SuPeR WoMeN oF GoDoH





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WeLL.. after traveling through
Hakuna Matata.. the Dark Vader Force..
the Storm Trooper.. all for my last 691st
Macro Verse titled.. ‘000 SeCrET AGenT oF GoD’..
i decided to go disguised as minion and sure
enough i attracted some minionettes who
even spanked me through the railings while
i was giving a full exhibition of
dance toward the end
oF the night
when the
fiNally thinned
out enough to give
me some hip and elbow
room to twirl and whirl around..
And oh God.. i swear.. there was
this East Indian Girl who came in
tonight.. a really sweet girl who looked
almost just like my Friend Himali.. i had
to take a close double take.. to make sure
she didn’t fly a couple thousand miles or so
to come say hey.. but anyway it made me
think of my friend.. so that was cool.. next
per profile
photo pic oF course..;)

WeLL.. i suppose the slideshow video maker of Facebook
is gonna make a routine of turning my Thursday Night
Dance Photos into a Facebook Algorithm
work of
it’s all for
free for all..
so.. BRinG iT oN..;)

Facebook Bennie and friend
from way back when then in college

Karaoke on Thursday nights?

i say in encouraging return..

Yes.. Bennie.. most definitely..
every Thursday Night at Seville..
done it one time..
too busy dancing
to sing any other
day than Sunday
though now..
oH and
writing too..;)

Bennie says..

Sunday. ..hmmmmm

i say..

Only at Catholic Church..
and when Katrina drags me
with her friend to
Southern Baptist
Gospel sinGings
in between them
damning folks to hell..
but the singing is ok.. i guess..;)

Benny says in return..

Ohhhhh. .. maybe we can meet
up on a Sunday or not. Lol

i say in welcome terms..

Sounds cool.. one way or
the other would like to
see you in the real sometime..;)

Bennie responds with..

Ya, same here

And finAlly
i say..
smile emoticon..:)

Yay.. just yay.. FriEndLY
Minionettes.. toward the
end of the niGht seT FREE!..
and hmm.. i must have been dancing
extra free as i got three questions on what
kind of drug i was on.. and at least one girl.
tried to score some
drugs and
for alcohol
from me.. but i told
her the wife handles all
the money.. and i AM
God StOne Sober FREE..
anyway.. more fun photos
included in my latest 692nd
Macro Verse of Ocean Poem
wHOle.. longest long form poem..
in the history of humankind sTiLL
approaching 4 million words.. as
nows go oNE.. ah yes and at the
end of the night i got the area dance
icon title from an innocent passer by
and when i said i’m just here to have fun..
he assured me i was an icon.. as i breezed
though the statement of appreciation like what
i do is nothing at all.. well i don’t do it for money..
but i hear through the grapevine that the voyeur
dance videos that folks have continued to take of
me in public dance stores.. to Old Seville is
becoming Legion/Legend.. and sure.. that
iS much better than being the
Hunch Back of Notre Dame
shut-in for 66 months..


iN continuing to date year ago.. Facebook
alogorithm macro-verse memories.. a Never
Ending Story of NOW.. continuing in 2015.. too..
With visit to beautiful Navarre beach and gorgeous
sunset photos at that beach and etc.. etc.. of course..;)

Memories of Ivan here.. the Storm who took my favorite
Oak tree in my backyard and made that Majestic
beauty true.. into a dinosaur skeleton of its
former presence in oak and stoic way..
hmm.. anyway.. Ivan brought changes..
annihilation of Infrastructure and many
trees as such were among the dark parts..
however.. what this Hurricane did BrinG was
neighbors getting toGeTheR for a real block
part of life in sharing food.. in cook-out way
real.. hmm.. the first and last time.. neighbors
got together like this.. but the front porch life
in the heat of Summer back in the 60’s was a
way of life for folks who did not yet arrive into the
AC days of electronic home entertainment that soon
spelled doom for the social life of leagues in Bowling
Centers as a microcosm of the sociological phenomenon
named as Bowling Alone.. a really sad way to go compared
to the human connection way of moving and creating thaT iS
iN our DNA strong.. no less than the pack dog wolf who
howls at the moon separated from the pack.. and
yes i know that emptiness all too well.. as
my illnesses for those 66 months of
shut-in way made me a wolf
who could no longer even
howl at the moon
to find someone
like me in a pack
of strange of course too..
THAT can make it even that
much harder to connect to other folks
too.. hmm.. and that is why i dance.. why
i write.. to take the great work.. effort and practice
to connect to other folks.. in creating ways and Loving
ways too.. and while it’s nice to hear one is an icon of
the Metro Pensacola area in dance.. i would much
rather get to know and feel someone and help
them in tHeir way of life.. funny though how
folks think that athletic folks are not
too smart.. just ’cause they move
more than they talk.. and funny
how the folks who think all
i do is dance and do
not talk much at
all get so so
surprised to find
out just how much
i do talk.. as many words
as steps in dance in writing
and verbal way too.. and that’s
a whole lot of both.. but when you
become lost from society.. erased..
from the memory of all the work connections
you once had as you can no longer possibly
work.. and there are no friends left
in the homeland way of life..
when that potential comes
back.. at least if you are me
and you’ve lived in that
black hole soul
lone life..
even separated
then from God WhoLe..
let’s just say.. if you become
human again too.. you will do
everything in your power to stay
that way.. even if it means stripping
your clothes off in nature and sand
the same to connect as fully to God
as you can do.. or dancing everywhere
one goes in public.. for close.. to 6000
miles in a period of around.. 36 months
coming somewhere in September for me
as that mileage tallies up.. in Nike GPS
sports watch way.. and yes.. the writing
still moving.. toward 4 million words
iN SonG of mY SoUL.. in that same
3 year recovery now of becoming
human again.. i make the most
out of life in a never ending
story of now.. ’cause i can..
’cause i will.. as i do..
i do.. live life epic
as an icon
of past
devil come
back to angel of
lighter ways WiLL
do again.. as it iS Now
Nature of the cycle and
spectrum from dArk to liGht
and aLL the tween.. as yes.. as
my friend Katy Perry says.. after
every Hurricane of dark comes a
colorful liGht of over Rainbow Colors..
so welcome now to Beyond my Rainbow..
as the story continues to never end.. noW..:)

And now three Macro Verse Facebook Memories
from 2014.. starting with a Memoir of a
transcendent Time IN NOW..
yes.. i write about life now..
but i attempt to write about
Universal philosophies.. principles
and processes that last forever as long
as we are human.. and i suppose i could be not
quite as comprehensive.. but from my standpoint
of a person who lost their heARt.. SpiRit.. and SoUl
whole for a period of 66 months.. i for one kNow/FeeL that
iT is certainly a synergy in myriad factors in the
environment and nature of life.. innately
and in nurture than can bRinG thAT
aLL back.. and there is no taling
for a person for another person’s
life what the tipping point to
BrinG that all back miGht
be.. it could be words of
wisdom.. love and
or beauty.. or
a photo that says
the same in more than
words will ever say..now2..
i have the tools.. so i bring
them on all in a Memoir of
a transcendent Time IN NOW..
as the Internet in more and less
hUman terms is forever.. and who knows
when the next time will be when someone
like me or completely like me will write the longest
long form poem again.. sure it is a first for someone
to dance walk six thousand miles in a three year
period in Northwest Florida Panhandle beauty
in all the public stores and places everywhere
they go.. in fact in may be the first time anyone
has ever done it for even an F iN mile for
even a day.. will that be remembered for
folks for the rest of their life as something
unusual and special.. well.. sure it will..
if no one else steps out of the
box and does it different
like i do too..
yes.. those..
memories will live on
in Facebook Video way stored
in the warehouses of the metro
area Facebook Minion population..
that have yet broke out themselves into
joyous dance noW all through the area free..
too.. my hope is that some of the minions will
set themselves free.. as free can be like this..
and perhaps.. i’LL never see the day.. but hey..
they say.. Jesus is coming back again.. so sure..
why not someone like me.. hehe.. i mean it’s not
like i’ve actually walked on water.. although floating
on land on foot is kinda cool considering.. you can
pretty much walk on water.. in a boat or surfboard
as such.. and no.. i haven’t literally raised anyone
from the dead.. but if i help anyone bRinG back
tHeir heARt and SpiRit.. and SoUL.. in death
as living life.. i suppose that counts for
something.. considering the living
suffer and the dead do not..
as far as science knows
at least.. other folks
who are psychopathic leaning
would suggest they burn forever
and that is what psychopaths do.. they
feed off the pain and suffering of others
as they angst their life through.. or perhaps
they take little 6 year old girls for wives and
sex slaves and such as that.. at 9 years old
too.. or if they are in a position of power over
certain minorities like slave owners used to
do to black folks.. they rape them and then
they put them in jail way back when
for aborting a child of rape..
where they had no say
over three hundred pound
so-called big men who forced
their way.. on the young black
women then.. and such as that
sickness of psychopathic leaning
human being.. whose only satisfaction
in life.. is status.. power.. and the green
bLack Dollar of life.. and wouldn’t kNow/FeeL LovE
iF it shit on them from the sky of fairy tales as such..
anyway.. i have hope for the minions who allow other
folks in ways of religion and culture to scare them into
prey.. the Trump phenomenon says it all.. as he even
thinks folks who don’t like him should have to vote
for him.. and will cry if i lose.. it’s rigged.. it’s rigged
as the Donald always wins.. well got news for
all you Trump folks out there that rule
the minions with illusory fears and
empty promises no different
than hell or heaven after
life to get through
their demands
of ‘rape’ today..
in all the ways rape
can come and prostitution
too in stuff like institutionalized
marriage for money.. and just plain
force of the strong over weak.. in subjugating..
controlling.. dominating way over the perceived
weak among us sAMe.. some of us get the lies
early on.. we change.. and overcome.. and some
folks live the lie to the end of their days.. never
even knowing they lived in hell when it could
have been heaven if they just got free..
yeah.. sharing all this is worth it..
been to hell in so many ways..
live in heaven now in so many
more ways.. if i didn’t share
the path out.. in everyway
i kNow/FeeL.. i would truly be the
selfish one.. now.. who kept THE GIFT..
all to themselves.. it is why i
i share so much.. is i know/FEEL the other
place of minion all too well.. in hell..
is the
better place..
oF Fearless Love..
in couRage and kInd..
never ever afraid to give it
SO.. sure i go..DO iT wiTh juSt aNoTheR
Memoir of a transcendent TiMe iN N0W..:)

And wriTe and DancE on topic
here.. Adventures in Dance Walking
With Bob Marley! from 2014..
some Farm photos and Dance
store images to go along with
that alL FReED oF course..
as you probably
get the overaLL
Dance picture
oF liFE by noW..
by me at lEast..
hehe.. so FuNoW..;)

Yeah.. i kNOw.. i FeeL.. i can
be very very conFuSinG to
otHeRs as UM am i Element
of Confusion.. butT to me i see/hEar
the tapestry whole and i ain’t scared
of the beyond of A to Z liFE iN Books..
’cause i see a painting of God wHOlE
so Beautiful that words WiLL never ever
tale for fuLL.. but sure.. i will try as i can
and will to do.. as i for one Know tHat
Miracles are as real as the
water.. of rivers true
that continue
to make uP
tHis Ocean whOle..
poEM too.. in micro sTiLL
View of the Macrocosm of GoD
wHOle.. alWays now and forevermore
NoW juSt noW iN Now forevernowmorenow2..
And this is the way God and Nautilus same
and i too Grow ouR Ocean wHole.. wE
sTart rather smALL and condensed iN
Art.. we dance.. we sing.. we spREad
ouT as contiNuinG to gRow whoLe
and self actualized as NOW
moRe.. and neXt thing ya
kNoW wE are new entity
same as entity AlWays
noW GroWing forevermore
noW.. so how do yA likE mY
sHeLL so far.. sure.. and in the
core of every sHell tHeir can be
a hell of Heaven too.. wHere S
is hopE oF Heaven noW.. anyway
i GroW oN as God Does too.. no
separation of wE and hopefully one
day you too.. if not already.. WiLL have
all the blinders oFF separation of God sET frEE
too that culture and religion does most certainly
sTiLL bRinG now.. the evidence of that is simply
irrefutable.. except for those minions who refuse
to see and hear.. the trUth and liGht thaT is so
far tOld now online in ways oF BriGht that
it is getting to the point that the Trumps
of today WiLL never ever WiN FucKinG
aGain.. FREEDOM FucKinG Wins iN
Fearless LoVE CouRage and KiNd
liNe.. iF yoU SeeK iN GoD
waY noW.. oh so FReED..:)

And yes as p.s. note..
it’s not easy sTARtinG
a new career as Superman
oF Fearless Love at age
53.. but you kNow this is no
longer a little patch of middle
east land.. it’s an entire world
of over 7 Billion FucKinG folks..
hundreds of countries and some countries
like ours that are a melting pot of countless
cultures that even move down to the microcosm
of individuals who make their own ‘gothic’ cultures
as they go.. to be pARt of something.. anything aT aLL..
we do live in a confusing world.. no doubt.. but i try
my best to be a Superman to bRinG a little clarity of
what can be so.. so dark.. but it is complicated
and to fill all the holes of the Albert
hall as the Beatles.. say..
takes a lot bigger individual
effort in 53 years of world wide
school.. than.. let’s just say.. the
thirty years or so of what it took
in a middle east patch of dirt back
then.. sure.. as even ‘some’ folks then
came to find out.. being a Superman
oF Fearless Love can be a thankless
job.. but every once in a well..
a person with a certain
liGht in their
eYes sees who you
reAlly are.. and perhaps
you’ve never seen them before..
but they say.. hey man you’re an
icon and when you humbly look back..
as sure people don’t often understand
the Supermen and Superwomen.. etc.. ET..
AL of the world sTiLL noW and get used
to discouraging words and actions..
sometimes to the point where
they must build an
ocean long poem
to keep the
from sinKinG
iN as a real superman
feeds off empathy.. compassion
and pro-social emoTioNs REaL
and minions will do tHeir
best to take that aWaY
if you blind them
with yOur liGht..
anyWay.. some
folks are
enough to
see the entire
of The liGht thaT
Supermen and Women.. et al..
do BRinG to thE table of LiFE
and with that sAid.. i Have a
title for this 692nd whole Ocean
Poem MacroVerse that WiLL BE NoW..
oF Fearless
Love” and a SonG
thAT WiLL FiT iN
just wRite as the
three bears of BeFore
WiLL SinG aLonG too.. oh.. so long
and liGht as Life iN Fearless LoVeNoW..
oh.. and the title.. that’s just Superman’s
way of dedicating it to all the women he’s Loved..
and still does Love.. in oh.. oh.. oh.. so many ways
to GRoW aGain noW..
in Ocean DancE and
StePs WhOlE NoW..
and other than
that.. sure
it is now a
tool2 to
not make
money but
market help for
minions all now
for FReED.. like i
sAid.. it’s not even
free to help other
folks.. it takes great
effort of a Trump Businessman
too… yes.. i lEarn from everyone..
as that is what REAL FucKinG Supermen..
Superwomen.. and SuperEtcS.. do.. they
leave no FucKinG Stone in Rock or
for the tUrn
of a friEndly
cARd for all who
travel in DARk and
liGht and the ‘tween
oF all thaT iS aka GOD #iSREAL ..:)


So… yeS…
overAll it’S saFe
To saY i’M bacK
aGaiN.. coveRed
wITh clotHes oF miNion
From BiRth noW seT FReED..
witH thE Karmic eYe Of Course2..
anyway this Superman
stuff is busy..
sTiLL haven’t
put the dance photos
in last post.. and Jesus F.
iN Christ.. i never even
got around to
what i wRote..
as tHere ain’t
no Microsoft Word grammar
and speLL checker thaT
works with original
He.. mE..
HE.. NoW..
so off to do
thAT noW
as noW
GoeS oN..:)


The insanity of culture away now
from the acceptance of fearless Love
and compassion in an unconditional DOinG
way IS A symptom of a groWinG first problem
world.. including Middle East and farther east too.. now..
gaining too much time on their
hands with culture stuff in all the
ways that comes
and not enough
in forAginG
for Life aS Survival…
Every social animal needs
a role.. even iF it must be manufactured
bY culture aS wHole.. manufactures those
social roles that range from self esteem for
female genital mutilation.. to institutionalized
rape in non-consensual dowry marriages..
to at least one Arab study that
shows 4 out 5 of 3 to
6 year old girls
were molested
by close family
members or folks
intimate with the
family home..
and sure that’s just
the end of the darkest
tip of the iceberg.. that goes
to anything and everything that goes
that means acceptance that culture bRinGs..
bottom line.. it could be worse.. we could live ‘over
there’.. be in ‘those shoes’.. but iF my own anecdotal
evidence of the girls who have been abused by family
as such.. holds anywhere close to true.. 1 out of 4 is really
bad like 4 out 5 too.. and of course that is the statistical
sexual abuse fraction for all American Women2.. so sure..
the anecdote holds true in empirical measure too..
and it is most often someone someone knows
who does the dirty deed over
the strange of
in covered
bushes as it still
is and are and was
as rape.. and all abuse
and verbal abuse.. IS A slow
torture.. even for the homosexual
in church who is told they are sacred
enough to live.. but not to marry or go to
heaven in a dream after life..
so they are condemned
to a slow rot hell noW in
church every Sunday
until Free from
and no it is no
easier to be a thin
boy as it is to be a thicker
girl.. or to be a smiling blonde
haired boy.. with pretty eyelashes
even if he is as hetero as they come
from Kindergarten on in Romantic
attachments to women as
too.. why can’t we just get along
and love each other fearlessly
as Bonobos do.. without
regard to differences
of either Body
type or
one way or
the other or the
other both.. the answer
is simple.. words.. written
down.. collective intelligence..
Cities.. clothes that separate us
from Nature more.. away from our
innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive intelligence
greaTest as even science is stARting to sHow
in MoVinG ConNecTinG and CreAtinG ways
now.. Pandora’s Box is open.. the words
have come out of the worm can
whole.. culture is eating
away the earth.. and
it is eating away
the heARt..
the SpiRit
and the SoUL
of Human BeinG
and that my FriEnd
thefeatheredsleep is
why poeTry and aLL Art
that Frees the heARt.. the
SpiRit and the MiNd noW and
BoDy SoUL iN Balance oF hUman
Being is so important.. and simple
little songs like Rise from Katy Perry
can mean the difference of life or death
from a hanging rope.. of folks who are lost..
so lost from the demands of culture.. culture is
here and here to stay.. the confusion and demands
are not going anywhere.. unless a bomb comes and
we are reduced back to a Planet of Apes iN Bonobos
come back in human form too.. the only answers now
comes at the individual level.. the titanic will not be turned
around as confusion now.. without great catastrophe
disease.. or wars as iceberg cOld and deadly to sink
US back… So wE SinG wE sinG a Rise of SonG
to liFt oTheRs uP.. so they can fiNd
a path of tHeiR own to live
side by side
iN the
insanity of
culture now..
thaT IS A parachute
that sinks us now
instead of floats
us uP high alive..
but it’s wortH it
it’s all worth iT as
each human life IS A
multi-Universe perception
E X i S T E N C E R E A L N O W
of A rEAliTy wHole of allthatis
and to turn the liGht oFF early
in multi-dimensional UniVerse
is to dim the liGht of God as Nature
whOle and TruE iN liGht and DArk
and ‘tween the sAMe.. anyWay.. iNspiRaTioN
can save liFE on the individual level.. and now the
others will continue to minion on in hell for now..
no giving up though.. as without hope.. faith and
belief in what can and WiLL Be now.. tHeRe is
no other
to JuST
FucKinG do iT
and never ever
give uP A waVe
oF LiGht LiFE.. now
as Tree oF LiFe..NoW..
REborn as much as the
otHeR MoNKeys FReED..
no longer sunk in an Ocean whole
Culture of REAL INSANITY NOW..:)


“The advantage of the terrible disadvantage of being human is to be to be glad-whether happy or unhappy-and by achieving consciousness, to become greater than the angels. We, becoming conscious beings, are the mind of God: Angels are his Emotions. So fly with the lightness of ‘being’ my friends…All that is as is Real for Living Now..;) good tidings Sir.”

sMiLes.. my FriEnd Pennie wood fall..
if that is a quote from you it’s great..
if not from you and from an actual
production of a play
of ‘Good Tidings
Sir’.. i’LL use it same..
and as far as the Yogi
Trance video goes..
it’s showing up
inbed live noW
in my comment..
but i will provide it here
again.. separating the link
into two parts so it will not
automatically embed.. take
the two spaces away and
it should work fine.. unless
gigoid’s word press algorithm
picks this up as spam as that happens too..;)


SMiLes.. mY FriEnd..
Zee.. and alWays nice to
even see a letter from
Z come anywhere as
Z can be so uncommon..
certainly folks with as much
liGht as you BRinG heRe noW
after your challenges of school..
do reflect a liGht of enduring heARt..
in writing too.. of course.. and hmm..
what else.. yes.. you are welcome to visit
me of course.. but it now always takes a very
powerful computer and or Internet broad band
access speed.. noW as there are no holds hELd
in the bar of my life raised high.. and what else..
oh.. the memories of school.. and i used to heAR
Marines at the military gym.. back when i was 20 or so..
say.. enjoy college as it will be the best time of your life.. after
that they said.. life is practically over.. so what is liFe.. i never kNew
until i grew rubber on the wheels that school and work took away then..
since about age 5.. as thanks God.. no pre-K 4 year-old school for me..
and i couldn’t speak then so it would have literal been
a mute point.. hehe.. so sure.. re-tired IS A
gOlden five/seven year old for me.. neW..
And to imagine younger
folks taking this
labyrinth of journey
away from the path of
MoVinG ConNecTinG creaTing
tHat i for one see in heARt.. SpiRit
oF ExpresSinG EmoTioNs and seNses
as miNd and BodY BaLanCinG soUL one iN
BeinG ONE with the force of GoD aLL Free with
no restrictions but courage and kind in
fearless Love and compassion sAMe
for all others of difference and Nature
sAMe in all the biodiversity of ThAt
that comes with God Free.. Now..
jUST now.. but on the other
hand an education
is priceless
as an
can be a life or
death difference in
what folks come to believe
associated with the misery
and suffering of others.. so is
iT all worth it.. yes.. a resounding
yes.. no one said in words of Nature
that this life was gonna be easy.. to be
proper stewards of Nature here.. with our
So-CAlLed-Apex predator status.. takes a lotta lEarning
to avoid the snake falls oF lies aWay from TrUth and LiGht..
the trUth wiLL set yA free in liGht as they say.. and as long
as you are getting the support you need during the rough
times of college in human way.. i am quite sure you will
be A oKay.. no matter what grades come before or
after that status
my FriEnd
oF hUman
WeLL Being
that keeps the
Humanity in the word
hUman truly U and no
machine of culture lone..
allone with God alWays a way
aT LEast for mE friEnd.. so nice
to see ya Zee.. and look forward to
seeing you for a while during your
school break finally here as nows go ONe..:)


