SonG oF mY SoUL 7 YearS Old 8.4 MiLLioN Words

DarK iS Light
Is DarK NoW
i Dance First
Then i Sing
in Balance
of Love’s
Grace in
Will And
Fear Loving
All Dark Thru
LiGHT Harming
All of Nature Least Now
Without Any Instruction
At All Free Verse LiGHT
iN LiFE’S Truths Works FoR Me
i Find Paths Within i Explore i Evolve
As Love Breathes Free iN LiGHT As my Truth
To Share And Give All Free i Find Receiving
Best is Giving
i get tired of
Same Old Phrases of Words
in Old Songs And Steps in Old Dances
So i Create New ones to Pass Days Forevernow

What i Love
Most Are
SMiLEs i Give…

This is my GOlden
Age Hobby Never
Old A Smile Within Breathes Younger
Freer to Create in Give And Share Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair
ReaLiTy Greater
Than Numbers of
Humans Will
Count indeed
Too Many
Views to
Sing in
Colors of
God EYes True
Both iN DarK ThrU LiGHT
Beyond All Colors
See And
Of God
To Be i Am

Is Day The
Most Lovely
Evening to
All You
FRiEnD Savvy
A Beautiful Name
Of Deed🌞😁🙏

Deepest Roots Love
Tendering Mother’s
Touch Leaves Seeing
Colors Homeward
Bound Love
NeVeR HideS Now

Thank You And God Bless
You Too Savvy And All Who
And What You LoVE iN LiFE
In Oldest Traditions
Soul Free
HeART Wind Seeing

“Understanding King” Now
‘Savvy Raj’ interpreted through
Hindi Why Does Queen Not Come
First Smiles
Of Course
First Verily in
Birth of Human
Breath Males
Are Sprinkled in
Last even in the Womb
As Yes Queen Comes Before King
SMiLes Deeply
i understand
the Root of
My Love
And Respect
the Same Birth
in All Others (Love)
in my own Ways of
Dance And Song Just
Riffing off of Beeethoven’s
‘Moonlight Sonata’ And ‘Shiva’s
Dance’ With my own Style of ‘FreDNaTaRaJi’…
Trust no
Humor mY FRiEnD..
Life Births TRuLY iN A Smile
And Laugh Spelling Love’s Core


i Personally View God
As A Smile and Laugh in
Birth of Love JusT BeCause i Can
And Will True Magic of Do iN LiGHT oR DaRK

Smiles Frank You Are Welcome Dancing All
Day Publicly Verily Makes
FRiEnDS WiTH Gravity Free Verse iN Deed.

For 12,000 Or so
Years Since the
Start of ‘Toxic
As Agriculture
Begins Sitting STiLL
With Greed Hoarding
GrainS in Jealousy
Of Larger Silos is it
Any Surprise that
To Cover And
Trap (God) Love
In Idols Statues
Of Words And Put
(Woman) in PriSoN
Then Too No For
This is
Divorce of
Human Wed to Naked
Nature of God Starts
Now These Toxic
Eat Nature and
Our Nature of God
The Face of Our Nature
Our Home our EartH
The ‘ManMade’
Zombie 🧟‍♂️
Now As
Back Meek
With A Whisper
Of Wrath out of
A Bat Cave too
‘Sins of the Fathers’
Veils oF iGNoRaNCE
UnCoVeReD ReVeaLeD…

ANoTHeR ‘FReDNaTaRaJi’ Ending
Beginning Never Finishing ALWaYS
STarTinG DancENoW ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’

SMiLes Women
Paint Make-Up
For The Same
‘Reason’ Now
Others Create
New… ART
No Different
Than Poetry
Your Make-Up
Too… Happy Humans
New Art
Always That
A Mirror
Does not
Get Bored…
Hehe.. My Wife
At 50 Doesn’t Wear
And the
Mirror is Yet
To Refuse
She is
Of All
Mona Lisa
Still At 50..
i once compared
Her To Egyptian
“Don’t Slight Me”…
My Wife Doesn’t
Wear A Wig
Did Either
Or Color Her Hair
True… Not Every
Goddess i’ll
Read this to Her
And She’ll Say.. ‘Meh’..
Hard to
But She
Never Give Up…
Therefore.. 8.4 MiLLioN
Words of Free Verse Poetry
And 13,530 Miles of
Public Dance
In The Same
Seven Years
In The Longest
EPiC Long Form
Bible Poem Ever
‘SonG oF mY SoUL’
i am Celebrating on
Anniversary Date
Of 8.18.2020
Since 8.18.2013
It’s What ‘You’
God Gifts You
With A Goddess and
OTHeR UNlimited Muse🏝

“WHere Did We Come
From WHere Are We
Going” Now The Dance
The Song That
Bonds And
Binds Us Most
The Simple Love
Of Connection
The Science
The Religion
Of What We aRe
The Dance And
Song of Loving
Breath SMiLes
Dear FRiEnD
In many
Faux News Ways
Tore Down The Freedom
Of My Mother’s Love Sadly
For All.. Yet i Understand
That Yang of Reason
Yes Science And Art
Of Religion
Now Hold Hands
In Balance Within
Or We Lose Gravity
And Fall As Always
To Remain in
The Circle
Of Life
We Balance
Greatest Law
Of Nature Change
Hehe… i never
Read The Book
(Just Did Wiki Notes)
‘Origin’… Yet We All
Dance And Sing 🌟🎨
And Paint
Origin As The
Breathing Star
Dust We Continue
To Shine As Seeds
Of 🌻 Sun/Star
FLoWeRS 🌺 🌞Seed
All Moving
Away From
Or to A SMiLe
i Feel i Sense
WHere i Am
Going NoW
This SMiLe
is For You☺️

First Dark Then Light
Then Dance Then Song
Then Human Creates Symbols
In Poetry Relating Essence
Of Existence in
Forms We Create…
“Nataraj’’… Symbol of
Shiva’s Dance is Used
For The CERN Hadron
Particle Accelerator in
Sweden as it searches
For ‘The God Particle’
For Unifying Core
Of Existence
From a
‘Western’ Point
Of View Aldous Huxley
In The Linked Video From
1961 Describes How the Symbol
The Work of Indian Art Dancing
Shiva Already Describes The
Yoga Unity of Existence as
Religion And Science
Hold Hands
In This Symbol
For the Ego That
Shiva’s Dance Stands
On Is Our Neo-Cortex
That Will Be Escaped in
Flow of Dance Leg Lifted
In Balance Friends With
Gravity One Arm Raised
In Calm one Arm Drum
Beats Existence
Into Creation
And the
Other Arm
Of Fire Destroys
In A Circle of Life
That Relates ‘Movement
And Repose of God’ Symbols
Yes Statues of Words Poetry
Then Attributed to Jesus in
The Gospel of Thomas…
“I Am Here For You”
Symbol Essence
Of The Word
Jewish Symbol
In A Square Also…
SMiles Yamini that
Means Night as Origin
Of Day As Moon Then Sun…
mY SiGNaTuRE Pose Naturally
Coming after 13,530 Public Dance
Miles that i Place in my “Facebook
Profile Pic Circle” Naturally Relates
‘The Shiva Dance’ Too
The Calm The
Fire The Flow
RiVeR ETernAlly
Now The HeART
BeaT of Our Existence
We LoVE iN Deed SPiRiT
Of Our
SMiLes Dear
FRiEnD How Important
NiGHT is BRinGing Day to LiGHT🙌🌟

WHere is Our Mind Now
Is It in Our Walk and Talk
Or Is it in our Dance And
Song That Flows in
Balance Harmony
And Peace With
Other Dances
And Songs of Loving Life
Smiles Young SaaniaSparkle
That’s Why i Dance First And then
i Sing to Stay As Young as You are
at 60 as i am more than ‘Words’ and ‘Steps’
i ‘know’ not what
i do i ‘know’
Yet i Feel
And Sense
A Dance And
Song of Eternal Spirit

Used to hate waiting
In Lines Now Such
A Cool Challenge
Dancing Floating
Slow Enough
To others but
So Very Complex
From Head To
Toe Hooked
Up to whatever
Music i choose
Give me 3 Feet of
Space And i
Whole one
With Gravity
‘the Masks’🎭
Above So Very Free🕺🙌
At Best River is
Time All is Flow
Story We Tell
And Do oldest
Human communication
Oral Tradition Of Free
Verse Dance
And Song
Where Soul
Includes More
Than Just
inDeed Now
Soul Becomes
Free Dance And
Song to touch everyone
This Way Again NoW With
Eyes and Ears Remembering
How To See And
Hear With Feat
Of Dance Song Free

Smiles Savvy Lovely
To receive Reciprocal
Social Communication
In Free Verse Flow in
All my Travels online
In The Poetry World
You are only a third
Person i have
Met Capable
Of this on
The Fly of
Life Takes
So Much
As Free
Verse Dance
And Martial
Arts in Free
Air and
Water i Dance
With a Hand
This Way
When i Become
The Weight of
The Towel
Of God’s
Free Flying
On Terrestrial
Land With Wings
So much more of
An Accomplishment
Free than only
On Water hehe
Have a Nice
Dear Savvy🕺☺️ 🎭

Reminds Me of the Come
To the Mountains Beer
Commercial for Coors
Beer And how Hard both
Were to Find in Teenage
Years oh Lord the Innocence
Of those Days and You are
Not far behind me either from
Dino Flintstone
Days yes back
To the Future now
With Dollywood
And Frigging Biff
Is President and
Where the Hell
Is Michael J Fox
And The Nutty
Professor When We
Need Them most Well
Anyway There is always
Come to the Mountains to go🙌

Darn i fell asleep
And missed your
Call now i miss you
Again but i am So
Very Happy You
Feel Much
Better now
Today Will
What For
Your Art
With SMiLes😊

Smiles Nature Consumes
Nature At Best Giving
Becomes Receiving
Complete Whole
Symbol of A
Snake Now
Its Tail With
No Separation
In This Way We aRe
Equal We Breathe the
As Long
As We Do🌍😁🎶

SMiLes one of
My Favorite
Shows Hehe
When i am
Just a Bit
Younger than
You “I Dream
Of Jeanie”
Her Gift
Was Her
Smile And
Kind Eyes
Magic Enough
To see thanks for
The old make-up
Memory Magic is Real
We All
In Colors of Life🎨

We aRe Beginning
End Never Finishing
ALWaYS STarTinG Eternally
Now Roots Branches Dance Leaves
Sing Falling From Our Living Trees
SPRinG Green
We Continue Breathe🌲
Thank You Dear
Savvy Hope Your
Day Is Bright With
Colors Warm in Tranquility

NoW DiFFeRenT SamE
SuPraOrGaNisM oF MiNDS
WordS oF LoVE
River is my Home the Sky is my Breathe..
the Lands are my Feet and my Home is alive
All of Existence Whole We aRe aLWays pART NoW
Forests or not clapping WitH A LeaF oF FiG
Gentle Waves Of Mind Is A Place to Be
Then Dance And Song Come to Play
Thank You During A Course of 83 Months
Moving Meditation Dance in Public Leg Pressing
Strength Went From 500 Pounds to 1520 Pounds Max NOW
By A Way Free Verse Poetry 8.4 MiLLioN Words of Bible in Moving
Meditation Flow of Dance Fingers Soul True too in 84 Months
Other Animals Spend THeir Life in Balance of Flow
Conserving Energy Expending More When Needed
They Thrive ACroSS A Lifespan Now As A Participant
Anthropology Observer I’ve Watched An Entire Website
Live Life With ‘Half A Mind and Body Soul Less’ of Humanity
A Snooze of “Half A Mind And Body Soul” Or Lose It’s As Simple
And Complex as a Meditative Dance too… Addiction.. iT’s KiNDA
SiMPLY Lose YouR HuWoMaNiTY Do somEthing ELse… DanCinG
SinGinG PoEtrY…FLoWinG… ‘ToWeRS’…
‘Building More Stately Mansions’
ThreE THinG MorELoVE
TooLs BrinG Cold iN MeTaL EYes
OVeR HandS NoW
Arms THaT Hug
Tree oF LiFE LoVE…
RePlace Love For The
DancES AnD SinGS iN SoUL
Better Yet ‘They’ Smile to Heights
of Heaven Within Without A Word
Connecting LiGHT of DancE (GoD) SMiLes
NoW As Far As God Breathes
Not Even A Breath of ‘Wind’
BonD SonG Lifting
Dance God NoW As
Us Higher And Higher
Clue: ‘Those’ Are Not ‘Real Men’ Only Symbols of
Men Trying to Find ‘The Wind’ ‘The Way’ Many Metaphors
to Seek and Find God Within… i Realize WHere i Live i am
Mostly SpeaKinG to ‘The Wind’ Sadly Most Folks Do Not ‘HeaR
The Wind’ Dancing Singing Back Within… Best Forgiving ‘Them’
For What They Do Not See of ‘Wind’ Until You Give Them A
Thorn Worth Pulling Out For FLoWeR RiSinG God Rose
Clue: Psychopathic Leaning Folks Have Great Difficulty
Interpreting Metaphors Voila Explaining So Much in Life Keeping me Safe
i Agree i Used to Live On A Dark Side of A Moon too.. A View is Grey Scale
ANoTHeR Side of A Moon is LiterAlly Heaven Within NoW… PeRHaPS A ‘ReaL
Effortlessly Dancing A Tight Rope
With A Million Dreams of Colors…
LovE To YoU Too mY FriEnD
Left Foot Right
Foot Balance One
SinGS iDealS oR NoNE…
BeCoMeS A KinGQueeN oF A
UNiVeRSe Multi-Verse MoRE
If ‘God’ Will Speak With a Voice of Nature Now
Wear A Condom Always And Plant More Trees
Than You Cut Down Now Bad News is Y’all are
God All Nature’s Least Favorite Creature As YouR
A Confession i Make Been a Bit Distracted Yes 60 Years and 2 Months
From Finishing This Message i’ve Noticed SomethinG oN EartH EVeRYWHeRE
i Go oN EarTH ThE WoMaN ARE iNCReDiBLY Beautiful My Gosh Have You Seen my
Facebook Profile Pic Photo Album So many… Wow i Even Found A GreaTesT ANGeL
And She Doesn’t Even Age Evidence Is Copious Best oF aLL too… True i took Her to Pensacola State College A Professor Asked Her if She Was A New Student on Campus He Really Noticed Her… True Before This is Over Katrina Will Be A Legend too And Just to Be Super Nice i plan
on leaving a Few Gifts Behind For Others Yes in some ways the Internet Never Ages Either
And Is The Gift That Keeps Coming And Going and Giving So Much Again
“When The World Is Running DowN You Make The Best of What Is Still
Around” Spirals Curves Still Ahead Baby TaKE DeLiGHT HEaVeN NOW
No BLeSSinG Like A Mother Colored as Love Star Stuff All ReLaTinG
BReViTY NoW NoT WHaT i Do MosT As HosT Yes i Do First Last
LeasT too Creative Storm BReWinG P. E. R. F. E. C. T. L. Y. NoW
Sweet Zone ‘Tween Boredom And Anxiety BaLanCinG TiGHT RoPE DanCE
EFFoRTLeSSLY iNCReaSinG CoMPLeXiTY No Ambition Necessary Wind Is
So Much Different Overall Than Group Thinking Western Civilizations
‘Forcing Dominating Competing Raping’ MosT aLL in Sight
Flow Together too in All the Ways Dance And Song Comes
Free Hand-in-Hand Cooperating For Challenging JoY iN LiFE
Again One Must Find Balance ‘Tween Boredom And AnxietY iNCReaSinG
ComPLeXiTY LiKe EDGinG TanTRiC Art Sex Wanting Shores Dew Lit
Passion Raging Waves Coming Washing Away Seas of Desire Steps As
Dance… Words As Song NaUTiLusTLoVE GRoWS OCeAN WHoLE MoRE NoW
Spoiler Alert: Love Wins ‘Trumps’ Lose As ALWaYS HeART BeaTS oF LiGHT
BreaK ThrU DarK STarTinG “SonG oF mY SoUL 7 YearS Old” “ReTuRN oF
i Don’t Give An F What ‘You’ Dance Or Sing LoVE BeaTS Y.O.U. ARE Gonna Be
REALEST BiBLE WRiTeR Never Has A Place Of Group
‘Think’ To Rest THeiR Head If So Souls Get Left Out
Of A Book Of Life.. JeSuS Sings No Secret Strip Off
Your Clothes Tread on Them Without Shame to See
God Living Breathing Within Free Gospel Of Thomas
Let me SPeLL iT Out For You ‘He’ Was on ‘His’ Way…
Franklin Graham’s Bible Career Ends With His Pants 👖
Zipped Down Do You ‘See’ Irony Continuing…
“He” Was too Afraid To take His Pants off
Oh Lord This Bible Writing Business Must
ALWaYS Be So F iN Comprehensive HeART Beating Above Below
Perfect Lust At Home Never Fully Requited Recipe For A Really Long
Love Beat Bible Special Ingredient Below Above… TMI Saturday Never
Stop Lusting For Wife Sets Rest of My Love Beats Free Globe-Wide
Thanks God i Really Needed A Perfect Lust… We aRe LoVE WeaK
Only Audience Of Love Life Complete For Those Brave Enough With
Full Love Beats ‘Seeing’ Yet We aRe Too Afraid to Discuss Lust Love
Or Express it As Someone Might Think We aRe Bad For A Third or Much
More Love We aRe We Sell Love of Lust For Stuff T And A Wares Everywhere We See
US Worships Money God More Than Love Self-Country Evident Empirically Easier Than Ever to See in ‘Trump God’ Ways
Turn ‘It’ Off Until
You ‘See’ A Trinity
Of Love Soul Pie
As More
A Vagina
BaLaNCE for
Full Soul Pie
Love is Beyond
Measure of iNFiNiTY
As Far As iMaGiNaTioN Breathes
Balance Free
Be No PRiSoNeR
To only one Part
Of Trinity Soul LoVE Pie
Young Males Are LoVE SCReWeD ‘These Days’
As They Only Feed On A Third Of oF A Trinity LoVE SouL Pie
By THE Way ‘Franklin’ if You had Ever Learned To Dance on Water
You Wouldn’t Have Needed A Yacht Or Pants to Hide the Emptiness
Trying to Pretend one of ‘These Loves’ is Not Real And Do Not Master
All 3 And Find Yourself Like Franklin Graham Who You Lie You Are
Fear of DarK CYNiCaL oF LiGHT iS Why This Trinity of SouL LoVE
BaLaNCE May Be Difficult to Find iN Soul Mate Others… You May
ALWaYS FinD THiS LoVE BaLaNCE TRiNiTY Allone Soulmate (God) WiTHiN
Of LoVE ALL 3 Required iN Mind Body Soul Balance… Well As i Map A Globe For
Beauty Of Souls For My Report Back to Love (God) Pandemic in India And A Few
Other Hot Spots Around A World… SMiLes Xenia WHeREVeR Beauty Sees iN
Soul Art Breathes Love❤️
Thanks Dear
Xenia Scotland
Breeze Dogfelt
Smells Beauty to
You With Wags
You’ve Been
And Inspiring!
Hehe i fell
And Found
Myself in
India Again
In The Netherlands
Long Story Frank.. Hehe🙌
It’s how We
Are Raised
And raise
Our Arms
Up to
That Makes
A Difference🙌😁
SMiLes An Indian
In The Netherlands
Such Beauty
There too
Even More
Beautiful I’m Sure🙌🎶
But i Still Find
The Most
Souls on
The Planet
From India, Overall
A Given
Indeed A Gift
Keep Shining Spirit Free🎶
India Dancer into
The Night Lovely
Of Shiva
Yamini it’s
Never Too
Late To Start
A Dance i kid
You Not as i
Didn’t Start
My 13,530
Miles of Public
Dance Until 53
For the Last 7 Years
Of my Life my aim is
Always to become FRiEnDS
With Gravity
i Believe
As Metaphor
In All of Us
Seeks This
Balance Key
Is The Beauty
The Peace The
Calm Within this
Free Shiva Dance
Brings in
Never worry
About How
The Dance
Free in
And Let Your
Calm Center Eye
Of Hurricane SPRinG
BRinGing Winds of Love
Spiraling Out Eternally
NoW iNDeeD Like
CosmoS oNe
DiViNE Breath
Of Mind and
Body Balance
Soul For All Love🎶 🕺 💃
Storms Make Waves Of
Souls Changing Colors
Grey Raging Beyond Rainbows
Ocean Whole
Change is
We 🎨
Paint 👩‍🎨 👨‍🎤
So Beautiful
Where You
Live.. Thanks
Again For
Speak in India🙌😁
SMiLes Frank
Still Digging
A WHoLE in
My iMaGiNaTioN
To China But it
Seems India
Is usually
A Destination
Rich Treasures
Of Soul
i Keep
Colors Muse
My IMaGiNatioN
In Hues Of New Souls🚂
What 60 Years
Teaches me
Best Love is
Always The
SaMe Age Colors
Of Love We paint
More Beautifully
As Our
No Matter
Which Way We Love
We Grow Taller Breathing
Smiles Dear Savvy thanks
Present Painting
NoW Paint Your
Christmas Tree Year
‘Round Even NoW With
Only Two Hands 🎨 🙌😁
This is Why i Am An Energizer
Bunny Angel Wings Never Let me
Rest When i Get Tired so Very Tired
God Sends me An Angel to lift my Wings
So Painfully Sweet
Train of uncaring
Uncoupled Each
Train Car Separated
From Together Where
Do Train Souls Go Like
This Where is the Engineer
And Conductor When Train
Love is
Amiss i
Searched A
First Train
Car A
In The middle
On the Tracks
Ahead Behind
Only A Faint
Echo of
A Whistle
So Far Away
Now i must
Become the 🚂 Train
Choo choo My Steam
i will
The Rails
Until my
To lay New tracks…
World We Co-Create
Unto Itself As Colorful
As Cultures We Make
STaRTinG From
Trees Hand
In Hand Beautiful
Poem Dear Ava Joy
To You With SMiLes
Happieeest Weekend Energizer
Bunny Polaroid Smiles With
Tropical FLoWeRS.. no
LeSSoNS this
Morning But
An Art Challenge
For Some Kind of
FRiEnD Art to Create
You Choose And No
Time restraints but as
Your Teacher Hehe i
Must See the finished
Work of FRiEnD Art…
Hope You are
Finding Joy
In Life
If Not i am
Here on the
Search With You
WitH BeacH SMiLes For YouR
Coming DayS NoW JoY’S
LoVE 🌺🏝🌺🏝🌺🏝❣️
SMiLes.. Thanks for all the
thoughtful and Kind Words
Rhuela May God (Love) Always
find You Smiling Again🌲😊😁


Great! i Make my Own Date With Meditative Moving Mask Dancing,
Reading, And Listening to Meditative Music (all at once/trinity of fun)
On Sunday Evenings at Barnes And Noble; Not Waiting on Anyone to
Agree with my Personal Love Life; i’ll Forgo the Drinks and Food;
Dance And Song is Intoxicating/ Filling/Feeling/Sensing Enough
Reading A Free Book Every Week,
Cheap Skating My way
as i go to Grow
SmARTeR too;
Lord it’s amazing
i can even carry the
Weight of my Head around;
Generally Speaking, Katrina
Waits in the Car Timing the Finish
of the Book by an Hour or i’m in Big Trouble;
All the more
For 30
Years of
Individual Marital Bliss!

Smiles Frank.. Thanks So Much for
Dropping by “ReTuRN oF GReAT WHiTE HoPE NoW”
And Quoting my Words “A Bit of Magic Art to See and Save
All Performed
for Free
Art Always
Coming With a Surprise
Within.. Above.. so Below
And All Around Now For ReaL”
Smiles Obviously Nature Surprises
Both Dark And Light But What Nature
Seems to Love the Most in Action and
Consequence is the Beauty of Balance
When We Become the River the Seed
And The Flower Blooming Life More
Than Killing Fields of Chaff that
No Longer Breathes Wheat
The Frog Amphibious
In Adaptation to
Change in
Balance Blends
in And Lives As
Water and Land Same
As Mud Mix of Living Nature
to See And Breathe Yet Never
Take More than Give.. Human Beings
Will Learn Much more From Frogs than
‘The Dollar Bill God’ Will ever take away from Breathe…
The Real Virus The Worst Virus on the Face of God
Nature the Earth Returning From Space to See How
Zombie Cultures Eat the Face of God Defacing All that
is Beautiful of a Blue and Orange Orb of God’s Sight
Freer to Be Living Breathing In Balance Land And
Water of Freedom Just to Be i am Seeing..
Smiles Basically Our Cultures overall
Are Earth Bound Misfits for the
Balance that sees the
Beauty of Existence
Free Just
And Free
As Stars
Birth Our Dust to See
Dark Is Light And Clouds Are
Sun Bringing Life Giving Rain for
Frogs to Dance And Sing in a Style

of ‘God Sees’


FRiEnDS With Gravity

Hopping Dancing Singing Away from
Road Kill Human Life Suffocating more than ever..

‘Monasticism’: a religious way of life in which one renounces worldly pursuits to
devote oneself fully to spiritual work’. Smiles, Sohair, Worldly Pursuits May Be
Defined as Getting Married for a Priest; For A Vegan, Doing Without Animal
Meat; And For Some Others, Wearing Masks in an Attempt Not to
Kill Germs; Still For others, it may Never Be Wearing Clothes
At All; And Then For Others, Staying Covered Away from
Nature in Words; Worldly indeed, is Morally Relative,
Depending on the Culture We aRe Born into,
Remain, Or Leave; Sufis Spend a life
of Spiral Dance And Writing
Erotic Poetry And Some
Like Rumi Attempt
to Live Life Just
As Muhammad Did;
Who is Right and Who Is Wrong;
The Dance And Song of Humanity
in Light or Dark continues As Dark Is
Light and Light is Dark; Smiles, Dear Sohair,
Rules Bring Safety and Freedom Brings Naked Nature Wings;
WHere Does
God Fit
All of
This All of
Course As All Is God
Just in my Tiny View my
FRiEnD Just in my Tiny
Monastic View for
Who Will Look
Within to
Find Truth
in Light Away
from Dark When
CuLTuRE And ReLiGioN
Same Harms the innocent
among us; i refuse to Harm;
But That is only Relative Now
As i understand Nature consumes
Nature to Breathe to Exist Fire And Rain THere is no
Escape From this Snake as the Tail is the Head that


So i Breathe…
i Just Am i Do i Dance i Sing
So i am Born So i Die i Exist NoW
i AM i See the Gift Breathing in both
Tail and Head of Snake for ReaL NoW

Only ParT
of me is Monastic
Rest IS WHaT iT iS only ParT of God ALL

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Some Follow Some Lead
This IS Life on Both Ends of Beginning Never Finishing STaRT..:)

Just A Side Note: A Seed Living or Dead to Be i am…

Capitalism is Based on Consuming
the Resources of the Earth in EFFECT;

Just a Consequence: Now For Real;

Destroying the Only Home We have.

It’s kind of a Huge Mistake, And We are Paying
the Price Now in Terms of Taking Homes away from Other Wildlife;

Consuming Their Lives and Homes Taking More than Giving is ‘the Mortal
Sin’ of Nature out of Balance.

In this Way, Capitalism
is the Beast that will likely
Sooner or later lead directly to the Extinction of
Our species; Whether it is building ‘Greater’ Killing Bombs;
Or ‘MaKing’ More Humans ‘Material Things’ Without Altruistic
Souls that not only Care about each other But all of Nature in Balance
by Viewing
Force of Nature,
Worth Respecting;
Giving more than taking;
If We Are truly Conservative, We
Will have Much respect for our only home to keep in balance.

Capitalism Will Never Truly Be Conservative; As it Truly Is A Zombie
Eating the Face of Nature (God) More than Feeding It in Return With
‘Love’ that’s more than ‘Stuff’.

Money Is not A True Seed of Life;
We Cannot Eat Money; Nor Will We
Breathe Dead if a Greater Pandemic of Killing
Fields Visits Us Personally, Even Now as ‘that
evolves’ for Overall Nature Balance. Capitalism is Cancer;
Not Necessarily Cancer in the Short Term; But a Slow Long Term Torture.

i have no Solution;
i am Naturally Part of
A New Human Problem too;
As Human Culture, Overall, is the Worst Virus this Living Earth has
Ever Encountered Driven in ‘Killing Fields Most’ By Capitalism taking All of Nature into ‘ACCOUNT’.

Well, Actually i do have a Solution; Same One Generated by the ‘Matrix’, Terminator, And Avatar
Series of Movies We Are Actually Playing Online Now in ‘Real Time’ Now; Be More Human than Machine;
Be Greener
Dollar Bill;
Be More Fluid
Breathing, Thriving Flowing
River Within than a ‘Plastic Card’;
Just a Symbol of Life that is Not Life at all in Balance.

Capitalism Is Not Conservative: Prove me wrong Now

Please, by doing something different; Rhetorical Request only;

for i already see the Answer; Colder Souls Lost From Nature’s Flame in

Balance no longer ‘See’…

Without the
of Balance Any
Part of Nature Will Eventually Be ‘Corrected’…

We Consume About 40 Percent of the Resources
of the Earth in the United States with about 4 Percent of
The Population; We Currently Endure About a Quarter of
the World’s Covid-19 Recorded Deaths; Do You ‘See’ the
Correlation of Callous Greed And Hoarding Stuff; i surely do…
Capitalism At Core is ‘A Protestant Work Ethic; This Cancer Runs Deep; it is Darkest ‘Human Religion’.

Yes, lots of Humans are Benefitting From Capitalism in the Short Term; But the Long term ‘Speaks’

Differently already…

i am only A ‘Court Reporter’; likely Gone Before ‘This Cancer’ fully metastasizes;
With No Descendants Paying ‘the Price’ Except for all Humans/Life sharing the
Same Origin of Gaseous Star Dust; Just to Fade Away Again in Star Dust too…

Just Self-Important
Dust in The Wind;
Nothing Much Lost Gained…
but Love as far as i give a ‘Rat’s Butt’…

Common Ancestor 75 Million Years or so
ago still never Separated for those Who Care
Enough to Conserve Life Giving a Rat’s Butt About IT.

Hehe; i Am ‘So Very Autistic’ Be Cause
i Come ‘here’ to Discuss Special Interests
That No one else is interested in Listening
to Via Monologues i Create With Words that
Are my Personal Friends to Discuss my Personal
Philosophy that
No one else
May even
Be able to
Understand and
Surely not Likely agree
With, if they Do Not understand
my Special Interests And Creativity
as that Relates to my Own Personal Philosophy.

It’s Okay to Be Autistic
This Way; It Really is
And Only in a ‘Truly
Insane Society’
(No Duh)
Would Anyone
Now But ‘Group Think’
Dictate this is a Bad Way to Be…

i Make my Self Happy in Autotelic
Flow; in this Way i am An Energizer
Bunny Who Never Runs out of Fuel,
Waiting For Someone Else to Fill/Feel me Up;
As i Do this, i commonly Experience Peaks and
Plateaus of ‘Divine Frission’ in Autotelic Flow; Yep, All Natural ‘SKin Orgasms’
NoW Electrifying From Head to Toe that really Last and Last and Keep on going
Even Freer As Energizer Bunny Spiritual Divine Artful Orgasms ‘UP TOP’ Just Naturally Do…

i’ve always Found it Strange
That People have tried to
Cancel My Own Personal
Culture This way Here;
i was really Encouraged
When the ‘Cancel Culture’ Meme;
And ‘SJW Meme’ Came up as that is
Precisely What Folks Have Been Doing
to me on this Internet Site For years since
i find my Own Personal Heaven Within to Practice Free…

My Life Matters too; as i am MaKinG This Clear too…

It’s Okay to be ‘Autistic’ This Way; in Fact, i am Never
Alone; i Feel All of Nature as God in Every Cell of
my Body, often in this Divine Frission; So Very FREE ALLone.

Smiles; Thanks for Allowing me to visit this go around,
Without Kicking me out for What other Folks Do Not understand

Or particularly Like; or Even Hate and are too Dam ‘lazy’ to scroll by…

It’s okay
to Be ‘Autistic’
This way; Trust me or
Not; if ‘You’ Could Feel
And Sense LiFE NoW A Way
i Do, You might Be Delighted
to Souly Soley Express YouR Own
Light This Way too; Some Do and i Feel/Sense/Believe
they are finally Being Welcomed here this way too; That’s Nice And Fair…

And Supportive
As Love Will Do True
In Understanding Greater
too FOR


It’s okay
to Be Autistic;
It’s nice that ‘this
Wrong Planet’ is
Truly Finally
Their Monologues
of HeART SPiRiT SouL

TY And TG For All As IS NoW

i See Souls in Writing;
it is another one of
my Autistic Savant Super Normal
Skills; ‘Mr. Environment’… however
He chooses to Spell His Avatar Name has
A Kind Soul and i appreciate that so much here..:)

All i Wanna Do is Exist;
And Honestly; i can’t imagine
A Better Way to Be i Am NoW.

But it’s
True; it’s
Impossible to
Destroy ‘Energy’;
Particularly, Love, when
it is colored as An Energizer
BunnY iN LiGHT; Haha…;)

Nice to See You Finally
Returned Saved Again
Ferris; Nice to See You
Return as Not only THeNoW
A Passing Apparition Hehe;

The Way You Welcomed me
Was “Why Do You Write Pretty
Like ThaT”; hEhe; hAHa; i keep
Trying to Explain it; Perhaps one day, with SMiLes…

Ain’t That the Way Life Goes; Different Strokes’; Just Ugh;
‘Walking On Water’ Was Way too Easy And Boring; So i Float
On Land FRiEnD of Gravity TotAllY iN Free Verse Dance Balance;

i Write
Sing Dance
i do the Same
And of course it
NaTuRaLLY also lights up like
LampS And Trees Will Do True iN LiGHT or DarK Too..;)

Hehe God
iT iS With SMiLES
iN FacT
iS MaGiC
Enough to
See And Do
Give And Share Free..:)

“Aghogday writes like a cross between
Whitman, Joyce, and Ginsberg”; Yes,
i remember You Telling me
that as No Time Passing at
All, kraftiekortie, i had never
Ready Any of those
Three Poets then,
Except one
that ‘We are
Leaves and
Grass” From Whitman
That Touched Me UNiVeRSE Art
CoSMoS MaGiC Order Whole that way;
But You See that was the only Day that
i felt accepted here in anyway at all then;
it didn’t matter what you Said; You Basically
Said my Existence Has Value in Some way;
And i noted Your Kindness and Truth the
way You See it that Day; But that Wasn’t
All; As i passed through like i do around
the Globe LooKinG For DarK or
LiGHT Muse equally STiLL NoW
to inspire my
Free Verse Epic
Longest Form ‘Bible Poem’
Hobby that is Celebrating
A 7 Year-Old Anniversary
on 8.18.2020; “SonG oF mY
7 SoUL YearS Old” as that applies
to a Span of Dates it took not only
to Write and Sing 8.4 MiLLioN Words
But Public Dance Moving Meditation
in Free Style Ballet and Martial Arts,
13,530 Miles as Well Everywhere
i go in Public Still; Yes, there
was a day i was passing
through that i
noted You
Saying that
You Actually Missed
‘That Guy’ Who Posted
And That You Found me Funny too;
It was enough for a return for a while,
until i was kicked the curb again for just
being me; but you see; i’ve been around
The Jungle of this World; The Concrete
one with Hundreds of Thousands
of People both in Real
Life working
Then for the
as You do; and
Online too; Accepting
Strikes and Gutter Ball
Life; Yes, We both Share
Somewhat Uniquely Here
Not Speaking Until 4 for me
and 5 For You; Which Means
Obviously, You have an ability
to ‘Right Hemisphere Think’ in
Greater Ways of Social Empathic
Cognition too as the Very Sensitive
Soul You are; Never fail to Realize You
are Loved Very Much Here this way; Not
Everyone is like you; but the ones who are
Appreciate you very much; Your Report Card is A+
in how
i rate
Most this way;
Thanks for Being
You and Don’t
You ever
This Way
either; You are
A Blessing to Folks
on ‘this Wrong Planet’
Who Are Looking For A REAL
Friend to See and ‘Touch’..:)

Thanks; Hehe;
Rather not
Be influenced
By Anyone Else’s style;
But i am planning on
Checking out some more
Wiki Book Cliff notes; Just out of Curiosity..:)

Yep, “Jediism” is Cool;
But “Sithism” is
What We
As Shadow
MiX WitH SMiLES too..:)

Hehe; That’s Part of the Reason; i Turned
Down ‘Alex’ for Being a Moderator Here
on the ‘Wrong Planet’ Online;
i am not About to Be Put in
An Impossible
Position of
Herding ‘Cats’
Or Dogs as i am
A Cat Person too..;)

Oops; Left ‘this out’ that
Summarily Describes
Strikes and
We All Encounter
In Life as i continue to
Abide Free As Ever Now
At Ease Dancing a Tight Rope LoVinG it all;
And i did work this way Ending up Managing
A Military Bowling Center this way Never Even
Learning How to Bowl By Instruction Either;
Some of Us WinG iT;
Others of
Us Now
Read IT;
Still Others
NoW Just Dance
And Sing Free IT;
And i Feel Sure
Donald ‘Donnie’
Is Fixing to ‘go too’;
Other than That Life
is ‘A Pretty Good Story’;
‘Some Parts oF iT at Least’;
Meh, i’ve ALWaYS BowLeD Alone;
EvenTuAlly ‘You’ Do IT Allone EnJoYinG IT All At Best..:)

Oh God the Broken Down Bike Curse of
Keyboard Short Cuts For Copy And Paste
When You Press “Command V” by Accident
After Highlighting the Text And Pressing
Those Buttons in Tandem instead
of Command C… Lesson learned
Today gonna go to the
Longer And Safer
Route of doing
it as one
of a Key Stroke
in Mistake erases a
Much Longer Broken
Down Bike Story as one Just
Must Begin or Just End again
But True this is part of a Never Ending
“FredNaTaRaJi” Mix of Sonata in Free
Verse Poetry With Historical YouTube
Songs to Accompany the Words as yes
it’s Kinda Like a Shiva Dance too as it brings
Many Elements of Human Dance And Song Moves
On Board A Poetry Ship Now To Sail And Yes Anchor here
And THere in Safe Harbors too.. really you likely would have
found the other story quite boring God Yes as you’ve already
Heard about my 66 Month Dead Zone and the 19 Medical
Broken Bike Medical Disorders with that worst Pain Known
to Humankind From Wake to Sleep Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. true though somehow i incorporated Gilligan’s
Island and Back to The Future in it when Biff is the
President then too.. Michael Jackson Fox and
the Professor from Gilligan’s Island too..
Skipper.. And Mary Tyler Moore from
‘That Girl’ in my Generation of
the 60’s now at 60 in the Yes
60’s then.. so Independent
Brave Like You in the City
Movie Stars they come
go of course in Shorter
Longer Streaming Movie
Online Clips And yes there
is the Rich Man And Wife off
of Gilligan’s Isle too but i already
Know what Gilligan Does when the
Natives Get Restless Just another 3
Hour Tour of this that and the Other Things too..
What i missed in Hell on Earth for 66 Months Most
is Emotions and Memories of a Smile Feeling one at all
so as i continue to pop up here and there in my iMaGiNaTioN’s
Eye on Your Blog You seem like a Nice Person so i am gonna
Paint Your New York Skyline With Some Flowers Via Little
NAS X This Florida
Evening Where
are still
the Symbol
of the State
As if THere is one
Part of Truth We Will Still
Believe for Sure is the Colors
of Flowers We See that Make
Broken Bike Life Still Beautiful to be..
Smiles Yes.. i am Celebrating 7 years of
my Long Form Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL
7 YearS Old” on 8.18.2020 in 8.4 MiLLioN
Words of Doing that along with 13,530 Miles of
Public Dance And Better Yet i ain’t gonna touch
that Dam Control C and V Tandem Key Punch
Short-Cut Routine as this will give me an Opportunity
to Try the Regular up top Copy and Paste Routine anyway
this wouldn’t have
been possible
New York
Broken Bike Story
True too and it’s true
Simon Cowell Will tell ya
Electronic Bikes Will Break ya
Back in 5 Parts… Now Dancing one with
Gravity Low is so much better now to reach
Moving Meditation Euphoria in Autotelic Flow
at Least without a Broken Back that much i am
sure of like the Importance of Wearing Masks too..
So.. Yes.. Have some Little Nas X Electronic Flowers Free
of Charge
as i carefully
move up
up from the
Command C and V
Keys Short-cut Now..;)

Hehe, Need i ‘Say’ More at 60, Yes; as the Photo Shows Below i feel about 21 Years-Old at 60;
But When i was actually 21 Years-Old, i Felt About As Old As my Grandmother at 80; And then
When i got to 22, i Felt Ageless and Timeless Again for a While; And then at 26, i Felt Old again;
Young Again at 29, When i Met my 19-Year-Old Beautiful Wife; And Oh God About a 1001
From the ages of 47 to 53, Living in the Dead Zone of so-called Autistic Burn-out then;
Steady Rise in Age from about Age 37 to 47, starting with the Death of my Only Child;
But it’s True, After Recovering From the Dead Zone at 53 And Becoming
A Public Dancer After Shut-in, at 1001, in my Home for 66 Months with
the Worst Pain Known to Humankind from Wake to Sleep; Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, commonly Understood to be
the Suicide Disease, no Drug Will touch, like a Dentist
Drill In my Right Eye and Ear; I must say becoming
A Public Dancer at age 53; Now at 60 With 13,530 Miles
Under my Belt; What i found is, Empirically Measurably, my Leg
Strength increased by 3 Times what is was before at Leg Pressing
500 Pounds at 53; and Now 1520 Pounds Max approaching 60 until
the Military Gym Closed down; Where my Home Gym won’t quite hold that
much weight; hehe; Anyway, Science Shows Moving Meditation Is a Literal Fountain
of Youth; And at 60 Years-old, i continue to Document a Journey For what this Fountain
Of Youth Will Do Fully Measurable, in many Empirical Ways, Now; like Writing creatively
100 Thousand Words a Month for a Longest Epic Long Form Poem Ever Written in the
History or Herstory of Humankind at 8.3 Million Words in 83 Months; Same Span of Dates For Public
Dance; Yes, When one Achieves Autotelic Flow At a Continuous Peak of Plateau, Science Does Measure 400 to
500 Percent Increases in Creativity and Productivity too; but that’s Just with Still Meditation, only a few short
Periods during the Week; Meditation also is shown to regenerate Gray Matter in the Brain; Where 50-Year-
Old Brains studied look more like Youthful 25 Year-Old Brains; Why Grow Old early if you don’t have to:

i say no.

In Short and Long; Life Gets Better if You actually Make it better; Find a Way And Live Long and Prosper, more.

And Whatever You do; Like what happened with me in College at age 23, when i was so sure, i would be
Just as strong at age 60, based on the example of Jack Lalanne, in my Triple Major then; The Master’s Level
Sociology Teacher in a Course on the Sociology of Aging told me, i was Over-Zealous to believe such a thing
as Strength Peaks out at age 30; And that’s what the folks in the Anthropology Major and even Health Science
Major thought too; but true, i had already seen at least one case-study that proved them all wrong; Don’t Make
Yourself a Couch-Potato Average; Believe You Will do more than you ever did before; But that’s not enough now;
take the
first step
and first word;
or whatever You Do;
And Keep Doing it; never
paying ‘any mind’ to the Naysayers
in life that give you a label or a study that
says it’s not possible to Do what you say you are gonna do.

