Security Peace Victory Love Blood Breathing Stars

Sunrise is God’s
Joy Sunset is
God’s Rest
Is God’s


The Gift is Art
The Practice
is Life The Light
IS “Love For ALL”

Morning RiSinG Fall Roses
FLoWeR River Bank No Matter Drought




THere IS NO WaY A Modern ‘Jesus’ Will Come Back Again AnyWay but Online
As Jesus is NO Tribal Trump God Jesus IS LoVE FoR ALL

i’ve Rigorously Tested Waters of LovE oN ‘ThiS’ And
Documented A FacT That JusT A Public Dance

ALL iNNate iNstinctual iNtuitive Most Everyone
Sees IT Even If They PreTend to iGnore iT heHe

Symbols At Best Are What We Co-Create to Mutually
And Consensually Give And Share Our Individual Realities

More Common A REaLiTy of Being Human… Easier to
Create Common Art… To Relate Human Experience…

A Real ReaSoN A Gospel of Thomas Never Made
IT iNto A ‘Quarter Back Version’ oF A Tribal Bible…

A Gospel of Thomas Comes From A Perspective
Of Human(s) Living in HeaveN ETernALLy Now…

GReaTesT ARTS oF HeaVeN NoW oNly
YeT to Be Re-Born Butterfly Out of CoCooN

Some People SPeND THeiR LiVES NoW SearCHiNG
For HeaVeN SoMeWHeRE ELSe BuT WiTHIN i Bypass
THaT WitH ULTiMaTE Success GoD WiN NoW

Of CouRSE i AM 100 Percent Confident
With Faith as Trust Other Wise God Spits
Me Out Heaven Leaves Now Back to the Other Place UGH

Please Don’t Ever Forget A Gospel of Thomas Verse 37 aN ULTiMaTE
HuMaN Gift To Both Experience And Give of God WiTHiN to SHaRE NoW

Thing IS Things Are Make iT ALL Sacred And Holy PeRHaPS only
SiP IT 3 Hours A Week Like A Fine Wine OtherWise Sink And


JusT A Bit of Advice Seek And Find Your Way to Heaven
Never Ever Think You Will Make Money Creating Art oF iT

Don’t Be Sad Hopefully Financially Independent or With Empty
Pockets And Enough Real Friends for Mutual and Consensual


Don’t Pity Real Jesus Folks For ‘THiS’ is God’s Built in
All Natural Protection For Heaven WiTHiN ETeRNaLLY NoW

Recognition of a Jesus Means Means one and Two Things Crucifixion
And Or Fame And Fortune Both Erase Heaven WiTHiN ETeRNaLLy NoW

Just E-MaiLED God A DanceSonG Path Is Clear Now Send All Jesus
FolK iN i’m LooKinG Forward to Company Now More And more…

SHaLL i NoTiFY ELLeN i AM HeaR iN A World NoW STiLL
NoPe No HoPe iN THaT heHe… JusT A SQuiRReL mY WorD Got
Keys CagE Of SeedS And FLoWeRS GLoBE ViNE SPReaDS NoW

FoR ReaL

Hmm.. Wonder Who Will Play me in A Movie When i’m
ABSent… Never Mind Already Did it
A Movie Way too Long to
Ever See


So Ask Yourself NoW As Coldplay
Dances And Sings What’s Stopping
You From Fitting In All YouR Stars Free
You Do You i Do Me And Let Them Do They too
True Not Easy Fitting into A Ballerina at 247 Pounds Breaking
my Toe Doing Martial Arts Just Another Pandemic Challenge
Hey The Doctor During A Routine Check-Up
Checked My Toe Out 3 Weeks Later Broken…
Last Summer Crushing my Finger Tip Tween
Two One Hundred Iron Plates Active Lives Will
Bring Challenges ThiS WaY Anyway i’ve Written
A lot in the Last Few Days Already So Now to Sort
it out in Draft Form in the Comment Sections of my Blog
As My Style continues to Change as the Shores of the Ocean
Breathe Just A View of What i Do During The Week Other than
Writing 40,000 Words or So of Whatever Comes Next
As the Public Dance Will Bring A Flow of SonG As Well
As of September 30th, 2020, Public Dance at 13,766
Miles in 85 Months of Effort May Hit the 14,000 Miles
Land Mark And Feat Note By Election Day and the
Coming Going Away
Party for Just
oF aLL
Lies DJT
Oh God no
For Real Yes too…
Surely Worthy A Party
Of Moving Past these
Last Close to 6 Months
In the 13,000 Miles Part
Of Current Pandemic Masked Dance
In Public Stores too Dance Doesn’t Die!
Anyway this is the Future Back to Friday
Soon Where i started Writing All of this then too…

But First Dropping by a Popular
Fear and Hate Filled Conspiracy
Theorist on this Ending Day of
September 30th, 2020 to
Deliver Some News…

Hmm… ‘Everyone’

Has somEthing in

Common ‘HeaR’:

Hint: ‘Nothing’…

Same As the Leader
And His Magnificent Soul
of Nothing too; Keep Singing Canary, Keep Singing…

Coal Mine is Already ‘Your Home’ With No Smell…

Oh and ‘Mark’, You are Looking a bit Pale not aging well at all…

Just like the Dude on the Bottom of the Top…

With Orange Paint all over His Pale Face…

‘Ever Dance With The

Devil in

the Pale


Harvest Moon
Is October 1st…
It is the 30th Now
of September
As Now
i Leave
A Last
Place of Chaff…

Love i Will Today…
Wheat in Other Areas…
A World Harvested
iNdeed Free
iN LoVE..:)

-Real Joker
And Batman True
A Real Great PumpKin too…
FauX TrumpKin Falling Falling FaLLiN’ Now…

Now As i Work my Way Back And Forth ’till Last
Friday When i started Thousands of Words More

Biden Didn’t Commit ‘Suicide’
And Trump ‘Shot Himself
on Fifth’ Avenue; Yet,
Again Now, for Refusing
to Condemn ‘White Supremacy’
And Telling the ‘Neo Fascist Political
Violence Movement’, ‘the Proud Boys’,
to Stand Back And Stand By Now For
What They Do in Political Violence;
Trump, isn’t only a Man Now With
No Naked Genuine Self-Esteem
Wearing An ‘Evil Clown Mask’;
He is Dangerous
To Democracy
And A Threat
to Human Life;
Indeed, Trump Proves
Himself as a Worst Leading
Kind of Human Cultural ViRuS
Still ATTeMPTiNG to Spread
Through Easiest, A ViRuS,
CuLTuRaL Like Him
Will through
of Human
Ignorance Sold,
For What He is Selling
On ‘5th Avenue’… Folks
He Bamboozles Continue
to not only Drink For Free
In Modern Kool-Aid Ways
But Even Pay Dearly in
Life with no
Masks to
A Loved
One’s Life; yet, Now
the Scientific Study of
Politics SHows His Days
Are Indeed Numbered at
the Bottom of the Top Now
Hallelujah’S iN Salvation from
Trump’s Truly CuLTuRAL ViRuS
Reign as Simple as Falling Down on
5th Avenue, Ker-Plunk’ by HiS Own TriggeRed
‘Bird Finger’…
Trump is
A ‘Dirty Bird Dude’….

Giving ‘the Op Here’ Lots
of Credit For Just Telling
The Truth Completely Here with no Restraint… too..:)

Now to the Poets of India All With Divine Feminine

Spirit of HeART

Souls Free

Stings Sings
D A N C iN G
Butterfly Wings
Bee 🐝 FLoWeRinG
THoRNS Party Rose
Ain’t Life
RiSinG 🌊
Waves 🌊 🌊

Pain Makes
Pleasure Makes
Pain Life Makes
Breath oh
A Miracle
Dark Makes Light🎶
Flats And Sharps
Piano Strings
Play Vocal
Chords Ouch
Percussion Strikes
HeART Beat Drums
WoRKinG Breath
i Believe
Makes Day🎶

At First BLink
Last Breath
Of Life
Are We
You Best
For A Target
Audience Now
Is Someone
Else to Find
Art Evolves
Or We
In Pages
of Books 🎶
Or Even ‘Only Covers’🌟

SMiLes Long
As We Dance
And Sing Now
LoVE Raining
We Go Holy
LoVinG Arms
D A N C in G
Banding Now
No ‘Normal’ Hurricane
Spirit Thriving GRoWinG
All Weather Baptism Now
💨🌊🌲🙌🎶🌟🌲😊🙏 🌧

Truly THere
Is No Surplus
Of Humanity
In Florida
Truly only
‘the Virus’
That as ‘Them’
With Reason
To Celebrate
Not Protecting the
Lives Of Vulnerable
Deplorable in Deed
As Leadership
Still Coming
Many Kudos
For Saving Lives
AS Humanity
Of Modern
Pharaohs Elder
Mud-Mix For those
Who Fall Behind
With No Light…

Love True Love
At Least Never
Stops Holding
Of True
For Giving
Thanks Giving
Loving EYes
Loving EYes
In This Way the
Greatest Dance And
Song Love We Do
Go Away
Cat 🐈 SMiLes
Do LiVE oN LoVinG NoW🌟

Look to Sky
For Heaven…
Birds Will
Precede Us
Now.. Fish in the
Ocean Below.. Yes
Too For they never
Have Words or Other
Idols of Human Abstract
To Separate
In Illusion
God Breathing
Within Free WHere
All is Unity God
Still miss
THE EnTire
MeSSage of JeSuS
The Good News
So Simple True
Yes.. So Joyfully
Naked Free
We NoW
GoD Star
We Remain
From Crucible
Fire of Star
Burst Death
Gaseous Dust
Us SaMe Iron
Flow at Core
Of This 🌎 Planet
Blood Streams Us
Our Earth Orb God’s
Heaven We STaR
To Seed With
Love Best Giving
Sharing Free With
Least Harm to All
Circle of Love Complete🌟

HAha the
How Trump
Has Zero Genuine
Real Human
He Should
Before He Wears
His Clown Mask Again
Otherwise Pass the
As We
Lose like
Any Spoiled
Brat SporT HiS onLy Art
No Different than Santis
And His Promotion
Of Increasing
Making Most
Vulnerable Among
Us Mud-Mix for
Building Pharaoh’s
Golden Pyramids
Of Nothing
To LoVE iN
PoiSon For A
Species Green Changing
Turning Rotting 💀 Dead
Never Mind the Trump
It All Up🤑🤮
🧟‍♀️ 🧟‍♂️ No Need
To Celebrate Halloween
As it’s No Longer A Joke…
A Trump Reality Show until
January or so of 2021 TG💀

Sunrise is God’s
Joy Sunset is
God’s Rest
Is God’s

Always Be
That Way
Know the
Ones Who Stay
Are True no Need
To play a Game
Of Exclusion
To Find
Isn’t True
All The Rejection
Will be Worth ‘The one’
Proven Who stays
And Thin
If Nothing
Else Be the Last
Love Standing Never
Falling Then You
Love to Give
It’s Like Weightlifting
For Your Soul No
Gain to Give
So Hard indeed
But Life is only
Not Free
Truly Breathing
In The DarK aS Light
Enjoying Twilight
Day Seeing Love
Play Just to Give
The Giving
Truly Free
Your Love to Give🌟
As You are ‘The Worthy
Breathing Giving Now
All the Colors You Create
To Get THere
Yet When We
Do We aRe NoW
TotAlly BreathinG Love🌊

Nature Connects
Our SoULS As
Nature (‘God’)
Indeed Breathing
All Around Seeing Being🌲

Smiles Keep
Dulcy Singh🙌🎶

HAha the Day
i stopped
is the Day
i Started Breathing
All i Did is Dance Free
Like a Naked Bird on
A Wing at First Folks
Said i was Nuts just
For Dancing Free
Everywhere i Go
Now For 13,753
Miles in 85 Months… Yes
i still Do the Accounting
Once Named A Computer
Brain At Work, Most
But not quite
Passing the Turing
Test For Human
It didn’t take
But A Couple
Of Thousand
Miles until my
New Name became
Legend by Cars Passing
By and Youth still in
Touch With
Wings yeah
Yeah Being
Financially Independent
Helps But Freedom is
Of Naked
Wings Without
Even A Word attached
OnlY in my View
Of Course
Trump Palaces
In Stink Stank Stunk
Where i Lived
Paper Wings🤑🤮😜

My Pleasure
Words Always
Inspired by
As This Dance
Is Never Truly Solo🕺🎶

Sun Rises Falls
Night Makes
Day True
Do ReMain😁

SMiles ‘Man’ Cannot
Live on Bread Alone’
That’s Why God
Creates Mothers
Before Man For
True Babies Born
In Mother’s Womb
Then Sprinkled
With Male Dust
SMiLes Now i’m
Sure Where ever
‘He’ Goes He Will
Take You
This is
How Love
Grows Flying
From Nest Now
Spreading Love’s
Wings Do See Essence
Of these Words Now
In My
Eyes Love Mine
Now Yours too
Still Breathing
A Mother’s
Love Never
Dies in Thine Eyes😊🙏

Sacred Stones
Breathing LoVE iN
We Choose
To Be Or See🎶

Old Metaphors SeT iN StonE Bibles Read
DiffeRently New Seeds FLoWeR STaRS
Breathing Us Freer New Blooms Seeing NoW Am

MaGiC Is Painting SoULS New Free With WordS AnD
OtHeR SPiRiT HeART ArT Bibles

SeeinG NoW

Love Is🌟 Blood
Breathing 🌟Stars🌟

SMiles Dear Sohair
Tradition is The Ink
Dried on Page… Free
God/Love is the Ink
Yet of the Next
Page Existence
Now… Yes God
Yes Love Is Now
For Love/God
Is the Wind
You FeeL iT
You Sense
It but We
In A
Jar If
We Expect
‘The Wind’
To Keep Breathing
And this is why after
i publish A New Chapter
Of my Personal Bible
i Continue Breathing
A Dance And Song
Of My Soul New
Hehe only
Of Soul past
That the Facebook
Memories Feature NoW
Delivers For Free NoW
As the Past Becomes
Future NoW this way
Same as Nostalgia
Of An Old Photo
But if We
New Flowers
We Tend to Wilt…
God/Love is The
FLoWeR Always
Coloring New And
Of Course Those Who
Do Color Their FLoWeR
New Each Day are
More Likely
To See God/
Love New Colors
Than Traditional
Ones i for one
Believe Love/
God Breathes
In All Our New
Creativity… For those
Now Who Do Not Create
They Are More Likely
To See God/Love
Set in the
Of Stone yet
It is True Meaning
And Purpose Derived
From Stone is Still
More Sacred
And Holy Than
None… Therefore
Stone Tradition And
Even Paint By Numbers
And Forms of Poetry
Before serves
For Those
Who Do Not
Generate Breath
Of Original Creativity
Essence of Wind God Loves…
Smiles Dear FRiEnD obviously
You are Close to the
Wind with the
Ability To
Hehe of
Winds of Creativity
Wings of A Feather
See Wind More
Clearly Together
With SMiles
i know see
My Wind Dear FRiEnD
You Do As You are Wind too
Wind Naturally
Sees More
Painting We 🎨 Paint

For there is No Separation
In This Breath Wind Seeing




True Love isn’t
Love that Hurts
At Least Not Love
That Rises Now
Haha When i turned
25 on the Outside
Scared of Getting
Old Yet Not
60 Feeling
Younger Than
Ever Within my
God i Am Sure
It is For Finding
God (Love) Within❣️
SMiLes i used
To look to Sky
For God Finally
God is iMPoSSiBLE
to Miss THiS WaY SMiLes❣️
Faux Power and Status too that only

Truly Wears A Void Within As
Well As Faux News of Soul Real Now…

‘These Days’ There Would be an App to swipe
Left or Right to Recruit A Village as you Do Have
More than Most already Ironically As If You’ve noticed
Most all so-called Minorities Have this Majority of success
Yes, the Village Counts
Most but without
Children a Village
Doesn’t Play a Same Role
As For many Folks the Child is
No longer THE Prize but someone
to send to School and Work Where
Original Villages Have Ready Made Roles
Always stronger
the Entire
Life Span Now..🙂

Hehe.. Don’t know
About you but
Would Rather
Be Challenged
Now Like Writing
A 55,444 Word
Weekly Blog Post that
Is of No
Or Artistic
Value by
Science of
Paint by
NumBeR Rules
WHere Naked
It’s What You
Do That ‘Counts’
Whether People
Value What You
Do or Not i
Am Going to
Follow You as
i think You are
Attracts me
Most as i Don’t
Swipe Left or
‘Write’ and
Don’t Have
To Ask Girls to Dance
Not Even At 60
Happily married
To A Woman
Who Never
Ages at
50 and
i Prove that too
With Plenty of
Blog Proof as
It is When
You are
Not Looking
‘They’ Naturally
‘See’ You When You
are Just
Fun Being
You Without
Even Trying Just FLYiN




No Modern

First World

Problems of


Ease Where

There are No

Rules For Free

Hehe i don’t want
To Boast but Generally
Speaking Folks Who are
Close to me Age Very
Slow i used to
Think it was
Only Genetics
Till Katrina Came
Along Without Any
Make-up i Believe
It Comes When
Justice mixes
With A Fighting
Spirit of Love
In Truth in LiGHT
Out of DarK
For those
Who Bring
Peace With
Justice For All
SMiles You Would
Never Guess my
Sister’s Next
Is 60
With Winks
As Love Breathes
Love Ages on the
Inside out stay Love
Within GLoWinG to See
Hehe Humor Helps
So much
🖼 PainTinG Green
Outside Frames❣️🙌
Oh And Sister’s Name
Is Marie My Stepmother
Who Passed Away’s Middle
Name too as the Name
Is A Female Form
Of Michael
That Means
Like An Angel
Close to God
And Katrina
Means Pure
As Her Middle
Name Mia is Also
A Form of Michael
That Means Close
To God And of
Course the
Of my
Means Peaceful
Ruler Smiles i Chose
my Pen Name Writing
Carefully this Way
My Grandfather
The X-Catholic
Priest From
Ireland Chose
My Middle Name
Too Authur for Strong
As My Father has my
Same name as i am
A Junior assessed
To be born on His
Birthday of June
20th the Doctor
Went on
So He induced
Labor on 6.6.60
Hehe i’ve Paid a lot
Of Hell for those
3 Sixes on my
Driver’s License
As When i used
To Drink a Beer
Now And then
Still Getting
Carded at
At age 40
The Folks in
My area Reading
The Bible Literally
Were Afraid those
Sixes meant i was
Literally Related
To the Devil
Since then i’ve
Been Trying to lift
Those Veils of
Ignorance Per
The Original
Definition of
Apocalypse that
In Greek doesn’t
Mean Destroying
The Earth but
Building A
World on
Truth in Light
Away From Ignorance…
Thing is Without A
Creative Holy
Spirit Living
Within in or
Out of Church
It is Rare that
Folks without
It Have the Eyes
And Ears to Understand
The Depth of Poetry
And Parables Same
And This is
Why in
ParT Ya
Can’t Force a
Horse to Drink
Water And Some
Folks Believe
Trump Is A
i am A Sinner
For my Birthday
Literally As Such too
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD
Human Nature Doesn’t
Get Boring This Way
i Find it all
With A Prayer
For the Gift
Of Change
For indeed that
Birthday was a Real
Omen As i Met
The Devil
In Hell
Didn’t have
To search Hard
To Find Him Either
Until i Returned to Love🙏❣️
Generally Speaking NoW
Devil And Hell Have the
Same Meaning
Of ‘the
Of Love’
As ‘Celine Dion’
And ‘Mumford
And Sons’ Sings
In Hell i Waited
66 Months for
A Faint ‘Whisper
In The Dark’
Of God
Name Love
Reborn to ‘See’💨❣️

Ask all ‘His’ ‘Friends’ Now
‘His’ ‘Wisdom’ is A Ticket
to An Orange Jump Suit
(or Even Dead Pandemic
Style on 5th Avenue Keeping
HiS ONly Truth iNdeed Election
Real Promise Now)
NoT A Degree
Ya wanna
as Far
As Trump
Will See Soon
And Sooner enough;
And even if Not, the Hands
He Bites Now will be responsible
likely at the end as Who He disrespects
Most (clue: His Followers) may then be the
ones who wipe away what’s left AS there is No Escaping Nature
After they Finally See Who He Really is too as even ‘Faux News’

Erases him from

THeir Shoes too…

For THeir Same
New Dear Leader too…

Trump is
Born; He
Dies like
the Rest of Us
Now the only thing
that truly lives beyond is Love or Not…

His InvestmentS in ‘ThaT’ Ain’T LooKinG Good for Now…

And the Only Way to Save That is for Him to Find A Light in His Void;

Truly ya
Go WHere
He Truly Already is…

Void, Void, Void, Devoid of LoVE

So Storied, Gehenna, the Garbage

Dump of Soul For Real Now Within…

Oh by the way, i understand, i never really
Loved Money but it was once ‘a special interest’
enough to get enough for the rest of my Life Free…

by Age 47;
Just another
Super Power
in Financial
Ways too of course…

i don’t know about
the rest of y’all but the
Asperger’s Super Normal Powers by far outweigh
Anyone Bullying me for being different; And No
of Course there are no Smoke And Mirrors
And Lots of Red Hot Smoking Mirrors WHere
i come from for all the Evidence for all i claim too..

Ya Do what
Ya Gotta do
to Live then You BReATHE
Free; at Least the Folks who
Find a Way to Fit through the
Eye of the Needle Before With ENOUGH Camel Size Wiggle
Room With None of those Old CuLTuRaL Clothes of Paper thin Green…

The Main Difference in me Who is Nobody Special at all; don’t even
have a Real Fully Given Name Now i use is i’m Really Rich in every Way;
For When it’s True and You Come From Nothing And Stay Nothing it’s worth

A Story or two at LeasT; Hehe

For Real
with no
Deceit of Lies that Stink…

Stank Stunk TRumP AGAiN too…

A Degree of Nothing Some Folks Sadly See Value in Now

Indeed Stink Stank Stump A Degree Straight out of the Garbage

Dump of Gehenna


the Poorest
Place oF All
Devoid Soul of Love For Real…

Other than that ‘therobotlives’
enjoy your special interest of
Money as Lord Knows i guess
THere is love in all there is… We Create ourselves….

Hehe; i never Forget A Person’s Special Interest, no matter what their name is now..😉

Just Playing the Song by Celine Dion hehe; For Fair and Balanced Coverage of all the

Special Interests that




Haha imagine Trump
Being Romantic now
that takes some imagination hehe..

For i know as i am not that different than ‘him’;
but only in another lifetime now…. closer to her….


It’s what

Life is all

About Balance

For Change and Not Just Money…

Faux Power and Status too that only

Truly Wears A Void Within As Well As Faux News of Soul Real Now…

Oh, ‘The Power
of Love’ Now
Good Stuff
if You are only
Dancing And Singing
it and Not Having to Endure
all the Cortisol and Drops in Serotonin; hehe,
True that’s why ‘They’ Call it ‘Falling in Love’ and
‘Love Hurts’ Ya Drop off in Higher Potential

Temporarily, Thank God of Nature For Real;

Yes, For Real as it’s what’s Still required for
Survival of the Species, the Labor of Both Male and Female Same to Survive….

Yes, Love is my Special Interest for now; but if Necessary to survive i would
simply do what it takes to be rich the other way too again… For it’s true We
Survive First Before We BReATHE Freest only DanCinG RiSinG iN LovE NoW THAT’S LIFE

Ya Fit
in, in
As Much
as Ya Have
to; to Go to Heaven Next;
It’s sort oF AN HiSToRiCaL And HeRSToRiCaL MeMe
And THeMe SonG oF LiFE as We Make the Last Dance First..🙂

My PHD’s
Are Piled
Deeper and
Higher; my S88T is
Free for Whatever Degree oF iT Ya Want or Not..;)


SMiLes Sohair ‘Enough’ Will Be So Difficult
As that Relates to Happiness too…
So Easy To Forgive When
Enough is Enough
So Much Easier
For Thanks
Is Enough
Is Enough
For When Love
is Enough in the
Spirit of Cooperation of
Giving And Sharing For Giving
Thanks Giving Comes so Much Easier now
But indeed Life Will Be So Difficult to Achieve Enough
Particularly somewhere like Where i Live Where Competition
For More Always Graded And Pegged on a Board Higher or Lower
From School and so much earlier to Win A Video Game is the Competition
That Goes
No Where
Enough Where
The Goal Beats
the Journey that
is truly impossible to
Do as the Journey of Now
is all that exists now.. Smiles
Dear Sohair the Power of For Give
indeed comes From Strength of Thanks
Giving Same.. Wow this was so very Hard for
me to come to this place from a place too where
Anything less than Straight A’s Was Failure to me
Strangely Enough though Money And Stuff Was Never
A Goal for me
of course
i achieved
The Win Early
in Competition for
the Highest Grades so
That Became my Gold Star in
Life to Pursue yet Never Arrive to then..
As there becomes always the next Highest Grade to Achieve
The Goal instead of the Path of Enough the Journey simply now
in Effortless Flow Ironically With More Productivity than ever
For the
is the Dance
And Song of this
Present Moment Enough
Indeed of Flow a Place Now of
Autotelic Heaven that truly never ends..
the only way i could possibly ever do this
is erase all Cultural Goals From my Reach
at the
Dance Hall
the Workers and
Customers there always
encouraged me to get into the
Yearly Dance Contest for a Goal of
Winning $200 But of Course Emptying
All my Money making Empty Pockets to
Fill my Wife’s Purse up when i retired i already
knew to
Far Away
From Any
Goal to continue
Heaven now the only
Aim of Dance and Song Now
How easy it is to forgive When We
Live a Life of Enough for it’s true in this
Place there is only Do where no one Will take
Our Enough
Away From
Us for
this is the
Hurt for when
someone blames
THeir not Enough
on Someone Else
WHere otherwise
They may Attain
Enough WHere
Worst Enemies
Is Only Forgiving themselves
From No Lack of what is already
Self-Fulfilled Within the Breath of
Love only Exhaling Needing no Inhale now…
The Most Important thing is not only To Forgive
Them but totally Forgive You With Thanks Giving
too only lending more Room to For Give Thanks Giving
Even More.. For Truly There is Greater Emptiness in lack of
For Giving
Now for
When For Giving
is True For Giving
Is no Different than For Receiving Now
Other than that i Hope Your loved one Finds Enough
As You Say Happy The Gift We Find Within no one

Takes Away But Us..🙂

SMiLES A Greatest
LeSSoN To me
my HeART
to me to Give
And Keep the Same mY FRiEnD
It took me 53 Years to come to the Well
of Water always enough within
This Love
This Love
This Love Enough Now

For Giving
Again Now

Naturally as
Well Becomes Spring..🙂

Generally Speaking i Don’t Get Angry
At Folks anymore They just Disappoint
me when they Lie to themselves about Who they are…

That Truth
Dear FRiEnD
Will Be the Hardest
to do until one finds some
way to take off all the CuLTuRaL
Clothes Spoon-Fed to Us From Birth
To See Who We Truly Are Born to Be i Believe

Naked Spirit Wind of Love

Gift of Breathing Now

For When i AM A Child at 3 Before
i could Even Speak at age 4 all the
TV And School and Work i Am just
A FLoWeR CoLoRinG ACross the River
The Green of the Distant Forest close as

the Living Tree me..🙂

In this Way
Every FLoWeR
of God
NoW For Real.
Child of God Within Love
FLoWeRinG CoLoRinG Free

As a Little Child Loves Another
Little Child So Free And True

in Naked God Light

A Smile Just
A Naked Smile
With No Agenda
No Goal Just Aim Loving Now

Birds With Naked Wings Fly Over all
Cuckoo’s Nests of Troubles Dear FRiEnD
Haha i literally Flew over ‘The Cuckoo’s Nest’ (LOCKED UP)
Twice so Lucky that’s ALL iT took to Finally Arrive at Enough…

to finally figure
Out Today’s
CuLTuRE is Literally
Nuts and THAT Folks is all there is
to that as every thing About ‘Trumps’
Proves it at least where i live hehe..😉

Oh Sweet Sanity
A World Revealed For
Real by the DarK Savior
Trump SHoWinG US Who We Really

Are or Or


as far
as enough
Love comes or goes now…

WHeRE aLL Becomes Revealed
as Dark is Light in ‘TWiLiGHT ZoNE’ Now hehe
It’s true if you can’t seek a way in Hell to Find
A Tear or a Laugh You Get Stuck and Never get out now…

Do Something to
make that Lover
Laugh for
A Smile
is the Door
And A Laugh is a
Best pathway to Open up
the Doors of Forgiveness

iN THiS is also Why Now
When we make fun of
our so-called ‘Foes’
We Come closer
to Peace again
for it may be as
close as We come to
Loving them Now as at least
the ‘Enemy’ Provides a laugh

iNdeed even
Trump is
‘A Jolly
Old Fool’ this way
Just Like the Grinch
Before he is Redeeming Love Again too..

George W. Bush Who is Directly Responsible
for the Unwarranted War and Killing of Over
One Hundred Thousand Folks Close to You
Paints Pictures of Puppy Dogs Now a
First Step for
Be to finally
Pet an Animal
and Realize that
Pet is the Best Feeling in
the World And by God is ENOUGH..

One Path ‘Dog’ one only
Path of Love for
Many Males
in Places
of Toxic
Patriarchy all
of ‘Trump’ and folks
Like him Problems at core
Coming From a Lack of Love For all…


Where the only Permission to truly
Love A Brother may Be A Man in a Bible
Called Jesus the only one they feel fully free to Love…

Even if only
Story what
a Gift Jesus is to
them and of course
Man’s Best Friend Dog too…

Hehe.. i’m sort of Meandered here
Like Waves And Waters of an Ocean Free
but with you i don’t feel any need to say
i’m sorry for just being me the Water the Waves the Ocean Free..🙂

Sadly, So Many Other Folks Seem to Get Angry for me Just being who i am..

Whole my FRiEnD…

Hehe it’s not like anyone
has to Swim in the Entire
Ocean Just to let it Be Free hAha…

Where Water and Waves Understand
They Are Ocean too never complaining
About who they really Are As Truly We All
Wear Clothes of God Naked Born for Real…

How easy it is to
Forgive When
We come
to understand
We aRe Entirely
the Ocean Free Waves and Water even more..

For it is rather Silly For the Water and The Wave not
to For Give Thanks Giving For the Ocean They Stay Together

Free Whole Now

As the Tallest
Angry Waves
Will one
Day Always
For Give Thanks
Giving Becoming Ocean Calm Again
How much Higher they Rise After Fall

When Calm For Giving Now even if all they
Do is warm the atmosphere from their Ashes Burning

Returning to Star Dust Where We come From
Resurrected From Crucible Fire of Super
Nova Explosions Iron Living in our
Blood Stream From Same
Breathing Moving in Core
of our Only Home Earth True

And of course the Rest of Existence as We Are Star
FLoWeRS And Seeds Generating More Star FLoWeRS

And Seeds too if only in our Breath of Love For All

i Will Dance Sing something like ‘They’ ‘Twisted A Knife
in my Gut’ i forgive you now what Wave do ya wanna do next…

And of course in any Relationship this is why i am always

the Last FRiEnD Standing

As of course i am Best FRiEnDS
WiTHiN me Fred in FRiEnD

Breath of God in me


It’s all Just a Wonderful Fanciful Challenge MaKinG DarK iNto
LiGHT NoW i LOVE IT SO MUCH! AND i most assuredly
Feel That’s What God Loves Most too MaKinG DarK




All We have to Do is Turn the Love ON Raging Wave TAllest MOST!

And Calm While the Torrent of Fear/Hate Suffocates in Our GReaTesT Wake!

And We All
Now Hear the
Whispers oF LiGHT
iN the DarK oF LoVE
aS Even A Small FLaMe
Will Day Light An Auditorium Night!

Okay my Wave is going back out to
Sea for Now See ya Later Dear FRiEnD…

THeRE is ALWaYS Loving Company in ‘the Ocean’ (GoD) Love within..🙂

85 Months ago i set out to Describe God Is LoVE iN 8.5 MiLLioN
FREE ALWAYS NOW ONly Value Love Free Yes in FLoW With
all 13,737 Miles of Public Dance too And
Oh My God What i Seek and Find Most is

Finding i am ‘the Ocean’ Free!

Never ending Giving Sharing
Eternally Now More JusT LoVE

Whether or not
i am too Big
too ‘Sea’ for
Separated From me
for it’s true ‘they’ never
Are they Just Don’t See All of
God of Love i BREaTHE Free

WhisperS in
i Hope Love ALL ‘they’ ‘See’..:)


WaKinG At 2AM Morning Will
Dance Sing THeNoW i Woke Up…
A Rich Man… A Day… Breaking Dawn… No limits…
Putting on a New Face to Love… When all of Existence is Miracle
Magic All NaturAlly Falls into Rise of Home Place… Knight is Day As
Long As Damsel in Distress is Saved… Might Makes Right What’s Left Makes Love
Hug A Bonobo Save A Human Species too… WeaR A MasK Save A Life LifT a sMaLL
Cross… The World
The Globe
For The
Warmth of
Human Touch
Giving More Than TaKinG😊

Flow Tween
Sweet Spot
Of Anxiety
And Apathy
More Complexity
Yet Ease Of Sweet
Spot Same
More Creativity
In Productivity Ease😁

Cognitive Empathy
Stepping into the
Shoes of Others
A Talent That
Comes Through
Mostly Non-Verbal
Face-To-Face Contact
In Text With
Finely Tuned
Mirror Neurons
Now What the
Other Person
Experiences is
Reading More
Than Thoughts
The Feelings And
Senses come
First Before
Words anyway
But Again
Makes The
Best Practice
To Read HeARTS
Of Others Beyond Words😁

Just Dance
Just Dance
Just Dance
Make A Frown
Into A SMiLe
One SMiLe
On Another Face
As SMiLes Are Faces
Dancing too Yes
Dance 💃🕺

Enough Enough Oh
Enough i LoVE NoW
Enough Satisfying
Each Breath Free
Colors See
Hear to Feel🎶

Good News Most Everyone
Experiences this And Gets
Over it and are at Peace
Content Again Happy
Bad News You are
Going through it
Keep Expressing
Your Feelings
Pointing them
NoW iN A Happier
Direction Within
You at Best For
Change Love
Is Oxygen in
Balance Romance
Will Basically Be
Temporary Nuts
Yet a Natural
Part of
To Balance Again…
Do What You Love to Do..🙂

SMiLes Beautiful
Conclusion of
Verse indeed
i have Been
Love And
i Never Wanna
Suffocate Forever
Now In That
God (Love)
Burning Out
Ashes Of Soul
To Rise Again As Love
Saving Grace Carries
In The
Us Love
With God’s
Breath our
Spirit 💨 Wind🙏

Love Is For
Giving Thanks
Giving In This
Place THere Is
No WHere But Home
In Fruit Now
Of Wheat
Spirit of
Faith HeART
Trinity LiGHT Seeing Be🙏
Thanks for the Inspiration🙏
Of Verse You Breathe Now

Well, Considering What ‘They’ Say, He has 300 or so Million Dollars
Coming Due in Debt And Habitually Loses Money in HiS Business World
As HiS own HiStory SHoWS; Not Likely He will Win a Second Term And We
Will Just Have to Clean Up
The Same Kind of Mess
He Makes in His Business
World too; too bad, So many
Hundreds of Thousands of Folks
Had to Die in a Pandemic; if only We
Had Someone Who Knew How To Solve
Problems without Going into Enormous Debt at the Top;

Hmm; Pondering the
Circumstances AS
A Whole NoW Well

Perhaps, a Career
Politician Who Knows
How to Do at Least one
Job Without Getting Fired
in Debt Will Do A Better Job;
Even if they have 4 More Years
Experience in Life without 300 MiLLioN
Dollars Coming Due in Debt in the Next Four Years or so;
Definitely in Heaps of ‘Orange Stuff’ Trouble with the IRS
that could potentially Bring Just a Jump Suit of Orange Rather than

A New 70,000 Dollar
Hair-Style to Write-off;
or Consulting Fees to a
Daughter Doing a Same Job for
Him in the Debts He continues
to Accumulate; Donald Trump
Is a Circus Trick and not Even A Half
Decent Used Car Sales Person, Able to
Do a Job and stay out of Debt; Clowns
Don’t Scare me but folks who Put them in Leadership
Roles to Lead A ‘Free World’ are at least a General

Area of Concern to Study;

And Perhaps, Educate in the
Future to make Better Overall
Decisions For Folks to Support
Now to actually at Least not Suffer
Hundreds of Thousands of Needless
Deaths in A Pandemic Where Vulnerable
Folks are Becoming increasingly Expendable, Deplorably
As A Write-off For Trump And Company; Lord KnowS in

Debt ‘to the Devil’ of HiS own MaKinG AGaiN;

It’s one, two, and More things to Lose Money;

It’s Another Thing to Lose Lives;
Trump is Fixing to Get Lost;

And Someone Else will Give it A
Shot and Hopefully More of a Cure Now
Than Disinfectant of Writing-off Humans
This Go Around in National Debt…. So, Yes,

Trump is Indefensible
In The Actions He has
Personally Done that Have And Do
Lead to Tens of Thousands More in
Deaths; And that’s Just the Tip of His

Titanic Going Down now;

No, i am not Afraid
of Donald J Trump
And i surely do not
Want to Be Where He is going next…

i Knew Who That Dude Was the First Day i saw
Him; P.T. Barnum Understands Life the Similar Way…

“Phineas Taylor Barnum was an American showman, politician,
and businessman, remembered for promoting celebrated hoaxes
and for founding the Barnum & Bailey Circus” He is Noted for the quote:

“I am a showman by profession…and all the gilding shall make nothing else of me.”

Trump is A Showman; And Folks Have Bought His Show; Hook, Line, And Sinker, It Happens
As Facts Do too; Yet Some Folks Choose the Truth in Light or the Other Place in Dark; That Happens too…


i Think it’s worth noting Now And We
Will even see it in much smaller Tribes
of So-Called Primitive Human Beings as
So-Called Darwinian Competition Comes More
into Play OVER the Natural Altruistic Cooperation of
Being Human When Life is Scarcity Out of Balance as
‘Opposed’ to Abundance in Balance; Science Clearly Shows
Our Existence now, as it is very over-populated versus the Resources
We Have for Longevity of the Species; THAT Indeed, Originally, It is Our Cooperation
Not Unlike What Bonobos in Small Tribes With Each Other, Without Other Tribal Competition
In Scarcity of Resources for Base Survival, Makes For a Very Peaceful Way of life where the Barter
of Cooperation
is indeed Peace
Over Strife in Terms
of Empathy and Love
of Pleasure more than
Competition of constant discontent

The Face of Trump is ‘THE BIG FROWN’
As most definitely a Microcosm of the
Overall Failure of the Human Species to
Both LiVE iN Abundance and Balance of

Not TaKinG More than We Give…

But Again, Credit Human
Nature and Nature Overall;
We Are Just not Evolved for
Instant Gratification, Just Mostly
Hairless Apes Pulling a Lever for
Sugar or Instagram Model PhotoS HAha…

It’s Not really Funny
but always Some Will
Survive and Some Will Not;
in More Darwinian Competition
Away From Human Cooperative
Altruistic Love AND OR the other place of the Meme of Trump’s And
Adolph’s And Minions that indeed Follow the Most Despicable Leaders
in Gaslit Lies for what the Imbalance of Competition Among Human Beings
With Less Altruistic Empathy of LoVE iN Cooperation Naturally BRinGS the

Longest Standing
Reincarnation Now is
The Children And Others
We Bring into Life of Altruistic
Loving Cooperation by the Lessons
We Bring or Do Not; A Cog in a Machine
for What Society, Church, School, And Work

Overall, Teaches


Not Enough
to make Cooperation
of Altruistic Love Possible
in Cooperation Out of the Strife
Misery And SuFFeRinG that comes
From Competition in Scarcity for Subsistence;
Either Real in the Physical Environment or Illusion

of trying
to Look better
Now than the Best
‘Instagram Model’ of Life…

Hehe; my Wife doesn’t even have
to try now; as she spent her Life Poor
in Youth Climbing 40 Foot Trees, no Kidding
at 8 Years-old Picking Fruit off Trees to eat when
there was no Food or Water; Walking Everywhere She
Went; no First World Problems of Cars and no AC or Heat NEEDING REPAIR

As She Simply had NONE.

For You See She Lived Life More as it is in the Jungle Fighting for Enough
As that makes Enough, Enough Just When Your Tummy is not only Full butt


FROM actually
Working for
Every meal
and for
of Love to Appreciate too…

She Retains That Greater Human
Potential in Empirical Measurement
of Form for the Essence of the Struggle
And Adaptation for Successful Subsistence
Change, Unlocking Epigenetic Potential in
One LifeTime That Carries Far into
Adulthood as Human Potential
Unpacked From Our Evolutionary
DNA Potential Now Just for Free and

A Whole Lot of Blood, Sweat and
Tears Naturally too; Yes, indeed,
Reincarnated Like this in one life
Where Light does come from Dark
As metaphor of Pain Brings Pleasure too;

Yes, it was not me now that Loved Her so much,
alone, to Make Her this Young Forever Just Like
it ain’t Faux Magic that i Leg Press 1340 Pounds
Easily at 90 Degrees for 18 or so Reps stronger
Than Ever Before Like a Human Orangutan too;

And Hell no, i wasn’t Bragging Here; as i continued
to get Stronger at 53 from 500 thru 930 to 1020
to 1520 Pounds still at Max too; easy as a feather
Breeze Work-out to Leg Press until my Legs Fail at 18 Reps
At Age 60 Still Growing Stronger as the Record Still Shows Now
As true i’ve done more than 18 Reps Now since i went back to the Gym
just 3 Weeks ago; as i developed other ways to get stronger on Pandemic Gym Vacation…
So anyway; i already faced Death 3 times; You don’t need much attention after that it’s
kinda, enough to BReaTHE NOW AND ENJOY IT ALL AS ENOUGH FOR real as long as

Ya keep perspective of Hell too… Yes!

to make life Enough; a Little Respect is
Nice but hey, Young, i was spit on by the
First Baptist Soldier Boys in Competition
Trying to Erase Empathy Just for smiling
at the City Park; i kinda like that now
as i realize that’s why i’m 4 times
Stronger than them now; they
Just provided the Epigenetic
in Part of Challenge and i chose Victory
of Human Potential; Yes! over Vengeance


And Now too; as the Record on
This Internet Site most definitely
Completely Documents as well too;

True; We all need to work harder
at becoming more the Species We
are before in terms of ‘Reincarnation’
That is real before the metaphor of the
‘Apple’ Before We Become the Tools we Make

of the
We aRe;

Oh my God, it’s all STaRTinG
to make Sense/FEEL; The Power
of Love; not only Reincarnated
in Human Being but Reborn now As Real!

But You See, i am a Tree and The Forest
Able to See Before and After ‘the Apple’ too…

Of course, ironically, only for the Tools Humans
Create; Yet, i Master, no Slave; as i remain Naked Free

On a Wing too..;)

Enough Evidence has Been Provided on the Case-Study of my
50 Years and 5 Months Old Wife; hAha; no, i wasn’t Just SHoWinG
off my ForTune of Marriage (i was doing that too); i was providing ‘the

Evidence’ Before ‘my Theory’;

Just Philosophizing
of Course but True
to get to the Details
of Proof You often must
See the Forest Before the Trees and Simply
Be ‘the Apple’ of Before and After too; Yes
Understanding Metaphors helps too…

And MaKinG
New ones
is Required
for Anything
New That hasn’t
Been Observed before to ‘see’…

Even Shakespeare Created New Words
of Literature to relate Essence in Form of
Symbols to Mutually and Consensually relate
only at a later Date as the Target Audience comes
Well After the Story is Delivered; depends on how far

ya wanna


in the
Next Unexplored

Rabbit Hole to Finally Enjoy
the Green Pill of JUST ENOUGH ETeRNaLLY NoW;

REBORN, enjoying a Green Pill of Heaven now JusT
Enough, Just Enough, the Trinity of ‘JusT ENough NoW’

And oh,
of Love’;
By Celine
Dion too;
The Human
Real Super Power
but only in Balance
of Abundance With Enough
Scarcity at Least Self-Manufactured

Now For Real to

Keep ‘Honey Gold’

And Bees
That keep
For Queens
to Become Kings too…

Yeah; THere is a Lot of
Reincarnation for Real
in these MetaphorS HeaR i BRing…

And True, Ya can’t See the Forest
If ya only LiVE iN a ‘Twitter World of Trees’;

Where ‘TL: DR’, is NoT EXacTly ‘A Badge of Achievement’…

techstepgenr9tion, You Do the Forest And
The Trees too; i always Listen to all you Say..

i take Notes; i watch the Videos; as You are
unlike anyone here; Those are the ones i Seek

And Find ‘Best’…

‘Oral Traditions’ Always New Don’t Really
Read They Dance And Sing Free At Best…

And By the way, per the Specific Theme Song,
“The Power of Love”, it’s True i Heard
A Group of Bonobos Singing This Song
and they Did not Have to Say a God DaM Word…

God Is Not A Word

Love Is Not A Word

Human Is That Same Word

Meh; FoR Me aT LeasT i am GolD At

Beginning End of Rainbow Now Real;

Hint: Love More Than A Word Like ‘Man’

And Much More Than Just a ‘Son’ of ‘That’… “A Word”….

