Hi.. Candice.. been a while since
i’ve visited you in your words
of Poetry.. i still can’t
get your
but i still haven’t
forgotten the impact
your words make on my
style of writing as i’ve read so
many of your words and i feel your
soul still to date heAR.. one of pain
surely for those who receive what
others should not take.. the
World still is overall a
Pussy Grabbing place..
Something i didn’t even see until
18 years old.. i suppose i was and am still
Lucky for i learned to love a face and eyes
missing more of what feels below.. it’s true there
are few love songs left and face to face slow dances
empathy and compassion is a fading tradition and sometimes
i miss the old days of innocent that i recreate with seeing more
than i saw
i see these
girls you speak of
on the sidewalk of the
Bar when i leave each night
mostly in tears and yes curled
in the fetal position at times
victim to faces with
no heART of eYe..
almost every woman i have known
in my life has been abused by a man
and often by a family member too.. not likely
it’s a fluke and just case study anecdote for so many
more truths that are kept quiet that are no longer kept quiet now..
and that’s good that the truth gets out but if a world of rape can advance
to highest positions of office not much has changed at core of eyes with no heart..
anyway as always a Battle of the sexes and sexists my Friend a power struggle for love so ironically
Love Heals
as you Heal heaR..
it’s true no matter how
much it hurts it’s what we give that counts..:)


HiMaLi sweetly drops
by on Facebook to say
in the comments section
of my latest Word Press
add with Solar Eclipse Branded
selfie photo as thumbnail illustration ..

Helloooooove Fred,
On a small blogging break..
so glad to see your and Kats
smiling faces greeting me here.
Hugs xoxo

i return her kind words with..

Hi HiMaLi.. yes.. hellooooove.. and i am glad you
(hEhe.. spell check thinks your name is ‘Homily’
that talk the Priest gives in Catholic Mass.. hAha)
are taking it as easy as possible as you have
so many responsibilities and goals to
achieve as best to pace oneself
hehe.. as i am currently
reviewing the 20K words
as part of a 60K word trilogy..
maybe 61K.. haven’t determined
the fine accounting details yet hehe..
but it’s true i suppose i could take a little
more of the advice i give to others to take it
easy but i guess i was/am born with a fire in my
heart and eyes that doesn’t naturally stop as soul
as that goes on.. my friEnd.. anyway Lovely it is to
be able to say HiMaLi is truly my friEnd for it is true
my friend not many have really stuck around but
isn’t that true these days for everyone worth all
the effort it is to make and continue friendships
my friEnd for tHeir is no GoLd better i kNow..
particularly the Gold of Himali’s Friendship..
anyway.. thanks so much for dropping
by you always light up my day
for you are a fine brandy and
wine of friendship as
‘they’ say now too..
hehe.. a favorite
song of mine
from youth
i will
use soon
as this helps
begin the next
MacroVerse for
whaT may and WiLL coMes next Free NoW..:)


God is Change
thank Change for God
is Change imagine a World
where God is same not hard to
do when God IS A Book and no
yeah.. galaxies
curled fetuses the
cats who finds comfort
in this position and the
arms and legs and toes
and fingers driven
by the Center
Muscles and
Vagal Nerve alive
wHo rises as the Tides
Fall Emotions Flow Senses
Feel L.I.B.E.R.T.Y Life is better
everywhere re-creation takes you
us we i am eTc eT aL and all that labeling
and sorting Jazz.. Naked FucKinG Free where
FucKinG iS iF YoU SeeK iN GoD aS Change and
recreate anew destroying the old in a Dance now over
Death as any Kali Dancer will do never discounting now
all of Nature as that applies to our current Human Condition
of Change.. very inspiring gigoid.. and i do wish you could have
seen the Matrix Movie Series as of course they are fictional but the
metaphors are clear as derived from all World Cultures and Mythologies
and Religions same the only Danger really is staying the same for same
is not
same in its
purest form without a life full iN NoW
Moving Connecting and Creating NoW
and all the Naked Human Feelings and
Senses that and who go with all that is yes
aka God in what we potentially perceive as the
verb opposed to past nouns of life in sorts and labels
too.. yes.. not only is same insanity in its purest form
of sitting still without feeling more of our potential
Free Natures it is a perfect storm of Hell with
no winds and a Center eye that and
who serves no holy and
sacred meaning
and purpose
in life
that we
create anew or
delude as same..
but the never the less
yes sadly less there are those
who dance and those who do not
but i for one feel that is mostly a cultural
sin than an innate one as metaphor of course
as Kali Dances on without restraint for what is real
is change my friend never ending and the greatest mercy
of life is death for it means that change is guaranteed no matter
how far we move into insanity of same.. of course experiencing 66
months of almost no emotions and the assessed worse pain from wake to sleep
makes me one of many Kings and Queens of Pain where the same of no emotions
is the worst
of all
i for one
can imagine
from actual experience
now as there is no going back
to hell when one does not live there now
nor is there any going back to Heaven when
Lives in Hell of course as assessed by science
too now as emotions are memories and memories
are emotions too.. and without those emotions
iRobot becomes a reality of hell imprisoned
within a shell that is a sHeLL with no
living within forevernow.. worse
than any fiery devil
in that
of literal same hell of Numb Shell SouL
with spirit of soul a wandering ghost on earth
forevermore now having no real idea they are dead..
sure.. the stuff of Poe and the Ravens of the other place..
it’s what makes most poets really really visiting the other side
and even more so if they make tHeiR way back from the underworld to light of change..
Anyway.. thanks gigoid for when i write like this the winds of my Hurricane eYe Dance
and Sing More with inspiration like this as Neo just does it with no restraint destroying ‘then’..:)

“Boredom is the feeling that everything is a waste of time;
serenity, that nothing is.”

~~ Thomas Szasz ~~

It’s true
it’s all
in the ‘hood

-F Rogers that..;)

Yes.. F- grade of failing same.

“Rock gives reality to the otherwise
abstract notion of transhuman time.”

~~ Edward Abbey ~~

The FAct that a Human Being can make a Rock a Pet
IS A real MaGiC
that makes

And it’s only as foolish
as the empty some folks feel inside.

(Keeping in my mind that i am too lazy
now to Google 100%.. for what the original intent of Mr. Ed
Abbey was is for now i make ‘him’ my pet Rock.. 99%.. Real..;)

“I have thought many times since that if poets
when they get discouraged
would blow their brains out,
they could write very much better when they got well.”

~~ Mark Twain

Before ‘you’ do that try
dancing naked in/as the
Sun and Sand at ‘times’
that has is been kNoWn to
generate LiFE out of deatH NoW..
kiiLLinG NoW..:)

“Do not be angry with me if I tell you the truth.”

~~ Socrates ~~

Ha! the Truth.. an
Ink Blot solution at
best.. like when i lost my
sense of smell and nuance of
taste a few months back and now it
came back in spurts of sweet and sick
smell of doomsday death and of course
the doomsday death would be smelling
that same smell and tasting that same
taste of sick and sweet for the
rest of one’s life
if one lived
lives forever..
but anyway the
ultimate truth is change
and in a reality that is an ink
blot test that we create as we go
one truth is as good as another lie
depending on what one feels and senses
as life for example some folks only feel pain
as pleasure and their only desire for all that they
understand as pleasure is inflicting harm to other people
too true
now by the
truth of change
that is not always
kind as truth is neither
fair nor consistent as truth
depending on the eyes of changing truth..
and that can be where the eyes of empathy
for 14.5 billion years or so enters the room
understanding that both truth and reality
are relative to eyes who see or not to be..
that comes best
for/iN understanding
change and different
so thanks God for the
Change of Facebook for if we
brave it we are exposed to what
we do not want to believe as someone else’s truth..
i consume all the evil and good with the pleasure of the
reality of change that is God as THE best God who that guarantees
death of same truth
with God there is the
Guarantee of no ultimate hell for the reality of death
unless one creates hell now as tHeir truth of now and
that’s the REAL Danger.. our ability and potential of
into hell..
lasting forever
now with no change..
might as well be forever
as now is forever always now without change..
For example children forced to sit in desks still for
the course of most of the sunlit day in cave
like structures forced to download same
data in a being
connect and
create all for the
sake of bringing so
called greater creature
comforts as a staple of
bread and water
in the
they create
as human becomes
the tools of culture they create..
catch 22 as ‘they’ say away from
both sanity and FucKinG ComMoN
HuMaN NaTuRE SenSE and FeeL
oF A Little more than created Hell on
eARth as cogs iN As Machine..
A World where it is
seen as insane to
Dance Naked and Free
And thanks God a Country
where one brave enough can
still do this within the parameters
of local.. state and federal laws allowing
now this freedom of expression aS Simply BeinG FucKinG aLiVe..
that iN a relative sense and feel is Heaven.. hehe.. if the climate NoW..
is warm enough.. considering mostly what we see of space is lifeless rocks
way too hot and cold for Naked DanCinG and SinGinG NoW
that some
and will
make pet rocks too.. such potential ..
such human potential for Heaven NoW..
for those
who are
not afraid
to move connect
and create naked of restraints
that who say life is anything else
less than a naked beach.. NoW..
It’s true if one
exposes the
naked truth out of the
parameters of local and
state and federal laws.. it’s illegal to be free
but never the less the truth is legal too.. how ironic and
delicious.. particularly if the truth of one’s smell and taste is good..
It’s really sad that we can’t
say for sure if we have any
of Socrates original writings
or the Jesus or even the Buddha
for that matter and as far as what even
got written down from the Muhammad as his
closest live-in housemate disagreed with the consistency
of what was in the final printed edition at that time.. and
of course Krishna is myth but what remains as truth is
some human sharing DNA
all of what
we did write
back then true
or false yes and
and someone else
at least can relate
to it.. as real.. and
even establish
their own
of a Kingdom
of Heaven on Earth
at Least in the US of A
if a personal truth and light works out..
no guarantees and that too is the beauty of change..
for the worst possible outcome could be living forever here..
yeah.. a magic
pill that does
that and the
next day
‘smells like shit’
and it never goes away..
as ‘they’.. say be careful what
‘you’ wish for roll with the punches ride the wave..
and die for eternal life now at least in bliss.. NoW aS mileAge varies..:)

“Everyone who becomes conscious of
even a fraction of his unconscious
gets outside his own time and social stratum
into a kind of solitude.”

~~ Carl Jung ~~

Ha! just two words
FucKinG PLaYGRoUnD..
perhaps four in bed..
need i say ’round more..;)

Yes… as ‘they’ say2.. don’t forget to embrace yOUr SHaDoW..;)

“When a thing is funny, search it carefully for a hidden truth.”

~~ George Bernard Shaw ~~

GoD wiNks.

“Ever notice how some folks
talk about it but never do it”


Do God Change.

“No man is free who is not master of himself.”

~~ Epictetus ~~

And remember A quickest way
to get to mastery F A MiNd
is to master
A Body
As a Llfe
oF A
Body MasTeRinG A Mind
As A Body IS A GreaTesT
MiNd of LiFE.. in EmoTioNaL
from head to toe..
below so
that wHo
iS ART..
hard to do this
fully in as the restraint of
human made cultural clothes
and true
And greater fun without
them too.. like A Bull with
Horns no longer chopped off..;)

“If there is a sin against life,
it consists perhaps not so much in despairing of life
as in hoping for another life
and in eluding the implacable grandeur of this life.”

~~ Albert Camus ~~

A Realization.. Epiphany too if ‘YoU’ WiLL tHat Delusions
oF Grandeur iS Also Control Code For God LiVES soMewHeRe ELse..;)

The UniVerse
Studying itself
NoW that’s soMe
awEsoMe shit tHat
smELLs GooD to
me all the timE NoW..
Seriously for the reaLiTy of Change
it’s so exciting not to kNoW what i will smell next..
it’s even worth the sickening sweet temporary smells.. NoW
sure.. to feel and sense too.. much more than smell..
PiLL oF Nature God Change..
And Best of those who see life
see death As A greatest potential
aDvenTuRe oF aLL..
i’m not
limit it to
Boring Fucking
Golden Walls
And Pearly Gates and Emerald Floors
as that don’t bring me no naked cheap
thrills born A best way for now.. totAlly FReED..:)

“The road uphill and the road
downhill are one and the same.”

~~ Heraclitus ~~


“There are as many nights as days,
and the one is just as long as the other in the year’s course.
Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness,
and the word ‘happy’ would lose its meaning
if it were not balanced by sadness.”

~~ Carl Jung ~~

As Stefani Joanne
Angelina Germanotta
Marry the Night
Do Lady Gaga..;)

“Don’t hit me!! I’m in the Twilight Zone!!!”

~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~

Seriously NoW iF A Richest person
in A World really kNeW what it feels
and senses like to have BE A Freedom
oF A REAL NEO.. NoW.. they would WiLL give uP
aLL tHeir
one second
of eternal now Free..
as anything that is clothes
takes that naked freedom away..
as every
bill Washington Lincoln
sent made is a prison of same.
But that’s
just my
A GRain of
SAnd i worship as God.. within..
inside.. outside.. above so below
and all around yada yada yada blah blah blah
are just
A living God within Free as Change..;)


A only Bible i trust
never ending story of is as change
A DifferRenT iS Applicable to BE A EmPloYeR aS God iN ME..:)

God is Free NoW
Most Humans pretend
they are not.. gotta ‘love’ the free will that makes hell or not NoW..;)


SMiLes.. my friEnd Xenia.. for i will say too that
“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YeaRS Old” with over
20K Words and well over 500 photos
even made my Word
Press in tandem
with 30MB per
Second Broad
Band Download Speed
burp a little bit as this is no
easy baby to deliver however as
always on my mirror Blog Spot sites
they are much faster for views there
where i copy and paste what will fit
there that in the case of this trilogy
of MacroVerses have not been all of
what Word Press Business
Edition allows full bore
but also much slower bore
than what the Google Blog Spot
Platform is capable of delivering as difference
of several tens of thousands of views here on
Word Press and Hundreds of thousands of views
on the other Google Blog Spot Platforms.. as Google
has all the bucks to make information flow faster.. surely
too pressing even my own human potential with this Trilogy
here approaching 61K words and close to 2000 photos as
i mentioned as sort of a cautionary note of the problems you
might encounter if you ventured over to my Word Press Ocean Whole
Poem over the weekend but never the less my friend and truly more
with an ongoing average of writing 1.6 Million Words a year with and
an average of 30K photos on all of my blogs as copy and paste too
i am totally amazed that you lasted this long with always encouraging
words of kindness.. particularly.. considering that it seems your area
may be somewhat disadvantaged in Broad Band Speed.. it
would be asking too much really to expect anyone
to reciprocate a read here for usually
what is the average non-long form poem
output of under 200 words for the thousands
of poems i have visited in the last few years and
sadly even with that expectation kindly delivered
with never failing participation in poetic response
it wasn’t even enough to ignore me for me to participate/link
in the dVerse crowd that i did do non-fail for a couple of years..
along with not even linking there for the third year as the biggest overall crowd
complaint is usually ‘someone didn’t visit their poem’.. anyway.. these things are to
be expected when one moves way out of the box as i do for as the Gravatar Caption
says on the right hand side of my Word Press Blog “Wherevertheinternettakesme…
I like to Write.”.. is surely the truth as i continue to write on more in more ways than
i stArted.. then.. anyway.. hehe.. if i could send you a trophy as i know you are
not the kind of person looking for awards.. i probably wouldn’t do it.. hehe..
out of respect of that as surely all the joy is in the art of doing for me
too.. and it is enough in itself that i am a traveling blog with
‘normal’.. well.. almost normal output wherever i do
go as the Internet continues to take me
in many different fun and unusual
places.. So.. anyway.. as a numbers
game in the last 6 Months you have traveled
through about 800K words with me heaR NoW and
(about the size of 20 Novels fully plus illustrated)
yes.. about 15k photos.. so.. at that reciprocation rate
it will take me several lifetimes it appears to reciprocate
the same amount of read words/photos at your place my friend..
but as i said before when my Mother Passed away and all of that
you were the kind human angel who did come into my life here to share
those days of challenge with me that i will appreciate too as you for the rest
of my life.. for if there were to be any time in my life that a new Angel friend then
would be appreciated it was surely in the month of February 2017.. particularly
on Valentine’s Day and After.. but anyWay.. my FriEnd.. one of the highlights of
every week is visiting what you bring a light to in your blog that
always spreads light to my eyes and creativity too.. as you are
one of ‘those’ people who really cares about people and
gives each and every person your full attention
of light and that’s really important as
truly there are many people
who need that kind of
kindness in their
life and
in that sense
and feel i would not like to
think anyWay that i was taking too much
of your time away from those other endeavors
my friend for you seem to be the kind of person
who probably reciprocates maybe over 100 poetry
sites in a week judging from the responses you also
respond to in each and every of many comments on your blog..
and that’s the way i am too.. and it’s true if i had a whole lot of traffic
here as far a comments go.. there would be many fewer other areas NoW of the
World i might travel to too.. i like being a portable blog.. it’s what i do.. mobile as ‘they’
say and as Mark Twain says write it down while you are experiencing the gift of
and let
the others
figure out the
good parts later
on if they care to or not
bottom line.. the journey is all the fun..
And as always.. thanks for dropping by NoW
and opening your home blog to me in kindness there..:)