Thing is; i record the Evidence; All that i say is provable too..:)

DarK iS Light
Is DarK NoW
i Dance First
Then i Sing
in Balance
of Love’s
Grace in
Will And
Fear Loving
All Dark Thru
LiGHT Harming
All of Nature Least Now
Without Any Instruction
At All Free Verse LiGHT
iN LiFE’S Truths Works FoR Me
i Find Paths Within i Explore i Evolve
As Love Breathes Free iN LiGHT As my Truth
To Share And Give All Free i Find Receiving
Best is Giving
i get tired of
Same Old Phrase of Words
in Old Songs And Steps in Old Dances
So i Create New ones to Pass Days Forevernow

What i Love
Most Are
SMiLEs i Give…

This is my GOlden
Age Hobby Never
Old A Smile Within Breathes Younger
Freer to Create in Give And Share Free..:)

Catholic Mass Readings from 8.9.2020:

The Church Didn’t Offer Up Prayers Against Criticism
of Trump’s Pandemic Failure but they Did offer up Faux News
And Trump Parroting Conspiracy Theories of Voter Fraud.. one day
they’ll Grow up More to a Way in True in SMaRT LiGHT One Will Hope at Least…

“Reading 1, First Kings 19:9, 11-13
9 There he went into a cave and spent the night there. Then the word of Yahweh came to him saying, ‘What are you doing here, Elijah?’

11 Then he was told, ‘Go out and stand on the mountain before Yahweh.’ For at that moment Yahweh was going by. A mighty hurricane split the mountains and shattered the rocks before Yahweh. But Yahweh was not in the hurricane. And after the hurricane, an earthquake. But Yahweh was not in the earthquake.

12 And after the earthquake, fire. But Yahweh was not in the fire. And after the fire, a light murmuring sound.

13 And when Elijah heard this, he covered his face with his cloak and went out and stood at the entrance of the cave. Then a voice came to him, which said, ‘What are you doing here, Elijah?’

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 85:9, 10, 11-12, 13-14
9 His saving help is near for those who fear him, his glory will dwell in our land.

10 Faithful Love and Loyalty join together, Saving Justice and Peace embrace.

11 Loyalty will spring up from the earth, and Justice will lean down from heaven.

12 Yahweh will himself give prosperity, and our soil will yield its harvest.

13 Justice will walk before him, treading out a path.

Reading 2, Romans 9:1-5
1 This is the truth and I am speaking in Christ, without pretence, as my conscience testifies for me in the Holy Spirit;

2 there is great sorrow and unremitting agony in my heart:

3 I could pray that I myself might be accursed and cut off from Christ, if this could benefit the brothers who are my own flesh and blood.

4 They are Israelites; it was they who were adopted as children, the glory was theirs and the covenants; to them were given the Law and the worship of God and the promises.

5 To them belong the fathers and out of them, so far as physical descent is concerned, came Christ who is above all, God, blessed for ever. Amen.

Gospel, Matthew 14:22-33
22 And at once he made the disciples get into the boat and go on ahead to the other side while he sent the crowds away.

23 After sending the crowds away he went up into the hills by himself to pray. When evening came, he was there alone,

24 while the boat, by now some furlongs from land, was hard pressed by rough waves, for there was a head-wind.

25 In the fourth watch of the night he came towards them, walking on the sea,

26 and when the disciples saw him walking on the sea they were terrified. ‘It is a ghost,’ they said, and cried out in fear.

27 But at once Jesus called out to them, saying, ‘Courage! It’s me! Don’t be afraid.’

28 It was Peter who answered. ‘Lord,’ he said, ‘if it is you, tell me to come to you across the water.’

29 Jesus said, ‘Come.’ Then Peter got out of the boat and started walking towards Jesus across the water,

30 but then noticing the wind, he took fright and began to sink. ‘Lord,’ he cried, ‘save me!’

31 Jesus put out his hand at once and held him. ‘You have so little faith,’ he said, ‘why did you doubt?’

32 And as they got into the boat the wind dropped.

33 The men in the boat bowed down before him and said, ‘Truly, you are the Son of God.’

And Yes With the Three “Movements” of “Kashmir” by Led
Zeppelin, “The Seed” By Aurora, and “Panini” By Lil Nas X
This Makes My Single Longest Frednata.. 8,210 Words Metaphor for my
Own Special Kind of Sonata in Lyrical Free Verse Poetry Accompanied
By Songs Old and New in my Personal YouTube Library the same one
You Have too.. hehe as i have extended the Metaphor a bit with the
Dance of Shiva to “FReDNaTaRaJi” as yes in this Activity my
Fingers Are Dancing MaKinG SonG off this Digital Keyboard
For Words and Other Symbols i am Creating Now True
in all the Shapes Naturally Occurring in this Free
Verse Poetry Plus my ‘SiGNaTuRE Pose’ of
Course that is Reflective of the
Shiva Cern Pose for
Cosmos In Order of
Art MaGiC
iN HuMaN
Ways of iMaGiNaTioN
CReaTiViTY Sprouts continuing
Green in Us Fresh as Souls That WeAre
With Copious Amounts of SPiRiT CoMinG FRoM HeART


SMiLes Savvy
Bleed Makes Us
Appreciate BReaTHE
We See LeSSoN 290 Core
God Is A BiG BanG oF LoVE iN
HeART FiRE BeatS oF US Stars
THorns And FLoWeRS Join Hands
For Roses to Rise Most Colorful Now
When Every Word Becomes Sacred
And Divine Holy Song And Every Step
Becomes Dance
Same and
too in
Both Thorns
And Flowers How
Our Rose Rises iN
Life ContinuAlly
In New Colors
of Dance
Song to
Experience Breath
Evolving Beyond
Rainbows oF LiGHT NoW…
In Short Color the World With Love
WiTH SMiLeS i Thank You Dear Savvy too
Trivia Note: Super Man Comic Originally Loosely Based on Dr Jekyll/Mr. Hyde (Bi-Polar)
‘Red Necks’ Will Be A Bit Like This Hunting Fishing In Small Homogenous Groups KiSSinG CouSiNS VERY Cooperative too Our Environment And Epigenetic Expression of Our Genes Determines Whether We Become More Feral or Clark Kent… Trust Me or Not It’s Almost
Never too Late to Become a Wild Loving Fearless Wolf Even at Age 53.. Yes.. Now 3 Times
Stronger eTc at 60.. A New Game When Groups of Young Jocks Peruse the OMG NoW WTF
of my Dance And i Get Them to Guess How Much Weight i Leg Press at 90 Degrees Slowly
Even Though i Was a Nerd Selected For My Computer Skills as Athletic Director of a Military Station That’s How i Preface A Guess… When a Group of Four Or Five Get Together Watching
My Graceful Dance Guessing 400 Pounds Maybe up to 800 Pounds then i say 1340 Answering their Question Readying the YouTube Video i Reference Dan Kendra who amazingly they know
of from Florida State…. In the Early 2000’s When Dan Kendra Managed 1 Rep at 1335 Pounds
on the Leg Press at Florida State Burst a Blood Vessel in His eye True and at 55 Ronnie
Coleman Under the Influence of Anabolic Steroids Modernly Leg Pressing 2,300 Pounds
Will Likely Never Be Able to Walk Unassisted Again Steroids Are Really Bad News
for the ‘Longer Runs’… Same with ‘The Lord of The River Dance’ Helpful Hint
if You Want Your Dance Career to Last Stay Closer to the Grounding as This
Applies to the Bi-Polar Spectrum and All Propensities for Extreme Sport Life
Here’s A Thing Like Everything Else in Life You Do The Work Naturally You
Succeed You Cheat You Eventually Fail As Well Multi-Verses Abound
HoloGrams LiVE Helllooove! Back to My Little
Angel Sister Winged Flame 🔥
Earth, Wind, Water, Fire Us
Our Emotions Belong to Us
Too We Choose
To Give Take
And Keep
Yamini for
Your inspiring
Poetry Full of
Nature’s Imagery
In All Of Us NoW
Feather in the Wind
Does It Fly or Is It Wind
Same Applies To Fire 🔥
Happy Janmashtami 2020
May Pure Joy Fire SouLiGHT
Of ‘Krishna, Buddha, Jesus,
Lao Tzu‘ iN FLoWeR SouL You
Little Carmalite Rose Lotus🙏
It Is ‘The Judas’ Who Bleeds Most
THorns Make FLoWeRS Rose
RiSinG LoVE🙏 LeSSoN 290 Core
God Is A BiG BanG oF LoVE iN
HeART FiRE BeatS oF US Stars
Fire IT (SouLSTaR) uP FRiEnD
SPiRiT Fly LoVE It Is What It Is You
WiTHiN SMiLes too 🌺❣️🌻❣️🌻🌺☀️

This is Going to Be Very Long; Very Neurodivergent; Very Deep, And Complex; Please Just Scroll by
if that is Not Part of Your Interests in Life; i Believe in Human Potential for Change; i document it; it happens.

Generally Speaking, The Way We See Ourselves, The Way We Desire Love, is the Way We See Others and Love them or
not too; It’s Just the ‘Normal’ Human Condition; People are alike all over; Light ‘This Light Yourself’ up; Light others up
This way…

That’s How this Life SHow Works in the other way too; As Far as Seeing Ourselves Dark And Projecting that to the

Rest of Existence too…

i Love It All Now; but it was’t always that way in Dark; the way i saw myself and the Rest of Existence then too…

True, i ‘sounded’, ‘looked’ smart; But Within i was very Dark and in General Life Wasn’t Any Joy at all to Breathe
in terms of Human Emotions Sinking more than Rising then; Now i’m SmART; Emphasis on Art of HeART.

Autism Spectrum Disorder That is Described Much More “Neurodivergently”, Before the DSM-5 Watered
It Down Even More than DSM-IV “Autism Lite”, Per the Original Gillberg Criteria, Derived More From
Hans Asperger’s Case Studies For Asperger’s Syndrome is Oversimplified for Ease of Behavioral
Assessment; but the ‘Neurodiverse Factors’ Within Are As Many as Stars in the Sky; in other
Words, Relatively, too many to count; Per Below, before We Decide Who Is ‘Neurotypical
Them’, We Must First Study Who This ‘Autism Spectrum Disorder Us’ Is Far Beyond a
Label for Assessed Common Behavioral Watered Down Deficits in Successful
Reciprocal Social Interaction; and Avoiding Repetitive Restrictive Narrow
Behavioral Special Interests that take us away from the Must Do
Responsibilities of Being An Appropriate Cog in the Machine of
Society as that Changes in Requirements Faster than ever before;
Day to Day; Now to Now; My God You Almost Have to Retire from the
God of Money to Even Get Free For Who You Are Even Evolved And Gardened
to Be Now for Real; And as far as Gardening goes, A Biggest Challenge is always
Stripping the Layers and Layers of Cultural Clothes that Cover Naked Human Freedoms
From the Day We Come into Artificial And Even More Artificial Lights of a Hospital Birthing Room Now;
F in
The Sun is
So Much More
Fun than Artificial Lights
As the Sun Makes Good Feeling
Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
Happen so much more than sitting in
A Cave of Artificial Light Stuck to a Screen
Like a Lord of A Fly in An Old Science Book Or Bible Still Now.

Trust me or not; i am much more Neurodivergent than When i wrote
The Narrow and Specialized Interest Material Below; Basically, i Stripped
off all the Stone And Rolled it away and Became A River more than a Mill
Stone on the Bottom of the Ocean Floor; Smiles, i for one will never be a Label, now;

For i for one am Truly Different;

We All Are; Some of Just take
more advantage of it than others
and truly thrive, Utilizing Epigenetic
Potential And Creating Our Souls as
Butterfly Wings Fly Much Higher than
the Caterpillar Walking the Same Way Before Entering a Dark Cave of Cocoon.

The Good News is there is Light at the End of the Systemizing Science Tunnel for those who find it;

When We Truly Become as Neurodivergent As Water that Makes Waves Ocean Whole Never Sinking as only

of Stone…

Here’s the Deal; As Long as someone is not controlling
Our Love or Food or Drink We Put into our Soul; it is our
choice for ourselves over what anyone else ‘Thinks’, Says ‘We’ Are…

It doesn’t work for everyone; but i fought tooth, nail, blood, sweat,
and tears for it to work for me; i am no Longer a Stone; i Rolled them
all away and Brought Life to Even the Words i Bring as FLoWeRS for those
who see more Neurodivergent Colors of Human Soul FLoWeRS RiSinG Thru THorns as Rose….

i Still do Half of what i used to be too as below so above now Whole… for me and only me… for Real…

Yes, i’m Still A Crystallized Intelligence Walking Talking Encyclopedia; And A Fluid Intelligence River Now too.

Back in 2013, i Willed my Way through Struggle and Epigenetic Change to be more than a Fact Finding and
Delivering Machine; i was always accepted here as long as i stuck to Black and White Facts, Same; As
Soon as i moved out of that Cave into Light here very Neurodivergently; i found More Darkness here
in Trying to End My Existence here than any other place in the world, online and off; and that’s saying
a lot, considering i Live in Trump Town USA; Close to Pensacola, the Place Social Scientists Rate as the
Most Difficult Place of All to be Different; and i am as different as they come in Trump Town USA too…
But of course in real life when You Do Public Ballet and Martial Arts 7 Years for 13,530 Miles Extremely Neurodivergently
It’s Not Like Online Doing 7 Years of 8.4 MiLLioN Words of Epic Long Form Free Verse Poetry; Nameless, Faceless Avatars
will bully what they see as different online and feel they will get away with it free; Not So Much when the Public
Dancer Weighs close to 246 Pounds and Floats Effortlessly on Terrestrial Earth Leg Pressing up to 1520 Pounds;
That Makes
a Big
in life; Stand
Up Straight and
Even Make Lobster
Poses to Mark Your Territory
too; hehe; all part of Epigenetic
change in Struggle and Adapation for
the Last Kid Picked on Sports Teams
Assessed As So Androgynous mistaken
for a Girl at McDonald’s and Mercilessly
Bullied Verbally only as i did get to almost
6 Feet Tall and 120 Pounds in Middle School;
Folks don’t mess with what they are looking up
to Generally speaking, Physically, no matter how thin/weak a person is…

Again, Just Human Nature; understand We are Hairless Apes; Adapt This Way and Thrive or not.

i appreciate all the dark and light muse in Life; the Bullies of Life Shaped me into more than i could have
ever been; simply because they were the Nature of Struggle in the Environment that Bring Butterflies out of Cocoons.

Some Folks Make Victory out of these difficult Environmental Conditions; Others adapt and Make Butterflies of Love;
Still Others Take Vengeance Out of Fear and Hate and basically always lose in life; it’s Nature; It’s Real; It’s Life;

But the Epigenetic Potential is Real Magic For Change as Butterflies Do come Out
of Cocoons once only Caterpillars Moving the Same Way With so many of the same Legs…

Moving Back into Crystallized Intelligence Out of
Fluid Intelligence in A Fact Finding, Delivering, Mechanical
Cognition Way Below Away from Fluid Intelligence Above Now that
is Very Social Empathic and Spiritually Artistic in Feeling And Sensing Intelligently Intuitively:

The Problem of Determining Who is “Neurotypical”:
I think if one is going to use an “Us vs Them” ideology, the first thing one might consider determining is “Who Us Is”:

ASD is described as a lifelong disorder of reciprocal social communication that is diagnosed through social communication impairments mandatory required in developing and maintaining peer appropriate relationships, social-emotional reciprocity, and non-verbal language impairments that must be observed during the course of diagnosis and RRBI behavioral impairments that may be met by client history alone, per the newest DSM5 guidelines, as described recently by Sue Swedo, Chair of the DSM5 committee, from the APA website linked below.

The identified factors that potentially underlie and co-exist as what is described as ASD currently are far ranging and far reaching beyond the over 4,000 now identified associated genetic markers.

Learning disorders/conditions in communication associated with ASD mimic many of the autistic like traits as standalone disorders including Pragmatic Language Impairment, Nonverbal Learning Disorder. Hyperlexia, along with other associated conditions like ADHD, Auditory Processing Disorder, Sensory Processing Disorder, OCD and the more controversial category of behavioral addiction.

That’s nine conditions many of which are often co-morbid assessed in the same individual with or without a diagnosis of ASD.

Then there are the identified genetic conditions associated including Tuberous sclerosis, fragile X syndrome, a potential genetic issue with abnormal brain growth specific to males with regressive autism, Noonan’s syndrome, 22Q11 deletion syndrome, and potentially even characteristics of androgyny.

A recent “Discover” article identified an abnormality in the left hemisphere of Temple Grandin’s Brain that likely resulted in some of her savant like skills in right hemisphere brain function.

Conversely, Non-verbal learning disorder, symptoms of which have been studied in the majority of individuals diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome, often is associated with lesions in the right hemisphere of the brain, which can potentially be compensated by enhanced adaptation specific to the left hemisphere of the brain.

This is part of the general identified process of neuroplasticity in human adaptation to inherent and environmental challenges. This can potentially result in a visual or verbal navigation of the world that in terms of human experience is a different universe of being. Yet still identified by a list of observed behavioral impairments, described, defined, and labeled as ASD(s).

Then there are the potential health factors of immune system dysfunction, GI problems, mitochondrial dysfunction and others.

That’s just a small list of identified potential underlying factors, many of which may work in a synergistic fashion in what results described as a spectrum disorder.

Every person that comes online identifying on the spectrum has their own flavor of autism and their own point of view on how the big picture issues should be addressed, but in autism there is no big picture other than the diagnostic classification. Nature doesn’t play by DSMIV or 5 rules or abstract concepts of rules described in words like “neurotypical”

Back to the subject of ASD, the Autism Quotient (AQ) test designed by Simon-Baron Cohen is successful in correctly identifying ASD in 80% of individuals previously diagnosed.

However, the Autism Quotient test identifies a scale of autistic traits in the general population similar to what people score on the AQ test who are actually diagnosed with an ASD, in 10 to 15% of the population, in what Cohen describes as a “Broader Autism Phenotype”.

An Autism range score on the AQ test correctly screens 10% or less of people in the general population in risk of actual diagnostic condition, so the AQ tool as a diagnostic tool is not an effective one.

The Aspie Quiz is no more accurate, as identified by the author of that Quiz, at predicting an actual diagnosis of autism in the general population, and he also identifies the Aspie Quiz as a tool to screen Aspie traits, but not as an effective diagnostic tool.

Moving out further than the 10 to 15% in the general population identified on a broader autism phenotype are studies in Sweden and the US that have identified about 30% of the general population meeting at least one criterion element of an ASD diagnosis.

The author of the Aspie Quiz identifies about 10 to 15% in the general population, from his own statistical analysis, has having a strong component of aspie traits that is his reported equivalent term for “neurodiverse” traits.

Currently there is somewhere close to a .6% border in the general population, in the US, of people who are officially diagnosed with an ASD, per CDC estimates.

According to CDC epidemiological studies there is close to 1.14% of 8 year old children and close to 90% of those children identified as receiving educational support in Individualized Education Plans. Out of that identified 1.14%, 44% are assessed with autistic Disorder, 47% with PDDNOS, and 9% with Asperger’s Sydrome.

Approximately 20% of the individuals identified diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome in the CDC assessment are identified as females comprising about 2% of the total assessed ASD demographic, with males diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome comprising about 7% of the total assessed ASD demographic.

There is no clear border of “Who Is Us” or “Who Is Them”, as that relates to ASD or Autistic like traits. The information provided here, all of which can be sourced upon request, is clear evidence of that.

There is the potential that close to 1 out of every 3 people one meets on the street meets at least one criterion element associated with ASD.

There is also the potential that 1 to 2 out of every 10 people one meets on the street scores in similar ASD territory on the Aspie Quiz and/or AQ test, similar to people reporting scores who have either taken the quiz and/or test during a period of their life that led to an official diagnosis, after an official diagnosis, or assessed their place on the spectrum per self-diagnosis, in part, as a result of AQ scores of 32 out of 50 and/or Aspie Quiz scores of 125 out of 200, that respectively put an individual in ASD trait territory or Aspie trait territory. However, these are also scores that are potentially shared by 10 to 15% of the general population, in what is described as a broader autism phenotype.

Any person out of the 30% of the population identified as meeting at least one ASD criterion element could describe themselves, at least in part, with the adjective of “autistic” to describe their autistic like traits.

Parsing the autistic or non-autistic traits out of the general population by general observation alone is virtually impossible when one looks at the scale of what it means to have autistic-like traits in the much larger general population, where 2 million might be officially diagnosed, 30 to 45 million might be on a broader autism phenotype, and up to 100 Million might meet at least one criterion element of an ASD diagnosis.

The current statistics are based on DSMIV criteria that has up to 2027 possible diagnostic criterion element combinations to technically meet the requirements for just the 1 disorder of Autistic Disorder out of the 5 current disorders that constitute the ASD spectrum, where two people technically can have completely different criterion element impairments diagnosed with the same label of Autistic Disorder.

Under the DSM5 criteria for ASD there are 11 possible diagnostic element combinations to technically meet the requirements for an ASD diagnosis. However, with the new guidelines per summary by Sue Swedo, chair of the DSM5 committee, in the attached link provided earlier in this post, for those people that meet the required RRBI criterion elements by client history alone, there is effectively 1 diagnostic element combination to be met in an actual observation of behavioral impairments to meet requirements for an official diagnosis as all three of the observed criterion elements of impairments in Social-Communication are mandatory.

Those three mandatory criterion elements are described very broadly per each criterion element so there is still almost an unlimited number of nuanced impairments that might or might not lead to a subjective analysis of diagnosis by the diagnosing professionals. But this was still the case to a lesser degree in the 2027 diagnostic combinations, just for Autistic Disorder, among all of the DSMIV criterion elements that were also broadly described for the 12 individually described criterion elements for Autistic Disorder.

It is virtually impossible, at this point in time, to generally observe by behavior alone, “Who Them Is Now”, because of the complexity of what autistic traits are described as and the demographics of those criterion elements, at least one met, in up to 30% in the general population (100 million people).

It is also virtually impossible, at this point in time, to generally determine by observing behavior alone “Who Us Will Be”, just specific to the .6% of the general population, currently estimated as officially diagnosed, who may or may not be diagnosed with an actual official diagnosis of ASD, in the future, under these new much more restrictive number of criterion elements mandatory required for a diagnosis under the DSM5 ASD criteria.

Any label that describes “A Them”, without a clear method of determining “Who Them Is”, is interesting rhetoric but effectively useless in terms of semantics as it applies to the human condition.

Ironically, this is exactly the reason there is a new much more restrictive ASD definition now in the DSM5 criteria for ASD.

The research that Catherine Lord, a member of the DSM5 working committee, recently led, has been used in the public media to justify the effectiveness of the new DSM5 criteria in eliminating potential misdiagnosis in the general population.

The study led by Lord, used a designed DSMIV diagnostic tool as opposed to a designed DSM5 diagnostic tool to assess records of individuals in a general population clinical sample and found that the DSMIV diagnostic tool incorrectly identified 90% of the general population sample that was not diagnosed with an ASD.

So in effect, the DSMIV tool per the spectrum disorder of PDDNOS was recognized as no more effective than the Aspie quiz or AQ test to diagnose a person with an ASD.

The American Psychological Association has come to the effective conclusion by way of Lord’s research that not even the APA had any clear idea of “Who Us Is”, as that relates to a diagnosed ASD, since at least 1994, when the DSMIV went into effect.

The Gillberg criteria for Asperger’s syndrome was and still is, overall, a much more effective diagnostic tool to avoid misdiagnosis in the general population as opposed to the loosely described and defined DSMIV criteria, overall, for all ASD’s, including PDDNOS which is assessed as the proportion of overall diagnoses in some statistical surveys as high as close to 70%, per DSMIV and ICD10 standards for diagnosis.

That to me is the most ironic part, that the Asperger’s syndrome criteria developed by Christopher Gillberg, as more directly in reference to what Hans Asperger identified as “Autistic Psychopathy” in his case studies, has been the most effective way, overall, of insuring an actual neurodevelopmental disorder was diagnosed, to avoid the potential for misdiagnosis.

Much of what “Us Is”, is still in murky waters, per what ASD is or is not. And of course, the same applies to “Them”, whoever “Them Is”.


Hehe.. it’s impossible
For me To be
Love You..
With SMiLes..
And this Is
Cool Creativity..
How could
i or anyone
Else not
For Me
To Be
Perhaps If We Were More Like French
Culture And Greeted Everyone With A Kiss
On Both The Left And Right Cheek of Our Faces
Good Morning This Is mY EaRTH i Inherited It All Free From God/Nature IT
Consists of Beauty Wisdom Truth Light oF LoVE No Secrets.. If you are a
‘Christian’ And Actually Read the Part that tells You How Jesus will come
back same as he went to Heaven within… Doesn’t Matter If ‘He’ Comes
BacK Now or Not A Bible States As You Treat the Poor and so-called ‘Lesser’
‘You’ Treat Jesus the Same… “Be Like Servants Who Await Their Master’s
Return From A Wedding” -Luke 12:35 as Provided at Catholic Church by an Usher
First it’s Worth Noting It’s Already Contradicted As ‘Jesus’ Promotes Least Meek Poor of Spirit Loving Servants to Heaven Within Going to have to Discern Wheat of Hope And Love Versus
Chaff of Fear And Hate In A Bible to Reach
Heaven Within Now

SMiles Just An
Both me And
my Sister Yes
Are Diagnosed
With Autism
Thanks For
It Positively
A Place
iN Singular
Focuses of
Science and
Art Paintings
On Sistine
Coming Complete
With No Restraint..:)

God Winks Basket
Complete Weaves
ThankS AGAiN Savvy
And God
as far
as i see at Least..:)

Love sees clearly
Cat with
Love is
Od human
Clothes new
WE Move Connect
Create Live FREE.:)

SMiLes Dear
FRiEnD at
Best i
Will always
Remain A Fond
Part of Your Soul
i cannot iMaGiNe
A Greater Gift
To Freely
Provide to
Of Nature
To be Part
Of Your Soul
Breathing as
You Do In my Soul too
In This Way as Long
As i Breathe Your Soul
Does too
Hehe just
Your influence🤑🥰

Beyond All Measure
Beyond Even Human
Abstract Constructed Words
And Other Symbols for iNFiNiTY
So How Will i ‘Say It’
Beyond All
And Time
For What Matters
Really Are Colors of
Love that No
Will Ever
Package and
Deliver Even
Close to What We
BReaTHE Free
This Breath
For Real for
What We Do
Connect And ‘See’
Thanks for the Inspiration
Savvy Dear FRiEnD Air Feels Clear Here..:)

Oh My God, My Closets Are So Full of Coat Hangers;
In Fact, Soon i may have to Build A Bigger House for
More Coat Hangers as T-Shirts With Cultural Memes, Themes
Are Running Out of Room to Hang As i do Enjoy the Zen Art
of Persona;
Yes, Human
Ego Ever Changing
Chameleon as i Dress
iNto Cultural TheMes MeMes
Practicing ‘Them’ NoW as Zen Art
Ego Changing Colors Each
And Yes Every Day i go out
NoW into the (my) World to
Give/Share my Chameleon
Colors of the (my) Zen Art
Ego Soul More With the (my)
Public Dance World Now and
True i do Wear these Different
Shirts on my Blog ReMeMBeRinG
WHere i’ve been in this Zen Art of
Persona Ego i Color Life And Others
in Flow it is no different Either as these
Letters and Words Become Zen Art of
T-Shirts i Wear too Ever Changing
Breathing Souls of Others
as i Go only Adding
to the Evolving
Soul of
Zen Art
of Human
Conditioning that
is so Less Boring
Than Just Paint and
Brush on one Canvas of
Life or oh my God RePReSSinG
All of my Humanity and Abstaining
From the Colors of Life That BRinG

BreadTH oF LoVinG iT ALL…

Why Do ‘We ‘Shop?

CoLoRinG our


Why do We
BreaTHE Shopping Soul Colors More…

But Of course, i score 100 Percent on the
Big 5 Personality Test for Openness and
Extroversion Close enough to Zero for
Neuroticism Only Conscientious
For What i am doing in
Laser Focus
Hell Yes Hell No
Hell Yes Heaven All..:)

Hi-5 PM, ‘You Go Girl’; Fill
Those Closets Up; Be Whatever Girl
You Wanna Be NoW; Smiles, i have that
“New York State” of Soul WHerever i Color Life New Now..

Yet End Is Only Begin As Curtain of Life RiSinG Newer


Now Oh How This Breath
Smells Tastes Hears Seeing Touch i LoVE NoW

Feeling Sensing IT ALL So Beautiful So Precious This Gift Free

HEhe, HAha, Sorry, if This Is Too Dramatic BUT NO i Don’t DO
5.5…Only 6 i Spiral i BReaTHE i AM Air Water

Earth Wind And Fire

Boogie Wonderland


is FoR Me at least…

You don’t Need Anything
‘Gloria’, You’ve Already Arrived, Hi-5!

i ‘was’ gonna Do Frank Sinatra’s, “i Did
it my Way”; but it felt too Selfish… so, i’m doing ‘Happy Feet’ instead…!

This is What is So Beautiful About Life! to Thee (me) In Terms of Coat Hangers LooKinG For A
Next Shirt; It’s Practically MaGiC NoW GreaTesT PoTenTiaL Changing OuR DancESonG iN Flow Free

Imagine my Surprise in Synchronicity, OMG For Real, As i Find the Song, ‘Boogie Wonderland’

From ‘Happy Feet’

And it Starts

Out with

‘i Did it My Way’

in ‘Another Language’…

Oh Lord, What You Will Do

At the End Beginning of A Song

When ‘God Winks’;
Play It again, ‘Sam’;
Works for me at least…

It’s interesting (to me) in the Post here, Where i lost
It Pressing Paste instead of A Copy Key Shortcut;
i talked then about before my Dead Zone Days for
66 Months; A Beginning of Sjogren’s Syndrome Before
my Eyes Quit Making Tears, Repressing my Emotions then
for So Long, 11 Years, dealing with Work Related Chronic to
Acute Stress As Really that’s a Big Part of Where Auto-immune Disorders
come from Repressing Our Souls For Who We Feel and Sense to Be Free
Expressing Ourselves
Freely Hiding
Part of
Our Nature
Is as Us; anyway,
Years before a diagnosis;
excruciating pain caused by
the Autoimmune Disorder Attacking
the Nerve Endings of my Feet; it was
Horrible but it had not arrived for Destruction
of my Trigeminal Nerve at that Point but it was
Working it’s way up as i got sensitive to looking
at Colors to the point i could only look at black and white TV
so strange; No Doctor can really explain how all of this
Soul Torture Stuff Really Happens When Hell or the
Other Side of Heaven Arrives; Perhaps, Kundalini
Rising too; All Metaphors Do Dream On in
Attempts to more fully understand our
InneR UNiVerses As Science is still
Lost on the Synergy of whatever
it is that makes the very
Essence of our
Exist; Anyway, i remember
Sitting in the Theater watching
‘Happy Feet’ in 2006; one of the
Last Motion Pictures the Pain in
my Eyes and Ears in that Trigeminal
Way Would Endure; it’s really amazing
that i went from there to Actually ‘Being
That Penguin’ in Metro Area Trump Town USA

THere IS A ‘Certain’ ‘Faith’ of
‘Chaos Magic’ in Life FLoWinG
NoW That Defies ALL ‘Normal’
Human Defined Concrete
Logic And Reason; More
i Travel in Flow Freer Now
‘God Yes’, More ‘God Follows’
me WHerever i Go this way;
i am a very Logical Person,
Traditionally, As Logic is Still
Defined; if i did not see This Happening
in ReaL TiME As i Dance and Sing NoW
i Wouldn’t Believe this ‘Boogie Wonderland’ is Real…
Thanks for an Avenue for me to see more of ‘God’ this way.. with SMiLes..:)

Kamala, Other Meanings
Of Name, Goddess Lakshmi
Lotus Flower in Hindu
Mythology has Pizzaz;
Specifically, What
Biden And
Pence is Missing;
In Other Words, if
Kamala were to Run Against
Pence She Would Kick his Butt
A Similar Way Obama So Full of Pizzaz
Butt, A True
Conservative Indeed;
Yes, Trump Has Pizzaz;
The Pizzaz of the “Older Newer Joker” Version off
of the Batman Series Of Movies transforming
‘Gotham’ into A Load of what His Pizzaz Is:
Snake Oil
in A Traveling
Show of CR8P
In Other Words, It’s A Same Old Story;
A Scared Little Boy Inside
And the World is
Him, so
He Must Bring
It Down With Him;
Spoiler Alert: ‘A Fall’ is Next
And Then An End on November The 3rd; No Surprise at All;
WiNter is Looking For A Fresher Breath than ‘Rotten Oranges’…

“A Person’s “Religion” Can Be Whatever They Worship,
Whether A Supreme Being, A Philosophy, Wealth,
A Political Movement, Or Even Another Person.”

Quoted For Truth Fnord; Only Way Now i ‘See’
in improving Your Quote is by Capitalizing
Each And Every Word As Symbol For Essence
Of How We Breathe AS Human Beings Indeed We
Bond And Bind Over Common Symbols For Essence
of What We Feel Within at Best We ‘Capitalize’ ‘All Symbols’

in Life

And Just
Make It All
LoVE DarK Thru LiGHT

iN Essence of Breathing Now

A Greatest Religion is LoVE NoW
Indeed Love is Inherent Worship
Love Never Requires External Worship
Love Never Fears Giving For Love Always
Gives And Shares Free Without Fear Now

Doing least Now
Harm consuming
Nature as the
Snake of
is Both
of ‘God’
Love’s Breath
But of CourSE
This is JusT my
Religion; my Religion
oF LoVinG iT ALL DarK Thru LiGHT NoW
i Love This Religion More Than to Call
it JusT A 3 Letter Word For This River
Love Flows Without CoNtainer Free Now
Obviously A Golden Chalice Without Love


Golden Chalice

A Most Difficult one
LeSSoN 291 Wind Never
Fears Leaves Fall Wind Returns
My Father Left before
i could Remember
My Mother Said
As A Child
i watched his
Every move
i worshipped
Him this Way
i Bought A Ring
Out of A Bubble
Gum machine
Standing in the Waves
At The Beach A Tiny little
Boy the Ring slipped off
Forever it Seemed then in
The Ocean.. I’ve come to realize
i was Heartbroken for that Ring
Was my Father Who Left who
Still lived and Never allowed
Me to Find
Him Freely
Smiles Dear
FRiEnD i Didn’t
Find that Ring until
i Found the FRiEnD Within
i am my Father my Mother
My Sister my Brother My
Lover The Willow the
River and Still
The Tall
Tree Some
Days Who
Still Refuses
To Bend With
The Wind here now
Most importantly
i am You
i understand
If You Go away
You never Leave
Within for You are
The Same FRiEnD
Within this makes
It easy for me to give
Without Fear for
i am
Of my own
Ring The FRiEnD
The Love Within (God)

i Am Fortunate Change
Is Real Tallest Solid Oak
Trees Fall in Hurricanes
For they Fail to
Willow Flows
Rivers Naturally
Bend With Least Resistance
i know How Difficult it is to
Be A Tall Solid Oak For
i have also Fallen too
From Highest to
Lowest With
No Ability
To Bend Meek
Inheriting Free
Where Is The
Enemy Always
Within Where is
The Friend Always
Or Not to Give
As A Willow A River
Always Lends the Wind
i’ve watched I’ve Watched
You fall I understand What
You are missing the Friend
This Friend You
Bend The River
The Willow Always Gives🌲
‘They’ Breathe
Of Addiction
Is a Most Difficult DiSEase
i understand Where You come From
i Lift You
Up When
You Fall
as You Like..🌲
i Am Wind With SMiLes🌊

‘When Two or Three
Of You Connect, “I Am”

Every Story Needs
A Hero Every Hero
Creates Their Own
Story Do More than
‘Krishna’ Greatest Respect
Be more
Of A Hero
Than Our
True Narcissism
Is Going No Farther
Stuck in
The Reflection
Of Someone Else
In A Pond A Frog Never
Changing into A Prince/
Princess… Never Waiting
Else’s ‘Kiss’..🧟‍♂️
Now to Be THeiR
Own King/Queen
SMiles… Krishna,
Buddha, Lao Tzu,
Yeshua, And So many
Of the
Color Our
Flower Differently
Color Our Flower
More this i Believe
Is A Lesson of
Rise More
Colorful this
Way As Rose🎨

Oldest Loves
Youngest Smiles
Move Both Ways
Out of Time Beyond Infinity🙏God Is Love🌹
i Don’t Have To Agree With An Opinion To Like IT
As All Human Does Is Opinion Coloring Life or Black And White

Angels And Demons
Often Come From the
Same Place Heaven
And Hell it’s True at 50
Each Morning When the
Mirror Faces My Wife it
Doesn’t Dare Suggest She
Is Not The Fairest of All Still
Her Grandmother Gave Her
Heaven’s Love Her Other Earliest
Memories of Hell Was Her Stepfather
Standing over Her
Bed With A Knife
A Thief Coming
Into Her Home
Climbing in
Bed With both
She And Her Sister
And No Food no Drink
Not even Any Water
For Stretches of
Life Yet still
There Was Heaven
The Love of Her Granny…
Of Course i was Attracted
To My Wife’s Flower the
Angel She is But i accept
Her Demon Her Thorns too..
Seen Fires of Youth too…
But You see Hell
Prepared Her to
Stand With me
In Hell as the
Shut-in i
Became From
47 To 53 With Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
The Worst Pain Known
To Humankind the
Suicide Disease
Worse than
Literal Crucifixion
No Drug Would Touch
Like A Dentist Drill in
My Right Eye And Ear
The only Relief very
Small Sleep
Plus 18 other
Life Threatening
In Synergy Illnesses
Losing the Feeling of
A Smile for 66 Months
Was the worst Pain
Of All Losing all
Emotions as
Memories are
Emotions And
Emotions are Memories
Hell With no reference
Point out not
Even a
Of the Feeling of
A Smile in Hell
Yet my Wife
Stood by
My side
In Hell
Was Strong
Enough to
See light at
The End of
The Tunnel
Heaven’s FLoWeR
Love eventually i Rose
From the Living Dead
And Breathed again
Indeed Flowers
Come From
Thorns Heaven
Comes From
Hell Light
Comes From
Dark my Wife had
Sympathy for the
Devil now you
Know who i
And What’s ‘my Name’
i am Not the only one
Almost every Woman
i’ve Met
From a Similar
Thorn indeed
The Sweetest
Flowers Angels
Polished By Fire…
They are Often attracted
To my Kindness my Smile
From Hell
Seeing Heaven Breathe…
Love my
Name is Love
It’s What A Devil
Loves Most
Cannot See in Hell…
My Wife Still Sees me..🙏😊

Up Late Again
From Late
Putting off
My Work-out
Just Sending
You Some Harry
Potter MaGiC
So You Won’t
Have Any More Fevers
🥵 🥵🥵🥵🥵🌊🌺

Dear Sohair
Love You
My Friend😁

Thanks Sohair
Sorry if i upset
You.. it just
Me of the
i encounter
In Spaces not
So Wide Open
For i surely know
i’m not Absurd
Just Funny.. Hehe☺️

SMiLes Dear Sohair
Many People Refers to the
People on the ‘Wrong Planet’
Who Do Tell me this is Absurd
When i visit there
i Easily
For my
Love is Complete
There is Nothing Missing
For God Lives Within
Requiring No
or Fears
As i do see God as Love
Love Never Requires
Worship or
For God
Is Far Above
Human Frailties..:)

When Love Breathes
Happy Everynow

SMiLes Dear Sohair
God Leads me
Within in
of Love
With No Words
At All God Breathes me…
Many People Believe this
Is Absurd But It’s Real enough for God..:)

Color of
Receiving Already
Paid Smiling Now
Well Within
Colors of Love’s
Waterfalls Breathing
Brush Paint Painting
Never Separating Art
Complete Touching Warmth..:)

i Don’t have
The Answer
But for for me
At Least A World
With No God of
Is A
To Love
Without Restraint
Stay Safe and

Worries Without Colors
Adding Colors Creates
A New Painting Seeing

Love is the Accountant
That Keeps Score of
Is the Love
is Receiving
Without Debt
SMiLes Sohair
People Tried to Convince me to go to Business
School to Make Lots of Money but i already
Understood What Only Counts in Life
From the
of my
Smile as i
Carry that Math with me..:)

SMiLes Young Friend
Ava My Words only
Reflect the Beauty
Of the Lines i Find
Thank You😊🙌🎶

Lovely Ruelha
i Will No Words
To improve on the
Beauty of This 🥀 🌹


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ONce uPoN A TiMe To Be
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Cute inspiring
Oldest Poetry
Butt Somewhere
Else With… SMiles…
Thanks For
🖼 Art🌊
LeSSoN 292
Evolving Beauty
Away From Fear🌊
Security Beauty’s Balance
You Are Beautiful Now
See This Live This You
In Balance Out of Fear
Works For
You i Support
With SMiLes🙌🌊
Ride The
Wave Rising
Falling Always Here
To Ride With You again
SMiLes setting myself Free Wild Again
Looking Within Finding Instinctual Ways
to Dance And Sing in Balance Of Flow on Top
of Life’s Wave IS
A Joy the Last
7 Years Escaping
What Cultural
Brings most
Now Fear
The Destroyer
Of Loving Life…
No Fear Brings Light
Room For Truth… Beauty’s
Wisdom Loving this Breath
Now… Thanks Yamini 🙌🌊😁
MeeK iNHeRiTinG EartH NoW Heaven Within If Love Is Not Enough One Is
Yet to Even ReAlly BreaTHE According to a Story at Least NoW
‘Good Cop JeSuS’ MeSSaGE NOT Life After Death
IT IS Not Dying When Living Breathing Love Now
For Real Is This Not Enough?
SMiLes.. i Believe Jesus’s
GReaTesT LeSSoN iS How
to Save Our Lives With
Love When We
Do So Much
Easier to
Help Other Folks
Off the Crosses
they Carry..:)
True Faith
iS How We
All Weave
Our Basket
With Hope’s
Love Thank
You Dear Savvy..🎶😁
Balance Is MaKinG Fearless Into Love Demon
Wings Angel Smiles 🔑 🔑 Keys To Balance Golden Ages
A Biggest Mistake Is Not to Understand Demons And Angels
Are The Same Being (God) Us
Personally, i’m concerned About
The “Living Dead” those without
An Autotelic Flow of Heaven Within;
Finding it Now With Ecstatic Experiences
of Frission Sublime Experiencing Beauty of Life;
This much
Even Science
Agrees is Real
of Heaven Now;
in Fact, from what i
see of Most Religions
And Their so-called ‘Holy
Trump Men’; Yes, indeed Science
Understands Heaven Better Than
Those ‘Trump Holy Men’ in Religions
Creating Hell on Earth And Heaven only
After A Dirt Nap For Real, hmm, Imagine
Life is Forevernow Alive what you Do with IT
Then Do
at least
Understands what
the Living Dead Truly
Lack in Life in Terms of
Heaven Within; so ironic,
So Delicious Heaven within
Eternally Now is Real all it takes
is when Two Feet Become one in
A Dance and Song of Life that is FRiEnDS
With Gravity in Balance Loving it all DarK Thru
LiGHT For Real
As the For Giving
Becomes the Thanks
Giving in Essence Reward
of Giving Love Unto LoVE iNCaRNaTE
WiTHiN For Real on the Path of ALWaYS
Forgiving Now but of course these words
Are Less than
the Feeling
And Sense
of Heaven Within;
in Fact, they are only
Dressing of Word Salad;
the Icing without the Cake,
for those who have yet to
Open Heaven’s Gate Within
Escaping the Illusions of Time
in Past and Future Distance Space
And Matter; Yes, simply escaping the
Neo Cortex in Autotelic Transient Hypo-Frontality Flow;
Just another Phrase for Be the Water, the Wave, the Ocean
Whole God
of Love
Within to
Give and
Share Free
Where least
Harm to the
Rest of Nature
Naturally flows
As Ocean Whole LoVE iNDeeD;
Yes, Verily THere is An AfterDeath
Living of Life; the Heaven Within
Eternally Now For Those Who Come
to the Water, Wave, and Ocean; And Do ‘that thing’…
Sadly, For Others it is a ‘Farthest Star’ they Reach Breathing now…
Some Folks ‘See’ A Faint Spark in Life; Others Feel Faint Sparks in Life;
Star Now For Real…
A Real Empirically
Measurable Heaven
For Real Within; But
Meh, those who Experience
it; Need no Proof of Heaven’s

Existence Within.