Words Have
Incarnated our
Essence into Words
A Tool More than Breath oF LoVE
And Love That Is Also A Tool of Breath…

i Stand Reincarnated Here in Words;
Do You Doubt This Very Truth before ‘Your’ Eyes?

(Rhetorical Question; JusT A Philosophical
Meandering Wave Water Ocean SaMe)

And Meh; i just changed my ‘Soul’ on the
MeMe TheMe Song; Let’s Do “Genesis Ch.1. V.32″…

As Obviously EVeR
ParT of Existence
That continues to
BReaTHE NeW Change
Does now the Reality of All Change NoW.

Every Now IS Reincarnated NOW; Haha;

We ALWaYS Come Back Different Now;

Yet Strangely Enough, Folks Call God a Man
And Dictate to “HiM” the Only SaME Way “He:

Will Come Back


With No

Will of Change Now

At All, No Will of God That’s Real the
Reality of Change Best in Balance Now;

On top of that Everyone Sees Differently ALWaYS NoW;

It’s an Oxymoron to BRing Anyone Back the SaMe NoW;

LooKinG Forward to a Pope or a Priest Who Will Keep up with

‘my God Head’


Now too…

As We All

Do Now

For Real…

It Stands to
ReaSon if ‘they’
Can’t underStand
Me They don’t understand God;
Quite LiterAlly of Course in Terms of Love For All too…

iN Change;

Again Best in
Balance ‘Nature (God’S) Rule
Like the Eye of a Hurricane Dancing Singing Free too…

Never Running Out of Air to Grow as Long as
the Environment is Challenging Enough too

For Human Hurricanes at least as
‘Real Hurricanes’ Require More
Clear Weather Environment

for Greatest Potential…


Change Now

THereFore THere
By Genesis CH.1. V.33

And so on too…

NoW And YeS even

Sooner too as ReMeMBeR
TiMe, DiStance, And SPace
And Even MaTTeR May Be iLLuSion too…

A Best Way to Answer A Question is to Answer it First…

(Who’s That Girl)

Just Evidence for more
That Nature of Nature that is
God Nature in us for Real in
Potential More Now of Change…

i Always Tell People My Wife is Evidence For
the Greater God Nature Potential Living in us…

i usually don’t get past 280 Characters as of course
the Modern Human Attention Span is Science assessed
As Less than 3 Seconds; yes, Literally Less than a Gold Fish;
Thing about Climbing 40 Foot Trees is if you don’t Focus in Flow for

the Duration; not unlike any other Monkey in a Tree Top or Bird

Soaring Toward Clouds in the Sunshine Sky YOU FALL DOWN…

INDEED, many lessons HeaR to Harvest for those who ‘See’ MORE…;)

HAha it helps
to ‘Really’ ‘KNoW’ Folks
in so-called ‘High’ places too..;)


i Must Ask myself
What is More
My Window
Or Inside my
Home Is What
And Do
Not So i
Married the Night
Merrying the
Day nothing
Toss Out
With SMiLes💨

A Feral Tom Cat’s Prayer

Truly, i Love Laying in ‘Your
Lap’, ever Since You Had my
‘Nuts’ Removed As i Searched
Far Away For Nature’s Greatest ‘Pray’…
Call of the Wild, Scent in the Air, of Spreading
My Wild Free Love Even More Miles and Miles

i Traveled


of Nature Free,
So Wild And Free Forever Now…

Do Me a favor, Isn’t there anything
Better to Watch on TV than STUFF
With NO SMELLS; Ugh, this is boring,
i could Sleep Forever, and Not even
Travel Miles for “Kitty Fever Gone Wild”…

Anyway, as a Human Feral Cat, Now i Enjoy a Mix
of Domesticated And Wild; and if it Wasn’t for that
Feral Tom Cat, i Partially Tamed in my ‘Home’, Who
Taught Me to Hear the Call of the Wild again,

i’d still
Cat too…

Trust me or not, 7 Years
of Wild From Domesticated is 70 Times Greater
Than 53 Years of Lap Cat Hire; hehe, Now As

A ReTiReD Feral Wild Cat, Truly Fresh As New;

Just Call Me Yellow Boy 2, Rather Be A Lion
or Even A Lioness Than Just A Lap Cat Again…

“Prufrock laments his physical and intellectual inertia, the lost opportunities in his life and lack of spiritual progress, and he is haunted by reminders of unattained carnal love. With visceral feelings of weariness, regret, embarrassment, longing, emasculation, sexual frustration, a sense of decay, and an awareness of mortality, “Prufrock” has become one of the most recognised voices in modern literature.[6]”

Surely, “The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock” By T.S. Eliot
Is Reminiscent of the once or never Feral Cat
Lost in Its Innocence Away from A Call of the
Wild To Really Feel
And Sense
of the
of the
Storms of
Nights Becoming
Daybreaks Of Howling Winds
Of Roaring Lions Once Lived;
Smiles, kraftiekortie, such a
Soft Domestication, i Lived
for 53 Years, to
Feel the
of the
Wild to
Breathe the
Night Storms
of the Day Free
Dam Sure Beats 16
or 21 or 33 at 60 My FRiEnD
It’s Like This 247 Pounds of Dude
Literally assessed as Floating on the
Sands of Beach in Athletic Shoes in Reverse
as i’ve been Practicing a Dance That More Closely
Flows all my Body Parts like a Galaxy Spiraling and all along for
7 Years i’ve found More and More Balance as truly what i find in
That Calm Is
Laser Focus
Crystal Clear
the Still Before
A Cat Strikes Now
No Different than
A Hurricane’s Calm
Eye and All the Force
Indeed Grace And Peace
Brings When All Fear is Gone and Dead; Nah,
It wasn’t until Then that i understood the Benefit
of Black Holes Powering Our Galaxies and Calm
Eyes of Hurricanes Powering the Forces of Ten
Thousand Nuclear Bombs; of course, the Eastern
Metaphor of this is Chi; But It is also Flow of No Fear Rising As Peace…

They Don’t Teach it in the United States At School, Or Work, or Home;

And Most Definitely Not Any Christian Church i’ve Seen For Sure here;

i suppose that Tear i had Reading the ‘Call of the Wild’ by Jack London

Somewhere Deep Down Told me, what i was missing out on at 16 Years-old…

It’s Truly An Ageless, Timeless, Distance-less, Space-Less State of Being



So Much
Closer Now
to Reality, indeed,
And Understandable
Why Folks Used Various
Metaphors through HiStory
Who attain this Flow of Being
As the Kingdom of Heaven Within…

And Oh Lord, So Many Other Metaphors too…

Meanwhile, Folks Continue to tell me i need ‘Him’….

Smiles, ‘Him’, is the Cat Ready To Pounce on the Mouse;

‘Him’ or ‘Her’, is the Mouse, So Still; ‘Hoping’ Not to Catch the


of the Cat…

Prey or
Is in the
Focus and Flow Most…
How We Forget the Call
of the Wild that is “Perfect Peace”…

It’s An Interesting Feeling Taking A
Dance Floating in Reverse in Sands
on a Beach Watching The Domesticated Humans Walk By;

i Suppose it’s what a Bird Feels Looking Down on Humans that

are so sure they are

High and Mighty;

It is the
That Inherits
the Earth; Either
Prey or Predator in
Laser Focus of Flow Without Fear…

Smiles, surely if ‘Trumps’ Feels my Soul
For the First Time in ‘His’ Life ‘He’ Would Truly Feel

For i understand me once too From a Distance in a Prison

of Domesticated Cat Slave; Dogs Have Been Bred More Domesticated
Than Even Humans; Cats Retain Much of their Feral Nature; And indeed,
Science Shows that Humans Who Return to A More Undomesticated Life
Develop Bones, Ligaments, Tendons, and Muscles as Dense And Strong as Orangutans;

Smiles, of Course Remembering Where i come from, i ‘See’ A Similar Faint Existential
Angst of Other Males of Every Age; not quite understanding What they are missing in Life…

it’s practically Now
A Miracle someone
As Domesticated,
Soft, and Civilized,
As i Was, Released My Inner Beast of Free;
Yet Still Civilized Now As Ever As Even Wolves
Interact With Each Other More Cooperative in the Wild…

It’s Not So much Growing Old; it’s More Losing It from not Using It…

Our Inside/Outside Cats have almost Always Lived Close to 20 Years,
Active all the way through; our only Domesticated Cat Developed Diabetes
At 8 and Couldn’t Lift Himself Up to the Litter Box by 10 Years-Old; Smiles,

And the Call
of the Wild;
of Nature
in us same as
Higher Force of ‘God’
to Attain; Sadly one can’t
get it in a book alone or by reciting
a Magic Heaven Recipe for after a dirt nap;
or Worshipping Symbols of this or that and
Never Finding Essence of Wild And Free For Loving Real…

Smiles, i am almost Solely Using Instructions to Get through
the First 53 Years of Life, Ripping Up those Pages Does Set me Free;

Just Looking Farther than the Sky Within, for the Call of the Wild Reborn Free Loving Life…

‘The Cat’ in the Backyard Now, Doesn’t Just Own the Forest; ‘He’ Is the Forest; ‘He’ Has No Questions that ‘He’ is All…

Smiles, We’ve Had Cats Wander Up to Us As Strays, as i have all my life; interestingly, Since the Last Cat Taught
me the Call of The Wild as a Yellow Boy From the Woods, Nature hasn’t Sent me more ‘Teachers’, i needed the most


It’s True, A Small
15-Pound Yellow
Boy Cat Was the Savior
of My Wild And Free Loving Soul…

It’s Highly Unlikely that if i hadn’t been
Shut-in my Home for 66 Months, i would
have ever Noticed my Savior; as i missed
the Message all the Other Outside Cats Brought…

Remembering, the Gravity of that Gift, A Tear Will
Surely Escape as Breath Again….

Smiles, Where i am From
in ‘Trump Town USA’
Boys Didn’t Even
Get to Smile
In School;
And Poetry
Was surely
Not Studied;
i’m sure i could have
Found a Class in College;
The Closest i got was Philosophy
Class; i neither Liked or Understood
Poetry at all; And For the Life of me then,
i couldn’t Understand How my Dear Mother
Wrote it So Neatly in Shapes Starting in her 50’s;
But it’s True, She Studied Poetry; i still haven’t really
Had an Opportunity, ‘officially’, except for ‘Cliff Notes’ ‘Here
And There’, Brought to my Attention in Quotes Where Folks
Are Just Using the Writings to Highlight How they Deeper Soul Feel…

It’s True though, in 8th Grade, i Won a Heart-Felt Christmas Story Contest out
of Two Homerooms of 80 Kids; I had no Idea How i did it; the words Just flowed out…

And then in College in a Philosophy Class, A Similar Experience and Now for 7 Years and
1 Month…

i never Could Compose Anything original on the Piano, until a Similar Experience Happened at 47…

And then the Words Came at 53, Just Flowing, really Starting first a Bit that Magic Feeling Welling
Up Within on February 28, of 2013; Inspiring me to Start Blogging, and then the Same Feeling A Deep
Spirit Within Welling up a Free Verse Dance As i Describe Floating on Terrestrial Land Now 13,766 Miles…

Smiles, Kraftie, the First 33 Months, i spent on this Site, Writing 4 Million or So Words, Overall, Every
Day Just to Escape Pain, starting with Just a technical List First too, is what took me to Releasing
A Creative Spirit Within again; In College, i Checked Out a Book at the Larger College after
i experienced that Creative Spirit in the Philosophy Class that was Titled ‘Creativity’;
i never got around to Reading it after Checking it out 20 times, Just didn’t
have the Focus to do it; as it wasn’t a Requirement for School; Like the
Stray Cats that Wandered into Our Yards all my Life

It’s truly the Same as the Creativity;
It’s A Gift of Nature And
You Enjoy it as Long
as it comes;
i’ve Developed
A Science now to Keep
it that works for me keeping
me in Heaven Flow and More Productive,
Overall Now than every any period of my Life;
Healthier, Happier, Stronger, and even with
New Online Friends who have lasted Years;
my Mother Had Cards on Her Book Case
Each Christmas; i always wondered
How She Kept Touch with Friends
The Way She Did; It’s Like
the Poetry, it came
From Her
And Folks
that Spirit Back to her…
i can’t put into words the
Gravity of a Poetic HeART;
It surely isn’t Science Doing
it; but there are ways to Keep it;
The Dance is really now the Driving
Force for the Flow to stay lit-up; Yes,
And Nature Always the Inspiration Nature Breathes in me..:)

Smiles, Thanks, Kraftie, i will Surely Relate
to “Danse Russe” By William Carlos Williams
too; For It’s true With or Without Cultural
Clothes, When i Dance In Nature Alone
i am surely Never Truly Alone
At Best i Get Along
With My Soul
And Other
too but not
Always In Reciprocating Now
That Way and that’s Okay too;
For When You are Your Own Best
FRiEnD You Are Nature’s FRiEnD
And Truly in this place THere
is No Separation to ‘See’
At Least When the
Dance is the
Our Earth
And the Song
is simply The Breath
That Comes With Existence
Eternally Now; but of Course
in the Experience, There need be no Words;
But of Course my Fingers Are Dancing Nature
of Any
Cultural Clothes in
Think For the Song Brings
The Words Before the Words Hit the Page
And i do believe this is how Our Mind
Works At Essence in Flow of
Water Wave
The Air
i Breathe
Free of course
For Form Always
Comes As Essence Flows..
The Theme Song Here is nothing
Planned that relates to what i am Singing
But The Dance Stills Fits in to The Song As it Comes..:)


God Is Love
God Is Free
To Be All That Is
And Is Yet to Be
DarKNeSS PaSSinG Welcome
to A New Age of ‘The Child’ TrutH iN LiGHT DarK iN LiGHT AeoN NeW

2020 The Year The Truth And The Lies Live And Let Die ReVeaLeD For
All to See Lifting Ignorance VeilS iN Deed The Trump Apocalypse

Hopefully All It Will Take Is A Vote to Remove HIM From 5th Avenue
Living Happily Ever After NOT Killing So Many Others And LOVE

Trust me or Not THE Grim Reaper is Leaving Shot Himself on
5th Avenue While Shooting Everyone Else With Karma Ignorance

It’s Worth Noting The Last Time The Grim Reaper Made An
Appearance At My Home Is Halloween 2016 thru Now…
(Literally An 18-Foot Blow-up when Halloween Is only 1 day a Year in 2016)

Ya Can And Will Lie All Ya Want Call Man A God But What You’ll Never Do is
Escape Lightening Then

Thunder of God Nature

SMiles i am Particularly
Inspired by ‘YouR’ Verse
Related to the Freedom
Of Birds Without
Worry Smiles
God Surprises
me Every Now
With Change New
To Explore Now
i Find it Sad that
Some Folks Believe
They are the ones
Exclusively Who
Will Tell God
What to
Do… to Be
Clear i am the
Man in ‘The Photo’
Not the Beautiful
Woman Yes Who
Still Now Does
Not Age at 50
A Side-Effect
Of Love And
Freedom Still
i Have Enough
Experience in
Life now at
60 Years-Old
For the Wisdom
That overall Women
Understand and
Practice Love
Genius Still
Compared to
Men Yet Overall
Christians Still
Would Surely
Not Accept it
If Jesus Comes
Back as A Woman
As the Church i Visit
Each Week still Remains
In the Darkness of
Not allowing
To be
How many
Men Have You
Met with their
Eyes Full of
Love For
All NoW
i Believe
That Answers
The Question
How God Will
Choose to Come
Back at least as
That Divine
Of Love…
For it’s True while
i Still Leg Press 1340
Pounds 18 Reps.. i haven’t
Met a Man Yet Who
Understands it
Is the
Of Love
That Allows
Me to do it so
i Wonder if they’ve
Ever Really Seen
God’s Face
Breathe so Easy… Now
‘JeSuS’ Lives Wherever
Love Lives Rarely Do
i Find That Breath
Where i Live
And Rarely
Among Men
In The
Jesus Will
Come Back
As A Bird Or
A Woman
Believe the Bird
For they Will
Tell God What
God Must
Do God
Is Love
God Is Free
To Be All That Is
And Is Yet to Be
Smiles Maybe
More one
Day too Now
From The Boy
In School Who
Was Bullied by
Then For
And Bullied
As A Man
For Being
Too Nice
Always The
Strongest Man
Who Refused to
Harm in Return…
i Know Better
i Will
Wear a
Mask to
Save Lives
And i Will Not
Support A Man
Who Will
By Not
A Sacrifice
That Small
Not Even A
Sacrifice That
Could Save His
Own Life God
Keeps Score my
FRiEnD And Love
Breathes WHere it Does
Free Harming The Least
Loving The Most
As Here
In THere
Relates Now
To No Separation
WHere Gratitude is
Endless Miles In SMiLes


Yawn, My Only Job is To Show What Heaven Looks Like; EternAlly NoW
ALWaYS A Within Job to Seek And Find; Couldn’t Give It Away If i Tried…

If, i Can’t Teach A Priest A Necessity Of Requiring MaskS In Church
No More Than Teaching ‘Trumps’ I’m Basically Devil Dealing Again

‘That’ Is WHere Folks Like Trumps Come And Go Serving DarK Up
iN Heaven NoW As There Will Be A Next HeLL LoVE Taskmaster too…

True Not Like A Romans 10:9 Recipe True Without A Bit of Hell Left
iN Heaven Ya Get Something Else But A Perspective of Heaven Now

STiLL Satisfied With The JeSuS Love All With Least Harm Rule So
All Right Left For me to Do Is Show Ya What Heaven Looks Like Now

Other Synergy of 18 Life Threatening Disorders 66 Months From
Wake to Sleep Just Icing On the Rest Of The Pain And Numb Cake

Admit Enduring Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Then For 66 Months
Assessed Worse Than Literal Crucifixion Wake to Sleep Challenging

It’s True Back In 2013 Quietly Yet Clearly i Publicly Blogged in
the Usual State of Ecstasy That The Law of Love Is


Even Folks Close To You Will Practically In Effect Now
Never Age In Beauty Regarding Wives Reaching 50 In Bikinis…

You’ll Notice Things Like Getting Stronger Without Trying to; And
Improving Eye Vision When You Reach 60 As Everything Improves

Don’t Worry If Ya Happened to Read About An Experience of Heaven
NoW ONce You Arrive All Cross-Cultural Metaphors Make Sense

How Do We Capture LoVE ETeRNaLLY NoW Free
Clue: We Do Not This Love Captures All Of ‘You’

Truth Is Force of Real MaGiC in Peace, Victory,
Love, Blood Breathing Stars Is Beyond
All Reason of ‘SKiN Deep SoUL’

Been Trying to Explain Science
of Everyday Miracles But i Will Tell
You This They Don’t Come From
Any Place But Pure Love Within

As Surprised as i am in Every Day
Miracles That After 6 Months Away from
the Gym Leg Pressing 1340 Pounds Easier Than Ever Before

Yes Considering as Many Hours i Spend in Front of Screens Writing
Practically A Miracle at 60 Left Eye Improving from 2040 to 2025

In 2019 For the First Time Since 2008 My Right Eye
With the Same Corrective Lenses to 2025 from 2030

10.02.2020 Pleasantly Surprised at Annual
Check-up Right Eye Improved to 2020
from 2025 and Wow Left Eye

Improved 2025 from 2040

Harvest Full Moon; Bed, Bath, And Beyond SALE
October 1st Surprise Indeed oF A NeW AGE
BLaCK FRiDaY NeXT IF iT Comes at all…

Just When The World Tries To Convince
You Love Is Dying A Star Lights Up This Room

For Giving
Love Left
Standing Breath🎶🌊

For Giving
Love Left
Standing Breath🎶🌊


Keeps Your
Shores Expanding
Waves Freeing Falling
Day And

Writing Avenues
Of Our Souls
Streets Gold
Without Paper Green..🙂

Smiles Calm Hurricane
EYes Black Holes Powering
GalaxieS NoW As Wind Force
Hurricane Being 10,000 Nuclear Bombs Force
iN Winds Waves Storming Overall Ocean Water
Cat Is Totally Silent
Laser Focus Still iN
‘Chi’ For Strike
to Survive Next
In Flow Light
As Mouse
Prey Against
Predator To Become Dark
Invisibly Still Silent Blending
iN ESCaPinG Prey Yes Indeed
Balance of Silence Is Golden
And A Most Powerful Force
Dance And Song Yet to Come

“Painting with all the colors of the wind”, Ava, Lyrics
From the Movie “Pocohantas” as My Wife, Although
She is Half Pacific Islander, Looks Very American
Indian And Actually Is Mistaken For East Indian
And Mexican And Just About Every
Country Where the Humans
Are A Bit More Tan
Than Northern
European Like
Me Mostly Now
Although.. Yes i Do
Have Ancestors from
South India And Even
Nigeria from the 1800’s
As my 23andMe Chromosome
Test identifies But yes only 1.6 Percent
As the Rest Is Northern European… my Grandfather
An X-Catholic Priest born in Ireland… Next stop
United States in the 1930’s.. Anyway.. We Will
Surely Paint the Colors of the Wind in
Every Way We Dance And Sing
Free.. and My Goodness
Scientist Simon
Baron Cohen
Maps Now 412
Human Emotions
Just From Our Different
Facial Expressions We
Communicate to Each Other
And When We Add All our
Communication That Sings
Our Vocal Chord Strings
And Beats the Drum
of our HeARTS We
Map and
These Newer Emotions
Sensory Integrating Life too..
How Beautiful Life Will Be Now
Better in Touch With Emotions
We Experience And Even New
Ones We May Still Experience
Yet to Grow Specific Mapped Names Now..🙂

SMiles Read Your
Words Just After
We found out
My Step Mother
Like Wings
They Helped
Lift me Up Thanks🎶😊

Smiles there Are Days
The World Doesn’t Seem to
Love A Lamp That Shines
But When
Is Love
There is
No Other
Light to Shine..
And Being Just
Shade with
No Lamp
is surely
BReaTHiNG Free..🙂

SMiLes i can’t Remember my Mother Really
Ever Telling a Lie.. i was not Close to my Father…
But really i can’t Remember Him telling a Lie Either…
About Half of the Women i’ve ever known have confided
in me that they Were Sexually Abused by a Close Family
Member in Childhood So it
Surely may Be More
Prevalent than
Actually Studied…
Growing Up With a Parent
That is Trust Worthy in every
Way Brings So Much More Faith
And Love About the World Whole
Other Folks Continue to Suffer the
Rest of their Life and Sadly The Cycle
Repeats itself in Generations to come
Until Somehow Someway Someone Breaks
The Vicious Life Cycle Again…That Takes a Lot
of Support and Understanding and with issues like
BorderLine Personality Disorder Some Clinicians
Give Up As they Just can’t Figure Out a Way to Help…
I’ve heard some really
Horrible Stories too
Horrible to repeat
Where Humans
Without Empathy
Tend to Create Nightmares
Not Imaginable Before and then
There Are Others Creating Beyond
Rainbow Color Dream’s Fruition
In More to See… How Fortunate
Those Coming From Rainbow places..
NoW… Smiles Until i was about
18.. i was mostly in
The Dark about
Like that’..
The Colors of Closeness
in Just Hot Chocolate Shared
in the Stadium of A Fall Night
in the Stands Sitting Close at A Football
Game.. was so much more colorful and Lasting
Then than A Grinding ‘Bootie Dance’ Forced upon
one in a Dance Hall Now… Smiles.. About the 70’s
Were the End of any Potential for such Innocence in

the United States…

Smiles.. i’m Glad
i learned so many
Colors of Love First
So Much Deeper than Skin Deep….

The Other Colors And Shades of Grey Serve a Purpose
But the Deepest Colors of Love Last practically forever now..🙂

A First Form of Human Innate Reciprocal Social
Communication Dancing Back A Future i 🎶 🕺😁

Naked And Intertwined Beauty
Of Traditional Marriage Still
Bride And Groom HuWoMaN

Essence Form

Heaven Is So Much More Than
Pull YouR JackBoot Straps Up…

Sadly It Will be As Difficult to show
Folks Heaven Exists Now Within
As What Some See as Invisible Disabilities

Been Injured like ‘this’ Multiple Times over the Years Just
work through it slowly and surely back to Full Speed Again in Recovery

All The Blood Sweat And Tears of Dance and no i did not cry in ‘either
injury’ hehe.. as Physical Pain doesn’t bother me that much

Moral oF A STory Love iT All Grow Your Teeth and Claws
Bare Them Use them ONLY when Necessary too…

Our Aggression and Sensuality Otherwise known felt
and sensed as our Shadow is Core to All Survival in Struggle

In Other Words if You Don’t Learn How to Play with Your Temper You May Lose it

On the Other Hand Without Mastery of the Sensuality of Your Shadow You
May Cross Borders with Other Folks You Should Not

In Regard to ‘His’ ideas of Torturing
Jesus coming Cross the Border
And Shooting Him And ‘Maria’

Don’t Worry Be Happy Don’t
Fear Hate Injure And Maim
Yeshua Says According to
John and Friends He
ALWaYS Forgives ALL

i could have easily been a Lawyer
Judge and Jury Convicting Christians
For What they Profess to Believe so Easy these days

i Believe in Beatitude Teachings of Jesus
so i really will not send anyone to
Hell or Even Suggest Anything

But Forgiveness Exists

True i Do Not even have to
Join a CiRCuS hehe.. i am ‘A ‘
Living Essence of A Circus Now

Colors of Life Make Change
Fall Makes Winter Spring With Green
Leaves Rise And Fall the Same Feeding
New Life to Come Differently Ever Now True
Oops Left
Out Summer
It Does Get
Very Human
And Hot Where
i Live Oh How i Love
Fall Autumn’s Relief of Summer
And Yes it Does Get Humid too…

Without Love
A BooK iS oNly
A Page of A Cover
Flame Arises
Dies As
Long As Rose
Rises THoRNS
FLoWeRS Whole Breathe

It’s Nice to Fly Through
The Air With Love
Dear FRiEnD
SoHaiR With
All That Breathes
LoVE iN You So Free

Matthew 4:17 Per the Kingdom of Heaven at
Hand… Looking above the Birds Will Precede
Us… Yes Looking Below the Fish of the
Ocean Will Precede We Paraphrased
Now From the Gospel of Thomas
Locked Away for Almost
2,000 Years not Copied
by Scribes for Centuries
Yet Still Very True to Much
of the Revised Versions of the
New Testament to Date For True
the Kingdom of Heaven is Within
And the Dance And Song of Your
Words in Flow Surely Reflects this Best
Part i Discern as Your Soul and of course
Anyone else’s Too for Souls Reflect the Waves
of the Ocean this Way As Above So Below Spiraling
Arms of Galaxies too As Surely Alpha Thru Omega Means All
is Whole
NoW And
This Way it’s
Just that Some
Folks Don’t Look Within
Enough to Find this Kingdom
With No Time, Distance, Space or
Even Matter Separating Us from an
Actual Feel And Sense One With All that is God Nature
Now to: Eternity MoRE NoW..🙂

The ‘Democrats’ Did the ‘Conservative Thing’ to Wear Masks And Social
Distancing To Save Harm, Injury, and Potential Death to Other Members
Of Their Species; ‘Original Conservatives’, Live Their Lives This Way at Core
of What
Means; Keeping
The Species Safe and Alive;
Smiles; Up Is Down And Down
Is Up, ‘These Days’ at Least;
‘Republican’ More
Now More
in Respecting the
Basic Sanctity of Life Standing Up Now;
Forest Thick Face PalmS, iNdeed Now;
Nothing to Celebrate But Revelation
of Human Ignorance Revealed in
A Real Apocalypse Per Original
Greek Definition of Lifting
the Veils of Ignorance;
In This Case What
Are too Weak
to Lift A Tiny Cotton
‘Cross’ Mask For Such a
Small Sacrifice to Save A Neighbor’s
Life From Harm, Injury, And Even Death For Real;
By God ‘JeSuS’ Will Be Rolling Over In ‘His Tomb’,
Hopefully Not Laughing At Trump’s Ill Fortune;
Just Rolling Away Stones oF iGnorance Even more;
But Of Course, No One Has To Be Special to See How


Deceit in Light

Eventually Falls

In Dark to See ‘Light’;

Oh, How the So-Called High
And Mighty Fall to the Smallest
of MeeK iN Earth inDeed too Small to See…
For Ignorance With No Cognitive Empathy

For Other Shoes to Feel…

Ya Play With Fire
Long Enough
Reckless, Ya
Get Burnt; It’s
The Law of Balance;
The Law of Nature;
Change For LiGHT;
Ignorance iN DarK;
Yet, Still Some Will Remain
‘The Stubborn Horse’ Who Won’t
Drink the Water From the Well
in ‘His’ Last Breath of Dehydration Love;
The Song’s Longer Than These Words But
Indeed, This is kind oF A ‘Perfect Storm’ And A ‘Dark Horse’ True…
It’s True, Mess With Mother Nature; Let Her Down; SHe’LL Leave Ya ‘Cold As A Freezer’…

Best to Make Nature Ya ‘Aphrodite’ And One YA Love Most in Balance To Survive and


i Don’t Take Any
Delight In Anyone’s
Suffering; But On the
Other Hand, Nature
Doesn’t Give an
F How
Cry When ‘She’ Bites Back FOR REAL
in smallest Ways Meek With BiGGEST BiTES NOW,
Inheriting Flesh And Blood Human Souls too small to see too…

Sadly People Value
What They don’t
Wanna Do over
The Literal
Life of
Lack of
From Young
For Others
Sadly So…
SMiLes i
Keep my
Social Distance
Only when necessary
From Ignorance
Of Love and
Oh Yeah
A Good
Boy still
When it
Comes To
Caesar’s What is
His i Surely Don’t need…
Other than That the
Tax Laws Here are
Now A Big
Give away
At least
For Folks
Who Don’t
Buy Mansions
And Yachts And
With Good Tax
Loop Hole
Pay Nothing
And Of Course
Only Motivation
Now to take Health
Care away from
20 Million
All Now for
Purpose of
More Greed
But it seems
At A Party to
Celebrate that
Prospect the so-called
Top of the Heap of that
Is Falling to their own
In Deed
There is God
And Karma
Of that
Plays no
Human Games
Of Greed And Hoard🎶🌊

Note: Hell January 19th, 2008
Thru July 19th, of 2013; Yes, Precisely 66 Months..
Not Even A Man in the Moon Back Then Just Nothing

i HavE ONE FRiEnD Who Never Goes Away This IS Why i LiVE iN Heaven And Hell


It’s Worth Noting that ‘the Bible’ (TM)
is Written Over Thousands of Years
by Innumerable Ghost Authors; Many
Greek Writing Romans; Scribes Across
Centuries Making Copying Mistakes and
Intentional Changes by Hand; What
Remains is Our Humanity Now;
Our Human Nature
As Classically
That Hasn’t
Changed Much For Thousands
of Years; but What Does Change
Continuously in Co-Creation is All the Cultural
Tools And Other Words That Become our Clothes;
Yes, It’s Safe to Say We’ve had Great Tribulations AS
Humanity And Cultures So Different In Past/Future/Now
to Come Again/Go As Heroes And Villains And those Who
Follow Either
Or Or Both
We All
Sow, Hand-
In Hand; My ‘Only’
Suggestion, is to Write
A ‘New Poem’ otherwise
Life Gets Trapped in a ‘Book’;
Better Yet, Just Dance And Sing
Free As A Bird On A Wing For they
Are surely Flying Free ‘Right’ Over All THiS HuMaN
CR8P, Still ‘Left’ Over now; Other than THaT, The Science
of Language Shows All Human Words Are Metaphors
For Essence We Believe And Understand Mutually And
Consensually to exist;
There are Unlimited
Views of All Words
That Come And Go;
to Set them in Concrete
And Call them a one way
Road is Like Pretending Human Beings
And Flowers Never Change Colors Now;
But Go Ahead, Whatever one Will Color

Differently or not next…:)

THere Ain’t No ‘Tribulation’
in my Back-Yard except
For the Occasional Scuffle
Among Squirrels, Fighting for
SunFlower Seeds We Provide;
Quiet Frankly, If they Weren’t
Getting their Seeds on Our ‘Dole’,
hehe, they’d Probably Be Getting along
Together Better And Not Populating Our

Neighborhood more…

A Greatest Tribulation
Humans Make continually
now is the Domestication of all
That is Wild And Free in Balance Now…

Indeed, We ‘Squirrels’ Still Reap what We Sow..:)

Get Out of Balance With Nature, And Pay the Price of that ‘Disorder’
NDD Nature Deficit Disorder; Truly GDD God Deficit Disorder Same;

Folks who
What Feeds
them Freely;
Will Never Understand
‘Their True

in or out
of Balance now..:)

But You See Not Unlike DJT All Your Will All Your
Choice Love Still Patiently WaitS oN You Dead 💀 Or Alive 🦅

So At The Wedding Of The Bride Of The Lamb Did You
Come Unmasked SHoWinG YouR True Nature Yes

Humans Willingly ReVeaLeD Freedom of Love Some
Wore Masks Loving Their Neighbors Some Failed The JeSuS Task Coming Unmasked

So on The ‘8th Day’ October Of 2020 ‘God Nature’ Separates Human Chaff From Wheat

Harvest Moon

Without Fibers Of
Shadows, Colors
oF Light
Of Life Just
NumBeRS Alone
Mechanical God



Only Machine


Colors i Bleed

Happy THorns Rose
Bud FLoWeRS DancE SinG
🥀 🥀 🌹
Letters in 📖 📚 Books🎶😁

SMiLes From WHere
i stand This Garden of
Eden is As Beautiful
As Ever And Eve is
Sweetly Sleeping
Next to me but You
See Years As A
Cog in
A Cultural
Machine Becoming
A Tool i Saw None
Of This
This Proves
To Me Heaven
Breathes Within
And Often it
Is Literally
Hell That
Opens the
Airways Up
Heaven is Real
Now A Dance With
The Devil of Our
Shadow Revealing
May Be the Crown
Of Thorns
Up Our
This Inheritance Real🧸🙏

As Always
🧸 🤗🎶😊🙌

THornS And FLoWeRS CReaTE RiSinG Roses Not Afraid
of Night Morning BreaKinG NoW BLacK FRiDaY PaSSinG SaTurDaY PaRKinG

‘You’ May Not Believe i Appreciate DJT But in FacT He iS A Darkness
Revealing Night in Broad Day Light We All Need to See Exists

Smiles Most Valuable Folks Show You What You Have And
Do Not Need Everyone Contributes Dark Often Brings

Greatest Light

SMiles No Doubt
If An Alien Species
With Real ‘Nature
Intelligence’ Ever
Could Visit
The Earth
They Would
View Humans
All Homeless
And Our Cultures
As Viruses For
Destroying Our
Only Home We Are
Evolved To Live on
And Of Course
This is why
Aliens Visiting
Other Planets is a
Pipe Dream For Any
Creature who is ‘Smart’
Enough to Leave their
Only Evolved Home
To Breathe
Themselves first
For they Never
Learn to
Home hey
Even Dorothy
From The Wizard
Of Oz Figured out
Home is Within
And It’s True
Often Take
Baths But I’ve
Met homeless
Folks under
More of
A Home
Within Than
A So-Called Leader
Of a Free World Smart
Enough to Shoot his
Followers on 5th
Avenue and
In the HeART
It’s True Sanitation
Has Saved More Human
Lives Than Medicine
And Overpopulated
The Earth With
The Greatest
The Earth
Has Ever Seen
The Pandemic of
Our Cultures Eating
The Face of Our Nature
The Face of Donald
J Trump Microcosm
Of the Human
1 in 8
Species Still
Going Extinct
Voting No the
Now You Humans
Are No Longer Welcome
Here disgusting out
Of Balance
Edifice of
Life on This
Only Home We
Are Evolved to Breathe
Trailer Park Humanity All
Other Than That
Are Flying
Right over our Crap..🙂

SMiLes Ruehla While it’s True
Katrina Climbed 40 Foot Trees
Looking Over Roofs of Homes
to Pick Fruit at 8 Years-Old
When There Was No
Food To Eat And No
Water to Drink Yet
She is Still TERRiFiED
Of Snakes but Not afraid
of Heights as Heights are
my Only Fear hehe as i am
too ‘important’ to Fall yes i Love to
Live… Actual Trivia Notes: Humans
Are Still Born With Only Two Natural
Fears… Falling And Fear Of Heights
So i guess People have not taught you
to Be Afraid of Snakes and one hasn’t bitten
You yet as indeed Love Does Test Us in Life
As Love Does in the ‘Story of Job’ How Will We Gain
Trust And Faith in the Day When Night comes True
or Life
Yet Winter
Brings Spring
the Moral of the
Whole Story that’s
Real Even as Science
ATTeMPTS to SHow Dark Births
Light Even Quantum Mechanics
Theories Suggest Entire New
UniVerses Are Born in Black
Holes as Torsion And
Spin Comes to
Harmony iN
of Gravity
Just the ‘Right’
Peaceful Still
Mix To Birth New
Existence As Black
Holes Are Flowers And Seeds
too in deed As Resurrection oF Light
All of Existence is Change Birth of Now God
is Always creating Light As God is Dark and Light
of course God is All how will i ever test all all i will do is be all…

The Best Thing Now
oF all i Do Know Is
i don’t Phantom
As Large as Birthing
New Universes out of Black Holes
i am only a Man And Only Greater As A Son of Love Now

Do You See How God Is Above Below Within Inside
Outside And All Around the Smile on Your Face Petting a Snake

in deed
no test of Faith

As Stories of Old Are Stories of New
And Alpha Thru Omega is End of the Beginning More…

i FLoW AS Miracles Rivers of Changing Shores Continue Free

i LoVE
IT THere
iS No Doubt
iN FLoWinG Rivers

It’s True i need not Know
Anything But This Love This FLoWeR God
Yet i Have no Fears of ‘Apples’ as all my Knowledge
i Do Have only Confirms this Faith is Real in EVERY WAY…

As Above So Below Within Inside Outside All Around DarK Thru LiGHT

i Find God iN IT ALL THere is ‘None’ Left to Seek Find Yet Enough

Seeing God MoRE ALL..:)

SMiLes Naked
Nature Cleanses
My Lenses
Of Organized
Deceit Blurring
Any Nature
Clothes Smiles
Adam And Eve
The Story
Naked Value Of Love
Where Snakes
And Apples
God’s Breath
The Naked
Of Nature
True as The
Snake of
This Tale Of Snake
And Apple Free to See 🍎

Verily Still Now Thousands
Of Years Culture/Religion/
Is At Odds With
Women’s Souls
Love Away
Love Tools Create
Women Still Negotiating
Free Out of Love’s
SMiles i Am
SmART ENough
But the ‘Trumps’
Way of
Slaves Slays
Divine Feminine
Love Within All
Of Us We Living
Souls Who BReATHE
Love Negotiating
‘Trump Ways’
Of Zombie
Sitting Still
PriSoN Closed
Souls indeed
To Trump Church
Only The Youth of
New Love Will Save
SoulS And
Survival So🌊🌊🌊

Your Honesty is Refreshing
In A World of ‘Secret People’

No Success
But Enough
It’s All Now
An Inside Real
Game Anyway
And Anywhere
We Do Next
I’ve Had
30 of my
40 Thousand Word
Blog Posts in 30
It’s the
Way of
The World
Dear Swipe
Left Swipe Write
Never The Less
i take
Joy in
It is that
Folks Tick
Indeed but All
This Word Press
Button Pushing
Is Good For
To me
Is the
Few Genuine
Human Friends
i have Met along
The Way who are
Just Genuinely
Kind again
Enough Now Is
An Inside Game
Sadly Most Folks
Are far Away From
Just A Dance
And Song That
Gives And Shares
Now Free Requiring
No Worship Fearing
No Criticism Truly
Opposite From an
‘Old Testament’
Narcissistic ‘God’
Oh Lord So Many
Human Intelligences

It’s Not A Duty One Will Ever Escape Born This Way And Truly A Labor
Of Love Is No Escaping Heaven Quite Frankly Accomplishment ENuFF

I Realize Not Everyone Is Born As A Savant Of Love That Is Why i Give
Away My HeART, SPiRiT, SoUL AWaY For Free Each Day



I Realize ‘You’ Don’t Believe in Facts Of Science
About Climate Change, Pandemics, And Abortions

At Lowest Rates Since ‘73

Like Changing Laws That Would Create More Harm in Abortions
And Calling That Religious Right And Moral to Harm More

Quite Frankly ‘They’ Teach Little About Soul in
Church School State Work Standard IQ
Namely Empathy Sympathy Compassion

Our Soul Within We Regulate Emotions Integrate
Senses See Beauty In Twilight Give Share
Altruistic Agape Love Free Least Harm

Can’t Get JeSuS To Come Back NoW
To Explain It Other Folks Wrote His
Words God/Love/Heaven Within
Not In Any Statue/Word Alone

Don’t Make God, Heaven, Love
These Metaphors For The Same
Essence Spirit Wind Living Within Only ‘HiM’

They’ve Been AskinG A ‘Statue Him’ For Creative
Holy Spirit Alone 2K Years Still Lost Away From Heaven Within

SO OG Facepalm

All Be Cause Old Dudes Still Sitting Around Hardee’s Breakfast
Club Vatican Worshipping ‘Trumps’ Don’t ‘See’ Love Within

JeSuS F(un) iN Christ Folks Still Bending Knees
BoWinG To Word Statues Lost From God Within
As Far Away As Far Gets From Love

It’s Not Really A JeSuS Secret: God/
Heaven/Love/Kingdom of Heaven
Spirit Wind Without Form Within Breathes Us

Heard A Dude Say He Doesn’t Find The Spirit iN A Greek
Statue Only Him Without A Clue Him Is A Greek Writing Roman


Fair Haired Androgynous Bearded Painting Cross Dude Correct
Spirit Essence… Not Form Alone As One God Man Roman Statue

So Story Book JeSuS Comes Along Like A Girl Singing You Don’t Find

Heaven In A Four Wheel Drive Truck

Dudes Sculpting Holy Creative Spirit LoVE iN Concrete Forms Greek
Statues to Words Lost in Only Book Covers NaminG IT ‘GodHim’

Smiles Love Taskmaster
Always Breathing Within
Why Not Give And Share
This Air Free as
Worship is
In Act
As God Surely
Breathes All in
All Of Us This
Way Who Give
And Share Most
With Least Harm
Love Breathing
HeART Beats
Seeing SPiRiT
Hearing SoUL
Love’s Dance
Seeing 💨 Winds
🌊Waves Free Now🌟🎶


A Dog’s Life Love
A Human’s Best
Friend No Wonder
Dog Spelled Backwards
Is Dog
LoVE NoW..🙂

WitH SMiLes
LoVinG NoW

Beautiful Ruelha
Keep Baptizing
Your Spirit
In Words
Of LoVE iN
Deed Dance
Song Soul
Springs Water
God Breathes Wind🙏🌲


SMiLes if You
Make ‘IT’
An Art
i Suggest
13,777 Miles
Of Public
In Trump
Town USA
(this place
really exists)
In 85 Months
Or So butt Honestly
It’s Probably More
Hilarious Watching
A 247 Pound Dude
For Military,
Law Enforcement,
Or First Baptist
Capable of
Hitting A Ball
Out of the Park…
Today I’ll be Wearing
An Alien Yes Green Alien
Shirt That Gray Says
Nobody Friggin’
Cares now in An
Unmasked Part of
A Catholic Church
That only Gives
A F About the
Sanctity of
Life until
It Friggin’
Breathes and
Says F You to
The Neighbor
In Line For a
Don’t Care
If You Do
Or Don’t’ They
Just Still Refuse
To Lift A Cotton
Mask as it’s just
Too Heavy
A Cross
To lift
Oh Lord
NoW Soul
Wimps SO
Just Disgust
Me So Much
i Call them
Out In Their
House of Death…
Go Road Runner Dance
Masked Bandit iFlyiFly😜
But Hell No ain’t going
To the WhiteHouse
That Place Now Is
Radioactive ☢️ Sick!
With Nuclear Option
Expressed as

