Beyond Birth and Death what all living
things share is thE WiLL to live and as my son
proved that in his 51 days of life with multiple congenital
anomalies.. My mother at age 82.. with multiple cancers from
head to toe at 8 days now with no food or drink surely proves this out too..
and so many
miracle stories to relate…
i am sort of an expert on Happiness by
now but moreover before that i was more an
an expert on the much daRker side of life.. namELy
heLL on earth in the Kingdom of living within as opposed
to other much nicer place of the Kingdom of Heaven living
within.. inside.. outside.. above.. so beloW.. and all around on eARTh..
the much nicer place wHeRe tHeRe is no tiME but forevermore now..
wHeRe the otHeR place
so big they
crowd out NoW wiTh
numb and pain.. and if i didn’t
go tHeRe substantiAlly.. at lEast
temporarily through this.. the story would
be even daRker as i could no longer define myself
as fully human to enter both thE LIGht and dARk places
oF Life that lead back to LiGhT as Nature AKA God is on whole
merciful for those who seek and find tHeiR way back with WiLL
over Love.. not all do… sAdly.. not all do.. some bounce back as Nature
iN hUMan WiLL do.. given the opportunity with move.. connect.. and create..
but pushed back
in a machine means a more
likely longer priSon stay in the numb
and pain that has not been processed
with emotional regulation and sensory integration
of a dance and song of liFe with others free verse as liGht
goeS oN for more.. Death IS A merciful end NoW for the WiLL to
LIVe as LoVe as liGht when the WiLL is left that DanceS on without
a SonG.. so.. i continue that SonG as DancE can go.. longer noW as i StiLL
hOld the chalice of Love thAT has no bounds of wAlls to hold love inside.. and
the Sun is coming out by dark cloud by dArk cLoud removed… and clouds come back
and clouds removed aGain for liGht.. as mentioned earlier while school doesn’t teach
one how to come back and sadly church does little other than the social connection to
bring one back.. the Kingdom of Heaven within IS A Dance and SonG of art for me in
fully MoVinG ConNecTinG and Co-CreaTinG with the GoD of Nature allone never
separate in how i see and feeL and SeNSE the world now wHOle when this
BALanCinG ForCe oF LiGht over dARk rains a reign for me..
as the Gravity of DArk liGhts uP to a float
of liFe and after a pick-up
out of dArk
DAncE and SonG
of MoVinG meditation liGht..
the sAMe SonG we listened to..
‘i believe i can fly’ is the SonG i DancED
to that brought me out of dARk sAMe as when
i listened to it back in ’97 when our child was dying then..
And when my Grandmother died back in ’87.. thE LiGht i remember
most is my Mother’s will to go on in liGht oF Love.. as it is those who
liVe wHo muSt continue to spread thE LIGht of Love the best they can and WiLL..:)
Blogger Poet Friend Xenia Tran
iN kind wishes of Love Sings..
Thinking of you at this time and wishing your mother well on her new journey of light. Blessings to you all and know that all will be well. You are surrounded by love and light xxx
And i return the sAMe WiTh..
Hello.. Xenia Tran..
tHeRe arE LiGhts iN
the world that WiLL
namELy liGhts oF Love..
thank you for surrounding me..
aS LiGht liVes Love FlyInG hiGher..
And my MoThEr
as LoVe and liGht FliGht evEn HiGhER..:)
WeLL.. been awhile gigoid..
and anyWheRe IS A good
place to stART
now and an occupation
as a cat hammock is also
a best place to be in the now..
as connection is what makes life
worth living most even for a feral territorial
animal who comes to suck the mother’s milk of love again…
sUre.. with kitty biscuits too..
yes.. that touchy
as the cure of the
social bonding neurohormone
as oxytocin that kills the pain of the
human soUL of HeARt as SpiRit reLease
in comfort of life the most for those not addicted
of course from
thE Lit place iN dArk
and liGht within.. anyWay..
liFe goeS oN my friEnd best
with a Loving hUman tOuch/FeeL/seNse thaT
reFuses to be put out by A dArk of LiFe oF ‘Fore..cE…
“I’m Nobody! Who are you?
Are you- Nobody- Too?
Then there’s a pair of us?
Don’t tell! they’d advertise-you know!
How dreary-to be- Somebody!
How public-like a Frog-
To tell one’s name-the livelong June-
To an admiring Bog!”
~~ Emily Dickinson ~~
a cost butt toAlly Free..:)
“Cats, no less liquid than their shadows, offer no angles to the wind.”
~~ from ‘Cats’ by Arthur Seymour John Tessimond ~~
“My Cat is a Tai Chi Master”..
it must be True.. one
and see It
has no skyscraper
LabELs thaT tRump Free cLouds
“Words are, in my not so humble opinion, our most inexhaustible source of magic,
capable of both inflicting injury, and remedying it.”
~~ Albus Dumbledore ~~
else.. i for
one am proof words don’t run out
and even proof that yes.. they run on..
and words surELy hELped cure me at lEast..
and the best thing oF aLL is an infinite number
to relate more
than what one does before..
and as far as any poTenTial
harm or butt hurt..
for off.. haha..;)
“Never play a thing the same way twice.”
~~ Louis Armstrong ~~
For me aT
Free verse essence over
“A mistake is a lesson on its way to be learned!”
~~ Milton Berle ~~
i ofTen find
art in mistakes
as they are mostly free
oF Form and full of essence more..:)
“If it takes a lot of words to say what you have in mind,
give it more thought.”
~~ Dennis Roth ~~
dARk or liGht..
some minds are bigger
than others and have more to say
often say the most
who are relatively
speaKing much stronger
than humans butt the greatest
feat oF aLL is how they work together
with common objective Eusocial purpose to get
BaLanCing wiTh the
rest of Nature too..
all counts now…
iN big picture view
oF survive foR All..
butt the Truth is as
far as bigger picture view..
heAR.. Ants are probably
God of Nature’s favorite
pArts here for all.. as whole..;)
“One cannot make an omelette without breaking eggs
— but it is amazing how many eggs one can break
without making a decent omelette.”
~~ Professor Charles P. Issawi ~~
that thing cAlled
the hUman coNdition
all environmental aS Such..
otherwise known as Modern Human Cultures..
virUs on eARTh..
at lEast from Space view
of Stars checking dOwn on
StAR DuST SenTienT
Why is the universe the way we see it?
If it had been any different, we would not be here!”
~~ Stephen Hawking ~~
“It did not matter, after all.
He was only one man.
One man’s fate is not important.
If it is not, what is?
He could not endure those remembered words.”
~~ Ursula K. Le Guin, spoken by Gaverel Rocannon, Rocannon’s World ~~
and affect of Beauty..
A sMiLe oN
A Down’s Child Face..:)
“You don’t get to choose how you’re going to die, or when.
You can only decide how you’re going to live now.”
~~ Joan Baez ~~
i saT sTill
LiVinG deATh liFe
Dance sings Dance..:)
“Professor! Is this all real?
Or, is it just happening inside my head?”
“Of course it’s happening inside your head, Harry!
Why should that mean that it’s not real?”
~~ Albus Dumbledore, Harry Potter ~~
So let it be
so leT iT Dance aS SonG..:)
Nice to see you again
aGaiN as promised..:)
i suppose my Mother
was waiting for two things..
For me to get back to the Hospital..
and for the Dogwood to bloom on February
22nd for the first time ever in recorded history
in the Panhandle of Florida
by older timers
in anecdotal retrospect..
so.. yes.. my mother passes
away tonight at 8:10 pm.. Peacefully
in her sleep.. born on December 10th
1934.. making it ’till her 82nd year of life..
now on 02.22.2017.. first eternal spring here..
and before when the Hospice Nurse asked what my
mother’s wish would be.. all we could say is.. she
would wish to go home.. and she loved Flowers as
nothing material other than books meant anything to her..
she leaves a lot
that as well..
in written book
covered form.. anyway.. now..
the Dog Wood Tree is not coming
down for the new Septic Tank Drain Field..
the folks who install it.. will just have to
bypass the roots for now2 and who knows..
perhaps we will have to replace it again
but hey.. life counts.. even a Dog
Wood Tree that blooms
in Florida for the
in recorded history
or herstory or eTcstory too..
Make it all Holy and Sacred.. FuLL
of Meaning and Purpose.. make it the
Kingdom of Heaven now like a Mother who
only wants to love her children in life and that’s it…
i suppose that’s how God FeelS and senses within in FAcT
i sing it.. i dance it FreeLY without any restraint at all with all that is GOD
as a loving
Child with eYes
of God that will not go away..
eternal spring of Flowers with my
last words to my Mother.. i love you mama..
then her breathing eased to forevernow mY
heART.. spiRit and soUl allone..GOD..NoW..
WiTh a Red Tailed Hawk Harbinger oF LIGht..
SpirRAling in the Clouds around thE Legendary
Dog Wood Flowers of WiNter SpRing..LIGht..LoVE..:)
Old friend Amy.. wife of much longer term friend Greg all
the way from catechism in the grade school years of Catholic
Church.. his mother and still his sister one of the leaders
of the church.. with both my mother supporting me very much
and his mother supporting him very much through the more troubled
waters of life to eventual great success as far as individual human
happiness and peace of mind grows into older age.. i suppose i was a wine
that took a little more time to ripen into fresh but haha.. Maverick.. i remain..
anyway.. she drops by with the following kind words finding my alias on Facebook
in form of my wife’s name of Katie Mia and i really appreciate her doing this..
As she says..
So sorry for the loss of your Mom Fred. I know she supported and loved you.
Moms are just someone so special.
And i return with..
Hi.. Amy.. thanks so much for stopping by and bringing these
kind thoughts for the loss of my mother.. surely 8 of the
longest days i have ever lived.. losing her..
but eternity having her always
now both in life
living as divine
love and grace in my
heART.. SpiRit and SoUL..
i remember how difficult too it was
for both you and Greg to lose your parents..
and surELy a best part is when that love lives on in our
eYes of Love as LiGht
to give and share iN
all the essence and
next as LiGht.. Hope
and wish and pray that you
and Greg are doing great now as well
and your children and all of your family as well..:)
Facebook Friend Benny and friend from college age also says in kind regard..
So sorry to hear about your mom passing away.
My condolences to you and your family.
If there’s anything I can do please let me know.
And i say in kind returns.. too..
