and pack the past in
    a book.. is often to move ahead
    free at lEast for mE.. the Beauty
    of writing dreaMs into fruition real
    on land so real.. and the Beauty
    sAme of processing memories
    of dArk for change to liGht
    WriTinG is a liFE lonG
    gift i hope you
    never leave..
    aS it surely
    IS A path to peace
    of miNd my FriEnd
    Prajakta.. iN LoVinG ways..:)


    Homecoming.. yes..
    and perhaps a larger
    global issue of NDD..
    Nature Deficit order too..
    and for me.. just 20 miles or so
    south as far as i can walk where all
    is left on beach is foot prints of me..
    i suppose we are all Indians my FriEnd..
    Indigenous people’s of Nature at HeARt..
    At spiRit of EmoTioNs and SeNses.. oF miNd
    and BoDy BaLanCinG soUl.. and what i kNow from
    19 years of total school and over 30 years of Work..
    thaT yes tHere is a going home in roots of Nature FEEL anD
    ancestors sAMe that needs to come in Vacation and eventually
    retirement way.. wHere the trUe Golden years are in Vacation
    and more tire for wheels that have lost the natural rubber of
    liFE thAt hold uS Close to wHeRe wE liVe iN siDe
    self-actualizing wiTh NatuRe wHole.. in
    interconnecting.. interdependent
    relationship aLL.. not something
    often found in four walls of
    office space
    or even
    cave walls home..
    a farther place of
    heARt.. oF SpiRiT
    soUl.. a pLace oF NatuRe
    home.. wHere wE never muSt
    we ARe..
    we are aLL
    onE buT true iT is
    not enough to pen tHis..
    one must get out of the
    cave and FeeL iT ouTside
    as aLL oF NatuRE wE as sAMe
    mY FriEnd.. and sUre i missed This
    post as i was at that Beach on Sunday..
    wHere i almost unplugged from electronic
    devices except for an extra set of eyes to
    record heaven.. to give iT and ShARe iT REaL..
    juSt to remind folks that Heaven does STiLL exist..
    of wE nOW aLiVe
    as Tree of LiFe away
    from caves of Knowledge
    without this liGht of Tree as free..:)

  15. Never underestimate
    the Butterfly effect
    or affect oF
    ‘000 Secret
    Agent oF God’
    coming to a theater
    near heAR ‘sooN’..
    and or
    as Soon
    as Katy
    Perry provides
    another Rise
    Music Video
    as required
    opening Theme
    SonG for the ReSt
    oF the photos2noW1..:)

    And Never judge a
    Book by the cover..
    or what’s inside iTs pAges…
    Essence iS BeYond coveR
    and pAgeS sAme.. alToGeTheR noW..:)

    That was/is fUn..
    noW back to the
    original Monarch
    what ever
    iT takes.. haha..
    iN Karmic eYe wAy..;)

    Ha!EN name test thingy..
    in that case you must
    be following me around
    Town as i only have
    53 Facebook Friends..
    and get maybe 5 likes a
    week.. online it is possible
    that the statistics could be much
    hehe.. welL..
    that probably makes no
    sense as it is in reference
    to a Facebook Profile analysis
    that suggests that i have 794 folks
    that like me and 5 folks that hate me..
    and trust me no matter how much trUth
    and liGht you spREad.. iF iT is trUly TrUth
    and liGhT iT ain’t gonna make you too many
    actual socially reciprocating friEnds.. WiLL iT gEt
    attention.. yes.. of course.. as most humans are naturally
    curious.. but i’M not exactly the easiest person to debate one
    on or even iN greater numbers than that as i’Ve been around the
    Word.. Knowledge.. and Art block.. lots and lots of nows.. just for
    fun like an easy peacey peachy keeny breezy dAy at the F in Beach..
    in otHer words i do mY F iN homework from Science to ARt.. so anyWay..
    never discount the power of human will in feelings of faith.. hope.. belief etc..
    that can and will make what is written into fruition of dreams come trUe.. and
    seriously i can understand the emptiness that folks like Katy Perry and so many
    others must feel with so many adoring fans who take videos of them.. but never
    really stay around to get to know them deep just as a human being one on one.. being
    an Artist cannot be done juSt for fAMe.. as fAMe is as empty as liFE comes without
    PURPOSE AND MEANING COME TO LIFE NOW.. and sure i have the
    advantage as i have the patience.. empathy and compassion
    of JOB and the writing power of Thoth.. Hermes.. Mercury..
    etc.. in output style of dance and words the sAMe..
    so i understand not everyone can keep up
    with me in words of poEtry Free verse
    style or steps of Martial
    Arts and ballet-like
    free style dance
    either way.. and the
    trUth is i’d have a difficult
    now catching up with the me
    that was more diluted just three
    months ago.. than even more laser
    focused now.. but that’s the way
    of human potential.. impossible
    to sit and wait for others
    to catch up otherwise
    the new may
    never get
    SunG or DanceD
    aS iSREAL noW..
    anyway.. i’M always here for
    questions and answers for anyone
    who does not mind a Hurricane of words..
    feelings.. and dance of LiVinG Style of gratitude
    for jusT F iN BeinG here as co-creator WiTh GoD noW
    as tHat is the trUE Source and Force thAT drives most
    insanely famous artists in Hollywood Land too.. where
    the general audience must be pleased enough to buy
    in record standard ways of Being vanilla norm enough for NOW..
    so.. ugh.. WiTH aLLtHisstuff is sAid and dONe aGAin..
    my 121st Week Dance niGht is coming tonight
    with all the Kool college age folks
    at Old Seville Quarter.. with
    more photos coming
    in smiley eye dance..
    soon after
    as Sky
    faLL continues
    to rise as always noW..
    around 3 am on Friday
    Morning.. 8052016..:)

  16. Yes.. Mr. Squirrel..
    things are getting
    a little squirreLY aRound
    HeRe.. while you enjoy
    the shade oF A Dogwood tree..:)

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