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We
forgot to
FEEL.. wee
Baby linKing
Mother breast..
gazing blues see
Love brown touch..
We forgot to move..
sitting still in class all
day.. skipping recess to
connect to screens.. We
forgot to connect.. NO not
to screams of Screens Lives..
but human breast.. and hips
of eyes that move and smile..
BUTT most of all we forgot Now
to create ..to play.. a Life.. aLive..
without imagination and creativity
with moving feat.. of toes spread out..
we forgot
to LIVE
we
die THAT
in LIfe
WE
Forgot
’till
DEATH
A PART

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http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/09/love-smiles-free-verse-nude-poetry.html

The Truth and LifgHT of Love
is Always enough
and as always
Friend Lala Rukh..
YOU iNspiRe JUST THAT..:)

THAT IS ALL i Have to GiVE..
And TAKE with me ALLways
eternAllY NOW..:)

Yes..  Rafiah..

‘they’ say the music a person listens to..

says a lot about the person’s soul.. and i suppose this music says

you believe that Love is more Powerful than death.. and in the movie Skyfall..

it truly is about a ‘Hobby’ of Resurrection of Death as Life.. and giving one’s life if necessary to protect others.. so yeah.. everyone needs strong leading women and men in their life…

Do i ever tale you.. you are one of my strong leading women of life.. well if not.. i hope this says it all.. i could say more.. but your browser might not be able to open.. THAT.. haha!…;)

But anyway.. Adele the singer.. has a powerful emotionally inspiring beautiful voice.. that wins the Academy Award in 2012.. for original song.. and since in that year.. i still live in the Dead Zone before my ‘soft resurrection’ in Summer of 2013.. i have no effective use of my eyes and ears then for music or video.. for 66 months.. so if not for you today.. i may never hear or see this song.. as then.. there IS no pop culture for me.. zero.. not a.. ALL NULL and VOID.. YES.. DEATH IN LIFE… FOR what makes us human IN ART..:)

AND James Bond is always one of my favorite movies.. ever since Doctor NO.. in 1952.. i have the early Sean Connery.. movies on Blue Ray.. and the real reason I Love James Bond so much.. is because.. he is like my father in Law Enforcement Super Cool with that perennial cigarette in his hand.. never breaking a sweat.. never showing FEAR.. THE ultimate Father Figure.. who leaves me before I can remember him at 3 years old.. and visits with me a few hours.. twice a year.. where i have a crash course to try to be a man..

So yeah.. James Bond is more like my father…

So yeah.. in ending i guess I will say…

Fred.. Fred Bond.. ha!..

or the Six Million Dollar man..

Lee Majors..

or Robert Conrad off the

show the Wild Wild West..

while my father always promised

to come see us.. more.. he never

came through.. but Sean.. Lee.. and

Robert.. were always waiting on TV

or at the theater to be my role

models as Father…

to be A

MAN

With no tears
FOR FEARS
WITH TEARS
OF LOVE

And by t

he way.. in 2008..

during the Catholic Lent

Period.. then.. i face death

twice and survive.. And then

NOW.. i die in life as alive.. now..

And on 7..22..2013.. i rise again..

in yes.. human ‘soft resurrection’..

these metaphors of religion.. are NO

fairy tales.. they are as Real as NOW

IN METaphor.. IN Life.. AND LOVinG

LiGhts

LIFE
of
TRUTH..:)

Hmm.. instead of words.. my friend X..
how about.. some moon wide WAKE..
AND Shakira.. oh.. the mythoLogical
SHE WOLF.. says it all to me..
‘Moon’s aWake n0w..
EyES WiDE OPEN’..
and wHen IT
fulLY breaThes
Love
RISES
AND FaLLS..
AND RiSES AGAiN..;)

http://www.whitewolfpack.com/2011/07/legend-of-she-wolf-of-tsla-wat.html

So i’m shaving…yes.. JUST shAving..
the Military Gym closes early on Holiday’s
so that JUST means more early working out for me..
on Labor Day.. so while i’m ‘in tHere’.. t
his ‘little birdie’.. named ‘synchronicity’..
‘says’.. in how ‘Synchronicity says it’..
‘Fred play this sonG now’..

God
is F in
Hilarous!..;)

At Least
WtH i….

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/23_enigma

And yes..
tHIS IS
a much lonGer
EniGma..
AND IT IS
SynchroniciTy2…

My neighbors find disdain in my yard.. when i let the
Dandelions grow wild and free.. oh i Love Nature
and cannot even kill a Dandelion.. the heart of an empath i am.. BUT..
and A big BUT.. i have really big canine teeth.. in fact having to get a cap..
once the Dentist says oh what big teeth you have Fred.. a little bigger
and we will have to special order one just to try it on..
yes.. while i have a very big smile.. a little
wider and the Shark Teeth in the back
appear.. and yes.. i can look like
a werewolf on the turn of a
DIME OF A FULL MOON..
but i will not show you..
less you never
like another
one of
my blog
posts haha!..
but seriously.. this is a fascinating topic..
there are inherent factors that predispose some
cultures per genetics in eating more or less meat..
and of environmental factors like having pet cows..
and a culture of Loving Nature.. generates much more
empathy among human beings.. so yes.. one may find
the nicest folks in India.. as i definitely find is the case so
far online.. and Muslim people are kinda nice too.. but
just not quite as open friendly as folks in India..
But anyway.. the only thing that separates
Hannibal the Cannibal from ‘Super Heroes’..
is that Hannibal has no fear.. and no
human empathy at all.. and Super
Heroes have so much empathy
that they cannot separate
their needs from the
needs of others
and will
willingly
lay down
their life for their
fellow human beings
but one thing for sure is..
severe stress and or physical
illness can take human empathy
away.. and starvation.. is a key potential
factor.. but my dear Prajakta.. you will probably
starve to death when it comes to that.. as i imagine
even if you lose your empathy.. your aversion is so strong
when you take the first juicy bite of human you will upchuck
that flesh and blood.. even if cooked.. with a mighty sudden purge…
As an empath losing my emotions and affective empathy feelings where
i cannot even feel comfort from a cat.. fortunately I had plenty to eat.. and
i do not even want to think.. what might of happened if I was starving to death..
as i will tale you this.. as a person who survived the worse pain known to mankind..
type two trigeminal neuralgia during all waking hours for 66 months.. named the suicide
disease.. the human will for survival.. is incredibly strong.. our serpent AKA reptilian brain
WILL FRIGGING DO ANYTHING TO SURVIVE.. UNLESS THERE IS A GUN AND A TRIGGER….

IF I HAD OWNED A GUN.. I LIKELY WILL NOT BE HERE NOW.. I ALREADY KNEW WHAT IT
FELT LIKE TO SUFFOCATE.. FROM DYSAUTONOMIA.. SO HANGING WAS OFF THE TABLE..