Thanks so much Benny for the kind condolences.. we are hanging
in there.. friend.. and doing well..all
things considered.. and hope you
are doing well.. my friend.. too..:)
And now i say.. when my Father passed away back on May 22nd
of 2014.. almost but not quite making his 82nd birthday as my
mother achieved.. the gift he left to me was fearless strength/
WiLL.. although i had to find that more innately within as
a mirror of him in me.. my mother’s gift as
different was life long from ages
0 continuing through now
as divine love and grace
as the fearless strength/WiLL
and graceful love make up the
divine of my heaRt SpiRit and sOUL
and surely my mother lived the divine
strength and will even in her last days
of surviving with not even a drop of water
as per her wishes not to be kept alive by medical
devices for 8 full days.. in what the Doctor’s suggested
would likely be around 2 days and every day with her was a gift..
and the greatest gift she ever gives me is divine love and grace.. the
strength and fearless is more of spiRit WiLL too than just brute muscular strength
and that pARt.. particularly the fearless part eliminating all anxiety from life
has been the most challenging
part of my life..
as i surely
felt like i was
traveling the River
Styx across a valley of death
and entering Peace of Love as well..
just another cross we all eventually share
in life if we live long enough to achieve all life
has to offer both in liGht and dARk as greATest tests that
come to us for freedom as liGht living life more than ever before..
i believe it is all for us as children
to learn the lessons of both
God as whole..
and for me i go many
steps further in human potential
to thank God most for this gift of life
i share as liGht with others now.. thing is..
i have that intellect of decades of school and other
rational analysis mixed with the mystical parts of life that
are often swept under the rug as tradition becomes not only binding
for social cooperative support as religion but also choking the parts
of freedom that can be sought and found when outcast from the herd of common
that does bind together with ritual and tradition where symbols become holy and
sacred along with ways of life as meaning and purpose where the parts that
do not mesh with common binds and bounds of walls
the greaTest pArt
of that is.. although i hold
no restricted beliefs of just one
religion to the exclusion of others
that usually brings the most number of supportive
friends in life as birds of the same feathers of religion
do flock together in unison song at least in life.. i go further
as an explorer of God as surely there have alWays been nomads among
masses as maverick
to greener pastures out
of caves of life.. for Frank
example that is far beyond any core
beliefs of lust hating religions.. science
and me sees the value of human lust in making
the neurochemical and neurohormonal changes that increase
human productivity and creativity.. and as science and the fringe
religions show.. solo tantric so-called sex is the best way to neuro-chemically
and neuro-hormonally achieve this altered state of human conscious being mind..
in other words 3 hour
such as that
as that relates to
the human potential
all natural as such without
any need for external substance drugs
to achieve that higher potential of human
creativity and productivity whole.. and nah..
my mother never knew about that and if she did it
would have surely been another dark part of life to her..
as western religions tend to dominate and control and subjugate
people with so much repression and oppression about the natural
God given functions of the entire human being through life.. to hold it all
holy and sacred IS A path toward Unity and Peace with God as Temple of God holding
the essence of all that can be holy and sacred full of meaning and purpose if one escapes
what is clearly
now as far as biblical
science goes in scholarly
way the methods always used to
control people through shaming them
for their God of Nature given human Nature..
Frankly through limiting the natural pleasures
of the erotic nature of being human.. controlling
reproduction and using illusory fears to keep folks
like robots in line for the materialistic and power gains
of those in charge.. no different really than the Roman Emperor
Constantine expanding his empire while erecting a Monolithic
Statue of himself to be worshipped like Jesus
as Soldier Sun God too..
these are historical
that we are all
free children of God
by the message of the original
Gnostic teachings of the Jesus who
SEES the kingdom of God within and Heaven NOW
as a place where there would not even be any
ownership papers of marriage where all would be
spiritual brothers and sisters.. that would surely
take away the money changing tables to build 10 million
dollar homes to provide some power of positive thinking that
is an innate instinctual and intuitive human potential when one
on the clothes
of culture naked and comes
free per the Gospel of Thomas
vs 37 attributed to Jesus and not
censored by the so-called Holy Roman
Empire to expand it politically from shore to
shore for expanded resources as humans do in tribal
instinct ways too in areas of scarcity like the middle
eastern deserts for sure.. to understand human nature.. to understand
the true holy and sacred unity of being human with all of life full now
of meaning and purpose is to achieve the potential for unity with God
of Nature now..
of this great
gift of life on what
surely looks from space
view as a miracle of heaven on
this Rocky orb of beauty blue and
green and beyond rainbow colors of abundance
of love.. thaT’s a miracle and that’s heaven
when fully experienced.. given and shared..
when no member of creation is
when one can find
God in the split
of wood by ax and
in a grain of sand.. below..
above.. inside and outside and
all around eARTh too where that
grain of sand holds up mountains
in example of human love now too..
so i groW on in all inclusive love.. the unconditional
kind that groWs oN even hiGher than what our mother reserved
for my sister and me as loving children.. i see a much larger family
of 7 Billion plUs brothers and sisters.. and the technology of the modern
age web allows me to sow what i have lEarned as seeds on paths of journey
what i am
but all is who i am
all as pART and whoLe of God ONE..
The Force as essence liGhTs On.. as liFE does DancE and SinG oN..
The Sun is shining NoW and i have some more liGht to sow in Dance and SonG..:)
Four MacroVerse Memories as shared as Facebook
Algorithm Memories provided all for free of course.. hehe..
with “CORE OF creativity” heAR speakinG NoW of the power and
Force aS a BaLanCinG PoWer of HumAN luSt and LoVe To greATest
Heights oF Human CreaTivity.. ProducTiviTy and Overall Social
Cooperation and Human PoTenTiAL coMe to FruiTioN for all ToGeThER
as a MacroVerse Memory from three years ago..
in other words..
iN all oF liFe Free..
and sure.. it can range from something
as soft as underwear art to full blown consensual porn..
in tantric ways of even solo wHeRE 3 hour orgasms are not uncommon..
thing is.. what comes neXt.. Sky RockEtinG Levels of Creativity and Productivity
with Natural increasing levels of the Social Bonding Neurohormone oxytocin as the
to kill human
pain and replace
that pain and numb
with never ending
sadly.. so sadly..
leave out healthy consensual
levels of lust and lose the love too..
but hey.. even athletic supporters understand this
as science shows that ‘adjusting yourself’ also increases
healthy levels of oxytocin as a social bonding force for sports too..
it’s true.. might not always be easy to hear by what is often seen
by the Force
of religions that
oppress and repress
human nature is the liGhTEst
Force of God oF aLL iN hUman
being that is the luST
and human cooperation
and the libido responsible
in origin for human creativity
and productivity as whole.. the Karma
is do it sow it and reap the benefits don’t
sow it do it in liGht without shame and reap the
other dARkers side of life too.. that can lead to
addictions to opiates with vague somatic pains as human
nature is snuffed out with shame.. and other dARk Forces
of fear as associated with hate.. the ones who win in love
are the ones who free themselves naked with God treading on the fear of shame..
just a reminder.. the Gospel of Thomas verse 37 by so-called Yeshua who intiMates this too..:)
FIFTH Dimension of LOVE.. MacroVerse from two years ago..
while i am still visiting the ‘Wrong Planet’.. online and
attempting to find a language that will work with folks most trapped
in left hemisphere analyzing reason only thinking ways of brain thinking there..
in other words
of the social
consensual lust and love
paRts of life as life becomes
more of a two-dimensional science
project in rules and regulations as forms
all solid as such set in concrete ways of stone
reaching a dance
and sing of life all
green on grass whole as God as one
Force of eYes that see more than left-
brain thinking only as metaphor of course..
as sure.. the brain is more complicated than that..
with much NOT known about the mind as whole too beyond the brain itself..
anyway.. it’s the essence that counts as there are many languages and other symbols
on the path to trutH and liGht.. and sadly the greaTest problem in the world to be expected
is the tribal instinct that fights for resources to the exclusion of others to the point of
killing and raping
parts of God
Given Nature ranging
from different sexual orientations
to natural functions of God Given Nature
so God can enjoy the ride within human a little
more than pain and suffering now in a numb of life
and senses little
Joy.. no doubt God
would rather live in Heaven
within too.. all i can do and
will do is tale ya noW and sHow
ya what works for me in my now individual
language way and other symbols in visual and
sensing and feeling ways that leads me to union with
fortunately.. i live
in a country with freedom
of expression that allows one
different languages for lust and love and God one
not is the
saddest part of
all i.. for one see
as a nihilistic outlook
on life with little to no
holy and sacred and almost no
meaning and purpose in life.. the essence
of pain numb and depression as living life as death..
place away from
heaven that can
free yourself.. live
in heaven.. is my only suggestion
in what works for you now as liGht liFE LoVe..:)
Another MacroVerse Memory from two years ago named “Google Away HOme aGain”..
as i make a path back to the River i was raised on and even visit my elementary
school building and reflect on all thE paths to truth and liGht that are now available
with global expanding free flow in sharing information associated with trUth and liGht
and the nuances
particularly in visuals
of non-verbal language available
as art online where sadly beyond the
mirror neuron way of sharing in visual way..
we still miss much of the taste.. smell.. and
overall feel and sense as touch of life.. seeing
and hearing important of course but Helen Keller sees more of course too..
in so many more incredible potential human intelligences in physical and
emotional ways to
seek.. find and
of LIfE too..
for just one example..
the proprioception of
seeing the world without eyes or ears..
and this is where the free flowing art of movement comes in..
in not only integrating senses for greater above so below..
inside.. outside and all around experience of life
but integrating and expanding pro-social
feel good emotions
too.. so many resources available online now that expound forevermore now
for those who are not locked in books of the past that subjugate human
through oppressing and repressing their much greater
overall human potential
for materialistic gains
and traditionally reproductive control..
namely.. controlling the reproductive freedoms of women..
for men who see women as not much more than cattle to breed.. AND CONTROL..
and name that some name for God’s wish to even rape and Kill when God naturAlly
free as possible
within each human
being as history and
moreover herstory and
eTcstory continues to gRoW..
more than cattle behind fences closed.. up and clothed.. as hiding God Free..:)
“Broken Arrows oF Dreams Dance”.. MacroVerse Memory from a year ago..
that brings a theme song here and one more that speaks to the Free Spirits
of God that so much want to escape the frowns of repression and oppression of the
human spirit that so sadly can come from religion and culture of patriarchal ways of
subjugating and controlling human nature through oppressive and repressive ways of life
human beings to expand
material and selfish reproductive gains..
been going on since the first part of Agriculture
around 10 to 12 thousand years ago.. as storing food
as grains in silos away from a forage of life together
and a naked dance togeTher where the whole family is village
and the child
and mother is
is the child of the
village whole to be
raised allone with a healthy
balance of lust and love altoGeTher
as divine grace and love and WiLL and
Strength and Fearless as one family wHOle
full of holy and sacred meaning and purpose seeing
and feeling and sensing God in all stuff creation beyond
feeling and sensing and seeing now too.. so i dance and sing
free away from SupeR Walmart aisles of frowns of misery and suffering
where opiates take the place of a healthy balance of free LuST and loVe
not as bad
as the theme
song heAR but it does
relate the core problem
of red state fear and hate
in tribal instinctual ways of
human scarcity running afraid from
Peace and Love for all in harmony..
true.. human beings are
groups of 150 to
200 sets of naked
eyes and hips of consensual
lust and love.. so insanity of
overpopulation breeds roach motels
of hate and fear where frowns rule over
a joy of lust and love in consensual village way..
short and brutish is the way Clothed Christians reviewed
the life of American Indians in day of so-called wild and
free almost naked dance together around a campfire of moonlit
nights where the spirit raised one with God free from head to toe..
inside.. outside.. above so below and all around life as liGht as Lust
and Love Balance now.. for all
Hell can last a long
time as life too clothed..
and the greatest Heaven is the
Heaven that lives within that is as
invisible as disabilities of pain and numb
named as depressions with opiate cures of lingering
hell as well
of luST and Love..