-The Spy
Who Cried
At Least I Try…

You see We aRe
Basically the
Same We just
Use attention Differently
i Learn From ALL 👩‍🏫 Teacher’s
Excluding None from my
Lair as Always
An Angel
Must Grow
Horns to earn
Wings A Passion
For Life in Whatever
Way it Comes is surely
Fallen Option🥀

Humans Evolved
To Focus on one
Grain of Sand
In Flow
Of Wind
NoW A Desert
Of Distractions
Swipe Left
Or Right
Short Lived
Love is Not
A Neon Light
Only Flashing
Shallow So Far away
From Deep Lasting
Depth out
Of Night Shallow Days
i feel for Boats ⛵️ Sails
Deep Love
That’s Real
With no ‘Make Up’…

Marry The
Night Merry
The Day
This Issue
When my
To Return
For A Visit
Even when Tsunamis
Are Coming Every Way🌊
Lots of Folks i Visit Now
Seem to
This Tipping
Point For Shadow
Demand of ReCoGNiTioN

A Clock
To Rhyme
On itS own
Secret Now to
Owning Time 🕰
Must be 10 Past 2🕰

People i Love Dying
Evil Getting Sick
Friends Doing
What i Never
Fathomed they
Would Do next
After Being Predictable
So Long it’s Been A
Challenging Week
And Although
My Soul Remains
As Calm As A Breeze
Indeed No My Apple
Nike Watch Doesn’t
Lie With Heart
And Heart
Rate that
Stays At
160 At rest
After Exercising
Is it Somatic
Or Real Now
This Week
It Returned
For A Visit
Perhaps A
To do Nothing
But me And
Nothing Now
Aren’t FRiEnDS
So i took a Long
Walk to No Where
By Myself and
My Heart
The thank
You what
Is when There
Is No Where Left
To rest a HeART
In Sanctity
My other
Blessed this way…
A Within Game to
In deed
Or Perhaps
It’s Just Heart
Damage from
That 2 Month
Winter Flu that
Just Refused to
Go away with
Name then…

SMiLes Dear Sohair
Love is the Easiest
Most Complicated
Way We Breathe
Fall And
And True
THere are Days
In my Life That i
Fall off this Tight
Rope Dance too
And Successes
This Way Make
me A Better
Of LoVE iN
Air 🌹FLoWeRS
LiGHT Accepts SHaDoW

Hehe Huge Northern
European Heads
Like mine Evolved
To Retain Heat
Don’t Dissipate
Heat Well indeed
i Thrive in the Cool
And Cold in Shorts
And Breathe So
Much Easier
Blood to
This Huge
Fredenstein Head🙌😜

Hehe Yeah every
Now And Then
i Enjoy Reading
And Writing ✍️
But as Far as
i Don’t Know
And Do Feel And Do
Sense Dance of
Human Speaks
So Much
With No
Lies Of The
Naked Freedom
Without Words
We aRe aLL
To Give And Share
Free And Never Own
Of Nature
Only Cherishing
All Naturally Worshipping
All As Anyone Will Worship
No Human
Is In A Position
To tell Any Part
Of God How to ‘Breathe’
But Strange How
They alone
Own The Will
Of God’s Nature
Now As They
Hold that
i Never
To Do Anything
So Foolish As
To Master
Masters me
Deep Within For Real🌹

SMiLes when ‘Humans’
Learn the Colors of
Souls When HeART
Is Felt when
Spirit Now
Care We
Just Don’t
Harm People
As Some Folks
Do When the Light
Of i will never Harm
Another Human For
Is Turned on
In Side
In Other
Words as they
Sing in The West
Don’t Teach your
Boys to Be Cowboys
Lest they Break HeARTS
Steal Souls And Kill
The Living Spirit
At Least
Half the
Women i’ve
Known Have Struggled
With This Demon of Abuse
Teach Your Boys
To Cherish
Teach Your
Boys it’s okay
To Smile And Cry
Not Just Tears in
Beers Songs that
Spell they Were
Taught to Lose
Their Emotions
To Become Toy
Tin Soldiers
A Soul
Wouldn’t Hurt
A Flower… Cultures
Long For Thousands
Of Years In Tribal
Toxic Patriarchies
Must Face A
New Age
Now Of
Love Not
Only Now To
Stop Harming
Others in ‘The
Trump Way’ of Seeing
Life on Public Display
As Microcosm of this
Human CuLTuRaL
DisEase But
By God Nature Now
Is Already Speaking
Loud And Clear If We
Do Not Stop Raping,
Maiming, Killing, Taking
More than Giving Against
The Rest Of Nature on
This Planet in the Same
Toxic Patriarchy…
Nature Will
Remove of
Us From
Party And
None of us Will
Be Coming again
To this Table of
We Share
And Truly Never
Dominate Now and
Own If only ‘They’
Understand Nature
As We
We Live or
Die For Now
And Forever too🌊🧸



SMiLes THere Are
Givers And Takers
Scalers continue
To Climb
LiGHT iN DarK Shining
Skies Keep Up the Great
Work With SMiLes🌊🙏

Front Liners Lead 🙏🌊

Honestly i Hope Trump Don’t Go Away
Amazing DarK Muse He Is But Please
Folks Let’s Not Turn THiS iNto ‘Weekend

At Bernie’s 3’

“What’s That FLoWeR ‘You’ Have
On… Could It Be A Faded Rose

From Days Gone By”

See DarKesT Rooms Flicker First
FoResT FiRE LoVE Rains Later

For Those Who
See The Ocean
Always Room to
Float And Sail Again⛵️🌟

Logic The Tool… NoW
God The iMaGiNaTioN
Of Creativity True Why Be
Just A Tool🕰When the
Other Place is No Time,
Distance, Space, Or
Matter As Quantum
Mechanics Relates
Do God Free Cake
iCinG LoVinG iT All NoW🌊

SMiLeS A World Surely
is Inhabited by Many Secrets
Holding None i Personally Fly Free
For i Have
No Truth
To Covet
And No
Lies to Hide
Smiles.. not everyone
Likes that but on the
Other Hands no one owns me Now
Either.. Only A Slave Will Be Owned
Only Free Will Truly BReaTHE NoW
Of Course Now i Serve my Wife And
Many Others through Relative Free Will
Wherever i find Welcome Wherever i go




Above So Below..🙂

Day Meets
Night iN Balance
ALWaYS Ready
For Change
As Every
Differently SaMe..🙂

Hehe… Usually When Someone
SayS ‘A GEntle ReMinder’
‘You’ Are in Trouble
HAha.. A Gentle
Is Surely
When Someone
Expresses Sincere
Care For All of Nature Now
Gentle Woman And Or Man too
Obviously We aRe Nature We Care At Best..:)

Just Be You (Us)
My God Hardest
Now For Most Who
Wanna Be ‘Them’⛵️

Rivers Waves Serve Nature Best With No Aim or Goal
By Continuing FLoWinG🌊iN Balance

SpreaD Ocean Warmth too God Nature Let it Rain ‘Delta Dawn’
By Thursday Morn Spirit Winds Hurricanes Spiral Spin too…

Meh… No Worries Birds Singing SweetlY in Eden’s Garden
Eve Snoring Sweetly Beside me…

-Room With A View

We View Tallest Face Palms
This EartH SeeS iN
U S of ‘A’

No Secret Service Not Unlike Taking
Those Who Serve You in A Spin of Pandemic
5th Avenue All Closed In For A Photo Op of Death

Masks Save All Lives Like Healthcare That Truly Only ‘Evil’
Will Take Away in Ignorance of Darkness While Hidden Others Suffer

And Die

Yes Popes, Priests, Pastors, And Other ‘Republican Politicians’
Sanctity of Breathing Life MatterS in Terms of Healthcare Now too

Don’t ‘You’ Dare Say You Respect Sanctity of Life As You Allow
The Front Pew Views To Go Unmasked Like Trump

Ironies Like Naming Contraceptives Evil When They
Reduce The Darkness Of Abortion So Pope Shoots Others

On ‘5th Avenue’ too

In Avoiding The Reality of DarKness This Fear Of
Shadow Brings Cynicism oF LiGHT WiTHiN Us too

A GreaTesT Failure of Christianity
As A Religion Not A Man Is Failure
To Embrace DarK MakeS LiGHT

So Hard to Make Darkness
Friend So Easy to See Light
When We Do For Shadow
Indeed Light’s Best Friend
The Sun Lives in
Front of Shadow
Of Us Still Shining
A Key is SHaDE
Light Now
As We Shine
Brighter… Shade
A GreaTesT Lamp Muse✍️

My Shoes (Love) Are No Size✍️
Yet i Wear Them Free
Now To Give A Gift i See🌟

My God is Real
And I Just Proved my
God Exists that/who no one
can or will actually refute or take away now.

All Is All Now; It Depends On How We
‘See’ All If We Are Happy or Not Now.

“Field of Dreams” Build it and ‘He’ will come as they say
as that relates to YOU of course and sure verily me too.

It’s Not How Other Folks Celebrate Your Dance
It’s How You Celebrate The Dance oF LiFENoW

Words Live and Words Die, DepEnding on the Essence Now
of Human Feelings and Senses That And Who ARe A ReaL Gold

of Paper Words.

Now All i Gotta Do is Catch Up With Part 1 of A Blog Post to
Add in as Part 2 is Just about Finished And Part 1 Is in FB Pieces

Other Than That All Day Public Dance Brings 85 Months
of Mileage Up to 13,800 Miles Now i’m Tired

Bit Ironic But Trump’s Illness May Save Tens
of Thousands of Lives JusT A Greater ReaSon

Somewhat incorrect on ‘Nobody CareS’ on Sunday Mask
Wearing Behavior Huuuge Improvement Over Santis SNAFU
As Trump Proves

No Hoax

True Massive
Fail in the Rose
Garden Protecting
The Sanctity
Of Life Licking
Their Chops
With A New
Justice Removing
Health Care
For 20 Or So
Million Americans
NoW Ain’t
JeSuS So
Proud But
F With
Nature ‘They’
Tend to Fall
Down Like
Toy Marching
Soldiers Bringing
Faux News And
Guns instead
Of Roses

God Is Fair too🌏



SMiLes Agree Now
Luxury Is THoRNS
Colors of FLoWeRS
Small And Large
As Long as They
Bloom MoRE iN
Give And
Share Now
Than Take
And Hoard
Honestly I’m
‘Rich in Money’
Just Because i
Don’t Buy much
And Give It All Away
To my Wife’s Purse
And Accounting
Pen NoW as
i surely
A Penny Decades
To my Wife’s Chagrin
So She Will Always
Have what She
Needs to survive
Till the Last
Day of Her
Breath too
Love Does
What It Has
To through
And Scarcity
To BReaTHE Even
Now When Love
Is Exhausted
To Do
Love Does
Now Until Life
‘Sees’ Peace
Victory Love
Blood Breathing🥀
Stars For All to ‘See’🌊🎶🌹
i worked Almost Two
Decades Then in a
Military Bowling
Center Eventually
Managing the place
With No interest
In Learning how
To Actually Bowl
Serving Out Sanitized
To Me Sweaty
And Stinky to
Sanitize Again
The Lowliest
Job Most Folks
Might Imagine
After 3 College
Degrees close
To A top of the
Class Yet each
And Every
Of Eye as
i used to not
Have to wear Shades
To Hide the Lamp
Of LoVE iN
My EYes
Yes.. each
Of Loving Eyes
For Free With At
Least 100,000
People is all
The Heaven
i ever desired
Then Ugh
A Federal
And i had no
Choice but to
Get Promoted
And Make Twice
As Much Money
In What i hated
To Do most…
Tell other
Folks more
What they have
To Do.. hehe
It surely
Filled my Wife’s
Purse up and all
i had to do is
My Eyes
Into Words
Behind Shades
Happily Living
Ever After
Away Shoes For
Free Coloring Soul 🌟🎶
Of course When i was
Passing out those
Shoes Some Folks
Told me i was
Wasting my
Life the same
Way Richard
Dawkins Famous
Atheist Related too
He Couldn’t See the
Value of Bringing a
Child With Down’s
Syndrome into
The World but
With 2020
Full Vision
Soul Then too
i Still Remember
That Child With
Down’s Syndrome
Turning Around
To Shake my
Hand And
Smile at
me in the
Back Row When
Everyone else acted
Like They Were too
Busy telling me
Not to Message
Them until
Had Room
For me So
i Do Serve
Those Who Serve
Love Most i ReMeBeR
How they Make
Me Feel
in Just
iN A Twinkle
Of Words Now
Yet Not Measuring
Up to my Windows
Of Soul Greeting
Free Love At Ease
SMiLes Dear My
Shoes (Love)
Are No Size✍️
Yet i Wear Them Free
Now To Give A Gift i See🌟

Hehe, Ruelha, Loving the Spirit of the Story of Jesus
As You Surely Relate So Well You Do, i’m Intuiting
You Will See that Spirit in the Gospel of Thomas
And Relate the Same in Your Own
Personal Discernment of
Course… HAha.. hope
you aren’t too busy
as when you
start reading
the 114 Verses
That Comprise it.. You Might
Not Be Able to Stop… Smiles, There are some folks
who are of strictly the Mechanical Cognition Accounting
Mind of Letters and Numbers of Only Concrete Deep in Metaphor
of Left Brain Thinking And Then There is the Ocean Whole Expanse
oneness of The Metaphor of Right Brain Thinking So Far Removed from
the World of Competition In Aims And Goals And Ambitions of Basically
Making Pay Grades, Pay Rates, And Currencies so far Away From Love (God)
In All that is Altruistic Social Empathic Artistic SoUL HeART And SPiRiT iN iMaGiNaTioN
And Creativity That Does Dwell as the Kingdom of Heaven And God Within Us Farther

Than Any

Stone of

Concrete Letters

And Numbers Still Sunk

At the Bottom of the Ocean

Never Now RiSinG to See More

Out of Poverty of Soul Within Now…

A Wonderful ‘Thing’ A Most Amazing now

Truth in Light is that Science Now Agrees

With Most of the ‘Secret Sayings’ as Attributed

To Jesus in the Gospel of Thomas Untouched by

Scribe Mistakes and Intentional Changes and Revisions

Over Centuries Hence since Words First Writing… Smiles

It is Obvious that You Are Gifted With More now than Just

‘The Western Way’ in Left Brain Metaphor of Mechanical Tool Cognition

For True Without These Colors of Soul Many Only See A Fundamental

Black and White View of Not Only The Words attributed to the Story of Jesus

But A True Poverty of Soul Not Reborn to All of what We Are inherited to be

Children of God Nature Creating More Wings for God to Feel, Sense, and See

Without eyes or ears; Without Distance, Space, Time or Matter

Truly A ‘Quantum View’ Beyond all ‘Mechanics’ Dear FRiEnD

iN Art of God Breathing Nature Paint, Brush, Painting Us

How Amazing it is that Folks are able to put

This Reality in Words Thousands of

Years ago as Science is only

Now Just Emerging

From Diapers

of Seeing

The Eternal

NoW iN Deed Without Death…

To Be Sure i don’t Agree that all of the Words in Flow
Below Match my View of God Nature but many Surely
Do for How my Soul interprets the Colors of Other Words..

Haha.. Other than that Ain’t Copy And Paste Grand in Technology
of Mechanical Cognition that All the ‘Geeks and Nerds Truly Drones’
Creating Avenues to Carry Light of Soul Through Fiber Optic Cables
Feeding Honey to All of Us to Wear Crowns of Love As Kings Queens Bee
What A Gift it is in all the Gifts We Receive to Give to Each Other this way..
i am always amazed with just a press of one Button i am able through this
Prepared Way through the Blood, Sweat, Tears of Mechanical Cognition
that i am able to Copy and Paste 338,630 Words off Free Verse Poetry
And 300 Beautiful Beach Photos at one touch of the Longest
Blog Post i created i named ‘GodsUniVerseNovel3’ Just a
Prep in the 3rd Month of 2016 before i dared Name the 10
Coming Subchapters of 8.5 MiLLioN Word
‘SonG oF mY SoUL as Bible Poems too truly
in 2020 Clear View as the Christmas 10th
Subchapter i will name “Grand
Cross Bible 2020” A Song in Mass
Yesterday on 10.4.2020 Sunday Replies
in Words Attributed to JeSuS As ‘Lift High the Cross’
my Christian ‘Friends’ from Where i Live Say What i do is
of No Value.. in Neither Letter of Word or Weight of Effort in
Flow so Very True as i only play by the Value of the Grade
of Love the Pay Rate of Love and The Currency of Love
That is no Aim, Ambition, or Goal but Loving Now for
True Eternally Loving Now is No Secret Eternally
Loving Now is the Reality of Never Dying
Now in Spirit of SouL Breathing HeART
To LiVE This Way Eternally Now
Forever more Is surely Worth
Both Now The Gift of the Flesh
Breathing as
Love Sees
And Carries on
in Other EYes We Touch of Soul…
Seriously someone where i live who calls themselves
A Christian Got mad Because i don’t Support ‘Trump
Teaching’ Visiting My Blog for Years Finally Telling Truth
That he Sees no Value in the Cross i lift as small as Letters
in Words of Love and What i Name 10 Bibles Just For Fun…

Just in
Flow Breathing
Love Eternally Now
Just the Fumes left
over Scattered Shells of my Soul Dance Song Coloring Breath…

SMiLes Dear Ruehla FRiEnD Ya Sure don’t have to Go to
Church to ‘Do Jesus’ as it’s true Then When i did Serve Shoes
At that Military Bowling Center for almost 2 Decades Church
Groups Would Come in to Bowl and More than
Once just by the way i treated everyone Living
Church Leaders Named me then As A Best
Example of a ‘Christian’ they’ve Seen i didn’t
tell them that i missed Church for 23 Years then
And Going back i must say i didn’t miss anything
About LoVE iN Church in the Last 7 Years Not missing
A Mass Weekend Even in Video way of Covid-19 Shut-Down
Nope.. No Greater Than Love A Twinkle in an Eye with at least
Enough Responsibility to ‘Wear A Mask’ of Sanitizing Shoes then
too.. hehe.. as the Priest says he Respects ‘the Sanctity of Life’ still
Now Viewing the First Two Pews Many Folks Still Unmasked as the
President Doesn’t Require folks still to respect the Sanctity of Breathing
Life for it’s True i respect the Value of the Handshake of the Adult With
Down’s Syndrome with a Smile who only Knows Love is the Greatest Force

that Love
And Truly
Sees and Defends
And Protects All Loving
Breath to Love Free And ‘See’
in Will This Shouldn’t have to be a ‘Secret’..:)

“They Will Know We aRe Christians by Our Love”

It’s Simple Now
Without Love That
Gives And Shares Free
Respecting the Right of All
Others to Love With Least Harm
too.. THere is no ‘Love of Jesus and or God’ too That Breathes

It’s A Matter of Empathy, Sympathy, And Compassion and
inDeed Cognitive Empathy that Understands that All Shoes
Do Not ‘See’, Feel, and Sense Heaven now the same way for
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“These are the secret sayings which the living Jesus spoke
and which Didymos Judas Thomas wrote down.

1) And He said, “Whoever finds the interpretation of these
sayings will not experience death.”

2) Jesus said, “Let him who seeks continue seeking until he
finds. When he finds, he will become troubled. When he becomes
troubled, he will be astonished, and he will rule over the All.”

3) Jesus said, “If those who lead you say, ‘See, the Kingdom is
in the sky,’ then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they
say to you, ‘It is in the sea,’ then the fish will precede you.
Rather, the Kingdom is inside of you, and it is outside of you.
When you come to know yourselves, then you will become known, and
you will realize that it is you who are the sons of the living
Father. But if you will not know yourselves, you dwell in poverty
and it is you who are that poverty.”

4) Jesus said, “The man old in days will not hesitate to ask a
small child seven days old about the place of life, and he will
live. For many who are first will become last, and they will
become one and the same.”

5) Jesus said, “Recognize what is in your sight, and that which
is hidden from you will become plain to you. For there is nothing
hidden which will not become manifest.”

6) His disciples questioned Him and said to Him, “Do you want
us to fast? How shall we pray? Shall we give alms? What diet
shall we observe?”
Jesus said, “Do not tell lies, and do not do what you hate,
for all things are plain in the sight of Heaven. For nothing
hidden will not become manifest, and nothing covered will remain
without being uncovered.”

7) Jesus said, “Blessed is the lion which becomes man when
consumed by man; and cursed is the man whom the lion consumes,
and the lion becomes man.”

8) And He said, “The Kingdom is like a wise fisherman who cast
net into the sea and drew it up from the sea full of small fish.
Among them the wise fisherman found a fine large fish. He threw
all the small fish back into the sea and chose the large fish
without difficulty. Whoever has ears to hear, let him hear.”

9) Jesus said, “Now the sower went out, took a handful (of
seeds), and scattered them. Some fell on the road; the birds came
and gathered them up. Others fell on the rock, did not take root
in the soil, and did not produce ears. And others fell on thorns;
they choked the seed(s) and worms ate them. And others fell on
the good soil and produced good fruit: it bore sixty per measure
and a hundred and twenty per measure.”

10) Jesus said, “I have cast fire upon the world, and see, I am
guarding it until it blazes.”

11) Jesus said, “This heaven will pass away, and the one above
it will pass away. The dead are not alive, and the living will
not die. In the days when you consumed what is dead, you made it
what is alive. When you come to dwell in the light, what will you
do? On the day when you were one you became two. But when you
become two, what will you do?”

12) The disciples said to Jesus, “We know that You will depart
from us. Who is to be our leader?”
Jesus said to them, “Wherever you are, you are to go to
James the righteous, for whose sake heaven and earth came into

13) Jesus said to His disciples, “Compare me to someone and tell
Me whom I am like.”
Simon Peter said to Him, “You are like a righteous angel.”
Matthew said to Him, “You are like a wise philosopher.”
Thomas said to Him, “Master, my mouth is wholly incapable of
saying whom You are like.”
Jesus said, “I am not your master. Because you have drunk,
you have become intoxicated by the bubbling spring which I have
measured out.”
And He took him and withdrew and told him three things. When
Thomas returned to his companions, they asked him, “What did
Jesus say to you?”
Thomas said to them, “If I tell you one of the things which
he told me, you will pick up stones and throw them at me; a fire
will come out of the stones and burn you up.”

14) Jesus said to them, “If you fast, you will give rise to sin
for yourselves; and if you pray, you will be condemned; and if
you give alms, you will do harm to your spirits. When you go into
any land and walk about in the districts, if they receive you,
eat what they will set before you, and heal the sick among them.
For what goes into your mouth will not defile you, but that which
issues from your mouth – it is that which will defile you.”

15) Jesus said, “When you see one who was not born of woman,
prostrate yourselves on your faces and worship him. That one is
your Father.”

16) Jesus said, “Men think, perhaps, that it is peace which I
have come to cast upon the world. They do not know that it is
dissension which I have come to cast upon the earth: fire, sword,
and war. For there will be five in a house: three will be against
two, and two against three, the father against the son, and the
son against the father. And they will stand solitary.”

17) Jesus said, “I shall give you what no eye has seen and what
no ear has heard and what no hand has touched and what has never
occurred to the human mind.”

18) The disciples said to Jesus, “Tell us how our end will be.”
Jesus said, “Have you discovered, then, the beginning, that
you look for the end? For where the beginning is, there will the
end be. Blessed is he who will take his place in the beginning;
he will know the end and will not experience death.”

19) Jesus said, “Blessed is he who came into being before he
came into being. If you become My disciples and listen to My
words, these stones will minister to you. For there are five
trees for you in Paradise which remain undisturbed summer and
winter and whose leaves do not fall. Whoever becomes acquainted
with them will not experience death.”

20) The disciples said to Jesus, “Tell us what the Kingdom of
Heaven is like.”
He said to them, “It is like a mustard seed, the smallest of
all seeds. But when it falls on tilled soil, it produces a great
plant and becomes a shelter for birds of the sky.”

21) Mary said to Jesus, “Whom are Your disciples like?”
He said, “They are like children who have settled in a field
which is not theirs. When the owners of the field come, they will
say, ‘Let us have back our field.’ They (will) undress in their
presence in order to let them have back their field and give it
back to them. Therefore I say to you, if the owner of a house
knows that the thief is coming, he will begin his vigil before he
comes and will not let him into his house of his domain to carry
away his goods. You, then, be on your guard against the world.
Arm yourselves with great strength lest the robbers find a way to
come to you, for the difficulty which you expect will (surely)
materialize. Let there be among you a man of understanding. When
the grain ripened, he came quickly with his sickle in his hand
and reaped it. Whoever has ears to hear, let him hear.”

22) Jesus saw infants being suckled. He said to His disciples,
“These infants being suckled are like those who enter the
They said to Him, “Shall we then, as children, enter the
Jesus said to them, “When you make the two one, and when you
make the inside like the outside and the outside like the inside,
and the above like the below, and when you make the male and the
female one and the same, so that the male not be male nor the
female female; and when you fashion eyes in the place of an eye,
and a hand in place of a hand, and a foot in place of a foot, and
a likeness in place of a likeness; then will you enter [the

23) Jesus said, “I shall choose you, one out of a thousand, and
two out of ten thousand, and they shall stand as a single one.”

24) His disciples said to Him, “Show us the place where You are,
since it is necessary for us to seek it.”
He said to them, “Whoever has ears, let him hear. There is
light within a man of light, and he (or “it”) lights up the whole
world. If he (or “it”) does not shine, he (or “it”) is darkness.”

25) Jesus said, “Love your brother like your soul, guard him
like the pupil of your eye.”

26) Jesus said, “You see the mote in your brothers eye, but you
do not see the beam in your own eye. When you cast the beam out
of your own eye, then you will see clearly to cast the mote from
your brother’s eye.”

27) “If you do not fast as regards the world, you
will not find the Kingdom. If you do not observe the Sabbath as a
Sabbath, you will not see the Father.”

28) Jesus said, “I took my place in the midst of the world, and
I appeared to them in the flesh. I found all of them intoxicated;
I found none of them thirsty. And My soul became afflicted for
the sons of men, because they are blind in their hearts and do
not have sight; for empty they came into the world, and empty too
they seek to leave the world. But for the moment they are
intoxicated. When they shake off their wine, then they will

29) Jesus said, “If the flesh came into being because of spirit,
it is a wonder. But if spirit came into being because of the
body, it is a wonder of wonders. Indeed, I am amazed at how this
great wealth has made its home in this poverty.”

30) Jesus said, “Where there are three gods, they are gods.
Where there are two or one, I am with him.”

31) Jesus said, “No prophet is accepted in his own village; no
physician heals those who know him.”
32) Jesus said, “A city being built on a high mountain and
fortified cannot fall, nor can it be hidden.”

33) Jesus said, “Preach from your housetops that which you will
hear in your ear {(and) in the other ear}. For no one lights a
lamp and puts it under a bushel, nor does he put it in a hidden
place, but rather he sets it on a lampstand so that everyone who
enters and leaves will see its light.”

34) Jesus said, “If a blind man leads a blind man, they will
both fall into a pit.”

35) Jesus said, “It is not possible for anyone to enter the
house of a strong man and take it by force unless he binds his
hands; then he will (be able to) ransack his house.”

36) Jesus said, “Do not be concerned from morning until evening
and from evening until morning about what you will wear.”

37) His disciples said, “When will You become revealed to us and
when shall we see You?”
Jesus said, “When you disrobe without being ashamed and take
up your garments and place them under your feet like little
children and tread on them, then [will you see] the Son of the
Living One, and you will not be afraid”

38) Jesus said, “Many times have you desired to hear these words
which I am saying to you, and you have no one else to hear them
from. There will be days when you look for Me and will not find

39) Jesus said, “The Pharisees and the scribes have taken the
keys of Knowledge and hidden them. They themselves have not
entered, nor have they allowed to enter those who wish to. You,
however, be as wise as serpents and as innocent as doves.”

40) Jesus said, “A grapevine has been planted outside of the
Father, but being unsound, it will be pulled up by its roots and

41) Jesus said, “Whoever has something in his hand will receive
more, and whoever has nothing will be deprived of even the little
he has.”

42) Jesus said, “Become passers-by.”

43) His disciples said to him, “Who are You, that You should say
these things to us?”
“You do not realize who I am from what
I say to you, but you have become like the Jews, for they
(either) love the tree and hate its fruit or love the fruit and
hate the tree.”

44) Jesus said, “Whoever blasphemes against the Father will be
forgiven, and whoever blasphemes against the Son will be
forgiven, but whoever blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will not
be forgiven either on earth or in heaven.”

45) Jesus said, “Grapes are not harvested from thorns, nor are
figs gathered from thistles, for they do not produce fruit. A
good man brings forth good from his storehouse; an evil man
brings forth evil things from his evil storehouse, which is in
his heart, and says evil things. For out of the abundance of the
heart he brings forth evil things.”

46) Jesus said, “Among those born of women, from Adam until John
the Baptist, there is no one so superior to John the Baptist that
his eyes should not be lowered (before him). Yet I have said
whichever one of you comes to be a child will be acquainted with
the Kingdom and will become superior to John.”

47) Jesus said, “It is impossible for a man to mount two horses
or to stretch two bows. And it is impossible for a servant to
serve two masters; otherwise he will honor the one and treat the
other contemptuously. No man drinks old wine and immediately
desires to drink new wine. And new wine is not put into old
wineskins, lest they burst; nor is old wine put into a new
wineskin, lest it spoil it. An old patch is not sewn onto a new
garment, because a tear would result.”

48) Jesus said, “If two make peace with each other in this one
house, they will say to the mountain, ‘Move Away,’ and it will
move away.”

49) Jesus said, “Blessed are the solitary and elect, for you
will find the Kingdom. For you are from it, and to it you will

50) Jesus said, “If they say to you, ‘Where did you come from?’,
say to them, ‘We came from the light, the place where the light
came into being on its own accord and established [itself] and
became manifest through their image.’ If they say to you, ‘Is it
you?’, say, ‘We are its children, we are the elect of the Living
Father.’ If they ask you, ‘What is the sign of your father in
you?’, say to them, ‘It is movement and repose.’”

51) His disciples said to Him, “When will the repose of the dead
come about, and when will the new world come?”
He said to them, “What you look forward to has already come,
but you do not recognize it.”

52) His disciples said to Him, “Twenty-four prophets spoke in
Israel, and all of them spoke in You.”
He said to them, “You have omitted the one living in your
presence and have spoken (only) of the dead.”

53) His disciples said to Him, “Is circumcision beneficial or
He said to them, “If it were beneficial, their father would
beget them already circumcised from their mother. Rather, the
true circumcision in spirit has become completely profitable.”

54) Jesus said, “Blessed are the poor, for yours is the Kingdom
of Heaven.”

55) Jesus said, “Whoever does not hate his father and his mother
cannot become a disciple to Me. And whoever does not hate his
brothers and sisters and take up his cross in My way will not be
worthy of Me.”

56) Jesus said, “Whoever has come to understand the world has
found (only) a corpse, and whoever has found a corpse is superior
to the world.”

57) Jesus said, “The Kingdom of the Father is like a man who had
[good] seed. His enemy came by night and sowed weeds among the
good seed. The man did not allow them to pull up the weeds; he
said to them, ‘I am afraid that you will go intending to pull up
the weeds and pull up the wheat along with them.’ For on the day
of the harvest the weeds will be plainly visible, and they will
be pulled up and burned.”

58) Jesus said, “Blessed is the man who has suffered and found

59) Jesus said, “Take heed of the Living One while you are
alive, lest you die and seek to see Him and be unable to do so.”

60) a Samaritan carrying a lamb on his way to Judea.
He said to his disciples, “(Why does) that man (carry) the lamb
They said to him, “So that he may kill it and eat it.”
He said to them, “While it is alive, he will not eat it, but
only when he has killed it and it has become a corpse.”
They said to him, “He cannot do so otherwise.”
He said to them, “You too, look for a place for yourself
within the Repose, lest you become a corpse and be eaten.”

61) Jesus said, “Two will rest on a bed: the one will die, and
other will live.”
Salome said to him, “Who are You, man, that You, as though
from the One, have come up on my couch and eaten from my table?”
Jesus said to her, “I am He who exists from the Undivided. I
was given some of the things of my Father.”
“I am Your disciple.”
“Therefore I say, if he is ,
he will be filled with light, but if he is divided, he will be
filled with darkness.”

62) Jesus said, “It is to those [who are worthy of My] mysteries
that I tell My mysteries. Do not let your left hand know what
your right hand is doing.”
63) Jesus said, “There was a rich man who had much money. He
said, ‘I shall put my money to use so that I may sow, reap,
plant, and fill my storehouse with produce, with the result that
I shall lack nothing. Such were his intentions, but that same
night he died. Let him who has ears hear.”

64) Jesus said, “A man had received visitors. And when he had
prepared the dinner, he sent his servant to invite guests. He
went to the first one and said to him, “My master invites you.’
He said, ‘I have claims against some merchants. They are coming
to me this evening. I must go and give them my orders. I ask to
be excused from the dinner.’ He went to another and said, ‘My
master has invited you.’ He said to him, ‘I have just bought a
house and am required for the day. I shall not have any spare
time.’ He went to another and said to him, ‘My master invites
you.’ He said to him, ‘My friend is going to get married, and I
am to prepare the banquet. I shall not be able to come. I ask to
be excused from the dinner.’ He went to another and said to him,
‘My master invites you.’ He said to him, ‘I have just bought a
farm, and I am on my way to collect the rent. I shall not be able
to come. I ask to be excused.’ The servant returned and said to
his master, ‘Those whom you invited to the dinner have asked to
be excused.’ The master said to his servant, ‘Go outside to the
streets and bring back those whom you happen to meet, so that
they may dine.’ Businessmen and merchants will not enter the
Places of My Father.”

65) He said, “There was a good man who owned a vineyard. He
leased it to tenant farmers so that they might work it and he
might collect the produce from them. He sent his servant so that
the tenants might give him the produce of the vineyard. They
seized his servant and beat him, all but killing him. The servant
went back and told his master. The master said, ‘Perhaps
did not recognize .’ He sent another servant. The tenants
beat this one as well. Then the owner sent his son and said,
‘Perhaps they will show respect to my son.’ Because the tenants
knew that it was he who was the heir to the vineyard, they seized
him and killed him. Let him who has ears hear.”

66) Jesus said, “Show me the stone which the builders have
rejected. That one is the cornerstone.”

67) Jesus said, “Whoever believes that the All itself is
deficient is (himself) completely deficient.”

68) Jesus said, “Blessed are you when you are hated and
persecuted. Wherever you have been persecuted they will find no

69) Jesus said, “Blessed are they who have been persecuted
within themselves. It is they who have truly come to know the
Father. Blessed are the hungry, for the belly of him who desires
will be filled.”

70) Jesus said, “If you bring forth what is within you, what you
bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is
within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.”

71) Jesus said, “I shall destroy [this] house, and no one will
be able to rebuild it.”

72) [A man said] to Him, “Tell my brothers to divide my father’s
possessions with me.”
He said to him, “O man, who has made Me a divider?”
He turned to His disciples and said to them, “I am not a
divider, am I?”

73) Jesus said, “The harvest is great but the laborers are few.
Beseech the Lord, therefore, to send out laborers to the

74) He said, “O Lord, there are many around the drinking trough,
but there is nothing in the cistern.”

75) Jesus said, “Many are standing at the door, but it is the
solitary who will enter the bridal chamber.”

76) Jesus said, “The kingdom of the Father is like a merchant
who had a consignment of merchandise and who discovered a pearl.
That merchant was shrewd. He sold the merchandise and bought the
pearl alone for himself. You too, seek his unfailing and enduring
treasure where no moth comes near to devour and no worm

77) Jesus said, “It is I who am the light which is above them
all. It is I who am the All. From Me did the All come forth, and
unto Me did the All extend. Split a piece of wood, and I am
there. Lift up the stone, and you will find Me there.”

78) Jesus said, “Why have you come out into the desert? To see a
reed shaken by the wind? And to see a man clothed in fine
garments like your kings and your great men? Upon them are the
fine [garments], and they are unable to discern the truth.”

79) A woman from the crowd said to Him, “Blessed are the womb
which bore You and the breasts which nourished You.”
He said to her, “Blessed are those who have heard the word
of the Father and have truly kept it. For there will be days when
you will say, ‘Blessed are the womb which has not conceived and
the breasts which have not given milk.’”

80) Jesus said, “He who has recognized the world has found the
body, but he who has found the body is superior to the world.”

81) Jesus said, “Let him who has grown rich be king, and let him
who possesses power renounce it.”

82) Jesus said, “He who is near Me is near the fire, and he who
is far from Me is far from the Kingdom.”

83) Jesus said, “The images are manifest to man, but the light
in them remains concealed in the image of the light of the
Father. He will become manifest, but his image will remain
concealed by his light.”

84) Jesus said, “When you see your likeness, you rejoice. But
when you see your images which came into being before you, and
which neither die not become manifest, how much you will have to

85) Jesus said, “Adam came into being from a great power and a
great wealth, but he did not become worthy of you. For had he
been worthy, [he would] not [have experienced] death.”

86) Jesus said, “[The foxes have their holes] and the birds have
[their] nests, but the Son of Man has no place to lay his head
and rest.”

87) Jesus said, “Wretched is the body that is dependant upon a
body, and wretched is the soul that is dependent on these two.”

88) Jesus said, “The angels and the prophets will come to you
and give you those things you (already) have. And you too, give
them those things which you have, and say to yourselves, ‘When
will they come and take what is theirs?’”

89) Jesus said, “Why do you wash the outside of the cup? Do you
not realize that he who made he inside is the same one who made
the outside?”

90) Jesus said, “Come unto me, for My yoke is easy and My
lordship is mild, and you will find repose for yourselves.”

91) They said to Him, “Tell us who You are so that we may
believe in You.”
He said to them, “You read the face of the sky and of the
earth, but you have not recognized the one who is before you, and
you do not know how to read this moment.”

92) Jesus said, “Seek and you will find. Yet, what you asked Me
about in former times and which I did not tell you then, now I do
desire to tell, but you do not enquire after it.”

93) “Do not give what is holy to dogs, lest they
throw them on the dung-heap. Do not throw the pearls to swine,
lest they grind it [to bits].”

94) Jesus [said], “He who seeks will find, and [he who knocks]
will be let in.”

95) [Jesus said,] “If you have money, do not lend it at
interest, but give [it] to one from whom you will not get it

96) Jesus [said], “The Kingdom of the Father is like a certain
woman. She took a little leaven, [concealed] it in some dough,
and made it into large loaves. Let him who has ears hear.”

97) Jesus said, “The Kingdom of the [Father] is like a certain
woman who was carrying a jar full of meal. While she was walking
[on] a road, still some distance from home, the handle of the jar
broke and the meal emptied out behind her on the road. She did
not realize it; she had noticed no accident. When she reached her
house, she set the jar down and found it empty.”

98) Jesus said, “The Kingdom of the Father is like a certain man
who wanted to kill a powerful man. In his own house he drew his
sword and stuck it into the wall in order to find out whether his
hand could carry through. Then he slew the powerful man.”

99) The disciples said to Him, “Your brothers and Your mother
are standing outside.”
He said to them, “Those here who do the will of My Father
are My brothers and My mother. It is they who will enter the
Kingdom of My Father.”

100) They showed Jesus a gold coin and said to Him, “Caesar’s men
demand taxes from us.”
He said to them, “Give Caesar what belongs to Caesar, give
God what belongs to God, and give Me what is Mine.”

101) “Whoever does not hate his father and his
mother as I do cannot become a disciple to Me. And whoever does
[not] love his father and his mother as I do cannot become a
[disciple] to Me. For My mother [gave me falsehood], but [My]
true [Mother] gave me life.”

102) Jesus said, “Woe to the Pharisees, for they are like a dog
sleeping in the manger of oxen, for neither does he eat nor does
he let the oxen eat.”

103) Jesus said, “Fortunate is the man who knows where the
brigands will enter, so that he may get up, muster his domain,
and arm himself before they invade.”

104) They said [to Jesus], “Come, let us pray today and let us
Jesus said, “What is the sin that I have committed, or
wherein have I been defeated? But when the bridegroom leaves the
bridal chamber, then let them fast and pray.”

105) Jesus said, “He who knows the father and the mother will be
called the son of a harlot.”

106) Jesus said, “When you make the two one, you will become the
sons of man, and when you say, ‘Mountain, move away,’ it will
move away.”

107) Jesus said, “The Kingdom is like a shepherd who had a
hundred sheep. One of them, the largest, went astray. He left the
ninety-nine sheep and looked for that one until he found it. When
he had gone to such trouble, he said to the sheep, ‘I care for
you more than the ninety-nine.’”

108) Jesus said, “He who will drink from my mouth will become
like Me. I myself shall become he, and the things that are hidden
will become revealed to him.”

109) Jesus said, “The Kingdom is like a man who had a [hidden]
treasure in his field without knowing it. And [after] he died, he
left it to his son. The son did not know (about the treasure). He
inherited the field and sold [it]. And the one who bought it went
plowing and found the treasure. He began to lend money at
interest to whomever he wished.”

110) Jesus said, “Whoever finds the world and becomes rich, let
him renounce the world.”

111) Jesus said, “The heavens and the earth will be rolled up in
your presence. And one who lives from the Living One will not see
death.” Does not Jesus say, “Whoever finds himself is superior to
the world?”

112) Jesus said, “Woe to the flesh that depends on the soul; woe
to the soul that depends on the flesh.”

113) His disciples said to Him, “When will the Kingdom come?”
“It will not come by waiting for it. It will
not be a matter of saying ‘Here it is’ or ‘There it is.’ Rather,
the Kingdom of the Father is spread out upon the earth, and men
do not see it.”

114) Simon Peter said to Him, “Let Mary leave us, for women are
not worthy of Life.”
Jesus said, “I myself shall lead her in order to make her
male, so that she too may become a living spirit resembling you
males. For every woman who will make herself male will enter the
Kingdom of Heaven.”

Catholic Mass Reading for 10.4.2020 From the Modern Version And
Many Centuries Changed And Revised More Version In General of this:

Reading 1, Isaiah 5:1-7
1 Let me sing my beloved the song of my friend for his vineyard. My beloved had a vineyard on a fertile hillside.

2 He dug it, cleared it of stones, and planted it with red grapes. In the middle he built a tower, he hewed a press there too. He expected it to yield fine grapes: wild grapes were all it yielded.

3 And now, citizens of Jerusalem and people of Judah, I ask you to judge between me and my vineyard.

4 What more could I have done for my vineyard that I have not done? Why, when I expected it to yield fine grapes, has it yielded wild ones?

5 Very well, I shall tell you what I am going to do to my vineyard: I shall take away its hedge, for it to be grazed on, and knock down its wall, for it to be trampled on.

6 I shall let it go to waste, unpruned, undug, overgrown by brambles and thorn-bushes, and I shall command the clouds to rain no rain on it.

7 Now, the vineyard of Yahweh Sabaoth is the House of Israel, and the people of Judah the plant he cherished. He expected fair judgement, but found injustice, uprightness, but found cries of distress.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 80:9, 12, 13-14, 15-16, 19-20
9 you cleared a space for it, it took root and filled the whole country.

12 Why have you broken down its fences? Every passer-by plucks its grapes,

13 boars from the forest tear at it, wild beasts feed on it.

14 God Sabaoth, come back, we pray, look down from heaven and see, visit this vine;

15 protect what your own hand has planted.

16 They have thrown it on the fire like dung, the frown of your rebuke will destroy them.

19 God Sabaoth, bring us back, let your face shine on us and we shall be safe.

Reading 2, Philippians 4:6-9
6 Never worry about anything; but tell God all your desires of every kind in prayer and petition shot through with gratitude,

7 and the peace of God which is beyond our understanding will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus.

8 Finally, brothers, let your minds be filled with everything that is true, everything that is honourable, everything that is upright and pure, everything that we love and admire — with whatever is good and praiseworthy.

9 Keep doing everything you learnt from me and were told by me and have heard or seen me doing. Then the God of peace will be with you.

