Facebook Friend.. Rafiah.. shares
a photo of she and her young sister
dancing in the heavy rain on their Roof
Terrace in Pakistan..
and she says..
#monsoonmusings
And.. although i AM positive
Rafiah’s spirited younger sister
is dancing in the photo as she has
done that in clear dry weather in photos
before.. Rafiah in the somewhat distance
appears to have let her dark hair down and
i swear she looks like Jennifer Beal from that
movie.. Flash Dance.. as she appears to be swinging
a container of water with it splashing all around her..
and she seems to have that shorter athletic body type..
but you know what ‘they’ say.. you see what you have seen before
that is enjoyable.. of course.. at least in some small way and
other folks tend to see the glass closer to half scared and
more often see shadows as scary rather than
adventure more.. bottom line.. we create
our own realities from our
experiences of before..
and what we dare
to create anew
more..
So for now..
yes.. Bestie Muslim
Rafiah.. Friend Girl
Will be the Joyous
‘maniac dancer girl’..
on the rooftop terrace
of her Monsoon Dance
home in Pakistan for
REAL and creatiVity too..
and my only response to
Rafiah was/is.. sTiLL..
#raindancejoy
with a ending
smile emoticon
after that Facebook
comment alone allone..
as Dancing in the Rain frees
us from our worries as Gene Kelly
will certainly sTiLL say iF he
has his DanCinG RaiN shoeS on
noW and yes.. a loveLY RaiN
DancE SonG to go
with this.. but
sadly.. Gene was a little
bit of a Patriarch too.. as he
got pissed off when male dancers
did feminine moves.. as he felt it would
scare other male members from the ballet
play of male.. but you see.. Gene was like me..
all square and stuff in build.. and other males are
more androgynous.. perhaps like Fred Astaire..
i’ll never be as graceful as Fred Astaire or
Gene Kelly as i go with no lesSons.. either
masculine or feminine.. so they
both naturally come into
play wHeRe what you see
is what you dancing get..
from me.. mE and
God onE as naturE noW
as Taylor swift says too..
but i’m not sure she does
in her videos as they are
probably choreographed
by the big art machine.. of
school as such.. but anyway..
at least she does SAY I MAKE
MOVES UP AS i go.. and i’M liGhtning fast..
and in my case.. sure.. some thunder thighs
and hips too.. with sure2.. very broad uncharacteristic
ballet shoulders that swing wide and stronger than
Graceful schools say that should be.. buTT aGaiN
it is what it is.. and my creation activity
in Dance SonG and PoEtry sAMe
FlowS iN zONe and trUly
the word sin for most
religions and cultures
is what the norm says
one cannot do to keep social
status in outcast way clear and
belonging still.. hehe.. we over here
in the U.S.. have a melting pot of both
looks and doing culture sAMe.. and tHeRe
are as many directions to go in freedom
of creativity.. as therE are also.. sadly
coherent cultural connecting factors
that bind the tribe/society together
as it is now truly too insanely
large and heterogenous for that
noW in reaLiTY
way of doing
liFE now..not
much more now
than Pokemon
street plays
and mass shooting
as folks do live these
days in tHeiR aLOne little
cultural worlds.. and i am
no exception to this new.. and
what it does mean as talked to
in my last 685th Macro Wave Verse of
NoW Longest Long Form Ocean Field poem
with micro verses of particles like this..
beginning a new wAve SonG here of
686th verse now.. with some remnants
that will start the photo show of last
night’s 118th week of Rave Dance
as Lord KnoWs my liFe does MovE
fast and full of liFe.. and if
i do not stop a few
seconds to state
the autobiographical
metric facts.. i may lose
track.. hehe.. and have to
think again.. i’d rather
do it while God and i
are maKing up the
words toGeTheR
pluS StePS
NaturE one..
just SinGinG anoThEr
SonG and DanCinG
iT too.. come what may
in rain or shine God and
i are dAM suRe Free aS OnE..
And yes iNDeed iT iS fAir to
say from wHeRe i stand no
matter rain or monsoon..
the joy of thE SuN
iS ShiNinG aLL
over the place
in DanCe
and SonG
oF Y i..
just SinGinG
in the Rain
a gloRious
FeeLinG..
laughing
at Darker
clouds
and the
SUN iS my HeArt
SpiRit and SoUL
in MiNd and Body
BaLanCe oNe WitH
God OF NatUre now..:)
A day or so later.. Rafiah replies..
Lol Fred that’s not me in black. She’s Hadia.
I was taking the picture..:D It was so much fun.
It was scorching day, and rain felt so liberating then.
It was like we could finally breathe after gasping for
air for long. I like the song. I love the movie as well..:)
it has sweet memories associated with it. So yeah, the song
and the movie is special for me. Heart Emoticon
And then i say..
i must admit..
Hehe.. That
Crossed my
Mind but never the less
i will SinG and DancE a poem for
my bestie Friend.. Rafiah.. And yes..
Lovely SonG and Movie with heArt and tEar emoticons..:)
http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/07/katie-mia-frederickii-new-beginnings.html
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Chelsea.. of Charlie’s
Angels.. present at
dance hall fun
Thursday NiGht!..:)
Latino’s.. not to stereotype..
but it seems to be a rule that
‘they’ all have excellent
rhythm in moving hips..
in the dance of night..
like my African American
dance friends who are girls
as well.. anyway.. great dancing
by these two girls for sure.. and
their friends were very nice too…:)
Hmm.. one of those Facebook
algorithm profile
calculators
shows me
what i would
look like if
i went to
the gym
and i
say..
WinKs..
Trust me
eNnametest
Thingy.. My
Biceps are Bigger
Than that and no
i Am not my Hispanic
Dance friends but yes
One has Abs like that
And the other has oh..
So what evolution says
Are bootieoutrageous
Child bearing dancing
Hips.. At least that is what
my God Given siring instinct
feels of that surrounding environmental
Dance Hall Feminine Factor and yes..
Promise i’LL keep going to the gym
and perhaps one day you will
not stereo type my pen
name and
make me
a male aGaiN..;)
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So the smaLL talk
of LIFe iN Joy
continues
to rain
iN..
and now off
to see the gigoid
for some deeper stuff2..;)
Thanks..
pennie
wood
fall..
Google is
my friend..
and i lEarned
a new knackered
word.. hehe.. as the
energizer bunny moves
on in words of fun and bliss..;)
penniewoodfall
responds
in
frownicon
way..
Still Knackered!
;(
And i say..
Sending
You magick
Power now
But only
If
You
Believe..
He
He wiTh
Winks of
The REAL
E-Bunny NoW..:)
Now i say.. heRe..
And i went one post too far
that i already responded
too.. so the small
talk ends
again..
and now
i start for sure..
in deeper ways of talk..
in poetry more too..
OH Lord.. who moved
the cheese.. ain’t that the
truth of the flower who
never learns
to SinG
and DancE
in tHe Rain
and SnoW
free as
barefoot
goes..
“Iyam what Iyam.”
~~ Popeye ~~
*******
“The worst fear is the fear of living.”
~~ Theodore Rosevelt ~~
*******
“Courage is not the towering oak that sees storms come and go;
it is the fragile blossom that opens in the snow.”
~~ Alice M. Swaim ~~
And these three wise phrases
that perhaps start and end best
with Popeye and God sAMe
that always beginS noW
anew aGain real..
wHo sPeaks no
sAMe Language
of what official
books
and
cheese
that stales
as old as not
so well.. WiLL
otherwise Love to
do all fresh.. in new
horizons of fearless
living now.. so how
to do.. how to do..
as instruction
manuals
might
say beyond
walls of Standard
IQ.. hmm.. so who are
the humans per ethnic
demographic who have
the highest levels of self esteem
which means they are all innately..
instinctually and intuitively filled to
the brim with human confidence beyond
socio-economic status of standard IQ
bucks developed relatively
recently in
evolution
of humans
all too.. yes.. it is
the African American male..
who has the highest levels of
self esteem and confidence
in fearless living free
now.. in ways
of innate.
instinctual
and intuitive
self esteem.. two
factors cited no different
than Tom Cat and Warrior
reproducer too.. yes in ability
to defend one’s territory and
reproductive prowess
in real time now true..
and of course
feral Tom cats
like Yellow Boy
as the Vet will
tale ya too.. are among
the most friendly of all cats
who visit the strange and new
of vet true too.. sure.. they are
wilderness tested.. and stand
their ground.. and also tend
to get the job of reproduction
done with or without the
cooperation of
other cats too..
is it no wonder
that female cats who
live in a nature rape culture
are not nearly as fearless friendly
as Tom Cats now.. of course not.. it is
cat nature.. in the wild.. to just get the
job of living done.. and of course what
sets humans apart.. is altruism and empathy
too.. as we humans can feel the pleasure and
pain of others.. and sure cats can do this too..
but not nearly as much when they are in
the wild as rough Tom boys will have
to do.. but fearless yes.. with
just another adventure
to pLay as life..
and sAdly
some males
lose this empathy too..
and fall to A culture of rape2..
ugh.. no less than stray cats too..
anyway.. still the ability to defend
oneself and the ability to attract the
opposite sex.. true.. or whatever works
as sometimes that goes too.. is the path
of Nature.. that lEts us stand tall.. and Lord
kNows.. the cat who doesn’t expand its territory
for new cheese.. will starve to death.. so.. no..
not much chance of that happening in ways of
variety of reproduction as well..
i am a very nice Yellow
boy now.. sTiLL
with altruism
E M P A T H2..
and let’s just
say my self
esteem is healthy
as understatements
may dream in a life of
lEarning skills from both
my African American Friends..
and in the spirit of Bruce Lee
and
Yellow Boy2..
with a little of the
teachings of Buddha..
Jesus.. and the Kung Fu
TV show mixed in just
for sugar and spice
and all
over
good meaSure
of couRAge and Kind2..
in Fearless Love of course..
wRite on course foR NoW2..;)
“It’s silly to go on pretending that under the skin we are all brothers. The truth is more likely that under the skin we are all cannibals, assassins, traitors, liars, hypocrites, poltroons.” — Henry Miller
Hi gigoid.. as i’Ve often stated..
in many other words..
hehe.. the best
pARt of your
blog posts..
poetry.. quotes..
videos.. photos.. etc..
are the eclectic nature of
what you bRing that IS A
perfect Garden for a wild
and creative mind that holds
no bars or is barred no longer
by old phrases and way of
past in dogma
told and sold
to mold..
just God
dam old
where the mind
and emoTions that
groW iN MoVing..
ConnEcTinG Creativity
as Miller stated can thank
God of Nature all with my
soft Nature words added in
for consolidating what we all
can see of God.. on our knees
as BlesSinGs of an Old age that
comes Gracefully wHerE liFE STiLL
has meaning and purpose.. and the
heARt.. SpiRit and MiNd and BoDy
soUL stays young a core of
what even FucKinG
matters in liFe
when ya shed
the clothes
of culture
sAMe.. that truly
is the cannibal part..
the assassin.. the traitor.
liars.. hypocrites and poltroon
let me Google that quick.. oh yeah
an archaic noun that refers to those
folks who pay more mind to differences
in division that unity true.. hmm.. well that’s
the issue.. Human Beings as science shows are
none of these con-social overall negatives at nature
core.. when they live as sociology shows in the 20 most
peaceful societies in the world.. that are all small.. homogenous
in both looks and culture in giving sharing ways.. where like even
in the pre-immigration filled scandinavian countries one could leave
their child out in the street.. unattended without fear of bad bad
stuff happening as chaos of human clothed cultures can
often bring.. so no.. and yes.. Miller is correct and
incorrect depending on the Environmental
oh my GOD huge factor of human
written language.. in collective
recorded intelligence and
the true innate human
insanity of
heterogenous
cultures and morphological
features.. as truly humans are
just not currently still evolved to
do that in what Pepsi says is living
in Peace and Harmony.. if i remember
the old true adage attributed properly
to that Corporation too.. it’s kinda sad
when ya have get to get your culture
from a pair of Shoes like Nike
that says Just do it..
and lots of the
general public’s
other inspiration
with forms of material
stuff over the inner hUman
EmoTioNaL HEart.. SpiRit
and MiNd and boDy bAlanCinG
way of MoVinG ConNecTinG and
CreaTinG neW nowS.. in nature wHere
Nature in teaming abundance alWays changes..
and never is snow and desert same when life
lives in balance with we naturally living
small homogenous somewhat
naked dancing groups
of hUman around
campfires of night
Free one with God
oF NatRre.. wHere we
share the sAMe God dAM
ways of Being that most everyone
can agree upon.. as the group is
sMaLL enough wHere most everyone
gets a social role.. and it is the
the one without altruism
and empathy that
gets pushed
off the cliff..
and sure that’s
kinda sad.. as some
of those folks as science
shows were simply born
that way.. as
mutations
will come..
and when
it’s warrior
fearless time
with no empathy
at all they serve as
great CEO’s.. Stock Brokers.. Surgeons..
and other Presidential.. and
Priest ways of being.. where
Emotions and Empathy
only get in
a way
of Control
Control
conTrol
and more
Control now
to get the sometimes
darker jobs done.. like sewing
hearts up.. making big green back
money deals.. and making people
believe to keep the pew ’tills filled
for just one more social
role to make
a living
from
day to day
of whatever God
dAM works no matter
how insane we angels
see the devils of the
dark side
of reaLiTy
oF Nature
and God same..
in dArk and liGht..
sHades of colors
and hues
of ‘Tween
of allthatis..
Oh Kali.. you do
look A lot like God overall
just sticking your tongue out
at uS as destruction leads still
to creativity
now.. now..
dam head
hunter.. Jesus
F. In Christ..
this life
stuff
can get
awful messy..
but those of uS who
WiN WilL find a way
with WiLL and when that
WiLL rules Fearless Love..
the Monarch of Wings WiLL
once again flutter free.. heHE..
@least
as mE..
and yes..
i’ve seen both
sides now.. and
i do play the
rules of
writing
all free
from A
to seX like
Miller too..
and beyond
of course as liFe..
is way to boring for
me without beYond
oF aLL of thaT iS
foR
NoW..
noW let me
look back uP
and see iF any
of this of what
‘WE” did
makes
any
WTF
FTW sENse..
iN FeeLinG KNoWinG noW..;)
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So.. you say Katrina is not the Goddess Isis.. come
to human form.. the Healing of Mother Nature
noW iN ReaL hUman form.. WeLL.. Yellow
Boy WiLL disagree as the Vet records
do sTiLL state that Yellow boy
of 8 years old sTiLL lives..
Healthy and robust as
ever as diagnosed
with Feline Leukemia..
but what does he and i who
survived a real life synergy
of 19 medical disorders that
would lead most humans to
an early suffering suicidal
grave.. including the worst
pain known to man’kind’..
Type 2 Trigeminal Neuralgia..
as assessed medically worse
than three puny
hours of crucifixion
pain that lasted for
66 months of wake
to sleep hell and worse..
Well.. perhaps jesus didn’t
have the touch of Isis.. to prevent
him from dying.. but in real life i did
as this Osiris.. was put back together
no different than Humpty Dumpty broken
off of a Wall of Culture’s Fangs aCross
a River Styx that has no end but
True Love’s
tOuch.. oF LiFe..
the best myths are
ones that are documented
from head to toe.. and sure Isis..
WiLL never age as long as Angel
lives.. in flesh of Katrina True.. mArk
my words
or not.. as
i said it when
she was 19.. and WiLL
ya tale a difference now
at 46.. her.. after a long day
of living with me.. hehe.. at
4 am.. with no make up on
but the Angel Hair of her alive..
AnyWayS funny how some folks
give myths more credence than the
REAL GOD DAM THING WHEN
IT IS STARING THEM IN THE
WINDOW PANE FROM
ONLINE THEiFs
iN THE NiGHT
WHO BREEZE
ON BY
as Love
WiLLs to do
as FREEDOM
TRUE KINGS AND
QUEENS WHO LIVE
AS LIGHT AND LOVE NOW..
with zero bucks.. and material
goods as myths necessary to
juSt do IT
iN
NOW
FOR #ISREAL ..;)
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Well.. when one is
writing the Longest
Long Form poem ever
they find inspiration..
particularly
in Loving
Friends
like Himali
and Rafiah..
so here i go
aGain with
Himali as
Friends will
do in small
talk to more..:)
i say..
Helloooo HImali..
i miss talking to you..🙂
Himali says..
Hey
i say again..
Hey back with
bigger smiles
and winks..🙂
Himali expresses concern..
Hey there is some issue with this messenger
Can’t see name of the person
Can u text me your name..
And i say..
Yes.. it is Fred..🙂
Himali says
in happier return..
Oh hellllloooooo
I was just thinking of texting you today
I am in India for a mini break 🙂
i then say..
That’s great.. can you see
my name yet..?
Himali responds..
Nooo
This phone is ugh emoticon
Are you on WhatsApp ???
Can you add me ? My no. Is (so and so)
i say..
Hmm.. that’s weird.. oh so
it may be your phone..
and i kept wondering
why Facebook
was greying out
your comments..
the algorithm
they use is not always
smart.. what is Whatsapp..
and i will definitely add your
number when i find out what
app is.. smiles.. wink emoticon
Himali exclaims..
I guess so !!
Oh my God !
Fred !!
You don’t know about WhatsApp ??
That’s surprising
It’s also like messenger
And why is FB greying out my comments !
dejected emoticon.. that’s so unfair
i return with..
SMiLes.. i just looked it up..
on Google.. will have to get
the iPhone app.. and my
number is (so and so)
Himali
exclaims again..
Whohoo
I’ll save it.. joy emoticon..
i say.. in analytical way..
The only thing i can think of is
perhaps it was because you
were writing from the
Arab Emirates..
hmm.. i wonder
if it would do that
now in India..
that might
provide
the answer if
you just test
a comment on
one of the facebook
likes you have recently
done.. i am so controversial
i wouldn’t be surprised if
i could get censored
over there..🙂
Himali says
in kidding disbelief..
Lol.. come on!!!
Let me try posting a comment
I don’t think you are controversial
You are God’s pure and innocent child
i say seriously..
SMiLes.. it’s funny as
more Muslims can
accept me than
Christians.. even
though i feel like
i truly know and
feel the real jesus..🙂
Himali clarifies..
I’m not a Muslim
I follow jainism
i clarify too..
with..
Oh yes.. i know you
were raised jainism..
and i love that religion2..🙂
Himali explains
further..
But I love Christianity
as I studied in a convent school
i FeeL..
Hehe
And i love you ’cause
i know and feel you accept me
for all of who i am..🙂
Himali questions..
How do you know I am a Jain ???
Yeaah of course you are a
wonderful wonderful
and super amazing
person
i further explain..
You told me before..
and it is still on
my blog.. hehe..
i have close to
photographic
memory for
text.. and
that is paRt
of wHere all
all.. all these
words come from..🙂
Himali
excitingly says..
Ommggg
You’re brilliant !!
i return in thanks..
Too sweet of you.. and yes the
message is clearly showing.. and as
i say there… hehe.. perhaps there is
some merit in my problem solving guess..
wInk emoticon..
Himali
says in assurance..
Hehehehehehe
Don’t worry
I will keep you posted through messenger
You have a wonderful family and friends
In thanks i say again..
Thanks so much.. and even though your
messages were greyed out.. i still got them
on my notifications.. just had to
unhide them from my page..🙂
Himali responds..
That’s good then at least
the messages came through
i say..
okay.. but i will still get the whatsapp app..
and you will be my only whatsapp friend..🙂
Himali says in kind return..
Awww
You’re the sweetest !
i say in part..
But when i looked it up it said that
Android would be stopping the
support for it.. so hopefully
you have iPhone…🙂
Himali worryingly
responds..
Noooo
I have an android..
frown emoticon..
She continues..
That’s bad news
May be good news
i say..
yes.. if you
have a newer android
they are still offering support..
Himali says..
Then I can upgrade to iPhone
smile emoticon..
and Android and iPhone is best!..🙂
i continue on..
My sister cannot open my blog posts
on her old Android but iphone6s is fast
fast fast and powerful.. and yes.. Samsung7 works too…🙂
Himali responds..
Oh yes iPhone is great ! All your pictures are also superb
i continue on…
Hehe.. and no.. i cannot open up my blog posts on iPhone5s
so i don’t wanna sound like i am discriminating against Android..
but iphone6s is so so streamlined and takes photos so fast and easy..🙂
Himali exclaims..
Wow wow
You’re in line with all latest IT trends
i return in exclamation too..
OMG… my sister has a digital camera with
about a foot long lens.. my sister’s photos are
100 times better than mine.. she has Asperger’s syndrome..
and photography is her big special
interest along with
collecting buttons..
believe it or not..🙂
Himali interestingly says..
Collecting buttons ? Wow that’s interesting.
I love all the pretty ones too
Do share some of her pics too
i return..
i like photography.. dance.. writing.. singing..
and nice people like Himali all around the world..🙂
She says..
And say my hello to her
Do show me a snap of you and your sister
i continue to say..
No.. i don’t share any of her
photos but she does have a
website at http://naturespectrumphotography.com
and wife Katrina has inherited one
of her super big digital cameras
and i shared those photos on
my Facebook Nature page..
that is linked on the right
side of my WordPress
blog page..
and i have
a photo of my
sister and i
in my facebook
photos that i will share
here momentarily when
i get the link from
2004..🙂
Himali returns..
Sure sure.. I will visit her blog tooooo
And i say in return..
Isn’t technology great!..🙂
Himali says..
Your sister is so pretty and sweet
i say..
i just went to her website.. and what it is..
is a slide show of 175 gorgeous nature photos..🙂
Himali says..
Woooooooowww
Amazing
She is so talented
i respond..
Thanks.. i will relay that nice
compliment to my sister..🙂
Smiles i just got a call from you..
but unfortunately the iMac
safari browser doesn’t
support that..🙂
HImali returns..
Hehe.. No worries
we will talk on Skype sometime
i say..
okay..🙂
Hehe.. and no i don’t have Skype
so i’ll have to get that too.. sometime…
Himali says..
Awww
Thank you so much
I did so much shopping today
smile emoticon
i further say..
Actually.. i never used any smartphone until 2013..
i was always too busy at work to do anything social at all..
after work.. and that was indeed very sad.. and am glad you
got your Indian shopping done and hope it was fun..🙂
Himali says..
It was super fun
i exclaim..
Great!..🙂
Himali wishes..
I wish we can meet soon sometime
i respond..
i do too..
Me too.. for sure
if you move to
America..
that will
be fun..
we will show
you the beautiful
beach and dance dance dance!..🙂
HImali agrees..
Sure ! I’d love to dance with you
on the beach smile emoticon..
i amplify..
Smiles.. i will dance anywhere
and everywhere and just do it
as Nike says..🙂
Himali details..
I’m planning a trip in 2017 for sure.
And will book my tickets for Florida 🙂
i Happily respond..
Smiles.. great.. is your prospect
for working with your company
here still on the horizon..?
Himali affirms..
Yeaah
i re-affirm..
Great.. continued
prayers for you on that..🙂.
Himali additionally says..
They can move me from dubai to US
Just hope once I do my CPA I am able to move to the States
i detail..
Yes.. it is so wonderful that you have have a working skill
that is marketable global wide.. as everyone must have
an accountant.. in some way.. either personal
or professional to get the money job of life done..🙂
Himali shares a dream..
Hehehehe
That’s true
You know what
I have a dream
To become a writer
i affirm her dream..
That is the best dream..
anything associated with
writing.. and to be proficient
one must always have all the
inspiration in muse one can..
i believe.. and leave no potential
inspirational stone unturned.. most
all great writers.. are super liberal
in open minded view.. per the
ones who are remembered
as truly doing something
new and not
staying with
the crowd
of past..🙂
i clarify my
affirmation with..
*meant everything
associated with art..🙂
Himali shares her goal..
Yeaaah
Someday I will do things I love..
painting writing making art
But all these things are not
so valuable here in India
So I need to be an accountant to
make a living and then do things I love
i detail again..
