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Matchbox Humans
Waiting caTch FiRE
Watchman
Humans
KeepinG
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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/08/awakening-now-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

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Words reflect ways mind works
Words are not mind
Words after effect
True affect
EMOTiONAL
MiNDBODY
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HaVE M0RE
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Quote(s) from
a Watchman of Time
Einstein..

“Imagination
is more important
than knowledge.
Knowledge
is
limited.
Imagination
encircles
the world.”

“People like you and I,
though mortal of course,
like everyone else,
do not grow old
no matter
how long we live.
What I mean is that
we never cease to stand
like curious children before
the great Mystery into
which we were born.”

“A happy man is too satisfied
with the present to dwell
too much on the future.”

“Where there is love,
there is no imposition.”

“I am also convinced that one gains
the purest joy from spiritual things
only when they are not tied in
with earning one’s livelihood.”

“A hundred times a day I remind myself
that my inner and outer lives are based
on the labors of other people,
living and dead,
and that I
must exert myself
in order to give
in the same measure
as I have received
and am still receiving.”

“The ordinary adult never gives a thought
to space-time problems….I, on the contrary,
developed so slowly that I did not begin
to wonder about space and time until
I was an adult. I then delved
more deeply into
the problem
than any other adult
or child would have done.”

“O, Youth: Do you know that yours
is not the first generation
to yearn for a life
full of beauty
and freedom?”

“Enjoying the joys of others
and suffering with them—these
are the best guides for man.”

“Only a life lived for
others is a life
worthwhile.”

“Man owes his strength
in the struggle for
existence
to the fact
that he is a social animal.”

“When a blind beetle crawls
over the surface of a curved branch,
it doesn’t notice that the track
it has covered is indeed curved.
I was lucky enough
to notice
what the beetle
didn’t notice.”

http://einstein.biz/quotes.php

A human being is a part of a whole,
called by us ‘universe’, a part limited in time and space.
He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something
separated from the rest… a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness.
This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal
desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us.
Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison
by widening our circle of compassion
to embrace all living creatures
and the whole of nature in its beauty.

http://heartquotes.com/Einstein.html

In honor of Einstein
A greaTest WatchMan..
my Grandfather’s
Friend.. and yes..

Einstein IS a combination
of Lao Tzu.. Buddha..
Muhammad.. Jesus..
Nietzsche.. and
many others..
he is humble
enough to
admit
this
but
few
as
he
notice..:)

Need i say more..
NO.. but
i
WiLL
wITh
Love..;)

Meaning over form for me..
last stanza
punctuates
most
for me..
sMiLes..
A moRaL
doinG
m0re
than sPeakS..:)

i read it 5 times and LOVE IT better each time.. NOW
To Love something MORE is A Secret
To Love something
less
is A
pAtH to HelL..
Lots of Love..
Some watchmen
control otHeRs
KEEP EXPANDING
KIND A LIKE GOD..
and when i go to
a bookstore i
copy just
enough
to advertise
and help
aVoid
moNeY
ALLtoGeThER..
PyraMids of Truth and LiGHT
WitH StAnD.. SaNDS
Un
TiME..
i have a
feeling thIS
prompt is gonna be fun..
smiles.. LOL WatcHman
is one of
my faVoRite
speciAl
inteRests
but i for one
JUST WATCH
wait unTil the
n0w is
JuST
TiME..:)

Oh Lynn! finAlly! you beat me to the
starting line.. and i am so appreciative
of this prompt.. and while i only
can come up with
15 words.. sorta
wayYYY short oF
Novella.. hehe!..
since i am the
only ‘Novella’
person here.. haha!..:)
yeah 40K words equals a
Novel and i’ve already done
24K in one day.. including
comments… but only 14K
GoLD in the main body.. AND
i am going to go a little ‘deeper’
here.. simply out of appreciation
that your prompt guides me tHere
and again.. please.. if it is too long..
since it may interrupt the flow of
shorter stuff.. do delete.. as you
know i lose nothing.. i believe
words in a certain way
are sacred so this
WILL BE SAVED
FOR ME…;)

A quote(S):

Isaiah 53King James Version (KJV)

53 Who hath believed our report? and to whom is the arm of the Lord revealed?

2 For he shall grow up before him as a tender plant, and as a root out of a dry ground: he hath no form nor comeliness; and when we shall see him, there is no beauty that we should desire him.

‘OH.. i am told i am an ugly worm.. before and in no certain terms that i do not deserve to exist.’

3 He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not.

‘Yeah.. i did that for five years.. pariah from society.. and more or less before too.. here and thEre..’

4 Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted.

‘If it’s associated with pain.. grief.. and suffering.. been there done it.. in fAct i have the empathy.. both cognitive and affective.. of around 14.5 billion years.. and i am dead dam ALIVE serious about THAT.. now.. SMILES..;)’

5 But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.

‘Yeah.. this modern culture STUFf almost kills me.. literally.. in waves of misery and suffering.. 66 months from waking to sleeping.’

6 All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the Lord hath laid on him the iniquity of us all.

‘True dAT…’

7 He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth: he is brought as a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is dumb, so he openeth not his mouth.

‘I did not speak until i am four.. and for 66 months i rarely speak aGain.. and the slaughter IS close at MY hand.. as some pain is worse than death as life..’

8 He was taken from prison and from judgment: and who shall declare his generation? for he was cut off out of the land of the living: for the transgression of my people was he stricken.

‘Yeah.. two times.. and worse than prison…’

9 And he made his grave with the wicked, and with the rich in his death; because he had done no violence, neither was any deceit in his mouth.

‘Yeah.. i mix with both.. and continue to do so.. done deal…’

10 Yet it pleased the Lord to bruise him; he hath put him to grief: when thou shalt make his soul an offering for sin, he shall see his seed, he shall prolong his days, and the pleasure of the Lord shall prosper in his hand.

‘My seed is creativity.. and it spreads in Novella form each day.. smiles..:)’

11 He shall see of the travail of his soul, and shall be satisfied: by his knowledge shall my righteous servant justify many; for he shall bear their iniquities.

‘Amen.’

12 Therefore will I divide him a portion with the great, and he shall divide the spoil with the strong; because he hath poured out his soul unto death: and he was numbered with the transgressors; and he bare the sin of many, and made intercession for the transgressors.

‘I never ask for that.. and do not care to have it.. but sometimes one gets what one asks for without asking.. and that’s how GOD works.’

The bible is a wonderful book of poetry..

and these fables in the bible do reflect reality.. this IS A story for all superheroes.. similar.. that number in untold numbers of servants/soldiers only known to GOD.. unfortunately.. literally thinking folks have assigned this Truth and Light to ONLY ONE PERSON.. AND RESTRICTED IT AS SUCH… instead of remembering the hidden meaning.. that this IS A path that is a common GOD GIVEN human archetype.. to helping other human beings.. OUT OF MISERY AND SUFFERING.. and sadly it takes away from the path.. when one only says onE person has been there done it.. and that is precisely what Jesus IS speaking TO.. too.. when he says the Kingdom of Heaven IS NOW all around us for those with GOD eyes and ears to see and hear it AND many will come after him wHo will do greater Will and Deeds with Faith.. Hope.. and most importantly Belief in Just Doing IT NOW.. sadly many people are waiting for one man to come back from the dead.. when the real man Jesus is just hoping then.. before he gives his Life for SPREAD OF Truth and Light TO HELP ALL OTHERS.. that othErs will FULFILL HIS PROPHECY IN SELF FULFILLING WAY BY FINDING THIS INNER LIGHT OF GOD’S TRUTH INSIDE AND SHINING IT BRIGHTER THAN ANY ONE BEFORE.. and yes.. my dear friend Lynn.. that takes effort.. FOCUS.. AND THE job of JOB.. and sometimes a novELla
or two.. or MORE TOO..
THIS REAL GOD STUFF
IS ‘READ HOT’ BUSINESS..
THERE ARE NO LUKE
WARM FOLKS
FROM
WHERE I ‘COME
FROM’ DEAR.. SmILES..
and i say this with Love
as there is something
in your eyes that
tales
me
you will
hear AND
SEE more
than most..:)

AND i will tale you this for sure.. from experience in
walking every now in HIS SHOES.. if ‘the REAL
JESUS’ COMES BACK NOW.. he will have
his messages deleted.. BANNED..
AND PROBABLY THE ONLY
place he will find to speak
AND ILLUSTRATE
HIS MEANINGS
is on a solitary
isolated blog
but HA! after
one has
been crucified
in flesh and blood
life more than once
ha!X2 that is a piece
OF
HOLY
CAKE..
smiLes..
HOW
DEEP
IS YOUR
LOVE FOR
HiM AND
OTHeRS
LIKE
HIm ..WHAT
WOULD YOU
DO FOR HIM
AND OTHERS..
WILL YOU FACE
MISERY.. SUFFERING..
ISOLATION FOR hIM
AND OTHERS.. i feel
you just miGHt
do it.. but not
mAny
people
can carry THAT
CROSS aGAIN
MY FRIEND
SISTER
LYNN..

NO.. IT IS
NOT EASY
HANGING ON
THE SAME PAGE
WITH
‘JESUS’..
BUT THE
REWARD
IS MOST
DEFINITELY
ETERNaLLY
AS THAT IS
ALL WE
TAKE
WITH
US….
FOREVERMORE
NOW MY FRIEND(S)..:)

AND

Oh goodness.. my notification
tales me you just beat
me to comment
on my poem2..
and yes..
dear..
if no
one else
wants to..
i for one..
AM
gonna
LIGHT
A MATCH
WRITE NOW
WITH

THIS
AND I
AM JUST
GETTING
‘WARMED
UP’.. FOR
THURSDAY’S
NEXT NOVelLa
and EL is GOD..
as symbol ONE
and like iNfIniTy..
my verse never ends
like Uni-VERSE
of ON
eNOW..:)

Western ways of thought and ‘feeling’
overall focus on reductionist
materialism.. in ways of
both science and
religion..and
one sees this
phenomenon
in both
fundamentalist
churches and
the halls of
colleges
and work
in systemizing
science
mechanical
cognition
ways
of thinking
and non-feeling
life… TO understand
life as has been done
figuratively in orient
feeling way.. is a much
different
practice
of life
than
the best
car.. house
and best
buy
overall
as money
rules a life
instead of
Loving deeper
ways.. but truly
this middle
Buddha..
Jesus..
and
Yogi
way..
is being
extinguished in
the orient too..
through mechanical
cognition ways
of life.. in
SCREAM SCREEN
ADDICTION..
and can i change
that.. probably not..
but i can identify the
problem.. yes.. and
the solution
is not new
it is the
old age
come
as
new..
and Lord
knows and
feels i need
help in this..
1.2 million
views on
Google
plus
is Still
not
much out
of 7 billion..
and even if all
hear and feel..
THAT moving
connecting
and
creating
Life is A way
to human freedom
in WiLL wIth LOVE..
just doing it alWays
more than just
heaRing
now..
but anyway..
not to try
is defeat..
and i will
never be
defeated
by
my
WiLL
and LOVE
aSoNE..:)

Hi..S

i can certainly relate.. as i’ve been to ‘this place’.. and perhaps
darker.. but only the shadows of us know and feel
or do not feel or know THAT for sure..

I do not know or feel a person CAN
lose all of meaning and purpose
AND feelings of life.. then..

And at one point
i ask someone
who has been
theRe if
it is
possible
to come back..

tHey say yes..
i do no believe
THAT at all for me..
but i am
not the
same
person
then..

and THAT
is what i hope
for you in still
a now
to
come..
i have no idea
how but
hope..
and that
is precisely
what i have no way
to feel before.. but
want to feel again.. then..
AND stepping into that
fearless for me is
A first step back..
but yeah.. sometimes THAT
takes a real catastrophe to
make it come to fruition.. and
that pain of death in life is just
the ticket for me.. then.. so yeah..
it’s hard to say what the
answer is.. but when
it comes NOW..
i’m sure you will
feel it or not then
any wAYbest
of hopes
to you..
no
matter
what..
and my friendship
with you has no
strings or ties..
it’s unconditional
as you come or
go you may..
i am just
here..
simple
AND complex
as THAT COMES
NOW.. AND THEN..
as
Fred..:)

Well.. to quote Lady Gaga in the
video named Born this Way
sHe says it doesn’t
matter if you
Love him
or capital
H I M and
H i M and
ALI
is in
Himali
and that
sounds like
Hi Am Allah
and when i come
here and read all your
poems i am so excited
as i feel GOD’s Love as
Human Living in all your
poems.. and i am
drawn to this
Love like
a gnat
to Light..
so my dear Himali
you are not hiding
THAT HIM at all.. not
in your nAMe and not
in your words HE is as
clear as your
sweet
smile
and
words
in eYes
of HISway
LOVE and
by the way
i like to think
GOD is a sHe
instead of HE as
Girls have alWays
been
nicer
to me..
starting
with my
Mother..
God is my soulmate
and whomever I find
this soulmate in HIS
the sAme to me and
tHis Love has no
nAMe
but
FEELING
TheTRUTH
AND LigHT
AND HAPPiNESS
AS CONNECTIoN..:)

‘That’ is both beautiful and poetic..
‘you’ have the gift of brevity
that is oh goodness
so hard
for
me
to find..
but yes.. i just
found ‘it’.. smiles..:)

A Construction Tree oiled by greed..
Is not a tree that fuels a soul..
SUV’s roll high and wide..
fueled by
Greed..
traVeLinG
death
tars
of hell
yet to
be
HolLed..:)

Dark eYe souls watchmenwomen
lose.. connections
aeons.. aGo..
far beyOnd
grimAce
Face..
wiNdows
souls
eyeLashes
shalLow
no
hoLd
Love
BeForE..:)

Just in my opinion..
my feeling is..
privacy
is a secret
that i do not
need.. but on
the other hand
i
have
nothing to hide..
and for me.. all these
watchers with positive intent
allow me the very freedom
that allows me
to be free
with
no
secrets..
and for me at
least.. that’s A
best place to
be..
as i do not
have anything
to hide and NOW
everything tRuly
meaningful to
find..
a world wHere
people are no
longer
afraid
to
connect
and let
tHeir
secrets
become FREE..:)

Working for the Navy..
my friends with the
WATCH.. truly
mostly abhorred
that lonely job..
but never the less..
someone must
watch..
lest
all be
lost.. in
my opinion..
now smiles..:)

i suppose the
first step
to love
is seeing
inherent
beauty..
And the last
step of Love
is never giving
up.. i walk
both paths
and for
me at
least
they
JOIN
AGAIN
@LOVE..
AND THEN
EyEs see
ALL as Beauty
All as LOVE..
and i for one
have faith..
hope.. and
most importantly
BEliEF WITH NO
DOUBTS OR FEARS
THAT WiLL
SPREAD..
NEVER
GIVING
THAT
UP
BY ShEAR
FORCE
WiLLOVEAsONe!..:)

Humans rule morals.. God establishes Nature..
Nature rules over morals wheRever humans
go.. that rarely changes wHere humans
tread in feat of blood.. tears.. fears or
guts.. to understand Nature ALL
IS to understand GOD NOW
it is not ‘sin’ to Live Now
and in some places
sacrifice of some
is required for
any to live
at ALL..
until these
places are showeRing
effective birth control
other than abortion GOD’s
Nature and abortion
will continue to rule..
True watchWOmen
of Light
do not
exclude
truth of
GOD’s
Nature
PurView..
to eliminate
human and other
creation of suffering
in all its forms from
a grain of sand
to the tallest
UniVerse
inside..outside..
above.. so below
all around as God
as US and all else
IS..just IS.. JustiCe
Lives in the
Nature
of GOD
eYes in
US and
yes.. those
other places
too.. HeLlp
is more
than
HelL.:)

