124 weeks noW oF Super Fun
Dance at Old Seville Quarter
in the can.. but not wasted..
hehe.. fully documented
for years to come.. like the
photo of me and my sister at
somewhere around the age of
middle school.. wHere nah.. i wasn’t
the kid picked as most likely to be named
a Dance Icon in my Pensacola Metro Area..
hehe.. i looked more like i would be collecting
bugs or butterflies or who knows even selfies with
a thousand pretty girls at Old Seville Quarter once i grew up..
much further than after puberty in my mid 50’s hehe.. FREE…
Bottom Line.. yes..
nice of the Facebook
Video Production Algorithm
to keep the
video slide documentation..
just going DOWN FOR iSREAL..:)
Eureka.. finAlly aLL oF Charlie’s
Angels back toGeThEr for a
Dance Hall Reunion..
pictured left to RiGht!..
OMG.. it’s so so now to sleep..
after i add all the fun dance photos
that are more than the Facebook Video
Algorithmically decided to include in slide show way..
anyWay coming to
my latest post..
of Ocean WHole Poem View Now..:)
sMiLes.. My FriEnd.. Cabrogal..
first oF all.. to get the empathy and
compassion paRt out of the way.. now..
yes.. nice to you see you blogging again
after around 5 months.. hope you
are doing well.. Oh.. the Asperger’s..
now.. back to what your blog post..
post inspireS in me now..
as EW=F.. Emotions
Words that inspire
E M O T i O N S
in terms of
H U M A N
Give and take.. we give
and take in terms of Energy..
And when we enslave other species
and domesticate them as is the plight
of the Chicken in the walls of grey prisons
we really FucK uP.. per se.. as we domesticate
ourselves.. and perHapS.. end up using Super-Walmart
carts to move our Fried Chicken eating bodies instead
of Free Ranging the lands of FoRaging in Hunting and
Gathering in the bliss that comes with miNd and BoDy
Balance.. as to be domesticated is to lose one’s BoDy
and miNd in the process in Human way too.. OFTen..
iN Dysregulation oF Emotions and
Disintegration of senses
from the time we sit
in school to
now to get the
all you can eat fats
and sugars that oh.. feel
so.. so good.. for an animal
wHo is hUman who is evolved
for Intermittent Gratification and
not the instant gratification that comes
from the Human who has lost the call of
the wild.. no different than the wolf-dog from
that Jack London Book.. To no longer have
a luSt for the HUnt of liFe.. yeS.. in all the ways
that comes.. is to die a chicken’s life in a slow
torture of a grey walled prison that truly most
humans today are no more aware of than
the chicken with his/her free grains in her
or his chicken/human grey cAge.. anyWay..
the Good news is..
iF wE understand
that we too
are born to
we do something about it.. now.. all nows..
and that my friend is why.. pArtLY.. every Thursday
Night now.. i make it a religious ceremony.. at age 56
to Dance Wildly and oh God.. full of lust/love with women
whose hips and breasts taste of the reproduction of liFe..
always out of my grasp of course.. as a happily married
man who FucKinG hasn’t forgot his Wild thing and uses
the science of his human nature to keep the productivity
and creativity going ..oh God…so strong the day after dance…
As you may remember.. Aleister Crowley was all in to this
thing called sex magic and sure.. sex magic
wasn’t well understood from a scientific
point of view then.. as it wasn’t then
something that was appropriate
to study.. Queen Victoria
and all of that.. you know..
but science shows now
that a balance
of lust and
love is at
the core sTilL of
and creativity.. so sure..
enhance the lust part of
life without having the instant
gratification for it.. in other words..
the hUnt of liFe iNstead of visiting a
brothel.. makes the Karma of action
and consequence always of human libido
where LL=P+C.. yes.. Lust times Love
equals Productivity plus Creativity
and of course when that comes
in a positive way.. the science
of Karma says the positive
come in more
and to make
it into an instant
of the domesticated all
one can eat grains chicken..
or the domesticated all you
can eat Fried Chicken or the
Domesticated all you can do
porn.. is to shoot oneself in
the chicken’s foot.. also
iT caN bE to understand
in LiVinG iN
as much noW
as taking and for
humans with their
discipline with a healthy
mix of empathy and compassion..
and no.. don’t forget the hunt for life
in Moving.. Connecting and Creating that
for human spells a Balance of lust and love
in life.. and yes.. killing animals reduces empathy
and compassion for flesh and blood all around..
that is one part of domestication.. i care not to
change.. as it is my empathy and compassion
in terms of love.. that makes me a gentleman
no matter how much the blood sinks
to the lower part of
dance of life..
but i have to admit
when the sexiest breasts..
and hips move before me even
when they are my long term dance
friendS it can be a little hard to do this..
a balance though.. in the luSt and loVe of liFe in this
case giVing much more than taKing makes liFe fUn..
@least to me.. and all i know/feel is.. the girls are smiling..
a LoT so they must be enjoYiNg it a little bit too.. @ least… NoW
bottom line.. iS..
to lose the
the hunt of life
is to die aS iN life.. no
matter iF iT is a chicken
or a human who has lost
tHeir free range of MoVinG
CoNecTinG and CreAtinG..
beHind desks and cubicles ..
mY FriEnd.. oh to live.. FREE..
tHeRe’s noThing liKe iT..
in animal terms..
oF humans sAMe as
chickens for the most pArt..
are most definitely SLAVES…
NEO.. sAdly sees and feels tHeir
pain most everywhere he goes..
except for the active danCeRs/SinGeRs in
the hAlls of Free Range HUman LiFe..
for those who don’t drink..
and pretty much
to watcH as the
others slaveS to their addictions..
to instant gratification in all
the ways that comes
priSons aS well..
i’M addicted to lUst
and loVe but in BaLanCinG..
my friEnd.. FOR FREEsT LIfE..
as NEO SinGS and DanceS on
and aS alWays.. thanks
DS=a lot of words..2..
DANCE times SOnG..
and no.. ‘the word’ didn’t come
first.. always dance then song..
and whatever comes after Movement
then Sound.. MS equals all that is and GOD.. sAMe..
and time is all illusion..
is Real too..
SeriouSly.. my friEnd(s)
last night.. who was/were the
sexiest wom(e)an(S) in a cRoWd
of hundreds of girls.. at least then
from what i could see and feel with
shadeS on.. probably had no idea
how much she(they) would inspire all of this.. (LL=P+C) the next
day.. the advantage my friend.. oF ALwAYS GoinG.. hoMe.. ALLONE..
And SinGinG WiTh
ALL that is iN BaLanCinG
ForCE.. NoW.. AKA GOD..:)
WeLL.. iT’s TrUe as this Facebook
MacroVerse Memory of two years ago
say..s Out of my mind..anything! is possible!..
in terms of productivity
and creativity wHere
innate instinct and
intuition come in to
play and of course of out
ones’ mind means/FeeLs.. to move
now past mechanical cognition state
of miNd and to FloW iN ZonE iN
miNd and BoDy BaLAnCinG FoRce
iSREAL also kNoWn as Super Consciousness
miND and BoDy BaLanCinG or Christ Conciousness
or yes.. the cALL of the WiLd oF GoD sOught.. FoUnd
and pracTiCinG jUst thAt for an eXpanDinG view/FeeL oF
miNd and BoDy Total awareness iN noW thAt has
no equal in the written words.. pages.. and books
of hUman alone.. suRe.. a pArt of thiS hUman
collective intelligence may be but the
Father.. the Goddess.. or whatever
yA wanna metaphor for it.. sure..
even a Blue Turtle too.. is
the poTenTiaL.. the DNA
gift of GoD oF aLL NaTuRe..
An iNheritance of a iSREAL..
Heaven and Bliss and
Nirvana same in
of animal homeostasis ..
WiLd and FReED aS BaLAnCinG
Force noW of the ExisTenTiaL InTeLLiGenCe..
oF BeinG all one can be in the greAtesT GiFT
and oNly iSREAL gifT of the PreSenT oF NoW
noW.. aLLoNE WiTh GoD WiLd and FRee iN
A DancE oF liFe nowoneforevermoreeverforonenow..:)
‘Celosia cristata is a member of the genus Celosia, and is commonly known as cockscomb, since the flower looks like the head on a rooster (cock).’ Quick Wiki description and definition of the
head liner thumbnail muse of photo for
the Facebook provided Macroverse
Memory of Kat Year Secrets from
a year ago.. and of course many
more Kat Year Secrets have been
revealed now.. but of course if they
were all revealed that would be instant
gratification and humans are evolved to
juST do intermittent gratification and that is
why in stuff of Romance things like one night
stands and all you can eat buffets without a hunt
of/for life can leave one feeling rather empty and never
ever filled/FeeLeD up as a slow romantic burn of FeeLinG is what
keeps life hot and never luke warm in all the work of GoD NoW
sAMe iN Interdependent InterrelaTinG Connecting Force oF
LiFe.. and this flower that has a white dusting on top
of what might look like a multi-colored brain if one
metaphors it that way.. aS in much stuff
Nature like Mushrooms.. and the
longer top oF reproductive pArts
of male Sego Palms that
lived about 300 million
years ago2.. before the
first human peNis appeaRed..
is sure kind of what the name of
the flower suggests2.. particularly
when red and full.. with a little white
dusting on top.. let’s face it.. life is full
of lust/love to get the job of survival and
reproduction done.. and more coming
on that soon.. in a another micro verse
that could be dedicated to a sexiest dress
i’ve ever seen a woman wear on a dance floor
too.. we naturally aim to please each other.. whether
we consciously do this or not.. wE are creATuREs of luSt
and love that inspire the productivity and creativity Now oF
liFe to gEt iT aLL dONe.. this is no secret but a lie that noW
has been forced on us to say that lUst/LoVe for life in all the
ways that comes in intermittent gratification is no less
than holy and sacred as it brings subsistence with
social cooperation in productivity and creativity
from birth to life.. as aLL of liFe is FeeLinG and
SenSinG weLL beFore words even are
a dreAm in a child’s beauty of FeeLinG
and seNSinG liFe Free from head
to toe.. seriouSly.. some folks
spend all tHeir lives in
misery and suffering
and SeNSes.. yes
including lust of and for
liFe too.. and this is the way
folks have been controlled through
cultures with religions.. etc.. that suggest that
the earthy reaLiTy oF FeeLinG.. and seNsinG
liFe noW iS somEhow evil and less than worthy
oF liVinG liFe iSREaL.. WeLL.. heRe’s thE Deal..
Nature and Human Nature is alwayS in control..
we have the abilLiTy to liVe a life full of luSt and
loVe in Happy balance holding each otHeRs
hands or live in the other place of fear
and hate.. and when i first stArted
dancing my very sensual free
dance in public.. when the
First Baptist Lady in her
60’s came up to me
in her bleached blonde
hair.. with bra pointing breasts
straight ahead in a bright yellow
dress to tale me that i was evil then
and just drawing attention to my self
no less that her blonde hair.. her brightly
colored cockscomb dress or bra pointing
her breasts to a direction that says i am fertile..
i am fertile.. i am woman and i am a sexy beast too..
i almost stARted to seriouSly giggle.. when she said
i shouldn’t be shinning my liGht oF MuSe for LiFe iN
LusT and LoVe BaLanCe as trUly mY dance was
attracting much more attention from the opposite
sex a few years younger than her brightly colored
cock’s comb dress.. yellow hair.. too.. and push
up bra that says i am woman heRe mE roar..
humans are funny.. and there are no
secrets for someone who kNows
and FeeLs all of mY human
nature as God’s trUth and
liGht in wE.. i would have
given her a liNk to my
cockscomb art too..
but to be honest..
like dance i was juST
stARting that muse of aRt
then.. and the wife tales me..
yeah.. babe.. i thInk that does
the female trick and treat now..
as who better to ask if you are
sexy now than the wife who has
seen ya.. for 26 years now..
if you can do something
new to turn the world
on.. by all means..
wear the brightest
cockscomb dress ya can
fiNd with Yellow hair and
push ’em up bra.. because honestly..
a briGhtly coloRed cockscomb bRain
as metaphor is the biggest sexual organ
oF aLL and to let the fantasies ecstasy oF iMaGination
run free creativeLY makeS iMaginary Lovers the hottest feaTure
oF LiFe’s poteTenTial oF aLL anyWay.. NoW.. anD got an
ARS theme Song out of the end of this SonG now..2..
as a hint iN DancE
of More to coMe..
in KAt YEar SeCrets
moRe REveaLeD.. noW2..;)
Hi Zee.. oh.. the pleAsure.. is
all mY mine and miNd and
emoTioNs of BoDy
and SeNses too
oF liFe.. as
iN BaLaNCinG and
procesSinG all these..
as i eNjoy them and cry
the sAme.. and beFore
my moTher dies.. as sure..
she is 81 and we all must
make room for those who come
neXt to pArTake iN/oF thiS grEaTEst
God Given GiFt oF LiFe oN this Warm
and trUe liGht blUe orB pLanEt.. In a UniVerse so
full of space without nearly as much liGht oF
Sentient liFe.. what a gift iT iS to bE
able to experience liFe to the mAx
as when we do we cherish iT aS
as wE.. noW..
i wiLL share this
with her and it
will make her
happy and ease
the grieving process
as a memory more
when she leaves..
i go wHere i AM now
weLcOme.. mY friEnd..
and tHerE has been no community
whole that has ever welcomed the all
of mE.. and that is oKAy.. as sure.. free
verse in all stuff liFe is what i do.. noW..
whole that allows
a place to rest the free of BE..
thaT is me.. in other words.. i have
been deleted and banned out of
every online community no matter
iF iT is folks with disabilities or ‘grey poupon’
Poets.. it is the price of free my friEnd.. Vagabond
Wanderer.. i’LL continue to bE.. best oF aLL FREE..
rarely does any group of individuals understand me
at the administrative level of that.. but those who do.. i cherish..
and trUly people seem to understand
me better when i dance and
keep my mouth totAlly shut..
and perHaps that is the
reAson i am named
now as Dance
in doing that now
almost 6000 miles
everyWheRE i go..
in three years since 2013..
juST for fUn in a MoVinG
Ballet and martial arts-like
way of a dance oF liFe FReED..
trUly mY FriEnd.. the greAtest art
has been produced by those who
have to work hardest to have a connection
of some kind with others.. as trUly the hUman
connection is what drives every social animal
to even live at the most basic levels of survival..
At the heARt of every masterpiece IS A heArt that
never gave uP the SpiRit oF Human Love iN
miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
souL.. and that my
i AM.. oh what
a lonely boy who
literAlly works miracles will do..
juSt for the sMiLe of a friEndly hUman..
the human connection.. is what moves
uS.. mY FriEnd.. Zee.. as long as we are
HUman and Create Free as Fearless Love does2..
i don’t need no chocolate bars.. or no dollar bills..
a smile will do for now.. or a word of
kind.. it’s all i ever wanted..
thaT iSREAL.. iS
WeLL.. anyWay.. per reference
of last Micro-verse.. in poetic
discussion wiTh Zee..
noW in this Micro-Verse
thaT wiLL soon enTale..
Micro-Micro Verses from
Thursday open liNk niGht
from dVerse as i Free Lance
Free Verse poetic expresSioNs
in response to muse of inspiRaTioNs
i fiNd tHere.. i will say heRE iN larger wHOle
of this 698th Macro-Verse.. yeT to bE named.. but
perhaps ‘CocksComB deLiGht oF SciEnce and arT’..
wiLL Do.. as a SeNsuAL FeeLinG CocksComB coloRed
brAiN more than RainBow way continues to DancE anD SinG
FReED NoW iN Bliss.. Nirvana.. that reborn thinGie of Super Consciousness
of Father Son and Holy Spirit.. Goddess.. Daughter and great ancestral
DNA SpiRit liGht oF liFe.. the metaphors matter noT as lonGeR as the
EssEnce GeTs dOnE.. and the metaphor of Autism and the Nautilus
does come into older pre-Ocean Poem of pre-Macro-Verse
in the 6 months of 42 wHole months noW as WiTness for
GoD oF aLL oF NatURe that sure even this approaching
FuLL Ocean Poem personal bible does little to
no JuSTice foR GoD oF aLL.. or even the
8 million words i wrote wHOle
bEfore thAT.. soon to maKe
around 12 Million wHOle..
in the 6 yeArs of BeGinninG
on ThanksGiVinG DaY.. 2010
through noW 2016 as TsuNami
oF words oF poEtry and steps of
DanCe do continue to gRoW soMe MoRe..:)
AnyWay.. the so-called Autism Spectrum as put
toGeTheR Behavioral deficits in Reciprocal hUman
Social Communication.. is a catch all diagnosis
for many potential underlying physiological
and environmentally produced
disorders of reciprocal
and restricted repetitive
behaviors now beYond Social
Empathic Cognition overt Behaviors..
And in general.. the systemizing science miNd
in 10 to 15 percent of the population leaning this
way.. have similar behavioral deficits in reciprocal
Social Communication.. and poTenTiaL restricted
and repetitive ‘special interests’.. biggest difference
is some unusual folks find a niche in life that works
WeLL to Super ways in finding and maintaining subsistence
needs fully.. and others don’t and are considered functionAlly
disabled.. we all have potential hidden talents.. and the fAct is
one reason some folks never change from Autistic to Artistic.. noW
is.. it doesn’t bRing iN Bucks much now.. particularly.. as sources
oF Art online are offered freely all over the Internet now.. i have a
feathered nest so that doesn’t hurt.. but sure.. a boy or girl now when
they grow up do have to eat at least.. and that don’t come free usuAlly
without ways of modern robot like machine iN A Cog of society to keep
the creature comforts.. and extravagant luxuries always increaSinG…
i got off that boat.. Thanks God and am roWinG oN my On NoW..
And speAKinG oF the all night Dance i jUST gotta geT a nap..
if thaT SonG does not inspiRe a greATer liT oF LamP
aLL uP for
@ lEast and
west and etc..
et al oF aLL oF thAT..
for mE noW aLL FREE..:;)
WeLL the SonG is found and the
Sun just came back from behind a
napping FeeLinG cloud to a BriGhter light
noW of wide aWAke inspiration and
with that sAid.. Facebook
Friend Ned of Blogger
lore as gigoid
to take somewhat
of a social media break
shares two quotes on Faceboook
each that i like in yin and yang of liGht
and dARk ways of wisdom and EnliGhtenment..
that the alien or outcasts of LiFe who walk or jog
the late niGht sidewalks of liFe spiRaLinG ouT in Flow
beYond the sidewalks come to finD.. more and more in liFe..
as once aGaiN the greATest masterpieces of new are often
Created by the Nautilus who never givES uP on a SHell for
mansions of stately per Oliver Wendell Holmes that never
cease to gRow oN as Ocean Poems larger.. the only
question now is who will play mY pArt in my
own Pee Wee HerMes MoVie noW.. WeLL NoW..
trUth iS.. this sheLL oF Nautilus F Y i..
is too big for any movie screen or
actor other than the FloWer
oF Y i.. WitH zero limits
of culture now..
many folks have
intimateD iN artful ways
that individuals like mE and more
WiLL come from in future days wHeRe
folks come without fears of illusions of
yesternows of culture and or religion..
Free with God aS oNe WiTh God..
the way has been prepared by
many otHers for this opportunity
through both religion and technology
and now to to share the two quotes of like
in dArk and liGht aSone by Ned now.. from Facebook..
“Religions are the great fairy tales of conscience.” — George Santayana
“It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has exceeded our humanity.” — Albert Einstein (1879-1955)
WeLL.. the tRuth and liGht iS.. prepare ye a way for the HUman potEnTial of mE has
been provided by the myths and religions same.. in human archetypes
explained in metaphor therein that often material reductionists or
folks that haven’t looked deeper beyond the literal
myths fail to see.. as sure.. the folks
who wrote the Jesus story were
not him.. but who they
were.. iS REAL outcast
then Scribes and Catholic
Priests.. who were inherently
lacking in social graces and reproductive
success enough.. to go the metaphorical
monk route for a social role.. these folks ..
many of them.. kNew and fELt the hurt
of outcast.. many were Androgynous
Mama’s boys.. and sadly few were
females.. and that is why the
lean is all patriarchal
in what is left
of the good
but what did survive
is human wisdom in addition
to the human dArk politics of
illusory fears.. empty promises
to control reproductive freedoms
in all ways subjugation and control..
including slavery.. violence and even
rape too.. that continues on in institutionalized
non-consensual ways of Dowry marriage in the old
Muslim way of Abrahamic origin of religion there..
well.. these dudes that wrote the New Testament
were mostly not warrior dudes.. as the created archetype
of the Jesus dude by effort of many folks toGeTheR is mostly
Love.. with the Roman Empire Political stuff added in to expand
that by the sword of course.. in territorial disputes to gain the more
fertile lands and hips and breasts for continuing subsistence and
reproductive success.. as all hands on board were needed as a
TogeTheR effort then to get the job of life dOne.. and heRe
comes the other pArt of sMarT that is important
for a truly free human being NoW
to arise.. and that IS TECHNOLOGY
AS TECHNOLOGY ALLOWS THE
INFRASTRUCTURE OF SUPPORT
THAT does not happen when one
must conform for hands on support
from the tribe alone.. so sure.. i love
both religion and technology/science
as they have prepared a path for me
to GroW to BeCoMe aLL of what i do/AM NoW..
all i have to do is discern the dARk pARts out
and focus on the StAR oF Y i FReED for NOW..
