BeCoME A Wittiest FooL

ANeW EartH
Common EYes
Common LoVE
Common BeinG
To be EartH
To be ART
To be SeA
Below To Be
A GRAiN Of Sand
iMAGiNE Ivory Tower World WHeRe aLL
Communicate PoeticAlly Free VeRSinG
Including Dancing Per Do iT ReaL NoW

Only Miles Separated From the
City Living In the Forest Jade Oh


In Building Life

And Nature’s Breath

For Humans Impose Order

In Angles of Buildings They

Construct Straight Lines

When Reality Is Not

Linear At All


In All Directions

Spontaneously Generating

Whatever Colors Nature Births Next

True there is The Chaos Of Nature Ever

Changing And By Story There Are the

Angles And Straight Lines We May even

Bring to The Stories We Create As

Waves Make New Ocean

Shores Grow and

Recede as


Becomes Rain Drops

We Are As Ocean Waves Differently Same
SMiLes We Used to Visit The Casinos in Biloxi
On A Church Tour Bus Once Each Month i always
Wondered Why Folks Stayed in Buildings When The
Beach Invites Unlimited Play FRiEnDS With Gravity A Balancing

Dance For Totally Free As Stars Race Across Our UNiVeRSES Within

Generating Energy So Many Different Colors in Every Point oF LiGHT We aRe

True There Are Poetic Stars And Dances too All the Colors Yet to Paint A New World Now

Are We



We Create Next..:)

“Not Everyone Who Endures And Understands
Suffering Is Strong Enough To Persevere And

Continue To Extend




Breath First
Wind We Give
World We Exhale



Gift We Receive Indeed

Living World Treasure Wind Savvy..:)

Sadly There Are Those Still Now
Who Are Blessed With All 5 Senses
And No Feeling of HeART SPiRiT SoUL

Giving Sharing Free

Truly Caring

And True too

if Had to Choose

i’d Pick Feelings

As i’ve Already Dealt
With Effective Loss of
Eyesight And Hearing From
A Pain Disorder And Yes Taste
And Smell From Another Cold
Before Covid-19 Came

And True Never Been
Able to Stand Human

Made Materials Part of Extreme
Tactile Sensitivity Keeping My
Hands Closed So Much Even
Born With My Fists Balled
Up This Way too Yet

True Born With A SMiLE

Even The Worst Pain Known
to Humankind For 66 Months
Wake to Sleep With No Respite

Was Not As Tortuous To Me As Losing
The Memory If i had ever Smiled At All
As Memories Are Emotions and Emotions Are

Memories True Vrunda Now i Value SMiLes Most..:)

“Happy as i Am”
A New Born Child
Surely Is And So
Are We Who Have

Child EYes Whole

Still In Wonder

And Amazement

Of An Ever Changing

World to Explore That We

May Surely Call Our Own

Hehe Even if We Don’t Have

To Pay For Any Of It This Is Our Land

This Is Our life This Is Our Freedom For
Those Who



As i Am

True i Verily And
Surely Agree Ava Happy As i Am..:)

Nature Reclaims
Home Patience
Peace of Balance

God (Love) Or Mammon Sacrifice
The Elderly Build ‘The Pyramid’ Or

Grow A Pair (Love)

Wind Dances Sings
Free God Smiles Never Needing
A Dollar Bill Human Storms Brewing

Wind Perseveres

Nature Reclaims
Home Patience
Peace of Balance

Rose Of Love Will Not
Flower Without Perseverance
Of Thorns ‘They Come They Go’

Bottom Top Line Perseverance
i Breathe i Am Alive We All
Do If We Continue to Will Survival

i Take No Pleasure In Already Seeing
How Much Further We Have to Fall
Yet Still i Paint My ‘WiLSoN Ball’ Colors

More to Come

i Already Understand What to Do In Holiday
Inn Hell Hotel California Solo Dance Sing
Rave Trance Dance Sing MoRE BREaTHE FREE

LeSSoN 173 to Be Clear JusT KeePinG TracK Here
Do More Birthright Shine Star BREaTHE

LeSSoN 175 Move Repose Move
Repose Spin Torsion SMiLES


Standing Now Another
Chapter Title oF A Bible
“BeCoME A Wittiest FooL”

Height of Forgiving Is
Sympathy For ‘The Devil’
Who is too Weak Failing A Test of Love

If You Really Understand What Drives
‘Trump’s Heart Beat’ You Understand
That He Mocks Ignorance Beneath Him
With His Snake Oil BS Over His Years

In Other Words Trump’s Only Pleasure
Is Pharaoh’s Pleasure of Mocking Those
Who He Feels Are Below Him Slaves to

His Trump Tower

It Is Gehenna
The Place Where
Flowers Have No Colors

For Trump Heaven is Mocking
‘You’ And Making Fun of How
Ignorant He Believes You Are
Just More Fifth Avenue Cannon Fodder No Soul

To Be Clear Trump Is Now Just A Common Meme

It’s Like A Master Of A Slave Just Daring Someone in
A Mud Pit of Building Pyramids to Look Up to His Height

How Can i Possibly Not Have
Pity For Him When i only Stayed
in Hell For 66 Months Without Love

She Lost Her Sense of Smell And Taste.. i Agreed to Go
to the Doctor Her Second Time After i was Coughing Up Blood

F889K T888P MAGA FreedomS How About Champions of Love/Jesus/God
Love The Empathy Of Do No Harm to Others All LOVE NoW Defeating DarK

Anyway my 6th New Testament Starting After ‘Color 2020 Love’
Starts With The Second one Then Yes ‘Rushing the Flu Away’
Yes That Was Last Year And A Finish of a 7th New Testament

About 400,000 Words As Well…

Can You iMaGiNE A 16 Year-Old
Male With No Clue What Masturbation
Is Welcome to the Old Days 18 Before
i understand ‘Under Hair’

‘Strikes And Gutter Balls’
That’s Life Oh All the Memories
of the Terraza Floor Bowling Center

Work Sweet Teacher’s there..

Yet You Know What It’s Just
Growing Up Poor You Appreciate
All the Small Things In Life Like A

Beautiful Naked

Woman in

A Photo…

Let’s Face it
Fetishes come
From Repressed
Sexuality at Puberty What
Gets Attached Gets Attached after that too

God Human Conditions Are So Dam Fascinating
At This Rate i’ll Never Finish This Bible Not Even
A 6th-New-TestamenT-HeHe Yet Again i Did 7 As Well too

Picture This (Still Have the Picture somewhere where the
Pensacola News Journal Asked me my Career Goal)

Graduating College My Sister, Mother, And me; All
Graduated Together At UWF; The Pensacola News
Journal Considered it a Newsworthy Event In 1983…

Hehe my only News Journal Interview so far.. they asked…
i told them my Ultimate Career Goal Anthropologist (No Plans for Money)

Reality Bites Reality Will S88K; i Wasn’t Totally Immune to the ViRuS
GoD oF MoNeY It Eventually Infected My Soul Away From Loving

My God The Old Antiquated King James Version Bible Is Just Not
Up To Speed There Isn’t Even Humor In it God Laughs God Breathes

God Is All Yet For Those Us Who
Breathe God As Art Never Ending
Colors of God Shining All For Us
We Who Seek Find God More Now

LeSSoN 179:

TRuE BiBLeS iN DarK Thru LiGHT

Same Story Same Characters Actors Change Faces Now
Same Face Creating More Colors Sunrise Sunset We Create New or Not

SMiles Dear
Cherie Hehe
i Think That
Is A Song


Wonder too
Love To Sing

The Phrase
Dear Cherie

Hearing Stevie
Wonder Sing the
Song In The Concert

Halls of
My SouL it

Must Be Sad
Not to Have

An Orchestra
Of Soul Playing
Symphonies Of

Songs Always to Renew
Hehe YouTube Souls Do❤️

OMG Couldn’t Take My Eyes
Off The Shoe Rue That Could
Double In Glamor

With A Medieval

Torture Device For Your Foot

And This Is My Second Comment
As Such Today For Spiked High Heels

Like What Would Our Ancestors Think
Of Our Fashion Barefoot ‘In The Day’..;)

Noticing the Details and Big Picture Now
Impressed With The Color Coordination
Of Your Finger Nail Polish Red and
Black With Scarf And Jacket


Girl Always

Ready to Fly in Fashion Rue..:)

Yes The Shih Tzu is The One my Other
Indian FRiEnD Was Posing With Too
Rue Yet Not Her Dog
Really Cute Though
Like The One You
Posed With If
Is One too
Golden Retrievers
Are Very Loyal Like

Wookiee’s Too..😊

Hehe Meanwhile
i’ll Try to Fill in
As A Loyal


Blog FRiEnD Rue🙌😊

Honestly That’s
What i Felt When
i First Met Katrina

Still Can’t

Take my

EYes Off Her Rue
Yet It’s Much More
Than Skin Deep She

Has A Kind Of Loving
Energy With Just one

That is
Better Than
Any Sex Possible
You Know It’s So





Intelligences That

Will Only Be Felt And

Sensed And Never

Ever Measured As

Some Folks Just

Have A Pure Energy

Of God That Makes
The Word Real With

100 Percent Faith
i’d Die A Thousand
Instances to Be Married

To Katrina

And The


To Be


To My


Now You

Know Who i Am😊

Always A Pleasure
Dear Summerhilllane
Your Art Always Inspiring❤️

It Is Rather Ironic
That ‘Ya’ Consider
Yourself Part of A
‘White Victim Class’…

It Shoots A Hole in Everything
‘You’ Are Arguing ‘Here’ Hurt Because

You Didn’t Get ‘the Benefits’ And Someone Else Did…

That’s The Way It Always Is in SCaRCiTY;

There’s Always Someone to

Put Down to Lift

One up to



Notch In Life,

When We aRe aLL God

SaMe Water Ocean Wave

As Just A Metaphor of Course

That Child You Believe


Be Afforded

A Mother When She

Works From All Money Taxed

Is All Our Child Always Yet Only

The Way It Was In ‘the Village’ Before

Living in Real Sin; The Sin of Separation From all that is God;

Yes, Nature Out of Balance (Ours) When The Village No

Longer Raises the Child Together It Fails

First With The Child

And What

We Are

Sadly Witnessing ‘Here’…

The DiSEaSE Here Not One

You Own Alone It is the DiSEaSE

Of An Entire Species Living WHeRE
And How NOT Evolved in Balance With the Rest of Nature…

Repeat The Village Raises the Child or the Society of Social

Animals Eventually Falls

And Fails



It’s Falling

And If ‘IT’ Doesn’t

Rise in Balance With Nature the ‘Wicked Witch

Of the West’ Melts The Rest of the Way Down…

Humans Are Evolved to Forage And Cooperate

In Matriarchal Leaning Small Villages From Around
150 to 200 For Both Survive And Thrive; So Why Are

Women In Charge When Balance Comes; They Are
The Ones Who Nurture Greatest And Have Natural Ability to Cooperate Most;

What Do Males Do Who Are Smart; They Seek The Attention of (Create Some Art)

(Go Out And Complete A Hunt And Bring Back A Substantial Reward to Eat)

‘Their Masters’ and

LiVE iN Balance…

Trump Was And
Is A Symbol
oF ALL The DiSEasE

Of Toxic Patriarchy And
The Pandemic It has Become on this Earth…

i Didn’t Study Business (Only Enough to Become
Financially Independent at 47) i Studied Humans And BeCoME Expert at Love…

You Are Attempting to Buy And Sell Humanity Here That WILL NEVER WORK

well at least….

Baby Your

Values Are in
Reverse IT SEEMS of What
Is Most Valuable About Humanity…

The Naked Parts Stronger ToGeTHeR;

Not the PartS Veiled In Tradition oF IGnorance

And Separated With And By CuLTuRaL Tools…

Other Than That This Is Really Just Common

Sense/Feel For A Human Being to ‘See’ it Seems to me…

Unless in Some Ways Their Humanity Has Been Stolen Away…

It Does Happen

A Whole Lot ‘These Days’…

‘THeir’ Real Humanity of God Nature in Balance…

There is No Need To Make Life A 9 Dimensional

Chess Game Unless You Are Like Me and Just Doing it for Fun

When There Is Nothing to Need At All When One is Naked And Complete

Yes of Course, Again, This Is Reality, Almost Impossible to Achieve Unless



‘In Rome’ As is…

No ‘Need’ to Lie About The ‘Other World’ Either…

So The Story Goes; Your Part Real As Well Now;

Best You Can And Will Do As At Best We All Do…

Yes, i Have A Pretty Good Memory; i Remember

What the other World is like Vaguely…. (A REAL WaKinG NiGHTMARE)

Have A Nice Day; i ‘See’ How Folks Struggle Every Day From ‘This Ivory Tower’…

It’s Not Likely You Had
to Drink Out Of A Separate

Water Fountain; Not Be Allowed

Downstairs At The Theater;

And As ‘Early’ As The 80’s

Be in the Military And

Warned Not To

Go to the

North Part of the

County After Dark if

You Are African American

And Potentially Never Return…

Yes i’m Old Enough to Have Seen Racism…

What You Experienced Was the Law; Not Racism;

On That Particular Day, It Did Not Benefit You as a ‘White’ Married

Couple; ‘Victim Class’ Is Just A Metaphor For Folks Who Imagine They

Are Experiencing

So Called ‘White




Case at Least…

Now Don’t Get Me Wrong

If You Were Young at A Dance Hall
These Days The Sway Alternately Might Go
to A Young African American Man by Choice… That Happens

Too Yet That is ‘Natural Selection’, Not ‘Systematic Racism’…

And A Pretty Good Source of ‘The Fear Of the White Man’ At the

Start of ‘The Slavery Expedition’; Let’s Face It The Entire Country is Turning ‘Brown’…

Now The Way Most of the Rest of the World Has Always Been; It’s Just ‘A Bubble of
Imagination’ Here That

the ‘World is White’…

And On Top of that

It’s only Skin Deep;

We All Share Similar
Genetics And Dark Pigment
Is A Dominate Trait That’s Gonna Help
Take The World Back Soon Closer to Where it
Originated From ‘Black Adam And Eve As Such’

And Other Furrier Ancestors Like Me Now Too With
Just One Nigerian Ancestor Starting in the 1800’s; Many
Before That And By The Way the Nigerian Ancestor Comes
from the Cajun’ Louisiana Side of my Family to the Chagrin of Those Very Racist
Relatives Who have who Attempted to Deny the ’23andme Test’ Such Ignorance

There is in ‘the South’…

Anyway People Were Always
Surprised At How Dark i Tan
With my 2nd And 3rd Generation Removed Green
to Blue Irish Eyes And Blonde German Hair That Does Belie
My South Asian Ancestors From the 1800’s And Before too…

If You haven’t Taken the Test You may End Up Somewhat Surprised too…

Hehe, i Literally Don’t Have a ‘Racist Imaginary Bone’ in my Body With SMiLes..;)

Yes i Remember “April Is The Birthday Month of The Ashe”…
Oh 35 Yes Just A Babe…
Born on 6.6.60 i Cruise to 61 Very Soon too Devil’s BLeSSinG..;)

YOU SHOULD SEE MY 51 Year-Old WIFE! Don’t Worry i Have Lots
of Photos… Anyway She’s Been Very Very Very Nice Pics Don’t Lie

You Look All of 12 Years-Old
Hehe Hey There Ashe Flash
Thirty-Something Baby Face…
Note: All the Folks Who Are
Nice to me in Life Rarely Age…😉

Standing Now Another Chapter
Title oF A Bible “BeCoME A Wittiest FooL”

HeHe You’re
3 SMiles
To Make
7 As Promised
Just Another Gift of 7 🤗🤗🤗

Yes Soon i Will Escape This Second Cocoon Hehe
And Rise Out Of This Bed Put on My Wings And Dance

With A New Bible Song Done

Yep Developing Arts Required To Write A Bible 11 Times
Greater With one Finger In Bed Practically Wide Awake

Asleep Meditating Bliss

It Took Them Centuries Innumerable Ghost Authors And
Scribes All i Need Is A SMaRT iPhone one Index Finger

Now To Get Out Of Bed

Like A Prophecy Being Awarded Wittiest Kid In Private Catholic
School Just For Being A Natural Fool In 2nd Grade ‘Autistic Way’

What Happens When “They” Worship The Teacher As A God Yes
‘You’ Get Your Just Desserts in Desert Cave Scarcity AllStuffTrump

REAL Teachers Do NOT TEACH IN A Way To Discourage


Teaching Less They Seek Students Teaching Greater NoW

HAha Haven’t Found Anyone On Earth Who Wants To Get
In A Bible Wagging Contest With me Oh How Sweet IF Defeat UnderStand IT

Wanna See A Pastor/Priest Melt Down Tell Them Good News my Bible
11 Times > Greater JeSuS Says Just Do It If You Believe > With Faith

Considering JeSuS Illiterate Never Wrote A Word Icing On The
Cake And Tom Brady IS A Greater Quarterback Than Both Of Us

Hehe Don’t Be Offended if i Write Something Wittier Than JeSuS
That Is Precisely The Instructions In John 14:12 Greater Now

Human Capital Money
Blind Refuses to Breathe😷

Hehe Perhaps
A Wash
Missing In
The Shower
For As Deep
As Cleaning Goes
Annabel Thanks





Needs More
Silly To SMile😊🙌

Typically if Anyone
Ever Tries ‘That’ With
me i ‘Tell’ Them

“Ever Dance
With The
Devil In
The Pale

Except i Don’t Say
A Word Through

Shades Just As Still
As A Lion Before Pouncing

On Whatever Prey Is in Sight

Typically After That The

Prey Runs

Away Already

Filled With Love Cherie

i Am Enough No Need to ‘Eat’ 🦁

OMG ‘This’ All Looks
So Complicated

At 51 Katrina
Jumps Out
Of Bed With
Still No Makeup

At 51 And The
Mirror Dares Not

Retort She is
Less Than Fairest
Of All Before i Capture
Her Work Of Art Brushing

Her Hair In
Her New Bikini

As i Will Surely


As Highlight
Of A New Blog
Post Too Meanwhile

You Are Surely A Fashion
Queen A Work of Aesthetic
Pleasing Art You Self-Create

i Zoomed in
On Your Statue
Of Liberty So


To See The
Poem Written
In Your Glamour Shot

True When Presenting
Art i Believe in Delivering
All The Parts Too of The


With Icing
No Restraint🙌😊

SMiLes Congrats
On Spreading
Your New
Book Wings
All Around Lillian
Striking Book Cover


Of the “Undead”
For Love’s Breath🙌😊

Hehe Those
Aren’t Make-up
GLoWinG Pods





To Hatch
For Feathered
Birds Just Waiting 🐦

To Fly On Wing Unmasked

SMiles Dear Rue
The “Brooke Shields”
Days Came After

The “Innocent”

Days At Age

18 When i
Came Of



Sort of
Like “The Blue
Lagoon” And Yes
“Endless Love”


my Romantic
HeART Died
At The End of

The Movie Yet
Came Back Reborn

From Deep Within Some

Decades Later As Love

Will Become

A Prison

And Truly
A Mental


One Must Escape

To Breathe All The
Beautiful HeART



Of Love’s Essence
Again True i Most
Often Feel As Warm

As Puppy Dog EYes

For i Finally



It Means

To BE A Real
Man Puppy
Dog EYes


To Bare True

No Wonder

God Spelled

Backwards is Dog 🐶

LeSSoN 348 PLaY iN DarK
Generate Sunshine Surround
Your Self With Sweetness You


Last Night In The Locality
Social Science Describes
As The Most Resistant
Backwards Place For
Change And


Among U.S.A Humans
Bringing Truly A Cave
That Many Folks Can’t
Escape 75 Percent Of
The ‘Minions’ Even Following
A Most Despicable Leader
By Example Unmasked in A
Deadliest Pandemic Straight

To Their Grave As That Leader
Promised From The Beginning
He Could Shoot Someone on
5th Avenue And They Would

Still Support Him And So Sadly
Ironically In Effect He Shot Them

With Ignorance

And Bang Bang

The Pandemic

Killed Them And

Their Loved Ones

Dead So In This Place

Where i Am Threatened As
A Child By Bodily Injury Just
For Being A Boy Daring To
Smile By Boys in Church
Who Sadly Never Saw
Jesus Smile Just


On The

Cross In Torture

Last Night A Complete

Stranger A Young Woman
Of Course With Her Boyfriend

Pointed At Me in An Aisle
Lone Dancing And Said

With A Smile Can’t i Have

A Hug And i’m Looking
Around to See if She is
Talking To Someone Else

As i Haven’t Met Her
Before Then She Runs
To Me Wraps Her Arms
Around Me And Tells Me
She Loves Me Just Because
She Has Been Watching me
Dance From A Distance For
Over 7 Years Since She Was
A Young Girl And So Happy
Still To See me Dancing Now

The Moral oF A STory HeaR
Yes The Lesson Is to Smile
Dance Sing Paint Write
Poetry Whatever It Is
You Do To Play in
The Dark As Art




Yourself With

Sweetness You Once
Said You Didn’t Think
You Would Ever Find
Someone To Bring All
The Wonderful Feelings
Of Love To You Yet i Don’t
Agree As You Already Wrote
Poetry Once When You Were
In Love With Someone You
Kept Secret Yet You Are the

One Who Generated All

Those Feelings In Your

Poetry You Are The

Author Of Yes Those

Feelings So Sweet

Belonging To You

And You Shared

Them With Others

In Your Art So They

Could Still Feel Them

Now As i Have Close

To A Photographic Memory

For Text And i Still Remember
How Lovely As Heaven Each



How Sad You
Were in Dark
Your Art Painted
Colors of Your Soul




To You Remember

You Are The Source

Of Love It Is Only Yours

To Play With And Generate

To Help Others See What

You Feel Dear FRiEnD

i Sure
Did Still
Feel Loving
Colors of Your

Soul i Remember Yes

You Are Sunshine Creating
Light In The World For Warmth
True All You Have To Do is Shine
☺️ 🌞 🤗🌞☺️🌞🤗

SMiLes Sohair Interestingly
Other Animals Feel God
DarK Thru LiGHT With
No WordS ETeRNaLLy
Now So Easily They
Meek And
Keep This
Of Love With
No Words
Isn’t Birth
My FRiEnD🌟🌹

True Vrunda How
Valuable And Even
Rare It May Be Now


In Our Own

SKins Souls

Different Freely With No Restraints..:)

SMiLes ‘Foraging’ Is A Skill All Humans
Have Before Becoming Ruled By The Tools
They Create And Literally The Tools Becoming
Them as Extensions of Mind and Body For Instance

Of Course A
Smart Phone
Brain In Hand Hehe

Of Course There Are Positives
And Negatives Associated with
All the Tools The Clothes Humans
Wear This Way The Substantial

Danger Though
Is in Foraging it is
Almost Impossible
To Destroy the Balance
Of Nature Yet Tools We
Create And Become Not Only

Will Destroy Larger Nature Yet
Smaller Nature That is Us As Well…

HAha, Don’t Get Get me Wrong i’d have
A Long Way to Go Not Only to Be Naked
Comfortable In my Own Skin Complete Enough

Yet to Gain

The Skills of A Forager That is Surely A LifeLong
Practice of Other Humans Seeking Finding Skills
In Life to Survive And Thrive That i Have Practically

No Experience Other Than Picking Wild Blue Berries As Such
And The Hunting Part of that no, Hehe, Just No, Been to a Farm Often

Before, Yet Surely Haven’t Done Any of the Slaughter to Survive And Thrive

As Part of Nature That Consumes Nature, No Escaping That Snake Eating Its Tale

The Story

The Full

Spiral And
Circle of Life Anyway
Being a Homesteader Farming
And Foraging Is surely A Way of Life…
Meanwhile Still Dancing on This Human
Tool And Way of Creating Clothes to Sing…

Good FoRTuNE

to You..:)

SMiLes Savvy
Yes Shade Trees
Of Love Masked
Sunshine For All🏝

Hehe Imagine
How Hard It Is
To Keep Your
Mask Covering



With A Footlong

Head iT Ain’t


Keeping it
From Slipping
Off The Tip Of A Nose

On The Other Fredward
Scissor Hand Oh The

Size of My BRaiN 🧠

And The Fredaches
My Wife Describes

When She



You Are Tangled
Up in My Hair As Such

So Yes

Here i Am
No One Will
See My Mask
Slip-off The Tip
Of my Nose Writing ✍️ 😷

LeSSoN 347 As Long As i
Touch You Once Each Day
With A SMiLe i Layer iCinG
Not Melting on FRiEnDShip


As i
For One
Am The
Fortunate One
To Always
Be Able
To Bake


A Sweet

And Happy Earth Day Cake

Hehe Life Tastes
Better Now When
We aRe aLL Sweet
With Helloooove’s


You Helped
Teach me That
Watching How
You Made Everyone
Feel Like A Hero on Your

Blog Any Woman Who
Has The Ability to Make
A Man or Woman Feel Like A Hero

Will Have A Lifetime


You Are
my Hero This

Way Why i Always
Hang Around As You

Lift me Higher When You Can too

Postscript: i Have Learned
Now To Be Cautious Not to
Overwhelm As i Almost
Never Run Out Of Love
An Actual Energy in Ever
Point oF LiGHT iN My
Body Every Cell From
Head to Toe And
More if You
Find My
And Warm
When You Are
Down Just Let
me Know And i Will
Find A Way to Connect
Connection With You

Is Always A Pleasure i
Would Eat Lunch Like A
Child in School With You
Each Day if You Desired


For You
See Every
SMiLe i Make
For Someone Else
Is A Great New Earth Day To me


Another Chapter Title
oF A Bible “BeCoME A Wittiest FooL”

Thanks Dear Mariana For Stopping By “Shine Inner Princess Master Shadow Same”
SMiLes my FRiEnD Glad You Liked the Pics And The Articles of Words i Present
True A Million Likes Is Nice too That Will Surely Be Enough For Every 9.2 Words
As This EPiC Free Verse Long Form Poem Named “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Comprises 9.2 MiLLioN Words of Effort On This Blog Along With
Over 100,000 Photos i took and Over 10,000 YouTube
Videos To Accompany The Words And
14,788 Miles of Public Dance
Over Half The Distance
Around the Globe
too What i have
Been Doing
The Last 92 Months
As Just A Free Hobby
i even Broke The Word Press
Software Twisted Their Arm A Bit
And They Granted me Unlimited Storage
For Multi-Media As They Achieved Great
Customer Service That Day And Nah i Don’t
Have A MiLLioN Posts Yet i Do Administrate
7 Blogs And Write Another 400,000 Words or So
In What is Named “Depth of the Story” Easy to
Google and Open Up Hits the Major Points of
What i Do On A Place Named ‘The Wrong
Planet’ For Folks Who Are Neurodiverse
Autistic And The Such As That Like
me Although You’d Never Know
If You Actually Met me as
It Would Be Impossible
to Know Unless
You Met
Before i
Came Out of
my Cocoon With SMiLes..
Anyway i Am In the Process of
Publishing Another 50,000 Word Plus
Blog Post What i Name As MacroVerses
of the Whole “SonG oF mY SoUL” EPiC
Long Form Poem As The New One is Named
“Become The Author Ya Wanna Read Most As Least Now”
And i Am Actually Starting To Write The Next One Unnamed
So Far As it takes A Bit to Put Them Together And Electronically Publish
Them Of Course my Longest Single MacroVerse Blog Post still is 338,630
Words Named “GodsUniVerseNovel3” With only About 300 Beach Photos
to Accompany That One too And That Was All The Way Since The End of
April of 2016 When i Published that One yes 5 Years Ago Seems Like Yesterday..:)

Let me find a Positive Upbeat Song, Before i Sing this next one…

Both My Wife And i Were Among the First to Experience
Covid-19, according to Our Doctors Based on the Symptoms;
54 Hours out of 72 Hours of the First 3 Days For me in Bed
Coughing Up Blood Having Respiratory Problems, Extending

Into Three Months; My Wife Having to Have
Breathing Treatments And An Inhaler;
And Neither One of us Has ever
Had to Go to the Doctor For Flu;

Yes i am Fit as A Dam Olympic
Athlete And My Wife in Perfect
Health too; the Doctor Said She

Couldn’t See How i Could Breathe
Listening to My Lungs; Yet Again
One Benefit of Doing Stuff Like

Leg Pressing up to 1520 Pounds
Stronger Than Elite Military Dudes
in my Military Gym; Yes i’ll Tell You

What Young Man You are Staring

A Mighty Bit of Suffering in the Eye,

If You Don’t Grow Up in Smarts And Listen to What

Science Has to Say About This; Not Only A Deadly

Pandemic Yet one that will Cause a Massive Amount

of Suffering, Even If You Don’t Even Have Any Symptoms And

You Know What, it gets better off and on as it’s True i only Missed

One Work-out As i kept Thinking i was getting Better As i always

Rebounded and Got Worse Through Two Months And It Didn’t Stop

Me From Doing Much of Anything Else, i enjoyed in Life; Unless you

Are A ‘Real Superman’ like me You better re-think Your Cognition As You

May Be in store

For LifeLong

Real Suffering

More than what

Your Unjustified

Conspiracy Voices are Talking About in Your Head Now

From Others On All the Propaganda Channels on TV, Etc…

Yeah It’s True, it took about 9 Months for the Occasional
Bouts of Tachycardia to Go Away And i’ve Never Felt Better
Since i’ve Been Vaccinated With the Second Shot as It is Already
Established That Helps With Long Haul Symptoms, Like Unexplained
Nerve Pain and the Such Yet it’s Nothing to me; a Pleasant Walk in the Park

As i am already

A Master of

Pain And If you

Think You’ve Had

Psychological Problems too…

Highly Unlikely You’ve Visited Hell the way i have….

You Need Someone/Something to Straighten Your Soul Out Before You Harm a lot of folks….

And Likely Most Sadly In Your Situation You’ll Be the One Who is Harmed the Most;





Ignorance Kills;

Ignorance is the

Most Dangerous Pandemic

oF All And You Have Shown

A Mightly Lot of Ignorance in ‘this

Thread’; Life is Not Something to Fool
Around With Unless You Wanna Pay a Much Bigger Price;
i Already Have, So i understand Where it’s possible to go…

And Sadly Science Wasn’t Even Smart Enough to Let Me Know What i Had, when i had it…

The First Day i fell Out With it, A Whole House of People Got Sick When i Left the House

to lay my Head

Down in my Car;

Nope, No One

Died From That;

i Was Fortunate in
Deed, Yet it’s true

They may Be suffering
With Long Haul Symptoms
Now And Attributing it to something else…

Anyway, You Can’t Say You Haven’t Been Warned
In this Thread and i wouldn’t even be Human if i didn’t give you a bit of tough love… ‘Weather’ you want it or not….

For Your Sake And Every One You Encounter in Life, Before You Become Another Pandemic Spreader Out of Ignorance…

It’s Like You’re Playing With a Loaded Gun; While Obviously You Are Suffering With Issues, No one deserves to be shot…
And to Be Clear, Where i Live, Up to 50 Percent of the Folks Suffer the way You Do In Scarcity And Are Aligned with
the Same Kind of Ignorance; i Hear this kind of stuff Ad-Nauseam Everyday; Yet i Always Speak Up as it isn’t about



Just the Truth
And Nothing Yet the Truth….

Yet That’s My Version of Asperger’s
Syndrome iN LiGHT; You’ve met one, You’ve met one… Human Being…

And Yes, if i met You Face to Face, The Conversation Will Be the Same

As i never Hide Behind Any Avatars As i’ve Earned my Stripes Every ‘Scar’ for Freedom in Truth….

There is No Reasonable Debate Here; It is Established FACT That Close to 600,000 People Are Dead
And the Way this Issue Was Politicized By the Real Evil of Donald J Trump is In Effect Connected with
Hundreds of Thousands of Deaths that Might Not Have Happened, if Preventative Measures Like Masks
Were Used And Not Made A Fool’s Tool Of Political Ploy For Power; No Different Than Inciting A Deadly Insurrection
That Even the then Majority Leader of the Republican Senate Agreed Trump Was Responsible for then in

An Attempt to Overturn Democracy With All Of Our Freedoms At Stake, Each And Every One of us Now;

My God, i Have Rich
Relatives Who Have Become
Such Fools They Believe Donald
J Trump Knows it all; even if everyone
Else in the World Proves Him a Fool…

How in the World Folks Become Part
of a ‘Jim Jones Trump Travel Plan on 5th Avenue’; Goes Far Beyond
Who i am now; Obviously Other Folks Don’t Live close to the World i Live in

Of Abundance

Within For Real Now;

Yet Again i Haven’t
Always Lived in REAL Heaven
NoW Either; and i Have A ‘Good Idea’
Where You are now; yep, just a smidgen…

Honestly, it seems You Are the Only one
Who is gonna pull you out of the Hole You
Continue to Dig; No One Could Help me Either

at the bottom

of the pit…

Decide You
Wanna Breathe;
Really Breathe and Maybe You
Will Or Who Knows Life Might
Just Surprise You one day for change….

If nothing Else, You Might Inspire a Story That Helps someone else…

That Seems to Make a Life Still WorthWhile, Like Watering a Small Sapling into a Tree….

Maybe a New ‘Special Interest’; Truly There Are Many Safer ones For All Considered than

Your Current
one Darker it seems as such…

The Sun Still Shines Outside;
And the Air Still Breathes Free
For those Who Come to See Life This or Whatever Other way…

Yeah i understand Life is Tough; Yet it’s True About 99 Percent

And All of it is You….

There is no

Escaping You;

No Escaping You in this
Life; Create the Best of it if You will…
Don’t Worry About the Can; Do the Do; Do the You….

It Will Be Really Nice If You Fall, You Don’t Bring Folks Down With You…

i Realize Not Everyone is Nice; Yet it’s A First Step Out of the Hole For Real….

There is No True Courage in Life, Without Putting Others On A Level At Least of Your

Worth For What

That’s Worth…



‘Smile’; It Can’t Break You…

AFAIK And For Sure i Feel Now
And Sense for me; if You Don’t it Will…

Another Chapter Title oF A Bible “BeCoME A Wittiest FooL”

Caught A Bit of the Safe Streaming Mass In Catholic Way for 4.25.2021 in
Scripture Bible Reading All About the Good Shepherd of The Church And
The Sheep Who Are Only Good Little Sheep if they Come to Masses The
Last Year All Yet One That Are Allowed Unmasked in A Deadly Pandemic
And On Top of that in Support of A Real Father of All Lies Who Dedicated His
Politics Against Every Teaching of the Beatitudes in Matthew Nope In This Way

A Church is Not A Very
Good Shepherd Now In
Fact The Church Consumes
Lives With Ignorance No Different
Than Donald J Trump Did Supporting
His 5th Avenue Disgusting Behavior All the Way
As Gospel Lies Anyway For the Record Book As Such…

Where All The Inconsistencies Live Plainly For All To Be Seen
By All Of God’s Children Not Just one in A Fairy Tale of Selfish Greed Now

It’s A Big UniVerse Out THeRE And More We Must All Save Each Other to Survive/Thrive

Reading 1, Acts 4:8-12
8 Then Peter, filled with the Holy Spirit, addressed them, ‘Rulers of the people, and elders!

9 If you are questioning us today about an act of kindness to a cripple and asking us how he was healed,

10 you must know, all of you, and the whole people of Israel, that it is by the name of Jesus Christ the Nazarene, whom you crucified, and God raised from the dead, by this name and by no other that this man stands before you cured.

11 This is the stone which you, the builders, rejected but which has become the cornerstone. Only in him is there salvation;

12 for of all the names in the world given to men, this is the only one by which we can be saved.’

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 118:1, 8-9, 21-23, 26, 21, 29
1 Alleluia! Give thanks to Yahweh for he is good, for his faithful love endures for ever.

8 It is better to take refuge in Yahweh than to rely on human beings;

9 better to take refuge in Yahweh than to rely on princes.

21 I thank you for hearing me, and making yourself my Saviour.

22 The stone which the builders rejected has become the cornerstone;

23 This is Yahweh’s doing, and we marvel at it.

26 Blessed in the name of Yahweh is he who is coming! We bless you from the house of Yahweh.

29 Give thanks to Yahweh for he is good, for his faithful love endures for ever.

Reading 2, First John 3:1-2
1 You must see what great love the Father has lavished on us by letting us be called God’s children — which is what we are! The reason why the world does not acknowledge us is that it did not acknowledge him.

2 My dear friends, we are already God’s children, but what we shall be in the future has not yet been revealed. We are well aware that when he appears we shall be like him, because we shall see him as he really is.

Gospel, John 10:11-18
11 I am the good shepherd: the good shepherd lays down his life for his sheep.

12 The hired man, since he is not the shepherd and the sheep do not belong to him, abandons the sheep as soon as he sees a wolf coming, and runs away, and then the wolf attacks and scatters the sheep;

13 he runs away because he is only a hired man and has no concern for the sheep.

14 I am the good shepherd; I know my own and my own know me,

15 just as the Father knows me and I know the Father; and I lay down my life for my sheep.

16 And there are other sheep I have that are not of this fold, and I must lead these too. They too will listen to my voice, and there will be only one flock, one shepherd.

17 The Father loves me, because I lay down my life in order to take it up again.

18 No one takes it from me; I lay it down of my own free will, and as I have power to lay it down, so I have power to take it up again; and this is the command I have received from my Father.

Another Chapter Title
oF A Bible “BeCoME A Wittiest FooL”


Interesting Batter
As A South Indian
Cultural Tradition



In The
United States
Recipe Of Common
Coca-Cola Still With
All The Table Spoons
Of Sugar Relating to
Fizz And Caffeine
Sharing An
Can Staple of Life

In Big City Life Unglued😊

Hehe Rue
As Yoda Relates
Without Selling
Do It
i Will🙌

SMiLes Rue Reason
In Words Systemizing
Order Out Of The
Art Of
Yes Then
Art Relates
Free Dances Songs
Of Soul In Flesh
And Blood



As Essence in
Art Or Flesh
Dance And

Song Breathing
Full Now Of Course
Art Fits In Fiber Optic
Cables Relating Essence
Of Soul Uploading At

The Speed
All Around
A Globe

A Change
Indeed As It
Wasn’t Too Many
Centuries Ago only
5 Percent Of The Population
Were Even Literate Where

The Written


Rank Of ‘God High’

Still More Impressed
By In The Flesh Poetry
All Senses Feelings Engaged
More Than Visual-Auditory

Yet Some Give And Receive
Energy Of DarK And LiGHT

More to
Feel Sense Real😊

That Just About
Covers Rue’s Poetry
On Her YouTube Channel

Like Sunshine
And Moon


A Force That
May Make Clouds
Shy Yet Return Again With SMiLes

Very Impressive i didn’t wait to Visit Youtube
Listened on my Smart Phone Yes eventually
i’ll Get Over There To ‘Officially’ Follow and Like…

Force of the Empath is Strong With ‘This One’…

Your Mannerisms And Voice Is So Much Like
My Other Poetic Indian Friend it Kinda Makes
my Mind Swim/Spin/Mesmerizing In Total Effect
Like An ‘Alice In Wonderland Lilliputian Seizure’
Haha Like i Was Getting Tunnel Vision Some
Kind of Magic of God i Guess Just a Delight

With Angel

Truly Sincerely
With All Innocent Respect..
Through And Through Such
An Intelligent And Artistic Grade A Plus Class Act..

As they Say in India Brahmin If There is Such A Set of Wings…

i Guess What i’m Trying to Relate is You Are Truly An Awesome
And Amazing Poet Aesthetically i Am Just Blown Away Sincerely by All Your Talents…

Thanks For Letting me be a Small Audience Part of Your Rising Stardom On YouTube i’m

Sure In Text You Are A Pink Full Supermoon Shining in Poetry On YouTube Be Careful




With Unprotected Eyes
And Nah i Ain’t Even Kidding… Rue Truly Rocks

You Are An Angel of Poetry in the Flesh Great Work!!!

Surely Your Husband is the Luckiest Man On Earth Writing Poems Like This For Him…

Hehe i was Hoping i’d Be Able to Compliment A Woman Poet This way Sweet

Karma Amen…



Goes Around Again…

Ahem Like An Epiphany For me this is too..
There is No More Powerful Muse for HeART Beats Than Poetry…

With All Due Respect Your Art Melted my HeART Thank Goodness

i understand How This Works Careful to Separate The Art From The Artist..

What A Force What A Powerful Soulful Work of Art You Are Dear Rue i’d Hug

You Like

A Grandpa

If i Could Just

to Say You Are A Gift
oF LiGHT Hi-Five Will Do Hehe…

HAha If You Could See the Look
On my Face Listening to Your Poetry
It Would Look Something Like ‘The Greatest
Showman’ In the Youtube Video Here Finding A New Talent So Special Indeed…

You Do Have The Kinda Drive That Is ‘Never Enough’ Always New Colors to Explore




Your Poetry FRiEnD..:)

“Flower Beauty Light Illusion
Stay Beautiful Inside Out”

SMiLes Dear Rue

Secret to


That Never Ends

Is Finding Beauty

In What We Find no

Interest At All At First In True

Now If We Look Close Enough

We Will Find A Way to Love All Of God Now Larger All Around Real
DarK Thru LiGHT i Once EmBarKeD On A Journey ending 5 Years
Ago Then When i Published A 338,630 Word Free Verse Poetry
MacroVerse Named ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’ Actually i Published
It on 4.28.2016 i’ll Link it Here Just to Prove it Still Exists Hehe

Yep It’s Likely

The Longest

Free Verse Poem Anyone

Has Ever Generated In One Blog Post Ever in the Whole World
Still Yet It’s Really Just An Anthology Mostly “MicroVerse” Poetry
A Large Part of How This Whole 9.2 MiLLioN Word EPiC Longest
Long Form Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” Keeps GRoWinG Now Yes

With Rue True too…

As Back in 2015

Just Visiting A dVerse
Poet’s Pub Poetry Site
Online Folks Started ‘Bullying’
Me Off Saying i was ‘too Big to See’…

And They Couldn’t ‘See’ Any ‘ReaSon’ to the
Art of Visual Poetry in EPiC Pics With You
Tube Songs to Accompany It all too Yes

My Nude Art Rubbed Some Folks A

Different Way Who Didn’t Mind the

‘T And A’ So Much As Long As Fair
And White and OMG ‘Mostly Bald
Head to Toe’ More ‘Snake’ Than Mammalian…

HAha From Linking What i Wrote There Yet You
See All of my Life i’ve Had to Use ‘Fluid Intelligence’
To Survive Yes Adapt to Struggles That Come With
Stuff Like Autism And Bi-Polar too When it takes
53 Whole Years Just to Find the Manual to

Operate You
HAha in this
Case Me Yes

So What i Did is Make Another
One of Many Personal Covenants
With God As Spirit Within From that
Day Beginning in April of 2015 i would
No Longer Post Any of my Poems in Links
to that Online Poetry Pub i would Just Freely
Poetically Respond to Every Single Prompt And
Poem That Every Single Person Wrote No Matter
If i Liked it from First Look or Not i would Search my
Soul Within And Come to Love it More in Poetic Response

So That’s What i Did All The Way through The Third Month
March of ’16 An Entire Year And A Copy and Paste of 338,630
Words That took me Until 4.28.2016 After i completed the Last
Poetic Response on 3.31.2016 Yet You See i already Understood

That i would Receive Almost Nothing in Return Except the Joy Then
The Autotelic Flow of Writing Free Verse Poetry Unto my Soul Allone

And i Also Understood That What i was going to Publish Would Likely

Never Be Read By Anyone Hehe Particularly in 2016 As You Almost
Had to Have A Supercomputer like me With Fastest Internet Access to
Open it Up Even in 2016 Yet You See The Record of Where i’ve Come

Is the Reality

of Who i am

Now All The Struggles

All the Giving With No

Expect of Return All the

Giving More NoW iN Ease

Dancing A Tight Rope Higher

And Higher As i expect no one to Return Yet me…

This is Reality All of Reality Each And Every one of Us

Create As Different and Same Sets of God’s Eyes in All

We Do Consciously And Subconsciously Moving Connecting Together

True Through All DarK Thru LiGHT Living All Breathes Holy and Sacred Or not


i Choose

To ‘Just Do It’

Without ‘Selling Any Shoes ‘

Only Reward SMiLes For Folks

Who Are Able to See What is too Big For Most Folks to Feel/Sense…

We aRe ALL Free To Build A ‘Field of Dreams’ Only Guarantee is We Will Come to Play..