Hmm.. for hundreds of thousands of years
allwHere humans lead lives of skin to skin
survival.. huddling for warmth
as mammals in frosty nights..
and sweating naked
around fires
cooking food
of day.. there
is no question if
collective
human
consciousness
exists tHere then
as this YeS NoW
is the inherent
way all social
animals
cooperate
for survival
ALLNatURaLLy
when tHey tRuly
connect in flesh and blood
ways.. now illusions of books
and screens of scream take
this away but when humans
need each other for SURVIVAL
the conscious
is group
and
never
lives alone..
i dance to connect
in flesh and blood life..
ink is ashes of meaning
but only goes
above
skin
deep..
i suppose some folks
in our modern cultures
lose almost
all perspective
of this..
and that my
friend is the
apocalypse of
hell already here
in living feat..
i dance
instead
with
toes
that
bleed..;)

Oh by the way..
nice poem..
and Lots
of Love friend..
with the group
conciousness
thingy.. as
virtual
stuff
never matching
the real flesh
and blood
dance
of
Life that is
never soloALONE
BUtTALLONE..:)

First of all.. i don’t often say this
but yes.. this is the best poem
yet.. here.. surprisingly only
three likes.. with
me.. not surprising
at all.. WE in the
Western World
most often
cannot
see this
deep..
and
finAlly
monks come out
of hiding and sing
whether heard or seen..
i see you and i hear you
and this my friend
is a most
beautiful
sonG..:)

i suppose if more can hold the hand of dying
so many more will appreciate life..
perhaps what is hidden from
so many.. should
be held in
hands of
both Love
and appreciation
of Life as is NOW..
and no a TV show
is not the same
as the hand of
life that lends
a hand of
friend
to
death
in Life..:)

A mood lifTer
is nOW
in
ARt
aNd
orDer..:)

True the light can go out..
but a flame rekinDled
WiLL burn
briGhter
than
ever before
in Watchman
delight in Light
and sharing Now
too always NOW..:)

Eyes look.. and change
but a voice
can
be heard..
i for one
use dance
where feat
of feet
speak
louder
than words.
but my words
and feat of
feet gives
my wife
headaches
and make
her dizzy..
so i revert
back to
the
written
world
of words..
just to be
kind to her..
what a muse
she is huh..
for many
many
many
words..
and so much
other stuff
too..;)

Oh.. Lord when do humans become
so shy.. to not share achievements
in life is a disorder
that i used
to have..
named
Autism..
i finally get
over it..
and i hear
about it
again..
smiles..
again..
quiet is
only for
those who
care not to sing..
and that’s OK too..
as even in the
rest of the
animal
kingdom
about
20% of
all species
are suggested
to be born this way..
but perhaps even
they can
change
too..
as we
more or less
share the same
epigenetic potential
for change.. IF the
challenge for that
IS enough..
but enough on
that i sing..
i sing..;)

When i go to church there is a watchman
at each door making sure folks
play by rules..
and insuring
that no one
barefoot
in dirty
sandals
gets in
like Jesus..
i wear shoes
and shorts all
year ’round
and wear
funny
shirts..
church
wise
barely
‘legal’
with
dripping
sarcasm
exposing
general
cultural
insanity..
but NO
i will
not
throw
A baby
of Love
out
with
any amount
of dirty water..
WaTching is rarely
enough.. change is
always in doing from
within
yes
ZEN..
is
what’s
for doing
US
NOW..
But
rarely
ever
quiet
in
connecting
nOW in
dance or
sonG..:)

And the ‘powerful play’ of life goes on..
the conTrollers of human nature
vs. Nature that WiLLs
BE FREE..
human
lives Free
in Bonobo eyEs..
and morals
dictate
Nature
is
wrong..
And God
laughs
without
human clothes…
and ALL else compRiSing
MOSt REAL HUMAN EyES..
A Gospel
of Thomas
VERSE 37 OUT
of the guise
PAST then
of religion
speaks well
to ThIS
NatURe
US..:)

37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip
naked without being
ashamed, and
take your garments
and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you
will see the child of the
Living, and you
will not
be afraid.”

-Jesus AKA Yeshua, Et al…

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

i Love a person who is not
afraid to speak the truth
and light.. sadly the
consequence for Jesus
of talking about
this BASIC TRUTH
AND LIGHT ABOUT
HUMAN THEN..
seems from
all reports
to be a tortuous
consequence of
crucifixion
then.. hmm..
truly would
he have the
fearless
NATURE TO DO
THIS IN THE RAW
ON A BLOG TODAY
TO JUST DO IT
NOW INSTEAD
OF JUST
TALKING
THE TALK
OF A PIOUS
PRIEST..
i think so
in fact i feel
so.. so i JUST
DO IT NOW..
WITH NO
PAIN..
NO REGRET
AND ONLY
TRUTH
AND LIGHT
AS GOD LIVES
IN ME AS TRUTH
AND LIGHT ALL
NATURALLY NOW FROM
HEAD TO TOE TO YES..
MY FRIEND THE END
OF PENiS.. as pen
in hand and pen IS
below all that
inspires life
is GOD
eYes
whether
we want to
admit the
TRUTH AND LIGHT
IN US OR NOT..
IT LIVES
ABOVE
AND YES
SO BELOW
IN PENS
OF HANDS
AND PENS
OF
IS..
AND yes.. I MIGHT
BE DELETED.. BANNED..
unfriended.. but ah..
nah.. thanks god never
ever.. really crucified
FROM CERTAIN INTERNET
AVENUES FOR DOING THIS..
BUT THE REAL LOVE OF
JESUS LIVES IN SIDES
OF ME FEARLESSLY
FREE AS GOD
CLOTHES
ME
FROM
THE START..
JESUS IS..
the REAL
ALL NATURAL
JESUS DUDE iS
F**KING
FUnKInG
GENiUS
AND BY
GOD
SO
am
i..:)

And yeah.. anywhere
anytime you see
the number
37
on this blog..
it is a sign
from GOD
of Truth
and Light..
believe it
or not it is
the signature
on most all my
posts in this
blog.. yes..;)
in the flesh
and blood from
head to toe..
and yes..
in the
number
of Facebook
and Twitter
connections too..
GOD is bound by
no human constructed
rules.. GOD rules all
and GOD is F**KING
HILARIOUS SOMETIMES
WHEN GOD WiNKs back
at US.. sorry if you
cannot heaRt God with
all your purpose and
meaning in Life.. IT IS
no problem for me.. as i
face GOD face to face. in
all nows of human flesh and
all the
rest..:)

A few words in defense of the
mythological fallen
Angel of Light..
Lucifer is no devil
Lucifer is God’s highest
prize of human who achieves
higher eYES OF GOD’S INNATE
INHERENT INSTINCTUAL INTUITIVE
GIFT WITHIN OF HUMAN POTENTIAL
AND IN FACT.. looking over the
religion of Luciferianism
in simple Wiki LInk

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Luciferianism

IT is practiced
much more
like
THE ORIGINAL
CHRISTIANITY
OF JESUS THAN
THE SOCIAL
DARWINISM
OF MODERN
CHRISTIANITY
IN THE WAY
IT IS FUNDAMENTALLY
PRACTICED IN EXTREMIST
WAYS THAT IN DOING SO
SUGGESTS THAT NOW
HUMANS ARE MORE
LIKE GREEDY
RAPING
PILLAGING
ALPHA MALE
CHIMPANZEES INSTEAD
OF ALL LOVING MATRIARCHAL
LEANING MOVING CONNECTING
CREATING BONOBOS OF LIFE
WHO WE MUCH BETTER REFLECT
IN OUR GOD GIVEN NATURES
THAN PEOPLE WHO
WILL SUGGEST
HOMELESS
FOLKS
WITH
MENTAL
ILLNESS
SHOULD
JUST PULL
UP THEIR BOOTSTRAPS
OR STARVE TO FRIGGING DEATH…
ANYWay A greaTest fear of
folks who are psychopathic
leaning who have no soUl
of empathy of human
heArt of Truth
and Light
spiRit of
inherent
emotional
connection
expressing
a satisfying
Love that fills
over the bounds
of Chalice
of LOVE..
IS that humans
will gain their
INHERENT FREEDOMS
OF POTENTIAL AND THEY
WILL BE FEARLESS TOUGH
UNCONDITIONAL LOVING
HUMAN BEINGS PASSIONATELY FEELING
WHO WILL NEVER BE CONTROLLED
THROUGH ILLUSORY FEARS
SUBJUGATING REPRODUCTIVE
FREEDOMS AND ALL OTHER
FREEDOMS STIFlED
BY OTHERS
FOR
MATERIALISTIC
GAINS AND POWER
ESTABLISHED THROUGH
POLITICAL AND RELIGIOUS
RULING HEADS OF STATE
AND RELIGION..
Anyway.. Lucifer
is a much more
beautiful Angel
than all that
human CULTURAL
AND RELIGIOUS
ST8FF.. in
my opinion
at least.. and
no of course Lucifer
is not real.. Lucifer
is simply a well established
historical and pre-historic
human archetype for humans
who are looking to move out
of the cave and explore the
ART of Light and Truth
instilled in our
DNA
BY
GOD
so yeah..
Rock on Lucifer
Lights IN Truth
oF Human Potential
SpiRit briGht..
God IS THE GoD
of ALL that IS..
YES ALLNOW the enTire
VERB AS FORCE OF ALL..
separate GOD into
less than one..
and you are
worshipping
more
than
ONE GOD
it’s as
simple
as
1 equals 1..
and
US of
course
as
1..
and not
hell NOT
that does
not equal
three.. as
the Tree of Life
is One TREE LIKE
A BLANKET NOW
OF UNCONDITIONAL
COSMIC AND SPIRITUAL
LOVE AS ABOVE SO
BELOW.. INSIDE..
OUTSIDE.
ALL AROUND..
YES.. I REPEAT
CORE MESSAGES
OFTEN..
TOO.. AS
I AM A
VOICE OF
ONE
WITH
FRIENDS
MOREAsONe..:)

HA!.. SORRY if i digress but my Father..
a Court Baliff whose watchman
duty is to guard the judge
and jury.. is caught
on the local
news dozing
just like
that in court..
and ha! he
always
dozes..
and just
relaxes and
says the hell
with human
potential
and says
i am just
gonna relax..
nah.. not me
i have to be
at least
aWAKE
to get
the JOB
DoNE..
the Rules of
Numerology
traditionally
say a human
being who has
completed all
lifetimes tasks
can just sit back
and relax and do
nothing or everything
as that is what the gift
of truly free relative human
free will brings.. my father
and i go in different
directions and so
does his father
too.. different
strokes.. at
least he saved
enough money
for me to
continue
my hobby
now.. Karma
IS JUST DOING
IT NOW.. and he
helps me in his
death to do
JUST THAT..
so i’ll say thanks
to him and to you
my friend for
inspiring
this ironic
thought
as well..
watching
JUST WATCHING
BUT HELL YES
JUST DOING IT
TOO2NOW1..;)

YES.. ME too..
i’ve been waiting for this
moment for 55 years.. and
now
now
never
ends..;)

Yes.. my friend.. GlaSs is onLY
half full when we feel
Chalice
less
EARTH
WIND
FIRE
WATER
LOVinG
MORENoW..:)

4622

Thanks so much lifeconfusions for dropping by

with those kind words of appreciation.. and A matchbox IS

catching Fire soon enough.. what comes next will be more than this..

as we know what happens when a box full of matches.. catches fire and escapes… smiles again..:)

Oh yes.. X.. even the science of human being suggests some humans
are full of creativity and some are full of control per
liberal vs. conservative.. and it takes
both to make
a world
turn
NOW..
that will
never change
as long as
humans
breathe
flesh
and
blood..:)

Yes.. Bjorn.. BOTH are required.. and to have
peace the two must get along..
either in one
body..
two people..
are a world
full
of
BOTH..
AND THE
first step to
JUST GETTING
ALONG IS UNDERSTANDING
ALL THE DIFFERENCES AND
SIMILARITIES
TOO..
that is the
hard
part..
to budge
an inch
one way
or the
other for
some.. smiles..:)

Hi Lynn.. just return from your place
and i thank you again.
for this
amazing
prompt!
So INSPIRATIONAL
I AM GONNA KEEP
GOING
LIKE
THE ENERGIZER
BUNNY NOW..2
TRULY
ALIVE..:)

Yes.. friend Glenn.. my father in Law Enforcement for 46 years most definitely
gifts me with the watchman gene that comes through
strong too.. with his Father.. a Catholic
Priest.. getting excommunicated
and traveling
A way
of Protestant
Evangelism
the rest
of the
way
Converting
Catholics and
such as that..
So yeah.. i can
be hall monitor
too.. UGH
BEEN THERE
AND DONE IT
ALLTOmUCH
IN FEDERAL
EMPLOYMENT
LAND..
BUT..
ART is
so MUCH
more FUN..
i’ll let the
‘others’ take
care of the
HALL MONITOR
STUFF FOR NOW..
KNOWING.. YES..
WELL.. FULLY..
THAT MUST
BE DONE
FOR SOCIETY
TO ROLE ONe..:)

Hi Sanaa.. i definitely take
a quick precise
strike
at the
Watchman’s
Matchbox
at
hand
smiles..
EXECUTION
STYLE TOO 2..
thanks for coming
by with those nice
words of appreciation
for what i match here..
today..
like
a
mocking
JaY for
Now i
A
M..
as Root..:)

Yes.. Grace i think the greaTest
most challenging lives
are when we all gET
to play as many roles
as available.. and my
favorite way to do it..
is as actor..
director
and
producer
of my own
play sharing
it all with GOD
that of course IN
cludes all othErs NOW
iNside.. outSide.. aBOVE.
so BElow.. all aRound NOW..:)

Thanks so much Mary..

i think we most all have the

potential to show a unique view

and add a verse to the UniVerse

as is as something new.. smiles..

and thanks for dropping by

with those kind words

that i too see..

as unique and different..:)

Yes.. mY friend Hank.. thanks..
IT stiLL woRks
liKe a fineLY
oiLed waTch
wOmAn tUne
aS NOw..:)

Hi Victoria.. Quantum Physics shows THAT realiTy
is not as concrete as science suggests
before.. but ha! anyone reAlly
in the FEELING OF LIFE
NEEDS NO physics
to undertand
that TRUTH
AND LIGHT
THAT
we
MOST
ALL
are gifted
wITH from Birth..
yes.. science now or
whomever long before
then.. renames GOD to
NATURE.. but science
is but a
scribe
to ALL THAT
NATURE THAT
IS MORE MYSTICAL
AND BEAUTIFUL
THAN ANY
WORK
OF
HUwo
Man NOW
alone.. and
the deeper we
see  the greater
Quantum Human
Mind as a reflection of
the Cosmos that is GOD
unto Itself SHINES BRIGHT
UNLEASHING RELEASiNG
IN HUMAN POTENTIAL
AS WE COME
TO BETTER
REFLECT
OUR
TRUE
PARENT
FOREVER
NOW INSIDE..:)

5193

2nd Cousin Monica and best friend..

pictured in photo above with blonde hair..

during the middle years of college

during a very trying time.. and then a partying time..

after that at Club 2001 where Disco Days of late 70’s

and Madonna days of early 80’s rule after that..

and our common ancestor my maternal

Grandmother coming next..

born in 1903.. on September 13th.. as reminding here today that

September 13th is grandparents day.. anyway.. Monica.. an X bikini wet

T-shirt contest winner at the big club contests that rule in ‘the day’..

is interestingly looking more like my Grandmother as we both age

into our 50’s now.. me at 55 and her at 52.. and back then she really

looks like Stevie Nicks.. and even does a stint as a stripper..

a magazine spread.. in OUI..

and now proudly practices black magic..

and white magic.. as somewhat of a self-proclaimed ‘witch’..

but she is not shy.. and not afraid of her past.. and just lives how

she lives.. and that’s okay.. she and i come from a place that has no mold..

i get molded into something else.. but now.. again.. i too.. am wild and free..

with a taste of crazy that i for one.. control just fine.. and ha! the only magic I am into..

is most definitely white magic.. i try to convince her that black magic.. is a not positive way.. but i do not walk in her shoes.. so i cannot judge her any way.. in a personal manner.. as we all have unique shoes to walk in that we can hope to relate and understand but hope is all it is.. and i always hope for good things.. for a friend of cousin.. that in many ways.. saves my emotions.. in heart.. spirit.. and soul.. back in the day.. when there is more black inside than the white that lives me now..:)

And then from above.. is my Grandmother close to age 80..

and at about age 65.. she starts to paint from visual memories..

after her father at age 94 dies..  to express her grief.. and she also paints visual images created in her mind as such.. and i have some hanging around my home.. in a work-out room that needs some re-arranging to get real use again.. added above as well..

