Dogwood Winter Blooms


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Beyond Birth and Death what all living
things share is thE WiLL to live and as my son
proved that in his 51 days of life with multiple congenital
anomalies.. My mother at age 82.. with multiple cancers from
head to toe at 8 days now with no food or drink surely proves this out too..
and so many
otHeRs of
miracle stories to relate…
i am sort of an expert on Happiness by
now but moreover before that i was more an
an expert on the much daRker side of life.. namELy
heLL on earth in the Kingdom of living within as opposed
to other much nicer place of the Kingdom of Heaven living
within.. inside.. outside.. above.. so beloW.. and all around on eARTh..
the much nicer place wHeRe tHeRe is no tiME but forevermore now..
wHeRe the otHeR place
mostly consists
of cLocks
with hands
so big they
crowd out NoW wiTh
numb and pain.. and if i didn’t
go tHeRe substantiAlly.. at lEast
temporarily through this.. the story would
be even daRker as i could no longer define myself
as fully human to enter both thE LIGht and dARk places
oF Life that lead back to LiGhT as Nature AKA God is on whole
merciful for those who seek and find tHeiR way back with WiLL
over Love.. not all do… sAdly.. not all do.. some bounce back as Nature
iN hUMan WiLL do.. given the opportunity with move.. connect.. and create..
but pushed back
too soon
as a
mechanical cog
in a machine means a more
likely longer priSon stay in the numb
and pain that has not been processed
with emotional regulation and sensory integration
of a dance and song of liFe with others free verse as liGht
goeS oN for more.. Death IS A merciful end NoW for the WiLL to
LIVe as LoVe as liGht when the WiLL is left that DanceS on without
a SonG.. so.. i continue that SonG as DancE can go.. longer noW as i StiLL
hOld the chalice of Love thAT has no bounds of wAlls to hold love inside.. and
the Sun is coming out by dark cloud by dArk cLoud removed… and clouds come back
and clouds removed aGain for liGht.. as mentioned earlier while school doesn’t teach
one how to come back and sadly church does little other than the social connection to
bring one back.. the Kingdom of Heaven within IS A Dance and SonG of art for me in
fully MoVinG ConNecTinG and Co-CreaTinG with the GoD of Nature allone never
separate in how i see and feeL and SeNSE the world now wHOle when this
BALanCinG ForCe oF LiGht over dARk rains a reign for me..
as the Gravity of DArk liGhts uP to a float
of liFe and after a pick-up
out of dArk
a Kundalini
DAncE and SonG
of MoVinG meditation liGht..
the sAMe SonG we listened to..
‘i believe i can fly’ is the SonG i DancED
to that brought me out of dARk sAMe as when
i listened to it back in ’97 when our child was dying then..
And when my Grandmother died back in ’87.. thE LiGht i remember
most is my Mother’s will to go on in liGht oF Love.. as it is those who
liVe wHo muSt continue to spread thE LIGht of Love the best they can and WiLL..:)


Blogger Poet Friend Xenia Tran
iN kind wishes of Love Sings..

Thinking of you at this time and wishing your mother well on her new journey of light. Blessings to you all and know that all will be well. You are surrounded by love and light xxx

And i return the sAMe WiTh..
Hello.. Xenia Tran..
tHeRe arE LiGhts iN
the world that WiLL
extinguished.. NoW..
namELy liGhts oF Love..
thank you for surrounding me..
aS LiGht liVes Love FlyInG hiGher..
And my MoThEr
goeS oN
as LoVe and liGht FliGht evEn HiGhER..:)


WeLL.. been awhile gigoid..
and anyWheRe IS A good
place to stART
and what
place than
now and an occupation
as a cat hammock is also
a best place to be in the now..
as connection is what makes life
worth living most even for a feral territorial
animal who comes to suck the mother’s milk of love again…
sUre.. with kitty biscuits too..
yes.. that touchy
feely warm
and fuzzy
stuff that
science names
as the cure of the
social bonding neurohormone
as oxytocin that kills the pain of the
human soUL of HeARt as SpiRit reLease
in comfort of life the most for those not addicted
to adrenaline
alone.. i
of course from
thE Lit place iN dArk
and liGht within.. anyWay..
liFe goeS oN my friEnd best
with a Loving hUman tOuch/FeeL/seNse thaT
reFuses to be put out by A dArk of LiFe oF ‘Fore..cE…
tOuch feeL
to reLatE..:)

“I’m Nobody! Who are you?
Are you- Nobody- Too?
Then there’s a pair of us?
Don’t tell! they’d advertise-you know!
How dreary-to be- Somebody!
How public-like a Frog-
To tell one’s name-the livelong June-
To an admiring Bog!”

