all know is love in the darkness of life

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Yes..

a face of angelic love

is

replaced

with

the

mask

of

warrior

true

BUT

MY

EMOTIONS ARE DEEPER THAN EVER..

AND

i

REVEL

IN

THEM!

PARTICULARLY

WHEN

DARK

COMES

AS

i

know

LOVE

IS

THE

FORCE

THAT

ALWAYS

EVENTUaLLy

WINS

GIVEN

WILL

BELIEF

FAITH

AND

NEVER

EVER

NEVER

GIVING

UP!

THE atomic like in life energy that is me..

is reduced to just

TNT

on

Saturday..

illness

is

darkening

my light

and

physical

injury

from

Spasms and strained ankle

makes a freest butterfly limp

with

tattered wings…

Today i say goodbye to my Passport..

but no..

no..

sadness

for

me..

just a hunk of metal with a price tag it is..

i

no longer place value on any materialistic thing..

i

only

see tools that can be

replaced!

the

prize is

LOVE

AND

HUWOMAN

CONNECTION FOR ME

AND

ALL

THE

OTHERS

WHO

DARE

TO

MEET

ME

IN

LIFE

2

!

Martial Arting my walk still in sickness and in pain..

the

TAI

CHI

KUNG FU

reverse

style

of

getting around my neighborhood block..

melts

the

pain

away

listening

to

random

songs

of my

past

1340 mixed songs from the last 40 years..

of

last

century true!

Love

songs

many

of

them

are..

i

feel the sadness..

i

feel the nostalgia

i

feel

the

darkness

of

five

long years..

traveling around that block

with

no

one

i

can

connect

to

but

me!

BUT i AM SO THANKFUL i HAVE A SKILL

OF

DANCE

A

GIFT

FROM

GOD

OF

NATURE

i

KNOW

TRUE!

WHEREVER i go now..

i

CONNECT..

YES

i

DO!

EITHER NON-VERBALLY OR VERBALLY

i

am

never

alone

and

i

am

a

friend..

regardless of how anyone might judge me

or

view

me..

of

the

WHOLE

DAM

TRIBE!

WORLD

WIDE!

DANCE!

IS

THE

UNIVERSAL!

LANGUAGE!

i

excel

at

and

now!

all

i

need

to

kNow

NOW!

IS

LOVE!

THE SUN POURS OUT OF ME IN RADIANT

SPINNING

ENERGY

EVERYWHERE

i

go!

a

gift

from

the

GOD

NATURE

IT

IS

TRUE

EVERYNOW

OF

EVERYWHO

OF

EVERYWhERE

i

TRAVEL

NOW

WITH

GOD!

PASSPORT IS NO LONGER REQUIRED

i

am

*!347word!HOME!word347!*

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36 Responses to all know is love in the darkness of life

  1. http://www.wrongplanet.net/postxf266352-0-150.html

    “i believe in God, but not as one thing, not as an old man in the sky. I believe that what people call God is something in all of us. I believe that what Jesus and Mohammed and Buddha and all the rest said was right. It’s just that the translations have gone wrong.”

    ~John Lennon

    The area I live in is a haven for fundamentalist Christians, who live their life by making Jesus a GOD instead of philosopher; teacher; a person with a way to a better life.

    Yes, John 3:16 is their mantra of life. But unfortunately it misses the entire message of even what’s in the rest of the new testament that does makes sense in accordance with the laws of human nature.

    The man Jesus aka Yeshua’s real reported message is there is a higher power in this life, now, that a person can tap into to cure themselves of life’s ills.

    Well, science does most definitely show that to be true in many ways now, as science indicates that attitude and stress itself is a killer of human beings, down to the destruction of the central nervous system, respiratory system, and cardio-vascular system too, as well as other bodily systems too.

    Stress hormones are only truly meant for sporadic bursts of flight of fight.

    Culture for thousands of years now, has been bringing illusory fears, to basically shorten the lives of folks concurrently with the technology of sanitation and medicine that lengthens life as well.

    Jesus, the real man Jesus, as indicated in earlier text than the Roman Catholic and Roman Empire twist for power ways, basically says forget the lies of culture, you have the power in your self, to heal your self, and yes, science does indicate this as true; all you have to do is get in control of stress and don’t let it control you. Yes, hard to do, when a person is under control of other folks for their very subsistence of hand to mouth existence.

    Well, anyway, the first Sunday of every month my wife’s relatives have us come to an elderly Baptist preacher’s family get together on his farm.

    In his little church he went to the trouble of buying all the kids shirts that say: it’s not about me it’s about Jesus.

    Well the problem about that is: Jesus is dead.

    The kids are alive.

    They have the opportunity to control and improve their life through the real human attributes of will, belief, faith, and hope. Yes, these are real human powerful emotions that emote aka as moving folks forward to a better life. But the power is all theirs, not a dead man that showed folks a way to get there through their own will, belief, faith and hope, and no one else but them.

    It is about me.

    Our Universes start and end with me.

    But we connect too, to others too, and that is where love and empathy comes in, with science having a better understanding now of what makes human’s tick, in this way of love and empathy too.