Perhaps the Hardest Thing For ‘Local Christians’ Where i LiVE Is Why in the World

Would Someone

Do Anything



MaKinG Money

So Ironic it is

So Far Away From

That Original Story Book Tale For
Real True Empty Pockets Spell Give Most Not Take When Feel Sense Now

Hehe And Reading Over Comments Spreading Rose Petals Is What

i Do Best Perhaps It’s Easier to Do When You Leg Press up to

1520 Pounds Still A Month Or So Away From 61 Years Old

HAha i Don’t Even Need A Four Wheel Drive Or A Beer to Cry

And Of Course Katrina The ‘SuperNatural’ One Still Now has No

Make-Up to Make the Mirror SMiLe The Secret is All Petals of Tears


That Make

RiSinG Roses

STill CoLoR FLoWeRS More Now Coloring
For Real Year Round Living Christmas Tree
Glows Deep Deep Deep Roots Continue to
Create Green (Love/God) Leaves Now Real…

Hehe Please Excuse Today my Less Than Brevity
Ways of Being As After Publishing another 55,771
Word Bi-Weekly Novel Sized EPiC Long Form Poem
Subchapter At 1 AM Still A Bit on Hyper-Drive of Creativity
It’s True All of Existence is A Muscle to Muse or Leave Withering

God Wind Creativity
Keep Creating Dear
Rue Love All You Do WiTH
SMiLes Always By The End of the Beginning Again..:)

As Usual Impressed With Your Stellar Memory
Remembering When You First Ate a Dish in 2012

(Glad You Only Ate the Food And Not the Dish)

Hehe Like Me Remembering


All Feelings

Senses of That

Day Of Whenever Whatever

Movie Making Rue Memory too

Always A Joy Sharing ‘Moving’ Pictures With You ‘Words’

As Surely Fingers Are Legs And Keyboards Are Pianos

SouL Dances Songs True How Nice of You To Fit in True Rue..:)


IF You Yes You Make “The Seed” Into “The King”
You Will Never Become “The” Loving Tree Now

DarK iS Challenge NoW LiGHT
IS Accommodation
Now to Challenge
IS Change
DarK iS

LeSSoN 185:

God Is What Divides Connects Us Within
Inside Outside Above So Below i Choose

Connect Hi-All-5 Options to Do List God!

i May Not ALWaYS Do What i Do Now So
i’ll Be Around Long Enough For Others to
Do What’s Possible Figuring Out A Way To See ‘me’

LeSSoN 189:

‘JeSuS’ Already Put ‘The Folks’ Who Wrote Concrete Rules
To Shame in Older Testaments’ So Who Is Your ‘Role Model’

For Those Who Will ‘See’ It’S Only A Rhetorical Question

By Very Human

Nature If Humans See All of God They Will ‘Crucify God’

It’s Like my So-Called FB FRiEnD And So-Called FRiEnD of
36 Years i Stood Up For Grand Ma And Grand Pa’s Right to BReATHE

Buttons Are Easier to Press Than Defending Why It’s too much Trouble
To Walk One Way IN And One Way Out Of Walmart Aisles

No Way Out Of A Casket Or Ashes In This Lifetime A Little
OR A LOT OF Inconvenience Helps Grand Ma And Grand Pa to Breathe

“He” Never Even Heard the Shot From ‘Fifth Avenue’
Yet The ViRuS STiLL KiLLeD HiM DeaD

God Yes Nature Is ‘Totally’ Fair
We All LiVE And DiE WaKE And
Sleep In This Way We Are Equal
Our Choices Makes Karma LiVE Or Die

‘Their’ Belief The PRiSoN oF Air
The Wind They Cannot See In Deed
Is Their Karma By Killing God (ALL)

They Refuse to See

EYes Seeing No Limits of Measure
Folks Have Been Asking Me FOR Some
of (God) What i am On (ALL) mY LiFE

Perhaps the Most
i Will Do Is Give Y’aLL
A Glimpse But True Whatever
IT Takes Worth It To See More of God (HeaVeNoW)

HoWEveR THeRE IS ALL The Feeling Of Love to Give And Share
As Love True Love Never Needs And Surely Never Needs WorShip

SMiles Present
Comes From Dance
Free Song Too Liberating

Right Mind
Free From
Linear Hall

Monitor Life Sidewalks
Straight Imprisoning

Left Mind

Out Of
Right Mind

OPeN BLooMinG NoW😊

Hope You Feel Better
Soon Summerhilllane
It Appears From Our
Doctor’s Rear View
Mirrors Then Before they
Realized COVID-19 Was
Already In Town Earlier
In 2020 We Survived it
Too First Time I’ve Ever
Gone to The Doctor For
Flu Or Cold Yet That’s
What Ya Do In Bed For
54 Of The First 72 Hours
Eventually Coughing Blood
Already Seen Relatives
In Hospitals Earlier In My
Life With Pneumonia Oh
And Ventilator Nope Not
A Place Then i wanted
To Go My Wife With
Her First Inhaler
And Breathing
As Most
Horses i Got
To Skip Those
Treatments Yet
The Doctor Then Listening
To My Lungs Couldn’t Understand
How i Could Still Breathe Another
Unusual Symptom Attributed



Whatever it
Was It Made
My Decision
Final Flu Shots
And Or Covid-19
Vaccinations First
In Line As i Am Surely
Not Ignorant Enough
To Believe i Am More
Powerful Than Mother
Nature Or God The Same

Science Still Has An
Edge Yet if Too Many
People Don’t Get The
Vaccine For Herd Immunity

Globe Wide
A Mutation May
Breed That Is All
Out Of Control Like


Streets Of
Black Plague
Sadly Folks
Miss Out
On Or




History Still Provides
Sure You’ll Recover
Fine Take Care Dear
For Warmer Spring
Days in Canada
Colors Of Beauty

Like Your Paintings

Dear Summerhilllane🤗☺️🙏

Haha Hehe
Sorry Sohair
Didn’t Mean
To Indicate


i Am

NoW As

WaKinG Wave

Ocean Water Whole☺️

TWiLiGHT Breathing 🌊🌹

He he Yeah
i Never Slept
When Going
To School Either
Mostly Nodding
Off In Class Yet
To Make ‘The A’
Guess i Learn


In Naps
SMiLes Dear
Sohair Still
Waking Sleep🌹☺️

For The



Pink Super
Full Moon
SMiles Karlien😊🙌

DaY iN A
Life With

A SMile

Finish Now

With A Hug

Of Give



Sunset RiSE SMiLES

IF You Yes You Make “The Seed” Into “The King”
You Will Never Become “The” Loving Tree Now

What Does A Dog’s
Paw Hand-in Paw
With A Human Hand

Feel Yes Love Dear Savvy

As Material Reductionists

Will Measure it in Terms Like

Oxytocin A Neurohormone That

Brings The Real Feeling of Emotion That

Is Love That All Mammals Bred By Love

Of Mother’s Breast Feed to Come to Be

This Milk
Of Loving



It Used to Be
That Material Reductionist
Folks Said Animals Other Mammals
Don’t Have a Capacity to Love Before

Ironically They Could See We Have the
Same Small Part of Love That Generates
The Feeling the Oxytocin That Sadly
Dogs Will Wire Even More than

Humans as All of Life

In Compassion

Is A Muscle

Of Love

in Kindness

That We Either use

Or Lose As Real Religion

As Such The Actual Acts of

Kindness We Bring Without Expect of
Return That Even Science Shows Now

Brings Happiness For Months As Dogs

Understand Bliss is Being Loyal FRiEnDS

Always Forgiving With An Outreached Paw of Love

And It’s Worth Noting Dogs Don’t Have to Read or
Write Or Own Any Bible of Life Inbred This Love Is

At Mother’s Breast of Feeding Love The Fire of Love At STarT Connecting..:)

SMiLes Dear Vrunda Every Sunday Afternoon i Visit Barnes
And Noble Dancing Free Meditatively Listening to
Meditative Music Reading At Least One Book
Each Week Easy For me Born on the
Autism Spectrum Hyperlexically
Hehe Even MaKinG Up New Words
As i Go Yet the Point is my Savant-like
Skill is Reading About 20 Time Faster
Than the Average Human When in Laser
Focus As that is Precisely What the Meditative
Dance And Music Brings While Yesterday Afternoon
i read an English Translated Version of the “Mahābhārata”

In About A Half An Hour Yet of Course That is Not the Unabridged
Version of the Mahābhārata That once was the Longest EPiC Longest
Long Form Poem In The History of Humankind at 1.8 MiLLioN Words
That Took Centuries of Effort and Innumerable Ghost Authors to
Complete As the Hero of that Call to Adventure Story Centered
Around Tribal Wars Not Unlike the Minuscule Quran at 80,000
Words or So and the 800,000 Words or so of the Tiny Effort
of the Christian Bible Relates With Folks Who Are Named
Muhammad And Moses and Jesus And The Such Like that

Differently Than Krishna of Course and True the Japanese
Similarly to the Christians Believe if they Recite A Verse
From the Buddhist Tradition Yes They Get Automatic
Entry Into Heaven After Death that is truly Totally

Antithetical to the Teachings of Buddha Same

With Teachings of Jesus that Clearly Relate

That the Kingdom of Heaven In Terms

Like Samadhi And Satori Will Only

Be Found In A Meditative

Yoga Flow Union Within

Autotelic Sole Soul Generated in

Bliss With All That Is Yes God Eternally Now

Rain Drop Water Wave Ocean Whole For All
At Best With Compassion of All Holding All Holy
And Sacred DarK Thru LiGHT Yet LovinG IT All Now
Life As Metaphor of God And So Many Other Metaphors

With Least

Harm For

All yes

All Compassion

For All As This Is What it
Means to Become Soul Mate With

All Yet You See Just in my View as
One Set of Human Eyes of God Alone
Yet Allone True As Well In Living Breath
Now Leaf Tree Roots Whole Seed Living Tree…

So How Will i Go Out Into A World And Find A Soul
Mate as Another Human Being Who Sees Soul For me This

Way in


i Will Not

At Most i will

Shed Leaves of my

Soul And Fertilize Soils

of Souls Others Stand in Free

As Simply Being THEiR FRiEnD

Other than that my Wife Who Most

Everyone Sees as Part of a Perfect Couple

Evidence of True Love on my Blog Hehe Even

Though They’ve Never Seen Our ‘Daily Debates’

Of Life to Survive as All Loving Couples Must Do

As Partners Where One Strength May Complement

The Other’s Weakness And Indeed The Best Life Partner

May Be Someone Who Is Not Soul Mate Yet Someone Totally

Different Than Us So What Does it Take to Find a Soul

Mate Find That FRiEnD As All Of Existence And

Name It God

If You

And Will

Yet You See Again

This is Only one Leaf’s

View One Seed One Living Tree

The Forest is God With Many Full

Moon to New Moon Eyes As Night Becomes Day

OBTW My Long Form Poem is 9.2 MiLLioN Words

5 Times Greater In Size in 92 Months of Effort Along

With 14,808 Miles of Public Dance Now in 92 Months

Of the Anniversary Date Today of 4.26.21 Doing that
Too That is Simply the Meditative Ascending Transcending
Fuel in Free Flowing Moving Dance That Brings the Poetic
Free Verse Words in Peace And Harmony of “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Next… It took me 13.6 Months to Write One Subchapter of that
Long Form Poem Larger than the Mahābhārata at 1.82 MiLLioN

Words and That Just
One Small Featnote
And Milestone too…

For All Of What i Do

So What if i found a Soul
Mate Who i Felt Completed
Me And Felt No Fire to Go Further As Soul Evolving
In Life Growing Into Who i Individually Become Next

True Be Careful What We Wish For

For it May A Last Thing


Becomes Us
The Seed Still

To Grow into a Unique Tree

Love is Give Love is More than
Just A Gift the World Brings to Us

Love is the War Worth Fighting For Putting

Living Nature First Eternally Now For Real Yes

And Why ‘The Old Bibles’ Aren’t my Cup of Soul…

My Wife Still Reads the Old One Religiously Each
Night Cause Someone Told Her if She Didn’t She
Would Go to Hell After Death And She Doesn’t

Really Understand Any

Of it As Poetry

Isn’t Her


And It’s true

Obviously Most Folks

Who Enter Churches

Only Understand What
The Preachers Tell Them is the Meaning of ‘Their Story’…

Moral oF A STory HeaR May We All Write, Act, And Play

Our Own Stories And “BecoME A Wittiest Fool” Now For

Those Who Don’t Understand How Our Living Tree Grows Free..:)

“Soul” A Movie Trailer my Sister Turned me onto A Few
Months Ago Watching It of course A Familiar

Human Archetype

Arises As Usual

The Heroes Journey

For Everyone As they Are

Called to An Adventure That

Their Current CuLTuRE Whatever that

May Be in Home, Work, School, Or Church

Life is Diametrically Opposed to in Existing Paradigm Ways

Of Whatever CuLTuRaL Clothes and Tools of Prison One may
See Themselves

Currently Found

Yet Lost

in So Far

Away From What

Fulfills The Nature of Who

We Truly May Be Within Yes

So The Adventure Deep Within
Starts the Dance And Then the Sing
We Do to Create New Pathways oF LiFE

Out of Plato’s Cave of Before or Whatever

Other Metaphor We May Create in Symbols

And Totems of Life That Drive Us Forward Out
of the Cave into New Light And Original Ways

of Cave Art Not Seen Yet Where We Lived in

A Cocoon Before Just Waiting to Be A

Caterpillar’s Dream With Wings to

Fly Higher Than Crawling on

The Earth or Even the

Belly of the


We Are Restricted
to What CuLTuRE
Externally Spoon-Feeds
From Plastic Bottles From Birth
Or Glass Baby Food Jars Whatever
The Vehicle or Vessel Whatever the Myth
of CuLTuRE IS That is Not What Our Authentic Being
i Am Within Wishes to FLoWeR the Most From the Seed
Otherwise MaKinG It Into King/Queen Never Becoming A Living Tree

Anyway yes i once Surmised From Your Chinese New Year that
You May Be A Dozen And One or So Years Younger Than me if
So that is the Same Age i Found My Way Out of the Cocoon to
Soul Free Wings of Butterfly Yet It Took A Sledgehammer of Stress
To Destroy Everything i was Like Sand Polished on the Beach to Diamond

More than



Made Into King/Queen
For What i Believed
Was the Height of My
Tree Just a Seed in the

Prison of What Culture Taught i other wise was
So Yeah i Paid a Price of 66 Months of my Life
Shut-in in Pain and Numb To No Longer Be


After Escaping
That 66 Month
Cocoon A Lot Goes

On IN A Cocoon

That Most


Have No Idea
Exists at all Same
Is True of A Butterfly With Wings

As the Archetypal Human Hero Story Delivers Us From Evil….

The True Evil of not Freeing Our Soul With Wings Living Tree

Moral oF A STory After as i’ve Related Before After i Escaped

The Cocoon And My Air Force Reserve Major Psychiatrist

Noted That Meditative Free Dance in Flow and The same

In Meditative Free Verse Poetry Released my Wings

Free From All the Pain and Numb What He

Couldn’t Do With all the Drugs he Tried

on me And All 7 Years and 7 Months

of Talk Therapy Up to That Point

He Asked me What Percentage

of Your Authentic Self Were You

When You Were Athletic Director of
A Military Installation Managing Information
Technology Issues And Financial Problems of
Your Entire Department Working for the Government

i Raised My Hand With the Symbol of A Zero Shortly After

That He Quit His Practice Moved to South Florida to Teach

Movement Therapy At A Teaching Hospital And Told Me my

Story Inspired Him to Change His Story in A New Call to Adventure too

He Decided That the Medicine Part of Psychiatry isn’t What It’s all ‘Cracked Up’

To Be Like Banging the Side of A Computer Forgetting This Computer Has Living Roots A Tree

We So-Called Modern Humans Reduce All of Existence to Material Reductionism And True
Systemizing Order Into Chaos Is What Humans Do to Reduce Anxiety too Yet There is

A Much Bigger

Picture to

Find Yes

Our Roots

Our Leaves That

Feed Our Soul Green

GRoWinG Taller than What

CuLTuRE Spoon Feeds Us to Be

And What Do We Do After Growing ‘Sycamore Tall’

We Shed Our Leaves Everywhere We Go to Fertilize

Soils/Souls So Other Seeds That May Have Once Believed

They are King and Or Queen May Find A Spark A Muse Yes

An Inspiration Yes A Fertilizer The Leaves That Fall off Of Living

Trees So We Will Branch Out into Our Calls Of Adventures And Become Both Leaf And Wind

In The Christian Religion This Is Related As Reborn Yet is the Same Hero Archetype That is

Applicable to

All As Sadly

That Religion

Makes the Seed the
Sugar Pill King And Forgets

The Essence of the Story is Free For All
i Listened to A Bishop Say that the Vatican
in a ‘Counsel Meeting’ Decided that the Hindu
And the Buddhist Will Find a Way to the Sugar Pill
Jesus Within Even Without the Name Of The Sugar Pill too…

True When Stories Become God We Fail to Create Our Own
And Join Hands Free With God Nature It’s Ironic Yet That’s
What Happens When the Seed Becomes Queen And Or King

And Never Living
Tree Loving Free

For True Yes
That Seed
Must Die

To Flourish
As Caterpillar
Moves From Cocoon to Wings

The Whole Message is In the Seed
The Tree Housed in the Leaves of Our Soul Living Green

i realize this isn’t What ‘They’ Teach in Psychology and Health

Schools And Yes My Psychiatrist Came to Realize the Same As Living Tree too…

As i’m Sure i’ve Mentioned at One Point or Another My 3 Degrees Are In Health Science
Social Sciences Interdisciplinary Which Includes Psychology And Anthropology As Well

None of That Really Or the 33 Years of Work Including 25 With Federal Employment

Really Prepared me to Find the Cocoon Escape with Wings Indeed A Very Personal

Journey That Only Each Human Will Seek and Find Within No One in my UniVerse

Before Outside of me Would Have Ever imagined What i would become Next Nor me

A Totally



A Caterpillar then…

SMiLes It’ll be Nice to
See What You Become Next

Although It’s True if Blogging isn’t
Part of it i won’t get to see it Yet that’s OK too….

Sadly Neither of my Parents Could Understand What i Became And Other Friends too

And That’s Okay too as Butterflies Fly Differently True When Free Flying Away With Wings…

Hehe Sohair Yeah
i’m Still Wide Awake
At 2:45 AM Hopefully
This Message Will


To Sleep
With Good
Dreams And
Even More SMiles
☺️😊 🌝 🌹 🌝😊☺️

Wishing You A Productive
Work Week With Flowering
Spring And Smiles Lovely
New FB Profile Pic You
Are Really Excelling At
The Art of Selfies

These Days HeHe
And i Can’t Sleep
Wide Awake After

Publishing The
Last 55,771 Word
Blog Post So i Am
Roaming The Globe
Early Stopping By As
Usual With A First Early



Just Routine
Early Morning Style

“Samvel Yervinyan {Confession}” SMiLes Dear Sohair
Indeed Lovely Energetic Peaceful Harmonious
Violin Music You Share Hehe And

As Tradition Has

It Stopping By

After Another

Finish Of A Bi-Weekly

Novel Size Free Verse EPiC

Poem This Go Around of 55,771
Words Titled “Become The Author
Ya Wanna Read Most As Least” And

Surely This Gentleman Is The Violinist

He Loves to Play mY FRiEnD For It’s True

To PlaY iN Flow This Way Is to Truly Breathe

As the Music Becomes A Meditation of God Within…

Hehe It’s 1:40 AM My Time Zone Perhaps Some Sleep

Now Good Morning to You in Egypt Dear FRiEnD With SMiLes..:)

Thanks Annabel
The Way i See It All
Of Nature Is Energy
Of God Each
All Energy
We Inspire
All Of
God SMile
Beyond Measure☺️🙌

Sadly It Seems to Be Part and Parcel
Of Human Nature There are Those Who
LiVE iN SCaRCiTiES Always Looking For a Scape


to Bring Down

A Bit Lower to Feel

Higher in Someway

Seen the Hypocrisy in

So Many Ways Feed the

Poor in Church Yet



Giving the Able Looking Bodied
‘Homeless Jesus’ on the Street With
Difficulties Within We Can’t See A Few
Dollars Instead of Demanding That He

Buy A New Pair of Sandals On His Own Dime;

Of Course Many of the Same Folks in Church

Are Missing Something of A Home Life of Soul

In Terms of Cognitive Empathy And Understanding

Just How Different Life Will Be Within For Folks As Opposed
to What They See on the Exterior And When A Society No

Longer Takes Care of Mothers And Children Those Now Who
Love And Are Being Nurtured For this Empathy And Overall

Love Most Yes Then Love Fails And So Do Social Animals too

As This is precisely What We Witnessed In The Tenure of Trump
And So Many Flavors of Folks Who Supported Despicable Heartless
Leading With No Real Soul of Cognitive Empathy for Others Less Fortunate in Life…

A Dark Way of
Life Indeed Yet

The Reality of A Social
Animal Living Out of Balance
Consuming In Taking More Than
Giving And Hoarding More Than Sharing

Not With Just Each Other Yet All the Resources of Breathing Nature now

Do i Have An Answer For It No As Nature Has Already Provided Consequences

in Pandemic Styles of Stronger Hurricanes And More Deadly Wildfires too This Is Life


Or Pay the
Piper The Real
God Mother Nature
BacK iN All the Pounds
of Flesh and Human Misery
And Suffering As We Bring the
Same Out of Balance With the Rest
of Nature Now Zombie Apocalypse it is
As Nature’s Face i Metaphor Real God Us too We Over-Consume…

And It’s Worth Noting Canada Works better for Welfare For All And A Free
Market As It’s Population is Relatively Small 37 Million Smaller Than the State
of California Which Provides More Potential For Cohesive Social Bonds and Binds

Whereas Ya Get Much Bigger than that and Ya Just Get So Much More Conflict in
Many Ways And True The Trade-Off For Living in Canada is Living Basically In a Freezer

Most Months of the Year If You Even Wanna Connect to Nature Out of a Human Zoo Indoors..

As In Everything Life There are Pluses and Minuses Yet Taking Care of Mothers And Children IS MUST

There is no
Real Logic
In Not Doing this
For Anyone Who Has
A Clue What Human
Nature Really Means: (Social Cooperating Love)

Social Cooperating Love Is The Only Reason Humans Still Exist Now….

And That’s Science There is No Question About it Same Applies to a Wolf Pack….



The Good Shepherd
Is the Breast Of Love
What it Means to even
Be Mammal Feeding Love

The Village Raises the Child or Not to be ‘i Am Love’…

If Not The Village Fails In Increments of Misery and Suffering More…

Of Course If We Choose ‘NOT TO’ We Eventually Fail in All ‘Trump Meme’

Ways of

You’ll find folks Doing Illegal Things Now And Then as ‘You’ Relate Someone Doing You

Wrong; Yet This is Very Rare Indeed And Not even close to the Kind of Systematic Racism Others Face…

Other Than That Considering You Had to Use ‘Welfare’ Yourself Until You Pulled Yourself up to a different place…

Why in the ‘World’

Wouldn’t you

Wanna Afford

A Home of A Mother

To A Child that is Not Yours

In Terms of Government Provided

Assistance in Paid Maternity Leave;

The Same Way You Got A Hand Up too;

Honestly Man, It has nothing to Do With ‘Christianity’ at Least

This Attitude of Not Serving Others In need besides ourselves….

It’s Common Among ‘Christians’ And Part of Why i May Not Even
Go Back to Visit Church As it Personally Disgusts me Along with
All The Brown Nosing of Trump And Ignorance Over Requiring
Masks in Mass in A Deadly Pandemic; i Can’t Imagine Any ‘Real Christian’
Who Pays any Credence to the Beatitudes Not Wanting to Provide A Mother to Raise A Child….

And Yeah Several Years Back We Had a Deacon Preach About Single Mothers Not Fit to Raise Children…

i Put A Stop to Him Ever Saying That Again When the Head Priest Listened to me; And Now He’s Become A ‘Trump Fool’….

Just my View at Least…

My God i’m Glad

i Don’t LiVE iN This

Human Zoo That ‘You’

Have Become Part And

Parcel oF iT Seems

The ‘Animal


i Am No Longer

A Part of as Mother’s

And Children’s Love
May Be Slaughtered For Profit

As Far As i Will See That’s HeLL ON EartH

TotAlly MiSSinG Anything Colored oF A Real JeSuS Even If He Was Ever Real

For It’s True You Are Expressing A Same ‘Materialistic Version of Heaven’

‘The Story’ Warned

About at least…

As Trying

To Be Some
Kind of Illusionary
Version of Most Separated From All

So The Nightmare Humans Create Continues

This ‘Twilight Zone’ Where Two People Standing

Next to Each Other Or in Words May Be Living

in Hell And Heaven Now

Just Spirit Flying



FlesH And Blood…

i Must Say Thank

You As You Surely Muse

Some Poetry Out of What

i Personally See As Darkest Human Places

Unwittingly of Course it Seems As You

May Travel Further Lower Higher

Than This one Day i VieW AS Hope

As Yeah Baby i Used to LiVE iN A Valley

That Pretended to BE A Mountain too…

Never Realizing Then

Both Are SaMe Height…

It’s Like the Old ‘Jeffersons’

TV Series ‘Moving On Up to

‘The East Side’ When They Never

Moved At All STiLL oN A ‘West Side’ Opaque…

In Other Words, i Am Presenting A Soul View, Not A Business View’;

Obviously, Since i’m Financially Independent, The Business View

Has Little Relative Value to me Now; Yet Sure, i Still See Your Struggles too…

Sure, i Lived In An Endless Day of Darkness Where Business Was All About Life too…

From My View

NoW iT’s


And Hell

Before iT Was
ANoTHeR View AS Heaven Now

i ‘Owned’ Sadly Far From Free Then i ‘See’ NoW

SMiles Dear Jade Thank
You For The Inspiration
Every Poem Is A Prompt
That Takes

me Where
i’ve Gone
Where i Am

New To See
All Of Life
Every Step
A Dance Every
Word A Song As

All Of

Breath A Poetry
Prompt In Art is
WHere i Am With SMiles😊

LeSSoN 182
SMiLes Never Enough
Until We Have Nothing
Or Dancing Finding
Infinities Within Now
Singing Muse Free

LeSSoN 183 SMiLes Get
Out of Your Head
Dance Free Be Love
Be Happy Free Let the ‘Head’ go….

If You Wanna Subjugate And Control Folks You Take the Dance Away
And Sexually Repress Them So You Own Their Carrots And Sticks

Anyway Goes to Show That When European Ignorance Slaughtered
Naked American Indians They Called Savages For Dancing this Way..

Deep Naked Down We Understand The Truth of Naked LiGHT That IS
Love And Truly Happy From Head to toe Yet We WalK iN Clothed Shame

God, Love, Happy Just Becomes Empty Shells Stuck in a Head Stuck
In A Head Empty Shells of Words No Breath Head to toe Naked Dance

Naked Dance A Path that Most Folks In This World Still Fear Most
A Genuine Oldest Still Fresh Path to Happy LoVE GoD NoW

Scientific FacT CLoSeST We Will Get To Temple of God


Communal Dance Free WitH Absolutely NO SHaME NoW

Difference Between ‘Adam And Eve And The American Indians’
Before ‘The Apple of Words’ ‘We’ Took A Bite And LiVE iN Shame

Real God Born Dies
Born Again Naked Faux Gods
Faux Emperors Faux Priests and
Other Messengers Wear Lies Contrived


If one WiLL NoT See Light Of God Naked
Blinded by Clothes Blinded By The Clothes Faux God Covers…

It Just Took me 8 MiLLioN Words to Get the Nerve Up to Be IT
Totally FREE EVERYWHERE i go online WHere God Is Legal at Least

Flesh of God Is Sacred Beyond All Brick And Mortar Temple Head
Words As Words Will Never Equal
One Ounce of Breathing Flesh Free

AnYWaY Some Folks Will Handle
Naked God Happiness And Some
Folks Have Different Clothed Strokes
What Ya Handle Is What Ya Handle

Just Don’t Expect me
To Believe i’m Not my Naked Body/Soul/Mind
i Don’t BeLieVE iN ‘Injecting Myself With Disinfectant’

Here’s a Clue When The Rest of Nature Yes God Spanks
Us Where We No Longer Will Safely Dance Naked Together

Guess What

Human’s Reproducing CReaTiViTY
Instead of Human’s Yes Solution to
EartH’S GReaTesT ViRuS EVeR
HuMaN’S HooKinG Up CuLTuRE

HaRMiNG Rest of God Nature God
YeS iN Reproduction Activities LEasT WiN-WiN-ALL

FacT iS Positive Prayers Will Strengthen Your Immune System
As Positive Prayers Are Associated With Healing Emotions

It’s True Prayer Will Not Erase The Sun Or Moon Now Or
Kill A Virus Alone We Got Brains to Help in Other Ways…



Really Amazing All
This Achievement
At Your Age Now

Anita Annabel

my Advice Don’t
Peak And Give

It All Up Sadly
i’ve Seen So
Much Creative
Potential Disappear
Even When Smallest
Of Struggles Come As



In Creativity

The Steady
Turtle Brings
The Most Colors
Over The Exhausted
Bunny Who Only Lasts



The Sea Turtle
Becomes Even
More Colors of
The Ocean For A
Century And More
As Sea Turtles Understand
They Are Rain Drops of
Water Ocean Same

No Matter



Come They
Blend In With
Change And Surf As Wave

True We Don’t
Appreciate Birds
Until Songs Are Gone


i For
One Stay
In All Weathers

Winging Singing
No Clues Dancing🐦

Larger View Now Yet
Human CuLTuRES
Pushing to




Never to

Be Canceled

Too Big To
See By


The Ant



In Cold
With No Home

Other Than That
i Follow Nature’s
Way What is Not



Free Hehe
And What
i Do is too





To Cancel
With Twitter
Size Squawk 🦜 🌳

Like A Day Notes Arrived On A Piano
Music Within Breathed Each And Every
Note Together Free To Be i Am

SMiles i See Grace As
Balance So Easy to See
In The Rest Of Nature


Few To
No Tools
To Remember
Something Different




With Gravity
Play of Life


Of Balance
Glue of Move
And Repose Dance
And Sing Peace And

Harmony Savvy Trees Of



Fall Feeding
Seeds Of New
Trees Rooting
Together Grace

Balancing All Now
Tree of Life Grace Free 🌲

SMiles Zoewie Zoe
i’m A River i Flow
All The Reason
Is Rhyme Yet
i Never
There’s Plenty
River Bank Available
Yes Financially Independent



Wife Is Key
To Free From
Planning And The
Best Insisting Doing

All The


River Flows
And Occasionally

Floods The Banks
Always Enough Hehe
Yes Also More Than Enough

Life of The Party Boat

The River Underneath


Now Free 🌳

Nature Knows What It’s Doing
By Doing How Lovely It Is

To Watch The

Whole Play

In Action

Fur Feather
And Wings With

No Script To Read Yet

Air That Flies Wings Songs
That Birds Sing And Trees
Providing Climb In Careers

With No Pay Yet Surviving
And Thriving Each Day Hehe

And Perhaps Scuffling More
As We Provide All They Can
Eat Buffets Each Day Just

To Watch
Nature Run
The Show In
Flow Without
Any Lesson Plans
Yet Millions of Years
Of Innate Instinct Built
In Perceiving Nature Free
As Is Ancestrally And So

Do We
If We Let
Nature The
Rest Of It
Us Find

All Our Roots
Together Wildly
Loving Life Free

Together Yep If i Am
Preaching A Bible it
Will Be Writing Hehe

And Only Reading my
Soul This Way In Flow

SPiRiT HeART Pouring



Happy Sunday
Always Nature Day

“Stroke of Insight” By Jill Bolte Taylor
A NeuroAnatomist Suffers A Sudden
Stroke At Age 37 And Comes to Understand

In Very Close Personal Terms

How Differently the Right

Hemisphere of Instinct
Senses From Head to
Toe in Emotions
Of Big Picture


Generates The
Yin of Holistic Viewing
Of Reality Now Presently As
The Only Gift We Have Now

Energy Streaming In As Our Moving
Body Orchestrates Being Energy US

While Left Hemisphere Life Picks Out, Categorizes
And Organizes Illusions of Past and Future to Make
Calculating Rationality of the Deadlines That Must Be
Done In Life Where ‘The i AM’ of So-Called Ego Dwells

Yet often becoming More Separated From the Nature of Energy

We May Otherwise Balance Greater From Head to Toe in Real SPiRiT HeART oF SoUL

Of Course The Further We Move Away From Our Ancestral Mostly Naked Foraging Together

For Surviving Thriving in Moving Connecting Co-Creating Each And Every Day in A Free Dance

And Song of Life Evolving Into The Tools We Create As Clothes of CuLTuRE Becomes Us Instead

Of Us


Nature of Culture

All That Is That May

Be Termed By Some As ‘God’…

Logos Is Related As Rationality

Yet Pathos Brings A Spiritual Energy of Life Most Real oF ALL

Meanwhile Folks Continue to Fall Into a Pit of Abstract Constructs

They Create As A Real Rational Delusion of Life Separated From

Naked Nature Free in Union With ALL (God) As You Relate The Field Whole Particles And Waves All…

As Always A Balance of Yin And Yang Metaphors For Balancing Soul SPiRiT HeART WHoLE ToGeTHeR Union All

The Imbalance

Is ‘The Fix’ Of

First World Problems

Left Brain Hemisphere

Malady Out of Balance In DiSEaSE ThiS Way
CuLTuRaLLY Building From Birth All The Symbols
Abstract Constructed Tools We Create And Wear too As Us

Other Than That Yes A Free Moving Meditation of Dance And
Even A Dance of Fingers As Legs Across A Digital Keyboard For
Words in Left and WRite Hands of Orchestrating Concerts of Words

Is When Flow In Autotelic Bliss of Nirvana Within Blooms Within Hehe No Lotus Flowers Required…
This Flow This Heaven Within That Moving Meditation of Free Dance And Song Brings Free to me

Almost Always


As A
Practice of
Life That So Far

In 93 Months And A
Week Hasn’t Failed Me Yet For NoW
Thing Is When Ya Have Enough Loving
Life Within iN BaLaNCinG OverFLoWinG
This Way the Cost of Fulfillment Is Practically
An Eternally Now Giving For Real Present Gift..:)

SMiLes Dear Aloha FRiEnD iN Hawaii
All My Pleasure And Currently Writing
My Own Style ‘Frednata’ Hehe Take-Off

On Sonata

More Specifically

Pink Super Full Moon

PeeKinG Behind Clouds

Tonight As That Becomes Part

Of my Own Personal Moonlight

Sonata As HAha Not Sure if

Anyone Else Has

Written Lyrics

For It

Yet As ‘They’
Dream And in Fruition
Do THeRE iS Always A Last for First..:)

IF You Yes You Make “The Seed” Into “The King”
You Will Never Become “The” Loving Tree Now


Hehe, Let’s Drag Out And Drag On An Old Folk Song For This Reply
When i Dance Sing ‘We’, i Speak of Both Left And Right Brain Metaphor

For Intelligence…

What’s Really A Joke is the ISM And Religion of Capital

Making Buying And Selling ‘Goods’ the God of Life

Rather Than Foraging Giving And Sharing Freely

Hehe Again With Least Harm

That Humans are Evolved

Still To Do In Close to Naked

Mostly Homogenous Looking Acting

Groups of 150 to 200 People With

Common Binds and Bonds of ‘Totems’;

Yes, Symbols of Culture Holy And Sacred

Feeling This Togetherness in Society

Living In Enough Abundance Now

of Balance to Survive and Thrive

In The Drum Beats Of An All Close

To Naked Rave Twilight to Evening Dance Feeling Moon

And Stars Within ToGeTHeR Never Ever Feeling Lone Allone

Freshly Recovering Invigorating For A New Sunrise Forage…

True Before Covid-19, i Also Found A Place to Do This Fully too..

Living In A Forest With No Loans Very Little to Buy And Consume…

True A Dance Hall With People Young Enough Still Living Breathing

Free Spirit of Ancestors Helps too…

Soon Enough That Part Will

Come Again Been Doing

It Solo Masked in

Public Stores

Since then Still

Get Elbow



Hugs Now and Then;

Yet Back to the

Village Every

Child Attached

To Breast And Raised

By the Whole Village Even

The Thought of Child Separated

From Breast During A Day Feeling

Like the Worst Sin Possible to Do AS Human…


Do You

Know/Feel/Sense WHere

You Are Living Now Yet?

i Surely Will Still Relate if You Can And or Will Not….

You Know What, i Started Off Making Three Dollars And Sixty Nine
Cents In 1984, Serving Rental Shoes Across A Counter At A Military
Bowling Center; Hehe Most Definitely LoWesT Ladder Rung of Federal Service…

And Sure That Was After 3 Degrees All About Humanity; Health Science, Social

Sciences Interdisciplinary, And Anthropology Growing Up in an Old Shot-Gun

Century Old Home Nearly Worthless my Grandmother Owned Then Down-Town

On The River; What i Become Soon Enough is the Leaf of the Tree Before i Could Speak

At age 4, Looking Across that River to Forest Already Realizing That i Am That Leaf of That Tree

That Feeds This Tree That Falls to Soils Dead to Feed Dead Seeds Creating New Souls of Living Trees;

Now of course That Was Before i could Speak; i will Only Be Able to Relate The Feel And Sense of Being

All That is God


me Well
After i Am

Able to Speak And

Put it into Words; Yet i will
Tell You This; i am no ISM, Now i am

The SaME ALL i AM Before God And So Are You;

Basically A MeSSaGE of JeSuS iN A Nut Shell; Dead Seed Leaf of Living Tree Still Now…

The ISM of Capital Made Me Money Rich As i Had Greater Love To Spend Than Buy things…



Dead Things

Like New Cars

Every Three Years…

Dead Things Like Bigger

Homes Every Seven Years;

And What Usually Happens

To Folks Who Love Their Four

Wheel Drives, Hunting, And Fishing

Just For the Sport of Killing ‘Things’

More Than Their Wives; 3 Or 4 Wives

in Divorce; And 3 or 4 Sets of Children to

Support And A Huge Boat and Camper in

The Back Yard; The American Dream They Never

Get A Chance to Use or a Yacht in a Harbor That only

Serves A Yearly Garden Party in a Boat With Potted Plants;

The So Called



Capitalism Dream; The Grand Illusion

That Truly For Most Folks Is Just A Sell of Soul

For Anything Resembling Naked LoVE iN A Free
Dance and Song Free Of All the Chains oF Lies Becoming ‘Things’; Yes The Tools We Create; Clothes We Wear

Becoming Us; So What has this American Dream Really Produced; Shells on A Lovely Beach With Very Little

‘Sea Life’….


Is My only

F in Naked

Dance And Song

ToGeTHeR Religion…

You Know, You Feel, You Sense

Or Do You, The One Promoted By

A Little Brown Man Like Puff the Magic Dragon

From ‘Galilee’; Here’s a Little Secret, The Story is Real

When You Become

‘The Dragon’…

If You

Out the

Secret Magic

Ingredient of

Love You’ve Lost

The Religion; the Lovism….

i Used to Be the Dragon Now i Am the MaGiC….

