Truth oF NoW And Then

Truth oF Now And Then

Cheers to A Cup of LoVE iN Peace

Dear Savvy Far Away From Yellow

Brick Roads As Leaves of

Grass Surrounding

Roots of Trees

Digging Deeper

Into Human Potentials For Real

Spreading These Leaves of Vines


With SMiles
As Feathers Effortlessly
Fall to Earth Providing

Steps For Others to
Rise Even More


WiTHiN For Real
Enduring SMiLes..:)

Ah Yes Not Much
Different Than
A Buddha Under

A Tree Or A

Lao Tzu

With Tao
And Effortless
Ease of Wu Wei Now Newly

Every Breath As the Story
Of That Dude Who Rode an

Old Mule into Town on A Sabbath

Or Whatever Healing A Way of Change

That It’s Not Power and Status and Bucks

It’s More Like Naked Enough Whole Complete

to Yes Give Share Care
Heal Newly Now

For Real With
Most Respect
Least Harm For All
iNHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG
LoVE For All iNDeeD iN joY oF LiGHT For Real…

Anyway We’ve Been Cutting Palms This Week
Mr. Gottfried to Encourage New Growth With

Every Breath

Yes into a
Brand New
Creation At Every
INHaLE of Peace
EXHaLE oF LoVE ReaL For All..:)

Ah Yes Dear Isha

To Laugh At the

DarK And

SMiLe At the
LiGHT of BReaKinG Dawn

Again And Again

After Night
Falls And

Day RiseS AGAiN
And You of Course too

With SMiLes..:)

Wow Dear Cindy
A Mexican Yoga Retreat
With Room For Writing Poetry

And Your Book And So Many

Friendly Cats
And Dogs too

Always Making
Everywhere We Go
Feel Like Home Yes THere
Are A Few Drawbacks of Aging

Yet True THere is Much More To Draw
About Life Leaving Feathers Behind For

Others to Fly Once We Leave This Wonderful
Plane of Life Always Best Celebrated As Gift my FRiEnD

True Like “Jonathan Livingston Seagull”

Soar And Leave

Feathers Behind

So Others May

Feel and Sense

Hints Along THeir
FLiGHT Paths to Wonder
And Awe New With SMiLes..:)

Yes Dear Miriam i Surely Will Attest With Evidence

That You Motivate As The Word Count in the Last

4 Years Every Single Day When You Are Here

Accumulates Just

Enough to Show

How Your Eclectic

Musings Do Inspire With SMiLes

True i Went to College To Be A Psychologist too

At First i Do Believe to Try to Understand me More

Than Others First as i Understand to Be A Psychiatrist

One Must Undergo Intense Psychotherapy to Unglue Any

Personal Hang-ups too True in Short i Am Unglued Hehe in




And No
Thing Goes
With SMiLes

i Settled For
Volunteer Participant Anthropology
Observer Free Verse Poet Globe Wide For No Pay in Poetic Letters to All Others

Yes As That iS How i Move Connect Co-Create Just Free With Empty Pockets

Yep Naked Enough Whole Complete Adding to my Book of Life Newly Now True..:)

“Forest Bathing” You May Google THE Experience
For More Info How To Actually Connect to God
Nature Naked Enough Whole Complete ThiS WaY
Kinda Like
‘Pan’ in the
FlesH And Blood Real

Just Marveling At All
The Spring Colors
And So Many
Species Yes of
Wildlife Eating

All Ya Can/Will

Eat Sunflower
And The Such

Seeds At
Squirrels Agree

Yet get in Scuffles
Too of Abundance

Outside A 24 inch
Window of Forever
Now Nature Changing


Off This
27.1 Inch
5K iMac Retina

Screen Yep




Says A lot
As Prized Possessions
To Eat Does Say Much
In Lobster Carcasses

All Spread
Out in A New York
Minute Block Side

Walk Life

Yes Crustaceans
Lasting For 300 And
More MiLLioN Years



A Blip “A Scream”

In A Living Screen🎩

my my Akshita Surely online Is a Mine Field

For Distractions As That is What Online

Is Designed to Do Draw Our Attention

to Multiple Dopamine Sources to make

Money Off of Us True School

Is For FoCuSinG on the Task

At Hand And Online is all About
Separating Our Attention into A Twitter
World of A Zillion Attempts to Get Our Attention

Is it Any Surprise that Younger Minds Are Having Problems

With the Discipline Required to Defeat What is Made to Take

Our Attention on one Laser Focus Task away to Create A State of

Flow That Increases All Our Human Potentials in Creativity and

Productivity Again No as Online is a Market That May Be Named

Free Yet Still Spreading Out All Our Human Potentials to Perhaps

Never Land And Never Ending Story of Going No Where Real now

to Even Make Human Potential Come True so Yeah A Pandemic

Necessity of Online School No other real Choice although

Online still Designed to Steal Our Attentions away

From Us For it’s True When We Spread Our

Attention Every Which Way We

Just Destroy our Human

Potentials So There is no

Cheating ThiS way except

Against those Who Cheat

For those Who Do Fall to the

Attacks on the Laser Focus Fail to

Reach All of what they May Be And Do In Life
A Win Comes From Discipline of Laser Focus FLoW iN Deed

Who Suffers Yes those Who Are Slowed by those Weighting Us Down
Distracted Who In this Way Pollute a Whole Ocean of Flow my FRiEnD

Hehe SMiLes Happy April Fool’s Day coming soon in India Akshita FRiEnD

Nice to Hear that You don’t follow the Crowd And Become Your Own Hero ThiS WaY..:)

SMiles Anna Reminds
me Of Strawberry
Fields Forever

And Presents

Of Strange

Yet Divine Minds🎼😊

Ever Stars Existing


Painting Nights
Feelings Freeing 🌌

LeSSoN 395🌸
Wild FLoWeRS 💐
Free Create THeir 🌺
Own New Colors of Beauty🌈

With Wild
FLoWeRS SMiLinG ☺️

All Beautiful Sights
of Spring March Magic
Where You Live Keep

CoLoRinG Your Pages
ThiS Way navasolanature


i Accept God For All That Is
DarK Thru LiGHT; The Christian
And Muslim Version That Most Folks

Profess, Not So Much; Particularly, recently,

As i Told A Muslim FRiEnD of Mine the Same
Way As i Easily Tell Christian FRiEnDS That The Version

of the Christian God That Many of the 45,000 Plus
Denominations Across the World Literally Profess As

An All Loving Merciful Forgiving God, Who Per the Parable
of the Goats and Sheep in Matthew, Burns Those Naughty

Folks Forever Who

Do Not Feed and
Clothe The Poor;

Yes, Changing Those
Folks From Loyal So-Called
Sheep to Naughty, Naughty Goats

And Burning Them Forever As They
Do Not Do Enough Do Gooding to be
Spared Torture Forever; Particularly, if they

Are Born As Some Folks Are, Biologically Speaking,
Without The Feeling to Love or Even a Conscience As

Such For Feeling
Regret For Harming
Someone, Even the Only
Way They May Feel Anything
At All in Life is to Actually Harm

Someone Starting With Small Animals

And Starting Fires For Destruction, Just
For the Adrenaline Rush As They Don’t Get
Any Warm And Fuzzy Feelings of Oxytocin

As They May Not Biologically Be Able to Feel
Love That Way That The Altruistic Person Who Feeds
And Clothes the Poor Totally Feels As Warm Happiness Within…

So, Who Is the Poorest Homeless Person of All; the One Without A
External Warm Home or the One Who Has Never Had A Warm Home Within…

Well, Well, Well, Well, Humans Have Also Progressed Enough to Understand that
Human Beings Like My Wife With Partial Complex Seizures aren’t Actually Demon


And Don’t Deserve
to Be Burned at the
Stake in the Name of
Some Evil God That Would Support
That Torture No Different Than Hell Forever

For the Psychopathic Leaning Person Born that way too…

And Face Palm, For Actually Suggesting Folks Here Feel Inferior
to The So-Called Christian God That Portrays Someone More Like

Trump in that Parable of the Goats and Sheep, Except That God Gets
to Fire the Enemies Forever; The God That Said They Will Always Love
Them With Mercy And


True That’s Basically
A Definition of A God
With More Than One ‘Personality

Disorder;’ Including, Likely the Folks
Who Wrote the Story too; ‘Happy April
Fred’s Day Eve,’ Born With the ‘Tarot Fool Number’
Still in ‘Numerology’ of 0, With Only 1’s to Affirm
The Last Three Challenges of my Life; For Whatever
The Hell Or Heaven, i Wanna Do With Free Will; It’s No

Less or More Believable

Now Than A Little Man
God With Some ‘Personality
Issues’; Not Unlike ‘Will Smith’;

i Suggest that God Needs to See Someone;

Perhaps A Psychotherapist And Improve ‘THeir’ Humanity…

My Muslim FRiEnD Said She Believes in the ‘God That Tortures
Naughty Folks Forever’ With ‘Glory Be To Him’; i Didn’t Vote For Trump

And i’m Not
Gonna Vote For
That God Either…

However, What i Will Do Per John 14:12
And Luke 17:21 per Whatever Ghost Author
Wrote the Lines of Finding the Kingdom of

Love Within is Continue to Create A God of

Love to iNHaLE Peace Exhale LoVE iN JoY oF LiGHT
Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing For All With Most Respect
And Least Harm

Dam Sure



Naughty, Naughty
Humans Forever as
They Don’t Have the Patience
Or Ability to Rehabilitate them;

True, We Need A More Wonderful
‘God Counselor’


Damned Sure…

Listen, i Go To Church,
Shortly After the Homily
Starts At the Catholic Church
as it’s one of Few that Doesn’t

Keep Blaring Hell Fire to the Folks
They Don’t Understand in this World;

Yet Whenever Some Antiquated Ridiculous
Old Dusty Belief Up to Evil is Uttered; i Just

Cancel it With

Love and

Send it Out of my Soul;

Like i Told mY FRiEnD, i Respect
Her Freedom to Believe Whatever
She Does and Do As She Pleases;

Yet An Evil God Like That; Hell no for me;

Jesus F in Christ; i’m More oF A Real Man Than THaT For Real;

Jesus F in Christ; Even Chris Rock is A Greater ‘God’ Than That….

THere Turning
The Other Cheek
Almost Making it
Believable that JeSuS Could Exist on Earth…

The ‘Other God’ Would Have Likely Traded His
Virgin Daughters to Be Raped, So His Friend Wouldn’t
Be Sodomized; Or Dashed The Children of An Opposing
Tribe’s Heads Against Rocks in Refrain of Joyous Psalm;

i’ve Read Stories Like that too; They Aren’t Used, Unless

Someone Really

Evil wants to
Justify What

They Wanna Do Evil Next;

Saying, See It’s in that so-called
Perfect Story Book; Yet We Have Libraries

of Books Now; With Fresher Ways of Love Than that….

God is Love,

Now Just Do It;

Like Gandhi Said,

Your Jesus is Alright with me;

Yet The Ones who follow Him Not so Much…

Yet You See, It’s Plain to See to me, They
Got it From

the Book too…

It’s a Book Of Love;
It’s a Book Of Ignorance,
Also that leads Still to Much
Harm, Rape, Maiming, and Killing too…

Sort of Like the Human Condition That Authored it too…

The Book Is Messy; Not Particularly Rational; And Yes, Very Human…

No Wonder It’s So Popular; It Appeals to All Kinds; And Ones Who Pretend

Like the
Rest of the
Story Doesn’t exist…

It Doesn’t Really Have An ‘Ethical Leg’ to Stand
On, Unless Ya Want ‘God to Accept His Oscar’

For Burning

Folks forever

in Hell With No
Mercy, Forgiveness,
And No Love Left At
All; Wow What A Slap

ACross the Face of Truth

iN LiGHT Thru DarK

To Sheep Becoming Goats

in the
Before that
in Matthew at least…

“They Will Know We aRe
Christians By Our Love”

Wow, Amazing, if Everyone Did that For Real…

*Taps Finger, Still Waiting At Church At Least,

Among the Multitudes of Frowns THere And of

Course i Keep SMiLinG iN All WeatherS And SeaSons of Humanity…

NoW Cause i Can;

Cause i Will NoW;

Just Because i Am Love, i Do Love True
iN DarK Thru LiGHT At Least For HoW i ‘SEe’ NoW…

Ah So True There is No Barometer

Of Whether A Marriage is Gonna

Last or Even Be Tolerable

After ‘The Romance’

Is Gone if
There is

No FRiEnDShip
Starting or Continuing
Dear Chaymaa With SMiLes..:)

During my Working Years So Consumed By Work,
i Rarely Had the Minutes, Focus, and Attention
Span to Read Any Books Or Really Do Anything
Creative And or Purely Recreative Outside of Work;

i Barely Had Energy

Left Over to Talk to my Wife;

That Of Course Changed Drastically After
An EPiC Work-Related Autism Burnout With 19 Medical
Disorders, Including the Worst Pain Known to Humankind
Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia That No Drug Would Touch;

Yes, the Suicide Disease, Mostly Shut-in my Bedroom For 66 Months;

Half Way Through, Eventually Coming to the ‘Wrong Planet,’ Turning the Screen
all The Way Down in Light And Persevering Every Word to Write As A Mountain of Pain;

Yet Never the Less, Doing my Best to Escape the Suicide Disease And continue to Live

A Memory
if i Ever Felt A Smile;

Overcoming That Finally
in July of 2013, After Reading
And Writing Here Through The Pain
From Wake To Sleep Every Single Day
Since Thanks Giving Day of 2010; i Embarked

On A Public Dance Still Accumulating 18,077 Miles
Now in 9 Years and 7 Months, Including Most Every Sunday

Afternoon Public Dancing in Barnes And Noble, Listening to Meditative

Music While Entertaining the Star Bucks College Study Crowd Dancing For Free Hehe;

And Yes Reading An Entire Book Most Sundays in About an Hour As Practice Will Increase

Speed of Reading Measured by Some Tests online at 20 Times Faster than the Average Human
Now When Totally Focused in Flow of the Activity of Reading; Anyway That’s Well Over 400 Books

i’ve Consumed For Free From Barnes And Noble since Then as i’ve Worked my Way through the Psychology,

Philosophy, and Religion Sections By Proximity to A ‘Dance Floor’ That Works Well Enough for me as They’ve

Rearranged the Books Several Instances too; i Don’t Have Any Favorites, Mostly They Affirm What i’ve Learned

in Decades of Real Life Experience With Literally Hundreds of Thousands of Folks Now Both Off-line and Online too;

However, Back in my Earlier

Years in the Early 90’s, i Picked

Up The Book ‘Jonathan Livingston

Seagull’ By Richard Bach and Read

It in
the Laundromat
While my Wife took
Care of All Our Clothes;
And Yes i Found The Idea

of Increasing Potentials in

Life to News Heights Very Inspiring

in my ‘Vanilla’ Existence of Life Then;

Yet It’s True, i didn’t Actually Put it into Action

Until i Escaped HeLL ON EartH For Real for 66 Months

Standing on a Beach Becoming one With Emerald Gulf
Green Waves, Sea Oats Swaying in the Salt Air Breeze,

And Gull Wings Spiraling Around

The Sun Soon to Become

A Free Dance and Song

(All 11.5 MiLLioN Words
of A Free Verse Long Form
Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Too Now in 115 Months)

Beyond All Distance, Space,
Time, and a ‘Matter With Things;’

Every Move and Word Now A Real Nirvana of Flow
New Still Continuing Perfecting Only A Practice as i go…

As Far as i Will See A Wonderful Moral oF A STory is to
Not Be Selfish and Leave At Least A Few Free Feathers
Behind for Others to Fly Higher too in Whatever Art Comes or Even Science..:)

HAha, i Was the Only one Celebrating With A Public

Dance in Walmart After Trump’s Indictment Tuesday For A

Conservative Joy of Law And Order; (Yet That’s Nothing New in
A 500 Mile Radius Any Day, hehe As Far as A Public Dance Goes).

Republican Leadership is Currently Sadly Still Mostly

‘Owned’ By Trump And Those Who Still Support Him.

Oh Dear Lord, to Be A Slave to Ignorance And Lies

Is Not A Badge of Honor

Now Worth Empty Power
And Status Without A Soul;

(At Least From my Vantage)

‘They’ Are the Ones Missing
Their ‘Basic Manhood;’ Oh the Price of Being A Slave
to Empty Power and Status Without A Soul Again; As ‘They’

Say, What Good is IT to Gain the World, if Ya Lose Your Soul
As Far as Integrity, Honor, Honesty, And Basic Character Goes For Real…

Trump as
Ship Continues to Slowly Sink…

This is Actually Likely More Painful Than We ‘See’
For Republican Leadership And Even Some Supporters

And Yes Even What Lies Deep Within The DarK TRuMP SouL

Closed Doors;

When One Reflects on the ‘Smoking’
Condition of the Condition of ALL Their Souls
Basically ‘on Fire’ in Ignorance, Lies, And Potential

Crimes Still

The Hands of Justice Do Move
Slowly For Appropriate Audits

Yet They Do Move As Yes Law
And Order continues to Breathe, TG

And TGiF
April F’s Eve to
Continue to Celebrate ‘That’ For Real..:)

Cheers to A Cup of LoVE iN Peace

Dear Savvy Far Away From Yellow

Brick Roads As Leaves of

Grass Surrounding

Roots of Trees

Digging Deeper

Into Human Potentials For Real

Spreading These Leaves of Vines


With SMiles
As Feathers Effortlessly
Fall to Earth Providing

Steps For Others to
Rise Even More


WiTHiN For Real
Enduring SMiLes..:)


SMiLes Dear Savvy God Yes
Without Nurturing Empathy

iN Leadership There is
More Often Tyranny

Than Collaborative

Even in the

Animal Kingdom

Chimpanzees Choose

The Most Empathetic

Nurturing Caring Leaders

And Will Surely Remove Those
Leaders Who Become More Tyrants

Than True Leaders of LoVE iN Peace For All

True if Chimpanzees

Will Do This

It Seems

We Might

Better Choose

Leaders Who Have
HeART Beats Too With SMiLes…

Trends in Leadership More Often
Reflect The Heart Beats of The

Supporters Who Make
The Leaders As in
Turn the Leaders

The Supporters

It May Be Either

A Soul Lifting Experience
in Reaching More Human Potential

Or Just a Downward SPiRaL AS HeARTS No Longer

Beat Together iNHaLinG Peace Exhaling LoVE ReaL..:)

SMiLes FRiEnD Yaksh Indeed All Who Heal

All Who Even Only SMiLe Are Doctor’s THiS WaY

Spreading Warmth As True Even Science Shows

The Warmth of the Social Bonding Loving Neurohormone

Oxytocin Heals

Both Anxiety

And Pain Yes

in Comforting Ways

All Natural This Smiling
Laughing Hugging Drug is

And Hehe No Need to Have

Any Special Degree to Operate This Healing

Even Little Children With Non-Sense Songs of JoY
ToGeTHeR And Dances With No Lessons Yet Moving

Connecting Co-Creating

Our Inheritance That

Naturally iMaGiNaTioN
SPRinGinG Co-Creativity BRinGS

Within For Free Yet Sadly If We Get

Too Caught Up in Mechanical Cognition

Activities We May Lose The Warmth This

Essence to Cold Forms of Machine Tools That Become

Us Instead

of Warm
Flesh And
Blood Holding
Hands SMiLinG
And Hugging For Real

Yet True Avatars of Words
Healing With Emotions and
Senses Regulating and Integrating

Will Heal too Yet of Course More in
A Free Song And Dance THiS WAY too With

SMiLes Happy Belated Doctor’s Day to You Too

And Just Got Through Celebrating April Fool’s Day

My Day April Fred’s Day as i Refuse to Take Life So

Serious that i Can’t Heal With Simply The Joy of Being Silly

With SMiLes


Warms the
World Heals
ThiS WAY With SMiLes mY FRiEnD..:)

Oh Nature The Ignorance
God Bleeds in Nature Now
And You Worship Words
In A Book instead of
Protecting the
Face of God
That is
Infected With
A Real Virus
The Zombie
Yet to lift the
Original Greek
Definition Now of
That Term The Veils
oF iGnorance as yes so
Many Humans Through
The Virus of Their Culture
Separated From Fearless
Love that Consumes the
Rest of The Face of God that
Is Nature With Least Harm At
Least Your Senior Bishop Barron
Sees Hell Within Separation this
LoVE iN Sadly
You Are
Not Yet
G.O.A.T. of Love
Relying on An Idol
Books and Words When
The Love of Nature is
All That is Around You
Within You Inside Outside
Above So Below In Deed
Kingdom of Heaven
Alpha Thru
Goats ‘Who’ See..
Do Find Your Way….

Yours Truly


Just the Metaphor…

For ALL (God )

Peace Yes

Angel oF LiGHT

As ‘You’ Will Cower Under
YouR Share As You No
Longer Stand See The
Face of God Nature
IS Authority
Over Tiny
In Smaller
And Larger
Than Eyes
Will See Now
For Those Meek
Enough Powerful
Enough LoVE iN
Balance Do
Inherit God
Face of Nature
Coming Again
For Balance to Come
As Always Just No Lies

Lesson 54
Be The Love
You Give The Rest
Is Easy BReaTHE❤️

SMiles Aloha FRiEnD
We Have Wild Pigs
Here too when We
Visit A Farm They

Occasionally Visit
Domesticated Pigs
In Their Pens

They Are


Cute Like
Ones Destined

For Human Food

Such is A


Of Life
Nature Like

A Serpent
Consuming its Tale

As Waves Come

In And Go


To See Always

Changing North

Shores In Oahu True☺️🏝

Never Landing Peter
Pan Visits Tinker Bell
And Wonder Woman


Play And
Cheer Them
Up Forever

Now As




Worries And
Will Even Bring
Plentiful SMiles

When Days Weigh So
Much Play to Lift You



With A SMile

As Both Wonder
Woman And Tinker
Bell’s Silent Worries



As The

World They Breathe🤗😊

Original Creativity is
Treasure Jade yet of



Original Has no
Preplanned Target


Which Ironically

May Put The

Flame New of
This Treasure

Out Now Through



And Affirmation

Key is Feeling
Treasure of

What You
Art Within

Be Spirit Wind
Whether It Takes

Years For

Of Your


To Touch


Similarly Prepared

Essence Beyond Form



Treasure Flame 🔥

Always My
Pleasure to
Find Your



On WordPress
Dear Astha


Your Next

Work of
Art With SMiLes

Of Creativity

Beyond All


Of Living Joy🏝🤗😊

You Are At
Essence Flower
Making Sunshine


Dear Astha

No Greater

Virtue i
For one

Find In Humanity🙌🤗 🌈

SMiLes Dear Vrunda Missed Your Presence on Word
Press And Haha Missed This Post For February

All Together With SMiLes

of Notifications Lost
Hehe Oh the Public

Speaking Oh the Speaking

Period as i did not speak until

Four And Had Problems with Stuttering

After that Yet i am Not the Only One Who Cures

This Anxiety of Life With Regulating Emotions and

Integrating Senses With Both Free Verse Dance

And Poetry of Song Free True As Life Is Music

God Is Music

THere is Music

Of Movement

In Flow

And Words

As Well As Vocal

Chords Extending by

Piano Strings Heart Beats

Percussion of Emotions as

Hammers of Pianos Strike Keys

As Notes of Emotions Come Flat
For Sorrow And Sharper for Joy

Sing Song Dance Ways Of Life

MaKinG Every Word A Holy

Song Every Move A Sacred

Dance When the River

Flows There is

No End or


of Go Fears Evaporate

And A Whole Paragraph and

A Sentence And A Word More Comes into

Existence of Ease Both in Writing And Verbal

Ways Greater of Human Potentials too When

All of Life Becomes A Free Verse Dance And Poem oF LiGHT Free

When We AS Humans Become Music of Art God’s Breathe to Be i am..:)

SMiLes Dear Vrunda Indeed Emotions Senses Are

Life Too Often We Humans Get Lost in Tools

All the Clothes That Tend to Cover Our

Nature of Feeling Sensing Life

There is Gratitude in

Material Objects

And Abstract Constructs

Bought And Sold in all the Ways

That Comes Yet there is Naked Gratitude
For the Feelings And Senses of Life The Gifts

That Everlast Most Within We Receive And Give

And Share Even More When We Come to Value

Core of our Souls Hearts Spirits in Feeling and

Sensing Life As Essence Nature All We are

Flowers And Trees Birds and Bees

All the Circle of Life Beauty

Wisdom Courage



Kindness Deeply

Feeling Giving Sharing

Caring That Makes Each Breath

Worthwhile Even More True

Art Expressing All Colors

of Life And



For Gifts Life Brings

We Record in Leaves Feeding

Trees Holding Whole Trees in Seeds

That Leaves Falling in Art Always Continue to Feed Now

As Living Trees to Breathe Even More Free in Loving Joy..:)

Yes Yes, Negative Feelings And Emotions Namely All Associated

With Fear And Grief Are Most Powerful As They Warn Us

Basically Not to Fall And Die

And to Get Up And Make

New Human Connections

As Humans Evolutionary Speaking

In Ancestral Past Do Not Survive Independently

Yet We Have a Conundrum Now That Defeats so

Much of Our Natural Propensity to Survive and Thrive

OverComing Darkness With Lights of Getting Up and Feeling

Connections Brighter With Others and That is of Course

Again All Our Tools All Our Metaphor of Clothes We

Wear that Take the place of Kind Hugs to Rise

Up Literally With other Folks True in

Zoo We Will Find A Group of

Monkeys in Fear hugging

Each Other When
Humans Threaten

Their Home Space Yes Apes

Stronger Together now What Do Humans

Do We Press Likes on Facebook Feeds Is this as

Complete As A Group Hug as a Village Rising

Up From Fear and Grief and All Associated

Darker Emotions of Life the Answer

is Obviously No Unless one never

Even Has Ever Experienced

A Group Hug With

A Naked Village

Of Love

As Apes Are Still

ALLoWeD to Do to Rise up

Together Out of Fear and Grief…

We Make Life so Complicated We Lose our Soul

We Lose Our Love We Lose All that makes Life Worth

Breathing Now


When We

Decided We Needed

to own things to dominate

Nature and Become A Virus

A Zombie Pandemic Culture So Clothed

With Tools Missing Even the Empathy for

The Only Home and Potential For Heaven We Will Ever

Have Now Nature for Humans simply A Naked Hug in Balance…

For as We Destroy Nature We Destroy Our Own Face of God True…

Oh How


The Fires of Hell We

Create Just to come
Back Home and BREaTHE Love Free…

All the Cliff Notes online Will Never
Replace the Hug of A Village of Naked Apes…

i know i feel i sense for when i lost my Soul i saw a Group

of Naked Apes Hugging in Zoo on TV And realized i lost it all….

For Even in the Zoo They had More Breath than i Had left

in a much



Human Zoo We’ve
Created And Even lost to see…

After that i Dance and Sing And

Come Back Home Complete A Hug

i am A Smile A Greatest Gift
oF ALL iN Gratitude Of Love..:)

Greatest Gift is to Love Completely

Greatest Gift is the One Who has

A Greatest Measure of Soul To Love

Completely Few Receive Most Blessed

Are Those

Who Give

Love Completely

This Way and Are

Never Afraid to Clearly

Say ‘i Love You’ With

No Restraints

of Holding


Of Love Back

So Happy For You Dear Astha

For Your Ability to Love This way

Rare it is indeed Golden Real Rainbow

Treasure Always Love This Way Be Light Never Forgotten

As Essence of Love That Is Real Is Eternal Now Always True..:)

Hehe SMiLes Shreya
Typically Original
Artists Including


Need No
Drugs to
Trip All


Free Join

Our MaGiCaL Ride🎼😊🌈🦋

LeSSoN 53
Careful What You Dream
For ‘They’ Do Come True
Wishes Make Fruition
Nightmare or Dream
Do Understand
What ‘Practical Joke’
In Practice ReaLLY MeaNS

SMiles Dear
Savvy Resonating
Ocean Breath Waves
Continue on Forever



God And That
Ain’t An April
Fred’s Joke So

Happy Weekend

Always New



ParK NoW
WHere The
FouRTH of
July is More
Than Red White
And Blue And God
Wears More New Colors

Flags And
Worlds oF Old
In DusTY Books😊

SMiles Dear
What Heaven Spells

For ReaL ON EartH
NoW Naked Nature
Enough Whole



Clothes oF LieS iN
Ignorance All Human
Clothes Pandemics

And Kill

Each Other
And The Rest
Of The Only
Home We Will
Ever Now Be

Most To Even
BREaTHE Free Now☺️🏝

FoR Me, Shedding ‘Old Time’ Religions,

Same As That Nasty Green Habit of
MaKinG Capitalism The God of the

Declaration of Independence with
Life, Liberty, And the Pursuit of True Happiness

YeS FoR Me


Key to
God of LoVE iN
Peace JoY OF LiGHT For
All With Least Harm WiTHiN Yes For

ALL Giving, Sharing, Caring, Healing

iNHaLinG Peace ExhalinG LoVE REAL

For Me Big Mistake Before LooKinG
To Those Not Fool Enough to See Truth

For True What Harms Forever iS ONly Evil…

No IfS AndS OR Butts,

Only Naked Truth Peace

Yes Love When Real and
True iN LiGHT And DarK

Never Requires Worship,

Never Fears Criticism Now

Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete;

And Nope, Dam Sure Isn’t Afraid to
Love And Even in Damndest Ways Doesn’t

Torture Any Part of Nature Forever As REAL DarKesT Evil…

Try to Convince me of Something As ‘Idiotic’ As That: NOPE.

i Don’t Owe Anyone

Anything to

BE A ‘Real Fool’ Like That…

And For Those Who are Willing
To BE A Scape Goat For That Have At IT…

For Whatever ‘Orange’ Arises From Street
Gutters Next…

Do As Ya



What Folks Do
LiGHT Thru DarK Anyway…

Under the Force of LoVE REaL

or a Lesser ‘God’


Living A Life Of A ‘Holy Fool’
And Not Getting ‘Crucified’ For It
Yep The American Dream Of The

J Man Fool Fulfilled Now For LoVE ReaL

It’s Worth NotinG One Will Not Compete
Against What Will Not Be Measured: LoVE (GoD) ReaL

Empty Shells Yes True LoVE iN my
Attempts When Lost From Love Then
To Color Words of Soul With Essence

More Than Shells For it’s True
Even When We Have Love
That’s True At Our Sides

We May Have Fallen
Away too Far to Fill
A Feel Of Empty Shells

In Words of Love

That Touch

Now More Than Shells
On Beaches Separating
Our Sea Creatures Within
That Who Dances And Sings
Love Back to Ocean Whole
Warmth Lovely Poem Dear
Hemalatha Keep EXPReSSinG

A Song of
Your Soul Dancing
STill Breathing So Free
Leaves of Living Trees Feeding
Green Falling to Soils Birthing New Souls

So Loving
Real So Alive
Be i Am So Free..:)

LeSSoN 396 Planet Human
God Is Love Religion Is
Kindness Happy Fred’s
Day Hehe Dance Sing
Hellooove to An Alien 👾

April 1st, 2023

It’s True i’ve Heard
It Danced And Sung
“Now And Then We
All Feel Like Aliens,
Have Mercy

The Alien
Help Him
Find His And
Or Her Way Back Home”

Hehe True i Paraphrased
It A Bit Never


Is Never
Far Away
SMiles the
Alien Creature
Of Habit i Am
i Always Come

to Make You

SMile on
Sunday For
A Weekend
Alien 👽 Toast
Of Cheers 🥂 With SMiles☺️🏝
It Always Feels Like A Book

Of The
Year When
i Write Dear FRiEnD ✍️ 👨‍🎓

Hehe Dear Aloha
FRiEnD Happy
1st of April


Not Sure if
You Celebrate it
In Hawaii Yet i Always

Do Locally
Where i Live
i Figure if i Help
Save Enough Frogs 🐸

i’ll Come
Back As A
Prince And
Then i May
Celebrate Happy
Prince Day too Yet

i’ll Be Satisfied
As Cat As Long
As my Wife Pets

me And Gives
me Treats With
SMiles Aloha With

And All
Those You Love🏝☺️❤️

SMiLes Dear Cindy Beautiful
Inspiring Poetry As Always

And True You Look
As Elegant There in the

Photo With Your Husband
As Any Academy Awards

Participant Hehe All Civilized

Too of Course With Humanity’s SMiles

Yes Happy “April Fred’s Day” Always Endearing

to me Ever since my
Peers in Middle
School Then Labeled

(In the Year Book of ’73)

me as The Cafeteria
Lady in Her Clown Mask
For Halloween And It’s True

Katrina Understood Early On
It Wasn’t Necessary to Pick April 1st
For Our Wedding Date as Every Day
Is “April Fred’s Day,” Over HeaR in This

Neck of the
Woods By the
Way You Have A
Very Long Elegant

Neck too Some Days Have
Gone By Since i Lost my Neck
And Ended Up Mostly With Head
And Shoulders With No Dandruff TG…

No FRedwoods Today, i’m All Out of
Fire Wood And Creative Fumes Hehe..:)

SMiLes Dear Kindness Wisdom
Thanks For Dropping By
Again Hehe to ‘The

Best Post

of the Year’

Are You Sure
That’s Not an “April
Fool’s Day” Academy

Award HAha..;)

No Can’t In Love

Only Feeling


of Do


Warm And True
With SMiLes Dear Chaymaa..:)

A Thousand Buddha’s in

Every Eye of Compassion

A Love Forever Now

NeW iN

Breath of Kindness
Dear Savvy With SMiLes..:)

Always A Pleasure
Dear Cindy
Fools For
Love Endure
Even After


NeckS Hehe☺️❤️🏝

SMiles Dear Xenia
Spring BLiSSinGS
To You All With

Green SMiles☘️☺️❄️

SMiles Dear Sohair
All my Pleasure Best
BLeSSinGS And Healing
BLiSSinGS To All You

With SMiles☺️🌹🙏🏝

SMiles Kind Of You
To Ask Dear Akshita
Hehe Still A GOlden
Age ReTirement
Of All Play
No Work Just
Being Free Art
With SMiles For All☺️🏝🙌

Oh How Sweet of You To Come By And Visit me on

April Fred’s Day My Day to Play As A Happy Holy

And Sacred Trickster Fool Always Newly Now With

SMiLes Dear “Peace And Truth” Hehe And Yes You See

me and the Katrina Are About As Opposite As They May Work and Play

Coming in Twin Souls As She is the ‘Straight Man’ in the ‘Comedy Trope’

And Yes Again i Am the Fool The Joker The Trickster Yes The Sacred


She Lends

Credibility That

She Would Never Be

Married Just too Beautiful

Kind Honest And Sweet True

She Would Never Be Married to

(When Conservative Leaning Closed
Minded Folks See Me Public Dancing
Close to Her They Breathe A Sigh of Relief)

Someone Who At 111 Kilograms On Dear Lord Might
Run Into Someone Public Dancing And Knock Them

Down As True i Am A Bull Who Will Dance Delicately

in the Most Ornate of China Cabinet Palaces With SMiLes…

Hehe true i Danced That Way in the Palace Casino And All the

Others and The BoardWalk Beaches of Biloxi Just For SMiLes

And Laughs too No Reason to Make Money and Buy Things God

Yes Just Naked Enough Whole Complete Inheriting LoVE iN Peace

in A Free
For All

of JoYouS
Free Dance And Song
Celebrating This Great Gift of Life NoW NeW

As Yes It is True Without All the Struggles

of My Ancestors From the Beginning And The
End of the Beginning of All THeir Eternal Beginnings NewLY Now

This Opportunity New For Heaven on Earth Within to Give Away

Would Not Even Exist For Now i Am No Fool i Take Heaven New

Free And

Give it
All Away

Yet What is True

It Doesn’t Matter How Close

You Sleep With Someone At Night

Heaven is Still Only THeir Endeavor mY FRiEnD

Heaven We Give Away Yet We Cannot Make Anyone Drink This Fine Wine

or Eat This Manna For Real Just to Love Life iN JoY of Peace to Give Away



How Far or Close
To Our Realities

Two Humans May
Be Yes in the Same
And Different Embrace of Life…

Cheers to Folks Riding on Mules
in Fancy Places Naked Enough Whole

Complete Key Is Don’t Make Someone
King Who is Only Servant of LoVE iN Peace

They Need No Thanks Praise or Worship From Others Naked Enough Whole

Complete The Last Thing i Want in this World is For Anyone to take me ‘Serious’



LoVE iN Peace Dies

For Real Centuries on
End of the Beginning of

THE Ever Ending…

i Rather
And Laugh
Eternally Now New

Doing my Best JusT
To Give Real Heaven Within All Away Free…

Yet Again That is A Dance And Song For Each to Co-Create ALL..:)

“A seemingly absurd or self-contradictory statement or
proposition that when investigated or explained may
prove to be well founded or true.”