for life wHole.. anyway
those who wish to unplug and
live will as Heaven now.. those who
do not will reap what they soW as the Harvest
is alwayS now.. even in a Spring that never changes into Winter now..
add as Karma sinGS her song
best as TrUth and liGht as he will do too..
as GreaTEr TrUtH and
oF liFE free
as God bes within..NoW..:)
Other than that for now this finishes
what seems to be a rather short overall MacroVerse
as number 78 of my own personal “Nether Land Bible 2017”
wHERe number 77 added in makes a total of 1,169,388 words as
a running total for the record as such.. as this 749th MacroVerse
whole of Ocean whole poem.. also titled ‘SonG of My SoUl’ coming to
the 42 month point whole since the end of August 2013.. on Word Press
still exceeds 3.3 million words.. likely getting close to 4 Million words
as total blogging effort started in March of 2013 for 48 months total effort too..
and yes.. all part of a 12 million
word or so online writing
on Thanks Giving
Day of 2010..
with “Nether Land
Bible 2017”.. starting
on Memorial Day of 2016..
again.. just to keep the record
of what i am doing in somewhat
concrete structural way too.. more
than just fLoWinG as Patterns do make
Golden pHI waves of 1.618 Ocean Flow
as water waves too.. and yeS
of God Patterns
that humanifest as me
noW2.. as the waves of my soUl wash on..
shores forevermore now expanding as the
in and out
so with all that sAid..
tonight will be the 149th dance
week at Good Old Seville Quarter with
all the cool college age folks there as like
the theme song here continues if one travels far
enough there will be someone who recognizes one’s fuller humanity free..
it is most often
and so called
‘ethnic minorities’ who
recognize who i am full oF liGht
Free in Super Walmart when i continue
my Public Dance now at about 6900 miles
soon to approach 7000 miles close to the Spring
Equinox of 2017.. anyway i will not hide any of my liGht
and sharing iT all
as a beacon oF liGht that
refuses to shine any dimmer than
the GreATest liGht i for one WiLL to bRing
as fearless strength of grace and love Dances and SingS oN..:)
More fun dance photos coming to this 78th MacroVerse of “Nether
Land Bible 2017” now titled “Dogwood Winter Blooms” and also
the 749th MacroVerse oF Ocean whOle poem with photos added
into the next MacroVerse too as DAncE and SonG begins and
ends and alWays staRts and never finishes
and i’m pretty sure
that’s how it works for
God overall.. within.. inside..
outside.. above.. so below and all around
as liGht continues NoW the cycle from dARk
to LiGht even greaTEr noW oNE..ForCe oF LOVE..:)
Getting back in the saddle.. River Flow expresSing
heARt.. spiRit and souL in a continuous streAM
of body and miNd BaLanCinG DancE and SonG
as now goeS oN more fully iN liGht..
taking a stop at the Funeral
Home to sign the
the long term county
funeral director who has been
burying my relatives and performing
related services.. decades on end for 50 or
60 years.. deaths coming in my family starting
with my Great Grandfather well before the 80’s.. in ’65..
and surrogate Uncle Ed shortly after that as friend of my Maternal Grandmother..
she taking care of him on his death bed in my home.. then.. dying of respiratory
problems as a long-term railroad worker by Blackwater river too.. with his daughter..
the Editor of the Magazine.. ‘Women’s Day’.. as she hit the big time then.. and a long
dry spell of human deaths after that although plenty of heart felt pet deaths as pets came
and more pets entered the realm of happiness.. namely.. my first Yellow Tabby cat.. named
Toby who used to sleep with me on the bed when i was in about first grade..
and my Dachshund mix Charlie in Middle School.. and Tiger
and Bear in Tuxedo Black and White kitty way
in college as a young adult.. to Elwood
and Jake Gray and White Tuxedo
Cats in full adulthood
old Brown Tabby
around June 2014 and Moby
last year suffering complications
of Diabetes back then.. in February too..
And back to the Human’s.. my Great Uncle
Charles at age 94 in the early 80’s.. my Paternal
Grandmother Myrtle in ’83.. my Maternal Grandmother.. Louise.. 30
years ago in a very late spring at the end of March of ’87 with Azaleas
blooming beautiful.. she at age 83.. My Great Aunt Mary in her 80’s in the late
90’s.. Katrina’s Mother Sandra in 2006.. a really difficult time then for Katrina getting
through that.. and My Great Aunt Jettie in 2010.. at age 94.. and my 2nd Stepmother
Pat in 2008 and my Step Sister Karen her daughter.. in 2009.. and my 1st Step Mother’s Husband
Jerry.. at Christmas time in 2013.. then my Father Fred Sr.. in May of 2014 and Katrina’s Sister
Michelle on Christmas Eve of 2014.. no one died in 2015.. a very Good year that was indeed..
And then there was my Aunt Christina around Christmas of 2016.. sister of my Mother at age 89..
And yes.. of course.. as i think it is with most people.. my Mother was the hardest to lose of all.. along with my Son Ryan at age 51 days in July of ’97.. of course..
as a Mother’s Love is the bond that begins well before birth.. anyway.. it was very nice talking
to the Funeral Director named Donnie Sowell who came out of retirement.. before.. running
the Big Funeral Home in Milton to run a smaller one now.. he knowing most all
my elder relatives back when Milton was very small and most everyone
new everyone by name.. and remembering my Uncle Charles
as one of the First settlers at Navarre Beach Sound side
where he ran a gas station store for decades there
as the men stopped to talk for hours
to chew the fat and pass the time
as old folks used to say.. and do..
Uncle Charles.. was the kind of orator
who took you to the place whatever he was speaking
on with passionate emotions as the art of speaking was the
entertainment of the decades to replace all smart phones then..
i watched him and my Uncle Bob.. the Rich Uncle who did it starting
with appliances at Sears to a string of Vacuum stores.. my Father’s half
brother still alive.. and when i was so sick in 2008.. my spirit dead in
Emotional way and just a fried bundle of nerves without
what felt like any myelin sheath life to
insulate my nerves
i listened to my great Aunt
Jettie through all my pain then..
and her nephew Burt.. a generation older
than me and her nephew by Marriage Ski who
along with his wife have passed away in those decades too..
and as they said.. the art of oral tradition was a dying breed those days.. too..
as smart phones and text had even taken the phone conversations away then2..
as Aunt Jetties’ Son Fred.. yes.. another Fred.. also passed away around 2009 too..
living with my Great Aunt Jettie with some pain issues of his own he dealt with then..
he.. a writer… who wrote an ancestry of the entire family that i still.. thank Goodness.. have
a book copy of.. as it’s true.. my elder family were among the first settlers of the area that grew
it into what it is now.. where it’s true2.. no longer do folks know your name.. hehe.. except
for me as the very strange Metro Dancing man or guy in general as what my identifier
as a ‘Cheer’s Norm’ has come to be.. most often though.. they.. namely the younger folks
are hiding around the corner with a Smart phone recording the wild thing
they captured in video way
on just another boring
trip to a store..
out of the box dances
again.. in Target.. tonight..
hey.. dancing is much more fun
than sitting on mall benches and watching
sports as far as i for one know and sense and feel
now.. and if i can do it at age 56 and folks do it in their
90’s too.. it’s really not too late to dance and sing life whether
slow dance or song or a wild art like me.. oral tradition is basically
twitter and text dead.. even the phone has gone a sad way away from
the emotional social reciprocal social communication of the instrument of
human vocal ways.. but hey.. dance was the first human and cultural social
reciprocal communication of them all as art of human MoVinG CoNnecTing
Co-Creating ways with God of Nature all.. most specifically.. when two or more hUmans
come togeTher.. sTiLL.. a new connection of the neurons oF GoD make a new spARk of LiFE..
aRisEN.. i’LL spaRk some at Old Seville Quarter tonight… as with a few drinks.. i’m not nearly
as hard to approach as i seem to be in the so-called civilized world of buying stuff.. with a dance
and song of Love.. there is no need to buy shit.. hehe.. it’s a naked package dressed up
enough for legal to share as human flesh and blood HeaRT and SpiRit and soUL and if
you wonder why all the substance abuse.. up to about a third of the adult population now..
the dance and
song of liFE togEther sTiLL noW..
wHeRe everyone kNows yOur naMe
NoW aS youR heARt.. yoUR SpiRiT..
yoUr soUL Soars as new connections of
God neurons are made with human beings more..
so.. i invite you.. to yes.. come out and play and move
and connect and co-create with God more.. sure.. i’M
sure God does within as well all healthy wiTh liGht more too..
so.. what song to use for this.. i suppose an Aphrodite Matrix
Mix when humans really let it all out then as our so-called
primitive ancestors still do.. hehe.. at the Dance Hall
tonight.. liFe liGhts up now when/wHeRe liFe
becomes a Song and
it’s a within FORCE that
requires no external man
made tools aT all.. not even clothes
as those are required as Caesar coins to
get in the Dance Hall now.. but hey.. other than
that i’ve got a membership and without any drinks..
i pay a buck a week at prices that could make last
Century not shy away from fun.. other than that this area of
Nature is beyond beautiful.. trUly there is so much to experience
of life heAR that costs nothing aT aLL in terms of Caesar bucks for those
who know and feel and sense how to enjoy God within.. inside.. outside.. aLL FReED..
above.. so below and all around for freeR.. hehe.. all i need IS A Target Ball for fun and less..
all i need is a SonG
sure.. call me Freddy
Freeloader too.. just another
person collecting smiles instead of
beer cans on the side of the road and
that reminds me of two of the few males
on my maternal side of the family.. first cousin
Dickie who died in the Vietnam war in ’69 and
my first cousin Jimmy who died of throat cancer
at before my age now back in the 90’s or so.. he..
a generation older than me and Dickie too.. Life
IS A gift.. laugh
it love it
A SonG of DancE
aGaiN.. i SinG more..
Breathe Life as gift now..
A Tree of liFe liVinG hUmanS NoW..
And sure.. i’M juSt a Special SnoW Flake sTiLL noW
that my MoThEr created juSt for the local area heAR..
no way in hell i would have ended up heRe like this if my Father
stayed.. likely juSt anotHeR Law Enforcement or Military officer all
by the rules and regulations enforcing the law or perhaps a Judge..
coMe neXt.. to be
or not to be is is for more..
to coMe neXT as thE RiVeR FloWs..now… more..:)
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
oF LoVe NoW..:)
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)
After Book of Fred
of course too..
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
2016.. iT iS wHAt
2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen
Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)
Grand Cross Bible 2016
61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review
A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)
CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)
VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017
The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)
CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn
Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)
Nether Land Bible 2017
NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
rest of the Bible
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)
Facebook Friend Rafiah and Poet Blogger from Pakistan shares kind words about my Mother…
I never imagined myself such a beautiful death as having my beloveds around me with so much love and respect for me as you have for your mum. I feel for you. Your mum and me share same birth date as well. 🙂 Live to the fullest with your mum and i hope she’s better now.
And i return with words that say..
Hi Rafiah.. thanks so much for providing these kind words
about my Mother and having a beautiful
death with beloveds around
for all that is
love as long as
love dances and sings on..
My Grandmother’s Birthday was very
close to your birthday on September 13th..
as if i remember correctly your birthday is on
September 14th.. please correct me.. if i am wrong..