So.. my Friend Rafiah’s Friend sends
me a short message that gets filtered
off my messenger but i retrieve as i am not
too good to speak to anyone and not afraid
to speak to anyone either.. as of course i naturally
have an advantage with words and reading in ways oF
Autistic Super Powers empirically measured at speeds
of reading 10 to 15 times faster than the average human
being.. and i don’t need to prove now fast how i type
or how many words i can say in a few minutes
ranging from almost any topic imaginable
as i do not specialize..
and take those
innate gifts
with an open
mind and body
BaLanCinG noW and
human potential does most
definitely come as i do empirically
measure along the way.. to prove that
too.. for folks who say.. ah nah.. ya can’t
do this or that when you get this age or
the something or other in the flavor
of folks who are functionally
disabled by the very culture
that tales ’em can’t.. can’t
can’t.. can’t.. ’cause the study
says this or that.. based again
on the average of a society whole
that is functionally disabled by the
same culture that gives the averages
in empirical measure of scientific method
still.. after all these years of ignorance that
can see no further then the average as that’s
all they see of course.. but with free flow of
information.. the case studies do gRow..
and hope comes for those who
think the average is set
in stone.. which of
course folks like me
who have seen real all
natural miracles happen
in just one life time that is mine..
can see a little deeper than the average
minions of life.. who even if they do attempt
to go piled deeper and higher in PHD wayS noW to
specialize to the point that they are blind in
most every other human way as use iT or
lose It applies to all stuff
animal living now..
human or not..
use it or lose
it applies.. so when
i hear a dude in school
younger.. like i used to be.. send
me a Zakir Naik slide on what he believes
to be a perfect religion of Islam in book way..
as i have watched plenty of Naik’s Youtube lectures
where he is picked apart in many fallacies when he is
not the one arrogantly controlling the crowd of questions
and answers.. in his very specialized knowledgeable way
of every verse of the Kuran limited to that tiny tiny 80K
poetry Book.. that mostly says you better believe or
else.. in a limited 2000 word vocabulary that even
per historical records show that Muhammad’s
favorite head chopping companion housemate
did not agree with after the Kuran was
published as not even matching
the Muhammad Dude’s oral
words.. and sure that is par
for the course.. as what is said
as compared to what is scribed no
matter how close second hand is or
even directly copying it out of the book
invariably leads to copying mistakes..
and outright misinterpretations
of what was said.. anyway..
huge controversy back
then.. that most
Muslim folks
have no idea about..
any more than Christians
do about all the hidden mistakes
in the Bible same.. bottom line.. any
religion that says God is a him or he
in a view as small as a frigging penis..
raises suspicions to me with an
agenda of misogyny from the
get go.. as it just is
common sense..
as after all
we all start
off with the X
Chromosome same
as female until males
are made from females
but of course even if you
know the science behind that
you’ll go by what you are told
of the rib story or whatever ’cause
that was what you are told to believe
in or else.. that ranges from ostracism
by the social group in the U.S. to of course
a death sentence for the Sharia Law of flavor
in Apostasy ways of course2.. anyway.. other bottom
line.. any book Kuran or Old Testament that talks to
what the right hand possess as far as owning slaves then
as human.. is just another book of psychopathic leaning
dude or dudette culture.. that does not condemn the
act of human slavery from A to Z and beyond
A to Z of books too.. and sure that is why
women in many Islam countries
are still more or less slaves..
by having to get married
to what the dowry says..
no matter if consensual
or not.. in at least some cases..
where yes.. 60 year old dudes..
are still picking up 12 year old
brides after paying for them..
no less than sex slaves that are
illegal in other countries if a 60 year
old dude were to pay for a 12 year year old
girl for marriage.. ya just cannot do it legally
over here.. but the dark ages of what used
to be Christianity too.. continue over there
as spoken too.. earlier.. in this SuperwoMen
oF GoD Macro-verse too.. but you see this goes
deep for me.. as i grew up with a rather fundamentalist
view of Christianity that made absolutely no REAL SENSE
AS when i was young i was told there is a God with no limits..
and then i saw just another bearded dude over my bed in canvas
picture style that they said was God’s only Begotten Son and
same as God whole too.. i already kNew that was bullshit
as God revealed God to me in Nature before i spoke
at age 4.. at age 3 as close to God as i AM once
aGain now.. after escaping close to 40 years
of cultural and religious bullshit..
and i took some of the
bullshit as truth
like somehow
non-virgin women
are less than virgin women..
that people shouldn’t ever get
divorced and stuff like that.. that
of course was so naive.. but now stuff
has changed.. there are no to few more closed
blinds to keep folks hidden in the labyrinth
of being raised in church/culture.. the Internet
iS relatively cheap.. access is plenty groWinG..
even plenty for free.. in some places
too.. Pandora’s Box has come out
and in this case she is.. oh.. so free..
and i’Ve debated all these points about
the so-called Kuran and Bible being
imperfect books.. but the way social
acceptance works.. as an all innate..
and instinctual.. and intuitive need..
it’s almost impossible to bRinG a horse
to a drink of new.. if all they’ve ever
been exposed to IS a horse of a drink oF OlD..
anyway.. i just told the really nice Muslim
dude Thanks with a wink.. as he said now that
Muslims are not perfect but Islam is.. oh God..
it’s easy to prove that is incorrect.. as i can’t imagine
my friend Zee up there ever possessing another human noW
in slave way with her right hand as such.. or any of my
other Muslim Friends who are kind and generous.. and
passionate in fearless loving ways.. from Rafiah.. to LaLa
Rukh.. and all the other Muslim Women i have come across noW
who approximate the gOlden rule of Jesus/Buddha in walking that other
talk more than Many so-called Fundamentalist religious folks
i meet over here now.. all these people are better examples
than what i have read over and over of a man in a tiny
little book of poetry book in dArk and liGht no
different than what i do here reAlly..
in stream of conscious writing..
except.. i don’t say it comes
from anywhere else but
mE.. and sure i often
do not think about the
creativity as it comes.. but
that is just how Nature works in
us when creative.. anyWay.. as long
as no one is actually harming someone
else.. as far as i am concerned they can live
like they want.. but the reality is.. the way the Islam
religion is practiced at whole.. in the fundamentalist
extremist ways are as deadly as it can get.. and
backed up by these darker verses of the
Kuran.. as the only and very limited
2000 word vocabulary of so-called
God Speak tHere.. it doesn’t do
God Justice in describing
God in my opinion..
and to each his
own on the rest..
i have gifts that not
everyone has and i noW
can.. and WiLL continue to
do a forgiveness of what folks
do not know.. as by the Grace of
Nature AKA God.. i could be walking
iN those dARker liGht oF Truth shoes still
now as i did when younger.. and moreover the
grace of uncensored gift and share of unabridged
human bible now in fullest human potential form
as eXpreSSinG that wHole.. yes.. the Internet
the bigger human eYes and ears.. etc..
oF GoD wHOle
noW oNe
as Golden Spiral FReED..:)

So.. now.. with this separate introduction
i respond back to Rafiah’s friend with
a little more detail than Thanks and Wink..
and i say.. to her friend in addition..

And i would be doing you an injustice not
to give you an answer.. i’Ve already laboriously
debated this issue.. with so-called ‘scholars’ in
‘the field’.. and if you are interested you will find
some of my answers in the link below.. with Muslim folks
who quote the Quran at length which of course i do as well..
as i’ve studied most all religions and have read the Quran
hundreds of times my friend.. and i can write a book like
that as size in two weeks as i’ve just done in the last
two weeks.. and a book.. that is 40 times longer
as well as i have done in the last 3 years
as witness for God.. in Ocean Poem whole..
and 140 plus times longer.. as i have done
approaching 6 years now.. as large as close
to 14 Christian full bibles too.. in close to
12 million total words as documented online too
as witness for God.. so who do you think i really am..
that question will alWays be open my friend.. with Fearless
Love.. have a nice day.. with sMiLes.. no wiNks now.. just trUth and liGht..:)عودة-السيد-المسيح-عليه-السلام/


The 2016 Olympics have opened in Rio and i suppose
the Facebook Algorithm decided i should do my own
27 second video slide show to show my
pre-game work-out iN Karmic eye style
all the way to the drive to some
XXtreme strength training
and martial arts ballet
like dance all around
the machines and sparring
with them as even though i do
not touch them.. making a mistake
with a flesh and blood human would
truly hurt as yes.. as oft mentioned before
they press close to half a ton now 33 times..
on a very difficult leg press machine with arms
raised in the air.. and these lightening fast kicks
ain’t powered by no thin legs.. these martial arts
and ballet-like dance legs are powered like steel..
as i spar with steel the same.. anyway.. i’ve trained for
life like an Olympic sport all the way through more than
less as when you are born with a disability like being on
the Autism Spectrum without the ability to speak until
age 4.. and you are born with extreme tactile sensitivity
and difficulty overall in motor coordination one must
adapt the best they can as a fragile human being
to stimulate the change in epigenetic potential
to go from basically a nerdy wimp.. to
strong dude at 56.. whip it..
whip it good.. as i once
heard it said..
or the pursuit
of excellence as a life
long style of being like Vince
Lombardi says that lasts more than
the temporal glory of materialistic
stuff like trophies.. medals.. gold
rings and such as that as
material reward you
can see that is not
nearly as deep
as the WiLL
that moves..
connects and
creates FREE from
Birth to sleep of death..
so anyway.. in talking to
the very nice Pacific Islander
gym attendant.. Vida.. i asked her
what do you think in life is more important..
form or essence.. and she was looking at me
i think.. (even though i couldn’t really see her..
as i do not wear my super cool shades when i
work out).. i go basically blind to increase my
proprioception skills to feel my way around
the world.. like that blind old dude on
the old TV show KunG FU.. and
yes it might be hard to
snatch a pebble out of
my hands now..
like the other
Master teacher
when the KunG FU
dude was young.. any
way.. oh.. the ADHD too..
as i digress… and feeling
the puzzled look on Vida’s face..
i said… let’s put it this way.. what does
society value more.. form or essence.. for
example.. i as a 235 LB.. 6 foot or so male..
am not considered ballet material.. cause of
my square shape.. rather wide per se.. and a little
tall too.. of course.. so like Cold Play’s extra cool..
ballet Video Song.. that i still must search out
on You Tube to use as the theme song for
this micro-verse.. of 692nd Macro-Verse..
oF Ocean Whole Poem.. THaT Cold
Play dude.. Chris Martin had
a big square fat suit on
and his very pretty
dark haired girl
dance friend.. who had
a fat suit on too.. they were rejected
until they overcame all the negativity
and did their own show to the applause
of a happy audience to see a different
style of ballet.. and sure that’s what
i’Ve always done too.. when the
kids in school basically told
me i was too much of a
natural born fool and
or clown to
deserve to
live with my stuttering
voice in difficulty talking
and ADHD hardships on
the Autism Spectrum in both
focus and reciprocal appropriate
non-verbal and verbal language..
in social way.. and even some of the
girls said i have bird legs.. and i was
way too tall then.. for 120 LBs.. at
foot ten or so.. at age 13.. with yes..
my long blonde hair.. pretty eyes..
and long eyelashes that even
confused the McDonald’s
cashier when she said
Ms.. can i help you..
hmm.. it’s been a long
time now since that happened
but oh my God.. if you can imagine
the challenge of all of that.. and of course
some folks have it much worse.. as i was still
destined to find out.. in 66 months of hell in a pre game
show of pain.. in 2006.. to full BLOWN heLL from January 2008.. to
July of 2013.. anyway.. i never gave up.. bottom line.. through teen
age angst.. functional disability.. to total physical disability and living
hell later on.. and the besTesT lesson of all.. all that taught
me.. as i did focus later on with Vida in our gym talk tonight..
is that form is highly over-rated.. to a word as small
as a 3 letter one named God.. or even a 5 letter
one named so-called allah.. although all ah
all that is.. kinda sounds big to me..
if that is what Muhammad
and others were saying
from the get go
of that therein..
way back when..
anyway.. to sense and
feel the essence in MoVinG
ConNecTing CreAtinG ways..
all ToGeTheR WitH NatURe
wHole too.. is to be one with
the three letter bigger word all
that is as God.. and never ever
be alone in forms again.. when
words become essence over essence
real we sense and feel without any words
at all.. no different than our friendly other animals
who never ever even write or speak words.. as words
are only necessary for culture.. sadly too.. slowly
destroying the rest of nature whole on earth as
species die off from a culture of human that
is Virus.. although we humans already
have proven we can live in balance
with nature before the words
and complex cultures
came and byproducts
of human cultures now
messed up the balance
oF God of Nature here on
Earth.. inside us.. outside us..
above us.. below us.. and all
around us too.. just out of whack..
and when one is in touch and feel
of essence.. no words.. once again..
are necessary.. to feel and sense all
of this in that greater innate.. instinctual
and intuitive way of Intelligence FReER
than locked in words.. but it is true that some
folks are locked in words.. and they have much
difficulty in navigating the world in images over words..
Human forms may attempt to stay the same through human
kind same.. but essence of human and nature same is constantly
change and bio-diversity of differences whole.. which makes it
so important to attempt to walk in the other shoes of others..
and perhaps if you are lucky enough.. if yA wanna call
iT luck.. you get to walk directly in many shoes of life..
to deeply understand where folks with
difference are coming from and
perceiving life as differently too..
as observed by behavior on the
outside and potentially even much..
much more on the inside in invisible
functional disabilities that are almost
impossible for the bystander to see..
as so many disabilities are hidden inside..
anyway.. last now the Olympics came.. i couldn’t
watch them or see them.. due to functional
disability of pain in eyes and ears of type
two Trigeminal Neuralgia from wake to
sleep.. and this year.. i’ll catch some
of the highlights.. on YouTube..
probably falling a sleep at night
or who knows.. perhaps a little
on the Biloxi Bus to the Hard
Rock Casino with the church
group tomorrow.. and then to
the first Sunday Farm for lunch
after church on Sunday for more
photo fun there.. anyway.. this Facebook
Algorithm slide show video art is kinda cool
to me.. haven’t seen anyone else take advantage
of it in my relatively small group of Facebook Friends..
but hehe.. not everyone has taken 100K photos or so
and shared them online in the last three years or so..
as of this month now.. as i continue to do.. at a rate
now of about 30K a year.. not counting the extras
i delete of course that do not meet my artistic
standard as Vince Lombardi says for
Olympic and Football excellence
iN WiLL of juST getting all the
jobs done now.. and when
ya focus on essence
alone pretty much..
unique forms naturally
do come in Temple of God
human fashion.. in Writing..
SonG of DancE..and basicAlly
all you do when essence becomes
ever present now.. and form follows
true inner passion and fashion iN iSREAL..:)


Hi Brian.. far too..
the flood in Rivertown..
IS A reminder now of what
we have here.. and too.. the
awesome fury of Nature that
makes human culture an anthill
of potential ruin at a whim of wave
and or wind unleashed
as storm over
what was
and if that
wasn’t enough
to deal with.. yes..
now there is complex
culture.. religion and other
human tools as device to
separate.. to store..
in saving
ways of differences
over similarities of
hugs that BrinG
a species
of primate
in books and
such that can even
be more dangerous
than a flood and wind
of nature.. no matter where
one lives.. nature can be less harsh
than human culture.. and that’s truly
sad as even when we have a choice
we tend to F ourselves up.. over BaLAnCinG
Tea of
in Peace
that we can
control with Fearless
Love at lEast on the
individual level.. controlling
culture and weather is way beyond
as ant inspecting
the mound of all of this..:)


sMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Lala Rukh.. i guess.. i am
strange.. as memories never age for me..
it as if i was talking to you yesterday..
far far away yes.. but still
here here now..
and sure
a blog makes
that possible to one
way interact with someone
for twenty years or so.. as just
a muse of Love.. no less.. no more
than Love as muse.. to Love is muse
without Love.. muse is whimper distant
and cOld.. the lesSon of life for me is to Love
fearlessly and you my friEnd are a continuing
practice of muse to do juSt that.. and this reminds
me of ‘The Legend of Coral Castle’.. here in Florida..
South of Miami.. and a five foot tall one hundred pound
man who managed.. to move 30 ton stones.. for a castle
dedicated to what some say was a sixteen year-old girl
who left him on the wedding day.. he at twenty-six years old..
and the girl deciding that another man would be much
better than him.. well.. according to the story..
he dedicated a life long journey of this
miracle castle to his muse of sweet
sixteen.. although he knew
she would never come
back in reaLiTy.. but
it was his generalized
feelings and senses of
hope.. faith and belief in
much further than analytical
way to motivate him to get this
amazing job done.. and sure.. one
can just Google the phrase ‘Coral Castle’…
to find all the details about this.. highly sTilL
inspirational story.. of a Love.. in faith.. hope
and belief that literally drove this man to somehow
lift 30 ton stones.. in perhaps a similar technology
that made the pyramids.. stonehenge.. and other
monolithic structures near known magnetic earth
grids on the earth sTiLL as wHOLE planet now..
with Tesla making similar magnetic discoveries
too.. where gravity may not be what we think
it is.. as new science continues
to grow what seems to
be an always different
way of thinking and feeling
about change that is inherently
change itself.. in break of Freedom noW..
so sure.. i can keep responding here for
decades if this place is open.. for contact..
at all my friend.. best wishes to you.. with Love..
as the clock striKes.. past 12 noW.. on.. the 6th
day of the 8th month of 2K sixteen noW allone..:)


SMiLes.. my friend Zee.. so nice
of you to drop by on this beautiful
Sunny Saturday morning here in
the panhandle of Florida..
wading through all
the photos and
words to
down here
in the comments
section to say hello..
and yes.. Katy Perry is one
of my favorites.. and i always
enjoy the music you provide on your
website too.. so happy to see folks from
other countries enjoy the inspiration and
freedom songs from folks like Beyonce.. Sia..
and Katy.. they are all definitely some of my
favorites too.. as they sing so positive..
strong.. and free as women
can be when
expreSsinG themselves
like this that truly more men
should try too.. as to set one’s
heArt.. SpiRit.. and SoUL
Free in both SonG and
DancE is to be
closer to
other humans..
Nature and God
wHole sAMe too..
all of this can contribute
to heaven now.. with no need
to wait my friend.. when all
is open and
as fearless
Love iN LoVe noW..
aGain.. as earlier stated
on your blog.. hope you have
a wonderful weekend.. dear
friend.. Zee.. as truly for
me all of life
is Earth
to have this
gift of liFe now..
never ever afraid
to live fully and freely..
Zee.. noW..:)


Well.. no doubt into the night IS A most powerful
muse.. 16 is rather delicately young..
but still mature as nature says..
and of course still illegal in
some states for
statutory rape..
depending on age
of the other sex.. now
hmm.. anyway in terms
of way back then.. and still
sickly in some truly still backwards
so-called countries that follow Islam..
12 years old and even sicker is the legal
rule of countries that are still extremely misogynist
to the point that women are just cattle to be bred
for sex and eventually having children.. and
it is an era still in someways that is a
haven for pedophilia that
is most definitely
a human
as science
shows healthy
normal males are
adverse to girls under
the age of puberty for even
the ‘thought’ of that.. which
means of course that Muhammad the man
no matter where his words came from
was a sick man to be attracted to a 6 year
old female.. for marriage.. as that doesn’t happen
in normal healthy males no matter what the era of
human being is.. as it is unhealthy for the
social cooperating society of
survival overall for the
human being..
and perhaps the
sickest part of all is
the culture of women in
these countries praise the ‘sweet
relationship of this little girl with a
fifty something year old dude.. actually most
sickly of all consummating the marriage when
she was just 9 years old.. and while there are some
folks who try to twist history around to say it wasn’t like
this.. it obviously was/is as this sHit still happens today in
some Islam countries.. with one recent very public
incident of a 60 year old dude getting a dowry
wife of 12 years.. old and all the suffering
that she endured well documented
in terms of horrible abuse towards
here and this behavior in the Kuran
is used now along with raping what the
right hand possesses in terms of non-consensual
sex after you kill someone’s husband as justification
for ISIL and other to continue raping little 12 year old
girls and family members who are Christian in front of
the village members in the sickest ways of human
abuse in the eyes of God who lives in those
who are abused and tortured like
this in a name of a God
that becomes
as human being..
anyway.. this makes the
Benny Mardones song tame
in relative speak to what they still
do over in Islam countries.. but still
it wouldn’t go over very well now.. as it
did back in the 70’s when i first heard it..
as there is more concern over sexual abuse
among women then there was back then as it
was more hidden under the carpet.. as women were
often ostracized for being raped at all.. as soiled goods
sadly still and worse that way that is seen in Muslim countries
now.. but yes.. it seems that younger women in Muslim countries
are even more open to the idea of relationships with older men and
when your holy book promotes it.. culture can trump the best of human
taboos and aversions.. sadly enough.. as some women are willing and
waiting to be sold into bondage like this for their so-called Allah
that is written into a book.. beyond and above..
normal nature as so-called normal
goes.. without adulteration
of culture and so-called
prophets same
but back
to innocent
first loves.. 16.. is technically
what could be considered a female
adult although it still is not a fuller age
of emotional maturity required to take best
care of children as that is a huge responsibility
to come.. but this age has been common for
reproduction throughout the history of
humankind as it is an age
of reproductive
success although
the early twenties
is said to be best
by science interests in this
field.. and first loves have always
been some of the best muses in life
as human art does relate in all the forms
that comes.. but it is more the emotional part
of that other than the sex act that makes one remember
that soft love of connection for an entire lifetime when
humans emotionally connect so deep in
short term romance to sire
and nurture children
in oxytocin neurohormone
ways in bonding for long term
human and species survival.. and
when you haven’t experienced this before
it is earth shattering of course.. both in beginning
and end as first loves do go.. otherwise they would
be last loves too.. and to get it correct on the first try
for compatibility is not the way that usually works
in human terms.. unless it is forced this
way in cultural dowry rules..
where a woman
and a man is selected
by parents or others as
the best breeding and economic
security that is available for purchase
as is.. and new cars sell better than used
ones in this way as well.. and sure it is forced
as such by the rule of law.. and shotgun marriages
still happen in the backwoods of here.. under the covers
as it were.. as human nature rules.. with culture too..
my first love was somewhat a lifelong muse..
and the memory of the hurt of that
first love that i suppose i had
repressed for actual
decades is
part of what
helped to bring
my emotions back to
life many.. many years later..
so it was a muse worth keeping
for a saving in bringing back my soul
years and years later.. actually in 2013..
as the photos of this girl my sweet 16.. in how
bad that loss hurt then.. did spark a first sadness
back that eventually grew into Love again.. that i could
freely give without expectation of return again.. and i even
contacted her through her daughter i found on Facebook to
thank her.. and although she never directly contacted me back
there was a like that appeared on my Google page in the name
of her new husband.. don’t know if it was her.. or haha.. perhaps
a hidden warning from her husband that he was in the know too..
but hehe.. the thing is my second sweet 19.. Katrina never
ages.. so if he saw her.. and saw how much she still looks
like the first love of 16.. he would probably
see a little magic in all of this..
that was perhaps a little
to his or her
heart too.. Love is
the Muse that heals
and even saves.. when
consensual though and
never ruled by books
who are
quite frankly
sick.. just sick..
and need some REAL
help.. or separation
from the rest of society
not to hurt innocent little girls..
so sure.. i’ll dedicate this to Sonia..
my first love that can still bring a
little tear.. ’cause what i remember of
her were the first snuggles and never ever
sex.. the snuggles
live longer than any
thing else
innocent to
me.. Love
rules forever..
noW as Snuggle Love..
and the Love that gives
freely and fearlessly all
innocent with never even the
limitation or expectations of
a hug
or even
a hand shake
or even ever
seeing the face
of the other one..
as what often happens
online.. in hidden eyes