What i Find is Humans are More
Tuned into Fear; after all it is the
Human Condition to Consider Fears
First For Basic Survival; sadly, Humans
Create their own Illusory Fears and Miss
out on Heaven within that Most Animals
Without Words Experience Naturally as they
Follow their Innate Intuitive Instincts and Find Heaven within;
Sadly for Humans; It’s Like a Camel Passing through an eye of
A Needle; all The Human Cultural Clothes of illusory Fears that
make the only Possible Hope of Heaven into another illusion
and fear of forever burning into a Dirt Nap; Carrots And Sticks…
Buggs Bunny
Ain’t gonna be
Fooled By Elmer
Fudd Trump Popes…
These Rabbit Holes
Yes to Heaven Do
Exist For Real
Now For
Who discard
all the Illusory
Fears that Keep them
out of Heaven’s Gate
of Free Love LovinG iT aLL WiTHIN

Politics is the Art of Influencing
Human Emotions to Impact the
Decision Making Process of Reason
That ‘Enriches’ ‘The Agent’ of Politics;
Politics is Human
Nature As
is Same
Bonding and
Binding Over
Coming Symbols
Eliciting Emotions that
Glue Folks Together for Common
Aim in Meaning and Purpose to achieve the Aim.

Neuroscience Shows now that Humans are Not Rational Beings at Core.
Humans Experience Emotions First And Basically Hallucinate their Realities
Based on Realities They Manufacture out of Mind Before; Reasons We Create
As Symbols For Essence of Living that we ‘Think’ We Experience But Actually At Core Feelings Rule our Overall ‘Breath’.

This is why Politics Requires no Empirical Truth to Exist/Work; Move The Emotions First, Reasons Count Last…

Obviously, Trump and
Other Psychopathic Leaning
Folks Play Other Folks In Lies they
Create As they go along as they are
the Conductor and the ‘Minions’ Sing off whatever
Sheet of Music the Conductor Provides as Symphony oF iGnorance In deed.

How do We Lift the Veils of
Ignorance off of what is not
Rational; Clue, Where i Live,
75 Percent of the Folks Still
Support Trump; All the Evidence one
Really Needs to Understand Humans are Not that Rational…

And Yes, Loads of Folks Who are So-called College Educated
even Support this ‘Q-Anon’ Alex Jones Bull Cr8p in Pizza Parlors,
Accused of Having Basements of Pedophiles in Basements that never existed at all;

Yet they still
Believe they
Exist; in Case,
if You Wonder How
‘God’ Manages to Pull
‘A Dead Rabbit’ Living Still out of Hats;
Same Religion; Same Politics; Overall, Same Philosophy,
The Hairless Ape is ‘rational enough’ now to Destroy the
Only Home They Are Evolved to Breathe in Now that is Real.

It Just goes to Show
Now there is a
More Dangerous
Kind of Virus With a so-called Mind;

The Virus oF iGnorance; Emotions with Tools to Destroy;
Culture is the Virus; Naked Humans Without Cultural Tools
are Loving as Bonobos without the same Kind of Killing tools..

But of course
they have no
Words to Lie;
That’s A Problem,
to start off With As Words
make almost anything possible next;
Namely, Imaginative Lies, Death And
Destruction Nightmares at worst
But of course there is also
the ‘Big Bang Theory
TV Show’; That
Was Kinda fun;
Hot Water For Baths;
AC; Toilet Paper; Yes, some advantages
of Human ViRuS CuLTuRES inDeed too;
But on Balance as far as All Nature on
Earth, Considered, this ViRuS S88KS.

Nature, Overall, won’t allow
IT to exist Much Longer if it doesn’t
get its act back in Naked Balance; butt
the Figure Head of Dark is currently still on Top…

Perhaps, there is Hope as a ‘Goddess’ ArriveS; hehe..;)

“Quirky” The Essence of Eccentric and Creativity
Still Breathing Still Coming As George the Curious Monkey
Will Do across an entire lifespan Or a Feral Cat or any other
Being Who Explores in Zest For Living Breath Fully And Differently
In Novel Ways
That Stimulate
Our Brain And
Feel Good
With Bored Not
me Do it Differently
Always Never knowing
What Shape the Words make
until the End of the Breath of Words
coming for this go around in this Visit
for Now with the Quirky Eccentric and
Very Creative Human Being Who is open
Enough in Mind of New at Least to allow
me an avenue to lay down and spark my
Next Creative Quirky Eccentric Breath
Smiles it is fairly rare that i find anyone
Quirky Enough to allow my Level
of Eccentric to fully Breathe but
when i do it is rare enough
that i stay and always
come back and
never go
because someone
allows me to Breathe
and i can even imagine
Someone somewhere out
there is even listening to me
but if not of Course Autotelic
Flow i receive in the Journey
of Creative Art is intrinsic
Reward along with
‘Skin Orgasms’
of Frission
‘Body Electric’
From Head to Toe
As Nature Provides this
Gift to Humans who are Quirky Eccentric
And Creative as they will be the true saviors who
Come up with Solutions that none of the ones who ‘Sitters
Normal’ Never Rove to Do in Adventure More Nomads who
Move out of Deserts to Seed Star Flower Children Still Standing
From Supernova Explosions of Star Flower Star Dust Seed for real
as Science Shows this is who We aRe Some Stars are rather distant
and faint but some will never be missed for the Meteors they still Create
Against the Skies And Space Unknown For There Are Still New Frontiers to Color Now
Smiles.. my Wife Bought an Adult Coloring Book to Paint on Her Lazy Girl Chair i asked
if it was paint
by number
she said
no i am pleased…
It’s true in this Life
Sails Need Anchors too
Otherwise Quirk Will Ascend
RiSinG into Creativity Sailing Away
Never Returning Safe Harbor When Storms
Send Us too Far Out To Sea to Come Back
As One Egg i’ve already Been through the Humpty
Dumpty Dilemma Where All the ‘Kings Soldiers and Men’
Had no idea how to Put Together Back All the Pieces of my
Nautilus Egg Shell but i did the Smart thing i Married the Real
Egyptian Goddess Isis who didn’t need to Wear a Wig or Put on
Make-Up in the Morning the one who stayed around long enough
to help me put myself back together as it’s true in this Version of the
Story it was totally up to me to live or die and indeed it was a Huge Responsibility
to Live
is the
i Write
Now the
Quirky Version
From Osiris indeed
From the Underworld
to the Overworld again
to find the Farthest Star
And Ride it until i Fall on
‘Old Town Road’ Home Again
And Rise Again as all magic
stories do for real…
Steve Jobs
Soaked His
Feet in the
Company Restroom
Toilet Water to Rejuvenate
His Creativity at work he used
all the Tools at Hand and true i have
innumerable ways out of the box and quirkiest
of all to expand the Potential of my Human Creativity
but you see this is what creativity does what no one else
is willing to do to color the world new.. i didn’t even start to
be creative again after 13 Years-Old writing plays in school
and Winning Christmas Stories among 80 Children in Middle
School Homeroom Ways as the Toxic Patriarchy in School and
the Military took the Social Empathic Artistic Creative Part of my
Soul away wandering this Grey Scale Desert of Trump Town USA for 40 Years
it’s nice
to be
Who You
Are and Fully
Express the Gift
the Potential of this
Breath of Life Smiles
the Only Reason i Blog
A Cat-6 Hurricane of Winds
in Creativity continuing to Expand
the Chambers of this Nautilus Shell
of Creativity with More Doors to come
is just
i can and
will and this is the
Greatest Hope for the
Future is there are avenues
for Freedom this way for those
Born to Breathe this way Freer too..

You are still a very long way from
the age i even started doing this again
at 53 there is no limit with Human imagination
And Creativity No Measure not even the word Infinity
alone for when there is No Measure there is No limit
to Breathe for now at least.. Without Resistance Human
Hurricanes will surely Travel Longer on this Globe to Fully

their Winds
to even Cat-7 and beyond 9
True 6 is surely a Challenge for now with SMiLes
Keeps me in the Ecstasy of New Heaven Colors Now
Within Eternally at least.. it’s not like i am Hungry for Less…

This is 999 Words Total of free flowing Creativity in another
Blog Today that asked for a Testimonial on the ‘Supernatural’
of Life i also did a Supernormal Quirky Thingie in 3640 Words
in One Comment.. i’ve done over 8,000 before earlier this week
Compiling A Day’s Worth of Creativity together and it destroyed
the Formatting for what Word

Press will allow

i find limits

but i also

find other
ways to overcome
limits this is the Essence of Survival indeed
This is the value of the Quirky.. the Eccentric
And The Creative Individual Gift of Life…

if Science Ever Finds a way
to make Humans Normal
With A Pill or such as that

in Short

the Human Race
is Doomed for it is
the Quirkie of Humanity
That moves us Forward Still
out of Desert Storms Gray…


With no

Life Giving
Rain to Breathe
Free Still…. A


One Leg of A ‘Frednata’
Complete with One Song
Movement by VNV Nation
“Farthest Star”; “Illusion” and
“Suffer” By VNV Nation coming
to Complete As Theme Songs for this Frednata Next..:)


“As long as there’s breath,
there will always be HOPE
because nothing is pre-written
and nothing cannot be re-written!”

Quoted For Truth Dear FRiEnD Ruehla And Sister
From South India A Place of my Distant Ancestors
And Nigeria too No matter How Fair of Irish/French/
English/ German/Scandinavian ’23andme’ Skin And Green
to Blue eyes i am NoW iN FacT if We aRe to Read And BelieVE iN
‘John 14:12’ We Will Sing Greater Bibles
Dance Greater Dances than Jesus Ever
Had the Opportunity to do in His Dates
of Existence walking the Earth If We
Really Do Believe That God Is Love
And So Are We This Love This
God Is Complete Never
Requiring Worship as
A Narcissistic Personality Will…
Always Forgiving Never Torturing as a
Psychopath Will Do… And Never Fearing As a Timid
Soul Will Without The Faith THE LOVE THE GOD NoW
Required to Defend What They BeLiEVE iN This All Loving God Within
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD i was Born With Clear Green to Blue Changing Eyes
With Open Arms for Every Stranger According to my Mother Before i could Speak
at age 4… How Long of A Testimony About Love (God) Do You Wish for Verily i have
Already Written my Own Bible of Love a Longest Epic Long Form Free Verse Poem 8.4
MiLLioN Words in the History or Herstory of Humankind but i’m not looking for Any Copyrights
As God Is Love And Would Never Copyright Love and no.. i don’t look for anyone to maintain
My Personal Standards when it comes to How i See God This All Forgiving Living
Never Fearing Loving Force Within That Breathes Hope and Never Has to Look
For this Hope for i have Seen ‘the other side’ of Life and Understand that
Dark Brings Light and Hell Brings Heaven For What i Breathe Within
Now as Sight becomes Love, Faith, And Hope as one Force
of Seeing Fearless and Free.. Smiles It is impossible to
Offend the God i See as Love For Inherently now
This God is All Forgiving And Strong Enough
to Defend any slight.. This Faith This
Love This Hope inherent continues
to Evolve this way as Light out
of Dark.. Smiles i’ve Seen Enough
So Called ‘SuperNatural’ in Life that
it is Normal Now in Multiples of LoVE iNnumerable
to Count Each Day For Love is Beyond All Measure
Love is Beyond All So-Called Science… Science is always ignorant
As Reason is For What Will Never Be Measured This Love Living within
But Sure if You are looking for what will not ‘normally’ be explained i have
Many of these So-Called Supernatural Testimonies to relate but you’ll require
a bit of Background first to understand the Gravity of what Heaven and Hell is
for you See John 14:12 Doesn’t all Require Greater Light it is also part of
Withstanding Greater Hell in Dark.. For You See there was a Day that
My Own Mother so Bound to Old Books Afraid of Writing new that
she insisted that the Torture the Suffering i endured for 66 Months
From Wake to Sleep was not worse than Crucifixion for 3 Hours to
3 Days Until She Bought a Book on Crucifixion to Prove me
Wrong and as she unwrapped it and Opened the Book
And Started Reading She Proved me Correct when
She came to the Part that said Trigeminal
Neuralgia is the pain assessed as
Worse than Crucifixion but you
See That’s Type one only sporadic
i had type two always and forever for 66 Months
During Every Waking Hour that no drug would touch
how will i relate such a pain that makes a Migraine Feel
Like Heaven instead the closest thing i can imagine to relate
this pain in my right eye and ear from wake to sleep for 66 Months
Is a Dentist Drill without Novocaine indeed in My Right Eye and Ear
This Disease is named the Suicide Disease Where the Greatest Hope
is Death and one will Do anything in the World to Find this Blessing Death
but that was not all after Chronic to Acute Stress Government Work Related
for 11 Years i also developed Pain and Numb from 18 Other Disorders including
Sjogren’s Syndrome Where my Eyes quit making Tears almost intolerable pain in my
Feet as it attacked those Nerves too and very well may have attacked my Trigeminal
Nerve too as i began not to be able to Tolerate Colors First and then all i could look
At Was Black And White TV and then i became the Essence of Pain and Numb
Separated from all Emotions Even the Feeling of if i had ever experienced
a smile as emotions are memories and memories are emotions very
rarely will a Human Experience this and as my Psychiatrist related
it is often restricted to folks on the Autism Spectrum oh by the
way i couldn’t speak until 4 And was Later Diagnosed with
Asperger’s Syndrome at age 47 when the Doctors
Attempted to Diagnose the Source of my pain
and other disorders that took 2 Years
for them to even figure out and
So many Different Doctors
and Appointments to figure out
Dysautonomia was also a challenge
where my Autonomic Nervous System
no longer Synched my Heart Rate Pumping
With Blood Pressure to appropriately Get Blood to
My Head by this point ADHD, Fibromyalgia, Spinal Stenosis,
Severe Degenerative Arthritis, Severe Anxiety, PTSD, Mood
Lability, Severe Depression, Anhedonia, Coat Hanger Severe
Pain associated with Dysautonomia Additionally Around my Neck
And Shoulders Just Pain and Numb From Head to toe were all somewhat
of a Minor Convenience as i Just Could Not Sleep With All this Living Hell
Working Against the Breath of my Life as Every Breath was one i was not sure
i would be able to take next.. anyway in 2008 the Psychiatrist Gave me an Alpha
Blocker to Slow My Heart Rate and then much of this was not diagnosed i was
just a mystery to be solved by everyone who saw me.. like when i couldn’t speak
until age 4 yet still earned 3 College Degrees at the top of my class and endured
33 years of Work Retiring Early close to the top of the pay scales of Regular
Civilian Government Employment for the Military then.. anyway the Alpha
Blocker allowed the shallowest of ‘Card Board’ Sleep for about an
hour each night of the first 35 of 40 Days.. yes when you are
in Hell You count every day.. i just wanted to die.. or even
someone douse me with Flames and Set me on Fire
as Hell is the place of Heaven when real hell comes
to be within.. on the 35th day the Alpha Blocker no
Longer Worked.. the last 5 of 40 Days with no Sleep
Every day Asking God if it can get worse and it did
until one Second Was A Thousand Years in Hell
as this place is all time and absolutely no
connection to Love (God) You ask
to die you only Love to Die
There is no place but
to reach out for
death so
i found the
Keys somehow after
not even being able to make
it to a shower someplace i found
the Strength to get in my SUV and
Crash myself into a Tree but i always followed
the Rules in Life i couldn’t find ‘the lie’ within to speed
so i found a bridge to jump off of it’s true the record for no
sleep at all is 11 Days, 264 Hours, i didn’t break that record
but it’s true i wasn’t thinking straight enough to know if i had
Jumped off that Bridge the folks in the Boats below would have
probably risked their life to save me instead miraculously my Sister
found me at the bottom of that bridge coming through a red light i
got in her car and still wanted to stop at a River Boardwalk to Jump
off in the Shallow end and Force myself to Drown to Escape the Dentist
Drill in my Right Eye and Ear and everything else that was Damned about me then..
So She Drove Down a Country Road faster at 80 MPH not afraid to break the speed
limit and not afraid to die for she said she couldn’t live without a brother you see she
later was diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome too with that disorder and additionally being
A smiling Child Androgynous both me and her.. the Children Are not kind particularly kind
if You have problems speaking too even if somehow you find a way to still Make Straight
A’s they told both of us we didn’t deserve to exist… one comes to value people who
accept you this way… one comes to get very Angry seeing others get bullied
once one becomes stronger than the rest as i do Leg Press up to 1520
Pounds, 8 reps; fast forwarding to now in Heaven Within the Place of
God Within the Place of All Love Where Love is all Forgiving With No
Fear.. Never Requiring External Worship But Love Will Be Provoked
when any other part of Nature is being Harmed but you see
Jesus as far as the story goes was Aramaic
and only Had Oral Tradition to Speak..

i have a Pen.. i have a Page
indeed A Word Love
When Real
is more
Powerful than
the Sword or Cords
Changed into Whips
to Drive Folks Physically
Out of A Temple that is no longer
A Cost and Price of Love in other
Words the Actual Action of Love in Doing
So Anyway Back From the Future in that Car
on that Country Road in Spring of 2008 Close then
to Easter that Year i told my Sister NO.. i was terrified
of Doctors as i always knew i was different and i didn’t know why
As i was afraid of what they might do to me as they too would see
me different not deserving to exist too.. Life is different when folks
tell you.. you don’t deserve to be you.. life is hard that way as it is up to You
to continue to exist.. i asked my Mother why did i have to do this too her
reply was why not after all ‘Jesus had it worse than You’ so i went to the
Hospital they Put me down they put me away for 3 days as they do in Florida
for People who become suicidal.. i was smart enough to talk them into letting
me go.. Yet i remained Suicidal for the Next two years… i had no idea how long
Hell would last but i lived for my Wife as at least she needed the financial support
that My Life still brought to her.. true.. i didn’t have anything else to offer her but for her
to take care of me and she did.. true is the Wife who stands by their Spouse in Hell
and it’s worth remembering that folks didn’t BeliVE iN Jesus for His teaching
during his day of Life yet for a very Few Women Named Mary standing by
his side… it’s worth noting to me at least that my Sister’s Name is Marie
which means close to God a Derivative of Michael as Male
Angel Names Go.. Helen… my Mother’s Name that means
Light and My Wife Katrina that Means Pure Nice names
for the ones remaining who stood by my side.. what
Faith is it what Love is it what Hope is it that
Only Believes in Love (God) if someone
Actually Physically comes
back to life from the
dead isn’t It Enough of a Miracle
That We actually Come Out of Hell
Out of Dark Out of Death Living isn’t It enough When
We Die Living in a place of total disconnection From Love
that We do come to see as the Faith of God All Hope Faith Love
Breathing Within that this Miracle of Breath is
Real if not it’s true whoever i am speaking to
has not been where i’ve been… it’s true whoever i
am speaking to..i have not been where they have
been… but it is also true that i would Never Wish Anyone to
have to Become A Real Devil in Hell to Understand what the
Miracle of Love as God within is.. For You understand For i
understand why Jesus forgave the Thief on the Cross Beside
him for he Understood Where Love is Love is in For Giving Thanks
Thank Giving is all the Receiving This Love Is NoW.. But Yes if the Miracle
of Love is not enough i have a few Life Events that most folks will consider
Supernatural too that might even send Spiritual Shivers Up One’s Spine
And all around One’s Skin and Even Spiritual Tears if one is affected by Divine
‘Frission’ in Creative Holy Spirit this way as not all folks achieve this Spiritual Ecstasy
this Holy Creative Spirit of Beauty within sadly even Science Shows that Folks who
are Not Open Minded, Bodied, SouLeD Miss out on this Divine Part of Life so then
in 2010.. i put a Metal Chain in my Bicycle Basket as i had regained the Strength to
ride a bike still experiencing all the Pain/Numb Shut-in my Home for only Brief Solo events
like that.. it wasn’t that i had ever hated life before.. i had experienced Severe Depression
in College over a Year like many folks do at that age determining who they are and
desperately trying to make connections with others when all is study and work
too as in my case i had to work 3 part time jobs at once to get through on
Peanut Butter Sandwiches too.. but this was different in 2008 it was
About always if i could make it until the next second the Metal
Chain was an insurance policy of sorts as truly there are
some parts of life so much worse than death my
feeling that was no feeling at all then
Logically find a Tree off a Country
Road Far enough away where
the only thing that would find me
is Vultures Hanging from a Tree
my life would have some purpose then
for the Vultures to have something to eat that day
but it’s true watering a plant serves the same purpose
Life.. something i understood only later my FRiEnD.. my
Wife Had Never Named this Road in our Marriage the Next
morning she awoke.. and said she had the strangest dream…
She and Her Deceased Granny Were Hanging Christmas Tree
Ornaments on a Tree off the Same Road she named for the first time
then in our Marriage of course i could never tell anyone i was suicidal
as they would put me away again.. and no one understood what i was going
through then as they were just finally starting to diagnose me with the Illnesses
i had then.. some folks said ‘Pull your Bootstraps up’ ‘You Look Normal’ but you
See they couldn’t
see the Nails
in my Right
Eye And Ear…
What i could understand
without any Hope, Faith,
Or Love then as far as the Feelings
go that Drive us forward Within is that
being a Very Logical Person that People called
the Valuable Commodity at Work and Even ‘Superman’
by Peers in College when i was earning 3 Degrees working
3 Part-Time Jobs then.. same at work toward the end by Peers
when picking up a ‘zillion collateral duties’ then with never the ability
to say no.. true.. people likened my Mind to a Computer without error too..
i understood That this Faith, That this Hope, That this Love, That This God
Was Telling me to stay with no ifs, ands, or buts to come So i Stayed for the
Rest of the 66 Months of Pain and Numb.. so i stayed with the Chain Still in
my Bicycle Basket then.. so i stayed.. so i stayed.. until Thanks Giving
Day of 2010, November 25th.. somehow someway i turned the Light
on my Computer Screen all the way down my eyesight so
Poor a few inches from my Screen and wrote my first
Word on a Website named “The Wrong Planet” A
Place for the ‘Unwanted toys of Humankind’
Specifically a Place for People Neurodiverse
Particularly with Asperger’s Syndrome a place
Where polls informally done Show IQ Ranging
from 140 to 160 but sadly often Missing the Spark
of Love Within that Drives us As Faith And Hope
Will Forward So Much More As Love All For Giving
Thanks Giving as the Giving is the Gift of Love We aRe
One word a Mountain of Pain One word to take my Mind off
the Pain 4 Million or So More Words until one day a Spark at the
End of February 2013 came the Holy Creative Spirit Faintly Felt
But Coming to Light Within me again.. really ever since 40 Years before
At 13 Years-Old As Toxic Patriarchy where i Live drove it out of me as where i
lived then Boys where not even allowed to Smile at the City Park or Middle School
Halls without a Threat of Violence against them then as they believed in Onward
Christian Boy Toy Soldiers More than Lovers Of PuRE LiGHT A Smile Upon An Angel’s Face…
the ‘Wrong Planet’ Was a Very Dark Place too with so little Love Living of God Within so were
the associated communities too.. i was not like them.. i was an empath with open arms
to Strangers that only Bullies would take away indeed in the Name of God too not
A God i felt and sensed for real within The God of Love ‘i am’ that Sees And Does
Love from Within.. i found a FRiEnD in A Book A New Testament Who Related
Love the Way i saw it as a Child that Hero Jesus the Good Cop Part at
The Cross with the Two Mary’s with His Teachings is enough for me
then to feel like
i had a FRiEnD
at least a Story
who understood and
was more like me than
those Boys who went to ‘that’ Church…
Smiles my FRiEnD Words of Logic in Discussion
on a ‘Planet for Brainiacs’ Turned into Art of HeART
i begin to Sing More Than Speak Words Separated
Turned into Rivers of Poetry as Streams of Love
continued to Connect as an Ocean of Love
that has become the ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’
indeed 8.4 MiLLioN Words on 8.18.2020
Anniversary Day of 7 Years.. 84 Months with Monthly
100,000 Words of Free Verse Poetry coming Straight
from the Holy Creative Spirit within me as i pre-plan
none of these Words or Shapes they come Deeper than
Deep is from Within in other Words a Love the Faith
The Hope of God the Flame within that will not be put
out beyond all words beyond all forms the Essence of
who i Believe we all are God and the Message without Any
External Worship without Fear the all Forgiving Love that Jesus
Attempted to Bring to the World in that 2K Year-Old-Living Story that other
Folks have put together yet still the ‘Good Cop’ Jesus Remains in that story
Now for Folks Who See Life from a Lens of Faith that is both Hope and Love
Within This God that Remains so True in Light the Wisdom of Love’s Beauty
Breathing in Us Where Meek is Strong for Meek Always Forgives with least Harm
For Meek Always Gives as Giving is the Receiving For Meek Breathes and Is Love
And Inherits the Art oF EartH Within Love that otherwise is Fear/Hate and Disconnection From
Love (GoD) Now
A Place NoW
Where God
And Love is
No Different
The Love Now
WHere We See
All of Existence Now
Different as the Same
Love Dark thru Light as We
Come to Color our Existence
Greater And Others too Yes God Love
Now the Rest of Nature in Balance With
Colors of Love Never Seen Before Still to Come Again
New Colors Still to come as Heaven Breathes Now Within
For Giving Thanks Giving This Love This Breath Now
Smiles on July 19, 2013 a Month before i started the
“SonG oF mY SoUL” Poem standing on a Beach
As Sugar White Sands Emerald Green Waves
Swaying Sea Oats The Wind The Breeze
Seagull Wings Spiraling Sun All became
me again then this Love Within all the
Pain and Numb Melted away
And then i started to
Dance in Public
everywhere i
go i wasn’t
Looking to
be Famous or
called a Legend
but those words from
others in the ‘Public Audience’
Came to my Ears for the Duration
of 13,544 Miles of Dance in the Same
7 Years Now too.. for i understand the
Value of Heaven is the SMiLe i could not
Feel in Hell and more than the Stars that i count
in the Night Skies For Giving Thanks Giving i have
Brought to others Now this is the Real Miracle of Life one



Perhaps only a Veteran
of Hell Will fully understand
the Miracle A smile Really is
the SuperNatural of Life beyond
Measure that Love is in terms of
Logical Reason this Gift this Breath of Life Now

In Essence
God Is Love

This SMiLE
Beyond iNFiNiTY

The Fact that We
Exist is the Greatest Miracle of All

Smiles my FRiEnD not many People
Ask Fewer People Listen You asked and i still don’t say no….

i consider myself a Good Cop Jesus Christian and also
consider myself an Alltheist as i see no Part of Existence

Separated from God

in other words
i see though the
Lens of God Within this Sight This Love i Breathe for Real
This Miracle is beyond all words beyond Supernatural indeed..:)

This Concludes this ‘Frednata’ of 6240 Words Lots of Folks Inspired
These Words on 8.13.2020 And this Last Part was a nice Birthday Gift to
Read to my Sister and Wife As We Were Walking Around
The Neighborhood Block for about a Mile it took
to read it.. true they had already Traveled
through Hell with me.. my Mother
Has Passed away as she fell
to Her Death Bed on
Valentine’s Day of 2017
Living with no Drink or Food
For 8 Days as the Doctor said
Normally it only takes 3 Days to
Go ‘Naturally’ that way per her wishes
as sadly we Provide our Dogs and Cats
a More Peaceful way of going away than
Starving to Death without a Drop of Water to Drink..
And true the Catholic Church would also Love to make
the United States A Third World Country and Not only
Take Effective Contraception for Family Planning away
but also return us to the maiming and killing and More
Suffering for all Who Are concerned in Back Alley
Coat Hanger Abortions again.. There is Love
And there is Real Intelligent SMaRT LoVE iN
Truths’s Light Wisdom’s Beauty Doing
Least Harm Yes there is God
in a Book and THere is Real
Love Breathing Within
Personally i Believe
in the Breathing
God of Love
Within the God
Who Does Least
Harm For Giving
Thanks Giving This God Breathing
Within More than Just a Word the
All Giving Positive Fearless Love
Without Fear True some days A Lion
of Love Bares its Teeth And Claws of Pen and Roars too…


My Best Friend in High School Lynn
me and Her Tied at 11 Out of 381 then
in Senior Class Scholastic Rank in 1978
And It’s Not Like We Ever Copied
Each Other’s Homework either
The Synchronicities continue…
We Both had a 3.81 GPA too…

Unlimited ways to Count Grace
of Blessings in Life Unlimited Ways
To See Blessings in Life Unlimited
BLiSSinGS of Breath Creating
Within For This
is the Dream
We Create
All of Life iN Fruition
Breathing LoVE Now
Water Wave Ocean
Thru LiGHT
FeeLinG SeeinG A Way

Hopefully THeRE Will Only
Be ‘One’ This Century too…

Pandemics Give Us an Opportunity to
Reflect Where We’ve Been Where We

Are Still Going…

Now i Can And Will Dance And
Sing And even Prove i really lived…
Just to Be Free As A Bird on A Wing…

Lynn Was at the 20th Reunion She said
She came to See me but i was too intoxicated
to know what to say so introverted then…

Trust me or Not i was the Only Sober Life
of the Party yet i had to Drink Heavily to get
the Nerve up to go to the 20th Reunion

It’s True i gained 70 Pounds for the Class
Reunion at 240 No one Threatened me for
Smiling or Dancing didn’t get a chance to Sing

‘He Said He couldn’t Understand Why i was everyone’s
(Lynn’s) Favorite Person (Ladies and Gentlemen and Fred)
He Club Welcomed me In 9th Grade The Senior Who Had
a Crush on Lynn and the President of Our Nerd Beta Club
told me He Just couldn’t Understand… Lynn Said She Would
Remember me on Graduation Day With Andrew Gold’s Song
“Thank You For Being A Friend” Truly i had some Friends

i really Wanted to See my FRiEnD Lynn at the 2018
40th High School Reunion but at Least Her 3 Best
Friends Showed Up With me… Rain, Sleet, or Snow,
Mailman of SMiLes Never Wants to Stop in ‘A Real World’
Either But Yes Sh8t Happens You Make Due As Avatar

Good Feeling That You
Brought Some Smiles in the
World When You Managed Not
to Jump off a Bridge to escape ‘the Suicide Disease’

Roach Motel
In Deed Rolling
Over As We
Wind From

Zombie 🧟‍♂️ 🧟‍♀️
Trump Comb Over🤮

Leaves 🍁 Branches
Trees 🌳 Trees
Within Us Fall too🌲

As Above So Below
Resistance Training
Brings Strength
For We
Are Born
For only Intermittent
Gratification Most Rewarding
As The Struggle Becomes the Win
And the
Becomes the
Lesson Now to
Expand Human
Potential More
Indeed Defeats
Doorways to LiGHT..:)

‘Wisdom Speaks’
This Echos the
Sentiment of
Our Friend
mY FRiEnD..:)

How Beautiful It is to
See Sunset of
Beach Without
in Sand
How Beautiful it is
Just to BE A Naked Beach

You Have a Real Gift
Of Holy Creative
Spirit Flow to
Give my
Now Ruelha
is never live life
too Busy to Share
This Gift How Precious
it is When Spirit of Love Speaks
‘DoVE’ iNdeed my FRiEnD ‘As
Above so Below’ Whole Love
‘As Above So Below’ Actually
Comes by the way of
Oldest Non-Cannon
Words in the
Oldest Gospels of
Thomas Attributed
to Jesus uncovered
in Records not edited for
Centuries after by others
And Really all it means is the
Same Metaphor that God is
Alpha Thru Omega All Beyond
All Names As you Will
Find God as we
Split a Cord
of Wood
in Two Pieces as more
Words Paraphrased
From that Same
Beautiful Gospel
That Doesn’t Hide
God’s Love Anywhere
in Existence Now to See
Yes.. Love IS A Beautiful Gift
Love is the Essence of Worship
And always For Giving Thank Giving
When We Truly See All in Existence God Is Love
But of course it is more than Seeing Hearing with
Eyes and Ears indeed the Vision of the Holy Creative Spirit Within
The Breath of
God the
The Creator
of What Love Is Love

So inspired
By Your Free
Verses Poetry
NoW iN
Of Breath
Ocean Dances
Sings Free ‘i am’
‘Funny’ How Humans
Projecting Human
Frailties Like
Of Requiring
Worship From
Others As Trump
Does Attempting to
Fill and Feel Up The
Emptiness Within That
Is Devoid of Love Complete
Psychopaths the Same As
Trump Who Attempts
To Void The
Freedom to
Vote By
Mail For
Those Otherwise
Vulnerable Risking
Their Life to Vote in
Person as His Sick
Psychopathy Finds
Diseased Joy of others
He Cares not
For Dying
On 5th
By The Jim
Jones Kool
Aid Trigger He
Continues To Pull
In Fully Automatic
Way of Pandemic
Failures From
And Or Minion Souls
continuing To Slowly
Suffocate Souls Devoid
Of the
Of Love Is it
Any Wonder
Project These
Frailties on The
Rest of (GoD) Nature
Of Course Not As Trump
Authors in Forests of Facepalms
Paint God’s (Nature’s) Face in a
Book Practiced
NoW As
A Zombie
Eating the
Rest of
Nature on
Our Earth
Indeed the Arming
Of Karma As We Digest
Our own Face of (God)
More Than
Giving in God’s
Love (Nature) Balance
The Bible IS A Book to
Serve Human as Practiced
Now indeed a Recipe Book
To Cook Us
In Hell
Love This
Is Same Support
For ‘Trump God’
Of the ‘Old Patriarchal
Toxic Human Testament’
The Viral Trump God Indeed
With All Minions Marching
By one
For the
Cup of
By True Love
Caring For anyone
Now But The Trump
God’s ‘Colors’ Still 🤢 YUCK

SMiLes Dear
Sohair i also
Live A Life
Of Expectations
From Target Audiences
This Way i get to Be
Loving Free
Vacation Stay
LovinG iT All
Light i Remain
Eternally Now
Makes the
Giving Wind
Wind Never
Expects to Be
Spirit is

God Is Love
Older Now
i Grow
i Become to
This is Truly
Truth NoW iN
LiGHT i ‘See’
All Who ‘See’
Love See God
In All Mirrors
Same Love🌊🎶🙏

God The
Divine With SMiLes☺️🙏

Original Style
Precludes Concern
Of Target Audiences
In Short
Is Loving
What Is…
In Layman’s
Terms Giving No F’s
Where Others only
Reflect Fashions oF Old
True in this World Where
The God of Money
And Book
Rule Generally
The Pages Must
Be Financially Independent
For Rich
Are No Slave
To That Green
God of Orange Trumps
More Specifically Dead
Rotting Oranges 🍊 🧟‍♂️ 🧟‍♀️

Aww SMiLes
My Angel
Now too
Give To me
Your Happy SMiLes

Ocean Greatest
Free Verse Poet
Only New Waves
Copyright No Worries🌊🎶

There Are Two Arts
In Life
Giver Smiles
Last Always First🌲🎨

All my Pleasure too
Yamini Thank You
There Are Two Arts
In Life
Giver Smiles
Last Always First🌲🎨
There is A Pandemic
Of Poetry on Word Press
This is A Hot Spot to Visit🙌

FRiEnDS With
Gravity Lifelong
Art Balance Sees🌊🎶

For the
Poetry Reflecting
What i See FRiEnD🙌🌊🎶

Bless Your Vacation
From Blogging
Peace to all
Your Living
Dear Sohair With
SMiLes Safe in Balance🌊🎶😊

Seeing Our
Words Beyond
Our Covers Now
Breathing Our Souls
With SMiLes
Of Courage
And Kindness Touching
Reaching Out Finding🎶🙌

Dark Then Light
Then Dance Then
Song Yes Poetry
Dancing Singing
Seeing We aRe
Star FLoWeRS
Seeds Resurrecting
Every Now Still From
Crucible Fire of Super
Nova Explosions Gaseous
Star Dust Flower Seed
We aRe All Parts
Synergy of
Love We aRe
Nataraja Shiva
Dancing Singing All
DarK Thru
SMiLinG Beyond
NoW Miracle Love Sees🎨

Overcoming Inertia
Balance Breathing Free
FRiEnDS With Gravity🌊😁

Micchami Dukkadam
FRiEnDS With All
Creatures asking
Forgiveness for all
Transgressions i remember
You Celebrating This Jain
Tradition wonderful it Will
Be indeed if We All Respect
A Balance in Loving all
This Way
Happy This Day
And i ask forgiveness
For Anything I’ve ever
Done to make You 😢
Sad 🌊🌊🙏🙏🌊🌊🙏

Humans have Basic Needs
Arising From Below to Above
Like Chakra’s My FRiEnD
Security of Grounding
Yes a Comfortable
Safe Secure
Material Life
of Subsistence
Needs fully met
And even before
that of course there
is Lust as Lust Ebbs and Flows
Across the Lifetime Necessary
for Overall Human Life Satisfaction
So Many Necessary Human Neurohormones
And Neurochemicals to Bond With too Moving
Up i’m not going by Numbers or Pyramids of
Before for there is HeART that is not afraid to
Be Open to Discuss all of one’s Darkest
And Hopeful Emotions with never
Being Afraid of Being Rejected
for who one is deepest
within and of course
the Deep Affectionate
Bonding that comes understanding
You are accepted for all You are
for all You are Not and all You still
Have Never Ending Potential to Be
And of course We are Rational Order
Making Creatures Making the Cosmos
We LiVE iN A Place We Will Predict so
We Share What We Learn Mutually and
Consensually to Create continuing Order
of Cosmos Out of the True Chaos Magic Existence
is for the Miracle of the Essence of Every Breath Colored by Love
as True We don’t leave out ART for ART makes heART complete for the
Mind that is
in only
As Stimulation
Now Will Wither
Away Leaving Social
Empathic Artistic Cognition
of HeART as Chaff of True
Wheat As all that is left NOT to FEEL
NOT to Wonder not to Envelope as
the Sublime Beauty of All Existence
Now as We MoVE iNto the Spiritual Realm
Beyond all the Achievements for Fufillment
in Life Below; True, There is no Particular Order
to Bring this Bliss Whole to each and every Human
Multi-Verse of God Eyes as We View Life Differently;
SMiLes, Dear Friend, We Must All Become Our Soul
Mate First; Will i find all these Treasures in just one other
Human Being; Yes, i will, the FRiEnD i Find in me where all
is left is to Give; what You are Describing is all the Benefits
of An Arranged Marriage; Marrying someone who Provides
A Comfortable External Life in Security at least without
Emotional And Intellectual Fulfillment with by the way
Without Emotional Fulfillment forget about Fulfilling
Our Nature of Lust for a Healthy Woman is
beyond the
Base Nature
of a Dog in Heat
And at Best Men too..
hehe.. let’s Not make this
too Serious and you didn’t mention
Humor what is life without a Laugh
no Real Joy and Honestly my FRiEnD
any of the Above is a larger challenge
for any Woman now can imagine who
is naive Now for How Men’s Souls Develop yes as Science
Shows 98 Percent feeding themselves on a Steady
Diet of Porn it’s the truth don’t let anyone Lie to you
about it and don’t lie to Yourself either and it doesn’t
Even Matter for We already Understand from Cultures
Where Marriages are Bought and Sold for Convenience
that Socio-Economic Security is all that counts as the Men
Have their Lives of Business Holding hands together and
the Women Slave the rest of their life in Service of Creating
Children Keeping a Home in Order and quite frankly that is
Enough to keep some Women Happy as that is all they ever
Expected/Wanted from Life; Will you Be Happy doing this as i understand
You as You are to be Now; quite frankly this is all Katrina Cares to do; the Baby part
didn’t happen to last but dedicating her Life totally to taking of care of one person
me is all that she needs to be fulfilled and yes she loves to Watch TV too…
i am not complaining
but part of me
would love
to see
Her wings and Fly;
Are You A Sail or an
Anchor; A question you
(as i’ve seen You Sail Free to Foreign
Lands) must ask to answer this question
for Yourself; Are You a Dreamer; Do
You Want to Forge Your Own path
in life or will Holding someone else
Who may Be A Sail in Safe Harbor
or even another Anchor Be Enough
to make You Feel Like Life is Worth Living…
Smiles Dear FRiEnD.. truly ask yourself are
You an anchor or a sail for me at least i will tell you
this i can go without Sex with A Spouse if they are not
comfortable with that; i can go without Intellectual Fulfillment;
Who is gonna really give a Crap about what i am interested in
anyway as i am interested in Doing What has never Been Done Before
But Katrina
wants to
see Trump
Gone that much
We have in common
to discuss but it’s true
Whenever i come into my
home after i have been away
from her that is extremely rare
in this Covid-19-Environment there
is Always Warmth that i have always
been Able to Depend on when i am
Emotionally Healthy at Least; it doesn’t
even require any touch, any word of affirmation,
any material gift, any act of service, but it’s true it is
Quality Time Eternally Now Without Words it is warmth Beyond all
Distance, Time, and Space for Nothing Else Matters in Life but this Feeling of
Love; without this Emotional Fullment i can’t imagine what the Word Marriage means




Where the Money
Earns Interest Reliably
But the HeART is Poor and
Wilting as Only Thorns of Flowers More..

But See, You are not me; and in fact i believe
You are more of a Sail and i am more of an
Anchor in many Ways Deep down.. it really
doesn’t take much for me to be happy;
i generate that all from within anyway
but a Cold Wife Would Make Life
Miserable; i’ve already had
‘Girl Friends’ Like that
Before; i have a good
Memory You Know;
You asked me this Question
Before when you were in Love
with someone who wasn’t in Love
with You but as you expressed then
Emotional Comfort Wasn’t necessarily
what you were looking for in Life; you wanted
to be Intellectually Challenged; someone to support
You and drive You to Become a Better Version of You
like marrying a Life Coach; hmm, hehe i try to do that
For Katrina but she gets really Pissed off as she doesn’t
want any help from anyone Just a listening ear.. she doesn’t
want me in Her Kitchen as she believes she does all the House
Work Better than me and she does and yes she is a Sail this way too
for it’s
We aRe ALL
Boats my FRiEnD
With Anchors and Sails
in my opinion You are Still
Working on Your Boat; it is
Very Helpful to be totally
Happy with Yourself
before you
Attempt to
make someone else
Happy; does life work-out
this way; very rarely indeed;
Life is an Art; Love is An Art
All Is Art at core but truly generally
Speaking 99 Percent of Common Sense
Dictates if you don’t want to be Happy unless
you are some kind of Superwoman who generates
all Her Happiness within find someone to Marry who
Neither Provides Intellectual or Emotional Fulfillment

It’s true

You could

Marry a House

You could Marry a Bank

Account You could marry

A Job as in many ways the

Overwhelming Majority of Folks

Must do to Even Survive with

Happiness Rating somewhere

in Retirement Years Perhaps

if that ever happens at

all.. this is what i did

day and night


Decades in and
Out i survived that’s
all i did survive; Smiles Dear
FRiEnD, more than anything i wanna See
You Happy and Smiling More than anything
i wanna see You Happy with You more than
anything i hope You Find someone who Brings
You Warmth for i promise you this; this is what
‘Normal Healthy’ Human Beings Miss the Most
When any of their Loved one’s take their Last
Breath; Find the Loved one Who Will Hurt so much to lose..
Find the Loved one who is always worth keeping as the HeART

that Breathes within

Smiles my FRiEnD;
i’ve faced Death 3 times
in my Life Where i thought
i was going for sure; i understood
the Mistakes i made in the Last Decades
Before Facing the End then; i understood
what was missing; i found that warmth again;
i was able to give and receive that from my Loved
ones again; This Breath of Love is the Most Important Gift i ‘see’…

But it’s true
i cannot speak
for You all i can do
is Pour out all of my
HeART SPiRit and MiND
to You in Soul Whole Just to Color the
Petals of Your Flower Still Evolving a tiny bit…

From my View Hell No

No Damned Way

As Far As Emotional
Warmth in Fullfilment Stays;

From Your View, Perhaps
Different; but i can’t imagine
You Being Happy without Intellectual
Fulfilment at least for Yes that is what
You’ve already described You wanted most in the past…

It’s Understandable; You’ve Been a High achiever all Your
Life this way; Your Credentials are Superb for someone
Your Age this way; Does this make You Feel Better inside than a Hug..
When i tell you, i most definitely, sincerely, see Your accomplishments this way as Superb…

Smiles Dear
FRiEnD; the Truth is
Your Culture Demands
too Much From Folks to
Be Happy, overall; in
Fact, i haven’t
found a
Culture that
does not; so many
moving parts; so many
moving complicated parts
away from the one focus that
We aRe Evolved to do in Life; Cooperate
Hold Hands Work, Dance And Sing Together Alive…

Who Would You Be without all Your Credentials…

Who Would You Be Without Your Truly Impressive Job too…

Who Would You Be Without Your Name; Who Would You

Be Without Any Clothes at all; Smiles Dear Friend what i found

is before i was


at all

For i was

No longer Love;

Now there is nothing

Left to do but Give.. my God

You have so many Years Ahead

and i realize if i could give you a pill

for the Happiness of Heaven i always feel

Within it truly wouldn’t make You Happy

As the Only Way We Breathe is to Actually Breathe

i only hope you gain some gift from all these words i gift to you..