~~ Emily Dickinson ~~

Communion with
a cost butt toAlly Free..:)

“Cats, no less liquid than their shadows, offer no angles to the wind.”

~~ from ‘Cats’ by Arthur Seymour John Tessimond ~~

“My Cat is a Tai Chi Master”..
it must be True.. one
can Google
and see It
has no skyscraper
LabELs thaT tRump Free cLouds
oF FliGht

“Words are, in my not so humble opinion, our most inexhaustible source of magic,
capable of both inflicting injury, and remedying it.”

~~ Albus Dumbledore ~~

if no
else.. i for
one am proof words don’t run out
and even proof that yes.. they run on..
and words surELy hELped cure me at lEast..
and the best thing oF aLL is an infinite number
of new
can be
to relate more
than what one does before..
and as far as any poTenTial
harm or butt hurt..
a switch
for off.. haha..;)

“Never play a thing the same way twice.”

~~ Louis Armstrong ~~

For me aT
Free verse essence over

“A mistake is a lesson on its way to be learned!”

~~ Milton Berle ~~

i ofTen find
thE GreaTest
art in mistakes
as they are mostly free
oF Form and full of essence more..:)

“If it takes a lot of words to say what you have in mind,
give it more thought.”

~~ Dennis Roth ~~

Truth is..
dARk or liGht..
some minds are bigger
than others and have more to say
in short
and the
smallest ones
often say the most
aT aLL..
Like ants
who are relatively
speaKing much stronger
than humans butt the greatest
feat oF aLL is how they work together
with common objective Eusocial purpose to get
the job
for survival..
mostly importantly..
BaLanCing wiTh the
rest of Nature too..
fAiL oN
all counts now…
iN big picture view
oF survive foR All..
sure.. i’M
the choir..
butt the Truth is as
far as bigger picture view..
heAR.. Ants are probably
God of Nature’s favorite
pArts here for all.. as whole..;)

“One cannot make an omelette without breaking eggs
— but it is amazing how many eggs one can break
without making a decent omelette.”

~~ Professor Charles P. Issawi ~~

Ugh.. yeah
that thing cAlled
the hUman coNdition
all environmental aS Such..
otherwise known as Modern Human Cultures..
the curRent
virUs on eARTh..
at lEast from Space view
of Stars checking dOwn on
StAR DuST SenTienT
sTuFF uS..;)

Why is the universe the way we see it?
If it had been any different, we would not be here!”

~~ Stephen Hawking ~~

Save A
why not..:)

“It did not matter, after all.
He was only one man.
One man’s fate is not important.
If it is not, what is?
He could not endure those remembered words.”

~~ Ursula K. Le Guin, spoken by Gaverel Rocannon, Rocannon’s World ~~

count iN
total effect
and affect of Beauty..
no different
A sMiLe oN
A Down’s Child Face..:)

“You don’t get to choose how you’re going to die, or when.
You can only decide how you’re going to live now.”

~~ Joan Baez ~~

i saT sTill
LiVinG deATh liFe
i dance
i live
i sing
liFe Lives..
Dance sings Dance..:)

“Professor! Is this all real?
Or, is it just happening inside my head?”

“Of course it’s happening inside your head, Harry!
Why should that mean that it’s not real?”

~~ Albus Dumbledore, Harry Potter ~~

So let it be
so leT iT Dance aS SonG..:)

Nice to see you again
gigoid.. alWays
a pleaSure
to come
aGaiN as promised..:)