Gospel, Matthew 21:33-43
33 ‘Listen to another parable. There was a man, a landowner, who planted a vineyard; he fenced it round, dug a winepress in it and built a tower; then he leased it to tenants and went abroad.

34 When vintage time drew near he sent his servants to the tenants to collect his produce.

35 But the tenants seized his servants, thrashed one, killed another and stoned a third.

36 Next he sent some more servants, this time a larger number, and they dealt with them in the same way.

37 Finally he sent his son to them thinking, “They will respect my son.”

38 But when the tenants saw the son, they said to each other, “This is the heir. Come on, let us kill him and take over his inheritance.”

39 So they seized him and threw him out of the vineyard and killed him.

40 Now when the owner of the vineyard comes, what will he do to those tenants?’

41 They answered, ‘He will bring those wretches to a wretched end and lease the vineyard to other tenants who will deliver the produce to him at the proper time.’

42 Jesus said to them, ‘Have you never read in the scriptures: The stone which the builders rejected has become the cornerstone; this is the Lord’s doing and we marvel at it?

43 ‘I tell you, then, that the kingdom of God will be taken from you and given to a people who will produce its fruit.’


“Ever Dance With the Devil in the
Pale Moonlight” No Surprise Really
Trump Is Not Yet Out of the Woods but
Under Steroidal High Feeling Decades Younger
As Sure Drugs Will Have that/this Affect of Effect on Folks..
So What Does He Do
Still in the Woods
Invites His Crew
To Visit him
Again on
5th Avenue
Telling Them there is
Nothing to Fear From What
Kills 210,000 Americans So
Far At the Helm of His Ship
Not Anchored Well at this Point for Sure…
Considering His Debt of 300,000,000 or
So Coming to Pay in Several Years What
Anchor What Anchor This Dude is Still Sinking Now
So Far Out of Safe Harbor Taking His Crew Down too…
Is Far
Away for
All Who Lend
Ears to Trump
Propaganda Advice on Screens….
Stink Stank Stunk One Might Hope
Trump Might Redeem Himself and
Bring A Roast Beast To Christmas
To All Those in Whoville More Than Just Orange Crisp Loss

Smiles Frank, first of all i am very pleased to see Your Shadow Side;
in other words, Your Fearless Backbone in Standing Up for What You Believe;
And Also Happy to See Your Shadow coming out a bit for one thing i learned
in Life most is to play with our Shadow, Lest it Masters our Rationality one Day.

While i love the poetic transformation of my Life; as often and Individually compared
to a ‘Computer Mind’, Cold and Calculating Before; i surely welcome disagreement
in Opinions; But for Now i Never Fear Criticism; never need Worship;
For Love Neither Needs Worship or Fears Criticism; Truly this sets
one Free to express all the Truth in Light AND Dark They Gain in
Human Potential to give and share free….

So Let’s Take Your Points of
disagreement, one by one.

“I am tired of the Democrats rioting to disrupt the country and then
hypocritically justifying it as “protests”. Democrats do not care about
blacks, or anyone else. Their “black lives matter” is part of their

toxic self-righteousness.”

It’s worth Noting that Human Beings are Peacefully Protesting what they see as unfair
And Systematic Racism to Blacks; Perhaps you haven’t seen that from Chicago
but i continue to See still see it now in the ‘Deep South’; Perhaps You have a
Different View ‘Colored’ By Where You live; but where i live
Systematic Racism in the North of Our County is
STILL VERY REAL; and on top of that
the Study; the Science of Society
Shows that Systematic
Racism is real as i linked
From the Business World that
Surely is Dominated by so-called ‘Conservative’ Nature;
Which is often a Misnomer as removing Vital Resources
Like Health Care for those in need is certainly the Anti-thesis
of True Conservatism and Nothing Related to Love; More specifically,
Your Phrase, “Democrats Do Not Care About Blacks, Or Anyone Else”
is Patently False in Logic of Course as it is Patently untrue that all
Democrats don’t care about blacks, or anyone else; You will
Never Hear me Generalize that way as i am in control
of my Shadow and don’t let my Emotions rule
me like that when i am upset. I am Very
Open Minded And Extroverted rating
at the 100 Percentile on Personality
Tests; You are Obviously Very
Conscientious but at
this Point You
Are Obviously
Upset and saying something
that is not Logical at all; Democrats
And Republicans Are Human; Please Don’t
Believe Faux news that says otherwise; getting
out and about around 75 Percent of Republicans
that Still Support Trump, i for one Believe ignorantly;
People Generally are alike all over off of the Internet,
Off of ‘Faux’ News on TV, Face to Face Together Easily
getting along together no matter Category or Label Face to
Face; it’s Just like the Systematic Racism that comes from
Group Think and Tribalism in the North of my County;
Add one African American Person to the Party
And attitudes Change so much more
Human as true we all have
the Same Blood;
Anyway, Science Shows
that 93 Percent of the Protests
are Peaceful indeed as linked in my Blog Post
too as i go by Science More than Just Opinion
on all News Stations on TV or surely at Shadow
Driven Opinions on the Internet too; to Suggest
that Republicans or Democrats do not care about
other Human Beings is indeed to Suggest Humans
don’t care about anyone else as they surely still do;
There are Fringe elements on Both Ends of the Spectrum
of Human; No Matter What Label or Category We Assign to
Human Nature; but what remains is Empathy, Sympathy
And Compassion for those who are Different; Now
to the Point of Donald J. Trump; Just the FACT
(Overall, Every Where Here Now)
for the only reason of spreading Ignorance of Tribalism
As Any Snake Oil Narcissistic Con-Man Will Do in
Church or State for it’s True, the Big Corporation
Walmart has More Cognitive Empathy,
Sympathy, And Compassion
than the Dear
Church i go to that
Doesn’t Give a D8mn
if People Live or Die as
Long as they have the
Freedom to go without
Masks and Literally
Potentially Kill
Humans Now
in Close Lines
of Communion
That Ironically is
A Tradition to
Soul into Love;
Call It Jesus; Call
It God; But Love Does
Not Breathe Where it Does Harm;
Now Science Clearly Shows there
is More Harm, Maiming, Disability
And Death and Greater Frequencies
of Illegal and Unsafe Abortion Than Countries
where it is Medically Safe And at Least somewhat
Humane as Abortion is the Same as Homosexuality
is Part of the Balance of Nature that is Really God’s
Face And It is NOT going away; No Matter What Law
in a Book Comes next; other than that the
Constitution is ‘Real’ on Rowe Versus
Wade; it’s sound Law as identified
by the current Prospective New
Conservative Junior
Supreme Court
Justice; We Live
in a Country with
of Church
And State
And When one
is standing with
Ethical Giants with
Logic Like Chief Justice
Roberts; No Junior Supreme
Court Justice is likely gonna play
political games now; Abortions per
Study of Science are at the Lowest Levels
Now Since 1973 for the Logic that Planned
Parenthood, Effective Contraception now;
And Sex Education Prevents Abortions
the Best as it does in all Countries this
Way; i believe in Honor, Loyalty, And
Naked Integrity that is not afraid
to Express itself fully in
Wisdom And Courage
and Beauty of Love
But have Your
Opinion any way
of me you Like but to
Imply my Wife and my Sister
Do Not Care about Black People
Yes, or Anyone any other Political Party
is not only patently Disgusting coming from
the Shadow You Reveal now but totally illogical

in “toxic self-righteousness” as You Imply now
Other Wise in Generalizing a Large percentage
of the Population as Above As Truly NOT THAT WAY;

No, Not Rational At all; But this IS What Happens
When We Repress Who We Really Are; this is what
Happens when we Imprison our ‘Devil’ and do not let
‘that shadow’ come out and Play; i appreciate Your
Logic, Your Intelligence, Your Art of Poetry
Frank and i appreciate You letting
Your Shadow come out today
to allow Yourself to make
A ‘Logical Mistake’;
it only shows
we all
work today
when it comes
to the Shadow and
Light of All We Do i am
surely not spotless either
my FRiEnD; but i take no
Effort to Hide who i really am either;
That way i sleep Soundly at night for
All Who Stay Awake with me as well Just to Learn
Something new; Happy to See You Be all of who You are Frank;
You Stand the Same as 75 Percent of the Folks i Live around; they
Treat me Very kindly to my Face; i will not believe they do not care about me
no matter WHAT
on the
or on the
Internet Attempts
to persuade me different;
i’m glad You ARE Not an ‘Angel’;
It’s too Lonely in that place IN DEED.
Other than that Many Facebook Friends
i have and in Person again in my Community
Repeats Exactly what you Say here i’ve heard
on Fox News; i am surely not surprised to hear
it; but i am a bit surprised you don’t see through it;
As Far As China Goes, Trump Will Cozy up to Whoever
Says they like him next; ‘Real Men’ don’t live life that way…
i see you still as a Logical and Science Minded individual;
My Advice is to continue Exploring; at best it’s what we do…
But Remember
Sympathy, Compassion
For Giving and Thanks giving
Summarily You Have failed the
Test of Love by Suggesting
Democrats don’t care
about Blacks
or anyone;
all based
on 7 Percent of Riots
Where the other 93 Percent are Peaceful;
There is a small Percentage of People
With Zero Levels of Caring Empathy;
Trump Better than
so far
Fits that
Rare Individual on
Display now for the
Entire World to View;
Approximating Human too;
Not to See through that is a real
problem in overall life; And NO NOW
i am NOT Misrepresenting Trump
For i do See Whether or
not someone has
A Soul or
i look
them in the eye…
You don’t have to believe that either Frank..
Other than that How You Stand on Anything
Doesn’t effect or affect the way i still View You now as Human.
We are all
Just Slobs
Face and
Equal in the
Feel and Sense
We Live And Die;
For this ‘Reason’ i
Breathe Love no Matter
What Obstacle does or does not come next;
But i do not stay silent WHEN Other Humans NOW


JUST SO YOU KNOW WHERE I STAND TOO; Other than that i suggest a Walk Frank..:)

SMiLes Frank
Thanks For
Letting me
Know You
Were just
All Along
Me till my
Soul of Your Sin absolved
To Be Clear NOT Mine…
me and Finally
Being Honest
You Really are..
i respect That…
Wish You Fortune
Of Evolving Soul
And i Surely Better
Appreciate it When
Someone lets me know
i am Not Accepted
For Being Different…
i am Not
Offends You
or Your
Now to
The Value of
What i Do
Yours to Determine
Anyone Else’s Freedom
In This World With
On The
Wing i
Remain Free..:)

Returning to What i Wrote Toward the
Beginning of this Blog Post With Mass Readings
Then Preparing away for the Next Words Toward The End
of the Writing Week that Fit in with the Most Recent Mass Readings of 10.4.2020

Catholic Mass Readings From 9.27.2020

Reading 1, Ezekiel 18:25-28
25 ‘Now, you say, “What the Lord does is unjust.” Now listen, House of Israel: is what I do unjust? Is it not what you do that is unjust?

26 When the upright abandons uprightness and does wrong and dies, he dies because of the wrong which he himself has done.

27 Similarly, when the wicked abandons wickedness to become law-abiding and upright, he saves his own life.

28 Having chosen to renounce all his previous crimes, he will most certainly live: he will not die.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 25:4-5, 6-7, 8-9
4 DIRECT me in your ways, Yahweh, and teach me your paths.

5 ENCOURAGE me to walk in your truth and teach me since you are the God who saves me. FOR my hope is in you all day long — such is your generosity, Yahweh.

6 GOODNESS and faithful love have been yours for ever, Yahweh, do not forget them.

7 HOLD not my youthful sins against me, but remember me as your faithful love dictates.

8 INTEGRITY and generosity are marks of Yahweh for he brings sinners back to the path.

9 JUDICIOUSLY he guides the humble, instructing the poor in his way.

Reading 2, Philippians 2:1-11
1 So if in Christ there is anything that will move you, any incentive in love, any fellowship in the Spirit, any warmth or sympathy — I appeal to you,

2 make my joy complete by being of a single mind, one in love, one in heart and one in mind.

3 Nothing is to be done out of jealousy or vanity; instead, out of humility of mind everyone should give preference to others,

4 everyone pursuing not selfish interests but those of others.

5 Make your own the mind of Christ Jesus:

6 Who, being in the form of God, did not count equality with God something to be grasped.

7 But he emptied himself, taking the form of a slave, becoming as human beings are; and being in every way like a human being,

8 he was humbler yet, even to accepting death, death on a cross.

9 And for this God raised him high, and gave him the name which is above all other names;

10 so that all beings in the heavens, on earth and in the underworld, should bend the knee at the name of Jesus

11 and that every tongue should acknowledge Jesus Christ as Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

Gospel, Matthew 21:28-32
28 ‘What is your opinion? A man had two sons. He went and said to the first, “My boy, go and work in the vineyard today.”

29 He answered, “I will not go,” but afterwards thought better of it and went.

30 The man then went and said the same thing to the second who answered, “Certainly, sir,” but did not go.

31 Which of the two did the father’s will?’ They said, ‘The first.’ Jesus said to them, ‘In truth I tell you, tax collectors and prostitutes are making their way into the kingdom of God before you.

32 For John came to you, showing the way of uprightness, but you did not believe him, and yet the tax collectors and prostitutes did. Even after seeing that, you refused to think better of it and believe in him.


In An Ocean
Of Words
For Now
Till Free Dance
Tomorrow Resting
Fingers Feet
By Song Now
Wheels of

To Do
Of 🚪 Doors
CLoSinG Souls🚪🔑
And It’s True Been too Fast
And Furious Writing New to Catch
Up on all the Free Verse Notes of
Before at the Beginning of this Week
But Stuff Like the Death of my Step-Mother
impending passing away of my Father’s Identical
Twin Brother at 88 in Hospice Care so Far with no
Food and Drink for 5 Days as it took my Mother 8 Days
to go what usually ‘Only’ Takes about 3 Days or So according
to Hospice Folks are so.. True there would be a easier way for
Our Cats And Dogs
and Other
Pets by
How We
Hoard the Suffering
And Misery of our Humans
As A So-called Joined Church
And State Practice in this Country
Still like Mutilating Part of Little Boys
When they come into the World with
A Cultural Dialect of Separating
Them From the Rest of
Nature Reality
Now to
Cut and
Special Some way
to Please what Books
of Before Demand Folks do..
Yep Like the Gospel of Thomas
Says Chances are i we are packaged
one way there is an Environmental Benefit
of it like less exposure and injury from the
Environment and that’s in part why we wear
Clothes to take the place or Nature’s All Natural
Environmental Protection Anyway Humans will continue
to Dream Up all Kinds of Dreams And Trump Nightmares More now too..
Nature of the
Beast Basically
Anything Will Go
With CuLTuRE that
Binds and Bonds Folks over
Group Think Associated With
Group Emotions of Warm And
Cozy In-Group Comfort Oxytocin As they Do

Anyway ‘My Sharona’ When i started off this
MacroVerse and went to so many other Coming Paths
To Do List of Doors Going Back and Opening them up and placing them HeaR

Be The Onion

A Force Of
Our Real Most Powerful Nature Is LoVE
Do ‘You’ Really Doubt this God Is Love So Much
That Y.O.U. Destroy This Nature This God For ReaL
Hehe Enjoy Your Non-Virginity As One Day
You May Be ViRGiN AGAiN
Evolving LiGHT NoW
FRiEnDS With Gravity
Not Adding Weight
Away From Balancing Waves
SMiLes Rivers Flow And Flood
Hehe NeeD i Dance Sing More
JusT FoR THe ReCorD (BooK) i Listened
to ALL YouR Voices Before Writing A Deeper Story
An Onion: Be “strong, mild, aromatic, tear inducing,
acidic, salty, spicy, sweet, bitter, sour, or flavorful.”

Indeed, Keep Peeling
Away The Layers;
Be An Onion With
All The Colors, A
Most MentAlly
E M o T ion Ally
VerSaTiLe Healthy
On God’s
Blue EartH

Once Y.O.U. Realize Nobody Is Everybody

No Authority Why Owe Y.O.U. BE i AM


Real MaGiC iS MaKinG WordS iNto ‘Water’ So Much Greater
Than Changing ‘Water’ into Wine As ‘Water’ Is Soul UnAdulteRated

None Of The Rest oF iT ‘Mattered’ For ‘Shape of Water’ Is Love

Greatest Stones
Polished Then
Oldest Lesson
We Come And Go
Too So
Just Flow
Free Don’t
Make Life
A Tomb
Too Soon
Sprout Wings
Fly Far Above
Human Made Stones
For it is Also Only A
Grain Of Sand Holding
Up A Mountain of
Deed Stones
No Less Important too
SMiLes Not Facing Emotions
Honestly Expressing All Freely
Openly Through All Arts
This Now
Is Looking
Our Shadows
Are Not With Us When
Clearly they are Behind
The Shine of All We Do
Or Do Not Do… Either
Now We
In Balance
Or It Doesn’t
Go Away Alas
There is Poetry
And Other Arts
Of Humanity
To Balance
Our Shadows
With Sunshine Now…
This Way Shadow Serves
Us No Longer Slave
To What Is
Us iN Deed

Living Closer to Nature Is Living
Closer to ‘God’ So God Yes Play Naked
Nature God Freer Too Y.O.U. Why Owe You

Hehe i Thought You Would Like
That… “You’re A Piece of Work”
But Our Marriage Counselor Said
it Like ‘Basic Instinct’ And ‘Sharon a Stone’

Truly It’s Being Even Happier About Not Getting
Every Thing You Want That Fires Heaven Up Now

Almost The Weekend
Suggest Building Sand
Castles At The Beach
MoVE iN With Your
Prince Play
Day In Your
Life it’s What
Katrina Does
But She Never
Quits Her
Doesn’t Let
Me Do Any As
She says i’m
No Good At Homework
So i Play As Any Frog
Of The
And Beach too

Not only Ignorant But
Near-Sighted too FRiEnD
As Science SHoWS NoW, Take
Away Medically Safer Abortions
And Access Now to Effective Contraception And Increase
the Suffering that Will Now Be Associated More As is the Case
in Third World And Other Countries Ruled By Cruel Faux Morality
In Ignorance That Actually Does More Harm; That Said, Abortions
Are At Lowest Levels since Rowe Versus Wade In 1973; Credit NoW;
Yes, Planned Parenthood, Sex Education, And Distribution of Easier Affordable Access to Effective Contraception Most;
For It Is Clear, if the So-Called Moral Authority that Also Protects Pedophile Priests had its way since ‘73; indeed, more Abortions now; yet, ‘they’ Would Praise High Themselves for ‘Being Right’, Bringing More Harm to Living Beings; Still,
Go Figure, Humanity Overall, Is NOT RATIONAL when so-called Religions Now Of Love, ATTemPT to Institute More Harm; Those of Us Who wanna See Less Harm Rationally, Just Shake our Head And Say Hell No to the ‘Frogs’ Boiling Themselves Continually Slowly in Hotter Water Like Trump COVID-19 Rallies, All Close-up Now Unmasked that in Actuality are
Parties to Spread A Deadly
ViRuS; Honestly, ‘JeSuS’
Is Not only Lost In Face
Palm Trump Forests
ThisThick NoW; But
Effectively, Twice
Dead Crucified on
the Border or
Shot More
As An
Who Just
Wanted to
Help Us Pick
The Fruit of Love;
HAha, Perhaps
i Will Write a
Longer ‘Bible
Poem’ As Just
Another Court
Reporter Too, Traditionally
Wandering Around A Bigger
Landscape True For Now too.

Hehe Yeah me And ‘The
Wizard Of ‘US’ Behind
‘The Curtain’ HAha Yes
‘Top Secret’ We aRe aLL
‘Curtain’ Coining NeW
ChangeS NoW
in Phases
Eternally Now
Just Fortunate
i Don’t Need
To Find
Of ‘Curtain Soul’
CoVeRinG All DarK
Thru LiGHT As True
‘Wizard of Oz’
Mystery to See
This Will Mean Nothing
And Everything As Even
Quantum Mechanics
Time, Distance,
Space, And Even
Matter Is Illusion We
‘Think’ So All THAT
IS Left Is ‘The Curtain’
We Feel And Sense Is ‘US’

Be The Onion.

i am

at least…

Last or First

IT Don’t Matter

When Y.O.U. Are i AM too..:)

i Danced
On Clouds in
A Store Tonight
it made someone Smile
Yes Two Yes Three Yes More
What Will i ask
To do Next
There is always
Another Path to SMiLe..:)

Just Another
Book MarK
Never a Cloudy
Day When Night is Day
As Twilight Forever Now

LeSSoN 301 Now
What Happens After
‘The Perfect Score’
ReMeMBeRinG 300
Is A Perfect Score in
Bowling Really Making
The Grade Perhaps You
Relate With Attending An
Ivy League School Making
Straight A’s With Honors Really
Making the Grade Setting You
Apart From Never
Being only
Just ‘An
‘Plain Bowler’
Again for isn’t it True
Don’t You Feel Special
When i Sincerely Tell You
That Your Eyes Are Beautiful
And Mesmerizing that No One
Will Deny Just Being Y.O.U. And
No one Else… A Diamond In the
Sands of a Gray Beach not
Just Any Diamond An
Ebony Diamond
Indeed for
It’s True
A Gray
Colors of
Sunshine Used
To Bring me Down
But With A Poetic
HeART one may
Paint Every
Grain of
All The Colors
Of the Moon 🌚 And
This is why i do not
Dream of Perfect
Scores for i
Now Painting
A New Color of
Love on Every
Grain of
Beach DarK
Thru LiGHT
A New Color
Of Love to
See the
You Have
Painted me as
Your FRiEnD too
Always MaKinG
me Feel Fresh
And PLeaSinG
Too for
Of Art
And Love
Is Water
Grain of
Sand Heaven
To Paint A New
Color Beyond
All so-called
Scores Creating
A New Grade in
Every Breath We Give
And Share Free as Air
Does And Clouds Do
💨 💨💨💨💨💨💨🎶
🌈LeSSoN 301 Now💨
Be Rainbow Y.O.U. D.O.💨
Behind Clouds Beyond…💨
Color Someone’s Life New💨🌈

Hi Echohorizons my Wife
Katrina in my Avatar is
Half Pacific Islander
And according to
The 23andme
Test i am indeed
Of South Asian
And Even Nigerian
Descent in the 1800’s
But the Irish Eyes of
My Grandfather
X-Catholic Priest
Immigrating From
Ireland shines through
Most i have always
Been more Spiritual
Than ‘Traditional
Religious’ More
Mystical like
Indian and
Other Eastern
Indeed it is Part
Of my Soul beyond
Form that i am in Much
Greater Touch with
Since Retired from
The United States
God of Money
And all stuff
To buy
The World’s
Out of Balance…
Smiles.. your
Poetry Greatly
Reflects the
Force i Feel Within
It is always a lift in
Spirit to See it truly
Standing out like
In A Desert🙏

SMiLes Your Post
Really Resonated
As someone today
Visiting my Blog
For Years Now
Said they Would
Never Comment
Again Because
i Hold A Different
Religious And
Political Belief…
i Find People in
Other Countries
Like Yours more
With Open Minds
To Differences
Are Really Lovely
Strangers indeed..💕

My Stepmother Died..
My Father’s Twin Brother
My Uncle Had A Stroke And
is Under Hospice Care i used
To Be Close to my Stepmother
But i Can’t Find Any Tears
i Just Feel Numb and
i Don’t understand
Why looking
For Tears
I’m just tired
Smiles maybe I’ll
Sleep maybe this
Is Why I’m writing this..🙂

SMiLes When ‘The God Head’ Dances Sings
Within THere is No Gender of Him or Her

Philosophy of India is that of the ‘Spiritual Jesus’
‘i See God Within You’ Namaste Now Look
Within Join This God iN LoVE ReaL NoW

It’s Hit And Miss People Are Alike All
Over Yet Such A Coincidence it Seems
Or Synchronicity So Many Indian
Women Angel Wings Now

And Then There are the Humans
Of India and Other Countries Overseas
Who Truly Treat Folks With Respect Like Humans Online

It’s A Much Nicer Compliment Than the Feedback i got From
Middle School And the Anonymous ones online Who say GO KILL YOURSELF

Dropping by my Blog Years finally Fessing up an Opinion that Writing
Millions of Words With my Personal Style is No Accomplishment

“Years have passed by,
There is a reason why,
Everyone born has to die,
Sometimes forgetting to say bye.
In a sky full of dove, Time
has come and has gone,
People still mourn for love,
But the world carries on.”
Smiles Dear Ava Young Woman
From India With Such a Poetic
HeART my Sister Found A Peace
Lilly on Her Porch With Just Condolences
From the Assisted Living Facility that Has
Been Locked Down to Visitors During the Pandemic…
Our Beloved Stepmother Carolyn Passing Away Yesterday
Finding Out Tonight And Although You are not a Flesh and Blood
Friend in My Life.. Just a Kind Human Soul From India Your Words Tonight
to me For Real
For it’s True God
Sends Angel Wings
When The Sky is Looking For Tears..
SMiLes i am Waiting For the Rain Thank You..🙂

For it’s True God Sends Angel Wings
When The Sky is Looking For Tears…

DoN’T UnDeREstiMatE
ThE DarK ForCE NoW😉

Wait! ‘THey’
DiD Do

Good Morning From Lands
Of Butterflies Always Coloring
More to Feed Loving Life Lights

It’s Nice to Love
And Be Loved With SMiLes

Shall i Paint
God And You
Ever More Beautiful

It’s Amazing/Amusing
How Some Folks/Cultures/Religions
Attempt to Cover Nature of Existence Dark

Gift of Woman Love (God) THorns FLoWeRS
Rise RosE StaR FloweR Seeds Create Stars CoLoRinG Love

SMiLes, i appreciate your
Encouragement too…
Interestingly, People
In The West seem
To Have Difficulty
Understanding my
Writing; Yet, The
From India is
Most Always
Welcoming and
Appreciative too;
Smiles, Perhaps
i am born in the
Of Mind’ Where
i am From; indeed,
Feeling Blessed to
Cross a Border
Where People
Are Kind and
Welcoming for
i surely Cannot
Imagine Treating
People any Other
Way; Fortunately,
my Immediate Family
Shares This Empathy
Of Love seemingly
Prevalent Among
All Indian Women
Writing on Word Press;
Such A Pleasure Ava,
To Be inspired by Light😊

Meh; The People Still Rule The State In Florida,
Just Give It A Few Months And Governor
Santis Will Be Proven The Real Fool He Is

Big Corporations More Soul Now Than Church
or State As Far As the Sanctity of Life in
Florida Goes WHere God Is Money Over Love

Meh, Just Means i won’t go into Another Restaurant
or Bar For Another 5 Years; How Long This
SNAFU is gonna take to quit killing


Two Hot Spots The Virus is Most Likely to Spread Going
INTO A Likely Worst Part of Pandemic Into Fall/Winter

In Case Ya Ain’t Got the News, FL Governor Opens All Restaurants
And Bars to Full Capacity With No Fine for Not Requiring Masks

Other Words Voting in the Coming Years May Indeed Be A Life Or
Death Choice MoSeS Ain’t Coming Back All ‘HeBrews’ Will Do Is Vote

Live by Gun, Die by Gun, Where the Hell is ‘Moses’ When ‘Hebrews’
Need Him Most; No Longer Clutching A Gun Cold Fingers Just Dead

True CLusTeR F88K oF iGnorance Mud
Mix Of Vulnerable Under
‘Jack Boot’
Florida Governing Now

I’m More interesting in being Reborn in this Life
Than Any Next one aS ETernally Now Better Reflects
Quantum Mechanics and the ‘Kingdom of Heaven’ Within as Metaphor Always
Now Like Eternal Youth of Love That is Possible to Feel that Never ages within NoW;

And On the Other Hand;
there is my Wife Who
is 50 Years-Old, Plus
5 Months Who
Is practically
Reborn Every Day
of Her Life Since We Got Together
31 Years ago on September 21st in ’89 as the Same
Human Being now Who is a Real Miracle that Makes
me Believe in Magic For Real beyond
Any Reincarnation Imaginable Now;
But Of course this isn’t Like the
‘Miracle at Fatima’; There is
Video Documentation
the Miracle
of Katrina is Real
Ever Born Youth Now to See, hehe;

People in my Family Who have
Watched Her Never Age name
her the ‘Eternal Teenager’ as
People Have Named Her Sister
Her Mother too; like the ‘Age of Adaline’…

By the way, if anyone wants to know
the Secret to the Fountain of Youth
And The Eternal Flame of Love Within
i Hold the Key; and My Wife is Proof it works; with
SMiles, According to “Legend as Stories” go in ‘Hyperbole’
When We
i was
But Promised
Her She would
Be loved so much transforming
Forever Young Now like ‘this’…;)

Other than That my Step Mother
Just Passed away and i just wrote a
Memorial For Her on Her Deceased
Facebook Page For How She influenced

the Breath of My Life…

In Summary,
This is what i related:

“The Dead Never Die as Long as
Their Spirit Remains in Our Breath…
For How We Breathe is A Greatest Tribute to them…”

I’m more of a Realist; This iS How You continue to Live
After You Die; It’s More of a Selfless Reincarnation of Love; an actual Key of Love; A Flame
That Works continuing to Light Up Dark Rooms (Souls now to come); Everything In Life Now
Tastes better When We Really Put all our Effort in it to last… Meanwhile, i Savor every Drop of Life…

For When We Appreciate
Life all oF it DarK thru
LiGHT Seems Like
This way
Even in
New Moon Nights…

Some Folks are Naturally
Poetry Just by The Smiles of their Souls in LiGHT

Not unlike a Cheshire Cat SMiLe Those SMiLes LiVE oN…

I was listening to A Dude on Youtube talk about How one
Day People Will Upload Their Souls in ‘Singularity’ and Live Forever and


i thought about the Ghost Authors Who Wrote ‘the New Testament’
of the ‘Old Bible’ Who Are Still Worshipped on Bended Knee Every Sunday

by Others still…

Just a note Now:
Anyone will Write a Bible
today; it might not touch
the Entire World but even if
You don’t try to promote it you’ll Touch
Millions of Lives Now and Others to come…

As the Evidence continues to Show as Our Nautilus Shells of Our
Souls ever last NoW in the Record Uploaded online Just another place with no




A Real
Key to an
Ever Lasting
Flame Indeed
As Selfless Love
Agape and Altruistic
Sees No Sacrifice in Love After Death… THAT’S REAL…

A Best Way ALWaYS to Upload a Soul is in Art

As Art Expresses

Soul Best…

In this way,
We Are the
Ones in Charge
of Our Continuing
Reincarnation Now
in A continuing Day Now Where it is ‘never
too early to start Beefing Up Our Obituary’ hehe..

As ‘that most Interesting Man’ Who Sells Beer on TV Relates too…

I’ve Watched Two Generations of Women Now Grow Older than my Wife..

That’s interesting; That’s really Interesting; The Best Miracles Do Breathe Real Now…

And She
But Keeping up
with me and taking
Care of me; is truly a never ending story now too..
She is ‘the Princess’ Who never ends now in Fairy Tales real…

too Young
to ever Be
Queen so far at least.. hAha..;)

Someone Probably couldn’t get
through my Long Tests And Asks Whodatgirl?

i reply in Summary Again:

That is my Wife Katrina
who is 50 Years Old
And 5 Months
At The Beach
Last Week With
Her Sister who
has Been Confused
As Her Mother; Hehe..:)

She Also Scores 32 On the
Autism Quotient AQ Scan Test for Autism;
But She is Not Diagnosed with Autism as
My Sister is also Diagnosed with Asperger’s like me..:)

i suppose my Wife’s Existence might explain at least in
ParT Why i Always LiVE iN Heaven Now for Real as it sure Feels that way..;)


SMiLes, “I’m there for You dear FRiEnD” that’s comforting to Hear
particularly for someone so far out of the so-called ‘Norm’ even More
Particularly in a Locality that seems to Value Economy Over Love that
May be summarized as wanting to see everyone have their rights to life,
liberty, and their own Flavor of Happiness with What is called Cognitive Empathy;
Smiles, the ideal that the United States is built on that is part of Your Dream that is sadly
Lost in the Politics that says it aligns itself with this Agape Kind of Love the Christian Church
Professes but rarely practices
in the so-called Religious
‘Right’ of Politics
when it comes to
the Poor Immigrant
in Need; the person less
Fortunate that needs help gaining
Health Care; the Mentally Ill Woman
Or otherwise Woman who may not be
able to go through with a Pregnancy
without even more suffering and
pain for everyone involved
that People who live in
Feathered nests with
Every Advantage
in Life will never
be able to
understand the Gravity of
EVERY DAY.. or the African American
Man like Katrina’s Mixed Niece’s Husband who cannot
Go to the City Park with a Fishing Pole without the worry
of a Cop Stopping Him asking Him where he is going
or how he arrives in his Neighborhood after working
80 Hours each week supporting His Family in his
Nice Car He worked Hard to buy that brings
Suspect to Cops Who Believe that
Black Folks Must be up to
something illegal
driving a nice
car in a
an area
with Nice
Homes where People Live…
So they Stop Him and Frisk him…
Asking Him to Prove His Identity this
way it’s true still some folks cannot relate
to living in a Country that in effect does
support their Basic Human Rights to Life,
Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness who
are truly in Need and abused this way and
Forgotten like they don’t exist at all so people with
this Cognitive Empathy Like my Stepmother who was
the only one in my Family other than my Sister who stands
Up for Everyone this way and surely rights for Gay People to
Get Married as Their Love is no color either for the Spirit is
Him or
Her either
as Indians
From Your
Still See
in all of Existence
In all of everything as God
every eye every hand every
Leaf of Grass as the ‘Sacred
Cow’ Enjoys in Peace of Living too..
but true there are the Castes there is
still the traditional view of Women as
Cattle Fine Breeds to select from to
Purchase and buy as We as Human
Beings Must always fight for
Every Human to have
the Right to Life,
Liberty and
the Pursuit of
Happiness Where Friends
Are More than Just Fair Weather Friends
Smiles, wish i could speak Your Native Tongue
to connect to you this way for real on a Phone but
for today i am taking full advantage of you as my
Psychotherapist to listen to all i have to say hehe..
but haha.. i don’t expect you to read it all.. anyway
as You Experienced Your Fever not able to Process Your
Emotions Spiritual Tears Flow in Ecstasy easy for me but

Tears of Grief Not so Much.. after my First Love Left me
i closed up inside for Decades trying to Retrieve those Tears
out of what had become Colder of my Heart that devastated
me to the Point of Protecting my Heart from harm but truly
that was a Mistake that would later just about end my life
as Our Emotional Life is truly what allows us to Breathe Freely Life…

As a Child i looked up to my Stepmother, there wasn’t much Choice hehe as
She Wore Size 11 Woman’s Shoes Statuesque And Beautiful Like
An Angel at Five Feet 11 Inches tall with Super Star Style like You
See among Movie Stars as she Bleached Her Naturally Auburn
Hair in the Photo From Her Scandanavian Roots Blonde out
of a Model Page with Such Elegant Grace the Way She
Walked and Talked with so much Natural intelligence,
Style and Soul a Powerful Woman who Worked
for the State in Florida making Sure Valuable
Employees Received Awards for what
They did to serve the Public and
A Champion for All People’s
Rights Forgotten by
Religion and
in a More Perfect
Union of Hope in the United
States from Women’s Rights, to
Minority Rights to Gay Rights to
Immigrant Rights to everyone’s Rights…
the Rest of my Side of the Family Does not Fit
in with this Love For All sadly they call themselves
the Religious ‘Right’ but What they Truly Believe is
Exclusion of others with Differences who Need Help
is their Right to Dismiss in this World who must take
care of themselves and do as they are told by them;

i don’t agree with
that and i don’t hold
back from expressing my
full opinion, even now when
Most of Rest of the World Where i live
Supports a current Political so-called ‘Top’
Leader Who is truly a ‘Father oF all Lies’ For REAL
of everything against the teaching of Agape Love For all
all for giving all thanks giving all Love for what is Greatest In Life Free….

So Yesterday, i lost my only Family Member not blood related but
Love Related This way as Step Mother other than my Sister and
Wife Who Sees Love For all in for giving thanks giving no Matter
Who They Are for Women’s Rights, Immigrant Rights, Gay Rights,
Transgender And Black Rights for everyone’s Rights to Life, Liberty,
And the Pursuit of Happiness that literally sets me apart from almost
Everyone where i Live too except for a very select few where i often
don’t feel like i belong here but i always feel like i Perform a Needed
Service to Provide this View of Good that my Step Mother Shared too…
She Left my Father’s Backwards World View and Married an International
Diplomat Who Shared Her Progressive Views of a Better World for All that

Spells Love
More than
Selfish Hoarding
of Group Think
Tribal Love that
is Only For Folks
in a Bordered-Off-In-Group…

So it wasn’t Just that i lost a Stepmother
it was like i lost one of the Last Family
Members who saw Love in all of every one
and every thing As She Was A Champion
for Environmental Conservatism too i will Never Fully understand
How Conserving Love is such a Novel Liberal Idea but it truly is where i live…

It was only an exclamation point to a day where a Somewhat Elderly Man
Years past me who has been truly the only one taking the effort to actual visit
and comment on my blog that haha.. it is surely not for those without the Leisure
Hours of Retirement that as a Retired Mathematician He enjoys too.. but anyway
he always seemed like a Nice enough Person but never really interested in being
a so-called Real Friend to me.. but still seemingly nice to everyone until i was just
relaxing on my Patio reading the last 55,444 Word Blog Post i wrote where instead
of receiving the Usual kind and thoughtful response on my Blog he came by to
tell me that i was misrepresenting this Political Leader that is causing so much
Hate and Discord in the United States and to Let me know that All Democrats
didn’t care about Black People or Anyone else as 93 Percent of the
Protests in the United States have been peaceful with 7 percent
that have gotten out of hand too.. but because of the
Problems that are happening he extended that
View that is Propagandized by ‘Fox News’ and
Trump to cause Hate and Discontent
More in America Now Where sadly
who i thought was a Rational
Caring Person has bought
THAT Hook, Line, And Sinker,
NoW As Sadly My Mother
Consumed this Cult-Like
Organization of News and became
one of the Zombie-Like Followers too WHere
THere was nothing i could do to help her see the
folly of the Ill-logic/Dead-Love she was following very disheartening
indeed to See A Cult-like News Organization do this to Manipulate
the General Public for Material Gains the Same Way Sadly Church and State Holding Political
Darker Hands is doing in ways now in the United States truly threatening Democracy and Freedom

For All

But so
for about
30 Percent
of the Population
or so to see and 75 Percent
Where i Live too.. as some folks
Just don’t seem to be able to see
When they are being Fooled to the Core of what Love even means…

Anyway that nice Old Gentleman told me He could no longer comment
on my Blog as We Held Different Views on Politics and Religion that was
Sad to see mostly for him as there was nothing i could do to talk logic/care to him either..

i appealed to his So-called Christianity; the part about Agape Love And he Repealed
me as a Human Being Suggesting what i do in Life is no Value.. smiles Friend
it’s nice to have Allies in Life and it’s nice to travel abroad to find them still online
for it’s true now
that my Stepmother
is gone there are only
A Handful of True Allies
Where i live For Love that Stands TALL Beside
What i See as Love For All Just For Free… NOW…

So i wore a ‘Friends’ Shirt with all the Members
from that Show to Walmart to Dance last night
And made one and two and three and a whole
Lot of so-called ‘Trump-Voters’ Smile who have
Signs in their Yards that say ‘F8ck Your Feelings Vote for Trump’…

For if You can’t Get them to Join Love

All that’s Left to do is MAKE THEM SMILE

Even if you have to perform a 3 Ring Circus as Just one man show to do it now…

My God i was floating in Public Dance Last night to the point i experienced ecstasy of Spiritual

Tears as i am experiencing them now so far beyond sadness and so close to the Breath of God Within..

The Elderly Man said i need to go to Confession for all these Sins i need to wear clothes as my nakedness is sin too…
i need to Find God in the Catholic Church the place that says it is fine if folks don’t wear masks and Kill their Loved ones



A killing



He told
me he didn’t
think i have Received
the Holy Spirit As he called

i only replied it is not His to Determine
What Freedom is for any other Person
to Live in this World as he said too that he
was only tolerating me as my Style of Art Adds no Value to Life he Sees…

As there is no Accomplishment in Connecting to other People around
the World Writing Millions of Words of Love and Defending Others too…

He thought i would come to my Senses from my Sinning Ways different than his…

So He Tolerated ‘All my Sins’ this way..

my ending to him still my Beginning was and
Still is ‘i remain on the Naked Wing’…

Smiles Dear FRiEnD it Will


Be Very



A Person with Wings….

but lately i have been and still am flying
around the Globe Happily finding many
More with Wings too.. mostly from Where You Are from

And From Where my Distant Ancestors are from

as You Hope to come

Here one




‘Your People’ Dear FRiEnD

And they do not Fail this Love i see…

My Advice to You is always have Indian Friends..

Particularly Female ones of Course as

i don’t usually get the similar Spiritual

Vibes From Male Indians

Likely still a Cultural

Issue as it is here…

No Matter Where

You Go as

i feel




Will of Course



tear in
my eye that
feels like my Stepmother’s Love…

Like Your Fever my Pulse Rate went
Haywire at the end of my Dance as it did
in the Past when i was ill with what is called
Dysautonomia where the Autonomic Nervous
System no longer Synchs Blood Pressure and Heart Rate Properly
Just Standing my Heart Rate was 160 and Sitting my Blood Pressure
was 88 over 73 but you see it is totally Normal Now and Perfectly Healthy again…

For i understand Now
That Most Illness
Comes From a
Place Deeper
when We close
The Doors to Our Soul
Finding dismay at the Darker
Souls Who come our way…

i KNeW/KNoW WHere to
Seek to Look to find

both Within

And the Women
From India who truly Have Souls like my Stepmother too….

When you get busy while i show you Love each and every day..

For my only Work is Love…

i feel confident

That when there
is a day i really
need a FRiEnD you will be
there for me.. smiles i’ll send
you a Photo of me with the Friends
Shirt on but for now a Photo of my Stepmother for you to see with SMiLes

i am better than okay now…

i am incarnate Love again in Spirit on a Naked Wing…

With Tears of Spiritual Ecstasy That Trump Every Grief iN Whole Soul Again…

With A Song That Celebrates the Colors of Your Culture the ones
my Ancestors From South Asia Saw too as my Soul is as ‘Brown’ as Yours…

When i met You at first i felt like
i Met an Angel From Above
It didn’t Matter What You
Look Like i felt it
in Your Words as
You Came to Greet
me and
it’s true
all of them
From Your
Country make
me Feel the Same HeART
Soul without Form just GOD…. THE SPiRiT OF ALL….

Hymn For Your Weekend Dear FRiEnD

if you read all these Words from start to end
This will surely Emotionally Exhaust You…

i understand
in Your Silence

you are Still here….

