WeLL.. after traveling through
Hakuna Matata.. the Dark Vader Force..
the Storm Trooper.. all for my last 691st
Macro Verse titled.. ‘000 SeCrET AGenT oF GoD’..
i decided to go disguised as minion and sure
enough i attracted some minionettes who
even spanked me through the railings while
i was giving a full exhibition of
dance toward the end
oF the night
out enough to give
me some hip and elbow
room to twirl and whirl around..
And oh God.. i swear.. there was
this East Indian Girl who came in
tonight.. a really sweet girl who looked
almost just like my Friend Himali.. i had
to take a close double take.. to make sure
she didn’t fly a couple thousand miles or so
to come say hey.. but anyway it made me
think of my friend.. so that was cool.. next
photo pic oF course..;)
WeLL.. i suppose the slideshow video maker of Facebook
is gonna make a routine of turning my Thursday Night
Dance Photos into a Facebook Algorithm
it’s all for
free for all..
so.. BRinG iT oN..;)
Facebook Bennie and friend
from way back when then in college
Karaoke on Thursday nights?
i say in encouraging return..
Yes.. Bennie.. most definitely..
every Thursday Night at Seville..
done it one time..
too busy dancing
to sing any other
day than Sunday
Only at Catholic Church..
and when Katrina drags me
with her friend to
in between them
damning folks to hell..
but the singing is ok.. i guess..;)
Benny says in return..
Ohhhhh. .. maybe we can meet
up on a Sunday or not. Lol
i say in welcome terms..
Sounds cool.. one way or
the other would like to
see you in the real sometime..;)
Bennie responds with..
Ya, same here
Yay.. just yay.. FriEndLY
Minionettes.. toward the
end of the niGht seT FREE!..
and hmm.. i must have been dancing
extra free as i got three questions on what
kind of drug i was on.. and at least one girl.
tried to score some
from me.. but i told
her the wife handles all
the money.. and i AM
God StOne Sober FREE..
anyway.. more fun photos
included in my latest 692nd
Macro Verse of Ocean Poem
wHOle.. longest long form poem..
in the history of humankind sTiLL
approaching 4 million words.. as
nows go oNE.. ah yes and at the
end of the night i got the area dance
icon title from an innocent passer by
and when i said i’m just here to have fun..
he assured me i was an icon.. as i breezed
though the statement of appreciation like what
i do is nothing at all.. well i don’t do it for money..
but i hear through the grapevine that the voyeur
dance videos that folks have continued to take of
me in public dance stores.. to Old Seville is
becoming Legion/Legend.. and sure.. that
iS much better than being the
Hunch Back of Notre Dame
shut-in for 66 months..
iN continuing to date year ago.. Facebook
alogorithm macro-verse memories.. a Never
Ending Story of NOW.. continuing in 2015.. too..
With visit to beautiful Navarre beach and gorgeous
sunset photos at that beach and etc.. etc.. of course..;)
Memories of Ivan here.. the Storm who took my favorite
Oak tree in my backyard and made that Majestic
beauty true.. into a dinosaur skeleton of its
former presence in oak and stoic way..
hmm.. anyway.. Ivan brought changes..
annihilation of Infrastructure and many
trees as such were among the dark parts..
however.. what this Hurricane did BrinG was
neighbors getting toGeTheR for a real block
part of life in sharing food.. in cook-out way
real.. hmm.. the first and last time.. neighbors
got together like this.. but the front porch life
in the heat of Summer back in the 60’s was a
way of life for folks who did not yet arrive into the
AC days of electronic home entertainment that soon
spelled doom for the social life of leagues in Bowling
Centers as a microcosm of the sociological phenomenon
named as Bowling Alone.. a really sad way to go compared
to the human connection way of moving and creating thaT iS
iN our DNA strong.. no less than the pack dog wolf who
howls at the moon separated from the pack.. and
yes i know that emptiness all too well.. as
my illnesses for those 66 months of
shut-in way made me a wolf
who could no longer even
howl at the moon
to find someone
like me in a pack
of strange of course too..
THAT can make it even that
much harder to connect to other folks
too.. hmm.. and that is why i dance.. why
i write.. to take the great work.. effort and practice
to connect to other folks.. in creating ways and Loving
ways too.. and while it’s nice to hear one is an icon of
the Metro Pensacola area in dance.. i would much
rather get to know and feel someone and help
them in tHeir way of life.. funny though how
folks think that athletic folks are not
too smart.. just ’cause they move
more than they talk.. and funny
how the folks who think all
i do is dance and do
not talk much at
all get so so
surprised to find
out just how much
i do talk.. as many words
as steps in dance in writing
and verbal way too.. and that’s
a whole lot of both.. but when you
become lost from society.. erased..
from the memory of all the work connections
you once had as you can no longer possibly
work.. and there are no friends left
in the homeland way of life..
when that potential comes
back.. at least if you are me
and you’ve lived in that
black hole soul
then from God WhoLe..
let’s just say.. if you become
human again too.. you will do
everything in your power to stay
that way.. even if it means stripping
your clothes off in nature and sand
the same to connect as fully to God
as you can do.. or dancing everywhere
one goes in public.. for close.. to 6000
miles in a period of around.. 36 months
coming somewhere in September for me
as that mileage tallies up.. in Nike GPS
sports watch way.. and yes.. the writing
still moving.. toward 4 million words
iN SonG of mY SoUL.. in that same
3 year recovery now of becoming
human again.. i make the most
out of life in a never ending
story of now.. ’cause i can..
’cause i will.. as i do..
i do.. live life epic
as an icon
back to angel of
lighter ways WiLL
do again.. as it iS Now
Nature of the cycle and
spectrum from dArk to liGht
and aLL the tween.. as yes.. as
my friend Katy Perry says.. after
every Hurricane of dark comes a
colorful liGht of over Rainbow Colors..
so welcome now to Beyond my Rainbow..
as the story continues to never end.. noW..:)
And now three Macro Verse Facebook Memories
from 2014.. starting with a Memoir of a
transcendent Time IN NOW..
yes.. i write about life now..
but i attempt to write about
Universal philosophies.. principles
and processes that last forever as long
as we are human.. and i suppose i could be not
quite as comprehensive.. but from my standpoint
of a person who lost their heARt.. SpiRit.. and SoUl
whole for a period of 66 months.. i for one kNow/FeeL that
iT is certainly a synergy in myriad factors in the
environment and nature of life.. innately
and in nurture than can bRinG thAT
aLL back.. and there is no taling
for a person for another person’s
life what the tipping point to
BrinG that all back miGht
be.. it could be words of
wisdom.. love and
or beauty.. or
a photo that says
the same in more than
words will ever say..now2..
i have the tools.. so i bring
them on all in a Memoir of
a transcendent Time IN NOW..
as the Internet in more and less
hUman terms is forever.. and who knows
when the next time will be when someone
like me or completely like me will write the longest
long form poem again.. sure it is a first for someone
to dance walk six thousand miles in a three year
period in Northwest Florida Panhandle beauty
in all the public stores and places everywhere
they go.. in fact in may be the first time anyone
has ever done it for even an F iN mile for
even a day.. will that be remembered for
folks for the rest of their life as something
unusual and special.. well.. sure it will..
if no one else steps out of the
box and does it different
like i do too..
memories will live on
in Facebook Video way stored
in the warehouses of the metro
area Facebook Minion population..
that have yet broke out themselves into
joyous dance noW all through the area free..
too.. my hope is that some of the minions will
set themselves free.. as free can be like this..
and perhaps.. i’LL never see the day.. but hey..
they say.. Jesus is coming back again.. so sure..
why not someone like me.. hehe.. i mean it’s not
like i’ve actually walked on water.. although floating
on land on foot is kinda cool considering.. you can
pretty much walk on water.. in a boat or surfboard
as such.. and no.. i haven’t literally raised anyone
from the dead.. but if i help anyone bRinG back
tHeir heARt and SpiRit.. and SoUL.. in death
as living life.. i suppose that counts for
something.. considering the living
suffer and the dead do not..
as far as science knows
at least.. other folks
who are psychopathic leaning
would suggest they burn forever
and that is what psychopaths do.. they
feed off the pain and suffering of others
as they angst their life through.. or perhaps
they take little 6 year old girls for wives and
sex slaves and such as that.. at 9 years old
too.. or if they are in a position of power over
certain minorities like slave owners used to
do to black folks.. they rape them and then
they put them in jail way back when
for aborting a child of rape..
where they had no say
over three hundred pound
so-called big men who forced
their way.. on the young black
women then.. and such as that
sickness of psychopathic leaning
human being.. whose only satisfaction
in life.. is status.. power.. and the green
bLack Dollar of life.. and wouldn’t kNow/FeeL LovE
iF it shit on them from the sky of fairy tales as such..
anyway.. i have hope for the minions who allow other
folks in ways of religion and culture to scare them into
prey.. the Trump phenomenon says it all.. as he even
thinks folks who don’t like him should have to vote
for him.. and will cry if i lose.. it’s rigged.. it’s rigged
as the Donald always wins.. well got news for
all you Trump folks out there that rule
the minions with illusory fears and
empty promises no different
than hell or heaven after
life to get through
of ‘rape’ today..
in all the ways rape
can come and prostitution
too in stuff like institutionalized
marriage for money.. and just plain
force of the strong over weak.. in subjugating..
controlling.. dominating way over the perceived
weak among us sAMe.. some of us get the lies
early on.. we change.. and overcome.. and some
folks live the lie to the end of their days.. never
even knowing they lived in hell when it could
have been heaven if they just got free..
yeah.. sharing all this is worth it..
been to hell in so many ways..
live in heaven now in so many
more ways.. if i didn’t share
the path out.. in everyway
i kNow/FeeL.. i would truly be the
selfish one.. now.. who kept THE GIFT..
all to themselves.. it is why i give..now..
i share so much.. is i know/FEEL the other
place of minion all too well.. in hell..
oF Fearless Love..
in couRage and kInd..
never ever afraid to give it
ALL AND SHARE IT SAME..
SO.. sure i go..DO iT wiTh juSt aNoTheR
Memoir of a transcendent TiMe iN N0W..:)
And wriTe and DancE on topic
here.. Adventures in Dance Walking
With Bob Marley! from 2014..
some Farm photos and Dance
store images to go along with
that alL FReED oF course..
as you probably
get the overaLL
oF liFE by noW..
by me at lEast..
hehe.. so FuNoW..;)
Yeah.. i kNOw.. i FeeL.. i can
be very very conFuSinG to
otHeRs as UM am i Element
of Confusion.. butT to me i see/hEar
the tapestry whole and i ain’t scared
of the beyond of A to Z liFE iN Books..
’cause i see a painting of God wHOlE
so Beautiful that words WiLL never ever
tale for fuLL.. but sure.. i will try as i can
and will to do.. as i for one Know tHat
Miracles are as real as the
water.. of rivers true
to make uP
tHis Ocean whOle..
poEM too.. in micro sTiLL
View of the Macrocosm of GoD
wHOle.. alWays now and forevermore
NoW juSt noW iN Now forevernowmorenow2..
And this is the way God and Nautilus same
and i too Grow ouR Ocean wHole.. wE
sTart rather smALL and condensed iN
Art.. we dance.. we sing.. we spREad
ouT as contiNuinG to gRow whoLe
and self actualized as NOW
moRe.. and neXt thing ya
kNoW wE are new entity
same as entity AlWays
noW GroWing forevermore
noW.. so how do yA likE mY
sHeLL so far.. sure.. and in the
core of every sHell tHeir can be
a hell of Heaven too.. wHere S
is hopE oF Heaven noW.. anyway
i GroW oN as God Does too.. no
separation of wE and hopefully one
day you too.. if not already.. WiLL have
all the blinders oFF separation of God sET frEE
too that culture and religion does most certainly
sTiLL bRinG now.. the evidence of that is simply
irrefutable.. except for those minions who refuse
to see and hear.. the trUth and liGht thaT is so
far tOld now online in ways oF BriGht that
it is getting to the point that the Trumps
of today WiLL never ever WiN FucKinG
aGain.. FREEDOM FucKinG Wins iN
Fearless LoVE CouRage and KiNd
liNe.. iF yoU SeeK iN GoD
waY noW.. oh so FReED..:)
And yes as p.s. note..
it’s not easy sTARtinG
a new career as Superman
oF Fearless Love at age
53.. but you kNow this is no
longer a little patch of middle
east land.. it’s an entire world
of over 7 Billion FucKinG folks..
hundreds of countries and some countries
like ours that are a melting pot of countless
cultures that even move down to the microcosm
of individuals who make their own ‘gothic’ cultures
as they go.. to be pARt of something.. anything aT aLL..
we do live in a confusing world.. no doubt.. but i try
my best to be a Superman to bRinG a little clarity of
what can be so.. so dark.. but it is complicated
and to fill all the holes of the Albert
hall as the Beatles.. say..
takes a lot bigger individual
effort in 53 years of world wide
school.. than.. let’s just say.. the
thirty years or so of what it took
in a middle east patch of dirt back
then.. sure.. as even ‘some’ folks then
came to find out.. being a Superman
oF Fearless Love can be a thankless
job.. but every once in a well..
a person with a certain
liGht in their
eYes sees who you
reAlly are.. and perhaps
you’ve never seen them before..
but they say.. hey man you’re an
icon and when you humbly look back..
as sure people don’t often understand
the Supermen and Superwomen.. etc.. ET..
AL of the world sTiLL noW and get used
to discouraging words and actions..
sometimes to the point where
they must build an
ocean long poem
to keep the
iN as a real superman
feeds off empathy.. compassion
and pro-social emoTioNs REaL
and minions will do tHeir
best to take that aWaY
if you blind them
with yOur liGht..
see the entire
of The liGht thaT
Supermen and Women.. et al..
do BRinG to thE table of LiFE
and with that sAid.. i Have a
title for this 692nd whole Ocean
Poem MacroVerse that WiLL BE NoW..
Love” and a SonG
thAT WiLL FiT iN
just wRite as the
three bears of BeFore
WiLL SinG aLonG too.. oh.. so long
and liGht as Life iN Fearless LoVeNoW..
oh.. and the title.. that’s just Superman’s
way of dedicating it to all the women he’s Loved..
and still does Love.. in oh.. oh.. oh.. so many ways
to GRoW aGain noW..
in Ocean DancE and
StePs WhOlE NoW..
and other than
it is now a
market help for
minions all now
for FReED.. like i
sAid.. it’s not even
free to help other
folks.. it takes great
effort of a Trump Businessman
too… yes.. i lEarn from everyone..
as that is what REAL FucKinG Supermen..
Superwomen.. and SuperEtcS.. do.. they
leave no FucKinG Stone in Rock or
for the tUrn
of a friEndly
cARd for all who
travel in DARk and
liGht and the ‘tween
oF all thaT iS aka GOD #iSREAL ..:)
overAll it’S saFe
To saY i’M bacK
wITh clotHes oF miNion
From BiRth noW seT FReED..
witH thE Karmic eYe Of Course2..
anyway this Superman
stuff is busy..
put the dance photos
in last post.. and Jesus F.
iN Christ.. i never even
got around to
what i wRote..
as tHere ain’t
no Microsoft Word grammar
and speLL checker thaT
works with original
so off to do
The insanity of culture away now
from the acceptance of fearless Love
and compassion in an unconditional DOinG
way IS A symptom of a groWinG first problem
world.. including Middle East and farther east too.. now..
gaining too much time on their
hands with culture stuff in all the
ways that comes
and not enough
for Life aS Survival…
Every social animal needs
a role.. even iF it must be manufactured
bY culture aS wHole.. manufactures those
social roles that range from self esteem for
female genital mutilation.. to institutionalized
rape in non-consensual dowry marriages..
to at least one Arab study that
shows 4 out 5 of 3 to
6 year old girls
by close family
members or folks
intimate with the
and sure that’s just
the end of the darkest
tip of the iceberg.. that goes
to anything and everything that goes
that means acceptance that culture bRinGs..
bottom line.. it could be worse.. we could live ‘over
there’.. be in ‘those shoes’.. but iF my own anecdotal
evidence of the girls who have been abused by family
as such.. holds anywhere close to true.. 1 out of 4 is really
bad like 4 out 5 too.. and of course that is the statistical
sexual abuse fraction for all American Women2.. so sure..
the anecdote holds true in empirical measure too..
and it is most often someone someone knows
who does the dirty deed over
the strange of
bushes as it still
is and are and was
as rape.. and all abuse
and verbal abuse.. IS A slow
torture.. even for the homosexual
in church who is told they are sacred
enough to live.. but not to marry or go to
heaven in a dream after life..
so they are condemned
to a slow rot hell noW in
church every Sunday
until Free from
and no it is no
easier to be a thin
boy as it is to be a thicker
girl.. or to be a smiling blonde
haired boy.. with pretty eyelashes
even if he is as hetero as they come
from Kindergarten on in Romantic
attachments to women as
I CAN AND WILL ATTEST
IN PERSONAL ANECDOTE
too.. why can’t we just get along
and love each other fearlessly
as Bonobos do.. without
regard to differences
of either Body
one way or
the other or the
other both.. the answer
is simple.. words.. written
down.. collective intelligence..
Cities.. clothes that separate us
from Nature more.. away from our
innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive intelligence
greaTest as even science is stARting to sHow
in MoVinG ConNecTinG and CreAtinG ways
now.. Pandora’s Box is open.. the words
have come out of the worm can
whole.. culture is eating
away the earth.. and
it is eating away
and the SoUL
of Human BeinG
and that my FriEnd
why poeTry and aLL Art
that Frees the heARt.. the
SpiRit and the MiNd noW and
BoDy SoUL iN Balance oF hUman
Being is so important.. and simple
little songs like Rise from Katy Perry
can mean the difference of life or death
from a hanging rope.. of folks who are lost..
so lost from the demands of culture.. culture is
here and here to stay.. the confusion and demands
are not going anywhere.. unless a bomb comes and
we are reduced back to a Planet of Apes iN Bonobos
come back in human form too.. the only answers now
comes at the individual level.. the titanic will not be turned
around as confusion now.. without great catastrophe
disease.. or wars as iceberg cOld and deadly to sink
US back… So wE SinG wE sinG a Rise of SonG
to liFt oTheRs uP.. so they can fiNd
a path of tHeiR own to live
side by side
thaT IS A parachute
that sinks us now
instead of floats
us uP high alive..
but it’s wortH it
it’s all worth iT as
each human life IS A
E X i S T E N C E R E A L N O W
of A rEAliTy wHole of allthatis
and to turn the liGht oFF early
in multi-dimensional UniVerse
is to dim the liGht of God as Nature
whOle and TruE iN liGht and DArk
and ‘tween the sAMe.. anyWay.. iNspiRaTioN
can save liFE on the individual level.. and now the
others will continue to minion on in hell for now..
no giving up though.. as without hope.. faith and
belief in what can and WiLL Be now.. tHeRe is
FucKinG do iT
and never ever
give uP A waVe
oF LiGht LiFE.. now
as Tree oF LiFe..NoW..
REborn as much as the
otHeR MoNKeys FReED..
no longer sunk in an Ocean whole
Culture of REAL INSANITY NOW..:)
“The advantage of the terrible disadvantage of being human is to be to be glad-whether happy or unhappy-and by achieving consciousness, to become greater than the angels. We, becoming conscious beings, are the mind of God: Angels are his Emotions. So fly with the lightness of ‘being’ my friends…All that is as is Real for Living Now..;) good tidings Sir.”
sMiLes.. my FriEnd Pennie wood fall..
if that is a quote from you it’s great..
if not from you and from an actual
production of a play
of ‘Good Tidings
Sir’.. i’LL use it same..
and as far as the Yogi
Trance video goes..
it’s showing up
inbed live noW
in my comment..
but i will provide it here
again.. separating the link
into two parts so it will not
automatically embed.. take
the two spaces away and
it should work fine.. unless
gigoid’s word press algorithm
picks this up as spam as that happens too..;)
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd..
Zee.. and alWays nice to
even see a letter from
Z come anywhere as
Z can be so uncommon..
certainly folks with as much
liGht as you BRinG heRe noW
after your challenges of school..
do reflect a liGht of enduring heARt..
in writing too.. of course.. and hmm..
what else.. yes.. you are welcome to visit
me of course.. but it now always takes a very
powerful computer and or Internet broad band
access speed.. noW as there are no holds hELd
in the bar of my life raised high.. and what else..
oh.. the memories of school.. and i used to heAR
Marines at the military gym.. back when i was 20 or so..
say.. enjoy college as it will be the best time of your life.. after
that they said.. life is practically over.. so what is liFe.. i never kNew
until i grew rubber on the wheels that school and work took away then..
since about age 5.. as thanks God.. no pre-K 4 year-old school for me..
and i couldn’t speak then so it would have literal been
a mute point.. hehe.. so sure.. re-tired IS A
gOlden five/seven year old for me.. neW..
