SiLeNT LeSSoN 316 Moon Child Arrives

Some Days Are A Clock With No Hands Yet It All Fits
Together Forevernow Just Like MaGiC That is Real With Wings To See

“Lifting Veils oF iGNoRanCE” Since 6.6.60, 60.6 Years Just Something
i CoMe HeaR to Do Best It Seems We All Do This Now For Truth

“SiLeNT LeSSoN 316” Title of This New MacroVerse While Putting
An Original Greek Definition of Apocalypse Together Again For Fun

i’ll Keep John 14:12, Luke 17:21, And Beatitudes, Creating A
Greater Religion/Bible Just For me Just Another “A Day in the Life”

We Received A Free Calendar From The Health Insurance Company
So Beautifully And Wisely Done Great Advice for All Soul Well Being

Recently We Removed A Free Catholic Calendar Venerating Old
Dead Saints With No Real Wisdom Applicable FoR A World Now

Yet Nah.. i Stood Tall Then As Usual Dancing Behind The Pews
of Christmas Day 2017 More About that later in ‘Depth of The Story’

Anyway Yes i Chastised ‘Them’ For ‘That’ too to The Higher Ups too
Got A Seat Later Yet Best to Ask Before Shooting Pain Standing

Nah.. They didn’t want me Ruffling Any Feathers Who Don’t Hold
Hands With Strangers And Stranger For a ‘Lord’s Prayer’ DEAD

Other Folks Go on Opiates i Dance And i Literally Have A Prescription
to Dance From A Doctor Wanna See It ‘Usher’

Yeah They Know i Sway a Bit in Church It’s
What You Do You Keep Moving to Keep Your
Legs From Going Numb And to End Back Pain

i Always Forgive i’ll Be Back For More Study
A Bit Annoying When i Came into Church Late
in X-mas of ’17 With No Usher Seating me then

A Grand Knight Usher Sitting me Tween Two
Rows of Unmasked Pandemic Ignorance then
When Asked for Safe Space A Camel’s Straw

Participant Anthropology Observer Already Knew
‘Pitfalls’ oF ‘A Place’ Yet True Gotta Sing With A Choir FoR A ‘REsearch Paper’

Sadly A Dark Part of So Many Humans From Minions to Despicable Priestly
Leaders Emboldened From A Start by A Father oF All Lies ALL Exposed

NoW Here’S A Deal When A Mistake Is Made Insuring Deacons
No Longer Doing It You Don’t Turn Around And Make The Frigging

Same Mistake

The Day the Priest Said HIS CHURCH Can No Longer Recognize
This Country Alluding to Obama Giving Gays The Right to Marriage

i Had Already Chastised The Church For Deacons Claming Single
Mother’s Unfit to Raise Children Suggesting Hurricanes-Gay-Evil

First Sunday i Sat Down Through The Nicene Creed Although
i never Repeat the Words Not True When The Priest Praised

Trump Jan. ’17

Ever Since An Era of Trump All The Catholic Church’s Support For
A Real Father oF All Lies Farthest Away From ‘BeatitudeS’ Ever Now

Being Raised in a Catholic Church Leaving For 23 Years Coming Back
for 88 Months Years Before Trump Okay Not Often A Place of Hate

For A Minute
i Thought You
Got the Instructions

Only Guys
Read Before


Left or Right

Why Do They

Still Fulfill


To Lie To ‘Win’

There Are Plenty

Who Will Still Say Yes…

And Honestly



View From

The Bottom

Of the Roller


Up Only

To Truly Win

Is To Understand

Human Nature And

Transcend We




And The Farther

The Top of

The Roller


Is From The

Bottom The

More A Thrill it
Is Yet A Middle


For Any
True Relationship

That Lasts With

Heavy Sweat

Pants on

Hair Unbrushed

In The Middle

Of Making Warmest

Soup Never Too

Hot Or Cold

For An Everlasting Fall

Winter Of Loving Spring

Summer Comes And

Goes Remember

The other

75 Cents

OF A LoVE Dollar..🌳

Or Whatever


Is Where You Live

Money Of Love Spring💫

When no one
Wants To Dance

You Dance

When No

One Wants

To Sing

You Sing

Then You

Will Be



Echo of




To Build

A Greater



Mat Breathes

All Free Home Wings🌟💫

SMiLes Dear
Astha Yes It’s Both
A Happy And Sad



Only You
For Sure In
Total Faith And
Trust Forevernow

Will Precisely

Be This Soul
Mate To You And

Someone Else in

Life Then

You Will

Be The Champion

Of Your Soul No

One Will Be

Able to

Defeat Yet This

Is A Life’s Most



Yet Soul Complete

Then You Will Be

Strong Enough to

Lift The Rest Up


Do Not

Achieve Complete…

Will This BE Easy…

No Yet



As Seasoned

Warrior For Love to Breathe

A HeART Beat Yours to Drum A Lighthouse

Love’s LiGHT 🌟

There Are Words
There Are Actions
There Are Feelings

Now Some Do One
Or Two Or Three





Yet Still A Gift
Of Breath With

No Hope At All Left….

One Day
Your Socks
Will Be Free


Mix And
Match A
Fire Within You Please

Yet Only A Wish



To Come to Wear🧦

You might Even Get

Famous Like Bernie

With Matching



Oh The Never
Ending MeMe’s

These TheMe’s

These Egregores We Complete

Just so Much Meaning

And Purpose

This Holy



Sock With

No Match All

These Religions

Barefoot Complete

As Two Feet Become

One Dance And Song More🧦

SMiLes Rajani Singh
Thanks So Much
For Dropping by
This Very Long

Blog Post
“ThE Child oF

And oh Lord
As LonG As It
Took To Finish

It Last Year

In Some

Ways i Feel

Like i Am
Still Authoring

The Story NoW iNdeed

THeRE Are JusT
SoMe Stories
That Never
End Now
Or Seem
To Land

On Ground
Like Angel
Wings Above
Below The Dance

And Song Always
Starting Never


Now Hehe

With This
Song Rajani
Singh i Find

Your Blog Very
Beautiful Too
And Wise


A Child
With Wings
Will Always

Dance And Sing Free

AS Heavens


Open For
TheM ETernAlly

Of Soul to



Be “i Am”

Ah Yes Never
Ending Landing
Story Of Wings Indeed😇

OBTW That’s A Beautiful
Christmas Tree You Still
Have Lit Up As An Avatar

Rajani Just Waiting

For More


Of Synchronicities

Still Coming It Seems


Time Out of
Time Distance
Out Of Distance
Space Out of Space
No Matter At All It’s




Now This Present Gift

Thanks For BRinGinG

By Your Lit Up Christmas

Tree Just Another Great Friday

Funny Little Synchronicities

Indeed Liking So Many

Blog Posts



At This one

Last Year

To Return A
Comment today💫🌈

In True Love No Jealousy Or Pride A Love Poem For All

There is No Hope For Humanity Until We Love Each Other As Pets

In Case Anyone Wonders How i Will Love More Than One

Katrina Understands How i Love That’s All That Matters

Does Anyone Know ‘Jesus’ (Love)…

i FeeL AnD SensE LoVE (GoD)

This NoW iS All i NeeD to KNoW

Yellow Boy Resting Peacefully

By OuR FeaT oF LoVE


Yellow Boy Passing Away
Coldest Day in A Generation

Is It Any Wonder…

How Beautiful it is to iMagine
And Never Know as The Truly
Meek And Furry Only Inherit Life
i See A WHole
In the Blinds As
Designed As A
Hole in the Blinds
To See Outside Human
A Boy
Will Dream too

Stretching Out Spiraling

Beyond iNFiNiTY iLoVE

As Above So Below

Katrina Asks What’s
The Meaning of Life
i Return With LoVE

And Why Is There Suffering
And Why Is There Death
And Why is There All Of This Grief

Yes It’s Like the Story of Jesus You
Turn Death into Grief into Life into Love

This Way Jesus (Love/Yellow Boy) Returns
Eternally Now Even Greater As
More Of Us Co-Create Greater

Love As Us

Other Wise
LoVE Dies And
Is Never Resurrected
Back As Life And Us Alive

When Some Folks Suggest That Losing
A Pet Is too Much to Love One Again Perhaps
They Dropped The Cross Over to LoVE NoW AGaiN

For You Science Minded Folks Who Say All Emotions
Including Grief And Tears Are Only Mush And For Only Women too

Grief IS A Chemical Reaction In Your Brain Where Kitty
Comfort (Oxytocin) Is Reduced And Creative Juice (Dopamine) Goes Up

It’s Nature’s (God’s) Way of Saying i Will Make You Uncomfortable Enough
Where You Will Circle The Globe Looking For Love

And Yes of Course You Will Put Love And All The
Other Essences of Emotions In Symbols If You Can

And Really Will Try Hard

There Are More Ways Than Ever To Get
Out Of the House And Love And Ironically
More Ways Than Ever To Never Connect In/As Love

Meanwhile Two Videos/Memorials Will End And Begin
As Helpful Hints For What Is Still Coming NoW

Society’s Goal No Time For Love
Human Goal Only Love Now
This Isn’t Rocket Science It’s
What Humans Naturally Do

Yellow Boy’s Memorial FunD:
Pet A Human Before You Go to Bed
Tonight ALWaYS LiVE NoW ToDaY
YeS NoW Do An Olympic SPoRT oF LoVE

People Have Almost Totally Forgotten What the Story of Jesus Teaches…
Yellow Boy Comes Back Again Now To Teach It For Real

As Gospel of Thomas Verse 37 Reports Tread on CulTural
Clothes Naked Without Shame Or Fear Find God

Yes.. i’ll Keep that Verse in A Took Kit of Love

to Remain too

Secrets in Plain Sight Those Who Engage In
Cover-up Secrets Never Fearless Loving (God) ALL

Free Now For Real

Truth Will Set You Free to
Love Fearless Free Without
CulTural Clothes to Hide Butterfly Wings

Two Choices to Live an Authentic Genuine Life
of Honesty In Love And Truth in Light With no Secrets or Not

Imagine A Life Totally Honest In Love of Truth Naked of CulTural
Clothes In ‘Loving Arms of God’ NO SECRETS

Look At it This Way We are
Made in The Image of God
With No Cultural Clothes…

No Member No Part Less Holy and Sacred Therefore
if You are Ashamed of Any Part You are Ashamed of God

All that’s Right and Left
To Do is Love Honestly
Harming Others And the Rest
Of God Nature With Least Harm

True Love…
Read That Again…
ACTuALLy Do It Now…
If You Can And Will…

Nah.. Won’t Take Centuries and
Innumerable Ghost Authors a Smart
Phone and one Finger Will Do In Bed

Yes By God i Do it Naked
Like God And ‘the Prophets
oF Old’… IF ya wanna know How
Old Bible Thumpers… STiLL NoW

“John 14:12” Read it again
Or First if ya Never Do.. Yes
Then Just Do It too if You Can and Will



I’ll Even Let ‘You’ Have
The Advantage .. Use 10
Fingers.. First Step.. Get Started

NOW Don’t Stop NOW

Wear CulTural Clothes
If You Like Yet ReMeMBeR
‘That Part of God’ Gives me
All Advantage Now For ReaL

We All Have ‘the Voice of God’
Seek it Find It Give And Share It
Free as Dance And Song Always At Best

According to “Stairway to Heaven” too Lord Knows
Feels and Senses so
Many Ways to View A Same Picture So Much Like Nude Art too

The Fact is as Science Now Shows
‘They’ Don’t Have What it takes to
Do it simply an Open Mind Some Folks Just Do Not Have It

It’s Worth Noting that there are Conservative
Democrats and Liberal Republicans In How
Folks Vote And Really/Actually Think/Act

Them or Us Is Not Going Away ‘They’ Will
Always Be We Science Shows Where Many
So-called ‘Moral Imperatives’ Come From (Genetics)

Yes Yes.. of course “Moral Imperatives” are Highly Influenced
by Our Environments too but Never the Less Folks are born to Lean…

Sure You May Have Empathy and Sympathy for Folks Who Think
And Act Like You Do the Challenge is Cognitive Empathy and Compassion

Cognitive Empathy and Compassion For Others Who Are Different Comes
from a Lifetime of

Experience Earned In Wisdom of Love…

The More Shoes one Steps into and even Wears the More Empathic
Compassion of Kindness one Develops for those Who are Different…

If Ya really wanna See God’s Face one
Is Just going to Have to Find a Way Now
To See that Face For Real In Every Face

of Existence

Seeing God’s Face More and More
In Every Face of Existence from Below
A Grain of Sand that Holds Up a Mountain
of Love Now is Life

SiLenT LeSSoN 316
One of my GReaTesT
Pleasures iN Life Loving
FRiEnD Unconditionally 🤗

A Celestial
Event Captured
Last Night A Relatively
Rare ‘Moon-Dog’ On the
Wolf-Full-Moon Night

Thursday Night

If You Look
Closely You
May See In The
Halo of the Moon-Dog
An Angel Child With the
Moon in The Center of Chest
FLoWinG Wings Left And Right

By Chance
Verily Synchronicity

A Digital Blue
Dot Artifact

In The


Of The
Angel Child’s

Forehead As
One May Customarily
Wear in India Dear FRiEnD…

Thanks Xenia We Just
Viewed A Rare Moon Dog
Wolf Full Moon Last Night
Capturing Photos
Of The Celestial
Delight Having
Seen Many
Sun Dogs
Yet Never
A Moon Dog in
My Life i Had No
Idea It Was Possible
Until Tonight A Bit
Funny as i was
Joking i Can
Make A Rainbow
Come At Night Then
Colors of The Rainbow
Streaking At The Edges
Of A Halo Around the Moon
After Coming From
The Beach And A
Truly Amazing
There🌝 🐺

Yes.. Xenia Magic hehe Similar
To This Year in the Afternoon
Totally Cloudy Before A
Through Being
Silly With Katrina
And My Sister
Dancing Around
Our Block Then
Singing Watch
Next A Rainbow
Will Appear in
The Clouds And
Not More Than A
Minute Later A Rainbow
Appeared With No Sun Or
Blue Skies Anywhere to

Be Seen

Not Everyday

A Rainbow Comes

Before A Hurricane

Either Hehe Like suggesting

Just The Night

Before Watch
A Rainbow At

Night Having
No Idea Moon-Dogs
Are Even Possible At



The Colors of
The Rainbow in

A Sun-Dog



At The Beach



A Holy


Of Synchronicities

Indeed Awaiting Some

Great Event That

Is Nature’s


Literally Sublime

Beauty of God
Indeed That

Of Ecstasy
From Head To
Toe That Perhaps
Only An Open Soul

To All

God’s Great

Gifts Will Receive

By Nature For Those

With Poetic Aesthete Souls

Like You

My FRiEnd

i Will
BE A Rainbow
Too in Day Of

Night Every

Now And



Nature of God Complete🌈

Oh Yeah Almost Forgot Looking

Closely in the Halo of The Moon-

Dog Sight a Visible Angel Child

With Wings Today

Is The Second


Of Yellow

Boy’s Death

In Memory




Yellow Boy

Us That
Still Purrs
Love Even

In Dark Years
Of Humanity Struggling…

Wolves, Dogs, Lions, Cats in


SMiLinG my FRiEnD

Happy To Share the DeLiGHT☺️

There are literally hundreds of different types of human intelligences
that will be observed and creatively measured other than those in the
academic world of school and vocational schools, in many other ways

than so-called standard I.Q.

It’s not so much dumbing down that’s the issue but focusing on a very
limited area of human potential intelligences to make cogs in a complex

society that will work.

However, failure to tend a garden of other MANY potential human intelligences
will be the difference between genius and invention OR robot mind alone of

stick in the mud existence.

i Would have told ‘This Deeper
Story’ Years Ago At Church
Yet i arrived Late on X-Mas ’17
And the Ushers offered
Everyone A Seat Yet
me Meanwhile
i Slow Danced
In the Very
My Soul
As the Priest
Told A story
About Jesus Standing
So Much taller than his
Audience and i thought
To myself Thanks Any
i only
To Dance
And Sing Now..🙂

Success in Life comes when You
simply refuse to give up, With Will/Love
so Powerful that obstacles, failure, fear,
And loss only Precipitate Motivation to
Make ‘it’
For Real..

Hi Frank
i sort of reached
A Beach as
And Shore
Mix to Make SiLT..🙂

Yes Love is Thicker
Than Fear Both
Exist as
Make RoSE NoW..🙂

Reference (iDea)
‘Book of Eli’/‘Matrix’
Movie Ending/Beginning
Yellow Boy Lies Above my
Head on my Pillow She Sleeps
Below my Feet Still NoW
Painting A Sunrise…
i Dance
Sing Now

Me too!


God Said Fred
ReMeMBeR i Am HeaR

You Don’t Ask How to Do A
Holy Creative Spirit You JusT Do It

Katrina Opens
A Curtain Sun
Is Out For Now
Thanks God i
Will Now Rise
And Shine
And SonG..🙂

i Will Never Give up on
Love my Only Savior in Life
Wherever Love comes From:
Within or Without or to: ‘About’.

It’s Just Common Sense If You are
Not Singing off the Same Sheet
of Music It’s Hard to Stay in the Choir…

When i think (feel) about
my FRiEnD i remember
all the Years of Kindness
And Inspiration So Freely
Given to me.. i am just
Dropping by
today now
to remind
You how
Beautiful Your Kind Soul Is…
Key to Happiness is Kindness..🙂

4.6 Billion Years Since Origin
Of Earth Scaled to 46 Years
Means Humans Have
Destroyed Half of The
Forests in The Last

Minute Indeed
Glad i LiVE iN
The Forest WHere
It is Still So Easy to
Find A Tree to Hug

And Help
All of Nature
Breathing Oxygen
Continuing To Live With

This Great
Living Tree
Gift Empathy
For Nature


It Our
In Trees Birthed
And Not Erased
By Continuing

Human Ignorance 🌳


SMiLes Lala Rukh Whenever i get a Notification That You
Have Come Back to Life on Your Blog It Truly Feels Like


As You

Also Prove

me Right

That Forever
Friends Never Truly

Go away Although of
Course they Do Get Busy
With Life and Go Quiet i Have

Quite A Few Dear FRiEnDS

Like You Who Go Quiet Now

And Then Yet You See i am

Just Blessed With All these

Words And Retired into a

Life of Humanity With

No More Common


Of Life

That i also Endured
For 53 Years Until Finding

A Golden Age of Freedom

Where All is Colored Art of

Loving Art of Breath SMiLes going

To the Doctor’s Office And Sadly Seeing

Folks Barely Walking And Suffering my Age

Will Remind Us of Our Mortality Yet You See for

me in a Golden Age of Love Life is Grace Life is Literally

Actually Stronger than Ever Before as hehe when i met you

i weighed 210 Pounds and Leg Pressed 500 Pounds at 53

Now at 60 it’s 243 Pounds i Move as A Feather in Dance

And Leg Press Up to 1520 Pounds About the Size

Of A Small Subcompact Car Hehe Got All

The Gas in My Legs to keep

Carrying me in a Dance

And Song of Life


i am always Happy
to come here on the 6th Still Another
Young Woman Rafiah Who Befriended
me after You in Poetry has the 7th as she
Also Got Married And Busy too.. as You once

Suggested Fred You Should Write A Story after
You influenced me to change over to Word Press
Where Folks Actually Connect You Also suggested
to Find a Church Any Church And Get Out and Mix
With Other Folks Well i took Your Advice As Friendly

And Helpful as it was You at 21 Wise Beyond my Years
of 53 then.. And the Blooms of that Grew into 14,366 Miles
of Public Dance NoW in 89 Months Now and Literally Thousands
of Selfies With Young Women in Ecstatic Joy of Frolicking Dance

And Yes The Stories i tell as i finally Learned How to Put my Emotions
in Words All the Senses of Life as You Did So Beautifully in All the Shades
of Grey Through Colors of Soul DarK Thru LiGHT Now 8.9 MiLLioN Words
of Free Verse Poetry That will Arise to 9 MiLLioN Words of the “SonG oF mY
SoUL” on the 18th of February 90th Anniversary Month of Writing 100,000 Words

Each Month Where Stories i Write on Some places Gain a Thousand Views A Day
to Stimulate Emotions in Others the way You Did for Your Audience For Free so
Wonderfully on Your Blog Yes if Not For Meeting You on my First Poetry Teacher’s
Site “Angel Mind Retrofit” As You Were Casually Commenting There and i just

Liked the
And Your Words
There so i visited Your
Site Next True all the connections
We make in Life that Help Evolve Our
Soul that in turn Help Evolve the Souls of

Others in So Many Ways of Breathing From
BLacK Abyss Thru Shades of Grey Beyond
Rainbow Colors More All Your Colors the Blooms

Of Your Soul Evolving BacK iN 2013 Fertilizer for my SoUL

Then Nah.. i will Never Forget Lala Rukh And i will Always Remember

You Saying ‘They always Go Away’ True i wouldn’t Let that Happen

to You God Willing no Matter What for the Gift of Soul You Brought to me

Just a Kind Loving Young Woman Not afraid to reach out and touch the shut-in Soul of a Human…

So How Shall

We Measure

The Kindness

Of Your Soul

We Shall Surely

Keep it GRoWinG

Still This Tree of Soul

In Dance And Song More..

i am Always Very Happy to Hear from

You Lala Rukh Yet Even More Happy to Hear You are Doing Great!

Yes Much Love From Florida And to All You Love in LiFE mY FRiEnD

Hehe See You on the 6th As ALWaYS my FRiEnD Always A Pleasure of Life…

Oh Yeah This is

The Title of my

New Blog Post i am

Writing Now as i haven’t even

Finished Putting the Last One

Together Now It is “SiLeNT LeSSoN
316” “One of my Great Pleasures iN Life
Loving FRiEnD Unconditionally” As Message

SMiLes Dear Lala i have a FRiEnD From India
Who arrived at 23 And Still Hasn’t Gotten Married
at 29 as Work Life Will Take First Place and surely
one day when she gets married She Will take an 8th
Day of Promise too.. only Question is will i Live Long Enough

For Someone to take the Last and First Day of the Month With SMiLes

If Not For Poetry i might Not Have Any Friends at at all to talk to Yet my

Wife and Sister Oh What A Human Will Do just to find one Friend in Life who cares…




Breathes Within…🙂

Hehe Remember the Picture of me in the Red Shirt (Practically the Devil) at the End of My Suffering
in Pain And Numb i Shared With You in August of 2013 True Dear Always Remember Life Will Get Better

If We Never Give Up And Just Keep Making the Next Step And Word Best as We Can And Will Real

Me Below That Photo Now At 60.6 Years Old Still Public Dancing Bringing Joy Every Where i go

Just Think A Young 21 Year-Old Woman Helped Build The Joyful Man Below 90 Months Ago…

i have two Words For You


Thank You.

True Never Underestimate
The Value of Kindness The
Gifts Kindness Always Brings And Makes Real

Yes “SiLeNT MeSSaGE 316” Haha if i ever post
The Last 55 or So Thousand Word MacroVerse to Go..😉

Thanks Again Lala
Dear Gratitude
For It All DarK



Hope To See
You Writing Beautiful
As You Always






You Are

The Shining

LiGHT Here

Stay Blessed!

SMiLes.. FRiEnD gigoid..
Nature Kills
Nature Loves..
Nature Laughs
Nature Plays
Nature Purrs
Nature Creates
A BeYoND iNFinite NumBer
of Poems through Humans
True.. Emotional Intelligences
Yes Far Beyond Measure of
Number IQ.. Moving Art
of Dance.. Ballet
and Martial Arts
More We
GaiN More
OuR relatively
iNFiNiTe HuMaN
More one sees God
AS MagiC
CeNTeR PoinT
iN BeinG NoW
LiViNG iN As Us
Yet True iT seems
THeRE Are Nature’s CHooSinG
Ones.. Dancing Free Who Figure This
Out by Choosing
And finding
RePeaTinG NoW
iN No Necessary
Order.. EXPaNDinG More..
SoMe UniVerses keep
Expanding some may
Fall Back.. Yet my my
to have
iS maGic
for what
iS Credible
for MaGiC
God or NaTuRE
Makes no difference
The MaGiC iS Essence sAMe
When ExperiencinG one ToGeTHeR
Been to both places now..
One iS A Concrete BoX
Are No
As ART Breathes
That’s All THeRE is.. is
Now.. Any
For Now..
Zombie Apocalypse
Failing to Lift Veils oF iGNoRaNCE
Naked Free of Blinding CuLTuRaL Clothes
Or Alive in Moving
Ways Now
Now iN aS uS..
Nature sounds so
much prettier and uglier too..
Yet no one ever said God
iS FAiR in Perfect Now
Robotic Machine Dead
Except iN iLLuSioNS
Of HuMaN
That see
A Machine
BeLoW A Practice Above oF
Tapestry Dark Through LiGHT NoW ART…
SMiLes.. ALWays A Pleasure to visit
HeRE iN All Free FLoWinG
Work You Do Adding
Truth and
iN Ways oF
Ancient and Modern Love
And Wisdom.. THere just
Ain’t nothing like
iT most
i Go.. my FRiEnD..
For Now…
#notalwayslearningsmalltalk ..😉

Two BaSiC ReaLiTies
Change And LiGHT CoMes From

It’s Like Ferris Bueller and Jesus F iN Christ
What Good Is Freedom oF LoVE iF iT DoeS NoT EXisT NoW

Yeah; it’s True, Stress Leads to
Lower Libido and is Nature’s
Way of Culling A Species
That is over-consuming
The Balance of the
Ecosystem at Hand;
The Signs are Clear; Believe
In Whatever God You want
To but it is Clear that the God
Of Nature is currently not
Pleased with the State of
Affairs of the Human
Species Living out
Of Balance With the
Ecosystem; The Karma
Of Going Against Nature
And the Balance of the
Ecosystem is Clear;
Misery and Suffering
And the Natural Culling
Of Whatever Species is
Too ignorant to get back
in Balance; doesn’t matter
How Big Your Home; How
Fast Your Car; Or Thick
Your Wallet;
Hell or
And the
‘Tween exists
Within no matter
Who You think You Are;
Nature is the Real Master;
Shape up
Or suffer
The Karma
Of Misery as it comes Now.

It’s REALLY kinda nice (Within at Least)
That People who Go To Hell Will Go To
Heaven Eternally Now too…

Obviously Folks who are yet to
‘See’ ‘this’ See a Smaller Less Loving
God For Real as Nature that Lives in me at least…

Some Guys Gals Truly BLeSSinGS BLiSSinGS Deeper
Tools Of Love Beyond Measure God Arts See ToucH EacH OTHeR MoRE NoW

“Don’t Have A Clue What You Just Said” Yet A River Of Soul Song Dance Touches
Deep Within my Ocean Blue Skies Feeling Eye Now

What A World Needs Most Touch Of Love Feeling
Beyond Choice Of Suits Robes Gold in Brick And
Mortal Ivory Towers With Dim Souls

Love Hugs To
You Summerhilllane
Too A Poetic

Soul Will

Sense Feel

A Divining
Rod For Water

Rivers Of

Soul Colors
Flow Most

Just Staying Atop

Now Floating



Thru LiGHT

Art To Live More☺️💫

Of Love A Mother’s
Touch Unique Flowers

Of Soul Rose
May Wilt

Of Challenge
Yet Beauty Within
THE Ever Young GroWinG
A Great Grandmother May




Rose RiSinG
Within Still GRoWinG
Beautiful Tanka Samreen💫😊

i Went
To ‘The Sketch
Of Chopping


A Fine Metaphor
For How Most Folks

Now Are Experiencing

Life Below Above of ‘Might’


We Keep
Just To Stay

We Breathe
Love With Fewer



Up Wells

Chopping Onions
Chopping Onions

A Picture
Love to

A Painting Soul 🎨

People First

People First

Capital of


Of Capital

As Capital
Of Capital

Naturally Leaves
Humanity Out Now

Souls Never
Even Get An

Opportunity To Breathe

Tools to BREatHE ART
Our Humanity Sees Be🌈

‘Excellent Therapy’ Zoe
Baby It’s Impossible to
Be Comfortable
With Our
If We Are
In Expressing


The Gifts

Of Our


Our Bodies

This Ignorance

Comes From
A Long Human
Clothes Line

Of Imagination

That We Are
Some How


And Greater

Than The Rest
Of Nature When

In Fact

We aRe The

Most Lost Imprisoned
In Clothes Away From Our
Own Nature



Way We
Wear ‘Slaves’
All The Tools



Our Reality
Beyond Who
We Even Are

Sensual Beings

With No Need

To Shave


Reality Away…

Yet True Clothes
May Also Be Used
To Push-Up Bra



As Well Fine

Arts You Present *Applause*
Hehe Last Night in A Store
5 Young Women Begged
Me To Dance With
Them For A Tik
Tok Video




Me Down

The Store

i Said
i’m 60
Okay As Long
As You Stay

10 Feet


Conditions Rule Hehe

Online Always Virus 🦠 Free

My Wife Passed The
Young Women
Walking Away


‘That Was
Awesomely Wild’

i Made Someone

SMile You Made
me SMile Today



See You
Free To Be You

We All Deserve This
NO ONE Takes

my Free
To Be me away…

We Can’t make
Everyone Smile



Be A Difference…

SMiles Dear
Sohair Again
A Soul Who Stands

Tall With Love
Wings Fears

No Criticism
Nor Requires




Who Fall Behind🌟🌹

Yep When “King Orange”
“President Snow”
Arises From

The Pulpit
All The

Hungry For
Orange Rot

Yes Run As Fast
As We Will From

The Ledge Of The
Unmasked Church
As Soon As i Said
To “The Lead Minion”
Hell No We Are
Escaping This
Unmasked “Beneath
the Planet Of The Apes Mass”
Yes me And “Nova” Who Stays
Rather Quiet in Mass When i
Roar “WEAR A MASK” When
The Priest Asks What


Do You

Wear For Love

Anyway Ever Since
i Told The Priest We
Are Getting The Hell


Of Here
It Seems
They Took
Us Off The
Email Mailing

List And That
Was The Last
Church i Could
Find That Didn’t
Claim All The Folks
Who Didn’t Act And Say

What They Do are Gonna




By An All

Loving Forgiving

‘Trump’ And
That Was only

Imaginary And
Not A Frigging
Pandemic For Men
And Women Not


To Lift

A Cross As

Light As A Tiny
Mask To Save A

Neighbor’s Life

In Other Words Stay
Clear of Brick And Mortar



Who Are Not

Love At Least

During A Pandemic

After That Give ‘em

A Hug of Some


To Bring
‘Em Back To
Life or Perhaps
A Poem From A


Of SoUL DarK
Thru LiGHT For

They Feel Not What They Do 🍊

SMiLes Dear Sohair the Christian
Bible Provides A Wonderful
Path to Get to Heaven through
Its Beatitudes of Love

Yet From From The Pulpit
The Priest Says
God Says Vote
Against That Way
Of Life For Politics
Over LoVE iNdeed A

Religion is Still As Good As
The Current Teachers/Priests
In Charge As They Will Always
Interpret Holy Poetry To Suit the
Color Of Their Robe of Politics
For Whatever Suits The
Authority of The

Patriarchy at Hand
i Go to Sing Yet in
Metaphor i Must

Often Cover
my Ears So
Love of

Soul Will
Not Be Stained
i Treasure Some
Of the Holy And
Sacred Verse In the

Text Yet i Take How
It Is Interpreted as often
Rotten Fruit From Dead Trees

It Only Takes
me Yet a Look
Into The Windows
Of The Soul To See

Where ‘The
Teacher’ Lives
Heaven Of Love

Or a Place So Called
Like Someone Who Says

Love is Not A Fire That Burns
Inside Only A Choice That Does

Not Set
The Priest/Teacher’s
Soul Aglow With Love

For all
Clear To
See through
Windows Of The
Soul Nah ‘JeSuS’
Wouldn’t Have to

Say a Word For me
At Least to See Who He Is

Not All Are Gifted this

Way Yet Those Who


See the
Where a Soul
Resides Peace
Be With You Sohair
And Blessings Of Love True 🌹 😊

My My Deja Vue Again this is the 3rd Consecutive Instance
Putting Together A Blog Post around 55 Thousand Words
Visiting Dear Sohair After Dancing All Afternoon and

Evening So Very Tired Yet Wanting to Visit with
Sohair More than Being Tired Hehe Yet it’s

True the Bed Will Be visiting my Head
Very Soon After Writing Sohair Tonight

Yes the thing About Prophets of New
Always Having to Break Traditions of

Old For Needed Cultural Change and
Nature of God’s Nature in Form of Communication
to Mutually And Consensually Share Free Too Yet

A Problem Comes When A Messenger Becomes Bigger
Than A Message And Even Worshipped As an Idol of A
God Almighty Hmm.. Yes King of the UniVerse There are

So Many Stars And Planets Above That Might Not Be A Welcome
Promotion For one Single Human Particularly as they aren’t Around

To Say Yes or

No To that

Kind of Elevation

For True There is no
Higher Place to Go than
one in Being With God as Love

Anyway As Love Never Needs Worship
Or Fears Criticism Either For Love To Be Real And
Alive Free For All With least Harm Now True i find

It Very Sad When Bishops From Catholic Churches Say
If Jesus Wasn’t an Idol God to Worship the Teachings

Would Be Just Another Run of the Mill Self-Help Book
of No Real Consequence Above Any Other Way of Being

In Life Sad When A Man Has to be made into An only
God to See or Feel Important As Love Is No Measurement

Yet Loving Even More Forevernow Without Distance Space
Time or Even Matter Sadly it appears the Bishops Who Down

Play the Experience of the Kingdom of Heaven Within Haven’t
Been Yet For if they Do the Teachings of Jesus Will Be More than Enough



All in
All of Love
For All SiGNaTuRE
oF God Indeed NoW iN
Humankind’s Soul For All LoVE Now
Well With That Said Humans Need
Sleep and that Surely includes me hAha..:)

SMiLes Ava.. Love All Your Quotes Particularly About the one
Where We Will Connect to the Equivalent of 100 Folks and
Perhaps 1 Will Remain By Our Side Like A Real Friend

Hehe On the Other Hand What Would We Do
If All 100 Wanted to Stay Connected to
Us Each and Every Day HAha

How Many Free Hours
or Even Minutes Are

Available to Really Deeply
Connect to Other Humans

And Surely This is what is Nice
About Poetry Meeting at A Time and
Place Each Week to Share Emotions

Freely Not Having to Feel Vulnerable
With Other Folks Interested in Writing too..

Indeed a Lifelong Gift to Connect to Others surely
Deeper than Small Talk About the Weather Haha..

i am So Impressed That You Published Your First Book
of Poetry at only 18 Years-Old Congratulations are surely in
Order for that Achievement my FRiEnD and i particularly Liked

The Way You Described Your Poetry Book Across Many Genres
And Spread of Human Emotions As Words of Poetry Become Organic

HeART This Way Truly coming to Life like Uploading Our Souls Online too..
In Poetry of Blogs that Will Be So Interactive Nourishing to Human Potential More…

Smiles Dear i am Fortunate
to Never Run out of Words
They Come So easy now

Yet in my life before
Known as the Problem
Solver Without Fail and Person
With Little to Say Yet Still Able to

Help Others do their Jobs Smiles
i am Just Honored to be Here beside
You to Help inspire you on your way

An Exemplary Young Woman Whose
Parents Must Be Very Proud of You Today…

Smiles Dear All Best Wishes to Keep Creating
More and More as Your Soul Continues to Evolve

Happy to come along a bit in Your Life Journey and
See Where You Go Next for someone Like You Surely

There are
to Touch
The Stars More..

With Smiles of Course for All..:)

SMiles Dear Ava Always
So Nice to See You on
Friday Night And Always
A Pleasure Inspired By
All You Write Will Surely
Be By To Visit Your
Blog Post Tonight
To it my FRiEnD😊🤗


Center PoinT ALL
Existence FRiEnD ALL
With Gravity Balance



Here Is
Cheers to
Roses of Friendship
As We Continue to
Rise And Lift Each
Other Up Through FLoWeRS And THoRNS

At 94 When i AM 47 Then in 2008 my Great Aunt
Jettie Teaches me A Valuable Gift/Lesson.. Then i no
Longer Could Smile Yet She Could And Feel one True

SMiLes When Genuine Are Truth Beauty Courage
Wisdom Kindness Love Ageless Timeless Eternally NoW
No Distance Space Or Matter ‘Tween Feeling Within Joy Real

‘JeSuS’ is being Sent to His Grave…
Again Today And No one Seems to Care…
At Least not those who Say they ‘Love’ ‘Him’…

Truth, Light, A Way Fading from
View; January 31st, of 2021 USA
Vision NoW as DarK BeCoMeS

LiGHT In Clear 2020 View NoW

“By Any NaMe Truth FearLess LoVE LiGHT”
Sounds Great FoR A Title at Least ALWaYS NoW

Weather A Bit
Dreary today
Yet Sunny Within
SMiLes to Real MaGiC

“WHITE SHADOWS” Story of a white pearl that turned
to ashes while waiting for a phoenix to be born inside her !”

“What’s Next”

SMiLes Lala Rukh Nice
To Hear From You Yet
of Course Even Nicer
To See You Expressing
What is inside You Again…

What Stories What Songs
What People Do We ReMeMBeR

Most of Course
What Touches
Us at the Lowest
Points of Our Life

What Helps Us Rise
Up Again Out of the Ashes
to BREaTHE Wings of Phoenix
Out of Fires of Life That Burn So Numb

of Soul
To Come And

“Firework” By Katy Perry i Attempt
Not to Use Songs Over Again in the Poetry
TheMes And MeMes Free i Create For Real Yet

In the Winter of my Soul in Early 2010 That Place
WHere Soul of Love Hears No Story, No Song,
No Love of Human Within Or Love That Tries So
Hard to Break Through By Loved Ones Still Breathing Love

And Surely No Dance AeonS AWaY From Dead Soul Within…

At A Gym All Covered in Jacket So Cold Ear Plugs a Cricket
Sounds Like Freight Trains of Misery Street Lights At 3 AM
Looking Directly into the Sun of Pain Not Even Able to go Outside

Left Breathless
By The Environment
of Nature Free Even
Stumbling into the Backyard
Having Trouble Making a TV Dinner
Not Even Able to Play A Game of Tic Tac Toe
At The Peak of all the Pain and Numb A Song Comes

On the Radio At the Gym as i tried everything to escape
Pain And Numb Nothing Would Work to Feel A Drop of Soul in Hell…

A Voice Song Soul Distant About a ‘Firework’ of Soul Just one Drop of Life it Brought
to Soul From A Distant Spirit Powerful Enough to allow the Devil one Drop of Hope….