YES… i have much respect for those who do whatever it takes within reason to survive.. and
beyond murder.. where affection of attachment leaves.. meat is life.. and life is meat.. and
plants are life.. too.. but all eat each other.. in someway or another.. from the bottom
of the food chain to top.. and i love plants
too.. and now that i visit a farm and
look at the loving animals in the
eyes.. it gets harder
and harder
to look
at that
red
meat… It’s
ALL RELATIVE..:)

More than anything my first
and only child teaches
me through all the
misery and pain is
the basic lesson
is Life wants
to Live..
to forget
that.. is
a life of
ease
un ease
inspiration
comes as living
instead
of dying
now..
in my best
appease..:)

I come
here for
the title..
Brigita..
sonG.. sMiles
and beForE
it diSappEars
agaiN.. smiLes
agaIn.. you
are fRiggNg
F iN Hilarous..;)

Hi there2 Zee.. i’ve been doing this freeLY as a joy of life online
since the Summer of 2013.. and for some reason
and i INUIT AS feeling.. MOST people who
seem to hear me are from Pakistan
and India.. Egypt..
perhaps i am
born in the wrong
place.. as i am
invisible
where i live
except with mostly
the younger crowd..
but my spirit of dance
in life is genderless…
ageless.. religionless
ONE race of US..
nationless.. truly
it is human
my friend..
and if i can
do something
to get the world
to dance as a Universal
Language of Love Free with
the Spirit of Human
Cooperation greater
together i will
aim higher
and higher
and just
do it..
always
now..
as tHere is
no positive effort
in human eyes or
ears that is too small
from the little disabled
boy who waters a sapling
tree as his greaTest joy
and a young shy man
and brave young
woman meet
later after
the boy’s
death..’we’
can call
him ‘Aylan’
for NOW..
and this couple
is so inspired by the
beauty of this tree
that college educated
tree scholars suggest is
one of a kind.. THAT the
young shy smart man
falls in love with the
brave woman..
and eventually
the young man inspired SO MUCH
by this woman’s Love and the
kind love of all teachers and
parents who make him the
strong soul he is now..
becomes a great
political leader OF WORLD
and makes a decision
and ACTION that saves
the world from
sure destruction..
SO who is the savior
of the world.. THE Tree..
Aylan.. the brave young
Woman.. now wife.. older Man..
THE parents.. the teachers..
WELL truly as always the
ENTIRE TREE OF LIFE
IS THE savior.. and when
WE as leaves branch
out and connect
instead of falling..
or fall and rise
again AS beautiful
new trees we
ALL save the
world ALWAYS
NOW AND LIVE
IN EACH OTHERS EYES..
i don’t know you friend but
i Love you.. and i often think
why is that so hard.. but
i FEEL BETTER BY
JUST LOVING
FOR NO
REASON
AT ALL..
BUT
LOVE..
sMiles..
there is no time
too small or too large
NOT
TO LOVE
EVERYONE
SAME AS LOVE..
and you have
a friend forever
now.. God willing..
with no strings
attached
but
Love..
as you my friend
prove you can
hear me..
smiles..
so in other
words i’ll
be back
some
more..
as time
now goes
on..:)

Yes..  Kathy.. in January 2008..

i select the ‘user name’ Aghogday to

express Another Ground Hog Day

everyday in a real human hell.. of 19 medical disorders.. and

worse of all the TOTAL LOSS OF MY HEART SPIRIT AND SOUL..

And then I go to a little online site that collectively is a virtual Hell of mostly lost Souls who also do not have the ability to fully express and desire an emotional life of Human being.. on November 26th of 2010.. when the pain of my eyes can finally tolerate a screen set to the dimmest setting with my weak eyes 2 or 3 inches from screen to see it.. at all.. AS prescription glasses only turn the hatch blade of pain in my eyes stronger..

Yes.. at this Wrong Planet online Hell..

the human emotional life

of a real life heart.. again..

is lost among most folks..

NULL expressing those gone emotions..

where some may have never had this spirit

from the beginning of life.. with minds and bodies..

disconnecting.. to the point that they become

only words on a screen most of the day..

Yes.. again.. IN a virtual hell separated from the organic life of feeling touching.. emotional and sensory life in a three dimensional world free and real separate from virtual hell.. and i become like Lucifer eventually.. living in virtual online hell.. but becoming light bearer slowly but surely.. and amazingly the lights in my heart.. spirit and soul.. become flood lights stronger that i ever think is possible..

And those lights grow brighter now than ever..

starting in July of 2013.. and this Summer..

after two more years in online Wrong Planet Hell..

i finally get banned a month for being creative..

among an army of zombies..

so heaven is finally here for me

day ’round now ’round..

as I am not going back

to online hell where creativity

is banned.. and what comes next..

whatever that is.. has no limits or expectations..

as there is more than the sky is the limit of real dimensions

of existence now.. that go far beyond.. three..

my friend.. as real now..

once again..:)

i come ‘here’ via Prajakta’s site..
and i am impressed by ‘your post’
and even more so by all your
thoughtful and considerate
replies to all who post here..
And what i truly believe is that all things
in life dark and light work toward all that IS
and sometimes although we have a hard time
seeing how the greaTest of tragedies mix as light
after the fact of tragedies.. often we do see a strange
mix of magic in dark and light.. and what i am going to
believe to honor this young boy’s life.. will go to the extreme
as yes.. i believe in Nature’S AKA God’s Magic.. and i will be
brave enough to go ahead and say.. this young boy’s martyred
death will be one of many saviors of the world like a chain
reaction to prevent World War III.. as i dream big
as big can be.. and how will this happen.. i will
go ahead and feel THAT now.. INTUITIVELY
AND say it without hesitation THAT
THIS will be the final
death nail
in Trump’s
bid for
presidency
in the U.S.
and that will
turn a tide
away
from
future
World
War
III..
AS HIS MAIN
SELLING POINT
IS BUILDING
A WALL
AWAY
FROM
IMMIGRANTS
CROSSING BORDERS
FOR GREATER FREEDOM’S
LIFE..
and although Mexicans
are browner than the skin
of this young man..
Mexico is no
joy
ride
either
for the
poor and
helpless there
as well.. and they
work harder mostly
than anyone here
as they appreciate
FREEDOM’S LIFE
OH SO WELL AS FREE..

But anyway.. bottom line..

Thank you.. for this
very inspirational
post to make
CHANGE
a reality
by NOT
keeping
QUIET..:)

I’m not sure if i ever see your
eyes.. but never the less
they always live
in my soul..
so yes..
i Love you
always too..
my friend
Lala Rukh..
and good to
see you back..
so good.. so well..
my friend.. for then
and always NOW..:)