When i Retired Early, My Father Whose ‘Rationality’ And
‘Idea’ About What is So Great About Being An American
Is Capitalism And The Goal of Getting Rich Was So Worried

That i Might

Need Some

Of His Resources

To Survive As He Retired

At Full Pay And Social Security

Benefits From A Law Enforcement

Career of 46 Years; Yet, His Life-Long Dream

of Becoming Rich Like My Uncle With A Dream

Home on Shalimar Point Bay Emerald Gulf Coast

Paradise on Earth; And Haha My Uncle Did it Selling Frigging

Vacuum Cleaners Starting at Sears; True i have Amazing Capitalists

in My Family Too Who Are Very Trump Supporting And Very Racist too…

Hating Homosexuals, Transgenders, And Other Differences in Humanity Like
That too Just Totally Opposite Of What Jesus If Actually Real By Story Will Do…

Thing is i Don’t
Have to Have
A House in Paradise

As Puff the Magic Dragon

Has it All That’s Possible Within

Love the Pure Agape Beyond All Distance
Time, Space And Matter; Even Quantum Mechanics Agrees With My Reality True…

Anyway, i Gently Broke The ‘Good News’ My Father Most Wanted to Be Surprised to

Hear as i Gave Him the Dollar Amount of His Idea of Riches in Life 6 Times More than

He Saved Close to His Dying Age of 81, Back on May 22nd of 2014, When i Early Retired

in 2008 At age 47… He Was Flabbergasted, i achieved His Dream When All He Ever Saw

me As was

A Minimum

Wage Employee

Who Totally Wasted

My Capital of ISM In Potential

In Stellar Measure of Only Standard IQ…

You Know, All Those Degrees That weren’t Money MaKinG…

He Asked Me How In The World Did i Do It; i Tried to Be Gentle, Otherwise

Now Telling Him; Well Dear Old Dad i Didn’t Move into a New Home Every

Seven Years, i Didn’t Remarry 4 Times And even Twice to the Same Woman,

Never Learning Enough Emotional Intelligence For A Marriage to Thrive And

True i Lost Everything That Means Anything Of Life to me Doing it in the Same Dam

Job Working for the Federal Government in Golden Handcuffs For All of What A Lifelong

Retirement is Worth in Benefits of Health and Life Insurance too; Yes i Lost The Spirit of Love

The Part

i Was Rich

In From the Start

When You Told Mama

That If She Didn’t Get A Job

You Were Gonna Leave As You

Found Someone For A While Who

Did Have A Good Job to Bring in Some Money…

You Waited to Leave Mama Until Age 3; Give You

Credit For That; All She Ever Wanted to Do Was Stay

At Home And Nourish Her Children With Love; i Got those

Best Three Years of Love Starting Attached to Breast Day and Night;

that Much You contributed to Family Life Dear Old Dad… And You Know

What Daddy

All These

So Called

Riches in the Bank;

Now All the Promise

of Golden Handcuffs

Of Retirement House

All Paid Off; Car All Paid

Off This Is what i will Tell Him

Today As i Will; The Only Virtue That Makes

Life Worth Living is Lovism; The Rest of it Can Stay in Hell in the Bank…

i’m Sure One Day When i’m Long Gone My Wife Will Still be Taken Care of…

For You

See that

is the only

Reason i Saved the Money…

She Still Has Trouble Understanding

What That means too Yet That’s Okay

She Didn’t Have the Mother You Found for me…

‘Thanks Daddy..

You Found

The Greatest

Gift of All to Give me Mama…’

It’s Worth Noting That Real Puff the MaGiC
Dragon Is Mama; She Still Breathes in my Love

Passing Away Back on 2.22.2017 Going
to Her Death Bed Appropriately

Then On Valentine’s Day Not
Expected Then As Her Brain
Was Bleeding From Stage Four

Brain Cancer Starting at Breast

Moving Through Bone Cancer

All She Ever Complained of

For Two Years Was Arthritis

Did it with no more than

A Bayer Aspirin Beating

my Sister in Scrabble Even

With Brain Cancer Days Then
Before Her Death Bed; Yet It’s

True Still Her Undying Love For

Her Children Still Enough to Kill

Pain And A Heart The Doctor

Said Was So Strong Even With

350 Cholesterol Count Never

Treated; the Only Reason She

Lasted 8 Days With No Food

Or Drink; For You See Love Is

What Truly Makes a HeART Strong

And Provides the Energy For

A Dude Turning 61 on 6.6.21

Still Leg Pressing Up to 1520

Pounds More Than Any Elite

Military Dude At the Military

Gym on That Machine that still

Provides The Strength it takes

To Dance in Public For 14,808

Miles in 92 Months; Only To

Bring Smiles to Other Folks;

Whether They Understand

i am A ‘Wittiest Fool’ or Not;

i Don’t Take Kindly to Folks Who
Detach Babies From Mama’s Breast….

It Almost Rages me to ‘Turning Money

Tables Over’ With Fiery Breath Still Now;

Yet On the Other Hand (The Right Mind)

Thankfully i am STiLL A MaGiC Dragon Who

Will Love

An Enemy

As The Same

FRiEnD oF LOVE (Real God)

Only ‘Real Fools’ Are Waiting

For (Godot) ‘Jesus’ to Return Only Those Who Are Not

Willing to DO THE REAL ‘Puff A MaGiC DRaGoN’ Work OF LOVE NOW And ‘Believe’

That Reciting Old Words Out oF AN Old BooK MaKinG That Book God Is All It Takes…

THere is No

Other ‘Reason’

For Now i Can And Will Find Now That

Explains Your Current ‘Business Resolution’ of ‘This Loving Issue’..

Yet Still Of Course, Very Up Close And Personal, i STiLL Get WHere You Are Coming From…




It’s The Human

Condition; It is What it is…

In Every BLaCK Abyss Shade And Color Folks

Dream Up Beyond Rainbows too And Bring to Fruition Now…

Being Human May Not Always Be Fun; Yet It Damned Sure is An Interesting Story…

It’s Almost Like Some of Us Are Living On Earth So Differently In the Same Places…

These Shells Of

FlesH And Blood;


All Of Us Are…

Again, the Human Condition…

More Specifically, GenerAlly, Overall,

Paradox of ‘God Condition’ Different Yet Whole too..:)


SMiLes Dear Vrunda Some Studies Suggest
The Average American Entertains A Ratio of
5 to 1 Negative Thoughts in a Day First

Clue the Study Done In America
Focusing On Words Yes

Thoughts Like Psychology
Does in Cognitive Behavioral

Therapy Missing the Right

Brain Metaphor of Truth

That it is our Silent Mind

Of Feeling And Sensing

Big Picture Life That

Is Root in


And Senses Actually
Driving All Our Actions

Yes including Thoughts Associated

With those Feelings And Senses too…
So How Shall We Entertain More Positive
Emotions Shall We Sit Still Meditate And

Focus On Mantras Repeating Them Over
And Over Until We Ascend And Transcend

Our Worries Or Shall We Free Dance Where

The Source Of Our Emotions and Senses Come

Most Yes Through Moving Meditation no

Different Than A Lion Gracefully

Moving Across a Savannah

In Some What of a

‘Gay’ Way of

Balance Now

Conserving Every

Calorie That Means Life to Come
By Becoming FRiEnDS With Gravity
Most Yes Master of Balancing Life For Living Best

Hehe Meanwhile We Human Beings Tend to ‘Force
Results’ Rather Than Becoming FRiEnDS With Gravity

This Way Yet We Have Advantages As We May Create

Hacks With Our Cognitive Rational Abilities to Master

The Within Part of Our Inner UNiVeRSE Greater in Balance too…

True Instant Gratification Is Not The Way of Nature Intermittent

Gratification in A Struggle to Survive and Thrive in Animal

Homeostasis of Balance Best Is As “John B. Calhoun”
Did An Experiment in the 60’s Building A Rat
Utopia of Instant Gratification Free For All

You Can Eat Buffet of Life And the
Rats Lost Their Drive For Social
Roles and Even Reproduction
No Longer Defending Their
Territory As The Male

Rats Become The
‘Beautiful Ones’
With No Scars
Incessantly Grooming
Themselves All Day Just
to Escape The Emptiness With
No Drive In the Struggle of Life to Survive
And THRiVE iN Balance of DarK And LiGHT SMiLes

Dear Vrunda My Life Hack For Happiness Is Learning
to ‘See in the DarK’ i Public Dance in the Area Where it
Will Be Least Appreciated i make Sure i Go Back to Places
of Poetry Where That Will Be Least Appreciated too and

Learn to See in the DarK By Creating My Own Happiness
Through Bio-Feedback of Meditative Flow in Writing And
Ascending Transcending Public Dance In Sweet Spot of
Flow Tween Apathy And Anxiety True Yes the Balance

Of the Lion FRiEnDS With Gravity Conserving Every
Calorie to Survive on the Savannah Hehe in My Case
In A Very Conservative Closed Minded Town in
Walmart Where Trump is the Favorite Flavor
of the Day for Most Still And True i Also

Visit A Very Systemizing Place Named
The ‘Wrong Planet’ Online too Where
The Art of Philosophy
Religion And


Is Studied
More As Science
Than Art As i Provide
The Right Brain Metaphor
of Art in Doing That in the
Part of the Mind That Largely
Has Gone Dark For them Focusing
On Yang of Systemizing more than
Yin of Social Empathic Spiritual Artistic Mind

of Soul By HeART Feeling Sensing The World Move
Us More Than Stagnate Us in What is only Learned Before…

And A Best Part of Generating Light in the Dark Is Once
You Come to A Nice Place oF LiGHT Like This You Never
Run Out of Give to Return as You Come to Appreciate the
Night No Different than the Day Problem Today is the

Night is All Lit

Up Where The

Day Is No Longer

Sweet As it once was
True Though After A Pandemic
Finally Ends it Will Be Easier For Folks
To Truly Feel the Day Once Again And Appreciate the Light

Some Folks in the Military Will Tell You The Happiest They
Ever Were is the Only Time They Felt Like They Lived Presently
Now in Bloody Combat True though it’s A Lot Safer to Achieve

the Same



In A Walmart

Where Trump

Still Wears A Crown

of Personal Savior for Most

It’s All About the Lessons of Bootcamp

It’s All About Creating Our Own Safer And Avoiding War…

And Now It’s All About Writing A Very Long Comment on

Vrunda’s Blog For i Find Your Blog Posts Very Inspiring


Much Now
Dear Vrunda With SMiLes..:)

Hehe No Thanks Rather
View ‘The Circle of Life’

(Than Some Royal Wallpaper
By TRumP Or British Cup of Tea)

Snake Consuming Chameleon
Consuming Fly Living HigH AS Sky
iN A Jasmine Honeysuckle Vine Playing

A Tune By




iN Soul Now

(Or By Adele)

This Is my Kinda

Aesthetics Soulful

Breathing And Living in ‘The Deep’

Wallpaper Right Outside my Window

View to Heaven Ever More As Well Now

i’ll Come Back For ‘Summer Breeze’ Soon

Just Another DaY iN A Life True Absolutely Free Living SPRinG Love

And Yes This Is Literally A View Outside my Window Photo of (GoD) Heaven

i Take And STill BRinG…


The Soul Tunes

For Now At Least too

For Inside This HoMe

THere is ‘Summer Breeze’

Just Another Song NaMinG ‘my Wife’

True i KNoW A Few Women Like ‘Adele’ too…

Sure THere Is More Than One Way to Crash A PartY iN ‘A City’….

Moral oF A STory It’s Much Easier to Create A MiRaGE Of God IN An Only Man

(Like TRuMP) iN A Desert SCaRCiTY of Environment Yet When Ya Truly LiVE iN Paradise

It’s More Than


God Is Nature….

Face Palm Thick

Forest Ignorance

OtherWise to



God Is All Around

Us Just Waiting to Peek Out Within To See…

It’s Worth Noting i Don’t Pay a Dime for This Paradise

And Never Will No One Owns Nature Yet ‘Fools’ Now With

Desert SCaRCiTY Blind EYes Away From(God)Free ETeRNaLLY NoW SPRinG…

To Be Clear

Hehe 2020

Clear This Is

Just my View of Course

As NoW We aRe All Only

Views of Nature (God) ThiS WaY

Truly It Is What It is All That It Is We ‘View’ DiFFeReNTLY..:)


Hehe It’s Not Necessary

To Label ‘It’ Anything

Humans are Resourceful

Litter Critters Give Them A Path

And They Find Another One That Works Better

Information/Arts Are Free Now And Practically

Uncensored In Most Places on Earth

The Paths Are Here And

Folks Are Free

To Choose

What Works

For Them And Create

New Paths At Relative

Free Will As Always This

Is NaTuRE ALL They Surely Will

Some Will Rise Some Will Fall Now

No Different Than Waves on A Beach…

“Staring At The Waves too Dead to Die”

Always Checking In The Comments First

To Check And Make Sure This Poetry

Is Not Personal And All Together

True NoW As Surely You


A Dark


Night of the

Soul On Most

Beautiful Beaches

With Emerald Green

Waves Akshita to Intimate This

Existence in Darkest Days of Living
Death Yes Dear FRiEnD Your FRiEnD
Who You Name ‘Sir’ Is surely No Greater

Than A Grain of Sand on a Beach Polished
to A Diamond By Fire of Waves Washing
Over Grain of Sand Eternally Now In Hell

Of Course Just a Metaphor A Common
DarK Place Sadly Some Humans Do Go
And Vacay in Life In The Opposite of Heaven Within

Yes i Once Stood Upon ‘This Beach’ Gazing Into Waves

Only Wishing The Ocean Will Swallow Me Up So At Least

i Will Become


Greater Than

Nothing At All Again…

True too i once Wished

i Could Hang on a Tree in a Deep
Forest on a Metal Chain That Would
Not Break From a Gym Machine i kept
In a Bicycle Basket So The Vultures Would
Be the Only Ones to Find me Consume me

And Give Life Some Meaning And Purpose More
Than What i Felt and Sensed Within Nothing At all
No Breath of God Within Not Anywhere Close to Love

Just Bird

Feed At


No More

Than Below

A Grain of Sand On The
Beach More Than Me as
Grains of Sand on Beach Do
Hold Up Mountains of Human Love True…

Anyway my Wife Had A Spring Dream That She And
Her Deceased Granny Were Hanging Christmas Ornaments

On A Tree Naming the Very Road That She Never Mentioned Before in
The Forest i Was Dreaming Of Traveling to And Becoming Bird Feed Then…

True Although i Left The Metal Gym Chain in the Bicycle Basket for the Rest
of the 66 Months of the Worst Pain Known to Humankind i Endured From Wake
to Sleep Mostly a Shut-in in my Bedroom Yes Assessed As Literally Worse than
the Torture of Real Crucifixion Named The Suicide Disease For Real By Modern
Medical Professions Type Two Trigeminal Again From Wake to Sleep No Drug
Would Touch Like A Dentist Drill in my Right Eye And Ear With A ‘Cocktail’ of
18 Other Synergy of Life Threatening Mostly 11 Years of Chronic to Acute
Work-Related Stress Disorders Then As This Started in January 2008

And the Happily Ever After Ending Living In Heaven Part of the Story
Began on July 19th, 2013 Yes 93 Months and 10 Days Ago Today
As True You Count Every Day In Heaven The Same Way You Do
In Hell Yet in Hell A Thousand Years is One Second As All is Time

So Yes Standing on A Beach This New Day i Felt One With
Emerald Green Waves And Swaying Sea Oats In Sugar
White Sands i Felt Wings Not Unlike The Seagulls
Above Spiraling Around the Sun So Free Just

One With All The Common Enlightenment
That is Described As A Common Experience
In the Human Condition of Being Human In Almost
Every Religion Yes That Condition Buddha the Story

Found In Nature Becoming the Living Tree He Sat Under
One With Leaf Feeding Tree Falling to Soils to Feed A Dead
Seed His Living Loving Soul A Living Tree Loving Forever now



Dear FRiEnD For




Grains of Sands And Subatomic

Particles that Hold Mountains of Human Love
Up This Way For Free This is What So-Called
Secularists in the Science of Psychotherapy Jungian
As Such Name As the Archetype of the Hero’s Journey
As Well When A Person Is Called to Adventure Faces the
Dark Night of the Soul And Brings Back to the Village What
Is Learned in Both Hell And Heaven So Others May See Where
They Have Been And Perhaps Live in the Better Place Now my FRiEnD

For You

See Now

i See Every Face

As the Face of God

Even The Sub-Particle

of Sand Below Me Holding

Up The Mountain of Life I have

Become More Than The Living Dead Before…

As They


Where You

Are From Where
i Am Now Namaste Dear FRiEnD

May You Always Be Free too As A Rain
Drop is the Wave is the Ocean Whole Full of Love

It is those Who Have Faced the Dark And Come Out
on the Other Side And Live With Victory of Love Rather
Than Defeat of Hate Who are the Nicest People of All


In this

Way You

Are A Hero
too Dear FRiEnD…

As You BRinG Back
Shadows and LiGHT

For Others in Art You Create

Yes This Poetry Here They May

Not Have Experienced Before Yes

And Indeed May Help Them LiVE iN

A Greater Place oF LiGHT True From

-Just Another Grain of Sand on A Beach…

Hehe i am No More Than i ‘BeCoME A Wittiest Fool’..:)

Another True Story
Names Changed of
The Convicted Not
To Inflict Any Unnecessary

Shame As ‘They’
Already Know
Who They Are…

SMiles Dear Sohair
‘He’ Taught About
The Sanctity Of
Breathing Life

Yet Then Admitted
His “Club” Had Been
Protecting Pedophile
Rapists If That Wasn’t

Enough Lie About The
Sanctity Of Every Soul

He Honored A Real Father
oF All lies Tens Of Thousands
As Counted A Leader Then Who
Bragged From The Beginning
He Would Shoot Someone in
Public On 5th Avenue For All
To See And “The Club And
The Teacher” Would Still
Support Him Indeed This
Did Happen In A Deadly
Pandemic As The Leader
Modeled Unmasked Behavior
Leading To Hundreds Of Thousands
Of Unnecessary Deaths Of Even
That Leader’s Supporters The




Right in
Line Allowing
Unmasked ‘Club
Events’ Until one
Day i Asked For A Safe
Space Masked And one
Of His ‘Grand Knights’ Led
me Like An Ignorant Sheep
To Slaughter Seated Tween
Two Unmasked Rows Of
Ignorant Killing Pandemic
Fools Allowed By The
Club The Teacher
And His Leaders
Too The


Even Went

As Far As Teaching

God Speaks to Elect
A Real Father oF All

Lies Who Brags About
Shooting Folks on “5th
Avenue” Still in A Deadly
Pandemic As indeed That
Leader incited A Deadly

To Overturn
That Even
Now Allows
Freedom of Religion

Not Only This The Highest
Boss On EartH of The Teacher
Proclaimed Some Acts Of

Human Love

Are Blessed

Yet For

Other Children

Of God They Are

Not The Most Evil
Sin Of All Trying to
Shame Other Humans



Acts Of Love

Anyway When The
Teacher’s ‘Grand Knight’
Seated Me Unsafely i
Told The Unmasked
Teacher To His Face

That If We aRe To Truly
Respect The Sanctity of
Breathing Life We Will
Require Masks At All



In A Deadly
Pandemic He
Had Nothing To

Say in Reply i For
One Will Never Stay
Silent in The Face of




Professes to Be
Good No Different
Than Transforming
Sheep Into Goats If
They Have No Kindness

In Their


And Burning

Them Forever

For It Is



Is No Part
Of Forgiving
Love Either

And Sadly
That ‘Silence
Of The Lambs’
‘Hannibal The Cannibal’
Torturing Love Forever
Is What Is Read In A Book
Of Promises of The Worst



In The Club

It’s True i Was
Never An Actual
Member Of The
Club i Just Went
There To Study
The Irony of Evil
Named Good And

Moreover The Normal
Insanity That Sadly Will
Become A Nightmare of
The Human Condition

iF All

‘The Sheep’
In “The Animal
Farm” Remain


Led to
Their Slaughter

Yes After it is
Safe Enough
i Will Return
To The Club to
Study it To See
If It Learns Any
Lessons From

This Latest
Evil Debacle

You See My Grandfather
Was A Teacher At The Club
They Told Him He Couldn’t
Get Married And Have


He Rebelled

Left And


The Way
In Love For
My Existence the

Least i Will Do to
Thank Him As He
Died Before i Am


Is to

Our Family
Tradition Still

Our Coat of Arms

The Phoenix RiSinG
Dancing Flying

Free Out Of Ashes

For Those Who
Stand Tall For Love


Refuse to
Bow To Fools

Yes This Means
“BeCoME A Wittiest
Fool” One Who Stands
Against Tradition When



Evil Now

No Matter What

“The Age Is Now”

The Story of Good
Versus Evil Must Be

Told Dear Muslim FRiEnD
From Egypt Sohair


It Shall
Be Written

By “A Wittiest Fool” For Real 🙏

i’ll Return to See if
‘You’ Are Brave Enough
To Leave This Open Letter

To “Your Club” Here…

Bishop Barron Was

A Coward He Shadow

Banned me Yet i Used
His Dark Muse Then to

Write “A New Testament”

A Fifth One of 400,000

(I’ve Written Seven Now)

Words True “SonG oF
mY SoUL” Wanna

Get in A Bible

Wagging Contest

With Me My Longest

Long Form Poem As

A Complete Unknown

Yes “A Wittiest Fool”

9.2 MiLLioN Words

Written So Far As Not
Only The Longest Bible

Yet Longest Long

Form Poem Ever

Written Oh Yeah

As Far As Mustard

Seeds GRoWinG Into

Trees 14,818 Miles

Public Dancing

In 92 Months Too

You See Some



John 14:12
Lip Service Other

Folks Just Do It
So “JeSuS” Doesn’t

Have to Waste “Time”

Coming Back Here

Now Bring

It On



If Ya Wanna

Play in The



Of Least

With “Wittiest Fools”

The Real Deal Baby

No Myth

A True Story

Now And Guess
What Now You Are
A Part of it Too Whether
You Shadow Ban me or

Not The
Copy And
Paste Hehe
Is Greater Than
“The SWorD” So


It Be Done
i For One Shall
Write my Own Story Now…

You’re Welcome Dear
Sohair i Give Credit Now
Where It Is Due in Both
Dark And Light

At Least “The Club”

Changed Its Rules

To Say If Muslims
Find And Exercise

The Spirit Of

Love Within They Don’t
Go To Hell No Matter
If They Don’t Profess
The Name Of ‘JeSuS’
As The Only God

In The
And Beyond

For The only

Way To Escape



At Least

‘The Club’

Has Finally


The Spirit The
Essence Of Love

Yes God


Is Beyond All
Names Now
They Will



Discrepancies too

Love Will Always


For Real🌹🙏😇😊

Reference Bishop
Barron’s Latest Sunday

Sermon Shall You Have
“Balls” Enough To Spread
Bishop Barron’s Good

News Young





Here’ i Suggest
You Do it Lends
Some Bend Finally

For Some Level of Cooperation

And Compromise


A Requirement
For Balance At
Any Stage of Development…

Hell Exists
Now Sadly
Some Humans
Live THere on
THeir On Accord





Is It Works
This Way

For Love
Yes Heaven
Within Same

As ‘The Other Place’
Now Indeed We All Reap


We Sow
Now Karma
Of DarK And LiGHT🌹😊

What Is Beyond That
And This is Beyond


Of Love Dear
Sohair Love

Is My Only
God Standard🌊🏝

AsKinG “Priest” What
Part Of “God Is Love”
Don’t You Get

True DarK

Parts of

“Your Bible”

Don’t Agree…


Chocolate Cake is Temporary
Bliss is A Mountain Climb Never

Ending Icing

Yes LeSSoN 192

i Am Not The
Only One Who
Lives This Dream Now…🏝🌊🏝🌲

‘Whispers In The
DarK’ Dear Lillian
Norway Beauty Of Nature LiGHT❤️

Always A Pleasure Aloha
To You in Hawaii FRiEnD
Colors of
WHere i Am
From iN Florida SMiles☺️🏝

SMiLes Dear Annabel Pleasure All
Mine i Come From A Place
The Richest Nation
In The World Now
The Most Beautiful
Abundant Environment
On The Planet Earth Yet
Within The Ornate Walls
Of The Fabulous Temple
With Golden Chalices
And Golden Robed
Priests When
The Sign
Of Peace Is Given
After The Lord’s Prayer
In Catholic Church The
Congregation Waiting
For Communion Bread
Even Before The


Doesn’t Even


The Existence

Of The Human

Standing Next to
Them And Standing
In The Back Row Pew
Waiting to Exit it The
Members Streaming

Out From The

Front Pews Won’t

Even Pause Long

Enough To Let

The Folks in

The Last

Pew Out Perhaps

Your Country Nigeria

Is Not As Rich As Here

Yet You Surely Act



Lives Close

In Your Home

Living Spirit Soul

Of Love Who Pays

Attention to Every Soul

Yes Where i Come From

A Fresh


Of Spirit Air

Thanks Belongs To You❤️😊

Even George Floyd’s Brother, A Prominent Speaker
Now In the Black Lives Matter Movement Would Not
Go As Far As Labeling America A Racist Country on

CNN Yesterday; More Specifically He Named it A

Country Where Endemic Systematic Racism

Exists Which It Obviously Most

Definitely Does In Part;

Yet In Whole No,

Not The Country As A Whole

As A Racist Nation As In that Case

People Surely Wouldn’t be Jumping Over Incredible

Hurdles Still to Immigrate Here From All Parts of the World…

The Point is The Philosophy of a More Perfect Union is What A Heterogenous

Society Will Always Have to Do As Human Nature is Evolved To Live Peacefully in

Relatively Homogenous Villages Close to Naked And Well Acquainted With About

150 To 200 Folks Without Tremendous Overhead of Government To Provide Law

And Order And to Insure Minorities Are Not Discriminated In their Right to Life,

Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness As Humans Are Notorious For Treating Folks

Not Seen of the Same ‘Ilk’ of Their ‘Tribe of Comfort’ As Invaders More Than Welcome Company…

Welcome to the Human

Condition; Without

Order of Government

Imposed Order in Large Heterogenous

Populations; It Just Ain’t Gonna Work This Way;

Strive For a More Perfect Union Is Always Gonna

Be Both a Work of Science And Art Greater For A More

Perfect Union or Chaos And Anarchy As That Is What

Insanely Large Groups Of Heterogenous Varieties of Humans

Both in Culture And Form Will Do, ‘Mad Max Beyond Thunderdome’…

iT Ain’t


Be Just

‘Frankie Goes

To Holly Wood’

And Relax in A Village That Way…

Whenever Folks Say Government is Not

Necessary It Makes me Giggle Yet of

Course As Anthropologist i know better….

‘Relax Don’t Do It’ And Make Better Rules for a More Perfect Union….

In Other Words, You Are Always Gonna Have to Have Loads of Financing

For Law Enforcement too…

Some Folks Who Haven’t

Been Alive Long


‘In The


Think They

Can ‘Jump The Gun’ to ‘Peak of Mountain’

Nope, Not Happening in the ‘Good ‘Ole
Mut Mix USA’ Melting Pot Yes Requiring
Necessary Law and Order to Survive Still Now…

The Much Bigger Problem Is Humans Transforming
Into the Mechanical Cognition Machines They Use Now

And Losing The Actual Emotion That Goes With Cognitive

Empathy That Actually Drives Folks to Cooperate Cause it Feels Good;

Yet of Course We Already Have the Series of Matrix Movies, Terminator,

And Avatar Movie That Covers The Issue In Prophetic Real Modern Way

Along With the Minion Movies That Already Predicted the Last Four Years too…



What Movie

Is Gonna Come True Next…

Most Often We Write The Stories First…

Got Work to Do See Ya A Bit And A Few Bytes Later Hehe..;)

Great Dear Soni!
Looking Forward
To Your
Next New
Arts As Always🌈🏝

Bless You
Same Dear
Sohair With SMiles🌹🙏

Is Best!

A Saddest Part Is An Idol Book Is Held High
To The Sky to WorShip The Message That
Love Only Gives With No Need Of WorShip Lost

It’s Like Church i Only Ever Went There to Give
My Spirit iN Dance/Sing The Buildings, Golden
Chalices Robes/Statues AReAll Idols Dead to me

Yeah THere Are Two
Ships OneupmanShip
And FRiEnDShip

The Difference

Both Boats
Is One Holds
Love Gives And

Never Sinks my FRiEnD🌊

i Am Not The Only
One Who
Lives This Dream Now…🏝🌊🏝🌲

SMiLes Dear Kally
Thanks So Much
For The Inspiration



my Pleasure☺️

LeSSoN 350 LiGHTeN
Up With SMiLES No
Purchase Required

Back In the 66 Months
Of Deadzone When i Couldn’t
Feel Anything Yet Pain Then And

Numb For Myself Or Anyone
Else i Had So Much Money

i Saved For A Rainy Dark Day
Extending into Years So Much

i Would Never Need Anymore
So Desperate To Feel Something
Even A Tear As Nothing Would

Come Hmm Except For An
Orgasm Yet that is One Part
Of Life That is So Short Lived

And Sad When You Can’t Feel
Life Better Than That All The
Time Just For The Gift Of

Breathing And True

This is The Reason

Some Folks Only

Care About Getting

Sex As They Have No
Other Way Yet Food
Perhaps Status And
Power As Well Now
To Generate Any
Happiness Peace
And Harmony too

Anyway struggling to
Feel Anything Yet Pain
And Numb i Had This
Fantasy Driving Through
The Poor Neighborhood

Katrina Lived In i Would
Anonymously Send Each
And Every Household Money
To Surprise Them And Make

Sadly then
That’s All i Had
To Offer Now i Have

So Much More to Offer
SMiles Dear FRiEnD It
Always Makes me Feel

So Warm inside Now Same
When i Give To FRiEnDS
And Strangers Free Dance
Or Poetry Either One

Even When
i Am Focusing
In Flow of Zone
So Much With No
Facial Expression
i Am GLoWinG Within
Like A Christmas Tree
That Always Feels Better
Than 10,000 Orgasms from


To Toe

All Lit
Up With
Fresh New
Colors Every
Step And Word

Yep When
i Relate All
My Pleasure Giving

With No Expect of

Return to FRiEnD

Or Stranger Same

It Is Surely Now No

Empty Platitude Dear

When Giving Feels Better
Than Receiving Never Feel
Guilty For Not Returning A



Most Painful
Thing You Can
Do To A Giver
Is Take Their

Ability to Give Away

Yes Dear FRiEnD
For Good Reason the
Giver is Blessed Most
Imagine A World WHere
Everyone Gained This
Ability To Feel Heaven
By Giving A New EartH iNdeed

i Am

The Only

One Who
Lives This Dream…🏝🌊🏝🌲

SMiLes Savvy in my 66 Months of Shut-in

Illness What We Now Refer to As the

‘Dead Zone’ Sort of Like

‘Beneath The

Planet of

the Apes’ An

Old Movie Close

to 1970 Facing Death

3 Times And Living

Brought A



View of Life

There is No Reason Not
to Forgive And There is

Every Reason For Thanks
Giving For Giving Every

SMiLe We Share

For What

It Now

Means to
me To Breathe..:)

SMiLes It’s True The Holes

We Fall Into Need Not

Be Graves

We Eventually

Dig Other Paths

To Find And Cross

First With No More

Pot Holes To Find

On Old Roads

of Life

Vrunda True

When Travel Becomes
A New Journey to Breathe…:)

Hehe Rue i Neither
Live to Eat or Eat to Live

i Just




And Katrina

Takes Care of the

Rest of it on the Plate She Provides

And Yes i Always Clean The Plate

Yet Not With Soap And

Water Hehe



Canine Teeth

Honestly It’s Nice Not to
Be in A Marriage of Two
‘High Powered Careers’

And Even A Nest Full
of Children There Is No

Law That Requires Anyone

To Achieve That American Dream

Yet There Was A Day That Katrina Worked

20 Hours A Day At A News Paper Getting Off

And Getting Dropped Off At My Job to Help

Me Clean Up the Facility i Was Responsible
For Hehe A Military Bowling Center Where

Work Was Basically Not Much Different
Than Recreation Before i Got

Sucked Up on the Ladder

to Much Higher


Loss of Soul…
Again It’s Nice

Just to Be Free

of that American Dream…
As It Was Just An Increasingly Thorny
Meal That Became A Nightmare to Consume…

The World Will Be A Very Complicated Place Yes
And There Are Lots of Folks So Far Away From Simple Peace…

Haha Saw Your Tag For this Post That Said ‘Fussy Husband’ That Made me Smile..:)

Double Rainbows
On The Beach And
Happy Dogs Never

Seen You
Aloha FRiEnD

Yet It’s Hard
To Imagine
You Without



Share A Bit
Of Warming


In Every

Post You Give

SMiLes Dear Aloha
FRiEnD Emerald Green
Waves Are Surely

A Treasure
Hehe Yet

Not Nearly
As Wild A Ride
As What You
Enjoy in Hawaii

Of Course The
Forest Parks Here
With Golden Streams

Are Lovely Too

Yet That


Be Much Colder
Aloha Warm Hello😊🤗🏝

i Am Not The Only
One Who
Lives This Dream…🏝🌊🏝🌲

Chocolate Cake is Temporary Bliss is
A Mountain Climb Never Ending Icing Yes LeSSoN 192

i Am Not The Only One


Lives This Dream Now…🏝🌊🏝🌲

Yeah strangely enough
Living All The Way in
Florida i Remember

“The Golden
Child” Prince
George Born
On July 22, 2013
Yes Conspiracy
Theorists Even
Predicted That
Coincided With
A Planetary Alignment
13th And Last one
Until Another
Hundred Years
Since the First
One occurred in
1990 When the
Wife And i Were
Married Special Year
Then For me Too Yes
“They” Named That
Planetary Alignment
“Star Of David” Then
Our only Child Lived
51 Days, ‘Ryan’, Whose
Name Means “Little King” Then
i Didn’t Know It He Born in ‘97
Yet Yes me Second Generation
Irish just Liked The Ring of the
Name Anyway What i Really
Remember Most is 3 Days
Before “The Golden Child
Day” On July 19, 2013, Standing
On A Beach As The Doctors


A Real

Age Medical
All Natural Miracle

Pain And Numb
Finally Melting Away
From 66 Months From


To Sleep
With The
Worst Pain
Known To Humankind
True Type Two Trigeminal

Neuralgia Yes As You
Remember 10 Years Ago
“Patient And Kind” On Word
Press When The Prince And
Princess Got Married Today
Hoping For the Joyous
Day Prince George

Gets Married to
Have Another
Royal Wedding
Day off In England

Ah Yes i Remember
Getting out of
Hell 3 Days



And Everyday
Has Been Pure
Without That
Dentist Drill-Like
Pain in My Right Eye
And Ear That No Drug
Would Touch Then Every
Waking Hour For 66 Months

93 Months Now And 10 Days
i’ve Learned To Celebrate



As First

And Last

Gift Of Heaven

Now True We May
Be Reborn in Heaven
Within Always Now

Too It’s Just

A Metaphor
Of Perspective
Thank God For
That Pain i’ll Damned
Sure Never Complain





A Real Place
Worthy of The
Name Hell The Worst
Part Losing The Memory
Of The Feeling of A Smile

Yes There

Are Places Every

Day ‘Commoner People’

Go And Return Reborn

Out of An Ocean
Of Pain And Numb
iN Heaven


For Real

Anyway A Cup of English
Tea A Toast to A Golden Child 😊

Only IF ‘They’ Do Original Greek Apocalypse
Definition: Lifting Veils oF iGNoRaNCE Avoid Death/Destruction

As She Was Losing Her Seeing With

Eyes She Was Gaining ‘Sight’

It Happens i See It Without Eyes

Too In ViViD WaKinG Dreams

~Architect BuSiNeSS ReaSoN Will~
Balance/Grace/Hurricane EYe~ BReaTHE TriNiTY

Oops Don’t Leave out my 23andMe Relatives Irish,
English, French, Spanish, Nigerian, South Asian,

ViKinG Immigrants me me me!

Iron At Core of EartH FLoWinG In My Blood SPRinG
Born Star Seed FLoWeRS Of Super Novas SamE LoVE!

QuicK FiX For Purgatory And Hell Be A PuRPLE
RaiN WiLD FLoWeR BLooM Free NoWTheNoW
iMMiGRaNTS WitH Wings Butterflies SoaR HiGHeR

My Class Motto Same Every Moment i Have No Clue
What i am Going to Do But It Always Smells Like

Roses Even IN Shi8t For i Believe

A Way My Mother Lived

Her Entire Life By The Seat Of Her
Belief She Got It From Her Oracle
Mother i For ONE Still Light Home

LeSSoN 194
The Dance The Song
CoMes As Beginning
oF The End AGaiN NoW

The Dragon Rises
Smaller Than
You Will See
Larger Than You Breathe

What Space is A Soul… ReAlly……
to: A Smile is Enough.. ReAlly..
From: A Void oF ‘Fore.. NoW🙂

Emotions: Synergy of Senses We
Feel From Head to Toe Science NoW
Shows THere Is No Naked Doubt

Our Bodies Our SoulMind

No No It’s Not Enough to Sing
i am Fearless i am Fearless Stand
Taller Now Expand Become The
Essence of Strong Dance

Problem Is When One
Starts to Worship A ‘Super Hero’
And Totally Fails A Great Work
Relying On An Idol Instead of God In As You

In A Hero Archetype Journey of Soul You Slay
Your Own Dragon There is no one To Cheer Or
Even Understand Demons Within You Master

You ‘Know’ That Day That Night
Why Have ‘You’ Forsaken me ‘God’
When You Find ‘The Flame’ Put-Out


No Doubt A Dragon Now of ‘This
ViRuS’ Will Generate The Reborn
Of Many Super-Heroes to Come
Even the Weakest of Before Life


Sad to Say It Really Is Yet the Fact
Some Folks Are Not Being Spoon-Fed
Just An Idol Of A Hero In Church May

Give Them A Chance

Holy CRaP The Same for Much
Younger Folks Out of PRiSoN of
School And Older Out of Work!

Spoon-Fed Lies of Carrots And Sticks
No Room Left ‘Then’ to Even BReaThE One
Real Free Breath of Heaven Now ‘Hotel California’

Sad… i’m Sure Original Writers Of A JeSuS Story
Intend A Recipe for Re-Birth In Living Death Just

Another Hero Archetype Story

It’s Like THAT ‘to Serve Human’ BLacK Book
From ‘That Twilight Zone’ Episode NoW A Recipe Of

Life After Dirt Nap It IS

i Am Not The Only One
Who Lives This Dream Now…🏝🌊🏝🌲

‘The Scene’ ‘Charlton’ or ‘Moses’
Standing on the Ape Planet Pristine
Beauty of Nature God’s Beach With

A Most Beautiful Woman

When Me And the Most
Beautiful Woman
i SaW oN EartH
Stood On God’s Beach

Naked We Did

Much Different…

We Breathed Free
With Only The Care
of God’s Face Nature Free
It’s Not You Who are Dirty

Humans It is Your Clothes

If You’ve Only Been Adam And Eve Once
You Truly BReaTHE… Welcome to my

Place of HaBiTaT Garden of Eden…

It’s True Eve Has No Idea Who i Am
or Where We Are And It Does Not Matter
At All Feeling of Heaven Is the Same Now

The Place of God’s Face Naked Love Free

ETernAlly NoW

It’s Okay to Call Human Hero Archetypes
JeSuS Or Batman iF All Of CuLTuRES ERaSeD
HuMaN HeRO Archetype Remains iN US NoW

SMiLes Dear SavvyRaj

Love Visiting Your

Blog Each And





Of Your Poetry

No Inertia HeaR

Center Point Now

Balance Breathing God Free…

Always A Place to Visit Pleasant





Of Other Places i Visit…

WHere Yes i BRing A Few too…

Yet THere Are Rare Few Like You
Light Houses Spiriting Breathing Freely..:)

Pleasure Thanks For the Inspiration

Yes So Very Very Welcome gsps😊🙌

So What Will A Real Gospel Of Good News
Advocating Spirit Love (GODALL) Relate Wind
Wave Water Rain Drop Ocean Whole Field Now

One iN Spirit No Matter WHere i Am What
i Do iN Form Too This Essence (GoD) Is Who
i Am NoW Beyond All Form All i Am You Too

i Choose Your🙌
Art Dear Soni☺️
All Forms Essence🌈
Always Original Now🎉
Dear FRiEnD Creating You🌅

SMiLes Essence
Of Poetry Comes
Free Verse Original

First Later


Add Form

Copy Style






Voice Of

God Free Every

True Teacher




To Find

Their Own
Unique Voice

Of God


All Names

And Forms Before

This Is The Difference

Between The



One Human
Attempting to
Put A Trademark
On God To Own



Is Only
A Sign of
In Solo Or Group

Effort Part of Nature/God

Too Yet to View Best



And Stagnate
In A Tradition
instead Of
Free Wings Now🌈

Oh The Human Condition

Human A Most Lost Creature From God On Earth
Lost As Tools And Words We Create So Far Away

From Balancing God Dance Wings Free NoW ReaL

Sorry Not Sorry If ‘You’ Are Gonna Worry About What
Happens After Now You’ll Never Live Eternally NoW As God

Sadly Folks Don’t Get It

Doesn’t Matter How

i Touch You NoW

It’s Still You (God)

Touching me

Lillian Orchard
FLoWeR Forever

Now Is One Photo

Of Norway

In Mountain


On Still






In Eternal Twilight

Now Love Your Picture

Of What God


Looks Like

This Gift





Face We
A Picture

Of You Too



So Below SaMe 🌅

Lost In Words Lost From Wings
“The Traveler” Dances Sings Spiraling God Free

You Are The Vehicle And Vessel Of God The Traveler

Now Shall You Bow Kneel Or Dance With God Wings Free

It’s Truly Said Even Luke 17:21 Relates The Only Place You
Find God Is Within This Way Meanwhile Church Is Totally Lost In Words

Yoga Equals Eternal Union Now With All That Is Zenith Point Of Existence
EternAlly Now HAha No Big Deal Just All in All Being God EXPReSSinG

This God Energy Free God Yes In mY SiGNaTuRE PoSE Most
Folks Must Feel God Energy to Get Why In Yoga Understanding

Gospel Of Thomas Relates Direct Path To God Is Move Repose
in Moving Meditation All Spiraling Existence Attaining Balance Now

HAha While It’s True THere Is Essence Of “Chi Nirvana” Returned
To Others In Flow of Free Verse Poetry And Other Arts Gifting Free

“Chi” Body Balancing Soul Whole God Mind Within All Flow Many
Paths SaME Eternal Now Destination Wings Out of Cocoon God Free

Wanna Know The Retired Parole Officer Vietnam Vet’s Secret To
The Fountain Of Youth Still Attaining ‘Chi’ At 65 Doing Theater Ballet

His Peer Worker At The Same Age With A Different Outlook
Insisted He Shouldn’t Be A Fool And Act His Age

Managing A 65 Year-Old Lead Lifeguard Who
Could Out Swim/Run All The College Age

Junior Life Guards At 47 i Wanted His Secret…

Amen American Puerto Rican Psychologist Sista
‘BeCoME A Wittiest

Fool’ Like me

Most Harm

Ya Will Do

Is Break

A Frown

And Crack

A Smile Even
If All You Do

Is Crack



Enjoy The
Finished 🍿 Popcorn

In The Reality Laugh


As Truly
Living Higher🙌😊

Little Magical Part Of The Dream
You Never Get Tired Of Only

A Way i See This Dream…

When He Comes A Sure
Sign That Cold Has Gone
Away See His Colors of




Sound The
Barking Tree
Frog Makes

Him To You
To Rush Colors
Of Spring in the
Weather Report Where
You Breathe Hehe If Ya
Wanna Hear The Sound
i Make Available Always
i’ll Be Here Doesn’t Matter
If Ya Wanna Hear the Sound
i Make Once A Week Or Once
A Year Not Unlike The Barking



i Do Return 🐸

i Am Not The Only One Who
Lives This Dream Now…🏝🌊🏝🌲

Regarding Now Some

Numbers in a Microsoft Patent,

It’s Worth Noting That 060606 Is Not
666 Anymore Than The Birthdate

On my Driver’s License That Yes
Is 6.6.60 That’s Really 06/06/1960;

Yet True That Didn’t Stop Conspiracy
Minded Literally Reading Bible Thumpers
For Showing Great Fear When i Presented

My Driver’s License

At Walmart Getting

Carded By Fundamentalist

Cashiers For The Occasional

Beer i Purchased, Until i No Longer

Used one For Relaxation in my 40’s…

In Other Words, If You Wanna Make Numbers

And Letters Whatever You Want to Make them

Mean For Purpose In Symbolism, Okay, Humans

Do this; It’s Called Creativity, It Happens And True

This Is How Many Human CuLTuRaL Nightmares

And Dreams Come to Be Self-fulfilling Prophecies

As People Have Often Acted Out What They Read in ‘Stories’…

Yeah, This Is A Danger When Poetry That Is Thousands of Years

Old Written By Some Ghost Authors Attributed to Famous Pen Names

Like Mark, Luke, Matthew, and John Become Worshipped As Literal God

It’s Truly

And Science Shows

Humans Are Truly Irrational

At Core As We Basically Hallucinate

Our Realities Based on Experiences that

Are Also Hallucinations Our Minds Create Before

As We Co-Create These Experiences And Hallucinations too…

Good News And Bad News; Humans Have the Ability to Self-Fulfill Whatever

or Dream

They ‘Hallucinate’ Next…

Considering 2020, This Explains
A Whole Lot; Yes, True 2020 Is Case

Study Evidence For What Neuroscience Suggests

Is True About the Irrationality At Core of Human Nature…

Again, Not All Bad News; Write a Better Story Now And Bring it to Fruition Next..