SMiLes my FRiEnD the Song Comes BacK NoW to Save A Nation From Dying Soul

For i am Reborn as You are Now Phoenix RiSing From ASHeS AGAiN Your Freedom

What You Always Desired Most Becomes All Yours And No one else’s to Control

And Now

An Entire

Country Waits

To Be Healed With

Fireworks of Love for Truth in Light Again…
Hehe still Trying to Finish Publishing the other

MacroVerse Yet Soul won’t Wait on Mechanical

Cognitions of Life…

Be You Be Art

Be Life

Be Free

Yes Do

Breathe With

Wings Fully Spread With No Fear

i See You in your New Home Fresh
Rose Risen From Thorns FLoWeR

You Are Now Free Dear Lala Rukh So Proud of You
So Happy For You Keep Soaring Yes Keep Shining



Wings Live BREaTHE Free…

Hehe Finished
The Last 56
Word Long
In 12 Days
Now Now if
i Will Break
Long Enough
8 Thousand
Words into
A New
One i’ll
The Last one
First Creativity
Passes By Free

Do It
All Yourself

Writes’ Freer…

First oF All
We Don’t Start
With He We STarT
With She See How
The Big S Comes
Before Little
he Science


This True

In Some


In The Mother’s
Womb And




As Even

Bread By Love

Peace And Harmony

Of All Strength And

Will As Pure Agape

LoVE Destroys

All iLLuSoRY

Fears That Only

Lose Strength
And Focus

Of Will


Little Man
Trump Syndrome
Real Do Understand

That A Trump INCEL
Upset That His

Wife Rented
A Separate


In “The Castle”

Authored That

Toxic Patriarchy



Comes From

The Rotten



A Soulless
Man Same With
Making Magdalene
Into A Fake News


A Kindest
Woman EVEr Named Eve

Butthurt Incels
Old Testament



And PopeS iN Deed…

Center PoinT ALL
Existence FRiEnD ALL
With Gravity Balance ALL DarK Thru LiGHT

“A MiLLioN Fanatics
Can Be Possessed
By The Same Trump
CR8P” True
There are
Only 10,000

In Trump

Town US

Yet That
Didn’t Stop
Them From


In The

Middle of
The Peak
Of A Killing



Still Unmasked

In A “Mass Beneath

The Planet Of

The Apes”


“Holy Fall-Out”

In The “City

Of Dead


Just An
Bomb Shell
oF A Trump
God Gone

In The


Of That

God Before

Fat Tuesday

Turns ‘em


Unto Itself” Yes
Carl Sagan Star
Dust God Yes

Ash Again
On 5th Avenue


Self-Fulfilled Complete

While They Were
Busy A Moon
Child Arrived

Yet That

Is Part Of
A Never Ending
Never Landing



Real Hehe

True Story Rules…

Hehe i ‘Planned’
(After the
Art Now)
On January
Janus 2 Faced
Indeed Waiting

To Publish

My 56 Thousand

Word New Year’s

Resolution until SuNDaY

Today January 31st

In Freader’s Digest


Long Form



It Goes

Like This

As You May


Psychologist Mimi

iT Was Birthed on

Your Blog As “i Am
Enough 2021” Yet
Let’s Just Dance
And Sing In
Refrain “New
S#%T CaMe

to: LiGHT”
From: DarK

aS EVEN NeW Year’s
Resolutions Must Now
Evolve As Environmental

In Storms



New Year’s
ReLeaSinG Today
E-Publishing As Such Title:

“Apocalypse 2021 Lifting
Veils oF iGNoRaNCE Truth
iN LiGHT Guide Our Way




With An Apparition
Of A “Moon Child
Angel” in The Halo
Of A Wolf Full Moon
Moon-Dog Yes “Moon
Dogs” Are Relatively
Rare Celestial Events
On Wolf Full

Moon Nights


Moon Child


Angel In Halo

Moon Center in

Chest Starred Blue

Digital Artifice on Forehead

As Such Captured By Chance

With Handy Dandy iPhone XS

Yes Synchronicity on What
Springs As A Very Holy
And Sacred

Thursday Night

Muse Enough Now

For The Current


Blog Post

i Am Writing

Now So Far Titled MacroVerse

“SiLeNT LeSSoN 316 Moon

Child Arrives” Like A Mardi
Gras Celebration Virtually
In Trump Grinch Town Frigging
Ignorant Enough
To Hold A
Mardi Gras
Of A Mardi Gras
Parade in The Peak
Of A Frigging Killing
Pandemic Unmasked Saying
Social Distance if “You Choose”

God The Face Palm

FoResT Is THicK


God Seeded
me With The
Record Book
Most Churches
Per Square Mile

Go Figure


By My


Hehe 6.6.60…

Don’t Ya Just Love

Tons And Tons

Of Holy Sacred




In Life True

In A S88t Storm

Might As Well Just Do the Do…

SMiles Dear Astha
Every Breath

Of Poetry

A First Word

Of Healing Every

Feeling Of Dance

And Song





All Regrets

Guilts Shames


Loves Just

To Feel Green

Spring Leaves




Wintering Fine
Wine Soul MaKinG

Beautiful Summer




Life Long

Art Of Soul You

Gift Yes DarK Thru LiGHT

Life A Poem We



Do And

View Free

This Dance And

Song Breathing Now…

Colors Of Life Are Sunshine
In Gardens That Make
All Beauty Of
And Fruits We
Eat They Never
Bleed Only Feed
Sunshine In Us i’ve
Noticed Something About
You In The Last 6 Winters
It Seems The Light in the
Garden of Your Soul
Grows Dimmer As
The Sun Grows
Lower On
Your Horizon
Yes Even the Desert
Sun SMiles That Used
To Happen To me in Fact
All the Years Working in
A Cave in Day-lit Hours
Yet True There is Also
Birthdays Oh Yes New
Years And Reminders
Of Goals Not Yet met
Somewhere Still Left
To Go And GRoW iN
A Direction We Seek

my Prayer



Is Simple

To Arrive WHere

You Are With A Smile

With All That’s Left to

Do Is Be Sunshine of

Fruits And Vegetables

That Do Not Bleed

Hey If A Hairy

Bear With

Big Teeth

Will Do It

i Have Faith

In You Everlasting

Same Sunshine of

Smile Will Be Yours

To Give Always


Now Angel

Moon Child FRiEnD

Don’t Forget You Just

Think my Name is Fred

Nah.. Real Hairy



Spell i Place Upon

Gardening Your Soul

By White Magician Way Hehe…

“In Time. All in Good Time



Brown Pretty.”

Hehe Surely You’ve

Seen ‘The

Wizard of

Oz’ WHere

Dorothy Finds ‘Home’…

Ah… Every

Loves A Challenge…

Nature’s Art Lends me Feet
Voice Hands And Pen There
Is Nothing to Write About Now
In Mind Yet Soul
Yes Beside
Within Calm Pools
Poetry Waters Smooth

Balance Gravity With All
FRiEnD Existence ALL Point Center (GoD)

Catholic Mass Readings From 1.31.2021
Still Social Distancing For me Checking
Out the Local Homily and What PR Catholic
Star Bishop Barron Had to Say About it Same
Thing i Describe in this MacroVerse if not for the

Myths Jesus is
Just Another


One With God
the One With God
Part Mine of Course

That Doesn’t Seem to Belong

to Bishop Barron Who Believes He is ‘Somebody’ in deed….

Reading 1, Deuteronomy 18:15-20
15 Yahweh your God will raise up a prophet like me; you will listen to him.

16 This is exactly what you asked Yahweh your God to do — at Horeb, on the day of the Assembly, when you said, “Never let me hear the voice of Yahweh my God or see this great fire again, or I shall die.”

17 Then Yahweh said to me,

18 “What they have said is well said. From their own brothers I shall raise up a prophet like yourself;

19 I shall put my words into his mouth and he will tell them everything I command him. Anyone who refuses to listen to my words, spoken by him in my name, will have to render an account to me.

20 But the prophet who presumes to say something in my name which I have not commanded him to say, or who speaks in the name of other gods, that prophet must die.”

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 95:1-2, 6-7, 7-9
1 Come, let us cry out with joy to Yahweh, acclaim the rock of our salvation.

2 Let us come into his presence with thanksgiving, acclaim him with music.

6 Come, let us bow low and do reverence; kneel before Yahweh who made us!

7 For he is our God, and we the people of his sheepfold, the flock of his hand. If only you would listen to him today!

8 Do not harden your hearts as at Meribah, as at the time of Massah in the desert,

9 when your ancestors challenged me, put me to the test, and saw what I could do!

Reading 2, First Corinthians 7:32-35
32 I should like you to have your minds free from all worry. The unmarried man gives his mind to the Lord’s affairs and to how he can please the Lord;

33 but the man who is married gives his mind to the affairs of this world and to how he can please his wife, and he is divided in mind.

34 So, too, the unmarried woman, and the virgin, gives her mind to the Lord’s affairs and to being holy in body and spirit; but the married woman gives her mind to the affairs of this world and to how she can please her husband.

35 I am saying this only to help you, not to put a bridle on you, but so that everything is as it should be, and you are able to give your undivided attention to the Lord.

Gospel, Mark 1:21-28
21 They went as far as Capernaum, and at once on the Sabbath he went into the synagogue and began to teach.

22 And his teaching made a deep impression on them because, unlike the scribes, he taught them with authority.

23 And at once in their synagogue there was a man with an unclean spirit, and he shouted,

24 ‘What do you want with us, Jesus of Nazareth? Have you come to destroy us? I know who you are: the Holy One of God.’

25 But Jesus rebuked it saying, ‘Be quiet! Come out of him!’

26 And the unclean spirit threw the man into convulsions and with a loud cry went out of him.

27 The people were so astonished that they started asking one another what it all meant, saying, ‘Here is a teaching that is new, and with authority behind it: he gives orders even to unclean spirits and they obey him.’

28 And his reputation at once spread everywhere, through all the surrounding Galilean countryside.


‘The Church’, i Visit in the Past; Perhaps i’ll go Back, Perhaps
i Will Not; ‘Those’ Who Attempted to Seat me Between Two Rows
of Unmasked Pandemic Killing Ignorance Has Lost All Moral

Authority on the Sanctity
of Any Life; With me at Least…

Other Than That the World Health
Organization And Science Makes it
Clear Getting Rid of Legally Safe Medical
Abortions, Family Planning, With Safe and
Effective Contraception; Accessible And Free For All…

All of What ‘the Catholic Church’ SpreadS in Ignorance…
Particularly, in Third World Countries in Human Suffering…

This Way oF iGnorance And Might Makes Right over Reality

Actually Increases the Amount of Human Suffering, Injury,
Permanent Maiming, And Yes, Actual Deaths; True an Abortion
Is A More Humane End than Ending Up Suffocating Among Garbage in a Dumpster

(In ‘Gehenna’)

And How Shall We Measure the Suffering of Being Neglected and Abused By Parents
Who Just Are not Either Bred and Or Born to Be Nurturing Parents to Raise a Healthy Human Being…

Yeah, Ask Someone About
Their Family Life Early

When they Say

They Wish

They Had Never Been Born…

Into Such a Cold, Cold World,
Never Gardened With Love to Feel
The Warmth Others Feel So Free that

Comes From Warm Unconditional LoVE iN Trust…

Comfort Of Parents to Garden That Life This Way Loving For Them…

Homosexuality is Seen Throughout the
Animal Kingdom; It’s Part of the Balance of
Life And So Is Abortion; Neither Are Evil; They

Are Both Part of Living in Balance With the Rest of

Nature; And Yes, Other Than Reducing Population’s In Environmental Stress, They

Are Apples and Oranges to Compare; Yet Still Fruits of Life as Life Comes and Goes

As Nature

Is the

Real God of
What We Do or
Do Not Do Most

What is Evolved to Be Now For Real…

‘The Golden Rule’ Needs Revision; How About
Walking In Someone Else’s Shoes; How About Trying

to Understand Things Like Some Folks Have a Guided Missile

In Their Pants; And Others Are Dripping With Fruits From the Tree…

And Some Folks

Just Ain’t Got no

Love; Not A ‘Nurturing’

‘Bone’ in their Body; Not

All Folks Are Cut Out to Breed…

There are so many Other Ways to Help the Whole
of Humanity Survive Like ‘Drones’ Building an
Information Highway for Love to Spread…

Other than That And This
‘The Church’ Recommends

In ‘That Bible’ That People At Best Don’t
Even Get Married to Live a Free Spiritual Life
to Serve Others Greater; Yep That’s What the
Catholic Church Said on Sunday as i continue
To Study the Labyrinth of Good and Evil it Spreads;

Yet Only Virtually as Such Online Now Pandemic Safe;

Yet, It’s True, In Terms

of Homosexuality and

Reproduction, Who is the

‘Real Original’ ‘Father’ of All the

Children Elton John Helped/Still Helps Sire

In Romance of Passion In Hot Love Song Nights…

Who Controls ‘the Hands’ that Read “50 Shades of Grey”…

Is It at A Real Man

With Something

to Use in his Pants: No…

Life Ain’t Black and White…

Grow And See the Colors of Hell; And SHades of BLacK in Heaven…

There is the Material Reduction of Science And Church That Attempts

To Both Paint Life in Discrete Concrete Ways of Measurement Still Now

When Ironically, Neuroscience Shows We Basically Hallucinate Our Realities

Based on Past Hallucinations Our Minds Co-Create For What

We Believe our own Realities Are Now; or Shall We Attempt to

Understand Why Some Folks Who Go To Church

Believe that Trump is a Savior; No that’s

Not Where i am Going to Find Answers

to Life’s Problems; only Potential Solutions




A Safe Social Distance….

For my Soul to Keep Breathing

Free, Both Literally And Figuratively True…

i Always Hear “It’s God’s Law” See It’s in ‘This Story’, Thousands of

YearS OLD… It’s True, There are Many Stories And Stories Do Still Rule Most

In Dark
And Light
Where Up

Is Truly Down

Where Heaven iS iN Death,

And Life Begins With Death,

And We Are Not Worthy Born

in This Life Now to Even BREaTHE Naked Born as is FREE…

Sanctity of Death; Religions of Death, Indeed Over Life….

Even Truly Believing They Can And Will/Do Bring Back A 2000 Year-Old Little Brown Dude,

Or So, in A Wafer of Bread For Flesh; And Wine For Blood LITERALLY STILL NOW FOR REAL;

Isn’t It


Plain to See; No,

There Are Bitter Flavors

To Bond With Always

For those Who Walk in Darkness of Breath…

‘The People of Darkness’ ‘Have Seen A Great Death’, Indeed… FOR REAL

‘THeir’ Really only Hope in Life, Death; Is CueAnon Nonsense any More ‘Sane’:

No, Just Plain NO… Yet Society Naturally Accepts ‘REAL Human Insanity’ And Approves

oF iT ALL And Claims It’s ‘Gold’;

Yet As Always Fool’s

Gold ‘For Real’

Same Old

Colors of

Trump Trump;

Yet it is the



Making Life

Nightmares and Dreams for Real…

Welcome to Oz And Wonderland;

‘THE Stories; All the “Powerful Players”…

Hehe, or Create, Enjoy, Your Own ‘Renaissance Fair’

Yet Don’t Expect Anyone ‘From Church’ to Visit…

Meh.. SaMe Old Story…



New Story… Now

Every Step A New Dance;

Every Word A New Song;

Who Even HasThe Minutes

In A Day To Reproduce, When Ya Create Something New…

Nah; i don’t even Need Any Birth Control; Not Everyone Enjoys Life more than Sex And That Too…

Yet The More Who Do, Overall, Nature Currently Will Be Greater In Balance With Human Nature;

Perhaps We Will

Even get to stay…

So Many Flavors…

Yet, Folks Remain

So Dam Salty About the Ice Cream… Still Free…

All This Heaven; Yet, Some Folks Still Choose ‘5th Avenue ‘

And ALL its ‘Bosses’….


Or Dead…

If ‘The Church’

And Politically Associated

State In Bed In Loving Bonds

Of Negative Empathy


Ever Gets ‘THeir Way’

Of THiS ADDitional Ignorance…

‘They’ Will only Pave the Road of Life With More Human Blood And
Suffering; Is that Anything, New Under the Sun; No, Yet More Rational Minds

May Prevail…

If They
Get Out
And Continue to Vote…

Oh, The Democracy, Oh,
A Real Savior, When Employed By All…

-Tom SaWYeR

~It’s Kind oF A ‘Rush’ to Live THiS WaY

Like Rushing A Pandemic Away Early
Last Year in January Through February;

A Covid-19 Pioneer then too…

iN 2020 Visions

And A


Shark’ too..

All ‘Human GameS’ iN PLaY…

Fascinating, Just Fascinating

YeT AGAiN OnlY iN A Capacity

And Social Distance oF aN Anthropology Observer Participant Now…

Human Conditions, Will Also Become As Scary As Imagination in Dark Creativity Comes True…

‘Holy S&#&’ Someone From ‘the Wrong Planet’ Actually
Replies And Even Compliments What i Wrote is ‘Beautiful’

So i Return Again with


Hey, i Have Asperger’s
Syndrome, i CaLL iT As i See
It; Always Have Always Will Now

(Bi-Polar Helps Creativity…
Not too High, Not too Low, too)

As LonG As i Breathe At

Least And Yes;

HeHE ALways

Been SmART

Enough Not to Get

In Any Real Trouble…

“Just Beating Around ‘The Bush’ too”…

So Many Ways to Be And Do Life Art When

Wit Meets Clever And has Fun too..;)

-Bugs Bunny

Don’t Know About

Anyone Else, Yet i am

Loving This Living Rabbit Condition

And All Holes i Continue to Dig in New Fun….


OBTW, Thank You,

In Terms of Real Social Reciprocal

Communication… Not To Forget That Human Part too…

-‘Oracle And Architect Holding Hands’ ~Such A Tight Rope Act of Dancing Indeed..;)


Love Defines
Who We aRe iN Deed💫

Art Navigates Souls Science Only Measures
Heights Of Mountains Yet Souls Beyond

Measure SiLeNT PiLoT Breathes

Two Cups of Hot Apple Pear Cider
Hot Chocolate Cup of Florida Cold
Grey Kinda Day Today

2.1.21 Twenty-One



HeHe i Choose
A Smaller Long Gun In Defense
So The Rest of me Will Look Bigger

Love resides
It’s up
to: Us
To Show Up Love
From: Again and Again..
And YeS NoW A Pet Helps..🙂

As Expected ‘They’ Still Worshipped An
Idol on a Cross And Forgot About Love

God ‘Said’ Fred Be My Very Special Valentine

‘God’ Said Fred NoW You Will Be Surprised

How Many Ways From: Make Love to: A World

i AM STiLL ThE (A) OnE iNSPiRinG SPiRaLiNG… Do You KNoW…

HeaVeN iS onLY NoW ReaL DeeP aS EVeRLasTinG EmoTioNS CoLoR

So God Says Work On This That ‘Fred’ NoW

When You Leave Love Don’t

Forget to CoMe BacK

Toxic Snow a Bit like the
Coronavirus finding a way
To Dance through Free oF IT

ReMeMBeR Mind Does Not Come Free
Without A BodY in Balance FRiEnDS With Gravity

Thanks So Much
Hehe The Last
Free Verse Poem
Blog Post Yesterday
56 Thousand

A Bit

Indeed With SMiles


2021 Lifting

Veils oF iGNoRaNCE


Truth For All

With Least


Lead Our

Way Back

Home WHere We BeLonG”

Yet It Didn’t Crash
The Word Press Reader
On my Mobile Phone
As i Compressed the
Photos Finally to about
10 Percent of Original Size

Before that

It Was Really

Almost Impossible

To Open on Any

Mobile Device With The
Reader i Finally Changed That😊

How Ironic iT iS
Religion Often
Covers Nature

In Clothes And

Names Clothes

God Meanwhile

Face Palm Forests

Still Are




Beach Remains

Nude God Free

Swaying Sea Oats

Emerald Green



White Sands

Sea Gull Wings

Spiraling Sun All
oF iT So Plain

To See

In Beauty

Of Abundance

Humans Not


To LiVE iN

Desert Conditions

With Fewer Resources

To BREaTHE Perhaps

This iS How

Desert Man

Comes To Call

Himself God









To BREaTHE God Beach

Meanwhile 600 Years

Earlier Story

Of Buddha

In Green Abundance

Of India Transcending

‘The Clothes’



In A Word No

Sitting Under

A Fresh Green

Tree So Much

More Delightful

Than A Desert

Escape To Practical Hell

Location Location Location


Or Hell Where

The Hell Was

The Real Estate

Agent For



In The Desert

Hehe HeaR i Am 🏝
No Kidding Got Paradise
Pics To Prove Beach Is Real

And Even


In a Bikini
Fresh As Ever At 50

Eden Never Naked
Ended Here Even In The Forest




Without The Proof… 🌲

Two Cups of Hot Apple Pear Cider Hot
Chocolate Cup of Florida Cold Grey Kinda
Day Today 2.1.21 Twenty-One Twice Life

Hehe Don’t Feel
Alone i’m ALWaYS

HeaRinG NoW

S E E in G MoRE

‘Mystic Rhythms’

Melodies Bolder

Harmony Seeing

New MeSSaGeS

From Poetry




Ocean Whole

Soul Lest We



From Exploring

God’s Art Breathing

Freely RiSinG

Unseen Depths🌈💫

Or Make Your Self Into Colors Beyond Rainbows Whatever It Takes
To Be A Weather HuMaN Soul Changing GRaY iNto SunshinE EYe

Yep Some Days Ya Just Have to Change into Sunshine Fit Ya Self into
A Fiber Optic Cable At Speed oF LiGHT And Ray A Globe of Souls Now

From Usually
Sunny Florida
Days Now Yet

Grey Windy
So Cold



So Warm
Within What
A Home of

Sings Free
All Weathers
Places Indeed

All Seasons

Sweet Dreams
Good 😴 Night😊to You

No Don’t Get me Wrong Love A Church Feeding
Poor Yet Human Will Not Be Bread/Wine Alone
Or A RaBBiT One Trick Out Of A Dead Hat

Yep Let’s See How ‘That ALL’ Worked-OuT All
Colors Trump Golden Pope Robes Dying
Breathing STill On 5th Avenue Falling Falling

Sadly “The Church” Doesn’t Realize They Crucified
The Groom When They Defined Love As Only

One Man God to Idol Worship

SMiles You are Welcome
To Anything i Ever
Write or Photo
Here or on
My Blog

SMiles if You
Care to Mention
Where it Comes
From Katie Mia
Frederick Is

Fine Hehe
The Male
Part of


Team my Wife
Doesn’t Care
For Poetry or
Dance Much

(Doing It)

Yet She
Is Handy


The Home

SMiles Our

Covers Don’t Always

Reveal All Colors

Of Our

Soul Pages

Dance, Song,
And Poetry All
Arts And Sciences

We Do
So Much

More Than
Just The
The Body
Parts Same
And Different

We Wear my
Young Kind FRiEnD

Kinder Joy

Is So

NoW in Deed🌊😊

A Pleasure
Tanisha Thanks
For The Inspiration

Of Your
of Love😊💫

Love Breathes
Within When

It Does

Colors All

Weather Green

With Warmth to Breathe🌊

My Secret For
Now At Least
No Secret Now

Don’t Do Haiku

Only Fredku

Don’t Do


And Hell
No Don’t Do
Kung Fu More
Like Bruce Lee

i Do
Air Naked




With Gravity

Balance Flow

Yep Fred Fu

Did i


i Am Loving Free…

i “Don’t Know

Much About

Algebra” Although
i Made Straight


Out The

Chaff And
Saved My Free Wheat…

Some Folks

Call me

A “Donkey”

Yet I Still Ride

“THeiR Ass” 😜 Hehe 🙃

SMiles 2020
Like No


By Far

Yes took

me A Whole

Month To Review

It Until

A Last

Day Of

Janus First



Forward For

A February


A Month
A Year


From: 2020


2021 to:

SMiles Dear
It All Starts
‘A Day in

A Life’

We Believe Love

We Experience TheNoW
Is Owned By Someone




This Real God

Is All Ours To Give



If We


Our Child

NoW Of Love

Real God





Breath Seeing Sadly



In smaller

Gods Away

We Imagine

Yet Do


Our Souls
Free Wings
GiVinG SHaRinG Air🌟🌊

Breathes me💫🌊

True Freedom
Of Life
This Is Love
A More Perfect
Union Every
Of Shell
On A
Sea Creatures
Ocean Whole (God)🌊💫

God Is



Said Wind Sees

Now if





Folks Who

Go To Church

God Is Real

How Beautiful

Human Art Will Evolve




Takes Longer🌊

Hehe i Get the
Length Of Your
Resolution just



God i Live (Love) That

Song By ‘The Beatles’

Mine 56 Thousand

Words Long A Few



To Soul

Photos Touching

me Yawn Could (Will)


It All

Naked Complete
Forever Now

A Beach

i Am Yawn

i Dance(d)

Most oF iT

With only



10 Is Too Easy

For A Symphony

An Orchestra


Water Wave
Ocean All SaMe🌟Wind 💨

SMiles Where Do
We Feel Our


Body Yet







And Continues

To Leave Soul






Move Yes Dance
Sing Unintelligible

Sounds To Regulate





Wings FRee



Dead Heads…

Dance Free See What’s
Underneath “The Song”

Wings Fly Freer iNDeed to Dance And Sing💫

It Could



Life And

Love For

Life Staying

In The Hell Humans

Create aS only




To Believe

That Fit Us

When our Wings

Are Bleeding For

Release Our



Boil on Slow Heat

You know What’s


In The


Of The Mind


I’ve Almost

Got My Psychiatrist
Convinced The Last

One Already

Left His


To Teach



Yes Dance

Indeed So Simple

Yet So True Humans
Divorced From Free

Dance And Song

Even Science

Shows Non
Verbal Communication
We aRe Still Evolved

For Most

Are We





In A Word

Dance Sing Free

No Longer Hidden



Buildings Caves

Yes The Child

Comes Out


The Light
Green As



Free Singing Wind…

Smiles Indeed A Golden
Rule is A Story of

Much Suffering

Even An


And An Extravert

Living Together

Cannot Be
Expected To
Love Each Other

How They Individually

See Life And Have




Fails Now

Yes Love

Until We
Learn The

Cognitive Part
Of Understanding

And Have Both
Chocolate And

Vanilla Ice Cream

At The Dinner

Table Of

Love Why There
Are A Zillion Different
Religions, Sects of One,


A Different

View of Reality

In Each Eye

Love is
A Never


Art of

Unwrapping ‘The Present’

Not the Kind Of Reality

We Will
Fit in A
Book A Word
Or One Man

Or One Golden
Rule of Aphorism

iN A


Of More
Than One
Color Yes Recipe For

Love Ever CoLoRinG

More Where



Try to
It All


In Stone


To A Bottom of An Ocean



Colors of Breath…

More.. Ain’t Life “Grande”
So Many Flavors At “Star
Bucks” Yet




Insist on

Only Black Coffee
Oh To Have Sympathy



Devils True… too

Love Defines
Who We aRe iN Deed💫

Art Navigates Souls Science Only
Measures Heights Of Mountains Yet Souls
Beyond Measure SiLeNT PiLoT Breathes

A Pleasure
To Feel What

You Write

Respond in Kind😊💫

Poetry Dance Song
All Art FeelS HoW All

Souls Regardless

Of Labels

Us May
Touch Each Other
As Sea Creatures
Without Shells


Whole (God)🌟

SMiles Dear Lived
Long Enough to
See The Heaven

And Hell


In Between

So Sweet So
Warm Everlasting
Indeed In Fact My


Is 50

Almost 51

Love Will


Stop You

From Aging

Photos Of My

Wife Without


On My



Not Tell

A Lie And My
Blood is Still


This Love At 60 True

Love Cures All





Of Breath Driving

Us Transcending

All Life


To Give

And Share

Free With Least

Harm Shall We Love

Yes To Truly Breathe Fully😊

Take Away Emotions
And A Human Literally
Can’t Decide What Color
Socks to Wear to


That’s What
Happens Just
Lose Your Emotions

And See What Decisions

We are Able to Make

In Life Shallow

Of Feelings



Who Have

No Ability to

Love At All No

Emotions Make A
Zombie Real there
Is An Entire Spectrum

To The Living
And The Walking

Dead SMiLes
Ask Someone

Who Has Lost

Them And They

Will Tell You Who


Is Not Void
Of any Spirit At All

Oh How We Will Get
Trapped in The Tools

We Create And



With Who We

Verily Are Within

The Wind Spirit

That Will Never

Fit A Word

The Living

God Love Within
Weak Men Raised
As Warriors To Kill


Been Defining

This God Of Love
Within Eons Without



Of Love

To See Yes

Emotional Intelligence
Is God Intelligence




Little Are
Poor in Spirit


Need All
These Words
Just Someone
Who Has The Ability

To See


A Cat Or Dog
More Human



Folks Where i Live…
Smiles Dear It’s A Tradition
In The Deep South Here not


Much With
Women Yes Men Raised
With Stone HeARTS CoLD



From a Beer…

Seriously Science
Proves This As Real

Now As The

Nose On Our
Face Some Folks

Smell This God

Of Love Some Do

Not God Is Love A

Real Life Muscle Some

Folks Develop And Some

Do Not It’s Truly

Impossible to



Until one Loses

The Entire Muscle

In Hell On Earth

Literally Worse

Than The




To Humankind

Ever been in A

Position Where

You Can’t Play
Tic Tac Toe
Or Figure

Out How To
Make A TV Dinner

Been There Done
It Babe If You Ever

Lose All Your
Emotions Let

Me Know Better Yet FEEL SENSE
What You REALLY Learned About

God You’ll Do



When You
Find Out God
Is What Makes

Any Decision Possible
At All It’s Truly Good News
God Is Real And This Love

This Heaven Within Drives

Human Altruism

Yet Folks

Still Worship

‘Bomb Shells’

In Church And

Say Vote for

Trump As



Have Enough

Emotional Intelligence

To See Who is Playing

Them To Death of Soul

What They Did not
Develop For Eyes

To See

The Difference
Between Human
Angels And Demons

“With No Clothes”

Ask Yourself
Why is it Hard

To Decide if
Love Is A Choice

Perhaps Your


You’ll Find….

My Faith is 100 Percent
The ‘Other Place’ Teaches Best




Will Come

To See God

Reborn to Breathe

Again Or The Real

Life Miracle A First Breath of

God Where All Colors Come

To Life

Dance And
Sing From Within

Finally Naked And Free

To Give And Share All

Free With Cognitive

Empathy Enough To

Harm All Of Nature

Least For Really Real

God Is Real Oh How
Difficult This



In A Word

Or One Man

Who Doesn’t


When HiS Story Fails to Live🌟

-Interview With An X-Devil


Real No

Joke i used

Do Be A Devil

The Only People
Who Learn The Strongest

Essence Of God







Test of ‘God’

To Fully BREaTHE

And Live and True

It’s A Rather



i Pray

‘You’ Never Join ‘Us’

‘Judas Bleeds Most’

‘The Devil Loves Most’

Meh.. It’s All About ‘Perspective’

Yes Seeing DarK



That Only An

And Devil

Fully Developed

In Living Breath Will See…



Opinion 😈 😇

Meh… “God Why

Have You Forsaken me”

The Story is



New As

The Human Soul

Is Real And Breathes God…

When Mother Teresa Got
Burnt Out Lost Her Emotions
She Said She Lost Her Faith too


Liked The Story

Of JeSuS Yet

Not Unlike

me He Found


A Bit Hard

To Stomach

Why i Spend Most

Of my Day in India

True A Place


Of “Namaste”

Yet Only The Women

Literally only The Women

It Doesn’t Have to Be
This Way Yet it is




Suffocates God Dies Within

SMiles Rue You are Naturally

Gifted Sweetheart i Don’t




See Where i’ve

Been never Ever

Want Anyone to Go…

SMiles the Movie
“Contact” Carl
Sagan inspired
By His Book



Indeed We Have

Nature And Each
Other Loving And

If That
Ain’t Enough

God Obviously
Folks Are Simply
MiSSinG Love

My God


The Grinch

Figured That
Out When

He Grew
Yep the Realism
The Theism

Of Love

Yet Only
When It’s

Real as Church
Is Often The Most


Place Of Love
Just Empty Shells
Robes And Suits


Wine Will Never Fill

The Moral of
‘That Movie’

Look Within
Seek And Find
Love Give And Share
It All Free With Least

By God
If Bonobos
Will Do It Humans

Too They Just

Have A
Love Advantage Doc😊💫

SMiles Rue i Rarely Find ‘The Spirit’ in Church Other than
Song Particularly When Priests Say Love is only A Choice

And Not A Feeling
Yeah if that Was

True We Might

Not Have Psychopaths
Devoid of Empathy As

All We Do as Even Ironically
Science Shows Is Driven by

The Spirit of Our Emotions in Concert
With All Our Senses Yet True Looking in the

Windows of the Eyes of Soul Where that came
From the Issue Is Clear Where That Discernment

Did Not Come From

Yes There is Essence

And Form No Need for

Books or Even Words to

Find the Spirit Within

To Give And


Born This Way A Child

Baptizes As A Child Does

In Smiles With No Division

For the Child Sitting in The Pew

In Front of them Then Humans Divide

Themselves From Others the Core Function

Of All Religion, Politics, And Even Philosophy

When A Dance And A Smile Needs None of that

At All To Touch The Face of God in Someone Else…

SMiles Rue i am so sick and tired of Politics and Religion

Holding Hands and Folks with Little to no Ability to Discern

Truth and Lies Within Those Brick and Mortar Walls i Rarely

Have Any Real Desire to Visit Anymore as Love Died There

And Doesn’t Seem to Be able to make it’s Way Back It’s True

Wherever it is Whoever It is When Love Dies So Does Jesus

And God In Metaphor always… A Famous Bishop Today

Face of the Catholic Church On Youtube Said

That The Teachings of Jesus Aren’t

Even Important If Not for

The Myths

His Teachings are

No Greater than A Sufi

Mystic True Rumi is a Great Poet too…
Not Everyone Gets Poetry And Even
Fewer People Get (DO) the Message of Jesus
In the Story Clue: Love For All Now No Exclusions

iT Ain’t Rocket Science And It’s Not Like the Cure Ain’t Already In there

Yet It’s True if Love Does Not Breathe Within It is Nowhere At all for the Empty Shell….

Thanks Dear Samreen
Always Inspired By the
Art You Bring to Words

HAha Drives Me Nuts

to Preplan Poetry

In Any Way

At All
Yet Some Forms
Are Surely Short in Purpose And
Full Of Meaning Like Tanka Indeed

Beautiful Week to You And All You
Love As Well my FRiEnD Stay Blessed..:)

SMiLes Akshita Thanks so Much
For Dropping By This Long Winded
Blog Post And Quoting the Line

“Love For All With Least Harm
These Dreams These Living Wings”

SMiLes Every Word A Precious Dance

And Song To me Not Sure if Everyone

Senses And Feels A Dance

And Song Like This

From Deep


Yet When All of
Life Becomes Poetry

What is Left to Do Yet

Even More Dance And Song

To See And Be Just Free VeRSinG LiFE SMiLes…

Hehe You’ve Got me Beat in Travel
Adventures as i’ve Never Been on

A Plane Yet Ha! Manage

To Fit All of me

it Seems in this

Fiber Optic Cable

Without Even Losing Weight
At The Speed of Global Light

Yes A Pandemic May Teach Us Not

To Worry So Much About Conforming to
What Other Folks Think of Us As Priorities Become

More Basic Life Stuff to Feel and Sense Free…

Hehe Aeidola True 56 Thousand Words And
A Couple of Hundred or So Compressed Photos
Down About 10 Percent From the Regular Size Will


Eat Up
Bits and
Bytes of Gigabytes

Yet True The Biggest Single
MacroVerse Blog Post in Free
Verse Poetry i’ve Written Just might
Seriously Be the Mother And Father

Of All Blog Posts
at 338,630 Words
And 300 Or So Uncompressed
Beach Sunset Photos And the Such
Named “GodsUniVerseNovel3” Published

On this Blog In April of 2016 Yet Just a Warm
Up Hehe For 10 Subchapters of a Long Form
Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” Now At 8.9 MiLLioN
Words of Free Verse Poetry Yes Longest Form Style

Where Each of those Poetry Subchapters Is A Titled
Size Or Much Bigger Than the Old King James Bible

Just That One Blog Post Nearing Half the Size HAha…

And True Still Takes Top Tech Equipment And Bandwidth

to Even Open Up Before i Started Compressing the Photos

By 10 Percent of the Original Size my Blog Posts Typically Crashed

The Word Press Reader on Mobile Phones… Hehe at Least it’s Possible

To Open Up Now Yet i was so busy writing i didn’t Pay much mind if what

i was doing was even Possible to Open Up as Creativity Flows Just for the Fun

OF iT Free

Much Love

And SMiLes

Your Way too

my FRiEnD..:)

Love Defines
Who We aRe iN Deed💫

Art Navigates Souls Science Only Measures
Heights Of Mountains Yet Souls Beyond

Measure SiLeNT PiLoT Breathes

Two Cups of Hot Apple Pear Cider
Hot Chocolate Cup of Florida Cold
Grey Kinda Day Today

Two One
Twenty-One Twice Life


“Aghogday” Another Ground Hog Day
Yet not a Palindrome Day of 02022020
or 1111111… 33rd Day With 333
Days Left on Leap YearS Hehe

Emotions are Colors of LiFE…NoW
Without Emotions Life is Painted as
‘Another Ground Hog Day’ Same
Every Moment.. No Colors LiVE

11 Years of Chronic To Acute Flight or
Fight Stress the Last 2 of 11 Destroyed
My Emotions and My Health With 19 Disorders

“Lent Span of 40 Days” Through Spring
of 2008 Only an Hour of Sleep for 35 Days
With an Alpha Blocker Bringing that Shallow Sleep
Absolutely No Sleep The Last 5 of 40 Days Not A Good Place

Just the Start of 66 Months of Shut-in Hell but my Intuition
told me i had done ‘This’ Endless Lifetimes Never Getting Past ‘Then’

Not That i ‘Wanted to Go’ but it was
Just So Very Hard to Stay with a Pain
Literally Assessed Worse Than REAL Crucifixion….

True i Came Back From 66 Months Wake to Sleep Shut-in
Living Dead In Hell on 07192013.. ‘Aghogday’ Erased away…

Sure i Came Back Changed Forever Now as “KATiE MiA Frederick”
Sure Pure Close To God Frederick Finally then what ‘the Name’ Means

Peacefully Ruling me True too Every Day A Feast Day Holiday
And Celebration of Dance And Song Now YeS Truly Always A
Sabbath Now of Eternal Gratitude In ALL Play NO ‘Real Work’

Just in Case You Still Do Not Believe
Dance is the Fountain of Youth there
is No Hiding It with J Lo and Shakira

i am no Myth
i am Just Another
Human Who Spends
66 Months In Hell Within Now Then

Only Security i BRing i Dance And Sing
Is Love Lives Fearlessly Eternally Within

Hot Apple CiDeR STeaMinG Orange Dipped NoW iN Days
GRoWinG LoNGeR LiGHT Coming On Stronger Yet to See

Yes Be JusT WaRMinG UP

Oh YeaH As
Luck Will Have
It Posed
With A BB
Gun A Present
Someone Else
Got In Long Rifle




Now too
To Illustrate

Other That
The Folks
At The Dance

Hall made-up a
Bunch of “Conspiracy
Theories” i Am Part
Of Some Kind

Of Undercover
Law Enforcement
Operation Haha
Some Even Said


If They

Are ‘Republican’

So Easy To


These Days

In “Infamous

Marjorie Green

Looney Toon Days”

Gun Powder
Only Used
For Make-up Fresh
Worms Go For Organic

Eccentric Always
Out of In Yep
Still Living In
A Cave Hehe

With Same
Old Hand

Print Art

Yet Some
Of The

Are Still Fun To Do 🦇

Yep Like A Finely
Aged Still Green

Worm 🐛 Wine


In The


And Or

Burned In 2008 ⚰️

Oh Yeah Hehe i’d
Miss Google on the

Beach too or Whatever


Name is Hehe 🏝

Yes That Charlton
Heston Fellow Was
Mighty Odd On A
Planet of Apes
Most Beautiful


On The


With Him

Pissed off Because

(Pounding Defenseless Beach)

Someone Blew Up

New York City 1000

Years Ago.. i Would Have

Found Something Better

To Do Like Sharing A Photo

Of Nova, Eve, Or Whatever

Her Name Was/Is Picking

Up Shells On The Beach

Just For The Aesthetic

Experience Yet True

Dam i’m Just So


Kinda Guy



Humans Blew it up

Charlton On The Beach

Crying Holding

A Gun

Like a Pacifier

With Cold Soul Hands

Not Gonna Lie
I’d Miss my iPhone

No Longer Able
To Randomly

Free Verse


Jane in
Ireland WitH A SMile

Ain’t it Ironic X-Catholic
Priest Grandfather From
Limerick so Green i can’t



On Saint

Pattie’s Day Still

Meadows i Seed

From FLoWeRS i Breathe

Honestly Charlton H. Go

To School🍀

NoW AS His Green Is
Smelling Soylent Indeed 💩


GRATiTuDE For So Much Love to Give i Forget To Eat Can’t
Go Wrong Wife Reminds me to Give Even More Hehe And YeS EAT NoW

True All of Nature
Does When Human too😊

Why Feminism? Now?
World Hunger Starving
For Loving Compassion 🌎

Love Transcends
When It’s Real Feels😊

Oh Rue Unlike ‘The Groundhog’ Today
Who is In the Shade Predicting 6 More
Weeks of Winter So Far Away From the

Sun Outside
Monsoon Rain at least

Hehe And True Extending

Winter into March So Warm

And Sunny In Florida Still to Come

All i come today to Truly Feel

Is You Look Like You

Are Having So
Much Fun on

That Four Wheeler SMiLinG
Dashing Through the Indian Jungle Puddles
Mudding in Green Almost Like Santa’s Reindeers
Close to An Almost Always Christmas Night That’s Day..:)

In Short(S)Eat Drink
And Be Merry Longer

Christmas Loving

It All Year ‘Round

i Do Believe i’M

Gonna Make

That/This Prophecy

For You Now Just HeaR

A Little Prayer You Will Make Come True..:)

This Is My Favorite Religion Be Happy Don’t Worry

Be Love to Others



Least Harm

i Vaguely Remember

Other Folks Actually Doing
It WHere i Still Live Picture PeRFecT HEaR..:)

i Kid You
Not i’ll
A Leaf
With All
The Branches

oF A Living

Tree Take

It To

Church Say

Great News Here
Is The Face of God
What You Folks




See After

Death All
i Had to Do

Is See

For Living


As They

Look At me
With “Christian
Black And White”
Yes Mostly


WTF of God Looks

What? The Face? Of

God? Damn They

Just Can’t

See The


Tree Still

in The Dead Leaf

No Doubt The




Soil For

More Than

Soylent Green

Bread And Wine

For Only







Feeding Trees

Still Truly Living

The Descendants

Continue Living

Nature oF iT Green

A Circle (GoD)Real 🌲💫

I’ll Repeat A Very Rare
Compliment i Heard
From A ‘Wrong
Planet’ (A Place
For Folks Typically
Polled With
IQ’s 140
To 160





Of Fitting

In) Yes For
You Too Refreshingly
Blunt And Brutally


You Don’t
Beat Around The Bush”

That Seems
To Fit iN Here too.. hmm

Today With SMiles

For Appropriate



Your Words Bring
Images i Never


To See

Nope Every
Day is Not An
“Another Ground
Hog Day” Here

Rife With


Change It
Is Sunny In
Florida Where
The Groundhog
Is Fully Aware


My Shadow

Warmth Within
All Season Tires



No Barren


In Dry
God Places…

Have A Nice Day🙃

No Surprises Now

All Mad Hatter Happy Wear🧙‍♂️


Spelling Counts

When Searching Now

You Can Google
It It’s Like
It’s A
Real Thing

Drug Free
Of Course 😜 HeHe 🙃


i Have Many
Names in Many
Places All Tricksters






Fools Play This

Way Yes Hehe

Like A


You Might Be



Far ‘We’

Travel As
Real Invisible Ninja’s

Long Shelf Life too 😛 HAha

Not Unlike
Trump Just
Another Human

Revelation Need…

At Least For Those
With Eyes And Ears To

See More Than
A “Majorie




Human Tree TheMe”

iT Ain’t The Apple
Tree That’s The






For Rotten

Fruit on Halloween
Year ‘Round For

A Fake Orange
GReaTesT PumPKiN
Gehenna 5th Avenue
Ride With A Book
“To Serve Human”

That’s Really
A CookBook
For Rotting

Apple Pies…

Don’t Eat
The Pie!