i suppose my Mother
was waiting for two things..
For me to get back to the Hospital..
and for the Dogwood to bloom on February
22nd for the first time ever in recorded history
in the Panhandle of Florida
by older timers
like me
and my
now.. haha..
in anecdotal retrospect..
so.. yes.. my mother passes
away tonight at 8:10 pm.. Peacefully
in her sleep.. born on December 10th
1934.. making it ’till her 82nd year of life..
now on 02.22.2017.. first eternal spring here..
and before when the Hospice Nurse asked what my
mother’s wish would be.. all we could say is.. she
would wish to go home.. and she loved Flowers as
nothing material other than books meant anything to her..
she leaves a lot
of published
of her
soul with
that as well..
in written book
covered form.. anyway.. now..
the Dog Wood Tree is not coming
down for the new Septic Tank Drain Field..
the folks who install it.. will just have to
bypass the roots for now2 and who knows..
perhaps we will have to replace it again
but hey.. life counts.. even a Dog
Wood Tree that blooms
in Florida for the
in recorded history
or herstory or eTcstory too..
Make it all Holy and Sacred.. FuLL
of Meaning and Purpose.. make it the
Kingdom of Heaven now like a Mother who
only wants to love her children in life and that’s it…
i suppose that’s how God FeelS and senses within in FAcT
i sing it.. i dance it FreeLY without any restraint at all with all that is GOD
iN mE..
as a loving
Child with eYes
of God that will not go away..
eternal spring of Flowers with my
last words to my Mother.. i love you mama..
then her breathing eased to forevernow mY
heART.. spiRit and soUl allone..GOD..NoW..
WiTh a Red Tailed Hawk Harbinger oF LIGht..
SpirRAling in the Clouds around thE Legendary
Dog Wood Flowers of WiNter SpRing..LIGht..LoVE..:)

Old friend Amy.. wife of much longer term friend Greg all
the way from catechism in the grade school years of Catholic
Church.. his mother and still his sister one of the leaders
of the church.. with both my mother supporting me very much
and his mother supporting him very much through the more troubled
waters of life to eventual great success as far as individual human
happiness and peace of mind grows into older age.. i suppose i was a wine
that took a little more time to ripen into fresh but haha.. Maverick.. i remain..
anyway.. she drops by with the following kind words finding my alias on Facebook
in form of my wife’s name of Katie Mia and i really appreciate her doing this..

As she says..

So sorry for the loss of your Mom Fred. I know she supported and loved you.
Moms are just someone so special.

And i return with..

Hi.. Amy.. thanks so much for stopping by and bringing these
kind thoughts for the loss of my mother.. surely 8 of the
longest days i have ever lived.. losing her..
but eternity having her always
now both in life
and passing
living as divine
love and grace in my
heART.. SpiRit and SoUL..
i remember how difficult too it was
for both you and Greg to lose your parents..
and surELy a best part is when that love lives on in our
eYes of Love as LiGht
to give and share iN
all the essence and
form that
next as LiGht.. Hope
and wish and pray that you
and Greg are doing great now as well
and your children and all of your family as well..:)

Facebook Friend Benny and friend from college age also says in kind regard..

So sorry to hear about your mom passing away.
My condolences to you and your family.
If there’s anything I can do please let me know.

And i say in kind returns.. too..

Thanks so much Benny for the kind condolences.. we are hanging
in there.. friend.. and doing well..all
things considered.. and hope you
are doing well.. my friend.. too..:)