Wow.. my friend Lala Rukh.. you express pain so deep.. where we who experience
pain like this anytime in life.. can relate so deep too.. as well.. and i do not think
i can ever express pain in metaphors as deep as you do as your poem here..
touches the darkest recesses of the human soul.. with a most beautiful
touch of hope at the end.. and you know friend.. i remember
when your site is decorated by multi-colored curtains..
and i friend.. have an almost photographic memory
for visual images and text.. and i remember
like it was yesterday.. when me and
Saha.. and others are Loving
and Praising you loudly
and you respond
with a post
that says
you feel like
you are overloaded with
candy but it is the candy of
the ecstasy of feeling the Unconditional
Love that GOD can gift to us.. with others
in connection when we let it ALL HANG OUT
LIKE YOU DO HERE.. AND DID THERE THAT TOUCHES
THE HUMAN HEART OF EMOTION.. SPIRIT EXPRESSED
AS EMOTION.. AND SOUL IN BODY AND MIND BALANCING SO
WELL DEAR.. and you are my heart.. spirit.. and soul.. school then..
YOU are my teacher through all your pain.. misery.. suffering..challenge
confusion.. Love.. Laughter.. Smiles.. Joy.. yes Ecstasy of Soul that travels
farther than any light year ever will in terms of human being.. and you touch
people so with the depth of and age of your soul.. they will be HEAR WAITING
FOR YOU UNTIL THEY NO LONGER have the literal ability to hear and see..
like me.. as i know and FEEL THE VALUE OF YOUR GIFT MY FRIEND..
AND YOU BRING MY HEART.. SPIRIT.. AND SOUL ALIVE IN
TRUE ECTASY IN WAVES OF COLORS THAN FLESH
AND BLOOD WILL NEVER MAKE
ALONE.. in a world of flesh
and blood your words
come alive
and yes.. my friend
the rest is history
and
NEW NOW..
SPREAD ALL YOUR EMOTIONS
OUT AROUND THE WORLD
AS THIS WORLD
IS DEAD
INSIDE
AND NEEDS IT
ALL TO BE REBORN
AS PHOENIX RISING
FROM THE ASHES
OF A WORLD
GONE
COLD..
LOVE
IS THE
WAY TO HOT..
FiRED SOUL..:)

Yes.. my friend X THIS IS one of the worst Twilight Zone shows of all..
Biggest problem..
It’s real and
Rod Serling
probably couldn’t
make a nightmare
this obvious
that most
people
do not
even see..
and HELL YES.. a major ’cause of higher functioning autism per restricted
reciprocal social communication in flesh and blood way.. along with
repetitive restrictive ways of doing stuff.. i mean DUH..! additionally
in refrigerator way of parenting when the child reaches arms out
for a hug.. and the parent(S) never even notice it one bit..
as the sad eyes of a child sink into human hell
while the parent(s) text on and share
what they find interesting in E-World..
AKA the new wave of Autism as well..
A true TSUNAMI OF HUMANS
WHO HAVE LOST THEIR
HEART.. SPIRIT IN
EXPRESSing their
HeARt Emotions..
Balancing
Soul NOW
to a death of
screen addiction..
not to mention the
little children in the
aisles of Super-Walmart
who spin around and smile
until the parents come and
slap their hand and ‘just’ say
Johnny if you or Sally do that
one more time.. i will rap you in
the.. so and so.. until your spirit
‘dies’.. and
i watch
freely
dancing
while they
hope for my
FREeDOM
HUMANSWAY..:)

Oh.. the world sings
a different song than US..
Our soil never sullies wars breath
other than terrorist attack.. ah.. grant
of US.. shall behold grazed of others over
there as food for cows.. until the cows come
home… oh moo forget moon
shines a
child
is born.. as
ashes rise
in phoenix
sUn..:)

i remember all of what is lost
and found again.. i remember
all of what is found again..
lost again.. i forget then
and
remember again
now.. LOVEsMiLES..
forevermorenow..:)

Hi friend.. i remember my ancestors
great great grandfather full blooded
Sioux.. and Cherokee on the other
half of maternal side.. i remember
the dance after culture of the
white man takes it away..
my eyes are
blue
my skin
is red..
BROWN..
my dance
is true
WE live
FREE
AND WILD
AGAIN.. AS
ALL INDIGENOUS
HUMAN SPIRITS
OF GOD LIVE
FREE MY
FRIEND..
and i for
onE aM
the Ghost
DANCE
ALiVE
AGAiN..
WITH
NATURE
ONE
WE
FREE
WITHOUT THE
WHITE MAN’S
CLOTHES..
AND THIS
IS MORE THAN
TRUTH FRIEND..
IT IS REAL IN
FLESH AND BLOOD
red and white and
Brown
my
friend.. the white man’s
days are numbered
but he too.. like me..
is Friend.. for NOW..:)

Oh.. wheels of light
dark circle ’round
body.. soul..

Oh.. times now..
time now.. present
now.. remember Light

Forget darkness
sinKing brighTest
Life challenge dead..

Remember Now
OnLY Time A head
heArt HAnd NOW..:)

Aisles of separation in human stores
starING straight ahead do not
glance at my humanity or
i will bite..

i say the hell with
that and just dance..
while faces continue
to move ahead particularly
the patriarchal one’s more..

The young and matriarchal
still have a deepest yearning
to connect and patriarchy’s
freedom is a start.. i

play THAT
role oh
so well..
but thEre
is an ice
princess in
side hehe..
dancing all
over inside of me..
no sidewalks for me..
or aisles of straight
forward stares..
my body
moves all
over the place..
shades of GREY OR not..;)

Hope this does not
offend.. but i get
naked and
see the
LIGHT..
literAlly
see
THE
LIGHT..:)

Ref.. Gospel
of Thomas
vs. 37..
i AM not
in IT
for
the
money..
sMiLES..;)

http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm

37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you STRIP
NAKED without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them
under your feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

So yeah.. when people ask me why i get
naked so much.. i just tale them
i am practicing an all natural
religion without wall ceilings
OR clothes first proposed
by a man named Yeshua
AKA Jesus..
and guess
what it
works..
i Live
in HEAVEN
NOW.. HIS
PROMISE
IS BOTH
TRUTH
AND LIFE AS LIGHT
BUT TO JUST DO IT..
IS THE EYE OF THE NEEDLE..
AND WHILE I’M SURE THERE MAY
BE SOME POET THAT DOES IT SOMEWHERE
I AM THE ONLY I KNOW OF SO FAR..AS
YES POETS TEND TO BE A
LITTLE SHY IN THAT WAY..
BUT HEHE NOT ME..
FROM HEAD TO TOE
AND OTHER
STUFF..
i am Liberal
like the
REAL MAN
JESUS..
SUPER LIBERAL
AND FREE BABY
FROM HEAD TO ‘THAT’
IN A WORLD WHERE ‘THAT’
MAY NOT BE EXPECTED
OR ACCEPTED BUT NEVER
THE LESS THIS FREEDOM
OF JESUS RINGS TRUE IN
GOOGLE BLOGGER RESTRICTED
WAY FOR THOSE OF US TRULY
BRAVE ENOUGH TO BE
A FLESH
AND BLOOD
PORTRAYAL
OF WHAT THE
REAL HIPPY
JESUS DUDE
IS TRYING
TO SHOW
US TOO..
JUST GETTING
NAKED AND LOVING
LIFE FREE WITH
GOD AND WITHOUT
THE CLOTHES
OF CULTURAL
LIES..
THAT STRANGLE
OUR HUMANITY
STARTING WITH
LITERAL
CLOTHES
THAT BLOCK
GOD AWAY
FROM SKIN
THAT FEELS
GOD FROM HEAD
TO TOE.. ON CLOUDY
AND SUNNY DAYS.. IN STREAMS..
AND RIVERS.. OCEAN BLUES AS THE
SALT OF OUR SKIN IS THE OCEAN
OF GOD
SET
FREE
IN US
AS HUMAN BEING
ONCE AGAIN.. BEFORE
THE APPLE OF THE FALL
OF HUMAN FROM
TRULY BEING
FLESH AND
BLOOD
FREE EXPRESSING
EMOTIONAL SENSUAL
CHILDREN
OF
GOD..
[/RANT OVER/]
FOR NOW..;)