It’s What i do Now

And It Works Great!!!…

Case Study Evidence Proves

It Beyond A ‘Shadow’ of Doubt…

OBTW, This Is How All of

Nature Works A Story We

Are Slave to or Create

Just Like Magic

As Our



The Story We
‘Write’ if We Get

Good Enough at ‘The Craft’…

Don’t Ask me How it Works It Just

Does Like Human Consciousness

That Science Understands About As Much

As Kicking A Computer And Expecting it to Work Better….

It’s All iN How Ya ‘Kick A Computer’, Some Folks Are ‘NFL Kickers’ Others are not…

On the Other Hand,

Steve Jobs Determined

The Price of the First

iMac At 666.66 Dollars

Taking ‘the Piss’ Out oF iGNorance Here

too As Steve Wozniak Liked Repeating Digits

And A 33 Percent Mark-Up on 500 Dollars for a Profit…

It’s Still Basically A Superstition too; Part of What Humanity Does ‘For a Living’…

Other than that i Really Did Go to Hell Within on Earth for 66 Months As Rigorously

Documented In the Stay There too So in this Way Hehe it Seems my Birthdate is still an ‘Omen’…

True Life

Is A Story

DarK Thru LiGHT

The “Other Place Now’ So Much Nicer….

Here Have Some 7777777777777777’s now
to Brighten A Sunrise; 16 of ’em Now True too…
Other Than That There is This, The Doctor Who
Delivered me, Decided to Go On Vacation As Originally

i Was Forecast to Be Born On Or About the Summer Solstice
in 1960, Conceived As Such, On Or About the Fall Equinox in 1959;
So Yeah, The Doctor Induced Labor Two Weeks Early, Yet i Doubt there

IS A Direct Relationship Between That Change And My Visit to HeLL ON EartH
Within for 66 Months; Fortunately, i Didn’t Take The Cashiers too Seriously, Hehe…

Still Though
That Didn’t



Going to
Just Another ‘Horatio Story’…

It Is What IT IS IT IS Up to me
Most Now; iF iT iS To BE NoW…

At Least to Protect myself from ‘The ViRuS’

SMiLes Dear Savvy Prayers for The Difficulty India
Is Currently Having With the Pandemic In the USA
Money Talks And No Matter Taking

Precautions Seriously

Or Not Affording

The Most Vaccinations

In the World Is Slowing

the Pandemic Here Finally

However There is the Rest of the

World to Consider With A Pandemic

Still With Limitless Options to Mutate

Into Something Even More Dangerous Indeed
It Seems to Me That Answers to Strife In the World

Start At Home

Very Close

To the Living
Trees We Are and
In The Culture Here
Christmas Trees Externally
Are Risen And Multi-Colored
With Lights If Only People Will Come
to Understand That Not Only Are We Living
Trees Yet Christmas Trees Within That May
Be Multi-Colored Always More Now As We


With Bio-Feed Back of Our Emotions
We Feel and Sense As Meditation And
Particularly A Free

Meditation of

Moving Dance
Brings For True Our
Larger View Minds Work
In Right Brain Metaphor
Of Pictures And Energy that
Comes In From Head to Toe

Through All Senses And Feelings

We Experience as The Energy We Both
Feel And Sense And Give And Share As Well

At Best Positive Energy We Help Co-Create Within

Yes to Color And Light Up Our Christmas Tree Within

Anew Year ‘Round Means More Fuel To Give and Share

Caring In All We Do Next iN Actions of Positive Connections More

And of Course Firing Colors More of Emotions iN IMAGiNaTioN True Now too..:)

SMiles Dear
Rue Behind
Every Good
Man There

Is At

A Mother
And if

A Wife Too

Who Makes
Him Feel Truly


Hehe No
Matter if
They Understand

Him Or Not This Makes

The Giving Nice

Just Icing

On The


Cake Truly
Hope You
Feel Loved As
Much And More

You Do Show

And Kindness
To All You Meet


Greet Hehe
Like All Greatest
Airline Stewardesses 👩‍✈️

What i Mean
By Struggles
Is Being A Beautiful





The Majority
Of The Male


Your Number

Hehe Nature It Is
Hehe of The “Beast”🙌😊

Peace Love And
Kindness Be All
Yours To Give
Too Dear Doc

i Am A Leaf…

To Be Clear This
Is Only A ‘Koan’
Yet As Soon As
We Change LoVE iNto


Kally We Kill God
New Leaf On A Tree






Soils Now


Dead Seeds

Into Living New

Trees Part Of Forest

Waves Rain Drop

Ocean Whole🌊

So Much Bigger


Than An



Humans Create

A Three Letter





All That Is

In A Pot
Create Killing
Breathing Roots to Spread

A Leaf

i Am



In Their

Own Tiny Heads… 🍃 🍁 🍂

Just Curious
You LiVE iN

India Visiting




You Find

Beauty There too?

Some Of The Most
Beautiful Light in
EYes i’ve Seen

In Oldest


On Front
Porch Shacks

i Had A Classmate
In School Son Of
A Rich Doctor

Why is
It That Poor
People Are So
Damned Happy

Katrina’s Mother
So Poor Always
Offered Her Door
To The Poorer Stranger

Without A Home

A New FRiEnD Yesterday
Said He Never Found
Nirvana Until



His Pockets And
Went Homeless He’s
70 Now In His Younger

Years in Photos He Looks Like
Artistic Representations
Of JeSuS What If He




No one Noticed

Cause He Was
On The Streets True
Rue i’ve Struck Up
Public Dancing


With Homeless

Folks Under Beach
Bridges Obviously
Living Now In




Place Of JeSuS

Same Question

i Had to Ask Myself
Once Adorned With



Am i


Am i Naked

In Deed i Am Now

Whenever i Went
To The Fabulous
Casinos In Biloxi



To Escape

Meet And


A New

Jesus Under A
Bridge Standing




Moon And Stars

i Didn’t Always See Love This Way…

i Knew Felt Since i Arrived The Day
A Bunch Of Rowdy Kids in A Car Next

To Our

New Honda

Slammed Their
Door Deeply Scratching

The Dead Shiny Blue
Big Piece of Metal


i Could
See is


Of The


Like Wings

Lifting me Out Of Hell…

By The Way That Was
Just A Rhetorical Question
Nothing To Do With You



Got To
See Your
Soul in


You Tube EYes Yesterday
i understand Your Struggle😊

Dance Naked
Zoe Sing Same
Ways Different Now



We aRe

Fed Something
Forced to Wear


Be It
Mean We
Have To

Make It Real🌈🌊

SMiles i Have
The Pleasure of
Putting People
First Everywhere
i Go On Or


Yet That’s
All The Work
i Have To Do

Seeing Everyone

As God



Fall Through

My Cracks in Soul

Hehe You’re Just More
Popular Than Me Rue



Being Pretty…

Glad i Was An Ugly
Duckling Strange



One Wanted
To Sit Next To

At Lunch


i Will




Human Being
That Way i’d

Rather Die…

Life’s Little LeSSoNS…

Color Of
Forever Now
Painting Free Spirit Waves 🌊

“I Think the saddest people always try their
hardest to make people happy because they
know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless
and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.”

-Robin Williams

This Brought A Tear
To My Eye For Two


i Am No Longer
Sad And i Am Strong
Enough To Also Be

A Real



Never Give Up
On For Giving
Thanks Giving Caring

This Way i Always
Hang Around A Bit
Longer With Dance And Song…

Yet True Now THere Is Also A
Depression Beyond Sadness
That Tears Won’t Cure Beyond

All Measure

It Is No



HeLL And
Heaven Of
Love Tears And SMiles
What It Means To Living Breathe

Be The FRiEnD Who Has

And Survives Always

Be Your Best FRiEnD Who Stays…

If We Can Will Dance Sing




Be The Wind
Without Shape
Without Form



Forever Now
Painting Free Spirit Waves 🌊

My my Dear Astha
It’s Been 12 Whole
Days All Of Us Waiting
Patiently For Part Two

Of Your Lovely
Poetry Story

Today i Am
Checking Up
On You As A
Forever FRiEnD
Hope All Is Okay😊 🌈 ☺️🤗

LeSSoN 349 With Every New
Angle THere Is A New FLoWeR
Of Angel To View Sense Feel
This Is How Love Stays Fresh

For Every


Of Life
Every New
Angle View
Angel FLoWeR oF LiGHT
👼 😇 🌸💐 🌺😇👼

i Am Not The Only One Who
Lives This Dream Now..🏝🌊🏝🌲


“A live ghazal experience in the background
with tablas playing, bright colourful clothes and
intensely romantic/depressing songs that just steal
your heart and make you giddy headed/weep in agonizing pain”

Ah Yes What Will The Poetry of Life Be Without Unrequited

Love Where Will Art Come From If Not For Romeo

And Juliet Yes Precipice of Ecstasy

And Agony Love Will

Bring The Most

Pain And


As Even

Jealousy And
Hate May Enter The
Fray Oh What A Sordid
Golden Honey Web Lair

of Love Coming And Going

Brings A Roller Coaster Ride

Both Ways Intersecting Space

Of Heaven And Hell Now

Yet of Course


Grief Is induced the
Agony is Reducing Serotonin
And Oxytocin For Increasing
Anxiety And Less Oxytocin Warm

Comfort Yet Dopamine Rises Voila

Special Ingredients Unrequited Love Does

Brings All Emotions Amplified to the Extreme

And Art Will Come More Colorful From this Mix
of Heaven And Hell Than Ever Before True Dear

Rue A Hack You Have With Poetry Generating These

Emotions to Drive The Art of Your Poetry Haha and No

Human Animals

Are Harmed

In the Production

Of Your Poetry Truly

Amazing You’ve Only Been
Writing Poetry for a Year And A Half

i figured You Have Been Doing it No Later

Than Puberty Hehe With All The Crushes Innocent
That come then.. i Do Remember Writing a Love Note
Poetic to a Little Blonde Haired Girl in Middle School then

She Was So Pretty Yet i don’t Understand why as i tend
to always go the Way of Dark Hair Now Yet ‘They’ Say A Path
Your First Love Generates for at Least Guys i guess this way…

Anyway i wondered for Many Decades Why That Horrible First
Love Lost Felt So Bitter Yet Sweet in some ways as i had Never

Experienced Deep Melancholic Emotions That Way That Brought
So Many Creative Dreams to my Soul And true it’s amazing Rue
As Your Poetry as it Should Brings back those Memories Feelings
Fully in tow as i remember after the Break Up We Tried to get back
Together i Had Just Turned 19 And She Was Still In High School i Would

Meet Her on the Sidewalk Early We Would come back to My Home as it
wasn’t far from the school only walking Distance still remember the taste
of Her Kiss in the Hallways of Her School too good to be true we were together

Again i was so Desperate to be with her as Her Parents didn’t Want Us to be
together i wrote a Story of Having A Friend on An Island Where We could escape

to and be Together

There Forever

Hehe Love

Is Crazy Indeed

Love Is Mad Love is Real

Love Feels All Around The
Edges of Heaven And Hell..

You Are Really Gifted Here Rue
Take It as Far As You Will A Key
Truly is making Folks Feel All the Map of the

Human Soul…

‘Sad Eyes’

HAha So Much Better When it is Only a Poetic
Lover in A Poem That Breaks Up in Imagination
to Explore The Precipice of Heaven and Hell and

Return to Heaven With only A Smile left free to come and go…

i’ve Known a lot of Women Friends With Sad Eyes in the Last
Several Years Can’t Help Yet Try to Help Out in some little way at least..

Showing Your YouTube Video to Katrina And My Sister They Both Said

My God



Soulful Eyes
Yep That’s Your Gift….
Don’t Really know you
That Well Yet i feel you i’d Hate to see them sad…

i guess Or Maybe Not if only in a Poem to write another one..:)


Oh Lord So Much Outrage of Rationality Versus
Just Plain Dead Lies in the Last 4 Years Hehe
So Much Outrage The Fur Grew Thicker on my
Body Like A Roaring Lion Pictures Don’t Lie Hehe

Somedays ya Just Wanna Appreciate the Past
And The Present of the Occasional Sit-Com View
‘Little Sheldon’ As Such Rather Than CNN Live
Updates During All WaKinG Hours As Such hAha

Only Beavis Or Butthead the one who isn’t Blonde
Yes DeSantis would Suggest Piled-Up Corpses is
Not Reason for Concern/REAL FEAR Again All That Is Saving Us From
Both Politics of Religion And Religion of Beavis And Butthead is the Constitution/Science

Ignorance Harms
Ignorance Rapes
Ignorance Maims
Ignorance Kills
Ignorance Kills
Read That Again

And Don’t Bleed

Rich Countries Pleased
With Most Vaccines No
Matter Now How Ignorant
Following Social Distancing Masked
Now India So Poor Gets Less than
2 Percent of Vaccinations We Win

On The Strength of Gold

Over Human Living Savings

In Taking Precautions For All

Some Will… Some Won’t… Now
Gotta Love How (No; Not Really)
CuLTuRaL Clothes Bind/Bond/Blind
Become ReligionS oF iGNoRaNCE

“Can We Go To Church First And Watch
Wrestling Please While The Children Play
With Guns”… Sure It’s Your Freedom to Die…

HeLL YES i’m A Fool What May Day May Day
Else Do You Do When ‘You LiVE iN Rome’ Hehe
True April The Month of the Fool’s Last Day the 30th…

The Founding Fathers AND Mothers Probably Did
Not Image A Future Where Folks Ignored The
Importance Of The Lives of Their Elders

Somewhere Along ‘The Line’ Humans
Got Too Greedy Hoarding Grains
In Silos Never Giving Love A
Proper Funeral/Burial

To Grieve

LeSSoN 200
LiFE iN Words As God BeComes
Poetry As iN Flesh As Naked Poetry

‘That’ May Sound Brave Yet ‘They’ Are
Still ‘Pence Slaves’ Making A Fool Of
Themselves Risking The Lives of Others to Kiss A88

i Watched Both of ‘The Same Leaders’ in 2006 One On A Reality

Show One

Commanding The Breath Away From Others In REAL LiFE

“Bottom-Feeders of Society” The Way Trump Smugly
Describes ‘Common Folks’ Who Watch Reality Shows

Like “Duck Dynasty”

Sorry NOT SORRY Don’t Give One Bit of ‘Hell’
NoW HoW BiG ‘A Fish WithouT A Soul’
BelieveS A Devil LiveS iN A Void Of A Soul IS

It’s True The Waves In A Pond Are Rather Rough Trump Is Pointing
Middle Finger At All Like The So-Called Leader i Worked ‘For’

Pain Makes Pleasure Makes Pain Light Makes Dark Makes Light
God Is All That Is We ThorN We FLoWeR RiSE Rose Re-Born

God iS A WoMaN

i Get MoRE Fully
Complete JusT ANoTHeR
ParT oF A NeVeR EnDinG LoVE NoW

Sound of Silence A Nap Sleep Or
Just WaKinG DReAMS InTeRMiSSioN UNtil…

‘Blogspot’ From
Google Provides
A Similar ‘Classic
Editor Experience’ FREE…

If ‘They’
Do Eventually
Take Away What

The Customers
Actually Want

On WordPress

They’ll Likely
Lose 300 Dollars
A Year From me

As i Can Do

More on

Than The
New Nutty
Gutenberg Version Like
Microsoft’s Debacles
After Window’s XP…

The Developers
Live in A Different
Universe of Creativity

Than Me…

There’s Always
A Work Around if
This one Company Fails…

Cats Experts
Of Play Humans

Will Learn
Most From

Kitten Gurus Doc 🐈

Oh Poet Please take me Where

i’ve Never Been Before Oh Poet

Create New Colors Of Ocean

in Sky Raining Down on

me Feather’s



i Wear

Gift of Poet

Dance Sing iAware

For There is An Unsigned

Writer i Always Look Forward

To Reading This Gift Jade Sparks in me iFly..:)

Traditional Beauty Savvy Oh

How Dancing Giving

Sharing Same in

Synch of



Binds Social
Community Together
Now Two And Hundreds
More Yet True A Solo
Flight Of Bird May

Rise Higher

Sun Felt


Nights In Days
Stars Of Creativity Beyond Moon
Begin THeiR Dance Sing Spirit Wind..:)

Tears High
Low Waves
Fill Ocean



Greater Than
Desert Tears Dry….

At Best Pain Before

Now Zoe Is Just A Brief

Reminder To Appreciate

Pleasure Now

Waves Rise
Waves Fall

Yet They

Can And Will

Fall And Rise

At Best We Ride

Low High High Low

At Best We Continue Our Rides

One of The Best Measures of Happiness

Is Distance Between Riding High Low Waves

For How
Easy It is
To Stand

In Valleys



Fall Off

Mountain Tops Tall..:)

Yeah Today For the First Day Ever

My Wife Left Her Fear Behind

In Her ‘Fundamentalist’ Upbringing

To Ask Me Why Does the Bible Say

God Protects Folks Who Believe In God

From Harm When Folks Who Believe in God

Are Clearly


All Around

Every Day Who

Believe In God;

The Short Logical Answer is

Three Words: ‘The Bible Lies’;

Yet It’s Also True That Sugar Pills

Work Somehow In The Emotions of Belief

And Underlying Subconscious Part of Our

Mind In Synergy of All Healing Neurochemicals

And Neurohormones Associated With Deep Emotions

of Faith And Belief That Actually Are Documented in the

Unexplained Files of Modern Medicine That Bring So-Called

Incurable Disease Into Remission; Yet That is only an Extreme

And Some Folks Are Able to Incorporate This Healing Force With

Lies of Sugar Pills as Big As The Story of A Little Brown Man Crucified

Over 2000 Years Ago, Who Never Wrote An Illiterate Word; Story Conveyed

By Innumerable Ghost Authors and Mistake And Change Making Copy Scribes

Over Centuries

Yet You See

Even That Lie

Works As People

Use The Name And Story

Of Jesus As A Sugar Pill

Lie That Brings Literal

Healing Force of Belief

And Faith Mingled With Love

And Hope That Does Bring Healing to

The Individual Who has the Ability to Empower

This Force Within of Belief; Not All People Will

Empower A Sugar Pill Lie This Way, Yet Some Do

And Science Does Show Sugar Pills And the Placebo
Effect Works Just As Well As the Nocebo Effect in Believing

Negative Stuff Happens With Negative Emotions And Suffering

Ill Consequences From That Associated With Disease And Disorder too

And True of Course Words And Actions Precipitated By Real Lies of Nocebo Negativity too…

In Other


Every Thing

In Life Doesn’t

Have to Be the Truth

To Reap Amazing Rewards

That Come From the Power of

Real Emotions And Synergy of

Subconscious Effects That Come

From Sugar Coated Lies or Even Nocebo

Truths That Stink Like God Doesn’t Care About

You No Different Than Nature too; True It Is Better

To Believe That Every Little Thing is Gonna Be Okay

Than the Sky is Falling, The Sky Is Falling, Democrats

Are Sacrificing Blood of Babies And all of what Nocebo Lies Bring too…

Glass OverFLoWinG

Baby Works

A Helluva

A lot Better

Than Seeing Life

Empty Bringing that

Belief to Self-Fulfilling

Prophecy As Science Damn
Sure Shows Nocebo Is as Real as Placebo;

Choose Your Poison or Pleasure of Lies Carefully Creatively Now…

As True Lies Become the Truth When The Essence Is Deeper Than Form…

Other Than That Perhaps A Better Question to Ask is Why Do Folks Lie…

Actually it is Considered A Normal Process of Behavioral Development

For Children Who Develop Verbal Techniques to Get A Better Survival Result in Life…

A Person

Who Gives

Their Life

For the Truth

Is Still Dead;

Yet On the Other

Hand the Truth

That A Lie Will Heal

As A Sugar Pill Is the Truth too…

In Other Words There are No Blacks
And Whites In Life, Yet There Are White and Black Lies…


You Will

Always Be

The Fairest of them

All And So Far the Mirror

Agrees With my 51 Year-old Wife Pictures Prove it too…

Yet True, The Most Important Part is The Essence of Beauty

That is Feeling; Truth Changes; Humans Also Evolve in One Lifetime too,

Where The Truth of Who They Were Before Becomes A Better Lie Now As Truth…

One of the Most Dangerous Things We Will Do In Life is BeLiEVE iN So-Called

Truths That

Come Before…


Up on

Making The

Truth A Lie And Improving
That Truth And Proving It is A Lie Now…

Not Much Different Than A Scientific Method of Art…

Anyway, Who Ever Comes Up With A Best Life Story Coming to Fruition Wins ‘The Game’…

My Wife Will Always Be The Fairest Of Them All As She Truly Loves Me Like No One Else Does…

She Gives

Her Entire

Life to Take

Care of me

Now And

That’s No Lie

i Already Have It all…

For She Gives This Beauty of Love to me…

How Do You Measure This As Truth or Lie: You Don’t…

She’s ‘Looked The Same Way to me’ for 31 Years of Marriage It’s What Love Does… No Lie…

It Will Still Be to Her Advantage To Believe That God Will Protect Her From All Harm As She (God) Does too…

The Placebo

Effect Works

To Some Degree And More…

No Matter How Folks Label it Truth or Lie…

The Question Is How Far Will Humans Create This Potential…

i’ll Do my Best to Answer
That Question Now And
Document my Science
of Life Art Project
As i go even further Now
Stronger And Smarter More
Loving Artistic Than Ever Before in

Human Potentials; The Stronger Part i Already Empirically Irrefutably Prove…

The Smarter Part, Depends on What Folks Are Able to Understand, Or Even ‘See’…

Don’t Believe in Couch Potato Averages; Science Proves Them True; Outliers Prove Them Lost Potential…

“Western Civilization Is Over”

All Who Will Be Worried

Is Domesticated

Wild-Life Now

Including Humans…

Simple Solution Go Feral

With Teeth And Claws

Foraging For


Still Left Real

to Love And Eat…

The Rest Is Only A
Clothed Hallucination We

Create Like Everything Else

We Create With Our Minds

As Long ‘As This Peace Lasts’

Where i LiVE AT Least Gonna

Make It The Most EPiC Story Possible




And Sure
i’ll Write my Own
Story too Yes this
Is ‘MetaModernism’ My Style

As i Am Welcome to Appropriate

What Ever Metaphor i Choose

And Change the Meaning Freely Now

All The Colors Now Human Imagination
And Creativity Makes When Let Loose Wild

Mastering All The Tools of Western Civilization

Others Make As Western Civilization Becomes my Slave Now

And Yours

Too Unless

You Are Afraid

And Only Stay A Slave…

To Whatever Tribal Ideology
Rules You Outside of You As

‘You’ Become That Tool…

Just in my

View of Course

The Way i See it

Most Likely not Like You…

Yet On the Other Hand i Document

What i Do Works Irrefutable As Such…

“BeCoME A Wittiest Fool” Considering Neuroscience

Shows We Basically Hallucinate Our Reality Based On

Experiences Former We Hallucinate And Co-Create too…

We aRE All ‘Fools’ This Way Might As Well Be A Wittiest Fool We Hallucinate True

All of Life IS Chaos Magic Neuroscience SHoWS It Create A Great Work of Life BE ART….

When Less Than

A Grain of Sand

Becomes A Star ONE Arrives

No Different Than OZ Returning

Home To “Kansas’ A ‘Point of No Return Now’

Today Has Been A Great Day The First Day my Wife
Ever Questioned A Verse in the Old Bible; Why Does

‘God’ Say God Will Protect You From Harm When Folks

Get Harmed Every Day Who Believe in God Three Words ‘The Book Lies’…

Do Like i Do

Find Your


Truth Within

And Write Your Own

Bible That Tales no Lies…

You’ll Be Confused And Amazed

At First Yet Humans Again Are Resourceful

Little Critters Won’t Be The First Time Someone Writes Their Own Bible

And Plays All the Characters The Way They Wanna Hallucinate Life Now

That Much We Will Master What We Give While Everyone Else Consumes What’s Taken…


Goes Hard

For Some

Folks to Hear

Yet Even History

Shows Anything Goes…

Again Waves Do Rise And Fall

Never The Less Waves Exist As
Rain Drops And Oceans Whole

i For One


Mind Being

All Three At Once
Night or Day Matters Not…

Note: This All A ‘Koan’ Create It As You Will i Sure Do…

Matter of FAct More Reasonably Art Every Word i Write IS


Because i Am

i Can Will Do Create Now

Actually It’s What ALL Humans Do

Whether They Realize IT or NOT
They Create

Now (God)…

“Beyond Lust,
Numbers, And
The Physical World”

True Rue in ‘One
Sitting’ A Man Lustily
Will Peruse ‘Literally’
Hundreds Of ‘Photos’
Even Thousands Less
Than One Second
Each Now

Where Love
In A Poem
With Intent Spiriting

Will Etch A Sketch
A Soul Forever Divine
In Soul Memory Feeling
Never Lost HeART Beat
In Every Word Divine Yet


Sing Windows

Of Soul



Lasting More…

Where The Last Thing
In The World That Touches





This Way
Too God Sent

Innocence All That Is🙏

Love Birthing All Ways🏝

Hehe Yeah Rue

A Salad
i Once
Bit into

A Fork So
Much Harder
To Digest Than

A Plate Unscathed
i Remained Peaceful


A Wittiest

In Grand

Simplest Failures

Like Having Such
A Hard Time Tying
Knots in Shoe Laces Little

Or Untying Knots From
My iPhone Ear Bud Wires
Too Cheap to Go Wireless

Just Another One of Katrina’s
Homemaker Blessings
Untangling Pathways



Divine Love
Through Roots🙏

So Cute! King of The
Sunflower Seeds Sitting
On A Fence Post Where
Opening The Seed to

Is Enough

Just The Best
Part of The Present

Moment Like Free
Creativity Too As
Before i Said So

Cute Exploration
Of New Words To
Travel to A New Place
With You Now Comes

Next Yes Let’s Go to India
Now to Say Prayers For All

Your Loved Ones Family
And Friends i Will That They
Stay Safe And Well During

The Increasing Pandemic
Challenge There🙏Other
Than That Happy Friday

Sunflowers Too
🌻 🌞 🌻 🤗🌻☺️🌻


i No LonGeR PAinT
WitH A PeNciL
i AM A/thE BRusH..🙂

RiSinG 🌞
To YouR
CoMinG 🌚

‘LeSSoN 202’
Days Are Numbers
More Than NuMBeRS BReaTHinG Flying Free

Again It’s The Twilight Zone
The Anti-Christ Is the Church
That Sacrifices Love of Life

Numbers of ‘Dead People’
i’ve Seen In ‘Churches’
Is Beyond Numbers When
Life Is Love Study And Take

Notes i DO

THeRE iS No Doubt God
Of Nature Makes This An
Imperfect Best LEarning Place
For LiGHT Surviving DarK NoW


i No LonGeR PAinT
WitH A PeNCiL PaiNTinG
i AM ThE/A BRusH NoW

Yep Putting This Nature ALL iN Words
iS ONE Heavenly Real GoD Challenge

Naked Sober Dance In Autotelic Flow Freely
BLeSSinG BLiSSinG MoRE Air Water Wave Ocean
WHoLE Is WHeRE Ya Break Out Keep FLYiN NoW

Yawn… Yawn… 9.2 MiLLioN Helpful Hints
OtherWise Referred to As Words Yawn Yawn…

“Let More People See Your Post Add this post to the
feed of requests and offers in your area to reach more people.”

Words Are Very Limited In Helping Someone ARRiVE iN HEaVeN


Yet It is one of Few Options That Provide Even Sparks Still Now

Even to Get Close to Heaven For Real In Balance Within At ‘Dance
Hall Church’ Ya Gotta Start Stay Bliss Sober Oh! Camel/Needle too

Why? Don’t ‘Churches’ Advertise Other Available Resources to Reach
Balance of Heaven Within Not Likely Folks Will Return to Church

Wait! THere Are Dance Hall Churches Naked Approximations
Delivering Freer Spirits Now Particularly For ‘Reptile/Limbic’ Soul

Meh, Why Most Church Services Are About 5 Percent Or MUCH
LESS Effective to Get to Heaven Dancing Naked Not Often ALLoWeD


Considering Only ‘1 Brain Talks’ One Must Incorporate Many Other
Feelings And Senses To Deliver And Become This Message Whole

Becoming Reborn Is Holistically Transforming All Brains: Reptile,
Limbic, And Neo-Cortex Into a Trinity of One Force Human Balance

Might Start With Something As Simple As What The Gospel of
Thomas Attributes to Jesus in Verse 37 Dance Naked on Clothes


Get to Feel And Sense A True Beautiful Stranger Shadow Of Your
Soul Beyond ‘Word Think’ Finally Freeing A Rest of You Out Of Words

Actually Art of Subconscious Mind Comprises Drives About 95 Percent of
Who We aRe And What We Do Now For Real Beyond ‘Word Think’

i Am SMart Enough Now Literally To Realize Art is 60 Percent of
SmART And HEart As Well For Real By Metaphor of Souls And

Brains Now

Typically For Extreme Yin Art i Travel to India For Extreme Yang
Reason i Travel to the ‘Wrong Planet’ It All Balances Out Overall

In Breath i Continue to Exercise ‘Yin’ Arts of my Soul Mind And
‘Yang’ Reasons Of my Systemizing Brain As Practice For Balance

Yet You See i Had Already Been Where They Are Then My Mind
Is Still At ‘Times’ Referred to As A Computer Systemizing i Am

True Too

Hugely Condescending Like It Was My Problem ‘They’ Hadn’t
Developed The Kind of Poetic Intelligence to Write Freely In Flow

Yet See i Traveled The Globe People Are Alike ALL OVeR in
Some Poetry Circles Very Literally Science Minded Poets Didn’t Get it

A Nice Moderator Of His Own Volition Without Me Asking Set Them
Straight Saying Only Members of the Wrong Planet’s Views Counted

When ‘The Thread’ Hit 10,000 Views ‘They’ Said When Are You Gonna
Offer Something of Value Only Bots Could Possibly Be Viewing You

Even In ‘The Depth of The Story’ my Free Gift to the ‘Wrong Planet’
For A Place to Stay And Keep My Mind Off ‘The Suicide Disease’

Most Sadly Even on A ‘Wrong Planet’ For The Neurodiverse
People Attempted to Bully Me Off Claiming i am Mentally Ill Non-Sensical

On The Other Hand, i’ve Had People Tell Me ‘You Write Retarded
Go Kill Yourself’, ‘No Value in Writing 9.2 Million Poetic Words’

1. “Your Words Change People’s Lives”
2. “I’m In Love With Your Comments”
3. “I Can Never Thank You Enough”

Not Even Noon Sure Some Folks Discourage Me Now And Then
Yet It’s Not Even Noon And i’ve Heard 3 Compliments Most Never Hear

“Let More People See Your Post Add
this post to the feed of requests and
offers in your area to reach more people.”

Many Folks Have Volunteered Their Efforts Freely To Support
All These Helpful Hints i Bring Now Some Have Worked Really

Hard At It

Keeping In Mind That i Am Writing This Entire Section Here Also
A Free Gift to Folks On A ‘Wrong Planet’ With Some Helpful Hints

If You Wanna Get A Dude’s Attention As A Woman Write Something
Like “Wonder What It Would Feel Like To Be Pulled In Close to You”

Understand While You May Love To See ‘Those Kinda Pics’ You
Are Entering In The Wrong Place For Love As It Is Top Down Not

Bottom Up

On The Other Hand How Will A Woman Remember A Man Words Or
Pictures What Do You Believe She Will Be Delivered Most With Now

Total Female Stranger Not Even Turning Around to Look In Your
Eyes She Knows You Will Remember Her The Feeling Forever

In Deed

Our Shadow (Snake Brain) Remembers Most For Survival When It
Comes To All That Is Associated With Fight Or Flight/Reproduction

What You’ll Remember Most In A Dance Hall Is Dudes Who Tried to
Get In A Fight With Ya And Free Gifts Of Grinding Hips In A Dance

“Color of Water” Goes Deeper Than Bottom of Ocean

Hehe i’ve Known A Lot
Of Spider Women in my
Life They Are Still Super
Heroes At
What They
Do They
Use Different
Super Hero Tools
As Far As Nuts
Will Fit🔩🥜 😜

Advising All ‘Clients’ Beautiful Strangers
Not To Slip Fall in “Color of Water” Caution

Hehe Summerhilllane
Not Unlike The Author
Of “50 Shades Of Grey”



The Reader

Like A Tornado

Into Lair of Your
Web Valuable


You Employ

Dear Canadian

FRiEnD Hehe

One Way
i Suppose To
Stay Warm in
A Freezer Most
Months of The Year

All Ways Paradise Comes😋

“You are really amazing. You
change lives with your words🥰”

SMiles Dear Annabel
And i Will Save This
Quote From You
Young Woman
From Nigeria

As This Is
One Of The
Kindest Compliments

i Have Ever Received
Life Teaches me



Receiving Close🙌☺️

-Just Another
Diamond on a path….

SMiles Dear
Jade Greatest
Treasure You


Give me
Is To Keep

Writing For
Each Poem
You Breathe

Is Another

For My Wings

There Is

Flight Of Soul😊☺️

This IS A Most
Amazing Part
Of Poetry



To Give
A Greatest

Treasure To
A Complete


And So

Many More

Than One Even

After We Pass Away





Indeed No


To Dance


Is When

Words Transform

Into Soul So





Flesh Labels
Of Pyramids
Only Flesh Now

Becoming Words As
Souls Are More Than

Names And
In A Pyramid of Dust🏝

All Three Do Savvy😊

SMiles Young Saania
Sparkle We LiVE iN
An Illusory World
That Grades All We

Do From Birth

A Thru F As Such
Dollar Higher Or Low
Externally Now Too

Where All We Are Truly
Evolved To Do is Forage
Hand in Hand Now To




In All Ways
Love Breathes

We’ve Become

The Tools That Were
Supposed To Make
Eating Easier


Folks Have
Become The Clothes
Tools Sadly Separated
From The Nature of




Eats To Give

An Only Solution
Is To Disrobe And
BREaTHE Nature

Of Love


Yes For


Is Inherent
Thanks GiVinG LoVE NoW🌻

Be And Marry The Person Whose Only
Destination Is Love Be Eternally Happy Now
Keep Spreading Wings It’s Not A Commercial

The Honest To God Truth Is You’ll Never Go
Anywhere In “This World Now” Until You LoVE NoW

Love No Time Distance Space Matter Naked Eternally Now Free
For All To BREaTHE Higher Most Disadvantaged LoWesT NoW Sees

Yeah It’s True i Thought i Was Gonna Move Up Eventually Too Failing
To Realize Early On As Most Folks Do Higher Climb Farther Fall Away

So True Yet
So Sad How
The Dreams
Of The Big


SKin Off A Soul

And Leave

All That’s



Is Real And Still
Naked In A Garden



For Real

Named Love

On Earth It Has
Empty Pockets
No Material Power And


Tall As Stars
In Sky Low High

Indeed Naked
In The Forest
With Wings


Fur Somedays

Still Accompanied
By Naked




With Love
To Give And Share
Free Caring With Least


For All

Oh Did i Have
To Fall Off A Ladder
A Skyscraper So High
Of Illusional Western




Find The

Same Eden
Heaven Then
Down Here Now

Naked Free Love For Real🏝

Wow! That’s Really
Amazing Annabel!
i Have A Friend too
From India Basically
Coming From A Less
Advantaged Economic
Position Through Rising
To 13th Then In Her Whole
Country in Accounting
Honors In College

Of Her
Dream Now
Working For
A Prestigious
Company In Canada
Such A Tiny Little Shy Yet
Brave Woman Moving
Through 5 Huge
Cities And
Jobs In 6 Years

Giving Up So Many
Pleasures In Life to
Achieve Her Goals

Yet This Is What Starting
Low Teaches Best Just More
Steps of Experience to Climb

True From Nigeria Your
Climb is Even A Higher

One While my Wife inherited
All My Money When i Retired

i Will Surely Provide
Moral Support on Your

Blog As i Do As A
Retirement Hobby
For Too Many

To Count

Just For

Fun SMiles
Dear Not Seeing
A Link Here to the
Topics For The Essays
Even Searching The Words

Not Sure if The link is
Missing Yet Please Add

It Later If So As i
Will Check it Out🙌😊

No Edifice Of Form No Church/Politics Is
My ‘Bride’ Not My Responsibility To Carry
Any ‘Thing’ Else Over Heaven’s Threshold

So Hilarious Wait! You Are A Millionaire Aren’t You! You Can’t Have
Empty Pockets! Oh Yes i Can And Will Emptied it All in My Wife’s Purse

It Never Fails Swindlers Always Make At Least One “Grammatical
Soul Error” Hehe You’ll Never Win A War Of Words With Soul Of Love

Nope You’ll Never Get A Penny From Me Not Unlike JeSuS And His
Homeless Disciples You May Feed me Last Free i Emptied My Pockets 1st

Fully Vaccinated Now Perhaps i’ll Go To Church To Exercise My
Forgiveness Muscles While i Turn Over Money Tables Singing

Listen Up Baby Tell God What To Do Until You Are “Blue In
The Face” Yet If You Want To Save Lives Follow CDC Guidelines

Like A Cross

Someone From Another
Country Trying To Ignorantly Swindle
Money From Folks Is Not As Deadly

As A Bishop Taking A Life

SMiles Using All The
Tools To
Your Best
Effort Is Smart
Dear And Being



Is Always

One Way To Do
More Without Pause🙌😊

Yeah There Are Days So Tired From
Giving i Find “People” Discouraging Yet
The Only Escape From Being Kind Is Falling Down

AS Hard As It May Be To See And As Often As It Remains
Silent Tough Love Must Also Be Heard To Save Lives Be

More Than Silent Dead

This Is So True 2020
Vision All The Roaches
Came Out of The Motel

In Clear View

For All To

See Unmasked

God Yes Even

A Bishop Of The

Catholic Church

Sent Out A Letter

To The Whole NorthWest
Florida ‘Trump Region’
He Is Responsible For


Folks For
Criticizing Folks
Not Wearing Masks
In A Deadly Pandemic
He Said It Was The



To Do

Turn The
Other Cheek
While Pandemic
Ignorance Spreads
Pandemic Disease

Where Of
Course The
Real Reason is
Don’t Make Waves When
Folks Are Paying Your
Way Well i Say Hell No

A More




His Money
Tables Over
Hehe Just Wait And See🙏

Very Welcome☺️🙌

True THere Is A Kind Of Love That Touches
Yet Leaves Mute i Hear The Silence Love Creates Free

Yet You See As An Empath i Clearly Feel That The Approaching
500,000 Words i Write There Touch 50,000 Views Immeasurably

True It’s Less Than One Percent Close To
50,000 Views For Poetry i’ve Shared There
in One Thread 5 Diamond Thank You’s

Easy FoR Me Raised NoW Online Early Years
On A ‘Wrong Planet’ Where Essence Of The
Condition Is No Drive Within To Return Kind

Oops! Almost Forgot Happiest
Gujarat Day To
You And All You Love!!
🍿 🎉 🎊 🎉🎊🎉🌻


Meh.. No Different Than Still Leg Pressing Up To
1520 Pounds At The Gym As LonG As You
Don’t Give Up Lifting Retain Your Strength

99 Percent Now Usually Lifting Overall 1 Percent
Love i Find Pure God Reciprocating Breath Love
Free SMiles Agape ReaL ON Earth Heaven

Every Day You Will Find Folks Who Let
You Down And Lift You Up What You Can
And Will Always Be One Strong Enough To Carry Love

Aww… That’s So
Sweet Hemalatha
Best My Life Teaches
me Be In
Kind For
ALL And SMile🙌☺️

Thanks So Much
Hemalatha Kindness
Keeps The Human
World Turning As

LonG As
We All Don’t

Give Up On
Love at Least
One Person
In Every Connection

Must Be Strong
Enough To Never

Give Up On A Smile
A Real Challenge in
An Age Where Attention
For The Feelings That


