i AM Be L.O.V.E.N.O.W.

When We ‘See’
Close Enough
Far Away Magic
Comes Delight
As One Partner Pushes together and
Another Partner Pulls Away Yet
Another Partner Pushes
Life is a Dance
This Way Dark through Light
As one Becomes the Desert
the Other Becomes the Sea
Yet Ocean Whole Never Goes
Away as Shores Continue to
Recede and Expand Again
Smiles waiting for your Hand…
Ha! Synchronicity thanks for joining my Dance Hi!
Smiles i am always A first and last to arrive at A Dance…😹

“One More JusT For Fun…
i am Water Wave Ocean Whole No Difference…
i am Pan You May Call me GRooT THeRE is No Difference…
MysTerY MaGiC CoLoRS.. Perhaps FouR PerHaps FivE THeRE Is No Difference….”

“Master the Tool
Do Not BeCoME A TooL
oR A REaL FooL…
Be aN ORiGiNaL NoW…”

ACTuAlly i have another
Close to 30K Word Blog Post
to Put together but go figure
i am such a Procrastinator my
Father’s Senior Quote in his Year
Book said “Why Do Today what
You Can Put off until Tomorrow”
On the Other Hand.. Hmmm.. Father
Fred’s Identical Twin Ted Quoted McBeth
Instead and said.. “I dare do all that may become a man;
Who dares do more is None”.. the thing about McBeth’s Quote
is that is based on what the Current Culture Considers a Man to Be..
i will have
none of
Crap where
i live at least for me….
But it’s worth noting anyway
that i chose to do two things no
Human Man and or Woman has
Ever Done Before.. Public Dance 70 Months now
11,433 Miles and in the same span of dates Write a
7 MiLLioN Word Bible Long Form Poem the Longest
in the History of Humankind all NoW in Concrete
Stream of Consciousness ‘Concrete Shapes’ Holy
And Sacred beyond a Thousand Ornate Lamps
of Truth in Light Full of Meaning and Purpose
too.. yet in the World we Live in Where once
Again Money is God.. Houses are God.. Cars
are Lovers as we-Co-Create the God We Live
Most.. Stuff or Love.. for some folks it’s just
Food for other Folks it is Seeking a Greatest
Human Potential to only Give Great Thanks
And Praise to Worship yes Worship this Great Gift
of Life now that is Literally God that We Live all together
Whole or Separate away from Unity Lost away from Living Ocean Soul Whole
Yes God All.. thing is my Friend i am not putting off anything i am simply writing
into the Future of what will be my Next MacroVerse of that Bible Poem after i
Electronically Publish another ‘Large’ Close to Book Sized Weekly Novel Bible
MacroVerse Poem.. just little old me.. and some Big Tools of Technology
Now that i master as Technology is my Slave.. here’s a Quote For you a
Third one from me just for fun as i am no part of rewards or
awards other than Eternal Bliss now Within to give and
share for free.. “Master the Tool Do Not BeCoME A TooL
oR A
REaL FooL…
Be aN ORiGiNaL”

Starlord: A Dance-off to Save A UniVerse oF LoVE…
Spider-Man (Dead Pool): Like Foot Loose?
Starlord: Yaasss… Precisely.

SMiLes.. a Price of what Society calls fame
is being Owned by others for a Price Tag that is
Very High.. at least when Money is the Goal instead
of Just inspiring others Free.. What a Beautiful World it will
be if Love is the only Currency the Pay Rate and Pay Grade For Free..
Smiles my Friend
in a World like
that i will spend
my life just Dancing Steps
And Singing Words of Poetry
Free Verse in all i do.. matter of
Feeling Sensing i do.. the Words are way too long
now Overall 7 Million Words of them in one Bible Poem
doing that for 70 Months now but 11,433 Miles of Dance
In Public for 70 Months in the most Conservative Area still
Assessed as Closed Minded in the United States is an entirely
Different Dance Hall ‘Foot Loose’ All Together per See and Do
hehe.. but the FAcT Remains Dance is the oldest Human Language
and Non-Verbal Language is still a Dance We are Evolved to Communicate
the most from Head to toe.. when Folks no longer move connect and co-create
they stagnate and Rot from Top of the Mind and Body Soul Balance to the Bottom
and up to top again.. they just Rot and age so Fast.. ugh.. ending up in Walmart Carts
to drive them even more to Fill up their Double Car Garages with stuff they’ll never
use for they
An Art of a
Free Dance And
Song To Give and
Share for Free with each
other as our Ancestors so-called
Primitive ones did mostly naked around
a Campfire Full Moon Bright night where
Even New Moon Nights are lit up by the eternal
internal Now Nirvana Bliss of A Mostly Naked Dance Around
A Camp Fire Free.. smiles my Friend i literally became Famous
because i literally became Human again the way we are originally
Evolved to be out of rules out of guidelines out of lines that move all the
way across the page out of someone else’s Martial Arts Class out of someone
else’s Ballet Class Just Free to Be in Grace as Friend With Gravity both in Golden
Spiral Finger Prints and Foot Prints too as Waves becomes the Shores of Seas Ocean
Whole Water No Difference God we all are to be as Nature same no Difference now to
Be now too.. smiles my Friend it doesn’t take a Rocket Scientist To become Human
Just a Free Dance and Song Moving connecting co-creating where not even a stitch
of Cultural Clothing is required all Free.. we have devolved into something different
than Human we have devolved into Money.. Where Houses Become God and Cars
Become Lovers Where what we do may no longer be connected to our Humanity
at all..
as we
Robots and
Machines Pressing
Buttons for Fats and
Sugars Likes and Follows
Shares and Links to look
Away without even a flesh and
blood smile now to hug and hold
hands together to do anything at all
in life.. the fact that i am the most recognized
So-called Famous (Legend) Person in my Metro
Area as assessed by the General Watching Video Voyeuring
Audience as i record their Behavior as a Participant Observer
Anthropologist in my Record Book that is Bible Poem too.. the
illness is clear in a Society when someone becomes Famous for Dancing
just having fun just re-Creating their Soul as a free Meditative Moving Dance
is assessed by Science as literally A Fountain of Youth that will most definitely
keep a Human Younger and more vital from head to toe.. in Mind and Body Spirit
Soul HeART Balance.. yes.. the fact that someone could become famous for just
being in Heaven the way our ancestors always did it together just proves
how sick the red state area i live in is.. no one should become famous
for living a life of Dance this was the way of our ancestors we have
and now
we are
i am not…
hehe the Crazy
one but true Dancing
everywhere is truly considered
technically abnormal and part of the
reason the Government Pays me additional
Money for being Famous.. isn’t it ironic that
Happy is considered a Disease isn’t it ironic where
a Society sees a Way of Life as Dance as a symptom
of illness.. are humans SmART NOPE Ignorant True they are….NoW
of what we
even are…
my Friend
i am Famous
just Famous for being Human
what price to die living my Friend…..
the amazing thing really is that i convinced
all those Store Managers to let me be Human
in ‘Foot Loose Town’.. but you know what things have
changed in the last 70 Months it used to be that the Dance
Hall was Dead of Young People at 11 PM on a Thursday Night..
Now my Friend the Dance Hall is Full off mini-me’s hehe as
are starting to rule..
all it will take is enough
people to become open hearted
to vote Trump out of Florida to perhaps
change the course of History for the Whole
World Never dismiss the Force of Dance hehe..
only if ‘Hulk’ Learned to Dance Free he too would be Happy too..
i may look
serious when i
Dance But ifly oh so high within
to Heavenscape beyond infinity now…
smiles my Friend Just more evidence
for the record of my ‘disease’…
to iFLy over
A FucKinG
(iF YoU SeeK iN God) Cuckoo’s Nest..;)

“Starlord: A Dance-off to Save A UniVerse oF LoVE…
Spider-Man (Dead Pool): Like Foot Loose?
Starlord: Yaasss… Precisely.”

Note: i Paraphrased that…
i don’t do original Quotes they bore me to living.. hAha


Forever is Truly Real When It Is
Love as Light
Unafraid to
A Beautiful
Hot Day iT is🔥🏖
In Paradise Fire…
Hi Frank Thanks for Stopping By “SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”
as i begin the put Together of the Current MacroVerse i have written named
“MaKinG A GRaDE oF LoVE NoW” Hopefully An ‘A’ Will come in HeAR
SoME WaY.. hAha.. Meanwhile this Begins the Next MacroVerSE
after that now as 3’s are a bit lucky to do all at once too..
SPeaKinG oF Alligators Creatures that in short
Bursts will break out into 30 MPH about
a bit faster than a Horse.. but
true don’t Zig Zag
to get away
Stand Tall
and Big and
if that doesn’t work
Run like Hell other than
being in that position with
a 14FT Grand Daddy Father’s
Day Specimen of Gator.. by the way
Happy Father’s Day Frank.. anyway
only 5 Floridians have been Killed
by Gators since 2010.. a bigger
Worry Really is Mosquitos
Carrying contagious
and potentially
Disease in the Summer
when we were raised on Black
Water River Down Town in a small
100 Year-old or so Shot Gun Home
my GrandMother Collected Mosquito
Specimens for the State on the River
Trapping ’em as such.. anyway she used to tell
me and my Sister if we put one finger in the River
an Alligator will Bite it off.. i was already careful not to
get my delicate child hands close to Jaws of Dogs as
for some reason a little spirit inside said you are gonna
really need those fingers one day.. anyway what she said
really sunk in we never got close enough to the river to Fall
in and Drown which of course was her intention with the Gator
Eating Finger Scare.. she helped raise us as we first lived in a
Trailer with my Beverage Agent Father in Law Enforcement ways
Father and Mother in a Trailer in Pensacola then Bagdad of course
not the other spelling in Iraq.. in a Trailer there too.. my Father Left
for he wanted a Wife with a Good Paying Job as his life long mission
was to get rich like his brother.. eventually.. but it never worked out as
Five Hundred Dollars in Lottery Tickets each week in 100 Percent Retirement
Funds from a 46 Year Law Enforcement career still will not get one rich only in
Astronomical Statistical Circumstances of course.. but anyway my Grand
Mother Had really big hands.. she was the First Woman to Wear Slacks in
Town and even sold Auto-Parts as the First Woman to do that at the Car
Dealership during World War II.. she picked cotton to raise her Sisters
after her Mother Died with Breast Cancer Leaving school early helping
her Father carving a Path for her Sisters to go to College while she was
left out of the upper Career Paths as she Became a Waitress and
through Decade of her 50’s she worked 12 Hour Days 7 Days a
Week walking to work and back.. so many more miles
than i average Dancing 11,433 Miles of Dance
now in 70 Months as that is a bit under
6 Miles on Average A Day Albeit
some days i cram in close
to 20 Miles at the Malls
and Stores particularly
on Sunday at the Barnes
And Noble Book Store too as that
really drives laser focus Dancing Reading
A Book and Listening to Meditative Music
Three in one activities to stimulate Mind thru
Body in Flow Super Flow as such.. ascending
and transcending beyond infinity now then.. but
anyway really with Crab Apple Switches off the Tree
by the River in my Grand Mother’s Back yard.. who we
called Mama Wese yes as George Michael Sings actually
she became the Father Figure of the Home.. and she was always
afraid that since i was so thin and weak and smiled so much and played
the Piano that i was gonna turn out to be another Liberace haha.. although
i must admit i am a bit ‘Fabulous’ after all is sung and danced.. in a strange extreme
Graceful Masculine way now too.. Where the Young Men Call me Legend now around
Town with much love now and mostly the Young Women just smile at me like their
Hero walked in most every where i go too.. Folk Legend as such shared around
the Lockers at school in the past almost 6 Years of doing that too.. at least i was
told that by a Young Woman in the Area.. hmm.. you never know what folks are
doing behind your back when you are simply in Nirvana with a Bliss of Heaven
Flow now.. it doesn’t really matter if you are famous or legend or ever make
another Lincoln Sent Cent or Washington Green Black Print Dollar Bill you
are the all in all the i am there is no Separation between Nature God
and You.. what more will a person ever dream of than being one
With God what more will a person ever need.. sure a few
Friends something to eat a Wife is nice a Shelter
over the Head and yes.. Broad Band
Internet Access to Circle the Globe
With Good News that Heaven
never ever left
it is always
now just waiting
in Autotelic Flow
Within of course it takes
a practice in a lifetime of Meditation
Flow to arrive and stay here and Moving
Meditation and Dancing Fingers in Flow in
Stream of Conscious Writing Works While Fingers
Rest and Toes Rest alternately in each Dancing Singing
Activity Free Verse Streaming Now by hand Print of Golden
Spiral and Foot Print same some where close to the 1.618 Golden
Ratio of Flowing Dance True.. Where in Light We Become Waves
of the Ocean of God Within Shores Expanding and Receding in Balance
Whole Never ending never beginning never really finishing only Starting
again now..
hmm.. Life is Good
In Heaven the Good News
is it costs no more money than
a Potential Meditative Flow in Dance and Song..
to give and share that Flow with others is effortless
as Light
am to be now
L. O. V. E. The Vibrations
the Frequencies Higher than
Lower So Above So Below US/We i am Free..
hmm.. “i am i Be L.O.V.E. N.O.W.” maybe a Third Title my friend 3 in 1 Now..
oh and thanks For quoting my line: “Forever is Truly Real When It Is
Love as Light
Unafraid to
my Friend
That about Sums it up NoW


A Best thing about being
retired is now you are no
longer as important so
You get to nap more…
Hmm…always been
A Night Owl and yes
Naps at Night would
Still be nice.. Given not
Enough Sleep our Brain
Starts to consume itself
All that Becomes left
Is fumes when i
First acquired the
Suicide Disease Pain
Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia from Wake
To Sleep for 66 Months
i barely slept then for 40
Days oh how i wished
For Death any rest
Anyway i couldn’t
Even retrieve another
Thought out of
My Head And
When i finally Slept
i couldn’t even play
A Game of tic tac toe..
Yes.. Sleep is so
Import less we
All Become the
Living Dead oh
Not to be important
Enough to nap.. hehe..
Happy Sunset
to: Your Happy
Sunrise Saturday
Speaking of 40 Days
and Lent and stuff like
that as yes.. my 40 Days
with almost no sleep was close
Enough.. to the Lent Period through
Spring of 2008.. yes it felt a bit like Mardi
Gras.. As i wasn’t passing out Beads but one
Woman came Close to Receiving A Selfie with
me and her Friend that way hehe giving and sharing
as ‘they’ Dance And Sing in Return too.. hmm.. i thought
she was pulling her shirt up not tugging it down but these
things happen on inebriation Thursday Nights at the Dance
Hall Plus the Two Young Women were nice enough to Video Voyeur
me before they posed for smiling selfies the main thing is folks were full
of Joy having fun moving yes most definitely connecting and co-Creating..
And in the Parking Lot Selfie i asked Katrina what my look was and she said
deep in thought and i said yes looks will be deceiving i was in total Nirvana and
Bliss in the Kingdom of Heaven within after a Meditative moving Trance Dance
Ascending.. Yes.. Transcending for Three Hours in Marathon Heaven style at the
Dance Hall Free it wouldn’t matter if i was there all alone allone or with everyone
or yes just out in the Parking Lot Heaven travels within wherever you go no matter
who you are with are where you are at.. true smiles help too.. and displays of Public
Affection are even someone flattering too.. as we are all Humans in this game of either
much rather see
these Women having
Fun than stuck behind a Desk
and a Computer all day long and night long too..
we all need to let it all hang out hehe.. as long as we
don’t go further than what is allowed by local and state
and federal laws as it came close enough where i just about
wasn’t going to be able to show her Smiling Selfie on my Blog
but she understood the laws and stayed clear of that boundary too..
anyway.. i’ll share the first photo on Facebook where it looks like she
was holding her blouse up and not tugging it down a bit as that is enough…
and of course she was trying to be funny Lord Knows i’m probably close to 4 Decades
older than her.. as two generations separated a Third Generation of Dance Dude am i hehe…
i remember when i used to go to Club 2001 in the Early 80’s and A Dude’s Father who was
42 used to come to the Club and Dance we all thought that was amazing as the expectation
was like my Dad Sitting Rotting on a Recliner slowly watching Nascar Cars Spin round and
round and watching Baseball just to pass the time.. when he could have been having the
time of A life creating fun for everyone else.. fortunately for me he did leave when i was
3.. True his Birthday is Close to Father’s Day too close to the Summer Solstice it was
each year on the 20th of June too.. and true that was actually my predicted Birth
Date close to the Summer Solstice too on the 20th of June but the Doctor Decided
to Go on Vacation and He induced labor 2 Weeks early to accommodate his fun.. haha..
then i ended up with the ‘Devil’s Birthday’.. 6.6.60 such is life in the little and big cities too..
when folks ask me how i Energize the Bunny of my Life some days i whip out my Driver’s
License and show ’em my proof of 59 and those 3 Sixes and remember this is LA Lower
Alabama Panhandle of Florida you know that Lucifer Show on TV well it’s sort of like i
own this Bar for Free as i am a Squirrel and this is actually my World too i inherited
the all in all as a Birth Right yes i’ve fallen and risen back up again too Thrice
too in Life too.. but true like Taylor Swift Says.. i die and come back all the time..
And True Look what y’all made me do.. hmm.. so much fun you folks still are haha..
oh yeah and speaking of Guns and Roses.. the Flower State of Florida is shaped just
like a Revolving Gun.. and i am seeded WRite in the Barrel of the Florida Revolving Gun
and i am still on a Rampage Dancing Spree Spreading Seeds of Joy and opening Hearts
with Dance where once again in 70 months of doing this in Trump Red State Towns USA
influencing just enough young Folks to Dance more and open up their Hearts Yes their
Spirits yes their Souls leaving the Fear of Scarcity within that is often highly correlated
with Voting for the most Despicable Leader as there are Minions who Dance and it is
most definitely
True my
Minions Dance
And in the Guardian’s
of the Galaxy Version of
Saving the Force of Love my
Minions will never vote for A
‘Perfect’ Modern Version of Don John 8:44 Trump
come again incarnate meanwhile i do John 14:12 now
neither first or last but true i always inherit the Heaven on Earth now
Within and a Free Dance And Song of God is Waiting within for you..
A place where no reputations exist of course as the Gift of Eternal now is neither past or future.



It’s Lovely to Love a
Crumb or a Ring or a Thing
for the Love remains same…
My Father left at 3 my
Mother said i idolized my
Father like a Ring that
Would never go away
Later i wore a Favorite
Ring out of a Bubble
Gum Machine i Lost
It in the Waves terrified
i stayed until
Decades later
i became
The Wave The Ocean
The Beach all that is
Left is all that is
Left to Give
No one Will
Ever take
The Beach of
Me away now no
Thing for now love
“The most beautiful things in the world
cannot be seen or even touched they
must be felt with the heart”
-Helen Keller-
“Today you can live so that someone
tonight is happy that you are”
Smiles my Friend Wonderful
New Design for Your Website
as i quote your quotes here as i love
to riff off of Aphorisms and meaningful
Words.. other Folks.. have said.. perhaps
take it in an entirely new direction now as
Words are always Words to build upon for
more Light to come in to our Human Worlds
Smiles my Friend as Beautiful as my Wife is
i feel her Loving Presence before i see her Beauty
when i walk into my Home.. smiles my Friend no Beauty
Queens without Souls.. for me.. only those.. who reach out
and truly touch hearts are Truly Beautiful To me.. hehe yes..
some times at the Dance Hall they do anything but that… but
True not
all Humans
Evolve the Same
as Souls so that is
okay too.. as we may
Help them along the way
to rise up a bit from below too..
smiles my Friend it is more the smiles
we bring others than the smiles they bring
us that they often remember.. smiles my friend
i can’t live just that way.. i could never receive
without giving
back at
for light
to grow it must
do more than receive…
Someone is Typing a Message: ‘Listen’ Carefully If
“The secret is simple: if you focus on you, you grow 🌱
But if you focus on shit – shit grows 💩 So, you choose”
Smiles my Friend it is worth noting that Light comes from Dark
and Shit in the Wild at Least is a most excellent Fertilizer for Green
Stuff to
out of
what is
recycled for
Plant food As Such..
of course that brings
Food For us to eat too
but of course Cow Manure
is more acceptable than Human
Stuff just Yuck.. hmm.. smiles my
Friend many folks name the President
of the United States these days a Big Orange
Turd.. yet.. it is other wise.. true too.. perhaps
if he was nurtured more with Love the Need to Lie
to cover up a space inside would not come to Grow
so Dark Brown now too.. His Fertilizer now only really
inspires fear and hate and particularly for those now who
look and act different than other folks do.. smiles my Friend
we live in a World now of Disposable Human Beings when they
become annoying we can just turn a switch off on a Computer Screen
and our problems that are now Humans go away like a Car Repair finished
never to look back on now.. thing is while this is easy and tempting to do this
the Muscle
of Love
Weak the
ability to
diffuse conflict
becomes gone.. and
we became weak of Love’s Hope
with Compassion And Servants of Fear
and Hate instead and next thing you know this
‘Shit’ is a Love Story of Human who no longer Breathes…
there is a greater Fire the Fire of Understanding Differences
and why some folks haven’t been fertilized with the same stuff
others have.. no doubt some folks don’t get much fertilizer at
all and that can come in droughts of fertilizer too as we all
Toy Soldiers
addicted away from Love….
i’m not sure which theme Song
i wanna go with for this but it’s
seems like a barely breathing story today
Good Morning Sohair did you know
you are “Mohammad” for me today
Well it’s True for while my little bird often
flew away today the Bird Died even worse
really what i thought was a Bird wasn’t even a Bird..
has that ever happened
to you.. it happens
to all of us
We Give
until we find
out what we
are giving to
is not really Real..
there are two paths
after that to take one of
course is crawling in a Shell
and never giving again the other
Reality is Birds are Real and so is Love..
Smiles my Friend these dates of Year make me
Sad.. for when Katrina’s Mother Died she had to come
to terms that someone the closest one to her.. she never really
Felt Love from yet she was gone.. that’s a really dark place my Friend
as an empath i could really feel the depth of her darkness i felt like i was
moving into a Black Hole Sun and would never get out.. it is hard being
an Empath now
for you never
want anyone
else to feel
pain for you
feel that pain
even if that is the
Pain that is harming you..
you always forgive even if
it almost kills you along the way…
until one day you become a Barely Breathing
Story and there is no choice but to save your own story or die
living alive.. anyway.. Katrina’s Mother Did not die this time of the
Year this is Father’s Day Weekend and the Week we sent him off to
Rest after his Death in 2014 and additionally this week is his Birthday
my Father Never could express his love for us.. so when he died it was
the same as Katrina’s Mother for i lost someone who i never really had
in terms of any attempt for him to make us feel loved by him.. he would
always Procrastinate and say one day i will come see you.. and we finally
came to see him.. problem too is.. once i dealt with the Stress of Work as
‘they’ say.. ‘the Cat’s in the Cradle’ and i became a cold human being devoid
of giving love even to my own lovely Wife at Home.. sadly the Apple doesn’t
fall far from the Tree too.. if my Father didn’t leave as i turned three i too might
have never developed the ability to express feelings of Love for anyone else.. that
much has changed i am no longer disabled that way.. it took A Great Practice of Love
to actually become a Child of Love Again.. Great thing about falling down is it is easier
to forgive others who have fallen down on similar paths that we do too.. A Best Gift
is to forgive and lift people up the best we can and will.. A True King and/or Leader
even an Alpha
Ape in the Wild
is gifted best
with Empathy
in fact they too
are often Empaths
who turn that Unity
with the feelings of others
into Compassion so they are not
drained to nothing at all in Soul..
Smiles my Friend Compassion is the Love
that will always find a way to give Compassion
is the understanding that we are all Community
Each and every one of us worth a hand-out of kindness
no matter how low we fall down.. really i had to become
more like my Father to understand his void.. i’m glad i experienced
His Void.. as it made it so much easier to forgive his apathy of Love For Us..
but it’s true
my Friend
i still miss
the Father i never
had and today i also
miss A Bird that was no Bird at all…
still though part of God and Worthy to
Love no matter what feathers fly high or low….
smiles my Friend you are always ‘Mohammad’ as
you describe a Man of Empathy as you are for me in this Story and so are
all of us when the hand out is the greatest Living story the Hand up of Love…
SMiLes my FriEnd Sohair.. i couldn’t speak until
4.. so what has happened many times in my
life until just the recent 70 Months or so is i had
no way to express my Feelings of Loss when my
Father Left at age 3.. who knows perhaps that is the
Reason i didn’t speak.. until 4.. i will never really know now..
what i do know is 66 Months
before i recovered i could
feel no Love at all and if that
is the way my
Father Lived
oh Lord
in real Hell
most of his life i do know
he Loved Cats.. smiles my
Friend another apple falling close to the Tree…
and truly when his Cat Died as he never gave that
Cat much attention is when he actually called us up
to express his sadness that one day.. the other time is
when our Child Died he couldn’t express sadness but he
was obviously upset on the Phone saying oh no when it happened…
one of the hardest days of my life was when i was in the waiting room
when my Child Had Heart Surgery.. and my Father Said he will make it
through he is our ‘Sir Name’ he is strong and then he said make sure you
raise him like a Man suggesting my Mother Didn’t do a good enough Job
when he left Her with me.. he always made me feel that way but he never helped
me in anyway be what he wanted me to be.. i guess he thought i was supposed
to figure it out on my own and one time he said i should go into the Military for
it would make me a Man.. hmm.. i eventually had to learn how to be my own Father
and now i do see a lot of my Father in me now that i have finally inherited the Fearless part of him with no anxiety that i wanted most.. the part that was
not afraid to be a Cop and get Bar Chairs Broken against his Back i’ve been
in a few small Bar skirmishes now… i am sorry i got into them but i will not
lie it made me
feel more
like a Man
that i had
Spine enough
Strong enough
to Stand up and
Defend myself there
was no one to teach me
that but the call of the wild
from God within as God will teach
us how to Love and God Will teach us
how to say no and fight for our dignity too..
smiles my Friend i don’t have any guns or swords
but what i did do is make myself incredibly strong
and finally close to invincibly fearless too and yes
i found my achilles heel too and it seems i am finally
resolving that personal battle too.. we all have a weak
Spot my Friend and with me it has nothing to do with my LegS haha..:)