Ah yes.. just fresh out of hell for close to
two weeks three years ago.. still a little
rough around the edgeS as truly i felt
like i was over one hundred years
old for a full 66 months and
worse.. but let’s
just say..
i came back
aGain like the
6 million dollar
man or perhaps the
12 million word man..
stronger.. faster.. more
loving than ever.. sure.. and
Katrina helped to find all the
pieces of me to put me back togeTheR
and technology helped too.. as sort
of my bionic eye and fingers and
arms and legs that now
extend out
reach.. the
thing is.. i am
nobody.. which
means that this
kind of miracle
can happen
to anyone
with REAL
COSTS.. AND in the human case
bRings back the benefit of that
survival cost.. and gives
and shares to
all others
in Fearless Love
way as the core
snake of fearless
survival remains
with love.. and sure
the 6 Million dollar man
show didn’t get all this
poetic about
the resurrection
of the human heArt
and SpiRit and miNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL
renewed through fearless
love.. but yes.. there was
Jaime Summers and
another love
story there
as any Isis
will help
her Osiris
in never
noW on
the human
soUL reborn
and what most
folks fail to see is
this is what underlies
the mythological pArt
of the Jesus story in
coming back from
the dead as
worst death
of all is the
living life
in loss of
heArt.. SpiRit
and SoUL alike..
Mythology and all
fairy tales of old should
never be dismissed as just
ignorant folly for those who can
neither see or feel the heArt.. thE
spiRiT as ExpresSinG thaT Emotional
and Sensory heArt or the soUL come
back or first in everlasting eternal
BaLanCinG in MiND and BoDy
soUL noW..
juST Now.. wHeRe
the Kingdom of God and
Heaven is nowhere else.. for
me at least.. except for under
the date of this Palm tree STiLL..:)

OBTW.. my birthday photo
from 3 years later.. noW
and somEhow inStead iN
oF getting older i got Now
younger.. as i don’t thInk
these photos are lYiNg..
so hoW the FucK did thaT
happen.. ‘ye of so little faith’…;)

And here in “i of me” as the
Artistic Nautilus of the groWinG
aesthete of me continues to expand
in both essence free and form that follows
as the origin of all that is reflects iN i oF mE..:)

Well.. Bigger Dog Day afternoons can
Be a metaphor for better too as we gRow
our Nautilus Shells as form of human essence
even greater than before all through the course of life
now.. and sadly younger folks will say as is stiLL noW
documented on the Wrong Planet website i used
to stay through the second half of 66 months HeLL..
in where at least i could type words and
wasn’t trapped in not only a closed
in home but a closed in mind
where eyes and ears would
no longer effectively
work to take
in much of
the world at
all without intolerable
pain way back then
in heLL so real.. any
way.. the young folks
on the Wrong Planet who
were obviously already close
to total animal exhaustion
in ways of General
Adaptation Syndrome
now in Hans Selye’s
theory that works
all too true from
my experience
on the cumulative
and total impact of
stress that can put a human
down in a few short years of
abuse in either verbal or and
physical birth from early years
of life.. in social ways as not being
accepted or making the grade of culture
is of the greater instinctual social cooperating
animal instinctual fear.. including humans.. noW
and exhausted from even just the school portion
of what can be a hell on earth as human life.. so anyway2..
the Young Folks on the Wrong Planet thought if this is as
bad as this.. i dam sure never wanna even make it
to age 50.. hoping they would literally die before
they hit that age.. before my life even started
living in head to toe in MoVinG ConNecTinG
CreAtinG LiFe with all that is one and
same in Nature being ONE WITH GOD
that potentially could be a life
in lifespan from birth
to death.. iF
what it means..
as evolved to
be a MoVinG..
ConNecTinG CreAtinG
HuMan with full heArt..
SpiRit and MiNd
and BoDy
soUL alWays now..
So.. how to empirically
assess this journey and
paths of life.. a blog IS A
currently best way in life of
case study to show fully what
human potential is from art
of head to toe.. to
art that’s
left as
as Natuilus
Shell Creativity
too.. and that is what
i do all free.. as when there
is clear evidence that life can
actually get better and even stronger
and happier with age.. there is real hope..
faith and belief in greater potential way
that this can come true for you too..
if you do not fall to the cynics of light
the naysayers of human fear of
darkness now iN
life across the life
span free.. as free
as God WiLL liVe..
inside us.. outside us..
above us. below uS anD
aLL A’round uS noW aLiVE
in both a potential of the Kingdom
of God noW anD Heaven REAL.. THE
anyway.. when i tale a story in public. i always
have some links to prove the doing in what
i say in words.. that have more substance
than just empty sHells of illusory
fears and promises sAMe.. iSREAL
iSGOD when FREE aS uS noWreaL..:)


Facebook bestie Muslim
FriEnd.. Rafiah.. shares..
four photos of
James Spader
admiring all
his expressions
in movie star crush love..

And i say..

SMiLes.. and memories for me..
way back in ’81 in the movie
Endless Love that was a painful
reminder of the loss of my first
Love then.. James Spader
playing the brother
in a movie that
eerily imitated
my Life story then..
and as i believe we have
discussed before.. James
Spader my age.. and i watched
through the years as he didn’t age
and.. for so many years.. and yes
still at times folks say the same for
me but i can only say that was because
i was eventually loved the most.. and you
definitely help with that continuing tradition
as honestly i have never felt younger than
this moment now.. one with God my Friend..
it just doesn’t get any fearless loving better
than that
young Angel
Rafiah.. who
inspires so easy
now with
her innocent
Loving touch
that feels no
barriers for Love..
at least for me mY FriEnd..:)

Rafiah responds a couple of days later..
in fact at the moment i am copying
and pasting the before mentioned
text to get it into this
final Micro Verse
oF  692nd Macro
of Ocean
wHoLe Poem
iN SonG oF mY soUL nOW.. as she says..

The best thing about his performance is
that he always make me feel very emotional.
He is too good. And I love his voice. I am going
to watch the movie and I’ll tell you about it..:)

And i say.. in iNterested terms
in wonder how she will
now like the movie..

SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Rafiah..
EmoTions are so important..
you are trUly smArt to seek to FeeL them..
and yes.. i hope you EnJoy Endless Love..:)


i take one of those
Facebook tests that
assesses which Ancient
Civilization you should
live in and the

And i say..

Ancient Egypt..
Of course..;)

The EN name test
thingy on Facebook
Asks are you sexy by
analyzing your
and my Grand
total Percentage scale
out of 100% comes out
as what the EN Name
test thingy describes
as an incredible
of 153% almost
pegged to the top
and bottom as it were
and still iS noW.. of course..

And i say.. then.. noW aGaiN..

So i’M
From Ancient
Egypt and noW
ThiS.. what comes neXt..
iN Min way

So i go on to add
some photos and
discuss them
in each
slide way..
in sorta new age
PowerPoinT StylE noW2..

These two women.. have several things in
common.. first of all.. though.. what truly separates
them.. is one is not married to me.. now.. for
the similarities.. as both women are
born in 1970.. which means they
are 46.. in Katrina’s case..
and 45 for Analyn.. soon
to be 46 in a few months..
and what else.. yes.. both
these women have Fathers
born in the Philippines..
which means they are
not too far
away from
the old
as in Pacific
Islander beauty..
of course too.. in
indigenous wild spirit
as such too.. and one
of these women.. doubles
as Pocahontas.. and yes.. the
other.. the.. Egyptian Goddess
Isis.. yes.. the taller one who is
having to crouch down to get noW
to the level of Pocahontas.. in
her high heel shoes.. hmm..
so.. this “SuperWoMeN oF
Fearless LovE” Macro-Verse
IS A MaKinG more
and more
as i FeeL
oN.. iN streAM
of consciousness
creativity in what comes
will may.. neXT.. yeX neXT..
i’Ve talked to the subject oF Z
already and noW we are oN
neXt as WeLL with 5 X’s
to go along with Z..
what else..
they never
age of course
as ‘SuperWoMeN
oF GoD’.. never do..
and i’M pretty sure
that Pocahontas
would be blushing
noW iF sHe kNeW
i AM including her
iN my Goddess Isis
story too.. anyWay.. tHeRe’s
already been a film about the
45 year old woman who never
ages called “The Age of Adaline”..
so at lEast noW Katrina does not
have to feel so alone.. in her
never aging dilemma now..
and yes.. of course..
this is Biloxi Casino
day that we do once
a month with the
Catholic Church
Fil-AM flavored
group except for
some really pale
and red skinned folks
like me who has Sioux
and Cherokee blood too..
so yes.. the pARt American
male Indian revue to come NeXT
for the sixth letter like thaT heRe@6..;)

WeLL.. so one might say..
hoW iN the WORLD.. can
someone who looks like
this with light shaded hair
and not so brown skin
be an American
Indian.. in
pArt Cherokee
and Sioux way..
Well.. in my case..
tHeRe IS A Paternal
Grandfather from Ireland
who WAS an X-Catholic
Priest.. and oh Lord the
7th letter like that comes
NoW.. And.. kinda like Magic..
He married a 17 year old girl
who was Cajun.. Spanish mixed
with French in the Taylor County
Parish that my Grandfather Leo
Priested back then.. it’s kinda good
that the Cajun Girl attracted him in
that way from the Pews.. and the gentleman
my 36 year old Grand Father Leo was did not
consummate the marriage until a year later at
18.. so we are told as that is the year the identical
twins.. my Father and Uncle are born.. with rather
dark hair and olive skin.. and what some folks have
named as the most beautiful Irish Green eYes seen
on a male as such.. a little more on that later on
i promise soon to come.. in inheritance way
as WeLL.. i do promiseX2.. Oh God thEre’s
that letter for the Eight now time.. oh
and my Irish Grand daddy’s daddy
was from the Black Forest
oF Germany.. so perhaps
my Dark Black Haired Daddy
Got his Green eYes from the
Black Forest of
of Ireland
what else.. yes..
on the Maternal
Side along with Cherokee
and Sioux Nation roots..
there is quite a bit of
Old English to go
along with my
Mother’s side
too.. so what
i had to do today..
to be tall.. handsome
and dArk and of course
a little mysterious too..
iS to morph into BAtman2..
liKe A Thief iN thE NiGht..
as that definitely does
a trick on dark true..
hmm.. at least
in T-shirt way..
and when the Waitress..
who serves CocKtails..
asked me if i had
been working out..
i said of course..
looking pretty lean
here for 235 LBs
huh.. and i do nude
art too.. and she kinda
blushed too.. so that
is what cAMe neXt
in Egyptian MIN style2..
as the 9th letter comes neXt
noW for
10 TruE
so wHat neXt
for 11
2.. noW.. cOmes6..;)

i thiNk this is a cool Batman2.. shirt..
so i Am sharing it as profile photo
from the Hard Rock Casino2… noW
And my frigging white shorts are
soaking wet along with
that black shirt as i just
got through Dance Walking
backwards twirling around in
some more deep white sands
in today’s 112F heat indices.. true..
of Biloxi Beach in reverse floating 6 miles..
too.. in the deep sand like a spiraling
Seagull too.. as yes.. i do ballet
twirls in the frigging deep sand
to noW retain.. my somewhat
trim 235 LB form.. and now the
weight must go somewhere2
yes.. straight to my hips and
legs in extremely dense
muscle and bone.. and
ligaments and tendons
too as that is what Epigenetics
in human potential will do and
if you don’t think i am as strong
as a wiry ape.. meet me at the
gym and i will show ya the benefit
of this deep sand reverse Seagull
floating spiraling dance as leg pressing
that close to 1000 LBS.. 33 times noW on
an extremely difficult parallel leg press
machine with arms raised in the air
like a Ballerina does prove.. and
for those who think it
looks strange.. sure it is
as me and God make up
oUR DancE as wE moVe
In Heaven toGeTHer on tHiS
terrestrial plane.. but STiLL like
an overall Force of ET too.. as no
one does it like we do toGetHer
as A SonG foR two and one
sAmE.. lET’s just calL iT 21 for
now to keep the numbers coMinG iN
sTronG noW.. and by A way theRe noW
IS A tremendous amount of meaning Now
in all these words.. hidden and mysterious
that only ‘certain’ folks will grab down the
road after this Macro-Verse bakes online
a little while in what humans name time..
or perHaps i’M juSt saYinG thAt to
cook the mysterious soMe moRe..
HeHE thAt is for God to kNowFeeL
noW and for you to figure ouT WiTH
GoD aLLonE.. so please don’t
‘shoot’ the messenger.. OK..
heHE.. anyway.. one more
profile pic to go.. and i get
to finAlly eat supper as
worKiing for God is not
reAlly a cake walk
but you get to
eat the cake
too.. for thoSe
iN the KNoW and
very SpeCiaL FeeL
of Getting to eat soMe
Cake now2.. aLL A now
NaturAllY aS Such3.. 2..
as i spRead somE moRe
numBers1.. 2.. for 12 and
3 added in those two digits 3..
so noW.. neXt selfie slide please..
for 12 full letters liKe tHAt noW.. a.. 0.. KA..:)

i’M tiRed.. too daM tireD
to even take a batH noW..
i need a dAm back rub
or something like thaT
butt Katrina says i’M 2
dAM sWeaty.. and i say..
oKay.. StiLL.. for yOur eYeS oNly 2..;)


And juSt To thInk..
FeeL.. bY thE noW
thAT morNinG sTar riSes
aGaiN As VenuS AnD SuN
thE sAme.. Now tHe KArmic
bAtman eYe WiLL bE bacK
aGaiN.. likE noW oN moNth 8..
8th of 2016.. oH So FresH AgAiN..
oR Do
tHe maTh
anD arT Too..;)


A group photo around Christmas of last year.. 2015..
as My Santa Claus.. Don’t Stop believing
shirt says in this mostly FiL pArt of
AM group that keeps the glue
of the Casino Church trip toGeThEr..
noW and trUly they have a cohesive
mini culture that is homogenous
and shared no less than my
friEnd Rafiah in her Muslim
culture.. no matter what paRts
of the wHolE religion and so-called
last prophet as such i disagree wiTh
With fAcTs.. the bottom line is they noW
live overall with Love and TogeTheRness
and overlook the poTenTial dArk parts
oF tHeiR religious books and prophet(s)..
just as most of the Christians do noW in
day to day life here.. only
difference is.. one
can criticize all
religion and
get away
with that here..
but n ah.. not over
tHeRe nearly as much
here but they get by.. holding
hands at least with same sex folks..
like even Arabian men do.. to get through
by doing whatever they have to do.. to survive
in everyday existence of human being.. and then
there are the rotten core extremists folks wHo
tend to ruin the entire barrel of Humans
to other humans who haven’t actually
met the Love from someone else’s
culture but Love lives on in
the child’s eYes no matter
what iT taKes to
water that
iN hUman sociAlly
cooperating ToGeTheRness
wHolE noW.. i AM an EXTREME
LIKE THAT.. some folks are extremely shy
and conservative and like to keep their
naked bodies all covered up.. and
yes.. even wife Katrina is very
conservative.. overall too..
she would have made
a great Muslim wife..
as she will play
by every rule
of culture
and religion
too.. as some folks
conform to be comfortable
and others go way out on a limb
and fly hiGher liKe mE iF they CAN..
bottom line is.. some do and some don’t
iT’s the way hUman Nature flies or sits..
and if you thInk you can change iT..
you are likely in for some big..
big disappointments but
to change dArks of
culture and religion
iS possible but trUly
a job oF a real BIBLICAL
anyway.. to see the much bigger picture..
bEYond one’s own shoes and larger foot
print of culture and religion.. is simply to see
and understand and fearlessly LovE morE noW..
butT aGaiN iT’s jUst the bio-diversity of hUman
Nature in bEinG and doinG.. some folks WiLL
take that lifelong effort and others will
literAlly shy away from understanding
different from birth to death.. iT iS
what It Is.. and wE wiLL do
all what wE can toGeTheR
to make all things work out..
as hUmans have already
dONe to tHis point NoW..
a Grand new experiment
iT iS as WhoLE but iT iS
wHaT iT iS bottom liNe NOW..REaL…:)


YeS.. i aM reAlly enJoYinG
more and more.. oF the Free
Assistance thaT technology
provides to aRt oF Y i.. FReED..
seriousLY.. most everYone or at lEast
some folks should be a Mozart or A
Beethoven noW2.. and even Jesus2..
iF they can jUst filter through
the fertile pArts oF aRt
iN liFe and SciEncE
ThAt F iN Works…
Now.. FreeDoM SinGs
a greAteST SonG oF
aLL noW iN hUman way
for those who can sEE and hEar aLL thAt
iS iT with more than eYes and earS.. noW..
anyWay.. aGaiN.. i say.. not everyone has
the computer and or Internet horsepower to
open up my blogs.. but Facebook continues
to provide at LEast anotHeR way to share
for those less fortunate oF uS who haven’t
received the best of both worlds oF Art and Science yET..:)


FAcebook Friend Ashe and previous co-worker from my
working days shares a status that says
and i quote.. noW wiTh heR folLoWinG..

“When you’ve got to work at 0600 in the morning
and your sleep was interrupted so you lie there
staring at the ceiling looking for
hidden meaning in the popcorn.”

i reply in a miXed popcorn
oF art anD
noW iN
Free FloW iN
thE ZonE CreAtiVity..
after ecstatically DanCinG
iN the SuN And SanD oF BiLoxi
Casino BEAcheS yesterDay WitH
very little

A lack of sleep..
Increases the pleasure and
creativity neurochemical.. Dopamine.. So
yes.. You are much more likely to find the purpose
and the meaning of life on this all natural high.. iF yA
can lET the DArk Force of worry and fear and the
associated six letter word Stress go..
And see the diamond souLed
shoes in the Lucy in the
sky of popcorn ceiling floW and
hELL.. You might even wRite 12
million words before you go to work..
iN A zONe of free flow creativity..
AnyWay.. JuSt a thOught..
After getting almost no sleep
last niGht too.. So have a nice
day and drive through.. As i reply
bye and read wtf FTW i jUst sAid
totAlly dRug FReED..;)

PS.. hours on end of
Ecstatic Dance (ED) in free flow
non-worry/fear/stress state.. can
accomplish this related miNd and
boDy soUl BaLaNcinG milestOne
as weLL.. Add in no sleep and wysiwyg
FReED iN what comes neXt..
OBTW.. Every word and
even or odd letter and
number is THE
Popcorn to ME.. he HE..;)


WeLL.. hello tHeRe.. TVC Mario..
i AM back aGaiN for a little fUn
wiTh you.. one thing iS wiTh heRe
noW.. 40 thousand or so paltry
views in a world of 7 billion plus
or so folkS and considering just one
of Katy Perry’s God liGht worker TRUE
iLLUMINATI VIDEOS named Dark Horse
is reaching over 1 Billion views.. you certainly
are a voice crying out from the dArk of REAL
ANTI-ChRiST DiviSioN separating God into two
Gods of evil and Good when there is ONLY ONE
GOD OF UNITY.. mY FriEnd.. hmm.. i mean duh..
ain’t it as plain as A perfect Storm oF
Sun in sky..
we only
one pluS..
you KNoW/feeL..
let’s see.. what else..
i wonder iF Jesus would
come here more than 4 times
to try to help you see a greater
liGht than two Gods of Good and Evil..
One world and One God is enough for
wE true Illuminati soldiers of God mY
FriEnd.. i’Ve invited you over to
my place to see a little
more of tHis liGht..
so considering
how much
you could
use iN seeing the
for anyone with frigging common sense
that isn’t imagining dArk meaning when
all there is is liGht in Katy Perry’s new video
Rise for yoU of little faith my Friend who cannot
apparently see the liGht iF iT flew here in A cuckoo’s nest
and rested for a moment to see WTF you are on about noW…
anyWay.. i find
you quite
in a trUly
dArk way..
hope you get
to see some REAL
LiGHT SOON.. AND i’LL even GiVe
yOu a FucKinG iF yoU seeK in GoD
liNk this go around to hELp yA ouT..
you KNow the lost sheep parable
and aLL of ThAT heHe.. and
the thief in the night
dressed like
see ya
later baby..
got work to do..
for God.. have a nice day..
i Will in the only heaven that
ever exists now.. per Luke 17:21..
fulfilling the prophecy in Saint John
that folks will do greater works than
Jesus now.. as i continue on the longest
individual bible effort ever approaching
42 months now of witnessing for God
at the Beginning of September 2016..
since Beginning of March 2013.. oh
those threes do continue
to RinG as 4 MilLioN
words to witness
for God
in longest
long form
poem ever
by a human
iN continUinG
to SinG a SonG
of mE and GoD toGetHeR..
so.. coMe on over to the liGht
ForCe noW my Friend.. tHeRe iS
now.. no hate and discontent over
heRe ever.. just a FucKinG laugh WitH
God noW FTW.. over the ignorance of Humans
that continues to ring out iN REAL DARK HORSE WAY..
while folks like me and Katy continue to sMiLe a grin
wiTh God BeYond the Rihanna SonG oF EnLiGhTENinG
Now iN BeYonce InFiniTy NoW is what
i came
herE for
2.. mY FriEnd.. noW
Wide a FucKinG aWake..
iN liGht oF GoD FReED.. Now..
oh yeah.. and tHere iS that pArt of
the Nicene creed that all Catholics
in the U.S. oF A.. SinG every Sunday
morning that i too WiLL parTake oF iN
Catholic Church toDay that says.. ‘he’ WiLL come
aGaiN in glory to judge the living and the dead
and his kingdom will have no end.. online.. oh
by the way
i added
in that
last by
line.. aGaiN..
you KNow thaT
Saint John saYinG
thaT Says otHeRs WiLL
come in glory with greater works of
more verses to add to the UniVerse noW
as mY Friend Robin Williams once sAiD too..
iN my opinion.. at least one Jesus2.. WiLL come
iN total naked glory online for a long now my friEnd..
and i for one am planning.. hoping.. with total FAITH
have a nicene
day baby.. Heaven
is alWays LUKE HOT..
HATE AND FucKinG DiVisiVE DiScontent..
But sUre.. a God laugh/wiNk iS FucKinG FuN..;)

Oh yeah.. and baby.. like Katy Perry’s ET SinGs.. every
move is magic.. and like Rihanna lightning when i
DancE too.. 1000 girls documented
online cannot be wrong on
that either
a Grin as
WidE as InFiNity..
WitH mE wider 2.. HE HEx2..
WiTh BRiGht eYes too..
kinda like turning
yoUr heARt
iS whaT i hoPe
for You too my fRiEnd,,
as the dArk iS onLy cOld
and never even LuKE wArm
i’M sweaTinG God bullETs hEre
mY friend.. and i AM too FuCkInG
HiGh WiTH GoD for anyOne on Earth to
understand whaT wE
are aLL on
ET.. HE.. heX3..
anYway i do not FeeL
God wHole iS too happy
about how you are scouRaGinG
Katy Perry.. HeAr the Karmic eYe
sincerely suggests you noW change
your actions as God’s Consequences
are alWays real noW iN liGht or dArK
too mY
and yoU
can MaRk
God’s trUe and
liGht organic words for thAT
forevermorenow my FriEnd
as tHeRe is no time in Heaven
but all tHeRe iS iS time in Hell..
wiTh a bLacK WiNK or poTenTial sMiLes..;)


John 14:12 KJV..