And to imagine younger
folks taking this
labyrinth of journey
away from the path of
MoVinG ConNecTinG creaTing
tHat i for one see in heARt.. SpiRit
oF ExpresSinG EmoTioNs and seNses
as miNd and BodY BaLanCinG soUL one iN
BeinG ONE with the force of GoD aLL Free with
no restrictions but courage and kind in
fearless Love and compassion sAMe
for all others of difference and Nature
sAMe in all the biodiversity of ThAt
that comes with God Free.. Now..
jUST now.. but on the other
hand an education
can be a life or
death difference in
what folks come to believe
associated with the misery
and suffering of others.. so is
iT all worth it.. yes.. a resounding
yes.. no one said in words of Nature
that this life was gonna be easy.. to be
proper stewards of Nature here.. with our
So-CAlLed-Apex predator status.. takes a lotta lEarning
to avoid the snake falls oF lies aWay from TrUth and LiGht..
the trUth wiLL set yA free in liGht as they say.. and as long
as you are getting the support you need during the rough
times of college in human way.. i am quite sure you will
be A oKay.. no matter what grades come before or
after that status
that keeps the
Humanity in the word
hUman truly U and no
machine of culture lone..
allone with God alWays a way
aT LEast for mE friEnd.. so nice
to see ya Zee.. and look forward to
seeing you for a while during your
school break finally here as nows go ONe..:)
So.. my Friend Rafiah’s Friend sends
me a short message that gets filtered
off my messenger but i retrieve as i am not
too good to speak to anyone and not afraid
to speak to anyone either.. as of course i naturally
have an advantage with words and reading in ways oF
Autistic Super Powers empirically measured at speeds
of reading 10 to 15 times faster than the average human
being.. and i don’t need to prove now fast how i type
or how many words i can say in a few minutes
ranging from almost any topic imaginable
as i do not specialize..
and take those
with an open
mind and body
BaLanCinG noW and
human potential does most
definitely come as i do empirically
measure along the way.. to prove that
too.. for folks who say.. ah nah.. ya can’t
do this or that when you get this age or
the something or other in the flavor
of folks who are functionally
disabled by the very culture
that tales ’em can’t.. can’t
can’t.. can’t.. ’cause the study
says this or that.. based again
on the average of a society whole
that is functionally disabled by the
same culture that gives the averages
in empirical measure of scientific method
still.. after all these years of ignorance that
can see no further then the average as that’s
all they see of course.. but with free flow of
information.. the case studies do gRow..
and hope comes for those who
think the average is set
in stone.. which of
course folks like me
who have seen real all
natural miracles happen
in just one life time that is mine..
can see a little deeper than the average
minions of life.. who even if they do attempt
to go piled deeper and higher in PHD wayS noW to
specialize to the point that they are blind in
most every other human way as use iT or
lose It applies to all stuff
animal living now..
human or not..
use it or lose
it applies.. so when
i hear a dude in school
younger.. like i used to be.. send
me a Zakir Naik slide on what he believes
to be a perfect religion of Islam in book way..
as i have watched plenty of Naik’s Youtube lectures
where he is picked apart in many fallacies when he is
not the one arrogantly controlling the crowd of questions
and answers.. in his very specialized knowledgeable way
of every verse of the Kuran limited to that tiny tiny 80K
poetry Book.. that mostly says you better believe or
else.. in a limited 2000 word vocabulary that even
per historical records show that Muhammad’s
favorite head chopping companion housemate
did not agree with after the Kuran was
published as not even matching
the Muhammad Dude’s oral
words.. and sure that is par
for the course.. as what is said
as compared to what is scribed no
matter how close second hand is or
even directly copying it out of the book
invariably leads to copying mistakes..
and outright misinterpretations
of what was said.. anyway..
huge controversy back
then.. that most
have no idea about..
any more than Christians
do about all the hidden mistakes
in the Bible same.. bottom line.. any
religion that says God is a him or he
in a view as small as a frigging penis..
raises suspicions to me with an
agenda of misogyny from the
get go.. as it just is
as after all
we all start
off with the X
as female until males
are made from females
but of course even if you
know the science behind that
you’ll go by what you are told
of the rib story or whatever ’cause
that was what you are told to believe
in or else.. that ranges from ostracism
by the social group in the U.S. to of course
a death sentence for the Sharia Law of flavor
in Apostasy ways of course2.. anyway.. other bottom
line.. any book Kuran or Old Testament that talks to
what the right hand possess as far as owning slaves then
as human.. is just another book of psychopathic leaning
dude or dudette culture.. that does not condemn the
act of human slavery from A to Z and beyond
A to Z of books too.. and sure that is why
women in many Islam countries
are still more or less slaves..
by having to get married
to what the dowry says..
no matter if consensual
or not.. in at least some cases..
where yes.. 60 year old dudes..
are still picking up 12 year old
brides after paying for them..
no less than sex slaves that are
illegal in other countries if a 60 year
old dude were to pay for a 12 year year old
girl for marriage.. ya just cannot do it legally
over here.. but the dark ages of what used
to be Christianity too.. continue over there
as spoken too.. earlier.. in this SuperwoMen
oF GoD Macro-verse too.. but you see this goes
deep for me.. as i grew up with a rather fundamentalist
view of Christianity that made absolutely no REAL SENSE
AS when i was young i was told there is a God with no limits..
and then i saw just another bearded dude over my bed in canvas
picture style that they said was God’s only Begotten Son and
same as God whole too.. i already kNew that was bullshit
as God revealed God to me in Nature before i spoke
at age 4.. at age 3 as close to God as i AM once
aGain now.. after escaping close to 40 years
of cultural and religious bullshit..
and i took some of the
bullshit as truth
are less than virgin women..
that people shouldn’t ever get
divorced and stuff like that.. that
of course was so naive.. but now stuff
has changed.. there are no to few more closed
blinds to keep folks hidden in the labyrinth
of being raised in church/culture.. the Internet
iS relatively cheap.. access is plenty groWinG..
even plenty for free.. in some places
too.. Pandora’s Box has come out
and in this case she is.. oh.. so free..
and i’Ve debated all these points about
the so-called Kuran and Bible being
imperfect books.. but the way social
acceptance works.. as an all innate..
and instinctual.. and intuitive need..
it’s almost impossible to bRinG a horse
to a drink of new.. if all they’ve ever
been exposed to IS a horse of a drink oF OlD..
anyway.. i just told the really nice Muslim
dude Thanks with a wink.. as he said now that
Muslims are not perfect but Islam is.. oh God..
it’s easy to prove that is incorrect.. as i can’t imagine
my friend Zee up there ever possessing another human noW
in slave way with her right hand as such.. or any of my
other Muslim Friends who are kind and generous.. and
passionate in fearless loving ways.. from Rafiah.. to LaLa
Rukh.. and all the other Muslim Women i have come across noW
who approximate the gOlden rule of Jesus/Buddha in walking that other
talk more than Many so-called Fundamentalist religious folks
i meet over here now.. all these people are better examples
than what i have read over and over of a man in a tiny
little book of poetry book in dArk and liGht no
different than what i do here reAlly..
in stream of conscious writing..
except.. i don’t say it comes
from anywhere else but
mE.. and sure i often
do not think about the
creativity as it comes.. but
that is just how Nature works in
us when creative.. anyWay.. as long
as no one is actually harming someone
else.. as far as i am concerned they can live
like they want.. but the reality is.. the way the Islam
religion is practiced at whole.. in the fundamentalist
extremist ways are as deadly as it can get.. and
backed up by these darker verses of the
Kuran.. as the only and very limited
2000 word vocabulary of so-called
God Speak tHere.. it doesn’t do
God Justice in describing
God in my opinion..
and to each his
own on the rest..
i have gifts that not
everyone has and i noW
can.. and WiLL continue to
do a forgiveness of what folks
do not know.. as by the Grace of
Nature AKA God.. i could be walking
iN those dARker liGht oF Truth shoes still
now as i did when younger.. and moreover the
grace of uncensored gift and share of unabridged
human bible now in fullest human potential form
as eXpreSSinG that wHole.. yes.. the Internet
the bigger human eYes and ears.. etc..
oF GoD wHOle
as Golden Spiral FReED..:)
So.. now.. with this separate introduction
i respond back to Rafiah’s friend with
a little more detail than Thanks and Wink..
and i say.. to her friend in addition..
And i would be doing you an injustice not
to give you an answer.. i’Ve already laboriously
debated this issue.. with so-called ‘scholars’ in
‘the field’.. and if you are interested you will find
some of my answers in the link below.. with Muslim folks
who quote the Quran at length which of course i do as well..
as i’ve studied most all religions and have read the Quran
hundreds of times my friend.. and i can write a book like
that as size in two weeks as i’ve just done in the last
two weeks.. and a book.. that is 40 times longer
as well as i have done in the last 3 years
as witness for God.. in Ocean Poem whole..
and 140 plus times longer.. as i have done
approaching 6 years now.. as large as close
to 14 Christian full bibles too.. in close to
12 million total words as documented online too
as witness for God.. so who do you think i really am..
that question will alWays be open my friend.. with Fearless
Love.. have a nice day.. with sMiLes.. no wiNks now.. just trUth and liGht..:)
The 2016 Olympics have opened in Rio and i suppose
the Facebook Algorithm decided i should do my own
27 second video slide show to show my
pre-game work-out iN Karmic eye style
all the way to the drive to some
XXtreme strength training
and martial arts ballet
like dance all around
the machines and sparring
with them as even though i do
not touch them.. making a mistake
with a flesh and blood human would
truly hurt as yes.. as oft mentioned before
they press close to half a ton now 33 times..
on a very difficult leg press machine with arms
raised in the air.. and these lightening fast kicks
ain’t powered by no thin legs.. these martial arts
and ballet-like dance legs are powered like steel..
as i spar with steel the same.. anyway.. i’ve trained for
life like an Olympic sport all the way through more than
less as when you are born with a disability like being on
the Autism Spectrum without the ability to speak until
age 4.. and you are born with extreme tactile sensitivity
and difficulty overall in motor coordination one must
adapt the best they can as a fragile human being
to stimulate the change in epigenetic potential
to go from basically a nerdy wimp.. to
strong dude at 56.. whip it..
whip it good.. as i once
heard it said..
or the pursuit
of excellence as a life
long style of being like Vince
Lombardi says that lasts more than
the temporal glory of materialistic
stuff like trophies.. medals.. gold
rings and such as that as
material reward you
can see that is not
nearly as deep
as the WiLL
creates FREE from
Birth to sleep of death..
so anyway.. in talking to
the very nice Pacific Islander
gym attendant.. Vida.. i asked her
what do you think in life is more important..
form or essence.. and she was looking at me
i think.. (even though i couldn’t really see her..
as i do not wear my super cool shades when i
work out).. i go basically blind to increase my
proprioception skills to feel my way around
the world.. like that blind old dude on
the old TV show KunG FU.. and
yes it might be hard to
snatch a pebble out of
my hands now..
like the other
when the KunG FU
dude was young.. any
way.. oh.. the ADHD too..
as i digress… and feeling
the puzzled look on Vida’s face..
i said… let’s put it this way.. what does
society value more.. form or essence.. for
example.. i as a 235 LB.. 6 foot or so male..
am not considered ballet material.. cause of
my square shape.. rather wide per se.. and a little
tall too.. of course.. so like Cold Play’s extra cool..
ballet Video Song.. that i still must search out
on You Tube to use as the theme song for
this micro-verse.. of 692nd Macro-Verse..
oF Ocean Whole Poem.. THaT Cold
Play dude.. Chris Martin had
a big square fat suit on
and his very pretty
dark haired girl
dance friend.. who had
a fat suit on too.. they were rejected
until they overcame all the negativity
and did their own show to the applause
of a happy audience to see a different
style of ballet.. and sure that’s what
i’Ve always done too.. when the
kids in school basically told
me i was too much of a
natural born fool and
or clown to
live with my stuttering
voice in difficulty talking
and ADHD hardships on
the Autism Spectrum in both
focus and reciprocal appropriate
non-verbal and verbal language..
in social way.. and even some of the
girls said i have bird legs.. and i was
way too tall then.. for 120 LBs.. at
foot ten or so.. at age 13.. with yes..
my long blonde hair.. pretty eyes..
and long eyelashes that even
confused the McDonald’s
cashier when she said
Ms.. can i help you..
hmm.. it’s been a long
time now since that happened
but oh my God.. if you can imagine
the challenge of all of that.. and of course
some folks have it much worse.. as i was still
destined to find out.. in 66 months of hell in a pre game
show of pain.. in 2006.. to full BLOWN heLL from January 2008.. to
July of 2013.. anyway.. i never gave up.. bottom line.. through teen
age angst.. functional disability.. to total physical disability and living
hell later on.. and the besTesT lesson of all.. all that taught
me.. as i did focus later on with Vida in our gym talk tonight..
is that form is highly over-rated.. to a word as small
as a 3 letter one named God.. or even a 5 letter
one named so-called allah.. although all ah
all that is.. kinda sounds big to me..
if that is what Muhammad
and others were saying
from the get go
of that therein..
way back when..
anyway.. to sense and
feel the essence in MoVinG
ConNecTing CreAtinG ways..
all ToGeTheR WitH NatURe
wHole too.. is to be one with
the three letter bigger word all
that is as God.. and never ever
be alone in forms again.. when
words become essence over essence
real we sense and feel without any words
at all.. no different than our friendly other animals
who never ever even write or speak words.. as words
are only necessary for culture.. sadly too.. slowly
destroying the rest of nature whole on earth as
species die off from a culture of human that
is Virus.. although we humans already
have proven we can live in balance
with nature before the words
and complex cultures
came and byproducts
of human cultures now
messed up the balance
oF God of Nature here on
Earth.. inside us.. outside us..
above us.. below us.. and all
around us too.. just out of whack..
and when one is in touch and feel
of essence.. no words.. once again..
are necessary.. to feel and sense all
of this in that greater innate.. instinctual
and intuitive way of Intelligence FReER
than locked in words.. but it is true that some
folks are locked in words.. and they have much
difficulty in navigating the world in images over words..
Human forms may attempt to stay the same through human
kind same.. but essence of human and nature same is constantly
change and bio-diversity of differences whole.. which makes it
so important to attempt to walk in the other shoes of others..
and perhaps if you are lucky enough.. if yA wanna call
iT luck.. you get to walk directly in many shoes of life..
to deeply understand where folks with
difference are coming from and
perceiving life as differently too..
as observed by behavior on the
outside and potentially even much..
much more on the inside in invisible
functional disabilities that are almost
impossible for the bystander to see..
as so many disabilities are hidden inside..
anyway.. last now the Olympics came.. i couldn’t
watch them or see them.. due to functional
disability of pain in eyes and ears of type
two Trigeminal Neuralgia from wake to
sleep.. and this year.. i’ll catch some
of the highlights.. on YouTube..
probably falling a sleep at night
or who knows.. perhaps a little
on the Biloxi Bus to the Hard
Rock Casino with the church
group tomorrow.. and then to
the first Sunday Farm for lunch
after church on Sunday for more
photo fun there.. anyway.. this Facebook
Algorithm slide show video art is kinda cool
to me.. haven’t seen anyone else take advantage
of it in my relatively small group of Facebook Friends..
but hehe.. not everyone has taken 100K photos or so
and shared them online in the last three years or so..
as of this month now.. as i continue to do.. at a rate
now of about 30K a year.. not counting the extras
i delete of course that do not meet my artistic
standard as Vince Lombardi says for
Olympic and Football excellence
iN WiLL of juST getting all the
jobs done now.. and when
ya focus on essence
alone pretty much..
unique forms naturally
do come in Temple of God
human fashion.. in Writing..
SonG of DancE..and basicAlly
all you do when essence becomes
ever present now.. and form follows
true inner passion and fashion iN iSREAL..:)
Hi Brian.. far too..
the flood in Rivertown..
IS A reminder now of what
we have here.. and too.. the
awesome fury of Nature that
makes human culture an anthill
of potential ruin at a whim of wave
and or wind unleashed
as storm over
and if that
to deal with.. yes..
now there is complex
culture.. religion and other
human tools as device to
separate.. to store..
ways of differences
over similarities of
hugs that BrinG
in books and
such that can even
be more dangerous
than a flood and wind
of nature.. no matter where
one lives.. nature can be less harsh
than human culture.. and that’s truly
sad as even when we have a choice
we tend to F ourselves up.. over BaLAnCinG
that we can
control with Fearless
Love at lEast on the
individual level.. controlling
culture and weather is way beyond
as ant inspecting
the mound of all of this..:)
sMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Lala Rukh.. i guess.. i am
strange.. as memories never age for me..
it as if i was talking to you yesterday..
far far away yes.. but still
here here now..
a blog makes
that possible to one
way interact with someone
for twenty years or so.. as just
a muse of Love.. no less.. no more
than Love as muse.. to Love is muse
without Love.. muse is whimper distant
and cOld.. the lesSon of life for me is to Love
fearlessly and you my friEnd are a continuing
practice of muse to do juSt that.. and this reminds
me of ‘The Legend of Coral Castle’.. here in Florida..
South of Miami.. and a five foot tall one hundred pound
man who managed.. to move 30 ton stones.. for a castle
dedicated to what some say was a sixteen year-old girl
who left him on the wedding day.. he at twenty-six years old..
and the girl deciding that another man would be much
better than him.. well.. according to the story..
he dedicated a life long journey of this
miracle castle to his muse of sweet
sixteen.. although he knew
she would never come
back in reaLiTy.. but
it was his generalized
feelings and senses of
hope.. faith and belief in
much further than analytical
way to motivate him to get this
amazing job done.. and sure.. one
can just Google the phrase ‘Coral Castle’…
to find all the details about this.. highly sTilL
inspirational story.. of a Love.. in faith.. hope
and belief that literally drove this man to somehow
lift 30 ton stones.. in perhaps a similar technology
that made the pyramids.. stonehenge.. and other
monolithic structures near known magnetic earth
grids on the earth sTiLL as wHOLE planet now..
with Tesla making similar magnetic discoveries
too.. where gravity may not be what we think
it is.. as new science continues
to grow what seems to
be an always different
way of thinking and feeling
about change that is inherently
change itself.. in break of Freedom noW..
so sure.. i can keep responding here for
decades if this place is open.. for contact..
at all my friend.. best wishes to you.. with Love..
as the clock striKes.. past 12 noW.. on.. the 6th
day of the 8th month of 2K sixteen noW allone..:)
SMiLes.. my friend Zee.. so nice
of you to drop by on this beautiful
Sunny Saturday morning here in
the panhandle of Florida..
wading through all
the photos and
in the comments
section to say hello..
and yes.. Katy Perry is one
of my favorites.. and i always
enjoy the music you provide on your
website too.. so happy to see folks from
other countries enjoy the inspiration and
freedom songs from folks like Beyonce.. Sia..
and Katy.. they are all definitely some of my
favorites too.. as they sing so positive..
strong.. and free as women
can be when
like this that truly more men
should try too.. as to set one’s
heArt.. SpiRit.. and SoUL
Free in both SonG and
DancE is to be
Nature and God
wHole sAMe too..
all of this can contribute
to heaven now.. with no need
to wait my friend.. when all
is open and
Love iN LoVe noW..
aGain.. as earlier stated
on your blog.. hope you have
a wonderful weekend.. dear
friend.. Zee.. as truly for
me all of life
to have this
gift of liFe now..
never ever afraid
to live fully and freely..
Well.. no doubt into the night IS A most powerful
muse.. 16 is rather delicately young..
but still mature as nature says..
and of course still illegal in
some states for
depending on age
of the other sex.. now
hmm.. anyway in terms
of way back then.. and still
sickly in some truly still backwards
so-called countries that follow Islam..