My Mother’s Birthday is December 10th and she did
pass away at 8:10 pm on 2.22.2017.. yes.. on Wednesday Night…
It is hard my friend but the greaTest
gift she gives me that
lives on is
lives as me.. the
most beautiful gift of
Mother.. my friend.. as
the Grace of Love that flows
as river into an Ocean with boundless
shores.. where an insignificant grain of sand
as pARt of WhoLe can be friends with a nice young
woman like you on the opposite side of the globe..
Love grows my friEnd
when born by a Mother
and watered and fed as Garden of
Love to sow over a lifetime and be
continuously a Reap iN A Kingdom of Heaven
on this eARTh NoW.. my FriEnd.. whaT a gift by
A Mother that is.. nOw.. so holy and sacred and full
of meaning and purpose worthy of thanks and praise..
and i for one believe you will make a wonderful Mother
and Wife one day soon.. and sure.. a great Scientist too..
Color it all with Love and tHeRe is no otHeR pLace but the Heaven of Love..:)
I am so sorry for the loss of your mother. She is at peace now and will always live on in your heart. Sending love and blessings to you, Katrina, your sister and all the family 💜
Fellow Poet Blogger Friend
Xenia Tran offers kind blessings too…
I am so sorry for the loss of your mother.
She is at peace now and will always live on in your heart.
Sending love and blessings to you, Katrina, your sister and all the family.
Purple Heart Emoticon.
And i respond..
Hello.. my friEnd.. Xenia Tran..
place for the
Greyhounds in how
you say ‘Galagos’ as their name from
where you are from.. now.. what a great
source of online hugs you have been/are
to wade all through my words and photos
of how Julie Andrews says in the Sound of
Music are pARt of God whOle.. as jusT a ‘few’ of my favorite things..
There was a time of life threatening
synergy of illnesses for me
totaling 19.. for 66 months..
eye and my Great
Aunt Jettie at age 94 said..
Fred.. we need to get to the root of all
your problems and the truth is.. chronic flight
and fight stress of the modern age automated
work world of combining people and machine responsibilities
as far as data download and output opposed to love killed my
heARt.. then my SpiRit.. then my
ever LoVinG soUL as gifted
so much as Love by
Garden of Love in me..
For 33 months.. i could not use my
eyes and ears and looked within.. the ability
to write words came next for 33 more months..
and literally in the span of 6 million words the search
went on for me to find the essence of love in words as
empty shells that housed as vehicles and vessels what once lived
in me.. and last year about this time when i went back to the River i was
raised at.. when i felt such a close connection to God of Nature before i could
speak at age 4.. then at 3.. with Autism.. like i had been
heAr forever with God with no break..
at about age 5..
when i started going
to Kindergarten and my rationality
stArTed to beat my heART in ways of
straight A’s through three college degrees
and a quarter of a Century working for the Federal Government..
the price of what culture said i must do then to survive and supposedly
thrive was the free of Love that i was gifted with at age 5.. when i went
back to that River.. what i found my friend was/is.. i was/AM Five years old again..
NoW/theN Going Back home.. i finally arrived one with God in and as Love again FReED..
thaT pARt of Heaven at hand that Jesus could relate to as the Kingdom of God within..
in the same
he found in a desert
away from the cultural
clothes that take away love
from eYes that move.. connect
and co-create with God.. as all that is..
as we humans come togethER and make
multi-uNiverses in God Connections more now..
as the hiGhest HUman potEntial of Love.. of yes..
with no fear
of or to Love my friEnd..
and yes.. an excellent song as
i remember from Elton John to illustrate
this point further with a man who expanded his
heARt as an outcast at a very young age.. the heARt
lives oN my FriEnd that never gives up in fearless way..
to be in
feel and sense
nothing at all left
in that other place of
the abyss of the anti-kingdom
of fear and emptiness of numb and pain
with doubt/fear potentially leading to hate.. in other words.. hell on earth…
and that’s one thing.. no matter what.. i couldn’t hate..
the greatest gift from a Mother sTiLL..
Thanks for the
hopes and wishes
my friEnd.. look forward
to commenting on your liGht
fELt and sensed poetry soon
as words go on as more than
the past root
giFt Love.. My FriEnd..NoW..:)
The greatest gift from your mother is such a blessing and
will live on through you and all who can see and hear this wonderful gift.
Take care my friend, many blessings to you and Katrina.
And i respond..
Thanks so much.. again..
my very nice friEnd..
BlesSings and Love to
yoUr family and family of dogs alWays..:)
Xenia says again..
Thank you my friend
Paw Prints Emoticon
Of friEnd ships
Back to you.. too..:)
The greatest gift from your mother is such a blessing and will live on through you and all who can see and hear this wonderful gift. Take care my friend, many blessings to you and Katrina 💖
Thanks so much.. again..
my very nice friEnd..
BlesSings and Love to
yoUr family and family of dogs alWays..:)
Thank you my friend ☺💖🐾🐾
Of friEnd ships
Back to you.. too..:)
So.. nice to see you online.. friEnd Soheir.. taking
a little break from your Graduate Studies
in English.. “Just Smile!!”.. what a
wonderful title for
a blog post
even more concisely
what you quote here
from Islam as “Do not
belittle any good deed, even meeting
your brother with a cheerful face”.. and surely verily
i say that applies to sisters too as well.. one would hope
put that into
action with all free love..
and haha.. back in a Quarter of a Century
in Customer Service.. early on they told the
not so happy employees that you get paid to smile..
so bare your teeth whether you feel it or not.. and sometimes
one is lucky and just baring the teeth brings an essence of connecting
love with others as Joy..
and for other folks
sadly by either
reason of lost.. the human
connecting warm and fuzzy
feelings are not experienced in what
science illustrates as the all natural social
bonding neurohormone oxytocin that even domesticated
cats share with otherwise rival cats for reproductive rights..
with sure.. an operation in the mix to alter other hormones too..
we humans smile best when the shell of smile is full of Loving Feelings
with Joy.. and an empty smile is surely better than a frown and even worth thanks
as it is
of love and Joy.. too..
but the best smiles shine
deep within with no whine..
and are shared with feeling and sensing
ways all Natural as human is innately good in this
way when raised with love over empty shells of baring teeth..
Anyway.. i for one could not either feel a smile or remember what
a smile felt like for 66 months.. a horrible place in hell my friEnd..
i feel them
above.. so below
and all around now..
as the greATest of HoLy
and SaCred HUman Gifts
full of meaning and purpose
when a smile acts and feels alive
and surEly my friEnd.. why i end most
all my online Fredtalks with sMiLes oF Love..
nice to see you
again.. can’t see your
face but i’ve fELt youR
sMiLes beFoRe all the way
Love can do
when isREaL.. sMiles unconditional as LoVE..
i spend my time counting as blessings all my favorite
things in life as pARt of my blog art in poetry and visual images..
for what i seek and find in life my friend.. the more we make all of
life holy and sacred full of meaning and purpose.. even the dARk
paRts that we mUST endure.. the more Heaven comes now and
the signs of God as synchronicity as the secular world
describes those signs as God’s communication
to us.. i for one can prove it’s real
by every count
things.. namELy God aLL..
and sure.. theRe’s a Song for that too..
When i was a little boy full of joy and Smiles..
then.. the so-called patriarchal bully boy Christians
told me i was ‘queer’ for smiling so much.. if i shared
a song like this then.. they would have threatened to beat me up..
as your Islam story relates heAR not to shame acts of kindness to others
no matter how small.. even.. juST a sMiLe as that song by Julie Andrews IS
A way too.. and an act of kindness that growS oN as Love on YouTuBe too..
not sure if you can open it up wHere you live.. i don’t think YouTube is
censored in Egypt.. like it is in Pakistan as you have shared so
many videos heaR.. but how sad it is.. when Love
is censored in
how sad it is
when God is not Love..
Anyway.. heHe.. now that i leg press 1020
LBS.. 33 reps and more at the University of Gym
at the Military Station after i regained my smiles for
a couple of Decades at the University of Humanity also
known as a Military Bowling Center then before i went to the
hiGher up pay grades of becoming an automated human work machine..
let’s just say the Bully Christian Boys look away.. it’s true around these parts my
friEnd.. sometimes you literAlly have to become Superman just for the privilege
ways that comes..
it’s worth it… verily i say.. Love is.. SMiLes..
the greaTest Strength is Love.. otherwise
i would only leg/word press 500 Lbs..;)
aS in humor
are as powerful
as sMiles too..
and all the
stuff that comes from Love..
i guess.. i missed you.. per all these words.. Love you…
and by the way.. i really respect all your efforts to get ahead
to provide for your children as a widowed mother.. my mother
who raised my sister and i as a single mother after father left at age
3.. as i’ve told that story heaR before.. cashed in her retirement fund
to go to Junior College to get her degree when we were in about middle
school.. night school it was for her.. while working full time too.. and then
we all went to college at the same year graduating in ’83 from the University
of West Florida.. while she quit work altogether and lost her cushy Federal
Service potential for Government retirement.. to take care of her Mother
too in her failing illness.. my Mother passed away on Wednesday night..
and it always makes me a little righteously
indignant when the Bully
who are now
Radio show hosts
and Pastors say single
Mothers are not fit to raise children
successfully.. well.. they may not raise children
who make a lot of money.. but what love can do is raise love..
so best of
to you my friEnd..
and your children of course..
too.. wiTh sMiLes that live on too and
with wInks more of Joy.. more then now..:)
Soheir.. responds back with kind words.. and i say..
Thanks my friEnd for all your kind comments..
and glad to hear that Love for Brother is same
as Love for Sister and all of humanity
in smiles more
bare of teeth..
no different than
God as him as that
relates to human gender..
and human in form alone in general..
Long After living in Hell for 66 Months..
Thursday.. a sweet girl from Old Seville Quarter
came up to me with joy of support in exclaiming
she’s never seen a more fearless person then me as
i can do public dance anywhere.. heHe.. even naked too..
parameters of course..
the dARk can take you to new
hiGher places in liGht or the dARk
can sink you to lower places than ever
before.. my Mother’s fall to illness of cancer
suddenly revealed by Doctors on Valentine’s
Day and her death 8 days later has surely
been a creative dARk fuel for both words
of Love and Dance to get all
the other emotions
they do not end
up as somatic issues
as emotions will go somewhere..
either creativity or illness depending on
how one processes the dARk and liGht
of EmoTioNs and how that mixes with the
entire seNsory experience of life and how blessed
i am to find a language with signs of guide posts to
navigate my way around an inner UnivERse so intense
with emotions and senses too.. as hey.. i have a really big
head and there IS A whole lot going on up tHeRe to sort
through and get all focused for an opera
and symphony of life that
plays in balance
me mastering that
balance with all the tools of life
i seek and find and share freely for anyone who
can wade through a mind as deep as mine or perhaps
what might be viewed as Rabbit wHoles never ending full of mines..
to explode in ways that one hasn’t viewed life before.. that’s what explorers
and nomads.. same do.. with dopamine variant genes and warrior genes and such
as that iN how they move out of the cave both within and outside.. above.. so below
and all around now and report back to the rest of the herd wHeRe the Maverick goes next..
the joy of free verse dance with no fears comes back to play in the rest of my life too.. as surely
what moves first as dance sounds next as song as liGht continues to Dance and SinG
as i Love to say..