Oh yeah… and my Grandmother then..

is kind of psychic as she does automatic

writings in a kind of trance

where she does not even look at what she’s doing..

and interestingly.. some of her predictions come true then..

eventually after that.. some of which.. she does not live to see..

She carries the Cherokee ancestry in her blood and her husband.. who becomes a wanderer and is kinda the black sheep of the family.. carries the Sioux Indian ancestry with his grandfather.. a full-blooded Sioux Indian.. and yes.. as per last note.. Both Monica and i.. have a little ‘crazy horse’ in us.. for sure.. to tame it.. like some of my family does.. can be an artFUL WAY OF LIFE.. for sure..:)

And finally here’s my father… back in 1995.. age 62.. still barely any gray hair.. looking like he always does since he is 33.. as photos show in my recent blog post titled.. “KAT Tales and Parabells’.. a real fan of NASCAR my father is.. selling the die cast replicas at the Tallahasee Flea Market.. all the way until his last weekend living at age 81.. since he retires from his 46 year stint in Law Enforcement work.. at age 69… life is long and great as long as one Loves what they do.. and to find that passion no matter what it is.. is a source of a great life too..:)

Yes.. Life is Fun.. Magic.. and very mysterious.. to take any of those elements out.. IS just plain boring.. and not the way humans are evolved to be.. curiosity.. imagination.. and creativity.. AND UNCONDITIONAL TOUGH AND PASSIONATE LOVE.. are GOD’s ways FOR US.. and as we who have GOD’s eYes and ears know and feel GOD in us works in very mysterious ways.. as well as all of what connects US As the human RACE..:)

YES.. this much NOW..

but this is kinda

a special now for me..

as i try to make all of NOWs

same as sacred and holy nows..

as when one accomplishes this.. heaven iS alwaYS nOW!..

and to honor one’s ancestors.. relatives.. friends.. and all other blessings

of life is a practice of mine that i do in mind and body balance always now.. as WELL.. InOWheavenNOW!..:)

And speaking of honoring those who inspire us.. Led Zeppelin and this song Kashmir.. that i do consider as prophetic as anything in any bible ever written.. inspires the start of all of this in a most mysterious way.. two years ago.. ‘oh Pilot of the storm who leaves no trace like thoughts inside a dream.. heed the path that leads me to that place’..

Well i for one will tell you now in no Uncertain terms THAT place is AS real AS anything I know and feel GETS IN LIFE.. and while Led Zeppelin.. The Beatles.. and many other groups use the assistance of psychedelic drugs to go TO that place..

AND EXPRESS THIS PLACE IN THE POWER OF MUSIC AND LYRICS TOO.. i for one.. have developed an ALL NATURAL HUMAN POTENTIAL AND ability through a trance of almost constant dance for hours on end.. TO come to THIS PLACE.. and after that comes a focus of MIND.. senses and emotions IN SPIRIT EXPRESSING HEART OF MIND AND BODY BALANCED SOUL..

beyond what i CAN ever fathom to do.. before.. as i am connected to all as me as all.. and if you ever go to THIS PLACE.. YOU TOO WILL KNOW NOW WHERE I AM TOO.. AND AM COMING FROM MORE.. IT’S LIKE KASHMIR.. BUT IT IS ALWAYS HERE INSIDE.. MY FRIEND(s)..:)

And no matter how many friends or enemies or apathy I generate by doing all of this.. it is worth it if i can help just one person go to heaven now.. and stay there just one second or less.. where i most always live in this place that is another dimension as real as hell before.. some folks live in purgatory too.. as i have too..

and all the spectrum in between and all around us now.. but if one thinks that THAT is all there is.. one has not been to a place like i live with no limits inside… outside.. above.. so below.. and all around.. and the best of all is.. this trip i guide.. with no problems at all.. as the greatest gift of GOD I know and feel is the

TRUE HIGHER POWER THAT GOD DOES GIFT

THOSE WHO SEEK AND FIND IT IN RELATIVE

HUMAN FREE WILL ALWAYS NOW FOREVER NOW..

wHere one second never exists as NOW is ALWAYS HEAVEN NOW..

i watch enough

know now

i

tale..:)

And speaking of telling..

this post is also my

CELEBRATION DAY..

IN

74 WEEKS OF

Rave Dancing Thursday

Night at Old Seville Quarter

Pensacola.. FL.. the words are over

for now..

but more fun dance photos

coming to further

celebrate

that here

sometime

after 3AM in

the wee hours of

Friday Morning after

dance

night

ends..

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63 Responses to Matchbox Catches Fire

  1. https://decodinghappiness.wordpress.com/2015/09/02/wordless-wednesdays-butterflies-3/

    ^^^

    Oh goodness.. an unexpected prize.. another post in one day..
    smiles.. and my cat Yellow Boy teaches me if one
    grooms their self well in mind and body
    balance expressing that
    heArt in emotion
    of purr a soul
    will be balanced
    and one will receive
    so many pets.. that
    after awhile one will
    be overcome by the
    Candy of Love
    and then one
    will for now
    retreat
    for NOW
    in tHeir
    own
    fur
    wITh
    GOD..
    but anYway..
    your lesson heRe
    is certainly the one
    i will hope for a son
    or daughter if i have one..
    Himali..:)

  2. http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/04/goodbye-sunny-boy.html

    Hi.. S.. When i first have a glimpse of connecting emotions again.. of the oxytocin kind.. from the death of a cat.. journaling in the blog above.. cementing and multiplying the AFFECT of that brief experience of a tear in connection back to connecting with others..

    Yes.. in practice it doesn’t matter how much one is Loved.. the NOfeeling of numb erases all of that.. and chronic stress is
    certainly just the BLACK pill that can take all of it away.. particularly insomnia.. as that breaks all systems down eventually…

    And we have oxytocin receptors on the bottom of our feet.. most of us anyway.. and that was a part of my body
    that through extreme tactile sensitivities never saw light out of socks.. but now i overcome that and spend
    time barefoot in sand just aimlessly twirling around.. letting my body and emotions go where they
    want to go.. hearing them and finding the biofeedback to enhance.. regulate and diminish
    those emotions when need be.. or Love goes.. i cannot even talk my wife
    into doing it.. and she definitely is too emotional sometimes
    and has difficulty regulating that from tears
    to anger.. it is a personal thing..
    but i share anyway.. with
    that hope thingy..
    THAT dead cat
    named
    Sunnyboy
    helps bring to me
    again.. now almost
    two and a half years ago…
    One thing for sure is
    human beings
    have incredible
    potential
    but it
    is finding
    the keys and
    escape from
    chronic stress
    that are the requirements
    to truly move to a different
    place inside..
    i hope you
    find the
    keys that
    unlock the
    door to escape
    and live my friend..
    Peace.. and Love to you..
    and i hope you feel that
    in practice
    again..
    as all i have
    is hope
    now
    for someone
    else like you
    my friend..:)

    Oh by the way.. then i find my best friend
    Oreo a black and white neighborhood
    tabby mix of cat pulling
    at my leg after
    i recover in
    July and
    August of
    2013.. reminding
    me that he is now
    the one who tore
    the flesh off of
    Sunnyboy’s head
    and is the
    DARK savior
    of my soul..
    funny
    what
    a
    CAT
    CAN
    DO
    black or
    white and
    other colors
    too.. now
    i think the
    Egyptians worshipped
    cats for more than good
    reason.. as of course
    what can be
    divine
    lives
    same
    in them
    as US.. my friend..:)

    http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/oreo-meaning-of-life.html

    Oh yeah.. and thanks for the definition of your user name..
    i meant to ask you that long ago.. and i think as i
    mentioned before.. Aghogday.. is Another
    Ground Hog day in Human Hell as
    when human emotions go..
    all is same
    as a cardboard
    box in NONfeeling..
    OBTW..
    i left
    the
    ‘Wrong
    Planet’
    AKA
    HELL
    like that
    new TV
    show about
    Lucifer Leaving
    H
    EL
    L
    finAlly and I
    am not going back
    to post.. Aghogday
    is on PERMANENT
    VACATION FROM
    HELL AND THERE
    is gone forever
    and now
    i for one
    exist
    again..
    smiles
    again..
    and i will
    hope again
    the same
    for you
    again
    my friend
    where
    change is happiness
    forevermorenow NOW
    in Life for you NOW..:)
    PERHAPS THIS IS A
    WHITE MAGIC..
    HEX-A-GRAM
    IT’S CALLED
    SEX-A-GRAM
    IN LATIN..
    I’M NOT
    KIDDING
    IT’S ON
    GOOGLE
    FOR THAT
    6 POINTED
    STAR..
    and
    i’ll
    try
    that
    too
    haHE!..;)
    I AM
    PUTTING
    ON YOU
    FOR
    HAPPINESS..
    IF IT WORKS
    i’ll try it
    again..
    on
    someone
    else.. and if
    IT doesn’t i’ll
    try IT aGain..
    just for
    THE HELL OF IT..
    ’cause Aghogday’s
    NEVER EVER GIVE UP!..:)

    And the next best thing
    past a tear for getting
    emotions back
    is a laugh
    as my
    humor
    perhaps
    is dry or
    wet enough
    to do that too..:)

    Anyway.. as my wife says FRED
    you ARE FRIGGING EXHAUSTING..
    SO SEE YOU WHEN I SEE YOU
    FRIEND.. i’ll be here
    somewhere
    waiting
    as friend
    Fred..:)

  3. More poetic responses to the
    Tuesday dVerse prompt
    on ‘Watchman’..

    Bird Watchers
    Bird Saviors one in same..
    Fly Life Live Life Save Life live..:)

    Center Light
    Balance
    Fires Watchman
    eYes briGht and SoLid
    piercing views NOW..:)

    Cats Killing Sport for Eat..
    Cats Loving Protecting Us..
    Cats Grieving Master Gone…:)

    Ah.. yes.. to give up thoughts of Watchman
    and just breathe.. Dance LiFe.. LiVE
    FULL in Mindful awareness whEre
    emotions and senses Dance Free liGhT
    in balance of moving FEAT of LOVE..:)

  4. https://decodinghappiness.wordpress.com/2015/09/02/who/#comment-4555

    “In God’s embrace I live,
    Him I love..
    His reflection I see,
    In you and me..
    In his abundant grace,
    Love and peace we cherish 😇😊”

    -From Himali Shah

    Well.. Himali.. when i wake up this morning and see this kind poetic expression and sweet prayer from you i am stunned because it a most beautiful re-breath of the Golden rule common to all Religions of Love that i ever hear.. and just imagine.. you write it to me.. and even if you copy it from someone else it deserves to be re-blogged both online and in flesh and blood as a GOLD-standard for a personal Golden rule when two people greet each other.. in fact i think.. if someone is trying to pick a fist fight with me in a bar.. as sometimes they do.. in the past.. but not anymore.. i can repeat this prayer to them.. and they might just smile instead of having a red face.. and additionally.. ‘they’.. whomever they are.. should bend the rules for not adding stuff to the Christian Bible and add this as the last verse of Love and Peace..:)!

    Love and peace is THE TRUEST weapon for a greater world..
    and WE need more REAL Life Angels like you
    to spread that weapon of Love and Peace
    that is more powerful than the sword..
    Yes.. WORDS OF Love sWords NOW..:)

    Ugh.. still too many words from me..
    but one day i’ll write
    something short
    and so sweet
    like
    that..
    ha! or reblog it
    at least..
    from
    you
    my Sweet
    Angel Friend
    Himali..:)

    Hi Himali.. thanks so much..
    everyday of now.. i wake up..
    God gifts me with a flower
    and i share
    that
    flower
    with the world..
    and guess what..
    today now
    you are
    that
    flower..
    smiles.:)

    Yes.. Yellowboy is my mentor and role model..
    i try my best to be Yellow boy2..
    ‘Sunshine and Bright’..:)

    Hi Himali.. yes.. at least once a week.. Katrina and i go to the big
    metro mall Cordova Mall.. she shops to her greaTest delight
    and i carry my ‘weapon’ of iPhone5S.. and gather
    up a basket of our culture here..
    to share with the rest of
    the world..
    and i do
    not judge what
    i see.. i just copy
    the beauty of all of
    culture and
    share that
    with
    the world..
    and yes.. of
    course i dance in
    my favorite sporting
    Good’s store.. Dick’s
    Sporting Good store..
    for an hour or
    so.. while
    the onlooking
    crowd video tapes
    me on their smart
    phones to
    share on
    Facebook
    like a traveling
    gypsy or circus clown..
    but yes.. i like to make
    people smile and
    laugh and
    hehe!..
    sometimes
    they call
    me awesome
    and hmm… other names..
    that i am accustomed to
    in life.. by now.. at least..;)

  5. Well X.. unlike S.. i’ll share a short story.. her name S.. for Sonia too.. lights up the Son in me.. and takes it away.. and the path after that is mostly darkness.. but eventually i go on a vision quest and the rest is history.. and although this kind of past is common.. somewhat.. among young college adult males.. really sad you are asked to leave the church.. i avoid ‘those’ kind of churches like the plague by the way.. and now no one has the ‘balls’ to tale me to leave.. haha!.. at least not in brick and mortar churches.. hehe.. but yes.. excellent job of sharing this desperation and pain of life..in poetic aesthetic expression.. that does often mix with suicidal thoughts as well.. but thank GOD those didn’t come to me.. then.. until i actually experienced the literal suicide disease with a guarantee of those thoughts in medical literature.. per Trigeminal Neuralgia.. but it was worth it to relate better to others who live or have lived in that boat that sinks to the ocean floor.. and yes.. regarding Sonia.. it took me about three years to forget enough to move on and really enjoy life for the quarter of a century or so after until darkness comes again.. LIGHT UP NOW.. TG..!..IT’s NOW..:) tGiN!..;)

    And hmm.. puts on spectacles and shrink hat.. and raises left Spock eyebrow.. could those ‘other’ girls be an expression of that first girl.. including this ‘S’.. hmm…. i didn’t get full closure until i actually contacted Sonia.. last year.. through her daughter.. and truly i needed to do that.. although.. i couldn’t admit it until brave enough to do it.. and i never dream about her anymore.. as i honestly I did.. somewhat disturbingly so.. until i closed that book shut completely.. about a year ago.. just a thought…. and a rhetorical question.. no need to answer.. smiles.. i had blocked the pain of that experience out of my life for decades revisiting me in dreams.. and forcing myself to remember it when i lost my emotions is part of what helped me to gain back my emotions.. i contacted her and thanked her for the pain.. as that’s just another dark savior in my life.. that eventually literally helps saves my soul.. again the dark and light mix.. too many people discount the power of THE DARK AS ULTIMATE LIGHT..:)

    Inspiring.. X2.. yes.. inspiring.. i spend some time under the Interstate 10 bridge Gulf loop boardwalk at the Casinos in Biloxi.. last year.. talking to some combat veteran wandering Jesus’ who were currently living under the bridge.. there was no doubt they had fully escaped culture.. i could relate to everything these Jesus’ said.. and then there was no doubt that i finally had fully arrived.. smiles.. i never pass a Jesus on the side of the road.. without giving him at least a dollar for a beer or whatever.. after all HE earned it…:)

  6. X says:

    Ha. Cool pics of your cat.
    A t down memory lane again. And thanks for sharing your story on my poem from yesterday. The suicide disease, you dont hear that often. Wow.
    We are separate from our thoughts, in that they are not us. Merely a pale reflection of us in a way becaue our thoughts do breed actions and attitudes that come together in us.
    Pretty cool as well that you spend time under the interstate. I have a pretty big heart for the homeless and in most towns I have lived I could call them by name because I have served them or even just spent time with them to hear their stories.