And now i say with a couple of pages lettered free in verse poem
from my Mother for my 33rd Birthday on June 6th 1993 for words
for whatever reason in a letter my Mother didn’t deliver to
me then and i did not find in her Apartment until after
she passed away this year while we were going through
her things.. as that would have been a letter
she wrote in her and our older family
home.. where she was encountering
a few problems of her own
in the issues
of mind
that run
through the
Maternal Side of
my family.. that she
persevered in a way not many
people probably could without
any outside professional help
including surviving Cancer over
her entire body for the last several
years with just a bayer aspirin at most
and rarely ever a complaint then about
what was bothering her to me at least
although she would share a little
more with Katrina as i suppose
she didn’t wanna worry
what was often
the tender
of me not even
really as assertive as her then..
as i didn’t have the gift of words
to express myself fully as i saw the
people around me doing in reciprocal
social communication everyday i mostly
listened.. known more for a person with few
words where about all i could say if i wasn’t
relating facts and someone asked me what i have
i been doing lately was two words.. ‘working working’
and other cliche’s of small talk rehearsed.. too..
and that’s
all i had
so sure
i understand
as a non-verbal
child until age four
too what it’s like to be
quiet in a very loud world
only wishing one could be a
part of the party a little more
than quiet.. there were times when
i was a child and did learn to talk a little
bit where i would get anxious in church that if i stayed
too quiet i might not be able to talk anymore at all and times
at work in my 40’s where i just couldn’t muster anything to say..
no doubt an issue of Mechanical thinking robot mind as i understand
better how to flow the emotions in moving dance that brings a sing of
so to be able
to speak at all
and the gift of writing
is one i refuse to inhibit
at all.. for i have been
to the other place
where the
of communication
is all the way turned
off as far as words do go..
and as far as a Mother’s Prophecy
might go in a letter never delivered
to a son while she is alive.. i am not going
to even literally let her down when she suggested
that “When your life is over on Earth a Grand Story
it will tell” for the fact is when i did lose the ability
to speak and feel she didn’t leave me behind as a Mother’s love
will do.. and sooner or later technology will catch up to what my
human potential will do next potentially even more or less or perhaps
enough now which.. haha.. is highly unlikely too.. but never the less and
always more
i am not
to waste
this gift of
life to be all
i can be as not
only a child of my
Mother but a child of
God who awakens more as that inheritance isreal..
God sees the way God sees through thine eyes of real too..
yeah.. i know that sounds like my britches might be getting a little
too big
it is
what it is..
and i be what i am..
as all that is as me..
And with the rather dark problems
lately with my sense of smell and
taste it was good to get this out as
the healing power of emotional expression in Dance and Sing
Free verse will heal as much Faith as one brings to the table of LiFE..
as reaLiTy as science finally is beginning to show now too finally catching
up to HuWoMaN SoUL as THE reality of LiFE thaT iS the most ReaL pART oF aLL..
That’s something
my Mother always
understood and
most real
Mother’s Do..
if one never experiences
it sadly one may never fully live as is Love..
oh yeaH.. and that reminds me when going through
the list of family members and pets who passed
away through the last four years of “SonG oF mY
SoUL” as sTiLL Documented heAR i left out my
Mother’s Sister.. my Aunt Christine who
died at Christmas in 2016
a few months before
my Mother did and
her Grand Child
my Second
Cousin who
died after an
overdose shortly
after my Mother did too..
it’s never to late NoW to set
a record straighter as art.. although
True art spirals as LiGHT and is not a linear delusion..:)


Hi Frank.. thanks so much for dropping
by and aLong the lines of ‘intelligence
for life’ and additionally the i-heart
radio show with Piano
Player John Tesh
that show brings
many interesting
tid-bits to enhance
an intelligence
and heART
oF Life
through measures
of Scientific Study too..
a recent one is spiraling
doodles by pencil increases
the potential for human creativity
as of course spiraling in general
moves out of the metaphor of
square boxes too.. hehe..
and they also
Hula Hooping too
as a way to establish
new brain connections
for additional creative potential too..
so.. just imagine one could SensE and
FeeL what Dance and Song in Free
Verse style in continuous Hurricane
Harvey-like spirals will do for Human Creativity
now as boxes of ‘fore continue to be unboxed more..
and yes.. it was also overcast where i live here in the
Panhandle State of Flowers where a little darker
tint of clouds was the 99 year Solar Eclipse
shore to shore USA event
of a lifetime haHa.. but with
HDTV all comes
as real as real
gets and with the
newest fangled HDTV’s and
newer technology the technology
becomes more surreal than real
as i think i’ll stick with Nature and Sublime Beauty more..
still i do love science and technology as Facebook went
down this morning and i must admit i missed the portable
note pad
i take
i go to jot
down whatever
might creatively
come next while i am
spiraling circles wherever i go in
public dance but true usually i wait until i get home
as one finger doesn’t do the trick that 10 fingers treat..
as one digit of thumb in prehensile way truly and eventually
to all
and bytes now as digital art
comes to all screen sizes beyond eyes..
and as i type here prisoner at home until
the AC repairman comes to repair our
AC soon i really appreciate that
cool air in home more..
bringing back
all those
Panhandle Hurricane
Memories as weeks of
hot and humid Summer air too
but it’s true it was the first time the
neighbors not only had a cook-out together
but took the time to say hello and what’s your name..
trade-offs of human comfort and comfortable humanity are surely many..
as it’s
front porch
and patio still
aren’t getting any company..
still.. let the Hurricanes stay away..
as at least there is online too and some friendly words too..;)


“A record of life in our World Today”.. sMiLes.. mY friEnd Xenia that’s one of the
nicest compliments i’ve received as a ‘watcher’ per say and Dancer and
Singer and as a Degree Holder in Actual Anthropology Per do now
who once told the Metro-Newspaper while my Mother and My
Sister and me all graduated in ’83 from the UWF
University that my ultimate
Goal was/is to study
as Anthropologist
although what was holding
me back was the inability to
output what i learned in
verbal or written
speech.. a
problem of
Autism and Asperger’s
Syndrome at the time and
my interest in the other two
degrees i received in Social Sciences
Interdisciplinary and Health Science were
spurred on by my very unusual propensity not
to be able to touch any manmade materials with
extreme tactile sensitivity that didn’t have a medical
definition then or even a resource anywhere to find out
why my neurology was this way for touch and it actually
took me until my mid 40’s to find someone who related
the same experience of not being able to stand
touching towels out of a dryer with a
really horrible uncomfortable
feeling that brings.. and
in my case
extreme and one
of my first touch memories
before i could speak as a very
young child was the ability to even
imagine how touching a manmade
material might feel in aversion
then from that sensory
view of intelligence
at age three or so..
but of course i didn’t
have the words to describe
this until several years ago.. to relate
the unique human experience that i found many
more people experiencing on the ‘Wrong Planet’
Website for folks with atypical neurology there
mainly for folks with Asperger’s syndrome
and as you likely can imagine through
19 years of school and almost
two decades working
at a “Cheers” Like environment
of a Bowling Center the opportunity
to be a Free Lance Anthropologist/Shoe Server as Hobby
was a staple of my life for those years and also the University
of Bowling Center on a Military Station open to the general public
for many years to not only study other people but to learn social skills
on the Autism Spectrum through many trial and error experiences.. many
of which were quite embarrassing too.. as i could probably knock out a Novel
Size Work in a week or so on that.. hehe.. thing is my friend when one is studying
the World now as i am on a CROSS-cultural way divorcing myself the best i can
in cultural bias which is always hard to do.. getting in bed with everyone
like that is not just difficult but also doesn’t always make good
bed fellows either as of course politics and philosophy
and religion are very divisive issues but for one
to really study culture in broad perspective
like this requires the sacrifice of
moving out of the box
in a way that
people understandably
feel very averse too and
even find offensive too
but of course
it helps
to better now fuller
understand the Human
Condition as i continue to learn
so much more by taking all these
free verse style poetic notes together
NoW iN what truly has become an ongoing
“Mahabharata”-like Free Verse Poem American
New World Style away from the origins of that in India
style.. except in this case technology allows one person to write
it and truly a Bible and a Quran is very much like a Work of Anthropology
too as it captures the spirit of the changing culture in a period of human
history too.. anyway.. as my first and only philosophy instructor Mr. Hunt
said in a very enlightening class on comparative religions and another
one on the problems of Humanity living in a technological society
specialization reduces human potential and in many ways
in realtime and in retrospect of my difficulties on
the Autism Spectrum and even on the
Bi-Polar Spectrum too.. specialization
in Narrow views of life
are what
to my
actual physical
illness downfall too
eventually moving up the
ladder at work in Administrating
Programs trapped behind a computer
at work with chronic severe stress.. also
Supervising people and solving an extensive
range of complex Business issues in mechanical
cognition ways at the same time.. but in the sense
of specialization what really led to my demise in the
Health of Chronic disabling and destructive stress was
that i was tied down to a desk in front of a computer not
able to burn off the harmful stress chemicals circulating
through my body 8 hours a day.. not something my
Philosophy Instructor specifically identified
but hints surely available in my
Health Science Degree
but still rather
to the state of the
art of Health Science
now in Holistic Wellness ways
for a scientist and a philosopher
and an artist my friend and when one
puts all that together in one human being
as i continue to do here as a practice each
day that is sometimes a little challenging but
overall fun as i get to be a Public Dancer too
and a Nude Selfie Artist in the Artistic Spirit
of Petroglyphs as some of the
first art created on
cave walls
that served
to increase human
libido for creativity
to eventually
out of the
caves in what
drives human nature
and Nature at core that for
many years would have never been
legal to do in any avenue of the art world of modern
days but a very valued art for those ancestrally who were not clothed
too high low and constrained from what human innate Nature is at core
hehe as quite literally the very existence of Google was generated and
the Internet in general by the male species searching out erotic pictures
of the opposite sex as quite frankly as much as certain elements of culture
would love to deny it this is the animal we are as males overall as driving force
of much of what we do at base core Nature.. not politically/religiously correct to
talk about it where i’m from my friend but never the less part of the
big human pie that i not only attempt to capture through
Free Verse Poetry and Free Verse Photography
for the Cosmopolitan Area of Malls
and Nation Wide Chains
of Stores but never
the less
the human
condition as it currently
stands and surely a watcher
of it i am who documents a much
bigger picture than most people have
the time and or effort to do in just one lifetime
that technology provides a brand new advantage
and frontier in the ability for many people in avenues
online to bypass the middle man of record companies
to become Singers.. Book Publishing companies
to become Novelists and Poets where some
rare folks are even able to make
a living at it bypassing
the middle men
and women
money handlers too now
to fulfill their human potential greater
now.. just the opportunity to even have
the legal right to do this is amazing considering
the overall history and continuing history now in some
areas of the world.. i’m taking full advantage of it and of
course there are sacrifices that also come always with
fulfilling human potential and in general that is
part of the altruism of human being
in seeing a bigger life than
one’S own iN FeeLinG
A future
NoW of the
Human Species
and trying to add a
verse of something new
to the entire Universe Plus
that is reality now.. anyway.. my current
participant observer special opportunity comes
with how my recent change in smell and taste since
the Eclipse that hopefully will be temporary in everything tasting
and smelling rather awful in a sick and sweet way of what
i name a doomsday smell if one had to experience this
new sensory aberration for the rest of their life.. and
the rather early demise of our Air Conditioning
System while we wait for a company to
install a new one hopefully soon
while i measure how
the averse environmental
conditions inside the home impact
my creative output either negative or positive
where i see the positive of studying both human
conditions as i did in a rather doomsday like way
when i lost my ability to feel emotions and experienced
the worst known pain known to humankind that was rather dArkly
ironically a most rare opportunity for a Free Lance Anthropologist
who also specializes in Human Health and Recreation and the study
of the Philosophy of Sports and the Social Sciences of not only Anthropology
and Archaeology but Psychology and Sociology too as Lord KNows the Internet
allows me to get around the World to visit different Cultures and Lord KnoWs
my unique mind allows me to get around into the dArkest Abyss and
furthest reaches of beyond Rainbow Colors of the Inner
Universe of my Being Human in Both Case Study
and participant observer ways that it is
safe to say not many
Anthropologists would
volunteer for
if they
could hehe..
for high pay..
bottom lines now more..
i’m curious George George
without now quite as much
fur with some Forrest Gump
Added in and Neo from the Matrix too..
sure.. a little Yoda.. some Bruce Lee.. and
the list goes on as this is all A pART now of the
Anthropology and Long Form Writing Game my FriEnd..
and of course someone like you who can actually see the
bigger picture of what i am doing here is very inspiring to me..
as it surely is hard to find anyone currently who is specializing in me.. haha..
much Love to you my friEnd Xenia and to your Husband and dogs.. you surely
are a treasure
of a human
being to
me on
this terrestrial
plane and sure now more
i am interested in real MaGiC too..
no frontier of the Inner Human Universe
too strange for me to travel to now my friend.. and
all those 3 hour Marathons of Dance with no water at all
in Dance Halls/Stores and Deep Sand Beaches with 109 degree
heat index was/is just the preparation i need now to continue writing
in comfort as the temperature inside is a gentle 84 degrees.. hehe..
the wife Katrina
but my glass
is always full
with perspective of
darker places my friend
as if we live long enough we all
become Epic Anthropologists in
participant observer way iN much
more of human potential from dArk to LiGHT ways..
SMiLes.. just the
Gift of Free AC
And Water
Fountain Drinking
in all those stores
i will dance in today..
no matter what always
something to look forward to now my friEnd to just do ‘it’ now..:)