12 years old and even sicker is the legal
rule of countries that are still extremely misogynist
to the point that women are just cattle to be bred
for sex and eventually having children.. and
it is an era still in someways that is a
haven for pedophilia that
is most definitely
normal males are
adverse to girls under
the age of puberty for even
the ‘thought’ of that.. which
means of course that Muhammad the man
no matter where his words came from
was a sick man to be attracted to a 6 year
old female.. for marriage.. as that doesn’t happen
in normal healthy males no matter what the era of
human being is.. as it is unhealthy for the
social cooperating society of
survival overall for the
and perhaps the
sickest part of all is
the culture of women in
these countries praise the ‘sweet
relationship of this little girl with a
fifty something year old dude.. actually most
sickly of all consummating the marriage when
she was just 9 years old.. and while there are some
folks who try to twist history around to say it wasn’t like
this.. it obviously was/is as this sHit still happens today in
some Islam countries.. with one recent very public
incident of a 60 year old dude getting a dowry
wife of 12 years.. old and all the suffering
that she endured well documented
in terms of horrible abuse towards
here and this behavior in the Kuran
is used now along with raping what the
right hand possesses in terms of non-consensual
sex after you kill someone’s husband as justification
for ISIL and other to continue raping little 12 year old
girls and family members who are Christian in front of
the village members in the sickest ways of human
abuse in the eyes of God who lives in those
who are abused and tortured like
this in a name of a God
as human being..
anyway.. this makes the
Benny Mardones song tame
in relative speak to what they still
do over in Islam countries.. but still
it wouldn’t go over very well now.. as it
did back in the 70’s when i first heard it..
as there is more concern over sexual abuse
among women then there was back then as it
was more hidden under the carpet.. as women were
often ostracized for being raped at all.. as soiled goods
sadly still and worse that way that is seen in Muslim countries
now.. but yes.. it seems that younger women in Muslim countries
are even more open to the idea of relationships with older men and
when your holy book promotes it.. culture can trump the best of human
taboos and aversions.. sadly enough.. as some women are willing and
waiting to be sold into bondage like this for their so-called Allah
that is written into a book.. beyond and above..
normal nature as so-called normal
goes.. without adulteration
of culture and so-called
first loves.. 16.. is technically
what could be considered a female
adult although it still is not a fuller age
of emotional maturity required to take best
care of children as that is a huge responsibility
to come.. but this age has been common for
reproduction throughout the history of
humankind as it is an age
the early twenties
is said to be best
by science interests in this
field.. and first loves have always
been some of the best muses in life
as human art does relate in all the forms
that comes.. but it is more the emotional part
of that other than the sex act that makes one remember
that soft love of connection for an entire lifetime when
humans emotionally connect so deep in
short term romance to sire
and nurture children
in oxytocin neurohormone
ways in bonding for long term
human and species survival.. and
when you haven’t experienced this before
it is earth shattering of course.. both in beginning
and end as first loves do go.. otherwise they would
be last loves too.. and to get it correct on the first try
for compatibility is not the way that usually works
in human terms.. unless it is forced this
way in cultural dowry rules..
where a woman
and a man is selected
by parents or others as
the best breeding and economic
security that is available for purchase
as is.. and new cars sell better than used
ones in this way as well.. and sure it is forced
as such by the rule of law.. and shotgun marriages
still happen in the backwoods of here.. under the covers
as it were.. as human nature rules.. with culture too..
my first love was somewhat a lifelong muse..
and the memory of the hurt of that
first love that i suppose i had
repressed for actual
part of what
helped to bring
my emotions back to
life many.. many years later..
so it was a muse worth keeping
for a saving in bringing back my soul
years and years later.. actually in 2013..
as the photos of this girl my sweet 16.. in how
bad that loss hurt then.. did spark a first sadness
back that eventually grew into Love again.. that i could
freely give without expectation of return again.. and i even
contacted her through her daughter i found on Facebook to
thank her.. and although she never directly contacted me back
there was a like that appeared on my Google page in the name
of her new husband.. don’t know if it was her.. or haha.. perhaps
a hidden warning from her husband that he was in the know too..
but hehe.. the thing is my second sweet 19.. Katrina never
ages.. so if he saw her.. and saw how much she still looks
like the first love of 16.. he would probably
see a little magic in all of this..
that was perhaps a little
to his or her
heart too.. Love is
the Muse that heals
and even saves.. when
consensual though and
never ruled by books
sick.. just sick..
and need some REAL
help.. or separation
from the rest of society
not to hurt innocent little girls..
so sure.. i’ll dedicate this to Sonia..
my first love that can still bring a
little tear.. ’cause what i remember of
her were the first snuggles and never ever
sex.. the snuggles
live longer than any
noW as Snuggle Love..
and the Love that gives
freely and fearlessly all
innocent with never even the
limitation or expectations of
a hand shake
or even ever
seeing the face
of the other one..
as what often happens
online.. in hidden eyes
Ah yes.. just fresh out of hell for close to
two weeks three years ago.. still a little
rough around the edgeS as truly i felt
like i was over one hundred years
old for a full 66 months and
worse.. but let’s
i came back
aGain like the
6 million dollar
man or perhaps the
12 million word man..
stronger.. faster.. more
loving than ever.. sure.. and
Katrina helped to find all the
pieces of me to put me back togeTheR
and technology helped too.. as sort
of my bionic eye and fingers and
arms and legs that now
thing is.. i am
means that this
kind of miracle
AND BELIEF THAT
SPRINGS FROM THE
GREATEST GIFT TO ANIMALS
WHOLE THAT IS THE REPTILIAN
BRAIN THAT SURVIVES AT aLL
COSTS.. AND in the human case
bRings back the benefit of that
survival cost.. and gives
and shares to
in Fearless Love
way as the core
snake of fearless
with love.. and sure
the 6 Million dollar man
show didn’t get all this
of the human heArt
and SpiRit and miNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL
renewed through fearless
love.. but yes.. there was
Jaime Summers and
as any Isis
and what most
folks fail to see is
this is what underlies
the mythological pArt
of the Jesus story in
coming back from
the dead as
of all is the
in loss of
and SoUL alike..
Mythology and all
fairy tales of old should
never be dismissed as just
ignorant folly for those who can
neither see or feel the heArt.. thE
spiRiT as ExpresSinG thaT Emotional
and Sensory heArt or the soUL come
back or first in everlasting eternal
BaLanCinG in MiND and BoDy
juST Now.. wHeRe
the Kingdom of God and
Heaven is nowhere else.. for
me at least.. except for under
the date of this Palm tree STiLL..:)
OBTW.. my birthday photo
from 3 years later.. noW
and somEhow inStead iN
oF getting older i got Now
younger.. as i don’t thInk
these photos are lYiNg..
so hoW the FucK did thaT
happen.. ‘ye of so little faith’…;)
And here in “i of me” as the
Artistic Nautilus of the groWinG
aesthete of me continues to expand
in both essence free and form that follows
as the origin of all that is reflects iN i oF mE..:)
Well.. Bigger Dog Day afternoons can
Be a metaphor for better too as we gRow
our Nautilus Shells as form of human essence
even greater than before all through the course of life
now.. and sadly younger folks will say as is stiLL noW
documented on the Wrong Planet website i used
to stay through the second half of 66 months HeLL..
in where at least i could type words and
wasn’t trapped in not only a closed
in home but a closed in mind
where eyes and ears would
no longer effectively
work to take
in much of
the world at
all without intolerable
pain way back then
in heLL so real.. any
way.. the young folks
on the Wrong Planet who
were obviously already close
to total animal exhaustion
in ways of General
now in Hans Selye’s
theory that works
all too true from
on the cumulative
and total impact of
stress that can put a human
down in a few short years of
abuse in either verbal or and
physical birth from early years
of life.. in social ways as not being
accepted or making the grade of culture
is of the greater instinctual social cooperating
animal instinctual fear.. including humans.. noW
and exhausted from even just the school portion
of what can be a hell on earth as human life.. so anyway2..
the Young Folks on the Wrong Planet thought if this is as
bad as this.. i dam sure never wanna even make it
to age 50.. hoping they would literally die before
they hit that age.. before my life even started
living in head to toe in MoVinG ConNecTinG
CreAtinG LiFe with all that is one and
same in Nature being ONE WITH GOD
AS A POSITIVE FORCE OF LIFE..
that potentially could be a life
in lifespan from birth
to death.. iF
what it means..
as evolved to
be a MoVinG..
HuMan with full heArt..
SpiRit and MiNd
soUL alWays now..
So.. how to empirically
assess this journey and
paths of life.. a blog IS A
currently best way in life of
case study to show fully what
human potential is from art
of head to toe.. to
too.. and that is what
i do all free.. as when there
is clear evidence that life can
actually get better and even stronger
and happier with age.. there is real hope..
faith and belief in greater potential way
that this can come true for you too..
if you do not fall to the cynics of light
the naysayers of human fear of
darkness now iN
life across the life
span free.. as free
as God WiLL liVe..
inside us.. outside us..
above us. below uS anD
aLL A’round uS noW aLiVE
in both a potential of the Kingdom
of God noW anD Heaven REAL.. THE
REAL MAGIC OF NOW AS FORECAST
BY SaGES OF OLD COME NEW aGAiN NOW..
anyway.. when i tale a story in public. i always
have some links to prove the doing in what
i say in words.. that have more substance
than just empty sHells of illusory
fears and promises sAMe.. iSREAL
iSGOD when FREE aS uS noWreaL..:)
Facebook bestie Muslim
FriEnd.. Rafiah.. shares..
four photos of
in movie star crush love..
And i say..
SMiLes.. and memories for me..
way back in ’81 in the movie
Endless Love that was a painful
reminder of the loss of my first
Love then.. James Spader
playing the brother
in a movie that
my Life story then..
and as i believe we have
discussed before.. James
Spader my age.. and i watched
through the years as he didn’t age
and.. for so many years.. and yes
still at times folks say the same for
me but i can only say that was because
i was eventually loved the most.. and you
definitely help with that continuing tradition
as honestly i have never felt younger than
this moment now.. one with God my Friend..
it just doesn’t get any fearless loving better
inspires so easy
that feels no
barriers for Love..
at least for me mY FriEnd..:)
Rafiah responds a couple of days later..
in fact at the moment i am copying
and pasting the before mentioned
text to get it into this
final Micro Verse
oF 692nd Macro
iN SonG oF mY soUL nOW.. as she says..
The best thing about his performance is
that he always make me feel very emotional.
He is too good. And I love his voice. I am going
to watch the movie and I’ll tell you about it..:)
And i say.. in iNterested terms
in wonder how she will
now like the movie..
SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. Rafiah..
EmoTions are so important..
you are trUly smArt to seek to FeeL them..
and yes.. i hope you EnJoy Endless Love..:)
i take one of those
Facebook tests that
assesses which Ancient
Civilization you should
live in and the
And i say..
The EN name test
thingy on Facebook
Asks are you sexy by
and my Grand
total Percentage scale
out of 100% comes out
as what the EN Name
test thingy describes
as an incredible
of 153% almost
pegged to the top
and bottom as it were
and still iS noW.. of course..
And i say.. then.. noW aGaiN..
Egypt and noW
ThiS.. what comes neXt..
iN Min way
So i go on to add
some photos and
in sorta new age
PowerPoinT StylE noW2..
These two women.. have several things in
common.. first of all.. though.. what truly separates
them.. is one is not married to me.. now.. for
the similarities.. as both women are
born in 1970.. which means they
are 46.. in Katrina’s case..
and 45 for Analyn.. soon
to be 46 in a few months..
and what else.. yes.. both
these women have Fathers
born in the Philippines..
which means they are
not too far
as in Pacific
of course too.. in
indigenous wild spirit
as such too.. and one
of these women.. doubles
as Pocahontas.. and yes.. the
other.. the.. Egyptian Goddess
Isis.. yes.. the taller one who is
having to crouch down to get noW
to the level of Pocahontas.. in
her high heel shoes.. hmm..
so.. this “SuperWoMeN oF
Fearless LovE” Macro-Verse
IS A MaKinG more
as i FeeL
oN.. iN streAM
creativity in what comes
will may.. neXT.. yeX neXT..
i’Ve talked to the subject oF Z
already and noW we are oN
neXt as WeLL with 5 X’s
to go along with Z..
age of course
oF GoD’.. never do..
and i’M pretty sure
would be blushing
noW iF sHe kNeW
i AM including her
iN my Goddess Isis
story too.. anyWay.. tHeRe’s
already been a film about the
45 year old woman who never
ages called “The Age of Adaline”..
so at lEast noW Katrina does not
have to feel so alone.. in her
never aging dilemma now..
and yes.. of course..
this is Biloxi Casino
day that we do once
a month with the
group except for
some really pale
and red skinned folks
like me who has Sioux
and Cherokee blood too..
so yes.. the pARt American
male Indian revue to come NeXT
for the sixth letter like thaT heRe@6..;)
WeLL.. so one might say..
hoW iN the WORLD.. can
someone who looks like
this with light shaded hair
and not so brown skin
be an American
and Sioux way..
Well.. in my case..
tHeRe IS A Paternal
Grandfather from Ireland
who WAS an X-Catholic
Priest.. and oh Lord the
7th letter like that comes
NoW.. And.. kinda like Magic..
He married a 17 year old girl
who was Cajun.. Spanish mixed
with French in the Taylor County
Parish that my Grandfather Leo
Priested back then.. it’s kinda good
that the Cajun Girl attracted him in
that way from the Pews.. and the gentleman
my 36 year old Grand Father Leo was did not
consummate the marriage until a year later at
18.. so we are told as that is the year the identical
twins.. my Father and Uncle are born.. with rather
dark hair and olive skin.. and what some folks have
named as the most beautiful Irish Green eYes seen
on a male as such.. a little more on that later on
i promise soon to come.. in inheritance way
as WeLL.. i do promiseX2.. Oh God thEre’s
that letter for the Eight now time.. oh
and my Irish Grand daddy’s daddy
was from the Black Forest
oF Germany.. so perhaps
my Dark Black Haired Daddy
Got his Green eYes from the
Black Forest of
what else.. yes..
on the Maternal
Side along with Cherokee
and Sioux Nation roots..
there is quite a bit of
Old English to go
along with my
too.. so what
i had to do today..
to be tall.. handsome
and dArk and of course
a little mysterious too..
iS to morph into BAtman2..
liKe A Thief iN thE NiGht..
as that definitely does
a trick on dark true..
hmm.. at least
in T-shirt way..
and when the Waitress..
who serves CocKtails..
asked me if i had
been working out..
i said of course..
looking pretty lean
here for 235 LBs
huh.. and i do nude
art too.. and she kinda
blushed too.. so that
is what cAMe neXt
in Egyptian MIN style2..
as the 9th letter comes neXt
so wHat neXt
2.. noW.. cOmes6..;)
i thiNk this is a cool Batman2.. shirt..
so i Am sharing it as profile photo
from the Hard Rock Casino2… noW
And my frigging white shorts are
soaking wet along with
that black shirt as i just
got through Dance Walking
backwards twirling around in
some more deep white sands
in today’s 112F heat indices.. true..
of Biloxi Beach in reverse floating 6 miles..
too.. in the deep sand like a spiraling
Seagull too.. as yes.. i do ballet
twirls in the frigging deep sand
to noW retain.. my somewhat
trim 235 LB form.. and now the
weight must go somewhere2
yes.. straight to my hips and
legs in extremely dense
muscle and bone.. and
ligaments and tendons
too as that is what Epigenetics
in human potential will do and
if you don’t think i am as strong
as a wiry ape.. meet me at the
gym and i will show ya the benefit
of this deep sand reverse Seagull
floating spiraling dance as leg pressing
that close to 1000 LBS.. 33 times noW on
an extremely difficult parallel leg press
machine with arms raised in the air
like a Ballerina does prove.. and
for those who think it
looks strange.. sure it is
as me and God make up
oUR DancE as wE moVe
In Heaven toGeTHer on tHiS
terrestrial plane.. but STiLL like
an overall Force of ET too.. as no
one does it like we do toGetHer
as A SonG foR two and one
sAmE.. lET’s just calL iT 21 for
now to keep the numbers coMinG iN
sTronG noW.. and by A way theRe noW
IS A tremendous amount of meaning Now
in all these words.. hidden and mysterious
that only ‘certain’ folks will grab down the
road after this Macro-Verse bakes online
a little while in what humans name time..
or perHaps i’M juSt saYinG thAt to
cook the mysterious soMe moRe..
HeHE thAt is for God to kNowFeeL
noW and for you to figure ouT WiTH
GoD aLLonE.. so please don’t
‘shoot’ the messenger.. OK..
heHE.. anyway.. one more
profile pic to go.. and i get
to finAlly eat supper as
worKiing for God is not
reAlly a cake walk
but you get to
eat the cake
too.. for thoSe
iN the KNoW and
very SpeCiaL FeeL
of Getting to eat soMe
Cake now2.. aLL A now
NaturAllY aS Such3.. 2..
as i spRead somE moRe
numBers1.. 2.. for 12 and
3 added in those two digits 3..
so noW.. neXt selfie slide please..
for 12 full letters liKe tHAt noW.. a.. 0.. KA..:)
i’M tiRed.. too daM tireD
to even take a batH noW..
i need a dAm back rub
or something like thaT
butt Katrina says i’M 2
dAM sWeaty.. and i say..
oKay.. StiLL.. for yOur eYeS oNly 2..;)
And juSt To thInk..
FeeL.. bY thE noW
thAT morNinG sTar riSes
aGaiN As VenuS AnD SuN
thE sAme.. Now tHe KArmic
bAtman eYe WiLL bE bacK
aGaiN.. likE noW oN moNth 8..
8th of 2016.. oH So FresH AgAiN..
anD arT Too..;)
A group photo around Christmas of last year.. 2015..
as My Santa Claus.. Don’t Stop believing
shirt says in this mostly FiL pArt of
AM group that keeps the glue
of the Casino Church trip toGeThEr..
noW and trUly they have a cohesive
mini culture that is homogenous
and shared no less than my
friEnd Rafiah in her Muslim
culture.. no matter what paRts
of the wHolE religion and so-called
last prophet as such i disagree wiTh
With fAcTs.. the bottom line is they noW
live overall with Love and TogeTheRness
and overlook the poTenTial dArk parts
oF tHeiR religious books and prophet(s)..
just as most of the Christians do noW in
day to day life here.. only
difference is.. one
can criticize all
with that here..
but n ah.. not over
tHeRe nearly as much
here but they get by.. holding
hands at least with same sex folks..
like even Arabian men do.. to get through
by doing whatever they have to do.. to survive
in everyday existence of human being.. and then
there are the rotten core extremists folks wHo
tend to ruin the entire barrel of Humans
to other humans who haven’t actually
met the Love from someone else’s
culture but Love lives on in
the child’s eYes no matter
what iT taKes to
iN hUman sociAlly
wHolE noW.. i AM an EXTREME
LIBERAL OPEN MINDED PERSON..
AND NOT EVERYONE’S BRAIN WORKS
LIKE THAT.. some folks are extremely shy
and conservative and like to keep their
naked bodies all covered up.. and
yes.. even wife Katrina is very
conservative.. overall too..
she would have made
a great Muslim wife..
as she will play
by every rule
too.. as some folks
conform to be comfortable
and others go way out on a limb
and fly hiGher liKe mE iF they CAN..
bottom line is.. some do and some don’t
iT’s the way hUman Nature flies or sits..
and if you thInk you can change iT..
you are likely in for some big..
big disappointments but
to change dArks of
culture and religion
iS possible but trUly
a job oF a real BIBLICAL
ARMY OF JOBS NOW..
WITH THAT PATIENCE
IN FEARLESS LOVE OF
A REAL JOB FULLY IN TOW NOW..
anyway.. to see the much bigger picture..
bEYond one’s own shoes and larger foot
print of culture and religion.. is simply to see
and understand and fearlessly LovE morE noW..
butT aGaiN iT’s jUst the bio-diversity of hUman
Nature in bEinG and doinG.. some folks WiLL
take that lifelong effort and others will
literAlly shy away from understanding
different from birth to death.. iT iS
what It Is.. and wE wiLL do
all what wE can toGeTheR
to make all things work out..
as hUmans have already
dONe to tHis point NoW..
a Grand new experiment
iT iS as WhoLE but iT iS
wHaT iT iS bottom liNe NOW..REaL…:)
YeS.. i aM reAlly enJoYinG
more and more.. oF the Free
Assistance thaT technology
provides to aRt oF Y i.. FReED..
seriousLY.. most everYone or at lEast
some folks should be a Mozart or A
Beethoven noW2.. and even Jesus2..
iF they can jUst filter through
the fertile pArts oF aRt
iN liFe and SciEncE
ThAt F iN Works…
Now.. FreeDoM SinGs
a greAteST SonG oF
aLL noW iN hUman way
for those who can sEE and hEar aLL thAt
iS iT with more than eYes and earS.. noW..
anyWay.. aGaiN.. i say.. not everyone has
the computer and or Internet horsepower to
open up my blogs.. but Facebook continues
to provide at LEast anotHeR way to share
for those less fortunate oF uS who haven’t
received the best of both worlds oF Art and Science yET..:)
FAcebook Friend Ashe and previous co-worker from my
working days shares a status that says
and i quote.. noW wiTh heR folLoWinG..