Paradox: Dear Miriam God Yes

Strength Comes From Peace

Will Springs From Love

Fear is A Source

oF ALL Weakness

Love Heals Pain And
Anxiety Laughter is Love

Expressed Best Warm Oxytocin

Flowing From Head to Toe And

Spreading Like Wild Fire At Least

To Folks Who Are Open to Love ThiS Way

iNDeeD How the Meek Inherit The Earth Riding

A Mule into Town on a ‘Sabbath to Work’ or Just Dancing
And Singing As


Do With No


Where Every
Word May Be Non-Sense

in Song Yet The Joy on A Child’s
Face in This Free Dance And Song

Is What So-Called Educated Humans

Forget To Do Replacing Smiles With Frowns

And This is Why After Living Such A Serious Life in
Government Work For A Quarter of a Century Particularly
in White Collar Red Tape Ways to Make Any Decisions in Life

Where That Truly Foolish And Insane Behavior almost Cost my Life

i Reclaimed April 1st As my Day Every Day The Fool i Am NewLY NoW

With A Free Dance For No Other ReaSon Than Laughs and Smiles And

Of Course The Most WiLL And Strength Standing Upon A Foundation

of LoVE iN Peace of Grace in Balance As a Free Dance Will Bring Our Entire

of Finger
Tips Mastering
The Within of Peace
With Love Flowing in

Naked Enough Whole Complete

Laughter Echoing in the ‘Forest of Pan…’

Giving Sharing Caring Healing For All NewLY NoW
Yes! With Most Respect And Least Harm iN JoY oF LiGHT

Yet God Yes True the Best Part of All it Doesn’t Require A
Long Form EPiC Poem Song to Explain Just A Non-Sense
Dance Full of Emotions and Senses Regulating and Integrating

From Head to Toe

Will Play to Make

The Environment one

is in A Totally Different

Experience For the Audience At Hand…

And iNDeeD THiS WaY The Fool iNHeRiTS LoVE iN Peace

And Just Gives it Away Dancing As Any Fool Will Love To Do Free…

Fred’s Day!
Every Day Ever
WHeRE i Am NewLY NoW…

Yet You See i Don’t Own This
Ever Lasting Day i Only Play…

Another Way i Express This is in the Military
Gym A Free Flowing Divine Feminine Dance
of Peace Finger Tips Feathers in the Wind

And Then Gently Loading Up 1540 Pounds
on Two Bars And Roaring Like a Lion

in Effortless Ease

Leg Pressing

The Weight
12 Reps at Close
to 63 Years of Age

Yawn Just Warming Up

Still Trying To Convince

The Big Macho Military Men Who May

Only Budge A Half or Less Than That Much 4 Decades
Younger Any Inch At All Yes if You Really Wanna Be Strong

Start Out As A Feather And End Up As the Lion’s Roar…

A Lion is No Fool Every Graceful Step is A Calorie Saved for


THiS iS How
The Meek Inherit The Earth…


The Other Animals
Don’t Need Myths
They Are No Fools
to Be ‘God’ FOR REAL iN Balance…

There Are Two Kinds of ‘Tricksters:’

‘Trumps’ And


One Takes

One Gives Free
BacK iN ReTurn..:)

Catholic Mass Readings Entering

Into the Wee Hours of “Palm Sunday”

Just About Another Society Assessed Fool

For Giving Sharing Caring Healing LoVE iN Peace

Away For Free For Real After April 1st Now April
2nd, 2023 Yes Again Per Catholic Church We Even
Trimmed Our Sago King Palm And Mexican Palm

Trees in JoYouS Celebration By Coincidence and

Synchronicity of Course A-Causally Connecting ThiS WaY

And Yes of Course my Paternal Grandfather Born in Ireland Eventually

The X-Catholic Priest and Wiki Bio Noted Author From Last Century

Surely Was Considered A Fool By His Family For Leaving The Catholic

Church Pew Woo’ed By a Spicy Cajun Girl at 17 in Soon to Be A Somewhat Short

Life at 36 Yes Making it Only to Age 55 i Am Surely Ahead of That Game Hehe

Well Per World Renowned Stories Sugar Pills Work The Same General Way Yes

in Positive Emotions and Senses Generating Yes From Peace Hope Faith Love

And Believing in Best Outcomes Now For Real And Don’t Forget The Negative

Attitude Nocebo Voodoo Effect And Affect in Less Than Pro-Social Human

Emotions and Senses Works in Darkness of Anger Hate and General

Mal-Content A Similar Negative Way Be The Moth Seek The LiGHT

Then There is No

Blind Tunnel

With A Train

Coming With or
Without Lights Now For Real…

And The Old Bible is Full of Incongruence
Often Contradicting One Page After Another

Yet This is also A Story of Humanity No Doubt
Reflecting in Pools of Word Often Taken Literally

Other Than That Like All DayS ETerNaLLy NeW NoW

With EVeRY iNHaLE of Peace EXHaLE oF LoVE A New

Birth Now

A Co-Creating
Moving Connecting

Being Human is Really

Heaven Within If You Become
The Wind Finger Tips in Flow As Feathers

BLoWinG iN The Wind Warmly SMiLinG For All..:)

Reading 1, Isaiah 50:4-7
4 Lord Yahweh has given me a disciple’s tongue, for me to know how to give a word of comfort to the weary. Morning by morning he makes my ear alert to listen like a disciple.

5 Lord Yahweh has opened my ear and I have not resisted, I have not turned away.

6 I have offered my back to those who struck me, my cheeks to those who plucked my beard; I have not turned my face away from insult and spitting.

7 Lord Yahweh comes to my help, this is why insult has not touched me, this is why I have set my face like flint and know that I shall not be put to shame.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 22:8-9, 17-18, 19-20, 23-24
8 ‘He trusted himself to Yahweh, let Yahweh set him free! Let him deliver him, as he took such delight in him.’

9 It was you who drew me from the womb and soothed me on my mother’s breast.

17 I can count every one of my bones, while they look on and gloat;

18 they divide my garments among them and cast lots for my clothing.

19 Yahweh, do not hold aloof! My strength, come quickly to my help,

20 rescue my soul from the sword, the one life I have from the grasp of the dog!

23 ‘You who fear Yahweh, praise him! All the race of Jacob, honour him! Revere him, all the race of Israel!’

24 For he has not despised nor disregarded the poverty of the poor, has not turned away his face, but has listened to the cry for help.

Reading 2, Philippians 2:6-11
6 Who, being in the form of God, did not count equality with God something to be grasped.

7 But he emptied himself, taking the form of a slave, becoming as human beings are; and being in every way like a human being,

8 he was humbler yet, even to accepting death, death on a cross.

9 And for this God raised him high, and gave him the name which is above all other names;

10 so that all beings in the heavens, on earth and in the underworld, should bend the knee at the name of Jesus

11 and that every tongue should acknowledge Jesus Christ as Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

Gospel, Matthew 27:11-54
11 Jesus, then, was brought before the governor, and the governor put to him this question, ‘Are you the king of the Jews?’ Jesus replied, ‘It is you who say it.’

12 But when he was accused by the chief priests and the elders he refused to answer at all.

13 Pilate then said to him, ‘Do you not hear how many charges they have made against you?’

14 But to the governor’s amazement, he offered not a word in answer to any of the charges.

15 At festival time it was the governor’s practice to release a prisoner for the people, anyone they chose.

16 Now there was then a notorious prisoner whose name was Barabbas.

17 So when the crowd gathered, Pilate said to them, ‘Which do you want me to release for you: Barabbas, or Jesus who is called Christ?’

18 For Pilate knew it was out of jealousy that they had handed him over.

19 Now as he was seated in the chair of judgement, his wife sent him a message, ‘Have nothing to do with that upright man; I have been extremely upset today by a dream that I had about him.’

20 The chief priests and the elders, however, had persuaded the crowd to demand the release of Barabbas and the execution of Jesus.

21 So when the governor spoke and asked them, ‘Which of the two do you want me to release for you?’ they said, ‘Barabbas.’

22 Pilate said to them, ‘But in that case, what am I to do with Jesus who is called Christ?’ They all said, ‘Let him be crucified!’

23 He asked, ‘But what harm has he done?’ But they shouted all the louder, ‘Let him be crucified!’

24 Then Pilate saw that he was making no impression, that in fact a riot was imminent. So he took some water, washed his hands in front of the crowd and said, ‘I am innocent of this man’s blood. It is your concern.’

25 And the people, every one of them, shouted back, ‘Let his blood be on us and on our children!’

26 Then he released Barabbas for them. After having Jesus scourged he handed him over to be crucified.

27 Then the governor’s soldiers took Jesus with them into the Praetorium and collected the whole cohort round him.

28 And they stripped him and put a scarlet cloak round him,

29 and having twisted some thorns into a crown they put this on his head and placed a reed in his right hand. To make fun of him they knelt to him saying, ‘Hail, king of the Jews!’

30 And they spat on him and took the reed and struck him on the head with it.

31 And when they had finished making fun of him, they took off the cloak and dressed him in his own clothes and led him away to crucifixion.

32 On their way out, they came across a man from Cyrene, called Simon, and enlisted him to carry his cross.

33 When they had reached a place called Golgotha, that is, the place of the skull,

34 they gave him wine to drink mixed with gall, which he tasted but refused to drink.

35 When they had finished crucifying him they shared out his clothing by casting lots,

36 and then sat down and stayed there keeping guard over him.

37 Above his head was placed the charge against him; it read: ‘This is Jesus, the King of the Jews.’

38 Then two bandits were crucified with him, one on the right and one on the left.

39 The passers-by jeered at him; they shook their heads

40 and said, ‘So you would destroy the Temple and in three days rebuild it! Then save yourself if you are God’s son and come down from the cross!’

41 The chief priests with the scribes and elders mocked him in the same way,

42 with the words, ‘He saved others; he cannot save himself. He is the king of Israel; let him come down from the cross now, and we will believe in him.

43 He has put his trust in God; now let God rescue him if he wants him. For he did say, “I am God’s son.” ‘

44 Even the bandits who were crucified with him taunted him in the same way.

45 From the sixth hour there was darkness over all the land until the ninth hour.

46 And about the ninth hour, Jesus cried out in a loud voice, ‘Eli, eli, lama sabachthani?’ that is, ‘My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?’

47 When some of those who stood there heard this, they said, ‘The man is calling on Elijah,’

48 and one of them quickly ran to get a sponge which he filled with vinegar and, putting it on a reed, gave it him to drink.

49 But the rest of them said, ‘Wait! And see if Elijah will come to save him.’

50 But Jesus, again crying out in a loud voice, yielded up his spirit.

51 And suddenly, the veil of the Sanctuary was torn in two from top to bottom, the earth quaked, the rocks were split,

52 the tombs opened and the bodies of many holy people rose from the dead,

53 and these, after his resurrection, came out of the tombs, entered the holy city and appeared to a number of people.

54 The centurion, together with the others guarding Jesus, had seen the earthquake and all that was taking place, and they were terrified and said, ‘In truth this man was son of God.’


Truth of Now And Then

Into the Night of Subconscious Mind All the Treasures

oF LiFE DarK Thru LiGHT UNCoVeRinG iN The Soul of Art

BRinGinG SPiRiT Freeing HeART Opening Wings Becoming

Winds Set Free So Deep Within Dear Savvy As

Pens Most Definitely Become Wings Now

Feathers Digital Keys Yes on Course
This Piano Ebony And Ivory New
Grey Shades Beyond Rainbow
Colors More Yes
Words Of Soul



Always New
God Yes So Very
Original Creating New Breath..:)

Just the First Three Words of Your
Title ‘Let’s Do The’ As The Rest of the
Title Didn’t Come in on the WordPress Notification

Provided This ‘Ear Worm’ i Will Share Again…

“Let’s Do ‘The Time Warp’ Again

It’s astounding

Time is fleeting
Madness takes its toll

But listen closely

Not for very much longer
I’ve got to keep control

… I remember doing the Time Warp

Drinking those moments when
The blackness would hit me
And the void would be calling

… Let’s do the Time Warp again
Let’s do the Time Warp again

… It’s just a jump to the left
And then a step to the right
Put your hands on your hips
You bring your knees in tight

… But it’s the pelvic thrust
That really drives you insane
Let’s do the Time Warp again
Let’s do the Time Warp again

… It’s so dreamy
Oh, fantasy free me
So you can’t see me

No, not at all

… In another dimension
With voyeuristic intention

I see all

… With a bit of a mind flip
You’re into the time slip
And nothing can ever be the same

You’re spaced out on sensation
Like you’re under sedation

… Let’s do the Time Warp again
Let’s do the Time Warp again

… Well, I was walking down the street just a-having a think
When a snake of a guy gave me an evil wink

He shook-a me up, he took me by surprise
He had a pickup truck and the devil’s eyes

He stared at me and I felt a change

Time meant nothing, never would again

… Let’s do the Time Warp again
Let’s do the Time Warp again

… It’s just a jump to the left
And then a step to the right

Put your hands on your hips
You bring your knees in tight

… But it’s the pelvic thrust
That really drives you insane

Let’s do the Time Warp again
Let’s do the Time Warp again”

Oh to Be Named A Dance Dear Miriam God
Yes It’s Truly Naked Enough Whole Complete..:)

SMiLeS How High Or Low
Newly Now Does A Bird Fly

Mr. Gottfried Yes When One
With Wings And Air Free Yes

How Far Does One Have to Go
To Sing One With A Song Now

How Far Will A Dance Travel to A
Destination Until We aRe Set Free

Indeed A Dance
And A Song And

A Bird on A Wing Free
One With Winds of Air

Need Not Fear the Highs or Lows

Or Even The Space Between The Notes

And Words And Moves of A Dance And Song

Be The Dance
Be The Song

So Far Away

From the Negativity

of Anger Fear and No

Hate They Don’t Even Exist

in Dreams of High And Low Fruition Newly Now

There is No Need to Turn Love Around iN FLiGHT
of Dance and Song Now Newly Free Dancing Singing Wings…

Other Than That Usually When i Dance And Sing Free Eternally New
Now Any Haters in the Way Melt Away Like Frosting on A Cake Newly BaKinG..:)

SMiLes A Bird in FLiGHT Dear Sohair

Does Not Take Offense When Other Birds

Fly Lower A Bird in FLiGHT is Neither High or

Low Only

With SMiLes
of Feathers Free

One With Wind High or Low..:)

Hugs And SMiles
To All You Love Dear
Cindy With Much Love

To Spring FLoWeR

Lesson 55
Just Breath TaKinG
Breathing Love
Be The Life You Are❤️

Ironic It Is Humans
Domesticated, Slaved,
Imprisoned Wild Animals

To Eat And Love…

This Domestication
Of Wild Animals
Is The Origin
Of The Common
Cold, Flu, And Most
All Other Disease
That Historically
Speaking Wiped
Numbers of
Human Beings
Off The Earth…

Sadder Still Now With Agriculture,
Industrialization, And
The ‘Terminator’
Age of Information
Technology We

AS Humans

Have Domesticated
Ourselves To the Point
That We Are Clothed
Away From
All That
Is Call of The Wild Loving Free…

So Many Have Lost their
Ability To Even Howl At
the Moon For What is

Lost in Deed…

i Found My Howl
Again Long Ago…

i Begin to Hear
A Refrain From

Others too..

Circle of Karma
Balance of Living
Loving Wild And
Free What We Take
Away From Others
We Take Away
From We…

No Escaping


Of Karma Do

Only Balance
Now Breathing
Love For Breath

iN Deed🎶

Lesson 56
We aRe Not
Labels We aRe

Lesson 57
No Time Is Now
For Love To Die

Don’t Forget YouR Nature
Play Naked If That Is What
It Takes Love Be Free All Means

Technology A Savior Of Our
Souls And Connections NoW

Or We May Art Purgatory Or

Just Another Hell New

Create This AS Heaven’s

Art Up to Us… NoW

This Is A Place With No
Sun Or Moon; No Real Time,
Space, Distance Or Even Matter

Essence Of Soul LiVeS oN

Welcome To The Age
of the Avatar The Safe
Place Without Organic
Communicable Disease

Lesson 58

Dance Sing Free
As You Will Be Happy

Do Joy Love iT ALL

Coloring The Page

With Good Thoughts

For You When Everyday

Is Good Friday for
You When

Melts Away

And All Is Orange
Flavored Cake And
Blue Skies With Green

Hopes For You Springing

Smiles perhaps A Loved

One At Your Side

With SMiles too

i Remember When
You Told me Don’t
Be Sad Don’t Be Low

As You were Surprised
That Could Be Part of

Me Sad is Okay
As Long As We
Will Express it


Melt Away
The Low perhaps
With Tears to Feel
Colors of Comfort Again

Yet You See i Really Don’t

Know What to Say

Yet i Feel
Like Coloring

This Page For
You Hoping one
Day Praying one

Day Good Friday Soon

Always For


As The

Living Breathing

Folks Who Are Low
Always Deserve Our




It’s Common
Love At Least My FRiEnD🤗😊

Helloooove Happy Good Friday SMiles Sooner..:)

Feelings Are Muscles Keeping in
Touch With Them Expressing
Them Some Way Best

In Art

Of However
We Communicate

Best Regulating
Emotions Integrating
Senses Playing With

Dark Emotions We

Experience to

Come to

Ways To
Color Our

Souls Loving
Creating New

Colors Loving

Life Again Saddest

Part is When Folks So
Many Say Emotions Are
A Waste Of Time And

Must Be So Very Lost

For Rational Decisions

When The Rationality

Of Science Says



And Bring
Almost Every
Decision We
Make In Life




Master Cognitive
Executive Functioning
In Laser Focus And Short
Term Working Memory and Long

Term Memory


To Master



Too Making

Feeling Muscles

Stronger Key

To All

Human Successes
Where LoVE iN Grace
Of Balance Builds Great

Strength And


Of Focus😊🏝

Always Easier to
Find Good in



A Free

Dance And Song🙌😊

Happy Good Friday Rue Coming
SoonG Again in Terms Of What

Would Jesus Do

If We Rely on


And Not


Of Others And Added
In Beliefs if We Consider

All Sources Of


To His Story

And Not Just

The Ones
At The Top
Of The Heap

Let into a Revised

Book it Seems Clear
To Me JeSuS Would

Will Now

Say Let



Bury The

Dead Get

To Work Loving

Others Stop Worshipping

Dust When Dust

Is Breathing

All Around

Just Waiting

For A Hand Up

This Is


i See Every
Day As Good
Friday Love True
Agape Love Never


For All

Tall With
No Fear To

Give And Share

Love Free Caring

Healing Real

Living God

Yes New Breathing

Humans Now LoVE iN Peace

The Saints Shall

Bury Their Own

And Rest Easy For

A Job Well Done

Enough To Love

Worth Dying Alive Newly Now😊

Happy Good Friday Coming SoonG

Always Rue With SMiLes☺️Sooner…

SMiLes Dear Astha
Grateful For All
The Ways Your
Kindness Cheers

me Up in
Every Message

You BRinG Dear

FRiEnD Lots

Of Love


For You too😊🤗🌈

With All Joyful SMiLes🎊

Stay High
Color it
All MaGiC
Dear Shreya
Feather The Dark


Never Afraid

Of Truth iN LiGHT❤️🙏


Shadow of
Painting Bringing
Depth Dear Shreya

No Shallows

Escaping Deeper New

Life Breathes Freer Now😊🙌

Extreme Moods Paint
All Colors SHades of
Grey Thru Black

Abyss Soul

Anna Genetics

Associated With
Mood ‘Disorders’

Influence the Gene
Pool When Cave Art
From Humans First

Appeared About

40,000 Years




Art How

Will Divine

Be Expressed

For Those Who
Do Not Experience

It To Connect To Others

Who Do So oN The ‘8th Day’

God Nature Creates Art So

Humans Will Help Other





True Modern
Science Finds
These “Strange”
Folks Still Bringing
Colors of Divine in Art New🌈🦋

SMiles Dear Anna For Many
Years My Moods
me Emotions
And Senses

That A Work
Of A Lifetime

Now It’s

Of So Much
Practice in

Mastery that

And Work
A Day in A Life

Never Authored

Before Then Now

Yet Art Does True in
Free Flow of Dance

And Song

Just So

Many Decades

And Years to

Arrive Comfortable at 53

In All Colors of my SKiN🔥

SMiles, Generally A Metaphor is a Figurative
Way of Speech That Directly Refers to one Thing
By Mentioning Another And True i Often Literally

Say the Word Metaphor When i use Metaphors
As Well Ironically Literally As Such in that Way

Yet Some Linguistic Scientists Suggest All

Human Language Written Is Metaphor

And Or Of course in a Way it is as

A Word Tree isn’t Literally

A Tree just for a simple

Example So and So Forth Now

As Symbols Aren’t always What

They Represent And They May Become

Altered Regularly too Changing the Meanings

Thereof… Anyway i tend to Be A Visual Thinker

So This Gives Me an opportunity to Use many

More Metaphors Referring Directly to one Object

Or Feelings And Senses too… Creating New Metaphors

A Hobby of Mine too..:)

Sadly The Truth is

If i AM to Be Me

Honest And True to

Myself As the World Stands

And Falls Today i Surely Cannot
(Particularly Where i Live Today)

Expect Rationally

To Be Treated

With Dignity

And Respect

in A World Currently

Like This However What i Can
And Will Do As An Individual
True to me is Treat Myself

With Dignity And Respect

No Matter How


The World
Now Will See of me

And Do to me Short
of Any Real Harm Now

It’s Truly Impossible to
Change Our Worlds And
The World At Large Eventually

Unless We aRe Truly Strong Enough

To be the Fool in Eyes of Others Different and Persevere

Granted i Surely Won’t Be one Asking For Volunteers…

And i Surely Understand The Reality of it is That this

Is Almost

To Do As A Social
Animal Human Being
Unless One is Financially
Independent And Not Slave to
Anyone Else for Financial Security

With Enough Core Love From At least
one or A Few Others to Survive As Human-Kind True


Most Folks

Will Fall
And Sadly
Become More

Villain Than Hero to Themselves…

Or Conform of Course And Survive
As Less Than True to Their Authentic Self…

When i Expect Dignity and Respect From Others
Is When i More Often Respond to Harm With Harm…

(Yep, Ask Chris Rock About Turning The Other Cheek,
Bullied in Childhood That Way too Refusing
to Fall in

That Way)

Giving Up Those


Hard indeed

Yet The Rewards

Do Come From Within
Inhaling Peace Exhaling LoVE Enough Now…
Of Course Only in my Individual View of Existence..:)

SMiLes Dear Hemalatha
THere is LoVE iN Waves
THere is Ocean of Love

Waves Rise Fall

Yet Both Ocean
And Love Are

Made of

to Last
Ride The
Waves Be
Ocean Water
Lasting Indeed
Yet of Course Now Only Your
Journey Within Seeking Finding New..:)

SMiLes Dear Gibberish Wonderful Post
on The Gift That Keeps Giving Human Empathy

When Driven From Within Our Mirror Neurons Help

Deliver When Well Tuned Along With Helpful Neurochemicals
And Neurohormones Like Oxytocin, Dopamine, And Serotonin All
in Balance

And Amazingly

Social Empathic Intelligence

may Be Increased Through Arts

Like Dancing And Singing Free with

Others As Poetry Connects Emotions
With Words Better To Regulate Emotions

And Dance Integrates Senses As Well

As Even Our Cerebellums That Are
Connecting to Every Move

Enhance Our Ability

to Sense and

Feel What

Another Person is
Going Through Better
And Indeed Come Closer
to Walking in Their Shoes Now

And True As Well Empathy is An
Intelligence That May Wither Away

if We Stick With Only Problem Solving
Mechanical Cognition Like Computer Science
And Accounting Fields and Such As That As True

Even in the Engineering Classes And Computer Labs
When i Went to College (Hehe in the Early 80’s) Cautions

Were Posted
Don’t Forget

to Get Out
And Move
And Co-Create
With Other Humans
In Social Empathic Activities
Then Now Yes As Simple as Dancing
And Singing Free Together Yes Opening Up

HeARTS From Head to Toe More Where Reason
May Follow More in Balance of Mind And Body Soul…

Yet A Most Difficult Kind of Empathy is Cognitive Empathy

Coming to Understand The Shoes of Others We Have Never

Really Walked in At All And Oh How Blogs And Other Arts That
Clue Us in On

Other People’s
Lives and Life

Histories Help Develop
Greater Cognitive Empathy
As Every Human Life Experience May Now…

Hehe, i’m A Pretty Good Case Study Example
As There is An Autism Quotient Test Online (AQ Test)
Developed By Scientist Simon Baron Cohen That Measures
Social Empathic Intelligence Verses Systemizing Intelligence…

The Higher The Score Through 50, The Higher The Systemizing
Intelligence Versus Lower Scores to 0 For Social Empathic Intelligence…

Spending my Last 5 Years At Work Doing Computer Science, Financial
Management, And Other Associated Systemizing Intelligence Activities,

i Scored A 45 And Was Also Diagnosed With Asperger’s Syndrome in
2008 At Age 47; At Age 53 After Writing Free Verse Poetry And Public

Dancing i Scored 11 And the Doctor’s Were Amazed At How i Turned
My Soul Around and Opened Up My HeART And SPiRiT ThiS Way

All In Balance

Yet’s It’s True

i Was Retired

i No Longer

Had to Serve
Systemizing Intelligence

to Exist i Came Out of that
Cocoon And No Longer Tripping
Over So Many Caterpillar Legs i Truly

Became A Butterfly With Wings Dancing Singing
Loving Moving Connecting Co-Creating With Other

Butterfly Winged Human Empaths True As Well
It’s Kind of Exciting to Think That A Human
Who Was Once Assessed As A Machine

Could Be
As Human
Again This Way…

True i Spent The 18 Years
Before that 5 Years Behind the
Computers Working With People…

i Wasn’t Nearly the Machine i Came to Be then
It’s True It Seems Use it or Lose it Applies to Most

All Stuff Existence..:)

So True Dear Chaymaa

Wild Flowers Love


Enough to
Break Through
Concrete And Flower

Even Without Any Human
Additives Like Fertilizer

or Pesticide Oh How

Wild Loving


Thrive This
WaY in Human
Form of Essence True too..:)

Touching Wind Now New

With Wings of Dance

Dear Savvy


Air Of
Wings So Free

Just LoViNG All This
FLiGHT oF Life New
SMiLinG Singing High to Low..:)

In Terms of ‘Standard IQ’ And ‘Short Bus’ And ‘R Word Pejoratives’, The Lawyer

For the ‘Q-Anon Shaman Dude’ Who Recently Got of of Jail to Go To A Half-Way

House; Nope, The Lawyer Not Surprisingly is A Bit Deficit in Terms of Cognitive Empathy

As Folks With Stellar IQ’s May Be Missing That Part of Human Intelligence More Susceptible

To Being Manipulated By Humans With Higher Levels of Cognitive Empathy, Pursuing Selfish Goals

By Harming

Other Human

Beings Per How Donald

Trump And Even Church Related

Officials in Most Every Religion Through

The Ages Have Manipulated Others As Yes

The Clergy is Assessed Overall in the Top Ten List

of Professions With Traits of Psychopathy For Real too…

Yes, Quotes and Links in REAL RESEARCH For Anything i am Poetically Relating Now too

As Ya Might Need a Bit More Right Hemisphere Processing Intelligence to Understand

Metaphors And to Get the Bigger Pictures of Humanity With Cognitive Empathy too in Terms

of Intuition Too That Comes So Naturally for Some folks Yet Seems Almost Impossible For Others too…

i Have Some Extremely Intelligent X-Friends With Advanced Mathematic Degrees At the Top of the Standard

IQ Pyramid Who Articulate Themselves as ‘Logically’ As Anyone Here, Who Might Literally Believe a Little Brown

Man Literally (Along with
Q-Anon Conspiracies)

Came Back From the

Dead too; Not Understanding

The Whole Damn Thing is a Metaphorical

Hero Archetypical Story About Coming Out of
The Dark And Being Reborn in the LiGHT With A Soul

Again Yes in Terms of Emotional Intelligence Out of Left Mind
Hemisphere Processing That Even Modern Science Shows Now

is Much More Susceptible to Delusion And Believing in Non-Sense

When Folks MaNiPuLaTE Them As They Have For As ‘They’ Say ‘Suckers’

Born And Bred Through the Ages Naive ThiS Way; Yes, Either By Nature or Nurture too…

It Doesn’t Help
When “Big Daddy’s”

Down South and in
Other Rural More
Ignorant Areas Still

Tell Their Little Boys

They Are Not Allowed

to Be in Touch With Their

Pro-Social Emotions as that is surely

on a Highway to ‘Alexithymia’ Repressing Emotions

And Getting Basically Out of Touch With Not Only Our

Unique Souls in What Heart Strings Play Yet those of Others

Who Might Otherwise Manipulate Us With That Kind of More Advanced

Human Emotional Intelligence As Yes There are Those Who Understand What

Makes Others

Tick Without

A Real HeART
Beat of Their Own

That Fuels Compassion For All Real…

The So-Called Q-Anon Shaman Dude is

Just a Naive Young Man Sucked Up into a Cult

Not Much Different That So-Called Smart Folks

Who Believe A Little Brown Man Literally Came Back From the Dead…

Other than that Happy Palm Sunday Chances Are if the Real Little Brown Man Jesus Could
Come Back All HE Would Have is Forest Thick Face Palms Now For How Naive Humans

Will Still

Be Closed

Off From

Half a Soul More

Yes Organically So too

in Terms of More Right
Hemisphere Intelligence

That Processes Metaphors

And The Emotions Complex

of Ours Pro-Social And Others too;

Yes, Like a Finely Tuned Violin Play me another Song ‘Sam’…. From ‘Cheers’

Chances Are He’d Just Say Chill Out You All And Let’s Go Bowling ‘Dude’…

Just F in Relaaaxxx

And Actually

Finally Really Live… Free

From the Underpinnings of Control
By Stories Old Antiquated Dusty and

For Real…

For What
it Even Means
To Be Human And Free…

Oh Dear Lord🙌

When i Was So Deathly
iLL in 2008 i Had to
Research The Public
Law That Authorized My
Early Retirement And Send

It To The Office Of Personnel
Management For Federal
Employment To Prove The
Legal Specialist Wrong That
i Wasn’t Qualified By My Years
Of Employment And Once

Again 15 Years After That i
Just Received the Letter
Showing How They
Recalculated my Full
Retirement At 62 And
Dear Lord once again The
Legal Specialist Didn’t Understand

A Public Law That Provides
Authorization For The First
8 Years And 5 Months To
Count Under Appropriation
For Pay Having To Send Them

my Signed Authorization
Approved From 27 Years
Ago Along With The Law

Moral oF A STory Become
A Lawyer Of Your Own To
Self Advocate In A World
Increasingly Rife With


It’s True Mistakes Happen
Yet Three in A Row Spells

Incompetence For The
System As A Whole Yet

On The Other Hand i Don’t
Wanna Be A Lawyer As That

Would Have
Surely Removed
The HeART From
my Soul Yet i Will

Exercise That
When Need Be Hehe

Anyway Another Big Pay
Raise And Back Pay Coming

Again Being

Your Own Lawyer
And Using Systemizing
Intelligence Does Have

A Place to
Support Basic
Subsistence at Least

Hehe Just Cause For
more Celebration Happy
Sunday With SMiles Hope

All Is
With You Too

Into the Night of Subconscious Mind All the Treasures

oF LiFE DarK Thru LiGHT UNCoVeRinG iN The Soul of Art

BRinGinG SPiRiT Freeing HeART Opening Wings Becoming

Winds Set Free So Deep Within Dear Savvy As

Pens Most Definitely Become Wings Now

Feathers Digital Keys Yes on Course
This Piano Ebony And Ivory New
Grey Shades Beyond Rainbow
Colors More Yes
Words Of Soul



Always New
God Yes So Very
Original Creating New Breath..:)

Truth of Now And Then


Believing in Our Souls So Deep

With So Much Potential The

Great Within to Uncover

And Alway Explore

More Dear

Savvy To Focus

With All Attention on This

Life Now Always Moving New to

Seek and Find So Much More Human

Potential Truly Coming to View in Yes

This Life Now Doing As Greatest Gift of

All Including


CoLoRinG New

And THoRNS of Roses

That Even May Bring Pain

To Make us More Believers Now

in What FLoWeRS LiFE Colors New..:)

Carrying Our Own Weight At Best of Course

Transforming it into Spirit Lighter Than Finger

Tips to Dance and Sing This Life Free Naked

With Gravity’s Balance

Yet True Like the ‘Johnny
Cash’ American Classic Song

Named “A Boy Called Sue” A Number
One American Song Way Back in 1969

When i Was Nine Relates The Story of A

Boy Named Sue By His Father Who Left Him
And His Mother to Fend For Themselves When He Was

3 And This is A Common

Archetypical Story

too Where Heroes

May Come To

Be Bred And
Created Within

Enduring Much DarK
iN LiGHT And Conquering

The Demons Their Daddy’s Might

Have Gone Through Before That Sadly

Created Failures in Their Life So Soul DarK

Well A Boy Called Sue Met Back Up With His

Runaway Dad And Fought Him Almost to Death

With A Gun At His Father’s Head as His Absent Father

For His Life Said ‘What Could he Do Since He Was going
Away Yet Name His Boy Sue So He Would Have to Fight So

Much Adversity

To Survive

In This Rough
And Tough Life”

It’s True Dear Kiran
My Father Left When i Was

3 too As He Felt ‘Mammon’ Was

More Important Than Being Part

of A RiSinG LoViNG Family in Peace

Wanting A Wife to Make Him Money

When His Wife my Mother Wanting to Stay Home Then

Only to Raise Children in A Garden of LoVE iN Peace Free

It’s True Love Will Only Rise So Far And Spread When Fear

Is Part of That Love Antithetical For Gardening LoVE iN Peace More
i Didn’t

Have to Fight

Anyone to Become

Fearless All i Had to Do
is Dance and Sing Naked
Enough Whole Complete

And All the Fear Melted Away Without A Drop of Blood Spilled

Sadly It Was All About Physically Fighting With ‘A Boy Named Sue’

It Works Out Okay In Songs Maybe Yet in Real Life It’s Prison Mostly or Death…

And Other Self-Destruction

With Others

of Course For Real too…

i Like the Name You Gave me “SMiLes’
Better Hehe Dear Kiran Kindness Wins
Best Soul Dance And Song in My Book At Least..:)

How Wonderful When We May Be Open Minded Yes
And SoULeD Enough to Take Parts of Other Religions

That Are Not the Ones We are Raised Upon And Make

Great Use of What They May Contribute too Dear

Kiran With SMiLes So Very

True There Are Those

Who Reduce Existence

To Material Goods For What

is Only Discretely Observed With

Organs of Eyes And Ears Yet There

is A Vast Ocean of Wisdom Within Holistically

Putting All Of Reality Back ToGeTHeR Again Without


When the
Night Kisses
The Day And TWiLiGHT

Joins All Our Souls Equally Uniquely
Together in Both DarK And LiGHT Free..:)

“ReCREaTe & CelEBRaTE’ Hehe doing my Best to Capture

The Colors of Your New Book in Black and White Print of Mixed

Capitals and Small Letters Dear Cindy FRiEnD

And HeaR You Go Providing Feathers

For Other Folks to Fly For All

You Understand of A Golden

Age of What Makes Life

Tick Smoothly Without

So Many THoRNS Yes More

FLoWeRS Coloring LiFE in the Peace

of What You Do With Love And SMiLes

Congrats And Also On Your Plans to Create

A Poetry Book too of Cindy’s SouL MuSinGS Free With SMiLes..:)

Finger Prints of Creativity Dear Miriam

Unique And Only Coming Once in A Lifetime

To Visit Not Much Different Than Fire Flies

Hold Them

Close to

The Palm
of Your SoUL

ReMeMBeR The

Magic oF LiGHT

True Not

All Bugs

The World For Free..:)

SMiLes Dear ‘Peace And Truth’ So Kind of You For Stopping
By “Nether Land Bible 9 MiLLioN WordS Old 81 Months”

Hehe as One Day Perhaps i’ll Get “18,000 Miles oF Public

Dancing” Electronically Published too Yet Creativity

Springing From Soul Originally is A Unique

Gift Where Every Word is Finger Print

That Only Comes Once mY FRiEnD

So True i Put off the Record Keeping

While Creativity Continues to Flow Freely

in Effortless Ease So Very Deep From SoUL

iN OPen HeART SPiRiTinG Ways With SMiLes

For It is True Life is A

Rose With Many New

Colors of FLoWeRS

And Many Different

Intensities of Pricks From THoRNS too So Yes Free

For Now i Celebrate New FLoWeRinG Colors Yes Dear

Peace And Truth FRiEnD Thanks Much For Joining me

in This Celebration WHeRE i Understand The THoRNS

of DarK Make The FLoWeRS That Much Sweeter As True

Pain Will Make Us A Believer too For Every Cross We Carry

Successfully in Life to Continue to Stand Upright iN LoVE iN Peace

Giving Sharing Caring Healing For All With Most Respect Least Harm

iN JoY oF LiGHT mY FRiEnD Enduring All the THoRNS That Come STiLL
iNHaLinG Peace

For Roses True

Continuing Faith

To Rise Yes in Peace
And Truth Kindness Love’s
Wisdom With Courage Enough

To LoVE iN Peace With No Restraints of Free..:)

Hmm, Yes It Seems to Be A Real Modern AS Such CoNuNDRuM For Real…

Ah Yes Mr. Gottfried ‘The Plot’ Thickens in ‘Modernity’ For Sure As Per Story
Book Jesus Said He Will Return The Way He Came And Went the First or
Second or So Revision of ‘The Story’

And in Doing So He Surely Would

Face The Challenge of Oh Dear

Lord Not Being Crucified or

Shadow Banned Or Whatever

Penalty He Might Incur By Not Fulfilling

The Demands of the Views of Which Denomination

Out of 45,000 Plus Determines He Must Do Upon Return

As True Some Folks View A More Kinder Gentler Angelic Good

Cop Jesus and Others View Jesus As More Like the Same Old ‘Rambo’

Coming Back to Spread ‘Agent Orange’ (No Pun Intended, at Least i

Don’t ‘Think’ So Hehe) Anyway This is The Way i Explained It During

The Crucifixion of Jesus on Palm Sunday With the Wife of the X-Grand

Knight of The Catholic Church i Visited Arriving Late And True The one

of the Few Days The Catholics Fill Up The Pews So Yes Thank God the

X-Grand Knight’s Wife Saved me a Seat When They Went to New Zealand
on Vacay She Brought me Back A Souvenir T-Shirt She is So Angelically Sweet

Like Most All of my Other Lady FRiEnDS of All Ages of Course Adult as She

Commented How Much She Loved The T-Shirt i Was Wearing That Was Like

A Playing Card With “D’s” For Dude With The ‘Dude’ off the “Big Lebowski

Movie” That ‘Cult Classic American Movie’ Where Jeff Bridges Comes Back

As ‘The Dude’ Very Anonymously Indeed Yet True Even Fictionally He made

Quite A Splash As There Are Some Folks Who Practice ‘Dudism’ A Religion Now

Well True He Came Back in that Movie Very Meek Inheriting The Earth Free As He

Refused to Even Take a Job and Seemed to Basically Live off the Kindness of Others

or Perhaps He Was Living on Some Kind of Disability Pension If He Tried to Tell
Anyone Who He Really Was As That Could Lend A Ticket in Life of Not Having to Work

For Real

Hehe Anyway

He Could Surely Avoid

The Wrath of Everyone Who

Say they Believed in Jesus Who Expected

Him to come back Burning Forever A Bunch of Human

Once Loyal Not Do Gooding Enough Sheep Not Feeding
And Clothing The Naked Homeless Other Dudes on the Street

Oh Dear Lord The Horrible Things They Would Do to Him Again

Like ‘Shadow Banning on YouTube’ Perhaps as A More Modern

Gentler Way of ‘Man Handling’ Him ThiS Way As It’s True Even

Anonymously Acting Like the Story of Jesus He Had Problems Surviving

in LA Nope Not Lower Alabama Florida Panhandle Where i live Yet the ‘City

of Angels’ ‘Lost Angeles’ Indeed And Choosing to Live in California We’d Have

Some Red Hot State Pissed-Off People Expecting Him to Belong to a Red

State like Mine Instead in ‘Matt Gaetz’ Land of Course And Sure ‘Marjorie

Taylor Greene’ Would Be Equally Pissed Off And Call Him A Devil

For Not


to Georgia And

Doing As She Pleases too Hmm..