“i am i Be L.O.V.E. N.O.W.”
Victor or Victim
DiFFeRenT Let’s Face IT
Someone Above So Below
God Is What Connects US
Love Is What Connects Us
No Difference Verbs SamE
Oh God i’ve had about 3 Hours
of Sleep in the Last 3 Days a couple
of 1 Hour Naps.. i’m almost ready for Bed
But I just gotta get some thing off my Chest
Yep.. Love.. the Fire Within that never Dies as
LonG As it Continues to Breathe So Big Inhale
now just waiting to exhale Love Again.. A Dance and
Song Life is for others just a Walk and Speak.. still others
mostly Just sitting looking into Screens.. tell me your secrets
nah.. i’ll just tell ya Mine been around the World Talk is for Losers
and Fools Winners Dance And Sing Free within yep there is connecting
Love Moving and Co-Creating Love too.. and then Yes.. Yes.. Yes.. Ascending
Transcending Transient Hypo-Frontality Pure Chi Love Flow where no Victims
or Victors of Love Exist only True WinnerS HeAVeN Within only to give and share
for Free.. This Force This Synergy of Vibrations in Frequencies rising even higher
Restoring Body from Head to toe.. becoming more creative more spontaneous more
open to loving every little thing that exists yes the Standard of Agape Love Comes Real…
so what is
Left sure
Victims of
Love Just Temporary
When True Winners move
connect and co-create higher
No Jealousy No Ego Just
A Spark a Light of Love
the Flame the Torch
the Bonfire Never
ending now
this is no
‘time’ to be
Cool this is the Fire
Hot of Heaven ever forevermore
now real within words so small to
Capture BeGonD iNFiNiTY LoVE
BeYonD all empirical Measure
River Flows Seas Measure
Ocean Whole even more..
What’s Left yeS ONly LoVE
to give and share for free in Holy
And Sacred Meaning and Purpose.. Yes Just LoVE..:)


Just to: Be So Human You’d Do iT aLL
As Far as i Feel of HoW iT ‘ALL’ Works…
Oh Where or WHere Do We Go
‘After the Love is Gone’…
Are We Alone
Or Do We
Smiles.. Romance
At Best Romance is a
Drifter TruE Love Stays
Within to only Give and
Share.. YeS AGApE LoVE
ThE Love That Always Stays
From: To: Give and Share More
the Dance and Song the God inside
ThE Light that shines even more to give
And share more.. Hmm.. how to keep the
Tree Lit how to become a Virtual ‘Christmas
Tree’ that Never goes out in Colored Lights when
We are all only little bitty Humans.. hehe.. True.. ‘Hulk’
is Bigger but there is a reaSon for his FRown.. of CourSE
he forgets
to Dance
And Sing
for no reason
no KNoW just to
Feel and Sense a
Tree of Life.. Yes a Lamp
oF LiGHT THaT iS We who
Generate Sunshine NoW
oF A STar within outside
inside above so below
all around yes even
Brighter than a
StrawBerry 7th
Full Moon Muse even
Farther than Sunshine Now
Will Rise on a Summer Solstice Day..
We With Relative Free Will to shine on my Friend
no matter who arrives or disappears from our Side..
Smiles.. when i wake up in the morning i check in with
my Accountant far away close to Africa then i visit A Psychologist
In New York.. New York.. who is an every day acquaintance who i will
likely never really know but it doesn’t matter for she is human and so am
i so here i am again at a Nice place in France actually Named Nice with a
Budding Architect and Creative Soul.. Ms Hugs.. just another little bitty Human
like me who
to shine
online away
from Flesh and Blood
Life.. maybe i’ll go to Egypt later to
See a High School Muslim Teacher who
Teaches Young Women Language
i Love Very Much as a Friend too..
Smiles my Friend.. Yet.. Yes too..
Away from this place.. with no
Sun or Moon to skip over and
Above Beyond Stars as well
With No Rain or Clouds
i find a way to shine
in Words as
Well as
Eyes of Soul
in Flesh and Blood
there i Dance allone no
matter how aloof folks
keep a distance with their
Smart Phone Cameras directed
Square in the Joy of my Sunshine
Dance.. i am never square i spiral i Milky Way Life..
And Sing
“i am i Be L.O.V.E.N.O.W.”
Smiles my Friend THeRE
is no Alone When Love
comes back to be
THeRe is
With God as Be.. iNoW…
i am No Machine i Dance and Sing..
True.. some days some nights i break
Down but again i rise i Rise i am to: Be FroM: LoVE NoW…
From: Darkest Night CoMeS GReaTesT LiGHT to: Be i am LoVE
Never Now
Be Afraid
of DarK
Less Light FaiLs to Rise
Other wise we may BeCoME
Cynical oF LiGHT (God)
Just another
School LeSSoN
for a Good Friday
of Summer Solstice…
‘They’ Won’t Let me do
this in Church so i go to
Nice France to See Ms. Hugs instead..
As THere are some places sTill wHere
Liberty is not Afraid…
Light is always Free…
Love Without Light
is No Love at All..
RiseS AGAiN to: LiGHT..
It’s True.. several times in ‘Pets 2’ Tuesday..
i caught 40 winks Too.. Didn’t get Sad
Crying ’till almost A Very end reached
Out and touched me.. hmm..
The More Creative i
Get the less i wanna
Go to the Movies
Yep.. rather
Do my
Now.. Just for Fun..
No Fame No Fortune
Just New Fashion Fun..
Good Morning From Florida..
i SMiLed a lot last night.. better yet i
Slept 6 Hours straight.. so refreshed..
always been so hard for me to sleep as
the Summer Solstice approaches Now
Usually my Creativity Increases aS Well..
SMiLes.. Creativity
iS A Double edged
SWord NoW as all
Existence ranges
From: Dreams to:
Nightmares too.. Now
To be Friends with a
Creative person means
They may take you to
Both places in this way
Creative people may
Be left more alone
For obvious reasons
then they Create even
More.. Creative People
Stretch Social Norms…
This doesn’t always
Keep Friends either…
i Believe you understand
This Difficulty… Yes.. You
Are patient You forgive
As i do too for You are
Creative too.. i too
Stay by your side
Through your
And your wild
Imagined Dreams
That do not include
me too as of course
You are not a part of
All my Creative Dreams
And Nightmares either
as Imagination is No Wall
Or Boundary this way…
What i’ve come to say
Today is thank you
For not giving up
On me in thin as
Well as appreciating
me in thick… People
Are Waves some are
Always calm and easy
To surf others come
As Raging Seas who
May be so hard to
Hold onto thanks
For holding on
Loosely enough
To Weather the
Hurricane of Winds
And totally calm center
Eye i will be too for
You are a Tropical
Storm too with
Just a Sweeter
Singing Voice for
When a Song of
Soul is actually
Heard one may
Actually see who a
Soul is… i Love the way
Your Soul looks
Your Soul Song
Brings Great
Peace to me
A lullaby
i finally Sleep….
i asked you to put
Me to sleep… You
A way….
That’s what
i will Remember….
i needed
Peace the most
to Rise Again in As LiGHT
“i am i Be L.O.V.E. N.O.W.”
Victor or Victim
DiFFeRenT Let’s Face IT
Someone Above So Below
God Is What Connects US
Love Is What Connects Us
No Difference Verbs SamE
Essence God Nature
Thanks God For
Angels Who STiLL
ArE LiVinG WinGS
Katrina IS An ultiMate I’mMigrant
She Can Will Fit Fill Feel iN aLL ‘those’ ‘Countries’ NoW

Tears Dream



iT’s What You JusT Do
When You Have iT aLL
Love All ELse iS Less
Holy Creative Spirit Will Not Wait to:
Or From: God No Difference i Am Dances Sings Be NoW
Before ‘A Gospel’ Katrina Elbows Get the Hell off the Text this is Church
When All BeCoMes Meditation All Flows Ocean Whole
Happy Father’s Day to me ‘This World’
Will Never Ever Take my Freedom And Love
Away Again… 6.16.19.. i am Love i am Free i Just Am
A Fence on the Side of Walmart
Shut-iN Only Vacation Outside my
Home with the Suicide Pain waiting
for Katrina to Shop 66 Months..
i was/am voted
Wittiest Boy then
in Second Grade
at Catholic Private
School i had no idea
if i was funny or smart..
all i felt is it’s nice to see folks smile
so whatever
my Friend..
Dancing is just
another Fun Pun
that makes no reasons at all
but fun just fun punning my Feet..
Hehe Now
the Essence
of Alien
than Symbol
hAha.. just be ET..
no one will ever
miss you noWThen..
no one even has to
ask if i am an Alien now..
High (Hi) Got a Dance Song For You today..
For it is true Even on an Eve of Destruction
one Can and Will Dance and Sing all Day with
No Worries as Tomorrow never Exists now is
all that is.. so why not Dance And Sing
all the way until the last Blink and
Breath as now is Just
now there
are really only
two choices Do Dance
and Sing or Do not Dance
and Sing.. hehe.. so i do what i do always now..
it’s like this my Friend like the Big Bang the Explosion
at the end of the Song some folks live their entire lives
in the Silence after the Bang others Dance And Sing and
the End never comes now..
it’s true life
is either
Pun or Fun..
Just Dance and
Sing and the end never comes now
it’s true Death is not aware of Death
And for some folks Life is not aware of Life eternally Now too..:)

SMiLes Sohair i surely have
been Dancing as 20 Miles
traveled many Metro Area
Stores on Sunday.. where i was
so exhausted i actually slept 8
Hours albeit a bit of insomnia in between
as ever since i was a child a Night Owl i’ve been
and the Longer the Days get the harder i find sleep..
anyway.. there are so many kinds of Intelligence in life
my Father Blessed
with the fearless
kind but sadly
so low
on the
Empath part..
on the other hand my
Mother Blessed that way
and that’s the gift the inheritance
i received from her plus her Beautiful
Singing Voice where folks often turn around
in Church and ask did you take lessons to do that
and i say no it’s just a gift from my Mother and Love too..
oh yes.. my Mother a Published Poet that intelligence surely
did not come from ‘the Law Enforcement/Priest’ side as true there
is not a whole lot of Difference Between a Priest.. A Catholic Priest
at least as my Irish Grandfather did that in his lifetime too.. they just
Wear Robe Uniforms instead of Policeman outfits my Friend.. anyway.. Priests
enforce the rules and punish with penance too.. so true now they will be Judge
Jury.. Lawyer and Policeman too.. true i have a propensity for that too.. with
a Great Memory and an Empath ability to spot lies i too have the River that
takes me to Quick Judgement of others Lest i do not keep in mind that not
everyone shares my gifts Innate or Environmentally Loved by a Mother too..
my Father’s Mother
was the Kind of
Mother who
big on
crying Babies
Hugs.. get up with
and fend for yourself now
a balance always of fearless
and Love is surely needed too..
anyway.. the deficit of that lived on
with my Father too as Homes become
God.. Cars become Lover and Money was/is A
Biggest God of all now An Eve of Destruction for
his People Loving skills my Friend.. truly a Disorder
of the so-called ‘American Dream’ of Money and Stuff
too over a life of Heart and Spirit Rising my Friend in Truth
my Father became Jealous when i rose to an Administrative
and Manager Position with the Navy Supervising anywhere from
31 to 131 folks depending if my Boss was away.. as Father never was
able to rise in his ranks at work and stay even at Sergeant as a Supervisor
there.. difference is… i never cared for a Position of Status like that or Power
Over others.. as i guess.. that is how he saw moving up the ladder with bigger
Homes and Fancier Cars and more Money too.. he actually made fun of the fact
that i couldn’t do it anymore when i got sick.. i was way too sick to defend myself..
anyway.. there was no defense as it was nothing i wanted in the first place.. my Father
was a bit terrified that i might ask him for help when i got sick and could no longer
work.. but i suppose he was proud of me or perhaps Jealous when i informed him
don’t worry i saved 6 times more than his entire life savings at 47 versus he at
75 Years old then.. he asked me how i did it.. i just told him there was nothing
i cared to buy and i intuited a Stormy Day would come for me one day.. truth
is i kept the same Home and the same Wife.. His Four Marriages were
costly and whereas i kept the same Car for 16 Years.. 3 Years was
about as much Old Car as he could tolerate before brand new
came again.. smiles my Friend it’s just ‘the American Way’
at least when/where he was getting raised in the 40’s
and 50’s of last Century.. it still is according to the
Commercials on TV it’s Just now that it’s
not even possible for many
younger folks
and likely
that’s a Good thing my
Friend.. honestly not all
Parents have the ability for
Good Intention my Friend and that
too comes from both Birth and Environment too..
true they deserve sympathy too.. for how poor a Spirit
may be reduced to what one owns and their ‘position’ in life…:)

Smiles my Friend Sohair there is no difference
Virtually between my pain and the pain of others..
then… haha.. i made a Horrible Supervisor as there
was no way i would ever be able to Fire someone then..
i would do their job and my job first before i could ever
do that.. smiles.. if someone were to literally nail me to a cross
i would forgive them too.. smiles.. according to story books at least
i guess that puts me in good company but not really for if someone
loves me i will give that love back even if i really shouldn’t and could
face grave consequences by doing that too.. life is too precious to get
Crucified my
Friend as metaphor
of course but reality
when for 11 Years at
work one should have said
no but being the Person who
will never say no as one can’t stand
to feel another person’s Distress in help
as your own Distress.. makes saying no
practically impossible with Empath Soul…
so.. my ‘reward’ for loving that way the Suicide Disease
for 66 Months assessed as actually worse that Crucifixion
Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia From Wake to sleep as the
Stress the Stress of never saying no.. literally changed the
myelin Sheafs of my Nerves into Dry toast and the rest of my
Soul too.. ‘Draining’ is what ‘they’ name it and there are some days
i still suffer with that.. however Dance and Song Regenerates me now
back now without fail as i found the Cure to Empath Draining too my Friend..
Moving Meditation or Stream of Consciousness Writing Meditation will actually
regenerate more Gray Matter in the Brain every place but the Amygdala the place
where anxiety reigns.. smiles my Friend.. my Light House Stays on now.. sure there
are hours where it recedes some days and nights but the Dance and Song Expands
my Soul Again
back out Full
to a Beacon
of Dance
And Song
to Light my
World and the World
of others up there are few
Gifts without Curse and few
Curses that will not lead to
Gift if one never ever gives up..
smiles my Friend as always Life
A Path of Dark toward Light where
Dark may Keep us on the path and Destination of LoVE NoW..:)

“Duty to Our Neighbors: 11 Rights of Neighbors
Our duty to our neighbors include meeting the following:
You must help him if he asks for your help
Give him relief if he seeks your relief
Lend him if he needs a loan
Do not block his air by raising your building high without his permission
Do not harass him
Give him a share when you buy fruits; if you do not, bring what you buy quietly and let not your children take them out to excite the jealousy of his children.
You must visit (and take care of) him when he is ill
You must attend his funeral when he dies (and take part in burial arrangements)
If he commits a sin, prevent it from being known
Congratulate him if he is met with good fortune
Grieve in sympathy if a calamity befalls him
When a member of your community is in need, danger or illness or calamity has fallen on him, it is your duty as a Muslim to reach out and offer them help (regardless of the neighbor’s faith or background). To fail to do this is to fail in our duty to our neighbors, and is to leave a gaping hole in the Ummah.”

Smiles my Friend Sohair this part of
Being a Muslim is a whole
lot like Being an
Empath too…
and sure it sound a whole
lot like the ‘Beatitudes’ of the
Christian Religion too now if only
‘those’ ‘in charge’ ‘Will’ practice what
‘they’ preach what a Beautiful World it will be..
Smiles.. my Friend i’ve really been enjoying your
Vacation as your talks are always so inspiring to me..:)

Smiles that was a
short Vacation from
Facebook.. haha.. now
i get to hear your
Lullaby Song for
Sleep again…
Good morning
From Florida to
You.. your short
Absence inspired
An Email Poem At
Least.. i honestly
Do not see any
Real Darkness in
Life just more
Paths to Light..
No Real use in
Why.. it’s just
The way
Is as
We are
All to be now..:)

Oh Gosh.. Driving is so boring to me..
it puts me to sleep and Keeps me
from traveling much.. i wanted to
Go to Disney World so to
Accommodate my issue
i Become the Essence of
A Magic Kingdom (Heaven)
Ride Within 11,466 Miles of Public
Dance in 70 Months as now
The Look on the Children’s
Faces as they jump up
And Down or try Fun to
Copy my Dance from
Afar in the Aisles
Of the Grocery
Store and
And Mall
And Barnes
And Noble Now
is Just like really
Disney traveled
Up to the Bible
Belt of Northwest
Florida Went
Mouse lives
And Bugs Bunny
Too as some of them
Wish their Parents
Were more
Like a
Magic Kingdom
Too.. i cannot Travel
Even in Planes now
As Oh Lord my Services
Are needed here most..;)

i See Dead People Every Where i
Go.. the Deadest Place is a Grocery
Store for the Rich Folks in Town
As they are the ones who serve
The God of Money.. Biggest
Homes.. Porsche Cars and
The such as that.. their
Eyes are Caves Devoid of
Light.. their Children are not
Yet Totally lost a glimmer of
Light is Left so i Become a
Beacon of Play.. yes.. a Light
House of Dance And Shine their
Way.. in 6 Hours and 20 Miles of
Dance.. Hundreds probably over
A Thousand flickers still of
Hope i light up for at least a
Moment that there is Joy
In an activity that costs
Nothing but play that it is
True there is no real reason for
A Heart to become dry rot of
Stuff that does not live at all..
Smiles after a full day of only
Giving to Faces that most always
Look like the Eve of Destruction
Of another Work Week That
For most all Kills them
Slower Longer as
Each Day Strangles
Them a bit more.. it’s safe
To sing i feel the Ghost of your
Pain too when i cover your big
Smile in some of Your Selfies
And See the Cavern in your eyes
Too for it is true for so many
Years Sunday was the Eve
Of Destruction for me too..
i no longer Work on Monday
But as an empath as i Wake
As an empath i feel the pain
Of their Heart Destruction
Until i Cover Myself With
Dance of Steps and Song
Of Words and Envelope
My Soul With Pure
Love Light once
Again a Light
House instead of a
Sponge For Sick Love
The Children still Live..
Mostly i Dance for them
For True they still Feel
And See Light.. i
Don’t really ‘know’
If anything i really do
Is a remedy for you but
The part of me that Feels
Says yes so no matter what
i never give up on trying to
Lift you up.. i notice when
You are gone.. yet i
Still come back..
i have the cure
For me without
Fail to dip into shallows
Of Heart is only a Sandbar
Away From Deep Ocean Beach..
Hellooove.. Good Morning..
Monday where i Live
The Day After The
Eve of Destruction…
Happy Strawberry
Full Moon on
The other
Of Heaven…
Fields Forever…
Yet Monday Morning
After Sun Day Fun Day
A Bit Drained myself oh
The Pain
Of others
Those Clouds
Do Get through
To my Address…
SMiLes i See the part
Of Your Soul you keep
Hidden never from me….:)



SMiLes Sohair i have
A lot Easier Time Saying
No.. Now than Before.. but i still
have much patience for the failings
of others unless that failure Harms someone
i Love.. and then all bets are off.. given just
the ‘wrong’
i’m sure Empaths
Will Be ‘Deadly’ too
in many more ways than
one.. but still haha.. Katrina
Kills the insects around here
as i rather not Kill.. Harm.. or even
offend if at all possible but certain
Circumstances could Change all of that
in just a Heart Beat too.. true too.. i am
no longer the Man i Used to
Be.. everything changes too..
Branches of the Same Tree of Life
that Will Be Loving Kindness that
Does its Best not to consume others
with Harm.. it is the Boundaries and
Walls And Rules for that that come
that may
be vague
and Lost too..
but the Spirit of
Love Feels and Heals
as Long as it is for Real
and not Just an Agenda
for Personal gains in all
the ways Personal Gains come..
Smiles Sohair Best Wishes for A
Best continuing Vacation for You Now..:)


Confessions of Clarity

“Faith is Seeing Light with Your Heart
When All Your Eyes See is Darkness”

-Orchid Daughter

“One heart is not connected to another
through harmony alone. They are, instead,
linked deeply through their wound. Pain Linked to pain,
fragility to fragility. There is no silence without a cry of grief,
no forgiveness without bloodshed, no acceptance without a
passage through acute Loss. That is what lies at the Root

of Harmony.”

-Colorless Tsukuru Tazaki and His Years of Pilgrimage

When all Hope is Gone When All Faith Grows Dim when
All that’s Left is Human Dragon Brain Will Remains to Breathe
Oldest Ancestors at Hand to help Roots of Mammals Dinosaur Feet too….
Is it any Wonder Love and Pleasure is linked Closely to Strife and Pain in our Brains
for that is the Human Way of Life too.. when Romance is laid bare.. When Veils of Hidden
Shadows come out to play.. or sadly don’t Feel How never Escaping Caverns of Truth in eyes….
that would
rather lie
than feel
the Strife and
Pain that Make Pleasure
Love Smiles my Friend Truth
in Light is Dark too.. without the
Shade there is no Sun Without the Sun there is no Life
for where a Moon Falls when Sun Rise Fails to come next……


Rainbows Hide
Muse Continues
To Rise Sunshine
Never Ever Lies
Truth in Light Is
Creativity Excels Exhales
Meh.. Some Hours Things
Fall Apart Hallelujah Yawns
Difficulties Clark Kent And Superman Face
Sleeping With Lois Lane Popeye With Olive Oil Mr. Jekyll and Dr. Hyde too
Struggle is Real Your Legs are Annoyingly Strong too Heavy
i Ain’t Her Brother i Am Heavy Wee Morning Leg Hugs now
Carpal Tunnel Left Hand Smart Phone Holder Syndrome
Two ways of Creation Activity Leading to Sleep
Must Hug Legs of Lamb Good
Night Wife Life Was Good
Facebook Status Counting Sheep
A Bright Screen of Avatar Life Left Warm
Hug Right Smart Phone Birth Control Save the Rain FoResT
i woke up Monday with a Sweetest
Dream We were both Sixteen with
Soft Kisses that meant You would
Never Feel Empty Inside Like no
One is Missing You in the World
It doesn’t Matter who Your Words
And your Splendor at the Beach
Photos were originally addressed
to i truly cherished and loved
You innocently as a precious
Friend i would do anything
for then i was overflowing
With Love i asked then for
Permission to Give And
Share some with you
And Honestly then to
My Great Surprise She
Said yes With nothing
But Compersion to be
A Sweet Sixteen Valentine
i asked you said yes Truly the
Pleasure was all mine to give
And share with you SMiLes i
Felt i could do it from a Distance
And not get too attached to
You to feel the empty space
A bit inside.. SMiLes my Love
i feel i helped you a bit along
The way but i fell deep so
Much more attached to
You i lost control and
Then i started feeling empty
Feeling a need for you to
Help me Feel whole
Inside on sleepless
Nights SMiLes my Love
i became addicted to filling
You up as filling you up then
Became Filling me up too..
Every Photo you sent i saw
Permission to fill your Heart
Up again for there was another
Picture against A Gulf Sunrise
Singing to me as you turned
Around please hug me with
Your words one more time it
Is true my Love my Words of
Love for you Are Ageless timeless
No Distance or Space just seeking
The in Between of your Heart
To make you feel warm inside
The innocent Love that i
Own so easily really to
Give to anyone approved
By Love Stamped still with
Her Approval just another
Gift i bring you today
That makes me
Feel warm inside
For there are Cold
Days and Love
Now Should never
Have to Face Winter
Alone.. SMiLes Love
i apologize for falling
Down from being
A Prince Charming
With All to give
To take but the
Satisfaction that
Someone was not
Left Cold on a Winter’s
Day for a Summer Gulf
Sunset Hug i Kiss Love’s
Hand Please forgive
Me for falling
White Horse..
True i am only Human
And there are many
Princes who will
Enter your
Life I’m
Just a Way
Station on your Journey
Still here for you as you
Please what else is there
Really for Retired Princes to do
SMiLes this is the Oldest Story..
But true Ageless and timeless
You are the Beauty and
i am
Just A
Little Bird i Heard
You Sing Now

