May Day May Day NoW

First of All Kudos to You Ilona for you are always coming
up with Creative Ideas to Build Community no Doubt you
will excel this way in your Chosen Field of Architecture..
Hehe.. And Per the ‘Matrix’ Series of Movies
no doubt you will continue on
in a Successful Career of
‘Oracle Divining’ too..
SMiLes.. all the Nice Comments
in Reply are appreciated here now too
for the Style of what i do that is surely
Unique and Strange depending on Who
is Looking hAha.. Anyway my Friend
You Surely have gained a lot of
Respect in my eyes for Building
innovatively All This Community
In online Blogging.. And Yes
actually stopping
by to say
in Blog Posts that are
Free Verse Poems that
are close to Novel Size each
Week as i reach 6.9 Million Words
As that Link you provide is a link to that
Entire Free Verse Epic Longest Long Form Poem..
heHe.. Second Place goes to the “Mahābhārata” from
India at 1.8 Million Words.. True while that took Centuries
and Innumerable Authors to Complete like the ‘Old Time Bible’
At around 800 Thousand Words too.. we do have Technology to
Make our Slave to Do Amazing Feats of Human Potential for those
who maintain a Laser Focus and do not get too distracted from their
Special Interests And Harness All the Power and Force of Technology
At hand.. but true as far as the 11,177 Miles of Public Dance in the
Same 68 Months it took to Write this ‘the only Technology’ that
Helped was my iPhone and the Inspiring Music from all the
Ages until Now.. And yes the Nike Shox Shoes Size 11 at 22
Pairs now of use wearing out a Pair every 3 Months helped
A whole lot too.. but you see i am not bragging my
Hero was Jack LaLanne and Yes Jesus too for
Jesus was Humble enough to say as
Reported in John 14:12 that
yes if you truly believe
You will do Greater
Works than
Jesus true considering
i am on the Autism Spectrum
there are days i take what folks tell
me as Literal and Just Do It as Nike says..
gotten me in trouble too but let’s just say i
make stuff
There are so many Human
Potentials in Life to Fulfill and do so
much more than ever before.. this is a New World
of Potential Gifts and Curses as Technology Grows
Ever more advanced as always it’s a matter of staying
on top of a Surf Board and getting the Job done and speaking
Of that not this Blog Post i am posting later this Evening but
the Next one will star my 49 Year-Old Wife in Her Navy Blue
Bikini.. as i came back from Dancing Miles on the Beach in
Reverse in Deep Sands with my Athletic Shoes on you
Should have seen the Face of the Older Women
Who saw me Stop and take a photo of what
looks like a Teenager from the Distance
Yes.. haha.. Katrina the 49 year-old
Wife who is Fixing to be
my Facebook Profile
Bikini Pic to start
off a Brand new
Close to Novel Sized Epic
MacroVerse Just a Personal
Bible at that my Friend.. for true
again Counting Blessings is a greatest
way to stay in Heaven now..
oh by
Thanks my Friend..
i see you as a Human Blessing too..:)

“Treat yourself like someone you love”

i Love Quotes so much just Love Where
they take me next for i don’t try to control
where i may go next.. smiles
when we are free
it seems
We Love
Ourselves most..:)

“Maybe it’s time for the fighter
to be fought for, for the holder
to be held and for the lover to be loved.”

– Anonymous

SMiLes i am So Happy You Love You..
When i am in Church and they Sing You
as that may refer to only ‘Worshipping’ With Love one man i always
See it and Hear it and Feel and Sense it as Them as i Sing You to All of ‘Them’..
And Yes
includes me..
And the Rest of
Nature True and
Even less than a Grain of Sand (God)..:)

“There is nothing in the world so irresistibly
contagious as laughter and good humor.”

― Charles Dickens

Could Explain why it is so hard for me
to ‘Read (Catch) A Bible’ as only enough..:)

Happy May Day HiMaLi.. With SMiLes and if i may
Say that Photo of You that you Shared on Your Blog
is the Youngest Looking one yet (you look 12) and it
Seems a Very Relaxed Happy one Truly for no Reason..
Honestly there
Doesn’t have to
Be a Reason to
Be Happy Just Feeling And
Sensing Life is Good is Enough..
May Day is the Day of Celebrating
Flowers Springing Alive Happiness is the Flower that Colors Life most..
i am Feeling All Happy Vibes From Your Blog i am SMiLinG NoW mY FriEnd..:)

GoT A ‘THouSanD TabS’ OPeN
CLoSe ‘eM All GeT STarTeD
Some of Us See the
Trees Some of We See
the Forest and By God some of
US See Both get Lost and or Found
Oh Lord It’s “May Day May Day Now”
NoW Still Haven’t Finished Putting Together
“Day After Saving A World Now” All coming soon Enough..

Ah yes.. Latent Inhibition and Low Levels of it that may
Make the Smallest of Wonders NoW in Life Seem Like Heaven
but oh.. on the other hand.. oh Lord with too much Complex Stimuli
A Flood Overboard Brain-Ships as it were and can and will still be..
hehe.. how many
visual images
does that
elicit on an
Alice And Wonderland
Journey of a T.S. Elliot Mind…
hmm.. and then there is Transient
Hypo-Frontality Where Depending on
“Rational Higher IQ’s” of the Mechanical
Cognition of Systemizing Science Mind NoW
One may get.. totally Lost.. in Hypo-Frontality
In A Yin Way of Life without enough (Asperger’s
Brain) Yang to mix the Yin of (Bi-Polar) Where Art
And Science Becomes Balancing Nicer and
Madness doesn’t replace
the Creativity
that is the
When Art and
Science Mix and Hold Hands
Sweetly Between our Ears otherwise
The (Yin) Art may Consume the (Science)
Yang or the Vice Versa of that.. Oh Lord as in all
‘Stuff’ in Life Balance and Float through Life on
A Nirvana Surfboard or fly away get lost or fall to the Ground
And never get UP..
of course it would
more likely take a Psychologist
And or a Person Labeled with a ‘Condition’
to understand much of any of this.. hehe..
It’s Always a Matter of Perspective of who
Actually Flies over or is part of a Cuckoo’s Nest Below Next Now..
It’s funny how some folks will Judge Ya Insane (or on drugs) writing singing dancing Free Verse
this way when alternatively ya will provide a Grocery List of Quantum Physics Same/Different Now..
Anyway.. my Friend
Some of Us See the
Trees Some of We See
the Forest and By God some
of US See Both get Lost and or Found..:)


Freedom has as many Definitions as there are Sub-Atomic
Particles that Move their own way ha! some may appear
at two locations at once if they ‘feel’ like it..
Of course some folks enjoy
being in Prison
Just another
Day in the Life
of a ‘Sub-Atomic Particle’
in metaphor of course.. hmm..
for some folks Freedom means all the
Money they ‘Want’ and then Lottery Ticket
Winners find themselves more stressed out
for the responsibilities buying stuff brings..
hehe.. Life may be filled within with Holy
Sacred Meaning and Purpose still a very
small definition of Freedom by me as
we become free to express all of
ourselves however we wish
yes as long as we don’t
harm others the
best we can
and will by not
taking their own special
Flavor of Freedoms away one thing for sure Is
We Are Human Nature And We Are Part of Nature ALL (god)
Nature brings innate instinct and intuition that is what
the other Wild Animals Enjoy for success in life they feel
and sense their way in life and don’t get lost in Abstract
Concepts and Cultures that we co-create that may range
from a Heaven to a Hell on Earth that Folks ‘willingly’
Become a part of for they have lost the common sense
of their innate instinct and intuition to live a fulfilling
Life from Within that makes them feel like they have
wild and free loving wings.. hmm.. What is life without
Love and Beauty With the Truths we come to seek and find
on our own for what fills us and feels us up within inside above
so below yes outside and all around.. smiles we are also Social Animals
who become Wise more and less to the truths within and bonded and
chained less and more for the oxytocin comfort that humans gain by
singing off the Same Sheet Music of Freedom that may indeed become
Prison as that is the negative aspect of Empathy the Creature Comfort
of Habit
that takes
the Unique
Potential of our
Humanity to excel
in expressing all of who we
may come to be to give and share
more to others to lift them up smiles
my Friend i could write a 6.9 Million Word
Long Verse Bible Poem speaking to the topic
of a ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ about my own Personal
Freedom how i continue to seek and find Beauty
and Wisdom and Truth of Love and Love of Truth..
but you see i am a Young Soul for i realize i know nothing
in comparison to what is still to be learned might as well relax
and Flow for i will not know and feel and sense everything i am only
A child Soul now who is free to feel and sense more ranging from Hell to
Heaven even more.. there is forever now to continue the Youth of Love
staying Young
a Vision Quest
for me at least that’s
Freedom in ‘Bootcamp’
with a Dance and Song
of Love For Beauty’s Truth in Wisdom to Love..
One Thing for sure that i seek and find in Life is
Youth is a State of Being that is Soul Free of time
and place and distance and space in Flow a common theme
across all Cultures with so many complicated Lessons to get
to Heaven now when all it is is dampening the Prison of the
Neo-Cortex of Past and Future for the Present Gift of Lighting
up the rest of the brain in balance of Reptile Brain of survival
and Limbic System of Heart with Memory left fully intact and
Subconscious Mind coming out to play in terms of synchronicities
that catch Fire as the Much larger ‘Mind of God’ connects with us
too in Relative Free Will Guiding us with Signs that take us to Greater
Adventures Higher and Higher Hence that Album Cover from ‘Journey’
in ‘Only the Young’ Carl Jung’s Sacred Scarab Beatle of Synchronicity
Set Fire
to Fly even higher
smiles my Friend i’ve
been Close to a Hundred
Years of Age at 21 and basically 0 now…
so Happy that i know nothing just means i Freely
escape the prison of my Neo-Cortex with Relative Free Will..
more specifically all 11,177 Miles of Free Verse Dancing and
sure 12 Million Words Written online in increasing Flow out
of Neo-Cortex Mind since Thanks Giving of 2010.. in
Bio-Feedback every step every word closer to Zero
Age now.. Eternally Seeking and Finding Within
sure to
and share too FREE
hehe.. for those folks
who don’t mind a TSuNaMi of Word
Songs And Dance Steps FREE just to be me..
HAha.. Online is a Fun Place i’ve had people
Always Anonymous People without a Face
in their own Version of Avatar Life of course
suggest i should be ashamed of Leg Pressing
Half-A-Ton (Now 1340Lbs 18 reps) for i don’t do it
‘their way’ and i should Kill myself for i write ‘Retarded’
haha one ‘Poetry Science Professor’ even went as far as
telling me i hate to Rain on Your Parade but if you don’t single
space after 14 Lines you are doing it ‘wrong’.. and then i basically
said keep on raining i’ll bring you another TSuNaMi of Words to
Add to the Flood and Your Rain and then i say yes do it your way..
you will
me for
i am Truly Free..
i keep a record for what
i do just for free don’t give a crap
about Likes Shares or Followers but i
am glad they always come today to share my
life with me even if they don’t like it hehe as
The Human Voice is always interesting to hear
At Least.. Hehe.. Trust me when i say Collaborating
With You Will Give You a ‘Fredache’ as my Wife Says Now
too.. ha! of course i Collaborate with People everywhere
i go.. always responding in Poetic Wisdom Style to
everything ‘they’ bring oh Lord
a few folks like
it but seriously
some folks take
it as a serious
pain in their
butt so
i just
dust off my
mind/heart/spirit/soul and go to the
Next place of Ocean online now more
anyway in short Technology is a Tool
the first Tool of which is words letter by
Letter of Alphabets that Humans Co-Create to
extend the Life of their Soul in Reaching out and staying too..
Humans at
Best Master
the Tool of
to serve the Greater
Holy and Sacred Meaning
and Purpose of Life for all
at worse Humans become Slave
to their Technology/Tools and Worst
Humans Become their Tools and Lose
their Humanity as the Prophecy of the
‘Terminator” Movie Comes Truer now anyway ‘i’ll be Back’
after i finish my Newest Blog Post named “Day After Saving A
World Now” of course as usual my World my Friend.. as really what more Can
Will We do to save the rest of the Species if first we don’t save our own
to Hell on Earth
Within true each
of Us has a personal
responsibility not to go
to Hell on Earth Within and sure
to remember light comes from dark too..
Just so we will continue a ‘Neo-politan’ Mix of ‘Ice Cream Life’..
anyway before i say i’ll be back with a video clip i’ll go ahead and
answer to the Comment of the Day that it literally makes me
sick to
my stomach
to say a harmful
word to someone
else i always do my
best to make it up to them if i make
that mistake as yes.. oh God Yes.. i am Human too..
sure behind the Shades are a couple of very Human eyes..
true though it was like i had Hell in my right eye and the
rest of that side of my Face for 66 Months from wake to sleep
hmm.. sort of like the
‘Terminator’ too..
but i believe
it may
been the
Left Side of
His Face Alternatively…
i guess i am perhaps ‘A Mirror Image’
of that too.. hehe.. True i Love the Zen
Art of Ego (Acting) too..
anyway like
‘he’ says
too i’ll
be back
i always say that
and true i am tired
of the same old Dam Phrases so i make
New ones up just for fun and never now to get bored..;)


SMiLes What i try to avoid before Sleeping is Working at all Costs
then i get to sleep whenever i feel like it hehe.. as far as what
is Good or Bad that’s a rather Moral Relativistic Reality
as oh my Gosh Humans for Bonding Purposes
may Go To Church and then Vote
for ‘A Father of All Lies’
literally 10,000 in
828 Days and
Call Him
A God send too..
People Make up what they
Feel is Good or Bad as they go
All bets are off for rationality as
NeuroScience Shows Human Emotions
Rule all our Rational Decisions as History
Continues to ELaBoRaTE So Much in Day to
Day Life still.. additionally Neuroscience Shows
We Basically Hallucinate our Realities as we go based
on what we Hallucinated before.. hehe.. then we make up
reasons for what feels good or bad in the past as far as Pain
And Pleasure Both Sensory and Emotional too.. as there really
is not much difference in the
Pain until all is numb
and nothing
is left at
all Just Yuck
Yuck Yuck and
Then of Course there
is the Reality of Good and Evil
yes some folks are born without the
Ability to Feel the Social Bonding Neurohormone
Oxytocin and additionally Feel no Remorse for Harming
others in this way it’s also a bit hard to judge them too harshly
as if we were in their shoes not having a Conscience it is a Hard Hard
Road to Drive particularly when a Human Being cannot Feel Love
not even the Pet of a Cat and perhaps all they feel pleasure for
is the stimulus they get by Harming others by playing Head
Games with them.. yes.. Heart Games too.. that don’t
feel so good too.. hmm.. the Best Good is when
We do our Best not to harm others and
the reality of Evil is there are some
folks actually born a way
where their
in Life is the
Little Jolt of Stimulus
they get from Harming or
Manipulating others but again
in the rare case for about 1 percent
of the Population who are born that
way they have zero reference Point for how
Love even Feels the Soft Pet of a Cat or Dog
Actually Realistically Speaking some folks are born
in Hell this way and they spend their life trying to take folks
Smiles Due Caution
is required for those folks
while they may lack Spirit of
Heart the Intellect to Manipulate
may be stellar intelligence to bring other folks down..
With yes.. Head games Head games i believe ‘Foreigner’
has a song for that.. that i will play here hehe.. not good
to listen to it
before you
to go
to sleep hAha..
Anyway been at the
Beach all day Dancing
putting together another
Mammoth Blog Post just
coming by here for a short break..
Smiles we Live in a World Where often
Homes become God and Cars
become Lovers
Never comes
Eternally Within now
This way as obviously when
We get attached to what is out
side of us we lose the ability to
Generate Happiness within hmm..
true.. a Person who is feeled yes full
of Emotional Pleasant Colors Within
Doesn’t have a Place to Fill up With a Buggy
Full of Walmart Stuff and sure A Two Car Garage
Always filled up to the Max with the Next Garage Sell
or Trip to the Flea Market to sell what never filled up a Soul
Empty Within.. yes this is a real Head game too and the End
Game that always Begins is a Heart Filled with Giving and Sharing
Stuff is not
even for the
Birds The Green
Where i Live should
only be to Literally burn
but as they say when in Rome
Adapt or Perish but when Money
Needs are gone be free.. We Live in a
Debtor Nation for the Creditor of Love
Has Gone on Vacation and no where to be found for
so many folks Lost in the Head Games of Money and Stuff is God..
is Better
Love Dances
And Sings Love
Gives and Shares
Love Moves Connects
And Co-Creates more Love Lives when Real as Us..
No Debts just give and share more and more and more with SMiLes..:)