Just hmm… True There Would Be So

Many Expectations Unfulfilled as i’ve

Interviewed Congregations Across the
Area as A Real Volunteer Participant Anthropology

Observer And Nearly Every Person Even in One Congregation

Has At Least a Slightly Different View of Who Jesus Is And what

He Must Do Per Directions to Come Back And Be True To Them Walmart Public
Dancing in Contrast i Told the X-Grand Knight’s Wife That i WoRE A ‘Darth Vader’

T-Shirt on Last Saturday ‘The Original Sabbath’ Historically The Day Before Palm
Sunday Like A Playing Card With D’s on the Corners of the Card too Yes With

His Face Under ‘Phallic Shaped Helmet’ of Course Yes in Contrast to The Dude

Relaxing With Shades Surrounded By Bowling Pins With Only One Suggestion

“Let’s Go Bowling” And Have An ‘Unadulterated Soda’ As Such Just Abiding

in Effortless ‘Wu Wei’ Ease Except for When A Really Tall ‘China Man’ Called

‘Woo’ Peed on His Rug of LoVE iN Peace That ‘The Dude’ Said Really

Kept His Room Together As “LoVE iN Peace” Really is the

Ticket to Heaven on Earth ThiS WaY A Moral of

This Story is If Jesus Came The First Go Around

in A Story of Course Like All Other Stories

of ‘God Men’ And or ‘God Women’ Chances

Are Yes He Indeed Will Return Again ThiS Way

At Least WHere no Human is Actually Harmed By

Just Being in A Story mY FRiEnD It’s True It’s The Safest

Way to Return And Even Stay For A Thousand Years THiS Way
New Immortally True AS Such on ‘Servers’ Complying AS Such

Online Anyway Yes As Usual As i Was Late to Church and Yes

Got there in The Middle of The Crucifixion Story As the Gospel

Was being Related Once Again As The Same Old Story It’s True

As They ‘Say’ Dance And Sing A New Song Unto the Lord It Surely

is Better

Than A

Having a


Party at Church Again

As Yes i Was Late Writing

A Homily of my Own in Response

to the ‘Wrong Planet’ in my Own Informal

“Eighth New Testament” Titled “Depth of the

Story” RiSinG Past 2.5 MiLLioN Words in the 67th

Page of That Solo Thread By Little Old me True Quite

A Silent Crowd Pleaser With No Chants of Shadow Ban me

Anymore Like Bishop Barron The YT PR Catholic Bishop Did

to me for the “7th New Testament” i Wrote in Responses to Him

All 400,000 or So Words Before “Depth of The Story” Was Birthed

Some 31 Months ago on August 19th 2020 During the “Heat of the

Pandemic Then” Moving Past 158,000 Views Just From the Registered

Members of the “Wrong Planet” Online However Still Yes A Number One

Search Result By Word Search on Google for the General Public As Such

It’s True i Go Where i Am Welcomed With Empty Pockets Dear Mr. Gottfried

It Doesn’t Matter If it is ‘LA Florida’ or “Nigeria” or my Muslim FRiEnDS in

Egypt or my Indian, Scotland, California Rich Town Lady FRiEnDS Yet it is

True Currently

You Are Literally

The Only ‘Dude’ on Earth

Other than One Indian Dude

Who Really Welcomes me and

Invites me Back on their Blog Site

i Appreciate That ‘The Dude’ off the

“Big Lebowski Movie” Didn’t Have Many

True FRiEnDS John Goodman Played the

Role of A Jew As His Best FRiEnD Yet He

Had Some Trouble Helping The Dude Out

As He Wasn’t Supposed to Work on the Sabbath That Way

Yet Never the Less He Broke the Rules for the ‘Dude’ Ya Gotta

Love Folks Who Break the Rules to Be More Like Jesus indeed the



And Detective

At Least With Smiles…

i Choose Lover For The ULTiMaTE WiN

Yet True Indeed There is A Hater God And
Jesus in the Bible Who Ends Up Burning

Torturing Enemies Forever Like ‘Trump’

And “Hannibal The Cannibal” With His ‘Silence

of the Lambs’ Yet Only Beyond Infinity More Psychopathically

Than Altruistically Agapely in Love Loving The Enemy Even Turning

The Other Cheek When The Head PR YT Catholic Bishop Barron Shadow

Bans You On Youtube Behind Your Frigging Back Not Man Enough to Say

Go Away

And Shake

Your Sandals

Off to Your Face

i’ve Tested The Waters

And Have Come to ‘See’






TO SEND TO ‘THE BOSS’ (my wife)

Other Than That She Doesn’t Drive
Someone Has to Stick Around to Drive ‘Ms Daisy’

True No Time to Die Just Yet Pushing Up Daisies Hehe…

OBTW ‘No Time to Die’ By Billie Eilish To Accompany This From YouTube
Yet Like All ‘Bond Movies’ THere Are Several UnderLying Threads to The

“Depth of

‘The’ Story”

i’d Include it Here
Yet As Usual That
Would Probably Send me

to Spam Land As Occasionally Even

Algorithms Refuses to Believe i Am Only Human…

It’s True Mr. Gottfried in the Case of The Jesus Story

And Even in Pandemics Where Country Protects

The Congregation More Than Bishops in my Area too

It Doesn’t Really Matter What

The Tradition of Whatever

Religion Comes to Be

By Very Nature Tradition

Does Bind and Bond Folks
Commonly Over Shared Ideologies

And Symbols For Folks to Generally Speaking
Work Together For Common Meaning and Purpose to


Along With

Rules to Keep

Folks From Doing

too Many Naughty

Things Away From
The Rules of Tradition
For Laws And Orders However

DarK or LiGHT iN Reality That May Be Contrived

Yet It is Very True For Those Who Are Part of the Tradition

Going Against Tradition The DarK Empathy Of Binding and

Bonding To Exclude one Who Goes Against Tradition Often

Ranges in Retribution From Discomfort to Pain to Even Death

Yes on A Cross
Burning at a Stake

or Just Getting Shadow
Banned on YouTube And The Such
These Days Hehe if You Don’t Agree

With Whatever Color of Religion and or
Tradition is at Hand Mr Gottfried and True too

When You Really Go To Hell There May Be Only Two

Mary’s or Less Left in the World Still At the Stone of Your

Tomb Just Waiting For it to Get Rolled Away to See Your Soul

Come Back to Real Life in the Flesh Metaphorically Speaking of

Course as i Did 66 Months and No Little Tour of 3 to 9 Hours to 3 Days

AS Such And It’s True i Wasn’t the Boss’s Only Son So i Didn’t Get Any

Free Get Out

Of Hell Jail Passes

AS Such Short Term

It’s Really Actually More

Impressive If Jesus Was

Actually Just Another Slob Like

Us With God’s Face All DarK Thru LiGHT

As The Meal Tastes Better When Ya Actually

Have to Work for it and Your Parent Doesn’t Give you A Free Ride…

Ironically Per Direction of Luke 17:21 And Folks Who Are Too Afraid

to Achieve John 14:12 Overshadowing the Great Works Attributed

to Jesus for Real Beyond Myth and Fiction of Course LoVE iN Peace

They Look For A Miracle to Happen to Affirm Their Faith All Life Long

And Just Totally Miss The Heaven At Hand Now Within For Real and

That mY FRiEnD is Truly A Kind of HeLL ON EartH Ironically Upheld

By Those

Who Don’t

Even Understand

The Own Rules of Their

Traditional Book It’s Clear in Black

And White If Ya Look For the Kingdom
of God And Heaven For Real Over There

High Or Low The Birds Will Precede Us Above

And The Fish in the Ocean Below As Heaven is

Already Breathing Within Those Who Feel and Sense it For

ReaL ETernAlly Now Somehow The Whole Message Attributed to
Jesus Got Lost

In Other Details

Written By Other

Ghost Authors With
Famous Pen Names too..

Fascinating As This is Common

Cross-Culturally too Folks See the
Form See the Cover of the Book Yet

Don’t Open Up The Pages of THeir Soul to Even Breathe Free…

Still Waiting On ‘Godot’ to ‘Roll Away the Stone’ and For A Statue

At the


of the Ocean

To Come Back

to Life to Find Heaven in a Dirt Nap…

Oh Dear Lord Ironically A Self-Made HeLL ON EartH
With a Little Help From Tradition in DarK oF LiGHT For Real…

What All Religions HaVE iN Common Most is All The Thousands

of Variations And Even 45,000 Plus Denominations of Christianity

Globe Wide Most All Believe They Have Sole Authority to Tell God What

God Must

Be And Do

Now Hehe and

Even Much Later
And Even Before too

They May Have A Big Surprise

Coming When They Find The Nature of God is Not Their
Prisoner Grasped By Left Hemisphere Mind Restrictions
for the Delusions of Control Oh What A Break Through

God is Free


So Are We
With SMiLes

With No Real Separation

it Really Shouldn’t Take

A Rocket Scientist or More

Than What is Left From Foot
Prints on A Beach To Figure Out the Condition

of This Condition We Truly LiVE in For Real Now The Miracle That’s

Real Newly Now Just LoVE iN Peace Winged Free Or Not of Course Per Will…:)

Lesson 59
More Than ‘Grade School’


HeHe ‘Some Folks’ Are
Restricted to Painting Sistine
Chapels/Fitting God in Old Books Not me
i Paint my Temple of God ALL THE WAY


Who Made Who?

That’s Up To You And me
And Them And Us And We

Nature So Beautiful in Light
May You Always Be Blessed
As Morning Sun Shines Now
Through Tree Top Your Soul

LeSSoN 60

Yep Yep Yep

i Used To

‘Have All

These Labels’

These Human

Tools These





All The


Naked Treading
On them With




All The


Went Away
Just Like
The Original
Gnostic NaKed
Naturist Little
Brown Human


They Would
According To

The Naked
Gospel of


Verse 37 With
No Half Baked


Just Another


To Move

Into Flow





Now Lost



Human Made
Tools That F


‘Wu Wei’

Free Living
Easy Peacey


Up All
Out of

i Will Not
Tale A Lie



Is Financially


It Is


Hard To


God Free

Come Back
All Natural



It Helps

Not to


In A Frigging


To The
North Pole Hehe 😜

SMiles Savvy Many Dire
Human Problems
Come When




And Lessons






Not Lost


As Form



Within Freer🏝🙏 🎼

SMiles Society
Teaches How
To Fit into


Do With


Life Dear Vrunda

As Now i Am
As Small


Just A Part
Of This Smart
Phone in Bed


My Best
To Dance
And Sing




So What

Is The Problem

Folks No Longer

Freely Dance
And Sing


Basic Surviving Thriving😊

SMiLes All The Moods Colors of Life
Extreme on All Ends of Spectrums
That Write Poetry Other Arts in Light
Or Dark
Awakes Both
Dark And Light
Comes to Life
Master the


Guide Waking
Dreams Delight

SMiLes Surf High
Surf Low Yet Remember
Balance Dance And Sing

A Tight Rope Sweetly in Refrain Shreya..:)

“Life is Like a Box of Chocolates,” Said the Rabbit
Or Bugs Bunny Or Whoever Brings a Message Next

Oh i Love That Forrest Gump Movie Quote

And Also Too i Read Some Teacher of Poetry

Suggest on NPR Last Year Don’t Tie A Poem

to A Chair

And Expect
to Interrogate
The Only Meaning
Out of it Sort of Like
Folks Who Tale God What To Do

And Really Think They Have Control

As They Are Afraid of Someone Higher

Up Who Knows More Than They do Hehe…

Anyway i Used to be the Tennis Guy Who Folks Thought

Would Go Pro Doing That At the City Park From 12 Years-old
Then Through my Twenties And i Started Out With Some Concrete

Weights From K-Mart my Mother Bought me When i Had Bird Arms and Legs then….

And True i Was the Kid Who From Very Early Who Rode His Bicycle, Bicycle, i Always Wanted

To Ride my Bicycle From the Day i Learned How as A Child Through Elementary School
Riding All Around Town

Through my Twenties
Going as Far As the Next
City Over in Heavy Traffic on
the Side of the Rode Before Smart
Phone Distractions of Course And Running
That Far And Participating in 10K Races and the Such too…

i Was Always The Teacher’s Pet and the Nerd Who Made the Good
Grades in School Girls Liked me as Long as i Went to Conventions Down
South and Like Superman Wandered Around Without my Glasses on True

As Long as i Didn’t Give Anyone a ‘Fred-Talk’ the Pretty Girls might want to
Kiss me Down there at the Nerd Beta Club Conventions Where You Might
Come Across a ‘Penny’ From ‘the Big Bang Theory Show’ Where All the

Budding Musks, Gates, Jobs, and Zuckerbergs Came to Meet Once A
Year in Their Plan to Rule the World With Their Own Personal Styles of

Computer Science And Engineering Next in the ‘Revenge of the Nerds’

We Currently LiVE iN Their Systemizing Worlds in Hives Built Online
With Electric Cars Soon To Drive Us More Now too Until Like Cars



We May
Like Musk’s
Forecast of the
‘Terminator Machines’

Really Taking Over in
This ‘Holographic Simulation’ Next

Anyway i Finished my 3 Degrees And
Became ‘The Dude’ Next Yes the Bowling Alley
Guy And ‘Ted Danson’ Running the Military Bowling
Center Behind the Counter Listening to Everyone’s
Problems Just Listening All Day Long Learning About

The Lives of Probably Over 100,000 Folks From All Walks
of Life over the Span of 18 Years then Just Like The ‘Running Boy/
Man’ And The ‘Bicycle Boy/Man’ And the City Park ‘Tennis Boy and Man’

All Those Things i Did For Decades Some Folks Thought i Would Do Forever then…

Hehe, At Least it Felt That Way to me then too, hehe, Sort of Like After the Last Kid
Picked in Sports who Never learned How to Bowl With Asperger’s Syndrome Became
Community Activities Director, Athletic Director, And Recreation Programs Director of

A Military Installation

As Oh Yeah i Became

The Computer Guy and
Financial Management Guy
too Something i Did on the Side
That Kept me in all those Jobs Then
including Print Manager for Publications
For A Very Large Navy Installation Editing too
i really Had No Qualifications to do… Hmm…

Yep, i Never Felt like i Belonged in Any of
the Jobs i Got Paid to Do You can Ask my
Wife Even though i Was a Janitor From 16 to
23 too And True i Looked Really Young at 23
And The Cops Called me the ‘Clean-Up Boy’
Checking on Who i Was late at Night coming
Out of Banks And Telephone Companies Cleaning

Them Up Making Sure i Wasn’t A Robber Instead Hehe
True You Can Ask my Wife i am Not Much Good Still at Cleaning up

or Putting those Frigging Magnetic Strips in Books As A Book Store Clerk
At College or Tagging Those Frigging Charcoal And Bone Fragments As
An Assistant Archeologist at University Yep at One Point All Three Jobs
And a Full School Workload Earning 3 Degrees At Once After my First


And Stint

in ‘One of those
Places’ For Two Weeks
And 3 Months off From School at 21
Coming Back Stronger Than Ever Before

Like When i Was Hell-Boy-Man At Age 53
And Went to one of those Places too then

When i Just Wanted to Turn All the Lights off of
the Pain and Numb of The Most Painful and Numbest Disorders
Known to Humankind then True i Only Had to Stay 3 Days talked
my Way Out Yet i sure wanted to Kill myself With the Suicide Disease
Appropriately So Years after i talked my way out in Hell Then to Stay
for 66 Months When Every Second is a Thousand years in Hell my

Wife’s Nephew And Through Marriage mine too Heard Voices Heard
Voices That He Couldn’t Get Out of his head too Poor to get Help as
a Young Man And Averse to Help as Those Situations Go too Early

Yesterday A Year ago There was only A Minuscule Chance of Rain Yet in the Wee Hours of
the morning it Started Thundering And pouring Down Rain Gray Morning it Always
Seems to Happen When A Loved one of Mine Dies Just A Coincidence of Course…

True That Was
His Last Night
on Earth Yet i digress
As Usual This is About me hehe…

Yet i am Autistic After All i am the
Little Autistic Boy Who Couldn’t Speak
until 4 When There was no Label for the
Condition For me other than What the Doctor

Said He Will Talk When He Gets Good and Ready to talk

So After i Got out of Hell at 53, Not Unlike ‘HellBoy’ in that Comic
Book Story Who Didn’t Get His Super-Powers Until age 53, i became

A Public Dancer; Yes i’m Still the Dancing Guy Around Town Called Living
Legend, Famous, And even Hero For A Free Dance Just Because i Felt like
Doing it Same Reason Forrest Gump Fictionally as Such Gave For His Running
Days too Yet my 18,088 Miles in 115 Months is Still Going Strong too As Most Folks

Don’t Even Realize

in the Flesh and Blood

World That i’ve Also Written
the Longest EPiC Long Form Poem ‘Bible’

Now In the History of Humankind For Real
Yep at 11.5 Million Words in 115 Months too

As It’s True Tennis Got Boring and So Did Hell

When You Do Hell Be the Best Devil oF All

When You Do Heaven Be the Best Angel

oF All ‘This is How We Do it’ WHere

i Am From At Least

Nah We Don’t

Beat People Up

We Just Have a Record

Setting Life Cause Change
Feels Great And Being the Best
We Can And Will Be Is More Fun Than Just Frigging Being

In the Army or A God Of Love Who Creates Hell And Tortures Folks Forever

Of Course When the Story Book Character Jesus Said If You Believe You Will Do

Greater Works too

so i Just Did it

And i Don’t

Give Any

F’s What Anyone
Else thinks About it

Yet God Yes For Real i Will Be So Excited too So Much

Now if Someone Does More Than me too These ways

i’d Love to Say LoVE iN Peace Is the Constant All the way
through my Life Yet You Don’t Get to do that if You
Are Gonna Be the Best Devil in Hell Either True

i Used to Love to Cut Grass too Yep i was the
‘Lawn Mower Man’ And ‘Gardener’ When i ‘Built’

my Own Garden of Eden WiTHiN too Yet i Just
Don’t Have Time to Do that in Heaven For Real

Now the One Constant Has Been

Working Out With Weights

For me Since 12 Years

Old And It’s True

i Am no

A Silent Child Now

And No Matter What

i Will Never Be one to Tell God What
to Do When i Get to Heaven ‘Up There’
And ‘Down Here’ Again or Whatever Newly

Now Real i Won’t Hold it Against God if

My Mother is A Male

Rocket Scientist

Then as No
one Expected
me to Be A Dance
Legend When i was Terrified
to Walk in Walmart alone as an Adult Either…

Of Course i Never Let Anyone Know About that
then i Just Stuck Very Close to my Wife and Copied
The Speed of Her Walk So i Wouldn’t Get Lost Separated

From my



Body Then…

The Biggest Achievement

of my Life Was Getting out of
my Head And Joining the Rest of

my Body to my Soul Just to Be A Human Being For Real…

Honestly That’s i All i Really Ever Wanted to Do Is Just Be Human…

It’s Hard for me to Understand How folks Don’t See The Gift They Really Are…

my Nephew Could See it Yet He didn’t get to Join in on All the Fun Either…

i escaped

to Humanity

So Many Folks

Never Find their
Way Out of the Dungeon

That Brings a Tear to my Eye only more Evidence i’m Human… Now

i Couldn’t Send Someone to Hell After Going There i am Greater this way than


‘God’ at
Least Who
They Tale in
A Story Gets to
BE Eternally Evil

And Send the Unwanted (Horrible Constant)
Toys of Humanity to Burn there forever too…

THere is A Greater Way As in Hell It’s Not A Drop

of Water You Miss Just A Tear of Heaven in Hell

At Least Spare A Tear for the Robust Looking Homeless
Man Hearing Voices

on the Road

With the

Card Board Sign

Of Mercy Cried
The Aliens in HeLL ON EartH

And Also The People Born to Be Who They Are…

If one Lives Long Enough And Survives one May
Truly Become Human Now…

‘Who’ KNoWS
There me
Even Be

Hope for ‘THeir’ ‘God’ too… Dear Miriam

Anyway As Usual Now Thanks For Letting

me Sit A While at This Subway Bus Stop

With You In New York, New York, i Can’t

Imagine The Pressure of Your Life as A
Health Care Non-Profit Executive Running
5 Big Health Care Clinics i Just Can’t Imagine

So it’s Surely Okay if You Just Sit There and
Relax And Read A Magazine or Browse the Internet or Whatever hehe…

Life Isn’t Fair For So Many Folks i Guess We Just Have to Appreciate
What’s Left to Do…

It’s What You (We)

Do When Someone
Dies (We) You Just Keep Breathing…

Even if You (We) Go To HeLL ON EartH

(We) You Just Keep Breathing Breathing

If You
(We) Can

And Will…

Dancing Singing
Carrying on a Human
Tune This Dance ThiS Eternal
Song This Flame This Love… to Live…

Never Stop Dancing

Never Stop Singing

Color Every Breath
of Love (Life) With You (Us)

LiGHT Comes From DarK ETeRNaL FLaME iNDeeD

i Don’t Make Or Drink Coffee Yet my Wife Lets me Have A Sip
of Hers Now and then my Mother Let me Have it When We Watched
The Alfred Hitchcock Show Together With my Sister in the 60’s i Never
Thought then

my Life

Would Be

More Interesting

or Terrifying than
A Movie About ‘The Birds’ Then…

Strangely Enough That Movie Was

Set in ‘Santa Rosa County’ on The West Coast too…

When i Was Little i Drove my Bicycle Up a Hill Over and
Over to See What Record Breaking Temperature Would
Come At the Digital Clock on the Bank Guess it Was an
Asperger’s Thingy too Sort of A Repetitive Special Interest too

i Got Something Like Heat Stroke And Started Having A Horrible
Recurring Nightmare Where i Was Among Tarred Birds And There
Was No Way Out Yet A Star in the Sky to Reach Back to my Mother’s Love

It Wasn’t So Much

The Dream Yet

the Horrible Feeling
Inside Sort of Like How
my Wife Describes it Before
She Goes into A Partial Complex
Epileptic Seizure Yet Anyway That
Along with my 6.6.60 Birthday Was

Sort of an


For What
Would Come to
Be of my Life Next

The Greatest Star

to Reach For is LoVE iN Peace
Above Even When We Are Below…

i Still Can’t Understand Why Folks
Don’t Set LoVE iN Peace As The Only
Real Goal of
Life to Do

And Be

Now i Guess it Depends on
Who We aRe And WheRE

We’ve Been…



LeSSoN 397

Keeping Soul Doors Open
Expectations None
Gratitude For ALL

SMiles Dear Secret Student 👩🏽‍🎓
It’s Been Almost 3 Years And
2 Months And Now in 2023
We Are Only 17 Shy of

500 LeSSoNS
SMiLes Happy
Toronto Monday

to You

me Too

Cheers 🥰 to Many
More MiLLioNS
Hehe We’ve
Only Just Begun

With Studious
Lucky 🍀 Charmed SMiles

Our Minds, Our SoULS, SPiRiTS
HeARTS And Even Bodies All

Together Vastly More Complex
That What We Measure of Above

And Beyond Our Beings Ever Changing



Savvy SMiLes Within
This Living Tree Never
Running Out of Leaves to
Fertilize Soils For Rest of
Souls to BREaTHE Free

Yes Again ‘Forrest Whole

Gump’ For Real Yes New

This Human Condition Now..:)

“When they go low, you go Lower”

Astute Observation Dear Mr. Gottfried

And Considering This is ‘Jesus Week’ WHere
i Live That Once Held Proudly the Guinness World Record

Per Book For the Most Christian Churches Per Capita in a Locality

in The ENTIRE WORLD Yes This is the Week WHere Jesus Forgives

The Thief Next to Him on the Cross And Welcomes Him into That Kingdom

Of All Forgiving Love

As The Next Challenge

on the Plate of Jesus is to

Go To Hell and Come Back With
What He Comes to Learn More About

Heaven on Earth Within As True Sacred And Holy

Text is Metaphor and Never Really to Be Taken Literally

Unless A Person Doesn’t Have the ‘Hardware and Software’

to Understand Deep Metaphor Holy Sacred With Divine Sparks


LoVE iN Peace

For Those With Eyes
And Ears to ‘See And Hear’
Beyond Only Organs That Simply

Means Those Who Are Able to Process
Metaphors With More Right Hemisphere Brain

Intelligence And ‘See’ and ‘Hear’ The Nature of ‘God’

At Essence Beyond All Forms, Labels, and Names With One

Whole Energy And Force Vibrations Frequencies As Such of

LoVE iN Peace
DarK Thru LiGHT

A Human Potential

For Real For Those Who Finally

“Hit the Mark” And No Longer “Sin”

As the Original Greek Interpretation of

“Sin” Is MiSSinG the Mark of LoVE iN Peace
Naked Enough Whole Complete One With the

Highest Nature of God in Humanity ThiS WaY

And It is True to Truly Appreciate The Day One Must Marry

The Night to Merry The Day And Come Through a Truly Icy

Winter Snow Covered to Fully Appreciate The Green And Colors of Spring

It is No Different

That The Metaphors

of the Adversary of LoVE

iN Peace The So-Called ‘Devil’

Or the Fires of ‘Hell’ As ‘Dante’ Related

Are Actually FroZen Within Totally Separated

From LoVE iN Peace Where Feeling Sensing God THiS

Way to Give Share Care And Heal For All With Most Respect

And Least Harm is No WHeRE iN Existence Past Future or Present

to Move Connect
And Co-Create With

The Rest of Nature Oh the Blessing

of the Gift of Hell and Actually Being

In Essence This Metaphorical Adversary

of LoVE iN Peace For all A Real ‘Devil’ in ‘Hell’

The FroZen Place Within With No LoVE iN Peace Yet You See my

FRiEnD Mr. Gottfried it May Be Difficult to Forgive Others Now Who

Miss The Mark of LoVE iN Peace For All Unless one Goes to the Lowest

Point oF ALL

oF Humanity

Where THere is

No Love or Peace

Other Wise Felt and Sensed
As SoUL WiTHiN For Real Indeed

A Test Greater Than “Job” Entering This Underworld

Able to Escape With The GreaTesT Gift oF LoVE iN Peace

oF All the Ability to Forgive And Even Potentially Rehabilitate

Other Devils in Hell Who Just Are Not Able to Escape Yet Plus

Preventative Maintenance to Help Some Others at Least Not to Have

to Go to

Of No LoVE iN Peace

For It is True if THere is One Part

Left oF All Of Nature Essence of God For Real

That We Are Not Able to Forgive Never the Less

Even Other Devils in Hell We Ourselves Miss the Mark

of LoVE iN Peace For All Sad it is Yet This LeSSoN For All

Is So Difficult to Gain to No Longer Miss the Mark Unless We


Fly Lowest

to Lowest Places of

All What it Takes for Some

Folks to Have Wings Below

Strong Enough to Lift the Rest of Nature Up
As This Applies to All of Existence For Real With SMiLes

The LeSSoN of Jesus Go To Hell the Place Forsaken Yes by
God oF LoVE iN Peace Come Back And Forgive the Sins oF ALL By Story

That Was His Challenge And Now it is Ours With SMiLes of Even Greater
Acts of LoVE iN Peace Per John 14:12 to Staycation For Real in Luke 17:21

For Real God Yes

“They Will ‘Know’
We are Christians

By Our LoVE” iN Peace Any Part
Less is Truly MiSSinG The MarK mY FRiEnD

So Indeed

Do Rise

With SMiLes

Low Enough to Lift

Everyone Else Up and on a Serious

Note i Observe You Do A Great Job oF it mY FRiEnD

Pat YourSelf on the Back and Do it Some More With SMiLes…

It’s True

i am

Sort of

A LitMus TesT Hehe..;)

Believing in Our Souls So Deep

With So Much Potential The

Great Within to Uncover

And Alway Explore

More Dear

Savvy To Focus

With All Attention on This

Life Now Always Moving New to

Seek and Find So Much More Human

Potential Truly Coming to View in Yes

This Life Now Doing As Greatest Gift of

All Including


CoLoRinG New

And THoRNS of Roses

That Even May Bring Pain

To Make us More Believers Now

in What FLoWeRS LiFE Colors New..:)


SMiLes Dear Savvy So Nice to Be Able

To Write Direct Produce And Play

Our Own Stories No longer

Spectator Audience

Or Even Unwitting

Slave to Someone Else’s

Story and Play With SMiLes…

Yet of Course a Challenge is to

Use ReaSon As Faithful Servant

To The Deeper Part of Our Soul

So Far Essence Is Beyond Forms

Only Materially Reducing The World That Way

Oh to Put

ReaLiTY BacK

Together Again
No Part Separate
All Parts DarK Thru LiGHT Whole..:)

SMiLes Dear Chaymaa Nice to See
Your Quotes Again on WordPress

Always Inspiring Yes Strength

of Will On A Foundation of

Grace in Balance

LoVE iN Peace

Will Carry Us Through
Many Lovely Days With SMiLes..:)

Ah Yes Dear Kiran

The Best Love is the

Love that Rises When

Give Becomes The Receive



Wings TRuE THiS WAY SoaRinG SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Where the Alarm
Clock Dies the Morning

Truly Rises as Every

Day Becomes Easter

A New Birth Refreshed

Ready to Become Bushy

Tailed Bright Eyed And Creative

Other Than That Re-Reading What i

Wrote The Night Before at 3 AM Or So to See

if it Makes Any Sense Under Late Night Eye Lids

Closing As Such

Naps Serve the

Same Purpose

in the Afternoon As

ReTirement Allows

Two Mornings of Fresh

Wings And Bunny Tales THiS Way
Dear Miriam With SMiLes And Yes
Occasionally Late at Night at the ‘iHop’

Particularly on Tuesday Night and Saturday
Night After A Nap my Wife Allows A Gulp or Two
or Three of Her Coffee With the Senior Discount

Breakfast at iHop And Then i Don’t Only Spring into
Action of Public Dance i Soar and Orbit the Stars Later

Into the Breath
of the Dark


Singing Past All
The Objects Above
Until the Next Morning Below
i Awake To See Hehe again if Heaven
Has Voice That May Be Seen And Heard..:)

Yes! Warmth Of
Easter Coming
Soon With SMiles
Of Kindness Alive

Every Human
is Truly A Star
A Snow Flake
A Finger Print of Art
A Dance And Song of Foot
Print Unique yes God’s Dance
And Song Spiraling Free or only
Adhering to Sidewalks others have
Created before yes to Self-Actualize
is Letting Go Being You instead of they
Directing Producing Acting Your own play
With Audience
or not
the Love of
You to Be so Free..🙂

Lesson 61
Be Who You
Are Love
What You Do

You’ve Probably Heard of
Easter Bunny All Warm And


Yet There

Is Also Easter

Bird With Yellow

Breasted Feathers

With Colors of

Brown Easter


On His Head

And Back Perching
On Tall Springing Trees
With New Leaves Shining

Color Of The Sun On The
World In Deepest Clear

Azure Blue
Skies Is What
Easter Bird Does
Best Never Bowing

Perched Highest

On Tallest Tree

Tops Easter

Bird Shines

For All Whenever

Easter Bird Comes Year
Round Greeting You With



So You will Smile
🌞☀️ 😊🤗☺️ ☀️🌞

The Nice Thing About
Today There Are Still
Elders Who Remind
Us What It

Is Like

Before We

Are Machines

Soon All That

Will Come Again

To Remind Us is

Stories Yet

Science Shows
Humans Already
Only Have Less


A 3 Second
Attention Span

Of A Gold Fish

Indeed In A Twitter
World We Fall To

Separated From

Nature of Who
We Even Are AS Humanity

Birth of


Of Easter

Dying Forever

More in Dead


World Blurb…

Anyway For Now
Savvy Humans Who
Dance And Sing In


Colors More
Yes ‘Blue Whales’ Return🙏🌈🤗

Thanks Dear
Savvy Not Sure
Of Your Religion


Is Only

Love Never

The Less A Story

Of Love Birthed

Or Returning

As alive
Is Always

As Long
As It Continues
To Rise In Hope
And Love



Not Fall
To Fear And
Threats And
Harming others
For Not Holding
Tribal Allegiances


Idols Of
Mere Humans

Yet All Of Nature

Face Of God



Way of
Story At
Best LoVE RiSinG
Happy Easter To


All You
Dear Savvy With SMiLes😊

SMiles Dear Vrunda
On All Your Stellar
Achievements Now
Graduating From
College Interning
Still Researching
Getting Your Blog Posts

On Positive Psychology
Sites Posted Internationally

What’s Really
Nice Is One Day

When All



Met All
That May
Be Left is
A Personal Rebirth
Yes An Older Age
Easter of Only



Free Yet

True There Will
Likely Be Marriage
Children To Raise
Along With Mortgage
Car Loans Yes Home

To Take

Care Of


All The More


To Solve

Yet One

Day Again

Mostly All

That’s Left

To Do Is Giving
Sharing Caring
Kindness Love




Least Harm Healing
Golden Age Indeed
Any Age Where Loving



Free Foundation
Loving Balancing Grace

RiSinG Will



Love For
All my FRiEnD

With ALWayS SMiles😊🎼🌈

SMiLes Dear Astha There is Nothing More

Beautiful Than a Loving Soul There is No

Measure Yes Beyond Measure is Light of Loving Soul

Spirit of Sun
Shining Within

Touching the Face
of God In all Others Same

Dear FRiEnD and Hehe

i Wondered How i missed

Your Blog Post Yet i see

it is from Long Ago

And It is

Still Now Thanks

For Sharing It Again Dear Astha..:)

SMiLes Anna it takes a Village to Raise A Healthy Child… Why?