    • THANKS X.. AND Yes.. i Love homeless people and at the bottom of my hell.. where I could not even wander into the backyard with a TV dinner without stumbling and falling.. i could see the great strength of courage.. survival.. Love of life and others.. in the eyes of homeless folks on the side of the strengthSTREET.. and for me to gain the courage and the strength to be their friend in the flesh and blood.. is proof that i am finAlly a Loving Soul.. and i wish more of the people i know from the ‘BIG CHURCH’ of life could bring this to fruition in their life as well.. where a kind voice and firm loving handshake and a discussion of life goes so much farther than just a dollar ALONE in life..:)

  7. Quote from me:

    If all the intellectual Atheists like Richard Dawkins AND
    THE Such could grasp just 1 millionth of what i understand
    of the Intelligence of GOD they would fall to the ground crying
    for forgiveness.. and i say that with a SPOCK SMILE

    OF TRUTH AND LIGHT..

    TheY ARE moving IN
    the other direction..

    the worst
    other
    place
    to be…

    And GOD gives folks that
    choice.. and some
    of us do
    all we can
    to prove to
    them that TRUTHLiGHT
    there is THAT OTHER
    direction but if they
    do not want to see THAT
    no matter how hard we
    try their choice
    truly can
    be literally
    ETERNALLY
    HELL NOW..
    not after life..
    NOW INSTEAD
    OF NOW HEAVEN
    and yes.. this equally
    applies to fundamentalists
    who rape little girls in the name
    of GOD and wash dead children
    to the shores of Greece while
    GOD Growls loudly in
    a way they
    never
    hear
    but Live
    IN HUMAN HELL
    AND SOME OF THEM
    HAVE NO EARTHLY
    IDEA WHERE
    THEY
    ACTUALLY
    LIVE.. YES
    THERE ARE TWO PLACES
    ON EARTH.. HEAVEN
    AND HELL..

    AND
    ON THIS
    TERRESTRIAL
    PLANE SOME
    FOLKS LIVE
    IN EITHER OR
    OR BOTH AND MORE
    IN ONE LIFETIME
    AND OF COURSE YES
    THE FULL SPECTRUM
    IN
    BE
    TWEEN..

    Some trees
    care not
    to bear
    fruit
    as they
    are bare
    fruit without seeds…

    AND NO God cares NOT
    what the hell OR WTF
    we call
    GOD
    But
    the biggest
    Lie is that
    GOD
    is not
    MAGIC..
    GOD IS MAGIC
    AND DISBELIEF
    IS THE PATH
    AWAY
    FROM
    MAGIC
    STRAIGHT
    TO HUMAN
    DRY
    HELL
    WITHOUT
    A MAGIC
    DROP
    OF
    WATER
    TO
    DRINK…

    AND YES THAT MAGIC
    INCLUDES DARK
    AND LIGHT
    BUT
    one WOULD
    BE SURPRISED
    TO TRULY KNOW
    AND FEEL JUST
    HOW BRIGHT
    SOME OF
    THE DARK
    IS THAT FOLKS
    ASSUME IS DARK..
    NAMELY HUMAN
    SENSUALITY
    AND THE
    POWER
    OF WHAT
    SOME DESCRIBE
    AS ‘SEX MAGIC’
    THAT BRINGS..
    and by the
    way magic
    is
    ALL NATURAL
    AS NATURAL
    AS THE
    FRUIT
    ON
    A
    LIVING
    TREE..:)

    Oh and to be clear
    as to avoid
    confusion..
    yes the term
    Sex Magic..
    as originated
    by Aleister
    Crowley before
    Science gets
    on board with
    the Science of Lust
    and the balance of Love..
    has evolved in terms of
    science beyond any
    so-called dark woo
    and perversions
    of taboos that
    go beyond
    healthy
    ways of
    human
    Lust..
    but anyway
    as science
    shows in the
    following video
    human lust is
    a healthy
    natural way
    of GOD in generating
    human creativity and
    cooperation.. and
    yes the Bonobo
    certainly
    uses animal
    sensuality
    and sex to ward
    off aggression..
    violence and any
    chance of
    killing
    the same
    dam members
    of one’s species
    as one big tribe of Life…

    So yes.. in Spock terms now
    two videos that prove these
    objective facts that live
    in the eyes of Magic
    that we are gifted
    with in sensual
    ways of eyes
    hips and
    yes more
    up
    and down
    STUFF
    tHere..;)

    YES.. THE GARDEN
    OF Bonobo EDEN..
    and if Jesus
    reAlly
    comes
    back
    perhaps
    GOD gifts
    him like
    a Bonobo with
    THIS GRACE OF SEX MAGIC..;)

    IT BEAT ALPHA
    KILLING RAPING
    CHIMPANZEES
    AND
    CRUCIFIXION
    ALL NOW..
    UP
    AND
    DOWN
    AM I
    WRONG..
    F…NO!..;)
    FUNYES!..:)
    i AM
    I JUST
    AM..:)

  8. From Rafiah’s Facebook Page..

    ^^^

    As long as I live until all gray in wheel chair.. if disability even comes again.. as long as i have fingers to type long across the miles of ocean blue and true.. GOD willing i will be with you my Sweet and Loving friend Rafiah.. and there is already proof i never break that kind of promise.. reciprocated or not.. with others..
    God willing.. as well..:’)

    My body and intellect is rather large..
    but my heARt.. spiRit.. and God given soUl
    balancing NOW
    IS InFiniTe NOW as we ALL are
    wITh GOD’s eYes and ears
    WIDE OPEN
    AND WIDE
    AWAKE
    ForevermorenoWMORE..
    so yes.. i will end with
    this sonG and will be
    back later with you..
    friend Rafiah.. with
    MORE
    LOVE.. 

    Smiles and there’s your drama
    wRITE HERE but real dramas
    are always best
    in living human
    color of LOVE..

    True Love of the GOD
    KiND has no
    limiTs….

    That’s not
    what ‘GOD’
    said.. smiles..
    humans decide guilty..
    GOD decides free and brave and Loving..
    in balance of course.. with ALL.. as GOD..:)

    And it’s funny you should speak to that..
    as i just finished writing some more on my
    next blog post that both addresses the spirituality
    of human sexuality and the new science of the biology of it..
    where Nature as GOD contradicts the harsh rules of subjugating patriarchy..
    but yeah.. i still love the burkas.. and i know nothing of sex until
    i am sixteen.. so i learn to love with heart.. and that is very
    important too.. but most boys i think.. may not be
    cut out for that kind of human animal discipline..
    creating much frustration.. and a core source of
    human aggression.. violence.. death..
    and yes.. even attempts at
    World War III as this is how
    terrorists recruit some young Muslim men..
    by suggesting that GOD supports
    raping of 12 year old girls..
    and that makes me so mad
    i can spit nails but again
    i will use words as sWords once
    again.. for what
    good that will do as
    any good is good good..:)

    Sorry.. i mean Hijab..
    important to see Smile..
    for Heart of Love too..:)

  9. http://dversepoets.com/2015/09/03/open-link-night-154/#comment-99869

    ^^^

    Well.. the matchbox catches fire.. and the flames of watchman flows high.. smoldering still with a fire of epic free verse poetry and prose.. and the best thing i like about September is that first cool breeze of Cold Front way.. that cools of the smoldering fire of humidity and heat in North Florida Panhandle ways.. where the egg of heat is always frying.. in months of Summer.. be back later to read and comment on all.. as the matches continue to burn in MOST ALL different directions for this watchman for sure..;)

  10. Mary says:

    Oh my, I know it is Open Link; and I am bartender….and I try to visit everyone; but this is more a book than a poem. I got lost somewhere enroute. But I appreciate your effort.

    • Thanks so much Mary.. i sincerely appreciate your effort to scroll down this far to leave a nice comment like this.. truly there is no rule to read all of anything.. it’s a buffet.. eat a little.. or a lot.. or none.. and truly the words of Einstein to me.. are worth all this effort if someone gets the opportunity to know a great philosopher they never read.. and yes.. this is epic free verse poetry.. and there are no limits to that but humans.. smiles.. i did this in about one day.. can anyone else do that.. maybe not.. but that doesn’t mean that anyone shouldn’t.. i think.. so yes… that too.. is worth the effort dear.. with smiles..:)

      But as always now and before.. no of course i do not expect anyone to either read it or reciprocate.. at least not this year.. smiles.. but you just a left a comment.. so that’s a plus.. but the biggest plus for me is the journey and the art.. and the opportunity to share it with folks who can tolerate.. accept it.. and even like it as evidenced above.. although i literally have to go to Egypt to get that like.. smiles.. and if it encouraged or inspired just one person.. that is more than worth all this effort to me..

      And truly even if there are discouraging words that come… and no yours are not discouraging as i appreciate your honesty.. that just gives me MORE fuel to write.. AND more and in my epic free verse poetry and prose.. the comments are part of the flow of this reality book of poetry NOW..

      And we are now at about 10K words LAST time Microsoft Word’s tool measured it for me.. smiles.. and oh no.. i will say see you later before this comment turns into another one of my longest single comments which is on record still at about 9800 words or so.. where Word Press formatting breaks down.. and it’s just one solid page of text.. ha.. i wonder if i am the first person to see that glitch.. smiles.. probably so.. but it will not be by far the first time i did something that no one else is evidenced to do in the world.. in just the last 2 years.. and that might be a grandiose statement if I didn’t still have the full color objective evidence of it all..

      You see my friend.. i am both artist and scientist in the exploration of the inner space of human potential and how that relates to all avenues of human art and science.. so that means.. sure there will be more to come.. if i stayed with the herd.. as is always the historical case from the first time mankind moved out of caves.. i will still be in the cultural cage of cave.. and for me at least.. that is not the place i live.. but i do not begrudge those who do.. as long as they let me live where i do.. to at least live tHere.. unhampered..:)

      But anyway.. Love to you my friend.. Mary.. i continue to appreciate the opportunity to share here and all you and others do.. as volunteer effort.. with dVerse.. and have to deal with too.. with the outliers of human like me.. so Kudos to you too.. sincerely on that too.. friend..:)

      And oh by the way.. as usual.. for the last couple of months.. if you don’t have time to visit READ AND COMMENT ON everyone.. i promise you with a pinky promise.. that i will accomplish that mission before ALL IS SAID AND DONE.. smiles.. again.. i’ll even volunteer to do it.. as truly a Labor of Love.. and celebrate THAT Labor on Saturday or Sunday or Monday.. hehe!.. with another long one.. sorta JUST like THIS.. smilesX6nowaGain.. sincerely Fred..:)

      And P.S..
      i always Love looking
      at that photo of your sweet dog..
      so thanks for coming by for THAT TOO..
      SMILESX7DOG=GOD TO ME TOO..:)

  11. I tried to capture this.. a lot of things to capture.. just have to say the irony that we are blocked from entering the church barefoot… seems like Jesus would have been blocked from entering his own house.. is that called hypocrisy?

    • Thanks Bjorn.. i sincerely appreciate your effort in reading and truly there is more for me to capture that i continue to capture when the writing is over.. THAT is always the way it is when i write… as i let the creativity flow and attempt to leave the reasoning analytical mind of control as far behind as possible.. and see what my creative brain has to offer for the now or days effort…:)

      Close to 4 Billion humans on this earth have something in common.. they are of the Abrahamic Religion traditions of Christianity… and Islam that comes next.. where most all these folks believe that Jesus IS an anointed Messiah and great prophet.. albeit Muslims do not agree to the Emperor Constantine driven effort to make Jesus into a Soldier God as an only one part of a Trinity of GOD…

      Separating one into three and attempting to put that back together again.. like Humpty Dumpty.. for an obvious power play to make Jesus into the Mythological Man GOD of the Mithra Religion then..who adhere to the idea of a Sun God that is close enough for comfort to get everyone in the ‘regional area’ on board with the idea of Jesus as a Soldier Sun God with a halo representing the rays of the sun as well..

      And Roman Emperor Constantine at the same time.. around 4 A.D… climbing aboard the Sun God King Bandwagon and erecting a monolithic statue of himself as Son GOD.. yes ‘Donald Trump’ as metaphor lives then.. and in metaphor Constantine is resurrected again in this truly “Anti-Christ’ metaphor of Jesus too.. but no.. of course no real mythological Devil that also portrays the darker human archetypes as metaphor…

      If the Jesus I Know and Love and find still in the much revised version of the New Testament that gives me faith.. belief.. and hope.. that those humans perceived as the lesser.. as i was then.. deserve to not only live but flourish.. NEVER EXISTS FOR ME.. IN ANY BOOK.. my life will be much darker.. and these myths although obviously not literally the truth and light of fact of life.. are the housing that provides the vehicles and vessels of his core teaching of Unconditional Passionate Tough Love to Live on AND MAKE A REAL DIFFERENCE IN THE WORLD.. two thousand years later..

      JESUS IS MY FAVORITE STILL.. and if I do not LOVE this message of a man that scholars say only reflects perhaps 18 percent of what the real flesh and blood man says.. i will not go to all the EFFORT I GO TO.. TODAY.. but you see the truth is Jesus is not carried up on a chariot of bliss to heaven to live forever as the myth still supports.. NO.. like so many true super heroes of the human race.. he dies almost an entirely solitary suffering death at the hands of people who truly cannot not understand his message.. and did not really know what they are doing when they put him to death.. as his message of Love can only make their lives much better if they only truly take the time and effort.. to listen and understand it more fully.. then…

      But this is how culture works.. culture is for order for a human race that is not evolved to live in huge towns and cities.. And religion.. as when we domesticate our cats and dogs for what we see as proper obedience in the home.. takes much of our innate.. instinctual.. intuitive freedoms away..