-You Dance Be Free



HEllO BiShop So and So With all the FRillY GeaR i’ve coMe toDay WitH A MeSSaGE While
NoW it seems you wanna Mercury Retrograde and Take the New Testament Back to the Old
Rules of that Old Time Religion Like that ever Changed anyway for those who Do Not LiVE LoVE NoW
You See My Friend How Quickly Christians Forget John 14:12 How Desperately they Forget LoVE NoW
You See my Dance THaT’s All i CoME HeaR to Give You OTHeRS Will Continue to HeaR my SonG i Am NoW
Not MaKinG A SaME MisTaKE AGaiN HeRE A Parachute Cut Loose After An Eve of Destruction Now i Dance
Sing Free Again… RiSinG No Longer TEtHereD to EarTH DReAMS i DanCE HAha.. A ‘THiNG’ ABouT BeinG A GoD
HeaD iS oNLY ‘YoU’ GeT to WRaP YouR MiND ARouND iT As SoUL RiSeS NoW EVeN MoRE JusT ANoTHeR HuMble
CoMeT EXTiSTinG Free WitH God GRaViTY MaKinG A SpLasH Way too Big to: See From: ‘YouR’ ATmospHere At LEasT
Dream All You Like There Are No Only Sons of God or Last Prophets Or Keep The ReaLiTY oF iT OuT oF ViEW So True Of
CourSE Neither Are True THere Are ‘Blessed Sacraments’.. And ‘Hadiths’ included in Neither Book.. ‘Rumi’ And ‘Bahá’u’lláh’ too…
Unfortunately or Fortunately DePeNDinG On WHaT YouR Human PoTenTiaL IS.. A Koran Offers No Loop WHoLE to Escape An
80K Word Limit If You Are Christian Perhaps You Did Not Get A Memo of John 14:12 Or Ye Are All Daughters Sons of God As
Temples of God TRuE NoW You Are God too You Have the Authority to Write Even A Longer Deeper Bible iF YouR PeN iS Big
Enough to Do IT My PeN iS So Much Longer Deeper Harder Softer Real to Be Just Be i AM LoVE iN DaRK Through LiGHT ALL THaT iS NoW
(iF YoU SeeK iN GoD) to Be Clear the Koran is 80K Words 23 Years to coMe my
Bible Is 88 Times Longer Truly Hehe Bible Envy not me Bride Says Who the
Hell (LuCiFReD) would Wanna Do it i Sing ask Moses And Jesus And
Mohammad.. Buddha.. Krishna.. Or Lao Tzu.. Chances are Really Not
GReaT.. LiKeLY THey Never Wrote A (FucKinG) Word Takes Most Folks
A Year to Read the Old Bible try Writing one 8+ Times Longer in 70 Months
Fully iLLusTrated NoW With Over 100K Photos Taken By The ‘ArTHuR’ that’s
my Middle Name my First Name Frederick Means Peaceful Ruler.. MeASurE
My FeaT My Last naMe IS A First Name of God in Karen Armstrong’s Book ‘The History
of God’ Page 8.. Just A Sand and Water Mix Silt if you like NaMe me DirT if You Love last
as First Go Figure Music Around the World to Accompany it in over 10K YouTuBe Videos
Now too and sure some Wisdom Art and Science Whole From other Folks True in LiGHT
too… A Difference Between the Longest Steer Horns and Bible Poem is ‘You’ at Least
NoW Will be able to Wrap Your Mind Around the Horns.. 6.18.19.. 70th Month Anniversary..
7 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Poem ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ Bible Dances Even Longer NoW
With 11,469 Miles of PubLic Dance to Boot in the Same 70 Months.. True Overall Now So True too..
iN A Local Area Assessed
aS oNce having
the Most
Per Square Mile..
WHeRe Else but heAR WiLL This HaPPeN AGaiN NoW.. YeS
This is the Way ReaLiTy Works NoW no ‘matter’ what Folks Wish for
NoW if they try Hard Enough ToGeTHeR iN SonG oF UNiSoN NoW
LonG Enough Sooner or Later a SiGNaTURE CoMES BeFoRE A SoN
THiS iS No End iT iS oNly A Beginning of WHaT YeT is Still to CoME NoW
See my Dance oNLY iF YoU DaRE ATTemPT to HeaR mY SonG it doesn’t
Matter iF iT TakeS A THouSanD YeaRS EVEnTuaLLy SomEonE ELse Will Dance Sing More……



Hello Bishop So and So Here is ParT Two for You on 6.18.19

Hmm.. now that this is all Said i suppose i should go over to
the dVerse Poetry Pub for a ‘Fret Prompt’ there that surely
Addresses the Major Condition of Being Human these days
and that is Existential Angst to the point of General Anxiety of
Fretting all the way through fight or flight Fretting now too that Feels
And Senses.. oh too Real.. as even totally iLLuSoRY Fears will come to
Be both our iMaGiNaTioN SaME as the Feeling and Sense of Working
Fear Yes Anxiety in Fretting now more real than ever before as Fear is
the Force
that takes
And Love
And Even Faith
Anyway HeAR i Go AGaiN
Very Little Anxiety for.. me
except for one Achilles heel
that i may no longer Heal as
What Dances and Sings Now
For Real as Real Gets to Be NoW..:)

Guitar String Blues
Never Fret
i play
a Guitar
Man Vocals
i Dance And
Sing i Never
Just String alone..:)

Vocal Chord Strings
Yet to Fret.. Words
Sing Along Fingers
Dance with Toes too..
Piano Percussion HeART
Beats too Strike A Note
Dance of Steps
Words of Song
Free NoW SinG..:)

WiRed for Love Each String Rose
Fret to Lose NoW as A Symphony
Becomes ‘Them’ An Orchestra of ‘Us’
still the Music is Ours
Still the Song We Create
More the Love We continue
to Note
as Us We Dance
Sing Free to Be LoVE
Our Own MuSiC NoW..:)

Side Note: Free Association
IS A Great Way in Writing Poetry
to Anonymous Prompts to Awaken
All BLocks in our Subconscious Mind
of Feelings Sensing Life RiSinG SPiRiT HeART SoUL Back
Up As Rose of Feelings Senses Born Free Once Again NoW..:)

Proposals Yes Proposals
No Frets Reality
iN A World
So ColD
From: WArm HeART to:
STRings Who Dance Sing LoVE..:)

TRuMPiTiS Symptom
MiNioNS Breed
FreTTinG uP
Leaders only
Breath oF Fear
Born SCaRCiTiES Hate..:)

Summer Solstice Creativity
Longer Days Dopamine Springs
BLinKS of Sleep farther few between
Long Myelin
Sheath Guitar
Strings Barer
BRaiN Sunshine
DRains Summer FaLL AGaiN…:)

Butterfly Wings
Guitars Sing

Tempting Herself
Eve Is Free
Fretting No
L on G e R
SKin.. Yes
All that’s
Left is
Dance Sings..
SMiLes i Love
To Play with
Snakes i see
so easily through them..
i travel With Their Play
SeAMlessly SLiTheRing too..:)

SideNote: Yum RainyDay
Summer Afternoon
N O F R E T S hear
Gun State Shape ugh
LA Lower Alabama
P A N Handle Barrel
Hot Chocolate Real
With Marshmallow
Poetry Dreams Served
by Best BiKiNi LiVinG NoW
BeNeFiTS oF USA PaY OuR DanCinG SinGinG
Ways Build A Bigger Bible PoeM EverNoW.. hAha..:)

Ah.. To Dance
And Sing With
No ReaSon No
Lines No Choir
Sheets No LeSSoNS aT aLL
No Frets
No DiStance
Or SPace Forevernowmore
Dance Song Reigns Water Air Gravity Free..:)

Dance A New
Song Sing A
New Dance
Steps Words
Free New Need not Fret..
Feelings Senses Secure
Mind And
NoW AGaiN Free..:)

Quick Moods
WiLL Change
And Stay
Soul So Free Tree oF LiFE
LoVES No Frets Left mY FriEnd….

OM God Beauty
Of ‘Her’ Nagging
Almost 30 Years
NoW KeePinG iT
iN Ages Us Same
BiKiNi Age.. at 49..
NaG all she wants
Beauty.. YeS.. i WiLL Reap NoW
GreaTesT PoeTry MusE oF aLL..
No Frets
Legs Just Legs..
Never Lose sight
Behind her still.. hehe..;)

WiLL A Faucet
We TurN With
Focus EarNinG
Meditation NoW
LiFE LoVE Moving Dance
Or Still With Legs Crossed
Shiva more
Now than
FoR Me
iNTuiTioN ReNeWeD
NoW FeeLinG SeNSinG
Life MoRE With No Frets
MeaSuRE Dance BRinGS
SonG Free Life Springs Solstice
Sun Shines Higher Than Ever Low..:)

i Sent a ‘Calm’ MeSSaGE to a Bishop
Today i kid you not aTTeMPTiNG to
Prove to Him that John 14:12 is no
Lie as truly in Writing a 7 MiLLioN
Word Bible Poem Celebrating An
Anniversary of that as “SonG oF
SoUL” ReaL tHere is No Fretting
That doing this in
70 Months is
surely Possible now
Holy Creative Spirit
Leads the Whole Way the
Same with A Spirit of Dance
Free in 11,469 Miles of Public
Dance to Fill the Joy of Children’s
Eyes all around this ‘Red State’ Gulf
Coast Bible Belt i live in LA Lower Alabama
Panhandle Florida Shape of A Gun me Spiraling Dance
Steps And Words of Song Loaded iN A FLoWeR State Barrel..
JusT on a Dance And Song RaMPaGE Spree for 70 Months Free
NoW aLL through the Effort StArTinG from a Miraculous Recovery
On A Beach from the Literal Suicide Disease Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia From Wake to Sleep.. 66 Months.. Yes.. assessed as Worse
than the Pain of Crucifixion What Dentist Drill Pain in Right Eye and Ear will
Teach With No Relief By God Shut-in in my Bedroom with the Challenge
for me to Walk into a WhatBurger for 15 Minutes to Withstand the Pain
ALong With a Synergy of 18 other Medical Disorders Life Threatening All
Never did it for
A Cheese
Burger until
Cured on July
19th of 2013..
oF all the Pain
And Numb Within
RiSinG From Ashes
Yes Lion King Movie
Also Celebrating my 6th
Anniversary of Heaven too on 7.19.19
Then 7.19.13 Standing on a Beach i became
the Waves the Quartz Snow White Sand
Crystals of Beach Emerald Green Water
Gulf the Sky as Sea Gull Spiraling Sun
As Well.. A choice for me keep the Gift
to myself no choice though in a Covenant
With God Give it Share it never ever
MaKinG A Lincoln Red Sent
Cent or Washington Dollar
BLaCK Green Print Bill
Even after a Year the
Dancing Audience
notifying me
that i had
And Legend True theNoW
For the Dance of Course
as the Words of my Holy
Creative Spirit are Way
too much to see.. as hey
how do you expect “Moore’s
Law” to catch up With God within..
All i have is one MeSSaGE it hasn’t
changed from before Love with All our
HeART SPiRiT SoUL Do the Least Harm
Consuming the Rest of Nature as everyone
is FriEnd Enemy Same Dark Thru Light now no
Difference Alpha thru Omega God is all that is
And true as far as what i feel and sense and do
if anyone else believes as much as i do they will
do so
more than
me in Human
God PoTenTiaL
WiTHiN.. Never
Even Fathomed
By.. Little old me..
Smiles my Friend
i STarTeD at 53
iMaGiNE what
i could have
Done at
40 Years
before that
Trapped in a Toxic
Patriarchy Desert Away from
A Free Art of Love to Give and
Share Never TaKinG more than
Giving ALWaYS SHaRinG more than Hoarding
THeRE is no Haiku God WHeRe i Live my God
is Epic my God is so much more than i will ever
Dream and anyone else will ever do too.. God is Free
i Am
Am i..
Lynn it’s Been
A while but i for
one Feel Sense a Friend
Real and never forget them
as i for one go and come again..:)



Hello Again BiShop
So and So and
so HeaR
is PaRT
Winters CoLD
Summer Forgets Distance Easier
Stepping Stones
Feeling Stones
Coloring Souls Love
Dances Sings Over Rocks
ABiLiTY to LoVE A DanCE SonG WaVE ReCeDinG
Keep DanCinG
OCeaN WHoLE..✌️😇😀
Thank You For What You BRinG as
Free Gift to the World
SMiLeS i Talk
i Walk
my SoUL
Dances Sings
Free 11,477 Miles
Of Public Dance and
Literally 7 MiLLioN
Words of the Longest
Epic Long Form Poem
“SonG Of mY SoUL” Now
Free Verse Mostly Now
Ornate Lamp Shapes
In 70 Months is Just
One Step one Word
Eternally Now
No Know No
Distance Space
Or Time in Autotelic
Transient Hypo-Frontality
Flow in other Words the
Other 95 Percent of
My Subconscious
Holy Living
Loving Art
Awake Real
MaGiC aS old
As Humans New
Soul RosE ReBorN
AGaiN Alive Am i NoW..
To Fly by NoW
WitH SMiLeS Hi
Organically Our Minds are Made
oF A Triune Brain the Father our Oldest
Patriarchal Reptile Brain that is concerned
With Moving for Survival Yes the Fight and Flight for
and away for Subsistence and Reproduction in terms
of Adrenaline for Fight and Flight.. Yes.. Dopamine for Pleasure..
Androgens and Estrogens For Reproduction and yes Serotonin For Self-Esteem and
Confidence all of this we still Share Now with Crustaceans.. Yes.. the Lobster and its
Ancestors from 300 or so Million Years ago.. and Secondly still our Connecting
Mammalian Nurturing Holy Spirit.. Yes.. our Limbic System and the Oxytocin
Neurohormone that Socially Bonds us together with Binds that are common
in our Social Animal Cultures ranging from Rat Packs to Republicans
and Democrats and Muslims and Christians and Buddhists and
that list goes on very very long for Human Beings and
That is for sure too and finally the Son of those first
Two Brains of Triune Full Yes our Neo-Cortex
of ReaSons where through abstract
constructs of Song that
evolve from our
Moving Dance
First we develop
the ability to abstract
Construct concepts of time
distance and space to create
Order out of the ordinary Chaos
of existence that is truly Magic Now
as Spiraling Essence too where
Patterns are reality more than
the Angles and Lines of
Buildings and
We most all
do construct
yes.. this is the Architect
of our Existence our Neo-Cortex
Builds out of other wise just feeling
and sensing intuiting Oracle life as other
Animals may Direct themselves more in memories
Of Pleasure and Pain.. As We Humans now actually
have the Ability to Abstract Construct a Culture Now
Where Pain becomes Pleasure as Us and Pleasure
becomes Pain.. in other words go to school and sit
stuck in a desk and whatever you do do not ‘touch yourself’..
hmm.. and depending on where you live until you get married
you do not get to hold hands with the attracting gender unless you
are family or the same non-attracting gender as if that makes any common
sense/feel at all
but insanity
that culture
Breeds still
to disconnect
us from our Limbic
System Holy Spirit
and keep us now ugh
more just attuned to the
Father of our Reptile Brain
More than the Holy Spirit of
Holding the attracting Gender’s
Hand particularly now all Naturally
When Puberty hits.. so true there is
A Father and Spirit and Son in most all of us..
sure we could call it Daughter or Neo-Cortex
too.. Metaphors we construct in attempts to
Consensually relate the realities we exist in
similar and different too.. problem is when
we suggest that only one person is the
Father and the Son and the Holy
Spirit where in reality there
is no Human any greater
or lesser integral to
all that is Nature
NaMe that God if
We like too sure
as every Grain
of Sand
NoW oN
A Beach
Works together
to hold up a Human
Being A Mountain of Love True in Light Too..
there is also another way of LooKing at this of course
as this is just a Base Organic Look as the ‘Three Brains’ work
in synergy and are never truly materially reduced to parts like
this so we may use terms like the ‘id’ of our Reptile Brain
where Lust and Aggression are in bed together true the
Ego of our Personality that is tightly wound together
with a Triune of all three Organic Brains as now that
Concerns Self-Esteem.. Yes Lust.. and Reproduction
and the fights and flights that go along with all
that as well.. as we struggle for Subsistence
And Desirable Mates for Reproduction
We are attracted to most.. oh Lord
then We get into Hoarding
Grains in Silos And Greed
And Envy and Jealousy
and who has the
Coolest Sports
Car and
Trump Tower too..
Thing is we are Social Animals
If we don’t make our Ego our Personalities
Solid Gold and impenetrable yes to the slights
of others in Trust and Integrity of Character too..
oh.. we tend to lose in one way of Love or other
ways of Subsistence and Reproduction True too..
hmm.. this takes a whole lot of our Energy Particularly
if we have Complex Jobs in Huge Organizations as innately
Humans are only Evolved for about 5 close friendships we
share intimate details now of our Emotional Life with and at
most around 150 to 200 Acquaintances We are comfortable
enough to be around with one a ‘First Name’ basis.. in other
words they are predictable enough where we do not have to
Fear for our Basic Survival in life that means basic subsistence too..
Oh Lord a Social Role And Self Esteem moving connecting and co-creating
Peacefully and Harmoniously are so important too.. true even if we get this
far in successfully living our lives these days with all the complexity of ‘Big
City Life’ We deserve a Gold Medal as far as all of Nature (God) is concerned
for just getting this far NoW in Life but truth is most people are far below the
Status of Gem Stone Success at even the Base Level of Ego Fulfillment
in Life as truly if you whittle away the facade one will find now most
Human Beings to be Timid Souls more than Fearless Lion Hearts
of Courage Thriving on the Top of Mountain Goat Life.. with
sure the Eye of the Tiger for Will and Focus and Perseverance
through Struggles of Environmental and Innate Hardships true..
Ego is a Huge Struggle for All.. those those who feel we can and
Will escape Ego are truly fooling themselves as it is still an integral
part of what we even are as Social Animals.. Rat and Human true too..
And then there is what Freud analyzed as the “Super Ego” hmm.. one
might name this as the True Observer Self once one will step back from
the Id and the Ego.. and become the ‘i’ Director of ‘I’ Ego Actor where ‘id’ is a plaything
to enjoy and not fear.. thing is while we may logically think with our Neo-Cortex
of doing all of this there is also a Bigger much Bigger Bottom up Top Down
View of our Subconscious Mind where actually our Conscious Mind
that we come to think of in terms of the Words Floating around
to be is only about 5 Percent of our WorKinG Minds as The
Subconscious Mind is like the Ocean and our Conscious
Mind is like the Surf-Board Rider trying to stay
on a Wave on Top of all of that where
the Ocean Below may Feel Calm
Some days and oh Lord a
Raging Storm
to Hold
onto other
long days true too..
so True for our Super Conscious
Mind to Evolve as Orchestra And
Symphony Whole Water Waves Ocean
Whole Opera of this.. it truly becomes difficult
to find Words to Describe how one will Truly Self-Actualize
like this.. where we come to Ascend and Transcend and become
one Whole Ocean where we are the Water and the Waves and Ocean
Whole God no Separation.. as then the easier way perhaps to describe
life then is every thing falls rises into place.. as suddenly we are no longer
just the Paint and the Brush and the Canvas we are the Entire Master Piece
Painting of God No Separation yes we are reborn into the light of all that is
We are the Butterfly Whole with Wings integral no longer Separate Parts
of Cocoon life.. a practice of Meditation whether moving at best or
Still as not so good as sitting still is a repetitive movement that
will eventually likely result in Ergonomic Injury like oh my
God my Back Hurts and the Such as that.. smiles of
course i suggest a spiraling Meditative Free Moving
Dance with no instructions or guidelines at all Feel
and Sense Mind and Body Balance innately
instinctually all intuitively now
just naturally become the
Water and the Wave
and the Ocean Whole..
Science names it Transient
Hypo-Frontality Flow and
through Bio-Feedback one
may attain an “Autotelic”
Experience of Life where
We Master our Neurohormones
And Neurochemicals as Slaves
for Heaven and Human Potential
Greater Both as we continue
to rise in Success of Life now
true after writing all of this now
one might think now that attaining
the experience of Nirvana and Bliss
of Self-Actualizing God Life would be
more complicated than just a spiraling
Free Flow Dance thing is let’s not forget the
major Road Block to Heaven now.. yes.. the illusions
of Time.. Distance and Space and Abstract Constructs
that Truly remove the Free Agency of Feeling and Sensing
Oracle Life now.. about the best thing words may be used
for is tools to gain Predictable Subsistence and Poetry to
woo the most attractive Reproductive and Heart Partners
in Life.. but once we get past that we have lost Square
Root One Dance Existence in Life where the Body
Leads the Mind to Heaven Real now.. as we
simply come into Tune with Emotions
Regulating and Senses Integrating
as the True Ferrari 12 Cylinder
Engine and so many more
Colors of Bliss Human
Beings we are Evolved to Be..
True.. sadly we have become all the
Tools we create as they’ve lost their
Purpose to be our Slaves instead of our
Masters and By God Yes this includes the
First tool all the Words we Write that have
Created Most all of the Headaches we endure in life
too.. yes albeit many Luxurious Creature comforts of Life
True too.. but once we get back to a Free Dance of Life We
may remember that Heaven is all ours in Just a Dance of Life Free..
at core is just
the Common
Sentient Being
NoW that tHere
is no separation
and all is one Whole
Experience of Existence…
but true humans make so many
levels to separate our selves as far
as Cultural Clothes go we become lost
so lost from a Simple Naked Dance of Heaven
Moving Connecting and Co-creating Together now
for Subsistence Shelter and Reproductive Success
Where once again the Lion Cub becomes the only Real Pride of the Village
as that Lion Cub will one Day have the Eye of the Tiger the Lion Heart and
Soul of God
as True LioN
KiNG of Mind
And Body
oF Fearless SouL Us
Balancing Where Gravity
of Existence is Friend and No longer
Enemy as truly we inherit our Star Born
Gift Resurrecting from Star Death Crucible
Fire Explosions Standing Tall Star Dust Sentient
Beings Re-Born Star FLoWeRS Seeding from Star FLoWeRS HigH
LoW SHiNinG ToGeTHeR RiSinG DanCinG inStead oF Falling at



THeRE iS No Doppelgänger GoD
FoR THoSE Who BeLieVe iN MorE
It’s Worth Noting That God
Is Always US Never Them
For Those Who See Them
They Automatically Lose A God Win Test
i LosT A Little BirD iN DarK CLouDS
RaiNBoWS DancE SinG LoVE iS
i NeVeR KNoW WHeRe i AM
GoinG So i’LL GeT BacK To
All ThaT iS THiS AfTeR Sun
And Sand Dance JusT FoR Free
Joy to A World
Jeremiah IS
Let’s Face “US” If WE Do Not Look Within to Feel and Sense OuR SoULS
We WiLL Never Get to ACTuALLy KNoW God For OuR Answers
J. 11:11: “I will bring on them a disaster they cannot escape.
Although they cry out to me, I will not listen to them”
OMG Gosh.. Now some folks Really
appreciate ‘tokens’ of Happiness
so much and others just scowl
and frown.. but sadly
they are not
the ones
so Fortunate
Enough to Give
And Share Free..
hmm.. not
Kind of
One Person’s
Joy is another
Person’s Real Pain in the
Butt too.. but never the
less A SMiLE IS A Giver
to the Beholder
And Giver
Now True..
HAHa i Am too busy
Trying to Figure
Out Paintings
In A Mirror
But it’s
True i
LooKinG A Bit
Deeper At A Life
Long Picture to Be
Anyway Back to the
Statue as what ‘Magneto’
Might Dance And Sing too..
Currently the World Tolerates
‘Mutants’ Like me Well Enough
to Thrive really now to my Happy Great Surprise..
True i will
Be me
it verily
was/is not
Always this way…
True too i practically
Had to become Super Normal to do it too..
i wore a ‘Storm Trooper’ Shirt to Dance Last
Night at Walmart but as always there are no limits
in other Shirts of Zen Ego to have Fun With.. Now
heHe why get attached to being one Zen Ego where
the World Is Your Entire Stage to Play With Now Free..
Smiles.. my Friend.. Escape into Your Statue Let A Form
of Magneto
as you Now..
doesn’t matter
if you are a Pretty
5 Foot 7.. Smiling
Blonde Miss Hugs
or not.. You Now
Be Mr.
Now too For Real..
SMiLes JusT MaKinG Folks
SMiLe For Miles and Miles
of Smiles in Dance..
truly though
no real
the older
folks frown and
scowl when i dance
but the Youth and Children
Jump Up and down up in Joy
some even trying to copy
what i do just for Dance
Fun and oh Lord Folks
Actually my Age
haha.. unless
they are
much too
busy with
Stress to even
Notice a Dance
And Song for Free..
Smiles my Friend in Shorts
and Themed T-Shirts i’ve been
Dancing in Long haha! As Usual
i’ve been doing a Meditation of
Writing to rest my Dancing Feet..
much more Fun than sitting still and
Just repeating mantras of the same DaM Old
Phrases as too much ADHD for me to ever do that with success..
Seasons really don’t exist for me as i Generate my own Sunshine
within but one issue i’ve been having is sleeping hehe.. as when
the Summer Solstice Peaks in
June i am Super
And All
Up As Haha
i am A Sun
Figurine Statue
for that too now Hehe…
Hmm.. for so long my Muse
was somewhat spread out since
the Beginning of this 7 MiLLioN Word
Bible Longest Long Form Poem Writing
Adventure 6 Years ago.. closing in on the end
of June when a First Muse ‘Angel Mind Retrofit’
came into the Picture of my Escape From Hell..
and the in between of when she left and A
‘White Pearl’ came as that was a name
familiar as i found another Shore
to Rest the Moor of my Poetry
then.. and that transition
tumultuous as it
came to be
for someone
i came to find
out i didn’t really
even know at all then..
meanwhile promises have come
and gone that friends are forever and
i still am to them.. but true how shallow
Love will come to be when only AlloWeD
‘Tween Two Folks and never any more
than that for Soft Affection of the Heart
that enjoys a Warm Smile brought
to others.. it seems odd that
if folks will not own you
what use do
for you..
A Commodity at Work..
Someone to affirm your Good
Looks.. what about the Deeper
Places of Soul to Explore there are
still a few of those kinda folks left in
my life now too.. but the further i explore
of Human Potential the farther i move away
from everyone else as truly a Mutant Soul Up
Higher as Lower comes the Friendships from that..
i wear my oPen heART i Wear my oPeN SPiRiT Free
iN Dance in “SonG oF mY SoUL”
True NoW
iF one day
God is
my only
really if
Katrina is
Only God Left at Flesh and Blood Home….
that’s what the last friend who left said too…
prophecies come slowly fulfilled i guess.. but
True i for one am Happy With God Who Lives with me..
i’m not totally sure why she wasn’t always my Poetry Muse but
True she doesn’t like Poetry at all.. so what is left to do but search
Muse online..
as it isn’t quite the
same if Your Poetry
Muse doesn’t ever really
read what you write now
haha.. anyway she makes
a Lovely Poem Silent in Pose..
my “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol. 2019”
Went a bit Viral now on one of my
Archive Blog Sites.. where i Copy and
Paste all my Word Press MacroVerse Bible
Poems as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. 7 MiLLioN
Word Long Form Poem Blog Posts there.. no
doubt a Reason for that is the Muse for the Beautiful
Faces of Smiles that are included in that Blog Post since
it is so Popular why not link it again Just for fun too.. and sure
why not do the other Few that have gone really viral too.. as that
surely happened with ‘IN A Shadow of Michael FoR NoW” and “LoVEFReEDNoW”
as they hit upwards of 4,000 Views.. truly for what i do that’s a Year of something as
Large as i do sitting on the Shelves of any “Barnes and Noble” for Dollar Bill Exchange….
anyway i’ll detail that a bit below when “SkyFalls” come it’s nice to have Friends by Your
Side i don’t have to work for pay so i will freely stay by anyone’s side Katrina does
Just about everything for me too at home.. so that sets me truly practically freer
than most folks will imagine for Free Days/Nights as they May Love To Move..
Co-Create now..
i am a bit removed
from Many Online Friends
these days but it is a true pleasure
as Sohair on Vacation has been by
my side.. and a few others i will always count on visiting with me too..
Anyway Dark Muse Brings the Most Creativity too as all of Existence
And Co-Creating Now True..:)

“LoVEFReEDNoW”.. the Longest 7 Day Effort For a MacroVerse
at 43,151 Words Generating Close to 4,000 Views.. on the
First Year Anniversary of my Mother’s Death on February 22nd, 2018..:)

‘IN A Shadow of Michael FoR NoW”.. MaRKinG the Panhandle’s Most
Powerful Hurricane Category 5 Hurricane Michael on October 14, 2018 and
A Car Show in one of the most popular Viewed MacroVerses i’ve ever done too..:)

“FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” The Current 2.7 Million Ending Word
Effort of Bible Free Verse Poem Writing included in all the Description
Areas at around 7K Words Average in all my Profile Pics for the last
24 Months that yes has gone a bit Viral in Terms of all of what i Present
in Novel Sized Poems in a Twitter World of 280 Characters at most now hehe..