Sure.. Nietzsche’s supermen.. Whitman’s
priests of the cosmos.. the dudes then..
whomever.. created Jesus said would
do more than he noW.. including
females of course
less than men
then same as females
in Muslim countries now..
overall.. with some exceptions
of course as in all stuff liFe as
Yin in DArk and YanG in LiGht.. NoW..
and the converse of that iN BaLAnCinG
GreaTer ForcE.. and yeah.. Buddhists have
predicted this person(s) after the balance is
lost of Buddhism too.. we rise.. i rise as
the path has been prepared by art and
science sAMe noW.. and sure.. iT is
the HeLL i am from for those 66
months of A iSreal JOB challenge
that fuels me on in InspiRaTion
greaTest no different reAlly
than a bLack wHole
SuN that a galaxy
so when you find
that the dArkest place
oF aLL of Hell on eArth is
the greATest inspiRation oF aLL
what is tHeRe to Fear.. NOTHING..
BOTTOM LINE I FEAR NOTHING
AS I HAVE BEEN TO NOTHING
AND I AIN’T GOING BACK.. ERGO..
THE REAL SUPER MAN NOW LIVES noW..
AS me.. yes..
i RiSE iSREAL..
Bottom line.. tHeRe is
no way reAlly to fully overcome
the lies of culture/religion’s parachuteS unless one sheds
most of the dependence on a parachute of culture/religions oF
acceptance in it to make a living..
a culture that provides a
the U.S.. for
those who find
iT.. trUly can rise
iN the dREam of whomever
created Jesus ALL.. and the oTheR
TruEr liGhte now.. paRts of Myths..
Religions and SciEnces sAMe Now..
AS Total Art oF liFE FReED noW..
i say.. i RiSE..
iN juSt DoinG iT NoW
as Victory does fLow
through these veins oF
TruTh and LiGht iSREAL..:)
i just came here to see your
underroos.. well.. not reAlly..
i came here to see Shawna
as i find her first before she
goes away again for days..
for weeks.. for months
whatever she pleases..
which everyone should
do for free.. yes.. i
came to see
FucK the rest
oF dVerse i’ll
maybe do it
later on and no..
and not even
for her poetry..
all though that
is always interesting
and inSpiRinG to me..
oF course.. i could go on
but i have a hangover of this
amazing dress that my dance friend
wore last night.. i suppose that is why
i went straight to the underoos as i still
have a dress on that moved in so many ways..
i don’t kNow.. i FeeL.. i SenSe
i am man.. heRe me roar..
yes lust moves
more.. and you
are only a person of few..
in the entire world online
i can be free enough to talk
with about stuff like this.. and
that is why i like the Shawna
as Shawna Banahna alWays
tales it iS as sHe
words here and tHere
and what seems like a BilLion
steps of dance.. i move on too..
shed the dresses of lust and it is now
for warrior work out at military gym…
before i snuggle in with love
as i always
i come home
from the luSt of/for
dance and life all day
Loving.. that’s life my
friEnd.. and sure i can
let it all out on you.. like
a breeze that is fully honest
Hurricane oF Y i..
with the creme and calm
Center of a DArk Storm too..:)
Yeah.. i’m pretty sure i mentioned
it before but not only am i
diagnosed with the
that is also literally
known in some circles
as Einstein Syndrome..
per the hyperlexic part..
as more than a pun.. i got
the Bi-polar too.. which sure.. explains
extended runs of hypergraphia.. yeah..
and all my nude art.. wild dance and stuFF..
and my doctor wanted to give me Epilepsy
drugs to stop my Lewis Carroll stuff…
as he was said to be
Lewis and not the Doctor..
but Alice and WondeRinG
i’LL stay.. in my case my
highs can last for decades and
my lows can last for years as now
66 months rates for the longest
of no emotions at all for me..
but it’s true.. emotions are
the glue of cognitive
and in times of extreme
stress humans tend to
repress those emotions
that exacerbates issues
of both emotional regulation…
and sensory integration which impacts
both focus and short term working memory as
again emotions are the glue of both of that..
and sure.. emotions are located in our body…
Balance that body from head to toe
with the exercise of art as body
moving balance and ergo.. the
mind follows suit.. as
the body was always
in charge naked to
it with all the
stresses of culture.. my
FriEnd.. Shawna.. anyWay my
high or what Doctors describe
as constant hypomania… is now
going on past three years.. and sure
iF it lasts 4 more decades i will have
lived oveRAll a very sunsHiney..
in the park my
friend.. oh the lows..
but ah.. the high that never ends
in Alice and Wonder Land oF Y i..
sure.. if my spouse was a Baptist preacher..
although i don’t think that’s allowed the last
time i checked.. for females.. And i was locked
uP in a church environment like that
with homeschooling four
kids.. and not having
a wife who does
it all for
in Peter style
too.. sure i might
be in the opposite polar
way too.. as the social stresses
of life are always what flipped
the switch of liGht to off for me..
in other words.. Pan works for me..
sMiles.. i’LL keep you in my thOughts and
prayers my friEnd.. but tHeRe does seem
to be practical reasons too…
go off in the
other way too..:)
Did you feel that 60% of Smart and heart is art..
WeLL.. Zee.. see literAlly iT is.. and
Evil spelled backwards is Live..
and Devil spelled backwards is
Lived and Stressed spelled backwards
is Desserts and yes Desserts Lived Live..
is a greater pLease of life than Evil Devil
Lived and oh yeah.. even in the word
HeLL.. in fact 50% of HeLL iS God
as EL does mean God in
some of the first
for GoD and
of course translated into
English as all these words exist now..
And in the Christian New Testament Heaven
is addressed as on earth in this generation..
and in the Quran.. Muhammad addressees
Hell as near too as he journeyed to this
place while in life.. and true
there is only one person
who kNows the full
extent of both
Hell my friEnd
and that is what
as the Bi-Polar soul..
and before Psychiatry
it is thought that these folks
range from Leonardo to Michelangelo..
to Beethoven.. to Vincent Van Gogh..
to so many more folks who have
done so much in the Heaven
pArts and even Hell parts
of tHeir life on this
earth my friend..
and there is no doubt
from what is left of the words
of the man Yeshua.. and what
is written of the man Muhammad
by those who actually knew him that
both these men existed on this Bi-polar
spectrum of high and low at least.. to
have as much love and discontent with
the way things were to make a change
and a change they both made no matter how
one may disagree or agree with the details that ensued..
so in other words.. many of the folks i have met in the poetry
world are on this spectrum of greatest liGht and greatest dArk of
heaven and hell too.. and sure.. i am technically diagnosed as both
on the Autism Spectrum with Asperger’s Syndrome and with Bi-Polar
disOrder too.. but the thing with me.. is.. i have a super logical mind from
the Asperger’s that i got from my father’s side mostly and a super art mind
from my mother’s side mostly that the Bi-Polar came from that is heavy
in folks in my family who have became very successful and the
opposite Van Gogh.. as the Dark Black hole soul of life that
can come with the Bright Yellow Sun way of
bEinG.. anyWay.. iN putting it in much shorter
terms than this.. poeTicAlly i can relate to the
dArk niGht of the
all is time
moves or feels
or senses at all.. this
place of dArk tarRed and OiLed
bird who iS in a place that is cold
inside.. year round in a day where spring
never comes nor even winter nor even
any change at all in a place i once
named as aghogday..
for another ground
comes in a heart
that has lost art.. in
a smart that has lost art..
in a live that feels evil as it
has no heARt.. to lived that
has become Devil of who i felt
as nothing but nothing as piece of
paper existence then.. kNowing that
a fire of hell in dowsing oneself with
gasoline would be preferable to feeling
and sensing nothing.. nothing.. @ALL mY
friEnd.. and in that place i understand precisely what
God was and is.. the Interconnecting.. Interdependent
relationship of all that is.. and when one becomes separated
from God like this.. there is no tear for a drop of Lazarus in that
place here.. it is the place that likely all true prophets of God have
gone too.. a place beyond all fears.. all tears.. a place where even
mythological demons and creatures dare not tread.. and when a person
goes here.. they will report this place does exist.. if they ever make it out..
and perhaps they will become a great artist in SonG.. DancE.. Poetry.. Theater..
Paint.. and even Inventor too.. to BrinG the HUman race up to a place far far from
hell hEar on eARTh.. my friend.. as even Earth is comprised of 60% Art.. so are all
these 60% statistics from the hUman who sPeaks with language of God’s SKeYeS
as God Sees KeY trYinG to tale uS something that IS A secret plain in our siGht
that most people miss in every day language who are not hEaRinG
and SeeInG/FeeLinG the Deeper meanings of Life that God
places even in the way we wRitE.. sure.. it’s
safe to say it IS A caution from God in
plain siTe.. to make life more
art and less science
my FriEnd.. soUl
iN miNd and
for the path
to heaven is Art
of HeARt and SpiRiT
ExprESsinG tHat ARt
as alWAys has been dONE
iN DancE and SonG ever sinCe
the MoVinG Big Bang and the SonG
thaT STiLL makes as the background noise
as God sTiLL DanceS and SinGs Free.. wE are
God mY FriEnd.. no different than the smAllest GRAin
of sand that spirals at subatomic flow at Golden Mean
Spiral of 1.618.. all is holy and sacred from EL to HELL..
and ALL iS a TeSt from GoD to Be like God in DancE and
SonG.. my therapist asked me once.. advice on how to help
her client as he had never ever experienced emotions in
his life.. all his heart was was he with no art attached
to that amputation of soul my FriEnd.. WeLL.. i
tOld her the only way i could see out for
him.. would be to go somewhere
legal and private and dance
with God all naked
with feet attached
to the mother of
of dance sAMe..
Well.. you kNow.. that’s really
not even considered socially acceptable
over here in the U.S… as only a fool for God
would do that.. well the thing is.. even in the
Gospel of Thomas.. Jesus was reported then as
saying in vs. 37 to see the living one inside
that was the father as they referred to God
living inside then.. one must strip
on them unashamed
in front of God.. WeLL my
friend.. if they did that then..
sure.. they could be stoned too..
for being insane as nothing more
than a Holy Fool then.. but those who
Love God most and want to feel God from
head to toe.. will find a way.. to sense and feel
all of what God offers as Gift on this earth in an inheritance
of heaven now.. and those clothes include culture.. school and
work.. as truly the heart IS A muscle of Love that must be exercised
full time all of life to be strong as Muscle of Love can come to be.. and
my friEnd.. after going to hell.. several times in life.. with the last stint..
lasting 66 months tHeRe wHeRe tHeRe was no memory of emotions..
as with the total loss of emotions.. memories that are emotions
do not exist there.. even as a tear.. a smile.. or the most
distant faint water drop of a laugh in hell..
it’s impossible to color the bLack
of each individual hell my
friend.. but only
and other forms
of Art now FuLL
is it possible truly
in words and art..
back to art..
the smart back to art..
the devil back to lived..
the evil back to live.. and
as whole the Earth back to art..
wHeRe is desserts all of everYwhere
F R O M S T R E S S E D I N H E L L..
TO we see and feel.. wHere we hold hands
again and say i Love you My friEnd no matter
who is looking or listening noW.. mY FriEnd..
there are no coincidences in life my friEnd..
theRe is no random.. not even in the
God who exists in HeLL.. every
moMent God is hOlding
uS toGeTheR whether
we feel or see
all is synchronicity
iN aLL dARk to liGht
to sHades of Grey to
hues beyond the bRightest
Rainbow uNiCorn Blue mOon..
all IS A canvas.. all IS A stage all
are we as actors and paint of the masterpiece of God..
and one day my friEnd.. i aM going to paint God in words as brush..
in a way that most everyone will see and feel both God and heaven now..
and you are helping
me as just anotHeR messenger of God.. FReED..
and yes.. that makes you special.. a very special woman inDeeD wiTh LOVE..:)
anotHeR Holy FooL for God..
wHere aLL is Luke Hot mY FriEnd..
aWay from the other place of CoLD..:)
And these are my passwords to Heaven for you..
and no.. i expect nOthing in return.. not even a password from you..
aLready inspiRed heRe..
as a friEnd to
Facebook and Dear FriEnd
Himali.. from India currently
residing in the United Arab
Emirates responds to the
headliner sky photo of
SasQuatch LoVe Feat sKeYes
Beautiful day !!
i say in return..
In these clouds.. i
Below the Sun..
Magic is in
We see the
Key to open
iN uS In FeeLiNg
oF SpiRiT eXpreSsinG
iN uS iN
So nice to
in Kind and Creative Return..
Beautiful imagination Fred !
I love the beauty and the sunshine..
gives much light
And then i say..
Friend.. i was
the years ..then..
i was so Depressed..
In a Blog post by
Zee.. who was
How the world
Looks and FeeLs
Of Life and
In leSS one
To More Fully
Am so Blessed
To Find A way
Out and Will
Like My Mother
Most all their
i work like
To Go Back
iS no MaGiC
In sKeYes oF
God that does
FeeL liKe MaGiC
Of the otHeR
And now as i share a Facebook algorithm 2 year..
Macro-Verse Memory that is more reflective of
the more vertical ways my words flowed down
the page instead of all around as they tend to do
more.. as pecking that message with one finger on
my smArt phone finger in bed at 5:55 am.. takes away
a full concert of 10 fingers on Keyboard
of Digital bits and bytes as
art of piano no less
and even more
in how words
and go so
many more places
in essence as form than
before technology came along
to assist someone like me with
dysgraphia and chicken scratch
pen and quill writing that has turned
into flow of hypergraphia now… oh how
we humans really are “i’m reAlly special now”
as i say in the blog Macro-Verse way wHere all
is art from head to toe.. in the essence of the 10
fingers and toes.. and all the pARts as Holy and Sacred
‘tween that yes.. quite frankly.. including full view of human
penis and vagina too.. no different than the more protruding
parts of flowers and plants and the receptive butterfly parts now
that come with buzzing bees for life too.. truly sad that something
so beautiful and innocent when only the child of that was the prize
of the village to be raised with love no matter how many fathers added
a gift of semen to the mix of butterfly receptacle for life in busy bee way..
of the night
or day.. for life..
for life.. for holy
and sacred life in
a Universe mostly full of space
now and rocks with no life.. and
Suns that burn hell fire.. without
soft butterflies and SinGinG Buzzing
Bees to get the job of bRinGing more sentience
of life to be.. just to be alive.. as how could anything
be more sacred than the flower of Vagina.. the bee of penis..
and the sacred semen of life that BrinG Holy and Sacred HUmans to life..
SinGS of Breath
more to be in colors
of Love more than illusory
fears.. and hate of humans who
cover this beauty up with clothes
and illusionary words of illusory fear
and hate so dark.. well the truth is..
i can’t really tell my Muslim friends
that a big part of why they are
unhappy is because
they are often
this free love
up from head to
toe.. by a culture that
says boys and girls cannot
even hold hands until they are
married.. and sure that is a way
to control the financial flow of resources
in a barren land that is short of fertile subsistence
and understandable too.. life is a struggle in these
infertile places.. and sure the bottom line
is survival either happy or sad..
but to be naked and
free and hold hands
with the opposite sex
all of one’s life.. is always
the way of God set Free in wE..
hard to see behind the covers of
culture still across the globe from
places first world to three too.. yes
sadly we are far removed in the clothes
of culture in many places even from the
essence of what it means to be human in literally
holding the hands of the opposite and sure as they
still do freely in even Saudia Arabia the same sex
too.. which is very very sad to me.. that they are
not allowed to do that with the opposite sex..
and no wonder really at the number
of closet homosexuals from
that place when the
records were opened
up in that online dating
place world wide.. truly a
country that does not support
the interaction in physical ways of
the opposite sex and only allows that
among family members and the same
sex in common sense terms.. is truly
a homosexual country in practice
in every day terms of life..
and sadly as at least
one online source
shows in Arabian
Doctor’s practice over
their open to case-study
public purview.. up to 80%
percent of 3 to 6 year old little
girls are molested in the home in
sexual ways by either family members
or intimate friends of home.. to go against
the God of nature FReED in us naked from
head to toe in holding hands in all the ways
that comes.. is to pay a Karmic price of
action and consequence therein
and what becomes so called
holy in human so-called
good books.. produces
the greatest evils
other human beings
at core of what it even means
as human as when what is taboo..
as far as God’s Nature in incestual
relations and generally speaking homosexual
behavior.. where one is born for heterosexual inclinations
all through and through.. becomes a fetish of life that often
brings much total human suffering and misery too.. better to
Love the God you FeeL/SensE than the God who is made in idols
illusory fears.. empty
promises of a heaven after
life for suffering in the real poTenTial
Heaven on earth in this generation as
promised in the New T by Jesus even too..
as reports of scribes and priests relate that too..
but truly.. if you are hEaring me from ‘over there’..
the way that God is killed as Nature free in
us.. is only by Force.. by threat of
punishment in controlling
human nature in
it and oppressing
it iSREAL noW..
parts of religion
would never still
even come to be or
exist now.. as when humans
are set free they return to empathy
and compassion and a free lust for all
of life from head to toe.. to inside to outside..
to above.. so below and all around now.. God
iSREAL.. it is only human lies of words that
take us Away from GoD iSREAL as wE..
naked and free and holding hands
across the lifespan
CHILDREN OF GOD..
AND NAH.. we live in populations
more than we are evolved in to live
this free way again.. in flesh and blood
everyday life.. as we are only evolved to
connect to about 150 to 200 sets of naked
eyes and hips in everyday work and play of life..