i will travel a different way this day in respect
and honor of all my gay dog friends in past OF
life so lost and outcast.. in a city that
so-called Christian and Unconditional
Loving.. where a dogs eyes are Love
and a Gay Person’s Love is not just
dirt but demon inspired AND
possessed action..
there is color
there is creed
there is nationality
there is disability
there is gender
and yes by GOD
there is a FULL SPECTRUM OF
HUMAN GENDER AND SEXUAL
ORIENTATION EVEN AMONG
DOGS AND CATS..
AND BONOBOS
OUR CLOSET
PRIMATE
COUSINS
WHO DO THE
WILD STUFF
across all spectrums
successfully eliminating
violence.. aggression
where never the
same species kills
one of its own
through greed
and selfishness
keeping
the family
small instead
of large of living
loving life together
free as one species and
not subspecies.. only humans
imagine as dark of human potential
for greater loving lights that we too..
as Bonobos can innately do..
with a life of sharing
instead of
collecting
in the church
and political STiNK
PEWS of life.. and i still go to
Catholic Church as i refuse to throw
the Love Baby out with this last stinky water
against GOD’s unconditional Love for
all GOD’s creatures.. queer as they ALL
ARE IN DIVERSITIES TRUTH AND LIGHT
THE TIME IS COMING.. MAYBE NOT
THIS GENERATION.. BUT WHEN
GAY MARRIES IN THE CATHOLIC
CHURCH.. IT WILL
BE PROOF
THAT JESUS
FINALLY
COMES
BACK..
AND THIS TIME
HE IS HEARD
AND NOT
IGNORED
AND CRUCIFIED
IN BLOOD’S HATE
AND DISGRACE THAT
STILL LIVES EVERY TIME
A CHURCH ACCUSES GOD
OF MAKING A MISTAKE..
BY CREATING QUEER CREATURES
EVERYWHERE ONE LOOKS IN TRUTH
INSTEAD OF HUMAN BLINDERS
AND DESTRUCTION
FOR SEPARATION
AND IMBALANCE
OF NATURE
THE WAY
it is
MADE BY
GOD IN
ALL DIVERSITY
FOR BALANCE AND SURVIVAL..
smiles.. this is long.. you inspired it
with the Love of your dogs.. and if you
find it too.. disruptive.. feel free to delete
as it is the thought
AND MOST OF ALL
THE MEANING
AND FEELING
OF LIFE
THAT IS
REAL TO ME..
NO MATTER
IF WORDS EVER
EXIST AT ALL..
IF MORE PEOPLE COULD
TRULY FEEL THE LOVE IN EACH OTHER
THAT PAIN WILL GO AWAY.. AND PEACE WILL REIGN
INSTEAD OF HATING EYES.. OF DIFFERENT.. IN HELL..:)

Rant over.. i’m not sure..;)

IF the whole world WILL
just get naked
and dance..
call me a fool..;)
BUTT it WILL
work..
smiles..
i’m dead serious
IT WILL WORK..
AND i’ll make it happen
eventuAlly.. WHY NOT..;)
after ALL WE CAN do anything
WITH THE POWER OF FAITH..
HOPE AND BELIEF.. OF COURSE
HOLDING HANDS TOGETHER
FREE AS FREE
CAN
BE..
and at least
dancING with clothes
on is a start..
aim high
one STEP
AT
A
TIME..
AND ONE
DAY ‘THEY’
TOO WILL
BE
AS
FREE
AS
ME..;)

YES.. RANT CONTINUED..;)

As.. i SIT listening with focus at a Southern
Baptist Pastor’s monthly get together
i watch in horror as they
still talk about
‘those folks’ in
Jamaica
being
OK..
but the
‘folks here’
as being
the ‘bad’
‘APPLES’.. yes.. the
laws change
but the bad
apples
still
rot
in the grey
rows of
Southern
Baptist
Churches
as metaphor
of course..
as that is
NOT STILL
LIMITED
TO THERE ONLY
EITHER.. AS
I who live
in RED STATE
SO CALLED CHRISTIAN
HAVEN PLACE WITH NO..
NO QUALMS AT ALL.. CAN SAY HATE
STILL LIVES BEHIND CLOSED DOORS
OF CHURCH OR HOME.. OR
WORK
OR
PLAY.. IT’S TIME
TO OPEN UP MORE.. TO UNDERSTANDING..
TO LOVE.. AND TOGETHERNESS PLAY..
INSTEAD OF DIVISION AND DISUNITY..
OF FEAR AND HATE.. as a way of
continued RED STATE LIFE SWAY..:)

Perhaps we can talk Hillary into making THAT
first one a reality sooner than we might
think.. now wouldn’t that be
beautiful if not only
she wins
but freely
comes out
of a closet
of bisexuality
as well.. after all
the Kinsey study suggests
that it is not that uncommon at
all behind closed doors at least..
and i promise you it is no longer
NOT uncommon among females
in the modern dance hall scene..
smiles.. but anyway no chance
of her and Bill getting
divorced and her
getting married
to another
woman..
sometimes
power speaks
volumes over
orientations
of difference
not spoken
clearly
enough..
honesty is the best
policy for human freedoms
and what a hero she can be
if she does speak more honestly
about this.. it’s just like Bill’s
putting it in his mouth
and never
really
inhaling
it.. i guess..
or the definition
of sex that has
grown into
hooking up now..
as folks have gotten
used to sex enough where
the fertility rates are finally
dropping as ‘IT’ just ain’t THAT
big of a deal
anymore..
humans
love taboo
more than
the real
dam
thing
apparently..
smiles..
there are enough
people anyway..
truly it should be
promoted as a healthy
lifestyle for the earth to frigging survive..
or just be like me and my wife
and don’t have children..
who survive at least..
if THAT is what floats
one’s
boat..
smiles
again..
The world will definitely
survive if the leaders
just let the commoners
float their boats FREE
AS GOD OF NATURE
TRULY EVOLVES US
TO
BE
OR
NOT
TO BE..:)
(i want to
end this
rant on
a POi
G
nant
NOTe..;)

GIVE ME EMOTION
OR GIVE ME DEATH..

honestly i feel it is that simple
that is what is missing
not only emotions
heard
BUT EMOTIONS
EXPRESSED
IN FULL
BODY AND
MIND EMOTIONAL
AND SENSORY WAYS
OF A REAL MOVING
CONNECTING CREATIVE
WAY OF LIVING DANCE..
TOUCH.. FEEL..
BE ALIVE
BE FREE
AS WIND
AND AIR..
BREEZE WE
ARE WHO LIVE
FREE AS WATER
SOAKS AIR AS
US WE
BREATHE
WE INSPIRE
WE FEEL WE LIVE..
TOGETHER AND NOT
SEPARATED BY TEXT
AND OTHER ONLINE STUFF
IN ALL areas of dead-hearted
communication so far
away from
the
child
who
rea
ches
out to
Mother’s
Breast to
connect to the
milk of loving water’s LOVE..:)
I couldn’t understand why GOD
AKA NATURE POSSESSED ME
TO DANCE NAKED IN FRONT
OF THE WORLD AND KNOW
I FINALLY FEEL
THERE ARE
NO WORDS
IN FLESH
AND BLOOD
THAT WILL EVER
MEET THE SKIN
OF GOD
AS
US..
FULL EXPRESSED
AND FELT AS EVOLVING
STILL TO BE FREE AS
A WAVE OF SEA
UNCLOTHED
UNDIMINISHED
UNTARNISHED
BY CLOTHING
US AWAY FROM ALIVE..:)
And that’s a metaphor for
more too.. than just dancing
naked online.. smiles.. i’m kinda
motivated and inspired today more
than usual as these words are trailing
all over today.. in telling TALING WAYS..:)