Life doesn’t have to be
that complicated if one can
find a way to juSt Dance and Sing
it moving.. connecting and co-creating
with the rest of all that is aka God.. could be
as concise as that or arise to what is now 1,176,885 words
as of the last 78th MacroVerse since Memorial Day of 2016..
named ‘Dogwood Winter Blooms’.. as paRt of an entire ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017′.. as this yet to be named 79th MacroVerse arises now heAR
in words as also what is now the 750th MacroVerse oF Ocean wHOle poem
sTiLL DanCinG and SinGinG 3.3 Million words plus now at the end of this month
of February since the end of August 2013 on Word Press at the 42 month point now
with 6900 Miles of Free verse Metro public dance now to go along with that in the same
42 month period of time.. with a 48th Month Blogging effort coming on March the 10th
surely approaching or exceeding 4 Million words out of 12 Million online words since
Thanks Giving of 2010 per the record still now of what still exists of that in all the
places i have traveled online now in 75 months of doing just that where 66
months were spent inside as shut-in Hunch Back of Notre Dame since
January of 2008 through July of 2013.. first 33 months with no
words or visual images produced at all.. just shut in my
mind without effective use of eyes and ears with
the worst pain known to humankind of
type two trigeminal neuralgia from
wake to sleep for those
66 months full
like a dentist drill
without novocaine in my
right eye and ear.. additionally..
accompanying a total of 19 medical
disorders.. most of them invisible to the
human eye as disabilities within.. of pain and numb..
and when the sweet girl from Old Seville Quarter asked
me.. how in the world you do it and why do you do it without fail
for what will be my 150th week of doing it this next Thursday coming
up.. i said.. well.. i’m fearless ’cause i’ve been to hell.. yes.. i’ve really been to hell
and not unlike Forrest Gump and his running across the United States back and forth
it.. so i dance.. so
i dance some more.. now
and nah.. i didn’t provide all of these
other details as i didn’t want her head to explode
then as it is already loud enough in that dance hall
where even i have to wear ear plugs to muffle some
of the boom boom and more boom boom that fuels the dance of me too..
Bottom lines.. again.. life is great when one moves it connects it and co-creates
it with God oF Nature all in unison of a Dance and Song allone.. works for me.. at least..
And oh yeah.. Trvia bit here.. There is 783,137 words as counted in the so-called King
James Bible printed in English in 1611.. so yes.. what i have birthed now in close to
9 months is more than one and a half times more words than that for my
personal bible heaR as written by one person me.. 80 authors wrote
the King James Version that came from hundreds of years before
that of copying scribes and oral tradition on dusty
roads of round table discussions in
Aramaic long after the
many years of scribe
copying of what came before
that in old Testament ways too..
anyway.. humans have come along way..
and i for one prove what one human can do with
the so-called #John1412 way of humans always doing
more than before with 100% faith of belief hope and love
with will and strength and grace and love and yes.. beauty and wisdom too..
and yes too.. all the transhumanist tools at our finger tips noW as no one truly
as we lift each other up
or drive each other down..
DArk or liGht of Karma comes down
to WiLL and Grace and Strength oF Fearless Unconditional Love..uP..:)
And now.. off to share some MacroVerses and Visual Images as provided
by the all free Facebook Algorithm tools at hand.. wHeRe Memories come
like little birds of wisdom and beauty in trutH and LIGht more each day..;)
‘Moonlight Feels Right’.. from three years ago as i explore the sacred
and holy paRts wHOle of the Human experience with God of Nature all
as an art of my own personal bible expanding more then now too.. in divine
feminine grace and will of strength in fearless loving ways in masculine divine
too.. but hey.. a foundation of divine feminine grace leads to the greaTEst Bruce
Lee type strength of Chi for those with ears and eyes to find.. seek.. and continuously
feel and sense and empower a Chi Force oF liFE all Free and ageless timeless with
no distance space or time of cLock hands to cover the reaLiTy more of noW iN
MiNd and BoDy fuller awareness soUL wiTh heARt dancing singing Chi
Force more now forevermore now as holy creative streAMinG
SpiRiT of much greater hUman PotEnTiAL now..
but sure.. to get really brave/fearless.. yA
to rid yourself
of the clothes of
culture first.. either through
66 months of hell like me first..
or perhaps by just getting naked and
dancing free with God spiraling in Grains of
Sand around the Sun as Sentient Star DuST plus
born of Crucible Fire of stAr BurST BiRth as we arise WiTh
GreaTEr God EYes now sTiLL with no gRain of sand wHOle inside..
outside.. above so below and all round greater or less that all paRts
that maKe God all ThAT is WhOle Ocean full with shores ever expanding now
by waVes and riVers fed by streAMs of HuMan eYes more now forevermorenow..
that as i will
never portend to
have the last or first
word of any of this.. haha..
people who think they can chain
God in restrictions of words and books..
make me giggle and google just a little bit more..
sure.. in my underwear too.. with my little pInKie finger.. sticking uP2..
more noW as
that art continues
to evolve soft and hard cover more
and essence too.. wiTh more on thaT2..;)
And now.. “Talking.. Shh.. wITh God”.. from two years ago.. on the Wrong
Planet website.. where i fulfilled a role there somewhat like Socrates.. Yoda..
Buddha.. even being compared to some of those folks too.. as hey.. bRinGinG
folks to a greater mindful and bodily awareness of life in existential/emotional/eTc/
physical ways of much greater human potential beyond what standard IQ measures
has always been a challenge historically for the sages of the ages to take folks jusT a
little out of the cave of what folks have been been exposed to before.. in other words..
away from ignorance which is not the fault of anyone really and the responsibility of
the God of Nature within one to bRinG greATeR liGht and trUth to otHeRs wiTh
all tools at hand completely used as one can and will.. and interestingly..
more so-called right brain interpretive art thinking and feeling and
sensing folks could get wHeRe i was coming from but
the more left brain thinking folks who
held little of life
or full of much
meaning and purpose
at all as nihilists as older philosophies
and philosopher say too.. were lost from my
loop and the ones who made the moderator rules..
as still happens now for the priests and pastors and the politicians
same who can know the form in empirical structural way of words and
other symbols but the essence of right brain interpretive feeling/sensing
in innate.. instinctual and intuitive way misses tHeiR use or lose potential
intelligences of liFe and liGht to dArk to living death as dARk.. sAdly enough..
the way i spoke as essence was gibberish to them.. and nah.. this is the online
modern world.. no Socrates Hemlock or Jesus Crucifixions or hanging folks out
in the street for making 42 month witnesses in Bibles one and a half times bigger
in lone efforts birthing them in just 9 months too.. i have been banned and deleted out
from the reasons land of nerds to the art land of poets time and time again.. but the energizer
bunny holy spirit oF aLL of God of Nature keeps ticking as a river as an atomic clock freed in
me with no time..
the streAMs of River
Flow to wAves of Ocean SonG
oF My SouL more.. and this was a particularly
interesting MacroVerse heAR and one of my favorite
paRts of it were words SunG by a friend named Grommit..
and it is my privilege to add his words heAR in my “Netherland
Bible 2017”.. heRE as this is one of the very few people on
the Wrong Planet or really anywHeRe who had
eYes and ears to see and hear what
my spiRit says now
way full of
meaning and purpose
with God of Nature all now..:)
“Nature = knowledge = Wisdom = True aka God.
Words on their own are emptier vessels but so many of these words that aghogday writes are true resonance with aka god nature and a higher wisdom which is only achieved through what can only be described sometimes as the pits of hell.
We live in hell everyday if we choose to be, some choose to make it hellish for others and both of them is sad.
Admittedly you have a right to live in hell, but most people are asking for redemption, to see the light, who wants to spend an eternal life in hell?
Remember hell and god are metaphors for what is bad and good
Hell being: pain, torture, suffering, greed.
And god meaning, peace, unconditional love, a resonance with the universe, wisdom, knowledge, understanding, hope.
Of course hell isn’t necessarily a bad place and sometimes can not be avoided. But hell can teach you things that you never expected.
I think that if someone was to commit suicide, mass genocide then I would say they were all ready a tortured soul, and what that does is when people take these actions it causes more tortured souls and the cycle can be never ending.
But It takes souls to break cycles, and we still have free will at this point.
When you have lived in a live or die situation, I choose life, and people like aghogday now officially known as Aka Yoda only enforce that belief for me.
The purpose is people can lift each other out of the pits of hell through Aka = knowledge = wisdom and understanding and accept that we truly are all one and united as human.
If thousands of people disagreed with hitler then hitler would not have had an army.
The free will of hitler and many others could be a Definition of hell.
Learning from the past and identifying mistakes made through human evolution, and not making the same mistakes again is god.
People that inflict pain to others intentionally is hell.
Sharing hope is god.
The narrator on here, is extremely knowledgeable about religion yet = has got a fascinating and brilliant view point towards everything, and I can tell that narrator has uncovered much wisdom which could be described as god.
And I am not actually talking about god as in the man. I’m afraid you have been blinded by the definition of GOD, because god can be achieved in other ways,
Kraftiecortie masters the art of language and he has a multiplex of words, in my world this is poetry. A passageway to communication.
Some people are maths gods
Some people are science gods
Some people are art gods
Some people are healing gods
Some people are nutritional gods
Some people are poetry gods
Some people are technological advancement gods
Some people are toilet gods
Some people are funny gods
Some people are entertainment gods
Some people are rock gods
Some people are people gods
Some people are animal gods
I would expect to find these three people I mentioned here sitting in a space cafe in the far reach of the solar system, sharing the wisdom and listening to 5th dimension..:)
Anything that could potentially be human suffering could be described as hell
For now I try to live on the good side of the force and to not be tempted by the dark side.
The yin and yang is a perfect representation of natures forces at work.”
MacroVerse from 3 years ago.. appropriately named “ZEN ART of selfie”..
and in my continuing practice of fearless then that has led to all of my human
potential now along with wisdom and beauty in trutH and liGht.. not much different
than the Snow Princess in the Movie “froZen”.. i let it all go to explore all of my being
human treading on the clothes of culture with no fear of shame or regret.. sure.. i kinda
hazed myself too.. as ya can’t make fun of a person and make any impact on them when they don’t
think themselves serious at all in cultural expectations and limitations that make fear of shame
a reality like
the Emperor has
no clothes.. i fully know
and understand and feel and
sense i have no cultural clothes and
that more than anything is what makes me
free per Verse 37 of the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas
per Jesus2.. if yA wanna now use the power of so-called
historical authority too.. thing is.. God lives in us NoW greater
naked and free without the clothes we are culturally born with
in flesh and blood all innate..
instinctual and intuitive
too.. through a couple of
hundred thousand years sTiLL
through the struggles of being
human through our rodent
ancestors we share
75 million years ago too..
and then there is the science reLated
14.5 million years that aRose toward
those achievements of struggles and success
in sentient star dust liFE plUs US from Crucible
of Star BurST death resurrection of duSt that comes
as uS noW on this Miracle of blue and green beauty orb
of eARTh still turning as the globe goes as life wHeRe we don’t
fly off the edge of the eARTh at a thouSand miles or so an hour.. as science
sHows we would if the earth stops spinning now.. yeah.. we have lots to be thankful for..