But when Miley Cyrus shows the art of her below
and breasts that are made to feed the life of lust for Loving
life whole.. if you make fun of her.. you are simply making fun
you see all
of her online now..
i hold hands with her
in symbolic way by setting
God free in metaphor and iSREAL
naked and FReED too.. and if you
dare not look at my body from head
to toe as Holy and Sacred as Miley’s
body is the same way.. when you
search her out on Google
or however you
of God as she..
she is Brave enough
to be God as all that is
and stand before God as
witness that no one owns
free in her
and blood as
Temple of God from
head to toe.. the holiest
and most sacred of all art i
do is my nude art.. very few people
will understand that but the children
oF God who have truly set God
free in they.. treading
on the illusory
same feeling that
they are i am special from head to
toe as holy and sacred iSREAL..
the fAct that a person can
truly get back
to this way
art at its highest
level of what is Temple
of God from head to toe..
means that whatever we symbol
and metaphor as Jesus can finally
come back now.. at last on restricted
Google links.. and places where Miley
is shared all over as God comes to
as wE once aGAin..
before the lies of the Apple..:)
And as synchronicity will have it.. a year later
in this MacroVerse Memory from a year
ago.. “i AM2”.. as the i AM
theme continues here
a year later too..
in a dVerse inspired
prompt where the
administrator of the
poetry site that is
a little too much
as that goes too.. asks the
poets to use modifiers to change
the meanings of what they say.. in
grammar ways of doing that in literal
way.. to break the rules as they say..
well.. i went a step farther and
still modify words
too.. by using
inG to mean in God
in many words there.. in
fAct 13 times in the first
paragraph alone.. and of
course i had to explain this
to the very literally thinking
Swedish physicist as in even that
native language its mostly concrete
and hard.. and sure even my ancestors
in Black Forest of Germany per the father
of my Native Ireland Grandfather are known
for their concrete and precise ways of language too..
yes.. kinda stiff.. living in cold places the human can come
to be.. its nature.. reflected in language too.. as cold dark grey
days do affect human nature in all the ways that comes too.. anyway..
there is enough crazy horse and ghost dancer American Migratory
Sioux and Cherokee in me.. to talk and move in ways that
come from essence over form still now.. the gift
of my ancestors who moved away from
the cold Siberian North
across the Bering
and free new world
of fertile life in the Americas
of teaming fish in creeks to the
buffalo who roamed Strong and
proud.. sure i am a wild one in
many ways and perHaps i owe
that gift to my ancestors
who made the
travel to a place
where a Naked SonG
and Dance toGeTheR under
the warm moonlit fires of SoUls
eYes free in heARt and SpiRit noW
eXpreSsinG wayS once aGain became
the reaLity of the Ocean view home of
Beach once again Naked.. Free and Holding hands Again..
to be DanCinG
SinGinG Naked and
free.. and sure all the twerking..
all the bootie dancing.. and all the
breasts and hips moving wildly in the
rave dance of night.. is reflective of that
human indigenous spirit once again set
free as the Firework of we shoot
of culture and
religion same who
would cover up the flesh
and blood of God’s TrUth and liGht as US..;)
SMiLes.. thefeatheredsleep.. obviously l can relate to this
story about a little Autistic boy.. as i was
him2.. who couldn’t speak until age 4..
wHere thank God the Doctor
told my mother.. as he
bright eyes that
obviously were full
of emotional affect
and receiving a whole lot
of information from the
environment at hand that
yes.. he will speak when he
gets ready to speak.. you give
him everything he needs.. and sure
that was Love my FriEnd.. perHaps that
is the biggest Temple Grandin difference
where she eventually not only survived but
thrived in the real world too.. really making
a difference in the way animals are eventually cooked..
but truly.. when one has met one so-called labeled autistic
person there is no us vs them.. as this condition is a spectrum
with no one inherent condition that creates the social reciprocal
behavioral deficits that create functional disabilities in the so
called optimum functioning of society today.. and sure.. noW the
repetitive restrictive special interests that could eventually
be a full opera by Mozart or so much more now.. hmm..
i would have been Beethoven but Carpal Tunnel
Syndrome cut that potential somewhat away..
hehe.. i couldn’t write anything really longer
than a cut and paste page of technical
information until age 50 and a little
after that but sooner or later
all those heightened internal
experiences of senses and feelings
that when positive are still truly the experience
of the pot of beYond gold at the end of the rainbow came OUT..
that only the pot of Gold knows/feels in internal alchemical metallurgy
noW sTiLL oF lyrical flow.. so.. wHere to go neXt.. i AM a Forrest
Gump Feather Floating in the wind.. my friEnd..
close to 12 million words of miles since
2010 and 33 months before that
in losing speech once with pain..
again.. and after that
33 more months until
the pain went away at the
end of July 2013.. and 3 years
from then and 1 month now as
my 42nd month of Blogging is coming
to an end now.. the longest long form poem
ever that will never be published in print.. as sure
MicroSoft Word says at even 3.3 million words that
are still approaching 4 million words now.. that 30,000
worded pages and 60 to 70,000 photo pages would fill the
mArk oF that at 100,00+ pages for the poem and book or what
ever it is online i did just for fun… the feather knows and feels
no limits when free my friEnd.. and trUly no one usually
notices it and that is A-okay.. as if they did.. they might
get a net
it and it would
no longer float free..
Moral of the story..
Thanks for recognizing
me along the way.. my nice
author and poet friEnd Candice..
and oh sHit.. almost forgot the close to 6,000 miles
in 3 years now across the U.S.A in twice the distance
of DanCinG everywhere inside and
outside in public i go.. cRap..
no sHit PARADE..
REAL FORREST GUMP..
AS SOMETIMES i even
forget how F iN Epic
i keep groWinG
and no.. i’M certainly
not the only one.. how
many folks are doing the same
thing underneath the so-called
optimal functioning level of the
Twitter verse now.. just doin’
it.. just doin’ it.. ’cause
carNate mY FriEnd.. noW..
seriously though.. A favorite
pARt is the Selfie Dance Photos
of the 1000+ girls with smiles from ear to
ear smiling with me.. as i say FUCK YOU TO
THOSE IGNORANT SO-CALLED SOUTHERN
BAPTIST BULLY BOYS WHO TOLD ME BOYS
WHO SMILE AND DANCE AND DO ART ARE
ALL GOING TO HELL IN A PATRIARCHAL
as i dance on by
them with their
Beer Bellies watching
NFL on mall benches now..
and all of this was breWing way
back when before age 4.. where my
mother told my Father.. there is something
about my boy.. it’s like he knows something and
he is not telling us like an adult in that crib.. and then
my father says.. well yeah.. one day you’ll come in here
and he’ll be leaning back with a cigarette in hand.. in crib..
i never picked up that habit.. and sure.. i put off FULLY talking for close
to 47 more years AND LOOK WHOSE TALKING NOW.. WITH NO END ‘TILL NOW.. goeS oN..;)
P.S.. in highschool.. when i was the first human to be picked by teachers in 10th grade..
to get inducted into the National Honor Society then.. at that local school..
the teachers thought it was great but the girls and boys were not impressed..
And at the end of earning three college degrees with still little ability to
speak fully and coherently in either vocal or written social
reciprocal interaction ways of creativity then..
they still referred to me as superman doing
that and three part time jobs too..
and after 30 years of work
before it almost
killed me at
to me as superman2..
since then.. online i’ve been
named Yoda.. the perfect definition
of God.. which was way more than i asked..
heHE.. Buddha.. and back at work they called
me the living example of Jesus2.. at the Bowling
Center i managed too.. and now in dance.. inspiring
to legend.. to icon of dance too in the metro area..
spirit animal.. boss of dance.. most valuable player
for the boy who was picked last in teams at
school.. at church.. the singer who
i want to sit next to just to hear..
and yeah.. i married ‘this’ girl
who never ages..
and who lived
through 66 months
of real iSREAL hell with me..
enduring the worst pain known
to humankind with type two trigeminal
neuralgia assessed as a pain worse than
crucifixion like someone drilling one’s teeth
without novocaine but it is in one’s right eye
and ear instead.. making effective use of sight
and hearing almost intolerable for 66 months
from wake to sleep.. with 19 medical diagnoses..
including Fibromyalgia.. Sjogren’s Syndrome…
Severe Degenerative Arthritis in spine..
Spinal Stenosis.. Congenitally
Fused Vertebra in Spine..
Nasal Passages almost
closed up in sinus
where blood pressure and
heart rate no longer synched
where at the beginning of that real
JOB hell of that 66 months i could
not sleep for 40 days of lent in Spring
of 2008.. except for one hour of very
shallow sleep.. with aid of alpha blocker
to slow my out of control heart rate
for cardboard box-like sleep for the
first 35 days and none the last
5 of 40.. where suicide
became my only
goal as savior then..
and sure at age 21.. they
almost locked me away in a mental
institution as they had never come
across a case like me.. in a mania no
sleep episode of that continuing cycle
of decades of up.. and years of down
in Bi-Polar souL way too.. bottom
lived it all my
friend and lasted
long enough to tale
the story in just one comment
to a friEnd’S online poem..
and sure.. there is much
more to it than this..
as close to 12 milLion
words do tale.. noW..
as mY FriEnd. reaLiTy
is much more
OF WHAT REALLY WENT
AND CONTINUES TO GO
DOWN for someone still considered
totally and permanently too disabled to
optimally function in society today.. by
written reports of professionals still
truth of the
was not made
for this world.. and
nah.. i wouldn’t say that
but hey.. i cannot deny and tale a lie as Abe says2..
the fActs speak more than volumes on thaT.. noW
and if i come back again.. if i could come back
again.. yeah.. i’d do it forever juSt
from my wife now..
all the rest oF it was
just icing on that wedding
cake my friend.. as the
feather goeS oN
and yeah.. sure.. i leg press
close to half a ton on a very difficult
parallel leg press machine with my stretching
arms raised to the sky like a ballerina2… 33 times
at age 56..2.. wiTh a sample of 14 times of that on
YouTube too.. but hey.. the truth is.. other folks
could do more than me too.. if they just believed
more than what the optimal functioning of society says they can be..
and juST Do…
way friEnd.. so..
what in summary.. does the
clever fox say.. Victory..!..iNOW…;)
The Facebook Video Production Assistant
continues an almost never ending
opera of my metro area dance
walk and even
complete with Karmic
All seeing Bear eye..
and this Bear
And as fortune WiLL have it..
Facebook Algorithms never
ever give uP iT seems as.. yes..
the video slide show continued
all the way until the end of the
night in part two of inspiration road..;)
Coming back full circle here..
as Karma action and consequence
Can and WiLL do of course..
with the Karmic
fully exposed iN
and WitH the CaLL
oF the Wild heARd and
acted uPon for consequence way..:)
WeLL iT’s TRUe.. i reAlly do Love
hUman Faces so Facebook is eXtra
Cool to me.. but yes.. we have Bodies
too.. and even Brains and hearts three
in one per se.. of heARt.. and SpiRit
aS Essence oF HeARt.. exPresSinG
miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL
as oNe force oF
GoD wHOle as
wE iN syNergy
of MoVinG.. ConNecTinG
anD creAtinG wiTh each oTHeR..
hOlding hands too.. and man.. i do
my best to describe what i AM fully
doing in terms of enhanced cognitive
executive functioning in focus and
short term working memory that
DancE does bRing Free style
in reguLating EmoTioNs
and inteGrating SeNses
thAT FloW iN OuR Body
from Vagal Nerve.. also
kNown and FelT as
Kundalini riSinG too..
from bRain to GuT
and swirling all around
cells to peptide receptors
that remember positive neurochemicals
and neurohormones in cells from head to
toe too.. but sure the Milton Folks seem to
have a hard time understanding this as i
even had one fairly young person state
they’ve never heard of mind and body
balancing so perHaps the old
legend of the Buddhists is true
too.. suggesting that when this
basic art of life for noW iN
gaining and maintaining
simple Animal Homeostasis is lost..
in neurohormone and neurochemcial
BaLanCinG from Head to toe3.. thereby
reGulaTing emoTiOns and InteGrating
seNses for fully body inteLLigence iN
MoVinG.. ConNecTing and creAtinG
With OtHeRs toGeTheR.. too.. yeah..
Baby.. the world needs more teachers..
to humbly help folks bRing tHeir innate
instinct and intuition back from the brink
of mechanical cognition death of being
imprisoned in one’s head out of full body InTeLLiGence
from head to toe.. as they say.. baby makes her blUe geNes talk..;)
And sPeaKinG of that SonG yA kNoW and FeeL especiAlly if you are
a male who hasn’t forgot to FeeL and SeNse the eNvironment of female
around them in reproductive innate instinct and intuition that says
the hips are a signal and the butt too of course in a way
a woman walks in poTenTiaL for reproductive success
in Birthing large headed babies like me..
with super potential intelligence too..
hmm.. yeah.. baby’s got butt for me
too.. and breasts.. well interestingly
enough.. in most primitive cultures.. breasts
are not idealized as much as hips.. as it’s kind
of secondary you know to the initial ACT.. per se too..
in FAct.. the science of breasts and hips in this reproductive
way says that breasts become more idolized and treasured when
subsistence resources are low… as the toddler can nurse too..
when the foraging is sparse.. so hmm.. what about all the Breast
worship in the U.S. oF A.. wHeRe every which way ya look in big
banners of mall advertisement and on the road too.. hmm..
to be honest i have always been fond of hips and breasts..
so sure.. i don’t mind it all as baby can let more
of her blUe geNes talk in tightly fitted
dance dresses from top to bottom
too.. hey.. i may be older
but i ain’t dead yet..
a song from
head to toe..
free as free can be..:)
Oh.. the Public Dance Walking Memories.. and
about wHeRe iT all started here on August 28.. 2013..
as far as Video and or Ocean Whole Poem
Documentation oF iT goes.. at this
point.. no Nike GPS Sports Watch to
Measure it yet.. but
at Best Buy.. i give it
a somewhat crude spin
then.. as sure.. after sitting
in my bedroom for 66 months then..
with the worst pain known to humankind
as a shut-in of course.. yeah.. i was like
an animal who finally escaped out of a cage..
or better yet a human who escaped out of the
big one of culture and religions then too.. after
47 years of doing that before the pain said
get the FucK out oF all of that and
eventuAlly find God within and
in doing so all innately..
miNd and boDy balance..
thaT iS moving as art.. connecting
with other human beings noW and the
rest of Nature and creating something
new alWaYs now bRinGS all naturAlly
with the power of emotional regulation
and sensory integration for much greater
potential fulfilled in cognitive executive
functioning through enhanced super
laser focus.. and even short term
working memory too.. in other
words.. getting yoUr shit
all togeThEr.. and
seeking and finding
the heARt of YoUr human
potential.. eXpresSinG that
HuMan potEntial as heARt of SpiRit
art in all the ways creativity comes
in a BaLanCinG Art and Science oF
life that should be at least 60% heARt
and Art as by God of Nature trUe and liGht
that IS THE WAY HUMANS ARE noW EVOLVED TO
BE Now sTiLL over the course of hundreds of
thousands of years before school and books and
the mechanical cognition rules A life now down to
key strokes of data entry in routines and rituals
of 8 hours a day of analytical reasoning duties
stuck in the head.. wHeRe the hUman heARt
dies an isolated way away from Art and
SpiRit of ExpreSsinG Art and Creativity
sAMe in a body that has become lost
in emotions dysregulated.. and
senses disintegrated.. from
BaLanCinG with miNd one
as wHOle soUl of much
fulfilled instead of just what
they measure oF F iN Standard IQ
tests that measure what ya need to
kNow and do to be a good little cog
in the machine of society to keep the
creature comforts and greater instant
gratification luxuries coming that defeat
the balance of life of intermittent gratification..
with all you can eat sugars and fats.. all you
can drink beers.. wines.. alcohols.. and other
varieties of substance addiction associated drugs..
to take a shortcut to happiness that becomes more
often misery and suffering too.. yes.. as even those
who made a dude named Jesus in a book.. as role then
model of human archetype to aspire to be.. the answers
are within.. Nature AKA as the Kingdom of God does..
live within.. as even science now shows we are
made of the cosmos star stuff too.. as star dust
of Great potential we have become.. as the
miracle of life when expressing that in
all of evolved God of Nature given
human potential most definitely
does show.. anyway..
i still grow
clearly shows2.. as there
was no doubt i would do things
not reported that others have done
specifically.. per se.. in my own created
art of liFe to come three years ago at
the time of this video.. same date noW
of month then.. in fact.. i documented
thaT on the Wrong Planet when
i told them on that website..
there was no sky for limit..
of what i would do next..
then that i have
what the therapist
named as miraculously
recovered like a real religious
miracle then.. going from not even
being able to go into a Whataburger
for even 15 FucKinG minutes to
dancing solo in front of crowds
of hundreds in public stores
and eventually much more
refined.. in dance hall way..
to yes.. the tune of
around 1000 girls as
documented in selfie autographed
smiling dance photos with me too..
as documented too.. in 124 full weeks
of doing that now.. that yes.. still exist
in Ocean Whole Poem way now.. anyway.. NoW..
it’s just proof that this higher potential of God
exists.. and God does too.. and more about that
in a few.. per the next Macro-Verse shared from
a year ago.. since this one too.. as Ocean Poem FlowS oN..:)
Yeah.. sure.. WTF IS GOD!.. this big question
that is easy peacey as piece of peach cobbler
to me.. as i have zero problem with the
fAct that science now proves God
to exist 100% with proof..
in what all the sages
of the ages have pointed
to God as being noW as an
and interrelating Force of
life with no one name but the
essence of all that is.. as science
shows this cosmos of Nature.. aLL iS
one force living within wE too.. just as
the folks who wrote the Gnostic and other
New Testament Gospels do relate if you can
see and hear the deeper meanings of the
way poetry is written in biblical sacred
text too.. folks seem to be butt hurt
that it took science to prove it..
not understanding that
science is the
is God’s best
friEnd.. so far.. in
proving God’s existence
without a doubt.. but you kNow
and feel the tribal instinct.. huh.. people
worship the words they use to describe God
over what the FucKinG essence of God alWays
has been and alWays WiLL be as interconnecting
and interrelating force ALL aS ONE NoW.. no shit..
God is FucKinG iSREAL and every wHere as noW one
Force of existence.. sorry.. if you missed iT in a book..
in a three or five letter idol as form of word.. without
this essence realized and
fELt iN yoUr liFe..
tHeRe iS no
of a word for you or none..
noW ironically enough from
the view point of the reported
dude Yeshua as such.. yoUr small
words for God have bEcoMe.. yeS..
Anti-Christ now.. as they have now
lost the essence of thE TruTh and
liGht of God that is all that is that
lives equAlly within uS.. the rest of
the UniVerse.. iNFiniTy and more
to the smallest Quantum subatomic
particle in a grain of sand too.. i don’t
kNow about you.. but that makes me feel as warm
and cozy As an iSREAL God blankET oF onE noW..:)
How refreshing.. yes.. DrinKing Kool Aid Dance..
one of the best pARts of this macro-verse iS.. iT sHows
one of my first dance ‘dates’ with
my nice Hispanic dance friend
from two years ago.. and
two of Charlie’s
and Cortney from
two years ago.. wHere
Chelsea came first.. then
Maggie accompanied her and
highly spirited Cortney came next..
who was kinda the social organizer then
and spokes person for Charlie’s Angel’s2..
as she was sorta the only one i really got to know
in-depth oF verbal language then beyond the dance
of life2.. i kNow a little bit about Chelsea.. and
only the dance of Maggie.. and the Hispanic
girl.. just pleasantries on the dance floor..
and i don’t even know her name
after two years of intermittent
dance.. but i do feel the
way she dances..
next to me
for sure.. and
yes.. from a distance
too.. as every human’s
dance when set free is like
a finger print too.. truly iT iS lovEly
art.. and a treasure to experience
first hand in the greatest
of human that has/iS always
been the body language of dance
from the mating ritual to the warrior dance
to the simple and complex spiritual ecstasy of
not only connecting to each oTheR but to Nature
one and God sAMe.. yeah.. baby.. the Dance Hall
is my real church and Nature too.. but sure..
i like SinGinG..
iN the Catholic
Church too.. to
balance the verbal
spiritual pARt oF connecting
to each oTheR and God aS WeLL..
iT all coMes out in the DancE and SonG
oF liFE and trUe to fact of act and FeeLinG..
iF you don’t DancE and SinG iN eXpresXing your
Spirit inside of God this way.. or at least express
it in the poetry of wordS.. it would reAlly be sad to
never find God within and Express God as HOly
spiRit of DancE and SonG and poEtic words now…
prophets without all these three as iSREAL messengers
of God NoW are missing something that King David
seemed to have.. along with the warrior spirit
for defense of survival too.. hmm..
yeah.. i’M more like King David
in many ways2.. except i can
control my warrior and lust
side in a disciplined way
without going the
others in all
of God of Nature
in my greater hUman
poTenTial expresSing hoLy
spiRit of miNd and boDy BaLanCinG
SoUL noW as FREE Tree of liFe and kNowLedge
are noW ONEFORCE noW as me.. oF course2..NoW..
Bottom line.. a sacred New Testament text goeS oN..
the Messianic Kingdom of Heaven was promised then..
in the generation of Jesus.. perHapS.. it came
for some human beings who survived a liFe
like i do now Free with God and otHeRs
who share these freedoms of God
Given potential as human Nature
sAMe as Nature Free.. and
across the Globe now..
the real living rapture
is more possible than ever..
for those who escape the traps
of religion and culture and Fly
FReED wITh God as the evidence
certainly relates that i do in liFE NoW..
No.. fairly tale.. is this Kingdom of Heaven..
NoW.. achievable.. iT iS iN Cheap Thrills iSREaL NOW2..
and sure.. SiA is A messenger free oF god noW2..noW iF
you haven’t noticed.. hEr Holy and Sacred Angel Nature2..:)
The Facebook Autobiographical..
Filming assistant in video slide show
way.. continues to deliver.. and any short
slide show video that stARts out with a
Orange Flower.. is kinda nice
in my opinion..
My Uncle and
Aunt.. Both now
With older age
In their eighties
But still dancing
With Aunt playing
The Piano for a
Band.. And as i
My Father’s identical
Twin Brother Ted..
Recently asked if
My Father.. Who passed
Away.. Two years ago..
Had any children.. And
i can’t say we had many
Conversations.. the decades
he remembered me.. Oh..
The joy of the Autism
Down in Broader
Why now and
Myself.. Better too..