Yes.. you know.. i was really good at financial stuff too..
and a valued commodity for my computer skills at work..
and in a way my mind became a computer too.. i am
so happy i no longer have to do that as even science
shows that the mind must be free of mechanical
cognition thinking to truly create free.. and
yes.. i had to make a living too..
took me over 30 years of
working to get here freed..🙂
You know.. and no.. art
is not that valuable here either..
as far as making a living at it.. it is
almost impossible.. and even if you do..
one must fall to the whims of those in charge
and that takes creativity away in my opinion..
as when stuff is for money.. money rules heart over art..🙂
It is probably time for you to go to sleep.. i must always
remember that not everyone types about 5K words a day..
so i do not won’t to wear you out.. hehe.. Wink Emoticon
Himali explains..
Hehehehe
No no
I was on a call with my brother
I know making a living with art is very difficult
So we need a reliable profession to make good money 🙂
We share many similar thoughts
i affirm and further say..
Yes.. and accounting is one of the best!..🙂
And true we do..
as you are my
soul sister too..🙂
Himali poetically says…
And yes indeed art gives
us a lot of freedom
to express our hearts
i affirm… poetically too..
Amen.. on expressing our hearts..
in art.. so free we taste life and see it too..🙂
Himali affirms as well..
Yes.. amen to that beautiful thought
And i further say..
And with Love
it flows freest
with sMiLes..
of courAge too..🙂
Himali provides
a Rainbow emoticon..
And i in muse do say..
SMILes.. your heARt
inspires me as muse too..
in Rainbow colors beyond of course..🙂
iN nice return Himali says..
Aww2
You’re the best my dearest friend
And i echo..
you too1..🙂
And she says..
You too inspire me so much !
And i say..
Thanks..🙂
And she says..
I will wait for you on WhatsApp my dear friend
okay and sleep tight!!!..🙂
Byeeee
🙂!..🙂!
Sweet dreams to me and good day to you !!
And i return.. again..
oh yes.. still just starting
and never truly ending..🙂
She questions..
What ???
i poetically
clarify..
My day friend..
always a day in now..🙂
She laughs..
Hehehehe
i say..
i love now..🙂
She says..
Yes every moment is a day for you
I wish it us filled with smiles and love and happiness
And in ending i return..
And now
is forevermore
in heaven2..
and yes the
sAMe to you2..
my FriEnd as
we end this
Lovely conversation
now that will continue
to begin now soon again..🙂
she returns..
Lols
i return again..
x2
She provides a
good bye emoticon..
And i finAlly say..
With smiles
for long..
and i never
say bye.. i only
say see ya later
now with sMiLes..
Wink Emoticon..
And as footnote..
various other smiles
were exchanged in
emoticon way..
of non
verbal
language
in online way..;)
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Well.. in terms of
‘My day friend..
always a day in now..🙂’
yes.. what i just related to
Himali in another place.. yes2.
history does tend to repeat itself..
as just two years ago.. almost to
date of day.. i paid tribute to
a Day in the Life.. of NOW..
and the Beatles and
associated SGT..
Pepper’s Lonely
Heart’s Club
Band then.. in way oF
Dance Walking with the Beatles!..:)
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Oh.. Lord.. tHeRe iT iS noW
aGain.. the Turkish Evil eYe
and the first time i noted it
there was a terrorist attack
in Turkey.. and yesterday..
in that Blog post.. and
today what appears
to be now a failed
Military Coupe
iN Turkey..
so perhaps
aS WHole.. thE
Turkish Evil eYe
that stands for equal
justice among human
beings iS noW hOlDinG
itS oN.. iN whaT iS iS.. NoW..
And hmm.. that reminds mE
of whAT ‘they’ name as prophetic
writings.. and while i free write with
digital keyboard.. my Grandmother
actually did it laying in her bed in
a semi-trance like sleep.. hmm2..
kinda what i do in front of a key
board sitting up straight for
OMG.. aT somenows..
hours at a time..
and even a few
nows of 24 hours
or so straight.
WiTh zero
perspective
of time as what
is time but a River..
streaming to an Ocean
that is Now.. and aLways
noW.. where human linear
ideas of Time come from
mechanical and now
digital clocks..
wHere trUly
it’s aLL
relative iN how
hUman BeinGs
experience time wHere
one second can be a thousand
years of HeLL And tHeRe are no
seconds aT aLL as aLL tHere
iS iS NoW iN Heaven WiTH
Zer0 perception oF whaT
‘they’ nAMe aS
A tick tock
cLock..
oF reAliTy
Now… WeLL..
yeS.. Mileage varies
iN thE hUman condition
and soMe of my Grandmother’s
prophecies came true and some
did not.. as the radio signal has
some interference it appears
but otherwise CAN work
as clear as the God
Language aS
A-Causal
connecting
Principle oF
Synchronicity
SingS its MaGiC
SonG.. both dARk..
and greATer LiGht.. Now..
AnyWay.. the Evil American
eYe heaR standS for World Peace..:)
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WiNks my friEnd
The Bioman
per your
quote here
‘Sea Horse tattoos
are as rare as hen’s teeth’..
and when i tale some folks
my wife is proof of God
they kinda
chuckle
but
i
AM
serious..
anyWay.. thanks
so much for stopping
by and wading down
all the way to the bottom
of this ocean poem with
an equally
deep
and
valid comment..
my friend.. oh.. the
deep i Love to swim..
and nice to hear an ocean wave
echo back in refrain of what is greater
than SonGs
oF
BeFore..:)
Yeah..
Sea Horse..
has its privilege..
and true.. the fewer..
the more fUn iT is..
SMiLes..
thanks
again..
FriEnd..
for
stopping by..:)
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” Our strings are tuned to the same pitch as the earth,our rhythms are as graceful and ineluctable as the four quaters of the moon”
‘Wild’
An elemental journey..
~Jay Griffiths ~:
‘Bugger…Quartets…..bugger…Moon Quartets…’
Well..
Pennie Windfall..
that’s inspiring..
As above.. so below..
inside.. outside.. all around
the earth.. the stars.. the galaxies
the UniVerse
we are..
we are
God
bottom
linE now..
anyWay..
we are wild
and so is God
top line.. bottom
line one.. and this
undomesticated thingy
is what happens when
culture comes along..
FucK culture is
what i say..
wHere the
Wild things
are iS A way
for me that works
as sure you can have
the wild thing with love
for survival.. it FucKinG
works for the Bonobo
just fine
iN miXinG
kicks/fucks..
and sure killing
small mammals and
reptiles as omnivores
will do.. and put ’em into
captivity and try to domesticate
them.. and sure they will turn into
cannibals too.. as the wild things have
their benefits all built in to live in balance
all so free.. anyway.. this hertz of the Earth
is how i guttural growl immediately after i do
my balancing act of Martial arts looking ballet
moves at the gym.. where the mix of feminine
and masculine advanced Bonobo style of Wild
innate.. instinct and intuition.. turns into the
potential killer in me for survival too..
i play with my animal spirit
for greater strength
to press close
to half a ton
33 times
now and
sure it works
as folks with
Tourettes syndrome
do the same to increase
dopamine levels with spontaneous
grunts to offset their imbalance of
dopamine… Do what works.. the
SonG of nature wild in us
that SinGs until
now lives
on..
now.. hmm.. ohm..
the best compliment
above and beyond the
legend one.. i’ve received
from the watcher audience
at the ‘club’ now for 118 weeks
is ‘you are my spirit animal’..
from both female and male..
the longing in human
being to be
Wild is strong
and an intelligence
that is all innate.. instinctual
and intuitive.. and sure Yogis
hum.. om.. a SonG like this
too.. to match the SonG
of Earth.. as the child
WilLL copy the
Mother
Earth
iN Love
oF all that iS..
plus.. when dopamine
is naturally increased ..Focus
and WiLL and determination
to get the job of life done is
why the Lion growls
and the Loudest
deepest
growl
means
i FucKinG
mean business..
hehe.. it’s FucKinG
hilarious when i move
from Ballerina to Lion
in a spin of
my throat
that spells
a dance of death..
and yes.. Kali
is wild..
i AM
wild
and
so is GoD..
and the wild ones
WiLL shed tHeir weak
cultural clothes whenever they
get a chance.. as even science
shows pain and pleasure mix
at the core of
everything
it means
to survive..
iN thrive alive..
so sure.. tHeRe is
that demon per reptile
brain that fuels survival..
particularly when resources
are low in the desert or the
Neanderthal snow capped mountains
iN the Irish eYes
oF
Y i.. that
STiLL GroWLs
A SonG noW
oF God’s
WiLd Love
So FReED..
A L i VE NOW..
And sure that iS
why at the liNk oF aLL
my lovely prose and poetry
IS A bottom core of whaT aLL
i AM.. furry.. eYes.. of Naked WiLL..
no one has to tale me A KinG has no clothes..
ReaL KinGs
of the
jungle
never
do.. WitH..
sMiLes and WiNks..
So sure.. as Henry Miller
says.. cannibals live in cities
it is what primates do when cAged..
and why they long for Vampire movies..
as the Lizard escapes tHeir fangs for liFe..
iN TwiLiGht
of what was
once liFe
beForE
thE
FaLL..
and the ET
wHo lives beYond
thE echoing foRest FReED..:)
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Funny how the Facebook
Algorithm can reflect
Synchronicity in us
and God too..
as the memory
of two years ago..
matches what i just
said a few minutes ago
in God Fashion of WAve
of Poetry Ocean FloW iN
zonE oF particle water..
as Field of DreAms
iN Ocean wHolE
wHere noW iS
alWays
Now..
oH.. So FReED..:)
KATIE MIA CHANGED
HER PROFILE PICTURE 16
minutes ago..
yesH
it happens..;)
Desert Vines..
oh.. they strive
to survive like
micro-verses..
of Macro-Verses
as More of Ocean God..:)
Poem’s Synchronistically Flow..
dVerse Six.. need
i say more..
i
jUst
do iT..
IS All i do..;)
My Philosophy of the Kiss of KALI..
as destruction and creation become
one now.. of beginning and ending
never ending or starting more
than now..
where pain
and pleasure
mix for all that is..
where big bangs and
orgasms.. create anew..
wHeRe aBove.. So beLow..
inside.. outside.. all
around iS Always
oNe Force oF
God that
some hEar..
sEE.. FeeL.. and
other seNse.. more
or less than others do..
bottom/top line it
is what
is
is now..
inside.. outside..
and all around now..:)
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We are the spider men and women.. etc..
and the web we weave with GoD oNe..
is what we see all around us
as culture too..
sure.. i say
FucK culture..
but i enjoy culture
very much.. one must
understand that all human
cultures are full of moral relativism
without all that many absolutes as
absolutes are as hard to find as
the psychopath born without
the innate propensity
for feeling the
pain and
pleasure of
others over
feeling pleasure
for the pain of others
in opposite and yes strange
way as the bell curve of humanity
goes.. anyway.. i woke up to 7:11
and my wife just recently reminded
me it was 9:11.. so the
synchroniCities..
of LiFe continue
to flOW in micro-verse..
to macro-verse to Ocean
wave water whole in fiElds
of dReAms of anointed
ones by hand
of Creativity
that is goD one
aLL oUrs to give
and share free when
we do escape the dArk
pARts of culture that would
otherwise oppress and repress
that Free and Wild Nature of God
that Loves to co-create toGeTheR as
US.. when yes.. set FReED from the
restrictions as cogs in mechanical
cognition machine
away from
waves
that
free wE
from within
to outside.. above
so below and all around..
where as my great Aunt Jettie
said in joyful glee of someone born
in the day of imagination on a wilderness
Beach of the Navarre Peninsula in sugar white
sands.. with a grin on her face as wide as a UniVerse
@94.. that gains conscious relative will with environment
@hands.. juSt sayin’.. i can have juice or water.. as
close as ice cold as the
refrigerator SinGS
a SonG of human
creature comforts
as built no less than
Nautilus shell of beauty
that bRinGS subsistence..
oh.. so much easier now then
the toils and troubles of forager
and farmer in the wild.. but no.. do
not forget the challenge as humans
are built for intermittent reinforcement
in a home of pleasure AND PAIN.. AND
NO PAIN DOES MEAN.. NO GAIN.. AND
NO LOVE AS THE BREAST HOLDS CLOSE
TO THE INFANT TO TODDLER MEANS NO
SOUL AS FAR AS HUMANS GO.. and true there
are those.. who are born that way too.. no absolutes
in God’s Wild Kingdom.. wHERE ALL IS CHANGE
AND THIS REAL OF GAME OF LIFE..
IS ALWAYS A STRUGGLE
FOR FREE
IN LIVING
LIFE
WHERE MERIT
SINGS HIS AND HER
AND OTHERS SONG OF
BIG BANG ORGASMS AND MORE
OF WHAT CREATIVITY WILL SING
AND DANCE NOW.. IN SHOES OF WE
WHO ARE STILL BAREFOOT IN LOVE
WITH GOD FROM GRAINS OF SAND
TO THE FARTHEST CELESTIAL
EVENT WE SEE
WITH THE EYE
OF HUMAN
AIDED OR
NOT.. WITH
THE EyES OF CULTURE
TOO.. IN ALL THAT BrINGS
IN ANOTHEr
VERSE OF
GENESIS NOW..
WITH ONE MORE
STRAND OF SPIDER WEB
TO GO AS ALL THAT iS NOW..
iN free of ocean whole poem2..
Hmm.. ‘Webs sPin Genesis’
so far a Macro Verse
title in number
686 of this
Micro
Verse
so far
of Whole
Poem2 more..
as SonG oF mY
SoUL Now2 iSREALWEBBed..;)
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Facebook and Blogger
Friend Ned aka gigoid
shares A Facebook
share by an
Autistic
super
prolific
writer
like me
named
Red..
tHaT
says..
‘Lies don’t
end relationships,
usually the Truth Does’..
and i saY noW..
YeS
hiT noW
happens..
butt not for
mE as i AM
neither afraid
oF lies or TruTh..
as both are pArt oF
thE hUman ConDiTioN FRee..
And thaT is the reAson as my
online history shows.. i Am most
alWays the last man
or woman who
stands in
any of
hundreds to
thouSands of
human interactions
i have been in wHere
i AM most alWays the last
person to leave
the last
word
of
social
reciprocal
communication
Alive.. and haha..
‘they’ say i have
a condition named
Autism.. WeLL.. i have
lots of relative hUman
Free WiLL as any ISREAL
HUman LioN for LovE WiLLs..:)
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Blogger Friend Prajakta
from India says..
in return from
a comment
i made on
her blog
as earlier
copied and
pasted whole
noW on my blog..
NOVEL/PoeM aLL..
and i quote her here2..
“You have totally nailed how our
thoughts and brain waves transition
through different stages!..:)
Thank you for being
a steady support!
And i respond..
SMiLes
My friEnd..
Prajakta..
My FuLL
‘TiMe’
Job now
IS A
FriEnd
Who requires
No thing iN
Return.. All
My pleaSure
ISREAL and FReED..
So.. Thank yoU..
And as alWays
WeLcome..:)
And she has a new
post that i WilL comment
on now.. and see wHere that
goes in synchronicity way..
and copy and paste
that here
to continue
this poem play..
in real now now
ISREAL NOW NOW..
Oh.. of second chances..
mY fRiEnd Prjakta.. and
an epic second chance
of tale i have to tell and share..
as when i was 13.. and performing
Andrew Lloyd Webber’s SonG
Jesus Christ Super Star as the
young Autistic boy i was then..
like a cat in a cAge
in a lightening
storm of
sensory
overwhelmings
that my nervous
system back then
in sight and sound
and even touch was
bloWing me up.. anyWay..
i played it on the piano in
a talent show.. and stumbled
my way off stage and the crowd
erupted in laughter over my
obvious motor coordination
difficulties.. and sure
i could make this
into an entire
epic SUPER
novel.. but to
fast forward when
i was over the age of
30 and we went to my
Niece Candie’s.. talent show at
her middle school too.. oh.. decades
later.. i was still as frightened inside
just to watch it then as i was as a timid
boy way back when.. fast forward to
now.. and you kNow and FeeL the
rest of the HiStory as throughly
deTailed already on
my blog..
additionAlly..
i can public speak
now.. with no problem..
Public Dance cured me
of all
ills
of fear..
Funny how
liFe can change
my friEnd.. for liGhter LiFe..
and as Jack LaLanne SanG2
when he toWed 60 plus boats
across the bay just by the power
of his swimming.. at
yes.. age 60 plus..
trUly NOW iT’s
never too late
to
try
try
try
aGaiN..
and say i can
i can i can and
jUSt F iN do IT..
iT worked for mE.. heHe..;)
And SpeaKinG oF MAlls and
other public stores.. it’s
time to sand and sun
dance.. and do
my public
dance of
liFe.. it’s
Saturday noW
and Freedom
SinGS briGhter
off work days
of hUman tOils
and trOUbleS aS even
reTiRed empaths can
FeeL aLL around the
world in ways
of EMPATH
NOW.. ugh
i can sTiLL
FeeL Mondays
even though they
are Saturdays as
all days are 2 me
in Seventh SaTuRday
Heaven noW alWays FReED..
anyWay wITh aLL tHiS sAid..
see ya later.. as more pLay coMes 1!2!..:)
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“No Compulsion iN Religion”
Just another lie i’ve hEard..
in bloody
hands
of
death….
of even
close family
members.. but of
courses as Arab
physician studies show.. uP to 4 out
of 5 Muslim LITTLE girls are suggested
to have been exposed to forced
masturbation and or fellatio FOR
male family members..
and other close
family male
associations..
just sayin’..
i’ll listen to
the lies but
truth is unspeakable..
and still trUe now sTiLL…
as per this link to this real
deal where one of 6 brothers
strangles their model sister..
in fashion way for having
a few words with a
Muslim cleric
in public
during
so-called
Holy Ramadan..
thing is.. God lives in
thAT girl no different free
than tHat brother who only
has fear and hate of FREE God WE..
and sorry.. tHeRe is no way to get a smile
emoticon out of this sad story of human ignorance…
No.. i lied.. i lied.. I FucKinG LIED..
i AM
NOT
SORRY AS
i AM a FriEnd of
God and the sAME
God who livES in thaT
Dead girl’s breaThe oF liFe..
just more inspiration in dArk dEvil’s
Breath ISreal.. iN liGht oF AngEL Dance oF Y i..:)
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SMiLes.. TVC Mario..
i come back the third
now here as promised..
but not expecting you to
take me up on an invitation..
so i will offer thanks instead..
as you see.. if you can and will
what sets me apArt from most folks
is i live in the middle.. thE BaLanCing..
and i see iT all and feel it all as
God.. dARk and liGht.. the
hues of colors.. sHades
of grey.. across
bLack and
whitE and
beYond any
rainBow oF
hUman eYes..
to put it poetically
of course.. and last
go around for whatever
reason Google took my
special flow of Universal
River Ocean poem as water
away into almost total chaos
of lines across the page.. without
my special spacing that moves
as waves as Field wHole
and particles sAMe
as WaVes oF
Ocean
FloW iN
ZonE.. anY
way.. you kNow/FeeL
that Anti-Christ thingy
you keep attributing to
Katy Perry.. funny how you
say thaT when this Video Rise says
all it means for one to be like
the real Yogi-liked hUman
flesh and blood being
named Jesus and
sTiLL in essence
Now of what’s
foretold of tHat
in nows of then
in more original
Gnostic text than
two thousand years
of scribes and revisions
and literally 3 to 4 hundred
thousand scribe mistakes
ranging from minor to major
to more than that.. anyway..
anything associated with
fear and hate iS the
Anti-Christ my
friend.. any
thing associated
with division instead
of Unity of Human
hands holding each
other for thriving
survival noW..
is the same
anti-christ
con-social
emotional way
of life then and now..
sure.. i invite you over to
the pro-social Christ like
fearless love side.. but first
one must become fearless to
have that sacred unconditional
Love for iSREAL… anyWay this is just
the SonG God’s SinG of Synchronicity
in God’s True Language that some of
us hear so clearly and see as well
for you to bRinG my waY in
YouTube notification
style.. as sure..
media
has changed
much since
the old days of
scribes who got
the original oral
tradition all screwed up
with the addition of some even
potential stuff better as you KNow
or FeeL perHaps that the last WiLL
bE first and the meek shall inherit
THE REAL iSREAL EARTH
AS ‘iRise iSREAL’ too..
and hopefully
in a prayer
oF Y I..
for you
too.. mY friEnd
as trust me or not..
my rise staRted back
on July 22nd 2013.. and
before on 3/1/13 too..
as i move into 42
months of Holy
SpiRit inspired PoEtry
iN wHOle beyond 3
million words of
Ocean WHOle Poem
at the end of August
to beginning of
September 2016.. noW
frame as the first poetic
Holy spirit inspired words
came as an informal Facebook
PM at the end of Feb 2013..
as is sTilLL moVinG wELL
BeYond Rihanna’s
SonG of thE
sAMe
BeYond
Movie
to be
released on
that sAMe day
riSinG out of
ashes from 2013
to 2016.. does it
matter that it make
no causal sense aT aLL
no.. of course noT.. as God iN
mY eYes does not have to make
seNse in yOurs.. or the converse
oF that as weLL.. anyWay.. as i stated
earlier.. i’LL take mY InspiRaTiOn from
aLL the dARk and liGht and ‘tween that
comes from God’s children as demons
and angels sAMe or the Luke warm of
wHo my friend.. who cannot further
come NOW out of literal to see the
deeper of wE
who
‘iRise iSREAL’..
and heLL no
me doesn’t mean
me.. me means WE
and or i and or US as
iN God’s Kingdom tHeRe
is no separation of mE
unless one
iS lost
in
a
LONE.. SEPARATION
NOW.. anyway thanks
again and have
a blessed now
as best you
can
and
WiLL
hopefully
over FEARLESS LOVE
AWAY FROM ALL STUFF
FEAR AND HATE AND ANTI-CHRIST
SEPARATION OF GOD WhOLE OCEANOW..
Funny.. i leave here with a copy and paste of
something so much more valuable than the
Google Pennies you earn for fear..
hate..
division..
and overall
Separation
from God..
the invitation
is aLways open
to the liGht BRinger
side.. mY friEnd.. yoUr
choice.. thE dARk Force
or the liGht but tRUst mE
iN iSREAL HeAveN
tHeRe
iS
no
ruSt..
as Tree
of LiVinG
LiFe iSREALnoW…
WitH Never ending
Roots of vine that
never ever gives uP..
GroWinG so taLL ever
more Now and MOREnow..:)
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Funny what a vine
can do with
roots that
never
give uP..:)
SomeNows God ‘says’
point yoUr iPhone 6s
aT thE sKy without
LooKinG and sUre
‘i’ WiLL GiVe
you a
God
WiNk
NoW thAT
says Good ‘Job’..
And now by A way
that’s my favorite
onLY Dogwood Tree..:)
And my favorite pARt
oF sAMe heRe IS A
smALL insect
fLyinG above
the cLoud on
thE riGht now
and sure the
Rainbow colored
rayS of SuN
peAkinG
beYond
cLouds..
gainS
mY PasSioN
iN Love of allthatiS
sAMe as GoD oNE noW..:)
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Hmm..
Butterfly Tiger
or iS iT Tiger Butterfly..
AnyWay.. iT iS whAt iT iS..;)
Hmm..x2..
Some Graphic
pLay WiTH Edit..
aka Welcome to
Cordova MaLL..
better kNown aS
weLcomE to wHeRe
thE WiLd ThingS arE..
aT LEast when i greet folks
at BelKs liKe this.. all FReED uP..
anyWay.. after over a half-marathon
of Dance aT all of Katrina’s Favorite
Shopping pLaces.. perHaps.. i AM ready
to pass my Cholesterol.. Blood TesT oN
Monday with fLyInG LoWeR NumBeRs..;)
Facebook Friend Himali says..
in back for some more
social reciprocal
communication
as friends
WiLL do in
smaLL talk
and deeper stuff too..
like what we all used to
do at the tennis court back
in the days when there was
no computers and people
actually played games
of sports with each
other outside
and once
again..
the Tennis
Court was a great
place like the Bowling
Center to share philosophical
thoughts no less than my online
friends of Himali.. and Rafiah..
and my new friend gigoid
and more distant
from the
Wrong Planet
Friend Leah..
who lives
in Germany..
anyway.. those are
the few who regularly
communicate with me
and i appreciate all of them
very much.. and there are others
i appreciate too of course although
i do not hear from them nearly as
much and Love without expressing
Love.. is kind of hidden and sad to me..