Social Support Takes Away So Many Potential Avenues of
Stress During Pregnancy And Stress is Behind So Much

Disease Among Human Adults And of Course

The Stress Hormones The Child is Bathed
in Developing Impacts All of Development

As too Much Negative Stress Destroys

Adult Human Bodily Systems too

Not Surprising Epigenetic
Effects That Come
With A Stress Ridden

Womb Are Mostly Negative
In Impact And Some Studies

Have Even Shown the Stress Hormones

May Have Deleterious Effects On Language Development

Perhaps Faster in Girls And Slower Among Young Men

Without a Village Helping to Raise A Child from

Conception On… Problems Will Come

As They Continue to ‘Snowball’ Now..:)

Treasure All Warmth

Indeed Shreya For

We Never Fully Know How
Cold and Lonely Life May Still Come


Warmth Kindle
Flame of Love
Within For a Force
of Caring, Giving,
Sharing HealinG Love For All..:)

SMiles Fortunately
In Life There Are

Endless ‘Target

Audiences’ These

Days Some Old Some New

Some Do Remain the Same


Do Not
With SMiLes
Best Of All there
Are No Longer ‘Middle
Men’ Able to Hold Up Freedoms…

In Some
of Wings…

And Strangely
Enough In Other
Places With Few Feathers At All…

And That is A Size of Focus And
Attention in Modern Breeds of Human Wings..:)

SMiLes SaaniaSparkle
Ego Says i Take

Love Sings i Give

Dance Doesn’t Say

Anything Naked
Enough Whole Complete
ToGeTHeR NoW iN Peace

Then A Free New
Song ReturnS AGAiN to Give..:)

SMiLes Dear Cindy As i Love to Dance And Sing
Silence of Dance Brings Beauty of Song iNHalinG

Peace Exhaling

Love Birthing

Always Now

By Balancing

From Head to Toe

Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating

This Way SMiLes i Rarely Make Lists Yet
i Guess i May Count Them in Flow too After

The River Flows Becoming Ocean Whole Yet

i’ll Try Not to Build Any FRedwoods Today i Am

Really Amazed That Your Ending Postures With

Your Qigong Lessons Looks Almost Identical

To My Ending Dance of Balance in Flow

When i Finished the Book i Was

Reading in Barnes

And Noble
Listening to
Meditative Music
Sunday Afternoon Hehe
Entertaining the Study Crowd
From the Local Colleges and
University Using the Star Bucks Cafe There

As i Realize They Are Probably Doing the Data Download
Hobby of Lesson Life While i Am Reading For Pleasure of Learning

New Wisdom And Continuing to Allow My Body To Teach my Mind to

Stay in Autotelic Flow of Focus Increasing Every Day in Balance Continuing to

Be A Feather in


Carries Free

Yet of Course
Not Everyone Is
Financially Independent
And Can Be a Feather And the
Wind Everyday And That’s Why
God Created my Wife i Guess Who

Volunteers to Do the Rest so i Will continue
to Fly Free As Just Another Modern Peter Pan hehe

For the Way i Flow With Nary Expectations And All Thanks


Giving More…

Yes! Yes! Yes! Keep
Teaching indeed You
Are one of my Favorite Teachers

Dear FRiEnD Keep SMiLinG in Peace And Love..:)

Ah Yes Dear Hemalatha
Industry of School

Warmth of
Home Now

Some Days
And Perhaps
All Days Warmth
And Industry May

Not Intersect at All

When School And Work
Come Before Home And For Some

A ‘Third Place’
of Moving
Co-Creating is
Required to Even

Land in A Place of Warmth
SMiLes Welcome to A Third Place..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy Yes Now
THere is Winning and Losing
And THere is Loving and Living


i Choose

The Happy
Place Always Now
If i Can and Possibly


Love Doesn’t Keep
Score When Love Gives
Love Naturally Receives


As Love’s
Breath iNHaLinG
Peace Exhaling Love’s Success..:)

Yep One Body One Blood One Love One NaTuRE All
Of This Miracle of Existence What Heaven Spells Love

Bunny Kisses

With Easter Wishes

Creativity BRings


Springs Deep


Yes To No
Longer Freezing
With Spring SMiles


SMiles Dear Cindy i
Love The Colored
Word Play On


Title Where
A Magician’s
Creativity May
Spring New Summer

Set Freer Deeper
Within Multi-Layered

To Play

SMiLes Dear Savvy So Nice to Be Able

To Write Direct Produce And Play

Our Own Stories No longer

Spectator Audience

Or Even Unwitting

Slave to Someone Else’s

Story and Play With SMiLes…

Yet of Course a Challenge is to

Use ReaSon As Faithful Servant

To The Deeper Part of Our Soul

So Far Essence Is Beyond Forms

Only Materially Reducing The World That Way

Oh to Put

ReaLiTY BacK

Together Again
No Part Separate
All Parts DarK Thru LiGHT Whole..:)

In Other World News It’s Been Since The Spring of 2017

When The ‘Drain Field’ Replaced in Our Back Yard Was Choked

By The Roots of A Large Dogwood Tree Feeding Off The System AS

Such That We’ve Had the New System Pumped And Drained A Bit Again

For Preventative Maintenance As We Had That Done Today Coincidentally

As Synchronicity Will Have And Do It The Country Had Some Maintenance

Done ThiS WAY Today on 4.04.2023 Too However While We Were Notified That

Our System Is in Perfect Working Order And We Won’t Need Any More

Preventative Maintenance Pumping and Draining It Out Until 6 Years

From Now It Appears That Our Country May Have to Baby

Its System With 3 More Services of Preventative

Maintenance Like Today to Keep

Our Representative

Democracy In Tact

With SMiLes of Course

Anyway Lovely Day it is Our

Maintenance is Complete Best Wishes
That The Next 3 Services or So For Our Country Now Finishes Completely

The Trick or Treat of the Current Orange Circus and Halloween SHoW Yes

As i Continue to Just Breeze By in “Zip-a=Dee-Doo-Dah” ‘Wu Wei’ Effortless

Ease Dance Singing free on my Own Personal Tight Rope Naked Enough

Whole Complete Higher And Higher in Human Potential Without

Falling So Far in the Modernity of my Golden Age of Heaven

Within For Real and Yes Within Inside Outside Above

So Below All Around Lovely Night And Day It Is Newly Now..:)


The Way of Trust Dear Savvy

Is Like the ‘Way of Water’ It Flows

And Bends With Gravity As Tides Go

In and Out and Waves True As We May

Surf The Troughs And Crests in Mind And

Body SoUL

Ways NoW iN

Balance New

True With Smiles

Best oF All Essence

Of Water Takes Many

Forms in Effortless Ease

Melding in So Well With Environmental

Change For Adaptation Too Indeed ‘Be the Water’


Ah True Dear Kiran A Graph is Yes Now An Excellent

Business Model of The Ups And Downs of life Yet i Prefer

Surfing the Waves on Terrestrial Land That Way i Don’t

Have to Get Wet And Change Clothes All i Do is Sweat Sweat

Sweat Yet i Manage

to Stay Atop the

Land Waves

As Any Land
Shark Will Do
With Big Teeth too..:)

Happy Pink Full Moon To You Too Dear
Hawaii FRiEnD Getting Some Spectacular
Pics of This Full Moon Celebrating April

New Flowers too Such A Beautiful View Where
You Live too With Wow Double Rainbow Too and

Hehe Seeing You Surfing Was A Bit Alarming As It Seemed

You Took A Fall Yet of Course The Water Is Soft Enough to

Give Back

too Surely

More Than
Very Dry Land HAha

Keep Mastering the Balance
of Waves on Top oF IT ALL With SMiLes…

Still Trying to Electronically Publish my Celebration
of 18,000 Miles oF Public Dancing in 9 Years and 6 Months

Hehe Now i’m Already Up to 18,088 Miles Since i met the Milestone

And Featnote Around Two Weeks Ago Hehe Now Almost Three With SMiLes

Oh Lord Haven’t Even Posted the YouTube And Facebook Videos to Accompany

It Yet as my Father’s Senior Quote From School Said “Don’t Do Today What You Can

Put Off Until Tomorrow” Yes i Will Do That His Identical Twin Brother Had Greater Aspirations

of Shakespeare And MacBeth’s Quote: “I dare do all that may become a man; who dares do more is none.”

True i’ll Do That

Too Always Now
Beyond All Dates

As Yes i’ll Do Both
To Remain Flexible

New Like the Water TaKinG
So Many Forms in Essence For Real..:)

“What’s left to say?

These prayers ain’t working anymore
Every word shot down in flames
What’s left to do with these broken pieces on the floor?

I’m losing my voice calling on ‘you’

‘Cause I’ve been shaking

I’ve been bending backwards till I’m broke
Watching all these dreams go up in smoke

Let beauty come out of ashes
Let beauty come out of ashes

And when I pray to God all I ask is
Can beauty come out of ashes?”

From Celine Dion and “Ashes”

i’d Already Been to ‘That Place’

Before The Pandemic Came 66 Months

of Shut-in Life With The Worst Pain Known

To Humankind Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia

From Wake to Sleep “The Real Assessed Suicide Disease”

GOD YES No Drug Would Touch my Mother Didn’t Believe

It Was the Worst Pain So She Ordered a Book on the “Crucifixion

Of Jesus” Took It Out of the Package Started Reading A Random Page

She Opened to And Just Like “DarK Synchronicity” Surely i Would Have

Had Chills Up and Down my Spine if i Was Capable of ‘Frisson’ Then As

After About 30 Seconds or So She Got to the Part of the Page of Exceptions

That Stated Clearly Trigeminal Neuralgia is Assessed As Worse than the

3 to 9 Hours Jesus Was Suggested to Have Endured on the Cross Until

His Flame Went Out True 66 Months Was a Bit Longer Indeed With

A Life Threat of 18 Other Medical Disorders in Synergy as Well

What ‘They’ Call in General “Autism Burn-Out” Or “General

Adaptation Syndrome” Per Hans Selye’s Explanation of

What Happens When Any Animal Exhausts its

Limitations of No Longer Attaining

Animal Homeostasis However

Humans Will Go Past

Limits Other Animals

Will Just Not Do Oh The Will

of HeLL and Heaven And The Tween

Humans Will Surely Do And Yes i Went way too
Far off into the BLacK Abyss Almost Never Coming

Back By The Hair Gone of my Last Drop of Hope And
Even the Memory of A Smile Yes As the Pandemic Came i Had Some

Idea of How Humans Will Change Shut-in They Will Lose Some of their

Humanity And at Best Finally Find An Opportunity to Seek and Find

A Deeper More Holistic Part of their Soul Beyond The Owning

of Materially Reducing Reality And Forgetting to Put iT All

Back ToGeTHeR Again Indeed The Health Care Field

A Battlefield For Even Heroes then Yet in the

Field of Humanity At Large And on WordPress More

Specifically Poetry of Soul Rose Like Ballads of War in Ukraine

There May Never Be Another Era For Beauty Coming Out of Ashes

That Way Surely in my Lifetime at Least Yet It’s True in Poetic Response

i Wrote it All Down Melding With the Souls of The World Doing Their Best

to Come

Out of Ashes

With New Beauty

Never Seen and Felt Before

And Now “Normal” Has Returned

Yet The Age Old Question of Humanity

In “Fifth Avenue Killing Fields” of Course

Is What Makes Normal And What Makes Humanity Real

Oddly Enough Yet Sadly

Not Really As A Pandemic

Created More Humanity

in Some Cases And In Others Not

So Goes The Human Potential Capable

of Rising Out of Ashes or Falling into The Fires of Ignorance Most

The Human Pandemic Truly Responsible For the Most Taking Hoarding

And Callously Harming, Raping, Maiming, And Killing Us And The Rest of Nature


Oh To Apocalypse
in The Original Greek
Definition of Lifting The
Veils of the Ashes oF iGNoRaNCE

iNDeeD Far From Destruction of Ignorance Indeed…

Meanwhile The “Killing Fields of 5th Avenue” Do Not Sleep…

Sadly Enough

Symptom of the

Whole Human Condition True

In And Out of the Ashes That Return And Go Backwards…

Yet Never the Less What A Fascinating Era to Observe

What’s Going
Down and

With SMiLes…🙂

Oh Yeah And What Was the
Response of my Mother After
She Read That Page It Really Didn’t

Matter How much She Loved me

She Loved The Story of Jesus More

And That Was Okay it Brought Her
Great Comfort in Her Ending Days…

Fortunately i Regained my Humanity

To Truly Breathe Her During Her Last Days on Earth…

i Still Do Yet i Shall Breathe More For All And Not Just a Select chosen few….

It’s Like A Dance And Song Dear Kiran

We Aren’t Going Anywhere Yet Dancing

And Singing Now When Free With No Past

or Future As the Dance And Song Naturally Evolves Newly

Now As Leaves on A Tree New That Hold The Tree Whole
Naked Enough

Complete Now

With SMiLes

As Roots Below New

Touch Tree Tops Above

of Leaves Without Even

Trying As THiS iS A WaY

Nature Moves Connects Yes

And Co-Creates Free With SMiles

Somewhere Sadly Humans Get Lost

in the Tools They Make even Becoming

Their Forms of Past And Future More Yes

Than All That Exists Yes The Gift The Present Newly Now..:)

LeSSoN 64
Those Who Betrayed
‘Jesus’ Turned Him into A Myth
An Idol To Worship only ‘A God’
Instead of LeSSoN of Love to Teach

Lesson 65

Myths, Sacred Texts, Stories,
Prayers All Nice But If You Are Not Willing
To Become ‘A DogWood Tree Now’ You

Live A Life of Stump

Don’t BE ‘A ReaL FooL’
Don’t Just Worship Stories Become

The Play Of Life A Living Tree New Now

Not A Dead Stump too Afraid to BReaTHE NoW

Lesson 66 God Yes Be Me Be You Be Free

to: At LeasT One Human Being
Or Water A FLoWeR Or Sapling

Tree Still to Be ‘i Am’ NoW

ANYWaY LeSSoN 67 From:
WHaT iS A Day Unless You


Spirit Mountains
Come And Go
Yet We Climb
We Climb Higher
MoVeS oN

New Now
Water Holds Peace
Love Hands Out
In Blood of LiFE
SMiLes Xenia
Hope All
Is Safe
And Well With

Oh Zoe You
Are So Creative
And So Very Funny

Joy Coming
Here Everyday!

Oh By The way
i Wear A Costume
Too Underneath



In Warm
Gulf Waters Hehe






Are Among
My Favorites
And Godzilla


Said i Am
Special And




Snow Flake too Cold 🥶

SMiles Dear Astha
When Any Part Of
Nature Makes
Us Smile Another

Off God’s

Rise You
Make me

Feathers 🪶
You Bring Free😊🙏🤗🙌

Beauty of Poetry Jade Deep From Soul
Touches Places

of Others


Yet Never

Quite Put into

Words Mere

Mind Will

Understand Now


SoUL Deeper Than Words

Will ‘Normally’ Do Words Transform

Into A Kind of MaGiC SoUL ETHEreal

Deeper Than Any Measuring Science

We Learn in School Or Concrete Work

Yes Even in


School or

Any Art School True

For Places Rarely Traveling

Yet Dug Up Out of Grave Soulyards
To Breathe Once Again And Continue

Bleeding And Mending Souls With Love

Ever After Flesh and Blood No

Longer Molds to what

Is Required

to LiVE oN EarH

It’s True A Soul Feeling May Be
So Much Freer in Art True We May
Feel Wings And Ice in Veins Never Exposed

Before on Page All Paintings We Create





of Life Yet
to See Be i Am..:)

Hehe Sohair Not All Humans

Are Visual And Pattern

Thinkers Some

See Life

More in Black

And White and Miss Colors

Others Breathe And See So Much

Easier True A Hardest Thing to Give

May Be Colors of Heaven to Someone Else

Yet an



Thing to

Do Will Be to

Give Up to Share

Paradise Once Arriving Giving Caring Sharing

Returning in Colors oF LiGHT Out of DarK For Real..:)

“Out of the night that covers me
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance,
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.”

As the Poem Invictus Instructs
Inspiring Mandela in His 30 Year
Prison Forgiving Those in Mastery
of Self And Shadows of the Past

Who Held

Him in a
Small Cell

For that Long

For It’s True Now

Is All that Exists

if We Conquer Now
iN LiGHT All DarK is Past

No Reason Yet Now Not to Forgive

Moving Away From Hate and Live

In Pure Love Now To Give and

Share Free Seeing LiGHT Come

From DarK in Forgiveness Even More

For WHere there is No Forgiveness THere

Is No Love Only Past And Resentment Hate Living THere

Shall i Believe in Any God Or Man as Love Failing the
Test to Forgive

For Any

Period Now

or Forever more

to Punish Others NO

If Nelson Mandela Will

Do It Surely God And Even

Jesus as Story is Capable of

RiSinG Higher In Love Than

Any Punishment of Hell Forever

For It is True Those Who Go to Hell
On Earth as i Surely Visited for 66 Months
With the Worst Pain Known to Humankind assessed
As Worse Than Real Crucifixion From Wake to Sleep

That Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia No Drug Would Touch

i Shall Wear the Crown of the Devil And Spit on Hate And Fear
With LoVE RiSinG ForevernoW iN Forgiveness Ever More Now For Real


Ones Who Have

Seen Real Horns

Will Never Send Anyone

Back to Hell Where they come From For Real

Nepal Origin of Hinduism and Birth Place of
Buddha A Rich Heritage You Share for Sure

With Tallest Everest Mountain in Himalaya Mountains to Shreya
So Yes Stand Tall With Spirit of ‘Invictus’ More Dear FRiEnD NoW..:)

Life Will Be Harder If Loving Life
Never Provides Us An Opportunity

To Become Our Own Best FRiEnD

For True We Are One Human

We Will Never Really

Be Able to Walk

Away From


A Hardest Part oF all

When We Start To Believe
We Must Escape Our Self

As Best FRiEnDS With Self

There is Always Someone to Warm

Our Soul Even in the Dark Under Eyelids

That Otherwise may Feel All Alone And What
i Find is True When We Are Finally Able to Find

This Love Within That is All Ours Then There is
Over FLoWinG Fountains of Love to Give And Share
Free With Caring And Least Harm as We Come to Generate

Light Within

No Longer


Under Lids

of Discomfort Eyes

Of Night Skies Lone

For Then We Are Shining
Stars And All Colors of Moon

We Create Sunshine Remaining

Within Shines The Night Skies Day in Play
Meanwhile i Will Pray For You To Find And

Keep the Love of You Dear Astha FRiEnD..:)

Indeed Dear Savvy “Infinite Abundance”
Evolving iMaGiNaTioN Co-Creativities

Loving Life All DarK Thru LiGHT Moving
Connecting Never Ending
Always Beginning Now
Dancing Singing
Human Potentials
Always Another
Color of
New to



Hehe Mr Gottfried
So Many Of my
FRiEnDS Now Are
Practically In Effect
Famous in So Many
Places You See When
Ya Become Naked Enough

Never Needing
To Earn Any More
“Fame or Fortune”

Ya Just
Give It
All Away
Coming To
Find Give is
Truly The Greatest

Receive Yes SaMe me
No DiFFeReNT With SMiles


Than God For Real..🙏🏝

What Jesus Would Likely
Say If He Could
Come Back

For Real

i Still Have
THe ALL (God)

i Give to You Free Thanks

Giving With Only Thank Y.O.U.

For Giving All The Ways Real


Love It! Giving Without Expect of Receiving!

Even Modern Psychology Per the Study of the
Mind Suggests That One Altruistic Act of Kindness

With No Expect of Return
Brings Lasting Happiness

For Months IF It’s ACTUALLY

A Gift with NO Expect of Return Yes
Advice i Gave to A Young Man on an Autism
Site in the Past Who Was Down About No One Ever

Acknowledging And Telling Him Thank You For His Efforts

There And True Oh Goodness Love What You Do in Autotelic

Flow of Meditation on Task in the Sweet Spot Tween Anxiety and
Apathy And Through


Within in Increasing
Complexities on Task Completing
Them in Increasing Human Potentials
Again the Joy is ‘Autotelic’ In Nature Happiness

Generated Within Naked, Enough, Whole, Complete

Where No External Rewards From Others Are Necessary

As There Are No Let
Downs About Expectations

From Others ThiS Way in Life

And Really No Reason at All to
Have Expectations From Others for Affirmation
of Efforts in Life This Way And Then When one Can
And Will

Focus All
Their Potential

on Task, Meh, Sooner

or Later You’ll Go to the Lowe’s

Customer Service Desk and Your Wife

Will Be Returning Some Gardening Gear And
The Lovely Young Associate Behind the Register

Will Be Smiling At Your Wife From Ear to Ear Shining
Her Smile Intensely at ‘You’ Too And After the Return

of Goods The Lovely Young Woman Will Exclaim Sir You
Are Such A Legend in Our ‘Facebook Group’ We Have Been
Following Your Public Dance For Years Now and She Looked
to me Still to be a Teenager So i Asked How Old She Was And She
Said 26 And She And Her FRiEnDS Had Been Following My Public
Dance Since She Was A Teen on Her Facebook Group Page Inspired

By my Unerring

Joy And Just Never

Running Out of Energy

Wherever around the Metro
Area She and Her FRiEnDS Saw me

Dance in An Inspiration for Truly Being Alive…

Just Another Day in the Life of Enjoying What i Love to Do…

Never Expecting Anything

in Return Yet Hearing
the Kind of Feedback

Every Once in a While
Casually in Line at
A Cash Register
And the Such

Most People

Never ever

Hear in Life Yet Not Anything
About Making Money Just Dancing

Just Dancing to Enjoy the Moment of Now New
Eternally This Gift This Breath of Life Naked,

Enough, Whole, Complete So

i Will Imagine if that Young Man
Who Delivered The Bakery Goods

To Your Restaurant Party

This Way

Without Expect

of Return Continues
This Practice in All He
Does in Life He’ll Be Happy
A Very Rare Condition of the
Human These Days For Dam Sure…

The Young Woman Gave me A Discount
of Two Decades On Her Guess Then of my Age
at 42 Years-Old As i Told Her i Feel Younger Than Ever in my Life Now

Reaching Early Social Security Age in Last June Indeed The Reward Is
Fully Inherent

And Really

A Fountain of
Youth As Science
Does Suggest the
Benefits that Moving
Meditation in Autotelic Flow
Brings From Social Empathic
Intelligence Cognitive Executive Functioning
And Motor And Proprioceptive Intelligences too
Used to Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses

As Folks in Moving
Meditation in Eastern
Philosophies Have Done

For Literally Thousands of Years

Not unlike the Rest of the Animal
And Other Nature Kingdoms And

Really ALL EXiSTeNCE Naturally As Even Subatomic

Particles Spiral Around the Center of THeir UNiVerSE too…

1 in 37 Children Diagnosed With Autism as i’m Sure You Are
Aware of in the Health Care Field Getting Glued to Screens


Help Ya

Gotta Move
As Use it or Lose
it Applies to All Stuff Life

Our Ancestors More Often
Became Naked, Enough, Whole,
Complete In a Free Dance And Song
ThiS Way And Never Writing A Word Down Anywhere

A Record
of Joy in Play
Slaying Fear
Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN JoY

oF LiGHT Dancing And Singing
The Night Away With Drumbeats
of Hearts in Synch With Each Other Complete too

Giving, Sharing, Caring More And Healing More This
Way for All of Nature in Balance With Respect and Least Harm

It’s The Rhythm of
The Night


Life This Dance
And Song Freely
Given to Each Other or Not…

And It is Truly Foolish To Discount the Force of

Muse in Synergy of Human Feelings and Senses

in Synergy of Emotions Infused Head to Toe

As The Sum of the Parts of Human Potential

So Much Greater Than What May Be Materially

Reduced And Only Empirically Measured By

Objective Means That Don’t Touch The Great

Within And What May Be Possible With Human Potential

For Those Who Truly Believe in Whatever Muse Comes Now

Or Next With 100 Percent Faith And Hope That Naturally

Comes As Love Springs From No Fear in Peace Deep

Within Sure CaLL iT The Placebo Effect Only

Yet Don’t Forget For Those Who Are Able to Take

Greater Full Use of that iMaGiNaRY Pill They Might

Just Touch the Deep of Within Enough in Synergy

of Feelings and Senses of Emotions Inreaching

And Outreaching Whole to Put So-Called Terminal

Disease in the Medical Files of Unexplained Remission

Of Course Modernity

Focuses on ‘The Pill’

Instead of What Underlies

Within Beyond All Scientific Empirical

Measure of the Power of Human Belief
Faith Hope Love Springing From Fearless Peace

in Balance It Doesn’t Matter What The Story is Myths

Or As Non-Fictional as my Life Relates Now For It’s True

i Pursue Muse By Essence And Still By Story of Form too

It’s The Way i Got Out of Hell too For Real As ‘the Record

Book’ Still Relates Fully Back in the Summer of 2013 As Well

And Don’t Forget The Lesson of ‘Coral Castle’ in Florida

Where a 105 Pound or So 60 Something Year Old Man

Actually Created A Castle Built Out of 30 Ton Stones

Solo Like This Continuing Thread This SonG oF mY

SoUL With Dance Free too His Muse was an

Altar of Sorts He Created to Continue to

Celebrate A ‘Sweet Sixteen Love’

He Lost In Youth He Kept That Muse

Strong All the Way ACross His Solo Life

And True it Was Enough Muse Along With Real

Life Effort of Course in However He did it to move

30 Ton Stones And Build A Real Coral Castle in Florida

That Folks Can Still Visit Today Perhaps He Did it Like the

Egyptians Did to Move Monolithic Stones for the Pyramid

Yet it is True He Did it Solo And It’s True i am Doing This

Solo Now And it’s True i Make use of More Sources

of Muse Than Stars That May Be Counted in Skies

With Unaided Eyes Yet the Greatest Muse is

The OPeN HeART SPiRiT SoUL Unleashed

Released in Flow Within Bringing my

Ocean Whole Soul to Surface Now

On Page NeW As Avatars Words of Soul

Do Continue to Relate No Different Than the Story of Jesus

Really A Muse That so Many Folks Cherish So Deep That

Inspire Them to At Best Live A Giving Sharing Caring

Healing Way of Life For All With Most Respect and

Least Harm If The Muse Is Powerful Enough For

Them as Sugar Pill Too to Avoid the Nocebo

Effect That is Just As Real WHere A Negative

Attitude About Life May Lead to A Highway to

Disorder And Disease From the Stress That Brings

Tearing Bodily Systems Down Painfully Slow and

Real ACross the Lifespan in DarK That Way too Moral

oF A STory Newer Find A Story And Many Sources of Muse to

Make This Your Best Life Now And When You Do This it Really

Doesn’t Matter What the Naysayers Say About Your Story

As You Are the One Who Has Truly Found

A Path to Heaven Within That Really

Works for You i May Not Agree

With Many Tenants of Religion

Cross Culturally World Wide

Yet What i Do Understand Is if the

Story Brings LoVE iN Peace It’s Worth It’s Weight

In Truly Living As More Human And Less Stone

at the Bottom of the Ocean Slowly Drowning

Anyway Dear Miriam Muse Thanks For Inspiring
This Essay And Yes i’ll Share it on the “Wrong
Planet” As i Always Share Now What i Get inspired
With by Folks Around the World to Bring Experiences
to them They May have Never Experienced in Life Before…

Least i Can And Will Do
For A Place That Gave me
Something to Do While i Tried
Not to Commit Suicide With The Suicide
Disease Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia for
The Last 33 of 66 Months of that HeLL ON EartH

From Wake to Sleep As A Shut-in in my Bedroom

Then yes

i Learned
What Life
Means to Give
And Give Some More Back too…

And This Flow of Writing Brings the
Same Inherent Autotelic Meditative Benefit of Free Dance too…
Fingers Do Dance Free And Bring Soul Songs to Page Wings…

Roll Away All the Nocebo Stones And Make Your Story of

Life the Sweetest

Sugar Pill That

Really Works for You

And Don’t Give Up After the First

Try As True It Took me 66 Months to

Get Out of HeLL ON EartH Within Real Never Giving

Up Then on A Better Chapter of my Story in Fruition Real..:)

Lovely Poem Dear

Hemalatha Beauty

IS A Soul Who Sees
Gratitude in All Colors Life

And Sheds
A Path to
Return Again
ThiS Way Again
to Color Life Newer For Real..:)

Sand Brings Layers
of Dog Scent
Uncovering Free…

Drift Wood Waves
Dogs Pick Up Scent
Ocean Whole Breeze…

Ocean Reflecting New Now

Forging New
Paths Yes ‘Earth
Stories’ Dear Xenia
Every Paw Print Tales…

Snow Gifting
Streams Melting
Water Brings Dog Drinks…

Ah Yes Dear Xenia
Deepest Shadows
Green Evening Cool
Grass in Spring SMiLes
Happy Green Birthing

in Life
Dreams Spring…

SMiLes Dear Xenia
Congratulations on the
Inclusion of Your Haiku’s
in The Akita International Haiku Network

i particularly like Standing in the
Wake of A Snow Storm Still With

Hopes of Spring
Soon on

St. Brigid’s Day…

Giving Means No Returns
Appreciating All That Is Now

HAha Yes! Mr
Gottfried All
Except Links
To Avoid The
Algorithm iRobot
Artificial Intelligence

A Machine
Will Never

Back i
Shall Abide
With Free SMiles
Of Dance Song Wings

Different SaMe 🙌🐝🪄

Pleasure Dear Kiran
Happy Week to
You With SMiles☺️🏝🙏

Thanks Mr Gottfried Yet
Regarding “PlugS On
WordPress Blogs
Without Links”
i Cannot Lie i Made
A Silly Mistake In The
Midst Of 6466 Words
Globe-Wide i Wrote That
Day Yes “Depth of The Story”
Is Not A Number 1 Search On
YouTube Of Course As Yes It
Is a 2.5 MiLLioN Word EPiC
Long Form Poem Newer
‘8th New Testament Try’
In 67 Pages Of A Solo
Thread 🧵 On The
“Wrong Planet”
Online where So
Many Outcasts Of
The World Find a Home
“Poor Of Spirit” As Such
i “See” A Lot Of Potential
In Those Folks Therefore
A Number 1 Search Result
By Title Of Words For Another


On Google
Search True

Here Too Still
Covering That
Crowny Spot
On Top Of my

Head Yet No i Refuse
To Send Any Bears After
Young Folks For MaKinG
Fun Of me In Older Testament

For Being
An Egg Man Head
👨‍🦲 Up Top And
“Dude” AS SoN
Of A Woman”



In The
8th New
At Least HEhe 🙃

The Way of Trust Dear Savvy

Is Like the ‘Way of Water’ It Flows

And Bends With Gravity As Tides Go

In and Out and Waves True As We May

Surf The Troughs And Crests in Mind And

Body SoUL

Ways NoW iN

Balance New

True With Smiles

Best oF All Essence

Of Water Takes Many

Forms in Effortless Ease

Melding in So Well With Environmental

Change For Adaptation Too Indeed ‘Be the Water’



“Truth Of Now And Then” What
i’m Also WoRKinG On New JusT
ANoTHeR BooK MarK NoW iN Title

How Deep New Now May We Color
Spring Even in Winter SMiLes

True As Warm As Summer

Flowers Make

Fall Leaves

to Fertilize Frozen

Winter Soils For Our

Spring Souls Of Joy

Year ‘Round With SMiLes Dear Savvy

This Present Gift Beyond All Seasons

And Weathers We Surely Will Color With

of SoUL Free

Always New to Do Now..:)

ReSuRRecTiNG NoW iN Peace

SMiLes GreaTesT Quality of
God No Human is Great
Enough to tell God
What to do
yet We
For God’s
Breath in Us
To Speak Deeper
Than the Shallows
That Do Not See Beyond
Organs of Eyes and Ears…
One Reality for Sure NoW
YOLLN ‘You Only Love Life
Now’ at Best of course for
True Now Is Only Eternally
Long As We Co-Create The
Depth of the Colors
of Life Emotions
Senses Best
As Love
Colors LiGHT
More… Other than
That Obviously We
Are Even Literally Physically
Connected By Science of God
that is all To Be Now From Star
Death Crucible Fire Gaseous Dust
We Resurrect as Breathing Living
Star Flowers And Seed potential Too…
All of this Loaded in Our DNA Just Waiting
Eternally Now For the Environmental Challenge
That Brings God Breathing in Us Freer As Listen
Becomes Our Breath…
Smiles my FRiEnD
Now Is too FiLLeD
With Heaven for
me to Go
As Depth of
Now is so much
Deeper than Both
of those Illusions
We Create to keep
Us Busier really
than we Need
For Just
Gift the
Breath of
LoVinG iT aLL
DarK Thru LiGHT
i’m Too Busy Now

to Live ‘Again’..:)

LeSSoN 341
Wait Give Flowers
Space To Bloom
Be Patient They’ll
Come When Ready

Hehe Wonder
Who Teaches
me This Lesson
Best i Could Name
Several Like It’s A






Planted This Flower

Until it Finally Bloomed
After A First ‘Real’ Winter
Here Since i Recovered from

Ill it’s Like
When i
Got Well
Winter Went
Away Here till
Covid-19 Brought
It Back Smiles i’m



Come Hell And Pandemics

As Flowers Come out

of Shadows

What Teaches
Patience Bonus LeSSoN 342😊🤗

It’s True i Remember
‘Those Days’ Too

They Were



For me too

Yet not Great

For Everyone

Let’s Remember
Still Them True

Like the People
Who Couldn’t Travel
North in My County

After Dark




Fear of
Not Coming

Back Home
And This Isn’t
Even Vietnam

The Place my
First Cousin


In An

Burning Up

Only Ashes

Left of
His American

Dream of Freedom
To Save And Celebrate

All Ages Times
Spaces Distances
Matters Are Relative


On Souls Who Travel🙏

While We May Be Free

Others May

Be Bullied

In Real Hell
On Earth


Unwittingly So🎼NoW

“Flame Lives Within”
Beautiful Akshita



Stars We Seek

Find Within

Coloring Our

Of Heavens Real 🌌

Ah Yes 40 Years in
A Real Desert of
Creativity too


Child Soul
Wonder Amazement

At Every

Color Breath

SMiLes Come
Home Soon Soni

Hehe Don’t


In A 40 Year
Dead Desert

oF All Toxic
Patriarchy Turns
HumanS inTo Only
Tools to Be Used

To “Make”

A Living



Be Forced Sad
When Little Children
Are Soul Raped By Western

Ways of



To Be
Just Another
BricK iN A Wall
NumBeR Separating

From All Of Nature(God)Free

As Naked


On Wings
Seeing Free 🦅

SMiles i Only
Play Now For
An Audience

i Am

No Target 🎯

SMiles Dear Savvy
Nirvana Of A Spring
CoLoRinG New
Morn Gonna
Slow Dance

It On A

Come Now
Free To BREaTHE☺️🏝
Leaf Feeding Tree
Holding Same


Soils of


Seeds Coloring

New Living Tree


SMiLes Now True🙏🙌

How Easy It May Be Shreya to Turn Once
LoVE iNTo Resenting Contempt

That Never Ends Now

For Without For Giving

Thanks Giving

Where Shall

Love Fall to Rise

Without Strength Yes
Will of Love Grace in Balancing

Force Forgiving Last Human Standing

Love First Human Forgiving

Others Staying True Now..:)

Yes Dear Hemalatha It’s Okay to
Be Free And Fully Human As That
Comprises All Human Feelings And


And Senses From
Head to Toe And More

It’s Even Better to Move Now
Somewhere Where This is Allowed

It’s Ever Better to Actually Exercise These

Freedoms NoW As Even Where They Are Allowed

Some Folks Still Have

No Clue How to Even
Be Free


Fully Human Now
Of Course Opinions
Vary And That’s Part

Of Freedom True too..:)

SMiLes Dear Mariana
Love of A Mother Never
Ends Only Beginning in

Every HeART
New Spreading

iN OTHeRS UNconditionally Free..:)

“Trust The Process”

True Most Every System

Has A Way to Bite And That’s

Why i Love Magic of Chaos

It Flows

WHere no
Past Now and

Future is Present
Oh How Pleasant
It is to Surf Life These
Days Outside of the Process
And Trusting More Than Just
Them or me oh Beyond i Love to Go

To Be
i AM Now
True the Other
Place Seemed oh
So Not To Be Then


Every Living Part of Nature

Blood Stream of All

Our Lives

HeART Beats
All Around Us

Holding Hands of Life
Dear Savvy Once Again

Leaves Feeding Green of
Trees Falling to Soils Sprouting


Life Springs
Souls of Holy Breath
SPiRiT Rings Through Trees
HeART Beats EverywHere Forest


We aRe
i Am So
Happy to Be Alive..:)

Country Roads👣☺️
Branching Out Of
my Neighborhood
With No Trespassing
Signs Adventure Awaits
Yet All i May Do Is Take

All The Places
New iN Spring

Country Roads
Make as The Great

Escape may Be The

Next Path i Forge Myself
Not Limited to Time Distance

Space Or Even Matter

WHere Dragon Wings


Fear Free

So Deep Within
With SMiles Of Spring ☺️🐝

For Some Ambition For Achieving Greater
External Goals is the Only Reward They ‘See’

For Others it is Mostly the Intrinsic Receive

That Giving Simply Is LoVE iN Peace

True that Warmth is Enough For

Some Dear Ruchi For Others

They Will Continue to Pursue

External Goals And Perhaps

One Day Meet What Will Never Be Enough

And Decide to Finally BREaTHE Love Naked

Enough Whole Complete Not All Return True

Yet Some Do With Smiles Giving Sharing Caring

Healing Love Naked Enough Whole Complete
Where All the Giving Becomes the Warm
Reward WiTHIN Always Newly Now True

SMiLes It’s Almost Impossible to Explain Now
to Folks Who Don’t Get the Receiving of Giving New

i Am Fortunate That my Father Left at Three Yes And the

One Who Saw Warm LoVinG Peace As the Only Real Gift Stayed by my Side

i Breathe That Gift of Giving Now Yet It Surely Wasn’t ThiS Way Until A New Return..:)

SMiles A Best
Fame Comes
With No NaMe

Only Do With SMiles

Mr Gottfried Tis the
Season For Inheriting

With Gravity

All in All Balancing

Free With Wings
Above Below No

With The
Human ‘Race’


RiSinG GoD

SMiling Newly Now
Dancing Singing Freer☺️🙌🙏

Finally Publishing the 8 YouTube Videos
Celebrating “18,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

On April 6, 2023 The Milestone Actually Met
on “PI Day” 3.14.2023 Yet The Celebration Continuing

For Over Two Weeks And Now At 18,088 Miles of Public

Dancing Music of Choice Appropriate to a Saint Patrick’s

Day (Twice Removed i Am my Grand Father X-Catholic Priest
Yes Born in Ireland Breaking the Rules Hehe Getting Married

So Yes It Seems i Also Don’t Always Follow ‘Normal Socially

Contrived Conventions’ in ‘Modernity’ At Least) So Anyway

Yes “Siamsa” Celebrating An ‘Irish River Dance’ Music Major
Theme Song to Use in Several Favorite Store Locations With Extra

Smooth Floors Including Mainstay ‘Super Walmart’ and ‘Ross Dress

For Less’ in A Mall too And Yes True i Am Also Celebrating This With A

60,000 Or So Word MacroVerse Blog Post too All Part of my EPiC Longest

Long Form Poem “SonG oF My SoUL” at 11.5 MiLLioN Words of Effort in 115 Months

Now too As Actually it Took 9 Years and 6 Months to Arrive At 18,000 Miles of Public
Dance Within Those Dates of Life Too Yes Soon to Arrive at 63 Years Old in June This
Year Yet Still Warming Up With 1540 Pounds Leg Pressing 12 Reps at a Military