Coming Free
Still With Orange Kool-Aid🤑🤮

Is Art


Gives EYes
Colors To Breathe

SMiLes Dear


See How

You Make

Leaves Words

BREaTHE Living

Trees Moving



You A
Art of HeART Indeed

As You Write Leaves

Inspiring Living Trees 🍃

Hehe Perhaps
i Should Stand
Up in Front of
The Church And
Give my Desert/Forest/Beach

God Speech


The Frowns
Wouldn’t Make


Flinch As
There Is




Isn’t Real

Where in
The Hell Did
“A God” Come
From That Tells
Someone To





Life Rhetorical
Question In

A Beautiful
World Of Emerald
Greens To Feel Sense

And Be Oh How Sublimely
Beautiful A Tree in A Leaf


Beyond All
Trump Golden
Ceilings Diamond
Floors And Pearly


To Ivory




Even A Dead

Leaf Feeds The

Grass That Feeds

The Antelope Now

That Feeds The Lion

As The King Dies

At Best

In The

Grass To

Feed An Antelope

i Stole That Last Bit

From ‘The Lion King’

i Am Not Ashamed

To “Eat The

Lion King”

To Become A Man

OBTW Again Where The Hell
Did That “Other God” Come
From That Worships Death

More Than
Life Rhetorical


Again Hehe For
You Jane At Least

Where “That
God” Lives
On Earth


“The Only
Kingdom” “He” Rules…


Might Be TO OLD
To Run And To Swing
From Trees

And Sing

i Continue To Breathe

Hehe In the

Jungle Green


No Shortage
Of Rubber Trees
To Re-Tire my Wheels Indeed🌲

Smiles Sweet
FRiEnD For
me At Least

Key is
Someone Else

Feel Love No Matter
How Far Away What
Stays in my Soul Most

Two Words

i Love You
For You See
For Long Before

i Didn’t Have
The Ability to
Do It The Love

We Give is The Receive At Best

It’s Like This Touching


Is Touching

Me This Way

Sun Is Never

Truly Far Away From Moon

So As Someone Once Said
In A Pure And Innocent

3rd Grade

Wish i Want
You To Wrap
Your Arms Around

Your Tummy And

Feel A Hug From
Someone Who

For You


Moon SMiLes Yes Sun

It’s The Warmth


Day or
Night Sun
Never Truly Goes Away

As Long As We Feel Warmth 🌞🌞

SiLeNT LeSSoN 317
A SiLeNT Dear FRiEnD
TWiLiGHT Beach
A Bit Hard It May
Be To See
A Best
FRiEnD Still
To Moon




To Shine Feeling

Full Well That Even

On New Moon Nights

Sun’s Rays Will


Reflect Full

Moon Eyes What

Sun Learns

From Moon

Never Give Up

On Shining As Moon

Will Eventually

Show Her Face Is

Moon Always A



Sun SeeS Hehe 🌚 🌞


Typically Now, When A Person ‘Really’
Becomes WHoLE THere Is No Need
to Tear Other Folks Down to Fill
An Empty Void Within; Typical

‘Trump Meme’, Indeed,


A Substantial Portion of
Online Is An Argument of
‘Drunks’ In ‘A Bar’ With Nothing

Better to Do than one Desperately Trying

To Rise Up From the Bottom of ‘A Barstool’…

Indeed, There Are Other Places With No Limits
Where Folks Only Desire to Lift Other Folks Up…

Won’t Find it in the so-Called ‘Western World’ Much,

“Either West or East,”

Yet In ‘Other


“Dream Time”

Indeed Still Comes

To Light A Flow of iMaGiNaTioN

Just Unlimiting Streams of More Open

Souls of Subconscious Human Potential

Bringing Wings of Creativity Unlimiting Birds

Learning to Fly

Only Grounding

In Cocoons


Yet It’s More Than

Words A Depth of Feeling

And Sensing Life So Many Colors More

Now Than Just Primaries or Shades of Grey

Or Black and White Concrete Thought; Nah,

Ya Don’t Have to Study ‘Jung’ to Do Jung Now,

All Ya Have to Do is Become Whole and Join

Any Community That Is Whole Enough to Lift Each Other Up…

And Do ‘You’;

It’S A Difference

Between Living

in A Concrete One

Way Sidewalk And Butterflies

In A Meadow With Bees and Never Ending

New Colors of Flowers; Yet of Course this is all

Just Word


if Ya

Haven’t Tasted

A Soul With Free Wings Yet…

Meh… Again, Autotelic Flow With Frission; Science
Measures IT Only Limited With Meditative Activities,

Yet It Is Within That Comes Exploring Beyond All Measure

With Different

Eyes and


‘Virtual Realities’

of UniVerses Within

To Give And Share More

With Other Human UniVerses Evolving More Now,

Nothing New Age About it; only Removing Oneself

From Too Many Distractions That Modern Cultures Bring; Actually More Like an Older Age

Versus Never Coming to Move Beyond The Surface Much at all to the Depths of Ocean Souls…

Yes, Enlightenment; Not a Pejorative; Just Looking, Seeking, Finding Within A Whole New World;

A Rather



to Staycation True

And Continue to Evolve

Real Colors of Soul Across A Lifespan

Now Where Stagnation Is No Place to See….

Yeah, Yeah, the Transcending Experience oF Life

After Self-Actualization; Yet, All the Text in the World

Is Meaningless

Until one


To the Table

of Plenty And Actually Feasts…

Yes, Sort of Like A Song ‘Xanadu’

And The Older Stories True; Sure, the
TL;DR Version That ‘Rush’ Creates/Produces too

As MuSiC Folks Express In Notes, A Similar Place They ‘See’..

For Us to See With Ears As Well; Yet Only Those Initiating Well to Be…

Does ‘The Experience’

Need A Label

To Exist,

Or Some Official

Study With A Piece of
Paper Degree, iN A Word,

In A Page,

No; In A



A Cover

Of Any Clothes At All


Not What Ya Go to School
Or Work to Do; What Ya Soul
Does to Truly BREaTHE Freer… Now…

EXPReSSinG Less In ‘External Letters’; Yet FLoWinG Poetry Within More; Yes

Souls, Those Ascending, Will Ever Understand More to Hear to See Transcending… Now

Oh Yeah and Without

A Free Dance


Than Ever to ‘Go’…
And ‘Come Again’… ‘A SonG’…:)


“‘He’ And or ‘HeR’ Went to An Only Place Folks

Don’t ‘Believe’; Perhaps, An Only Place Folks Will See”

Yep, Providence of ‘Words’ Still Now;
Written Collectibles, Killable Intelligence,

Human Clothes/CuLTuRaL Tools; A New

Hobby of Dressing Up the Rest of Nature;

Attempting to Own it Like a DEAD THING With

No Free


Imposing Our

Will On the Rest of

Free Nature Breath;

Where Taking Replaces

Giving; Hoarding Replaces Sharing;

And Yes, Indeed, the Pathogen, the Pandemic

Of Human Suffocating Clothes Imposed By Will

On The Rest of Nature, Including Disease We Spread

to Cultures Of Humanity, Yet to Be Introduced to a New

Way of Destroying More of Nature Giving Over Taking, Hoarding Over Sharing


The Only

Species ‘Smart’

Enough to CuLTuRaLLY Transform Themselves

So, So Far Away From Small Groups of Naked

Tree Dwelling Even Altruistic Loving Apes

In Balance; Friendly With The Rest of Nature;

Yet Morphing

Into Words;

Other Tools

Of Clothes; Finally

Housing A Real Potential

of Nuclear Bombs to Erase

Ourselves forever from This Rare

Potential Sliver of Heaven, This Earth Now

Coming More in Truth of Dreams to Give And
Share Naked More than Lies of Nightmares Housed
in all the Clothes Humans Wear from Words to Nuclear Bombs

To Genocide

Our Whole

Species Far Beyond

All the Millions of American

Native Indians, ‘Pilgrims White’

Erased From the Lands Here; Stalin

Same; And Hitler In Their Genocidal Human

CuLTuRaL Pandemics; Yes, True, General CuLTuRaL

Similar Conditions…

Anyway, if We Are
Successful In Erasing

Our Taking And Hoarding

From this Earth Not a Trace of
Us Left; Nothing ‘Left Behind’ in 300
MiLLioN Years as the Earth Takes a Trip Back

to the ‘Virgin




‘SoiLeD By
HuMaN Viral CuLTuRES’…

Taking Hoarding Greed SiGNaTuRE

Of A Species Far Out of Balance Nature Will Eventually

Regurgitate; Cleansing Back, After Another Enema of Existence….

Is There Another Way;

Yes, Many Other

Ways As Many

As TrutH and Lies continue to Wear…

Human, The Only Animal That Lies And Makes Nightmares Come Real…

Indeed, THere is as an Original Sin of Nightmares oF LieS; And Truth

Ascending, Transcending to Dreams Come True (THiS HEaVeNoW)

Yet No

Other Animal

On the Planet

Is Fallen This Way Except Human;

Strange PaNDeMiC This Condition to

See and Breathe

For Real….

In Nightmares
Yes And Dreams For Real…

What’s Left to Do, Dance And Sing

Like Heaven In Hell As LonG As This
Peace; This Sliver of Heaven or Hell We Co/Create Lasts…

Don’t Worry

About the

Rest; Nature

The Real Karma

Is in Charge; Or Do

Change And Survive….



Like me

In Heaven Now…

To Each Her And or HiS OWN Reaps…

-“Master Chief Aghogday”-

i’m Real You May

Even Google me

With Quotes Hehe…

23andme Says i originate

Partly From Nigeria and South
Asia; Additionally As Family Legend Has it From

An Indian Princess As That is Originally

Just Another Princess




i Am Real….

And As All the Empirical

Evidence Reveals Clearly Thriving

in Heaven Now….


And Free

At Best



Natives Whole

Not Separate

From All of Existence
Then at Least Individually

We may Ascend, Transcend;

Remove All the Lies of CuLTuRaL

Clothes And Dance As Sun Reflects Moon We BREaTHE NoW;

Yes, Best to Be
A Free




Loving Indian Again

With WingS ONly Holding

Spirit of what We Feel and Sense Real Most Life….



THiS oNLY Gift NoW…

Unity Free Providence Peace
LoVE iN Sanity Now For All Or All Exclusions
PRiSoN Realities War iN HaTE iNsanity… Conditions

Always Revealing




Other than That
‘The Spirit in the Sky’

Breathes Within for Real Alive;

Yet Only For Those Who Find A Real Meal And Feast;
A Never Ending Celebration of Heaven Within Eternally Now;

Yet, Still

Wait for

If one

And Or

Loves Nothing Much

Many Surely Do Still Now….

Always Waiting For ‘GodOT’ to Appear
Somewhere Over A Rainbow of Life Into Death…








Folks View

A Metaphor of ‘GOlD’…



Roses Still FLoWeR🌲

No Shadow No Light Other Wise No Thing Exists

Yep.. It’s a Bit Funny How Katrina Captured
my Dragon ‘Tale’ with the ‘Football Field DeSiGN’

Almost 7 Years Dance FRiEnDS Forever as THere
Is Less Talk All Frolic For Oldest Human Dance Joy

Could be the Reason i have a Zillion Silent Dance
Friends and a Handful who still Brave A ‘Fredtalk’

Nope Dance No Competion to me But i Do Receive Kind Hugs
From the Most Beautiful Dance Angels In Spirit of Cooperation

This is Still My Super Bowl and Charlie’s Angels are Surely as
Beautiful as Shakira and J Lo… And So Very Kind Genuinely Nice

Yes.. No.. Don’t Let all These Words Fool Ya..
i Am STarTiNG A SiLenT Dance Revolution Now!!!

i Am A ‘Terminator of Fear’ Replacing
Fear With Love of Dance And All SonG…

If You Don’t Believe one Human In
Hell For 66 Months Will Make A Difference
‘You’ Have No Clue How Far my Footprints Reach Now

A Force of one GamE on and Oh Yes How ‘They’ Spread ‘my Mission’
as my ‘Faithful Minions’ Do for me too on Social Media.. Hehe

Changing Direction of Spirit Wind Without Fear More
Liberal Than Conservative as Free Dance Erases Fear…

Meh.. ThesE Words Just Song Fumes of Free Dance With ZERO
Fear FREE… Nah.. i am not Here To Force anyone To Go To Heaven Now

By A Way ‘Those’ Are Grapes ‘She’ is Picking Up For me at the Creek
Beach to Feed me Each Night ‘fore Sleep.. hehe if no Wrath…

Meanwhile Back At John Wayne’s Ranch Peers Close
to 60 Are Rotting On Mall Benches Watching
NFL While i am STiLL iN The F iN GamE

Heaven is Not a Place Now That You Sit
on Your Butt Waiting For A Welfare God
to Give A Hand-0ut After A Dirt Nap

If one Must Count on Older Words
Jesus Reported to Say in the Gospel
of Thomas ‘The Father’ God IS A Verb of

Movement And Repose

In Other Words A Living
God is Dance First Then Rest of Song

SMiLes Dear Sohair in Deed
A Beautiful LiFE DarK Thru
LiGHT ABiLiTY We Have to
Co-Create With LoVE NoW 😁😎🌹🎶🎶😊

True THeRE is No Use in Waiting
For Someone Else to Dance And Sing
With You If Ya Really Wanna Dance
Sing Play NoW i for one DO

Read ‘That’ Again:
Just Because
i Can And Will

So Let it Be Dance
So Let it Be Song
No Matter What NoW

Paint Your Own Bible
Dance Your Own Song
Be Free ALWaYS Be Free


Roses Still FLoWeR🌲

He he i Hear A Mouse
In The Shed Outside
Knocking Perhaps
He Wants
To Escape
Or Stay
Okay The
Knocking Stopped
Must have Been

On Boards
Sharpening His
And Or Her Teeth

Long In The
Tooth They Grow

In Short to The
Dismay of Half

The World Love
Still Breathes

Even When
A Little Brown

Dude is Still
Left Hanging

On A Cross
Never Gaining
Literacy To


About A Philosophy
Of Life That Has



At All For
Remaining No
Different Than
Buddha Lao Tzu

And Most of
The Rest Yet

It Doesn’t
Matter if

The ‘Ground
Hog’ Can Speak

Now or
Not in

“This Town”

Story is Still
Both King And
Or Queen






Minion Rule
Only Real


Write, Direct,
Produce, Even


Our Own
PlayS On An
Eighth Day


Creates Blogs
With A ‘Little
Help’ From ‘Drones
And Geeks’ Mostly
Driven By Desire

To Download
Unlimited Pretty
Bird Pics At Unlimited
Free Access Speed

New Kings
And Or Queens




Own Play So Free to Be
Never Ending Stories
Never Need


THiS Way

And Grow
And Less


Human THiS Way 🦋

Of Art

One More
Word Is Never Enough💫

No Or Never
Quitting Swimming

In Quick


Hoping To
Float Yes
Just Say No🤮

Just A Bit of
Good News
Science Shows
Regular Meditation
Grows New
In Brains
A Cross Section
Of A Meditating
Brain May Reflect



Of A Fifty Year-Old Person…

A Nun With Alzheimer’s
Disease Still Giving
Lectures Rewiring
Her Active
All Brain Tangles…

Visualize Exercising
Science Shows In Empirical
Measure We Will Get Stronger…

Yet You See
You Sense
You Feel


Be Love
Beyond Measure
All Time, Distance,
Space, And Even


Yes Love
Ours A Force
To Give And


Now And

Even Leave

Shells Behind

To Love After

We Pass Away

Yes See How

Art We

Forever Now

Beyond All Measure🎼

Breathes 🎼
Souls Still Lives😊
MuSiC Tunes 🎵🙏
oF LiGHT We See 🎶🌲💫

Yet Sun Will Rise And Shine
Again No Different Than🌚
New Moons Becoming Full🌞

SMiles Avelino The Piece of Piano Music, “Challenging Alexithymia”
And Surely the Most Popular Share on YouTube With Thousands
Of Views Is Interestingly From a Time and A Place i Was Totally
Lost Verbally From my Emotions And Indeed
in Feelings too as Words
Like Warm And Fuzzy
Comfort In Bonding

Love Yes the
Warmth Disappeared
From my Life Working With
Computers Becoming More Machine
Than Human With FLoWeRinG FeeLinGS
Senses Coloring All of Life Where Heaven

May Be
As A Place to
Give and Share For
Free With All of Nature
As Sunshine Colors FLoWeRS Real…

Yes my FRiEnD Real HoME WiTHIN…

SMiLes It’s True i Transformed From a
Stone of Grey into a FLoWeR oF New Colors

And This Song was only a first small step
A Hint of What is Possible in Life Away from

A Stone
And A FLoWeR
To Dance And Sing Free
CoLoRinG The World More as iFly
More Than A Concrete Sidewalk stone…

Yes my FRiEnD Alexithymia Pain Particularly
Losing the Feeling of A Smile As Emotions are
Memories And Memories are Emotions The Numb
Will Be The Most Intense Pain of All As for 66 Months
i Actually Endured Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia From
Wake to Sleep Literally Assessed As Worse than the Torture
of Crucifixion That No Drug Will Touch.. True For Me Losing

Worse than that
Pain Yet Eventually

My Emotions Came
Back One Day on a Beach
Becoming One With Swaying
Sea Oats Emerald Green Waves
Sugar White Sands Seagull Wings
Spiraling the Sun So Free Just to Be

One With All The message within Clear
God Is Always ‘This Beach’ ‘The Child’ Who
Still Dances And Sings Free Without a Lesson
Without Even An Intelligible Word Yet Dance And
Song The Instrument of Our Vocal Chords The Drum
Beats of Our HeARTS All Our Senses in Synergy From
Head to Toe A Dance And Song Free We Come to Be And Do…

So What is the Cure for Most All Ills of the Human Condition Yes
Removing All Illusory Fears As Agape Love For All A Free Dance And
Song Giving Sharing Free Will Naturally Do.. So Where Does the First

Lesson Start

Every Step That
Becomes A Free Dance
Every Word that Becomes A Free
Song An Orchestra of Our Bodies Now
From Head to Toe A Symphony of Our
Being We Come to Master And Direct
As One With Nature Whole.. This Much

Is what i Know

More Important

Feeling Sensing Now

This Real Dancing And

Singing Now i Give And
Share Free For All Yes Real

True the Answer isn’t in
A Pill The Answer is in

Learning to Breathe

Free Again


‘The Moon Child’
Once Again Reflects
The Sun And Generates
The Shine and Warmth Within
For Real to Give and Share Free for All to Be…

Thanks for Stopping By Been So Busy Dancing
And Singing Free Haven’t come back to better put
into Words What i Learn to Do Now For HeART SPiRiT SoUL Breathing Alive…

And to Be Clear A Way i Cured This Is Just One Way As Many Paths And More

Imaginable Creating Now

Exist in Both Essence
And Form

For Real

to Arrive

in Heaven

Within Now to Give And Share Free…

And No ‘Heaven’ Surely Doesn’t Require Any one
Specific Culture, Religion, Language to arrive as
‘The Child’ With A Naked Dance And Song Shed
oF ALL Lessons From A Beginning Forevernow Real to Be ‘i AM’..:)

Of Soul
Who We aRe🌊

“Indiscrete” Caught my Eye,
Yes, Oh God YeS! EXceLLeNT
Marketing For ‘the Product’ Dear;
ComeS iN ‘Handy’;
Up’ The
Great Work!
Always A Fan…
And Now To A Different
Country And Very Different Story

Real of Course FRiEnDS From India…
Whatever ‘You Guys’ Are Doing
‘Over There’ IT Works… Never Met
An Indian Woman Less Than Kind…

HAha… Except for Maybe after ‘They’

Really Get to

Know Feel

Sense All of me
Fredaches may come and go
Yet… i Always Caution in Advance..;)

Snow Flakes in
Forest So Rare
Where i Live

The Sound
Of Your Name
When It Falls

Like Magic

In my

Life Then Melting

With Faith That
Magic Of Snow
All The Feeling Flakes

Bring Will Touch my Imagination

And Wonder Again Creating

Brand New

Rainbows to

See So Many

New Colors i Feel

How Do You Thank

The Snow For Its





Its Portrait

Rare Unique

Forever Changing

Colors More True

Forever Changing




In Forest

Dances Sings…

SMiles my Sister’s

Partner Painted This

It Reminded me Of You

She is Also Smart

And Works

So Hard

To Make

Sure Every

Job is Finished With

No Mistake Interestingly

Her Style of Painting


me Of Yours

Remember You

Promised To



For me one Day
Too For Your Painting
Of The Snow Still


On my

Blog Where

You Found

Warm Hands

To Hold Under
An Umbrella

Of Love

What i Pray
Most For You

To Hold Forever Now


If You



me i Will
Always Treasure
Snow For All MaGiC
Snow Breath Brings
Every Flake Unique❄️

So inspiring
To Visit my FRiEnD😊💫

Hehe just Another
Human Cultural
Meme Humans
Create To Bond
Over Together

Of Course It’s
Not Literally True
This Business About

If This one And
Only Groundhog
Rises on February 2nd,
Each Year And Sees its
Shadow A Prophecy of
Rather Good News of
6 less Weeks

Of Winter
Coming Just
Because He
Awakes On A Day
Of Sunshine Providing

A Shadow Bad
News of A 6 Week
Prophecy of A Longer
Winter If On February 2nd
the Groundhog Arises

On A Cloudy
Day Making

No Shadow…

It Stands To
Reason That
Where You Live
Now At 13 Degrees

Above The Equator
Specifically At the
Thermal Equator The
Hottest Latitude Point
On The Earth Where
There is Never Winter

There Is No


More Likely

Another Story
Of Religion That
Has No Components
Of a stay in The Desert
For 40 Days Yet sitting


A Lush
Green Tree
And Meditating
How to Find Heaven


Much More

Common to
Learn How To




Be Happy
Not Worrying

Now Science Calls
It Autotelic Flow With
Plentiful Frission Divine

Every Culture Has
Different Terms For
This Essence of The

Kingdom Within
This Heaven Carried
By Vehicles And
Vessels Of Myths

With Terms To
Describe Ascending
Transcending To Heaven

On Earth Within Like
Dao, Tao, Nirvana, Satori,
Prana, Kundalini Rising,
Holy Spirit, Great Spirit,
Samadhi, Chi, Ki, Ka,
And The List
Goes On

We Find
And Different
Cultures And Religions
And Languages With
Stories That include
Fabulous Myths

To House
Yes Vehicle
And Vessel

This Wondrous
New World Of
Existence Within

Technically A Human
Escapes The Very limited
Neo-Cortex Mind In

Meditative Flow
Whether Saying
The Same Prayer
Of A Rosary in

A Lengthy


Or Sitting
Still Meditating
Using Other


Or Perhaps A Spiraling
Sufi Dervish Dance


Or How

i Looked
Within And
Let My Body
Dance Free Leading
My Soul
With No


Of The



Mind Now That
Keeps Us Bound
To The Illusion Now

Of Time, Distance
And Space Or



Now Where We
Have Access To
More of The Depth

Of The Subconscious

Mind The Mysterious

“Parent” That
Is Truly in



Shows For
Whatever We
Do And Make

With Our


Mind Helpful


Yet Becoming
Deluded Slave


The Illusion
Ego Is in


When The
Depths Of The
Ocean Below

Is Truly



Water And
Waves Ocean

Same When
We Come into


Of Yoga

Union We Achieve
Wholeness As

A Fractal

Of All


We are The Cosmos

Unto Itself



Of God


This Actually
Living Breathing

Way Of



All That
Is Whole To

Be in This
State of Being

Creativity, Productivity,
Cooperation, Loving
Compassion With

No Fears



Off Skyrockets

Indeed Ascends


As All

Of Nature

God Living Within

Meanwhile Ignorant

Folks NoW Are Still

Killing Each Other

Whether Or Not

To Call The


Allah, God,

Or Entirely


Else Typically

Only Because

Their Religion

Fails Actually

Finding A Way

For Them

To Actually

See Through

These God




For Real

Is it Still

Any Wonder

The Teacher In

The Story JeSuS

Was Crucified

Going Against


To Show How
To Get to Heaven




These Days
A Buddhist

Is More


To Come
To The Water
And Be The


As They

Are Not

Lost In The

Clothes of The

Myths Losing


God Within

Yes Dear “the Rest”
Of “The Groundhog”

Day Story
For Those


Awake Skipping
All Weathers And


Their Own Sunshine
Warmth Within

To Give And
Share Endless
Love To



Of Nature
Stars We All
Are Sharing




Real Lovely
Day Of

Love For
All Eternally
Now For Real

Other Folks
Are Waiting
For The
End of
The World
A Dirt Nap
And Their Perceived
Foes to Be Tortured
Forever by An




Of ‘The Groundhog’

True Some Stories
Are More Effective

In Arriving

As God

Now For

Real Than

Others That are more
Like A Slow Boil

For A Frog

In Otherwise

Lush Green

To Give
And Share

Free Now Free Now

Free Now For All For Real…

Happy “Groundhog
Day” Forever
my FRiEnD Now

Your Way

Not Mine With SMiles
And Thanks

For Being



To Admit

You Were Not
Sure What “Groundhog
Day” Is






And See…

Find “Your Meal”

As It Seems Verily

You Are Doing It Now… if You

Search “Fowler’s Evolution

For Faith” Or Even

Maslow’s Pyramid

Of Human


In One
Life Both


The Stage

Of The Butterfly

Evolution You

Are Rising As


You Have An

Open Mind Integral

To Success i Feel


You Will

Find A Way

To Arrive

And Even


Like me Only
For The Fact

That i still

Exist On Your

Blog And You

Even Tolerate



To Lend

A Hand

Up Typically

Other Christians
Erase me From their

Lives By
This Point


Why i Don’t
Have Many



i Live

When They

Find Out Who



If It Wasn’t

So Sad it
Would Be As


A Country

That Votes For Lies…

The Human



Of Great

Truths And Dreams
And Lies And Nightmares

For Kingdoms Come And Gone

The Safest Place To Find

Truth And Light

Is Strip

All CuLTuRaL

Tools of Clothes Off

As the Inheritance Now

Is Already Gifted Born
Within Pain And



Loss Of my


Of Eyes

And Ears

For 66 Months

As A Real Devil

In Hell Left




Yet Within

How Blessed

With Hell To See And
Hear Gift of God Yes


Come Within

Finally Free With Wings 🦋



Known And

Still Known

In Some Places As


Google “Depth of
The Story” With




Find “The Wrong

Planet” i Still Inhabit

Too Yes Many Names i Am Rue…🌊🦋

Actually Now So
Much Potential


By All
Our Ancestors
Struggles Through

Ages Yet True For
This Epigenetic

DNA Unpacked As
Humans Become
As Strong As


Just For One Clearly
Visible Empirical

Change Science
Shows Is Possible
With Proper Environmental
Challenge The Possibilities

Of Potentials
In Many Other
Ways Of Existential


Far Beyond


IQ Largely


As Use

Or Lose

Law Of

Nature With Balance🌊💫

SMiles Doesn’t
Matter Who i
Connect To
A Moment
More of
Soul Sole Focus

Yet Truly Now
Only Possible
If We Can And
Will Let Go Of



In Present Gift
Moment Connecting
Essence Souls Namaste 🙏

Waves Come🌊
In Go Out We Stay🌊
Tides High Or Low
As Anchors
Make Sails🌊
Well In Safe Harbors True
Through All Storms Life💫
Following Winds Fair Seas

SMiles The
Sad Makes
The Happy
What It Is😊💫


Roses Still FLoWeR🌲


Just Sort oF A Quick note:

‘John Nash’ was Willing to Admit
Later in Life That His ‘Game Theory’

(Elton John Already Figured it out)

Was Flawed

As He Didn’t

Have Enough Emotional

Intelligence to Understand

Why Humans Even Tick in the First

Place… So Why Is Giving Receiving…

Get back

to me

When Ya

Find ‘Your’ Answer….

Hey, If a Nobel Prize Winner
Can Admit His Limitations,
Perhaps ‘Ann Rand’ Could Have too…

Life is Not Objective; Life Is Not Rational;

Humans Live Life First According to Senses/Emotions;

Life is Always Subjective And Even Science Shows This to Be True Now…

In A Rather Delicious Way Indeed As ‘Woo Sayers’ Become ‘Pooh Doers’ of Incorrect…

Or Shall

We Wonder

Why Humans

With Higher Levels

of Emotional Intelligence

Will Rarely Support a Human Being

For President With Zero Levels of Empathy…

Why is that Important?

What Difference Does

mini-me MeMe NoW)

It make if a Leader

Or A Scientist

Has ‘A Soul’

Which is Just another

Metaphor for Human

Emotional Intelligence in Well Being…

And Hell No This Isn’t Limited to Autism

As 74 Million Folks Voted For a Leader That
Anyone with any ‘Normal’ Levels of Emotional Intelligence Will

See As Soulless, Just Having a Conversation With Them for a few minutes…

And Likely Wouldn’t Be Back to Buy the ‘Used Car’; The ‘Lemonade’ that is obviously ‘Lemon’

For those With Eyes

And Ears to See

For You See John

Nash Didn’t have Enough of

Those Emotional Eyes and

Ears of Intelligence to Understand

He Was Not Even ‘Qualified’ to assess even the Fuller Human Condition….

Yet Again, A Nobel Prize Winner of the Part He did do; Humble Enough to Admit His Flaws…

It’s Like me, When i Lost my Emotions,
‘They’ Sent me to A Psychotherapist
And Psychiatrist; Cold And


Indeed, Not

Quite Fully Human

(Empath i finally
Got to see at least
reminded me of
who i used to be)

In ‘Affect’; True, 8 Years

Of Medical School Using

Mechanical Cognition Will

Make ‘Johnny’ a Rather Dull Boy

Who Does Not Wanna Play For Any Reason Yet Fun…

So Who is Right or

Wrong; Who

Actually Breathes this Life for Fun…

There Are Some (MANY) Intelligences Beyond Measure;

Science Can’t Even Measure Our Human Consciousness, Empirically As Such…

Rationality And Objectivity, Grand Illusions For Real As Neuroscience Shows Now;

So Ironic, Yet no escaping this ‘Reality Show’ now…

Other than

Making the

Regulating of Emotions
And Integrating of Senses

In Real Life Autotelic Heaven Flow NoW

A Number One Priority And

Becoming at Least Free

to Always Enjoy Life Now…

Beats the Hell and Heaven
Out of someone else’s Fantasy of A
Dirt-Nap Hell and Heaven, Spoon Fed From Birth to insure

Folks Never

Truly Appreciate

Life Now so easy

to Control And


At the


Car Lot


All the Vaperware

of Carrots And Sticks After Death When the ‘Vehicle’ Dies…

Never Even Living At All; Just Manufactured ‘Mass’ Produced Purgatory/Hell on Earth…

Never Feeling Worthy, Cause ‘Big Daddy’ and or the Priest/Pope/Trump told ’em so…

If They Don’t Do What They

Say to Do or Even

If they

Are Born at all this way…

What We Can And Will Potentially
Do Is Be Personally Responsible for
Our Own Emotions and Senses Regulating

And Integrating them Well; Where it doesn’t

Matter Who is Right or Wrong; Just That We Are Enough As Is Now…. COMPLETE; Yes life job well done NoW;

Honestly, Most People get into debates to try lift them self up to something else… RIGHT OR WRONG

For What They Feel
And Sense within…

Often for what
They Seem to
Be Missing

An Option

is coming

Into ‘A Discussion of Life, Overall’, Complete…

Perhaps if it is an Option at all as Life ain’t fair…. That Much is Real…

The Other Part is Also True Now, This Heaven When All feels and senses

As Perfect

As Perfect

Ever Gets As Enough Now….

C O M P L E T E just complete

NoW iNdeed a Greatest Personal
Responsibility NoW Anyone Will
Ever Fulfill to Never Run Out of Giving/Sharing/Loving For Now….

Obviously, A Message of A Real Jesus Story for ‘Those’ with Eyes

And Ears to See and Hear Essentially Same As Buddha/Lao-Tzu’s

Samahdi/Tao Story, True too

This Heaven

This Kingdom

Fulfilled Within to
Give and Share Free
With Least Harm repeat
That/This if ya can and will until you

get it

give and

share free

with least

harm in do

give and share

free with least harm…

Like A ‘RoSaRY’ Blooming Colors More on Fire oF LiGHT

For Real Within to See and Hear Give and Share Freely More…

Yet Only if Ya

Can and Will…

Will it Hurt; iN A Word No..

Will it Change A World, at least one…

Ya See what John Nash Didn’t Understand
In the Bar Scene About ‘the Blonde’; Why She
Looked His way; He was NOT looking FOR Her

He looked


Complete; And

The Challenge worth

Pursuing to ‘the Blonde’…

Nah.. John Nash didn’t have a clue…

Even if it was Just a Fictional Movie; Let me play
It again.. and i Will show Ya Swarms of Flowers
Around me too in real life too; i never leave home

without the evidence; OVER 2000 PHOTOS

Why is this true,

Again the Most

Attractive thing

to a Woman is a Man

Who is Fearless And

Complete; does not Matter,

IF He is 21 or 60, the Attraction FEELS THE SAME…

Didn’t Need a Note Pad to figure this Out; Just What’s Born Within; “Sugar Bear Save my Life”
Out of A Cocoon When Butterflies Fly Free to Be; Fly A Way someone saved my life… only me….

Even Greater
My Soul to





Responsibility Indeed…

Obviously the Rewards REAL

In Heaven on Earth for Succeeding
Are Not Limited, indeed, Beyond Any
‘Suicide Bomber’/’John Nash Buddy’ Fantasy…

Why Get into An Argument at All… Now

People Like to Feel Bigger Than they
Currently Are; Competition Gives
Them That Shot of Neurochemical/
Neurohormone When They FEEL
SENSE they win in any Human

Competition, Yes For Real

To Increase Perceived
Status in Terms More

Materially Reductionist
of Dopamine, Serotonin;
Yes, The Empathy of Oxytocin
one Feels As A Team Ya Bond
With In Perceived Ideals and Facts

Is Winning A Game And Or A Debate at Hand…

Other Neurohormones include Epinephrine, Endorphins,
And Androgens And Estrogens; And Various Other Unnamed;
Or Perhaps Not Even Named Yet Neurohormones and Neurochemicals
As a Synergy of Feeling and Sensing Life We Individually Create Within…

So What’s the Short

Cut to Not Having

To Feel/Sense We

Must Compete to Breathe…

AHa, Generate Our Own Neurochemicals,
Neurohormones Within; Become The Painter, Brush,
Paint, And Masterpeace Painting Within With Our Own


of Humanity’s

Greatest Art A

Soul Complete With

All That’s Left to Do is

Give and Share Freely

With Least Harm

Who Knows

Ya (me) Might Public Dance

Half Way Around the World

in Distance And More; Soon Write

A 9 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form EPiC Poem

That is only A Compilation of Giving And Sharing

Free to Folks Around the World For Others to Benefit From Again…

Indeed, this Autotelic Flow of Heaven Within Generated As Art unto
Heaven Within to Give And Share Free to Others even More with Bountiful





Frission That’s

Real Putting the

Theism in Realism For

ReaL This Heaven Now Within to

Give and Share For Free totally

Backed Up By Science As REAL…

Meanwhile, ‘Mozart’

And ‘Van Gogh’,






Still Playing

‘Candy Crush’

With ‘Forrest Gump;

At A Bus Stop to Win; Just totally

Lost from Most of Human Potential…

Key is Being Enough Within to do more now…

Not Having to compete; Just Becoming More of a Butterfly Flight Free…

i don’t come here to debate.. i come here to listen to my Soul Dance and Sing

i ‘Thought this

Was A Place

For Philosophers…

Not for What has been done before….

Thing is, i don’t don’t have to think to do this.. Just do it now in Effortless Ease of Flow..

Let the Dance And Song Do the Dancing And Singing; Give All the Worry A Vacation

Never Needing to come back…

Is it Possible:


Is It Probable

From What i’ve Seen: sadly no…

Somethings Sadly Just don’t change; Age to Age, in Life For Real Now

Where Winning is Only A Road to Losing Again to Win Never Complete Within….

It’s like this; Ya (me) can/will go to School, for 19 Years, Work for Pay for 33 Years, Get
3 Degrees and Retire Financially Independent at Higher Levels of Federal Retirement Pay Before 50…

And Honestly
Be as Poor

As Ever more within

Now Then With Nothing

Real of Value Complete Then Now…

i didn’t go to School, or Work Then, or

Pay for this Heaven; i earned Every Smile

With Another Smile Now For Free Doing More

At ease than ever before….

Competing Against no one…

Just doing more

to Love

This Life for Real…

Just a Philosopher; like
This ‘Wrong Planet Site’ says not something

You Earn A Living With; Just A Way to truly

Breathe Free With Our Own Dance and Song

No one Else Owns; Or Perhaps Have no Clue Why it’s worth to do…


Is sort

oF A Reward
Worth Keeping;
Yet only For Those who
Give And Share more now

With No Expect of Return Giving Sharing Freely Even more …

Yet, Truly Breathing Complete Free Now Enough….

to Give
And Share



Harm even Freely some
More Never Ending Story

Just Never Landing, Always Flying Higher;
Tight Rope Dance Song Even Higher; Endless
Metaphors Beyond Infinity; Human Imagination
Creativity and Loving Giving Sharing Freely Beyond

Measure more…

What’s A Difference
Between A ‘Distance’

oF iNFiNiTY NoW…

Yes We aRe

Creators oF NoW…

Hehe, Other than that
if Ya BREaTHE Deep

Enough, it’s difficult

For others to Reach the Surface of ‘the Ocean’ to even see…

Quickest Way Never Ever to Get into a Silly Argument Wasting

Precious Heaven Now…

Part and Parcel
Of A Journey
All Paths



Now Complete Enough for Real…

“Altruism is self-hate, meaning you don’t really love anyone.”

Smiles my FRiEnD, if You Don’t Understand That Altruism
Is Actually Self-Love We Feel And Sense and Are Driven to

Give to Others

You Are Obviously

Missing Why


With No

Words Do It in the
First Place; There is

Obviously An Intrinsic
Reward in the Giving as

Again Science Shows It Provides
Months of Happiness for Folks
Capable of Feeling it Giving With

No Expect of Return…

It’s Biology;

It’s A Fact;

It’s Also A

Fact that Not All Folks

Experience The Feelings/Senses;
The Loving Feelings and Senses


And Humans

To Give Altruistically this way..