And now i say.. when my Father passed away back on May 22nd
of 2014.. almost but not quite making his 82nd birthday as my
mother achieved.. the gift he left to me was fearless strength/
WiLL.. although i had to find that more innately within as
a mirror of him in me.. my mother’s gift as
different was life long from ages
0 continuing through now
as divine love and grace
as the fearless strength/WiLL
and graceful love make up the
divine of my heaRt SpiRit and sOUL
and surely my mother lived the divine
strength and will even in her last days
of surviving with not even a drop of water
as per her wishes not to be kept alive by medical
devices for 8 full days.. in what the Doctor’s suggested
would likely be around 2 days and every day with her was a gift..
and the greatest gift she ever gives me is divine love and grace.. the
strength and fearless is more of spiRit WiLL too than just brute muscular strength
and that pARt.. particularly the fearless part eliminating all anxiety from life
has been the most challenging
part of my life..
in the
8 days
as i surely
felt like i was
traveling the River
Styx across a valley of death
and entering Peace of Love as well..
just another cross we all eventually share
in life if we live long enough to achieve all life
has to offer both in liGht and dARk as greATest tests that
come to us for freedom as liGht living life more than ever before..
i believe it is all for us as children
to learn the lessons of both
God as whole..
and for me i go many
steps further in human potential
to thank God most for this gift of life
i share as liGht with others now.. thing is..
i have that intellect of decades of school and other
rational analysis mixed with the mystical parts of life that
are often swept under the rug as tradition becomes not only binding
for social cooperative support as religion but also choking the parts
of freedom that can be sought and found when outcast from the herd of common
that does bind together with ritual and tradition where symbols become holy and
sacred along with ways of life as meaning and purpose where the parts that
do not mesh with common binds and bounds of walls
become outcast
of life..
the greaTest pArt
of that is.. although i hold
no restricted beliefs of just one
religion to the exclusion of others
that usually brings the most number of supportive
friends in life as birds of the same feathers of religion
do flock together in unison song at least in life.. i go further
as an explorer of God as surely there have alWays been nomads among
human beings
masses as maverick
to greener pastures out
of caves of life.. for Frank
example that is far beyond any core
beliefs of lust hating religions.. science
and me sees the value of human lust in making
the neurochemical and neurohormonal changes that increase
human productivity and creativity.. and as science and the fringe
religions show.. solo tantric so-called sex is the best way to neuro-chemically
and neuro-hormonally achieve this altered state of human conscious being mind..
in other words 3 hour
such as that
as that relates to
the human potential
all natural as such without
any need for external substance drugs
to achieve that higher potential of human
creativity and productivity whole.. and nah..
my mother never knew about that and if she did it
would have surely been another dark part of life to her..
as western religions tend to dominate and control and subjugate
people with so much repression and oppression about the natural
God given functions of the entire human being through life.. to hold it all
holy and sacred IS A path toward Unity and Peace with God as Temple of God holding
the essence of all that can be holy and sacred full of meaning and purpose if one escapes
what is clearly
now as far as biblical
science goes in scholarly
way the methods always used to
control people through shaming them
for their God of Nature given human Nature..
Frankly through limiting the natural pleasures
of the erotic nature of being human.. controlling
reproduction and using illusory fears to keep folks
like robots in line for the materialistic and power gains
of those in charge.. no different really than the Roman Emperor
Constantine expanding his empire while erecting a Monolithic
Statue of himself to be worshipped like Jesus
as Soldier Sun God too..
these are historical
facts now..
but if
the truth
that we are all
free children of God
by the message of the original
Gnostic teachings of the Jesus who
SEES the kingdom of God within and Heaven NOW
as a place where there would not even be any
ownership papers of marriage where all would be
spiritual brothers and sisters.. that would surely
take away the money changing tables to build 10 million
dollar homes to provide some power of positive thinking that
is an innate instinctual and intuitive human potential when one
takes the
on the clothes
of culture naked and comes
free per the Gospel of Thomas
vs 37 attributed to Jesus and not
censored by the so-called Holy Roman
Empire to expand it politically from shore to
shore for expanded resources as humans do in tribal
instinct ways too in areas of scarcity like the middle
eastern deserts for sure.. to understand human nature.. to understand
the true holy and sacred unity of being human with all of life full now
of meaning and purpose is to achieve the potential for unity with God
of Nature now..
and make
of this great
gift of life on what
surely looks from space
view as a miracle of heaven on
this Rocky orb of beauty blue and
green and beyond rainbow colors of abundance
of love.. thaT’s a miracle and that’s heaven
when fully experienced.. given and shared..
when no member of creation is
any greater
or less
than an
other NoW
when one can find
God in the split
of wood by ax and
in a grain of sand.. below..
above.. inside and outside and
all around eARTh too where that
grain of sand holds up mountains
in example of human love now too..
so i groW on in all inclusive love.. the unconditional
kind that groWs oN even hiGher than what our mother reserved
for my sister and me as loving children.. i see a much larger family
of 7 Billion plUs brothers and sisters.. and the technology of the modern
age web allows me to sow what i have lEarned as seeds on paths of journey
i continue
to travel
fringe is
what i am
but all is who i am
all as pART and whoLe of God ONE..
The Force as essence liGhTs On.. as liFE does DancE and SinG oN..
The Sun is shining NoW and i have some more liGht to sow in Dance and SonG..:)