My “KaTiE MiA Aghogday/Views From the Autism Spectrum and Beyond” Website
for Blogging as an Archive Copy and Paste Blog for what i do on Word Press
Recently went over 270,000 Views as hey.. it’s easier to open up than Word
Press as i will add that link just for fun now too.. And yeah.. i copy and paste
on even another Archive Blog on a Blog Spot Blog named “KATiE MiA FredericK!”
Where yes that Blog Used to get a whole lot of Hits until “Google Plus”
Went out of Business as well as the links provided free by that online
Resource to Give and Share Wisdom and Art in Truth and Light too
that i will also add below as link now too.. what i will not add
is the Free Verse Erotic Poetry and Nude Art Site as i quit
linking that to my other Blogs back in May of 2018
as it doesn’t really conform to my Local
Community Standards in case anyone
finds my Current Blog Posts.. that
i link on FB and other Resources too…
it is adult Warned but never the less i will
conform to some Community standards too.. just to be
nice and to avoid offending anyone if they reach as far
as going past a Warning Screen for Adult Stuff now.. anyway
that Erotic Poetry Novel got all the way up to about 88,888 words
since January of 2019 but some distractions came and i haven’t picked it
back fully up again still playing catch up to get all the Art added Months to date..
but the distractions aren’t as much around now so perhaps i will do that again too…
what may will
be will surely come True next now..
but true all the way back in 2016.. 3 years
ago after i had been blogging for 3 Years
Google Plus registered my total Views at
over 1.5 Million Views for all of what i did
Just.. on the Google Resources there and
they quit counting them so i will imagine
the Numbers went far beyond 3 Million Views by
now 3 years later.. as that is conservative at best
but pretty amazing considering i did it just for fun not making a penny
off any of the Public Dance at 11,477 Miles now or 7 MiLLioN Words
As a Record Breaking Epic Long Form Poem Bible where Second Place
goes to a 1.8 Million Word Effort from India that took Centuries to complete
with innumerable Authors and of course without over 100,000 Photos like
mine taken to fully illustrate the Bible Poem fully with no opportunity either
to add Music to accompany it and other Resources of Wisdom in Light
With over 10,000 YouTube Videos True now too.. all done in 70 Months
as hey who the hell is gonna wrap their Mind around all of it but the Person
is still
doing it now for real…
OBTW the Name of
that Indian Poem
as Previous
Record Holder
is the “Mahābhārata”…
they didn’t have the advantage
Of Technology.. that i have but
true keep in mind it is just one little old me….
Still Steam Rolling Dance and Song Effortless and Free..
some days when no one much seems to want your friendship gifts
much anymore you just have to take a Break to see what you’ve been doing too..:)

“KATiE MiA/Aghogday” Views from the Autism
Spectrum and Beyond” Recently Surpassing
270,000 Views that is another Copy and Paste
Blog Now that is easy to open taking one directly
to the Latest Blog Post that i have created always
on Word Press now.. this Blog Started on 3.10.13
6 Years 3 Months and 9 Days ago.. hehe.. as the
Next MacroVerse completed will make 953 Posts
here as that Blog Post will make 880 Blog Posts
on the other Blogspot Blog now.. Lots and
Lots of Words Millions And
Millions making
7,000,000 Words
plus just
on one
Press Blog hehe..
And the “KATiE MiA FredericK!”
Blog too.. Yes of course with even
More Words on the “KaTiE MiA/Aghogday” Blog..:)

Archive Blog “KaTiE MiA FredericK!”
that includes a Copy and Paste
of what i do on Word Press
that is so much easier to
open as this link takes
one always to just
the latest Blog Post i’ve Created..:)

The SKeYeS may not yet be Falling i’m Still
RiSinG whether or not anyone Sees or Hears
me or not with
more than
too of
As onLY Metaphor NoW too..:)







From The Thoth Emerald Green Tablet 4:

“Know ye, O man, whatever from ye inhabit,
surely it is one with the stars.

Thy bodies are nothing but planets revolving
around their central suns.”

SMiLes Frank Thanks For stopping by “MaKinG A GRaDE oF LoVE NoW”
And Quoting “New Thanks to the Regenerating Effect of Moving Meditation”
Considering that the Phi Ratio of 1.618 Generates A Living Force Golden
Spiral From the Center of our Milky Way as Above So below why
not Golden Spiral PHI Dance Free too.. and see what the overall
effect and affect will come to Be.. Smiles.. i am once
a Long Distance Runner reaching ‘that’
‘Endorphin’ High after several Miles
and maintaining it for miles
after that but the Spiral
All Natural Phi Flow
of Dance as i never
have to think of what
to do when i Naturally
BecoMe a Milky Way
Dancing Innate as
the Evolution
all innate
and intuitive
takes me tHeRE
almost immediately
Free no Different really
than the Water and the Waves
and The Ocean Whole Form of Essence
God Nature within now True too.. this is no
Endorphin High alone this is a Real ‘Chi’ Force
Energy as Synergy from Head to Toe Healing Force
of Literal Physical Strength additionally too.. and true
the Music that accompanies it just adds to the Positive
Frequencies of Vibrational Energy as Synergy From: Head to:
Toe more.. expanding out beyond iNFiNiTY of CourSE as Far
As i do not know as this so far beyond what any reason will
Calculate as a Benefit of the Reality of Existence alone.. as
all becomes allone in PHI Spiral Flow Even more.. anyway
for Humans who do not Believe they are an integral part
of Nature and God the Same why in the World would
an imagined Separate abstract Construct in Head
think ever Feel and Sense the Moves of the
Galaxy We LiVE iN WiTHiN iNSiDE
ALL ARouND PHI Spiraling
Now.. for most folks
that might
Moving that way
but of course this is beyond
Reason as God Rises within to come
to play as the PHI Spiral Beyond all
Distance And Space and Time when
the alchemy of that Becomes a Full Force Gold LoVE to be
to give and share even more as the Happy Dance becomes a Verb of God
A Quantum
Metaphor for
the Kingdom of God
HeAVeN Unleashed And Released
within to be give and share even more..:)


“Making A Grade of Love Now.. I think my country and the people here suffer from a big loss of love to each other.. Hearts became cruel and lacking mercy even for dead people who have different political views.
Love is not an easy thing to be taught in such societies lacking the simple acceptance of the other.. Whatever different from them in race.. Color.. Religion.. Political party.. Or whatever..”

SMiLes my Friend Sohair as the Years
Pass Your Soul Grows Younger not Older…
The Measure of A Soul IS A Grasp of Love
Tall and Wide and Short and Thin and yes
all the other Differences
in all of
Light each
Grain of Sand
on a Beach that
Hold Hands to Tower
A Human Being of Love
True my Friend.. Smiles my
Friend i’ve had the Gift of Pain
the Gift of Being Outcast by the
World from a Very Young Age
always the Love of a Mother
And Sister truly likely
potentially the
only thing
that might
other wise
have Separated
me from a Life of
Fear and Hate for others..
(A Most Amazing Wife now too)
without Respite… How will i ever
Truly be able to Judge anyone else
who has not felt the touch of Unconditional
Love all the way across their Lifespan.. today
is my Father’s Birthday i will Share a Photo of Him
and me when i was 22 he was 50.. as a Soul then Returning to
Light then from a Very Dark and Decrepit Soul Within.. Running
Helped me then.. i ran everywhere.. Like ‘Forrest Gump’.. to escape
the Dark of Soul.. Dancing every Step Holy and Sacred and Singing
Each Word Now the Same Way as Poetry makes even the Harshest
Sting of Thorns Feel like Flowers of Rose God Whole Soul.. as all
of Existence Becomes Complete Full of Holy and Sacred Meaning
And Purpose even Thorns the Color of Blood Become Red Rose Flowers too…
It’s funny from my perspective now.. i don’t see a lost Young Man coming out
of Dark i see a Human destined for Light who doesn’t realize yet who he is..
Smiles my Friend.. there is a Superman Movie that reminds me so much
of me and my Father in this Picture.. for then i felt like how in the World
could this Man Be my Father so Different i was from him in my
Perception then.. it felt like i was Fathered from some Alien
Being in another World while the Truth is we are all
Fathered and Mothered by God as we all share
basically the Same DNA and so many of
the Similar and Different Human Potentials
in both Grace and Love And Will and Strength
the Two Sides of the Divine Feminine and Masculine
that some Humans Fear to ever integrate with Art and Reason
too as all the dualities in Life become one Force of God Within
Yes All Love to Give and Share through both Thorns and Flowers
of God Whole Rose NoW Yes LoVE.. Love is all that is Love is all
it is
are Equal
We are All Equal
in the Feel and Sense
that We all are Born and
Die and Share Breaths
in between those Points
of Time We Abstractly
Construct with our
Thing is that is an
illusion all THeRe is is now
WE LiVE WE LiVE Eternally
Now the Rest is up to God as Force
not different really and Bigger than
the Dog the Tick Feeds off of
where the Tick may
the Gift
of Sustenance
but have no idea
fully of Who the Dog is..
Smiles we are Life on one Planet
under one Sun in a Just one UNiVeRSE
With a Quadrillion or So other Suns as Stars too…
Yet we raise our Human Words up to the Scale of
God in attempting to Hold God in our Abstract Constructed
and yes even Holy Spirit inspired words from God Whole too..
Yet the Reality is we are still Just A Tick and God is Dog and So
much more my Friend as the Fractal is the Whole Without Eyes
to see all of the Whole my Friend the gift is Being Now the Blood
of Life
is both
and the
Bread of
Flowers too all Love
that make God Whole
Rose at least from a Tick’s View of Dog my Friend..
Smiles my Friend it makes me comfortable enough
to Drink God’s
Flowers Now
too as always
my Friend thanks
for the Flowers of
Unconditional Love..
Your presence in my
Life NoW IS A preSent
Gift that is beyond all others that i
see no different really than God my Friend Now..:)


Yet i cry i try
Can And Will
Y.O.U. iMaGiNE
A Pain of Not Being Able to Save You
i Truly Hope That You Will Not
Have to Go To Hell WHeRe i Did
to Fully Understand This if You Do..
Nothing i Offer Now may Help
My THorns Are Smiling
My FLoWeR Is Shining
My RosE Lives WHoLE
Water Waves Ocean i AM
As Far as i Will See in my
Life A GreaTesT Gift IS A ‘Cross’ of Life
A Christian Religion Is Painfully Happily Correct
Until You Understand
That Thorns Make the
Rose as Much as Red
Flowers You Don’t Bleed You Don’t Get
to See God All Free NoW As LoVE
Of Pain Is FueLinG
ThiS Now
The Gift
i Always
Most God
Gospel of Thomas Verse 37 as reported according to Jesus
“His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
This Verse isn’t included NoW in an Older Version oF A New
Testament for Obvious ReaSons for if it was/is tHere Will Be
No Need for Priestly Robes Or Men in Pope Positions
As Each Human Will Other Wise Be Their Own Priestly
Popely Soul A Naked Temple of
God Free needing (Oh by A
Way it’s okay to Touch YouR
Self {Soul/God} too)
No ‘CaMeL’
All the Cultural/Political/Religious
Clothes in Deceit and Lies….
True A Naked Way is
Both Eye
of Needle
and so
in Dance
And Song True in Light
so far away from the Clothes
the Lies of Cultural Deceit covering
the eYes of God Within US Free.. hey
no one else was/is willing to bring ‘Jesus’ Back
so i just Picked up the BaLL after i stripped my
clothes off just as the Verse above originally suggests too….
but it’s True i did it well before i found this Verse uncovered after..
i did
it first
as LasT aGaiN
Oldest Story
Nothing NoW
Or BeLoW A SuN
HAha the silliest pose i could
iMagine and the Audience Loved
It Best just like the 11,477 Miles of Public Dance..
Meanwhile i Wrote the Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem
Behind ‘their’ Backs At 7 MiLLioN Words In The Same 70 Months
if you Have a Daughter 18 to 27 Chances are i’ve Danced
With them if they Dance
At Seville Quarter In
Fact over 2000 are
Pictured Smiling Ear
To Ear With me in
my Fully Illustrated
Bible With Over 100,000
Photos and over 10,000
YT Videos to accompany all
The Photos And Words you may
Ask How i did it the Answer
Is Simple i stripped
All the Lying Clothes
Of Fear off From
All of So called
Modern CulTure
PoLiTiCS And
Religion First
To God
Wild And Free
Again no Different
Really than Jack
London’s ‘Call of
The Wild’ If You
See Sheep Clothing
Here you Totally STiLL
i Am STiLL NoW
Just A Moment And i’LL Share my Most Loved Photo
out of 170,000 or So Photos Posted Online Since 2013
Humans Who Are Afraid To Authentically Express Feminine
And Masculine Emotions/Senses Are the Weakest Animals oF All
The Feminine Side IS A Balance of Grace And Love A Lion HeART
ReaL of CouRagE A Source of All Will And Strength
Most of the Dudes at the Gym Don’t Realize the
Reason i Leg Press 1340 LBS 18 Reps is that
i Am Fully in Touch with my Feminine Side
A Search on my Pen Name KATiE MiA
FredericK For Images Still Returns
the Same First Image
OMG Posted Over
170,000 Photos
Online Since 2013
OMG.. some days your stories
inspire stories first of all I suggest
Honey in The Flask makes the
Medicine of reality
Go down easier
Oh Gosh
Is the Remedy
For the Insanity
Of Modern Culture
Too.. i am raised in
The Bible Belt of Trump
Town even though i
Had Supernormal
Strength Hidden by
A ‘Peabody’ Exterior
The Trump Christian
Onward Marching Toy
Soldier Boys said i
Was a Girl as
SMiLes were not
Allowed for Boys in
The Deep South Gulf
Coast Beer Belly
Bible Belt.. this
Continued all
The way through
Work for the Military
As SMiLes Grew Bigger
As Well as Supernormal
Strength as Love and
Grace eliminates Fear
The Root of all
Weakness when
i retired and no
Longer could be
Fired for Being too
Nice i decided to give
Them what they wanted
A Photo of me in a
Red Shirt with
My underwear on
Hehe posing seductively
Like Marilyn Fred Monroe
In the Doorway then to my Bedroom as then i was
Financially Independent i could even Fulfill my Dream
of Becoming a Male Stripper the silliest Thing a 53 Year Old
Nerd could possibly
Do.. then it Backfired
My Psychotherapist
Googled me found
The Photo And
Said it was sexy
And probably
Would make younger
Women get a Crush
On me i did my best
To explain to her that
No.. Men look at
Photos and Women
Feel Heartfelt
Sincere Words
Most that day
i Learned my
Was more of a
Visual thinker
And she told me
She doesn’t like
Poetry as usual
It was just another
Day to be a Scientist
Still Fascinated
By the Human
Condition it’s
Not often i
Am Fooled
As Non-Verbal
Children Watch
And Really Listen..
KA Fleury ..True Progress Still
Parodies Tradition no different
than ‘Jesus’ and other ‘Bigger’
‘Prophets’… i don’t mind
Tradition until it harms
My Family And
Friends then the
Legs of Lamb
Become Lion
And Roars…
Hehe.. Any questions…
i Haven’t Lost any Dance-
Offs or Questions lately…
Mostly my Moves are
Named Smooth and
My Words are called
Magic Now for all
Practical iNtents
And Purposes i
Am Katie Perry’s
‘Firework’ and ‘ET’…
She was/is just another
Angel Calling-out asking
me to return to Heaven
From Hell.. i appreciate
Angels my Friend but
Big Organizations
Like the Catholic
Church now that
Cover up torture
Of the little ones
And supports the
Current Best example of
John 8:44.. let’s just say
Another Humble Lamb
Wakes up then A Lion of
Love Roars just
A Human
And God Is Real
And never Hidden
By ‘Robes’
As God
Is Naked
Free from
The Clothes
Of the Virus and
Cancer of Human
Cultures still defacing
Vacation Earth Heaven…
The older World IS A
Newer World… Don’t
Be so sure i
Don’t love
The Earlier
Tradition before
The Human
Race now to
Destroy Paradise…
Other than That
Have a nice
Day Friend…
You may not
Know me but i
Know you Born
This way i am too..
‘Harvard’ Commencement SpeecH
DaNcE NaKeD iN SanD And SuN
FeeL And SeNsE GoD aS NatURe
As NeuroScience
NoW SHoWs DancE
IS A FouNtaiN oF YouTH
A MiNisTrY
oF DancE..
But (except)
i AM (LoVE)
(ThE LaW)
Love Wins
Mean While Now Back
At The White House Ranch…


CRacks me up..
A Wall A Bridge
to No WHere
But Free
Oh to
A CacTuS
And NuT Free…
TRuly Beautiful to Be..
It’s worth
YeLLoW FLoWeRS too..
Truly OverAll Beautiful
As THornS and FLoWeRS Make Rose too..
At First Only
i could ‘think’
of is it is
‘Cause a Doughnut
Has a Hole.. but
of course at first
glance i take
until the
Explode With Fun..
SMiLes Hope Blowing
the Doughnut up was Fun
Better yet Floating is Best..
on Beautiful Beach Days too…
on the Riviera of Nice France..
Hehe.. You’ll Know Now.. Who
Your ‘Real Friends’ are here now as
You Mentioned Your Dude Friend at Home..
Humans are so easy to figure out most Have an
‘Agenda’ i’m just out for Fun in the Moment of is now..
side note here there a lot of very lonely people on the Internet
Looking for Love in places they will never ever really find it at all….
but you
People for
what they
do.. Some folks
Believe that Work and
Money is gonna solve
All their problems and
even Material Stuff they
Buy where the truth is We are
only Naked Mostly Hairless Apes looking for a Hug
Destroying Heaven with the Tools we’ve come to Be..
There is no Escaping Human Nature or Nature as God
in General Wild and Loving Free With Hugs Working
Together to touch each other to Survive and Love
if you’ve Lost YouR way you may have no idea what you’ve even lost…..


Oh Lord i really need to Wrap this up and Get some
Thursday R and R Fun Away from this Screen and
Text for fun.. Additionally the 267th Dance Week With
All the Cool College Age Folks is coming tonight it seems
that my Spirit may Be Freeing up a bit more for that haha..
yes that
is even
Next now too..
So now off to Frank
And Xenia’s Places of
Poetry and then gigoid’s
Place of All Free Aphorisms
as Quotes from the Sages of
the Ages and then to share some
MacroVerse Memories 3 years to
Date as the 4.3 Million Word or So
Never Ending Story Saga of “Nether Land
Bible 2017” extends past 3 Years now True in
the Wonderful Summer of 2019 to finish Writing
this on what would have been my Father’s 87th
Birthday as First Father Fred’s Identical Twin Brother
Ted is actually Still Living as his Dance Career did not
end until 84 and A Key to why he is still living too and my
Father Passed away now 5 years ago on May 22nd 2014..
Identical Twin Ted’s son Teddy is a Musician he’ll probably
live to be 100 years old as long as he never quits Playing and
Dancing too.. Lord Knows Feels and Senses he got to be free
like this his entire life.. i didn’t come close to catching up until
My Free Spirit Entertaining Dancing Vocation for the Metro Area
until age
53.. but here’s
the thing you’ve seen
me at 22 is life any worse
now at 59 the Sunshine is
still in my Hair and eyes
there is really nothing
else but Loving
and touching
Hearts to do..
but make your
feelings clear when
folks treat my heart like
a toy.. eventually i will find out too…
a Measure of Character is Truth without
Honesty in Feelings there is no truth at all…..
every one has the potential to change and do
better and honestly Your Best Years to Love may
still verily be ahead
as You
too Become
the Essence
of Pure Love too..
It’s a Never Ending
Water Wave Now with
an Ocean that remains
both deep and shallow
too.. as there will always now
be Stormy Days to Surf HigH and
LoW True.. in DarK thru LiGhT too..:)

SMiLes Life is so full of Muse
What is Angel what is less
or more
be defined
also for the Light
of Art Muse Brings
Smiles i give thanks
Most to the Dark Muse
in Life truly the Ice of
Demon struggle as well as
the Warmth of
Angel Love
me higher
after lower Breeds
SoulScapes yet to be…
Acceptance as all of Life
as Muse from Dark thru Light
A Peaceful Calm Grace Under Pressure True..
“Default mode network (DMN) and the task-positive network (TPN).
These two networks are like the on/off position of a light switch in that
the activation of one by definition inhibits the other”

Smiles Frank DMN Versus TPN
Scatter Brain
Default Mode
hehe like a person
Immersed in Dance
Where ruminating
over Negative Stuff
Floats out of the Chaos
unto.. Task Positive Network
Light of Dance With Smiles..
Smiles as Human Beings
Generally Speaking
other Animals
as Well
Task Specific
Behavior is necessary
for survival a hack of course
is staying focused on one activity
at a time.. even if we do not get paid
for it.. true an empty Mind IS A
for Negative
on the other Hand
Candy Cane Land too..
some folks just Naturally Float
as Christmas Dreams come real..
With Trees all lit up A Wonderland of DMN too..
Smiles A Force of Low Levels of DMN Inhibition is
strong with me.. Shot Gun Spread of Stimuli all over the place..
so yeah in Nature all comes Animated and New for me as well.. so easy..
i Dance
so i do not
have to Feel
everyone else’s
Hell as they pass me by…..
It’s Really Beautiful
to See so many
out of the
Wonders of
A Human Soul
so many BLooming
Every HAir on Head
A New Glow above
ending Colors
Diatom Ocean
Feel Stars So Alive below too..:)
So Much Intelligence
BeLow a Dog’s
NosE NoW A
We never
See at all..
oF aLL
A LeavE
A DroP of WaTeR
Food for
Play Below..
Gosh So Wide
A Summer
for me
Sleeps Sunshine
Will Still Shine within
Winter Sun Beauty rest too..
Wishing You and Your Husband
And the Whippets Fun on a Longest
Friday my
Dear Friend Xenia
With Florida FLoWeRS True..:)

Happy Summer Solstice to You gigoid
i see the Fires are not raging in California
But Small Earth Quakes may Dream Bigger
ones too.. alas Mother Earth Will have
her last
and first
there will
be no Trump
to save that
from Happening for sure…
i’ll have to give credit where
credit is due as it appears
that at least in his
darkness he
the War
Desire to Kill
more little Brown People
who look like An original ‘Jesus’ for Oil in the Middle East….
hey at least Iran isn’t Chopping Reporters to Bits and Bombing
World Trade Centers
DisEase moves
on to Hell as it pleases…
Smiles.. Signs of Self Destruction
are out and about again.. as usual….
as Well
A Dance
And Song
NoW No ReaL reaSons
Not to For Feeling and Sensing
Life is Good While Life is Good NoW..:)

“Weary is the path that does not challenge.
Doubt is an incentive to truth and patient inquiry leadeth the way.”