    Anytime a person personally attacks someone, I cringe a little bit, as it such an obvious indication that, that person only feels inferior.

    In science, it is no part of science; emotionalism is all it is.

    And there is absolutely no place for it, in formal debate.

    And yes, the reason this forum can never be considered actual debate, as it is freely allowed here.

    All it does is cloud the real issues at hand.

    But never the less, this forum is one described as discussion; not debate; and yes discussion often includes personal attacks.

    And yes, personally attacking one’s beliefs (i.e. you are a troll, moron, idiot, etc. for believing that way) is most definitely a form of that. A person is their beliefs; it doesn’t take a rocket scientist to figure that one out.

    That’s why they say never discuss politics and religion with someone who you want to be friends with; you attack their soul, yes their figurative soul, and you get bit back; most often, if you attack their beliefs as belief’s are core to ‘soul’.

    My religious beliefs about GOD as the GOD of nature are impervious to scientific argument.

    But still, the Christian folks in my area, think I’m some kind of devil when I tell them in my shorts in 18 degree weather that I have developed the power to be impervious to these cold temperatures by the ‘all seeing power’ of the GOD of nature. I only giggle inside, not outside to make them feel bad; there’s not much flack they are going to give a 230LB martial artist.

    No, I wasn’t always the alpha male by far; but per my GOD off nature it is definitely the best way to go in life; if you have the power within your will to make yourself the Alpha male. And no, don’t think you can’t; or you won’t. Even moving from totally disabled to that point at age 53 to 54 for me.

    I believed; that made the difference. And no I wasn’t trying to be above anyone; it’s just how people view you when you are strong and fearless on the inside and outside too. That makes it even more fun, as I do not care if people show me respect non-verbally or verbally in real life, anyway. And yes, that too is part of what naturally makes me an Alpha male too. It’s just a part of nature. And oh my F**ning GOD NATURE is just as awesome as science.

    And hell yes, if you don’t believe it, I have more than enough evidence on many places on the Internet to make you a believer on that one. The power of the Alpha male is proven as valuable as a real GOD of nature given talent. And respected everywhere a person goes in real life, too, most often.

    And yes it is definitely on topic as Jesus said; basically you can do anything you want; with faith, belief and hope and most importantly the will of you and Mother Nature true aka GOD for me and many others too.

    But on a scientific point; it’s not some supernatural magic; it’s epigenetics and neuroplasticity; if there is enough environmental challenge through adversity; either stimulated by the environment or you, change in adaptation both mental and physical does and will occur, as in our DNA we have the ability to un-domesticate ourselves, basically, and bring the inner ‘APE’ out, and yes retain civility too, as balance as well.

    It’s what Yogi’s in the Tibetan Mountains do. And science does prove it out, as yes true in all of what human potential can be with Tibetan Yogi’s too.

    And yes, Bruce Lee is another excellent example. He’s probably more like the real man Jesus, than anyone else in recent history.

    They both have something in common; neither one believes in fundamentalist ways of religion. And both of them very much believe in me, and the GOD of nature too.

    Be the water not the chalice rings true for both historical men.

    And yes, words I live by every now of every now.
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  2. claudia says:

    love is def. a powerful force against darkness…

    • Hi Claudia..yes i believe it..yes love..is the most powerful force for me…

      Running out the door to take my wife to a scheduled appointment with a neurologist for her epilepsy condition..i will be back later and looking forward to reading and commenting on this one of my most salient interests in life..for the light and dark challenges that life does most certainly bring…to everyone i know..at least…:)

  3. I certainly believe there is a God everywhere and not just some dude in the sky… And keep dancing man… Being concerned about judgments or what people think of you only slows down the beat… smiles

  4. Glenn Buttkus says:

    The poet
    the dancer
    the warrior martial artist,
    the awakened metaphysicist,
    the dreamer, friend, brother, husband– you are all of these, living this lifetime with poetic gusto, with photography, with love–making it, being it; 347 words, your journey today from darkness to light; liked your lines /spasms of pain make freest butterfly limp/with/ tattered wings/–strong wordsmithing; & yes, LOVE is the common denominator for it all.

    • Hi Glenn..very kind of you and honored i am for you to name me the things i do…

      After 5 long years of shut-in existence a little over a year ago in July.. where a therapist goal was just to enter into a Whataburger restaurant for 15 minutes..that was truly terrifying to me then..after being removed from society with constant pain for those 5 long years..

      All i can say really is the miracle of now..is true for me…

      Just to exist pain free is all i asked for in life..the blessings have far exceeded that and i will have to work very hard the rest of my life to pay back those blessings to reality now..:)

      And yes! Love is my common denominator living in me for all if it..for sure..my friend…

      The only answer truly for me IS sacred unconditional love for myself and all others to truly be set FREE!..:)

  5. To dance and celebrate the sun is certainly so much better than any chunk of metal… 🙂

  6. Love how you depicted the theme in so many of your photos and how you share your point of view with us.

    • Thanks so much..Victoria..for stopping by and for those words of appreciation for what I do here..and yes I do love to share my point of view with all others..2..smiles and have a great night..Victoria..:)!