      I mean.. my GOD.. look at a clan of monkeys.. naked.. furry.. hugging each other in supportive Love through the day.. as i capture here in video evidence.. from National Geographic.. have we really advanced so much to live in cubicles of screens in screams away from our inherent instinctual need for the human touch of feeling each others skin in hugs and love of eyes..

      No.. we truly live in an overall insane way for naturally evolving human socially cooperative beings.. particularly those of us.. who become isolated and separated like Jesus and become outcasts without strong family units of our own to fall back on.. where in the past the village and the tribe of human beings saw most everyone as Aunties and Uncles raising the children for love no matter who the father and mother is.. or what class of physical or intelligence morphological features they come in as slightly different this way or the other..

      Monkeys of the Bonobo type.. Love.. they do not discriminate like humans with different clothes on.. and we call them dirty savages.. at least some of us.. for the Love and Peace they generate through the living touch of sensual Loving Life..

      Anyway to get to my ultimate point.. if Jesus truly comes back today.. and sees what has become of his teachings.. how he is promoted to a GOD Man when he insists then he is ONLY a humble teacher where much greater will come after him.. and HOW HE IS EVEN FRIGGING NEUTERED AS A MAN.. TO TAKE a huge part of his virtual humanity away.. and how humans now causally disrespect each other and the rest of GOD AS Nature killing all of it in a slow tortuous death.. he will most certainly shed this kind of tear illustrated here..

      And perhaps
      escape into
      the Jungle

      AND FIND THE BONOBOS
      AND HAVE LIFE WITH THEM…

      no less than the so-called
      prostitutes he HANGS
      AROUND THEN..
      OR WHATEVER
      ELSE HE CARES
      TO DO WITH THEM..

      BUT AT LEAST WITH
      THE BONOBOS HE WILL
      SURELY GET A HUG AS BY
      GOD THE others ‘us’..
      WILL NEVER LET
      HIM SPEAK IN
      ANY BILLY GRAHAM
      CHURCH..
      OR AT
      LEAST
      NEVER
      HEaR
      HIM
      AND
      THAT’S
      FOR SURE..
      SO HeARS A
      TEAr FOR JESUS..
      WITH ALL DUE
      RESPECT
      OF
      COURSE
      to my favorite REAL
      humble SUPER HERO..
      AND SO MANY OTHERS
      WHO TRULY HAVE SACRIFICED
      AS MUCH.. AS IN GIVING THEIR LIFE
      AND GIVING AS MUCH OR MORE TO OTHERS
      IN
      JUST
      ONE
      LIFE..:)
      REGARDLESS OF WHO THE REAL MAN JESUS
      IS.. WHAT HE HAS BECOME.. AS REAL TRUTH
      AND LIGHT IS HIGHLY INSPIRATIONAL TO ME..:)

  12. Glenn Buttkus says:

    DAMN, that’s what I’m talking about, a Fast Freddy full-meal, full-tilt deAL for OLN; yeah, left my head spinning & grasping for breath!!!

    • Hi Glenn.. thanks for stopping by with those kind words of stimulation.. haha!.. and actually all stimulation used to overwhelm me where a street light at night is like the Sun shining in at 3 am.. around the neighborhood block… penetrating my eyes.. beyond my shades.. as i am a night walker attempting to get some steps in and a cricket sounds like a freight train.. AND THEN SOMETHING CHANGES.. i swear i am reborn like something coming out of a cocoon ALL THE SUDDEN ON OR ABOUT July22nd 2013.. and i keep growing and growing to some new kind of human Butterfly.. hehe.. smiles.. and hope your now is going great.. will be by your place sometime after the Rave Dance of tonight.. ends tomorrow…:)

  13. tamekamullins says:

    I was overwhelmed by this, but in a good way. I will return to take more of it in. I love your kitties!

    • Hi Tamekamullins.. thanks for coming by with those kind words of overwhelming.. i mostly overwhelm everyone but me.. it seems… but i’m glad it is good overwhelming to you.. and yes.. other people tale me they like my overwhelming ways a whole lot.. but oh.. i tend to give my wife headaches and she gets dizzy when i dance real fast like a Ballet Governor Arnold doing martial arts on natural Fred speed.. smiles.. and be by your place later friend.. after my RAVE DANCE NIGHT.. ends tomorrow..:)

      • tamekamullins says:

        Rave on my friend! Your energy is amazing!

        • Thanks! tamekamullins and if you think there is energy here.. come dance with me one day.. and i will show you amazing feats of feet.. totally sober raving the night away.. going higher and higher.. where one day or night.. i may just ascend into the skies.. and come back one day again.. winks too.. that’s just a metaphor.. in case anyone else comes by here and gets worried about my sanity.. and i promise i will be by your place and all the other places sometime tomorrow.. or potentially later depending on just how far i go tonight.. UP.. on wings in feat of dance..:)

  14. s says:

    Thanks for posting “The Hanging Tree.” I’ll be listening to it on repeat while I meander.

  15. kanzensakura says:

    I love the kitties. This is just a bit much though. I like your quality over quantity work much better.

    • Hi Kanzensakura.. so happy you enjoyed my very friendly kitties.. and in my opinion which is the only one i’m aiming for along with the opinion of GOD.. as i go for meaning over form.. and just art free.. Flowing.. this is the best thing i’ve ever written in my life.. as truly all i’m out to do.. is praise friends..

      REAL flesh and blood human deceased Jesus.. GOD.. and Nature.. so mission accomplished for me at least.. 1000% in both QUANTITY AND QUALITY IN unique one of a kind form totally generated by GOD who lives in me.. AS CREATIVE SPIRIT.. and precisely the meaning GOD provides to me for now.. which is all i need in life..

      And more and better will come later.. as that’s how it goes and works in continuous higher seeking practice.. for people who continue to explore all of their human potential.. GLIDING WITH GOD.. no matter who or what or anything that attempts to hold them back or discourage them.. and yes.. shorter COMMON simple minded stuff will come later.. IN how i personally see the effortless part of what i do.. in all stuff in life..

      WHEN FORCED TO DO THAT to be part of any community.. yes.. my entire life.. that gets more common likes.. yes that is nice too.. of course.. but.. i’ll take the one like.. from Egypt.. from a person who spends their life from wake to sleep studying and praising GOD and run with that.. using much more of my human potential in what i and GOD aim to do here as a team.. as the greatest like I can possibly get.. other than.. my other friends.. of course.. smiles.. and see you later friend… sincerely with all due respect..:)

      • kanzensakura says:

        Even God, in only four words, bespoke the universe…let there be light.

        • I don’t for one second believe that GOD speaks human words..
          at that time.. that was only the only human metaphor available…
          a nice simple minded one yes.. for poetry..
          but nothing.. nothing approaching
          the intelligence or art of GOD..
          in FULL but of course that
          is just my experienced
          opinion in my
          world of
          facing
          GOD
          face to
          face with
          all due respect
          of human limitations..
          the bible is nice
          but
          abridged
          and simple
          form in human eyes..
          there are much much greater
          eyes than ours to speak the
          Truth of Light of GOD
          in the Universe..
          we are
          just
          crawling
          out of sand so far..
          with so many more
          metaphors of Truth
          and Light to come..
          as history shows
          they always
          do..
          but yes.. i’ve often
          described GOD
          myself simply
          as Dark then
          light then movement
          or dance.. and sound
          or song.. and song
          inspiring movement
          of GOD in Infinity
          loop of 8
          standing
          tall Infinity
          but yet..
          i am
          just
          a
          speck..
          and GOD
          is SO SO MUCH
          BIGGER THAN HUMAN
          EYES WILL EVER SEE..
          I’VE WRITTEN 11 MILLION
          WORDS MY FRIEND.. AND
          OF COURSE I WILL NEVER
          FULLY CAPTURE GOD
          IN WORDS NOR
          WILL ANY
          OTHER
          SHORT
          LIVED HUMAN
          OR ENTIRE ANIMAL
          RACE.. FOR NOW AT
          LEAST
          HERE..
          all bETs
          are OFF
          in other places..
          but anyway the bottom
          line is no human chains
          GOD in any word(s) from
          3 letters to 11 million words
          or more.. that will fill
          13.6 bibles my
          friend.. in just
          5 years for
          me..
          I do
          the typing
          by myself
          with
          lots
          of
          help
          with all
          GOD’s eyes
          and ears i
          personally
          see and
          hear and
          the fact is
          some of us will
          and do see more of
          GOD as GOD reveals
          more of GOD to those
          who continue to seek
          the greater truths and
          lights and do not
          limit themselves
          to either
          words
          of past
          and words
          at all.. words
          are just a human
          construct metaphoring
          reality but never ever
          equaling reality
          as that itself
          for
          humans is
          construct
          and not
          concrete
          reality..
          and
          now
          we are moving
          into deep GOD stuff..
          where most people tale
          me i am talking gibberish
          but hell no i am not..
          i am talking simply
          more about
          GOD than
          just words
          out of a 2 or 3K
          year old book..
          that i do Love
          and Respect
          but is not
          nearly ENOUGH
          TO DESCRIBE
          ALLTHATIS AS
          GOD OF COURSE..
          IN JUST MY very small
          speck of OPINION..
          SMILES..:)

  16. https://decodinghappiness.wordpress.com/2015/09/04/embark-on-a-quest/

    ^^^

    Yes.. my friend Himali.. Yes..! every now i wander on a quest for now.. forget the past and do not expect the future.. only LOVE where my heart tales me.. and my spirit inspires to go on floating soul not weighted by past regrets or future desires…

    And when i am three.. oh nO!.. the trailer is much too small.. i cannot speak yet.. but i see a way across the street and start to run when mama takes her eye off me for just one second.. and next thing ya now.. a disgruntled driver stops and takes me back to mama.. with disgusted eyes.. and then OH NO! again..! i am NOW then tied to mama’s aprons until school.. and then school ties me to a desk along with work at age 16.. and then YES..YES…YEs..!

    FinAlly.. at age 21.. after sitting in class and cleaning up buildings solo as a Janitor since i’m 16.. on a rat wheel of confinement.. until i can no longer even connect to find new friends.. the WANDER LUST speaks in spiRit from my heArt once again.. and my soUl starts to balance and GROW AGAIN!.. and IT draws me to the beach.. and i just start walking that early September day of 1981.. and i feel the connections of my ancestors and the people i respect so much from stories of all religions i hear AND FEEL.. and i keep repeating to my self i need nothing.. i want nothing.. i just am.. i am moving.. i am feeling babies cry in mothers arms.. i am seeing FEELING smiles of other beach combers too.. the breeze feels so good on skin.. the salt air splashes fresh on face.. the waves and diamond white sand.. swaying sea oats.. become me.. and i am BEACH ONE human with the rest of ALL of IT.. IT is now.. and NOW IS ALL that counts.. and i keep moving.. connecting and creating a new path for me…

    And i take a three month break from school.. and work.. and go amazing places just INSPIRING from my intuitive feelings and senses and i enjoy it so much.. until one day the reality of the world and culture comes again.. i go back to school.. have no idea what i wanna do.. and that is good.. because what comes next after three college degrees.. is totally unexpected.. and NOT planned.. working in a Military Bowling Center for almost two decades.. then.. Community Activities Director.. and finally Athletic Director of a Military Installation.. and although the environment does not change.. much..

    i come to connect to nearly 100 thousand people during those years.. and by GOD each of those humans is another Universe to explore.. so i am thrilled to be alive.. NOW!.. UNTIL the end when computers come and trap me behind a desk.. for five years.. and THAT almost kills me.. but i escape from that illness after 66 more months.. and at the end of July of 2013.. wander LUST COMES AGAIN..! AND I FOLLOW LUST TO WANDER.. starting at the beach AGAIN!.. and now my destination is always wonderLUST now.. life is wonder.. life is amazing.. and the quest to really live in moving connecting and creating is the gift of me always now..

    And ha! i just tale you the story of my life.. in 6 paragraphs.. YOU my friend are so inspiring.. i lust to hear your wise words every time i come hear.. Lust for LIFE now.. always Now! LUST LIFE HARD! AND NEVER STOP! NOW1!..:)

  17. Be like a Hurricane.. embark on a quest for a destination.. with no goals or regrets.. move as the wind.. BE AIR.. HA! BUT YA better get vacation escape TO NOW first… as from the time we go to school now at age 3 and before.. with spoon fed electronic stuff.. or so.. life is all instructions and rules and ‘WE’ will tale ya all about the goals first so ya can meet a gazillion of them by the time ya die.. and never even truly live just one now.. as free.. and truly this is just gibberish for some and OTHERS WANDER LUST AsONe WONDER LUSTS FOR LIFE EVERY NOW.. in a place of heaven that is reality now.. and no fairy tale of death… LIVE wander wonder LUST NOW FOR FREE.. IF YA EVER CAN AND WILL.. sMiles.. BIGGEST TESTS OF SMILES..FREE!..FINaLLy FREE!..:)

  18. Now back to the dVerse trail
    starting at about 11 AM..

    Ah.. KiSs of fAll..
    cool breeze through hAir..
    skip in step.. liFe
    comes in Fall
    rise..
    trivia note..
    tesTosterone
    leVels in males
    rise in fall too..
    FRiSKY
    FaLL2..
    and i for one
    am conceived
    on the fALL
    equiNox..
    yes i kNow FEeL..
    too much inFo..
    aGain.. sMiles..
    Mary..;)

    Suitor males..
    only weapon
    skin red..
    heArt fails
    ashes fall
    what comes
    may will next..
    what
    grows
    not
    heart..
    perhaps
    what is hidden
    grows more Feel
    a woman’s heart
    so much more
    than above
    so
    below heArt i LOVE..:)

    Destination
    Loving
    Life..:)

    Surely A fall
    starts from
    palm
    lines
    written
    and read..
    touch dances
    feeling sings..
    words
    dead
    we
    die
    inside..
    touch more
    feel US now
    rise again
    rEvolution
    OraNgE
    Comes
    N0W..:)

    Inspiring.. X.. yes..
    inspiring.. i spend some time under
    the Interstate 10 bridge Gulf loop
    boardwalk at the Casinos in Biloxi..
    last year.. talking to some combat
    veteran wandering Jesus’ who
    were currently living
    under the bridge..
    there was no doubt they had fully escaped culture..
    i could relate to everything these Jesus’ said..
    and then there was no doubt that i finally
    had fully arrived.. smiles.. i never pass
    a Jesus on the side of the road..
    without giving him at least
    a dollar for a
    beer or whatever..
    after all HE earned it…:)

    True that S.. i used to
    drink more than
    a bowl of vermouth
    to get brave
    enough to
    dance
    Life
    and
    now i have
    balls of dance..
    Vermouth Free..
    although someone
    asks me if i’m on meth
    last night to RAVE
    LIFE LIKE
    THAT..
    i guess
    i should
    have asked
    that Marine
    dude if
    he
    has
    balls.. instead
    he sips another
    drink and i then
    just ‘show’
    him how i PRESS
    half a ton 25
    times on
    my smart
    youtube phone..
    and he ‘SaYSoh..!
    no.. i
    get it..
    N0W!
    you’re
    on something
    else entirely
    different..;)

    Oh!.. almost forget
    the moral of the
    story..
    smart phones
    are worth more
    that fist
    fights
    or world
    war three..
    dance
    quickly
    and SLOWLY
    and all in
    between
    carry
    a smart
    phone
    everywhere
    ya go to just
    prove
    THAT
    pictures
    and words
    are greater
    than swords
    sWords photos
    and videos
    com
    mun
    i
    cates
    too..
    where
    sometimes
    the spoken
    word in a
    frigging
    loud
    bar
    will
    JUST
    not
    get
    through..
    HERE FRIEND
    JUST LOOK
    AT
    THIS..;)