“When you’ve got to work at 0600 in the morning
and your sleep was interrupted so you lie there
staring at the ceiling looking for
hidden meaning in the popcorn.”
i reply in a miXed popcorn
oF art anD
Free FloW iN
thE ZonE CreAtiVity..
after ecstatically DanCinG
iN the SuN And SanD oF BiLoxi
Casino BEAcheS yesterDay WitH
A lack of sleep..
Increases the pleasure and
creativity neurochemical.. Dopamine.. So
yes.. You are much more likely to find the purpose
and the meaning of life on this all natural high.. iF yA
can lET the DArk Force of worry and fear and the
associated six letter word Stress go..
And see the diamond souLed
shoes in the Lucy in the
sky of popcorn ceiling floW and
hELL.. You might even wRite 12
million words before you go to work..
iN A zONe of free flow creativity..
AnyWay.. JuSt a thOught..
After getting almost no sleep
last niGht too.. So have a nice
day and drive through.. As i reply
bye and read wtf FTW i jUst sAid
totAlly dRug FReED..;)
PS.. hours on end of
Ecstatic Dance (ED) in free flow
non-worry/fear/stress state.. can
accomplish this related miNd and
boDy soUl BaLaNcinG milestOne
as weLL.. Add in no sleep and wysiwyg
FReED iN what comes neXt..
OBTW.. Every word and
even or odd letter and
number is THE
Popcorn to ME.. he HE..;)
WeLL.. hello tHeRe.. TVC Mario..
i AM back aGaiN for a little fUn
wiTh you.. one thing iS wiTh heRe
noW.. 40 thousand or so paltry
views in a world of 7 billion plus
or so folkS and considering just one
of Katy Perry’s God liGht worker TRUE
iLLUMINATI VIDEOS named Dark Horse
is reaching over 1 Billion views.. you certainly
are a voice crying out from the dArk of REAL
ANTI-ChRiST DiviSioN separating God into two
Gods of evil and Good when there is ONLY ONE
GOD OF UNITY.. mY FriEnd.. hmm.. i mean duh..
ain’t it as plain as A perfect Storm oF
Sun in sky..
let’s see.. what else..
i wonder iF Jesus would
come here more than 4 times
to try to help you see a greater
liGht than two Gods of Good and Evil..
One world and One God is enough for
wE true Illuminati soldiers of God mY
FriEnd.. i’Ve invited you over to
my place to see a little
more of tHis liGht..
use iN seeing the
REAL WYSIWYG TRuTH
AND LIGHT OF GENTILE
OR JEW.. SERVANT OR FREE..
WOMAN OR MAN NO MORE noW
WHICH MEANS ZERO EXCLUSIONS
AND TOTAL ONE WORLD UNITY NOW..
for anyone with frigging common sense
that isn’t imagining dArk meaning when
all there is is liGht in Katy Perry’s new video
Rise for yoU of little faith my Friend who cannot
apparently see the liGht iF iT flew here in A cuckoo’s nest
and rested for a moment to see WTF you are on about noW…
anyWay.. i find
in a trUly
hope you get
to see some REAL
GOD iLLUMINATI UNIFICATION
LiGHT SOON.. AND i’LL even GiVe
yOu a FucKinG iF yoU seeK in GoD
liNk this go around to hELp yA ouT..
you KNow the lost sheep parable
and aLL of ThAT heHe.. and
the thief in the night
got work to do..
for God.. have a nice day..
i Will in the only heaven that
ever exists now.. per Luke 17:21..
fulfilling the prophecy in Saint John
that folks will do greater works than
Jesus now.. as i continue on the longest
individual bible effort ever approaching
42 months now of witnessing for God
at the Beginning of September 2016..
since Beginning of March 2013.. oh
those threes do continue
to RinG as 4 MilLioN
words to witness
by a human
to SinG a SonG
of mE and GoD toGetHeR..
so.. coMe on over to the liGht
ForCe noW my Friend.. tHeRe iS
now.. no hate and discontent over
heRe ever.. just a FucKinG laugh WitH
God noW FTW.. over the ignorance of Humans
that continues to ring out iN REAL DARK HORSE WAY..
while folks like me and Katy continue to sMiLe a grin
wiTh God BeYond the Rihanna SonG oF EnLiGhTENinG
Now iN BeYonce InFiniTy NoW is what
2.. mY FriEnd.. noW
Wide a FucKinG aWake..
iN liGht oF GoD FReED.. Now..
oh yeah.. and tHere iS that pArt of
the Nicene creed that all Catholics
in the U.S. oF A.. SinG every Sunday
morning that i too WiLL parTake oF iN
Catholic Church toDay that says.. ‘he’ WiLL come
aGaiN in glory to judge the living and the dead
and his kingdom will have no end.. online.. oh
by the way
you KNow thaT
Saint John saYinG
thaT Says otHeRs WiLL
come in glory with greater works of
more verses to add to the UniVerse noW
as mY Friend Robin Williams once sAiD too..
iN my opinion.. at least one Jesus2.. WiLL come
iN total naked glory online for a long now my friEnd..
and i for one am planning.. hoping.. with total FAITH
AND BELIEF THAT THERE WILL BE MANY.. MANY OThErS
WHO WILL DO MORE (QTY) THAN EVEN i DO WHEN THE WORD(s)
BECOMES ALIVE AND ORGANIC
have a nicene
day baby.. Heaven
is alWays LUKE HOT..
AND ALwAYS And OnLY
UnifYinG FEARLESS LOVE WITH ZERO
HATE AND FucKinG DiVisiVE DiScontent..
But sUre.. a God laugh/wiNk iS FucKinG FuN..;)
Oh yeah.. and baby.. like Katy Perry’s ET SinGs.. every
move is magic.. and like Rihanna lightning when i
DancE too.. 1000 girls documented
online cannot be wrong on
a Grin as
WidE as InFiNity..
WitH mE wider 2.. HE HEx2..
WiTh BRiGht eYes too..
kinda like turning
iS whaT i hoPe
for You too my fRiEnd,,
as the dArk iS onLy cOld
and never even LuKE wArm
i’M sweaTinG God bullETs hEre
mY friend.. and i AM too FuCkInG
HiGh WiTH GoD for anyOne on Earth to
understand whaT wE
are aLL on
ET.. HE.. heX3..
anYway i do not FeeL
God wHole iS too happy
about how you are scouRaGinG
Katy Perry.. HeAr the Karmic eYe
sincerely suggests you noW change
your actions as God’s Consequences
are alWays real noW iN liGht or dArK
God’s trUe and
liGht organic words for thAT
forevermorenow my FriEnd
as tHeRe is no time in Heaven
but all tHeRe iS iS time in Hell..
wiTh a bLacK WiNK or poTenTial sMiLes..;)
John 14:12 KJV..
“Verily, verily, I say unto you,
He that believeth on me, the
works that I do shall he do also;
and greater works than these shall
he do; because I go unto my Father.”
Luke 17:21 KJV..
“Neither shall they say,
Lo here! or, lo there! for,
behold, the kingdom of
Interesting.. as if you talk to
fundamentalist Christians about
these two versions and such you
will do as they say to do greater works
than Jesus and the Kingdom of God is
Within you.. now.. and there is no need
to wait until after death for Heaven now..
yes.. the real deal.. tHeir face usually
contorts into WhaT the FucK..
as they say no way..
Heaven is only after
death.. this place sucks..
Hillary is gonna bring
in all the Muslims
and the end
it’s always about
Jesus and never the
kingdom of GOD iN ME uS..
and YOU AND WE THE SAME
JUST NOW.. FOREVERMORENOW
AS THE KINGDOM OF GOD NOW.. DUH..
DUH.. DUH.. DUH.. every Yogi kNows and
FeeLs this.. including the Yogi-like Dude
Jesus too.. or whoever reported these
words as they stand true through
many religions in human
recorded history.. noW2..
AnyWay.. when i asked
a dude at a Pastor’s Family
farm today if he had ever
heard of this Kingdom
of God within or
Jesus he said..
oh.. you mean that
New age stuff.. those folks
who wanna bring a New World
Order of Peace that is gonna bring
the end of the world ’cause that is
the way they interpret a dream a dude
had 2000 or so years ago.. that Catholics
do not interpret this way at all.. in fAct.. they
see it as part of the era it was wrote in
common sense historical context of
course.. with Nero the obvious
Anti-Christ then who was
way back then..
so John had a
abstract dream associated
with that 2K or so years ago..
and someone wrote it down.. although
the Gospel of John.. is not even considered
by scholars.. even as written by this actual
so-called historical apostle of the
reported dude named Jesus now..
Anyway.. the Good News as
now verified across the board
in many other religions and
culture of course is progressive
humans per the metaphor and
myth of the prometheus style
Lucifer per metaphor of this
2 year old Macro-Verse
from 2014.. in association
with the movie Lucy about
A same basic hUman then now..
as archetype of continuing advancement
in moving further and further out of caves..
flat earth.. and the Earth as the Center
of the entire sHeBang as such as
that 2.. has already come true..
as we have set outside our
diapers and pacifiers of
the past and
species in bRinGinG
great human comforts.. albeit
destroying many earth species…
by taking more than we give..
so yes.. human potential in
tools.. technology.. written
languages.. and culture/religion..
in general.. noW.. can be a double
edged sword oF liGht
and dARk and aLL
the ‘tween.. but when
Information is no longer censored..
when human beings are no longer fed
illusory fears of a never ending hell after
death and heaven there too.. instead of
within.. as even science shows can and
will somenows come trUe for hUman
BeinGs STiLL noW.. in thiS liFE
Now.. as far as misery and
suffering vs.. human bliss..
both empirically measurable
now as real hell and heaven
here sTiLL brAnd New NoW..
for many who arrive tHeRe
alive and yes.. somenows
dead in heARt.. SpiRiT
and miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
souL.. noW.. oh.. so sad.. and BeYond
saD in potential piece of paper existence2…
Anyway.. if one is gonna have slaves they must
provide these illusory fears and promises to
control those slaves.. into bowing to less
than God aLL noW as Nature saMe..
and sure.. throughout history..
this has been the reaLiTy
of the White Christian man
moreover in Patriarchal
dominating way.. from
not allowing women to vote
or speak in Church.. to the
Ku Klux Klan members who
considered themselves Christians
and used the bible to justify having slaves..
raping slave women.. and beating slaves
from lightly to severely to burning them
on a God Dam Cross alive to dead..
hangings etc.. no.. HELL NOW AND
HELL YES.. those Christians from
then have as much devil blood
on thEir Hands in real life
as any Now.. God Dam ISIL
terrorist group does noW2..
Only difference now..
is the law does
GoD DaM way..
and it protects a
woman’s basic right
to vote as well.. yes..we’Ve
come a long way baby.. as the
Christian Religion for many years
was just another God daM terrorist
organization in domesticated fearful
ways of hurting and killing innocent people..
as soon as they quit lying to the congregations
by not emphasizing that we can always do more
than before.. and the Kingdom of God in both
heaven.. hell.. and all the ‘tween ways of
purgatory too.. live within.. with A
REAL GOLDEN RULE AS A PRACTICE
IN CONSUMING NO OTHER IN HARM
OVER FOOD AND DRINK IN SUBSISTENCE
WAYS OF life for we hUman BEinGs now..
perhaps.. then.. we can get some World
Peace too.. but for now we hope..
with faith and belief that we can..
we will.. we jUST dO.. and thaT
iS what sets uS apArt from
folks who keep a
uP tHere butt and
keep sitting in a cave
of one place from old.. before..
instead of innovations iN Anew joyful NoW..
Anyway.. for sure.. i for one.. continue to
move.. connect.. and create more and
the results do prove what i say.. thAT
thiS human potential and heaven now
is empirically evidenced as trUth
and liGht iN aT lEast mY
way of blog
Hmm.. WeLL.. this quoted
memory in Micro-Verse
fashion from a Year ago..
to date.. certainly reflects
what i AM spEaKinG to.. too.. today2..:)
“Funny.. some folks wonder what a man who lives two thousand years ago.. will JUST DO.. IF alive today.. funny.. considering scholars suggest we only have 18% of his original words then… but you Know AND FEEL what.. i wonder and JUST DO.. WHAT WILL GOD REaLLY DO IF MANIFEST IN FLESH AND BLOOD HUMAN.. WELL.. obviously as manifest as CAT GOD will roll around in the midday SUN in SAND just to be content alive.. feeling and sensing SAND and SUN together as ONE FORCE of CAT.. THE SAME APPLIES TO the cat who hugs the midnight grass JUST to be content as Leaves of Grass and Moon as one force of CAT.. until the hunt to live starts all over again.. for subsistence and in general SURVIVAL..
So what will a human maNiFestaTion of GOD
fullER do to experience ALL the GIFT of LIFE
THAT IS maNiFest togeTheR
AS ALL CREATION NOW..
Well.. i suggest that THiS reflecTion of GOD
will be best expressed AS musicians..
IN FACT OF POTENTIAL
GREAtEST EXPERIENCE OF
LIVING LIFE NOW IN
REAL HEAVEN NOW..
AT LEAST FOR
TrULY.. THE THREE LETTER
WORD GOD WILL BE BEST
EXPRESSING AS THE THREE
LETTER WORD ART.. JUST IMAGINE
WHAT LIFE WILL BE IF HUMANS
WORSHIP ART.. INSTEAD OF
A THREE LETTER WORD..
ART IS JUST DOING IT
NOW IN FLOW
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iN close to juSt another Marathon oF DancE WalKinG..
this weekend.. Katrina is so sick anD tiRed of mE
bEinG SoaKinG wET wiTh sweaT..
thAt she puts me
in the TargET..
noW.. to see..
iF she can clean
mY sweATy aCT uP2.. heHE..;)
And yes.. as i’Ve stated bEfore..
wherever i go.. tHere is a Shoe
Carnival come to town.. store..
beach.. gym.. etc.. ETc.. et al2..
and i try to stay as flexible as i can
and if you look close here you WiLL
sEE a Cat who helped stARt a very
colorful uniVerse by adding soME
gAs as fuEl
to the whOle
dAM sHeBanG as iS2..;)
SMiles.. penniewoodfall.. ‘Awakening The Spine’…by Vanda Scaravelli.. thanks..
i’LL read the book for free at Barnes and Nobles iF it is available while i ‘dance’ just like this below that i will embed and separate as link.. like i did the last Youtube
video i shared with you.. it’s a very a short example of what i do 166.66 miles a month on average since the end of August 2013.. coming to 6000 miles of effortless wind and water movement in early September of this year..
and yes i literally move like this when i read at Barnes and
Nobles.. listening to my favorite music at
the same NOW.. reading on average
10 to 15 times faster than
the average human
as my mind
sports car noW
that is human
running on all
more simply in balance.. my FriEnd..:)
all in the day of A life..
or die.. much sooner..
Lesson of Nature and
God same my friend for
all the animals who have
physical intelligence for basic
survival in the animal kingdom..
to simply conserve energy to MOVE/LIVE…
i do the same ‘dance’ above in deep white
sands of the beach as i did the other day
for 6 miles in 112F degrees heat indices
with athletic shoes on clothed
in my year around attire now
as i never get TOO cold or hot..
as i have simply adapt in challenge
with Nature God as sAMe.. in balance
wHere now not unlike the planets and
Sun around each other and galaxies
around black hole suns i am a friend of
God and gravity same.. WE move noW for
existence all the same in balance.. while.. MRI’S
AND CAT SCANS say i have Severe Degenerative
Arthritis in my spine.. and spinal stenosis.. i do not
know how to either move or dance.. but i do FeeL/
SensE how to move in bliss.. simply as BaLanCinG
my friend.. one foot in deep white sand with the
other and one floats at 235LBS
except it is more
impressive.. as it looks/moves
like a planet/star more than a dork
moving one way as a domesticated
Robot… Nature and God sAMe is ‘ashamed’
of we human beings.. as we are one of few
that is too ‘retarded’ to even FucKinG exist
pain free and in the Heaven
of effortlessly moving
where mind and
body and Nature/God are
all one Force MovinG
NOW as alWays
is in the forgetting of the illusion
of words as Gods and cars as lovers
and homes as God same.. or even clothes
that separate us from the oxytocin receptors
for Mother Earth on our feet.. and the Serotonin
Generated along with Dopamine and endorphins
when all our skin from head to toe feels the Sun
and we in turn become
a Sun.. a planet.. a Star
and a Galaxy and mini me’s
Radiating emotional/sensory FoRcE..
oF God and UniVerse wHole
and more.. sAMe.. by
now mY FriEnd..
generating our own
Sun as stars of energy..
better taught by watching
and doing what comes as Nature/GOD
now by doing it oneself with all innate
instinct and intuition.. and i don’t have
to sell a book.. as everywHeRe i go folks
video tape me and share me on Facebook FREE..
around the world.. i am known/FELT/said as a dance
legend.. an icon of dance.. the list goeS oN..
per spirit animal and the man who moves
like water… but i am simply a Lion on the
in what all
Animals do AS
A NOW super epic
life of MoVinG liFe..
and art sAMe iN/aS noW..
in bliss of
FucKinG trUly SANE..
WiNks.. my FriEnd.. i Am
alWays extremely busy2
but all oF iT feels
as all oF iT
as Natural as the
UniVerse wHole GoD and
moRe MoVinG all oNe iN BaLanCinG…
Some folks wait for Godot.. noW..
i for one move
as Godot aLLnow
and alWayS noW
live in Heaven Now..
somEhow the wHole
God DaM SheBang
make me giggle as i google..
in the aisles of Super
as long as hell
exists as they have
simply forgotten how NoW..
to move as heaven.. my friEnd..
P E N N I E W O O D F A L L
iF u SeeK to
Move like this2..
in yoUr own Artful
way of course as yoU
and NatUre/God create
the moves aS now goeS on.2..1.:)
OKay.. so-called Vigilant Christian Mario..
the cool thing about Freedom of Expression
is we all get to express our views over here
in the free world.. so we can either scare folks
with dark imagination and creativity thoughts
and other symbols.. or
we can do our best
to move towards
the liGht and do
some reAlly great
stuff and more than
Jesus of course in heaven
now.. in case somehow you
missed these two verses that
even do still exist in the KJV Bible..
John 14:12 KJV..
“Verily, verily, I say unto you,
He that believeth on me, the
works that I do shall he do also;
and greater works than these shall
he do; because I go unto my Father.”
Luke 17:21 KJV..
“Neither shall they say,
Lo here! or, lo there! for,
behold, the kingdom of
Isn’t iT plain to see that
even the so-called Jesus
dude who has been scribed
thousands of times by different
scribes where scholars at REAL Divinity
schools suggest there are 3 to 4 hundred
thousand minor to major mistakes in the
current revision of the bible that was once
oral tradition in the Aramaic Language
among illiterate folks for around
4 decades or so until the
really smart Greek folks
decided to write the parts
they liked from numerous
sects of oral tradition
of Christianity who
all thought they
there is one God..
twelve Gods.. so
what this bOils
is that the
Greeks created what
is left of the real dude
Jesus’ Aramaic words
as translated into Greek
and eventually put into
English print in around
the 15 to 16th Century or so
as the changes and revisions continued
to come as scholars suggest that only a couple
of books from Paul are even potentially by a real
author and not a forgery that use another word
to mean the same thing.. Bottom line here when
you say the original Jesus was not white.. well no
cRap but the original Jesus did not speak all the
words of the New Testament as every
potential pastor or priest knows who
has gone to any reputable
school to get
Degree.. but of course
they do not share that with the
congregation as they are all waiting
for a Godot after life.. than heaven
now.. and the REAL POTENTIAL OF ASCENDING
REBORN NOW.. JUST BACK TO NATURE AND GOD
SAME ALLONE AGAIN.. and ha!.. yes.. of course
self-fulfilling prophecies come true.. so let
it be written and visualized as imagination
and dreams come to fruition so
let it be done.. so
one comes to be
real like a dragon fly
on wheels.. and sure..