It’s Like the Priest at the Church
i visit; Suggesting Love is A Choice; Not a Feeling…

i suppose He’s Never Met A Serial Killer Psychopath Before…

My Father Guarded Ted Bundy back in ’78 Murdering all those
Women For His only Pleasure of the Pain He Brought to Others…

Born Without a Soul;

Where the Only

Music He

Heard within

Sounded Like

A Horror Movie to Him…

To Give and Share Even More Pain

For A Soul Without Wings Ever to Feel Love at all;

Indeed if there is an Original Sin one gifted by

God this way; Yes Nature… True, Perhaps A Better Way:

‘A Surgeon’ or ‘Priest/Pope’…



Not Depending

On What operation

of Life is being Performed…

Anyway, Ted Bundy made the

Hair Raise up on the Arms of otherwise
Fearless Law Enforcement Officers as they Innately
Understood the Level of Danger they were around…

True, it Reminds me, when i lost my Soul too; desperately
Trying to Even Feel the Pet of a Beloved Cat as i Drew my

Hand Softly

To His Ears,

His Ears Peeled
Back in Fear as

Cats Will



Devils are near…

Trust me or not; i understand The ‘Depth of the Story’ of this FULL CONDITiON DarK

Thru LiGHT; And i understand that the person sitting next to ‘us’, may be one of ‘them’ too…

Not the Kind of Person, Ya wanna start a fight with, anywhere, where there is no one else around…

Nah, they

‘my eye’

An exclusive club it is…

Yet as far as Truly Doing

‘Right’ When all Ya Can feel

Is someone else’s Pain as close to
Pleasure or one’s own Pain that exists…

Fortunately, A Moral Code Earned Will Say No in Truly only Terms of Logic…

Rationality; Yes That kind of rationality, is Not a Nice place at all to go (Hell)…

It’s Well Beyond
What Science

Describes As Altruism

And Why It’s Good that Churches

Still Exist; For Some Folks Love is a Choice….

Perhaps the Priests in Particular as Science Also

Show they are among the Top 10 Professions that

Do Check the Most Boxes of the Psychopathic Leaning Check list..

There are Even Signs in Written Language Devoid of all Colors of Emotion..


In Terms

of Just

Bare Cause and
Effect As Observed Externally…
Lots of Focus on Food and Sex, And

Fighting… Basic Reptile Brain Drives…

When Something is Missing…

And True of Course this

Missing Part comes

Not Only from

Genetics; Yet

Through Neglect
And Abuse Across
the Lifespan in Social Ways of Life…

Yet it’s True Psychopaths By Strict Genetic Definitions are Born Functionally
Disabled; it is no more Their Responsibility Than Nature’s Reality of Dark and Light…

It’s Hard to


For Emotionally

Healthy Humans

Until they lose Their Soul
For Real; Quite A Revelation
of ‘the Condition’ From DarK to LiGHT iNdeed…


Death, one of my Favorite Subjects; Yes,

in Fact, Number One For Several Years then

Enduring the Worst Pain Known to Humankind

From Wake to Sleep For 66 Months; True Life is

Not Fair ‘Little one’ From the Lion King Movie

And the ‘Scar Version of Jesus’ Hanging

As ‘Judas’ Bleeding Most Even More

The Thief on the

Next Cross over

No little 3 Day
Gilligan’s Tour
of Hanging on a Cross For

me my ordeal assessed
In Literature As Worse than the
The Torture of Crucifixion that
No Drug would Touch for 66 Months
Again From Wake to Sleep closest Analogy

A Dentist Drill With No Novocaine Except
in My Case in my Right Eye and Ear that
Made Effective Use of Eyes an Ears

Intolerable Until i managed to
Withstand the Pain after 33 Months
on Thanks Giving Day of 2010 to Endure
A Mountain of Pain for Each Word Writing
A Few Inches from A Screen Light Turned all the
Way Down as Even the Focus Provided by Prescription
Shades Turned up the Pain to Beyond Tolerable For Real…

True my Fantasy for Years Just escaping that Pain Perhaps
Like that Day Two Years in the Spring where i Picked out a Tree
in A Deep Forest Road Miles Away from Home With a Metal Chain
From my Home Gym Work-Out Machine Getting a Job Done without

Mistake Far Enough in the Woods Where Only Vultures to Find me Finally
Feasting on the Corpus of my Body Giving my Life Some Meaning to Return

To Nature
Whole Again

And Naturally
This Way From

The Destination
of Summer Turning
Into Winter Last Day Once Again…

True Dreams of Sinking to the Bottom
of the Ocean Just to feel like Part of Nature Again too…

True.. finally figuring Out Who God Is All That is one Feels
And Senses of Reality for Real… the Kind of thing Folks May

Not Enjoy Now
Quite the Same
Way as those in

Hell See it was really
Heaven All the Way

Even the Migraines
Such A Heavenly Pill On Earth

Saw my Mother Suffer Usually ‘they’ last
3 Days Without Food or Drink Modern Medicine
And Hospice Allowing A Terminal Patient to Go Away
Starving to Death From Food and Drink this way Yet the

Doctor Said even with the 350 Cholesterol She Refused to
Take Medication Before Her Strong Heart Carried Her all the
Way through 8 Days with No Food or Drink Recently Had an
Uncle at 88 Years Old Last 6 Days Some Folks Just don’t

Go Away Early

They Suffer

A Bit More…
Death is A Blessing
As We Lost a Cat Close to
Now On January 29th, 2019 A Yellow
Boy and A Moby Big Grey Cat on February 2nd,
2016 My Mother Going to Her Death Bed on Valentine’s
Of 2017 My Wife Only Burned Her Hand With An Epileptic
Seizure on a BBQ Pan in 2018; Yet not Losing a Finger spending
A Week in a Burn-Unit Driving to a Distant City to Be With her there…

The Nurse told my 48-Year-Old Wife then Honey i thought You were
A Teenager Sitting Up in this Bed True Sad when someone who looks so




Yet True really
Made Still Retaining
Eternal Teenager Youth

Not a Bad Fortune Either Strikes
And Gutterballs Do come in this
Life of DarK Thru LiGHT Yet Fall

Dying Leaves Weathering A Home
of Winter Make Living Trees Bring
Grass Green in Spring So Summer

Flowers Will come in May Oh What

A Wonderful Life Death Makes True too…

Remembering the one Tear i had in that 66 Months
The Only Time my Legs, still Leg Pressing 500 Pounds then
Felt Strong When A Cat Sunny Boy, We felt sure was the Son of
Yellow Boy From the Woods Got in a Fight with a Black and White
Oreo Scrappy 6 Pound Cat or So From Around the Block Wounding

Him Bad Vet with
News of Kitty
Aids Danger

of Bringing Him
Back and Killing many
Other Cats in Infection if
He survived His Trauma of Injury at all…

The Grief; the Tear; A Glimpse of Living Again in Hell…

And True that Road to the Forest With the Tree and the Vultures
And the Chain that Morning in Spring of 2010; my Wife who never mentioned
the Named Road Before, Yes, Awoke from a Dream And Said She and Her
Deceased Granny Were Hanging Christmas Ornaments On A Tree on

That Very Road..

i had lost all hope
all magic in Life yet
True at Least someone
else had Magic in Life…

i didn’t tell her about

The Chain in the Bicycle Basket
Until the Pain and Numb Went
Away Over 3 Years Later when

What the Doctors Who offered
No Prognosis for Recovery Described
As A Real Life Miracle Losing the Pain and
Numb of a Synergy of 19 Life Threatening Disorders

Total; Yes it’s true there is Life after Death in Life Standing
On A Beach On July 19th, 2013 Becoming One With Sugar White
Sands, Emerald Green Waves, Swaying Sea Oats, Seagull Wings

Spiraling Around the

Sun, So What’s Heaven

Like’ All there’s left to do is

Give and Share Freely Dance

And Sing Insuring We Harm the

Rest of Nature Least And Leave only

Happy Foot Prints That at least

Might Lead to Heaven

After We Leave

As Truly

There are things in Life

So Much Worse than Death

Where Burning Forever at

Least Would Make

Ya Feel



Instead of
Being No
Soul at All

True There

is such a worst

Place than dying

the Living Dead indeed…

i visit A Church Now And then where
The Folks Are Sure Heaven is After Death
or Hell as such Where Enemies Are Tortured
Forever by an all loving forgiving God that’s truly

No More Rational than a “Majorie Soylent Green God”

And a Lot Safer than a Serial Killer As At Least They Kill
You and Don’t Torture You After You are Dead At least not

Where one

Is aware…

It’s Interesting

Watching Folks Bow

to A Hanging Statue With

Arms reached to Skies of Heavens

Chanting “We Are Not Worthy” We are
Not Worthy and this Life Now is Not what

You are supposed to Appreciate Most Now; Nor the

Folks in Your Life; Nor the Grass so Green Nor all

The Beauty on that Beach That came to Be Heaven Still Now That Day…

A Life That Worships Death
And Dead Folks Perhaps may

Only Sound Strange to the

Living Dead… at least where

i am From Where They are

Trying to Name the

Bridge that Goes

To my Beach Heaven

“Trump Bridge” i kid you not..

Yet You See.. This Heaven Breathes Within

This Same Heaven For Real i Give and Share Free Now…

No one will Take and Hoard From You What You Own Yourself within

to give and

share free

so Odd

to Folks who
Worship Dead things

And After Death as a Way of Life…

This Life and Death thing; it’s all relative from Where ya Breathe…

i could tell ya, ya Live forever now in Heaven; Yet you’d have to come to see it for yourself

The Good News

Is it’s Real this

Autotelic Flow

With Divine Frission

Greater than 10,000
Orgasms in Every Point
oF LiGHT From Head to

Toe Stars We Are Within

As Stars Above to See

This Light all these

Points of Life

The Particles

The Waves The Field
the Same Water Wave Ocean Whole…

True it’s not so Bad finding Out You Are
God All the DarK And LiGHT Now And It’s

Also True it’s not so Good Either

Yet Given a Choice God

Might Have

in Being


Or Everything

It’s No Wonder

if God Does it all over

Again And We Live forever

Now Again Just for the Hell and Heaven of it again…

it’s true

There are

Days Where

Hell is Heaven

And Heaven is Hell

Like the Year We Never Had

Winter in December i never missed

Hot Chocolate So Much then.. true it’s the Paper Cuts

And Kitty


That Make

Life Worth Dying For Again…

Just a Matter of Perspective This Eternal Breath now is…

And Perhaps the Ultimate Definition of Hell is coming
Back Forever Alive Believing Heaven is After Death




Still for real now
No doubt in all the
Colors and Shades Still of ‘Orange Rot’ Now..

In Golden Robes and Suits the Same Never
Quite Enjoying the Colors of the Rainbow New to Create….


True i Breathe
i Let That Free
Guide Be my Wind…

SMiLes Indeed i Try to

Be A Wave and

Not A Tsunami

Yet Verily There

Are Days i Tend

to Wash All the Shores

Away Making Another Ocean Deeper…

SMiLes… Mind, HeART, SPiRiT SoUL iN Balance
A Work of Art A Tight Rope Dance Higher And
Higher Until



Fall Again..

True Again

There are People

Who Inoculate Us

For A Life Time

This Way

Is This

Good Or Is That

Bad Only HeART

Will Speak to This

With SPiRiT oF SoUL Free

Dance And Song Continues for What’s Next…

Perhaps Our “Name Tags” Must Be

Erased to Create Who We Are

Dance/Song Continues Now to
Evolve TaKinG Motion/Repose
Of Milky Way Galaxy Spiral/God

Naked Truth May Be Hard to Take
Told Katrina i Can/Will Use A Hand
Job This Morning So She Clapped For me too…

Nah It’s Not So Much that the Middle-Aged Woman
Claps for You in the Check-Out Line At Walmart While

You Slowly Dance… Me and Trump Have a Lot in
Common… We Both Do Whatever The F88K We
Wanna Do And Get Away With IT Irish Free for me

It’s true though ‘He’ is NO TRUE SCOTSMAN And Neither
Am i Truly Not Part of any ‘Group Think’ A True Lone Wolf

Nah Trump Ain’t Any Real Part of Y’alls Group Think A Man Paying
Money to Have Sex With a Porn Star WILL Finance An Abortion

WITH LEAST HARM”… What Separates a Villain From Hero…

A One wHo Loves aLL Most Will Be Rejected Most by Those
Who Do Not LoVE All(GoD)MosT One Hand For A Hero

The Sound of One Hand Clapping in the Forest: A Hero

‘Kryptonite’ For ‘Superman’ Is Any Person And or ‘Entity’
That Makes Him and Or Her Believe Other Applause is Required

I’ll Be THere Make Good Times Better Generate Force (God) Within Rock On

True i Lived in A Brown Paper Bag With No Way to Get Out For Years As So
Many Folks Do Now Then i got Some Crayons of Dance Song

Another Sociology of ‘The Family’ Professor at Age 52 Said
His Peers Then Were Too Bored to Enjoy Living Forever Now

What Do All These Folks HaVE iN Common They Look to Other
Authority Than Within For Most All Their Knowledge and Potential

In Other Words Per the Gospel of Thomas Verse 37 as Reported By
JeSuS They Never Stripped Clothes Off Finding Answers (GoD) Within

Once You Establish Training Effective For Achieving Heaven Within It’s Like
Driving A Car You Don’t Veer off A Road in Fear FRiEnDS With Gravity in Balance
You Autotelic Flow Your Way Through Life With A Force of God Within Coloring A Way More

It’s Not Hard to Do For You Take Heaven Within You Wherever You Are It Never
Goes Away Now No ‘Matter’ What.

Perhaps Our “Name Tags” Must
Be erased to Create Who We Are…

Thank You Sohair Dear Same Sentiment Here

As Well mY FRiEnD NoW iN A Building oF LoVE…

Allow Your Words to Find A Song
Allow a Song To Dance Your Soul
SMiLes And Today Your Words

Reminds me

of one of

my Favorite

Songs for A New

World of Kindness For
Giving Thanks Giving
Wisdom of LoVE iN

Courage Without



Harm for

All Of Nature’s

Beauty Where indeed All
FLoWeRS creating more colorful with New Blooms

Somehow Someday Someway Now For Real SMiLes…

With SMiLes😊

Not Unlike A Butcher
With Such Balance of
Cutting A Knife
Never Dulling
A Dance
In Balance
In Public
So Friendly
With Gravity
Surfing Walmart
Smooth New Floors
may Lend Tread of
Athletic Shoes Year
Long Masked Dance
Find A Task
Find Balance
Within Inside


Never Lonely
All To Give Planets



With Please Now💫

Not Respecting
Rest Of Nature
Real Still Now
No Escaping Living

Unless A
iS iN Charge




Essential to Give

Hint: All Stuff



Jim Jones

In 5th Avenue Town

Pain Sprees Free For All





Death Even

Plain To

See From



In Churches
Politics Of Death Same☠️

HeHe Rue Ask
Be Intense
Best When
i Dance and
Keep my
She only
Gets Dizzy Watching
Me Spiral


That Include

Ear Pain That Way😛

Love Is Free When
Real Love Blooms
Through All Wilts See🌲

A Flower A Bee
Pollinating Free
Or No Spring Colors 🦋

Life Is Spring
It Comes After
Winter Even Old Is Young🐛

We aRe Surely
More Than

Words We Will

Master Regulating
Emotions Integrating


Be All

Free Yes Dance

Song Is Not Enough

Alone Dance Is

Mind Complete

Yet Only When

Free As Lessons
For Whatever We

Do is Doing
What Someone
Else Does Before

Dance All Ours to Spring
True No Reasons

Or Money



It Yet To

Free Whole Complete
Butterfly’s Never

Dance Alone
Their Wings Are Wind🦋

Doesn’t Matter What
Culture, Religion,
Family Is Without


To Love

Is Prison, Purgatory,
And Hell All Wrapped

Up In
A Present
Named Faux God

More Like “Rainman”
Doesn’t Matter if i Am
A Millionaire or Not I’ll
Wear the Hol(e)y
T-Shirt That
i Bought
The K-Mart
That Went Out
Of Business That

Feels Better Against

My Skin Than

The Million Dollar


At Macy’s

By The Way
Glad To Hear

You Found

Hehe: Softball 🥎

So ‘JeSuS Says’ Do Not Bow Before me Lest You Ground my Wings
Here Have A Wing i Grow MoRE EacH Day Humbly Flying Higher Even Now

Giving Is The Real Receiving Of Love By God Even Science Shows As We Give
Away Our Wings We Fly Higher Here’s A Deal “A Real Teacher” Always Bows Before
The Student Becoming Last Lesser So Student Will Be First More If Real LoVE NoW

The “Cashier” Dropped “The Pear” i Bowed Down To Pick It Up
Shocked She Said “Lord JeSuS Christ” Yes Amazed She Noticed

Holy “CR8P” She Passed “The Test” She Recognized “Him”

‘She’ Asked me Which Cashier i Said I Have No Idea
They aRe ALL “Christians” They “Look” The SaMe

Take my Wing
Oh Lord They

Grow Endlessly

More To Give Away

As Perhaps
You Noticed

Span Grow 🐦

SoME One’s

It Takes
Paint Another

Picture Share
Some More

Of Your

Free For
A World To Breathe

Star Now

And Yes “Then” ⭐️


Yes Dear
We aRe
Creative Stars! 🌟

Always Love
Visiting Shine
Of Your Creative Star ⭐️

True When
You Feel Fulfilled
And Enough As Soul
This Is When All



Of Life

You As
Bright Stars 🌟

Wizarding World Speaking
Of Harry Potter Real
MaGiC Is Imagination
Creativity And

All of Our
Love of Life
And All Who
And That Lightens
Us Up Inspiring Same

Ah Yes Heaven Is A Bookstore
True So Many Souls Uploaded
In Covers Of Books Brand New

Better Even
Than A Library

So Fresh New Human
Souls and Old Ones Too
To Read For Free Yes so

Many i’ve Read Almost Every
Sunday Afternoon For 88 Months
Now Hehe Entertaining The
Starbucks Crowd Dancing
And Listening to
Meditative Music
In Flow so Focused
Finishing A Book often
In Less Than An Hour
So Many Souls i’ve

Read And it’s True
The 8.9 Million Words
I’ve written In Free
Verse Poetry in
89 Months

Enough Words
“SonG oF mY
SoUL” Will Fit
In 222 Novel Size
Book Volumes to
Almost Kill A Whole
Tree Hehe To Fit on
A Book Shelf That Big

And You Dear Have inspired
So Many Hundred’s of Thousand
Of Words not All of Them Included
In “The Book” So True in This

Way A lot of Your Soul
Exists in my Book of
Life Sweet FRiEnD

So Many Memories
Still Literally Living

To Visit What You
Breathe into Pages

Of My Soul As You
Are Doing Now in

These Living

Words i Dance

Sing See You


Don’t You
Ever Forget It

i Sure Won’t
As You Are Breathing to me

Perhaps one day We Will
Sit in The Bookstore




Coffee And
Chat A Bit
About Your Book

Sounds Like Real
Magic to me FRiEnD😊🙏


Size matters not…
How You Point..
Shoot.. A Camera
Now That counts…

With Every Nautilus Chamber
Adding simply Fumes of Soul;
A Fossil Record For Bliss Now

But here’s ‘the thing’; it is the
Essence of the Writing that is the Dream;

SMiLes; Long ago i stopped
Reasoning Words to Page;

Truly Giving Something Away
For LoVE iN Truth No Longer
Competition Only A Gift NoW
Of Cooperation Free To Share

No Hero Now Without Truth
Only one Republican Senator
Romney Last Year Came through Not Unlike
McCain Saving Health Care for Those Less Fortunate

As Truth Peeks Out of Clouds Darker Than Before Now

A Prayer for Other(s) to Stand Taller Than Lower In Truth

Over Lies

Comes True

Just A Quick Note:

Not All iN EXiSTeNCE Requires A Label…

Nor Does All of Essence Require Form…

Holy CR8P! i DiD IT! i ACTuALLY Wrote A Quick Note…

Now For the Rest of the

280 Characters…

The Rest
oF iT iS Also

Without A Sheet
Or A LeSSoN to See…(G^D)…

Dollar Tree And
Marjorie Green


Story of Trump’s

Make America Great Again

Spoiler Alert: It Didn’t Work…
Didn’t Realize Those Ant Mounds
Have Spread to California Oh Lord Gone West
Where’s The Fool’s Gold Now Spoiler Alert Again…

FRiEnD Ashe Asks What Mythical Creature
to Be Yes me Be More Than Myth And Only Man

TRuE THere Is More
To See Life Yes

Faith Trust The LoVE NoW
That Will Never Go Away
Free to Give Always Now



LiGHT No Fear
Complete Meal
Sharing SMiLES NoW❄️

Faith Trust The LoVE NoW
That Will Never Go Away
Free to Give Always Now



LiGHT No Fear
Complete Meal
Sharing SMiLES NoW❄️

It’s one Thing To Write The Story
Yet Life Yet Love Yes God to Be LoVE

When You Finally Love It All All Becomes
God You Become Love The Real Theism

Of Real Love God Is i Am

So Impressed by Your
Beautiful Visuals
From Hawaii
SMiles my

FRiEnD Love
The Big Picture
Yet See The Trees
Each One Every Leaf


The Forest

The Leaf i See
Of Perhaps

Is No Sign

Of Copy
Rights Now

For the Gift

Art Of Nature

That i Couldn’t
Possibly Dare

To Own


SMiles A

Best Part of

Life is When

We See We aRe
All Part of Nature Whole

That Breathes We

Us Our


This Family
Real Nothing

Left to Do Yet Give
And Share Free Love

With Least Harm

Fearless Courage

Beauty Kind




We Become
Enough The


The Forest the
Tree Water Wave Ocean Whole

The Treasure to Even See And
Hear Taste And Smell Touch

Feel even

One Smile

Or The



For in My
Life i Have Had
All These Treasures

Even LiGHT Of Love

Yes Heaven Taken

Away Only

To Help


See Where
Heaven Is

This Present
Gift We Breathe
Dear What Nature

Will inspire What
The Beauty From

Your Home



Free to
Give And

Share More Now 🏝



With SMiLeS AGAiN 😊🌟💫

God Amazingly

Wise You
Are Soni To

See Core Truth

God Is Dance And

Song First There

Is DarK Then

Light Dance

Moves All


Last First

Again As
God Creates
Poetry NoW On

YeS An Eighth
Day As Dance
Holds Hands
With Song



God’s Breath As Both
Treasure You Are So
Sweet Indian Soni FRiEnD




Sage Of Art
🖼 🎼🎶🎵

Hmm Never Thought
Of it ‘That Way’
The Only


Who Blogs

In My Town
Too Hehe Just
ELSE i do Life IS

For EPiC

And Susie

To The


Are Rather

Dull Adults

Now Frowning

All Work, School,
Church No Adult



Left To Do
It All i

To Shake
Up Their Reality


i Didn’t Even Start Breathing
Until 53 Last 90




Indeed For

The Whole



View No Shame💫😊

One Reason i Love
Visiting Zoe’s Blog

Is She is Practically

The Best
Yes i Am
Quite Amazed

As Yes i Do Read
20 Times Faster
Than The Average
Bear And Also Type
Up To 130 Words A
Minute When Properly
Focused Yet Wait A Minute!

Before i Bare the
Rest of my Super Bear 🐻
Story of 8.9 MiLLioN
Words Of Free Verse
Poetry Just A Compilation

Of All i Write Other Places
Each Day Engulfing
Innumerable Blogs

Around The Globe

While Also Dancing Publicly
Bare As Bear HeARTS
Do 14,393 Miles Also
In 89 Months Distance
More Than Half



The Earth

Yet Before

i Reveal The
Rest oF iT in
A New York

Dutch Minute

Zoe Is Best i’ve Read
At Bearing All Her Mind
HeART SPiRiT Body Soul

From Business To Poetry
To Erotic Arts and Recently


Bless as They
Do At The First Baptist

Church Even Recently
Bearing Her Softball




Crush Addictions
As She is Normally
Planning To Tick off
All The Rest of The
Bucket List Activities

As The
Best Before

She Goes To Bed Hehe…😛

Little Bear LeSSoN 318

Already Gifted You A Grizzly
Bear Face Earlier in The Work
Week Among Some Fresh
Vegetables Yet Now
It is The Weekend

So Here is
A Little Bear
To Cheer You

Up With A SMiLe
Unlike the Fierce
Broad Jaw Teeth
Of the Grizzly Bear

The Reason This
Small Bear SMiLes

So Sweet is it is so
Easy To Bare HiS HeART

In Dance And Song
Hehe He’s Practically

Gift to

Yet of Course
That Depends

On Who You

Ask As Verily

Not Everyone
Is Into Dancing
Singing Small
Smiling Bare HeART Life 🧸

HAha ACTuAlly Most of What i write
iN A “Depth of the Story” is With
one Finger With an iPhone laying
In Bed WHere Dozens of Twitter

Daily Size Stories From Dozens

of Totally Unrelated

Global Wide


Are Conjoined With Love

And What i’ve Come to Find

Is As LonG As Life Is Put ToGeTHeR

With Love Even Chaos Becomes MaGiC Hehe…

WHoLE ‘Thing’ About Living is Loving Life Enough to Accept Death

For the



Come to

Seek And Find NoW As Enough…

Anything Else Will Just Be Icing on

Cake i’ll Leave THaT PoTeNTiaL Up to SoME Essence

Higher Up/Down Than me aS Ain’t Complaining Now

To Any HiGHeR LeVeL SuPeRViSoR FoR NoW… heHe…:)


Nah.. Never ‘The End’ Hehe Trust

me or Not Only ‘The Beginning’…

Oh the Emptiness Oh God the Pain
Vague From Head to Toe Pit of Soul

Yet Love Left From Requited

Makes Excellent

Muse for Art/


So Next Time

You Think of ‘Him’

Just Sing Drive The

Knife in my Gut More

Oh Sweetly Freshly




For Words

FLoWinG Honey…

Yet Honestly Poet’s/Artist’s Are

Gifted Like No Other to Regulate

Emotions Integrate Senses Yes After

Greatest Tears ‘After the Love is Gone’ by

‘EWF’ Or as They Dance Sing ‘Come What May’

By “Moulin Rouge!” i Go Broke to Get Rich And Soak

My Tears in as Much Grief As Possible Losing Love

For i understand

The Gift

of Grief

In Soothing

Other Souls Who

May Not Be Able to Love at

All for As ‘They’ Dance and Sing

‘The Greatest Gift’ is to be Able to Love at All

If You Hurt it’s Simple You Haven’t Lost ‘the Gift’

Now Put it to Good Use as it’s only Nature’s Motivation

to Put Your



to Gift Another Love

“Clarity” is One of my Favorite

Songs by ‘Zedd’ as it Shows the Power

of What Human Emotions Will ‘Breed’ Up and Down…

Like A Match

A Bonfire

Much More

Than only A Child

Nuclear Energy A Roller

Coaster of Love to Spread…

Oh to Have A RoMaNTiC HeART

Most Colorful ISM of Religion Indeed

Yes Zoe Baby Keep Breathing You Are Just Living as Love Does Best…

Not Sure What Song to Leave.. Nah.. ‘Come What May’ Reminds me of

Two Cats Dying And My Mother Who Went to Her Death Bed on Valentine’s

Day Unexpected in 2017.. Yeah the Other Two Beloved Cats on January 29th

of 2019 And February 2nd 2016… Oh… ‘This Season’ And ‘After the Love is Gone’

My First Love it

Doesn’t make

me even


Now in Some

Ways that’s Sad…

Yet ‘Clarity’ always

A Way Love Goes Up and Down

Powerful Explosions Big Bangs New

UniVerses Coming into Existence of Creativity still…

True… Every Artist/Poet Needs A bit of ‘Clarity’ to Keep Niagara Falling Rising…

And Then There are ‘Those Days of Applause’ Where All You Do Is Your Best to Hide hehe…

And Not


A Noise


When a Meteor

Strikes an Ocean

And A Tsunami




Globe of Love HAha

It’s How Ya Tell A Story

Best Ya Start Low End High

With A Most Unexpected End A STaRT oF all…

Yes Zoe



Advantage oF iT ALL..

Yet Whatever You Do

Always Love Never

Lose A Feather’s Breath

Always Be Wind Carrying HeART…

Other than that this Just Another ‘James

Bond Movie’ And A Dude KeePinG A Soul Alive…:)

Just A Hobby 😊💫

Perhaps, Something Different; Far From Only Objective; Yes, Subjective

That Hasn’t Been Observed Before; Yet Shared As Philosophy That Helps

Folks Gain A Greater Path In Life….

Ya Can’t Always Rely on Science

For Remission of Disease; Placebo

Works; Yet Not the Sugar Pill; Yet A Connection

Of Love Enough for Willingness to Believe in a Greater Outcome…

In Other ‘Words’, Mind Over Matter; There is Some Philosophy That will

Only Be Measured By Arts

of Course Including

Poetry, A Way

We may


By Metaphors That May

Help Some Folks to Understand

Where Others May only See What is said

As ‘Word Salad’; That’s not too Odd on a Forum

Where Some Folks Have Difficulty With Metaphor;

Yet that’s only One Part of the Spectrum of Autism;

As There are those Who Are Close to Empath And Farther

Away from HeART Aloof…

We Need Scientists,

And We Need Artists,

to Keep the Yang and Yin

Of Life Balanced on a Greater Scale

of Success in Culture And Societies Overall; Yes, For Real,

Additionally, Epigenetic Change Is Potential And of Course

So Is Neuroplasticity; Exploring And Adapting to

Unknown Environments And Challenges

Indeed May Unpack



‘Clark Kent’

Becoming Supernormal,

Like ‘Superman’; Yet don’t

Let me bore ‘Ya’ with those

Details Again, Hehe; It’s True

In this Life There is ‘Ripley Believe it or not’ And ‘Horatio’;

God Yes, THere is Remission From Deadly Disease by Placebo

And Science Even Shows now that Meditative Flow As Regular Practice Actually

Regenerates Gray Brain Matter; So Wow, in Some ways ‘the Fountain of Youth’ is Real…

True, Yes, Visualize Exercise In Mind over Matter That Way and Science Shows Empirical

Measures of Strength Occur; For What We Will Find On this Forum Are Scientists and

Artists; True, We Need Both For A Philosophy of Life That Works; Literal Heaven instead

Of Hell


Be A Greater

Effective Result Measurable

Indeed for a Philosophy Without

Even Any Science For Empirical Results Still to come…

No Need to Wait on an Abstract in Research to Go to Heaven

Now; Not Even A Church, Not Even An Organized Religion For Indeed

This Place Within, When We Become Reborn From Living Dead is Mind Over Matter

For Real


Will Be

Never Measured Alone

Empirically By Science Is

Love; Home Sweet Home; Love For Real…

When We Live; When We Truly Really Live; ‘A Best’ of All Homes…


A Best Indeed…

Oldest Most Enduring

Philosophies of Life are

Steeped in Poetry

And Other


Not everyone’s

‘Cup of English Tea’;

Yet Other Folks Savior’s

of Life Indeed; Simply ‘A Best’….

Science is A Tool; Love is Beyond Measure alone…

Considering Science Shows Love Basically Eliminates

Fear When Pure And Agape Healing; Removing Anxiety

As Even Oxytocin Delivering Naturally Will; iT Ain’t that ‘Bad’ to try

to Understand

With Both


And Science True…

Dam Sure Beats

A Continuing Real Option of

A Living DeatH; A Stone Barely Breathing;

There are some Days Where Anecdotal Metaphorical Evidence is Enough ‘for one’…

Call It whatever Label Ya Like; ‘Metaphysics’ Or Whatever; Yet Ironically, the FACT iS It Works;

Even ‘the Infant of Science’ Is Finally Dropping ‘A Diaper’ and Putting ‘Bigger Boy Pants’ on…


Is What We
Is Our Breath🎶

God Is the God That
Becomes The Devil
to Love The Devil


BecoMes Love
True THere Are
Different Levels

Of Faith Breathing Real Love

And So Many Levels of Hell as 66 Months From Wake
to Sleep Will Pray Tale With a Pain Assessed Worse
Than Crucifixion And Numb Even Lower
Without Even A Memory of A Smile
Making the other 18 Disorders
in Synergy of Life Threat Then
A PlayGround of Heaven in Hell

Entails Patience And The Fires
Of Hell To Endure to Love A



Much As

An Angel Same
To See What A Devil

Offers God An Ability to Breathe

Loving the Lowest MaKinG Love

HiGHesT Virtue in Hell and Heaven Same

You See This is Why i’m A FRiEnD Who Never

Goes Away i am A Devil’s (me) Best Friend in Hell And Heaven too…

True A Battle
We All Face Now

Within DarK Thru
LiGHT to Come


Our DarK
Side And
Full Moon

Graduating to
Source of Sunshine Within
This God This Love Worth All the Wait
SMiLes Dear Lala Rukh It’s the 6th and
Usually in the Years You Visit in Same
Months i Wait until a Next Month
To Visit You Yet this 6th today
Taking You Around the
Globe for the


Others Help Generate
With me in Just one Evening
And Morning of my Life SaMe

In All Virtue Love it’s Not So Much
if ‘Others Return’ it is Patience of Will Grace of
Strength Love Enduring Most Our ‘Job’

Our Breath of Life Remaining Now

So Now ‘Depth of the Story’ Continues…

Faux God LiveS iN Book
Covers Real God Is Wind
Eagle’s Fly 🦅 Yet True
Still Trying my Best

To Fit

God in Words

Literally Yes No

Joke Literally Writing

An 8.9 MiLLioN Free Verse
Whitman Flavored Longest
Form Poem Bible of

My Own
As Yes as

i Am my
Own Priest
Of Thine Eyes
Of Cosmos Order
And Chaos Magic
Of Art True in Writing
“SonG oF mY SoUL”
Housed in Several


And So

Many Other

Avenues Just

Seeds Innumerable

Spread Around A Globe

Yes Fully Illustrated With

Over 100,000 Photos And

Over 10,000 YouTube

Songs And Other


Arts And

Sciences Public

Dancing To Achieve

Continuous Autotelic

Flow Generating All

These Creative Winds

More Than Half

The Distance

Around The Globe

In 89 Months Of Free

Verse Dance Yes Yes

As Fully Documented

ALonG All The Way

In 14,404 Miles

Of Dance And

8.9 MiLLion

Words Of

Song Closest

i Have


To Express God
This Energy This

Nature All Is When
A Terrestrial Dance
Moving My 242 Pound
Body That Still Leg
Presses Up To 1520
Pounds At Age

60 While like
The Carpenter’s
Song ‘Close to You’
Plays And The Young
Women Follow me

Around Town


me By Voyeur

Video To Gain

Social Media

Likes When

my Body Gains

Enough Balance

To Take

Flight on

Land Seriously

Writing A Bible

11 Times Smaller

By Innumerable

Ghost Authors

Over Centuries

And Only


On Water

Is Kindergarten

And i’m Still only

Just Scratching

The Surface Of

All The Nature

Of God in ‘Grade School’

And God Yes If Any So-Called

‘Christian’ Gives me

Any Flack it’s Worth

Noting i Actually

Read Their tiny

BooK Now

Go Back


Read it

Open it Up
To Where You
See John 14:12

And Remember

John 3:16



For Greater

Revision As i Will
Freely Tell Them Read
It Weep And Gnash

Your Frowny

Face Teeth

If They Like

Yet The FacT iS

i Am Real

And i


My Own

Dam Story

Of HeLL And Heaven
Both As True There

Is the Sunny Side Up

Version Of John 14:12

And Hell Part Too

Yes ‘The DarK

Side of The Moon’

It’s Kind Of

A Tradition

Sort Of A ‘Human

Hero Archetype Story’

ReaLiTY Again

And Again




Shall You Strip

Off All Your Clothes

Of CuLTuRE Spoon-Fed

And Burn

Now Until

Your Butterfly

Sprouts Wings

Out of Cocoon

No Hurry




Now For WingS AGAiN

Hehe So i’ll Wait


You too… 😈 👼

A BLacK Hole That
Sucks Everything

In to it


Not Us…

And Yes
All Stuff
Related to
The “Dark
Death Star
Force Meme”



See DarK

Of Us


Do Not Doubt

Any Light Bringer



Of The

Dark Trump too…

LeSSoN 319 Dark Side
Of the Moon 🌚 Is
Not Really A DarK
LeSSoN Yet
One of
Still To Come
True There Are

Two Sources Actually
More Within Inside
Most Reliable Yet

Outside Above
So Below And

All Around As
Truly All That

Vibes In
Higher Frequencies
Of Energy Moves Connects

Creates More All Of Existence
Together Hands Eyes of God
Hold Together DarK Through
LiGHT Never Ending Landing

Story Soul Of God All That

Is Existence Energy No

Distance Space Or

Time Not Even

Matter As You Dear

FRiEnD And me Touch

Through This Fiber Optic

Cable In Energy Speed

oF LiGHT Now Beyond

Again Time, Distance

Space or Even

Matter As

No Part

Of My Organic

Body Required As

my Soul is Delivered

To You For Review

You May Rate

my Soul

As You

Wish for

It Is my


Wish To Give Y.O.U. 💫🤗

SMiLes i’m Sure Life

Is A Dream as i Don’t

‘Know’ How to Do It


All the Magic
Just Comes Free
i ‘Just Do It’ And Don’t
Even Have to Sell Shoes..:)

It’s True Waves of Life Now
Raging Into Headwinds More

Decades May Go By Yet

Even True After

Living That
Far Still Days

to Be Free to Be You
As LonG As We Breathe

Gift of Time We Do to Free..:)

Trapped Trapped Trapped

In A Small Town Yet

A Market Place of

Goods From


Cultures Far and
Wide Yes And An Earth

Store in A Mall More to Enjoy too

So Many Ways of Life More to See

All that’s Left to Do is Somehow Fly
To See New Souls of Life How They Breathe…

And Finally A Fiber Optic Cable to Fit All of me
Through Now at the Speed of Life i Fly All Around

The World And Visit Kind People Just Like You Ava

With SMiLes



Dear FRiEnD

Sharing Wings

With You Again Free..:)

Time Time Time
Tick Tock Tick Tock

Time Time Time
Where is the



Flew Away

Again Over

A Clock Nest

Hands With No

Clock Finally Free to Tell Time

to Go Back to Hell WiTH SMiLes

No Deadlines No Deadlines Alive..:)

Never Minding Dance
Dancing Minding Flows
Dancing Creates Song

Frees Gravity

Inspire And SMile
Dear Ava Surely
A Beautiful Way
Thank You😊💫

Be Careful SWiPinG ‘Left/Right’…
Be Very Very Careful Verily True…
Not All ‘Online Wizards’ Are Nice…

“We’re Off to See the Wizard”
Because Because Because
Be Cause True None of ‘Them’ Have
Actually Met the ‘Real me’ YeT HeHe

my FRiEnD
Breathes Us🎶🌊

LooKinG Forward
To YouR Art
All oF It
With SMiLes😊💫

LiGHT And DarK People Who Come Through
And Do Not.. Equally Inspire me to Do All That Is

This iS oNe God And ‘JeSuS’ That Is True Love
Never Ever Sending Someone Away to Hell

It’s What
Love Does
When Real
And True Never Ever
Gives Up On ‘You’