AnyWay.. oh.. the ADHD again
back to what Himali
said now..
and sure..
i am not the
easiest reading
friend to be friends
with.. takes a powerful
brain to keep up with me..
like those who do of course..;)
Seems like a nice shopping place !..:)
i say..
Cordova
Mall has
been here
now since i was
11 years old .. we
were so excited back
then when it opened up
in 1971.. and goodness it
has grown so much and at
one point there were three
malls in Pensacola.. but
the other two closed and
this one really
became huge..
i like the culture
oF iT but theRe
iS reAlly nothing
i desire to buy..
sMiles and WiNks..
as Katrina does ALL
the buying and i do
aLL the DancE WalKinG..;)
Himali responds
with laughs..
Haha haha… at least Katrina
has someone to help her with
the shopping bags plus you
get a good exercise too
two smile emotions..
And i say in return..
WiNks.. i cannot tale a lie..
she carries all the bags to
make her arms and legs stronger
as that is her substitute for going to the
gym
hehe..
to keep
her slender
‘Isis’-like figure2..:)
Himali exclaims..
Omg ! So finally I found someone similar to me. .
I also carry all my shopping bags and walk
tons when I go shopping as a gym substitute!.:D
i then say..
Hehe.. WeLL.. continuing on the
i cannot tale a lie theme.. she never
really buys much stuff at the mall..
and the other places
have big big grocery
carts like Walmart..
Target.. etc..
she is rather
thrifty using coupons
and all of that as i read
her my comment and she
said you are gonna make
folks think.. all i do is
spend money and
shop.. smiles..
lots of times..
she sits in the
car and reads or
beads making bracelets
when it is cool enough to do that..
and i think they call that retail therapy..;)
Himali says..
Awww.. She’s so cool ! Really..:)
so simple nice and adorable..:)
Convey my hugs to her please
in return i say..
WiLL do.. sweet friend Himali..
that is so kind of you.. and again..
hopefully we will all meet one day soon..
she is innocent and pure like you my friend..:)
Himali says..
Surely we shall meet up soon..:)
and no doubts how sweet she is..
P.S. I sent you
a message on “WhatsApp”..:D
i say..
Okay.. checking
that out now..:)
And that conversation
continued for about an hour
on many subjects.. ranging
from United States Social
norms.. to religion..
to philosophy..
in general..
to me saying
i wish tHere are
more nice Indian
folks like Himali
who are so open-minded
living here.. oh.. so free..
Truly our Indian
immigrants
are a
BlesSinG
to this country
of the U.S. of A..
as sure all immigrants
are who come here to spread
Freedom aS iSReal foR EVERyONE..:)
Hmm.. and now i say..
WeLL.. Beyonce has a new
album out.. Rihanna too..
and now Katy is closing
in with a new
SonG too..
noW all that’s
left is one from
Lady Gaga.. and
Lorde too..
and perHaps
Miley noW
and Britney
too.. etc..
2.. tHeRe iS
somethinG noW
very.. special
about all those
SinGeRs.. i can
jUSt FeeL iT Without
EVen kNOWinG whY.. SenSinG
such as IS A case for noW..
tHey are kind of like star
seeds.. crystal children..
indigo children.. etc..
let’s juSt
say they
are
VERY
VERY
SPECIAL..
i can spot folks
like thaT from
so far aWay..
almost
liKe
another
PlaNeT REAL
hehe.. in anoThER
dimensioN.. so..
so HeRe NoW
EXTRA FREE..
And Rafiah.. Himali..
Leah.. gigoid.. some
of the girls i dance with
and some more folks i hang
with too.. yes.. you bET yOur
bottom dollar.. top one..
inside.. outside..
above so
below
one too..
aLL around..
wE are aLL
from thE sAMe
pLace.. soMe oF
uS juSt remember
more than others do
noW.. oH.. So NoW iSREAL..
YEaH..;)
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Used car salesman..
yes.. mostly men..
and that makes
sense..
as mostly
men become
preachers to
mostly control
women.. number
one.. and mostly
control everyone else..
number two.. yeah
the pisses and
shits as
they come
our way.. WeLL..
today in New Jerusalem..
down South a few miles
in P’cola town.. a
full convention
of these skinny
tied males
with
jackets
and no vests..
as of course.. Jesus
F. iN Christ.. oh.. the pain
and misery of not wearing
shorts sleeves and shorts
in a Florida humid Summer
unlike me for those who do the
extremes of temps..
just for target
practice as
i like to
say now..
so tHeRe is..
Jesus F. in Christ..
yes2 liar Jesus'(s)2.. hell no..
not spReading good news
per a Gospel of so-called
Golden Rule of Buddha
fearless Love.. instead..
there is the gospel
of fear and hate of
if you do
not become
one of us you
are going somewhere
that we imagine you are
going to whether you like
it or not.. of course with all
the other non-ignorant humans
with tHeir windows raised up..
and perhaps they were listening
to the REAL LOVE AND FEARLESS
GOSPEL SINGER.. KATY PERRY
AND HER NEW SONG RISE..
THAT BASICALLY
SAYS FucK
THEM.. GOD
IS NATURE
ONE SAME..
AND WE BELIEVE
IN ISREAL AND NO
FUCKING APOCALYPSE
OTHER THAN THE ONE
THAT SPeLLS LIFTING THE
VEIL OF IGNORANCE ASSOCIATED
WITH ALL STUFF ILLUSORY FEARS
AND HATE.. anyway.. i could have some
real fun with those folks.. but i chatted with
another sidewalk Good Samaritan Homeless
woman.. gave her 5 bucks.. and she said none
of the homeless souls who call themselves
street light evangelists even gave
her the time of day..
does anyone really
know what time it is..
welL it’s never tiMe
NOW for God dam
bad news for mE noW..
i’LL take the homeless
woman over sidewalk
dEvils with bad news
any God dam day oF liGht oF Y i..:)
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Ah.. short Facebook Memories.. and this one from a
year ago.. so easy to copy and paste
and repeat
again..
etc..;)
To find the name within
that has no word no letter no thought..
To live the name within that lives eternal
without past without future.. eternally now..
to be or not to be.. a stupid question..
for an animal with life.. to live
or not to live.. a sad equation..
for an animal who forgets to live..
to embrace life with all
emotions.. senses
integrated in site..
to be now is life
is love is lighT noW..:)
And a Memory hEar 2 years too..
KING TUT dancING aGAIN!..
and the best thing about
mummies and now
uploading your
soUl online
is tHeir
is so much
more of a fossil
record now than a
small but artistic Nautilus
does still bring from so.. so..
long ago.. and a place.. far.. far
away.. hmm.. a new frontier on
line of course.. as never
kNowN.. seNsed.. feLt
before.. in some
ways less than
flesh and blood
and in someways
more in human heARt..
SpiRit and SoUL.. as focus
on the symbolic expression of
words alone.. without extraneous
environmental distractions can bRinG
a greater way of communicating more more
more as laser focus can do when narrow becomes
broader and broader in alternative intelligence way..
per much greater soUL of existential intelligence
as can be expressed with almost infinite
creative potential in mixing all the
letters and words of the alphabet
now in every which way and
loose.. in flow.. in stream..
in river.. ocean whole
iN ZonE oF hUman
and God oF Nature
Play of one producer..
noW.. and one
i director of I
actor iN
yes
SpiRiTed!
action in photos..
videos and such as that..
anyway.. back to KING TUT
thAT somewhat severely disabled
young man who is so much remembered
in what they name as KA ways.. so now..
so far.. from then now.. Human Potential
is almost alWays realized greater
from human challenge and
epigenetic and neuroplastic
change as adaptation now
and then.. and as i
challenge myself
greater.. the results
in empirical way.. can
certainly be measured
from now to now.. day to
day.. and now with the Facebook Memories
by Algorithm.. how the stately mansions
of Oliver Wendell Holme’s Nautilus
as organic shell words as i continue
to spread out in greater growth as
my experience of life in now
continues to be
fuller in the
moment of now
that is the only heaven
tHeRE ever iS now as the
only now that exists
that is obviously now..
when one flows as
a REAL RIVER AS
OCEAN AND GOD
OF NATURE WHOLE..
anyway.. there was a day
where i used too much reasoning
brain and not enough art and
social cognition.. the freedom
of blogs allow both..
where i am no longer
full of happy social fun
working at a Bowling Center
with little reasoning intellectual
stimulation or no longer just
a valuable input and
solving commodity
behind an IT screen
and scream away
from social
cognition and
becoming a robot
computer head at work..
ah.. the balance.. the balance..
noW and the artful and empirical
feed back one gains by documenting
the whole God dam thing in art and science
one.. where the Archetype of architect
and oracle balance is exceeded in
a new age of human potential
in trans-humanist way.. kinda
what Katy Perry speaks to
in her New Olympic
Video named
Rise.. as SonG..
Human Fearless
LovE and ReaSon
in art and science
NoW of HuMaN poTenTial
to get iT aLL toGeTheR in
Peace and Harmony.. like
Pepsi and Catholic Church
sayS in Good Cop Jesus way..
as neurons and all the rest.. eTc..
noW iN both hemispheres of hUman
Brain Join Hands in toGeTherNess
wHOle.. same as east and west hemispheres
of global human earth.. and north and south
latitudes of God’s Big BRain and BoDy EartH..
yes.. within.. without.. inside.. outside.. above..
so below and all around we are aLL pARts oF
God wHole and when we hOld hands
toGeThEr in online web potential
Super God in we as transhumanist
way comes togEtHer like the
Beatles
miGht
sTiLL
say toGeThEr
too if someone didn’t
get crazed over the Jesus
prophecy that more folks would
come to do more than whatever
he REALLY DID THEN.. and sure
they are.. as anyone with common
Nature sense WiLL kNOW.. FeeL..
and SeNse.. of this little sliver
of Heaven poTenTiaL..
that hUmans
have worked
toGeThEr for
two thousands years
and more now.. since
King Tut to make KA a
real thing for potentially
forevernow.. in a relative
human way.. in temporal
space of reaLiTy noW..
continues.. or whatever
replaces servers in the
future to keep the
MummY
essence of
sOUL liVinG
on in symbols
reflecting that Nautilus
flesh essence for years to
come and perhaps Eons/Aeon aS weLL..:)
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Tarzan saved my life.. sort of..
no.. no.. not the movie i just
saw at the Ridge Theater…
the Johnny Weissmuller..
born in Romania.. who played
the legendary and famous role
of Tarzan on the big screen of the
30’s and 40’s of last century.. WeLL..
one might say how in the world did that
happen as i was not born until ’60..
WeLL2.. my Grandmother was
swimming at Wakulla Springs
where Johnny was filming
his show close to
Tallahassee.. FL..
she went into
underwater
distress
and Johnny
did the life guard
thingy to help her
out of the water..
so yes.. that is my
Grandmother’s claim to
fame on the paternal side
of family and it just so happens..
that her X-Cathollic Priest Husband..
my Grandaddy.. dined with Einstein
in New York.. New York.. while both
swam in socialist party circles way
back then.. with my Grand
Dad a noted Author
per sTiLL
a PDF
copy book
available online
for free.. named
‘Behind the Dictators’…
His scathing Criticism
of the Catholic Church..
including Jesuit sponsored
gossip that the Jews were behind
the same God dam conspiracy Illuminati
Theories.. suggesting that a select few
rule the world.. hehe.. as if any one group
of folks in this big world can pull off something
that smart.. nah.. nah.. nah.. only God
is sMaRt enough to do the
REAL ILLUMINATI ALL
FOR FREE WITH
THE CALL
OF THE
WILD AND
GOD ONE
SAME AS
NATURE REAL..
UNSEEN… UNFELT..
UNKNOWN AND CERTAINLY
VAGUE LIKE SYNCHRONICITY
AS WELL.. and some folks see and
hear more of it and some folks see little
to none.. and for psychopathic leaning folks
not much but mechanical cognition activities
that drown the more powerful essence of allthatis
per God out of poTenTiAL much greater hUman
EmoTioNs and SeNseS sAMe in incredible
hUman poTenTiaL.. wHeRe perHaps onLY
reached by the REAL PRIMITIVES
OF THE JUNGLE AND RAIN
FOREST SAME WHO
ARE STILL ONE
WITH OTHER
ANIMALS AND
NATURE GOD
AND SAME ONE
AS FORCE OF LIGHT
AND DARK ALL.. YES ONE..
with all the sHades ‘tween..
and hues of colors
and less and
more from
bLack
to white..
and more
than Rainbow
colors reaL nOW..
but anyWay.. human
epigenetic and neuroplastic
potential is certainly much untapped
and while the new Tarzan show is about
as believable as a flying spaghetti monster..
hUman potential.. per Ripley’s Believe or Not..
has already been proven.. amazing without
and with a shadow of a doubt now
with more amazing hUmaN
Stuff coMinG to the
forefront as we
sPeak..
as thE
power of TogeThER
when does what Coca Cola..
and Nike say all toGeThER noW
too.. iN corporate selling sugar water
with caffeine and some Victory
in JuSt DoinG ShoE
SaLes in Athletic
and Olympic
ways as WeLL2..
in ways of “I’d
like the World to
SinG in Perfect
Harmony”.. in Coke
words with “it’s the
real thing”..2 as Coca
Cola saySin sugar
water and
caffeine too..
and like i do too..
with ‘iRise iSreal’2..
anyWay aGaiN.. thE ‘Avatar’
Movie.. ‘The Emerald Forest’ one
about the rain forest back in ’85..
and this movie all say the sAMe thing NoW..
we hUmans.. relatively speaKing.. are functionally
disabled by culture.. and have forgotten so much
of potential hUman iNteLLiGenCes that are not
even tOuched by Standard IQ meAsures of
modern cultures in the last several
centuries or so.. been here
much longer than that..
we humans in ancestral
genetic memory way..
to remember it
can be to
be Superman
and Tarzan more
with culture that provides
new tools for folks like me who
cannot see without glasses much
at all at Distance Horizon scan..
and whose Hand writing per
real pen and ink.. is
almost not
readable
where Chicken
scratch marks
the X of a Dr’s
Prescription to
get some more drugs
to treat symptoms rather
than the alarming global
gRoWing Core disorder thaT
iS NDD.. Nature.. Deficit..
Disorder.. that is making
uS even weaker jelly fish..
where studies suggest that
90% of Chinese Children who
rarely ever scan the horizon are
now near sighted with four eyes
of glasses or contact lens same..
as tHeiR eYes rarely leave a space
longer than 2 feet from a square
Box screen of what should
be a little scream warning
to get back to
Nature.. while
the addiction
Centers for Video
games continue to
Grow in these Technological
rich Asian Countries.. as Pokemon
not so well aT all.. as while you can get
great at operating those 4 to 5 inch or so
screens and buttons and associated eye
candy just as a passing flow of fancy
to take yA mind off of world
problems including yOuRs.. hmm…
what yA stand/sit to lose.. is incredible
much greater potential in ways of
health and weLL noW in EmoTioNal..
and Physical Intelligences WitH
EmoTioNs and SeNses..
regulating and
integrating
toGeThER
by the power
of continually developing
RELATIVE FREE WILL noW NoW
aCross the life sPan from
birth to death.. iN MoVinG..
ConNeCTinG CreaTinG ways to
accommodate challenge with change
of JuSt doing iT now.. IS A SonG NOW
thAT SinGs a World iN Perfect Harmony
with a side of Coca Cola’s.. ‘It’s the REAL THING
NoW’ and how i for one
say ‘iSREAL’..
the bottom
line for
what iT is
thAt iS and
all we say and do..
and seNse and FeeL
tHat varieS iN KNoWinG
way depending on whose
multi-verse eYeS onE is lOOkinG
through iN JuST DoiNG liFe NoW
in Nike
sWish
Victory
iSREAL noW..
NiKE Possibilities2..:)
But first yoU WiLL have to find a way to get fearless
like G.W. Bush.. who didn’t blink when someone
threw a potential shoe bomb at him at a press
conference.. who just leisurely read
a children’s fairy tale while
the country was getting
attacked..
and once he
retires from
being President
dances with the current
President’s wife.. holding hands
at a somber funeral for fallen
hero cops that he turns into
an Irish Wake with or without
Irish eYes like mE that i
inherited from my
Grand Dad too..
with a mix
of Black
Forest German
liGht eYes way too..
oh yeah.. and lead the
free world making speaking
snafus all the way through
and now paints pictures of puppy
dogs before and after he dances
at National featured somber
Funerals too..
i don’t agree
with Georgie on all
his politics but the
dude has nerves of sTiLL
and definitely did more than
anyone would have ever imagined
he would do.. while a spOiLed brat
with an addiction of a rich family
way back when.. anyWay.. that’S how
i DancE in church.. and sUre.. i get soMe
of the same looks too.. but quite honestly..
me and God are free.. and full of holy spiRit
one and son me too.. and wE don’t give a FucK
like Georgie Bush either as God is color blind when
it comes
to free
as WE.. iN
rich and poor ways..
and the Sins of the past..
no matter egregious they weRe..
up to killing several hundred
thousand innocent folks in an
unwarranted war.. yes.. he
and Dicky boy are missing
a certain element
of human
empathy and
compassion too..
but perhaps Georgie
has broken over to
the liGht ForcE SidE NoW..
as all tHere iS is NoW.. and
you kNow what they say about the
lost sheep getting more of hiGher
power
attention
as poTenTiAl iSREAL..:)
Note..
the theme
SonG was
from
Toto
and
Africa..
per Tarzan
and GW.. and
i just fELt liKe it..
as seriousLy.. no cad
with or without a mustache hiGh..
Oh Jesus.. F iN Christ that dude
on that Tarzan show.. the
devil incarnate
or perhaps
a ‘prophet’
i kNow
from
loNG
aGo
ugh.. juSt ugh…
wiTh sMiLeS oF hiGh..;)
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Yes.. wow.. i just wore this shirt
a week ago Saturday
aT ALL the Casino’s
in Biloxi.. but man..
i Love this ShirT as
my old FriENd A Warrant Officer
retired salty Navy dude tOld
me at church today.. that shirt
iS perfect for you.. as he saw
me move from Dr.. Jekyll.. the
uptight colored school dude..
at work wHere i supervised
hiM tHeRe as employed.
to Good Cop Mr. Hyde
when i came back to
church after 66
months of
purGatory
and hELL
ReAL noW..
iT’s so Good to
be WiLd oh iT
FeeLs noW like
WiLd Wolves
WilLL.. wITh
A BaLanCinG
oF lUSt
anD LoVe2
and more
noW oN thiS
IRL Concept
with a thEme
SonG oF Y i..
CoMinG NeXt!..;)
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Funny little SynchroniCities.. thiS
SonG.. ‘WhisperS in the DArk’..
by Mumford and Sons
came out for
free on
Youtube..
on March 10th.. 2013..
same day i published
my first blog post.. on
KATiE MiA/Aghogday
Blogger Blog that
was just a copy
and past of
an informal
PM on Facebook
in response to my
very first and only
Facebook Friend.. where
my only photo was my avatar
of my noble inside outside
Cat.. the Brown Tabby
with Golden eYes..
Arthur
who passed
away in 2014.. after
a long 20 year stint
of neighborhood super
alpha cat.. who never even
got a scratch.. and even could
intimidate the big total Feral
Wild boy.. Yellow boy.. Arthur
down to 7 Lbs
and Yellow
boy at a
relative
cat body
builder aLL
WiLD physique
then before the
operation came
to keep him from
spraying all over the
furniture.. ugh.. and
to keep him inside
away from
other cats
outside
with
his
Feline
Leukemia..
anyWay.. the Arthur
cat had STILL the Alpha
look/posture… mattersnot
if he was a bag of bones
or not.. just a look of super
fearless with never a scratch
of injury from another cat is all
it took.. for Yellow Boy to back down
as sure they must have crossed paths
in the 15LB Arthur prize fighter days
back in the day of woods
before..
anywaY..
this song was
pARt of the
total
MoVinG
ConnEcTinG
CreAtinG soUp
iN juST doing liFe..
that helped with aLL
innate.. instinct.. and
God given intuition sAMe
to recover at least in remission
from 19 medically diagnosed
disorders then.. and get
to heaven from
literal hell
and purgatory
then.. as of around
this week or so.. on
July 22nd from 3 years
ago sAMe aS weLL wHere
as i say before.. at the Navarre
Beach with my wife and i stood tHeRe
beComInG one with water.. waves
and gulf ocean whole as one with
God and Nature sAMe aLL aS oNE..
And sure.. i could have just relaxed
after that and done nothing @all..
financially independent in
a state of mind and
body balance that
doctors perceive
as a bi-polar
hypomania to
manic high.. but
i decided to give back
to aLL of what God gave
to me as Nature Free and
funny little synchronicities
again.. my numerology
report in Ripley Believe
it or not.. comes out
as 0111 in challenges
of life which means
i can do whatever the
FucK i want as a village
idiot or a world wide hero true..
so i go the middle route in the
best oF aLL worlds.. and like the
SonG here i am a refined gentlemen
when need be.. a biker per se in rough
dude way.. a photographer who takeS
photoS oF it all.. and dAm sure dead dam tired
after a long night at old Seville Quarter Driving
my little blue car.. across the railroad tracks
to where the shipyard is too..
right across from the
Civic Center for
concerts too..
sure.. iT’s juSt synchronicity
in a-causal connecting principle
noW as i have three lovely friends
who are girls and more who have
helped dress me up as more of who
i am now.. but iT is God WiNkinG
at mE sTiLL for those who
do kNow thaT
WiNks from
God are no
God dAm joke
and helpS oNe on
a path to liFE that they
miGht not ordinarily see.. feel
and taste.. if they had not escaped
a dance with the dEvil thaT is our system
of overall society in working way now..
yes.. my spine is strong.. my spine
is God daM strong.. tRust me.. iF
you went/go to helL and purgatory
samE for 66 months
and you got /geT out..
you would/WiLL
do iT
aLL on
fOur screens
and more of liFE
aLL aT one now too..
as God is no god of free free
God IS A God of play of work
in practice of what True WiLL merit
in Fearless Love and kInd iN couRAge
wiLL
dam sure
BrinG as
iRise iSreal..
AnyWay.. the original blog
post doesn’t format with
videos correctly on
my blogger blog
but i copied
and pasted
it and made
it my about
on Word Press
aS iT is my about
on Blogger Blogs
too.. yes.. about me
and what i AM doing as that
onE HoLy SpiRit REAL INSPIRED
PASsAGE of prose and poem..
IS A microcosm and
meSsAGE sAMe
oF aLL of what
i do here..
noW iN
MACROCOSM
FAST Approaching
4 Million WordS noW..
and even the total approaching
number of words noW in 68 months
approaching 12 million words by the
6th year of this online journey since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010..
plus over 5600 miles
of dance walKinG
in 34 plus months
noW.. and sure
leg pressing
930LBS on
a parallel
leg press
machine
33 times
with arms
raised to air
to now.. getting
stronger every
day at age
56 sTiLL.. no
different than
Jack LaLanne
in his older age2..
except.. hell no..
i don’t do the
swimming..
i fly tiger
butterfly
in float
acrosS oN
terrestrial one
lAnd FReED..
bottom line..
iT is what iT iS
iRise iSreal..:)2
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Introductory post to Free Novels
GodsUniVerseNovel
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/09/godsuniversenovel2/
GodsUniVerseNovel2
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel
https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/04/28/godsuniversenovel3/
GodsUniVerseNovel3
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)
Love iS
ALLTHaTis..:)
GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
LoVe NoW..:)
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Facebook Friend Himali says..
Smiles, friend, winks..:)
And i say in happy return..