  7. Everyone believes something… but the truth is out there and I’m looking. Great photos and effective form –

    • I can honestly say for five years i did not have a capability to laugh..smile or even remember if I had ever done it before..There is pain that is so extreme that it takes everything in life away..one can only hope to escape to relieve one self of pain this bad…

      And of course with that there was no possibility of believing in anything as belief is a human emotional quality too..that emotes us to greater things in life!

      Yes..the truth IS OUT THERE..now.. and of course the truth may vary some for each individual considering innate and environmental circumstances..freedom of information..makes the opportunity for one to find their own true will..remarkably better than yesteryears of censorship of the freedom of free flow of information we have today..

      Sadly though..some countries are still horribly censored in this way..my hope does go out for them for freedom to ring true in their countries 2!..:)one day soon..now2!for fullest freedom of human expression for the life we live now!2..:)

  8. billgncs says:

    warriors with compassion – the world needs them

  9. Sumana Roy says:

    “MY / EMOTIONS ARE DEEPER THAN EVER.. / AND / i / REVEL / IN / THEM!”…light is always hidden in the depth of our being….beautiful lines…

  10. Yes, your form and pictures were very effective.

  11. vbholmes says:

    Lovely photos, emotional words, interesting form, successful write.

    • Thanks vbholmes I most definitely do love the beauty of nature all around me and yes in me too..as one of God’s natural creations..I celebrate that creation and freedom too..here in my little virtual space of Internet land..world wide..:)2!

  12. wolfsrosebud says:

    always a struggle… good and bad, right and wrong

    • Yes..wolfsrosebud so true..and moreover than anything else I find the struggle necessary for all the happiness i have now..so even when there is not an environmental struggle i regularly perceive..i continue to generate challenge and adversity for me..to to shock and awe my human nature..to continue happiness in now..the best I know how to be and for the sake of my loved one’s too..that do extend out as far as i know and see..both spirit and form..:)

  13. Darkness, and light coming from love.
    I enjoyed your lines, images, and the rhythm in your unique poetic voice.

    I like the verse at the end that says that passport is no longer required. I agree.

  14. rmp says:

    it takes a very strong person to realize the truth of material things vs. real human connections. Love can definitely help quell the darkness, bleakness and loneliness that surround us all on occasions.

    • Truly it does..and over 5 decades for me..to tell the materialistic things..totally..goodbye..

      It’s not surprising though..with my partial disability of Autism of not being able to speak at all when very young and often incoherently stumbling..stuttering as a source of ridicule when puberty arises among the herd of primates that are human and very competitive..then i did turn to animals and nature for love..but true the material things in life..gave me comfort as they could never tell me i don’t deserve to exist..or leave my life..as harsh as that may sound..it is the reality true of many kids around middle age school…

      Forgiveness is paramount to gain the human back..and to expel materialism from life is for sure..truly being human for me now..loving all things of creation from a grain of sand to all humans true..and letting go of owning and only being free!..:)to share all that i am..with everyone else..:)2…!

  15. Poet Laundry says:

    I would agree that being able to dance is a gift from God…dancing is just the right cure sometimes to chase away darkness.

    • It really is a gift..and when i was a teenager i would practice in front of a mirror in the pre-disco 70’s like Napoleon Dynamite in that movie’s part about him dancing when Pedro needs a talent for running for school President..

      This time around..i didn’t think..i didn’t really practice with intent of doing anything with it..i just let go..i let it flow..and yes i did to do it solitary for about 6 months before i hit the big dance circuit again..with crowds of humans in my metro Rave club..Seville Quarter in Pensacola..FL..that is one of the top 100 clubs to dance for college age folks in the USA…

      There is no need to even speak now..people connect to me totally non-verbally and the light i am now..i most definitely do spread..there and in all the shopping stores that my wife the ultimate shopper takes me too..in real life now..:)

      Yes dance is just the gift i needed from GOD to shine my light of the lamp that is now me..:)

      Tomorrow will be my 25 consecutive weeks of dancing at that club..and i am always looking forward to doing it with the joy of living totally free!

      Thanks for stopping by and have a great day!

  16. Grace says:

    Love is definitely a gift and common denominator ~ Keep on dancing and shining light to everyone ~

    • Thanks so much Zongrik..i love imagery as much or more than words..and after regaining effective use of my eyesight after five long years of not seeing visual beauty..the honor is all mine..to honor the visual world of nature..and yes..all of what makes too..light and dark….2..:)

  17. Myrna says:

    You’ve written some beautiful lines here. Glad that your language is dance, that you live with such gusto, and dismiss the little things – like not having a passport. I enjoyed reading your poem today. It is full of wisdom, my enlightened friend. Hope your ankle is better. Thank you for your thoughtful comments on my blog. You are always welcome.

    • Ahh..it makes me smile that you call me an enlightened friend..and i thank you too enlightened friend for stopping by and providing all this appreciation to me..you are also always welcome here…:)2….

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