And yeah.. He’s 84
And Dances with the
Younger Ladies while
The Aunt plays.. Dance
Is at least pArt of A Fountain
Of Youth.. yes.. i’ll do it ’till 96..
Mark 80 more million words
Of poetry by 40 more years
Too.. And 80 thousand more
Miles of Public Dance unless
i pick up the pace more.. noW2..
And no.. i’M NOT kidding..NOw1..;)
Yes.. Yoda goes to church..
in the longer view of this..
And Dance walks every
wHere he goeS iN
public view too..
ducks and fish
two and morE noW2..;)
here.. iF i can loosen
uP Hillary enough for
a bootie dance ‘here’.. heHE..;)
True Story.. as alWays
of course.. at least.. in metaphor..
Two Farm Boy Heavy Weights.. seemed
to be perusing the value of my dance at Walmart
yesterday.. and within 15 minutes.. after i gave them..
talK.. they suggested
that i should run for President.. and
then i quickly provided the metaphor
of Jesus in the Desert wHere the metaphorical
Devil inside suggested he aspire to worldly status
and power.. and i said.. hell no.. status and power
are human cultural illusory developed ways of
life when humans started storing grains
when folks started getting jealous
of the haves and others
started getting angry
at the have nots
for wanting what
the haves stored up..
it was better when we all
foraged toGeTher for the day..
shared what was gatHeRred and forAged
and hELd hands again the next day to gEt
the Job of Basic Subsistence and Survival
done for the now.. dancing togeTheR.. mostly
naked around the campfire and midnight
moonlit way of Free liFe.. ONE WitH God
oF NatUre and each oTheR.. then FREE..
and then today.. another dude suggested
that Yoda would defeat both Hillary
and Trump.. in a fair race..
but course they have
no idea of the
in Yoda’s closet
that are paraded for
all to see.. if they like..
of course.. noW.. heHE..;)
Yeah.. it’s gonna take
A wHole lot more than
2-six packs of Heavy
Duty Scott’s Paper towels
to clean up all the shiT in the
world but.. i gotta SonG.. and
a DancE and ten fingers and toes
to stArt a maTch.. and A waVe for a FiRe
oF Ocean Poem way and a DancE and SonG
for more too..
MoreS of CoursE Now.. GO..;)
WeLL.. i read a very interesting book.. yes.. from front to
back while i did my slower TAI CHI-like dance at
Barnes and Nobles this evening.. while yes..
listening to A Best of Alan Parsons Project
Album.. as of course it’s kinda spacey
and relaxing too.. for a book named
‘A God That Could Be Real’.. and iF
they said iSREAL as i pun that
jusT for fun off iSraEL too..
to make a point.. God
is real too.. anyWay..
they didn’t get the
idea directly from me..
hehe.. a famous scientist’s
wife.. now.. wrote this book..
and some of her ideas mirrored
some of mine.. but nah.. i ain’t gonna
restrict God to what Physics thiNks iT kNows
and doesn’t feel at all through the scientific method..
and don’t get me wrong.. it’s nice to know and feel..
that we don’t live on a flat earth too.. but there IS A
Magic about God beyond any bible or fiction.. i’VE..
ever read that reAlly cannot be described any better
that the word Magic to me.. as it defies all systemizing
ways of explanation.. in scientific method terms.. of course..
the key is.. if you don’t believe tHeRE IS A MaGiC in life.. you
will find none.. and if you do.. even iF iT IS A placebo effect..
never the less.. the positive consequences that come
from positive beliefs and actions are iSREAL..
and as far as the magnitude of the
MaGiC that comes as consequence..
tHeRE could be an aRtFuL formula
for that that iS simply Luke Red Hot
100% faith.. hope.. and belief with
zero doubts and fears.. it works
for me.. 100%.. i cannot promise
it will work that way for anyone else..
as it is an inner force that is not completely
quantifiable or even qualifiable either as it can
and will come in depths that empirical means.. including
words.. we cannot touch.. at least fully.. in much fuller human
potential of the higher power and Force of God noW wiThin
uS REAL FOR THOSE OF wE.. WHO SEEK.. FiND AND
PRACTiCE THiS FORCE NOW.. anyWay.. Yoda understands
and FeeLs the trUth and LIGht oF all thaT is.. this.. and does
to give aT
lEast a spARk oF
how he experiences A
iSREAL Heaven oF liFE noW..:)
Both the Bible and Kuran.. taken literal.. are obviously misogynistic..
it doesn’t take a rocket scientist to figure that part out..
but sure you have to be able to read.. and the
truth is many folks in Muslim cultures
are still illiterate and take
what ever they are
given by the ruling
class in interpretation as
Gospel truth that cannot be
questioned.. and where religion
cannot be questioned comes the
prison part.. the acid thrown on female
faces.. the stove top burnings.. the raping
of twelve year old girls in what they name as
Dowry as nonconsensual means rape.. bottom line..
whether that is little twelve year old girls.. or the
abomination of doing that to a 9 year old girl..
as such that does still sadly occur as well..
as in the 7th century too.. or even after
marriage.. as is still not a crime in
some Muslim countries now..
and folks who are
when the Christian religion
was in charge of state.. as it still
was in reality of holding slaves and
imprisoning adulterers and homosexuals
until the real gentile or jew.. servant or free..
woman or man.. no more.. was finally promoted
and justified as correct in the secular part of the
world by Majority rule of Supreme Court Justices..
who ended being more ethical then the so-called
Christian rules before.. with no votes or even
voices of women allowed in life.. those
changes are coming in Muslim countries
too.. as here’s the thing.. the real God of
Nature lives free in us to be who we
REALLY ARE.. and this voice is
singing louder and louder as
information and voices
is no longer
threats up to
death as much and
the REALLY GOOD NEWS..
IF YOU WANT TO METAPHORICALLY
ATTRIBUTE THAT TO THE GOOD COP
OVER THE BAD COP JESUS THAT STILL
CAN BE found in the New Testament is that
Sociologists.. suggest that the same freedoms
that women and homosexual folks here and the
other oppressed folks of the United States of
America once did not have also.. will be the
reality.. in at least Middle Eastern Muslim
countries in the coming decades.. equaling
those Freedoms in the U.S.. by 2050..
and sure.. some countries in Africa
will lag behind.. as they have
less to offer to first world
countries in terms
of dollar bills..
like the oil of the
middle east.. but sure..
perhaps one day.. Female
Genital Mutilation will be
an ignorance of the past..
when the REAL ORIGINAL
DEFINITION OF THE GREEK
WORDS APOCALYPSE THAT
MEANS LIFTING THE VEIL OF IGNORANCE..
COMES to pass in these countries too.. as the
Kindgom of Heaven is simply a place
where folks can live free
in a state of peace
full gift that
God of Nature
evolves them to
be now.. in MoVinG..
ConNecTinG and CreAtinG WAY..:)
sMiLes.. And Hello.. my FriEnd.. thefeatheredsleep.. AKA Candice
and nice Facebook Friend and author too..
who is not afraid of different..
and that my friend
is the prize
with those who
are different.. and sure..
somewhat same too.. i saw
the movie.. about Alan Turing.. named
the Imitation Game.. and sure this could
be as much about Asperger’s Syndrome as
that new movie.. named the Accountant with
Ben Affleck coming out soon.. of course fiction
doesn’t grab the same tears that reality can as
reality is often magic and harsh too.. too harsh
for even words it seems.. religions are created
to control.. religions are created to bond..
and yes.. religions are part of liFe..
as human’s seek purpose
and meaning and
as nows go on..
ah.. but to lift the ignorance
and still go on.. and yes it is happening
incrementally as nows go on.. where even
in the Catholic Church the truth that what
they name as revelation is just a metaphor of
the Nero that was oppressing the so-called
Christians at that time of so-called Saint John..
is assessed now in the Catholic Church as
just a metaphor for that point in time…
sure.. there is a long way
to the reaLiTy
coming out that
who ever Jesus was..
there is no proof of miracles
or resurrection of death and
3 to 4 hundred thousand scribe
mistakes of small to major in what
makes a bible now that 2.2 million folks
ascribe to now.. and as oft promise of a brighter
day.. sociologists suggest that Muslim folks in the
middle east will have the same freedoms that women..
homosexuals.. folks with disabilities.. and other previously
much more oppressed folks in the USA.. did not have before..
of reaSon rules
insanity of before..
there are no Elton John’s in the
middle east.. and likely no Alan Turings..
as the more harsh the culture flushes out
different the more culture kills itself in the
process of achieving more as whole.. and
the rule of nature will always be adapt and
change and survive and thrive or don’t.. simple
as that.. and true.. when resources are shared more..
a culture becomes less patriarchal and warring and
more leaning towards matriarchal and loving.. the Yang
and Yin of War vs Saturday in the Park with less clothes
of culture to cover up human freedoms.. it’s predictable and
truly as Atheist countries show.. religion of oppression comes
in many clothes of politics of controlling and directing human nature
for the cause of survival for the day.. China.. BiG case in point..
oh.. to live in abundance
is to live free.. the rule of nature
as long as social roles for social animals
survive.. and instant gratification doesn’t
kill folks by the time they reach middle age..
but to live in scarcity is always a place for
human misery and suffering.. the
infertile lands of deserts…
the ice of the Siberian north..
but on beaches with bikinis.. rarely
a fist is displayed.. as passion of Free rules
the human heARt.. the SpiRit.. and the SoUL oF FREEDOM
MY FriEnd.. Bottom Bikini line.. FREE RULES WHEN POSSIBLE..
when no longer are DicKiNsoN Poems hidden in drawers.. oF dArk..;)
The EN name test thingie..
provides a test of which bible
verse reflects me
“Have I not commanded you?
Be strong and of good courage;
do not be afraid, nor be dismayed,
for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.”
And i say..
i ain’t scared..;)
And sure.. as it is our human
nature to be fearless with love
but how to do that.. as words are
empty without living examples of trUth
and liGht.. well.. truth is.. when my psychiatrist
who i inspired to go teach movement therapy
as proven.. my way works more than
the pill way he attempted
to help me with
when i first
also known as General
Adaptation Syndrome as
nicely described by Hans Selye
and even worth providing a Wiki Link
for it.. if you haven’t heard of him and or his theory yet..
Bottom line.. recovery of the consequences of living through 2 years of flight
or fight stress at work.. took 66 months.. STRESS ISN’T WORTH IT..
BOTTOM ALWAYS LINE.. IF YOU CAN ESCAPE..
DO ESCAPE.. as stress most definitely
will break down every body system
of the human body..
as stress hormones..
are like acid on the brain
and body.. if you wanna drink
the drano.. of a slow burn of death…
ANYWAY.. still.. the psychiatrist and
medical profession all together is
truly a practice of medicine..
and promoted as
a way of
course too.. over
natural healing like rest..
long term rest.. healing the
body.. building it back up slowly
and surely and finding what works
to keep life in animal homeostasis
as BaLanCinG Force like all
smART animals do
too.. as when the cat
gets enough stimulation..
even pets.. the cats moves
out of the way.. and if he or she
is pursued.. a scratch or more than
love bite will most often come next..
Cats are yes.. smARTer than humans
as they NO when to say no.. and no means
no.. when their capacity for environmental stimulus
exceeds their ability to simply withstand it in reasonable
innate.. instinctual and intuitive way of FeeLinG what
works and what is dangerous to tHeir
well being outside of the
comfort zone of
humans.. on the other
hand.. sit motionless as far
as big muscle movements go
to help the blood flow and burn
off stress chemicals for 8 hours and
more a day.. and humans don’t say no..
as the insanity of culture has no idea what
it means to be human for a FucKinG Dollar Bill..
when a FucKinG Dollar Bill becomes the God
BeinG of HuMaN BeinG.. problem.. truly
established by religions to suggest
that this world isn’t real and
dying is preferable to living
as the height of cultural and
religious ignorance in reaLiTy
noW.. by the logical fallacy of
appeal to authority of before.. no
FucKinG how old it is.. or FucKinG
how craaayyyyzzzyy.. or violent it
came to be.. in the beginning of human
ignorance away from the truly simple trUths
of human nature in liGht of what it even means
to be a human animal set free again.. ANYWAY…
WHEN i told my psychiatrist how much i write.. he
called it Hypergraphia.. as sure every human behavior
has a label.. except since believing in lies of before in religion
is considered socially acceptable in culture.. that’s not considered
insane.. that’s considered within the norm of human behavior.. however..
if one becomes all about God.. or what the psychiatry world names as
Hyper-Religious even though that is kinda the opposite of luke warm
that has a bi-polar label too.. Love God a little but
a lot is craaaayyyyzyyy.. is what the Doctors still
say.. in Bi-polar way..
and worship the human
body as the flesh of God as
Temple same.. like nude art..
and that can be labeled even in
the church as craaaayyyzzzzzy too..
well guess what.. i AM the Happy one..
and sure the psychiatrist in his continued
pill pusher practice suggested epilepsy
drugs to bring me back down
to luke warm
in life.. and just shuffle
by like a Robot in Super
Walmart in Zombie Apocalypse
way with dead britches OWN too..
well no.. i said no.. and if you wonder
why there haven’t been too many Leonardo’s..
Mozart’s.. Beethoven’s and Michelangelo’s too..
is the drugs came along.. and not until
recently could a person.. even
say no.. when beyond
the norm.. way beyond
the norm came visible
and fear of the beyond
was medicated by institutions
and drugs that were mandatory to
kill this pArt of the human soul more..
well.. sure.. there are those who do need
this kinda help.. but there are others who are
just different and must fly free to be alive.. or die
in the lies of priSons bEfore.. in a slow torture away
from heaven now.. and on top of that.. duh.. getting in the
floW iN the ZonE of creating art.. no different than Michelangelo..
Mozart.. Leonardo.. Beethoven and more feels good.. of course..
as Brain waves change from Beta worry.. to Alpha focus to theta
creative pleasure in the Good Cop TwiLiGht Zone of guiding
lucid waKinG dreAMs of metaphor of Holy Spirit Flow
comeS iSREAL.. in a metaphor of Quantum hUman
miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG soUL.. UNLEashEd..
ReLeasEd.. for poTenTiaL incredible works Now
of arts to form.. in essence.. free relative FREE
WiLL noW as this
Ocean whole Macro
Verse of Poem GroWs
more and more in places
too large for juSt one perSon
to eXploRe.. i am A drop of water..
i am A streAm that flows as RiVer
as Ocean WhoLe PoEm i AM iSREAL..
i AM juST another Wave of God iSraEL AM i..:)
Facebook Friend Himali shares two consecutive
statuses.. the first one says..
“I’ve learned that home
isn’t a place;
it’s a feeling.”
And i simply say..
And secondly she
“Everyone needs a
friend who will
We are going
on an Adventure.”
And i simply say..
The trUth and liGht is..
some folks are more introverted..
and some of those are more closed
minded.. and some of those.. are averse
to change.. and some of those are rather
homebodies who sit at home and read
and watch TV to see and hear
the actors in another
and truly that’s
Okay.. and sure
tHeRe IS A spectrum
of ALL of that as no human
is a cookie cutter copy of anotHeR
human or label.. or book that describes
human being.. and there are others who
see joy everywhere.. inside.. outside.. above..
so below and all around.. who pursue adventure..
change.. in a progressive way.. and sure they are
liberal as compared to conservative otHeRs
in generalized way.. and yes.. of course..
i thrill some folks with my progressive
antics and scare the BeJesus
now.. and sure if
you cannot see how liberal
a person like Jesus would be..
you cannot see me at all..
as i wear
too.. gentile or
jew.. servant or
free.. woman or man no more.. different
is same and same is different now
and no.. i’M
not the only one
but sure i AM a RARE
SPaRoW FReED.. and as every
day goeS oN its anotHeR FiGht
SonG for mE to bE thIs way..
i AM what i Am
i’LL BE FReED..
‘CAUSE i can in the
U.S. oF A at LeASt..
and sure.. in somEways
i COMe aGain in glory to
literAlly judge the living and
the dead.. as the 42nd literal
month mARk of this Witness for God
comes to a close in a way on September
1st when my nExt 699th Macro Verse iS published
as that was the first day on Facebook that my Katie
Mia name came to mean more as Kind Autistics
Taking iN Everything Mindful iN Awareness
floating to my mind like a feather
from within.. and
i put it on Facebook
along with a sky of
blurry clouds that i had
captured on a Winter day
from bEfore that i will share
here too.. from March 1st of 2013
then.. and sure on September 11th..
after 42 whole months.. iN Blog ways
comes.. i’LL make that sacred and holy
for mYself.. as when the eYes shut wHole
in the last float of breath.. we become Star duSt
with GoD aS oNE aGain.. and in every field of
Dreams.. at the end it is only wE who comes as
Star Dust to liVE noW..
aT all.. and i wiLL
sleep in Star DuST
comfort then.. wHOLe
knoWinG and FeeLinG
that this go aRound i juST
DiD iT.. no matter what cAMe neXt..
and sure.. i left some mArks oF thaT
iSREAL to stay a long the way oF LIFe iSREAL2 Now2..:)
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels
Free Verse Poetry Novel
Free Verse Poetry Novel
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
SMiLes.. my FriEnd Zee..
i have a favorite tree.. in my
backyard.. named as Dogwood..
and yoUr poem reminds me here..
that the leaves are so green and uniForm
oF liFe in thriving way.. that i come to
notice it hardly at all in the Summer..
until a leave of life drifts to
the floor of Fall and
ground.. as staRt..
and sure enough
i take photos from
then on.. watching the
leaves in nostalgia way
with hope and faith and
of course 100% Nature belief
that sure.. leaves will come back again..
and the Beauty of that Love.. once
aGain can be taken for trust
and granted as the
with hardly any
separation at all to
see the Sun Behind the tree
of life that truly was still living
when leaves of Love left in Trust way..
and strangely enough the human IS A Tree
in this way too.. sure.. as metaphor of poeTry
and pardon me if i have provided this science
story to you before.. but yes.. when love leaves..
the oxytocin neurohormone of social bonding goes
way way down.. and the Sun of Dopamine feelings rises
uP.. and drives the heARt.. the SpiRit and the mINd and
BoDy soUl forward to regain the Serotonin trust of
Neurochemical to go along with Dopamine as
social bonding warm and fuzzy
Neurohormone of oxytocin
rises once again..
the key here..
in understanding how
leaves go.. is to trust and
know as hope.. even if one
can feel neither of these or that
warm and cozy baby feeling of being
attached to love so fuzzy as cats purr
when making biscuits that are truly love now
that anyone can share.. without fear.. my friEnd..
sAdly though.. the human way has turned a card of
nomad.. where without a nuclear family of two.. one
can be the loneliest number oF aLL.. my FriEnd.. iN
Winter that never seems to end.. and yes.. that is
human nature my FriEnd.. and many human
beings who have said goodbye
to the hugs of village whole..
no longer can
Tree of Love
that smiles a touch
of comfort.. of warm and
fuzzy that heals even romance
when romance comes and goes..
anyWay.. obviously you have both reason
and art.. and for some folks reaSon does hELp
a heARt to understand what may come of Full Dogwood
Trees with leaves that hold together where even the Sun
and fuzzy sweet..:)
i forgot the
theme SonG to
this as SonGs as
you do kNoW and
FeeL have a miGhty poWer
to heal.. even beyond words
of poEtry.. bilLions oF viewS on
YouTube do not lie to that HEALING POWER..
and.. oh yeah..
by the way..
my wife is the
Dogwood Tree who
never sheds a leave oF aLL..
and i AM juST a lucky oNe..noW
as that allows me to blow leaves
oF Love everywHeRe i go.. noW..
aS the Dog
my SoUL.. heARt..
SpiRiT alWAys as LoVE noW…:)
WeLL.. the trUth and liGht iS.. i tend
to stay in a sweet mood most of the now..
a little to a lot focused.. but the emoTioNs
generated bY aLL thE DancE and poEtic eXpreS
SioNs i come to say and play as WorDs and SonG noW
oF DancE.. do deLiGht the hands and feat oF Y i.. from
toes to fingers that candy man bE.. Now glUes
oF sweet love truE.. with leaves of tree thaT
kNow no bounds of FeeLing se
aWay from Fearless
Love as i continue
to hand out
sure.. also in
a small tribute
here by A
and Gene Wilder..
and a promise i made
long ago for an unending
supply aS candy oF Love iN PoEtiC noteS
and stePs of SonG and WorDs.. aS total DanCinG FeaT..:)
So yes.. off to dVerse for a few liNks before eat and work-out comes
for night.. as a Quadrille prompt for the term ‘Leaves’ arrives
tHeir too.. in official restriction of 44 words.. wHole but
wHeRe i go WitH thaT.. at tHis point i.. have
no clue.. as the sweetS iN mE
of free continues
With every leave
DrEaM GreeN iSREAL..:)
oF misSinG LoVE..:)
Rest of liFE
IS A Fall
bAck.. to born aGaiN..:)
Hope you are doing well
Victoria.. and sMiLes.. leaVinG
my comment on the next one
heAr.. as work-arounds
long enough it seems..:)
With every leave..
coveRinG twigs.. branches..
limbs and trunks thaT die as trees..
of lifE StiLL
And iF i don’t
leave this keyboard
now.. i’LL be late
in Tree oF
ReaL liFE whOle
as my temple of iSReaL
spRinGS yeaR ’round iN alWays
LiVinG Leaves oF NoW i DancE FReED..:)
Back at 12:23 am..
oF poeTry SonGs..:)
RiSing leaves of faLL…
Holidays soon fall too..