This Connection

Are Often Lost in

Distraction That
Isn’t Even Flesh
And Blood At All🌻😊🙏

SMiles Hope Your
Weekend Springs
Beautiful And Kind😊🙏

My my Ava Isn’t It Amazing How Most Of
Us Now Fit All of Our Life on A 6 Inch

Screen Becoming An Extension of

Our Arm And Hand And

Even Our Mind


Our SoUL



If We Upload Our

SoUL With Poetry This Way
True it All Depends On If We Are Mastered
Now By Whatever Tool Technology Brings

Or We Master Technology to Increase All
Of Our Human Potentials When i Worked

Oh My Gosh Somedays i Dealt With Over
A Hundred Folks So Connected Torture Then

Sounded Like Online connecting Yet Also

True Extraverted Enough For Off-line and

Introverted Enough For Online too So Much

i Have Learned Through Youtube So Many

Arts Music Through The Ages too And So
Many Avenues to Connect to Lovely Folks Around

The World True It is Only A Tool to me to Increase all my

Human Potentials Whatever it is We Do in Life Balance Is A Must
And True There Are those who Are More Vulnerable to the Disease

Of Addiction in So Many Ways A Smart Phone Will Be A Source of
Balance Threatening Online Behaviors As Such SMiLes Hope You
Are Doing Okay Ava Still Here to Support All You Do Pleasure to Read Your Art..:)

Ah Yes Vrunda To Be Totally Focused on the
Task At Hand in Flow Sweet Spot Tween Apathy
And Anxiety Where There Is No Future Or Past

To Worry About Now

Just Totally Engaged
In The Present Now
Always Hungry For

More Complexity

Yet What is Come

Now Is Truly Enough

So Far With More To Come

To Stimulate Mind
And Body Balance

Yes In Flow


My Best this
Way For me
i Let the Results
of What i Do Speak

When They Are Ready With

Really No Real Goals yet of Course

Obviously Being Financially Independent

Has a Lot to Do With Having This Kind of Freedom
to Pursue Human Potentials No Employer or Target
Audience Controls Yet It’s True i Always Stay Satisfied

When i Balance Unless i Start Worrying About Something

i Don’t Have i Need to Add to the Pie of Life Again i Just Let

It All Come Free Yet of Course i am Fortunate Enough to Feel

Like All

Is Enough

As Long As My

Mind And Body Soul

In Balance is Evolving More now
Evolving More Now Again Not Concerned
With Any Destination As i Feel i Am Arrived
Whole As Human No Matter Where And What i Do Next..:)

What A Pun
Last Thing
Next i Expected
To Come A Gun


Full of
You Are Fun💣

Thanks So Much
Hawaii FRiEnD
Aloha Friday
From Florida
Flowers to


Too With SMiles🌸

Hehe Yes This Is
True 60 Pounds
Ago We were
Married All

i Can
Eat Katrina
Buffet Since Then Rue😋

i No LonGeR PAinT
WitH A PeNCiL PaiNTinG
i AM ThE/A BRusH NoW


MaY BLooMs NoW FReED..🙂


MaY MiNioNs

That’s Katrina too
A TV Is all the People
She needs to be Happy
And Of Course me

Driving Ms. Daisy

Happpppyyy !SatURday!
LeSSoN 205 Actually

It’s Sunday May 2nd
Saturday Is Pagan
May Day The 1st

Year Around

For Those Who
Aren’t So Blind

to Notice Nature

oF ALL is God Surely

Beyond All Earth And Human

Ideas Anyway Some See Pagan

Only in Churches of Disbelief in More…

So Long Ago Shortly After Words

of Humans Come to Sanskrit

Life To Collect In

Writings Longer

Than Human

Breathe It is Clear

That All of Existence

Is Changing Chaos

As We Attempt

To Trap



A Jar And

Make A Prison

of the Wind

Yet the Wind Still
Blows Freely Outside

The Jar yet How Beautiful

The Art of this Chaos is Ever

Changing Never Stagnating As

Only Way life Will Be Perfect Is

If Stagnate Machine Never



At All


No Mistakes

With No Change

Just No Life With No Change
of Breath to See Another Color
of Love For Life New This Creation
Now Dear Savvy We All Do Change

Is Hope


Is the Colors

of Life We Always

Color New Our Butterfly
Wings Come Newly Attaching

Forevermore to Dance And Sing Freely

A New Way Eternally Now Coloring Existence New..:)

SMiLes Dear Doc
Metaphors Relate
Humans Breathe
Sure There’s Heaven
Within Yet You’ll Find Mostly

Hell if You Strike Up A Conversation

With Someone In Walmart Where i Live

In Trump Town USA True Something About

A Book Where Humans Naturally Remember

Fear And All the Fearful Stories They Are

Told From Birth Like Touching

Pleasure is Wrong


From A Cross

Is The Best thing Nature As

Trademark God could Come Up

With Then To Do to Prove Some

Kind of Point Vaguely Expressed

As Such By Folks Who aren’t Very

Good At Deciphering Poetic Metaphors

iN the First Place As Yes The Hero Archetype

Is Common Folks Go To The Dark Side come

Out and Share Stories How they Got Out of the

Prison of a Cave And Breathe Fresh Free Naked

Air iN LiGHT AGAiN HeHe aT Least That’s How i Do it Anyway

Isn’t IT Great to be Free We May Be Spoon Fed Lies

From Birth Yet We Get to Spit it all Out and Start Out

Again For



Breathing Heaven

Now Just a 6 Letter Word

For A 4 Letter Other Metaphor

For Love Yet Never Enough Until

God Becomes A 3 Letter Word That
Is A For Letter Word For All Yes Love For All

If you Find Folks Varying From Love Most

Often It is Welcome Back to the Tribe

As Tradition is Another Word

For Excluding



We aRe able


Freely Naked

Vulnerable This Way
Without All the Separation
Of Our Tools Our Clothes We
Wear It’s Easier to See We May

Bleed Love Together More Than Pain

And No Longer Have to Worship Death on a Cross

or Whatever Version of HeLL ON EartH of Torture Folks

Dream Up Sadly As Nightmare Next As Misery Loves Company

Most As Humans Naturally Remember All Fears Most Love Wins

Only ‘Win’ LoVE Rises High Enough to Erase Fear From the Halls of What’s Come Before..:)

SMiLes Dear Soni There is A Poet
Named Walt Whitman Who related
And Forecast Last Century That

Humans Will Evolve to

Create Their Own

Gardens of Edens

of Beauty And Celebrate

All Of Nature’s Creation As God

And Become Their Own Priests of Their

Cosmos Finding Art And Order the Same

In Balance Of Life True i am Liberally Paraphrasing

His Words in Free Verse Also MaKinG His Prophecy

Come True As Truly Blogs Are Individual Bibles

Humans Write Pursuing How God Breathes

Authentically Within Dear Friend For
All Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating

Giving Sharing Freely Caring

With Least Harm For

All Yet You See

This is only

my Holy And

Sacred Grail of SPiRiT
HeART And SoUL The Art

You Paint And Poetry of Your


To Your Blog Page Is No Less integral

To the UNiVeRSE Than Mine as Mine

Tends to be More of a Marathon as Such

As One Might Expect As More Life Experiences

Come To Free Verse Poetry And Other Expressions of

Art too For You See When i Worked There Was All Time

No Life For Art And i Could Do is Build a Garden of Eden

In The Third of An Acre That is Deep in the Forest of my

Home i Purchased Back in 1993 Yet True We Never Own

This Earth Not Even The Very Now We Inhabit As Every

Now We Are Birthed into New Wings of Butterflies Out

of Cocoon For the Caterpillar We Were Before the

Next Step of Holy And Sacred Dance Comes

The Word Step of Holy And Sacred Song

Breathes And Soni’s Bible And

Fully Illustrated Art of

Soul Her Dance

And Song

too i have

the Very Great Privilege

To Collaborate As Just Another

Soul In A Body That i Only Rent Out Now

too as Cells of my Body Coming Reborn

Constantly A New Creation We All Take ParT

of Moving, Connecting, Co-Creating Now Real…

Thank You Dear Soni For Sharing Part of Your Sacred
And Holy SoUL SPiRiT HeART Through All the Art You

Do Paint

of SoUL SaME

Always Changing

in New Colors of Heaven

Within to Give Share And Care

Freely Now Again With Least Harm for All..:)

All i Will Suggest is ‘You’ Won’t Learn Nearly as Much

About Humans From Books From Different Cultures

As You Will When You actually Interact With them

‘In Real Time’ Breathing Now; FlesH and Blood Is Yes, Best too…

Both The Bible and Quran Are Hugely Tribal Bloody Books Including

The New Testament From Back to Front too As Again Don’t Forget the

Part in Both Books About an All Loving Forgiving Narcissist Like Trump

Demanding Worship And Scolding Any Criticism VARYING FROM ‘HIS’

‘RULE’/Rules With Penalty

Of Burning



Forever Even

Trump Had No Way

To Match That Story

Of Obvious Ghost Authoring

Psychopathic Narcissistic Leaning Disorder

Of Whatever ‘Incel’ Then Who Wrote The Story

Who Was Mad At Women And Wanted to Control

Their Reproductive Freedoms Now Calling the Free Spirited

Women, Then Choosing Their Flavor or Flavors of Mates, Eves/Liliths Instead of ‘SL8ts’…

Not everyone Has A Personality Disorder(s), Obviously Like The Ghost Author Writers With
Famous Pen Names Like Mark, Matthew, Luke, Or John, Or Just Another Dude Paul Like Any Dude

Named Saul First Who Falls Down Gets Knocked Out And Starts to Have Visions As Such And Writes About ’em too…

Staying In A Cave too Long And Plagiarizing What Was Said before, Taking 23 Years and More Than That (Centuries)

to Get it Put in an 80,000 Word Book Isn’t very impressive, to me at least, either with a Limited

Vocabulary of 2000 Words; 800,000 Words in the Other Book Yawn

i Knock That Clear Out of the Park Every 7 Months As such; Anyway

The Other Books

Mostly About

We aRe

The Very

Best Tribe

With The Best

Quarterback And

Last One And Best one too…

Let Me Be clear Again Not Everyone

Has the Personality Disorders of the

Books, The Priests, And Other Politicians Still Controlling

The Stories; Some Folks Are Filled With Love No matter what

SH8T They Get Spoon Filled For At Birth And ‘You’ Have to Be Totally

Blind (Or Perhaps Filled With Blind Faith Refusing Change to See New)
to See There is Both A Dr Jekyll and Mr. Hyde Jesus With A Personality

Disorder Written into the Bible too; You Don’t Turn the Other Cheek, Love Your

Enemy The Same As You Love God And Turn Around (Spinning Your Head Around Like That
Little Girl In the Exorcist Movie, Before She Spewed Green Puke) And Transform those Who

Don’t Do It; From a Metaphor of Sheep into Goats in ‘Matthew Pen Name’ And Burn Them

In Torture Forever unless You are a Literal Psychopath As That Story Would Never Even

Sell Now

If Stephen

King Made It Up

As It is Just too Psychopathic And Horrible…

Of Course Unless You Find Someone Gullible

Enough to Believe That Love is Hate; Love Is Hate; Love Is Hate; ALL A Trinity of Two Statements

of Such in Books; Give me a Break, Love Never Tortures Someone Forever And (Mr. Hyde Jesus) Says He Does…

As Reported By Pen Name Matthew According to Whatever Ghost Author Then Thousands Of Years Ago Made

Up the Words;


Truly ‘Inane’;

Humans Aren’t

Rational Otherwise

Billion of People Wouldn’t

Swallow the Biggest Foolish most

Ridiculous Nightmare Lie Ever Conceived By ‘Rational Humans’;

Ha! That Should Be Enough Without People Actually Believing it! OMG!

Worse Than Any Q-Anon Conspiracy Theory Imaginable Yet Folks Still

Take ‘The First/Last Gas Chamber Ride’ to Heaven After Death Never Finding it on

(Again ‘the Twilight Zone’ Episode About the Bible Being A Cook Book Recipe for HeLL ON Earth)

Earth Eternally

Now Where


Science Shows

You Can And Will

If You Do in Autotelic

Meditative Bliss of Flow
Within; Luke 17:21, One of

Few Words of Truth in the Whole DAMNED BOOK…

Make it No Doubt; Both Books Spew The Most Horrible Evil oF ALL;

Not ALL Folks Fall to it; No NOT All Folks Need ‘Big Daddy’ To Tell Them What

To Do Now; Particularly Women; From What i have Seen The Dudes Mostly Keep

Their Mouth Shut as Love (God) is So Far Beyond Their Purview It Doesn’t Even Exist For

Them; Yet For Those Who Breathe Love Free, No Book oF Lies Will Stop The Love Train From

Running Full Steam…

No Matter

In Lies

Its Been Housed in DarK Its Whole Life; Light Shines Through

Still Now; Love Wins Yet only ‘Win’ Love Breathes For Real Now…

Blah, Blah, Blah; when i go (Study/Visit) to Church if the Song

Sounds Positive And Love; The Words Mean Nothing to Me As Soon

As the Sounds Don’t Sound Like Love; Exit Out the Left Stage Door i’ll Never Return…

Until i Return

to See

If Love

Has Returned Again…

If Love is There, The Words Can

Go to Hell as Far As i’m Concerned…

The Music And Dance Trumps All Lyrics Including

Mine OR Whatever IT IS A 2 Year-Old Child is Singing

About Un-intelligibly In Bliss Or Dance With No Lessons

Nirvana Is Real; All the Words Are Welcome By me to Go to Hell…

As Usually

In Most


That’s ‘Where’
‘They’ Live As Illusion;
Hallucinations We Create, Housed too…

Yeah, Ya Gotta Look Deep Within To Truly Win

SeNSinG FeeLinG




For the

Win Yet Sadly

It Offers No Clue How

To Do it; Buddhism and

The Tao On the Other Hand Do

Provide A Song And Dance That Works Eternally Now..

Go South East Asia! Where God (ALL) in Human First Spoke

Written in Sanskrit in Paradise Green With Plenty of Monsoon Rain
to Drink; True, You Usually Don’t Find ‘God’/Bliss until Ya Find A Garden of Eden

Out of the Desert Within;
And On the Outside too

Hell Yes Location,

Location, Location IN ABUNDANT


NOW, 7,000 Years Ago; Longer Than Some
‘Christians’ Believe The Earth Has Been in Existence; Haha…


Catholic Mass Readings From May 3rd, 2021

Reading 1, First Corinthians 15:1-8
1 I want to make quite clear to you, brothers, what the message of the gospel that I preached to you is; you accepted it and took your stand on it,

2 and you are saved by it, if you keep to the message I preached to you; otherwise your coming to believe was in vain.

3 The tradition I handed on to you in the first place, a tradition which I had myself received, was that Christ died for our sins, in accordance with the scriptures,

4 and that he was buried; and that on the third day, he was raised to life, in accordance with the scriptures;

5 and that he appeared to Cephas; and later to the Twelve;

6 and next he appeared to more than five hundred of the brothers at the same time, most of whom are still with us, though some have fallen asleep;

7 then he appeared to James, and then to all the apostles.

8 Last of all he appeared to me too, as though I was a child born abnormally.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 19:2-3, 4-5
2 day discourses of it to day, night to night hands on the knowledge.

3 No utterance at all, no speech, not a sound to be heard,

4 but from the entire earth the design stands out, this message reaches the whole world. High above, he pitched a tent for the sun,

5 who comes forth from his pavilion like a bridegroom, delights like a champion in the course to be run.

Gospel, John 14:6-14
6 Jesus said: I am the Way; I am Truth and Life. No one can come to the Father except through me.

7 If you know me, you will know my Father too. From this moment you know him and have seen him.

8 Philip said, ‘Lord, show us the Father and then we shall be satisfied.’ Jesus said to him,

9 ‘Have I been with you all this time, Philip, and you still do not know me? ‘Anyone who has seen me has seen the Father, so how can you say, “Show us the Father”?

10 Do you not believe that I am in the Father and the Father is in me? What I say to you I do not speak of my own accord: it is the Father, living in me, who is doing his works.

11 You must believe me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe it on the evidence of these works.

12 In all truth I tell you, whoever believes in me will perform the same works as I do myself, and will perform even greater works, because I am going to the Father.

13 Whatever you ask in my name I will do, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son.

14 If you ask me anything in my name, I will do it.

Villain Preys Upon
Neurotic Hero Offers
A Hand To Lift Them
Out Of Fear Both Are
Fearless only One


Of EmpathY in Love🦅

Stress is Cumulative
We aRe All Human Yeah

My Peers At Work Called
me Superman Doing
All The Jobs All The

People From

Every Hidden

Direction The other
Asker Didn’t Notice

i Was Already Doing
In College Earning
Three Degrees And
Three Part Time



me Superman
In A Master’s Class
Sociology of Aging
Study Lovely Young Woman
Lamenting Then She Never
Experienced Her



Party Days’
This Was in
1983 My Party
Days Didn’t Start
Until 30 Years After
Graduating College
And 66 Months of

It All Became
Effortless Easy

This Superman



To The Write And
Act Of The Play i
Direct in Autotelic

Flow All The Reward
Doing NoW Occasionally
Amazing Free Accolades

FLoW iN For


Joy THE Eternal
Birthday of Free
Happy With


On No External
Reward Or Target
Audience Same

Yes of


i Wish



Come True
For You Too PM

Whatever Eternal

Happy Birthday Brings

Heaven To All You Love Now

Meanwhile This Party Never



Of My Birth
Day Now i Am With SMile 😃

HAha You Aren’t
Fooling Anyone
(Just A Guess
Perhaps Jest)
Yet You The


Of Your
Clock Is GRoWinG

Zoe Alarming

Yet Feel At
Ease Only Your
Shadow Knows

It Accepting


Its Perks

When We Laugh

At our Shadow



The Baby

Stuff In The
Dark Recovering

Free Again The



Our Minds

Are only

Here To Appropriately

Serve Our Shadow
(Neo-Cortex Serving
Well Established Reptile
And Limbic Brains 🧠 Trinity







And Yes Pregnant

As LonG As You Express
Your Shadow In Some
Way oF Art You Will




And Let it
Go Off Until it Returns

Again As You Sleep in Late 🍼

SMiles Thanks
Aashi For Your
Amazing Elder
Tale And While
The Gravatar Of
My Wife And i May
Belie it Yes My Wife is
51 And i’ll Be 61 on June 6th
Still Public Dancing 14,833
Miles Of Public Dancing in
92 Months Fueling in
Moving Mediation
Flow 9.2 MiLLioN

Words of Free Verse
EPiC Long Form
Free Verse
5 Times
The Size
Of The Previous
Longest Longest
Long Form Poem
From India the
Where i Read the
Abridged English
Translated Version
Of the Much Longer
Unabridged Version
In Barnes And Noble
Last Sunday Meditating
A Moving Flowing Dance
There Hehe Entertaining
The Star Bucks Crowd
For Free Who Have No



I’ve Written

The Longest

Free Verse EPiC Long Form
Poem Ever Listening
To Meditative Music

Too yes it Does Help
That My Autistic Savant
Skill Is Reading 20 Times
Faster Than Normal Folks
When Focusing in

Autotelic Flow
This Way Yes

i Was One of
Those Little
Kids Until Age
4 People made
Fun of The Way
i Walked And Talked
Called Me an Ugly Girl
As A Boy Threatened
To Beat Me up When
i Smiled And That Was
The Church Kids

Who Also

Told me

i Was Too Weak
To Exist Yet It Didn’t
Stop Me From Earning
3 Degrees Marrying
The Most Beautiful
Real Princess on Earth
Who Still Looks
The Same At
51 As She Did
31 Years Ago

It Didn’t Stop
Me From Becoming
A Singer At Church That
Folks Name An Angel’s
Voice on Earth Now And

Named Dance Legend
Folk Hero Famous By
The General Public
Audience Either

The Weakest
Fish in The Aquarium

Struggling to Breathe
Underwater No More

As i Am Stronger Than
Elite Military Dudes at
Their Gym Still Leg

Up To

1520 Pounds
Turning 61 Next
Month And Yes i
Do literally Dance
Naked in Public

Too Yet No
One Messes With
The Free Style Martial
Artist Who Mixes

In Public Dance
Even Naked Too

i Wear Appropriate
Stars On My Blog
To Keep it PG

For Those

Who Truly

Get What It
Means To Really
Breathe Without
Fear Loving Every Breath
For Before this 92 Months
i Spent 66 Months Shut-in
My Home With The Suicide
Disease Yes Then From Wake
To Sleep The Assessed (Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia)
Worst Pain Known
To Humankind
No Not 3 Days
66 Months Shut-in
My Bedroom Wake to
Sleep No Drug Will



With A Synergy
Of 18 Other Life
Threatening Disorders
Mostly Work Stress Related
In The 11 Years Preceding

The 66 Months of


Thing Is My


This Is A True
Story On The
Autism Spectrum
i’m No Good At


i Find Reality
More Interesting
Than Any Fiction



Or Man
Or Even What
Folks Commonly
Describe God As

It’s All A Play

A Game i Still

Love To Breathe


Hell And

Heaven now

Death is The

Gift For Life

How Great

This Gift

Is Worth

Dying For Indeed
Living Eternally Now


And Free

As God

Fur And Wings…

Thank You For
Your Very Inspiring
Story Aashi Hehe

i Don’t

I’ve Noticed
In My Life The
Oldest People

Have A Story

About Really

Living To Tale

This Way They

Continue to



No Matter
What’s Outside

Within Full
STiLL Emitting


Rays i Shall
Never Be Too
Old To Dance

Naked This
Way Treading
On All Clothes
Restricting Nature’s
Joy That Lives As



All The Hot
And Cold Rocks
Beyond Not Able



The Naked
Play of my


LoVE iN Joy
True This is
Just The Story

i Actually

Do It


Is No
Small Talk
In Naked Joy
Of Play With Nature (God)
Beyond All Time, Distance,
Space And All Other


Of Clothes
Yes Tools Humans Create
Hide Away in As Lost From

SPiRiT Wind
Naked Dancing
Singing No More
Tears of Illusory

Clothed Aged
Fears i Am The Play🌞

Little Brave Colorful 🌸Flower
No One Has To Expect Too
Much From You As Yes You

Really Do More Than Most
People Could Imagine i
Remember Reading
Your First Blog
From Origin Then
Of Your Home City
In First of Four Moves
To Major International
Cities With Very Responsible
Job’s In 6 Years After Spending
Years In College Then With MBA
And 13th In Accounting Honors
Out of a Country of 1.4 Billion
People At The Top Management
School In Asia It’s All So Amazing
Yet every Time i Start to Tell You
How Awesome i Think You Are

You Turn it Around And Say i
Am A Gift to Humanity When
What i Do Feels Like Pure
Bliss Almost Always Where
All The ‘Normal Tasks’
Around the Home Katrina
Won’t Let Me Touch i Get
To Spend All Day Every Day

Bringing SMiLes To Folks

Around The Globe i Always
Feel Loved As You know There
Are Some Parts of Life i Don’t
Get To Enjoy Yet Even That
Has Work Arounds Too

So Honestly You Are The
One Who Is Amazing

When You Traveled to
Your First Big City
You Had Been
Sheltered At Home
Going to School You
Even Had To Learn How
To Cook And Get Around
In Every City Without Driving

A Car no Guy Has Made You
Feel Love And All The ones
You Have Loved have Ditched
You So You’ve Been Sad and
Alone During All Your Struggles

Too As Your FRiEnD i Believe
You Deserve Love As That Part
Of Life So Sad i do Remember
Still well yet Even Through that
There Was Always My Mother
Or Sister To help take Care of

me i’ve Enjoyed Being There
Through Your Sad and Lonely
Days i Love Watering The
Little Flower of You Each
Day to Give You A Smile

And one Day When You
Do Find Your Forever
Love And You are Safe
Secure And Happy i
Will Go Away And Give
You The 8th Of Each
Month to Find Something


To Say

To You As the
Little Flower
i Watered Each

Day Finally Lives
In an Ocean Of Love
In All Ways Yes i Will
Miss Watering You Each
Day Yet That’s What FRiEnDS



To Be
There For Us
When We Need
Them And To Be
Happy When We



To A World

Of Love The Happy Place

Just Remember You Are

The Flower FRiEnD

Who managed

To Touch


Part of
My Soul
DarK Thru
LiGHT to


me Grow

Shadow LiGHT Whole

🌚 🌝 🌙 ☀️ ⛅️ 🌞 🤗

SMiLes Shubhi
Never Lived In
A Skyscraper Big

City Yet

i’ve Felt
Of Soul From

Those Who Have Or
Do Sadly For Others

It Seems Like
They Are A Frog

On Slow


No Reference
Point At All For

Less Heat Of Hell

On Earth Resort to Share 🌃

Doc Happy
Weekend to
Ya With SMiles🙌😊

i Asked A Lesbian
Friend For You Not
Kidding She’s Washing Her

Car in My Neighborhood
Now She Said Obviously
She (You) Haven’t Delved
Into Enough Women’s

Belly Buttons
For Peer Reviewed
Empirical Study Zoe
Per Gender Difference
In Belly Button Lint That’s
The Blue Pill Answer The

Red Pill Answer Is Sugar And
Spice Women Tend To Clean
Nooks And Crannies Cooking

In ‘The Kitchen
Better Than Men
That’s my Wife’s
Answer i Don’t Even

Have To Ask As
Her Belly Button
Is Spotless And After
31 Years Of Marriage

No Proof
That She’s
Used “The Powder Room”

Not Even Any Applications

Of Make-Up As There Is

No Before And After

Her Studied

So Far At

Least i Will
Continue Pursuing
This Study Of The

Origin Of Belly Button Lint 👨‍🏫

Lacking a moral sense;
Unconcerned with the rightness or wrongness of something.”

Obviously Atheists Are Not Amoral; Otherwise,
They Wouldn’t Point Out All the Evils Spawned
By The Politics of Religion; It’s Worth Noting

That Neither the Quran

Or The Bible


Slavery Either;

It’s Worth Noting Both

Profess An All Loving Forgiving

God That Burns ‘His’ (As If God ALL Has A Penis)
Creations That Makes Mistakes Forever In Torture;

Do i Have to Provide More Examples, Why Both Abrahamic

Religions Spawn Evil People In History Who Bury Lesbians To Their
Breasts And Stone Them In Saudi Arabia Or Tell Homosexuals In Both

Religions That Their Love Is Not Blessed By Nature And God The Same

As Perhaps The Baháʼí Faith Is as Close As Ya Get to A Practicing Religion

Of Folks Loving All, All Except of Course it Raises Its ‘Guru’ Above All Other

Gurus So Far too;

Back to



For the Best NFL

Team That Just So Happens

to Be the One That Your Parents Love too…

Read the Books; Really Read the Books, If Ya

Wanna Know Why They Spawn the Most Evil People

In History As They Both At Core Threaten To Torture Folks

Who Don’t Comply With the Rules Forever; That Has Nothing

To Do With All Loving Forgiving And Any Entity or Person Who

Requires Worship And Fears Criticism Is Nothing to Do With Agape

Love; Just Weak Narcissism Like Trump; No Matter Leader or God; The Authors Write

The Story

And People

Follow the

Stories as God;

Story Rules Bottom

Line; Better Lines Write A Kinder

Story; Play It; Act It; One that Is All Forgiving Loving;

No Ifs and or Buts Now For Excuses, if You Really Want

Nicer People to Come in Both Herstory And Or History True…

Haha of Course People Who Don’t Go To Church Already Write, Act,

And Play Their Own Bibles of Course unless The Religion is the Politics

of Sport And the Sport of Politics; The Tribalism of Us Versus Them, God

Yes, The Human Condition,

Where Only



To Love

It All by their

Own Volition Against

The Tide; in Other Words,

Agape Love has No Tribal Place to Rest Agape Love

Now No Matter What The Politics of Religion or The Religion or Politics

Is; And To Be Clear, i have Friends from All Major Religions; The Most Consistently Loving

One, A Widowed Woman Muslim/Teacher, Mother Of Two From Egypt; Even Though i Surely Don’t Agree with

The System of Her Religion Sharia That Still Has Laws For Cutting Thieve’s Hands Off and the Such As That;

We Have a Relationship

of Agape Love; We

Are Able to Overlook

Our Differences As She

Doesn’t Particularly Like

To View Naked People Either…

And i Most Definitely Am A Naturist;

All Of Her Is Covered And only ‘The

Bear Necessities’ of me for PG Audiences…

Hmm… Maybe R Depending On The Viewer’s Perspectives of my Art…

The Silent Evil Is What Ya Have To Watch Out For; Like Bishops At the
Catholic Church i Used to Visit, Who Didn’t Make Mask Wearing Mandatory;
Openly Chastising Folks too by Letter Who Criticize Folks Not Wearing Masks Like

It is Christian Duty to Turn The Other Cheek, While the Neighbor
Potentially Is Spreading A Deadly Disease Unmasked in Church;

The Support Endemic in the Church for A Real Father oF ALL

Lies, Donald J Trump, With the Priest Speaking For God Saying

God Says Vote For Trump In the Election; The Leader Who

Promised Folks Would Still Support Him On 5th Avenue

If He Shot Someone; So, He Models Unmasked Behavior

And The Bishop Goes Along With Not Following Safe

CDC Procedures Either, Following the Lead of A ‘5th Avenue

Shooter’ Who Did Contribute to Hundreds of Thousands of Unnecessary Covid-19
Deaths And Incited A Deadly Insurrection to Over-Turn Democracy too;

While ‘Jesus 2020’ Flags And ‘Jesus Saves Flags’ Were Flying By A Gallows

Intended to Hang And Murder The Vice President IN THE NAME OF JESUS;

That’s A Very Dangerous Name Indeed; Some Folks Use it For Love

Others Use

It to


The Sanctity

of Breathing Life,

IN Effect of A Deadly

Pandemic; Indeed Religion

Spawns the Most Evil People

IN History; The Human Condition of

Us Versus Them That Is Part of Human

Nature As Long As There Are Perceived Opposing

Tribes With Different Cultural Symbols Than Ours;

Religion Is What Binds And Bonds And By Inherent

Definition Tradition is What Excludes Others Who do

Not Follow The Same Tradition; The More Rational Question

Is Why Does the Human Condition Spawn Evil People; Us Versus

Them Because

This Is Part

of the

Human Condition;

Strife Against those

Who Are Not Like Us; Us Versus Them…

What’s the Only Way Out of this; Join a Little

Church Out in the Country, Where Everyone Looks

Alike And Gossips Behind the Backs of Their Neighbors

Next Door To Make Themselves Feel A Little Bigger Than Others…

Ahem… It’s rare that Someone Truly Becomes A Good Cop Jesus/Buddha/Lao Tzu

If They Ever Even Wrote A Word or Even Existed Per All Three of Those Examples…

It’s Rare,

Yet i’ve

met a Few

in Small Groups;

Homeless Under Bridges

Who Give And Share Their

Life With Care As Together in Love

Means Basic Survival Naked As Love Breathes…

Yeah If Ya Wanna Find ‘Real Jesus/Love, Go Look Under A Bridge…

The Human Condition That Needs Each Other to Survive Is Love;

It Is Technology That Has Replaced Our Need for Each Other

That Spawns the Most Evil, Overall; Naked Apes Stronger Still Together…

Bonobo Tribes Are Based on Love too; Until An Invading Tribe Comes Along too…

Most of us Live in Little Pods of 1 or 2 or 3 Humans Anyway in Four Walls; Yes



Well Enough

To Survive too;

And In A Pandemic

Technology Is Our True Savior

And What Helps Birth Pandemics too…

The True Evil is Humans Are Evolved to Live

In Small Groups in Balance With Nature; The

True Evil is the Cultures We Have Created That

Are Eating the Real Face of God Nature That Is Our

Face too; Where The Zombie Apocalypse Started That Way Hundreds of Years ago…

And Most Definitely Beginning With Agriculture And Hoarding Grains In Silos For ‘Time’ To ‘Rape’ God’s Face’…

Ya Gotta Get

to the Root

of the Problem

Baby,To Understand

Where All This Comes From;

Square Root Problem One; Humans

Are Evolved to Live Foraging, Giving
Sharing, Caring Together in Small Groups

In Balance With Nature; Imbalance Is The Root of Most All Problems Now In Existence…


Villain Preys Upon
Neurotic Hero Offers
A Hand To Lift Them
Out Of Fear Both Are
Fearless only One


Of EmpathY in Love🦅

Art iN A
sAMe BoaT/
TravELs God SPeed..😉

And you’LL never
fully understand
any of this sh8t
until you don’t know..😉

iN oTheR WoRds..
gET thE HeLL ouT
oF yoUr Frontal Lobes..😉

SoW i seE God
So.. SUe
Or ReaP mE.. heHe..😉


SoW HaVe
A NicE DaY..
F iN ReaP iT..😉

Genius of Science.. no
Genius oF Art.. no
Genius of Love.. Yes..🙂

iN oTheR WordS
A StaTe oF BeinG
aT LEast oNe tHinG
iN coMmoN.. ALL..🙂

To Help Color Your Mind With New
Connections! Of ChrisTMaS LiGHTS!

DReAM Breathes
FLoWeRS Play
Color SPRinG
Dance Away
Strip off the
Clothes If Ya
Wanna Breathe…
Meanwhile Giant
Hornets Ripping
Heads off
The Ignorance
THeiR Clothes BRinG

LeSSoN 209 NeWeR TeSTaMeNTS Never
End By Nature NuMBeR Them Only For Fun

Lakishmi’s Mary’S EVeRWHerE i Go Supporting
Every Creation Breath i Take/Make How About You

Krishna Described As A Dude Not Into Competitions Or
Contests Just Playing Life Like A Game Often Surrounding

By Women Of Course

Can You Spell Fearless Care Free NoW Is THere Anything NoW
More Attractive Than Embodiment Of Free HeARTSPiRiTSoUL NoW

SMiLes Dear Sohair Just Finishing Up Installing
A New Operating System For my iMac Computer
Been Putting it off Now Since Early 2020 When

i Bought The Computer Whenever i am Doing
Work Like This it Reminds me of All The Years
At Work For Pay i Spent Incessantly Solving

So Many Problems For Others Rarely

With Any Introspection on This

Thing Called Life Nope Not

Much Looking Within

Mostly Just A Cog in
Another Part of Society’s
Machine Same Job Paid For
25 Years in Federal Employment
Several Moves of Jobs Yet For the Same
Paymaster Seems Like Another Lifetime

Away Just Another Transient Part of life That Seems
Stays The Same So Long We Travel To Come to Light

At the End of the Tunnel Yep Dancing Singing in the Light
Is So Much Better Days Than Walking in an Endless Tunnel

Going No Where At All it Seems Then Now Basically Everywhere

Free mY FRiEnD

Seeing Better
Days Now

Old Days Not All
Cut Out For Living Free…:)

Hehe It’s A Small Farm
On Our Third of A Green
Acre Just Squash
Hot Peppers
🌶 Haven’t Been
Able To Talk Princess
Pocahontas into Growing
Any Corn Yet Saying
Prayers For All Of
You In India to
Get Well


4 Cases

In Our County
Yesterday of COVID-19
Both Church And State
Are Fools Here Lifting
All Restrictions We All
Can Ironically Thank
Huge Corporations
For Still Requiring
Masks And

Social Distancing
In Florida As the Governor
Just Signed An Order





The Sanctity

Of Breathing Life

Thankfully He Has

No Control Over

Private Businesses

That So Very Ironically

Care More About the

Sanctity of Breathing

Life Yes Dear

Rue Where

i LiVE iNDeeD
There is Still A
Worst Apocalypse
oF All Just Plain


That Still
Harms Rapes
Maims And Kills
Selflessly for A God of Money

Again Ironically Saved




Ain’t Life


Dear Rue Rue🐝🌲

Hehe Yeah.. Told Katrina
As soon As i Run out of
Words my New Hobby
Will Be Chef She looks

At me In Disbelief
Yet No one Thought
The Last Kid picked
In Sports Who

Until 4 Would
Ever Be Athletic
Director of A Military
Station Still Strongest
Leg Pressing Dude at
The Gym 61 on 6.6.21
Pounding Away up to 1520 Lbs
(Don’t Forget To Write
My Birthday Poem Rue
Hehe) And Metro
With 14,833
Miles Of Public
Dance With the
9.2 MiLLioN Words
Of Free Verse Poetry
Either In Fact If Anyone
Told Me i Would Be Doing
All of That At 61 When i


i Probably
Would Say
Hell No To
The Call to
Oh God Please
Don’t Make Me
Do All Of That

And Chef Too

All i Have to Do
Now is Not Run
Out of Words And
Steps too to Stay



Heat Of
The Kitchen
Dear Rue Rue😜

Wow! Thanks For Sharing the Live
Eaglet Cam Doc In The Forest
Here We aRE ALWaYS
Wild Life This
WaY in my Back Yard too!..:)

Aesthetically PLeASinG Anindita

Attitude Attitude It’s All About
Ending And Beginning With
A Positive Note A Way

i Write Free Verse

Poetry Is in ReVerse

Each Verse Inspired

By Someone Differently

Around the Globe i Tend to

Always End And Begin With Whatever

Wisdom Savvy Brings Each Day Without

Fail as Savvy’s Wisdom Is Always Positive

Full oF LiGHT She Practices This LiGHT A WaY oF LiFE

And to Be Clear Again

i Go to the



in the

World too and

Takes Part as a
Participant Anthropology

Observer In That Too Coming
Back Here Always A Positive Note

In my Dance And Song oF LiGHT

of DarK Thru LiGHT Day And Night

A Place of Sanctity You Paint A Bible Blog of Your SoUL HeaR..:)

Hehe Now if
We Scanned
A Horizon

We Wouldn’t
Be So Near


Blind In A 6 Inch
Screen Alternating
My Gaze Now into
Beauty oF A Real
To Nature
Still Rooting
Living Trees🌲

SMiles Dear
Annabel In A Way
All Clothes And Other
Tools Humans Create

And Become

Are A Bit


As They Separate
Us From God’s

We aRe
Free Ancestral
Dance Before Even
A Tool Of Written


Innate Us🙌☺️

Yeah i Saw The New You Rue
Younger Than Ever Soul Rocking
on YT😜(Way to A Woman’s HeART)

LooKinG For The Meat
Typical Carnivore Teeth🐺

SMiles This Year Rue We Are Cooking
Our Vegetables First In Our Eden Garden
As Usual Katrina WorKinG IT👨‍🏫

SMiles Life Seems Greater
Nan When When Hunger
Fuels Work Complete Now

Happy Mother’s Day
Always Coming Dear
Kally Love Blooming
Birthing Always Now🌸

Yep Excellent Advice
Vrunda If We Don’t Like
Our Life Sandwich Try
A New Kinda LoVE Slice🙌☺️

True Most
Every Religion
Has ‘A Great White
Hope in Light’

A Hero



to: Return

To Solve

All The


True It’s

Up To

All Of Us
To Get This
Job Done
Now If
Not Either




Yes Both
Fail Breath
Of This Life Now🦅

Weathering Surviving FLight SMiLES
Shadow oF LiGHT Creates SeaSons
Of Love Out Of Ocean Free Now🦅

Soni Congrats
On Publishing
A Second Poetry

Keep Spreading
Your Art For The

oF IT NoW😊🙌

Villain Preys Upon
Neurotic Hero Offers
A Hand To Lift Them
Out Of Fear Both Are
Fearless only One


Of EmpathY in Love🦅

This Life Is A Miracle
Doing It Freely Just
To Be i Am Breathing
The Dream Doing It NoW🦅

Oh! That’s What Happens At The Dance
Hall too Focused in Dancing Nirvana To Smile

‘They’ Say Women Are Attracted To Men Who Do Not
SMiLE Perhaps One Day When i Grow Down Without A SMile They Will Lust

After me

Older Stronger More Artistic Soulful SmARTeR FLoWeR May BLooM More

Side Note: i Love All My Women FRiEnDS And Lust After My Wife
Everything’s Back Wards With me Writing Poetry In ReVerse Too

Sum Greater Than Parts World Connects Thanks Geek Nerd Drones
For Creating This Hive Feeding Birthing Queen King Honey Bees Now

More We LEarn About Each Other’s Journeys More Paths We Will Forge Anew
Spring Out Of Winter Depth

LeSSoN 351 Presently Now
May Your Productivity
Soar Like A Flock Of
Birds In A Book Store
Yes Nerds Reading
Books For School Hehe

At The Starbucks Cafe

Part While i Dance Listening

To Meditating MuSiC Too

Finishing Another

Book Reading it For

Free Leaving

The Store



In Soul


And May You

Carry A LiGHT
Weight SMiLe
Through Your
Work Week Like
me Just For The Joy
oF FLiGHT No Different
Than An Ocean of FRiEnD
Ships Or Even Marriage or
Even Life As LonG As We
Put in The Creative Effort

In Focus

In Flow Whatever

We Are Doing Retains

Value And Lasts Yep

Accounting Now For

Birds Flying Humanity

Dear FRiEnD With SMiles

Gift We Wrap Present Now
🎁 🦅 🦢 🐦 🎁🎉☺️

SMiles Thanks For Being An ArTFuLL
iNSPiRaTioN NoW Dear Soni FRiEnD 🙌☺️🌸

“Frans de Waal”, In Part, ‘Father of the Alpha
Male Meme’; Yet Attributed Incorrectly As Villain Without
Empathy Instead of Hero As Leader With Empathy

Taking Care of the
Those Who Follow

The Most


Job Of All as

Servant Leader; Yes,

Lots Of Misconceptions in
This Thread; Watch The Youtube
Video And Get Educated Now if You

Like And Fall Away From All the Misinformation
Attributed to the Meme of ‘The Alpha Male Meme’;

Now To Be Clear, Love Doesn’t Usually Survive

If Weak Either; Yet Strength And Fearless Without

Love, Eventually In Most Cases, Fails in the Social

Roles of Leadership in Primate Study at Least and

in the Case of Wolves, ‘All You Can Eat Sheep’ Only

Domesticates Them And Disorganizes them

Into Domesticated Sheep As Well

As Humans By Their Tools

They Create and




Domesticated Themselves

in lots of Misery and Suffering

Of All We Eat Instant Gratification too…

“Most Men Here Can’t GET Women”, The Sound
Of Someone Who Thinks They Understand ‘Alpha

(Although i Realize in this Op, Alpha Male wasn’t
Literally An Original Part of the Op; Yet the way it was
Phrased in a kind of Conquest of ‘GET’ Colors it this way)

Male’ Yet Really Don’t Understand How This Classically
Evolved Game Still Plays; Women Are Attracted to Confident

Men Who Carry Themselves in a Way That is Clear They Will have
Grace in Pressure And More Likely Survive Struggles to come for Survival….