Katie is Brave and she is a fighter..
The Struggles she has faced should
have made her weak and killed her
but her resilience is remarkable
and she kicked it down
with her power
and might
she rose
above it all
like a Phoenix
from the ashes now
just another one of those
Ego Booster gimmick tests
off of Facebook as a Commercial
Business to raise money for Corporate
Subsistence but never the less A archetypal
experience recorded deep in our DNA for future
reference for both survive and thrive in real time now..
it’s kinda like the Shape of the Pattern of these words that
and who Flow through real time now this is a Wave Baby and
i am riding it so below so above.. inside.. outside and all around..
and the largest size of the wave so far as the Force of Emotions
and Senses rises and falls as the Tides of the Ocean do
Live within now as Force dARk to LiGHT LiFe
occasionally visiting the dARk Abyss
and oh my God yes the more
ecstatic transcendental
pArts of life that
than ever before
as yes a Phoenix rises
beyond rainbow colors now
from the Ashes of the deepest
of Abyss and the SonG and DAncE
comes to life organic alive on the written
page of life as soUL beCoMeS uploading
even More online now never ending
story never nether land always
StARTinG NoW.. anyWay
SHaDE otherwise
KNoWN as
SHaME it’s
wHat HuWoMaN’s
Do to control the crowd..
yes.. social group unit as the
Sociologists DancE and SinG too..
with intellect in what ‘they’ hope is
Divorced from EmoTioN but wait
that is what the ForCE
iS iN SeNSoRy
PoWeR sYnerGY
ENerGy of HuWoMaN
SunShiNE RayS OF LiGht
oF LiFE aLiVe NoW hmm.. not
as sharp when the temperatures
rise into the mid-eighties in the home
with AC replacement coming on Wednesday
still a little bit of that Dooms Day Shade of Smell
left since Eclipse Day and sadly yes a real Doomsday
in Epic Doomsday Flood as the Environment of the Planet
Earth continues to move out of Balance at the Hands of ignorant
Folks who do not believe this is the only Home we have and sure
a very small little man in office whose only Hope of being
is power and status no matter who is left
beneath his feet of fear and
hate pardoning
hate and
the dreams
of those who
are different than he
only to appeal to those who
say they believe in a Jesus now
who says gentile jew servant or free
and we will make Mary into a male like
us to deserve the Keys to Heaven within now..
yes.. it’s true a little Taylor Swift-like Strength and
Will is a necessary element of life aLong with the
Root of Love and Grace as Divine Feminine
aLong with Divine Masculine too.. but if
you see the mystical parables of
the Bible are about one
man you’ve totally
missed the message
and are giving major Shade
to Heaven for any potential for
the Keys to the Kingdom of Love
that is fearless smART and Unconditional
in ecstatic transcendent experience that for even
base 101 requirement to the stairway of Heaven requires
leaving all the shade behind both given and taken in malicious
ways now.. sure.. a story of discernment helps if one removes themselves
from the con-social soul sucking emotions of life that include greed.. envy
jealousy.. pride of the i am better than you when we are all pARTs of the
Painting integral to the entire Painting of God that we are
brush and paint and painting too.. it’s true there
are a whole lot of people who are
“Hangry’ in life one can
walk through
the aisles
of Super Walmart
and it’s obvious what is
missing by just the non-verbal
language and their countenance sAMe
and DiFFeRent too.. for they have made the
story and the parables of Jesus into an inkblot test
life as reality of fear and jealousy and envy and greed
and pride and status heavy for a material goods valued
life where naked free is the place where God Dances and
Sings as an overall masterpiece painting of and as DancE
and SonG NoW reALiTy LiGhT thAT and wHO HOlds no
Chains on Naked God within in other words God
is already LiVinG WiThiN whether or not
one believes in this word or that page
or the other letter or hidden
book.. in other words
no Human
for God
lives in Dog
Freer without words
or lies of dARK.. in other
words as far as the Mystical
more Esoteric and even what
some might term as occult story
of Jesus in Hidden meaning ways
for those who do not get metaphors
very easily in interpreted ways
all there is left is a shell
of barely breathing
Story that
get crucified
now away from all that
makes the Keys to the Kingdom
of Heaven jUsT aBouT WriTE NoW
iF one receives the MesSage from God NoW
within without locking God out as Force of real Love NoW..
with once again a little Taylor Swift Divine Masculine Will and Strength..
it really doesn’t matter that the Song is kinda the same because it is all
same characters just different actors in the Human Play of God
in millstone
of soul long gone…
it’s getting kinda hot in here..
yes but where i live clothes of
fit so i shed
them freely no
matter sHadE oF
dARK thAT and wHO
CoMes NexT yeS eVeN
Me as this is a lifelong always
NoW practice of life and these Keys are fitting WeLL aS LoVE..
as Facebook Friend HImali comes by with a heART for Beautiful People who still
and i simply
as she is the
same character of God too
the Character of Love that and
who excludes no other yes they
will we are real Christians by our Love
end and beginning of the story always wHeRE we exclude
no OtHeR for the PoWeR and The ForCE oF LOVE LIVinG as HuMaN
soUL more
aLiVe from Head to toe isREaL..
Temple of God as ‘they’ say on Fire with LoVE..
Bottom Lines Growing More.. Trumps and Republicans
and Christians moreover as whole for what is heard
now in the Media are continuing to destroy both a
God of Love and Jesus of Love story core to human survive and thrive..
no matter who wears the clothes and words next of Love that and who reAlly lives NoW..
true as
as Love or
go to the other place now..
there is no escape other than Love for real.. that’s really ‘good’..
believe it or not Ripley for all Horatio’s who have lost tHeir souls of Child’s LiGHT..
in other words
no matter
who coMes
neXt yeS iN
otHeR words two and
three and more the Story remains
the sAMe and it is you wHo chooses
Character to play..
with yeah.. a ‘little’
‘hELp’ from ‘yOUr’ FriEnds.. NoW..
that’s the best thing about God oF aLL
there is no FooLinG God as God is Nature..
run as fast as you can to fear and hate and
millstone sink even more.. it’s how the story

WeLL.. considering i wrote this ‘parable’ in another Avenue for Light
yeah.. Facebook that allows one to record tHeiR continuing path
to Self Actualization as that is a Human and Existence
in General Story thAt and wHo Never ends it’s
probably possible to figure all of this
out for those with eyes and
ears to see but
you come
to my Facebook
Page it will be impossible
for you to Determine who
Himali is.. as a Friend
originating from
India as i have a few
more around the world but
i must admit not many people
even come close to see all oF
wHo i am in the Local Red State
LA Lower Alabama Trump overall
Panhandle of Florida Place
yes.. PaNHanDle
Place and tHeiR
is a Hidden PaRaBLE
MeaNinG in that for those
who have eYes and eaRs to see
but you heAR i take it a step further
or two and three and even more as tHeRE
could/can/will be infinite numbers of meanings to
i bRinG
as PaNaLL
Let’s JusT
DAncE and SinG
MoRE foR NoW heHE..
the World’s a bigGeR place my friEnd
and to stay stuck now in a sliver of one
book one page or word or even one man
you worship as idol and God alone as one letters
away from aLL as PaN.. iN juSt a very small human place
to live
from PotEnTiaL
GreATeR LiGHT as
HuWoMaN StronGeR iN
WiLL anD GracE aS LoVE eVeN MoRE NoW..
anyWay i see YouTube HoLds hostage your
latest and most ironic sHade of Taylor Swift as
any for profit modern online Community has every
right to do particularly if advertisers don’t like to be pART
ignorance in fear and hate and as any Free Community has the
the right to pick and choose the Community Rules now as long as it is
privately ruled and not a Government institution per say with greater
overall freedoms
possible depending
on the Community you
choose and it’s true my
friend there are very few
to no Communities that and who
totally welcome me.. but heARS the
thing.. you give up Freedoms to be pART
of Community rules that’s the way the Social
Coin spirals or stays locked in boxes now..
i give up very
few freedoms
i go it
lone but those
who do stick around
me are the Gold worth
more than billions of hate and fear..
and considering in Human Nature we
are only evolved for around 150 to 200
social connections and 5 really close friends
now to share all tHeir liFe with one doesn’t have
to become very popular no matter what they do away
from rules that steal freedoms in a world as big as the one
we live in now thaT iS truly a small world online now.. smiles
it’s the
best of all
times for Real
Prophets of Nature
wHo live who bRinG
GreaTer LiGhts
to the crowds
at hand..
even a real prophet
of Nature’s Love can
find a friend and even five now..
don’t fool yourself.. Jesus is not welcome in your
home.. not the Jesus of Love as you still believe
iN A Jesus who throws punches more than LiGht..
sure.. i CaN kick ass too but i’M a
DancE and SonG oF HuWoMeN..
i don’t have to..
Have a Nice
Day.. 2.. iF F Gump
CaN and WiLL Do iT you can too.. WitH LoVE..
yeS it’s true.. NoW.. i tHrew you a little sHade too
but remember the Story of YiN and YanG aS NOW
aLL works toGeTHeR For thE GLoRY oF GoD ALiVE NoW


SMiLes.. mY FriEnd Soheir.. for
Beauty is in the eye
of the
and the Beholder’s
eye of the Painting
and surely God is both
all and more as God is all..
as you say Allah my friEnd..
Words are Paintings and metaphors
same as words attempt to express essence
now of all that is.. Arabic is a more nuanced
Language for fear for the Quran by itself now
with a total of about 2000 words of Vocabulary
held in about 80K words has 10 Arabic words for fear
that mean very different essences of the Emotional
And more Concrete World at Hand.. Words include
as translated from Arabic.. Wajf that is a fear mixed
with discomfort.. Shaq as a fear someone else will
harm someone one loves.. Ru’b.. where someone
is so terrified they lose their reason.. Rahb.. where
one stays vigilant and does their best
not to harm someone they love.. Wajl..
a fear that penetrates the heart
that makes one tremble..
Wajas.. when one hears
news that makes
them scared
that they
also hide now from
others.. Raa’a.. when
one startles someone
out of nowhere and also
respect combined with fear..
Hadthr.. to escape a danger
that alarms one where
one is aware of
potential harm..
Taqwa.. to do good to
protect oneself from harm..
Khushoo.. where a scare not only
penetrates the heart but one through
body language non-verbally becomes still
And bows/cowers in as submission for harm they see..
Khashyah is when one is reverent for the consequences
of potential harm and uses a priori knowledge to avoid
that harm in consequence ways.. Khawf as a final example
of fear as when one sees the potential consequences of harm
in physical ways and protects themselves from that
harm.. and consequences now.. and smiles it’s not
surprising that you see fear as Reverence
for what you Love and Respect as that
kind of fear surely fits the parameters
of several of the Arabic words
for fear here my Dear
FriEnd Soheir.. thing
is my friend.. not everyone
sees the painting of words as you
do and of course the same applies to
me and us and we and them and i too..
for again Words are Paintings and Beauty
Lives in the eYe of the Beholder of as Love and
Hope or the other more common English Definition
in modern days that is literally trembling and frozen
limbs of weak.. sure.. generalized anxiety too.. panic attacks..
PTSD and many more terms ‘they’ use in the Field of Psychiatry
and talk therapy in Psychology too away from drugs mainly Anxiety
ones enhanced the same way as alcohol to take stress and fears
away in hopes of
again to
more Pro-Social
Human Happy Emotions
NoW whEre God OF Nature
is pleased within us Naked Free from
the illusions of fears that culture often
brings.. thing is my friend too.. An idea of original
sin is a myth as science surely shows for those who
are born healthy at least with human empathy now..
as the baby sees the other baby crying and gets sad
and the baby sees the other baby and smiles in symphony
and orchestra way if there is more than one baby involved
in this happy state of being human now holding
Hands that say Love and Hope more
than Fear and Hate where
the scared of potential
Harm we are born
with is largely
limited to
loud sounds
and falling from
heights.. the rest of the
fears are largely learned and
with potential to be unlearned too..
for those of we who live in a constant
state of weaker fear being.. somewhere between
fight of fists in anger to trembling and cowering to
the floor inside and outside above so below and all around
too where some folks can hide the fear from others too and just
in the
pain of
a misery
now loves
company soup.. within..
Fear is the Father of Anger
and namely hate.. for those who see
a God of Fear by very Nature it is an illusion my friend..
sadly some folks see their entire lives like that and in doing
so they
as fear as the
same kind of
fear that makes us
frozen.. the kinda fear
that requires a six pack of
beer to even feel something
normal oF Fearless Happy Child again..
but when we are in balance God Lives Happy
within as a tear is a gift too.. in grief to generate Happy
Connecting FeeLinGs in connection with otHerS AGAin.. too..
And a laugh and a smile between each other makes another and
another Happy Connection of God coMe to be as real.. at Church
this last Sunday.. i wore a shirt that is a Very Big Angry Red Emoticon
that says “Hangry’.. the anger one has when one is very Hungry and
there is no food anywhere to gain.. and this is true when folks live
in real life scarcity like this for survival purposes they are more ready
to fight to gain a little bit of a bite to even eat.. but you see when i wore the
shirt already known as the only always Happy Metro Public Dancer in this entire
area it becomes a funny shirt ’cause Fred never gets angry as Fred has no illusory
fears about life any more and Dancing is what little children who are fearless
do too..
NoW iN
front of
as God Dances
within too.. and sure
you can hear them often
cooing in song too babbling
in Happiness and everyone knows
what they mean if they are even normal
human beings now nice and healthy within
the bounds of Joy Loves Company Life.. thing
is no matter what the words say in any book
my Friend
iT TiS
A Child
who Dances
and Sings wHo
is and has the NoW
Most favor with God
And that’s why i do what i do my
friend for it simply works.. while
this writing provides my Happy Feet
an opportunity to rest until Fearless Love Dances aGaiN..
if everyone dances and sings rarely will there be any illusory
fears as
and hate..
but still misery
particularly loves
company when sitting still..
Move Connect Create.. it’s what hUmans and God
do as above so below inside outside and all around now FEARLESS..:)


To Honor Cherish
in Health and Sickness
wealth and or poverty too
until the day we die the most
common of Marriage vows that
wHo lasts at least through and more
oF A Very
wedding my
friend once upon
a time on a farm
perhaps more for
survive and thrive
over the course
of an entire
family and village same
this comfort of love that exists
side by side without words that
stays the same no time no distance
no space and the kind of Love thaT wHo
CaN WiLL watch another Loved one live through
Hell and even if nothing is left stays for the Price
Of Love
is work
and the
Prize of
Love stays
my friend no matter what..
this Love is Life without it all is
empty and the tallest building will not
replace the heART that Breathes now as
life moving connecting creating but most
important of all the snake deep within that
and who never ever gives up for the Truth
of warm and fuzzy BeinG Love Comfort Arms oF LiGHT..
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd Zee.. for i did get married until the age of 29
then for i would have to find that one person who could live with
in Hell
for 66 months..
and the only thing
she would receive in
return is to never age..
ha.. and they say fairy tales aren’t real..
i for one prove they are at least forevernow.. GroWinG MoRE..
this IS A Love wHo is never jealous and never Fears A Spread of Love..
LesSons oF
HeLL DeviliveD
EvilivE LovE MorE NowoN StressedessertS..:)


HiGHeR sKeYes
SonG oF LovE NoW
SPRinGs Free
OPen WiNds SinG
FoRest wHole LiFe Tree