And i am
STiLL THeRE too..🙂


The Dead Never
Die as Long as Their
Spirit Remains in Our Breath…

For How We Breathe is A Greatest Tribute to them…


Keep it
In NoW As
May Hurt More
Than Explosions
Who May Bite
Hardest Now After
Prolonging Implosions 💣💥
I’ve Seen wrath of ‘Kali’🌊

WHere Shadow Meets Light
Twilight Soars Forever More
Now Out of Time

Just A 🌊
Wave Flyin’ SMiLes⛵️

Twilight in
Free Now
Fruition Loves Free
Forever Now Eternally
Breathing Now ‘Seeing’

Yes, It’s True, Been ‘The Lion King’
And ‘Scar’ Too; WHere Shadow Meets Light
Twilight Soars Forever More Now Out of Time

And in One Human Too As i am Verily Not Ashamed to admit
i Put-Off Achieving Uncle Ted’s Quote Until my 5th Decade Of

Life For Sure

Just Goes to Show Identical Twins Have Totally Different ‘Souls’

My Father’s Identical Twin Brother Ted’s Senior Class Quote: “I Dare
Do All That May Become A Man; Who Dares Do More Is None”

My Father Fred’s Senior Class Quote: “Never Do

Today What You Can Put Off Until Tomorrow”

13,800 Miles Later Butterflies Still Fly Free As i

Dance on Terrestrial Land With These God Wings Free

Shortly.. After i Recovered As A Shut-in for 66 Months
Dancing With A Butterfly 🦋 Free in Winn Dixie… A Grocery
Store Popular in United States Deep Southern States in

September of 2013, 85 Months ago

Sure Along with these 8.5 MiLLioN
Words of Free Verse Poetry

True When small i studied
Butterflies too to see what
Effect Their Wings have on
Flying on Land too matching
Those Wings in Flight of
Flame True
i Don’t
Now At
The Required
8th Grade Level
To Stay Stagnant
And Grounded to
Earth Butterflies
Fly Free Fly
Away Now
i Always
Return Like
A Dragonfly on Perch
YoU’RE Going First
Life Will ALWaYS
Be Dull And
Elton John
Knows the Way
Back Home
With Wings
Fly Free Fly
Away Again
Write A Song
Together No
Back to
Write the Next
Verse Butterflies
Fly Free in Effect
They Let other
Folks Wonder
What Comes
Next why
i Like
Of Writing
God Knows
Please never
Write to Just One
Target Audience
And Only Write
A Book Butterflies
Don’t Fit in Lines
Pages Or
Of only Books
True Butterflies
In Effect Are God
Okay that knocks
The Meaning
Of Life
Of The
Park i Ain’t
Just A Soft
Ball Player
On the
First Baptist
Church Team Either..🚪
My Uncle… My Father’s
Identical Twin Ted just Died
This Song is For Him
Too Butterflies
Fly Free
As All
Return This Way🚪🎶🌟

SMiLes Ruehla.. i’ve Surely Witnessed What
Happens in some areas of my Country (Particularly
Mine) When A Woman Or Really Anyone Discerns,
Dances, And Sings About the Darkness Along with
the Light that Inhabits Any Long-Held Tradition(S)
And Rather than Load Your Next Post up
with more ‘Fred-Talk’.. hehe.. it’s true
Even when one is a Dude Where i live
Still Now one practically has to
Become ‘Superman’ To Stand-Up
For Everyone and not be abused…
It’s true people gave me more problems
When i had my ‘Clark Kent Clothes’ on
As Verily Speaking You Don’t Mess With
‘Superman’ when He ain’t Wearing Clothes
It’s Like Dancing in Public Like a Butterfly with
Wings at 60, at 247 Pounds, Stronger than ever Before…
True… Light Must Wear Shadow of Armor To Survive Without Fear

As True Love
And Real Men
And or Women
Fear no Criticism
And Require No Worship
For Truly As they Stand Naked
They are Enough With God Wings Free

JusT A Dance
And Song
of Love



Free For All

So True the ones Who Love
All Most Now without Restraint
Without Any Labels or Categories: “Gentile,
Jew, Servant, Free, Woman And or Man No More”
Ironically as even ‘they’ ‘suggest’ THEY Believe
THAT Excludes Will Be the ones who most
often find no place to Rest their Head for
by Very Definition Tradition Excludes my
FRiEnD Sadly as Religion Does too Sadly
As All Cultural Clothes as Tools We Wear too….

And this is why i stand Naked in Front of God (ALL) with Wings unafraid to Soar….

True.. it’s a ‘Lonely Hearts Club Band’ as ‘the Beatles’ Do Relate But When it comes

To someone like Elton John Bullied For His Sexual Orientation by Folks of my So-called
Church i visit for the Nature of who they Naturally Are afraid they won’t Be able to Create
Children to Propagate the Population More they miss the Mark by failing to Remember

What ‘Song’ ‘they’
were ‘Listening’
to that night
‘inspired’ so
‘Much’ then
they made
‘me and you’ too
Love is No Color
Love Is the Air We Breathe Free

At Best We take Our Differences

And Do All the Different We Do Best to Survive ToGeTHeR

Even Thriving Naked Wings of Love That LoVE ALL (GoD) Free

Real Evil Now That Harms the Rest of Nature Exists Best when
Least is Afraid to Speak up For Least Most Now As First Remains Last..:)

Other than that this was one of the Most Eloquent Pieces i’ve
Heard on WordPress Lately in Deep Meaning and Purpose
That Truly most Anyone Will Be Able to Relate too true

In Different ways Now Human Naturally too

As Closed Minded Folks Will Stick to the Same

And Open Minded Folks With Souls Different Will

Naturally Soar Higher

With Freer Wings

How Blessed
We aRe
to be Naturally
Chosen By God
Nature this way..
i have Hope
that other
Will Open their
Doors more to the
Colors of the Wind Fearless Love Does Paint

Jesus is A Hero, Human Archetype of the Leader Who
Loves, Defends, And Protects All Flavors of Human Being and the
Rest of God Nature As Humble As Any True Empathic Leader is ‘He’ Suggests We
Still Will Do Greater Works than ‘Him’, per words Attributed by John 14:12… i am

the kind

of Student

Who Pays Attention

in Class i may put stuff

off but True i make Stuff Happen too

As i surely Believe Folks Will Do more than

me in ways i cannot even Fathom as Man And or Woman

Or Even Anyone on this Planet Now Twilight Forever iNdeed

iN Zone of Flow

Breathes Free Love

As Above So Below All

Within Inside Outside Now

Around And By God What

Most Eyes and Ears Within

Are Even Yet to See and Hear…

Other than that Have a Nice Day/Evening Ruehla

Yes… ‘This’ “Peace Victory Love Blood Breathes Stars”

MacroVerse i am Writing Now is one of the Toughest ones

So far except for when my Mother and Father And Best Cat

Friends Then Went

Away/Died too…

but at least

‘they’ waited

until separate

Blog Posts to ‘do it’ Gonna Laugh Just for the HeLLuViT too…
As i Embrace All the Shadows As Tight in Hugs As Light
For Without Shadow THere is No Sunshine AND Us at All…

HAha… Other than that the Doctor Notified me
that i broke one of my Smaller Toes but it’s
True It’s Healing Fine and Hasn’t stopped
the Music, the Dance, or Song

(Wearing Shoes Inside
Doing Martial Arts
From Now on Hehe)

in the ‘least’ bit

Twilight in
Free Now
Fruition Loves Free
Forever Now Eternally
Breathing Now ‘Seeing’..:)

Other than That ‘Delta Dawn’
Hurricane Delta Reaches Cat 4
Status And in General is Heading
Our Way.. so hehe i better get this
Published Before the Electricity May
Go Out and the Cell Towers May go Down
Like We Recently Experienced with Hurricane Sally too…

Life Is So
Interesting InDeed
As Shadow Continues to Meet
LiGHT iN TWiLiGHT Balance More..:)


Ever More
DarK Thru LiGHT

Yah Yah Way Whether Ya HeaR MuSiCK Or Not
Hills And Valleys ALiVE With Faith of God Music

Eternally Now Within i Am

Joy of Life Body Electric Whitman
Sings too.. Just another Bucket List
Ticked OFF as ‘FULL Art me’ Makes
Top Search Words HeHE

‘This’ Is My First Amendment Constitutional Right
my Faith And Religion Head to Toe More i am
Body of God Wild and Loving Free Now

Yet i understand ‘Your Blindness Your
Deafness’ i respect ‘Your Functional
God Disability’ And Hide God From ‘You’ to Please You

Yet THere is ‘This World’ Algorithm Robots With no
Common Feel and Sense Taketh me Away Giveth me
Away For Free With NO CoNSenT

Some Folks Dance; Some Folks Do Not;
Some Folks Sing; Some Folks Do Not;
Some Folks See Wind Eternally

NoW iN Balance;

Self-Reflection WHaT iS
Lost WHaT iS Gained
OnLY Us We THey THeM. i. Y. O. U.

JusT for the HeLLuViT Let’s ALL (at least me)
Do A Celebration DaY iN DarK oF LiGHT NoW

SMiles Conscious Mind
Now Ironically as Science
Of Reason Shows Now That
Essentially expresses that
Conscious Mind is only
5 Percent of the Rest
Of the Mind… The
95 Percent That
Neuroscience Shows
Comes First Leading
To All the So-called
Reasonable Decisions
We Make At Best All Arts
Humans Create And
Participate in Helps
Us To Better Get
In Touch Now With
Our Huge Expanse
Of Subconscious
Mind Now to Better
Regulate Now Our
Emotions Integrating
Our Senses in the
That May come
Making An
Flow Where
We Generate
Our Own Happiness
Chalice of Soul always
Overflowing Eternally
Now to Give And
Share For
Free Symbols
Like Dancing
Shiva Express this
Most important kind
Of Human Intelligence
That Standard IQ
Touch the
Difference Between
Smart With and Without
Art is only S And
M that is sadly
Often more
Now Of the
Trump Way
Of Life Sadistic
And Masochistic
As Well For Folks
Who Sadly have the
Worst Poverty of
All Poverty of
Soul As
Indeed is the Art
With the Rest of
Arts that Truly
Make Us SmART…
Oh by the Way
Living in The
Kingdom of
Heaven NoW ALWaYS
Within And Attaining
This Soul Intelligence
Beyond All ‘Literal
Word Thinking’
May Be As
Core as
A Naked
Free Form
Dance in Sand
And Sun to Truly
Get in Touch
With This
Nirvana We
Experience And
Give And Share With
Others ‘Seeing’ This
Natural Deep
In Soul
We Share
With All of
Nature as Essence
Of All Existence We
Feel And Sense NoW As
LoVE DarK Thru LiGHT
Our Act of ‘God’
In Deed
SMiLes Dear
How Blessed
i am You inspire
Me to Poetically
Put in Words
Now What
Words our
Souls of
All To See
In our Soul Eyes
Revealing Wisdom
Eye of Our Pyramid
Capstone Intelligence
From Base to Top
And Beyond
Wide Awake
Lit up DiViNE

Prophecies Written On Concert Hall Walls Sure for Profits too as Modern Prophets
Do Sing From Groups Like Rush, ‘Tom Sawyer’, And Led Zeppelin, ‘Kashmir’,
Searching Deeper in the ‘Spirit Mind of Autotelic Flow So Deep, Deep, Down
Within Sharing NoW WitH All Others What is Sought and Found For Others
to Perhaps Gain Just a SParK on Their Journeys in all the Paths
They Take to the Kingdom of God Love Force iN Light NoW
For All Within aS WeLL
Still Coming as
i quote Led Zeppelin
And Kashmir Lyrics Deeper Now True
aS LiGHT Removes itself From Deepest Wells of DarK…

“Oh, let the sun beat down upon my face
Stars fill my dream
I’m a traveler of both time and space
To be where I have been
Sit with elders of the gentle race
This world has seldom seen
They talk of days for which they sit and wait
All will be revealed
Talk in song in tongues of lilting grace
Sounds caress my ear
There are not a word I heard could I relate
Story was quite clear
Oh yeah I been flyin’
Love oh ain’t no denyin’, no
Oh, ooh yea, I been flyin’
Mama, mama, ain’t no denyin’, no denyin’
All I see turns to brown
As the sun burns the ground
And my eyes fill with sand
As I scan this wasted land
Try to find, try to find what I feel
Oh, pilot of the storm who leaves no trace
Like thoughts inside a dream
Heed the path that led me to that place, yellow desert stream
My Shangri-La beneath the summer moon, I will return again
Sure as the dust that floats high in June, when movin’ through Kashmir
Oh, father of the four winds, fill my sails, across the sea of years
With no provision but an open face, along the straits of fear
When I’m on, when I’m on my way, yeah
When I see, when I see the way, you stay-yeah
Tryin’ to find, tryin’ to find where I been yeah, yeah
Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, when I’m down
Ooh, yeah-yeah, ooh, yeah-yeah, well I’m down
Ooh, let me take you there”

“Had Other things
To Do But Store Nuts”

Hehe it’s ‘Your’ World
i’m only A 🐿 Squirrel
i’m So Much Cuter
Than My Cousin
Rat 🐀 With
Tale What
i’ve Noticed
Most Since my
Cousin Bat 🦇
Abused in His
Wildlife Home
Like Road Kill
Humans Make
Us Delivering
More Distant
Cousin Covid-19
🦠 Virus to You Too
Now is You Have
Yet to Learn the
Lesson Of Our
Common Rodent
Ancestor 75 Million
Years Ago For When
That Meteor Struck
The Earth Making our
Gulf Of Mexico the
Dinosaurs 🦖 Took
Flight to Adapt
As 🦅 Birds
And We
Into 🐿 Squirrels
But By God Some
Rodents Went the
Path of Apes 🦍 in
Zombie Apocalypse
Of Oh my God Hairless
And Even Apes With
Orange Make-Up
Leading Human
Armies to Rape
Maim, Destroy, Kill
The Rest of All Our
Living Nature At
Essence And
Face You
Continue to
Destroy so i
Look at You Square
In The Eye As A
Cool 🐿 Squirrel
Wearing Shades
To not
Out of Nuts
For All of Us
But You Are
The Pandemic
The Worst one
The EartH the
Face of
Us the
Place We aRe
Evolved to LiVE iN
Inner and Outer
Space of
Soul So ‘Child of
Vision’ As Super
Tramp Also Suggests
Do ‘Find A New Ambition’
This Human Gig
Ain’t WorKinG
A Bird Before
It is way too
Late For All
Of Us Now
Nuts 🥜 i (God)
Go With SMiLes
See Ya Later Human
i Do Get Around 🦇🦅

Other than that the
Power just Went out
When it came Back
On the TV And
Started Playing
The ‘Minions 3’
Movie i Never
Had time to Watch
4 Years Ago Just
Me Reality
Is Stranger
Than Fiction
In Every way
Even When
You are
As the
Next Reality
Indeed We Create
Reality Children
Of Vision
We Must
Do Better
Now Than
Leaders Ugh
And Minions

🐀 🐿







Bye Bye
👋 🙌😊🦖

Thanks Just Teri
SeaSons Now Of
Life We Generate
With Grey Clouds
Or Cold… Masters
Of Weather
Now And
Within Free
We LiVE iN

Loyal Friends
And Family
Come And
Go Still At
Best We ARe
That Loyal one
Truly Loving FRiEnD
Who Refuses
To Blow
No Matter
What Size
Storms of
Life come
Next Last FRiEnD
Standing A Gift
To Earn
If one
Is Left
Alone Love
Will Reach
Out And
Next Ground
The Calm
Eye Breathes🌊🌈⛵️

Thanks Ruelha
i Finally Got That
Fearless inheritance
From my Father
Who Stayed
Aloof And
Not Around
i really Had
to Work Hard
LooKinG Within
And Always
Will to Keep
It As i Am Sure
He Did Quietly
With Not Much Fuss..🙏

Hehe Perhaps i should
Have Feared Ramming
My Smaller Left Toe then
Into A Piece of Furniture
Focusing on Not
Actually Striking
An Object With
My Other Big
Toe Lesson
Care of That
Issue As Long as
i Miss all the Other
Furniture.. Yes.. better
To Do it Outside
With A Bush
Not injuring
Leaves or
Foot Just
Breezing Thru
In Ease of A Calm
Hurricane Eye With
Winds On Smooth
Fire 🔥 GRoWinG😁
It’s Just an Art to
Maintain Mind
And Body
i only
Brush the
Leaves From
Wind My Feet
Create Outside in Please…
Thanks again for Your
Kindness it’s very
Hard For me
To Feel
Pain Now
But i Still
Tears Will
Bring Not All
Frozen Up in Hell
For 66 Months for in
Hell Ya Wish For
Frozen Souls
Kinda Like the
Disney Movie
‘Frozen’ Yet
So much
To thaw
Out in
Hell Within
As it Surely is
As Real AS Heaven
Clouds With🌞

SMiLes Ruelha
For Us… The
Hurricane ‘Delta’
Is Veering Toward
Louisiana Where Also
Record Breaking Hurricane
‘Laura’ Devastated that Area;
Seems Like We are in
The Clear unless a
Cold Front comes
Through Faster,
Sweeping it our
Way As the Chances
Seemed Rather low
We Would take a hit
Recently from ‘Sally’
But We Did Now
Here for long…
Thank Goodness
We Live High And
Dry Inland Now with
No Worst Problems
Coming With Storm
Surge And Floods;
Hehe, just A Pretty
Stiff Breeze Where
Only ‘Ivan’ Blew our
Roof Shingles off
In 2005; Our New
Roof is Hurricane
Stronger Winds Ready!

Yes, Without
Clouds No Life
Giving Rain With
After Storm Parties
Now Of ⛅️ Sunshine
🌈 Rainbow SMiLes😊⛵️

Thanks So much Ruelha my
Father was one of those
People who stayed As
Cool And Collected
As James Bond
With A Cigarette
In His Hand For
60 Or So
Of his 81
Years, Where
He just said, “I don’t
Think I’m Gonna
Make it”, Calmly
And Suddenly
Dropping Dead…
My Uncle Suffered
With Alzheimer’s
Disease Until
88; But it’s
True at 84
He Was Still
Dancing With Elderly
Ladies While His
Wife Still played
The Piano in a
Band Showing
Signs of Dementia
Then; Yet, Strangely
They Never
Looked Really
Old As Some
Folks Finally Do…
Thanks for Your
Kind Condolences
Ruelha; Feels Very
Human And Sadly
Too rare in most
Places i visit
Where i Live🙏

She Is Tough
Enough to
Fall Down
And Get right
Back up the
Blessing of
A Very
Life Growing
Up; True Grit
That Doesn’t
Give up and
Keeps on Ticking…
Smiles, i’ve also
Learned the Gift
Of Dark as Without
Dark No Light With
Smiles Here’s
A Prayer
For those
Who Still
Have Some
Together Now
For Great Thanks..🙂

No Sunshine
Under Living
Trees Shading
me With Deepest
Dark EartH Feeding
Roots Branching
Far Reaching Still
Enough Above Brown
Leaves Falling Spreading
Far Below And
All Around
Spring Fresh Green
Leaves Of Grass
Year ‘Round
Art Fruits
In Winter
Staycations Within
True All Seasons
Of Life
By Art of
Do Over
Science of
Only Parts🌊🎶…
Such Small 🛠Tools…

2020 Clearly
NoW i SEE Better
Truth Than THiS
Seriously Just
How Tall Do
Some Folks
Need Forest
Thick Face Palms
To See That Unmasked
Lies Will
A Rose
To Hug
Ignorance 😷

Of Course…
What i am
Saying is Folks
Continue Still Now to
Embrace Ignorance
As Clearly Revealed
As Death
Now So in
Other Words
Some Folks
Are Accepting
Trump ‘Shooting
Them on 5th Avenue’
Even Worse Than
The Jim Jones
Cult as There
Wasn’t A Ton
Of Scientific
Evidence Delivered
In Advance Warning
Them Not to Drink
‘The Kool-Aid’
Now as Metaphor
For All the Crowding
Together Unmasked
Parroting What the
Ignorance of Trump Unmasked
Does As They Continue
Not only Embracing
But Practically
In Worship
In Easily
Behaviors Now😷🦠

Smiles As Colleges Are Often Divided
in Arts And Sciences East in Ways
of Hemispheres of Earth And
DiFFeRenT of Minds May
Be More Right
Brained And
As Metaphors
of Arts And Sciences
Spiraling Over Straight
Lines of Books And Covering
Pages With Walls Desiring to
Close Evolution of Soul Less
Torsion And Spin of
Existence Spirals
On As Above
So Below
Inside Out
Side All Around
Some Sit Some Rove
And Let’s Face It Others
Get All Around Just Breathing
Seeing More This Spectrum of Existence More..🙂

Art We Co-Create
True Reality Our All🐀

Best We
CoMe to
Fall Away
iN DarK NoW⛵️

Winter’s Coming
For Sake
oF All of
US Let’s
Hope that
Leading takes
ViRuS Of
“YOU’RE FiReD”..🦠

AS Humans
We Tend
To Create
Order out
Of Chaos
For Safe
Yet We
Will Not
Make Someone
Else’s Chaos
We See
SMiles Folks
Navigate Within
In Principles
Of Honor
Of Truth indeed
Others Just Swept
Away Like⛵️Sailing
Seas Without
Anchors Rooted iN
Safe Harbor NoW🌊⛵️

SHows ‘This’ Is
True Emotions
Come First Now
Directing All of What
We Name ‘Reasons’
Next NoW As Either
We Get in Touch
Regulating Our
Our Senses
In Art Of
Dance And
Song We Express
MasteRing All We aRe
Within Yet to Be Or
We Will
Lost Now
In Shadow
DusT Without
Reflecting Seeing
All Of Us To Come🌊⛵️

WitH SMiLes SaMe😊

SMiLes Lala Rukh… Happy 6th on the 7th and As Promised
7 Years or so Ago.. Here i am again A Day Late but Still
Keeping my Promise that once a Month i Will always
Visit You to keep in Touch for You Said something
That Rather Haunted me as You Said
People Always Come and
Go Away.. and Never
Come back
And You
Know what
in all my Life
i only told one
i wouldn’t be back
as quite Honestly
She scared me
as She wanted
A Child from
me that
i wasn’t
ready to give…
Smiles.. i still don’t
Have any Living Children
And i am sure She Has many by now
This is what i know and feel and sense
Now Love That Stands Tallest and Refuses
to Fall Simply Remains Love with Nothing More to Do but Love
As Arms of Hurricanes And Chambers of Nautilus Shells Spread
Out in Life Cycle of Creativity More i find this Happening the
Same as my Creativity Grows and Evolves Spiraling Out
More in Arms And Chambers And More Doors to
Arms and Chambers of Creativity More.. It’s
A Bit Like Weight Lifting No Pain No
Gain too Much Pain no Gain
Always Twilight Just
Right As
Eternally Now
Balance Will Resume
As Waves Return Again
In Calm Ocean Seas till Waves





i Am Again

A Day Late Yet

With the Same



SMiLes That and Who
JusT ReFuse to Go Away
True Alice And Wonderland
Don’t Come in Mad Hatter Ways in
No Time Often But Ya Just have to
Understand That Time Flows
In Reverse As Well
As It Does

As the

Best of Times

Is Always No Time But

Now Live And LearN And BreaTHE

A Simple Eternal Wisdom SMiLE NoW Enough to Be And ‘See’…

Happy 7th Rafiah been a bit of a Rough 13 Days This
‘Monthly Cycle’ Tween my StepMother and Uncle Passing
Away Two ‘Online Friends’ Changing into Something Truly
Now Unpredictable based on Current Behaviors as True This
Does Happens When We Never Really meet Folks Face to Face
to ‘See’ How their ‘Soul EYes’.. Yes Do meet Ours in Realtime Presence
of Their Entire Souls not Just Piece MeaLeD together online hehe… Other
than that regarding putting things together the Doctor notified me i broke one
of my Smaller Toes doing Martial Arts.. Yes Weeks after it happened as it didn’t
slow me down a bit and is healing fine as is.. What Else… Hurricane Delta May Miss
Us unlike Hurricane Sally but True Hurricanes Are Full of Change And Often Unpredictable
Like the Rest of Existence too.. Other than that i can barely keep up with my Creativity sorting
out all i continue to do but you know what Enjoying Life as always Just as Much Dark thru Light
As This is What Wisdom Truly is A Cheshire Cat Smile that no one ever now will make Go
Away.. Love You Dear Friend As You always sincerely are a Very Special Ordinary Honest
‘Normal’ Person with a Soul that Breathes real in all of your challenges too.. Prayers for
Your Mother Your Yet Born Child All of Your Loved Ones True to keep You Smiling and
Happy too aS ain’t Life Grand That We Still Have This Gift of Breathing Best With SMiLes
And Love Free to Be and See.. Other Than That Katrina Continues to Get More Beautiful
And Younger As She Gets only Older in Numbers And This is why i realize i have much to
do to Pay God Back For The Gift to be able to do any of Life at all for Real the Gift of Love
So Near And Dear Close As God Breathes NoW Within and All We Breathe This Ageless,
Timeless, Spaceless,
Spirit of Love
That Sees and
Bes God For Real Within..🙂

Hmm.. if You Take the Piglets
To the Water They Will Drink

Full NoW As Sky
Deep aS Ocean
iNdeed FLYinG

Alive MiSSinG
Others Mean
They are
STill Alive
Our EYed
Seeing Them
Still Within saddest
State no Longer
Ones True..⛵️
Sail With Us⛵️

Last Time i Checked
The New Testament
As an Autodidact
‘Spiritual Scholar’
Couldn’t Help
But notice
Jesus Turns
The Other Cheek
Forgives Always Loving
Enemies As Neighbors
Reflecting The Kingdom
Of Heaven God (Love)
Within ‘Seeing’ No
Category of
Human Gentile
Jew Servant Free
Woman And Or
Man Yes No More
NoW As The Color of
Love Is All Our Blood
Yet You Question
WHere This Holy
Creative Spirit
‘Burns’ AS Holy
And Sacred Love
Flame All For Giving
Thanks Giving Eternally
Now Thanks For Giving
Love A Chance To Dance
And Sing in Your Choir
For in my World
The Only Way
‘They’ Feel
In Us
Is By The
Dance And
Song We Do
To Love All
As Others
Divide and
And Fall
With the
Oldest Foe
Of All That
Oldest Shadow
Fear And Hate As
To BLock Sunshine Love
Rays For all to See
Good News
Science God
Assessed Yes
A Real Father
oF all Lies is Behind
Double Digits In the
PollS inDeed some
Still Support
This ‘Man’
As Time
And Time
Again Revelation
Of The Shadow
And Shine
Of Human
Is Revealed
From Bottom
To Top
Last Now
Anyway just
Circling the
Globe As Fiber
Optic Cables
Prepare/ Provide A Way
From True Blessings
Too Of Nerds And
Geeks… Doing
John 14:12
In the
Of God Is Love
With Pay Grade
Pay Rate And
Of Only
Love as
By ‘Dear John’
Letters too.. i ‘Know’
‘You’ FRiEnD But
‘You’ Do Not
‘KNoW’ me
In terms
Of Matthew
In Chapter
5, Verses 3 thru 11
Still Beatitudes of
Love AS ‘HeaR’ All
i ‘See’ Is A Choir
From Love
Your Will of
Course Your
Choice To
God As
Unity Or
A Hideous
Beast of Fear
And Hate in
Division For
All Who Dance
And Sing Free
aS UNiTY Of Love
For ALL SMiLes
You Cannot
Than One
Is Love
And Expect
To Continue to
Breathe in
On The
Other Hands
Now Choirs of
‘Dancing Angels’
Singing GaY LoVE iN
Deed And Before You
Dare Diss My Manhood
Do Meet me in The
Military Gym and
Do Drop
Your Jaw
With Wow
As The Rest
Of The Military
Dudes 40 Years
Younger Than
Me Still Do as i
Leg Press 1340 Pounds
18 Reps Now up to
1520 Pounds At
60 Years-Old
To Maintain
In A Martial
Arts Vocation
Kick For Many Years
Meanwhile Face to
Face i Encounter
Men Just like You
With Witness
For God Is
Love Similar
To this in
In Fast
Food Joints
Of Fear and
Hate just like
This anyway
At least
To Face my Words
Have a Nice Day
For Love to
i Live
As A Dude
One Practically
Must Wear
A Lion
So Far Away
From Breath
Of Love
AcTuAlly Spreads…
Not Just Empty Pockets
Echoing Ignorance
Fear and Hate
In Just
Less Pit ‘THere’…
Try Some Love
If You Will Fit
Into A Meal of
Soul (God) Food next…
By the Way
Frank just
Me To this
Place sadly
He has
Is Love
Too And to
Be Clear in
Years of knowing
Me He Never
Called me
In Other
He Never
Really ‘KNeW’

Just stopped by
To See if any
Kool Aid is
Being Served
Happy to Reply
Yet not Singing
To the
This Money

Human Souls



Even More…

Now Go Ahead

And Delete my

Comment in

Unless one

Day You Have

Enough JeSuS

To Sing Outside Your Choir

A Once, Upon a Date, so-called ‘Trump Friendly’ Rasmussen Poll
Now Gives Trump A Declining 12 Points Behind; Surely, Following
Trump Is Going Down For Real Now; And of course, Yes, at First
Basically, He Had to ‘Shoot Himself in the Covid-19 Foot on 5th Avenue’
By Additionally Staying Ignorantly Unmasked And Leading His
Closest Most Immediate
Crew into Not Only
Certain Defeat but
Almost Guarantees
of Getting A Potential
Life Threatening Covid-19
Pandemic Disease; as Ya Will Fool
Some of the Folks All the Time; But
Ya Will Not Do it to Most of the Folks Who
Have Enough Intelligence to See that Gilligan
off Gilligan’s Island Will Surely Do A Better
Job of Dictator, With Just a Promise of ‘This
That and the Other Thing’, Without a Reality
of Getting Himself
Deathly Ill and
The Disease
Even to His Closest
Associates and Aids
Who Butter His Bread
of Even Surviving in Politics each and every Day…
It’s Really Not Like it wasn’t Predictable as

Not Everyone

Kool Aid…

And There Are So-called
‘Christians’ in my Area Who
Believe He is Still a Gift From ‘God’ (TM) to Save ’em…
Better to Know A ‘DEvil’, Ya Create; than the one Ya’ll Never meet…

You’ are always
Welcome to
ClicK NoW on
The Gravatar
If You Even Dare
To Find Out who
i really am Be Careful
Of Who Wish For
When A Group
Comes together
And Repeats
An Incantation
Enough, Magic
Or Not, Humans Tend
To Create The Face Now
Of Their Worst Nightmares
Or Dreams
That be
Me Or You
Or Love And
Idol Worship
Of Forms Like Trump

That Love…

A Devil
Y’All Wished For
Comes True Again
Enjoy What You All Create…


That’s up
To You All…
Eve is Making
Some More
Popcorn to
Go Along
With This Apple 🍎 🖥

“iT Was A DarK
And Stormy Night”

The Great Pumpkin 🎃
Is Back Whatever
Color ITs Face is

Now Dancing in
Pale Moonlight…

Smiles Dog’s
Best FRiEnD


Dog 🐶 Spelled
Backwards is Still 🐕 Dog

Dude, Anyone Can
Make Up A Story
This ‘Cue’Anon’
Is Less
Horse Stuff..
Truly not Worthy
Of Water Changed
To Kool-Aid Again
Anyway You Folks
Make Excellent
Muse for the
Dark Side
Of The
Moon of
A Newer Age
Bible Now Before
This Older Apple
You Breakfast
Club Old
To Munch
On… Gotta Go
The Popcorn
Is Ready as
‘Lakshmi’ is
Fixin’ to
Out of
🥧 Pie..😂🤣😂

Traveling Above to New York Below to Miami Realizing Why
‘Old JeSuS’ Traveled Farther East to Find More DiViNE FeMiNiNE LiGHT


Thanks So Much for Sharing the Story ‘You’ Are Writing Now; It Flows
Well in Writing Style; And of Course the Theme of Acceptance And
Love Is A Story Most Everyone Will Relate to, someway at least,
in Target Audience Way As This Truly Reaches Folks Most…
Keep up the Great Creativity When You Are Able to
Across Your Lifetime As Truly This Naturally Keeps
Us More Vibrant And Green than Leaves
Falling, Falling
Turning Dead
More Now than Alive…
Breathing So Much More As
iMaGiNaTioN SPRinGS CReATiViTY to Life Now..:)

“I sure did like him he always made sure I danced”

One of the Comments From A Lady My Uncle
Danced With In His 80’s at the Place Where
My Uncle’s Wife Played the Piano in A Band
In her 80’s too.. Truly A Legacy
At Any Age that is Real Now…
i Honestly Wish i had
Never Stopped Dancing
in my 20’s And chances
Are i’ll Be doing it in my 80’s too
Starting Again At Age 53 Thru
60 Now As True my Uncle was
Surprised to See me Dance at
A Bar perhaps the Last thing He said to me in 2014
When My Father Died on May 22nd.. of that Year too…
Again His
Identical Twin
And at This Age
of Around 26 as
Pictured Away from
A Prisoner truly almost
impossible to Distinguish from my Father then…
And Yeah.. my Father Worked ‘Busting Moonshiners’
As A ‘Beverage Agent’ then in the Late 50’s Where my
Mother Met Him Working in the Court House thinking
With Stubbled Beard Greenest Aqua Pale Eyes then
That Among All Woman Whoever was Married to
Him Must be the Luckiest Woman in the World
He asked Her to Marry Him on the Second Date
And as Asperger’s Related Stuff goes She
Said he almost never said a Word
Coming Home After Work for
the next 3 Years as True
i did the Same for
Almost 2 Decades
Married too
i am Fully Alive
Now The Dance And
Song Breathes Free now…
And Usually Katrina Now has the
Opposite Look of Please just go Write
in the Other Room And Shut-up now

You talk too much…

And then i say

Will Do, Thank You…

Generally Speaking i am Fairly Agreeable…
She is one of the Very Few Who has what

it takes to stay…

Meh… We All Have Our Own Ways of
Dealing With Grief MiSSinG What We
Truly Have Now One Love Sure i AM

Here For me…

From An Evolutionary Perspective,
Sitting in Front of A Screen For Hours
On End is Not Only As Unhealthy as Smoking
A Pack of Cigarettes A Day; It Erases Us From Face-
to-Face, Full Human Contact in so-Called ‘Real Life’ as
Science Shows
When We Do
Not Exercise
The Various
Empathy Muscles
of Love, Face-to-Face
Like Cognitive Empathy,
Sympathy, And Compassion
Those Human Inherited Evolutionary
Gifts Tend to Wither Away And We Become
More of What We Feed Ourselves, Human or Machine;

True, When i went to College; Both in Computer Labs
And Halls to Engineering Classes, There Were Signs Posted
On Walls that Said Don’t Forget You Are Human Get Out and




Human Too…

i Sit in Front of

This Screen Entirely

too Much; Yet i Dance, i Dance, And Sing Free…

WHere Mostly only Butterflies Dare to Spring Green…

Clue: Green Doesn’t Feed the Earth Like Brown Leaves Do…

And Moving Meditation as Science Shows; Yes, Class of Course
my Special Interest too; is truly a Fountain of Youth in Free Dance And Song
That Will Regenerate Human Mind, Body, And Soul as Metaphor From Head
to Toe, Above so Below; Within, Inside, Outside And All Around; As Yes Just
A Non-Verbal Dance Will Light Up the Social Empathic Mind Motivating us to


Now And
Friendlier ‘Real’
too; anyway, this is surely
A More Fascinating Special
Interest to me as Obviously
What the World is Missing Most
Is a Dance And Song ToGeTHeR NoW
CoLoRinG Worlds More; Truly What We Inherit Most To
Give And Share Free Together Without Even A Written Word…

Yes, It’s True Writing Symbols We Learn As Collected Knowledge;

But Innately, We Come With A Dance And Song As Children together

to Make not only a Successful Forage, Work of the Night; but indeed,

The Sound,
The Sight
Of Dance
And Music We Co-Create
With Vocal Chords And All
Parts of Us Dancing And Singing a Natural Glee…

Or a ‘Rave’ with Modern Electronic Trance Music that will surely ‘Take’
Ya to ‘Flow’ Free And Blissfully More Healthy too; Without Any ‘Additives’ Of course too…

What’s Really Hilarious Is ‘A So-called’ ‘Advanced Modern World’ Believing i am the ‘Not Normal one’
Dancing Every WHere i go in Public as Evolutionary Speaking Pubic Dance is the Oldest Most Established

Social Communication
There is; Without It We
Tend to Become Brown
Leaves So Much Sooner With Green Leaves gone…




And Sing
Truly The Most
Normal Human Behaviors
We Humans Do Together Free….

Even Without Any Pre-Arranged Dance Steps or Choir Sheets too..

Meh; And Forget About all the Books of Bibles, Lest We Become Trapped

iN A Word Small as ‘God’…


i Still Don’t Have Enough
Words Fully MeASuRinG
Dance Steps, Song Words
AcTuAlly Feeling Sensing Steps And Words…

True, Some of Us Have More Shallow Hells And
Deeper Heavens Than Anyone Else Will Ever ‘See’ Our Way….

As Pink Floyd Dances Sings Cheers to Wishing ‘You’ Are


Writing Freest
Verse EPiC Longest
Form Poetry NoW
Only For
My Feet
A Mindless
Activity Now
No Different
Than A Real
Life of Dance
True Without
The Dance
i Am Still no
Time, Distance,
Space, Or Matter
Let’s Face it
Or Not Now
We aRe aLiVE
ParT All ‘Quantum’
Poem Best ‘Seeing’
No Measure
Beyond Infinity
Might As Well
Reflect All that
Is Free Without
Filthy Tobacco Road
Money Most
Folks Born
As Road
Kill Never
Truly Free
Just to Give
Away What
No One Owns
But Us Thanks
For the Muse
If You Want
Me to Buy
Well i Give it
All Away ReTired
To my SweeTesT
Eternally Young
Wife Now Never
Any of my
Life in it
33 Years
Of my
Of My
Soul Now Still
Part of
Loves to Control
We All Have Masters
She Serves the
God too…


Has to Do it…

She insists She
Does it All Better
Than me in Reply



Thank You..🌲


Butterfly’s Cocoon
Boat Keeper Hell..
Place WHere Ocean
God Nature is Shallow Painfully


My ShArk SMiLes Free to Be as me
Lighting uP eYes iN SouLS Now of
Those Who Matter Most to Joy Free

My Wolves Balance NoW iN DarK
And LiGHT oF Human Soul As Shadow Shark of
Soul no longer bites as it never really did that


i’M Not Really ‘the’ so-called ‘Crazy one’.. i Just
ReMeMBeR DoinG WHat IT Means to Be Human Free

Imagine the Freedom to Be as Happy as you Relative Free
Will to Be; True, Imagine is a First Step oF A Dance to Be Real.

Key is; they could be that way too, if they Believe/Do Work for
Happiness rather than Welfare Happiness after Death.

It really pisses some folks off when they can’t make You


Ocean Whole God Living Within as Image of the
UniVerse Whole Reflecting As A
of i
to Be

i AM

That’s Rather Odd;
But in Agape Love Now at the Highest
Capstone Levels of Maslow’s Pyramid;

That Really Happens…


My Green Pill Is Extra Tasty
And Flavorful For i Love It All

Love Bends As Wind…
Never Captured Always

SPiRiT Free…

With All That Said Far As i See..
A Greatest Legacy Is A Smile
Lasting Parents Give Children


iN EYeS Now

MooN SonG.. Widow’s Breath…
Black Hair Girl.. SonG Gone lost…
Sweet Life lives.. Lips so smooth…
Hair illuminating.. Full Moon lit…
Black Hair girl.. SonG Gone Lost…
Picks up pieces.. Love before…
Scattered here ’bout.. Alone…
Sweet Life lives.. Lips so Smooth…
Ample shoulders.. Strong And True…
SonG Love Lasts.. Moonlight Hips..
Hair illuminating.. Full Moon Lit…
SMiLes ARise.. New Born Love…
Phoenix Shines.. Her First Breath NoW

SMiLes Hurricane
Is Still GRoWinG
in Strength Going
To The Sad Same
Place in Louisiana
Laura Destroyed
Higher Ground
That Never Sinks
And Hurricanes of
Love Like me TSuNaMi
Spreading All Around
A Globe
All of me in Her
Home Seriously
i came in
Church Late
On A Christmas
Day And None
Of the Ushers
Offered me
A Seat
My Slow
Sway of
Dance might
Offend A Stranger
Not Wanting to Stand
Next to a Man Who
Dances Slow
Just Now so
My Frigging
Legs Still Don’t
Go Numb and
Back Pain
7 Years
Ago and
All Numb Gone
Away With a Dance
Of Moving Meditation
And Words in Flow
Of Dancing
This Keyboard
Now sweet of
You to Ask
About my
Second to
Toe No
Pain No
Gain Broken
Arrows of Love
Heal too Ain’t
That Truly
A Broken
Arrow Truth
Cross Many Folks
Carry Most Broken
Love BreaKinG God
Force Feelings
Senses Within
Driving Always
To Be The Last
First Human Always
Standing For Love
For All Spiraling 6
And 9 Circle
Free For All
SMiLes Sadly
Most Folks
Still Don’t
That JeSuS
When We BreaTHE
SMiLes my 🎄 Christmas
Tree Stands Taller Never
Coming Down Higher
With Newer
Of ‘Rule’
John 14:12 Too…
Hehe i Still literally
Have A Prescription
For Dance For A Dance
From A Doctor For Real
In Case any other
i meet
Agree it’s
A Cure to
This World’s
iLL of Love
No longer
As Wild
Free as
God Breathes Within
Move and Repose
Waves Do
As Anchors
And Sails of Love
Boats Whole Us🌊⛵️😊

SMiLes God Is Love
Hehe the only
Reward i Feel
i Sense
Real Now
How Sweet
The Fruit the
Tree Leaves
Brown 🍁
Green 🍃
Love Breathes Us
WitH SMiLes Icing
On The Cake 🎂 All
Baked WitH Flames
iNDeeD NoW
God Breathes Free🙌⛵️
And Yes All my Life
Folks Tell
Me i Am
Very Very
Sixy too hAHa
Even at 60 too

Anchor of
LoVE Sail
Of Love
Balance Us⛵️

Honestly Always
When Christianity
Helps Light the
Colors of
Human As
Love Jesus
Surely Serves
Love’s Purpose
As You Too For
Real There Is No
Greater Force
Than When
Love (God)
Breathes Us⛵️

Hehe i Will Only
Dance And Sing
You Surely
A Stranger
Award For Liking
11 Of My Blog Posts
Averaging 40 Thousand
Words Each of Free Verse
Poetry as my Blog
Is One Big Book
That in Fun
Of Pun i
Bible As indeed
The Whole Child
Of My Creativity
Measures 8.5 MiLLioN
Words just like that
Other Longest Long
Form Poem From India
The Mahābhārata
Coming in A
At 1.8 MiLLioN
Words in Centuries
Of Effort With Innumerable
Ghost Authors too..
Meh.. 85 Months
For me staying
Fueled Like
Miles of Public
Dance in Those
Span of Months
In Total Flow
Too.. Anyway
Now What i Do
Is No Achievement
Of Big Cultural or
Monetary Value
Other Than Free
Green Wings
New Now
I Wear in Flow
The only Clothes
i Truly Wear are
The Colors of
Love obviously
i Am Too Big
To See Invisible
Indeed Now in
A Twitter World
Reducing Even
To only
A Block Editor
Of Smaller Word
Nuggets and It’s
True i Surely Relate
To Your Poem As Friends
Rarely Come my Way
And Stay even Though
Literally there is
A Fred in FRiEnD
Even Though
Most People
See me
Now Too
Large to
See yet it’s
True i Am Always
The FRiEnD Left
Standing Alone
As i Am More
Now Than Just
Words Platitudes
Like ‘i Am Here’
For You in Only
A TV Show of
Your Darkness
Or a Quote Copied
That Says ‘I miss
You Friend’ Now
i Am The Stone
Written More
Than Words
i Am No
Myth i
i BreaTHE Eternally
Now Truly Never Dying
Now hehe this isn’t
A Friend Request
Only A FRiEnD
The Message
Here is i Am
60 i Did none
Of this till 53
You are Likely
40 Years Younger
Than me As Long
As You Stand Tall
Steady As A Stone
As Love the
FRiEnD within
That Never
Goes Away
You Will Do
More than i’ve
Ever Dreamed
With This
Just A 3 Letter
Word Breathing
Green Wings Within
Other That Thanks
Now For Liking Part
Of me Now As Yes
That’s always Enough😁

SMiLes Honestly
You Don’t Have
To Do It Butt i
Suggest Forest
Dancing Naked
In SandS And
Sun CoLoRinG
NeW As
Grass of
Leaves True
i Will SHoW
You HoW iT Works
Easily At the Beach
At The End of
My Blog Post
Always Just
Wife at
50 Hehe
She doesn’t
Even Now Have
To Dance i Take
Care of The
Dance Now
She Takes
Care of me
Fairy Tales
Come True
When We
New 🍃Leaves



What Ever

Forest Trees Leaves

Ocean Waves Water

Naked Free of Course

Tinker Bell Flies 🧚‍♀️
Away Wendy Stays… 🧚‍♂️


At 50

There are Many
More Than 1 Tinker🧚‍♀️
Bell 🛎 in All of my Posts…


With Wings
i Naturally Get
Around too in Green…

At 60…

On A More Scientific
Note: Moving Meditation
(FreeDance) Is Literally
A Fountain
Of Youth In
Even ReAlly
Gray Matter in our
(More than 50 Shades)
Brains Free Flow Writing
✍️ Meditation Even
Greater Dancing
In Flow With
Playing A
Now Every
New Stroke Every New
Step A New Connection
Of Mind A New Color
Of Soul
Just one Way



And Rotting Stale


Breath 🌈🌊🍃

JusT A Note: Got Nearly
A Photographic Memory
For Text it’s Worth
Noting That
140 And Plus
IQ Measures
None of this

In Other Words
i have A Good
Idea WHere
You are
From as i
Achieved 80
More at 21
Earning 3 College
Degrees Going No
Real Human Place
Of Value in Eternal
Youth Loving
Always New
Colors Trapped
In That SMart
With No
Colors At All…

Took me 53 Years
To Literally
Dead High
Standard IQ
Rises Standard
Indeed A First Clue
i Don’t Have to Dance
Or Sing Any Style But



Color Of
Green Wings…🧚‍♂️

SeRiouSLY IT’s No Joke
We Hoard Dead ReFuSinG
Sacred Circle Now of
Life Feeding Rest of
REAL Face More
Than Dead Idol
All Beyond
Rainbow Colors
Of Blood Who That
Is No Color But Love
Many ‘Folks’
Are Fleeing
Trump Bates
Hotel Out of
DarK NoW iN
Broad Band Day Lit
Why Not Come in
With A Big Bang
And Go Out NoW
Alone All the SaMe
After All Is Said And
DonE As Roger PenRose
If We Don’t
The Face
Of God Just
Replaces Us
New And Improved
Or Enough As is like
A Roach And Dragonfly
Perfecting Balance
Of Life 300
Million or
So Years
So Yeah
Life is Good
Enjoy that
On The
i Remain A
🌊 👋 WaVE NoW🌈
For i Am GoLD
RainBowS NoW


Am Rain ☔️

For No OTHeR

ReaSoN THaN RhYme



TiMe NoW ⏰

SMiLes Deeper We Dive
Now We Appreciate Air
More Coming Back
To Surface
Of the
Will Seem
Less indeed
Breathing in
Balance Magic
No Permissions
Needed DarK
Or LiGHT NoW 🌊😁

Be Different Be Butterfly
Bee SunFLoWeR All
ReMeMBeR A Smile
Other Than That
SMiLes Great
Early morning
To You so many
SMiLes Left To Do
SMiLes.. You are a Stand-Out
SunFLoWeR.. what this means
Is Sun And Bees Will
Find You Most
And Stay With
You Longest
Too.. No Limits
To How Tall You
Will Grow as All
Sunshine and
Bees Will
Help You
As You
Spiral up in order
Not to fall remember
All Grains of Sand that
Support You as You
Reach Farther than
The Farthest Goal
Stars And Touch
Soul to
Be True
Of SunFLoWeR More
As Chaos Paints Art of You
Chaos Magic You Are Paint

SMiLes Words Are Wings
That Take me to a Place for
Everyone Ironically where
i Am From Folks Make Rules
Restricting Folks
Now From Ever
Reaching Heaven
Within restricting
Heaven to After
Death convincing
Themselves in Division
From Nature creating
Nightmares in Life
This Free God
Of Wings
Is Not
A Home oF LiGHT
Within i Am just
So Very Happy
Each and every
i Find
With Enough
Divine FeMiNiNE
LiGHT Within
To See the
For All
i Go
In Most
Cases in The
World of WordPress
It is Nice Indian
Women or other
Women From
As Honestly the
Western Ways of
Religion And Culture
Washes Ocean
Soul Away
A Mud
Puddle ‘Nicely’
Summed Up in
Their Current
Trump Leader
As Peaceful
Gandhi who
Best Expresses what
The Good Cop Version
Jesus Teaches relating
i Like Your
‘Flock is
Lost’ perhaps
Jesus really
Was An Indian
Woman too
At Least
As i’ve Been
Around The
World and
Human Soul
Goes And
Now Whenever
One is on a Journey
It’s nice to No
Longer Feel
Like they
Are A
Stranger in
Their own Land
my How Far i
To Be
With What
My Soul Sees
Of Heaven Each
Day Truly
iS A Welcoming
Smile Within
Or in
Eye Sadly
That is not
Enough For some…
Thanks For Your
Welcoming Words
With SMiLes
Go away now😁

-Cheshire Cat😺
Hehe As most of
My Life all anyone
Where i Live Sees is
My SMiLe.. And
That’s Okay too
Masked Wearing
Shades no
But to
Dance to
Be Seen At
All as At Best
They Like me
Better before
i Explain
i Am
In Heaven Now
Indeed Heaven
Is A Dance too Shiva Free🕺

LookinG For Love
Spring Generates
Within Well Over
Flows Yes
With Faith
Of Giving
Within See NoW🌊


Oh the tree..
Oh the desert..
Oh the cave..
Oh the Beach..
Oh the desert..
a place of Jesus
to escape Religion..