Let’s Get Real, If You Carry Yourself Strong And Confident Rarely Will A ‘Predator’

Attack Without Empathy; Yes A Villain Not A Hero; As There Are Plenty of ‘Neurotic’

Humans Full of Fear; Yes in the Way they Move Weak As Such; Easier Prey Apparent to ‘The Villain’ Indeed…

True As a Dude, You Will Avoid About 99 Percent of Conflicts Moving This Way And As A Woman Less Likely

to get


On A Dark

City Street;

(Location, Location,

Location, Avoid

The Dark City

Streets, Male

And Female too;

Unless You are

Faster than a

Speeding Bullet)

Yes, We Are Social

Animals And This Is Still

A Jungle Full of Villains And

Heroes; Those Who Sadly And Proudly
Follow Both In Each Case Willing to

Provide The Hero or Villain Gifts in
Hands Up or Bowing Down in Fear

As Fruits of Trees Ready to be ‘Reaped’ As Such…

Jesus F in Christ, Am i the only Little Boy Here Who Shed
Tears When He Read the ‘Call of the Wild’, Understanding

That There Was Something Missing in Life; Not That Much

Different Than That Half Domesticated Wolf Dog too; Yeah

That’s An Old Book; Perhaps You’ve Never Heard of Jack London

Either, The Author, Yet Never The Less Science Shows Now That Humans

Still Have the Epigenetic Potential to Be Strong As An Orangutan If They

Adapt to Appropriate Environmental Challenge; Imagine Leg Pressing Up to 1520

Pounds Stronger Than Any Elite Military Dude At A Military Gym Approaching 61 Years-
Old on June 6th; Now Wouldn’t it Be Cool to Have That Much Leg Strength With Years
And Years of Martial Arts Practice in Free Style Ballet Expertise And 14,833 Miles of
Public Dance In 92 Months Named Legend, Hero, Famous, Folk Hero, and Metro Icon Without


A God Damn Word

Pushing 60; Pairs of
Women Grinding Pairs
of Hips Asking for
My Phone Number
Assuming i’m 35
By the Way

i Move

So Free in Balance

Complete Enough

Not Pursuing Any Woman

In the Dance Hall; Yet them Swarming

Around me Like i am the Flower And

They Are the Bees; It Might Not Sound

Intuitively Correct With Whatever You’ve
Been Taught in Life What ‘Macho’ Means;

Yet it Damn Sure Ain’t What the Foolish Men

In the Bar Tried to Get me involved with Circling

Women Like A Gang As Such Predators Out TO GET PREY….

NaH; Unless Someone

Enjoys Pain;

That’s No

Turn On For

Healthy Yes Mentally
Healthy Well Adjusted
Young Women Adults;

Yet to Be Clear Sadly Some Women
Only Get Pleasure Out of Sex; Without
All the Colorful Emotions Above that Bring Loving Bliss….

And Even More Sad, Those ‘Daddy Issues’ Often Come From Sexual
Abuse Where 25 Percent of Women Are Studied to Experience Something Like this

From Males Who Have NOT Learned Practicing What it means to Be A Real Hero; A Leader With
Empathy Who Gives, Shares, Cares Most Who does Least Harm for All; Yeah That’s A Human Worth Being for Real…

i Can’t Count the Number of Women Who Forced Their Hips on my ‘Frontal Parts’ in A Grinding Dance Taking
With No Asking; i couldn’t imagine Doing that to another Human Being; Yet You See There Are Power Grabs
By Both Genders These Days too in Matters of Sexual Conquests Clothed And Naked too; And True
Inherent in the Human Condition is Still Males, in General, Spreading As Much Seed As possible

It’s Safe to Say At my
‘Advanced’ Age i Still
Rise to Every Occasion

By Shadow No Matter

What my ‘Neo Cortex’ Says Differently;

Happily Married, i always Keep my Clothes

On For the Drive Home Back to the Hand
That Nurtures And Feeds Me; Happy Mother’s Day by the way;

Always Now; Respect Women; All Women As Your Sister, Daughter,

And Mother Like a Hero; And Love Might Just Really Come Your Way And Stay…

This is one of my Special Interests And if Anyone Doubts Anything i am Saying

Here; the Evidence i gathered in Photos of Ecstatic Beautiful Smiles And Kisses

Over 2000 As Such

On the Dance

Floor for
The Respect

of A Fearless
Man Confident

Without a Word
Spoken Only A Free Dance

Makes All these Words Ghost Grey With No Colors…
i’ve Had Marriage Hopes From Women Without Saying A Damn Word…

All For A Confident Fearless
Dance With No Words


The Call

Of the

Wild With Love And Do
It That Way You Will Really

Enjoy Life in my Opinion This Way

Very Educated And Evidenced in Deed…
OBTW, i did’t Even Delve Into What Words

Will Do For A Woman With a Soul; Yet Don’t
Want to ‘GET’ Off the Topic here of ‘Getting Women’

For How Much A Man Will Be Remembered Who Provides Wings to a Woman’s Soul Above…

Not Sure Who Might Be Ready For A Class Like that Here; Perhaps Kraftie Kortie as far as i see here…

And of Course A few Others too Who Aren’t out to ‘GET’ Women; Hehe, Most Everyone Here is Probably ready

There’s A Lot More
To Life than



Stuff That Feels

A Thousand Times

Better Forever Now

That One Human Will Generate Within…

Not Sure if Anyone is ‘Ready For That’ Here, ‘Taylor Play the Song’…

Perhaps That’s Your Opinion Yet Not the Opinion of Research

By Anthropologists; True, Matriarchal Societies Are Rare; Yet No So Much in

Terms of MatriFocal Societies that ARE NOT PATRIARCHAL SOCIETIES.

OTHER THAN THAT Do some research on Chimps;

They operate Through Alpha Male Leaders

With Empathy; The Ones Without Empathy

Often Get ‘Thrown Off the Cliff’ As such;

Not Much Different Than

Trump Getting

Thrown off Social, Media Hehe;

As Far as Chimps Go And Alpha

Males; Refer back to the Research of Frans de Waal too;

It ‘Used to Be That Folks Linked Actual Research’ ‘Here’ to opinions; It works better…




Even When You Have

A Mind That Remembers

Text Like a Frigging Encyclopedia

Almost Like A Photograph of ‘Billions of Words’…;)

“Matriarchies may also be confused with matrilineal, matrilocal, and matrifocal societies.
A few people consider any non-patriarchal system to be matriarchal, thus including gender-equalitarian systems”

Specifically, ‘Your’ Assertion That All Human Societies Have Been
Patriarchal Is Incorrect As There Are A Number
of Other Systems of Society that are NOT Patriarchal Societies.

Other Than ‘That’ Referring Back
To ‘This Thread’; The Percentages of
Matrifocal Families Within the Larger
Patriarchal Society Are Surely Increasing in the U.S…

Matrifocal Homes, Where There Is No Father Present;

And in Many cases; Yes, like the Family i was Raised in; All Women
Then Where The Fearless Father Law Enforcement Dude Left When
i Was 3, Who Stayed in that Profession 46 Years, Wasn’t Particularly Empathic

And Suited Then to Raise A Family By Innate Pre-Disposition; Can

‘You’ Spell Asperger’s Syndrome; Yes, my Sister Inherited it too
From My Father as my Mother Was always soaked in Estrogen
Of Nurturing Love And What Did that Do to me; i Smiled A Whole

Lot; Yet With No Rough and Tumble Play Early As far as Epigenetic
Changes That Naturally Occur in Human Beings, One Way or the Other,
i Surely Became a Rather Soft Male Child In Terms Of Not As Many Puppy
Dog Tails And Everything Nicer in Sugar And Spice; A ‘Far Cry’ From the ‘James

Bond’ Acting Dad

Who Never Broke

A Sweat of Fear, i Saw At

Least, Through His Dying Day, Where

He Was Having a Heart Attack at 81,

And told my Cousin Casually, Guess i’m not gonna make
It; Just Casually Saying They Are Planting Her in the Ground
when my Step-Sister Died From Cocaine Abuse Inherited Money
From my Step-Mother, Where my Father Didn’t Shed a Recognizable tear too…

Oh Sweet Epigenetic Effect Full Of Love; Yet Not Comfortable in my Own Skin Until

i became my own Fearless Father Then that took All the way to 53 Years Old…

Balance; It’s All of

What Living Means Best;

Epigenetic Effects That Will Change

A Human Out of A Cocoon Where

Caterpillar Becomes Butterfly or

Butterfly Tiger As Such too; Hehe with SMiLes;

This is All Fascinating to me; my Father Entered the

Military At age 18 at 150 Pounds And Came Out Three

Years Later Weighing 230 Pounds; During The Iraq War

i Saw the Same Epigenetic Effect in Men Much Older From the

Military Base i Worked at going to War Soft Coming Back As Hard

As Feral Nails

And Claws;

A Lack of Confidence

Has a Whole Lot to Do

With the Epigenetic Effects of

Our Environment; Yet the Best of

All Worlds Is Always Balance; A Mother

And A Father is Indeed Helpful to Grow

A Well Adjusted Human Bloom; Thorns And
Flowers Make Roses Rise Best and Color the World Fearless With Love…

Loving Is Nice; yet Being Fearless Is What Make Loves Truly Bloom into A
Full FLoWeR
With Colors…

Hey Man,
It’s Just

Nice Not to
Have Any Anxiety

And Be Comfortable

In my own Skin; i Imagine

if i did it; Lots of Folks Can

And Will Too; if they feel

That Way Now; For me at

Least, 5.3 Decades Was enough
of Never Really Living Free in my Own Dam SKin…

Most Of It, i Accomplished With a Free Dance, i Just Shut the

Talk Up Inside My Head; And Finally Really Spoke What Breathing Means Free…

i Let

my Body

Do the ‘TaLKinG’;

There Is More than

One Way of Thinking Than Talk…

Sort of Like What Folks Do in ‘Bootcamp’….

Or The Way Young Men Used to Be Initiated in ‘Indian Tribes’…

OBTW, Not Quite the end of the Story, my Father’s Identical Twin

Brother Stayed With His Family; The Ultimate Difference in Outcome, He Was Happy…



My Father
Thought Money

Was Gonna Make

Him Happy; It Never
Did Complete Him With Love…

‘Rich Dad/Poor Dad’; It’s More Than Money…

If You Will, Read What i just Wrote;

The Environment You Are Actually

Housed in And Grow Up in Counts Most…

It’s all A Spectrum, No Matter What We Choose to Call It…

Villain Preys Upon
Neurotic Hero Offers
A Hand To Lift Them
Out Of Fear Both Are
Fearless only One


Of EmpathY in Love🦅


Fall To
The Illusion
Of Labels Humans
Create aS only


Waves Us 🐚 🌊

LoVE Stays🐝
Fear Flees🦅

So God comes to Earth in Human
Form.. So God holds hands
with other Human
Forms.. So now
there are more
God purrs..🙂

ViNe oF LoVe

One of Few
Finding Heaven oN EartH
WiTHiN Reporting A View

LeSSoN 220
GoD Be Free FLoWeRinG NoW

Promised Land Yes Garden of Eden Human Smiles Free
NaTuRE iN Peace And Harmony FLoWinG iN BaLaNCE US

SMiLes i Purchased A Garden of Eden The Promised Land for
About the Price oF A NeW FouR WheeL Drive And Old Trailer Full of Guns

Eden Garden NoW ALL Creatures QueeNKinGDoM
oF Naked God Nature’s PROMiSE
Reminds me STiLL Money And S88T Is JusT THaT

Butt You See Not All ‘See’ As Some Folks
Do Not Make THeir Capital Investments
Human And The Garden of Eden Naked Free

SaW A Peer From High School Running For Politics
i Said Good Luck With That Politics of Dance And Song Naked Free i Do For SMiLES

Told Him Money NO OBJECT MeeK iNHeRiT THE EartH iN SMiLES i Whipped Out
My 9.2 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem And SHoWeD HiM HoW

Paint Your Tom Hanks Wilson Ball Go Ahead Pretend You
Are Not Castaway
Or Be Naked Nature God Loving Free Now Nature Does Not Lie

Go Ahead Humans F88K Your Dominance oF Lies Up More
Nature Smiles Naked God Sees YouR Lies For What ‘They’ Are NoW


So Much Ignorance Folks
Blind iN
A VeNuS Fly-TRaP NoW

A Cool Little Brown Guru Dude From
the Middle East ‘They’ Keep Making Him
into a Bigger Four Wheel Drive to Dominate

Understand Trees, Birds, Bees,
Rest of God Naked Nature Loving Free Not Impressed
NoW By ‘YouR Four Wheel Drive’

God Nature No DiFFeRenT NoW
Than A Smile Birth oF JoY
A Woman’s EYeS SPRinG

My Sister Takes Pictures of Birds
i Take Pictures of Beautiful Women
SMiLinG With me.. Meh.. We Both Take Pictures of God

‘Then’ ‘We’ Spread the
Love of God (Nature)
Breathing Free to Be i AM

Doesn’t Matter If A Dance
Hall Doesn’t Open Up Until
After i Die SMiLES oF God
Breathe On Yes Copy And Paste God i Do

SMiles i Suppose
All We Can Eat
Seafood Might

To Free the

Cows if They
Could Survive




As Such Yep
Bring On The
Fried Fish too Rue😊

Great to Hear
So Glad You are
Feeling Better


my FRiEnD☺️

‘Thanks for motivating me in a way that no one has
ever done before. I appreciate you taking Your
time to help me (an unknown person) More
Power to You!’

SMiles my FRiEnD
Life Becomes Easier


We See


In All
Of Existence
DarK Thru LiGHT
Loving Free took

me 5.3 Decades



Thanks Giving

This Way Where
There Is No Separation



Receive Born
On The Autism
Spectrum Bi-Polar
Too Witnessing




Least i Will
Do to Return

This Miracle
i See NoW As
Every Breath

In Short
Dying ALWaYS to
Truly LiVE Now Free🙌🌊

Keep Inspiring


‘IT’ Just Never Makes ‘Sense’ to me
Why A World Is Based On Money Instead
Of SMiles Yet ‘See’ i Own Gift Of Sense Feel Now

WorKinG At A Military Bowling Center For Close to
Two Decades No Greater Joy Than SMiles Handing

Out Shoes This

Work Same

Surely Will Do
Dear Sohair God
Bliss Bless All You
Love All You




True Now too🌹☺️

Dear Akshita
With SMiLes😊🙌

Yeah The Woman
In The Gravatar At
51 Wife Gifted With
A Disorder


Aging So
Far Hehe me
Pushing 61 on
June 6th Still
Leg Pressing Up
To 1520 Pounds
More Than The



Dudes at
The Gym

Hehe After
Yes Financial


At 47 All That’s

Left to Do At 53
After A Fall in Real
Hell Shut-In my
Home With The
Worst Pain Known
To Humankind Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
Wake To Sleep 66 Months
As Worse
Than Real
Torture Of
No Drug Then
Would Touch
Yes From Wake to
Sleep With A Synergy
Of Life Threatening Other
18 Mostly Stress Related
Disorders From 11 Years
Of Chronic To Acute
Work Related
Stress God

Yes i Paid
A Mighty High
Price on Earth
For Financial

From The Money God

Yes All Left to Do
Recovering From
That At Age 53
14,833 Miles
Of Public Dance
Assessed As


Audience Giving Sharing
Caring In Meditating Free
Moving For All With Least
Harm What Shiva in Flesh
Might Do NoW
iN Autotelic

92 Months
9.2 MiLLion
Words of EPiC
Long Form Free Verse Poetry
Inspired By Innumerable




The Globe

“SonG oF
mY SoUL”

Yes my FRiEnD

Life is Indeed


Be Sweet

When All of
Life Becomes Play
Surrounded By


FLoWeRS More
Surely Krishna
PLeASing Joining

All This Fun
Thing is my


iN mY





Peace Defeats
War LoVE Wins
ALL DarK Thru



BeCoMinG This Truth🙏

Moral oF A STory True All
oF iT Documented As FAct
No Myth No Fiction




Tell You You
Can’t Just Because
It Hasn’t Been Done

Is Reality
Gift God Indeed


Fall To
The Illusion
Of Labels Humans
Create aS only


Waves Us 🐚 🌊

LoVE Stays🐝
Fear Flees🦅

Hehe my only
For Spring
Sing Free
oF All Clothes
Of Planning




My Wife

Hooks me
Reels me in

We aRE Late
To An Important








me Out Of
Heaven to
Swim For

A Bit

In Her

Without Goals And
Plans i Find A Treasure
Always Of Achieving




i Did Before
With A Technical



Doing Life
Hehe True
Most Definitely
Measurable in



Too Large

For Most
Folks Now to
WRaP A Soul Around😜🎉

When All Of life
Becomes A Poetry
Prompt For Dance
And Song



Out Instead

Of Trapped Within

Secret Of Receiving
Giving For Then There
Is No “TiME” In Think





Rain Drop
Wave Whole
Coming Going Free

So How Do We Do This
Mastered By Work And
School Even Church And Home

In Short

We Don’t

Until All of
Life Becomes
A Poetry Prompt
To Create Truly Wings





“The Cuckoo’s
Nest” Next Wide
Awake Creating




TWiLiGHT SMiLES Ever Now 🌅

Hehe So True
As A Bee i Too





Yet Satisfied

And Complete

i Have Enough




Need No

More Just

Honey Give
Now Complete 🍯

Ah Yes Sanctity
We aRE Only Domesticated

To Our
Of Stress Each
And Everyone
Of Us Whole




With The Rest
Of Nature Some


Avoiding Developing
‘General Adaptation
SyndroME’ ALL


No Different

Than A Lion

WalKinG ‘Gayly’
Graceful Slowly
Lumbering Across

A Savannah

Before Focus

Of All That




Becomes The

Total Still Silent
Chi Force Before
A Throat Is Torn out
Of Prey Lunging Now




Dinner of
Life Complete

As James Earl
Jones The New
Animated Lion
King Professes


Day The
Lion Will Fall
To Its Death
Feed And



Grass The
Mother Antelope
The Lion King Kills

Yes The Lion
King Shall



Leaves of
Grass To
Feed Offspring

Of Mother Antelope

Those Who






Of Death
Living Instead

Birds Fly
NestS iGNoRinG
Human Folly All



Nests in Freer
Peaceful Places…

SMiles Dear Yes SMart
Birds Don’t Ignore
Circle of



Fly Away
Stay Safe…


SMiLes Dear
HiMaLi Hope
You Are Finding
Peace These Days🤗

Typically Young Males
Seek Variety Typically
Young Females Seek




Drives Online
No Different Than
Male Drones Who

Create The Backbone
Of The Internet To
Download Unlimited
Pretty Birds As Fast
As They Can And Will

For They
Never Developed
A Spine of Love



To Touch
The Flesh
And Blood of
A Real Woman’s
Soul Without Soul

Humans Lose

All Desire

To Reproduce

Mother Nature Claps
For Online Dating Apps
Just Entire Nature’s



Humans Create

To Cull A Species
Ignorant Harming Raping
Maiming Killing The Rest

Of Nature
Dead With
Of CuLTuRE Out

Of Balance Meanwhile
“Their Children” Both


And Males

Will Feel The
Agony Within
Never Satisfied
And Complete
With Soul Full Of Love



Life All Of
Life Most..🐝🐦

When Doves
Cry Tears Sing
Wings Soar Back To Heaven’s Breath

Just To Be Clear This Is Chaos MaGiC
WHeRE Those With Gift Of Feeling Love
Bring Spiritual Tears For Kindness Springing

Cars With No Hitches Versus Never Ending Love
TrainS ONly Beginning Choo Choo SPRinGS NoW

Priest Was Dead Wrong Without The Feeling Of Love
Within Us To Make Waves Dead ShellS On Beach Yep

Love Wings Without ‘Em Doves Fall

LeSSoN 352 Nature Dancing
Beach When Sand And Water
Mix Now MakinG Sugar White
Silt Cooling EartH

🌎 Toes 🐦

Snow Gull ❄️
Beach Sugar 🏝
Sand Wings Free 🌞☺️

SMiLes Dear Sohair
Patience Of For Ever
Hell Then Now For
Giving Thanks🙏
LoVE NoW iN🌹
Deed Gift Of FiRE🔥
BRinGinG PaRaDiSE NoW🏝

🤗 ❤️

🙏Yes Dear
Will Keep
You All
In my Prayers🤗

Thanks So Much
Vrunda Hope All
You Love Are Okay
In the Current


My FRiEnD☺️🙌🤗

Fall To
The Illusion
Of Labels Humans
Create aS only


Waves Us 🐚 🌊

LoVE Stays🐝
Fear Flees🦅

SMiLes Dear Rue It’s
True True Love Is

When All We Care

About Is The Other

Person’s Happiness

In All Ways Love Comes

SMiLes You Dance Your Song

In Flow You Capture Love So Much

Better Than The Original Song mY FRiEnD

A Natural of



Doing this

For A Year And
A Half A Reality of
Course Of A Soul
Still Capable of Feeling
Wings of Love Flying Higher
Than Stones That Keep LoVE DowN
To Bottoms Of Oceans So Sweet
Living Lamp of Tree You Relate

Hehe A Problem Might Come

If You Sing Something Like

i Wonder What

it Will Feel Like For

Him to Pull me Close

Into Him Ya Gotta Be Careful

With Words Like That Disclaimers

Always Great to Cool Fires of Souls

With No Mind Just Feelings And Senses Ocean Whole

Yet Anyway The Way to Fall In Love With All of Existence

Fiery Desire Within FLoWinG to See All Of Existence As Happy As Possible iN
Hehe That Way THere is no Need to Wonder What it Feels And Senses Like to



Into Us

To Truly Breathe

Free Now with no Secrets

For Who Will Ever Be Jealous

When We Become Essence of Love God Wings Free..

Another FRiEnD Taught me what the Word ‘Dil’ Means in Urdu ‘HeART’…

Indeed There Are Places Where Dil Always Returns No Matter Change LoVE Remains…

SPiRiT Wind

Never CaPTuRinG

In Jars of HeART…

FoR Me At Least

THeRE is Beauty

How Poetry


Breath of SoUL

Beyond All Form Yes Love
Songs Never Stop Breeding New LoVE NoW
Poetry of Soul Free Dance Beyond Form TRue…

Hehe Now Let Me Pick A Song As Original Continues to BREaTHE Differently…
Greatest Loves Are Ones That Always Put Respect First With Least Harm For All..

For That Is What i Personally NaMe Old Fashion Love Songs From WHeRE i CoMe From…

Hehe Imagine A Spiraling Force of Love Swirling World’S Heaven So Easy When We Do..:)

Here’S A Deal We’ve
Globalized to Harm,
Rape, Maim, Kill Balance
On Earth’s Nature Now MaKinG

Money Off Blood Sweat

And Tears of the Lesser

Both Nature And Each Other Same

So What’s The Problem Here Nature Gifted

Us With Love We’ve Spit It Out And Nature Is Throwing Us Up…

When We Use Each Other

As Tools And Become

The Tools We Lose

All That Ever

Brought Us to This

Place of Harming, Raping,
Maiming, Killing, The Rest of

Nature’s Balance Ironically Cooperative

At First Love Transforming NoW iNTo

An Unfeeling Beast And Economic

Statue of All That Stands Cold For

Trump, DeSantis, And Mini-Trump-me Gaetz

Trinity oF ALL Three New Leaders of ‘The Religion’

All ‘Florida Men’ WHeRE i Live Yes Fools Who Have

Declared The Pandemic Over And Set Their People

Free to



Other Again

With Cold EYes of Steel…

DeSantis Is Forgetting The Ignorance

(Not Really, He Just Don’t Give A Trump F)

Of His Followers Fool Enough to Follow

Him And Disavow Life Saving Vaccines As

Well Those Who Love And Cooperate Will Continue to Inherit the Earth…

Meanwhile In Hell, The Overlords on Earth Continue to Eat Their Dead…

The Shark Will Continue To Swim And Eat for Over 400 MiLLioN Years…

After Over 300 MiLLioN Years Dragonflies Will Fly Over And Roaches

Will Crawl Under And Eat

The Remains

of the


Folly As ‘Godzilla’

ALWaYS Returns Doing Karma…

‘Snake’ Continues to Consume Its Tale….

Fall To
The Illusion
Of Labels Humans
Create aS only


Waves Us 🐚 🌊

LoVE Stays🐝
Fear Flees🦅



Be More
i AM NoW

HeRo LeSSoN 225
Why Are So Many Heroes Never
Named They Don’t Do IT For Money
They Do Love For Love Beginning

Ending Stories NoW

‘In the Dark’
‘The Truth’
Comes Out to PLaY iN LiGHT

Yes Dear Doc As i Correct My Spelling Error
Hehe The Parthenon Greek Not The Pantheon
Roman Such A Magnificent Achievement in
Architecture Almost

25 Hundred

Years Ago

Such A Prized
Possession Conquered
By Civilizations To Symbolize
What Cultures Bond And Bind
Over Most To Stick Together

Amazing How Glued to
Symbols Humans Do
Become to Make

Life Feel Order

Taking the

Place of Chaos

In Gigantic Monuments
That Truly Show Order Out of Chaos
Still More Impressed Though With the
Human Mind Able to Feel the Beauty
of A Sunset Shining Through Twilight Eternal Now..:)


SMiLes Dear
Savvy This
is Why



Finding Breath Now

Within Exhaling Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Summerhilllane Nice to See Your Poetry
Story A Hurricane Flooded my Psychotherapist’s
Home Last October And She Left the Part of

The Practice That Helped me Back in

2011 when i First Started Visiting

Her in HeLL ON Earth And

Really A Psychotherapist

Is Just Someone

Who Gets

Paid to

Listen to You

And Hardly Says

A Word in Return

It’s Safe to Say She Heard
A Lot From me in 30 Minutes Each

Month Since Recovering From HeLL oN
Earth to the Better Place of Extreme
Positive Energy Now Anyway What i

Mean to Say is A Blog is An Excellent

Psychotherapist Who Will Always Listen

to You As You Speak Your Soul And You Get

to Hear it Dance And Sing Free No Matter What




True i haven’t

Really Missed Her

Too much Except i’m

Happy to Connect to
Anyone Any Day Now For Real

Blogging Always Listens to me..:)

Hehe You Bring Back Dreams
Of Rum And Coke HAha

Not Really

Dreams Just


What Was Named

“Welfare Wednesday”
25 Cent Well-Drinks at
‘Club 2001’ Back in the
Early 80’s Then Hehe Back

When Almost No One Danced

Solo and You Had to Muster the
Courage if You Were A Dude to Ask

A Girl to Dance HAha Now the Entire

Dance Hall Experience is Just One Everyone

Rave Not Much Asking And A Lot of Taking

Without Asking too

in Many


Ways of Dance
Surprisingly By

The Gender Who Once

By Tradition At Least Much

Less Physically Aggressive As Such

Anyway Wall Flower me 4 Beers to Even
Get the Courage Drinking Them in the
Parking Lot in my Car to Even Walk In

So Dam Cheap i Only Brought 4 Dollars
Max For 4 Drinks the Rest For Tips

Yet Boy Like Every one Else

Was i Really Ignorant

And Uneducated

As So Many

Folks Drove


Then After thinking
The Effect Was Gone
After Several Hours Dancing
or Standing Against the Wall

And Not Really Flowering Then

i Was Amazed to See one Dude
A Father of one of my FRiEnDS at
Age 42 Still Alive Enough to Come in
That Place then Everyone Was Truly
Supportive of His Efforts to Remain Young

At Least i Found One Hero And Mentor to
Emulate Totally Stone Cold Sober in Bliss of
Meditating Moving Solo Dance At 60 And Beyond

Nope Hadn’t Needed A Drink or Cup of Coffee Since
Age 47 to Relax or Perk Up All the Way From the Beginning of Hell
Heaven Now just Would Only Sully The Experience of Nirvana now

And True


To Change

Real HeLL ON

Earth Within Nothing
At All to add to the Endless
Fires Cold Within Oh The Hope

Now Oh The Ever Lasting Breath..

Or The Rum And Coke Then Providing
Courage Just to Stand Up Against A Wall

Holding it Up As Such Going Nowhere At all…:)

Pleasure Dear Soni 😊
Wonderful Practice
Exercise Art You BRinG🙌

SMiLes Dear Vrunda Sea Turtles Swim Slow
In Flow With Ocean Colors Sadly

Rabbits Run

Fast And Multiply

The Same Way

Yet Don’t


Around Very Long

Such Is the Circle of Life
As All Of Reality Consumes
Itself Like A Snake Consuming Its Tale

For What Is Life Yet A Breath Now my FRiEnD

To Color Life Deeper in Feelings And Senses That

Are Real NoW As Now Becomes The ULTiMaTE Only

Destination of Joy To Give And Share Caring Free

With Least Harm For All in Compassion As

A Buddha Might Relate too Yes

A Jesus And Lao Tzu

And Krishna

Only Playing

Never Really

Competing in Conquest

Just Loving Life Now For Real

Cooperatively With All SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Every Word i Write

Is A Letter to Some Other Soul(s) Who Inspire in 92 Months
“SonG oF mY SoUL”; Yes, Now All 9.2 MiLLioN Words of my
LonG Form EPiC Poem; Longest One Ever ‘Technically’ Written
in History by Far now my FRiEnD in 945 MacroVerses Now That
Is Each And Every One of my Blog Posts too; Yet Before i Started

Measuring it in 2016, Then On Memorial Day Weekend When

i Started “Nether Land Bible”, 273 MacroVerses, Just a Subchapter
of the Whole Bible Poem, “SonG oF mY SoUL”, Now In Just the
60th Month Effort That is Coming for the 5 Year Anniversary
Date on Memorial Day Weekend at the End of this Month;
Currently 6,826,103 Words; Yes, Just A Subchapter and
There Is one more Ongoing titled, “FB Profile Pic Bible”
As That Subchapter Rising Past 5,224,094 Words Comprising
170 MacroVerses As Of the Last Completed One, Is Also Now

Included in All My Facebook Profile Pic Description
Areas, About An Average of 9,000 Words in Each Pic
Now in That Effort of 48 Months, 4 Years, Anniversary
Arriving on Memorial Day Weekend of this Year Since
2017 As Well As That Effort Still Continues GRoWinG Now

It’s Interesting As i’m Sure You’ve Seen Nautilus Shells
And Galaxies And Sunflowers All With The Spiraling
Golden Phi Pattern in All Of Existence Sub-Particles
Below Galaxies Above as The Spirals Start Narrow

As my MacroVerses Started At the Beginning
Close to A Thousand Words Almost Every Day
of the Week Then Like A Nautilus Shell Work
Of Art They Spread Out to 14,000 Words
Beginning With ‘Nether Land Bible’
in 2016 About Twice A Week Then

Closer to 30,000 Words Every

Week And Now As the More Outer Arms Of
A Hurricane in Bands Widening Like Galaxies too

Closer to 60,000 Words About Every 2 Weeks

Yet Doing The Math For All 92 Months About An
Average of 100,000 Words A Month in Free Verse
Poetry Continues to Flow Really in Streaming
Flow of Meditating Writing Just Pure Bliss of
Colors Creating Evermore Now With No
Concern if Anyone Looks At Them
Or Likes Them at All As True
Before i Named Subchapter
“Nether Land Bible” That
Started Well Before i Named It Birthing
It on Memorial Day Weekend of 2016
i also Published One MacroVerse titled
“GodsUniVerseNovel3”, 338,630 Words of Free
Verse Poetry Written Specifically in That Part Back
to All the Poets Linking Poetry on dVerse Online
International Poet’s Pub As Anthology of Rather
Short MicroVerses compiled Over an Entire
Year of Yes Every Prompt And Every Poet’s
Poem for An Entire Year Since April of 2015
Yes Publishing It At The End of April of 2016

And You Know What Even if Someone Had
The Patience to Open it Up it Never Received
A Single Like And Rarely A View Yet You See it
Is Only Fumes of the Art of my Soul The Important
Part the Heaven is The Journey of Coloring my Soul
in Autotelic Flow of Bliss Like Any ‘Field of Dreams’

The Only ‘He’ Who Will Come to The Fruition of my
Dream Guaranteed is me With SMiLes Hehe Now

Also As i’m Sure i’ve Mentioned Before too, 14,833
Miles of Public Dancing in 92 Months Just So Happy
To Come Out of my Shut-In Home, So Deathly Ill
in Pain And Numb For 66 Months Then; True, i Came to

Understand What Pain And Numb Severe And Long in
HeLL oN EartH Teaches Be Happy For This Breath
Now For It is Truly All We Have That is Real to Give,
Share, Caring Free For All With Least Harm Just Loving


NoW FoR ReaL…

Anyway Dear Vrunda Just Linking to Prove
That Anything Is Possible if We Just Don’t
Give Up As True It Wasn’t Just That Folks

Weren’t Liking It, Folks Were Telling me what
i Do is Nothing of Value And Ridiculous too Both
The Free Dance And Song in Heaven Now Essence Over
Form Just Just Happy Inside No Matter What Anyone Else

Thought i LEarned
Through All that
Pain and Numb
For 66 Months

What Matters Most

Is How We Feel and Sense
Within And How We Share
That Positive Energy All oF iT
Best with Others Now As it is True

In This Play of Art We Are not Limited to
Flesh and Blood For How Many Lives Our Art
May Eventually Touch On A ‘Wrong Planet’ Some
Folks Attempted to Bully Me off Calling me Mentally
Ill Pejorative Names Behind Faceless Avatars As Anyone

Can Try

to Feel

Big By Attempting

To Bring Someone Lower;

Yet You See i Already Went to
The Lowest Place Within HeLL ON EaRTH
Now THere Was No Place They Could Take me
WHeRe i Didn’t Still Have A Dance And Song To Come Out
on the Sunny Side of Shine Dear FRiEnD True When We Master

Our Emotions

in Regulating them

And Integrating Our Senses

Same in Balancing Mind And Body Soul When We

Generate Our

Own Happy Neurohormones And Neurochemicals
Through Bio-FeedBack Like Writing A Free Verse
Poetry Flow Free Verse Dancing in Autotelic

Flow Too True

Yes For All Practical
Intents And Purposes
NoW iS Eternal to Color
Ever Deeper More in Joy…

Hehe Also Writing A Thread
Approaching 500,000 Words
Of Free Verse Poetry Housing Personal
Philosophies Named “Depth of the Story”

In the Same Place Where Everyone Told me
i Didn’t Deserve to Exist as Expressing myself
Differently than Everyone else no Different than
When i Was Small Before 4 Years-Old And Even Able
To Speak on the Autism Spectrum then That Effort Has
Generated 50,050 Views Since August 19th, Limited to the Folks

On that Site; As A Google Search Result in Quotes of Number
One, It’s Impossible to tell How Many Folks Have Viewed it Who
Are Not Part of That ‘Wrong Planet’ by Membership of Folks
Who Are Considered Neurodiverse; About 5 People Said
Thank You On That Ongoing Solo Effort Yet You See

During the Entire Journey

No Matter If Anyone

Liked it or Viewed

It Or not

Every Word

A Color of Heaven For
Me Forever Eternally Within THeNoW
Now i Have All The Patience in the World
And The Ability to Love And Forgive The
Weaknesses of Others More Than Ever Before

Yes Dear Vrunda, Life IS A Practice As We Light Up
And Color Our Living Trees From Head to Toe of Soul
And Spread Those Colors Giving Sharing Caring the


Or Not

With Least Harm
For All; i Don’t Sell
Shoes; Money is No
Longer Part of my Life;

Yet i Can’t Disagree With Nike
The Company or that Term for
The Goddess of Victory Yes “Just
Do It” Do More iN Self-Advocating-Victory Now..:)

Love Is Truly Never A Heavy Cross
To Carry When MEaSuRinG Beyond
By LiGHT Yes STill To CoMe AS HEaVeN NoW

i’ve Had A Handful of Folks Do ‘Thank You’ Reviews
Elsewhere Honestly Out Of ‘This Other World’ For Real

As Heavenly Touches

HAha It’s So Hilarious All i Am Trying to SHow Them Is my


of Heaven On Earth Within Real HeHe So Hard to Give Away

50,050 Views Now on the Wrong Planet In A Solo Effort With Only
A Handful of Folks Replying Don’t Let The Naysayer Haters Stop You

Additionally “Depth of The Story” Is A First Google Search Result With
Quotes And Now Without Quotes Now Leads The Second Search Page

Results too

SPeaKinG of Five Letter Words Happy ‘Cinco de Mayo’ Day May 5th
Lowest Fertility Rates Now In the U.S. Need Some Immigrant Help!

The Former Leader of the Republican
Senate Who is Still the Minority Leader
Admitted That Trump is Practically

Responsible For Inciting

A Deadly Insurrection

To Circumvent


And Even Though

‘They’ Are Now Still Kissing

His Butt Doing Their Best to

Even Gaslight the Reality

of Truth In What They’ve



Is the Real Danger

Of Trump to This Democracy,

May Truth Rise to the Occasion

Continually And Keep Trump In

His Purgatory Away From Social

Media For Profit, Until His Dying

Day; After That At Least ‘He’ll’ Be Dead;

Before That Looking More Likely Wearing

A Matching Orange Jumpsuit if the Justice Part

of Liberty Comes True For Him too in Prison For

The Rest of His Life, With Perhaps Still The Ability

To Write A Letter On HiS Own Like Even ‘Jesus’ Might

Have Been Able to Do Without A ‘Ghost Author’ Doing the Job for Him too….

Villains Are Leaders Without Empathy For The Followers They Lead On ‘Fifth Avenue’

Making it No Secret From the Very Beginning, ‘They’ Could Get Away Shooting Someone

On The Street, Including Modeling Non-Masking Behavior During A Deadly Pandemic

As A Political Wedge Tool That Actually As His Own Health Specialists Under His

Administration Admit, Might Have Otherwise Saved Hundreds of Thousands of Lives,

Where Sadly His Own Followers, Became Ignorant Fools, Buying ‘The Evil IT Circus Act’ in the Gutters of Fifth Avenue;

And On Top of that The So-Called Christians Responsible For His Election All Around The Country Supporting

The Man In the Name of ‘Jesus Saves’ And ‘Jesus 2020’ Flying on Banners By A Gallows Constructed to

Hang in Murdering the Vice President At the Incited Insurrection Deadly At the Capital of This

Country; ‘He’

Who Held

No Secrets

That He Would

Shoot Someone

On 5th Avenue;

And Indeed Christians

And the Majority of Republicans

Same ’70 Percent Now’ Will And Do Still Believe A Biggest

Lie of the Century That Trump is Not a ‘Father oF ALL Lies’

For Real; Oh Lord, If Christians Had Any Sense They Would Admit

They Bring Their Own ‘Revelation’, Self-fulfilling Real; It’s What Happens

When A Group of Folks Chant A Creed Like the Nicene one Long Enough

Coming Returning in Glory to Judge The Living Dead Now, ‘The Audience’, is ‘the Jury’ Convicted…

As Just Like in ‘Olden Days’

The Leader who is Determined

In Ape Societies to Have

No Empathy

In Taking

Care of His

Followers He Serves Is ‘Torn

to Pieces’ And Excluded from ‘Social Media’ too…

No Different Than Sheep Priests and Bishops And Etcetera
‘Minions’ Transformed into Goats Roasted in their Lies on Social Media too…

It’s True We Will All Be Better

Loving Forgiving Than the

Old God And Jesus

in the Old New

Testament And

Old One too; We Can’t

Burn Trump Forever; Hehe,

All We Can Do Now Until the Scales

Of Justice Catch Up with Him, Is the

Private Corporations, Same ones that

Required Masks in A Deadly Pandemic

When the Bishops, Priests, Etcetera, Yes

‘Churches’ Did Not to Save the Sanctity of Breathing Life

Same, So Ironic When Mammon Saves More Lives Than ‘The Collar’

Yet It’s true it Just Goes to Show Who ‘The Anti-Christ’ Real is Hint: ‘The Church’…

As The Church

Is the one



For Revealing

All of ‘The Big Lie’ Now

So Ironic How Large Falls Small…

For It’s True, if Not Small, Naked And Real LoVE iN Truth, No Need For Lies

If All God LoVE iN LiGHT of Truth; No Needs For Organized Clothed Deceit…

And True Dude; Yes, Got ‘Rich Relatives Close’ Who Believe the Same As

You Do;

i Still Love

Them Just

The Same;



So Easy For
me at Least

To ‘See’ the Extent of Their ‘Poverty’
If Not For ‘The Poverty’, Not Likely

They Would Still Support ‘Pennywise’;

‘He’s Gone For At Least the Next 27 Years’;

Until Someone Else Takes His ‘Evil Clown’ Place;

It’s Only A Matter of ‘Someone Else’ Telling ‘The Story’…

Anyway When The Corporations Become Saviors of Love

What An ‘Oliver Twist Story’ That/This Is ‘Fitting For A Bible’…

Listening to ‘Your Philosophies’, It Seems You Will Be Backing Up ‘The Businesses’…

In this Case Great As Truly It is Their Constitutional Right to Turn Away Customers Like Trump Still Now;

It Seems to
Me You
A ‘Crowd
Source’ Says…
That’s Pretty ‘Normal’
At Your Age, i Suspect
You May Evolve Differently
in One Life; Lots of Folks Do,
Hopefully in More Interdependent Light…

Faith Is Love
When Real Rue
Three Letter Word too☺️🙌

So Many Levels of LoVE iNDeeD
Dear Rue Levitating my Favorite
Place No Different Than The Dance

Hall Dancing With Everyone

ALL ONE Dance With God

No Separation Yoga

Union As Indians

Bring Wisdom

To Life

ToGeTHeR Too

Hehe Yet True Often One
of Few Above Age 21 Who
Are Not Intoxicated With Booze

Yet True 18 to 21 Enjoying the Dance
Sober More Like me Connecting this
Way By Spirit Above Beyond Levitating

In Balance Just For the Joy Of this Breath Together Now…

Oh Lord Then Comes The Grinding Dancing Hips Such A Distraction

From Below Moving Most Any Male in Heaven Back Down To Earth
This way

In the

Jungle We
Come Again
Just Hairy Beasts
And Beauties As Such
Doing That Tango Too Yet God Yes

Yet True So Beautiful Here Rue Even the
Indian Version of the Song Removing All the
Lust Away As You Do With Your Words Here Now

Not Falling No Falling to Base Instinct Just RiSinG NoW

As Spiritual Food Becomes Words of Pure Love Like
Jesus Said Angels Will Do in Heaven on Earth Within
ToGeTHeR too Yes Amazingly You HeaR Capture the

Essence of What Jesus And Others Like Him Speak of

When Union of Love Becomes Light RiSinG Levitating

Without Falling

Dear FRiEnD

And So Distracting

Perhaps Never Finding

A Highway to Heaven Again Oh God Eternally Now
HAha (Not Funny) Seen it Happen Big Families,
Big Mortgages, Big Cities, Big Jobs, Big New
Car Loans too as ‘Jesus, Buddha,
Mozart, And Beethoven Even

Leonardo DaVinci Get

Stuck At the


Stop With No
Real Forrest Gump
Story to Tell Just An Endless
Loop of Playing Candy Crush Now

Where All Is For Sell For Money, Sex, And Things

Meanwhile There Are Angels on Earth Levitating With

All the Colors Beyond Rainbows They Continue to Give
Share Freely Caring Least Harm For All With Only Eyes of Starlight Radiating
All Colors of the Moon Now They Joyously Create Such A Gift Rue Such A Gift You

Yes You Have the Fire Fire Fire And You Let It Burn RiSinG Flames All In Place Levitating Faith

All iN Place

Five Letter
Word Faith
Rue As All Falls In
Place LoVE Rises Now🙌🌈🏝

Guess i Still
LiVE iN Rome Hehe
The Feeling Same🙌☺️

Pantheon Doc…
Sunset Shines Wisdom 🌅

Hehe in
All Falls In Place RiSinG
At Least Rue True HAha 🚙

So True Soni No Love
Without Liberty Where Wings
Spring Rainbow Higher Breathing Ease🙌 🌈

Oops i Looked
At The Reference
Other Post
And Thought
It Was There
An Excellent




You Link
Nothing to
See if ‘The Likers’


In Liking With SMiles🙌☺️

About 10 Percent
Or So of Word Press
Likers Hoping For
Return Likes



A Frigging

Word Of What

Other Folks Write

To Actually Expand

Their Creative Potentials

Capitalism With Or

Without Dollar

Bills Or
Men Worshipped
As Idol God’s When
The Bishop Preaches
The Teaching And The
Message is No More
Special Than Buddha
Or Lao Tzu Yes Bishop

Is Correct
On That Part

Yet He Throws
The Baby Of
And Bliss


On Earth

Away With Them
Dirty Lie Of The Myth
In Part So He Will Continue
Having A Job As It’s True

All Well


Humans Though
Rare Are LoVE iNCaRNaTE
Fearless Now Without Any
Zombie Death Cult Myth




To Change

Love to


Color Of
Trump Wearing
Gold Robes And
Towers only
Drinking Out



Of Chalice
No Ocean



Living Within

This Material God
Of One Small Brown
White Statue Of Man

Is Pervasive

Indeed In


Of MaKinG
Life Idol Deep
When Likes Become





Lie Likes

Too Substance
Rotting Statue
LoVE DeaD TradeMarK ☠️

TWiLiGHT Zone of Write
Folks Spend 5 Minutes
Writing An Hour Pressing
Buttons Reading Nothing
Like Monkeys Pressing


For The


Like of

And Sugar
Pills Same Yeah
At Least it Feels

Good Going No Where Now…

Wonderful in Black
Folks Have Such
Short Attention
Spans These
Day Guess
i Was Expecting
A Link Here Rather
Than Searching For
Your Name on You
Tube Not Sure of
What Traffic You
Get on WordPress

Yet if
The Folks
With Very


Spans A Link
Bet They Visit

You More From
Wordpress On
YouTube Too

Did the
Leg Work
On Searching
You On YouTube
Your Moves



Of ‘The Art’🙌😊🎉

Strong, Smart, Forceful
Enough Yet Still



All A Woman
Wrapped Up
In The Present



All Mother’s
Of Touch With



Child RaiSinG
SMiles For All Best

Best Is Surely Enough🙌😊

You Melted My Soul
When You First
Said Helloooove

Will As i
Never Stop
Loving Original


SMiLing Eyes

It’s Green! Lovely FRiEnD
To See You In the Spring
And Yes You Are Looking
Like Spring as Lovely


Ever Before!!