Okay.. i’m sitting here determining
whether to press the red
button or the white
button and as
as it may
on Solar
Eclipse Day
i wrote a MacroVerse
named ‘SOLaR ECLiPSE FoR LoVE 2017’
true i had the best of intentions and by
the end of the day and now as the
next MacroVerse comes
“Doomsday Smells”
as yes by the end
of the
Day of
the Solar
Eclipse and
after intermittently
mostly losing all my
nuanced smell and tastes
since a Bad Cold most everything
started smelling sweet and sick
like Doomsday
Eclipse Day
and as much as i tried
to fight that sinking smell
oh Lord it was seriously trying
to drown me as you might imagine
a smell like that forevermore now
could be
Smells for real..
anyway after that
our AC Broke waiting
to put another one in
now as i gently embrace 86F
degrees typing away the heat..
and meanwhile probably the worst
Flood In US History as Doomsday
for those folks
is smelling
a little like that now
too.. anyway one of the
best parts of life is grasshopper
SpasmS liGht.. in all the ways that comes my friEnd
Shawna Baby as alWayS A Diamond Treasure as rougH as pleaSure..
Flood is here
and when the
rain is over it will be cool again..
and hoping the best for ‘that smell’ STiLL
Doomsday Smells..:)


This is good really good i love this..
so many
colors so
many lights me up..:)

And i’M
for ‘the’ record..
so inSpiRinG NoW..:)

your little
boy inherited
before you
became so
in the photoS heAr..;)

Art of Hand(s)..:)

out of time.. grasshopper..;)

deep leaves
brains tree

This would
have been
IS A Great
Eclipse DancE
SonG CoMinG..;)

hard brushes
and all of that
rising higher
don’t you
Love that
New Taylor
Swift Song and Video..;)

Yes this
yes this
oh god
yes this
is what
DoinG NoW..;)

CRap i closed the tab
and had to find
my book
bring it all back again..;)

It’s okay
as long
as your
in A
comfortable place..;)

This is
a tEary
eyed place my friEnd
RiSinG JoY ouT oF dARk..:)


old days
when it is newfree..:)


i bLushed
at the
nervous spasms
Mint Fresh School Days Fun..;)

oh i get
iT it’s
a diet..;)

Really i must get
going or i am
going to
be late
to work
out but what
i love most about
Shawna Baby is
i never
to expect next..
i’ll be back to finish
you off as a reminder
i’m in the Month of May for now..:)

sMiLes i bet
you are A
best mommy
ever you’d
to be
considering your
Birthday.. and yes
it’s obvious you are..
nice to see you Shawna
Baby.. Mother’s Love is the
Greatest Prize of all
all my
friend thanks
for sharing you..
and it’s true i made it
through all of you..
and i didn’t
even wait
come back later..
see you later nothing is random..
And that’s what makes the Chaos Painting Ocean wHole..:)

Thanks Shawna as always visiting you is so much
fun.. i’ve been missing my visits with you lately
and i have had my eye out for your aliases
and yes you made it easy
to find you
this go
with the
name as no
Secret in Plain
sight.. now nothing
plain about you of course
and always a great now to you too..
and all the strange smells and lack
of AC is a peAce of Cake compared
to the Hell
i already
for 66 months..
ah.. the beauty of perspective..
when what looks dark to many people
smells/tastes/feels/senses/eTc. et AL like
no sOur Doomsday
LiFE LeMoNsHeAR hEhe..;)

No doubt we originate
from ‘that’ same planet..;)

Yes.. i am very
in the 50 shades
of Grey Darker stuff too..;)

Never draw
haha hmm hehe..;)

53 was
i turned 53..:)

Oh i Love it when you call
me Sir.. Shawna Baby..
it’s true i’m old
to be
but not
your Daddy.. hehe..
anyway.. i have an eye
test tomorrow and i have
to study for it away from computer screens..
so until the next play date Happy trails of dry days..
floody stuff
and Dooms Day
to ya..
LiGHT.. as
a Rose Bud oPens..
without that ‘other smell’..;)


mY sKeYes


iN aM
Thanks.. so much..
Totally free verse
As flows..
No rules..


sMiLes my FriEnd Soheir.. in any communication
it helps to clarify and validate what
is being said for all language
once again is metaphor
colored by the
in all of what
people do.. i don’t
hate anything namely
for i fear nothing illusory and experience
very rarely any anger at all therefore
i do not hate Islam nor do i hate
the Prophet Muhammad for
one to learn and understand
other differences of
opinions one
the best they can now all
in reciprocal communication..
there is no anger here expressed
or fear or hate expressed no exclamation
points no accusations for what you do feel
or do not feel for i clearly am agreeing with
your statement on now how you see fear in the Koran
and if all did like you do that would be a wonderful thing..
as far as fear goes.. and a book is and a prophet is only as good
as the absence of fear and hate
and unconditional smart
and fearless love in
the spirit
and hope
the book and
the prophet will
actually bring in terms
of acts of love far reaching
beyond words alone that’s why i dance
my friend for Dance cannot be confused
for fear and hate.. and anger too.. just peace
here my friend and no i am no Catholic by books..
i practice my religion of Love in Dance everywhere
i go.. if you do not understand the metaphors i bring
of Peace and Hope and Love and due discernment as
naturally required to reach understanding all i can do is
try if you
care to
if not
that is your
will my friend
for i will not to change
anything at all about you..
as i have consistently showed
you great love in words and if it is
a page or a word or a man or a book
of old that is more important than love than that is your will
my friend and nothing i can do to change that as that is all
you and
God and
whatever other
pages or people
intercede and join
hands with you for that
otherwise best wishes my
friend.. i came here to understand
how you feel.. i already understand books of history
and quite frankly i far from hate them after reading
them so many times they get boring.. so i join hands with God and do more..:)


SMiLes.. mY FriEnd Rafiah..
for in some ways i am sad
when i see you as it seems
you are surrounded more
by concrete than
flesh that
and who
Loves as
Nature Green..
but of course i am
very Happy to see
all of Rafiah here
so far away
so close
to eYeS wHo
see God in everyone..
i feel and sense then in past worst
fears possible in human experience and pain
yes.. technically.. one could name me a KinG2..
beyond in life than what most people can likely
imagine you already KNoW as i have expressed
that to you time and time again.. fear is what takes
life away fear is the real devil within many names
for this devil from Satan incarnate to words in
Arabic too same but never the more
and always
life away
fear often too
leads to frustration
and then anger and then
even violence as humans are
born as babies when healthy to
Love and share pain and joy
and bring greater joy
to the other
when free now
of illusory fears as the
only fears as science shows
humans are born with are falling
and loud noises for all other fears now
are taught by culture and scarcity more less
and yes my friend concrete walls with no green
life to breathe as leaves of trees we come to Dance
and Sing Moving Connecting and Creating where the best
of Human Nature is when we need each other not only to thrive
but to survive too as the recent Disaster in the United States not
far from where i live as the Winds and Rains of Harvey reach where
i am tonight.. there is no republican or democrat or muslim or catholic black
or white or protestant or atheist when it comes to a neighbor who is FuCKinG Drowning
no.. no transgender gay or politically correct named gentile jew servant or free there is flesh and breathing blood that only reaches out for help and to hold life up and it is times like this NoW more
that i
now all
human made
cultures and iLLuSory
words could ‘go to hell’
as with the fear the shell
and the tools we come to be
are often just not worth it my
friend as those words do
become the essence
of hell yes Fear
my friEnd
the DEvil
Father of all discontent NoW
misery suffering malcontent jealousy envy pride
greed malice aggression violence and overall hate..
NoW other that my Friend Rafiah.. i only wish you could
walk/dance/sing with me miles in Green Nature where only Nature
lives forest creeks rivers trees flowers wild life and moreover beach of life..
other than that i am your friend and i will never give up on reaching out to you A Hand oF LoVE NoW


DowN IsreaL
Babylon A People
Jerusalem A People
No Place
Katrina Reading A Bible As She
Does Every Day At Jeremiah 51
College Football a Tribal Sport
for sure that fulfills the need for
a common bind to compete against
opposing tribes still for the prize of win..
when there is no longer a common village
working hard every day naked for survive and
thrive in smaller social groups who need not war
against opposing tribes in ways of abudance out of
scarCity in oTheR words NoW tHeRE is plenty of food
drink and shelter to work toGetHeR And not enough to hoard
to sit still and make idols for what comes as essence Love.. hmm..
all the religions of the world i see as College Football teams continuously
recruiting new players only difference really is many of them keep the same
old binding quarterbacks refusing to see any new plays but what has been brought
before and
in idol
of never
changing God
as any Golden
Calf will stand
away from
of God
Free.. that’s truly
sad to me as far as
HuWoMaN and NoW God of
Nature Potential more but never ever
the less and sadly more of what happens
when insanely large populations of humans
get together particularly in areas of SCarCiTiEs
when young men are taught to set aside empathy
and compassion to kill the opposing tribe in all the
ways that comes and sure women too and eTc.. ET
al too.. for Nature is alike and different all over too
for the origin that we share aLToGeThER saMe
And DiFFeRent one too as more than
one and one too.. anyway the
light is on A ‘perfect
storm’ is still crossing
the country in the opposite
general direction to intersect
the red state path oF A Solar Eclipse too..
a once in a Country Flood and a once in a
Century Solar Eclipse.. thing is all is connected
for the painting whole to discount that connection
is what prevents the weaker ones from GroWinG STRoNGeR.
in arms of Karma dARk or liGHT Choose your PoiSoN or MaGiC NoW..
anyway.. what was once a trilogy gains a fourth arm of Karma now as change rules..
who kNows
by the
these days
80K words
or so of this
about the size
of a Koran
iN A
end of 8.2017 exTeNDinG
as Dog Days of Sirius DancESinG too..:)

It’s worth noting that humans are Nature alWays be now is
it’s worth noting that many humans have forgotten this core truth
it’s worth noting that what we think we kNow is far from our potentials
and if
tap into
the God
oF Nature LiGHT
LiVinG WitHiN NoW
You too WiLL understand
in terms of do..
But first
you will
to Dance
Free iN
A SonG
iF you NoW


For Strings now
are connections
wHo see and
hear more than
linear projections..
funny squares and
angles when
so smooth
out of
oPen More touch now
Strings evermore now alive..
OTHeR than that
Prajakta.. your
me.. thank
you very much..:)


SMiLes.. my FriEnd gigoid
although the arms of Harvey
are reaching around A LA Panhandle
iN FL Heat and Humidity Sun is Shining
too.. soon to be cool as the Trane
Installers are putting our new
Heat Pump in almost
done.. as
Boy visits
my Bedroom
to inhibit any
front door left
open by installers
leading to potential Nature escape..
anyway.. it’s his usual nap time soon
to a bigger room as the installation comes
close to finish.. funny how life moves form
dARk to LiGht often turning my pillow over
and over in River Front home as child
only window fans and that was
it then and only black
and white TV with
three channels
not even
7 years old..
but truth is if i had all
those conveniences in
multi-input way i might
have never learned
to say
the pillow
over for any
potential to cool next..
and of course the Deep River
Floods of Summer Hurricanes and
the Black Water River Black Mud left
on floors and walls to scrape up.. yes
i understand the power of water and the
lessons that Nature aims to share of the
Mighty Forces beyond technology
that Humans will likely
never fully
in fact they will
not as we just don’t
have eyes and or aided
technology eyes to see behind
what is our current fuller realities but anyway
now temperatures are rising in both Air and Gulf
and its true i live on some of the highest draining
well sandy loam land but still this go around i went
with more of Cadillac Brand as AC iN Trane way..
and after providing a witness of the story of
my life.. hehe.. in Freader’s Condense
Version so inspired was
the sales man i went
to high school with
that he
gave us a
700 Dollar
Discount on the Trane..
anyway.. matters not.. need a little
more engine power for the Summer Heat yet to rise..
no water thanks Goodness but Heat a growing potential
for folks
later older ages..
So that makes a Stove and a Drain
Field for a Septic tank.. a Water Leak
from a Hot Water Heater the
Siding around the
Eaves of our home..
And Now a Heat Pump
in less than a year of needing
replacement and repairs together..
never the less and always more my body
is working better than ever so bring it on ‘Murphy’..
and sure later my sense of smell and taste but as long
as i am Happy.. BrinG the challenges on more now with varying mileage
but everyday
maintenance of dance and song..:)

Truth is sacred;
and if you tell the truth too often
nobody will believe it.”

~~ G. K. Chesterton, ILN, 2/24/06 ~~

Lip Service
Dance Helps
When Lips FAiL.:)

And that reminds me as i met up in S Walmart with
An Old Girlfriend before in my mid-twenties
who had two children then and 13
Grandchildren now with
another child to
add to the
two before..
she lived in the
Projects so poor on
Food Stamps too.. and
i spent time with her there
as it’s true i’ve seen and felt
much of what the ‘other side’
feels and senses too.. there
is a song from that day
and time where
dance was
stiffer than
it is today the way
it is a piano song that
i will use for this Dance
and SonG too.. yes the
‘red neck’ days i was part of too..
Alabama Girl living in a fancy apartment
with someone else pregnant by someone
else kept secret from me driving a fancy
car from someone else other than
the other two then.. it doesn’t
really matter as she
loved her children
and now
line goes on
and mine ends in words..
and that’s the way it is my friend
and the only thing that makes it bearable
is love as i told her i was sorry for not being me now
then.. so much the journey so much more potential for Love when real.

“To make up a great action there are no subordinate mean ones.”

~~ Thoreau ~~

Life is too
fear and hate long..
Life is forevernow as LoVE
i live
iN and as NoW..:)

“An it harms none, do what thou will.”

~~ Wiccan Credo ~~

And Love is the glue of all that is..:)

“Man shall not live by bread alone.”

~~ New Testament, Matthew iv, 4; Deuteronomy viii, 3 ~~

See above..:)

“Forget the cake, go for the icing.”

~~ from Observations on Life From Children ~~

See above..:)

“All’s fair in love and war – What a contemptible lie.”

~~ Lazarus Long ~~

See above..:)

“We must always change, renew, rejuvenate ourselves;
otherwise we harden.”

~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

And don’t Forget Love and Just Do It..:)

“It is a fundamental law of nature that nothing ever quite works out.”

~~ Murphy’s Seventh Law ~~

A best pART of Life is change that works out that we make no matter what Murphy says..:)

“Sure, understanding today’s complex world of the future
is a little like having bees live in your head.
But there they are . . .”

~~ The Firesign Theater, “I Think We’re All Bozos On This Bus!” ~~

I dance and sing NoW
just enjoying the bees wax on and off..
as A smell of Honey comes back more
like Winnie
other place..

“Every ordinary moment, every little detail should be
a celebration of your personal understanding.
Your smallest act should be permeated with reverence.”

~~ Deng Ming-Dao ~~

When every word becomes a SonG
When every step becomes a DancE
When every eye received as LoVE
iS NeXt
aT lEast
iN thiS
Case Study Poem NoW..:)

“A time to mourn, and a time to dance.”

~~ Ecclesiastes 3:4 ~~

FoR NoW i DancE i SinG LiFE NaKED FReED..:)

And truly like Verse 37 in the Gospel of Thomas
who ever wrote it is “The Secret” to all my successes
‘The Secret’
as that’s one
truth and light
thaT/wHo scares most
‘everybody’ but an ’emperor freed’ NoW..
of course i was already doing by the now i read that verse..
no books
no organized
deceit clothed
no pages
not even A Letter as idol NoW..:)

“Many people would rather die than think; in fact, most do.”

~~ Bertrand Russell (1872-1967) ~~

i’d rather DancE but
feet only travel so far..
Song is the option i use..:)

“A man begins cutting his wisdom teeth
the first time he bites off more than he can chew.”