SMILES..;)

AND YES.. i’m totally mindfully aware
and sober as a hawk circling the
sun with no end
or beginning….
etc..;)

A simple human equation for me..
The more Love I feel the more
words I make..
11 million words
in less than 5 years..
can tale
ya something
about me
NOW..
as Love
is spinning
into orbit
higher and higher
for me.. and all these words
of PASSIONATE TOUGH
UNCONDITIONAL
LOVE ASWELL.!
LIKE A FRIGGING
TSUNAMI OF LOVE..:)!!..:)!
COMING ONCE AGAIN..
YES.. LITERALLY ONCE
AGAIN.. AS i approach
52,675 words.. yes more
words than a frigging
NOVEL.. just
in the last week..
7 days.. or so.. NOW..:)

Yup.. Microsoft word count
tales me the comments
section here is 5207
words long with
the 93 of the
main post
equals
5300
with these
words makes
5324..

At the End of the last post
Screams Screen..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/07/18/tsunami-of-love/

Oh and by the way.. after working three part time jobs..
including Janitor.. University Worker and
University Research Associate in
Archeology.. gaining three
college degrees at the
same time in
Anthropology..
Social Sciences Interdisciplinary
both BA’s.. and BS of Health Science..
doing a short gig with graduate
study in more Social Sciences
until i run out of money
and the school runs
out of resources
for a masters
degree..
the young lady
from the Administration
department says clearly and
loudly FRED WHAT YA GONNA DO
WITH ALL THAT KNOWLEDGE YOU
ACCUMULATE AT SCHOOL..
AND HONESTLY
I HAVE NO ANSWER
FOR HER.. AS I
CAN BARELY STILL
SPEAK A COHERENT
PARAGRAPH IN
SPEECH MORE THAN
RECITING FACTS
FROM ROTE
MEMORY OF MULTIPLE
CHOICE TESTS.. AND OH GOD
MY HANDWRITING IS HORRIBLE..
AND COMPUTERS FOR TYPING LIKE
this just do not yet exist..
and writing a creative paragraph
like they have us do in College
English Literature just once..
IT’s like First of all this
and Second of all that
and in conclusion
like the only
thing I am
CUT OUT OF
CULTURE TO DO
BUT WRITE A DAM
SCIENCE ABSTRACT
INSTEAD OF ANYTHING
ASSOCIATED WITH ABSTRACT
FIGURATIVELY SPEAKING
EMOTIONS.. go figure.. i
write a play in middle
school.. and write
an award winning
Christmas
story in
out of two
home rooms..
and start to show
a little philosophical
prowess in writing in a
Junior College Philosophy
101 or so class.. but the
mechanical cognition ways
of life take that
almost
all away..
and what is left
after wandering the
Government and school
place for 40 years
after age 13 of
writing plays
and Christmas
stuff.. becomes
null and void..
until this explosion
comes of creativity
starting around
March 1st in
2013
yes..
30113..
on
‘KATiE MiA
Aghogday’
Blog Post
Haven
there..
away from all the
cold dead hearted
spirit-less souls
on the Wrong Planet
website.. oh so GOOD
to ESCAPE THAT HELL
ONLINE NOW FOR BETTER
AND
WORSE
BEFORE..
sMiLES..:)

Hi Himali..
thanks for stopping by
with those kind words
of wonderful.. smilesX2..2..:):)

Hi Himali.. so nice to wake up and see all your
nice likes and comments on my word press notifications..
you so much make me feel like i have a good friend in this world..
smiles again.. and off to your other comments.. smiles.. with more
replies of smiles again and again..:):)

*same pinch*..;)

Yes.. always Love to see your smile friend.. Himali..
and much Love and hugs to you as well..
with those ‘kisses’ that travel
Light Years of sMiles without
lips and cheeks..
known to God and US
as Unconditional Tough and Passion Filled Love of Life..:)

And your shining lights always brighten my light as well..
together with all othErs WE WiLL BE THE FLAsh LiGht
to change the world.. and before i say
this the light comes on.. on the
back of my iPhone5s for
no reason at all
except
for
GOD..
sMiLES
GOD’S
LOVE
wiNks
wITh
US
NOW..
my friend
Himali..;)

YES! wE WiLL.. Himali..
Quest bRiNG LiGhT
sMiLES LOVE PEace..:)!

I hope you get the pet of your choice soon..
For years i am allergic to cats so bad i
cannot breathe.. and when i get sick
that is ANOTHER illness i lose
along the way..
and i can
say for
sure
THAT
IS WORTH ALL THE
PAIN TOO MY FRIEND
JUST TO LOVE A CAT..
AND GET SOME LOVE BACK..
and too.. if i never get sick i
will be trapped at work
and never meet nice
people like you so
THANK YOU
GOD ONCE
AGAIN
FOR
ALL THE
PAIN AND
HEAVEN
NOW..
and yes..
i cannot say
it too many times..
and friends like
you.. Himali..:)

How sweet.. and Katrina Loves Turtles too..
she always wants to save them when
they are trying to cross the road
and she has a Sea Turtle tattoo..
on her shoulder and foot..
and Seahorse on
leg for
good measure
and i guess
Nature
tatoos
are OK
but i never
want one..
i like my
skin as is..
better
smiles..:)

Oops.. she just tales
me to tell you
she has
two small
dolphins
on her
ankle too..
and Dolphins
are her most
favorite of all
they are ALL..
OVER OUR
HOUSE..
smiles AGAIN
with
‘FLIPPER’2
And I’m like
‘Free Willy’2..
my dorsal
fin is finAlly
standing tall
and free and
that is the pose
i make so much
on my blogs with
my elbow UP
like Free
Whale
FiN..;)

And finAlly
i have a new
Tatoo on a T-shirt
most everyday..
i like change..
the same old
tatoo will
bore me
QUICK!..
AND NO
humans never
bore me.. as
they ALWAYS
CHANGE..:)!