    PS.. i don’t have a video yet of me doing it 25 times..
    but i think the 14 times of last February gets
    the point across good enough.. and if i record
    that and record 50 and 100 by next February
    as i cannot add anymore frigging weight
    to the bar where the last two of
    20-45LB plates are hanging off
    the edge of the bar..
    surely someone
    will complain
    Fred THAT
    is just
    too much
    and i
    will
    frigging
    have to
    roll my eyes
    again.. in A way
    that will not
    hurt their
    feelings
    toO bad…
    Just do it!
    is my philosophy
    there are always
    haters of new
    that will HATE
    ya back to old..
    if ya give
    them
    any
    credence at all..
    Move CONNECT
    CREATE JUST
    FRIGGING
    DO IT..
    AND IF
    A 55 YEAR
    OLD DUDE..
    CAN DO THIS
    AFTER BEING
    A PERMANENTLY
    DISABLED STUCK
    IN DARK BEDROOM
    DUDE FOR 66 MONTHS
    sorry.. there is hope
    for you too.. if like
    me you couldn’t feel
    it before.. but
    move on connect
    on with others
    and the rest
    of nature
    most
    importantly
    FRIGGING DO
    SOMETHING..
    ANYTHING NEW
    THAT NO OTHER
    HUMAN FRIGGING
    TEXTBOOK TEACHES
    YOU TO DO.. AND THAT’S
    WHY YOU WILL NEVER EVER
    SEE ANY OTHER MAN now on YOUTUBE
    RAISE THEIR ARMS TO THE SKY
    LIFTING A HALF A TON OR SO
    LIKE I DO.. as that makes
    it harder.. much
    harder than using
    one’s upper
    body
    to assist
    the legs to
    PRESS.. BUT HEY
    MOST PEOPLE THINK
    IT’S ABOUT STATISTICS
    AND FORM RATHER THAN
    FRIGGING
    STUFF
    THAT
    REALLY
    INCREASES
    HUMAN POTENTIAL
    IN JUST DOING AND
    TRYING SOMETHING
    A NEW WAY
    THAT
    CAN MAKE
    YOU A
    FRIGGING
    REAL LIFE
    SUPER HERO
    TOO.. look it up
    on Google no one
    else does it how
    i does it.. ’cause
    i dance with free
    eyes and ears
    of GOD
    that are more REAL
    THAN A FRIGGING
    HUMAN
    TEXT
    BOOK.. FOR
    SURE.. but if ya wanna
    keep following the
    rules of the cave
    be my guest..
    but i only
    hope ya
    ‘press’ more
    than i do..
    with another
    technique way i
    never
    ever
    considered
    before.. then
    i will smile from
    ear to ear.. like that
    Kung FU dude.. who
    finally
    gets IT really
    gET it NEW..
    grasps the
    marble from
    ‘his’ teacher’s
    hand.. no one
    teaches this
    young Kung FU
    dude how to
    do this..
    It frigging
    takes practice
    practice practice
    deep deep within
    the innate power
    of human innate
    instinct and
    intuition
    that are
    our GOD
    eyes
    and
    ears
    FINally
    FrigGinG
    FREE!..
    and if ya
    wonder about
    the capital
    ET in gET
    that is correct
    don’t be earth
    bound fly
    Milky Way
    WitH
    GOD
    YES
    JUST
    BE
    ET!..:)
    WITH al
    kUNG FU
    others!..:)

    But no.. I do not
    walk with my
    head bowed
    i walk
    softly
    erect
    like
    a graceful
    butterfly
    TIGER
    with a
    soft
    humble
    touch
    that can
    become
    SToNE
    willow
    IF NEED
    BE.. LiONS
    DO NOT BOW
    THEIR HEADS..
    THEY LOVE
    STRAIGHT
    AHEAD..
    so that
    is wHEre i
    do OTHER
    than
    KUNG
    FU
    TOO..
    WALK
    TALL
    BE FREE..
    BE KIND..
    BUT YES
    BE COURAgE..
    when a person’s
    head is down in
    a dark parking
    lot is when
    they WILL
    BE ATTACKED..
    The walk of
    a LiON tells
    a tail
    of
    STRENGTH1..:)!

    OH! CRAP! NOW
    WHERE AM i
    yes back
    on the
    dVerse trail
    now.. as i
    meander
    TRUTH
    AND LIGHT
    ANOTHER
    PLACE
    AGAIN
    WHERE
    WANDER
    AND WONDER
    LUST RULES AGAIN!..:)

    Ah yes.. the westerns of living on the
    edge of death and life now to now..
    of course how most animals
    live.. never having
    time to worry
    about
    who
    has
    most..
    the fastest
    gun continues
    to live.. without
    arms
    of
    course..
    in dying quick..
    Love lives longer
    in arms of Life..
    Courage and Kind
    AND Living Life Free..:)

    HeArt HangsT From ponds
    disconnecti0n..
    connecTing
    bacK
    Ophelia’s
    sUn shINes
    onCe agaiN..
    mirrOr brigHt
    OpeRAtiOn’s LiGht..:)

    A sweet heARt is PoetRy Free..
    Sings a song.. so true and light
    reins darkness pain
    reigns to..
    rains
    us so
    cold
    and warm
    so REAL..:)

    Ha! i too am
    a boy
    named
    Sue..
    smiles..
    Sue
    Storm..
    a delightful
    Ruse of Truth
    Lit
    UP..:)

    i am absolutely
    posiTive
    ‘we’ can
    come
    aGain..
    but
    first
    we must escape
    as far as i do
    now..
    but
    i kNOw
    noThiNg
    and wanna
    keep it THAT
    way from
    KnOW
    ON..
    but yes
    i’ll speak
    to IT
    OnE
    SaME..
    and walk
    a beach
    where
    i
    am
    BEACH..
    one word
    beach
    footprints
    humans
    cultures
    illusions
    LEFT
    BEhINd..:)

    P.S.
    before i
    move on..

    Yup.. i can
    show ya paradise
    but i cannot
    make
    you
    FEELIT..

    wITh NotATiOn
    noWonE..

    http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/09/matchbox-catches-fire-free-verse-nude.html

    When humans
    MOVE
    connect
    CREATE
    GOD
    speaks
    HUMAN..:)

    Yes.. i am on a ramPage poeTry spree!.. 
    but this is just the tip of an iceberG..
    growing else.. ware
    titaniC Way..:)

    Funny how people hold back
    from truly connecting
    in human
    social
    bonding
    oxytocin
    way.. clear
    to see among
    Bonobos kissing
    in the forest..
    most humans
    are too
    scared
    to live
    fully
    bonding
    connecting
    like this but
    sadly all
    they have
    to lose is gain..
    by not just letting
    it ALL go as Love.. without
    thinking about it too much..
    Love is never saying
    one is sorry
    for
    LOVE
    and
    never
    feeling
    guilty
    for
    being
    human..
    The world needs
    THAT connection
    and i for
    one
    exercise
    IT like a frigging
    Olympic sport NOW
    to train a muscle STRONG
    of Love NAMED HEART..now
    IN KIND AND COURAGE2..:)

    YES! achieving Legend
    as a Super Hero of
    Love dance
    or whatever
    takes work
    the human
    heart of
    WiLL
    as LOVE
    is practice
    continuous
    practice
    in a
    never
    ending
    NEVER
    LAND
    story
    of
    LOVE
    that
    CAN BE PURPLE
    MAGIC ALWAYS NOW!

    Oh Lord.. the Trump of dark..
    Oh yes.. the darker one comes
    Oh no.. Trump no garden park..
    Yes.. Gosh.. can tHeir be any
    further as ANTI christ Stark..

    That’s the first of six say i more.
    of Old in times.. of ancient Lore..
    There is truth and light and dark
    ones do come to light and park..
    theRe ancient hineYes Darth men..

    Selfish greedY separatiOn humans
    Collecting tools maKing human tool..
    tHey the true dark priests of fool..
    While congregations of hate fence
    OFF human hate division bordermen…

    Yes.. four of six.. six six.. the real lot
    of DeviliveD remains false Trump blood
    Oh Lord of the dark why do you come..
    Oh Lord of the dark why do they LovE
    you NO.. oh.. society dark blood’s Dove..

    Where do eYes for eviLive go when dark
    Blood reigns a sea of black hate now..
    Where Love dies and separation grows..
    WHERE kindness.. sickangerSwindle blows
    a dark storm of discontent.. Faux knows..

    Now six a limerick of SIX SICK hate Trump
    comes and goes.. but the savior our Lady
    Hillary.. comes back again.. guess what baby
    STinky Trump ain’t got a chance in.. hell ends..
    go back to the Tower of Dark.. Hillary WINS..;)

    Hi Madeline.. this is just what i need to
    fulfill a mission of now.. and this my dear
    is just a Thank you.. as my way today is fear
    too long and exhausting at my place for mortal
    ears and eyes.. smiles again this.. is seven heRe!..;)

    And 36th.. 37th line HATE
    JUST FiNE treaSureMeAsure..
    OH THAT TRUMP DICK MOOR
    JUST SPOILS.. O’PINE.. SO LORE..
    NEVERLAND.. 40 LINES AND LIMERICK8..;)

    And by the way.. although i stay with white magic..
    this my friend is a black magic limerick spell
    that insures without a doubt that Trump’s Bell
    Falls.. and Hillary rises as metaphor practice
    Jesus lives again in equality of the lesser..45-9..:)

    Madeleine.. Kudos.. scrolling down here.. my friend..
    like the ice princess.. at 55 years old am i now in..
    and 230LB linebackers Frozen.. Muscling Now Men..
    i just let IT go in ballet..martial arts flow spiN
    Dance and like butterfly TiGer i sinGLioN..50-10..:)

    And after all.. my Grandfather.. a Catholic Priest
    from college in Limerick Ireland.. an author and
    surely a Limerick writer at some point then at least
    and hmm.. maybe that’s Dad’s origin of name Frederick2
    anyway.. i can prove it with Wiki fate link..55-11..:)

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Leo_Herbert_Lehmann

    Ah Lynn..
    see you at the
    end so skip here first
    before continuing where i leave off..
    and leaves of tree and sands of feet..
    soon will connect like dog on collar with you i hope..
    and so sad to lose a dog friend.. as you know i feel..
    from before of course.. but the rain of life under cloud lode
    does surround us.. just waiting to more fully soak in satiate Love..
    as you my friend.. Lynn.. no chalice or sacred cup necessary..
    just the water of Love overflowing as you..
    where a dog’s Love of past becomes
    your eyes of Loving More..
    Love is a sMile on a
    Dog’s face as
    our face too..
    comes Love as
    Smiling brighTest
    LiGht fuRry in Truth..:)

    Well.. one thing for sure is..
    there will be no escaping religion
    as pew poll suggests in the
    coming decades organized
    religion will only explode
    as those outside
    of religions
    are much
    less fertile..
    simple math..
    so any chance
    of change will
    come within
    religions
    as they
    are simply
    going to
    continue
    to rule
    with
    human
    hearts
    so i will make my
    change there..
    as change
    comes
    within
    places
    of real
    influence
    a few clerics and
    the pope if on the
    same sheet could
    change the world
    quickly now..
    more quickly
    than politics
    for
    sure..:)

    Well.. my friend.. the trials and tribulations of modern life are great..
    particularly for the college student who works 40 hours as i can relate..
    as back in the day i do three part time jobs at once..
    and a full load of school.. for three degrees..
    but i am amazed my friend at your poetic talent..
    and please don’t let the ‘haters’ here who i too..
    have to continue to go up against..
    to retain my artistic strength..
    to just be me.. as silly as that may be..
    in a place of sharing.. art.. instead of what is becoming
    more like the law enforcement atmosphere in the strident
    military environment i work in for 25 years or so..
    frankly it’s getting a little boring and
    repressing to me.. but my friend
    your words are welcome in my world..
    as i am a human who can not speak until age 4..
    and have trouble writing and orally expressing
    myself all my life.. particularly in emotional expression..
    now i let it all go in creativity.. and some people
    here more or less make it their job of telling
    me to ‘shut-up’.. i will never be shut up
    friend.. and i encourage you to continue
    to sing your poetry as the uncaged bird
    strives and drives to live free..
    and one day when you retire like me..
    i’m sure you too will go to every poet’s site and
    write poetic expressions in response as i do..
    with rarely a comment back..
    from some of these
    folks who are
    complaining at you.. simply because
    i do so much more than them..
    it doesn’t take a rocket
    scientist to just
    leave me alone
    and let me
    write.. either.. smiles..
    with due concern and some earned
    disrespect and disgust seeing four people
    gang up on you today.. my young friend…
    who is juggling more than some of these
    folks can likely imagine in their life..
    i tale it as i see it with zero fear..
    and i’m glad you do too..
    as the strong will
    always survive
    against all the haters of free..
    who strive always to do more than
    life serves them in
    the present of
    challenge..:)

    There are psychopathic killers in every culture and religion..
    it is not the religion or culture that is at fault fully..
    it is the human condition.. that easily
    falls prey to hate.. as they have not
    been taught to develop in Love
    at the daybreak
    of birth’s childhood
    free..
    mostly
    as a result
    of A parent(s)
    who are never
    developed to Love
    either.. the answer
    is Love.. but that comes
    from birth.. mostly.. religion..
    politics
    or not..
    Parents
    develop
    a child’s heart
    or
    not
    Love starts
    in the crib
    or
    NOT
    for the most
    part at least..:)

    Ah.. yes.. every season
    has its own flavor now of
    soup or spice.. liked or not..
    and death.. well.. now..
    death’s.. just noT
    like Life..
    particularly
    in Life.. the best
    of all scenarios
    Living Life ALIVE..:)

    A gift of canines bring meat..
    and nice to be respected
    when one is living
    and giving
    meats..
    cows
    have as much or more..
    feelings as humans
    for each other..
    there is no
    hiding
    emotion
    in any
    mammal’s
    eye.. those
    with eyes to
    see emotions
    in eyes.. sometimes
    lost in a scientist way..:)

    Rains can remind one of tears lost not found..
    Tears can wash away rains of past
    in spring of new.. fears bring
    clouds too.. but awash
    after comes Love..
    defeats black
    too..
    Love
    Red Hot
    aLive aGain..:)

    Oh.. Lord.. all the arguing of how the yard’s flowers will grow..
    my wife and i.. finally we both just let it go..
    and surprisingly with no help from
    fertilizer or additional water..
    the colors against
    adversity grow more beautiful than ever before..
    and that my friend.. seems.. makes human color too..
    for those who fight and never give up.. for who they are..:)

    Oh.. each human relationship becomes a living entity unto itself
    where each human has another relationship.. among the
    two.. unto each self separate as well..
    so while what we carry with us
    of that relationship
    may not be same
    but what remains
    even after
    death
    is
    a new
    relationship..
    still living as
    vital pArt eYes
    of
    US..:)

    Feeling all particles.. Creation
    connecting ’round us..
    quite a treat..
    feel all
    particles
    creation
    swimming
    US
    free
    diVine
    Waves
    Oceans flow
    particles we
    swim
    shore
    to Seas
    shinInG
    ONE ForCe
    NatURe US..:)

    Oh.. the ‘good’ old days..
    where the only TITilLations
    found are in a Sears and
    Roebuck catalog..
    now breasts
    are all
    about..
    but BUTTs
    are now
    the IN
    THING..;)