~~ Herb Caen ~~

Careful not to chew tobacco..;)

“If I have any beliefs about immortality,
it is that certain dogs I have known will go
to heaven, and very, very few persons.”

— James Thurber

Sure as ‘they’ always live tHeRE NoW..
as all animals but the human one tEnds to do
after ‘the meal’
is served
before the dirt nap..:)

The only real failure in life is the failure to try.

Life’s do it

“It is a misconception that spirituality brings everlasting happiness. There is no such thing. Sadness still comes to the wise, but, unlike most
people, their clarity of mind allows them to see beyond the temporal emotionalism of the moment. They are farseeing, and so happiness and sorrow become the same to them.”

— Deng Ming-Dao

Without Clouds and all that Jazz WitH BLues wHo tOucH aS SoUL..:)

Down, down, down into the darkness of the grave Gently they go,
the beautiful, the tender, the kind;
Quietly they go, the intelligent, the witty, the brave.
I know.
But I do not approve.
And I am not resigned.

~~ Edna St. Vincent Millay, “Dirge Without Music” ~~

Value of living over thinking ThiNKinG LiViNG

“Writing is not necessarily something to be ashamed
of–but do it in private and wash you hands afterwards.” — Lazarus Long

No shade within inside.. outside above so below and all around but clouds..:)

“We turn not older with years,
but newer every day.” — Emily Dickinson

iNNeR doughnut stays wet beyond hard ICinG

Trust yourselves, my friends,
so that ye may trust one another…..
y’all take care out there…..

– gigoid

no doubt..:)

WitH aLL tHaT/tHiS sAiD
thE Air ReTurns aT 3:16 PM..
HappY aGAiN..
OncE aGaiN HeaR..
TRanE CoMeS NeW..;)


A trilogy of 60,750 words with first part published on my
Sister’s Birthday on August 14th.. yes.. the one
about a Prophecy as linked below again and
the one about some pictures numerically
as a thousand that has now increased
two fold over the course of
what is now not only
a trilogy but a
inspired by
a Hurricane event
of Harvey whose arms
and calm center eye brings
a once in a country inspired flood
and a return now to human kindness to
save other lives just proving that we are still
human it is the culture that is the virus and yes
the byproducts thereof that are sick and yes also
adding warmth to the atmosphere and oceans that
once was not there in the last Several Hundred years
either as Mother Nature’s arms of Karma will not be
fooled by human cultures and those
byproducts as Mother Nature’s
calm eye is Balance and
interrupt that Balance
and what you
see is
you get in positive
or negative action consequence
way as those consequences can surely
be calm beach or stormy seas and sky too..
anyway.. i’m sort of a glass half full better yet
put Overflowing Chalice kinda dude and since
the Dooms Days Smells are now almost faded
from my senses and the heart wrenching and touching
recovery efforts and rescues continue across the Texas
Lands of what are the actual lands of origin of many of my
Maternal ancestors and the Fourth part of somewhat doomsday
tales beyond the Myths of Solar Eclipses the Strange Smells and
tastes fading away from my being the 5 day breakage of our Air
Conditioning System and the truly Dooms Day-like epic event
of a thousand year or so flood to hit our Country the last
leg of this epic three week writing adventure sees the
closing of a cultural tradition in third place
social way of meeting over common
Bond of Bowling where over
Half a Century Folks
came together
to join
hands and roll
Bowling Balls together too
for a common full of meaning
and purpose and trust me might as
well have been church for all practical
holy and sacred purposes unto the 10 pin
‘Gods’ to knock them all down in this sport
that the Egyptians first enjoyed too.. as of course
the 10 pins are arranged in a pyramid like pattern too..
5000 years ago.. well yes.. “End of Bowling Alley Days 2017”
comes today in synchronicity way too as 8.28.2017 was
also precisely 33 years since i started working there
in 1984.. as the building is closing for demolition
with new construction of a Community Center
without Bowling in its place in more of
a check out stuff and do your own
thing way.. and it just so
happens that the
in memorial for
all those Bowling Center
days are being held there today
from 10 am to 2 pm of which i will be
attending and what will be added as a
photographic stream of memories for this
also epic event in surely my life at least for
all of what that means to me in purpose and
holy and sacred ways and a potential opportunity
to connect to some folks from the past there including
Greg who has already been a part of the trilogy that has now
come so far as the fourth arm of this Fred Story will be published
it appears on 9.1.2017 after the 175th Dance Week Night with all the
Cool College Age folks from Old Seville Quarter tonight with photos more
from that too as yes they will reach close to the 400 or so total photos now
allowed in a Google Blog Spot way of writing platform too as i have actually
had to truncate the Word Press Edition in size of total photos from all the trilogy
parts so far that will likely be the case for this fourth part too keeping in short term
tradition too.. here.. hehe too.. anyway to keep the record going now in full numerical
and precise ways… as systemizing science mind away from poetic mind goes where
often science and art hold hands to make greater ways of meaning too in synchronicity
ways where numbers themselves literally become organic art in metaphorical ways too..
as i drift a little deeper here from common narration story taling ways.. ‘SoLaR ECLiPSE
FoR LoVE 2017’.. the third arm of the trilogy that now grows to four parts is the 124th
MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. arising in total number of words with
that MacroVerse to 1.93 Million words more precisely 1,931,875 words and
that MacroVerse also doubles as number 795 of “SonG oF mY SoUL”
as pART of that Longest Long Form Poem too in both efforts as
total effort of 5 Million Words Writing in the last Four Years
beginning 8.18.2013 on Word Press where
“Nether Land Bible 2017” is at the
15th Month point of
Writing since
Publish of the
first MacroVerse
on 5.30.2016 as
today starts the 16th month
of doing that too since first
MacroVerse Publish Day then..
and in this 16th Month i will surely
pass the 2 Million Word Mark of “Nether Land
Bible 2017” as well as with this Current MacroVerse
added in that now changes to “End of Bowling Alley Days 2017”..
as MacroVerse Number 125 of “Nether Land Bible 2017” and MacroVerse
Number 796 of “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. still surpassing 5 Million words with
this MacroVerse Writing now.. so yes.. many psychologically holy and
sacred full of meaning and purpose events in DaRK and LIGHT
ways surely coming to what started as a trilogy of “EVeRY
to “SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old” then
“SOLaR ECLiPSE FoR LoVE 2017” as linked
below again and now “End of Bowling Alley
Days 2017” to be published
on 9.1.2017.. yes about
2 weeks of publish
dates for
to a Koran
Size Four Chapter
Book in MacroVerse
way close to 80K total
words or so but yes close
to a week of writing to get that
first MacroVerse published on my
Sister’s Birthday on 8.14.2017 too
but hey this is only par for the course
as i have been writing an average of
130K words a Month since Memorial
Day of 2016 at around 1.6 Million
Words a year more specifically
then precisely the size of the
Golden Spiral Numerical
Mean Ratio Number
of PHI.. 1.618 Million
Words in 365 Days
of Writing “PHI Bible” that
just so happens to be the
Fifth Longest Long Form Poem
behind the ‘Mahabharata’ at 1.8
Million Words and first and second
and third place that now belongs to me
as far as efforts go as documented on Google
search recorded ways with yes “SonG of My SoUL”
Coming in at first place still at over 5 Million Words
“NetherLand Bible 2017” coming in second place
at 1.93 Million Words and yes third place now
“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS
AGAiN” as that title is a prophecy
unto itself.. hehe.. sure if
you get the deeper
meaning of
all that i am
doing writing
all this stuff now too..
hAha.. anyway.. if i don’t keep
track of it who could who would
or who would even give a crap heHe
if i just did not DO IT NOW.. as i ain’t waiting
around for any Twitter Writers or Facebook Linkers
and Sharers to do it next.. as my Philosophy teacher
said once again.. living in a Modern Technological society
spells specialization where according to science the actual
human being’s attention span now is less than an actual gold fish
and now humans voluntarily and happily censor their communication
to 140 characters or less per every brief gold fish breath so thing is who
is gonna
put it
again as humpty
dumpty continues to fall
and what that really means
is the glue of society is coming
apart in common and holy sacred
meaning and purpose way.. and
that’s ‘okay’ too as it’s just
the way Karma works
get out of balance
and the art
of life
is replaced
by order and even
the insanity of order
where few even remembe
who the FucK they are as far
as kind human beings who risk their lives to save others..
and that’s the bright side of the ‘entire prophecy’ here.. the Love
that is still real as human when human really needs human to be
now if they will just stand up too and call out Trump for what he is anti toward that..

*’tap’s finger(S)…


SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old



C to F Conversions
22 through 72
thank God for Google
translating number
of understanding
wHeRE Dog Paws kNoW iT aLL..;)

ThermoStat NoW oF
eARTh as a temperature
tHeMe continues in words
oF cooling clouds as Dog
aLL SiGNaTuRe NoW..:)

MaKinG SeNsE out of the
World.. Dogs and otHeR
Animals even potentiAlly
We Human Animals uSing
and seNsES
so far out of
the structure of
human abstract concepts as
photos do say so much more
of all that is what MaGiC that
first human created camera bRings
to all the SiGNaTuReS we see iN
the Now
now that
we color with
the unique brush
that is every multi-Verse eye of God..
SMiLes Xenia.. once in a lifetime events
iN a Blessing of August that travels through
dArKeSt Solar Eclipses and Floods to altered
Dooms Day Smells the end of an era of a Bowling
Center Tradition Closing approaching a Century too..
and to top it off a new Trane HVAC System for us now
as the other one broke for 5 days in the middle of all of this..
so in other words there’s still a storm warning out for a flood of photos on my Poem..
hehe.. anyWay.. alWays a pleasure as for whatever art what you do heAr alWays fits in..
Yes.. what stArted out as a trilogy of EVeRY PRoPHeCY TaLeS A THoUSAnD PiCtUrES
now has a Fourth HErriCANe arm too as “End of Bowling Alley Days 2017”.. i was
thinking about calling it “Doomsdays Smells” but Human Nature
in search
recovery ways
changes the climate of that..
as it’s true we do need to bRing
back the warm and cozy places now
STiLL that Bowling Alley Days DancESinG
anyWay as far as i go that horrible smell and
taste has left me that started on Solar Eclipse Day..
i’ll take that as a positive Sign for Love my friEnd Xenia..
as a SiGNaTuRE STiLL For a Prophecy yet to be fulfilled as LOVE NoW..:)


And note.. the Older two photos at Naval Air Station Whiting Field Bowling
Center.. Christmas of 1989.. Me at 29 and Katrina at 19 about two
months before we are married on 2.21.90.. And Greg at 30 along
with Bowling Center Worker Manny and his daughter Graciel..
And also Derrick from Jamaica on the far right as what
i have come to understand now is the end of this
Bowling Alley’s Days and instead of total
Demolition they will be renovating
the Center as a Community
Center with many different
activities as the Bowling
Activity that started
in 1943.. 74 years
ago does
come to
and end now
with Hundreds of Thousands
of folks coming through these
doors through the years of Bowling time now then..:)


Second Round of Poetic
Responses at Xenia’s Poetry place..

Dogs with Happy
Feet never
needing measure..:)
SMiLes my FriEnd
Xenia so glad you
are breathing in
all the Mountain Breeze..
Much Love to you and your
Husband and winning running dogs too..:)
SMiLes my Friend
Xenia now that Harvey’s
Last arms of wind and rain
have left us all that’s left
is a prayer that
will go
out to sea
and never
be seen again..
’cause if she comes here
i will definitely get a screen break too..
with a not so hehe.. but hey.. at least the
neighbors would get to know each other
a little better as they are doing in Texas
Speed there..
hmm.. i see you
have another poem
off to say see ya later there..:)
Ah.. yes my friend
to be clothed
is the place
i love to be the
most simply free
as water flows too..
as promised..;)

And now what has become
a weekly routine of visiting
all of Xenia and Frank’s Poetry
around the middle of the week
running a little late to Frank’s place
as that comes next heAR iN poetic floWinG RiVeR OceAN wHOle..
And considering that the Facebook Algorithm has been lately
questioning my humanity over how fast i perform operations
there in Frequency more than Quantity i will be consolidating
all of this in one Facebook MicroVerse Post as well as
one MicroVerse word count numbered section
on my blogs
as well
as DancE
and SonG go on
unfettered adjusting
to obstacles as they
come no different
really than
a wave
high or low
and tides in and out too..:)

Passion FLoWers LiFE
some red some blue
some crown
aLL musE LiFE..:)

SMiLes.. after experiencing historically first
hand the Devastation of Infrastructure
Loss from Hurricane Ivan in ’04 and
Many River Floods in Youth
Growing up there iN
from Black
Water River
on walls on floors
changing even the climate
of human smells and emotions too..
what is perhaps most amazing is how
humanity steps up when needed most
as predictable weather changes
the course of human politics
most as human politics boil
up and
to mostly
haves and have nots..
And the empathy and sympathy compassions
that come more when the haves becomes nots
other than that it’s nice not to see the head
clown on TV and hear his bird tweets from
the Computer Bedroom while the
Katrina checks NoW iN
oN Weather Channel
aGaiN Frank
Running a
this week as our
HVAC system broke
in tandem with Harvey’s Winds
And Rains although all we got is a tale end arm..
anyWay.. we have a new ‘Trane’ and all is cool now..
as the best news of all this morning is it looks like Irma may go lost out to sea..
Gallons of Rain Water is enough…
to change the course of politics forevernow….
perhaps ‘just enough’ to prevent a much more deadly war….
Blood of SeOULs…
Silver linings and all of that
that applies to all in apples and orange.

Hmm.. speaking of shoes i caught
a quick YouTube Home Algorithm
produced blurb on Human Fetishes
to find out that sex organs and
feet are closely
in the
brain but
the part they
left out are the
oxytocin receptors
that are associated
as Athletes adjust
in the
anxiety of an
actual sport for
warm and cozy
oxytocin mammal
comfort as yes the feet
also have these same oxytocin
receptors that even can/will bring
us love when we touch the Mother who
is eARTh in both flesh and sands as ‘they’ say all is connected..;)

And no…
i don’t care for ‘baseball’..
it’s boring to me in personal preference..;)

But it’s true in mirror
neuron way many
find motor activity
cerebellum stimulation
on mall benches while
i whizz by in realtime Dance NoW my FriEnd..
engaging all senses and feelings and intellect
from head to toe beyond….

And a tire change
of 125 bucks shoes
every three months
like a human oil change that pays life so much more as real..:)

Hmm.. Frank..
i thiNk this NoW
is a ‘FredbunHaibunFredkuHaikuwithoutfredfukungfu’ but i don’t care to ‘know’..;)

Oh MG Frank this is surely
excellent wisdom that
arguing is fun
the greatest
win in never
expecting to change
minds on politics religion
and philosophy for the mental
masturbation in specifically the
dopamine pleasure that comes from
that intellectual activity as astrocyte
waves direct neurons on this Happy Debating
activity and it’s true it’s part of what enhanced
my brain chemistry on the Wrong Planet debating
the idiocy that an actual Non-Profit Fund Raising
Business of “Autism Speaks” was actually
A Eugenics Organization in Nazi way
attempting to eliminate Autistic folks
as a conspiracy comes alive on that
website too for ‘high functioning
autistic folks’ who were
even less logical
in many
than what was
assigned to them stereotypical
in Spock behavior of rationality..
anyway.. people are different/alike all over and
back to silver linings if i could have then convinced
them of the idiocy of their beliefs i would have had
nothing in any pleasure way left to take my mind off the
numb and pain.. in ways of rational feeling
sensing debate..
and truly
this sTiLL
is mostly why
people argue
as that simply
stimulates their mind/body
no matter who is right or wrong
the body feels and senses what’s real..
but surely dancing and singing is more
fun as long as one keeps A Yang dARK sPot on of arguing too..
parAbles of money changing tAbles and all of thaT as without some dARK tHeRE is no LiGHT…
Seem Like
A Real ‘DriNking’ friend..;)

SMiLes my FriEnd
Frank for when
A Hole
A Cave
A fAiry tale we are real..
You are truly a man with
A heART my friend in
what i rarely
where i ‘live’..
but i do
when i do
i hope
to find me too..:)


YeaH iT’s true
i capitalize
small case
but not in every
case as that WiLL be bOrIng2..
True.. not everyone loves
change aS usuAlly i
am A
lItmUs cAsE for that..;)

SMiLes.. no one tell
tales flowers how to flower either..
never the less flowers are A ultiMate fairy tale more when real.