BS sTuFF like That..
i play naked.. it’s what God does
free ya kNow or not Do..
“To CENsor Human being”.. Macro Verse memory from two years ago
about the date now of 2013.. when all the online Autism Communities started
deleting and moderating me out in banning ways as i refused to agree with
their common social bonding ways of dark in believing conspiracy theories
that the Autism Speaks organization was a Eugenics organization and
people were googling murdering autistic children as i shared
a couple of those related memories from 4 years
ago on my Facebook page too..
along with a memory
of a conspiracy
thinking pastor of
our local area and his alignments
with conspiracy Obama birthers.. naming
homosexuals demon inspired and stuff like that..
didn’t have any problem defending the facts when i put
my science hat on.. and sure.. it was like banging my head
up against a wall.. as you cannot convince folks who bind for
dark purposes as religion by very term meaning social binding
over common meaning and purpose where even sTiLL female genital
mutilation and ripping foreskin off of tiny babies can come to be seen
as holy and sacred too.. in blood lust way of doing what we say or you
are kicked out of the social group for survive and thrive and in instinctual
feeling and sensing way for those who foraged together or did agriculture
in small farming way.. it could be a truly life or death situation if a Maverick
strayed from the group think of religion and politics and corporate this is my
favorite quarterback and religious team too.. people are alike all over
as one Twilight Zone show related so well through
Rod Serling’s eyes in the 60’s too.. some folks
open minded.. fearless.. seeing all of
life as abundance.. happy with
what they have and
other folks closed minded.. scared..
seeing all of life as scarcity.. never happy
with what they have as enough.. always wanting
more and afraid to give and share more and move out
of the cave to greener pastures of pure happiness in LIGht and Joy too..
it’s true people are same and different same.. same rule Jews and same Jesus
Hippies then and now same.. i can’t fight the city hall of rules and all the insanity that
goes along with that.. but what i sure as FucK can and will do is stay unplugged NoW and
give Caesar all of his or her.. eTc.. coins due.. and sure.. at one point Google was considering
limiting that private community of adult restricted blogs and of course i had no choice but
go with the change of Caesar coins then.. but enough people fought for their full head
to toe freedom of expression where Google changed their minds and i changed
the title of my freest blog all stripped down as such.. and went on
fearlessly with my free verse art to express all of what i am
as a child of God fearless
as any child
of the clothes
of culture can and will
do to King David celebrate this
Gift so much more than before of life..
Bottom lines2.. free and uncensored me in what
the law allows in local.. state and federal way
as hey.. they still provide the avenues and highways
to be freer as human than ever before with even a phone
now that reaches around the world carrying the art of human more than ever before..
i like all the free avenues of art provided now… and hell no.. my soul will never be for sale..
And now to celebrate the animal nature even more as if you view
my all PG rated underwear art. one might come to the
conclusion i am a little bit soft… heHE.. don’t
confuse my sweetness with
weakness.. we are
wild animals2.. and
if this picture from
then.. 3 years ago..
of me now doesn’t prove
that in a way that would
scare Jack Nicholson in a
Dark alley other way.. trust me.. you wouldn’t
wanna see me angry.. as i am only playing heAR..
wild wolves love more than domesticated wolves as they
work together for the survive and thrive for life in foraging ways..
humans are no different.. someone like me in the olden days could
come in handy for the love of life and as well as the hunt of life too..
but nah.. i’ll let the grocery store take care of that.. but sure.. my Father
didn’t serve in Law Enforcement for 46 years after a few years in the Army
without sharing a little genetic potential for the warrior and nomad gene with me2..;)
And yes.. 2 years ago.. heAR.. Yellow Boy approaching a window squirrel for breakfast.. in the old
days before.. when Yellow Boy was all feral in the backwoods for about two years way before then..
Yellow Boy was a lightening streak with a squirrel almost his size
then as a young cat flying across the yard.. with the greatest
of cat ease.. feral cats are not unlike Jungle wild cats..
just a little smaller is all..
and it’s true..
if a hunter
like Yellow Boy
can love like he does
now.. all Mama Cat milk
and Cat biscuits now with Katrina..
there must be hope for humans too..
if they find a path to love and somewhat predictable
subsistence too.. scarcity breeds fear and abundance breeds hope..
Hate comes more from one and Love more from the otHeR.. Give and
Share for Love or Take and hoard for hate.. it’s still a cat choice really wild and
free with love
and domesticated with hate..
and for now that’s all i have
to dance and sing..
clothes and lies..
all play with God of Nature FReED..
Devil or Angel.. Angel IS A way for me…
At this point..now i feel like a little American
Indian Meditation Music to go along with this..
Sioux and Cherokee in me gifted through my
Mother and her ancestors too.. Sioux on her
Father’s side and Cherokee on her Mother’s side..
surELy.. the wildest and freest pARt of me along with the
Irish eyes.. two generations removed with the Cajun of
France and Spain and the Old English and Black Forest
of Germany and that rodent ancestor from 75 million years
ago2.. and the origin of all that is and beYond 14.5 million years ago aLL..
song as continuous
Indigenous soUL of God oF NaturE noW2..
JuST.. cAll me “Master Chief Aghogday”..1.. yes i exist2
as He2.. you can Google me/he2.. if you don’t believe it HE HE3..;)
Love Lives fulfilLed deaTh..
Hate lives Dead life
Hello.. gigoid.. nice to see you heAR.. aGain..
And i guess i’ll start heRE.. wiTh three to catch up..
through a count of 6 with a SonG too.. and what better place than play to staRt..
“Man is most nearly himself
when he achieves the seriousness
of a child at play.”
~~ Heraclitus ~~
ReAlly.. can’t add any more
to tHis HeraCliTuS butt
continUinG to play..;)
“Beware of that person who is slow to anger.
For when it is long in coming,
it stays longer and is warmer and dies not so easily.
Abused patience is a very strong fuel
for a fire not easily put out by any known means.”
~~ Wise Bee ~~
that festers into long term hate..
usuAlly.. what happens iF Anger
is not Emotionally and Sensory
regulated and integrated
more.. out.. oF AnGer..
to AnGel as mEtapHoRuS oF cOuRse..;)
“One kind word can warm three winter months.”
~~ Japanese proverb ~~
Yes.. Yes.. Yes… and more
yes.. as the Great Band..
the Police.. clearly
be an Invisible
Sun inside generating
warmth of kindness as
oxytocin surely can and
will do when neurohormonally
and neurochemically living free inside..
and exPaNding to OthErS even more as HuMan
SunliGht groWs aS uNConDiTional Love.. tHeReForE..
i now have
in Sting and
“If you would know a man,
observe how your cat treats him.”
~~ Leelu Bee ~~
It’s reAlly.. kinda sad..
all of my Father’s
attention to human beings…
but he cried when they died..
guesS he couldn’t reAlly show ’em when he lived…
“Many a man’s tongue broke his nose.”
~~ Seamus MacManus ~~
Hmm.. i can
but not quiet..;)
“I want to live my life so that my nights are not full of regrets.”
~~ D. H. Lawrence ~~
dancing at night
anything aT all..
funny how ‘they’ talk
about the pitfalls of an
‘idol’.. mind.. butt rarely
problem with words..
tHey are locked uP ‘tween ears..;)
“If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it.”
~~ Things We Can Learn From Dogs ~~
One thing.. i FeeL/SenSe
for sure.. ‘it’ doesn’t
“Some people march to the beat of a different drummer.
And some people tango!”
~~ Anonymous Bee ~~
or SinG free
with no labELs
or FoRmS aT aLL..;)
“If you lose the power to laugh, you lose the power to think.”
~~ Clarence Darrow ~~
True.. as science sHows..
emotions.. most definitely
and the source
oF aLL memories too.. as is..
per cognitive executive functioning
Now to two too2..
as six was just in
the intro of thE theMe Meme SonG2..;)
Haha.. rational mammals..
nah.. not a one..
at core as
the best emotions
and senses make uP
reaLitY iN a sea of words and
otHeR symbols that house the
vehicles and vessels of essence real..
thaT iS FeeLinG
so.. reAlly.. at the
end of the day StiLL now
it is those who are fulfilled
with love.. happiness and joy
who win the game of reaLiTy.. my FriEnd..NoW..2..
mY Mother tried to teach me that lesSon by example
as she reTired her wheels and i continued
my ass around
the rat wheel
empty symbols of now..then..
without much substance of LIfE..
in other words.. whatever takes uS away
From Peace of Mind and Joy and Love is about as evil aS it gets..
away from thaT real essence of FeeLinG SenSinG LiFe..NoW..
otHeRS.. of course..:)
“It is hard enough to remember my opinions,
without also remembering my reasons for them.”
— Friedrich Nietzsche (1844-1900)
As always.. emotions and senses drive iT all..
develop.. regulate.. integrate them in balance.. rich or not..;)
“That’s the effect of living backwards: it always makes one
a little giddy at first, but there’s one great advantage in it,
that one’s memory works both ways.”
— Lewis Carroll, “Through the Looking-Glass”
And don’t forget to walk in reverse
and spiral like the Golden
of Nature in
and create too..
never getting down
below the ears to more TruTh aT hand..
and toes and fingers too..;)
“I count religion but a childish toy …
there is no sin but ignorance.”
— Christopher Marlowe
siN oF Feet and hands
and otHeR idle body
aBove beloW as
TrUtH and liGht.. mOre..;)
“Did YOU find a DIGITAL WATCH in YOUR box of VELVEETA?”
— Zippy the Pinhead
?VELVEETA of box YOUR in WATCH DIGITAL a find YOU did
“Human beings are perhaps never more frightening than
when they are convinced beyond doubt that they are right.”
— Laurens Van der Post, The Lost World of the Kalahari (1958)
iF it’s aLternative fActs..;)
“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted
to a profoundly sick society.”
and throws away the clothes..;)
(Emerald Forest 1985 and newer Avatars)
“Thus it is said that one who knows the enemy and knows
himself will not be endangered in a hundred engagements.”
— Sun Tzu
And Trump LiFE..;)
“One should seek virtue for its own sake and not from hope or fear,
or any external motive. It is in virtue that happiness consists,
for virtue is the state of mind which tends to
make the whole of life harmonious.”
— Diogenes Laertius (c. 200 AD) — Zeno, (B.C. 335?-264), liii
possible aS even
science sHows it’s not
Square root one
Problems of heART..:)
“The moral test of government is how it treats those
who are in the dawn of life — the children; those who
are in the twilight of life — the aged; and those who
are in the shadows of life — the sick, the needy and the handicapped.”
— Hubert Humphrey
one issues of subsistence and shelter too..:)
“Virtue is that perfect good which is the complement of a happy life;
the only immortal thing that belongs to mortality.”
— Seneca (B.C. 3-65 A.D.)
to too many arguments
about how the towels are arranged on the racK even or not..;)
“I have a feeling that at any time about three million Americans
can be had for any militant reaction against law, decency,
the Constitution, the Supreme Court,
compassion and the rule of reason.”