Hellooo.. Himali.. and the good news
is Facebook is not greying out your words..
yes.. both you and i sTiLL exist here in words..
and likely WiLL a long long time more in now..
as words WiLL surely tale a tell of more
of SinG SonG DancE oF Words and
Steps too.. ugh.. this Facebook
commenting thingy wHere one
must shift and press return
keeps interrupting mY
floW iN StreAM
of Consciousness
wriTing iN ZonE oF Y i..
aliVe more now as words
WiLL fly allone with Nature
one aka God all too for ONE..
and hmm.. Love this Most words
used on Facebook.. and would Love
to see yoUrs sAMe.. wHere my top
ones here say.. HUMAN LOVE FRIEND
FREE LIFE REAL WITH A secondary smaller
used tier of words that say.. WORD DANCE
FOLKS NATURE WAYS amazing what one
of these run off the mill algorithm profile
analyzers can say in ways of hUman
FeeLinGS and SeNses iN heArt
of HUMAN EmoTioNs.. aS
SpiRiT eXpresSinG mINd
and boDy BaLanCinG soUL
as sAMe as Real #iSreal
#wErise
Now.. and oH
Lordy i have a new
title for this 687th Macro
Verse of Longest Long Form
Free Verse Poem ‘eva in
history of humankind
already in tHis first
micro-verse oF
Macro and
Ocean wHole
UniVerse Poem
iSreal noW
as words
do continue
to path a way anew..
ha! thanks for the Monday
Morning Muse.. my sweet
fRiend Himali.. wHo sParks..
the fist micro-verse of juST
another Day in the liFe oF Y i..;)
Himali says in response..
Glad to know my comments
are no more greyed !!
Wish you a happy
Monday morning..:)
And i say
in final happy
return
for now..
Yes!.. my friEnd
and Happy Monday to
you too.. HiMali NoW!..:)
Celebrating a year hEar at dVerse
Online PoEtry Pub.. as a two year
Facebook Algorithm Milestone..
as the dVerse PoEtry Pub was
celebrating tHeir online
milestone of existence
full online as well..
and as the Nautilus sHell
WiLL Geometrically gRoW iN
fossil record of animal gRowth..
what staRted as rather overall
smAll spirAling ways of words
oF SonG of PoeTry and
DancE sAme continues
iN UniVersal fLoW Now..
as i go on more with
mEmoRy milestOnes
oF
beFore..
along with
Scores of thouSands
oF photos and thouSands
of YouTube Videos and otHer
hUman symbols to express more
oF Physical INteLLiGence.. EmoTional
INtelligence.. ExisTenTial InTelligence
and etc.. etc.. beYond iN thE TrUe
MaGiC oF HUman existence far..
far.. BEyond what Standard
IQ and school teXt books
WiLL say alone..
iN noW oF..
allone wHoLe..
iN Ocean poem Wave
Flow aGaIn in F Y iSreaL..;)
And fast forward/reverse heRe to October of 2014..
wheRe one of my first long macro verse
copy and paste of micro verse inspirations
comes from dVerse in 2777 words
oF real time NoW
Poetic response iN
SpirituaL EmoTioNal
and SeNsory expresSinG
sonG of poEtry noW iSREAL..:)
And yes.. here.. jUst a year ago..
with a TSunami of LOVE..
almost a Facebook
Memory but
gathered
here first..
from online record
poEm.. on 7182015..
wHere 14,333 words seemed
like an amazing accomplishment
of MacroVerse Ocean Whole Poem..
in so many micro verse of macro verse
ways of free verse style poetic words..
but seriAlly noW iT’s juSt another day
iN the lifE of F Y i.. wHere every
three to four days.. i spit out
close to this many eXpreSsinG
words here.. and now without
even the inspiration of dVerse..
or the Wrong Planet oF bEfore..
as use it or lose it applies to
use it a lot and give so much
more.. so sure now iT’s juSt
another 3 or 4 days in the
liFe of F Y i..
Real as iSREal
can be jUst DoinG
iT in Peace and HarmonY
Love and fearless style iN
kiNd
and couRage
way for reaL noW..
oF Oliver Wendell Holmes
more stately word mansions
oF oNline PoEtry FREE VERSeReAL..;)
Here.. April 27th of 2013.. sTiLL in incredible
pain with a synergy of 19 life threatening
medical disorders real.. where every
second of life.. i was unsure i could
make it one more now.. with
the worst pain known to
humankind.. Type
Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. for a
total life lap of 66 months
from wake to sleep ending
this week to date.. three years
ago around July 22nd.. 2013
then.. and i was aLready amazed
that i reached the online mArk of
writing 5 Million to 6 million words
then.. in poetic words or not..
as before i started writing
on Thanks Giving Day..
2010.. writing or reading
was the las thing i wanted
or even could do.. from
January of 2008 until
that Thanks Giving day oF 2010..
Yes.. the Nautilus oF F Y i proves
now in the record book of Online
iSREAL THAT F Y i.. never gives
up like the Turtle totem and
Elephant animal totem oF Y
i Wild Wolf2
iSreal2
REaL Now aLiVE..
iN WeLL BeinG wHole..:)
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/04/autism-and-nautilus.html
Back to the flesh and blood world heAR.. as heRe’s the thing..
i live in heaven.. i reAlly do.. i have unlimited energy.. write
4 to 5 thousand words a day.. with little to no effort..
am approaching 6 thousand miles of public dance
walking every wHere i go per the 3 year
September time frAmE of this year
since 2013.. and am moving in
on 4 million words of the
longest long form
poem ever..
and also
12 million total
words at this speed
of distance and space
in words of DanCe iN
SinGinG SonG way
aT the 6 year mArk
this ThanksGiving day
or so.. of 2016.. REAL..
and look at those hands..
those are a lover and artist
hands that will never make
a fist to harm another human being..
but look at those elbows thaT curl..
well over 200 LBS in Nautilus Machine
ways.. the over 17inch neck that
lifts over 200 LBs in Nautilus
Machine way in neck way
as well as arms.. and sure
the hips and legs
that leg press
close to half
a toN.. noW..
33 times.. and
why don’t you see
more 6 foot or so
233 LB men..
making and
holding selfie
moves like this
just for artful Statue
of David moves both
clothed and nude.. well..
i don’t sit on mall benches
at the mall.. and watch Bball..
and Fball and Sball same..
i FucKinG work B**tch iS
what i do in DancE and
Martial Arts and Ballet
Free Verse too..
like Britney say..
and sure.. i attract
a few dance girls
at halls in steps of
dancing with the stars
of love and lust balanCinG
aS well.. but you see.. i Am
here to show you something perhaps
you have never seen now.. i went to heaven
at the end of July 2013.. and have lived there
for 3 years now sAMe.. in what the medical field
describes as Bi-Polar Mania to hypomania..
in hypergraphia.. hypersexual/ sensual.. and
hyper religiosity ways of GoD oNe noW 2..
Jesus through reports of Luke 17:21 and
Buddha.. and others did most definitely
say that the heaven of Nirvana..
and purgatory and hell
on earth is real here
now inside.. outside..
above.. so below and
all around in hUman
poTential NOW..
but sadly they were
not here to document tHeir
experiences in first record real..
and sure there have been many more
who have done more than they and likely
do much more than i do in so many more
potentials of human spiritual Intelligence
and physical Intelligence sAMe.. but now
the difference is through the science
and art/science oF trans-humanism
i can show folks how heaven
works and what heaven looks
like in my own multi-Verse of
Uni-Verse REaL nOw..
i cannot and will not
tale you what you
must believe or do..
you can follow others
for that.. but i only hope
thaT anything.. oF everything
i do iRise iSreal Now WiLL yes…
heLP you on YoUr never ending
story and land of BeinG oNe
WitH God iN the iSREAL
Kingdom of Heaven
Journey pATH noW..
as.. oh yes..
noW.. iT iS
whaTREAL
hUman super
heroes do.. wITh
thE iSreal HUman
hiGher God oF NatUre
sAMe Force of Fearless
Love in CourAge and kInd wAy NoW..:)
“Adventure is not outside a man; it is within.”
~~ David Grayson ~~
Oh.. Lord.. trUe.. never
judge heaven
by the clothes
it does or does not
wear.. and every good
Ninja lEarns to
bLend iN to
noW make
the mission..
real.. efficient
and with results
that last more than
just bandaids
for symptoms..
tHere WiLL alWay
bE dArk and liGht as
thAt iS how NatUre worKs
in deaTh of fAll.. dArk of wiNter
liFe that IS A spARk in dArk
as bLack as WhiTe that BrinGs
back SprinG of FaLL to Summer’s
liGht.. it could be over noW.. so i never
worry about what i WiLL never change
and thaT mY FriEnd IS A dArk of hUman
NatUre that InspiRes tHe LiGht bRinGers
contiNuiNG to liGht
uP.. as thE dArk Force
is not to be underestimated
AS A REAL SOURCE OF
ALL HAPPINESS WE SEE
AROUND US NOW.. YES THAT’S
REALTOO.. as i often say.. been to
real hell.. real purgatory.. real heaven
iS wHere i Live now that i easily prove
without a court case now in self study way..
and sure.. i got the FucKinG Doctor records
in reams of 100 pAges of Medical documents
that more than real proves that other place exists
too.. as two places of Heaven and Hell that almost
never intersect
except in a perfect
Storm of Real.. in both
liGht and DArk.. but hehe..
i’M rAmBling again and thaT iS
what nomads wHo never ever give
uP the poTenTiaL oF life do in liVinG gRace..:)
As Paul McCartney.. eT aL..
sayS iN ebony and
ivory..
a Piano
cannot
pLay WitH
juSt ivory
or ebony alone… ALLoNE..
IS A symphony oF reaLiTdARK..
IS Instruments oF liFe oNE noW..:)
“I am he as you are he as you are me and we are all together!”
~~ The Beatles, “I Am The Walrus ~~
i AM
thE Walrus..
bottoM liNe..
WitH WiNks
and sMiLes..
and a mustache
since i was in middle
school 2…. and W/big teeth too..;)
But speaKinG of SGT Pepper..
Devil’s Chief of Staff and such
as thaT in mythical mystical
magicK toUrs sAMe..
i
AM
Captain sAlt2..
as anY Good Cop Stone
Statue.. in stoic long
faced mustache look
WiLL rise uP out of
law enforcement
burial ground
B E a T l e S
Land and dO
to/too/as
ArT
FrEE iN
NatUre/God
eYeS One.. noW..;)
WiNks as i
continue
to roLe
beLow…
so ABove
to the riGht to
the leFt.. stand uP
sit down fight fiGht
fiGht.. go teAM liGht..1!!..;)1
don’t tale anyone
hehe.. or do NatUre
i AM
God’s
Cheerleader
as Wolves hoWL
Free iN cALL oF thE
WiLd toGeTheRneSS
iRise..
iSreal
MorE nOW..;)
PS.. in a new age..
write like you do from
bottom to top to right
to left.. wHere anyone
can come in at any Twitter
point and come back
with something
new..
seriouSly..
Microverses
in twitter way
sort of and sure longer
too.. are a new wave of
an ADHD Nation..
wHere most people
just do not have much
more than a Pokemon
of attention
span left..
pick a
place
and play
wHere pOkemon
microverses pop out
of Ocean Whole Poems2..;)
Some wHo
theESonG
makes
so much
God dAM
siNce
NoW..
Eggman
wHoLe too..
as Humpty Dumpty SMiLes
in an American Garden oF sAnd and sUN..
liKe
JiM
CarreY2..;)
And here.. a more ‘true to form’ version
of the “I am the Walrus’ SonG which
is rather oxymoron.. as the
Walrus SonG trUly SinGs
a Free Style of Folks
like Jim Carrey..
Robin Williams
and you kNow the
‘crazy’ other dopamine
and other natural neurochemical
and neurohormone folks full of
Dopamine Creativity.. Serotonin
Trust and ‘DMT’.. etc.. fullness..
of God’s Beauty.. and sure
some may have oxytocin
warm and fuzzies..
and drug enhanced
get it more stuff..
but chances are
there is some empty
darkness in that Bi-polar
human nuanced lighter
and sHaded liGht that
inspireS the greater creativity
too.. and sure adrenaline excitement..
androgen lusty waves of sensual deliGht
with the groupies as inspiration too.. all i can
relate to at lEast a little bit now.. except for
any God dam enhanced drug use.. as i have enjoyed
noW three years of ‘legend’ with no fame money along the
way of a public dancer in New Jerusalem style.. hehe.. and
dVerse comes back from vacation.. a place i have been mostly
away from a month too.. with a 5 day celebration of prompts..
to celebrate a 5 year anniversary there too.. where my
first two links three years ago.. were my Revelation
66.. 6 thousand word free verse abstract free for
all.. that took me over a week to do.. where
that is like a one day floating flighting
word play for me now..
and i provided my
‘About’ link on ‘Blogger’..
and hehe.. Brian Miller
the founder.. along with
a lady called Claudia
who have quit the
rigors and roles of more
strict ruling administrative poetry
upper brow classes and school too..
diD get a short interview by way of
Brian Miller today.. who was the
only Brave soul out of the dVerse
link group to respond to my
super abstract flow
of stuff and words
then.. so a nice a guy
he was who made sure he
got around to every poet’s place
to give them love and encouragement
unconditionally as he teaches in a Christian
Church way as well.. in real life.. a missionary
in India.. helping heroin addicts and other troubled
youth.. a real super doUper trouBle shooter to
heLp other human beings in Jesus Good cop
Golden rule way.. anyway.. he really provided
a thriving environment for freer verse away
from the rules poetry for advanced
enhanced nomad
ways of going
beyond the
norm of
form
poetry before..
but not every one has
an open mind like him.. it’s
nature and the conservative
vs liberal human beast that
keeps the world in a duality
of continuing yin and yang
Karmic flow of dArker
more conserving
scared energy
and liGhter
more liberal
giving and trying
new stuff in open
ways of doing stuff..
and as science shows now..
these ways of being are both
written in our DNA differently
in functional affect and effect..
with environment playing a huge
role and rule in who goes the way
of Dr. Jekyll or towards the more
wild side of Mr. Hyde2.. and in my
case a good cop Hyde with empathy
instead of the bad cop psychopathic
Hyde.. with a cold soul who gets pleasure
out of power and status over others and
even potentially their real emotional and
physical pain in life as well.. yes.. the world
is a many splendored and splintered reality
of dARk and LiGht.. the environment there now
is great for rule followers but for the non-conformist
nomads.. and super liberal ones like me.. just hell no..
just hell no.. i already worked for the Federal Government
for a quarter of a century and felt with their OCD rules too dam
long that made my mind eventually into a computer pARt too
without the
art of heARt..
stuff changes..
and today’s first prompt
of five that will make their
self present through Friday
is THEIR STYLE OF QUADRILLE
POETRY ABOUT a theme of a journey..
and sure i am rested and refreshed from getting
away from that place after literally responding to every
prompt and every link for an entire year from April of
2015 to March of 2016.. as nicely illustrated in my
Blog Macro Verse Novel named
GodsUniVerseNovel3.. of the
338,600 words it took to
copy and paste that entire
year of effort in free verse
style poetry and prose same..
but my definition for both same
is poEtry as both prose and poetry
is one writing from the heARt wHere
iT floWs like a river over the banks oF
what was and is before.. to Ocean Waves
Whole that kNOw no Boundaries of either
spiRit bank or shore in miNd and boDy
BaLanCinG soUl noW
sAMe.. i fill and FeeL
iN the rest as i paint
the winds in color
oF Y i..
FReED..
and juSt go
and go as far
as Oceans juST do.. FReED..
like i sAid.. i AM the Walrus..
Captain sAlt.. make oF iT
what yoU WiLL or WiLL noT..
i’M just in it for the NoW of
Journey with no God daM
destination but noW iN/
oF Heaven
Freed..
iRise iSreal uP.. Up more..
and juSt KeeP goinG noW..:)
And sPeaKinG of That hEar i go..
to do dVerse soMe moRe.. with WiNks..
SMiles.. my friEnd Lillian..
been on about a month
break from dVerse too..
and so sorry to hear about
Viv.. stopped by tHeRe.. too..
but these days a heARt can stay
in ways of spiRit expreSsing
words of what a miNd and
yes body Part or two or
more has to say
in this brave
new singularity
of hUman souL
when uploaded
to a new unabridged
hUman bible named
online and sure.. so much more..
hehe.. sTiLL wrote a hundred thousand
plus words of my style of poetry in the last
month.. a novel every two weeks is my
own personal style
of free i
mE..;)
A play in middle school..
a poem of Christmas SonG
that won an award among
80 home room students in
8th grade too.. at age 13..
but after that for 40 years..
little to no poetic
eYes in hands
of finger
pLay..
a short stint
of philosophic
flow in Philosophy
class at Junior College..
and a play of piano keys
in free verse SonG of Electric
keys as well in composition fLow
iN Zone of free creativity finAlly
away from sheet music prison..
as still recorded in digital
device on YouTube
now from 2007..
but not until
a full forty years
of DeserT iN Creativity
eYes come noW in
2013 from ’73
way back when..
wHere the promised
land is found within
and expressed without..
as inside.. outside.. above..
so below.. and all around more..:)
Journey of aging
a sure way for those
who survive life.. noW
lost from emotions
death at
1.. 2.. 3
from social
abuse.. and
neglect..
groWinG
old
can
be oh..
so young too…
as nicely played by
my crippled 94 year old
great aunt who could just
tell her pain to go away with a
a life of spiritual strength
in relative free will..
while i at 47
then.. had
no spirit at
all or Emotions
to speak of even
dark.. to escape
any pain @aLL..
yes.. there
are so many worse
things in life than
physical
aging..
like
a death as living..
young too and
even
@2…
oR A
sUnShine
Ray briGht
heArt @94
no matter
crippled feet
a hEart as
SpiRit
may
never age
and iN fACt
ONlY GrOW..
God.. i’M glad
i have that perspective
as i never ever worry about
aging as i’ve already been dead in life..
for oh
a thousand
years in a second
even too… as
there is
no time
in life as dead…
so i CELEBRATE
LIKE NO ONE ELSE..
AND
lEArn
my way
FReED..
Perspective..
‘JoB’.. FeeLs
better than know..
in form of wiLted
Rose thAt sTilL SinGs..:)
Note here.. i FeeL it is
ridiculous to have to
include the word
journey in
a poem
about
journey..
i mean.. duh..
why get hooked on labels..
anyWay.. i ain’t gotta do it..
’cause i gave up that linking habit..
and won’t.. unless the word
comes before i think
about it..
as
heARt..
SingS
SPiRit
greater than
labels without soUl..:)
note ends.. back
to regularly
programmed
scheduLED
poEtry
ONline..;)
You kNow Victoria..
a little bit of Viv lives
on in my words.. jack
henry.. don.. jill or jane..
perhaps i have forgotten
their names.. but the greatest
thing about living them all in
sharing words
IS A
pArt of
tHeir
art
of heARt
never dies
as our hands
Write a pArt
of tHeir
eYes soUl
back to life
as yes.. the
journey goeS oN..:)
Funny how my words
turn in to lamps all oN
tHeir own.. true poEtry
is proof of God too..
a nice pLace oF liGht
to visit
for
sUre..:)
WeLL i thiNk
it so sweet
all but two
so far now…
have freely
dedicated tHeir
journeys to Viv who
passed away in France
here recently.. certainly
a beloved member of dVerse
and more who will be missed
whose word do sTiLL livE oN..:)
Working with the military
for close to a quarter
of a century.. i got
to see the
fresh faces
go to war
and the
different
faces and bodies
come back from what
they named as sand box
life.. and truly when they
say like my father used
to say the military
will make you
into a strong
man.. there
is even
epigenetic
change in super
man-like way among
many fresh faces and
worm like bodies that
come back off
of
smart
phone
sitting..
i wasn’t strong
enough to do it
when i was young
but i finally learned the
secret to success in life
is never leaving bootcamp
even if you never went..
as yes what
my elders
said is true..
male or female..
getting old is not
a nice game for so-
called smart phone
sissies.. and i was
the biggest nerd
usually in
the room
way
back
when..
in techspectacular
sitting jelly fish way..;)
sMiLes Freya.. have written
close to 120K words in the
last month.. without
even the
inspiration
that doing this
for a full year
last year and
responding to
every single
link and every
single prompt
brought then..
hehe..
my other
lesson in life
use it or lose it
applies to all stuff
nature.. and never trying
IT.. IS A sure way never to
be all you can be.. per what
the army says.. i was a very
fragile child and young adult
in many ways of Emotional
Intelligence even though
i made straight A’s
and graduated
with a triple
major
with
three degrees..
sad to say in reality
i had to face the fact at
the end of all of that and a
25 yrs upper ending pay grade
level of Federal employment
that i had gained hardly any
of the Emotional.. Physical..
and Existential Intelligence
that could really lead
to a life not
just
surviving
but truly
thriving..
and if i went
that long in the
dark.. i’m sure there
are many more who now
do the same.. as Lord
knows i tried hard to find
the answers.. but i could
never truly find them anywhere
else but deep within.. i have never
been happier.. or even physically
stronger at 56.. and i will not pay attention
to any limitations noW or expectations that
the 6 o’clock news or school/work bRings again..
as the bell
tolls
lighter
for mE now..
smiles and thank
you.. you alWays
make me feel welcome
i truly am in this for the journey
alone.. no likes.. no follows..
and the money
i left behind
in the bank..
hehe.. then..
long long
long ago..
ugh.. a society
without money
if it could happen
could really be heaven
now.. for so many folks
who could make their social
roles in moving.. connecting
creating ways.. like our distant
ancestors did too.. anyway.. i Am
refreshed
from a month
break from
dVerse and
surely AM
BACK IN
FULL FORCE
NOW.. HEHE..
AS hurricane
Fred in rain of words..;)
THeRe was a day when all my memories
were dark and negative.. and all my
feelings were pain and bLack..
and surELy a bLack
wHole soUl liKe
thaT WiLL
dAnCe and
SinG a SonG
rekneWed aS
liGht life bright
the finish now
journey never
ending starting
as phoenix rising beginning
from ashes ‘fore in death oF Life..:)
What i love now about
a bus is it IS A wonderland
in tour of new hUman
heARts when they
come separate
to be
one
as travel lust..
but i am a people
person.. and miss
that bus of life
when it
is not
full
of new
heARts to explore..
and sure of course..
this is a bus too..
and i am
enjoying
the words
of your bus too..;)
Ttrue.. my friEnd
thaT A bLackest
wHole of perspective
can bRing A bRightest
bulb of hUman Hope and Love..
for when one has gOne
tHere and escapes
as hUman
BeinG..
NatUre
deMands
iN us as far
as i FeeL a way
out mUst bE
shaRed as Love
oF liVing liFE aS liGht..:)
Train whistles sounds of
past or hopes for rides
to future destinations
past of Love
or past of
Loss
or now
of pain
that whistles
by.. funny how
all i heard was
train whistles so
far away.. when my
heart no longer SanG
a SonG of NoW.. and
now my SoUl whistles
in SpiRit FreED..
the train
is now
i always
board in FloW
in ZOne of Tracks
oF liGht of never more less
thaT i can and will do more..:)
Ah.. the canopied
road that shows a future..
a place of hope of roads
untold.. but sure.. a place
of DArk that
some can
no longer
go.. what once
looked ike despair
for so long is nothing
imaginable but hope..
a secret IS A reaLiTy
of alWays
a path
for more
than less before..
for oh the places
oNe WiLL GO iN briGht
on roads unwinding tOld..:)
Oh God.. way back then for
a whole decade it took
me a six pack of beer
to dance in my twenties
and now i am the only
one out of crowds
of hundreds
that wakes
up with no
headache at all..
and a full wallet that
never needs the first
dollar for the alcohol shot
of fearless legs.. hehe.. the
best way to lose all fear is
to dance in public..
at least for me..
and sure to
be a general
public named
legenT of dance2..
hehe.. i never need
a beer for fears..