PAiNTiNG NeWeR CaNVasES oF Words
CoME Worlds LoVinG LiVinG MoRE
LiVinG BReaTHinG ArT LoVinG NoW MoRE
SMiLes FriEnd HiMaLi This Poem is for you This
Morning as You Enter into Weekend Joy.. SMiLeS
May We always
Be Great
Friends too..:)
Happy Birthday 🎂
PsychologistMimi i
Miss My Mother too
And Appreciate the
Gift of Life she gave
Me Standing by my
Side in Darkest
Nights of
Day Yep
My Personal Jesus
Too and if not for a
Newly Born gift of
Poetry at age 53
She would
Have never
Seen the Colors
Of my Soul as A
Man of few words to
Express those Colors
For the Decades of
My Heart.. SMiLes you
Are an interesting
Person and i always
Am Happy now to see
Your Views From New
York a Best part of
Blogging for those
Of us living in
Paradise Beach
Without much of
A Wanderlust
To Leave
Heaven With SMiLes..:)
Hehe.. been gone a Day and there are 9 Blog Posts
to catch up on.. and i see the Comments Sections
Are Still open to Facilitate the Avenues for just
that.. Truly in Life what i love the Most are
Avenues that are Free to Express myself
Haha.. You are Wide open for
that so i fly a bit with you
too.. hehe.. as i Feel
Your Creativity
Burning a bit
through the May
Days Season of Spring too..
hehe.. us Creative People are like
that the Sun Lights us up even higher…
Anyway as the Star Wars Saga with both Sith
And Jedi Influence illustrateS well there is Peace
And Harmony but there is also no Gain without Pain..
Life is Animal Homeostasis that way at rest Now More
Peace and Harmony but we must also be Strong Enough
to make it through the fights and flights of Life.. Otherwise
Humans And Other Animals And Life In general will not survive
well in a state of
Either Fear
of Dark
or Cyncism
oF LiGHT.. i am not afraid NoW
of the Dark i will wield my Light
Saber of Inner Strength against it nor
will i be afraid of Pouring Tears when Loss
of Love comes too.. true there are days when
i will be a bit Jealous and that will only make
me stronger too as i get over that.. hmm.. envy
Can’t say i ever experience much of that as i am
Happy for who i am just as i am now.. overflowing
a bit there but true Envy can and will be an excellent
motivator in small enough portions to motivate someone
to do better too.. honestly in my life i’ve had a lot of envy
too.. true i just tried harder and achieved what i Wished Most
i should be able to do by the blood and sweat and tears of all my
Effort.. yes.. when i was Younger i wanted to be Stronger.. yes i wanted
to attract Women more too.. of course Girls back then.. i was envious
of folks who had Air-Conditioners in their Cars and Heaters too.. yes
more than a Peanut Butter Sandwich would have been nice in
University Life too..
but the thing is
for all those
‘Delicacies’ of Life that
other folks had that i didn’t
have then i worked for them
i appreciate what i have for i worked
so hard for the little ‘Delicacies’ of Life that
Most folks with Higher Paid Parents could take
for Granted in life.. my Mother charged me for Her
Car to buy it from her i had to pay my own insurance
and now i am just satisfied with what i have but what still
exists is a Work-Ethic to Get Stuff done whether i get paid or not..
i am glad i had a Divorced Mother
Who taught me to
Pay my own
way like
that indeed
is why i came then
financially independent
with Savings in the Bank
in my 40’s along with a Modest
Retirement Income too for sticking
with the same Job in active pay for 25 Years..
And Other Jobs before that for 8 Years too for 33
Years of Work total.. smiles my Friend the things that taught
me most were the Darkness of Losing Loves Watching my Child
Suffer for 51 days holding him while he passed away in my arms
Watching my Mother Pass Away without food or drink in Hospice
Care for 8 Days.. no Life Support for her.. yes Losing Pets and Grieving
and Appreciating Loving the Next Pet even more.. appreciating Light
and Understanding
that the
even more
Colors to the Light
of our Emotions iN Life..
i am not afraid of the Dark
Therefore i Appreciate the DArk
For all the additional Colors Dark Brings to Light..
And what’s Really Cool About Writing Free Verse Poetry
We Can And Will Pour All Our Darkness In Words Then
Beauty Comes From Ashes LeaVinG Forests Of Colors Behind..
SMiLes.. You Build Something
And ‘They’ Will come smiles
one day all that will be left
is a Statue
of You
that says
You did it.. hehe..
But what will LiVE oN
is the Light You Bring to the Eyes of others..
Sure And With the Internet Words Last Practically Now forever..
Oh My God Yes Kids (Adults too) And Their Electronic
Devices Spoon-Fed Life Bits and Bytes always now
With no more Attention Span as
Science Shows on Average now
Less than a Gold Fish
True that doesn’t
even Last 280
Characters of
A Twitter Breath
Everyday Let the
Children Loose
In Mud Puddle
Life let them Build
Castles in the Mud and
yes get Resistant to Germs
So as to Not get so many
Auto-Immune Diseases too..
First Words that come to Mind:
Concept of love: Souls Rise
Ideal love: Love All Serve All
Romantic love: Making A ‘Deal’ That Lasts
Ego Love: As Long as i am Happy You are Happy
Unconditional love: The Love of A Nurturing Mother
Conditional love: Love That Fails to See All of Inside
Child love: Loving Mama No Matter What
Loyal love: Love That Forgives All
Hostile Love: Love That Is Not Love
A Country is only
As Free as its
Education and Health Care…
i Agree.. USA is Still Wearing Liberty Diapers….
Could Learn A Bit More From France Origin
Of A Statue For Free..
Haha Coffee Kissing
Obviously You are very
Open Minded for Closed
Minded Folks are way too
Easily Disgusted to do this..
some folks
even mind
Sweaty Hugs
From a Dancer
but not my Polar
Opposite Wife she
ugh would make me
Shower outside before
i came in if she ever builds a Shower Outdoors
Fortunately We don’t have a Dog or Dog House too..
Romance is An Ocean.. Waves Move
Sublime Sailing Ships of Love now
Where There is never a given of the
Next Destination for sure.. Yes there
Are Rough Waves Moonlit Still Waters
Where Butterflies Are Fluttering Then
Angel Wings Deep
Floating Higher Feathering
Touches of Softly Singing Birds
Sure i could go on forever now got
A bit of a Poetic Pen Stroke for Romance in Practice..
Haha.. i have a Very Close Friend Who Once told me
my Wife must be A Luckiest Woman for the Poetry i sing
But it’s true Katrina could leave my Poetry in The Dishwasher..
And never
take out
Those DiSheS HaHa..
Anyway ‘Trust me’ When i Dance
SinG A Pen is Mightier Than Any
SWorD Or ‘Texted Body PartS’ Haha..
One Day i’m gonna STarT A School For Lost ‘little men’..
It’s true when one is truly
‘in Love’ With someone one
one is turned on inside
With Feelings
First the Emotions
Are the Flame not
The Body Parts First to See..
And as far as Ideal Love Goes Forget
About it We Humans Are Ideals that We
Co-Create as We Go Living Love is always a
Art Project
when we
make it into
a Science Experiment it Mostly
Dies Dies a slow Tortuous Death
As All Real Stuff in Life Love Spirals
Ever Changing Always a Canvas We
Paint Together As Humans and Truly
Romantic Love mostly at core is all about Finding
A Mate To Reproduce with who satisfies all our Tastes..
Yes And Genetic Compatibilities Deep Innate Instinctual
And Intuitive too otherwise Unconditional Love includes no part of that
for true
is Just about
As Conditional
As Life Will Get For
Let’s Face it Successful
Reproduction is Life or Death
at the Longest Runs of Life now..
Fortunately the Ocean is a Big Place and the Fish are Plentiful
for those who just keep seeking and finding a Fish who WorkS heHe..
iF A Person does not possess
A Healthy Level of Self-Esteem
Love isn’t gonna likely work
unless one meets
someone who
is equally
And Co-Dependent..
Hmm.. i guess one could
say at least one may find someone
to be a bit Unhappy with inside hmm..
not much a
Person can
do to Us
A Person We aRe
is filled up inside now
Problems.. Do Come
when one Co-Dependent
Partner in Crimes of Love
Wins THeiR Wings Free Within..
okay since Word Press is Still broke
For Liking Posts on Safari off to the
Google App on my Phone to do that next..
i am glad i am Older and Married and don’t really
have to
with a
Raging Ocean
of Romance anymore..
but true i do like surfing grounding
DancE NoW on Land too it is a bit of a thrill..
That was 1449 Words in the Last Hour Generated
by the Inspiration of your Blog hehe Thanks for the Word Count too..1470..:)


SMiLes Ilona Thanks For Dropping by “Day After Saving a World NoW” hehe
Yes i’m still Kicking and Dancing Alive Singing Having Fun as Every Day might
as Well be an Epic Feast And Festival as i Dance And Sing.. Glad You Enjoy
my Choice of Music.. as for those 66 Months as a Shut-in in my Bedroom
without effective of my eyes and ears it was a bit disappointing
as i could not enjoy High Definition Colored Screens
or Listen to Any You-Tube Songs the
‘Terminator’ Pain in my Right Eye
and Ear was just too much..
And After getting usage
of my Eyes and
Ears back on or about
July 19th 2013.. Boy was
i happy to be able to fully enjoy
Music again and Once Again Feel
And Sense the Beauty and Colors of Nature
Again.. true This Blog has had around 170,000 of
my Photos Attached to it and yes well over 10,000
YouTube Songs and Some Informational Videos
to more Fully Illustrate it in Music too and sure
Wisdom other Folks Bring too.. we live in
Truly Amazing Days where there is
really no reason to ever get
bored hehe of course
unless we might
be trapped
at the
Mundane of Work-Rut Routines
when i used to Work at a Bowling
Center for the Military as an actual
Government well paid employee hehe..
people used to ask me how i could be happy
working there so long and i had to wonder don’t you
know feel and sense that each Human Being is a Reflection
of God and the UNiVeRSE Whole Ever Spiraling in Emotional
And Sensory Change too as yes there were about 100 of those
Fractals of God as Reflection of the UniVerse Whole at any one
Given Human Clock Time in that place endless ParTs of God to
Study and even Smile With too.. i also remember the first time i Laughed
in over 66 Months in August of 2013 my God did that Belly Laugh Feel
Good as i said to myself you know what that is really a best Feeling i bet
God is
a Laugh
sort of like
A Trickster
who guides Us along
the Way through Dark
And Light if we let go of enough
Reasons to let God’s Art SinK iN
iN Signs Of all of Nature we come to feel and sense
yes.. even including Ghosts in machines like Algorithms
of Machine Souls.. Come to Be too.. hmm.. reminds me
of another Police Song.. hehe.. my Music Library in my
Head is practically GRoWinG as big as the YouTube Library now haha..
Yes true just imagine a few words of any song thousands and thousands of songs
enter it search it and voila Loving Life Musically comes to Be Fresh New Frequencies
And Vibrations Rising even Higher or Lower if that is where we choose to go.. Energy
Force Between
Our Ears
Inspiring the
Spirit of our Heart
Soul Evolving more..
i like this Song ‘Invisible
Sun’ By Sting ‘Cause when
i was 21 in ’81 it came on the
Radio and by the time the Intro
Count Came to 2 i knew it was gonna
go to 6.. first and last time that ever happened
to me with any Song i saw it as a Sign still figuring it out..
i was really flying high at that point in my Life it’s interesting
How life can and will get so Magically Colored when we fly so high..:)


We Can And Will Pour All Our Darkness In Words Then
Beauty Comes From Ashes LeaVinG Forests Of Colors Behind…

SMiLes i like the Philosophy
that Loyalty in Relationships
is not only a potential Double
Edged Sword but an Entire Spectrum of
Human Potentials in Dark thru Light that must
be worked out as Art ACross the Lifespan that continually
Takes Much Effort in Understanding Differences of Viewing
And Doing the World And Clarifying and Validating Truths or
Mistakes in Understanding these Differences that will Change
as We Change and Our Environment does Across the Lifespan
True.. Smiles.. ‘Love’ Promises A Rose Garden Keeping in Mind
Spirit of Heart and Soul
A Healthy Rose
of Love
Both Pain and
Pleasure of Thorns
And Flowers Without
Some Blood Sweat and
Tears in Relationships for
the total Work-out of Love
The Rose of Love may Die
if either Thorns or
Flowers are
Enough Loving
Attention as Love
Wears Gloves and is
not Afraid to Get Dirty
in the Garden of the Heart Beat
of Love that Keeps Beating Strong..
People Looking for ‘Perfect Loves/Gods’ are not likely
Gonna be Happy For what’s in store for them if they expect
to make it through Decades of Love that is comfortable still
when they walk in a Home of Sweetness Rather than Bitterness that
to Sweat
And Tear
And Yes
Bleed out the
Effort it takes to
Make both Thorns And Flowers into
Blooming Roses of Love That Last and
The Same Really Applies to any Human Relationship
And even at the Macro Level of Society as Pat Benatar
Sings Per ‘Loves is a Battlefield’ and ‘Promises in the Dark’ Love
Takes Work Work
Ending Work
Just when you think
‘You Got it down’ There is
More Work to Bring Love up..
Smiles Keeping in Mind that
my Marriage stayed Alive as
My Wife was once married just
about Literally to a Demon/Devil in Hell….on Earth…
didn’t ask for it it just sort of Happened ain’t that Life
A Rose Garden with Thorns and Flowers that never ends
the never
with that
Price always
of Thorns and Flowers
in ‘God Speak’ of Roses continuing to be..
From an Indian Perspective ‘Shiva’ will lose
the Will to Dance without the Fire of ‘Kali’ that keeps Love Alive..
All the Women i have truly Loved have been a bit like Kali in some way at least..
So ‘i’
‘i’ continue ‘The Dance’..
‘The Song’ of Love comes next..:)

SMiles my Philosophy
of Debt is the Way i Play
the Casinos Give the Wife
the Free Play Money finish
with that and go For the Free
Root Beers
Like Walmart
for the Free
as i don’t
get Charged
For Loitering
As Long as i Dance..;)

SMiLes Soheir Happy Friday Holiday Coming Your
Way these Rules for Divorce in Islam Seem much
Fairer than what the Catholic Church Brings where i Live
as sadly People who cannot get along and Must Get Divorced
are no longer
considered full
Members of the
Church in the ability
to Receive the Ritual
of Communion they are
trying to Change this
But Pope Francis
is getting
a lot
of Blow
Back from other ‘Higher
Feathered Ups’ who wanna
Keep Tradition the same there
is no Good Reason People Should
Suffer Now just because People do
not have the common Sense in Love
in Feelings of Human Decency that does not
Require People to Suffer a Life that is hardly worth Living..
i believe that Marriage takes a whole lot of Work but we Humans
are far from Perfect and there are Irreconcilable Differences that Happen
as some folks just cannot get along and the Children and Husband and Wife
for them
staying together..
Anyway Hope you have
A Nice Day off of course Realizing
From the Experience of my Mother
That really Mother’s don’t get a Day
off even if they are Married and not having
the Additional Duties of doing it on their own..
which makes it so so Stressful to do in Addition
to the help a Husband Brings.. Marriage is Worth saving but not at all costs..:)


“Is She On Spring Break Or Is She In Labor” Ha! i Just Heard That too!!…
Selective Hearing Katrina Watching A TV Show in the Other Room Over An Hour and the Only Word i Heard was when A Woman Said ‘Orgasm’
Ya Can Do All Ya TalKinG Ya Wanna Do Butt Human Nature Is Gonna Do What God Wants To Do iN Ya As NaturE TruE Too…
YeaH It’s True This is About God But WHO Is Gonna Pay Attention to A Homily if Not For all The Sexy Dresses in Front of YA…
Yeah All ‘Normal’ Humans Have Fantasies Butt THaT Is NOT THE Bill Clinton Definition of Sex in Other Words it’s Not ACTually Sex
i told my Psychiatrist This Week i am only ACTually Sexually Attracted to my Wife He Said He tells His Wife the Same Thing…
Hmm.. i was Emotionally Attracted to Her Kindness Smile and Eyes and Overall Personality Like With all my other Girl Friends…
i Asked Her (Katrina) Was It An Emotional or Sexual Attraction She Said Both
Nor Are Cultural Barriers Those Are the Lines that Define Tradition And Keep the Social Bonding Unit Together A Societal Must
She Said ‘I see You Freddy’ There are just some days i guess that Cultural Barriers Evaporate We Are All Human That is no Sin…
Oh Lord the Close to Photographic Memory i think she may have changed
Her mind when i posted that Running Photo at 22…
My Great Friend Rafiah From Pakistan Saw me With Pants on One Time She said Honestly i Look Better in Pants…
i was determined to Correct That Issue So i Haven’t Worn Pants Since Summer of 2013.. still getting views below the Belt hehe…
Side Note Again Three: She Clarifies She Didn’t See my Legs First that was Later.. it was my Kindness And Smile And Eyes Most…
Side Note Again too: Was Hoping She Wasn’t Gonna Say 8-Pack Still Working on Changing a Bit of A Keg to That.. hehe..
Side Note Again: Katrina Said the First Things She Was Attracted to Were my Legs.. Face.. Eyes And Personality…
Relative Free Will of Heaven to Hell Within Now More Of Us Will Be Able to Choose.. Seek Find ‘TheNoW’.. REVoLuTioN ORanGE CoMiNG
Sadly Even When More Avenues Open Up To Find Heaven WiTHiN NoW oN EarTH Some Folks Will Still FALTeR Only LooKinG Forward to Death
Then The Greatest Currency.. Rate.. And Pay Grade Of Life Will Be The Art of LoVE iN All Colors LoVE CoMES
ReVoLuTioN ORanGE iS When Technology Replaces Most Of Capitalistic Needs to Work For Money Of/As God
i Figured iT ALL Out When i AM 3 Before i Speak at 4 Blessed Then Without Words of ‘Trump Deceit’ Direct Conduit Within As iN God
Choose Your Trump Truth Either We Are Temples of God Living Within Or Jesus Is Not The Only Begotten Son of God
‘He’ Would Only Be Clothed With A ‘Face Palm’ That And Who Dances And Sings i Am ONLY A ‘Slob’ Like ‘You’ Just Another Face of God
If Jesus Came Back Today All 5 Foot 1 And 106 Pounds or So of Syrian Looking Brown Dude With Shortly Cropped Hair…
It’s Like “Apocalypse” The Original Greek Definition Means Lifting Veils of Ignorance as i am Doing Now Not Burning The World Up
God iS/iN All Of Us And ALL Someone F’ed Up the Original Greek Translation For
‘The’ Son Of God Instead Of ‘A’ Son Of God.. SNAFU
Katrina Is Not Ashamed Of Her BODY Neither Am i for Those Who’ve Seen An
ExPaNDeD Story of That too Is It Not Temples of God It Is
i Am Only Human The First Thing That
Attracted me to Katrina Was Her Legs
Some Things Never Change Now
It’s LiterAlly Impossible to Love
God If You Do Not Love
Yourself ALL OF YOU
Or Anyone Else
For That ReaLiTY
When i Wear Blue WHat’s
Left of my Hair is Blonder
Than When i Wear BLack
Some Days My Eyes Are Blue
Some Nights My Eyes Are Green Chances
Are When They Are Green i Am Feeling All of Life To Be RiSinG
REVoLuTioN ORanGE Two Songs to Choose From With ‘Umbrella’ And ‘Little Miss Sunshine’
Never Ending Story NoW GoDLoVE IS A Rose WitH THoRNS AnD FLoWeRS But Hope/Love Trumps Fear/Hate Misery And Suffering Loves Company This Country
Now MaKinG A Fool Out oF Light’s Truth In Love Sure It’s Just A Story But It’s ‘Jesus’ Wisdom’s Beauty Love’s Truth Jesus F. iN Christ Even Though Revelation Is Just A Story It Is Clear As Day Is Night You Live Under An Umbrella The Umbrella of Love (God) NoW Master The All (Love) All That’s Left to Do Is Give And Share Love NoW At The Pinnacle The Pyramid Capstone All Seeing Eye Of Agape Love.. No Inertia oF Fear No Gravity Of Hate It’s True God Pulls Rabbits Out Of Hats But You Have to Do The Pulling And Never Let Go of Love Effortlessly At Best Some Folks Just Recite A 2K Year-Old Verse And Say That’s Love And Heaven Guaranteed.. Like A Magic Incantation In other Words If ‘You’ Can’t Separate From ‘Politics’ At Least Marry Love If ‘Church’ Can’t Separate From ‘State’ At Least Marry Love.. Considering.. Yeshua Spoke Aramaic And Never Wrote A Word He Would Dance Sing At Least You Saved Love Oh Lord the Scriptures of my Soul Don’t Be ‘A Fool’ Write Your Own Bible at Best With/For Love (GoD) It’s A Fact if the Church i Go To is Really ‘Christian’ it Won’t Lie For A Father of Lies Like PoLiTiCS.. Like ‘Jesus’.. Some Folks Thought Katrina’s Mother Sandy.. Was Crazy.. i Am too.. In Great Company… Yes LOVEGODDFReED Katrina’s Mother Was So Poor Yet She opened Her Home To Those Without A Home i Thought to myself Holy Shit A Christian The Test is simple if You Do Not Welcome Everyone in Your Soul With Loving Arms You Are Not A Christian ‘Jesus’ Became Love (GoD) People Noticed Yet no one Still Seems to Really want ‘Him’ least Not Most ‘Christians’.. If You Don’t Understand What it’s Like to Be ‘Homeless’ You Don’t Understand What It’s Like to Be ‘Jesus’ i’ve Heard it Worded ‘Some Folks’ Never Truly Find A Home But GoD…
SMiLes in Real Life i
Really am Famous
People All Over
Paparazzi me
HaHa ‘They’ ReAlly STill
Don’t KnoW me ‘Freddy the Freeloader’ Getting off on All
of You Scott Free With GoD A Real Bounty… Still Looking
Around Like Are You taking A Photo of A Homeless Person….
At the Dance Club Folks Paparazzi Photo Bombing me All Night
I’ve Seen ‘This Birthday Wish Present’ it’s Living In an iMaGiNaRiuM (GoD) BLouSE…
Graphic Tees
Work for me..
And Words…
SMiLes.. mY
May you
Ocean Conductor
WAves as SLAves..
DArk Matter
MoVes STars
i AM A FucKinG
And God
Brain Glue
Rules Neurons
Glial Cells ReiGn..
Rules Stars
As God
And sure.. i could go
on too.. BeYonD
Art iN A
sAMe BoaT/
TravELs God SPeed..
And you’LL never
fully understand
any of this shit
until you don’t know..
iN oTheR WoRds..
gET thE HeLL ouT
oF yoUr Frontal Lobes..
SoW i seE God
So.. SUe
Or ReaP
mE.. HeHe..
iN HeaVeN
A NicE DaY..
F iN ReaP iT..
Genius of Science.. no
Genius oF Art.. no
Genius of Love.. Yes..
iN oTheR WordS
A StaTe oF BeinG
aT LEast oNe tHinG
iN coMmoN.. ALL…
No OnE JaiLS All Air iN A JaR(S)
YeT HuManS TrY iMPriSoNinG
ALL GoD iN A WorD(S)
Some Folks Experience God As Words
Some Folks Experience God As LiFE
Experience CREaTeS Us NoW
Words ArE TeMPoRaL BeFoRE
Experience iS ETeRNaLLY NoW
TwO HuMaNS WaLKinG A BeacH aS NaKeD
GoD WordS ATTempT to: ExPReSS From:
SciencE IS A HuMaN LeasH ‘ForE
“KaLi” SMiLeS ArT oF CHaoS
Shiva Dances With Her Free
God/Humans Are CLouD(S)
THaT Humans ATTempt to:
FiT iN From: CLoThe(S)
Might Not Be ‘The Dude’
But Most Definitely i
Am Freddy Free
Loader Hehe
Currency Pay Rate
Pay Grade oF LoVE
Holy Crap Imagine
Every One Dancing Singing
What Will Come of Money When
Happiness Of Love Rules Moving Connecting Co-Creating
i’LL Get Back to: This First 260th Week of Dance At Old Seville
When Free Loading Comes From: Free Giving Abundance InDeed NoW
SMiLes in Real Life i
Really am Famous
People All Over
Paparazzi me
me EveryWhere i
Go Smart Phone
Camera Lights in
my Eyes all Night
At the Dance Hall
Hardly Ever Does
Anyone Stay to say
Hi or get to know me…
You are a Present to me
Each Day for you don’t
Make me Feel like the
Invisible Famous Man…
Being Famous means
Nothing.. Connecting
To People Now Means
Everything i connect
To everyone in Real
Life by Dancing in
Public rarely to ever
Do they take Effort
Humanly Connecting
With me yet connecting
To God Allone including
Them one
Is Still
Always Enough
Always Smiling
Inside when
i Dance God
Me Free😇😁😊🤗