“Verily, verily, I say unto you,
He that believeth on me, the
works that I do shall he do also;
and greater works than these shall
he do; because I go unto my Father.”

Luke 17:21 KJV..

“Neither shall they say,
Lo here! or, lo there! for,
behold, the kingdom of
God is

Interesting.. as if you talk to
fundamentalist Christians about
these two versions and such you
will do as they say to do greater works
than Jesus and the Kingdom of God is
Within you.. now.. and there is no need
to wait until after death for Heaven now..
yes.. the real deal.. tHeir face usually
contorts into WhaT the FucK..
as they say no way..
Heaven is only after
death.. this place sucks..
Hillary is gonna bring
in all the Muslims
and the end
of the
is surely
coming.. and
it’s always about
Jesus and never the
kingdom of GOD iN ME uS..
DUH.. DUH.. DUH.. every Yogi kNows and
FeeLs this.. including the Yogi-like Dude
Jesus too.. or whoever reported these
words as they stand true through
many religions in human
recorded history.. noW2..
AnyWay.. when i asked
a dude at a Pastor’s Family
farm today if he had ever
heard of this Kingdom
of God within or
doing greater
works than
Jesus he said..
oh.. you mean that
New age stuff.. those folks
who wanna bring a New World
Order of Peace that is gonna bring
the end of the world ’cause that is
the way they interpret a dream a dude
had 2000 or so years ago.. that Catholics
do not interpret this way at all.. in fAct.. they
see it as part of the era it was wrote in
common sense historical context of
course.. with Nero the obvious
Anti-Christ then who was
persecuting the
Old Timey
way back then..
so John had a
somewhat interesting
abstract dream associated
with that 2K or so years ago..
and someone wrote it down.. although
the Gospel of John.. is not even considered
by scholars.. even as written by this actual
so-called historical apostle of the
reported dude named Jesus now..
Anyway.. the Good News as
now verified across the board
in many other religions and
culture of course is progressive
humans per the metaphor and
myth of the prometheus style
Lucifer per metaphor of this
2 year old Macro-Verse
from 2014.. in association
with the movie Lucy about
A same basic hUman then now..
as archetype of continuing advancement
in moving further and further out of caves..
flat earth.. and the Earth as the Center
of the entire sHeBang as such as
that 2.. has already come true..
as we have set outside our
diapers and pacifiers of
the past and
advanced the
species in bRinGinG
great human comforts.. albeit
destroying many earth species…
by taking more than we give..
so yes.. human potential in
tools.. technology.. written
languages.. and culture/religion..
in general.. noW.. can be a double
edged sword oF liGht
and dARk and aLL
the ‘tween.. but when
Information is no longer censored..
when human beings are no longer fed
illusory fears of a never ending hell after
death and heaven there too.. instead of
within.. as even science shows can and
will somenows come trUe for hUman
BeinGs STiLL noW.. in thiS liFE
Now.. as far as misery and
suffering vs.. human bliss..
both empirically measurable
now as real hell and heaven
here sTiLL brAnd New NoW..
for many who arrive tHeRe
alive and yes.. somenows
dead in heARt.. SpiRiT
and miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
souL.. noW.. oh.. so sad.. and BeYond
saD in potential piece of paper existence2…
Anyway.. if one is gonna have slaves they must
provide these illusory fears and promises to
control those slaves.. into bowing to less
than God aLL noW as Nature saMe..
and sure.. throughout history..
this has been the reaLiTy
of the White Christian man
moreover in Patriarchal
dominating way.. from
not allowing women to vote
or speak in Church.. to the
Ku Klux Klan members who
considered themselves Christians
and used the bible to justify having slaves..
raping slave women.. and beating slaves
from lightly to severely to burning them
on a God Dam Cross alive to dead..
hangings etc.. no.. HELL NOW AND
HELL YES.. those Christians from
then have as much devil blood
on thEir Hands in real life
as any Now.. God Dam ISIL
terrorist group does noW2..
Only difference now..
is the law does
not look
the other
GoD DaM way..
and it protects a
woman’s basic right
to vote as well.. yes..we’Ve
come a long way baby.. as the
Christian Religion for many years
was just another God daM terrorist
organization in domesticated fearful
ways of hurting and killing innocent people..
as soon as they quit lying to the congregations
by not emphasizing that we can always do more
than before.. and the Kingdom of God in both
heaven.. hell.. and all the ‘tween ways of
purgatory too.. live within.. with A
WAYS OF life for we hUman BEinGs now..
perhaps.. then.. we can get some World
Peace too.. but for now we hope..
with faith and belief that we can..
we will.. we jUST dO.. and thaT
iS what sets uS apArt from
folks who keep a
proverbial thumb
uP tHere butt and
keep sitting in a cave
of one place from old.. before..
instead of innovations iN Anew joyful NoW..
Anyway.. for sure.. i for one.. continue to
move.. connect.. and create more and
the results do prove what i say.. thAT
thiS human potential and heaven now
is empirically evidenced as trUth
and liGht iN aT lEast mY
way of blog

Hmm.. WeLL.. this quoted
memory in Micro-Verse
fashion from a Year ago..
to date.. certainly reflects
what i AM spEaKinG to.. too.. today2..:)

“Funny.. some folks wonder what a man who lives two thousand years ago.. will JUST DO.. IF alive today.. funny.. considering scholars suggest we only have 18% of his original words then… but you Know AND FEEL what.. i wonder and JUST DO.. WHAT WILL GOD REaLLY DO IF MANIFEST IN FLESH AND BLOOD HUMAN.. WELL.. obviously as manifest as CAT GOD will roll around in the midday SUN in SAND just to be content alive.. feeling and sensing SAND and SUN together as ONE FORCE of CAT.. THE SAME APPLIES TO the cat who hugs the midnight grass JUST to be content as Leaves of Grass and Moon as one force of CAT.. until the hunt to live starts all over again.. for subsistence and in general SURVIVAL..

So what will a human maNiFestaTion of GOD
fullER do to experience ALL the GIFT of LIFE
THAT IS maNiFest togeTheR

Well.. i suggest that THiS reflecTion of GOD
will be best expressed AS musicians..
dancers.. painters..
singers.. IN



Facebook Algorithm slide show videos
continue to automaticAlly roll iN..
on thiS reALLy trUly KooL
neW Facebook..
Function.. giVinG
and shaRinG arT
iN A greAT
frEE for aLL
FReED.. he HE..
aT lEast for mE..:)

And.. the second variation of Sunday Farm
way fun.. comes all free too..
but i WiLL liMiT these videos
to mY draWinG board..
iN dRAft.. oF PaleTTe
And CanVas BoARd
oF pAinT FReED2..
in the comments section
oF Word Press oN CoUrSE2..:)

iN close to juSt another Marathon oF DancE WalKinG..
this weekend.. Katrina is so sick anD tiRed of mE
bEinG SoaKinG wET wiTh sweaT..
thAt she puts me
in the TargET..
Dry cycle..
oNe moRe
noW.. to see..
iF she can clean
mY sweATy aCT uP2.. heHE..;)

And yes.. as i’Ve stated bEfore..
wherever i go.. tHere is a Shoe
Carnival come to town.. store..
beach.. gym.. etc.. ETc.. et al2..
and i try to stay as flexible as i can
and if you look close here you WiLL
sEE a Cat who helped stARt a very
colorful uniVerse by adding soME
gAs as fuEl
to the whOle
dAM sHeBanG as iS2..;)


SMiles.. penniewoodfall.. ‘Awakening The Spine’…by Vanda Scaravelli.. thanks..
i’LL read the book for free at Barnes and Nobles iF it is available while i ‘dance’ just like this below that i will embed and separate as link.. like i did the last Youtube
video i shared with you.. it’s a very a short example of what i do 166.66 miles a month on average since the end of August 2013.. coming to 6000 miles of effortless wind and water movement in early September of this year..
and yes i literally move like this when i read at Barnes and
Nobles.. listening to my favorite music at
the same NOW.. reading on average
10 to 15 times faster than
the average human
as my mind
and body
a finely
sports car noW
that is human
running on all
potential cylinders
more simply in balance.. my FriEnd..:)

all in the day of A life..
or die.. much sooner..
Lesson of Nature and
God same my friend for
all the animals who have
physical intelligence for basic
survival in the animal kingdom..
to simply conserve energy to MOVE/LIVE…
i do the same ‘dance’ above in deep white
sands of the beach as i did the other day
for 6 miles in 112F degrees heat indices
with athletic shoes on clothed
in my year around attire now
as i never get TOO cold or hot..
as i have simply adapt in challenge
with Nature God as sAMe.. in balance
wHere now not unlike the planets and
Sun around each other and galaxies
around black hole suns i am a friend of
God and gravity same.. WE move noW for
existence all the same in balance.. while.. MRI’S
AND CAT SCANS say i have Severe Degenerative
Arthritis in my spine.. and spinal stenosis.. i do not
know how to either move or dance.. but i do FeeL/
SensE how to move in bliss.. simply as BaLanCinG
my friend.. one foot in deep white sand with the
other and one floats at 235LBS
no different
on water..
except it is more
impressive.. as it looks/moves
like a planet/star more than a dork
moving one way as a domesticated
Robot… Nature and God sAMe is ‘ashamed’
of we human beings.. as we are one of few
that is too ‘retarded’ to even FucKinG exist
pain free and in the Heaven
of effortlessly moving
in balance
my friend..
where mind and
body and Nature/God are
all one Force MovinG
NOW as alWays
Existential intelligence
is in the forgetting of the illusion
of words as Gods and cars as lovers
and homes as God same.. or even clothes
that separate us from the oxytocin receptors
for Mother Earth on our feet.. and the Serotonin
Generated along with Dopamine and endorphins
when all our skin from head to toe feels the Sun
and we in turn become
a Sun.. a planet.. a Star
and a Galaxy and mini me’s
Radiating emotional/sensory FoRcE..
oF God and UniVerse wHole
and more.. sAMe.. by
one more
time that
is alwayS
now mY FriEnd..
generating our own
Sun as stars of energy..
better taught by watching
and doing what comes as Nature/GOD
now by doing it oneself with all innate
instinct and intuition.. and i don’t have
to sell a book.. as everywHeRe i go folks
video tape me and share me on Facebook FREE..
around the world.. i am known/FELT/said as a dance
legend.. an icon of dance.. the list goeS oN..
per spirit animal and the man who moves
like water… but i am simply a Lion on the
Savannah conserving
to live
on noW
in what all
Animals do AS
A NOW super epic
life of MoVinG liFe..
and art sAMe iN/aS noW..
FeeLinG/seNsinG liFe
more and
in bliss of
Balance noW..
FucKinG trUly SANE..
WiNks.. my FriEnd.. i Am
alWays extremely busy2
but all oF iT feels
a feather..
as all oF iT
simply comes
as Natural as the
UniVerse wHole GoD and
moRe MoVinG all oNe iN BaLanCinG…
Some folks wait for Godot.. noW..
i for one move
as Godot aLLnow
and alWayS noW
live in Heaven Now..
somEhow the wHole
God DaM SheBang
Godot mixed
as A
silly little
Books.. they
make me giggle as i google..
in the aisles of Super
they frown
as long as hell
exists as they have
simply forgotten how NoW..
to move as heaven.. my friEnd..
FucK NOT..
iF u SeeK to
Move like this2..
in yoUr own Artful
way of course as yoU
and NatUre/God create
the moves aS now goeS on.2..1.:)


OKay.. so-called Vigilant Christian Mario..
the cool thing about Freedom of Expression
is we all get to express our views over here
in the free world.. so we can either scare folks
with dark imagination and creativity thoughts
and other symbols.. or
we can do our best
to move towards
the liGht and do
some reAlly great
stuff and more than
Jesus of course in heaven
now.. in case somehow you
missed these two verses that
even do still exist in the KJV Bible..

John 14:12 KJV..

“Verily, verily, I say unto you,
He that believeth on me, the
works that I do shall he do also;
and greater works than these shall
he do; because I go unto my Father.”

Luke 17:21 KJV..

“Neither shall they say,
Lo here! or, lo there! for,
behold, the kingdom of
God is

Isn’t iT plain to see that
even the so-called Jesus
dude who has been scribed
thousands of times by different
scribes where scholars at REAL Divinity
schools suggest there are 3 to 4 hundred
thousand minor to major mistakes in the
current revision of the bible that was once
oral tradition in the Aramaic Language
among illiterate folks for around
4 decades or so until the
really smart Greek folks
decided to write the parts
they liked from numerous
sects of oral tradition
of Christianity who
all thought they
knew the
real Yeshua..
some suggesting
there is one God..
others suggesting
twelve Gods.. so
what this bOils
down to
my Friend
is that the
Greeks created what
is left of the real dude
Jesus’ Aramaic words
as translated into Greek
and eventually put into
English print in around
the 15 to 16th Century or so
as the changes and revisions continued
to come as scholars suggest that only a couple
of books from Paul are even potentially by a real
author and not a forgery that use another word
to mean the same thing.. Bottom line here when
you say the original Jesus was not white.. well no
cRap but the original Jesus did not speak all the
words of the New Testament as every
potential pastor or priest knows who
has gone to any reputable
school to get
their Divinity
Degree.. but of course
they do not share that with the
congregation as they are all waiting
for a Godot after life.. than heaven
SAME ALLONE AGAIN.. and ha!.. yes.. of course
self-fulfilling prophecies come true.. so let
it be written and visualized as imagination
and dreams come to fruition so
let it be done.. so
Leonardo draws
a helicopter
and eventually
one comes to be
real like a dragon fly
on wheels.. and sure..
Jesus the ascended master
as metaphor continues to come
in many human forms.. as the idea
has been put out there to prepare ye a
way.. for someone to do much greater stuff
than Jesus really did of course.. as there is absolutely
no more physical evidence that Jesus did any supernatural
stuff anymore than there is that Muhammad actually literally
spoke to an Angel in a Cave.. we weren’t born yesterday.. 2K
to 3K years ago.. or were we my Friend.. we are born in the modern
age.. we got a brain.. and we can lEarn and groW anD yES Ascend/RISE
to the real magic of Nature and God the sAme.. in bliss
and nirvana of heaven now.. in LIGht.. iN liGht my
friend.. or we can stay back tHeRe in the
cave in the dark of fear..
doubt.. and all stuff related
to hate.. while you continue
to play your dark games here
in attempts to bRinG folks down
who have ascended so much higher
than you will ever KNow/FeeL/SenSe..
until you get rid of all this personal
hate and discontent in fear of dArk
and liGht as Cynicism too.. and as we kNow
the Catholic church regularly recruits homosexuals
as just do the FucKinG math on the folks who care
not to get married and have sex with women.. it
kinda pans out to what it is that way.. as it is
something to do to make a living when
ya can’t come out of the closet
in the old days.. so is it no
surprise that
the Catholic
higher ups..
pretty little
fair haired young
men.. with beards on
a female looking androgynous
face to represent Jesus as their
true love.. of course.. not dude.. it is
human nature.. they were just painting
what they liked to see.. and yeah.. i used
to be Androgynous looking like that bearded
female man.. but i was just a slow maturer..
and didn’t pick up my Lion paws until my mid
50’s as i had lot to lEarn/FeeL/SenSe to become
simply another ascended master
too.. but ha! every FucKinG
wild animal who
hasn’t been
into a human
hell is already
ascended my friend
as all that means is being
is BeinG iN balance with Nature
and God sAMe without all these
FucKinG idols of written words to
bring creature comforts as collective
intelligence and culture whole.. but the sad
Karmic part of that is.. while we are eating away
other earth species we have forgotten how to move
as God and Nature sAMe as a BaLaNCinG FoRcE of
Energy in EmoTioNs and SeNses Human as mini
mes of God.. no different than the LiON
on the Savannah who is a natural
Tai Chi ascended Master
as simply gifted
by God and
same.. my
friEnd.. all innately..
instinctually and intuitively
set free as ascended masters
will do all WiLd/FReED.. words will rarely
take you to be as one with God my friend
but moving as God can and wiLL do the trick of TREAT..
Have a nice… day iN priSoN or Free WiTh God and Nature
sAMe.. a TrUth and liGht iSrEAL thAt requires no words @ALL..:)


11 noW..
10 Now for
10 Fingers2
and yes..
10 toes2…
11.. as culture
extends form NOW
Two ones.. now..
Two hemispheres
of BRain
left and
right now
11 NoW..
H wHole
aS Human BeinG
noW.. anD 1 noW
and 1 make two hemispheres
oF Earth as above so
below latitudes and
longitudes wide..
as two
inside and
outside of
Earth bEcome
all around..
1 and 1
for 11
whole when
aLL Human
bEinGs HolD
HanDs a
wHole ONE noW oNlinE..:)


iT’s juSt aS
Easy aS aLL thAt iS/God
BLendinG iN WitH NatuRe…
Funny hoW thaT coMes WitH
11 And H







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21 Responses to SuPeR WoMeN oF GoDoH

  1. StArting off this 693rd Macro-verse of Longest
    Long Form Poem ever sTiLL approaching
    4 Million words perhaps sometime
    later this year.. and currently
    pacing somewhere around 1.5
    million words a year.. around
    30K words every week and
    yes.. recently..
    42K.. in one
    week of Novel
    size.. yes.. i like
    Numbers and statistics..
    just for fun… in metrics
    of/for wHere i’Ve been and
    what milestones have come
    and do continue to go in juSt
    doing iT way.. and at 5743 miles
    currently measured in all Nike GPS
    Watch Dance antics noW iN ballet and
    martial-arts like Free FloW iN ZonE waY
    of Free Verse Dance.. i am running a little
    behind in doing the usual 166.66 miles a month
    if i would have finished 6,000 miles by the beginning
    of September.. but i suppose the words have come on noW
    a little stronger.. and i do not wear that watch everywhere i
    go in dancing way.. as some places like Seville Quarter and
    the Military Gym do not have any access to GPS tracking in
    meaSuRinG way.. and of course in some buildings the tracking
    device is much more accurate than others.. so sure it is a best
    case estimate.. but it is pretty safe to say i go about 4 miles an
    hour on average.. every which way and very loose and
    the average go time also.. according to the Nike
    watch keeper is 2 hours or so..
    sometimes less.. and sometimes
    23 miles in one day of 8 hours
    or so.. as i have specifically
    documented in a past
    Mall dance as well..
    in Nike GPS Sports watch
    way.. anYway.. i will not be celebrating
    my millennial land mark of dance like i did
    last August for 4K miles this August.. as it
    appears it will come well into September
    for 6K miles tHere as i have been going
    around 2k miles average a year..
    with 2014.. as the most
    productive one..
    as in 2015..
    i was prompting
    myself with poetry on
    Both the Wrong Planet and
    the dVerse site every dam day..
    with a blog post nearly every daM
    day too.. two a week at 13 to 17K or
    so as average length is comfortable
    enough for me.. with dance to balance
    all that sitting out.. yes.. off this God Dam
    27 inch i Mac all in one screen.. anyway with
    closing in on 12 Million words total of writing
    since Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. closing
    in on 4 Million words since my Ocean
    Poem whole Word Press Blog
    stArted.. in my 36th month
    noW and the 42nd month i Am
    iN Since March of 2013.. wHeRe
    the first poetic spark camE around
    the first of March iN 2013.. or so.. along
    with this.. my 122nd Dance Week at old Seville
    Quarter and around 100K or so photos used in
    conjunction as visual poetry in my blogs and on
    FlicKR too.. thaT first year before i made my
    Ocean Poem FlicKR three.. hehe.. with all
    the nude free verse art in New age
    Renaissance as an Egyptian Min style
    kiNda Baroque aLL A toGeTher as strike A
    post stuFF2.. as yes.. thiS is a little too
    much for most folks noW most all the
    time now.. the greaTest pArt oF aLL
    oF All of THiS iS iT has been a
    Super Epic Blast and i haven’t
    been pAid a God dAM penny oR
    green bLack dollar BiLL for any oF
    what i’Ve done in literAlly sweat.. tears
    and blood.. as sure.. when i first started dancing
    the feet kicked on the ‘other’ leg.. and there were some
    falls.. Before i got rid of my colt legs then.. but i keep on juST
    DoinG iT and tallyiNg uP what i do for the documenting record.. noW
    aS hell.. i am likely the only one anYwHere who could keep uP wiTh
    wHat i do.. even if someone else tried tHeiR very hardest to
    do tHat inStead of ME.. so yes.. a mostly individual
    effort hEar.. wiTH truly a lot of help more than
    a little from all the ‘friends’ i for one see
    NoW in everyone per se.. but these close
    to 69 months of doing all of this
    now.. sure GoD daM beats the
    33 months before that when
    i couldn’t do a dam thing
    and was a shut-in not
    only in my bed-room but
    in my head back then without
    effective use of my body..including
    eyes and ears.. without great pain..
    almost intolerable.. so lost.. so lost
    in space.. like an ET who didn’t live here
    anymore.. anYway.. 3 years of recovery i’M
    sTiLL celebrating here and maKinG it a full month
    celebration as i do count mY blesSinGs iN GraTiTude
    way all around all the ways that does come now..
    as all tHeRe is is noW for mE.. and the
    more holy and sacred i maKe iT alL anD
    tHe more i bEcoMe mindfully
    aware of the moment
    oF noW.. in MoVinG..
    ConNecTinG and CreATinG..
    the more Heaven is ReAL noW.. and
    the more i have to offer other folks in poTenTial
    hELp way too.. so.. anyWay as A measuring.. giVinG.. and shaRinG stick
    has been taken out.. i put iT bacK iN and let’s see what comEs NeXT..
    as this takes actually thInKinG in mechanical cognition ways..
    and what i like best IS A Free fLow iN ZonE arT liFe.. noW..
    oh yeah.. and at minimum wage.. months ago.. i already
    calculated that if i got paid minimum wage and
    just the costs of what i have put into this..
    for this 69 months now.. and less
    months then.. iT would still be
    approaching 200K dollars
    now.. and Jesus F. iN Christ..
    iF i had juSt a Penny for every
    word i wrote.. that too.. would be
    approaching 120K dollars too now.
    but leT mE tale yA.. tHeRe is no price
    to put on the tag of FeeLinG and SeNSinG
    HeaveN noW.. and all oF tHis iS equAlly
    paRt of Heaven NOW too.. as i continue
    to effortlessly floW iN ZonE foR NoW so-FReED..:)