Jesus the ascended master
as metaphor continues to come
in many human forms.. as the idea
has been put out there to prepare ye a
way.. for someone to do much greater stuff
than Jesus really did of course.. as there is absolutely
no more physical evidence that Jesus did any supernatural
stuff anymore than there is that Muhammad actually literally
spoke to an Angel in a Cave.. we weren’t born yesterday.. 2K
to 3K years ago.. or were we my Friend.. we are born in the modern
age.. we got a brain.. and we can lEarn and groW anD yES Ascend/RISE
to the real magic of Nature and God the sAme.. in bliss
and nirvana of heaven now.. in LIGht.. iN liGht my
friend.. or we can stay back tHeRe in the
cave in the dark of fear..
doubt.. and all stuff related
to hate.. while you continue
to play your dark games here
in attempts to bRinG folks down
who have ascended so much higher
than you will ever KNow/FeeL/SenSe..
until you get rid of all this personal
hate and discontent in fear of dArk
and liGht as Cynicism too.. and as we kNow
the Catholic church regularly recruits homosexuals
as just do the FucKinG math on the folks who care
not to get married and have sex with women.. it
kinda pans out to what it is that way.. as it is
something to do to make a living when
ya can’t come out of the closet
in the old days.. so is it no
fair haired young
men.. with beards on
a female looking androgynous
face to represent Jesus as their
true love.. of course.. not dude.. it is
human nature.. they were just painting
what they liked to see.. and yeah.. i used
to be Androgynous looking like that bearded
female man.. but i was just a slow maturer..
and didn’t pick up my Lion paws until my mid
50’s as i had lot to lEarn/FeeL/SenSe to become
simply another ascended master
too.. but ha! every FucKinG
wild animal who
into a human
hell is already
ascended my friend
as all that means is being
is BeinG iN balance with Nature
and God sAMe without all these
FucKinG idols of written words to
bring creature comforts as collective
intelligence and culture whole.. but the sad
Karmic part of that is.. while we are eating away
other earth species we have forgotten how to move
as God and Nature sAMe as a BaLaNCinG FoRcE of
Energy in EmoTioNs and SeNses Human as mini
mes of God.. no different than the LiON
on the Savannah who is a natural
Tai Chi ascended Master
as simply gifted
by God and
friEnd.. all innately..
instinctually and intuitively
set free as ascended masters
will do all WiLd/FReED.. words will rarely
take you to be as one with God my friend
but moving as God can and wiLL do the trick of TREAT..
Have a nice… day iN priSoN or Free WiTh God and Nature
sAMe.. a TrUth and liGht iSrEAL thAt requires no words @ALL..:)
10 Now for
11.. as culture
extends form NOW
Two ones.. now..
aS Human BeinG
noW.. anD 1 noW
and 1 make two hemispheres
oF Earth as above so
below latitudes and
1 and 1
wHole ONE noW oNlinE..:)
iT’s juSt aS
Easy aS aLL thAt iS/God
BLendinG iN WitH NatuRe…
Funny hoW thaT coMes WitH
11 And H
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels
Free Verse Poetry Novel
Free Verse Poetry Novel
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
StArting off this 693rd Macro-verse of Longest
Long Form Poem ever sTiLL approaching
4 Million words perhaps sometime
later this year.. and currently
pacing somewhere around 1.5
million words a year.. around
30K words every week and
42K.. in one
week of Novel
size.. yes.. i like
Numbers and statistics..
just for fun… in metrics
of/for wHere i’Ve been and
what milestones have come
and do continue to go in juSt
doing iT way.. and at 5743 miles
currently measured in all Nike GPS
Watch Dance antics noW iN ballet and
martial-arts like Free FloW iN ZonE waY
of Free Verse Dance.. i am running a little
behind in doing the usual 166.66 miles a month
if i would have finished 6,000 miles by the beginning
of September.. but i suppose the words have come on noW
a little stronger.. and i do not wear that watch everywhere i
go in dancing way.. as some places like Seville Quarter and
the Military Gym do not have any access to GPS tracking in
meaSuRinG way.. and of course in some buildings the tracking
device is much more accurate than others.. so sure it is a best
case estimate.. but it is pretty safe to say i go about 4 miles an
hour on average.. every which way and very loose and
the average go time also.. according to the Nike
watch keeper is 2 hours or so..
sometimes less.. and sometimes
23 miles in one day of 8 hours
or so.. as i have specifically
documented in a past
Mall dance as well..
in Nike GPS Sports watch
way.. anYway.. i will not be celebrating
my millennial land mark of dance like i did
last August for 4K miles this August.. as it
appears it will come well into September
for 6K miles tHere as i have been going
around 2k miles average a year..
with 2014.. as the most
as in 2015..
i was prompting
myself with poetry on
Both the Wrong Planet and
the dVerse site every dam day..
with a blog post nearly every daM
day too.. two a week at 13 to 17K or
so as average length is comfortable
enough for me.. with dance to balance
all that sitting out.. yes.. off this God Dam
27 inch i Mac all in one screen.. anyway with
closing in on 12 Million words total of writing
since Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. closing
in on 4 Million words since my Ocean
Poem whole Word Press Blog
stArted.. in my 36th month
noW and the 42nd month i Am
iN Since March of 2013.. wHeRe
the first poetic spark camE around
the first of March iN 2013.. or so.. along
with this.. my 122nd Dance Week at old Seville
Quarter and around 100K or so photos used in
conjunction as visual poetry in my blogs and on
FlicKR too.. thaT first year before i made my
Ocean Poem FlicKR three.. hehe.. with all
the nude free verse art in New age
Renaissance as an Egyptian Min style
kiNda Baroque aLL A toGeTher as strike A
post stuFF2.. as yes.. thiS is a little too
much for most folks noW most all the
time now.. the greaTest pArt oF aLL
oF All of THiS iS iT has been a
Super Epic Blast and i haven’t
been pAid a God dAM penny oR
green bLack dollar BiLL for any oF
what i’Ve done in literAlly sweat.. tears
and blood.. as sure.. when i first started dancing
the feet kicked on the ‘other’ leg.. and there were some
falls.. Before i got rid of my colt legs then.. but i keep on juST
DoinG iT and tallyiNg uP what i do for the documenting record.. noW
aS hell.. i am likely the only one anYwHere who could keep uP wiTh
wHat i do.. even if someone else tried tHeiR very hardest to
do tHat inStead of ME.. so yes.. a mostly individual
effort hEar.. wiTH truly a lot of help more than
a little from all the ‘friends’ i for one see
NoW in everyone per se.. but these close
to 69 months of doing all of this
now.. sure GoD daM beats the
33 months before that when
i couldn’t do a dam thing
and was a shut-in not
only in my bed-room but
in my head back then without
effective use of my body..including
eyes and ears.. without great pain..
almost intolerable.. so lost.. so lost
in space.. like an ET who didn’t live here
anymore.. anYway.. 3 years of recovery i’M
sTiLL celebrating here and maKinG it a full month
celebration as i do count mY blesSinGs iN GraTiTude
way all around all the ways that does come now..
as all tHeRe is is noW for mE.. and the
more holy and sacred i maKe iT alL anD
tHe more i bEcoMe mindfully
aware of the moment
oF noW.. in MoVinG..
ConNecTinG and CreATinG..
the more Heaven is ReAL noW.. and
the more i have to offer other folks in poTenTial
hELp way too.. so.. anyWay as A measuring.. giVinG.. and shaRinG stick
has been taken out.. i put iT bacK iN and let’s see what comEs NeXT..
as this takes actually thInKinG in mechanical cognition ways..
and what i like best IS A Free fLow iN ZonE arT liFe.. noW..
oh yeah.. and at minimum wage.. months ago.. i already
calculated that if i got paid minimum wage and
just the costs of what i have put into this..
for this 69 months now.. and less
months then.. iT would still be
approaching 200K dollars
now.. and Jesus F. iN Christ..
iF i had juSt a Penny for every
word i wrote.. that too.. would be
approaching 120K dollars too now.
but leT mE tale yA.. tHeRe is no price
to put on the tag of FeeLinG and SeNSinG
HeaveN noW.. and all oF tHis iS equAlly
paRt of Heaven NOW too.. as i continue
to effortlessly floW iN ZonE foR NoW so-FReED..:)
WeLL.. sUre as i stARt off the second
Micro-Verse of 693rd Macro-Verse Here
of Longest Long Form Poem aS SonG oF
mY soUL noW.. i guess i could have just sAid..
i AM A iSreaL Forest Gump.. And Jonathan
Livingston Epic Seagull noW.. aNd suRe..
kinda liKe some other folkS in.. eTc.. eT aL..
history and movie
but it does geT
a little lonELy soMe
nowS in thEse hiGh HeAven
cLouds.. so i SinG a SonG
to MySelf thAT juST sayS i AM
thAT iS whAT
A sMiLe anD A
Giggle.. anD A
heARty beLLy lAugh
caN sound liKe too.. juSt
iN organic word pLay waY of ceLebRaTinG
liFe aLL WiTh zer0 stUFF to hidE noW2..
Hmm.. yes.. ‘i’M F*KinG A OK’.. noW
And tHeRe’s A title
aLready of number 693..
inspired by Styx now 2..
numbers and other stuff
2 too.. and yes i am most
deFiniteLY FucKinG GaY
Happy noW too.. butt.. let’s juSt
say i aM all Happy aBoUt Women
aLL F*KinG A oKay too.. noW fuLLy aS Such2..;)
Hello.. mY FriEnd gigoid..
nice to see you back.. and
offering your back to save a little
puppy dog is certainly reflective now
of a nurturer and a i care giver FOR
liFe.. very commendable.. i must say sir..
yeah.. by the way in real life i call most everyone
sir/ma’m.. it’s that Clark Kent thingy i can’t seem to get rid
the Good Cop
Mr. Hyde comes
and goes.. anyWay..
i can certainly relate to
Emily.. perhaps more than
most as in her poem here i read..
that i quote hEar too as WeLL.. iN dArk…
“Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul
And sings the tune without the words
And never stops at all.
And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.
I’ve heard it in the chillest land
And on the strangest sea,
Yet never in extremity
It asked a crumb of me.
~~ Emily Dickenson ~~”
i read this as a sour-sweet despair
of the one who has felt this sweet bird
of hope.. but who has lost all memory of
the feeling of that.. and perhaps the emotions
of faith and belief too.. as yes.. they can be emotions
for most folks.. when pro-social emoTioNs live from birth
with the MotHer’s Hand or other close to breast caregiver
that gives that Loving oxytocin nurturing care from birth..
particularly iN years 0 to 3.. EmoTioNs heal.. tHere
is no doubt about ThAt.. the NoW happy
neuro-chemicals and neuro-hormones
bathe the cells from head to toe
in peptide way.. and when
this bird of hope.. faith
and or belief and all
the other nuanced
Pro-social Gay happy
EmoTioNs do not live in
our cells from toe to headway..
life can certainly be a colD and Trump
place.. i seriously doubt that Trump
would even notice a puppy
on the side of the ‘wrong’..
but that is what Trumps
do.. and even make
perhaps.. i shouldn’t
pick on Trump(s) but ‘he’ FucKs
WitH mY FriEnds and that makes
the Good Cop Mr. Hyde come out.. heHe..
as sure.. i am as gay happy as they come.. NOW..
but ‘they’ wouldn’t wanna sees my Hyde come OUT..
anyWay.. the poem reminds me of the old dead zone
days where i couldn’t feel a God dam thing but pain..
as yes.. that never ending dentist drill in my
right eye and ear with no God Dam Pain
Killer that would work from wake to
sleep for 66 months named
type two-Trigmeinal neuralgia
that a Google search in .83 seconds
picks up 16,500 matches with my
user name and thAT.. as yeah..
i think i’Ve reported that
pain a noW anD oR
but the truth is when
i was enduring it for the
first 6 million or so words
i wrote online.. i only mentioned
it a handfulXnow.. as the reality was
too much to even FucKinG talk about..
like being in hell and writing a story about
iT.. ain’t what someone does when they are living
tHeRe for 33 or so months straight before words become
the first opportunity to escape it all.. like a drop of Lazarus
water in hell for sure.. as empty shells that flutter in a dark
oiled bird of pit.. of words.. anyWayX2.. i was riding a bike around the
block.. in the deadzone as something i could do.. without passing OUT
on foot.. as standing up the blood could hardly
get to my head back then.. particularly
in warm Temperatures in Florida then
too.. and the lady around the block
stopped me and said i don’t know
what my Mother in-law
would do without hope..
in her Mother-in-law’s
’bout of illness then..
and i just sat there thinking
i haven’t heard the word hope in so long..
that it was kinda surprising to even now
here someone say it all.. but quite honestly
then.. i had no FucKinG idea what the
feeling of hope was.. if i had ever felt
a smile.. a laugh or what FucKinG
FeeLinGs even were aT aLL back then..
the pain i experienced watching someone
else smile was the pain of the bird of hope
that never touched me in anyway then..
i know then and feelless of what this
place of HeLL was then..
iT IS A place
of Food is
nothing at all
as all ya wanna do
is feel just a God dam
second one more time now
before you die.. and i suppose
that is part of why i didn’t kill myself
as all i wanted to do was FeeL a FucKinG
sMiLE ONE MORE TIME.. AND BABY WHEN
I SAY sMiLes at the beGinGinG oF every GOD DAM
LINE.. i FuCkinG mean iT as i’ve been to a place wHere
smiles never existed..
say for Horatio
there are places in this
life that some folks have
never been.. there iS and to
live in this place of living
death is hell
so IN OTHER words my
FriEnd.. i can certainly feel your
pain.. and i am certainly glad i can..
but the most important pArt of LIFe
tHere is that i can care now.. a liFe
oF HeLL.. i know
Trump lives in HeLL
’cause i have seen that
place but in his case i don’t
think or feel he’s ever been alive..
so yeah.. i have sympathy for the
Devil as God blessed me with the
experience of living in REAL DEVIL’S SHOES.. then..
WeLL.. the Haibun.. Haiku dVerse theme
of the day is Romance.. and of course as
i enter this Romance Domain.. it will be all
go for broke and love.. as i do my own style
of Fredbun and Fredku.. after getting back now
from the Military Gym engaged in very serious Fredfu..
and you kNowFeeL human nature is kinda strange.. the way
a male warrior sees and feels the world much different than
a damsel in distress.. funny how the heat of the moment can be
Romance and dominance too.. as another part of the Nature game
of primate too.. submission shy.. and dominate extrovert.. can be the
name of a Romance game with mix of EmoTioNs and SeNses too..
sure that all togeTheR makes the passion of reproduction
come in all the ways it does.. along with nurturing
family members in what comes next
after that.. now..
and it’s interesting
the way that works in
a balance of lust and love..
as passion can build in the largest
sexual organ there is that of course
is the human brain that directs the much
smaller organs in breeze of getting the
lust and love job done of continuing
the species as such.. anyway
this struggle to survive in all
the passion of a balance
of lust and love
powerful in a species
that can mate 365 days
a year.. given the potential
‘messiness’ of doing that every
day of the month.. but sTiLL.. Libido
IS A powerful Force.. where what normally
would disgust as even science shows melts
away.. like a multi-colored M & M that melts
in a mouth and not in hands.. okay.. remembering
and FeeLiNG AND SENsING HErE TO KEEP THIS
PG ROMANCE FROM BEGINNING TO END.. double
entendre and innuendo of wit.. can keep thaT job donE
to eXplore hUman romance from the coiN of tale to head..
you see.. and potentiAlly FeeL.. i eXplore iT aLL iN PoEtry..
imAginAtion.. and creatiVity.. even in the flesh of ART2..
but i am as self-controlled as A FucKinG Jesus2..
outside this Internet art stuff as discipline of
Monastery can and does come..
i don’t drink.. i don’t smoke..
i don’t do drugs… and i
don’t FucKinG ever
cheat on my wife
and she knows every
single way i do art in all the
ways that comes.. she knows i Love
everyone including all of Nature in a white
Love way and I have intense affection for all of that
aS ReaLiTy too.. the thing is she spent THAT hell with me
in a basket case way back when for 66 whole months then
of death.. in life.. i came out a different person.. the wildest
and lovingNesT man you miGht have Ever dONe sEEn or fELt..
and if you are loved by me NoW you may never ever be loved like
thaT bY anyone else but A REAL FUCKING DEVIL WHO ESCAPED HELL..
WHO CAME BACK AN ANGEL AGAIN.. AND FINDS ALL THE WOMEN
OF THE WORLD FAIR AND BEAUTIFUL TO LOOK UPON WITH GREAT
HONOR.. but i wouldn’t hurt a fly.. or flower.. or a butterfly down below..
i will just love eyes and lips.. and hips the same.. from a distance
from a Love that never
and when the
night comes and
and i lay my head down
to sleep i will snuggle with
my wife.. and do the next
day the same way
where i cherish
all beauty in an
innocent lust and
love for iT all from below
to above.. inside.. outside
and all around Nature and
all of what i Love wriTe noW..:)
And BeFore i move on in play..
to the dVerse Romance thingy..
as i AM juSt about to Run out of
gas unless the Romance poems get
me going over there.. every Romance
Novel.. or short story.. or macro-verse..
or micro-verse of poeTry noW too..
needs a little mystery.. a little
intrigue and a little
WitH aLL oF
thaT isReAL noW2..:)
yeah.. i danced to this song at the gym tonight like magic..
oh.. so free.. in front of a few women with Yoga pants..
oH.. i never glanced at any of them.. but
i could FeeL
yA can feel things
even if you go into
A environment literAlly
FuckInG blind like me at the gym..
with no shades of eYes or even grey..
earn every move
with the greaTest
trust me i could
write a Romance Novel
like you never felt before
as the thing that every
of my finger tips..
to a cheek to a brow..
to eYes yes that see a
feeling soul below..
i could go
on and on..
but i have poEtry
to visit in a delicate way..
with Force of EmotiOns on Fire..;)
From aCross the alley..
the BowLinG one.. in ’89..
19.. me 29.. Pacific Islander
Ocean brown eYes thaT cOUld
bE feLt deeper than
in tan style sKin
who still never
ages in an age of
Adaline thaT is Katrina
at 46.. funny how folks don’t
believe.. it.. but now that’s
how goddess life goeS oN..
onLY maGiC oF
SinGs a SonG
jewEL oF LoVe liGht.. noW
IS A warLock hAir oF BeWitched..:)
DanCinG liGht of Love
eYes meet.. soul to me..
Isle out of cave..
soUl oF bLackest
Island of LoVe
iN mY Backyard
desert garden eve
it’s a fairy tale…
my friEnd.. not that it matters
the lEast iN poetry
land or anywhere
else wHere a soUL
SinGs true but
i never kNew
funny how the feeling
mind works now around
all caps of a name my
friEnd.. anyway.. good
to see you aGain..
come your way..
in whatever way you
like.. toGeTher or lone..
And like honest Abe
says.. i cannot tale a lie..
my wife Isis is both mother..
sister and a little bit of wife…
And i my
thE real Peter
pan as Pan..
iN my own
but a nice
one folks tale
me as i never have
a stress with Isis putting
me back toGether AgaiN.. the good
Goddess and not the F iN head hunters..
and bEfore i came back from a River Styx..
i suppose all
my words are HoruS now..
aT lEAst iN pArt of ArT my FriENd..;)
sMiLes.. Victoria.. my friEnd.. i suppose if words
were the way to hEart as a young man
and i had only sHades without eyes
to Love.. my wife.. i might
have never met her..
sign a Christmas
Card as much more
than sincerely yoUrs..
the liGht waS in my eYes
unTil the siGht and hEaring went
away as pain.. and those i had to make
suffocate to death..
funny how the words
eventually even took the
pain in my eye and ear away…
but oF course it was the renewal
of a heArt and spiRit eXpreSsinG neW
EmoTioN in empty sHells thAt eventually
becAMe eYes of Love aGain.. i suppose
the words were alWays tHere.. i just had
to feel and
and i suppose
the travel of pain
is worth this eventual
destination in words of Love..
in eYes blind
deaf off words oF SonG..:)
love your responses – thank you..;)
and i saY iN ThanKinG reTurn..
A song of
Response aS WeLL..:)
And Victoria in compliment says..
You’re a master of that!
And i somewhat humbly
Ever gives up
Or quits for
i go on
IS A laugh
that never wears pants..
or head of house hold per say..
the frOwn that
cracks a grin..
a chagrin as
Win for Love..
Well.. if one can
romance a stone..
why not a dress..
or even a pair of pants..
as what moves sings in
Life gives Love gives..
gives life gives love..
and the cycle
Love aS Eden way..