Hmm.. The Standards for Virgin Flirting Have Changed
Drastically over the Last Few Decades Now that We Have
Hook-up Culture a Bootie Dance at a Club Where a Woman
Aggressively Rubs Her Rear uPon the Front of a Dude as i have experienced
This Greeting More than Two Handfuls of Times at the Ripe Old age Now
of Close to 59 From Women as Young as the Legal Age to get into the Club
which is 18.. But seriously It seems it’s no more than a Hand Shake Just
A Way to
Say Hi
and not
even Necessarily
A Sign that they even
Like you as Lord Knows
how can Any Woman Like
A Dude almost 4 Decades now
Younger When He doesn’t even have
A Trump Dime In his Pocket.. My Wife and
Her Sister always Says it is for my Money but
i’ve haven’t bought a Drink Yet.. surely not for anyone else.. either…
i’ve received a Few From Women Just more acts of Random Kindness i guess…
i carry my Wife every where i go on my Avatar to keep me safe online most
of the time it works but surely not always as it’s true Given a Line-up of
Single and Married Men Science Shows that Women Will Choose the
Married Secure Man in attraction more often for He is a proven ‘buy’
that Works it’s just
Biology and yes
indeed Science
And the More Honest
You are about everything
And Particularly the More Fearless
You are about everything Money doesn’t really
seem to make that much difference not even being
(True Science Shows that Fearless Confidence is the
Number one Attractive Attribute to Women by 60 Percent..
the Size of the Wallet Falls at the Bottom in single digits)
Old Enough to be someone’s Grand-Dad hmm.. yes
there was one time that one of the Women upstairs
at the Club Said i wanna Marry someone Just like
that Dude down there she was talking to/about me i’m
not sure if she was flirting or not with me.. but i guess it was a
Compliment if i could give one piece of Advice to Dudes about Flirting
With Women Dance Like no one is looking just be fearless and Honey
Bees Will Swarm all around you.. very pretty Honey Bees too.. i guess
over 2,000 Smiling Women Photos with me in Selfies Provides the Empirical evidence
for that Oh Lord only if only if i had the skills at 21 that i have as Grand Pa now.. no
way i would
have the
time to
fulFiLL much
of my other
Human Potentials at all hehe…
i Virgin flirt all the time but i tell my Wife all
about it and she tells me which Women are
the Prettiest and makes a bet on how many
Smiling faces i will acquire in photos by the
Quality of the Colorful Dance T-Shirts she buys
for me to Attract More Pretty Honey Bees at the Club…
You Stay married long enough and you just don’t have
it in you to get Jealous Anymore particularly when my
Wife at 49 Still has the body of a 19 Year-Old Woman same one i married hehe..
Additionally without make-up still prettier than any Woman there with Make-up..
that’s the other thing about Debt stay married to the same Woman get Rich that way
i never tell
the Young Women
i am Financially Independent
but i always tell them my Age
and show them a photo of Katrina
in Her Bikini and tell them how i was
poor when i married Her and Promised
Her if she married me she would never age…
honestly that’s one of the Best Virgin Flirts ever for those
of us who Love Fairytales and Living Happily ever after all
it’s most always a Turn-on for a Woman to See a Couple Always in Love..
just something
they might want
sooner than later too.. hehe..
oh yeah.. there’s one other thing
i think some Women may Like Silent Type
Men i find Women and most everyone likes
me Better Before i open my Mouth Perhaps
This Video From the Movie A Beautiful Mind Will
Illustrate That as well.. i am not going to Say now if i
pay Attention to the Blonde though.. hehe.. one of my
Best Girl Friends on the Internet yes just a Friend still a very
Good Friend From Pakistan found me then on Facebook as she
met me on another Friend From Pakistan’s Site 5 Years ago And Said Sir You
have a
Heart that was
Quite a Compliment
for someone Diagnosed on
the Autism Spectrum i will never forget that…
People who connect with Hearts are the Best i never forget them…
And i never Leave their side and there is almost never anything i
expect from
them either
Just Acts of
Kindness are enough..
That Kind of Love is Timeless and Ageless…
i don’t think i would even use the Word Flirt with it..
‘John Nash’ admitted his ‘Game Theory’ Was Flawed for
he didn’t experience Normal Human Emotions i am on
the other end of the ‘Mirror Neuron Spectrum’ it’s a totally different Human Place..
when the Dudes at
the Club give me a
Hard time about my
Graceful Dance i show ’em
the Youtube Video of me Leg
Pressing 1340 Pounds 12 Reps…
show ’em some Fancy Martial Arts Kicks
too and tell ’em the Reason i Wear Shades
in the Club is they are Birth Control.. yes.. Condoms for my eyes..
hAha.. otherWise Women tell me i see their Souls.. my Secret ‘Weapon’ hehe..
oh yeah.. pro-tip for Men.. never think talk like that will impress a Woman it doesn’t… but you’d (maybe not)
be surprised
how many
Men spend
their Life
trying to impress
Men.. i always saw
that as a waste of time still do.. hehe..;)


Unconditional LoVE IS A State of Agape Love that is Eternally
Now For All to Give And Share LoVE IS A Rose With THorNS
And Flowers That Wilts and Blooms God IS ARose The SaME
And DiFFeRenT
too.. All We
Can And Real
Free Willy Do is Surf
This Rose of Reality Now
The Best We Can and Will
And Understand We Are Human
Beings Who Co-Create Our Realities
Based on What We Experience As We
Come And Go Now.. On My Best Days
i Love Unconditionally Like An Angel
In Heaven on my Worst Days i am a
Bit More Like a Devil In Hell the
Devil in Hell Always ReMinds
me How Beautiful it is
to Master
Love Now that is Agape
For All.. Smiles i am CuRRenTLY
Not Wearing Horns.. but it’s True
i am Luke Hot About Loving All of Life
for Some Folks Unconditional Love is a Sin
for Those Folks Who Believe Now that Gay Folks
Have a Right to Enter into a Holy and Sacred Bond of
Marriage And for Immigrants to Share our Food THere IS
A Greater Way to Master Life For Those who Choose to Master LoVE NoW
In Other
We Are Human
Unconditional Love
May Be Mastered Eternally
Now but the Eternal Now Changes
As All of Reality Does All of Life is Conditional
This Way An Endless Ocean With Varying Size
Waves And Ferocity of Storms We Can And Will
Only Surf
the Conditions
of Love the Best
We Can to rise Above
the Ocean of Change (God) as Love..
Smiles my Friend There is No Room For Love Without Mercy
Understanding and Compassion that we are only ‘Slobs’ With God’s Face (Love)
i Believe THeRE IS A Song for This That Fits These Conditions of Love Almost Perfectly
Hehe This is my Answer for the Post on Unconditional Love too ReAlly There is no Difference
my Answers
Are the SaME And DiFFeRenT..:)

SMiles my Philosophy
of Debt is the Way i Play
the Casinos Give the Wife
the Free Play Money finish
with that and go For the Free
Root Beers
Like Walmart
for the Free
as i don’t
get Charged
For Loitering
As Long as i Dance..;)

A Country is only
As Free as its
Education and Health Care…
i Agree.. USA is Still Wearing Liberty Diapers….
Could Learn A Bit More From France Origin of A Statue For Free..:)

SMiLe my Friend some folks Spend Their Lives only attempting
to Roll A Way A Few Stones or even only one from their eyes i turn
Over More Stones.. That doesn’t please many People in Fact many People
Will Not Even Tolerate the Presence of that Philosophy of Life.. In my Sight
A Greatest Gift is Coming to a Place that Feels Like Home Where i am Allowed
to Express all of what i Feel.. Sense.. and Know about Life It’s a lot my Friend i Keep
Evolving Now as is i Am come to be Anew.. in Every Step of Dance in Every Word of Song.. as Change
And New
in other
i Thank
You This is
All My Pleasure
There are very few places
i am Free to Do this and
Whenever someone just
Says Hi that’s the icing on the Cake of
Life.. i only Expect a Rose Garden of Thorns
And Flowers And that’s the Normalcy of What i find i for one Love iT aLL NoW..:)


Yet Do Yeti’s Exist Cool…
Filling-in Blanks WArming Up
DREamS CooKinG PoTenTiaLS…
Waves Surf Balance through…
Thanks still thinking
Of A Nickname
For you
There are
Too many
How about
Hugs Yes Hugs
Will Do from

7 Seas just
to see the Saint
Elmo’s Fire in the Eyes
of Eve Eternally Now
Every Adam’s
the Apple of Your
Eyes the Taste of Your
Beauty that Flavors All of Life…
Still Working on my First HarleFred Romance Novel.. hehe..
Katrina must be the Luckiest Woman in the World i’ve Heard it
Sung as Well.. She Just let me take a Photo of Her Pulling Her
Shirt Above Her Waist and Shorts Below the Same With Her
hmm.. after
as i took some
Photos of a Wild
And Lovely Squirrel…
i asked her if i could include
it on Facebook And she Said
Wait until i am wearing a Bikini
Bottom and Top Again hehe..
Yes my Wife Still excites me
This Way hehe Perhaps
one day i will get
an 8
and excite her the same one day..
Seriously She has a 6-Pack and she never works out..
Just like my First Love the Girls said she was disgusting
she was so pretty me the ugly duckling that the bullies said would
A Girl at all..
Put me down
And just see what happens next..
it’s true Darkness Will Explode as a Super Nova will too..
into Light into Light unto Light that will no longer Be
Invisible to see yes like Titanium Shoot me Down
Hang me Out to Dry i Will Always Rise
From Dark
Skies of Heart
And Soul Again..
And i only wish the
Same for All You/Us/We Now..
SMiLes Generally Speaking When
Folks Try to Put me Down i always
Wanna Say Thank You For Helping
me not
to totally
Fly Away hAha..
It’s Lots Better than
Drugs for being too High hmm…
Hehe.. one of the Reasons i got married..
Just like this..
Some of Us are Truly Born
With More than a ‘Royal Flush’..
And Most Certainly A ‘Trump Card’ too..
Fly High Today my Friend in Your Saturday Delight..
Now i will only add a PHI
Spiral Line.. Eternal
Life.. is only.. Now
That We Co-Create
As Living Beings of God
Within Best Heaven Thanks..

“I have always had a special place in my heart for the little things because they do have more value to me and remember to be kind to someone everyday because your kindness can change the life for someone who feels worthless.

A kind word or a good deed doesn’t cost a dime but it sure does have a lot of value. Try this for a week andy see what a difference it can make in your life.

~ Jo Earley”

100 Days of Quoting HiMaLi’s Quotes this is becoming a Favorite
Hobby of mine please do know.. hehe.. Smiles my Friend
it is the Little Acts of Kindness that do mean the
Most in Life.. to bring a Sparkle in an
eye.. the curve of an upturned
lip and oh my Goodness
A Belly Laugh to come for i remember
my First Laugh after 66 Months the Jovial
New Hair Stylist i went to as it was literally the
First time i went out of the House for a Hair-Cut in 66
Months yes.. we had a Hairstylist come to our Home to cut
my Hair i guess like they do in Nursing Homes but i was much worse
off than most anyone one finds in a Nursing Home in those Days of Darkness..
my Jovial
New Hair Stylist
in August of 2013
shortly after i recovered
from all that Pain She Made me
Laugh i don’t know what she said now
but it was her Positive and yes very Jovial
Energy that woke up that first Laugh in me
the Gift of Heaven my Friend all she was doing
was just being her every day her..
i believe when
our Everydays
Bring Joy
to others
that is the Greatest
Success in Life possible
And True i’ve seen the Residents
of Nursing Homes do it too yes even for
the Workers where the Residents of Old
Bring the Spirit of Youth Back to the Youth of Old as Young again..
it is so true my Friend one thing life has taught me best is it is not the outside
that counts
at all
it is the
inside Shine
That makes the World
Beautiful in the Smallest of
Largest Ways of Kindness just to be Us..:)

“The thing about butterflies,
is that they need to be admired from afar.”

“If you aren’t grateful for what you already have,
What makes you think you would be happy with more…”

SMiLes.. i am Grateful for Every Butterfly i see in Life…
Each one Unique And Worthy oF A ‘Newer Bible’ Written
Each Day to appreciate
This Gift of Life NoW..
There Will Never Be
Enough Words of Song
Or Steps of Dance to
Appreciate the
in Less
Than A Grain of Sand
On All the Beaches of Life..
i Hope you don’t mind that i’ve
Kid-Napped Your Butterfly Quote But
it was just too Beautiful Not to appreciate more..:)

“Lord, make me an instrument of Your peace. Where there is hatred,
let me sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is doubt,
faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light;
where there is sadness, joy.

O, Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled
as to console; to be understood as to understand; to be loved as to love.

For it is in giving that we receive;
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
it is in dying that we are born again to
eternal life. Amen”

Now i will only add a PHI
Spiral Line.. Eternal
Life.. is only.. Now
That We Co-Create
As Living Beings of God
Within Best Heaven Thanks..:)

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Kiss You’d Be Drowning in Spit
but yes 37,288 Likes is a Lot of
Likes in Just a Few Months…
Google Plus said i
got over 300K Plus
Ups when i made a
Funny Post of me in my
Underwear i copied and
pasted the Stats like you did
here but i still just can’t believe
it as it makes me Cry Tears of Laughing..
Anyway glad i copied and pasted the Evidence
As Google Plus went extinct no i do not Keep
all my
Eggs in one
Basket as i think
i told you i administrate
7 Blogs actually and Put all
this on Facebook in my Profile
Pic Description Areas Still Got the
Emails on the Blogs going out as Backup
Text for 6.9 Million Words with Smiles too..
Doesn’t take much effort to get in Your Underwear
but it’s Like those Women on Instagram with their
Favorite Butt
Photos with
Millions of Likes
And Followers what
Works will Work for Real..
Anyway Congratulations my
Friend that is quite the Achievement
in Just the Few Months you Have Existed on Word
Press Since January of this Year almost 10K Likes a Month!!..:)

Technology Has the Potential
To Make Money Obsolete
That’s a Scary
Thought for
Some Folks
Who Truly Do
Worship a God of
Money in most all that they do..:)

SMiLes When i Think of A Child’s
Love i See A Child At Church in a Pew
Reaching Out to Another Child Where
the only thing they have in Common
is they
Just a Few Feet
Apart first time they’ve
Ever Seen the Other
Child of Love So
Free to be
So Free
to Give
And Share
Yes the Child’s Love
That and Who Has not
Yet Become Afraid of Love..
Yes Yes Yes The Modern World
NoW Pink Floyd and Comfortably
Numb When Folks Are Employed
At Soul Sucking Jobs The Wash Rinse
And Dry Cycle of Life where All Day is
Spent in a Rut the only Escape Perhaps a
TV Show Late in the Evening or Just a Bathroom
Break to Relieve The Numb with a Bit of Internet Surfing
At Work..
Oh Lord it
Never Ends
Day in Day out
Where Words And Emotions
No Longer Even Connect Where
Songs Start To Sound Hollow
Where Nothing Feels like
Honestly Nothing Just
Numb Just
Numb For that is all
We Come To Feel Now
And Remember as yes once
Again Memories are Emotions
Emotions Are Memories Must Spark
Them Back to Be Reborn Come Back to Life.. Become A Child Twice
There is Another World of Colors Yes the World of Dance And Song…
(Love) The
Place oF LiGHT
And Ever Expanding
Colors of Emotions And
Senses Beyond the Simple
Colors of the Rainbow So Far Above
Below Within Inside Outside All Around (LoveGod)..:)

Ah Yes The Human ‘Science’ of Oneupmanship
Other Wise Known Felt and Sensed as Human Ego
in its More Pejorative Meaning where folks Determine
Power and Status as Opposed And Hoping to Change
To Beat
out the
Next Door and
Down the Street
And Perhaps on the
Opposite End of A Political
Spectrum too.. As the Ice Princess
From ‘Frozen’ Sings SMaRT Folks
Let that All Go Just Love and Live
And Give and Share Love For Free
Anyway Hope You Are Having A Nice
Saturday Morning Before Work Dear Friend Soheir..:)

Hi Soheir my Dear Friend too.. Actually Katrina had a bit of a Health Scare Thank
God it turned out to be nothing Serious we were really Praying about that in the
Last Week or So.. Smiles.. my Friend i am Happy to hear other than Your Friday
Day off you are enjoying Hobbies in Free Time like Reading and Listening
to Your Favourite Songs.. i do enjoy Staying Fully Engaged in Flow
And Focus in Life.. Keeps my Motor Running Hehe the Spirit
of My HeART Yes mY SoUL Well Tuned and Fired up too..
Hehe.. i work Harder
now than i ever Dreamed
of When i Actually Worked for
Pay All the Difference in the World
Now is i do not feel Trapped in a Catch
22 Situation at Work As Slave to
The Tunes of Other Folks who
Did not Sound So Great
to me.. or Feel so great
Either of Course..
Not Really Engaged
Then And Focused in What i
Was ACTuALLY Doing as it’s really
Hard NoW to Like What you Do Not..
But True in this World it’s Likely that
the Majority of Folks Live in a Soul
Killing Life Where the Spirit of
Heart as Mind and Body
Balancing Soul Is
Really Fully
Disclosed For When
that Happens Humans
Are Basically Just a Ticking Time
Bomb of Stress Hormones and Someone
who is in the Arena of Stress Will surely Take an
Appreciable Fall too.. A Game of Life Dances Sings More..:)

So God comes to Earth in Human
Form.. So God holds hands
with other Human
Forms.. So now
there are more
God purrs..


Okay Like Playing Cards i’ll Trade ya a Photo of my my Mama (she
was voted with the Best Figure in 11th and 12th Grade in High School)
At 17 in 1951.. True What this Means too is i actually Grew up in the
70’s.. Yep.. my Teen Years Then in that Decade for sure.. There
is Good News and Bad News while you may not have
Lived in the 70’s just like any other Decade
of Course YouTube Provides Multiple
Avenues to experience the
Emotions of those
Years through
The Songs of
like Time Was Never
Recorded in the Past at all..
Hmm.. in 1987 at Your Age
Would i have Wanted to Travel
Back in Time all the way to the 1930’s
To Enjoy Music Then.. no way is the Answer
to that there was ‘Elevator Music’ From Somewhere
in the Distance of that but that just put me to sleep none
of that to have then.. so what makes the 70’s so special for it
is True my Wife Raised in the 80’s always Loved the Slow Romantic
Songs Most From that Decade as Free Love Was Raging so was
Love as the topic of the
Day in Romantic
Ways True.. but you know
what i really Loved was Disco
yes wanted to be ‘John Travolta’ took
me until my Middle Fifties to make that
‘Very Unusual Thought’ come true but hey some days
even without writing it down those kinda thoughts eventually
come true in terms of MVP of the Dance Hall hehe.. true one
of many Names i’ve earned there in 260 Weeks of doing that now..
but true oh
Lord if they
Disco the
Effect of my
Dance would be
10-Fold Disco Highly
Charged Enthusiasm
And ‘Silly Love Songs’ to
Boot By Paul McCartney
And Wings too.. and yes
Pontiac TransAms with 6.6
Liter Engines Were all the Rage
Hmm.. Those Were the Days of Heart
The Last Days of Acoustic Music my
Friend the Analog Life
Came to
make ‘Terminator’
Life sadly more ‘Real’..
Anyway.. i’m Back from the 70’s Again..
And Just Fixing to Go to the Mall to Public Dance Again.. hehe..;)


Never Get Enough of Nature
Enough Dance Sing Nature’s
Song Free Love It All As Friend