  2. WeLL.. sUre as i stARt off the second
    Micro-Verse of 693rd Macro-Verse Here
    of Longest Long Form Poem aS SonG oF
    mY soUL noW.. i guess i could have just sAid..
    i AM A iSreaL Forest Gump.. And Jonathan
    Livingston Epic Seagull noW.. aNd suRe..
    kinda liKe some other folkS in.. eTc.. eT aL..
    history and movie
    books..eTc.. too..
    but it does geT
    a little lonELy soMe
    nowS in thEse hiGh HeAven
    cLouds.. so i SinG a SonG
    to MySelf thAT juST sayS i AM
    noW WiTh
    WiNks.. as
    thAT iS whAT
    A sMiLe anD A
    Giggle.. anD A
    heARty beLLy lAugh
    caN sound liKe too.. juSt
    iN organic word pLay waY of ceLebRaTinG
    liFe aLL WiTh zer0 stUFF to hidE noW2..
    Hmm.. yes.. ‘i’M F*KinG A OK’.. noW
    And tHeRe’s A title
    aLready of number 693..
    inspired by Styx now 2..
    numbers and other stuff
    2 too.. and yes i am most
    deFiniteLY FucKinG GaY
    Happy noW too.. butt.. let’s juSt
    say i aM all Happy aBoUt Women
    aLL F*KinG A oKay too.. noW fuLLy aS Such2..;)


    Hello.. mY FriEnd gigoid..
    nice to see you back.. and
    offering your back to save a little
    puppy dog is certainly reflective now
    of a nurturer and a i care giver FOR
    liFe.. very commendable.. i must say sir..
    yeah.. by the way in real life i call most everyone
    sir/ma’m.. it’s that Clark Kent thingy i can’t seem to get rid
    of from
    birth either..
    hehe.. before
    the Good Cop
    Mr. Hyde comes
    and goes.. anyWay..
    i can certainly relate to
    Emily.. perhaps more than
    most as in her poem here i read..
    that i quote hEar too as WeLL.. iN dArk…

    “Hope is the thing with feathers
    That perches in the soul
    And sings the tune without the words
    And never stops at all.

    And sweetest in the gale is heard;
    And sore must be the storm
    That could abash the little bird
    That kept so many warm.

    I’ve heard it in the chillest land
    And on the strangest sea,
    Yet never in extremity
    It asked a crumb of me.

    ~~ Emily Dickenson ~~”

    i read this as a sour-sweet despair
    of the one who has felt this sweet bird
    of hope.. but who has lost all memory of
    the feeling of that.. and perhaps the emotions
    of faith and belief too.. as yes.. they can be emotions
    for most folks.. when pro-social emoTioNs live from birth
    with the MotHer’s Hand or other close to breast caregiver
    that gives that Loving oxytocin nurturing care from birth..
    particularly iN years 0 to 3.. EmoTioNs heal.. tHere
    is no doubt about ThAt.. the NoW happy
    neuro-chemicals and neuro-hormones
    bathe the cells from head to toe
    in peptide way.. and when
    this bird of hope.. faith
    and or belief and all
    the other nuanced
    Pro-social Gay happy
    EmoTioNs do not live in
    our cells from toe to headway..
    life can certainly be a colD and Trump
    place.. i seriously doubt that Trump
    would even notice a puppy
    on the side of the ‘wrong’..
    but that is what Trumps
    do.. and even make
    puppies more
    humans too..
    perhaps.. i shouldn’t
    pick on Trump(s) but ‘he’ FucKs
    WitH mY FriEnds and that makes
    the Good Cop Mr. Hyde come out.. heHe..
    as sure.. i am as gay happy as they come.. NOW..
    but ‘they’ wouldn’t wanna sees my Hyde come OUT..
    anyWay.. the poem reminds me of the old dead zone
    days where i couldn’t feel a God dam thing but pain..
    as yes.. that never ending dentist drill in my
    right eye and ear with no God Dam Pain
    Killer that would work from wake to
    sleep for 66 months named
    type two-Trigmeinal neuralgia
    that a Google search in .83 seconds
    picks up 16,500 matches with my
    user name and thAT.. as yeah..
    i think i’Ve reported that
    pain a noW anD oR
    16,459 other
    instances too..
    but the truth is when
    i was enduring it for the
    first 6 million or so words
    i wrote online.. i only mentioned
    it a handfulXnow.. as the reality was
    too much to even FucKinG talk about..
    like being in hell and writing a story about
    iT.. ain’t what someone does when they are living
    tHeRe for 33 or so months straight before words become
    the first opportunity to escape it all.. like a drop of Lazarus
    water in hell for sure.. as empty shells that flutter in a dark
    oiled bird of pit.. of words.. anyWayX2.. i was riding a bike around the
    block.. in the deadzone as something i could do.. without passing OUT
    on foot.. as standing up the blood could hardly
    get to my head back then.. particularly
    in warm Temperatures in Florida then
    too.. and the lady around the block
    stopped me and said i don’t know
    what my Mother in-law
    would do without hope..
    in her Mother-in-law’s
    ’bout of illness then..
    and i just sat there thinking
    i haven’t heard the word hope in so long..
    that it was kinda surprising to even now
    here someone say it all.. but quite honestly
    then.. i had no FucKinG idea what the
    feeling of hope was.. if i had ever felt
    a smile.. a laugh or what FucKinG
    FeeLinGs even were aT aLL back then..
    the pain i experienced watching someone
    else smile was the pain of the bird of hope
    that never touched me in anyway then..
    i know then and feelless of what this
    place of HeLL was then..
    iT IS A place
    a drop
    of water
    or crumb
    of Food is
    nothing at all
    as all ya wanna do
    is feel just a God dam
    second one more time now
    before you die.. and i suppose
    that is part of why i didn’t kill myself
    as all i wanted to do was FeeL a FucKinG
    I SAY sMiLes at the beGinGinG oF every GOD DAM
    LINE.. i FuCkinG mean iT as i’ve been to a place wHere
    smiles never existed..
    not even
    in NOW
    a memory
    then.. now
    as they
    say for Horatio
    there are places in this
    life that some folks have
    never been.. there iS and to
    live in this place of living
    death is hell
    is hell
    is the
    so IN OTHER words my
    FriEnd.. i can certainly feel your
    pain.. and i am certainly glad i can..
    but the most important pArt of LIFe
    tHere is that i can care now.. a liFe
    IS A
    Trump Place
    oF HeLL.. i know
    Trump lives in HeLL
    ’cause i have seen that
    place but in his case i don’t
    think or feel he’s ever been alive..
    so yeah.. i have sympathy for the
    Devil as God blessed me with the
    experience of living in REAL DEVIL’S SHOES.. then..

    SMiLeS noW..

  4. WeLL.. the Haibun.. Haiku dVerse theme
    of the day is Romance.. and of course as
    i enter this Romance Domain.. it will be all
    go for broke and love.. as i do my own style
    of Fredbun and Fredku.. after getting back now
    from the Military Gym engaged in very serious Fredfu..
    and you kNowFeeL human nature is kinda strange.. the way
    a male warrior sees and feels the world much different than
    a damsel in distress.. funny how the heat of the moment can be
    Romance and dominance too.. as another part of the Nature game
    of primate too.. submission shy.. and dominate extrovert.. can be the
    name of a Romance game with mix of EmoTioNs and SeNses too..
    sure that all togeTheR makes the passion of reproduction
    come in all the ways it does.. along with nurturing
    family members in what comes next
    after that.. now..
    and it’s interesting
    the way that works in
    a balance of lust and love..
    as passion can build in the largest
    sexual organ there is that of course
    is the human brain that directs the much
    smaller organs in breeze of getting the
    lust and love job done of continuing
    the species as such.. anyway
    this struggle to survive in all
    the passion of a balance
    of lust and love
    that is
    powerful in a species
    that can mate 365 days
    a year.. given the potential
    ‘messiness’ of doing that every
    day of the month.. but sTiLL.. Libido
    IS A powerful Force.. where what normally
    would disgust as even science shows melts
    away.. like a multi-colored M & M that melts
    in a mouth and not in hands.. okay.. remembering
    entendre and innuendo of wit.. can keep thaT job donE
    to eXplore hUman romance from the coiN of tale to head..
    you see.. and potentiAlly FeeL.. i eXplore iT aLL iN PoEtry..
    imAginAtion.. and creatiVity.. even in the flesh of ART2..
    but i am as self-controlled as A FucKinG Jesus2..
    outside this Internet art stuff as discipline of
    Monastery can and does come..
    i don’t drink.. i don’t smoke..
    i don’t do drugs… and i
    don’t FucKinG ever
    cheat on my wife
    and she knows every
    single way i do art in all the
    ways that comes.. she knows i Love
    everyone including all of Nature in a white
    Love way and I have intense affection for all of that
    aS ReaLiTy too.. the thing is she spent THAT hell with me
    in a basket case way back when for 66 whole months then
    of death.. in life.. i came out a different person.. the wildest
    and lovingNesT man you miGht have Ever dONe sEEn or fELt..
    and if you are loved by me NoW you may never ever be loved like
    thaT bY anyone else but A REAL FUCKING DEVIL WHO ESCAPED HELL..
    HONOR.. but i wouldn’t hurt a fly.. or flower.. or a butterfly down below..
    i will just love eyes and lips.. and hips the same.. from a distance
    from a Love that never
    will end..
    and when the
    night comes and
    and i lay my head down
    to sleep i will snuggle with
    my wife.. and do the next
    day the same way
    of unconditional
    fearless love
    where i cherish
    all beauty in an
    innocent lust and
    love for iT all from below
    to above.. inside.. outside
    and all around Nature and
    all of what i Love wriTe noW..:)

    And BeFore i move on in play..
    to the dVerse Romance thingy..
    as i AM juSt about to Run out of
    gas unless the Romance poems get
    me going over there.. every Romance
    Novel.. or short story.. or macro-verse..
    or micro-verse of poeTry noW too..
    needs a little mystery.. a little
    intrigue and a little
    eYe to
    go along
    WitH aLL oF
    thaT isReAL noW2..:)

    yeah.. i danced to this song at the gym tonight like magic..
    oh.. so free.. in front of a few women with Yoga pants..
    oH.. i never glanced at any of them.. but
    i could FeeL
    funny how
    yA can feel things
    even if you go into
    A environment literAlly
    FuckInG blind like me at the gym..
    with no shades of eYes or even grey..
    but yeah..
    i FucKinG
    earn every move
    with the greaTest
    of care
    trust me i could
    write a Romance Novel
    like you never felt before
    as the thing that every
    woman remembered
    about me
    was just
    the touch
    of my finger tips..
    to a cheek to a brow..
    to eYes yes that see a
    feeling soul below..
    i could go
    on and
    on and
    on and on..
    but i have poEtry
    to visit in a delicate way..
    with Force of EmotiOns on Fire..;)

    From aCross the alley..
    the BowLinG one.. in ’89..
    19.. me 29.. Pacific Islander
    Ocean brown eYes thaT cOUld
    bE feLt deeper than
    water blues..
    snow white
    Goddess Isis
    in tan style sKin
    who still never
    ages in an age of
    Adaline thaT is Katrina
    at 46.. funny how folks don’t
    believe.. it.. but now that’s
    how goddess life goeS oN..
    never bOught
    never sOld
    never wOrkEd..
    onLY maGiC oF
    fearless love…

    SinGs a SonG
    oF ALWays
    reNewal iN
    jewEL oF LoVe liGht.. noW
    IS A warLock hAir oF BeWitched..:)

    DanCinG liGht of Love
    eYes meet.. soul to me..
    Isle out of cave..
    soUl oF bLackest
    bottom wHOle
    a tropical
    Island of LoVe
    iN mY Backyard
    desert garden eve

    yoU.. thiNk..
    it’s a fairy tale…
    ye.. wiTh
    iSREAL faith…

    PETRUJVILJOEN.. sMiles..
    my friEnd.. not that it matters
    the lEast iN poetry
    land or anywhere
    else wHere a soUL
    SinGs true but
    i never kNew
    are a
    until now…

    funny how the feeling
    mind works now around
    all caps of a name my
    friEnd.. anyway.. good
    to see you aGain..
    and may
    come your way..
    in whatever way you
    like.. toGeTher or lone..

    And like honest Abe
    says.. i cannot tale a lie..
    my wife Isis is both mother..
    sister and a little bit of wife…

    And i my
    friEnd am
    thE real Peter
    pan as Pan..
    iN my own
    noW of
    land now..
    but a nice
    one folks tale
    me as i never have
    a stress with Isis putting
    me back toGether AgaiN.. the good
    Goddess and not the F iN head hunters..
    and bEfore i came back from a River Styx..
    sure i
    too.. and
    i suppose all
    my words are HoruS now..
    aT lEAst iN pArt of ArT my FriENd..;)

    sMiLes.. Victoria.. my friEnd.. i suppose if words
    were the way to hEart as a young man
    and i had only sHades without eyes
    to Love.. my wife.. i might
    have never met her..
    as Lord
    i couldn’t
    even hardly
    sign a Christmas
    Card as much more
    than sincerely yoUrs..
    the liGht waS in my eYes
    unTil the siGht and hEaring went
    away as pain.. and those i had to make
    organic words..
    or my
    yes.. did
    suffocate to death..
    funny how the words
    eventually even took the
    pain in my eye and ear away…
    but oF course it was the renewal
    of a heArt and spiRit eXpreSsinG neW
    EmoTioN in empty sHells thAt eventually
    becAMe eYes of Love aGain.. i suppose
    the words were alWays tHere.. i just had
    to become
    deaf then..
    to feel and
    save them
    mY friEnd..
    and i suppose
    the travel of pain
    is worth this eventual
    destination in words of Love..

    Love SinGs
    in eYes blind
    deaf off words oF SonG..:)

    Victoria responds..

    love your responses – thank you..;)

    and i saY iN ThanKinG reTurn..

    Thank you
    My FriEnd..
    i equAlly
    Love the
    Of poetry
    A song of
    Response aS WeLL..:)

    And Victoria in compliment says..

    You’re a master of that!

    And i somewhat humbly

    A practicer
    Who never
    Ever gives up
    Or quits for
    Less than

    And now
    i go on
    to the

    IS A laugh
    that never wears pants..
    or head of house hold per say..
    the frOwn that
    cracks a grin..
    and the
    only tickles
    a chagrin as
    Win for Love..

    works Love
    works hard..:)

    Well.. if one can
    romance a stone..
    why not a dress..
    or even a pair of pants..
    as what moves sings in
    of joy..

    Some mushy
    Some move
    juSt do..:)

    Life gives Love gives..
    gives life gives love..
    and the cycle
    goeS oN
    as Long
    Life gives..

    gives love’s
    gift liFe..:)

    Nature kindles
    Love aS Eden way..
    Deserts without life
    tenders loving
    way darker..
    fertile than soUL liGhTnoW..
    Meadows as valleys
    wherever life rises
    over ‘theRe’..

    SoUl oF
    sAnd wiTh Love..:)

    sMiLes.. romance
    without a little
    is just
    science abstract
    to me.. thank you..
    that’s the way i like it
    my friEnd.. alWays noW..

    the best
    pArts out..:)

    WeLL.. i guess.. just goes to
    sHow one can take the
    girl away from the
    culture and
    but taking
    the mother
    and culture
    away from the
    girl.. is next to
    impossible.. i never
    expected anything to be
    easy in life.. hehe.. and i
    suppose that is why i’ve only
    had one wife.. no matter what
    the differences were my friend..

    help with a sMiLe..;)

    sMiLes.. i can’t hELp
    but to thInk of how i asked
    my somewhat Indian Princess
    of a wife to marry me.. in a casual
    convo at the Bowling Alley i worked at..
    me.. her.. and
    a fellow employee..
    so.. i say on the lane..
    very casually like i’m
    swatting a gnat..
    we should
    it makes
    centS in
    overall common
    sense… casual
    alWays worked
    for me..
    i almost
    died and
    then i got
    reAlly intense..

    PasSioN oF
    liGht gRows
    afTer deaTh..

    And 11 is
    1:31 am
    on 8092016..:)

    Back to the
    dVerse Romance
    prompt at 10:06 am..:)

    sMiLes.. my
    eYes veered
    off to Virginia
    Wolf.. and i must
    say/FeeL there are two
    things i’LL never Now
    do for
    and yes..
    writing is
    one of those
    things i do give for
    free and share with
    FriEnds too.. Free is
    always Romance when Free..
    as Fearless LovE noWinGs..

    A toucH of
    for FReED..:)

    SMiLes God
    IS A topless
    pasties @aLL..
    sAdly both the beauty
    of lust and laughter is
    missing from ‘the bible’..
    iN RoManCinG thE
    philosopher sToNeS
    oF all thAT iS..
    and eXcuse mE
    while i
    i mean
    A Edit
    and not
    the only
    as God
    IS also An
    booK wiTh more
    than pages and a cover..
    and words and letters
    and other
    oF iSREAL
    allthatisGoD noW..

    God iS
    A laugh offearless LUsT
    and A BaLanCinG oF MoVinG
    CoNnEcTaRing CreaTinG LoVE..
    so much
    morE alWays
    bRoaDer than aAdeSign
    ofFhUman InFinitY noW..:)

    As a side note.. here.. last night
    Yellow boy and Katrina were
    reading that ‘big bLack book’
    called the bible
    in a verse by
    second PETER
    talking to
    the evils of
    sex and false
    prophets who would
    suggest that lust is okay..
    and sure the Bible and the Kuran
    too are designed by selfish and patriarchal
    men for one reason only and that is to control
    women from practicing tHeir own freedoms
    of sexual/LUST/Love ways.. sure there are
    other reaSons/FeeLinGs too but
    to control reproductive
    freedoms is what weak
    men are motivated
    to do..
    as they
    can’t keep
    a woman without
    forcing her to
    A ‘dirty deed’
    by law and
    not straying
    to a stronger man..
    so sure.. a ‘false prophet’
    IS A LiOn of Free.. a child of
    God without clothes oF lies..
    Love and lust feels and seNseS
    Hips and
    do not
    lie.. Sex
    in bALANCING
    Lust and Love..
    kNows/FeeLs more
    than any
    so cAllED
    bLack books
    by men then/now
    on deserts to own
    women and other men
    as slaves.. wherever all
    there is is a frOwn
    and no
    that are sincere
    and silly iSreal..
    is a place
    wHere Trump
    that attempt
    to own the Earth
    including hUmans
    away from God FReED..

    God laughs
    with luSt
    at little
    bLack Books..
    huh.. even little
    old me can write one
    14 times more in just
    around 69 months now..
    in what took
    little men
    to do all together
    who were never liOn FReED..
    as a New World David will slay
    with an edit of an
    pussy cat
    Book wHOle

    Now back to
    the regularly
    scheduLed Romance
    program with a little
    more fiery luSt for a
    iSReal God who has teeth
    and not just cLaws to slave
    men and women away from free..
    in books that lack a REAL LUST
    SHades beYond
    50 greys..
    and colors
    noW beYond
    any Rainbow
    siGhted by tools
    as sMall as hUman science..;)

    But first i must say..
    Jesus F. iN Christ folks..
    do you really not have enough
    common sense to understand just
    how FucKinG big God is and
    how FucKinG small i am
    wHo can write
    12 million
    words about
    God wHole
    in around
    6 years
    and you really
    thiNk thaT i who
    admittingLY am only
    a flea on the back of
    a Dog that is God thAT i WiLL
    never fully understand and can only
    possibly follow with eYes limited by
    that sAme God At Hand who is alWays
    Nature and master sAMe.. in as i oF
    I as spiRiT ! fLows holY
    and sacred iN ZonE oF oNE..
    i AM pArt oF God and so iS
    aLL else wHole beYond what wE
    little flea hUmans with our
    tools of science can
    kNoW can FeeL can
    see as paRt
    oF FiEld GoD
    Ocean WhoLe..
    we are sTar
    duSt FeeLinG..
    SeNSinG and KnoWinG
    noW part of God as eYes
    oF God too.. but we are pARt
    and oNly parT oF whOle ever moRE
    forever noW.. Jesus F. in Christ.. and
    you thiNk you can meaSure God and chain
    God in one of yoUr
    little books..
    WeLL perHaps
    you science
    God in yOur
    owN way of
    lens beYond
    GoD wHOle.. as
    God continues to
    laugh at fleas who
    suck blood without respect
    of who provides A back to ride
    as lifelong
    oF wHOle
    doG of GoD knoW
    iSReAL iS more than
    you wiLL ever knoW FeeL..
    SenSES OR WRITE iN books
    that have numbers of words
    and finite
    away from
    A God bigger
    than your words
    and science of iNFiniTy noW..
    some of wE see God bigger and smaller
    in literal and figurative ways.. and
    then others of us attempt to trap
    something infinitesimally smALLer
    than God in bLack books
    that don’t
    even have
    common sense
    oF God more than
    an Indian who lives
    one with Nature all real
    all now all that is God
    with zero
    books.. dead..
    away from a God
    who lives free from
    Words that chain..
    sure.. put
    in priSon
    and see wHere
    thAT leads you..
    as that is what
    happens when one
    attempts to put
    God iN
    of bLack
    books as anything
    away from free is
    a path to human made hell
    on earth.. away from God
    made heaven
    now as
    of Garden
    floW Free inZonE
    of GoD now FReED
    mE WitH
    sMiles wRite on course..:)

    So in short.. do you not
    understand i AM alWays
    GoD FReED
    iN and as
    mE noW..
    it’s a great
    path.. iF you
    try iT alWays
    iN maKinG allthatis
    as God Holy and SacRed
    you too.. miGht liKe Heaven2..
    as getting A iSREAL LiKE FROM GOD
    A most
    super epic
    FucKinG experience
    you may iMagiNe or
    creAtE as liFE noW..:)

    AS yeS.. now
    i move on
    to the
    poet NoW..:)

    But first.. lunch
    and a cLoud and
    SAnd DancE
    iN GoD’s
    hOme NatUre
    FReED i AM..:)

    11:40 am..