Gym in Effortless

‘Wu Wei” Ease

Balancing Head To Toe

More Key Become Weight

of Finger Tips in A Flow

of Moving Meditation Yep
All 244 Pounds of me in the
(And Then Roar Like A Lion)
Dates of the Dance FLoWinG As Such
Yes In the Similar ‘Nirvana’ That Free Verse
Poetry Creates in Meditative Flow As Well True
Hey After All is Sung Let’s Do “Holy Thursday” And

Make it ‘Breakfast in America’ of Dance instead of A Frigging
“Last Supper” Again With SMiLes For Real For Real For Real

Yes As Cross-Culturally A Meditative Flow is What Many Folks

May Agree in Either Dance or Song Free Creates A Real Kingdom
And Queendom of Heaven Within For Naked Enough Whole Complete
All That’s Left to Do Is Give Share Care Heal With Most Respect and Least
Harm iN JoY oF LiGHT iNHaLinG Peace EXHaLinG LoVE Again For All YES

Let’s Make America

ToGeTHeR All Of US

For Real For Real God

YeS LoVE iN Peace For Real
Yet Hey Not Everyone Does
This Public Dance And Song Free For All…

Hopefully Where i Live i Won’t Always Be The Only one..:)

“How to make the World A Better Place?” Well Dear Miriam

NeW As Coincidence And Or Synchronicity Will Have it Now

And Late Last Night Then i Used The “Mad Men’s” Version

Of “I’d Like to Teach The World to Sing In Perfect Harmony”

Like You Are Using Here Today

To ‘Drink A Coke’ of Course

As Lord Knows All of

What May Get Fully

Commercialized With
SMiLes Yet for me at Least

Burying that Green Stuff and
Just Watching it Grow Mold STiLL

in Ease of Securer Financial ‘Institutions’

As Such i Shall Continue to BREaTHE SMiLes

in Others Free With A Spiraling Milky Way Dance

On Store Floors Below in Fact i Just Published 8 Videos

On YT to Mark A Celebration of 18,000 Miles oF Public Dancing

All Around my Metro Area And as Far As Tallahassee And Biloxi

Mississippi in Casino Land And Board Walk Beaches too for the 9 Years
And 6 Months that took Yet Now i’m Already Up to 18,088 Miles as i am

A Bit Behind
Publishing the
Videos and Finishing Electronically Publishing
That MacroVerse Celebrating in Long Form Poem

Free Verse WaY in Around 60,000 Words practically

Lord Yes Also Half Way Through “Truth Now And Then”

Per New Title i am Working on Now Too Yet Still Catching

Up To A Few Curve Balls Along the Way i Am Still Fielding Hehe…

Oh Yeah i Sing too A Dude From the Church i Visit Who Works at
At the Belk’s Shoe Department Recognized my Wife By my Singing
Voice He Referred to As Angelic Vibrating The Walls and Ceilings

As True When
i Sneeze it Is


Like that
Too Like
A Shot Gun Blast

Hehe It’s What Happens

When there is No Friction
of the Day Within at Least Just
Vibration Frequency And Synergy
of Energy FRiEnDS With Gravity THiS WaY..:)

Ah Yes And Finally Publishing
The Newest Dances For
18,000 Miles Per
Example of Down
Here Hehe With SMiLes
Dear Hawaii FRiEnD i Shall

Continue to Balance Waves
on Dry Land in Stores

Spiraling About of
Course like the
Milky Away Above



ReSuRRecTiNG NoW iN Peace

“Truth Of Now And Then” What
i’m Also WoRKinG On New JusT
ANoTHeR BooK MarK NoW iN Title


Truth oF NoW And Then

Hehe Dear Hawaii
FRiEnD No ‘Circus’
Would Allow me To

Join So Doing A
One Man SHoW

With A ‘Little
Help From my

With SMiles☺️🏝🙌

All Lovely Soul Marks of Success

Dear Savvy Thanks For the

Inspiration in Flow to

me in the Midst of the

Dance of One Move i Am Going

NoWHeRE SaMe Song iN Word Yet NeW

To Be Current Move And Word of SoUL

Free SPiRiT HeART STiLL Escaping THiS WaY


Colors of Life

To Be Now

Yes i

Am Free…

Generally Speaking the
Same Public Dance i’ve
Been Doing for 18,088 Miles
Now Looks The Same to Those
Who Look on the Outside mY FRiEnD

Yet Within i Continue to Become Greater
FRiEnDS With Gravity iN Meditating Flow

And With That Comes Increasing Peace Springing Creativity

Love For All That Exists Coloring Life Aways New With SMiLes..:)

“The dark road always creeps up on you”

Without the Darkness We Wouldn’t We Couldn’t

Exist Every Mistake Even Nature Makes is a New Door Way

To Evolve

For What Works

Even Better Out of

The DarK iNto New Colors

oF What Nature BRings

Yes Off of Dark Paths

To New Doorways

iN This Hotel With No Escape

YeT EnDless Rooms New Now Still To
Explore Out of DarK To Color True Dear Miriam..:)

SMiLes Dear Kiran Hehe i Shall Never

Be Perfect At Nothing As THeRE iS Always

Room Now To Perfect New All That i Do Even More

And This In Part
is Now What Makes

Life New Naked Enough
Whole Complete Yes Always

Climbing More Stairs or in my
Case Dancing a Tight Rope Higher
And Higher With SMiLes and Not Falling

As Waves
We Ride Up
And Down Mastering
Gravity FRiEnDS With
ALL THaT iS Balancing Newly NoW..:)

Ah Yes Dear Isha FRiEnDS Who Like Us For More

Than SKin Deep Are Precious As Humans May

Look Deeper into Each Other Than That For Sure

Or Sadly


Playful Banter
Is Also A Sign
FRiEnDShiP is Comfortable

(And Compatible of Course True)

A Glue Soul Felt Lasting Longer With SMiLes..:)

Humming Birds Don’t Stop

Hummingbirds Are Real
Energizer Bunnies Heart
Beats 1260 Times A Minute
80 Flaps Of


In A

80 Breaths A
Minute At Rest

And More In Flight
When They Migrate
3000 Miles From Canada
To Mexico And Fly 500 Miles

Across The Gulf With No Break
So Very Iridescently Colorful They

Are So Fast in All They Do When
They Come Around You Naturally



When They
Come Around So
Tiny And Cute Ahem

i must Wonder Who This
Tiny Little Fairy 🧚🏾 Reminds

Of 😜 hehe

Keep Moving

Your Wings

The World
Is Always More
Interesting NoW As

Long As You Are

In It Somewhere

Making Heart Beats Humm

There’s A Song With Words

Humming Bird Don’t Fly Away
Away Fly Away Called Humming

Bird We All Need Something

Some one

In Life




Now And

Then Guess
That’s Why


Birds And You With SMiles🎼😊

From Our Earliest
Existence We

Love Those


Who Feed
Us Keep


Rue Never
Stop With SMiles😊

Will To
LiVE Stronger
Than Die LeSSoN

oF A Lifetime




FLY A Way🧚🏾

All That Humans

Do Birds Fly over

Leaving What


Behind SMiLes

Dear Sohair There

Is Death For Escape

Yet There

Are Wings

Of Love
Fearless to
Fly Over


As Long
As We Need

Nothing of Theirs

We Shall Be Free


Of Us

With Freer Wings
Problem Most


Is Needing

Something Of ‘Theirs’

Like A Job And Money



Free or
In “Their” Prison Now
Only Solution i Find

THeir Hell 🌈😊

So Many
Of Soul So


Natural Lost in “Fold”

It’s True Sohair
Without Safety
There is No



Freedom There
Is No Soul To Breathe

As All Existence

We Seek


Of Both
Sadly Some
Places Offer

No Safety

This much

Where i Live
Provides Therefore

i May
Sprout Wings
And Fly Ironically

Is Those
Who i Often
Disagree With



me Safe

Their Fears

Like Everyone
Armed With Guns

In My Neighborhood

That No Thief



They Put Their
Name Of Guns

As God

i Don’t

Have To
As Their
Fear Protects
me And Keeps

me Safe

If Their



Lose Their

God We Are

All In Bigger

Trouble At

Least Where
i Live For Now Peace

So i Fly over their Fears

Roses over

Guns SMiles

So Far At Least 😊🌹

Size matters
Not Be Humming
Bird Fly Your Way Free🧚‍♂️

Truly Kind Understanding
Forgiving People Takes


And Focus


People First

Sadly Yes

All The

Tools Become

Less Than




Off Love
No Longer
Flys Higher


New Generation

i See Their Glimpse

Of Hope


Fall Ever
Faster Now

As Tools Cogs
In A Machine Their

Souls Suffocate
Spirit No Longer

Breathing HeART

SMiles Dear


It Seems

You Are Old
Enough To Treasure
Soul Younger Generations



As i Connect

With Them All

Older Generations

Ironically Still



Younger Ones
Falling More

This Is




Within For

Humanity’s Future

As When We Are


All That

Will Be

Left is

Oh How
This is

Already True
my FRiEnD as

i Almost


Life Story
Of Soul At All

Souls Are Bigger

Than Twitter My





Quickies As Such🙏🌹

We aRe Real

Trees Not

Fake Ones

When We Actually

Color ourselves New
With Light


Our Souls
ThiS Way

A Lifetime
Now Forever New

SMiles Dear Savvy

Keep Coloring




Tree More Now 🌲

Trump Rare
Truly A Piece

Of Work



Of What

Human Comes

And SpreadS in

Florida Men Like

Gaetz DeSataNis too…

Holy CR8p

In The


Of THeiR
Florida Trap
Gun Shaped Like

Revolver Loaded

In The Panhandle

Of A Hand Gun

Look-Alike Deep South
State Rampage
Public Dance

And Global
Poetic Bullets

Hehe i Fire






To “Firing” That Way 🔥

Sad EYes
No Real
Hero Now
Will Refuse
Sincerely Hopes




Rollercoaster Breathes 🎢

SMiLes USA Writes Considering
That Quantum Mechanics
Suggests Time, Distance,
Space, And Matter is

Only Illusion

Our Minds


As What
We Experience
In Life As Neuroscience
Now Suggests is Basically
Hallucinations our Minds

Create Based

On Experiences

Our Minds


As Hallucinations

Before Life is Only
As Special And Extra
Ordinary As We All

C0-Create Life

New Now

As Real
As It Gets

We May Make
Nothing Special
Or Love It All Name
It God Be Happy in
Autotelic Flow We
Generate Within
Eternally Now


A Spiral

Dance As Sufi
Dervish Mystic
Dancers Do For
Centuries in A Meditative
Ascending Transcending
Free Dance Together in Bliss





Within This
Way True i Just
Intuitively Started
Dancing ThiS Way
Spiraling And Next


Ya Know


Feel Sense

i Am Just



Part of God
As We All Are
Mountains No
Higher Than Valleys
Indeed Low Is As


As High Is

In God EYes

Love For All

Yet You

See i


Make Anyone
See What i See

If i Could i Would
Yet i Can’t Yet i’ll

Never Stop Trying

To Be Special That

Way Love is Give


Is Special


As Long
As Give iN Peace Gives
With SMiles Of Course😊

Leave Know
Behind Feel

There is No Poem too Small to Hold Feelings

And There is No Hole Large Enough to

Swallow Entire Feelings A Poem

May Hold SMiLes in Other

Words A Poem is

A FRiEnD of


Soul Always

Great To Keep

And Continue Creating

In This Way Astha A Poem

Will Always Be Home A Part of

Your Soul On Page That Will Always

Accept All of You To Give And Share Free..:)

Last Time i Saw Someone Play Badminton
Was my Indian Friend Visiting India

Unfortunately She’s the one

In Canada Far away

From the Southern

Part of India Anyway
Tennis What i Did ‘Religiously’
For A Decade From 12 Years-Old
Until My Early 20’s Tennis Was my Home
Away From Home and School At the City Park

Really A Main Social Activity of My Life then

Nope No Competition for me i Still Believe

Competition is Nonsense Real Winners

Just Enjoy Every Moment of the

Game Play for Fun that

Way All there

Is is Winning

In Flow Every Moment Now

of Life Even Just Playing With the
Backboard As Racquet and Ball and

Just One Person Playing With Their Self

All Becomes One Force of Zen Flow Even Blissful This way Now

Yes Spent Over A Decade on A Bike This way And the Same as A
Running Man Solo Just for Fun too And then there was NO PLAY work

work work working that’s all i do Then and Now there is Dance Dance

Sing Sing Dance Sleep Eat every once in a While Now when Katrina

Reminds me to do that too And Repeat Yes Repeat Play Just for Fun
After Sleep True When i Worked i had No Idea what Play Is therefore No Essence
of Real Joy or Happy too Like the Words Didn’t even exist at all then Yes Now Do Play Rue..:)

SMiLes Jade Dragonflies
Are Creativity So Free
We Don’t Catch Them

They Return

to Where

They Perched Before
In Their Own Dreamtime
As Their Time Becomes Ours Now..:)

Gosh So Much To Do i Don’t
Have to Do It At All I’ll Do It
Just Be Cause i Do it That’s All Folks…

SMiLes Dear Marianna

A Mother’s Gift Love to
Child And Mother

For The Child

To Carry on iN LoVE
As Love Continues to Breathe
ThiS Way


To Be i AM..:)

Weaving Our Way

Through Live


With Meaning

More Meaning

More Life Yet


Thru DarK True..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy
Spring Cool Breezes

So Bright Green Reminds
me of the Gratitude i Saw on

the 94 Year-Old Face of my Old
Neighbor on The River-Front Where

i Am Raised

His SMiLe

Never Changed
For the Peace

In Thanks

For Life Within
This Man Not Only
Lived on the River He
Was And Still is the River

And Now i Am too Re-Tired

From Once Barren Wheels of Loving LiFE..:)

Happy 7th Colorful
New April Flowers to
All Your Family in
Pakistan Dear
Rafiah With
Much Love
With SMiles☺️❤️🙏🏝

Oh Dear Lord So Addicted
To Coke as A Kid That And
Chips ”Crack”

For my
Back Then

Now We Have
Smart Phones
Continually Hitting
Us With Dopamine

With So Many Sources New
Of “Modern Crack” Indeed

With SMiles

On Top And Bottom of
That The Back Bone of
The Development Of
The Information
Highway Driven
By “Nerd/Incel”

Abilities Yes To
Download ”Pretty
Pics Of Birds” Faster
And Faster All Varieties
A True Religion More


Than Even
“Suicide Bombers”

A Kinder Gentler Religion
To Celebrate On Good Friday

So Ironic

Still Celebrating
Their Oldest “Profession” Free

Truth oF NoW And Then

“18,000 Miles oF Public Dancing” New MacroVerse Published
on WordPress on April 8th 2023 at 12:50 AM And The Aim
Generally Speaking Finishing the Writing of This 60 Thousand
EPiC Long Form Poem Subchapter of Longest EPiC Long
Form Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 11.5 MiLLioN Words

Was to Publish The Public Dancing Post Somewhere
About “April Fred’s Day” As the Completion of The
Writing Was on The Early Morning Eve of “April Fool’s
Day” Yes Other Wise Known as “April Fred’s Day”

Delayed By Several Curve Balls of Life As Generally
SPeaKinG i Spiral Flow in All i Do Anyway Hehe Yes

8 Days Later a Publish Date NoW On Easter Eve in
The Wee Hours of THiS Day Now WHere Oh Dear

Lord i’m Already Close to 30 Thousand Words
into the Next Titled EPiC Long Form Poem Tiny
Subchapter “Truth oF NoW And Then” As Perhaps

That Title Will Make Sense After All is Danced And Sung

A Little
Bit More
of Course
NoW in ‘A Never
Ending Depth oF THiS Story”

Truth oF NoW And Then


SMiLes Yes Dear Savvy

Best Leaders Compassionate

Enough That the Needs of the
Few New Are

Welcome to
Pursue More

Human Potentials Now..:)

Every Breath NoW Holy Sacred
Divine Through And Through
Dear Savvy


As Long
As LoVE iN
Peace Rules Our Souls
Spreading These Leaves Ever More..:)

Servant of tHE ALL

Both Within And

NaTuRE ALL Outside

Too Above So Below

And All Around

Nothing Left Real

Yet LoVE iN Peace To
Inherit Dear Kiran With SMiLes..:)

Dance A New Dance

Sing A New Song

Make God Happy

Within Higher and Higher

These Vibrations Frequencies

And Synergies oF Energies LoVE iN Peace

Do Come

Free Dear

Sohair WitH SMiLes..:)

Every Move A Dance Holy True

Every Word A Song Sacred True

Ever Breath iNHaLinG Peace

ExhalinG LoVE Dear Sohair

Along With This One

Long Never


Prayer For Real

As Divine Breathes Within Free..:)

Happy Easter Dear Shawna Baby!

I’m Sure The Day For A Sweet Home Alabama

Southern Baptist Pastor’s Wife Will Be Extra

Busy For You and Your Four Children too Hehe

All i Have to Do is Put my Catholic T-Shirt on

(Turn it Inside Out at Least By iMaGiNaTioN)

Singing Then Go to my Wife’s Sister’s Small

Southern Baptist Church Probably

A Lot Like Yours Doing

That More Charismatic

Gospel Singing Way

As the Catholic Way Comes

More From Jesuit Priests Yes More
Like Monks in A More LooKinG Within

Way of Mystically Bringing Spirit in Songs

A Bit More Refrained Yet Still Beautiful my FRiEnD

And True too Many Catholics Are a Bit More Rigid

And Hard to Bend More Often Leaving Before the

Last Song of the Mass Comes And True Only 30 Percent
Of Catholics Attend Church These Days and Only 30 Percent

Even Believe in the Eucharistic Tenants of The Church A Huge

Difference is the Huge Pot Luck Dinner on the Greens Held at

The Second Gospel Singing Event At the Southern Baptist Church

Up North in the Panhandle of Florida Practically LA Lower Alabama

Sweet Home At Core of Small Truly Glued Church Get Togethers in

Communion of Love yep More Extraverted Than The More

Structured Introverted Way of the Catholic Church Yet

Yawn My Religion is Dance And Song Everywhere

i Go Free And While Others May Not Believe

i Fit in oh at Ease i Am Every

WHere i Still Come

With Wings

Of Fearless Free Dance

And Song As Super Walmart

Dance Floors Will Be Open Later
Into Easter Day For Free SPiRiTeD Spiraling
Dance That Way We Hit the Mall For Dance Lover of The LiGHT
Tonight and i Am Writing This Song Now New on Fumes Hehe

The First Church Mass at 8 AM Oh Dear Lord i Must Get

There By CLock or There Will Be No Where For Katrina

To Sit on Her Birthday Yes Easter This Year With SMiLes

Nice of Them All to Schedule All the Parties For Her Grand Event..:)

Happy Easter Dear Rue!

Been Praying For Your Great

Reborn Success in Life Every Day

In All You Do With SMiLes Miss You

And Your Poetry Yet Understand All That

You Are Doing to Make Your Life Brighter NewLY NoW

With More SMiles


To Go Around Free

Hope All Is Well in India

For You and Hope Your Easter

Is Lovely Peace iN Love For You Free…

And All You Breathe LoVE iN Colors New Now..:)

Oh Dear Lord Lala Rukh i’m Late to A Very Important
Date Yes The 6th When i Usually Visit Has Become
The 7th, And Even The 8th Late And Now Across the

Big Atlantic Pond Where You Live Now it is Already

The 9th Easter Over Here and Katrina’s Birthday too

Just Had A Whole Lot on my Plate More Courses of Meals

of Life Than Usual

Mostly Self iMPoSinG

Staying in Flow Within
The Parameters of Tween

Anxiety and Apathy in That

Sweet Spot to Continue Human

Potentials in ‘Wu Wei’ Effortless Ease True

Focus on more Than One Task And We Spread

Out And Don’t Get Nearly as Much Done With More

Limited Attention in Focus of the Task At Hand

Really Just So Much To Celebrate Really

So Much Divine and Holy Sacred Spirit

To Bring to Life And To

Page of Song And

Floors of Dance Long

Surpassing 18,088 Miles of Public
Dance Now And Over 11.5 MiLLioN Words
of EpiC Long Form Bible Poem in 115 Months too

Yet What is True This Move of Dance This Word

of Song in Poetry Is No Less or More Integral to the Whole

Than The First Word And Move Long Ago Every Word A New

Life Every Move And Every Inhale of Peace Exhale Lover oF LiGHT..:)

Hint of
Else We’ve
Been Still

To Go


Always Now

New Nostalgia

Is What i Create Now

At Best No Looking BacK NeW🌈

SMiles Empty
Is Only
A Start
Of A New
Soul Page

Within Akshita
For Words Still Pour

As Soon As Rain


Then Spring😊🎼🙌

Jade A Most
Beautiful Part
Of Life Is Seeing
All Parts DarK NoW



Our True




And Butterflies

Our Home With Wings

This Way Life Stays

December Spring

As We Come

ThiS Way

Never Go
Away Now🙌🌈

Only Really
Great Thing
About Adulting
Now Is



Do It
Well Enough

Sooner Than
Soon We Get
To Return To



Once Again
Keep Wings Wind
Free Vrunda FRiEnD😊🙌

SMiles Dear FRiEnD
Astha Best Gift
We Will Give


And Others

Is Our Best
Life iN

Fear Dear

BLeSSinG iN Deed❤️👍😊

SMiLes When We Come to Understand
That the Top of Every Mountain is

A New Mountain to Climb

Every Step Becomes

The Gift Every

Climb Becomes

The Same Height

As Valley High Mountain

LoW in Ease

NoW As A


of ‘Wu Wei’ in Flow
Of Increasing Human
Potentials Where the
Butcher’s Knife Rarely Dulls

Where The Dancer’s Soles

Rarely Wear Down Either

Nor Our Souls Within

FRiEnDS With Gravity

ThiS WaY in Balancing

Orbiting The


Existence Within

Stars Remaining
in Skies Above BeLow…

FRiEnDS With Gravity
Balancing All iN All (GoD)

My God ThiS Way of Life
Has Saved me a Ton of Bucks
on Nike Athletic Shoes i Used to
Go Through A Pair Every Three Months

Now 150 Miles of Monthly Public Dance Takes me
Through 10 Months Going on A Year of ‘The Butcher’s Blade’..:)

SMiLes Dear Mariana
Surely Hear A Soul
Song in Poetry’s
Home of Mother’s

LeSSoN 399
Doors And Windows
Plant A Garden of Eden
Outside And Within Home

Where You
Live For A Week
Sunny Soon Warmer

Yet Let’s Not Wait Plant
Your Garden With SMiles

SMiLes Dear Cindy Home
Is WHere Love Wings Whether
Above or Below Love’s Breath

Fully Living
Now in FLiGHT
Free Holding Hands

With All of Nature’s Breath to
SMile Hehe i Never Get Tired of

Being With my Wife Bring on the
Nagging It’s Just So Sweet to me

Other Than That Keep Spiraling

Around the Love

Of Your
Hawk Wings oF LiGHT..:)

SMiLes Dear Akshita So True
What We Can And Will Master

Is Staying Even When Others Go Away

Yes What We Can Control Now is Always
Forgiving With Mercy For We All Make Mistakes

And True Best oF All

Giving May

Feel Even

Better Than Receiving

Never Running Out of Love Within
Happy 3rd Birthday to Your Blog

Keep Writing As Long As You

Are Here i Will Be

Your Poetry

to Stay
Hehe As Long
As i Can Move A
Keyboard At Least…

And Fit All 111 Kilograms of
me in this Fiber Optic Cable HAha
To Travel As Avatar of Words All The Way to India..:)

So True Dear Savvy

Without Kindness

Integrity Wears

Few Colors

of Humanity’s Soul…


Love That Reaches
Out Now And Touches


Hehe Thanks For Traveling Down 140 Thousand or So Words
All The Way Through the Comments Section of “Nether Land
Bible 9 YearS Old 81 Months” To Award A “Champion
Word Master Congratulations Blog of the THE MONTH
TWIN SOUL” Award Dear FRiEnD “Peace And

Truth” With The Addition of 15 Trophies of

Course too However You Are The

One Who Deserves This

As You Have the Resilience

To Get All The Way Down to the

Bottom of What i Do That’s Truly

Some Massive Scrolling And A

Loyal Blogger FRiEnD i Appreciate

Very Much The Reward is Intrinsic

mY FRiEnD With SMiLes True Now And

Then Wow Here You Are Again Dear “Peace

And Truth” Yes Visiting me in the Wee Hours

Now of Easter Eve Saturday New and Passover

(Katrina’s Birthday is Easter Day By The Way)

Week too Celebrated So Much in America too…

On Dear Lord At the Bottom of “18,000 Miles oF Public
Dancing” too as if 60 Thousand Words Wasn’t Enough

i Had to Transfer the 30 Thousand or So Words i Was

Drafting in the Last Blog Post Comments Section For

“Truth oF NoW And Then” What i Am Working on

Then And Now too With SMiLes It’s True i Tend

To Write Stuff That isn’t Limited By Time
Distance Space or Even Matter As

We All Really May Fall

Asleep While Our Avatar
Words of Soul in Poetry

Still Breathe Online For Others
to Consume and i Surely Provide
A Full Buffet oF Just About All oF iT With SMiles

Thanks For 23 Beautifully Spring Green Palm Trees (Winter too)
A Heart and Two Explosions of Inspiration Too Dear FRiEnD With


Again True

Now And Then

Flowers Come

Flowers Go

Seeds Die

And Are Reborn

As Living Trees As

Love Continues Free iN Peace to
Bloom From Troughs and Crests of Waves..:)

“Running Up That Hill”

‘Dante’ Describes the “Place Below”

As Not A Lake of Fire Yet A FroZen Place

of Soul As my Published Neuroscientist

Psychiatrist Explained Emotions Are Memories

Memories Are Emotions When Emotions Go the

Memories Go And At that Point of BLacK Abyss For

However Long a Thousand Years in A Real Second of Hell May Last

God No You Are THeRE THere is No Now or Then Only Nothingness

The Place


Far Beyond

Purgatory and
Even Any Lake of
BurninG ETernal Fires

For in that Place Hell
Is Heaven in That Way

As A Wish to Be Doused with
Gasoline And Lit Match Surely

Is Respite From A Place of Nothing@ALL

Nothing@All Just Nothing@All And Yes It’s

True You Can’t Email That Place to Find Out

What It’s Like You Have to Go Last Hand

And Hope Without Hope With Will to

Survive Someone Will Be Left

to Lend A Hand to

Raise You

Back Up to the

Place Where The
Dead Living Are Re-Born

Yes Resurrecting From a Wilting

Rose With THorns FLoWeRinG Alive Again

For Those Who Have Lost Art in SMart And

Art iN HeART And Even Part of Art iN EartH

We May Scream At the Ceiling And Ask Why Has

Art Left Our Existence All the Colors That Make Life Real

For What is Life With Only EH Left of Earth in Part of ‘P’

And S & M With Only A HE True This is What May Happen

When Art is Erased The Part of Our SPiRiT HeART and SoUL

That Breathes Through And Through Integral With the All in All

We Are Now STiLL CoLoRinG FLoWeRinG Becoming New Works of Art Free

It’s True

The Photos

You Take that
Are Inspired By
Soul Present and So
Alive Are Works of Art STiLL NoW

That YES May Bring Soul Back to Life
And Poetry of Souls Free too of Course
Dear Miriam Any Work of Art That Breathes

Soul FLoWeRinG Natural Medication to ReVive

What Dies Within Spark of Our Soul Bringing Colors Alive

Indeed in my Little Stint of Real HeLL ON EartH For 66 Months
From Wake to Sleep All the Professionals Were Befuddled For

What Might Bring me Back to Life Trans Magnetic Stimulation

For my Brain and A Electronic Vagal Nerve Stimulator To Feel Anything At

All Even Experimental Then Was suggested As A Last ‘Ditch’ Effort to BRinG

me Back to Life Of Course my Insurance Didn’t Cover it Eventually Then Words

Found Emotions Again For Empty SHeLLS Letters of Words to Hold Soul Again

God Yes Birthing the Fire Within of LoVE iN Peace And Yes the Grief of Photos

of Lost Loved ones Touched me Deep Enough to Take a Few Breathes of

Living For Real Again too Yet What No Doctor Would ‘Think’

Of in Terms of “Cognitive Behavioral Therapy” And the

Such For “Running Back Up That Hill” Away From

The Living Dead Below was Simply A Naked
Enough Whole Complete Moving Meditating

Dance in Flow As There Was no ‘Reason’ To Do that then
Since Then Research Shows it is Effective Now to Regulate Emotions
And Integrate Senses too Yet if Our Advanced People’s Who Displaced

The American Indians By Calling Them Savage in An Ascending Transcending

Emotionally Regulating and Sensory Integrating Soulful Meditating Dance

Could Feel With Empathy And Compassion LoVE iN PeaCE A Reality of That

Great Spirit Within Giving Sharing Caring Healing HeART FeLT SoUL FeLT

With the Rest of Nature Yes All That is And Beyond Even That Oh Dear

Lord Chances Are today Now 57 Percent of Young Women Wouldn’t
Be Depressed And A Third of Those Teenage Girls Not Considering

Suicide Either For When We Fail to No Longer Move Connect

And Actually Co-Create Together Whether That Comes From

A Naked Enough Whole Complete Meditating FLoWinG Dance

Free And Song Or Some Other Art That Works to Bring us Back

We Suffer the Consequences of this Brand New Human Experiment

of the Information Age that Lacks So Much SouL Felt Human Reality

As Continual Stress Will Burn Away For Real Bodily Systems That Relate

Like Even Feeling the Benefits of Oxytocin From Head to Toe anymore


The Lake
of Fire Then

Now That Burns
the Soul Within

All the Cogs of the

Machine That Bring

Us Fuel to Extinguish Our Souls…

Running Up That Hill Running Up That

Hill Been There And Done It and i’ll Never

Leave Someone Down THere All Alone For Real…:)

A “Truth oF NoW And Then”

Yes “Imminent Becoming”


Ours to Color New


RiSinG Roses Wilting Blooming

As Death Brings Life From the Seed

As the Leaf Holds the Whole of the Living Tree

SMiLes Dr. McGilchrist Leaves We aRe Gardening

This Forest of

Trees RiSinG

Green And

Falling to Fertilize
New Soul Soils “Leaves of Grass”
Saplings Carrying on Beauty of Change

This River Flowing This Wind Blowing These

Waves RiSinG Lower Higher as the Trough Becomes the Crest

As The Roots Touch Highest Green And Underworld of What RiseS AGAiN

Thanks For the Inspiration Dr. McGilchrist What A Treasure Trove of Wisdom


The Ages

You BRinG
True New THeNoW
‘Renaissance Man’ You

Are Too With SMiLes Surely
Worth Sharing Your Gifts Free Here…

We Cannot Expect to Trap Wind in
A Jar And Expect Holy and Sacred
Divine Nature to Rise Again Soul Free

So This Wind Blows So This River

Flows Waves RiSinG Once Again..:)

Catholic Mass Readings From The

Wee Hours of April 9th, 2023 Easter

Also Understood As The Katrina’s Birthday

As Well Well Regarding The Church’s Teaching’s

On This Day Newly Now

The More Mystical

View of the Day

May Be



Death is Life

Night is Day


A Trinity Above Below
WiTHiN Inside Outside

All Around Very Real With SMiLes..:)

Just A Quick Note of Correction

Before i Go And Come Around

Again in Metaphor The Right Hand

Is Servant The Left Hand is Master

As That Applies

iN TRiNiTY Way

to Hemisphere’s

Left And Right

And Cerebellum

Below Above Cerebrum

Father And Or Mother Soul Deeper

Holy Sacred Divine

SPiRiT Moving

ReASoN Son And

Or Daughter Only

Loyal Servant At Best

of Soul Master Deep Within

Integral Whole And So Very Real Naked Enough Complete (GoD)


Reading 1, Acts 10:34, 37-43
34 Then Peter addressed them, ‘I now really understand’, he said, ‘that God has no favourites,

37 You know what happened all over Judaea, how Jesus of Nazareth began in Galilee, after John had been preaching baptism.

38 God had anointed him with the Holy Spirit and with power, and because God was with him, Jesus went about doing good and curing all who had fallen into the power of the devil.

39 Now we are witnesses to everything he did throughout the countryside of Judaea and in Jerusalem itself: and they killed him by hanging him on a tree,

40 yet on the third day God raised him to life and allowed him to be seen,

41 not by the whole people but only by certain witnesses that God had chosen beforehand. Now we are those witnesses — we have eaten and drunk with him after his resurrection from the dead-

42 and he has ordered us to proclaim this to his people and to bear witness that God has appointed him to judge everyone, alive or dead.

43 It is to him that all the prophets bear this witness: that all who believe in Jesus will have their sins forgiven through his name.’

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 118:1-2, 16-17, 22-23
1 Alleluia! Give thanks to Yahweh for he is good, for his faithful love endures for ever.

2 Let the House of Israel say, ‘His faithful love endures for ever.’

16 Yahweh’s right hand is victorious, Yahweh’s right hand is triumphant!’

17 I shall not die, I shall live to recount the great deeds of Yahweh.

22 The stone which the builders rejected has become the cornerstone;

23 This is Yahweh’s doing, and we marvel at it.

Reading 2, Colossians 3:1-4
1 Since you have been raised up to be with Christ, you must look for the things that are above, where Christ is, sitting at God’s right hand.

2 Let your thoughts be on things above, not on the things that are on the earth,

3 because you have died, and now the life you have is hidden with Christ in God.

4 But when Christ is revealed — and he is your life-you, too, will be revealed with him in glory.

Gospel, John 20:1-9
1 It was very early on the first day of the week and still dark, when Mary of Magdala came to the tomb. She saw that the stone had been moved away from the tomb

2 and came running to Simon Peter and the other disciple, the one whom Jesus loved. ‘They have taken the Lord out of the tomb,’ she said, ‘and we don’t know where they have put him.’

3 So Peter set out with the other disciple to go to the tomb.

4 They ran together, but the other disciple, running faster than Peter, reached the tomb first;

5 he bent down and saw the linen cloths lying on the ground, but did not go in.

6 Simon Peter, following him, also came up, went into the tomb, saw the linen cloths lying on the ground

7 and also the cloth that had been over his head; this was not with the linen cloths but rolled up in a place by itself.