~~ Plato Bee ~~

Move Connect Co-Create
Icing Within A Cake of LiFE..:)

“Let a man in a garret but burn with enough tensity and
he will set fire to the whole world.”

— Antoine de Saint-Exupery

Smiles Fire Ants Pissed Ants Human Ants same different..:)

“Turning and turning in the widening gyre
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart: the centre cannot hold;
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned….”

~~ William Butler Yeats, The Second Coming ~~

I’m just a Tick
on Dog’s
is Good
on this Old
Dog’s New Back Now..:)

“His head,
Not yet by time completely silver’d o’er,
Bespoke him past the bounds of freakish youth,
But strong for service still, and unimpair’d.”

~~ William Cowper (1731-1800)
— The Task, Book ii, The Timepiece, Line 702 ~~

SMiLes Feral Cats Will Live
inside outside for they Live Longer and Prosper..:)

“Discourse on virtue and they pass by in droves.
Whistle and dance the shimmy, and you’ve got an audience.”

A Smile is Worth
NoW All the Riches
Intelligence Ever Bought
A Dance is Simply
A Human
on Fire
no longer

~~ Diogenes ~~

“Save your breath,
you may want it to clean your glasses later.”

— Julius Tannen

i JusT Use A Wet Wiper Hehe i Breathe..;)

“If you define cowardice as running away at the first
sign of danger, screaming and tripping and begging
or mercy, then yes, Mr. Brave man, I guess I’m a coward.”

— Deep Thoughts, by Jack Handey

I’m too Old to Run and too Strong
to Scare there is really no choice but unafraid for now..:)

“Careful, Mister. Old Zeek is liable to fire that sucker up!”

— Gaffer Bee

I’ve heard it keeps folks calm but i for one it makes me low..;)

“If one studies too zealously, one easily loses his pants.”

— Albert Einstein

True Nerd
Body Lost..:)

“God must love assholes — She made so many of them.”

— Druidic Bee

If i was her that isn’t the part i would play with most..:)

“Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.”

— Geeky Bee

It’s True i don’t Know therefore Computers will never know me..:)

“I don’t think Mr. Ranger is gonna like this, Yogi…”

— Booboo Bear

Mr. Rogers will still be Happy
to have you in his Neighborhood ..;)

Do what you wanna, do what you will;
Just don’t mess up your neighbor’s thrill.
And when you pay the bill, kindly leave a little tip
To help the next poor sucker on his one-way trip.

~~ Frank Zappa, “You Are What You Is” ~~

A Golden
Rule Breakfast
in America Tip
40% of the World’s
Resources is no tip at all……
Keep Raping Mother Earth and just
wait to see how she pays you back next….
is Karma
and ‘You’ are
Her Golden Rule now…
but not you gigoid.. enjoy
Your Blue Room Now more..:)

Now to Finish this With MacroVerse
Memories 3 Years to Date yes there
was 2014 and 2015 too but of course
that is included in the MacroVerse
Memories In MacroVerse
Memories Below
too.. it’s
Like “Hotel
you might
come here
hehe.. and
never find your
way out hAha wHere
no one ever kills A
Beast or whatever
You care to call
that and this Next…
Particularly if there
is some Hidden Secret
Here that takes you to
Heaven Eternally Now where
You Never Have to Go To Hell Again Now..:)

“iNto liGht dArKnesS”.. if You See a Difference you may not ever see God….

“i cAMe for eNliGhTeNinG NoW”.. DePends on Your Mood i guess..;)

“SuPeRMaN VeRSeS BaTMaN NoW2”.. or the other one two..:)

“RuMiNaTinG THouSanD YEarS” Sounds like a
Beginning Ending Beginning Always Starting THeME SoNG AGaiN..;)

“SuMMeR SoULsTicE LoVE MaCRoVeRsE 111”
It Happens
Yes it
Every Summer True..:)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”..
There is really no reason to
Write a Letter i am staying
here for perhaps a Thousand
Years or so that remains to be seen now..:)

Anyway for now this Concludes “i AM Be L.O.V.E.N.O.W.”
but Wait! almost forgot the Tale of the Tape!.. as while this
is gonna be the 881st MacroVerse coming of Longest Epic
Long Form Poem “SonG oF mY SouL” at 7 Million Words
in 70 Months of Effort now along with 11,477 Months of Public
Dance in 70 Months as i arrive at the 267th Dance Week Night
with all the Cool College Age Folks tonight Thursday Night as Well.. at
Old Seville Dance Hall.. Well it is also true that “MaKinG A GRaDE oF LoVE NoW”
is the 880th MacroVerse of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Doubling as the 207th MacroVerse
of “Nether Land Bible 2017” at 4,313,180 Words in 36 Months Effort and finally Tripling
As the 105th MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” through the Second Volume
2019 in that 24 Month Endeavor where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Facebook Profile Pics at around 7 Thousand Words Each bite sized hehe
for what
i do
sure too
hehe.. now..
so yes finishing
Writing this now
at 3:30 PM on
as this
has been
a whole bunch of
fun too for now at least..
“i AM Be L.O.V.E.N.O.W.”..:)
















BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

7 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)









The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”




ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”


“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019


“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW


“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000 Miles in
Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of YouTuBE
Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million Plus
Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’ Poem
by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)


Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)




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i Will
in the
Rain i will
Dance in the
Sunshine it is the
Essence of Dance and
Song that is Love that Remains
aS Energy of True Light’s Beauty of Wisdom ReaL NoW
Congrats to You those
Who Judge Without
Fall under
The World Up..
Those who do not
Express Feelings
Love/God/We too..:)
“MaKinG A GRaDE oF LoVE NoW” That’s A Better Title
Capstone (Cornerstone) oF A Pyramid
God HeaD AS SucH RaiSinG uP
The Rest of the Pyramid SoULS
The Nature of the Beast
Group Think Group Lies
One Will Never LiVE iN
Group THinK or Be ParT
oF ANy Group if One Seeks
Finds SPeaks Truth iN Light
It makes “Perfect Sense” that the only
Real Friend outside of Family Who Supported The Story of
Jesus was A Prostitute Mary Then
Someone is typing a comment……
It’s Not Surprising How Folks Will
Prostitute THeir Freedoms Now for the
Comfort of Group THiNK. Those Who SeeK
Truth iN Light Will ALWays Walk Alone
Outside DarK oF Lies in ‘The Group THiNK’
We Humans Feed off the Social Bonding Neurohormone Oxytocin
Getting Outcast takes that away ThaT iS How Lies Become Truth
Best thing about Being Lucifer
(John Milton Version) Is You No
Longer Fear Being Outcast
For Breaking Group
Think Lie RuleS Hehe
‘The Pope Admitted’ that the
“Lord’s Prayer/Gloria” is
Mistranslated Meanwhile
‘Traditional Conflicts’ Still Rise/
Fall Oh Lord so much more work
Words for me to Do Still Now
i Am Back i Never Left Now
SeRiouSly it may Sound Strange
but wHere i am from as a Child
When Riding my Bicycle Around
my BLock i crossed my self with
‘The’ Sign of the Cross Yes obsessively
compulsively for i feared if i did not i would
surely go to Hell.. bottom line it didn’t work
on the bottom of
the Pyramid
of That
And now
i no longer
Cross myself
with the Sign of
The Cross NoW i Am
Back i Never Left Now
That’s What i LEarned
in Hell to STaY iN NoW..
CRaP Got Way too ManY TabS OPeN
DoinG 3 BLoG PostS aT ONce CLoSinG
THeM aS i SPeaK…DancESinG Hmm.. LEast i won’t have
to Go to Victoria’s Secret or Frederick’s of HollyWood to FinD A Model
For my Cover Girl PageS hehe When We iNspire Someone to Smile
We Save the PreSent Now ‘That’ Humanity has not changed… ‘They’
still see ‘Trumps’ As God Sadly enough… God asked me if i wanted to
be Jesus and i said that was Already A failed plan i don’t do mistakes twice…
Best Thing About Bringing Light is You Do Something New To HeLP OuT Hell No Not
the Lucifer Devil that John Milton Created In ‘Paradise Lost’ His Book And ‘Fox’ Loosely Created
From the ‘Sand Man’ Comic Book that has ZERO still to Do with the Old Bible Anyway.. Jesus F in Christ Read at Least Read the Old Bible Don’t Believe every thing You Hear An Adversary is An Adversary there Never was a ‘Real Devil Horned Beast Creature’ in the Bible other Books and Folks Made that up.. oh Gosh
so Hard to
up after
doing your
Own ReSearcH
in a Place Where Shared
Lies are more important
than the Truth in Light
Go Ahead Believe the
Head Dude in Chargea
A Best Reflection now of
John 8:44 Yes go ahead
Believe Lies over Truth the
Karma of Free Will Set Low instead of Higher in Light Now
And Trust me when you Prove to the Pastor or Priest that
you just did John 14:12 oh Lord Totally Measured as such
they will not believe you any more than they Believe the Story
of Jesus when he said that was possible to do Greater Works
than Himself as Humble Teacher too.. hehe.. People Love
Lies more than the Truth to bond and bind together still
Ain’t no way there will ever be a Living Jesus in that
environment and that is for God Dam Sure Still Now
hehe only way he/she could ever come now is the
way he came/comes always NoW as Metaphor
first and last Just Another Light Bringer of
Change in Truth
out oF all
the Don
John Trump
Lies of John 8:44…
And that’s Just a Metaphor
TrumpS in Organizations have
Been Spoon Feeding Lies in Church
always same as Politics and whatever it takes
in Trash Talk to Win the Football or Boxing Game too…
Of Course with a Really Big Breakfast that the Bikini
Goddess Serves with a Smile too This Job really doesn’t
require Being a Martyr NoW.. Smiles are enough to get this
Job done hehe.. NoW.. Some mornings the Energizer Easter Bunny Wakes up
A Bit Drained but Just one Dance Move and Voila Light Dances Again..
SMiLes iLona madam Ms. Hugs.. so nice of you
to drift all the way down to the bottom of
“FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” and not
get lost in an Avalanche of
Words and Pictures in
both the Main Body
of the Bible and the
Comments as that
Celebrates another Milestone
Blog Post i will be putting together
after i write you this Starting off the beginning
of the Next MacroVerse Blog Post of “SonG oF mY
SoUL” Longest Long Form Bible Poem in so many
Free Verse Lamp Shapes too.. as this post i am now
Putting together currently is called “SonG oF mY SoUL
Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old” Celebrating that Milestone
On my Birthday Week in doing that 70 Months along of
Course with 11,396 Miles of Public Dance in close to the
Same Duration of 70 Months too.. hmm.. i don’t have any
Snakes on T-Shirts but Several Dragons hope that counts
in case if you noticed.. i have a Big Statue Bust of Apollo
the God of Poetry and you guessed it Wisdom too.. hehe..
and Abreast to Apollo no fun pun intended but yes in Robe with
one Breast Exposed is the Goddess of Youth Hebes.. Yes you
Guessed it Again Wife Katrina haha.. in her 49 Year-Old Bikini
With her same 17 Year-Old Body and Honestly even more Sexy
than at 17 Years-Old hehe that’s proof enough for God but anyway
We inherited those two Statues from my Father and Stepmother as
when they retired with a bunch of money from the State they always wanted
to be super rich in material ways so they spruced up their home all gaudy with
Stuff instead of buying a New Home.. ‘Crown Molding’ and the Such.. whatever it
took to feel rich outside.. as my Father spent the Last 12 Years of His Retirement
spending 500 Dollars on Lottery tickets each week at 100 Percent of His 46 Year Law
Enforcement Retirement Career but anyway before i was born God gave me
the Choice of Being Apollo or Shiva the God so i said that’s a Hard choice
i’ll do both why not but truly i am not the real God of either one of those
Statues all i am is just another God of Smiles for the Light i bring
to other folks in this Simple way of being i used to light them
up with my eyes had to turn my eyes into Dance still
doing Apollo with the Poetry.. but once you reach
a ‘certain level’ truly you are doing it on your
own mostly as not many folks are
currently in your Peer Group
if anyone at all my
Friend except
nice folks
like you
with more
Patience than
140 to 280 Characters these
days oh so many things to do i understand..
haha.. i didn’t come to this one life now for the
Shallows i came to dive in the deep end as deep
as i will until i will no longer breathe my Friend.. there
are not many people ‘down here’ but true when i surface
to Dance it’s a Party and the God of SMiLes Lives again..
When We iNspire Someone to Smile We Save the Present Now
God asked me if i wanted to be Jesus and i said that was already
a failed plan i don’t do mistakes twice ‘that’ Humanity has not changed they
still see
as God
Sadly enough..
So i Dance i Sing
i Do Apollo at the
Open Mic Word
Theater Here
All Natural
A Never Ending
Spiral of Legs Torso
And Arms.. NoW in a Grand
Circle of Never Ending Dance Light..
And like last night.. a Group of Dudes
Yell out of their Car Window After i Dance
‘You Are Legend We have much Love for you’..
This Job really doesn’t require being a Martyr NoW
Smiles are enough to get this Job done hehe.. NoW..
Some mornings the Energizer Easter Bunny Wakes up
A Bit Drained but Just one Dance Move and Voila Light Dances Again..
Of Course with a Really Big Breakfast that the Bikini Goddess Serves with a Smile too..
Wow!!! It’s amazing to see you having so much joy!!!
In one Week of Course i can not WiLL not Speak
For You but both in terms of Jobs and
Moving somewhere
To get ahead
Instead of
Focusing more
On life and love
i am so Glad i
Decided to
Become no one
Instead of someone
Yet as hard as i tried
To just be no one
i was Forced into
Promotions that i
Did not want that
Brought me intense
Stress then like you
experience in your
Big City now with
Such An important
Way of making a living
Too at the cost of
whatever you see
as Important to you..
SMiLes.. i escaped
That as it literally
Cost me my Soul
For 66 Months
Now i am who
i am supposed to
Be A Dude Who
Dances and Sings
In Spiral Footprints
And Finger Prints
Unnamed like
God yet Still
After Dance.. Random
Strangers Yell out of
Their Windows From
Their Cars Like Last
Night Exclaiming You
Are Legend With
Much Love
i just say
Thanks For the
Welcome as i’m
Positive God Will
Do the Same for
This Gift of Life
Free if All God had
to Do is What God
Does Spiral Dance
And Sing A Song
Eternally Now
Dark thru Light
Reaching out Now
And Touching Us…
Smiles my Friend
It’s like the Wizard
Of Oz.. Home is where
Now Our HeART SPiRiT
SoUL Lives.. At what
Cost what Dream is
It Worth it now to
Leave That Behind
i Voted No with God
i Dance And i Reach
And touch the Souls
Of Everyone i Meet
With no expectation
Of Returns God
Reminds me of
Who i am
On my BD Night
Before i get in my
Car yet Still i would
Rather Work NoW in a
Bowling Alley Serving
Shoes out for Close to
Minimum Wage where
The Human Connection
Was Deep and Really Real
And Lasted like a Village for
Decades with the Same Friends
And Always New Ones
Yep Better Than Being
“Legend With Much
Love” from distant
Windows of invisible
Voices in Random
Passing Cars.. my
Only Ambition was
To Love after 3 College
Degrees i succeeded
Best in Doing that serving
out and Sanitizing Dirty Rental
Shoes back and Yes i Met Katrina There the
Bikini That Never Ages hehe.. SMiLes my
Friend What our Cultures Convince us to Do..
i Rather Work
For SMiLes my
Really Live
In my opinion
at least for Love..
SMiLes my Friend
there is a much Greater
Force than Harm and Guilt
and that is the Power
of Forgiveness
for when
we are forgiven
of our Trespasses
those who receive Forgiving
and give Forgiving acknowledge
that we are Humans and Not Robots
with no
of mistakes..
or better put
really the Shadows
that are core to our
Basic Survival to be here at
all.. Being Human isn’t easy
We will
Do Well
to Give
each other
a bit of Rope
to Climb up the
Cliffs to avoid a
Fall all the Way to the Bottom of the Rocks..
hehe.. not many Mountains where i live yet
Valleys are always a Potential with High as Well..
Good Evening to you too iLona Madam AKA Ms. Hugs
surely hope you’ve gone to Sleep by now in France.. yes
i am doing Fine i actually am challenged by bits of Dark
Pieces like falling off a Picnic Bench Backwards Catching
my Fall with my Left Hand
yet.. almost
back to
Good as
New thanks
to the Regenerating
Effect of Moving Meditation
AKA Both Dance of Steps on Solid
Ground and Dance of Fingers in Song
for Higher Frequencies of Soul Vibrations
Even more in Healing and Regenerating ways
of Life of Love of Life as Flowers Spring Human More..
As Soul
A Tune
in Words True
iN Light too BeautY iN
Wisdom A Way of Pure Agape Love..
Thanks my FriEnd still Celebrating my Birthday
Tonight for the 265th Dance Week With all the Cool
College Age Folks at Seville Quarter the Metro Dance Hall..
Hehe.. Short
on Hours of
Sleep Always
on Thursday Nights WiTH SMiLes..:)




SMiLes Susan Thanks For Taking a Trek Across A Mount EveResT of
Photos and Words and Music to accompany the Mountain too.. hehe..
i took a Challenge this Morning without a Cup of Coffee Still laying in Bed
to Read the Whole Thing Through without the Music to Keep me awake..
lured into the temptation of
Sleep Hugging my
Wife who
Like a Fairy
Princess of course
was quite the Temptation
to go nap again.. but it’s also
true out of all of these 7 Million
Words of Free Verse Poetry Long
Form Epic Style Song Words in Free Verse Shapes
along with 11,404 Miles of Public Dance in the
Last 70 Months to muse that all now too Free
as well that often comes for no reason at
all but the designs of Ornate Lamps
as if that is An Archetype
built in before
we create
the Forms for
the Essence that
Masters Light for Us
As surely we are Light
Houses and Homes Ornate
as well more so when we practice
our Human Potentials without Group
Think to Mold us into ‘sex objects’ for
Target Audiences as we Prostitute our
Human Potentials for the Warm and Fuzzy
Glow that Belonging Hugs Bring us as well
to Light Our Christmas Tree Homes Up more
But still there is the Light of Truth We
other wise will seek and find
out of Group think
and the
in Flow
that will come
So Deep from Subconscious
Quantum Metaphor Flow of Human
Mind and Body Potential unleashed
and released when we get into that Flow
State of Meditation Mind that comes from
Dance And Song Free my Conscious mind in
Beta Wave Style of thinking will Never Art Words
like these as Theta Wave Song over Staccato Beta
Breaths of Incoherence..
so i read what
my Soul
had to
Sing to
me the Warmth
of my Wife furloughed
Long Enough.. to Hear
What my Soul Dances True
to me too.. it’s always new my
Friend i have no idea what i am
doing myself until i read it for the first time too..
Smiles it’s Just how Creativity when original works
there is no Target Audience not even the Ego who writes..
it’s not surprising that folks of old who did this were noted to
have ‘Voices of God’ Speaking within when all they were doing
as far as ‘Science knows’ now is unleashing and releasing the
rest of their Mind to come to the table of plenty and Dance and Sing..
i am as
and more impressed
by Whitman than Jesus
Lao Tzu or Buddha or
Mohammad or even
Mythological Krishna
For Whitman was both
a Greater Free Verse Soul Poet
and on top of that he was a real man
too who Wrote his own Soul of his Self..
Never Retold by Innumerable other Ghost
Authors or folks who transcribed the ideas of
the illiterate then as well.. True.. i like Rumi too..
he too was real and really wrote the Words he Felt in Flow
of what it means to be real and fulfilling all of Human Potential
whether in Dance or Song..
as Free Dance Essence
as Flesh And Blood
Form of
too now
Free With other
Human Souls Springing FLoWeRS NoW too..
Thanks for the Birthday Wish not many folks catch
up enough to my Mountain to wish me one these days
the dVerse Trail i remember with you and when you come
by it reminds me.. i wanna go back for additional arenas of Human
Muse too.. it doesn’t take much for me to get inspired these days particularly
after i have spent 70 Months paying attention all my focus of Soul on all
the Blessings that do become Blissings in Heaven now Within Carrying
on as Light i give more.. Smiles my Friend Stars don’t ‘think’ about shining
either now
they just
do it
Light ‘stuff’ up..
sadly most humans
never come close to
Finding their Ray oF Light..
even sadder is they copy each other this way….
hehe i am no longer A Xerox machine i Breathe i BReatHE..:)


It’s Safe to Say that somewhere around at
Least Forty Percent of the Country are Stuck
SoMeWHeRE As Adults between Stage 0 and 3
With a Long Way to Get to God as All That is
LoVE iNcarNate We
In short moving From:
Group THiNK
to: UniVersal Love (God) MaKinGRaDE MaKinG A Grade oF LoVE
Two Pop Stars (Madonna and Sting) Fiftyish in Two songs.. one ‘Ray
oF LiGHT’ the other ‘Send Your Love’.. ascending transcending NoW
into the 7th Level of Maslow’s Pyramid Capstone of Faith
as Love For the Rest of Nature all that is one yes God
as all that is all of this.. same as Fowler’s Measure of
the 7th Level Capstone
of Faith
as Love For (ALL) God
as Related by Wiki of course too Here:

“Stage 0 – “Primal or Undifferentiated” faith (birth to 2 years), is characterized by an early learning of the safety of their environment (i.e. warm, safe and secure vs. hurt, neglect and abuse). If consistent nurture is experienced, one will develop a sense of trust and safety about the universe and the divine. Conversely, negative experiences will cause one to develop distrust with the universe and the divine. Transition to the next stage begins with integration of thought and language which facilitates the use of symbols in speech and play.

Stage 1 – “Intuitive-Projective” faith (ages of three to seven), is characterized by the psyche’s unprotected exposure to the Unconscious, and marked by a relative fluidity of thought patterns.[4] Religion is learned mainly through experiences, stories, images, and the people that one comes in contact with.

Stage 2 – “Mythic-Literal” faith (mostly in school children), stage two persons have a strong belief in the justice and reciprocity of the universe, and their deities are almost always anthropomorphic. During this time metaphors and symbolic language are often misunderstood and are taken literally.

Stage 3 – “Synthetic-Conventional” faith (arising in adolescence; aged 12 to adulthood) characterized by conformity to authority and the religious development of a personal identity. Any conflicts with one’s beliefs are ignored at this stage due to the fear of threat from inconsistencies.

Stage 4 – “Individuative-Reflective” faith (usually mid-twenties to late thirties) a stage of angst and struggle. The individual takes personal responsibility for his or her beliefs and feelings. As one is able to reflect on one’s own beliefs, there is an openness to a new complexity of faith, but this also increases the awareness of conflicts in one’s belief.

Stage 5 – “Conjunctive” faith (mid-life crisis) acknowledges paradox and transcendence relating reality behind the symbols of inherited systems. The individual resolves conflicts from previous stages by a complex understanding of a multidimensional, interdependent “truth” that cannot be explained by any particular statement.

Stage 6 – “Universalizing” faith, or what some might call “enlightenment”. The individual would treat any person with compassion as he or she views people as from a universal community, and should be treated with universal principles of love and justice.