As FeeT SinG DancE FReED..
iN Happy Feat of 56 year old PeN
Grin iS DanCinG
noW aLiVe..:)
That’s interesting..
i never thought about it
but neither Grandmother
offered any insight at
all about father or
mother
in personal
way away from
them.. surely
that is a nice
connection
to know
what one’s parents
parents fElt of Them..
and i never met either
Grandfather.. but fortunately
one was an author and an
X-Catholic priest who literally
left a published book behind
named a ‘Soul of a Priest’..
it was good to get to
know and feel
him.. as he
died some
10 years before
i was born.. the power
of words that last can
never be underestimated
in human terms lasting longer
than even deaths of days before..:)
Not to just lessOn the grief
but even in the dArkest
days of loss
as now science
even shows.. what
can be lost in oxytocin
warm and fuzzy social
comfort feelings.. and
serotonin neuro-chemical
ways of trust can generate
liGht in greater ways of
dopamine seeking
creativity
in the
science of
grief relieved..
as sure.. the dArk
can bRinG liGht
even in neuro-chemical
and neuro-hormone way..
as the creativity is what drives
new friends aS liGht of art STiLL to come..:)
All caught up at 6 0’clock pm.. 7182016
now for dinner/gym work-out
and perHaps
more later
in words to coMe..:)
The greatest changes we humans experience and
journeys are those epic to everyday mohumanments
(haha.. have no idea where that word came from)
of life that are always MoVinG.. ConNecting
and creaTinG anew.. even IF we are not
mindfully aware of the reaLiTy of thAt..
in a world filled with ruleS.. in
both limitations and
expectations we do
become as my friend Katy
Perry says.. people of’Ye
of so little faith’.. we are sons and
daughters.. etc.. as the Sun that
shines and gives uS energy.. we
radiate emoTioNal energy to inspire
we that includes me.. i.. you.. and us..
and in a world that focuses all on the
material reductionism of life.. we miss the
big picture that we are mini-me’s of God.. you
see.. some are the lucky ones.. the ones who have
escaped this material reductionism of life.. the Buddha
and the Jesus per what has been scribed of those men
off of oral traditions of many years that may or may not
fairly represent the life of these men..
perhaps.. it is the scribes themselves
who transmit both truths and
lies of what remain
in sacred text as books..
however.. we humans are all
one family that share the same
DNA and much of the same DNA
that the common rodent ancestor
way back from 75 million years ago..
shares with many of our mammal and
more closely related primate ancestors
and still cousins today.. in ape ways…
to deny the real potential power of
human emotions and senses
as mini-me’s of God oF all
Nature way.. is to
deny the potential
journey of life in light
of sun of we… to
explore it fully
is to potentially
go BEyond.. wHeRe no
human has gone before
and with that said i will quote
the best part of my journey of life
so far that was coming out of a hell
of within to a heaven of within.. without..
inside.. outside.. above.. so below and
all around from July 19th of 2013
standing on a beach with
my wife Katrina..
with an even
fuller recovery
coming on July 22nd..
2013.. and a journey of
eXpanding MoVinG ConnecTinG
CreaTinG.. heaRt expreSsinG emoTioNs
in regulating way and senses in integrating
way as SpiRit with a miNd and BoDy soUL NoW
that is constantly balancing no different thaN
thE planets revolving around the Sun and the
Sun/Solar System revolving around the Galaxy
and the Galaxy revolving around the black
hole center that in my case was
the middle of my life at ages
47 to 53 for 66 months
in bLack wHole
helL.. so
sure i am
‘super star’
with humble
black hole middle
endings and beginnings
that continue to go on in
mindful and bodily awareness
of now in emotional and sensory
Force of human being.. iRise iSreal..
and yes.. no doubt i WiLL use this
Katy Perry theme SonG many more
noWs in the future.. as Lord kNows
heR song ‘Firework’ back in 2010..
before i started writing was the
one spark of liGht my soUl
could see.. like an
Angel calling
out to me
to say
there is
hope somewhere
for you.. where you
no longer be a piece
of pain paper floating
aimlessly in the wind..
yeah.. i get upset when
folks suggest that Katy Perry
is some kind of Fucking illuminati
demon when she has the voice of
a real Katy Christ and a tattoo of
Jesus
on her arm
that remains
of the part of
Christianity
she has
not given
up for dArk
wHeRe thEre is
liGht of the memory
of a man who still lives #iSreal..:)
July 19, 2013..
“Today was a wonderful day of
celebration for me.
I have risen from the ashes
like a Phoenix
since 2006
when
I
started a path of
human exhaustion
leading to many health
problems culminating in
a place I can only describe as
‘Hell’ on earth at the bottom of
a span of 1 hour of sleep each night
for 35 days and 5 at the end of 40 with
no sleep at all.
In beginning of March 2008 I developed
a type of atypical nerve pain behind my
right eye that was like someone stabbing
me in the eye 24/7 for 5 years until I started
this spiritual journey March 1, 2013, with
this blog starting on March 10, 2013.
I played the song
above in 2007 creating
the music to attempt to
re-attach my emotions that
were lost to severe and unrelenting
stress as an Athletic Director of
a military installation.
There was a Female Captain
that no one could please, who
took me and many others through
a metaphorical journey of hell at work.
There is no drug that will
touch the type of nerve pain I experienced.
The only solution was to kill the
nerve in my face; which
I could not face as
there could be
paralysis.
From March 2008
until November 26th 2010
my eyes also would not
make tears which
was the equivalent
of swimming
in salt
water
with
eyes open.
I spent many days, months..
eventually 2 and a half years..
thinking..I could not
read..listen to music
watch TV; there was
only thinking.
I was
not able
to listen to music
until I started this
journey too, as the
nerve pain affected my
ears too.
At the start of this journey
my goal was to once again
be able to visit and enjoy the
beautiful Gulf Island National
Seashore that is one of the most
beautiful paradises that exist on this
earth.
In my journey of typing on the internet
starting in November 2010 I find
the ability to withstand the pain
of the light of the screen
taking the mind off the
pain exploring logical
discussions with many
people on the internet.
I spent years of roaming that beach
as a young man and child.
It is the same beach that
is recorded in the video
‘Captain of Her Heart’ I link
in the Revelation 66 post.
This journey of blog
works to reconnect my
emotions, and love both
spiritual and human affection.
I uploaded the piano music I created
from a dictation device, that started
my ability to listen to music again
in March of this year.
The music that is favorite for my younger
years re-attached the emotion with
mind and language allowing me
to ultimately connect to my family again.
Along the way I found my spiritual life
again, finding the ecstasy of
spirit at a level I have
never experienced
before in my life.
At the start of
rise out of
ashes I was
having to take
4 MG of Ativan
to sleep at night
with the eye pain.
My pain is at a low enough
level where I finally celebrated
a night without any Ativan last
night after a slow and painful
weaning of this most powerful
anti-anxiety medication.
It saved my life to
sleep but almost
destroyed my
ability to
feel or
remember
emotons.
I am diagnosed
with a form of Autism
where I was a non-verbal
child until age 4.
I have always had difficulty
with emotion and language,
but I did not ever
think I would
get them
back
with that pain
that lasted
24/7…
there
was
only pain
and empty discussions
of rationality on the internet.
In this spiritual journey
that went into full speed
on 4/27/2013 with
a post called Autism
and the Nautilus
I lost most of
the pain
and regained
as much strength
in body and spirit
as I have had all my life.
That picture of the beach
is were I landed at the end of this
day with my wife and I again
enjoying this wonderful
paradise of beach.
I looked at it in pictures so long
but being there with eyes without
pain was pure bliss.
I stood trancing at the
waves coming in
matching the
waves I feel
in mind
as now
I connect
to a place
that is almost
magical with
connection of
one and all
in mind.
If God had
took me then
my life would be
complete.
But..
it’s
not time
to go yet..:)
My wife is 43 and
she is as beautiful as she
ever was at 19 when I met her
at age 29.
I marveled at her
beauty as she walked the
beach and found a nautilus
type shell for me with
my favorite shape
of 6 of golden
spiral.
When we
capture it
with photo I am
going to link it here
at the top of this topic
to represent this pure white
shell I find myself in soul now.
I went to the doctor today and the
health is wonderful again.
My testosterone was a problem
when there was pain but is
now measured at 666 the patterns
of 6 I like so much because
there are three in my birthday.
Feeling as this number represents
the golden spiral along with 9 for life.
I recently find that there is a pattern
of flow of words of speech and typing
that match this ratio of life too.
One can see it in the shapes
that form in my typing throughout
this blog as the songs
of Nautilus Golden Ratio sing in
the archetype of mind and
Universe with me one and all.
My song I created on the
piano was at the start of this
struggle to keep my soul.
It is interesting to
me too, as close
to midpoint in my
music the mood changes
to uplifting instead of pensive.
I explore these many archetypes of
mind and culture in this blog.
In linking the you tube videos
it brought me to this
wonderful dark haired woman
and stallion of black on the desert.
The Woman favors my
wife very much.
I feel that she is like this
woman taking the black
horse that was soul
carrying across the desert
to meet it’s life again on the beach
that always was so much of soul to me.
I experience great joy, deep sadness,
true light spirit love and true will, with
the love of affection for my wife again
today all in one; once again
proving my soul and heart
of humanity.
The tears of joy stream down
my face
when I come to
this video and see the
whole of my wife who is
the guardian angel in this many
colored dresses taking me through
life guarding my soul no matter how
black it becomes after this pain that
is worse than any death I imagine
except for that death at the bottoms
of those last 5 of 40 days of no sleep;
a literal place of hell that is a thousand
years! in one moment!
I am thankful for every experience in life
as it takes me to this full
place of humanity and soul!
There is no possible way to
describe the happiness of
bliss I feel to be alive
on that beach again!
For anyone traveling
on this journey with me
in the background not speaking
I hope you feel my joy and can share
a part of it!
I am not sure what comes next but I am
ready for it!
Love and blessing true will to
all of you my friends!
KATiE MiA FredericK!”
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/for-8-t-n.html
And a couple of more
memories here in
Macro verse way
of continuing
journey
OK..:)
Hmm.. WeLL.. perhaps
that Turkish Evil eYe bit..
is a little bit not what i expected
as instead of protection for everyone..
after the shooting of innocent police
officers in Louisiana.. the U.S.. environment
for domestic terrorism continues to grow more..
yes at home..
and all sides
of the human
coin.. now.. ugh..
from those who
protect to those who
kill and or do both.. a
sad state of affairs that
iS far from UniTed Now..
and oh my God.. the world
oF politics.. a free fall of human
deceit.. lies.. and bully boys are us
they for sure now.. anyWay.. iF yA thiNk
wE got it bad here.. perHaps you haven’t
studied current events and history same of
the rest of the world now.. it ain’t
exactly A piece of apple
pie.. a Summer Game
oF Baseball.. or
a pool party
with
G-strings
over there..
over all over there
either.. as we do have
a pretty nice overall whole
pie over here.. as Jesus F.
iN Christ.. according to some
books there was a son of
God who was crucified
just for professing
the Golden rule
true and that
we are all children
of God deserving the
same God dAM treatment
dArk to liGht.. in all the colors
and shades of grey from white
to bLack that comes in too.. the
Golden rule is rather simple as the
dude Jesus said that just one commandment
of Love the God oF Nature all with all ya heARt..
SpiRit and SoUl.. and yA neighbor as ya self as
pAft of aLL of thAT in consuming no harm to
yOur neighbor too.. fulfills all laws of
before.. as they FucKinG are not
needed as long as folks treat
other folks in fearless
courageous love
in kiNd real..
yeS.. iNcLudinG
Nature wHole too..
wHere even Love
yA so called enemy
and help ’em out instead
of stoning them.. cutting of tHeir
hands or strangling them in honor
killings same.. or anything else besides
this unconditional Love real as highest
hiGher God Given Altruistic Fearless
Love as all FReED inheritance gift
from God oF Nature sTilL now to
wE homo sapiens sapiens iSREAL
NoW.. this ain’t rocket science..
iT’s God oF NATURE AND
HUWOMANITY 101..
AS COMMON
SENSE GOES
UNDILUTED
BY CULTURAL
AND RELIGIOUS
BULLSHIT CONTROLS
TO SUBJUGATE OTHERS
FOR REPRODUCTIVE
CONTROLS AND
SELFISH
GREEDY
STATUS
AND POWER
IN MATERIALISTIC way oF
MAN MADE GOODS FOR
SALE OR STOLD SAME WAY
AS THE INSTITUTION OF
DOWRIES WHEN NON
CONSENSUAL AS RAPE..
UGH.. as the world turns..
can be a nasty dirty place..
but sure tHere IS A way
out in Golden Rule simple
Heaven now for those who
see a team effort rather than
a divisive way aWay from Unity
now.. but true.. once again.. human
diversity as great as iT iS for overall
survival speLLs potential conflicts in
both Nature and Nuture way.. a BaLanCinG
act more than ever for the camel making iTs
way through the smallest needle eYe of a culture
and cultures trULy grown too large for their Trump Britches..;)
WeLL yes.. this pARt of the
story of the 686th Macro
Verse.. iRise ISreal..
per Yellow Boy’s
Visit to the shower
was quite clear to me..
and sure.. everynow Katrina
puts on the latest World and National
News Dirty Events in politics.. domestic
terrorism.. bad cops and stuff like that..
he runs to the shower to grab a bar
of soap to clean the shit all up
no less than a covered up
litter box of STUFF..
yes.. he’s quite brave
only armed with
a bar
oF
Soap..
not clearly
visible in this photo
too.. hehe.. Katrina
said i was weird wearing
my green sandals on the
opposite foot while i got
my knickers down as
the Walrus
and
Eggman2..;)
And finAlly heRe beFore i hit the
sack and bed the same..
Goddess Isis in full
personal style
of Egyptian
head dress..
with Sea Horse
thigh tattoo fully
displayed for humble
praise.. for beauty as
such the Queen and i.. yes..
sure per iSiS REAL NoW2..;)
Facebook Friend Himali says..
Katrina looks soo pretty while
drying her hair..:D beautiful she is !
And i return with..
Katie Mia sMILes my friend.. Himali..
will relate your sweet
words to her!..:)
Yes.. Hashtag..
#iRise #ISreal ..
for inspiration
‘porn’ at lEast..
and by the way..
have ya seen that Kia
we toGeTheR soUl YouTube
extended Video about unity and
differences among humans and
culture coming toGeTheR and DanCing
and SinGinG.. and plaYinG instruments
togeTheR as weLL.. WeLL.. Ki means
coming out or arising as well out of
the east which is short for Easter
as such for rebirth when yA add
the A.. which of course translates
into another symbol totAlly..
iN South Korean Language
oF course.. and sure.. i’LL
leave a YouTube
liNk as i WiLL
use that as the
headliner theme musiCk
to go along with all the Nature
pics in my next Macro Verse
oF Longest Long Poem form
Poem ‘eva pushing that
4M wordS iN no limits..
no expectations.. for
the different of My
Human potenTiaL
fuller explored as
nows go by..
and rise aGain..
yes.. in thaT coming
687th Macro Verse
titled.. wErise iSreal
yes.. sure.. hashtag..
#wErise #iSreal ..
whatever hash tags
care to do as it’s
just another cultural
meme as nows go by..
as the ‘SonG oF mY
soUL’.. also web site
titled as KATiE MiA FredericK!iI..
continues to gRow and shine like
no form Ocean Poem of beForE.. so FReED..:)
So.. i checked to see the results of last Facebook Profile
pic Turkish Evil eye.. and i’ll just call it the Karmic eYe
now as i do like to be somewhat original in creaTioN
activity @lEast.. so anyWay.. ha! whether it was done
on purpose or not.. Trump’s wife’s speech
per the opening so-called ‘gay’ mans
song in way of ‘We are the
Champions’ that would
have Freddie Mercury
rolling in his grave
if he kNew the Trump
fame stained his greAT!
creative and inspirational
SonG.. so yeah.. as the Karmic
eYe WiLL have it.. the Trump wife’s
speech came out sounding like a Black
Democratic President’s Wife as such..
and sure both speeches were
equally inspirational as the
story of any immigrant
coming over here..
by ancestor
way of wish
or even more
struggle to get free
here.. once yA get here
as an historical Black slave
too.. anyway.. careful what stones
yA throw aT Hillary glass houses or
the shattered glass my end up falling
on Trump and Trump’s own by the end
of last night’s convention events that did happen..
Oh.. the Karmic eYe.. no matter what happens yA
get the last look.. and say/do.. and with Yoda at thE
hELm.. yA are surE to maKe more poSitive liGht iSreal..:)
No matter how much camouflage..
Yoda Guise.. or very hairy human
legs.. it is almost impossible
to hide and blend in on
NorthWest Florida
Beaches… Rivers
and StreAMs oN
sugar white
sAnds
oF LiFe..
so.. aLiVe..;)
Ah.. yes..
finAlly a place
wHeRe Yoda BLends
iN and can jUSt be himsELf..;)
Facebook Friend
Himali says in response..
to me as Yoda in the Garden..
What a pose with the beautiful garden. .
You truly seem to blend in..:)
i say in Happy return..
SMiLes.. and Hellooo.. my friEnd Himali…
Good to see your smile AND text this morning.. hehe..
and yes.. a beautiful Black Water River Forest bench
here in small park by that River.. Downtown that i grew up on..
the Water and FoRest is Healing no matter wHere i go i blend in
WitH God when NatUre is near.. and sMiLes2.. you are Nature too
my FriEnd.. hope you are having a wonderful evening in
India.. as i AM guessing your mini-vacation there
away from the Emirates of Arabia..
is still going on..:)
Himali says..
Hehe.. yes still on vacation mode !
And yes nature is so soothing and peaceful.
You’re lucky to have grown up with such natural
beauty around and we all melt into nature as we belong there 🙂
i say in on hashtag of bliss..
#Bliss ..:)
Facebook Friend..
Rafiah says..
I love the garden and the bench.
I would want to drink a cup of tea
with my favourite chocolate chip cookies..:)
Thanks my FriEnd Rafiah.. a lovely day it was..
i am currently watching the video you shared
and will be there soon to comment..:)
Facebook Friend Rafiah shares
a version of Sharia law that suggests
that it is non-violent and humane..
which of course is not at all
what one hears
about it in the
west as there
are horror stories
right and left..
yes in
politics..
and religion ways of discussion..
So i say in return for clarification..
in context with the recent honor killing
in Pakistan of a famous fashion model..
I’m hoping your Sharia law does not
support this.. as it does in some Muslim
countries..
Rafiah responds..
Islam does not even allow hitting a woman,
killing her for any reason is out of the question.
Sharia forbid any such activity. In fact sharia is
very pro woman. It is the society that is misogynist.
His brother is caught by the cops and hopefully
he’ll be punished for what he did.
i say..
Good to hear my friend..
thanks for letting me know..
sadly it doesn’t operate that
way in many other Muslim countries..
but i am happy it works better where you live..
sadly.. the teaching from the Koran and similar
teachings from the Old Testament now in the
the still revised version in the U.S.. has been
used in fundamentalist ways for all types
of abuse against women.. Jesus came
to perfect those old imperfect laws
by reducing 613 Torah
Commandments into
one of Love one’s neighbor
as themselves and God with
all their heart without consuming
each other with harm.. if one does
that with empathy and compassion
there is never even any light beating
of wives that according to the secular
laws of Pakistan is still allowed..
that’s sad.. but countries
will evolve as the U.S.
has steadily done too..
for women’s.. minority’s
and disabled people’s rights..
as God lives in all of Nature..
not just a select few as more valuable
than others from mountain to human
to less than a grain of sand and more and less..:)
https://www.washingtonpost.com/news/worldviews/wp/2016/05/26/pakistani-husbands-can-lightly-beat-their-wives-islamic-council-says/
“Men are the maintainers of women because Allah has made some of them to excel others and because they spend out of their property; the good women are therefore obedient, guarding the unseen as Allah has guarded; and (as to) those on whose part you fear desertion, admonish them, and leave them alone in the sleeping-places and beat them; then if they obey you, do not seek a way against them; surely Allah is High, Great. [Quran Verse 4:34]”
And i say here now.. sadly a so-called Jesus
hasn’t come to correct verses that harm other
folks in the Koran.. and happily one was reported
to do that in the Christian New Testament but no
matter that when the Jesus says gentile.. jew.. servant
or free.. woman or man no more.. the old antiquated verses
in the Old Testament that were supposed to be perfected with
the Golden rule are still used as a heavy hand to at least ostracize
those who are the woman or man no more.. per everyone is children
of God no matter inborn nature or cultural associated differences as nurture..
so sure a verse out of Leviticus is still cherry picked to oppress God of Nature
born homosexuals as sexual orientation.. but thank God they don’t support raping
women per the verses in Deuteronomy that do just that.. but sure they could
again.. if the heads of churches same as clerics in Pakistan still allow
light beating of wives..
sure they could
spit in their
face and not
hurt them
physically
but they
are not dogs
and even dogs
are children of God
same that deserve neither
spit on the face or a light beating as such..
to treat a human or dog less than a child of
God and the rest of Nature is just not what God
WiLL do when truly fully human in human form..
with or without lies and or truths of black
books of
old
and
ignorance…
there’s a better
way.. and it is
the Golden Rule
with consuming
no pARt of Nature
with
harm
beyond
the bread
and water oF LiFe..:)
Rafiah’s Facebook Friend Saad says..
Islam is peace for every one for every relation.
BUt we r not perfect followers.we need
to mend our ways through education.
And i say..
SAMe is true in the U.S.. my friend..
not many people accept me.. for the
fact that i WiLL not put Jesus on the
only level as A God.. any greater
than any human as pArt oF God
when history clearly
shows now that IS A lie..
one then orchestrated by
Roman Emperor Constantine
and innumerable scribes and
scholarly suggested numbers
of 3 to 4 hundred thousand
copy and revised mistakes..
God lives now end and
beginning of never
ending story..
but that is not
something even
taught in most religions
or schools as paRt of US..
no books.. no schools.. no
religions needed when God
speaks through aLL of we
as Golden Rule
Love.. God’s
greAtest giFt
to wE.. noW..
the world is no
longer a patch of
dirt in the middle east
or even only earth.. God’s
territory extends bEyond Infinity
much too far for any human tongue
or eYes to fully relate unless they think
they are God FULL incarnate.. we speak a very
limited Language noW of God but wE muSt alWays
seek to see/speak more oF God.. or we give uP God..:)
Saad responds..
Oh I am happy to read this.
spread peace every where..:)
i say..
Amen.. my friend..
Peace and Harmony
Is God’s Language
iN all of Nature
wiTh Balance..:)
Rafiah.. shares a Islam
Scholarly video that
suggests that God
actually allows
light beating
in some cases..
of women straying…
as Rafiah says..
the explanation and right interpretation of the ayat you mentioned here is explained by Nouman Ali Khan. See one need proper understanding of all aspects necessary to know exactly what the ayat is telling. Glancing through the translations, which sometimes are very poor in conveying the whole and main message, it does not help much. Anyways Noman Ali has tried opening the reality and meaning of the ayah here.
And i say
in somewhat
analytical science and
FeeLinG Poetic terms..
Hi.. Rafiah.. no matter how many scholarly degrees a person has in science..
religion.. or philosophy as in the case of the New Testament when Jesus says
who is the one who has not sinned who will throw the first stone.. at the
so-called evil prostitute.. which after all is the world’s oldest
profession and a far CRY better.. that what is reported of
up to 80% of young girls sexually abused in the home..
in Saudia Arabia by physician studies there..
as the young men are not allowed ‘normal’
relationships with females when they hit puberty..
and that natural frustration can go to evil deeds of child abuse..
as a horrible alternative.. there is no excuse for violence..
and there are better ways to live life..
and there are reasons that human
beings stray when they live in
oppressive societies..
light beating.. is in part
a symptom of an overall lie that
seeks to subjugate and control women..
by timid men.. who are afraid their wives
will stray.. well.. the REAL news is many
women do not like timid men.. and God makes
them free to stray to seek stronger men.. and
that is the rule of nature.. and only the weakest
man will strike the straying woman.. rather than
defeating the man who defeated them..
in getting stronger and making
a better way for themselves
with someone else that is
the way nature works..
weak men will most always lose
in the end.. and those who fearless
love will win now.. it’s how it goes..
my friend.. i have been listening to a
barrage of news stories on the abuse of women
in Pakistan and the whole thing disgusts me..
but i know the reason for it.. it is
both culture and the interpretation
of a book that is honestly confusing
as hell to most people but not
confusing to me at all..
as i know who is writing
it is just a man.. no more or
less than any other human being.. we
all have voices of God.. some stronger
and some weaker but any man who would suggest
that a man should beat a woman.. even lightly..
over her freedom to seek a stronger man is just a
weak man.. period.. with a sword or not.. and i am
free to speak for God no different than Mohammad or you..
i’m sorry.. and no.. i’m not sorry.. there are many women
in many Muslim countries.. Many homosexuals same and many other
people who are dying because of that book.. and ALL THE
interpretations of it.. and sooner or later..
as folks did with the Old Testament that
does the same thing and even worse
than the Kuran when literally interpreted..
change will come.. and eventually people who
are perceived as weaker will NOT die at the
hands of fear and hate.. there are no perfect
books anywhere any place any time.. AS GOD SPEAKS
A MUCH GREATER LANGUAGE THAN ANY HUMAN LANGUAGE.. no..
not just a patch of sand in the middle east.. no.. not
just a rock named Earth.. an Infinity greater now than
any of us will ever be able to relate with tongue or eye..
and the weakest of all humans will solve any problem with lightly beating..
humans are smArter than that.. when they exercise theIR gifts from God free..
and some are not.. and that is why the state of affairs are what they are for
many people in many countries in the dark of what life can bring too..
over here if a man lightly beats a woman no matter what..
he can go to prison.. and if she strays he can
see if he can attract another wife..
if he shows he is strong enough to
even do that.. otherwise.. he will fall
to dust as we all will with the love we make
or the hate we take.. in ways of lightly beating
or strongly beating.. better yet kissing God in all of uS..
anyway.. all this is very inspiring.. i tend to be fearful
that i will say something like i have with so many other people
in truth and light that will turn them away.. as i am only human
and do need friends too.. as all we social animal humans do.. but i
will never stand tall for anyone to be beat lightly or strongly as God
lives in those humans too.. NO MATTER WHAT.. and yes i am strongly
against all forms of capital punishment from paddling kids in school..
to the electric chair too.. all those folks would be better off visiting
a prostitute than hurting another human.. but only if the prostitute was
helping that situation out of their own will.. Love wins.. bottom line..