Hi Zee.. thanks so much for stopping by

and reading this Tree of being human.. LIFE..

hope your now is going great in moving..

connecting and CREATING LIFE!.. AND PLAY!..:)

Yes.. Bjorn.. A CAT always stretches limbs and toes out to extreme..
AFTER awaking from a CAT NAP..
and i used to wonder why until i do
it automatically too..
BEforE i AM
just unplugged
from my human
Being.. it’s nice
to BE back online
in FLESH AND
BLOOD..
MY
FRIEND..:)

Hi brother Glenn.. true that.. and sometimes i visit the box.. just to appreciate the outside stuff even more my friend.. a balance of dark and light.. and yes.. even conservative ways verse the most liberal ways of Fred.. heHE!.. FreEdom is nice.. but like my Monisgnor at my Catholic Church is not too special to still visit prison.. for metaphor of course.. and sMile ALWAYS.. i am not either.. at least heRe and tHere..;)

Thanks so much Sanaa.. for stopping by

with those nice and moving words of appreciation..

hope your nows are going great!..:)

Well.. my friend B..

i mean Brigita..

as i remember correctly

you’ve been to my NECK of the woods..

here in the panhandle of Florida.. AKA LA..

Lower Alabama.. and in my beach area of the woods..

there is no shortage of having to uncover what you are looking for here..

and it will be all available through THE end of October.. beginning of  November..

through Indian Summer month of December that i am predicting again.. where short shorts.. and halters of new always reign in Super Walmart.. Malls.. and most everywhere.. where there’s LIFE.. FREE LIFE.. SMILES.. AND yes.. tHere are convictions of life worth keeping and feeling as that is the way we are made.. by GOD of course FREE AND WILD LOVING TOO.. WITH SMILES AND LAUGHS AGAIN.. OF COURSE.. wRite on Course.. with IT ALL.. Flowing.. streaming.. ALIVE AGAIN!..:)

Truly Superb moving Poetry.. expressed by ‘this young lady’..

and a wonderful inspirational prompt as well.. Grace..

one of the best on dVerse so far i feel.. ‘i will be back

to read and comment on all poems.. as usual..

after the tasks of the mother and wife variety is completed later’..

What moves me most Grace.. is the young poet’s willingness to cry for her feelings over life’s misery and sufferings.. of others.. and not being afraid to just let the tears run with life down her cheeks.. and last Sunday when I am singing in Catholic Church.. ‘The Cry of the Poor’.. my tears start to flow.. and i wonder if i listen to the song below.. ‘Titanium in reverse’.. yes it’s spooky.. weird.. gibberish. and all of that..

and yes.. of course.. GOD works in mysterious ways.. forward or reverse.. and i hear ‘this voice of extreme need in misery and suffering.. crying the names of ancient healers’.. in synchronicity way JUST for me.. will i heed the call and

JUST DO SOMETHING.. ANYTHING ABOUT IT.. AND yes.. the cry of refugees is something i hear loud and clear.. as well.. living in a place.. they are.. against the laws of THE GOD of Human Freedoms… as prisoners and slaves of extremist hands.. altering religion.. using that against GOD to Hurt.. instead of with GOD.. to Help..

And here is another one of my ‘favorites’..

‘God.. ONLY if only’ ‘you knew it’ ..
‘if only’ ‘you knew it’..
etc.. etc.. etc…

THE power lives
within.. FOUND..
NOW.. and we CAN
DO SOMETHING
ABOUT IT WITH
LOVE’S LIGHT INSTEAD
OF HATE AND DARK.. LOST.. NOW..

HELP IS ON THE WAY.. WITH FAITH ..
i BELIEVE.. i HOPE.. I PRAY..
I SCREAM.. I CRY.. More..
NOW..:)

Yes.. Mary.. and there is a now in my life..
i cannot even remember what hope
is or feels like at all..
Use it or lose
it applies
as Well..
The Heart
used fully is
one that grows
instead of shrinks
into Grinch Real existence..
Living dead in life as a real Zombie..:)

Ah.. we have some more in common then.. Kanzensakura.. as my Grandfather an Irish Priest is born in Ireland.. migrating here.. at a Parish in Taylor county Florida.. a noted author.. and eventually a Protestant Evangelist out to convert Catholics as a life mission.. as an editor of a magazine named the converted Catholic from Christ Missions in New York New York.. too..

His father from Germany.. his mother from England.. and his wife my grandmother Cajun from Louisiana settling in his parish.. and too beautiful to stay Catholic Priest for him.. haha!.. A reason for my existence hehe..;)

But anyway.. yeah.. until i get out in the Sun and tan so well.. i am about as white as they come in so-called Blonde Aryan look.. but that wild indigenous spirit lives in me… that i truly believe lives in all of us.. as mostly our forager ancestors live around 12 thousand years ago.. that is a drop in the bucket of classical evolution.. that can change with a drop of serious challenge in epigenetic way.. as domesticated man.. can become wild and free again.. like that wolf dog from one of my favorite books in childhood.. the Call of the Wild.. by Jack London.. where my tears are not just for the wolf dog.. but Fred Dog too.. smiles..

I see the world as one race of human beings.. and of course science agrees too.. with the weight of the slow rise of classical evolution.. but true as far as skin deep goes.. the globe is mixing.. and the more tan folks who continue to follow the way of churches and family unit cohesion.. continue to populate the earth more than secular so-called western whiter more ‘professional’ ways of life.. so the world will not only continue to turn more brown.. it will also continue to turn more with traditional religions.. as also indicated in recent Pew Polls in the coming decades..

But there is a conundrum of sorts there as well.. as while family values are of upmost important where parents stay together and nurture the trusting loving literal connections of the brain and body in empathy balance that make an upstanding citizen of Love in this world.. over-population is a major cause of human suffering.. and the middle way to me.. seems to be acceptance in the Catholic and Islam churches for effective birth control.. and the common sense.. that

YES.. there is no longer a need to populate the earth for survival as there once is.. but tradition rides strong.. so we are probably still another generation away from that positive change.. but it is coming.. as GOD does work in mysterious ways.. that eventually balances all things GOD out that includes us and all other animals and creation of course..

Smiles.. K.. this is the most inspiring poem so far.. here today.. and truly my second choice of what i will write about too.. beyond the basic loss of empathy in the human race that i fear the world of screen addictions can bring to those who do not connect like this in poetry and just play video games and such as that.. smiles.. and thank you..:)

Thanks so much Sherry Blue Sky.. it seems we are feeling along the same
lines of poetic expression here today.. as Nature rules
humans will rules asWell..
As humans rule
now
MORE humans will
eventually
NOT rule
even
their
own minds
and bodies
in balance
WITH EVEN
LESS HUMAN
RELATIVE FREE
WILL..
as more
and more
people move
to hell
in this
terrestrial
dimension that
surely can be HEAVEN
too for those who live by
GOD’s Nature rules
instead
of lies
of
culture
taking us
away to HELL from
Humanity’s natural
INSTINCT FOR HUMAN HEAVEN..:)

Hi whimsygizmo.. thanks so much for
coming by with those
remembering
words.. there is
stuff i remember now
and feel that honestly
I never feel and know now..
at all from before.. so much
to remember.. so much
distraction with
BS to ever get
to the good
Stuff OF ALL
NATURAL LIFE AT ALL..:)

Best hopes to you and your children.. Friend..:)

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  1. You are welcome Soheir.. and sorry to hear about the problem you are having accessing my blog.. that is strange.. i am still getting views.. and comments so my blog is okay itself.. but yes.. Word Press can be very buggy… very strange though you are getting a message that the blog is empty.. but as a side note.. I always advise people to back their blogs up.. using the export feature in word press.. as i know one very popular blogger who had their Word Press account hacked and erased.. as someone didn’t like his blog for some reason.. it appears..