To: True Fall Of Humans After The Apple

of Nature Away From: LoVE oF i AM

Have You Ever Started a Thought Now From
HeART That is What You cannot Word as Soul
Yet Feel Will Be the Birth of Love Yes As Spirit
Comes So Naturally as Poetry For How Long
Will it take for a Moon Flower Within So Deep to
Deliver the Words of Love Even More for True How
Sweet it is to Imagine How Beautiful A Child You and
Your Future Lover will Create that You Describe as
Both Father
And Child
And Mother
And Father of All
Who Are Concerned and
Become the Force of Love
to Eventually Walk on Two Feet
To Dance and Sing Love Goes on and
Never Dies When Spread as Love From
Seed to Shining Shores as Beach of Loving
Eyes and Smiles for Everyone Alive and the
Rest of Nature True.. Love is the Legend that
And Who Never Goes Away as Long as the
Flower of Love Continues to Propagate
As Fresh and Never Stale Beyond
the Illusions of Time Distance
And Space sure Even
Matter too in some
Ways Greater of
Moon Children Spreading
Through Fiber Optic Cables
Just about Like Beam me up and
Around the Globe ‘Scotty’ for there are
No Wings Quite Like what A World Wide
Web Brings Yet Still How Precious is Human
Flesh Reminding me of that Very Short Period
of Days Back in ’97 with the Opportunity the Only
Opportunity i would have then to touch a Child of my
Flesh but True we Do all Share basically the Same DNA
And We Do Have a Natural Propensity to Come to Love So
Much what we continue to Feed our Mind.. For What We Do
Value Most in Life From Dark though Light.. For me at Least all i will
Likely Ever Create is the Art i Bring now to who ever it comes to Next.. So in this
Way now i guess i am a Moon Flower Like You too.. but i just will not Have to Go to
the Hospital to Deliver Now as the Baby Bird Sleeps So Sweetly Through the Cold
Night as Words Do Come before the Child in You Comes and Starts to be Delivered
More before the Daylight’s Coming Morning Break ugh.. Before Numbers and Stuff
like that Must Be Crunched again.. Yes something about Crunches that and will be
So Much Fun too.. i’m thinking Abdominal Crunches at this Moment but that is
Entirely another Story to Deliver so Let’s Stick to Baby Birds for Now With
Wings of Love that and who Will Never Fear the Freedom of Sunrise
Morning Break for the Sky is one Waiting with the Sun to Bring
Flower Children more of Moon Child Day Delight yes it is
like that Movie “Never Ending Story” Where the
Little Boy in the Book Seeks to Help the
Damsel Princess in Distress so
Far Away from the Print
in Pages of Books
Yet as Close
as Legend
Dreams come to Birth
As Surely More than Flesh and
Blood We Birth as Creativity is only
A Word of Song Away and a Step of Dance
Still to come as Morning Light Fertilizes again
The Dream of Fruition Still to Come to Give and Share more..
Yes i Remember still the “Never Ending Story” and all the Little Boy Had to
Do.. as i Believe He was about 7 Years Old Maybe 8.. Yes.. All He Had to Do then
Was Scream to the Top of His Lungs ‘Moon Child’! And then the
Labor of Love Will Be Over as EarthQuakes Come Still
And Raging Waves of Ocean Become even more
Still as Glassy Ocean Eyes of God come to
Rise as Love Once Again in Peace and
Harmony of Waves that and who
Spread so Much Joy and
Love Across the
Ocean Still
So Calm
With and as
the Peace and
Harmony of Love
that and who only Exists
to Deliver More Love to the World
in all the Ways Arts and Sciences come
as it is in a Moment of Embrace as Nirvana
And Bliss Never Ends a Valentine Wish in one
Second for a Big Bang of Love To Never End for all
iN Equal Bliss of Love Yes to Give and Share even more..
“More Than A Feeling” as One Rock Group Named “Boston” Sings
And “Don’t Look Back” too as Lord Knows that Song was Playing
When i was Truly First Touched Really Touched by Love and
then of course there is a Song by the Same Group Named
“A Man I’ll Never Be” But no one Should Ever Give up
On A Dream to Be Whatever Woman and or Man
They Wish to Be.. Wow those Were Great
Songs From When i was Just 18 Years
Old With My First So-Called
Lover as Such
When Young
Love Does
Aging now when
Real For True i Feel
That Love is Real no
Matter What God Feels the
Growing Pains of all the Labors of
Love and Grins a little Bit until God
Smiles all the Way Across the Skies
And Beyond iNFiNiTY whenever wherever
and however Love is Birthed as Real and True
What a Lovely Child You and Your Future ‘Perfect’
Lover Will Create a Child of Love Perhaps a Son always
as the Nature of Love the Face of God Smiling Beyond iNFiNiTY
Where Space and Time and Distance No Longer Exists Just the
And the
Moon Child of Love
Wow only if i could add
all those Songs as an option
to Listen to with all these Words
But Wait! There is “Legends of Love”
And There is YouTube And Copy and
Paste in Multiples of more than one Song
Oh Lord Thank God Love on the Internet Never Disappears
Grows Old or Even has to Burp or Throw up Online hehe.. Yes
True No Dirty Diapers to Change Nothing Messy along the way
And A Figure as Pristine as Katrina’s Still and of Course Yours too.. hAha..
Unlike ‘Trump’ i do not use Numbers to Rate Love Only String Theory and the
of Love
Rate Love..
For it’s True online
Making Babies of Love
May Be Different as there
are ‘thots’ Always Circling the
Globe Just waiting to Be ‘impregnated’
By other ‘thots’ Circling the Globe that
and who come into Alignment So Fresh
And Clean What they come to Deliver is New
Works of Art that Express Love so Much more..
Sex’ and
the Delivery
of Love Babies
of Art Great too..
anyway something to
Do until ‘the Perfect’ Man
Greets and Meets You and Gives
You so Much more than Words Will
Ever Bring Yet True there are Feelings True
too.. Senses that come From Words too.. And
are so
many more
‘Thots’ to come
As Somedays Love
this Way Seems to Last
Forever and a Day in a ‘Never
Ending Story’ that Feels this way
as True Lovers
are the
That and
Who Refuse
Everything yet
Delivery of Love more..
Until Love Graduates
And Gives even more..
Anyway there
is one
to Say:

How Do i Know For
if i Hugged You on
The Midnight
You or
i am Your
Best Well
Wisher At
Your Wedding
Hugging You There
The Feeling is the Same
i Do
i Finally
My Wings and
i will never Have
To go Back to
Hell Now
It is to Have
At Least one
FRiEnD to help you
Never Go Back to
Hell the Place
With No True Love…

The First And Last Flower
Moon Traveled Far Seeing
Millions and Millions of
Flowers Look Above
Taking the Moon
For Granted
When it
Always Counting
On the Sun to Rise
For Light and Warmth
Until one Day A Special
Little Flower that some
Took For Granted as
Well Looked Up
At The Moon
Seeing So
Much More
For this Flower
Saw the Moon as
Star Equal And Even
Greater to the Sun for
A Way Beyond Even
Visible Light that
Touched the
Flower that
Looked Like
A Little
Flame to
The Moon
But You See
The Moon Like
No one Else Saw
And Still Sees The
Magnificent Size of
The Little Flame
Flower’s Soul
The Moon
Not Speak
So the Flame
Flower Became the
Moon’s Voice not
Only That Spirit
Heart and Soul
Too Hence
The First
And Last
The little
Flame Flower
Is the Moon Flower
Who Blooms Night
And Day in Eyes of Moon

“That’s” ‘Why’ ‘Haters’ make
me Laugh And Lovers
Make me Smile..
oh God iN So
Many Ways
Do Go And STill CoMe NoW

SMiLeS HEaVeN And Hell Are Loneliest
Places aS ONly ‘You’ Get to go as that applies

to Everyone’s


of Existence as

Neuroscience Now

Basically Agrees… i like Threes too…

i See it more as Move, Connect, And Co-Create…

Problem With Most ‘Western Philosophies’ is they

Forget ‘the Dance’…

All Moves or


Not Exist…

Truly Aldous
Huxley’s Description
Of Nataraja Dancer Shiva
Symbol EVeRYWHeRE UNiVeRSE Dances

Makes More Sense Than A Cross
With Just One Man Hanging on it

Rather Limited indeed…

Thing is as far AS Humans

Go Some

Dance Some

Just Don’t Get ‘It’…

Until they Become

‘Move and Repose’

(How God Is Described in the
Gospel of Thomas as Metaphor)

‘Torsion and Spin’ aS Well too How

Some Quantum Mechanics Theories Describe

How New UNiVeRSES Are Birthed Out of Black Holes

Dark and

Light Mixes

Dualities Are Born New as one…

And The Dance And Song Continues now…

Yet It’s

True Not

A Word Required…

Books Are ‘Dead’ too Without Dance…


It depends on What Ya Value in Life Now This Day Now…

Accepting What Is And Doing the Best Ya Can and Will Now…

Sure Like Not Able to Speak until 4, Called Out as the Weakest
Fish in the Aquarium in School, Bullied for Being a Boy
Assessed As Ugly Girl, Threatened to get Beat Up

For Just Frigging

Smiling at the

City Park

Playing Tennis

With the Backboard Day

In Day Out; Eventually Good

At that too and Running; Yet Let’s not get too far off topic;

Then at Least, Earning 3 Degrees, Graduating, Yes Always

Close To the top of Most Every Graded Class; True It was all
Mostly Multiple Choice Then; So Easy With Stellar Rote Memory;
Yet Life Ain’t Multiple Choice Is IT; Ya Get Trapped in Just one Dam Thing;

Thing Is Then, Still Not Able to Socially Successfully Communicate

Anything i learned at all as Communication Was still

A Stumble Under Any Stress At all, Stuttering As Such;

Too bad i didn’t Know how to Control it With Poetry Like ‘Biden’

Then; Sing Song Sing Song Again; Sure, i finally Got A Job With the

Government Working for $3.69 Cents An Hour, a bit over Minimum Wage,

After All those Degrees, the Weathered Social/Emotional Intelligence Dude Who

Interviewed Me A Salty Old Retired Sailor, Running the Military Bowling Center,

Laughed a Bit when he asked me what a ‘Left-Handed Monkey-Wrench’ Was as

I had no Clue Then; Nah,

i Still don’t Now; i haven’t
Looked it up on Google Yet,

Perhaps i will one day…

Thing is, an Ace Up my

Sleeve, i didn’t know yet then…

i had one class in Computers;
Enough to Get me into a Entry

Level Job Passing out Shoes at a Bowling
Center; A Sport, i Never Learned How to Play
Well; Even Eventually As Manager of the Place;
Getting Changed over to GS-5 Appropriated Pay
Did Double my Pay First Before Eventually Retiring
at the GS 9 to 11 Pay Grade As Athletic Director Picked
Only Still For the Computer Skills i Developed as the only

Way i even got
that first Job
is, it was 1984
And that Little
Bowling Center Got
A Grant to Go Computerized
and that had nothing to Do with
Left Handed Monkey Wrenches, Yet
Systemizing Mind as Gift one Breeze
For me Saved by the Wind of Technology…

As True of course, i was last kid picked in
Team Sports in School; Last Job Anyone including
me would have ever guessed i would ever do, Athletic
Director of a Military Installation.. Yes, Yes.. it put me
in Autism Burn-out; all the Social Responsibility Required
Along with all the Technology And Financial Related Skills too…

Yet i lasted
Long Enough
to Retire, Early
Permanently Disabled
As You See even with the
Worst Pain Known to Humankind

i managed to fill Out literally 100 Pages

of Medical Documentation Required for all
the Work Related Stress Disorders, some still to
Come Diagnosed then in a total of 19; Yes Stress, will

Ya and
it almost
Killed me then
For Real, Yet You
See i survived it’s what

We Do; This Human Condition
Requires Life, and Even With The Suicide
Disease, We Still Are Evolved to Survive in Hell on Earth…

Fortunately, i wasn’t a Big Knife And Gun Collector Like my Father…

And Yeah, i was always afraid of Heights; Truly Terrified that Helped out too…

Yet You See, All i did Before Age 53, After spending 66 Months in Hell, Really
Had Nothing to Do With me at all; Who was Humanly At Core, truly More Artistic
Than So-Called Autistic, Yet Raised as a Cog in a Machine as Aren’t Most People

These days

Where Life

is Button

Press this

And Button Press

That Bingo Jackpot

Colors of this or that mean i am accepted

in this Life; again the Greatest Responsibility You

Will Ever Achieve in this Life is becoming True to Who You

Really are; No matter What the F Anyone Else Thinks or Feels

or Senses, Seeing You As Different than them; and it’s true

if i didn’t fall down and almost die, i would have never even

Found Out Who

i Truly Am;

Yet You

See, the only

Reason i did is i never
Gave Up; at least not all the way…

i continued to Breathe; For It’s true,

Whether We like it or not, it is our Personal Responsibility to Breathe…

i’ve already Told the Story Here too many times to count what happened then

After 53, Moving From Shut-in to Assessed Public Dance Legend and Literally

Loved by Women all around the Globe for the quality now of what comes True

Through with my HeART, SPiRiT, SoUL Unleashed Released Full in Song of

Free Verse Poetry FLoWinG With No Restraints; Yet it’s true, i was also that

Person Before that No one Yet my Sister, Dog, And Mother Expressed i even



to exist just for me…

Just to be who i truly am…

In Longitudinal Studies, of Hans Asperger’s
Case Study Patients; A Consistent Follow-up
Finding is, many Found A Niche of their own

To Pursue and Much Later in Life Surpassed
What Their Peers of same age were doing then
in Measure of Societal Success; true i don’t have

to do that; i already retired financially Independent
Young as truly i saved enough for it in the Bank Anyway;
Without Even any Disability then for Early Retirement; Yes,

Good At Numbers Will Pay off too; additionally, More Concerned
About Living than Collecting ‘Dead Things’; i guess (Know) what i’m saying

Is Give Yourself
A Break; Do What

You Can And Until

You Will Do More;

Don’t Give Up;

It is what it

is; what

it becomes

is truly Mostly

Up to You (Us); Everything

i am, truly am, is truly only up to me…

Perhaps That is the Way it Works the

Best When we simply Can and Will Do It…

i Lived At Home, Mostly, until i got married
At 29; i bought my own Home at 33 shortly
after my pay was increased; Pork and Beans
for 3 Months with a 3,000 Dollar Down Payment…

My Wife got a Job at a News Paper

And Later



Became ‘Superman’
as far as supernormal
Stuff and the Nietzsche Definition of that goes…

It’s true, i used to write short Columns for that ‘Local Paper’,
my Wife Worked at, For High Scores in Tournaments and League Play
For the Bowling Center With No Creativity; Just Copy and Paste Numbers
As i didn’t have a Creative Bone in my Body to Change the Same Paragraphs
i literally used for more than a Decade; And Now as mentioned many instances

People Called
me Bird Legs
in Middle School;

What was the Chance
i would Still Leg Press
up to 1520 Pounds at 60;
48 Years Later, Probably None
as really Who do ‘You’ know who
is 60 Years Old who will do it now,

Other than folks on Anabolic Steroids of Course…

And nah; i didn’t know how to use a Check-Book until

28 Years of Age; Yet to be honest, i learned How as i was embarrassed
to Have to use a Money-Order to Pay for my 10th Class Reunion Yet Again

It Did not stop me

From Becoming

Financially Independent at age 47…

A Black Woman Officer Asked me out
Working at the Bowling Center back
in the 3.69 Dollar An Hour Days…

It Was A Very Tasty Steak Dinner…

i told Her i made a lot of
investment in myself…

She thought i was talking
about money and said she
was so proud i wasn’t on Welfare
Like the Other Men She Met in Town…

Yet Nah, i didn’t have any money then;
Only a student loan, hehe, and not even
A Credit Card until age 26, Buying my
First Color TV; nah, then i was talking

About All i learned in College;

Too bad there was nothing

i could do with it then…

Things Get Better…

Things Get Better..

Yet ya Better Learn

How to get the Patience

of ‘Job’ as what other choice

Do We Have Living in Hell really

None until




on Earth too…

Easy no… Possible yes…

In Fact, anything is possible of Value at Least (Love)…

Just see if anyone here will prove me wrong…. in any way now….

So Many Dam Flavors; So Many Dam Flavors, Yet Folks CHOOSE

to remain so salty about life; i should know as in my life i’ve Lost

The Taste And Smell that came back as ‘Death’; Lost Effective Use

of my Eyes and Ears; Never Still Have Ability to touch Human made

Stuff to touch; lost all my Emotions; not even a Memory, a Reference

Point back to How a Smile Feels in Real Hell on Earth; Yet Again, so

many Dam


of Life

Yet folks

remain so

Dam Trump Salty about it too…

True, Without Love We have

Nothing of Value still as far as i will feel…

Once You have it all (Love) the rest Just

seems to



Again or

for the

First time

Ever When Ya

Finally Feel Like

You Are Really Really Human for Real…

Or Even ‘A Man’ You Never Felt You Will be….

And then You

Come to

Find i AM;

Yes, It’s Kinda nice…

A ‘little’ Some Thing

Worth Living For {Loving it
ALL DarK Through LiGHT(god)}


“God is a metaphor for that which transcends all
levels of intellectual thought. It’s as simple as that.”

– Joseph Campbell, Thou Art That:
Transforming Religious Metaphor

SMiLes, i’ve noticed as Pattern,
at least, some Similarities between Militant
Atheists and Militant Christian Fundamentalists,

Per, They Seem to be More

Naturally Closed Minded

Than Open Minded to New
Ideas And New Experiences

Of Life, Where Ironically, Both Remain Generally
Speaking At Evolution of Faith in One Lifetime
In a Rather ‘Adolescent Stage’ of Spiritual Growth
As A Methodist Minister/Doctor of Theology From Emory University,
Fowler’s Research on Faith Seems to Agree, at a Level of “Synthetic-
Conventional” Faith; Whether That Be Restricted to the Facts of Science Alone,
or the ‘Facts of Religious Text’ taken Literal As Interpreted By Whatever Pastor/Priest/Pope/Politician is Actually Restricting Metaphor to, From
the Pulpit or Politics as Such, Same to Keep Folks Coming Back…

Yes, It’s Rather Hard to Leave, if one Literally Believes, if one
Doesn’t Come to Catholic Church on Sunday They Will Burn in Hell
Forever; or for Any Mortal Sin, not Forgiven By a Priest Before Death; Truly Felt Pity/
Disgust For A Deacon Who Suggested, if He didn’t get to the Hospital in Time, Before
Our Infant Died, Born With Congenital Anomalies, Our Child Ryan, Would Not Get to Go to ‘Heaven’, Without the Deacon


The Child


to Purgatory

For Children As Strictly

Sadly Interpreted By the

Catholic Church Then;

Never the less, after

Visiting Folks, Intimately

Around the Globe, What Bonds

Us Is Love And Really The Rest of

It Becomes a Moot Point as Long as the

Law of the Land Protects my Freedoms Here

And i Don’t Get in Trouble by Not going ALL by ‘the Book’ Where They Live…

Separation of Church and State, A Real Live Saver, for Those Who Want to
Express Themselves Freely Indeed…

Smiles, i’ve been Kicked Off Here Several Times for Expressing my Philosophies
Deep in Metaphor, Yet the Ocean

Online is Huge, and if all i have is to Dance and Sing to myself, i have the Choir of
Nature to Accompany

me Freely



God For

Real Beyond

What i will Measure

And Part of Who i am Truly

My Faith is 100 Percent; Truly i am
at Level 6 Below, At this Level Above There is Give And

Share, No Matter What Anyone Tries to Force me To Receive,

HeHE AT least online, Where ‘At This Level 6’, only Sticks and Stones, Break Ya Bones…

True, What is there at most; Delete, Ban, and An Entire Rest of ‘the Ocean’ to Explore…

Things Change;

People Tolerate

Me Now And they

Will also tolerate You;

Indeed, i stayed in Hopes

That other People Will get

to stay and Express themselves freely too;

For to Be Comfortable in Existential Intelligences,

No Matter Age, is to Truly Come to BREaTHE Free Now…

It’s Not Hard to Scroll by me, as i surely will do it in a

Matter of Seconds With one of my actual Blog Posts that are up to 338,630 Words Long…

Apparently, it seems that some of the folks who said they were ignoring me weren’t, otherwise

It Would
Have Not
Been A problem
at all Hehe; Now

The ‘Wrong Planet’
Has Finally Evolved

To Truly Accept Neuro-Diverse

People/Ideas; that’s a Hard-thing to do

Now In any Group as Usually Some kind

of Group Think Will Come to Rule if allowed….

Smiles, there is Variety Enough Now online, to get aligned
With like Souls; At Least Somewhere on this Big Brown,
Green, And Blue Orb (EyE) of God….

And Nah, i don’t exaggerate my Claims, As I’ve Been Accused of that here too…

Here is a Link to “GodsUniverseNovel3”, i was Just getting Warmed Up in

Poetry of Free Verse Philosophy In Long Form EPiC Way Back in 2016 As

i went From a 41K Word Effort in One Blog Post, In January 2016; to a 51K Word

Effort In February 2016, to Yes, The Linked One Below, of 338,630 Words in April of 2016;

Hehe, i was Just Getting Warmed Up, My Long Form EPiC Poem Now Entirely is Reaching

9 MiLLioN Words, “SonG oF mY SoUL” By January 18th, 90th Month of Doing It, Along

With 14,404 Miles of Public Dance; Opening up the Blog Post Below, Modern Technology

Allows Me to Scroll From Top to Bottom in Less than 2 Seconds; It’s True, i’m Still Easy to Ignore

Hehe; No Matter How Long i go; Unless of Course Anyone Wants to Read; as i surely ain’t doing this

For Any External Reward, Yet Giving and Sharing Free, What i’ve Personally Learned to make this life of mine truly

Heaven and yes

There is tons

of Evidence

Verily Now, hehe,

Overall, on my Blog…

True, This Forum Has taught

me the Importance of Providing evidence;

Not Unlike Forrest Gump at a Bus Stop; all

i Need is a 6-inch Screen in Case Anyone Doesn’t

Believe i’m for

Real; HeHe…

i Love Life

i Give It

And Share

It; It’s what We

Do When We understand

We are Part and Parcel of

The All In All Eternally Forever Now…

Not Just to Understand; to FeeL iT Through Every

Particle, Wave, Field We Are now For Real Balancing Center

Point Existence, Beyond All Space, Time, Distance, And Even Matter…

HAha, even if i must

Prove ‘Literally’

That i am not

‘Literally’ Housed in These Words and Other Images, hehe…

When Fantasy Becomes Reality, There is a ‘Certain Singularity

About Existence for Real’



IT ALL DarK Thru LiGHT Now)

And Yes, i’ve Seen The Bottom Beyond What
‘Demons’ Will Fear in Hell on Earth for 66 Months
too; Something About that Experience Leads one to Help

Others for




Real Both Places

Are Real As Experience Now…

Not the Kind of Thing one will
Express in Any Less than Art and Poetry
For Real; ‘Dante’ Catches the Hell Yet It’s

Strange There

Aren’t Many

Poets ‘From



(i’ll make

An Exclusion

For the




Per ‘Fantasy’

The Song,

The Dance,

And Reality;

Perhaps Now

Most Don’t make

It out of Hell and Purgatory Now…

Perhaps they haven’t gone Deep Enough in Hell Yet; i sure hope not…:)

Stage 0 – “Primal or Undifferentiated” faith (birth to 2 years), is characterized by an early learning of the safety of their environment (i.e. warm, safe and secure vs. hurt, neglect and abuse). If consistent nurture is experienced, one will develop a sense of trust and safety about the universe and the divine. Conversely, negative experiences will cause one to develop distrust about the universe and the divine. Transition to the next stage begins with integration of thought and language which facilitates the use of symbols in speech and play.

Stage 1 – “Intuitive-Projective” faith (ages of three to seven), is characterized by the psyche’s unprotected exposure to the Unconscious, and marked by a relative fluidity of thought patterns.[8] Religion is learned mainly through experiences, stories, images, and the people that one comes in contact with.

Stage 2 – “Mythic-Literal” faith (mostly in school children), is characterized by persons have a strong belief in the justice and reciprocity of the universe, and their deities are almost always anthropomorphic. During this time metaphors and symbolic language are often misunderstood and are taken literally.

Stage 3 – “Synthetic-Conventional” faith (arising in adolescence; aged 12 to adulthood), is characterized by conformity to authority and the religious development of a personal identity. Any conflicts with one’s beliefs are ignored at this stage due to the fear of threat from inconsistencies.

Stage 4 – “Individuative-Reflective” faith (usually mid-twenties to late thirties), is a stage of angst and struggle. The individual takes personal responsibility for his or her beliefs and feelings. As one is able to reflect on one’s own beliefs, there is an openness to a new complexity of faith, but this also increases the awareness of conflicts in one’s belief.
Stage 5 – “Conjunctive” faith (mid-life crisis), acknowledges paradox and transcendence relating reality behind the symbols of inherited systems. The individual resolves conflicts from previous stages by a complex understanding of a multidimensional, interdependent “truth” that cannot be explained by any particular statement.

Stage 6 – “Universalizing” faith, or what some might call “enlightenment”. The individual would treat any person with compassion as he or she views people as from a universal community, and should be treated with universal principles of love and justice.


AsKinG A Bird What is The Meaning of Life Bird Dances Sings
AsKinG A Bird How to Get to Heaven or Hell Bird Dances Sings

SMiLes Dear Sohair if it Wasn’t
For Rule Breakers And Fearless

Love i Wouldn’t

Exist Oh For

How Many


Us Owe

Our Existence

To Courage of Love

BReaKinG All Restraints

Yes.. My Paternal Grandfather
Irish X-Catholic Priest Immigrating
To Florida Woo’ed From the Pews
At 36 Years of Age By A Cajun
Young Woman Age 17

She Was Mostly
French as per
the Word Cajun
From Louisiana
Mardi Gras It is Coming Soon hehe Again…

My Grandfather as i may have mentioned Before
Has His Own Wiki-Bio-Page Still in fact His Book
“Behind The Dictators” May Still Be Found as Free
PDF In The Common Domain Online He was often

Used as an

Of What
Not to Be
In Catholic
Education Last Century

Yet He circled Socialist
Circles in New York New York
Dining With Einstein as Odd as they

Still come

And go Like me

Hehe WiTH SMiLes

Religion is a Hobby of Mine

God As Vocation of LoVE iNDeeD For All

Listening to a Famous PR Bishop Barron on the
YouTube Where Dissenting Opinions Are Shadow
Banned There Yet Still Room For Dark MuSinG
Poetry Else ‘Wear’ in Hundreds of Thousands
of Free Verse Words of course hehe.. anyway

He Went on about How the Teachings of Jesus
Are Meh Not Important and said all that Really

Counts is Jesus
is An Only

Idol of God

To Be Worshipped

Yes God Man King of

The Entire Frigging UNiVeRSE


NICENE COUNCIL 325 Years after

His ASSiGNeD Death if He wanted to

Be King oF iT ALL Quite the Different

For those Who Actually Read the Story

Of His Teachings Turn the Other Cheek

Love Enemies as Self And God Same With

Least Harm.. Love Love Love Pay Grade

Pay Rate Currency of Life to Gain

Heaven Within the place

God Truly Breathes

Through Our

Eyes and Sure

Through Hands And words

Some Very Special Gifted Days too…

Divine Expression Yes Yet Divine Whole

Alone Never As there is no Separation in God

Even As Science Shows Cosmos Whole We Unto the

Whole Fractals As Such True too.. For We Move Connect

And Co-Create With Last Harm for All In Kind Courage

Wisdom Fearless of Love Best Now For Real.. Hehe See

How i continue to Add to my Oral Tradition in Print

Sadly Jesus Aramaic Illiterate And No Choice

Yet to Relate only in Other Voices of God

Coming From Mouths of Men

In Written Words of

Their Choice

So Indeed


Gets no

Reply to turn

Down the Promotion to

King oF it all Just to Reiterate

‘You Fools’ It is the Meek, the Humble,

The Last Who Serves All And Vaults Others

to Greater Works oF All Who Always Inherits Love Now Eternally For Real…

Things is Dear Sohair This Love Is Real No one will ever refute the Existence of

Love whether or not ‘They’ Are Blind to Love or Not Seeing Through Loves Eyes




God As
Love is Supernatural
For ‘Them’ as it simply
isn’t Part of their Nature
Agape to Give and Share Free With

Least Harm now ALL.. So what has

Occurred NoW as A Result of MaKinG

Jesus the Humble Teacher and Messenger

Of LoVE iNto An Only Demagogue Man

As Many Folks Wrote that Original

Bible With Many Different Views

Through All SHades and

CoLoRS of Soul EYes

Trump Became

Jesus And They Kneeled

Down To Worship Trump

No Different Than When they

Transformed Jesus into a Demagogue Idol

To Worship Same in 325 AD Oh How Trump

Has Helped Reveal Who Many ‘Christians’ See

As THeir True Savior Nothing Much About Love at All for ALL at least…
Smiles my FRiEnD Not sure that me and my GrandFather would agree

On Anything i Believe at all in Fact He Wouldn’t Because Even though

The Catholic Church Stood By And Watched A Dictator Rise Last
Century and Stood By Silent and With Approval As Trump Almost
Came to Be Another Hitler And Mussolini too.. He Never Understood

The Catholic

Church and the

Roman Empire

Were Responsible

With Intent of Transforming

Jesus into Trump in 325 AD

For Ruling A Holy Roman Empire

And Before And After too the

Truth is if Jesus were to come

Back the Same way again as ‘their

Bible Predicts’ He would be crucified again

In Just a different way if not the same way

Simply Relating God Breathes Within Best

As Love to Give and Share Free With Last Harm

Bonobos Already Do it with no Written Words or

Complex tools Other to Spoon-Feed Another Version of Love

in Fact Perhaps an Only Safe Way Jesus Could Possibly come

Back in Truly A Religion of Loving Peace for all is Just Another Hairy Bonobo



i’ll Leave God

A Safe Note in a suggestion

Box of Coming Prayers Still For Real…

It’s Not Humans that are the Problems

It Is Their Great Propensity Not only to

Bring Dreams to Fruition Tools With iMaGiNaTioN

CReaTiViTY In Stellar Productivity of FoCuS iN FLoW

Yet Additionally Dark Nightmares As Dark as Humans Create True…

Fortunately i LiVE iN a place where i am able to Fruit Dreams instead of


Now So



God Willing

And the Rest of

Humanity True..




It is what it is
With Will of
Love We

to: FLoWeR
RiSinG Roses
THoRNS And All For Real..:)

AsKinG A Bird What is The Meaning of Life Bird Dances Sings
AsKinG A Bird How to Get to Heaven or Hell Bird Dances Sings

On the Yellow Brick Road of Life
So Nice to Meet and Greet Friends
Truly Life is Home This Way of Love

Folks We Have S8x With May Come
And Go Yet Friends True FRiEnDS
They Always Stay As Love To Play

Oh Lord Why
Did ‘They’
HUMAN SHoW so wurdy durty

Why ‘Ellie May’ Was ‘Stronger’ Than
‘Jethro’ off of the ‘Beverly HillBillies’

The Real Reason For ‘The Beatitudes’ Is So ‘Clint Eastwood’
Will Smile Without Getting Beat Up So Make My F88KinG DaY OK
(Only {iF YoU SeeK iN GoD} {LoVE})

Building Sand Castles
WinDS oF iMaGiNaTioNS

STEM and Other Mechanical Cognition
Majoring in Life Lucrative Yes.. Yet Also
Soul Killing if Science Takes a place of the Art of Soul

Yeah It’s True if it wasn’t for Computers
And Information Technology i Might
Not have Ever Retired From Work Before age 50, YeT…

Empty Reality is for Many at Best one
Sacrifices Half-A-Life to Even Live Yet
of course there is a better way NON-CONSUMiNG

YEAH it’s Like a Really Deep SiNK.. A
Well.. A Pit with No Bottom.. You Go
Lower and Lower Forgetting What Higher Even Is

A Dark Side Lives
Yet It Never Does…

In Darkest Places Of Storms
And Raging Waves Sunlight
Eventually Comes Hope’s
Love For Another Step🕺

‘Rough TiMES NoW
(Will) Be Goldmines’
Even if Cold HeARTED
Scientists Are Correct
In Material Reductionist
Ways When All oF LiGHT
Dances And Sings From
Darkness Of Nothing
In Deed Greatest
Hope Fulfilled
Our Mere
To Live And Love
Light… Resurrection…
of Dark We aRe🌲aLiVe❤️🌹
Evergreen HeART RoSe NoW

In Darkest Places Of Storms
And Raging Waves Sunlight
Eventually Comes Hope’s
Love For Another Step🕺

Love Unbreakable in Truth
When Love Lives Truly Breathes Free

HAhahahaha! If You Don’t Realize
i Experience Darkness in Heaven Now
For All This Light You Have NO Idea Who i AM

Ya gotta understand at least if You Understand
me that Asperger’s Syndrome by This Trait
at least does not care for Deceit/Lies

It’s A Science Proven Fact
Lies and Deceit Make A
Person Weak Just in case
you wonder how i got this
‘Strong’ it wasn’t Spinach

Lies And Deceit Follow Each
Other Not My Crowd Not My Ignorance
And F No.. No Leader of Mine and That’s

For Damned Sure.

The ‘Weigh’ i Deal with Darkness
in Heaven is to make a Joke of
What Lies and Deceit are WEAKNESS

Lies And Deceit Follow Each
Other Not My Crowd Not My Ignorance
And F No.. No Leader of Mine and That’s

For Damned Sure.

Living A Life and or Following A Life of
Lies And Deceit Leads one to Become
Weakness Now Read it one more Instance Please…

SMiles Yes Yes ☺️🤗
Love Hindi Songs
Not The

As Shells
That Count


That Do
Count Most
MuSiC of SoUL 💫
HeART ExpreSSinG Spirit

SMiles You Are A
Third Poet Writing





Wings Yes

More Than

Parroted Before

In Fact You Are

Second And Third

Yet This Metaphor


What Most Of

The World

Is MiSSinG

As Pandemic


Only Open

A Long



Wound Of Wings

Broken Arrows To See 💘

ULTiMaTE Mastery
Of Life Is Turning

Off Thoughts

At Will

In Regulation of
Emotions And Integration
Of Senses That Firstly
Drive All Our Thoughts
Secondary As Science
Now Empirically
Shows Practice
Of A Meditative
Free Dance
With No


Will Surely

Do As Lifelong Practice)

And Simply


With Gravity




Song Not

The Reverse…

It’s Not Just

You Every





THis ‘Left Brain’
By Metaphor Way



To Prevent

Our Cocoons

From Sprouting

Wings Harder

To Catch


Without A (Net)

Hmm Ask Yourself

WHere You

(Clue More
Limited Within
To Abstract
More Limited
Away From
The Other
95 Percent of Mind
Longer Older Evolved
2 Of 3 Triune Brains

Yep Reptile
And Limbic
In Shadow
Subconscious Ways)



Comes First Then Song

Hehe And No i Do not

Expect You to

‘Grab A


From my Hand

As A Grasshopper’

To See This That is
Only Fiction



Show Called

‘Kung Fu’ NonE

Of That For me Only Fred Fu

“The generous god of know-it-all-ness.
The veritable fountain of wisdom” (the Chick)

Holy CR8P

Thought That

Was A Parody

Yet i Have

No Chick

Yet Seriously

Some Dudes Have

Dedicated Entire

Blog Posts


That i Write
Blog Posts


i Go Beat



Yet See

It’s All


The Write

Already Understand

The Formula For The

Read AS HiStory

Goes To

SHow What

Is Too Big

To See


Later Hehe🤪

SMiles Frank Considering
i Was/Am Always ‘the
Child’ With the
Hand Raised

For All The
Teacher’s Questions

In School Yes Since
You Ask And You Relate

God Literally
Creates Existence
In 6-24 Hour Days

(Spoiler Alert:
Eternally Now)

God Doesn’t


To Exist

In A Story

Book To Exist

And No Human

Will Ever Tell

God How To

Do God’s Job

In A Poem

And Worship

God As WordS in
A Story Unless They

Use Free


To Do It

Like insisting

An All Loving

Forgiving God

Changes Human

Sheep Into Goats

And Fires Them



On 5th Avenue

When They


To Let The

Homeless Person

From South of

The Border Have

Free Health Care

All i Will SinG

Is if The

Poem is Literally

True By Whatever

Ghost Author

Writes Matthew

Climate Change

Is Gonna Be

Very Hot

And Long

For So-Called

Hypocritical Evangelicals

Oh By The Way Frank
The Good Of A 9 MiLLioN
Word Bible Longest








In 90 Months

With 14,404 Miles

Of Naked Public ‘David’

Dance More Than Half The

Distance Around The

Globe Even Through

Egypt As A






Isaiah 53

Is All

The Letters


Are Addressed

To Humans With

No Expect

Of Return

Of Kindness

When And IF

You Ever Go

To Hell NoW on
Earth Chances

Are You Too

Will ‘See’ The Face

Of God


More Than
An Empty

SHeLL of A Man
Hanging on a Cross

Where The

Truth is


Will Spit on
‘His’ Soul if ‘He’




That God Is
Literally Love

Eternally God Yes

Now Heaven Within

To Give And Share Free…

With Least Harm

Indeed It’s Not So


The Old
Bible That
Needs ReVision

Just The Re-Birth
Of Humanity

NoW inTo

(Note: The


In Capitalization)

YES Greater Than
The Evangelical

God Trumpjesus

The one



To Shoot Immigrants

Only In The Place i Reside…

The Red Hot
Matt Gaetz
Hell Yes Still
Unmasked Now
ReeKinG of TRumP
Smell By The Way

As Even The Leader
Now Of The Republican
Party Agrees i Assessed
‘A Father of All Lies’
Correctly Before

He Helped




To Over-Turn


You Were

Then Just

Plain Wrong

Yet True Now

You Deserve


Too Even As


Or Goat



It’s Disgusting

It’s not Even



Love Be God

Perhaps one

Day Folks

Will Understand

Poetry More



Of Stone With No

Love… Happy SuNday

Ask me Anything

i Get Around…


If You Pray
Hard Enough
One Day You

May Even




To Man

All You

Have To Do

Is Become Love

Within To Give

And Share

Free to

Be God Yes Love

With Least Harm

You Don’t Even

Have to Look in

‘The Mirror’…

Thanks Frank!


Something New!

– LoVE Returning Again…

SMiles Often
A “Little Man And
Or Woman Trump
Napoleon Syndrome”

Wanna Be’s Two
Captains Of A Military

Installation i Had No
Choice Yet to Deal With

First One Early on When
i Worked Handing Out
Shoes At A Military Bowling

Center Little Short Captain
His Name Was Captain
Dick His Nickname
As So-Called Superior
His Underlings spoke
Of Was Little Captain Dick…

When He Wasn’t Around…

He Came in And Said He
Wanted A Lane For His
Family And i Said Sure
i’ll Put You on the Waiting

List And Then He Said
Don’t You Know Who i Am
I’m The God Damned
Captain i Can Have

Your Job

Well No He
Couldn’t As He
Didn’t Realize i Was
A GS-5 Employee Protected

By A Union So i Did Not
Have to Submit to His

Majesty Trump Demand

Later When i Was Athletic
Director We Had A Similar
Female Captain Who i Worked

With in The Same Building
Who Came in Screaming
Like The Wicked Sea Witch
Of The West All Window Blinds
Must Be Turned One Way

And She Turned Off The
Heat In The Winter to Try
To Win An Energy Award
In Her Drive to Become
Admiral Public Works
Humanely Brought

A Space Heater into
My Office And She

In Yelling
At Me How Dare
i Bring One in Yeah

Bosses Using Government
Money To Buy Themselves
Things Expecting Their
Family Members To Use
Facilities Privileged
Free Even An

XO that Lent Out
Government Generators
To Her Friends Otherwise
Dedicated For Emergency Use

There’s Always Someone

Wanting to Be

The only

God In The

Room Reminds

Me of Church too
And All The Priestly
Brown Nosing of Trump

i Witnessed in 4 Years
Making Excellent Dark
Muse For Poetry True

Like Claiming Authority
From God That God
Says Vote For Trump

No Different Than The
Nicene Council in 325 AD
That Made A Little Brown
Humble Teacher Into A Sun God
Man For Empires to Be Ruled
As Yes The Same Way The
Priest Was Still Using The
Story of A Man Who


The Last
And Meek

Of All Giving
For Giving Thanks
Giving Love Within

Yes i Actually

Read The Poetry

Of ‘The Book’

Yet Nope
Not Everyone
Has The Faculty
To Understand Metaphor

And Usually No
One Interprets it

The Same indeed
The Danger of Making
One Poem God Molded

Endlessly For Selfish Rule

Ah Freedom Of Expression
The Difference Between

Worlds Ruled
By God Men

And Rules
Led By Humanity’s Kindness…

The Tradition of Human
Demagogues Just



Of The Overall
Human Story Not

Everyone Shares Kindness


All Yet
Love Still Breathes
And Hope Still SMiLes

As Long As Faith

In Kindness



Happy SunDay…

The Earth Since
6.6.60 Ain’t Gonna

Lie There
Are Some
Days That

Make It
Harder to
Be Humble Than Others


Dear Dear Rafiah
Happy 7th You And
All Your Family
Always In

My Prayers

With Hopes
For Child Soon
For You too May

All You Love Be
Safe And Well

In Healing
Force of

Love’s Warmth😊🤗🎶

By -“Jesusette”

-You will never regret being kind-

“There will be lots of things, you
might regret. Kindness is one thing, you never will.

The world is so full of people who give the bitter medicine.

Y.O.U. – Be different. By choice.

Choose to love.

Choose to be kind.

Choose to care.

Choose to forgive.

Choose, not for what they can give you in return;
choose for you can choose to be the one who

gets to choose kindness

over apathy.”