Nature proves it without a doubt.. and i do not visit prostitutes
or hit women who would stray as i am much stronger
than that of what weak men are.. but some are
not and that is reality too… anyway.. thanks
for sharing.. i’M always up to lEarn something
new and to give and share a little more of what i come to lEArN..
i’ve written close to 12 million words.. sorry.. NO.. not sorry..
a 80K word Koran of a limited vocabulary of 2000 words that i’ve
read about a hundred times and scoured it from front page to back..
doesn’t impress me that much… we humans are evolving still..
and i aim to move forward with everyone else as God’s
children and what Jesus was reported to say about
folks doing more than he.. is coming true
all around us for those who have eyes and
ears that see and hear more of God Given Human
potential now.. the first clue for me that there
would be problems with the Koran was a human being
who insisted that he had the last word of God.. WeLL..
my friend as science shows now.. as it did not show then..
God’s world is much bigger than a patch of dirt in the middle east..
and i cannot fault Mohammad for ignorance of what he did know then..
we know more now.. bottom line of all that is God now.. and we continue
to grow.. or stay stagnate and beat other humans lightly when we no longer
tolerate their behavior that we do not think should be done.. God rules..
free bottom
bottom line..
with no humans
books @ALL.. my FriEnd..
And i’m listening for what
God WiLL say neXt to mE2..:)
Saad responds back suggesting i don’t understand
Islam and the culture they have and they don’t fully
understand other cultures with no reference points.. and
sure he is correct.. as no two people will read any poem the
same and that is what all sacred text is as poetry that expresses
more than concrete labels for stuff like the sky is blue in color
way.. and the sand is brown and grass is green.. of course all those
are metaphors too that can be described for other pArts of liFE in almost
infinite ways of human imagination and creativity same.. noW all metaphors
are art.. there is no science alone for God.. and sadly that is what folks
attempt to literally do to religious poems.. and it will not work any better
than the so-called ‘novice’ that stumbles across my words play no different
in parables.. and almost unlimited style and yes of creative word play too..
that comes deep within human archetypes that is written in my DNA no different
than any other human at core of expression but with different metaphors of course..
so anyway.. he asks that i talk more about the Universal aspect of Allah God.. and
i do what i do..
i do what comes
next freely with
God i and sAme
at the
helm
of the
Navigator
soUl oF Y i.. and say..
Thanks my friend.. Muslim
people i meet along my Internet
travels are among the nicest folks i meet online..
and true examples of what we call Golden Rules Christians
over here in the U.S.. i have seen much pain and suffering
in your culture and it hurts me to see that as i am human
and i do not separate myself in empathy and compassion
from or for no other human beings.. i have
studied all religions deeply and the
thing that sets humans apart as
special from all other animals
except for perhaps.. Bonobos..
is their capacity for fearless and
unconditional love which means zero violence..
this is the way the primate Bonobo lives its life
in a healthy balance of lust and love that drives
we all beings to survive and love when that capacity
exists too.. and no.. it is no one’s fault alone..
not Muhammad’s fault directly.. nor Islam.. nor
Judaism.. nor Christianity or Buddhism same
and other religions for their imperfections
that i have studied for decades.. it is
the Environment and challenges of insanely
large groups of human beings living in close quarters
in places of non-abundance that leads to all this strife no
matter religion or not.. God lives in all of us and sure the
term Allah is a beautiful metaphor perhaps more than the three
letter word metaphor GOD for same.. however.. God has existed
long before human beings construct abstract language.. put that
into words.. collect abstract intelligence to approximate the
essence of God.. but only God can speak God’s language
no less than any man alone can be God… this is basic
logic my friend and common sense that we humans
are gifted with who escape the illusions of
culture and religions same.. God breathes
in us and as us and all things else seen..
unseen.. felt.. not felt and unkNOwn sAMe
and so much more.. we humble specks of sand
can only blasphemy God in suggesting we are or
know all of God’s language whole.. as the truth
of the matter is we only speak human and are only
a speck of dust in God’s eyes whole as you say Allah same..
the meek who take no more than they give will always inherit
the Earth.. and as humans travel now.. they live out of balance
with God.. so no.. of course humans are not God’s favorite creature
now.. as humans Destroy God’s home here.. and each other.. who God
lives in and so many other God eYes and ears in sensing and feeling
ways in the rest of the Animal Kingdom and more in the world as whole..
either we humans shape up or we will eventually ship out and not
come back for potentially infinity more.. and more of what
God directs as creator and liver of all stuff creation now..
in both animate.. inanimate and other ways.. that no
humans words will ever capture alone.. anyway..
in human eye..s unconditional fearless love
that will harm no other.. including violence..
light beating.. or spitting on the face of a woman
that way.. may save the world.. for human beings species
all.. or not.. it depends on us.. action.. consequence of light..
or moving towards.. dark.. death and destruction.. God will always
have the last word.. that says whether or not this human species
will continue.. or something greater will take humans place..
as in some cases that already is the case.. as with the
Bonobo primate who lives in Peace and Harmony with
both each other and nature whole.. tHeir
advantage my friend.. is they have no
written words.. no bound books in chains..
no cultures of oppression and repression
they speak directly to God as humans used
to do in the forest too.. before chains to words..
of writing.. to cultures/religions of oppression
and repression.. they hear the call of the wild of God Free..
and they simply fearless love in passion of living now in balance..
sadly.. humans are the dirty violent apes of real now..
as the movie series planet of the apes
nicely illustrates.. in new human
prophecy way.. anyway.. you are
very nice friend as is Rafiah..
none of my dissension here is ever
directed at you good and nice people
as nice as anyone at least where i live here
in the U.S… have a nice day my friend.. with
pEace and harmony.. loving fearless eyes that live
in balance with God wild and free now.. as God’s
children will be when unchained from darkness.. now..:)
So i just finish writing a poetic expression to
my Bestie Muslim Girl Friend Rafiah.. about the
merits of the Golden Rule of Fearless Harmless
Love for God of and as of all of wE.. from the mountain
to the grain of sand of less and more..
So i go outside to do my sand
and sun dance free with
God.. i look down
without my
corrective lenses
on my face.. in shades
way.. and the sun is reflecting
brightly on shiny looking mineral
specks in the sugar white sandy loam soil..
and nah.. first noW onE has ever spArked
my interest or is ever even noticed by me in
three years of doing this now.. with God of
Nature one and sAMe.. so i pick a fleck
of the shiny mineral looking substance
up.. iT is gold metallic looking in color
and makes the shape of a heArt and
leaf the sAMe.. except iT is like
a heArt penDent
of Nature one..
now with me..
so sure.. God
is both Winking at
me.. smiling at me
and perhaps
laughing
with
me
2..
or 3
and infinity
more now..noW..
and the messAge
is only for me but perhaps
for giving and sharing for
others too.. as of
course the God
of Nature
kNows
FeeLs
SenSes
all too
weLL
iN Force
as sAMe
thaT mY Voice..
heARt.. SpiRit
soUl wholE noW
WilLL carry further
a while longer than
that shiny moment
with God in Heaven..
seriously.. if the sand
shit gold bricks.. i would
be less happy than getting
A
flecK
now oF
God’s
heARt..
as Tree
oF LiFE anD
KNowLedGeONe..:)
Face pain in all shapes and sizes
ugh.. and intensities.. i can relate..
hope it ends soon..
and thank
goodness
tHeRe IS
A
solution..
and i have to
go get my fangs
cleaned on Thursday..
just a got a friendly
Dental Hygienist
reminder..
now off
to your archived
post without pain..;)
Sadly.. the English
Language has
reduced heArt
more to semi-colons
and periods when Art
is speLLed as heARt
and River sane..
HA! iNsanity
stops and goes
and rarely changes..
Nature goes and goes
and rarely stays the same
even in patterns of sand
as positioned
in a desert..
as the wind comes
without semi-colons
and periods to change
all of that whether
we wish
to
stop
or stARt
the WiND for
more liFe different
than what the SuN
broUght oF Now
never sAme
as bEfore..
a hUman cHoice
oF heARt flows with
or without the symbols
that can be written text..
the human spiRit SinGS
without restraint when emoTions
Flow without specks of periods to cut off
breath.. from MoVinG.. ConNecTinG
CreaTinG iN Zone of StreAM noW
wHeRe mINd and BoDy soUl
iS BaLanCinG upon a
now with
no labELs
of whaT
was bEfore
in priSon of hEart
no lonGer SuNG..:)
The SonG ‘Kýrie, eléison means “Lord, have mercy” in Greek, and is a part of many liturgical rites in Eastern and Western Christianity. Kýrie, eléison; Christé, eléison; Kýrie, eléison is a prayer that asks “Lord, have mercy; Christ, have mercy; Lord, have mercy”.[3] According to Page the entire song is, essentially, a prayer.[4]’
as per Wiki research as before
the Tune came into my bRain
directly after i wrote the passage
above about the fleck of God’s HeArt..
i already fElt the essence of the SonG
from the 80’s as remembered noW saMe
as Christ SpiRit for metaphor of
Golden Mercy rule of hUman
being.. all innate…
instinctual and
intuitive
as we
at core..
kind apes..
no less and even
poTenTiaLLy more
than Peaceful Easy
Loving Bonobo Balances
Love and Lust for Peace
and Harmony iN Life NOW as
empirically assessed by science
now with no doubt.. NO.. nO No NO..
hUman BeinGs are not cruel at Nature
given by God aLL of Nature when FReED
to be WiLd as any Child of God WiLLs to bE
iN Balance no less than all the rest of NaTure Free..
and sure tHeir is a burning fire of Love in Christ-like
metaphor for Golden rule as heArt but yes.. aS iN other
metaphors of symbols tHeRe IS A serpent of WiLL that wraps
around thaT heARt of Golden Rule for survival tRue tHat WiLL noW
ultimately do whatever it takes to survive as sure.. Cold Andes Mountain
Plane wrecks show when the most civilized of hUman beings WiLL turn
to Cannibalism.. no different than Bonobo.. when stresses of domesticated
liFe priSons become too much out of BaLancE wiTh Nature.. and sure.. culture
in aLL itS liGht and dArk ways can be pArtly either the dArk Nightmare inspiration
or dreAmy Heaven of NoW inspiring way of LiFe.. tHere is the Jedi Christ-like
spiRit but it is tempered in a way of tribal Sith sword as metaphor when
necessary.. as sure.. retaining a Wild and Free Loving Life
in Liberty for the pursuit of happiness is worth fighting
for.. and this Tribal Instinct of competition
for subsistence is aTiLL Ruled
by reptilian serpent brain
for basic survival…
Sports.. like
the coming
Global Olympic
games IS A much better
way to express the hUman
tribal instinct.. world-wide
soccer competitions..
eTc.. than Bloody
Battlefields
that have
Now no
end.. noW..
A Golden Rule
without an end
speLLs REAL HUMAN SUCCESS
FOR THE ViCTORY OF GOD WiN WE..:)
Ah.. the color red.. the lady in red..
the Ape who is ready to mate..
the Sith who is pissed..
the blood that colors
our hate..
and lust..
lips that say Now
Romance is soft.. LoVinG
and hot.. cheeks flushed
and warming up for Love..
Upper chest colored same..
in eYes of brEast.. male and
female sAMe.. sports cars
for folks who make up
for all of that
in less than
colors
of human
LiFE.. noW..
the color of blood that
runs hot and cold and
sadly just Luke
warm
iN some oF
aLL of wE..
who FeeL Blood Red..
and sAMe iN all ThAt is
LiVinG noW foR Now oF LiFE..:)
OKay.. iF oNE reAlly thInKs… about thiS
and FeeLs iT toO.. thiS iS reaLLy epiC..
Superman.. Batman.. Wonder Woman..
the Joker.. Lois Lane.. and
somEone elsE
aLL
toGeTher..noW..;)
Trick or Treat..
YoUr choice..
when me and
the Cookie Pool
Monster get TogeTheR2..
butt anyWay..
at lEast
i’M no
longer
a 98 cents
EaRThling..;)
So oKay.. the 687th Macro Verse
title changes again from
#wErise #iSreal
to
iRose iSraEL..
as tHeir IS A sentient
intelligence of God wholE so
far beYond hUman intelligence
that trUly rUles and judges in God’s
own way thAt most folks misS it AlToGeTHer..
and the closer i geT to God in ways of Synchronicity
it becomes more incredible by the second.. more amazing
thaN i ever thOught i could experience liFe without thiS hiGher
power as A REAL NATURAL PART OF MY LIFE that cannot even NoW
be fully described in words.. as iT is often so far BeYond words..
i’M not sure i WiLL ever come close to describing
God iN Words.. so far beYond any scientific
definition.. any Jewish or even Occult
Definition.. Bible or Kuran
or any human symbol
i kNow of or FeeL
and SeNSe NoW
jUst beYond books
is what i AM oF God
allone.. riSinG hiGher
by thE second.. iN a
BaLanCinG way thaT iS
cAlm and as easy as Hurricane
eYe oF Y i.. i cannot hope to take many
folks to tHis place WiTh God i eXist but
a few perHaps can come WiTh me for
wHere i’Ve been and places thAt even
i cannot fathom in Hands of God
and so.. noW.. so much
more.. iRose iSraEL..
as those words
from so far
ago..
sTiLL
HOld
powerful
symbolism
for the LuST
and Love oF LiFe
in FigHt of wHat iT
means to FULLY LiVE
WitH GoD FReED.. i say
BRinG God back and
share God
Free for
those
who can
and Do
WiLL thAt iSreal
sure in wERise2..:)
iN Short and tALL..
BLessed BeYond
BeLliEF
bottom
liNe
oF
NoW oNE
to DancE WitH GOD..:)
WeLL.. i slept with the Lady in Red on my miNd and heARt
last niGht.. in DreaMs of One with God as God
for metaphor for Lady in Red too..
as the fire at the middle
of Sun that gives
us life to
the blood
in our veins
that pumps oUr
heaRt.. as without
the core of liFE we no longer
Flow.. we no longer eat and
drink.. and no.. we no longer
reproduce and carry on the
human race.. and i will say
now.. this micro verse
is dedicated to the
young woman
in Pakistan
who was strangled
by her brother as he thought
her free and wild woman in red
behavior was intolerable and as
the laws of Pakistan say.. if the family
forgives.. the murderer.. he could get off free..
in what they call honor killing in the
Sharia rule for not following the rule of
Mohammad and his patriarchal female
ruling friends now same as in
632 AD when a 6 year old
girl could be purchased
and bedded at age 9
with her dolls
in tow..
OR WHAT THE
RIGHT HAND
POSSESSES BECOMES
AS THE SPoILS OF WAR
WHERE RAPE BECOMES
THE WAR OF GOD..
or ‘lightly’ beating
‘disobedient’ wives..
i’M sorry.. i MEAN..
NO I’M NOT NOW..
but to lie means
more womEn will die..
at the hands of men who
think they can control the free
God of all pArts of huMan Nature
who do live less or more wild in however
God manifests as hUman being.. yes.. as science
shows.. the human species is not even FucKinG aT
core a monogamous species as the Kinsey reports
and others have clearly shown.. some are monogamous
but the majority are not.. of course males naturally leading
that human.. nature and God reality same.. some folks will
never feel comfortable parading tHeir bodies around naked
and for others who ARE more wild and free with God Nature eXposed
they do it noW like second air as i GOD DaM SuRE WiLL TOO WITHIN
THE LIMITS OF THE U.S. IN what LOCAL.. STATE.. AND FEDERAL LAWS
DO ALLOW.. anyWay.. the truth is for males who are too afraid that they are too
weak to hold the interest of their girlfriends or wives.. their method of control
is to execute it with force.. and sure the converse applies.. as well as within the
realm of legal papers named marriage where there are consequences for
straying.. including divorce and splitting up the marital assets
and starting again for those who lives revolve around
temporal material success..
SO ANYWAY.. here are the facts
about honor killing in Pakistan
and other related information..
http://www.cnn.com/2016/07/18/asia/pakistan-qandeel-baloch-brother-confession/index.html
“On the morning Qandeel was murdered,
she shared a picture of herself staring
defiantly into the camera, wearing a pair
of leopard print pants and a black tank top.”
i say.. YOU GO GIRL..
On the list of 145 countries featured in the World
Economic Forum’s 2015 Gender Gap Report,
Pakistan is second to last with regards to gender disparity.
According to the Independent Human Rights Commission of
Pakistan, violence against women is rampant, with as many
as 212 women being killed in the name of ‘honor’ in the
first five months of 2016. Pakistan’s Prime Minister,
Nawaz Sharif, has vowed to tackle the problem
but critics say few concrete
steps have been taken.
i say..
WOMEN ARE STILL DYING
AND THE ISLAM SHARIA
LAW IN PAKISTAN
STILL SUPPORTS
IT.. at least in part.
STILL
WAITING
FOR CONCRETE
STEPS TO BE TAKEN.
“Despite reports that she was scared for her life,
she wrote that she was a fighter.
“I will bounce back,” she said,
adding that she wanted to
inspire women who have been
“treated badly and dominated by society.”
i say.. go girl again..
And now i say.. God is
listening and watching
in Karmic eYes of God
huwomanifest
in
hUman
being..
And this is what
the Killer said..
“The brother of Pakistani social media star,
Qandeel Baloch, says he’s proud he killed his
sister, claiming he did it because “girls are born to stay home.”
And this is what the other Killer
and rapist Mohammad said..
as i already said
it above..
and now i say..
Fortunately..
Muslim countries
are comprised of Human
Beings and no matter what
he or she said before.. human
beings will strive to take care of
each other.. and gloss over the
injustices of before..
but the truth
is sometimes
the obvious
truth
must
be said
clearly with
no ifs ands or buts..
as when i saw that Tarzan
movie.. that man with the mustache
and the hat who was in charge of the killing
and enslaving of the black folks was Mohammad
incarnate again on screen.. i’Ve seen ‘the horse’
up close
and personal
and the horse
is very dark
and dangerous
as the horse knows
how to mix love with
hate and get his way..
but true Angels of God
are not deterred at all
or fooled by the lies
of psychopathic
leaning
humans..
And here is what the
Gnostic Jesus had to say
about it in sacred texts attributed
to Jesus long before Constantine
or Mohammad had the opportunity
to twist what was left of these earlier
pristine texts un-convered in original
form as late as 1959 in Egypt and
to be clear.. there are still no
written words of the man named Yeshua
and Jesus.. as scribed from oral mixed
tradition the 40 years after he died
as records suggest that this was written
100 years after he died.. no suggestion of the
myths of a virgin birth.. resurrection or any non-human
natural human miracles.. and no.. i do not agree with all
of it either.. as i will Love my Mother and Father no matter
how much i disagree with them.. and yes.. i will offer dissent
to great extent.. but i refuse to even hate Mohammad or
Adolf Hitler same.. as over 200 Million deaths have
been attributed to the rise of Mohammad’s empire
as human warrior ways will do with or without
a so-called religious hand of God..
to secure territory and subsistence
resources including reproductive
controls for mating
and making
more children
to replace those
who have fallen in wars..
it’s not a pretty picture.. in fact
it is horrifying but it is part of
human nature when
there is competition
for resources no less
and more than the rest
of the animal kingdom too..
but yes.. with WILL over fearless
Love WE CAN DO BETTER TOGETHER…
http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm
Jesus as reported in the
Gnostic Gospel of Thomas says..
“37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments and
put them
under your feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
Does that remind you of anything
i do.. WeLL the truth is it works..
when a person loses the
guilt that has been
instilled upon
them by the
lies of Abrahamic
Religious myths
that the lady in red
who is naked from
head to toe no
less than
Marilyn
Monroe
and a LOT more
by the bravery of
this hero woman
in Pakistan.. or
and the Penis of the
even uncircumcised
human being now..
is anything less
than Now noW..
holy and sacred
they are simply lying
to themselves and
lying to and as God
the same as God is
Wild and free and sure..
somenows/then in arid lands
God wants to keep the moisture
in and not die of thirst by covering
up with light.. light colored clothing.. that works..
fine.. but in places like Florida where the humidity
is high.. and not evaporating sweat on the skin
to cool the body in the free air of God could
mean heat stroke and death.. it is only a fool
who would cover tHeir Body from head to toe
and die in disrespect of God’s Greatest gift
of liFe.. Jesus was a Naturist.. a Yogi-like
Dude eerily similar to me..
it’s easy to see if you
read that sacred text..
down to almost
EVERYTHING i
say and Do iF
one reads
deeper
than the
lies of Constantine
and his Catholic Cohorts..
and like i say.. the Karmic
eYe oF God huwomanifest
in all “wErise” human
bEinGs
“iSreal’
iS watching
as the title of this
687th Macro Verse goes
and changes iN the longest long form
poem personal bible.. now approaching
4 million words.. at least four times longer
than the old bible.. both.. old testament
and new testament put toGeTHer.. and
40 times longer than the Kuran
as only a flea of what
Mohammad could
do then.. as
compared to
mE.. except for
purchasing little
girls for sex and marriage..
and being a war lord and
raping and pillaging the opposing
teams material goods and mothers
and sisters and wives.. i’d rather
be a writer with words/dance as
my only sWords are feat of feet and
hands of PeN
iS what i do
2.. noW Now
Free as God
can be maNiFest
in hUman being and
if nothing else i AM
jUst fulfilling that Saint
John Verse that says
that Jesus reports tHeRe
WilL be those who come and
do more works through hope..
faith.. and belief than he did then..
and hell no.. he was handicapped..
as he had no iPhone6s.. iMac desktop
silver workhorse.. or a pair of earbuds to
pick and choose his prophets and angels
from around the world and share them in
Google and Youtube and overall web
ways of a new age of freedom of
speech and all other forms
of human expression
from head to
toe..
and
sure there
IS A photo(S) that
goe(S) along with this..
As someone i heard somewhere
said something about someone
somewhere coming in glory
to judge
the living
and the dead..
and a Kingdom
that has no end..
i’M not waiting
around for anyone
else to do it.. as Jesus
said Just do it.. and DO IT MORE..
AND i HOPE THE SAME WitH YOU..
as the latest Superman Movie as the
writer said IS A metaphor for the
return of Jesus.. when Jesus
would say i cannot
do it alone
we must
rise aLL
toGether
and do iT aLL..
#iSreal #wErise ..
And if Jesus were to
come back now..
i’m quite
sure tHeRe
would be a hug
and a shake of hands..
and that would be enough
reward for me to serve like this NOW
as a soldier of Love/God with NO FEAR..:)
#QandeelBaloch
And yes.. i kNow i’M juSt a needle in a haYstack..
a tiny wave in an ocean of world-wide web..
a hUman with many huMan weaknesses
and functional disabilities..
but the bottom
line is for those
iN ThE #iSreAl
#wErise REAL
KnoW anD FeeL
anYthing iS possible
WiTH GoDHeaRt@HanD..
as the TITLE
CONTINUES
CHANGE..
but my words
are set in online SToNE..
and Love iS written iN THiS SToNE..