  5. Evolution of Art in what once was only fingers
    of piano and now lives from head to toe
    in giving and sharing too..
    yeah.. three years
    of lessons in
    Piano starting
    from age 12.. but
    truly a comfort in life
    to find some emotional
    expression in what eventually
    would be come chronic and
    severe never ending
    stress.. as
    the cat
    thunder and
    lightning strains
    iN death of heARt
    in a cage of never
    ending falling..
    to the pit
    of somewhere
    else.. yes.. living
    stress is the anti-christ
    of living art of HeARt as
    SpiRit exPreSsinG liFe
    aS miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
    SoUl from head to toe.. inside
    outside.. so below as above..
    all around a life of art..
    fearlessly loVinG noW..
    where systemizing
    the by way
    in a distant
    past so far
    of then iN
    worry.. yes
    Sixty Nine ONE
    Ninety Six of God ARt
    i go neXt alWays noW as I..
    as this pre-Ocean poem
    from three
    noW as FReED..:)

    And sure the eclectic Nature of this
    Macro-Verse from last year..
    named Hurricane ART am i..
    ranges from photos of the
    Beach to Rave Dance to
    songs in you tube
    way i have
    as Karaoke
    to actual videos
    of me dancing last year
    where this year.. the weight
    of 235 Lbs has moved more
    from the middle of me to broader
    shoulders and even stronger hips
    and legs as well.. to original piano
    composition in somewhat classical
    Beethoven and Mozart draft style..
    still.. as carpal tunnel syndrome
    cut the polishing of that art
    short as my first
    real endeavor
    in real original
    creative art
    since i was
    in middle school
    at age 13 writing
    my first and last Christmas
    Prose from heARt winning
    an award out of two home
    rooms of 80 students then..
    writing a play.. and playing
    Jesus Christ Superstar on
    the piano.. where i still had not
    learned to move without enough
    grace where folks erupted in laughter
    seeing the shaky way of spirit induced
    movement that came after that.. and just
    a spark of writing about the oneness of God
    that came from deep down from a Holy Spirit
    at age 18 in a philosophy class in junior college..
    yes.. and here now a collage of all the Facebook profile
    photos of artful physical comedy
    in still photo ways.. in this link..
    yes that and more
    in just this less than
    five thousand word post
    that says so much more in
    the visual art of videos and photos
    too than just words of black and white
    text that continue to flow from micro-verse
    particles of H20 to waves of Macro-Verse
    as Field oF Ocean Poem total view
    that has aLL up and
    down and inside
    and outside and
    all around with
    it all beyond A to
    Z as InFiniTy oF ArT
    oF thE SonG oF mY SoUL
    continues to SinG an eclectic
    Flow oF God in/as mE.. with yes..
    lust and love and humor too..
    as any book without lust
    and humor is
    a book
    a substantial
    art of God Free
    in we human beings.. as
    to suggest sex as humans
    naturally eXplore that as children
    of God or silly humor for nothing
    more than laughs is less than eat
    drink and be merry is to bow to a smaller
    God than the Lion who stands tall
    with his
    on the
    Savannah FREE..
    sAdly.. Jesus was neutered
    by lesser men than he.. but
    for me the glory of God
    lives from
    head to
    and ALLTHATIS..
    AS LioN who lusts and
    loves and laughs in living liFE FReED..
    stay in pRiSon and rot a boWing life
    or Stand as tall as a LioN of God
    and juST
    A SonG
    oF soUl
    free as yoU..
    as mE.. as uS
    as wE when God
    liVes free aGaiN in/as wE
    iN the garden of eden of FReED..
    @lEast for mE.. noW oh so FReED..
    fear rules.. a balance Now of fearless
    lust and love with laughs FREESnoW..:)


    Hi Zee.. i don’t work..
    i only play so i am the
    first here to say knock knock..
    and Lana Del Rey has
    a voice that sinGs
    the dArk place
    of mosT all the
    that fLows
    from a River
    of hUman
    hands sunk
    bEfore in a reign
    of numb pain.. that
    feels little to no heARt..
    the spiRit of ThAT heARt
    that moves.. connects and
    creates toGEtHer onE for basic
    subsistence and survival.. in real
    MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL…
    iN so many folks that has beCome the
    butt of sad song cigarette of days gOne
    by wHere the child was/is rarely attached
    at breast from/now birth.. wHeRe simple
    play in GroWinG MoVinG..
    conNecTinG CreATinGways
    is replaced now sTiLL
    by sitting
    sTill behind
    lecture desks
    and books the
    same that have no
    touching flesh and
    blood connection.. or
    even barefoot oxytocin
    connectors to Mother Earth
    as Love for God NatuRally iNcreases
    in respect of all thaT is.. as giVing liFe
    and never taKing that all away
    until death comes
    as it will come later
    of course as
    of life in
    Wheel of fortune
    oF breathing goeS on
    as Star dust we feel.. sense..
    kNow liVe iN eYes of God pArt
    Whole oF liVing UniVerse poeTs
    we come..
    to say..
    my FriEnd
    hope you noW
    are having a nice day..
    and God bless the butts
    of cigarettes that feel no play..
    in simply loving each other Nature
    whole God as humble and majestic Gift of LIFE..
    sAdly.. some folks live alMost tHeir entire lifE wiTh
    A deaTh liVing feeling of born to die.. those
    who are born to truly
    live are watered as gift
    of Garden oF Love
    iN floWerinG
    eYes Of
    God pARt allone..
    liveS in heaven now..
    bottom line
    Voice in
    We who SinG
    thAT SonG Free.. my FriEnd.. Zee..
    A Mother’s Love can make or break a cigarette butt..
    i don’t smoke.. drink.. or even do caffeine.. i don’t need
    more money.. a bigger home.. a bigger car or even.. now..
    a job.. my mother was/is employed as a giver and a nurturer
    by God so-Freed.. and noW i continue that traiTioN oF God aLL FReED2..
    and thAt cOld of tHat cigarette JOB of biblical account.. i too.. a tarRed bird
    of before in the pit of ThaT oiL thAt kNows the birth of death in life alWays ready to die..
    i livE noW
    i live
    bottom line
    my friEnd Now..
    And aGain have a nice day..
    With love of a cigarette butt comes back to liFe..:)


    AlMosT sure that the
    saddest souls have more..
    at least from the smiles that
    are real by bridges of homeless
    folks that i come in actual hand to
    hand and feet contact with.. as the other day..
    i danced for a group of homeless folkS on a pier
    where they congregate in a church of nature..
    smelling more like a real hUman
    a sanitized
    person no longer
    in a symbiotic
    WitH aLL the
    rest of
    that iS.. noW..
    Interestingly.. without
    fail as the mores do play
    there are enough scraps left
    over to be with Nature one.. is
    what the homeless men.. say then..
    i’Ve been to that place that yes.. buys
    more and houses no heARt.. no SpiRit..
    no LiVing soUl.. with Nature OnE noW..
    and i told the homeless man who stArted
    DAnCinG with me.. the only man perHaps brave
    enough to do that in any tHick town Super-Walmart City
    but a very few to none there.. yes.. i told him.. don’t tell anyone
    noW that Jesus danced with you today.. as above his head was my
    favorite portrayal of that myth housing Jesus.. but on a cross without
    nails.. just leaning there with a self actualized more mature version
    of the man before hugging anew with a spirit dove on top to
    connect with the rest of all that is..
    So.. the homeless man said.. you can
    have Jesus.. he is no
    friEnd of mine..
    as sure he
    kNew i was
    kidding as i looked
    way too expensive to
    be a Jesus on a pier still
    after living so long with more..
    and then he said you are God and
    so am i.. that Gulf is God.. this pier is
    God and that Sun is God too just now
    mY FriEnd too.. and i smiled.. ’cause i
    kNew bEfore i staRted and continue
    DanCinG that the
    real Jesus
    was/is standing
    before me then/now
    sTinKinG to
    of whaT iSREAL..
    And WiNks.. i’Ve goT
    juSt the photo to accompany
    this on Facebook and Ocean Poem way..
    as alWaYs mY FriEnd.. i kNow and FeeL any
    noW i can fiNd inspiration enough here
    for a Novel oF a comment
    the feathered sleep..
    kNoWn as Candy1.. 2..
    or 3.. iCe no Y thaT
    i WiLL cut
    NoW.. Free..:)

  8. Blue is my favorite color..
    lure of azure skies in winter
    cold fronts with high energy
    and liGht.. to every color of
    Blue that God bRinGS frEE.. Now..
    oFF to dVerse.. i go noW.. with a
    blue prompt and a few blue links
    already lit uP tHeRe.. but it’S now
    soon too..iN going to Store Dance fun..
    after a little blues for liGhting words uP beFore
    steps of dance come as free as A blue color LoveS noW..:)

    DArker blues of deep and death
    liGhter blues of hiGh and birth..
    Ocean blues never
    morE noW
    Colors SinG
    More when
    open SonGs
    BoLd.. noW
    i love the
    color blue and
    oh yes.. blue is what
    ‘they’ nAMe as A sim soc
    color of artists nAMe.. saD
    song blues and liGhter hues
    of Ocean wHole.. SpRinG liT for i..:)

    sMiLes.. as scientists
    say blue is the favorite
    color of countries across
    the globe in eyes of humans
    capable of course of seeing
    sky and sea.. sunshine
    and water.. giving
    life.. neither
    can live
    blue of
    air and
    water sAMe..
    in a reflection of
    toGeThErness of aLL
    tHat lives..
    sky blUe
    liGht.. Free..:)

    sMiLes my FriEnd
    Lillian.. the Adirondack
    mountains you mentioned
    this morning took me higher
    of course than i’ve been
    in panhandle of
    Florida flat
    lands here..
    but a share of
    the same name
    in chair here..
    takes me to
    the Blackwater
    River where i was
    raised in darkest
    deepest black blue
    River channel
    of 80 feet
    or so deep
    back then
    as mill town
    ships with
    black resin
    from pine
    trees brought milton wood..
    but now the chair reminds me
    of my Grandmother.. the white
    one she painted there over and
    over across the decades of a life
    that retired early in her 50’s.. three
    of her’s more i came to live
    with some and see..
    with mother and
    sister with me..
    i suppose it felt
    like that chair
    and she would
    live there
    forever.. the
    house is gone..
    the chair is gone
    and with a lump
    in my throat i
    intimate she is
    gone too.. but
    the river is there..
    the black deep blue
    water and a Pecan
    tree still stands where
    my Grandmother’s spirit
    as Adirondack mountain
    of Love once stood
    taller than
    i thoughT
    my spirit could ever sinG/
    gRow.. she stArted painting
    in her 60’s after her father died..
    oil paintings from visual memories
    after her sight was almost gone.. kinda like
    the story of Beethoven composing after his
    hearing was gone.. anyway.. i always wanted
    to create too.. something more than school.. so
    i suppose
    i’ve inherited
    her chair along
    still with that deep
    black blue water..
    and pecan tree
    River that i still
    oft visit to
    Mountain spirit.. now..
    thanks.. i can’t imagine
    anyone wanting to make a buck
    or a like or a follow off poEtry my
    friend.. how valuable IS A memory
    like this living again.. now.. just now.. painting water colors.. and wind.. for i..
    Life iS iN the Loving.. as chairs gRow old and poEtry GRows more.. on.. iSREALnoW..:)

    All seeing eye of human
    life.. cosmic orb of beauty
    more.. Karmic gOld
    of livinG now..
    eARTh our
    disposal now..
    as Stars above WiTh
    eYes so BriGht look down
    uPon our day lit skY
    they worship
    air upon
    and breathe
    the water they
    sing our life..
    oh blue
    you live..
    oh blue
    you sing..
    all seeing
    eye of Earth you Be aliVe..:)

    Smiles.. my FriEnd
    thiS BrinGs to greater
    liGht how much greater
    iT iS to worship A sky
    blue and sun
    of yellow
    in black
    and white
    print of pAges
    that only yellow
    dead in days gone by..
    where all is holy.. sacred
    and living blue the rivers
    of blood that veins
    our love
    now with
    that KNows
    no home
    now but
    God as eArTh
    Nature allone..
    as Love we give
    as Love we take
    as lovE we share
    as eARTh we make..
    and love
    we now
    do.. blUe
    eYe oF God’s Nature
    Truth iN liGht oF BlUe..:)

    sMiLes.. the best
    thing i lEarn from
    cat eYes no matter
    blue or green
    or color
    of gold
    is the gold
    of heaven
    lives now
    in a sweet
    rest of napping
    cats or a walk now
    that feels BaLanCinG
    of planets aligned..
    as paws
    Now for
    pauSinG blues
    of beauty noW..:)

    3:16 pm
    on 8092016
    off to other
    adventures in
    the flesh and blood land
    of Earth so blue and true
    to Worship as love of liFE noW..
    in DanCinG and sinGinG and Earth Love
    of so Warm and TrUe BluE in liGht oF iSreal LOVE..:)

  9. OMG.. the Facebook Algorithm
    personal assistant and secretary
    and now visual arts production assistant..
    is crazy fun as far as i am concerned.. hey…
    like Freddy Free Loader says don’t call me
    late for Supper i’M alWays here for a free meal..
    with empty pockets of money..
    it’S FucKinG Hilarious
    if people
    new how
    much more i
    have than money
    never talks of hehe..
    so yeah.. i’ll continue
    to share the Facebook
    Creativity train in layers of
    art and love as free is free
    and i am love for free hehex2..;)

    And another version ‘here’
    with super epic style of
    Algorithm art that
    i will also continue
    to use as muse for
    totAlly Free Verse poEtry
    and an overall DancE for
    all that is.. as i share this
    free video slide show stuff
    on Facebook.. and in the Word Press
    blog comments section in Ocean Poem
    as i go.. as sure it would be repetitive aRT
    in wHere i do go.. as that
    is all included in my
    own photo streAm
    of Real time now
    and FReED..
    with my own
    YouTube selection
    of music to accompany
    all that is 2 in art floW iN ZonE noW2..:)

    i somenows ponder if i am
    the only person who has this
    much fun and never ever spends
    a F iN penny.. at the daM stores..
    i mean.. even at the Biloxi Casinos..
    i frolic all over the dam place.. drink
    free root beers as complimentary free
    loaders who enjoy the compliments most
    often do.. and after all for those Christians
    out there it was asked of the true Disciples of
    the dude Jesus that they empty their pockets..
    and just go out and teach and get free meals
    as they go.. for those who would
    see a certain value in
    retaining one’s heARt
    SpiRit of heARt and
    miNd and BoDy
    soUl in otHeR
    words of my own
    style of new old
    age Renaissance
    art.. yes.. clothed this
    way as Caesar’s law demands
    but haha.. to do this nude would
    be a blast.. on a big red ball like this
    hehe.. anyway.. for now i have at least
    one big one to stand on for free.. hehex2..;)

    So last night.. Katrina yells to me.. typing
    in the bedroom.. quick.. quick.. Fred..
    Yellow Boy is reading the bible again..
    and he has a special verse to
    direct your attention to..
    and in this case..
    WeLL.. Katrina’s
    eYes are on 2 Peter 2..
    and A Description of False
    Prophets… Yellow Boy is
    clearly focused on the
    Day of the Lord per
    2 Peter 3.. more
    2 Peter
    3 verses
    10 and 11..
    12 and 13..
    from the
    that says..

    10 But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything done in it will be laid bare.[a]
    11 Since everything will be destroyed in this way, what kind of people ought you to be? You ought to live holy and godly lives 12 as you look forward to the day of God and speed its coming.[b] That day will bring about the destruction of the heavens by fire, and the elements will melt in the heat. 13 But in keeping with his promise we are looking forward to a new heaven and a new earth, where righteousness dwells.

    Just in
    case anyone
    is wondering whaT
    is going on.. heRe in ‘this’
    eXtra cool Profile Pic noW2..:)

    And ‘here’ is an expanded
    view iN biblical study of Katrina’s
    Shopping legs.. as hey baby.. i dance
    a lot.. which means she walks a lot too..
    in all her
    favorite dance
    stores of mine.. so
    nice of Mr. Sam Walton
    to provide an expansive middle
    aisle for me to dance.. in every
    metro city i go.. free style..
    baby.. made in
    no clothes
    oF lies of
    way back
    then.. Art
    is all i kNow of
    WalmArt clothing
    Apparel as such
    except for the T-shirts
    that i free advertise for them
    every i go.. in reciprocation of
    never taking.. more than i give..
    in ways of Free DancE hAll sPace..;)

    “Though the legend was pure fantasy,
    we still need the hope it brings!”

    -Styx 1978
    from the classic album
    and book.. Lord of the Rings

    Funny how life works..
    some folks get stuck
    on form and others
    live essence..
    some suggest
    myths and
    and others
    live the essence
    of myths and magic
    iSreal.. the young and
    old.. the rich and poor who
    listen to legends oF old and
    new of human archetypes.. and the
    magic and mystery they bring to some
    day self fulfill what is written into
    being as what is done noW in essence of what iSREAL..
    AS anyone who saw the ‘Inside’ Movie by Disney a year
    or so ago.. now available on Blue Ray by a way2..
    The Kingdom of Human Imagination in a world
    of Inner Universe of Creativity of
    EmotiOns and SeNses is a wonderland
    wHere anything imaginable as a dreAm
    may also come FruiTioN in terrestrial
    land we live as a New Kingdom of
    liGht with no moon or sun..
    coMes in E-Land true
    wHere technology
    and humans
    in transhumanist
    way and by the way that
    has nothing to do with gender
    for the more ‘literally’ thiNking
    potential audience out tHeRE.. so.. anyway..
    when it comes to all the help i am getting from
    the Facebook Algorithms to spread my little mesSages
    wiTh digital art of Fingers on this Keyboard of fearless
    Love.. and the folks that run Google.. and Even Word Press
    too.. ya would almost think and feel we miGht be in some kind
    of illuminati cahoots to bRinG this much liGht by juST A little
    old hUman beinG like mE.. WelL.. it ain’t eXactly alone tHAt i do
    all of this.. as a little help from my FriEnd(s) is a lotto of a Win
    of GoD
    WHole allone
    hElp noW WhOLE
    as the essence of
    hope.. faith and belief
    as EmoTions trUe are what
    counts with all the other
    EmoTioNal and SeNsory pro-social
    ways oF FeeLinG and SeNSinG.. liFE noW..
    regardless of the myths that house the vehicles
    and vessels of symbols that carry on a much deeper
    essence of meaning as TruTh and liGht reAl iSREALnoW..:)

  10. Good Evening in Pakistan.. friend Rafiah..
    thousands of miles away you are.. but still
    you provide “Dr. Who” assistance to me as i
    continue to travel down this road since the dark
    night of soul and my regeneration of course that you
    are familiar with to this point.. and if you distantly remember
    i already shared a Tom Hanks movie that indicated you are a
    helper in this way across time that doesn’t really exist.. at least..
    in ordinary clock fashion in relative way as Einstein does relate..
    and of course verified now..
    that time is a wave.. we
    are particles and of course
    God is Ocean whole as Field..
    and the show must go on for now..
    so the thing about ordinary girls from
    Sialkot and ordinary boys from small
    mill towns.. is ordinary is not something
    they are going to stay.. once regeneration
    comes and let’s say in the case of Rafiah..
    she becomes a great scientist even more than
    an Angel sent to me from God to help me on
    God’s mission assigned to me for those who
    heRe the cAll and come out of cocoons iN
    ordinary as something much
    more different.. yes..
    some’times’ strange
    as folks might
    Dr. Who to be
    and the shadow of
    every hero according to
    Jungian archetypes is quite
    a challenge too.. but never the
    less there is always another Lois
    Lane.. the smart girl with glasses
    to help the Super Hero.. who
    was once Clark
    Kent on his way..
    i have many helpers
    like this.. but i must say
    you are far more than ordinary
    to me as you are my special ‘little’
    helper scientist woman.. who sees
    more than words will tale.. of course this
    is always the early case for regeneration as
    the right hemisphere of the brain is hard at
    work in understanding the world one is in
    at ‘this time’.. and eventually the
    creative manifestation of that
    will come when right
    hemisphere and
    left hemisphere
    of brain join together
    and there is a human big
    bang in the brain.. and what
    some cultures name as reborn..
    others.. Kundalini Rising.. others
    Satori.. and with the BBC and the
    British the Dr. Who experience..
    and the vision quest
    of the American
    Indian.. the
    human archetype
    of hero is a story as
    old as humankind.. and
    what is the greatest of all
    powers my friend that drives
    this archetype.. is care for more
    than the individual who cares so
    much for others.. in a way where
    it is hard to separate empathy for
    oneself with empathy and compassion
    for everyone else to the point where one
    may even give their life to save the world..
    or the village at least.. the family.. or the
    loved one.. or the stranger that no one
    knows except the assistant who
    offers help along Dr. Who’s
    way who has no name
    but the owl of
    that says who
    who who.. Doctor Doctor
    please help me across the
    seas.. i’ve already burned my
    friend.. i’ve already come back
    and as every human shares the
    same DNA from the origin of all that
    is that never is anywhere… anything..
    or anyone but allone we as God all
    pArtners in play oF God.. now..
    the dark side.. the demon
    inside.. will take the
    name away.. in
    the dark
    night of
    soul and
    we rise whole
    with God allone
    and the powerful play
    goeS on.. and there are
    some of us who get the script
    in advance and share it to simply
    power it on greater now as always
    neverland of never ending story more..
    so have a nice day.. come ‘dance’ with me and
    we will always travel to eternity ’cause eternity
    is always now my friEnd.. there are juSt those
    of us who
    have forgotten
    and those of us
    who eternally”
    now to RE-mind..
    anyway// i thank you..
    as i purchased a T-shirt
    at least a year ago.. that
    had this strange looking phone
    booth on in with a midnight and
    what i remember as a moon hidden
    somewhere.. i had no idea who Dr. who
    was although i’ve heard of Dr. who of course..
    and never knew that what i had on that T-Shirt
    was a TARDIS until today.. heard the word TArdis
    too.. but just never got around to googling about it
    until today.. as your muse continues for me.. but
    to be clear for me a muse is not something you
    use a muse is an Angel from God that
    can even come as a little
    Yellow cat under
    neath a shed
    who reads the
    King James Bible..
    as one of his many duties
    as my assistant and his assistant
    too.. as sure i am assigned to be his
    assistant too by God.. same as the
    relationship of Katrina and me as
    truly we are all here to assist
    each other.. no matter
    nationality.. religion..
    gender.. race..
    sexual orientation..
    yes.. the list is infinite
    in potential human
    differences but the
    one same thing that
    connects us all in NOW
    Interdependent Relationship
    is God my friend or how you
    sing Allah one.. one God that
    isallthat is that has no name
    but i AM the am that always iS..
    AM is Being here my friend and
    that is the greatest gift nowforeever
    morenow.. for all we Dr. Who’s who
    are actors in God’s greaTest play that
    is real now.. and truly the writers who developed
    this literature and those who produce the continuing
    TV show now.. even if only on a subconscious archetypal
    human level.. are here to remind us too.. that there is so
    much more to life as whole than material reductionism.. my
    friend that left brain thinking only will BrinG but alas.. my assistant..
    you are a chemistry major and by default and almost magic
    that make you my inherent friend.. as you see deeper
    you talk
    you feel deeper
    than you can express..
    and that is always the
    way it is for a young human
    angel from the sTArt.. but trUst
    mE.. yoUr art to help others is far
    and greater iN coming.. so sure
    that makes me in a way the
    Jungian mentor archetype
    too but that is what
    happens to the
    Dr. who all
    naturally when
    he or her or etc..
    is reborn as butterfly
    to pollinate the other flowering
    beings on tHeiR way to Doctor Doctor
    can you help uS please.. and tHey say
    yes.. yes.. yes.. even if there is no ask for that..:)