“One of the Greatest Gifts You Can Bestow Upon
Another. If Someone Is in Need. Lend Them A
Helping Hand. Do Not Wait For A Thank You.
True Kindness Lies within the Act of Giving
Without the Expectation of Something


Here Is A Little Mardi Gras
Tiger to Help Fill Up Your
Tank it’s True in The
U.S. That Used to
Be A Gas Station
Slogan to Sell
Gas Anyway

He he

Don’t Forget
Harry Potter
Will Never
Run out

Of Spells to
Cheer You

Up Pray That
Your Bad Days

Good Days
Now The Little
Mardi Gras Tiger

Sending You Helloves
With Big Teeth SMiles hehe😊🤗

i Will Surely Sing i’ve Had Decades
Where the Words Happy, Joyful,
And Even Playful Are Lost Astha

In the Distance

No Longer

Seen to Be…

i Remember One Day
in 2007, my Wife Rented

The Movie ‘Curious George’
About that Monkey Full of Wonder
And Amazement About the World
Always New And i Realized my Soul Was gone…

It Was Too Sad to Even Generate A Tear Just lost…

The Little Things The Biggest Things of All that

Will Move Out of Our Reach And Seem to Take
Forever Now to Recover Anyway i feel Sympathy

Yet of Course i Don’t Know exactly How You Feel
Yet it’s true i’ve Been Professionally assessed as

The Low oF All
Lows Before

What i Do Feel

For Sure now is

Yes Cocoons Will
Really Change into

Butterfly Humans True
And Honestly We Mostly
Have to Seek and Find A Way

Ourselves Yes a little help From FRiEnDS

Is Nice Yet it is Our Soul Now We End UP With

Underneath Our Eyelids of Existence Real to Own…

Additionally Your Age Group is Having Demographically

A Hardest Hit Of All Age Groups to Cope You are surely not alone my FRiEnD..:)

SMiLes You Know It’s ‘Funny’ Savvy For the Longest of Years

Humans Have had the Illusion in Western Thought

And Philosophies That Our Rational Mind is in

Control of Our Decisions Where

Now Ironically Science

Shows Now That it is

Our Emotions and Yes
Senses All the Dance
That Moves Us First

Preceding Most

All Rational


Where if Emotions
Are Absent A Human

Cannot Even Determine
What Socks to Wear to Church…

Sadly the Ignorance Still is Spread
Even in the Church i Visit by the Priest
Who Says Love is a Choice and Not A Feeling

Well… Well… WeLL It’s True the Spirit is in Charge First…

And the Spirit is A Dance of Life Moving Us Far Beyond Words

And Decisions

Or Not

That Come
Second in Life

True our Thinking
Mind Will Be Kind Servant
to Our Emotional Mind or

Slave Lost With Little Bearing

Of Where We Even Move in life Breathing Dance First…
Emotions Are the Source the Glue of Cognitive Executive
Functioning Including Working Short Term Memory.. Long
Term Memory… Focus too i’ve Had Folks tell me Emotions Are Mush
And Just For Women… Meanwhile they Complain They cannot Focus…

Our ‘Rivers’

Are Dammed
Nothing Much Gets Through

FLoWeRinG Rivers of Emotions
Regulating Emotions And Integrating
Interrelated Senses In Flow of Dance
And Song of Poetry Indeed Mastery of Existence..

Yes Now

Yes Existential

Intelligences Will

Come First for True

Success in Life Sadly

Where i am From They

Come Just About Last

And People Wonder

Why The


Of Our Country

Overall Is So DiSEASeD Now

True i fell into the Same Deep
Pit of Ignorance in Mechanical
Cognition With Little Soul Abyss

Bottomless Pit indeed…

My My Sohair it’s Been 8 Days
Since i Visited You Here First

Just on my Way Over
Here to Check on

You to make Sure
You Are Okay

And Sure Enough
Praise God You are
Writing About the Creator

Of All All All All All Allah
Yes All No Smaller God than All

i Like that indeed

No Smaller

God Than

All God That And

Who Consumes All Smaller

God’s iNdeed God Unafraid

of Human Other Wise Fantasies…

Hope You Are Doing Well Dear

FRiEnD Dance Dance Sing Sing

It Just


Ends hehe..:)

Heightened Alert’ True i See that Now And Then

As i Had to Research The Issue of Under or Over

For T.P. Installation With My

Wife And She

Got Very Very

Specific Listing

A Gun Fast Bullet

List as to Why the Toilet
Paper Must Always Be on

Top to Unroll When Installed

i told Her i never Really Thought

About it And She Said No Wonder

You Haven’t Installed it in 31 Years

Yes Like The Washing Machine

And The Dish Washing

Machine And

All the

Rest of Just

How Useless as

A House Husband i am…

Anyway i understand the Installation
of T.P. Greater Now For Future Reference hehe…
It’s True my Wife Insists That no One Does it Better

Than Her And i am Just not Good Enough to Be in HER Kitchen… etc…

i Simply Say
Yes Dear You
Are the Best

As Always

i Will Stay

Clear of Your Territory as Apprised…
i Get the Seat in Front of ‘This Desk’…
‘Cubicle Home’ Smallest ‘Man Cave’ Indeed..;)

TRuE iNTuiT..💫

AsKinG A Bird What is The Meaning of Life Bird Dances Sings
AsKinG A Bird How to Get to Heaven or Hell Bird Dances Sings


If Humans

Have Wings
What Will They

Do? Will They Fly or
Dance And How Will
A Tune of Their Song

Carry Higher Now More

Or Lower When They Do

“The Hills Are Alive With the

Sound of Music” What A Bird Will

Hear With Wings Enough What A Human

Will Sing Sprouting Wings True ‘Sound of Music’

Is one of my All ‘Time’ Favorite Movies i suppose

in Honor of ‘Christopher Plummer’ too As Even

A Soldier

Will Sing

Again ‘i am

16 Going on 17’ Again
Hehe Still At 60 my FRiEnD Samreen

For It’s True Wings Never Age God’s

Breath Within Free Now to Once Again Dream
A Tree iN A Leaf Branches Waves Ocean Water SaMe..:)

Very Well Written in Description of the Events
That occurred Really takes me to ‘the Place’ Will
Be Interested to See What Happens Next, Thanks..🙂

AsKinG A Bird What is The Meaning of Life Bird Dances Sings
AsKinG A Bird How to Get to Heaven or Hell Bird Dances Sings


Every Connection A Snow
Flake So Hard to Lose
Unique Love Flakes
In Our
Carry on to Love
Even More Honoring
All Snow Flakes Fallen ‘Fore…
Hi Xenia.. Flakes Make Life Real…
Creating Love..
By the Way that
Wasn’t A Haibun
Yet a Fredbun
ALWays Connecting FRiEnD..🙂

Greatest HoNouR NoW
A Cat Purrs A Dog Wags
A Child Plays With Smiles
Old Age Holding Hands
And Most Of
All A
Eyes of True Love
At Least in my Opinion
Truth in Light All This

A Measure of

Real God Wisdom..🙂

Yes! PM.. Roller Coasting
Minds Ride Ever SPiRiT HeART SouL


Another Brick in the Wall
Sheep Led to the Slaughter
Pure of Heart and Conscience no
More Fear for Change no Longer Seeing
Light Embracing
The Dark
So Far
Away from
SaMe Old Light
Summer is Winter
Gas-lit ReaLiTY..
i continue
SaMe Old Light..😉

Like Developing Strong Broad Shoulders; So Much Harder
Do if one Never Raises their Hands Above Their Shoulders

i had Horrible Posture until i started Dancing at age 53;
Not much Balance
Either; And Agility Surely Not What It is Now FOR REAL

Visual Spatial Intelligence along with What Science
Now Suggests is our Human 6th Sense of

Proprioception in deficit Before Dance

No Matter Weather or Season
i Experience Sunshine Within
Year ‘Round Now AKA Heaven

True Heaven is Subjective Within
By Experience Yet Brain Scans
Do Provide Evidence of the Physical Changes Heaven Makes

Bottom Lines Top Here are Use it or Lose it Applies to All Potentials Life

SMiLes Zoewie Zoe As A Participant Anthropology Observer, Now, One
Of three Degrees i Earned in College at once, in ’83, i Did a Short
Stint As Associate in Archaeology Digging up Relics,
Mostly Tagging and Bagging Subsistence
Items Like Fragments of
Bone And Charcoal;
Oh God That Was
So Boring As Well
While Working in a Bookstore
At College Putting those Dam
Magnetic Strips in the Books

So Students Wouldn’t

Steal Frigging



Books in the Stock

Room Tearing Down

Boxes Putting Them

Together Boxing Up

Books to Send



Dude Who Did that

Job For Frigging 40 Years
or so Still See Him Around Town in his
Brown Paper Bag Card Bored Box Uniform
Rushing to the Next Stop to Deliver more
Double Car Garage CR8P to eventually

Sell in Yard Sells

From Homes

That House

No Drive Way Cars
Oh Yes That Third
Job i Held of Janitor BoRinG
While Earning the Other
2 Degrees in Full School
Workload Health Science
And Social Sciences Interdisciplinary

Too True my Nick Name then Was “You

Must Be Superman” to Do all that at once

Then by A Lovely Class Mate i was still

Too Dam Poor to Take on a Date Peanut

Butter Sandwiches in a 1970 Ford Maverick

With No Heat or Air-Conditioning Yet Lasting

250,000 Miles of Commuting to the Next Town Over Still Living

At Home With Mama to Earn those 3 Degrees And Make Enough

Money to Do it with those Boring Boring Jobs at the College too…

Oh God Yes! Oh God Yes! Yet When i Could Finally Afford

Those Contact Lenses

And The Girls Finally

Got to Sink into

my Blue

To Changing Impassioned

Green Eyes it all Changed

i Became a Prized Possession

By At Least A Few Young Women Who

Could Afford to Take me out on a date…

It’s Safe and Not So Safe to Dance Sing i EnDeD

UP in Some Very Interesting Places

When ‘Clark Kent’ Finally

Gets To Shed 2 Glass Eyes

Yet another Blog For those

Stories indeed

Oh in the Spring

Wild of A Glance

of Ebony Eyes Across

A Room and then another

Glance Another Day When

Blue And Green Meet Brown

Coming Closer to meet

And Greet


And Jesus F in Christ
i don’t Even Get Paid
Still Now for this Volunteer
Job of Anthropology Participant

Observer Yet Studying Dance Hall
Days Even Going With ‘Birth Control’

of Shades to Cover my Eyes Hehe..

It’s a Lot Different Grinding Butts Come

to the Front And Never Even Turn Around

To See A Face After the Moon Has Felt Her pleasure…

And Here is the thing About it A Dude will Never Forget

A Gift Like that Yet it will Never Touch HiS HeART SoUL


the Parts

That are


Most Sadly

Today i truly

Pity the Life of

Swipe Left and Right

Yet it is the Price a Species

That is Destroying the Rest of

Nature Out of Balance Pays

Nothing Left Much of SoUL

HeART SPiRiT and Perhaps

Not Even Body Parts to GRiND… Yet

There is Still Poetry And Entire Nations

of Women Folk Who Still Love to Be Touched

by More Than SKin….

Yet not


The Men

Folk That Much

Hasn’t changed
Much in 60 Years

At Least Where i LiVE iN
Trump Town Hell USA For Real….

Yep never a Better Day for An Anthropologist

And A Longest Form Poetry Epic Free Verse Write

of the Condition of The Condition

Today… again

to return

it again..

So Fascinating

It is to Live in Hell and Heaven too..

Strikes And Gutter Balls Strikes And Gutter Balls That’s Life

Still in the Big-10-Pin-Alleys of Life ALL THoRNS And FLoWeRS






RiSinG AGaiN

All That’s Left to

Dance and Sing

Is Have a Nice Day!

‘FoRResT Gump’ Comes
Again And Nah i don’t Mind
Whatever Magazine (Hehe or Candy Crush Game) Ya
Care To Read/Do While i Tell My Story At ‘The Bus Stop’ HeaR..;)

SMiLes, Thanks So Much; i came here to escape
Horrible Pain/Numb And Actually Spent Most of Days
Here Involved in an Endless Debate As to Whether or
Not The ‘Autism Speaks Organization’ was Evil or not as Truly A
Conspiracy Oriented Theory That Was A Huge Controversy in Autism
Communities For the Years i Spent Here Dealing With Pain/Numb From
November of 2010 through July 2013; and Honestly People in other Communities

Used to make Fun of
me as i Was so Technical
And Full of Facts and Links
And Evidence; Suggesting i was
A Computer; And Hehe, Even Literally
They Thought Autism Speaks Was Paying
Me as an Employee Defending it; i Always
Wanted To Have that Magic of Creativity
i saw in Others in College even Checking

Out a Book on Creativity at least 20 Times and
Never Found the Focus to Read it; ADHD A Big Issue

For me, Getting in Touch With my Emotions is Part of
What Helped Heal me most in a Life Threatening Synergy of
19 Mostly Work-Stress Disorders, related to Autism Burnout;
Shut-in For 66 Months; Even in Much Worse Condition, then, Basically
Trapped in My Head with Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia From Wake
to Sleep the first 33 Months, Before i came Here; Yes, There is Much
Healing Power in Human Emotions in Terms of Actual Biology; That

And the Free Public Meditative Flowing Moving Dance has truly Given me a Much Longer
‘Shelf Life’ Than i ever Expected Was Possible for me; What Began as Escaping Pain/Numb Writing

Eventually Became a Joy, so i keep Doing it for a True Joy of Life Worth More than any ‘Stuff’/Money’ to me

The Joy

The Flow

of Now

Just Enough

Creating As is…

And Nah i really have

No Idea How to Write Poetry,

What Ever Flows Out Does; It’s

like the Dance, i Have No Idea how to Dance

Either; Soul of my Body Takes Charge As Well As Song of My Soul Intuitively too…

For Real Organically As Such; All Real And Truly to me A Real Theism of Realism too

All Natural

And Truly

Considering the Before

And After me; No Wonder

Some Folks Who Experience Flow

Feel like they are Some How Touched

By Supernatural Forces; Yet Surely Part

of my own Natural Potential, i had little Clue existed Before….

And Honestly, considering i wasn’t even Comfortable Walking Solo

In Walmart Before All of this as Basically Some Folks Have Service Animals, And i had my Wife

To accompany me always by my Side; If There Was ever a Miracle for me; Dancing in Public is the

Last thing



Have Expected

me to do; Honestly,

The Equivalent of

‘Sheldon Cooper’

Eventually Transforming

into ‘Saturday Night Fever’ At the Dance
Hall, Hehe; yet only my Style of Course; no Rules…

Before in My Life, i Couldn’t Do anything without Instructions;

All i will Dance Sing is, for those Who Lose Hope as i had no idea what that feeling
of Hope was then, before when Shut-in in my Home; Don’t Give up, Change IS A GReaTesT Gift oF all..:)

Twilight’s Breath
Beach Each
Night Of Day’s
Sunset A New
Glorious Painting
Pastels Nature Brings
So Silent Yet Still Lovely

Kind Like
You As Long
As Planets understand
How to Navigate Your
Quiet Nights




There Is No
Hope Greater Than
Beach Winds Waves
Warm Winter Morning

Sun Sweeps Away All
Old Now into New On

Beach There is no Time,
Distance, Space, Just A

Picture Perfect
Place of No
Worries Now

Only Good Wishes
Of Endless Loving




i Miss

You Beach

Yet Always

Return To See

You Unless



Sing Go

Away Forever

Will Beach Ever

Do That Nah

i Am A FRiEnD




See its Beauty

Far into Moonlit Stars…

Is A Spring



A Grandmother
With Her Grandchildren



Most Lasting




To Flower

Ever Lasting Seeds



December Spring💫

SMiLes i often Find Essence From

Form Words That Come Deeper

Within Many ‘Moons’ Now

From ‘Newer’ to

‘Fuller’ After

They Come Later

For It’s true Our Conscious

Minds are only 5 Percent or

So of Mind as Even Science Shows

Now As i’ve Heard/Seen it Related Before

We Are Only Riders of ‘the Elephant’ Traveling

Us Yet Not All come to ‘See’ the Elephant

Yet those who Do

Do Give




of What The

‘Silent Elephant’ Rules Freer

In Flow To Rise From Deeper Oceans More…

So Indeed Words May Be ‘Unborn Children Still To Birth’

As Generally Speaking Words Are Metaphor Seeds For New Colors of FLoWeRS

To Still Be Birthed

Yet of Course

It is Not

Sea Shells

That Are Magic True

Magic Are Sea Shell Creatures

Still Breathing As Fossil Records Spring Again

And True Some Folks By Nurture And Nature

Have More Difficulty Creating Shells And Opening

Them Up to See Newer Life…


Is Life

More And Less to See and Breathe…

Use it or Lose it Always Applies to Be or not to Be more…

Generally Speaking there are Folks Who Create And Those

Who Complain About



Let’s Just

Dance and

Sign Creators

Smile more Than Complainers

Who May Reflect Only Shells Left on Beaches…

Whatever The
Pain is We



Turn inward

And See Indeed

Even Poetry is

Thriving More
In Hands


Within Never

Heard Before

There Is Time

There is Dream

And Then There
Is Dream Time Now

Our Ancestors
Enjoyed Not
So Tightly


In Deadlines

A Cat Plays For

Fight And Flight

To Kill And

Eat Finding

Then 18 Hours

Or So A Refuge

Of Peace

And Quiet

To Rest

If The

Rest of

The Animal

Kingdom Could

Speak Before We Erase
More Of Them Including
Plants And Us in






Rush To
Own Existence
To Go No Where


All Perhaps

Nature Will

Tell Us To


Up And

At Least

Have one Breath

Of Peace True


Is Showing

Us How

To Suffocate

Faster And

We are Beast




Too Clothed

To See And

Hear Value of one Breath🐦

SMiles Nice
To Hear Good
Words About



Not All Folks

Are Feeling


‘These Days’..😊

SMiles Savvy Most Often Those Who
See and Emanate Greater Light

Have Seen Even Greater
Darkness And Emanated
That Too Beyond What




Yet it is the Same
For Light There is Some
Hell and Heaven That is

Just too Hard to Express
With Science Even Art

i have no way to

A Breath
of Hell i’ve Breathed

There are no Words
Indeed There are No
Colors of Paint That Will go to that

Place Not even The Scariest Movie imaginable
For in that place Terror is Heaven Indeed Places Beyond all Expression

Yet Truly Good News it is the Same With Heaven Within Not Enough

Colors of

to ever

Finish a


Art to See Yet You

See at least there is something to feel

There is truly no Way to Fear Vulnerable if one cannot even

feel at all…

Yes there are

Worse places

Than Hell

Beyond All Feelings

And The place of

Heaven Within too always more colors to come now

Every Step A New Dance Every Word A New Song Now… No Particular Reason

Why Do i ‘Say’ ‘this’ to any Stranger Who Comes my Way i feel no longer just say…:)

If Ya Don’t Understand Psychological Problems Authors Had Who Wrote ‘That Bible’

Life Is Gonna Really F You Up Look Around ‘See’

Giving Up on
Loving ‘The Foe’

Not What JeSuS Said

Or Perhaps He
Did Depends

(Yeah There is
That Verse About
Hating Your



If They

Don’t Follow
Whatever Cult
Of Personality
Tells You Not
To Always Love
Your Parents
To Gain


In Which

Verse And

Poem is


By Whoever

Fact: Not Everyone
Is Equipped

For Hell:


Lovely Vibrant
Colors Truly Clothing Winter’s Spring💫

SMiles Dear Sohair
There Is Freedom
And Safety



i Live

Free Rules

Over Safety

And Love For

The Vulnerable

Yes Unmasked

Callous For The

Sanctity of Breathing

Life They Even Held

A Parade And Celebration
Unmasked To Celebrate
Christmas And Mardi Gras




Risking The
Lives of The Vulnerable
As Cases Of Pandemic
Killing Disease

The Christmas
Virus Increasing
Event Double Yet

No Lesson
Learned the
Did it Again

In Their Book
According To
Matthew it Says
For Those Who
Callously Harm

The Vulnerable

Will Be
As Loyal Sheep
Of LoVE iNto





i Only




To School
Like in the
Movie ‘The Wizard
Of Oz’ So The Scare

Crow Will Grow
A Brain Yes So
The Tin Man
Will Sprout A HeART
And Yes So Priests Will




To Require
Everyone to
Wear A Mask
In All Services

At Church



Of The

Virus May
Mutate Far


Humans Will Cure

Yes The Human
Pandemic of
Callous Weak
Ignorance That Kills

Where i Live Was Once
Called Scratch Ankle
For Briars Bloodying
Ankles on The Banks
Coming Ashore by
River Boats

Before that
It Was Literally


i Must Wonder
If The Settlers

That Name
Through Callous
Weak Ignorance Then too

For Some
That is



Religious Practice

Nice They Care Enough
About People to



First Where

You Live


Of The

Dollar Bill
And Stuff





Still Suffocates Here

Yet Not my Soul Breath😊

i Like to
See Stars Rise🌟

SMiles God Bless
You too Sohair
With Prayers For
A Successful Day
Of Teaching Young
Women Language in
Egypt hehe You Should
See my Penmanship
If Not For A Piano
Of Digital Language

Keys to
Type i
Will Verily
Be So Much Harder




Birds Leave
As Tracks in Sand 🐦 😊🌹

SMiLes Astha Happy Thoughts
Beautiful To See For Valentine’s
Week My Wife Made me Breakfast

For Dinner


Enough for me hehe..:)

SMiles Dear Sohair
You are surely one
Of the Good ones
You Describe
Who Always



Indeed to

Find A Consistent

FRiEnD Like You

Rarely Do i Find

Yet Yes In


And Indian

Countries Yet

Almost Only Women
Most Certainly Is
To Do with HeART
SPiRiT SoUL Giving
Treasure Indeed Thank





For Being Sohair😊💫 🌹
Happy Egypt Morning to You🎶

SMiles Indeed Astha
UNiVerse All Moves
In Creativity Or



From Stars
Yes Keep Generating

New Breath In Creating
Art Now UNiVerse Soul
Evolving Thriving too😊

My Pleasure
Akshita Always
A Prayer For A Tear💫




Tear Soothing…😊

ALWaYS A Pleasure Now
Summerhilllane Thanks
For Dance Steps Love
To You As Well FRiEnD😊💫

FRiEnDS CoMe And Go iDance Song
ContinueS oN FaceBook JusT Another
iPlace iArt iBLeSSinGS iBLiSSinGS Beyond
i Count NoW

Thank You🤗
Soni Dear Keep
Singing Painting
Writing Poetry🏝

And Yes

Science too for 💰 Pay

SMiLes Dear Sohair Gift of Aging

All Fires Life Brings


Away The


Making Life Feel Like

One Experience of Gift

Abyss DarK Thru LiGHT Rainbows Beyond

Colors Where All Sees God As Love

i Must Wonder



Will Have

To Share As Wisdom

After the Age of 33

For True in the


Of Life

Every Now

Is A New Existence to Breathe

For It’s Honestly True Then At age

47 After 19 Years of School Earning

3 Degrees At Close to Top of the Class

Overcoming Not Being Able to Speak until

4.. Yes Autism And Bi-Polar Never Diagnosed

Then on my own.. Working 33 Years Without Fail

Yet Falling At the End Retiring Early at Higher Levels

Of Government Pay Starting Low Passing Out Shoes

At a Military Bowling Center Eventually Managing

It Yet Never Learning How to Really Bowl and

Never Really caring to Either Like Last

Weak Assessed Child Picked in Sports

Still then With No Real Care

to Understand Team Sports

Becoming Athletic

Director at

A Military Installation

Only Picked For Systemizing

Computer/Financial Skills

At the End of that Working

Career Yet You See i Had to admit

to Myself that i had Learned Nothing

Of Real Value in my Life a House and

A Car The Gift of A Beautiful Wife Yet

No Voice of God Within then Yet

To Seek and Find For

Real i remember

Walking Around The

Block in all that Pain and

Numb Toward the End of the

66 Months of Hell Before Dawn

As Light too Painful to Look at

Street Lights Like the Sun

Even With Shades

On i Wondered

Where God Was The

Church Always Said God is so

Far Away Only To See After Death

And then i Looked Within And Then 90

Months Close to 9 MiLLioN Words of Free Verse

Poetry and 14,404 Miles of Public Dance as
That is Where i am Going Next Today as We
Missed Our Masked Mall Trip Yesterday to
Entertain Frowny Face Folks as it’s True More than

my Ego Guides my Words my Feet in Song And Dance

i often Am Surprised For What Meanings Come For

What is Danced Sung From Silent Pilot Navigating Within

For Meaning More..

It’s True

i’d Like

To Get

A View From

Jesus one Day

Deeper to
See How He Feels Senses About

It too by Story at Least my FRiEnD Sohair…

And Sure Stories of Lao Tzu And Buddha And Yes

Muhammad too As It’s True in Someways i Relate to All

Those Stories Even Krishna And Sure A Stranger i meet next

No One


Or Closer

Than me Yet FRiEnD
Always ReMeMeMBeRinG FRiEnD

WiTHiN Love to Give And Share Free Fearless No Restraints

With Least Harm This Fire of Love Breathing Real Within Free..:)

SMiLes Dear Samreen It is Voices of Love
We Treasure Now Most And Silent Ones

We Love That

Go Missing

We Reminisce
And Then As You
Dance and Sing

Here there is Verily

“Unlocking the Hidden me”

For Any Original Art That Flows

Within Our Ego of Planning Never

Owns Indeed As the River Flows

There is No Rhyme Not

Even Reason



As Rivers

Need Not

Know Their

Destinations Flooding
or by Limiting Shore Banks

i am Always Surprised Still
What Comes When i Dance
And Sing Either Flesh or in

Written Words It is A
Dance And Song
So Deep

That i too often
Do Not Understand

All the Meanings And Will
Find New Ones Years Hence
When i Read the Words Again or Perhaps

A Video Captured of How i Dance Free Before…
And This is A Mystery of Life At Deepest We

Know Nothing

of What

is Deepest

of All

Yet One

Day it is Freeing
This Hidden Me More
A Breath of God Deeper
Within True Magic of Creativity
Original Comes Now For How


Even A


Be Programmed For

What Human Does not

Even Know Now Yet So

Deep Within Finally RiSinG to See…
Smiles Dear Samreen it’s No Wonder Prophets/Poets/
Philosophers of Old and New Still Relate This Deeper Breath Within As God

For Any Prophecy is What We Come to See After ‘the Breath’ First Truly Loving Free…

‘Edelweiss’ From the Song Sung By Christopher Plummer in the ‘Sound of Music’

Is A Noble White

Flower That


High in


Cold of Mountains

Smiles Dear FRiEnD

Very Much Like God ‘This FLoWeR’ IS…

And This is my Voice Above captured By my Wife At

Church It’s Worth Noting i See That Noble White Flower As No Less Than

Human Or That Mountain or the Tree That Lives Still in the Leaf And Seed Whole

As No

Less Than God

Not All See Breath

This Way


That too is Okay…
Tree Is Many Leaves..:)

And Speaking of that Here Is the Catholic
Mass Readings From 2.7.2021 to Study That too…
As The Horrible Taste of Trump Father oF all Lies
Politics Is of Course Not Nearly As Supported Now
That The Despicable Leader is gone… Yet i am
Still Safely Virtually Listening to the Service
From Online Perhaps i’ll Go Back to Join the

Song Perhaps

i will not

Remaining to See..:)

Reading 1, Job 7:1-4, 6-7
1 Is not human life on earth just conscript service? Do we not live a hireling’s life?

2 Like a slave, sighing for the shade, or a hireling with no thought but for his wages,

3 I have months of futility assigned to me, nights of suffering to be my lot.

4 Lying in bed I wonder, ‘When will it be day?’ No sooner up than, ‘When will evening come?’ And crazy thoughts obsess me till twilight falls.

6 Swifter than a weaver’s shuttle my days have passed, and vanished, leaving no hope behind.

7 Remember that my life is but a breath, and that my eyes will never again see joy.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 147:1-2, 3-4, 5-6
1 Alleluia! Praise Yahweh — it is good to sing psalms to our God — how pleasant to praise him.

2 Yahweh, Builder of Jerusalem! He gathers together the exiles of Israel,

3 healing the broken-hearted and binding up their wounds;

4 he counts out the number of the stars, and gives each one of them a name.

5 Our Lord is great, all-powerful, his wisdom beyond all telling.

6 Yahweh sustains the poor, and humbles the wicked to the ground.

Reading 2, First Corinthians 9:16-19, 22-23
16 In fact, preaching the gospel gives me nothing to boast of, for I am under compulsion and I should be in trouble if I failed to do it.

17 If I did it on my own initiative I would deserve a reward; but if I do it under compulsion I am simply accepting a task entrusted to me.

18 What reward do I have, then? That in my preaching I offer the gospel free of charge to avoid using the rights which the gospel allows me.

19 So though I was not a slave to any human being, I put myself in slavery to all people, to win as many as I could.

22 To the weak, I made myself weak, to win the weak. I accommodated myself to people in all kinds of different situations, so that by all possible means I might bring some to salvation.

23 All this I do for the sake of the gospel, that I may share its benefits with others.

Gospel, Mark 1:29-39
29 And at once on leaving the synagogue, he went with James and John straight to the house of Simon and Andrew.

30 Now Simon’s mother-in-law was in bed and feverish, and at once they told him about her.

31 He went in to her, took her by the hand and helped her up. And the fever left her and she began to serve them.

32 That evening, after sunset, they brought to him all who were sick and those who were possessed by devils.

33 The whole town came crowding round the door,

34 and he cured many who were sick with diseases of one kind or another; he also drove out many devils, but he would not allow them to speak, because they knew who he was.

35 In the morning, long before dawn, he got up and left the house and went off to a lonely place and prayed there.

36 Simon and his companions set out in search of him,

37 and when they found him they said, ‘Everybody is looking for you.’

38 He answered, ‘Let us go elsewhere, to the neighbouring country towns, so that I can proclaim the message there too, because that is why I came.’

39 And he went all through Galilee, preaching in their synagogues and driving out devils.


Hmm; Let me Search For An Appropriate Song For A “Volunteer Answer” to ‘this’…

Getting A Disabled Parking Spot Indicates ‘He’ had More

Disabling Issues than Asperger’s Syndrome Alone;

Of Course We Aren’t Hearing ‘His’ Side of the

Story; Most

Folks Are


Particularly, Folks

‘On the Spectrum’ By

Science About Many Invisible

Disabilities, Others Cannot See…

Which Requires Tons of ‘Cognitive

Empathy’, Surely Enough to Understand

Who Someone Like Trump Is as a Current

Meme of Lack of Emotional Intelligence That

Is Surely Not Restricted to Folks On The Autism

Spectrum; Yet Again, Clearly Science Shows that

Cognitive Empathy Is a Common Functional Disability on the
Spectrum; And NO That alone Won’t Get a Disabled Place to Park.

There is Definitely

More to ‘the Story’

That We Are Not

Hearing Here; Evidence

Indeed That Would Other
Wise Come For Disability for ‘that Parking Space’…

It’s Very Difficult to Get Disability Based on Asperger’s
Syndrome, Alone, in the United States, Still At Least, Without
Co-Morbid Conditions That Indeed May Be Totally Invisible
For The Ignorance of these conditions that Do Exist; Yeah,

Somebody Tried to tell me i was exercising some kind
of ‘Victim Card’ Disabled With A Very Invisible Disorder
Worse Than Crucifixion, From Wake to Sleep as Assessed

As the Suicide Disease for 66 Months; ‘They’ Didn’t Say

That Again as They Had no Idea Then i was A Real Devil in Hell

of Doing


Without a Soul
Bone Left as if You

Can Imagine a Disability
Like having a Dentist Drill
In Your Right Eye and Ear

That Is Totally Invisible to Others
That No Drug Will Touch; It’s Not
A Place Ya Wanna Go; or A Place

Ya wanna argue

With someone

Who Is Currently

Existing in Hell;
Ignorance Harms

Ignorance Maims,

Ignorance Kills;

Don’t Be So Quick

To Shoot (Not You, Personally) Unless
Ya Realize Who A Real Victim Might Be


True, the Person Who comes to find

Out there are somethings in Life Worse
Than Death That No one Will be Able to See

Yet Those

Who Live

Within Now

IN Hell;




With Lost

Soul As “Invisible Self”…

Yes, Obviously There Are Some
‘Gifts’ Beyond Personal Responsibility,
Like Being Gifted Within With HeLL ON EartH

That No One Will Be able to Experience;
Yet the Person ‘Gifted’ by Nature as Such…

Opinions on What Another Person Experiences
From the Outside For Disabilities Are Often
Clueless; Just Plain Callous; For those

Who Ain’t

Got A
Clue in
Hell what
A Person is Really Going through…

Disability is Not a Free Cake Walk in
The US; More than Likely there are
Other Disabilities, We aren’t hearing about here…

That Are Medically
Verified As Real

As That’s the Law…

It Ain’t A ‘Clown Show’ at the ‘Capitol’…

There are many People Who Suggest
That Folks With Invisible Disabilities
Are Not Disabled and Playing

Some kind of

‘Victim Card’;

Sadly, the Only

Cure for Ignorance

May Be to Put on ‘Their Shoes’ for Real….

66 Months Is a lot longer Torture than
3 Days on a Cross With A Less Torture that comes…

It’s Like the Day My Mother Said i didn’t have it as
‘Bad ‘as the Story that was Retold in Oral Tradition
And Eventually Changed into a Book About

One Of Innumerable

Folks Suffering

CrucifixionS on
A ‘T’ Shaped Cross…

She even Ordered a Book
On ‘The So-Called Crucifixion’

Sitting in Her Living Room Opening
Up The Book Out of a Mail Package

She Opened to A Specific Chapter

Reading the First Page And
Out of Her Mouth came

The Words that rarely
There is a Worse Torture

Than Crucifixion EXCEPT

FOR Trigeminal Neuralgia;

Yet You See That Was Referencing

Type One that is Only Sporadic; Yet

Mine Never Ended Wake through Sleep





me i had IT

easy in living death worse than death..

No You (again, not you personally) NO,

No One Possibly Can Fully Understand, Except for the Person in Hell Now for Real…

Other than that; No Different than Any Other Conspiracy Theory Related

Stuff; My Mother Still Refused after She saw in Black and White That

Who She Worshipped

Most of all




Hell than me;




Words of a
Story in a Book

About a Man Who

Never Wrote a Word in His Life…

It’s Sad that ‘He’ was crucified; yet
with my perspective that would have
Been A Cakewalk With Icing (Death) in
Less than 3 days in my version of Living Death in Hell.. Then…

Nah, No one Wins

A Heaven or Hell

Wagging Contest with me; hehe;

Real Hell IS A Place, Ya Pray to Be Burned to Death…

‘This Victim Card CR8P’ Is For Folks Not Even able to Take

Sandals off ‘some

other feet’…



Real Hell IS A Place

Ya Earn Sympathy For

The Devil; YeS ONly You(Me)

Like A Beatles “Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely

Hearts Club Band”; Statue In Stone

of Soul Living Dead In the Burial

Ground; Bust Half Buried on An Album Cover Then…

Separated Living Dead From the Rest of the Crowd Really Dead….


Happy Mardi Gras!
Did the Lent Already

Forever Now

It’s ‘Fat Tuesday’ For Real
A Week Early Or Late Makes No Difference…




“In General,”

Why Do People

‘Do This Now?’

‘They’ Feel ‘Small’…

If They Can/Will Make

Someone Else Feel Smaller

They Feel Bigger; It’s Human Nature…

Like Winning An Illusory Competition

For A Quick Jack-Up of Brain Juice Up-Out of an

‘Cellar Emptier’ Within….

Yet Not For Those

With A


Of Human Empathy

That Actually Feel the Pain of Others…

Sadly, it’s Often ‘Those’ Who ‘Are Down’

Who Try To Bring Others Who ‘Are Down’ Lower

Indeed a Sign
of Desperation

iT Ain’t Easy to Be Human

Yet We Can And Will Be Humanly Kind to Others too…

There are A lot of ‘Small Folks’, Where i Live, Always
Searching For Someone Viewed Lower to Bring Down…

It’s A Way Still Now Real of

A Place Where ‘Desert Religions’ Come
From Expressing Joy When The Children
of Opposing Tribes Are ‘Dashed In the Head

With A Stone’ to Death



Feel Like

‘A Winner’

For Harming

The Most Vulnerable
of Whatever Opposing Tribe, imagined next…

It’s Fascinating To Study And Easy When one
Transcends All the CR8P; Yet it is Hard to Live When Real….


Yes, Indeed, to me now, It is Obvious there are Many Homeless Folks Who Need Disability Help the Most;

It’s Not an Issue though; So Much That it is so Easy to Get; It’s More of an Issue That For Someone

Alone, Without Support, for an Invisible Disability; Where That Disability Prevents

Them From Navigating All The Paper-work That Must Be Filled Out Without

Mistake; and All the Complex Rules and Regulations Associated…

Yes, The People Who

Need Help Most


Are Alone,

Fall Through

The Cracks And

Many End Up In

Places, Both Within And
Externally That Most Folks Cannot Even Fathom…

Folks Who are Good At ‘Paperwork’, Who Become
Disabled With Support, Do Have Many Advantages

Some Others do not…

So Many


Just Plain erased….

Like They Never Existed at all….

True, Not Even A Head Stone Left for ‘show’…

Before i Truly Suffered For Long Enough, i too
Was Deficient In Cognitive Empathy For the Hell

That is Real in Life Now..

Most Folks

Are; Yes, the

Folks Who Design the Systems

That Fail ‘Those Folks’ Most too…
And That Is Still A Huge Problem;
There is Nothing Quite Like actually “Being ‘THere’ for Real”…


Pain Feeling Now
Longing Most
Fertile For




Hell’s Love…

SMiles Zoe



Edge of

Heaven On Hell’s

Cliff LooKinG

Up Never

Giving Up
Hope On Love’s Breath💫

Avenues Tools to Reach Heaven
Within Now Or Become Tools Mastered By
Machines Only Robotic Souls Cast in Stones of Stories Before

This Whole CuLTuRaL Ruse of Tools All These Clothes Now We
Become Just Hiding Nature We Are God Naked Wings Birds Free Now Real

Exercise Freedom God Yes Look At Nature Better Yet Be Essence of Nature Free Now

TRuE iN Our United States We Have A Right to BeLieVE iN A God So Small
Or Do God All Now Free As Naked Beach Sees Sun Shine Breeze

Nah, In the United States We Don’t Have to Wait On
Lies That Speak Heaven Exists Anywhere
Else Yet Now Within to Seek Find More

Exercise Freedoms Constitution of the
United States Delivers And Declaration
of Independence Seeks Life, Liberty, Heaven’s Pursuit Now

No Slave/Servant to Any Other Philosophy, Politics, Religion
Or Other ‘Middle Man’ To Give And Share New Arts Sciences Free

ALWaYS ReMeMBeR THeRE iS A Greater Dance, Song, Book, Story,
Verse Still to Be Imagined, Creating, Giving Away Free to Share Now

Challenge Every Aphorism More Than Black And White Every Political
Party Story Every Book And Poetry of Every Religious Verse NoW

Humans Bond And Bind Over Stories Don’t Fool Yourself Every
Philosophy, Politics, Religion Wrapped
Around Stories True or False

Modern Gift And Curse Write
Your Own Bible Be Your Own
Hero Of Your Own Story Or Minion of
Despicable Leaders On YouTube False

Gift Technology These CuLTuRaL Clothes
Do BRinG Greater Now Interdependence
Freedom From ‘Middle Men’ Ruling Art Science

So Have You Ever Been Free Truly Now Enough
Just Nature Shining Sun Naked Beach Sees Be
God i AM For Real One With Wind Waves Free

Seems Most Folks Bound By Tools CuLTuRaL
Clothes Don’t See Love BeCoME NaTuRE NoW
Simply Be Bird On Naked Wing Now Yes God


Considering NeuroScience Shows Basically We
All Hallucinate our Realities based on past experiences
As our Subconcious Minds Direct Us First through Emotions
that Were positive or negative In the past as our Neo-Cortex
Next is Servant to Slave to our Limbic System/Reptile Brain to Navigate what Feels Great..
Serotonin increases With Great Posture even when we Feel Down so a Best Yoga and Mask
Up Straight
For what Mask we
Wear In DarK to LiGHT…
My Sister said true i didn’t
Have Friends in ‘Real Life’
For i ‘NerdBlast’ Folks Too
Much then i shut my Mouth
And Danced everywhere and
Now So Many
Folks Love
‘Sheldon Cooper’
In Real Life… SMiLes
‘We’ Wear Masks to Survive…
Tears of A Clown not always
Easy to See Standing Straight…

If you Don’t Learn to Receive You Give or Die

Behind Every Mask There is A Lonely Girl And or Boy

Tears of A Clown Not Always
Easy to See Standing Straight

In Real Life… SMiLes
‘We’ Wear Masks to Survive…

Mistakes often
Lead to Newer Arts
And Sciences of Life

PLaY iN Mystery
Reason Leaves
Life Art Tree

Ink Blot Test Life
No painted NumBers

SMiLes Frank Love
Takes Care of Death
Most Living Now
The Kindness
We Give to
Pets Now in
Comfort ‘till
The End Sadly
Shared Less
For our Human
Being in Life
And Death
Harm as Well
As Love is Real…

Words Extensions of
Living Trees Fall And Spring…

Fearless Confidence Don’t Kid Yourself
A Definite Deficit Among Young Men
Today Nah.. Video Games Won’t
Bring You Comfort in Skin Now

Nothing Drips Masculinity Like
Fearless Confidence ‘James West’
James Bond on a Horse With No Cigarette

She Thought Whoever was married to
‘Him’ must be the Luckiest Woman as she
Said that was the Best Looking Man She ever saw

True my Mother Was Voted to
Have the Best Figure In Her 11th
and 12th Grade Year Her Standards

Were Very Very High

His Second Wife Said He
Looked Good With A Wine Glass In His Hand…

Nothing Else Jarred Him… Always Fearless

Confidence Picture

‘Perfect’ Masculinity

A Spector of Death

Didn’t Phase Him at the end

He Never Expressed His HeART
until Our Child Died and His Cat
of 20 Years Died too.. i was in
my 30’s to Finally See His Feelings

Never Saw ‘Them’ Again.. Eyes so Deep Hardly Any
Words at all.. He Asked my
Mother to Marry Him on the 2nd Date She Said Yes…

He Rarely Spoke a Word to Her For
Three Years and Left Upset that
She wanted to Stay Home and
take Care of Us instead of Working

Absorbed In His Special Interests of Guns And Cars for Decades
His Identical Twin Brother Never Said a Word at All to my Mother

Finding Out though as i got quiet in my Marriage for Decades too
with the Stress of Work… Apple Don’t Fall Far From A Tree

A Shell of A Man With my Mother’s Soul.. Wondering
if i’d ever find an Inner Voice

if i’d ever be

Comfortable in

my Own Damn Skin

Even If One Has Truth And
LoVE iN LiGHT Without Fearless Confidence
An Inner Voice Free to Speak Not Much…

Really sad when You have a Parent
For Decades as they reach a ripe old
Age of Over 80 and You Never find out

Who They are Inside

i still know “James West” Better than
my Father and i didn’t know Him at all
Either… Both Just Men With Fearless


Saint Francis Provides Free Health
Care for Animals… Understands
Value of Their HeARTLiGHT

Next on the
Open Borders

WE ARe aLL Immigrants YeS
YeT All of NaturE SaME (GoD)

Echos May Choose To Remain Stone
At Bottom Ocean Of Someone Else’s
Stories Breath Dead Before In Dusty Old Books

Yes Yes More Mature Still Evolving God Will Allow
Ya To Create Your Own Story/Bible Of Life As
You Choose A Truly Lovely Supporting Cast

‘This’ is So Very Key Now
How Lovely Existence
Becomes All PArts

Whole Prompts



Of Life
You Write
Dance Sing
Paint Your Soul
And Do Master

NoW iN FAct
Beyond All
Fame And

In Art of
Flow Bio-Feed
Back Of Emotions
Senses At Will of Happy


Your Own

In Imagination
Creativity Fruits

What You
Make No


Will Take
Away Soni


Toxic Work
Come Home Others
Follow Toxic Leaders

For Fun

Annual Peaches
Falling Downs Again

In Winter

At Least
A Wicked Witch
Of The West Melted

Yet The ‘Little People’
Still Dancing In



Mud of
What Melted
I’mPeached Whoah
Poetic Justice on


President’s Day…

Channel Anger Lasers

Make Your Day Great Again!