SMiLes Ms. Hugs.. Congrats as always on all the Awards you
continue to Earn with Your Tireless Blogging Effort Just coming
by this Morning from Sunny SunDay Florida to give Feedback on
An Avenger’s ‘End Game Movie’.. my really only Favorite Part
was when the Female Captain Marvel Avenger intimated
that there are Endless Planets to Save as there
Are Innumerable Wayward Children of
the ‘Eternal Divine Mother’ of the MultiVerse as sure why
not say that as She is a Female SuperHero.. seriously i think all
‘Super Hero Movies’ Now all the Modern ones at least are rather
Evolved ‘Retarded’ as No.. no Creature in this Entire UniVerse and
Beyond that only Evolves to Settle Disputes with Weapons away
From Love Will ever even Evolve long enough to Save their Own
Species Less ever develop the Technology that it would take to
Travel to another Planet of course with the Frigging Common
Feel and Sense that we are Custom Made Tailored as
Evolved to Live ONLY on Our Home Planets and
That’s ALL Be Happy With What We Have Settle
Disputes with Loving Kindness
And if We have to Use
Some kind of
Weapon to do
That We are not even
Human Man and or Woman
IF and WHEN Humans Actually
Evolve As Truly Loving Souls that and
Who Give and Share over Take and Hoard..
(We Already Do That in Small Villages Now)
i wanna see a Movie about a Real Super Hero
one Day and By God i am Not Going To Wait!
Other than that Happy Cinco De Mayo Day Ms. Hugs!!..
i am going to call you Ms. Hugs as i don’t want to create any
‘Scandals’ where anyone thinks i am trying to actually Hug you Haha..
And No i have no time for Awards hehe Saving A World is a Busy thingie to do on
Its own..
Oh yeah and the only
Reason i went to see the
Avenger’s Movie was i heard
that ‘Thor’ was playing ‘the Dude’
off of the ‘Big Lebowski’ Movie as An
‘Easter Egg’.. through.. the Entire.. Show
That part was entertaining and out of the ‘New
Super Hero Box’ Somewhat pleasing to me that
way.. And the Moral of the Story about passing the
Baton of a Super Hero to another Super Hero Always
is a lesson for everyone to understand to never ever rely
on Just ONLY one Super Hero.. i was a bit disappointed not to
See ‘Goose’ The Yellow Cat in the Movie.. i guess i’ll get to see him
if i buy
the Blue
Ray for
the Female
Captain Marvel Avenger Movie with smiles..
it’s true though i feel like i already know ‘that Cat’..
‘He’ was in another Movie called “Inside Llewyn Davis”
Directed by the Cohen Brothers who also Directed ‘the
Big Lewbowski Movie’ in That Movie the ‘Yellow Cat’ also plays two roles..;)

Back From France and Now onto the Facebook Ranch…

‘Piss on That’ ‘Little Horsies’ i Celebrate Every Day Why The Hell Not Rhetorical Question of CourSE
We LiVE iN A World Where Presidential Press Secretaries Will DiSS Celebrating MEXICAN Ethnic Holidays With Winks on Faux News…
On the ‘8th Day’ ‘God’ Created Poetry
Seriously It’s in Genesis Chapter One Verse 32 Now Alan Parson’s Even Wrote A Song About IT
Haha We Still LiVE iN A World WHere the ‘Common Man’ Believes the Way to a Woman’s Heart is through the Size of Their Penis
Even If ‘A Great Pumkin’ CoMeS On ‘May Day May Day Now’… Ya Can’t Make ‘Horsies’ Drink ‘The Water’
Yeah Yeah Yada Yada Blah Blah Blah… Charlie Brown….
Greater Job!!! You’ve Prepared A Way Now Let’s JusT Do IT iN Victory As Goddess Nike Does… too
iMaGiNE A World WHeRE ‘JeSuS’ WiLL SPeaK And Not Be Silenced
To Tell the Truth i Have A Dream i Am Not the Only one…
Economy of Lies… TrutH And Freedom of Love…
Or A BLoG That Continues
iMaGiNE WHat
Jesus Could Have
Done With A Pen
So Much Less Confusion
It’s Really Not Hard If You Try…
Meh.. For Those Folks Who ‘See’ And ‘Hear’ At ‘Least’
A Double Edged Tongue And Words More Powerful As SWoRD
True i Leg Press 1340 Pounds Feather Light Floating A 240
Pound Body That’s No Gravity WHerE Truth Trumps LieS iN
Light Heaven Within Love All Serve All Rock of Ages GaME ON
Where Love Trumps ‘Capital’
The ‘Other God’ Proclaimed
by ‘Faux News Christians’
APPaRenTLY ‘Chosen
Ones’ Are ‘Liberal’
Enough to Love
Loving Love As Enough
Eternal LiFeNoW
Only FaR AwaY As
An Open Mind And
Body Spirit HeART
Of Soul Loving ALL😇
SMiLes.. Stay Blessed and yes count every one
and do make them up or even remember
Blessings now That are gone really there
Is no limit to Decoding and
Creating more Happiness
in life for those Folks Who
neither see or create Limits
to Happiness in Our
life that other place
starts when we are very
Young at about when we
are Forced to keep
On with the
Excrement of
Life this metaphor does
Apply to much of what
We are Fed in life only
The Truly Free And Brave
Will find ways to discard
That Diaper of culture
And ‘let it Go’
As the ‘Frozen’
Movie and Disney and
That Song Proclaims For
It is the Diaper of Life
That is the
Of an Ice
Palace Within
Of Frozen Life the
More We express our
Feelings and Senses
Out of
The More We Live
The More We Love
Our Soul Evolves Out
Of Diapers my Friend..:)


“Time. That can never be counted. Only lived.”
Hello Lala Rukh Happy 6th of the Month to ya..
Getting Very close to 6 Years now of coming to Visit
You a couple of more Months to reach that Connection
Point my Friend for what are Years what are Months
what are even Days or Minutes or yes even Seconds too
When Now
is all there
is that
Who Truly Counts
As Us Yes We Yes All
of Existence in this Moment
this Present of now.. Gift as such
too of course.. anyway Happy to Quote
You for this Quote will even Change Colors
depending on who may Read it in the Ever Changing
Eternal Now.. Time Such a River Never a Stroke of a Clock
Alone Subjective Feelings and Senses only deep as we Feel and
Sense Life Now Alternatively People attempt to Fill Now up with what
they Buy and Collect of Stuff in Life the External Happiness that is only
An illusion
Away from
The Essence
And Feel of within
but as long as folks
know the External Stuff
is not Essence Real why not use
Any Tool Available to Color the Feelings
even more And Senses within now too until
Above comes Below within Inside as Outside
And All Around Now too All Relative to the Love and Light
We Feel and Sense or the other place of Dark WHeRe LiGHT
MaY Arise too.. True it’s May and Light continues to Rise my Friend..
i’m a bit
relieved that
April Fool Days
are Distant In History Now
As i please my Friend in a Different Present Gift Now..:)

Economy of Stuff
Economy of Soul
Basically A Choice
Free to Be A ‘Clothed or Naked’ Ape (With God AGaPENaturELovE)

Not the First one to ever Say/Do Dance Sing this:

37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
First there was Jesus no not the First one to Do
This then Magic Mike XL And Perhaps An XXL Version too.. hehe..;)

Yes that was from the Gospel of Thomas Verse 37.. An Interesting Day
Just Another River Meeting and Greeting People All around the County
Through Church and Family and Public Store Dance Adventures Long Long
Day Indeed starting out in other Countries far across an Ocean Pond Way Online
as Well at around 4:30 AM This Morning Hmm.. Just 4 Hours Away from Being up
24 Hours Straight did take a Nap of 30 Minutes though Between Nature and Walmart
Public Dance.. We live in a Country where close to half of the Adults Report they feel
Little Meaning and Purpose in Life.. that’s Important Yes the Most important part of
Existential Intelligence that will end up with Opoid Addictions When Not Properly
Fed by a Culture that still works… Lord Knows who really feels and senses
a Holy Sacred Meaning and Purpose of Life.. really really deep within
that takes a whole Lot of Loving Searching Seeking Finding
Within for While Domestication of Human Beings
even more from Foraging Days.. does have
Positives Like a Warm Shower
Comfy Bed Air and Heat
Around the Year
no matter
Where You Live
if what you do sucks the Juice
yes the Loving Life out of our Souls
the rest of Life is basically a moot point
of Misery Loves Suffering Even more.. time
Will Be a River the Eternal Now of Self-Actualization
Or Another Place that seems to never end in the Space
of Deadlines in Dead Living Clock Hands too.. it’s all up
to Us really mostly to join up with and on the River of Loving
Life NoW.. or live the living Dead Now.. anyway worth another Alan Parson’s Song..
Verily And Surely Now Can and Will Be The Turn of a Friendly Card Now KinGQueeNLoVE..
As The
Now Within Now..:)

Happy Birthday Leah For i remember
Your Birthday Coming Up in May.. Smiles
hasn’t been really that long since i talked with
You Last but i really don’t do time any more at Best
for Where there are no Expectations or Deadlines in Life
There is Eternal Now and hehe.. with Close to a Photographic
Memory.. What is there to miss.. as we came across.. the Nurse
who Helped Katrina with Labor almost 22 Years ago and the Movie
Maker Memory i am both Blessed and Cursed with saw the same Woman
then at an age 22 years ago.. and Katrina rather not Changed Like Time Stood Still
For Her yet the
Years in Nursing
Years Scope are many
More Like Dog Years compared
to being ReTired my Friend with
no Deadlines no to Do Lists really
hehe except for washing my Dirty Underwear
that my tactile sensitivity cannot stand touching
anything coming out of the Dryer or the Feel of Washing
Dishes.. true Lord Knows what i will ever Do without that kind
of Help never the Less it is your Birthday this Month My Friend…
i am not Afraid of Years Anymore ever since i met the Now that Never ends…
that’s all there
is we all could
Lose it now
but now is all
there is so why not keep
it EternAlly Now.. can’t see any
Reason to do anything other than that Present..
But of course it must come from a place of filled up
Within as Time is more often noticed when the Within
is Closer to Half Full and Less then the Hour Class Loses Grains of Present Sand..
Anyway.. always Nice to keep in contact with the folks who knew you when you were
down.. and true you are the Only one from those Years of Hell Met on the Internet
That i still connect with at all.. No Hope then i would ever more than Text on Screen..
it’s nice
to Write
it’s Nice to
Sing Most of
all it’s still Nice
to Bring a Public Dance
And Always A Solo one Too
Free Just Free and Filled up within
that way every now is a Birth Now to Celebrate Now.. my Friend..
So yes.. once again May River Flow come for you in ZoNE Where NoW is Always
Just the
Present of Now..:)


“Spoiler Alert” ‘This’ is Just Another
‘Lion King Movie’ ‘They’ Come And
Go They Always Return Back Again

Love’s Pure Gaze A Dog A
Child’s Eyes Now Yet to Be
Stained by World Lies Ties

Love Gone Wrong Surely applicable to a Homelife and the World In General.. Recently in the United States a Study Showed that Over 90 Percent of the ‘Dedicated Christians’ in Part Who Support ‘Our Dear Leader’ Over here Believe whatever he says even over their own Family
Truly Love Will Also Be Blind to Both Truth and Trust if this Cultural Obscenity does not prove this nothing ever will as we are only A Heart Beat ReAlly and ‘Several more’ Away from the Fascist
Realities of the First Part of the 20th Century
For Love Goes Bad When Life is
Scarcity instead of
Who Graduates
On Giving Sharing
Love And the Understanding
in Cognitive Empathy that is a Life
Long Practice of Understanding the Differences
in others However when Nearly Half of a Country
Says they do not have meaningful Friendships on a Day
to Day Basis and Nearly Half of a Country Says that they
Have No Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose in what they
do in Every Day Life.. And when Close to Half of the Adults in
A Country are Addicted to some kind of Substance or Behavioral
Addiction to Fill this Empty Space Truly increasingly our Entire
Civilized.. so-Called Civilized Western Civilization is coming
Increasingly Close to ‘Heart Break Hotel’ Where No Longer
Do Humans Graduate from a School of Love and go on
To Give and Share in Life where the Core meaning
of Life is not Hoarding and Taking to fill a space
within that is not Nurtured Like a Wet Nurse
Does From Birth.. a Heart That Fills
the Empty Shoes that are
No Longer
With Love
That Gives and Shares
For Free to See a Sweet Smile
On any Human Being Lifting all of us Up
instead of TeaRinG Down to Ashes of Misery
Loves Company even More In Suffering than
Boundless Joy in Dance And Song Will Bring
Smiles my Friend Ms. Hugs as i’ve nicknamed you
now.. just with an open door to a Home that welcomes
All Passerby Folks Online Inside.. i am a Traveler of Love
as We all are at best but sadly the World is becoming more like
A Game of Thrones than a Life of Love Where A Dance of Holding
Hands Around a Campfire Night of Close to Naked Humans now away
from all the Modern Complexities of Buying Stuff that take our Soul
Away from Light all the Hours in a Day we spend going no where no
where at all a Slave so Far away from Love Where the Shoes of Love
Come Empty
from even what
Truly Counts in Life
There is a Lion King of
Love and there is a Lion
King that and who Feels
Nothing About Love There is
A Lion King of Love that is the ‘Scar’
of a World Evolving Down Falling into Winter
Days without Warmer Hearts who Spring There is
A Game of Thrones That is Mostly Thorns and there
is the Rose of Flowers that continues to Rise and SMiLes
THere is Monday Morning where i No longer Work or Serve
the God of Money There is the Courage of Love that and who
Stop Dancing
And Singing into
the Eyes of Nature
Best smiles i am GRooT sure me too..
Just the Root of God that is Best in us
as Love that Gives and Shares over Takes and Hoards..
Nature at its Best Spiraling Roots And Trunks and Branches
Leaves of Love RiSinG instead of Falling my Friend thanks
for the inspiration of Your Blog and i give thanks to a Life
Spent on RiSinG
DanCinG SinGinG
LoVE NoW inStead
Of Falling into Bucks
Buying Buying Working
For Buying Buying Falling
Deeper into the Grasp of Hell..
SMiLes Ms. Hugs ..the “Lion
King” Movie comes out.. On
July 19th 2019.. the 6th Year
Anniversary from When my all
my Pain and Numb Went away after 66 Months of Enduring Hell…
Nah.. i am not going to Wait to Feel/Fill the Paw Prints of that Date..:)

Little Yellow Wild Cats Roaming Everywhere
Now Only If We See And Hear Their Free Love

Winks what i just wrote was/is sort of a ‘Crazy
Ass Mix’ of a ‘Haibun/Haiku” in what ‘they’ Call Poetry
Science.. i don’t do Science when i do Art.. i don’t do Science when
i do Love.. i don’t do Kung Fu.. i do Fredbun.. Fred Fu And Fred Ku Ku..;)

SMiLes.. We Need more ‘Eccentric People’ Without The Clothes
of Modern Cultures in the World Who base their Eccentricities
More on Hope and
Love than Fear
and Hate…

So the Human
World Will Once
Again Revolve More (DanceSinG) Around
Love That/Who Gives and Shares More than Takes and Hoards…:)


Good Morning From Florida Rafiah While it’s True i’ve Set aside
the 7th for my Married Friend in Pakistan.. And While it’s true this
is only the 6th that i set aside for my Married Friend From Pakistan
Lala Rukh who lives in the United Kingdom Now.. i am cautious not
to Fall too much
into a Science
of Life that is too Rigid
for i might Gift Rafiah with
something today that brightens
up Her Life that does not need to
really wait until the 7th Hehe.. i don’t
break my Promises it’s hard for me to
even tell a White Lie even if that Lie
might work to Lessen the feelings
harmed of another Human
Being even close to
me.. smiles that
Honesty will
be an additional
Curse as a Gift too but
i sleep Well knowing feeling
and sensing i am Free to Wear
my Heart on my Sleeve.. so i am
Gifting you With a Photo of Paradise
Today.. and sure i’ll do it on Messenger
instead of Your Blog as i wasn’t really sure
before if you felt it appropriate to speak to me
this Way but now that i understand you are i will
Love to Gift you this way occasionally too my Friend..
When We understand someone is truly our friend truly truly
an Unconditionally Loving Friend who will Never Leave our side
no matter what happens next in Life true Like Wife Katrina too who you
once thought never ever fought with me.. hehe.. and only Drenched me with
Love to Love Her the way i do.. Love is a Verb Love is Courageous Love Must
Be the Eye of the Tiger as well as the Heart of the Lion True.. smiles my Friend
Katrina argues with me several times every day.. but she is always Honest she always
Wears Her Heart on Her sleeve we live more like Friends than so called ‘Lovers’ but who
doesn’t and who shouldn’t really after Knowing each other 30 years and being married
for 29 Years.. Seriously i don’t really Love my Friends much Different than this it’s
Just that they don’t wash my Underwear and take care of my every need
every day
through both
Yes Pleasure
and Pain my Friend
Love that is Agape and
Pure Will Stand the HIghest
Waves of Storms yet to come..
Love that is Agape and Pure will
Also Feel Separation and Pain too..
Love True Love is neither Afraid of the
Dark or Cynical of Light for even on the Most
Beautiful Beach in the World Hurricanes Will Blow
Away Every Mountain of Dune Now to Make the Valley
of Love Once Again High as the Waves Meeting Shores of Life
Pure Love inspires Poetry like no other Love i’ve always Loved you
as Pure as any Friend Will my Friend Truly a Love that is no distance space or time..
my Love will
always be spelled
With an R like the rest of the
Alphabet too.. my Good Friend in Pakistan..
Smiles my Friend those Difficult waves with my
Friend Himali.. have smoothed out and one day
when she is married i will promise her the Eighth Day
of the Month and Perhaps one day additionally then i will gift
Her a Photo of Paradise on Your 7th Day too.. What Remains
Best is the Purest Love of Heart Spelling Soul that Lives my Friend Eternally Now..
When that Love Holds hands as i once told you no matter how many connections come
God Connects
another Star
of Love
Beyond Infinity
No place for Space
Distance or Time no Mountain too High no Valley too Low.. God Smiles Beyond infinity more…
as Love Smiles sure there is a Song for that too and on Messenger i will share that with you too..
Smiles.. one of the best days of my Life was when i saw you were sharing the photo of the
Little Seagull from my Navarre beach on your Facebook Page before i even met you.. you
see the
of Nature
through my eyes
then.. and see i truly
was/am a Human of HeART..
i really needed a Friend that day
And You will aways have a Friend called me too..:)


Empire Of Love
Throne Of God SMiLes more…
Yes Hostile Love Seeks From: FAlling InStead of RiSinG iN OTHeRS To: Lift Fear And Hate Up to Hope and Love
YeS InDeed i am TalKinG About A Kind of Empathy That And Who Lifts Up Omega Apes Just Like A Wolf Pack of Love Will Do too
Even in the Wild In Studies of Alpha Male Ape Leaders Those With Empathy Succeed Those Without Always Eventually Fail
Do i Understand Trump Sure He Never Felt Like He Measured Up to His Daddy Common Hero Story With Failed or Real Heroes Returning..
Empire Of Love
Throne Of God SMiLes more…
Do You Hear God’s May Day May Day NoW A SOS For Save Our Species ALL
God Dances And Sings Nature Free Live Be Wild Love Free
We Will Neither Try to Own Nature Or Each Other To Love All of
Nature as God ALLONE For An SOS That Works
‘May Day May Day NoW’…
i For one Cannot iMaGiNE A MoRE Wonderful Life
Than Having Loving Friends All Around A
Lovely Globe of Heaven
We Will Never Be Able To Do It
Unless We Come To Tolerate Each
Other’s Differences And Bond A
Common Love of Giving Sharing
LiterAlly Almost Everyone Is Gonna Have to Become A ‘Hero’
To Save Even Our Species From Coming Sooner Extinction
As my Friend From France Recently Studies There Will Always Be
Room For A Hostile Love of TaKinG And Hoarding All That’s Love Free
Online Gives An Opportunity For Humans to All Hold Hands For Change
Let’s See How Far We Evolve Toward Love of Giving Sharing
We Need More Dancers AND Singers of Love WHO Give More Than Take Share More Than Hoard Nature Sings Please Please PLEASE!
But Just Remember Trump is only one of an almost unlimited Number of Cancers Just Waiting to Take Advantage of Sick Human Love
THere IS A Potential For one Person Publicly Dancing to Influence Enough
LiBeRaLiTy to Change A CouRSE oF An Election.
Is ‘It’ Worth Saving?
Nature Says If You Don’t
See Nature as God Forget About the Whole Thing.
Trump Is No Cause of This Disease
He Is Simply A Cancer Diagnosed
TaKinG ADvantage Of A Destroyed
Immune System of Love
If ‘You’ Don’t See Nature as God
You Don’t Even See God Breathe IN God
Get Back to Nature or You Go Away too that Applies to
All of Nature Now For Real In Or Out of Balance Battles
Nature Wins THE WaR.
Younger Folks No Longer Interested
In the Bill Clinton Definition of Sex
in Japan Just A First Sign That Nature Says ENOUGH.
Mother Nature Will Clean
The Bowels of Disgust In
Case You Are Wondering
Why Why Why Life Sucks
Of 8 Million Species of Plant and Animal
Life 1 Million at Risk of Extinction by the
Hand/DiSease Of Human Cultures
Human Not the Virus
Human Culture Most
Definitely A DisEase
Gripping Life to Death
A Better Life Will Always Be
To Serve An Empire of Love That
And Who Gives More Shares more than Takes and Hoards…
Thanks So Much Dear Himali.. Hope You Got Some Break today to Commune
With Nature.. Your Empty Sandals Were With Us too.. so Happy to Share a Bit
of my Paradise with You.. my Friend.. Wishing you a Best Rest of Your Week Possible
Always Wishing You Were here too.. to Take A Nature Hike With Us just to add to the Sunshine my Friend..:)