8 Then the other disciple who had reached the tomb first also went in; he saw and he believed.

9 Till this moment they had still not understood the scripture, that he must rise from the dead.

Just A Quick Note of Correction

Before i Go And Come Around

Again in Metaphor The Right Hand

Is Servant The Left Hand is Master

As That Applies

iN TRiNiTY Way

to Hemisphere’s

Left And Right

And Cerebellum

Below Above Cerebrum

Father And Or Mother Soul Deeper

Holy Sacred Divine

SPiRiT Moving

ReASoN Son And

Or Daughter Only

Loyal Servant At Best

of Soul Master Deep Within

Integral Whole And So Very Real Naked Enough Complete (GoD)



Practice of Gratitude

All Grains of Sand

Continue to FLoWeR

Understanding iMaGiNaTioN

For Moving Connecting Co-Creating

Dear Savvy

ParT oF ReaLiTY NeW
Evermore NoW For ReaL..:)

Ah Yes Mr Gottfried
Celebrating my Wife’s
Birthday on Easter Sunday

She Still Refers to A Unique

Condition Specific to Being

On the Other End of Life

Day By Day

Night By Night


So oN And So Forth Real

Yes The Condition of Fredache

All Encompassing She STiLL Suggests

After A “Fred Talk” in Song of Poetry
Or A Free Dance In FLoW As Well

Yet i Remind Her The Mouse

And The Lion May Sound

Different Yet Both

Are Integral Really

No Less Or More Just
One Wheel Squeaky

And The Other


Thanks The
Crown On The
Top of my Head

In The
Does Shine
A Bit i Guess Spiraling
Free Dear Mr Gottfried

Best oF All Not

By The Green
Ham With Spam Police 👮‍♂️ 🙌

Ah Yes Every Ear of Corn

Best Comes From A Protective

Husk True A Bit Rough And Tough


The Fruit

of the Seeds
We Must Still
Come to Eat

And What Sprouts

Green From Ground

Up Dear Miriam With SMiLes

Most All Does Seem For Buy and

Sell Yet True i’m Not For Sell And Buy

Just Give
me Some
Wings Nope

That’s Not Necessary

i’ll Give ‘Em Away For Free..:)

Ah Yes Dear Shawna Baby Born Around THE EnTiRe UNiVeRSE

And More in Always New Gardens to Tend What We Become

oF LoVE iN Peace
iNCaRNaTE Or Not

Even Famous Atheist Sam
Harris Debunked The Idea

That the Spiritual Experience is
Some Kind of “Woo” True it May

Be A Communal Experience of Ascending
And Transcending in A Southern Baptist Church
With A Simple Enough Dance And Song As Yes

Just That
And Other
Arts With
SMiLes True…

Such A Beautiful Experience
Of ‘Coming Back to Life’ Where

The Sum of the Parts Of Social

Media Is Smaller Than What

Is Here Now New Always Changing

All The Flavors of Humanity Free And As

Far As Uplifting A Communal Song ToGeTHeR

Sadly At the End of the Gospel Singing of Course

As Far as Where We Are Gardened For LoVE iN Peace

Or Not With No iLLUSoRY Fears As Expected i Got To Hear

How Many of mY FRiEnDS Were Going to Burn Forever for

Not Believing In Their Same Sacred and Holy Text According

To Their Interpretations That Always Are Changing From

Human to Human True Yet On the Other Hand

Not Much Communal About the Catholic

Experience Felt like A Solo Song

Beautiful Alone Yet Without

The ToGeTHeR That

Gospel Dancing Singing

Will Truly Holy Creative

SPiRiT Expanding Farther

Than Church Doors With SMiLes…

Love is The Farthest Star Until



Ever Now Just All That is Real TRuE iN
DarK iN LiGHT Is Night is Day Freer
Katrina Says Thanks For Your Kind
Birthday Wishes Dear Shawna Baby With SMiLes..:)

SMiles What
i Write Sing
Of Dance And


Dear Sohair
Reflecting Most
For Those Who

Do The
Dance And Song
i Am All Around With SMiLes

SMiles Dear
Sohair God


A Pleasure Free☺️🌹🙏

Ah Yes Dear Sohair True THere
Is No Hesitation Waves FLoWinG
Tides Always Returning WHeRE
Our Complete

Truths Hold

All Our Ocean Water

No Secrets Left Just
Wings To Fly With SMiLes..:)


Of Success for me Dear

Savvy For ToGeTHeR We

All Humanity Are So Much

More Than
Just The Some
of Our Parts

Success in

A Larger View of
Existence Through And Through
Always Beginning Starting Newly Now..:)

LeSSoN 343 Birds Add So
Many Colors to Skies Now
Particularly When We Fly

HeHe True Rue Every
Tale i Tail Has An Angel
And Devil True
Rise More
As Roses Will






All Weathers

Goats And


Not my
Deeply Lit FRiEnD🎨

SMiles Dear Jayani
A Global Cure to
Strife May



Just One
😀 SMile 😀
Makes Two

So Forth So oN🙌

Ah Yes Dear Jayani Saddest
Poverty is Becoming

Tools We


Instead Of

Bare feet in
Love With Ground

With Soaring Wings

In Love With Spreading

Human LiGHT To Others

So Much More Than

Just Walmart


To Top Of
Buggies Stored
In Two Car Garages
Missing Cars And Even

Human Souls




Free Together

Joy Just To Breathe
Oh Goodness Tools
Made to Make Life



Our Entire

Humanship With

Nature of Us Free to Be🌈

Oh God Yes
Hell The Place
Of Endless Tangled

iPhone Wired

Earbud Cords
Ain’t Falling Now

To Their “Evil Plan”

To MAKE Me upgrade

To Over A Hundred


For no

More Tangles

Yeah Like Updates
That Overflow


For the

Next Big
Grand of
Dollars For

New iPhone Heaven

True Still Won’t Go




Hell Microsoft

Already Met The
Devil i KNeW Then

Windows 8.0 Straight to

Double H

Head Aches🔥

SMiles Akshita
Glad This Is only


Yet it’s
True Shy Eyes
That Cry May

Be So Much
More Real And

Feeling Than

Instagram Life
Shallow For


Tears Well
Deep For Empathy
Humanity’s Quiet Touch 😊


Every Chapter New Story Ever
Word New Breath🌊iNHaLinG
Peace EXHaLinG LoVE Life Is The

Dance Of Now New Singing Free

When Two Or More Of You Come Together
God Exists More Variety God’s Taste Buds DeLiGHT

Ever More Newly NoW

A Common Meal
It Doesn’t Seem
The Country i
Am From Rue

Has one


It’s Worth Noting
“Stuff” Falls Apart
Without A Common Meal

It Seems You Still Have

Glue in Home Origin Newly Now
WiTHiN oF COuRSE With SMiLes..😊

Best Insurance
A Dead Parent Will

Leave to
A Child is
Love That
Breathes on iN
Peace Enough to


HeARTS Warming

With SMiles Shreya

ThiS Way A Dead


Spread to Dialogues🌊😊

“I Feel Like My
Lack Of Guilt
Makes me A

Okay May
Your Penance
Zoe Be Always to




The Dead Shall
Bury Their Own


May Lift

Instead of

Falling in Deed🙌😊

Just Dropping
Buy to Say Meow
Paws Up Doc For Love



Behind iN Peace

Forwarding SMiles 🐾 😊

A Common Communion Meal Is So Important
For Cultures To Bind And Bond

Over Common Decisions

For Life to Work Out
Best For All Indeed
In This Case Ramadan

Fasting is Common Cultural
Meal Through Fasting With Hopes

Of Gaining Greater Perspectives to
Give In Charity As the Have Nots Shall
See as Have Nots Do As Life Is Truly All About

Perspective And It’s Also True Increasingly There
is Freedom From Common Meals Where i am From
Yet Safety ‘Dictates’ Common Meals are Necessary For

Freedom to Thrive at all And even though There is Little
Common Meal Left Where i am From ‘Normally’ one Might

Think A Deadly Pandemic is One Common Meal All May Agree
Upon is Foe To Remove Together in All Ways to Bring That Aim to Fruition

Yet When Deadly

Pandemic Becomes

Division And Death

Becomes Wish Over Life

This Way For Loyalty to Lies

What Kind of Meal Is Left Less

Yes Than Any Meal At All Humans
Evolved For Intermittent Gratification

True Instant Gratification Injures Our

Means to Survive in Balance The End

That May Be Removed From Means

No longer Required to Survive

As far As Humans



of Life

Truly Giving Dear Sohair

Is When We Have Enough
For Without Giving Human
Truly Isn’t Even A Social Animal At all…

How Shall We Teach Folks to Have Enough
Yes When Giving Becomes Receiving They Arrive

Other than that Just 60,000 Words Recently This my Personal Flavor

of Ramadan in Just Another Two Weeks for Giving to Create Enough

For It’s True It’s Hard to Feel Not Enough In A Life of Give my FRiEnD Free..:)

When Folks Ask Why i am So Happy It’s Just A Four Letter Word than means Love Give
Yet It’s True My Gifts Are of No Material Value or Dollar Bills Coming Empty This Way

It’s True Without MaGiC Unicorns
We Will Not Cure An EartH’s DiSEaSE

For Where Does Strength

Lie or Tell The Truth

If Not In Hope

For A MaGiC

Way to

Drown Out
Fear And Hate
All that Moves Out of
Balance Fast As the Speed
of CuLTuRaL Pandemics Humans
Make Eating Away Face of Earth that is

Us too How Many MaGiC UNiCoRNS NoW

Will It Take to Cure A Zombie Apocalypse

Well The Truth is Neither One is Real

Never The Less The Essence

of the Myth

is Carrying

A Full Blown War
of Peace As We Dance
And Sing Art Free to Be

Hehe Sure i feel Like a Nap
too Yet Drill Sergeant Wife Says

Soon We Will Celebrate Her Birthday TODAY

Yeah Even Unicorns Have to Take The Garbage Out Hehe Shreya…

Fortunately For me my Wife Says i Do None of it Good Enough So

She Takes Care oF iT ALL So i will Do Happy Unicorning Every Day..;)

Seeing Demons Deeper Erasing

Or Only Using them As Toys of

Pain to Play With

How Deep

Does the Forest

Breathe How Black Jade Are

The Nights Without Moon or Stars

Shining Out of Dungeons Within Bleeding

Shine Again Please Whatever Blood Tastes

to Feel Again Green Sprouting Spring in Forest Night

Breath of



Out of

Night Tide
Diatoms Glowing
Beach Midnight Ease Just A Few
Miles Down A Road to Paradise Shine Souls…

OBTW Jade is Such a Poetic Name What in
The World Will One Do With A Fred Hehe Yet
Change A Name to Something More Poetic indeed…

It’s So Strange in Another Lifetime Poetry Didn’t Even Exist

FoR Me Perhaps if i Am Named Something Longer More Poetic

Than A Twitter Short Version of my Whole First Name Frederick Hehe..:)

If There Were
Only one Culture
No Escape to Immigrate

True Rue So


To Put All

Human Eggs

In Just One Basket

Cultural Diversity



Even Thriving Now😊

A Wave We Ride This Life Indeed

Washing Our Sorrows Away Bringing

Heart Break too Ocean Sheds Tears

Clouds Bring Falling

On Our Head

Reminding Us Once
Again Dear Ava We aRe

Ocean Whole Even When
We Only Feel Rain Drops Falling

On Our Heads Back to Riding Waves

Carrying Our Souls in Balance Yes Back to

Hope For
in Peace
Once More With SMiLes
As Once Again We Become
Ocean Whole in Balance of Joy..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy Listening to An Interesting
Talk That the Algorithm Brought up on YouTube

A Cognitive Scientist Describing New Discoveries of

The Mind Delving into Our Human Connections

With The Sum of Our


Birthing New Wisdom

That Never Would Have
Been Accomplished on Our Own

Solo True A Higher Power Between Humans

And Some Days The Music of the Words is

More Meaning

Than The



Ascending Transcending
Us into Another State of ‘Interbeing’…

Interestingly Enough The Scientist
Who Was of Secular Nature

Described the




as ‘Logos’

As True He Understood
How Deeply Holy And
Sacred This Humanity Is…

i Believe the Experience
May Be Described As “More Than A Feeling”


SMiles Aloha FRiEnD
Feeding The Birds 🦅
And Squirrels 🐿
We Love To Do
They Are Our
Wild Life
With SMiles☺️🏝🙏

Happy Birthday Katrina!

Hehe Thanks Dear Cindy
It’s More Like “Highly
Spirited” When i
Don’t Pay Close
Enough Attention
To Her Instructions
Everyday When

i Am off
In FredLand
Lost out of
And Time

We Just Live
In “Slightly
Time Zones”
Today is Her
Numbers HAha
Only Gift of Being
Married to me


Just SMiles

SMiLes Dear Ruchi
What Does Breeze
Call Green Leaves in Spring

What Does Wave
Call Blue Ocean Waters In Summer

What Does Fall Leaf Call
Ground for Changing Coming Winter Soils

What Does Winter Dance And Sing About
Spring Summer Through Fall Again

Indeed It All Dances

And Sings

or A Word At All

Music of Nature
Just Flowing With
No Human Lessons

Just Dancing Singing
Free With SMiLes At Least
That Is What Life Feels and Senses to me

SMiLes Dear Ruchi Nice to Hear the Music
of Your Soul Inspiring Song of Poetry Again..:)

A Gift Singing From
Within A Dance to

Feel And
Sense Life’s

Breath So Free

Love Leads Us Within

As Mother’s Love Surely
Feeds Us


Grow New
Wings Again
Dear Mariana..:)

“Let Your Love Flow Like
A Mountain Stream,” It’s True

Dear Chaymaa as i Read the
Beautiful Quotes You Bring

“Like A Bird on A Wing,” Yes

Often A Song Long Gone

Still Staying In

Memory of

From Deep Within
True Love is Only As Deep
As We Flow Our EYes of Love

Within Fountain Overflowing

Never Ending New NoW

As Long

As Love’s
Breath Free
Flows Green Within..:)

Ah Yes Mr. Gottfried Dancing in the
Moonlight of Walmart Lights and
Newly Renovated Smooth Floors

Saving The Soles
of my Athletic
Shoes on Easter

As Lord Knows Just Returning
From A Catholic Mass First And
Then An Amazing Grace Southern
Baptist Service And Dinner on the Church

Lawn Moved Indoors Because of Unexpected Cold

Dear Lord i Am Practically Stuffed As an Easter Bunny

Animal Next Stop Walmart Lights for Public Dancing

Latest Plug

For That

Not to Cause
too Much interruption
to the Flow of Your Last
to Next Blog Post Tonight

Still Trying to Regrow the
Top of the Crown of my Head Hehe…
Yep Celebrating 18,000 Miles of Public
Dancing Yet That Was on ‘PI Day’ 3.14.2023
Now All the Way Up to 18,106 Miles in 115 Months
on Easter Not Counting the Miles That Shall Come Free Next…

Yet You May Count
On IT As Much
As Blessings And Sin

i Shall Be Back for Your
Next Republic of Banter Jive
That of Course i Mean Nice in
A Playful Way

Like Free
Dance Public
In Metro Way
And Free Song
Globally Poetically


Happy Easter 🐣
Dear Himali i Suppose
i Better Make This Vanilla
So The Algorithm Doesn’t
Send me To Spam Hell Again

Yet i Take
Some Comfort
That “Artificial
Intelligence” Can’t

Understand me With SMiles

Practice of Gratitude

All Grains of Sand

Continue to FLoWeR

Understanding iMaGiNaTioN

For Moving Connecting Co-Creating

Dear Savvy

ParT oF ReaLiTY NeW
Evermore NoW For ReaL..:)

Hey What Will i Dance And
Sing Just BRinGinG Stories to Life

As We BeCoMe The Dance And Song Free to Love All


Truth oF NoW And Then Always STaRTinG
Naked Enough Whole Complete Newly Now
No Longer Becoming Tools We Create Alone

“Unimagnamos” A NeW EartH UNCoVeRinG NewLY

NoW iN Balancing Peace And Harmony For Loving All

SeeKinG Finding
‘Before’ An ‘Apple’

Eden Always


Below Our Feet
Lovely Poem Dear

Cindy Congrats on Another

Publish Paradox of DarK And LiGHT

FLaVoRinG All We Do Spiraling Higher At Best



Dear Miriam Emptying

Soul RiSinG

To Surface


Words Poetry
Dances And
Sings Pages Free
Newly Now With Midnight Ease..:)

ALL A PArt oF A Masterpiece
Painting FLoWeR UNFoLDinG

Every Shadow Every Fiber

Of Painting DarK

Thru LiGHT

Integral to

All That is CoLoRinG Newly
Now With SMiLes Dear Savvy..:)

Truth oF NoW And Then Always STaRTinG
Naked Enough Whole Complete Newly Now
No Longer Becoming Tools We Create Alone

Dear Savvy
For The
Of Your
Wise Words

With SMiles☺️

As always thank
You for the Beautiful
Of the
Your Poetry
As Bees Will
Do too
Colored LoVE..:)

Ah The Little
Of Life Dear Akshita

It’s Raining NoW WHere
i Am Thunder Booming
Echoing Away Morning
Light Other Than What
Lightning Brings True

Through All Colors
Of Life i Create Now
Nostalgia For The


All i Am
Is lost in
Echoes of
Thunder And
Rain Hitting

The Roof

True When

We Are


And Rain
It Sounds So
Loud It’s All We



Lost in Thunder
And Rain So One

Day We May Color
Lightning New



We Bloom
Next Thorns
And Flowers

Create RiSinG Roses
How Lightning Colors
Soul With Spirit of


SenSinG Art😊🙌🎼

Only ‘Man’
‘Thinks’ ‘He’
Is ‘God’ The


Actually Do

God And Are
So Much Smarter
Than ‘Man’ As



Do God Naked
By Balance Now
And Don’t Need
A Big Four Wheel
Drive Gun And Old
Dusty Antiquated





Just to
Do God Now🏝
Dance Sing Furry
Feathered Fin Free

Being Water


Wind Free🌊🎼

It’s True
The Only
Real Place We Find
Freedom And Happiness

Is Within

The Rest All
The Time, Distance,
Space, And Matter is


By God

Now Even
Science Agrees

With Invisible

God We All Only

Feel And Sense Real

Either In DarK Thru


All We
Create Heaven
As Simple As
The Feeling


Of A Free Naked
Dance Free As
Feathers With
Wings of

Yes Spirit

Wind We
Color Within

Yet Don’t Ask
me How These




On A Beach
Without “The See Life”🌊🎼

SMiLes Dear Summerhilllane
How Strange Yet True it is


And Hell We
Feel Most New

For Most Creativity Now

We Feel And Sense May

Be Just in Precipice

Spin and Torsion


CReaTinG NeW

In BLacK HoLeS NoW

of Pain and Pleaure

Hehe Let me KNoW

When this Poem Feels

Good If i am Doing it Right HAha

See What i Mean Feel WHAT even

Words Will Do Yet of Course You

Already Know Feel and Sense

This Words

Will Bring

Dewy Roses
THorns to FLoWeR Lit CoLoRinG

RiSinG Roses Even More Velvety

Red So Why Do We Give/Let Those

Who Hurt Us Now And Make Us Feel

Best Both Most Steal So Much of Our

Attention It Is Distance

Tween Heaven

And Hell

That Colors

Our Life Most Now

Fairs Roller Coasters Rides

NoW We Fall And Rise Again
Nice Painting oF FoLiAGE PinK
To Blue to Green Again my FRiEnD…

My Wife’s Angel Is Most Exciting As Soon

As Her Demon EaseS iN Warmth

Mystery Yes Passion iS iN Hell of

Heaven And This Is Why We Survive Most..:)

In Short THere Will Be No ArT NoW Without Unrequiting
LoVE NoW Muse Of Ages Romeo And Juliet STiLL BREaTHE NoW
Did William Shakespeare Even Write It No It Doesn’t Matter They


STiLL New They Do

Spiraling Arms of Milky
Way Trees Roots Touch
Leafs Feed Tree Hold



Tree in

Leaf No Different

Than Seed Leaf Feeds

Falling to Soul Soils

Feeding Birth

Of Living


Arms of

Milky Way TreeS AGAiN
SMiLes Savvy iNDeeD Art
SPRinGS GoD iN LiViNG Trees

Reflection oF ALL THaT iS We Co-Create

Creator’s EYeS And Hands Yes Feet

DaNCE SinG We BREaTHE Free NoW..:)

SMiles i’ve
Read People’s
Souls All Around
The World For
A Decade
In Their
To Express
The Truth
Of Now And

You Inspire
Is What You Birth

Dear Isha With
SMiles Keep Birthing🙌☺️

Yes Dear Shreya Other
Folks Have Named
My Wife Eternal
Teenager And
Now Turning 53
As Legend/Story

Has It Still Now
Hehe So Poor
i Asked
Her For

Once Upon

33 Years Ago

Then All i Could
Assure Her of
Is Love Never


Old The
Pics On
My Blog
And Other
Seem To Prove

my Point
Thing it is
Hehe FRiEnDS
Of Mine Close

Do Seem to

Age Slow

All About


Source True
LoVE Not Fake❤️😊🤗

Hehe Shreya… i Write in Poetic Free Verse Responses to So
Many Folks Globally i Do My Best Now Not to Repeat the Same
True Life Stories to Each Person… i don’t think i’ve mentioned this

One Yet for The Eternal Teenager Wife

Princess At 53 Was more Like

A Cinderella Princess for

Sure Where Courage

And Kindness Rules

More Than Any Glass Slippers to boot
She Climbed 40 Foot Trees at Age Eight
Looking Over Roofs Of Neighbors Homes
Who were Lucky Enough to Have Food and

Water Her Chance

To Pick Fresh Fruit

And Live a Little bit better life…

True One of Her Earliest Memories

Is of Her Stepfather Over Her Bed With a Knife

And One Day A Thief Broke Into Their Home And

Tried to Get in Bed With Her And Her Sister And

Fortunately Quickly Ran Away True This

Is What it may Take to make a Woman

Strong Enough to Stand by Her

Man In Real HeLL ON EartH

Shut-in for 66 Months

With 19 Medical

Disorders including

Type Two Trigeminal

Neuralgia the Worst Pain Known

To Humankind Actually Assessed

As Literally Worse than the Torture of

Real Crucifixion From Wake to Sleep

No Drug Would Touch for 66 Months…

The Scars Are What May Make us Strongest

If We Overcome Them Dear FRiEnD Seen Your Rainy Day Stormy

Scars Already They only Impress me too as You Are Still Standing Tall

It is the Boot Camps of Life That Naturally Come That Allow Us to Stand

Tall With


To Roar

The Most Free

As Long as We Seek and Find

Victory Instead of Vengeance

Now my FRiEnD..:)

To Feel Sense
Is To Be Alive
Every Tear

Of SMiles
Dear Isha
Very Inspiring
Your Soul Felt

Is So Very Real☺️🙌❤️

SMiles Summerhilllane
Only A Poetic HeART
How to

Love Burning
In Beholder’s

Of Love’s



LiVE iN Unrequited
Arts Poetry To Fire Same 🔥

Thanks Dear
FRiEnD All Your
Art so Inspiring
For Any
Wing Now❤️😊🙌

SMiles Dear Jade Poetry
Is What Brings Essence
Of A Milky Way
Nautilus Shell
And Sunflower
Into Being A
Spiral Flow
No Human
Lessons For
Essence to Form
It’s the Same Way i
See Dance And Martial
Arts Better Put It’s How
Poetry Dance And Martial


Create me
This Essence
NoW Within With
No Name At All

Silent Pilot


It All HAha i Have
No Idea How to Do

It if i
Did Pilot
Goes to Prison
If i Try To Tell


What to
Do SMiles
Continuing to
Ride the Wave
As Water Ocean Same

All My Pleasure to
Swim in An Ocean

Of Art
With You😊🙌🌊

LeSSoN 400!👩🏽‍🎓
Student Best Teacher
Serving Best Leading
Giving Best Loving Now Yes
Best FRiEnD me Who is You

SMiLes Secret Student
You Are A Best Teacher

me Keep
Let JoY
And BaTHe YouR
Soul Always Freshly New!

Ah Yes The Little Things That Don’t Meet

Perfection Like Runny Eggs That Never

Quite Catch Up to Sunny Side Up

i Remember A Manager of

A Navy Officer’s Club

Restaurant Working His
Tail Off 60 to 80 Hours a Week

And They Didn’t Need Him Anymore

And What He Said As i Was Just Trying
to Survive Another Day At Work You Are

Almost There Yet You Never Arrive

Wow… All My Education

And Work Experience Failed

me THeNoW All i Have to Do to
Stay is Dance And

Sing Free

As The

River Flows

As Time Goes

As the River Flows

As ‘Time’ Goes Excellent

Song by the “Alan Parson’s Project”

Too My Mother’s Favorite Song my Sister

Playing it For Her Through Ear Buds As She Slowly

Faded Away The Last 8 Days Going Away As Natural

As Possible Becoming The River Again As Time Flows

Eternally Now Yet Last Breath Deafening Silence Leaving

The Hospital Then A White Wildflower in A Cool Winter Breeze

Sprouting Up Out of the Concrete Sidewalk Brighter Than the

Moon That Night Just a Reminder As Time Flows The River CarrieS On…

Anyway Life is Sunny Side Up And Mistakes Generally Now Become Yes

Just What
i Need for
A Next Creative
Dance And Song of Sun to Come out of Moon…

River Again As Time Flows Eternally Now…

Sun or Moon It’s All Same LiGHT Now to me..:)

Oh My Goodness Maybe It’s Just my Memory
Yet Speaking of Evolving Change it Seems

i’ve Lived A Thousand And More Lifetimes

In Just one Life Yet Perhaps it Was All

Those Decades ‘Mirror Neuroning’

Character’s Lives In a Zillion
Shows on TV And Then

VCR’s Along With

Theater Yet Losing My Ability

For Input With Eyes and Ears Suffering
With That Stabbing Type Two Trigeminal

Neuralgia Pain in Both Right Sensory Organs For 66 Months
Wake to Sleep No Choice Yet to Write No Choice Yet to Write

And Now i Tell My Own Story no Longer Part of Someone Else’s Show…

Now i Have

A Choice i Dance i Sing Free
no Idea Before How Functionally

Disabled i Was Back Then Before

Yes When i Never Changed Enough…

i Thought it Was So Horrible We Just
Got A High Definition TV i Was Set For Life

to Watch to Watch And Watch Some More

Yet Now Time Flows It Just Flows in Creative Flow…

No Longer
Part of

Else’s Show..:)

Ah Yes Shells Without Sea Creatures

Letters Words Empty Shells too Dear Yam

When Not Coloring With Songs of Soul

Spirits With HeART

Humans Come To

Be Coloring Their Worlds
Beyond SHades off Gray

And Even Black Abyss of Soul

Yet One Day Beyond Rainbow New

Colors Will Come As Grey

Skies Change From Blue..:)

Beauty of Flowers We Behold

Beauty Beyond Words Our Souls

Flowering New Colors Once More

Dear Savvy

With SMiLes
Ever Shining
Even More Brightly

Moon Reflecting Sun
Within to Grow Full

Once Again..:)

Seek And Find
Will, Do, Be With
SMiles Dear Yam😊🙌

How Sad Is A Story That Buys the
Cover Yet Never Reads the Pages

Or Writes Itself To BE A Do

A Play of


Real Newly Now

Indeed Dear Isha
Open Your Cover

Revealing All the
Treasures Within
DarK Thru LiGHT

Free Let Your Soul Pages
Radiate WHere EYes Don’t Go…

i Feel Isha’s Soul in Her Words
DarK Thru LiGHT That’s All i need
To See of What is More Real of Her With SMiLes

Do We Love Our Grandmother or Grandfather Any
Less On Their Death Bed All Faded And Wrinkled on the

Outside as

LoVE iN Peace
STiLL Springs
Within Warm
And True to Give
Share Care Heal

For All With Most
Respect Least Harm

True if Only We Will See
Each Other All More ThiS WaY
Family Deep Within to Spring Warmth for Real



Truly Breathing
Now And Then
Free This Spirit
Wind Real More
Essence Than Form..:)

Truth oF NoW And Then Always STaRTinG
Naked Enough Whole Complete Newly Now
No Longer Becoming Tools We Create Alone


LIFE Forever
NoW Yes
That’s ALL iT

YawN A Poem Online is BasicAlly
Rental Property Ya Loan Freely Out to
Others For Them to Decorate As They Please

Letting Go ALLoWinG

A Deepest River Within

Beyond All Time Distance

Space And Even Matter


Newly Now


Dear Savvy

Tuning in on

Unity oF ALL

So Far From
Separation WiTHiN
Inside Outside Above
So Below Just All Around All

As The River’s Flow Becomes
Dance And Song SoUL Deep
OPeNinG HeART SPiRiT Free us..:)

“Oh yeah, life goes on, long after the thrill of living is gone”
“Oh yeah”
He’s saying “Life goes on, long after the thrill of living is gone”
Oh, let it rock, let it roll
Let the bible belt come and save my soul
Holdin’ on to sixteen as long as you can
Change is coming ’round real soon
Make us women and men”

Oh Dear Lord Dear Miriam

With Memories of “The Boss” Oh Lord

Oops Make That “Mellencamp” Instead

Yes Singing What A Nightmare if i Had
to Go Back to ‘Sweet 16’ Compared Now

Real To Soul Felt Free Close to 63 In June
of Course ever since 6.6.60 on Course God Yes

Dear Lord i Remember As A Small Child So Very Bored
Then Wishing There Was Some Kind of Machine WHere

i Could Press A Button to Ask it Anything i Wanted to Know

in Life of Course
After Age 4 When
i Could Speak as Before
That Just Absorbing the
Environment Around me in Input Way

So Much To Do in College to Earn 3 Degrees at Once With 3 Part-Time Jobs

Then Mind Turning to Mush After That With Some Kind of Job to Make Pay

Yes And Then in the 80’s That First Work Computer Where You Could Play
the Little Game with the Snake Eating Digital Artifacts on a Black And White

Screen Growing Longer That Yellow Color of the Little Snake So Bright Seemed



to A World Without
Much Stimulation for Mind That Way

“Flowers For Algernon” Sure When i Was in School

And Now That Book Read in Youth “Jonathan Livingston
Seagull” and Even the Movie “Forrest Gump” Has Really

Come True for me as All i Really Aimed to Do is Fulfill Whatever
Human Potential i Could Do From Young Not Money And Stuff

Related Yet

Ascending in All
The Virtues of what
it Means to Be Human
Free With Fur and Wings

And True Transcending too

Yet of Course Space For That
Comes With Avenues to Improve
As Far As Human Tools Come and Go

And Financial Independence No Longer
Under the Whim of Who Runs my Life With Theirs

Every Day i Awake to A New Adventure Full of Wonderlust

It Doesn’t Matter Now iF iT is

A New Color of FLoWeR in Eden

Outside The Window in my Bedroom
Smaller than this 27.1 Inch iMac Screen

Or the Vast Arts and Sciences at my Finger Tips
And 5K Screen of Colors All Around the World Practically Free

Every Day is a New Page of my Life There is Just Way too Much to

Learn and Evolve to Be And Do in Co-Creation Moving Connecting

Than Read Any Story From Yesterday Unless It May Be New to

Evolve A Soul From
All Viewpoints
Worldly of


And the
of Fur And Wings Within

Yet of Course i Do Understand
The Need to Decompress With

Some Kind of Cultural Comfort at Hand
We Actually Watched Old Shows Like ‘Bewitched’

in my 30’s to Wind Down After Work on the ‘Old Show
Channel’ From our 10 Foot Satellite Dish Oh Dear Lord So

Much Change in One Life Oh Dear Lord For Those Who Master
The Tools And Do Not Become Mastered By Them or Becoming the Tools in Form

More than
Essence of


These Are the Best
of Days Yet to Be Alive

Still Evolving Always Now A
New Avenue to Pursue Spiraling Wings Higher…

Anyway i’ve Got More ‘Ads For Heaven’ in This Work
Space at Home To Do And Yes i Do Believe my Wife is
‘Twitching Her

Nose’ For

For Whatever

Magic Recipe
i Will Come to Eat Next

Life Continues to Be More
Like ‘Bewitched’ With ‘White
Magic’ Indeed Yet Of Course

There Are Circus Clowns

From the Gutters


to IT
Returning Again too

A Balance oF DarK and LiGHT
DarK iS LiGHT NiGHT iS Day

At Best SaVoRinG TWiLiGHT

Full Moon


Sun New

Now Comes and
Goes And Continues to Return…

LIFE Forever
NoW Yes
That’s ALL iT

WRite iN A Middle of “The Zone”
Best Days For Any Real Living “Rod
Serling” To Opine The Day Away

Getting Off On Friction of ‘You’

Oh What Humans Will
Achieve Together More..:)

LIFE Forever
NoW Yes
That’s ALL iT

WRite iN A Middle of “The Zone” Best Days
For Any Real Living “Rod Serling” To Opine
The Day Away Getting Off On Friction of ‘You’

Hehe Savvy Actually
‘The Dirty Person’
Perhaps Homeless
Naked May Have

More Resilience


And Not

Worry So

Much To An

Early Death


Opine Them

True It Will

Be Hard

To See Who

Is Richer The

Naked Dirty



The One

In The


Robe Covering
Dirt Too Deep
Tongue Out And

What Not


To BREaTHE Free🎭

Even A ‘Modern Buddha’ Indeed…
Yet A Child and Not A Twisted Elder AS Such…

What Has
Faith To Fear?
How Will Faith
If It
Is Afraid
Of Questions…
TRuE LoVE Requires
No Worship Fears

No Criticism

All Other


Is Lie In DarK

Love Is Essence

Of Faith With

No Fear


You Even

‘Seen’ “The Bible”

What Leaves


Foot Prints

On A Beach


God Doesn’t

Fit In A Book🌊

Build ‘The Dream’ He And Or Her Will Come
Yet Remember If You Get Left Out No One Arrives

Or Continues A Next Field of Dreams You

In SuMMaRY When A Story Becomes God
Love Loses A Seat For All in Humanity’s Breath

LeSSoN 344 HeHe No Joke
Living Statues Have, Are, Do
More Fun With Real LoVE NoW

Become The Author Ya Wanna

Read Most As Least Now

SMiLes A Meditative Dance Ascending Transcending in Autotelic Flow Is always A Guarantee
For Me Like Today i Might Start Off in Walmart Feeling All 244 Pounds of Gravity Yet in Just

A Relative Few Minutes of Dance i am once again a Feather in the Wind FRiEnDS with Gravity

Where All That is The Environment Gets Lit Up With Connections of Creativity

Very Much Like the The Film Clip You Shared Yet No Bad Trip

Even Possible Where i go And Of Course A Dance Hall

Full of College Age Folks Sadly Intoxicated Most of
Them to the Max as Mine All Natural Generating

Through A Dance of Medicinal Purpose Within

Yet Still A Union of Spirits in the Dance Hall

Never the Less And By Spirit at Least

Obviously Still Pushing 60 Before

Covid-19 Closed it Down That

Year The Marathon Dances

That Lasted 3 Hours Solid for

Me Without Even a Water Break

Fueled By A Higher Consciousness Within

Beyond What i ever thought Could Possible Be in my

Early 20’s As Far as Not Running Out of Human Gas to keep

Going Higher True Love Lifting Me Higher Pure God Spirit Energy

As You Relate Yet True the Word God Keeps A Tongue Trapped on the

Roof of a Mouth even a Word Like ‘Allah or Buddha’ At Least Allows the
A Tongue to Escape The Roof of A Mouth Verb Is Spirit God is Fixed Noun Idol

As That is What is Worshipped in the Church i’ve Been Studying since 2013

Just A Statue of A Man Without The Spirit Generated Within the God Part That

Is Real Eternally

Now And

Related Well

In Eastern Philosophy

Both Indian And American

Indian Cultures of Great Spirit too

Shiva The Dancer As Related By Aldous

Huxley Per the CERN Symbol Used As Such

Is A Metaphor of Pure Energy the Love of God that

Is Spirit Energy We May Seek and Find through Meditative

Practices That Release So Much More of Our Human Potential

Dwarfing What We May have Considered Life Experience Before

The Inner Experience

Within Coloring

Outside, Inside, Above
So Below and All Around

So Many New Colors of Life Never

Experienced Before Yet again A Statue

Dead is Worshipped in Church Spirit Lost

Particularly the one i visited Where Folks rarely

Even Sang in Communion to Lift Spirit of Voice that

Way A Place of Quiet Hands and Feet that Even A Small
Sway Might Bring a Turned Up Sour Nose of Frown Yes

Where A
Frown Becomes
The Drug of Choice

Where Tension is a Way

Of Life Where Gravity is no

FRiEnD in Balance And Soul

Grows As Dark As Dark Will

Be in Dungeon Deaths of Spirit on

Earth True the Bad Trip Part of the Clip

You Shared And Sadly Where i Live in ‘Trump

Town USA’ i See the Living Dead in that Clip

Shuffling By Yet i am Enveloped in LiGHT

What Used To Distress the Hell Out of

me as Empath the Distress of Others

No Longer Penetrates the ‘Great Spirit’

The Light Generating Within Yet It’s True

i Still witness Dead Shells of Human With No ‘Sea Life’ of Spirit at all…

i would Give them what i have Yet This is A Great Spirit Within that is Earned

And Not Something Only One Verse like Romans 10:9 Will Award After Death As Heaven

Smiles i Enjoy A Communion of Spirit in Singing And Even if i am an Only Carrying Spirit Free Whatever

Space i come in Whether that Be Dance or Song i Continue to Carry A Tune of ‘The Great Spirit’ In Words

Or Steps

A Same

Way That
Flows Free Within

That i Surely See Yet May
Be As Invisible As How Some

See Every Word And Step i Soul As SPiRiT

And HeART Beat Living Alive As Alive as i continue to Grow Now

In this Place THere is No Down or Up only FRiEnDS With Gravity in Balance

And No Labels Like Age or Disabilities Either Just Pure Spirit iN FliGHT Wind Free Love…

And “Isaiah 66:6” Surely Rings Some ‘Division Bells’ Out of Church As ‘Great Spirit’ Gets



With Statue

“I’m living at a peak of clarity.. and beauty I never Knew existed..
Every part of me is attuned to the work… i soak it up into my pores
during the day.. and at night.. in the moments before i pass off into
sleep.. ideas explode into my head like fireworks.. There is no
greater joy than the burst of solution to a problem..
Incredible that anything could happen to take
away this bubbling energy.. the zest that
fills everything i do.. it’s as if all
the knowledge i’ve soaked in
during the past months has
coalesced and lifted
me to a peak of light
and understanding..
This is beauty.. love… and
truth.. all rolled into one..
This is Joy…”

-Daniel Keyes,
Flowers for Algernon…

Indeed This Is What It Is Really Like For Real True
Only Difference Really It Requires No Big Pharma Drugs

Only An Autotelic Meditating FLoWinG Dance And Song
Touching The Depths of Human Potential Soul For Real
Yes Ascending in Hypo-Frontality Opening Up More of
Subconscious Mind Coming to the Surface of even

More Human



Deep From Ocean Whole SouL

So True Dear Hemalatha

How Language Connects

Yet Draws So Many Boundaries
So Many Layers of Clothing That Separate

Humans So Deep too When Form Becomes

Idol Over Essence

Warm And True Yes

As Touch of Love Becomes
Sunshine Within to Rainbows

Coloring Love More Than Words
Will Ever

And Sing
WiTH SMiLes So Free..:)

Mirror Mountain
Above Below

Tranquility Lake

Roots Reach

Below Yes Leaves

Stretch Toward Sunshine
Warm Within

Oh How All of

Life is Living

Loving Tree

Once Again
i Am Reminded
i Am Leaf Greening

Tree Falling to Soils
Fertilizing New Souls To Sprout Green Again

Forest Whole Water Wave Ocean Complete

Naked Enough Now Wave Coming or Going

Coming Again
Always New Now

Inhaling Peace
Exhaling LoVE iN

How Beautiful

This Miracle
of Existence Dear
Savvy ThiS ETernal


to Breathe..:)

Communion With
Nature So Great
Balancing Breath
in Flow Of Fur

Us Too With
SMiles Thanks
Dear Cindy Top

Of The Tree


Roots Deep☺️❤️🙏

SMiles i Look Forward To The
Days You Always Feel Warm

Your Icy 🥶

Make me

Spring Even More
With Hellooove’s True

It’s Finally Here!🐝

i Mean There!