As Always a Happy Smile is enough i am really gonna miss the

Challenge of Making You Happy When Life becomes too busy

but i will be happiest of all if you find Your Own Happiness

without this

FRiEnD at

Your Side each

and every day

what i find truly sad

is How my other Friends

Who Got Married have expressed

the same sadness before they got married;

i think A lesson here is most definitely make Yourself

Happy first it’s worth the wait but of course when it
comes to Survival we do what we have to do and it isn’t always happy at all…


Just Breathing..:)

You Know what i have
Learned Most by Being a Part
of Your Life; understanding Just
How Fortunate i have been to find
this Warmth that is the Same When
i met Katrina Over 31 years ago;
i remember long ago
You said being happy
and married should
be feeling the
Same Warmth
if Your Spouse gets
Old and Loses all their
Teeth; i feel deep down
that is who You still are
but i do believe as with
me Culture takes that
deepest part of you
Away as truly it
is doing more
and more
in so
many ways to all
these days; i love you
the way i loved my Friend Lynn
Eating Lunch every day with me in High School
Perhaps it was because she was the only
Person who was brave enough to sit with
me; How Blessed i felt then to share Lunch
i honestly, Never thought about what was
Underneath her Shirt or Pants it was just
Precious to have a Friend to Love this way;
i am proud that i am Man Enough to Be A Friend of Yours this
Way; i am Proud of myself for keeping this best part of me alive still Breathing…

This is the
Precious Part
of my Life You
Bring to me
another Lunch
Day With You my FRiEnD…

Lynn Found someone A Wonderful
Person to get Married to; she is still
Happy that way; i haven’t talked to
Her since 1998 but that’s Just the
Way she is and how everyone
is she attracts to Her Life;

This is what i pray
for You the Warmth
of Happiness that never goes away….

Great Dear FRiEnD
Find all The Art
And Science
Now of You..
Love Yourself
Wed This Day
Till Your Last
Breath i Assure
Others Will
Be Holding
Your Hand
Your Last
Breath Always
Carrying Your Soul
With Them as i Already
Do With unlimited
When one
Weds Themself With Love
Worthy of The Name God is Love


Happy Indian
LeSSoN 293/Prayer
NoW May You ALWaYS
Be Among Meadows
Of DandeLions RiSinG
Stone Singing
To BreaTHE Dance
Wild LoVinG Free🙌

Hmm; Back in 2013, i attempted to Explain to ‘You Folks’ Then
On the ‘Wrong Planet’ that Logic Doesn’t Rule the World And Words
to the Effect That Black and White Chaos Magic Does; Any Questions
Now? Or Does the World Still Make ‘Sense’ to You the way You Understood,
‘Thought’ Before? CuRReNTLY, DarK EMPiRE CoNTRoLLeD By BLacK MaGiC;
HinT: OTHeR MaGiC NoW iN WinD; ManDalorian’s Power-Up: ARMoR; YoDA:
The Force i Am i CReaTE ReaLiTY NoW WHaT’S YouRS; Spoiler Alert/Side Note:
We aRe ALL GoD LoVE We NeVeR Die NoW Like in the Movie ‘Lucy’ When
She Said by The way: ‘You Never Die’; Meh… Never Mind ‘The Armor’…
(i do it Naked; not sharing here; don’t wanna offend; do it with
Stars Covering Private Parts on FB) i’M BRinGinG Yoda Back to
Life… NoW too… FoR ReaL Born on ‘The Wrong Planet’ on
Thanks Giving Day 2010 Online
At 50 Years-Old
Avatar Baby Then
Back to The Future
With YoDA MaN
Dalorian Secrets
In Plane Site
No Theories
May You ALWaYS
Be Among Meadows
Of DandeLions RiSinG
Stone Singing
To BreaTHE Dance
Wild LoVinG Free NoW🙌🎶
In ‘This Environment’, Online
Provides Greater Willingness
to Assert Truth Over Fear of
Losing Friends; Only Possible
Cure for Ignorance Species
Toilet Paper Saver indeed;
Flossing Away Chaff;
Only Digesting
In Truth
oF Light
oF DarK; Soprano’s Sing Swan Song
Stop Believing… Day ‘His’ Love Died; Villain on Top…

Anyway; if ‘You’ Believe Reality Works Based On ‘Logic’

You Are Not Paying Attention to Reality now…

Any Questions…. Master the Art


Take Trump for
Instance, even a Fool
With Black Magic Wins;
What Will a Fool Do for
Real With White Magic

Remains to Be…. NoW FoR ReaL

The Past; the Future; Is Always
Now; Some Folks Look At the
Past; Some Folks Attempt to
Predict the Future; Other Folks Become Flow;
The Water, Wave, Ocean Whole; Just Doing It ALL Now…

Side Note: Happy ‘Indian Independence Day’, ‘A Place of FRiEnDS’ for me at least…

Interesting; i Don’t Re-collect THere ever being An East Indian on ‘The Wrong Planet’;

Perhaps, There is a ‘Reason’ for that; Different Cultures Produce Different ways of

‘Thinking’, Seeing, Breathing….

Really LiVinG
LoVinG Now For Real;

i am only SPeaKinG
of Female Indians;
So Far i have little to
no experience with
Male Indians; Isn’t
Life Fascinating; PerUse IT All or Fall…

SeRiouSLY, one SMaLL Breath First;
Most Folks Are Still Experiencing
Now Do
Free away
From Being
Just Another Slave;
IN Other Words; Leave
The Words Behind Flow
Dance Sing Heaven WitHiNoW ETeRNaLLY
NoW You’ll Be Surprised iN HeAVeN WiTHiN
NoW You’LL Never Worry About Afterlife NoW
to BReaTHE NoW oR NoT

Do ‘Aliens’ Exist or Are They They In A State of Mind.
The Op Becomes Convinced that ‘Aliens’ Exist
Based on the Discussion From The Op of Before…
Now the Op Asks What Do ‘Aliens’ Look Like;
Indeed, Two Separate Subjects to Discuss….
And on Top of that Finally
Something Actually
Interesting here to Discuss;
Beyond Frigging Politics of Same Old S…
Hmm; Has anyone started a Topic on Trump Lately…
Use Logic, Dear Fnord; before You Ask; Just a Suggestion…
Jesus F in Christ
Trump, i mean
Fnord; Don’t Chase
the New Contributions Away…
This place is Already Suffocating in Trump.. as is…;)

NeXT Free Verse at dVerse, Frank, And Xenia’s Places of
Poetry WHeRE MaGiC CoMes to BReaTHE HoLY

A Smile May Be Worn
Underneath A Mask
A Smile May Breathe
In All that Love
Do to See
And Actually
Be God ALiVE iN US

Poem Breathes
Or Even Us in Old
Pages and Covers
of Rotting Dusty Books

All of This
Love Wins
Still Breathes
The Miracle
of Love Verily
Enough to Die
For Still Living
Breathing Love’s See

Oceans of
Eyes Carry

How Dear it is For A Mother to Write
A Poem For A Son Even Dearer
For A Son to Find A Poem
For my Mother Wrote Me
Such a Poem on my
33rd Birthday on 6.6.93…
i will Never understand why
She Didn’t Deliver it then but
i guess it was meant to be for i found
that Letter in Her Home After She Passed
Away in 2017.. 8 Days Without Food or
Drink as She Met Her Death Bed
That Year on Valentine’s
Day Beating my Sister
in Scrabble yet
Then Finding
Stage 4 Breast
Cancer Bleeding
Spread to Her Brain
Her wish to go as Naturally
As Possible Doctor Said
Unusually Strong HeART
Usually it only takes 3 Days
to Go That Way Without Water
or Food Under Hospice ‘Natural Care’…
my Mother Started Writing Poetry in Shapes
in Her 50’s as i did.. i could Not Understand It for
Then Work/School for Decades Had taken any Art Away
from my HeART A Western World of Mechanical Cognition
Indeed makes
And Terminator
Machines out of
all of us if we do not
Put Art in HeART indeed
Free Verse in Poetry for the
Ocean Otherwise Loses the Water
And Waves as Ocean Whole Soul this
Way as Poetry only becomes another Paint
By Number Science Project Free Verse Oldest
Written and Oral Tradition Poetry Escaping Restricted
Neo-Cortex Control indeed the Essence of Tao in the Words
We Bring
From Deep
Within A
Wing on
A Bird
No Restraint
There is a Good
Vibration in Your
Poetry Home
Here Sharing
i am currently
Celebrating 7 Years
of Writing Literally the
Longest Epic Long Form
Poem what i name as a Personal
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” Anniversary
Date on 8.18.2020.. yes.. 8.4 MiLLioN Words
of Steady Stream of Consciousness Tao
Flow of Poetry this way 100,000 Words
Each Month on Average but of
Course the Ocean
Cares not
Ever For
The Shores
Only Spread Free
Where the Waves
Come and Go Always
Free as Waves are Water
And Ocean Whole Free also
Celebrating 13,544 Miles of Public
Free Verse Ballet and Martial Arts
Dance in the Same 7 Years for
indeed at 60 Years-Old as i
will never accept
a Penny
Now for
i’ve done
For the
Sake of Putting
Art Back in HeART
For He is Not enough to Truly Breathe
That way nor is SMarT Without
Art oF EartH Without Art
of Ocean
Wave and
Water Free
Ends what
Will Love Do
When Love Breathes
What Will Love Bring even more Free
Thanks for reminding me of my Mother’s Poem
Letter True my Celebration would be amiss without
in a Son
With A Soul True..:)

Katrina Dances And Sings (Yells)
Break for Mall Dance So as Promised
i’ll Be Back to Continue Writing Never Ending Always Starting New


Rain Falls
Green Rises
FLoWeRS Color
Life Blood Springs🌊
No Lower No Higher
Proud like the Wind
Blows as Waves Flow
As Ocean Stands Whole
Pride as in Our Inherent
Nature of Cooperating
Together With Love
All Standing Tall
i find This
Pride Naked
And Real not
The False Pride
That CuLTuRaL
Clothes Wears
In terms of
Castes of Higher
And Lower… WHere
Differences Are
i surely don’t
Believe i am
The only
This Place
For when one
Becomes one with
Nature (God)
THere is No
Fall Or Rise
or Need for
Bows And
Salutes As
The Wave Neither
Requires Worship
Or Fears Criticism
From Either
Or Ocean
Same Whole..:)

At Best Unrequited
Love Teaches to
Find Soul Mate Within🎶

Back to Dance
i Leave All the Face
Palm Forests Behind me at least…


Once Again Love Neither Requires Worship Or Is Afraid of Criticism OR
Love and ‘This God’ Is Not F in Real STOP Promoting FAKE GOD

Always Parroting ‘Faux News And Trump’ With Dog Whistles Like
“What Life Matters”, “Voter Fraud”, and “Fake News”

Yeah It’s True, i Go to Church; Cause, someone has
to stand up and not be afraid to save lives…
So Many Face Palms.. Forest Full

“IF We REALLY Believe, ‘in the
Sanctity of Life’, We WiLL Require
Masks, in All Masses, No ifs, and,
or buts; Needs to Be Said”

i Said, “i Realize It’s Politically
Incorrect to Say This Here.”

He Said, “We Offer Masks for
Those Who Feel Like they Need to Wear one”

So, ‘the Priest’ Said, “It’s Lonely Being A ‘Christian’, Being
the Only one, who Believes in “The Sanctity of Life”

Skip Buying ‘CuLTuRaL
Shoes’ ‘JusT Do It’ ‘Barefoot’
No ‘Clothes’ Necessary… In Other
Words of Thomas Gospel Verse 37…

MeSSaGE oF ‘JeSuS’: Transform ‘God’ Into ‘Love’
Easy to Tale Harder to ACTuaLLY DO Goddess of
Victory Nike Says:

“JusT Do iT”

i said Yes
i Do

i Have Asperger’s
i Don’t Care if i Have
Any ‘Real Friends’ or Not;

i Care

oF tHe HuMaN SoUL UNLeaShEd

“Yes Dear”

My Mama Didn’t
Raise No Fool She
Raised A Man To Love Women.

Empathy Is A Venn Diagram God Is Beyond
Words Beyond Measure Beyond Infinity Anyone
Who tells You Different is Smaller than ‘God’

Next Love Venn Diagram Up Circle of Empathy
Sympathy And Compassion For Only Immediate
Family Members Like Living in a Desert

Living in a Desert Where Love is Like
Water You Feel Like You Must Conserve or
Die Mostly an Illusion A Delusion A Paranoid Fear

Love For Community Empathy Sympathy And Compassion
For Those One Shares Culture With Including Homogenous Physical Traits

Empathy Sympathy And Compassion For Nation A Bigger Venn Diagram
Love Circle Consuming Heterogeneous Cultural/Physical Traits

Fill And Feel In A Blank All You Will GreaTesT Unrequited Love
Is The God We Are Yet To Feel Sense And Know Now

A Size Love We Come to Be Is Larger And Smaller
How Much Empathy Sympathy And Compassion
We Have For All That Is (God)

Note: Smiles Come From
Within The Flame The Wind
The Love That Fires God Eyes Alive

It’s Like A ‘Dark Horse’ Song Ya Gotta
Have The Dude With The Cheetos Drinking
Out of A Chalice oF Lies too Same Character

This Is Just A Same Story It’s So Predictable
It Is Frigging Hilarious Except For All of
Those Who Actually Die For Same
Ignorance… Just Another Day
In Paradise YouR Foreign SMiLes
Of America too my Friend For Real

How Do You Tell? By ‘Namaste’ God
They See in The Rest of Nature With
Respect That Is Sincere And Not For ‘Profit’

Report Card Back to God Female Indians Look
For God Within More Successfully at Least
From Empirical Evidence


Dance Now of
Life Song of Love
Move And Repose
Spin Torsion Spiral
A Wave
Just Sing
Just Breathe
Indeed Let go
Just Be i Am Free See🌊🎶

Folks Around Him too Stone SouLeD
to ‘See’ So They Called Him God And
Never See What He Saw See Saw God

All ‘JeSuS’ Did is Describe Human Nature
the Same Way Everyone Else Does LooKinG WiTHiN

Happiness Comes
From Within
If Not
Can’t Lie..:)

Me of The Parts
Of ‘the Bible’ that
‘He’, Et al…🤮

It’s Like Word Press all these Folks
Spending Their Extra Minutes Liking
Every Comment, Post,
And Following every
Blog And Not Reading
A World Believing
That All of that
Is Gonna
Make them
Successful in
Life When True
Success Comes
From no
Smiles indeed…
*Word, World…
Same Difference…

First World Problems Last World
Reality Most Folks too Busy Doing
Nothing to Be Human… ViRuS Already US 🦠 🤗🎶

Humility is Equal to Meek
As Love it Does the Very
Best it Can And Will Always
Stands Proud, Strong, Fearless;
Never Demands Worship and Is
Careful To treat all Others
Including The
Rest of Nature
Now With Least
Harm And Most
Love What Humility
Does Best is encourage
Others They Have Potential
To do Even
The Meek
Inherit the
Ability To
Make Others
Real Heroes
With Empathy
Too… Where there
Is Demand For
Worship Ever
And Ever Torturing
There is No Love
No Humility No
Meek No
Jesus or
Other Lies
That Do not
Tell the Truth
In Wisdom of
Beauty’s Love
All that is Left
Is The Trump Meme
And Theme indeed…
For Us To understand
What Love Is Not
With SMiLes
Of Wind That Sees😁

Happy Sunnndayy
Hellooove Happy Work Week
Happy Every Thing 🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶 i Care 😁

Fortunately; If ya wanna Look at IT that way; NoW
We aRe ALreadY Having An Excellent Example to Show
Us what ‘The Afterlife’ ‘Now’ at Least at best should not look like now…

According to the ‘Trademark’/’Copyright’ Bible, the Meek;
The Humble; Who Are Strong Enough In Will of Love Not to
Harm Others and LiVE iN Balance Inherit the EartH And
The Kingdom of Heaven WiTHiN As the
Last Become First this
Way With Propensity
of Agape Love For
All; Turning
the Other
Cheek; Where
Living by The Sword
Is Death; Where Love Is
Humble, Never Requiring Worship;
Fearless; Harming Others Least; Loving
Enemies Same as Self and Neighbors and
the Nature of God is Love Overall; but True
There is ‘the Devil and Hell’ in the ‘Trademark’ Bible
too; For it is True, Humans Wrote the Book; Ghost Authors,
And Scribes Making Unintentional mistakes and Intentional changes
too; Editors of Organizations that Protect Pedophiles too; and Overall,
A Political Institution Behind it that Seeks Power and Status for those rising
to the top
as ‘King’;
Just another
Word For Pope;
And Cardinals; and
Bishops; and Monsignors;
And Priests with Average
Golden Robes and Chalices
That are Empty Without Love;
True, there is Hell in the Bible
too; the Same Hell Firing as Trump
the Symbol; the Meme; the Modern
Theme of the Force of Humanity against
Everything Love; Indeed, Antithetical to
the Force of Agape Love; and all that
is taught in the ‘Beatitudes’ too; What
Love Demands Worship; What
Love Harms Others out
of Balance in anyway;
What Love is
too weak
to Generate
Love Within again
Without Worship from
External Forces Beyond
the Love We Inherently as
Little Bitty Humans Will do;

What Love?

No Love?

No Kingdom
of Love; Heaven WiTHiN NoW…

No Love at All; Just Fresh Hell
out of the Pages of a Dusty Old Book;
Just another Imperfect Reflection of the Humanity We aRe, Overall;
According to that Trademark Bible, the Afterlife Looks like this Life:

It’s really
no Human
Surprise Now,
We View Our
Worlds From the
Inside-Out; some folks
Are Breathing Heaven Now
As Fresh Agape Love Love For ALL (GoD) and Others
are rotting now in Trump Stink, Stank, Stunk Hell…

The After Life
Is always
For what
Will exist but Now?



the other
place in ‘Trump’…

i have to Give Trump some credit
though; He is an Ultimate Literary
Device, Describing a Father oF all
Lies; and a Revelation of Fear and Hate incarnate too;
True, His MeMe and TheMe in Darkness Will LiVE oN;

His goal to
Surpass Adolph
is already working
on 170,000 Corpses and more to date…

Perhaps, He will make ‘The Devil’ A Forgotten
Symbol Altogether as Surely He Already
Has Replaced ‘Jesus’ in the Church i Attend

The Catholic


oF iGNorance STiLL of Love FOR ALL




i Have Asperger’s;
i Don’t Care if i Have
Any ‘Real Friends’ or Not;
My FRiEnD IS Love And Truth iN

Hmm; Perhaps There is Some Truth
to ‘This (Normies Are Evil) Conspiracy Theory’;
75 Percent of the Folks Where i Live Believe Trump is ‘Human’.
Human Beings Are ‘Normally’ Evolved For Social Cooperation That’s Normal
And It’s Ironic
too AS Humans
Will Bond as
A Most
Despicable Leader
Ever and in-Turn-Now
Name True Heroes Evil
Like Suggesting Obama
is a Satanic Cannibal Pedophile;
True, Humans Are Capable of Creating
Great Dreams in Fruition as Truth or Evil;

Lies as Nightmares True in Dark too…

i guess Folks Without
Imaginations, Don’t
do this, maybe;
But Without
One Misses out on Stuff
like the Empirically Proven
Evidence in Science that Says
Imagine Yourself Exercising and
You are Empirically Measured to Actually Grow Physically Stronger;

There is the Placebo of Prayer in Belief that Works…

There is the Nocebo of Voodoo in Belief that Works…

Nightmares or Dreams;
the Evidence is Clear;
Human Beings
Who have
Healthy Levels
of the Propensity
of Imagination Create
Both in Group Think and
Relative Free Will as Well;

And Neuroscience Shows We Basically
Hallucinate our Realities, Based on Past
Realities We Basically Hallucinate by Co-Creating
Our Own Realities through Relative Free Will this way Now;

Is it any wonder S Happens with a Human Nature Like this:

in Short, No;

In Long, Yes it is fascinating
To Study Human Cultures as
they are comprised of Ever Changing
Colors Dark thru Light; Change is the only constant…

And ‘Normal’
Is Nuts


Donald J. Trump
is Leader of ‘That Free World’
That Sits Stagnant glued to Screens
All Day Where Anyone in Nature could
See in a ‘New York’ Minute that’s Truly Insane…

In Other Words as
Far aS How Humans
Are Evolved For Hundreds
of Thousands of Years; Close to
Naked; Foraging Always Moving
From Sunrise to Sunset; Dancing
And Singing together to make Survive
and Thrive Real; with no Problem Sleeping
After Living a Healthy Human Day Like this in Balance…

Yes, A Measure
of Humanity
Now is Real
Real Insanity as
Real Insanity is
Being something We Are not;
Cogs in a Machine, Sitting Still;
Glued to Screens; even a fly would move;

glued to
a fly-trap
in a Lord of the Flies Movie;

Where the Average Human as Science
Assessed has the Attention Span of
Less than a Gold Fish; Yes, Less than
3 Seconds, Which Basically Means
They aren’t Deep
to See
they Are Doing…

It’s true, i’m not fit for this
World; Haha, Science already
Proves i’m way too big to see With SMiLes too;

still, glued
to this screen,
but oh how my
Fingers Dance, Sing in Autotelic
Flow of Free Verse Poetry; simply in Ecstatic Frission
of Bliss; When in “Rome”, You Fit in enough to Adapt and
Thrive; It’s What Change is For Heaven and Not God Damn Hell…

Money Doesn’t Make One Happy; but what it does
Do Is Free Up Space In One’s Life to Actually Achieve
Human Potential; Increasing Levels of Complexity in
Autotelic Flow; without all the worries associated with
Making Money; indeed, If one is Slave to Making Money,
They Have
A Master
Now that
Influences all
they do in Life and
as far as not Achieving
Human Potential in which/what-ever
Way A Person actually manifests this
Potential in Fruition, say goodbye to
the Intrinsic Reward of the Bio-And-
Brings a Full Life Within to Fruition;
But Of course, We Are Spoon Fed
This Myth to make this ‘Soylent Green
Stuff’ to Consume the
Earth in ways of
is Happiness;
No, it is not; have
you Seen the Folks
Shuffle by in Masks Lately
in Super-Walmart; before that
their Sour Stagnant Faces Beamed
Darkness and now those who Remain Unmasked
Ignorant, too Selfish without Empathy to Save the Lives
Of Others, whether in Church or Stores Carry
the Same
of Soul
Everywhere they go…
Mileage, varies depending on
Make and Model of Human Being;
Some folks, will Inherit/Acquire all
the Money they need in life and
More and it will make no
difference in how
they Consume
the Earth;
We Can No longer Keep up this Eating
the Face of Nature (God-Us) as Zombies of Human
Cultures We have been; We Must find another way now
to exist, other than consuming more than we need or Goodbye
Human Species; My Mother Lived off of Less than 500-Dollars-A-Month
in Social Security Benefits, refusing to take the Supplemental Part she was
entitled too as all she needed was a smile and always a way to keep her Mind
Stimulated; it doesn’t take a whole lot, if you’ve learned your entire life how to Generate
True, We
need more than
A Universal Basic Income;
Teaching Humans How to be Human
again will be a great step forward in Balance;

How do We Do it?

Small Steps..

Small Words..

Small Waves and Water
ToGeTHeR Make Oceans Flow Whole;
Meh; my Life has never been better
with all the Money worries removed;
do i wish for more than i need in terms
of Money; No, the Increasing Complexity
evolving my Soul in Autotelic Flow means
at 60 Years-Old, i continue to Learn Greater
Dance Moves as Friends with Gravity; Greater
Martial Arts Fluidity Stronger Greater Loving Everything ALL (GoD)

Breathing to Sing in Flow of Balance Now For Real too…

Basically, A Christmas Tree Up All Year Around Evolving
More Colors of Soul Lights to Feel and Sense and Give
and Share Free even More as i go; in other Words, my
Brain is Like Frigging Disney World on Fire of Joy

iN Balance of Peace And Harmony Now

For Real, increasingly
so Creating ‘Novel
at this
More than
A simple Yes or
No Black and White
Answer Short in Breath
of anything Close Now to
Greater Human Potential…


As ‘Eastern Philosophy’
Teaches, Just one area
of Expertise will be improved
all across a Lifespan; in this ‘Western Land’ Now
of the Free And Ignorant, Donald J Trump is the Leader
of Nothing that truly leads to Happiness Within Reflecting

the non-Soul

of a Country Whole…

Here’s Some Bottom Lines;
Newer Generations Who have
Found This Freedom Will be Better
Able to Lead the Country in the Future;
As Long as We Have a Constitution that
rules for a Greater improved Union there
is the Reality of Change; We, The People Who
are They, The People, Will Make the Future What it

Comes to be next;

More Specifically,
in all cases they
Will Decide Where
They Wanna Live Within
too; Heaven or Hell; or the
‘Tween of Purgatory Greys they
Make In Shallowest Nightmares or
Deepest Dreams Colorful Yet to Create
In Fruition of Reality Next; the Folks in
this Country may not do it; but the Globe
is Large and Already closing their Borders
to the Ignorance of ‘The Trump Way of Existence;

Cultural Human


ViRuS Creature Double Feature…

Meh; i could move to a More Advanced Culture;
but it’s the same reason i keep going to A Church
oF iGNorance; i have ways of convincing them to change
in small steps and words; like telling the Monsignor today;
taking him aside from the Congregation; the Guy Who was in
the Top 10 of my High School as i only made 11 out of 381
tied with my Best Girl Friend Lynn; “If We Really Believe In the
‘Sanctity of Life’, We Will Make Masks Required in all Masses,
No Ifs, ands, or buts”; i already convinced him in words
like this of Free Verse Poetry in an Email to halt
the Deacon Ignorance of Transforming
Hurricanes, Homosexual Behavior,
And Single Mothers into evil
they are not; it didn’t
happen again;
and i stopped
two Deacons from
doing it again with two
Separate Emails Like this;
Other days, all it takes is a few
Words from someone who really

‘knows you’…

Hehe; i’m A Good Cop “Boogie Man”

Catholic Mass Readings from August 16th, 2016:

Note: The UniVeRSE is Beyond What Folks could
See 2,000 Or so Years ago makes the Lies plain
to See that God’s Land is Bigger
originally than any
small Patch
of Dirt
in the Middle
East as Somehow
Special all Trumps
Believe they are above and
Beyond as the External World
As Territory to Own, Rob, Maim
And Permanently Destroy too

But they are not; unless one
has an ant view of existence


Reading 1, Isaiah 56:1, 6-7
1 Thus says Yahweh: Make fair judgement your concern, act with justice, for soon my salvation will come and my saving justice be manifest.

6 As for foreigners who adhere to Yahweh to serve him, to love Yahweh’s name and become his servants, all who observe the Sabbath, not profaning it, and cling to my covenant:

7 these I shall lead to my holy mountain and make them joyful in my house of prayer. Their burnt offerings and sacrifices will be accepted on my altar, for my house will be called a house of prayer for all peoples.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 67:2-3, 5, 6, 8
2 Then the earth will acknowledge your ways, and all nations your power to save.

3 Let the nations praise you, God, let all the nations praise you.

5 Let the nations praise you, God, let all the nations praise you.

6 The earth has yielded its produce; God, our God has blessed us.

Reading 2, Romans 11:13-15, 29-32
13 Let me say then to you gentiles that, as far as I am an apostle to the gentiles, I take pride in this work of service;

14 and I want it to be the means of rousing to envy the people who are my own blood-relations and so of saving some of them.

15 Since their rejection meant the reconciliation of the world, do you know what their re-acceptance will mean? Nothing less than life from the dead!

29 There is no change of mind on God’s part about the gifts he has made or of his choice.

30 Just as you were in the past disobedient to God but now you have been shown mercy, through their disobedience;

31 so in the same way they are disobedient now, so that through the mercy shown to you they too will receive mercy.

32 God has imprisoned all human beings in their own disobedience only to show mercy to them all.

Gospel, Matthew 15:21-28
21 Jesus left that place and withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sidon.

22 And suddenly out came a Canaanite woman from that district and started shouting, ‘Lord, Son of David, take pity on me. My daughter is tormented by a devil.’

23 But he said not a word in answer to her. And his disciples went and pleaded with him, saying, ‘Give her what she wants, because she keeps shouting after us.’

24 He said in reply, ‘I was sent only to the lost sheep of the House of Israel.’

25 But the woman had come up and was bowing low before him. ‘Lord,’ she said, ‘help me.’

26 He replied, ‘It is not fair to take the children’s food and throw it to little dogs.’

27 She retorted, ‘Ah yes, Lord; but even little dogs eat the scraps that fall from their masters’ table.’

28 Then Jesus answered her, ‘Woman, you have great faith. Let your desire be granted.’ And from that moment her daughter was well again.


Love Listens
Love Hears
Love Sees
Love Helps
Love Lessons
About You..
A Me i See..
NoW No Eclipse HeRE…
More BLeSSinGS CountinG
More BLiSSinGS BeinG
Art BleSSinG
“Meditate upon these things Daily And
You too shall receive tablets of Relaxation”
“or hide them behind words and conjure Gold”

SMiLes Dear Savvy Now What Makes
me so sad is to Hear a Young Person
Say ‘is this all there is to Life’… when
The Facebook Likes No Longer Feel
And Sense Like Life When
the High Definition
Colors of TV
All Start
to Look the
Same Colors of Life
What i seek to Teach New is
That it is possible for our Souls
To Feel and Sense More Colors
All Across the Life Span Never
Ending Now as True We
Are Nautilus
Shell Creatures
With the Ability to
Build More Elaborate
Colors And Winds of Life
to Spirit See and Touch More
Better Yet to Give and Share for
Free what is Lost is what we are
yet to seek and find and the best
Part of all is what
is Next this
The Mystery
The Treasure
DarK Thru Light
Shadows Thru Sunshine
We Find Next to Open Clouds
More Colors of Life Rain to ‘See’…
For it’s true
When my
Started almost
7 years ago i had
no idea what Colors
of Soul More Would come
All Around More and each
And every Dance Friends with
Gravity i find a New Color Sprouting
Within Wild Flower i Dance And Sing even More Free..
Smiles i intuit
You come
From a
Place of Soul
Nice to meet you
on the Paths of Life Soul Free..:)

SMiLes Savvy What i find in Life
is When i Free Dance in Spirals
That is What Opens Up All My
Soul of Creativity Holy in Flow
Sacred Dance Teaches
me Song is what
i See of the Lesson
Dance Brings the Milky
Way the Golden Spiral Phi
Flow Moves through all existence
When Unfettered and Chaos Magic
Free as Colors of Wild Flowers not planted
By Human Instructions and Lessons indeed
Just Nature Nautilus Chambers And
Hurricane Winds of arms
Peace ‘Chi’
As We All
Do When Free
indeed Circle of
Life a Never Ending
Spiral Pattern of Sunflowers
Roses GRoWinG Cats and Babies
Curling Still in Fetal Rest Position of Peace
And Harmony
of Loving
A Spiral
Dance of
Love Comes
Again with Just
A Song to Teach
Us Where We Are Going Freer Now
i’ve Never Met an Unhappy Dancer
At Least When they Are Dancing Free With Wings
In Flow Sings..:)

i Rise i Ascend
i Transcend through
All Angels i meet Globe-Wide

Beautiful Savvy
Fibers We Paint
Grey Scale Beyond
Rainbow Colors We
Dream Master Peace
of Life in Harmony
Beauty of
We Continue
To Create Weaving
All of Life’s Dreams
Together Loving Fruition Fearless
Master Peace Painting indeed Smiles..:)

Shadows And Light
Life Giving Wisdom Both Dance

Raindrops And Sun
What’s MiSSinG
Life Giving Clouds
Shadows And Light
Life Giving Wisdom Both Dance

Raindrops And Sun
What’s MiSSinG
Life Giving Clouds

SMiLes Yamini, Self-
Actualization’ is A Secular
Maslow Term For Finding
Soul Mate Within
Where at the 7th
Level of Maslow’s
Pyramid Rising
Love Becomes
Faith Ascending
For All Now Yes
Us As Human
Beings Best
Of Pyramid
All Seeing
Eye of
Truth in
Fearless Beauty
Love For All🙌🎶

SMiLes To Me These Small
Red Star Morning Glory
Wild FLoWeRS are among
Greatest in Sublime Beauty
No Order Plants them
Except for the Chaos
Magic Of Nature
The Chaos
Bothers Katrina
All i See is Beauty
You know it’s True
Chaos Magic of Nature
Brought Us Together Too
He he which one of Us is
Chaos And Which one of
Us is Magic We All Are Both
When We Flow We Become
Whole Sublime Beauty inDeed
Wild FLoWeRS Grow Freer Now
With SMiLes

So Far So Very Far Away
From HeAVeN WiTHiNoW
PeRHaPS Locked in Brick
And Mortar Concrete of Temple Book PoLiTiCS
Land of Lillipuktians WHere Everyone Else Are
Giants of Living Love Invisible to ‘tiny Trumps’
With This LeSSoN Under A Belt Ya Understand
Why the Ilk of Trump Is Never Satisfied With A Smile
That Is Real And Deep Amazing When Giving Is Receiving
And You Start Receiving Too You Just Give Even More
Whether You Continue to Receive Or Not

SMiLes i Just Wanted to make sure
Your Effort of Fixing ‘the Comment
Section’ Feels Worth The Effort
What Will i Say About
In General
Suffering is
Related to the Amount
of Instant Gratification
We Receive IN Life Give
When You Don’t Feel Like
Giving Give Some More And
As Soon As the Giving Feels
Like Receiving The Reward is Forever now
What We Will Master in Life is What We Give
The way
We aRe
AS Humans
Literally As Science
Shows is to Always Be
Happy As Long As We Are
Giving the Key is Doing it no
matter what
Be Happy
Ever Expect
Anything in Return but Giving Do…
Smiles, Just in my Opinion for i am
100 Percent Sure This is the way my
There is
No Escaping
Human Nature
Those Who Expect
to Receive Suffer the Most…

Hell Is As Cold aS EVeR
Heaven iS HoT aS NoW
Land of the SPOiLeD Face Palms
Continues to Spread As This Zombie
Apocalypse as Forecast Is Real NoW
Metaphor Why Folks In ‘This Country’ Don’t
take the Trouble to Research Why ‘A Devil’ iS ‘A DEViL’
or Wear A Mask to Save Lives… Life In the United States
Forced to Take A Sip of Coca Cola Almost Every Moment of Life
It’s 85 Degrees Inside Now Heaven Just Keeps Getting Better
Thanks to 89 Degrees too
All Means All No Means No
All Means God ALWaYS NoW
Don’t Tell me Any Human From
Existing Requiring Worship Fearing
Criticism Is Closer to God Than Less
Than A Grain of SanD SaMe… If ‘They’
Had the Perspective NoW oF A Real Devil
iN Hell They Would Stop ‘Dead’ iN THeiR ‘Tracks’ oF LiGHT
On This 7 YeaR Free Public Naked DancE ‘SonG oF mY SouL’
Paths… A Few Have Tried to ‘Shade me’ All Miserably Fail iN
mY LiGHT NoW… True It’s Impossible to ‘Shade’ Someone Who
Has Been To BLacK Abyss Of Soul For 66 Months Essence of DaRK
i Have A BLeSSinG Overall In Life to Fully Feel Hell to Fully Feel
Heaven THiS WaY One Understands A Gift oF LiGHT From DarK
Like Getting the AC in Our Home Fixed 88 Degrees Now Doesn’t
Feel Nearly as Hot as Hell as 89 Degrees F the Final High for the Day
Honestly A ‘Famous/Legend Smile’ Doesn’t Feel Any Different than a Smile
Handing Out Rental Shoes at a Bowling Center 18 Years… It’s also Very Nice
Considering i had no Reference point to How a Smile Felt Shut-in my Home Ill for 66 Months Anyway… Nice Considering i Wrote A Poem to every Single Prompt and Linked Poem on
the dVerse Poetry Trail for a Year and rarely anyone responded… It’s Nice considering it
was extremely rare that anyone responded to me at all on the ‘Wrong Planet’ for 33 Months…
What i Find Out in the Experience of Public Dancing 13,553 Miles NoW iN 7 Years When Folks
In the Audience Name You Famous/Legend… Other Than That This And The Other Thing i
Remain iN HeAVeN ETeRNaLLY NOW HAPPY! Longest EPiC LonG FoRM Bible Poems
Will NeVeR Afford to Leave DarK oR LiGHT oF Dance And SonG OuT Of ReaLiTY NoW
FoR ReaL… Ignorance Kills Ignorance Kills Ignorance Kills Corpses Piling up to 170,000
Plus More LieS iGNorance Kills More Lives Dead… Anyway If We aRe Gonna Live Through Someone Else’s Story We Cannot Afford for Folks to Make it A Conspiracy Theory of Living
Now… A Shallow Life Lived Vicariously Through Others Never Even Starts
To Create A NauTiLuST SHeLL oF OuR OwN To Give And Share Free
Humans Born to Create THeir Stories of Life SAdly We Have Become
The Audience The Spectator More Than Dancing Singing Stories US…
Technology Provides A View So Many Colors of Life Thing Is Will We
Have Self-Reflecting Moments Generating Our Own Colors Within…
THeRE ARE Days to Fall Days To RiSE NoW This Moment Present
Gift oF ALL LiFE LiGHT From: DarK to: See Even More SoUL NoW
Son is Left no Choice But To EvenTuAlly Find Fearless Will And Strength
Father Within Births Wed With LoVE iN Balance of Grace… There Are Ages
it Takes Fearless Fathers Leaving All Loving Mothers Sons Gaining Foundation
LoVE iN Balance of Grace… Vaguely in School i Remembered i used to be the Story
Teller of my Life Before Tethered to a Desk and 3 Channels of B&W Home TV… Thing is Before Black and White TV With 3 Channels at 7, i AM Developing Inner Soul Then Multi-Plex Colors Springing at Age 3… “SonG oF mY SoUL 7 YearS Old” Longest EPiC LonG FoRM PoeM Bible
Ever in the World
8.4 MiLLioN Words
NoW on 8.18.2020
Yet i was Yet to See
the Beyond Colors Now of
Rainbows After A Hurricane
Blows over More for 66 Months
Then But It’s True i Saved for ‘the
Rainy Day’ then for i intuited A Storm
Was Sure to come and it did… But It’s
True at 47 i was a Shut-in in my Bedroom
Hell Ill i Couldn’t Even Muster what was Left
of a Tic-Tac-Toe Game to Complete… But You See
that wasn’t the Saddest Part of ‘His Life’ as He did Live to Be 81;
But Never Developed A Free Dance And Song of Soul My Uncle
Is A Story Teller More that’s how i found out More About my Father’s
Stories of Life Exciting Challenges Overcome in 46 Years of Law Enforcement too…
You See my Father’s Life Long Goal was to be Rich but He didn’t keep the Same Wife, the
Same Car, Or the Same Home All Paid off… When i Fell ill at 47 My Father Asked me How
in the World i Saved 6 times more Money than Him at 80 Years-old… i bought a ’94 ‘Camaro’ Lasting 14 Years; a 99 ‘Passport’ With 1,000 Dollars at 39 in the Bank, Lasting 16 Years
Katrina Got a Job My Job got Transferred to Government Funded Pushing my Pay
over 23,000 A Year.. We Bought a Home at 33 Years-Old Married at 29 Finally
Broke the 5 Dollar An Hour Barrier And Katrina Didn’t have a Job You Learn
to make every penny count… Still Making Under 5 Dollars an Hour at
26 Years-Old after 3 College Degrees First Credit Card Purchase
A Color TV No Remote… True i did not own a Car with
Heat/Air-conditioning Until 26 Years-old either but
at least i bought my Mother’s Old ’70 Maverick
Yeah It’s True We Had no TV until 7 Years-old
then Black And White 3 Channels to Watch
But It’s True Both Me and Katrina Grew Up
Without Heating or Cooling in A Home At
Best Fans Blew through Windows then
Lord Still in Other Worldly News Our AC Broke
88F inside Waiting For Repair This Afternoon…
Regulate Emotions
Integrate Senses
Free Dance
Feel Sense
Get out of your Head
Don’t Be Afraid iF someone
Names You A Fool
F88KinG LiVE iT’s
WHaT FooLs DO BesT…
GeT OuT oF YouRHeaD
Physical Emotional Existential
Intelligences Thousands Of Years
Old Innate Forgotten… Humans Become Tools
Contrived Of Culturally Manufactured Standard IQ…
Life is
Seen iN
Letter PageS
Life So
It’s Probably True Most Folks Do Not
Realize i am Busy Painting A Sistine Chapel
While i am Dancing Singing to them… i Dance in
The Grass i don’t Walk On Sidewalks… With SMiLes…
And yes i am Both the Leaves And Grass… Hehe.. Hope
That Is As Good For You And Even Better Than me heHeR…

CuRRenTLY, as Far As Currencies, Pay Grades, And Pay Rates Go
Away From Love, NoW For ReaL We LiVE iN
A Country So Low On Empathy for others That People Refuse to Wear
Masks for the Inconvenience
of Saving Lives Still Now; WHere in the Middle of a Pandemic, The
Current Administration Works Hard to Eliminate Health Care that exists;
Where So-Called Religions
Support All That CR8P too;
including the most Ridiculous
Conspiracy Theories Spoon-Fed
To Ignorant Masses, Same; if You
Want UBI, You Will Not Find it Here
in the United States; You Won’t find
it Anywhere Where God is the Dollar Bill;
One Day The Dollar God Will Fall; Sooner than



Souls are
Already Dead Living Zombies in
Dollar Tracks of Do Less than Love.

UBI, Ain’t Ever gonna Happen in a Country
Still Breathing Less Than Love; Dollar is the Color of ‘Soylent Green’
As We continue to Consume Each Other Until Death Do Us All Part
Un-Wed From

Nature (GoD)

Good News
is Change Happens.