Oh the cave..
a place of Muhammad
to escape Christianity..

Oh the beach..
i come back full circle..

i am A Tree
WitH Forrest

And Buddha too..😉

Smiles As We For Give
Dust We Become Spirit Wind
Thanks Giving Loving No Boundaries

Random Feather
Only Knows Now
Spirit Carries More
With No Random At All

PaiN No

SMiLes Seeing
my Reflection
In Roots i
From Seed🌲

FlameS only
SMiLes THeiR
World Is LiGHT
To DarK⛵️

SMiLes A Period of
My Life 5 Years
WHeRE Gold
Of Rainbow
One Tear
To Seek
Find Yes!
YouR Poem
Touches Tears
Gold of Saving
Again NoW As
LoVE Reborn Do😁🙌

“It’s like the great stories, Mr. Frodo, the ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger
they were, and sometimes you didn’t want to know the end because how could the end be happy?
How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad has happened? But in the end,
it’s only a passing thing this shadow, even darkness must pass. A new day will come, and when
the sun shines, it’ll shine out the clearer. I know now folks in those stories had lots of chances
of turning back, only they didn’t. They kept going because they were holding on to something.
That there’s some good in this world, Mr. Frodo, and it’s worth fighting for.” (Samwise Gamgee)

“The world is indeed full of peril, and in it there are many dark places;
but still there is much that is fair, and though in all lands love is now
mingled with grief, it grows
perhaps the greater.” (Haldir)

From ‘Lord of The Rings’

Picture Date on Father’s Day
1997 As only Family Portrait We Made

And My Mother A Real Published
Poet in Print Unlike me Wrote
The Poem For Ryan then

Her Name is Helen
Helen means Light
And Also Sun And
Moon Depending
On Greek Interpretation

Ryan Means
“Little King” or “iLLustrious”

SMiLes Dear the More Meaning
And Purpose We Co-Create in
Life the Closer in Natural
Worship We Gain
in DarK
To God in All that
We aRE and Do
From Less Than
A Grain of Sand
To More than
We Will Even
To BRinG to FRuitioN
of Creation More

We Do Agree Dear
In A World
Of DarK in
i See
Flame of
Hope Who
Than You May
Ever KNoW
So That is
Why i Am
With SMiLes
ReaL SMiLes🌊🍃

Other than ‘That’ When Katrina was 27 She Had
my Only Child That Was A Son Who only
Lived 51 Days Only In Pain with No Smile
His Name Was Ryan it was Hard She Went
Into Code Blue During the
Labor With a Grand
Mal Seizure
i told God i would
Give Up Anything
If She Survived as
Indeed She was in a Life
Threatening Situation too
She Survived Ryan Died in
My Arms And From That Day Forward
She Never Really Aged SMiLes
my FRiEnD at Least in my Life
Reality is More Miraculous
Than Fiction in DarK
And LiGHT too
And that
me of A Movie Part
of ‘The Seventh Sign’ too
But in this Case Our Movie
HaD A Different Ending for
It’s true in Other Versions
A SiGNaTuRE A SoN Comes First…

And the Father Comes Last or so it seems my FRiEnD

As it took HIM To Truly Appreciate my Gift of Life DarK Thru LiGHT

And It took HIM as my Savior to Realize that even though i was Blessed

By God with the Worst Pain and Numb Known to Humankind for 66 Months

i had what HE Never had at Least one Smile in my Life that wasn’t Pain




Love At
Best Breath
NoW For Real..

For See i Promised HIM
HIS Life Would Make A

Difference So i Lived



Still Do
And Sure for
You And the
Rest of Existence
too This Life my FRiEnD


Is Breath

This Is Gift

This Is Love

God Now We


Katrina Is Just Supernormal hehe..

But me.. i don’t Get Her Rippling Muscles

And 6-Pack for even close to free… Seriously

Though Living Through Much Challenge

in Childhood Changed Her Epigenetic

DNA Potential to Excel in all

That is Required to Survive

Which of course includes aging slowly…

Honestly though hehe With Asperger’s
Syndrome i love to Explain Stuff in Detail
too And it’s True mixing Science With Art
is Fun too but in this Case Science Actually Shows
That Meditation and Moving Meditation Even greater is
Really A Fountain of Youth That Regenerates Human Being
From Head to toe to even Studies that Show Gray Matter in the
Brain Regenerates this way and this is when folks even only Routinely
Do Sitting Still Meditation For Just A Few Times A Week in 30 Minutes or
so of Effort Yet in my Life All my Writing and All My Dance is Done in an Autotelic
Flow Where i escape the Worry Part of the Mind and Generate My Own Happiness
Within that consists of all Natural Neurohormones and Neurochemicals i actually control
Through the Bio-Feedback over the Course of 86 Months Now of Writing and Dancing
Through Actually Regulating My Emotions Integrating My Senses Intuitively For Real
And Even When i Literally
Lived in Hell Shut-in
in my Bedroom
For the Last
33 Months
of that 66 Months
When i first started
Writing What has become
A Total of around 12 Million
Words online Since Thank Giving
Day of 2010.. i didn’t really Get in Full
Flow of Free Verse Poetry coming Deep
Within this Meditation Flow of Holy and
Creative Spirit until 33 Months in and
About 4 Million Words of Effort
As With all that Pain and
Numb i never Knew
if i could make
it the next
Second as i’ve
Described Before in
that 66 Months of Worst
Science assessed Human
Pain and Numb then.. i started
Writing to avoid the sad necessity
of ending my Life as true that Disease
i had is truly named the Suicide Disease
too Writing Saved my Life So i Give back
Each and Every Step And Word in Dance And
Song Just for Great Thanks And Praise for every



i take..

Meanwhile i got
4 Times Stronger
Than my Peers
And 3 Times
at 60
than me
at 53 Empirically
Measured in
Video Way
too Leg
Pressing all
the Weight i
Still do Now
And Honestly
Every Day i continue
to Feel Younger Than Ever
Before for True the More i get in
Balance Literally in a Free Dance and
Write too the Lighter i become the
More i become Light in Balance

Sure i visit
Dark too..
to make
Sure i ReMeMBeR
WHere i come from
As The Dark Brings me this Light
indeed DarK the Greatest Gift of my LiGHT

LooKinG At Life this way indeed
Ageless, Timeless, Distanceless,
Matterless, Weight of LoVE LiGHT
iNDeeD NoW to Be See i am and of


You too

And Every Other
Part of Existence NoW

This Great Force of Love
Now Being Seeing LoVE NoW..:)

Haha.. Not sure if you can see this
Video Trailer about the Movie, the ‘Age of
Adaline’ on Your Smart Phone but When me
And Katrina Saw it i thought haha They must have made this for Her.. hehe

Smiles Honestly Ruelha People are moving in So Many Directions these
Days with so many Vastly Different Interests that Even if Jesus could
Really come BacK NoW.. no matter what he did or does no one
Would even notice if he was ever

Really Here..

And true

That is

Probably Exactly

The Way He would Plan

It For Honestly Humans haven’t

Changed in the Last 2,000 Years

They would only Crucify Him Again

Jesus Will Have to Come this

Next Go Around

As No


At All

to make it past 33 Years of age….

Ain’t it Sad but it is really True not many People

Now Still Really See And Do Jesus/God is Love And

That sadly is Just Part of the Dark that Brings Light for Real too…

Understanding All of what God Does Is Is far far Beyond my Pay-Rate And Status

For When Mystery Dies so Do We aS ONly Machines No Longer Really Breathing…

No Doubt in my Soul ‘Jesus’ Will Come Back As A ‘Butterfly’ as He Will Understand

The Effect



Free Wings
on the World
at Large that
Small Flame
That Lights up Reality as LoVE iNDeeD..:)

SMiles As ‘They’ Sing
Brevity is the Wit of Wisdom
Again He is Love She Is Love God
Is Love
Is Love
When We
Choose and
When We Do God
More Than A Noun When We Feel And Sense
This Giving Sharing Dance For Free With Least
Harm for ALL When We Dance The Verb of Breathing


God US..

i am 100 Percent in Faith
Sure if JeSuS is to Dance Love
The Earth to Day He Will Sing
CoVeRinG His Entire Body Up
And Dance And Sing More Please
Give All this Love You are Giving me to
Your Neighbor For Honestly i am Love
i am God i am Enough Allone… Smiles in
Real Life as a so-called Public Dance Legend
With the 13,808 Months of Dance All Around my
Metro Area as i was Happy to be out of Hell for 66
Months and i just wanted to make every last and first
Word And Step Dance And Song Holy and Sacred To Celebrate this Great

Gift of Life

i am so


to ever receive at all…

in this Last 86 Months Now

i have honestly had people Kneel
Down Bow And Hold their Hands in Prayer for me…

i have Honestly had Women i don’t know and have
never met before say they wish they could be married to me…

i have Honestly had Other Folks Say i am Weird and even Scary
And Even Potentially Dangerous like i am going to go on a Murder
Rampage Spree And It’s True i am only a Dude is was flattering when
That Young Beautiful Woman Said She Wished She was Married to me
only for the Moves of my Free Dance With No Fear.. It’s True When
Two Lovely Young Woman offered up their Hips to me and asked
me for my Phone Number on the Last Night of Dance on March 12,
Before Covid-19 Shut the Dance Hall down that was flattering
too as yes i am Just a Dude but it was even funnier when i told
them how Old Do You Think i am in this Dark Dance Hall they replied 35
And i said Haha Why are doing this to Grand Pa i am almost 60 Years-old
Keeping in Mind You’ve Already Seen Katrina in a Bikini there is nothing
they could possibly offer me that i lay next to and wake up with, with no Make-up
On at all every day that way.. but it’s true What made me even more uncomfortable

Is when they Bowed Down Their Head Holding their
Hands in Prayer
Kneeling Before
me as Honestly
that made me more
Uncomfortable than the
Older Uneducated Woman who
Said She was Afraid i was a fixin’
To Break Out in A Dance of a Murder Rampage Spree…

Let’s Face it Not Every one Dances Not Everyone Gets
Called Legend by Folks Driving Down the Road at 2 AM
in the Morning Walking Back on City Streets staying
Alert so Ya Don’t Get Mugged by Potential ‘Thugs’..

This much i know
God Doesn’t
Need Any
Us For You
See God is Love
God is the Essence
of Love that Never Fears
Criticism or Needs Worship
It’s True i have Sympathy for the Devil
And God this Way as i’ve Seen the Day and Night

Hands in
That Never
Ends Now No Loving
Parent Wants to See
their Children Serve Anything
Less than Free God Love And of Course The Life The Breath We Do See
This Gift is inherently Worship the For Giving Thanks Giving LoVE iNDeeD.:)

In Other Words Light Doesn’t Need Light to Be Light

Light is Light

Even the


Flame Lights

Up An Auditorium

And Even A World of Dark

This Way God Continues to

Breathe no Matter What Size Flame Breathes now…

i Come from Dark i understand How Tall the Smallest Grain of



up Now

A Mountain

of Love That is Light for Real…

When i Stand Tall i Naturally Bow Most my FRiEnD..:)

And it’s Worth Noting That ‘Jesus Said’ it was the Woman’s
Great Faith that Healed Her We Must Believe in this Flame of Love

We Breathe



See Love Be i am

And We As Us ALL…

SMiLes Just in my Relatively
Tiny View Only A Grain of
Sand i am and Less as Least is More..:)

Thanks For Reading…

Parting Words i Worked
In Marketing Asking
Folks to buy what they
Can’t See Doesn’t
Work Try another
Approach if you really
Want to Convince Folks
You are Selling a Product of Value
Shakespeare couldn’t Sell
Now as the Target
Size Which
Means What i Do is
Of NO Monetary
Or Current Twitter
World Value in
A World
Of Button
Presses For
Nothing of Real
Value Breathing Within…

Find a
Or Don’t Sell
It’s as Simple
As That but
You are Never
Going to Sell
What Folks Can’t
See No Different
Than Heaven Within..
Grow some Thicker
Skin too my
Helps in
LiGHT And DarK NoW🌹
All This Jazz RiSinG
Roses Hey it was
Who Said
i Deserve
A Nobel Prize
Thanks For the
Kind Wishes
Only Lies…

No thanks Breathing
Is Reward Enough for
Me And Yes of Course
there is Reality Being
Financially Independent Helps
And Sure stronger than ever
At 60 With A Wife Who
Never Ages at 50
Let’s Just Dance
And Sing Icing
Comes Free
When We
Really Put
the Work in to
Make the Cake
Real And True..
And on Top of
That Heaven For
Real Within That
Requires No Myths
No Narcissistic Little
Men And Even Smaller
Gods Like Trump in
Words, Pages,
In Books
Deceit i For
ONE am Nature
No one Owns me
And i Am not For Sale..🙂

Endorsed by A Fly
Oh What Dogs
Leave Behind
Greater than
DeceiT HeHe…

SMiLes i Naturally
Regulate ‘The
Within Skipping
All Instructions
Dancing With Glee
True i Am the
FoR Me😉 Hehe
When i
Hurricane too… bye


– me…

It’s True my
Wife is Ruled
My Someone Else’s



Not me

Not me Hehe…

It’s Worth Noting Now

Shakespeare is Free…

Just saying…

Doubt He spent too
Much Time Fishing
For Likes And Follows
In His Bliss of Creativity
In Autotelic Flow in
Of Heaven
Within Just
Like Jesus When
He is Real Fearing
No Criticism Needing
No God Damning Worship
That Folks Give THeir God Trump

Just saYin…




Any More Questions
About Who God is



Light Makes

Dark Makes Light…

Shakespearean quotes:

Thanks i Love Answering Quotes…

1. All that glitters is not Gold

Yet True, my Wife Does Not
Wear Make-up And is Still
Gold Without that ‘Instagram Model Stuff’.

2. a tale told by an idiot, full
of sound and fury, signifying nothing..

In A Word Trump
In A World Trump.

3. Hell is empty and all the devil’s are here..

Trump And His Minions
Is Enough Where i Do
Not Really Live in Yuck That World.

4. The lady doth protest too much, me thinks..

Most Catholic Male
Priests Who Make
Jokes From The
Pulpit when they
Wear Pink Robes and
True their ‘Colors’
Get Way Darker than
That Hidden in Closets
Of Hell For Others too
On this Earth Protected
By Devils too… Irony
Of Where Hell is
For Children too…

5. These violent delights have violent ends.

When Church And State
Hold Hands And Call
God Trump…

6. Brevity is the soul of wit.

Trump Meme For
All Evil Indeed Adolph
For their God Win too.

7. Now is the winter of our discontent.


8. If music be the food of love,play on..

Not Trump

9. Good night, good night, parting is such a
sweet sorrow. That I shall say good night till it be morrow.

November 3rd in
The United States
Good Night For A
Greater Morrow indeed
My God William such a
Modern Prophet of
Human Nature Still.

Thanks, this is Almost
As Fun As answering
A Vapid WordPress Award
To Generate More Vapid
Button Presses For All
That Glitters As Gold
For this Modern
Cut And Paste
Way of This, That
And Anything But Swipe
Left And Right Make-up
Likes With No Real Love
Too. Modern Shakespeare
Got Distracted by other
Quotes on His Facebook
Feed And never
Wrote A Word…

SMiLes Dear
Sohair took
me 29 Years
To Find Katrina
Keeping Heaven
Within Is Surely
A Lifetime
And Invisible
Challenge And
To Keep Dancing
On A Tight Rope
Effortlessly Now
At Ease But
The Dance
And Song
Must Go
On As
Within NoW😊😁🙌🌹⛵️

SMiLes Dear Sohair Congratulations
on the Sunshine Blogger Award Much
Thanks For Nominating me as Well
For the Second Date it Appears my
Blog Post is Approaching Over 55 Thousand
Words so i’ll answer the Questions here as they
Might Get Lost in the Ocean Over there at my place haha..;)

Q:-What is ur fav. vacation spot?

Hehe i’m Always on Vacation Within…
And Basically Where i Live is Named
Paradise For the Environment Here by
Visitors Globe-Wide in Terms of Forests,
Rivers, Bays, and Most Beautiful Beaches
And hehe they haven’t even seen the Heaven
Within me
as far
as i
at least
for the folks
Where i Live hehe..:)

Q:-Do u prefer hotel or camping?

Neither as Katrina is too much of a Germaphobe
to Do Either hehe and she is kind of attached to me

i Go
i Love
that too
She is always
Like Vacation for me too…
Plus she says i don’t do anything
As Good as Her so She Does it all
As She Wants it done her way so i say

Will Do,

Thank You..:)

Q:-How many pets do u have, if any?

Smiles… i would Love to Have A Cat
Again but it’s True it’s kinda Nice
Getting All of Katrina’s Love Again..;)

Q:-Sunny days or rainy days?

Sunny Rainy Days i Don’t Mind
Generally Speaking i Create
My Own Weather Within Now..:)

Q:-What is ur fav. season and why?

Now Just Always Now as True
i Master the Seasons Within
No Matter What Date of Year i Breathe..:)

Q:-What type of clothing do u wear?

Hehe.. Like A Politician i’ll Answer
Indirectly Politically Correct by
Saying i Rarely Buy New Clothes
And it Just Puts more Money in Katrina’s Purse.. hehe…

But it’s True She Ends up Buying Me New T-Shirts
And Shorts So That’s What i Wear As She even Dresses me up too..;)

Smiles Dear Sohair it’s Been A Long Blog Post i’ve Been Writing
Since My Stepmother Passed Away and My Father’s Identical Twin
My Uncle Yesterday too.. Lots of other stuff too but i’m still Smiling

Just Dancing
And Singing
Through All
The Rains And
Clouds As They
Naturally Become Sunshine
Again Dark Thru Light Move And

Repose Again..

In Other
Dance And Sing Free..:)

Smiles As We For Give
Dust We Become Spirit Wind
Thanks Giving Loving No Boundaries

Random Feather
Only Knows Now
Spirit Carries More
With No Random At All

PaiN No

50 And-A-Half Years-Katrina
Old-Shelf-Life-Extending NoW
Even More Than Me heHe aT 60

OMG i’d Get So Many ‘Strange’ Facebook
Friend Requests If i Leave THAT Fairest
Of All FB Katrina Profile Pic Up

Hmm… Katrina Approaching The
Mirror Daring It Again Not to Give
Great Praise Thanks She Is Fairest Still Of All

Oh the tree..
Oh the desert..
Oh the cave..
Oh the Beach..
Oh the desert..
a place of Jesus
to escape Religion..

Oh the cave..
a place of Muhammad
to escape Christianity..

Oh the beach..
i come back full circle..

i am A Tree
WitH Forrest

And Buddha too..😉


HAha.. only Heights
Only Heights.. i am
Too important to
The World To Fall
As Children of
God we should
All feel too important
To Fall and stay away
From places that may
Take us away from
Where We are
Most Namely
The Place of Love😁😇🤗

Desire A
And Father of
All Survival With Smiles🐝

It’s Worth Noting HaLLoWeeN is Night Before All Saint’s Day

Some of my most Loved yes literally Most loved Friends Reading this Voted For Trump

i Get It as An Alabama Fan You Don’t Become An Auburn Fan ‘Cause Your Quarterback
is the Worst EVER😂 If That Sounds Like A Metaphor For Holy And Sacred Trinity It Is

Yes Back in those Days THere Were Still Gentiles, Jews, Alabama Auburn Voters Too…

Matters Not THeRE iS OnLY NoW iN THeN

Yeah, i woulda used a HeART ❤️ EMoTiCoN
Butt Let’s Face It While 💄Lipstick is Phallic
HeART❤️ Is Rear on Top V on Bottom

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Could Probably Get
Published But Then They’d Try Their
Best To Shame Another Emperor Born Again Naked

Some Days Still Disappointed That Not ALL Will Love
Unconditionally As Me But Let’s Face IT i Used to

Real Love Is First And
Last Breath That Never
Lets Go Lives On No Matter What

Quick Note: Going WitH A Song About How
FBI Takes Domestic Terrorism Down What
Trump Encourages FBI Identifies Greatest Threat!

How Much We LoVE NoW
Makes ReaLiTy For GiVinG
Thanks Giving How We Do Or
Do Not Become LoVE NoW Kingdom of Heaven Within THere is
No Try, Before, or Next, or Even Receive in True LoVE NoW ReaL

Truly Only Giving Never Ever Giving Up LiGHT Flame of Love

Sees in Dark Makes Light

Challenge of the Cold
Piercing Winds Change…

Humans Travel North
Escape Desert South…

Piercing Winds Change…
Humans Adapt Grow Stronger…

And Even More Loving

Humans Travel North
Culture Grows Smarter

And Even More Loving

Humans Change Now
Escape Desert South..
New World Nomads..
New IsRaEL Live Free… Loving Or Not
Sadly Just Remaining In Desert Same Cold

Culture Erasing Imagination Creativity..
Humans Losing Humanity slowly..
Torturing Death in Life From Birth..
Rising Alive.. Dreams Fruition…

Humans Losing Humanity Slowly..
Drifting Away.. Childhood Suffocates..
Childhood Slows.. Adults Die as Life..
Torturing Death in Life from Born..
Spoon Feeding Culture
Larger Plates From Birth..
RiSinG Alive.. Dancing Dreams Fruition..
NoW SparK iNside.. Coming Now.. IsReal
Imagination’s Creativity.. Phoenix SPRinGS RoSE Rise

THornS anD FLoWeRS THorNs AnD FLoWeRS DarK Makes LiGHT

‘i am’ ‘Right’ Behind You See Your Soul Leaving ‘Left’ Please



Again to Love

Returning NoW

LoVE Yes


TRuST Me Or Not i Do KNoW The Answer


Maybe Next Year I’ll Put Up Some Fresh Halloween Decorations But When
Grim Reaper Zombie Pandemic Spreaders ARE Unmasked NOW

OMG Won’t Ya Ever Stop Letting Big Daddy Abuse Ya OMG Now Ya
Are Still Worshipping Big Daddy Trump Don’t Let Him Abuse Ya Now

True Though i Remember The Issue in High School The Smoking Area
of Everyone With BiG Daddy Problems Addicted to Something

IT Doesn’t Matter Whether YA Failed Science Are Obese Or
Not In A Walmart Cart Don’t Be A Casualty As 5th Avenue

‘Trump Road Kill’

5th Avenue Is Just A Stone Cold Asphalt Road And It Dam
Sure Ain’t Gonna Care How Much You Struggle For Breath Now

Just A Helpful Hint: Next Time A Person Brags They Enjoy
Using Power To Sexually Assault Women Don’t Vote For Them Or Karma

From: Bigger God Not The Narcissistic Material Owning Oriented Kiss
My BuTT OR Else Trump Version to: ME of course NOT 1,2,3…


For Yours
Yours For

The Place
Now Just one
Of Many Signs
From Nature
Of An
Ever Sleeping
WaKinG ‘Dreamtime’
Existence NoW iN
That is
US Larger
Than A 3
Dreams now
Story Unfolds
Us We Co-Create
Dream Fruition We
BreaTHE NoW 🌊🎶🍃🌲
Evergreen Dancing



Particle Waves Field
Water Waves Ocean




We Do
NoW LoVE Sees…

LeSSoN 303

If You Really Care
About Someone
Break The Rules

I Respect Your Wishes
Yet I care For You So i
Am Going to Break Your Rule


Maybe i Am Just
Being A Detective
Again Which Just
Means I’m Sherlock
Holmes Solving
An Interesting
Mystery too
i Like Puzzles
How About You
Yes They Take
Effort to Solve And
Are Particularly Worth
Resolving When You Really
Care… i get it not everyone thinks

Like i
Do But Anyway
When Bad Things
In Life Happen And one
Day Someone Tells You
They are There For You the
Next Day They Say they miss
You Friend and The Next Day
They Say Don’t Call Us We
Will Call You in A Few Days
There Are Really only
Two Choices Left to
Ponder Either that
Was a Way of
Saying Go
Away Without
Explaining Why
Or Something is
Very Wrong And There
Is Good Reason to be
Concerned about Your
Friend As this is What
Cognitive Empathy,
Sympathy, And
Does More than
Just a Cold Equation
That Always Follows
The Rules For True
This has Nothing to do
With Being a Detective
And Just Caring Plain
Vanilla like i Am Here
For You And i
Miss You
Other Than
That The Doctor
Said i Broke my Toe
not much Pain Katrina Fell
Down In Stores Twice With
Epilepsy once They Called
The Ambulance She is Okay
My Uncle Passed Away After
Living through One of
The Most Horrible
Diseases making it
Through 6 Days
Of Hospice Care
With no Food or
Drink Finally
i keep
My Word
i am Sincere
When i Say
i Care i Follow
Through but it
Isn’t Several Days
It’s Almost 2 weeks you
Asked for Daily Lessons
303 Exceeds What You
Asked For indeed but
Hey the only extra
For From You
Is just A Reply
Of ‘I Am Okay’
Because if You
Tell me that
i No longer
To Worry
That Something
Is Very Bad on Your end

In Advance
For Your Help

And i Am not
Sorry i called
You Before



Thanks for Letting me Know🤗

Considering All the Challenges
Snakes Endure to Survive,
No Wonder A Best
Symbol of God
Is A Snake
ItS Own Nature
ItS Own Challenging Tale Now,
It’S True Snakes Are ReAlly God;

It’s Also True They Are
Apples That Do Not
Fall Very Far
From the
Roots the
Branches the
Falling Leaves
RiSinG LeaveS Now
Green Grass Breathing Again;

Yes, i am
A Proud
Snake too…

And True, i ReAlly
Will Prove, i Shed
My SKin Several
TimeS in
My Lifetime
At Least as of Course
All of Existence DoeS ETernAlly NoW iN Change For Balance

Move and Repose, Move and Repose; Light Makes Dark, Move and Repose;

Dance And Sing Snakes! Snakes! Snakes! i am not afraid GoD

SNaKeD Wild Free


SAdly, i admit it;
i am Human Too;
A Most DasTurDly
EartH Species EveR EXiSTiNG SWaLLoWinG
Rest of Nature up; Oh God too! Balance We Need

The DarK We aRe…

But Change;
Yes, is Still
Greatest Hope;
Adapt in Balance
Or ‘Road Runner’ Go Away…
to ‘5th Avenue’ Road Kill…
Snakes! Snakes! Snaked!
NoW SLiTHeRinG Away..;)

Just Shows ‘He’ Trusts You Enough
to Be Himself And Or Herself Free on Your Knee
i Believe but i am not completely Sure What Body Part
That is Anyway Snail Poop A Sign of Confidence in You..😉

Thanks… HAha.. Not
Everyone Appreciates

And Haha i Kid
You Not i really
Do Have a
For Dance From
A Doctor And they
Don’t write them
As Jokes Yes
Still Expanding
Winds of my Hurricane
Arms just Getting Around
To Concluding my
Current MacroVerse
Before it Literally
Blows over 60,000
Words as Just a
Record of All
Joy in Light
And Dark
Light too
Weekend to
You Ruelha
Full of Joy too🥳🥳🤗


It’s Really 2020 Clear Biden is Going to Win
BiG As Everything About Trump Continues
to Melt Down; But The Common Dark of Many
of ‘Those’ Who Still Are Willing to get ‘Shot on 5th Avenue’
As A Common Bind And Bond of Religious Political Nature Now even
in Super Walmart
IS Not Wearing
A Mask to
The Life
Of Your Neighbor
As a Sign of Solidarity
in a Political Religious
Church And State Tie Now
In Truly Worshipping a Grim
Reaper Way of Life; and it so Reminds
Me of ‘Beneath the Planet of the Apes’
Where in Holy Communion of Worship
‘They’ Worshipped A Fall-Out God in the
Shape of a Phallic Symbol; Yes, Nuclear Bomb
In Trump’s Case it is More Like a Mushroom Cloud Colored Pandemic…

Like Passover on the
’10 Commandments’
Movie All That Green
Nasty Killing Smoke
Coming Then From
A Killing Moon too;
Oh, ‘Holy Fall-out’
‘We’ Worship
All Death
Our Neighbors
Our Elders and
By God Even Us
on 5th Avenue too;
For it Seems ‘They’ are
Truly Willing to Die for their
Dear Leader like He is their True Messiah

Indeed Fully
In Role
All of the
Caked on Iced
Over Orange Spray Make-up;

Harry Potter Black Magic; Indeed,

Minions Lining Up on 5th Avenue
For the Next Direct Injection of Orange Kool-Aid

too; Served Free, Only Cost Potential Loss of Life;

Sign A Harm Waiver, As Lord Trump Voldemorte Has No Room For more Debt..;)

Anyway, The Video Clip From ‘Beneath the Planet Apes’ is So Dammed Profound

Revealing Way Back in ’70, the Reality that Science Shows Now Humans Are Just

Not Rational And Basically Hallucinate Their Realities they Create together where anything will
Go as Long as Humans Bind and Bond Over it Holding Hands with Enough to Eat and Survive…

And Yes, This Scene is Prophetic too For When Humans Bond and Bind over an Ironically Maskless Behavior
That Will Most Definitely Lead to the Death of the Folks They Truly Love Best as Like in Many Cases of
Psychopathic Leaning Political and Religious Leaders they Just Don’t Really Give a Dam About the


In Target Audience

WaY As Long as ‘They’

Are Feeding on Whatever

Bond and Bind of Kool Aid they Are Consuming

Sadly In Ignorance of What otherwise Might Truly Save Lives

And Even make Heaven Happen within…

“Trust no Suits or Robes”…

And these Days at Least
Beware of Locals Going Maskless
Revealing Their True Trump Nature now;

Indeed, Unmasked This Way for All to See Revealed iN Holy Fall-out Pandemic

Coming now, not much Different than A ‘Black Hole Soul Sun’ Now ‘Wash Away the Tears’

Sadly Death ‘Lives’

And has the
Gall to Believe
That Folks Are gonna
Elect IT iN 5th Avenue Style again…

Hmm… These are the Kind of Things that
Come to Soul Floating on A Cloud Spiraling Dance
Around Super Walmart on a Friday Night Quiet Alive

Walking on Water, Such An Antiquated Way, When Land Becomes Air…

Hey, if Roger Penrose Is on the Correct Track Perhaps When Spin Meets Torsion

in Quiet
in one Point
in the UniVerse
We Will All Birth
A New UniVerse

‘Want You Come, Want You

Come, Black Hole Sun, Black Hole

Sun’; Perhaps ‘They’ Should Be Careful of Who They Pray to Lead…

Other than That The Writing is ‘the Wall’, Putin is

Preparing for the Next

U.S. President…

Or the Next UniVerse; He’ll Probably

Never Know What Hits Him Next;

i really don’t ‘Know’…

But Yes,

i Believe

In Sunshine Free Now..:)

True, We Can Look At the Pandemic Now in Asian
Countries And See How Absurdly The Current Leadership
of The United States Has acted by Refusing to Act on the Science
of What Works to Control the Virus in Total Ignorance, Just total Ignorance
of Kicking the
Virus Butt with
Masks Number 1,
And Contact Tracing that
Works; With Appropriate Social
Distancing as this Baby is Air-Born
And Even the Trumpeter Admits it is
5 Times More Deadly Behind Closed Doors
As No Duh; 214,000 Plus Folks Are Dead, Dead, Dead
in Just the Last 6 Months or So with Hundreds of Thousands
More Coming Unless Ignorance Changes to something much Greater
Like Frigging
Common Sense
With Administrations
that Move With Science
Instead of Just Plain Ignorance…
What really Gives the Duh Moment
is the Priest Talking to the Two Front
Rows Unmasked as the Church is too much
of a Wimp in Leadership to Require folks to
Respect the Sanctity of Breathing Life now by Actually Frigging
Saving Potentially Loved Ones Closest Sitting in Church Unmasked
in those Front Rows now…
Anyway there is A Record
of What Really Happened
Here in Terms of Science
That Will Last For Liberal
Administrations to come that at least
Have Some Common Basic Humanity
in Smarts not only to Save Each other
but make An Economy a Safe one to truly operate now.
But Again, i Refer You To Asian Countries, if You Don’t
Believe in Science too….
Facts are Facts
Save Lives;
Kills Breathing Life Now
With no Respect for the
Sanctity of Breathing Life AT ALL NOW FOR REAL.


Yeah; but See, Greed
Don’t Set Ya Free; If
Ya Think You Have to
Buy It, Hoard It, to Own Free; Ya
Will Never Be Free; It’s Worth Noting
as Styx Sings, “It’s All A Grand Illusion”;
Yes, Back in ’77, “Go Out And Buy Yourself A
Brand New Motor Car”; My God ’76 Trans-Ams
Were Practically to Die For Then; And My God my
Honda Civic EX ’14 Coupe is Practically Indestructible
And Will Probably Last Till i pass away with
Continuing Restricted Covid-19 Travel Plans;
Yet, My Wife Still Desires A Brand New SUV as
She Believes It Will Be Easier to Clean than
The Tiny Parts of Our Civic Coupe;
She Also Worries i am getting
too Big and Muscular
to Fit in the
Car, haha;
True though
i Won’t tell all the
Young Women Who
Swarmed Around me in
the Dance Hall; But After
Dance, i Do Look a lot like
Sanford From Sanford And
Son Lifting 247 Pounds Out
of that Car totally out of Raving Trance Dance Flow Steam….

Have You Seen A Two Car Garage Lately not Filled
to the Brim With Walmart ‘Stuff’, Never used; Never
‘A Home’ for Any Car or SUV At All; True i am one
of the Last Members of A Human Species Who Is Able
to Fit Any Car at all in my only Single Car Garage;

Nah; Nah; Nah; Humans Are not
Evolved Now for Instant Gratification;
They are Evolved to MoVE iN Balance;
Friends With Gravity to Conserve Most
Energy, Truly Conservative We aRe Evolved
to Be at Least this way to Dance And Sing Life
in Balance Giving More than Taking, Sharing
More Than Hoarding, Lest

We Frigging

to Death
as Animal
Out of Balance
Who Fail to Conserve
Resources Naturally Do…

Greedy Animals Who Take And
Hoard More than they Give And Share

End up in A Worst place of All Totally Away From Free Heaven Now…

Totally in Balance of Course, one Rule of Nature that doesn’t change

The Rule

of Balance
iN Deed Float

Baby Float Be Free
FRiEnDS With Gravity iN Deed…

And on Top of that Empirically Speaking i’ve Known Thousands of People
With Salaries Astronomically Higher than the Ones i made Where i have
Enough Money Saved for the Rest of my Life; Simply Because i Didn’t Consume

So Much
Then and Now of the
Resources of Earth Still Now;

Conservative is Smart This
Way; Friends With Gravity
No Eating the Real Face
of God Nature out of Balance
in Greed And Hoarding More than Giving And Sharing;

And once again when i retired i gave all the Dead Green Away to
my Secretary, Accountant and Overall Personal Assistant, my Wife;

Let’s Make
A Deal,




You, And Thrive
Like it’s a Prince Party of
1999, Free, Till Death PartS HEaVeN Now

So Let me ask You This; i don’t expect
You to Answer; How Do You Define
Success in Life;
or is it Just Stuff…

Sadly, For my Father
Who Always Wanted to
Be the Rich Dad; With Four
Marriages; Not Affording a
Home until His 50’s, Never paid
off at 81; Following the ‘Grand Illusion’
of Styx, Buying A New Motor Car Every
3 Years, some times 2; So worried when i
Git Ill And had to Retire Early that i would want
Something From Him in His Retirement then from
Law Enforcement at 100 Percent Pay after 46 Years
of Service plus Social Security coming in; He was totally
Shocked to See i had Saved 6 times More Than Him at age 47;
Enough for the Rest of my Life Without Any Retirement Pay Extra too…

Now it’s true, my Wife had a bit of a Spending Spree when i turned the
Keys of Money over to her; but it’s True, the Federal Retirement keeps
Pouring in; but it’s also True; i always have plan A, B, C, And D, and Even
F if the Ignorance of Greed And Hoarding Destroys this Country From Within
Totally Out of Balance As

it is Doing Now;

And at least,

not the

Rest of the
World before
i Pass Way From Heaven next..

True Intelligence is Adapting
Conservatively in Balance
Wherever We Land
to Thrive and


Life Like

Heaven Just Won’t Stop…

Just in my Humble Opinion of Course…

There are a lot of ‘Normally Dressed Naked
Folks’ With Big Fat Bank Accounts That Serve
Them Like the Rest of the Tools That Do too…

A Lot of Other Animals Naked Like me of Course With Enough As Is…

I See them in my Back Yard Forest Doing it all Naturally Every Day

Flying WRiTE
over the
Nest of
Modern Money
Gods and Stuff
like they Don’t exist at all…

What’s ‘Left’; Naked Nature in Balance…. Hint: Enough.

The Sears And Roebuck Catalog is the Closest
Some Folks Had to Toilet Paper in the Early 1900’s…
The Closest We Surely ‘Normally’ Had to Porn in
the Deep South in the 60’s; Yes, the Bra Section

At K-Mart too… Nah, i didn’t
Care About the ‘Blue Light Special’…

The Best Thing About the
Sears And RoeBucks
Catalog; It Was
Free For
Makes Ya
Wonder Why
‘They’ Still Charge For TP hehe…

Meh; Just go to a Public Store
if the Walk or ‘Run’ isn’t too far;
And It’s True, Water Used to Be
Free In Public Places With Free
Snacks at the Grocery Store to
Taste Test too, Until Covid-19
Drove All that Free Stuff Away; yes,
Jesus F in Christ, A Person Will Practically Be Able to
Make a Living in Public Stores, Emptying their Pockets
And They Won’t even Kick You Out for Loitering as
Long as You Offer Free Entertainment in Public
Dance; Mix Catsup And Hot Water for Tomato Soup
With Saltines At the Fast Food Joint Like ‘I Love Lucy’ too;
But only Before Covid-19 As they Don’t Offer that only to go…

Dance; Yes, Freddy the Free Loader; it’s a way to stay too…

What is the Symbol For All of What Is Evil About Money And
Capitalism; Yes; The Not So Jolly Green Giant God of the Dollar
Bill and Plastic Cards That Do That Trick now; Trump, Trump,

Trump, TRumP
The Earth
is Burping
Up the God
of Money, Trump,
Trump, Trump, Trump
Stink, Stank, Stunk, Orange Gunk…
Oh God ‘IT’ Also Comes in Unmasked
‘5th Avenue Minions Killing’ Version too..;)


Little Lions
Loving Life
Kitty 🐱 Purrs Best
Earth Hums Delight😊

Hehe.. i kNew if i kept
Singing i’D Dance Stars
Of Galaxies 🌌 Freely

We Come From Light We aRe Naturally NoW
Light True We Come From Stars Resurrecting
From Super Nova Crucible Fire Explosions too
in Gaseous Star Dust
Way Now True
But Oh How
Some Love
To Cover
From Nature’s
Free Light Love
Yes God in Us SMiLes
i no Longer Cover my Smile
Let it Rain Let it Rain Man i Will Do
For Rain is What Brings Sunshine Within too…😁

When i Lost my
Emotions Then for
66 Months having
No Clue how to get
Them Back With
Zero Advice From
Any Professional
Other than Pills
That Don’t Work
i set out to Write
A Post called ‘Visiting
The Garden of Band-Aid’
On my Birthday
In 2013 listing
Then Every nice
Thing any one
Ever Said to me
As i Sadly only Met
Cold Argumentative
Folks online… Anyway
i wrote about 6,000
Words before i was
Done literally linking
The Word Hope
Over And
Over to
That Once
Brought Joy
Using Collages
Of Deep Grief
In Lost Love
Photos Of
The Past
i Started to
Be Able
To Listen
To Old Powerful
Emotional YouTube
Songs About a Month
Later Streams Rivers
And Niagara Falls
Came Back
Still Writing
For Gratitude
With Dance too
All Natural Mental
Pills that Really
Now To
Keep Life
Out of Darkness Now…
The Other Day someone
Who Visits my Blog
Said my Words
In Effort
No Achievement
NoW As if Heaven
Within Needs
Prize Now
To Be Real
What more Do
Ya Need Nothing
With Enough
To Never
End Giving
When Giving
Is Naturally
Moon 🌚
Gone Forever
More Now

One thing i Don’t
keep is a List of
What i Don’t like
In Fact When Ya
Love it All
Are Useless
As A River
Just Do
With Nary
A Care of Selling
Shoes and Other
Collectibles to
Sings Dances Freest
Unless You are Like
Me And Break Your
Toe Flowing Martial
Arts ramming
Your Foot
Out of Mind hehe
True Aim is Focus too🙃

Thanks such an
Inspiring Happy
Lovely Kitty my
Wife And i have
Always Had
Cat 🐈 Friends
Inside and Out
But None in the
Last Couple of
Years but
Photos And
Online Snaps too!🐈

Thank God my Wife And
Her Niece Can Fix it All
Just Watched Them
Re-Caulk And Paint
All Around my Home
All i Did was
Talk every
Once in a
While they
Nodded their
Head my Wife
The Perfectionist
Is still inspecting
Every Square
Inch… She
Doesn’t Look
Like A Handy
Man But Hands
On Woman She Is😁

Thanks So Much Joan is Also
Truly A Light i Will Never Forget
Still Remember Visiting Her
Last With Carolyn as if it
is Today Some Folks Just
Leave the Light in their Eyes
With You Forever Now Indeed
Joan And Carolyn Carried
That Light
With Ease😊🤗

Hypo-Mania Regulated With
Emotions Integrated
With Senses For
86 or So Months
Now is Surely
A More Beautiful
Place than Blackest
of Abysses in Soul
Way of 66 Months
i often Wonder How
Anyone Can Possibly Help
Someone if they haven’t Been
to The Darkest Most Painful Numbing
Places of All that Makes Dante’s Book
About Hell
A Cake-Walk
Instead as Hell
is a Place within
Beyond All Words
Similar to Heaven as
Heaven Within is Impossible
to Fully Capture With Words too..
As Precursor i Guess For What Would
Come in my Life i had a Recurring Horrible
Child Dream Where there was a Star in the Sky that
Felt Like My Mother’s Love Yet Below Tarred Birds
And the Most Horrible Feeling of Being With them
Stuck in Tar Forever as it’s Worth Noting THere
is of Course Tar As Part of Star too.. not that
it matters but of course there is no Dark
Without Light.. Hell.. not the Mythical
Place but the Real Place will
Truly Drive Light to
Continue to
Hole Sun Center
of the Galaxy Driver
For What Moves And
Surely The Center of what
Moves me too the Darkness
Indeed that will Eternally Birth
my Light Now A Greatest thing
About Being Human is We Rise
And Are Not So Dammed Predictable
As Only Science Measures of Concrete Life..