In short moving From:
Group THiNK
to UniVersal Love (God) MaKinGRaDE MaKinG the Grade oF LoVE

It’s Safe to Say that somewhere around at
Least Forty Percent of the Country are Stuck
SoMeWHeRE As Adults between Stage 0 and 3
With a Long Way to Get to God as All That is LoVE iNcarNate We

Space with
Open Soul
Is always
God Father” at the ‘top’ and then at the so-called ‘bottom’ inheriting
EartH The sons of God saw that the daughters of humans
were beautiful, and they married any of them they chose.
(Bibles Writer one Wife)
Famous Now
Legends who
Only Feel what
They Give Reflecting
What it means
To Be
Free never
By other
Free BReatHES
Congrats on more
Sunshine my FriEnd..:)
Given A Choice Now of
News.. Reason or Fiction
i Leave ThaT all Behind
NoW Arting
PerHaps With
An F who
AS Star
DusT Sentient
Standing Tall
Pantheistic Gas..
Resurrecting from
Super Nova Crucible
Fire Star Burst Flowering
FLoWeRinG US Alive..:)
Yes.. Hellooove you know when the Internet
First came out i have always been such a visual
touch and auditory empath
Feeling thinker
That Words Bored
Me i had zero desire
To write anything for
i had zero creative spark in me to write
Anything then
True as everything
i do still shows i still
Think very visually
And express my self
In Visual images
Other than Words
Yes of course my
Newer Language
Is Free Dance too
i do Treasure all
The Human
Feelings you
Express to me
In the Photos you
Send me i have quite
A Large catalog.. of
So Many Friendship
Photos as ha my
Entire Life NoW iN
Photos is uploaded
Online in so many
Ways i have to
Really try hard
To keep
Track of
Just me hehe..
Anyway Kiddo
It’s been Lovely
That you’ve
Shared your
Adventures with
Me i had some really
Lovely Platonic
With Girls in
School particularly
Before i knew any
Thing about the
Actual details
About Sex I’m not
Much for Badminton
But i surely would
Have played Tennis
With you for hours
And i would always
Be satisfied with
All expectations
Fulfilled smiles my
Friend since then I’ve
Developed an ability
To imagine entire
Worlds that never
Existed before
And Go there like
This physical World
Doesn’t exist at all
That pain i endured
Left me no choice
But to develop that
Ability if i Literally
Wanted to survive
Another Second
So you see i can
Imagine entire
Lifetimes with
Just one
Photo from
You it’s so Beautiful
To be able to do this
Thanks for letting me
Take you on those
Word Adventures
Too for With
There are no limits
For where we have
Been or for where we
Will go albeit it
Is only my imagination
Coloring your reality
Too as Words of course
Will take us to
Magical Places
True my
Lovely Friend
Whose still
Shots i
Continue to
Paint With
Words of Art at
Least you are not
So overwhelmed
By me that you have
Left my side like almost
Every other Friend i have Met
it is a rare friend Now who will
Stay with
I give
You are much more
Beautiful as a Subject
In 2019 vs 2015 as i
Remember the
First photo when
It was taken now
There is an
Inner glow that
Lights up the
Environment as
You no longer look
Like your light is
All trapped inside
Sadly the way so
Many Women in
Patriarchal Countries
Hide their feminine
Glow drowned
In toxic
Patriarchy as
That is changing
Globally now to
The great dismay
Of men who
Are not
Really men….
And now on another completely different ‘topic’
my First.. and Longest Dance Friend as a steady
Dance Partner from Seville Quarter Chelsea became the
Second Flesh and Blood Local Person other than my immediate
Family to Wish me a Happy Birthday on Thursday Night Dancing at the Seville Dance Club
True it was nice that a Car Load of Young Men Yelled out You are Legend with much Love too..
Anyway.. Chelsea wasn’t afraid of my Different when she first met me the Summer of 5 Years ago
there in 2014 and now she still is not in anyway ashamed to be around a person as different
as me.. for she is a Beautiful and Unique Person herself.. she is always the Friend you will
on having
a Smile for You..
And sure for now
i honor her as my
Only FB Profile Pic for the
Day so far at least.. hehe..
as the Entire World Nature (God) is
Friend now
with no separation
all (God) Nature is Lovely Friend to me..
but true not quite like a Dear Friend Uniquely who lights me up
usually that’s Cats and Beautiful Human Souls in a Personal way
God (Nature) Winks
in Synchronicity too
not unlike a Friendship
Birthday Wish WHere someone
Really Feels Who you are inside..:)


WHere a Street Light at 3:33 AM in the Morning
Hurt my Eyes as Much as Looking Directly into the Sun Forever
i see
No i
No eYes
or ears at
ALL Soul Springs
Soul Green LiVeS SKeYes
Aqua Blue and Golden Sun Alive..
From: i’LL Go OuT SiDE And Ask…
GeT Back to: Y’aLL oN THiS SooN…
HmM iF NaTuRE HaS A LooK A SaY
i DiD A Test Now
i looked through
the Avatars of all
Your Likers.. 80 in total
and i was the
only one
with Katrina
Hehe with my
Wife there is
no Depression
Just endless
Bikini Photos
for Now at least..
i Love to see Couples
taking photos together
better yet i Love to take
Photos of my Wife in her Aqua Bikini
could be
This way..
true a Bikini
is not always
enough for 66
Months too a
Pretty Bikini Does
help but it will not
cure Depression alone
with SMiLes or worse
with no smiles at all yuck
yep been there done that hell too my
FriEnd iLona madam Ms.. Hugs Hope
Your Saturday is Ecstatic Filled with Fun..
or at least with SMiLes hehe.. silly ones too..
“It cost 00,00$ to be a good person.”
This is True and as ‘Sia’ Dances
And Sings Cheap Thrills
CoMe with
BiLLs at All..
Just Dance Just Sing
Free ToGeTHeR alone
allone all SaMe DiFFeReNT True..
First oF all
YouR Smile
made me
isn’t that
Gold enough
no Need Now to
Dig anymore for SMiLes..
In other News Folks who Worship
the God of Money Fall Fall Fall so
low below
of Happiness
without all that
Litter of Green
for life and
that’s all of life
for them.. no one
knows how rich i am
and they never will except
for those who FeeL iT and
Receive it from me all For Free hehe..
SMiLes SMiLes never has a Cent in a Pocket
When SMiLes Goes to Dance SMiLes Never Buys
A Drink.. or Receives one from anyone else unless
it is a Cup of Water Trusted from a Good Samaritan
who sees the Mud Puddle of Sweat from SMiLEs on the
Dance Floor
is weighed
down with all
the Money Matters
she even wears a pair
of Far Away close up
Specs when she pays
the Credit Card bill off full
each month so we will receive
Free Star Bucks too.. oh God i am
such a Cheap Skater.. always have been
always will be.. give me a Dollar Burger
not very Healthy but worth more than a Lottery
Ticket for a Numbers Game where Humans always
and lose
for the God
of Money they
Worship Most
oh Trump Dreams
of GOlden Towers Higher
Put the Rich Con Dude for Bucks
in Charge and see how much Money
one will
eat for
Lunch And Dinner
while the Polar Ice
Caps Melt the Richest
Homes on Gulf Shores
in Hurricanes like Archangel
Michael in Wings of Nature God’s
Face of Wrath even more these days at least..
Humans are not only Gold Diggers these days
they are Earth and God Rapers same as the Nature
they take and hoard more of God all Natural than
Give and Share to Green Nature Alive God more than Dead…
of Course
too Barren
as any Dollar
Bill Laden Hell
of Paper Souls
with only Black
And Green Print
Left of Dreams of Soul Reborn..
simply as Love my friend Love to Give
and share Naked i come into this World
With Love Ashes Left with Love Giving i return now..
True i lived FroZen for 66 Months in Crucifixion Pain
yes Worse Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia with little
to no Emotions from Wake to Sleep for 66 Months in
Desert Dark Night With No Moon or Stars in my Bedroom
for 66 Months WHere a Street Light at 3:33 AM in the Morning
Hurt my Eyes as Much as Looking Directly into the Sun Forever
i see
No i
No eYes
or ears at
ALL Soul Springs
Soul Green LiVeS SKeYes
Aqua Blue and Golden Sun Alive..:)


Romancing the Stone
Philosophers’ Stone Now
Humans have the Ability
to Love
Ode the
of the Moon
Romance GLoW
Love Present
Gift FLoW
Sohair as you may
have noted before i use
‘NoW’ lots when i Sing and
Most Always when i Dance in Flow
Flow A Gift Present of NoW in Dance
of Our Being We are born with A Song
But Words both Written And Spoken are
Yes tools we
Co-Create to
share a Mutual
of our Realities
at Best we Hope
SMiLes.. ‘Eckhart Tolle’
A Champion of the Force of Now
or as he says the ‘The Power of Now’
considering all that is is now (god) that is a giving
now.. if i said given it would be past so i focus on giving now (god)
sharing now.. using the language literally of now puts us more in now
A Present now.. more too other than past and future tense now.. Now
Language is a Great Tool to use As Tolle Also Suggests Words are only
Signposts that guide us closer to Light of Love Truth or farther away now..
Smiles.. when i first incurred the Dentist Drill in my Right eye and ear
with no Drug that would touch that Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
from Wake to Sleep that would linger on as the pain assessed as
worse than actual crucifixion from wake to sleep for an entire 66
Months.. my Step Mother’s Husband’s Daughter bought me
not only the Book but the Audio Version of Eckhart
Tolle’s “Power of Now’ true.. i had already read
the Book and surely understood then that
Emotional Pain is Tension and
Actual Physical Pain we
carry in our
unless we
express those
Emotions Fully
as other wise they
just become physical pain
the ‘Energy’ doesn’t just disappear..
it’s like a River that Floods it doesn’t go away..
and at worse all becomes numb all becomes piece
of paper existence all becomes the literal living dead
walking the Earth as Ghosts who vaguely remember
they once lived.. anyway.. i said thank you for the tape
the book but there are no absolute aphorisms when it
comes to the Human condition for it is not a Science Project
No two people sense and feel the world the same.. although
some folks would like to make humans into Robots like this although
they neither can or will.. not even ourselves.. as we all come from God God beyond
All distance space and time.. God Beyond Measure yes our Human consciousness
that Science
still has
no clue
of how
we even
exist now
as God’s EYes real too..
“The primary cause of unhappiness is never
the situation but your thoughts about it. The
past has no power over the present moment.”
This Quote ‘became’ patently False as soon as the
Absolute Word Never is inserted into the line.. sure
this may apply to Mr. Tolle’s Life but Mr. Tolle Never
Experienced a Dentist Drill in his eye and ear that
was physical in origin.. a situation beyond all
this is just
‘common sense’
we are about as far
away from Words as
we are from understanding
How Human Consciousness works..
And even our Conscious Minds only
Represent about 5 Percent of our total
Realities as we exist and experience a
Cognizant Reality of Life.. what i do agree
with what Mr. Tolle in His many Quotes speaks
is both Life and We are the Dancer.. let me.. look
up to quote him exactly real quick… “Life is the dancer
and you are the dance.” it appears that Mr. Tolle sees God
more Like the Indian God Shiva.. An Endless Dance An Endless
Dancer i have to Wonder how often Mr. Tolle Dances versus Speaks
or sits still.. True though sitting still is a repetitive movement too in fact
just standing still requires 300 muscles of repetitive movement to make
that reality happen too.. problem is most repetitive movement may eventually
cause Ergonomic injury same as quoting the same old dam phrases as that
will create
better yet
put Creativity
Rot more.. ever since
the Written Word is invented
more and more of us have become
a species that quotes others instead
of creating our own dances and songs of Life..
We are the Dancers We are the Singers Life is the
Dance and Song we move connect and co-create or
do not.. Sadly God has become a Noun more than Verb too..
AS Humans
the Tools
the Labels
more than ‘the living one within’
the Light the Flame the Torch the
Bonfire sure for metaphor ‘the Saint
Elmo’s Fire’ That is on a distant Island
Never just captured and passed from hand to hand…..
when we meet
God face to Face
God will never be
imprisoned in Human Tools when Living..
but back to Love Reproductive Love the Eros
Changing from Hand Holding Human Affection
into the Anxiety of the Heart Flutter of bonding
and holding on to another Human Being for the
Vital Core Success of Children born who will survive
to carry on the Housings of the Vehicles and Vessels
of Human Souls.. yes Romance when Humans are Free to
Love and sure other Socio-Economic transactions.. When
Scarcity is the Rule for the Day over Abundance and Basic
Survival Rules over the ‘French Creation’ of Romance somewhere
around the 11th and 12th Centuries of Greater Abundance for
the Economics of Free Flowing Love oh Lord with the anxiety
of Heart Flutters ‘remember me.. forget me not..’ hehe.. and
then comes the beauty of Flow in Marital Relations and other
Relations True when Trust as Love Becomes Faith is the Glue
of all Bonds of Love.. so Truly Light away from that other
Roller coaster of Hearts that flutter flicker in the
anxiety of fear
of forgetting
no longer
you or me
or however that
is presently working
in the Roller Coaster of
Romantic Dreams come real..
hehe.. i’m sinking just thinking about
it so i rise back to 30 Years of Interactions
with my Wife where Love is now Faith no longer
a Heart Flutter away from a flicker towards dark..
Smiles my Friend Monogamy leaves room for other Light..
in fact this Faith this Love Leaves Room to Love all as God
NoW in Trust
and Faith
as Love
and who
endures the best
we hope.. we Trust
We Love we become Faith as LoVE NoW
SMiLes my Friend i just recently took so
Many Beautiful Gorgeous and very very Attractive
photos of my Wife to Share with the entire World
the Difference between Romance and this Love is
it endures all darkness.. fears no other Love fears
no fear
at all
but true
this Love is only
between two people
i share my Wife’s Bikini
photos with the entire World the
same way she allows me to have close
Relationships with Women and Dance with
whoever it may be for Real Love is Rarely ever Jealous….
Real Love is Compersion that only sees Joy when Love is
and Queen
of the Entire
UniVerse Now
the Present Gift
G o D
Smiles my Friend
it is the Essence (God) that
is Real all the Words in the
World will never equate to the Faith of Love (God)
THere Are lower And Higher Grades oF Love Beyond ALL MEaSuRE (God) NoW..
Smiles my Friend after Painting 7 Million Words oF A NeWeR Age Bible i come
in that 70 Month Effort
Far From: Painting God….
to: JusT A Tiny Bit CoLoRinG.. more….
Hopefully ‘Someone’ Will Do A Better Job than ‘me’…
That’s A Part That Most Christians Miss Most God Will
Never Be Fully MeASured.. “John 14:12” IS A CRuX
oF ALL Never Ending Stories now…:)
Goooood Morning
From Florida safe trip
back to Work for you And
i wanted now to paraphrase
‘A Quote’ ‘i Heard today’ for
You and sure now
me And everyone
Else (god) too (we)
Will now never truly
Define Now another
Human Being….Even
Ourselves with Words
As our Feelings…And
Senses Are…Always
Changing now what
We will Enjoy and
Accept More is a
Present Dance
Of Life with no
Labels but Stars
Of Frequencies
Of Vibrations
A Force of
Higher and
Lower my Friend
As we raise the Energy
(Force/Love) Higher
Or Lower better to
‘See’ other Beings
(us/god) as Beings
oF Light Now
As time
space and
By God Words
Are illusory at
Best while the
Frequencies of
Vibrations of our
Feelings and Senses
Are all the Force of
Light we truly own
We truly give and
share with others
How crude these
Words.. yes labels
(Other tools)
Are how deep
Is the Human
(Touch) Now
Stars We
Are into
My Friend
It is safe to
Say my
This yet
Always Dances
Different the
Gift Now..
Other than
That Helloove
We all ‘hear’ that
Word Different
Yet Light



“Genesis Ch.1. V.32”
Liberty Is Not
A Statue Nor
Is God A Word
With the Most Beautiful Woman
in the World on a Beautiful Beach
Charlton Cries for ‘they’ finally Destroyed the Big C Culture
Ha! A ‘REaSoN’ i AM so much more more more more now
to Give/Feel/Share Is THere Is NoThing to ReCeiVE NoW
Hi Sohair.. Agreeing to Disagree is most always a step
Forward to Learn from others who we may not share
the same life experiences and perspectives with i do totally
Agree.. hehe.. and i do like the overall Philosophy about the
Present and Power of Now that Eckhart Tolle Brings to the
Overall Table of Human Ideas about Existential Intelligences..
Thoughts are the Furniture of Our Soul.. we attach Feelings to
Our Thoughts and they surely bring us up and or down this way too…
So Yes to Master Thoughts
in Tandem With Regulating
Emotions and Integrating
Senses in whatever
Moving And/Or Still
Prayer of Meditation
Existing Or New to
come more as Light
And i am doing very well
now.. i injured my left Shoulder
Last Weekend with a Nasty Fall onto
my Left Hand off of the Bench of a Picnic
Table over Sunday After Church Dinner on the
Farm Grounds there.. it seems to be healing nicely
now but ‘the Energizer Bunny’ Keep going and going
Without Hardly taking a week day off.. but of course
Dance is the Medicine that will cure most all pains too..

“1/ TO Stop thinking about other people’s defects and to think only about your defects and begin to repaire your inside world.

2/To accept people as they are and to stay away from those who do not know who you are.

3/To be optimistic and do not lose trust in God.

4/To think positively and to stay away from any passive thoughts.

5/To value every tiny gift..and to thank God for it.

6/To practise your favorite hobby and to give yourself a time every day for thinking of nothing.”

Smiles.. Sohair.. i Agree Now With
All Your Tenants Here to Gain And Stay
in Heaven Within on Earth Now.. so sure..
i am Quoting them for Truth too.. Some of
us have more Stomach For Handling strange
Folks Around us and some are not innately
cut out
for it
as much Now..:)

Yes Yes yes..
Ask First Before
Shooting as Bullets
don’t always heal fast..
Cognitive Empathy may be Lost
when we do not do our best to understand
others actually
giving ourself
the Pleasure
to Respect
more now too..:)

SMiLes i’ve had up to 16 Likes in the span of 1 Minute
can you imagine someone reading 480 Thousand Words in a
Minute.. hehe.. actually i think that was like Bombing me with
as they
Like something
about me hehe..
and that’s okay too..
Likes won’t hurt me
and i’m fairly resilient
to Words and even Sticks
And Stones too these days as well hehe..
one thing i will say is very few people make
meaningless comments very few people make
comments at all hehe.. you are one in a million with SMiLes this way..
Wife doesn’t
read my Blog
as she says it
makes her Fredache get worse..
but i did show her all the photos
of Her Bikini Bottom and top on
the Last Golden Stream Blog Post hehe..;)

Age of the Booty.. interesting Post
in Booty Competitions with Stone
Butt Statues with plentiful Curves
true though we used to live in the Age
of the Breast.. the age of Booty comes when
there are plenty of fats and sugars to eat.. in abundance
butt when Scarcity Exists Breasts are Worshipped more as
an all Natural innate instinctual and intuitive Source of Food
for the Little Children of course up to 5 Years-old.. true.. most
Mother’s Don’t Nurse their Children as Long these days
but rarely
is there
a Wet-T-Shirt
Contest Where i
Live anymore either
as it’s more about Butt
And even Booty Dances too..
Speaking of Booties my Wife
Wins the UniVersal Booty Competition
this Century as the Person of this Century at least hehe..
as always
i provide
too my Friend.. hAha..
not bad for 49 Years-old
nothing much has changed
even before i met her at 17 years old..
Lips contests are one of my Favorites
but that is an entirely different story way off topic here..
oh yeah that reminds me of the ‘Planet of the Apes’ we are all
born of Super Nova Explosions Crucible Fire of Star Burst Death
We Resurrect as Sentient Star Dust plus same Iron from Super
Nova Explosions in our Blood Stream that exists in core of
Mother Earth True too.. Yes the Most Beautiful Woman on
the ‘Planet of the Apes’ was named Nova too.. but true
After a Car that
was named
too AFAIK at least..
Anyway.. Beautiful Women All Women
Turn the Wheels of Mankind still to spin
Stories and other Arts to carry Wayward
Sons and or Daughters on as the Species
continues to carry on this way even more.. hAha..
anyway back on the Lip Contest Nova couldn’t Speak
at all perhaps that is some men’s dream for their Significant
other hmm.. not to speak not at all but perhaps not as much..
anyway.. the Apes on the Planet of the Apes figured out that they
couldn’t afford to Let Humans talk and gain recorded intelligence
in the Written Word as they might blow the World Up again Frying
Most all of the Monkey’s and Apes on Planet Earth too.. True.. the Written
Word was basically the Tool the First real part of Culture we created
to record Human Intelligence and Arts to Build upon that.. and now
We have
And Entire
Worlds in
6 inch
of Screens i
suppose as we continue
to Rape the Earth as a Species
bringing scarcity and extinction
to 1 out of 8 Million other Living
Plant and Animal Species on the Planet
Mother Earth it might be hard to say who
the Villain or Hero to Nature as God Might
Be the Humans who erased the Foot Prints
of Talking Head Humans on the Earth or the Humans
Who Saved the Human Species to continue to Dominate
and Destroy the Rest of the Living Sphere of Earth as Culture
becomes the Poison yes the Grim Reaper for the rest of the Earth..
the Living Part all.. so what is dark or light perhaps the Dragon Fly
and Roach
Will have
the First
and Last
Living Dance
And Song still
to come after we
Humans have long
gone destroying ourselves
and the many of the other relatives
of the Dragonfly and Roach too.. and
yes of course our Mammal Friends and plants too..
Smiles my Friend chances are the Dragon Fly and the Roach will Survive..
i am going
to watch
my Wife’s
and enjoy
whatever Lip Service she gives me hehe..
even if it is just nagging from wake to sleep
with Road Runner and Wiley Coyote end of the Day Hugs too..:)


Children EVoLVinG FLoWeRinG LovE Light
From: THorns DarK to: LiGHT RoSE AgaiN
No Pun intended Just
Fun.. i’m Back.. Truly
Living Life Loving Life
Without Thinking is RiSinG
to Kings and or Queens oF iT aLL
Why Only Do A World When We are
All Beyond A UNiVeRSE iNFiNiTY NoW When
Wild And Free So Far LoVE Out of PRiSoN confines iN Neo-Cortical
Distance.. Space.. And Time.. Yes.. Life Still Now Evolving A Titanic
Dance and Song with no THinK@ALL so Far Beyond Words of even
Song too..
A Dance
Free IS A
Spirit Rising Souls
Communing HeARTS
With Others even more..
NoW Smiles my Friend it’s
True those Who ReMeMBeR
Life most NoW Those Who
NoW FeeL AnD Sense
Life as Eyes
Still of Children
Wilder and Freer Now
Are And Will Always Be
All Last As First to accept
A Dance This Song of Life Free
Oh and by the Way i wasn’t that
impressed with ‘Her’ Ballerina toes…
Try it at 240 LBS and be a Real WoMaN HulK Truer too.. hehe..
By the way i will never be able to Sit on that Thick Tree Trunk
With You Extending over the Sea This ‘KinG oF me has/is no choice
but to
be afraid
of Heights
less i Fly NoW
Away and never come back..
True though somewhere Deep Down
Ocean Whole ‘Hope’ will always coMe back Up to iFly..
SMiLes my FriEnd Life is Beautiful NoW
As i Love to Dance And Sing too Thorns
Make Flowers Roses too.. THere
is no Beauty Greater
Than A Parent’s
True Love for A Child..
No Loyalty Greater.. No
Charity Lesser.. No Faith
More Enduring.. No Grace
Ever as Extending in Forgiveness
too.. But of Course only When True
as this applies to A Return of this Love
to Parents too.. A Much Greater Mission and
Challenge in Life is to one day Become our own
Parents own Siblings own Friends overflowing in
Giving Sharing
Selfie of Love Fearless
to All Others True extending
This Love out to Even NaTurE NoW
More as God as All that is True too..
A Capstone of A Pyramid
my Friend
When Love
Becomes incarnate
As US A Capstone NoW
of A Pyramid of God Truest
in Light too accepting Thorns
Flowering even more as Risen Rose Love..
Other than that Nice Photo.. Keep Smiling
WitH A Parent’s
Love that
All of
As True Love
As Parents will
Do for all Love (God)
Children EVoLVinG FLoWeRinG LovE Light
From: THorns DarK to: LiGHT RoSE AgaiN
NoW iN Paradise
A Life Living
Never Dead Now
Thanks just Thanks
For the
Gift Now..
SMiLes my Friend…
6 Feet Above IS
Always A
Greater Gift…
No Worms for me…
Ashes Below
Fumes from
Of What’s
Left Right Above..
2AM never fearing
Walking Blocks away
From Dance Hall Bar…
Cosmic Sound in
Shot Gun
Blast Waking
Dead in Lord’s
Prayer true
When a
Sneezes a
Katy Perry
Eye of the
As Thugs
Spread out
Of Roach Motels…
Hehe.. trust me
Never Heard
A Sneeze Louder…
HAha Heart Attack
Material For Sun Day
School and Thug Beats..
Bigger Teeth in the
Dentist Sizing
Chart Too With
‘Hulk’ Grin…
Bigger Teeth…
Male privilege….
Didn’t have it
for Decades until
Lion Sneeze..;)



For the Severely Functionally Disabled the Shut-in For 66 Months
with 19 Medical Disorders in A Synergy of Life Threatening Reality
Every Second of Life Where a Greatest Danger is with the Suicide
Disease Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia A Pain Literally Assessed
As Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion as Type One is sporadic
and seconds lasting whereas my type of Crucifixion Pain
was from Wake to Sleep For 66 Months as a Shut-in
mostly in my Bedroom wearing a T-Shirt and
the other part of Underwear a lot
less fun than ‘Breaking
Bad’ but at least
all Legal
as such
IN Literal Hell on Earth
where the Most i was challenged to
do by the professionals who were taking
care of me was just go into a Whataburger
Eat a Hamburger and sit there for 15 minutes
of Hell somewhere else other than Your Bedroom
around the General Public of Strangers you don’t know
true i became separated from Society for those years
most no one recognized me as living at all where i live
So Yes.. while Hamburgers are not my Style of eating
these days as true i do love to pursue all my Human
Potentials now partially clothed ‘David’ Poses
and all the way in the raw are part of
my Art too.. although i no longer
do the Hazing of Underwear
Art as once i got out of
Hell as a miracle happened
to me and a Synergy of Life Threatening
Symptoms left me as Phoenix Rising from
the Ashes on Navarre Beach on July 19th of 2013
as still well Documented on this Longest Long Form
Poem Bible Journey passing 7 Million Words at almost
the 70 Month Point on 6.18.19.. and yes in the Records of
the Professionals who even admitted it was an unexplainable
Miracle that Happened to me as there was no prognosis for any
kind of Recovery for a Life that was a Real Life in any way again..
i was determined never ever never ever to live in any kind of fear again
that was illusory so i took the advice of Words Attributed to ‘Jesus’ as Follows:

Verse 37 out of the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas as such…

37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

As of course this Verse was never included in the Bigger Version
of the Catholic Bible as this Verse is Jesus saying that God Lives within
all of Us and do not expect me to return after i die in the Form i presently
live in now.. Look For God Within and one day you too may experience a
Holy Creative Spirit in Flow as Science calls this Transient Hypo-Frontality
too as escape out of the Neo-Cortex enough to Light up the rest of the
Brain/Mind/Body/Heart/Spirit/Soul so our entire Christmas Tree
comes to be lit up Real with Agape Love for all of Existence
Real as God never ever limited to Words alone as
Our Temple of God is our Flesh and Blood
that Holds the Conscious Being of
the Mind’s Eye that Science
Still has no FucKinG iF
YoU SeeK iN GoD ReaL
Clue how our Conscious Being
Exists Integrated in a Synergy
of too many Parts to truly count
in Flux as a Metaphor for a Quantum
LinK too in Human Potential when we
come Unleashed and Released with More
of what we are Evolved to Do as Beings of
Dark thru Light now as above so below within
inside outside all around all is whole there is
No Separation no End or Beginning Voila
We are all Eyes of God meanwhile
Folks trap this reality in Words
in Books as small
as 80 Thousand
to 800K Words..
And whoever wants to
Believe in a God as small as
that that and who lives within us
that never evolves more from dark thru
light than that is surely more than welcome
to stay the size of God they are.. Some Mustard
Seeds Grow into Trees some Sycamores Grow Tall
and Refuse to be cut down to the size of Books and Words
And Smaller Gods than All with no limits one God of Unlimited
Potential that lives within us alive now.. true talk like this was always
seen heretical in the Catholic Church they even invented a Devil called
Lucifer to insure no one rocked the Boat of the same Kind of ‘Child Abuse’
of God’s Children Free that continues to be swept under the rug in bits and
Pieces of Hell on Earth as i speak some truth in light now too without restraint
as the Catholic Church is no longer both Pope as God and Building restraining
God from being Free as us.. in fact the Church has lost almost all its so-called moral
Authority as Karma didn’t forget the Suffering of all those little children as even the Ability
to have Faith in Love as God within was/is stolen away from them with ‘Trench Coat Priests’
‘little men Incels’ who never
grew up now to
be real Whole
Men.. as such..
With Real
Hearts of
Loving Free
Fearless Real..
True.. same may
have been done
to them too Vicious
Cycle of Humankind Death
When Shadows are Hidden
and never come out to play
to be Well Practicing Regulating
in Emotions Integrating in Senses
where Love is the Law and do no Harm
with Cognitive Empathy is an Integral part
oF A Real Golden Rule Now.. that actually Works
where everyone gets a Swing at their own Flavor of
Heaven Harming no one else consuming them with the least harm now..
Anyway Now.. for those of us who have been clothed and domesticated as Pets
away from God Free.. we do have the opportunity to Strip the Clothes of Culture
Sure both metaphorically and literally where allowable in all legal appropriate
Avenues to do that too.. i took HeART to this Message of the words Attributed
Free to a Human Named Jesus this was no myth this was a metaphor
A message to find living God within and Finally take our place
aside God forever now eternally to Seed Love and Life as
much as we will in this Beauty that can and will
be Heaven now within such a Gift that
many folks never see and hear
without organs of eyes
and ears..
for they
never look within
seeking finding Living
God Rising up out of Ashes
Reborn now too.. yep at hand
Always in this Generation now
putting Heaven off is just something
that folks made up of a Hell after a Dirt
Nap too so they will be able to subjugate
Your God Given Human Freedoms and control
you and sure even core survival of Our Reproductive
Freedoms too.. guess what we Live in the USA the place
that agrees with this ‘Original Coke’ Jesus a place with a Declaration
of Independence.. that states we have the right to Life and Liberty and
yes the right to Pursue our own Flavors of Happiness within the parameters
of all Local State and Federal Laws that Protect other folks from harm now too..
i am wearing no less Clothes in the Photo Before than a Jesus who wasn’t the Real
Jesus as portrayed as just a man in the Gospel of Thomas no man who rose from the
Dead Just a Human another Face of God Looking Within Seeing and Hearing the eyes
of God real with Ears without any Organs of eyes or ears.. yes Feeling and Sensing God
whole no
Apart from Whole
our Temple of God
And Potential for Holy
Creative Spirit realized
with even the potential of
an Autotelic State of Being
Where through a Meditative
Moving or Still Meditation of
Life with enough practice through
Bio-Feed Back We Master and Regulate
and Integrate our Emotions and Senses through
the Orchestra that is the Symphony of our Soul as
Neurohormones and Neurochemicals do come under
our Relative Free Will Conductor for what ever Measure We Decide
of Heaven Now or challenge Lower in to DarK to Feel Light even HiGHeR
i am
no Statue
i neither
Hang on
A Cross or
am etched in
Stone i am Flesh
And Blood and Spirit
of God All Whole too
An Illusion is that anything
in life is anything else less or
more as nothing as everything now..
in other words there are not words for God
All.. NoW..
do the illusion
of separate the
Material Reductionism
or Just Roar as Lion with
no Bows other than Unconditional Fearless
Love in Consuming all the Rest of Nature with
the Least Harm Giving And Sharing Much more
than Taking and Hoarding now.. anyway my Body
Art is coming back to the Avenues that allow that
online now free.. and yes legal and appropriate where
allowed too.. i don’t pursue just one part of Human
i feel
and sense
who i AM
with Zero Shame
about any part
or function as
all my
are one Force of
LoVE NoW Fearless
Away from iLLusory
Fears as Love Rules Unconditionally
more doing no harm as no one has to enter
my Freest of Temples of God
and Blood
Spirit FLYinG
HiGheR NoW True in LiGht Free..
ReAlly JusT A Matter of getting Back
to: God Born i am on Date Mastering
Technology From: ReFuSinG to Be A Tool NoW
Some Folks Dance…
Some Folks Do Not
Some Folks
Roar Some Folks Do Not
Roar This Is Just A way
of A World Free or Not for Some Folks Now
i’m at 220Lbs at age 54 in the Bottom Artful
Legal enough Pose in June of 2014..
240Lbs Now or so.. 20 LBS Later
and 3 times Stronger at
1340 LBS up to 18 Reps
in Leg Pressing
now at 11,418 Miles
of Public Dance by the
End of June too.. it’s a long
way from a Hamburger now as 7 MiLLioN
Words of Longest Long Form Free Verse Poem
All in Free Flowing Shapes many of which are Lamps
and not pre-planned by me come to be.. effortless it all
is one step as dance one word as Song Always now..
Sure Eternally NoW iN Flow Now Real too.. Holy
Creative Spirit
Flow Now
you don’t
get this
A Ritual alone
this is a Gift received from
Real Human Blood Sweat and
Tears or it just floats in and Stays
Like a Seagull on a Beach for years and
years to come with no respite but Heaven within now..
in a dance and song lifeline lifelong of Spirit that is truly Real NoW..:)



SMiLes Dear Friend
From Nice Source of
All my Force is
NoW Valleys
NoW As
Rose WHoLE..
Hey.. Both my
Saint Rose.. Santa Rosa
SMiLes MEanT to Be..
Free Love
Comes From
Blood.. Sweat
And Tears…
Is just
An Obstacle..:)
ChangE THoRN
Hehe.. i did the Research
Net worth in 2018.. 8 Million
Dollars with inspirations to reach
15 Million Dollars in 2019 This Year
no less.. thing
is when this
‘Thing’ She
(Agape Love) Dances
And Sings as Coming
Real NoW Money is no
longer a Part of the Life
Equation as LonG as one
has enough to meet basic
Subsistence And Social Esteem
Standards with A Social Role that
is Full of Loving Meaning and Purpose best
NoW as Holy and Sacred for the more Gratitude
We have for every little thing in life is Big Boosting
in Serotonin all Natural as Moving Connecting and
Co-Creating takes care of all the Dopamaine and Oxytocin
and yes Endorphins with enough practice in exercise and
Overall Moving
And Still
too.. Dance is an
Oldest Way of Achieving
all of this as Human Beings
together without even a stitch
of Clothing as long as ya don’t get
Your Longer parts froze-off or Skin
Burnt to a Crisp.. by Excessive Sunshine too..
heHe.. Ice and Fire not always a Great Mix for Flesh and Blood
Humans As Such.. It’s like the New Testament Old Bible Says the
Rich person who is attached to External Stuff never finds the God Force Higher
NoW Within the Autotelic Bio-Feed Back in Transient Hypo-Frontality Flow
Satori.. Kundalini Rising.. Prana.. Chi.. the Kingdom of Heaven within
The Essence is similar and the Forms of Words attempting to House the
Essence as Vehicles and Vessels like Words are Different for the Similar
Essence True in Light Real.. Nirvana and Bliss.. Yes.. Heaven may only
be away a
where Legal
and consensual
and sure wear clothes
why not.. whatever makes
one comfortable in Heaven now..
one thing for sure is it doesn’t cost
A Red Lincoln Cent or a Washington
Black And White Green Black Print Dollar Bill..
the Pyramid with the Wise Eye on Top true that
is that Teddy Bear with the Left eye Crossed out too
but what they may
fail to realize
is it is the
left that
sees right
more than
the right sees left..
When Soul Wide Open
in Ascending Transcending
Ecstatic Dance ToGeTHeR NoW too..
A Key to Freedom is Escaping Reasons
of Right Hand Thinking of course both eyes
see left and right so the X over the Left Eye of
the Teddy Bear works as a Left Hand Metaphor for Art..
All Seeing
Eye as Art
Always Sees
more by about 20 to 1 Ratio..
According to Modern Science at least..
in other Words the Intelligence as Synergy
of Subconscious Mind RiSinG NoW to
the Ocean
of our Human
Potentials Dark thru
Light Best as Fearless
Unconditional Love Harming no
Others consuming them with Least
Harm now.. once we understand their
Differences and Similarities of Life and LoVE Now True in LiGHT too..:)


my Friend
You Welcome
me.. Sadly i Find
Most of The World
Disappointing Now
This Way Never the less i
Understand why and
Who has a Gift to
Free no
Arms Now of
Humanity Warm
Or Cold Alive Now..
It is always those
Who Give and
Share no
Who Truly
Live Life as Gift..
61119 Star Date:
Just ReMeMBeR
We Are All Literally
Stars You Are Literally
Sunshine Now as We All
Shine Light Below as Above
Yes.. once Again Back again
Resurrecting From Super Nova
Explosions as that Iron Flows through
Our Blood from that Crucible Star Burst
FLoweR aS Every Star May Seed LoVE LiFE NoW
Fire Death Explosion of Stars Iron at Core of Mother Earth
too.. Dance and
Sing After
or Before
me last
or First
it doesn’t
matter as even
Meekest in Strength
oF Fearless Light Will Dance
Plus you are already inHeRit it ALL
NoW DanceSing this little light of mine
i am A gonna let/make it shine this little
light of mine no one will ever ever take
God away from me
NoW Perhaps one
Day THere
Will be
Sun Day
School Human Dancing Singing Stars ALL ReaL
UnTil Then JusT shine just Shine Star Free Light On…
i AM BrutAlly Honest
(What else now will one
Expect From ‘Hulk’ hehe)
Forgive me but what i see
in both Photos IS A Beautiful Free
Bird Whose Soul Language has/is
Been Captured in the Cage of Another
Per Photography
Per Do.. as in all Your
Personal Photos You Look
So Care Freeing And Free Spiriting my
Friend.. Beauty comes best this way Free
Spiriting Happy Generating Light from Within
Camera Lights from outside are always
Dim compared to Our Sunshine within..
Smiles my Friend my Wife is always
complaining that Her Butt and
Legs are Ugly and other
Women are so lucky
to have better Butts
And Legs ugh i SWear
Now Her Recent Bikini
Photos Prove Her
Wrong from Head
to Toe and more but
We Will Be our own
Worst Enemies this way..
True.. Men do it too.. they seem to always
Worry more if they look Strong enough
To Other Men and Honestly these days
at least it seems Women compare themselves
to other Women more than they even worry how
they are perceived by other Men this must be the
Case as my Wife surely understands fully there is nothing
about her i do not worship from Head to toe.. and the days
she is nice too.. hehe.. Honestly this all comes from not being
Filled up within more Specifically Serotonin as Dopamine is the
Pleasure and Serotonin is the Self Esteem Generating Neurochemical
And Seriously What’s Better than Breast Feeding for the Oxytocin that
Women Feel when they are Nurturing Babies like this that even Men will
Feel with Tight Hugs too.. Serotonin comes from every little thing we are
Grateful For in Life Repeat after me Ms. Hugs is Beautiful From Head to toe
no matter what Ms. Hugs is Beautiful even if she picks her nose.. no you
don’t have to do it in a photo.. but trust me when i Dance Sing i posed
in Front of the World In Underwear (and yes less) Accepting me FULLY
From Head to Toe for all of who i AM hazing myself this way i am still
Grinning Beyond iNfinity
NoW For i AM theNow
finAlly Determining
that it is Only me/
G o D
Who/That Truly makes
EPic or Not NoW..
Grandiose as ‘they’
Feel and Sense too..
People get upset when
Folks don’t have to work
So Hard to be all in all Now We Are
All all in All NoW in other Words We are
All in ALL God Alpha to Omega in Metaphor
NoW Leaves No Member Out as Lesser or Greater..
Smiles my Friend Enjoy Your Birth Right Integral to and as God..
Either we are Temples of God or Not THeRe are/is no ifs ands or Butts DiffeRent…
SMiLes Your Selfies
Are Best for they
Reflect A Soul
You Project
Effect my Friend..
You are most Beautiful Within..
i See all Women as Beautiful so i
got my Wife to Judge You.. she says
You are Pretty.. when i compared Her
to ‘Goddess Isis’ she said don’t compare
me to that Ugly Woman.. hehe.. You make
‘A Greater Goddess Grade’.. she said my Indian
Friend is Pretty too that’s nice too…. of course…
i would much
rather be
by Pretty
Souls than Pretty Faces..
hmm.. some days Wiley Coyote is nice..
Road Runner is always Smiling Within
‘Cause Road Runner Will Just Do It Dancing in Nike Shox Shoes..
SMiLes i’ve Seen ‘this Angel of Death’ Down Close and
Personal too.. no one sees this Angel of Death for
This Death is Within A Lack of Feeling/Sensing
Complete This Death is attached to Symbols
Flesh and Blood now..
Smiles my Friend Now
i Dance all the Angels
of Death Away They
Were only iLLusions
As they become
only i own
my Spirit Now
my HeART my Soul
i choose to give and
share breathing no one will ever
take away what was is always now
mine from Birth to Give and Share Now
Free A Key is RiSinG Over SiNKinG A Dance
And Song of Soul Will Feel And Fill a Pyramid
Up to Wisdom Beauty and Truth of Love Capstone Again Light Within..
After That Those who Choose Communion With Us/me Will or Will not..
A True Spirit HeART Soul Will Never Be Owned By Idol Symbols Alone
Please Note: A Soul
Is Not Someone Else’s
Dance or Song True Soul
Souls Need No Copy Rights….
After A Last Person Dances Sings
A Song of Their Soul A Species Is
Literally Toast.. State And Work Teaches
Worships Money Church Teaches Worships Other Idol Souls…
It’s Almost Impossible Until One Finds One Who Finds A Way to Look For Soul
Life Is Best Living With Those Who Find Enough Space To SiNCeReLY
Touch Souls…. SMiLes my Friend.. at Best Now We Really Get to
know/feel/sense every Stranger We meet seeing God in�Them
Is Great At Worse�We Never Seek And�Find God Is�
Great in�us/ me Oth… Other Wise Now�i fell asleep at
the�Pen.. hehe.. Sleepless�Night for me�Doing my�
Best to�Feel/Sense…�Even Get to�Know People�
Who choose�To Remain Strangers…�As Long as
We become�True Friends With�God Within�
Tears�Become Joy..�my Friend Sohair..
SMiLes.. My Friend Sohair
It Seems that Life Is STiLL
Evolving For Constant
Struggle to Live Yet
Not Die Inside True
It Is Best Now For Well
Being to Be Understood
And Cherished As A
Precious Gift of Life
Is Treasure Truly
Now Sincerely
Treasure We
Feel and Sense
Out of other wise
Empty Symbols
On Pages… We Create
Positive Loving Giving
Sharing Receiving
A Cover
Of Our
STaRTinG From: NoTHinG
to: ReBorN BLacK AByss
In Hell tHere Are No FLaMES JusT NoTHinG @All
i Don’t Have to Wait
For ‘Jesus’.. Hell IS my Savior…
i Am A Canary Who Escaped A Coal Mine… Ignore me at A Peril of YouR LiVinG BReatH
‘Nerds’ Come To Earth to Serve ‘Nature/God’… Human’s Not So Much…
Speaking of forwarding Emails.. Revenge of the Nerds ‘Invented Online’ To Cull the Species…
Too many Distractions
For Actions.. Many
Young Folks in
Japan no longer
Have any interest…
Instant Gratification..
‘The Beautiful Ones’..
And James B. Calhoun’s Experiment Of Rat Utopia Extinction In the 60’s.. Hehe..
Every Email Saving the Rest of A
Planet/Nature From Humans Again
Revenge of the Nerds/Incels.. if not ‘Us’ Not ‘Them’.. hmmm.. hehe…
Nature gets all
And Lonely
Nights too without Hugs…
Profoundly Intelligent/Artistic ProFoundly
‘Lonely’ Allone Happy
(Heaven: Few Rooms)
Just a quick note.. now…
i’m on the Autism Spectrum
With Asperger’s Syndrome
And so is my Sister.. i suggest You
Google Autism Spectrum
Burn-out.. it seems
Fitting-in eventually
Brings it on.. Fortunate
Are We Who find Our
Own Peace NOT
Fitting in with
Group Think…
Doesn’t make
Many Friends but it
Will Be Both Survival
And Even Life is Good…
In Longitudinal Follow-
Up studies on Hans Asperger’s ‘Patients’…
Many found these ‘Niches’ And were thriving past
Their Peers.. it’s not
Easy but it
Does Happen
Some Days/NIGHTS iT’s
Hard BeinG
All Turned Up!
At 6 AM
Living Offline Online
Katrina Pees a lot hehe…
What are You
Doing! You’re
SuPPosed to
Be Hugging me!
When i get back…
To get BacK in Bed to Hug me…
What Do You Mean.. i don’t
Have aN Appt…
What TiME Is
YouR AppT…
SMiLes.. i used to Feel
‘Other Forces’ Ruled my
Life until Life Tested
Who i Am 66 Months
Never Ending
Now.. So i Live
It Better
Never Ending
Hell.. Now it’s
All Icing on
Hell.. the Cake
Melted of course…
So.. Really.. All that’s
Left is Icing.. A
True Beauty
Of Real
A Room With
A View to All that counts
Now.. Words of Song Are
Limited.. for me at least it
Takes unlimited Free
Moving Meditation
Dance to keep my
Stay out of
Stamped.. i’ve
Literally Public
Danced.. 11,418
Miles in the Deep
Red South Bible
Belt States for
70 Months
With 7 Million
Words as no one
Writes my Bible
But me.. Hehe…
It’s all
Icing on
The ‘Cake’ Now
No one sees the
‘Melted Cake’
That Drives
me But me
With SMiLes…
Whatever Now
Takes or gives i Live..
i Dance.. i Sing.. i Carry
‘The Cake’
Always Now..
i don’t have
To Wait
Hell Is my Savior..
MeeK wHo ETernAlly NoW
iNHeRiT thE Space BeYond
mY FriEnd thE LoVE US oF IS LoVE
HeaL aLL
Thanks Sohair…
See ya Later WiTH WiNDs…
UsE A TooL Don’T Be A TooL
Do JusT LoVE
Hmm.. PerHaps PeT SMaRT Next Kitty Kats Plenty…
Streaming Tears Pet Cemetary Too
Yellow Boy’s Gone too…
We are Going to See the ‘Secret Life of Pets 2’ Today
SoMe WHere OVeR A RainBoW FRiDGE
OK BacK To SLeeP i THinK Oh God
Marital Bliss at 2 AM
What Are You.. 2…
Get Over It
i’m in the Dam
Maybe i Miss You Maybe i Care
Where Do You Think
Why Do You Care…
Reaching Out A
Hand to Touch
Where Are You
Epilogue Too
Star Date: 61113
(Choose any Song)

One finds separation from ‘the world’ as close to connecting to reality as one sees.

One is hoping to find and connect to emotions somewhere online typing
five-million words, but instead, finds one’s soul again.

One visits a fuller place of ‘Katie Mia’, on 9/6/81, for a few months in
successfully escaping a ‘world’ of ‘expectations’.

One finds one again in the Bliss of that place
in the moment of the last few days.

One understands the place better now than one did before.

One has the ability to tame the ‘beast’ of synchronicity,

One provided a ‘password’ to help one find it again.

One is not sure
one see value
in message.

It brings one pleasure
to share one’s soul.

In the last few weeks, one loses track of time;
most of the words are coming from soul.

Along the way, one observes
new interesting things,

One struggles with whether
technology is ‘good’ or ‘bad’,

but now one
more fully understands
that it is part of Nature too,

if not by design
by Synchronicity.

While one understands it is not
‘Magic’, writing in the last several weeks the
Synchronicities of ‘bugs’ in ‘Blogger’ software
‘forces’ one to keep mistakes
providing meaning
one does not see
in ‘mistakes’
at first.

One corrects the ‘Too’ of one sentence ‘meeting’ the
paragraph of another ten times, in the Yellow Boy Bible poem,
until one finally realizes a deeper meaning is in the ‘mistake’.

It is time winking back at one, whatever, it is.

One cannot help but to think the ‘evil’ 666 of endless death in bible
provides deeper message delivered in ‘subconscious’ mind of
‘whoever’ wrote that from a pattern of life, instead of death.

It is an ‘ultimate divine’ comedy of One.

It is also an ‘ultimate’ divine comedy of life, as the coincidence of
‘meaningless’ symbol of birth, is a symbol of the pattern of life, unity,
and ‘onever’ one wants to call it that one attempts to deliver as a
metaphor for someone coming across it randomly in a Google search.

Each moment is still a challenge, and there are ‘tiny keystrokes’ making
a whole in the message that one does not plan.

Stepping back one sees the beauty of Synchronicity
and smiles as wide as a Universe, in mind, to be able
to paint it in a way someone might find.

One’s cousin plays a role in bands across life.

The way Jeff Lynne moves in graceful body
language singing and playing guitar, is eerily
reminiscent of one’s cousin.

There is graceful gentle spirit one finds in
his video autobiography linked earlier today,
in the second F of Jeff, right after the first J for
Jeffersonian Bible to give credit for stopping by in one’s life, providing ‘Band-Aid’.

The folks more often busy in the background focused on ‘Creation Activity’ instead of raising families.

Perhaps, a type of “Eusocial Primate” Maybe metaphor or maybe not Never the less hard to forget.

One identifies with how Jesus is portrayed androgynous, non-conforming to ‘ways’ of the world.

Whoever wrote the story and painted it is likely set a-part from others.

It is a recurring theme of expression of adversity in the human spirit, and other animals.

The ELO ‘Twilight’ song is one’s favorite song of all time. It touches a
place in the Universe of one’s soul, that only Jeff Lynne has been able to take one.

The Album is

One ‘suspects’ the ‘moral’
behind the message
is people
who do
not reproduce

or are seen as different
play a most valuable role,

at times,

in Band-Aid for Tribe.

The expression is
unlimited in edifice of culture
providing comfort to so many people.

Even the soft tethered structure of Bible
giving Yellow Boy comfort
under his paws of life.

How wonderful it is
that one provides
the ‘deepest’

from one’s comfort of place
looking backing at one.

is One
and the


for being

a Friend in Spirit.