— John Kenneth Galbraith
aS even science
sHows about one percent
of the population are made that way…
it or not..
as they don’t give a shit
and likely never will..
no smile heAR.. my FriEnd
as life ain’t fair in one lifetime aT leASt..;)
“I’m just hoping that one day the sheep will realize
that the shepherd is really a wolf in disguise.” —
As science shows too..
the clergy in the
choices of folks born ‘that way’…;)
“Every man is a damn fool for at least five minutes every day;
wisdom consists in not exceeding the limit.”
— Elbert Hubbard
and feeL and sense so
Piece of Paper
existence.. all the rest a peace of cake..:)
To produce things and to rear them,
To produce, but not to take possession of them,
To act, but not to rely on one’s own ability.
To lead them, but not to master them –
This is called profound and secret virtue.
— Lao-Tzu (fl. B.C. 600)
practice perfect more..:)
“Make no mistake: the weeds will win. Nature bats last.”
— Robert Pyle
So.. now.. off to three2..:)
“Man is most nearly himself when
he achieves the seriousness of a child at play.”
SurELy VeriLY worth
“Apollo said that every one’s true worship was that
which he found in use in the place where he chanced to be.”
— Michael de Montaigne (1533-1592)
— Essays, Book ii, Chap. xii, Apology for Raimond Sebond
Toilet Paper.. a warm bed at night..
wow! a grocery store
and a way
get some food..
and friends and a lover too..
with family too.. Heaven is now
see the sliver
rest oF iT aLL..
out of shape of Happiness now..:)
“An empty man is full of himself.”
— Edward Abbey
Ugh.. Tin can
to see the wizard oF aLL…;)
“If you see a man approaching you with
the obvious intention of doing you good,
you should run for your life.”
— Thoreau’s Law
thOught that came all natural
buTT hips and eYes never lie to me aT leASt.. hEhe..;)
“Man is a credulous animal, and must believe something;
in the absence of good grounds for belief, he will be satisfied with bad ones.”
— Bertrand Russell, “An Outline of Intellectual Rubbish”
more than ever now..
for the ignorant
more for those in the kNow..;)
“Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there,
you must first see inside of you.”
— Wally “Famous” Amos
without a filAmeNt within.;)
“I hold it to be the inalienable right of anybody
to go to hell in his own way.”
— Robert Frost
YeS iT happens..:)
“Go softly, for you tread on my dreams.”
soft or hard..
tRead or noT..;)
Against the Word the unstilled world still whirled
About the center of the silent Word.
– T.S. Eliot
UgH A word
without a voice..:)
It was not death, for I stood up,
And all the dead lie down;
It was not night, for all the bells
Put out their tongues, for noon.
It was not frost, for on my flesh
I felt siroccos crawl,–
Nor fire, for just my marble feet
Could keep a chancel cool.
And yet it tasted like them all;
The figures I have seen
Set orderly, for burial,
Reminded me of mine,
As if my life were shaven
And fitted to a frame,
And could not breathe without a key;
And ‘t was like midnight, some,
When everything that ticked has stopped,
And space stares, all around,
Or grisly frosts, first autumn morns,
Repeal the beating ground.
But most like chaos,–stopless, cool,–
Without a chance or spar,–
Or even a report of land
To justify despair.
~~ Emily Dickinson ~~
DArk niGht of the
soUL SuNG rung so quiet..:)
“Nothing unreal exists.”
— Kiri-Kin-Tha’s Law of Metaphysics
If one takes Stephen
and words are
as real as essence real..:)
And hence one master-passion in the breast,
Like Aaron’s serpent, swallows up the rest.
– Alexander Pope (1688-1744)
— Essay on Man, Epistle ii, Line 131
Yep.. tHeRE Go
And SeNses for real..;)
“You can get anything you want,
at Alice’s restaurant (‘ceptin’ Alice).”
— Arlo Guthrie
Hannibal Lector doesn’t like that at all..;)
on a rather
non-pleaSing taste of Alice iN Wonderland less..;)
It’s worth noting that stress is cumulative over the Battle
Fields of Life.. and when it IS A situation like
Catastrophic illness of a Loved
one as close as a Mother..
lived a Battlefield
of Stress for Decades.. those
Battle Scars rear tHeir ugliest heads
of dARk.. in other words.. strange.. strange..
pain.. as somatic symptoms from head to toe..
to heARt Palpitations and
Bees are nesting
a hive in your head and
stuff like that for me at least..
including Chronic Fatigue and Dysautonomia
with the Heart palpitations as hey.. from the outside
in this photo.. looks like just another deliriously happy
day in the last 42 months or so of Heaven.. and by this
Happy Picture existing at the Mall after about 10 miles of Public
Dance.. i muSt say.. i was floating on a cloud again.. and
hopefully.. all the somatic issues will disappear as tHeRe
are some things in life that are almost
too hard to face.. sure..
with night terrors
that too.. ah.. being
human.. can get so complicated..
but at least i’ve experienced it all before
and realize that no matter how long it takes
this too shall pass as the cycle of dARk and liGht
goeS oN.. as LiFE.. and for now.. i’m at Peace as writing
can be so soothing as streAms begin to empty in Rivers and
waves of ocean whole gently expanding shores more toward liGht..;)
Hmm.. and some MacroVerses to share as usual in Facebook Memory way..
starting with “Sounds of Sexual Healing” at the 432 Hertz Genital Healing frequency
in sensuality way.. and nah.. not wham bam thank ya ma’am stuff.. anyWay.. a reminder for
me in how much peace comes listening to the 432 Hertz rendition of the Gospel of Thomas
Mystical Gnostic sayings as attributed to the dude named Yeshua aka Jesus..
yes.. how much Peace it brought to me in the last night spent in the
recliner slowly falling to sleep next to my Mother at the
Hospital.. and the next day.. i felt so much more heaLinG
inside and it seemed to bring a mystical
connection with my Mother too..
as this is the Jesus i FeeL
SeNse.. a real man.. no different than
the Buddha and Lao Tzu and so many
otHeRs who sought and found the Kingdom of
God within uSing metaphors to relate this Yogi-like
Unison with God.. sure.. Unidaughter and
UnieTc too.. as yes.. Women
didn’t get the right
to vote until
and were not considered
good enough to be spiritual priests
of God in the old Abrahamic religious way..
of course.. this Jesus gives all the power to the people
and remains just another humble last as first and meek
inheriting the eARTh as the King and the Queen are those
who become one with God as the Kingdom and Queendom
and eTcdom lives within.. but seriously.. no matter how many metaphors
are used and other complex symbolS.. unless one has a direct verb experience
of God in action beyond words as God as Verb within.. just empty shells are the words
that fall to rocky soil with no floWer of God groWinG hiGher as hUmaniTy’s eYes alive..
it’s kinda sad how the Modern Catholic Church.. since Constantine as Roman Emperor
expanding that empire and monolithically making a Statue of himself as Sun god
same as Jesus as Soldier Sun God too.. but hey.. that’s what Trump’s do..
it’s all about them and rarely
about you.. although
you a job
that never comes
with pay.. Vs.. the eternal
reward oF HeAVen NoW..
the place with no dollar amount..
aS History repeats itself with Herstory
of divine feminine grace and love within..
as all is left is will and strength to conquer and divide..
anyWay.. for those in the feel and sense oF iT.. this is the isreAl Deal..now..:)
“Talking.. Shh.. wITh GOD2”.. pArt two of a series of God as action
verb conversations regarding the active experience of being with
God noW as aliVe.. yes.. on the Wrong Planet.. a place wHere
folks are more locked into left brain ways of
analytical thinking away from
all stuff associated
and connection with God aLL
as Nature wHOle aliVE in the Kingdom
of Heaven NoW.. like most intelligent animals
without standard IQ.. experience all Naturally without
the clothes of Human culture.. aS in someways.. human
is burdened with the greatest virus oF aLL.. separation from God
through cultural and religious clothes from birth to death.. never reAlly
experiencing a naked God alive within at all for some all the way from
birth to death in a priSon of Hell as made by cultural tool and device
as human becomes a tool in a human made cultural hell.. i watch
people in this place from day to day in both flesh and blood
life and online too.. and yes.. it’s like an opaque
window they cannot see through
to get to other side..
even the so-called
leaders at church who
only truly look forward to God
after death.. as real then to meet..
so.. sad.. this separation in life as illusion can be.. away from God..
it would bring A TEar to Yellow Boy’s eYe if he could see the ignorance
of human separated from God like this.. surELy.. juSt anoTheR day within God for him free..:)
“On Seeking, knowing and Loving. On understanding Islam in its meaning as a whole.”
MacroVerse Memory from two years ago as the previous MacroVerse also
was from two years ago.. and the one before that at three years ago
as dates go on and the information remains as applicable
noW as that Gospel of Thomas rendition listening
too.. here from around 2K years ago.. too..
and Fellow Blogger poet
Friend.. Lala Rukh..
from Pakistan.. sHows tHeRe
are the same issues with Islam
as there is with Christianity as far as
some folks extreme.. some folks Christmas
Day and Easter worshippers and others who seek
and find God within with book or not.. thing is.. God does
live within and the Kingdom of Heaven is just waiting for those
who do seek and find it within over the course of life noW as LiVinG..:)
“INDIAN MOON CHILD in the alleys of Life”.. as MacroVerse from two
years ago too.. more discussions on the Wrong Planet site..
finding it still almost impossible to reach folks
locked in the ‘other’ hemisphere of
of rational thInKing
away from Art of Love and God sAMe..
as living verb in the Kingdom of Heaven within now..:)
“Tornado PoeTry and mE”.. MacroVerse memory from a year
ago.. visiting many of my Blogger Poet friends and continuing an
end to a year long venture of poetically responding to every single
prompt and link from the online dVerse Poetry Pub site for an entire
year.. from April of 2015.. through March 31st 2016.. coming to be..
neXt.. GodsUniVerseNovel3 at 338,630 words as lInKed at
the bottom of all my MacroVerses now.. a little
easier at this point though as i am no longer
visiting the relatively speaKing online
hell of the Wrong Planet
hell on earth
as Lucifer in that
Fox show might say..
except.. this is Lower Alabama
Panhandle of Florida.. yes.. pet
name of LA too.. with plenty of NASCAR racing fans too..
and although i don’t own a big bar in money way.. sure.. in
A way.. i owN oNe for the LovE of DancE all free of dollar biLLs and driNks.. heHe..;)
And speaking of Nascar.. that reminds me of a Good Ole Christian Man and his family
where his children are watching the float of my feet upon the Mall Grounds by
Starbucks with the youth wielding their smartphones to capture the oddest
thing of all in Lower Alabama LA of Panhandle of Florida and that
is anyone at all brave enough to dance free in public..
which to me is amazingly.. only me.. as Jesus F iN
Christ it is like the best thing ever
to float on terrestrial land
in use it more and
gain it in terms
and physical intelligence
in regulating emotions and
integrating senses and making
every move magic like Katy Perry says
in her ET song.. but hey.. this is no fairy
tale.. just human poTenTial used more than lounging
around on Sunday in easy chairs watching NASCAR go ’round
and ’round and ’round eventually snoring back after Sunday Dinner too..
anyway.. heHe.. was hoping
the NASCAR good Ole boy would
ask me what the hell (heaven) i
was/am doing as surELy my come back again
would be.. hey.. baby.. in terms of #John1412 ..
walking on water is old-school noW as verily and
surELy i say and sing and dance one can do that with
a surf-board with ease.. floating on terrestrial ground
and nicely polished mall floors like this IS A real John
14:12 challenge.. babe.. ya should try it one day.. particularly
if you enjoy making women smile more than your hunting buds.. heHe..
anyWay.. it’s human potential and in ALL stuff John 14:12.. USE IT OR LOSE
AND LIGHT AND DARK
and survive or thrive
in the Kingdom of Heaven now..
as DanCinG and SinGinG Light hoMe NoW..