‘Gutenberg’ is A Take-off
On The Printing Press
That Printed The


Hehe it Still
Won’t Handle the
EPiC Long Form
Longest Free Verse
Poem Ever at 9.2
MiLLioN Words
Still GRoWinG
In 92 Months
my Entire Classically
Edited WordPress
Blog Called “SonG
oF mY SoUL”
Referring to
It As A ‘Bible’
Too in Long Form
Poem Way Way
Over 100,000 High
Quality Photos And
Over 10,000 You
Tube Videos
To Bring
Of Visual
Images And
Music To Fully
Illustrate As Just
A Free Retirement
Hobby Also Documenting
14,833 Miles Of Public
Dance In Travel Joy
Of Retirement in
92 Months too
Flow of Meditating
Moving Brings
Ecstatic Nirvana
Too Hehe Yes
Broke the Platform
Calculating The Storage
Space They Decided

To Give

me Unlimited
Storage Space
Instead of Shutting
My Blog Down for
Exceeding The
200 Gigabyte




True i Gave
‘Em Hell About
Getting Rid of
The Classic Editor

Not One
Now That

Most Folks
Wanna Get in
A War of Words
With When This
Is A No Brainer


Wants it

You Come Through
If Ya Wanna Win This


Game Yawn

i Don’t Play
It So Every Step
Of Dance And Word
Of Song Is Eternal



My Bible
Is All About
Heaven No
Place Yet Now For Real ☺️

Never Ever For Sell Hehe 😜

Yes i Am
Also A Lint
Inspector too Hehe 🙃

Sounds Rather


In Other
Words Never
Ever Pregnant

At Least For Now😜

Hehe i Kid You Not
Zoe Born On The
Autism And
Bi-Polar Spectrum
(Always High As
Long As i Am Re-Tired)

i Literally Have A Doctor’s
Prescription to Dance in
Public As Moving


Is Proven To
Regulate Emotions
Integrate Senses And
Make Us More Socially
Connecting Voila Remedy

For Deficits
Of Both Born
On Challenges

Yep Probably
Could Get A

For Naked

Dance too
Born With

Extreme Tactile
Sensitivity And
Empathic Ways
Where i Feel Both
Pain And Pleasure
Intensely Of Others
i Can’t Stand to Touch

Anything Man Made Yet
The Most Virgin Cotton
And Silk Soft Female Skin
Of My Wife is Great too!

All The Women
i’ve Ever Dated


i Am
Born With
A Magic Touch
Yes it Helps
When You
Are Able


The Other
Person Feels
Helps me Be The

Best At Certain
Activities Like
Petting Cats




Purr So Loud! 🐈

Look at Those Snow Shoes
Sure You Can Relate It’s
May Still Always Between

40 And 50 Degrees F
Mostly Rainy And
Even Still Snows


Yet June is
On The

Where Finally
60’s, 70’s, And
Even 80’s Comfortable
Enough For Your Tiny Thin
Delicate Indian Body Will
Come No Worries Slipping
On Icy Roads on A Short
Morning Run And Wow!



The Beach
Looks Covered
With Sugar White
Sands Year Round
Dirt Even Mud So White
It’s Impossible to Feel Dirty
Gritty Yes In Certain Places
Yet Dirty No Hehe Anyway it’s

Amazing i Ever Got Married
When i First Met Katrina at
The Bowling Center Handing
Her What She Asked For

Size 9 Shoes As i Bet
You Wear No More than
Size 5! i Exclaimed to


OMG Your Feet
Are So Big! For
Someone Your

Size! Hehe Didn’t

Matter Back Then
Yes i Wore Contact
(i Bet You Do too now
Wouldn’t Love You any
Less With Glasses too)
Lens She Was Already
Lost in My Smiling Eyes


Nice You Can
Get Away With
Saying Anything So Free

OBTW Love The Color of
This Bird Brown So




Even With
Big Feet And
Such A Long Beak!

It’s A Baby Heron on The Beach!


SMiles my Friend
i Just Mean Life
Is A Gift Now
Without Fear
Of Death


Easy To
Leave A Material
World Now Where
i Live With SMiles🙌😊

Hehe i Mentioned Your Suggestion With Katrina
About The Chef Designed Weekend Blackened
Meats And Bread And True She Most Definitely

Agreed With

You Rue Saying

i Must Be Kidding HAha
Back to the New Subaru Versus
Paid-Off Honda Civic Blue Debate

It Appears The Tide is Turning my
Way As the Close to Million Re-calls
The Subaru Company Made on Their
Vehicles Including Foresters Has
Sullied The Perfection Katrina

Sees in Them And On
Top of that A Guy
We Know

The Barnes
And Noble Bookstore
Last Week By Chance
Parked in Front of Us

Leaving At The Same Time
Remarking How Beautiful the

Civic Looks Saying my Gosh it
Looks Brand New As He Didn’t take

As Great Care of His Ride As Katrina still
Takes Care of the Civic’s Needs It Appears
That The Civic’s Home in Our Garage May Yes

Last A Few More Years Plus Katrina Gets A Brand
New Front Door And Storm Door Soon She Also Got
A New Faucet for the Kitchen Sink And Almost Got A
New Refrigerator Yet My Sister’s Partner Fixed it Cheap….

So She Still Gets to Feel Like She is Living in Luxury Even
Without A Brand New Special Blue Colored Subaru Forester Satisfied


NoW FreelY iN
Forest Green With

Wings And Fur i Am Hehe…
Oh Yeah 6.6.60 For Birthdate
Does Have Traditional Significance

Where i Live As A CuLTuRE For Sure…

At Least i Don’t Get Carded Now For A Beer
With Folks From Church Walmart Cashiers
Who Fear the Mark of my Driver’s License
As i haven’t Touched Alcohol or
Caffeine Since my Forties Yet
It’s True Hehe the
Audience at

The Dance

Hall Always insisted
They See my ID After
Watching me Float All
240-245 or So Pounds of my
Body Like A Feather in the Wind…

To Prove my Very Advanced Age

Plus it’s Dark in the Dance Hall
Everyone Looks Lovely in The DarK Hehe…

HAha Except for Occasionally When they Saw
A ‘Red Glow’ of My EYes Changing From
Blue and Green Behind SHaDES..;)

Hehe Rue True Love Neither
Self-Seeking Or Self-Seething
Either As Falling In Love Is Almost

Always Colored With


As Oxytocin

Goes Way Up
And Serotonin Of
‘Trust in What’s Real’
Goes Down As Yah
Love is Mighty



Reason Chaos

MaGiC Again
Precipice of Pleasure
Meets Pain for me at Least

RiSinG iN LoVE A Way to Be
Where Compersion Replaces Jealousy

Yet You See i Am Strange My Normal Everyday

Existence With Dance And Song Is Better And More

Everlasting With Colors of Loving Life Beyond Any Physical

Act of Reproduction As Such it Seems i was made in Such

A Way to Love

Higher Than Lower

my FRiEnD Yet i Have
Surely Fallen in the Weaker

Place of Life And Lost my Sea Legs
Ocean Whole RiSinG iN LoVE True

Back to the Empath Part It’s Too Easy
For me to Feel What Other Folks Desire in
Life And Naturally Wanna Make Them
Happy That Way one of the
Perks of Empath is
Feeling Another

Person’s Pleasure

Perhaps a Curse is wanting
to Insure Their Pleasure Continues
in Compersion For The Pain one Will
Feel the Same of Another True i would
Be Completely Comfortable Sitting Across the
Table From Every Woman i’ve Ever Loved in my
Life For the Memory Best is LoVE RiSinG mY FRiEnD

Just as Long

As they Are
Happy Now

So Pleased i Will Be…

It’s No Different With

FRiEnDS For me at Least…

It Made me Very Happy to See You
So Happy Reading Your Poetry on
You Tube As Happy As You Were Reading It
It’s Truly Fun to Be able to Feel Someone Else’s Pleasure

It’s True


to wanna
Save Everyone
From Pain as Well…
Wave Falling Rising For All…
Most Always Being On Top of the
Wave Naturally Carries Responsibility..

Just Can’t ‘Bare’ to Leave Anyone ‘Real’

Behind Even If They

Harm me..

Of Course

i Ain’t


There Are Limits..:)

My Heart Is Heavy
Reading This With Tears
In My Eyes Astha Such
A Lovely Soul Bringing

Love To All
She Touched
So Glad She Found
Love in Her Remaining

Months on Earth Yes
Dear Astha Will Always
Have A Place In My



Prayers For
Her Take Care
Saba Thanks So
Much For Reaching

Out to Let Us Know
Of This Soul-Felt Loss

Astha Will Be Missed

Yet Poetry Of Her

SPiRiT Breathes

On A


A Loveliest Soul

SMiles Saba The Kindest
People i Find in
The World Are


And Indian
The Fact You
Didn’t Know Her

As A Friend And
Care Enough About

Strangers Who Loved
Astha As Friend Speaks

Volumes of How Your
Culture Raises You

To Care For others

Strangers Who

May Be Completely

Different From

You indeed

Love That Transcends

Form Lives Forever

Now i only
Knew Astha

For Several



My Grief
And Tears
Now are No Less
Deep And Feeling
As When i Lost

My Mother

Yet You

See In This

Way My Mother

Breathes On As

Even Though

i Am A 60 Year

Old Very


Of A Male

i Am Still



The Love


Of A Mother In

This Way




The Face

Of God Love
To Live on there
Is Another Angel
Muslim Woman


Beautiful Soul
In Poetry Who

Went For
A Wedding
Of Her Brother
In India living
In Quatar she is
Late Returning i



About Her Now
Too Where i Live
There is The Fallacy
That Believes The

This Pandemic

Disease We All Must
Take Care of Each


So Love
Continues to
Breathe Thank
You For Your Kindness
Saba so Appreciated it is

SMiles Dear Saba
Your Words Of
Kindness Soothe
my Tears Yes

In This
Way Astha
Still Breathes

And For Every
Act Of Kindness

For All Of Nature
God SMiles Breathes
On Thanks So Much
For Relating Samreen
And Her Family’s


For the Moon
Stars And Earth

Are God’s

Love This

Breath of
Love Breathing Us All🙏🌅

LeSSoN 353 Multiples
Of 7 LoVE All You Love
With All Your Might Now
Life Is One Breath Deep

SMiLes My Lovely FRiEnD
HiMaLi One SMiLE From
You Is Worth A MiLLioN

Words of Poetry And
In 6 Years Hehe You’ve
Probably Received That

Many From me As

Kindness Inspires
me Most in Turn meeting
Sohair On Your Site as She

Has Also inspired About A
MiLLioN Words in Turn
Meeting An Atheist
gigoid Inspiring
Close to Another
MiLLioN Words Like
Muslim Sohair
And Jain You

The Religion

Didn’t Matter And
As Far As Returns
And Numbers of
Words As You Reached
Out to Be Blogging FRiEnD

That Brought 3 MiLLioN
Words Of 9.2 MiLLioN Words
oF A Long Form Poem You
Are my Angel On Earth
Sent From God

Last Year i Met

Another One Named
Astha Like You She
Treated Every Person
With Love Making Them

Feel Like The Most Important
Person In The World She said
i was Like A Rainbow Most
Responsible For Her Smiles
She Said We Were Forever


Each Day Always Blessed
To Know me in The Last
Few Months She Wrote
Poems about Her Favorite

Person She Had Been So
Lonely She Finally Met
Someone Who Made

Her Feel Loved

Her Last Poem

About Three Weeks

Ago Was About Her

Favorite Person

Too At The End

It Said To Be Continued..

12 Days Passed In Silence

i Checked on Her to Make
Sure That She Was Okay…

Astha Was A Professor

Engineer Working on
A PHD A Year Younger

Than You Dearest

HiMaLi She Published

7 Poetry Books

And Yes


Was An
Angel on Earth

Like You This Morning

i Am Notified That Astha
Passed Away From Covid-19
On April 30th In India She Was Hindu Such

A Lovely


A Reminder

That Life is Breath
Deep Love All We
Love Deeply And



To Say i Love
You While They
Are Here There

Is No Doubt in
my Soul That
i Made Her Feel

Very Loved in Every
Word i Wrote To Her

As i Do my Best for every
Person i Interact With for

i Have Faced

That Last Breath

3 Times in My
Life When in Hell
On Earth And Every
Second With The Suicide
Disease For 66 Months in



It’s True

It’s All Worth

Bringing Love
To Even One Stranger’s

Eyes To Feel Love is to
Breathe Whatever Is


Is Death

On Earth


This Said

i Love You Dear
i Feel Blessed


You Breathe

In My



A Little

Prayer For Astha Today🌈🙏

She Was such A Sweet
Person You Would Have
Loved Her i’m Sure if
You Knew


She Touched

Did And You Know
Dear HiMaLi Almost

Every Indian Woman
I’ve Met Brings Love
To All They Touch i

It is

Of Namaste
Seeing God
In Each Other


To Look
No Further
For me Below
The Grain i Stand
Upon No Need to

Look Above Yet The
Stars Breathe God
Too Star Dust Still

In Our

Blood Stream too…

Judging From Politics, At Least, i Live
in the Most Evil State of the United

States Where Trump, Gaetz, and

Of Recent Truly Pure Evil

DeSantis Rules Preventing

Localities By Law Recently

In Not Protecting Their

Citizens From a Deadly Pandemic;

With Some Rationality That Conspiracy

Leaning Theorist Aspects of the Population

Will Be More Likely to Take The Vaccination This way…

Yeah, There Are Days

The World Seems

Evil to me;

Yet It’s Not Humans

Inherently As i’ve met Humans

Who Don’t Care That i am Autistic,

Write Differently, or Have Also Met

The Challenge of Bi-Polar And Stay Balanced

And Are The Sweetest Angels on Earth to me Every Day

Without Fail; It Depends on Where You Go And Who You Meet

And Greet; This Poetry provides an Avenue for me to Meet And Greet

The Loveliest Angels on Earth From India; i Lost a Friend Today, Astha, About

28 And A Professor Engineer Working on Her PHD, Publishing 7 Books of

Poetry, Seeing no limits in Life, Until meeting the Covid-19 Variant in India

Ending Her Life on April 30th; Meanwhile, A Bishop Doesn’t Require Masks

in Church And Chastises Folks By the Name of Jesus Who Speak Up And Insist

People Should Respect their Neighbor More than that and Protect Their Lives

As Where i Live About 20 Percent of Folks Are Fully Vaccinated And it Will Be
Amazing to See it Get Close to 50 Percent, in a Place Where About 70 Percent of

the 70 Percent who Voted For Trump

Still Believe

The Big
Lie of

Trump As

A Savior as
Promoted As Part of the Church;

Yet You See, There is Another Place;

There Are Many Places Where Ignorance

At Least Locally Does Not exist this way;

Where Love is the Champion of All;

Where All Are Treated with

A Philosophy of


Yet of Course

There is the True Evil

of Castes there And Ignorance

of Religion That Crowds together

During A Deadly Pandemic too;

Yet Again There is Love;

What those



It, Live Most For in

Life; Yet There is Love

Still Where Love Breathes

And Refuses to go silent and stop breathing…

This is Where i Live; All the Blood, Sweat, And

Tears Worked for to Arrive And Stay in this Heaven Now…

It’s Not A Place that comes free…

it’s a place




And Tears

to Arrive and Stay…

In this Way Life is Heaven…

A Place of Fire Within that is Warm

to Touch Others with the Same Fire…

Culture And Religion Often Is Practiced As Evil; Humans

Who Touch Each Other Touch Each Other Best with Love…

The Fact Is, If We Can’t Develop This Fire Within, It is Very

Hard to Spread And Eventually Receive; at First one must

Find a Way to Love Their Self Enough to Love Others;
That’s a real task

For Most


Indeed; Standing

in Front of A Mirror

Naked And Finally

Feeling Enough

to Spread


You Inherently

Are, Human With Love…

Yeah, i realize these words

are empty Shells with No Substance

if you Don’t have the feelings; Been there

And done it in Hell for 66 Months, 33 Months

on this Website too; With NO HOPE to see through

an Opaque Mirror and

Window then…

In Short,


i See Clearly;

Some Folks Can’t

See me; Some Can And Still Do

As the Record Shows Still With Irrefutable evidence…

Blessed Are Those
Most Who have
The Key Now to
Open up Their
Soul to Love




Way of Being
God Limitless
Other Shells




Love Being

Love For All SMiles
Rue With SMiles
And Tears For


News A Dear
Indian Blogging

FRiEnD Astha




Her Tenure
Of Wings As
Angel of Love


A Variant
Of Covid-19
Cut Her Loving
Wings on Earth



Like You

Living Love On Earth

Of Course Her Love
Breathes on


A Little

In Memory
Of Astha not

Sure if She


Your Soul Online🙏

Love So Much
Tears Prove
Who You

A Place Where
Cake Doesn’t
Even Touch Love
That You Taste Cake 🎂

To Be Clear Naked
IS A Metaphor For Shedding
All Illusory Fears Love For
All No Chains to Wear…
Be Naked i Am Love

One Cure
Loving All🙃

True Dear
Vrunda Mountain
Top is First And Last
Step Same Valley Low


One Top
And Bottom
Step One or None😊🙌

Green Beans
One of Katrina’s
Favorites With
Fried Potatoes too!

And Mutton Rue
Creative Dish Indeed!

SMiLes Dear Savvy More Prayers
For All You Love In India in Safe
Ways of Preventing Pandemic
Disease Sadly Astha Who i have

Noticed Visiting You Here Only
in Her Twenties Has Passed Away

From Covid-19 Truly Sad

As She Was Such A Loving

Soul to All She Touched

In Life

Anyway my
FRiEnD More

Fire for Prayers

For India And For All

To See We Breathe in One World

Same Love With Giving Sharing
Caring Freely With Least Harm For All..:)

LoVE Dear Sohair
Virtue With Wings

Staying Alive

In Roughest

Seas of Turmoil in Life…

i’m Not Sure if You’ve Come
Across Astha A Young Woman
From India Who Blogs Yet She

Was A Very Loving Soul Sadly only

In Her Twenties That Reminds me too

Your Birthday is Coming Soon in May

Please Refresh my Memory on the Day

Anyway Never Lost A Close Blogging Friend

To Death Who i Was Close to And i Find the
Grief And Sadness Comparable to Friends
And Family in the Flesh and Blood World

Sadly She Succumbed to the Covid-19 Indian

Variant Just Heard Today So Sad Yet Just More Reason
In Art to Make Every Breath A Deep Loving one Indeed

Dear FRiEnD Sohair Love to You And All You Love May

We All Allow

Love to


to Move Our

Every Action RiSinG
When We Can And Will of Course..:)

SMiLes Dear Sohair the 12th of May is What i Thought hehe
in Fact i Looked For a Blog Post as it seems i remember
You Posting Your Birthday that Day on Word
Press And i Had Remembered

Your Birthday in ’73 From a User
Name You Used to Use Yet

As i remember You Said
’74 Which Makes You
4 Years Younger

Than Katrina And
14 Years Younger Than
me Which Means i am Almost
Elder Enough to be of Father’s
Age to You Haha and it is getting

Closer to Grandfather Age for Other
Bloggers i relate to on WordPress too
And Already in the Dance World too 40
Years Younger There too as The Generations

Continue to Come More in View for me So Far
Hehe They Are Still Catching up Dancing With
me Staying on their Feet 3 Hours Before Covid-19
Shut That Activity Down Last Year and No Telling When
it Will Really Be Safe to Go Back Unmasked Again And in Close

Proximity of Dancing As Groups Do… Wishes Prayers For You To come
Together With Your Soul Mate Again at Least As Friends that will
Be Nice And Yes Interesting that Your Birthday Falls on Eid Al Fitr
Day too And Yes my Birthday is on the 6th of June Reaching 61

i am Feeling Much Better Now
Relating Grief for the Loss of
A Very Kind Young Blogging
Friend to Covid-19 We Are
Verily So Blessed and Advantaged

To Be Vaccinated HereYet Sadly there
Are So Many Conspiracy Theories People
Believe in only 20 Percent So Far Willing
to Get Fully Vaccinated Locally So Far As it is True

i’m Sure All the Indian People would Get Vaccinated
If they Had the Same advantages Here and of Course
in Egypt too Dear FRiEnD Hope and Pray You Stay Safe And Well
God Bless All You Love Sohair and May All Your Fortune Turn to Love..:)

Hehe Sohair i Never Really Feel
Age by Numbers Yet By Feeling

Some of the Oldest Ages Were

21 And 47 too Hehe…

True There is

No Doubt

Almost Every Woman

Has Been More Emotionally

Intelligent than Me Until i Moved
Through Hell And Reached the Other

Side With A Blooming Soul Finally
Altogether More than A Mind With
Addition of HeaRT And Soul at 53

Truly Reborn With the Other Side of
Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual Intelligences

Right Brain Metaphor Of Mind Versus Yes Left

Brain Nerd of School Haha without Many Colors

Of Emotions to Feel Sense From Head to Toe to
Give Share Freely Caring With Least Harm for All too…

Yeah Brother Will

Do For me too

Dear Sohair

It Doesn’t

Seem God Intended

By Nature Now For

Me to Be A Father And

That is okay too Breathing

Love Will Always Be Enough Complete For
me this Age Without Numbers This Color of Water Love..:)

SMiLes Dear Lala Rukh It’s
Not Often Someone Promises
You They Are Gonna Be A Forever

Friend It’s Always A Good Feeling

When Someone Cares

Today i Lost Such

A Friend only

Knew This Blogging

Friend for Several Months

Yet Like You And Several Others

i have Met on this Poetry Trail online

She Was Kind to Everyone She Met

On Her Poetry Journey Her Name

Was Astha Sadly Close to

Your Age A Professor

Engineer in India
Looking to Gain

Finally Finding

A Bit Of Love Before

Covid-19 The India Variant

Took Her Life Away So Sad Her

Last Post Said ‘To Be Continued’

All About the Love She Found Finally in Life

To Truly Breathe and Exhale This Love True

So Yeah It’s So Sad Brought Immediate Tears

to me Yet of Course

Life is Test of

DarK And Light
And As Long as We
Use all the Gifts of God
Nature Indeed Like Tears

We Will Survive And So Will Love

Even The Breath of Loved Ones Passing

Away We Continue to Share This way True
Anyway Love to You And All You Love Stay
Safe and Well Dear Friend Blessed With Blissings too..

As Another 6th Comes And Goes Time is A River Happy as i Flow…:)

SMiLes Dear Akshita As Another One of Your Bloggers
Commenting on Your Blog They Are the 666th Follower
As i was Unsure where i might Leave this Comment

For You i am Born on 6.6.60 too Yet

Already A Follower of You

Hehe Anyway Sadly

That’s the

Good News

i Don’t Know if You Know

Yet You Are A Kind Person

And i know You Like Astha

And Her Blog As Many People

Do There Today i was Notified that

She Passed Away With Covid-19 on

April 30th And Truly i am Shocked And

So Sad As She was Such A Lovely

Soul And So Very Kind to

Everyone She

Met And

on Her Blog

in Every Instance

i noticed and always
So Kind to me too Just
A Real Angel on Earth

As You Are Kind too As it seems
All Women From India Are Anyway

i Remember Seeing Your Comments
on Her Blog and i am Glad Someone notified
me so in turn i am Bringing this Sad news to you too…

Me too Akshita She’s
One of The Kindest
People I’ve Met Online
With Poetry

Her Soul
Will Miss

Her Yet Surely Her
Kindness Lives

On In Those She
Touched SPiRiT

Of Her Soul

HeART In Words

of Her Poetry Sing

On Yes Dear Astha🙏

my Friend
Let River Soul
Continue to Flow🙏

Yes! Truly She’s
Not Much of
A Meat Eater

Rue And Like

Feral Cats She

Eats Small Frequently

(Chips And Stuff)

And Retains



Weight Through

Life When She’s
Not Napping Watching
TV📺Yes Kat Trina Hehe 😜

Thank You
Rue For
Your Kind
Words of Condolence🙏

Yep Guess it
Comes From
The Jungles
Of The United
States Most

Churches Per Square
Mile in The Record

Books Spit on
In School For
Needing Free
Lunch Passes
From the Nicely
Dressed Girls From

‘The Churches
Under the

Yet With
An All Natural
Plan Climb 40
Foot Trees Looking
Over The Roofs to
Find Fruit With No



At Age 8 Yes
This Is Where The
Real Story of Wonder


Begins Isn’t

It Funny The
Church Kids

Spit on
Me For
Being A
Boy Smiling
For No Reason




i Married
The Woman

Who They Spit
On And Threatened

To Beat Up When


It’s Not
Really any
Wonder To
me The Bishop

For This Area Issued
A Letter to His Entire
Diocese Chastising
Folks in The Name

Of Jesus
For Criticizing
Folks Refusing
To Wear Masks
At Church In A
Deadly Pandemic

To Save



Of Breathing

Life Now i Understand

Where Those Kids

Came From



Yet As





For Love
To Truly







Of My
True Bible
Dear Rue

Not Afraid
To Stand

For Love


All Storms






With Fur

Fly Over
A Cuckoo’s

Nest Unscathed

Where Sadly


Wings Fall
Dear Rue For Real…

SMiLes Dear Jade Dance, Song, Poetry
Of the Soul Finds Us And Connects to Us

Within in Right Hemisphere Metaphor

Of Mind Where Left Brain May

Search For Creativity
Wholeness Union

In Life With

All And

Sadly Stay

Divided And
Separating From Being All…
At 47 Separated From Soul This
Way Yet Piano Notes FLoWinG Through
My Fingers of Creativity for the Days Decades
Then Ever only Playing By Sheet Music Before

As True my Soul the Silent Right Brain Metaphor
Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual Part Found a Song
Through Fingers and Notes to Communicate SOS

Soul Of Suffocating in So Much Numb And Pain
Yet No One Tells Us in School, Work, or Even
Church How This Happens to A Human Being
We Are Stuck Having to find This Unity by
LooKinG iN And Letting Silent Soul Mind
Escape As Left And Right Brain
Metaphor May Find Marriage
of Soul With Words in Poetry
Releasing SPiRiT oF HeART
Free This Way to Come to Play
No Different Than A 5 Year-Old
Child and Less Before Spirit of Soul
Is Taken Away in a Left Brain Metaphor
World of School And Work Usually to Come

Next Where
One May
Be Lost

From Child Eyes

of Play and Creativity

Potentially All of Their Life

Never Returning to Unity oF ALL

Fortunately For me i Recorded the Piano
Song on a Cheap Dictation Device in the Midst
Of All the Pain And Numb i recorded it on Youtube

To Hear Back Easily When i Could Tolerate the Sound
And Any Colors oF Light in Both Visual/Hearing And Feeling of Bringing
Emotions Back to Breathe Again In This World More Than Living Dead…

i Named it ‘Challenging Alexithymia’ as Ironically i Lost Connection of Words
Expressing Emotions And The Poetry Free Verse Found me to Marry Words

Of Soul Again



My Fingers

Again And

In the Song i Created

One May Hear A Soul
Struggling to Survive and
Fighting its Way Back Home

i couldn’t Describe the Archetypal
Story of the Hero We All Face in Life
In Words Then Rising Out of Dark Bringing
Light Back to Others Yet Now i Can And Will
And Even Share That First And Only Song i Composed
Shortly Before i Went to Hell in 2008 Back in 2007 For
Then to Return Again to Breathing Life in Colors Again for
All In Mind And Body Balancing Soul Until Age 53 on 7.19.2013…

Your Words Concisely Provide the Same Meaning to me For it’s
True i Listen With More Than Eyes and Ears too the Deeper Part

Our Soul


May get

Lost Along the

Way Just Waiting

For Someway to




Return Again
to the Part of Mind
That Does Words that
May Not Be Colored With Breath of Life..

Lost A Poet Friend From India to Covid-19
A Professor Engineer in India Pursuing Her PHD
Keeping Colors of Her Soul Alive The Same

Way As She Said “Writing Feels Good” And
“Feelings Are the Proof That You Are Rare” It’s’ true

God Smiles




And The World
Loses A Child When They
Disconnect As That Applies
to Us Within And With Others too…

The Good News Is We aRe Still Breathing
And Poetry Keeps That Breath of Life For Others to Taste…:)

SMiLes Aloha Hawaii FRiEnD

Surely An Artistically Designed

And Built Home Finely Crafted

Coming to Fruition For You Now
Again What i notice

Most is

Happy Dogs

To Be There
Very Peaceful Looking
Lay-out in Paradise Indeed
Thanks For Sharing Beauty..:)

Dedicated to Astha Her Last
Poem on Earth Created Below

An Angel in Heaven on Earth As Well….

My world become heaven,

My soul starts dancing like butterflies in a garden of scented flowers,

I can feel my heart beats,

Since the day that I met you…
I’m losing myself,

I’m losing my world in you,

I’m losing my heart,

I just lost everything,

Since the day that I met you…
I’m becoming more mad,

I start blushing like moon,

I start smiling like an idiot,

Since the day that I met you …
I start missing you,

I’m staring at your pictures,

Sometimes I can’t message or call you I just check your last seen,

And I don’t know what is happening,

Since the day that I met you…
I start seeing you with my closed eyes,

You became my most special ally,

My heart starts hearing your soul’s voice,

There is a connection,

Since the day that I met you…
To be continued…… ❤️

-Astha Srivastava ♥️



‘No Greater Authority Than Love JusT SaYiN’

Just As Memories Remain In Our Mind

We Remain In The Mind That’s God

It Always Amazes me The Tribal Nature
of Humans Believing They Will Instruct
The Essence of Nature By What Clothes

To Wear Like Three Letter God

And Tell God What God

Must Do And How

‘HE’ Must Do

It Too


Again the

Problem Is THiS Is What
Happens When A ‘Condom’ Doesn’t Fit ‘Him’

HAha It’s So Funny As That Is All of What It

Boils Down to, In HeLL ON EaRTH

Without A PeNiS

God Is Nothing

And One Man Too

And The Word Became

Flesh It’s True Words Will Do
Many Amazing Wonders Without Flesh too…

If Only TradeMarK JeSuS Had A Pen And Some Paper

Perhaps None of ‘These Lies’

Such A Lonely

‘Boy’ Just


On A Cross
Like All of the
Other ‘Fools’ ‘Slobs With God’s Face’…

Hehe i Find The Essence Of Nature The Same
Place A Bird Does Wind Flying Eagles Wings NoW iN FLoW…

Yawn All of ‘These
Fussy {Fuzzy} Butts’ Worrying
About Capturing Wind in A Jar
Indeed Just A Small Three Letter God

WHeRE A TiP oF A Tongue Gets Trapped
On The Roof Of A Mouth At Least ‘Allah’

Lets God Escape A Mouth Hehe


A Tongue

Out With Us…

Not Much Different
Than ‘Kali’ Laughing

AT Us Telling the Essence
of All That is DarK Thru LiGHT Beyond
What That Essence Must Be Do Hehe…

As And IS A Form

It’s Highly



Essence oF All
That Is Is FoCuSinG
On Human SHells Without Souls Free Now…

SMiles Dear
Jade to me
Of Heaven



Is To Be
A Giver Now
Most in This
World We LiVE iN
At Least


A Title

Of Wittiest

Fool From

All The
Others Who
Cannot Hear
A Sound Of Music
God’s Breathing Now


Beyond All
Form Essence
NoW Of Kindness




Always New
Thank You




Hehe Obviously Usually
i Don’t FiT iN A TwitterVerse Yet
I Don’t Feel Like A Lonely Boy Now🙌☺️

Better than
A Parthenon 🏛
Sunset 🌅 Yes Greek

Caesar Salads Are
Mexican Not Roman
Thanks To Your Schooling Doc🙌

SMiLes Dear Jade This is
Even More Fun Than
The Decade Young
i Spent Playing
Tennis At The
City Park Hehe
So Focused in
Flow Some Folk
Thought i’d Go

Pro Yet


i Just Like
People And
Poor With Snazzy
Socially Appropriate
Verbal Skills Tennis


The Gift

To Connect
With All Who
Played in Town

No Different



Hehe The
Scale is just
Global Now

For it’s

At The


And Arts

A Lonely
Boy And Or
Girl Who Never
Gives Up Trying

To Find Someway

To Be Heard



Of The
DarK to
Shine And
Be Touched By Warmth

Oh Yeah Dance Works
Too Oldest Human


Of Life
Language Indeed☺️🙌

SMiles Dear Jade
Felt A Need For
More than

One Finger
On A Smart
Phone to

Express What
Comes Next Yet
As Always in

Flow in
Of Souls With
Other Poets
And Artists

You Have
Already Expressed
Part of What my



In Your

Next Poem
So i Shall
Leave This

Here in Reply With one
Smartphone Finger

And Travel To
Your Next

With 10 Fingers
Dancing Singing

With SMiLes
Of Creativity You Inspire🙌😊

SMiles Dear
Aloha FRiEnD
Locals Laid
As Much
As Happy

Aloha iNDeeD
Love to Hear It


Of Glee☺️🙌🏝

‘No Greater Authority Than Love Just


4 Months And Counting Dear
Rafiah Till You Birth A Lovely
Child in Your Birthday

Month of


Happy 7th As
Always Sadly

Yesterday i Am
Notified of The
Loss of A Dear

FRiEnD to
The Horrible
Indian Variant
Of The Pandemic

There So

Sad About

A Year Older
Than You
Dear Rafiah
And So Smart
Sweet Kind



Like You

On Earth

i Always Pray
That You And
All You Love
Stay Well



Feel And
Give Love Freely
Receiving Love




This Place
Of Love Within
To Give Share
Care Freely




Least Harm

For All is The Place

God Breathes With

Us And In Us
In Heaven


Earth Now
Love You Dear
FRiEnD Rafiah




And Star
Dust Blood

LeSSoN 354 Just As Memories
Remain In Our Mind We
Remain In The Mind That’s God

SMiLES Dear FRiEnD What i
Woke up And


In my

Mind After Writing

And Putting


9 Thousand

Words Like Puzzle

Pieces Of Love Detective

To Describe God To Others

Helps So Much On My

Journey The Part

The Path You


Been An



On The Road

On My Travels

Of Truth That Lights my

Soul Colors of Love Breathing
🙏🙏🙏 😇 🙏🙏🙏

SMiles Hehe
i’ll Do
my Very Best🙌😊

SMiLes Dear Jade Blessed on the
Autism Spectrum Without the Ability
to Speak Until Four So Hard to Understand

By Others in Output After That

Yet So Blessed With Input

of Remembering And

Decoding Symbols

Just Pay Attention
to the Teacher Never
Really Even Read A Book

And Ace Every Multiple Choice

Test As A Stellar Rote Memory
Temporary For That All that Need
Be to Make Straight A’s All the Way

Through Three College Degrees Yet

What is Left Undone then is the Output

Part Hehe Necessary at That Point With Three
Humanity Degrees as The Business Degrees
That i Could Have Done With my Systemizing
Mind Just Had no Color of Soul That i Wanted Most

In Life


Most to

Create Anew!