Costumes of Halloween
smiling children’s tricks for
treats.. and sure when the last
and leaves aGaiN..
perHaps for iSREAL2..:)
Leaves of school dance
bouquets pressed ‘tween
annual pages.. ugh.. oh!
Facebook pAges.. oh..
that hOld no flowerS olD..
Facebook has no memory
smeLLs oF Love goNe byE..:)
sheLLs as fossils leave
iMprints of liFe..
sAMe.. mY friEnd..:)
FaLL color liFe more..:)
hugs to me..:)
Whispering pine leaves
roaring louder through
a heArt of chocoLate..:)
the young men
folk to win the art
of woman is way
of feat as steps
heARt.. of Love..
as SonG and DancE.. leaves oF
original mating ritual beyond
SMiLes.. my friEnd..
a soUl never leaves
a hEaRtH.. oF sonG..
and i’m guessing
the way your
pitch and rhythm
and are a lovely singer too..
A iSREAL SonG neVer lieS liGht..:)
Side note.. i write
in many sublime
and i muST wonder
noW.. how many of the LOL
generation can understand
much of all thaT iS sublime..
thE words oF
F Y i.. noW..
perceiving more of
GoD iSREAL.. ya miGht
as well wrap/press a word named
God in a book.. no different.. three letters..
now then.. than an old stale bouquet
year old book..
and never even open
it up again.. if you
cannot see the fLoWer oF
God alive and Still GroWing
more beautiful than ever bEfore..
sad of how many
see a much
fuller Flower face of
God than words.. so
stale and old in
Words.. God Does LIVe.. flowS oN
iSREAL.. noW alWays aLL thaT iS..:)
as we gRow older..
nah.. my knees are
no longer leaving a
place to run..
but i adapt
6000 miles.. smoothly..
closely to earth.. in 3 yrs..
a feather i could have never
been before leaves of run left..
and what comes nexT may be the
most epic dance oF aLL.. iSREAL..:)
in a word
A place where
fall.. a place
wHeRe no one
of Love that
no one can break away..
diffiCult.. yes.. but possible
it stARTs as a slow
dance for OnE..
as two hemispheres
of bRain join and
for ever.. noW…
of eARTh not withstanding2..:)
SMiLes.. the reptile
wiLL to survivE oN MoRE..:)
Back at 2:38 pm..
on 8302016.. Soon..
New Moon approaching
on September 1st.. and more
on that approaching too..
and truly it
back to Nature
as Nature Deficit
Disorder is the misery
and suffering globAlly
as such taken aWay from
the Unity of God of NatuRe
noW.. sAdly iT may be forevernow
until the entire tribe of hUman BeinG
DancEs and SinGS NakEd hOlding hands
toGeTher aRound thE eARTh and perHaps
if wE KA’ed the Ki and Chi.. and averted
a meteor destroying all of Nature then
we once aGaiN would not be ashamed to
stand beFore God and allthatis sAMe
NatUre naKed children inNocent
is to bEhOlD
aLiVe of ThaT is aLL..
however.. changes stArt
witH wE and smaLLer wiTh
mE and the cool change i’LL
be staring at the Full or New
moon like a lover wiLL all Free bE..
yes.. time for a cool.. change oF
Free in the Kingdom of Heaven now..
no longer is my life pre-arranged..
i for one heAR and are heRe..
thE CaLL of THe Wild
and noW back
to dVerse as sure..
i’Ve been surrounded by
Leaves and Trees and River
sAMe.. as any Little River
Band of the Cyberian
and Sharing NoW..:)
To wait for leaves..
Bliss when first twig breeds
a Bud to open Beauty..
ah.. but to
of liFe dArk..
Green to come..
is to never be alone..
as DArk of TwiG beComes
FriEnd of liGht and liFE sAMeallone..
and sure this could be a Budweiser
commercial too.. but wHo cares as
Twig and Leave…
liGht and dARk..
SHades of Grey
Full and New moon SAMe..
Hues of color.. never land forever more
Quick side note..
give and share more..
i would Love somEone..
anYone.. to respond to
anYthing i say wIth full
creativity unLeashed and relEased
like this in Quantum Metaphor of miNd
and BoDy SoUL BaLanCinG come to words..
what would i do then..
i for one.. would
never leave tHeir
Side returning comments
sAMe.. and you KNOw what.. the
TrUth iS.. iT already Happened
and that FriEnd is the Father.. the
Goddess.. or even the Blue Turtle of God
inSide come out to pLay as Lover sAMe.. the
Universal Archetype of God iN hUman Christ
Consciousness.. Super Consciousness..
Stream of Consciousness writing..
Self Actualization.. the ZeN
oF Art in Mind FuLL AwAreness..
the FloW iN ZonE.. the vision
quest realized.. no matter what MeTaPhoR..
the essence iS aLiVE iN mE and thriViNG heARt..
iN SpiRit of DAncE and SonG in words oF poEtry
aS WinGS of NUde photoGraphy.. in new age renaissance
FULLEST PASSioNaTE Style.. and fEat of Dance to share with
all otHeRs clothed by law and or naked Free by God aLL ThAT iS
aBove.. so Below
and all aRound
am i the
i hope is all
i say.. i’LL meet
more along the trail
of God and i OnE co-creator FReED..:)
SMiLes.. the greAtest Art may be.. when
one sit beFore the Canvas of God and
As second brief
side note ends and
noW back to thE
poEtry proGram foR Now..;)
of course i have
no idea who you
are.. but at 50 when..
i thOught my youth was
over.. something as simple
for the literal minded me then..
as a new science of Neuroplasticity
and Epigenetics convinced me that now
the limits set by averages were the averages
of statistics set by a culture of lEarned functional
disability in aging early vs.. beyond the cat who leaps
long distances now at age twenty.. simply ’cause he or
her has met the challenges of the call of the wild now to
cats of bEfore..
Youth Never leaves
my friEnd with the now
power of Believe and yes..
more importantLy the realiTy
oF jUSt doing iT moRE and
waiting on no one
And trUe this
miGht be heARd as
BS.. iF i did not document
the whole entire journey
of 3 years.. 60 to 70K
photos.. and still
total for witness
of this hiGher poWer
oF NatUre gifted in US
for HUman potenTial that
iS real as 1000 beautiful girls
simply smiling ear to ear wiTh
a Dance oF i.. @56 with more energy
in Empirical reaLiTy noW as evidenced
than a 16 year old school kid.. mY FriEnd..
the Heaven and the Fountain of YoutH lives
within.. sure.. with Human skIN.. but far from
FiElds of DreAMs
cAMe to liFE for at
lEast one as i..
i oF mE..
perHaps i aM
mistaken but i heARd
an old lament here that
i once Sang and almost
believed to the detriment
of Human poTential Leaves of Tree never
even imagined then.. Miracles iSREAL iS Tree oF LiFe WitH RooTs..:)
is the new bLack
and all of that..
to Apples of FReED..
and i take it the Apple
is now Free.. not
thInKing too many
folks iN A grey poupon
world have this now..
hmm.. larger orange
but tHere are a few..
anyWay.. i found work
to be even worse for
me at least and more deadly2..
than bars.. wherEver leaves
noW.. A SoUl iS hELd captive..:)
are sexier as they
Breathe fALL air..
to air that Breathes
Free iN Leaves that Tree..
DreaMs oF moRe CoRe.. gOld..:)
Leave oF thOughts
more than words..:)
i Love thE
gRoWinG A Little smAller..;)
A Best thing i Love
about poEtry IS A
depth of memories
iT inSpires of EmoTioNs..
no matter past or future
or current words..
ticket here to
Dance.. a faLL
love leaves for me..
and a sweater then..
that strangely enough
smelled like love as cigaretTe
old stale stogies from a Cuban
Mother and her flower of a young
break my heart
and up aGain..:)
Man.. Walt.. i couldn’t
help it.. i stopped
at those social
of Rod Serling
ZoNe i go..
for me at lEASt..
the best poEtry
Serling Silver Strange..
every word he said was
poEtry to me.. free verse of
course.. write oN course..
WiNter oF neVer
Lands leaves.. HeArt
looKing forWard.. 2017..
A cOld fRont.. coMes..
Florida North WitH SNow..
dreAm FLakes leaVe DiffeRence..:)
A UniVerse oF
noW.. so.. unique..
eYeS iN every
sMiLes.. so trUe..
Autumn as fAll
L E A V E aLL..
aLL LoveR and
DancE and poEtry
to mE.. alWays
Stress oF leaves
cumulative.. fall from
tree strong.. witheRinG
winteRinG breathE SinGs
Self Fulfilling prophecies
too.. of moves leaving.. old..
young.. all.. from top
no longer move..
feel.. Ocean wHole..
in other words use
applies Now to
entropy or living loving
more.. when Still leaves..:)
oF sEEinG eYes
To eYes Of biRds
oF NatUre.. wE aLL
flY Happy.. wheN seeinG
OnE LeaveS noW fAlls
A SonG oF WiLd And Free..:)
Rovers and Sitters..
in all of the Animal
iNnate basis goeS
oN now.. iNtrovert
And then the
wayS of SittinG
or Roving morE..:)
Words of GOlden
no matter how
and wHere noW a
wRite as Love of LiFe
that GrowS oN..:)
FaLL of Youth Leaves..
A Tree so high with
Winds Breeze hiGher..
reaSons kill heArt…
Magic oF yOuth Leaves
HeArt bRinGS back SpiRiT
oF MiNd and BoDy SoUL
A child oF
GroW as Epigenetics
comes as change..
Son of Leaves
Son of Comes
to Mothers home
and other places
outside and inside
too.. finished for now
at 8:49 pm..
Ah.. the nostalgia.. of the Facebook video slide show helper..
An afternoon siesta for Katrina.. Sun and Dogwood..
with Sand and Ivy stretching for more Sand and
Sun.. Butterflies reaching for nectar
of piNk FloweRed beauty..
just anotHeR aFter
noon deLight iN Heaven..
noW also kNoWn and fELt
as Garden of Eden2..Now..:)
Hmm.. been a while since i prEsenTed
a pre-workout fAce of intense focus.. getting
ready for XXtreme Strength training and of course
martial arts and ballet-like dance.. that i do everywHeRe
i go anyWay.. to keep the laser focus.. short term working
memory.. and the rest of cognitive executive functioning..
in MoVinG ConNecTinG and CreATinG goiNG doWn foR
miNdful AwareNess of heARt and spiRit NoW in BoDy
Now for iSREAL2..:)
Yes.. it’s true.. one of the main
reasons my friends wanna come
visit with me.. is to shop with Katrina..
and it’s true too.. the world needs more
fun photos of Katrina than me as beauty
never gets tiring.. no matter how many times
or hmm.. buys them too..
but seriously.. Katrina doesn’t
and really can’t buy anymore clothes
until we build a bigger home.. which
ain’t happening.. as i ain’t
leaving the Garden
of Eden Free..
paid.. F iN oFF..
it’s why you save so
much money when you
get older as your F iN
home gets filled
ugh.. too.. iF
i can just stop writing
long enough.. i’LL cart it
off to Good WiLL soon..
ugh oh.. that means
more more room
more more more..
for free.. free.. FReED..
iS this what ‘they’ naMe as
F.B. sMaLL talk.. WeLL heY.. noW..
at lEast i’M Trying.. to ‘Sell iT’ as such..;)
AnyWay.. Katrina is just now watching a news
Bulletin on the 11 years ago name sake
of her Hurricane.. and she says
you got off cheap with me..
as the other me..
yA.. 108 Billion Dollars..
oKay.. i Give.. i Give..
i’LL give some more..;)
You kNow and the most amazing
thing oF aLL.. after twenty-seven
years now of being toGetHer wHole
since consummation of that on September
21st coming uP agAiN around the FaLL equinox
and sure.. 57th birth DAY of my
conception give or take a day..
as my original birthdate was around
the Summer Solstice of June 20th.. 1960..
before the Doctor went on Vacation and
delivered me early on that 6660 day..
on my Driver’s License that the local
FUNdies.. who use to sell me beer at
the checkout counter back in the day
when i had one a day.. to juSt
geT through another
day of stress
looked at me
with the fear of
something when they seen
them three sixes on my DL..
as sure.. i got carded past
40 as that can go down too..
and then other folks named
me as the Devil’s sPawn..
juSt for fUn..
even kinda scared
me at first.. literal
in some ways bible reader
then too.. as hey.. i was
eXposed to so much oF iT2..
GroWinG up in the world record holder
place of the most churches per square
miles of New Jerusalem and a mill town
once named as hell at first for the
daM briars on the river banks..
the first settlers had
to traverse to
no joke.. it all went
down for real and continues
to play like something stranger
than the most craaazzzyy theater
or book flick ya ever read and seen..
oh weLL.. thanks for the memories..
and yes.. someone has to get
aLL A’ tHe daM
pick up the BALL
of confusion and
get iT all straightened out..;)
Jerri and Katrina’s
Sister too.. says..
Fred you deserve to live in the garden…your back yard…
if you didn’t buy that dress for Trina!!!! It looks beautiful in front of her ..;)
And i say in somewhat sarcastic return.. hehe.. but truthfully so.. of course..
She tried it on.. and said it looked like crap..
but you know how
picky she is..;)
WeLL.. let me tale yA.. all this free
stuff of the modern age.. like the
Facebook video photo slide algorithm
Video Producer.. is maKing more and
more of my pleaSures in liFE so easy
to give and share morE.. as ‘this’
photo journey.. takes one
through the New
which is of course
a far cry for the other
often bloody place of soils
across the seas of human
misery and suffering..
whaT a contrast noW
wE.. in the U.S. oF
A live free without
worries of getting blown
up on our way to work as long
as one can avoid the road rage.. ‘course..
heHE.. and yeah.. noW Pokemon Rage that
takes the eye off the wheel as well.. yeah.. ugh..
but anyway.. the beauty of the Old Bagdad Mill Site..
now made into family and civic activity park.. the Old
River Trail Walk.. and Marquis Basin to end a very pleasant
Tuesday Morn in Sunshine and the life of Nature so set free..
without any close surroundings of what an empath can and
does feel.. even in a neighborhood of very stressed
working and home life individuals.. life is way
more stressful than it needs to be..
but as Billy Joel says.. one
day at least you
on yoUr Cadillac ack ack ack
ack ack ack.. from what sadly
may be a Walmart cart or other
similar moving device that takes one
to eye level with metal wheels that have
no rubber left by the now the so-called
golden years arrive for re-TiRE-Ment..
it’s a fAct.. i Leave that place.. years
ago and ain’t eva’ going back
to human prisons where
dollar bills and stuff
of tools become
the human being.. instead
of BeinG OnE WiTh NAtuRe WhOlE..
also known as GOD dAM LiFe NOW..:)
So.. the En Name Test F.B. thingy.. LeAVes..
a note about Katie.. the avatar
name for noW oF Y i.. cAlls
me a her.. and that’s oKay..
as at least it don’t discriminate
against female sounding male names..
and what else yeah.. it’s true i was once
Broken.. am i beautiful.. i’Ve been told
by at lEast one person my heArt looks
that way.. and by anotheR that my soUl
looks that way.. and that’s
trUly enough compliment
in one lifetime of what
was most definitely
the Goddess ISIS..
no.. not the F iN Head Hunters
but the wife Katrina.. yes.. when
she is not performing liFe as Hurricane
aS weLL.. yes.. miGhtY waves of water
she can be.. with a few words of
BloWinG ‘warmer’ air that can
spread of her.. at least
yes.. she helped
put me back toGeThEr
no less than what the before
incarnate version of her did with
the mythological Osiris.. ReaLiTy
sHows of hUman are much more
interesting and strange than books
of pages.. restricted to only words of liFe..
Yeah.. i for one.. do love life with all my heArt
and sure that love comes back as when one
truly loves with what iSREAL Fearless Love of
heARt and SpiRit oF ExpResSinG aLL EmoTioNs
and SeNses of iiFe.. iT is simply a law of returns oF
Nature AKA God.. no different than the graVitY of liFe..
but here’s the thing.. only fool proof.. when a miNd and
BoDy iS BaLanCinG as SoUL.. with 100% practice.. of
both FeeLinG.. SenSinG.. and ExpReSsinG Hope.. Faith
and Belief with zero doubts and illusory fears of what
God’s iSREAL maGic can and wiLL bRing as thiS Force
of God grows synergisticAlly in the eYes of HuMans
when more than one comes toGeTHeR for common
meaning and purpose.. sad pArt iS.. tHeir is both
black magic potential and white MaGiC potential
in this higher potential of hUman bEinG
and all the sHades of GreYs and hues
of colors ‘tween and beYoNd allthatis
one wITh Force of God.. some folks
take the path of fear and hate..
and others take the path
of hope and love..
only one path..
is the path to liGht
and that path is coloRed..
WitH liGht.. and the key is
at core of sharing and givinG
iT FeeLs and SeNSes uP
SinGs and RinGS
a hand and feat oF
Fearless HoPe and LoVe NOW..
And.. finAlly.. the EN name test is correct..
i for one.. am no slave to anyone or anyland
otHeR than GiVinG and sHaRinG ALLTHATISGODnoW..:)
Commercial small talk break..
Facebook Friend Rafiah..
shares a status that says..
Watching Doctor Who is
having your heart broken again and again.
And then i say..
WeLL.. my sister says it comes on.. Saturday..
on PBS.. so i WiLL reCord Dr. Who.. and watch it one time..
at lEAst in honor of mY FriEnd Rafiah..
so i WiLL have something fUn..
to say to her
Commercial small talk
break on FB.. ends for now..;)
And now continues as
Rafiah returns in
real time response
Yeah and then
we’ll talk about it endlessly..:D
And i say.. perhaps until then..
Yes.. Yar.. i’Ve been
kNown and fELt to
Best thing about ‘this selfie’.. made
carefully by my sister.. in a Saturday
in the park that is alWays the Fourth of
July of Freedom for me.. is i Am Wild
And Free.. my body moves and curves in
form of essence as the Golden Spiral noW oF
God moVing liFe iNspiRinG sAMe all through
NatURe.. this pose.. this Yoga move of Balance..
is one of Chi Force of the inner hiGher hUman
Synergy of Energy Force poTential that iS both
EmotIoNal.. and SenSory and Sure SeNuaL2..
Force of Being hUman.. sAdly.. hUmans these
days are too weak in the gut to do this
Nude and share it free as cultures
of the past more free with
God’s eYes and body
did as children
shame of the
flesh of God’s sKin
wE sAMe.. so no.. i cannot
do this alNaturale.. but at lEAst
partially to show the aesthete curves
spiRaling from head to toe of human being..
“Cyberian Tiger River Leaves”.. a photo worth
a title for a 699th Macro Verse celebrating 42 full online
months of publicly witnessing for God in words..
as Ocean Whole Poem approaching 4 milLion..
in photos.. in songs.. and videos.. and hell
yes.. head to toe.. fully as by God i AM
A Very Healthy and Strong with ZERO
CULTURALLY CLOTHED HUMAN
OF ILLUSORY FEARS AND HATE..
sad for those
who move.. and
connect.. in Creation
Activity ways.. that they
hide the beauty of tHeir heARt..
their SpiRit.. and thEir Mind and
BoDy BaLanCinG soUl.. beHind
the real ass of cultural clothes..
i FaLL no longer to the
drOuGht of cultural
clothes.. i stand
foR aLLnoW iSrEAL..