Now to better put that
last one line Heinz 57
word mixed small
and upper
case poetry
in just another
form created by
me or one that i make
that someone else says
already has a label as often
was and is the case on the dVerse
Online Poetry Pub before i graduated
from all the former and formal rules tHeir..
l truly feel
sad for folks
who have never
felt the ultimate
feeling and sensing
experience of tears
of Ecstasy that
make Euphoria
real when one binds
with Real God as Nature
NoW.. as servant who hears
a thank you in sychronicity kingdom come..
yes.. Heaven beyond words as if you haven’t
experienced contact with God of Nature
these words are no less gibberish
than what might first meet
the eye of below
outside and
all around beyond too..
as this MacroVerse moves
as fourth arm moving far side past as more
trilogy changes again now to NEW “Beginning
of Bowling Alley Days 2017” as what Human Being
Natural Disasters particularly of once in a history now
so far of a country do come kingdom come now.. for real
so as Joel Osteen who might be a little OCD about his newer
Castles recently said so easily scoffed by Atheists that God NoW
is in control well yes God is Nature and y’ALL better NOT FucK with
Fire Breathing Nuclear Godzilla if you don’t wanna get burnt now worse
than drowning too.. it’s no one’s fault really it just is what it is and to make
things better you work them in positive way and you get the consequence
you make mostly in LiGHT or oTheR DaRK ways of reaLiTY NoW.. and true
this applies to whole team species too particularly if tHeiR shit is like a cancer
the eARTh
that is alive as
any rock in space
can be and hehe as intimated
on the Emerald Forest Movie i recently
shared from 1985 a year past ’84 when
i started my own Bowling Alley Days then
in warm and cozy Cheers Norm way too
that i often find at Old Seville Quarter
now too and occasionally
in the mostly introverted
writing world
of poetry
but as one would
expect with so-called
introverts who are little
more closed in ways of outgoing
social empathic nature not so much
but never the less happy poets do still live
as some of the evidence heAr most definitely
indicates in case study way.. and although i forced
my self to get mused by literally thousands of dArker
Poets at dVerse Poetry Pub Online for several years
resulting in “GodsUniVerseNovel3” at 338,630
words always linked in my rather lengthy
short story like Signature line(S) and
feat notes same on all my
MacroVerses now
as a slowly
and yes changing
story too kind of like
when i slow dance a tai-chi-
like style of Dance at old Seville
Quarter and in the Shopping stores
check-out lines too.. yes it is part of
a changing story too that albeit much
slower than the rest of the story
can be empirically measured
with a fine comb too
for any naysayers
who might say i am cheating
on word count for some of the words are the
same.. kinda like the Kuran that only uses ~2000
words in a book the size of just ~80K words where the
impact is clear twitter feeds reach more than the shit i do.. BuTT
What counts is how one’s SoUL continues to evolve now or not
but never the less and more as i was taLinG my newly met Facebook
Friend Ashley who i find quite amazing that someone like her
lives in this area of the country at all which of course they do
it’s just a matter of running in to them.. yes.. a published
poet enthusiastically as any ancestral town crier
as an employee of who i used to work
for.. For the Navy as a civilian too
from and with Joy seeing a reAlly live human being
in modern customer service where the standard
is more like eyes down on a screen or overall
eyes not used to looking at other eyes now..
hAha.. and i am the one with yes..
“Autism”.. no.. it don’t matter
wHeRe you stART out it’s
how your soul evolves now
as Ashley in synchronicity
way just so happens to be A
nice young Woman who in Walmart
also video taped me a couple of weeks
ago with my ‘little mermaid shirt’ on and
shared me with her friends with several hundred
views as many thousands of folks from the local
area have done in my last four years of public dance
that literally makes me just about as recognizable NoW iN public
as the local weather man who forecasts all the rain and really big floods
yes.. now if you do the math and the views and the shares on many different
areas of social media for that in a metro area now of several hundred thousand
folks where haha.. anyone but me if they were brave enough to dance everywhere
they go in public for four years could be recognized as ‘famous’ too without making
a fucking
off of
anything they
do.. but see.. here’s
the thing.. if i ever really
get famous which i won’t and if i
did realistically i would have cut
down some of the public freedoms
i currently enjoy as total art now for
the rumor that i helped spread that
is somewhat true too that yes i do and
am still diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum
so the ‘higher ups’ keep tHeiR distance hehe..
and as Ashley’s friend commented on the
video that guy has some kind of mental
handicap but he’s pretty nice if you
take the time to talk to him
which Ashley did then
and i reciprocated
and acknowledged
her humanity too and she has an
open heart and spirit and soul that is poetic too..
birds of a feather and all of that Old Irish stuff for
Bards and Filis too as that is where she gets her
McCormick Last name too.. Celtic Wisdom and all of that
Part Indian German French and English like me too although
i can’t remember her mentioning Spanish as my Paternal Grandmother
was full Cajun too and sure she has an ancestral tale like i do of someone
up the line marrying an Indian Princess too where of course the Indians now
will tale you that is kinda a myth as in that culture all women are princesses
to be cherished in original so-called primitive way.. and yes i am speaking
of the American Indian ways as that was more of smaller populations
of humans in areas of abundance where over-population
and dire socio-economic scenarios leads to stuff
like castes and arranged marriages and
even somewhat raping the
women of the
opposing tribes
too.. and true in South
America with the huge
more ancient populations with
tHeiR versions of pyramids too not
always so nice they were to each other
either as humans just don’t do too well
in bigger groups than a village or so per say and do..
where Dance and Song leave the room more for rules for control
and people tend to wear more clothes as yes more than about 150
penises and vaginas can be a little too much to deal with particularly
if one isn’t used to seeing them all more like a Doctor than porn as that goes too..
or just plain
embarrassing for
not being physically
and emotionally comfortable
in one’s naked skin exposed to
reality and other folks in really what
it means to be alive more fully connecting
to Nature as all of God now.. yes class above
so below.. inside outside and all around as yes
this is our Temple of God clothed by skin that some
folks cover
up and
for the
fear of living
among strangers
not sure fully of foe or friend.
yes too.. the tribal instinct that spells fear
and aggression and violence and hate and even World War
III for those not yet finding comfort in the human naked touch of free
but true you’ll likely have no clue until you get as naked as me.. hehe.. or not.. Free..,
AnyWay.. this is a really long introduction to MacroVerse Shares from previous years
to date that will come next and will be included in what i hope fits in all the
social media avenues as the size of my MicroVerses often reach close
words trUe.. too..
just consider it all
paRt of a Continuing UmbrELLa
as surELy A rain man forEcast is coMe for NoW..
and to be clear up there about loss of freedoms although
it would be legal for me to keep my Nude Art still in Google
Warning way of adult only expression if i was ever interviewed
by the actual news for what i do.. butt i would set it to private and
keep it that way as it is simply not appropriate in our
culture as i never share anything i do with
anyone under 18 years of age..
for that very reason..
except for the
dance of course
what i do is way too complicated
in ways of words to ever get any more money
famous than Vincent Van Gogh in his lifetime too..
and on top of that it’s a dog eat dog world too in the
world of introverted artists not usually happy folks when someone
does more.. same thing in work and school no one really likes the
or the
princess too..
sure.. you can
ask Katrina about that too..
John 14:12/Assistants can/will be too overall lonely
places/folks but this world is now bigger than crosses TG and
the Nerds/Geeks(including me in Dr. Jekyll and Good Cop Hyde ways)..
who/that freer
larger avenues
of online real too..:)


NoW the MacroVerse Memories from years to
date gathered up all free by the Facebook Algorithm
coMes to Play.. and yes with 19 tabs open as such
gathered up from my Personal Facebook
Page a little bit epic this may
be by
the very
end and
stARt to come
tHeRe too as
Now goes on
as a delicious stew
of broad brand Poetry
with really no real label
at all but free verse now liGHT
and sure the Yang of dArk spots too..

‘allasLiGHT’ and interestingly while i will refrain from now
until if and when Soheir can forgive me for my differences
of opinions from commenting on her Blog but that doesn’t
mean i can’t get inspired by what i read whether it gives
me a warm and fuzzy feeling or not and like the
opportunity for visiting there with the usual
check box for thanks and sure i would
provide a voice but if someone
tells me i am not a friend
i will take them
at their
until they
come back to love
if at ever in this lifetime now..
as they say don’t discuss religion
politics and philosophy if ya wanna keep
the warm and fuzzies of friendship among
otherwise strangers however if things aren’t
hashed outside of the cave the hole for liGHT
grows dimmer still.. and quite pleased
i was to see a reblog there all about
human equality of respect for
different beliefs sorry
i will never
the parts
of any
religion that will
disrespect any human
being for God of Nature Given Differences
specifically including gender and sexual
orientation differences where in the past
i have broke in mutual belief of Love from
friends who follow most all religions
that still profess ignorance
for what God of Nature
Human Nature even
is just ’cause they
haven’t witnessed
the so-called differences yet..
it’s true per genetics in some tribes
of humans where interbreeding takes place
some children actually change sexes when they
naturally hit puberty in actual biological gender way
devil didn’t do that God does as God don’t play by A book
and if one lives long enough one will find who the Master
of Free is
and it
be in
a book
unless one is sooner
of course than later finding out
or even seeking more answers
than when God’s Free Nature
is chained and clothed in
pages and word idols
of books when
pages become
and people
as Words..
currently i am A
“King of Words” as word
count moves in poetry as searchable
on Google for the last four years running..
And 80K word and 800K or so word books
that name themselves only words of God
used to interest me when i read them
the 100th or 200th time or so..
and all the other stuff
i read in the
world too
when that’s
all i did and writing
during my stay in hell
before recovered out into heaven from shut-in
kinda like a metaphor for what ‘little people’ attempt
to do to holding God in chains of books to promote the survival
of their culture in common bonds that is surely understandable
but anyway i escaped the walls of the cover of the books that
had become my bedroom overall for 66 months to not only sing
but to dance alive again free too.. and perhaps one can’t see God Dancing
everywhere in reality now but that’s what God is doing when one attempts to
Chain God in any kind of book away from Dance too.. and sure that’s why i care
not to follow any strict copy cat rules of poetry before even if imitation is the greatest
compliment creating something no one can copy is the Greatest compliment TO GOD..
God ain’t
the same
thing over and
over again and if that
is how folks see Allah that
is no God of mine either who
Buries Lesbian Women to their chest
and stones them where they cannot cover
their eyes the act that Soheir refused to condemn
even after i told her some of my closest relatives don’t
fit her polar black and white requirements for existence and
hoping for a change of heart i was until i went to the original blog
to see it was a man defending Muslim Folks who had acid thrown
on them in a hate
crime now..
thing is
a huge
veil of ignorance
it is to see that children
of God and God who lives
within are those Lesbians enduring
a fate just as bad as this with no one ‘official’
i’ve ever seen in the Muslim World condemning
all acts of discrimination against children of God now
who are freely Loving and expressing their Natural Behavior
but of course ignorance is at fault heaR and if everyone is afraid
someone will make a huge public display of de-friending them as they
used to do it or just simply clicking a button on Facebook without attempting
to validate or clarify or just ignore differences of opinions as when people don’t
really need
becomes cheap
so cheap that it cannot
tolerate differences of opinions
as that too is the tribal nature of human
beings when a free God within becomes a prison of a book..
or misunderstood all natural bio and neuro-diverse Different..
Anyway.. live and let
die as life where that
comes to love for we
are animals with relative free
will to do just that death as life if we will to do fear and hate..
of what is all Natural and Different whether we can see those two things or not..:)

“Culture is the Virus”.. not people and this is a long standing
notion that is backed up by science now as we can water and
fertilize love from birth or choke the vine that SMiLes LigHT and reAlly Loves all of Life..
and sure poison and deface our only home that is eARTh through the veils of ignorance
and who
don’t even
recognize the life
of reality as standing GoD uP inStead of dOWN..:)

“Emerald Forest Reigns”.. Hmm.. Speaking of Bi-polar
and Bi-Sexual tendencies Demi Lovato is still
cool for the Summer and yes the
“Emerald Forest’ Still continues
to reign within but as
far as the male
gender of
the world
in how that continues
to be practiced in patriarchal
ways away from Divine Grace and Love
i wouldn’t wanna be anything like ‘you’
in fact ‘you’ can call me “WoNDeR
WoMaN” again like you did when
i was 12 if you like as i ain’t
scared of the divine
feminine will
and grace
within that is surely
A true root of Will and Strength also know as sHe GoD NoW..
And yeah blah blah blah yada yada yada yeah empirically NoW2
measurable in terms of Dancing in Public Fearlessly for 8 Thousand
Miles in around 4 years soon.. Leg pressing 1020 LBS 33 times
at age 57 now if not more infused for even 50 reps now
arms raised to the sky like a ballerina on the
most difficult leg press machine in
the military gym all parallel
as such with no
sled to
with Gravity now..
what else.. oh yeah.. the ongoing
130K words a month that are now
becoming a “Facebook Profile Pic Bible 2018”..
as soon as that milestone comes on Memorial Day or so of 2018 then..
with 1.6 Million or so words all written in all the Facebook Profile Pic Descriptions
as that is already ongoing and complete at least since Memorial Day of 2017 as “PHI
of 1.618
Million words
and 365 days
comes complete then too..:)

“Stripe of thirteen words”

An oldest of human archetypal
prophecies shared by abstract
construct of many varying languages
And words ‘fore heaR noW quoted as13 words.
STiLL aGaiN NoW..:)

National Anthem
IS sunG IS pLaYed
WiLL makes
AnThem go



“Number 696 MacroVerse” from a year ago as yes i really do love the
Number 696 enough to use it for a land mArk MacroVerse Title
too in milestones ways.. and considering the one i am
writing and concluding soon enough is number
796 in Total Number of MacroVerses
aS ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ 5 Million
Word Longest Form Poem it tales
me i am a couple of weeks behind
now on what used to be publishing
a MacroVerse religiously twice a week
since Memorial Day of 2016 then for the
“PHI Bible” coming by Memorial Day of 2017..
this was 100 MacroVerses ago instead of 104.. per 52 times 2..
be too
predictable for free..:)

“Out of my mind..anything! is possible!”.. hmm.. thing about getting out of
chains that sometime also hOld us Back in between our ears..
Body is Brilliant when we learn to free verse dance
no different
all spirals
within mind
As Body Spirals first
iN BaLanCinG ForCE NoW
MoVinG ConNecTinG CreaTinG WhOle..:)