WeLL.. considering there is still room left
on the 432 Hertz rendition of the Gospel of Thomas
might as well review more Facebook MacroVerse memories
and associated supporting documentation for how if or one reach
the Kingdom of Heaven with now.. yes.. now.. in this generation now..
as promised even in the New Testament version of what is no attributed to the
Jesus dude too.. yes the generation then means the generation now.. otherwise
according to simple Logic.. the Jesus dude would have been taling an empty Trump
promise and apparently the real dude Jesus per Yogi-Like dude was taling it as real
as any Tibetan
steam off their
body in icy waters
as documented by science
too.. along with controlling
Brain waves from Alpha to theta
creative streaming consciousness holy
spirit bringing to the table of mindful awareness
where the bread and water of life is a living spring of breathe
for those in
will do that now..
in once again now use
it or lose it in all human
potentials now.. but hey.. still
these traditions are dominated by patriarchal
ways of illusory fears and dominating women and
such as that.. controlling reproductive freedoms
for selfish gene and material gains.. same stuff
of storing grain in silos
others for whatever
power and status comes next..
yes.. including excluding women
from the Monk Monasteries too.. all
men’s club as such while the women are
relegated to cattle of breeding babies..
but yes that’s old school now.. and meanwhile
while women have moved way ahead in the battle of the
sexes as far as combining the masculine will and strength
with the feminine grace and love.. men or still in Trump
states at least.. watching cars go around and around tracks still
of boring same shit over and over again.. where mirror neurons are
the only joy in vicarious male adventure life.. over and over again
on the big
and as far
as any martial
arts mixed with
ballet dance.. i understand
some ‘liberal men’ are doing that
with their daughters now.. but Nascar
men.. nah.. nah.. no.. that’s a no no tHeRE..
and hey.. if nothing else they can watch me do
ballet in the mall while this memory comes to mind
as shared on Facebook of me leg pressing 930 Lbs.. 14 times
back two years ago.. now that is 1020 LBS around 33 times for now..
unless the adrenaline
it up to
50 reps when
My mother is in the
Hospital dying and such as that..
like last week.. straining my leg
a little bit after that effort too..
and the thing is.. the power comes even more
from divine feminine grace and love than masculine will and
strength as the divine feminine love is what brings the mindful
awareness and the focus to make the will and strength do real time
considered of course
as a Macroverse Memory
shared here of “BE midnight LIGHT”.. 3 years ago..
Where i guarantee dam tee ya.. ain’t no Nascar
men brave enough to do this shit.. hehe..
even if they could leg
press 1020 LBS
not.. if you
wanna get to heaven
ya be afraid of any part
of your God given Nature as
to repress and oppress it as
patriarchal cultures teach their
little boys to erase all divine feminine
grace from their existence.. including compassion
and empathy to be cold enough to pull triggers to kill
and defend in wars and such as that that is a part of the
sad tribal instinct for snake head survival too.. as part of
the restricted reptilian brain inside our heads too.. it’s a nuclear
option of hell.. on earth.. and far far away from the Kingdom of Heaven
all BaLanCinG act in reaLiTy NoW oN course.. camel and needle and all of that too..
gotta really be
brave enough to be
ALL YOU CAN HUMAN BE NOW
WITH ALL THE POWER OF GOD WITHIN
FROM HEAD TO TOE AND BEYOND THAT TOO..
in terms of limited scientific method repeatable
experiments too.. as those don’t exist where few men
before as truly brave
and free in the Kingdom
of Heaven within for NoW..:)
“Don’t Look Me in the Eye”.. Another MacroVerse memory from 3 years
ago.. as i continue a real practice of BaLanCinG the Divine feminine
Grace of Love and Masculine WiLL and strength togeTher as oNe..
and if you are actually listening to any of the
Gospel of Thomas related metaphorical
deep sayingS it’s not quite
as fully illustrated
as what i do
but of course that was
in the days of almost no
freedom of expression like this
without killing fields coming to those
who illustrated iT fully like this.. so vague
it came in metaphors instead.. so those with shallow
more left brain thinking snake brain ways would have no
WTF FTW idea what was going down in this kinda sacred text..
again.. one muSt acT on it and experience it as verb of God life..
AS Experience now..
and vessels to get
here as the rider of
the camel or the elephant
through the culture and religion
N E E D Le E Y E even s M A L ler
of now and then.. my best advice is
just get naked and dance free verse with
grains of sand spiraling around the Sun
Seagull free… and don’t forget the warm
Gulf Illuminated diatom waters at night
on a Summer
with a loved one too..
or just one if that is all you are2..
And now the Hertz of the Earth to go along
with “Don’t Look me in the eye” too..
yes at C sharp.. 136.1 Hertz
frequency.. and when
Last night my cat yellow boy was sleeping..
purring by my feet..and his purr was precisely
the GAIA frequency of mother earth..a beautiful purr of peace of life..and mind..heart..soul..emotion..logic and ONEspirit.. the best sound ever..PURR..
So with that said..have a PURRfect day..;):)
PURRLIGHT with mother earth..
Some literalist from YouTube..
yes.. material reductionist.. tried
to get in an argument with me
that it wasn’t
purr in hertz..
and i said.. dude..
it’s just a metaphor..
okay.. as we all come
from the same stuff okay..
namELy Mother Earth with Cat
Biscuits and Mama Cat milk like this too..
friend.. love is
love.. my friend..;)
And now.. from two years ago..
A short MicroVerse Memory
on Freedom to share..
noW oN course..;)
Freedom is NOT free;
Never has been never will be.
Some folks are willing to die for IT.
Some folks are willing to be afraid of IT,
and DO in effect eliminate
the greater potential for IT,
by their overall, fearful ways…
ONE and the ONLY THING FOR for sure IS,
“IT’S” ALWAYS AT LEAST, ’50 shades of Grey’….
And NOT even
RED, WHITE, AND BLUE……
Oh.. Prajakta.. i love the diversity
of all of human Nature.. nah.. not all
have the same Maternal instinct and some
have literally none and never will.. male and or female..
like the Wrong Planet online i used to visit where aversion
to babies was as common as everyday allergies
a matter of
human nature in
hormonal ways of birth..
ourselves and environmental
ways of more left brain analytical
corporate think as opposed to
down on the
raising right brain
life.. balance comes
for what we must do in life..
as opposed to what we may
even wanna do in life..
not all folks
babies.. of course..
and to make someone
go where they do not naturally
wanna go.. is a source of much human
misery and suffering in the case of forced
arranged dowry marriages and stuff like that
surely when the innate stuff is not there to nurture
at all.. anyway.. if you like puppy love.. if and when you
do get pregnant and have children.. no doubt when Nature
changes you too in hormone way.. the nurture and attachment will
come as it did for even me.. when i had my first and only child then..
the first time then.. i understood what all encompassing non-conditional
love is.. it’s Nature and the core of survival/thrival.. not only the will but the love to go on..
And with that said
here is a little more
Love to move ya too..;)
1968.. about 7 years old.. am i too..
going to see this movie.. yes.. the first
Planet of the Apes movie.. with my mother
and sister.. and the first time i had one of those
moments of questioning the existential angst of life..
of what is real
and what is
as and in existence
now then now too..
and i’ve moved
i view the ending
noW as opposed to then..
as the notion of no infrastructure
of culture for a small and very weak
child then was a scary notion.. for sure..
as there was nothing wild about me at
age 7.. fully domesticated in grade two
in a small school up on the
hill away from the
then.. and i remember..
coming out of the theater..
just around the block from our
home.. downtown.. yep.. what was
named as the ‘Milton Theater’.. then..
looking up and seeing the red flashing
light of what was just a radio tower then..
with no cell towers to reach around the globe
in an actual interaction with global friends then..
thing is.. Charlton was riding on a horse.. with the most
beautiful woman.. alive then.. on a beautiful beach and he cursed
the blown up infrastructure of a city comparablY as ugly compared
to a pristine beach as New York City full of subways and people who
never meet eye to eye aS SucH.. as a giant can of lemmings all trapped in priSon..
and instead of jumping for joy as Nature and the beautiful woman and Horse of Nature
wiTh Beach was/iS once again his free home.. him.. he said.. God dAm.. you blew iT all up.. hell.. cannot
for the loss
of feel and sense
now of what iS even important
in life as a touchy feely human
being alive now.. just wanting to get
back to they city as a habit is wHeRe he
wanted to go.. misSing paradise on the way
to heaven then now.. so.. how advanced are we..
only.. in how much we touch and feel of mindful and
bodily awareness all naked now.. cover it all up.. make
it numb and pain.. or uncover it and live as the Beach of Heaven Now..
and i still haven’t come uP.. with a title for this 79th MacroVerse heAR of
“Netherland Bible 2017”.. and 750th MacroVerse of Song oF mY soUL too..
but sure.. by the standard of another play.. the great Social Critic.. Rod Serling
helped write in written script way.. too.. perHaps with a twist of a few words
All OVer sTiLL noW”..
better now than never..
Zoo or Free.. yOur can and WiLL or not..noW2..:)
YeP it’s true..
Verily i say
i AM2.. sTiLL..NoW2..
with or without words thenow2..
And today.. the 27th of February
makes a full 42 month Longest Form Free Verse
Poem on Word Press and Metro Public Dance too..
over 3.3 Million words and over 6900 Dance miles2..
Planet of the Apes.. released on 2.8.68.. 49 years
ago.. in a memory for me.. wHeRE tHeRe is
tiMe.. sTiLL NoW2..
When i was living in the crib..
my Mother said i turned around
and around on my left toe then
until i wore a dance
my Mother told
my Father.. my boy
has the look of an adult
in his green to blue eyes like
he knows more than he should know
now then.. and my Father said.. in one of few
conversations to my Mother then.. one day.. you
will come in here and he will have a cigarette propped
up in his hand.. just puffing it away.. heHe.. kinda like Rod Serling (and my father too)
did at the beginning of his T-Zone show.. then too.. it is what is and i am am i..now..STiLL2..1..:)
Dude.. you are so lost in words and
other abstract constructs.. you are
almost totAlly lost from
Fear and Hate is Hell
Love and Hope is Heaven..
you choose wHere
you spRead to
otHeRs.. Heaven or Hell..
All tHeRe is is Hell heAR.. dude..
but of course if you did this for only
Love and Hope.. you wouldn’t
make a mammon penny..
if he wrote you a Love note
of hope away from Fear and Hate..
written in yoUr words.. or not..
i have no idea what your actions are.. neXt..:)
A note hEar not even worth repeating from a place named TVC..;)