Deserts without life
fertile than soUL liGhTnoW..
Meadows as valleys
wherever life rises
sAnd wiTh Love..:)
without a little
to me.. thank you..
that’s the way i like it
my friEnd.. alWays noW..
WeLL.. i guess.. just goes to
sHow one can take the
girl away from the
away from the
girl.. is next to
impossible.. i never
expected anything to be
easy in life.. hehe.. and i
suppose that is why i’ve only
had one wife.. no matter what
the differences were my friend..
help with a sMiLe..;)
sMiLes.. i can’t hELp
but to thInk of how i asked
my somewhat Indian Princess
of a wife to marry me.. in a casual
convo at the Bowling Alley i worked at..
me.. her.. and
a fellow employee..
so.. i say on the lane..
very casually like i’m
swatting a gnat..
then i got
And 11 is
Back to the
prompt at 10:06 am..:)
off to Virginia
Wolf.. and i must
say/FeeL there are two
things i’LL never Now
one of those
things i do give for
free and share with
FriEnds too.. Free is
always Romance when Free..
as Fearless LovE noWinGs..
A toucH of
IS A topless
sAdly both the beauty
of lust and laughter is
missing from ‘the bible’..
iN RoManCinG thE
oF all thAT iS..
and eXcuse mE
IS also An
booK wiTh more
than pages and a cover..
and words and letters
A laugh offearless LUsT
and A BaLanCinG oF MoVinG
CoNnEcTaRing CreaTinG LoVE..
bRoaDer than aAdeSign
ofFhUman InFinitY noW..:)
As a side note.. here.. last night
Yellow boy and Katrina were
reading that ‘big bLack book’
called the bible
in a verse by
the evils of
sex and false
prophets who would
suggest that lust is okay..
and sure the Bible and the Kuran
too are designed by selfish and patriarchal
men for one reason only and that is to control
women from practicing tHeir own freedoms
of sexual/LUST/Love ways.. sure there are
other reaSons/FeeLinGs too but
to control reproductive
freedoms is what weak
men are motivated
a woman without
forcing her to
A ‘dirty deed’
by law and
to a stronger man..
so sure.. a ‘false prophet’
IS A LiOn of Free.. a child of
God without clothes oF lies..
Love and lust feels and seNseS
Lust and Love..
by men then/now
on deserts to own
women and other men
as slaves.. wherever all
there is is a frOwn
that are sincere
and silly iSreal..
is a place
to own the Earth
away from God FReED..
huh.. even little
old me can write one
14 times more in just
around 69 months now..
in what took
to do all together
who were never liOn FReED..
as a New World David will slay
with an edit of an
Now back to
program with a little
more fiery luSt for a
iSReal God who has teeth
and not just cLaws to slave
men and women away from free..
in books that lack a REAL LUST
FOR LIFE IN LOVE OF ALL THAT iS GOD
siGhted by tools
as sMall as hUman science..;)
But first i must say..
Jesus F. iN Christ folks..
do you really not have enough
common sense to understand just
how FucKinG big God is and
how FucKinG small i am
wHo can write
and you really
thiNk thaT i who
admittingLY am only
a flea on the back of
a Dog that is God thAT i WiLL
never fully understand and can only
possibly follow with eYes limited by
that sAme God At Hand who is alWays
Nature and master sAMe.. in as i oF
I as spiRiT ! fLows holY
and sacred iN ZonE oF oNE..
i AM pArt oF God and so iS
aLL else wHole beYond what wE
little flea hUmans with our
tools of science can
kNoW can FeeL can
see as paRt
oF FiEld GoD
we are sTar
SeNSinG and KnoWinG
noW part of God as eYes
oF God too.. but we are pARt
and oNly parT oF whOle ever moRE
forever noW.. Jesus F. in Christ.. and
you thiNk you can meaSure God and chain
God in one of yoUr
God in yOur
owN way of
GoD wHOle.. as
God continues to
laugh at fleas who
suck blood without respect
of who provides A back to ride
doG of GoD knoW
iSReAL iS more than
you wiLL ever knoW FeeL..
SenSES OR WRITE iN books
that have numbers of words
A God bigger
than your words
and science of iNFiniTy noW..
some of wE see God bigger and smaller
in literal and figurative ways.. and
then others of us attempt to trap
something infinitesimally smALLer
than God in bLack books
oF God more than
an Indian who lives
one with Nature all real
all now all that is God
away from a God
who lives free from
Words that chain..
and see wHere
thAT leads you..
as that is what
happens when one
attempts to put
books as anything
away from free is
a path to human made hell
on earth.. away from God
floW Free inZonE
of GoD now FReED
sMiles wRite on course..:)
So in short.. do you not
understand i AM alWays
iN and as
it’s a great
path.. iF you
try iT alWays
iN maKinG allthatis
as God Holy and SacRed
you too.. miGht liKe Heaven2..
as getting A iSREAL LiKE FROM GOD
you may iMagiNe or
creAtE as liFE noW..:)
AS yeS.. now
i move on
But first.. lunch
and a cLoud and
FReED i AM..:)
Evolution of Art in what once was only fingers
of piano and now lives from head to toe
in giving and sharing too..
yeah.. three years
of lessons in
from age 12.. but
truly a comfort in life
to find some emotional
expression in what eventually
would be come chronic and
severe never ending
iN death of heARt
in a cage of never
to the pit
else.. yes.. living
stress is the anti-christ
of living art of HeARt as
SpiRit exPreSsinG liFe
aS miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
SoUl from head to toe.. inside
outside.. so below as above..
all around a life of art..
fearlessly loVinG noW..
the by way
in a distant
past so far
of then iN
Sixty Nine ONE
Ninety Six of God ARt
i go neXt alWays noW as I..
as this pre-Ocean poem
noW as FReED..:)
And sure the eclectic Nature of this
Macro-Verse from last year..
named Hurricane ART am i..
ranges from photos of the
Beach to Rave Dance to
songs in you tube
way i have
to actual videos
of me dancing last year
where this year.. the weight
of 235 Lbs has moved more
from the middle of me to broader
shoulders and even stronger hips
and legs as well.. to original piano
composition in somewhat classical
Beethoven and Mozart draft style..
still.. as carpal tunnel syndrome
cut the polishing of that art
short as my first
in real original
since i was
in middle school
at age 13 writing
my first and last Christmas
Prose from heARt winning
an award out of two home
rooms of 80 students then..
writing a play.. and playing
Jesus Christ Superstar on
the piano.. where i still had not
learned to move without enough
grace where folks erupted in laughter
seeing the shaky way of spirit induced
movement that came after that.. and just
a spark of writing about the oneness of God
that came from deep down from a Holy Spirit
at age 18 in a philosophy class in junior college..
yes.. and here now a collage of all the Facebook profile
photos of artful physical comedy
in still photo ways.. in this link..
yes that and more
in just this less than
five thousand word post
that says so much more in
the visual art of videos and photos
too than just words of black and white
text that continue to flow from micro-verse
particles of H20 to waves of Macro-Verse
as Field oF Ocean Poem total view
that has aLL up and
down and inside
and outside and
all around with
it all beyond A to
Z as InFiniTy oF ArT
oF thE SonG oF mY SoUL
continues to SinG an eclectic
Flow oF God in/as mE.. with yes..
lust and love and humor too..
as any book without lust
and humor is
art of God Free
in we human beings.. as
to suggest sex as humans
naturally eXplore that as children
of God or silly humor for nothing
more than laughs is less than eat
drink and be merry is to bow to a smaller
God than the Lion who stands tall
sAdly.. Jesus was neutered
by lesser men than he.. but
for me the glory of God
AS LioN who lusts and
loves and laughs in living liFE FReED..
stay in pRiSon and rot a boWing life
or Stand as tall as a LioN of God
free as yoU..
as mE.. as uS
as wE when God
liVes free aGaiN in/as wE
iN the garden of eden of FReED..
@lEast for mE.. noW oh so FReED..
fear rules.. a balance Now of fearless
lust and love with laughs FREESnoW..:)
Hi Zee.. i don’t work..
i only play so i am the
first here to say knock knock..
and Lana Del Rey has
a voice that sinGs
the dArk place
of mosT all the
from a River
bEfore in a reign
of numb pain.. that
feels little to no heARt..
the spiRit of ThAT heARt
that moves.. connects and
creates toGEtHer onE for basic
subsistence and survival.. in real
MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL…
iN so many folks that has beCome the
butt of sad song cigarette of days gOne
by wHere the child was/is rarely attached
at breast from/now birth.. wHeRe simple
play in GroWinG MoVinG..
is replaced now sTiLL
and books the
same that have no
touching flesh and
blood connection.. or
even barefoot oxytocin
connectors to Mother Earth
as Love for God NatuRally iNcreases
in respect of all thaT is.. as giVing liFe
and never taKing that all away
until death comes
as it will come later
of course as
of life in
Wheel of fortune
oF breathing goeS on
as Star dust we feel.. sense..
kNow liVe iN eYes of God pArt
Whole oF liVing UniVerse poeTs
hope you noW
are having a nice day..
and God bless the butts
of cigarettes that feel no play..
in simply loving each other Nature
whole God as humble and majestic Gift of LIFE..
sAdly.. some folks live alMost tHeir entire lifE wiTh
A deaTh liVing feeling of born to die.. those
who are born to truly
live are watered as gift
of Garden oF Love
God pARt allone..
liveS in heaven now..
We who SinG
thAT SonG Free.. my FriEnd.. Zee..
A Mother’s Love can make or break a cigarette butt..
i don’t smoke.. drink.. or even do caffeine.. i don’t need
more money.. a bigger home.. a bigger car or even.. now..
a job.. my mother was/is employed as a giver and a nurturer
by God so-Freed.. and noW i continue that traiTioN oF God aLL FReED2..
and thAt cOld of tHat cigarette JOB of biblical account.. i too.. a tarRed bird
of before in the pit of ThaT oiL thAt kNows the birth of death in life alWays ready to die..
i livE noW
my friEnd Now..
And aGain have a nice day..
With love of a cigarette butt comes back to liFe..:)
AlMosT sure that the
saddest souls have more..
at least from the smiles that
are real by bridges of homeless
folks that i come in actual hand to
hand and feet contact with.. as the other day..
i danced for a group of homeless folkS on a pier
where they congregate in a church of nature..
smelling more like a real hUman
person no longer
in a symbiotic
WitH aLL the
that iS.. noW..
fail as the mores do play
there are enough scraps left
over to be with Nature one.. is
what the homeless men.. say then..
i’Ve been to that place that yes.. buys
more and houses no heARt.. no SpiRit..
no LiVing soUl.. with Nature OnE noW..
and i told the homeless man who stArted
DAnCinG with me.. the only man perHaps brave
enough to do that in any tHick town Super-Walmart City
but a very few to none there.. yes.. i told him.. don’t tell anyone
noW that Jesus danced with you today.. as above his head was my
favorite portrayal of that myth housing Jesus.. but on a cross without
nails.. just leaning there with a self actualized more mature version
of the man before hugging anew with a spirit dove on top to
connect with the rest of all that is..
So.. the homeless man said.. you can
have Jesus.. he is no
friEnd of mine..
as sure he
kNew i was
kidding as i looked
way too expensive to
be a Jesus on a pier still
after living so long with more..
and then he said you are God and
so am i.. that Gulf is God.. this pier is
God and that Sun is God too just now
mY FriEnd too.. and i smiled.. ’cause i
kNew bEfore i staRted and continue
DanCinG that the
before me then/now
of whaT iSREAL..
And WiNks.. i’Ve goT
juSt the photo to accompany
this on Facebook and Ocean Poem way..
as alWaYs mY FriEnd.. i kNow and FeeL any
noW i can fiNd inspiration enough here
for a Novel oF a comment
the feathered sleep..
kNoWn as Candy1.. 2..
or 3.. iCe no Y thaT
i WiLL cut
Blue is my favorite color..
lure of azure skies in winter
cold fronts with high energy
and liGht.. to every color of
Blue that God bRinGS frEE.. Now..
oFF to dVerse.. i go noW.. with a
blue prompt and a few blue links
already lit uP tHeRe.. but it’S now
soon too..iN going to Store Dance fun..
after a little blues for liGhting words uP beFore
steps of dance come as free as A blue color LoveS noW..:)
DArker blues of deep and death
liGhter blues of hiGh and birth..
Ocean blues never
i love the
color blue and
oh yes.. blue is what
‘they’ nAMe as A sim soc
color of artists nAMe.. saD
song blues and liGhter hues
of Ocean wHole.. SpRinG liT for i..:)
sMiLes.. as scientists
say blue is the favorite
color of countries across
the globe in eyes of humans
capable of course of seeing
sky and sea.. sunshine
and water.. giving
in a reflection of
toGeThErness of aLL
sMiLes my FriEnd
Lillian.. the Adirondack
mountains you mentioned
this morning took me higher
of course than i’ve been
in panhandle of
but a share of
the same name
in chair here..
takes me to
River where i was
raised in darkest
deepest black blue
of 80 feet
or so deep
as mill town
trees brought milton wood..
but now the chair reminds me
of my Grandmother.. the white
one she painted there over and
over across the decades of a life
that retired early in her 50’s.. three
of her’s more i came to live
with some and see..
with mother and
sister with me..
i suppose it felt
like that chair
and she would
house is gone..
the chair is gone
and with a lump
in my throat i
intimate she is
gone too.. but
the river is there..
the black deep blue
water and a Pecan
tree still stands where
my Grandmother’s spirit
as Adirondack mountain
of Love once stood
my spirit could ever sinG/
gRow.. she stArted painting
in her 60’s after her father died..
oil paintings from visual memories
after her sight was almost gone.. kinda like
the story of Beethoven composing after his
hearing was gone.. anyway.. i always wanted
to create too.. something more than school.. so
her chair along
still with that deep
black blue water..
and pecan tree
River that i still
oft visit to
Mountain spirit.. now..
thanks.. i can’t imagine
anyone wanting to make a buck
or a like or a follow off poEtry my
friend.. how valuable IS A memory
like this living again.. now.. just now.. painting water colors.. and wind.. for i..
Life iS iN the Loving.. as chairs gRow old and poEtry GRows more.. on.. iSREALnoW..:)
All seeing eye of human
life.. cosmic orb of beauty
more.. Karmic gOld
of livinG now..
as Stars above WiTh
eYes so BriGht look down
uPon our day lit skY
the water they
sing our life..
eye of Earth you Be aliVe..:)
Smiles.. my FriEnd
thiS BrinGs to greater
liGht how much greater
iT iS to worship A sky
blue and sun
print of pAges
that only yellow
dead in days gone by..
where all is holy.. sacred
and living blue the rivers
of blood that veins
God as eArTh
as Love we give
as Love we take
as lovE we share
as eARTh we make..
eYe oF God’s Nature
Truth iN liGht oF BlUe..:)
sMiLes.. the best
thing i lEarn from
cat eYes no matter
blue or green
is the gold
in a sweet
rest of napping
cats or a walk now
that feels BaLanCinG
of planets aligned..
of beauty noW..:)
off to other
the flesh and blood land
of Earth so blue and true
to Worship as love of liFE noW..
in DanCinG and sinGinG and Earth Love
of so Warm and TrUe BluE in liGht oF iSreal LOVE..:)
OMG.. the Facebook Algorithm
personal assistant and secretary
and now visual arts production assistant..
is crazy fun as far as i am concerned.. hey…
like Freddy Free Loader says don’t call me
late for Supper i’M alWays here for a free meal..
with empty pockets of money..
it’S FucKinG Hilarious
much more i
have than money
never talks of hehe..
so yeah.. i’ll continue
to share the Facebook
Creativity train in layers of
art and love as free is free
and i am love for free hehex2..;)
And another version ‘here’
with super epic style of
Algorithm art that
i will also continue
to use as muse for
totAlly Free Verse poEtry
and an overall DancE for
all that is.. as i share this
free video slide show stuff
on Facebook.. and in the Word Press
blog comments section in Ocean Poem
as i go.. as sure it would be repetitive aRT
in wHere i do go.. as that
is all included in my
own photo streAm
of Real time now
with my own
of music to accompany
all that is 2 in art floW iN ZonE noW2..:)
i somenows ponder if i am
the only person who has this
much fun and never ever spends
a F iN penny.. at the daM stores..
i mean.. even at the Biloxi Casinos..
i frolic all over the dam place.. drink
free root beers as complimentary free
loaders who enjoy the compliments most
often do.. and after all for those Christians
out there it was asked of the true Disciples of
the dude Jesus that they empty their pockets..
and just go out and teach and get free meals
as they go.. for those who would
see a certain value in
retaining one’s heARt
SpiRit of heARt and
miNd and BoDy
soUl in otHeR
words of my own
style of new old
art.. yes.. clothed this
way as Caesar’s law demands
but haha.. to do this nude would
be a blast.. on a big red ball like this
hehe.. anyway.. for now i have at least
one big one to stand on for free.. hehex2..;)
So last night.. Katrina yells to me.. typing
in the bedroom.. quick.. quick.. Fred..
Yellow Boy is reading the bible again..
and he has a special verse to
direct your attention to..
and in this case..
eYes are on 2 Peter 2..
and A Description of False
Prophets… Yellow Boy is
clearly focused on the
Day of the Lord per
2 Peter 3.. more
10 and 11..
12 and 13..
10 But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything done in it will be laid bare.[a]
11 Since everything will be destroyed in this way, what kind of people ought you to be? You ought to live holy and godly lives 12 as you look forward to the day of God and speed its coming.[b] That day will bring about the destruction of the heavens by fire, and the elements will melt in the heat. 13 But in keeping with his promise we are looking forward to a new heaven and a new earth, where righteousness dwells.
is wondering whaT
is going on.. heRe in ‘this’
eXtra cool Profile Pic noW2..:)
And ‘here’ is an expanded
view iN biblical study of Katrina’s
Shopping legs.. as hey baby.. i dance
a lot.. which means she walks a lot too..
in all her
stores of mine.. so
nice of Mr. Sam Walton
to provide an expansive middle
aisle for me to dance.. in every
metro city i go.. free style..
baby.. made in
oF lies of
is all i kNow of
Apparel as such
except for the T-shirts
that i free advertise for them
every i go.. in reciprocation of
never taking.. more than i give..
in ways of Free DancE hAll sPace..;)
“Though the legend was pure fantasy,
we still need the hope it brings!”
from the classic album
and book.. Lord of the Rings
Funny how life works..
some folks get stuck
on form and others
live the essence
of myths and magic
iSreal.. the young and
old.. the rich and poor who
listen to legends oF old and
new of human archetypes.. and the
magic and mystery they bring to some
day self fulfill what is written into
being as what is done noW in essence of what iSREAL..
AS anyone who saw the ‘Inside’ Movie by Disney a year
or so ago.. now available on Blue Ray by a way2..