    Ah.. yes .. for those experiencing life with few emotions to no hope.. most all left is a serpent of reptilian brain for survival.. this thing lives..
    but doesn’t live.. at all.. in the colors
    of hope
    that
    make a rainbow
    of human real..
    where pots
    of GOLD
    live in
    more
    colors
    than
    yellow holes..:)

    Oh.. Joys of Life..MovinG
    ConnectinG..CreatinG…
    Ah..it’s ALL
    tHere for
    anyeveryone
    to see and hear..
    but sadly sidewalks
    cover as 2 dimensions
    Viewing Life.. moRe stiffLY..:)

    Ah.. yes… M.. time a memory sublime.. edges of grey.. forever time..
    Memory thought belies.. now.. more time.. than again..
    Sun rises.. erase grey.. now glows.. memory goes..
    Oh.. we are.. just i ce now.. glow
    we are a
    ray
    a
    Sun..:)

    By the way.. i rarely comment
    in grades of poetry
    but from what
    you inspire in
    me friend
    in all
    these
    poems
    you are
    #1
    so far
    my friend
    for NOW
    sMiLES..:)

    Ah.. the moon is a song that is always
    light.. dim and bright..
    Love is a tune
    that comes the
    strongest
    as grief
    explores
    a heart
    deeper..
    grief
    moves
    for those
    who embrace
    Love in the pale
    shades and hues
    in color of moon..:)

    Note.. per previous
    poem in
    sequence
    of dVerse..
    scene here..
    like i say
    for now..
    a synergy
    of moonlight..
    travels higher to
    ray a
    Sun..:)

    Oceans of emotions
    do storm outside
    nightmares
    so grey
    do reign inside..
    Moon oh moon..
    how do you escape..
    so bright so light
    a
    way
    as
    sea
    scape..:)

    kNow no’s n0w tapEstry LiFe..
    Senses Feelings so True
    connecting
    LiGht
    Waves pArticles
    Free Fields
    us
    US
    oNe
    ONe..:)

    As always
    answers
    start with
    a Mother’s
    Love.. UNconditional
    True.. and never cOld
    or
    old..
    when those arms
    reach around
    THE World
    THAT
    Truth
    Will Reign
    less race
    MORE color
    less religion
    or creed..
    LESS
    NATION
    less sexual
    orientation
    less greed
    less gender..
    MORE HUMAN
    LOVE
    NOW..
    A KISS
    OF MOTHER NATURE
    ALWAYS RAINS tRuth and LIGhT
    of
    Mother’s
    LOVE
    MAN
    i
    FeST
    OUR
    eYes
    in
    Arms of
    Love
    instead
    of
    COLD
    METAL GUNS..:)

    A comfort of soils in souls
    away from pain so
    deep nay
    a touch
    of human
    heart hears..
    1 million
    souls
    and
    the
    soul
    called
    greaTest
    country
    in the world
    can only take
    in less than
    one thousand..
    One Nation
    Under
    WHAT..
    WHAT…
    God
    waits
    for the
    answer…

    Leonardo Jesus2
    WiLL Be upsEt2
    lEarn hiS pen2iS
    eTchEd2
    st0ne1..:)

    Ah.. frUit of fAll..
    Apples sinG a sad refrain
    of killing frost
    and reigning
    snow..
    but eYes
    of Love so
    Warm and
    True
    Apple’s
    Cider
    tUrns
    LoVE
    to WaRM..:)

    Ah the rut.. the routine
    of garbage routes..
    oh.. the sanitation
    the clean
    a savior
    comes..
    Longer
    Lives
    facilitate by
    Sanitation
    Love.. HanDling
    garbage with
    Living breath..
    yes.. science of
    sanitation in play
    heals more people
    than all doctors
    in A world.. a
    Dump of prevention
    aLways best cure
    for ills to come..:)

    One foot touching sand
    moving may look
    same.. but grains
    of sand and toes
    feet never
    move sane
    two times..
    a tapestry
    we see of
    moving sAme
    but each step
    diffeRent
    in Love’s
    fEat..:)

    sAddest aRt of ALL
    are those
    who
    subTRaCT
    IT
    sHuT
    it up..
    Art sings..
    Art SinGs..
    simple as that
    COMPLEX NOW
    short or LONG..
    ArT LOVEs..
    sMiLES..
    We are only
    tools OF FOOLS
    until we
    become
    instruments
    of GOD
    with
    NO LIMITS
    OR EXPECTATIONS
    GOD ART THRiVES
    in no ONE BOOK
    NO one
    man
    or woman
    ALIVE or
    DEAD
    GOD
    LIVE
    AS i
    AS
    FREE!..:)

    sAddest aRt of ALL
    are those
    who
    subTRaCT
    IT
    sHuT
    it up..
    Art sings..
    Art SinGs..
    simple as that
    COMPLEX NOW
    short or LONG..
    ArT LOVEs..
    sMiLES..
    We are only
    tools OF FOOLS
    until we
    become
    instruments
    of GOD
    with
    NO LIMITS
    OR EXPECTATIONS
    GOD ART THRiVES
    in no ONE BOOK
    NO one
    man
    or woman
    ALIVE or
    DEAD
    GOD
    LiVE
    AS i
    AS
    FREE!..:)

    Ah.. yes.. to close eyes
    and hear.. is often
    listen more
    than seeing..:)

    Born a life of rights and wrongs..
    siN kNows no LiFE
    in bEach liFe
    sAnds
    feat..
    oh man
    oh woman
    no fRee..
    GOD
    LiVes iN
    SeAs mE
    Free.. no
    siN.. riGhT
    or wrOnG..
    just bE
    jusT feEL
    senSe
    ALiVE..:)

    Us ants crawling in mounds
    constructing we.. AStronauts
    travelinG far.. coming
    back.. an orb of eYe
    blue and green
    once beautiful
    and free..
    a cancer of
    human culture
    spreads upon the
    skEyE.. eating IT
    away carelessly
    selfishly greedily
    taking more
    than giving
    back..
    pieces of
    puzzle seem
    so small
    disconnecting
    close
    for tapestry
    whOle
    liVes in
    disGust
    from
    wInds
    aFar..
    eYes of stars
    lookinG below to eyeS
    of stars humans
    looKing above..
    spiRit deep within
    is saMe as stars aBove..
    oNly when we see
    wITh stars of
    ONE..
    WiLL we heal
    the earth
    before
    stars of
    us alone..
    destroy
    US dead
    alive..
    Stars above
    stars below
    Uni-Verse
    i’s LivE
    ALLONe..:)

    And FOR now this
    ends 40 poetic
    expressions
    in response
    to 40 poems
    from dVerse
    online
    Poet’s
    Pub..
    a Labor
    of Love
    celebrating
    Labor DAY
    ONE DAY
    early
    Y
    NOT..;)

  19. Well done, as always. I don’t understand how you manage to be so prolific. 🙂

    • Madeleine.. Kudos.. scrolling down here.. my friend..
      like the ice princess.. at 55 years old am i now in..
      and 230LB linebackers Frozen.. Muscling Now Men..
      i just let IT go in ballet..martial arts flow spiN
      Dance and like butterfly TiGer i sinGLioN..50-10..:)

      And after all.. my Grandfather.. a Catholic Priest
      from college in Limerick Ireland.. an author and
      surely a Limerick writer at some point then at least
      and hmm.. maybe that’s Dad’s origin of name Frederick2
      anyway.. i can prove it with Wiki fate link..55-11..:)

      https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Leo_Herbert_Lehmann

  20. https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2015/09/04/searching/comment-page-1/#comment-9737

    ^^^

    Ah.. new friend Zee.. human roads.. sidewalks.. are all roadblocks and dark clouds to human happiness as human happiness is not lined.. it flows in balance as two feet as one.. emotions and senses fully expressed.. regulating and integrating.. in human moving.. connecting.. and creation activity ways..

    Well.. when i look for answers that work.. i look to Nature and forget the culture of the present as all cultures and religions are designed to house and control humans in large societies that they are not naturally evolved to live in.. where at most humans are comfortable with about 150 to 200 sets of eyes connecting and not looking away…

    For hundreds of thousands of years our ancestors are foragers.. a mix of hunters and gatherers who survive by moving invisibly in escaping predator and capturing prey.. and what that means is left and right feet must be balanced as one.. to move quietly.. as quietly as not moving leaves of a Yogi Monk’s rice paper in TAI CHI like way… if you will… or if that does not bring a picture to mind.. imagine walking on thin paper and not tearing it with your feet…

    WE LIVE a life these days mostly stuck in thoughts of our heads.. and all the major philosophies that are written in the world mostly focus on ideals and thinking rather than moving imaginatively and creatively as a first natural step to human animal happiness..

    Move.. Connect.. Create.. sums up three natural ways as one to human happiness..

    For me.. free style dance and martial arts works best.. as it allows me the feedback through my body to regulate emotions.. and integrate senses.. and increase the nuance of emotions.. and senses.. as our vagal nerve carries our feelings from brain to gut.. spreading all around our body.. in an almost infinite number of true chakras as neurons connect throughout our bodies.. but the 7 chakra metaphor is a basic picture of what’s going on when mind becomes balancing with body.. as regulated and integrated force of human being…

    But sitting still meditation is not the way of a forager human animal.. to move is to survive with innate instinct and intuition.. and until we can become comfortable in our own animals skins.. anxiety often reigns.. destroying any possibility for true human bliss in contentment of being what we are naturally still evolving to be as forager for survival and a socially cooperative animal who reciprocates communication.. mostly non-verbal.. and creates to share naturally instead of collecting tools and becoming the tools ourselves.. losing our humanity in human flesh and blood moving.. connecting.. and creating..

    We’ve lost touch with our humanity overall..

    And again.. for me it’s dance.. i’m more emotionally regulated and sensory integrated with enhanced focus and short term working memory than ever before.. and after being diagnosed with what is named Asperger’s Syndrome.. in middle age.. where this cultural meme is similarly expressed on the Big Bang TV show.. as a group of ‘egg heads’ stuck in a head of thinking do so well as actors in expressing the socially awkward difficulties of being out of balance with our human animal instincts and intuitions.. in moving and connecting to each other freely.. and creatively with ease.. with a mind and body in all natural moving.. connecting and creating balance..

    Well.. I for one cure what ‘they’ say is impossible to cure.. on my own.. for me in creative way..

    and although i may not look like i will break out in 4000 miles of joyous dance in the last 2 years in public.. i just do it.. and have documented the whole joyous experience..

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/08/23/4000-miles-of-dance-walking-now/

    And yes.. it works.. as the smiling faces who dance with me prove
    in irrefutable way.. to the tune of several hundred pictures and
    around 400 smiling faces so far.. that only make
    me smile more.. when i review them in blog way..

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/09/gods-muse-of-dance/

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/03/19/666-months-of-dance/

    Again.. dance is not the only way to happiness for sure..

    but overall it is a path that humans have been
    using for scores of thousands of years..

    humans move away from this art
    in the repressing Victorian
    age but now it is
    coming
    back
    like a storm
    of naked humans
    dancing around
    a campfire
    in
    moonlit
    bliss..
    simple
    human
    bliss..
    smiles..

    i read this wonderful post.. like it..
    and think about how i will respond
    during an intense workout of ballet like
    dance.. and martial arts.. at my military
    gym.. and this my friend Zee
    is what comes
    from that
    real flesh
    and blood
    experience..

    And no.. there are no lessons and
    instructions for me.. it is all free style..
    in my opinion lessons and instructions
    are just more blocks to true imagination
    and creativity in an art of dance for life..:)

  21. ^^^

    Well.. back with my Black..
    “i’m not Insane my Mother Had me tested’
    shirt associated with the Big Bang Show..
    and Sheldon Cooper and all his
    college degrees..
    but me being mysterious
    in dancing art.. rather
    than the old book
    worm
    smart..:)

  22. https://shadowsofthedivine.wordpress.com/2015/05/13/bless-me/comment-page-1/#comment-4039

    ^^^

    Well.. today is the 5th and not the 6th and i will come a day early to visit you my friend Lala Rukh AKA White Pearl.. from before.. as Love Has no rules but Love.. sMiles..

    And this morning a like from you on my blog is like a 10K word treatise of Love that i am currently working on.. and i am currently praising friends and Nature.. and you my friend are part of that.. so i am writing this now to you.. to celebrate my friendship with you again as well.. AS this will be a part of THAT..:)

    You see i am blessed with the gift of moving.. connecting.. and creating but as you know AND FEEL.. i have none of those gifts for almost 66 months.. and before that.. i have little to no creative ability in expressing something truly original.. for about 4 decades or so..

    So yes.. i know and feel all too well the dry spells of life away from moving.. connecting.. and creating as well as severe physical illness where the only Savior is GOD and a wait of NOW for GOD to save me.. at GOD’s discretion where GOD gives me signs and ways of healing eventually through GOD given gifts of human innate instinct.. and intuition..

    So yes.. as much as i wish i could look into your flesh and blood eyes.. and give you this spark.. this gift of GOD that lives within me so deep now.. IN expresSING.. Creativity that i feel you long so much for as your post says here from May.. i know and feel THAT Truth and Light that is between GOD and you.. and no matter how much you are loved by family and friends like me..

    Only you and GOD have scale iNow of Feeling and Knowing.. to bring you the gifts of life.. that i am sure do still LIVE and LOVE.. deep within you just waiting to flower again.. like they do in the Summer of 2013.. like magic about the same time this happens with me.. Yes.. i visit the blog you have before.. where you talk mostly about food and pretty clothing as many Muslim women focus on the journey for the customs of cultural marriage.. but obviously a switch is turned on.. and Lala the Food and Clothes girl.. becomes an Enlightened Philosopher.. Writer.. and Poetry Person.. overnight.. like me.. almost overnight.. with eyes lit up with Moon and Stars…

    This is how GOD works through grace of human gifts.. it is magic.. no doubt.. as it comes and goes on GOD’s scale of intent.. meaning.. and purpose NOW.. when NOW comes.. through GOD’s eyes and ears manifest in human..

    So anyway.. this is my tribute to Lala Rukh.. a girl I think of often.. who i always pray for the greaTest Gifts of Life.. for happiness.. peace.. and Love to COME FOR HER AGAIN.. AND AGAIN.. and this Spirit of creativity expressed that means so much to her will always Live and Live again.. in the written word here or however else she chooses to express IT..

    But again.. GOD is magic.. and so are we.. even when we lose all emotions.. including faith.. hope.. and belief.. this spirit of GOD is just welling up inside us manifest as us.. coming to explode.. in emotions and senses IN Will of survival and all stuff associated with Love..

    But anyway.. as you must know and feel by now.. i am different.. there are no limits or expectations of Love for me.. and perhaps folks like Katy Perry in her song ET.. and Lady Gaga in her song Born This Way.. are new age prophets.. taling a story of future.. NOW.. wHere people like US will RAIN a New Unconditional Love in AND ON the World.. that is one of old.. come new again.. before ‘THE APPLE’.. fall away from THE ALL innate.. instinctual and intuitive Spirit of GOD who lives naked and free in US.. and the fall of human to material stuff.. where BEFORE AGAIN NOW.. no one is afraid to dance naked as GOD’s children..

    like me.. YES..

    NO regrets.. no shame.. no sins.. all forgiven.. Naked and Free…

    LOVE WITH touching DANCING eyes.. and

    flesh.. and yes.. human words too..