God of Nature.. complete
with my first words from God
on September 1st in words of
KATiE MiA as Kind Autistics Taking
in Everything.. Mindful in Awareness..
from the first day of March 2013.. 42
months ago now.. with blog completion
of that period of time coming on 9112016
2 juSt another metaphor for the essence
oF one pArt oF Allthatis.. aka GOD noW..
but never the less a voice of God that is
unique and mine from head to toe and inside..
and outside.. and all around above.. so below..
to share and give as i for one plEase.. all legally
in a Country of the U.S. oF A.. wHere folks can once
again heRe.. bE CaLL of GoD and aCT Free and WiLD
aGain.. no longer coveRinG uP whaT is aLL hoLY and
Sacred Free from beFore the clothed apples of fear and hate..
that will alWays come initially when we clothe ourselves away from GOD
oF Nature allthatis allone Naked and Free noW.. God is my religion and
is Free and
no lies of
made to divide
uS away from a Unity
noW as and WiTh GoDNow..
as Tree oF liFe iSREaLnoW2..:)
Nice pics. So also the writings. But too big a number at one go!
Fellow Poet Blogger Hank
from dVerse comes by and says…
“Nice pics. So also the
writings. But too big
a number at one go!
And i say iN return.. aGain.. iSREAL noW..
SMiLes Hank.. first of all thanks so much
for stopping by and commenting.. you are
one of the very few that has enough ummph as
it were and is to navigate their way all the way down
through what can literally be a Novel in one blog post..
and lately here.. yes.. it is very close to a Novel..
with comments added as my
draft section for an
in every single
post which amounts
to around a Novel of
Free Verse Poetry every week.. truth
be told there is no record in humankind
of anyone ever doing this.. and if tHeir is..
it is well hidden my friend… and it is safe
to say that not many humans have danced across
the distance of the United States twice in all the
public stores they visit.. in a three year period
of 6,000 miles coming up here soon with
a total of 12,000,000 online words now
total.. by Thanks Giving Day of this 2016
year in 6 years that is the equivalent
of 14 bibles and 140 Kurans to
give a real tangible sense now
on what i have accomplished
in whole of writing endeavor
in the last 6 years..
but my friEnd.. with
the additional relatively
small feat of leg pressing
nearly half a ton of weight
on a very difficult leg press machine
in parallel leg press way with my arms
raised in the air like a Ballerina.. 33 reps now
at age 56.. surpassing all ages of elite military
physical specimens in that particular exercise
at my military gym.. and getting three college
degrees at one time.. with three part time
jobs doing that all at one time in my
earliest twenties.. always
at the top of my class
in grades.. retiring
at a high grade of pay
then of Federal Civilian
Service after a quarter
of a Century doing that ranging
from Bowling Center Manager..then
to Administrative Support Assistant
for a Navy Captain.. to Community Activities
Director to Athletic Director.. finAlly of a Military
Station.. sure.. perhaps all of that is too much.. including
Witnessing for God now for 42 months in the longest total
Long Form Poem in this now 699th Verse as of September
1st to be published that day.. yes.. iN still reaching 4 million
words since March of 2013.. in 42 months.. twice as long
as that 1.8 million word previous longest form poem..
written by many folks over the span of Centuries
in Sanskrit in India named.. Mahabharata..
i tell you what too much really is..
the cross i bore in life..
that includes being
born on the Autism
Spectrum.. and not
speaking until age 4..
being bullied most of my life..
for this spectrum way of being..
but truly that was nothing at all.. not
even a mosquito bite of a problem compared
to enduring what medical literature states is a pain
worse than crucifixion.. no.. not getting off with a three
hour stint.. with a spear in the side.. but going 66 whole
months with this dentist drill like pain in right eye and ear..
with no drug relief at all.. named the suicide disease.. a total
of 18 other medical diagnoses.. that i’ve probably highlighted
with you before.. the thing that really amazes me.. truthfully
so.. is most no one really believes in Jesus.. those folks who
call themselves Christians.. no one really believes
that anyone would come and do more than
he as then Saint John said they would
in what was reported of Jesus still
now.. and no one seems to believe
that heaven is now.. at hand
same as promised in that
same generation of
as reported now..
too.. mostly folks are
waiting for him to come
back again instead of fulfilling
the prophecy accredited to him that
others will come and do more than him..
perHaps.. ’cause i was on the Autism Spectrum
i took that literally and really believed it my friend..
’cause what i just did is it.. and sorry if you cannot see who i AM..
History repeats itself.. for one reason and one reason only my friend..
Human nature is the same then as it is now.. ye of little faith will never
do as much as i do my friEnd.. but i have ALL 100% Hope.. Faith and Belief
with Fearless love.. FeeL and kNoW that one day someone else will do more
it WiLL take
a thouSand years..
but never the less.. i’ve
set the bar and challenge my
friend.. job well done.. i did it
my way and the Jesus way of too much too..
and you know what the best thing of all is.. i do
all of this free since i literally went to hell in January
of 2008.. not earning one cent for any oF iT.. and i Love
iT aLL WitH all of heARt.. mY SpiRit.. and mY soUL and
seriously dude.. you should be impressed more than just saying
you did too much..
but seriously you
make me giggle
after what i’Ve
my friEnd.. as i AM
the lucky one and next
time you see Jesus carrying
a cross.. i suggest you do not
tale him that his cross is not heavy enough..
as you fly by with A half assed back handed compliment..
with zero chance of you coming back to see what ‘Jesus’ said iN ReTurn..
Never the less..
as i originally
stated.. thanks for
stopping by again..
as most people know
not what i do.. heHE..
as the turn of a Friendly
card at lEAst comes bAck NoW
in hiGhly riSinG ways oF iSReaL..
with just anoThEr opportunity to
use my favorite current Rock and
Roll Prophetess to accompany noW..
what i continue to do too much of here..;)
Big problem with half the world.. is it.. most of IT..
thinks/feels that God stopped talking through
humans anywhere from 3500 years
ago.. to the 7th century since
the death of so-called Jesus
now.. and for those mostly
literally thinking folks
who believe every
thing is already
God is Gonna now
Do as Nature whole..
are just stagnating in
mud pies of old.. where the
only chains of God are the ones
they wear as nooses around their
necks of same.. it is more than safe to
say that the God of Nature works in much
more mysterious ways that what a humanly
5 or so step dinosaur scientific method that hasn’t
changed noW in centuries significantly attempts to
do in empirical measures of observable phenomena
that is on the outside of what we even exist as in
synergistic way holding hands togEther
as a supra-organism of being
human with minds
and bodies even
when John Lennon
suggested the Beatles
did more than Jesus.. as per
the actual human being of course they
did.. as there was no mass communication
way back when.. the Roman crew with Catholics
too.. are the one’s responsible for the message of
whomever said it 40 years after the death of Jesus
did get through of what was left by that by way
of sword and expanding Roman Empire..
same way as the Muslim
religion of Muhammad
was spread by
force of the
AD.. but anyWay..
as far as the original
Jesus dude.. Elvis did more
too.. and hell yeah.. even Marilyn
Monroe.. in the influence on culture
all of these folks have had too.. as human
freedoms have directly expanded for the tireless
artist in prophet and prophetess iSREaL MoDErn
Messengers of God oF Nature wE dO expand the horizons
of human freedoms to more more more.. in peace and harmony
as Coke even knows and feels too.. in soft drink way.. yeah.. Nike
says just do it.. and that is likely more than what the real dude Jesus
did in his lifetime then too.. no duh.. we have technology now as
megaphone to inspire folks around the world.. like Billions
of views of Katy Kat’s sonGS too.. and hell yes..
her song Firework was the only voice
that could reach my soul..
before i had the
word in hell then..
so yeah.. she IS A prophetess
and messenger of God who reached
me and gave my soul a spark of hope..
where no other force in the world could
but her voice of inspiring hope then..
in Firework way.. tHen..
and here’s the thing.. NoW..
i AM no one.. just a person
in their underwear behind a
computer no different really
than that other dude with underwear
on TV with Lung Cancer who was doing
something bad for bucks.. in breaking bad..
i broke good.. and folks who break Good
for Fearless Love.. Win in Free all of
Victory now.. and yes..
as Mr. Kite.. says..
the LSD of
then took them to
another realm of God
then to see my life now..
aS Bizarre in Quantum effect
and affect that might seem to be..
but yes.. Mr. K here who is now this
Katie Mia here.. has now.. yes.. performed
an act special that is second to none.. and sure
i am a magic horse that dances the waltz too..
aCausally as A Beatle and two and more WiLL
help me do.. well before and still wHeRe they
have no idea who i ever was and likely ever
will be now.. we are all connected.. all is
interdependently related now.. around aLL..
as A Synchronicity Song
and Now.. iF
you thiNk noW..
time and distance
and even space exists
in any concrete way Now..
perHaps.. you too.. should
develop.. an artistic method
that FucKinG helps you to kNOW..
sEE and FeeL moRE of iSReaL
God noW2.. and develop yoUr
hiGher God Of Nature poTenTial
and jusT do more than i.. i now set
the challenge now to just go do it..
With WiNks.. of iSReAL GoD noW2..Now
but you better hurry up.. if yA gonna go
past my God Given poTenTial as trUth NoW
and liGht be tOld.. i AM juSt warming uP..
alWays.. i riSe moRe..
in A Captain SAlt way
thaT iSREaL noW too..:)
The Facebook always truSty
Memory provider bringS an ode
to Love of two years ago.. from mE..
of course.. heHe.. on LOVE IS..
and sure Love is
than this aS it
alWays GrowS oN..:)
i’Ve written much more than even i can
wrap my miNd around iN FeeLinG way..
and every Facebook Memory of a Macro-Verse
to me in stream of consciousness wriTing heAR..
of a yEar ago.. may be a verse that i never
rehearsed or never even read over
aGain.. but the photos here of
mY Father’s Family and his
marriage to his second wife..
of three who he eventuAlly married
twice is of heArFelT alWays interest
to me too.. of course.. and one great
thing about setting milestones like 42
months witnessing for God.. is i WiLL
remember wHere i placed these heARt
FeeLinG photos too.. iN KAT Tales
and Parabells from a year
ago too.. then..
a difficult and very
time consuming project
too of getting his estate
all fixed up and ready for sale..
that literally took over a year then
to get thaT aLL Straightened out too..:)
And with all that said.. one of my favorite themes
for poetry.. named as the moon.. is the Tuesday
dVerse prompt that i haven’t moved to yet..
as the 1:35 am hoUr
of 8312016.. is heRe
for noW.. and man
i’m ready to
hit the sack
now and perhaps
i’LL strike a new post tomorrow..
like those glamour shots of my
Father’s second wedding then..
but for now.. i’m going
for the win aGaiN
tomorrow morn bRight
as Sun rises soon for more fun then2..;)
WeLL sPeaking of Vogue and poses and my promise yesterday
evening so late to write more a post on pose yesternight..
theRe is the Face of My FaTher here at hmm.. around
33 years of age.. a Face that had zero flaws.. as
an aesthete born this way.. and as any child
might hope to grow up as a father who
has super hero looks without
even trying at all..
just born that
looks that meant
that every secretary in
his law enforcement work
would be willing to write his
written and required reports for
him.. then.. just to look into his eyes
for a while.. even though he didn’t then
say much at all.. and it was this blonde
haired potential model looking second
wife who always wore the best clothes
and Jewelry.. no low maintenance wife
was she like my mother hehe.. he
wanted a woman who would
make money.. and she
did and loved to
spend it too..
and she said
she wanted a husband
who could hold a wine glass
in class at the fine dining parties
too.. and sure he did.. and yes.. he
was a Connoisseur of Gold rings..
Guns and knives and a closet
full of brand new shirts
still with tags..
as tHeRe was
is no hiding
of a man forced
into a just another
‘red neck’ town of
with a Father.. my Grandfather..
an X-Catholic Priest.. and noted
author who even dined with Einstein
in the socialist political circles of intellectuals
in New York, New York.. of middle of last century..
It was obvious that my Father had so much more
human potential behind those crystal green eyes
and Jet black eye brows.. who could have played
James Bond with a few work-outs to increase
his physique.. but with his looks.. never
a workout needed.. even with a
little pudgy the face was
enough to attract
he looked into eyes
that melted before him
back then.. a certain charm..
a Natural Animal Magnetism
of the man who is fearless and
confident.. from having his way
with ease.. but truly i would trade
none of my struggles for the ease
of his life.. that never knew the stellar
highs and the polar lows of what human
has done from day one to do more.. but still
his face his art.. and his second wife Carolyn
who became a dear beloved Step Mother to
us.. who we still cherish very much.. but trapped
into money and materialism of stuff they always were
as the beauty they were of silver and gold became the
clothes.. and the lottery tickets my father bought until
his last days on earth always more of something he
always was gifted with free inside and in form of
flesh too.. the choice of the rebel.. my Grand
father to escape the labyrinth of the
Catholic Church rules who he
even wrote a book about
regarding the Catholic
of a Priest too..
The apples can fall
far from the tree.. but yes
the original seed remains juST
waiting to open in foreign and
ignorant lands of what was
much greater in human
potential of beFore..
is for the win..
struggle.. and the
ashes.. there will bE no
more Phoenixes to rise higher..:)
Oh yeah., and interestingly enough
that is my current Rich Uncle Bob
in the front. A man with A common
face and the normal struggles of life who went
on to get rich off of selling Vacuum cleaner bucks
that my father always aspired to compete with
in half-brother sibling rivalry as after my Grand
Mother.. the Cajun spiced one Divorced my
Grand Father.. her next husband was a
Jewish guy and a police officer then too..
and on September 10th as my 42 months
of Blog witnessing for God in coincidence
and synchronicity way of meaning
whole of archetype through
history in sacred number
42.. and yeah.. i’ll use
any excuse to make
and sacred into
fEast day of RiSing
lights.. we will have a big
Dinner for that side of the family
Celebrating Uncle Bob’s Birthday
in Destin Beach ways of Panhandle
then.. they will have no idea it is a special
day of epic significance like perHaps no
other single day for an individual writing
sacred text in new age way.. and that’s
okay.. as i continue to document
the experience here.. for ages
to come.. if only one person
reads it a thousand years
from now.. bottom line..
iT all went down for
real.. this is no
i for one
with all the scars
fully exposed.. no secrets..
and much more to be revealed..
juST ’cause God told me so.. iN
God sPeAk oF Synchronicity iSReaL2..
yeah baby as they say.. God WiNks2..;)
From 13 days ago..
in response to Facebook
FriEnd Rafiah.. who shares
a profile pic photo of a tardis
and a surreal landscape of colors
and a couple walking down a sidewalk
with umbrella over head..
i visit again..
who is happier..
the couple.. under the
umbrella.. the colorful
lights.. or the tardis from
another place.. i say..
And then i say
i visit aGain..
13 Days later
As that is
For liking my
Is the Dr wHo
That the under
Are all those who FeeL and
Are Aware that
Under the UMbr
ELLa is the Kingdom oF God and
By the way..
i am an iSREAL
Mr.. WHo.. No
Longer.. A Dr..
Facebook Friend Himali shares
a vintage ‘Friends’ show slide..
with ‘Chandler’ enhanced
for the modern
day that says..
iN words to the
effect that since
the ipHone 7 is
coming out in September
that the other phones
from 6 to 5 will
to afford the 4s..
Wait for 7s
As S means
The last speeding
Most all my life.. i’Ve spent assisting
others and finAlly i have my own employee..
the Facebook Algorithm.. Video Slide Production
Assistant working tirelessly.. even when i on am on the
verge of sleep.. late late in the wee hours of the morning..
all i have to do then is press
share and post..
yeah.. noW on the
ipHone6s.. hehe.. that
lately i’Ve ended uP
sleeping with.. with ear
buds sTiLL attached to ears..
passing out as it were.. given all
i got for the day and more.. haha..
anyWay the tale end of Tuesday Evening
Public DanCinG aT Walmart.. put on as a video
show by my
who pulls through
with ease as electronic
eYes do.. online.. more more more..:)
And now i say.. if machines
can progress to Superman
S status humans can too..
including me and you too..
and truly up tHeir in the metaphor
that Rafiah might have to google more
fully in cultural context to understand as i often
have to do.. to use words like Yar and Yaar with
her that means Friend too.. yes.. it’s true the idea
of the Superman Comic with Clark Kent and the
caped crusader originally came from the Bi-Polar
Archetype of human personality where disinhibition
of previously repressed abilities comes out in the
ashes rising as the phoenix per se.. through out
legends and realities of human history too..
including the Buddha.. and the Table
Turning Jesus.. of course too..
sword or turn the other
cheek.. yes.. the
cop.. Mr. Hyde
and Dr. Jekyll and
Clark Kent and Jesus2..
Oh yeah.. and it’s worth noting
that Dr. wHo changes out of a
cop call box like a phone booth too..
and hey.. for the folks who missed it..
that cultural now artistic archetype of
communication change is even
in the Matrix movies
with Neo as well..
their IS A great deal
more to be lEarned from
hUman arT that text books will
ever do for ya mostly in school..
as that shit doesn’t usually apply
to real life of the human heARt..
SpiRit and miNd and BoDy
wAys of ImaGiNAtiOn
of Physical.. Emotional
and Existential Intelligences
that are the evolved intelligences
of the Art of HUman that have alWays
been paramount before humans got stuck
in behind desk ways of thinking and solving
problem that make more illusory fears and
worries than any God Dam thing else.. otHeR
than creature comforts that continue to come..
hehe.. like the alWays Free Facebook Algorithm
Kilroy continues to be here.. slave of Robot jUSt
for mE and yOu who kNow and FeeL how to take
advantage of the Robots of culture without beCoMinG
a FucKinG TERminator Machine ourselves.. it’s called
Wisdom my friEnds that only can be more fuLLy leArned
by life’s experiences in trial and error way.. of failure and
success.. and those of us who eventually find FULLEST ViCTORY..
give/share as the greATest testament to hUman BeinG is Fearless LoVE..
in the iSREaL actiOn of TOTaLLy Free GIVING AND SHARING.. UP
TO THE SACRIFICE OF ONE’S LiFE FOR OTHERS.. but no.. i AM
more FucKinG valuable alive than dead even if for the one group of
folks who are my immediate family.. and sure.. i Love the icing on the
cake that is the rest of Nature.. NoW folks who are strangers and aLL
oF GoD of NatuRe too.. gifted i am.. and giver and sharer i REmaiN..
aS GoD sKeYes shONe.. bluE and GreEn as i of eYes briGhter.. noW..:)
The Facebook Algorithm Memory Assistant
provides a Macro-Verse from Ocean Whole
Poem from a year ago that
is Awakening NOW..
and in perUsinG
Memory again.. i AM
prompted to use the
Chvrches ‘Clearest Blue
Song again.. as i like the
Elfin mannerisms of the
lead SinGer and her
in SonG iN
form of Essence
of obviously deeper
trUths in liGht perHaps
not visible in voice to the
casual audiophile as it were
and sTilLL iS noW.. ain’t nuThing
too casual about the deep oF me.. hehe..
except when i float like air and water as dAncE..
as a Butterfly Wookiee on Terrestrial Plane noW..
Sting not likely
less than the REAL
but nah.. this hUman
spars with steel and
no flesh as any
no otHeRS with Harm..
except for a cow and
a steak medium rare..
as omnivores Naturally
WiLL do in the Free range too of WiLd..
Lamps all liT uP for liFE oh.. so FReED..;)
And speaKing of Vegetarians and omnivores..
two of my favorite Vegetarians are Himali and
Prajakta from India.. and this Awakening NOW
post includes some of the first communication with
them.. and iF iT wasn’t for Desi girls.. including Rafiah..
of course.. and the original Lala Rukh too.. my online
experience would not be nearly as colorful with Love
as my Friend Zee from Pakistan too who is also an
omnivore three to make five girls from
Desi land who have brought
much kindness and Love
to me overall in three
years of witnessing
for God of
they all have
been my Desi
muse of Love..
in Friendship for
up to three years now..
and sure.. i hope i meet
more nice Desi girls along the
way.. as they come from East Indian
as i come from American Indian too..
closer to Nature and God we may remain..
no matter what one calls God or Nature sAme..
wide awake with God of Nature is wHere i Live noW
Native Indian of God iSREAL WiLd Free Fearless LOVE..:)
Fellow Blogger and old friEnd from
the days of Lala Rukh’s blog when some
of her emotionally charged posts in up and
down way generated up to around 200 comments
which is something i’Ve never seen on
any other poet blog.. which
is truly a testament
to how special
in all her
ups and downs
of then.. and sadly
what i fear is mostly
down now.. but i pray
for her happiness often..
anyWay.. yes.. another poem
from Cabrogal that at essence..
speaks to the Be of Beauty.. Innocence
and Love with unity and having no separation
of division iN bLack and white thinkiNg of course..