    I started my blogging experience on the Google Blogger Platform.. back in March of 2013.. and changed over to Word Press in August of 2013.. at the urging of a friend.. and others who found the Disqus commenting feature annoying on the Google Blogger Platform..

    In doing so.. some of my old readers from my Blogger blog complained they had problems opening my posts in Word Press.. as in general it is a much weaker platform.. and multi media seems to exacerbate that problem.. so not only did I continue to copy my posts to my old KATiE MiA Aghogday Blog.. I also created another streamlined Google Blogger blog.. to make it even easier to open.. named KATiE MiA FredericK!.. and here is the link for that one:

    http://katiemiafrederick.blogspot.com

    Hopefully that will work and what you can also try.. if you like.. with my Word Press Blog.. is the direct link provided below.. bypassing your email system.. as it is possible for some reason your country has it blocked.. if i am thinking correctly that you live in Egypt.. hopefully that is not the case.. but i do talk about some controversial stuff on my blog.. so while unlikely… i think.. perhaps that is the reason.. but again.. i hope not.. smiles..

    Please let me know if you can open the one above.. or directly access the Word Press Blog with the link here:

    http://katiemiafrederick.com

    Hope you are doing well.. and thanks so much for letting me know.. as i value you as a very nice friend.. smiles..

    But no matter what be assured that you will continue to hear from me on your blog.. God Willing of course.. smiles.. Fred..:)

  2. Additional
    poetic response
    to a later link..
    to dVerse
    Poet’s Pub
    Tuesday
    Prompt for
    forgetting stuff..:)

    Amen! AMEN! AMEN!
    Never never ever forget
    to celebrate every now as never any other now but now..
    and BY GOD MARK TWAIN IS CORRECT ON THE QUOTE THAT:

    “I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SOME TERRIBLE THINGS IN MY LIFE,
    SOME OF WHICH ACTUALLY HAPPENED”

    YES.. ‘HORATIO’.. there are potentials for great miracles in this flesh and blood life
    WHeRE we have dimensions that go far beyond the greatest fantasy.. action..
    or romance movie.. and even a real place named heaven in life..

    And OH bty.. while one may not remember REAL HUMAN HELL
    IF one has NOT BEEN THERE YET..

    Trust me or NOT.. if one ever goes THERE one will know and FEEL or NOT FEEL AT ALL..
    and have the real life knowledge..FEELING NON-FEELING of ‘Dante’s rings of HELL’.. where
    every second is an INCREASING eternity of
    one thousand years in a place so dark
    that even the hottest flames will
    be a relief.. as there is no
    escaping real HUMAN
    HELL ALIVE..

    BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS
    IF one GetS OUT ALiVE..
    THAT IS A MIRACLE
    TOO.. AS
    MIRACLES
    ARE
    POSSIBLE
    IN HELL TOO…

    IF one does NOT
    ever never GIVE UP!

    One WILL CELEBRATE LIFE
    in EVERY WAY possible
    and let no human
    DETER THAT
    CELEBRATION!..

    AND THE PROOF THAT
    I’VE BEEN TO HELL IS ON
    MY BLOG..

    HAHA!..

    AS I CELEBRATE LIFE
    TO THE ULTIMATE
    MAX..
    SMILES..;)

  3. From Greg’s (A FELLOW BOWLING CENTER EMPLOYEE
    FOR 2 DECADES AND MORE AS HE IS STILL THERE)
    Page on Facebook..
    (YES 30 YEARS FOR HIM NOW)

    Well.. Greg.. sadly it appears to be part of human nature that some folks join what can be described as a ‘ignorant tight ass club’.. that is closed minded and often stuck on traditional.. archaic.. and yes ignorant ideology against what we evolving science minded humans come to learn more about Nature and the human condition overall.. and yes.. of course there is more to it than science alone but never the less science takes us out of the dark ages for SURE.. 

    In the video.. Ted Haidt.. in a TED talk.. describes this ongoing inherent issue well.. and OH MY GOD.. although i leaned somewhat conservative in some areas when i experienced a significant to substantial amount of anxiety in life.. freedom from anxiety.. has opened me up to a whole new world of freedom… in openness to new experiences…

    People who are inherently fearful about life.. more so in inherent ways of brain structure.. neurochemicals.. neurohormones.. mind and body balance.. etc.. in being comfortable and secure in being able to defend oneself in non-verbal communication.. including actual physical defense.. as opposed to others who are comfortable in their own skin.. and free.. are easily controlled by people who use a system of sticks instead of carrots to control them…

    So as long as these fearful human beings exist they will be controlled by psychopathic leaning preachers.. teachers.. and politicians.. that use this human weakness of fear to control them through a system of punishments that range from social shaming to a fear of a imaginary fiery hell after death.. with an empty promise of a heaven lined with materialistic wealth…

    But what always exposes them are their methods.. as only a psychopathic leaning individual without much heart will describe heaven as a place with golden floors instead of the earth now.. as loving human beings.. so sad.. that some folks hope for something that they will never find in life.. where if they just focused on heaven now.. they could have it together.. but as always history shows.. psychopathic leaning individuals control the huddled fearful crowds smiling all the time inside.. in their ability to control what they see as weaker human beings..

    And as you may remember.. Captain DICK from the Bowling Center back in the day.. when i do not have so much anxiety.. and his yelling at me to get a lane does not phase my fearless nature then.. it makes him EXTREMELY ANGRY THAT I DO NOT JUMP AT HIS AUTHORITY.. and perhaps he thinks he can have my job.. but he doesn’t realize at that point he cannot.. as i am protected by civil service rules.. as an example of this controlling phenomenon..

    But anyway… the more i became fearful of the control folks had over me.. the more i became stressed.. and of course you know how that story ended for about 5 years or so…

    Anyway.. the fact that Trump is the leading political candidate of the Republicans is a sure show of desperation.. that a person so antithetical to Unconditional Loving ideas.. is now.. the so-called leader of the Religious right conservative part of the Republican party..

    Karma.. it’s what’s for dinner.. and Trump is just the meal that the HATER TIGHT ASS IGNORANT PARTY DESERVES.. UNTIL THEY LOSE THEIR FEARS.. AND BECOME TRULY FREE LIKE US.. SMILES..;)

  4. http://xpoet73.blogspot.com/2015/09/the-things-we-do.html

    ^^^

    OH my GOD.. the relentless school boy teacher dreamer that never
    leaves the dream of creativities.. bliss.. oh NO.. nothing worse
    to me than losing this.. OH My Friend X..
    you are so blessed
    to still be a dreamer
    in teacher’S clothes..
    the only thing that limits
    humans is expectations
    and their
    lack
    of imagination
    and creativity..
    so you my
    friend
    are
    ahead
    of the school
    game in school for sure..;)

    http://xpoet73.blogspot.com/2015/09/saturdays-wait.html

    Through Navy through doughnuts through pinks shorts..
    thin legs.. and yellow polo shirts..
    the loving embrace
    of the human touch
    carries us through
    to the other
    side of
    Loving
    NOW..
    smiles.. this is Bowling
    Alley life for me.. just
    casual conversations
    being human
    for decades fully
    with a tribe of
    bowlers
    or doughnut
    lovers same..
    with banquets of cultures
    intermixing sharing doughnuts
    of love as food.. at the end
    of each
    league
    of Life..
    I miss those days..
    they were worth all
    the money
    and
    words
    in the world
    smiles and tears
    and fears for the rest
    of the world who never
    exist in Bowling
    Alley
    Doughnut
    life.. smiles..
    though still overall..
    as at least i can remember
    and share what Human Love
    used to be in giving flesh and blood
    where an
    arm is always
    given as human touch
    of
    LOVE..:)