Not What i Read
in A Book Before

Yet Again with only
Answering Questions
on Multiple Choice Tests

Farthest Away From That Gift
Coming to me in Life Oh Goodness
After College Without Output Never Even
Likely Getting A Job Except for A Government
Grant and A Military Bowling Center Going to Computer
Scoring Among First in the Nation and Hehe the only one

From the Applications

With A Computer

Class then in


That Would Eventually
Lead me to Financial Independence
Yet With Gifts and Curses getting better
At Social Interaction on the Autism Spectrum
Yet Ironically The Intellectual Side of the Paradise

of University


Away Somewhere
in A Card Catalog
All that Was Left then

of Any Potential Intellectual
Life it got to the point that all i did
Was Write Down one Word For Years
in a Pass Down Log at the End of the Night:


You Know Dear FRiEnD ‘Times’ Have Changed
Now We Have All the Intellect And Arts At Our Finger

Tips on a 6 inch Screen Indeed the Tool the Key to All the
Reserves Of Human Science/Art Are Now At Our Disposal Almost Free
And Easily Available Always Now Yet the Metaphor i Love to Use Now is
Jesus, Buddha, Lao Tzu, Mozart, Beethoven, Van Gogh, DaVinci, Michelangelo,
Uncle Bob, And Great Aunt Jettie, And All the Rest of the Folks on the Album Cover
of The Sergeant Pepper’s Lonely Heart’s Club Band Got Stuck At the Bus Stop

Playing A Never
Ending Game

in Distraction

of Candy Crush

With Never A Forrest
Gump Story to Relate About Life
No Paintings or Any Of the Other
Arts And Sciences too You Know

Now It’s True As my Family Used
to Remind me my Grandfather An
X-Catholic Irish Priest from Limerick
Who Broke the Rules So i would Eventually
Be Seeded in a Little Town in Northwest Florida
‘Backwoods’ As ‘They’ Say He Eventually Became
An Editor of a Magazine in New York, New York, Author
of Books, And Even Has His own Wiki Page Now For Biography
too And as Family Stories Have it Living in New York, New York
in the Socialist Circles Then Dining With Einstein in that Circle of
Acquaintances then… my Father Raised on A Farm Going into the

Routine of Law Enforcement

for 46 Years Claim to Fame

Longest Serving Deputy Sheriff
In Florida At One Point Yet No
Desire to Even Become A Sergeant
After He Tried it And Gave it up for the ‘Old Routine’…

In Other Words It’s not Enough to Go to School And Listen
to the Teacher and Make Straight A’s And Oh Yeah my Father

And A Poem my Mother Wrote As She Was the Actual Published Poet
The Poem She Wrote “Green Eyes” As She Laid Eyes Upon My Father
at the Court House She Worked At Clerical As Such Winning Best Figure
in 11th And 12th Grade Yes Most Feminine Woman Elected in School As Such

She Said in His Attire At That Point Half Shaven As Beverage Agent With
Camouflage Clothes to Catch Moonshiners in the Deep Woods That Whoever
Was Married to that Man Must Be the Luckiest Woman in the World As He Was the
Best Looking Man She Ever Saw on the Face of the Earth And So He Asked
Her to Marry Him on the Second Date And She Did And He Rarely Ever
Spoke Another Word to Her And His Identical Twin Brother Also
Likely on the Autism Spectrum Never Said a Word At all to Her
in 3 years as He Was in Law Enforcement too.. He Left When
i Was 3 Years-Old Before i could Speak to Pursue His
Dream to Become Rich telling my Mother She
Needed to Go to Work to Make Money
Instead of Staying Home As She
Wanted to, devoting her Whole
Life to Raising Her Children

Which She Did Anyway Working
too As We Lived in a Little Shot-Gun
Home DownTown on the River in the
Small Milltown that My Grandmother Owned
Growing up in a Matri-Focal Family Smothered
With Love Finding My Fearless Father Later at
53 Years-Old Within Finally Then Yet you See

When i was Young What i admired Most is How
The Elders Sat together in A Living Room For Living
Not Even A Radio Just Narrating Stories of Life With
Emotions Bringing them to Life as the Event Reborn
Comes Back to Life And My 94 Year-Old Great Aunt Used
to Tell Me Stories Then When i was 47 With No Spirit Breath
of Life Left to Hardly Complete A Sentence Yet She Went on
Hours Poetically With Stars In Her Eyes Every Word A Song

Every Feeling

A Wave of


Deep From
Soul Hop Scotching
The Moon Soaring Above
the Sun Stars Above High
As She Was Low And Beyond

Her Less that 5 foot Frame Crippled
Bent Over Walker Barely Able to take

A Step Yet A Dance And Song Her Stars

Poetry of Voice Still Brought in Story of Soul

As You See By Now This Story Never Really

Ends or Begins it Just is Now it Breathes Life into

Words When one Frees The SonG oF Their SoUL

And Dances it Free As Wings Free Fly The Air

True It’s Not Enough to Listen to The Teacher

Find the Student

Who Will


Your Teacher

Then There is No Separation

Then All Is Melody of Breathing

Creation Activity…


You Teacher…

i Was Lucky i Was the
Ugly Duckling That the
Other Children Called an
Ugly Girl Who Was A Boy

Hehe On the Other hand my
Father Rarely Had to Do Any of
His Clerical Work in Law Enforcement

Just A Smile of Green Irish Eyes And
Secretaries Melted and did all the Work for him…
Contrasting Yes With Olive Skin And Jet Black
Thick Curly Closed Cropped Hair From Yes the
Cajun 17 Year-Old Girl Who Woo’ed Him From
The Pews When my Grandfather Was Her Priest
at 36 Years-old It’s true my Grandmother in Her

60’s Still Had

Live in




French too Where

They Practiced Language too…

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD There is A Certain
Something Missing From Twitter Life The
Stories That Bring Life to Love And Deeper to Exhale…

Let me Find A Song For This As Really All Humans Wanna go to a Deeper place…

That’s What’s Missing the Story Most We Narrate With Each Other in life to Connect

And Be


More Than Just

‘That Stone Statue’

on the Album Cover

of the “Sergeant Pepper’s (i used to be)

Lonely Heart’s Club Band” by ‘the Beatles in ’67…

It’s Worth Noting Now That at the Head of the

Whole Band ‘Lakshmi’ Leads the Choir (Band)…

It’s Worth noting She’s From Every Country… too…

i Believe That Deep Down We All Wanna Come Out of ‘The Shallows’..

i Just Wanna Give Everyone i meet A Gift my 94-Year Old Crippled

Great Aunt Gave me: Breath Now…:)

Just As Memories Remain In Our Mind

We Remain In The Mind That’s God

‘No Greater Authority Than Love JusT SaYiN’


More Than A Quadrillion
Points of Stars in Day of Night
Still That Many Souls To Touch Before Going Quiet

Amazing What It Takes Jade
To Make A Sunset And
Sun Rise Color Even

More Amazing It Is
That Humans Feel
And Sense Beauty
Awe And Wonder
All Around Us Now

No Separation in This Beauty
That We Feel Now the Awe
And Wonder of Twilight That
Begins and Never Ends that

We Create as Our Own Gift Of Life

This Breath This Art of Being These Days

That Last Forever Now WHere One Word





And Continues

to BReaTHE Eternally

Now No Different Than

Each Step of Dance

WHere Gravity



There is No
Inertia to Feel

Flight Comes On Land
Touching Ground Same

Just Another Day in A Life Yet

Even More When We Think About

Super Nova Explosions Crucible

Fire Star Death Streaming Iron

Now in Our Blood Same

As Mother Earth in

Her Core That

Off Springs

Us As Now We

Enjoy Still Becoming Essence This
Spring Star Dust Resurrecting Beauty
Wisdom Even Love Out of Star Fire Death

Rather Than Fearing Embracing Beauty Of A Miracle Now

Just This Breath Just This Gift Just This Present Enigma Light…

SMiLes Dear Sohair ‘Reptile Brain’

Understands Two Ways

To Remember

Most to Survive

Fear That Brings Fight or Flight
And Lust That Brings Reproduction to Life…

This Is Reality As Associated We All May Master

Fear And Passion Yet of Course

When Society Comes

For Sale Fear

Is Used

to Subjugate and

Control Most And Lust

Is Used to Sell ‘THINGS’ Most As Well
Particularly in Free Markets Where Anything
Goes Best to Control the Masses And Sell to them too…

So How Do We Avoid All of This We Do What We Love



Of Course for

Those Who Ascend

And Transcend All the

Subjugation, Control And
Mastery Over Our Reptile Brains As Such

True There is the Limbic Brain System Where

Glue Becomes Love And True There is A Neo
Cortex As Well At Best That Sees Through Who Is Fooling

Us Keeping

Us Away

From Free

With Wings to Fly
in Mastery of this Life LoVE NoW…:)

Obviously, If We Keep

Our Eyes Shut Around

Folks Who Can’t See

They’ll Have to Find Their Way to

See Blind…


It’s What

We All Do Anyway…

If We Cannot Speak Our
Truths No One Will Hear…

If We Cannot Listen
To Lies That Won’t



Sticks And Stones
May Break my Bones

Yet You See i Have A Place For Words too…

Let’s Face it, Not Everyone Is The Same; Some
Folks Break Down Over Words, No Different Than Sticks And Stones…

If We Are In an Interaction Where All Differences Are Discussed in Peace

That’s Where



Most Yet only

When Mature Human

Beings Are Present Fully Developed oh
How Rare That is When Humanity Becomes A Lost Art…

When Patience Is Reduced to A ‘Candy Crush’ Game at A Bus Stop of Life…

People Who Become Secure And Self-Authenticated Complete Won’t Be Brought

Down By Words;

Yet How


Is Indeed ‘These Days’…

Obviously, the ‘Photos’ Don’t Lie…

And Obviously It’s A Bit More Difficult When Speech Doesn’t Go Away…

Unless One is Totally in Control of Regulating Their Emotions and Senses Now…



Humanity 101…

And All the Bits And Bytes Now…

In ‘A Society’ of Do Least Harm

All Concerned Must Be Taken Into Consideration…

That’s An Art And Never Ever A Science And or ‘Religion’ Alone;

A Practice of

Life and Love at Best…

Other than That Haha;
‘Symbols On A Page’ Don’t Scare me…

Only Dead Shells on the Beach
When The Living Stuff i Master

Is Within ‘my SHell’…

In A ‘Game of Apes’,

It Doesn’t Matter How Foolish

The Play Is; Those Who Stand Together

Dominate The Game; If ‘You’ ‘Think’ So Called ‘Intellect’

Wins ‘the Game’ Over Base Classically Evolved Emotions, Obviously

You Are in

An Illusory

Game of Reason

As Emotions Rule Human

Beings And Even The Most Ridiculous

Ignorant And Even Death Bringing Behavior

When Shared in Common Binds And Bonds of

Social (Politics/Religion) Glue Wins the Game, Live

or Die, It’S How

It’s Played


Sure, We

May Escape


And Yes i Do;

Yet those Who

Play Together, No

Matter What the Rules

Are Or How Nuts The Outcome of the Play is ‘Win’ the ‘Game’….

Or Shall We Point to the Lessons of Donald J Trump And How

Minions Continue to Follow Most Despicable Leaders; Actually “Minions”,

That Movie Series, is ‘Smarter’ Than All the ‘So-Called Dark Web Brainiacs

Pasted Together’…


From ‘Reality’ Again

Is Only A Temporary Fix

And True Again i Do It too; It’ll

Probably Work For Another Decade or Two…

Yet You See, There is A Much Bigger Picture; Nature

is Slowly Purging Our

Part in All the

Current Ice
Age Humans Have Become…

Spring Will Return And Balance Will
Return Until the Next ‘Ice Age’ Comes; Whatever

It is that Follows the Fall and Rise of Waves Off and On…

True Life’s Not Fair; Party On Baby, Dance Like The Rest of

the UniVerse is Hot

And Cold Rocks…


Rock On..

While You Can And Will…

i Understand the Impermanence

And Miracle of this Smallest Sliver

Opportunity For Heaven on Earth

And Like Ferris Bueller Gonna

Twist And Shout While

The Minions Do ‘Their Thing’

As Otherwise Life Moves Pretty

Fast You Could Miss Heaven on Earth;

And Sure i’ll Vote That Much is True…

And i’ll Even Eat Some Popcorn And Report How Waves Fall…


i Continue to Rise…

For Now At Least

As THere Is no More

Real Than What We Feel

And Sense Now Yawn Just

Another DaY in Paradise Coloring Spring i Will Do…

In Other Words, i’ve Ascended And Transcended ‘The Game’; i only Play

Like What Will Happen if Folks No Longer Work For Pay; No Longer Consume

Nature so Much…

We All Might



or Rise a Bit Longer…

Yet It’ll Never Happen

Unless Most of Us Join

Hands And Change the Current Politics oF iGnorance…

The Nature of Social Animals Is Politics; Solo or Whole;

It’s All Religion…

It’s What Social


Naturally Do Do…

True It’s Nice to Rise Above That Do…

Obviously Being Financially Independent

MakeS A Difference When Money And
Consuming As MucH As Possible Is
‘God 2.0’, ‘A New Ice Age S&&& Religion’, i No Longer Consume

Its Not Amazing It’s When Politics Becomes More Important Than
The Sanctity of Breathing Life And Cowards Bow to Trumps In Life

Amazing A Bishop Will Require A Priest to WeaR A Garment Of Love
“A Golden Robe” Yet Not REQUIRE Masks to Save Folks From Covid-19

What i Tell Folks Wearing
Golden Robes At Church

If Nature’s Religion Is Not Okay With ‘You’ You Are
‘Free’ to Wear Clothes Remain Disguised From You

Coming Out of the
Cave Finding

Both Light

And New Colors

of Green Truly

An Only Way to Become Spring
SMiLes Happy Mother’s Day Doc
Even If You Aren’t A Baby Mama

You are part of Mother Earth As We All Are

Earth’s Offspring Best Holding Hands Like Leaves of Grass

Now Wouldn’t It Be Nice If Everyone Celebrated EartH As A Real Virgin Married..:)

WaLKinG iN Lightening Storms For 66 Months In Hell With No Fear
Coming Out of The Storms Living Without Fear Truly Breathing…

When Words Get Tired i
Dance When Steps Get
Tired i Sing Then Sleep
Then Repeat
Tired of Wings
Nor Does Wind
Carrying Flight Now
Mariana With SMiles🦅
Happy Mother’s Day

Listens True
Much to Be Said
Now For Nature to Speak
Silent Thunder Lightenings

THere iS An Art To Why That Little Autistic
Child Who No One Wants to Sit Next To At
Lunch Plays Hardest Easiest NoW As Wind

Hehe Imagine
A World With
No Oil Where
Everyone Gets
Their 10,000
Steps in Every
Day Perhaps



Will Smile
Less Well Oiled


For It’s True
There is No
Doubt With



Have Raped

The Rest of
Nature As If
We Are The



Worth While

On Earth Yet

The Rest of
Nature’s Voice
Shall Be Heard

As Lightening
Comes Then Thunder 🌏

This Is All Just Another Stage Of Grief
Trust me Or Not What My Mother Told
me Is Correct Gift Of Change This Passes

Better Yet Sue My Mother She’s Dead Yet It’s
All Her Fault i’m Still Love She Never Gave Up
On Me In Hell i Won’t Ghost The Devil Either

So F iN Sue me For BEiNG Love You’ll Only
Get 🩸Blood🩸 Raindrops Of Blood Love Storming Your Hell

Same Reason i Will Never Ever BeLiEVE iN A Psychopathic God
Who Tortures Even Less Than A Grain Of Sand Forever Sand Rescue

True i Rather Be Depressed Because Someone Doesn’t Wanna
Play With me Versus They Are Dead Why i Always Forgive

SMiles True
Love IS A
Witty Fool
Within Who Never

Gets Bored Entertaining Life

Is Enough



Even When

No One Else
Wants To Play
Sure Play With God


With SMiles🙏🙌

Hehe Wanna
See A Movie
With me
Katrina is
Too Tired to
Do It Watching
my Reality Show




For Her HAha
🎥 🍿 🎥 🍿 🎥😊☺️

SMiLes Dear Ava on the Day my Mother Passed
Away i Remember Feeling i Wouldn’t Mind

Being Born Again

To Her Forever

too my FRiEnD

Mother’s Birth

Love That’s

The Only Way i’d

Wanna Be Born yet

It’s True All Mother’s

May Be Cherished And All
Women Who Are Not Mothers

For Gardening LoVE iN All of Us Most…

Speaking of Passing away Fellow Blogger

Astha From India Succumbed to Covid-19

Not Sure If She Was one of Your Blogger

Friends Yet She is Surely A Friend i would

Love to


in Every

Lifetime too

As You As Well With SMiLes..:)

SMiLes Dear Savvy

It’s True Most Every

Indian Person i Know

Tries to Do Their Best

Very Admirable Indeed…

Where i’m



Folks Try Their
Best to Fit What
Mold Others Instruct
Them to Do Sadly Substantially
Unmasked It’s Reality It’s What It Is…

People Really Could Do Better Where i am From….

So Easy What One Might Do to Save A Life Yet so Hard

for Many….

i Am Not


i See myself

As A More Fortunate

One and i Do Pity ‘Them’…

As Nothing Feels As Good to me as Caring..:)

i am A Step

i am A Word

i Am A Dance

i Am A Song

i am


i Flow Now
This WaY iN
Total Focus
Below Above Savvy..:)

Lost A Close FRiEnD
Yesterday Truly A Bit
Of Irony How Comforting
Tears Will Be Under Shades

And A Mask

While Public

Dancing When

No One Else Sees Who i am…
Allergies Don’t Really Bother
Me Since i Went to Hell on
Earth The ‘Flames’ Made
Me Immune… Yet i Feel

Soul Which Means

i’m Human


With Tears

i Am Not Afraid of

Tears With or Without

Shades and A Mask Moreover
i’m Not Afraid of Being Human

Naked And All Natural Most Folks





It is and just
As Sad As Losing

A Closest FRiEnD Within…

Actually i’M A Dancer, Haha, Obviously the
Dude Wasn’t Referring to me; i Think You’re Smart Enough

To See that too…

Of Course, You Know i’m Not A ‘Protestant Or Catholic’;
Although i Study All Major Religions And Visit Churches As A Hobby…

Obviously, i Do Protest About Any Lies i Come across As Lies Aren’t

my Cup of Life, if Your Statement is Tongue-in-Cheek; Humor Has A Place…

As i See ‘Trademark Jesus’ As Only a Story; And At Most in Actual Flesh and Blood, A Little Brown
Man Who Hung On A Cross; No More Integral to Nature Than Mexican Roofers As Such or Carpenters too;
Or Less Than A Grain of Sand too; Jesus Never Wrote A Word, Illiterate Aramaic; As Yes i’m a Realist Most Although

It’s Safe

to Dance

And Sing

My Reality

is Not the Same as Most…

(Autotelic Flow, Almost Always
Nirvana and Bliss, Yes Heaven Now)

So Yes of Course, The Nature i ‘See’

Is Highly Unlikely, The Nature Most Folks ‘Feel’…

It’s A Practice of Life in Seeing More With No

Words Necessary at all…

i BeLiEVE iN Much

More Than

A ‘Three Letter
God’ That’s ‘Kindergarten’ (An Idol
Noun) As This Essence i Live Now Is Beyond
What Most Folks Can Even Fathom As Reality;

i Experience ‘God’; There Is No Need For Belief
When God Is Experienced As A Verb And Not

JusT A Story Book…

How Would i Know,
Feel, And Sense It…

i Lived

in the

‘Other Place’

Most Folks Still Currently ‘Visit’ For Now;

Change is Reality; Balance it Now In Bliss
And There’s No Greater Place to Go Yet Now…

To Be Clear, Some of the Jesus Story makes Sense; Luke 17:21 And John 14:12, Not

Much More; Most of it is No Better Than What A Ghost Author of Trump Could Come up with…

And Really, Overall, No Less Dangerous Than Q-Anon Conspiracy Theories As Without

So-Called ‘Christianity’, the Way it is practiced in the United States, With Support for

An Obvious Man of Truly Evil Deeds, Trump, Across His Whole Life Span Already

Packaged as Such Before Getting Elected, Trump Would Have Never Been Elected

Without Support From the Pulpit; Rarely is there Really Any Separation of Church And State…

More Than A Quadrillion
Points of Stars in Day of Night
Still That Many Souls To Touch Before Going Quiet


See This Gift of Love This Real God Is Love
iS oNly On Loan Still From Mama’s Breath An
Only Way To Pay It

Back Is To Do God

SMiles Jade Invariably
A Song Inspired By
What i Write Comes
While Reading Poetry
Soul FLoWinG Shaping
Streams Coming Together
Flooding Banks
All At Once A
River is Always
Magic As Your Poetry
Inspires Happy Mother’s
Day to All Loving Mother’s


With SMiles😊

SMiles Jade
Your Welcome
Is Always Enough
Keep Inspiring Poetry☺️

None of the ‘Above Mentioned’ Ended Up

Happy And Successful Where it Really

Counts In Human Relationships; No

Thanks, Not Settling for a Musk,
Gates, Or Einstein Personal Life of Asperger’s…



Achieve More…

Went Out and Just Did It…

Have A Nice Day; It ALL Depends

On What We Value In Life NoW…

i Was ‘Perfectly’ Happy Playing With

My Train Set Back in the 60’s; Still Have

It And i Don’t Give A Damn How Much Money It’s Worth…

It’s A Frigging


And A Frigging

Antique That Still

Works As Good And

Better Than Ever Like Me at Close to 61…

What Did They Say About the Little Choo Choo Who Still Choo Choo’s

And Never Runs Out of Steam; It’s All About Balance on the ‘Rails Of Life’…

True And on Top of That i Used to Be A Broken Train Set And Fixed Myself Complete

Enough Whole

No Different

Than Humpty

Dumpty Without

All ‘The Other Help’…

Celebrate What We Can

And Will Do; Make It Enough

Whatever It is Complete Now If We Can And Will…

Of Course i’m TalKinG to Myself Complete Autistically Enough

As Such; Don’t Need Anyone’s Affirmation to Fly On Land With Toes

Touching The Ground in



My Best

FRiEnD Gravity

The Cure to All My
iLLS; Just Becoming FRiEnDS

With Balance…

Choo Choo

Choo Choo Hehe
It’s Fun That’s All i Need to Play…

People Make Life Way More Complicated

Than It Needs to Be; Bet You i Could Become

Famous And Called Legend too Within a Year

If i Just Went out in Public And Danced Free Wait!

i already Did it! And 7 Times Over; Why? it’s Just
Fun Whether Anyone Else Wants to Join in or not…

i Also Wrote the Longest EPiC Long Form Poem
5 Times Over too; That Was Fun too whether anyone


to read

it or not,

i do it cause it’s

Fun Playing That’s All
i need to know to do it…

-the Little 3 Year

Old Non-Verbal



Off in the

Corner All Alone

Playing With A Big

Grin On His Face That

Folks Call the R Word

As There is no Reason for His Happiness others see…

Hey Baby; It’s All About the Play; Either We Find It Keep

This Flow or We Don’t Stay on Top of the Wave…

Again i’m

Only TaLKinG

to My Own Best Autistic Self…

Ahem, Not Seeing Any Curse Here on my End…

Yet It’s True, When i Got Lost, It Was Hell Until i Fixed my Train Set Again…

One of the Biggest Problems In Life is Not Giving Our Self Permission to Be

Our Self When Others

Take It Away…


Learned FoR Me

And At Least

A Few others

Thrilled Along

With Me on the ‘Train Ride Home’…

Choo Choo; Choo Choo; It Is What it is

For Me At Least, i “BeCoME A Wittiest Fool”, Tarot Card Zero Baby…

With Numerology Challenges 2, 3, And 4, Number 1 FOR REAL AS

FULLY Documented, Just Affirming What i Do





And Ripley

Believes It Story That’s Real…

Other Than That The Epigenetic

Potential of Human is Particularly Incredible in my Case at least…

Again, Fully Documented With Irrefutable Evidence As Such That’s Real…

i Really

Can’t See

Why Other

Folks Won’t

Do More Than me

If They Tune Their

Train Set Like A Ferrari 12-Cylinder Full Bore too…

Yet You See, And i Still See, It’s only My View Now,

Still ReMeMBeR Moped Broken Down Days too That are Every Bit As Real…

HAha, Even As Fully Documented On ‘This Site’, without Even Intending to
Do It, Just Keeping My Mind off the Suicide Disease And 18 Other Life Threatening
Disorders for 33 Out of Doing that 66 Months Here on this Website, Making the

‘Autism Speaks Controversy’ A Totally Boring Interest Again Just to keep my mind

Off of Ending it all, Shut-in, in my Home in my Underwear, Folks here Literally

Were Convinced That i was A Paid Employee of the Autism Speaks Organization;

Hey, i did that

Dying Alive;

It’s All A Matter

Of WHere We’ve Been And Only Where We Are Now…

Sticking With Labels; Believing in Limitations; Is not my Personal Style…


FoR Me

As The Record

Details to the Big Picture Extreme…

Anyway, When In Hell, We Do What It takes
to Escape, And When We Do Amazing Things NaturAlly CoMe Next…


In Effect,

What i Eat

For All my Meals Every Day Now.

See This Gift of Love This Real God Is Love iS oNly
On Loan Still From Mama’s Breath An Only Way To

Pay It Back Is To Do God

How Blessed We Are To Celebrate
Our Love For Life How Gifted
We aRe to Be Born to Mother’s

Who Birth And Garden

This Ability to Truly

Even BREaTHE Free

In this One Life Now to

Be So Yes Happy Mother’s

Day to You Savvy It’s truly

Hard to Fathom The Wings

Of An Angel Your Mother Wears

And Of Course All You Bring As A

Mother oF LiGHT to A World So Many People

Expressing Sadness And Pain Today Visiting Places

Around A Globe Perhaps The Closest They Ever Get to

Heaven Is Mama’s Love True It’s up to All Of Us to Spread This God Love…

A Mother’s



to Humanity
Number One…:)

🤗 Take
Care i


Your Pain🤗🙏

Yes Life (Love) is
For Sale Dear Nan
NoW iN Our Tech

World Considering
Women Still As


Birth And
Garden God
Yes Love Most

Happy Mother’s
(God) Day To



On The
i Literally See
God Still As
Mama’s Love

And That Song
About The Face of
God Only Being A
DUDE has Got




As Mama

Is Still Face of God
To me She is Gone


i Still
To Give, Share, Freely
Caring With Least



All With
Real Eternal



Requiring No
Worship Yet

i Still

Do Love

Essence Of
All That Is




This Only



Of Loving
Existence Now🌊

Thank ‘God’ The ‘Original Coke’ Version of JeSuS Is Reported
to Sing Verse 37 Of the Gospel of Thomas to Straighten All
‘This Mess’ Out So Many Centuries Ago Buried Away From All
The Roman Catholic Empire Editing Ways Along With
Scribe Mistakes Over Centuries And Intentonal
Changes MaKinG


Into A
Sun God Then

Rather Than Naked
SKiN of God like The
Rest of NaTuRE ALL

It’s All So Simple Our

NaKeD SKiN of God

And All This




Within to Give And
Share Free Caring With Least
Harm For All Such A Wonderful
Original Naked Tradition It Still Will
Be When HuMaNiFesT As Such in Naked Joy Free
Hehe Yeah i Realize A City of Skyscrapers 10 MiLLioN
Or So Naked In Form of God of Nature Now Hidden Will Be

Yes A Bit Originally Overwhelming This Is Surely Understandable
As ‘Original Coke Jesus’ Wasn’t Speaking to Any More
Than 150 to 200 Folks the Number of Naked
Acquaintances Humans Are Evolved to
Cooperate in Small Villages Raising
Children of Love Naked All Together

So True Ya Can’t Really Blame
Everyone For Hiding Their Naked
God Nature When We Are Living This
Way Insanely Out of Balance Therefore
Even in Trump Town USA You Will Find
Nudist Colonies Where Everyone Is Vulnerable
This Way Yet Loving Free With Temple’s of God Breathing Whole

Anyway True THaT Old Tradition of God Nature Just Won’t Work in
‘The Big City’ Insanely Out of God Nature Balance As Such So

It’s Probably Only Worthwhile

to Follow the Following Verse in

Private Or Other Social Appropriate

Areas Where Community Rules Allow

Us to Get Back to Nature of God SKiN

Free This Way With SMiLes

Yes, Yes i take the Verse

Rather Seriously and

Still Follow The Advice of

Whoever Wrote The Gospel of

Thomas Verse 37 As it Really Works

For me to Find And Actually Do ‘Yoga Union’ With God Nature
Free Within With No More Lies of ‘Clothes/Tools’ Of Separation
Now Yes this Also Makes me a Wittiest Fool too in Some EYes

Yet You
‘See’ i’m the
One Who Gets the Wit

The Only One in My Life
Responsible to See And Do God Nature Now Naked Free

37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living (God), and you will not be afraid.”

So Yes What This Means Is Miley Cyrus Is Closer to Jesus than
The So Called Pope Covered From Head to Toe In Robe With

That Fabulous
Hat He Wears
Drinking Out of

Golden Chalices to Die to Get to
A Dirt Or Ash Nap Like The Rest of Creation Now too…

Until ‘The Wave’ Rises Again in No Time Forever Now

That Last Line Ya Gonna Have to Find On Your Own God Wings…


If i Told Ya

‘The Secret’

All the ‘Fun’ Will Be Spoiled…

As Don’t Forget With No Sleep No Wake…

Humans Covering Their Wings With Clothes Go
Figure Now They (Hint: God) Are Becoming
Tools So Very Lost From Nature Of Who We aRe

It’s Worth Noting That Birds Wing God
And Are Still Highly Successful At It
Even Evolving From Dinosaurs As Such

i Realize If You Can’t Do God On Your Own
As A Human You May Always Seek A ‘Father
Figure’ To Help You Out As Such Origin oF iT

i Realize God Too Big To See Is Kinda Scary To
Some Folks So They Try to Fit God With A PeNiS IN

A Three Letter Word By Yes Myth

Founding Father’s Of This Country Were Deists When
They Spoke of Under God Beyond Measure Particularly Just A Little Brown Dude

Damn Sure Doesn’t Have to Be About Only One Man First Amendment

Rights Still Chooses OUR RIGHT to Create Traditions/ Religions

Thing Is Who Are We When We Become The Tools We Use True
Tradition/Religion Has A Place Still too Or Less Than Human

Technology Reduces The Requirements For Humans to Fit In
Tradition/Organized Religion to Survive Yes Technology Kills IT

Yeah Yeah It’s A Life Of Most Every Wolf With ‘Cactus Hugs’ Too
Without Technology to Support Ya, Ya Starve if Not Wolf Pack Fit

Religion=Tradition=Excluding People Who Are Not Part of
Tradition=Religion Yes This Is Part of Human Created


So Ironic Yet Obviously
So True So Constrained By
‘Religion’ to Be God (ALL) And Love

Everyone ALL oF iT NoW

Happy Mother’s Day
Zoe not to You
Yet Your Mother
For Raising
An Interesting
Person according

To Statistics Ya
Got Lots More
To Worry About
With Number One
Intimate Partners
Number Two Family


Than Even
A Dark
City Street
At 2 AM Yes
Be ‘Weary’ of
Dating Apps per
Number One Statistical
Area Of Concern Yet Let’s

Face it Modern Humans Literally
Are Assessed With The Attention
Span These Days By Science of
Less Than A Gold Fish Yep Three


So What
This Means
Is Go Big if
Ya Wanna Be
Too Big To See
By The Gold Fish

Hehe Statistically
Speaking in This Way
It’s Not Likely You’ll
Ever Catch up With
me On Invisibility
Of Too Big To

See Yet Let’s
Just Say

The Crowd
You Attract Is
Not Likely Gonna
Be the “Kind” to
Stalk you online
With The Style You Use


On The other
Hand if You Were
My 51 Year Old
Wife In A Bikini

The Attention
Would Be Different
Yet Hilarious When
They Find Out Katie
Mia Frederick is Close
To 61, A Martial Artist
Who Still Leg Presses
Up To 1520 Pounds At
245 Pounds Dancing Ballet
Mixed With Martial Arts

14,844 Miles So Much
‘White Male Privilege’

Yeah It Does Make
A Difference in

How You Feel

Walking On
A Dark Street
At 2 AM or Even

(When Folks
Yell Out
By in Cars)

Walking To

Your Car Out of

A Store At Night

SMiles Too Many
Other Options on
The Internet To


Worry About
Anything More
Than Nuisances

Here We Are Seriously
Grains Of Sand On The





Of Sand

Just Wanting to

Be Noticed Yawn

If You Wanna Be Noticed
And Even Named Legend
And Famous And Even



Icon For
Just Having
Fun Solo

One Year

Go Dance
2,000 Miles
In Public in
Trump Town

USA Yet You
Better Start





Thick Skin Hehe
Other That It’s Still
Truly Scary To Be
A Woman in This


Statistics Don’t Lie…

Women Deserve More

Respect Yet Sadly

Increasingly Males

Have Loss Respect
And Females For Males
Too Most



In A World
Where Life is For Sale
Glad You Found Love

There Are So Many

Very Lonely




To Feel Something
Anything Real In

If there
Is Any


Point Left At All

These are The Best Days
Ever To Be A Participant
Anthropologist Observer


So Many
‘Indiana Jones’
Ways Searching

For “The Holy Grail”

Yes i Did Archaeology

In School Too Sad How
Many Folks Miss ‘The



The Last
One only
5 Percent Got
To Participate too
With “The Ones

Too Big To See”




To “Spread

That Live” HAha 😜

Yawn What Else are Ya Gonna
Do After You’ve Been Named
Legend, Financially Independent,
Still Married To The Fairest



All Hot
As Ever
At 51


You Are Pushing

61 Since 6.6.60 Devil
Prey Tale Yes Remember
How You Were The
Kid Who Couldn’t
Until 4
And Spit On

By Christian


For Smiling

And Called

An Ugly


Who Was A Boy

It’s So Satisfying to
Free Style Dance Ballet in
Front of Minions Indeed

Dancing Spree
In Florida A
State Shaped

Like A Revolver

Fully Loaded

With Dance

And Free



In The

Of The
In “Matt Gaetz”

Land Trump And
‘DeSatanis’ Too

Is When


Are in

And The Folks
Still in Hell Won’t
Take ‘The Gift’ Now When

(Moving Meditation
Nirvana Yes Real
Science Assessed
Fountain Of
Youth in
Of Autotelic Flow)

You Give it Away Every
Day Something About
Returning And Everyone
Always Facing Their



Now Yawn

Just Another

“A Day

In The Life”


To Turn on

Some Light “IT”

Might Be Funny
For “Them” Ironically
If “The Story” Wasn’t True.. 🎥

Happy Mother’s Day That
Probably Would
Make My
me Just Being
Nice to A Stranger

With SMiles
On All Days😊

Spaces, Places, Faces
What Do We All HaVE iN
Common Yes A Mother
EartH Great To Always

Celebrate And
Cutest Baby
Birds With
A Mother


And Your Future

Child Who Will
Be SMiLinG At


So Happy

To Be Born
To You Feeling
Your Touch Being
Born Of God’s Face Love

As You
With The

Greatest Gift
To Shine More
Love on The World
Yes As You Your Wonderful

Mother’s Gift As Well

So Say Happy Mother’s

Day To one You Call Mom
Too For Treasure Of FRiEnD

You Who
Flew in

to my Life
On Wings of Kindness
That A Mother’s Love Brings
🐦 😊🐦☺️🐦🤗🙏

Hehe SMiles Yes Dear
Sohair even i have
Problems opening
Some of My
Blog posts
Directly With
Linked Titles And
Opening Up The

Entire Website
i Only Use my
Desktop With
On WordPress The
Other Blogs Are Easier
To Open Yet No Word
Press Commenting
System Or
To Interact
With People
That Is A Greatest
Feature For Human


With SMiles🌹☺️

SMiles Sohair
i just Figured
Your Pic is
Of The
No Harm Will Come🙏😊

SMiLes Dear Sohair Thanks So Much Katrina Says For Happy
Belated Birthday Wishes And A Happy Mother’s Day Celebrated
in the United States to You Too As Well in Egypt Dear FRiEnD

For A Mother


And Gardens

Love God’s Angels

Always My FRiEnD

As Well As All Women

Who Garden Love And All Humans
too Of Course As Us Dudes Try
to Help Out a bit too With SMiLes..:)

Katrina Asks Why? A World Creates Villains So
Heroes Will Sprout Same As Dark Creates
Light Night Sprouts Day, So off So on Waves

Place of
Oversized Load
Often Needed to Size 🏡

Happy Mother’s Day

When i Think About Mother’s
Day i Think of Shawna As A Stay
At Home Mother of Four Born on

my Mother’s Birthday And How Warm

Her Days Must Be in All The Struggles

Of Big Extended Family Life Taking Care

Of Her Father-in Law too of Course

Being A Southern

Baptist Pastor’s

Wife With Many

Responsibilities too

True And For Katrina Taking

Care of me Has Always Satisfied

Her And Taking Care of the Home

And Doing All The Hunting And Gathering

Hehe at Walmart And Doing Everything

The Best Insisting i Must Stay Out of Her

Kitchen And the Rest of All of It she Does So Perfectly

Fine to me… You Know Dear Shawna As i Get Older i’ve

Changed It used to Be Hard for me to Experience Grief Yet No

More as i More Often Let Everyone Into my HeART For Free These

Days And Actually Deeply Bond to Other Humans With Feelings You

Know More Than Just

Being Kind As A Practice

And Hobby of Life An Ideology

of What’s Right A Moral Code that

May Come As Compassion Without

Deeply Getting Connected Emotionally

With Feelings With Other Folks Like the

Way i Did in Grade School Before my First

Love Left and Dried Up All My Tears of Grief

For Decades Then Where it was Hard to Even

Generate Alligator Tears not Very Healthy At

All to Feel A Whole Container of Human As

Love Well i’ve Broken Through Like i Did with

My Mother Passing Away and

Lost A Dear Friend

Who Was So


She Just Touched

Every Heart She (Astha) Came

Across With Angel Wings Yes Yes

Another Indian Woman of Course Hehe…

A Professor Engineer Working On her PHD

Keeping Her Emotions/Feelings Alive Publishing

7 Poetry Books Along the Way in Just Several Months

i Developed A Close Friendship Bond With Her Just on

Her Blog The Way i Did Eating Lunch With my Smart
FRiEnDS in Highschool Yes of Course Women too

As i Love Colors of Emotions And It’s Nice to

Get the Feeling Back Even When it Hurts

So Much to Lose A Friend that

Way Sadly Covid-19 Took

Her Life on April 30th

In India And

i’ve Really Experienced

Alot of Feelings of Grief Over

It Like i Did with my Mother too

Yet It’s Okay as i Feel i Really Have

A Heart Beat When i am able to Feel

This Deeply in Grief for Losing a FRiEnD
She Was A Sweetest Person i’m sure You
Would have loved to Have come across her
in Life as She Surely had the Same Impact

On All She

Met And

Greeted in Life

She Probably Never

Knew How Much Yet that

Is Often the way it goes with

The Kindest People in the World

As they Just Stay too Busy Giving

to Notice They are Loved too

Love You Dear Shawna

Baby Happy Mother’s

Day And Love With

Caring to All

You LoVE iN Life Dear With SMiLes..:)

Hehe Thanks
Mariana i’m the
Fred Part of

The Team


Way too
Busy Taking
Care of me

To Write
A Blog or Dance

i’m Just A Lazy
Dude Never

Of A
With SMiles☺️🙌


No Baby Not Enough to Tell Folks To Do The Right Thing Called
Love All Folks Don’t Feel Love That Drives Them to COMPASSION TO ACT

There Is No Way In Heaven You’d Let Someone UnMasked Into Any
Mass In A Deadly Pandemic If Bishop Told You to Do That You’d Quit

If You Had This Fire Of LoVE iNSiDE You THere Is No WaY iN Heaven
You’d Say Gay Folks Can’t Get Married As You’d Feel Who God Is

Don’t Know What World You LiVE iN Priest And i Don’t Wanna Go
WHere i Live There ARE ALWaYS Warm Feelings of LoVE oN Fire for ALL

So Many ‘Cactus Facepalm Hugs’ Hard to Believe i Am Even Having
This Conversation About What Love Is With my Self On ‘Facebook’

Will A Person Full of Feelings/Emotions Of Love Torture Any Part
of Nature Forever: NO; iDon’t Have to Go to Church to Understand

Yes, i Must Admit Like Other Psychopaths Devoid of Feelings/Emotions
of Love It’s Much Easier Imagining Them Torturing Forever

Or Did ‘You’ Miss That Portrait of Leonardo Portrayed As
Jesus With the ‘Burning Heart’; Not The Evil One Who Burns Folks Forever

People Now Who Are Full of The Feelings And Emotions of Agape
Unconditional Love On Fire Are Kinder More Compassionate Folks

Why Can’t We Just All Agree God Is Love And Quit Using Two Words
Because Even A Priest Says Love is Neither Feeling Or Emotion DuH

Obviously, These Days Someone Has to Pay The Electric Bill So
Yeah, Ya Gotta ‘Right’ A New Bible to Accommodate Technology

No, NO, NO, Ain’t The Way Jesus And His Disciples Went They
Emptied Their Pockets And Relied on the Kindness of Others Instead

So What Is Love in the Catholic Church Doing All the Words They
Put in the Story of Jesus Like Donating to the Church of Course

OMG No Wonder Spirit Will Feel So Dry in A Church Where
Folks Insist Love Is Neither Feeling Or Emotion Just Doing The Right Thing

Nope Some Folks Don’t Get It Even Some Folks Who Direct Large Crowds
Of Folks Saying Love Is God Is Neither Feeling Or Emotion

Obviously, If Love Is Emotion, Feeling, Cognitive, And Affective
Empathy, We Treat Folks More Kindly With ‘Buddha’ Compassion

Yes, Some Folks Divide Feelings Longer Lasting And Emotions
Externally Driven Yet Either Term May Be Used For All Feelings too

Oh Lord Face Palms Forest Thick A Priest Insists That Love Is
Neither Feeling Or Emotion When Science Shows Emotions Drive Us

Mother’s Day Arrives on May the 9th In A Word: NOPE; Instead,
Mothers Garden Feelings/Emotions of Love Into Children For Life

So What Is A Perfect Love Do As i Command Love Your Neighbor
Or i Will Change You As A Sheep Into A Goat And Burn You Forever

At Least the Famous Bishop Barron Catholic PR YouTuber Later
in The Day On Sunday Admitted God is A Verb to Do Love

And Yes If We Don’t Carry the Feelings And Emotions

of Happiness and Joy with Us Basically We

Are Discarded From Being All The Love

We Can Be And Will And Do Now As God

Meanwhile It’s Like the Local Priest is

A Distant Cold Relative of Elon Musk…

Just Not A Good Day In the Profession

When Love Is No Longer A Feeling or

Emotions And Basically Stone Cold as

Garden Variety Psychopaths Still Fall Now

See This Gift of Love This Real God Is Love
iS oNly On Loan Still From Mama’s Breath An
Only Way To Pay It

BacK iS

To Do God NoW

As This Concludes

“BeCoME A Wittiest FooL”

On May 10th at 12:52 AM

At Least the Writing Part of It Now

Catholic Mass Readings For the 6th Sunday of Easter 5.9.2021 Mother’s Day:

Reading 1, Acts 10:25-26, 34-35, 44-48
25 and as Peter reached the house Cornelius went out to meet him, fell at his feet and did him reverence.

26 But Peter helped him up. ‘Stand up,’ he said, ‘ after all, I am only a man!’

34 Then Peter addressed them, ‘I now really understand’, he said, ‘that God has no favourites,

35 but that anybody of any nationality who fears him and does what is right is acceptable to him.

44 While Peter was still speaking the Holy Spirit came down on all the listeners.

45 Jewish believers who had accompanied Peter were all astonished that the gift of the Holy Spirit should be poured out on gentiles too,

46 since they could hear them speaking strange languages and proclaiming the greatness of God. Peter himself then said,

47 ‘Could anyone refuse the water of baptism to these people, now they have received the Holy Spirit just as we have?’

48 He then gave orders for them to be baptised in the name of Jesus Christ. Afterwards they begged him to stay on for some days.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 98:1, 2-3, 3-4
1 [Psalm] Sing a new song to Yahweh, for he has performed wonders, his saving power is in his right hand and his holy arm.

2 Yahweh has made known his saving power, revealed his saving justice for the nations to see,

3 mindful of his faithful love and his constancy to the House of Israel. The whole wide world has seen the saving power of our God.

4 Acclaim Yahweh, all the earth, burst into shouts of joy!

Reading 2, First John 4:7-10
7 My dear friends, let us love one another, since love is from God and everyone who loves is a child of God and knows God.

8 Whoever fails to love does not know God, because God is love.

9 This is the revelation of God’s love for us, that God sent his only Son into the world that we might have life through him.

10 Love consists in this: it is not we who loved God, but God loved us and sent his Son to expiate our sins.

Gospel, John 15:9-17
9 I have loved you just as the Father has loved me. Remain in my love.

10 If you keep my commandments you will remain in my love, just as I have kept my Father’s commandments and remain in his love.

11 I have told you this so that my own joy may be in you and your joy be complete.

12 This is my commandment: love one another, as I have loved you.

13 No one can have greater love than to lay down his life for his friends.

14 You are my friends, if you do what I command you.

15 I shall no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know the master’s business; I call you friends, because I have made known to you everything I have learnt from my Father.

16 You did not choose me, no, I chose you; and I commissioned you to go out and to bear fruit, fruit that will last; so that the Father will give you anything you ask him in my name.

17 My command to you is to love one another.










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

9.2 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as