Yes Jumping
For Joy 24 Celsius

Sunny Degrees Of
Spring In Toronto

Finally Long Walks
For You In Nature Yet

Still Hehe Perhaps With
A Light Sweater It Was

Actually Cold Cloudy And
Even Rainy Here On Easter

Yet Not For me Still


For Joy
All Seasons
Bear Legs Of Dance 🐻

With SMiles
Of Free Song As Well

LIFE Forever
NoW Yes
That’s ALL iT

YawN A Poem Online is BasicAlly
Rental Property Ya Loan Freely Out to
Others For Them to Decorate As They Please

Letting Go ALLoWinG

A Deepest River Within

Beyond All Time Distance

Space And Even Matter


Newly Now


Dear Savvy

Tuning in on

Unity oF ALL

So Far From
Separation WiTHiN
Inside Outside Above
So Below Just All Around All

As The River’s Flow Becomes
Dance And Song SoUL Deep
OPeNinG HeART SPiRiT Free us..:)

LIFE Forever
NoW Yes
That’s ALL iT


Humanity Holding Souls All
Building A Hive World Wide

We Continue to Create
ToGeTHeR Dear Savvy

Moving Connecting
Co-Creating More

And More


of Course

Best From a
Way of FLoWinG

LoVE iN Peace

Giving Sharing
Caring Healing

Most Respect Least
Harm iN JoY oF LiGHT

Yes iNHaLinG Peace
ExhalinG LoVE For All THiS Way

And Of Course You Inspire me Each

And Every Day THiS WaY Through Your

Creative Wisdom And LiGHT iN LoVE iN Peace too

Oh Yes A Free

Dance And

Song For All

RiSinG More Than
FaLLinG YeS MaKinG
LiGHT oUT oF DarK Real
Even More A ‘Safety Dance’
And Song Free For All Newly NoW Evolving..:)

“Nataraja” Such A Wonderful Shiva Symbol of ART

That India Brings As Far As The “CERN” Accelerator

LooKinG For A “God Particle” AS Such When The Symbol

of the Dancing “Nataraja” Already Provides The Essence of

Nature in Flow

iN Balance

of Continually

Dancing A Song

of Existence in All the
Breaths We Take That Always

Moves Like the Rest of Nature too

SMiLes Dear Kiran in the Modern Ages

So-Called Advanced Obviously More Humans

Than Ever Are Basically Rotting ACRoSS The Life Span

Sedentary And Sitting Still FRoZEN ThaT Way in Front of Screens

Oh Dear Lord

It Might Make

Us Wanna Scream

If We Don’t Escape

And Do A “Nataraja” Dance Freely
iN Spiraling Flow Not Much Different
Than A Muslim Sufi Dancing Dervish

Or Moving Meditation Like Tai Chi And Even

Forms of Yoga in Dance of Essence That More Eastern

Philosophies Aligned With the More Spiritual Social Empathic
Artistic Pro-Social Emotional Processing That Our Right Hemisphere of Mind
Really Provides More Holistically as A Free Dance Will Bring Emotional Regulation

And Sensory Integration

Balance Core Religion

oF All of Nature

God Yes Dancing
Singing ThiS WaY

Truly Thriving and
Not Just Surviving

Truly in Balance of
Peace Within That Springs

Love Free Most in Human Beings

Obviously Humans Enjoy Being Attractive

(Typically The Most Attractive Part of A Woman
Per Soul is the Eyes Yes The Windows of the Soul
Folks May Cover the Rest oF iT Up Now Yet the Eyes

May Be Adorned As the Most Attractive Part oF All)

Yes As Even Science Shows Lust Tends to Make Men

More Creative And Tends to Inspire Cooperation Among
Women To Prove Who Is the Most Nurturing to Raise Children

oF LoVE iN
Peace That Comes

All From ‘The Work of the Night’ too…

True Though A Moving Meditation Will

Become Wholly Holy and Sacred Too So Much

Balance So Many More Colors of Life Free Newly Now to

Experience Naked Enough Whole Complete Particularly

When the ‘Rat Race’

to Make Money

God in Life is Over

With Truly Wings Set Free…

It’s Truly An Illusion that Life is
Filled and Felt With Facts Either Life

Is Art

or Life

is Basically
The Living Dead
Yet Some Folks Don’t
‘See’ this in the Midst

of Rotting For Real..:)

SMiLes Dear Miriam
Oh Dear Lord When i
First Get Up to Move
From Sitting Dancing
Singing On This Fancy
Dancy Singy Free iN

Flow iMac

And Screen

i Surely Feel and
Sense All of my 111 Kilograms

Real Even Though i Still Leg Press

699 Kilograms 12 Reps Just Warming Up at
The Gym After i’ve Already Warmed Up in A

“Safety Dance” Where my Feet Stay Close to

The Ground Yet i Float Not Placing too Much Stress

On Any of my Joints Sort of Like ‘MaGiC Fred XXL’ Hehe
Yet of Course With Some Clothes on At the Military Gym

Oh To be FRiEnDS With Gravity ThiS WaY Weight of Finger Tips

No Longer

So Heavy

With “Older”
Knees to the Ground Hehe

A Leaf in the Wind As Once

Again the Roots Rise Green And

True A Dance of Life in What

Might Be Described ‘Tai Chi’

Dance Free Style of Course

Like FredFu For Kung Fu

FredKu For Haiku And

FredBuns For Haibuns

Ah Yes A “Safety Dance” Free
Once Again to Fly Lower Higher
Out of Caves BacK iNto Lamps


SMiLes Ms SaaniaSparkle

Human Beings By Social Animal Nature

Bond And Bind Over Similar Ideologies And Symbols

This is Essence of Culture/Religion/Politics

And Human Philosophies too

Like the Material Reductionism
Of Our More So-Called Advanced

Civilizations Versus The More So-called
Primitive Cultures That Live Close to

NaTuRE ALL ArounD Us in Living

Balance For Real Meanwhile

We Bond Over Language

We Name Alphabets

And Words to Materially

Reduce Nature into CONCRETE THINGS

AND YES Folks Bond and Bind around These
Words That Become Vaulted And Named ‘Bibles and

The Such’ Until Someone Breaks The Mold And Says Hey

Not Doing Life in A Very Great Way of Breathing Balance

Like LoVE iN Peace Anymore Yes Some Humans Are More

Conservative And Traditionally Leaning ThiS WaY Others

Are More Nomad And Get the You Know What Out of the

Cave And Become More Like Butterflies in a ‘Safety Dance’

That Doesn’t Make Any Concrete Sense at All Yet the Inner

Joy of Coming to Be Ourselves Naked Enough Whole Complete

Dear Lord Not So
Anchored With

Too Many

CuLTuRaL Clothes

That Imprison The Wind
That Might Other Wise Be

Us Never the Less Anchors Serve
Purposes on Boats to Provide Safe Anchors
in Familiar Harbors While Sails Do What Sails Do

Explore More Gardens of Edens to Arise in Balance Greater

Once Again

Whole Complete
Abundance That is Neither
Apathy From Instant Gratifications Or Anxiety of SCaRCiTiES

Sweet Spot of the River FLoWinG Effortlessly in ‘Wu Wei’ Ease

Master of the Within And One Who Understands Don’t Fall And
Become a Tool

So Far
Nature’s Gifts For Real…

Other Than That Thanks For Liking

My Thank You’s on “Sohair’s Site” Yesterday

As True You’ve Always Consistently Done That it Seems Hehe…

Here’s Another Clue Don’t Waste Any Days Becoming Famous When

You Already Have

It All Naked
Now Enough

Whole Complete New

Some Folks Get Lost
ALonG The Way That Way too…

OBTW My Wife and i Are ‘Honda People’

My Sister And Her Wife Are ‘Subaru People’

And She Even Lives Next Door to me in the Forest Deep iN Real

Eden on EartH Yet In Some Ways We Don’t LiVE iN Caves of Tradition…


The Law
oF ALL Nature

FRiEnDS With Gravity

Way Up and Down iN TWiLiGHT Free..:)

Not Much Different Than A Hybrid
SUV Balancing Recharging A Flow
of my Battery Gas Ready When
Need Be i Shall Rock And Roll On

Classically Free
With Fur And Wings

Science Is A Place To
Excel Solving Problems

Art Is A Place to



Flow in Autotelic
Bliss in Biofeedback
Of All Colors You Create

This Is What Indian

Culture Does



Sadly Changing
Butterflies Into
Worker Bee Drones
Of Technology Do
Always Remember to
Feed Your Inner Queen

Of Art

Yes Be
Akshita Beyond All
Labeled Castes Now😊🙌
iF A STory Of A Carpenter
Or Someone Handing Out
Shoes At A Bowling Alley



Will You😊🙌🌊🦋

Great Story
Love is
Than Lust
Belief is Real
Magic That



Lust In Faith
Purely Loving😊🙌

Excel Pushes
Creativity Pulls



Dear Let

Flow Through
Your Veins to
Color Eternity
Forevermore New Now🦋

What An Epiphany
oF A Lifetime

Too Assessed

As A Valuable


At Work


As Literally
In Productivity
By Peers In School
And Work Always

Excelling Then at
Straight A’s Getting
Promoted When Excelling
Started To Wear my Soul


To Nothing
Of Wings In
Thrive Thriving
Is Coloring The

Art New

Science Is
Excelling Now At
Building What’s Already

Come Thrive We Color
Excel Paints Us Science



Of Empty
Black And White

Mileage Varies of
Course Depending
On Model And Make Of

Vehicle oF LiGHT🦋
At Best We Excel At





While Coloring

The World Freshly New🌈

Excel In Mind What Is
Known Yet Thrive
In Colors Of





Painting Spirit
Creativity Fresh🎼😊

SMiLes Candie It’s Almost Like Humans Shame Humans
For Even Being Human Now Yet That’s What Happens
As Increasingly We Become The Tools We Create
That Were Supposed to Make Life Easier
In Love Not Harder And Totally Lost

From Loving

Wild And Free..

Out of Balance

We Fall Domesticated

As Tools We Create In

Balance We Rise Even

Mastering Our Tools Furry
Still Wild And Loving Free No

No Longer Slave to All Clothes
We Create, Wear, And Become Now..:)

It’s A ‘Misnomer’ to Suggest The

Dark Has Ever Really Been Afraid

To Come Out into The Light After

All Wherever It is Socially Accepted All

Kinds of Bizarre Beliefs Are Given Shared

And Trusted As Good News Nightmare Treats

Openly Harming Others With No Retreat Like an All

Loving God That Changes Metaphors of Sheep Human

Christians Into Goats and Burns them Forever For Not Being

Very Nice Not Sharing the Shirt off their Back with the Homeless

Jesus On the

Corner of

Chick Filet

And Walmart

Forgetting All About Gentile

Jew Servant or Free Woman or Man

No More Distancing Sacred Matrimony

For Labels Instead of Love Body Parts Discriminated

AS Such From Touching Each Other Same Forgetting All

About the Spirit of Love Within Beyond Flesh For All To Give

Care And Share Free Like Angels In Heaven Within on Earth Now

Having No

Need to



Married Loving

ThiS Way yet of Course

Paul the So-Called Saul

Also Contradicted Whoever Wrote

The Other Paul Part of that Story Saying

You Don’t Sit Next to the Adulterer Flavor of

Sinner At Church As Label Excluding Spirit of Love True…

The Dark Is Still Emboldened Wherever It is Socially Accepted

In Lies of Light too

True the Q-Anon

Conspiracy Theories

Not as Wildly Socially Accepted

Before Yet the Lies in Tonnage of Dark

Proudly Standing, Kneeling, and Praying

Hands Clasped In Harm that Still Hurts the

Most Vulnerable Among Us Still Sing to Choirs

of Demons Proudly in Admiration of All The
Sin in Fear And Hate Against the Least….

Put my Science
Hat Back on

That Says

Neuroscience Now

Suggests Humans Basically

Hallucinate Their Realities out

of Hallucinations of Experience Their

Minds In Group Think Originate Before

It is Clear to See This Is Nothing New Both Dreams and Nightmares Under

The Sun as Dark Becomes Light In Clear Sight for Those Who Are not ‘Blind’…

It’s True We Will Cherry Pick A Dusty Old Bible All We Want Yet There is Plenty

of Rotten Fruit

iN With Fresh Love…

That Sadly Overall

Rots the Whole Barrel of
‘Apples’ and ‘Monkeys’ too…

Please Note: Monkeys Are Still
Lovely Creatures and Apples Are Still Tasty Fruits..:)

Thanks Hemalatha
My Wife Challenged

With Epilepsy

me Born



Not Able

To Put


With Words


Until Four

Yes i’ve
PTSD And Just
About All the


Of Challenge

Only MaKinG

me More
Empathic Now

All The


In The World

If We Make



Us Angels

With Wings

Instead of

Demons With Horns🦋

SMiles Without
Empathy Caring
Giving Sharing
We Won’t


Long Enough

To Escape

With It
We Will Stay

In Beauty
Love Courage
Wisdom Freedom










As Evolving

Existing Yes

Doc Within on



Earth Now
All We aRe



Become Love



Back To
Breed In All NoW

ReaSon Of Art We Play🌈🙌

You Know/Feel/Sense How i KNoW God Exists

All The Poetry That is Connecting

Each Day i Come Into Contact

With Always With

A Similar

Theme of

Message That In One

World And A Few Words

Just Like Magic Savvy Summarizes

Like She Reads All The Thousands of

Words i Write Before i Come Here Each Day

This is Spirit This Is Soul THis iS HeART With No Bounds

How God


And Guides

Within Now

Out of All Distance
Space, Time and

Matters Yes

Us All Together

As One Spirit

When We Seek

And Find Free As

Love Flies With Wings..:)

Welcome Dear
Cindy Heroes
Are Often Meek
In The Original
Definition of one
Well Versed With
Swords Yet Keeping

With SMiles
⚔️ ☺️🏝 💪

And This Is Why
They inherit
The World
With Peace
Instead Of War ☮️ 👊

Won’t Tame
The Tiger
Can’t Lame

Wind Or
Hold it

In A Jar
When God
Wild And Free 💨

Here i Am Now ☺️🏝
Just Melting Time
Away Appreciating
A Gift of MiSSinG A

Dear FRiEnD

With Total
Trust And
Faith They
Will Always
Be Here in Some
Measure At Least

As Long
As We Are
Both Alive And
Perhaps Someway
Unmeasured Yet Well

As Star


Of All of
Us SMiling
Once More…

Yep i’d Rather
Be A Beginner


Standing Alone
🕰 🕰🕰🚪🕰🕰🕰

And A Lovely
Afternoon to
You Now Dear
🧛‍♀️ Ms. Vampiress
FRiEnD Hehe With
Beyond Time
🧙 🧙‍♂️ 🧛 ☺️🧛‍♀️🧙‍♂️🧙

Thanks Dear
Cindy Always
So Inspiring
When You
Of Your
Soul Now ☺️🙌❤️

SMiles Dear
Mariana i
MaKinG Money
(15+ Years ago)
Yet NoW i Enjoy It
All More When it’s
ALL Free With SMiles
True took A
For 66
To Arrive
NoW iN This
Other Place Real☺️🏝

It’s Been Almost A Month Since We Entered
into our Relationship With Our New Honda CRV
And the Best 3 Letter Word to Describe The Driving
Experience of the Touring Model, Cindy Honda Salesperson,

Is “ZEN” Yes

Hehe it is


A Religious
Mystical in Flow

in terms of the Dance i Do
FRiEnDS With Gravity too
Balancing All i am
From Head to Toe
And Recharging

my Batteries in Human
Hybrid Mode With Plenty
of Gas to Go if Need be that Way

Anyway i Keep my Promises a bit of delay
in Recording the Youtube Videos Celebrating
18,000 Miles of Public Dance Already Up to
18,122 Miles As of Last Night Yet Here You Go With

A Keep Sake
of Public Dancing
in Walmart i Venture
i May Be the First and
Last to Do it in this Area at Least With SMiLes

The General Response from the General Public
On the Car Just For Looks is “i Want one too”

If They Test Drive
it No Turning Back..:)

Humanity Holding Souls All
Building A Hive World Wide

We Continue to Create
ToGeTHeR Dear Savvy

Moving Connecting
Co-Creating More

And More


of Course

Best From a
Way of FLoWinG

LoVE iN Peace

Giving Sharing
Caring Healing

Most Respect Least
Harm iN JoY oF LiGHT

Yes iNHaLinG Peace
ExhalinG LoVE For All THiS Way

And Of Course You Inspire me Each

And Every Day THiS WaY Through Your

Creative Wisdom And LiGHT iN LoVE iN Peace too

Oh Yes A Free

Dance And

Song For All

RiSinG More Than
FaLLinG YeS MaKinG
LiGHT oUT oF DarK Real
Even More A ‘Safety Dance’
And Song Free For All Newly NoW Evolving..:)


Truth oF NoW And Then

iNDeed Dear Isha Moods Aren’t To Grasp With A Closed

Fist Emotions Feelings Senses are Waves Within Coloring

Newly Now Differently RiSinG Lower And Higher As Breaths

Of Life Change ThiS WaY

True Grasp A Wave

And The Water Falls

Through Our Fingers Become

The Wave As Water Swims Us

And Surf it Best Balancing Waves

As Emotions We May Ride Lower And Higher True

No SoLiD Rules Apply Just Ride the Waves Within Until Ya

Stay on
No Longer
Falling too
Low or RiSinG
too Far Beyond Stars

Of Course These Words Don’t
Really ‘Matter’ At All It’s The
Waves Within That Come And Go


SMiLes Dear Kiran The Rest of Nature Is No Words to

Lie As Birds Fly With Wind Free As Fish Become

One With Water And Currents Free

True We aRe Wind

Air Water Currents

And Waves True

Until Words Come

And Take So Much of That Away

For It is the Feelings and Senses That

Come First Within That Truly Spell All of

What We Really Are in Dance Before Song Rises Truer

Oh Dear Lord

A Land of So Many

Bold Face Ignorant

Shameless Lies Parts

of What Run the United

States Still Comes Yet True

Birds Above And Fish Below

Are No Part of These Lies As

Wings Erase Fear And Fins Erase Doubt DarK Out of LiGHT

One With Air And Water Newly Now Whole So Very Free and True..:)

Truth oF NoW And Then

Naked Enough Whole Complete LoVE iN Peace Is A Source of All
Strength of Will iN This Place THeRE iS No iLLuSoRY Fear
May Only Leak Fear And Hate All Weakness For Real

JusT For The “Record Book” ‘A Pic’ Taken
On 4.13.2023 at 244 American Pounds
Still Warming Up At the Military Gym Leg
PReSSinG 1540 Pounds 12 Reps After
A Meditating Free FLoWinG
Dance Of Course to Gather
The ‘Tao’ into ‘Chi’
FLoW iN Effortless
‘Wu Wei’
God Yes
Organic And Real
From Head to Toe And So Much More

“Devil and the deep blue sea behind me
Vanish in the air you’ll never find me
I will turn your face to alabaster
When you’ll find your servant is your master”

i Look to the Rest of Nature MOST
For God For the Simple Reason
That the Rest of Nature Has No
‘Words’ And Is Not Capable of Lying

True i Look to the Rest of Nature
For God More Than Me For i Have Been
Poisoned By Words of Human CuLTuRES

That Do Lie From Age 4

Blessed With Autism Not Speaking Until 4
Like Other Parts of Nature Seeing God Whole
Not Separated in CuLTuRaL CLoTHeS (Words)

Seeing God Forest Whole Trees Leaves Free
God Yes River Breeze Spirit of the Wind Complete

God Yes
Whole Complete

God Nature Blesses Beasts Who Cannot
Speak Best And The Children Yes Before
The Words Separate FREE God From US

Do Understand What Words Have Done We Overpopulated The Earth
With Even More Tools to Eat the Face of God Nature As Our Own Face

LeSSoN 105
Listen Up Folks You Are Not Your Thoughts Not Your Words
You Are Whole You Are God Just Like Me And The Wind ‘That

Living Tree’

LeSSoN 106
Seeing God As Forest Whole Trees NewLY NoW
River Breeze Spirit of the Wind Complete

LeSSoN 107
You Can’t Capture
The Wind In Words
For ‘The Wind’ is Free

LeSSoN 108
i Am

LeSSoN 109
Does Beauty Need
Words No Not

God Is Spirit Wind iN me
God Does Amazing ‘Things’
Always Never Done Before
God Evolves Never Trapped by Words

Miracle of Words Is They Are An
Approximation of my Soul After
i Return my Gift of Life to God of Nature

My Spirit LiVeS oN

Flesh Does Become Words
Yet Don’t Forget You Are The Wind
NOW Use the Gift Before You Return The Wind

The Breath The

PreSent Gift

LeSSoN 110
Both Beauty And God Rises
No Words Or Even Eyes Or Ears Required

Lesson 111


“To see a World in a Grain of Sand
And a Heaven in a Wild Flower
Hold Infinity in the palm of your hand
And Eternity in an hour”

-William Blake

That’s The Easy Part…

Showing someone else how
to Do it is A Heaviest Cross oF All
But Actually The Statement Above is
Incomplete Eternity Is Always Now It Will
Be Short As Now Or Eternally Forever Connections
From Head to Toe Literally as Many as Science Will
Identify as Numbers of Stars in Space in Metaphor We
Are Literal Christmas Trees Lighting as Many of those Connections
Up Now in Synergy Beyond Measure Of Multi-Universes Is Key and
Then there are the
Endless Colors
of Each
That Never
Start or Never
End Forever Now
The Greatest Part of It
Is Our Stars Are Not Fixed
Above We Create all the Colors
And Points of Life to Feel and Sense Eternally Within
Now.. Smiles.. too many Colors oF Lights For Goals my FRiEnD
i Barely Have Enough ‘Time’ To Celebrate Where i am Now With SMiLes
in FacT
i have
No Time
As Now is Forever New…
Yet Back to the Quote Now
Most Folks Have not Visited ‘This place’ ‘Their Place’ New
A Place of Eternity That is up to them to Create or Not Now

Irony It Happens
All During

My Work

Career i Was

So Consumed With

Stress Yes The Autism

Spectrum And Dealing

With Hundreds of

Folks A Day

At Work

Will Consume

Social Capacity

To Say Another

Damn Word

To Anyone After

Work It Was Really

Sad i Had to Dream

My Wife Was

Still here


Next to

Me i Just

Didn’t Have

Anything Left

To Give it Wasn’t

Humanly Possible

For me Yet it’s

True i Was

Forced To

Become More

Human On The
Autism Spectrum
Working With Over
100,000 Humans


In An


Military Environment

After i Recovered

And Regained







Practice in Flow
i Am Able to Be
Here For Everyone

Yes i Have A lot
Of Super Smart
Friends Likely


On The



Not Diagnosed

i Love Being the

One to Give

As it’s All

A Matter

Of Perspective

You Appreciate Most

What You Do Now

You Couldn’t Do



Is Always

Hope For That

i See For others

Too It’s Not






Will Transform

Into Butterflies

Too As Curse

Becomes Gift True😊

SMiles Dear

Akshita Beautiful

Tears For A Hero

For my Wife Difficulty

Of Missing Someone

Who Never Showed

Love Never Met

Her Father
Mother rarely
Showed Love

To Her

Nor Did My
Father To Us

Yet My Mother
Radiant Smiling




Is Sadder

Than Tears

Of A Hero

Is the
In This
World Where
No Heroes Exist
At All True This World

Needs More Every Day Love😊

Hi Dear

Jane Glad

You Are just


Technical Difficulties
Indeed Worst Curse of


Hehe Requiring
Mechanical Cognition






i Leave it
So The


Go Desert Dry🌊🎼🦋

SMiles Dear
Soni Truly
Art We Create
Makes Raindrops
For Rainbow Souls





Soul Get
All Lost in the
Dry Computer
Science Desert of Life

Hehe in School They
Used To Post Signs
On The Doors of


And Computer


Not to

Forget To Do

Human As Science

Does Show Now Use
It Or Lose It Happens





Been to The
Desert i Won’t
Go Back Yet



Eat Must

Come First to
Get To Paradise



Prison Free🙌😊🌈

SMiles Dear Kally i Used
To Believe my
Job For


The Difference

Between Life
Or Death


Is A Shorter
Way For Life


That Attitude


A Career


Be Life
Or Death Deep

Do What You
Love or



Hate Living
CuLTuRE is Always
Illusion Yet Deadly

To Even BReATHE SoUL🌊🎼

Stop Thinking Doc
Dance Naked
Free The Last


The Field

Of Psychology
SunK iN Words

Will Give

The First


Our Ancestors

Did And Still

Do To


Thrive He he Such

A Literal No Brainer

For Joy Yet


Poisonous Snake

CuLTuRE Believes

In Reasons For Joy

Enough to


Hehe if



Ever Lived

Like The Other

Dead Statues

Worshipped After Life

Human Ignorance



Deep And

HAHa Here

i Am

In WordS AGAiN
These Pesky




Seem to


Bates Motel😜

SMiLes Dear Savvy Dancer
Wave Only One Way Goes
Water Ocean Whole Flows


One Day


Will ReMeMBeR
Love Will Come to Rain..:)

Is Enough Yes
Dear Akshita
A Drop Water
Waves Of Love


Ocean God
Whole Only
Strong For





Now As Waves

Go And Return

Akshita Happy Love Gives😊

SMiLes Dear Jane
From my
Of Twice
Oh Lord
It’s Always
Spring Where
Tarzan Lives




With No 5G

Gift And Curse

Indeed My FRiEnD


We Master

Others Slave

To Come Free

Again As Spring
Brings Winter Ease🌊😊

Swinging Free Wind Trees 🍃 Leaf

Obviously, America Is A Country of Greed
Using 40 Percent of the Globe’s Human
Resources With about 4 Percent of the

Global Population; A Big Part too

of Coming Decades

Of Decimation of

Living Animal And Plant

Species, One out of Every Eight;

Wanna Know How To Be Free of ‘the

Beast’ Get Out Of the ‘Money Game’

No One Will Even

‘Pay’ Much


To Your

Freedoms Next

As You Take Nothing

Of Their God Money Away Then,

You Practically May Clothe Yourself With Nature Naked Free;

THiNG Is Now Ya Have to Become Naked Enough First That’s

A HeLLuVA Big Small Place to Fit in WHere Money Paves Life;

Yet It’s True, If Not YEarning For ‘Money Trees’ No One Minds Ya Much…

If You Can/Will Learn to Not Be Part of the ‘Target Audience’ Then Ya

May Just Become a Bird With Wings And Fly Way over ‘The Cuckoo’s Nest’ Next…

Life, Liberty, And The Pursuit of Happiness As Always Requires Naked Enough First Love Lasting NewLY Now..:)

True Nature
Lives Cold
Cry Naked Home🎼

Realism in Theism Since 6.6.60 Yawn Ya Can’t
Empirically Measure God With Form Anymore

Than Doing It With Human Consciousness

i Am A Leaf Greening my Tree Falling to Soils
Birthing Spring New Trees Wherever i Rise
Now Continuing A Spiraling Dance Song Real

Essence Continuing To
BREaTHE EternAlly
Real Always Changing
NeW Each Breath Now

Now iS Only Forever Deep
AS HeART STRinGS, Chords,
Beats We Play NoW ETeRNAlly

SMiles Candie All It takes
iS A ‘Target Audience’ For
‘JP’ It is Failed Males Many
Who Have Developed A
Deep ‘Seeded’ Hatred of
Women in General As
He Is A Role Model Of
A Man Without A Hood
As He Says ‘So to Speak’
InDeed Just



Fire Flies FoResT Nights Dewing Early

Morning Magic Wings Lighting Pines

New Moon Clouds

Jade Today’s



Emerald Beach

Cloudy Afternoon
Delight i Leave Tracks

Waves Making Spiraling

Shores Smiles An Only

Human Animal Dancing

Ocean Creating Waves In Sands

Spiraling Free Shores Lining Life



Arts Within
Dancing Singing
Sunflowering Nautilus
Shells Galaxies FLoWinG Newly Now

Within Coming Again Seeing Living Trees

Fire Flies Fair Nights Warming Hot Chocolate

Fall Home Becoming Winter Spring Within New

Naturing Creating Coloring Fire Flying EYes
Newer Summer
Beach Forest
Nights Sky
Giving Freeing Summer
Firing Flying Higher Seeing..:)

Easy Enough Love An Angel

Love’s Proof Stand By Demons

Rue i Surely Relate to This Fictional

Poem Unafraid



Within Dark

Learning Light..:)

SMiLes Everyone Loves Katrina’s

Birthday Having Her 53rd

Family And Friends Rue


Cakes On Her

True i Got A Few

Last Year on my

Birthday then too

Guess Who Ate them

All Icing Full Not ‘The Eternal Teenager’

Hehe Almost Every Piece Went to me

Dancing The Beach Away Like Another

Species of Animal Creating New Shores

In Reverse Floating Waves Of My Own

Entertaining Snow Birds From North

Burning All The Birthday Cake off

From The One Who Doesn’t Have to


to Keep

A Goddess Figure
True All Ya Have to
Do Is Give The Cake Away Hehe
To Someone with a Bottomless
Pit HAha ‘A BD Cake Monster’…:)

My my Rue Your
Recipes Are
As Colorful
As Spring Flowers
Aesthetically Pleasing
Yet i’m Still Full of Birthday Cake hehe..🙂

Creative Spirit Within

Fire Just Won’t Go Out

Wings Higher Still Flying

Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating

Future Evolves NoW

More LoVE iN

Dear Savvy

With SMiLes

Peace Place of Balance
No Fear WHeRe ALL
Love Springs
Even More
Now to Be i AM
Dear Savvy SMiLinG..🙂

Oh Dear Lord, the Artificial Intelligence, the Honda Corporation Uses in their New Vehicles

Makes So Much Difference in Both The Driving Experience And Safety in General;

In Comparison, the Honda EX Civic Coupe, i Bought in 2014, Versus the 2023

Honda CRV Sport, All Wheel Drive, Hybrid Touring Edition is Truly Night

And Day in Every Way; Yes, Thanks to Artificial Intelligence and of Course

Technology, Overall; Yes, While It’s True Technology in General And Artificial

Intelligence Will Continue to Replace Jobs Once Done By Humans; On the Other Hand,

New Opportunities Will Arise That No One Has Thought of Yes As That is the Human Advantage,

Imagination And Bringing Human Imagination into Fruition With Creativity and Productivity to Boot.

Not Everyone is Gonna Be Able to Keep Up; No Different Really than the 80’s, When Computers Started

to Go Mainstream Even in Bowling Centers That Allowed me An Entry Level Federal Position on a Military

Installation As the Folks Operating the ‘Monkey Wrenches’ Were Truly Terrified of the New Computer Technology.

i Didn’t Do STEM Majors In University Studies as Intuitively i Realized That Would Eventually Make me Dead Inside

As i Have the Propensity for A Very Systemizing Mind that Will Shut the More Social Empathic, Artistic, Real Spiritual
Emotional Feeling Sensing Parts of Life Down to Just Plain Vanilla Numb (Yuck) Yet Sure Enough, i Couldn’t Buy a

Home and a Decent New Car Working for Close to Minimum Wage After 3 Degrees in College That Were not

Money Making Degrees for Sure Then, Per Social Sciences Interdisciplinary, Anthropology, And Health Science

in the Health, Leisure, And Sports Branch of the University Mostly With ‘Jocks’ Wanting to Become High School

Coaches and the Such; True, i Enjoyed the Few Philosophy courses i Took Yet True That Was Surely A Dead

End to
Pay too For Real;

Yes, Like the Others too;

Yet They Helped me Become More

Human too; And That Was What i Wanted
to Improve on Most as the Systemizing Intelligence
Was my Strength and the Social Empathic Intelligence Was More my Weakness

in A Successful Overall Balanced Life, Where You Have Enough of THAT Intelligence to Stay Married and

And Such As THAT; Overall, It was A Best Decision And i Ended Up Advancing at the Job With Autodidact

Derived Skills in Information Technology and Financial Management As Oh Dear Lord Yes, i Ended Up With

‘The Jocks’ Again

in A Navy Federal Job;

Now i’m So Much More
‘Athletically Built’ than them;

Yet That’s Another Story Far Away From

“Machine Life Indeed;” For There is the Art of Life

And the Science of Life; Key Here is Master the Tool;

Do Not Become Slave to the Tool; Or Become More Form of the Tool

Than Human Through And Through, With All the Boxes Checked From

Systemizing Intelligences Through Social Empathic Intelligences For Real.

Technology And Advancing Artificial Intelligence Has Been Much More of a Boon

to Folks With Systemizing Intelligence Like me than the Folks With More of the Hands

On ‘Monkey Wrench’ Approach to Life; True, i Can Surely Credit IT For Starting at Close to

Minimum Wage for the Federal Government and Being Able to Retire Early at the Pay Grade

Civilian Equivalent of A Marine Major; Yeah, i Had to Practically Become a Machine Cold to Do it;

What i Was Trying to Avoid Most; Yet i’ve Moved Over to the Other More Right Hemisphere And Cerebellum

Below the Cerebrum of my Mind And Truly Become A ‘Hybrid Human Being’ Able to Switch Hit Newly Now

From ‘Systemizing

Machine’ To ‘Van Gogh GO’

Whenever And Wherever i Choose

to Love to Do; i am Not Interested in

Making another Penny And i Welcome Artificial

Intelligence to Try to Compete With my Human Creativity;

It Works as An Excellent Slave in Free Media Avenues Without Middle
Men And or Women Requiring Target Audiences to Hit; We Are Seeing

Creativity, We Would Have Never Seen Before Without the Free Avenues of

Social Media and the Such That Technology, Algorithms, Machine Learning,

And Artificial Intelligence Continues to Provide At Little to No Cost to Folks Around the
Globe to Move, Connect, And Co-Create With Each Other in this Virtual World; Not to Mention

Saving Humanity’s Butt

From Much More Misery

And Suffering During the

Pandemic; Again, Master the Tool
And A Great Life or Do Not; Those Who

Adapt Will Thrive And Those Who Do Not Just Won’t

Yet They Hopefully Will Continue to Find Avenues to Survive and Even Thrive…

There is No Predicting the Future Now From the Past as We Are Continuing into

Uncharted Territory

That Comes From

Human Potential Continually

Explored Through The Tools We
Create As Extensions of Our Human Nature too…

It Really Helps to Have a ‘Blind Spot Monitor’ in a Vehicle
Provided by Artificial Intelligence, And A Safety Braking System,

And A Vehicle That Follows Verbal Commands Hands Free, And

Keeping You in the Assigned Lane too, And Warning You
if You Do Something Wrong…

What’s the Price of Lives

Saved, Perhaps Jobs Lost;

True, There is Give and Take in All We Do…

i Wouldn’t Live in Any Age Yet Now For i’ve Mastered

The Tools Newly Now And Continue to Evolve
A Balance of Human Potentials to Thrive;

i Appreciate the
Tools, Those Who
Create Them, and
Improve Them, And Keep Them ‘Running’ too…

Other than that once again, Master the Tool; Do Not Become
Slave to It; And Do Not Become the Form of Tool More Than
Essence of Fully Human True; Other than That too, It’s Nice to

No Longer Be Identified As A Human With A Computer Brain;

Oh Dear Lord, Compliments on a Beautiful HeART, SPiRiT, And SoUL

Are Truly


And Even Supernormal

Versus the Human i Used to Be;

It Was Like Having Half A Hybrid Mind And Body too

For Organic
Soul Whole
For Damned Sure Real…

And in Conclusion No Different Than What
We May Materially Reduce in Life A Synergy

of Human Beings Moving Connecting and Co-Creating

All Around Our Globe Is Like ‘Both Hands of The Hemispheres’

Becoming Integral Whole And One Force of Human Potential More;

Of Course A Free FLoWinG Meditative Dance And Song in Poetry Most Hours of the Day Works For me

Really Great; And God Yes, There is Science to All i Am Speaking of Now; Go No Further if Ya like than

A Google Search on “Iain McGilchrist’ And Get Up to Date in 28 Volumes Free on Youtube Newly Now

For the Cutting Edge

in Research of What

is Understood Now

So Much More to

Improve on Our Ways

of Not Only Surviving

Yet Thriving For Real As Human Minds And

Souls For Real Body Whole In More Colors Than Grey SHaDES BRinG
And BLacK And White Thinking Reducing the “Material World into Things…”

Again the Greatest
Danger Becoming
More Tool Than Human
And Doing ‘The Living Dead’
As i Surely Did Before As the Professionals
Who Tried to Help me Noted in All Their Documentation too…

Yep For 66 Months With An Incredibly Dark Autistic Burn-Out With
Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Wake to Sleep Shut-in my Bedroom the Assessed Worst

Pain Known to Humankind No Drug Would Touch And A Synergy of A Life Threat of 18 Other

Medical Disorders That Almost Killed me DEAD, DEAD, DEAD, FOR TRUE i Gave up my Organic

Soul to Survive;

And Paid the Price
With 66 Months of my Life;

And Even More in the 11 Years
of ‘Purgatory Stress’ at Work Before That…

Live And Learn or Do Not Change Newly Now;
That’s Life in the Big Cities And Rural Areas too…

IT Surely Will

Be Hell, the In Between

Or The “Other Place” True
i Staycation Newly Now For Real

For the Last 116 Months, And 24 Days, Fully Documented
As Systemizing Intelligence Without Fail Will ‘LiTeRAlly’ Do too..:)

LeSSoN 484 🏆
The Trophy THe arT
The Alchemy Of


Into BLeSSinG
BLiSSinG Gold
As NaTuRE ALreadY

Changes Ice 🧊 Into
LiVinG Green Of SPRinG

We aRe Fractals Of Nature
Free ThiS Way True Our

Palettes For
Painting Life
So Many More

Colors Than
Gold NewLY Now
To Create For True Change

Anyway Still Sweet Sixteen
More LeSSoNS Secret Student

At 500

Hehe True
Fallen Short
Of One Every
Day Yet Only
In Form As Essence

Is Never

Ending Wind

New To Feel Sense
High And Low With SMiles


“Pulsating oceans of energy fields.”