Trump’s Most Recently Appointed Lackey And Fool
With His ‘Herd Immunity’ Direction is Just That Same
Trump Fool CR8P… Yes, There is T-Cell Variations of
Protection From Enduring Covid-19/Related ones too
But We Just Don’t Know enough Not to Mask… Thing is
Anti-Body Protection may only last 3 Months And Whatever
We Had that Mimics Covid-19 Identically was 7 Months ago
It Surely Makes my Blog Post ‘Rushing Flu Away’ More Relevant
Now Only if We didn’t have Ignorance and ‘Sin’ Running the Cure Show
Growing Evidence Globe-Wide Shows This Covid-19 Pandemic Has Been
Around Longer than we first ‘Thought’ not limited to China… In Other Worldly
News Our Hair-Stylist Reports Her Husband ‘Flu Ill’ Late in December Like Us
in January tested with..Anti-Bodies… Smiles; as Soon As ‘Psychology’ Determines
what Boredom is i’ll give Psychology More Credence for the Science of
What Moves Human Beings Via Emotions of Course. Boredom is

Never ‘Filled Up’; ‘Feeled Up’;

And that’s for sure, Within…

What Fills/Feels Us Up Within?

Number 1 as Social Animals
the Oxytocin of Bonding of Course
Keeps Us Comfortable, Warm, and Whole Holding
Hands Together; so much Harder to do as Flies Glued to a Screen

Day in Day Out Sitting Still.

What Moves Us?

Common Sense do More than
Sit and Stare at A Screen; only using
Visual and Hearing Senses as an Audience
Member of Someone Else’s Play of Life in the ‘Real World’.

How about Dancing And Singing, Free Hand-in-Hand Together;

True; the Human Connection constantly Changing Dancing Singing
Even Better Naked and Free is Never Boring unless one is not yet fully Human…

Smiles, it took me a while to teach the Local Psychiatry and Psychological Profession
this Lesson but when i did; my Psychiatrist got inspired, Quit His Practice and Moved
to South Florida to Teach Movement Therapy in a Teaching Hospital now; for it is true
Free Dance is the Oldest and ironically Newest Way to Regulate And Generate Emotions
And Integrate Senses too; But What do We teach children from almost the first Years they
are born; sitting still; glued to Desks at School And Now Screens At Home; Jesus F in Christ

Where is the
F in Common
Senses And Emotions
Gone in Life; True, You
are looking at the Screen
Now Whoever you may yet
Still be to come Generating
Dancing Singing Free Your Own
Colors of Happiness within


Keep It Sunshine Simple…

This may Look Complicated
But it is only A Dance And Song
of Symbols; Essence of Colors Coming
to a Page Freely in Flow HAPPY NOW FOR REAL ALL FiLLeD AND FeeLeD UP.

Oh, and my Psychotherapist, who couldn’t figure out how to Bring my Emotions Back
and get all filled and feeled up
again in Bliss; Now, She asks me for advice for Her Other Patients Now; True, i pay
her to help her; it’s funny,
You Naturally Get Rich When You are FeeLeD And FiLLeD Up Within; Just no
need to get
something else

When Ya already
Have it all; Autotelic in Flow;
Yes, Fully Generated From Within…

Just about everything in Modern
Society takes Us away from this;
As Science Shows Mechanical Cognition
Activities wither away the Soul of Social Empathic Artistic Cognition FOR REAL.

“Despite boredom’s ubiquity and pathological associations, psychologists have yet to pin down what, exactly, it is. Several different scales all claim to measure boredom—the most widely used is the Boredom Proneness Scale—but a recent analysis suggests that they are measuring slightly different phenomena. Explanations for ennui are even more plentiful, ranging from Freud’s theories of repressed emotions to individual differences in personality traits, the need for excitement, and attention skills.”

Well This Concludes a Somewhat Abbreviated 3 Song Movement in ‘Frednata’ Essence
of Form via Metaphor of ‘Sonata’ For Piano Keys HaMMeRinG Notes of Percussion Strings
At Only 3238 Words Today 8.17.2020.. the Eve of the 7 Year Celebration of “SonG oF mY
SoUL” Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem YeS AGAiN at 8.4 MiLLioN Words
And 13,553 Miles of Public Dance All Around this Trump Town Metro Area
of LA Lower Alabama Florida Panhandle of Flowers.. Rivers.. Forests
And Most Beautiful Beaches True.. Yes.. Makes Living with the Local
Minions of Trump Worth it too this way Kind enough they are just
missing a bit in Faux News Ignorance Propaganda of Course
Only a Relative Few Die Hard No Souls Remain Down here
in Trump Minion Ways With No Masks so Yes Three Songs
for this ‘Frednata’ Include “The Giver” By Duke Dumont
And Appropriately as Far AS Heaven Experience goes
in Autotelic Flow of Free Dance Within there is also
“Happy” by Pharrell Williams too and Yes of course
2.841 BiLLioN VieWeD On YouTube Katy Perry’s
“Dark Horse” too Resonating With the Human Supraoganism
Of Soul Minds True DarK Thru LiGHT as Chaos MaGiC RuleS NoW
Continuing BeinG Karma-Full BRinGinG Nature (GoD) Back to Balance More
Hmm.. Perfect Storms as ‘They’ Relate Perfection of Imperfection of Clouds
And Sun
Life Giving
Rain in Continuing
Ways of Cat-6 Hurricanes
in Arms of Creativity Spiraling
More in Winds of more Doors to
Nautilust Chambers of Creativity More..:)


As Far As Pay Goes; Money, As Far as
Universal Basic Income Goes; IT WILL NEVER

Storm’ example; saying ‘go to Hell’ to folks in
a Pandemic; “We Don’t FreaKiN’ Care”; Yes, The Devil’s

in the Details

of Why Caring
No Longer Lives Here Enough
to Allow it to have a chance
to work now at least;

in the future, maybe;
With Other Folks Walking the Earth
Further away from Jealousy and Greed
And Hoarding and all that makes Humanity the Worst
Virus in Cultural Ways that Nature has ever seen, here at least

From the Country With 4 Percent
of the World’s Population that uses
40 Percent of ‘the Instant Gratification’
of the World’s Resources to Greedily Survive; to the
Country that Holds the Honor of 25 Percent of Covid-19 Deaths


All of this comes
From A Force much
Different than Altruistic
Human Nature Freely Giving
Sharing; simply, the insanity
of Population Stresses gone affray;
Guess What; Batman’s Not Coming
Back; but ‘the Bats’ (Free Nature) Are
taking Care of Nature Checks And
Balances in THeir own way…

To: Be Clear, ‘Batman’ is
A Metaphor for the Conspiracy Theory
that one Dude is coming back to solve it all…

From: hmm…

Back to
the BatCave i go…

Lord i Feel so
Fortunate to
Leave the
God behind…
And of Course
i did it by not
Worshipping IT
As IT Still Now
Does most
The Metaphor
For This Country
Black Friday for Sale
With or Without
The tiniest
To Save Lives…
Go to Hell Dollar
Bill God… Stay out
Of MaKinG
Into Hell…
Of Course
Easy to Dance Sing
When ‘Devil’ Defeated
Only Serves
You and
No Longer
Creates US..:)

In Short, Real Universal Basic Income
Is the Real Learned And Practiced Ability
To Generate Happiness Within in Autotelic
Flow; Folks Will Go Back to Life Threatening Situations
to Achieve this Real Heaven Within, Staying in the Sweet
Spot ‘tween Anxiety and Boredom, increasing Complexities
of their Endeavors to Stay in This Sweet Spot with no Fears
or Worries in Effortless Play of Greater Creativity and Productivity Now.

My Metaphor is Dancing a Tight Rope with More Complexity in Ease.

Surgeons Do this; CEO’S Do this; And True, this Real Human Magic
of Flow Comes in Dark Colors of Orange (Trump) that have nothing to do with
Love Like Killing on the Battlefield Too; It’s not Money that Drives Trump; It’s the Same
Dark Flow that takes Soldiers Back on the Battle Field to Kill; Or Mountain Climbers without
Safety Harnesses to do the same, eventually as what becomes a Suicide Endeavor, Ultimately too.

But of course, Not all Folks Find their Flows In Colors of Loving Arts; For Some folks, it’s just ‘the score’; ‘the kill’;

And Honestly,
Some folks are
Just Born and or Bred
to Score and kill; is there a
better way, of course, for those
who can and will seek and find it.

Some Do; Some Don’t; ‘Some Folks Dance Free;

Some Folks Do Not’.

-‘Guardians of the
Galaxy’ of Love; Circa Volume
Whatever, However Now For Real…

Yep; You gotta fix A root problem
Before going to even step one, Now.

A Root Problem Now, is Instant Gratification;

The Coca-Cola Country; Indeed, a Sugar Fix it is;

Meh; at best, a Universal Basic Income Would be about
1,000 Dollars A Month; For A Person Who Can and Will
Generate all the Science Assessed Happiness they care to
Within through Autotelic Flow of Staying in the ‘Tween; the
Sweet Spot of Apathy (Boredom) and Anxiety; Guess what, in
most cases, at least on average, in the United States they get a gimme
of at Least a Thousand Dollars a Month; as they don’t need that Bigger Home;
That New Car; That New Wife; Those New Clothes; That New All Consuming Goods
Ideology To Replace What is empty Within and Not Generated For Free; The Greatest Creativity
And Productivity comes inherent in Loving What We Do, Generating this Happiness within For Real Now.

Currently, Most People Hate what they do;

Go Figure; Why This World is so Frigging Screwed
Up And Folks Just FreaKin’ Don’t Care Enough Now;

Many of them; Even to Wear a Mask, if it means Saving
the Life of Mommy And Daddy who Brought them into their
Assessed Hell Hole
to Begin WiTHiN


A Root Problem
indeed, is Within;
i would have never gained
All the Money i need to live
for the Rest of My Life; if i had
the Same Bad Habits of the American
Consumer with no Soul Generated From Within…

A Life of Consuming Bags and Bags of Orange Cheetos,
When One Becomes The Greed they Elect to rule The Empty;
The Same Empty Place Within they’ve never learned to Replace
With Living Water (Love for Life) Generated From Within NoW

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD
my Biggest Fear is to
Lose the Ability to Love
Again Hence Every Breath
i Take i Love Giving
For Giving Thanks
Giving Yours as Well
Blessed Greatest Gift
i Give to You Now
Will Be Breathing
For Giving🎨🤗🎶
Thanks Giving Breath🌲

SMiLes A Cure For Most
Everything DarK iN Life
Thanks Giving For Giving🎶

Paint By Numbers Medicine
Going to see My GP Getting
out of the Car Receiving a
Call that my Mother might
Be Dying.. My Blood Pressure
Was Up to 140 Over 90 my
Doctor insisted on
BP Medicine after
My Explanation Why
Anyway They rush
You into The office Without
10 Seconds to sit now Before
Taking it that is an incorrect
Method anyway… it’s like
A Diagnosis of morbidly
Obese Just Because i
Really Weighed more
Than Trump Said he
Weighed in the Best
Condition of my life…
Sadly in Science
Common Sense
Doesn’t Always
listen in Paint
By NumBers God
It’s Like Cognitive
Behavioral Therapy
To Bring Emotions
Back When it’s all
About the Dance and
Song of Life away
And Talk…
True Medicine
Is Art That Feels..
Hope You are Feeling Great!

SMiLes A Beautiful Quality
Of this ‘Never Give-Up
Flower’ is no matter
How Many Buds that
Die it Seems to always
Flower More then one Day
It No longer Buds but eventually
As Seasons Change it comes back
To Share its Beauty With me how
Beautiful a Mother Flower Will
Be When a Son No longer Will
Bear to live With no Love Left
Feeling to give at all… A Mother
Flower Will Remember the
Hope that Loving Dead
Will Rise Again… One
Day In Early 2017
My Mother Flower
Suddenly Determined
And told me the Way i Wrote
Poetry and the way i supported
People Different than me was
Evidence i was Demon Possessed
That was difficult to hear but
Immediately Loving again no
Longer wanting to die so
Much all i could Feel is
How Difficult it Would have
Been to hear a Child say they
Just wanted to die please
Let them walk in front of a
Car to end it all so in my
Case With the Empathy
Of where she had been in her
Shoes with me, i reacted With
No slight at all several weeks
Later she died With Stage 4
Breast Cancer, Bone Cancer,
Bleeding Brain Cancer
Diagnosed At the very
End with 8 Days Left to
Die as Naturally as possible
With no Food or even a Drop
Of Water; she Lived 2 Years
With that pain with only
An occasional Aspirin
Smiling Saying her
Arthritis was acting up
Again; Indeed, Bone Cancer
Hurts; so Yes, She Finally had
A Bad Day; A Day she couldn’t
Understand; whenever i Love
Unconditionally, no matter
What i get Back From others;
Whenever i Forgive, no matter
How Heartless the Transgression;
i Remember the Never
Give-up Flower and
Bloom again and Feel
Sad that not Everyone has
A Never Give-Up Flower
To Bring ‘This Gift’ to them;
For True Love Forgives the
Real Devil
Or Never
Really Exists…

People Have Bad Days i always have Good Days for
‘i Breathe’ i can’t imagine Feeling This Way Without
Forgiving but when People tell me to go away i will
unless they Welcome me again i have nothing to lose
but Loving; just my opinion. This Philosophy You speak
of non-for-giveness that Indeed is common every
Where i
Visit now
Of Love; from
What I’ve Seen,
i don’t see anything
To Lose by Loving…
I’ve had Several 30
Year ‘Friends’ De-Friend me
From Facebook for suggesting
They forgive; i find that very sad
For them But i Understand
Why… it’s What They are
missing to Give.. It’s Hard
to ‘Get’ That Thing…
More people had it
To give Before ‘Net-Flix
And Wi-Fi’ that much i see…
Other than that i would never
Have stayed married for even
A Month With this Philosophy;
The Most Beautiful have bad Days too..:)

Lovely Portrait of Water You Paint Savvy; a gift
it is of Everlasting Beauty to make our Breath Last in Balance;
Resilient in Grace, Water Naturally Loving Is For Giving Life Strength;
You’ve been very Welcoming Here; in Fact, like Water as Water Fears
Neither Waves or Ocean
As Water is all Three
in Harmony
And Flow
In Peace of Night
Or Day of Existence;
in Honor of Water i bring
a Gift; a Story of ‘Oreo the Cat’ to You,
originally i wrote it about 7 Years ago
coming then out of Numb and Pain of 19
Medical Disorders, 66 Months; recovering
with the Light; the Miracle of Love Re-Born
in me again One with the Beach Standing
Blessed With Water, Living in me again then…
Today, is the 7th Anniversary of my existence on
Word Press and the continuing flow of these words
now at measure of 8.4 Million Words that might not
exist if not for the Encouragement of a Brand new Friend
as i was already somewhat tired of writing at Least 4 Million
Words then for 33 Months from wake to sleep; Just trying to get
my mind off Pain and Numb from the Literal Suicide Disease then…
Back to Oreo the Cat then a scrappy 7 Pound or So TomCat a Mix
of Tabby Tuxedo Cat Black And White; i was walking around the
Block after really miraculously recovering from
all that Soul Killing Disease; and He
Grabbed me around my Leg
That Night and telling
me in his way then
exclaiming, Don’t
You Forget, ‘i saved
Your Soul’ for i remembered
what he did as Neighborhood Stray
TomCats Naturally Do Protecting their
Territory for Basic Subsistence to Survive;
‘Sunny Boy’, who we could only guess was
the Son of Our Cat ‘Yellow Boy’, who was an inside
Cat because he was diagnosed with Feline Leukemia;
Sunny Boy, Wandered Up to Our Home on Christmas Day of
2012; It was amazing He looked Just like our Cat Yellow Boy;
i had lost all my Emotions then for 5 Years; a hardest part
was never having a single tear; just all dried up for all those years…
truly an empty
place with
No living
Water Within
of anything that
resembled the Feeling
of Love or any feeling at
all except pain and numb…
as close as i could get to Love
Were Cats; they were always my
Friends when Young when my peers
taught me i was too odd to deserve to exist…
So, like Yellow Boy, who was Feral and Wandered
Up from our Back-Yard Forest Woods, We Fed and
took care of him, until one day Sunny Boy walked
up with Horrible Wounds, Tears of Flesh on his Face;
the same thing happened to Yellow Boy, for the Scrappy
7 Pound Oreo TomCat Delivered Claws to Yellow Boy’s Face
Protecting His Territory too… what eventually got Yellow Boy
Diagnosed and Locked in a home forever not to infect Other Cats
Outdoors… so, we took Sunny Boy to the Vet in the Same Carrier that
We took Yellow Boy, some Months before… and sadly the Vet Brought us the
News that Sunny Boy Had ‘Kitty Aids’ and he might survive his wounds and he Might
Not but what he would do for sure is take the disease to infect the Other Neighborhood
Cats or Yellow Boy if we Tried to Bring Him Indoors;
i had lost all the Value i saw in Life as Love
Within… it was so hard to make
a decision Like that to
take anything
Away from
Part of Nature
but we made the
Difficult Choice the
Vet recommended;
then something happened
i never expected then; my First
Tear in 5 Years… My God That Sadness
Felt Like Heaven in Hell; even though i still
could Leg Press 500 Pounds that day was the
Only Day i felt Strength in my Legs Again; so weak,
they felt before, Just Pain And Numb all over my Soul
it took a while to fully
Recover and feel
the Love again
But that Day
Oreo the Cat
Taught me the
Lesson of Dark Brings Love Again;
indeed, every Tear is a path to Heaven…
For Oreo Wasn’t only Dark Oreo Was Light too..
Other than that His nickname was also ‘Devil Cat’

Yet a Dark Angel Light in Disguise…

We Forgave him…

For True, Without
Forgiveness for ‘Devils’
Love Doesn’t Exist as Dark is Light..

For It is also True That Humans Who
Have Been Harmed Most in Life
Are often The Kindest oF All
As Long as they
Turn to Love
For Victory
in Hope even
when Hope is gone
and never give up;
Vengeance is the
Other Way in Fear
As Hate; Blessed are those who seek and find
Light again; the Water of Love That Never Runs out to return again..
As Clouds Cover Sun And Indeed Bring Rain; Living Water For All of Us to Breathe..:)

A Bit of Room Left on this Moving Enigma ‘Rivers of Belief’ Theme Song Probably
Enough to make this Last ‘Frednata’ Move through Frank’s Place of Poetry
in Chicago And Xenia’s Place of Poetry in Scotland and i’ll probably save
gigoid’s place of Aphorisms from the Sages of the Ages From California
to Riff off of For the Next Theme Song to Wrap this Celebration of
“SonG oF mY SoUL 7 YearS Old 8.4 MiLLioN Words” all the way
Up with the Tale of the Tape and MacroVerse Memories 3 Years
to Date that is Part of my ‘Religious Tradition’ per Do to make
Every Step and Word Holy and Sacred Free Verse Dance
And Song of Life Free as that will Probably Make close
to or over a 40,000 Word Novel Sized Effort As Feat Note
And Milestone for 7 Years of Existence on Word Press too;
Thanks to the advice of Lala Rukh From Pakistan Then who
Encouraged me to Give the Word Press Platform a Spin then
As the Hurricane of Creativity continues to Expand in Spiral Arms of Cat-6 Winds Now..:)

Men or Mice
Men Are Mice
Indeed Sharing a Common
Rodent Ancestor 75 MiLLioN
Years ago coming after an Asteroid
Plunging into the Earth MaKinG the
Gulf of Mexico 66 Years ago MaKinG
the Previous Dinosaurs into
Migrating Birds
With Smaller
That We
Fry Sunny Side
Up to Reflect the
Star Dust We aRe ALL
Star Seed and FLoWeRS From
Crucible Fires of Super Nova Star
FLoWeR Seed Gaseous Dust All of Us Now
So At Least
Now Who
Came First
The Chicken or
Egg inDeed Dancing
With the Stars in Big Bang Song Ways…
Oops Little Professor Mistake make that
66 MiLLioN Years…
Give It All Away
Give It All Away
True No
LovE ReaL
When LiVinG
Only Give And Share Love Free
Sun Is Yellow… Uh oh… Also Orange…
True if Butterflies
Only Wished for
Old Homes
No New
For Butterfly
Wings out oF Old
Cocoon Molded Covers…
ChaliceS NoW
LovinG NeVeR
HoldinG FReeR
All Pallet
Grass Dies
Summer Scorch
Burns New-Tradition Green All SEaSoNS
Weeds WiNTeR FLoWeRS RePLacE BoRinG Green…
Mountains Neither Fall
Or RiSE As they Touch
Clouds For They’ve
Already Felt Sun
Existing Tall
What Sun
FeelS oNEaRTh
SMiLes Monkeys Fly Out
Of Trees With Wings too
Calls For Jane iN
Breathing NoW
TowardS Love
DancinG Love
SinginG Love
FindinG Love
SeeKinG Love
SeeinG LoVE WHeRe
Dances Sings WiTHiN
NoW iN Dance And Song Free
As Far as i for One Will See FoR NoW
For Giving Thanks Giving One Is SaMe
ALWaYS For Giving
Thanks Giving
DEViL LEnding
A Helping
Requiring Worship
Or Fearing Criticism Just
All Love to Give as Is Free
For Giving Thanks GiVinG NoW
Temple Building Tree oF LiGHT
Daisies Color
Bring Shine
Below Above
SMiLes Frank
Happy 8.18.2020 my
Little Celebration of
my Existence on Word
Press 7 YearS OlD “SonG
oF mY SoUL”
Still Breathing
With Smiles
Of Leaves
RiSinG Green Again
With Roots Deeper to
See Above Below WiTH More SMiLeS NoW
BuildinG LoVE Never Ending ALWaYS STaRTiNG
NoW What i See A UNiVeRSE Do Best NoW At Least..:)
Amazing Except for the Mountains
Your Scotland Forest Looks Just Like
The River Forest Here
Life Without
Above Below Dancing
Yet Valleys Still Singing Green
Oopseems i Missed a Poem Last
Week On The “Fringe of the Forest”
And Am Back Here
on What the Sun
on Shadows
Reflecting Us
ABoVE iN ‘Trust
Okay Back to ‘Fernweh Forest’
And i must Say the Forest
Here With White
Sand in the
Green Without
Mountain Trees
Looks Identical from
This View at Least to
Panhandle Florida
River Forest Being
Wild FLoWeRS SinG
Weeds SeaSonS Now
EVerY WHere DanCinG
They Go GRoWinG Freer Being
Indeed So Hot Here on SunDay
Afternoon And MonDay as
Our AC Broke on the
Hottest Day of
the Year hehe
So Pleasing Waiting
Out the Heat How Will 86F
And 89F Do This Environment
Inside.. SMiLes Xenia When the
Cool Comes Again Scotland
Breeze Fall
to Feel
Out of Heat
to the Miracle Cure
of Scotland Falls in
Summer Florida Panhandle
Sweaty Otherwise Blue And
Very Humid Skies hehe as DarK
Brings LiGHT
Truly Better
Than Cable
TV HAha3144words..;)


“Life is both exquisitely beautiful & excruciatingly challenging often in the same breath.
Words let you shape your inner chaos into a pattern that flows through you.”
SMiLes Dear Savvy FRiEnD i’ll Quote Your Two Lines Here
For Core Truth in Life
For ‘The Rivers
of Belief’
Do Come
in Flow Out
of Restraints
of Past and Future ‘Time’
Transcending All Worries
And Fears and just Rising
As FRiEnDS With Gravity Will
Naturally Do in Balance Even
If Hope Leaves as a Feeling THere
is the Will to Never Give-Up And it is True
Those Who
of Love
Keep Us Moving
One Step Ahead
Even in Dungeons
too Dark to See as Tunnel oF Lights Ahead
God Bless All yes With You and All You Love too…:)

“It’s possible to love a human being
if you don’t know them too well.”

~~ Charles Bukowski ~~

Smiles Like Any Other
Challenge in
Life It’s Worth Trying..:)

“‘Love’ is that condition in which the happiness
of another person is essential to your own.”

-Lazarus Long

i tried it i still love it….

Life does not consist mainly, or even largely, of facts
and happenings. It consists mainly of the storm of thought
that is forever flowing through one’s head.”

— Mark Twain

At best A River that Feels Senses
Gives Shares Free Expanding Shores at Ease
And Yes of course Flooding When Necessary too
And Understanding
Where Dry
Floors of
River Beds
Come From True…

“Resolved, that the women of this nation in 1876,
have greater cause for discontent, rebellion and
revolution than the men of 1776.”

— Susan B. Anthony

Well coined indeed…
Of course Still..

“Between the acting of a dreadful thing
And the first motion, all the interim is
Like a phantasma, or a hideous dream:
The Genius and the mortal instruments
Are then in council; and the state of man,
Like to a little kingdom, suffers then
The nature of an insurrection.”

— William Shakespeare ~~

Julius Caesar — Act ii, Sc. 1

Sounds Like Almost 4 Years to me…
About the Same Distance it takes me to Write 5.5-MiLLioN-Words
Of Free Verse Longest Epic Long Form Poetry Namely This Year
“Netherland Bible” too Along with today’s 7-Year Anniversary of
8.4 MiLLioN Words.. “SonG oF mY SoUL” Living on Word Press too.. hehe…
Among Many
Other Places True..:)

“Now, that the sovereign power and deity, whatsoever it is,
should have regard of mankind, is a toy and vanity
worthy to be laughed at.”

— Pliny The Elder

Hehe also True..
Ruled By What is Less
Than The Size of the Head of Dust Now At Least…

“Decay, inherent in all component things.”

— Buddha-last words

Excellent Fertilizer for Green Leaves of Grass
Hopefully ‘they’ didn’t Just Burn Him And
Not Feed the Leaves as Grass….

“We all know that art is not truth.
Art is the lie that makes us realize truth
— at least the truth that is given us to understand.”

— Pablo Picasso

Considering Neuroscience Now shows we basically
Hallucinate Our Reality Now Based on What We
Co-Create As Hallucination Before
Life is Always
Best in
Dreams We Co-Create
and the ‘other side of Heaven’ too..:)

“Probably no invention came more easily to man
than when he thought up heaven.”

— G. C. Lichtenberg

Oh Lord, How did ‘he know’
what i am going to
Say Now
Way Back
then Hehe..
indeed the
Nature of Chaos Magic
Order Beyond All Human
Reasons the Art of ‘God’ Seeing in Us For Real
Out of Time, Distance, Space and All Nature (GoD) Matter at
Least ‘Modern Shiva of Modern Quantum Mechanics’ agrees…

“Not by years but by disposition is wisdom acquired.”

— Plautus — Trinummus, Act ii, Sc. 2, 88, (367.)

As Well Here for those Who Hear

“Virtue is its own revenge.” — E. Y. Harburg

True Science is a Dead End Now.

“A man can do something for peace without
having to jump into politics. Each man has
inside him a basic decency and goodness.
If he listens to it and acts on it, he is giving a
great deal of what it is the world needs most.”

— Pablo Casals

“What the Love Needs Now is Love Sweet Love”
It Doesn’t Really Matter Who Said it First as Long
As they Continue to Dance And Sing Love For Real in Do;
Other Wise Love only Rots in Pages oF Old DusTY Molded BookS in PRiSoN Dudes…

“Neither man nor woman can be worth anything until they have discovered that they are fools.
The sooner the discovery is made the better, as there is more time and power for taking
advantage of it.”

— William Lamb Melbourne

Amen Ever ‘Sense Feel’ the First Fool Rule Love

“And unextinguish’d laughter shakes the skies.”

~~ Alexander Pope ~~

~~ The Iliad of Homer,
Book i,
771 ~~


Back From Savvy’s Place of
Beautiful Indian Free Verse Poetry
And gigoid’s Home in California
Now to the Tale of the Tape
Before i Run out of Gas
i wanna go outside
to Dance in
Sand And
Sun Currently
the Rain is
Falling in Sunshine Rays
but oh Lord any chance of
Publishing this on the Anniversary
Date 8.18.2020 of Writing “SonG oF mY
SouL 7 YearS old 8.4 MiLLioN Words” Now
Means gotta finish Writing it Now For Real More
as far as “ReTuRN oF GReAT WHiTE HoPE NoW”
The last finished and counted MacroVerse in Words
Makes for the 928th MacroVerse of THAT and the 256th
MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible” in that 50 Month Effort
of 5,892,998 Words as September is surely gonna Reach
6 MiLLioN Words of Milestone And Featnote True too with
This Finished Effort too Just about 68,000 Words Away No
More than Two More MacroVerses to come After Today
Around A Labor Day of Love Effort In September for
Sure too hehe appropriately i will add now already
too.. as the “GReaT WHiTE HoPE” MacroVerse
Already Finished Makes for the 154th
MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic
Bible” at 4,281,866
Words in
38 Months
of Effort in that
Subchapter Long Form
Epic Free Verse Bible Poem
of “SonG oF My SoUL” too…
With Volumes 2018, 2019, and
2020 With All the Facebook Profile
Pics too.. around 7 Thousand Words
on Average in each and every Facebook
Profile Pic since Memorial Day of 2017
No it’s Not Every Day that someone
Writes A Free Verse Epic Long
Form Poem Subchapter
Bible that Size
or anyone
doing anything
like that at all as
All Humans Are Welcome
to Do what no other Human
Has Done or even Tried to Do Before
That’s What Makes this Being of Chaos
Magic So Special As Art is core of Who We aRe aLL NoW
if We Uncover Our Human Potentials with all the Avenues of
Available Tools And Master the Tools instead of Turning into
Avatar, Terminator, And Matrix Plugged in Tools Alone.. hmm
A Work of Art We surely Can And Will Be Forever Greater Now
As Public Dance Miles come up to 13,553 Miles Now in 7 Years and the Erotic
“Free Verse Nude Poetry” Novel Fully Illustrated is catching up with some New
Art Work Soon Enough but the 6 Volume Novel of Words Remains at 112,340
Words of course in an Adult Cautioned Blog all by itself as i don’t want anyone
Stumbling into it here who is nor forewarned of what that Human Art Freest is
All About.. and of course the 298 Dance Week Nights with all the Cool
College Folks at Old Seville Quarter Frozen Ice Cold by Covid-19
Still in the Pandemic Freezer since March 12, 2020… Masked
Store Dance and Neighborhood Public Dancing Remains
You Do what You Can With What You Have even when
the World Seems to Be Running Down as far as
Human Culture goes yet Nature getting back
in Balance As we Come to Find Out
Nature is both Real God and
Our Real Master For Real
No Escaping all of
Nature no
Matter what
We Do Now
With God of Nature’s
Balance We come or We
Go Away From the Same Balance in Karma for real now
The ‘Evil Eye’ Belongs to US.. Now it’s up to US to get back to
WorK iN Balance for only one man sure didn’t make all this ‘Evil Eye Stuff’
out of Balance Happen now.. Orange Dreams run Deep in Rotting Orange style…

Now to MacroVerse Memories 3 Years to Date Unfolding More as those Memories
Have Memories since the Beginning of all this effort on 8.18.2013 too as Doors to
Nautilus Chambers More continue to increase and Cat-6 Hurricane Winds of
Creativity and Productivity continue to come more Dense And Complex
in Greater Winds than come Before As Soul Evolving GrowS oN Now

But first A bit of a Detour as Bishop Barron’s ‘Company’
Made itself known to me again on FB…

SMiLes You (Bishop Barron and Trademark Company) Shadow Banned me on Youtube Long ago feeling my contributions were not worthy… go ahead.. Shadow Ban me here too but i still listen to what you have to say as i continue writing a Bible of my own 8.4 Million Words… Anniversary 7 years today… all from Holy Creative Spirit FLoW in Free Verse Poetry as well
as Naked as ‘the Dude’ in the ‘Photo Above’ too
As Far As A Way of Truth and Light continues now

It’s Just A Very Long Lost REAL TRADITION

i really don’t mind that you wanted me to
go away but at least you could have been
‘Son of Man’ enough to say Just go away….

It’s not like i’m the first one to dust my Sandals off…

i didn’t seek you.. you ‘ended’ up on my Facebook Feed Again…

i don’t expect you to know me as you are very important…

But of course we already know the first is last…

If Your Tradition Still teaches that at least…

Anyway have a nice day.. Your Efforts there
still mused around 400,000 Words in 14
Months from last May thru July of this
Year and it’s not like i don’t know
How to use copy and paste
to keep it alive for who
Knows How long
Online NoW even
A Thousand Years
Perhaps… it’s what
i named as one of 6 New
Testaments the 5th in my
Personal “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Epic Longest Long Form Poem
Bible as Part of Ongoing Tradition too
as it’s true each and every breath we make
Now is another New Testament of God Nature
For Real and More as least still does with SMiLes..
but do try if you can to wrap Your Soul Around an effort
10 times greater than the ‘Old King James Effort’ and
100 times greater than the Old Quran in 7 Years effort
Oh yeah with 13,553 Miles in the Old King David Tradition
Of Public Dance True all in ‘Trump Town USA’ still supported
by the Catholic Church i attend supporting the Sanctity of
Life but Not requiring Masks Only for folks who believe they
Need to wear them.. except for one Mass.. So Much to write
about my Friend… imagine one day someone really coming
to Judge what the Living and ‘The Dead’ Still do.. Yes.. recite
something Long enough Together and Chaos MaGiC has a way
of coming to Fruition.. True.. i don’t leave any Page unturned
But Not ‘like’ ‘Faux News’ i’m Fair and Balanced.. You are Just
About the Cream of the Crop the Catholic Church has to offer..
overall.. You get a Good Grade from me.. Meh.. the Others not so much..
objectively at least now… And if you can’t understand me You surely aren’t the first
or last..;)

“SuPeR WoMeN oF GoDoH”.. Still is the Case

“i’M F*KinG A 0KAy”.. Okay

“Take the Wrong Planet Home”.. As Always Now

“Jar oF liGht AnD DArk heARts”.. True


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”.. And Again…

“Older Newer TesTaMeNTS oF LoVE”.. And Again..

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”.. And Again…

“STarT A NeW LiGHT SHiNE”.. Need i Dance Sing More

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. YeS Hells Thru HeaVeNS Yes!

Hehe.. It 5 O’Clock somewhere.. 5 O’3 PM Hear and do i ever
quit Quitting Time Hell No In Heaven There is No Time At
All For Quitting in Autotelic Flow of Continuing Complexity
Sweet Spot ‘Tween Apathy (Boredom) And Anxiety
With Zero Fears Who Wants to Leave Heaven
i sure
gonna take
any ‘time’ off
of Forever Eternally Now
Anyway this Does Finish the
Writing of “SonG oF mY SouL 7
YearS Old 8.4 MiLLioN Words” on 8.18.2020
Now at 5:03 PM Always STaRTinG MoRE NoW
As Lord Knows, Feels, And Senses this is a Big one
to Put All Together Now and Publish as that “Mechanical
Cognition Duty” Does Come Next in Flow Just Not As Much Art of Creativity With SMiLes..

Still Just
A Servant
A Golden
Band of
Around ‘Ya’ Finger..Now…
And Sort of a ‘Frednata’ too
Abbreviated in Two Movements
of Songs “Daisies” by Katy
Perry And God Yes “Wrapped
Around Your Finger” By “the Police” 2337 Words










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

8.3 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW

“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)

Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)

“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)

Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)

“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)

“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)

“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)

“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL 8 MiLLioN Words Bible Poem 80 Months” True A Longest Epic
Long Form Poem Bible At This Size in 80 Months… Along With 13,133 Miles of
Public Dance Doesn’t Come Everyday Anywhere of Course But
It Does Come Here And Close to 60 Year-Old Dudes (on 6.6.60)
Don’t ‘Normally’ Cover Themselves
With Poetry They Naked Write
Either Nor Write 6 New Testaments
as Part of that with 9 Sub-Chapter Epic
Titled Long Form Poem Bibles Either Longer  than
the Old King James Effort Each Subchapter Bible Effort
As All 6 Newer Epic Long Form Poem Testaments are Larger
Than That Old Effort As Well too.. Anyway “SonG oF mY SoUL”
8 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long Form Poem Bible Overall
Is 10xGreater than the Size of the Old King James Effort and 100XGreater
than the Size of the Quran and Yes Over 5XGreater than the Old Mahābhārata
1.8 MiLLioN Word Effort in Epic Long Form Poems That Of Course took Centuries
to Complete With Innumerable Ghost Authors too..
Of course This Doesn’t Have
A Target Audience as
Epic Long Form Poem
Bibles Are About ALL
Yes ‘Class’ LiTeRaLLY Forevermore now
God All Always Beginning Story MoRE NoW
i’m Just  Wind One With Holy Creative SPiRiT FLoW Through NoW

It’s Worth Noting As Far As An Historical Art of Epic Long Form Poem
Free Verse Bible And Or Newer Testament Writing.. Either By Oral Or Written Tradition Doing it Naked
Is Surely Keeping This Fearless Free Art Tradition Oldest One In Deed
Not Suggesting anyone else do it..
but for those who
do let’s
JusT DancESing Fear
Is No Part of THeir
God That Is Both Love And Flesh and Blood Real

“One Blood One-Body”

“May Days 6th NeW LeNTeN TesTaMeNT 2020” 13 MacroVerses Naturally coming Since
The MacroVerse Appropriately Pandemic Named Before the Pandemic Came
As Prophecies often come and go this way for Real too..
Yes.. “Rushing the Flu Away” as it is still Not
Clear what kind of Month Long January 2020
Virus my Wife and i  Experienced
But Anyway Typically this is what
Does Naturally come with
An 8 MiLLioN Word
Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem Titled “SonG oF mY
SoUL”  Still  coming in 80 Months along
NoW with 13,060 Miles of Public Dance
As This “May Days 6th New LeNTeN TesTaMenT 2020”
Is the 919th MacroVerse of that Entire Effort True iN LiGHT too..
And once Again typically Bible Writers And Other Sacred and Holy Text
Creative Spirit Writers Do It all Nude too as Fearless Freedom is Inherent in
the Flow of the Holy and Creative
Ecstatic Frission of the Autotelic
Continuing River FLoW iN  Laser Focus iN
ZonE Head to Toe Mind.. Body and Soul of Getting
And Keeping the Whole EPic Long Form Bible Poem Writing
Adventure Properly MuSeD And iNSPiReD EVeN More for what
We aRe Literally Dancing And Singing Here NoW in Science way too
Is Generating All Naturally the Neurochemicals and Neurohormones
And all the Peptide Connections All Together Over A Quadrillions Connections
As Many Or More Star Connections iN UNiVeRSE More As Science continues to
to See With Human Aided Eyes but Anyway New Testaments Never End as Far As Human
God Within Force Love Pure Potential Even More.. in other words i am always Starting A
New Testament of
God HumanPotential WiTHiN
LiGHTiNG uP mY “Christmas Tree
SPiRiT Flow Of my Soul To Dance And
Sing Even More.. True.. THere Are No Old
Books Here to Limit Human Potential More or Less..:)

“FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2020 4 MiLLioN Words 3 Years”…Yes Indeed A Bit Epic as
The Title Is Almost Self-Explanatory with of Course Fully iLLusTRaTinG Pics
Straight From My Facebook Personal Page too.. Anyway there are actually
3 Volume Years as Linked complete in the Title Link Above comprising
2018, 2019, and 2020 as this Epic Long Form Poem First of its
Kind No Doubt.. hehe at Least this Size Has an Average
Of 7,000 Words in Each Facebook Profile Pic
Description Area As this New style Epic
Long Form Poem Bible is Fully
Illustrated Not only with
Facebook Pics to Help
Tale the Epic Long
Form Poem Bible Story
but Yes YouTube Video Songs
And Information to Accompany it All too..
And Of Course This is Only Half of Longest Epic Long
Form Bible Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” that to date at this
Point Carries 8.1 MiLLioN Words over the Course of 81
Months.. along with 13,260 Miles of Public Dance in the
Same Span of Dates As Well..  So Yeah Ongoing “FB
Profile Pic Bible Vol 2020 4 MiLLioN Words 3 Years”

“7 YearS HeAVeN WiTHiN NoW 2020”.. JusT ANoTHeR MiLeSToNE And FEaTNoTE
to Celebrate Eternally NoW WiTHiN.. Yes.. A Common Experience Across CuLTuRES
Referred to By Metaphors Like Nirvana.. Satori.. Bliss.. Prana.. Tao.. Even
Kundalini Rising and Chi.. Yes Just Other words in Metaphors for
Autotelic Flow Sweet Spot ‘tween Apathy and Anxiety
Continuing Ever Increasingly Complex
Dance And Song
on A Tight Rope Now
No one Religion or Human
Owns this KingQueenDoM oF
HeaVeN WiTHiN Eternally NoW
No Myth.. No Hyperbole.. This Place IS ReAL NoW


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Freedom IS A GreaTesT Gift..
But IT iS Not A Christmas Gift..
Freedom cannot be stored.. re-gifted..
Freedom cannot be shared..
Something same.. ONLY
Done BeFORE..!
Freedom IS Doing
Something NEW..!
True FREEDoM! IS Standing
UP! AGAINst! Common Heard!
Of Herd… Doing something NEW..!
Changing… A World A FLOWER!
NEW..! Instead of withered seeds..
Only tendered for Fire.. When withered
Seeds.. Become FIRE! FREEDOMS LiGHT!
BaLaNCinG PasT FuTuRE ABoVE BeLoW ALL Around
Best oF ALL WHoLE iN BLiSS DoinG IT ALL EffortlesSly Dancing
Singing A Tightrope Autotelic FLoW ONly For Free in HeAVeN’s Ease
Not Unlike Isaiah A Different ‘Human Hurricane’ Doing It All Naked And
Publishing It All too Just For The Tradition oF iT too… Putting IT All Together
Fully Illustrating IT With Over 100,000 Photos And Over 10,000 YT Videos with 13,466 Miles
of Public Dance One Human Being Writing A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible 10X the Size
of The Old Centuries Made Effort 8.3M Words in 83 Months… Yeah It’s Kind of Amazing With
All The Technology That Puts All of History and Herstory At Our Finger-tips Free… Well;
i guess i might as well put the last MacroVerse All Together; 40 or So Thousand Words
Before, i Finish the Next one; hehe…
Salvation Of NaTuRE ALWaYS
Related to Balance Dark Is Light
Is Dark ‘Isaias’ Spreads Warming
Water Brings Life After Destruction
In Disguise
Trump Wants to Delay
‘The Cure For Cancer:’
‘Isaias’ Headed
To Florida NoW
No Big Surprise
FoR Me at Least
‘GooD VibeS ONly’ iS NoT ENouGH For SailS SPiRiT
Winds Make OCeaN WHolE WaVeS ‘JawS’ RiSinG AGAiN
Note to Self: Wear ‘Jaws Shirt’ to Mask Dance on Friday; ‘Good Vibes
Only’ KiLLeR ‘TRiNiTY’ Of ‘Blind Mice’
1000 Southern Baptist Church
Congregations Dead Perhaps
That Measure of 150,000
And 3 Times more Coming
Will Ring A Church
Of Souls
To Save Lives
Sooner Than Soon
Dum Ass Unmasked
Numb Ass SouLeSS
Republican Leader
Saying ‘the Condom
Caused His Demon
Just Proof some
People are Already Within
Living in Self-Help-Made-Hell
‘What’s App’ Five Nagasaki’s Shooting
US By D-Leader On ‘5th Avenue’ ‘They’ Don’t Give A Rotting Ass Soul
Thump Thump Trump Sound Of A HeART BeaT Before First Is Last ‘Demon
SperM’ A Nation So Pathetic It Won’t Wear A Mask To Save 5 Nagasaki’s HeaR ‘Dumb Ass NumbSoul Suicide Bombers’ Unmasked… Warning Pamphlets Dropped All Over A Nation Silence Is A Most Deadly Response “Fat Man” Is “Little Boy Again”… So Ironic, So Iconic, So Predictable Karmic Revelations BReATHE GoDZiLLA FiRE iN US Was Gonna Wear my ‘Jaws’ Shirt But Wore
‘Good Vibes’ For A FRiEnD THeRE’S ALWaYS GooD FRiDaY NeXT… DeMoN SeeD SoWS DeMoN SeeD ReaPS… What Do You Call A Nation Idiotic Enough To KiLL ITS OWN Way
oF A Reaper ReTurNS AGAiN To Haunt US… Hundred-K or So In Japan,
Iraq, And Here; What’s the Difference US Karma ReturnS AGAiN
‘Idiocrazy’ Or Hell Love Whatevers Ya Wanna ‘See’ It
‘Typical Dude’ as one
Might Guess i don’t care
for Shopping but do
Love People
i Go Walmart
Currently Replacing
Customer Service With
Machines but all i had
Was A Smile
To Give now
A Twilight
For Real
As All of
Rod Serling’s
Prophecies to
‘Serve Human’
Unmasked Now
Reveal hmm.. as
i Sing From A Back
Pew oh How i Wonder
If ‘They’ Will Ever See
The ‘Real
Of ‘Their
Just Trying
To Help Rod
Come Back Again…🙏

Wishes MesSageS Positive LiGHT
Travels Globe Peace Prayer wHOle

SonG oF LiFE

BLacK AnD WhiTE oR
CoLoRs oF Ocean Breeze WHoLE

Stained Glass
oF Heaven

KinGDoM oF

oF HeaVeN


Chaos Magic When Singing A Poem In Reverse
Creatively A ‘Random’ FB Memory From A Year Ago Fits In

God Flame
God Muse
God Breath
Do God Exhale Blow Out Nirvana Real Dance Sing Now Free Wind

Darkness Feels Clouds Depression Sinks Soul Lungs Fill With Light Breathe Wind Life Love CoLoRS AGAiN CLouDS Flow Dance Sing God

Under Water Gasping For Breath PLeasE God OnE Drop oF LiGHT To BReaTHE AGaiN Free Bird Wings FLoWinG

Smiles thanks
For Sharing
The Quote the
Good News is We
Can And Will
Heaven Within
Too for those
Who Create their
Bliss Themselves🏝
i surely Won’t wait
For Everyone Else
To Fall out of ‘Line’😊

No more evident than
How People in the
US Create their Own
Truths no matter how
Much they Harm Others
Freedom is
And Even Deadly…
Ever So Ironically…

Soul Feel We

Order Requires
oF Freedoms

Yes.. Yin and Yang
Of Dirty and Clean…

Germs Are Bad So
No Germs are Good
NaH THaT’s noT How
LiFE Works BesT aLL

When Practice
Becomes Perfect

And Simple ‘tHinG’ YoU’LL

MEanWhile BacK aT thE FB RaNcH aS BReaK
WHiLe i WRite/PuBLisH A NovEL SiZE oR So aGaiN iN
A Week Or So FoR FReED…


A Gift You
Are Thank You

Cosmic Sneeze
Existence Breeze God Ease
For Those Who ‘See’ IT NoW

Some Good Vibes
For Your Weekend
With Dancing SMiLes

Haha looks
Like the Flowers On my Shirt
Miss seeing You Around

LeSSoN 288
Wise Toad Finds Bliss
(And Bugs) in Moonlit
Dew Clover Smiling at Rest
Naturally in Flow Nature’s Heaven

Shadow of A FRiEnD Above Guiding ‘Him’ Away
From ‘Road Kill’…

Hehe This Is what
Princes Are For…

Which Brings
Me to Make
A Princess
EacH and
Every Day
Effortless Rigorous
Work With Wise Toad

Sent from my iPhone

Haha.. An Elastic Strap
Broke Putting it Across
my Big Head.. Walmart
ran Out of Freebies so
We Had to Drive Back
Home to get Another…
We Keep extra’s in the
Car now but Suddenly
i found myself naked
Oh no! Without one in
Jo-Ann’s, my Wife’s
Favorite Hobby Store,
And it Was like those
Dreams when you
Realize you have
Your underwear
Or nothing at
All on in Public…
i rushed to the Car
To put one on and
Wondered if the
Folks saw me
As one
Of ‘Those’
Kinda ‘Deep
South State Folks’…

Oh well…
Glass Homes…
Breaking them
As I get unmasked too..😉

Key is to Write
Your Own Story
And Find Yourself
Directing Producing
And Actually Acting
It With or Without 👏
Applause in Flow of Course🎶
As Song Dances
Again Free
Eternally Now
Of Course Living
Heaven We Create Within
Free Breathing
Loving Life For Real😁🎶

There’s Certain
Freedom in
Not Seeking
HeHe If ‘You’
Ever Actually
Look at My
Blog You’ll
See It
Ironic isn’t
It the Need
For Approval
With no
Naked Substance
In Other Words for
Some Folks Nature
Is More than Appearance🎶

It’s Impossible to ‘Understand’
‘Buddhism’, ‘Literally’; but in
Rather Simple Poetry i ‘See’ Now

What i find works best is Discard
All The Words And Other CuLTuRaL
Clothes; Dance As ‘God’ Breathes Free

In Other Words:

Sit Under A Tree
Inhale, Then Exhale,
Understand (Sense/Feel) that
You And That Tree And Your
Breath is No Separation; Be Free
Other Folks
Erect Statues
of Words in
Books And
Worship Those
Idols of Words
Separate from Breath
Under A Living Tree Now
They Never Come to Be…
Just Be Free…
Be The Whole
Living Tree Free..:)

i Suggest, Create Your ‘Own Religion’; Feel/Sense
Your Way Through it as ‘Buddha’ Is reported to do;
And Really At Core, What the Story Book Character
Jesus Does until folks take/twist His Parables Literally and get lost…

Per What Lies and Tells the Truth below,
Christianity is A ‘Molding Bread’ indeed of Lies Now;
i Highly Do Not Suggest what has Honestly become A Cult oF Lies…

Note: Before What is below; Honestly, it’s easier just to Breathe In And Out
And Be the Entire Living Tree (Existence/Reality/All) in Flow Like A River
At Ease Creating Your Own Shores Expanding or Receding as you go…

Eventually Water, Streams, Rivers, Bays, And the
Entire Ocean Finds You And You See the Ocean as You; You Realize You Are All;

No Separation; nothing to gain and nothing to lose; Just Free to Breathe in Balance…

Bliss… Eternally Breathing in and Out No WHere to Go but Complete Now Ocean WHole.