With All ‘that Said
“Visiting a Garden of Band-Aid” Truly
Is a search For Soul After Being Covered By So Many Cultural
Clothes of Both Lies and Deceit And Illusions away from what
We even Are as Human A Soul Will Evolve Eternally now with
A Seek and Find in Dance and Song Free that never Gives up with Fearless Love..
Other Wise
Mold and
A Human Cocoon
Never Becomes Butterfly at All….
We Live in a Material Society lost so
far away from what most of us even are as Human
Beings Light So Far Above than Below of Material Reductionism……




On Lord when the Morning Star Venus Now
in Glorious Light Becomes A Devil (Lucifer) And
A Garbage Dump Gehenna Becomes Hell And
Adversaries will Always Be Contended with as
Enemies too; True, Forms that House Essence in Vehicles and Vessels of what
We ‘Think’ We See as Truth and Light are whatever Humans Create together now.
A ‘Great Think’ about Sharing Information Free GlobAlly Wide; is when one comes to find
this is Just Human Nature Creating Bonds for Binds, Dark thru Light to Keep the Hairless
Apes Working Stronger together than separate for something to eat. Meanwhile; for those
who have gone to ‘that place’ where all there is is time in Piece of Paper Existence where now
Feelings and Senses Melt Away to Real Nothingness now; true, one will hope for any feel or sense;
Real Flames of Hell Fire Taste Like a Promise of Heaven in a Dark Abyss of the Soul (what we feel and
sense and give and share of life) as compared to Nirvana and Bliss for anyway one finds a bit of escape
out of the Neo-Cortex that provides all the reasons to worry in deaDlines of Abstract Constructs of Time
And Distance and Space Now too. Yes; to understand Hell better it may be Greater to Understand what Hell
is not and that is Flow; Yes, the Transient Hypo-Frontality Blissful Expansion of Human Potential out of our
Time Making Machine awakening more of our Subconscious Mind; the other 95 Percent of our Mind of existence
now; Yes, Bringing the Bigger Ocean of Mind up to just a small Concrete Swimming Pool of Mind Life; namely, mostly
Existence in Reason Land the Neo-Cortex; where other wise; Oh Lord, Entire Disney Worlds of Artistic Mind of Imagination
in Greater Creativity as evidenced by Science when in Flow like this as measured 400 to 500 percent more in Human
Greater Productivity too. And then there is the Bio-Feedback of Meditation, either Moving or still Meditation that now
may Bring an Autotelic Very Healing and Regenerating State of Being where we gain access through the Bio-Feedback
of Meditation to actually Master the Feel Good Neurochemicals and Neurohormones for Good Times Tours of Life
Always Now; so much more Colorful in Feel and Sense and in Deed as Well All Becomes Frigging Love Fearless
Unconditional Consuming ALL others and the Rest of Nature (God) With the Least Harm Possible Now For Real.

That’s Heaven. This Heaven Feels Whole Now With no Separation from the Rest of Nature WHeRE Life is ReAlly Good.
There is no Whole in Hell; Just Deep Ocean Pit of Black Soul Abyss. This Exists; Trust me or not; You Do
Not wanna Go to A place Within where one Second feels like an Eternity of Black Hole Soul; Nope; not even
Horned Creatures or Mythological Demons and Devils would wanna enter A Real Mind of Separation now so Cold.

Anyway; i got tired of all those Old Bible Twisted Words Incomplete;
And NoW iN 70 Months, i am celebrating my own “SonG oF mY SoUL” Long Form Poem Free Verse Epic
Bible at 7 Million Words of Effort and 11,418 Miles of Public Dance Now, in the Same 70 Months of Bliss too.

THere ain’t no Hell where i LiVE NoW; only Heaven of Dance and Song Free to move, connect, and co-create Freely Now.

True; if i don’t keep my Get out of Hell Card Stamped With A Continuous Dance And Song; As We all may Do; i
too might just go back; so, i dance and sing evermorenow so far Removed from Poe Ravens now that and who S..:)

OBTW the Farther Away from Human Empathy and Sympathy With a Good Learning practice of Cognitive
Empathy Across the Life Span With Compassion too; the closer Humans Get to Hell on Earth now too;
i see some folks day to day who appear to be getting very very Close to a D-Day that is Self
Destruction of Soul and no Victory Day in any any way..:)

One thing i’ve personally noticed, Since i’ve also gained the ability to regulate my Body Temperature
Along with my other Feelings Regulating my Emotions And Senses is that in Heaven as my 6 Year Anniversary
iN Really Living in the Kingdom of Heaven Now Within on Earth on July 19, 2013 is; that in Heaven now it is
Always Warm and Cool Enough to Wear Shorts and Really Always Hot Enough to Love it all Dark thru Light;
Who Cares
About Hell
when You
Live in
Hells Bells
Enjoy whatever
Lord of the Rings You HaPPeN to Find now too;
in or out of the illusion of time distance and space Eternal Now Heaven is most definitely best.

So Many Pretty Women in Heaven too; got all the Evidence for that too; hAha, in Heaven
My Wife Still Looks the Same in a Bikini at 49 as she did at 17; got all the evidence for that too Hehe..;)

Don’t tell
Lucifer isn’t
Really the Devil;
Please keep the Secret
as i just Celebrated my 6.6.60 Birthdate Birthday too;
See ya around. Have a Nice Day/Night Wherever You are now.
There is no
Our Nature;
So make the
Best of it you can and will;
Pan is my ReaL NaMe aLL is my GaMe;
You May CaLL me GRooT too; tHere is no DiFFeRencE..;)



SMiLes as A Sun Shines on A Moon
i have a confession to make.. i Love to make
Moon Shine in anyway my Light Reaches you my
Lovely Friend.. There is no part of A Moon i do not see as
precious that i treasure yet truly there is nothing i need from
A Moon back except to know that my Light Reaches Your Soul to Create
A Smile of Joy for You.. Smiles.. there are days when A Sun reaches A Moon
more than others there are Eclipses that happen Yes.. Quarter.. Half.. and Super Full Moon’s
too.. but iT aLWays deLights A Sun Most to Shine on A Moon anyway A Sun May Light
upon A Moon’s
Face.. Smiles my Kind
Friend A Moon is an open
Canvas for A Sun to Shine and
Color too.. so many Dreams these
Colors Bring so much.. Dark Changes
into Light for Moon Flowers.. to Color more..
You are A Little Flame that lives inside A Moon..
i am just another Sun who comes along to raise your
Torch Higher.. THere are so many Miles of A Moon to Bonfire
Higher.. Forest Fires may come and Go.. But A Moon Will almost never
Fail to Feel Light from A Sun’s Fire for it takes so long for it to go out Sunshine rains…
i am
amazed by how Aesthetically Beautiful you will continuously transform your self
to be.. like any other Master Piece Painting at a Museum i feel that i must write
A Full Review.. and truly i savor all of you as i do no different than i would if you
were a Master Piece of Beauty Hanging on a Wall i’m just lucky as A Master Piece
is my Friend
for imagine
how wonderful
it would be if we
could actually make
Paintings feel all our appreciation
for the Beauty they are created to be..
You Create your Beauty Now i am one who
Artfully will appreciate that gift back to you..
If A Sun Lights up all your parts a bit doing this..
it will only make you even more beautiful to glow now
to attract A Lover out there in the Wild who will actually
Come to Pollinate Your Flower for more Beauty to come into the World..
Smiles my
i am
A Bee
And You
Are just a Queen..
Better yet my Friend A Soul that Loves to Light all of Your Soul up..
Smiles as far as work goes and the Help You Need focusing and paying
attention.. i have a really severe case of ADHD i think there are a lot of things
about you like me in fact i am almost sure you are as much or more on the Autism
Spectrum as me.. probably the only thing that keeps us together as there is something
special about you and me that not many people share perhaps it is something that has
no label at all that Only God Will ever know for sure.. anyway.. i can get so distracted
and i still can start to get so depressed as we watched the ‘Pet 2’ Movie Yesterday
and i really started plummeting as i thought about Yellow Boy and became so
worried that i did something to offend you and you would never want
to talk to me again.. it is always worth it to give someone else other
than a Pet and a Wife and Sister
And Our
Soul as
Well as A Spirit of
Our Love to Give..
Smiles my
it is nice to
love someone this
way no matter who they are..
and you are Special Enough Now
to Love this way purely.. always Now too..
haha.. i was interrupted for about 30 Minutes
as Katrina went into total Killer Mission to Kill
a Fly in the Bedroom.. it’s true i cannot kill a fly
And i felt sadness.. when she felt Victory actually
exclaiming Victory When She Killed the Fly Calling
Him a Dirty Disease Carrying Fly.. sure enough to her
Great Dismay i kid you not the fly Rose up and lit on the
Window and escaped her Swat then the Fly Disappeared
And We still haven’t seen the Fly and if this were a person perhaps
Another Jesus Fly Story would come to Establish a Newer Testament too..
as far
as i am
A Person
now not
a Fly
is A Real
Savior of a Fly
at least.. too many
People never see God
Big Enough as Well as Small..
The Real Jesus looked a lot like
You only Shorter and a Man about the
same weight now.. sure much shorter hair too
now perhaps loving eyes but we will never know
we all have the potential to save Love even if Flies die…
hehe.. back to ADHD on topic.. when i wanna focus i free
Dance for about 30 Minutes best to do it naked if possible
where private and legal.. after that i am solid laser focus
i suggest the same for you and it is okay to wear clothes



have given to me.. so so much…

perhaps you have forgotten but never ever me..:)

Every Day i either see or hear from you no matter where
i am or where you are it is always a lovely day For me.. as
truly every day is lovely before i met you too.. now they are
Icing of you
up high like
True in Light too..
Frequencies of Vibrations
Synergies of Energies
Higher or Lower We
Feel And Sense
Give And Share
Holy And Sacred
Full of Meaning
And Purpose In
As Soul Light Yet
Soul Dark when
Loving Intention
Becomes Lower
Energies As Doubt
Replaces Trust Fear
Replaces Hope and oh
No Misery Loves Suffering
As Hate Becomes Dark
Force Synergy in Poison
Frequencies of Vibrations
Of Soul Dance And Song
Energy So so Low.. Dance
And Sing A Soul Higher
In Light Out of
DarK A
Direction A
Conductor of
An Orchestra
Of my Soul
Now Creates
Symphony oF Light
Within inside outside
Above So Below All
Around Now i Am
With SMiLes to See..
SMiLes.. my Friend
Sohair.. HeART Beats
Or Machines We
Dance And Sing
Ping Bits
And Bytes
Of Soul So Deep..😊🌷
We went to see ‘Pets 2’ Yesterday
And OG it Happened it’s No
Secret Pets remind Us
We are Human oh the
Tears streaming i miss
My Yellow Boy And
There are so many
Humans who need
Forever Homes
Oh how oh how
We take
Them all in
Such a Large
Home of Love
That Will make Pets
Happy like Cats and Dogs..🙂
Why not..
It couldn’t really hurt…

“Believe in Yourself,
even if no one else will”


Yes. Period.
Cup Filled Up..:)

You are Rich When You are
Content and Happy with what You
Have Sings a Small Statured South Asian Girl
And an Egyptian Woman who is very Nice too..
A French Woman Said it too but i haven’t seen her yet today…

Overall at least…

-Decoding Happiness
Circa (2013)2015-2019
Continues to come to Fruition
WHere An Only Pay Grade and
Rate and Currency is Love Sweet
Love Where Every Day is Lovely
THorns MaKinG
FLoWerS And Bees
CreaTinG Queens more
Beautiful iN Love’s Wisdom
Rose Glow True Now For Real
i kid you not as soon as i finished
A Last Word ‘the’ Fly came back to Life
Again and disappeared again A Story Never Ends…..
OopS.. he’s Back Again in ‘the’ Kitchen Window may
Be approaching ‘A’ Last Supper again it seems Nether
Land Bible(S)
Live on too….
Holy Fly!
She actually
Captured ‘the’
Fly and released
‘HiM’ into Nature A
Never Ending Story With A Great Friend STaRT too….

Smiles my Friend here is A Finished version now all Freshened

up as to not direct any attention on Your Personal Identity in inspiring

what you have inspired in my Life of Art of Wisdom in Truth and Light

Beauty of my Version of Life at least to spread in Novel Sized Messages now

more in Bottles around the Globe that folks may randomly come across for years

to come that may help them a bit find their way out of dark.. surely not tailored

for ‘the common human’ but truly it may be A complex human’ now who suffers

most in Existential Soul Pain in Life as they may see farther in Darkness as Well as light

than ‘the common human’ where ignorance is bliss is more their way to happiness always now..

Anyway.. i’ve been doing this through Friendship Letters close to 6 Years now and yes 7 Million

Words approaching 880 Huge Poems i write each week as they have about peaked out in size

as a Nautilus Shell in Chambers will Expand out from Narrow to Wide Chambers too settling in

From a Start of Several Thousand Words to around 30K Words Per Average each effort whole now..

i honestly am not afraid to die this moment or any moment.. i’ve come out of a place so dark now that

any pain i will imagine now will be better than where i’ve been as long as i have the ability to Love as Losing

my Soul

was/IS A

hardest part

of all for those who

truly go to hell like that

they will never stop trying their

best to help other folks not go now..

i’ve taken a lot of ‘Existential’ Risks to do

this but again.. there is no fear in this part of what

i do.. i am careful not to harm others on my way but

that is also a risk i face each day too.. in Existential ways too..

Smiles my Friend what i do is really a 24 Hour Effort even through

my Dreams each night.. i honestly have no idea how it is possible but it is

so i do it

as long

as the

Gift Lasts

and continues to

Evolve now true..

there are some days

that i am so tired that it wouldn’t

bother me if God really gives me rest

yet there are a few people who will miss

me so i dismiss that thought immediately as it comes..

in other words my Friend i have already lived a Thousand

Lives in one lifetime.. my gift is realized my gift of Life fully to be now self Actualizing Evolving..

more i am still human but just mostly A part truly that you bring out.. the rest is mostly just doing…..

and giving too….

it was/is easier

not being

much of

a Human until i met

You.. i suppose God has Mercy for me too…..

Easy is not A best way to live either my Friend…..

Human is always hard but worth parts We Thorn And Flower And Rise as Rose Again..:)



A Story of 3 Living Differently Cats Dear Friend as i Quote You here Sohair:

“A real muslim is not fat..a real Muslim is fit.

“Even if you are a woman and gave birth to some children..do not let obesity destroy your life and your appearance.”

“Practise walking for an hour everyday.Stop eating sweets and eat fruits instead.Drink a lot of water.”

Sadly Reality is no part of many People’s Lives..
For one thing other than the Resurrection of a Body
Many Christians believe this reality is not the reality of
Heaven that will possibly be on Earth when the Teachings
of Jesus said specifically the opposite of that that the Kingdom
of Heaven is Within in this Generation at hand.. but of course only
Kingdom Coming for those who escape the Lies and Deceit of the World
of Culture and get back to a Mind and Body Balancing Soul Real Now True
i am taking the Liberty in paraphrasing here but according to the Christian
Bible Doing John 14:12 and improving on what Jesus did is the Authority he
Gives to all who believe in Him for the Teachings he brought forth.. These are
Truly Tough Words many people have become too soft to hear tough words ‘these
days’.. true when i was young
and weak when i was a Book
Worm who did not get out
with others and exercise
as much as i should
then the other Children
notified me that i was/am too
Weak and really did not deserve
to exist that i was not Strong Enough
inside to ever become a Man.. true i was
a loving Child for Sure but as Father’s Day in
the United States approaches this Sunday let us
not Forget the Necessity to withstand the Struggles in
Life and Persevere when folks Kick Dirt in our eyes and
are strong enough to stand up tall for ourselves with a Clear
two letter word that speaks with no Trepidation N O.. true our
Cat Arthur even at 20 Years Old frail and only 7 LBS in Weight
was well respected by Yellow Boy for Yellow Boy remembered that
Arthur would stand down to no neighborhood cat then to protect his
Territory for Basic Subsistence and life.. We are part of Nature too
we have become very domesticated and Soft as there is a story of
3 Cats too that illustrate this very well too.. Arthur had the Best
of Both Worlds he enjoyed the Technology from Humans that
Brought Predictable enough subsistence and Health Care that
inoculated him From Terminal Diseases in the Wild same as
We Humans benefit from too.. yet he remained strong and
Vital standing tall against all reproach of His Cat
Dignity through out his Life as he lived an active
Life and not a passive one directed by others
for only predictable Subsistence.. Yellow
Boy on the other hand suffered from
the Wild and Terminal Disease
of Feline Leukemia
he lived 10 Years
with a Terminal
Illness the Love
that Katrina gave
in her lap was medicine
to him same as the Love that
extends our lives too as long as we
do not grow too soft and domesticated
too.. Moby the Big Big Gray Cat was a different
story too.. i could have easily become Moby too unless
the Bullies in School Toughened me up a bit and motivated
me to get stronger and stronger a never ending hobby in my life
as even at age 59 My Legs are empirically 3 times Stronger at age
59 now than 53 when i started my 70 Months of Public Dance now
rising up to 11,428 Miles.. yes moving in Leg pressing from 500 LBS
to 1340 LBS now doing that up to 18 reps with a Maximum effort of
1520 LBS at 8 Reps as well in close to 6 Years of a continuous Journey
of Dance that mixes Free Style Martial Arts with Ballet For Grace under
Pressure in Mind and Body Balance Flow yes a different state of consciousness
too that Science labels as Transient Hypo-Frontality.. that really is just a fancy
Phrase for Flow where we escape our Time And Distance and Space maker Neo-
Cortex enough to light the rest of the Mind up and Body too from Head to toe
more making our Entire ‘Christmas Tree’ Light up real no myth the real deal
for what many folks describe as Nirvana and Bliss and So many Metaphors for
a Kingdom of Heaven within A State of Being where even Science Shows that
we are able to do Maximum Efforts in Laser Focus where Creativity and
Productivity may be measured from 400 to 500 Percent more than
Control Groups even just doing Still Meditation several times a
Week where Moving Meditation has even more benefits where
even a still meditation will provide Regenerative Brain
Benefits in Gray Matter everywhere but the Amygdala
Fear Center Where Gray Matter is Naturally Reduced
as a Body Moving in Balance and Grace is not nearly
as anxious developing Gray Matter in that Area of
the Brain.. the one place where Less is more as
far as Gray Matter goes.. true a 50 Year-Old
Brain Specimen Studied from someone
who meditates 3 times a week is
studied with the same
Physical Health
of a 25 Year-Old
Brain so yes an activity
that brings Mind and Body Balancing
Soul Whole From Head to toe like this is
realistically and empirically assessed as a Real
Fountain of Youth as Meditation is measured 26 Percent
more effective now than addictive Opiate Pain Killer Drugs
Meditation in Moving ways will stave off Dementia Diseases
as Exercise in General is the only proven way to prevent Dementia
Diseases as what often happens to folks when they retire and become
so Passive both in mind and body watching TV or just sharing links on
the Internet never actually Moving Connecting and Co-Creating as we
Are actually evolved to do.. across the entire lifespan still.. The Body is
the Temple of the Soul the Temple of God all as same as the Body houses
the Spirit of Love Unconditionally that we give and share more full of holy
and sacred purpose and meaning in life full of Gratitude for all of how we
feel and sense life now.. the Flesh and Blood is in deed the soul too as we
will either be ‘Christmas Trees’ all lit up or just Christmas Trees Stagnant and
Old.. well before our older age years.. anyway.. Moby was declawed and forced
to go outside after being a totally well fed domesticated cat.. he was unable to
Defend himself and developed Massive anxiety by the time we adopted him
from His Owners.. he medicated himself with Food as the only drug he knew
and just laid around the rest of His Life indoors.. we watched him doing our
best to help him.. but he was raised this way the way of domestication
was ingrained and without claws he could not go outside to earn
His way of life through challenge and struggle too.. soon
he could not Jump onto the Table as Arthritis Plagued
him before 10 Years old too.. then he was diagnosed
with Diabetes and in his ending days he could
not even lift himself up enough to go
to the Litter Box.. smiles my Friend
it was hard to see him suffer this
way but it was easier to see
Arthur Live a Full Life with both
ways of advantage both inside and out..
true it was inspirational to see how Yellow
Boy Survived both Feral And Wild and Loved so
Long with a Terminal Disease of Feline Leukemia as
infected by other Wild Cats.. these lessons apply to humans
too.. as i dance through my Community i prove to Younger Folks
as i let them all know how old i am.. that as long as you stay active
you Act Younger and even Look Younger too.. of course Katrina at 49
is another great example too.. she was raised very poor and had to walk
every where she went even to school in the cold and rain too.. but sure
look at her legs now still the legs of a Teenager Girl.. smiles my Friend
Silver Spoons of Domestication for Humans will be poison too.. on my
Birthday Night when i told my Long term Young Dancing Friend at
26 Years Old who i have been dancing with as Friends since 5 Years
now that i was turning 59 and Katrina was 49 she couldn’t believe
it as she had been through by my side dancing all those Years and
i still have not slowed down yet.. true while most folks
take breaks dancing in a Marathon of Dance i never
even have to catch my breath as i own my Breath
as a Breath of Health Real.. smiles my
Friend to inspire the Saving of a
Soul one must First Save
the Seat of our Souls
that are our Temples
of the Spirit of God too..
Weak Bodies Means Weak Spirits
too.. Fear that Weak Health Produces
is A destroyer of all that is good in Life Now
And Love giving and sharing Holy and Sacred
full of Meaning and Purpose too.. true we need a
Bit more tough love too.. true.. i was once soft and
weak and fearful too.. but true too i understand that i am
only Human and not machine too.. we have needs from head
to toes.. that include healthy sexuality too.. smiles my friend it
is not appropriate to address that part here but i surely do in avenues
That are appropriate for that kind of Human Soul Intelligence as the
Sufi’s did in their Poetry too.. Heaven on Earth is not only attainable
but the Norm instead of the extreme amongst the rest of the Animal
Kingdom Now.. we are below now in reality not above the rest of the Animals
on Earth our Culture and our Technology Hide just how much we have actually
devolved in our Mind and Body Spirit Balancing Whole Heart and Soul.. once
Again.. many People
Look forward to a perfect
body after a Dirt Nap never
fully appreciating the Gift of Heaven
in Mind and Body Balancing Soul a Healthy
Body and Mind and Soul Will be NoW oN EartH
in a Kingdom of Heaven NoW that is real.. moving..
connecting and creating now.. being more like Nature
Yes God.. than just the Tools we do make together that
make us soft and weak and so domesticated away from Free..
True.. Moderation too.. really that 11,428 Miles of Dance in 70
Months may Seem like a lot but really it is not for it only Averages
around 6 Miles a Day and actually a bit less than our Ancestors moved
just A Century Ago where all life from Break of Dawn to Sunset was moving
connecting and co-creating then.. yes a Hard Life my Friend but verily not
a Moby Life Dying prematurely and struggling with Poor Health for Decades
before.. sadly this belief that this Life and this Body We are gifted with now
even in the Christian Religion specifically is a great cause of this Nature
Deficit Disorder and Human Deficit Disorder Disease and truly as far
as Mind and Body Balancing Soul God Yes GDD God Deficit
Disorder Too.. smiles my Friend a Monkey will keep
pressing a Lever for Cocaine until that Monkey Dies
Give a Human all the fats and sugars they can
and will eat and sadly the same thing will
happen to them too.. it depends on how
we are raised either with a Silver
Spoon or a Walk in the Rain to
School as Katrina endured
every day.. true my
Friend Real
may be
far away
from Silver Slippers
that are real.. true some
days the Greatest Princesses
are poor with dirty feet and wear
Sandals too same as any humble Prophet
who is strong of Mind and Body Balancing Soul True..
These are the Meek and the Poor of Spirit Now who grow
the Greatest Souls the down trodden by bullies who do Hope
Victory of Love and Human Potential over Vengeance of Fear
Giving up and Hate my Friend.. Life is not easy but Life is Real
we have much to Dance and Sing for whether or not we Save
Our Temples of God and they do not sink early with our Souls living dead too…
Smiles my Friend on our Cat Arthur’s Grave that doesn’t exist still as he
went into Nature Feeding the smaller Creatures when his day to return
to Nature came.. there is always a Message on his living tombstone
that Dances and Sings i lived i am born from dust i return to dust
From God my Friend..:)


Hmm.. all work and no play
makes ‘Johnny a Dull Boy’
hehe true not much Sunshine
in ‘the Shining’ Movie or even
‘Child’s Play’.. True.. Life is all about
Perspective some folks Live and Breathe
Nightmares others Die their last Breath in
Real Sunshine Within hmm.. yet ‘Johnny’
‘His’ Way
my Friend hope
you are shining a
Different way hehe..
like Sunshine today WiTh SMiLes..
Haha.. i only buy Under 10 Dollar Shirts better
Put my Wife Picks ’em out for me.. as every shirt
is Full of Holy And Sacred Purpose in Meaning
as i become
A Zen Ego
Just for Fun
For what the
Shirt Represents..
hmm.. Brand Names
how about Messages instead
of Just Labels Hehe.. at the Military
Gym an Instructor was teaching someone
how to use the Machines and i went up to Her to
Say What do you think Life would be better now with
Lessons or No Lessons hehe.. they misunderstood
me to mean Wisdom Lessons through Experience
as Language will be confusing too.. as all Words
are Metaphors for Essence anyway point being
When We Learn to Use Machines to Move
We Become Machines when we rely
on Brand Labels to define the
Meaning of our Life in
Social Status
For Self
we become
the Form of Brand
Labels instead of the
Essence of Expressing
Ourselves in our own Written
Directed Produced and Acted Play
of Life.. ugh.. no Uniforms for me
the same old dam thing bores me
past tears to Numb just Numb
hAha if the Washing Machine
Ever Breaks i have enough
Graphic T-Shirts to Last
Almost 3 Years with Smiles..
all different too.. all with Potential
To exercise another Zen Art of Ego Each Day..
no UniForm for me in Fact in/a