Indeed Dear Savvy So Much More Than

This Crude Matter That Covers our Souls

We aRe To Spread in Vibrations Frequencies

And Synergies of Energies

As High As And Wide

As We Grow



Trees’ More Colorful

With Branches of LoVE iN Peace
Oh Yes Beyond All Distance Space And Time

And Even A “Matter of Things” For Real

As No


Becomes All
Again Within
to Give Share
Care Heal With
Most Respect Least Harm iN JoY oF LiGHT

All Synergies Energies oF LoVE iN Peace For Real

A SMiLe Beyond iNFiNiTY Even Within to Spread More..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy
When Life Gets Up and Down

i Dance And Sing Riding
Waves to Spring Within Again

As All Becomes Green

And Colorful

New For Real

Indeed All Is Free
With Balance of Peace

No Illusory Fears Just A SMiLe

From A Free Dance And Song With

Wings For All Always STarTinG Newly Now

iN Peace..:)

‘Bubbles’ Indeed Dear Miriam
Each And Every Human Being

And The Rest of the Parts of the Whole

Unique Multi-Verses of Views Unto Themselves

And Of Course Us Too As Even Science Shows in At Least

Quantum Mechanics Ways All Is Moving Connecting Co-Creating

Now as of Course i Uniquely Paraphrase as a Multi-Universe Part

of the All As Well With SMiLes Well At Least With Humanity i Find

Key to Letting Hot Air Out of Most
Balloons is Kindness


And Compassion

Yes LoVE iN Peace For All

As Dear Lord my FRiEnDS Around

The Globe Do Partake of Very Different

Bubbles indeed Yet i Remember The Smile

On A Child’s Face to A Child At Church They’ve Never

Met the SMiLe is Shared Across Oceans And Beyond all Time
Distance Space

And Matter of

Things Real as

No Thing is Real

As the Warmth of A Smile
So Deep Within Giving Sharing
Caring Healing With Most Respect
And Least Harm A Child’s Smile For A
Stranger Indeed Dear Miriam as my Mother

Said Before i Could Speak at Age 4 i Had a SMiLe

And Open Arms For Every Stranger Indeed i Already

Had Everything i Needed Built in Naked Enough Whole

Complete Before 4 Born of A Loving Mother May be

All You

Need for

Enduring LoVE iN Peace
Across a Lifespan of Pitfalls Indeed

JoY oF LiGHT LoVE in Peace For All

Instrument of Love Breath of God For Real Free..:)

Indeed Dear Sohair Be An Instrument of God Free With

Wings Just Sing As i Shall Sing Along With You Beyond

Rhyme And Reason Only Soul Set Free And True

i Will Dance With You On Page too As Yes

i Have 10 Legs to Dance With As

Fingers on this Digital


To Fit All of my

Soul As Avatars of

Words That Overflow

From Dancing Fingers on

Keys Of Course Night and Day Free

Indeed my FRiEnD Just to reach out
and touch a FRiEnD Makes Life Enough in Warmth

Healing Pain And Anxiety So Very Deep Within With SMiLes..:)

“A Beginning Middle And End”

Hehe Dear Cindy You Are Defining

‘Books’ Here Similar to How Humanity

Expresses Life Particularly in Western

Civilization in Life Before

Books There Was Oral
Tradition of Singing Every

Word Holy and Sacred Divine

Song Without Any Scripts to Read Before

(And A Communion of Evolving Dance Together)

i Understand the Lure of Having One’s Name on

A Cover Set in Print Particularly a Reference Book of

Pages in One Place Yet SMiLes it’s Possible to Reach Literally

Millions And Even Billions of People With Arms of Social Media Including

Blogs Of Course

Meanwhile Most
Books Collect Dust

Even if They Find a
Short Stint in Barnes and Noble
Never Even Picked Up Until the
Books Go Away And Never Return That Way

What i Find Saddest in the World of Word Press is All the
Folks i’ve Seen Write Their First Book to Be Famous As Such

So Beloved By their Blog Readers it Seems Yet They Find Hardly

Anyone Buys Their Book And They Feel Let Down By The Target Audience

At Hand And The Worst of All is They Give Up on Their Wonderful Creativity

That Deeply Touched People When They Wrote From Soul And Just For Free…

Hehe for the Public Dance i Do
For the Last 9 Years and 7 Months
All From Just A Few Months Into that Endeavor in
Less than a Year Folks From All Around the Metro
Area even to this Day Remind me When They See

Me Or Ask me Do i Know how Famous i am And

Then i Say There is No Feeling Greater That

Anyone Could Give me Than the Joy of

Free Dancing Itself as i told the

Gym Attendant Today at
the Military Gym When i Dance

i Have No Idea Where i am Going No
Different Than the Oral Tradition of A Song on Page

i Have already Arrived on Whatever Task i am Doing in Flow

Always New as i Listen to Folks ‘Teach Folks How to Exercise’

And Have Listened to Folks ‘Teach Folks to Write Poetry’ As if it is
Science And

Not A Free

Art As A Bird on
A Wing is No Different Than The Wind

i Suppose Perhaps it’s Because i Worked for
The Government for A Quarter of A Century
So Enclosed in So Much Red Tape That

Wouldn’t Budge

Like A Mummy

All Wrapped Up
as the Living Dead

Smiles There Are So Many Views
Dear Cindy A Book A Page A Word

And The Breath of Wings That Are Only Wind

As It’s True We Don’t See Any Birds in Barnes and Noble

However i Do Enjoy Reading a Free Book in Only Exchange

of Entertaining the Star Bucks Crowd Either Stuck in A Book

or Screen for Almost 10 Years As i Do iPhone Meditating Music And Reading

the Page And Dancing All At Once Indeed A Peak Experience From Head to Soul

in Flow Most Every Sunday AfterNoon Except Easter When They’re Closed Well Over 400

Books Free to Read As my Soul Begins And Ends With Every Move as A Word is Every Breath


Take Care
of Your Self
Dear FRiEnD

THere is Only One
Unique You That i For one
See As Naked Enough Whole
Complete As Soul Nothing Really (Namaste)

Needing to Be Added or Subtracted Newly Now…

So Far Beyond

‘The Label’ of Cindy…

For me at Least Being
The Dance And Song
Now Always Entirely Enough
Yet Always Evolving New Like Every

Other Unfolding Flower Named ‘God’

Divine Holy and Sacred Different And SaMe..:)

Miracle of Breath
If Only We Treasure
First Now As Much As

Last Breath Comes

Leaf Feeding
Living Tree
New Trees

LiVE Now

FLoWinG Yes

Spiraling Even

More NoW As

Last One Now

We Make First

Every Breath

Miracle of Life

Dear Savvy Gift

This Treasure of

Breath Giving Sharing

Caring Freely With Least

Harm Fearless For All Love

All Breaths Are One Breath God Now

Miracle Worth Loving All DarK Thru LiGHT



NoW As We Come
See and Be i Am…:)

Ah Yes Waves of Love

Dear Astha Dancing

In Raging Oceans

With Stanzas that

Go Something Like

This in Refrain Singing Where

Beloved’s Face is the Poetry

Favorite Verse Read Over and

Over And Over Again Underneath

Closed Lids Yet Wide OPen EYes oF LoVE Reciting

NoW As Sleep Becomes Never Ending Wake of Bliss
Yes Wake of Waves Ocean Whole on Fire Ever More…

SMiLes So Why Does

Love Feel All This

Ocean Rage Fire

NoW iT Seems With No

Reasons Yet Drops of Water

Rain Waves Feeling Sensing

Even Deeper As Love Flows

More WeLL iT’s All To Do With

The Survival of the Species Yes

There is No Greater Glue Now Than

Love That Comes And Goes And Stays

SMiLes Treasure the MaGiC Dear FRiEnD

For What is Done May Be Forgotten And Lost

For What Will Stay Is the Love We Always Give For Giving Free…

SMiLes i Missed Your Poetry As You Bring Treasure of Soul to LiGHT..:)

Yes Dear Akshita Master
The Inside in
Balance Reap
So Many
Rewards in Life😊🙌

Very Inspiring Dear Vrunda

As Long As We Evolve

In Human Potentials

All In Balancing Force of

More It’s Like We Never Grow

Old and Only Continue to Grow Up

As Any

Tree Will
Stand Never

Bowing to less Potential

Than Is Possible For Living Trees
ACRoSS All Spectrums oF LiFE NeWLY NoW..:)

SMiLes True
Savvy There
Are As Many
For Happy

As There

Are Humans Now😊

LeSSoN 401 🐇🌸🌺
Always A Good Day
When Flowers Bloom
Outside And Within True

Wild Flower Forest
Close-Up in Magic
New Colors Coming
All Free To Be Breathing

And SMiLes Dear Sweet FRiEnD
As Promised Sunny Spring Vibes
on Tuesday Yet Rain Coming Later
on Saturday Then Cold Yet Sunny Later

Here the Issue is Different Spring Blooming Means
Very Hungry Rabbits As They Do Work Up Quite A
Bit of An Appetite in Their Easter Season Activities Hehe

As Once They Hopped Their Way on Up to Our Outdoor
Garden Above Ground Bloomer And Munched Their Way

On Several Nights through All Yet Two Hot Pepper Plants

Yet That Only Left Room For More Yellow, Blue, Lavendar, Red, and

Orange Wild Flowers Blooming

As Now We Have A Great Room

With A View Without Hot Peppers

Yet So Many Colors Blooming Free

Just Homes For Butterfly Wings to Visit New

Anyway Here is Some
Good Day Spring


Blooming From
me to Your SMiLes Coming…
🌸🌺 🐇 ☺️🐇🌺🌸

“No possible world can be imagined in which
God or anything else can both exist and not exist.”

Yawn, Except in Each Individual View of Reality Where
Some Folks Experience What They


As God

And Some Do
Not In Relation to

What Other Folks Describe As God;

Let’s Face Facts, if God Is Greater Than

Human Potentials, We Have No Way to Tell

God What God Can and Cannot Do; Just Evidence

Here That ‘You Are God’;

Yet Just A Part, And

Limited, Even As

Compared to The Person

Walking, Talking Next to Us,
Carefully Following the Paths
of Pre-Made Concrete Sidewalks;

Or Dancing And Singing Freely As
If Every Path In Life is New With No Constraints;

New, God Yes, In Original Creative Ways; For It’s True,

Some Folks Cannot Relate to my Dance And Song Free;

Others Totally Get It, And Even Create A New Original
Dance And Song of

THeir Own Free;

Yet Some Humans Suggest

They Can ‘Tale’ God What God

Can And Cannot Do; When They

CanNot Even Do That With me; Yet Wait,

They Can Say It; Yet It Doesn’t Change A Bit of Difference

in my Ability

to Actually be

O R i G i N a L

New And Creative…

Yawn, This Is Much More
Complex Than What is A Circle

or What is A Square as that’s All Up to

How Each Individual Perceives Reality As Well…

Like Folks on ‘DMT Trips,’ Who See ‘Machine Elves,’
Cross Culturally As Such, Or Others Who Just Imagine
Them in Similar More Sober Ways of Creativity and Express That

iN THeiR Art Similar
To What’s Come Before;

Or Some Brand New Original Creation

That Takes Hundreds of Years to even Be Partially Understood…

Yet We Little Bitty Humans Believe That We Get to Tell God What

God Can And

Cannot Do;

i Suppose that’s

Within the Realm

More of Folks Who Let
Others Tell Them What They Can And Cannot Do;
And Actually Believe it and Never Really Fully Bloom

in New Colors

iN A Year ‘Round
Spring of their Own
Creating iN A Heaven Within Now;

Which Only Brings More Lucidity to
“Luke 17:21’; No Body Is Gonna Bring

(And By God Yes; ‘John 14:12’ TOO; THE

At Least From the Innumerable Ones i’ve
Surveyed as An Anthropology Participant
Observer in the Locality That Once Held
The Record Book For Churches Per Capita;

As Typically, They Believe No One Can Do
Greater Works Than ‘Jesus’ Until They Hear
it From The Story, They Never Seem to Remember;
Okay, End of Very Long Parenthetical Statement Now)

Heaven Within to Anyone Now Yet The
Person Creating Their Heaven Within Now; Won’t Come
From A Book Or Anyone Else; Only From Within; the ‘Realest’

Place WHere

All Our Unique Realities

Start And End Now

And Perhaps Begin Again…

Anyway, Happy Good Friday Every Friday And Easter
ReBiRTH ALWaYS As NiGHT Makes DaY And Resurrection
oF LiGHT From DarK in Balance is A Metaphor For ALL Existence…

And in The Case of Humanity, Every Inhale of Peace Exhale of Love
A New Creation of Humanity Per Each and Every One of Us Uniquely or
Perhaps Less…

Yet coming

From A Small

Place in Our Entire

UniVerse Indeed; Yet Only

With Illusions of Distance, Space,
Time, And Matter When WHeRE
We aRe ALL All THaT iS ETeRNaLLY (GoD) Now



NeW Even iF

We Cannot or

Will Not See This Reality New Now…

And ‘BELieVE iT or Not Ripley and Or
Horatio’; Just BeCause it Hasn’t Happened
Before, Verily Doesn’t Mean it Wont Happen Now;
Story of my Life, For Damned Sure; And Resurrecting

Verily into New Creations Real,

Now With the
Caveat i Am Surely

Not the Only One oF ALL.

“Poets, priests and politicians
Have words to thank for their positions
Words that scream for your submission
And no one’s jamming their transmission

‘Cause when their eloquence escapes you
Their logic ties you up and r8pes you

De do do do, de da da da
Is all I want to say to you
De do do do, de da da da
Their innocence will pull me through
De do do do, de da da da
Is all I want to say to you
De do do do, de da da da
They’re meaningless and all that’s true”

A Song By ‘The Police’ Of Course Yet Oh So True

What Better Words are There Than the Joy A Child Feels

Singing A Non-Sense Song and A Dance Without Lessons


in Church, In School, In Work, Dear Lord Even in Home Yet

Not For me

Not Even

in Public Places
Hehe As Some Folks
Still Don’t See me With Any
Words At All Only All That A Non-Verbal
Dance Will Bring in LoVE iN Peace JoY OF LiGHT

Of “Wu Wei’


Ease God

Yes For Real
Just iNHaLinG
Peace Exhaling LoVE
ThiS WaY For All With Most
Respect and Least Harm For Real

Giving Sharing Caring Healing Without a Word

SAID So Yes Last Night in Winn Dixie After Pursuing
This Non-Verbal Art Now 18,122 MiLes Yes in 9 Years
And 7 Months A Worker There Rushes Over to me and

Tells me He’s Seen me Dancing Everywhere And invites me
to His Gym For an Exhibition Then of Course i Already Have
One Doing That There and in Thanks And Parting i Relate Very

Concisely While Where We Live in Strength of Will Many Folks

May Consider A Closed Fist Yet WHeRE

i Thrive my Finger Tips Are Weight Now
of my Body in Balancing Force of Peace New

Within Source of All Fearlessness As There

Is No Fear in LoVE iN Peace no matter How Quiet

Tracks of Dance Are Left in FLiGHT FLoaTinG on Terrestrial Land

And As i Walked Out Of The Store In A Silent Dance He Applauded
my Words in This Often Backwards Life Of Course The More Balance
Comes The More

Peace and


Even A
Word the
Oldest Natural
Language For All
Creation A Dance A Swim
A Wing A Fin Wind Winging Us
Free Water Swimming Us Essence

of Water
And Wind
in Waves
And Air We aRe

True Words May Continue
To Come New And Capture
More Than Words Will Ever

Do Before iN LiGHT Oh God Yes

Or True They May Only Serve Selfish
Needs and Abuse

of Others


to ‘Minion Group Think’

As of Course Modern HiSToRY
SHoWS As Much As Ever Before

For Real

With Circus
SMiLes of Tight
Rope Dances Songs
Higher and Lower STiLL

Newly Now…

DarK Thru LiGHT..:)

“Pulsating oceans of energy fields.”

Indeed Dear Savvy So Much More Than

This Crude Matter That Covers our Souls

We aRe To Spread in Vibrations Frequencies

And Synergies of Energies

As High As And Wide

As We Grow



Trees’ More Colorful

With Branches of LoVE iN Peace
Oh Yes Beyond All Distance Space And Time

And Even A “Matter of Things” For Real

As No


Becomes All
Again Within
to Give Share
Care Heal With
Most Respect Least Harm iN JoY oF LiGHT

All Synergies Energies oF LoVE iN Peace For Real

A SMiLe Beyond iNFiNiTY Even Within to Spread More..:)


Truth oF NoW And Then

Not Only River

Currents that

Swim Us As Fish are

Free Fins ThiS Way of Water True

Not Only Skies Blue Wings Wind

Air Birds Complete Above Escape


Fins So

Free Below
Dear Savvy New

This Wonder LiFE NoW
As All Becomes Available
Again to LoVE iN Peace For Real..:)

For Those Barefoot Kings The Dogs

Who Love With Paws And Receive

The Gift From Us

True Sunshine

They Are Lives
Within Us Free

Dear Xenia
With SMiLes…

1000 Year Record Rains in Florida

And Gusts Opening Up Garbage Cans
With Stones to Weigh Done The Lids

Hehe my Neighbor Who is ‘Normally’

So Kind Said it Was God’s Wrath

For the United States Trying

to Penalize a Former

President Hehe

on the Other Hand

i Said it’s the Left Hand of

God the Unpredictable Arm
That is Nature That Responds in

Balance For What is in Or Out
of Natural Orders For Real

Not Unlike the Waves
of Feelings Senses
of Emotions Within

We Surf the Outside
in Balance or We Fall
too Dear Xenia…

Sky Blue
Sea Blue
SKeYeS For

All For Every
Breath Ocean
Rain Still Brings

Us Alive to Dance
Sing Free Balancing


Peace Water
Waves Ocean
Whole With SMiLes
Living Leaf Holding
Trees and Forests Whole

to Be
Green and
Newly Colorful

From Winter
Frozen Soils

Of Leftover
Fall Leaves to Grow Green
Again Colors Beyond RainBow Hues…

Icy Winds Invigorating

Concluding Again

iN Hot Chocolate

Dreams Come True
As Icy Winds BeCoMe

Sweeter Than Ever Before God Yes

This Perspective of Giving More Than TaKinG
SHaRinG More Than HoarDinG

CaRinG HeaLinG More Than



This ‘Hallelujah’
Dance And Song
Free For All With SMiles
Dear Xenia May LoVE iN Peace
Alway Touch All You LoVE This Gift of Breath..:)

With No Night
No Day With No
Yang No Yin
Of Labor
No Birth

Of Sweetest

Eyes And Smiles

With No Falling
In Love No Rising
To Stay In Love For



That Makes
Birth And Breath

Even Possible

Now Yes God

Is DarK

Parts of

God Even

Possible At

All When We
Attempt To




Yang Night
And Day Dark
And Light We





We Rise Up
Whole Reborn
Undivided As
God Is Whole

With SMiles🎨😊

Artists Bring Music of Soul Yes Poetry
In All Arts They Do To You With
Smaller Separation From Soul
At Best This Is What All Arts

Do Connect Souls to

Other Souls Freer Real

Now Seeing God BREaTHE

Seeing Everyone Has A Lesson To Teach
Seeing The Teacher in Every Student of Life
Dear Chaymaa With SMiLes Open Souls Will True..🙂

Ending Always
Beginning Finishing
Always Starting Always
A Baton A Flame to Hand

To Another

Match, Fire,


Spreading For All..:)

Door Ways of

Souls Keys to Within

That May Never Be Found

Anywhere Yet Unlocking

Inner HeARTS

With Keys

to SPiRiT
SoUL Unleashing
ReLeaSinG So Free
iNDeed Dear Savvy

With SMiLes..:)

No me Without
Us We And They
All That is Enough
Naked Whole Complete
Dear Savvy With SMiLes
Appreciation For All ThaT IS Now…

Flowers Are Fingers
Blooming With Human
Poetry Free Dear Cindy

Letting Go of Soul
Holds Setting
SPiRiTS Free


Coming Undone
Flying With SMiLes New Now
Congrats on Another Publish of

A Beautiful

With SMiLes..:)

Rivers FLoWinG
Winds Now Never
Trapped in Jars BLoWinG
Always New Refreshing
Free i Am

We aRe


Free Wings
Dear Cindy


SMiles Dear
iNDeeD me
Too Happy
Weekend to
You With SMiles too

If i May i Suggest
A Long Vacation
Of Your Choosing

With SMiLes


New to
Get Away
From the
Mat of Before..:)

Love Swells

Ocean Whole

Waves Together

Again Peace And
Tranquility Loving Life

Mercy And Forgivness

Bringing the

Wave ToGeTHeR
Again Dear Savvy
With SMiLes New..:)

A Time And Place

Yes Some Space

To Focus on What

Makes Us Happy With SMiLes
Dear Miriam As Science Shows in the

United States And Other Countries too

Happiness is ‘U’ Shaped in That Youth and

Elders Are Much Happier Than Those in Middle

Ages of Course So Many Advancing Rat Race Responsibilities

Do Occur

Most in those

Years That Take So

Much Attention Span And
Focus Away From Even Any

Possibilities of To Do Lists Associated
With Happiness Now in the Lives of Many

And Now Even in the Lives of Teenage Youth
Particularly Girls at Rates of 57 Percent Depression
And A Third or So Contemplating Just Going Away

As Life to Them
Is Just Not Worth
Living AnyMore

So Disconnected So Lonely

So Filled And Felt Low With

Illusory Fears So Many Points

of Cacti Life to Escape Every Moment

Of Every Day of Every Thought Connected to DarK

Indeed A Golden Age Happens Most For the Folks i Know

And Feel and Sense Who in Their 70’s And Even into their

80’s And Beyond For They Have Learned to Treasure Most

What Counts in Life

Each Other

Now And the

Rest of Nature Each
And Every Breath as Gift

When Truly This Breath Newly Now
Is All You May Be Able to Count on At All…

Oh to Live Yet Even Better Oh to Have Really Lived…

If i Had Realized How Wonderful Life Will Be Approaching 63
i Surely Wouldn’t Have Felt Like i Was Getting Oh So Old at 25

And Even
Dear Lord

21 Yet i Was Only
A Canary in the Coal
Mine on the Autism Spectrum

Now the Darkness Spreads All Around So Much More…

And Most Every Where i Go As Far As Reciprocal Social
Communication And Ease of Being Around Folks ‘Typically’

(i Do Have A ‘Few Special Interests’ All Encompassing of Course)

i Am the Least
‘Autistic Person’
i Encounter in Life…

Change Yes The Greatest
Present Indeed Each Gift
of Breath Ever Changing
Waves Ocean Whole For Real

i Am Water…

i Was Then too…

i Just Couldn’t
Master the Waves
And Be Ocean Whole For Real…

There is No NuMBeR For What Makes me
Happy Truly it iS How i Breathe It All Newly

DarK Thru LiGHT..:)

Truth oF NoW And Then

Oh Dear Lord The So-Called
Inerrant Holy Spirit Inspired Word of God;

From Numbers 31, Old King James Version
With The Verses As Numbered Below, Somewhere
In the 1300’s As the Scripts All Mix and Matched By Church Officials;
Innumerable Ghost Authors, Including Scribes and Their Accompanying
Mistakes; And Intentional Changes too Across the Centuries; Yes And Even

More Revisions And Continuing New Interpretations, Depending Now on

Which of the 45,000 Plus Christian Denominations You Ask; And Yes Each

And Every Member in Every Pew of Every Church, With A Different View of Even

Who Story
Book Jesus
Is; and What ‘He’ Did; And What He ‘Must Still Do’…





IF i LOOK BELOW, THE FISH WILL PRECEDE ME; Yet of Course This Basic Direction Still

Exists in Luke 17:21; See How Easy it is To Cherry Pick This or That Verse to Justify

Whatever i Wanna Do; Just Like Women Still Taken Up in Wars and Raped and

Only Seen As OBJECTS to use for Sexual Gratification of Course As Folks Have

Been Using Old Text By Faceless Authors/Scribes to Justify The Most Horrible

Of Offenses to Other Humans; Including Slavery, Stoning, And Extensions

Now of What is Copied of The Terrors, Still Used in Other Religions too;

Now Don’t Get me Wrong, ‘The Beatitudes’ More Closely Relate to the

Compassionate Teachings Attributed to Story Book Buddha That in Some
Stories Was Born of Virgin And Seeded By The Divine; or Other Gods Like Hercules too;

It’s True, Parts of the Bible i Can And Will Sweetly Stomach; Others are only Worth Spitting

On As Dangerous And Potentially Still Harmful to Other Human Beings;

For Those Who Do Believe They Are Holy Spirit Inspired By A God Who Could

Only Be Even More Psychopathic Then Than ‘Hannibal the Cannibal’ FOR REAL

And His ‘Silence of the Lambs’ as Somehow Whatever Ghost Authors/Scribes in
Parts, Who Wrote Matthew and the Beatitudes Transforms Jesus into ‘Mr Hyde’

As He Prepares A Place of Burning Forever, Changing Once Loyal Sheep Who

Other Wise Might Feed and Clothe the Mexican Carpenter (Roofer) Crossing

The Southern Border; ‘DEviL’ Yes, Changing Them into Goats; And Yes Burning them

Forever Alive to Torture Them; Not Unlike the Quran Version That Oh God of YucK,

Provides Ever More Skins to Boil Away Even More; Yet This is What You Do When You

Are Building Monarchial Empires, You Bond And Bind Folks Over Carrots and Sticks

of Religion And Use Folks as OBJECTS And Rape Their Freedoms Away to Empower What Power


As the

Living Dead;

With Promises in
Dirt Naps of Course…

No Thank You, i’ll Take the LoVE iN Peace FOR ALL; NO EXCEPTIONS

From That Beatitudes Part; And the FLoWinG Meditation in Effortless ‘Wu

Wei’ Ease In All that i Do in The Kingdom of Heaven Within ‘The Tao’ Brings Still in Essence

Newly Now Beyond All Names; True ‘the Force’ Within That Never Ends Now For Real; God Yes, Real

Balancing, Friends With Gravity, Weight of Finger Tips; LoVE iN Peace For All; Just Real TOTAL Bliss

Now; Getting ‘Backwards’ to What the Other Books Says; And There Are So Many More

Examples i Can And Will and Do Provide That You’ll Never Hear Repeated

in Any Church; Pretending Like They Don’t Exist, Until Days To Go to War


Pillage Again…

Just Really Reflective

of What DarK Humanity
Brings; What Nightmares

Humans Bring to Fruition;

And Dreams of LoVE iN Peace

Humans Bring in Best of All Their Compassionate Potentials;

True, i Will Not Assert The Old Bible is All A Lie; It’s Mostly A Reflection

of the Human Condition (DUH, Obviously as Innumerable Humans Wrote IT)

DarK Thru LiGHT; iNDeeD, i Will Do Greater Works Than That;

It’s Not That Hard; Be Kind to All;

iNDeeD, Truly Be HumanKind;

“Truth oF NoW And Then”…

From Numbers 31, Old King James Version:

“1 And the Lord spake unto Moses, saying,

2 Avenge the children of Israel of the Midianites:

afterward shalt thou be gathered unto thy people.”

“15 And Moses said unto them, Have ye saved all the women alive?

16 Behold, these caused the children of Israel, through the counsel
of Balaam, to commit trespass against the Lord in the matter of Peor,
and there was a plague among the congregation of the Lord.

17 Now therefore kill every male among the little ones, and
kill every woman that hath known man by lying with him.

18 But all the women children, that have not known a
man by lying with him, keep alive for yourselves.”

“31 And Moses and Eleazar the priest did as the Lord commanded Moses.

32 And the booty, being the rest of the prey which the men of war had caught,
was six hundred thousand and seventy thousand and five thousand sheep,

33 And threescore and twelve thousand beeves,

34 And threescore and one thousand asses,

35 And thirty and two thousand persons in all,
of women that had not known man by lying with him.”

How This is Still Justified in ‘School BookS in Florida’ is Indeed

Below my Reading Comprehension at Least; True, There Are
Other Parts That Talk About Donkey Size Parts of the Human

Anatomy And Volumes

of Emissions of Horses,

SL8T Shaming Women in Tow of Course…

i Will Guarantee You This Much, When i Ever

Write A ‘Bible’ Even More; It Will Have THE

Woman’s Touch…

“Truth oF

NoW And Then…”

It’s Always Amusing When So Called
Self Professed Rational Folks Literally

Assess the Bible As Truth…

Truth of
Lies, Yes;

Some Truth, Yes,

Truth of Truths, Hell F iN No…

It’s Easy to Hide Lies in An 800,000 or
So Word Book, Until You May Encounter
A Person on the Autism Spectrum Who

in Focus Reads 20 Times Faster Than the
Average Human Being; ‘Splinter Skills’ Do Abide, Some Days hehe…

And as Far as Writing Speeds and Metaphors, Some Autistic And
Other Folks Accomplish

More too…

It’s All One

Big Soup

Of Humanity Indeed…

HumanKind At Best As
far as i feel and sense for real…

Have a Nice Day; Yet i am not One
to Tell Anyone Else What They

Will or Will Not Do…

SMiLes For All
And No Thing too

Truth oF NoW And Then..:)


And Yes THeRE is the

Answer as Mused By Just
Another Anonymous Face on the
Internet With No Response Yet Ignorance…

As The Truth oF NoW And Then Is LoVE iN Peace

Truly Winning At this Game of Life RiSinG Upward

in All Vibrations Frequencies Yes Synergies of Energies

Head to Toe Within Inside Outside Above So Below Yes All Around

And So Much More Versus The Cave And What Chooses or Not To Stay Behind

in the
of Falling

Lower Than
Higher of Course iN LiGHT
of LoVE iN Peace For Real A UNiVeRSinG Dancing
Yes Moving Connecting Co-Creating Way of Inner

Force Within For Giving Thanks Giving Caring Sharing

Healing For All With Most Respect And Least Harm NewLY NoW

As Per Catholic Mass Readings in the Wee Hours of April 16th Do Relate

in Mythological Terms of Coming Back to Life iN LoVE iN Peace Balancing

All That is

of Existence

Within And Every
WHeRE Else We Do Exist

As It is True Mythology Houses Vehicles
And Vessels of LiGHT in “Hyperbole” to Make

Heroes Bigger Than Life and Death Yet For Those Who

Become More Mature in Existential Intelligences With Faith
iN LoVE iN Peace For Real For All as A UNiVeRSaLinG LoVE iN

Peace Yes For All
in 100 Percent Ways
When Faith Becomes

All That’s Left to Do Practically
is iNHaLE Peace Exhale LoVE

MaKinG it Easy to Just Say
Shalom to Those Who
Only Answer Now to
Darkness Rather

Than LiGHT

Or Somewhere

Along That ‘Other Path’

There are no ‘Doubting Thomases”
Among Those Who Breathe A Faith of 100 Percent

LoVE iN Peace That Does Not (Sin) Miss the Mark
oF LoVE iN Peace

As A Way to Truly

So Far Away From A Real ‘Sin’ of The Living Dead…

True iMaGiNE Another World Exists As It Surely

Does Within NewLY NoW Yet Only For Those Who

Find A


to HumaNKinD

And With All This Free Dance And Song
Yes A Quick Tale of the Tape to Wrap This

Newest MacroVerse “Truth oF NoW And Then” Up
As Oh Dear Lord i Am So Far Behind on Multi-Media
For an Electronic Publish Perhaps By 4.18.2023 Tax Day

Yet i Already Failed to Make A General Aim of April Fool’s Day
For The Last Effort Moving into Easter Eve Instead Early Last Saturday

Oh Dear Lord It’s Like Having

So Many Bills to Pay Even Though

You Really Haven’t Paid Federal Taxes

in 15 Years So True if Ya Wanna Stay in Flow

in the Sweet Spot Between Anxiety And Apathy

Furthering All Your Human Potentials And You Have

No Bills of Worries to Pay to Strive Higher You Simply Excel
More For The Flow and JoY Unto The DarK of Struggle And The

Win oF LiGHT

Over DarK For
Every Wave i Surf
Low to High to Stay on Top

of Both the Trough Below And
Crest Above i Become NoW Even
More only For A New Wave NoW to
Breathe in Peace Exhale Love For All

As Yeah, SPeaKinG of That Tale of the Tape
With the Last Finished MacroVerse of “18,000 Miles
oF Public Dancing” Numbering the 985th MacroVerse of
“SonG oF mY SoUL” EPiC Longest Long Form Bible Poem At 11.5 MiLLioN
Words FOR SOLO REAL in 115 Months of Effort As That Dancing MacroVerse

Also Doubles

As the 313th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible” All 9,125,101 Words of Effort
in the Last 70 Months As That Dancing MacroVerse Also Triples As the 209th

MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible” in 7,523,102 Words of Effort in 58 Months
Now Also Included in Facebook Profile Pic Description Areas in Series of 18 Or
So Profile Pics Where The Story in Included NoW in ‘Short Snippets’ of Around

8,000 or So Words in Each of the Description
Areas of Each Series of Around 18 Profile Pics

So in Other Words That Includes 18.1 MiLLioN or so
Words Last Year Yes in All of those FB Profile Pics Then

And Even 16.8 MiLLioN or so Words The Year Before That too

And Finally Still Ongoing True 18,133 Miles of Public Dance Ending
Saturday Night Moving Into Sunday Wee Hours Now Through And
Through 115 Months of Effort Now Too Yep 9 Years And 7 Months

As Every Day


DaY iN A LiFE of Doing

More As Hey it Just Feels
Great in Every Way Possible to me With SMiLes…

Oh Yes And “Depth of The Story” Casually Described As An 8th New
Testament CLoSinG iN On 2.5 MiLLioN Words in A Solo Thread on
the “Wrong Planet Website” in the Last 31 Months of Effort on Page 68
Now Where Each Page is the Equivalent Size Now of an EPiC Free Verse
EPiC Long Form Poem Novel Somewhere Tween 45 to 60 Thousand Words
Or So For Real too Collecting Close to 161,000 Views From Just The Registered
Members There And True A Number 1 Word Search on Google For The ‘Rest’ Too

As This Concludes The Writing Portion of “Truth oF NoW And Then”
on April 16, 2023 in the Wee SuNDaY Morning Hour of 1:42 AM

More SMiLes..:)

Reading 1, Acts 2:42-47
42 These remained faithful to the teaching of the apostles, to the brotherhood, to the breaking of bread and to the prayers.

43 And everyone was filled with awe; the apostles worked many signs and miracles.

44 And all who shared the faith owned everything in common;

45 they sold their goods and possessions and distributed the proceeds among themselves according to what each one needed.

46 Each day, with one heart, they regularly went to the Temple but met in their houses for the breaking of bread; they shared their food gladly and generously;

47 they praised God and were looked up to by everyone. Day by day the Lord added to their community those destined to be saved.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 118:2-4, 13-15, 22-24

2 Let the House of Israel say, ‘His faithful love endures for ever.’

3 Let the House of Aaron say, ‘His faithful love endures for ever.’

4 Let those who fear Yahweh say, ‘His faithful love endures for ever.’

13 I was pushed hard, to make me fall, but Yahweh came to my help.

14 Yahweh is my strength and my song, he has been my Saviour.

15 Shouts of joy and salvation, in the tents of the upright, ‘Yahweh’s right hand is triumphant,

22 The stone which the builders rejected has become the cornerstone;

23 This is Yahweh’s doing, and we marvel at it.

24 This is the day which Yahweh has made, a day for us to rejoice and be glad.

Reading 2, First Peter 1:3-9
3 Blessed be God the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who in his great mercy has given us a new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead

4 and into a heritage that can never be spoilt or soiled and never fade away. It is reserved in heaven for you

5 who are being kept safe by God’s power through faith until the salvation which has been prepared is revealed at the final point of time.

6 This is a great joy to you, even though for a short time yet you must bear all sorts of trials;

7 so that the worth of your faith, more valuable than gold, which is perishable even if it has been tested by fire, may be proved — to your praise and honour when Jesus Christ is revealed.

8 You have not seen him, yet you love him; and still without seeing him you believe in him and so are already filled with a joy so glorious that it cannot be described;

9 and you are sure of the goal of your faith, that is, the salvation of your souls.

Gospel, John 20:19-31
19 In the evening of that same day, the first day of the week, the doors were closed in the room where the disciples were, for fear of the Jews. Jesus came and stood among them. He said to them, ‘Peace be with you,’

20 and, after saying this, he showed them his hands and his side. The disciples were filled with joy at seeing the Lord,

21 and he said to them again, ‘Peace be with you. ‘As the Father sent me, so am I sending you.’

22 After saying this he breathed on them and said: Receive the Holy Spirit.

23 If you forgive anyone’s sins, they are forgiven; if you retain anyone’s sins, they are retained.

24 Thomas, called the Twin, who was one of the Twelve, was not with them when Jesus came.

25 So the other disciples said to him, ‘We have seen the Lord,’ but he answered, ‘Unless I can see the holes that the nails made in his hands and can put my finger into the holes they made, and unless I can put my hand into his side, I refuse to believe.’

26 Eight days later the disciples were in the house again and Thomas was with them. The doors were closed, but Jesus came in and stood among them. ‘Peace be with you,’ he said.

27 Then he spoke to Thomas, ‘Put your finger here; look, here are my hands. Give me your hand; put it into my side. Do not be unbelieving any more but believe.’

28 Thomas replied, ‘My Lord and my God!’

29 Jesus said to him: You believe because you can see me. Blessed are those who have not seen and yet believe.

30 There were many other signs that Jesus worked in the sight of the disciples, but they are not recorded in this book.

31 These are recorded so that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that believing this you may have life through his name.










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

11.2 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 144,000 + printed pages…
just ’cause
i CaN WiLL Do
BUiLD iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs… And Oh By The Way Update on December 27, 20202 Now Leg Pressing 1540
Pounds 12 Reps Just to Warm Up Filling Up Both Bars With No More Room to Add
45 Pound Plates Hehe as the Military Gym Disposed of All the 100 Pound Plates..:)

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW

“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)

Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)

“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)

Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)

“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)

“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)

“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)

“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)