‘Iconoclasm’: ‘Trump’ has Destroyed A ‘Statue’
of what Christianity And Republicans ‘Used’ to
Stand For in Terms of Ideals And Truth but
Since he ‘Literally’ didn’t Tear Down
Any Statues, His Followers
Can’t see It: ‘Ironiclasm’,
‘Predicticlasm’, For
It Reveals the
Beatitudes and
Real Conservatism
Were Never Really
Dear And Worth Keeping
As Ideals, And Principles of Core
Truth; Indeed, Revelation occurs:

The ‘Wicked Witch’ of ‘the
West’ is Melting And ‘They’
Have No Clue, This ain’t
Kansas Anymore: Point of
No Return, Dust in the

It Requires ‘Soul’
To understand
This ‘Word Salad’
And that’s Ironic too..

It only gets to

Just Another
Long Tradition
From: the Other Side..;)

Buddhism is A Verb of God;
The Living Breath; The Living one
Within; The ‘Gospel of Thomas’ Describes
This Living one Within Similarly as does most Other
‘Poetry’ Arriving at Living Breath as Living Trees Come to see..:)

Generally SpeaKinG, Across Cultures, When You Find People of Different
Religions/Languages Finding the Same Flow of Bliss; Just Breathing in and Out Effortlessly
‘Tween Apathy and Anxiety of Increasing Complexity in Creativity and Productivity in Autotelic Bliss

What You May
Find is the
Science And
Religion of the
Living one Loving
Life Within is surely the All You Master too..:)

In this way, Per Biblical Stories, the ‘Tower of Babel’ is Falling Down now.

Smiles; i for one no longer Have to Wait; And Many other Living Trees too;
God is Dark; God Is Light; God Is Dance; Song; And On An ‘8th Day’, ‘God’
Creates Poetry to Share God True iN LiGHT; These are all Just Leaves of a Living Tree..:)

There are Different Kinds of Trees and Leaves; Go Figure, Everyone Creates Their Own Leaves of Religion…

Actually A
‘Tower of
Never Fall
As Long as
Trees Flower
Less And More Colorful to Be i Am..:)

SunFlower Offerings for
Birds and Squirrels
Laid Down Freely
At Their Beaks
And Paws
And Such

It’s What
We Do in
‘Our Naked Garden
of Eden’; me and Eve hehe..;)

Not Surprising that no one here
Convinced ‘Him’ that Any Current
Organized Religions are Worth Following;
As Per the Boston University Study on Religion
And Autism, Actually Conducted on ‘this’ Internet
Site; There were only 26 Percent of the ‘PPR Forum’
Assessed As Atheist in Empirical Review but what
the Study Did Find
is that the Folks
in this Demographic
of Autism as Opposed to
an Online ‘Neurotypical’
Control Group Created
their Own Individual Beliefs;
Like THAT should be any Real
Surprise with This Inherent Condition;
It’s Worth Noting That Per Story at Least;
Buddha, Jesus, And Lao Tzo Created Their Own
‘Religion’ too; Not Many Would Follow the One Jesus
Created (Love), Obviously, in Western Materialistic
Cultures Based on ‘Stuff’; But ‘They’ Do Believe
in the Hyperbole of Myths; no Different really
than the Conspiracy Theories Still from
to Top
of the
Idol Worship
Away from Truth
in Shallow Group Think
in Light Now Naked to
‘See’ oF all the Lies that Fall
Away From Living Trees Breathing Free…
Folks Separate (Wheat) From ‘The Crowd’ Are
By Very Nature Ones Who Create
New Testaments of Arts
And Sciences of
‘Human Religion’;
Meh; some of the
Ideas get attached
to coming Group (Chaff) Think;
And Others Just Fade away into individual Bliss…

Let’s Give the Poster A Break; If We Can And Will; Not Everyone is a Rocket
Scientist in Language Arts; Obviously, he was having difficulty expressing himself in words…

Just pretend, if We can that this is the Topic; as it is clear as ‘Love’ for me to see what he was ‘saying’…

A Difference
Between Talking
And Understanding…

Us Folks who Started out as
Non-Verbal, Tend to excel more in ‘the Understanding’

in Crystalized Intelligence Versus Fluid Intelligence As Michelle Dawson’s
Science Study of Verbal Versus Non-Verbal Autistic Folks Also Shows.

i’ve found that Truth over and Over expressed on this Internet Site…

And In Working With the General Public for Two And A Half-Decades, Additionally, in More Decades
With Other Folks Around the Globe Online, Numbering Way over 144,000 Folks as that’s a cool number too;

It Not Limited to
The Autism

not Unusual…

And Actually Ironic as
Some Folks Talk And Some Folks ‘See’;

Truly, Diversity is Lovely Now as We Need
more than one kinda Tree (Weed) to survive as a species..:)

It’s Worth Noting That ‘Carpenters’ Must Be ‘Visual Thinkers’ Building ‘Parables’ too…
As There is No Deeper Metaphor Without the Ability to Visually Think in iMaGiNaTioN…

Chances Are in Real Life, ‘Jesus’, Would Never Get Crucified as ‘Enemies’ Would Never understand him…

And Just Pass-Him-off like Dust in the Wind As they Continue to Enjoy the Surface of the Ocean as Always Never
‘Seeing’ Deeper And Of course This is a Long Standing And Falling Tradition of Inherent Human Nature; Some Folks See;
Some Folks Hear;
Other Folks
Mostly Talk and that’s okay too
As We Do Need Anchors and Sails..:)

Some Folks also Do Both Anchors
And Sails as Whole Boats..:)

Smiles, my Friend Some Folks
Just Look Within; That’s Nothing New either;
And surely the Advice that even the Story of Jesus,
Buddha, and Lao Tzu Brings if one ‘Sees’ ‘the Story’ for
what it deeper means..:)

At Least for me Now;
No Way Any Religion,
Politics, Science, or
Culture Has All
for me;
Mileage Varies
Depending on
Make and Model
of the Human Being of course;
Some Need Tradition; Some Folks Do Not;
i really have no Idea What this Individual
Needs; but i doubt he will find it in someone
else in this World today; as it’s all becoming more ‘Externally Oriented’..:)

Weaving A Way
Through Woods
Free Dog Nose..
Flight in Balance
Dog Paws Ground
Forest One Free..
Water Flows
of Life
Dog Sees
Hears Tastes
Touches Smells Be Free

SMiLes Dear Xenia
Thanks for Helping
me Cover A Meaning
of Life in One Dog’s Breath ‘fore Noon..:)


Interesting; Mileage Varies According to Human
Make and Model; There are Nice And Mean Folks Wherever We Go.

At Church, Many folks Don’t acknowledge me;
They Are Busy; They Are in a World of Hurry/Worry;
They are Not like Me as Free As Waves on an Ocean ‘Seeing Ocean Whole’…

My Experience is; When they get to know me; as i am
Patient enough to allow them to do that; No matter
How much they Live in Worry/Hurry; And i LiVE in ‘Greater Loving Peace:

My Experience as i feel no need/fear to Hide the Fact that i was
A Non-Verbal Child, Until 4 With Autism, and for All Observable
Way of Folks Seeing me once they get to know me; Basically, they
Want me to talk to Their Relatives With Autism As They Feel Like from
Getting to know me deeper than Just the ‘Dancing Guy of the Village’
That i have found ways to Defeat all the Negative Reciprocal Social
Communication Difficulties, hehe; Except, Perhaps, for Providing
An Oral Dissertation on whatever Topic, i happen to be Interested in.

The Priest, And Some of the Deacons, Present many more Difficulties
With the Condition of Autism Than i do; And that’s for sure; verily so
Easy to see as even My Psychotherapist claims i am have developed Expertise
in understanding the Condition now as the Broader Autism Phenotype extends
out into the Population at Around 15 Percent, According to Simon Baron Cohen
as Far As Social Empathic Functional Disabilities Versus Greater Systemizing Skills.

Other than the Magical Thinking, Where Schizotypal Personality Difficulties are studied
to be Highly Co-Morbid With Autism Spectrum Disorder; With the Magic Wafer of Bread,
Supposedly that Literally changes into the Body of A Dead Man From 2000 Or so years
ago; the Man Illiterate, who never wrote a word down of his Life Experiences according
to Biblical Scholarly Reports; The Structure of the Catholic Church is a Labyrinth
of Systemizing Rituals, Rigid that rarely change that surely lend a Home
For Systemizing Minds/’Souls’; minus any Social Empathic Skills that are
really even required in reading-off the ‘Bible Manual’ and the Instruction
Sheets and Following Suit in Kneel, Stand, And Sit Down and
Do it Again in Precise Order. The Priest Gave my Mother
the Last Rites; the dedicated Catholic She was then on
Her Death Bed; Then, He Lost his place in the Instruction
Manual; as i went to School With Him; And His Mother
Soon to Be Facing the same place mine was that gave
Him Some Obvious Distress as Yes, i went to School
With Him, close to the Same age; Without the Instruction
Manual he was Lost; didn’t have a thing
to say; and then he found the Page;
And Resumed the same
Instruction again;

i used to be the same
way, until i rolled away ‘the stone’..

Anyway, Catholic Church is Mostly
Ritual; with Social Interaction coming in
Last place beyond the structured Routine;
It’s easy for a Person on the Autism Spectrum
still to ‘Get Lost’ in Catholic Church; But as far
As Rolling Away any Inner stones; Not as effective
for that as the Very Nature of the Church is Set in Stone;
Recognizing here that the Op made his decision away from ‘Churches’ but this
Actual Topic is one that a lot of folks have to deal with continuing in life… ‘Autistic
Priests’ do fit in;
But the Rational
Ones without so
Much of the ‘Wafer”
‘Magical Thinking’
Don’t usually stay;
My Asperger’s Syndrome
Came From My Grandfather’s
Side, An Irish Priest; No Diagnosis
then but he was surely described
Then on a Broader Autism Phenotype
As all Systemizing with ‘Few Colors of Butterfly Wings’
Out of the ‘Stone Cocoon’; Just never actually rolling the stones away…
But Anyway, Fortunately For me; He didn’t buy all the “Magical Thinking”
Leaving a
Basic Human
Nature, giving
me a chance to Live;
As Leaving the Church
Was Definitely a Pro-Life
Answer for him and me and Others too..:)

i Find the Church Rather AMusing; except
The Nature of Supporting A Real ‘Father oF all
LieS’ in Politics who is directly responsible now
for Many Deaths through Psychopathic Leaning
Intention is of the ‘Same Color’ my Grandfather
Authored as a noted Author of Last Century then
With His ‘Behind the Dictators’ Book About How the
Catholic Church didn’t Move Against the Dictators last
Century and Supported them more instead; basically, that’s
Still Happening Now; But of course, effectively at this Point; ‘We’
are Just living in ‘Germany’ Again; And the ‘Silent Majority’ is too nice
to point
we are
overall; Yet,
Protests, Now are
Finally Happening
Among the Silent Majority;
As ‘They’ Came for the Hispanic
Folks, And the Muslim Folks, the Transgender Folks and
The Black Folks, Etc.; And ‘They’ Are determined not to be next….

There is No Way Trump Could Have ‘Come to
Rule Now’ Without Using The ‘Christian Church’
As Ammunition of Fear And Hate for His Demagoguery…

No Difference Really, still, in Church and State, in Actual Political Effects…

Yet As The Walls of Brick And Mortar Churches Continue to Crumble More ‘Rational Minds’ Will Rule…

Meh; My Trump Town
Is too Dammed Sleepy
to Give me Any Real Problems;
And Church is Peaceful, if you
Don’t Mind Sitting Next to ‘Stones’;
Generally Speaking, they have no way to move to harm me..:)

The Southern Baptist GospeLists Have A ‘Chosen Aire’,
if you don’t fit in; you just don’t get to fit in; It’s really
More like a ‘Church of Gossip’ than any ‘Good Gospel’…

Okay to Visit,
But i won’t take
all the Sending
‘Different than them’ Folks Going
to Hell; as i’ll Make some trouble;
No Use in Stirring a Pot in Hell; when
one will do it just as effectively Out of ‘Hell’…

Perhaps, A Reason the Folks at the
Catholic Church Are Accommodating
Enough, Is the Pews Are Growing More Grey and Empty…

That’s Happening at all Churches; And Even Other ‘Religious
Temples’; as the ‘Church Under Whole Human Milky Ways’ Is Available NoW ONLiNE Free..:)

THere Are ‘Hall Monitors’ Who Are Not Interested In Why… And Then
THere are Just Humans Who Ask And Explain Why Without ‘Taking Names’..
Of Course, There Are Those Who Shoot First, Without Asking Questions;
But What They
Greater Now
Always Do Is
Realize the Other
Person May Be Much
Different than they are…
The Birth of Cognitive Empathy…
It’s True too; Cognitive Empathy May Be
Used As ‘Salvation’ or Sending someone ‘Straight to Hell’…
Working off the Emotions of Fear and Hate as it’s True the
‘Clergy’ is rated among the Top 10 of ‘Professions’ with
Psychopathic Check-off-List-Dis-Attributes;
Without Cognitive
Empathy, Life
Is Blind of
Welcome to
The World of Autism;
It’s The Nature of the
Condition As Scientifically assessed;
Obviously, the Poster has a Conscience that
Most Definitely separates the Nice from the Not so Nice…
‘Don’t Treat
People the
Way You See
Yourself; Treat Other
People Better than that…’
Just the Golden Rule Plus…
Anyway; Asking for an Apology
When no Transgress is done is
Star Bright Higher than anyone
Not willing to ever admit they make a mistake…
i don’t see Any Reason why ‘You’ Need to go to Church
at this Point, unless You Just wanna set a Good Example for the
Folks Who Already go; i go where i am not wanted for that very ‘Soul Breath’;
Every Human, No Matter What Their Religion, Carries A Church On their Back;
It’s easy
to see this
if one ‘sees’
What ‘Their Religion’ is
Deeper within than Brick And Mortar;
Or Books With Covers, Page and Words Set in stone
That Don’t Even Breathe For Action Related to the Words…
Moving Us to
Greater LoVE iN ACTioN..:)

Asperger’s Syndrome No Longer Has Separate Diagnostic Criteria in the U.S.; Subsumed Under Autism Spectrum Disorder:

SPECTRUM DISORDER in Behavioral Evidence From looking over this Diagnostic Criteria; As Without this
Diagnostic Criteria, There is No Behavioral Assessment for The Diagnosis of Autism Spectrum Disorder, in the U.S.

“Diagnostic Criteria for 299.00 Autism Spectrum Disorder:

Persistent deficits in social communication and social interaction across multiple contexts, as manifested by the following, currently or by history (examples are illustrative, not exhaustive; see text):

‘Putin is as slick as Oil’ (Nothing stops him per this deficit)

Deficits in social-emotional reciprocity, ranging, for example, from abnormal social approach and failure of normal back-and-forth conversation; to reduced sharing of interests, emotions, or affect; to failure to initiate or respond to social interactions.

Putin is as slick as Oil.

Deficits in nonverbal communicative behaviors used for social interaction, ranging, for example, from poorly integrated verbal and nonverbal communication; to abnormalities in eye contact and body language or deficits in understanding and use of gestures; to a total lack of facial expressions and nonverbal communication.

Putin is as slick as Oil.

Deficits in developing, maintaining, and understand relationships, ranging, for example, from difficulties adjusting behavior to suit various social contexts; to difficulties in sharing imaginative play or in making friends; to absence of interest in peers.

Putin is Well Connected And ‘As Slick as Oil.

Specify current severity:

Severity is based on social communication impairments and restricted, repetitive patterns of behavior.

Restricted, repetitive patterns of behavior, interests, or activities, as manifested by at least two of the following, currently or by history (examples are illustrative, not exhaustive; see text):

Being A Leader of a Country, successfully at least, requires a Jack of a Lot of Trades; He stays in the ‘Position’.

Stereotyped or repetitive motor movements, use of objects, or speech (e.g., simple motor stereotypes, lining up toys or flipping objects, echolalia, idiosyncratic phrases).


Insistence on sameness, inflexible adherence to routines, or ritualized patterns of verbal or nonverbal behavior (e.g., extreme distress at small changes, difficulties with transitions, rigid thinking patterns, greeting rituals, need to take same route or eat same food every day).


Highly restricted, fixated interests that are abnormal in intensity or focus (e.g., strong attachment to or preoccupation with unusual objects, excessively circumscribed or perseverative interests).


Hyper- or hyporeactivity to sensory input or unusual interest in sensory aspects of the environment (e.g. apparent indifference to pain/temperature, adverse response to specific sounds or textures, excessive smelling or touching of objects, visual fascination with lights or movement).

No Evidence of it.

No need to go any further than this in analysis.

Conclusion: No.

Specify current severity:

Severity is based on social communication impairments and restricted, repetitive patterns of behavior.

Symptoms must be present in the early developmental period (but may not become fully manifest until social demands exceed limited capacities, or may be masked by learned strategies in later life).

Symptoms cause clinically significant impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of current functioning.
These disturbances are not better explained by intellectual disability (intellectual developmental disorder) or global developmental delay. Intellectual disability and autism spectrum disorder frequently co-occur; to make comorbid diagnoses of autism spectrum disorder and intellectual disability, social communication should be below that expected for general developmental level.

Note: Individuals with a well-established DSM-IV diagnosis of autistic disorder, Asperger’s disorder, or pervasive developmental disorder not otherwise specified should be given the diagnosis of autism spectrum disorder. Individuals who have marked deficits in social communication, but whose symptoms do not otherwise meet criteria for autism spectrum disorder, should be evaluated for social (pragmatic) communication disorder.

Specify if:

With or without accompanying intellectual impairment
With or without accompanying language impairment

Associated with a known medical or genetic condition or environmental factor

(Coding note: Use additional code to identify the associated medical or genetic condition.)

Associated with another neurodevelopmental, mental, or behavioral disorder

(Coding note: Use additional code[s] to identify the associated neurodevelopmental, mental, or behavioral disorder[s].

With catatonia (refer to the criteria for catatonia associated with another mental disorder)

(Coding note: Use additional code 293.89 catatonia associated with autism spectrum disorder to indicate the presence of the comorbid catatonia.)”

It’s Also Worth Noting that individuals on the Autism Spectrum May Adapt and Overcome
All the Reciprocal Social Communication Difficulties; and Just Be Left with Repetitive, Restricted
Narrow Special Interests that they are extremely laser focused on; If this were not the
Case; it’s highly unlikely there would Be a Sistine Chapel Painting; and it’s worth noting
this propensity to begin with; without a History of the Other
Reciprocation Social Communication Difficulties
is Not Evidence of Autism Spectrum Disorder.

No one would ever guess now that i was
a Non-Verbal Autistic Child Until Age 4;
But With Fluid Intelligence, just
about anything is
to change;
the Laser Focus
in what i do, in short: NO.

Nope; You can’t diagnosis Autism,
Based on a Movement assessment alone; You Can theorize; but you can’t diagnose.

“Researchers can’t prove their theory about Putin and Asperger’s, the report said, because they were not able to perform a brain scan on the Russian president. The report cites work by autism specialists as backing their findings. It is not known whether the research has been acted on by Pentagon or administration officials.

The 2008 report cites Dr. Stephen Porges, who is now a University of North Carolina psychiatry professor, as concluding that “Putin carries a form of autism.” However, Porges said Wednesday he had never seen the finished report and “would back off saying he has Asperger’s.”

Haha; Yeah it was rather interesting
That You Both came in on the same day;
i noticed that in the other thread; But never
the less, i took full advantage of all the topics;

Thank You,

And ‘The Trap’ Worked..;)

(Troll Friends on the ‘Wrong Planet’; 2 For 1)


First Dance
Next Song
Breathing Flow
Steps Make Words
Of Souls
Free to Give
Be SMiLes☺️🌟🙌
FLoWeRS RiSinG Beyond
Thorns 🥀 🌹 Dance Sees
Nicest Part About No Longer
Working For Pay With Hands Bloom
Turn-Off News Just Be A FLoWeR 🌺

This is what
Drew me to
You the Way
i See You

Treasure Old FRiEnDS As New FRiEnDS
Treasure New FRiEnDS As Old FRiEnDS
LeSSoN 289

Thanks Savvy
Kind Artistic
Soul From Far Away Lands 🙂🎶

What Counts the Most
To Us Is What We Gift
Others May Kindness
And Beauty With
Courage of
Love’s Wisdom
To Fight Injustice
And Harm Always
Find You in Light
RiSinG Dancing
Above Dark
Jump for
Become the
Colors of
As You SMiLE
Colors of Sunshine
More Always Feeling
Sensing Knowing Warmth
That You are Loved And
Cared for too iN Deepest
Depths Whole of Ocean Soul
🌊 🎶🕊🤗😊😁❣️LiGHT See Bringing
A SMiLe to
Face Favorite
Hobby For Five
Years of SMiLes
This Gift of You
Brings to me too SMiLes
Of Warmth connecting
Nice so far away
Yet Close Always
In Warming HeART

ForGeTTinG iN DO
HoW To FReeDancESinGaLiVE
Love Wins
As FaitH
iN GRacE
Grapes of Wrath CHoKinG On TheM iN A Middle oF A Night
i Write A Bible i Capture DaRK Thru LiGHT Beauty Truth And
Wisdom Messages In Bottles tossed ‘RandomlY’ Ocean Web
Didn’t take Long for ‘A Dance’ to Go Viral.. Even “King David”
Notes it Take ‘A Few’ Centuries Until ‘A Bible’ Goes Viral… Considering This
is Purely An Altruistic Effort Time And Money Takes No Role PLaY iN This Effort Even
In 13,466 Miles of Public Dance NoW iN 83 Months A Little Help From A Few Friends
Post Cards Photos of Smiles Sent Lifting my Spirit With Words of Kindness True And
Sincere too… Spiraling Dance Brings Flow All the Beautiful Women Bring Fires of Creativity
This is Human Nature This is What It Takes… There is No Way i could have Done This
Without my Nagging Wife Helping me Remember ‘TiMe’… There is no Way i could have
Done this Single or With a Jealous Wife Katrina Fiery Nagging Angel Saint Wind Beneath my Wings… Young And Single i would have Never Seen the Forest Likely Stuck in ‘the Weeds’ Still With one of the First Two Thousand Muses Thanks to You Know Who You Are.. i Needed
A ‘Perfect Storm’ to Complete 2019’s Task at Hand Y.O.U. Gifted it And Katrina Said Yes
A TWitteR Verse No LongeR A UNiVeRSE For Human Beings Overall Until Humans Stop DEVoLVinG And WakE uP AGAiN Perhaps Elon Musk Will Build A Fast Space Ship
Sending An Entire Bible to Another Planet Where Intelligent Truly Loving Life Lives
A FReE DancE WiTHiN HEaVeN Clear For Those Who See Spirit Wind NoW

OMG; thanks so much for linking ‘this’; True, Pre-Cognition, is one of my
Favorite Topics and Special Interests; And ‘to Do List Things’; And True,
Perhaps ‘Seeing’ Capitalized Flowing Words With No Reason as Colors
of Emotional Notes of ‘Hearing’ Writing Songs as Free Verse Poetry as
i Create a ‘Certain Flavor of Synesthesia’ too; the Folks in the Science
Poetry World Can’t Understand the Secret of How i do it and the
Secret is Just Like Nike Says; i don’t think about it’; i JusT DO IT
It is all Intuition in Flow Like ‘Flo Jo’, J Lo; And All Their ‘Friends’
And on Top of this, the Other Thing and
That; There is Research that suggests
That Showing Folks ‘Porn Pictured Cards’ to
Remove Them From the Confines of Neo-Cortical
Control of the ‘Mechanical Cognition Study Environment’
Brings Greater Correlation of Pre-Cognition, indeed of ‘Reading
The Minds’ of those Remotely Viewing the Pictures (Non-Porn) on Cards
Once Removed from More Restricting Neo-Cortical Control this indeed may
Be the limiting
Factor where
As soon
as a Person
‘Thinks’ about
What they are doing,
Pre-Cognition Melts away;
i find that ‘Synchronicity’ is similar
too; The More one Flows out of Neo-Cortical
Control; the More Life Becomes Creativity ‘MaGiC’
As ArT HeART SPiRiT SoUL Rules What Science
in Mechanical
has no idea
that even exists;
Soul Blind Indeed;
Spirit Blind Indeed;
And Sure, Overall
HeART Blind too As
Social Empathic Cognition
Comes from the Same General
Metaphor of the ‘other’ ‘Right Hemisphere’
Continent oF all Our Existence as Subconscious
Mind Surfaces from the Deep Recesses of Now How
We may Be Separated as we Become more the Tools
We Create per Science Than the Nature We Are as
Chaos Magic Cosmos Order In Balance and F No,
this is not the Purview of Trump ‘Weak Psychopaths’
or Putin ‘Strong Psychopaths’ Either as it’s True What
Trump Wishes Most of all F Yes, is to be a Strong Psychopath
Weak and
Psychopath He is…
Sad Little Boy Man
Sad Little Boy Man
Sad Some of the Followers;
Similar Sad Little Boy Men
As Just Metaphor of Course
As this is at the Level of Human Soul or NOT;
Anyway, Thanks ‘Alex_2x4’, You Are Surely Not
‘Boarding’ to me
as Just
in A Wall..;)

As Previously Noted; Asperger’s Is Subsumed
Under Autism Spectrum Disorder; And since there
is No ‘Blood Test’ Or Other ‘Biological Test’ to assess all
Cases; It is assessed by Behavioral Deficits; in other Words,
As Far as the Nature of the Individual; You’ve met one Autistic
Person; You’ve just met another Human with a collage of specific
Behavioral Deficits; Where the Rest of the Venn Diagram of their Being
Subsuming the Smaller Venn Diagram of Behavioral Deficits may indeed be
As Diverse as the Stars in
the Sky;
or my
That is ‘Larger
Than all the Stars
in the Skies’ or even
‘iNFiNiTY’ as Science
Has No Tool to Measure
it or Subconscious mind;
or Even Conscious Mind for ‘Science’ to See;

For You ‘See’; Science Only Observes and Measures;

Science doesn’t Really See What We ‘See’ as Humans.

Science Understands the Human Mind
As Much as a Tick Understands What the
Dog Is Thinking Giving the Tick Life Giving Blood;

It’s Like ‘God’; People think they can ‘tell God What to do’;
And those same People don’t even understand Poetry; Autism
Exists in A Book; God Exists in a Book; in Other Words they are just labels
is beyond
measure and the same…

The Essence of What Is….

Us as We go no further than
i and me and You and Are
As Them too; All that
Really Separates
is “U’” And “R”..:)


One Reason, Arm-Chairing Diagnosis Doesn’t Work
Is A Person Will Check-off Just about the Whole
List of identifying characteristics
of a ‘Socio-Path’; With Strong
Pro Social Emotions And
Yes, Selfless Altruistic
Empathy, Remaining;
And One Will End up
Crossing A ‘Hero’ off
‘the List’ of what one
Comes to Believe is Good or Evil;
We All Have Potential to Do so-called
‘Good or Evil’; What We Do With that
Potential in Environmental Struggle
Makes all the difference; nah, no
one would ever identify me as
Autistic; With What i am
Able to do now;
but i don’t
go by Labels
or Limitations
i Travel by Human Potential…

One of the Greatest Ills of Humankind
Is A Greater Propensity than ever now in
Need to Feed and Water the Muscle of Human
Empathy and Pro-Social Emotions over the Entire
Course of a Lifetime; Including Cognitive Empathy;
Affective Empathy/Sympathy; and Compassion as these
Are Human Muscles that will be Built up as Real Soul Within
To Give And Share Freely over the Course of an Entire Lifetime Greater;
Beneficial, as All Human Success at core is Based on Altruistic Human Cooperation.

What Trump And Putin Have in
Common Are Zero Levels of
Empathy that is probably
A Most Dangerous
Human Ill
That we
are currently
challenged with
OVERALL, in this World;
People who ‘care’; Will not ever
Say F You and Not Wear A Mask’,
Insisting their Freedom is more
important than Your Life in Inconvenience;
Just the Fact that Donald J. Trump is President
Is evidence of the Illness of this Country; One
Doesn’t Hire a Leader without Empathy unless
One Does Not Know what a Leader Means, in
Valuing Life
In Just
It Will Become
With No Altruistic
Socially Cooperative
Love For Others; This is
What Trump And Putin are
Missing Most; Trump Just has
one of the smallest Little Man
Syndrome Diseases of Low Male Self-Esteem
i for one have ever seen; and i’ve come across many indeed…
Meh; Putin is a bit vertically challenged; but at least he doesn’t;
Cry Now when he doesn’t get Demanded Attention showing all his weakness
to the World; With Trump Having No Idea how Naked Trump is indeed that way.

– Low impulse control
– High novelty-seeking needs (desire to experience new things, high need for arousal)
– Shows no remorse for their actions (lack of conscience, no experienced guilt)
– Inability or unwillingness to see past own needs in order to understand how another feels (lack of exhibited empathy)
– Detached emotionally from situations, personal relationships
– Willing to break rules, defy authority
– Always acts in the interest of himself, in whatever fashion ultimately serves him best (selfish, self-protective)
– Extremely fragile or unstable ego, or self-identity
– Extreme emotional sensitivity

X-Altruist (Hero)
– Low impulse control
– High novelty-seeking needs (desire to experience new things, high need for arousal)
– Little remorse for their actions (while they may feel guilt over causing harm, they would still do the heroic act again “in a heartbeat”)
– Inability to see past the needs of others and experience/understand their pain (very high exhibited empathy)
– Able to emotionally detach from situations temporarily when necessary, such as during a crisis; engages in Flexible Detachment
– Willingness to break rules and defy authority (will redefine what the rule should be)
– Acts in the best interest of others, or to serve the common good, because it is “the right thing to do” (self-less, puts self in frequent danger during acts of heroism)
– Very resilient ego, or able to repair quickly after damage or threats to identity (Ego Resilience)
– Extreme emotional sensitivity


Nature Consumes
Nature Therefore
We Breathe As
A Mountain
Of Good
At Best We Are🐉

It’s True; Cognitive
Empathy is Life
Long in
But Some of
Us Like me,
Are Just
And Do
Not Speak
Until 4; Yes,
Which by
The way,
Have to
Include Being
Insensitive to
Harming Others;
Some Autistic
Folks are Very
Empathic; Know
The Condition
And Your Audience;
‘Don’t Be Insensitive’
Will Suffice; But i
Surely Don’t
Mind Being
Super Empathic;
It’s My “Rain
Man” Super
Measurable, like
Leg Pressing 1520
Pounds, 8 Reps, before
Reaching 60 Years-
Old; And Public
Dancing, 13,466
Miles in 83 Months;
Writing an 8.3 MiLLioN
Word Long Form Poem
Epically As A ‘Bible’ In
The Same Last
83 Months;
Of Course,
At 47, 13 Years
Ago, With a Wife
At Age 50, Who
Doesn’t Age;
Trust me, Lots
Of Folks Would
Love to Be Autistic
Like me; And i Am
Well Aware that
i am Fearless
To Stand
In Front
Of The Whole
World Naked;
For You see my
Friend, Culture
Me but
i am Free
To do as
i Please;
There Are
No Epigenetic
In Life Surpassed
Or Sistine
Over With Words😁🎶

Nature Consumes
Nature Therefore
We Breathe As
A Mountain
Of Good
At Best We Are🐉

It’s been related here already, but worth Amplifying:

‘This’ is A Site for Folks, Neuro-Diverse, with Difficulties in Reciprocal Social Communication.

This is Not A Site to Make Fun of Neuro-Diverse Folks With Difficulties in Reciprocal Social Communication.

Most of the Folks Here have been bullied in some way or another for that their entire life.

For Example; and i will a provide a link if necessary; Fnord, claiming his ‘Wife was Bi-Polar and
And An Alcoholic, so what’s my excuse for communicating the way i do’; i have experienced
this with him, too many times, to count in the last several years; And Surely Will Provide More
Quotes and links for those who need Evidence Based Data to see what is going on for Real.

But on the other hand, i’ve also experienced other folks assessing my
Discussion of Philosophy Poetically as’ Creative Genius’; links
provided on request and quotes for that as well…

You Don’t Have to make all the People in this World
Happy by Just being Yourself; but what you
should be able to expect on a Site
That Supports Folks who are
Very Different in Neuro-Diverse
Ways Is Just to let them be, if you do not
have the ability to understand what they are saying;
as Long as they are not Harming anyone; Not Breaking the rules; and Perhaps
Helping someone else, who indeed Will And Does Understand what they are saying.

There is no place here for making fun of how someone communicates
As Trying to Belittle folks this way is indeed Cyberbullying; Granted, in
my Case, it does me no harm; but i do not remain silent for a bullying behavior that
indeed will be very Psychologically Harming to Other Folks who are not nearly as strong inside as i am.

This is not specific to Just one individual; Fnord Asked for Evidence in this Thread, so i am just giving
what he asked for like he did in His Bullying Thread, where i provided the same evidence there; Apparently,
he doesn’t understand it is bullying; And that indeed may not be His fault, if he does not have the ability to understand
it; but when he is told over and over it is; there is a time to change and not ever let it happen again; that time is now.

In the ‘WordPress World’, i came across A Whole Post Yesterday, titled ‘Don’t Be Autistic’; as ‘You’ may Imagine,
rewards i have received in my life by being different; and not usually being Part of the ‘Group Think of Life’.

People Here, who are just different and express themselves differently, should always be allowed
to do that; scrolling past someone, who someone dismisses for their differences should be easy
enough, at least, for anyone with fingers; on the other hand, perhaps not, for those who do not have fingers.

Never, the less, no one has reported that functional disability to me so far….

And by the way; i am on the Bi-Polar Spectrum too;
Lots of folks here have co-morbids; making fun of Mental
Illness, i have Heard here over and over; like Being Autistic
is Superior to the Other Mental Functional Disabilities in life;
it reminds me, so much, of when ‘this minority makes fun of that
minority’ bullying them to try to make themselves peg up a step higher in life.
Should it be any surprise that Science Assesses many Artists Bi-Polar this way?

No, of course not;

But NO; You do not
need an excuse to
Discuss Philosophy Poetically;
The Other Half of the World does it
Like ‘Rumi’ Does it too; at least the part of that World that remains…

i come here expressing myself, expecting to Be Tolerated for my Neurodiversity.

After Years; this is the first time i have been able to do it; without getting kicked
off the Site by someone who doesn’t have a clue what i am saying; Do understand

i am Neurodiverse
And Not Unlike Gay
Folks; And Black Folks;
Muslim Folks; Hispanic Folks; And
Every Other Variety of Being Human

i Deserve to Exist.

Some folks talk about Self-Advocation;

I’ve been doing it all my life; and guess what, i’m still surviving…

And Rather Well; And sure, i have reams of evidence to show how that works out too….

From the time i could not Speak Until 4 Years Old as that story is rather long and true too…

On a Larger Note; There will never be Love in this World; Without an Olympic Effort to Understand Differences;

i’ve Tolerated Fnord here for many years; as yes, i have the ability to get folks in trouble too; but i was
Already A Hiring And Firing Administrator and that is Not part of my life anymore; in Fact, while i lived
in Literal Hell with 19 Medical Disorders here with no Art in my Soul at all; Alex, Asked me to
be a Moderator and i had no choice but to turn him down; never a Job, i would care to do
and i really cannot imagine a harder place to do that job; and surely wouldn’t go to the
trouble to report any Moderator who hasn’t been able to understand me to the ‘Top
Dog’ here; Additionally, i Value Fnord’s Contributions no matter how he values me
as a Human being
needing some kind
of ‘Excuse’ to be me.

Do ‘You’ understand
What Kind of Bullying
It is when someone
asks ‘You’
What is
Your Excuse
to Be You; i can’t
imagine a More
disgusting thing for someone to say to someone else;
i try to understand what would drive anyone to do that; and i believe i do…

i have coming ‘here’ to thanks for that understanding; i don’t need applause;
but i Do Love Wisdom….