    WITH this great Love
    GOD gifts us with..
    all natural..
    all FREE..
    ALL
    US..

    i will be waiting for your words my friend..
    if IT takes me to my last
    grasp
    for
    breath..

    and no.. i am not going to die anytime
    soon GOD willing.. GOD still
    has much more
    for
    me
    to
    JUST
    DO..
    as Nike
    and Magic
    says.. JUST GO
    GOD
    GO..
    IN
    US..
    MOVE
    CONNECT
    CREATE
    WITH
    HUMAN
    UNCONDITIONAL PASSIONATE TOUGH LOVE!
    PERHAPS WE DO NEED A NEW NIKE SHOE..
    NIKE LOVE..
    EVOLVING
    BY GOD IN
    US
    ALLONE..
    WHERE FEET
    KISS DANCE
    WITH EACH
    OTHER
    INSTEAD
    OF RUN…
    I LOVE YOU
    LALA RUKH
    SmILES..:)

    AND THiS WiLL BE THE
    NAME OF THE NEW
    ‘NIKE SHOE’..
    MY NEXT
    BLOG
    POST
    ‘LOVE sMiLES’..:)

    http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/03/free-verse-nude-poetry.html

  23. From Friend Rafiah’s Facebook Page

    ^^^

    Katie Mia: ‘Julia and Julie.. First movie based on a blog and you are already a star on my wordy blog.. Smiles.. And ha! If ‘they’ ever make a movie about it Rafiah will be a star there too.. In fact Rafiah is a star with a moon.. More flesh and blood drama.. A blog can be a reality show too.. Smiles again.. KMF and Rafiah’..:)

    Rafiah: ‘You flatter me. No, actually you are spoiling me..B-)

    Katie Mia: ‘Trust me.. MORE.. MUCH more to come.. very few people in this world EVER are brave enough to be my friend.. and i never ever forget them.. and will always shower them with Love.. ETERNALLY NOW.. WITH A TEAR.. as Love of the Unconditional Kind rarely touches my Life.. Friend.. you SPOIL ME.. AND INSPIRE ME.. thousands of words more.. and MUCH MORE!..:)

    Air is always good
    There IS a time
    when i cannot breathe..
    Now i Love EVERY BREATH..
    SAME WITH
    LOVE..:)

    AIR IS LOVE..:)

    YES.. IT IS nice to go out in my all private back yard
    and breathe the Air of Naked Dance..
    Sorry.. a little TOO much information..
    smiles.. butt FReED.. ALL FREED!
    i am going there now..
    see you online
    later WITH!
    clothes..:)

  24. This new post LOVE sMiLES is dedicated to the people who influence me the most in the recovery of my humanity online and in the world of dance.. in the last two years.. outside of other family members and older friends…

    Brian Miller from dVerse Poetry Pub.. the infamous Mr. X..
    and other aliases joining in on all the fun on
    this blog in the last couple of months..

    Lala Rukh.. from above..
    Rafiah Asif.. from above..
    Himali Shah.. from above..
    Chelsea.. the sweet blonde girl in my dance photos pictured above..
    Courtney.. the sweet brunette girl in my dance photos pictured above..
    Maggie.. their sweet friend with red hair.. who is not in the dance photos above..

    Yes.. there are others who are not currently starring in my blog.. and new others ..
    but these are currently my biggest blog stars.. outside of my cats too..
    who bring me much Love and Happiness
    in Life and inspire so many of these
    millions
    of
    words
    and other
    STUFF
    OF
    LOVE..:)

  25. Himali Shah says:

    Oh Fred ! That is so sweet and I love the message behind this post. Much love and blessings to you and Kate. You are truly a kindered soul.

    • Hi Himali.. thanks so much for visiting my
      ‘ Tree of Life Today’.. and truly i am waiting for you to come..
      to this tree as my ‘7th Kindred SOUL Friend’.. before i pos
      t this next post named.. ‘Love SmiLES’.. COMING..

      So thank you seventh SOUL Friend.. you are one of
      the ones i have been looking for..
      and perhaps that sounds
      a little mysterious
      and sacred
      and
      even perhaps
      a little holy
      but we
      are all
      Holy
      Beings
      in eYes
      of GOD
      and part of that
      is acknowledging
      it… affirming it
      and most
      importantly
      practicing it
      in flesh and blood
      human moving
      connecting
      creating
      Life..
      We are the
      bread and WINe
      of GOD but WE
      are not a chalice
      we are not
      limited by
      forms of
      materialism..
      we are the
      water.. the..
      air.. and the
      Fire of the
      Earth my
      friend
      Himali
      sMILES
      YES SMILES
      OF LOVE
      HIMALI
      SHAH..:)

  26. Himali Shah says:

    You have a wonderful blog my dear brother. I just wish if you could use the “Read More” tag so that the posts on the home page are easy to identify. Please try that. It is really simple and makes your blog reader friendly.

    You can refer :

    http://shakenandstirredweb.com/1387/quick-tip-add-a-continue-reading-link-cut-off-on-front-page-posts

    • And thanks Himali. for the great advice to gain more
      readership with the Word Press feature..
      ‘READ MORE’.. as i am well aware
      how difficult it is for some
      folks to open any
      posts at all
      here with
      a slow
      computer
      or Internet connection..
      i am fortunate with my iMac
      associated hardware tools..
      and my fast broad band
      Interent connection..
      as it opens
      up smooth
      as butter
      for me..
      at least
      on my desktop..
      haha.. as portable
      is still clunky with
      all these megabytes
      of communication..
      no holds barred..
      Actually this blog is designed
      by me for that very purpose as
      i use this blog in my premium
      business subscription that
      i pay each year.. as a
      freeST wide open
      palette for Art..
      and i want
      as little
      structure
      as possible for that..
      While I always Love for people
      to visit me and read me here..
      and give them my undivided
      and full Loving Attention
      when they come commenting..
      AND i am a traveling
      blog.. haha!
      and dancer
      who goes
      without
      any of this
      home base now..
      never the more..
      i am just human..
      and what i do here..
      takes an incredible
      amount of energy..
      focus.. patience..
      perseverance..
      and hours
      on end
      of writing
      in this trance
      like theta state
      of creative mind
      waves coming to life…
      If i write like the average
      Word Press person.. and make
      it very easy to read.. i will be
      more in response mode
      than writing mode..
      to the eventual
      small talk
      of everyday… which is something
      i will Love to do.. perhaps one day..
      but for now i am mostly a solitary
      monk and dancer on a Lone
      Wolf mission for Love..
      Still walking the
      deserts of Life
      in a way.. if you will..
      in a kind of Muslim metaphor
      for Ramadan.. 365 days a year..
      most hours of everyday.. and
      I have two other Blogger Blogs
      that receive 10 times more views
      than this one.. obviously for that
      very reason.. that this one
      is designed for the ACT of
      ART.. more than the
      end product I provide
      on the other two blogs
      and i also have many
      other avenues across
      the Internet to
      get my messages
      through in both
      words and
      non-verbal
      ways of
      social
      communication
      of deeper human meanings..
      numbering about 1.2 million
      views just on Google plus in
      about the last two and a half
      years.. with very little
      to no promotion..
      and no monetary
      advertising
      from
      me..
      So for now it is a balance.. if you will..
      and for metaphor.. i feel like i
      need to kinda be a thief
      in the night now..
      where most
      people read
      me more
      than know
      me in a personal
      way like the ones
      who care enough to step
      across these road blocks
      who are most always
      exceptional souls
      that inspire
      me so
      much MORE
      to spread an
      UNCONDITIONAL
      PASSIONATE
      TOUGH
      TRUTH
      AND LIGHT
      MESSAGE OF LOVE..

      I HAVE A POLICY of TOTAL
      TRANSPARENCY IN WHAT i do..
      GOD speaks to me in metaphors
      in Signs of Synchronicity
      that have NOW.. NO
      human expectations
      or limits other
      that the fAct
      they are
      psychologically
      and Spiritually
      meaningful to me..
      but almost every day..
      these signs from GOD
      i experience that only
      i for one.. can
      probably fully
      understand
      bring tears
      to my eYes
      and those
      tears from
      GOD my friend
      are worth the LITERAL
      INCONVENIENCE OF
      THE MYTHICAL BIBLICAL
      JOB.. WHO i am a real
      flesh and blood
      proven
      Survivor if
      not in greater
      human challenge
      of suffering than
      what has
      been written
      before.. the
      book of GOD
      has no limits
      or expectations
      of human bound
      books.. and that
      my friend is part
      of why
      this blog
      reflects that
      as it does..
      i may never be able
      to fully describe what i am
      attempting to metaphor to you
      friend in human words now..
      but it is JUSTHE
      GreaTest Gift
      i can NOW
      imaGinE
      to BE
      a
      pAL
      WitH GOD..
      YES! GREAtEST
      LOVE SmiLES!
      and yes! i am
      LESS and
      GOD
      IS GREAtEST!
      With YOU!
      my Sister Friend Himali
      and others.. aS WelL..:)

      • Himali Shah says:

        Ahhhh… I appreciate your view point and I truly love the way you express things. It is just that at times when I am accessing your site via my mobile it is difficult to browse through. But i like the overall feel of your blogs 🙂 Especially the wonderful pictures and your poems !

        • Ahh.. then yes.. my friend Himali.. that is part of my
          effort to provide friends like you with
          an alternative if they care to
          pursue that on mobile
          as even i have
          to resort
          to accessing
          my blogger blog
          on mobile most
          often.. with the
          ones with all
          the photos
          as linked
          here..

          http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com

          The KATiE MiA Aghogday.. Blog
          has the more clunky Disqus
          commenting feature..
          and is very
          busy with
          extra features
          but the blog
          linked here
          is streamlined
          and much easier
          to access as only
          one post is usually
          included on one
          page and
          the archives
          are easily
          accessible
          on the right
          side of the
          page along
          with my initial
          ‘manifesto’ of ‘about
          me’ written as an e-mali
          response with a casual
          acquaintance on
          Facebook in
          a little
          PM
          conversation.. yes..
          my first new entrance
          into creativity in the
          end of February..
          beginning of March
          2013.. before then
          i am more or less
          just a dead
          speaking
          scientist
          with
          no
          sMiles
          at all..
          BEyOnD
          saDness
          mY Sister Friend Himali..:)

  27. https://decodinghappiness.wordpress.com/2015/09/05/my-dearest-teacher/#comment-4611

    ^^^

    yOu aRe mY LoveLy
    TEACHer FRiEnd
    JuST
    LiKE
    thIs..:)

    10 WoRdS
    10..:)

    Love Kisses
    with or
    without
    Lips
    and Cheeks..:)

  28. ^^^

    LOVE sMiLES..
    written here as comments
    but not posted ’till later today..
    smiles.. words finished but more photos
    to come.. after a day at
    church
    and
    farm..
    wHere
    GoD
    LiVES
    Freer
    than
    brick
    and mortar..
    but often still
    behind fences
    and
    pens..
    Love lives
    free in eyes
    of Cows
    and
    Pigs..
    Sheep
    and Goats
    live
    freer
    than
    human
    Sheep…

  29. annell4 says:

    Again I was able to read some of what you wrote…but there must be something wrong between your computer and mine, the words keep jumping around, and it is hard to read, impossible, takes my breath away….makes me dizzy….

    • HI annell4.. Thanks so much for taking the time.. effort.. patience.. and difficulty.. in scrolling down this far to provide this nice comment explaining why you have problems accessing this blog post..

      Using Microsoft Word to copy all the comment section words.. here.. for measure in word count… the comments sections here before this comment is 18, 292 words.. and when I write Epic Free Verse Poetry/Prose in this new style of multimedia writing.. including photos and videos.. the comments section is also part of the whole of effort.. so you just perused.. albeit with much difficulty.. 18,292 words of comments.. plus 6,408 words of the main body of this work of ART that makes a grand total of 24,700 words… which is the longest piece of free verse reality poetry/prose.. i have accomplished in one blog post yet..

      So yes.. this is like browsing a Novella for sure.. approaching full Novel size at 40,000 words.. in what is about a 24 hour effort for me… with the words here in the comments section.. perhaps becoming my greatest main body effort as well.. as the record for that is around 14.3K words.. so far too.. as this comments section is going to be transformed tonight into a blog post titled LOVE sMiLES.. and yes.. it will be several MiLES long.. or so.. with photos.. videos.. and words.. for metaphor..

      Anyway.. i never plan the length.. or size of what i do.. it’s just a journey.. of what comes will come.. unless of course i face prompt restrictions where my smallest effort so far.. is about 13 words for one poetic effort.. and when i sing and dance the range is like that too.. from low bass reaching close heights of soprano.. to the ballet free style dance i do.. 4000 miles now in the last two years everywhere i go in public.. transformed into a martial arts free style too..

      i see and hear no limits my friend.. and what comes from that is this.. and sadly technology has not yet caught up with this human being.. particularly with the word press version of my blogs.. as it is kinda clunky with multi-media heavy posts.. but as mentioned to a friend above.. when people ask for an accommodation for slow hardware and Internet connections.. that really hinders access to what i do here.. i provide an alternate trimmed down.. blogger blog that loads much faster without the jumping around that can happen.. with slower computers and Internet connections via this Word Press Version..

      Anyway.. if I haven’t provided it to you before.. here it is again.. just in case you are interested in what i do here.. and would like a better way to access what I do here.. in a more accessible avenue.. for weaker computers and Broad Band Access..

      So here is the link friend.. and thanks so much for stopping by and letting me know about your difficulty in accessing my site.. i continue to enjoy your poetry.. and wish you continued great success with it… annell4.. sMiLES!..:)

      http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com

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    Yeah.. i got your greeting card WrITE here.. but a much longer one coming in ‘LOVE sMiLES’.. but not likely as long as the last blog post.. ‘Matchbox Catches Fire’.. that ended up being TWENTY-FIVE-THOUSAND-TWO-HUNDRED-TWELVE words long.. including the comments section that is always part of the whole of the Freest Verse Reality.. Poetry and Prose.. Multi-Media.. show i do.. definitely the size of a Novella.. approaching a Novel size of 40K.. words.. but for me.. it’s just another day on the job of writing.. while some folks take a year or more to do something like that..

    It makes me giggle when people tale me.. i must be lucky not to work.. HA! WTF do they think writing 20K words in a day.. is.. dancing a martial arts free style ballet like dance.. everywhere in public 4000 miles.. in just two years.. and getting 400 or so selfies done.. with 400 or so Gorgeous twenty year something year old girls.. 74 weeks now.. in dancing Thursday Nights.. for 3 or 4 hours straight without a break..

    Oh.. yeah.. and then there are somewhere around 80K or so photos in two years too.. and hell no that’s not all.. the thing is I haven’t earned a frigging penny.. so some real fool will suggest ’cause i didn’t get a penny i am a lazy bum.. while i got news for that fool… Jesus was a fool.. just about like me..

    And most of the time.. it’s some fundamentalist Christian that will say stuff like this behind my back.. as hell no.. no one has the gonads to stay stuff like that to my face.. as yeah.. there’s that extra effort of pressing half a ton… 25 times.. now.. maxing most all the other weights on the Nautilus side at the military gym.. i never miss in the last two years.. either.. where i can kick any target in a 360 degree radius.. with THAT power of a half ton.. behind my feet.. yeah.. i’m A lazy SUPER LAZY BUM.. smiles.. and that’s just for any haters that happen to be in the audience.. winks..wink emoticon

    And on top of that part of my covenant with GOD is to inform the audience with total transparency of all of what i’m doing.. just so no one revises what i do.. and gETs the fACTs Wrong…wink emoticon

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