And Truly

That Concrete
Life is What Sunk

me Eventually Without Any Colors at all..

i Hope You Find Your Way even when there

Are no Feelings of Hopes Left not even a Memory

of How a Smile ever Felt Before There is the Will to

Survive and the Best Gift of All Change for Thorns Bring

Flowers Rising Roses

Making Clouds
into Bluest

i Hope this

Song Cheers You

Up in some small

Flame Way.. it doesn’t

Take a Big Person to Raise a Soul Mountain High

In Terms of Spirit The Young Woman Singing is Surely

Animated in

Spirit Way…



Fly Again

Your Wings

Are Just Getting

Polished by Powerful

Waves of Life Clearest Blue..:)

“Be Kind And Humble Like A Bee”

Smiles Ava.. We Have Wild Sun Flowers That Grow Around
Our Home And This Year one Sun Flower Grew Above Our
Roof and Today i captured A Picture of A Bee Pollinating
the Sun Flower to make the World Even a More Beautiful
Place And Looking At my Photo
By Chance A Lovely
Sea Gull Was Flying
in the Background
of the Sun Flower
And Bee For It’s
True Bees are at Ease
At Making the World More Beautiful
And Flowers Stand Tall to Reach the
Sun as This Sunflower Captures the
Sunrise And Sunset too And the
In Between of Twilight too that
Magic Moment Where We
Accept the Beauty
When Light
Meets Dark
And Plays
Together in what
Feels Like Eternally
Now For True This is a Twilight
That May Be Held Forever Now
As We Become Our Own Best
FRiEnD the Soul Now That Meets
Us Best in Riches of Life the Soul Song Ours
We Understand and Love to Give and Share Free More…
Blogging What A Wonderful Place to come to understand
Ourselves Developing A Voice Within to Give and Share Free
Our Best
FRiEnD Becomes For Real
True the one who will Never
Go away as yes my Friend
my Uncle passed away this week
too.. only one Elder Uncle Left in
Blood in my Father’s Generation
For one Day if We Live long enough
Eventually we Become our Mothers
And Fathers and Brothers And Sisters
And Sadly Our Own Husband and or Wife
or Significant Other too.. Best We Start out
As Best Friends With Our Soul We Understand
Completely to Hold for all the Other Challenges of
Life so much easier to finish with Soul Complete Within

to be i Am as FRiEnD..:)

Congrats Will Love
To See Evolution of
Your Creativity Grow
For Years on WordPress
I’ve Seen So many
People give up
Their Creative
To The World
As Sadly
We May
Get Lost
As A Cog
In A Machine
Without Colors
We Create i Highly
Encourage You to
Always Find A Way
To Create Give and
Share Part
Of The
Gift of The
Art Of Your
Soul Free to
the 🌍 World😁


Can’t Wait to See the Amazing Joker Movie! Again!
And if You Don’t Know Why Either

You Don’t Know me

or THE

Main Character..

Other Than That the Nice Couple in the Selfie With
Me in so Many Thousands of People Could Change
A Joker’s Life Be Nice Be Human

There is No Escaping Feast
There is No Escaping Beast
There is No Escaping AT all

There is a Certain Black Abyss Nostalgia Now You Know Where
You are No Longer Afraid of Going Back But You Just Wanna Visit

Katrina thought the ‘Joker Faces’ i made earlier for this Blog Post
Were Just Funny the one Last night in a Selfie Not So Much

Thanks You are
One of the very
Few who have
Provided any
At All On Facebook
Your Presence
Now Is Always
By Me no

Hehe 0
For me on
Both Biden
And Trump
In Facebook
Liking Their
FB Pages


No one
Will Offend me

At least to
The Point i’m

Always the
Standing haha…

Seriously A FB
Friend i knew in
Real Life for 30
Years Erased me
For suggesting
They Forgive a
Friend and
They Called
A Christian

Love is Distant

Still for many…

Love is Always

For Giving

Thanks Giving

Loving With

Least Harm

For All Never

Fearing Criticism

Now or Requiring




Really Exists🤗

KingQueenDom HeAVeN


– ‘JusT SaYiN’

Other Places too
Within Now, No, Not
NEarly Perfectly PLeaSinG
Now Done ’em All Veteran
ReaLiTy Real Now FOR Me

-at Least…

‘i am’ Very Happy
i Will Never LiVE iN
YouR VersioN oR YouRS in
MinE ThiS WaY God Doesn’t
Get BoReD ETernAlly NoW EiTHeR…

NoW iN
And The
Tween of
All oF THiS iN All THaT is…

In Other Words
What ‘The Hell’ Or
‘Heaven’ Are You
Waiting on Now
FoR A ‘Welfare’
God to Prepare For
‘Us’ Free Look Around
Heaven Ain’t Free Look
Within Seek And Find Heaven
NoW Is What We Co-Create With
Breath of God NoW FoR Real NoW




Just Keep Waiting…

Till After Your Last Breath…

Maybe You’ll Return Forever…

NoW With A Chance to Never Find Heaven

Within But Remember Your Will Is Yours Free…




Waiting on

Heaven Forever Now

TaKinG Someone Else’s Advice
Over What Truly Breathes Within

Such a Very Strange World People

Create Heaven or Hell NoW iN Deed…



To Do THiS AWaY From Free

Breathing Within Peace And Love

Forever Now to See And Be i Am…

Just One Second Within of Heaven

For Real Is Worth More Than An

Eternity In A



of Symbols

That Will Never Escape

Covers or Pages out of Gehenna FoR REAL.. NoW…

JusT ANoTHeR VieW AWaY From DarKeR Sides.. oF Bible Moons…

River Flows
Dance Body
Mind Traveling
ALong Enjoying
On ItS Own

Hehe my Painting
Is Mostly too Big to
See last Blog
Poem Visual
55,444 Words
And Hundreds
Of Photos
Just For
Of Who is
Looking When
i Paint Dance
Sing Art
My Soul
Folks like
It Others
Not Yes pretty
Much too big
To See as
Coloring never
Stop Painting
Your U
Verse U

OMG Drowning
In Creativity
Too much
To Even
Post Now
Bands of
Arms Expanding
Out So Far i Even
Missed a Post of
Yours meh.. Like
The Rain
i Eventually
Return Coverall
Now if i Will
Find it
In me
To PosT AGaiN
OMG Such
Issues 😜

E P i G e N e T i C S
Ever New Step
And Word
A New Dance
And Song in
To Boot Camps
We Create New
NoW Or
Still Remain
So How Will
‘You’ Stretch
Just to Literally
Dance in Reverse
And See A Whole
New World
Out of
Anew See Be🖼🤡

Colors Stones
Melt our
Delight iN Nature’s
Creativity We aRe too🍁

Other Than
‘That’ i Will
Make A Face
Scarier than
Your Devil
Even Have
To Wear A
JusT A Real
🤡 Clown😁
Painted on Face🎶

Love Them
Patience 🖼
To Paint Yours Great!

With Love
Leave Behind🍁

A Muscle
Or Just
A Stale
It’s What
We Feel that
Stays Real We Sense Most
Now Make Heaven Y Not🎶

Fit And
Form Excellent
Remodel in Deed🍃

Sad Yep Used to Be Going to
Restaurants the More
Folks The Merrier to
Me But Nope 👎 Now
Not What Leadership
Sees In Florida When
Social Distance
Is Removed With
Deaths Exploding
In Pandemic Ease
Yeah I’ll
Go to
The Safe
Places Where
Humanity Still
Breathes with
Owners of
Interested in
Saving Lives
As Much As
Making Money…
Church Disgustingly
Among Worst offenders
In Business Ways
Seeing Sanctity
Of Lives
Just Politics
Of Apathetic Nothing…

Of Course if
We Really
Cared About
Each Other
In Cohesive
Asian Masks
Of Love Together
Who Knows
God Could
Come Back
For Real Here
As Love And Kick the
Covid-19 Habit Away



To Free

Again US⛵️

i Sensed ‘This’ Yes
From the Beginning
Of You going away
For A While Ago.. Yes
Any Way No Matter
What Happens
i Am Here for
You And You
Are Always in
My Every
Prayer Yes
Love Breathing
Does Not Ever
Go Away For me
Now And i Am Here to stay
Or Go away whatever
Helps my FRiEnD
i Pray for You if
You ever Feel
A Desire to
Talk About It
You are always
Welcome No
Matter What
Your Darkness is..🤗

i Just Hit
The Rose
You a
Warm Smile😊
Anyway i Don’t




Two Things After Life Now;

Whoops That’s 3 Words Now;

But Who is Counting Forevernow;

Good News, i Don’t Really

KNoW You ‘Fnord’

But i care

About You;

This is the Key

to the After Life Now;

It’s Not Something We

Empirically Measure it’s Like

River It Flows For No Conscious

Reason Now




Flows Forever

Now Not Unlike Love

With No ReaSon EternALLY NoW

Even Quantum Mechanics ‘Predicts’

THiS ETernal Now of Change in Balance;

i Don’t Need Any New Instructions For i am Born

ThiS Way Again and Again and Again Forever Now Love

i’m leaving For

Now Yes

of Course

i Will ALWaYS

Be BacK NoW

YeT YouR Door

Is YouRS Now For

Keys to ‘a’ ‘the’ ‘OTHeR SiDE’ Now;

Tight Fit but keep tying if you will…

You’ll Get


to ‘the Other Side’ NoW
This is Just How i See Hope, Love as Reborn
Faith Beyond YouR CuRRenT MEaSure of ReaLiTy Now…

To Be Clear, if possible, ‘Fnord’ Will BE A Metaphor in this One Instance for ALL THaT IS NoW…

Other than that Beethoven Flesh Dead for A Few Centuries His Soul Still Plays Clearly Through Sonatas…


In America

‘Find A New





Golden Pyramids

Etched in Initials of DJT;

Nothing, Nothing At all of Soul…

Why Upload when nothing Breathes Love….

Just saYin…

As Far As


Who wanna
Leave their
Initials somewhere
For Folks to Copy Again…

We Hoard the Dead in America
From Gravesite ’till After Death
Demanding That Someone Stay
Our View of them Never even Freeing “JeSuS”
to Do whatever the Hell he wants to Do in Heaven Now…

Anyway, in General, ‘Breakfast in America’, Like Super Trump Sings the

‘Coca Cola’ ‘HeaR’ ‘See’ Rots ‘Souls’

iN Pyramid
In DJT ways;

Why Worry About an
After-Life Until We truly BreaTHE Free
NoW WHere NoW is JusT ENough For

LoVE ALL to See…

Love Be
i Am Free

True ‘You’ Will Write 8.5 MiLLioN Words
ABouT God And Love And Sum It Up iN 5
Love Be
i Am Free

Love Such An Easy

Law Door to

Come to

Pass Through

Be And Stay… Now

Table of Plenty For All Springs

For Others SAdly Always A Cross
too Heavy to Lift… Now
For it’s True
Love is the
Beyond Measure..
Found Within
With Give
And Share
Free With
Least Harm
For When Love
Breathes THiS iS How
We See the Weight of
Love We Give and Share For
Free Indeed the Weight of Soul in

Others We




Nature’s Face
Our Purpose NoW
Feeling Sensing Meaning
This Love For ALL Existence






As ‘They’ Do.,.
But Not Necessarily
Say Until Love Truly Breathes
First, Again, Or Lasts For All
NoW ETeRNaLLY Ocean Whole
Boat Sailing



Free in
Every Harbor
Ocean Whole Free
Waves of SeaS Even
More Free LoVE Be i AM..:)

Face Palm
Jungle Forest Thick of Course
Tear in A Beer ‘Bearded’ Lose
Another ‘Facebook Friend’ hAha..



It’s ReAlly


It’s True; A Grain of Sand Could
Drown in all of thiS; unless ‘They Are’ ‘The Ocean’.

Hehe i Hate using
Smart Phones
Like i Am
Using Now
i’ve hit the
Wrong buttons
Too so easy to
Do Pleasure all
Mine You are
So Inspirational
As It Flows From
Your Soul of
No Harm😊🎶

SMiLes i’ve Met Literally
Hundreds of Thousands
Of People Both in
Working in Public
Relations And
Almost A Decade
Now online Generating
12 Or So Million Words
10 MiLLioN YearS hehe 10th
Anniversary of
My Words online
Coming Thanks
Giving Day This
Year A Decade
And More the
Only Real
That Bonds
For Real NoW iN
Peace And Harmony
For All Is Agape Love
It’s Nice to See
More than
Stuff to
Buy in Life
It’s Lovely
To See Others
Beyond Distance,
Space, Time, And
Even Matter
How Lovely
To See
All Is
Love This
Pyramid Capstone
Of All Seeing Beauty
As Wisdom of Love
‘Reason’ As LiGHT
Becomes More Colors
SMiLes As
An Airline
i’M Sure
With the
Size of
Really Works🤗

Just Let it Flow
From Within
God Will
And Song
Forever more
is Trusting
Nature of
God iNtuition
Faith Within
About Others
Judging How
God Breathes You
Free i used to Worry
About Fitting in
Until i Fit in God
It’s Truly Enough
Now No Matter How
Anyone else
Judges my
Naked Temple
Of God to Be
Free Recently
i Wear More
Than Stars
For Clothes
On my Blog
i replied
i am
My Star
Offends them
As Free Is Not
Ashamed of
Temple of
God Way
Other than
That no one
Is Required to
See God Naked
And Free As me
Hehe A Best way
To Eliminate
All Fears
To Free
Is to
And Overcome
Like Dancing
Public As
As God Breathes
SmileS Hehe
Colors of
Wear From
India Works
Just As Well
AS Hair Of the Beast
Free Dancing too
The Moves
Of God Within
You Dance Free
🌊 Wave⛵️Sing😊

“Distressed Lonely Souls
Seeking Peace” indeed
You Capture the Death
Of Humanity in These
Words Applicable
To Every
Soul Root
Naked Root
Of Pain And
Numb Generating
Discord From Individual
To Group Think of Misery
Loves The Suffering of
Fear And Hate ACross
The World hehe
i’m not all Sugar
And Spice While
Some say they
Enjoy What
They name
As A Beautiful
Angelic Voice
From The Back Pew
Of The Church When
The Choir Director
Leaves The House
Sadly Folks Where
i Live Mistake Grace
Of Kindness A Dance
Of LoVE iN Peace Now
Friends With Gravity
In Balance
AS Human
Hehe but
When They
Hear Me 🐯 Roar
Meek Like i Did From
the Back Row Pew ‘WEAR
A MASK!’ Sunday When the
Priest finished
His Personal
List of Wedding
Garments for
Love Trust
me Quickly
i became the
Enemy For those
About 50 Too Weak
To Lift a Cross of a Small
Cotton Mask 😷 to prevent
The Mass From Becoming
A Super Spreader Pandemic
Event To Potentially
Kill People in
A Communion
Of Death
Of Life
To Them at
All but You See
As the Priest
Warns Folks
Not To Criticize
Others He Doesn’t
Realize That the
Good That Does
Not Speak Up With
Words of
Is Now The
Evil Really
Coming Next So
i Don’t Stay Silent
And Where i Live
In Some Places
Among some
People they
Wish my
THorns to
Go Away Now
Yet i FLoWeR
Even More in
THeir Darkness
For Truth in
That Sees
In Darkness
With Never Fear
Love is Never Alone
So Love IS Nothing
To Lose from Speaking
TrutH ain’t Life Grand⛵️



That IS LoVE
WiTHiN For Real…⛵️🤗

Haha Truth Hurts Dow Jones FB ‘Friend’
NumBeRS STiLL FaLLiN’ What Happens
When You Shout Wear A Mask (Love)

Original Sin
Earth See
How That
Works Out
‘Columbus Day’
Human As Free
Bites Back
In Karma
To Be Raped
Fools Who
Clothes they
AS SWords
They Wield…
Yeah Happy
F In April
12th the
Tradition is
Dying ‘They’
Refuse to See
Hear Nature’s
Bark And Still
Can’t Feel their
Frog Boiling
Yet NoW As Temperatures
Of Karma Rise Again For Real…

SMiLes This is Why it
Makes Me So Upset
When Church And
State Keep Nailing
JeSuS to A Tree
In The
Shape of
Trump It’s Like
The Day My
Mother took
Her Last
Of Love Realizing
That Love Unconditional
Love Will Always
LiVE iN my
EYes Not
Is So
This Way
Without Jesus
Some Folks Never
Find True Love
In Flesh
It’s True my
View of JeSuS
Comes From my
All Forgiving Loving
Mother Who Will Stand
With The Devil to
Face the Fires
Of Hell
JeSuS is Colored
By The Love They
Become no matter
Who They Name
Is Love
Gives Up
The Way i
See JeSuS
The Way i
Still BreaTHE Mama…

Hehe Blessed
In Canada not
To Have Trumps
In Charge of the
Capital of Walmart
Thinking Poetry
Is Fun Thank
You Very
With SMiLes😁

SMiles Dear Sohair Now A
Happy Monday Afternoon
To Egypt 🇪🇬 From Florida
Flowers In 🌞 Sunshine
Cool Morning 🌸 Colors
Where Wildlife
Plays Free
Worries to Fear
Wishing Praying
You Safe Well Now
And Happy 🙏🐿
🌊 🎶⛵️🍃🌲😊🍁🌹

Not Sure 🤔 if it is okay to drop by
But I’m just a Free Chipmunk 🐿
Who Never runs out of Love to give to


i Understand That
Almost no one is like
me And i’m okay
With Being Strange
This Way…

One Way or
The Other i
End up making
People Happy it’s
It’s just
What i Do
i have Enough
To Give to anyone…
Cheeks full of Love…

In SMiLes And Happy Eyes
Just to be Nature Free…

Hehe most Everyone
Loves to see me when
i Come by so i worry
About the ones
the most…

Of Course i’m
Talking about
The Chipmunk With
Smiles He’s The
Nuclear Option
Of Happy Cute
To Make Someone
No Matter How What’s
App Overwhelmed 😊 Smile…

Singing Free In Poetry
Free Verse Dancing Free
As Love Free
Is Surely
To See
Letters of
God Sees Free..
SMiLes Sohair my
Gosh After 8 Hours
of Public Dance
i am So
For Bed While
It’s Still Sunday Night..🙂

At Best A Child’s
First And Last
Best too
NuRTuRinG NoW..🙂

SMiLes Ruelha When
We Freely Move
Each Other
We Really
Love NoW is
Most Definitely
My God Enough For
Breathing LoVE iN

SMiLes After 19 Years
Of School And 33 Years
Of Work Before i
Reached 50
i realized i
Had Learned
Very Little
In Accord
With HeART
Intelligences True
Of Love
To Earn
Love Colors More
Ocean Whole🌊⛵️God

Haha Very Sweet
Of You Now to Name
Grandpa And Grandma
Young Hotties in Love
It’s True Though Katrina’s
Sister is Literally a Great
Grandmother 👵 And
Katrina is A Great Great
Aunt With Four Great Great
Nieces and Nephews which
Of Course By Marriage
Makes Me A Great
Great Uncle too
At The Dance
Hall No one can
Go 3 Hours Straight
Dancing Without a
Drink of Water
4 Decades my
Junior And i have
A Friend From the
Gym in His Mid-Seventies
Who shrugged 700 Pounds
What We Share in Common
Is All the Friday Nights
Working Out
Since We Were
12 While Most other
Folks Were on
Some Kind
Of Drug Then
Other Than
Health Use it
Or Lose it is
What it’s All
About Going to
My 40th Class
Re-Union In 2018
It Was Obvious Folks
Let Their Health go
Particularly Males
After School Sports
Haha i was the Last
Kid on Sports Teams
Taunted for Looking
Thin And Androgynous
It’s Like The Speaking
Late Issue the one
Who Uses it
Gains More
In All Ways
Oh my God Love
Too Thanks for
The Blessing
Of You From
Southern India
Been A Couple
Of Weeks Full of
Love Losses it’s nice
When once Strangers
Offer so Much Kindness
And Support i Believe
In Treating Strangers
As Old Friends And
Old Friends As
Always New
Friends SMiLes
Very Rarely Do i
Find Anyone Who
Maintains My Current
Philosophy About
Friends JeSuS
Of Course
The Role
Model Breathing
In Me But my Mother
Said even though
i Couldn’t Talk till
4 i had open arms
For Every Stranger
The Priest at my
Church says
Love is Really
A Choice For
Me it’s No
As Love
This Way
i Do my best
Not to judge anyone
Not As Blessed
To Be
This way Losing
It For 66 Months
Taught me
For ‘Devils’
In What
A World
Without Love
Within Is the
Ever now
Yes Hugs
And Love
From Florida
FLoWeRS Too🤗😁

Thanks My FRiEnD Ruelha
Same to You With SMiLes
And Prayers For Your
Health.. Wellbeing
And For

Couldn’t have
Said it Better “Aaaarghhhhh”…🐈

Oh God Help
me Then
All that
Is Country Music..😉

Not A Faux
The Place
We All Come
From In the Womb
Only Sprinkled
From Big Daddy
Trump’s Way
At Least
In The Deep
South LA Lower
Alabama Florida
Panhandle Where
Boys Smiling and
Crying in Tears
Only Allowed
In Beers
And Or
God Now
50k Dollar
Four Wheel
DriveS in
Trailers JeSuS
F iN Christ Now i
Could Practically
Write A Country
Music Bible Just
For Fun
Trump Muse 🌚 SMiLes
You Didn’t Get The
News JeSuS
Is Dead
Is the
Seriously as
A Participant
Observer ONLY
i heard it at
Church Today
Yes i Saw it
Don’t Worry
I’M Safe
Sprays the
Bottom of
My Shoes
Off When
i Get
She’s Such
A Goddess
By The
Hi 👋 God🎶

Ain’t Easy
To Paint
Now With
If i can’t
SHow em
Heaven Free
Save’ em
Their Self.. 🛳
Trumptannic Orange
wN on 5th Avenue…

Typically Ignorance Now
Unmasked Dies First Funny
Literal Synchronicities
Wedding Garments
Of Love A Mask
Too Heavy
A Cross
To Lift
This is
Only the
Of Nature’s
Karma Those
Who Live Out
Of Balance
Fall Now
Out Of
Orbit as
Any Planet
Follow Fall🌚
Black Hole Now
Dreams fulfilled
Death Now
Oh God You
Woulda Thought
A Shot Gun Blast
Went off in Mass
Judging from the
Reaction of the
See Who was
Inviting them
To Wear A Wedding
Garment to A Garden
Party At Saint Rose
Of Lima..Priest Listing
Out All Ingredients of
With Enlightening
Proficiency Then
Then the Priest
Did A Homily
On The Wedding
Garment Folks
Ignorantly Refused
To Wear to Potentially
Save A Life sitting
Smartly Masked
Beside them
It’s True
i’ve Lost
All Respect
For ‘This
‘That’ Still
Can’t Even
See A Mask
Of Love To Save the
Life of Their Neighbor YES
IS The Wedding Garment
They Choose to Spit on
inDeeD Killing Jesus
i’LL write
A Bible
The Death
Of JeSuS in
Church inDeed
I’m Still Breathing
God No Fool me Once
‘You’ Did not even Do THAT
In A Back
Pew Still
‘Your’ Lost Return…

SeRiouSLY WHat
OTHeR ‘ReaSoN’
Could THeRE Be

It’s Worth Noting
My Story Is Not Fiction
oR A Myth Just Try To Prove
Katrina Is not A Goddess YOU CAN’T HAHA i WoN’T Let You

The Dudes At the Bar Couldn’t Figure Out Why i Refused to
Kiss the Beautiful Young Woman Perhaps They Never Married A


SMiles Fixing
To Dance
iN Church
Always New
Adventure to
See LoVE iN
DarK Thru LiGHT
All Is Worship
All Is Gratitude
All Is Love
All Is God
Love When
We Love
Verb of
God the
Love We
Do We Be i
Us Love
God All🤗


We LiVE iN Fascinating ‘Times’; From:
Happy to: Be here i am.

Soul Real
To Touch Tree..🙂

Art iN ParT oF EartH SMart
Without Art HeART is Not
For He is Not Complete
Without sHe Within
For Either Or
For BLacK
Holes Dance Stars Above So
WHeRe is Separation Now
Surely NoT THeRe Or Here
For Even Words Play NaTuRaLLY
Innately WHoLE EvilivE LivedeviL
DessertstresseD LiGHT Comes From

DarK NoW
All is NoW
Makes SMarT

Tides Go
In and Out

Lives US WE ARt..:)

What Memories Stones Hold
What Holds Up Love Sand Springs
Mountains of Human Love Dog Stands
Tall on Earth Grains of Love too Small Grains And Bigger Stones True
Smiles Xenia Stepmother and Uncle Passing away in this Blogging
More than Weekly Cycle again.. Caught up in the Tail Winds Rain of Hurricane
Delta in the End of that
But the Weather
is Cool And
Now the
of Spring
Continuing in
Fall oF Light Again..:)

All Lives
Before Us
Soul Poems
Breathe On Within us
Free Souls
Live on in Eyes
And Arts of Love..:)

Out of Storms
Still Bending

Trees See
Forest Green..:)

Storm Ridden
Bears Still
Life Fruition
Dancing Singing
Clouds Rain Away..:)

Been Walking Miles Each Night
With Family Since New Covid-19 Routine
Away From Weekday Gym Visits
Fall Cool
After Pushing
Through Heat
And Humidity Through
Half the Year Florida Summers
Truly Helping Steer Away Strength
of Record Breaking Hurricane Fall Season 2020..:)

Hehe Cooler Here
But Seeing Scotland Dog
Wrapped Up in Fall Coat
Hard to imagine
That Still
For a
of Months
In Florida at
Least but True
Cold comes more at Night
Smiles Xenia… i’m kinda tired

Have A

Rest of the
Week as i Wind
Up my Energizer Bunny some more…

And Just Keep on going going some more..:)

Yes.. AcTuaLLY Movement Therapy that is just another way of Singing
Dance and is recognized as even Therapy for Young Autistic Children
to get in Touch with their Emotions Regulating Highs and Lows in Balance
Now And Integrating THeir Senses in Balance Which of Course Every Human
Does Who Dances Free or in ways Like Tai Chi or even
Yoga as Muscle Fibers Dance Keeping
Static Positions that really at
Micro Level of Muscle
Fibers are Dancing
in Balance
to Maintain
A Pose too As
Balance is Key in All We Do
Nature Works Best in Balance
in Deed one Rule of God that doesn’t
Change Balance Friends With Gravity in
All We Do Yes Ballet And when Two Feet
Become one Foot All is in Balance Mind
And Body Soul Complete Nature Force
of God in us at Peace in Flow and
When i lost my Emotions
And no one could Figure
out how to Bring them back
then in 2008 through 2013
i Found the Answer on my
own connecting Emotions Back
With Words in Free Verse Poetry Flow
And the Balance that comes with Dance in Flow
Regulating Emotions and Integrating Senses in Flow
And Guess What the Psychiatrist Who Said he could do nothing
to Help me with Any Drug for 7.7 Years saw the Effective Result of
the Physician Within Yes God Nature Within me Breathing Healing me and
He literally Quit His Practice and Moved to South Florida to Teach Movement
Therapy in a Teaching Hospital for he said i helped to inspire him to change

His Life


in deed

Smiles my
Friend i learn
Best as i see everyone
i meet as Teacher too
All These Words How
You Guide me as Teacher too
for it’s True We Miss the Most if
We consider any part of existence smaller than
Us.. a Grain of Sand Holding Up a Mountain of Love

May be as simple
As What Will be
When we tell
one person
Hello or
Thank You
For Opening a New
Door oF LiGHT For Us
Smiles Dear Tell Your Story in All the Art you Do
Witness All the Love You See And Do For Life
For this inherent Giving is the Best Worship for
God Loving All DarK Thru LiGHT NoW For Real


of God We Share We aRe..:)

After my First Psychiatrist Left His
Practice i told my 2nd Psychiatrist
How i Cured not only my Asperger’s
Syndrome as far as Negative Symptoms
And My Bi-Polar too without any Drugs
And He was more Advanced in Cutting
Edge Research for What Works and
Wrote me that Prescription Just
to Prove Dance Really works
to any others who Might try
to Discredit the Science of
it to mitigate Negative
Issues associated
with Autism
Bi-Polar As
Truly Both are issues
of Extremes in Negatives or
Positives Now With Emotional
Regulation and Sensory Integration
And that’s part of why Science Shows
So Many Artists are on a Bi-Polar Spectrum
And Scientists on an Autism Spectrum of Systemizing
Mind as opposed to the Highs of Social Empathic Artistic
Mind that may Come With the Bi-Polar Spectrum too and
Smiles i have met few Poets Who Truly Express All of what a Soul
Will Do who haven’t Seen the Darkest Dark and the Most Colorful
Lights Existence in Humanity Will Bring for it’s True one Will Not Really
Fully Express
or Hell
in Art
one Has Been THeRE and
done it for real.. and this is why
While my Psychotherapist and
First Psychiatrist identified my Condition
then as the worst Abyss of Soul they ever saw
Now they literally ask me for advice for their problem
patients they can’t find a way to help Yes i pay them to help
Them or in other words hehe the Insurance Company Does
Perhaps that’s not the way the system is Designed to work
But i don’t
The System
i work for Love
And Love is Free
i take advantage of
Every part of ‘the system’
That allows me to Do the Job of Love for All…
but nah.. i have enough intelligence never to
Break Any Local, State, or Federal Law back
in the ‘Old Days’ People said i should have been
A Lawyer; Defense or Prosecution; or Judge too…

too boring

Way too boring
to me to do ‘only that’… hehe..

It’s worth Noting that Bi-Polar Disorder
is associated with Intelligence and
Intelligence is associated
With the ability
to reason
Highs and Lows
that otherwise might
End up in Outer Space
of Mind or some other kind of Prison for real…
And Yeah A Systemizing Mind Assessed now in
Higher Functioning Autism Drives Most of Standard IQ
but True.. Standard IQ is a very small part of Overall



Art now is
no Measure…
Love is no Measure..
the Most Important
Human Intelligences
That Actually Breathe
More than Cogs in a Machine…
okay i’ve really Blown Up this “What
Are You” Blog Post You Wrote into almost
an Entire Book hehe.. and by the way one
of my Comments Got Lost in Your Moderation
that had a photo of Katrina when She was 27
And When i was 37 with our Only Child Ryan on
Father’s Day of 1997 Just showing how she looks the same
Way now at 50 for proof hehe.. And Yes a Poem my Mother
Wrote for Ryan When he passed away who is an actual Published
‘Real Poet’ as they do by rules.. as i have no rules for what i do but flow…
the Software probably didn’t approve it as i had two pictures linked in one post..

Happy Sunday to you too
Ruehla it’s been a real Pleasure
meeting you on Word Press and
Thank God You Aren’t Working now
hehe.. or i would probably be way too exhausting to ‘deal with’ haha..
i’ve had friends who have basically found ways like Katrina to say
Oh God
i can’t
take it
Go somewhere
else as Katrina
Says i Give Her
Fredaches as i talk
so fast in Real Life
When i really get in
Flow almost no one
Can Catch up keeping in mind
i didn’t speak until 4 and there
were decades i had problems finding one word…

Never let anyone trap you in any kind of a Label

For if i believed i couldn’t speak chances are i’d still be quiet..

For As Calm As the Ocean Will Be Waves come for no ‘reason’ at all…

And True my Friend God Doesn’t have to have a Reason to be either

This is where Humanity Fails the worst Believing there has to be a Reason

for Love (God)…

For the
Love is
in the
Being i am
Eternally Now
There is no use into
Trying to Wrap Reason
Around Reality for Reason
is the Illusion and Reality is God True Art Breathing Love now

Beyond Infinity as Infinity is only a Word A Human Abstract Construct

Still limited by the Illusion of Reason Humans Still Attempt to Create

Useful Yes but God is No Walls of Reason alone not Even the Word Infinity now…

How Do i Know

i Do



i See With
EYes of Art
Far Beyond Science..

In Other Words Essence

Of Faith Art of Intuition We

See with No Organs of

Eyes or Ears Now Being

i Didn’t Always have this
Vision i Look Forward to
New God Colors Every Now i Breathe
And Indeed my Christmas Tree ‘me/God’ Year
Round Continues to Color more For Real and it’s
Worth Noting i Try to Dance And Sing this Message
in a way that anyone of any Faith or Other Orientation
Might have a chance to hear at least in some part or another..

For it’s True
unless We Strive
to Hear Every Language
of God And Even More
Colors of God Art
Nature others
Bring to



Miss out on the Potential
of Seeing More of the Master Peace
of God Open Canvas Open Source in deed…

Smiles i find it saddest that some folks remain
Trapped in Books of Old Never Writing Seeing Doing
New Poetry and Art of God NoW in Colors New And this
is exactly what you are doing When You Write Your Beautiful
New Testaments in Poetry in Muse of Love that comes before with other New
Testaments then in deed this is the Faith That comes in Art Expressing John 14:12 Well..

Key is This About Love not about who owns this or that word or Earth or God All..

And surely

now not

Just ‘You’

or ‘me’
Or Them
Or Us As They

No Yes JusT ALL God Love Nature
Reason out of Reason Art Sees..:)

SMiles gigoid i’ll Start off the New Year
of Your History Here from January 2015 Slow
With A Couple of Quotes that Seem Relative to me

Hmm… i’ll do them all… why Not… hehe… on a New Role…

“Few people have the imagination for reality.”

~~ Johann Wolfgang Von Goethe ~~

And Even More These Days Have an inability
to Imagine unless A Despicable Leader is Drawing their Minion

“And weep the more, because I weep in vain.”

~~ Thomas Gray (1716-1771) — Sonnet, On the Death of Mr. West

No Use Trying to Cry Over Spilled Masks…

“Grown men, he told himself, in flat contradiction of centuries of accumulated
evidence about the way grown men behave, do not behave like this.”

— Douglas Adams

Ignorance Kills That Much

Ignorance Shows These Days at Least

“Grown men, he told himself, in flat contradiction of centuries of
accumulated evidence about the way grown men behave, do not behave like this.”

— Douglas Adams

All i See is Woman When i Fall Asleep And Wake Up…:)

“Civilization is almost exclusively masculine, a civilization of power in which woman has
been thrust aside in the shade. Therefore it has lost its balance and is moving by hopping
from war to war. Its motive forces are the forces of destruction and its ceremonials are carried through by an appalling n number of human sacrifices. This one-sided civilization is crashing
along a series of catastrophes at a tremendous speed because of its one-sidedness. And at
last the time has arrived when woman must step in and impart her life rhythm to the reckless
movement of power.”

— Rabindranath Tagore, before 1941

A Smart Man Let’s Woman Rule Him As He Relaxes..:)

“Broken promises don’t upset me.
I just think, why did they believe me?”

— Deep Thoughts, by Jack Handey

“I love my country too much to be a nationalist.” — Albert Camus


“But, sir, the people themselves have it in their power effectually to resist usurpation,
without being driven to an appeal of arms. An act of usurpation is not obligatory; it is not law;
and any man may be justified in his resistance. Let him be considered as a criminal by the
general government, yet only his fellow-citizens can convict him; they are his jury, and if they pronounce him innocent, not all the powers of Congress can hurt him; and innocent they
certainly will pronounce him, if the supposed law he resisted was an act of usurpation.”

— Theophilus Parsons, in the Massachusetts Convention, on the ratification of the U.S. Constitution — [Jonathan Elliot, ed., “The Debates of the Several State Conventions on the Adoption of the Federal Constitution”, — (New York, Burt Franklin: 1888), 2:94 ]

And then there are ‘the Men in Black’…:)

“Good intentions will always be pleaded for every assumption of authority. It is hardly
too strong to say that the Constitution was made to guard the people against the
dangers of good intentions. There are men in all ages who mean to govern well,
but they mean to govern. They promise to be good masters, but they mean to be masters.”

— Noah Webster

No Master in Free

Souls made of fire, and children of the sun,

With whom revenge is virtue.

~~ Edward Young ~~

~~ The Revenge, Act v, Sc. 2 ~~

Victory or Vengeance Victory is the Victor..:)

“One can survive everything, nowadays, except death,
and live down everything except a good reputation.”

— Oscar Wilde

Trump, Trump, Trump, Get A Load of That Trump, Trump, TRumP…

“I quite agree with you,” said the Duchess; “and the moral of that is —
`Be what you would seem to be’ — or, if you’d like it put more simply —
`Never imagine yourself not to be otherwise than what it might appear
to theirs that what you were or might have been was not otherwise
than what you had been would have appeared to them to be otherwise.’”

— Lewis Carrol, Alice in Wonderland

In Other Words.. ‘They’ LiVE iN A Different
UniVerse.. They Aren’t Moving In With Us Really…

“He who despairs over an event is a coward,
but he who holds hopes for the human condition is a fool.”

— Albert Camus

Meh… Mastering me Enough to Get through for now at least..:)

“Anything is possible, but only a few things actually happen.”

— Rich Rosen

Make it Make it Make it or Do Not..;)

“Thinking is the hardest work there is, which is the probable
reason why so few engage in it.”

— Henry Ford

Yeah Like Looking Up From A Smart Phone at
Most Every Disconnected Customer Service Place…

“OVER the underpass! UNDER the overpass!
Around the FUTURE and BEYOND REPAIR!!”

— Zippy the Pinhead

Why Fix Something
Old Make Something New..:)

“If you make

a mess,

clean it up.”