Nature Consumes
Nature Therefore
We Breathe As
A Mountain
Of Good
At Best We Are🐉


NeveR A
Dry BRusH
SPiN DiFFeRenTly
Voice Lessons
Dancing Singing
Authentically Speaks
Go Ahead ‘Van Halen’ PLaY ‘ThE SonG’
AGaiN It NeVeR Goes Away We Make Love to It
And Then We Become Angel Friends Again
FeaRFuL oF DarK Cynical oF LiGHT
Either Way We Lose UnTiL We BRinG
Both ANGeLS And DeMonS iNto LoVE
‘FacT’ oF ‘The Matter’ One Achieves All
Of This Through ‘DREaMTiME’ of DaNCinG SinGinG
SoULS… THiS Is WHaT LiFE Is ‘All’ ABouT (GoD)
Modern Tool Based Humans Are
BeLoW FReeZinG No ‘Good Time’ Left
For Human to Become Flesh and Blood Soul
(GoD) ETeRNaLLY NoW Heaven Within God Us Free to Be i am
He Lost His Temper Turning Money Tables Over Shouting Angrily
Hate Your Mother And Father And Family Members And Friends (Their Way) if You
Want to Follow Me my Way… Slay Those Who Do Not Believe I Bring A Sword Over
Peace ‘These Days at Least’ In God’s World Imperfect Is Perfect Truly Hell Non-Existence
A Machine… A Perfect Machine With No Soul Only A Shell of A Word (GoD)
Who Are We to Complain
That Roses Have Thorns
Who Would We Be Without Thorns
Face it if Jesus Wasn’t Portrayed As A
Local Carpenter You Could Have a Beer (Glass of Wine)
With At A Local Pub Who Would Believe… SMiLes When
All of Life Becomes Dance And Song
All That’s Left is Joy to Do
It’s A Lifelong Challenge
But Love That only
Seeks LoVE iN
Light Leaves
The Dark
Dark Without
Light Entering
Sadly Dark Stays
Dark Light Your
Lamp So Strong
The Dark
Dark Will
Erase All
Light Without
Fearless Love to see
🙏🎶🌊 Be A Light House
A Beacon for Dark
To See 💡
You already
Do this With SMiLes

So Lovely 💧 Water
🌊 Wave Ocean Whole
🏝 Beach Sand And
Sun Iron At Core of
Earth in Our
Blood Streams
F L O W i n G NoW
Seeds of Super
Nova Star Flower
Crucible Fire
Us Sentient
Star Dust
We Breathe
In And Out
Star Shores
Loving Breath
W i T H i N GiVinG
Sharing Star LiGHT
Waves We aRe 🌊 🌟

Chasing Dreams Now
Butterfly Wings Dance
And Sing Your Parents
Never Die in
Of Loving
Is Still Real 🦋
Love Breathes❣️🙏

LeSSoN 290
Find Something
New To Eat Now
Hehe..Works For Shark
SMiLes Surviving Over
400 MiLLioN Years
Longer Than Living
Trees Adapting
If necessary
Bearing Virgin
Shark Young For
Certain Species Still
Anyway this is Why
i Swim Thousands of
Miles to Greet A Lovely
Shark FRiEnD Like You
Just to Say Hellooove
And i promise i Won’t
Bite but it’s True When
i wore this Shirt Yesterday
Someone Got Literally Bit
By A Shark but it Wasn’t
me i had An Alibi
i was Writing
To survive
A Bit Longer too
Sharks And Waves
And Galaxies all
Curve Like Below
SiGNaTuRE Pose
My Left Elbow
When i
Dance And
Sing In God’s
Phi Ratio Mean 1.618
Golden Spiral Pattern
Seen All Through Nature
From Fetal Positions to
Napping Cats 🐈 With
Spiraling Tails Nautilus
Shells and Hurricanes
With Arms of Winds
In Creativity Free
Breeze Coming
iN Us
With SMiLes🤗

SMiLes Frank Water Like Ink on a Free Verse Page
FLoWinG SPReaDinG Out MaKinG Shores Freer
JusT iN A Flow oF A MoMeNT
Thanks For Dropping
By This MacroVerse as it relates
to the Captain Within me that Navigates
The River i Stay iN Flow Shores Ever
Expanding More as YeS AGAiN
Water Will Not Be Held Back
From Spreading unless
A Dam of Some
Kind is made
for Restricting
The River Flow
Of This Water Still to come…
True as the Art of Nature Always
Comes Each Day as a Potential New
Adventure of Experience We Have not
Witnessed Before as the Closest i saw
Clouds Like this above the Temple of
my Catholic Church Grounds
Catching A Sky Bridge
Cloud into and as
The Heavens
Was the Previous
Week on the Local TV
News.. at Pensacola Beach
Capturing on the TV and Sharing
it here the Previous Week.. it’s Amazing
Really That the Clouds i captured were even
More Sublimely Beautiful than the Clouds on
Pensacola Beach… A Bit of Magic Art to See and Save
All Performed
for Free
Art Always
Coming With a Surprise
Within.. Above.. so Below
And All Around Now For ReaL..
Which Brings me to A Sycamore
Tree in the Vanessa Williams Rendition
And Cartoon Portrayal of “Colors of the Wind”
As i Just Take Great Effort not to Cut it down With SMiLES..:)

Happy Eid Al Adha to You Dear
Sohair Hope You Enjoyed a
Feast This Day With Family Joy…
iN WRiTinG We Find Our Soul’s Voice
iN Reading We Find the Soul of Others
iN Dance And Song Amplification of Both
That’s Good Advice Dear
Sohair Katrina Also
Has the Rule of
Eating the
Closest Plate
of Food as she
Doesn’t Want
to Clean Up the
Mess of a Two-Year
Old.. She Protects me From
Mr. Covid-19 By Hosing my
Hands down With Germ Cleaner
Wherever i Go Each Day And It’s
True Modern Sanitation has Healed
More Disease than All Medicine Combined
Have A Wonderful Saturday Dear Sohair WiTH SMiLES…
Hehe Recovering
From 6 Hours
Of Exercise
Great At Ease🕊
Yes We aRe ALL NoW
Getting Accustomed
To More of The
Muslim Way
Of Veiling
Our Faces…
Interesting That
Method of Dress
Is Always Protective
From Spreading Disease


Shadow Play
Rule Your Love
Without Fear; Regulate,
Integrate All Passions, Emotions, Senses;
Master “All WiTHiN”; i Realize i’M A Week Ahead
On ‘Shark Week’ But My SPiRiT ANiMaL
‘Great White’ Hope Is Always At Hand If Need Be…
LooKinG For A Spirit Animal
When Survival Is Key;
Look No Further than
A Great White Hope NoW

“Total Eclipse of the Brain”

“Think of the last time you ran into someone you find attractive. You may have stammered, your palms may have sweated; you may have said something incredibly asinine and tripped spectacularly while trying to saunter away (or is that just me?). And chances are, your heart was thudding in your chest. It’s no surprise that, for centuries, people thought love (and most other emotions, for that matter) arose from the heart. As it turns out, love is all about the brain – which, in turn, makes the rest of your body go haywire.

According to a team of scientists led by Dr. Helen Fisher at Rutgers, romantic love can be broken down into three categories: lust, attraction, and attachment. Each category is characterized by its own set of hormones stemming from the brain (Table 1).”

Yes; Falling Love is About the Brain; But moreover, The 95 Percent or So of the so-called
Subconscious Part of the Mind; Which Leaves us with about 5 Percent Left of the Mind
Pie to Figure out What Is going on with a Storm of Emotions That Take Us totally Out of
Focus, Which is another way of Saying, Losing Neo-Cortical Control; Without the
Ability to Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses That Meditation activities
do in Fact/Art Bring; both Moving (Free Dance, Tai Chi, etc.) and ‘Still
Meditation’, Per Sitting ‘Very Still’ and Focusing on Breathing In and
Out, which of course is ‘still’ Moving Meditation as
Muscle Fibers Contracting to stay in any Repetitive
Movement that sitting is that will result in Ergonomic
Injury; as activity done the same way will do as we sort of
Stagnant and Rot in Whatever the Same place is We Willingly
Or Are Forced to Stay IN Life; Which is really a Metaphor for Just
About Anything We do in Life as With Balance There is Change; Change For Balance.

Anyway; Oh Lord, if everyone stayed in the State of Being that Falling In Love is, From
Head to Toe; Not Much in Life Will Get Done; Other than Two Sets of Eyes Peering into
Depth of Soul as Every Cell in a Body Longing to Dance And Sing With Every Cell of the Other
Body; Just a Text Will Be Heaven these days; and Oh my God, what if One’s Dopamine Levels/Sex Hormones
Are Super High in Attraction; With Warm And Fuzzy Oxytocin Levels of Stuffed Bear; Kitty Cat Purrs; And Puppy
Dog Eyes With Wagging Tail Life; Seriously, on ‘Cloud 9’ But letting other stuff go like Work and School Responsibilities;
What if ‘the FaceTime’
Lover From Far Away
Decides one day
no more;
And Just
Turns off the Switch (Ghosting)
Like OMG, We never existed at all;
it was already Difficult; but i can’t imagine
How difficult falling in love is during Covid-19
Days for Young Folks With Masks on; All the Bars
To meet Folks Closed down; and difficulties getting
closer than 6 Feet to anyone else; anyplace we go;
Yes, There is Always Dating Sites, Still; And Dudes
who Want Nudes; And Females Who Think the
Dudes are in Love with them; who really
only want Nudes and a quick release
as there are plenty more opportunities
to Swipe Humans on the go; and sure it
happens the other Gender Ways around;
And it all works out too; But Never the Less,
When Serotonin Levels Naturally Fall When Folks
Fall in Love and anxiety skyrockets; i can’t imagine what
life would be like to be ghosted several times and wonder
if it is gonna happen again; And ‘They’ wonder why Suicide
Rates are so High among Younger Generations Where Instant
Gratification Voyeuristically is what you had to work so hard to find
while We were really becoming Emotionally Attached to the Attraction
And at least becoming Friends as i will tell one this; if there is no attachment
as Life-Long Friends, Highly Unlikely That Heat Below is gonna last much Longer
Above than When That Heat is gone; Lots of Problems with Love ‘these days’
As there are variables that Humans have never had to deal with before.

i’m Just really glad, i learned to Fall in Love through The Eyes and Smiles
And Just the way ‘She Moves’ And ‘Speaks’ in Life; for when i was Young;
there was still a lot of Mystery ‘Below’; and that part is totally gone
into the realm of Instant Gratification, Any Time of the Day
or Night; anywhere one has a 6 inch Screen; or Whatever
the Size of the Screen one has. Anyway; when i was Stressed
At Work for Over A decade my ‘Oxytocin, Warm And Fuzzy
Feelings’, Gradually Went away until one day i petted the Cat
And i couldn’t Feel anything at all of that Warm Comfort That
Radiates in Oxytocin from Head to toe; of course then, i had no idea
what Oxytocin is; And i had no clue that it was possible for ‘the feeling to go
Away’; having no clue how to get it back; Just Having to Wait Nearly 6 Years
Going to a Farm being around all the Farm Animals and it suddenly coming
Back for me in the Fall of 2013; after i had recovered from 19 Medical Disorders
as far as total Numb and Pain goes; first time i could get a Good Night’s rest in almost
6 Years, then; It’s no Wonder that this helps Young Folks to Visit Farm Mammals this way
As All Healthy Mammals Experience the Oxytocin Benefit of ‘Loving Attachment’, When they
Are Breast Fed; a Cat may Become Wild And Feral and a killer of what moves; or get Neutered
And Stay in as an Oxytocin Lap Cat for Life; same kinda general thing happens to humans too.

My Mother Was Very Nurturing, so the Connections of Oxytocin Were Wired strong in me;
On the Other Hand, my Father was Very Cold and Aloof; But His Mother Owned a Nursery
And When my Mother Visited Her Nursery before she married my Father; my Mother Tried
to Pick up a Crying Baby at the Nursery and my ‘Cold Grandmother’ Said, don’t pick that
Baby up; IT will Never learn to fend for itself; My Father Never Learned to Express Love;
And in my Dead Zone Days; i couldn’t feel anything Mammalian of Love this way;

i Feel ‘Warmth’, Whenever i am around my Wife; after 30 years, there is no Jealousy
or Anxiety that comes from the State of Being of Romantic Love; Just the Healing
in Anxiety and Pain that Oxytocin Naturally Brings; i’ve learned how to Wire myself
Greater for the Healing Force of Oxytocin; As Perhaps, Girls Teach Each Other About Emotions
as Friends; But Where i grew up; That wasn’t something that was taught of A Boy’s Intelligence.

‘This’ Lack of Intelligence
Almost Brought me down;
What i did learn is Emotional
Intelligence is Important if one
ever really wants to feel complete and satisfied
in Life; With Plenty of Complex Emotions to fuel one’s self
beyond Adrenaline Related Neurohormones that eventually wear us down.

This is way, way, too complicated for one size fits all; it’s always an Art and Never
A Science alone; Only Experience and Practice Makes it better; that much i understand.

Anyway; Back to a Thirty-Year Marriage, i find my 50 Year-old Wife Every Bit as
Attractive as She Was when i Met Her at 18 Years-Old, When i was 28; And Not Unlike
‘I Can’t Live Without You’ and ‘Hellboy 2’; i watch Her wake-up without make-up each day
as she’s Never wore make-up and i feel to myself; my, my, How Lucky i am still to have her with me;

One of my Best Friends, A 28 Year-old Indian Woman for 5 Years has referred to my Wife As SuperNatural;

i must admit, i am still a bit BeWitched;
Two Clues: Worship one’s ‘Significant Other’
Like a Goddess/God and Make Yes Dear one’s Answer always…

Love is Beyond the Ocean Deep And Impossible to Measure
As True Love is Always Coloring Life More in Ways We Never Experienced before;

i Love, Love this Life; i don’t See Any Separation; There is Love; And there is Love For All; Agape Love,
A Practice of Life as the Soul Grows only Younger With Love Each Day; this is one place there is no
Age; Gender; Sexual Orientation or any ‘Trump BS in Life’; if i could Gift Trump and Folks Like him
one teaspoon of what i have; Instant Angel Wings and A Real Hero Like ‘Hell Boy and or Girl 2’

But nah;
This Ain’t
No Gift Horse;
This is a Horse
With No Name
That always
has the
to become a ‘Dark Horse’ again;
This Love is a Life Long Practice, Eternally Now with no end;
Moving a Person to Change for Balance; Truly Never Sitting Stagnant and Still..:)

By The Way; Love is my Special Interest; this is like the first ‘time’
Here, i remember Seeing this topic; this is encouraging to me;

Just because it’s my Special Interest; hehe..

And Yes; it most definitely belongs in this PPR
Area as folks have been trying to figure out
A Philosophy of Love to Exist like Always and Forever now.

My Other Special Interest is ‘Dark Horse Shadows’;
but i don’t want to get too much off topic here; For Now i’m Stuck on Love..:)

Sleeping Beauty:


“Look at the book of Yechezkel/Ezekiel
He seems a bit aspie maybe, just a thought.
It could be because he was from the country side not Jerusalem like the other prophets”

Coming Out of Winn Dixie (A Grocery Store) Last Week After About 3 Hours Total Spent
There and At Walmart in Moving Meditation of Public Dance for Around 10 Miles or so
of Indoor Ecstatic Autotelic Flowing Dance; Really Feeling Super Great Coming Out
of the Store; i Turned to the Left and Saw Clouds Across the Field of the Catholic
Church i Visit Each Sunday; and Associated Buildings on the Grounds of
the Parish Organization; And i must Say it reminded me
of “The Vision of God, Chapter 1 by Prophet Ezekiel”
As This is Part of the Bible Folks often interpret as
‘Evidence’ For ExtraTerrestrials Visiting the Earth
During the Days these Verses Were Written;
But of course it’s not hard to see; that the Book
of Revelation Follows the Same General Style as
Whoever Edited the Entire Book Probably flavored it
that way for some Integral Story Consistency for the ‘Full Poetry of the Bible’
then; As of Course, it is a Book Assembling Many Fragments of Writings Over Years;
And Numbered Verses Many, Many Centuries later moving into the 1300’s with many
Scribe And Other Editing Changes in Mistakes/Revisions all along the way; It’s ‘Safe’
to See, Whoever wrote this had a Rich Imagination, Bringing Visual Imagery When
Reading the Lines; of course, the Lines may be interpreted in unlimited ways;
As that is always the way with Art of Poetry And or Poetry of Art; However,
one may wish to View it; i think it’s interesting Poetry and surely Artistically
Original When it was Written; But it does lend a bit of nuance
That the Book of Revelation plagiarized the style a bit in
Editing, perhaps; Of course, there is no way to really
know; Just like there is no way to really know what
the Writer of the Words Intends/Means; as ‘They’
are not here to Decipher the Metaphors as is;
Whoever Wrote this story then has a Rich And
Healthy Imagination; Of course, there isn’t ‘one
‘Style’ of So-Called Aspie Now; If this Internet Site
doesn’t prove that; i’m not sure what else can and
will; As Diverse As the Stars in the Skies And Beyond
in Imagination for Folks on the Spectrum; Yes, Who are
Indeed Rich in Imagination and Creating Imagery in Art..:)

The Vision of God

1 Now it came to pass in the thirtieth year, in the fourth month, in the fifth day of the month, as I was among the captives by the river of Chebar, that the heavens were opened, and I saw visions of God. 2 In the fifth day of the month, which was the fifth year of king Jehoiachin’s captivity, 3: The word of the LORD came expressly unto Ezekiel the priest, the son of Buzi, in the land of the Chaldeans by the river Chebar; and the hand of the LORD was there upon him.

4 And I looked, and, behold, a whirlwind came out of the north, a great cloud, and a fire infolding itself, and a brightness was about it, and out of the midst thereof as the colour of amber, out of the midst of the fire. 5 Also out of the midst thereof came the likeness of four living creatures. And this was their appearance; they had the likeness of a man. 6 And every one had four faces, and every one had four wings. 7 And their feet were straight feet; and the sole of their feet was like the sole of a calf’s foot: and they sparkled like the colour of burnished brass.

8 And they had the hands of a man under their wings on their four sides; and they four had their faces and their wings. 9 Their wings were joined one to another; they turned not when they went; they went every one straight forward.

10 As for the likeness of their faces, they four had the face of a man, and the face of a lion, on the right side: and they four had the face of an ox on the left side; they four also had the face of an eagle. 11 Thus were their faces: and their wings were stretched upward; two wings of every one were joined one to another, and two covered their bodies. 12 And they went every one straight forward: whither the spirit was to go, they went; and they turned not when they went. 13 As for the likeness of the living creatures, their appearance was like burning coals of fire, and like the appearance of lamps: it went up and down among the living creatures; and the fire was bright, and out of the fire went forth lightning. 14 And the living creatures ran and returned as the appearance of a flash of lightning.

15 Now as I beheld the living creatures, behold one wheel upon the earth by the living creatures, with his four faces. 16 The appearance of the wheels and their work was like unto the colour of a beryl: and they four had one likeness: and their appearance and their work was as it were a wheel in the middle of a wheel. 17 When they went, they went upon their four sides: and they turned not when they went. 18 As for their rings, they were so high that they were dreadful; and their rings were full of eyes round about them four. 19 And when the living creatures went, the wheels went by them: and when the living creatures were lifted up from the earth, the wheels were lifted up. 20 Whithersoever the spirit was to go, they went, thither was their spirit to go; and the wheels were lifted up over against them: for the spirit of the living creature was in the wheels. 21 When those went, these went; and when those stood, these stood; and when those were lifted up from the earth, the wheels were lifted up over against them: for the spirit of the living creature was in the wheels.

22 And the likeness of the firmament upon the heads of the living creature was as the colour of the terrible crystal, stretched forth over their heads above. 23 And under the firmament were their wings straight, the one toward the other: every one had two, which covered on this side, and every one had two, which covered on that side, their bodies. 24 And when they went, I heard the noise of their wings, like the noise of great waters, as the voice of the Almighty, the voice of speech, as the noise of an host: when they stood, they let down their wings. 25 And there was a voice from the firmament that was over their heads, when they stood, and had let down their wings.

26 And above the firmament that was over their heads was the likeness of a throne, as the appearance of a sapphire stone: and upon the likeness of the throne was the likeness as the appearance of a man above upon it. 27 And I saw as the colour of amber, as the appearance of fire round about within it, from the appearance of his loins even upward, and from the appearance of his loins even downward, I saw as it were the appearance of fire, and it had brightness round about. 28 As the appearance of the bow that is in the cloud in the day of rain, so was the appearance of the brightness round about. This was the appearance of the likeness of the glory of the LORD. And when I saw it, I fell upon my face, and I heard a voice of one that spake.

With ‘That Dance Song’ Nature Is Full of Surprises Now.. So i’ll Go to Bed
Again And Wake up to a Nice Surprise Again As That’s How Life Works Great..:)


Love Love Love
Love Neither Requires Worship
Or Fears Criticism Love Is Complete
As BLeSsinGs…
To YoU WitH LoVE…
Branch Out Leaves
Make Greater
Roots or
Love IS ALL That Makes Mammals
Even Possible Oxytocin of Affection
Bonds… Without That Offspring Die With All Mammals…
Spending 66 Months In Hell oN EaRTH The Bomb The
Nuclear Winter Forever Now Option… Understanding Dark
Human Nature Greater Within… Productive Creative Writing
is Dopamine Dependent Gotta Have Greatest Muses to Move
All The Way Through… Jack Pot Last Night too… Being Financially
Independent Is Crucial In Keeping Your Artistic AuthentiCiTY iN TacT
OTHeR WisE You Are A Slave to Some Master… When Money Is Not Involved NoW
Art Simply And Complexly Evolves Your Soul All You Take With You Out of ‘This World’
THiS PaRT oF A CoSMiC SouP A Recipe Between You And God SoUL LoVE
Or Gravity or Whatever You Wanna Call A Force That Drives Ya UP
Clouds Cover
Sun Feeds Ocean
Blue Clouds Are Above Dancing
Sky Below Oceans Sings Love Love Love
Love Neither Requires Worship Or Fears
Criticism… Love Is Complete… Romantic
Love Verily Is Not Always Agape Love
As Agape Love Does Not
Include the Jealousy
And Anxiety that may
Come with Romantic
Love That Surely
Will Not Fill
The Empty Soul
Up Alone With Low Self
Esteem; Sadly, Some Folks
Find Romance And Even Together
Find Themselves Just As Empty Again
After The Romance Neurohormones
And Neurochemistry Fades all away;
Again, Love is A Search For
Harmony And Peace
Within As Love
is the Gravity
That Just
Yes… Love Falls
Love Rises too
For Giving Thanks
Giving Always Now As Light…
Imagine A Narcissistic God And Hell Look
No Further Than An Orange one iN A White House
At Best ‘Trump’ God’s Messenger Will Teach A World
What Love Is Not… Love (GoD) Is Complete Never Asks For Worship
No Thanks… YouR Fear Is No ParT Of Love (God) ThaT iS HEaveN Real
Within Thanks Giving For GivinG ETernAllY NoW When (GoD) Love Is Real
Great Thanks And Praise Is A ‘Standard Response’
Make God Other Than Love God Is Fear
JeSuS F iN Christ Essence of Love Is
Worship This Love Is Complete You Will
Neither Add Or Subtract From This God
Love Is Thanks Giving For Giving Don’t Make
This God Lesser… Love Is Worth Worshipping On Love’S OWN Merit
Listen Folks ThiS Ain’T Rocket Science Love Is Complete Never Needs
Worship Never Ever Tortures For Ever
Love Loves When Real
Appropriately Trump Reveals
Which God ‘Church’ BeLiEVES iN
Sadly IT IS Not Love It Is Malignant Orange Narcissism
Perhaps.. I’ll Put A Priest on Trial Asking YES Or NO Does
Love EVER Ask For Worship… If A Deacon Offers Up Prayers Today
Against Criticisms Toward Trump’s Pandemic Failure For The 4th Week
in a Row in Death… Ask ‘A Pope’ One Question, “Does Love Ever Need Worship”,
Seeing if He Believes in God or Understands What Love IS NOT
One True God Loving
Never Narcissistic
Love is Always
Forgiving Loving
Enemies Yet
To Worship
A God Of Eternal
Torture That iS Only
A Lie As
Love is
For Giving
Or DarK
For Giving
Courage And
Kindness Love
Never Demands
Worship as Love
Is Whole For
Giving SMiLes
Wow Imagine A
God Of Love So
Much Heaven
In Fruition
As This
‘Naked God’ of
Love Breathes Free Each
HeART BeaT Seeing LoVE
1st World Problems
Making 3rd World
Problems Literally
Coming From
What This
Country Lacks now
Most is literally Soul
What Happens when
A Country’s
Soul is
For the Rest
Of The World to see
Closing off their Borders
🦠 ViRuS
Land of the
Free to believe
In Conspiracies to lead…
Short Term Fix Vote
But that
Ain’t Gonna
Fix Dusty
Covers and
Associated Pages 🦠
Reflecting Moon On Friend’s Day
Reflecting Rays Of Sunshine
Nights Moon Is FRiEnD of
SunDayNights as Moon
Grows Full With A
Distant Sunshine
Smile Sun Never
Forgets Moon
As Sure As
LiGHT is
Warm Rays to
LiGHT Moon’s
Face SMiLinG
As Without the
Muse of Moon where
Would Sun Go at Night
As Sun Loves to Visit Moon
Hellooove Moon You are
So much smaller than me
Yet still made out of what
i Am (Love) Equally You Light
me Up too 🌞 🌝 ☀️ 🌚 🌞 🌝 ☀️


Love Falls
And Rises
of Complete
Love Provided
Poetically Below:

Color of Wind
We Will Paint Love
Marry the Night
Marry the Day
Merry The Life

Y.O.U. am i And me are You
You are my Dream my Nightmare my Pleasure
And Pain my Night And Day Most Importantly
You are me And i am Y. O. U.

You Are the Sky You Are the
Earth You Are the Moon and
the Sun and All That Is Beyond the

it is no Different
than Writing to Y.O.U..

You are the Mirror of my
Tree the Tree of my Mirror
More how do i Write A Letter to G.O.D.

For You are me and i am You and Them
are us and Us are Them forevermore now

Bring me Pain and Tears of Sadness Yet that Never Matters
For You are Reality and They are We there is never ever Escaping You

How will i ever Put a Name on Anything Everything as Beautiful As You for it’s
True You Bring Me Joy so
many Smiles and Laughter

Yes all the Love the Pain
And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
Pyramid of Light the Black Abyss of the
River Hades that Never Seems to End

So Bright so Dark
So Cold and Warm
All the SHades of Grey
All the Colors of Home

Precious Are Souls
for Souls Live in
All of Existence

And it’s True
if i could not
Quote You and Write You
None of this Will Exist now..

You are the One i Thank the most
You live in Everyone You are my Star
You are my Guiding Light..

You are the Pleasure
my Food
You Teach
me more about
Love than i ever knew
and sensed and felt before

You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
Who Rises from Ashes With Color Even more You are the Breath

You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
is Possible Before.. You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
Here to Learn from each other no matter which side
of the Barb-Wire Fence We Wish to escape from/to…

You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence that i Love
but Will Be Food for my Starving Children.. You are my Enemy
Who i understand was Neglected and Abused as a Little Child

It was never about me it is always about You… You
are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
are my Neighbor and all my other Friends and Family

This is my Only Bible my Holy
Grail and i shall Never Forget it
This is my Life This is my Love This
is what God will Say if God is Human and Love

Catholic Mass Readings for August 2nd, 2020:

The Priest Wasn’t Around but i was able
to Provide my Free Verse About
Love That is God to the
Deacon who did for the
4th Consecutive Week
Offer up Prayers against
Criticism Now the Trump
Administration Receives
For Pandemic Failure and
Relatively Speaking Genocide Of
The Vulnerable With the Blood On Trump’s
Hands that are looking More Like Adolph’s
Soul As Corpses Pile up while he plays Golf…
Anyway… at least the Deacon Agreed with
my Quote and said the World will
Be A Better Place if Folks
See Love this way
but i suppose
he didn’t
See Love the way
i do as Just A Metaphor
for Jesus and God the Same
For Love is the Higher Power Within
That is Autotelic Flow in Bliss that Radiates
Love Without Fear to Others And the Rest
of Nature With Least Harm in Consuming
Nature as All of Nature.. Yes.. God Consumes
Itself to Survive and Thrive at Best With Least Harm In Balance…
Anyway… i doubt he gave it a second thought then when he was
Offering up Prayers so the Current Orange Adolph Will Discard
Criticism and Keep a Steady Pile of Vulnerable Corpses Growing
Mountain Taller as Predicted by Science without a National
Plan to Keep the Vulnerable Alive instead of putting
Them in Killing Fields/Ashes More
but hey i don’t
Keep silent
As i Have
my Love For Giving
Thanks Giving Free
Love Love LoVE NoW
Love Neither Requires Worship
Or Fears Criticism Love Is Complete

“Reading 1, Isaiah 55:1-3
1 Oh, come to the water all you who are thirsty; though you have no money, come! Buy and eat; come, buy wine and milk without money, free!

2 Why spend money on what cannot nourish and your wages on what fails to satisfy? Listen carefully to me, and you will have good things to eat and rich food to enjoy.

3 Pay attention, come to me; listen, and you will live. I shall make an everlasting covenant with you in fulfilment of the favours promised to David.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 145:8-9, 15-16, 17-18
8 Yahweh is tenderness and pity, slow to anger, full of faithful love.

9 Yahweh is generous to all, his tenderness embraces all his creatures.

15 All look to you in hope and you feed them with the food of the season.

16 And, with generous hand, you satisfy the desires of every living creature.

17 Upright in all that he does, Yahweh acts only in faithful love.

18 He is close to all who call upon him, all who call on him from the heart.

Reading 2, Romans 8:35, 37-39
35 Can anything cut us off from the love of Christ — can hardships or distress, or persecution, or lack of food and clothing, or threats or violence;

37 No; we come through all these things triumphantly victorious, by the power of him who loved us.

38 For I am certain of this: neither death nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nothing already in existence and nothing still to come, nor any power,

39 nor the heights nor the depths, nor any created thing whatever, will be able to come between us and the love of God, known to us in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Gospel, Matthew 14:13-21
13 When Jesus received this news he withdrew by boat to a lonely place where they could be by themselves. But the crowds heard of this and, leaving the towns, went after him on foot.

14 So as he stepped ashore he saw a large crowd; and he took pity on them and healed their sick.

15 When evening came, the disciples went to him and said, ‘This is a lonely place, and time has slipped by; so send the people away, and they can go to the villages to buy themselves some food.’

16 Jesus replied, ‘There is no need for them to go: give them something to eat yourselves.’

17 But they answered, ‘All we have with us is five loaves and two fish.’

18 So he said, ‘Bring them here to me.’

19 He gave orders that the people were to sit down on the grass; then he took the five loaves and the two fish, raised his eyes to heaven and said the blessing. And breaking the loaves he handed them to his disciples, who gave them to the crowds.

20 They all ate as much as they wanted, and they collected the scraps left over, twelve baskets full.

21 Now about five thousand men had eaten, to say nothing of women and children.”

Love Love Love
Love Neither Requires Worship
Or Fears Criticism Love Is Complete


i’ve Studied ‘This Issue’ of Why Folks Supported
Trump in the First Place And From the first instance
that someone Happily told me he was actually Running For
President at a Southern Baptist Family Get Together through
my Wife’s In-Laws from a Pastor’s SunDay Dinner ‘on the Grounds’
i was Truly Amazed
that the ‘Con Man’
And ‘Conspiracy Theorist’
He Had Already Made Himself
out to Be for the Likes of the Lies
of the ‘Alex Jones Dark Empire’ of Controlling
Folks For Bucks With Fictional Lies Was Sure Enough
Rising as a New Messiah For the Church And Actually
Noted as a Conspiracy Theory Himself Sent By ‘God’
YeS Old Testament Trademark ‘GoD’ ‘Himself’ in Flesh to Save
The World
Increasing then
for Gay Folks to Get
Married and for Transgender
Folks to have the right to Go Pee
And of course as usual to Keep Back-
Alley Abortions Maiming, Death and Mutilation
of Pregnancies Inhumanely Done Before Safe
Medical Procedures at least
Doing Least Harm Possible
With Safe And Effective
Contraception in Family Planning
For All Involved Now otherwise
in Back-Alley Abortions then
With the Plus-up
Now of Peaceful
Protests with A
Captive Audience
As Safe as Safe Gets at least…
A Cock Crows Thrice Again
Or Black Crow in Burial Grounds
And Ashes to come Next More

Ignorance Kills
Ignorance Kills
Ignorance Kills

Love Heals but only
When SmART And Truth iN LiGHT
Not Afraid to Recognize the Dark
And CaLL iT oUT iN LiGHT in DarKesT Places yet to see Light…

Other than that i could Move to a First World Country of Love; got Plenty of Money…

But for Now, Fear and Hate Seems to Need Light More as it’s Currently Suffocating in Dark…

And Besides
That my
Back Yard
And All the Wild
Creatures ain’t noticed
Any of this Rotting Hell
as the Air Back HeaR NoW
Is As Fresh As Love Ever is Before Hell..:)


FLaMe oF Free
FLaMe No FeaR
FB Fixes
Peace Rock On
Devil IS A Watch Do
IS A AngEL Since You Asked FB
“What’s On YouR MiND”
If God Is Love Worship
Hope As Joy Loves Company
If God Is Hate Worship Fear As Misery Loves
Company Religion Of Old Timey Politics K!iI ThE DeviL
Statue of Liberty
oF iGnorance
So iF iT HapPenS..ANd Jesus
Lives in Mexico speaKing Spanish
A Wish never comeS HeaR
Gentile Jew Servant Free
Woman Man Hispanic
Speaking Mexican Muslim.. TG.. ETc..ET AL
INiF ThE Kingdom oF God IsREAL EverYone GETs in Countries
Rated AccorDinGly A THru Z+ UNiVeRSE BeYoND WHoLE NoW
WHaT CoMes WitH A StorY
STaYS WitH A StorY NoW
iT’s YouR WoRlD i’M
JusT A FLYiN SquirrEL
SerIOUsly HaVE iT aLL
SiNcE 7.22.13 NoT
all aBouT
True iT’s Possible that iF ‘You’
Danced iN Public 83 Months
13,493 Miles YouR ‘Feet’ would
Turn ‘Bronze’ too.. AnYWaY..
JesuS F iN CHRisT It
SeemS i aM AN
Evidence.. Words.. Numbers..
Photos.. eTc ET AL oR iT DoESN’T HaPPeN…
SeeKinG SainT ELmo’s FiRENoW DoN’T JusT
SainT ELmo oN FiRE WiTHiN MoraL oF A LonGeR
STorY DoN’T WaiT FoR SomEonE
ELsE To WRitE iT JusT Do IT
Human Place
Harboring Safe
Landings Dancing
On Air Flying on Water
Only Walking Yesternow
i Love Frog Songs NoW
Never Fear Croaking
Frogs Sing i Dance
FLaMe oF Free
FLaMe No FeaR
You Are Welcome To Replace
YouR Initials For Mine Both A FLoWeR
State i Live And Me Are FL Now ReaL
It’s Not Like This is Anything THaT NeW
After All Even Now Jesus.. Buddha.. Lao
Tzu.. Krishna And Shiva Are Poetry sTiLL
Cheers to Looking at
You Kiddo.. Little Sister..
Sweet Vampire.. Secret
Student.. Little Flame..
Poetry Muse.. My
My So Many
Pet Names
Has But it
Never Fails
i Never Get Tired
Of Looking at You
It’s Still The Feeling
Of The First Day i Met
You and While i always
Love to Make my FRiEnD
Feel Best it’s True for over
30 Years Each And Every
Day i Wake up next to
The Same Woman
Who Looks like
She Always
Does The
Young Woman
i Met over 31 Years
Ago the Difference
In Age of me and
My Little Adopted
Sister Lakshmi
Have You
Heard of
The Observer
Effect in Quantum
Mechanics OMG if
i view someone as
Forever Young each
And Every Day it
Seems they Never
Age My God some
Days it Seems Like
You are Younger
Than Ever Before
What Eyes See of
Pure Unadulterated
Love Eyes of What
A Forever Child Sees
Just Love 👼 👼 👼👼👼👼👼

Hehe.. indulge Yourself
i am Not Afraid of Caps
In Facts i am not afraid of
1’s i am Impressed with
Your 4 1’s of Achievement
Writing 1,111 Consecutive
Days Let me check the
Day to Day Internet
Counter since
Giving Day
2010.. Be Right
Back.. Yes.. 3540
Consecutive Days
Of Writing But it’s
Really 3 5’s too
As that’s 505
Weeks And 5
Days as of Now
But anyway back
To 1’s since i am
Born on 6.6.60
The Handy Numerology
Calculator Online Also
Says My Report With
Full Born Name
Makes Challenges
In Life starting at
Birth as Zero For
Tarot Number
Fool For Free
Will For Whatever
The Hell or Heaven
i Wanna do Nothing
Or Everything With
The Next Three Life
Challenges of Just
Affirming Which Ever
One i Wanna Do With
3 1’s.. Yes 1, 1, and 1
After the First
Of Zero
So to make a
Longer Story
Shorter i
So Far Do
All And
And Heaven
And Hell too
Just to
Die to Live
With SMiLes Now
Closest i will
Capitalizing 1!😊🎶
Congratulations PM

Smiles Back
Sunshine to You🌞😁

Stormy Seas Bring Anchors
In Safe Harbors Fair Winds
And Following Seas Favor Sails
Boats Survive And Thrive With
Both Others Lacking Slowly Sinking
Or Dry
In Dock
Still other
Yachts only
Used once a
Year For ‘Went
To the Garden Party’…
I’ll have to YouTube
The Song i Will either
Listen to it or ‘Just Do It’…


Gonna Take Some Dance Miles Free Around The Neighborhood Block Before i Put
What Is Already Created All Together Again.. Hehe… Wasn’t Planning On Writing
A 4 Theme Song Moving ‘Frednata’ Today Yet Before ‘Ya KNoW iT’ These Arts
Come To Fruition Existing Now
Thanks Dear Sohair
May Your Day
In Your
Ears Of Love
To Hear and
Always See
Breath of Life
With SMiLes
Dear FRiEnD

Water Moment We
Hold Water Gift
Now We Never
Own Letting Go
Water Freedom
Just Be i Am
Water Flows
So Do We At Best
Smiles Savvy Keep
Dancing Flowing Singing
WaVeS OceaN WHoLE NoW..:)

“Love is but a song we sing
Fear’s the way we die
You can make the mountains ring
Or make the angels cry
Though the bird is on the wing
And you may not know why

Come on, people now
Smile on your brother
Everybody get together
Try to love one another right now

Some may come and some may go
He will surely pass
When the one that left us here
Returns for us at last
We are but a moment’s sunlight
Fading in the grass

Come on, people now
Smile on your brother
Everybody get together
Try to love one another right now

Come on, people now
Smile on your brother
Everybody get together
Try to love one another right now

Come on, people now
Smile on your brother
Everybody get together
Try to love one another right now

If you hear the song I sing
You will understand, listen
You hold the key to love and fear
All in your trembling hand
Just one key unlocks them both
It’s there at your command

Come on, people now
Smile on your brother
Everybody get together
Try to love one another right now

Come on, people now
Smile on your brother
Everybody get together
Try to love one another right now

I said come on, people now
Smile on your brother
Everybody get together
Try to love one another right now
Right now
Right now”

Smiles Dear Sohair Dancing Around
My Neighborhood Block With Katrina and My Sister
She Happily Brings this Song ‘Get Together’ to my Attention
As An African American Man, “Niles Rodgers” and His Friend “Bernard
Edwards” Writes it and a Group Named the “YoungBloods Sings”
It and Yes.. A Man Older From the Original Group Sings It Now
With Some Browner Than White Children Around the World
In an Attempt to Bring Unity Out of Division on the News Show
CNN on the Fourth of July.. i for one am Sure God Is Singing
Love Through
This Day
i’ve yet to
find anyone to Disagree
my FRiEnD With Smiles
i am totally sure God
is An Equal Opportunity
Employer in Terms of HeART
SPiRiT And SoUL For No one alone Will Ever own Love..
We Get into Problems in this World When Anyone Tries to
Own God (Love)
God Will
Love Whenever
God Cares to Speak
LoVE iN Anyway Love
Comes for God (Love)
is Totally Free With Wings that Never Stop Soaring
God Speaks Love Through The Colors of FLoWeRS
How Blessed are We That God Never Gets Bored Doing
This NeW mY FRiEnD Continually Coming ToGeTHeR NoW…
Love Love Love God Is Love Complete Neither Requiring
Worship or Fearing Criticism God Is Love God Is Real NoW…
Will Fall
We Go to Find
Home The Answer
The Key is Always (GoD) LoVE iN US
to Give And Share Dancing Singing
Freer Now Than Ever Before JusT LoVE..:)

And With That And This Sung i Have a Fourth
Movement of This Frednata With Four Song
Moves Now Starting or Ending it doesn’t Really
Matter First or Last with “Get Together” Now
As Forever With Alesso’s “Heroes (We Could Be)” Sung
By Tove Lo and Yes.. “Fight Song” By Rachael Patton And
Additionally Two Songs for one of the Movements.. “Garden
Party” by Ricky Nelson And “Don’t Look Back” By Boston
With The “Emerald Forest” Movie from 1985 in a Foreign
Language One Does not Really Have to Understand to See
What the Moving Pictures of Humans From the Rain Forest
Have to Say Mixing Brown With White as Love is No Color,
God, Or Religion Alone; At Least in the Human World Love
Love is
Love What
Comes ToGeTHeR
For All of Us ReaL NoW
Truly Worthy of MoRE NoW
Than Even a 3 Letter Word
Obviously Literally 4 iN LoVE

Indeed We aRe aLL Water
Waves Of Ocean
Whole When We
See Reflections
Of This Through
Eyes of Our
Is Replaced
By Namaste
at Best
A ‘Fred’
My Aim Dear Savva☺️
Your Soul Sings This
Ocean Dancing
Waves by the
Way my
Miles are
Done in
Public Where
i live sadly
No one Else
Of Miles i
Am A Small
Boat only one
Waves in Wake🌊
A Treasure
Your Wave🙏

You are Sweetest Thanks
For Always Touching me
Coloring Flowers of Soul
As I Am Honored
To Be Your Brother
Dear Sister
No Ribbons
Now Or Other
Ties Required
Around my Wrist
For Your Sisterhood
Breathes Spirit HeART
My Soul Always ‘Sees’

“Wow, your playful use of words and imagery
is enrapturing. Thank you for the pleasurable
consonance of ‘ecstatic autotelic’ and image
of being a dancing library alone.”

SMiLes in Returns thanks
For the Flowing Poetic
Stellar Kind Compliment
Poetry Speaks
To Souls Now
All Human
All that’s Left
Is ‘Naked Dance’
‘Free Verse Nude Poetry’
And SonG As Wisdom’s
Truth is Always a Practice
oF LiGHT out
Of DarK
And A New
Dance And Song
Is Essence of
Do Life
In A Way
LoVE iN A Do
WHere Copyright
Souls Never Worry
As Art Retains
Labels SPiRiTS
LiGHT of Beauty’s
CouRaGE Wisdom
Life for
The Present
Dance And Song
Now Giving Sharing
SMiLes Totally Free☀️😊

SMiLes i’m 60 Years
Old and While many
Folks mistake Fred
For the Beautiful
50 Year-Old Woman
Katie Short For Katrina
As She looks more like
She Would write Free
Verse Poetry than me
And Additionally
Looks Like She
Would Be the one
More Likely to Public Dance
Free Style Ballet than
Me At 246 Pounds
But it’s True and
Fully Documented
In A Epic Long Form
Poem at 13,488 Miles
Of Free Verse Ballet
And Martial Arts Dance
Now and Literally 8.3
MiLLioN Words of
Poetry in the Same
Span of 83 Months
As i Find Muse For
Dance And Song
As i Make Every
Step And
In Life
In Deed Holy
And Sacred Divine
Dance And Song i
Find Your Poetry
Very inspiring
Yesterday i
Wore a Dance
Shirt With A Human
Skeleton With Colorful
Purple Hued Butterfly
Wings With A Logo
Dreams’ i’m
Retired in Flow
i just Breathe i
Don’t Do this for
Any End As i’m
ReTired and Buried
All Material Rewards
Long Ago and While
i might look more
Like i was in the
Just Traveling
The Globe With
Wings Sharing
Joy anyway
i am not a
Of Time and
Will Drop by
To continue
To be inspired
By Your Words You
Tell Who You are And
What You Do so
i am introducing
Myself to you
With SMiLes😊

BTW, Happy Raksha Bandhan
Have Adopted You as
my much much
Tie A Ribbon
Around my
You Fiercely
From Unknown
Danger Coloring Paths

Happy Creative Joyful
Productive Work Week
With Fresh Butterfly
Wings Fluttering
SMiLes Fresh
Out of
‘The Tomb’
Hehe Hellooove
For What are Humans
Without Colorful Wings
Of LoVE iN A Beautiful
Beach Within But Only
Bones Without Sails
To Bring Their Whole
Boats Safe Anchors
In Distant Horizon
Breaking Morning
Harbors Coloring Life
New Butterfly Wings
Dance And Sing to
FRiEnDS With
Open Eyes
And Ears
Soul For Free
🦋 🦋🦋☀️🦋🦋🦋

Just Finished Reading “Being Peace” By Thich Nhat Hanh;
My Library is Barnes And Noble; Never Spend a Dime but
Do Offer Free ‘Tai Chi-Like-Dance’ iN Free Entertainment
For the Star Bucks Crowd Glued to Their Tables and Screens
While i Finish A Book A Week For Free While Listening to
Meditative Music in What is Really An Effortless Super
Flowing, Complex Peak Plateauing Activity; Lighting my
Mind and Body Up From Head to Toe; And Keeping
my Weight Down Below 250 Pounds, During
This Pandemic, Where
on Average, Folks
Have Gained 15 Pounds;
Which is indeed, actually
More Dangerous as Far as Potentially
Dying From the Disease as Yes, Obesity
Does Indeed Make Folks More Vulnerable
As Science Shows; Sadly, We Live in a World
Where ‘We’, Overall, Rather Not Hurt Anyone’s Feelings
By Bringing Truth iN Light that otherwise might Save Their Life;
Really, No Different than Church today; Where they Now Require
Masks at One Service on Saturday Afternoon; but only Encourage
them at the Other Services, not to inconvenience Or Hurt
Anyone’s Feelings, Who Doesn’t wanna wear a Mask to
Save a Potential Life as of course, if they get
‘Butthurt’ and stop coming over having
to wear a Mask, the Money Baskets
Get even Lighter for Offerings
of Bucks; and of course
That is more important
Than Saving A Life; but of course
The Book that Relates some of the
Tenants of Buddhism, i Read Today; Does not Look
At Love That Way Worshipping Life more than Death.