MaKinG room for anOTheR SonG noW..:)
Yes.. the eye is back..
and again.. the new
and improved Karmic eYe..
in left way
viewS..;)
Your wife has very sexy shoulders.
That is so funny that you were taking pictures of that girl’s butt on TV … the one rescuing the sea turtle. 🙂
This is an awesome photo:
This one too:
And this:
… all your sky images
Ooh, I love this:
I like this:
I love that Francine Rivers book, Redeeming Love. Really good.
Beautiful:
Now, for the writing.
This is awesome: “other folks tend to see the glass closer to half scared”
“we create
our own realities from our
experiences of before..
and what we dare
to create anew” … True.
“‘they’ all have excellent
rhythm in moving hips” … Truer.
“i am a very nice Yellow
boy” … I love this. 🙂
“It’s silly to go on pretending that under the skin we are all brothers. The truth is more likely that under the skin we are all cannibals, assassins, traitors, liars, hypocrites, poltroons.” — Henry Miller
Great quote.
I love the word “mutations” for some reason.
“Oh Kali.. you do
look A lot like God overall
just sticking your tongue out
at uS” … I hope so. 🙂
“i FucKinG
mean business..
hehe.. it’s FucKinG
hilarious when i move
from Ballerina to Lion
in a spin of
my throat” … Hee hee.
“cannibals live in cities
it is what primates do when cAged..
and why they long for Vampire movies” … Right?!
That is really sad about the little Muslim girls.
“Funny what a vine
can do with
roots that
never
give uP” … I heart this.
I still can’t get enough of that Lorde song, “Royals,” either.
“we hUmans.. relatively speaKing.. are functionally
disabled by culture.. and have forgotten so much
of potential hUman iNteLLiGenCes that are not
even tOuched by Standard IQ meAsures” … Yup.
“find a way to get fearless” … Great advice.
I LOVE Mumford and Sons.
Nice to see you again, Fred. Sorry it’s been so long.
~S
WeLL.. Shawna.. so nice of you to come by.. and hehe..
no need ever to say you are sorry to me or it has been
so long.. as in my terms of time.. all is now..
and you never left.. and after all..
oh my God.. you had to travel
probably close to 30,000
words and 200 or so photos
to get down to even say
hello on this 20th day of
July.. yeah.. sure i’Ve missed
you but yes.. you have four children
and are home schooling and this is
an Ocean Poem.. and not just a fly
by night verse of words and yes a
fly night verse of words too.. hehe..
in broads day light of course too..
and haha.. actually i didn’t
notice that girl’s
butt on the
Turtle photo..
as not only are
Katrina’s shoulder
lovely hehe.. so sure..
i’ve seen better butt days
than that too.. but i do love
all female butts as they do provide
a fertile way for human growth.. as
the scientist.. man speaks uP for me..
what else.. oh Lord.. i was just gonna
go outside and sand dance before i got
yoUr notification.. but i AM alWays pleased
to hear from another Super Creative individual
who home schools all four of her kids2.. and hope
all is going great on the home front there.. have spotted
your footprint here and there across dVerse trails but ugh..
no linkie to hook up with your poetic words yet.. been sitting
in this chair way too long today.. do have to sand dance in the
Sun but if that hyperlink is still working for a place you stay..
i’LL
be by
to check
the latest
version of Shawna
and all of her poetic word
play and see wHeRe we can go
neXt.. yes.. Lovely seeing your text
here and perhaps i’LL catch a smile
of your glimpse of whatever you are
doing now.. after i sweat a little bit
and work on my artful
head to
toe
TAN..;)
*Update.. went
back and looked at
that butt you are talking
about and the girl’s butt up
there is covered by a WEAR TV
Channel 3 news banner.. ugh that other
one is a man’s butt.. you had me a little
worried i missed a great girl’s butt..
but the dude’s
tattoo on
his leg
is okay i guess..
i suppose he needs
to get to the gym
and grow some hair on
his legs.. funny isn’t it
how women no longer like men
with hairy chests compared to the
70’s where my fur was one of my
main selling points back then..
now it’s ooh a hairy man..
instead of oh lala or
whatever excited
women say
that way..
i remember
one super
Virgin
Catholic
Filipino
girl say
at a outdoor
festival looking
at my dark chest
forest then..
oh Fred
that looks
so good..
i blushed
i blushed
and blushed
some more…
any way.. Ape
i’ll be
Ape i Am
proud Ape
to be hairy
handed or not..
oh.. and that reminds
me.. another Pacific Islander
Virgin Catholic Girl told me
when i was playing Volley ball
with her at school or rather
she asked me.. Fred is the
Color of your
hair Golden..
i said i guess
and blushed
very red
again..
and for some
reason my pants
got tighter too..
oh the joys of
living back then..
in NEW Jerusalem
wHere even bad boys
respected women oh so true..
unless they were not virgins
and oh boy that was so truly sad..
but stuff changes.. from head to toe and MORE..;)
http://pianowarm.blogspot.com
oKay.. i have to go play
in the sand and sun..
but will be back
in a bit to
play more
with you..
hehe..
just to
hold you
over ’till
the neXt
play of
wE comes..;)
Yes.. i’M back and oh Lordy
it’s so so hot outside..
and of course after
doing that
i AM
greeted
with an excellent
shaped butt.. with
some blue jeans on..
and just to be honest..
she looks like she is ready
for anything that comes next..
Oh Lord i’M sTiLL dripping with
sweat and my feet are still half
coated with sand on top..
okay.. off now to
see what
jeweLs
of fun
and play
in creation
activity i kind find
next.. as Lord kNows
today and yesterday i got
i might bit top serious in play
now to let it all go an duSt have fUn..;)
i just stArted to say i will
now ravish your poetry from
top to bottom.. except for
the pARts i have
already filled
iN.. but
i look down
and see your
bottom has gotten
much longer than
beFore so sTiLL
wE wiLL
see what
comes neXt..
as Lord kNows2..
a Girl with a cowboy
hat with a quick release skirt
is super
sweet
kool
too..;)
note here..
i’m starting
to fiLL like i
AM the Walrus aGain..;)
as note ends.. with
Shawna now fully in toes..
and feat of hands..
in poETry
Freest
style
WTF
FTW.. as
Walruses and
egg men sAMe
WiLL do to WiLL
when sEt FReED..;)
First oF aLL Love to be
able to fully play
with a highly
creative skeLeton
BRain and a key
of 11:50 a
or pm
with
28 seconds
and sTiLL counting
more.. hmm.. the
key has pink laces
and the pInk shoes
have grey laces..
and very
soon
tHere
maY bE
a Deeper
meaning for
that as sure..
what is written
will be dOne
onLY in
how
iT Can
be interpreted
by creative minds..
and yes.. bodies too
all iN BaLaNCe sOUL..;)
(ps.. a zillion youtube
sonGS are running through
my head.. juSt great to accompany
all these spRead oUt tHoughts
sTiLL to come)
as free
association
is the key
to all creativity..
prophecy.. Wholy
Spirit stuff and
the all
creAMy
wax that
starts us
all aLivE.. as
Big Bangs wE..;)
First of all one time
you said thank you for
the privilege of Carouseling
your eYes.. Jesus F. In Christ
imagine what it would be like
to visualize almost every word
ya saw.. after you read oh God..
100 million or so..
i can’t totally
do that
but 4some
reason i can
sure remember
yours..
purple eyes
and pink and
blue everything else..
sounds like a chick flick
to me.. i’m pretty sure you
would eventually want to see
an ax
murder
movie again..hehe..;)
Okay.. i’ve heard of getting
kicked out of bed for
eating crackers
but eating
toast
is like
Breakfast
in bed.. so
i can’t say
that is
too mean
of you to eat toast
on your husband’s side..
as long as you eat the crumbs..
and don’t break the bread too much..
oh Lord.. iF Katrina isn’t mad at me at
least once
a day..
i take
her pulse..
but she is way
too OCD to eat
anything in bed..
ugh.. the things
i miss out on in life..
seriously.. i wouldn’t
get mad at all if she ate cake on bed..
as long as she licked the icing
and didn’t
get the
bed
too sugary
and sticky..;)
WiLL is so important..
and Oh Lord society
takes it away by providing
all the instructions before
we almost
live and leave
the crib..
where to go..
what to study..
what to write..
how to sit still
all day moving on
from one class to
another 7 or 8 times
a day.. and now the screens
are a new 4 to 27 inch domain..
with 60 inches or so of HDTV reality
beyond the
smells of
flowers..
and mosquito
bite itches..
to feel
ya skin..
hmm.. yes..
wHere did WiLL
go.. to School.. to Work..
only Free play liFe trUly bRinGS
back what we WiLL to wAnt..
i want iT all now.. i found
now.. and i need
nothing
but now..
dam
it was
so simple
aLL alongG
now.. iS
was and
is all that is
now.. so i savor
now.. like a lollipop of God..
and should i say i suck on it..
nah..
that would BE
PC incorrect..
butT i surely enjoy
every last drop of God
water
noW..
FReED..:)
Oh.. Devil yes.. been
tHeRe done the skeleton
hAir dance.. that never moves..
with cLouded eYe lids of dArkness
blUes thaT fAde to grey.. SinKinG
leSS
than
grey
as dead..
oh.. the bones
so cold.. the bones
so lone.. where split
ends become dead branches gone..
and all the leaves have wept to sleep..
just looking
uP waiting
for the
Sun to
come
aGain..
SpRing liGht
iN Winter Skeleton greys…
in wait of skeleton white reflections liGht..:)
Absence
makes
the heARt
gRow wander..
Ravens store
no eat
for
wonder..:)
Yes.. PS.. eTc..
That woman’s
right hand
is maKinG
me kinda
horny..
somehow
i skipped
her skeleton
right half..
funny how the
mind moves to
get
down..
even with
holey eye..;)
ps2 play
station
3..
*skeleton
left hand
side..
or i will
delete
my prompt..
ugh.. no mistakes
alloWed.. bonies or not..;)
This makes
4 comments
on one Shawna
prompt.. oh teacher
oh teacher.. i wanna
another gold star now..
or at least
extra
credit
like
they do
in home school2..;)
Now to move on
4 step
5..;)
And here is
six and oh God
you’ve caught up..
as i now move on
with my
favorite
number
6 in fuller under tow..;)
um Yum
is an om
for me
as i sit
underneath
my dog wood
tree.. oh.. but i cannot
sit still so i fidget.. get up
and lift my toes.. next is
a side swing of soul of foot
to the left and right.. hips slowly
sway.. thighs and knees move
in waving
lines.. fingers
raise to sun.. clouds
and dogwood tree top too..
whirling twirling i go.. me
and God never
get Dizzy
as gravity
becomes
our friEnd sAMe..
we fly we fly on terrestrial
plane.. cRap.. walKing on water
is boRing
compared
to this fun
on
sand..
or even breakfast
in bread with extra
crumbs of toast
but that
icing
was delicious
when the wife
swallowed the last bite..
the cake is all finished
what wiLL
come
neXT..;)
ugh oh..
i feel like
i just walked
naked out my
private back yard
into the
street..
hehe..
and now
i’LL move
on
out
of hillabillaritrUmpway..;)
Ah spread
open places
love the clear
view here..
and did you
say naked and nude
as noodles come soft and hard..;)
Oh Lord that reminds me
of what stays at the Sim
Soc and Las Vegas stays
at Las Vegas.. yeah..
Jesus F in Christ..
a leadership class
where folks had the
opportunity free to cheat
on their wives.. everyone was
drinking at the bar tables.. and
i was still Autistic shy as hell.. good
thing.. i guess.. as i remember catching
the tale end of someone
saying they
walked in
the room
and saw
him
or her on
top of her
or him and
by the end
of that class her
or him or the other
person was pregnant too..
hmm..
people can
be such rascals
when they think
no one is looking..
that’s Y i do it all out
in the open.. as my
scarlet letter is what it is
read
on top..
with no
one else..;)
Lord.. this
makes me
glad my
hobby
is
dance..;)
I was just
going to your
bottom and
now i’m back
up to your top..
and truly the
ab
sense
makes the
top and
bottom
easier
to
navel
gate..;)
Oh God yes..
dancing on the
table top..
and
the earth
is definitely
mY table
top
dance
haul overall..
it’S like the world
IS A strip joint and
i’MfuLLy clothed
with Bliss..;)
Now.. i’m thInking what’s
easier.. all this fun
or approving
all my comments
to see what comes
next.. oh Jesus
again
F.
in Christ..
my handwriting
is a wreck of chicken
scratch worse that Kurt
Cobain.. and i can’t even
play guitar..
thanks
God
for Dance..
yeah.. it’s crazy
but i remember
the way Kurt Cobain
writes.. and i like Nirvana
but tHeir songs are just ok to me..
but i do Love
teen spirit
still over
the age of
18 in dance hall way..
to be clear just the spirit..
as shy Autistic boys sTill do now..;)
Yay.. up top
again with
more Coyote Ugly..;)
So now i’m down
at Songs.. and
this reminds me
of a girl i once knew
who talked dirty to me..
she said.. never mind
never
mind
keep your
head here..
while i keep it clean..;)
Man.. i mean
Woman.. i mean
Shawna.. i mean
that stringed instrument
there is a great Yo YO play..;)
Oh God ..i knew if i cLicked
on that liNk i would go straight
DOWN
to Angel
Monster
Anime
porn..
but yes..
it was tastefully
done as the super
masculine Angel
will mix
as fallen
Angels
do with
earth
bound
sweety
Angels.. too..;)
Too much
traffick
here
i’LL
skip to
the next
one and perhaps
be back in official ‘form’..;)
Word be
tOld i am
a lips
and eyes man..
and this is pleasing..
very pleaSinG..
and yes of
course
hips
too..
and
xtC
2..
done right of course..;)
Ugh.. looks
likes a
one
night
stand..
Love without
emotion only sucks..;)
Some how
this reminds
me of what i just
said in reverse of
9
and
6 form..;)
There is
nothing
i Love better
than a 32 string
guitar with
pleasant
lips..;)
This reminds me
to perHaps go back
and finish up on that
Journey prompt..
as i continue
to cover
you in
commentaries noW
in real time journey flow..;)
This reminds me of what
it looks like when a butterfly
enters a black Whole soul
and loses
all its
colors
until it
comes out
on the other
side 66 months
later.. and finds
out human
cocoons
are a
real deal now..
iN 8.. 9.. 10
1 start again..;)
Hmm.. back
out of Wonderland
back in Wonderland
but still
back to
work and
i’LL keep Playing..
on all fours
too..;)
i like
the suck
version better..
it has more
piz
az
to it..
with
cake
accumulations..;)
CRap.. how did
i miss Kid
Rock way
back
up here..
and i wanna
be a Cowboy..
anyway..
kid
rocks..
it’s like
i felt someone
wondering why
i left
this
kid’s rock out..;)
WeLL cRap again..
i just looked at
that previous poem
verse too.. and come to
find out it sucked too..;)
That’s
truly
a great
dance position..
very comfy and cozy looking..
like holding a Teddy bear.. etc..;)
Man.. i mean
Shawna.. it can
be difficult to have
some names from other
countries and live here
in the
U.S. of A..
unless it’s
non-
fiction
of course..
or Kida Rock.;)
Naked
YouTube
SonGs are the best..
there was a really
cool one about
the Lady in Red
last night
but i
didn’t
wanna
offend
anyone
with
the female
free form..;)
Window pane flowers
of artificial
purple
light..
nah.. i’d
rather be
real too and
never be like that2..;)
Well okay.. i end here
with a multi-colored
keyboard
on the
bottom
line.. perhaps
a Beatle Walrus..
a Yellow Submarine
play and am Egg man
too with Easter Colors here
smILing.. and to free associate like
the Beatles do as well.. BRinGs
different interpretations of
what could
and might
fly.. truly
no different
than abstract
thoughts in revelation2..
hmm.. now it’s time to work
out.. i guess i celebrated the
dVerse celebration at your
place.. now
but
at
least
you said hi..
wInks.. Love
ya Friend.. fair
wishes and following
sees on your re-reTirement
into wheels that alWays have
new rubber
of Shawna
Free..;)
WE are aLL going to have to iSreal wErise
up to get this job dONe of peace
for East and West..
stArting witH the
balance of our
own hemisphere’s
of miNd and Body way..
and then the two hemisphere’s
of Earth.. and Latitudes and Longitude
of hUmans WiLL Follow neXt as particles of H20 streaM
ZoNes whole as Rivers to Field and Ocean sAMe..
but will all that sAid.. herE IS A Facebook quoted
meMory from mE from three years ago here..:)
http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/07/peace-prayer-for-east-and-west_20.html
‘Peace Prayer for East and West’
IT is All for Love.
IT rings true backword or forward Center Balance of One and All.
The fight of west against east is Prayer Peace.
ALL One Sees Passion Life Sees One aLL
IS Experiences Ones
Neither an Answer
OR Question
Neither IS Question
an Answer Neither
Ones Experiences IS
All
IS
All
One
All
Ah
Ones IS
Ya
Way
One
All
IS
All
IS Experiences Ones…
Ones Experiences IS…
aLL One Sees Life Passion Sees One ALL
Love for All is IT.
SMiLes came back long
enough to say hi
and catch
the last five
for a total of
41.. night
night.. Shawna Baby..;)
Ok.. i’LL go
bottom
five to top one..
and that’s quite
a selection of wine
that rap dude has..
a silver cross with
pp.. a stick
and star
and a
ya don’t
mess with big
bad jim sneer..
anyway.. lean back
is what ya do with ya ride..
when ya are super fly cool..
and yes.. i too have advanced
to the Tiger on the Savannah
relaxed
walk..;)
Glad to the
twins are
still doing
well..;)
Man.. i mean Shawna..
i Love eclectic Album
Covers and oh my God
i have an ear bug from
i Am the Walrus
and Jim
Carrey
SinGinG
the SonG
that i don’t
wanna get
rid of as Jesus
F. in Christ..
being
silly
is so much
more fun than
serious.. a clown
i’LL stay and the
village
idiot
i’LL
continue
to play for free..
even without
shits
and grins..;)
“snakes
amateur
attempt
entrance
resurrection th/igh
parallels rootless
legs my die refuse i but
plagues with me scalds
still scripture quiche
Spanish my rim
quiet along
hunger called wish
tracing stag
European
indoor-
became Grey
Sebastien day
room b(re)aking
the heart—
my lost I
this: know but
bed the jib and
up it back just
know you didn’t
servants have i
penetrations eight-
figure about prophecy
continues music Irish
while brackets gloomy
cortico castrated our
guarding i(nsi)dicy
mischievous this
through stumbling
keep goo button-belly
sticks licorice
in written-notes
ransom block-half
around Pagan-wearing
Mansion almost cremating
decay and slaughter of horrors
here in hot
frigging it’s
bitches,
me breathes.”
Hehe.. i just
Palindromed you..
with a Trumpwriter..;)
(note: this means
this IS A quote
of Shawna’s
Poem in
reverse)
Ps..
told ya..
you would
be desiring
an ax-like
murder
movie
soon..;)
Oh.. Lord.. got
confused.. didn’t
realize Sebastien
was a tailored suit
boy.. thought
we were
back
at
50 shades
of grey.. but
never the less..
night
night
dear as
black
and red
sith devils might say…;)
“Few are willing to brave the disapproval of their fellows, the censure of the colleagues, the wrath of their society. Moral courage is a rarer commodity than bravery in battle or great intelligence. Yet it is the one essential, vital quality for those who seek to change a world that yields most painfully to change. Each time a person stands up for an idea, or acts to improve the lot of others, or strikes out against injustice, he sends forth a tiny ripple of hope, and crossing each other from a million different centers of energy and daring, those ripples build a current that can sweep down the mightiest walls of oppression and resistance.” — Robert F. Kennedy Speech, South Africa, 1966
it’s a tough road fighting ingrained culture..
it’s a culture that keeps human life going..
It’s a catch
22 that
goes
both ways..
and yes.. Kennedy
iS correcT noW
someone
has to
make
An effort..
one word.. one
step at a now or the cave
art remains.. alWayS iNsaMe..:)
Thanks to you my friend.. Shawna..
i’Ve been discussing some really
sad/sick and disgusting stuff
the last couple of days..
and it was heArt
relief
in our
little poem
play yesterday..
And ha!.. poEtry
with another person
is like sex.. with another
person you Love.. the more
you hold
back
the
more you
have to give..
hehe.. and sometimes
that’s equally true when
ya would kinda like to punch
the person
and they
don’t strike
ya
fancy
@aLL..
oh.. the dARk
and liGht oF liFe
you move me both
ways and sides now..;)
Ha! sorry..
no i’m not
sorry.. in fAct
even when i wanna
be sorry.. i’m usually
not sorry.. as i base my
philosophy of liFe on unconditional
Fearless Love.. and sometimes it’s true it
hurts the feelings of other’s ignorance when one
strives on with Love..
you kNow the kind
that says
walk
in front
of the world totally
naked and unashamed
like the Gnostic Gospel
of Jesus
said to
set ya free..
i find these truths
self evident.. and truly
what is self evident in my
eYes is the trUth and liGht
of what God SinGs to mY
heARt.. SpiRit and SoUL..
and i cannot help
but to repeat
this SonG
literAlly
close
to 12 million words..
God inspires me so much
as all free spirited animate
and inanimate paRts of God do..
tHere are lots
of preconceived
notions of protestant
preachers in my mind
as my life goes by and what
i have experienced of that in
both dArk and liGht.. including
moments with my tennis buddy
Catholic Monsignor from high
school.. i kNow
and feel
the secrets
underneath
the cloth.. and
i cannot help but
to expose those too..
in each and every way..
anyWay..
kNowing you
and FeeLinG you
the way i do..
i don’t
see how
it could
be easy
for you to
be truly you
and fully you..
married to a man
of the cloth down south
in Alabama lands..
but i’m sure you
do your best as you
do here.. my friEnd..
alWays best wishes to
you.. and your husband and
four Lovely children.. see you down
the trail.. as Shawna never gets old to me
iN aLL yOUr
liGht
and
dARk
my FriEnd..:)
Facebook Friend Himali shares
a link that sings to a woman’s
desire for Romance in books..
and the
more
complicated
men of life.. so i say..
SMiLes.. my friEnd Himali..
we are all born on this rock named
earth.. some folks see all the
colors of the stone
and romance
it and others
tend to rape
it without much
FeeLinG of Beauty
oF all the Colors oF Love…
Romancing this stone
iS what i do
as pLay
oF liFe..
the Earth
is my Lover
in all it gives
and takes as well..
as truLy Love is Written in the Stone..
And then tHere are the stars and all of God
beYond
to give
and take
as Fearless Love..:)
Facebook Friend Himali returns..
So true.. We come from the earth
and belong to it… No better
lover than the nature..:)
And i say..
Yes.. my friend Himali..
sad when folks separate
themselves from Nature and
surely in work life i did that for
decades with Nature finAlly taling
me in Nature’s own way to come back
home and home
is wHere i live
now.. no longer
a Wrong planet of culture..
the cAll of the Wild SinGs God’s
SonG unmistakable in book ways..
when one hearS it noW as HeARt
spiRit SunG soUL SonG SO-FReED..:)
WeLL.. as i’ve mentioned before..
in longest long form style
poetic expressions
sTiLL
now.. to
free associate
and art in eclectic
ways is to Force 10
as Rush says in SonG
too.. and go further than
the tribe before..
it’s what
super
stars
of
Creativity
through all nows
have done.. the nomads..
the crazy ones.. hell yes of course
the dopamine filled somewhat to
extremely manic one’s
with dark lows
too..
like Jim
Carrey.. Robin
Williams.. and
his dead
poet’s
society
come to life
in me as wELL
iN all ways that comeS now2..
ThE more colors we feel as heARt
oF liFE the more we Sense and sex
and all the rest.. in ExpresSinG those
FeeLinGs and Senses and sure sexual
intelligence as pArt of the core libido
that drives life in general
in most all living
species of
the animal
Kingdom
sAMe..
and fishes..
butterflies..
and other
insects
and
living
stuff too2..
and sure even
at the smallest particles
that join togeTher in INterdependent
relationship with all that is aka God too..