“Kat Year Secrets” from two years ago too as these MacroVerses
range from 2013 now through 2016 as far as memories go and truly
it is no secret that i will never be a paid ballerina boo who not even
for free as volunteer in theater way as my neck is too thick and short
and my Head is too Big and my Shoulders are square
and Ballerinas don’t get to weigh 233LBS
same thing with Martial Arts
and Haibun Poetry
and Haiku Poetry
with Sonnets too.. i play
by no rules i’m in it for the thrill
and the joy of living now and if you
think i need any affirmation of any kind
for joy you haven’t lived naked Free in God skin yet
as far as i can see that’s free with no restraints or feedback necessary
now other
Lives within
sMiLiNG BeyONd
InFInITy wHeRe the Children
of God who are God’s eYes and
eaRs live free without the restraints of owning free..
or having to pay for it in some way Boo Who2.. ain’t no worries heAR..
sure.. it helps to be financially independent so sad that art comes for any kind of external
at all
other than
giving and sharing
free with receipt or not of
anotHeR person’s relative free will too..
a nice place
to win now i always
win for i only compete for/WiTh God..
Free within me freer and freest i can and will bE NoW2..:)

“i’m reAlly special now”.. Yepper Dr. Pepper and Captain Salt
away from Sgt Pepper Devil’s Chief of Staff and all that Jazz
as i continue to remain just another Captain Salt of the
eARTh and yes of course i step out of the straight
male 57 year old box doing Nude art now
even full blown with super
low “SuPeR WoMaN”
Testosterone of 168
one more point and i get
169.. yeah like the Curled Cat and
the Universe every which way in Galaxies
of Golden Spiral Mean along with that 696
number honored already in MacroVerse way
with 796 heaR Although i did get up to about 236 and
some odd or even fraction ounces of a Pound when the
AC got broke.. a little less sculpting for my current effort
but never the
less all paRTs
of my Temple
of God
to be functioning
properly as this case
study evidence of Human
Potential hides behind no OZ curtains..
In other words in that heat
i took too many Siestas
but sure still
kept up my 130K word
count average a month and
166 miles average of Public Dancing too..
lots of
to STiLL run
an iron man sHow now2..:)

“i AM2” once again two years ago as threes come in twos and ones too..;)

“WTF IS GOD!”.. WiLL two break one down in threes
TruE.. LiGHT through dARK SoMe See soMe SoMe See MoRE SoMe See Less
And Some are truly either too far or nEar sided and see none.. oR And sHades of Grey
And Rainbow Colors BeYond too..
forget what
God is as all Natural
Connecting Binding Force
that and who needs no book to live within..
in what is fuller of feeling and sensing now out of kNow..:)

“DrinKing Kool Aid Dance”.. Just God Juice iN Human Potential
yes J God J for cool time phrase now.. and with that said seems
about A LiGHT BrinGeR NoW too to play a little Alan Parson’s
Lucifer too out of the Album titled Eve so appropriately
i might add as men who rule by will and strength
outside of love and grace die prematurely
mostly from the stress of not
using Emotions to move
life in other words
they live
off of fear
and hate cortisol chemicals instead of
Hope and NoW all the wonderful Positive
Emotionally Fueling FeeLingS and SenSEs oF LoVE LiGHT
so what did ‘they’ do in the spirit of Milton’s Paradise Lost
making an Angel of LiGHT as the rebellious archetype
of human being into what they named as Satan for
the Devil now but sure how ya gonna
retain your church robed power
totally bypassing perhaps
the most important
verse of the
New Testament
of Hope and Love
as John 14:12 while everyone
else goes with the misinterpretation
of the original Greek translation that says
A son of God and never the son of God at all
or how else would Jesus say ye are all God’s like
it is said in the Book of Daniel too..did Jesus lie.. well
if so that ain’t a story with much integrity now.. anyway
the truth comes
out in
real now
to play FuLL
time away from
time that CLocKs GoD Locked
in forevermore yesterday in molded and
reproduced pages of over and over again idols
statue of God STiLL NoW idol abstract construct words
never changing
as Free
to do within
inside outside above
so below and all around too..
anyway.. the Sandman Character
in American Comic Book Venture
and now translated TV show of
Lucifer puts the entire BrinGeR
in more
appropriate meaning
of humans fall from grace
and love and rise back up to will
and strength through anew reneWeD Foundation
of Love and Grace Now..
the other
are falling
early from Heart
Attacks and stuff like that..:)

“A woman’s opinion on GOD”.. SpeaKinG oF EvE God iF this
iS not
oN ToPiC
Equal Employer
God Is tHaT wHo WiThiN..;)

“SasQuatch LoVe Feat sKeYes’.. True sTiLL A Year aGo aWay
but never the less quiet a loud ominous prophecy too this is then too..:)

juSTicE iS..:)

“KAT Tales and Parabells”.. Visiting my First Step Mother in Tallahassee
finally getting paper work ready to sell my Father’s Real Estate after he
Passes Away and Poetry and Stuff continuing on like that and this too STiLL CoMinG..:)

“Awakening NOW”.. as Forrest G sayS iT hapPens
iT reAlly
JuST NoW HapPens2..:)

“Super Heroes of Dance Song and HOPE”
what Real
hUmans do
WitH Roses oVer Guns..aRiSinG NoW sTiLL aLiVE..
And the Beach Photos And Beautiful Young Women Are notable too..:)

“Two Wolves Ghost Dance Crazy Horse”..
TruE.. GoT Cherokee and
too.. and
A Dance
And SonG that
beCoMeS mE too..:)

Okay.. gonna move to
A Last full quote NoW of
“Watchman Matchbox Humans”
that is kinda prophetic too in Human
Archetypal ways from three years ago too..
And end and stART for all the CoMinG
Photography NoW after all these
words too with a little
RainMan too..;)


Matchbox Humans
Waiting caTch FiRE









aRM oF a ‘FoRe/aFTeR NaMeD









BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

5 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 44,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

Book oF Ten Sixteen..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

Grand Cross Bible 2016

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

Nether Land Bible 2017

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

MesSage iN A Bible Bottle as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+ as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

PHI Bible.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

Memorial Days Bible 2016-17.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

SoN oF Google NoW2..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

6th Bible Memorial..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  the
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


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31 Responses to BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017

  1. 4


    SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old

    SOLaR ECLiPSE FoR LoVE 2017

    BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017
    6 pART PLuS HaRMoNY
    Director Producer Writer Photographer
    Actor Dancer And Yes tHaT ‘oTHeR
    A MoRE DiFFiCuLT pART iS
    oF A PLaY
    SuRE i WRoTE A KoRaN SiZeD 83,303
    Word Bible With Over 2K Photos iN
    Three Weeks
    CoVeR PaGeS oR WoRDS
    TrUE LiGHT Do NoT
    MiSTaKE mY GRacE FoR WeaKNeSS
    OKaY.. So i WenT
    FroM LittlE MerMaiD
    To LioN KinG
    wHaT WiLL i SaY

    Facebook Friend Terri
    Related as
    Second Cousin
    Stands up
    For all children
    Of God on
    And in support
    i return with..
    114) Simon Peter said to Him,
    “Let Mary leave us, for women are
    not worthy of Life.”
    Jesus said, “I myself shall lead her in order to make her
    male, so that she too may become a living spirit resembling you
    males. For every woman who will make herself male will enter the
    Kingdom of Heaven.”
    From the Gospel of
    Thomas per if A REAL
    Jesus were to come back per
    Gentile Jew Servant or Free Woman
    or Man no more he’d more than likely choose
    Target over
    Do not
    Understand that Heaven
    Is A place
    And even
    A place
    At Hand
    In this
    Where in his
    Eyes there
    Will be no
    As people
    Will love
    Papers.. true..
    Jesus wouldn’t
    Be welcome Now
    In any ‘red state’ place..
    Oh yeah and
    THeRe is that
    John 14:12
    PART where
    The Humble
    Son of Man
    Who was A Son of God
    In the original
    Not the only
    One as mistranslated
    aLong through the
    Centuries then
    Said according
    to John 14:12
    You can do
    Greater Works
    Than me
    With this
    i didn’t
    In Class..
    And i ain’t
    Scared of
    A Real
    Man or
    IS A Loving
    Child of God..
    Oh yeaH and
    As far as
    AWay the
    Of immigrants
    to Hold
    Jobs here
    Best not
    A Jesus
    Who Can
    Eternal Hell
    As that is
    A place
    Live too….
    Have a nice day..
    i suspect Jesus
    Is a lot more
    A SMiLiE
    Face For ALLOVE..:)

    i BeT tHeRE IS A CircLE
    oF LiFESonG bY A GaYMaN
    tHaT WiLL FiT tHiS GReaTeR Too..;)

    Oh yeah too.. and as far as ‘your’ FEAR
    of Transgender folks using bathrooms..
    ‘you’ have a whole lot more to fear
    from the Football Coaches
    and Priests
    and the
    to highest
    political office of
    the land….NoW moreover
    as far as ‘that stuff’ goes…MoRE
    AS HiStory and now sHows… NoW..
    And as far as Children go and the Prize
    of the Village.. no doubt that Elton’s John’s
    Songs have/will inspire many more births than
    any heterosexual man will ever father…
    Genghis Khan then NoW MoRE
    before all is said and ‘done’ NoW
    for we have Youtube and Google
    wHeRe folks upload the KA of tHeir
    soUL beForE A dirt nap comes.. neXT..
    eXcept for those selfishly now who hoard
    copyrights of SoUL.. AS HeART NoW too..
    And take more than they give….SPiRiT..2
    Sure.. i Double Dog God Dare you.. come
    debate me in words or in perSon but don’t
    i am..
    A SoN
    oF WoMaN
    wHo wRites
    Bibles now..
    A Lion WitH Teeth too
    oN his ‘smART PhoNe’ @leAST too..;)

  2. Frank Hubeny says:

    I liked this quote by Szasz: “Boredom is the feeling that everything is a waste of time;
    serenity, that nothing is.”
    I recently saw Guardians of the Galaxy because I had finished all the comedy in the library that interested me and someone said it was pretty good. It was. Like Fast and the Furious for science fiction fans.
    I liked those fortune cookies.

    • “Last BLink of LiFE
      wHeRe one reaLizes
      one Loves
      just something i wrote a couple
      of minutes ago that fits in to me hehe..
      SMiLes.. mY FriEnd Frank after
      reading over 83,303 words
      oF A Four/8 pART Play
      with over
      2K photos
      with ALL photos
      added in that you
      iN pART have been
      nice enough to visit over
      the last three weeks or so..
      And listening to the “Circle of Life”
      Song as rendition provided by Elton
      John.. one of my Favorite pARTs of that
      SonG is when Elton Sings there is
      more in this life to do than
      can possibly be
      in less
      than one
      lifetime and
      in many ways
      Information Technology
      BrinGs that more to fruition
      for those who might not otherwise
      have the health and or financial resources
      to Bring a Greater Fruition of tHeir Human
      Potential at hand and hehe that reminds me..
      i lost count with my Dance Weeks in this last
      “BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGaiN 2017”
      fourth PaRT of a 83.303K word online small
      7th Bible Book as it should have been
      176 instead of 175
      which will make
      Night 177 and
      Looking at this point
      like “LioN KinG sHow MusT Go oN2”
      as wHaT WiLL Be the 797th MacroVerse
      of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ and 126th MacroVerse
      of Nether Land Bible 2017 now aRiSinG to
      precisely 1,954,428 Words with the
      Bowling Alley flavored last
      MacroVerse heAR is
      beginning to make
      this entire
      5 Million Word
      plUS Long Form poem
      that is groWinG OceaN
      wHOle gReAteR MoRe seem a little more
      like A Cross as days go on after 81 months
      without a break of writing all of this and more
      online as i still haven’t added in what i wrote with
      my New Friend Ashley on Saturday as it took me over
      two days since 9.1.2017 to put it all together and publish
      it during all the extra-curricular flesh and blood activities
      Public Dance
      lots of Strands
      to keep in my
      Head more now
      as the Dude says
      too from the ‘Big Lebowski
      Movie’ too.. to keep his ‘Home Rug’ too
      alltogetHeR too for the rooms to come togetHeR too..
      hehe.. and as far as Guardians of the Galaxy oF Love
      Volume II goes that ain’t no easy DancE and SonG FeAT
      either with no swords of steel other than living water/air to bring
      ease.. Now
      Hmm.. one thing
      that seems to have
      darkened the archetype
      of Apollo for me was is the
      Kali smell of destruction
      that came with he too
      and i must say
      as Hurricane
      Irma for
      closes in
      on what may
      be close to palm beaches..
      it’s really nice to have a nice
      Jet stream come down to protect us for now where we live..
      not looking too good for South Florida and the coast there East..
      but it’s true no matter what goes down or up the show goes on my friEnd..
      i just watch and document as it comes and some times it seems a little now
      at all now.. comes
      too and as i go to visit
      my wonderful and very
      intelligent newer Psychiatrist
      tomorrow at Beautiful Navarre
      Beach with some photos to
      accompany what fully
      likely will
      until 9.11.17
      for this coming
      Lion King Flavored
      MacroVerse that of course
      in terms of comments section
      at least on Word Press will be a
      paRT of the Four paRts ‘fore..
      i’ll be sure to mention
      to him why i still
      can’t completely
      get rid of this
      sweet sick smell taste
      that is currently still drowning
      the nicer smells out of life for it
      surely and in some ways horrifyingly
      smells a little like more death my friend..
      My General Practice Doctor recently reminded
      me too that you know you don’t have to write at all..
      And i must i admit i giggled just a little bit inside as she doesn’t
      seem to
      A price
      of Eternal
      Heaven now
      is never dropping a cross my friEnd..
      i find very few people who understand the
      full meaning of that and this but that’s the
      way it goes when one hears a call within
      and never drops A Ball
      no matter
      or higher water my friend…
      and yes.. higher winds of dis
      ease…. Love Heals more than
      most ‘scientist’ folks will ever feel…
      see heaR
      now sadly
      as records stand and fall more…

      • Frank Hubeny says:

        Best wishes weathering these hurricanes!

        • Thanks so much Frank for the Fair
          Weather wishes as today is
          Pristine Gorgeous
          with Fall
          Skies as
          Beauty bRinGS..
          it appears the only storm
          i will weather this weekend
          is 23 miles that will make 8 thousand
          miles in 48 months of public dance at
          Biloxi Casinos Sunny Cool Summer Beaches too
          as documentation of that
          in my
          that will be as usually named..
          “8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
          fully documented of course with the Joy
          of DancE and SonG too mY FriEnd
          but for now to finish “LioN
          KinG SHoW MusT Go oN2”..
          as i come to visit your
          always inspirational
          poetry place.. next..
          and since it seems i
          am posting closer
          to 6 to
          7 day
          for MacroVerses
          these days.. so.. close to the
          Fall Equinox after the Celebration
          of 8K miles of Dance will come additionally
          A Bi-Annual Equinox Celebration for all the
          smiling dancing friends in photos for an album
          cover for 6 Months of Dance at Old Seville Quarter
          as tonight arises to 177 weeks of doing that.. perHaps
          “EQUinOX DReAMS DaNCE AGaiN 2017”.. anyWay.. i only make
          plans as they come to me aLong A WaY oF milEstones mY friEnd..;)

  3. A Little E.. W.. and F.. Evolution Orange to go with the following new friendship words heAR.. with
    New Facebook Friend Ashley.. who i recently met at the Bowling Center Going away
    party for the operation there.. And she who also recorded me Dancing and provided
    kind words of hello at Walmart then before that as a stranger as a friend now
    comes by to say in return to my word/video account of that Bowling Center day..