You just keep Being You And You
Will not Go wrong it’s True that
may be hard to Do too but The Eye
Of the Tiger
Heart and
Courage of the
Lion of All Cats
Will Get through to Free..:)

SMiLes It’s True i think too many Folks Worry
About Food Diets And Not Enough About What
They Feed Their Mind And Body Yes Spirit of
HeART SoUL as What We Feed the
Most Vital ParTS
Spell yes Be
the MaGiC of What
Tomorrow BRinGS aS NoW
mY iMaGiNaRiuM Continues
As DReAMS WiLL Come to Fruition
NoW More than Nightmares if We Focus
On Dreams More.. That Dance And Sing
Beyond Rainbows to Pots of Gold Feelings
And Senses Within to Give and Share Even More..
Diet of Soul
Ever Colors
other than that
Ice and Steak Cream
Will even get a Bit BoRRoWinG
From BoRinG Every Day if mY
iMaGiNaRiuM Does not Change
The Colors of Food too SuRE iN
Every Way Food
Come Too oh So True..
As Fruition Dreams to Be..:)

Kindness With Integrity yes
Honesty That Brings Trust
Compassion With Mercy for the
Plight of others through understanding
How Diverse Human Differences will all Naturally
Be… Pity is an Interesting Human Attribute for while
We May Pity the Homeless
Person Under A Bridge
through our View
of ‘Normal’
Modern Creature
Comforts the Almost
Naked Homeless Person
under the Bridge in Sands of Beach
May have a Bliss Internally Within to Give
And Share sure in typical Transient Hypo-Frontality
Way of Actually Having to Work for Survival a Bit more
in Human Potential and Generating Happy Feelings within
through Neurohormones and Neurochemicals that most People
Have Never Even Experienced in this ‘Autotelic’ Way of Human
Being NoW SMiLes in my Public Dance Travels that have taken
me as Far as Biloxi Casino Beaches to the other Bible Gulf Coast
Lower Belt of Tallahassee Florida somewhere Close to 500 Miles in Radius
Some of the Genuinely Happiest People indulging in a Wilder Freedom
of Loving Life now are Truly Homeless Folks Under Bridges of White
And Sandy Beaches now.. SMiLes my Friend if they could give a
‘Trumpster’ one Tea Spoon of What they Feel And Sense
iNside of all Free Joy.. He would See the Heaven he
is missing and give it all away to those he
Understands Who are Truly More
Fortunate Than he Within to
Even Feel
the Free
and Joyful
Emotions and
Senses that a Open
Heart of Spirit of Soul
Will Surely BRinG Free For NoW..:)

Hmm… Speaking of that Dancing in SuperWalmart Last Night
obviously some out of the Box Thinkers moving more into the Realm
of Art out of the Common Rule at Hand since this Group of Young African
American Women were Driving Around Carts Just for fun..truly not needed
by Any Handicapped Folks Late at Night one actually Brave Enough to get
Video Taped Dancing With me by their Friends for around 15 Minutes As she
Finally Exclaimed Dancing With me that even with all this Social Media Effort
She was gonna Bring to Her Online Friends.. Wow so relaxing and Meditative
As Avenue as Activity My Free Dance Brings when someone else Tries out
A Free FLoWiNG
DancE For
ReaL NoW..
Meanwhile the Wife
Katrina came up and they
Exclaimed She Looked like she
was in Her Twenties as Friend Himali
Has often complimented too.. but 25
Hmm.. Friend Himali.. is surely seeing
through some Eyes of the Beholder of Niceness
For Sure sure Katrina maybe 22 on a Beautiful Sunny
Day Glowing on Her Skin but Himali too as my Psychiatrist
Exclaimed Watch out now Fred are you sure she is 27 Hehe..
True though the Soul Inside me continues to get Younger as i go
without the Gravity of Doubt Fear and all of what comes from the Lower
Platitudes Real of Being Human now.. Hmm.. as my Friend Himali Said it is
not the years you should count in the Morning but the Number of Friends you are
Acquainted with Now.. Yes for someone who never had a Christmas Card on their
Home Christmas Mantle versus my Mother who Carried Friendships through the Decades
of Her Life i often wondered how she did it and the answer is really simple she never ever gave
up on the Giving and Sharing so now i have Friendship Points in the UK yes Scotland and
Finland And the Nether Lands and Germany too.. and yes those last three places are just
Recent Moves from Friend Leah since the 2010 Late November And December Days
when i first came born online on the ‘Wrong Planet’ Website on Thanks Giving
Day of 2010.. Yes.. California And New York New York.. Chicago.. Shawna
From Southern Baptist Bible Belt of Alabama With her Southern
Baptist Pastor Career Husband too. Yes Pakistan to
India to the United Arab Emirates true.. i’ve
Been around the World Yah Yah Yah..
And i find friendly Saviors of
Human Compassion
And Mercy
in Friendship
of Understanding all the ways
i go.. as Friend HImali Put so Well Recently
some days you don’t appreciate what you have
until You Lose someone close to you that you have
Heartfelt closeness too.. and some days it is those
who give the most that you may miss the Most the
One Day that you always counted on them
to say Good Morning where they
are no where to be
Hmm.. those who make
us Feel the Most who Give us
the Most may be taken for Granted
While We have them as a Given of Life
But Just let them go Missing one day then
we remember who truly gives us Smiles of Love the Most..
Better Yet Be that Person for as Many People as You Can and Will Remember
it Truly is the way we make people feel that they will remember us for in the longest
Terms of Life that is Love.. some people have told me that if they could they would Just
Marry me for not even a Word Just the Free Dance of me in a moment of Ideation only of course..
Truth is
that Means
they will never
forget me for i
added colors to their
Life that they had not experienced before…
How Do You Put A Price Tag On The Colors Of Life You
Cannot You Never Will Until The Colors Come MiSSinG NoW


EverDance EverSing EverColor EverHumanGod

Stories Only Home Entertainment When Living Soul Rooms

SMiLes Sohair.. Thanks For the Lovely Flowers Yellow And Pink And Violet Blue and Yes Those Flowers in the Middle Red are almost Like the Flower that our Mutual Good Friend
Himali gifted me today as well.. Synchronicity i guess in some way too.. Good Friends
Are always Flowers in all the Colors they come… Verily Yes Different Colors
too but to God’s DeLight Life is not Black and White.. Gardens We May
Color or Fossils We May Stay Never Changing Much as
Flowers Blooming Evolving as Our Eternal Souls Now
Within Will Naturally Do When Set as Free
As God comes to Be NoW Opening More
Up From Our
HeARTS as such..
Flowering Spirits Will
Continue Connecting Nourishing Souls
Even More iN God’s Pure Light oF LoVE…
SMiLes my Friend as you know there are Different
Levels of Love From: Below to: Above.. In Flight Love Dances
Love Flowers Love Blooms even more as Pure Light oF LoVE to Be We Will JusT Do..
How Lovely all the Colors of Love Above Do Grow A Garden of Love We All Come to Free
Anyway Thanks for coming by ‘Day After Saving A World NoW’ At Best When We Save
Our Souls With Love We Save Other Souls Along the Journey and Paths Love Will
Travel Next.. Smiles this MacroVerse i am working on Now is ‘May Day May Day
NoW’ For While Humans may not Hear the Call Nature is Dancing And Singing
Save Your
Species and
the Rest of God’s Gifts on this Planet Now..
i am not sure why others cannot and will not
Hear this Call perhaps it is the noise of Words
that and who no longer See And Hear Flowers Dance And Sing..:)

Contemplating Grace and Emergence; Smiles,
Humans are ‘NoToRiouS’ ‘These Days’ for THeir Multiple Choice Life;
Meanwhile, Reality is Largely Both Art and Poetry; Fill in the Blank, So much More Colorful In Dance and Song than
Just Sidewalks of life Preplanned With Directions From Someone Else Spoon-Fed Almost From Birth as is; Yuck.

There are Building Sandcastles with ‘No Limits’ of ‘Oliver Wendell Holmes Chambers of Nautilus Creations’ that
Last 300 Million Years or so in the Fossil Record of Left Overs; but yes, then there is Humanity and the Emergence
of the Potential of Much Greater Arts than the ‘Same Old Boring Spiral’ Seen all through Nature as “God’s Foot Prints
And Finger Prints”; if you wanna Use that Metaphor for all of what we Materially Observe From the Inside Filtered Out.

All of Creation Colors “God’s Eyes”; some ‘Folks’ only ‘See’ ‘Black And White’.

Black And White Sight is Largely a Result of SideWalk Life;

Humans are basically Afraid of ‘Sh88 Happens’
off the ‘Side Walks of Life’;

So, We Created Diapers to Make ‘Order’ out of
‘Sh88 Happens’ to Hide it; and sure, just sit on it too.

Meanwhile, We Prevented Mass Amounts of Communicable Disease, Then We Over Populated the Earth With Our ‘Diapers’ And Take and Hoard so much more than we Give and Share; As in the Coming Decades out of 8 Million Animal and Plant Species, around 1 Million are ‘Scheduled’ to Go Extinct; as sure, we’ve already developed a Scientific Method to Measure the ‘Mass Murder’ that ‘Holding Sh88 in’ Will “Naturally” Bring Through the Virus of Our Cultural Tools. It’s True; We’ve Almost Totally Redefined What ‘Sh88 Happens’ Even Means; ‘Reapers’ Are Tools of ‘Diapers’ We continue to Create Emerging Now.

Meanwhile, i Party (Dance and Sing) on Like ‘i Am Groot’ In the Midst of All ‘This Mess’; True, give Nature 300 Million Or So Years once We Erase (Self-Destruct) the Virus of all our Culture and ‘i am Groot’ Will Still Exist the Same as any Tree of Life Will in Balance of Existence to be Now; one only Difference is that the Human Species will no longer Be An Emergent Seed from the Overall Tree of Existence (God). It’s Interesting that a Nautilus Shell Lasts as Long in the Fossil Record as a Record of what Humans Have Ever Have Done Will Ever Last, once the Living Parts of our Shells are all gone too; Bones of Culture And Us Eternal Now one day gone as well….

i Suppose An only ‘Real’ ‘Saving Grace’ will be is if this is a Programmed Holographic Simulation of Life Beyond Distance Time and Space; where all is encoded in all as we are all Center Points of all Existence for The ‘DNA’ of ‘all that is’; hehe as far we ‘see’ it anyway now. If the Simulation Programmer(s) came from Love and Understand Light comes From Dark For those who get the ‘Proper Power’-Ups, Heaven is only as Close to the Answer of Loving it all Within Inside Outside Above so Below and All Around, ‘Now’; but really ‘All That Is’ Just Poetry when there is No ‘Real’ Distance Space or Time.

‘Original’ Art/Poetry/Dance/Song Emerging
Something Newer From Something Older…

Science Is a Prediction of Tomorrow Based on
Yesterday from one small part of our Brain at Most.

Meh; i’ll Dance And Sing for i enjoy the PLay oF LiFENoW;
i’ll let ‘The Programmers’ ‘Go Ahead’ And Worry about all the Rest;
Oh! What a Gift! This Life is! for those who come to ‘See’ ‘Who’ We even Are;
Let’s ‘Face’ ‘IT’ as far as Metaphors Go and the Art of the Current Science; Whether we like it or not we are part of ‘God’ as ‘Face’ and there is no Escape; might as well Grin And Bear it or Grin and Bear it; as the most Foolish Thing We will do is not enjoy ‘Sh88 Happens’ While it does; of course, only if We Can and Will; No one has proven ‘the Programmer(s)’ are ‘Fair’ Let’s Hope
‘they’ are
‘Trumps’ but
they would have
to be as ‘Trumps’
is part of the Program too..
It’s Fun to Understand Reality IT
is More Fun Just to Enjoy What is is;
as far as that goes i know as much now as i did
before i could speak at 4; ha! go figure… Words
‘the Real DisEase’ as Overall Culture Continues
to Emerge as a New Natural Definition of ‘SH88 Happens’..;)

If You Can/Will Make Reality Now (God) Emerge Into/As A ‘Laugh’ Just Do IT NoW;
If You Cannot/Will Not Dance Like That Do Not; That’s A Way Life is For Now at Least With Or Without Dance, AFA i Don’t Know at least.

All Your Portraits Paint the Colors
Of Your Soul each one Masterpiece
Of Beauty just Waiting to be Told
Every Emotion and Sense
Flowing From Your Eyes
Imagination Expanding
Rising Words Still Coming
Painting An Ever Changing
Canvas of your Face Dreaming
Colors Anew Waves Sketching
Ocean Shore Emotions Senses
Storms Still Brewing Dancing
Singing Feelings So Much
More Magic of Your
Being Soul
Birthing Newer stories
Emerging Differently to be
Told yes an open Canvas
Free Painting Soul to Be
Night Dreams Birthing
Broader Lighting
Moon Beams
In Beauty More
Every Portrait Thousand
Word Story Never Ending
More to be told Priceless
Poetry Prompt Every Portrait
Remaining Never Ever Black
Colors of
Your Soul
Ever Free to Be
Ever Artist Paints Anew
Flower Beauty Butterfly
Garden Bee
Always Now
Coloring Eternal
New God You Are
my Gift my Present Evercolor

Aww.. First Flower You Ever Sent me.. hehe i was starting to Wonder if there were any Flowers where you Live except for you.. haha but true you know my Memory i do remember a Garden of Red Flowers you sent me once by the SkyScrapers of Your Work City.. You know i could write a Novel Sized Poem Just for this Photo cause it came from my Greatfriend Himali.. get the Word play Greatfriend instead of Girlfriend hehe.. Smiles.. now imagine all the words that would come when you send me Photos of the Beauty of the Flower of Your Soul.. hmm.. probably not too hard if you read my latest Email this morning.. hehe.. you are so Lovely in every way my Friend always now bringing the smallest of largest Friendship Presents to me.. True every Photo of the Flower of you and yes particularly this Flower as it is sent through the Windows of Your Soul and even that very Small Pair of Sandals on the Corniche Park Grass are all Foot Prints and Finger Prints of Himali’s Soul in some very Large of Small Way.. there is no limit to how we Humans will come to Value a Soul with Pure Love..🙂


Staying Hungry in Terms of Intermittent Reinforcement
A Way of Life For Life For Life Is Work as Food is Work to
Get All Naturally of course… hmm.. our Modern World May
Take the Reality of Staying Hungry Away replacing the Intermittent
Nature of Reinforcements in Reality with Constant Instant Gratification..
i must Wonder if the Use of
Electronic Devices is
Allowed For Social
Media During
this Period of Fasting
but i’m thinking Likely Not
for this constant feed of Dopamine
that often comes at the Hands of what
may even come to be Behavioral Addictions
to the Dopamine that lighted up Screen Colors Will
Indeed Bring to keep the Neurochemical of pleasure churning
Night and Day.. problem is we become Satiated With Pleasure
Where Feeling Good No Longer Even Feels So Good.. Fasting does
indeed in part Remind us Where we come from as Work Means Food and
Food Means Work at Core of what it means to even be able to Live at all..
but still i must
Dance And Sing
too when in Flow
on this Computer
Screen In Spirit of Heartfelt
Words as my Soul continues to
Grow this Way the Work Becomes Pleasure
too.. as i go off to ‘BootCamps’ in ‘Fasts’ Away
from this Pleasure that reminds me of the HeART
Beat of Hungry my Friend too as there is no Pleasure without Pain
nor Real Satisfaction of Food Without a Bit of Fasting Working for
that Food as delayed Gratification i suppose like Cooking it too.. but i don’t
know much
about doing
that in fact
i don’t
do it
all but it is also
True i too must be
‘Scolded’ By Katrina for
Forgetting to Eat as Early as
Breakfast and As Late as Supper Too..
Hmm.. it’s true no pleasure without pain..
No Full Understanding of God without a Fast of Pleasure too..
Food and Reproduction is at the Base of Human Instinct of Pleasure
of course there are other Forces ‘at Hand’ that are causing indeed Fasting
Issues with that as well.. True we must stay Hungry in all the ways that comes
to truly
not only
Survive but be in
Balance and One With
God Naturally through the
Work of Staying Hungry as we go..
one thing for sure is we all are somewhat Fasting
on the Full Flesh and Blood Human Connections and even
Meaning and Purpose in Life as Automation Takes even more
of what was once a potential Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose of Life
to just do each day.. No amount of Food Will replace the Fast of the Soul my
Friend the Soul that and who Moves and Connects and Yes Co-Creates in Flesh
And Blood Ways of Arts and Sciences too.. For then comes the other side of the
Fast for Food the Fast for Soul.. where Soul to thrive nourishing must come now
And sure that Nourishing May Be enhanced by a Food Fast but to Neglect to
Feed a Soul
With Flesh and
Blood Moving Connecting
Co-Creating Souls is to lose
a Dance and Song of LiFE FoR ReaL..
SMiLes Sohair Thanks so Much for Showing
Us all the Details of How Your Religion Sees
A Requirement For Fasting for today.. i might just take
A Nap Now an Afternoon ‘Siesta’.. as i might not have
much problem Staying Away from Food Staying
A Different
Story to be told..:)


Off to Xenia And Frank’s Places of Poetry Now and gigoid’s Place
of Aphorism Quotes from Sages of the Ages the Sun Still a Bit too
High For Sand And Sun Dance to stay a bit more away from Sunburns
too.. hehe.. but sure the Sun Will Still Be Shining Bright With all that is
Green And Colored More With Flowers of Clear Blue Azure SKeYeS too..
Shadow Fog of Soul
Reptile Brain to Be..
Placid Lakes come awake
Shadow’s Breath in Midnight’s Wake..
Below And
All Around
Another Distance i Will Climb..
SMiLes.. Frank.. Hope You are
Having a Nice Tuesday as
May Continues to Spring
May Days Of Nature’s
May Day
Calls Ahead..
This Spring Too Shall Pass…
Better Yet to Celebrate Now..
Happy Belated Beltane to Ya
Xenia but of course Where i Live
Beltane May surely Come in January
As of Late at Least hehe.. NoW
An Amazing Set of Instructions…
Gives me a bit of the ‘Old
Anxiety’ of School.. hehe..
Which made me
Feel.. How
Do Dogs
Write Poetry… Of
Course! They Dance!!.. Then They Sing!
Howling Lovingly! At A Moon For Friends..
After Easter Snow Warming
Promises Living in Our Soul..
Awash A Forest
Spring Alive
A Summer’s Dream..
SMiLes Xenia.. Hope
You are Having a Bit
of Fun out of the Snow
if Snow Has Come or Gone Yet..:)

“Character is like a tree and reputation like its shadow.
The shadow is what we think of it; the tree is the real thing.”

~ Abraham Lincoln ~~

‘i am Groot’ i cannot Tale A Tree

“Dignity does not consist in
possessing honors,
but in deserving them.”

— Aristotle (384-322BC)

i Find It An Honor To Live That’s Enough
Applause For A Tree Clapping iN A Forest oF LoVE..:)

SMiLes gigoid thanks For Lending a Hand to Clap with..;)

Now a Wrap up of the Tale of a Tree Just another Living
Tree Just a Soul Organically Uploaded in Parts of Ocean
Whole Poem titled “SonG oF mY SoUL” that has now moved
Across the Border of 6.9 Million Words as “Day After Saving A World NoW”
is the Last MacroVerse Number 874 Effort of That and Before Any More Tales
of the Tape ya might Ask What is the Meaning of all of this what is the Meaning
of Life Now and Nature God the Same and Different True Well True We Human Beings
Do most definitely Have the Potential as We Stand Alone Allone to Create and or Co-Create
Holy and Sacred Meanings of Purpose In our Lives With Relative Free Will as We Partner With
God Different and Same as God the Same Nature and Different Within US too.. This NoW is Just How
i do it.. Long and Epic as i will to do Next Yes With Relative Free Will to Bring Even More Colors
of Imagination And Creativity More in Every Greater Way for me at Least as i continue to inherit
the Art of EartH This Way As is now too with all the Great Avenues that are contributed by other
Humans in So Many ways as a ‘Little Help From Friends’ some and many of which who have
No Idea who i even am But just another Branch A Root a Leave of the Living Tree of
Existence Whole yes i am ‘Groot’ otherwise Known as Big G of the root of All of us
Just the Force of all of Existence All Put Together as a Play of Life That Works
the Way We See
and Feel and
Sense and
Yes By God
Move it Connect
It and Co-Create it next
Either smaller or larger in Original
Plays of Life.. so hears a Cheer to Your Tree
of Life Make it Shape it However you like or just
do it the way other folks tell ya to do it as either you
Will be an Audience Member Yes A Spectator of Someone
Else’s Holy And Sacred Meaning and Purpose of Life in
Both Group and Individual Efforts or yes You may also
Become the Director Overall Producer yes even Writer
And Co-Author Will All of Nature as God Ocean Whole
too.. as You become whatever Actor you Choose from God who lives within You the Root..
Anyway Seeds are Spread and Saplings continue to Grow from the Original Root as our Tree..
as “Day After Saving A World NoW” Also Doubles as the 201st MacroVerse of.. ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017″ As that 35 Month Effort Rises now to 4,125,295 Words Quite A Still Uploading
Organic Tree as Soul Subchapter it comes to be too.. in Epic Longest Long Form Poem
Bible Way In Personal Style Unique as well too.. And additionally Triples as the
99th MacroVerse of the 23 Month Young Endeavor of ‘FB Profile Pic Bible
2018″.. as the Words Rise now to 2,536,241 Words In That ongoing
Free Verse Longest Long Form Poem Bible Effort too.. yes in
Special Epic Way as the Words are also included in
All the Facebook Profile Description Areas at
About 7 Thousand Words on Average A
Profile Pic Description Area.. Now
And Public Dance Now Arises as well
in a 68 Month Effort in the Same Span
of Dates Similar to Writing ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’
6.9 Million Bible Poem Word Way as Public Dance
Mileage now Tallies at 11,202 Miles in those 68 Months too..
And Now to Wrap this Current “May Day May Day NoW” MacroVerse
Up With MacroVerse Memories from the Last Couple of Years to Date to Share now too..