Life is sexy.. very very sexy.. to eXpress a
SEXY SPIRIT IS TO LIVE FREE.. to close
it up like a book and never open it up until
you are of marrying age or never at all
like a priest.. or monk.. can be to
never fully live and love
at all.. in this spiRiT
oF God and hUman
togeTher ONE more
fully alive..
as miNd
and BoDy
Balance soUL
#iSreal as real can be
#wErise toGeTher Free
in MoVinG ConnEcTinG
cReating liGht ways or we
fAll to the non-moving.. non-
connecting ways of non-creativity
that sets much of the world sTiLL
iN DarKness way.. sad thing is it’s
hard to change the titanic around when
all it’s ever seen and done and felt in life
is more or less like an iceberg always waiting
to
die..
i’ve seen
the iceberg through
the eyes of my friends here
and those who consider me an
enemy or those who simply do not
have the ability to understand me
hardly at all.. the iceberg is
ominous for those who
live in this dark
titanic way..
they are
hidden
from God allthatis
and the pain sings a horribly
dark SonG to eYes and eARs
that would love to heal.. so i
try.. i cry..
i continue
to try..
i want give up
as i have been both
titanic and iceberg one
in the dArk way of liFe that
is Evil without even FeeLinG
or SenSinG or SeXinG liFe @ALL..
oh the balance.. oh the KUNG FU BALANCE
more than a kick or punch.. the Balance liveS now..
FREE UNCONDITIONALLY
IN FEARLESS
LOVING WAYS..:)
As mentioned earlier i will easily go toe to
toe with any man or woman of the so-called cloth
as i kNow and FeeL the so-called secrets
underneath a cloth of lies and truth
trUe in both dArk and liGht..
and while i might not win
a battle with Bruce Lee..
just try me.. i cry..
just try me..
with words
as sWords.. as
i’ve been around the
block of 11 to 12 million or
so now written.. and i can whirl
and twirl a tongue of liGhTENing
and thunder vocal chordS aS weLL..
as the Lion SinGS a SonG that
WiLL not easily be missed when
SunG
as Roar
as Roar
does FloW
iN liVinG zonE
oF liFE as Free to bE..
Yeah.. i kNow and FeeL like
they say.. take a picture it lasts
longer and that is why i type to
take a picture as symbol iN
essence oF
a Lion’s
Roar
forevermorenow..
or as Long as Servers
oF iT in Robot way serve
me up some more in web ways..;)
WeLL.. those two memories are from a year ago..
this one comes into more so-called secular ways
of liFE out of Church and Martial Arts sAMe..
but the samE prophetic spiRit that can
SinG in SonGS of church RinG
trUe in all other art forms too..
even in commercial ads
as they play to
human archetypes
that run no less deep..
if someone is selling panty
hose or filling up the
golden bowls
at tithing
nows of church..;)
http://www.waystationone.com/2016/07/srijam-psalm-in-three-parts.html
WeLL.. as the scientists
say.. most all humans are
born innate with ability to
eventually speak and do non-verbal
language.. mine was delayed but eventually
will not stop.. hehe.. and sure there is the
non-verbal language that has always been
the primate way to dance and speak..
and that is the language over
here in so-called
First problem
world..
that is endangered
the most along with
vocal speak..
as in all
stuff in life
use it or lose it
applies.. and yes.. this
comes with empathy and
FeeLinG too that has alWays
been related more in non-verbal
FeeLinG communication.. touch
and face and all the rest
of dancing
body too..
these truths and
liGhts are self-evident
and tHeRe is great innate
science as to why the non-verbal
dance of life along with SonG of Voice
is what makes us human.. and noW heals
us from head to toe to heArT.. in the west
we are losing that.. and sure
in the big
cities
of India
they are
striving
not to lose
it too.. the breath
of a child in SonG
says more
than
words
will
ever
tale
my Friend..
Brian Miller.. to
Breathe Free.. i..2
to Love and
Live Fearless
FReED..
and
sure
i
live..
Nice to see you
friEnd hope yoUr
journey continues aLive2..;)
Blogger Friend SOHEIR
shares a photo that says..
ALLAH can mend a broken
heart, but you have to
give him
all the
pieces
And i saY in
trUthful liGht
response..
True.. To
Hide any of
The pieces of we
From God is
Pain…. Hope
You are doing
WeLL.. Friend
SOHEIR..:)
SOHEIR says..
Hello Fred!
Have a great day and thanks!!
i say..
You too..
SOHEIR..
Welcome
And SMiLes..:)
SOHEIR says..
..:-)…
And i say
like with
the like
Word Press function..
And now i say heRE noW..
The measure of humanity
iS reciprocal social communication..
whether that comes in vocal speak..
non verbal language of body or sign
language in text.. videos.. photos..
and or other symbolic
sign language
to approximate
the essence of
social reciprocal
hUman communication
IS A way oF all social mammal
animals in the animal kingdom….
iF one was blind and deaf like Helen
Keller they might find a typewriter way
of symbolic communication to type as well..
but what i have found in my vast Internet
travels as the words do report in
68 months all around online as
empirical evidence in all
11 to 12 million words
or so still documented
between my blogs and
the Wrong Planet etc.. sTill..
is that the human who reciprocates
text communication without fail is the
human who touches human the most
in text online.. and sure.. not every
one even has time to hardly
communicate at all
WitH love iN the
human touch
as school and work
can exhaust in ways of
mechanical cognition with
little left for huMan heARt..
expreSsinG of thaT heARt
oF EmotiONs.. SenSes.. and
yes.. SeXuality too.. by way
of Reciprocal Social hUman
communication in Social
Empathic ways of Mind and
Body cognition in KnoWinG
and FeeLinG wayS in metaphor
oF ReaL soUL of hUman bEinG
when in balance as creating art and systemizing
ways science of the overall human touch that
connects us as one race of Life with the
rest of Nature God aLL one as WeLL..
problem is.. we restrict pArts of our
God Given as Nature human
nature through the nuts
and bolts of
culture
and religion..
This Allah and
God sAMe wears no
cultural clothes beyond what
we are born with.. as we co-create
with God one as us.. sAMe as wE pro-create
the hUman Race as species sAMe.. we have
a reasoning neo-corticall newest mammal way
of being that remembers the past and attempts
to predict the fuTure in what can be a trap
of the illusion that tHere is sTiLL anything
but noW.. and we have the EmoTioNal
BRain to give and share with otHeRs..
and the Reptilian brain
for basic
autonomic
survival that
needs no think
or feel much at
all to simply survive
when nows get tough..
so.. sure the innate part is
the Father and Mother we will
never escape although many folks
try to do that through oppression and
repression of our God given Natures
in all forms of human EmoTioNs..
SeNsory Intelligences and
seXuaLiTy too..
and then we have
this reasoning mind
of mechanical cognition
that can restrict the liFE of
God within us too without us too..
and that can be the saddest paRt
as the board in the eYe of very Loving
Folks like my Friend SOHEIR who is as
overALL Loving as anyone i meet on the Internet
and actually told me to my face in text that she loves
me too.. would be lost enough in religion to not condemn
the stoning of a Lesbian woman covered up to her breast
in dirt in Iran.. not able to cover her eyes while she was stoned
to death by a crowd of devil dark haters lost.. lost.. lost in the
so-called reason that is no part of God but what humans
have created as so-called religious associated
rules to control.. to oppress.. to restrict
God Given nature.. to hide it
from God when it is
God incarnate
in all of us real
for now.. in all the
biodiversity that God
makes as human being
same as us.. as gRains of sand
same and unique in beach of LIFE FREE..
SURELY.. THERE IS A SPaRK OF HUMAN LEFT
iN US.. a feeling that can come back to free those
of us who are hidden from God through the lies
of Books over the Nature
of God
inherent
as gift to us..
and yes.. just recently
a woman going to court to
be sentenced for adultery.. was
stoned in the street in front of
cops and the judgement building
same.. and no one stopped
that in a big city in
Pakistan.. NO..
as Jesus was
dead there..
in so-called
Allah land of lies
of they know
not what they
do of the most evil acts
imaginable for humanity vs
when free and wild with GoD..
the real apocalypse as i’ve said
before is the original Greek meaning
in lifting the veil of ignorance in the world
that can be human co-created nightmares
of both culture and religion in destroying both
human being individuals and Nature as whole
to by taking more Nature GoD oNe than
giving back in restoration
of this greatest
gift of earth
and life same
from God aLL..
and sure.. i know the
difficulty in doing this as i
cannot even convince my own
mother of this.. as her eYes are
blinded by the lies of both religion
and culture associated with that
religion not much different
than the lies of
Sharia
laws
in the middle
east.. however at
lEast here the stoning
has gone away and yes..
perhaps Jesus could live
here and at least avoid physical
crucifixion but would his online presence
be banned in some places along with comments
that suggest gentile.. jew.. servant or free.. woman
or man no more.. as a unity of the human race whole..
i can tell you yes..
i can cry yes..
but i will
never give
up that
messAge
of Fearless Love..
even if i go out of this life
with no one at my funeral but
the words that live on as Truth
and liGht Free.. as Brian Miller
recently suggested as advice as
a writer.. don’t get too caught up
in pleasing the limitations and
expectations of what
the audience
wants.. to get
all those likes
and followers of group
think.. well.. the same applies
to a real life prophet.. a real life
messenger of God and Nature sAMe..
the prescription.. for life.. yes the RX is
the TrUth and liGht of God oF Nature ONE
WiLL set yA Free iN Heaven now iFyoU WiLL..
It’s not alWays easy
being mE but trust
Me iT
iS
alWays
FucKinG
Super Epic..
wiTh sMiles
and WiNks.
as i for one
WiLL to be FREE..
in Fearless LovE noW
AS FEARLESS LOVE
WiLL to liVe naked in front
of God hiding no pArts of wHole..
And trUst me tHere iS noW no REAL
PAIN hErE i FOR ONE AND ALL LiVENOW…
iN faCT tHere IS A Bliss
no heLL and alWays
HeaVen noW wHeRE
i for one live.. as i didn’t
shut God of Nature out
of mY life once aGain
when i heard God’s
CaLL of the Wild
and juST
innately..
instinctually
and intuitively
within.. inside..
outside.. above.. and
so below and all-round
continue to do JuST
wHat God tales
mE to do in
God sPeak
and no life
of cultures or
eViL sTiLL choKing
books of fear and hate..
no matter what the source..
secular or religious sAMe..
i guarantee you.. i have made
many folks very angry.. and
others ecstatically happy..
butT i guRan God dAM
tale yoU.. noW theY
WiLL never forget
my
foot
prints
here.. as
long as
heArt
beatS
live now
or in dance
oF liFe fRee
as sure.. tHere
is no one like me
and the sAMe applies
for you once you set youR
gRain of Beach free from
the
rest
of DiRT
in original
Adam way..
you knoW.. like
Batman and Bruce West..
Clark Kent and Superman..
Wonder woman and whoever
she was before when she too
escaped the cocoon lies of culture2..
and yes.. the original characters
who these characters are based
on of Dr. Jekyll and what can be
the Good Cop Mr. Hyde with
empathy and compassion
and mercy
for the
different
among
us like
the Jesus
of before and
the REAL JESUS’
WHO liVe as wE and
Superman sAMe noW..
human archetypes are they
aLL as printed in the Stone
sTiLL of our DNA
seT
FREE..
in Epigenetic
and Neuroplastic
way.. as sure science
rates in limited empirical way2..
as just another hemisphere of
bRain and Earth Free to Be NoW..
oh Lord.. manifestomomentous
juSt another noW
iN sUper
EPiC
i.. F Y i..
DeePest 6 liFe..
and now as Taylor
Swiftie baby says..
gotta get out
in the Sun
and Sand
naked
in front
of God
and shake it all off..
as yes.. baby.. Thursday
iS Holy R and R day for Me..
ugh.. but gotta go to the Dentist
to get me fangs cleaned before
the rest of dance stARts.. never
the less.. hehe.. NO.. never the
less wiTh mE.. aT lEast
so far.. far away
beyond the
Twitter
and Pokemon
World today..
and yes..
God daM
rampage
killers too..
politician
bully boys..
and lies lies and
more dirty God dAm
lies.. i dance.. i dance
with God free and naked
more.. i SinG a SonG oF
mY soUL Free in the Great
U.S. of A.. wHeRe GoD iN WE
liVeS free.. with more 119th dance
week At Seville with aLL A
thE KooL college age folks..
fun dance photos coming
around the July 22nd.. 3 am
time frame now.. in this
new post here.. of the
third year anniversary
of the resurrection
of my soUl from
the dArk dead
wHole
soUl
i once
waS in HeLL
for 66 months..
oh.. the ashes.. but
oH.. the WinGs of FiRe
as the Phoenix continues
to iRise.. and wErise hiGher ONE..
too.. iN iSraEL iSreal NOW toGeTheR..
No.. these are more than words.. thOughts
are energy..space and distance is energy
too.. in hUman EmoTioNal way
with Zero limits or expectations..
iN SpiRit as UniVersal prayer..
and truST or not
me.. iF you thiNk
voices carry.. yes..
SpiRits do to for REAL
iT’S JUST QUANTUM
PHYSICS IN THE
NExT STeP uP
oF HUMAN
BEiNG NATuRE
TOgETHeRnESS N0W..
SuRE.. THE SINGULARITY
OF GOD AND WE
HOLDING
HANDS
NOW.. AGAIN.. MORE
MORE MORE NOW…
FOREVERMORE
NOW NOW
NOW..
TEaM
LiGHT
RAINS.. ARRIVES..
A PERFECT STORM
In IMPERFECTION PRACTICE..
iN TAPESTRY OF LIGHT oNE SonG..
one canvas one brush one painting WHOLEGOD..
Yes.. SOHEIR is juSt anotHER
AngEL sent from God..
and one day noW
when she
doesn’t
worship A
book and A
man who writes A
book.. shE WiLL fINd
that out noW for herself
within.. inside.. outside..
below and above..
and all around
SOHEIR NOW..
And yes.. WiNks
it took me about allahour
to write all of this.. it
was trUly
noThing
aT aLL..
i’m not impressed
with men who are too
weak and so weak they
have to BEAT their wives lightly
to keep
them
from
straying away..
but sure they are
from a culture someNOWS
wHere they kNow not what they
do.. i offer the trUth and liGht but
i cannot make anyone come to it
or drink iT in
Heaven flow iNZonE now..
Fearless Love wins..
FearfuLL Hate
Loses.. i don’t
have to tale you
that iT is action consequence
and a rule of God all nature
as gifted or cursed to us
in pArt per culture..
religion and
our free or
not
so free WiLL..
so live in hell or
live in heaven.. yoU
really do have a lot of action
and consequence in liGht to
avoid the dARk of pain
that chokes the
liFe of God
in
YOU..
yes YOu..
and of course
mE too.. i KNoW
and FeeL and SeNsE
better now.. and i exercise
that gift of hUman Relative Free WiLL
in regulating EmoTions.. Integrating SeNses..
for extreme focus and short term working memory
in cognitive executive functioning too.. as the trUth
and LiGht of the Karmic eYe action.. consequence
of the science and art of Nature God sAMe iS
iT iS the Law of God and Nature
sAMe and tHeRe
is no
eE-scape
but pain..
pain sucks
don’t you think..
A ND GodaM FeeL..
See and heAr.. eTc..
butt you are the only
one who WiLL do the work
to SeeK.. FinD and LiVe in Heaven
now.. or live in that other painful place
of fear and hate.. and all human EmoTioNs
and SenSEs and SeXuality sAMe as related
to that dArk place of negativity too.. oh Nature..
you SinG a SonG of GoD sAMe aLL
aH.. you are beautiful
everywHeRE
you
FREE..
when wE SinG
God’s SonG oF aLL..:)
Now.. i say..
Thank you
SOHEIR.. you
inspire me.. so
much mY God
Sent Sweet AngEL..
from good old Egypt..
hopefully.. she’LL geT
thE RinG of PinG back
to heAR that prayer of thanks2..
i could put this on her blog site now..
but it’s pretty safe to say i’ve blown
her mind in more than one ways..
she gets
a break now
and a pass from
me.. as she has no
idea of the gravity
of how much
she has
helped
me with
this overall
mesSage of tRuth
and liGht iN noW..
as LaMp oF #iSreaL ..:)
WeLL.. this is my 59,960th comment
on my KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
Word Press Blog in around
35 months now..
and of course
most are my
comments
as comments
are one and
same as my
palette
for paint
and canvas
draft same..
as the end
of August makes
three years for that
as my Friend LaLa Rukh
talked me into starTing this
Word Press Blog then at the
end of August 2013.. as i was
gaTherinG the basket of mY humanity
all in sHades of Egg whole after being
lost in hell for 66 months from the end
of January 2008.. as the pain
was accelerating from type
two Trigeminal Neuralgia..
actually starting.. Winter
of 2006 wHere colors
started hurting my
eYes.. oh.. so
strange.. along
with horrifying foot
pain then spreading
from the beginnings
of Sjogren’s Syndrome
Immune System Disorder that
started at my feet and eventually
dried up my tears like swimming
in salt water with eyes-wide open..
oh.. so much time spent in a dark
room to save my eYes.. with all that
heavy eye goo eye drop stuff to keep
some moisture in.. any air on the eyes
was tremendously painful and it didn’t help
that the Dysautonomia.. where nervous system
no longer properly synched my heart rate and
blood pressure properly.. MaKinG it oh.. so difficult
for the blood to get to my brain.. and equally difficult
to breathe with effort as simple as walking around the block..
so sure.. a ceiling fan would have ‘helped’ that iN air with more
pain for eyes.. And yes.. by the way.. if you haven’t heard.. Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia is the worst pain known to mankind assessed in some
literature.. as worse than the pain of crucifixion but in my case
i didn’t get off in three hours to three days of tortuous death
with this pain like a dentist drill in right eye and ear
without novocaine as in my case it was
from wake to sleep for 66 months
full.. starting with a 40 day sleep
less stay.. around March of 2008 with
only 1 hour per night of alpha
blocker aid to slow
my Dysautonomia heart
rate down so i could
sleep that cardboard
box shallow hour of sleep
the first 35 of 40 days and
the last 5 of 40 where it stopped
working.. and i did everything i couldn’t
do to kill my self.. and finally agreed to go to
the Hospital to get a large shot of Ativan in my
arm to put me finally down for a little relief
in hell of life.. oh sleep.. you were my only
relief.. but i could not dream much at
all and all the Ativan brought to
me when i did.. was the weirdest
ass dreams ya could imagine
in dark ways of
sleep
creativity
then.. ugh.. ugh oh..
Hell sucks and on top
of that and the Fibromyalgia Pain
i was diagnosed with and associated
coat hanger pain across the shoulders
associated with Dysautonomia too..
along with Severe Degenerative
Arthritis in my spine.. spinal
stenosis.. and a newly found
fact of congenitally fused
vertebra that helped
to onset the
early rise
of Arthritis
spine pain..
oh yeah.. and when
they were searching for the
source of that Dentist drill pain
in eye and ear.. the extra discovery
that my sinuses were so closed up
in congenitally deviated septum way
that the ENT asked me.. man.. how
do you breathe.. after i had been
breathing almost 50 years
with that limitation
already.. it
was kind
of a dum
question i guess..
as sure somewhat of
A mouth breather i must be..
of no duh.. way.. face palm
moment too.. anyWay.. perhaps
it was Doctor humor.. but it wasn’t
very funny to the Dentist Drill pain
he couldn’t see in my eye and ear then
that was desperately and pain STAKE
INGLY LOOKING FOR A QUICK ANSWER
TO GET OUT OF HELL FREE.. hmm.. it took
’em two years to diagnosis that by sticking
a stick up my sinuses with Lidocaine that
gave me about a second of relief where
some folks get hours relief with the
condition i had.. they offered
to burn the nerve in my face
with the potential of
permanent numbness
of my face but by that point
i could feel no emotions and the
pain of dentist drill was actually preferable
to that as piece of paper existence is the
worst pain of all.. where all is numb like
just dust in the wind with humanity NOT
attached alive.. hmm.. what else
as i write my hell poem here..
to go with LamP iSreaL..
the likely ending name
of this 687th macro
verse here in
micropainverse
now.. oh yeah.. the
Autism and there was a total
of 19 medial disorders but honestly
stuff like Anhedonia.. Alexithymia..
Severe Depression.. Severe Anxiety..
Panic Attacks.. PTSD.. Tactile Sensitivity
Disintegration Disorder.. Mood Lability
before i got the most recent diagnosis
of Bi-Polar high after all of that
low.. low low.. part of that
then.. as all the doctors
got to see of me
by the time i gave
in and went was low
low low super low
concrete
bottom
of the
ocean
black whole
soUl way of death
in life in hell then..
well.. all oF iT worked
together to make an almost
perfect storm of hell for me..
the real story of Human JOB..
and all the bullying i got for
the Autism Asperger’s thingy
in life was a far distant icing
on a piece of relative heaven cake compared
to hell.. yes.. i have perspective of what hell
and heaven real in life is.. i have a story tale
of bliss to report now.. from head to toe and
more.. and a reality as documented in over
100 medical pages of documentation of
hell way back when.. anyway.. as you
might guess by now.. i count
my FucKinG BleSsinGs
second by second
and LamP iSreaL..
ain’t no pisser
now.. and that
reminds me when i first
stArted DanCinG free style
ballet and martial arts waY in
Super Walmart.. a yellow dressed
bleach blonde 60 something year old
Southern Baptist Baby.. came up to me
and heckled what i was doing.. and so i found
her and asked her.. what do you think i am doing..
and she said drawing attention to yourself through
her bright yellow hair and dress as she was taling me this..
she said you really think you are something.. well you look
ridiculous dancing in public and should be ashamed of yourself..
and i said.. well my friend.. you never heard the story of King David
celebrating God in dancing in close to what we name underwear to
day and promising to celebrate God in more Vile ways.. and by the
way this was awhile before my nude art came.. in restricted link
public way online.. so she said.. well.. you are not King David..
and then i told her about Jesus and shining the light
of your lamp.. and she told me your are not Jesus..
and then i said.. if i walk on water will
you FeeL my liGht is good then..
and for the third time she denied
me and said you are not Jesus..2..
and then i told her i Will do more
than Jesus as that is what he prophecy’s
in Verse of Saint John too.. along with
Luke’s verse that says that heaven is
at hand now all around us and soMe
folks just don’t see it and FeeL iT
as such like a Katy
Perry ET
‘nutHeR
dimension
of reaLiTy NoW..
anyWay.. i could have
told her the story of JOB
for 66 months or the story of
Moses wandering the desert of
New Jerusalem with the bully boys
that said boys are not allowed to
smile or do art OR ELSE.. for
a total of 40 years.. beFore
i got my Art and Creativity
MOJO after age 13.. fully
when i recovered more
on July 22nd of 2013..
eXpanding in liGht
after that with now
56 hundred plus lAMp
miles of dance to
match my age of
56 now.. leg pressing
close to half a ton
33 times now strongly
in parallel leg press
way with arms stretched
in the air.. Dancing now 119 weeks
as of tonight with all the cool college
age folks at Old Seville Quarter.. and
as i play this Katy Perry iRise theme
SonG aGain to celebrate my rise
above any human archetype
of pain and heaven
of beFoRe..
yes.. i tale
the story of
mY LamP iSreaL
completE noW.. as i tOld
that Lady i would do more than
she ever dreams then now and i as well
as the total close to 4 million longest
long form word poem noW in Ocean Poem
Field say continues to groW iN micro-verse
here to Macro Verse LamP iSreaL NoW
687th wave verse now.. in the water
and air particles oF Y i aS oNe with
GoD now.. yes.. the iRise iSreal
continues and tHere is noW
no limit or expectations for
of beYond within.. inside.
outside.. so below.. above..
all around that this
shine oF light
LamP iSreaL
WiLL Go neXt
as i WiLL continue
to shine my little liGht
wHerever God guides liGht
of Truth of F Y i.. neXt for iSREaL..
meanwhile.. i’ll kill ’em with Kindness
as the last pARt of my pen name miGht noW
suggest.. with a SonG for that to accompany
the photos to come after 3 am on that record
three 3 year iRise oF Y i.. July 22nd 2016.. soon to BE..:)
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