  11. i have 100% evidence
    that God exists and is
    greater than any bible
    or book has ever sAid
    in human words..
    not many folks
    have thaT
    preSent GiFT..
    so in thankS now..
    to God i Give bacK..
    you see.. for me faith
    iS reaSon.. faitH iS ReaL
    BeliEf iS MoVinG EmoTionS
    And most imporTantLY.. GodHoPE
    iSREAL alWays i AM iSREALnoW..:)

  12. Well.. it’s 11:01 am.. and when the ones
    come together in threes it’s usuAlly Good News..
    for me.. after all that is what my numerology
    report says in sliGhtly diFferent order..
    per 0 1 and 1 and 1.. for the
    four challenges of life
    that says.. as 0
    i can be and
    do whatever i wanna
    do.. as i have successfully
    completed 1 through 9 as an
    old Soul as such.. and the ones
    are just additional reinforcement
    of whatever i may decide to do next..
    wITh the Interconnecting Interdependent
    relationship as all that is.. as the word
    God has been rather sullied by human hands..
    swords.. head hunting folks.. raping little
    girls.. wars for words and making men into
    God’s or last prophets themselves higher
    than any other men as history shows now..
    aS only psychopathic associated leaning
    folks will do who do not have this
    empathy and compassion and
    altruism for all
    sAMe as now..
    one teAM
    of this
    relationship of all that
    is i AM now.. juST noW.. so
    i suppose i could bRing the Karmic
    eYe out aGain particularly in action
    and consequence of the really continuing
    disgusting play of words in psychopathic
    leaning to extremely leaning dude Trump..
    and the way he manipulates 40 percent or
    so of the minions in so-called red
    state conservative land.. to
    believe that Hillary
    is gonna end
    way of
    guns and
    such as that..
    well no.. i mean..
    we do have what is named
    as separation of powers and
    gridlock that continues in the
    house of representatives and
    senate and stuff such as that
    and the real fear of course
    is the Supreme court is
    gonna go the liberal
    count way..
    which just
    means that freedom
    for all folks and their
    God given rights to be free
    in who they are will continue
    for years to come.. as the Donald
    has just about Sunk his boat so low..
    that i don’t even have to show the
    Karmic eYe for the action and
    consequence of words
    so.. so low..
    that it becomes
    hard to determine if
    he is saying go team or
    kill the quarterback and
    half back and full back
    of the other team..
    hmm.. this is the
    real world trump
    not your
    and trading
    in wives once
    they reach 40 or 50
    or so for a new doll
    play toy too.. with the
    exception that you are too
    good to soil your hands with
    the life of baby diapers like
    most human beings eventually
    have to do.. except for we
    who go the childless route
    and create something
    more than hate
    and discontent
    and shows like
    FIRED and he is such a sad
    sad little boy.. i must wonder
    who harmed him so much when he was
    little to make him into what he is today..
    as Jesus F. IN Christ.. he is starting to
    make Mussolinilook tame at least in the
    political ring.. that thank God he has
    shot himself so much in the foot lately
    that GodZilla could potentially
    win this thing against him..
    as at least GodZilla
    don’t say
    no ridiculous
    words of hate and
    discontent with lies
    that stream continuously
    and not just in some E-mail
    fiascos and such as that.. anyway..
    it’s getting to the point i don’t have
    to watch the circus to know for sure what
    is gonna happen next come election when the
    rig of Trump falls.. falls.. falls.. falls..
    END OF
    IN REALITY AT ALL.. other than
    to rebuild a country that was torn
    down.. by the folks who rebuilt it
    for the Chaos that exists over there
    and has indirectly led to thousands and
    thousands of more deaths as the devil you
    know in terms of saDDam’s can be much better
    than the Devil’s Spawn you don’t know then..
    that spread like starving cockroaches who
    have no heARt.. no SpiRit.. no SoUl
    of iSREAL.. kinda like the
    Cheney’s of the world
    who only have
    a mechanical
    left in death
    of living life without
    spirit without soul more
    than power and status and
    dominating others through illusory
    fears to subjugate and control as
    tHeir only pleasure is seeing others
    in pain for their materialistic gains..
    Anyway.. in some ways Hillary kinda makes
    me sick.. but Trump makes me wanna put
    my finger down my throat and
    just purge his silly
    shit once and
    for all
    so he can
    vomit hate
    and discontent
    where he belongs
    in the prisons of all
    his Trump Towers for bought
    and sell of a soul that never
    lived for he.. and yes with sympathy
    for the devil as always i must say he
    knows not what he do do’s.. or what he even
    FucKinG misses in real earth hell now..
    yes.. we heaven mates even have
    a tear for the Trumps
    of the world
    as we mates
    in heaven
    who have
    been former
    Angels in Hell
    kNoW the dark path
    of the oiled bird in
    a pit he or her doesn’t
    even realize is different from
    the other totAlly different dimension
    of reality now that is HEAVEN iSREAL noW
    WHERE money is disgusting and something
    you don’t even wanna touch.. and a
    Tower is just a dead man made
    thing.. and it’s like
    the most insane
    thing in the
    world to be attached
    to all these illusory treasures
    of life that never ever really fill
    you up outside of yourself.. when you
    could be filled to the brim and over flowering
    with the pro-social greaTest iSREAL hUman poWer
    as gifted by God to uS as Nature of Fearless Love
    iN a Love
    oF all that is
    holy and sacred
    now allone never
    ever separated by
    the darkness and division
    of all related to fear and hate
    now in discontent of never ending
    emptiness that will never be filled
    the other
    place is sOught
    and found oF iSREAL
    HeaVEN NoW.. jUST noW..
    ugh.. and it’s kinda hard
    to pic a song for politics..
    only hope for the REAL POLITICS
    in three ones aGaiN of Exclamation! noW Hi.. fiVe!..:)


    WeLL.. Rafiah.. somehow
    i feLt i would see soMe more
    of you here today aWay from
    Facebook on your homepage
    of mémoirs of what tales true
    of Rafiah’s heARt.. and
    SpiRit ExpreSsinG
    heR soUl
    of Feat
    and poEtry
    and even Bibles
    and Koran are truly
    a rorschach test that
    reveals a God of DArk
    or liGht that alReady lives
    within the hUman being who
    may express fearless love or
    that other place.. anyway.. oh the
    analytical brain.. i could imagine this
    into something wonderful and Romantic
    in your life.. but i saw that comment on Facebook
    where you were not happy with your feet as compared
    to what you saw as pretty shoes.. but i will say and feel
    to you my friend.. that it is not the shoe.. or the foot or the
    flesh of human form that is the most beautiful Angel oF aLL..
    iT is the heARt.. the SpiRit.. the SoUl of essence within
    that connects us to God allone.. in Interdependent
    relationship.. of holy and sacred allthatis..
    i suppose i talk too much about God..
    in fact the psychiatrist will tale me
    i am crazy as i am too Luke
    HOT about this.. and perhaps
    some Muslim folks would think
    i’M crazy to do my Ramadan twelve
    months a year all nows of now.. to
    honor and give praise and glory to
    God ALL Always that includes you
    my friend and your feet and the
    paint that i will treasure always
    as much as any book
    as those feet
    are the
    of God same
    as any toe
    nail of
    i know
    and feel
    as God whole..
    so i kiss your toe nails.. yes..
    no.. i hOld them to my heARt..:)

  14. WeLL.. tHeRe is stiLL
    room for some poetic
    responses on dVerse
    in Romance and Blues
    way.. a very tropical week
    here with low in the Gulf by
    panhandle of Florida.. so a great
    place to stARt again.. with Romance
    or Blues.. so.. which way WiLL i go.. hmm..
    Romance sounds good.. FeeL i’LL continue to go
    that way for now.. as God noW sinGs a SonG of Fearless
    white Love within.. that kNows and FeeLs no separation from
    any other as the dude Jesus said in the Heaven of now there NOW..
    will only be brothers and sisters of love and not even any marriage..
    but to be this fearless love way.. one must lose the illusions of owning
    other humans through degrees of separation.. the unity i have with my
    wife is a code of agreement.. of human heArt.. and SpiRit.. and essence
    of altruism real in hUman bEinG but my LoVe for all that is that includes all
    of Nature including my fRiEnds IS A greaTest Love that knoWs no boundaries
    of even
    alone.. one
    must.. i guess.. die
    first in life.. and come
    back to feel this Lover of
    life we as i.. so perhaps the
    hell was worth it to be here
    in the place whomever
    wrote those words
    to a man
    2 thousand
    years ago..
    has come true
    aT lEast for me..
    so sure.. it is as real
    as if a friEnd of miNd
    sAid it’s true now.. named
    God oF aLL that is now.. we
    are all Loving voices of God
    and FeelinG SenSinG BeinGS
    oF God as wE Rise toGeTher now
    allone aGain and leT ouR LampS
    Shine aS onE God We RiSe aGaiN..
    anyWay.. at lEAst i have a SonG for
    what comes next in my continuing
    Romance with GoD oF ALL NOW..
    the parachute is loosed.. i fly Free With God.. noW iRiSE..
    and my Lamp oF liGht may blind some as iT iS oN noW to sTay..:)

  15. OKay.. Romance
    iT iS with GreeN
    and blUe eYes sAMe..
    so.. sUre i’Ve got soMe
    more FloWers to deliver for NOW..
    as the dVerse Romance proMt continUes to comE..:)

    So true.. love can be drunk
    and chocolates can be nurturing as
    the wine of fine eYes that sparkle
    can be a
    of true love
    that gRows
    and never goes
    stale of bottles gone
    sunk in Ocean of forgotten

    Love lives
    a chocolate
    wine.. FeeLs..:)

    Side note hEar..

    It is often fundamentalist
    Christians i find the farthest
    away from a God who is free and
    never judges for being human
    so at times i test their faith
    to see just how strong
    it is in free..
    and accepting
    the differences
    of others.. well..
    this micro-micro-verse
    hEar now rated a delete
    in censoring me out..
    so what that means
    to me iS it is worth repeating
    again and again.. and sure if
    he deletes me again.. i will still
    get inspired by him and write my poetic
    responses here.. but what i will do is shake
    my sandals off the gRains of ignorance.. until the
    real apocalypse in original Greek meaning of lifting
    the veil of ignorance comes to him in a different way than
    mine or
    not.. as that
    is up to his soul
    for pRison or free
    in what he sees of thAT..
    what i kNow is this.. for sure..
    whomever the real Jesus was of way
    back when.. he would be no more accepted
    in so called Southern Baptist and or fundamentalist
    other churches including Mosques than the crucifixion
    of before.. but you see they are not dealing with a lamb of
    me.. this cub is now a full grown lion that even
    a growl from me in words of real
    will signal more than the
    romance of a liON REAL..
    anyway.. there is always
    a little tension that
    goes with the
    Free so
    here it is
    again worth
    repeating for
    trUth and liGht
    where as the Gnostic
    Jesus reported.. to see
    God one must be willing
    to strip their clothes all of
    culture.. tread on them naked
    and be unashamed of one’s nakedness
    once again.. a child of Nature.. God ONE sAMe..
    just a nobody i am but God is everyone..
    particularly freer when naked FReED..;)

    SMiLes.. God
    IS A topless
    pasties @aLL..
    sAdly both the beauty
    of lust and laughter is
    missing from ‘the bible’..
    iN RoManCinG thE
    philosopher sToNeS
    oF all thAT iS..
    and eXcuse mE
    while i
    i mean
    A Edit
    and not
    the only
    as God
    IS also An
    booK wiTh more
    than pages and a cover..
    and words and letters
    and other
    oF iSREAL
    allthatisGoD noW..

    God iS
    A laugh offearless LUsT
    and A BaLanCinG oF MoVinG
    CoNnEcTaRing CreaTinG LoVE..
    so much
    morE alWays
    bRoaDer than aAdeSign
    ofFhUman InFinitY noW..:)

    Now back to the currently
    scheduled Romance programs
    in hopefully a lighter tOne
    in Romance than that stoNe there..;)

    sMiLes.. i’Ve only been through
    one labor and an early one and
    very difficult one it was..
    and yes.. when
    the blue liGht
    came on..
    and a life threatening
    seizure ensued with an
    emergency C-Section..
    all the life threatening
    and life shortening anomalies
    of the child were sweetened
    by the fact my
    wife was
    still alive..
    i lEarned
    a lot about love..
    life.. and death in those
    51 days until that child
    died in my arms..
    wHeRe i cannot
    why folks
    will not just
    love each other
    and let differences
    fade away..
    anyWaY.. all
    i kNow/FeeL is
    love wins as fearless
    with gratitude my FriEnd..
    whoever you are.. it doesn’t matter
    as everyone now is that child who
    my arms..

    LeSSon of God
    mY FriEnd..
    of all that is..:)

    SMiLes.. mY FriEnd..
    for so many years
    i lost that word L..
    but alWays now
    i aM
    word L..
    funny how
    easy iT is
    when one becomes L..

    L for the
    easy peaceYes..:)

    And iT’s funny all the
    nows i’ve hEard iT
    since i becAMe
    iT and saYinG
    iT a YiN
    oF liFe
    suRe.. i

    SMiLes.. my FriEnd..
    i’M worKinG so hard
    to change the word God
    to NatUre.. imagine if folks
    paid homage.. honored.. worshipped
    and praised Nature with the same Glory
    they give to something created in shells of
    words in books of pages grown old
    and torn
    in thousands
    of years gone
    by.. but true the
    irony of it is the dude named
    Jesus as Gnostic Text indicates
    was another Yogi-leaning dude
    like the Buddha.. or any other
    awakened person who sees God
    as we and i and me and uS as Nature
    whole.. with No separation.. as Indians
    who dance around moonlit campfires as
    naked free before lesser men came
    as Savage
    Free.. SMiLes..
    God is lamb and Lion..
    but mostly God is Free as Nature wHOle..

    i love God
    as God
    i smell.. i taste..
    i touch.. i see.. i hear..
    i propriocept in inFiNite
    other seNses and EmoTioNs
    that don’t even have human labels
    for the pARts of magiC real of Nature
    that are God same aS eXpreSsinG iN mY
    sHells of letters and words too.. but what i sense
    and what i feel of God all as Nature trUe is more
    than idols of human
    symbols for
    the essence
    of all that is nature
    will ever bring in books..
    my friEnd.. and alWays whY
    a photo.. juSt onE Photo oF God
    in the SunSet and cloUds of God’s
    eYes that sees through uS iS worth
    more than close to 12 million words
    i have written in 69 months that is simply
    a prayer with God oF all Nature now that one
    day more otHeRs
    and Love
    God all that is
    as much and more
    than i do now..

    of God’s
    eYes see more than words..:)

    Online Love.. a world
    of words over flesh and blood..
    a world with so much time to get
    to kNow more than flesh and blood..
    pen pals first.. lovers long after..
    and even
    partners stArting
    with words..
    sMiLes.. by
    should be
    a poet..
    i suppose..
    online has its perks..

    Coffee of
    Words oF on EliNe Love..:)

    To fight for love..
    To endure the scrapes of love..
    To fight for love..
    is to say and FeeL more than Love..

    Love scrapes by..

    Quick side note..
    for the trUly creative
    writer.. wHeRe words come
    out deep from a place never
    remembered or seen before.. it’s
    kinda hard
    to dismiss
    what some
    folks name
    as reincarnation..
    just say’in.. juSt
    DreAMinG juST forEver iS aLL..:)

    now back to now
    aGain forevermore
    now as all that is now..

    i saw a Facebook share
    of a poodle mounting
    a Pikachu.. in stuffed
    animal form.. of course..
    as online is vapor ware..
    and it reminded
    me of the
    younger folks
    who are no longer
    interested in the biblical
    way of getting toGeTheR with
    each other as fertility rates decline..
    to levels never seen
    there before..
    as i understand

    Answer to
    GO Pikachu…
    Survival 101..
    wHere INstinct 101
    wins over M-101
    terMiNators of liFe..;)

    Memories of emotions in words.. etc..
    of symbols of loves gone past..
    big mistake.. for me at least
    putting the
    essence of
    those symbols
    aside.. took a long
    time to get them back
    eventually wHere even
    a tear was respite from hell..
    as science shows an increase in
    dopamine is normal in creativity after
    loss as part of the grieving and recover
    cycle of human life.. the oxytocin of nurture
    drops.. the serotonin of trust in all that is drops
    too.. but it seems the idea
    of sadness
    is truly
    anew.. sMiLes
    at lEast from a science
    view.. but i for one noW will
    never tale sadness to go away..
    or loss.. as i know A saddest pARt
    oF all
    be loSinG
    sadness my friend..
    at lEast for me now..

    Sad Songs
    more to come..:)

    Oh.. addiction..
    surely and mostly
    a sign of emptiness within..
    in all the ways that comes.. both
    iN substance and behavioral ways too…
    not nurtured
    as child.. bullied
    by peers in school..
    or ostracized at work..
    sAMe.. Love.. the core
    of Love.. all else the
    core of distance
    of the
    thAt SinGs
    a SpiRit of MiNd
    and BoDy BaLanCinG
    soUL as filled as FeeLinG
    Love’s elixir of liFE noW..
    with Now no
    dollar amounts
    or expensive
    brands of whatever
    fills A wHole thaT cannot be fELt..:)

    A Love affair with food..
    as i’Ve heard others say..
    but not all of course.. the
    cooking is the love of my wife..
    as she only nibbles
    she cooks..

    of Love
    stays a slim wife..;)

    Oh.. yeaH.. and
    hi.. Lynn..
    at number
    23.. not even
    at the end.. this
    go as merry

    sMiles.. i would rather
    Love a piano.. a guitar
    or sure.. a Ukulele too..
    than a car.. a house or
    a set of clothes.. as the strings
    are simply extensions of vocal chords
    that are inherent instruments of human
    emoTions.. and in those extensions of our Emotions
    as vocal chords longer and tighter and softer too..
    we SinG more of the humanity of connection
    in moving creating ways
    thaN we could.. do.. at
    least many of us.. particularly
    those who are too tone deaf to
    sing on key.. and can do the
    Emotions in paint by
    i was blessed
    with perfect pitch..
    need no form or sheet
    music of poEtry as my
    fingers sing no different
    with words on keyboard..
    of human heart..
    some folks don’t understand
    that wysiwyg of mY heArt.. spiRit
    and soUL unleashed and released
    from a pitch that fell from choirs of
    angels and saints.. to the darkest
    oiled tar bird
    no longer
    as eYes
    oF SonG..
    So.. i SinG.. so i
    SinG on the
    SonG oF
    mY soUL
    approaching 4 million
    words now my friEnd with
    only a degree of Love that
    never ever ends or conforms
    to sheet music of Before.. noW..

    SonG oF mY SoUL
    and iSREAL..:)

    sMiLes.. as i now continue
    to dance everywhere i go.. yes..
    noW for 3 years.. approaching
    6000 miles of Nike GPS sports
    watch measure.. i can
    say with surety
    that my wife
    has never
    ever in those
    three years
    i smell
    but not in that way..

    and here..
    Forrest Gump lives..
    the REAL ForRest oF DancE..;)

    SMiLes.. the bullying of school.. particularly
    the middle one of puberty can kill the
    heart and soul of art and romance
    in other inclined folks..
    as i surely can attest
    for a 40 years of desert
    in creativity spoiled by
    mostly males who were afraid
    of anything that wasn’t away
    from art and love.. anyway.. i
    was smart and that kept me going
    all through life.. in standard IQ way..
    but the lost creativity and romantic
    potential in some ways.. was
    a greater loss
    than gains
    of standard
    iQ.. then.. THEN..
    anyway.. to make
    12 million or so words
    shorter.. than THaT..
    i overcame
    i overcame
    in super epic way..
    and the modern version
    of me that is still getting
    even physically stronger at
    56 thanks those bullies for pushing me
    over the moon.. over the sun.. where even
    to shine..

    Colors of
    Super Epic as iNoWv.2..:)

    And ps.. in a hEart as large
    as mine.. i could only offer
    advice to help those bullies now..
    in fact.. i tried a little.. but i scared the
    F out
    of them
    no doubt..
    as they’ve never seen
    and undomesticated
    like me NoW..
    wHeRe the wild things ARE iSREaL..;)

    SMiles.. online
    tracks of lost loves..
    lost friends.. but mostly
    for me new ones that would
    never ever live and thrive where
    i grew up.. i can say with confidence
    that at least from my Senior class.. none of
    them would
    me now..
    as i escaped
    the place they lived..