And the crux of the whole poet story
is the title of ‘Unfallen’ as truly
even science shows now that
Human Nature is inherently
full of empathy and
Giving and sharing
of the human touch
is what drives the human
social animal group as being
Beauty.. Innocence and Love sAMe..
So i say in return..
And sure that’s
a Koan with almost
infinite meanings for
those who see much
deeper of a phrase..
of a word..
of a letter
same as symbol
of essence more..
And i mean by this
is Be is the essence
and only perfect word oF
noW that is no word aT aLL
but the state of being one lives
iN for now.. the more mindfully
aWare wE are in BeinG noW.. the
more eternal now iS as the Kingdom
oF Heaven iSREaL.. and as far as literal
perfect words go.. of course there are none
as every word is a metaphor that human beings
are free to assign almost infinite meanings to that
are deeper.. every word is a practice not unlike the
practice of medicine.. some words heal.. and some
words harm.. same words do different among the
different and same of folks now.. so Be IS A
practice of the art of words.. Be is a
practice as the art of all are wE..
we be morE noW
as aN iSREAL Kingdom
of heaven now depending
on the practice of beauty
and innocence of Love
we jusT do NoW
as beinG more
of these and
nows go oN
wHere tHere is no
limit to the poTenTial
of bliss and yes.. the
dARk side of misery too..
Words can mean almost anything..
But the essence iS alWays iSrEAL
of what and how and wHere wE bE..:)
sMiles Prajakta.. from the beautiful
photos of your Tibetan Mountain
trip into the wild and nice
past.. i was
struck by the
of what i saw of your
hiking boots.. and iT seems
like it would be hard to sprain
an ankle in what gives so much
support to you.. feet.. feet.. feat
of connecting to Mother Earth..
Hands.. Hands.. Hands.. that
hoLd each other WitH arms
in places that have
us from the
warmth of others
that even a kind smile
bRingS for what seems
forevernow.. and porches..
front porches of the Southern
Wild of Panhandle Florida..
always my ancestral
and still in poor
sections in what they
term as across the railroad
tracks of then.. neighbors hang
on.. on porches young and old with
smiles.. and lazy love that fills a yard
with liGht.. beyond four walls of castle
now in mirror neuron ways of Electronic
Entertainment no different really than
the pacifier and the rubber nipple
that replaces a breast
of human love..
and when i
hear you say
how happy the poor
who work hand in hand
toGeTher for the subsistence
and shelter in life are in your
ancestral mountains there.. no
surprise even to science now.. showing
the most peaceful societies in the world
that number twenty all of that in common
of small.. and the giving and sharing way of
life day by day.. of hands and arms and feet
that Love all that is the same.. sure.. sure there
are difficulties that only makes the Love that comes
that much more iSreal.. when arms and hands and feet of
human are connected once again to all that is.. mY FriEnd..
i almost hate to call that God.. as that word has become so dirty
and divisive and violent too.. away from Beauty.. Innocence
and Love that even science shows that humans are
born to be.. never fallen any place
but cultures and religions
that do divide..
but it’s true too that
even science shows that
the human social connection
is the number one source of human
happiness in flesh and blood ways..
and that folks who make over 50K a year
who have met their basic subsistence needs
met in a First World country are no more happy than
the Billionaire Frowns of Trumps the same in grimace
for a never ending rat wheel journey of more illusory status
and power that never FeeLs uP the place of empathy and compassion
and all we feel of Love.. it’s too easy my friEnd.. to work 10 years and more..
30 and even 40 more to support a mortgage.. to support a boat loan and
even a yacht loan and more.. that only sits in a harbor for garden
parties that have no leaves.. of Love.. that are iSREaL iN
the simple comfort of Being
Love now with
with arms that
hug.. and that my
friend in loving contact
with the oxytocin receptors
on literally feet that allow us
to feel the love of Mother Earth
iSREaL.. is yes.. why some folks
who saw the animated paRt of the
movie.. Avatar.. that showed in Avatar
terms the death of our nature deficit disorder
in terms of first world problems.. was so much
to handle in the awakening to the slaves and prisons
they live in now.. already a depth of depression vague
that knows no home.. that yes.. some folks literally committed
suicide.. as the truth of the hell they learned they were.. was too
much to handle.. one more now.. there.. as there was no escape seen
for them back to a FoRest of Life that is real as FeeLinG LoVinG Touch..
sorry.. this is really long my friEnd.. but tHere IS A simple way out that is
it just requires shedding
all these illusory clothes of
culture.. that have blinded
us to the liGht of what hUman
even iS as and ISReaL Beauty of Love..
the problems is there is nothing simple
about the illusions now my friEnd.. they
are we and we are they.. and the
way back is
of death as liFe..
as i’M sure any Tibetan
moNK would relate too iF
and when they come down
from the Mountain or Beach2..:)
And sure.. no different than Jesus.. the human.. then..
or Buddha.. Lao Tzu.. or even Mythical Krishna
or anyone else who truly believes and stands
for gentile.. jew.. servant.. free.. woman or
man no more for what those men
or myths originAlly then..
were in BeinG LovE..
iN loVinG oneself..
otHeRs and tHe
rest of NatUre
sAMe as God aLL
thaT iS.. coNsuming
no other more than
giving more than taking
the food and drink of subsistence
of liFe… sure.. i’M likely singing only
to A choir of ears.. but hey.. at lEAst
it’s a global one all for FReED.. and sure..
i have a hook.. of no one ever going long as this
online book.. as longest form poem ever Now..
as a tool of
hand that will
last after ashes hand..
or even moth eaten books..
as tHeRe is no duSt online iSReAL..;)
WeLL.. dVerse as mentioned.. shortly..
earlier.. has a moon prompt for Tuesday
prompt of yesterday that i arrive now.. too..
to share some moon liGht of my own from
wHere that comes next.. reflections
of home of Sun
Love Be noW.. i..
iN celebration of both
a literal and metaphorical
New Moon that WiLL arise
oN September 1st from the
first words that God gave me
of Nature wHole on a simple
status of what modern
as a Face
with no clue
of what would
come next and only
wonder now.. of more
moon and sun-lit fresh
of midnight and noon more
of 9012016 celebration of
first public written words
in 42 months whole..
gifted to me from
God oF Nature
of 42 months whole
of blog that reached
out farther after that
42 months ends for
then and now on 9112016..
bottom line Be the liGht shine on iSREAL..:)
Moon flight 101 to Iraq
war chest medals beat
to the synch of tribal instinct
for revenge and acquisition of
more territory for subsistence.. Space
race with Russia in ’69.. i wasn’t fooled
for even a second in ’01.. as i can see the lies
straight through the eyes of administration faces
and feel of talk back then.. and if that lie
could be hidden in the beginning of
the Internet age..
i must wonder
to moon back
then.. i am no conspiracy
theorist.. i’ve access to all the Snopes
reports now.. that say we went.. then..
but there IS A intuitive feeling for
A BS meter that went up in ’01..
that comes back now
how deep the lies
of tribal instinct can
go in mutual support
and top keeping secret ways
in lieu of prison sTiLL to hide
the biggest military secrets..
considered what it takes to
keep a country strong..
in a country already
in lies of
but oh.. in
would anyone even
care if it was a lie.. considering
what we have fallen to as a Moon
of politics that IS a lie.. the iSREAL
moon cannot tale a lie.. but iN Moon
of human politics.. the Moon truthers
may be at least
on this one..
as lies of faux moons
and news hold old.. well..
i don’t believe in wasting
another penny on space travel..
there are too many folks that don’t
worship the gift of a blue orb moon here.. enough..
that lives more than rocks and rocks of old-lit nights..
yeah.. but sure the moon IS A romance i’ll never leave2..;)
slip across bay..
Moon follows closely
in side view way..
alWays a little
with Moonlit Feel..:)
Strangely enough as
Moonlit Men WilL glow..
having to wear sHades
in night of metro dance..
and more.. then..
seeing ClearLY A
aCross a Carpenter’s
Park.. i swooped in with
my wife.. ran across the field
where some teens were having
fun.. i don’t know if they have
ever seen a man at 233LBs with
shades on chase the moon at night
that fast.. but haha.. they all ran as fast
as they could to tHeir car.. locked the doors..
and a girl screamed oh my God we’re gonna die..
of A Dancing
moon man.. then..
juSt to Capture the
liGht of Father moon..
with an iPhone5 back then
as werewolves hoWl.. and teens flee..
but the truth is.. if they couldn’t use tHeiR
eYes to see the moon for 66 months too..
beauty of moon
like this too..
of the blind man
with finally now..
moon site.. moreS.. iN SiGht..:)
The Sun stays
the same rarely
changing in partial
to total eclipse.. now
ah.. the moon.. gifted
with eclipse.. partial and
full.. and better yet always
changing every night.. man
of moon i’LL be.. Sun of Same
Thumb NAil Moon
Men.. cold orbs
soUl hELd uP
in sky of dArk..
Hope comes more
as MoonS cross Nail..
come back to liGhter FuLL..:)
face she colors more..
Plain Jane moon forgets
moon face.. FeeLinGs gRow
away from Moon.. noW..
SMiLes my friEnd
Bio-man.. so true..
a moon WiLL
oF liGht no matter
welcome or delete
sAMe.. heHe.. noW
as long as my moon shines
oF coMinG bacK..:)
tides oF loVinG
Ha.. love a good detective challenge..
there is a Full Moon named Bar
in Brighton of the United Kingdom
and sure.. the full moon iN
general.. is linked
so.. perhaps your
Grandfather made this
one up from similar free
associations.. of cultural
reaLiTy in moonliGht wayS..
in the United Kingdom of the
Full Moon Bar iN Brighton way..;)
Fur of the Werwolf Moon..
is going bald from waxing
men.. men wear cosmetics
in South Korea..
in the New
and in Japan
no wild thing urge
to connect the hair
of dog.. for pups to come..
Hmm.. oh wHere or wHere have
the werewolf FULL MOON men.. gone to pLay..;)
SMiLes.. iT bRinGs
mE great pleaSure
And FeeLinG iN A
DiversiTy of Moon-liT
Women soUls.. particularly
oN Dance Hall niGhtS as the
more free to
play wild moonliFe2..;)
True.. A moon briGht
and full and even
dArk and new..
of Killer and
iS for Animals
from A to Z.. Flesh
giving moon.. in nourishment
blood.. teeth sink for life.. death
comes under cLouds.. FuLL Moon
DArk of Moon
Feeds Sun oF liGht..
liGht of Sun Feeds
Moon of DArk..
comes back more..
never end noW..:)
Hmm.. that finishes
15.. work-out for now..
come after thAt.
close to New Moon event..:)
Back at 11:31 pm.. about to cross
the dark side of the New Moon
to come as long
as i can stay wide aWake.. hehe..
as yeah.. the moon is far from full
Butter Fly Moon FloWers
Eclipse Sun Flowers
iN sHade plAnt
folLow moon sKeYes..:)
seen moon girl
lately in comments
here.. i thiNk
come for her
for awhile more..
i would smile but i
think it might be beYond..
to thE dArk
siDe of the Moon..
and writing makes
A reAlly diM difference..
thOught i’D have something more to say..;)
Day of worries hidden in moonlight dreams..
Dreams of moonlit worries awaKe in eYes of sAMe..
Sane of worries..
oF Moon says
back.. forget iT aLL
dreAm wide aWAke noW
frUit oF Moon BriGht..:)
Brian says in return..
“Thank you for the lovely poem.
I tried going to your blog but
all the photos crashed my computer..:(
i say in return..
Thanks my FriEnd..
Yes.. i too.. Occasionally
Have that issue.. Patiently
Waiting for technology to
Catch up to all i do.. After the photos..
I write on average.. A novel sized chap book
of poetry in two posts a week.. And most every
photo is directly associated.. Waiting for
The next more powerful.. i Mac.. But as
Mark Twain says.. Don’t wait to write down
what would other wise be lost forever..
Creativity is a blessing with no
guarantees for the life of it..
Thanks again.. My Friend..:)
Now to back to
Moon Child cAlls
iN shadows BeyOnd
DArk oF SiDe..
Moon IS A D sized
A.. without.. as
Hmm.. Made it to
A Head full of Dreams.. safe to say
i have one.. and safe to say
Synchronicity says there IS A
SonG for this i will use twice
iN the 699th Macro-Verse..
titLed ‘Cyberian Tiger River
Leaves’.. tomorrow on
A New Moon.. 1st oF
only the stars of night
oN Dance niGht too..
for the 125th niGht
of doing that too.. wiTh
aLL the cool college age
folks from Old Seville Quarter..
A Head of Dreams i’LL stARt oFF
WiTh and a Head of Dreams i’LL go
on with at the now of the conclusion
oF that Macro-Verse celebrating as i’Ve
oft stated in the last few days.. the 42 month
since my first words deep within from the Kingdom
oF God that lives within me rose to the flower of stream
of consciousness writing as Rose of thOughts come to
the surface of much greater mindful awareness when
the below of subconscious thoughts and conscious
thoughts become one and the science and art
pArts of miNd and BoDy BaLaNCinG SoUL
gRoW that way to as streams and wave
oF Ocean WhoLe Poem SpiRit
expreSsing EmoTioNs and
SeNses and yes.. SensualiTy
wHOle too.. iN moVinG.. conNecting
and creAtinG ways of ImAgiNatiOn
and dreAMs coMe to FruiTioN noW2..:)
Super Heroes of Dance Song and HOPE.. and
yes.. more on the Super Hero Archetype
as Facebook Macro-Verse memories
progress here from 2014 to 2015..
and the best pArts about
this post are
Major Pensacola Bikini
contest from two Summers
ago.. where G-String Bikini’s
eliminate all violent tendencies..
while men naturally become more
creative as the dopamine levels rise..
in accordance with the watch of female
fertile hips.. and females naturally become
more cooperative n response to males who are
becoming better looking all the time for the
instinct of what it means to survive..
at the most basic levels of what
truly innocence.. and beauty
and Love are related
to when beauty
to all sensual
relations that hold
a smaller tribe of friendly
naked human beings together
in both metaphor torn from the
complexities of modern cultural
clothes.. and sure.. literally close
to naked in rear ways as far
as the greatest art
in the art
of this Macro-Verse
shared that is every bit
as beautiful as what ‘they’
name as 72 Vestigial Virgins..
as over here you don’t have to
wait to at least see that in
flesh of art and blood
and all that
and reproductive in growing way..:)
Macro-Verse Facebook provided
memory of a year ago.. with ‘Two
Wolves Ghost Dance Crazy Horse’..
and to quote the ending lines..
‘Dedicated to my Sioux
And Cherokee Ancestors
who live again
FREE can be..
i am NOT a Ghost…
i am ‘Master Chief
Aghogday’.. i can prove
i exist.. seriously..
if you do
i for ONE
12K years or so
ago.. WELL are
in land of sharing
And moVing foraGinG
wheRe we take no more
than we give less and
much more than now.. therE
is THE GOD OF BALANCE WHO RULES..
THOSE WHO GO AGAINST THE RULES OF
IN the RUN..
where true dominance
spells and feels color NOW..:)’
‘Watchman Matchbox Humans’..
From a year ago..
and small one at
stARt but one
that will grow much
larger by the next day
in ‘Matchbox Catches Fire’..
anyway.. considering i have
both literally and metaphorically
witnessed for God now for 42 months
stARting March the first of 2013..
yeah.. 03012013.. on Facebook
First as KATiE MiA became
Kind Autistics Taking in
Everything.. Mindful iN
Awareness where my
first blog post to come
on March 10, 2013..
would be the perspective
that the Holy Spirit driven
creativity of the father metaphor
or Goddess or as i say to get the
point across in metaphor.. even..
Blue Turtle.. as it is the essence
of this creative energy in higher
potential of God of Nature as
Human Nature that trUly
counts.. not the frigging
label to be worshipped
and hoarded by one
culture alone.. like
putting the essence
of God within.. in chains
and prisons of cultural words..
outside of what iSReaL inside
aLive.. jUsT waiting to come out
and play with the rest of humans
and God of nature outside.. above..
so below and all around too.. that truly
goes along well with that introduction of
the actor Charlie Chaplin.. per Cold Play.. from the movie..
The Great Dictator too that is worth quoting verbatim here.. too..
The Great Dictator’s Speech..
“I’m sorry, but I don’t want to be an emperor. That’s not my business. I don’t want to rule or conquer anyone. I should like to help everyone – if possible – Jew, Gentile – black man – white. We all want to help one another. Human beings are like that. We want to live by each other’s happiness – not by each other’s misery. We don’t want to hate and despise one another. In this world there is room for everyone. And the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful, but we have lost the way.
Greed has poisoned men’s souls, has barricaded the world with hate, has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed. We have developed speed, but we have shut ourselves in. Machinery that gives abundance has left us in want. Our knowledge has made us cynical. Our cleverness, hard and unkind. We think too much and feel too little. More than machinery we need humanity. More than cleverness we need kindness and gentleness. Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost….
The aeroplane and the radio have brought us closer together. The very nature of these inventions cries out for the goodness in men – cries out for universal brotherhood – for the unity of us all. Even now my voice is reaching millions throughout the world – millions of despairing men, women, and little children – victims of a system that makes men torture and imprison innocent people.
To those who can hear me, I say – do not despair. The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed – the bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress. The hate of men will pass, and dictators die, and the power they took from the people will return to the people. And so long as men die, liberty will never perish. …..
Soldiers! don’t give yourselves to brutes – men who despise you – enslave you – who regiment your lives – tell you what to do – what to think and what to feel! Who drill you – diet you – treat you like cattle, use you as cannon fodder. Don’t give yourselves to these unnatural men – machine men with machine minds and machine hearts! You are not machines! You are not cattle! You are men! You have the love of humanity in your hearts! You don’t hate! Only the unloved hate – the unloved and the unnatural! Soldiers! Don’t fight for slavery! Fight for liberty!
In the 17th Chapter of St Luke it is written: “the Kingdom of God is within man” – not one man nor a group of men, but in all men! In you! You, the people have the power – the power to create machines. The power to create happiness! You, the people, have the power to make this life free and beautiful, to make this life a wonderful adventure.
Then – in the name of democracy – let us use that power – let us all unite. Let us fight for a new world – a decent world that will give men a chance to work – that will give youth a future and old age a security. By the promise of these things, brutes have risen to power. But they lie! They do not fulfil that promise. They never will!
Dictators free themselves but they enslave the people! Now let us fight to fulfil that promise! Let us fight to free the world – to do away with national barriers – to do away with greed, with hate and intolerance. Let us fight for a world of reason, a world where science and progress will lead to all men’s happiness. Soldiers! in the name of democracy, let us all unite!”