    Sadly it would be too overstimulating
    for most people to meet me in real
    life i meet online as my
    human is
    just
    burning
    bright
    where the
    Z.A. rains
    heavy
    online
    beyond
    sadness
    beyond humanity’s
    breath of flesh and blood…
    But i am here to give the
    message that
    yes it
    still exists
    and nice to
    know you
    feel IT
    Too..
    smiles
    X..:)

  5. x says:

    Ok back to the top. James bond is a huge influence in my life. I grew up on the films. Even pursued being an agent for a while. Took classes through the fbi. Of course it’s not like that but. Def a sense of adventure and intrigue . We do need strong women in our lives. Our world needs strong women.

    • Thanks X.. so cool that you did the FBI thingy for a while.. my father was actually an ATF agent for a while too.. along with Army.. Motorcycle Policeman and Deputy Sheriff too for 46 years.. his stepfather a policeman too.. and OH GOD.. how DIFFERENT MY LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN if he stayed.. but things have a way of working out with GOD’s way of course.. and ha! i distinctly remember your 007 avatar thingy when i first come to dVerse.. and that long long post of Revelation 66 that is only meaningful to me.. and likely gibberish.. to others.. has me thinking then that you put 007 on that avatar just to be funny ’cause you were investigating what the HELL IS UP WITH THIS GUY.. and as you might remember that was when I am first recovering from illness and finally getting out in the world and I said then that Katie Mia Frederick is gonna make much more noise back in real life.. and yeah.. after 4000 miles of dance walking everywhere i go in public.. 400 or so selfies with gorgeous nice young ladies at the RAVE DANCE HALLS.. FOR 75 weeks tonight on Thursday Night.. at LEAST THAT PART OF REVELATION 66 COMES TRUE.. SOON two years later or so..

      http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/revelation-66.html

      https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/03/19/666-months-of-dance/

      But the main thing is.. dreams are IMPORTANT..

      and just like the dude Jesus says..

      as i now leg press 930 LBS a
      phenomenal 25 times slowly
      with my arms raised
      high on a parallel
      leg press machine
      like no other
      non-steroid
      male
      does it
      at age
      55 on you
      tube.. after
      being a totally
      and permanently
      assessed human being
      by both the legal and
      medical system
      for 66 months..

      and still as such
      as ‘THEY’ say i
      am TOO HAPPY
      NOW HAHA!..
      yeah i got
      the two year
      happy illness
      of feeling
      invincible..
      in FEELing
      and NOT
      LOGIC AS
      YEAH i AM
      just HUMAN..
      IN sensual
      and creative
      energy.. like a
      phoenix rising
      from ashes that
      medical science
      names as hypomania..
      and what the F in Holy
      Spirit Zealously expressed
      do ‘they’ think that means anyway..
      smiles.. anyway it’s a really nice
      so called problem to have.. smiles
      again.. with BLISS..

      IF One BELIEVES
      100% red hot..
      NO luke warm..

      ONE
      CAN MOVE
      MOUNTAINS..
      YEAH i think Muhammad
      said that.. but yeah.. same
      message.. same
      GOD..
      smiles..
      BUT NO
      NO FRIGGING
      PSYCHIATRIST
      WITH A GRIM
      LOOK
      ON
      FACE..
      like a
      ZOMBIE..
      AND A PILL
      FOR ALL ILLS
      AND EVEN BLISS TOO..
      UGH.. culture is so dAMDUM..;)

      (:sometimes at least;)

      And in closing oh GOD i LOVE! STRONG
      WOMEN..! when Katrina starts giving
      me HELL WHEN WE FIRST start together
      asserting herself like a Marine
      Drill Seargent..
      OH GOD..
      WHAT A TURN
      ON FOR ME..
      SPICY
      FIESTY
      IS HOW
      I LIKE IT..
      AND WITH THAT
      SAID HERE IS A
      SONG FOR THAT..
      FIESTY
      SPICY
      BABY
      ALL THE WAY..
      AND YEAH.. MY FRIENDS
      AT THE RAVE CLUB ARE
      FIESTY SPICY TOO..
      BUT ONE MEAL
      IS ENOUGH
      FOR ME..
      SMILES AGAIN..;)
      AND I THINK I’LL PLAY
      A LITTLE MORE OF TAYLOR
      SWIFT AS WE PROBABLY ALL
      KNOW AND FEEL HOW K.C.’S
      ‘THAT THE WAY I LIKE IT’
      SONG GOES..
      TAYLOR SWIFT
      DOESN’T HIDE
      HER INTENTIONS
      AT ALL..no not
      at all..THATCHICK
      IS WIDE OPEN
      HUMAN
      TRUTH LIGHT
      AND FEELING
      NO HOLDS
      BARRED
      BONOBO
      STYLE..
      SMILES.. AGAIN..;)

      YEAH.. FOR ME It’s like
      1989 again.. the year
      i quit dancing
      soon to be
      married
      in February
      of 1990..end
      THEN BUT YES!
      HAPPYFEET2
      BACK
      AGAIN
      NOW FOR
      SURE NO
      HOLDS
      BARRED
      ON FEAT
      OF FEAT
      FOR ME!..:)

      Yeah and Taylor Swift
      has an oft repeated
      and valid
      point
      about
      IMAGINARY
      LOVERS NEVER
      TURNING ONE DOWN NEVER
      EVER FAILING TO PLEASE..
      WINKS.. AND TRUTH
      AND LIGHT
      IN HUMAN
      WAY TOO..
      SMILES..:)

  6. https://decodinghappiness.wordpress.com/2015/09/10/never-ever-give-up-on-life-hope/#comment-4854

    ^^^

    Well.. Himali.. as Love works Love feels and does not feel and
    most importantly Love appreciates and has gratitude
    when Love feels again.. most everyone like
    you gains the greaTest Love
    through the greaTest darkness
    and truly life is one long
    test for survival..
    and the way to
    bring comfort
    is to move..
    connect and
    create beyond
    culture rules
    that take
    US
    away from
    THAT my
    friend..
    WE LOVE
    WE SURVIVE
    WE LOVE

  7. From Friend Rafiah’s Facebook Page..

    SORRY you have pain.. it comes and goes i guess…
    i’m glad it goes.. oh so glad
    IT GOES..:)

    Ah Rafiah.. fiction and reality.. a mix of same in dreams and imagination..
    if only they knew.. if only tHEY kNew.. IT IS real.. imagination..
    and dreams as sAme.. you have interesting tastes dear..
    so deep are you.. just waiting to escape..
    and arrive.. but yes.. YOU are here..
    already.. smiles.. and winks.. 

  8. othermary says:

    I think you remember how to play and imagine and live. Thanks for reminding me too!

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