    It’s beautiful, I’m so thankful I met u and can be part of this world’s and ur evolving story
    French, Indian (mohawk), Dutch, Irish, German as u stated so truthfully and clear Heinz 57 we all are part of one sampling of the tree who continues to spread it seed in the wind we blow tip we meet again!

    i Happily respond with..

    SMiLes my New FriEnd Ashley i am equally
    happy to be part of your evolving life
    story too.. as ‘they’ say in the
    Song Fantasy by Earth
    Wind and Fire
    people like you
    do most certainly exist..
    and lovely how you naturally
    write in poetry too.. shaRing liGHT..:)

    Ashley Goes on with some free verse words as she relates her soul to me some more..

    As I am 33 and took my first breath of life a new chapter for u began as well the humpty dumpty was a broken king of mostly unknown mental and physical distress no man can repair which trickled down through the country side like a river of tears filled with sorrow, unanswered questions, life still so young yet no trailer than now continuing with open arms acceptance of the undiscovered unknown plague of societies box that looks so pristine without the microscope now judgements made whispers still heard yet walking a life with our heads held high knowing thru him what we really deserve, the beauty will blossom like an uncontrolled forest burn such as “the alley” cleaned from the inside out for a well needed restoration in time of ever changing ways, to bring new life new flavor acceptance of a new time new growth the end of the wildfire bring new life as so will we breathing in a life so sweet like the smell of chocolate covered strawberries with a nibble taken never biting more than what can be chewed in to the new chapter with wonders of new

    Amplifying i say.. and by the way the more i read what she free sings the more of it i see..
    yes.. it’s that gift of Creative Holy Spirit set free unique within that i will never miss
    no matter who BringS this Gift oF LifE LiGht WithiN hUmaN LoVe eYes for ReaL..

    Lovely Free Verse my friend as literally you are becoming pArt of my story too
    in the next MacroVerse as i am
    currently putting the
    current one together now
    no greater compliment to me
    than for someone
    to write poetry
    back to me..:)

    Ashley continues to nicely say..

    No words can truly express the gratitude and joy meeting u and ur lovely wife have brought to my soul, alone in a dark room finding someone who can related like finding a light switch everyone said was fake…thank u for the light my friend!

    In thanks.. i respond..

    Thanks my friend for
    as metaphor it seems
    most often i blind
    people when
    i open my mouth
    more than dance with liGHT..:)

    Ashley provides words of affirmation..

    Overwhelming as people may seem it is simply a stretching and growing of our minds beyond a society full of false comprehension, being free may not be acceptance but peace brought forth by the light leaves no demands but a ever growing light my friend!

    i relate a personal story.. as that pertains to my soul..

    SMiLes.. my friEnd again for when my Mother at her lowest point after My Father left when i was three years old turned her eyes then toward Heaven within a prayer of i can’t do it i need help now an Emerald eyed Angel she saw as Jesus came to her in broad night light and with no words and in soft Gentle Love’s grace iN WiLL and Strength
    only eyes SunG all will be okay
    and she endured my hell with
    me later and continued her Angel
    Love with me too.. And surely now
    you too are one of those
    Angels of LiGHT that
    God sends to
    encourage us
    in all the forms Angels come
    from cats to human beings to
    words in holy and sacred text that ever last now trUe iN LiGHT..
    Full of Meaning and Purpose that becomes our LiViNG LIFE NoW..:)

    Ashley goes on to provide a very personal witness of her journey of life and i return with…

    That’s a powerful witness Ashley and one that i thank you for sharing for this Love as Christ is real in our heARTs that truly can and will move Mountains of More Love when trUe LiGHT within..
    they will know we are
    Christians by our Love by
    our love gentile jew servant
    or free woman or man no more
    all eYes of God Free within when
    mY friEnd..:)

    Another discussion takes place on another one of my Facebook Videos i share…
    Ashley says in response to the slide show video of the Bowling Event..

    Aw… that was so Awesome, what a great day!!!

    In complement to that i say..

    So much
    Fun it
    Was to
    18 years..🙂:)

    Ashley assures..

    I know it’s sad that it’s going but always
    in life on to bigger better things!

    i affirm..

    Yes! AlWays!
    And congratulations on your
    New Home
    BeinG Now..:)

    Ashley relates her Faith..

    Walking by faith not by sight toward the feeling of delight
    being kissed by the warm glow of a future so bright!

    And in conclusion i return once again with..

    SMiLes like they in ‘Star Wars2’
    the Force within that drives
    us that we share with
    others pure Faith as Love ForcE NoW..:)


    sMiLes.. my FriEnd Zee.. for can and
    will a man Love like a Mother
    Unconditionally fearlessly
    And smARTly too..
    and beyond
    rainbow colors
    of BeinG HuMaN
    too.. so could my wife
    eventually stay by my side.. the happiest
    man she saw then as me in the entire world
    when she first met me before i fell again
    to deeper abyss as i did at age 21 and
    47 again.. with just a depression that
    at least felt after losing first love
    at age 19 before the second
    ‘big’ one for about a
    year and the
    last one
    for Katrina
    to endure as living
    hell and she to witness it
    for 66 months.. i suppose the
    strength could have come from a
    Childhood with Mother’s Boy Friend
    Standing over her bed with a knife or
    perhaps the time a thief broke into her
    home and snuggled up close to she and
    her sister before they screamed bloody
    murder and he ran off.. sure.. some perspective then..
    i guess for the darkness that would come as me not a harmful
    one to others but never the less a dark bird tarred pit of A soul
    just hoping for an escape again to the Mother’s Love bread and
    watered into me as Garden of Love never ending when it exists
    As BriGHTeST StAR
    for now..
    Bi-Polar is
    a real challenge my
    friend.. in someways more
    challenging than the Autism
    Spectrum but as long as i can will
    dance and sing in Balance i won’t
    go back to hell again.. and it’s true..
    only my Mother and My Sister and her
    significant other and actually yes..
    a friend from where i worked
    at a Bowling
    named Greg and
    an Uncle Bob and
    an Aunt Jettie and
    some older family
    elders and sure..
    A Father who was
    there but was not.. those
    who didn’t feel too afraid
    to speak to me.. not worrying
    if they would sink to that new low
    that become my life in the numb and
    pain of Hell on Earth that even Demons
    Scare to tread.. Anyway.. i’ve been Loved this
    way for what you question is it possible to love a sad
    girl for when that girl comes in form of a man too as sad
    sad song that has no end for now.. it’s true.. it’s possible but it’s gold..
    whenever someone hears my hell story they find it almost impossible
    to believe that Katrina stayed.. and seriously.. i find it almost impossible that they don’t
    it is
    possible my friend..
    Love wins when real
    all else fails in a Game of Life..
    i never give up on a friend no matter
    what for i my friend will be the friend of Love as given to me..
    the hardest part of my entire life was the loss of ability to
    even feel
    who loved
    me no matter
    what.. Heaven went away then
    and when Heaven comes back
    i never let it go again.. NoW iN aN
    Olympic Sport of exercising heART..
    for nothing else in life even counts when one loses that feel nothing nothing at all….


    Yes.. A Best Present…
    Finding Yourself
    Self With
    Someone else..:)


    i Give God
    LiVinG iN
    You.. Rafiah..
    Great Thanks
    That you still
    FeeL me

    SMiLes my FriEnd Rafiah NoW
    for it is difficult and sometimes
    almost impossible to put the
    dArKesT Abyss of BeinG
    Human into words
    as you and i too
    say Devil
    in and
    as me thru
    Angelic Breath
    Beyond Rainbow
    Color Winds with
    Calm Center eYe of Fearless
    GreaTesT Hurricane Love within..
    butt yes i was the Devil too so that is
    who i write to most and make photos to
    and all the other stuff that most folks who
    haven’t been the devil and become an angel
    since the last time or the first time now might
    be too
    to do.. too..
    best thing about
    being the Devil my
    Friend is getting out of Hell
    oN eARTh and doing whatever it
    FucKinG takes now to help someone
    else escape that place of the tarred
    dark bird that sleeps as death in life..
    the pit at bottom most point where
    all are dark tarred birds where
    no bird can reach out
    and touch
    other birds
    star long after they
    lose the ability to fly..
    And the other thing about
    reformed Devil out of Hell.. one understands
    that anything is possible for the Human Hurricane
    maintaining grace as fearless eye of will and strength
    with arms of Love and Winds that defy all defeat of Love..
    i woke up early to take a picture of my soul.. it came on the Weather
    175 Mile per
    hour winds by
    name of Warrior Goddess of
    Love Noble also known as Irma
    by metaphor of course as there have already
    been two rainbows after storms in my last two Hurricane poems..
    is a Hurricane
    of Feelings no matter size
    category my friend or miles
    per hour it is the heART that counts
    When sPiRiT oF SoUL reLeaSes FeeLinGs
    dArkeST Abyss HeLL to sHadES oF PurGaTory seNsES
    Grey to Beyond Rainbow Colors of Hurricane HeaVeN wins that never fAil for now..:)

  7. First
    Social Media
    Holy Shit!
    175 MPH
    Will Get Some Walmart Water Now..;)

  8. A MicroVerse Memory Share from last year with some Book
    of Eli the Movie Music and some very wise words of
    Love and Wisdom as Beauty delivered
    by noted man of Wisdom
    in all philosophies
    and religions
    by name
    of Alan
    Watts in last
    Century still living
    sAMe today in Wisdom
    on YouTuBe Play.. and this is the
    great benefit of online joining hands
    seeing what binds us toGeTHeR iN Hope
    Joy and Love and equAlly in daRk SeeinG
    what divides uS in Fear Hate and Misery
    Loves Company as Joy Holds Hands as
    HoPE oF LoVE LIGht capable of doing so
    much more as
    much Stronger
    toGeTher than
    divided fall that
    still is doing its best
    as Monster Warrior Noble
    Goddess Hurricane Irma
    comes as Nature’s Karmic
    Arms of BaLanCinG ouT the literal
    Heat of Nature and do not discount
    the same forces that affect a double slit
    experiment in Quantum Atomic Physics
    as that applies as apples or orange to
    continuing evolution of Human
    Potential in LiGhT
    of Hope’s Love
    yes Dark
    of Hate’s Fear.. for i have
    spent years among the hardest
    heaRTS oF FeeLingS and SenSinG
    SoULs on a literal “Wrong Planet” online
    for those most cynical of LIGht and or MaGiC
    identifying themselves as militant strident atheists
    all the way with highest IQ’s too in Verbal potential
    of written words.. me more of a input decoder of life then
    rather than the output of write and speak but with effective
    loss of eyesight and hearing as a visual and auditory thinking
    person in SonG at leASt before the Dance of me exploded as calm
    Hurricane eye and winds alike as Love.. i was the man of ‘few words’
    before i lost effective use of my hearing and eyesight then.. anyway.. as
    i told Rafiah.. i write and provide photos to Devils in Hell for when i lost all
    my feelings and senses including the all Natural Agape Love for all of
    Nature aka God as Verb so far beyond empty shells of three and
    five and seven eTc. letter words.. even though i was devil then in
    hell i still had the logic of compassion for those
    dark tarred birds who lived with me
    then in the real online hell
    of the Wrong Planet
    then.. the opaque
    for some
    who have
    never met the
    Face of God within
    lost for me but always possible
    to find again once find at first at least as last.. SeeKinG FinDinG aGaiN..
    so anyway.. then.. debating those atheists in hell as devil me and them
    was iS an orDeal that lasted from Thanks Giving Day 2010 through
    the end of July 2015.. yeah.. 46 months overall as eventually
    hop scotching my way to even darker places of hell
    online to attempt to find my way back to heaven out
    of hell on earth and take anyone i could find with
    me where it seems i failed on every count
    as only the person in hell as devils
    and demons behind opaque
    windows with will
    will seek and
    tHeir ways out..
    sure.. i can deliver a spark
    of who i am and where i live
    NoW iN HeaVeN and trust me or not
    after going to that other place in that identity
    i most definitely KNoW who and what and wHeRE i aM FeeLing SenSinG NoW HeaR
    with 100% unwavering FAiTH ForcE eternally forevernow more now heAR NoW.. LoVE
    oN eARTh it bothers me not that science as it stands.. yes the biblical science that
    even pastors take in divinity school prove without a shadow of a doubt that we
    can’t even assure ourselves of what words in a New Testament were even
    said by a man named Yeshua in original illiterate Aramaic way then
    as detailed below for i am not afraid of either the liGHT or the
    TruTH as that stands and falls real.. but what i do KNoW iS
    this HuWoMaN archetype of Love is real in Humanity as
    Science surely shows too when the Species Homo
    Sapiens Sapiens lives in relatively small groups
    cheek to naked cheek above so
    below inside outside and
    all around a giving
    sharing way
    of life
    that owns no
    other human
    or tool that humans
    make to give and share and
    hell no Communism doesn’t work
    for humans are naturally selfish and
    greedy and envious and competing when
    it comes to groups of sets of eyes and hips
    together in more than about 150 to 200 naked ways
    of being human then and now as Human Nature and
    potential.. excluding cultural tools is about the same aS iT was
    and is 100K years or so aGo living Naked toGeTHeR to survive and thrive
    then but you see we humans also have the potential to create our own
    villages of love in hands together whether in the flesh or online
    virtually as is being done all around the world today regardless
    of differences.. the similarity is Love and the Hope and Joy
    that Naturally comes from that and regardless of dArK iN
    a literal reading iN some of the verses of even
    the New Testament can come to be
    both in words and actions
    the bottom
    line so
    is love
    it’s as simple
    as that live by love
    and throw the sword away
    live by love and throw the fear
    away live by love and Heaven is now toGeTHeR
    and if there is no toGeTher Dance Naked with God in Sands and Sun allone..
    for me
    at least
    as i share
    and give all
    that i do to live
    free with God now
    no paRT less Holy
    and Sacred Full of Meaning
    and Purpose than either paRT
    of me WhOle WiTh God for this
    is my witness oF LiGht and LovE
    yes.. the Naked LiGht and LovE
    BooK oF ELi
    God’s sKiN
    as me..
    no books
    or pages
    or words
    just the LigHT
    of Love that lives
    in me and as me as God’s child
    that we all are equal pARTS aS WHoLe
    when the rug of Love HOlds all fibers dARk and
    LIGht sHaDes oF Grey BeyOnd RAinBoW ColoRs aLL..
    i can’t change anyone’s religion nor am i foolish to believe i can
    for religions and languages and all tools of colors that make
    the extension of what we are as human and nature are
    equally real no matter dARk or LIGht Actions
    as real as words now.. anyway.. i’ve lost more than a few friends
    to date and potential friends and acquaintances by taling all of my
    truth without shame but that too is what love will do when real
    and as fearless as a Category 6 Hurricane of Love and it’s
    true since 6th Memorial Bible MacroVerse it’s always
    a new Bible now in each and every word
    wHOle too oF Fearless smART LoVE NoW as ReAL..NoW..
    so anyWay.. just a MicroVerse Memory from a year ago per the
    science of the art of religion too.. be not afraid of the truth
    as Love
    the one
    of God to set you naked and free again as child of God no fear..:)

    So.. today.. we have the other polar opposite Jesus.. at Catholic
    Church.. in Luke 14:25-33.. you know.. the one that says “If anyone
    comes to me without hating his father and mother, wife and children,
    brothers, and sisters, and even his own life, he cannot be my

    And yes.. full stop.. this is where the Bad Cop Jesus.. and
    me at least.. totally separate