    Online tracks
    Ignorance at home..:)

    Pen Pal Romances…
    reminds me of the ones
    with paper.. as one i loved as
    young went to California.. and i must
    say that those letters were dear..
    and i suppose now we
    can sort of take
    for granted
    how big the
    Ocean is and
    how many fish
    of Ocean Love we
    truly can connect with..
    never ever having to wait
    for the post man of hope.. now..
    Some of we really do need an ocean
    now to find love.. as for some of us.. the tiny
    Aquarium can not house fish like us in peace of Love..

    Ocean online..
    Love’s GOld fish..
    E-scapes.. FReED..:)

    SMiLes.. my Friend.. thaT iS..
    was a beautiful poem.. rytaephua..
    about your Romance now and certainly
    in the spiRit of Carpe Diem in capturing
    the moment no matter what the form is
    called from then or now.. or anywhere else
    in someone’s
    form of before..
    Anyway.. my heArt
    is not for sale for dollar
    bills.. for likes.. for followers..
    for shares or for anything else
    than art of free.. i worked for the
    government for a quarter of a century
    and followed all tHeiR rules..
    i work for
    art now
    and thrive
    priSon bars…
    When i first came to
    dVerse it was A thriving
    place for art.. and then it
    became just another government
    prison and i left and visit free as
    art will be accepted as is or
    the walls of
    confines.. oh..
    of BeFore.. now…
    sMiles.. my FriEnd..
    i would rather live on
    a Desert Isle of free than
    to be forced in a cave every
    night for bOught and sOld for
    otHeR eYes.. hoWever.. it’s true.. no..
    noT all can create or play unless tHeRe is
    sheet music of beFore.. so tHeir IS A place
    for them in the comfort of the cave that i too
    once lived in
    before i
    that cocoon..
    to Desert Isle…
    i fly wiTh
    simply free..
    one word at a now..
    one step as a dance RomanCinG
    wiTh onLY God and mE to SinG FReED allone..
    in A Tree of liFe with leaves fAlling effortlessly
    as breeze spReads them as winds do SonG aLofT..
    as FriEnds..:)

    sMiLes.. my FriEnd Lillian with liGht Now..
    Love it that you and your husband heRE
    sport a pose of Love with statue of same
    behind as Art of Love in visual poEtry
    that words WiLL never SinG alone…
    funny.. how we appreciate so
    much what we don’t have
    when we lose what
    we might have had
    but never tried at all..
    it’s kinda strange that it
    took me almost 40 years
    to find art aGaiN.. but the
    GreAtest arT i do is the now
    that never ends iN expanding
    Appreciate of Now.. in SonG and
    DanCe wHere all is sacred and holy
    i see.. i feel.. i sense.. i do as alWays
    Love iN Fearless ways oF Art i SinG NoW..

    ThrilLed to
    be aLiVe
    Bottom way..
    tops wiTh sMiLes..:)

    A map
    to Love..:)

    SMiLes.. my friEnd.. as a person
    diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum
    with Asperger’s Syndrome in 2008
    at age 47.. with my sister arriving
    at the same diagnosis.. a few years later..
    near 50.. it is obvious that
    we received this challenge
    from my father and his
    father where my
    father thrived
    in the routine
    of law enforcement
    for 46 years.. and my Grandfather..
    as he would eventually be an
    X-Catholic and historically
    noted Catholic Priest/Author..
    mY Love Now for Freest Verse
    Poetry and Dance is great as the
    free verse ART away from mechanical
    super logic.. super standard IQ cognition
    of three college degrees.. etc.. rEleased
    my heARt.. my SpiRit mY soUL
    noW.. so to sPeak..
    my father never
    spoKe his
    heARt.. my Friend..
    and sure tHeRe are
    many men like
    this raised
    in areas wHeRE
    i live.. as Boys to Men..
    are taught that emoTions
    and smiLes and even Love
    are less than real for men…
    ThaT’s changing..
    but poetry..
    oh.. poetry
    me human..
    more than most now…
    Adapt and change and thrive
    in challenge or
    elsE.. noW..
    the story
    of Nature’s
    R O M A N C E
    of all of we who
    survive and even one day
    thrive as never ever before..
    as Fearless LovE that SinGs
    and DancEs Super EpiC
    like never ever bEforE2..

    iT’s neVer
    to Rise..:)

  16. JuSt another two year ago..
    Memory in Macro Verse way
    that says DON’T WALK! DANCE
    the walk of LiFE.. and sure this
    sTiLL holds trUe for me.. at 56 even
    more so than 54 or even 7 yearS olD
    iN school oF sTiLL death aS trapped beHinD desks
    thaT go no wHeRE but human head.. a truly
    sMaLL pArt of The WhoLe ShEBang
    named hUman noW as evolved of
    course according to God and
    Nature sAMe.. and the
    sychronistic eventS iN
    mY LiFE oF ArT and PoeTry
    aS SonG oF mY souL wHole
    Ocean poem FloW iN ZonE
    continue to contribute with the
    wHole dAm sHoW noW.. so
    yes.. i say.. THE SHOW MUST
    GO ON.. and nah.. ain’t the first
    perSon to mention thaT and rEminds
    me alREady of A sonG to sTart to
    accompany this Micro Verse of
    MacroVerse of Ocean WhoLe
    poem now in super epic longest
    long form ever reflecting GodsUniverse
    NoW of course in Macro Verses 1.. 2.. and
    3 lAbeleD as GodsUniVerseNovel.. 2.. and
    3 more specifically labeled as such with juSt
    that 3rd Macro Verse.. as such.. weighing in
    at 338,630 words per se.. and yes.. below
    the micro-verse level.. tHeiR are micro-micro
    verses that often come too.. and below that
    each word can contain multiple meanings
    in micro-micro-micro verse way..
    and OMG even lower too..
    as micro-micro-micro-micro
    verse when even the
    Capitalization of a letter
    or not can even BrinG a change
    iN the meaning of the whole Ocean
    Poem way.. in SonG oF mY SoUL..
    as yes.. each single letter in that
    title is specifically deSiGned
    in stream of consciousness..
    more openED mindful and
    bodyful awareness for
    the multiple changes
    that can and will
    come iN
    as nowS Go On
    for now.. so sure..
    when i say these words
    letters.. numbers.. etc.. in way
    of other symbols too are an organic
    representation of how the WHOLE SHE
    BANG OF ALL WORKS TOO.. sure iT should..
    iF we are open and free as we are aLL mini-me’s
    oF God when simply sEt Free to freeLY expResS
    our heaRT aS SpiRit iN MiNd and BoDy BaLaNcinG
    foR noW..:)

    Hmm.. yes.. and heRe..
    a short enough micro-verse
    from 2015.. to quote here in full..
    all about living a life up top.. stuck
    in head ways of BeinG thAt certainly
    i was guilty of for so.. so many years as
    just a brainiac over full MiNd and Bodiac
    BaLanCinG ForcE now too..
    anyWay.. liVE and leARn
    in soMe of tHe harDest
    ways i cAMe.. finAlly noW
    to analytically understand
    most of the Art oF thiS too..
    but it’s a practice of continuing
    bliss in the nirvana.. the satori..
    the kundalini rose.. vision quest..
    and born aGain reaLiTy oF a liFe
    iN tRue success of WhAT can count..
    Living a liFe in BaLanCinG ForCe oF
    liGht wiTh thE GraVity oF God and no
    longer aGainST the GraVitY oF GoD FReED..
    iN TrUly what cAn bE described as a Free Verse
    DancE of continuing bliss and joy iN liFE.. but each
    perSon muST finD tHeiR way to thiS Nirvana of
    MovinG.. ConNecTinG and CreAtinG noW…
    liFe is work and practice with God
    forevermore noW.. Bottom
    line.. liFe can bE
    a Work oF Fearless..
    LoVE.. or a practice
    oF the dARk side too..
    thAT loses a muCh GreATer
    liGht along the way of Free LiFE noW..:)

    So yes.. heRe.. as i quote me from.. 2014..
    to date me too of course to 10th of August then..

    ‘Ah.. i live up top.. for decades on
    end.. and for me.. at least..
    i find all the answers in
    starTing feet..
    left and right..
    18 years of school
    or so.. and no one
    ever teaches me
    how feet
    are Art..
    of human
    i Dance..
    and Sing..:)’

  17. Ha. “I scrolled a million miles, for one of your smiles….” LOL…….great photos on the dance of life. And you write very prolifically….I came in to thank you for your wonderful comment on my poem Blackbird………and for the inspiring words “It’s never too late to rise”. This is true! You are right about the generational thing re men not being comfortable back then revealing their feelings………….many were not, for sure. But there was Love and that one time ion my life, it was the real thing…….I was not brave enough to withstand the teenage opposition. Yet in two more years most were out on their own. Sigh………..ah well, what’s meant to be will be and I moved to the ocean and life was glorious for ten years so all was well. Thanks for your visit, kiddo.

    • Hi.. Sherry Blue Sky.. thanks so much now for slooowwwlllly dropping
      by and as you say.. “I scrolled a million miles, for one of your smiles….”
      And yes.. haha!.. what you did do is scroll through what MicroSoft
      Word says is close to 30K words.. close to 300 photos.. a dozen
      plus videos.. and links and links upon links to literally over
      a million more of my words as the links do filter
      on down.. and uP!.. hehE..
      anyWay.. so glad you
      enjoyed the photos i
      share on the dance of
      life and 69 months now
      of constant writing.. oh..
      from almost wake to
      sleep does equal
      close to 12 million documented
      words online with the approaching
      4 million that are in this blog alone..
      and perhaps more.. as all i can do is
      estimate that from the rate i gRow oN now..
      but as my quick about section sayS.. on this
      blog and Ocean wHole poem of 693rd Macro
      Verse here as i continue another somewhat
      long Micro Verse here.. specificAlly it is
      all my pleasure of art to keep going
      every which way and so loose
      as FloW iN hUman ZonE
      as “i Like to Write’..
      WiLL staY A FLoat
      noW aS WeLL
      gRows as
      mE as perSon
      too.. in human potenTial
      wHole as WeLL to mATch thE
      SonG oF mY SoUL iN Ocean FuLL
      Poem Flow.. otHeR than thaT i Love
      to see wHere the fLow WiLL
      take the shapes neXt
      like a crop field
      of ET wheat
      as oats
      i sew for
      seed to gRoW moRE
      iN Fearless LovinG Words..:)

  18. Memories.. memories..
    memories oF art flood in
    with the continuing tropical
    low deluge of panhandle
    iN Florida Summer days
    in 8 month still
    dog days
    of Summer
    cooled by rain..
    anyway.. the spirit
    of Jimi Hendrix and others
    like Syd Barrett of Pink Floyd
    go by no meter or measure or
    rhyme of before.. these original
    artists go deep with heARt.. SoUL..
    as SpiRit rises to Express the deepest
    Ocean of within.. the human archetypes
    of artist that dances wildly and beats drums
    toGeTheR naked around the midnight moonlit
    skies of hUmans Brighter in Creativity than liGht
    of moon and sun that KnoWs no Beyond of hUman
    Imagination set free without rules of form alone over
    essence of all that is.. yeah.. i kNow thaT’s kinda deep
    but ah.. i am doing what they do in Free Flow of what
    WiLL iN ZoNE of LoVinG noW come next so free..
    of what was beFore alone the synergy of now
    allone.. anyWay.. some cool photos of the
    beach here that will alWays be deeper
    than words as the beauty of thAt
    can be infiNite in multi-Universe
    hUman eYes that when
    seT free WiLL perceive
    tHeir peace of GoD wHOle
    differently in someway as
    multi-UniVerse humans
    WiLL.. set free from
    the limits and
    of others as
    we simply
    play Guitar
    Free without
    those restrictions
    noW in a new age
    without chains
    us to priSon
    walls of insame..
    And the joy i feel that
    what i do yesterday is never
    totAlly the sAMe as what i create
    today as the Nautilus sHell or cross
    that starts at center pARt spRead out..
    in this case
    from the
    to noW..
    thanks to my personal
    digital assistant.. the
    Facebook algorithm
    Memory generator
    as i give credit
    no matter
    it is
    for all
    that is that
    helps me on
    my continuing
    evolution of the art
    of all that is aka God
    that lives free within me
    out noW
    oh.. so
    much more Now..
    as the KA of mY
    future spirit continues
    to sing now and then allone..
    in this new age metaphor of heaven
    and pie in the sky of God.. or pi F yA
    like or PHI for Golden Spiral oF God come
    to words as juSt i another pARt of Gods phi oF eYe..
    in all seeing fashion in my multi-universe eYe of God
    that too like
    Jimi and Syd kNows
    and FeeLs no bounds of
    beFore to stay the frigging
    insame so Old
    so cOld so far aWay
    from God Force oF FreeSTonEnoW..:)

    Well in shorts and less..
    the TRUE beauty of Thomas 37
    is to shed one’s clothes as reported
    from the Yeshua of before.. yes before
    this humble Yogi-Like teacher was clothed
    with illusions of myths to hyperbolically expand
    the so-called Holy Roman Empire in 325 AD and
    after intermingling what was left in copied and
    scribed words.. thousands of times over
    centuries of Before.. as no words
    at all were written down of
    oral tradition until
    4 decades after
    what is left
    of Yeshua’s
    life in record books
    transformed into a King..
    a Soldier God King of the Universe
    from naked feat and feet of humble
    barefoot hobo wandering the villages
    in only value of the Fearless Love
    within that moves.. that connects
    with all others and God as Nature
    true.. that fills us up with feeling
    and sensing nature whole creaTinG
    without restraints
    of clothes that
    bind us..
    as yes.. we
    humbly shed our
    cultural clothes find
    God lives freely in our
    Temple of God from head
    to toe.. unashamedly seeing
    all functions and form of human
    being as sacred and holy Temple
    of God more fabulous and baroque
    than any manmade temples that attempt
    to approximate the majesty in art of GoD
    that is the huwomanifestation of God iN
    every human.. every animal.. every fish
    and earth worm of God here on this
    beautiful blue.. green.. brown
    sanded and white snowed eYe
    thAt is an eYe of God as wE
    too see WitH God eYes
    trUe without clothes
    of culture alone
    that can no
    God on skin
    from Sun on head
    to toe.. inside.. outside..
    so below and so above..
    all around wE as and are
    pARt of GoD wHole alWays
    noW eternAlly iN What can and
    iS bE Heaven noW for those of wE
    wHo fiNd a path that works to seT
    the Heaven
    of wE free..
    away from tiniest
    needle hole to fit
    the core of ouR soUl
    through away from
    camel of culture so
    bloated.. so bloated
    from water of cultural
    illusory fears in controlling
    uS aWaY from Being
    free BeinG a free
    pARt oF
    GoD wE
    rise re

    Art of heARt and miNd
    and BoDy BaLanCinG
    soUl exPreSsinG thaT
    in pasSioN of words
    beHold a liGht
    of God inside..
    to spREad a liGht
    connect wiThoTherS
    TruE.. iN photos too..
    capturing the EmoTioNs
    and seNses oF liGht iN
    hUman liFE from head to
    toe even in a couple of recorded
    years from 2013 to 2015 in a collage
    of Facebook Profile photo pics as mY
    soUl continues to evolve as eXpreSsinG
    thAt in Holy and Sacred Temple of God
    tHat is the selfie of You and i and wE and
    uS celeBrATinG liFE toGetHer noW agAin..
    yes.. duh.. of course selfies are sacred unless..
    ye of little faith really don’t understand that we are
    all Temples of God in flesh and blood form that hold
    that divine spark of All that is inside.. outside.. yes.. now
    below so above.. and all around.. and sure not every
    one is free enough and loves tHeir Temple of God
    enough to share that art with others.. for those
    who feel the Temple of God is somehow
    evil from head to toe iN uncovered form
    as toe to crown of hair that covers
    the Temple of God free
    tHat is we.. or
    bald as that
    may come
    that shine
    without hair as well..
    it is totally disgusting to me..
    that someone would suggest that
    Miley Cyrus’ Temple of God that she
    unashamedly bares in front of all the world
    as freest indigenous child of God on God’s
    Great sacred gift on the Planet of earth now is
    anything less than a free and sensual sacred
    holy child of God from head to toe..
    no matter what color
    her frigging pubic
    hair is too..
    sorry but
    when you start
    to see human
    hair as evil..
    Jesus F. In Christ
    you’ve lost your God..
    mind and body long ago..
    as holy and sacred Temple
    of God from head to toe.. and
    if you cannot see Jesus in Miley’s
    naked form.. head to toe.. when you
    search on Google to make fun of
    her nakedness.. then perhaps you
    never ever kNew the real Yeshua
    from before.. as the Gnostic
    Gospel of Thomas clearly
    states in vs.. 37.. you will
    never see Yeshua
    or God until
    you once
    can walk
    naked in front
    oF God and all
    others without being
    ashamed of your Temple
    oF God set free.. and sorry
    if you don’t take good care oF
    it i suggest you put the remote
    control or keyboard down and
    pick up a weapon of flesh and
    blood free and exercise your
    Temple of God free
    from the devil
    of culture
    who tales
    you your
    Temple of
    God is somehow
    more evil than the devil
    tools of culture including
    the clothes that cover that
    Temple of God from head to
    toe.. the saddest part of all
    is some folks have to get brave
    to be free.. i AM free.. there is no
    brave.. about that now.. as i walk
    naked as the Lion on the Savannah..
    who doesn’t worry about her breast size
    his testicle size.. his penis size.. whether
    or not she has gray hairs on her mane.. sHe
    is just a standing tAll child of God that looks
    toward the
    Sun and air
    to breathe
    Breath aLiVe..
    Miley and i giggle
    at your clothes oF lies..
    better yet and sadder yet..
    we shed tears of sadness
    for ye of little and clothed fate…
    But muSt end this with a sMILe..
    Dance naked with God in sand
    and sun.. connect to God as
    iNterdependent reLaTinG
    Force and see and
    bE the Face
    oF GoD
    REborn in HeavenFREE!..
    Lamps of God SinG liGhtnoW..
    And DancE WiTh GodaLLonE..:)

    More here on Coral Castle.. South
    of Miami.. and the Latvian Immigrant..
    and old man who stood 5 feet tall..
    and at 100 LBS on his lone..
    moved 30 ton stones..
    for feat in lone..
    equaling what
    the Egyptians
    did TogetHer
    in building the
    pyramids beFore..
    and if anyone doubts
    what the power of muse
    and love will do.. this story
    that is true and evidenced as
    fAct is well worth pursuing new..
    as perhaps this man like Tesla..
    who was overlooked with
    Edison.. found the
    secrets of
    free energy
    that no human
    can control and
    bind with dollar bills
    to keep humans as
    slaves in jobs only
    fit for robots without
    feelings or humanity wHole..
    And that reminds me i’ve been
    trYinG to get through the movie
    ‘Chappie’.. another story where they
    try to make a machine into a human
    by suggesting they can make that machine
    have feelings.. but what they fail to remember
    is even at the highest levels of psychiatry they
    only have pills for that that work hardly any
    different than the power of belief that is
    just another word for the placebo
    effect for those with great
    hope.. faith.. and belief
    successfully feel how
    to incorporate
    this all natural
    and Nature/God
    gifted higher power
    to us for those of we
    who fear no dark of Nocebo
    effect and affect that is just
    the opposite real natural
    voodoo that science
    now shows works
    to make us ill
    just like
    the placebo
    effect in converse
    of belief can heal us
    no different than what
    the original Yeshua as
    reported real life natural
    miracles said too.. before
    the scientific method was even
    created back then.. when one
    looked for the patterns that worked
    in Nature and gave and shared that
    enlightening information to rise others
    up to a lighter life of Fearless Love as
    truly Fearless Love is 100% positivity
    of thoughts and feelings without any
    negative thoughts and feelings at all..
    and that my friends is the Christ liGht
    in metaphor of course.. as when one
    achieves this real all natural Christ
    Consciousness in fuller MiNd and
    BodY BalanCinG real all natural
    soUl.. the focus is laser.. the
    beam of Love is intense..
    the eYes of God SinG
    trUe as liGht as wE..
    and yoU can move mountains..
    in metaphor.. that floW in ZonE..
    with zero negativity of all associated
    with fear that BrinGs that Love down..
    and next thing ya kNow.. you too may
    do something greater than me than DanCinG
    an all new style of ballet and martial arts like dance
    every God dAm place you go for 6,000 miles in around
    36 months.. writing close to 12 million words in 6 years
    and WeLL over 3 Million words in a longest long form
    poem ever in just three years too.. how the FucK
    do you thiNK and FeeL i do all this Mountain
    moving without this 100% Hope.. Faith
    and Belief as total positive God Force
    of energy radiating from the core
    of God paRt wHole thaT is the i
    of ME
    as a greater
    Force oF God
    in human liGht
    maniFest in the KA
    oF SpiRit iN all these
    words.. all those DAnCe
    steps recorded in modern
    technological way and shared
    around the world In Facebook Video
    ways by the followers who voyeur record
    me on their smArt phones and spread mY
    FreeSt ministry of Free Verse Dance.. WeLL..
    let’s say.. not everyone has what iT takes to
    read what A truE and liGhTest Free child
    of God is capable of in Mountains
    of Words.. but my non-verbal
    language of DAnce
    Speaks the same
    of Human
    Freedom and
    if you ever think
    someone like me can
    be replicated and mass
    produced.. go ahead.. try it..
    i challenge you to create A
    INTO A MACHINE.. you’ll never
    do it as if you do not have the
    other intelligence oF art iN
    mind and body baLanCinG
    SoUL.. ReAL noW aliVe..
    you’ll never ever even
    program yourself..
    as this ain’t noW A
    Fucking systemizing
    science program.. this
    is God Art Manifest as
    words and photos and what
    science cannot even adequately
    measure or even understand now
    without eyes and ears thAT Art oF GOD..:)

  19. WeLL.. looks like the..
    or shall i say.. A KArmic
    eYe is back to finish this
    693rd Macro Verse.. hmm..
    what am i calling this again..
    yes.. “i’M F*KinG A 0KAy”..
    Sounds like a
    SonG to mE..
    anyWay.. for the
    enD and stARt oF noW
    aGaiN.. as this is my ritual
    oF Holy and Sacred Thursday
    R and R day too.. wHere i travel
    to do the Sacred and Holy ToGeTheR
    DancE wITh all the Kool College Age FolKs
    At Good Old Seville Quarter iN mY 123rd
    week of celebRaTing DancE tHeRe
    tonighT on Thursday NiGht wITh
    more fun Dance photos
    coming to this
    current MacroVerse
    and the neXt onE too..
    as the Ocean Poem Story
    of thE SonG oF mY SoUL..
    juSt continues to floW iN ZonE
    of All ThAt is as thAT2.. of course..
    wRite on course.. as i add those photos
    in around the 3 am wee hours of Friday..
    not quite the 13th but the 12th after a long
    long niGht of Dance fun all the way aRround NoW2..:)

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