— Mom

And Sure
That Too; Enjoy it all…

Cake And Icing Just Totally Free NoW…:)

Waves We Particles Now
Grains Sand Hands Holding
Expanding Shores Waves
MaKinG Beach Breathing
In And Out in Ocean Style
Of SpeaKinG
As Above
So Below Stars
Neurons Connections
Nature’s Mind Grains
Sand Hands Below Hold
Up Mountains Human
Love Generating
Star Connections
oF Light Within
Fields of
Dreams Particles
Of Nature’s Dreams
We All Dream Together
All Around No Separation
Hands With
Light MaKinG
Love We See And
Be Breathe indeed
We Come from unlimited
Big Bangs Milky
Ways streaming
Life out
To See
To Breathe
To Love and
Yes To Do it
Again When
We View All
That is in Unity
Of Nature Acting
This Way There
Is No Need
For the
God Now
We aRe
The Dance
The Song of
All It’s Impossible
For A Fly to Miss
On Pencemeat Heads
Let’s Face it this Truth
In Light Went Right
Over HIS
To see God
Is Fly And Not
Just A Dead Book
With Statues Symbols
On Pages True Some
Of Us Teleport Soul
Of Nature Us in
Galaxy Waves of
Words More than
Others Scientists
May Be Just too
Dim to understand
Poetry And Other
Arts upload
For Ages
Before Online
Comes By The
Hands Of Working
Drones Nerds And
Geeks Preparing
This Media too So
Be Able
To Express
All In Art Now
All Is Soul This




Being Am Now

Wind Speaking Song

Dancing Air Seeing Waves

🌊 👋 SMiLes Flow🤗
Hugs it’s All A Dance

Song Doing Art Relates

Language of Stars 🌌

Particles Fields Dream🍃

Seeing Living Trees Ever

Green Roots Above So



Of Grass


Green 🍂 Evergreen

Darkness Dead Leaves 🌲

BREaTHE Joy is Seeing



Dead Brings

In Just one Brown

Leaf Shape of Living Tree🍁 Green


SMiLes Love to See Folks Sharing Their
Art Free so many People are so concerned
About Copyrights, Folks Stealing Their Art,
or oh My God, Even Making Money off What
Their Soul Dances And Sings Deepest in Art
That they Never get the
Opportunity to fulfill
Their Whole
of Soul
Most Always
More Beneficial
To Play to Some Audience
For Free even if Only Us but it’s
Like all 8.5 MiLLioN Free Verse Poetry
Words on my Blog in Long Form Poem
Way; 100,000+ photos, 10,000+ YouTube
Videos; And 13,838 Miles of Public Dance
NoW in 85 Months; Yes, A Tree Way too Tall
to See but only A Collection of Much Smaller
Leaves Spreading Them Around A Globe Just
Collecting Them
Now For me
As Gratitude
for the Lives
i’ve Been Able
to Touch a Bit with
my Soul and Yeah haha
Shadow too like ‘You’ often do here…
i Respect all Art i Do and See All DarK Thru
Light As God ALL And i Celebrate ALL oF iT iN

Gratitude NoW


Yeah, of Course As ALWaYS
It helps being Financially
Independent to live fully
in a Golden Age Like
This as True Serve
only one God Now
of Art to See All
More Colors of Soul Love
Again DarK Thru LiGHT NoW For Real…

Someone Told me Touching Souls Around
the World in 8.5 Million Words of Leaves
Is No Achievement of Tree; And Playing With Leaves of Words No
Value; but yeah, Haha, What Does an Oak Have to Do GRoWinG

Tall Is Enough..;)

If Only Our Leaders
Could See Higher NoW
Than Their Heads too.. hehe…
And Yes, The Ones Who Follow
Them Who Get Butt Hurt if We Don’t Follow Lies too..
Seriously, someone told me Every Democrat is Like

A ‘Jew Voting

For A Nazi’

They used to be
Nice Before they
Met A Father of all Lies And Fell in Love…

Anyway they said they couldn’t Come Anymore to See
Me Now as i Don’t Share their View of Politics how small… How

Very Very Small of A Tree; So A Story GoeS in all Ages this and other ways too..:)

These Days; meh, the Ocean is Full of More Fair And Stormy Weather Fish Brave

Enough to Live

And Let

Be hehe..:)

Ah Yes Shadow…
Part That is all
About Fight
And Fear
To Survive
Sadly Most
Folks Repress
Their Shadow
More often
To Be
By it Than
Playing With
It Enough For
It To Be Friend
To Transform
DarK into
Of Falling
For it Is Often
Those Who Fear
The DarK Who
SMiLes my
i only
In one
God WHere
Day Is LiGHT
Is Also Love
Is God As
Going to
Hell Now
To See DarK iS
LiGHT but i
Sure Hope
No one
Has to
Go WHere
i Did to Find
This Truth
i promise
You this
Goes Spends
The Rest
Of their
At Least
A Hand-up
At Best
A Free
And Song
WitH SMiLes🤗😊😁
Sure Hehe Turning
A Few Tables over
On the Way But Yes
Always in Balance
With Least Harm
Like Medicine
Like Healing
Never Ending Now⛵️😁

Fortunately an
Escape From All
Cultural Clothes
The Tools We
Are Transformed
Into Like This
16,000 Word
Or So Discussion
We aRe Having on
Just one of ‘Your’
Blog Posts
Sends Flesh
Of Who We aRe
And Words We
Also Manage
To Fit in
Breath of
Our Souls
SMiLes Key
Is Mastering
The Tool All
The Clothes
Of Us to be
Dutiful Servant
To carry Our
Souls Around
The Globe as
This Hive Connection
Is Truly An only
Way Neurons
Of Human
Souls Will
Ever See
At Best
To Save
The Nature
Within And the
Rest of Nature
Globe Soul Whole
As Kingdom
Of Heaven
Within Now
Based on
Love More
Come to be Now
In Connection
Of World
Of Love
For All
Of Humanity
And Cultures
To Bond Together
Whole With
Love Out
Fear and Hate
Oh yeah and yes
Fortunate at
To Step
Out of All
The Tools
Through the
Back Door
One With
Again i
Am Beach
Or Mountain
If i Visit God
In the Same
God Naked Free
SMiLes these Tools
Now Are only Dutiful
Servants Preparing
My Soul A Way
NoW Requiring
No Limitations
To Circle the
Globe At the
Speed oF
NoW With
A Record
Left Long Gone
To the Next
Way Station Now
In Other Words
It Would be
For Us
To Be
At Once in A
Place With
No Moon
Or Sun
No Matter
Of Us Without This
On The other
We Do that
Without All
The Tools
Now But
Just Don’t
See And Hear
Forever Now
Clear for
A Naked
Dance in
Sand and
Sun Free Brings
Forever Now More in

i surely Have
God Living Now
Within Dancing
Free Above So
Below Within
All Around
Arms Legs Feet
Hips Torso Hands
Fingers Head Toes
Soul Heart Mind Spirit
Free but
It’s True
The Clothes
Still Of Politics
In Church and
State and Work
And School all
Hook Us Up
As Political
On Strings
Sadly Most
Folks Never See
The Strings Attached
Strip all Those
Dance Free
As You’ve
In Your
A Prison
Of Strings
Almost No
One Sees
But Those
With Enough
Pain And Numb
to Escape

Autotelic Flow
Now Transient
Hardly Woo Now
Science Assessed
To Increase Creativity
And Productivity
In Laser Focus
Of Cognitive
500 Percent
With Stellar
Short And
Long Term
Too With
Focus in
Flow You Just
Don’t Get Heaven
Within You F in Get
Results that
In The
A Naked Free
Dance In Sand
And Sun Will
Do it if You
To ‘Get out of
Your Head’
If i Can’t
Convince ‘Trump
Voters’ ‘This Place
Exists’ i Won’t
Do it
In Ivy
As Both
LiVE in the
Prison in
5 Percent of Mind…



OBTW Science Now
Assesses Any Meditation
Now As Regenerative
From Head to Toe
Western Mind
Up to Eastern Depth🎶

Uh oh
Always an
Orange Clown
Now And Celebrating
Virtually From Years
Gone bye
Again Perhaps
We Will Erect the
18-Foot Tall Grim
Reaper Doll once
Again in our
Front Yard
But For
Now The
Is Taking
The Blow
Up Reaper’s
Place For Real
Has Been
Real on
‘Elm Street’
For 4 Years
True i am Always
Dressed Down as me2.. 💀

Most All CuLTuRaL Clothes
Tools We Become Transform
Inner Child of Social
Empathic Imaginative
Creative Artistic
Soul indeed
Into the
Tools We
Create once
Hoped to increase
The Joy of Our
So We
Seek And
Find Ways
To Restore
Of Angel
Child Reborn⛵️
Indeed We Live
Again Within Now🍃🌲

Sending You Prayers
Now Of Fred Security
In Strength, Smiles,
Beach Peace, Flowers,
And Sea Gull Spirit
Spiraling Around
Sun Let’s See
What Else
i Will
In my Prayer
Yes Biggest
Love And
You Will
Ever Meet
i Give to
You in
One SMiLe For You
Sent From my iPhone…

i Pray
That You
Will Always Be
Happier than


A Good
Day and
Night to
Dance And
Sing Love Free
As Sky Now Above
Ground in Peace of You🙏

It’s Really the
Same Dance
Song i Pray
For ALL it’s
And See
This Prayer Free🎶

Thanks Ruelha
Good Night
To You
In India🙏🎶🤗


Born on 6.6.60 as Attributed on my Driver’s License;
i received Enough Scared Looks When i Used to by a Beer
Then Carded Still at age 40 by the Fundamentalist Cashiers; AMused by Ignorance…

(Still of Course)

The Bible is A Book Of Poetry; A Story Written By Innumerable Greek Writing Romans
as Selected From Oral Tradition of Innumerable Christians Sects For Decades After
So-Called Yeshua Was Crucified then; who, oh by the way, Per ‘Round Table Discussions’
Where Subject Matter Changes, spread once Orally ‘Around the Table’; Yes, Jesus is Assessed
By Biblical Scholars As Illiterate With the Rest of His So-called Apostles, if they lived in His Day too.

A Poem Will Be Interpreted Anyway one wants too in limitless ways of Metaphor; No Different than
A Bible Story of Free Verse Poetry and Parables Written this way too; So what this Means is Whoever is
Interpreting Verses of Any Book or Bible This Way May take a Verse Regarding ‘Three Sixes’ And Associate
it with Whatever Subjective Part of Their/Group Mind they want to do; That said, it’s as Much of the ‘Mark of the Beast’
As ‘The Omen’ Movie Predicted it was the Birthday of Some Human Being Coming to Be ‘Something’ Like Trump Now; Yes,

If ya wanna talk about ‘Anti-Christ’;
The Trumpeter; i mean TRumpster
From Gehenna Fits the Can All the
Way Over Flowing the Brim for Everything
Against the So-called Teachings of so-called Jesus too…

i don’t have anything AT ALL TO HIDE; so i am surely not afraid of RFID Microchips,

Cookies, or Whatever Wants to See Where i am going to next; i’m just not that important to worry about it…

And Considering the Science Assessed Gold Fish, Less than 3 Seconds, Attention Span these Days, 666 is about

All anyone

is gonna

have the

Attention to
Focus on past
Any Discerning
the fact that they are Just 3 Sixes in a Row; so what…

Other than That; Yes, a Real Father oF all Lies is Prez;
So, it’s true ya can and will Fool Some of the People all the time on 5th Avenue too..

And Neuroscience Shows Humans Basically Hallucinate Their Reality Based on Past

Hallucinations, So Yes as HiSToRY Still SHoWS, Basically ‘anything still goes’ Now;

Even at Building Address Number 666 on 5th Avenue That Trump’s Son-in-Law

Leases out; But Here’s A Real Kicker, Whoever Writes The Story; no Matter if it

is Twitter True or Not; As Long As Ignorant Target Audiences Believe in it the

‘MaNiPuLaToR iN Chief’

Wins the Game

of MaNiPuLaTiNG

Others or Do We Really

Have to Look Past Trump to See this Fact of Human Nature

That ironically is all Associated with Almost No Facts At All;

A Fictional Lying Story That Trump Tells on The ‘Fly’ That Folks Fall to Hook, Line, And Sinker

And are Literally Per Their Own Words, Willing to Die for: Ignorance Kills; but Yes, it’s Human Nature too…

It’s as Simple As This: Create A Story For a Target Audience And Pull Their Heart Strings Like a Puppeteer Will Do…

Trump Proves
Ignorance Works
As Long as the
Target Audience
Is willing to Eat ‘the Garbage’ Up in Gehenna
(5th Avenue Pandemic Killing Fields For Real too);

Now Things are the Opposite for me; Having to Whip
Out my 3 Sixes While the Dance Hall was Open to
Prove i was coming to 60 Years-Old Week After Week hehe…

…Nothing to Hide… they Asked me How i did it then;

(floating Like a Butterfly hitting 60 on the Dance Floor)

And i said see the 3 Sixes… See How i turned the Story

Around on them; That’s How ‘You’ Do it;

Understand ‘Your’ Target Audience Still…

Story is the Force that Still Rules Humanity the Most…

Very Dangerous when diluted to Twitter Size Bull now….

Nah; Ya Don’t have to Go To School To Really Show How

Politics works, in most every REAL situation,
‘Street Story Smarts’


Meh; Except for
‘Who’ is fixin’ to
be a Biggest Loser…
Trump is only ‘Great’ With ‘Minions’…
As By God That ‘Fictional Story

Continues to come

true too….

SAdly As FacT;

Clue: Humanity
Doesn’t Have to make Sense;
And If You Believe it Does, Let me Show
You A Most Beautiful Woman in the World Again…
At 50, Married to a 60 Year-Old Dude; See the Story

Developing again…

or not…

DepEnds on the
Target Audience At Hand…

Catholic Mass Readings From 10.11.2020

Reading 1, Isaiah 25:6-10

6 On this mountain, for all peoples, Yahweh Sabaoth is preparing a banquet of rich food, a banquet of fine wines, of succulent food, of well-strained wines.

7 On this mountain, he has destroyed the veil which used to veil all peoples, the pall enveloping all nations;

8 he has destroyed death for ever. Lord Yahweh has wiped away the tears from every cheek; he has taken his people’s shame away everywhere on earth, for Yahweh has spoken.

9 And on that day, it will be said, ‘Look, this is our God, in him we put our hope that he should save us, this is Yahweh, we put our hope in him. Let us exult and rejoice since he has saved us.’

10 For Yahweh’s hand will rest on this mountain, and Moab will be trodden under his feet as straw is trodden into the dung-heap.

Responsorial Psalm, Psalms 23:1-3, 3-4, 5, 6

1 [Psalm Of David] Yahweh is my shepherd, I lack nothing.

2 In grassy meadows he lets me lie. By tranquil streams he leads me

3 to restore my spirit. He guides me in paths of saving justice as befits his name.

4 Even were I to walk in a ravine as dark as death I should fear no danger, for you are at my side. Your staff and your crook are there to soothe me.

5 You prepare a table for me under the eyes of my enemies; you anoint my head with oil; my cup brims over.

6 Kindness and faithful love pursue me every day of my life. I make my home in the house of Yahweh for all time to come.

Reading 2, Philippians 4:12-14, 19-20
12 I know how to live modestly, and I know how to live luxuriously too: in every way now I have mastered the secret of all conditions: full stomach and empty stomach, plenty and poverty.

13 There is nothing I cannot do in the One who strengthens me.

14 All the same, it was good of you to share with me in my hardships.

19 And my God will fulfil all your needs out of the riches of his glory in Christ Jesus.

20 And so glory be to God our Father, for ever and ever. Amen.

Gospel, Matthew 22:1-14
1 Jesus began to speak to them in parables once again,

2 ‘The kingdom of Heaven may be compared to a king who gave a feast for his son’s wedding.

3 He sent his servants to call those who had been invited, but they would not come.

4 Next he sent some more servants with the words, “Tell those who have been invited: Look, my banquet is all prepared, my oxen and fattened cattle have been slaughtered, everything is ready. Come to the wedding.”

5 But they were not interested: one went off to his farm, another to his business,

6 and the rest seized his servants, maltreated them and killed them.

7 The king was furious. He despatched his troops, destroyed those murderers and burnt their town.

8 Then he said to his servants, “The wedding is ready; but as those who were invited proved to be unworthy,

9 go to the main crossroads and invite everyone you can find to come to the wedding.”

10 So these servants went out onto the roads and collected together everyone they could find, bad and good alike; and the wedding hall was filled with guests.

11 When the king came in to look at the guests he noticed one man who was not wearing a wedding garment,

12 and said to him, “How did you get in here, my friend, without a wedding garment?” And the man was silent.

13 Then the king said to the attendants, “Bind him hand and foot and throw him into the darkness outside, where there will be weeping and grinding of teeth.”

14 For many are invited but not all are chosen.’


Out of the Shadows
Out of the Shallows
Rolling into the
Light into the Deep

Light; no matter Syntax, Semantics;
Particle and or Wave Until
Field of Human in Dreams
Comes Full of LoVE NoW ReaL

Beauty of Physics
Beauty of Order
MysTic of Feeling
Sensing All As Beauty Now

No longer Suited up as an Astronaut.. Naked
As Nature Really Does in Love With Life Free…

Mother Nature once again Cool and Calming Now As Any

Human Spirit in Balance Ever Dance With the Devil In the Pale Moonlight”..
True i Never Showed Her My Joker Face That Night Years ago Still Smiling

True Life is even more Magic as The Woman i married has her
Body at 50.. 42 Years later… Still So Much More Beautiful… Now

We Were talking about My Friends From India Listening to
Her Voice Message agreeing how well she spoke English…

Same Bed With the Real Amazing Joker Before He
was even Amazing… When He was Just the
Devil in Hell.. No Dance/Laughs/Smiles

If You’ve Seen the Amazing Joker Movie
You Might think there is not a Worst Hell
For A Person but Yes a much worse Place

Gifted by God.. A Beautiful Love Cursed
by God as Nature by Worst Pain Known to
Humankind Worse Than Crucifixion 66 Months Awake

She Ordered A Book From one of those ‘Catholic Places’ To

Prove Me Wrong…

Yes my own Mother Read the Next Paragraph Where it Said
the Only Pain Worse than Crucifixion is Trigeminal Neuralgia

For most People Just A Sporadic Disease Named the Suicide
Disease for me Wake to Sleep 66 Months No Drug would touch

Those People Were Correct they Just couldn’t See the Dentist
Drill In My Right Eye and Ear that No Drug Would Touch for Pain

Ending Up at the Bottom of A Bridge too weak to get out of the Car to

Throw myself off the Bridge

My Sister’s Car at The Red Light Miracle Finding me there Taking me
In Her Car Still Respecting my Wishes not to go to A Hospital

i had to find a way to stop the Pain..
i was willing to Step in Front of A Car
Jump into the Shallow End of the River Walk

2 Days Later on the 40th Day After the First
35 with only 1 Hour of Cardboard Shallow Sleep
With an Alpha Blocker Last 5 of 40 With Zero Sleep
i agreed to go the Hospital i could no longer Move or Speak…

The Nurse Jabbing Her Thumbs into my Chest to get a
response asking Which Drug have i been abusing..

No functionality still clearly imagining myself Naked
somewhere on the side of the Road a Wild

Pack of Dogs Slowly Feasting

Best Case Scenario at that Point:

THEY Could Feel.. ALL i was Numb and
Pain Just trying figuring out a Way to Jump
off the 2nd Floor with Katrina Sitting on the Bed

4 Milligrams of Ativan the only Friend i could
Feel in this World Just to put me to sleep out of my Misery…

2 Years A Plan for me.. A Dream for Katrina Early 2010..

She Never Mentioned that Road Before yet that Night Waking
Up from a Dream Her Deceased Grandmother and Her Hanging Christmas

Hanging Christmas Tree Ornaments on the Road And A Tree Close
to Where i planned to Kill Myself with a Hang and a Chain on a Tree

When i met my First Love it was like this is almost Destiny but not quite.. there is another
Girl i must Meet…

10 Years Later Sitting on the Stairwell at the Gym Doing Her High School Homework.. almost Graduated.. She

would come

to me soon

Love�Living Faith❣️

SMiLes here is the
FRiEnDS Shirt i
You but in
my Version
Most All the
Brown And
It Seems
i trend
More toward
Red Although
my Color is
Ocean Sky Blue
Or Green Depending
On The Mood of my Eyes🌊

Hehe.. How Are You Reading my Mind this way Ruelha.. As You know
my Stepmother Passed Away as You Liked Your Way through my
Comment on Ava’s Site.. Small World it is on WordPress so many
Kind Indian Women as i often Laud Like You too my FRiEnD
So This Memory Brings Me Back to 1981 at Christmas
Vacation going back to College to Pursue 3 degrees
at My Stepmother’s Home in Bed At Night after
Watching ‘Endless Love’ With Brooke Shields
Thinking About How Cruel Life Will
Be as it was if every Detail
of the Movie matched
the Endless Love
of my First
Love Half Cuban
And American indeed
With Thick Eye Brows Sonia
Was Her Name as she was my
First ‘Real’ Girlfriend at age 18
And while that Only Lasted
until i was 19 about 10
Months i Found
Myself in the
of my Stepmother’s
Home after Watching the
Movie on Cable TV Past the
Age of 19 to 21 Finding Myself
Again beyond Tears truly with a Broken
Heart Again When one’s Heart feels like
it is catching Fire in Powerful Spasms of Pain
that are real and truly as Science Shows now
Really Dangerous And Potentially Life Threatening
too.. True.. Typically as Emotions Are the Glue of Memory
The Best Students in School Although they may Seem Introverted
From the Outside in have Powerful Emotions inside that Overwhelm
Them Beyond Their Ability to Regulate them with Sensory Integration
accompanying them Out of Whack like When A Heart is on Fire Of It
Eating Itself in Pain.. the real kicker of the Movie was when the Young
Man was so Heart Broken He ended up in a ‘Mental Crisis Place’ as i surely
Did too in the Fall; Yes, September of 1981.. 39 Years ago.. my Stepmother
by then had Long Left my Father and while my Father’s Side kind of disowned
me when i fell down then.. Her Home became my destination of Christmas Vacation
then.. College Can Be Hard.. especially if You are poor working 3 Part-time Jobs
to Get through eating Peanut Butter Sandwiches every single day to get through…
makes me wonder why i even did it.. but it was what you are ‘supposed to do’ so i did
it no matter what came next.. Smiles.. it’s True i would not want to go back to age 21
for i felt beyond Numbers Older than i do now.. as i’ve conquered the Demons that
used to Live within me to escape the Hands of Time Now that really are deadlines of Stress…
When you’ve Been
rejected most of
Your Life when
Young for
Not like
the other
Kids around You..
A First Love Surely Feels
Like Paradise on Earth and
something you never ever want to let
go of holding it close as Endless Love then…
10 Years after She Left me in ’79 in ’89 i saw my
Wife Now on Gym Stairs going to Work-out then
She Was 18 and i was 28 then soon to be 29 and
She Soon to be 19.. then too.. She Looked So Much
Like that First Love only more Beautiful Perfect in every way to me..
A Dream that Eventually came true again.. and it’s true She looks the
Same way now as she did when i met her then.. somehow some way
After moving through Hell Again from ages 47 to 53 as i’ve already told
you that story too.. Happily Ever After did come as Fairy Tales are somehow as



Hell too..

Never fear the

Closed Door for the

Next one may indeed be the one

to Heaven that never ends now…

i Believe in Magic.. i’ve seen too much to deny it…

Endless Love Does come Eternally Now to Feel without Fear

Yes.. Deeper than Romance too.. Deep as Ocean with no Bottom or Top..:)

Oh yeah, And About the Movie, Brooke Shield’s Family Home Burned Down
At The End of the Movie as Did Not Only one of my First Love’s Homes but
the one her Family Moved to after the First one Burned down there were
too many Coincidences in the Movie as all i could do is ask myself why
did i have
to see
this again…
Smiles there is
Some Pain that will
Always Remind You that
You are Just a Vulnerable
Human Again.. i was surprised
to Watch The Video Above and
Feel a Tinge of that Heart Pain again
as Brooke Shield’s Facial Expressions
of that Innocent Pure Love took me back
to what really Never happens again in Life
Your Love the First day You go to Heaven..
You Know those Days You Say i Love You Babe
No I Love you Babe more as another Story i told too..
i call my Wife Sugar.. you never Use that first Pet Love Name again..
of course
i mean ‘You’ as me..:)

To Master our Emotions
in Life is always really A Biggest Challenge
For it is the Difference of Breathing Ease or
Pains of the Heart that won’t Quit.. Hope
You Don’t Mind me Dropping off my Personal Therapy..

i was really close to my Stepmother coming to terms now of how close…

And this Was Written Closer to the Beginning of this Blog Post But Left
Behind until Now As One of the First Writings is Coming Close to Last Next too…


Already Passed Lesson 302
With 303 As This Writing Got
Left Behind In All that’s Been
Going on in the Last 2 Weeks
or So Just So Much to Fit in Where
And When EPiC LonG FoRM Poetry
Meets Profound Events Both in the
World and Personal Life too Public
Dance Mileage Updated to Date Below too..:)

i Danced
On Clouds in
A Store Tonight
it made someone Smile
Yes Two Yes Three Yes More
What Will i ask
To do Next
There is always
Another Path to SMiLe..:)

Just Another
Book MarK
Never a Cloudy
Day When Night is Day
As Twilight Forever Now

“Fitting In” LeSSoN 302
A Greatest Accomplishment
That Brings Value in Life
Is Fitting In Our Naked
SKiN in Joy Of Ease
To the Point
Of No Longer
Feeling Any Need
To Tell Folks We Are
Sorry For Doing And
Being Our Best Version
Of Us No Matter How
Differently We View
Life Than Them
Even in Mixed
Word Play
Yeah it’s So Very
True i Loved A Common
Angelina Jolie Facebook
Status that Says this and
Am Relating that to You
Here Now more than
Just A Button Push
On A Facebook Post
Now For While it
May Not Be A
Big Deal for
Some Folks to
Find Words i didn’t
Form Sentences until
4 And Still had Problems
Finding Any Words Through
My 40’s So While Obviously
In A Twitter World Where 280
Characters is the Norm Writing
8.5 Million Words is no
But only A Miracle
That i Do That now
In 85 Months With
Asperger’s Syndrome
And 13,838 Public Dance Miles
As ASPerGeR’S Also Makes it
Difficult So Awkward to be
Comfortable in One’s
Own Skin by
God i had
No Words
Before and
Now i Dance
And Pose Not
Only Comfortable
In Public but totally
Naked Where Legal
And PG Rated Style
On My Blog Real Now
Too As these Mountain
Peaks Overcoming
Life’s Challenges
iS ONly
To Celebrate
And Share With
Kind Folks Like
You who understand
How Feeling Awkward
In Our Own Skin and
Voice of Life Free Will
Be as NO i am Not here
For the ‘Normal’ Paint by
NumBeRS Folks i Am
Here For the
Geeks And
Nerds like me
To let Them
Know Different
Is A Fabulous way to Be!
Now And to express it in All
Ways of Art as it is just So!
Much Fun! to count
One’s Blessings!
Now! Reaching
A New Personal
Mountain Peak
Each Day to
Even Capture
And Remember in
A Polaroid of me Hehe!
Dear FRiEnD i was and
Still am so Happy in Compersion
And Joy From the First Day Years
Ago When i saw then Previously
Awkward and Shy Body Language
Flower into A Beautiful Young
Woman Who Finally Felt
The Beautiful Soul on
The inside and outside
too… i remember That
Black And White
Dress with the
Purple Athletic
Shoes just You!
She Will Always
Be Now every
Portrait of
Art of
You i Treasure
More Than A Mona
Lisa for You Painted
You And Make A Work
Of Art Real For all to See
And Appreciate it is True
The Art of You Deserves
Your attention most! NoW!
No Matter how
For Some
One Else to
Watch A Bird
On Naked Wing
Fly Free it’s impossible
Not to Love A Flower
Blooming And no i
Will Never Say
i’m sorry for
Loving to
See You
Bloom Some
More As This Our
Gift Of God’s Breath
When We Bloom
With Colors Now
Hehe My wish for
You is to Bloom more
Than me at 60 Years
Old! With Whatever
You Devise
To Celebrate
And You Won’t
Need To Miss me
Hehe as obviously
I’ll Still be making
This Pose in The
Mall At Walmart
And At the Dance
At 91
By Then
You May Join
Me As FRiEnD
In A Mutual Pose
Just to Celebrate
Another Breath
Of Life Eternally
Now to All
Who Finally
Dance And Sing
Their own Version of Life
Free In Ever Color of HeART
Even Naked
All To See
Or Not See That’s
THeir Decision NOT Mine…
i See me i’M Free i Am Enough
FoR Me i Am What i Am i Be Free!

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD
A Best Compliment
In Life the Greatest
Achievement Now of
Life i See is Being
Happy Enough
In Our Own Skin
That the only Pay
In Life that Really
Counts is the Smile
That Brings Ease And
Joy to Another Person’s
Face i Do Feel this is
So Much Easier
When We
And Joyous in
Our Own Skin for
How the Child Smiles
When they are Dancing
Free With No Lessons
And Singing With
Sounds that
Bring Joy
Where the
Meaning of the
Words are the
Essence of
The Song
Brings For i
See this free…
Sounds And Moves
Of God Nature in Us
Free As A Dolphin
May Do
In Seas not to
Impress Another
Dolphin but just
To Feel God
Nature Move
In A New
oF Light…
Nothing Makes
Me Smile More
Than Just
To See
Else Truly
Enjoying Life
The Opposite
Of Jealousy the
Compersion of
Joy to
And Share
Free And At Best
Appreciating Some
One Else’s Joy Even
If it is Something
We Don’t
Fun or Even
Scary the most
Advanced Cognitive
Empathy That Requires
A Truly Open Soul to see
And of Course By the
Same token for What
We Cannot Change
Accepting Not Just
Tolerating But
Other Folks
Do Not
Ability to
See this Way
For True i can’t imagine
Why Anyone Would be
So Weak not to lift
The Small Sacrifice
Of A Cotton Mask
A Tiny ‘Cross’
To Save An
Life But Perhaps
They Have Yet to
Face Life Without
Being Able to Take
A Breath As i have
And just can’t Find
A Way Yet to Walk
In All the Shoes i
See And That is
Part of Why i
Write about
The Dark
Too As it
Is As Important
To See The Dark
As Light to Truly
The ‘Shadows’
Of our Lives must
Be Better understood
To do
My God i am
So Fortunate
To See so many
Pages of the Whole
Story of life the
Not in
Print the
Demons so
Hard to Face my
FRiEnD For Without
Empathy For What
Makes A Devil
May Fall Off
And Indeed
An Angel May Fall
To Same Place Now
They Fail
And See

SMiLes FRiEnD Interestingly Sunday the Subject
Matter the Priest at Church Was Also Celebrating
is Loving Without Words In other Words Loving
Through Action too and i was pleased as this
Was the First Day in a long While that
Propaganda From the Fox
News And Trump
Away from
the Truth wasn’t
Used as Propaganda
in the Church and it was
nice that the Priest at least
Encouraged Folks to Wear Masks
for the Pandemic as with the Governor
of my State Florida Removing Social Distance
Requirements in Bars and Restaurants Now At
Full Capacity and eliminating the Possibility For
Mask Fines for Counties that Are Large and Having
More Problems Controlling Covid-19.. Already Today People
in My County are going more Careless and Reckless without
Masks more than ever too in Church as a Result of Poor Leader
Ship At the Governor Level as Science Shows the Worst Part of the
Pandemic Comes in the Fall and Winter and instead of Due Conserving
of Human Life… the Reckless Nature of Trump Allowing Folks to Go Mask
Free at His Rallies turning into Pandemic Spreading Parties is spreading
Like Wildfire
to Areas
About Science and
More Susceptible to
Both Conspiracy Theories
And Propaganda of Lies that
Really are Dangerous in Potential
of Not only Harming Human Life but
Killing it too.. as Science Already Shows
That’s What will Happen Next in Florida
Now that the Governor has Put Money over Human Life…
it won’t work as the Hospitals Can Only Hold So Many Corpses in Deep Freeze
i take it very seriously and Whenever i hear the Ignorance and Lies i call it out..
At Least
is Improving
A Bit from a View
of increasing Folks not
Caring about their Fellow
Human Beings Risking their
Lives without Masks but that’s
What Happens When Leadership
doesn’t care about
Lives actually
Saved Now
and it’s true
For Most of the People
Disregarding the Sanctity
of Life By Going Without Masks
in Most Cases i See the Problem
They Are having in the Windows of
Their Souls Their EYeS iN Lack of Human
And Through
The Cognitive
Empathy that yet
Is to Learn to Walk
A Mile in Our Brother
And Or Sister’s Shoes..
At Least the Youth care more
These Days about others in General who are different..
For True the Folks who Don’t wear Masks Need the Most Love Help
Lives of
Others Now..
Anyway i Exercised
8 Hours Today through Stores
And Home and Sleep may Be
Coming Soon Dear FRiEnD thanks
for Letting me Bend Your Ear a bit more WiTh SMiLes.

As i related Before the Worst Hell is Losing All Emotions
Without Emotions Humans can’t make Simple Decisions
Like What Color Socks to Wear to Church or
Feel anything at all from the
Experience of Communion
With Other Human
Beings or
Like Cats
And Dogs
the Hell on Earth
indeed losing those Emotions
Shut-in 66 Months Worst Part
Of 19 Medical Disorders
i Recovered from
in 2013 on
A Beach
Just Becoming
one with God Nature again
All the Feelings of Soul Coming
Back as a Tidal Wave Will too..
A Breakthrough to Bring those
Emotions Back a Collage of Photos
of Lost Loves From the Past and Love
that Never Came to be and the Resolution
of the Grief of that First Love that i put off indeed
for 35 Years then for the Grief of those Years past
A Greatest Gift to Return my Soul Back to Life.. In most
Toxic Patriarchal Societies Emotions are Seen As Weakness
in Men but that is False as What Makes Most Women stronger
Truly in Soul than Men is Their Open Emotions that Move all that
Humans Do in Life for Without Emotions i couldn’t Even Play a Game
of Tic-Tac-Toe or Follow through with the Instructions to Make a TV Dinner…
Worst of all
i could Feel
No Love From
the People Who
Still Loved me and
my Breath for Others
While Logical in Empathy had no Feelings to Give…

As Far as Fairy Tales coming True and Modern
Technology that Helps us Prove they are real
A Collage of me and that First Love in the
Top Right Photo and a Girl Who Asked me
to Her Prom to make her Boy Friend
Jealous and Another Young
Woman Abused by Her
Father Sexually who
Eventually Committed
Suicide in Her Father’s Bed
With His Revolver leaving behind
two Loving Children and Husband
And Finally My Wife Who is 50 Years
And 5 Months Old in Her Bikini on the
Beach Last Week Who says You are very Lovely
And Look 21 Years-Old in Your Eye Brow Photo…

i don’t look far to see miracles Dear FRiEnD
for i still wake up to see one each and every morning this way..

Life is Hell and Life is Heaven and Life is worth Every Blood, Sweat and Tear

as Long
as We
Feel for
Each Other
And the Rest of Nature
Free For i feel this is
the Experience of God’s Love Among Us Free..
Smiles the Movie ‘Endless Love’ could Bring my
Soul Back From Hell for that is what Heart Broken

Does in Hell



Just a
Bring Back
Heaven in Hell..:)

For Anybody who goes close
to Where i went i want to help
them Never Go And Help them Get out if they ever do…

Cherish Every Smile Every Laugh Every Blood Sweat and Tear
Dark Thru Light As God’s Breath in Us to me that is the Medicine of

Heaven now

Day is
Night is Day..

And one thing that i’ve seen
That Hasn’t Changed A Bit
Since the 21st of September
in 1989 When my Wife and
me ‘Really Got Together’ First is Her Beauty
For it is true Real Beauty Shines from within to Last
For Without the Within (Love/God) THere is not Much Light to see..:)

Love is the Fountain of Youth Within Inside Outside DarK Thru LiGHT
Above So Below And Truly All Around God Nature For Real TWiLiGHT..:)

Other than that my Hair-Stylist
Trims my Eye Brows Every 4 Weeks…
i am not Sure What Era or Style She Puts me in but it all Feels Like Love to me..:)

My Other FRiEnD Asked me What is the secret of

my Wife’s Youth

The Answer
is always
4 Letters
That Are 3 God is Love
in All We Do And Come to
Be as LiGHT ouT oF DarK TWiLiGHT..:)

Oh yeah the Old Man in the Photo was my
Grandmother’s Best Friend that We Called
Uncle His Death was the First Human Death i witnessed as a Child…

The Dog in the photo’s Name is Charlie my only Dog with a little Tear in
my Eye.. Dogs Should Always Have Friends With my Mother at Work and
and Us at School Charlie Found his Way out of the Fence And Followed my
Smell where i walked to The School Grounds of A Bus stop at the Elementary School
Where i took the Bus to go to Middle School.. i was very Androgynous Looking in Middle
School Before i hit the Growth Spurt of Puberty Reaching almost 6 Feet Tall in
8th Grade that Day in the Bus a Girl Named Vickie was making Fun of me for
Having Eyelashes and Pretty Eyes like a Girl with the Other Kids as the
Worst thing you can do as
A Boy Where i Live then
is anything a Girl
might do as
You Are told
Boys are not even
allowed to Smile to Show
Emotions and Crying is totally
off Limits lest Big Daddy Gives you a Whippin’
Anyway.. i just wanted to Get Home to my Dog Charlie
as he never minded how different i was he always loved
me unconditionally like the Rest of Nature the only place i Found Loving God
other than my Sister and Mother.. so looking out the Window of the Bus Charlie
Had Been Hit by a Car or Bus Dead on the Side of the Road as Horrible as that
Memory was where i could Never come to have another Pet as Dog but many
Cats after that.. i do believe more than anything Man’s best Friend Dog losing

That Part of God

is the Love

That Brought God Back to me as Memory then…

It Really Helped to See me with him so awkward
in those High Water Pants Back in 1972 in 7th Grade…

So Yeah it’s no Surprise to me God spelled Backwards is Dog
Evil Spelled in Reverse is Live and Devil Spelled in Reverse is Lived…

And Even
As Desserts too

Twilight Light
is Dark Dark is Light my FRiEnD..:)

i Truly Feel Like God Watches Over
me Breathes in me and is my Best FRiEnD..

And this is my Prayer for Sunday Before i go to Church
Sharing it with my New FRiEnD From South
India who i see as a Christian

True Now

in the
Spirit of Jesus..
For How i See Jesus A Man of Love..
A Man Who is Not Afraid to Love to Be the
Light with No Fear with Least Harm to the Rest of Nature All Others Now.:)

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD THere is Science That Builds Form that comes Last
And Then THere is Art That Comes From Human Soul that comes First

“Poetry (derived from the Greek poiesis, “making”) is a form of literature”

But You See As Artist i Paint By Faith By Soul That is Beyond All Forms
As its Breath is Essence of Dance And Song in Other Words it Does not
Have to plan what it does next For i See Art as Poetry and Poetry as
Art for
i See
the Flow
of the River
High and Low
on the Bank as it goes
And Waves of the Ocean
Making Shores Expand and
Recede as the Poetry of God indeed
the Very Breath of Why We Are Here
God’s Poetry Indeed that Moves in Grace
Gift of Our Souls Set Free to Breathe indeed a
Dance And Song that does not have to think before it grows..
Smiles Dear Friend the Breath of My Words Have no plan they
come and they go as The Rivers Flow and the Waves as they Rise and
i do
not plan
the Shapes that
come anymore than
The Ocean or River does
but What is Beauty is Soul
in All of Existence what God Reflects
Free with no Human Pre-made Rules at all…
So Yes you are the Greatest Poet With Words from Your
Soul for the Greatest Poet is God indeed our Souls All of Our
Souls Beyond All Form as God is Essence Beyond All Words
i admit
i do not
own my Words
Any More than i own
The Earth or You Dear FRiEnD
And this is the Problem When We
Attempt to close God Up in Any Prison
of Form for THere is No God Without Free
As God is the River and The Ocean And will never

be tamed
by any rules
Humans Create

For God Is The Eyes of Our Breath
We Do Not Create that Breath This
Breath of God Beyond All Names Creates Us as Breath…

Smiles Dear Friend Recently a Man Who Visits and Comments
on my Blog ‘Religiously’ as Routine for Years tells me that because
i have a particular Political Persuasion than him that i am grouped
in With People who do care about Minorities or Anyone else now and
of course i tactfully disagreed with him to the point that he is welcome
to Disrespect me that way but Not to disrespect my Sister or Wife as no
one Harms them and gets away with it with me.. no Different than anyone
harming anyone else i see.. for true i did not always have a backbone like
this but now i am
The River the Wave
And The Ocean With
God’s Breath Free
that of course
comes with
no fear
to Flow
However Soul
Comes Next Free
additionally that Man
That Writes What He calls
Poetry by Rules that are indeed
Building Poetry as Forms that do not
fit in my Art in Definition of Poetry
As i see that as Science and Not
Art i See it Building by the
Rules of other Souls
that Are not
at Home
but that’s okay
Science Has Value too
but You See he doesn’t see
Writing Millions of Words as Letters
to FRiEnDS as i am free to See everyone
as FRiEnDS in the Art of my Life too no matter
How Wiki or Other Dictionaries Define the Requirements
for Friends too.. Additionally Then.. He told me my style of
Poetry Adds no value to Words for there is a Fred in FRiEnD
A FRiEnD in Fred He Sees no Value in the Capitalization of that
Truth So Since i hold a View that he says is Different than His Religious
View of God Now Bound In Prisons of What others have Ruled no matter
if it Harms other Folks More or not he tells me that my Style of Poetry
adds no value to Words my Words in Numbers are no accomplishment
Either and Because He is a Christian and i See the World And What is
Right or Wrong as Different than him that is Enough offense never
to comment
on my Blog
Again and
after He told
me that he said
he hoped i would go to
confession as my View of Life
is Sin that needs to Be absolved by
A Man in A Robe and that the only place i
Will Find God as Spirit is in the Church He Attends
that by coincidence is the Same one i Visit to study
Each Week as my Soul Responds Free in Poetry each
Week for what Happens there as i view the World Each Day Free…

Does the River Accomplish Any Human Made Goal by Flowing Each Day

Does the Ocean That Grows And Recedes Shores Accomplish Any Human
Made Goal By Rising and Falling Waves Each Day With Colors of Blue like Sky..

Yet Still Both Are the Poetry of God Breathing Free Without Thinking as We
Do a Dance And Song of Existence in Our Breath without Thinking too for

Life is Poetry
Ocean is Poetry
River is Poetry
And When
Our Souls
Dance and Sing Free
We too Become the essence
of God the Breath of Existence
that simply wears Naked Wings Free my FRiEnD..

So i told this Man i respected His Freedom to express
His View and My only Hope is for His Soul to Evolve more
as is the Hope for All Existence i Name God my FRiEnD For
Wind Lifts Us Higher at Best the Wind of God We Breathe…

God doesn’t need to accomplish anything to Breathe and
God Doesn’t Care what Humans ‘Think’ About God’s Style
Nor Do i concern myself in negativity for others View of Poetry of God in me…

The Only Value of what i do is How God Moves in me And Breathes Others
may Attempt to put that in their Clothes they Wear but This God in me is Free

Singing Soul Now Free

For in God’s Existence
The Dark is No Greater
Muse for Poetry than the Light my FRiEnD
And True as We are Born and Die We Share
this gift of Life Equally as Breath Free
As Living Trees Have Roots Have
Trunks Have Branches Have
Leaves That Green
And Fall
New Trees to
come and Live and Die Now too
So the Circle of God’s Breath continues
As Waves Water and Ocean Whole at Best
Humankind enjoys this Breath of God Each

And Every

Breath Now

For that my
FRiEnD to
me is Our Poetry of Life Free…

And i always Welcome every
View Dark or Light And the Dark
Is Free to Call the Light What Every it Likes
For it doesn’t Change the Essence of Dark or Light

both remain

As Twilight
God’s Eyes Free in Us

Smiles God allows me
to Steal God’s Breath in
me As Twilight of Mind to Share Dear Friend
for nothing i do is anything more than a Gift From

God Poetry


of God’s Gift in Us Art Free
to See as Faith to Give and Share totally Free..:)

i don’t ‘know’ Anything to Feel God in me See God
in Me And Breathe God in me THere is a Movie Called
The ‘Dead Poet’s Society’ With Robin Williams in it
The Way He taught Poetry on the First Day of
Class is to Stand on Top of a Desk where
he makes the Rules His Slave by
telling all the Students
to Rip out the
Pages of
The Book that
Held all the so-called
Rules for the Science of Poetry
to Build as Other Soul’s Breath Put
iN Prisons of Rules to do the SaMe…

SMiLes Dear FRiEnD i am Part
of the ‘Dead
Poet’s Society’
this way yet

it is only
the Space
Between Night
And Day Eternally
Now Free as Faith to ‘See’…

There is a Song that Describes
Well How Poetry Grows in me Each
Day it’s Named ‘Twilight’ by E.L.O.
As God Allows me to Steal God’s
Mind in me as Soul Dear FRiEnD..
i neither Fear Dark or am Cynical oF LiGHT
hehe i am Doing Great Dear FRiEnD ALWaYS
Making Dark Light as Twilight Breathes

NoW in me..

Of Course my
Prayer for You
Always to Hold Hands With God Your Way…
Hehe i’m sure my Other Friend does this too..
And while it may not seem His Grip works well to me iT iS oNly His to Hold..

Bottom Lines i only Ponder i Only Wonder At All of God’s Gifts DarK Thru LiGHT



At As

Day Is Night Night Is Day..:)


Well Wow After 2 Weeks and a Few Days Finally Concluding
“Peace Victory Love Blood Breathing Stars” With A Quick Tale of the
Tape As This Has Basically Carried Through 8 ‘Frednatas’… Moves
of Songs With Lyrics of Themed Words now Like Sonata’s But Totally
Different in Notes of Words And YouTube Songs in Form Where Those
Frednata’s Over 8 Thousand Words Each in Series of Facebook Profile
Pic Description Areas Makes This really ‘Rolling in the Deep’ As this MacroVerse
is Likely to Weigh in at Over 70,000 Words Coming in as Draft in the Comments
Section of Last Completed MacroVerse “CHaSinG DReAMS DanCinG WinGS”
At 55,444 Words As Surely i am Fitting in a Month’s Worth of Writing in Two Blog
Posts From the Middle of September Thru Mid October… Still Hitting an Average of Over
100,000 Words A Month But the Outer Bands of This Hurricane And Nautilus Shell Chambers
Are Growing Thicker Now As This Art of Creativity Continues to Expand in Human Potential
hey it is what it is
and i am what i am
And Of Course You
Are Welcome to Be Who
You Are to Be i Am True too..
Anyway abbreviated Tale of the Tape
Here Running Out of Room in the Current
Description Areas of FB Profile Pics over 9,000
Words in this Current Frednata Series of Words Now
“CHaSinG DReAMS DanCinG WinGS” Serves Now as the
932nd MacroVerse Of Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible
“SonG oF mY SoUL” At 8.5 MiLLioN Words in 85 Months
And Doubles As 260th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible ”
In 52 Months And 6,079,268 Words And Triples as 158th
MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible” in 40 Months Effort
in 4,468,359 Words that are also included in the
Facebook Profile Pic Description Areas Overall
in an average of about 7,000 Words each
FB Profile Pic and there are Volumes
2018, 2019, and 2020 each Year
Celebrated By Blog Post
Close to Memorial
Day Weekend too..
including all the Thumb Nail
Pics Used on Facebook too..
“Free Verse Nude Poetry” Erotic
Poetry Novel Remains As 6 Volumes
And 114,672 Words in an Adult Cautioned
Special Avenue for that Provided By Blog Spot too…
Of Course Dance Hall Days Still on Hold by Covid-19 Since
March 12, 2020 And Yes 13,838 Miles of Public Dance in 85 Months too..
MacroVerse Memories 3 Years to Date With Memories included in them
Usually Detailed here but running out of Space of Course All MacroVerses
Are Cataloged Anyway Easily Findable Archived in All Blog Platforms Now..
So The Writing Now of “Peace Victory Love Blood Breathing Stars” Complete on
10.13.2020 at 6:47 PM.. Gonna Take a Bit to Put This Baby All Together for E-Publish..:)










BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

8.5 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”

ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW

“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)

Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)

“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)

Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)

“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)

“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)

“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Yes This Just
About Covers All of it Now.. still more to come as always Starting Never
Ending Always Beginning Now as Never Ending Stories That Come in Never
Land Bible.. SonG oF mY SoUL.. And FB Profile Pic Bible.. Along with ongoing
7.6 MiLLioN Word Longest Long Form Bible Poem Yes “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76
Months of Effort at this Point now with 12,547 Miles of Public Dance Ongoing too..:)

“Colors World Love 2020”.. New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse for 2020 With SMiLes
Giving Sharing Free..:)