MaY MiNioNs BLooM

As that Completes this MacroVerse Write at
1:42 PM on 5.7.19.. Put it ALL ToGeTHeR And Publish iT ALL Next..:)











BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

6.6 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”



ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW

“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000 Miles in
Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of YouTuBE
Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million Plus
Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’ Poem
by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)


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Day After Saving A World NoW

Timely Addendum
to “Good Friday
April Fool Moon RiSinG”
It’s Worth Noting That ‘Jesus’ ‘The
Human’ Is Bigger than Words
We Cannot Will Not Even See…
Essence of Truth And Light (GoD) Love
Limited By No Story Alone HouSinG God
Yes God (Love) Bigger Than Words Alone EternAlly Now
Stories House Essence of Truth And Light.. Vehicles And Vessels Stories
Come And Go Truth And Light Remains Real (GoD) Love
Side Note: It Is Easier to Understand ‘A Story’ of ‘Jesus’ When We AcTuALLy
Experience It
There Are Soul Songs
There Are Heart Songs
There Are Romance Songs…
Some Sing All Three.. Some
Sing None.. Some Hear All Some
Hear None.. Those Who See
To Strike
A Fancy
With Smiles…
And of Course
A Song Of Soul..
Heart.. And Romance
Requires Only Poetry..
Hehe.. Not even a
Body yet
It Foolish
Okay.. Easter Sunrise
Service Complete…
Thanks For
Your Soul..
When We Wake up in the Morning
With A Song In our Soul it
Is YouR Soul Mate
SPeaKinG Yes
God in Us
Human Inspires
This Voice of God
Within Us.. We
Bond With That
Person Spiritually
As Soul Mate this
Bond is Eternal
Now there is
No Separation…
At Best to See And
Hear More of God
One is Inspired
By All
Of Existence
To Dance And
Sing Poetry
In Flow
This.. SMiLes THere
Is A Spiritual Pyramid
Of Love With Three Levels..
Agape Love That is Higher
Than Affectionate Love
That Is
Than Physical
Love All Three
Loves Together
Pure Is Rare
But Possible…
In Two People When
This Happens We
Rarely Forget…
Leaves Homes
Of Souls Joined
This Way Agape
Love Is Marriage
With All of
In Heaven
Now Within Inside
Outside Above So
Below And All
Whole No
Separation one
May Find God this
Way in Nature Alone
Allone in A Field
In The Forest
At The Beach
A Tree
A Capstone
Of Pyramid
A Mountain
Top Same Yes
When BoRRoWinG
The Pen of A Friend’s
Soul Early on
Easter Morn
On Facebook
Messenger or
On a Status when
One or More Come
Together Whole Like
Now Heaven
Rises Within
So.. So Real😇
Poetry IS A Selfie of Soul
True.. So IS A Selfie When
One Looks Now into the
Windows of their Soul
Is Also A Photo of
A Loved One’s
Eyes With SMiLes..:)
Poetry Is When You
Wake Up As Words…
SMiLes i BoRRoWeD
A Pen to Write that
A Seed in my Soul
HiMaLi Planted On
Easter Eve SMiLes
When i Write to
i am
Now BoRRoWinG
THeiR Pen ‘When Two
Or More of You Come
Together i Am THeRE’
THiS iS What Bride and
Groom Means And It
Has Nothing to Do
With Paperwork
Until You
Or More than
One With God
Dance It Sing It
Write IT Now as i Am
Good Morning HiMaLi
Thanks For Helping me
Write This Easter SunRise Poem
God’s Harvest
Is Both Chaff
And Wheat
HeHe it’s
Worth The
Trouble to Eat…
Guess i’LL Get That
‘Good Friday April
Fool Moon’ Blog
Post Published
Night Maybe
Hehe but When
Poetry Comes
Now You
BRinG iT to
Life as Poetry
Does Not Wait
Poetry Is When You Wake Up As Words
SuN is RiSinG
Touched By God Risen Is THeRE A DiFFeRenCE NoT ReALLY
SMiLeS hehe
Almost never
Get Cold Truly
Blessed in so many ways…
Life is Best for me as i return
As A Dance And Song Life is
Best When
Art Grows
Wings and SMiLes..
Okay Back to
If i Will keep up..:)
SMiLes.. i like Einstein
For not only was He A Stellar
Scientist But A Philosopher And
A Spiritualist Like Carl Sagan too..
Using All of Human
Potential is an Evolving
UniVerse Within Inside
Outside Above so Below
Us Seamless ParT of
UniVerse Whole All
Around Us And God
Same And Different
too mY FRiEnD
Hmm.. just about to
Comment long ago
And then Came Game
‘TiMe’ On the other
Line.. hmm.. NoW
Something about
Creativity something
About Imagination
In Stories
Beyond Distance
Space and Time…
Bottom Line i FLinched
YeT.. A SHow GoeS On..
Shall We Dance Next And
Sing Or Do Neither Just
Sit Still And Talk/Text…
May i Have This Dance?
We SPenD A Life of ‘Abstract
Constructs/Words’ FaiLinG
To Earn Our Wings
Should Be “Common Sense”
But We Are A Lot More (~95%) Than What We
Think We Are For What We Think IS A Tiny Part of Who We Are NoW


Flooded With Input Out
Of Output i Believe ‘They’
Call it ‘Autism’.. i Label
It Mostly Modern Culture

The World has A Human
Thermometer of Compassion
Yes the Passion of Community
The HeART BeaT of
Soul.. Spirit of Love
Reaching out.. What
A World That Science
Shows.. Culture is
A Climate
Change of
Empathy As
Heart Beats
No Longer Heard..
SMiLeS that’s why i Dance
Everywhere i Go to Feel
My Heartbeat And Sing
It in
A Way
Both Small
Enough and
Loud Enough
As My Body Loves
This Gift of Life Keeping
Heart and Soul in Peace
And Harmony Spirit of
Love Reaching out as Two
Feet Become One Force of
Love SMiLeS AGAiN Good
Morning Nice iLona From

There are Hundreds of Nature Trails in Walking Distance From Where the Front Door of my Home is.. i search my Soul Now to Determine why i no longer explore that Adventure.. why i’ve relegated almost all of my Life as an Avatar online other than a Dance Within Walls and Ceilings and Floors of Human Made Caves.. hmm.. i suppose the Message HeaR.. the Song of my Soul is get out of the Cave a Bit more.. for Heaven this way is no Further than a Dance of Life in Nature outside of all the Caves of Avatar Life i’ve put myself in Prison Like a Frog in Boiling Water.. the increase of heat may not be noticed until the Boiling Point Makes itself more fully felt and sensed.. Yes..
Smiles.. an Emotional Roller Coaster
will be a bit thrilling up and down
but unlike a Balancing Reality
of Dance in Mind and Body
Soul the Roller Coaster
will Run away with
Soul EvenTually this way..
‘Saving the World’ is Challenging
but hey.. once i Metaphorically
announce to the World that Job
is already done.. hehe.. guess
it’s a ready made date now for
me to go on a few more Vacations
From Avatar Life.. Smiles.. i Love
the Human Connections online but
there is just no way to replace Real
Flesh and Blood Life.. and surely
online will never replace
one Living Tree in as
the Forest of our Soul…
Smiles.. my Friend i have the
opportunity to be one with Nature
at any date i Love.. However if i don’t
take a Trail to Nature it might as well
not even exist.. anyway.. after an hour
Out there feeling very peaceful and
abundantly filled within.. i woke up
Feeling a bit empty inside but really
That was going on well before this
connection to you in Avatar Life Started..
Smiles.. you filled that space a bit but it is
surely not reasonable to attempt in anyway
to put that responsibility on you.. and anyway
You have enough sense not to
take it and i applaud you for that no
one is gonna take care of ourselves but
us.. and that’s a face/fact of that through our last Blinks and Breaths
of Life some instances it just takes a little push to Escape Avatar Life..
a bit of a wake up call as ‘they’ say.. hehe.. not saying Goodbye at all just saying i’m okay..😉

Polkadotology is Hilarious.. Smiles.. i’m always assured of Smiling when
i visit You.. Fugitive from Southern Baptist Pastor and Congregation Wife Life..
hehe.. true though in real Life i’m as Innocent and Pure as a Lamb Before the
Slaughter or i might be a Wolf my Teeth are a bit Large it’s true the Dentist said
i have a Heavy Jaw and the Second Biggest Tooth on the Teeth Sizing Chart..
Bi-Polar and Asperger’s Syndrome Truly is a Mr. Hyde and Dr. Jekyll Mix
when both of those are Balanced it’s like Truly a Perfection as a
Practice of Heaven now.. of course Heaven isn’t truly Perfect
for if it was we’d all be Machines and be totally Dead inside
without a Bit of Hell in the Mix.. hmm.. anyway.. i decided
that it was time that ‘Lucifer’ takes a Bit of a Vacation
so in my Last Blog Post that took me so long to
Finish as i am slowly burning out a bit and Making
Heaven into Hell of my own Vocation.. too much Emotional
Roller Coaster Life as An Avatar online.. and just basically too much
Nature Deficit Disorder Dancing still 166.66 Miles a Month to Influence
the Youth to Become Liberal and Save the Green Part of the Earth.. By the way
‘Happy Earth Day Life’ makes me feel Great all that Green Particularly when the Southern
Baptist Easter Dinner at Lunch was is in the Forest Where Green is on Fire Everywhere hmm..
wonder if that is Just my Bi-Polar of course it is lots of Dopamine.. along with the Sky as Just
Blue as Paradise too.. hehe.. true doesn’t take much to make me feel like Heaven problem with that
is i will take it for granted if i am not very careful with a few wake up calls other wise Heating my Self up Slowly
as a Frog in Some Water where 212 F has becoming not too far away from Catch 22 Life.. hehe.. true though now
it’s different.. i don’t get paid for this so if i boil myself this go around i have no one to blame but me.. anyway.. i’ve
learned to read the signs
when your bones start
to ache a bit down
to Your Soul
it’s ‘time’
for a Cool Change
and i do Believe there is
A Song about that oops it’s
gonna talk about Looking at the
Full Moon Like a Lover and that’s gonna
Put me WRite back in Avatar Romance Life.. hmm..
So.. better choose another song.. i’ll do that in a bit..
hehe.. they always come those Songs some instances
Before i even Start to Write.. Music then the Lyrics… Life is
Adventure Through Heaven and Hell the Challenge is Feeling
Sensing the Difference.. nah.. Never Trust Just what Reasons Speak…
As my Age-94 Great Aunt Jettie attempted to Diagnosis me when i first went
to Hell for all those 66 Months.. “Let’s get to the Root of the Problem”.. that’s
Easy the Roots the Trunk the Branches the Leaves were the issue and truly the
Most Prevalent DisEase in All of Culture these days NDD.. Nature Deficit Disorder
for in this Room of Machines.. yes.. a 27 Inch Screen more Electronic Devices than what
makes up a Telephone Number to Remember if we still had one of those attached to the Land..
sure.. a 24 Inch Window to Paradise a View that many folks in Cities would Visit for Thousands of Dollars
just for a Few Days in a Half-A-Million Dollar Camper or a Cheap Tent.. when i can have a 6 Course Dinner
on the Patio as Cheerfully Supplied by Katrina as she might not be much for Chandelier Swinging but that Woman can
sure cook
and always
pleasing to
the eyes as
she still can’t
seem to Age even
though she proved she
was Human recently with a couple
Streaks of Snow in Her Black Hair these days..
Hehe.. still though got the photos to prove it from
Easter Dinner on the Green as Her Sister is confused for Her
Mother and Her Nieces are already aging past her at least on the surface
Now it seems.. just Naturally as people do but not Naturally as Katrina does..
so many Benefits in Life.. counting the Blessings so many still to do.. but True
without Nature what do we really Have Avatar something missing.. yes Life.. considering
that .001 Percent of the Population can open up one of my Blog Posts even if they wanted to hehe..
And considering that i can’t even open up the Whole Website Below without the individual Link Below on my New
iPhoneXs.. yeah.. it’s nice that i Write a 6.8 Million Word Bible Long Form Epic Free Verse Poem in 68 Months Now
And almost at the 68 Month Point of Public Dancing 11,118 Miles.. but truly it’s only the Public Dance that helped Save
the World Already.. hehe.. true just individual Worlds who were no longer afraid to come out be themselves at least a bit
more without fear.. smiles my Friend Shawna Baby.. i know what it feels like to be in prison.. a place where you have to feel
guarded day in and day out so folks won’t find out You are not like them.. it feels like being an ET it really does for whoever does
not find a Path somewhere on Journey now to Self Actualization of an Authentic Life.. if i inspired one Person to just be who they
are without fear i saved a World my Friend and truly one is enough.. so true.. The Public Dance is what i do best as far as connecting
to other Humans.. and Nature has always been my Savior like little Yellow Boy who was Nature and God who rested Comfortably
by my
as i existed
as an Avatar
and he was my
connection back to Life..
i really Need a Cat but perhaps
what i need most is a Life my Friend
not just an Avatar Life but a Flesh and
Blood one that and who connects a bit more..
but where to go for that where i live where i am so
so much different than anyone who lives here as it is no
Different for the most Part for if you wanna be Friends ‘down
Here’ you have to Be married to Tradition..and mostly Southern
Baptist Life.. and a Jesus who i don’t even know now a Jesus who
Hates Foreigners.. a Jesus.. who hates people who are different
i’ve never been able to Figure out where that Jesus even came
from yes.. someone wrote about a Mean Jesus in Revelation too..
but that was Just someone who had a Pen Name of John.. yep
just another Innumerable one of the Ghost Writers of that
Book but true.. the other Jesus was/is my Inspiration
at my lowest ebbs of Youth i found that Jesus
by reading the Story without any influence
from a Pastor at Church like yesterday
who tried to say Life is
Hell and Death is Heaven
Where the Story actually says at Hand
Heaven is Within Now the Kingdom always
this Generation (Love) Now.. if we look up the Birds
Will Precede us if we look down the Fish Will Precede
us if we become Rich With Cultural Clothes we Cover up
God as Nature where We no longer Feel or Sense the Heart
Beat (Nature) of God (Love) anymore.. where the Paradise of a Flower
all the Colors the Azure Blue Skies of Nirvana the Green of the Reproduction of Life..
Go Missing Just outside the Caves and Clothes of Culture Hiding all of what makes
Life Worth Living..
Grey.. Greyer
than 50 Shades
of Grey.. hehe.. smiles
my Friend just a Few things i Feel
Sense.. Think about “The Day After i
Saved A World” At Best We Are Fortunate if
we save our own World just Our Soul.. i’m pretty
sure that’s all the ‘Real Story of Jesus’ asks us to do
and sure per ‘John 14:12’ if We believe in the Story even
better than the ‘Star Character too’.. smiles.. my friend i Believe
in that Jesus for that Jesus is real without Question ‘A Jesus’ in me..
hehe.. he’s gone a bit grey lately gotta Rainbow him back a bit.. more.. hAha..
with SMiLes
other wise
he has shown
for sure that ‘he’
will go missing Now
totally Lost for 66 Months..
but hehe the Key out is as close
as a Dance and Far away from Cold as Love..
Other than that off the Record of this that i will share as part
of my Long Form Poem like a Message in a Bottle on a Vast Ocean
Where Perhaps Internet 2.1 and Human 1.1 will Catch up to one day..
i have to admit to myself there are still days my Bi-Polar Part of my Soul
gets a little out of Synch with the Asperger’s Grounding Part of Reasons
that truly make good feel and sense a bit more ‘Rational’ and grounded
in Flesh and Blood Life as iMaGiNaTioN and Co-Creativity will take us to
Places we know are not real as we go yet we go for they feel and sense as
real as they do and perhaps even more so as we Humans can and will and do
Have the Potential to Create Whatever Worlds we Love but if we are not careful
that might come to fruition as the last thing we ever truly wanted to be.. it’s Heaven
the Trick
is understanding
the Difference and Threading
the Halls of Sanity Just enough
not to Fuck Up.. i think i got it down
to a Science but yes that’s a mistake as
Love is Never a Science or God or Us alone..
other than that trying to talk Katrina into letting
us Have another Cat.. Cat Photos on Instagram is enough
for her but for me i need a furry touch to Keep Saving my Soul
Tiny Dancers.. Tiny Dancers.. the Song was Playing in the BackGround
the Song might not Synch completely but oh boy does the Video in Deed..
Smiles i am A Most Unlikely Ballerina not so tiny but i am Real when i Dance
in the Sand with the Sun Free.. If God Is Gender God is Divine Feminine She Lives
Within me Free to
Dance Be
All the
Life OPeN Wings
Just Be i Am Now..
Thanks Shawna Baby i
ReAlly needed a Friend Today..
it Seems You Heard me Gasping for Air..
No Emergency At All Just OPeNinG Up for More Air.. heHe..😉


SMiLes.. Placing Folks in Unreal Places online is surely
easy.. hehe.. no one ever Sweats.. no one ever Burps
HAha.. the List goes on.. Hair may never
Get Messed up
And Poses
may be made
Almost like a ‘Super
Hero’ too.. but true that may
either be Art or some kind of Venus
Fly Trap one way or the other.. hAha..
but then of course there is Flesh and Blood
Life and instead of Hugs and Hand Shakes.. ‘Bootie
Dance’ Hook-ups just a passing thrill.. hmm.. is it any
Wonder the Young And Restless or Older and Lonely Seek
Romance.. nope.. not really everyone wants to Fall in Love at
Least once..
the Internet
Will be a Very
Lonely Place
Where now
Feeling Filling Many
Needs may Be imagined
but Never really real.. anyway..
i’m Glad i was Raised and Got married
When Life was Real all Real JusT All Real..
How Difficult it is for anyone to truly
Really know anyone any other way
than Flesh and Blood.. the
Internet is Best Used
for Arts and
And Most
Abused for
Love in all the ways that comes..
The Truly Saddest Part of online
is the Flesh and Blood Separation
Carries on in Flesh and Blood Life…
Catch 22.. too Young to Live too Old to Die..
Smiles.. but of course there are exceptions to this
Rule of Life these Days.. Smiles you are a nice exception it seems..:)

SMiLes.. Jealousy most often comes from an Empty Place
that exists already inside.. Take care of the Inside
And Have enough on the Outside
Neglect the
and Trouble
may be all set
to Brew.. It’s Easy
Enough to Assign
Jealousy to Emptiness that
Already Exists within and so much
Easier to Apply Unconditional Love when
the Chalice of Our Soul is overflowing with Light..
That’s easy for me to Do.. Just Move.. Just Connect..
Just Co-Create.. but true.. Online Will come to be a
Somewhat Dim Place to keep the Light Coming..
Fingers and Words Will Only Travel to Light
So Far .. on the Other Hand on this
‘Earth Day’.. ‘Forest
Bathing’ and
A Back
Door to Nature
is a Front Door to Fill
Up A Soul Chalice Flowing
As Practice yes Like Meditating
on Some Rocks Atop the Sea.. for me
Under.. A Tree.. A Forest.. the Beach..
yeah.. i guess a Dance Hall but Alcohol
Ultimately Drains our Soul.. and all that
other stuff too where we Don’t Generate
Our Own Fullness Within.. Smiles.. my Friend a
Lifelong Practice most none of us are too inhuman to fall
to a Green Monster now and then when running close to empty..
is the
Soul of
Comfort to Give..
hmm.. can’t remember
my Mother hardly ever
Getting Jealous about anything..
perhaps that was why she had so much to give..
True though
some of
us are more
Naturally Filled
up With Feelings within..
Chalices vary by make and mileage hehe..:)

Happy Earth Day!!!
This Is Heaven NoW as Long
As We Co-Create Heaven NoW..:)

i’m always extremely cautious when
i interact with anyone in a Gentlemanly
Way.. But Seriously Just from An Aesthetic
View Your Hair does not look out of place at all to me..
hehe.. Instagram
Models don’t impress…
Real Life is more attractive
that includes the Wind and the Rain..
And Sun too..
ugh.. it’s so easy
for a Poet to get in
Trouble every way gets
so dam colorful at every turn.. haha..;)

SMiLes my Friend enjoy your Day..
Just in Closing Honestly i’ve never
Washed Dishes or Washed Clothes
or Cooked Since i’ve Been Married
29 Years now
My Wife Does
i know
what i have
and she knows what
she has i have a Jewel
and she has the Dirty Underwear hehe..;)

Considering that Science Shows the Average Human Being ‘These Days’
has an Attention Span less than a Gold Fish; true, Cognitive Executive Dysfunction
has become a Staple of Humanity that Culture Continues to Feed with continuous
Distraction; Oh Lord, to be Retired and do just one thing at a time; What a Heaven that
will be as that is what Humans are Evolved to do; sure, for Hundreds of Thousands of Years,
Forage Hand-in-Hand for Subsistence; a little ‘work of the night’ on the Side; and the Village Raises
the Child where there are Clearly Defined Social Roles, where everyone’s name is basically “norm” unless
one is Born ‘Two Spirited’ as such in an Indian Tribe; and Celebrated as a Holy Person who is Special and Unique.
All i Do is Dance
And Sing and i never
Stop; i Dance And Sing;
True, it might be otherwise Functionally
Disabling but All i have to Do is Dance And Sing;
for it is also True, all my Wife Does is all the Rest; all the Rest..;)

Seriously, though; and i was being Serious about that; got a serious aversion to anything but the Truth, the Truth and the
Whole Truth now; Oxytocin Helps Executive Functioning; So Does Meditative Movement to Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses; otherwise known as a Free Dance too. Emotions are the Glue of Memory; Regulate Emotions that
are fueled comfortably by the Neurohormone (might help to pet a cat) Oxytocin; yes, all other Neurohormones and
Neurochemicals in Balance helps too; can’t get there as great, without Bio-Feedback; Pills work just a bit better than the
Placebo Effect.