Pleasure Shreya
May Your Valentine’s
Spring Love With SMiles😊

Sunshine Won’t🌚
Leave Moon Alone
Love ShineS On All
Star Lasting Longer💫

Tampa Won With Artistic SMaRTS
To See Half-TiME ALL About
Brady Bunch Love

Shedding Thoughts
Behind Cocoon RiSiNG
Wings Dance Sing Free🦋

Feeding Sun Colors
Through EYes Being💫

For the
Art Doc😊💫

LeSSoN 320 and 321

Stamp Every
Letter With Love

Pollinate Every
Flower Spread New
Butterfly Wings ALL OVER







322 ALWaYS More🤗😊

Love Coming Sooner Than Soon

Be Kind Water A FLoWeR

Every Day Make It



Than Ever

Before With SMiLes☺️

Never Give Up The



Give Up On Love 💗

UNiVerSE LoVE Don’t

Wait For Someone



Just Do It NoW ⚽️

Band-Aids Of Hope
Coming Through All
The Pain


This Magic
That Comes
To Happy Faces Now..:)

SMiles Dear Sohair
Trust in The Nature
Of God Best Now



All Fear Of Death
And Life As Well


SMiles Dear Sohair
Yes Wherever Power
Breeds Corruption

Naturally Grows
Yet Still The
Meek in the

Unnoticed May
Enjoy Most Fruitful
Lives Of All Yes Love

Wins For The Longest
Run Over Power Of ‘Things’😊🌹

Thanks Dear Kally For
Stopping By Now With
Kind Words For Yes
Hehe A Very



Up It
Is With SMiLes😊

Blessings Now To All
Prayers For Beauty
Of Truth Kindness
Of Love Fearless



To Give

Share Freely

iN Courage For

All Breath With

Least Harm For All

Dear Sohair Today

Is Now To Always
Do This For Real
Freedom For ALL SMiLes😊💫🌹


A DancE SonG Still To CoME

Two Feet Become
One Balance For
Soul Whole Mind💫

Something About ‘This
Flower’ Now Captivates
My Eye is it Art is it
Science Both Are
Beauty in Deed
Highly Defining
Branches River
Veins Carry Life Giving
Blood to Petal Tip Royal
Pink Glory oh How Flowers
Muse Life’s Light of Beauty
More Flowers of Forget me
Not Colors of our Spirit Now
Yes A Visit FLoWeRinG Joy
This Flower Deserves Love
A Poem and So Do You
Now Just For All Your
Colors True
DarK Thru
LiGHT So Alive🌟
Nah You are not
Just another Brick in A Wall🙂

Romance Novels Breathe


Haha.. must have been
Asleep all Day Yesterday
As my Asperger’s Routine
Of Visiting here was
Broke oh No
Yet not
For Long
And Shorter Here..

Why Peck the Smallest Order
Down When the Ocean Never Ends
Above Below..

Bless You


In Egypt

To You
And Family🌹💫🏝😊

Life NoW iN All


Life Breathes
Love At Best


Place Seconds

Hey Don’t
Forget The



Love Makes
HeARTS BeaT Longer

HAHa And



In Feelings Now True🏝

Ah What A Valentine’s
Treat A Pink Screen
Of Death Instead


Black And

Blue Wow
i Sure Hope
i Feel The

i Give



Too Shining
More Than

Stars In
Skies Sweet
Lap-Top And
Desk-Top Heaven



Even Sun Or Moon

Unless A JPeG As such👨‍💻

Whatever it Takes
To Survive Yes

Eat, Dance
Sing, Repeat

Make It

i Cook Oatmeal
A Handful of

in 31 Years…


February 21st

What Every


Dog Understands

Yes Dear Don’t

Bite the

Hand That

Feeds Whoops
Left Sex Off The


Yes Cooking
Will Keep A





If Ya Make

Sure A Tummy

IS Happy🍴

Oh Yeah

Never Leave

Night Without

At Least One Hug

Thanks God Sweat
Pants Sleepwear


Away So Sweet🦋

Trails of
We Forge




For God To See😊🌹💫

Hehe Aloha to
You Dear too

Not Surprised
The Algorithm
Questioned my
Humanity HAha

i Actually Read
Up to 20 Times
Faster than
When Properly
Focused A Gift
From The Autism
Spectrum Although
i Did Not Speak until 4

Born ‘Hyperlexic’
Natural Decoder
Of All Symbols

Now New
Symbols too
Also Typing Up to
130 Words Per Minute…
Pianist Since 12… When i First

Used The





That Algorithm
Also Assumed
i Am More Machine
Than Human And

It’s True Hehe


Is Finally

Catching Up
A Bit To The Speed
Of me It’s Been A Long

Wait HAha 60.6 Years Now
And Still Forging New Paths
As Broader Avenues Continue

To Be

Really For All of
Us to Increase Our
Human Potentials

Unless Beethoven,
Mozart, Einstein,
Van Gogh,




Gump Get

Distracted at

A Bus Stop


An Eternal Now

Game of “Candy

Crush” What

i Personally

See As

Hell on
Earth Views
Vary Indeed

This Ink Blot Life We Lead…
Aloha Again Paradise



A Dance Wind We aRe

With No MaCHiNe aT All💫😊🏝

A DancE SonG Still To CoME

Two Feet Become
One Balance For
Soul Whole Mind💫

So How Does One Worship A God Smaller
Than SMile Open A Book And Spread Bad
News of Frowns Common Church Way

SMiLes Frank Clearly As Luke
17:21 Relates The Only Place
We Will Find This New
Kingdom Of Heaven
Is Within No



Yet Again
Of Course As
PHD Level Study
At Accredited Divinity
Universities Clearly



Shepherds Of
Churches With Sheep
There Are Innumerable

Ghost Authors Then
Many Romans Writing
Greek who Have Been
Assigned Apostle’s Names

In Stories Written Well After
The Living Apostles IF SO
Walked The Earth Illiterate
Speaking No Different Than
The Poetic Driven Spirited
Story Of Yeshua Humble


With An



The Birth of

Free Verse Poetry

Well Before A Word Written

In Fact Of Science First


Dance With

No Words At
All Yep Still Works
At Levels Of SMiles

EXPReSSinG Love As
God The Love Becomes
Communion Of Two


Smiling At Each
Other Across Pews

At Any Stone Cold Church

No Matter Words Books Covers

Where Love Breathes
And Lives In Dance




By Voice
And Poetry
Of Written Words too

So Yes The Old Bible is
An Anthology Real of Many
Written Verses By Innumerable
Ghost Authors Assigned Pen
Names Of Apostles Edited

By Priestly
Rulers Of The
Early Church

Copied By Scribes
Over Centuries With
Innumerable Honest
Copy Mistakes By Hand

And Of Course Intentional

Change As Whoever


A Pen


Also Freely
Change Verses
Not Even Numbered

Then Until The 1300’s

Yes First Rudimentary
Text Actually Not Printed

Until The 1400’s So

Many Revisions

After That

So Many
Different Views
Held in Different

Hardcover Anthologies
Indeed By So Many Ghost
Authors True So Yes It is


To Cherry-pick

Almost Any Verse

In the Book to Prove

Another One Not




And Figuratively

True So Why Do

People See A Book

Of Poetry So Contradictory
As Infallible One Reason


Of Being
Outcast From
The Group Bonding

Over The Book

Or Fear

Of What

Someone somewhere

Interpreted A Verse To

Mean Kingdom of
Heaven AND Hell

Within As Every
REAL Full Soul Poet
Understands Really
Exists Or Whatever

Else Human
Minds Create
Out of Existing

Creativity Or New
Nightmares or Dreams

Yep Human Hell



Indeed Anyway

Luke 17:21 Is For Real
That Much is True Always

Within Now

The Rest
Of The

Book is
Mostly a Maze

Of Someone Else’s Creativity

i Find It Rather


That Folks
Still Worship
Idols of Words
From A 2,000 Plus Year
Old Anthology of Poems

Yet It’s True No Matter
If Someone Else


A Story

Of Life Or
We Look Within
Find The Kingdom



Our Own
Bibles Yes
Stories of




Or Under

The Rule

Of Stories

Others Write

However The Story
Comes In Dance Or




The Human




Story is

We Slave Or Master
This Gift This Love Now
This God Now Breathing
Within To Come As Stories…

So What So What the Bible
i Write is 11 Times Greater
Solo than The Little Puny
Effort of All Those




Across So

Many Centuries

So Many other Unnamed

Hands Put into Effort

To Create

As You Said

There Is No


In Writing

A Bible

As Large

As Mine Other

Than The Love

It Has Brought to

Other Souls in Just

A Huge Collection

Of Words


By Titles And
Word Counts Growing

Letters Compiled God Yes
Delivered All Around The

Globe To More Humans
Than Visible to the

Naked Eyes

Of Stars

In The Night
It’s True A Greater

Achievement is The
Smile of Two Small


In Church Why?

For This is How
The God of Love









Now For No

Matter How
Great The
Art Thou






Is Dead

The Feeling

Of An Innocent

Child’s Smile of
Love With Open

Arms Yes This

Holy Sacred






i Am Now too…

Reborn This




Will Ever Refute…
For It Is True If

One Is

Of Defending




Truth iN LiGHT Now

All A Child Has to




My Only


Indeed How Will

One Measure The

Number Of SMiles

SMiles BRinG STarT


The Stars


For You

Will Never

Measure The

Number Of God i Bring…

This is How You



No Different

Than Child Or Old

The Path We Make

A World We Create

A New


Of SMiLes



Child to Gift

This Way

NO God
Doesn’t Die
God Births


Of SMiles For

Real Just

LooK into

The Sky

And Gaze

Night Or



SMile LiveS on

i Also BREaTHE💫😊

Why i Became An Angel

Not Really A LeSSoN Yet

A Question Hehe I’d Probably

Discuss This With my Therapist

Yet Her Home Was Destroyed
By Hurricane Sally And She’s
Been Off A Few Months And
Yes She’s An Angel Seeing

Her When My
Soul Was Stone
For 66 Months
With Fallen Wings

Reminded me
Of Who i Used to
Be And How Much

i Just Wanted to
Feel Feel Anything
At All As Living Death
To me Was Having No

SouL IT Seems to me now
That Folks Who Never Really
Develop One Or Are Born That

Way Must Be in The Equivalent
Of Hell No Wonder Some Folks

Try to Rule The
World To Replace
The Most Important
Part Of Existence Within

And They Never Get Enough…

i Guess it’s Why Some Folks
Become Doctors Seeing Their
Parents Die Early Of Cancer

And Perhaps Others
Are Molded into What
Their Parents Do Or Perhaps

A Child Who Loves To Mold
Clay Dreams Of Being A Dentist

(My Dentist Told me This
Is Why He Became one)

To Art the Shapes

Of Teeth As LonG As
HeART is ParT Of Our
Vocation Of Life Nourishing

The Energy of
The Vocation



Runs Out
Of Gas ⛽️ Yep

i Love Being Your
Guardian Angel my
Little Silent One hush

It’s okay

If You Are

Quiet my


Is Touching
You With my

Wings As Long
As i Lift You Up

i Will Fly Above
And Below You



Your HeART
It Just Makes
me Happy To Do It

Truly There Is Nothing
Sadder Than An Angel



Soul To Lift
Or indeed An
Angel Fallen Without Wings..👼🤗

SMiles Dear Thanks So
Much For Writing iMaGiNE
SouLS Your Poetry

Will Touch if

You Multiply

That By

Writing Each

Day For The Rest
Of Your Life And in

Turn How May

Souls Others



By The Same

YeS How Broad

Your Angel Wings

Will Cover Soul Worlds
Indeed The Meaning
Oh Life in Golden

Wings to

All Lifetime


All Souls indeed
How Angels Are Born👼

Don’t Forget
A Free Dance
With No Words
At All


Of Song
Dance Flows Free😊

Enough May
Be A Hardest
Place Complete
To Seek And



Waiting For
Water Of Your
Wave Being Ocean All



Springs New💧💦 🌊

A Narrative Without Facts

Is Surely Not Without



Just Another

‘Old Bible’; Just

Someone Else

With Hyperbole

To SeLL A STory…

Hmm, Wonder What

Would Happen if Someone

Told a Story, For No Money or

Target Audience at all…

Just for the

Joy of Truth;

Just For the

Joy of Life Now

Love Let’s Do That True;

Yes, All Lit Up For Fun;

Now At Least in the

United States What A Great Surprise; Yet

As Long As ‘The End’ Is Greater Than ‘The Means’

Otherwise Really ‘Beginning Now’

We Get


We Get Now;

Not Much Truth,

And Lots of Hyperbole; Little Love For Much At All

As End Supersedes Meaning In Truth at Most For Now…

Yes, i too Always

Read a Reputation

oF A Narrator Too;

As Days Are too Precious to Waste in a Dollar
Bill, A Like, A Share, A Follow, Or Whatever

CuRRenCY CuLTuRE Rules….

TG For
Cliff Notes’

In All The Ways
They Come to Avoid Wasting Life…

SMiLes, Most of The Facebook Requests

Are From Dudes Wanting to Meet My

Wife, Having No Clue She is Almost 51;

And Definitely Not me As She

Hates Communicating

On Social Media; Introverted

On Or Offline, Indeed more than me;

Not Unlike Many of the

Followers of my Blog;

Putting my Wife’s

Name First for Pen Name;

Yes, Most Always Surprised

That i am The Dude Writing

In The Poetry Worlds i Visit;

As My Wife Surely Looks More

Like a Poetry Writer and Dancer

Than Me; More often identified

As Law Enforcement or Even

Undercover, Insuring Folks

Don’t Steal in Public Store Dance

Hehe; For Flow in Dance Does Bring

A Mystical Element of

Soul Out From Within;

A Transcendental Way

of Meditation For Real;

Your Finger Print was easy

To identify in Your Writing;

And i Found What You Post

Interesting, Hehe, Obviously

You Are Aren’t one into Small

Talk; And Neither am i as The Ocean

Is Too Big too Enjoy For that; i Do the

Best i Will With my Wife; Enough i guess for 31 Years,

or Perhaps, it is just that She Has Epilepsy And Needs

A Very Reliable ‘Driver

For Ms. Daisy’, hehe…

Being 60.6 Years Old;

The Older i Get, the More

i Enjoy Life as the More Years

i’ve Had for practice to Do Just that;

Some Folks in Far Away places Still Follow

Along; Yet i Started This Journey Alone And

i Am Fine



Or Wings

Here And there

to Accompany This Journey too..:)

Two Feet Become
One Balance For
Soul Whole Mind💫

A DancE SonG Still To CoME


Interesting Traveling Around A Globe For Now All
i Find Is Muse oF LiGHT Until i Come
Here… Thanks For Your
of Dark Muse

to the Size

of the ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’

And This Particular Small Verse

Without Paint By NumBeRS

Every Heaven Needs

A Bit of Hell

To Spice

It Up


A Nice

Day This is

My Last Comment

‘Here’ If This Doesn’t

Help You it’s up to You…

Again of Course…

Listen Up
“Little Man”

i Don’t


A Book



God Yet

Love That’s

The End The Beginning

And Start And



Of My Only

God Love Story For

All Now…





A Devil

If You

Love Hell

That much

No Story

Of my





To Your Book

You Worship

And John Verse


There Is


Room For



When Love Is God

Your Words




Shells Now

On A Beach

With No




Soul For Now

The Same








Of Your Soul Is’

Devil And
Hell No



Of My

Soul Forever Now…

Weekend LeSSoN 324 Everyone
Needs A Bit of FRiEnD to: ☺️🤗
Make Weekend Always LoVE NoW

For Sharing
Lovely Pics


From Beach To
Flowers To Cat


For All

Aloha to Hawaii😊💫



Of Love Love Love



Yes Bring
On The



Let The
Internet Healing End!


Of Human Love




The Wag
Of A Dog Tail Same



Love Cats And
Dogs Oh Yeah



To Pet

A Human

Every Cat

And Dog

Savior Lesson For Us 🐾




Or ‘Linus’




Heals For
Real Eliminating


Yes A



Even A Warm

Bath Brings Love



It Yourself

Master Tools That Love😊

Your Son Is Blessed By Love

A Mother Loved
Her Religion




Who Her


Was It Nearly

Drove The


To Suicide



Yet She Loved

Her Mother Through

The End Took


Of Her

No Matter
What Love







More Powerful

Than Any




Love For All…🦋

This Is So True Astha
A Dance And Song
Of Love Always


Out The

Devil Of Fear

And Hate In

Life Even Science

Shows This Is How

We Meditate Yes

Dance, Song,

And Free



Deep Within

On Wings Of

Love A Way

To Wire This

Devil Of





Out Of Our
Soul Dance
And Song

A Free


Of Love

For All Yes

Dance And
Sing Be




For All Rise

As The Morning

Sun Within Gives

Blue Skies

To All Even

On Cloudy,

Cold 🥶 Winter

Days This Shine

Your Love Becomes You💫

Yes Love
The Healer

Love The

Real God

Love The

Only God


Real Our Flesh

And Blood Touch

This Healing Love

With SMiLes

Of Course

We Feel

So Much

More Than

Just A 3 Or 4

Letter Word Only
Shells With No




To Feel The

Of An



Of LoVE Now
To Give And

Share Free For
All With Least




Of ‘The
Child’ Hehe

And Only
One Yoda For Real😊

*NOT Only
One Yoda For
Real See How

Easy it

Is For A Scribe

To Screw Up A Book

Of Love Leave

One Word

Out And

Ya Get

“Holy Crusades”

And Blood Running

On The Floors Of A

Capitol Of Democracy

All In The


Of Two

JeSuS F in
Christ FRiEnD
You Quote the Words
Of Matthew About The

Kingdom of Heaven

Being At Hand

Yet In Fear


Try to Be
Some Kind of
Big Man When

You are Obviously
Small With LoVE NoW

And Hide Behind Words
Of other Men When The
Book You Quote Clearly

Says The

Kingdom Of


(Note: The Caps)

Yes Love For All

Is Within For All

And Will Be


No Where

Else JeSuS F in
Christ Even A Cat’s

Purr And A Dog’s Wagging

Tale Relates This Truth Yet

‘You Humans’ Are Just too

Clothed As Tools To



Is Yours to Give

And Share Free

If YOU Remember

Who You Are


There is Zero
Fear In Love



Nothing To

Repent Shed

The Fears Dance

And Sing The Light

Or Continue Your

Walk And Talk

In Dark


Keep Creating

An Illusory God

Of Fear Once Again

God Is Love The Kingdom

Of Love Will Be Found

No Where Else Yet

Within To




For All

With Least
Harm Use it
Or Lose It Applies

To All of Existence

i Suggest You Pick

Up Love


You Die

And At Least

Once In Your Life

Love Forever Now

With No Fear Be

A Man FRiEnD Not





Mouse Who

Doesn’t Understand

God Is Love And



No Different
Than The Eyes
Of A Small Child

With Love For All
And No Illusory Fear


Is Love

God Is Real

God Is No Fear

God Is Always

Good This



With No Shame

Yes BE A ‘Real Human’
Most of Us At Least



Born This Way

And Gardened

This Way As Love

And This Message

Is Old As Forever

Now one Breath

Of Love


Give And

Share Free That’s

More of The Way

You Acted Before

You Were Brain



All The
Theories You’ve

Been Fed Same thing

Happened to My Mother

When Your Age Nothing

Anyone Said Would

Help Her It’s

How Cults

Work And It’s

True Anyone

Can Twist Loving

Hopeful Poetry

Into Fearful Hating

Poetry… Watched Priests,

Pastors, Popes, And Deacons

Do It All My Life What They

Have in


Is No Kingdom

Of Love Within

This Isn’t A Complicated

Math Equation And




A Word
Yes God
Now Eternally When

Breathing Within

Find The Breath




One Live
Forever now

At Least Once Be Love




Way Even

A Mouse Greater

Than A Tiny Weak Angry Dude



Words of Others

Anti-LoVE iN Deed

Don’t Come Back

To me



Yet Love


The What
Would He Say
To You Now Version

The Love Flavored Version….

-The Good Cop 👮‍♀️

Yet Not


By More
Than Stars
To Count in the
Sky With Naked Eyes…


Lovely Poem
With SMiles😊





RiSinG Free..🙂

House in
A Forest
The Forest 🌳 😊

Yeah Just
Left A Blog
Home Where
A Dude

Are Not Christian

And There’s No
Way In Hell

i Could


Him Spirit is

Our Emotions

Best In Spirit

Of Love
In Mind
And Body
Whole Balance Soul

Best in Flow Regulating
Emotions Integrating

Loving LiFE Now

And Oh Lord

Our Priest We

Visit Tries

To Assert

Love is
Not Feeling

As Science
Shows Emotions
Drive Choice First
Love More Palatable😊

LoVE Destroys
Fear Love’s Slave💫🌊

Sound Of One
Hand Clapping



Our Leaves

Rest Of Our
Tree’s Breeze..:)

What Did
See Before

And Mud Puddles

Nothing Much



Ignore the
Mud See our Water💧

NoW Once You
Get to WHere
No one’s
Been True

No one
To Pull
‘You’ Down

Or Raise

You Up

Except ‘me’ Hehe..;)

If Ya Wanna Eliminate Demagogues, Wherever They Sprout;

Ya Eliminate Scarcity of Socio-Economic Opportunities;

Demagogues, Dictators, Other Authoritarian Leaders

Cannot Rise Unless There Are Adequate

Numbers of ‘Minions’ Living

In Socio-Economic

Scarcity to Provide

A ‘Target Audience’ of Followers;

Demagogues, Not Unlike Old Testament
God’s And the Bad Cop Version of Jesus

In the New Testament of Fictional Stories

Are the Same; These Stories or Realities

Are Greater Accepted Where Socio-Economic Scarcities exist…

And Folks Looking For Direction From an Over-Ling Savior,

Like A ‘Big Daddy’, When Days are Rough….

Ya Can’t Just Leave

Folks Behind and Forget

About Their Troubles if ya

Expect Any Big Society to Survive

in Peace and Harmony…

Nah; Saying

Just Pull-Up
On Ya Bootstraps;

Will Raise A Next ‘Trump’ Up

too or ‘God Forbid’ ‘The Same Damned one’…

Now We Are a Global Economy So This will Be

Like a Cultural Global Pandemic

of ‘Bad

Guys’ too…

‘Are We Falling Yet’;

‘Are We Falling Yet’;

So Far The Birds, Squirrels
And Other Critters in my Back-
Yard Forest Are Still Rising Yet

They Wear No Human Clothes and
We Feed Them For Free; Now and then
Scuffles Break Out, at the all You They Can

Eat Buffet We Provide…

It’s a Balance

Not too Few

And Not Too many ‘Sunflower Seeds’….

Don’t need to
Read ‘em


To A Photographic

Memory For

Text Plus

A Soul

Have A




Sure You

Understand Math…

Already Done It;
Read ‘em… ALL

And Like i
Said if Ya


The Bible

Come on

As You’ve



How Limited

Your Understanding


If You

Time is

Short You
Have No Clue

What The Story

Of Jesus Means

If You Ever
Get To

Heaven Now

You’ll Understand

How Long


Is And

Who ‘i Am’

To Be Clear



Don’t Take It



You Can…

You are Lost

And Have No


For ‘Now’



If You Believed
Perhaps You

Could Do ‘It’

Too At





Of a


Come First


Tween Me

And You

Is Obviously

i Believe

As Actually

i Really

Did Greater





He Didn’t Write

A Word It Wasn’t

Much Of a Challenge

Yet if You “Heard”




Of Jesus

Says You’d

Understand The

Eyes of a Child

Are Greater Than

All the Words Meanwhile

You Piddle All

The Unlimited


Greater Works

Than JeSuS



All He

Only Lived

33 Years



Have an iMac
Or iPhone Not

Even an Android

As “They” say

Prepare A Way

Other Than that Friend

i Know the Bible

Backwards and

Forwards Trying

To Help You

Understand Is

No Different Than

Numerous Atheists

Yet They



More as Generally
They Are More Open

Minded Not Covered
With Interpretations



Christians Generally
Speaking Are The

Worst At

Any Poetry

As Conservative

Literal Thinking

Go Hand In



Closed Minds

Surely Not As


To Understanding

Metaphor Eyes

And Ears Beyond

Organs of Both

As ‘They’ Say…

SMiles Friend Now
If You Actually Read
The Bible And
John 14:12

It Gives

Full Authority

For Anyone Now

To Write A Bible

11 Times

Greater Than
The Mini-Effort

Of Before

Plus Now If

You Understand

The Message

Of Jesus Still

You Understand

Love is Greater Than

All The Words

Seeing This

With the

Eyes of a Child

And No it has
Nothing to Do
With the Ridiculous

Places You
Have Linked
On Your Blog
Associated With
Q-Anon Lies
That Have

Led to



i Suggest

You Fully
Separate Yourself

From Cults like
That if You Are
Any Part of Them

At All And Focus

On Love



Sees At

Least that’s

Still What the

Story of Jesus


Yet Folks

For Thousand

Of Years Focus

On The End
Of The




Cult Whether

Or Not You Agree
With What Divinity
Schools Teach


PHD Students Learn

Yet Understanding
Metaphor is Beyond

The Realm
Of School

And Poetry




Original Art


Paint by Numbers…


How ‘Timely’, Per the topic of ‘Religious Guilt Tripping’;

Just Got Back From A Blog Home of A Master’s

Degree Holder in Mathematics With a Home

In Chicago And Miami, in Other

Words, He didn’t Just fall

off a ‘Turnip Truck’ in

‘The Deep South States’

Where i Live, Particularly in
the Panhandle of Florida, the Place

Where Trump Jeered on “Shoot Them At the Border”

Yes, Among The Christians In the Mob of Folks Gathering

As Such As Sadly Acted on in Ignorance at the Capitol Recently;

Surely Wrong of Right, Directly on Topic Now As That Was Supported

Both in the Name of ‘Saving Jesus 2020’ And Trump Too Same Two

Characters of the Same Old Demagogue Play As Portrayed At least for Real

That Day on 1.06.2021…

Anyway, Religion Is
What Bonds and
Binds Folks together

For Basic Subsistence Survival;

Ideals and Symbols Thereof, Where

Only Human Imagination (which is no limit)

Determines What Roads are Traveled Next; the Group Think That
Bonds This Way to Gain the Social Contagion Oxytocin Neurohormone
of Warm and Fuzzies, Even Over Fear and Hate of Other Folks Not
Part of the Group Believe as Such, The Religion indeed, by the way

The God And the Starring Quarterback, the Best the Same May Be Seen



Or Whoever

comes Next

to Be crowned As Such

In Whatever ‘Super Bowl’

Among Religions Competing
Against Each Other Are going on…

Welcome to the Tribal Nature of Human
Being, Particularly in Areas of Socio-Economic
Scarcity Where Bonds Are Often Around Competition

And Winners

Or Losers

For the



And Subsistence
With Shelters and LoVE iN
Life to Survive and Perhaps thrive too..

Anyway, Back to The Dude Who Sadly Fell
To The Conspiracy Theories that have Recently
Been Supported And Or Ignored in Church With

All the Blind eyes to the Disaster coming with
Donald J Trump… That Dude Tried to Guilt
Trip me into Repentance When i suggested

God Is Love

The Kingdom

Of God Is Love

Within to Give and

Share Free For All

With Least Harm;

Yes, He Suggested

i Was Gaslighting Him

With the Simple Words His

So-Called Reported Savior Reports

in A Book; Yet All He Could Focus on

Is Me Repenting for what i said about

Love; Lest i go to Get Tortured Forever in Hell…

Okay, i realize that is a Conspiracy theory; as no
Loving All Forgiving Anything is gonna Demand
Worship And Torture Anything Else Forever as

Agape Love Doesn’t Do that;

Love Always


No Exclusions;

Never Needs Worship Agape

Love is Complete Within Over

Flowing Always Now Eternally

With Giving and Sharing Free For

All With Least Harm for All Now

As Only Narcissists, Malignant;

As such, Empty Within Demand

Worship From Others Under Penalty

of their Wrath; Classic Meme ‘Trump’

Through And Through; Same thing

With the Mr Hyde Bad Cop Version

of Jesus that’s Easy to Justify in a Same

Book That Says God Is Love Where Agape Love

Is for



no Smaller

God than Love For

All; All Forgiving and

Ya Dam Straight Now A

Lion Doesn’t Kneel and

Neither Do i to Lesser God’s Than

‘Nature of the Beast (Love)’

Sure i say







Mama Raised

A Gentleman, No Trump…

Love is Real that Much is True….

However, So is Fear and Hate; So

iS iGNoRaNCE That Harms, Rapes,
Maims, Kills; Ya Can’t Expect to Remain

As ‘Silence of the

Lambs’ And


to Survive

in the Long Term

If Ya Don’t Roar A Bit

When Folks are gonna obviously Be

Harmed By Ignorance coming; too many

People Are Silent; and True Guilt and Shame

is How Humans Keep the Society in Whatever

Shape the Society Decides to do; Heaven Or Hell;

Now Humans Will Imagine or Create In Nightmares and Dreams same;

Thing is, We are in New

Territory now



Before Where Each

‘YouTube Channel’

Has Been Ripened for

‘Alex Jones’ or ‘Obama; Choose your Poison or Truth…

Everyone Knows Who Those Two Are; It’s hard to tell Who ‘Jesus;

is, these days at least.


From a


By A
to Justify

Just Another

Ignorant ‘Holy Crusade;

As Indeed Turning the Other

Cheek this way Will be the Eventual End of This Country…

All Human Emotions Serve A Purpose for Survival of the Species

As Evolved; Guilt Tripping Ain’t Going Away; And Again, turning

the other Cheek Now in some instances spells eventual real doom

As Generally Speaking the Leaders of the Republican Part are Guilty of as i speak…

Yet They Are

Showing no


As Their

True Masters

Are Their ‘Minions’…

As This Is How A Democracy Rules

From the Bottom Up; Also A Grand Danger

Of a Democracy that Requires A Solid Constitution

Of Laws to Protect; Hmm, So Far it is Barely working

Now; Yes, Ironically Credit Freedom of Speech online

For Endangering the Safety of it all; Freedom and Safety;

A Balance


For Justice

For all; Continuing

Life, Liberty, and Pursuit

of Happiness For All With Least

Harm; We Are Basically the Same

Classically Evolved Humans As

Before the Days of Agriculture

Came; The only

Thing Preventing

Heaven or Hell

We Create

Are Indeed

The Ideals and

Symbols We Bind

And Bond Around; ALL the

Stories We Create That Make

Our Human Condition What it is;

in this Way, All the World is a Stage

And Humans Create the Plays And Make

The Characters

What And

Who We

Are Now;


Indeed, All Directed

By Human Emotions

And Senses First through

Our Reptile Brain, And Limbic

System First; the Donald Trump

Meme definitely is Case Study Evidence

For this Reality That Science Shows is True Now as well;

First, we Must Master our Emotions and Senses in Bio-Feedback

In Some Meditative Way for Control of Flow Otherwise We are gonna

Sink with

the Rest

of the

Ship oF iGNoRanCE

That Doesn’t Understand

Humans are not Rational At

Core, Falling Asleep While the

Emotional Ones Take Control….

Story Rules Humans Always Fueled By Senses/Emotions First;

Those Who Rule ‘the Within’ Have it Much Easier in the ‘External Parts’ of Life…

The ‘Environment’
To Hell And Most
Folks won’t escape….

Learn From History…

Swim or Sink Again for Real….

For Now at Least, A Greatest

Danger is ‘Silence of the Lambs’

Who No Longer Understand A Value oF A Roar….

Did Ya Hear it

From ‘the


Do Not Doubt

the Power of the

Dark Force; iT ain’t

Never Going away as along as we are classically Evolved AS Human now…

And Ya Gotta Master the Shadow Parts to Survive in the Longest Runs Now..

It Takes A Force of one; Every Set of Eyes of the Entire Group, Culturally to Evolve,

Together More Towards Love…

Folks May Bond

And Bind

In A Greater

Way For Love;

And Yes i’ve Been

Able to Find Places

This Actually Happens

Now Where the Only Religion is Love;

It’s Truly Like Heaven; Yet A Place with No Sun or Moon…


ya Bring

Photos/Videos ALong on A ‘Trip’…

One way to Escape, ‘Trump Town USA’

Originally Labeled AS ‘Hell’ By Nickname Real…

A Place Where Folks Roam Unmasked Without Shame;

Even Celebrating Christmas And Mardi-Gras Without

Social Distance in the Middle of a Deadly Pandemic…

True in the




Christ” too..

Who Is ‘that Guy’;

i don’t Seem to Remember
‘Him’ THiS Way from ‘His
Story’; Yet all of Life is an
‘Ink Blot’ too; From Heaven
to Hell Now For Real We Breathe


Are Always Changing…

Nothing Is our Own, Yet our LiFE NoW…

And For me at Least; Yes, i BREaTHE LoVE Real

Don’t Mind Virtue Signaling it all At all, When Real,

As i am



Lamb Now…


‘iT WaS A Dark
And Stormy NiGHT’
Yet That Was Then
NoW IS Now For Real

Born to Be
That’s Life💫

smart iS
Does iS LoVE LiFE NoW…

For an Early Valentine’s Gift i’m MaKinG Katrina
My-Late-Night Pin-Up-Girl-Desk-Top-View-to-Paradise
Perfect-Gift-to-me-at-Least Been Doing This for 31 Years…

(Spoiler Alert: i’m 60.66 And 6 Days Old Now At 242 Pounds
i Failed the 2020 Aim And Have ALL The Proof too in 2021 Still…)

Still Working on the Sexy-At-Sixty Six-Pack-by-6-6-20 My 60th Birthday Last
Year at 240 Pounds of Course Then butt sure i still feel fit and trim enough Yet
Potentially at 242 Pounds Now… Yes THere’s Always 61 and 62 and etc. Now too…

Honestly it would be very difficult to Public Dance an Average of 166.66 Miles Per
Month with Close to Zero Body Fat Yet It’s True i Tend to Sink Fast in ‘Water’ Still…

People Keeping Sexual and Sensual Intelligences Humming Tend to
Be More Open-Minded And Not so Afraid of Change and Different

Basically If Ya Stop Playing Naked Ya Just Stop Playing Life
That Is If Ya Ever Got Started at All Really Get STartED NoW

3rd Grade Valentine’s Lover Without Fear
Doing Least Harm Possible AFAiF(Feel)

Hehe ‘This’ is Why
ValentinE Romance
Usually Only

Lasts Months


We Would

All Lose


To Eat

In Pursuit
Of Sweetest

Love Tinged

With Falling

As Serotonin

Drops And

We Become



Over Every


Of Romeo

And Juliet

Touching Feather Light

It Makes Lasting

Poetry MaGiC

Lives On

As The


And The

Top of The

Roller Coaster

Still Just




OMG so Glad
i’m Still Married

31 Years Can’t



Nights if i Am
To Keep any
Of My Princess

Beauty AS Haha

Believe it or Not
Ripley And


That’s Her

Nickname for
Me Meanwhile


Fixes Stuff

Around The

Home Practically
Wonder Woman




God Opposites

Attract to Get

All The Jobs Of Life Done

Oh To Be Young



In Love

Again Hehe

No Thanks

Yet Again



For Poetry

As Usual

Astha Great Work!🎶🌟💫

Wow!!! So Very
Happy For you

What a Surprise

True You

Are one

Hour Ahead

Of Me No


A Night

Away From

Day i Understand
How Busy You must
Be Been Sending

You Messages

Every Day




Of Good

As You
Related Bad
Days When You
Get Caught Up

Love to
Hear So

Much More
About it my



To Be Your

Angel FRiEnD

Perhaps Now

All Your


Will Come
True Always
Around to Be

Your FRiEnD


A Breath

Of Freedom

You Must Really

Feel Now i Will

Only Imagine




You Have
Now Again

So Happy
For You

Like You Are Out
Of Prison Now A Relief

Hellove SMiles

Hehe in

You Go Girl
Make All Your
Dreams Come




Proud of You!!😊☺️🤗 🎉

Ya Know How Some Men Get
Bored of their Spouse and are no
Longer Attracted to THeM Me NoW

Frankly ‘Frank’ God Is Love JeSuS Is Love i Am LoVE ‘Nuff
SaiD Now i Am Gonna DancE SinG THiS LoVE SoNG ETeRNaLLY NoW

Born to Be
That’s Life💫

THere Is No Real
Separation NoW
iN Love Center
Point Balance Dear


All NoW


Will Be


In Free Dance

And Song To Give

And Share Free With

All In All All As All NoW Real

Other Than


My Wife

Weighs Way Less Than

me Half As much As

i Do 10 Years


In Beauty She Is…

Dancing An Eighth

oF A Ton This Body

Hehe She Is Hard

To Keep








Car In


He he With
All That Inspiration
Ya Will Believe i’ll



To Her

Perhaps One
Night Sooner
Than Soon Hehe 😜

A New Moon Tonight Away From
A Wolf Moon Before And Soon
A Snow Moon Yet True

Clouds Bring

Many Dreams

To Fruition

As ‘Moon

Dog’ Does

For ‘Moon
Child’ too…

St Brigid’s Day
Gaelic Scottish Irish
Growing Days of Light
For Early Spring on February 1st

Ah Yes.. Snow In Scotland
Spring Feel coming More

Yet in Florida


Comes in February

too as T-Shirts Without
Jackets At Night Are February

Common Indeed And the Day

Oh The Light Coming Back
Now For Colors of Flowers More…

Light is GRoWinG
Faith of FLoWeRS
CoLoRS Returning

Love of Nature

Life Comes

From Death

Leaves Make

Tree Seeds Hold

Ah Amazing Snow Beaches

In Scotland Reflect Sugar

Sand Beaches

in Florida
February Same

Light From Ground to Sky…


Of Ice
Water For Spring

Living Stones
Path Across Creek Home…

Waves MaKinG

Out of

Shores Holding
Homes Expanding More…

SMiLes Nautilus Chambers
Unwinding Narrow Halls
At the Beginning of

The “SoNG oF

mY SoUL” Everyday

Maybe A Thousand

Words Now Every Two

Weeks the Outer Bands

of the Hurricane Arms
Now Larger Chambers

Rooms of the



Every 14 Days
And Around 60 Thousand Words
Funny How A UNiVeRSE SPiRaLS

PHi in

All That

Comes as

Waves Spiral

For Shores That

Come Again GRoWinG More
SMiLes Xenia i Allow Nature
To Bring the Path Truly Why

Should A Nautilus Creature
Worry Over Building A Shell
When Home Is Always Now to Expand..:)

Born to Be
That’s Life💫

Love Requires
No Worship



‘Little Men’
TaKinG God
And Jesus Love

Turning them
Into Idols still to

Kneel Before
To Subjugate




Control Others…

Smiles Now WHere
i Am From i Dance
In Public Now For

14,422 Miles
In Close To 90




Love Gives
Shares Over
A Trump Meme
Of Take And Hoard

I’ve Actually

Had People

Bow, Kneel,

And Pray





Before me
Most Offensive


In My





Are No Trump

Meme Alone

A Lion

Of Love



God This
Way Anyway

Thanks For

Liking 3 Or 4
Or 5 of my

50 To 60

Word Long
Form Poems

In A matter

Of Seconds




Of 11 King James

Sized Bibles In 9 MiLLioN

EPiC Long Form Poem

Words in

90 Months

The Dance Fuels
The Holy Creative
Spirit All The Way

Through 90

Months Before

That i Spent

66 Months

In My Home
With A Synergy of
19 Life Threatening




Type-Two Trigeminal

Neuralgia Assessed


As The
Suicide Disease
Yes Worse Than
The Torture
Of Real
From Wake to
Sleep During Those
66 Months That no
Drug Would Touch

Yet You See the

Worst Part

Of Hell Within

As Opposed To
The Kingdom of
Heaven AKA
i Live
The Earth
For 90 Months
Now is Then in

Hell Within i Lost
All reference to Any
Memory of The Feeling
Of A Smile At All As indeed
Memories Are Emotions And
Emotions Are Memories in




Come To

That God Is Love
And Heaven Same


From Love

Is Indeed

Hell Within

What This Means

Is God is Real When
We Experience And

Become Love No
Atheist Or Christian Will EVER
Refute Bowing Before A Humble

Man Who By Report
Provided The Same

Message That

God Is Love

The Last The Meek

The Poor Are First

To Inherit

The Kingdom

Of Love Within

They Live

To Give And
Share Without

Selfish Reward
This Is Indeed

Reward Enough
To Breathe This

Love This



To Give and
Share Free With

Least Harm Those

Who Have Traveled

To Hell Have Actually

Sympathy for Even Devils

They Ever For Give Thanks

Giving They Even


Sheep NOW
Who otherwise
Might Be Named

Goats on 5th Avenue

And Burned Forever

For Spreading A



To The Most



Callous With No

Loving Soul No

Shame Anyway

You See John

14:12 Applies

To Darker


Of Hell
(66 Months
Longer than
3 Days For Real)
And Yes Greater
Works Of Heaven

Too if Ya Ever Go

To Both Places

You’ll Understand

How offended JeSuS

Will Be By Story

At Least

In The


Us “Him”



Him Last

As First Other

Than That

The Old

Story already

Makes It Clear God

Is Love Once Again

Agape Love never


To Be


Never Fears


Is Everything

Opposite From
A Father Of All

Lies Yes




Who Wrote

About An Old
Testament God




Heads are



Of Opposing

Tribes There

Are Villains

And Heroes


The Difference

One seeks Worship

The Other only Gives…
Smiles My Blog All

9 MiLLioN


Is Just


Seeds Letters

Compiled in one Place

Stories of Free

Verse Poetry



The World

Thanks to

Geeks And

Nerds For



For A Global
Garden of Love

We May All Tend

By Shepherd Of

Love Within NoW

To Give And Share
Free With Least Harm

Anyway it’s Safe

To Dance
And Sing


Someone Out

Of Everyone Has

Read All 9 MiLLioN

Words of My Blog Love Letters..