It All Fits Together…

Takes me Less than an Hour To Finish A Book
As All of the Activities Bring Greater Laser Focus
in Dance And Reading and Listening to Meditative Music;
Also, Gives me the Focus to Write an Epic Longest Long Form
Poem Continuing Now on Average of 100,000 Words A Month
For 8.3 Million Words in 83 Months Now; as the Public Dance
Has Moved up to 13,488 Miles Today in the Same 83 Months;
It’s Safe to Say i do read Close to a Million Words each Week;
but on the other hand that’s My ‘Autistic Super Power’ Reading
About 20 times Faster than the Average Human Being and as
A Life-Long Pianist, Also Typing around 130 Words a
Minute When Laser Focused; while it might seem
like i spend Lots of Minutes here; actually,
it’s pretty Much Just a tiny part of A Whole
Hurricane of Creativity, Cat 6 or so, continuing to Spiral More..:)


Smiles; i Provide ‘Magnificent Clouds’ to ‘Prove’ a Point;
Poetry is ‘Clouds’; Religious Text is Clouds; Religion, In General,
is Clouds; As Neuroscience Shows Now We (Clouds) Basically Hallucinate
Our Reality as We Go Based on Past Hallucinations of Reality As Then After
Feeling And Sensing Our Individual Multi-Universe Realities
We Attach Words
in an Attempt
to Co-Create
Order Out of the Art
Of Reality That Indeed
We Co-Create With Relative
Free Will Interdependently Speaking
At Best in Dance And Song of Life Free
As Metaphors Continue to Color Life Differently
We Co-Create too; Smiles, It’s Up to Us to ‘Make the
Clouds’ of Life Heaven or Hell; or the ‘tween of Grey
Skies of Purgatory not Reforming Clouds into a More Beautiful
of Reality Now;
For Art is Ours
To Co-Create Whether
it is Internal Views Now of
Clouds and Winds We Color;
or Art We Co-Create to Flower
What We View As Reality Ours.
When it comes to Islam and Christianity;
‘One Question’ is, even if “TradeMark(S)JeSuS”
Comes Back as both Religions Dance And Sing
As Prophecy of Old Poetry; Which Sect
And Which Individual View of Jesus
Will be Seen as Truth in Light;
THere iS only one answer
WorKinG for
A Question
It is
‘You’ as ‘me’
of course as
Metaphor only too;
As You ‘See’, Words
oF Old Poetry are Essence
ATTeMPTiNG to Breathe as Art
of Original Ghost Authors, Scribes,
And Editors oF A STory Revised Innumerable
Instances as OPen SourCE Art Will Surely Do.

We Are Born As Essence;
What We Do Without Newer
Colors Is A SaMe
or Do Not Ranging
From Hell to Heaven;
to all Purgatory Greys
Rarely Noticed for those Fallen
Asleep forgetting to ‘write’ A Next
‘Verse’ of ‘THeir’ “Bible”, Coloring Life;
However that may or
May not come
in the Next
Step and or
Word of Dance and Song…

As Above, So Below, Within Inside
Outside All Around; Just More Clouds
to Color As We Will With Relative Free
Will Interdependently or NOT.

A Road Block Is Always Sitting
Still, Stuck in Caves Gazing Never
Moving Away From Paintings on Walls.

How boring it Will
be still to Look at A
Same Hand Print on A Stone Wall;
How Interesting, Folks Still Do this Never

Coming out

of A Cave…

‘God’ New
Colors exciting ‘God’ this way…

But True, this too, is Human Nature;
Even in Studies of Nature; approximately
20 Percent of the Animal Kingdom are Sitters;
And 80 Percent, Rovers; Some Find a ‘Garden of
Eden’ that is Real; And some Still LiVE iN Desert Scarcity
Staring at Same Old Paintings; But True, others see more
Even in
Coloring them
More than Just Grey Stones of Clouds…

Anchors, Provide Safe Harbors in
Caves as it’s true it’s a long trek across
Deserts to Find Green Forests and Creeks Teeming With Fish;

On the Other Hand(S), THere Are Sails;
FLoWeRS and Seeds Dropped
off at A Beautiful Beach
And Forest Where
i Live, FoRTuNaTeLY;

As ALWaYS A Balance
As GreaTesT Boats
For Longer Terms,
Develop Both Anchors
And Sails, More Fully, For Safe Harbors
Surviving Flourishing iN Fair and Following

Seas Thriving…

Seriously, Now, From an Anthropological
Science Point of View; Environment counts;
There Are Desert Religions And Green Religions;
Desert Religions Create Gods out of Men as that is
All that is seen of Green in Desert and Rocky Terrain
in Scarcity Where Tribal Competition for Resources
Means Life or Death for Real.

WHere there is Green
And Folks Sitting
Under Trees;
WHere THere
is Beaches and
Forests with Humans
Communing Similarly;
Nature Becomes ‘God’ in Abundance As
We aRe Happier to Be Part of ‘All that is’…

It’s so much easier, to See A Beach iN
Abundance As God as Nature With No Separation Us

Than A Desert Of SCaRCiTY, WHere rarely People
Rise Above A Bottom of A Pyramid Seeing Thrive

Yes, From
Now of Ever
Coloring More
Beautiful Lights
of Courage iN Wisdom
Truth’s Love…

Tree of Life…


Makes a
For What one
Calls God as HoMe…

Some Folks See it so far away…
Other Folks Will Not miss It As
THere is No Separation
in Abundance
They Sense
Feel and
KNoW For Real…

i surely am Glad i AM outcast
as i might Still be Living in Desert
Scarcity Tween Cave Walls of Temples
With Same Cave Paintings to only gaze at now…

i Rove outside of




‘Don’t Look Back’…

i visit; but i understand
WHere HoMe is; Colors, i Create of Wind And Beach Within…

For me, it’s Never about ‘What Religions Accept People With
Asperger’s Syndrome’;

It’s Always about What Religions, i Tolerate Enough, to Visit Out
of my Home of Nature (GoD) with
no limits….

Sails and Anchors;
THere is Beauty in
Both Tradition and Freedom…
if one Colors ‘Clouds’ Both ways….

Hmm.. This Deserves Two THeME SongS HeHE…

‘Don’t Look Back’, Playing in a 1970 White Maverick in ’78, when i ‘met’ my ‘First Love’
She Was A Magnificent Sail and i Was An Anchor then; She Taught me about ‘Sailing’…

“Garden Party”, May Be Self-Explanatory; Some Folks Take Their Yachts out to Sea Regularly;
Other Folks Keep them Anchored in Safe Harbors, WHere ‘Dry Rot’ comes Next; still Others
at Least
in ‘Boats’
Once or Twice a Year;
Like Folks Who Go to
Catholic Church only
On Christmas And Easter Day;

Others Still Roving

Leave their Christmas Trees
Up Year ‘Round ALWaYS Coloring
Lights Differently in Heaven Now WiTHiN…


i Get Around…


It’s Worth Noting that the DSM-IV, was the Standard in Diagnosing
Autism/Asperger’s/ PDD Not Otherwise Specified, When ‘the Old Study’ was done;
With A Much Looser ‘Definition’ of the Condition of Autism, then; Additionally, With a Clerical
Error In The Diagnostic Criteria, before that was corrected in a Revised Edition of the 1994 DSM IV.

It’s all A Moot Point Now; Anyway, as the Previous ‘Labeling’ of the Disorder with Criteria no longer applies;

However, Per the Specific Case of Dr. Stephen Porges, assessing Putin, by Movement Behavior alone;
He’s Backed off the claim about Asperger’s, Per the Quote Below; And as of the DSM IV, ‘A Form Of Autism’
Might Be defined As almost Any Pervasive Development Disorder (PDD) alone; as “PDD Not Otherwise Specified”
was indeed, a Diagnosis then.

“The 2008 report cites Dr. Stephen Porges, who is now a University of North Carolina psychiatry professor, as concluding that “Putin carries a form of autism.” However, Porges said Wednesday he had never seen the finished report and “would back off saying he has Asperger’s.””

So no; Not much Chance Putin has Asperger’s Syndrome…

“Severity is based on social communication impairments and restricted, repetitive patterns of behavior.

C. Symptoms must be present in the early developmental period (but may not become fully manifest until social demands exceed limited capacities, or may be masked by learned strategies in later life).

D. Symptoms cause clinically significant impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of current functioning.”

Good Points on Functioning Well in a Demanding Job Requiring Social Skills, Like the Military.

Working With the Military for Close to a Quarter of A Century; but Protected By Federal Civil
Service Rules That Don’t Allow Discrimination for Differences Among Folks, Under Normal Circumstances at least;

It’s True, Someone on ‘the Spectrum’ may Surely Find themselves in a Place like the Military That indeed
Takes Great Social Skills; But What i Noticed About the Navy Then Most as Far as this Goes is A Philosophy
of Taking Care of Your Shipmates, Regardless of External Differences as People who Fall Behind are often
Taken Underneath the Wings of Mentorship.

Honestly, for me, at least, i think i would have done
Worse in the Civilian World, Without The Protection the
Federal Government Provides through the Department of Defense.

There is no Way, i could ever done Any Kind of Active Duty Military
Service; as i demanded way too much Structure then to ever leave the place
Where i am From; As i need that Grounding to Survive, Particularly then, and still


Although, i lasted 25 Years; in Active Pay Status; and 33 Years of total Active Pay
Status Work; And 19 Years of School, And 3 College Degrees; What was on the outside
did not Reflect the Stress Underneath my Skin; i was always wondering how much Longer
i could keep it all Hidden Inside; Eventually, Stress Comes out When Chronic And Acute too many
years; As indeed, where there comes no place of Sanctity, Re-Creation and Recovery, Stress Eventually
Tortures, Mutilates, Maims, And Even Kills; But that’s what Happens when Folks Call You ‘Super-Man’
but you are
only Clark
With Glasses;
Smiles, i was named
Superman at School For
Gaining 3 Degrees at Once;
By Peers and the Same When
i was hurting inside the Most at Work;
Smiles, Now in some ways, i do wear a
Cape; But it’s worth Noting That ‘Superman’

Did not Do that at work;

It Was Just a Matter of
Finding A ‘Telephone Booth’ And Changing…

The First Time, i Broke down in College For 3 Months;
After Suffering Severe Depression and becoming somewhat
Hypo-Manic; And Baker Acted at age 21; ‘they’ couldn’t find a
Diagnosis to work for me; let me go; And Summarily i changed
my Course at College From one Degree to Three Degrees; Just
because the Degrees interested me in Anthropology, Social Sciences
Interdisciplinary, And Health Science; My Normal is ‘Hypomania’; people
have asked where they can find my kind of Happiness through all the ‘Good
Years’ outside of 7 years of Severe Depression, Anxiety, And Severe illness through
the course of my Life; i never received a diagnosis of Asperger’s Syndrome until 47;
it took my Sister until her 50’s, when she was diagnosed too; i Never Got a Diagnosis
of Bi-Polar, Not Other wise specified; As No Doctor ever Saw me but in a Dead Zone
for 66 Months; Just coming out the other side in my Normal State of relative Bliss;
if not for
4 Job Changes
in Reductions of
Force and Temporary
Promotions to Stay Employed
in Just a Matter of a few Years;
to keep the Golden Hand-Cuffs
of Retirement, Close to 25 Years
for Early Retirement; i surely could
have likely Made it through with a less
Responsible Job than Athletic Director; a Job
i had no Clue about on a Military Installation selected
for my Computer, And Financial Management Skills; the
Social Part of is what took me down; 31 Employees to Supervise;
131, when my Boss was out; taking care of so many Mechanical
Cognition Duties While doing Social Skills with Open Doors For Fixing
Everyone’s Problems; True, my Problem was, i was too scared to say NO.

i don’t have the
Same Challenges some
folks have; and obviously
i have other ones, others don’t;
That’s Life; And Truly this is just about
the way it is for everyone; Take Care of Your
Shipmates is a Best Philosophy oF all; Something
About Bleeding the Same Color that makes folks closer hand-in-hand…

We all Bleed
The Same;
When We
Find Out We
Are the Same Water,
Waves, And Ocean; Generally
Speaking, Our Boats Stay Afloat Better…

i was very Fortunate to Work for the Military….

Very Fortunate, indeed; And Yes Challenged Very Much too…

More than anything; i am fortunate not to have to work for any pay at all now…

Yes; at this Point the
‘Golden Hand-Cuffs’
Are Worth it; But
When One Is
in Real Hell;
the Answer is No;
Even, if you don’t have
The Courage to Say No.

If a Person is not having problems
Functioning in Life; They don’t get
A Diagnosis; At least not now; according to ‘the Manual’…

i Am still Assessed as Permanently And Totally Disabled;
My Psychotherapist Writes it as i am not Able to Do What Society Expects.

Other than that;
Just A Diagnosis
of Bi-Polar Whatever
And Autism is enough;

i surely
See Honor;
now, in that assessment…
It’s The Social Demands that
make it otherwise, impossible to Thrive…

Yeah; i could go back to work; it might kill
me; but i could do the same Job again;
maybe for a little while; Fortunately,
We LiVE iN a Society
With Empathy
Still Where
Folks Don’t
Require you
to die to Live…

Once You Reach 60, Disabled
in Federal Service, You can make all
the Money You like before conversion
over to Regular Retirement at age 62;
And You have to Provide An Assessment
That You are okay to Be Able to Go Back;
With the Worst Pain Known to Humankind;
i had to Find the Government Laws to Prove
i was eligible for Federal Disability Retirement;
With ‘The Portability Act’, i was Transferred to Non-Appropriated Funds
From Appropriated Funds to Stay employed; yet, Retain my Retirement
Civil Service Benefits; Just wanting to die, not able to tolerate the
Pain; i had no choice but to work through a Dentist Drill in what
felt like my eye and ear (Type-Two Trigeminal Neuralgia, the Suicide Disease, plus 18 Other
Disorders) to find the Associated Laws, To Prove my Case as the ‘Office of Personnel Management’
Was Clueless in my Case; i Generated 100 Pages of Medical Documentation and was also
Approved on my First individual Try with SSDI; i just wanted to be put out of my Misery as
NO DRUG would touch that pain; Yet, i only survived for the Livelihood of My Wife; as She
Has Epilepsy with Complex Partial Seizures; she only worked 13 Years and doesn’t receive
Much in SSDI Benefits; Smiles; Thing is; Just walking around in Public; no one has any Clue
I’ve ever had these issues; nor my wife; Typically, People say words to the effect they wish they were Us….

Generally Speaking,
if You get to know someone;
No Matter who they are; You
Find out they have Functional Disabilities
too; the worst one i for one can/will imagine
And relate to Losing too, is the Essence of Love;
That ‘Special Other thing’ that folks have asked for;
whatever Pill
i am

Gift Worth
Keeping; Sure, it is
A Mix of Happy Neurohormones
And Neurochemicals; i get that Part
of ‘my Happy Spectrum’ from my Mother;
But The Synergy of it is as real as A Blue Sky Morning
And A Most Beautiful Sunset Each Day; different curses; different gifts;

And Flowers;
Some Days,
We Rise As
Roses Some Days
Our Flowers Fade to Thorns;
Blessings And Curses; Blessings,
i keep Close Now to Soul i BReaTHE Free…

Yes, Indeed, A Beautiful Monday,
i for one See, for now at least, Shipmates….

Thanks Very Much; We Always Live with The Spector That one Day
She Will Not Come Back From a Seizure; Sadly, Sleeping Beauty forever young…

But sure; This Is A Truth of Life For All Of Us…

i only Hope
That She
Grey With me;

Smile, But True;
If both of us went away
today; it would be like we
Lived Forever Young Now;
Smiles; Just another Gift, i suppose…

i’ve always felt a Bit Bewitched, for the Gift of my Wife and Life…

Before, in ‘the Dead Zone’, i never ever thought i would make it until Sixty;
in Fact, i Never Knew, if i could Make it, until the Next Second; Now i don’t feel any age at all..:)

My Wife has only Had one Grand Mal Seizure in Labor in 1997
With Our Only Child Who Only Lived 51 Days, Spending those
Days With Multiple Congenital Anomalies; It Was Unexpected to me;
But come to find out She had been having Complex Partial Seizures her
Entire Life, ever since She and Her Fraternal Twin Brother, Suffered from Meningitis
As Infants; Although, there is nothing Actually Structurally Found in Her Brain With Scans
that Point toward a Cause of the Seizures. Her family Assumed She was in a Very Bad Mood and Not
Responding to them; Somehow, she hid them from me for the first 7 Years of Our Marriage but there
Were many instances that she was turned away from me rigid and i too thought, “She Was Just in a Mood”;
Anyway, After the Grand Mal Seizure, the Problems Grew worse and the Fall She Had in the Shower while
Pregnant was attributable it appears to the Complex Partial Seizures that Pregnancy Exacerbated for her;

in Fact, the Neurologist believes the Seizures may grow less frequent when she goes through the Change of Life;
As Hormones are associated with the Frequency of the Seizures; unfortunately, no drug helps that much; the
Neurologist Pointed out to us in the last visit that she has on many occasions seen folks Die From Seizures;
But, According to the Science of it; it’s usually only during Non-Retractable Grand Mal Seizures;
Which she’s only had one; anyway, My Wife is only Willing to take so many Drugs for the Disorder,
not to lose Quality of Life; Chances are the Neurologist might have been trying to give her the
outlier Risks to encourage her to take More Cocktails of Medications that she’s not willing to
do for Quality of Life; Interestingly, She Scores 32 on the AQ Scan Test for Autism; While i
used to Score 45, i score 11 Now; However, no Doctor has ever considered any Possibility
that She has an Autism Spectrum Disorder; she felt outcast in life; No Doubt That Being
Outcast for any reason in Life is an Environmental Factor associated with whether
one actually becomes Diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder in Life; as
Obviously, When a Person is actually Outcast, The Ability to Experience
Reciprocal Social Communication Becomes more Limited. Our
Environment Determines so Much; but even More so, in How
We are able to Navigate And Adapt to Challenges that
come; Smiles; i’m still adjusting as there is never
Really No End to Change in Life; i tolerate, and
Accept Change Better Now; and in some ways
at least, even thrive off of Struggle; but of
course again; take a factor away like having
to make Money and float to the Surface of the Ocean Easier;
haha, or on the other Hands go Deeper in Some Ways as it’s easier to Dive into it..:)


“Poor Synaptic Pruning”; As Associated with ‘Intense World Theory of Autism’, At Least in Metaphor Relates
How i experienced the World Until the Last 7 Years that accompany my Score on the AQ Test moving
From 45 to 11. My Doctors Agree that i must have unpacked Some Epigenetic Potential that i wasn’t
using Before; as a Result of the Environmental Struggle of Disorder, Disease, Pain, And Numb
That i experienced for 66 Months; My Understanding is this is what it takes for Epigenetic
Change; Environmental Struggle and Adaptation that also, Like Neuroplasticity may
Be Negative; Additionally as that is associated with the Nocebo Effect in Belief
as opposed to the Placebo Belief in Positive Impact that can and will be as
Powerful as Drug Relief too; And even More so, In Going into Remission
And Recovering from even Terminal assessed Illness; the Mind is amazing;
Particularly, when one considers we will visualize exercising and actually be Empirically
Measured As Growing Stronger From our Imagination, Alone this way; Smiles, My Difficulty
Previously in Life was all about Focusing; as with Low Levels of Latent Inhibition in Blocking
Out And Habituating to Environmental Stimulus in what is Called The ‘Default System’ of Our Minds;
Without the ‘Normal Synaptic Pruning’ That comes as a Child; Perhaps, this Relates to Low Levels of Latent
Inhibition; Interestingly, Folks with Lower Levels of ‘Standard IQ’ now are assessed as less able to Control
Low Levels of Latent Inhibition and Hypo-Frontality that is similar to the experience of Flow but where one
may not be able to return in Balance of NeoCortical control; therefore, the Ideal Way of ‘Transient Hypo-Frontality’,
allowing one to Temporarily Escape Neo-Cortical Control and Becomes More Immersed out of Past and Future
thinking Neo-Cortical limiting Ways of thought, tapping More into And Immersing oneself into the Subconscious
Mind that Flows More Like A River than Discrete Structures of Reasoning Words That We Attempt to Use to Control
Our Worlds With Order; Not unlike the Angles And Squares of Buildings We Create As Opposed to the Art of Free Nature
That Naturally comes Together
Without any planning input from
Us; for it’s
True the
Other Animals
Do the Patterns
of Life, Without Any
Written or Thinking words
to Guide their Instincts, which
may indeed Be What we have Lost more
in Life, really Living in a World of Abstract Constructs Now
that are a tiny part of our Evolution of Being Human; Perhaps,
With So Much More Instinctual intelligences left Cold and Untapped
in Epigenetic Potential, lost and forgotten this way; Smiles; The way
i Write Now is by Feel More Than Preplanning thought; By Song as
i hear my Fingers Dance as the River of my Mind Expands to Ocean Whole
Thought With Letters and Words Coming Together as an Ocean of Song where
Yes, basically,
it’s just
Flowing Dance;
Then i go back and see
what i learn in the Journey
of the Dance of the Song i Create;
indeed, what i believe is, i was controlled
by Mechanical Cognition so Much in my Life
That i Lost about Half-A-UNiVeRSE of my Mind
And Body to the restrictions That Modern Culture
Brings to Life; True, though of course, i am still now
Loaded With Crystalized intelligence; as Yes, ‘Hyperlexia’
is that way, before one develops the Words to Speak and
Uses Fluid Intelligence to Adapt when needed; until the Instruction
Manuals come and Life Becomes a Recipe to Follow, instead of An Art to
Create; Writing, Directing, And Producing Our own Life as Actors, instead
of Audience of someone Else’s Play of Life; Smiles, i learn a lot when i am writing
in Flow as i am just uncovering A River of the Treasures i Find across the Journey of
Life Buried in the Subconscious Mind Being Put Together NoW iN A River Beyond planning
Smiles, no
Doubt in my
Mind at least, this
is what ‘Socrates’ Meant
when he said; he knew nothing;
There are days it all comes together
And one Finds it on a Page and says did i really write that;
And then one questions who i is; and find out that i is bigger than before…

As Far as i Can and Will See, So far at least, at 60 Years-Old We Keep Growing
Younger As Souls as Long as We Are Unpacking Epigenetic Potential and Making
Something Out of the Art of Our Souls Free; And to Be Clear, i Believe in Supernormal
but just see it as Nature of Us Greater uncovered; From What i See, Feel, And Sense
Now There is A Deeper Way of Being; A Higher Force Within Our Minds to tap into;
An Autotelic Flow Balancing With Reason; Yin And Yang in Balance As Eastern
Philosophies Relate Similar too; Some of us Drift Away and have a hard time
Finding our Way Back; Anchors and Sails; Not Just as Personalities Different
of Human Being; But Within Our Minds to Develop in Balance too; the
Metaphor, Simple, i like to use that comes from my Hyperlexic Mind
That Loves to Decode Symbols and Create them too is 11, the Alpha-Numerical
Value of the Letter K; Two Ones Bridging together for the Letter H that is the Alpha
Numerical Value of 8; as one may view this as the Infinity Symbol Standing Tall; as
Unity of All; And in this Case Literally the Metaphor of Right Hemisphere of Mind and
Left Hemisphere of Mind Coming Together IN Balance Whole; As Intuition And Reason Join
Hands this way Whole; Interestingly, this Way, The Western Way of Life, HiStorically Now at
Least has been More Rational And Yang this way; As The Eastern Way of Life Now Has Been
More Yin And Intuition This way; As Philosophy, in Eastern Ways is often Discussed with Poetry;
And Philosophy in Western Ways is often Discussed More In Logical Terms; so what’s really
Cool this way as Humans Online Hold Hands around a Globe is the Globe is Like A Mind
connecting ‘Human Neuron Human Beings’ together Now as a Hive Online; Eastern Ways
of Thinking Meeting Western Ways of Thinking More this way; and in doing so, Each And Every
Human is Better Able Now to Adapt their Mind in Balance Where Two Ones Become Greater H’s
As 8 Infinity Standing Tall Each; The Natural Synergy of the Evolution of this; is the Same as the
Synergy of my Human Potential As ‘H (8)’ Becomes Exponentially Greater Versus “11 (K)” Life Where
Separation is a way of Life, instead of Unity of Mind with so much more Human Potential Fulfilled; so
The Effective Result of More Humans Coming into Balance this way, Globe Wide, may have an Unseen
Ultimate impact; Hopefully, Positive that is almost impossible to Conceive individually now that we may soon
See More as a Sum of A Greater Impact As Longitudes And Latitudes of the Entire Mind of Human Neurons on
This Globe Come Together And Finally Become A Total FLoWeR on Earth We aRe Evolved to Be Now; Interestingly,
It is the Western Way
of Logical Thinking
In Systemizing Way
That Provides The
Concrete Interstate
Highway that is the Hive
Online that Prepares a way
for this to be possible at all Globe Wide;
Together Stronger We aRe; my Feeling is
Currently We aRe All Feeling GRoWinG Pains
As A New Flower of Humanity is Beginning to
Bloom in More Loving Colors of Greater Potentials
For Surviving And Thriving With Less Harm to the Rest of Nature;
Where Before, We Were only Skeletons Walking Lonely as Ghosts
on the Earth With Only Old Stories to tell; Now, Just Starting New Stories
Blooming Out of Skeleton Cocoons More With Butterfly Wings Coloring Light
Within, Inside, Outside, Above so Below And Of Course All Around Ocean Whole
Water And Wave
coming Together
to Evolve in
A Synergy of
Human Potential
Living Breathing Never
Seen Before; i don’t see
A Machine Singularity for
i have come to be a Human Singularity
Whole this Way With My Nature and the
Rest of Nature Free; Science Holding Hands
With Art And just Happier To Be Breathing now;
As Life Becomes An Amazing Adventure Now as
FLoWeRS With Minds to Color Life Ever Greater NoW as Real;
As We Evolve into Who aRe All Along Just Forgotten in Trails
of Stone Rising now to a Top of A Pyramid Capstone to See; Buildings
Do We Go?
Love Love Love
Love Neither Requires
Worship or Fears Criticism
Love Evolves into Greater Colors oF Light this way.

Smiles; Some Folks Build ‘Emerald Forest’ Dams (Reference the 1985 Movie)
to Hold The River of Human Potential Back; Other Folks Stand on top of
‘the Bridge’ And
Make it Rain..:)

Hehe; for now
i’ll call myself ‘Rainman’
With Smiles; We all Have
Gifts Just waiting to Escape…

There is so much to understand about the World without
Any Words of Common use at all; There are days When ‘Foreign Languages’
teach more…

And Smiles as Science Shows, There are Some Autistic Folks Who Have Poorly Functioning
Mirror Neuron Systems and Others That More Relate to the ‘Extreme World Theory’ of Autism;
Smiles, i feel every pleasure and pain of others as my own; Smiles, the World’s Pain is too Much
to Bear Now; So, i Dance And Sing Without Ceasing and i finally thrive in a World of my Own; Yes,
Being Super Empathic and So Sensitive to touch that one will rarely bear touching anything Human
Made is both Gift and Curse too; as always
i do my best to See Flowers

Over Thorns my

Rose continues
to Rise Greater this
way than an Alternative

World of Trumps And Putins;

If Either one has any form of
Autism, Essence oF it is surely Not mine now..:)


DarK RooTS LiGhTS RisE
GreeN LeaveS iNTuiTioN WinGS
SMiLes mY FRiEnD XeNiA FoR NoW
We ArE onLY aS YounG aS OuR EYeS LiGHT
The PLaY
Young Woman Telling Wife i’m Filled With
SPiRiT ANiMaL of Dance Hope It’s A Loving
Dragon A Puff The (A) Magic One
It Used to make
me SAD When
Summer Ended
Seasonal Affective Disorder Not Unlike
19 Others Work/School Related ones…
Pissed Off Extended ‘First Baptist’ Family Members
That i Dance Sing Life Love And Still Get Paid…
She Feels Who ‘the’ Dragon Really is so
Only Compersion…
No J For Jealousy…
Wife Insists A Young
Woman’s Smile Looks
Like She is in Heaven
No Love Sorries Begin End NoW
Plenty of ‘TiME’ For SorrY iN TweeN STaRT NoW
A Poem Spoke A 3 Letter World Truth By A Child With Eyes To See A Death of Wind
Mean While White Bread Adults Gathered ‘Round Telling Traditional Conspiracy Stories Of Fear/Hate/Frowns… ‘Jesus’ CoMeS AGAiN GoeS oN A SMaRT Ass DaNCinG SinGinG DoNKeY Change iS NoT For White Bread Wind… Tears Streaming Down my Face Dancing Beyoncé’s
Lion King Spirit Song Comfort of James Earl Jones SPiRaL oF LiFE BacK HoMe ALiVE
At ‘The End’ of ‘the’ ‘Matrix Series’ Movies ‘the’ Oracle Told the Little ‘Indian/Mexican’
Girl She Suspected Neo Will Be Back… Not Unlike “Isaiah 53”.. A ‘Zillion Other
Human Stories’.. ‘Neo’ And Other ‘Super Heroes’ IS A ‘Hero Archetype’
For All to FiT iN… Providing Cover Story Autism/Bi-Polar Doctor’s
Prescription Moving Meditation At ‘Seville’ Regulating/Integrating
Emotions/Senses Four Years Ago to Date Already Publicly
Admitted “000 SeCrET AGenT oF GoD” And “i AM
A JesuS2 HoW ‘bOuT yoU2″… Interestingly Naked
Art Improving Much Over An Entire Bible Endeavor
At Least Folks Watching Multiplying By Numbers
Bible Writing is Fun
Business is Always
Good Not a Stitch
of Cultural Clothing
Required Doing Greater
King David Dancing Acts too
We Need A Bit of Straight Talk HeaR
The Whole Catholic Church Will Go
A-Sexual if they Like But Don’t Expect
God Ever to Neuter IT… Of Course i Will
Go Without Sex For Long Durations What Do
You Expect! i Got Married This Go ‘Round! MaKinG
More Bible Writing Now… Have You Ever Heard ‘the
Old Saying’ A Photo Is Worth A Thousand Words.. Hmm..
Don’t Have to Wonder What A Movie Will Do.. HeHE…
To: Most All Men in My Life.. TruE THoRNS Make
Roses Possible too.. And You Just ReMinD
Me of How Much i Love Women too…
What Eternally Bonds Jesus and
Mohammad Together “Marys”
Were THeiR Favorite’s Just
THeiR Favorites Obviously
to Them at Least… Obviously “Mary
Mother of Jesus” Just Barely Passing Puberty
When She Had ‘Jesus’ Like Most Every Other Woman
Treated Like Cattle Today… We Have Science Women
Most Fertile Past the Age of Teens Breeding Rooms Die
Except Where Ignorance Still Lives… Yes.. i Digress A Bit
With Science Away From Art But Any Ways SoMe Helpful
Hints to All the “Neos” Yet to CoME AGaiN FoR ReaL
BReaTHES Sees Wind GoD DancES SinGS
ALiVE NoW to: Be i AM… My MaMa SaiD i
aM Special i Will Do Be WHaTeVeR
WHoMeVeR i Set My SouL Too
STiLL So i JusT DiD It Do iT A OkkaYYY
NoW FoR ReaL iT… i See No ProbleM ANthropomorphizing
OTHeR CHoiCE oF FeaR/ HaTE WiTHiN Take/Hoard…
True.. i Referenced An Informal Poll Study i Did
on “Major Factors of Rampage Killings” in “Slide
Shows Soul Muse” A MacroVerse Last Year too…
Yes ‘That Study’ Approaches Views of 100K From
the ‘Wrong Planet’ Polling ‘Social Outcasts’ How they
Feel About All of This… Trump IS A Reflection oF A ReaLiTY
of Our Society Now After All This IS HoW A Democracy Works
Light or Dark We Vote Who We aRe… Glue of Society is LoVE Listen
to ‘the Top’ Hear the Bottom Layers of Humanity ‘Cry Now’ Bang Bang Goes

‘A CiRCuS NoW’

In This ‘Free Loading Peter Pan Business’ ‘A Hook’
Is Always Muse For A Sturgeon Full Moon Work of Art
And All Moons Still Coming! Dark And Light Muse Equals
All Fuel iN SYNeRGY A MiX Of NeuroChemicals/NeuroHormones
To Get the Art Jobs Done!
Anyway i Completed a
6th New Testament of Over
400 Thousand Words in Spring
the 5th Was Already Overdue As A
Side Show… ‘Coral’ Castle in Florida Was
Mused by A 16 Year-Old First Love That Never
Existed Just An Altar Made For Her to Get the Job Done
Meh; They Likely Cowardly Shadow-Blocked me on YouTube
From The Beginning; Never the Less, That 5th New Testament BreatheS oN
Not too Happy With A Catholic Church Since IT Started Supporting A New
‘Little Dictator of the West’ Dark Muse For ‘That Effort’ Finishing A
14-Month-5th-New-Testament in July About 400,000 Words to
Bishop Barron And FRiENDS Ending Opening ‘This New Art Door’
Last Full Moon and ‘Moonlight Sonata’
Inspires These New ‘Frednatas’
Just Something New to DoYes,
Jaws Shark Teeth Cleaning
‘Fred Size’ Coming @3:30 PM;
Had A Hair-Cut by my Stylist @2PM;
But Covid-19 Quarantine For Her!
Eventually i’ll Get to The Rest of
this But Sand and Sun Dance Home-Gym-Work-Out
And Public Dance First to Fuel the Muse More!
Last Week ‘3’ Completed 1st One Accompanied
by Many Moves of Michael Jackson’s Thriller at
3149 Words then 6733 Words.. Then 5585…
Meh.. Seen 1 ‘Frednata’ You’ll See More
Ain’t Got Reasons to Name Each 1
Completed By Muse of Yesterday’s
Full Moon 7591 Words
In Trump Town USA
Perhaps Not So Much but
on the Other Hand Not too Many
Folks Compose ‘Frednatas’ Either Hehe
Moonlight Sonata Is Surging Again in Popularity
as Global-Wide People are Using it As Emotional
Support to Get Through Covid-19… Of Course in the Day
Original Creativity Births Don’t Expect to Be Mused but by
Only A Very Few Even 1 Piano Student Will Do True
Of Course His Soul Lives on in Moonlight Sonata
220 Years Later with Over 150 Million Listens
on Youtube That’s Truly F iN AMaZinG
Beethoven Was Greatly Criticized for
Not Sticking to the Traditional Classical
Form to Create Sonatas Then in the 1800’s
His 16 Year-Old Countess Muse Piano Student He
Dedicates the Sonata to Bringing A Romantic Flavor
to the Timeless Classic
Beethoven Completed His
‘Moonlight Sonata’ in 1801
at age 31.. All 3 Movements
Before He Went Deaf And Lived Until 56…
To You
My Pet Named
FRiEnD Hehe With
SMiLes of HeLLooove
Oh Gosh i surely Will Pray For
Your Fever To Go Away You
Are Always Beautiful Even
When Sick Smiles
Far Away
But I have
Photos that Do not
Lie.. Had an Appointment
To Get My Hair Cut Today
But the Stylist’s Husband
Had A Stroke And Was
Diagnosed With
She’s Okay
In Quarantine till
Next Week for a
Haircut then
Next Stop
Shark Teeth
Cleaning For me
And Minnow Teeth
Cleaning for Katrina at
The Dentist Do take
Care Dear Lovely FRiEnD
Sending You
Prayers, Hugs, And
Shark Strength For Recovery
With Plus-up of Overflowing
Love To Bathe You All over
to Heal the Fevers you are
Suffering From.. Hope
You are Feeling Much
Better today Sending
Shark SMiLes too
For it’s True the
Biggest Literal Great
White Shark SMiLes
Come Now from A Shark Tagged
Fred As Followed on his Travels
On The Discovery Channel For
Shark Week Next Week Hehe
With His Own TV Show.. Trivia
Note they Filmed the “Jaws 2”
Movie at Navarre Beach Where
i live the First one was the First
Really Violent Movie i saw
at 16 years-old
and Again Back
Then i didn’t
really know
About full
Female Anatomy those
Were Such innocent Days
Of Youth i had so many crushes
On Girls that were just above The
Shoulders Nope.. no Shark Bites part
of my Love Pie then hehe Sweet Vampire…
Hey ‘they’ are coming out With
A New ‘Twilight’ Movie…
Sharks Live A long
Time like
🧛‍♂️ 🦈🧛‍♂️
A Place Where so many
Folks Fail With Fear is
A Disconnect of Abstract
Constructs (Mostly Words
And other Tools We Create)
Disconnected From our
Animal Nature From
Head to toe the mostly
Hairless Naked Ape
That Will always
Be our Core Reality
As Long As We aRe
Flesh And Blood So many
Folks Fail to understand
they are More than less
Than Talking Heads and
Buttons and Screens…
Total eclipse of core
Reality indeed release
The inner Beast no
Longer Fear what’s
Within for when
We Bare Our
Is No Part
Of the Fish Pie…
Too many minnows
Not Enough 🦈 Sharks…
i yearn for the day when
Psychologists teach
Humans to Swim
Like a Shark
More than
Words for Behavioral
Change how easy
We become
Our tools
And lose
Any Freedom
At all core
Of the
Beasts We aRE🌊🦈
SMiLes.. Didn’t Look
Like India… Nice that
You Visited California
Hehe it
Is Even
More Beautiful
Here in The Panhandle
Emerald Green Gulf Coast
Of Florida stay
Lovely Picture
By the Way
Where You
Live Keep Smiling🌲☺️
The Receiving
Is In The
Some Folks
Don’t ‘Get’ This Love❣️
It’s True Most
Folks don’t have
‘Time’ to do anything
Of ‘Real Value’ in Life
And Gamble
Their Souls Away…
This now is the
It’s True.. This
Puts me out of
The Norm
i Am Not Fit
For this
It is so
To Be
‘These Days’..;)
Springs From
Purr of
A Cat
Of A Dog’s Tail
Understands Where
‘God’ Breathes and
Sees.. Sadly Tools
Humans Create From
The Very First
Written Words
Us From
Within As We
Become The Tools…
Golden Age For
Is WHere
Born Again
Naked And
Free With
Smiles Together
Breathing at Ease🎶🌲
Thanks so
Much for
Your inspiring
Words Changing
Culture is Fascinating…
Nature is Always
A Bigger Picture
Boss What
i Live/Love
to Call A Face
Of ‘God’ Without
“Make-up” Or other
Human Filtering Tools😊
Trees Are Such Wonderful
Forms to
Express Essence
Whole Of All That is🌲😁
Smiles when Folks
Spend More Focus
On Themselves
They are Less
Likely to
Actually Science
Shows This is how
Nature Regains
Its Balance…
The over
Of The Rest of
Nature Destroy
It… If they
Their Self..
There is Less
Opportunity to
Consume the Rest…
Nature Smiles this
Way and Sees
A Bigger
With Every
Human Selfie
Consuming itself
More than the Rest..
Does This Lead to
Human Misery
And Suffering
Yes and this
Is Nature’s
Or Pay the Price🌊
Own The Dark
Grow The Light
Expose The Shadow
Make It A Play Thing
We Master
SMiLes Our
Shadows Our
Fears Our Lusts
Our Deepest roots
For Basic Survival Yet
When We
Will Not Control
Us MaKinG A Dance
And Song of LoVE iN
Balance of Grace A Foundation
A Tree of Life
Breathing Whole 🌲
Free 🌊
☺️Thanks FRiEnD
That means a lot
Your Words Do the
Same For me.. Stay
Safe.. Always Create
Winds of Love to Breathe🌊
From Dark
Bless You too🙏
Work For Love Always
Win Love You Give🌊
Thank You.. Love
to Go Where i am
Welcome but some
Folks Find it highly
Offensive When Folks
Respond Poetically
From Soul like
i am Trying
To Get
Rather Than
Connecting to
Another Child of
God With Soul…
You Write
With Soul not
Surprising you
Welcome me Here…
Thanks Again Yamini😊
Your Poem was Truly
Lovely standing
Out in
Soul Truth👼
SMiLes my Friend truth
Is At least A Substantial
Part of the WordPress
Crowd Reads Nothing
They ‘Like’.. they only
Do it like a Gambling
Habit to get
Someone to
Press a Button
Without Reading
What They Wrote…
Some Folks… A lot
of Folks.. Visit Blogs
To ‘Like’
Every Single
Comment Without
Reading them just
To get 1 Return
Button Punch of A Like…
Write For Yourself is a Do
As a Substantial number
Of Folks ‘Liking’
Aren’t reading
A Dam thing…
But it’s like
In School… They
Are doing nothing
To Evolve Their Soul…
Hoping one Day to
Continue to Sell
Their Soul
For Some
Material Reward
Like Fame And Fortune
That is Nothing more
Than A Deal
Devil Within …
10 of My Blog Posts
Equal about 400,000
Words.. Often Folks
‘Like’ 10 in 10 Seconds
Having no clue
i write more
50 Words…
Anyway.. i
Actually Read
Therefore i
Actually Write🦈🌊
MiLes.. From:
Why i Dance
To: Re-Connect🌊
Color of God
Love Without
Fear Doing
Far Beyond
Words Loving
One In Balance
Within To Give And
Share Free Spirit
Lovely inspiration
Thanks so Much🌟

i Think it’s Valuable to Consider the Origins of ‘Supremacy’ First; before ‘White Supremacy’.

Generally, Speaking, the Reason (FEELING/SENSE) Human Beings Elevate Themselves ‘Verbally’ Ahead
of Any Other Part of Nature is that Deep Down they Don’t Feel Complete; If one is Complete,
There is no Need to Elevate oneself above another part of Nature to get a ‘Cheap Thrill’
of Serotonin, mixed with a Bit of Dopamine, and a Hit of Male
And Female Androgens And Estrogens, With somewhat
of an Adrenaline Boost too; And Of Course Oxytocin
When This or that Group Bonds together over a
Common Enemy of That or This Group in a Kind
of Tribal ‘Warfare’ Where Us is Greater Than Them.

Wow; You’d have to Be Pretty Special to Escape</