Smiles, I used to not be able to write anything but a to do list of firstly, secondly, thirdly; but since i started a Free Write
in Meditative Flow through A Bio-Feedback of that; and a Free Dance in Flow that’s where Maximum Laser Focus comes And Memory Works best in Flow; where all the Neurohormones and Neurochemicals are optimally Balanced for Success in a continuous Win of Life; and all that means is fulfilling what you wanna do now; it’s true, there are mostly more ‘no limits’ when in Flow in Harmony and Peace of Cognitive Executive Functioning From Yes, Head to Toe; A Huge Mistake that some ‘Old School’ Psychology Folks Make is Leaving the Body out of the Mind Equation; True, we are a bit more
than an Organ between our ears; We also Play Better and Work Better in Mind and Body Balance; Leave out the
Body and chances are we Lose much of our Potential in the Arts and Sciences Equation of Life to Function.

Note: A Squirrel Came to the Window;
so i ‘had’ to take a photo; if it seems i was distracted writing this;
True, when you get Re-Tired and Financially Independent, the Option of doing more Yin than Yang is Real.

Honestly; Almost Nothing ‘That Woman’ was talking about is Part of what we are Naturally Evolved to do; that’s A Real Problem; Living a Life Centered Around Abstract Constructs; Absorbed in a Sea of Words Written Down We Read is all Culturally ‘contrived’; Welcome to the Matrix. What? No ‘One’ welcomed You? No one Prepared You?

NDD; Nature Deficit Disorder really makes life not so nice and not so good.
By The Way, Happy Earth Day; leaving a Video Now to Celebrate the Cure too; hehe…:)

Smiles; Now that I don’t work; and the ‘Wife’
Takes Care of ‘all those other details’; Now
Lasts Forever; Voila; Heaven is Now;
Note: i do not
have to plan it;
it Just Happens Now,
Cause i’m most always
in a Good Mood; i Flow that’s enough for me;
i am Extremely Blind to Time; do realize if you will (you likely know) that some
Folks ‘Study’ ‘Work’ all their Lives in the Future and Past; and Never earn the Present; the Gift of Now.
Hehe; it obviously irritates the Dude in the Video; he ‘Hates People in Heaven’; haha; it’s real when it is the Present Now.
True; it irritates my Wife too; Life is Give and Take; i’m Happy and she is living in the Past and Future; someone has to do it; i guess; some folks; that’s all they know, missing the Present; Ya wanna Make a Preacher or a Pastor Angry; Just tell ’em Heaven is only Now the Present and watch their Old Testament Face go Awry; Just basically Looking Forward to Dying.
A Biggest Crime of the Future is Heaven; sure, hell too; ‘they’ have something in common in the future; they never
come now; True; the Neo-Cortex Creates the Illusion of Time; but not all folks have to Time Share it later; hehe;
my Cat Sure Didn’t; he rested Peacefully in Heaven forever now until he never knew he died; Yes, it is possible
for Humans to live this way; just live now forever now; that Takes Practice but it is Real as Cat Heaven Present too.

i went to a Southern Baptist Dinner on the Grounds (Family Obligation Thingie) a little Child Came up to me
and asked me why i was so Happy; i said i was in Heaven; Children used to not ask that Question; things have changed;
There is no longer Just Imagination in a Playground forevernow; there is Digital Hell to Hold the Future and the Past Before and after Heaven now, in bits and bytes of 0’s and 1’s; even for Little Children; that’s beyond sad for the Child has no way to be Reborn if they never live now; but sure there is always a First time for Now, i guess.


Hi Frank.. thanks so much For Dropping by this Day after
Earth Day one of my Favorite Celebrations that i mostly did
through Blogging but i will do a Celebration of the Earth as i did
the Day before Earth Day With Dancing of Course Freely Holding
all my Body Parts in Flow with Gravity and Nature Same.. thanks for Quoting here
my words of:
“No Meaning
no Purpose
no Holy and
Sacred Feelings
of Life expressed so i decided to blog then
to create my own Light out of that darkness”
SMILes my friend when the Tradition We find Ourselves
in.. Yes.. The Home.. The School.. The Work.. We currently do
is not what matches the Colors of our Soul How Beautiful Avatar Life is
in the Feels and Senses Within to Evolve a Bit more out of the Darker Localities
we find ourselves Born or Bred into as is.. but of course Nature Breathes the Heartbeat
of what i see as God at Least.. to be separated from Nature a bit too much in this place
without a Sun or Moon or Stars or even time.. distance.. space.. yes online.. is surely
A Dream We Co-Create Fruition of Creation Activity Yes in Feels more than
Senses Integrating too of course.. hmm.. there is really no substitute
Full for the Nature We are Evolved to be as the Circle of Life and
the Tree the Roots the Trunk The Branches the Leaves of
God we are Moving.. Connecting.. Co-Creating so Wild
and Loving Free.. but true we do have a bit more
of an opportunity to Fertilize Leaves of
Grass as we Fall gently and sometimes
Loudly around the Globe as a Message in
a Bottle named Human We come to be in this
place now without time.. distance.. or space.. sure
with no Moon.. No Sun or Stars too.. a place where we
upload our Soul the Best We Can and Will to Give and Share..
hmm.. a few friends made along the way who reflect our souls
Better than the folks we come to meet and greet in our Locality of
Nature Living Loving Real.. but yet.. what we leave behind that may spark
one person a
bit more
in light
or introspection
more.. true that is Nature
iN Light True too what lives within inside
outside above so below Now and all around..
We are Energy We are Frequencies of Vibration
Higher and Lower.. to Dance and Sing a Higher Melody
in Peace and Harmony with others is sure worth a bit of
out of
the Beauty
of a Living
God as Nature true..
i do believe the choices we make
now from dark thru light impact our Future
Soul in all the ways Life comes.. Karma it is
but Karma the Lessons of Soul are learned Equal
in as Muse through
Dark and
True if we
are Fortunate in
Action and Consequence
We Dance We Sing an Eternally
More Beautiful Dance And Song Now..
And if We are the most fortunate of All We
Dance And Sing Together Now.. it’s hard to
fully do that any other way than flesh and blood..
but true where there is will and holding hands there is always way.. my Friend..:)


So Colorful
People too…!
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Life As A Song
Dancing Done
Singing Dancing
Color Now🌳

i Miss you…
You iNspire
me to Color Life..
When i Miss You..
i Color Life.. SMiLes..
Glad i Met You..
Color Life..:)

Trees Smile
Leaves Breeze
All Signs Harbingers
Of Change We Color
It Seems Any Words
Coloring Life Is Poetry It
Seems Coloring Life is Poetry
Flow Eternal Now Spring Synchronicities
In Flow God Gives Without Asking
Miracles Pray First Self Hypnosis
Flow Gateway to Dream Fruition
Gratitude Makes
Serotonin Rise
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Hi Frank.. thanks so much For Dropping by this Day after
Earth Day one of my Favorite Celebrations that i mostly did
through Blogging but i will do a Celebration of the Earth as i did
the Day before Earth Day With Dancing of Course Freely Holding
All my Body Parts in Flow with Gravity and Nature Same.. thanks for Quoting here
my words of:
“No Meaning
no Purpose
no Holy and
Sacred Feelings
of Life expressed so i decided to blog then
to create my own Light out of that darkness”…
SMILes my friend when the Tradition We find Ourselves
in.. Yes.. The Home.. The School.. The Work.. We currently do
is not what matches the Colors of our Soul How Beautiful Avatar Life is
in the Feels and Senses Within to Evolve a Bit more out of the Darker Localities
we find ourselves Born or Bred into as is.. but of course Nature Breathes the Heartbeat
of what i see as God at Least.. to be separated from Nature a bit too much in this place
without a Sun or Moon or Stars or even time.. distance.. space.. yes online.. is surely
A Dream We Co-Create Fruition of Creation Activity Yes in Feels more than
Senses Integrating too of course.. hmm.. there is really no substitute
Full for the Nature We are Evolved to be as the Circle of Life and
the Tree the Roots the Trunk The Branches the Leaves of
God we are Moving.. Connecting.. Co-Creating so Wild
And Loving Free.. but true we do have a bit more
of an opportunity to Fertilize Leaves of
Grass as we Fall gently and sometimes
Loudly around the Globe as a Message in
A Bottle named Human We come to be in this
place now without time.. distance.. or space.. sure
with no Moon.. No Sun or Stars too.. a place where we
upload our Soul the Best We Can and Will to Give and Share..
hmm.. a few friends made along the way who reflect our souls
Better than the folks we come to meet and greet in our Locality of
Nature Living Loving Real.. but yet.. what we leave behind that may spark
one person a
bit more
in light
or introspection
more.. true that is Nature
iN Light True too what lives within inside
outside above so below Now and all around..
We are Energy We are Frequencies of Vibration
Higher and Lower.. to Dance and Sing a Higher Melody
in Peace and Harmony with others is sure worth a bit of
out of
the Beauty
of a Living
God as Nature true..
i do believe the choices we make
now from dark thru light impact our Future
Soul in all the ways Life comes.. Karma it is
but Karma the Lessons of Soul are learned Equal
in as Muse through
Dark and
True if we
are Fortunate in
Action and Consequence
We Dance We Sing an Eternally
More Beautiful Dance And Song Now..
And if We are the most fortunate of All We
Dance And Sing Together Now.. it’s hard to
fully do that any other way than flesh and blood..
but true where there is will and holding hands there is always way.. my Friend..:)

Hehe.. lived both sides of the coin..
named an ugly Boy who looks like a Girl
when i was young who didn’t deserve to exist..
and that went all the way through High School
hmm.. something the Contact
Lens helped and never giving
up on getting in better physical
shape to combat Stress and potential
Depression and sure to attract someone
to hold hands with and Hug at night and
sure other stuff too.. then when i was in my
Twenties even though i was poor and still not
Comfortable in my own skin hehe then folks
called me the Ken Doll the Gi Joe.. Magnum PI
oh the compliments just kept on coming in only
if i had Money i would have got married so early
and had Kids then but thanks God i didn’t i.. met
Katrina who was surely looking like an Indian Princess
but who was raised without food or drink.. yep.. practically
Starving to Death in our So-called Civilized World lending
out Scraps to a Single Mother with 6 Children… hehe.. there
is no doubt though
Katrina’s Beauty
Saved her
from what may
befall those who
are not chosen first
with a Golden Slipper
from the Poor Folk’s Homes..
you know what i love about growing
old the most.. all that crap about competing
for a mate was gone for decades for me in Peace..
hmm.. thought i wasn’t even mate Material at all until
i went to the Dance Hall and totally Surprised just cause i
expressed a Free and Wild Me that became so much more
intoxicating to the Women than just Good Looking Fred who
was uncomfortable in his own skin and had to drink 4 Beers
just to get Brave enough to stay a Wall Flower in the Bar haha..
true if only
i had the fearless
part when i was Young
i would have been captured
Young and Married with a whole
lot of Kids.. i am pleased with the
Way it all worked out as there is the
Side Benefit of Struggle to meet your Human
Potential in Self-Actualizing Ways too.. Social Science
Shows that the Number one Attractive aspect of a Man
to a Woman is Confidence and Fearlessness as such by 60
Percent over all the Variables actually the Size of the Wallet
is in the single digits of Attraction.. doesn’t mean though folks
get married
to what
they are
attracted to
most obviously
as such for Culture
says God is Money Money is God..
hmm.. anyway.. i could color the bit of gray
that is coming in and ha! cover up my Bald spot too..
i could Lie about my Age and Lie about Being Married
in the Bar in hopes of empty conquests too.. but i’ve lived
without Emotions the Internal Heaven of Life and that my
friend is actually worse than the worst Pain known to Humankind
for 66 Months.. true i would have rather have had that pain than the
of the
Living Dead
our Life our True
Life Our Soul is what Lives within
Now.. true.. for some folks it would
be worth going to Hell now too to LEarn
the Real Reality that
just a place
(Love) to really live NoW
and give and share for free NoW…
Cats and Dogs don’t See the way NoW
we look when they Love us they haven’t
become ‘retarded’ in Feeling Love yet.. smiles
my Friend i see People’s Souls the most when all
that’s left is looks i don’t see much at all but a passing fancy a corpse..:)

Hmm.. the Majority of Headaches are tension related and basically
Tension comes from Emotions that are not expressed Freely in other
Words someone may be treating you poorly but you may not be in
a Situation to express Your Anger like if a Customer Disrespects
you at Your Job so you Hold it in and where does it go.. voila
Tension most always in the Neck that will Strangle a
Head and cause a Headache that does not go away
until the Tension goes away.. hmm.. how to do that
Express Repressed Emotions.. particularly the Emotion
of Anger.. hmm.. there is another cure in part that you already
do as Yoga Brings us a Bio-Feedback to gain a Greater Physical
Intelligence to Actually Combine Feeling and Sensing to understand
just how Connected the Senses of our Body are to the Emotions we
Experience Day to Day..
The Biggest Cause of Headaches
and all other Somatic Pains that are
caused by Emotional Imbalance and the
Pain that is Subconsciously Expressed that
way that may be from Head to toe in the case
of conditions like Fibromyalgia too.. is that yes
Welcome to the ‘Matrix’ Square Root one problem
of most all Disease is we are not living in Balance
as Evolved.. Humans are Evolved to Forage in Small
Groups Hand-in-Hand not more than in a Village of
about 150 to 200 Folks who are Well Acquainted with
Each other Bonding for Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose
in Life in a Predictable Tradition Day to Day Moving Connecting
Creating not only Surviving but Thriving yes Dancing Singing together
Playing With Each other through the Campfire Moonlit Night all Refreshed
for another Day.. hmm.. if you really can relate to how
that might feel just that in itself might be enough to make a
Stress Induced Tension Headache go away.. yes of course
there are other Medical Diseases Associated with
Headaches but every day most every day
it is the result of tension that comes
from Repressed and or not
Expressed Emotions
basically ‘fight or flight’ stress
it is totally insane to be Stuck
Behind a Desk behind a Screen
Never Getting away to move… connect
and co-Create with other Humans as we are
simply Evolved to do.. but instead ‘Capitalism Rules’
in other Words God is Money Money is God Buildings get
Bigger and
Soul as Whole
becomes Smaller
and Pain even Bigger as
Stress Becomes the Real
God at Essence yes Fear.. Fear
Anger Road Rage all about life that
may be repressed within expressed as a Headache
day in
day out
and so many
other of the Ills
of Life that folks
take Pills for a prescription
for what has become the
insanity of every day life….
but try to convince
someone of
this good luck haha!.
for it is true we all co-Create our
realities through Culture most.. it doesn’t
have to make a bit of sense.. Humans are really
Good at two things and the Spectrum Between
Creating Dreams to Nightmares.. and these days
most everyone is a on a Slow Boil as a Frog in a Pot..
us of this
other aches and
pains and fatigues and
weaknesses but all the body
can do is call on us to change for
the Feels the Body Senses the Body
is the Scorekeeper gatekeeper for Heaven and or Hell..
Thing about Yoga and Tai Chi and every other Science
of Stress Relief is the Body yes our Feelings and Senses Seek
to Be Free Subconsciously as such.. in other Words all these Instructions
all these Guidelines we ‘go to school’ to learn to relieve our stress
are in part anti-thetical to what our Spirit.. our Heart.. our Soul
Seek most from within and that is to escape the Time Keeper
the Instruction Maker the Reason Maker the Prison
INN-Keeper yes the Neo-Cortex the Deadline Maker
the Fear Monger who we come to make the King of
our Life the Son of the Father the Mother the
Holy Spirit of the rest of our Brain under lock
and key the Son (the Nature of) who has stolen
control of our Freedom Within.. smiles yet only Slave
and no longer Great Servant to Orchestrate Heaven Within now..
as our Entire Mind and Body in Balance plays the Symphony of
Heaven now Within inside outside above so below and all around
and ha!
think i am
just spiraling
in Meaningless Circles
my Friend.. when we move
Like the Milky Way we set our
Self Free in Flow.. true.. some folks just
don’t see the Bigger Picture of Heaven Within..
i had a Headache for a solid 66 Months.. part of it
was most definitely constantly tension induced.. my
Mind was almost totally separated from my Body in Bio-Feedback
way i had become a Computer of reason more than even human then..
smiles.. the
only time i get
a headache now
is right before i tell it to go away now
and that is just a metaphor my friend
for the Real Soul the Real Spirit the Real
Heart does not Speak Verbally at Essence in a Bio-Feedback
of Feeling and Sensing every Nuance of Living and Breathing now..
There is an Entire other Dimension of Experience that has nothing
words at
all (Heaven)
Truly hard to
describe what i am
even talking about my
Friend for when it is experienced
when truly experienced it (GoDNaTuREoNE) is ineffable to fully Speak..
Meanwhile Humans in all their True insanity Create A God and a Hell
and a Heaven somewhere else that is really
us now
to be Heaven
to hell now real..
Smiles that message is already
in ‘the New Testament’ but people
take other parts literally instead and make Hell now..
No Doubt if Jesus will come back now He is an icon of a face palm.
Hope this Helps truly it’s not as simple as just a Spiral Dance it really
takes Years of practice to Develop the Bio-Feedback from the body
it takes to
make a Headache
and almost any other
pain go away immediately
and honestly the only to know
when it works is when it works through the Intelligence
of Feeling and Sensing More than what the Neo-Cortex does..
if a person thinks a spiral dance is silly it will never work.. whatever
we do in life takes belief for it to work…
true they
another way too..
Smiles my Friend you know i literally
Survived the Suicide Pain for 66 Months
Like a Dentist Drill in my Right eye and ear
that no Drug would touch but that wasn’t all
there was 18 other mostly Stress induced disorders
then.. i have the Power now to make every Discomfort
go away.. i still Feel the Little Hells of Life now and then
but i have Mastered them.. i see them only as Temporal never
forevernow again..
and it’s true
this is what
Heaven is all
about not only
curing yourself of the
ills of ‘this World’ but doing
whatever you can and will to help
others too.. whether they hear you and see you or not..
that’s nothing new people do this every day still forever now..
not always easy to come down from ‘A Mountain’ but those
who have
gone below and above
understand how to climb back up..:)