The Kingdom of Human Imagination in a world
of Inner Universe of Creativity of
EmotiOns and SeNses is a wonderland
wHere anything imaginable as a dreAm
may also come FruiTioN in terrestrial
land we live as a New Kingdom of
liGht with no moon or sun..
coMes in E-Land true
way and by the way that
has nothing to do with gender
for the more ‘literally’ thiNking
potential audience out tHeRE.. so.. anyway..
when it comes to all the help i am getting from
the Facebook Algorithms to spread my little mesSages
wiTh digital art of Fingers on this Keyboard of fearless
Love.. and the folks that run Google.. and Even Word Press
too.. ya would almost think and feel we miGht be in some kind
of illuminati cahoots to bRinG this much liGht by juST A little
old hUman beinG like mE.. WelL.. it ain’t eXactly alone tHAt i do
all of this.. as a little help from my FriEnd(s) is a lotto of a Win
hElp noW WhOLE
as the essence of
hope.. faith and belief
as EmoTions trUe are what
counts with all the other
EmoTioNal and SeNsory pro-social
ways oF FeeLinG and SeNSinG.. liFE noW..
regardless of the myths that house the vehicles
and vessels of symbols that carry on a much deeper
essence of meaning as TruTh and liGht reAl iSREALnoW..:)
Good Evening in Pakistan.. friend Rafiah..
thousands of miles away you are.. but still
you provide “Dr. Who” assistance to me as i
continue to travel down this road since the dark
night of soul and my regeneration of course that you
are familiar with to this point.. and if you distantly remember
i already shared a Tom Hanks movie that indicated you are a
helper in this way across time that doesn’t really exist.. at least..
in ordinary clock fashion in relative way as Einstein does relate..
and of course verified now..
that time is a wave.. we
are particles and of course
God is Ocean whole as Field..
and the show must go on for now..
so the thing about ordinary girls from
Sialkot and ordinary boys from small
mill towns.. is ordinary is not something
they are going to stay.. once regeneration
comes and let’s say in the case of Rafiah..
she becomes a great scientist even more than
an Angel sent to me from God to help me on
God’s mission assigned to me for those who
heRe the cAll and come out of cocoons iN
ordinary as something much
more different.. yes..
as folks might
Dr. Who to be
and the shadow of
every hero according to
Jungian archetypes is quite
a challenge too.. but never the
less there is always another Lois
Lane.. the smart girl with glasses
to help the Super Hero.. who
was once Clark
Kent on his way..
i have many helpers
like this.. but i must say
you are far more than ordinary
to me as you are my special ‘little’
helper scientist woman.. who sees
more than words will tale.. of course this
is always the early case for regeneration as
the right hemisphere of the brain is hard at
work in understanding the world one is in
at ‘this time’.. and eventually the
creative manifestation of that
will come when right
of brain join together
and there is a human big
bang in the brain.. and what
some cultures name as reborn..
others.. Kundalini Rising.. others
Satori.. and with the BBC and the
British the Dr. Who experience..
and the vision quest
of the American
of hero is a story as
old as humankind.. and
what is the greatest of all
powers my friend that drives
this archetype.. is care for more
than the individual who cares so
much for others.. in a way where
it is hard to separate empathy for
oneself with empathy and compassion
for everyone else to the point where one
may even give their life to save the world..
or the village at least.. the family.. or the
loved one.. or the stranger that no one
knows except the assistant who
offers help along Dr. Who’s
way who has no name
but the owl of
that says who
who who.. Doctor Doctor
please help me across the
seas.. i’ve already burned my
friend.. i’ve already come back
and as every human shares the
same DNA from the origin of all that
is that never is anywhere… anything..
or anyone but allone we as God all
pArtners in play oF God.. now..
the dark side.. the demon
inside.. will take the
name away.. in
we rise whole
with God allone
and the powerful play
goeS on.. and there are
some of us who get the script
in advance and share it to simply
power it on greater now as always
neverland of never ending story more..
so have a nice day.. come ‘dance’ with me and
we will always travel to eternity ’cause eternity
is always now my friEnd.. there are juSt those
of us who
and those of us
now to RE-mind..
anyway// i thank you..
as i purchased a T-shirt
at least a year ago.. that
had this strange looking phone
booth on in with a midnight and
what i remember as a moon hidden
somewhere.. i had no idea who Dr. who
was although i’ve heard of Dr. who of course..
and never knew that what i had on that T-Shirt
was a TARDIS until today.. heard the word TArdis
too.. but just never got around to googling about it
until today.. as your muse continues for me.. but
to be clear for me a muse is not something you
use a muse is an Angel from God that
can even come as a little
Yellow cat under
neath a shed
who reads the
King James Bible..
as one of his many duties
as my assistant and his assistant
too.. as sure i am assigned to be his
assistant too by God.. same as the
relationship of Katrina and me as
truly we are all here to assist
each other.. no matter
yes.. the list is infinite
in potential human
differences but the
one same thing that
connects us all in NOW
is God my friend or how you
sing Allah one.. one God that
isallthat is that has no name
but i AM the am that always iS..
AM is Being here my friend and
that is the greatest gift nowforeever
morenow.. for all we Dr. Who’s who
are actors in God’s greaTest play that
is real now.. and truly the writers who developed
this literature and those who produce the continuing
TV show now.. even if only on a subconscious archetypal
human level.. are here to remind us too.. that there is so
much more to life as whole than material reductionism.. my
friend that left brain thinking only will BrinG but alas.. my assistant..
you are a chemistry major and by default and almost magic
that make you my inherent friend.. as you see deeper
you feel deeper
than you can express..
and that is always the
way it is for a young human
angel from the sTArt.. but trUst
mE.. yoUr art to help others is far
and greater iN coming.. so sure
that makes me in a way the
Jungian mentor archetype
too but that is what
happens to the
Dr. who all
he or her or etc..
is reborn as butterfly
to pollinate the other flowering
beings on tHeiR way to Doctor Doctor
can you help uS please.. and tHey say
yes.. yes.. yes.. even if there is no ask for that..:)
i have 100% evidence
that God exists and is
greater than any bible
or book has ever sAid
in human words..
not many folks
so in thankS now..
to God i Give bacK..
you see.. for me faith
iS reaSon.. faitH iS ReaL
BeliEf iS MoVinG EmoTionS
And most imporTantLY.. GodHoPE
iSREAL alWays i AM iSREALnoW..:)
Well.. it’s 11:01 am.. and when the ones
come together in threes it’s usuAlly Good News..
for me.. after all that is what my numerology
report says in sliGhtly diFferent order..
per 0 1 and 1 and 1.. for the
four challenges of life
that says.. as 0
i can be and
do whatever i wanna
do.. as i have successfully
completed 1 through 9 as an
old Soul as such.. and the ones
are just additional reinforcement
of whatever i may decide to do next..
wITh the Interconnecting Interdependent
relationship as all that is.. as the word
God has been rather sullied by human hands..
swords.. head hunting folks.. raping little
girls.. wars for words and making men into
God’s or last prophets themselves higher
than any other men as history shows now..
aS only psychopathic associated leaning
folks will do who do not have this
empathy and compassion and
altruism for all
sAMe as now..
relationship of all that
is i AM now.. juST noW.. so
i suppose i could bRing the Karmic
eYe out aGain particularly in action
and consequence of the really continuing
disgusting play of words in psychopathic
leaning to extremely leaning dude Trump..
and the way he manipulates 40 percent or
so of the minions in so-called red
state conservative land.. to
believe that Hillary
is gonna end
such as that..
well no.. i mean..
we do have what is named
as separation of powers and
gridlock that continues in the
house of representatives and
senate and stuff such as that
and the real fear of course
is the Supreme court is
gonna go the liberal
means that freedom
for all folks and their
God given rights to be free
in who they are will continue
for years to come.. as the Donald
has just about Sunk his boat so low..
that i don’t even have to show the
Karmic eYe for the action and
consequence of words
so.. so low..
that it becomes
hard to determine if
he is saying go team or
kill the quarterback and
half back and full back
of the other team..
hmm.. this is the
real world trump
in wives once
they reach 40 or 50
or so for a new doll
play toy too.. with the
exception that you are too
good to soil your hands with
the life of baby diapers like
most human beings eventually
have to do.. except for we
who go the childless route
and create something
more than hate
and shows like
YOU’RE YOU’RE YOU’RE
FIRED IT’S RIGGED YOU’RE
FIRED and he is such a sad
sad little boy.. i must wonder
who harmed him so much when he was
little to make him into what he is today..
as Jesus F. IN Christ.. he is starting to
make Mussolinilook tame at least in the
political ring.. that thank God he has
shot himself so much in the foot lately
that GodZilla could potentially
win this thing against him..
as at least GodZilla
words of hate and
discontent with lies
that stream continuously
and not just in some E-mail
fiascos and such as that.. anyway..
it’s getting to the point i don’t have
to watch the circus to know for sure what
is gonna happen next come election when the
rig of Trump falls.. falls.. falls.. falls..
to YOU’RE YOU’RE FIRED YOU LOSE YOU’RE FIRED
STORY THAT STAINS
THE AMERICAN WAY
ALMOST BUT STILL
AND INSPIRED WAR THAT
KILLED OVER 100K FOLKS
THAT WAS NEVER JUSTIFIED
IN REALITY AT ALL.. other than
to rebuild a country that was torn
down.. by the folks who rebuilt it
for the Chaos that exists over there
and has indirectly led to thousands and
thousands of more deaths as the devil you
know in terms of saDDam’s can be much better
than the Devil’s Spawn you don’t know then..
that spread like starving cockroaches who
have no heARt.. no SpiRit.. no SoUl
of iSREAL.. kinda like the
Cheney’s of the world
who only have
left in death
of living life without
spirit without soul more
than power and status and
dominating others through illusory
fears to subjugate and control as
tHeir only pleasure is seeing others
in pain for their materialistic gains..
Anyway.. in some ways Hillary kinda makes
me sick.. but Trump makes me wanna put
my finger down my throat and
just purge his silly
shit once and
so he can
where he belongs
in the prisons of all
his Trump Towers for bought
and sell of a soul that never
lived for he.. and yes with sympathy
for the devil as always i must say he
knows not what he do do’s.. or what he even
FucKinG misses in real earth hell now..
yes.. we heaven mates even have
a tear for the Trumps
of the world
as we mates
Angels in Hell
kNoW the dark path
of the oiled bird in
a pit he or her doesn’t
even realize is different from
the other totAlly different dimension
of reality now that is HEAVEN iSREAL noW
WHERE money is disgusting and something
you don’t even wanna touch.. and a
Tower is just a dead man made
thing.. and it’s like
the most insane
thing in the
world to be attached
to all these illusory treasures
of life that never ever really fill
you up outside of yourself.. when you
could be filled to the brim and over flowering
with the pro-social greaTest iSREAL hUman poWer
as gifted by God to uS as Nature of Fearless Love
iN a Love
oF all that is
holy and sacred
now allone never
ever separated by
the darkness and division
of all related to fear and hate
now in discontent of never ending
emptiness that will never be filled
place is sOught
and found oF iSREAL
HeaVEN NoW.. jUST noW..
ugh.. and it’s kinda hard
to pic a song for politics..
only hope for the REAL POLITICS
OF DANCING NOW.. YEAH BABY DANCE!FReED!!.
in three ones aGaiN of Exclamation! noW Hi.. fiVe!..:)
WeLL.. Rafiah.. somehow
i feLt i would see soMe more
of you here today aWay from
Facebook on your homepage
of mémoirs of what tales true
of Rafiah’s heARt.. and
and even Bibles
and Koran are truly
a rorschach test that
reveals a God of DArk
or liGht that alReady lives
within the hUman being who
may express fearless love or
that other place.. anyway.. oh the
analytical brain.. i could imagine this
into something wonderful and Romantic
in your life.. but i saw that comment on Facebook
where you were not happy with your feet as compared
to what you saw as pretty shoes.. but i will say and feel
to you my friend.. that it is not the shoe.. or the foot or the
flesh of human form that is the most beautiful Angel oF aLL..
iT is the heARt.. the SpiRit.. the SoUl of essence within
that connects us to God allone.. in Interdependent
relationship.. of holy and sacred allthatis..
i suppose i talk too much about God..
in fact the psychiatrist will tale me
i am crazy as i am too Luke
HOT about this.. and perhaps
some Muslim folks would think
i’M crazy to do my Ramadan twelve
months a year all nows of now.. to
honor and give praise and glory to
God ALL Always that includes you
my friend and your feet and the
paint that i will treasure always
as much as any book
as those feet
of God same
as any toe
as God whole..
so i kiss your toe nails.. yes..
no.. i hOld them to my heARt..:)
WeLL.. tHeRe is stiLL
room for some poetic
responses on dVerse
in Romance and Blues
way.. a very tropical week
here with low in the Gulf by
panhandle of Florida.. so a great
place to stARt again.. with Romance
or Blues.. so.. which way WiLL i go.. hmm..
Romance sounds good.. FeeL i’LL continue to go
that way for now.. as God noW sinGs a SonG of Fearless
white Love within.. that kNows and FeeLs no separation from
any other as the dude Jesus said in the Heaven of now there NOW..
will only be brothers and sisters of love and not even any marriage..
but to be this fearless love way.. one must lose the illusions of owning
other humans through degrees of separation.. the unity i have with my
wife is a code of agreement.. of human heArt.. and SpiRit.. and essence
of altruism real in hUman bEinG but my LoVe for all that is that includes all
of Nature including my fRiEnds IS A greaTest Love that knoWs no boundaries
must.. i guess.. die
first in life.. and come
back to feel this Lover of
life we as i.. so perhaps the
hell was worth it to be here
in the place whomever
wrote those words
to a man
has come true
aT lEast for me..
so sure.. it is as real
as if a friEnd of miNd
sAid it’s true now.. named
God oF aLL that is now.. we
are all Loving voices of God
and FeelinG SenSinG BeinGS
oF God as wE Rise toGeTher now
allone aGain and leT ouR LampS
Shine aS onE God We RiSe aGaiN..
anyWay.. at lEAst i have a SonG for
what comes next in my continuing
Romance with GoD oF ALL NOW..
the parachute is loosed.. i fly Free With God.. noW iRiSE..
and my Lamp oF liGht may blind some as iT iS oN noW to sTay..:)
iT iS with GreeN
and blUe eYes sAMe..
so.. sUre i’Ve got soMe
more FloWers to deliver for NOW..
as the dVerse Romance proMt continUes to comE..:)
So true.. love can be drunk
and chocolates can be nurturing as
the wine of fine eYes that sparkle
can be a
of true love
and never goes
stale of bottles gone
sunk in Ocean of forgotten
Side note hEar..
It is often fundamentalist
Christians i find the farthest
away from a God who is free and
never judges for being human
so at times i test their faith
to see just how strong
it is in free..
of others.. well..
hEar now rated a delete
in censoring me out..
so what that means
to me iS it is worth repeating
again and again.. and sure if
he deletes me again.. i will still
get inspired by him and write my poetic
responses here.. but what i will do is shake
my sandals off the gRains of ignorance.. until the
real apocalypse in original Greek meaning of lifting
the veil of ignorance comes to him in a different way than
not.. as that
is up to his soul
for pRison or free
in what he sees of thAT..
what i kNow is this.. for sure..
whomever the real Jesus was of way
back when.. he would be no more accepted
in so called Southern Baptist and or fundamentalist
other churches including Mosques than the crucifixion
of before.. but you see they are not dealing with a lamb of
me.. this cub is now a full grown lion that even
a growl from me in words of real
will signal more than the
romance of a liON REAL..
anyway.. there is always
a little tension that
goes with the
here it is
trUth and liGht
where as the Gnostic
Jesus reported.. to see
God one must be willing
to strip their clothes all of
culture.. tread on them naked
and be unashamed of one’s nakedness
once again.. a child of Nature.. God ONE sAMe..
just a nobody i am but God is everyone..
particularly freer when naked FReED..;)
IS A topless
sAdly both the beauty
of lust and laughter is
missing from ‘the bible’..
iN RoManCinG thE
oF all thAT iS..
and eXcuse mE
IS also An
booK wiTh more
than pages and a cover..
and words and letters
A laugh offearless LUsT
and A BaLanCinG oF MoVinG
CoNnEcTaRing CreaTinG LoVE..
bRoaDer than aAdeSign
ofFhUman InFinitY noW..:)
Now back to the currently
scheduled Romance programs
in hopefully a lighter tOne
in Romance than that stoNe there..;)
sMiLes.. i’Ve only been through
one labor and an early one and
very difficult one it was..
and yes.. when
the blue liGht
and a life threatening
seizure ensued with an
all the life threatening
and life shortening anomalies
of the child were sweetened
by the fact my
a lot about love..
life.. and death in those
51 days until that child
died in my arms..
wHeRe i cannot
will not just
love each other
and let differences
i kNow/FeeL is
love wins as fearless
with gratitude my FriEnd..
whoever you are.. it doesn’t matter
as everyone now is that child who
LeSSon of God
of all that is..:)
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd..
for so many years
i lost that word L..
but alWays now
easy iT is
when one becomes L..
L for the
And iT’s funny all the
nows i’ve hEard iT
since i becAMe
iT and saYinG
iT a YiN
SMiLes.. my FriEnd..
i’M worKinG so hard
to change the word God
to NatUre.. imagine if folks
paid homage.. honored.. worshipped
and praised Nature with the same Glory
they give to something created in shells of
words in books of pages grown old
of years gone
by.. but true the
irony of it is the dude named
Jesus as Gnostic Text indicates
was another Yogi-leaning dude
like the Buddha.. or any other
awakened person who sees God
as we and i and me and uS as Nature
whole.. with No separation.. as Indians
who dance around moonlit campfires as
naked free before lesser men came
God is lamb and Lion..
but mostly God is Free as Nature wHOle..
i love God
i smell.. i taste..
i touch.. i see.. i hear..
i propriocept in inFiNite
other seNses and EmoTioNs
that don’t even have human labels
for the pARts of magiC real of Nature
that are God same aS eXpreSsinG iN mY
sHells of letters and words too.. but what i sense
and what i feel of God all as Nature trUe is more
than idols of human
of all that is nature
will ever bring in books..
my friEnd.. and alWays whY
a photo.. juSt onE Photo oF God
in the SunSet and cloUds of God’s
eYes that sees through uS iS worth
more than close to 12 million words
i have written in 69 months that is simply
a prayer with God oF all Nature now that one
day more otHeRs
God all that is
as much and more
than i do now..
eYes see more than words..:)
Online Love.. a world
of words over flesh and blood..
a world with so much time to get
to kNow more than flesh and blood..
pen pals first.. lovers long after..
online has its perks..
Words oF on EliNe Love..:)
To fight for love..
To endure the scrapes of love..
To fight for love..
is to say and FeeL more than Love..
Love scrapes by..
Quick side note..
for the trUly creative
writer.. wHeRe words come
out deep from a place never
remembered or seen before.. it’s
just say’in.. juSt
DreAMinG juST forEver iS aLL..:)
now back to now
now as all that is now..
i saw a Facebook share
of a poodle mounting
a Pikachu.. in stuffed
animal form.. of course..
as online is vapor ware..
and it reminded
me of the
who are no longer
interested in the biblical
way of getting toGeTheR with
each other as fertility rates decline..
to levels never seen
as i understand
wHere INstinct 101
wins over M-101
terMiNators of liFe..;)
Memories of emotions in words.. etc..
of symbols of loves gone past..
big mistake.. for me at least
aside.. took a long
time to get them back
eventually wHere even
a tear was respite from hell..
as science shows an increase in
dopamine is normal in creativity after
loss as part of the grieving and recover
cycle of human life.. the oxytocin of nurture
drops.. the serotonin of trust in all that is drops
too.. but it seems the idea
at lEast from a science
view.. but i for one noW will
never tale sadness to go away..
or loss.. as i know A saddest pARt
sadness my friend..
at lEast for me now..
more to come..:)
surely and mostly
a sign of emptiness within..
in all the ways that comes.. both
iN substance and behavioral ways too…
as child.. bullied
by peers in school..
or ostracized at work..
sAMe.. Love.. the core
of Love.. all else the
core of distance
a SpiRit of MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
soUL as filled as FeeLinG
Love’s elixir of liFE noW..
with Now no
brands of whatever
fills A wHole thaT cannot be fELt..:)
A Love affair with food..
as i’Ve heard others say..
but not all of course.. the
cooking is the love of my wife..
as she only nibbles
stays a slim wife..;)
Oh.. yeaH.. and
23.. not even
at the end.. this
go as merry
sMiles.. i would rather
Love a piano.. a guitar
or sure.. a Ukulele too..
than a car.. a house or
a set of clothes.. as the strings
are simply extensions of vocal chords
that are inherent instruments of human
emoTions.. and in those extensions of our Emotions
as vocal chords longer and tighter and softer too..
we SinG more of the humanity of connection
in moving creating ways
thaN we could.. do.. at
least many of us.. particularly
those who are too tone deaf to
sing on key.. and can do the
Emotions in paint by
i was blessed
with perfect pitch..
need no form or sheet
music of poEtry as my
fingers sing no different
with words on keyboard..
of human heart..
some folks don’t understand
that wysiwyg of mY heArt.. spiRit
and soUL unleashed and released
from a pitch that fell from choirs of
angels and saints.. to the darkest
oiled tar bird
So.. i SinG.. so i
SinG on the
approaching 4 million
words now my friEnd with
only a degree of Love that
never ever ends or conforms
to sheet music of Before.. noW..
SonG oF mY SoUL
sMiLes.. as i now continue
to dance everywhere i go.. yes..
noW for 3 years.. approaching
6000 miles of Nike GPS sports
watch measure.. i can
say with surety
that my wife
ever in those
but not in that way..