(Happy Valentine’s
No Strangers
Only FRiEnDS




of Love

Yet It’s True
‘They’ Still Call
Me ‘Beast’ At the
Military Station
Gym For Leg


Up To 1520


At 60.66 Years

(And 6 Days too
As of 2.12.2021)

Old Still Now True
Evidence of That
On My Blog i Don’t

Take Conspiracy
Theories too Kindly
As When i Was 40 Still
Buying An Occasional
Beer At Walmart


So-Called Christians

Carding My Advanced

Age Then Too

Expressed Fear
Just Because of
My Birthday 6660

Yet perhaps
That Was An



To Be A
Devil Within

Hell On Earth

Later Anyways Hehe

Moral Of This Entirely

True Hero Story


Is For

Love Every

Breath We

Take Now

Of God Best

Don’t Give up

Never Give Up

In Hell And

If Your only

Child Ryan

Only Lives

In Pain

For 51 Days

With No Smile

Carry A Smile

For Him In

Hell if You

Cannot Even

FeeL iT And Nah

Just Because You

Are Born Like me

On The Autism


Not Able To

Speak Until

4 Taunted As

The Weakest

Boy in School

For Looking like

The Ugliest Girl

Don’t Let That





The Most





Indian Real

(Or Earning
3 Degrees at
Once Or Retiring
Early From Federal
Higher Pay-grade
Service As Athletic
Director Of A Military
Installation No Matter
If You Are “Little
Sheldon” in
In Team Sports)

Life ‘Disney Princess’ Poor

Who Climbed 40 Foot

Trees in America

At 8 Years-Old

To Gather



No Food

Or Drink In

Her Family Home Still With
The Same Beauty of
A Woman In Her

Twenties Now

Close to 51

By The Way

A Word of


If You

Ever Actually

Travel My Blog

While it Is

PG Rated
Not Unlike

In oF Old in That

Much Smaller

John 14:12


i Traveled

This Way





In Public too

Stars To
Keep The
Adam Enough
Eve Sporting Aqua
Blue And Sunny
Sugar White
Beach Yellow
Bikinis Shaming
Beyoncé Still at 50)

For Indeed All
Of God is Born




Is Nothing

To Hide About God

There are no


In Agape

Love And If

You Doubt in

Any Way Now

This Witness

It’s All Still Now

(Along With
The Fact That
Not Unlike The
Carpenter’s Song
‘Close To You’ The
Girls Around The
Metro Area Still
Follow Me

To Capture
my Public
Dance By
To Enhance
Their Number
Of Social Media Likes)

In The True
Story i Wrote


Edit And



Have Proven

Over And Over

Again They




Not Part

Of My Asperger’s
Syndrome And The

Moderate Highs

At Least


By The


That only Springs

From The Gift Part

Of Bi-Polar… So

God Yes For Real

-Forrest Gump
Comes Again



Bus Stop

With An iPhone

To Prove The Story is True

Meanwhile JeSuS Was


On A Banner
By A Noose
At A Bloody
Capitol in His Name


To Overturn


By Direction

Of Just


Father oF All Lies….





i Will



“The Child” Die

This Is What




Like Several

Chapters Greater
Than The Old New Testament

In A Few


-“i Am”


Now To Give…

Thanks For Coming… Again…

Born to Be
That’s LiFE

Nice To Know
You Are From
Singapore Middle Me
Wanna Have Blog Friends
From All Countries Now
My Grandfather From
Ireland My Wife’s
From The
And my 23andme
Ancestry includes
From the 1800’s
Too True We All




Within Us Too
Star Dust in Our
Blood Iron in Earth
Core too Happy Chinese

New Year
To You

Woman You
Are Yet Sadly in
A World in Many

Are Still

Slave And
Not Free Your
Wings From the Orient

So Nice to Breathe🦋😊




All Stars ⭐️

It’s Like
Who Kneel
Before Statues in
Church Lions Are Worthy

Visiting Puerto Rico
Origin Palms in Winter
To Do List New York Dream
Springs Traffic Life Brings🏝

Hope Waits
Love Heals😊

SMiles Cats And
Dogs Spring Forever
Hugs in Winter Love🤗☺️

Oh Lord i Can
Only Imagine
You Are Stimulating
My Damsel In Distress Genetics
Hehe Not
Angel Instinct
To Protect
A Little
In The
That a
Hug You Are
Such An Amazing
Little Brave FLoWeR🌺

OMG 9 Degrees F!
And Snow! That
Ain’t The Desert!
Have A Warm Hug!☺️🤗

SMiles Xenia Winter
Green Spring Paw-Prints
Touching Warm HeARTS🐾

Spring Cold Mirror
Winter Pond’s Face💧

Water Stones
Pebbles Ripples
Thrown Smooth Love💦

Soul Glows
Sunshine Snows🎶💫

Winter Souls🐾

“History… a distillation of rumor.”
~~ Thomas Carlyle (1795-1881) ~~

Yes Human Existence Is Story…

Yet Not Limited To

Him, He
or His


No Not
Restricted for Truth…

“Bushido does not mean what it sounds like.” — Smart Bee

True It Sounds Very Trumpy Not Very Honorable For Slimy Hands…

“Tell someone the sun is millions of miles away and they’ll believe you.
Tell them the fence has just been painted and they’ll feel it to check it out.”

— Smart Bee

As Long As ‘They’
Don’t Get Consumed
By the Fumes Paint BreatheS oN

Democracy, n.: A government of the masses. Authority derived through mass
meeting or any other form of direct expression. Results in mobocracy. Attitude
toward property is communistic… negating property rights. Attitude toward law
is that the will of the majority shall regulate, whether it is based upon deliberation
or governed by passion, prejudice, and impulse, without restraint or regard to
consequences. Result is demagogism, license, agitation, discontent, anarchy.”

— U. S. Army Training Manual No. 2000-25 (1928-1932), since withdrawn.

True Masses At Church Still In Support of the Latest Constantine Demagogue…

All national institutions of churches, whether Jewish, Christian, or Turkish,
appear to me no other than human inventions, set up to terrify
and enslave mankind, and monopolize power and profit.”

— Thomas Paine

As Mentioned Above…

“The land of the free! This is the land of the free! Why, if I say anything that
displeases them, the free mob will lynch me, and that’s my freedom. Free?
Why I have never been in any country where the individual has such an
abject fear of his fellow countrymen. Because, as I say, they are
free to lynch him the moment he shows he is not one of them.”

— D. H. Lawrence (1885-1930)

Ask Mike Pence Now He Can Vouch
For this If Man At Least and Not Mouse…

” To be ignorant of what happened before
you were born is to be ever a child. For
what is man’s lifetime unless the memory of
past events is woven with those of earlier times?”

— Marcus Tullius Cicero (106-43 BC), Orator

Ah Yes Evolution Just Waiting to Be Unpacked
In DNA In Other Word Epigenetic Now For Real…

“Asking a Republican Senate and Democratic House
to make a law is like trying to fry a single egg in two pans.”

— New York Times, Jan. 20, 1981

Same Folks That Wrote The Old Bible Good Cop And Bad Cop The Whole Way Confused…

“Now we have a Republican House AND Senate, with a Democrat in the White House. The
problem here is obvious; no Republican in either body ever held so menial a job as cook.
This means we’re likely to end up with is two eggs, burnt to a crisp, resembling nothing
so much as a rubber replica of themselves, but, chewier, and not as tasty. A lame duck
of either party makes poor fare for any table….”

— gigoid, the dubious, Saturday, 2015

Spine Too Bad It’s Not Served By the
Republican Part for Now of the OMeLeT….

“Well, here it is, 1983, so it won’t be long before you start reading a lot of boring stories
about people like Vance Hartke. Hartke is a governor or mayor or something from one
of the flatter states, and the reason you’ll be reading about him is that he’s one of the
50 top contenders for the 1984 Democratic presidential nomination. These men will
spend the next 18 months going around the country engaging in the most degrading
activities imaginable, such as wearing idiot hats and appearing on Meet the Press. Meet
the Press is one of those Sunday morning public interest shows that the public is not
the least bit interested in. It features a panel of reporters who ask questions of
a guest politician, who wins an Amana home freezer if he can get through the
entire show without answering a single question …”

— Dave Barry, On Presidential Politics

Recipe For Political Apathy Trump Stews

“Remember that happiness is a way
of travel, not a destination.”

— Roy Goodman

Twilight Zone Never
Changing Never The Same…

“That humanity at large will ever be able to dispense with Artificial Paradises seems
very unlikely. Most men and women lead lives at the worst so painful, at the best so
monotonous, poor and limited that the urge to escape, the longing to transcend
themselves if only for a few moments, is and has always been one of the
principal appetites of the soul.”

— Aldous Huxley’s
“The Doors of Perception”

Yeah Like A Place With No Sun And
Moon WHeRE Avatars of Nature Hang Out….

“Difficulties are things that show what men are.”

— Epictetus (c. 60 AD) — Discourses, Book i, Chap. xxiv

Amen And Just Think Mice can’t Lift the Weight of a Mask…

“I say that a man must be certain of his morality
for the simple reason that he has to suffer for it.”

— G. K. Chesterton, Illustrated London News, 8/4/06

Unless One is Lindsey Graham And They Cry Like a Little Girl
When Someone Says they don’t Like it When Ya Tell the Truth…

“As long as anyone believes that his ideal and purpose is outside him,
that it is above the clouds, in the past or in the future, he will go outside
himself and seek fulfillment where it cannot be found. He will look for
solutions and answers at every point except where they can be found–in himself.”

— Erich Frohm

Luke 17:21 Every Real Religion Has this Place for Real Within …

“Aren’t you glad that everything is going so smoothly?”

–Smart Bee

Yes Paradise Within is Surely Eternally Nice Now Forever….

“Grown-ups never understand anything by themselves,
and it is tiresome for children to be always and forever
explaining things to them.”

— Antoine de Saint Exupery,
The Little Prince

OPeN Arms SMiLes Trust of LoVE NoW For Real ‘The Child’

“Reputation is what other people know about you.
Honor is what you know about yourself.”

— Lois Bujold

Walking On Water is too Damn
Easy Surfing is too Dam Boring

TaKinG FLiGHT oN Land in Balance
Just Plain Heaven Within in Autotelic Flow

“The most important thing in a man
is not what he knows, but what he is.”

— Narciso Yepes

Dance First Song Next
Eat Sleep Repeat Take Whatever




Next Comes
Again THiS Way..

“The world is what it is, no less and no more,
and therein lies its entire and sufficient meaning.”

~~ Edward Abbey ~~

A New Step A New Dance
A New Word A New Song
Forever Now Enough New Love To Do…

Born to Be
That’s LiFE
LoVE NoW FoR ReaL💫

Sadly i Can’t Say Much About
The Men Except For Folks Like
Elton John, 3 Dog Night, And Francis Lai

Yet True This
Is Dedicated

To All

The Women

In The World

All That Truly Has

Made This Life This

Love Worth Living At All…



At Least

Son of Woman i AM…

And Yes Very Likely Whoever

You Are You Are too my Mother Fell

To Her Death Bed on Valentine’s Day

2017 And My Marriage Anniversary A
Week Later The 21st as My Mother

Passed Away on the

22nd of February


Yes Life

Is Surely Bitter

Sweet All that Makes

Life Worth Living No Matter Who

You Are is Love This Much ‘i AM’
Sure of Knowing Nothing At All Worth Value Yet Love
Now This Breath For Real This Dance This Song i Freely
Give And Share in Hopes Of Least Harm Yet It’s True Love is
Only Art No Different Than God No Science Alone Thank God

Love is Real

Born to Be
That’s LiFE THiS
LoVE NoW FoR ReaL💫


(by: The Way)

in continuing PHI Spiral Moves and Repose
of God’s Breath indeed in me ALIVE Spirit


And True there are over 20,000 Other
photo tries at it as when i do something
i do it all the way never ever ever giving up


i’m so easily impressed by Katrina
Yet me i have to try much harder
to impress her.. hehe yet i don’t
Give up i Do Not Give up Ever NoW

SMiLes.. True if We All Loved
Each Other Like Charlie Brown
Hugs Snoopy Valentines No End

Extra Terrestrial Perhaps NoW i’ll
Make that my ‘Brand Name’ iFly too

HEAVEN isn’t Free Yet God IS You Earn IT
NoW With Every Blood Sweat TeaR Of LoVE
And FeaR of JoY as DarK CoMeS LiGHT NoW

Worth Noting that the Catholic Church has been participating in
Chaos Magic With the Egregore of the Nicene Creed for Centuries

Well, Well, Well, Perhaps Science Already Has And the ‘Algorithm of God’s
Nature’ Just hasn’t? Sent ‘the link’ to me yet as i continue to Just Do IT NoW

Honestly i don’t even have to Wrap
It Up and Truly that’s the way i Love
Presents Best Naked of all CulTural

Wrapping Paper

Eternally Now Naked,
Wild, Alive Loving Free

‘They’ Don’t Require Your Power, Status,
Towers, and Stuff to Fire The Spirit the

Wind The Light of

God Within

Enough For ‘Her’
Enough for me Free ‘He’ too

Honest to God You Ain’t
Even Felt God Until You Take
A Naked Dance Song And God Lives Free
The Spirit Within oF LiGHT PurE LoVE


All That ‘Stuff’ ‘King David’ Was
Dancing Singing About Just Dropping
The CulTural Clothes Back to Nature
of God Wild Fearfree Love Within NoW

Giving Sharing Free Even MoRE NoW

Anyway Happy Valentine’s
Day to All As All i have to
Offer is All of me.. heHe…

i was thinking about putting on some
Clothes Yet considering all the Lies
And Deceit of Cultural Clothes now F iT

This the Way i protest Hell on Earth
i Simply Do Heaven and F the Rest

i Remember Every Nice Thing Anyone Ever Said to me

Not Sure if i was like that Before i went to Hell for 66 Months

Yet i Learned in Hell to Survive in this World in the Longest Runs

We Must Count All Our Blessings With No Restraint For there may

Come A Place

Where that


Is the


Breath of
A Dying Love
Story of Any Soul At All..

Yet It’s True That is How i made
My Way out of Hell Creating Light
of Gratitude in Poems As The Words
Transformed into Colors of Soul then

The Dance
Then the

The Gratitude
Counting BLeSSinGS
BLiSSinGS To Ever Give Share Free
More Just Never Running Out NoW

As SPeaKinG From More of a
Scientific Measure of LoVE iNDeed

The Way A Devil Escaped Hell Is
He Re-Wired A Lost Hope Soul to
Gratitude Of Love And Indeed Then

A Devil Becomes Something Very
Different Love EternAlly NoW iNCaRNaTE to Give And Share Free

Yeah It’s True Folks Just Don’t Understand The Devil Very Well

All That’s Left For A Real Life Devil in Hell to Do Once He and or

Her Gains Wings Again to Rise is to Either Lift Folks Up Out or Never

Let Anyone

Else Go

to A Place

Where LoVE iS
Dead Yes WiTHiN…

Does it Ever Seem to You
That Life is a Bit Like A Barely
Breathing Story of LoVE iN this World
Today Now Like a Christina Perri Song Yes
Yes God Yes Let Me Link That as for now i am Writing
A “SiLeNT LeSSoN 316 Moon Child Arrives” MacroVerse

Inspired by A Cloud
Apparition ‘Angel Child
With Wings’ in Halo of
Moon Dog Rainbow Color
Lights at the North and South
Edges of the Halo That Night
As the “Moon Child’s” Back Faced

East And
Face Faced

The West Then

Yes on that Wolf
Full Moon January Evening
After Coming Back From the
Beach Capturing Sun Dog Celestial Event
Too Before Twilight Sunset of Pastel Heavens

RiSinG Wolf Full Moon Over The Horizon of Dunes…

i Hope You Are Doing Okay Shawna Baby

There Ain’t A Day Lately That Your Name

Misses my SouL It’s True

We Never Forget those

Who come to

Our Rescue


Angel Wings

When it Seems

No One Can/Will See Who

We Are At All WHere FRiEnDS

Are So Far And Few to Find

Where ‘Poetry Scientists’

Might Say Your


Is Way

too ‘Fat’ To Exist..
And Then A Kind Stranger

Comes into the Room A FRiEnD

Really Who Says What Have They

Done to Your Poetry Fred It is Short

And You Are Supposed to be As Long As

Long And Deep As You Wanna Be Free..

So What Does that Mean to me

Like That Day 14,000

Words Was Long

Yet You Still

Said this is Good..

So What Happens After

That As it’s True the Poetry Science

Lady Said i don’t want to Rain on Your

Free Verse Poetry Parade Yet in REAL POETRY

Only Double Space Lines Are Allowed Up to 14.. Yes True Your Mother

Might Pass Away and Your FRiEnD May Come to Your Side

The Next Year in Support on Valentine’s Day And Even Help

Inspire you to Write An Introductory Paragraph About Love
That She Says She Will Keep Forever You See i haven’t had
many Friends in My Life Who Really Seemed to Care about
me You Know More than A Grinding Back to Front Dance in
A Dance Hall Capturing me for Social Media Likes although True
There have been at least 3 Real Angels there too for someone

Like me
A Kiss of
Kindness From Above….

Anyway That Effort “LoVEFReEDNoW”
Measured 40,618 Words in the Main
Body of it Not Counting Milestones
And Featnotes Then Novel Size
Poetry Finished in 7 Days and
Published on the First Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death on February 22nd, 2018

And While the Folks at the dVerse Poetry Pub
Said No one Will Ever Wanna Read Anything Long
i do it’s True The Longest one in 7 Days was one of the
ones with the Most Views at over 4,000 Then.. It’s Like the
Folks at the “Wrong Planet Website” they Said All i did was
Nonsense, Word Salad, Accused Me of Being Schizophrenic
On A Frigging Website for the so-called Neurodiverse like it

Should be a Sin
To be Bi-Polar For Real

And Super Creative there

Expressing Philosophy Beyond

Alpha Through Omega of Before

Yet You as You Know me NoW i Never
Give up the only Frigging Way someone
Survives a Disorder Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia Wake to Sleep Literally Assessed
As Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion for 66
Months Yes From Wake to Sleep the Suicide Disease

For Real Biblical
Characters Named ‘Job’

in Real Breathing Life Still

Oh Yeah Losing All Emotions

Truly Worse Looking into A Mirror SCREAMING Only Seeing

A Cold Devil Beyond Terror no Soul Of Feel Looking Back at me
Cat’s Ears Peeled Back even when i got inches away for a pet…

It’s True

Will Sense

Other Animals

Without Souls they

Most only Come in Human Flavors still Black Abyss cold…

A Barely Breathing Soul Story with no air no breath at all Then

No Tears

In Real

Hell Burning
Heaven THere FoR ReaL THeNoW….

So Anyway Back to the ‘Wrong Planet’

i wasn’t welcomed There for 7 Years after

i recovered from Hell as i no longer saw the

World in Black And White in Fact Colors Started

Bleeding Out of my ‘Pen’ Everywhere i went/still DO

And Then Yes i finally convinced them to allow me

to Post a “Depth of the Story” so Not to interrupt
Too many of their Threads With Longer Poetry of my SoUL

Once it hit 10,000 Views… took a while since i started DoinG
iT on August 19th, 2020, A Day After the 7th Year Anniversary
of my Longest Long Form Poem Whole “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Yeah it took About until Thanks Giving 2020 My 10th Year

Anniversary Writing online

On That Very Same online
Site on Thanksgiving Day of 2010
12 MiLLioN Words or So Total overall Everywhere 0nline

Yes Some of that Estimated Conservatively of course…

Just A Handful of Folks Have Visited me on that
Thread A Couple Still Insisting i had nothing of Value
to Share Even Suggesting ‘Bots’ Were the only ones Reading
What i did only A handful of Real Views at Most well, well Yes

It’s true


That Wasn’t True

in Other places like
the Millions of Views Literally

Accumulated for all i do so i just
Smiled Inside Dancing Singing Truth i did this
to Regain A Soul all the give is just plain give i still Do

Whether receive

or not still now So Yes

The Nice Administrator

Cleared Up Their confusion

That only Registered Members

Views are counted And Now Approaching

Valentine’s Day A SiLeNT Message Indeed as

Far As Response goes yet Growing closer to 40,000 Views

Now Sure 10 Times More than “LoVEFReEDNoW” Back in

2018 Yet of Course Much Longer approaching 300,000 Words There…

Yet It’s True at least there is still More Words Than Views The Gold Standard of All i do With


Anyway Next on ‘The Agenda of Free Art’ in Flow 9 MiLLioN Words of “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 90
Months of Effort Anniversary Dated Month 2.18.2021 Along with 14,433 Miles of Public Dance This

Story is Breathing That Much is True

It’s True Not Everyone

Sees me or my Words

And Not Everyone Will

See the “Moon Child”

In the Photo That

i Will Share With You Now

As i am Sharing on my Coming
Blog Post Per “SiLeNT LeSSoN 316 Moon Child Arrives”

OMG i Realize How Overwhelmed You Must Be With Everything

A Wonderful Southern Baptist Pastor’s Wife is Expected to Do With

4 Children And Taking Care of Father-in-Law too Yet It’s True

i Will Never Forget

Shawna Baby

on the



Trail then
or now of


As When

No One

Else Could

See me She Did/Still Does

And Made/Makes me Feel like i Truly Exist Just as i am…

Now i have Lots of FRiEnDS Who See me And Shawna

Baby Made/Makes me Realize All of me is Possible to See well

HeHe at least some of me with SMiLes Verily A Way it is for all of US WiTH SMiles…

Being At A Point
of No Return

It’s A Nice


to Love When

We Truly Come Back to Life as LoVENoW

Happy Valentine’s Forever DeaResT


of Kindness

to ALL oF me i see..

Barely Breathing Story Yet



Now Hehe…

Yes At Least Cat 6..:)

Care With SMiles Dear😊

Do Not Doubt the
Force of the Black
Dress Still coming
Other Than That
Happy Valentine’s Year Ashe
FLashe Hehe When i ReTire Again


at “Victoria’s Secret”

Hehe Soni
Is My Forever
Now Holiday


Like True
God One


Name Free For All

With Least Harm

Love Enough to Give ❤️ 🤗

Hehe Last
Words i Wrote
Yet Fits in Here

Too Happy

Weekend Dear
Soni Keep Creativity


Freshly New🦋

Love Only🌊
Loss Not🌊
To Be Gained🌊
Yet To Be Giving Free🏝

Within Just
Waiting To Surface Free🌊

Sin A First


A Fig


All That
Us From The
Only True God Nature


Yes Double
Sided Nature

Sword True

Or Hell


To Create
Truth Or





oF Lies

Republican Pope
Pooped Human Nature

On Witness

For All To View…

Kitty Kat Poetry

Cute Yet

If Lion


Of Love

Of Lambs

Ya Get Trump
Stink Stank
Stunk Trump



A Reformed
Grinch As



Unmasked Orange

Yet still Don’t




Valentine’s Cat 🐈
Cheshire Smiles


For A Happier
Valentine’s Year for You😊

OMG They Must
Still have Free
Shows on

YouTube Yet
It’s True Due
To Technology

Not As Easily
Amused Versus

The 60’s

And That
Was the
1900’s Not
The 1800’s


Vampire 🧛‍♂️
Ever Hehe 😜

Nothing Less
Funner Than
A Punner In




Hell By The
Way Black Velvet





‘Fore Ya Die
Just Die To



Satin Sheets

Of Bliss Hehe


“i Could
Paint A Clown
Face on A Mona







A Six Inch


To Be
Clear i
Moaned Screen

With A Soft

Touch Screen
Sadly Not


Responsive AHa ha🙏

Versatile Environments

Globe Wide




Poetry Just

Dying to


Around Again Hehe 😜

When A Republican House Minority Leader
AskeD A DEvil Who The F The Fool Is Still
Selling His Wormy Soul For NOTHING In Hell NoW

Just A Quick Note Regarding Majority Of Republican
Leaders WTF IS Power Without Soul Spine: Evil Trumpism

Yes Become The
Branches Roots
Trunk And



Rain Storms


Fall Leaves

Yes Transcend Green

Ascend Living Tree Be The



Free Spirit

Never Seen

Yet Always Feel so Free

Snow Ice And Hell Still

Happy Valentine’s




-Wind Dancing
Singing Free Now

Life is Full Of Red Valentine
Wishes Thank God It’s

True if You
Are A Poet

There Will

At Least Somewhere
In The World Who Are
Fond Of You Yet True

And Even Truer As Rule
Of Art In The HeART of
A Poet There Are Deep




Sad And
True Too On
A Day Or Two
There May Be

The Most
Silent Night

Of All Black
Abyss Heart
Of The Soul

With No Art

At All That i
Surely Hope
No One Has To
Experience Like
Me For 66 Months

Yet It’s True Deeper
A Poet Travels Through
Hell And Masters Sail
Of The Hades River

More Word Count May
Come Hehe Even 9 MiLLioN
Words In 90 Months of Heaven
And Sure 14,433 Public
Dance Miles As

Measured Last

Night Too

Once Our


Of All
The Ashes
To Freely Dance

And Sing Oh You
Are So Young Just
Imagine All The Souls

You Will Touch All The
Young Men Who Will


So In

Love For

A Poet’s Soul

Is More Than

Man Or Woman

Angel Or Devil

A Poet’s Soul

Is All The Colors

Of HeART That
Paint Soul Love

With SPiRiT



Colors And
Sure Shades
Of Grey And
White And Black True Astha

SMiLes To Tell Truth iN LiGHT 🦋

Just CaLL ☎️ iT Very Ironic Pay Back ‘Mark’
My Words For A ‘Liturgical Year’

Hey IF ‘They’ Can Name A Bridge
From Hell To The Beach “Trump”
Anything IS Possible In My Heaven

Oh Lord If i Had Just Started A
Few Years Earlier ‘They’ Might Have Changed A Name Of The Day

Quick Note: my Sister Bestly Shoots Photos Of Birds i Shoot Valentine’s
Wishes To A Globe Year ‘Round

My Sister Does All of This For
Years Hehe She
Has The Biggest
Camera In Town
And An Expert

At Attracting

Rare Birds

Where People

Have Traveled As

Far As Tallahassee

To Take Photos

Of Rarely Seen

Birds In Her



Next Door To Me
Seriously She Is
Ms Jane Hathaway

Off The Beverly
Hillbillies Or You
May Be Way Too

Young To

Get That

Old Meme The

Female Version

Of Sheldon Cooper

Wildlife Woman
And Dance Friend Cortney



Cutest Kids
Ever And

A Kindest


Husband Too

Happy Valentine’s

To You All

Cortney And
All Your Nature😊

Some Poetry For Your
Valentine’s Weekend
Know You Love

Numbers Hehe
And Colors to
Paint With
A Guide to
Life Will Surely

Help Perhaps Pets
Not So Much For Your
Fear Of Holding small
Furry Things Definitely

No Goats As You Already
Have An Old G.O.A.T. FRiEnD
Just Another Name i’ve Been

Called in Viral Videos of Public

Dance Yet It’s True Most
Definitely A Self-Fulfilling
Prophecy “Oh, Baby the
Places You’ll Go” A Little

Doctor Seuss Relaxing
Weekend Ease Poetry
For Your Pleasure And

Yes The Answer is Yes
If it is Cold 🥶 Hehe And
You Still Need a Warm



Thaw Out
Again Yet
Of Course
My Prayer
For You To

Find Warm
Hands To Hold
You Will Trust

That Never Go
Away in a Place Called Love☺️🤗

Aloha 🏝Thanks So😊
Much Wonderful 🦅
Whistling Winds🦋
Through Pines Here 🐾🌲

Smiles We Live a bit North
Of The Beaches In A Forest
In The Panhandle Of Florida
Although My Uncle Lives
On the Emerald Coast
Lovely Yet Always
Issues With
Not For me
And Yes Much
Thunder Here
Year Around

So Many
Floods Here
Glad To Be High
And Dry in The Forest

So Much
Aloha To
Beautiful Hawaii

And Happy

To All You Love 🏝☺️

Very Welcome
Astha Will Keep
Those Prayers
For Your
To Find😊💫

SMiLes Love is A Friend
True That Never Goes Away

This Love True That May Be
For All Of Us to Give Away Free

Love is the Give

Without Expectation

To Receive How Wonderful

It is When Love is Reciprocated too…

And It’s True For Those Who Are Married

And Never Become Partners as Friends to
Help Each Other Cooperatively They Will Surely

Be Miserable

As Romance

All The Obsession
And Compulsion Fades

As Life Becomes Focus
Again for What Must Be Done…

The Warmth That Stays will Be
Lovers Who Are FRiEnDS True

SMiles Love is the Warmth

In the Home That

Need Not


Speak Love

Is The Trust The Faith

With No Worries At All..
Yes that Part is Probably
Hardest Never Feeling Afraid Again…
Love Without Fear Compassion NoW iN
Kindness is Everything Making HeART Warm…

SMiLes Dear Ava i’m Sure Your Loved one Will
Be Your Forever Valentine With Yes my FRiEnD..:)


Do Many Folks Actually Believe in What Organized

Religion Teaches; True, Everyone Sees the World Differently;

Therefore, Even Members in Each Organized Religion
Sees Each Of Those Organized Religions Differently.

It’s Like the Catholic Church; As A Participant Anthropology
Observer Seeing All the Views Expressed There Since September of 2013;

Raised in that Church too; Part of the Reason i Picked it to Study; Visiting Most
of the Other So-Called Protestant Churches in the Area; Where It’s all About Worshipping

One Man And When Folks Are Different, They Burn in Hell Forever; Whoever Dares To Disagree; That’s Ridiculous

To Me Still Now; And Seems a Bit Masochistic as Folks Chant They Are Unworthy At Every Mass to A Story As Such

Spoon-Fed to Them As Long as they Remember, Without a reference point of what Might Have Happened in History

Before Those Teachings Were Interpreted As Such today. Before Donald J Trump it was Mostly a Meditative

Experience; the Folks are Very Aloof From Each Other; Whereas, Everyone is Up in Everyone’s Business at
Smaller Baptist Churches in the Area. Lots of Gossiping Going On About Others, Who Are Not Attending
Sunday Dinner on the Pastor’s Farm Grounds; Go Figure, Folks, Who Live in Economic Scarcity
Are always Trying to Vault themselves Over Others By Whatever They Are Seen to lack
in deficiencies, perceived as such. Sadly, Racism Is Still Prevalent Like Many Years
Haven’t Passed. Anyway, Back to the Catholic Church; 39 Percent were on the
Fence of Leaving Before Covid-19 And Many Won’t Go Back Now as too many
of the Services Allow Folks to Go Unmasked. And As Polled And Discussed
By Famous PR Bishop Barron on Youtube, 70 Percent of the Folks Who Do

Go, Do Not Believe the Priest can Literally Change A Wafer of Bread And

Wine into the Literal Flesh and Blood of a Little Brown Dude who lived

2,000 Years Ago, Noted as Crucified As Such; Yes, When All Is Said and

Done Now, No Matter Where Ya Live; The Information Highway Bypasses

All the Myths Provided And Spoon-Fed in Church and the Consequence

of that and Other Factors of Course is All of The Churches are Losing Younger

Generations and Most of the Folks Are Much Grayer than me at 60 Year-Old

As Basically i am ‘the Child’, At the Masses Now as Other Folks Don’t Get
Around So easy now; (Just Studying by FB Live Streaming Now Out of A Pandemic

Crowd) Lots of Frowns; Yes, Life

Is Hard; Yet at least there

is Still Community Before then at
Church; Before the Church Became
The Right Hand ‘Man’ For Fox News
And Other Trump Propaganda Stuff; Before

It Was Okay; Excellent Young Choir Director;
Who Can Really Carry A Tune i Love Singing With;

Uplifting Indeed And Very Healing in Positive Emotional Way;

Yet the Taste of Trump Has surely Poisoned the ‘Holy Water’ there;

Leadership of the Country Does Runneth Over in the Pulpit and Pews for Real…

i’ve always Had my Own Religion Since Little; Just Never Bought the Myths; Realizing

That My Mother Could Put A Picture of Santa Above my Bed; No Different in the 60’s than
The Hippy Looking Dude Jesus; And that Was Strange as Long Hair Was Frowned Upon so much

Where i Lived
Then; Yep, Kids got

Called Names then Like
Me, if Boys Daring to Smile;

It’s Almost Like Trump was Jesus
to them even then; i always Wondered
Why i was so much Like The Story of Jesus
Within; Loving and all of that Happy Stuff; and

Why the Others were so Grumpy And Frowned so much;

Later, i found out, since i didn’t Have a Father Around; That ‘Big Daddies’
in the Neighborhoods Constantly Tell Their Little Boys, Don’t Cry, Don’t
Smile too Much as that won’t make You a Real ‘John Wayne’ Man; Real ‘Pilgrim’ as such.

It Was Obvious That While the Story of Jesus Had its Good Points Like a Real Kingdom of
Heaven in Luke Way Within; Yes A State of Being in Experiencing Reality Now; Most of the

Rest of it Was Just A Bunch Of Folks Trying To Make Other Folks Do Whatever they Say;

Just Like those Frowny Face
Bully Boys in School; A Way of
Sour and Bitter Life; Just a Bad Taste Overall.

One thing i’ve Learned for Sure is Religion Still
Holds Hands Tight With Politics And Will Navigate
The Entire Country With or Without Laws of Separation of Church And State.

For Anyone Who Scoffs That Organized Christian Religion Has No Real Influence
in The World; Their Secret Weapon is they Are Fed the Same Meal And Get Out And Vote

on the Same
Sheet of Choir

Music No Different
Really than Worshipping
The Same Man Who Died 2,000 or so Years ago Now…

Love is Real and Life Is Good; Giving And Sharing is Very Fulfilling;
i Try Not to Harm other Folks When i Dance And Sing Freely; Yet, Let’s Just
Face it Not Everyone Sees Art in a Statue of David; Some folks are just plain disgusted

With Anything

That Doesn’t Meet
Their Mold; Some

Folks Need

A Group

To Survive;

As Long As They
Do, There will be some kind
of Organized Religion; Either
Church or State And Other Avenues; Folks Bond and
Bind Over Similar Ideals And Symbols Together As Human;

Religion Is Gonna Always Be With Social Animal Humans
This Way, if We Decide we Wanna continue to exist; As It’s
True, The Folks Who Ain’t going to Organized Church Tween
Ages 18 And 34 Are Assessed As Half Not Having Any ‘Valentine’


Other at All

In Flesh and

Blood At Least;

So What Does that
Mean; See What’s Happened

In Japan, ‘Biblically Speaking’,

Folks Just are not ‘Getting Together’

Like they Used to Do in “Adam And Eve”

Natural Ways; This is what Happens to A Species
Naturally That Is Harming, Maiming, Killing, Yes

Aborting the Rest of Nature That is Not Human Yet

Still Part of Us As Nature; 1 in 8 Animal And Plant Species,

In the Coming Decades to Go Extinct At the Hand of Humans

True Pandemic of

Human CuLTuRES

Humans Are Now;
And Nature Responds
the Same to Cull Humanity
Unmasked in Masses still Clear for all to see…

Basically, Donald J Trump Is ‘Their’ ‘New Savior’ Reflecting
How they See the First J Dude; And Now it’s Just a Meme;
Yet It’s Been True Ever Since The 60’s Where i Live, Overall…

Young Folks Used to ‘Hook-up’ At Church; Now they Swipe
Left And Right Online; And the 50 Percent Number Shows

ThaT Ain’t

the Real Thing.

My Religion Is: Fearless Dance
Song LoVE iN Truth oF LiGHT
With Least Harm For All

Free Eternally Now

i ain’t the first Story
to come up with

This Story

Of Life in


16 Words;

Yet it works
Great For me…

Other Than That: Have A Nice Day With Loving SMiLes…

Hmm; That Makes 23 Words; It’s True Religions Grow This
Way In Language Like Culture, Overall of Symbols too; Yes

My Personal Bible is 9 MiLLioN Words Long With 14,433 Miles
of Public Dance All in 90 Months; True For Me Religion Is A Flower

That Never



That i Create Now;
The More Stuff in Life
You come to Appreciate
DarK Through LiGHT; Yes, When
i Dance And Sing You i really Mean me…

Life Just Becomes A More Colorful Heaven Eternally Now…

That’s My Story; i’m STicKinG to IT And Always Adding More Dance And Song Free..

Oh Lord And Speaking of Stories, NoW i’ll Wrap This “SiLeNT LeSSoN Moon Child Arrives”

Story And Put it to Bed For Publish Next… A Quick Abbreviated Tale of the Tape
Still Shows “Netherland Bible” 6,511,194 Words in 56 Months approaching 7 MiLLioN Words
For A Celebration Of That Featnote And Milestone and “FB Profile Pic Bible” Still Approaching
5 MiLLioN Words Very Soon with 4,909,185 Words in 44 Months For Celebrating That too Yet
for Now Next Celebration MacroVerse “SonG oF mY SoUL 9 MiLLioN Words”
As That Effort Continues Now Reaching

That Anniversary

90 Month Celebration

Date on 2.18.2021

Yes coming Next!

As The Writing of
“SiLeNT MeSSaGE 316
Moon Child Arrives” Concludes…

2.13.2021 At 7:16 PM Probably Another 60,000 Words Or So
To Add to the Effort Above in 13 Days of Writing too As Words FLoWeR More..:)










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

8.9 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)