SMiLes.. i Respect a Roach
Enough not to Kill it all things
ConsidereD i Guess
It’s Good Katrina is the
Terminator this
Way for true
Carry Disease
Hmm.. So Hard it
Is For me To Harm
Someone and if i
Lose Respect
Low Enough
To strike out
What’s the use of
Even Doing that
For Anger that
Comes From
Slighted is
Only Fear too
Afraid to Admit
The Weakness the
Emptiness i own
Myself.. hmm..
Life takes
Practice.. With
Apologies and Growing
Stronger to understand
even the Serial Killer
May be born with
No Soul as Even
Science Shows
Now Relatively
Speaking of Course…
True.. the Greatest
Respect may
Come From
Developing Cognitive
Empathy to understand
Why others may not
Meet our Current
For you
Know what the
Descendants of that
Roach Katrina
Gets the Last
Laugh for the Roach
Will Live much Longer
As A Species if Humans
Cannot Bond as an
Entire Species With
Love and Give
More than
We Take
From the Rest of
Nature as We Do
When We Give And
Share A Hand reaching
Out still to others
We Feel
By them as it’s True
The Roach is only a
Vector of Disease
For what
Is Left Behind…
Hmm.. yet We
Blame the Roach for
What the Roach cannot
Help but still survival
Come First
And nah..
i for one
Am not a
Big Enough
Sucker to drink
Some Kool-Aid to literally
Turn a Physical Cheek
Or be
A Martyr
For someone
Else’s Ideal…
Last part
Will be hard
Too for an
To Do..
Hmm.. Life is
Art much more
Complex than Science
Alone My Nice Friend🙏😇🤗✌️😁

A Next Free Dance
Move Changes
Attitudes Releasing
Expressing Emotions
Freeing our Soul to Be Love Now…
Free Dance Precedes Attitude
Change Hehe.. i’ve come
to A point
i change
Quotes from Before..
From What i’ve LEarned in Life With SMiLes..
HAha.. as you likely know and surely feel and sense by
Now my only Real Religion is Dancing Singing Loving Free..
And most
of my
is Derived
these Days
at least from a Free Dance
A Song Just to Be LoVE NoW..
SMiLes.. don’t think I’ve
Met a Truly Happy And
Loving Empathic
And Sympathetic
Soul Who hasn’t
Spent Long Days
In An Ocean
Of Tears
Of Hell Below
For True Tears
Will Become Love
Out of Emptiness and
Fear too and a Plus
This is
Felt Song
Yes Poetry
Avoiding Abyss
Poetry is only
As Deep
Long as the
Nights and Days
Of the Darkness of
Soul it’s like the Entire
UniVerse Generated
From Dark and
Our Whole
Milky Way
Spiraling around
A Black Hole Sun
Tears Are Heaven
In Hell.. Flow
Savior From Below..
Nice Poem by the Way🤗
SMiLes Shawna Baby.. off and on from 19 to 22 when i fell to my First Major
Depression i felt like i was as old as my Grandmother at close to 80 Years Old she
suffered from a bit of Depression too.. ha! got over that and felt younger than
ever but what i’ve come to find now that i feel Younger than i did when i was
Sixteen after Feeling a Thousand and one Beyond From Ages 47 to 53.. is Real
Age is no Number at all.. Real Age is Fear Away from Love.. the Closer We Get to
Love the Younger We are..
Smiles.. Loving Life
has no Label but
the Essence oF LiGHT
Within as We Dance and
Sing Toward Light or go the
other Path of Journey Darker..
When i was 47.. without even the Memory
of what a smile felt like as memories are emotions
and emotions are memories without that there is no
Reference point back.. that Emotions are what Drives
all of Life.. i could lift 500 LBs with my Legs but couldn’t
finish a Paragraph of a Heart Felt conversation with no HeARTFelT left..
Smiles.. my great Aunt Jettie then at 94 barely walking stooped over on
a Walker Smiled with Brilliant Light in her Eyes Grinning Radiantly her
Spirit was
A Thousand
Feet Tall Speaking like
Poetry and Song than
That Walker then for Hours on
End.. Yes then i knew that all those
Bullies were truly lying out their Ass
when they said Full Emotions are only
for Girls true they are for Girls but most
all Emotions are For Living Heaven now..
all the Colors.. all the Nuances.. yep.. all the
Dark thru Light and so much less and even more..
i’ll cry.. i’ll laugh.. i’ll smile.. i’ll frown.. hAha.. sure i’ll
do a Ballet Routine at the Gym like a Nut Cracker Suite
right before i leg Press 1340 Pounds now around 18 times..
Slowly.. oh.. so Slowly and then i get up very Slowly ever so Slowly
as i Work my Legs to total Fatigue and yep.. i’ll rise back up to Ballet
and Dance with my Gym Towel as that Towel Floats through the air as all
240 LBS of me becomes the Towel and Air the same for True when We are Friends
With Gravity
is nothing
to Bring us Down..
And Quite honestly once
Science gets the Physics of that
Spirituality all Figured out in the
Future i might not be the only once Dancing
on Air With A Gym Towel in the Whole Wide
World Some Nows the Greatest Solutions to Make Heaven
Real only as Far away as a Gym Towel Floating in Air… hAha..
would like to get Katrina to Video Tape that but too shy when folks
are looking her way.. Anyway i got Some Help i needed today..
Just knowing that some Friends will Never
Never Go Away
they are
for US
Now No matter
What that’s truly all i wanted to see..
Smiles… Rafiah.. my Oldest Online Active
Friend maybe Best Friends will be found online anyway..
hehe.. at least where the FredTalks have an on and off switch too..
Hmm.. Right When i said that the Big Black Crow Landed by my
Since April 9th.. 2019..
Katrina Alerted and Notified me
to the Big Black Crow this go around..
The Crow was Very Shiny Black Feathered and
Majestic i pulled my iPhoneXS Camera out to Capture
the Big Black Crow and the Crow just got away again.. hmm…..


Hi Sohair.. so Nice of You to Drop by “Good Friday April Fool Moon RiSinG
SMiLes as Always i Remember what it was like to Work the Wash And Rinse
And Dry Cycle Never Ending.. yes for 33 Years of getting Paid for that.. Nice to
Be Free my Friend and hAha.. i do Work Harder than i ever Did then 24/7/365
Every Minute of the Day even when i Dream it seems.. but mostly it is all about
Love and Love is Fuel unto Itself and Yes it helps to Stay in a Meditative Prayer-
Like Flow Almost Always Touched by the Holy Spirit of Creativity as Christians
Relate and there are so Many Cross-Cultural Metaphors that Speak the Same
Beauty when we become one With God and there is no Separation Whole We Are
Now Where Human Potential Increases Exponentially in Everything We do True the
Working World Will Be Antithetical Still to the More Holy And Sacred Full of Meaning
And Purposes Of Life
As You may be able to
Relate to the more Mystical
Sufi Aspect of Islam that is more
Related to other Mystical Traditions
of The Religions that Seek and Find
Heaven now one with God Without
Waiting one Second Longer to be
With God now as a Force of
Pure LoVE iN Flow Within
That Creates in
A Human
SMiLes my FriEnd i’ve Fallen
Off that Path a Bit Lately True of
course i am only Human and Fallible
too.. but We LEarn from the Struggles
of Life as much as We Do From A Pure
Light of Love.. already been to the Dark
Learned more there than i learned in what
i thought was the kind of Success that modern
Western Civilization Promotes.. i keep learning
Smiles my Friend so Many Thorns and Flowers
Bloom of the Rose we come to Rise or Fall.. i fall i rise
we all do now and then.. keeps a Taste for Heaven Real
Grounded in the Lower Aspects of Shadow Life that do make Heaven Taste Real Now
And as i’ve often stated not sure if anyone can fully taste Heaven without Living Hell First
i am
Not Afraid
Be Not Afraid
as ‘they’ say there
is a nice Song for that
i will Share now as Work-out
in a Meditative Way is coming Next..
God is Not a Man God Is Love Within Pure
Agape Love to Give and Share.. i am a bit lost
from that Path for now but i will be found again now
Again for i Seek for i Do for i Find Love Now the Higher Force of Love to Give and Share..
Thanks for coming By You Do Always Navigate me in this way.. True Soul Mates do that..
From Pets to
nothing about
Romance and
Everything About Pure Love..
i am no Good At Romance Never was….
Haha.. i suppose those Kinda People end
up being Priests Prophets Poets and Monks
If We Work Hard enough We all find our Niche…
in Life Where We Come To Be Truly Free as What We are As Deepest Now..
And it’s True All Vocations that Help Other People are Valuable… Money Making
for the
of Money
Making is just
A Room of Hell
i’ve Seen Come Ago as Corpse..
Thanks for the Roses (Red Tulips)
Dear Friend Sohair They Feel Living Real my Friend..:)


HAha.. Choose A Side Rug Or Hate
(‘Big Lebowski’ Reference) Rug In This
Context Is Love Humans Most Always Choose A Side
All of This Is Just A Poem Like On The ’10 Commandments’ Movie Where ‘They’ Say So Let It Be Written So Let It Be Done
Keeping in Mind of Course the dVerse International Poetry Pub Online Prompt on Re-Writing Myths is Still Open Now
If You Think i Am Gonna Sacrifice Myself For You.. You Gotta Another ‘Thing’ Coming He’s Your President Enjoy It You Asked For It
Making My SelF A Legend Was/Is Easy A Dance A Spiraling Breeze (Hurricane) The Next Part Is Totally Up to God (You)
The Movie (The Big Lebowski) ‘The Myth’ Has Already Been Made i Just Made It Real And No One Noticed But Me Hehe….
Oh Lord What Would It Look Like If ‘Jesus’ Had A Meeting With ‘Trumps’ About Pissing On His ‘Rug of Love’…
THeRE Is No Swan Song
As Long As MoNKeYS Dance
Common Eyes
Common Love
Common Being
Human Love Tradition All
No NOT Sorry All Resurrection IS IS RiSinG To The Occasion oF LoVinG NoW
It’s Simple And There Is Always Time To Do It Now Put Love First Or Die Inside A Little Always Now Sorry Folks All Resurrection Is
JusT MorE ThoughtS oN “The Day After i Saved A World”
iF A Real Jesus.. A 5 Foot 1 or So Loving Brown Dude Without A Dime With Shortly Cropped Hair Came Again Who Would Vote For Love
It’s Ugly Obvious Why So Many ‘Christians’ See ‘Trumps’ Sent From ‘Their God’.. ‘Jesus’ Never Truly Lived For Them Within As Love
Yep ‘Jesus’ Had the Right Idea Empty Your Pockets And Live For Love The Way Humans Always Did Until They Went Insane
Minus Body Parts
We Live In A Civilization of Prostitutes And If You Think The Slave Trade Is Different The Only Difference Is Soul For Sale
If You Enjoy IT That’s Great More ‘Power’.. ‘Status’.. And ‘Money’ to You.. And Basically Subsistence
Got Paid to Do IT For 33 YearS UNderstand What It Means to Get Paid For Someone Else’s Desires.. Most Folks ‘Sin’ That Way Now
Gets A Bit Tiring Surely
Holding All ‘These Super Heroes’ Up
I’m Counting 10 maybe 11
Haha.. I don’t care what kind of
Fish you are all i know is you are
A Stranger who became a
Friend almost immediately
Who brightens
Up the Life of
Each and Every
Person She meets
You are the Einstein
Genius of Niceness
i am Both
Married and
Too Old for you
So i can also say
That not only is
Your Greatest Beauty
Your Kindness that will
Shine into old age but
Aesthetically Speaking
You are Physically
Beautiful see your
Self for all the
Beauty you
Are my
Friend never
Doubt that and
You will stay
Beautiful just
The Way you are
And hey your voice
Is divine haha you
Can’t help it you
France SMiLes
My Friend You
Always lift me
Up without
It’s your turn Now🤗
After Close to 33 years of Work Like a Falling
Star Almost reaching Hans Selye’s ‘General
Adaptation Syndrome’ then
On the edge of
A Bottomless
Pit.. the Wife
Me to watch
The Movie ‘Curious
George’ and if my
Tears were not
Already Dried
Up i would have
Cried the Monkey
Of Wonder went
Missing inside…
Oh where
Oh where
Do IntroSpections
Of Life Go when
All is Fight or
Flight Survival…
Hehe.. Now That
Monkey of
Me Flows
Floats and
i don’t even
Have to know..
Yet i Feel why…
Business is
Good and
Ever Better as i
Play A Practice
Of it always Now..:)
Been Visiting off and on and enjoying all of your Posts wish i could comment
but not only ‘Blogger’ but Word Press has been Whacky on the Comments Lately
too probably has something to do with Using Safari And Apple Products i’m only guessing..
Ugh.. it seems getting rid of Google Plus is really screwing stuff up on the ‘Blogger’ Side.. hmm..
also was a major source of Linking my Blog Posts in smaller bite size portions too.. heHe.. hAha…
it’s the
that counts and
all the Fun Paths
that come with it too…
the Hell with the Destination
and even who is looking at either
A Dance or Song for it is the Feeling and
Sense of it so far out of Empty Money.. Likes
Shares.. Follows.. and All the Modern Age of Idols over
Just Loving
Life as is
A Playground
of Survive and
Thrive too just for Free
to be actually touching the Product
of Love instead of Making Love Shallower
And Shallower Just a Passing Fancy That Comes no Deeper
And Goes and Hooks Up Shallower Discarding Love As Trash in
the morning..
ugh.. well
Dance and
Song Rocks in
the Moment the
Present Heaven of now.. Speaking
of Hard Rock Cafe’s too Now Yes Then..
i miss the Casino Trips where We Monthly
Went on 60 of those Visits with the Church Tour
Bus not that i give a crap about Gambling but just
Getting out all by myself And Loving Dance With
Nature and sure Entertaining the Tourists Driving
By The Beach Road never even noticing they exist
until they Hoot and Holler out the Window for the Joy
i Just brought them..
True they are not
from this
they are from Free..
You know You Feel You
Sense the ‘Jesus Home’ Where
Folks JusT Work for Love.. JusT
Dance And Sing to Thrive so Happy
and Free hehe.. who even needs ‘Weed’..
Ha! That’s A Good one when folks ask me what
i am on all i’m gonna say is i am a Weed i Flower Wild i am Free And even Learn
to appreciate the Thorns of Life too.. True i am a Wild Rose Weed i Flow i FLoWeRTHoRN
Love Ya Shawna Baby A Best Love IS A Love Free Wild Free JusT Be LoVE NoW aS ART..:)
HAha.. If i tell ’em i’m On ‘DandeLion Weed’ they’ll ask me to sell them some and then All
i’ll be able to Say is Let’s Dance and Sing Glad to See You around Shawna.. It’s True You
Have A Lot of Joy to Give And the ‘Random Acts’ of Your Creativity Light Folks up As ‘They’ DanceSing a Lamp Will Not Hide Its Light… No Reason/Art for Humans to either.. And It’s Also True Now Still the Smallest Acts
of Art/Kindness will not
Only Save Lives
Save the
Most Important
oF All Save Love Save G O D
From: Just An Empty PLatitude
An Acronym Short oF ALLoVESMiLES..:)

“under us,
not above us —
from the dirt,
tickling the flowers’ feet?”

Yes Soaking up God From Each Grain of Sand
Yes Not Above us From the Dirt Tickling FLoWeRS Feet
it’s no Surprise that Rose is Thorns and Flowers too Just
Your Bare
Feet in Sand
Dance Free With
Sun Voila God is in the Home
Again Barefoot And Free.. SMiLes
Online can be and the Writing World Will
Be Not So Happy Now If there is not a WayStation
Somewhere that Colors the Experience With Unexpected
Creativity It’s nice for someone else to be doing the Coloring
For a Change as My Palette is getting a Bit Dry and Needs some Paint
To Fire up the Creativity of my Soul done did life without the Curious George
don’t wanna
go Back
to Pale
Grey Skies
with no Colors of Life..
True.. So Many Paint Brushes
online to find.. True.. so many Niches
of Free Doors Yet to open and See.. It’s Nice
to Love Someone’s Art Yes their Positive Energy Yes
their Soul.. hehe.. you do have kinda witchy looking eyes too..
like my Sister Said.. but hey.. the only Magic Spell here is the Art of Creativity set free..
Yes.. i need A
Vacation NoW
for the
Key it’s
been nice
opening up your door again..😉


You Know it’s True The World Teaches A Whole Lot About
Understanding the World but at least where i Live almost
nothing about understanding ourselves.. that is left up
to Parents And Church and Sadly More and More Just
Electronic Devices and Google Searches if they
go that way.. Truly 3 College Degrees all the Knowledge
Available at my Finger Tips taught me nothing of Real substance
about the Unique Me Within.. that was a Journey i would have to take
alone.. smiles.. our more so-called Primitive Ancestors Named it a Vision
Quest.. smiles.. there is a name of a Movie about that and a song i will
include here too.. there is the Shadow part of us the part of us willing
to fight to run away and yes to Reproduce too.. the Oldest Part
of us inside that we either friend or the Part that may Master
Us most in ways of anxiety from Head to toe.. yeah..
Wrestling will surely get Us in touch with the
fight or flight part.. and there are other
ways to deal with the other stuff that
are not appropriate to discuss here..
but the main deal is getting comfortable in
our own skin coming to understand the mind
and body connection that our body does keep score
from Head to toe in every cell we have for the way we view
Life either embracing it or shivering in fear.. sure and all the
Spectrum ‘tween that.. Smiles my Friend my Psychiatrist told me in 2008
As he was an Air Force Major Dealing with Combat Fatigue Veterans
that he had never come across a Case of Anxiety as Severe as what i
had then.. there is no Life Living in Fear there is no life at all living in
Fear that is real other than Fear.. everything i did in my Vision Quest
on my own for 66 Months and Months after that was all worth the pain
and numb to extinguish all fears from my life.. i became so Strong that
no one could penetrate the shield of Light around me.. that shield is a
bit weaker than it’s been lately but i have the ways to become stronger
without fear than ever before.. haha… before it’s over i’ll be holding
all 10 ‘Avengers’ on my Shoulders i do believe there is already a
of that
Circling online too.. hehe..
We Visualize who we wanna be
We Write it Down We Sing it and Voila We Dance
It the Dream comes to Fruition as Us to Be.. just
Need a bit more alone time to get the Job done better
i refuse to be a normal man i refuse to be just another
Fearful Deer stuck in the Headlights of the Crowd around me..
i fly
i will to fly..
and i don’t have
to leave the ground to do it..
hehe.. Thanks For Your Inspiring
Lines that help me now to give myself a Big
Peptalk this Morning You Bring Some Great Words to Share..:)


Thanks Shawna Your Kind Support And Encouragement
Through the Years has only been uplifting
what a breath of Fresh Air it is…
Katrina went to an Estate Sell
Early this Morning that you would have
loved to go to i think to see what comes out
of a life well spent.. hehe.. i stayed home and wrote
Really need to get out and about a bit more but yep..
been doing this Writing Adventure for 3073 Consecutive
Days Since Thanks Giving Day of 2010 the First Day i started
to attempt to escape pain/numb.. and it really helps me to regulate
my Emotions.. Connecting Words With Emotions truly keeps my Mind
Organized and Unwanted thoughts out too.. ha.. it’s Free Psychotherapy
one day
i’ll get
an Honorary
Degree for just
surviving life as i suppose
We all deserve these days..
but yeah i do have a Social Sciences
Interdisciplinary Degree that includes
Psychology with the Health Science and
Anthropology Degree but hehe.. what about
an Honorary
Doctorate Degree
for everyone these days
who successfully reaches age 60..
haha.. when i’m dancing in Public on my
60th Birthday Yes.. i’m gonna be playing this
song here.. and laughing all the way to Happiness nowthen
i wouldn’t trade any other year of my life even with the bits
Of darkness i have experienced this year.. i do believe those
who come to appreciate all the dark thru light will feel that way to their
very last day.. too many people are afraid of getting older one can measure it in
terms of Jobs.. Lips and Buttocks and Chests And Breasts and Face Lifts and yes..
Filters on Instagram too.. Bless Every Gray Hair that is coming in let the Bald Spot
get as big as it likes up top but still by God i am the Strongest Dude on the Leg Press
at my Military Gym at 1340 Lbs and 18 reps now and nope.. no Young Person will stay up
with me at the Dance Hall for Three Hours without even a Water Break (note: got Gatorade
in the Honda Civic for before and after dance.. hehe).. my Rich Uncle’s Father was doing 2700
Crunches you know those Abdominal Crunches you love to do.. at the Gym the Day he died at
86 Years Old.. some folks thought he was just bragging back then when he told folks what he could
do.. nah.. his Hero was Jack LaLanne who proved the Couch Potato Average incorrect as Jack LaLanne
towed 70 boats as he was a bit tied up swimming across a Bay in his 60’s.. anyway Jack lasted ’till 96 in Great
Health and Shape and my Rich Uncle’s Father lasted with his 2700 Abdominal Crunches ’till his dying die at 86..
he just fell asleep at the Wheel and Hit a Tree.. Life is Quality not Quantity and sometime