Forrest Gump lives..
the REAL ForRest oF DancE..;)
SMiLes.. the bullying of school.. particularly
the middle one of puberty can kill the
heart and soul of art and romance
in other inclined folks..
as i surely can attest
for a 40 years of desert
in creativity spoiled by
mostly males who were afraid
of anything that wasn’t away
from art and love.. anyway.. i
was smart and that kept me going
all through life.. in standard IQ way..
but the lost creativity and romantic
potential in some ways.. was
a greater loss
iQ.. then.. THEN..
anyway.. to make
12 million or so words
shorter.. than THaT..
in super epic way..
and the modern version
of me that is still getting
even physically stronger at
56 thanks those bullies for pushing me
over the moon.. over the sun.. where even
Super Epic as iNoWv.2..:)
And ps.. in a hEart as large
as mine.. i could only offer
advice to help those bullies now..
in fact.. i tried a little.. but i scared the
as they’ve never seen
like me NoW..
wHeRe the wild things ARE iSREaL..;)
tracks of lost loves..
lost friends.. but mostly
for me new ones that would
never ever live and thrive where
i grew up.. i can say with confidence
that at least from my Senior class.. none of
as i escaped
the place they lived..
Ignorance at home..:)
Pen Pal Romances…
reminds me of the ones
with paper.. as one i loved as
young went to California.. and i must
say that those letters were dear..
and i suppose now we
can sort of take
how big the
Ocean is and
how many fish
of Ocean Love we
truly can connect with..
never ever having to wait
for the post man of hope.. now..
Some of we really do need an ocean
now to find love.. as for some of us.. the tiny
Aquarium can not house fish like us in peace of Love..
Love’s GOld fish..
SMiLes.. my Friend.. thaT iS..
was a beautiful poem.. rytaephua..
about your Romance now and certainly
in the spiRit of Carpe Diem in capturing
the moment no matter what the form is
called from then or now.. or anywhere else
form of before..
Anyway.. my heArt
is not for sale for dollar
bills.. for likes.. for followers..
for shares or for anything else
than art of free.. i worked for the
government for a quarter of a century
and followed all tHeiR rules..
i work for
When i first came to
dVerse it was A thriving
place for art.. and then it
became just another government
prison and i left and visit free as
art will be accepted as is or
the walls of
of BeFore.. now…
sMiles.. my FriEnd..
i would rather live on
a Desert Isle of free than
to be forced in a cave every
night for bOught and sOld for
otHeR eYes.. hoWever.. it’s true.. no..
noT all can create or play unless tHeRe is
sheet music of beFore.. so tHeir IS A place
for them in the comfort of the cave that i too
once lived in
to Desert Isle…
i fly wiTh
one word at a now..
one step as a dance RomanCinG
wiTh onLY God and mE to SinG FReED allone..
in A Tree of liFe with leaves fAlling effortlessly
as breeze spReads them as winds do SonG aLofT..
sMiLes.. my FriEnd Lillian with liGht Now..
Love it that you and your husband heRE
sport a pose of Love with statue of same
behind as Art of Love in visual poEtry
that words WiLL never SinG alone…
funny.. how we appreciate so
much what we don’t have
when we lose what
we might have had
but never tried at all..
it’s kinda strange that it
took me almost 40 years
to find art aGaiN.. but the
GreAtest arT i do is the now
that never ends iN expanding
Appreciate of Now.. in SonG and
DanCe wHere all is sacred and holy
i see.. i feel.. i sense.. i do as alWays
Love iN Fearless ways oF Art i SinG NoW..
tops wiTh sMiLes..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd.. as a person
diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum
with Asperger’s Syndrome in 2008
at age 47.. with my sister arriving
at the same diagnosis.. a few years later..
near 50.. it is obvious that
we received this challenge
from my father and his
father where my
in the routine
of law enforcement
for 46 years.. and my Grandfather..
as he would eventually be an
X-Catholic and historically
noted Catholic Priest/Author..
mY Love Now for Freest Verse
Poetry and Dance is great as the
free verse ART away from mechanical
super logic.. super standard IQ cognition
of three college degrees.. etc.. rEleased
my heARt.. my SpiRit mY soUL
noW.. so to sPeak..
my father never
heARt.. my Friend..
and sure tHeRe are
many men like
in areas wHeRE
i live.. as Boys to Men..
are taught that emoTions
and smiLes and even Love
are less than real for men…
more than most now…
Adapt and change and thrive
in challenge or
R O M A N C E
of all of we who
survive and even one day
thrive as never ever before..
as Fearless LovE that SinGs
and DancEs Super EpiC
like never ever bEforE2..
JuSt another two year ago..
Memory in Macro Verse way
that says DON’T WALK! DANCE
the walk of LiFE.. and sure this
sTiLL holds trUe for me.. at 56 even
more so than 54 or even 7 yearS olD
iN school oF sTiLL death aS trapped beHinD desks
thaT go no wHeRE but human head.. a truly
sMaLL pArt of The WhoLe ShEBang
named hUman noW as evolved of
course according to God and
Nature sAMe.. and the
sychronistic eventS iN
mY LiFE oF ArT and PoeTry
aS SonG oF mY souL wHole
Ocean poem FloW iN ZonE
continue to contribute with the
wHole dAm sHoW noW.. so
yes.. i say.. THE SHOW MUST
GO ON.. and nah.. ain’t the first
perSon to mention thaT and rEminds
me alREady of A sonG to sTart to
accompany this Micro Verse of
MacroVerse of Ocean WhoLe
poem now in super epic longest
long form ever reflecting GodsUniverse
NoW of course in Macro Verses 1.. 2.. and
3 lAbeleD as GodsUniVerseNovel.. 2.. and
3 more specifically labeled as such with juSt
that 3rd Macro Verse.. as such.. weighing in
at 338,630 words per se.. and yes.. below
the micro-verse level.. tHeiR are micro-micro
verses that often come too.. and below that
each word can contain multiple meanings
in micro-micro-micro verse way..
and OMG even lower too..
verse when even the
Capitalization of a letter
or not can even BrinG a change
iN the meaning of the whole Ocean
Poem way.. in SonG oF mY SoUL..
as yes.. each single letter in that
title is specifically deSiGned
in stream of consciousness..
more openED mindful and
bodyful awareness for
the multiple changes
that can and will
as nowS Go On
for now.. so sure..
when i say these words
letters.. numbers.. etc.. in way
of other symbols too are an organic
representation of how the WHOLE SHE
BANG OF ALL WORKS TOO.. sure iT should..
iF we are open and free as we are aLL mini-me’s
oF God when simply sEt Free to freeLY expResS
our heaRT aS SpiRit iN MiNd and BoDy BaLaNcinG
Hmm.. yes.. and heRe..
a short enough micro-verse
from 2015.. to quote here in full..
all about living a life up top.. stuck
in head ways of BeinG thAt certainly
i was guilty of for so.. so many years as
just a brainiac over full MiNd and Bodiac
BaLanCinG ForcE now too..
anyWay.. liVE and leARn
in soMe of tHe harDest
ways i cAMe.. finAlly noW
to analytically understand
most of the Art oF thiS too..
but it’s a practice of continuing
bliss in the nirvana.. the satori..
the kundalini rose.. vision quest..
and born aGain reaLiTy oF a liFe
iN tRue success of WhAT can count..
Living a liFe in BaLanCinG ForCe oF
liGht wiTh thE GraVity oF God and no
longer aGainST the GraVitY oF GoD FReED..
iN TrUly what cAn bE described as a Free Verse
DancE of continuing bliss and joy iN liFE.. but each
perSon muST finD tHeiR way to thiS Nirvana of
MovinG.. ConNecTinG and CreAtinG noW…
liFe is work and practice with God
forevermore noW.. Bottom
line.. liFe can bE
a Work oF Fearless..
LoVE.. or a practice
oF the dARk side too..
thAT loses a muCh GreATer
liGht along the way of Free LiFE noW..:)
So yes.. heRe.. as i quote me from.. 2014..
to date me too of course to 10th of August then..
‘Ah.. i live up top.. for decades on
end.. and for me.. at least..
i find all the answers in
left and right..
18 years of school
or so.. and no one
ever teaches me
Ha. “I scrolled a million miles, for one of your smiles….” LOL…….great photos on the dance of life. And you write very prolifically….I came in to thank you for your wonderful comment on my poem Blackbird………and for the inspiring words “It’s never too late to rise”. This is true! You are right about the generational thing re men not being comfortable back then revealing their feelings………….many were not, for sure. But there was Love and that one time ion my life, it was the real thing…….I was not brave enough to withstand the teenage opposition. Yet in two more years most were out on their own. Sigh………..ah well, what’s meant to be will be and I moved to the ocean and life was glorious for ten years so all was well. Thanks for your visit, kiddo.
Hi.. Sherry Blue Sky.. thanks so much now for slooowwwlllly dropping
by and as you say.. “I scrolled a million miles, for one of your smiles….”
And yes.. haha!.. what you did do is scroll through what MicroSoft
Word says is close to 30K words.. close to 300 photos.. a dozen
plus videos.. and links and links upon links to literally over
a million more of my words as the links do filter
on down.. and uP!.. hehE..
anyWay.. so glad you
enjoyed the photos i
share on the dance of
life and 69 months now
of constant writing.. oh..
from almost wake to
sleep does equal
close to 12 million documented
words online with the approaching
4 million that are in this blog alone..
and perhaps more.. as all i can do is
estimate that from the rate i gRow oN now..
but as my quick about section sayS.. on this
blog and Ocean wHole poem of 693rd Macro
Verse here as i continue another somewhat
long Micro Verse here.. specificAlly it is
all my pleasure of art to keep going
every which way and so loose
as FloW iN hUman ZonE
as “i Like to Write’..
WiLL staY A FLoat
noW aS WeLL
mE as perSon
too.. in human potenTial
wHole as WeLL to mATch thE
SonG oF mY SoUL iN Ocean FuLL
Poem Flow.. otHeR than thaT i Love
to see wHere the fLow WiLL
take the shapes neXt
like a crop field
of ET wheat
i sew for
seed to gRoW moRE
iN Fearless LovinG Words..:)
memories oF art flood in
with the continuing tropical
low deluge of panhandle
iN Florida Summer days
in 8 month still
cooled by rain..
anyway.. the spirit
of Jimi Hendrix and others
like Syd Barrett of Pink Floyd
go by no meter or measure or
rhyme of before.. these original
artists go deep with heARt.. SoUL..
as SpiRit rises to Express the deepest
Ocean of within.. the human archetypes
of artist that dances wildly and beats drums
toGeTheR naked around the midnight moonlit
skies of hUmans Brighter in Creativity than liGht
of moon and sun that KnoWs no Beyond of hUman
Imagination set free without rules of form alone over
essence of all that is.. yeah.. i kNow thaT’s kinda deep
but ah.. i am doing what they do in Free Flow of what
WiLL iN ZoNE of LoVinG noW come next so free..
of what was beFore alone the synergy of now
allone.. anyWay.. some cool photos of the
beach here that will alWays be deeper
than words as the beauty of thAt
can be infiNite in multi-Universe
hUman eYes that when
seT free WiLL perceive
tHeir peace of GoD wHOle
differently in someway as
WiLL.. set free from
the limits and
of others as
noW in a new age
us to priSon
walls of insame..
And the joy i feel that
what i do yesterday is never
totAlly the sAMe as what i create
today as the Nautilus sHell or cross
that starts at center pARt spRead out..
in this case
thanks to my personal
digital assistant.. the
as i give credit
that is that
helps me on
evolution of the art
of all that is aka God
that lives free within me
much more Now..
as the KA of mY
future spirit continues
to sing now and then allone..
in this new age metaphor of heaven
and pie in the sky of God.. or pi F yA
like or PHI for Golden Spiral oF God come
to words as juSt i another pARt of Gods phi oF eYe..
in all seeing fashion in my multi-universe eYe of God
that too like
Jimi and Syd kNows
and FeeLs no bounds of
beFore to stay the frigging
insame so Old
so cOld so far aWay
from God Force oF FreeSTonEnoW..:)
Well in shorts and less..
the TRUE beauty of Thomas 37
is to shed one’s clothes as reported
from the Yeshua of before.. yes before
this humble Yogi-Like teacher was clothed
with illusions of myths to hyperbolically expand
the so-called Holy Roman Empire in 325 AD and
after intermingling what was left in copied and
scribed words.. thousands of times over
centuries of Before.. as no words
at all were written down of
oral tradition until
4 decades after
what is left
life in record books
transformed into a King..
a Soldier God King of the Universe
from naked feat and feet of humble
barefoot hobo wandering the villages
in only value of the Fearless Love
within that moves.. that connects
with all others and God as Nature
true.. that fills us up with feeling
and sensing nature whole creaTinG
of clothes that
as yes.. we
humbly shed our
cultural clothes find
God lives freely in our
Temple of God from head
to toe.. unashamedly seeing
all functions and form of human
being as sacred and holy Temple
of God more fabulous and baroque
than any manmade temples that attempt
to approximate the majesty in art of GoD
that is the huwomanifestation of God iN
every human.. every animal.. every fish
and earth worm of God here on this
beautiful blue.. green.. brown
sanded and white snowed eYe
thAt is an eYe of God as wE
too see WitH God eYes
trUe without clothes
of culture alone
that can no
God on skin
from Sun on head
to toe.. inside.. outside..
so below and so above..
all around wE as and are
pARt of GoD wHole alWays
noW eternAlly iN What can and
iS bE Heaven noW for those of wE
wHo fiNd a path that works to seT
of wE free..
away from tiniest
needle hole to fit
the core of ouR soUl
through away from
camel of culture so
bloated.. so bloated
from water of cultural
illusory fears in controlling
uS aWaY from Being
free BeinG a free
Art of heARt and miNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
soUl exPreSsinG thaT
in pasSioN of words
beHold a liGht
of God inside..
to spREad a liGht
TruE.. iN photos too..
capturing the EmoTioNs
and seNses oF liGht iN
hUman liFE from head to
toe even in a couple of recorded
years from 2013 to 2015 in a collage
of Facebook Profile photo pics as mY
soUl continues to evolve as eXpreSsinG
thAt in Holy and Sacred Temple of God
tHat is the selfie of You and i and wE and
uS celeBrATinG liFE toGetHer noW agAin..
yes.. duh.. of course selfies are sacred unless..
ye of little faith really don’t understand that we are
all Temples of God in flesh and blood form that hold
that divine spark of All that is inside.. outside.. yes.. now
below so above.. and all around.. and sure not every
one is free enough and loves tHeir Temple of God
enough to share that art with others.. for those
who feel the Temple of God is somehow
evil from head to toe iN uncovered form
as toe to crown of hair that covers
the Temple of God free
tHat is we.. or
bald as that
without hair as well..
it is totally disgusting to me..
that someone would suggest that
Miley Cyrus’ Temple of God that she
unashamedly bares in front of all the world
as freest indigenous child of God on God’s
Great sacred gift on the Planet of earth now is
anything less than a free and sensual sacred
holy child of God from head to toe..
no matter what color
her frigging pubic
hair is too..
when you start
to see human
hair as evil..
Jesus F. In Christ
you’ve lost your God..
mind and body long ago..
as holy and sacred Temple
of God from head to toe.. and
if you cannot see Jesus in Miley’s
naked form.. head to toe.. when you
search on Google to make fun of
her nakedness.. then perhaps you
never ever kNew the real Yeshua
from before.. as the Gnostic
Gospel of Thomas clearly
states in vs.. 37.. you will
never see Yeshua
or God until
naked in front
oF God and all
others without being
ashamed of your Temple
oF God set free.. and sorry
if you don’t take good care oF
it i suggest you put the remote
control or keyboard down and
pick up a weapon of flesh and
blood free and exercise your
Temple of God free
from the devil
God is somehow
more evil than the devil
tools of culture including
the clothes that cover that
Temple of God from head to
toe.. the saddest part of all
is some folks have to get brave
to be free.. i AM free.. there is no
brave.. about that now.. as i walk
naked as the Lion on the Savannah..
who doesn’t worry about her breast size
his testicle size.. his penis size.. whether
or not she has gray hairs on her mane.. sHe
is just a standing tAll child of God that looks
Sun and air
Miley and i giggle
at your clothes oF lies..
better yet and sadder yet..
we shed tears of sadness
for ye of little and clothed fate…
But muSt end this with a sMILe..
Dance naked with God in sand
and sun.. connect to God as
Force and see and
bE the Face
REborn in HeavenFREE!..
Lamps of God SinG liGhtnoW..
And DancE WiTh GodaLLonE..:)
More here on Coral Castle.. South
of Miami.. and the Latvian Immigrant..
and old man who stood 5 feet tall..
and at 100 LBS on his lone..
moved 30 ton stones..
for feat in lone..
in building the
and if anyone doubts
what the power of muse
and love will do.. this story
that is true and evidenced as
fAct is well worth pursuing new..
as perhaps this man like Tesla..
who was overlooked with
Edison.. found the
that no human
can control and
bind with dollar bills
to keep humans as
slaves in jobs only
fit for robots without
feelings or humanity wHole..
And that reminds me i’ve been
trYinG to get through the movie
‘Chappie’.. another story where they
try to make a machine into a human
by suggesting they can make that machine
have feelings.. but what they fail to remember
is even at the highest levels of psychiatry they
only have pills for that that work hardly any
different than the power of belief that is
just another word for the placebo
effect for those with great
hope.. faith.. and belief
successfully feel how
this all natural
gifted higher power
to us for those of we
who fear no dark of Nocebo
effect and affect that is just
the opposite real natural
voodoo that science
now shows works
to make us ill
effect in converse
of belief can heal us
no different than what
the original Yeshua as
reported real life natural
miracles said too.. before
the scientific method was even
created back then.. when one
looked for the patterns that worked
in Nature and gave and shared that
enlightening information to rise others
up to a lighter life of Fearless Love as
truly Fearless Love is 100% positivity
of thoughts and feelings without any
negative thoughts and feelings at all..
and that my friends is the Christ liGht
in metaphor of course.. as when one
achieves this real all natural Christ
Consciousness in fuller MiNd and
BodY BalanCinG real all natural
soUl.. the focus is laser.. the
beam of Love is intense..
the eYes of God SinG
trUe as liGht as wE..
and yoU can move mountains..
in metaphor.. that floW in ZonE..
with zero negativity of all associated
with fear that BrinGs that Love down..
and next thing ya kNow.. you too may
do something greater than me than DanCinG
an all new style of ballet and martial arts like dance
every God dAm place you go for 6,000 miles in around
36 months.. writing close to 12 million words in 6 years
and WeLL over 3 Million words in a longest long form
poem ever in just three years too.. how the FucK
do you thiNK and FeeL i do all this Mountain
moving without this 100% Hope.. Faith
and Belief as total positive God Force
of energy radiating from the core
of God paRt wHole thaT is the i
as a greater
Force oF God
in human liGht
maniFest in the KA
oF SpiRit iN all these
words.. all those DAnCe
steps recorded in modern
technological way and shared
around the world In Facebook Video
ways by the followers who voyeur record
me on their smArt phones and spread mY
FreeSt ministry of Free Verse Dance.. WeLL..
let’s say.. not everyone has what iT takes to
read what A truE and liGhTest Free child
of God is capable of in Mountains
of Words.. but my non-verbal
language of DAnce
Speaks the same
if you ever think
someone like me can
be replicated and mass
produced.. go ahead.. try it..
i challenge you to create A
REAL COPY OF GOD IN MINI
ME FASHION.. AND MAKE GOD
INTO A MACHINE.. you’ll never
do it as if you do not have the
other intelligence oF art iN
mind and body baLanCinG
SoUL.. ReAL noW aliVe..
you’ll never ever even
as this ain’t noW A
science program.. this
is God Art Manifest as
words and photos and what
science cannot even adequately
measure or even understand now
without eyes and ears thAT Art oF GOD..:)
WeLL.. looks like the..
or shall i say.. A KArmic
eYe is back to finish this
693rd Macro Verse.. hmm..
what am i calling this again..
yes.. “i’M F*KinG A 0KAy”..
Sounds like a
SonG to mE..
anyWay.. for the
enD and stARt oF noW
aGaiN.. as this is my ritual
oF Holy and Sacred Thursday
R and R day too.. wHere i travel
to do the Sacred and Holy ToGeTheR
DancE wITh all the Kool College Age FolKs
At Good Old Seville Quarter iN mY 123rd
week of celebRaTing DancE tHeRe
tonighT on Thursday NiGht wITh
more fun Dance photos
coming to this
and the neXt onE too..
as the Ocean Poem Story
of thE SonG oF mY SoUL..
juSt continues to floW iN ZonE
of All ThAt is as thAT2.. of course..
wRite on course.. as i add those photos
in around the 3 am wee hours of Friday..
not quite the 13th but the 12th after a long
long niGht of Dance fun all the way aRround NoW2..:)
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