And now i say.. amazing how many times ‘Jesus’
has come back to make this speech.. but the opposite
in words of Trumps are still held as truth and light
by Anti-Christ Christians still.. for his message
and not for his Dictatorship as created
by the Roman Empire Constantine
Dictators then and now..
and others of that
again.. yes.. then and
still now who would/will create walls against human freedoms)
Sadly the Kingdom of God has become a monarchy
in most religions.. wHere what is free in our
nature becomes chained in words
of books from thousands of years
ago.. to create is anew and
to renew.. not to stay
to dictate the will
of God in Books that
lives within we juSt wanting
to come out and play to make
a better life for all with fearless Love..
anyway.. problem is when men become
the only and last prophets and men become
the only and last son of God.. when those are
tribal words for war to separate.. and no longer
unifying words by true men of God of Free that
lives within wE free.. so sure.. there is a test
in the old testament from Isiah 53.. for
how one will know when the
anointed one also
known as messiah
as messenger of
God will come to
set folks free..
well.. truth be told
as modern literature shows
in cross cultural ways around the
world.. it is only the human archetype
of hero.. expressed there in words as well..
the struggles and the light to come in the
much fuller human potential expressed
in both women and men to kingdom
come always now.. of bettering
the lot of human ways..
and sure i fit the mold
and so do many more
from then and now..
and just to make
the point to
one of my
friends who is a blogger
who thinks as close to half
the world does that Jesus is
not just a humble teacher who
says per Saint John’s reported
words that others will come to
do much greater works than
he.. as any empathic
relate.. the political
ways of the day in warring
ways to expand empires.. for taKing
subsistence and greater reproductive
rights and controls made Humble Jesus into
then a Soldier God.. that is totally ludicrous
as even words left in the New Testament
of a Son of man defy that to the very core
of what it means as last is first and first is
last and the humble ones shall inherit the
Kingdom of God.. as that simply means
back to Nature of God within without
the separation of cultural clothes
that take us away from the
God of Nature
anyway.. me saying
i have witnessed for God
for 42 months fulfills no prophecy
except a self-fulfilled one by i.. taken
as a grain of salt.. or however one may
see that now.. but truth be told i’ve written
more than the equivalent of 14 bibles.. noW
in 6 years as of 12 million words this Thanks giving
day as my testament to witness of God equals at
least 4 Bibles and 140 Kurans in the last
42 months of… at 3.3 Million words that
would take 30,000 pages to print
as of estimate by Micro-Soft
Word.. i have come with
no sword.. i have come
with no myths of
miracles but what
i have and do come with
is the REAL iSREAL MAGIC
OF GOD IN HUMAN HIGHER
POTENTIAL WITHIN EXPRESSING
THAT IN NEUROPLASTIC AND EPIGENETIC
POTENTIAL.. God doesn’t need to do magic
tricks to prove that God iSREAL within.. it is
as FucKinG plain as 3.3 Million words written
in a little over three years now.. in a poem
in long form free verse style that is
longer than ones done before by
multitudes of folks over
centuries of effort..
human hands with
sanskrit markers of
way back when.. sure..
i have technology to help
me write.. as with a marker
and sand i can do a fraction of
this in centuries earlier.. however..
we are STRONGER UNIFIED TOGETHER
IN ALL THE ARTS AND SCIENCES THAT BRINGS..
and this my Friends is a only a testament truly of what
amazing real life miracles are still to come as long as
we humans hold hands and unify for Balance and
Real God iSREAL MaGiC for MORE TO COME NOW..
anyWay.. truly that stuff of the old testament and
new is poetic.. but it was just a breath of a
Hurricane wind to come.. as Herme’s
wife Hermine breezes on in on
the Panhandle today too..
of the state of Florida..
and the state of
hands as messengers
of God from day one to day
now and so much more to come..
sure you can stay left behind if ya like..
or you can continue a trip in the Kingdom
of Heaven of now.. if you pick up a weapon
of art and science.. and grow in Fearless Love..
So a quote from a year ago here..
about the Super heroes then and now STiLL..:)
“Oh Lynn! finAlly! you beat me to the
starting line.. and i am so appreciative
of this prompt.. and while i only
can come up with
15 words.. sorta
wayYYY short oF
since i am the
person here.. haha!..:)
yeah 40K words equals a
Novel and i’ve already done
24K in one day.. including
comments… but only 14K
GoLD in the main body.. AND
i am going to go a little ‘deeper’
here.. simply out of appreciation
that your prompt guides me tHere
and again.. please.. if it is too long..
since it may interrupt the flow of
shorter stuff.. do delete.. as you
know i lose nothing.. i believe
words in a certain way
are sacred so this
WILL BE SAVED
Isaiah 53King James Version (KJV)
53 Who hath believed our report? and to whom is the arm of the Lord revealed?
2 For he shall grow up before him as a tender plant, and as a root out of a dry ground: he hath no form nor comeliness; and when we shall see him, there is no beauty that we should desire him.
‘OH.. i am told i am an ugly worm.. before and in no certain terms that i do not deserve to exist.’
3 He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not.
‘Yeah.. i did that for five years.. pariah from society.. and more or less before too.. here and thEre..’
4 Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken, smitten of God, and afflicted.
‘If it’s associated with pain.. grief.. and suffering.. been there done it.. in fAct i have the empathy.. both cognitive and affective.. of around 14.5 billion years.. and i am dead dam ALIVE serious about THAT.. now.. SMILES..;)’
5 But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.
‘Yeah.. this modern culture STUFf almost kills me.. literally.. in waves of misery and suffering.. 66 months from waking to sleeping.’
6 All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way; and the Lord hath laid on him the iniquity of us all.
7 He was oppressed, and he was afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth: he is brought as a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is dumb, so he openeth not his mouth.
‘I did not speak until i am four.. and for 66 months i rarely speak aGain.. and the slaughter IS close at MY hand.. as some pain is worse than death as life..’
8 He was taken from prison and from judgment: and who shall declare his generation? for he was cut off out of the land of the living: for the transgression of my people was he stricken.
‘Yeah.. two times.. and worse than prison…’
9 And he made his grave with the wicked, and with the rich in his death; because he had done no violence, neither was any deceit in his mouth.
‘Yeah.. i mix with both.. and continue to do so.. done deal…’
10 Yet it pleased the Lord to bruise him; he hath put him to grief: when thou shalt make his soul an offering for sin, he shall see his seed, he shall prolong his days, and the pleasure of the Lord shall prosper in his hand.
‘My seed is creativity.. and it spreads in Novella form each day.. smiles..:)’
11 He shall see of the travail of his soul, and shall be satisfied: by his knowledge shall my righteous servant justify many; for he shall bear their iniquities.
12 Therefore will I divide him a portion with the great, and he shall divide the spoil with the strong; because he hath poured out his soul unto death: and he was numbered with the transgressors; and he bare the sin of many, and made intercession for the transgressors.
‘I never ask for that.. and do not care to have it.. but sometimes one gets what one asks for without asking.. and that’s how GOD works.’
The bible is a wonderful book of poetry..
and these fables in the bible do reflect reality.. this IS A story for all superheroes.. similar.. that number in untold numbers of servants/soldiers only known to GOD.. unfortunately.. literally thinking folks have assigned this Truth and Light to ONLY ONE PERSON.. AND RESTRICTED IT AS SUCH… instead of remembering the hidden meaning.. that this IS A path that is a common GOD GIVEN human archetype.. to helping other human beings.. OUT OF MISERY AND SUFFERING.. and sadly it takes away from the path.. when one only says onE person has been there done it.. and that is precisely what Jesus IS speaking TO.. too.. when he says the Kingdom of Heaven IS NOW all around us for those with GOD eyes and ears to see and hear it AND many will come after him wHo will do greater Will and Deeds with Faith.. Hope.. and most importantly Belief in Just Doing IT NOW.. sadly many people are waiting for one man to come back from the dead.. when the real man Jesus is just hoping then.. before he gives his Life for SPREAD OF Truth and Light TO HELP ALL OTHERS.. that othErs will FULFILL HIS PROPHECY IN SELF FULFILLING WAY BY FINDING THIS INNER LIGHT OF GOD’S TRUTH INSIDE AND SHINING IT BRIGHTER THAN ANY ONE BEFORE.. and yes.. my dear friend Lynn.. that takes effort.. FOCUS.. AND THE job of JOB.. and sometimes a novELla
or two.. or MORE TOO..
THIS REAL GOD STUFF
IS ‘READ HOT’ BUSINESS..
THERE ARE NO LUKE
WHERE I ‘COME
FROM’ DEAR.. SmILES..
and i say this with Love
as there is something
in your eyes that
AND i will tale you this for sure.. from experience in
walking every now in HIS SHOES.. if ‘the REAL
JESUS’ COMES BACK NOW.. he will have
his messages deleted.. BANNED..
AND PROBABLY THE ONLY
place he will find to speak
is on a solitary
but HA! after
in flesh and blood
life more than once
ha!X2 that is a piece
DO FOR HIM
WILL YOU FACE
ISOLATION FOR hIM
AND OTHERS.. i feel
you just miGHt
do it.. but not
can carry THAT
NO.. IT IS
THE SAME PAGE
AS THAT IS
NOW MY FRIEND(S)..:)”
And i say.. sure enough two weeks
from this date.. the dVerse team would
delete me from that website.. for only
doing more and for only
itself once more..
where others could
not understand that
the Kingdom of Heaven
is now.. even on a deserted
Isle out of the cave from before..
of Plato and so many more who simply
escaped the chains and prisons of modern
cultural clothes.. it’s just nature friends.. and
nature is both science and art.. and this play
of actors we will repeat of course.. as human
nature stays.. and our potential grows or not..
i juST do it
MoRe.. like Jesus said..
whomever reported that TrUth and liGht..
that is Nature too.. the Nature of God within..:)
AS i self-fulfill another prophecy for myself..
i owe my life to the God within of my
ancestors from the origin and
continuing now of
wRite on course..
my paternal grandmother
here.. Louise.. who did automatic
writing in bed.. reaching deep down
to the God within.. sure her prophecies
came true.. as we connect to the deeper
of our human potential that have no distance
time or space.. that is as much science as the
art of human being.. in Kingdom of God
within always exploring
more.. in ImAgiNaTiOn
and MoVinG.. coNnecting
and creaTing ways noW..
HOldinG Hands toGeTher
and never forgetting the gifts
and sacrifices our ancestors
have made to create the we
that is.. and in the photo stream
of my now coming Cyberian Tiger
River Leaves post heRe.. tHere
is a River Railroad Trestle
and a dirt white patch..
of the place of
100 year old shot gun
home that i was raised in
then to first see God face to
face in God speak to me before
i gained language to speak at age
three across the River then.. as God
came to me early as i had been here
forever and all was iSREaL.. sTiLL..
and i aM tHeRe aGain iN this Kingdom
of God within that never ends noW..
eternAlly now a drop of water..
a stream.. a River
to a Ocean
Field oF dreAM..
inside.. outside.. above..
so below and all around..
as far as words will say and
so much more than that words will
never say.. the lesSon of A non-verbal
child of God ’till age 4.. who understands
that no words at all are required to see
FACE TO FACE
THE LIGHT OF EYES
THAT NEVER DO END NOW..:)
Facebook and Blogger Friend
Rafiah says in return
to a response
on one of
Angel Rafael is supposed to blow
trumpet on Judgement Day.
So what do it tell about
me I wonder..;)
And i say in thoughtful
Will come back
iN wiTh 9
WiLL let you
Okay.. i’m back and i have
to admit that your newest post
has made me lose some focus
have earthly pleasures
when the feet are adorned
as God’s Treasures.. but
truly in my eYes that
as you shine
your God Given
liGht of woman’s
beauty that IS A greaTest
even scientific named force for
the creativity of male and the social
cooperation of female to make society
and a mix of lust and love work for Heaven now..
and even in the Bible the Jesus then was reported
to say that heaven would be on earth in his generation
and in that heaven then every one would be as friends
and there would be no marriage there.. as marriage
is for ownership and friends and love are for free..
as the village as alWays raised the child
as the prize with nothing
to own but
Love my Friend..
now back to Archangels
before i go visit some of the
most exotic feet i’ve ever seen
as what is adorned with beauty
is painted with a balance of love
and lust for more human progress..
only second perhaps to dark brown
eyes that are as deep as the ocean
blue my friend.. as love as love iSREAL..
Okay.. the Angel Rafael in my study of the
Quran is not noted there as to blow a trumpet
on Judgement day so my trusty wiki source says..
Israfil (Arabic: إسرافيل, translit. Isrāfīl, lit. ‘The Burning One’, alternate spellings: Israfel, Esrafil), is the angel of the trumpet in Islam though unnamed in the Qur’an and is the alternative name of the archangel Uriel for the Jewish people. Along with Mikhail, Jibrail and Azrael, he is one of the four Islamic archangels. Israfil will blow the trumpet from a holy rock in Jerusalem to announce the Day of Resurrection. The trumpet is constantly poised at his lips, ready to be blown when God so orders. In Judeo-Christian biblical literature, Raphael is the counterpart of Isrāfīl. Isrāfīl is usually shown as having a huge, hairy body; that is covered with mouths and tongues, and reaches from the seventh heaven to the throne of God. One wing protects his body, another shields him from God, while the other two extend east and west. He is overcome by sorrow and tears three times every day and every night at the sight of Hell.
Considering how hairy my body is and sure.. rather large compared to
Rafiah.. and how i use my left arm wing as a sign
as my own
body guard per se..
at least online hehe..
and sure my mouth and tongue
reaches far and wide.. both long
and fast my friend.. hmm.. this
archangel sounds a little
more like me than
you.. so that
you are my
horn with my left
hand and give it a hard
blow at least in metaphor my friend..
Okay.. and interestingly enough in fundamentalist
lands of Southern Baptist religions they often talk
prejudice talk about black folks still on farms i visit..
and in the next sentence look forward to Gabriel’s trumpet
sounding for judgement day too.. when historically speaking
that’s not in the bible.. and in fact.. it originates in Negro spiritual
folk tradition.. closer to the slave days that fundamentalist Christians
supported by taking the old testament literally then.. same they do with
Homosexuals today.. but sure.. wearing different fiber clothes is allowed
and not allowed in the old Torah 613 commandments then for Jewish Law..
book of before..
anyway.. i Love all
religions as they address
the Inner Universe of human being
that can only be described adequately with
art.. like poetry.. dance.. song.. and paintings too..
all art in fAct.. as to take away the art of God’s heart..
is to only be left with he of patriarchal rules that make
others slaves of men.. my friend.. Repression of God Given
Human Nature.. Oppression of God Given Emotions.. Senses..
and yes.. of course.. sensuality too.. to control reproductive freedoms
that benefit the he of culture most without the art of female free.. my friend..
the divine feminine of love that can thrive in all human beings as Fearless love..
in a ball
and prisons of now..
what else.. yes.. human
archetypes are real.. and
the Jungian human archetypes
have now gained credence even in
modern science.. in the Christian Religion
Archangel Michael is the protector.. Gabriel
is the messenger.. per poets.. and other artist
like that who give more of what living is all about..
in balance with God of course.. Uriel is pity of human..
and Rafael is healer my friend.. and sure you are what
they would call as pure as virgin.. in soul no matter what
male might defile you with even rape.. my friend.. as you
seek understanding and loving.. and that is the touch that heals my Angel
and Assistant friend.. Rafiah.. and sure i was 99 percent sure of that with your
words until i saw the love bright in your eyes.. and that sealed the deal
for me friend.. plus you haven’t left my side as friend online for two
in this grand
feat.. you are
the only one for me..
as far as really consistently
reaching out and touching my
heARt.. my spiRit.. and my SoUL..
and yeah.. those feet are touching
me in ways now.. that i didn’t expect
but i have
hide as you
might guess by now..
pretty delicate feet you have..
adorned with the beauty you
now feel inside.. and that my
friend will have you shining into
oldest of age eYes.. that say.. i Am
Woman.. hEar me roar i AM Free a child of GOD..;)
And now i move on to her next blog post..
that asks the question and i quote her..
That’s what’s preached
What about saints then?
First i will tale.. you likely have
already heard at least once..
a longer second toe like
that means.. it seems now..
‘You are a leader and are
dynamic and resourceful’..
hehe.. and to ask a question
like ‘this’ is direct evidence of that..
smiles.. in every painted woman’s eYes
and every adorned woman’s foot with Mehndi
is the allure of the reproductive touch my friend..
that leads as science even shows to more creativity
and social cooperation among both genders.. and it
doesn’t matter what is clothed whatever is provided as
beauty and art has the same effect and amazingly even more..
smiles my friend.. what becomes taboo… and hidden but slightly
shown and adorned is the sexiest pArts of woman oF all.. well before
i met any of you women from countries over ‘here’ online.. the Arabian
veiled dancer.. in mystery and taboo.. was the sexiest thing ever..
there is no way for a ‘normal’ woman not to seduce men.. my
friend.. even when they are friends.. but it is love that
prevents anything to go on that is not consensual..
and that my friend is the balance of life..
it is okay to feel..
it is not okay to harm..
and you know what the
happiest parts of my life
were that i wished more than
ever could come back when i lost
all my emotions at age 47.. i screamed
to the ceiling in a voice of a demon.. so lost so
lost in a pit of dark that would never have light
for another 5 years or so.. until at least one tear
came back.. all i wanted to do.. was be back in my
Mother’s home.. and watch Alfred Hitchcock late at
night with my sister and her.. and feel the warm comfort
of unconditional and fearless love.. and my mother let me
have coffee.. it helped me focus then with ADHD that was no
diagnosis then.. and sure.. if you ever visited me that is the thing
i would love to do the most with you.. just watch a TV show and
know that you are there with me.. as friend.. sex is okay my friend but Love
and you know/feel..
the most thing i would
love to have is a ‘normal’
family of children.. but that
was not in the play of cards for
me this go around.. no.. there is
nothing greater than a loving
family my friend.. and that
is where i for one
shine most one day
as wife.. as friend.. and mother too..
and when women want to do that now..
i can’t see any higher calling than Mother..
but it is a role that should never ever be
forced on any woman.. labor of love only..:)
You seem happy for now.. and that is
all i pray for you my friend.. Happy Angel/Saint Rafiah..
with her very pretty and Mehndi ADORned feat of Feet..:)
Facebook Friend Ned AKA gigoid.. who
is currently taking respite from Blogging..
says and i quote
his quote aGain..
“… But when he [the people’s champion] has disposed of foreign
enemies by conquest or treaty, and there is nothing to fear from them,
then he is always stirring up some war or other, in order that the people
may require a leader.” — Plato (428-348? B.C.), “The Republic”
AdditionAlly Ned says..
And i go on to say in
And a hell and or a heaven
from anywhere else
but earth comes
place as this..
illusory plus fears = Hate..
best bed buddies in iSreal hell..;)
However.. humans are not evolved
to live in anything but small villages..
the hook for heaven is to stay small..
moving.. connecting.. and creating
toGetHer.. sharing and giving
as most.. every Facebook
page hopes to be
deep down like
that in avatar lands
approximating human life at
core of what’s even lost of all of that..:)
And now i say.. on to
Thursday Holy and Sacred
R and R activities as i am
already mused enough
for the day
including.. more fun
dance photos coming to
this Macro-Verse post..
after the 125th dance week
is celebrated with all the cool
college age folks at Good Old
Seville Quarter.. while the wife of
Hermes in Wind Form Hermine blows
ashore.. close to where my Father’s side
of the Family lives in Tallahassee Florida..
and yes.. a year ago to date.. Hurricane
Fred.. namesake of both i and my father
was spinning off in the Atlantic too..
blow on as notes
As Mercury in fleet
footed Golden mesSage
way wiLL as weLL by foot and or
electronic lines of E-air mail2.. hehE..
in somewhat global reach now.. hAha..;)
Well.. it seems at this point.. E-scaping a life of stress in school..
and work.. Enduring 66 months of literal hell on earth.. writing now
yes.. 12 million words now online during 33 months of what i endured
in hell too.. approaching that many words on Thanks Giving day now too..
for 6 years.. and 33 months before that when i could not do a God dam thing
but think stuck in a head where too much dentist drill like pain was
in right eye and ear to do another dam thing but sit on
my patio and look out into space..
all day all day aghogday..
another ground hog day..
anyway.. this new testament
that i do always now for God..
of Nature all that is now.. and this
Ocean Whole Poem of at least 3.3 million
words that continues to grow.. and close to 5900 miles
of dancing every where i go in the general public.. soon
to meet A 6000 milestone this month in 3 years of doing that.. aS
WeLL.. is truly proof that i am great at Staying Alive and after Facing
the prospect of death every second for 66 months.. where every second
of life was worse than the prospect of life.. i must say than i am a tidal wave..
a tsunami.. and a Hurricane Fred of current Hermes Hermine way that will not
give up no matter what anyone else says or does.. and i must say after reviewing
my health records and Nude art of last year compared to this year.. being banned
from places i was never wanted ’cause of what i said or what i did or what i do and say
that is way too much for most folks to understand.. to accept.. or even F iN tolerate to
this point.. this Desert Isle of mind and body balance.. that i hold at home and online
too of Freedom’s SonG and DancE.. is truly a Garden of Eden and Heaven now
that is simply the freedom to be all of who i am no matter what the
FucK anyone else thinks or feels about that..
and it has been to my person.. great
benefit in increasing the
of my art from writing
to head to toe in dance
in all the ways that comes
too.. as SonG too.. thAT i have
been dismissed from communities online
ranging from Poetry Clubs to Online Autism
Communities the same.. ’cause what remains
now and then and forevermore now.. as long
as online lasts.. is this Nautilus Shell of more
and more that i continue to create as
for art as any
and other inspired artists
will do for free.. free is fearless
love.. unleashed and released..
staying alive is what i did and do
now iN F iN Epic Free way.. sure
i’M tripping baby.. but i master this
trip now.. with or without the approval
of anyone else now.. except for God
who has my back.. my front.. my insides..
outsides.. above so below and all around..
no fear baby.. no fear and love of freedom RinGS..
alWays LiVinG A
DancE and SonG FReED..
September 1st 2016 a day
to alWays remember like
every other day of Now FReED..:)
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