Four MacroVerse Memories as shared as Facebook
Algorithm Memories provided all for free of course.. hehe..
with “CORE OF creativity” heAR speakinG NoW of the power and
Force aS a BaLanCinG PoWer of HumAN luSt and LoVe To greATest
Heights oF Human CreaTivity.. ProducTiviTy and Overall Social
Cooperation and Human PoTenTiAL coMe to FruiTioN for all ToGeThER
as a MacroVerse Memory from three years ago..
in other words..
the source
in LIving
and LoVinG
liFE with
a luST
never ends
iN all oF liFe Free..
and sure.. it can range from something
as soft as underwear art to full blown consensual porn..
in tantric ways of even solo wHeRE 3 hour orgasms are not uncommon..
thing is.. what comes neXt.. Sky RockEtinG Levels of Creativity and Productivity
with Natural increasing levels of the Social Bonding Neurohormone oxytocin as the
of the
Love drug
to kill human
pain and replace
that pain and numb
with never ending
comfort in
sadly.. so sadly..
leave out healthy consensual
levels of lust and lose the love too..
but hey.. even athletic supporters understand this
as science shows that ‘adjusting yourself’ also increases
healthy levels of oxytocin as a social bonding force for sports too..
it’s true.. might not always be easy to hear by what is often seen
as DArk
by the Force
of religions that
oppress and repress
human nature is the liGhTEst
Force of God oF aLL iN hUman
being that is the luST
that leads
to loVe
and human cooperation
and the libido responsible
in origin for human creativity
and productivity as whole.. the Karma
is do it sow it and reap the benefits don’t
sow it do it in liGht without shame and reap the
other dARkers side of life too.. that can lead to
addictions to opiates with vague somatic pains as human
nature is snuffed out with shame.. and other dARk Forces
of fear as associated with hate.. the ones who win in love
are the ones who free themselves naked with God treading on the fear of shame..
just a reminder.. the Gospel of Thomas verse 37 by so-called Yeshua who intiMates this too..:)

FIFTH Dimension of LOVE.. MacroVerse from two years ago..
while i am still visiting the ‘Wrong Planet’.. online and
attempting to find a language that will work with folks most trapped
in left hemisphere analyzing reason only thinking ways of brain thinking there..
in other words
of the social
empathic spiritual
consensual lust and love
paRts of life as life becomes
more of a two-dimensional science
project in rules and regulations as forms
all solid as such set in concrete ways of stone
life as
reaching a dance
and sing of life all
green on grass whole as God as one
Force of eYes that see more than left-
brain thinking only as metaphor of course..
as sure.. the brain is more complicated than that..
with much NOT known about the mind as whole too beyond the brain itself..
anyway.. it’s the essence that counts as there are many languages and other symbols
on the path to trutH and liGht.. and sadly the greaTest problem in the world to be expected
is the tribal instinct that fights for resources to the exclusion of others to the point of
killing and raping
and harming
of God
who lives
in all
now and
parts of God
Given Nature ranging
from different sexual orientations
to natural functions of God Given Nature
so God can enjoy the ride within human a little
more than pain and suffering now in a numb of life
of pain
and feels
and senses little
Joy.. no doubt God
would rather live in Heaven
within too.. all i can do and
will do is tale ya noW and sHow
ya what works for me in my now individual
language way and other symbols in visual and
sensing and feeling ways that leads me to union with
of Nature
whOle noW..
fortunately.. i live
in a country with freedom
of expression that allows one
different languages for lust and love and God one
not is the
saddest part of
all i.. for one see
as a nihilistic outlook
on life with little to no
holy and sacred and almost no
meaning and purpose in life.. the essence
of pain numb and depression as living life as death..
in other
words now
that eARThly
place away from
heaven that can
truly be
a numb
of pain
hell too..
free yourself.. live
in heaven.. is my only suggestion
in what works for you now as liGht liFE LoVe..:)

Another MacroVerse Memory from two years ago named “Google Away HOme aGain”..
as i make a path back to the River i was raised on and even visit my elementary
school building and reflect on all thE paths to truth and liGht that are now available
with global expanding free flow in sharing information associated with trUth and liGht
and the nuances
language alone..
particularly in visuals
of non-verbal language available
as art online where sadly beyond the
mirror neuron way of sharing in visual way..
we still miss much of the taste.. smell.. and
overall feel and sense as touch of life.. seeing
and hearing important of course but Helen Keller sees more of course too..
in so many more incredible potential human intelligences in physical and
emotional ways to
seek.. find and
as liGht
of LIfE too..
for just one example..
the proprioception of
seeing the world without eyes or ears..
and this is where the free flowing art of movement comes in..
in not only integrating senses for greater above so below..
inside.. outside and all around experience of life
but integrating and expanding pro-social
feel good emotions
too.. so many resources available online now that expound forevermore now
for those who are not locked in books of the past that subjugate human
through oppressing and repressing their much greater
overall human potential
to control
illusory fears
for materialistic gains
and traditionally reproductive control..
namely.. controlling the reproductive freedoms of women..
for men who see women as not much more than cattle to breed.. AND CONTROL..
and name that some name for God’s wish to even rape and Kill when God naturAlly
to be
free as possible
within each human
being as history and
moreover herstory and
eTcstory continues to gRoW..
more than cattle behind fences closed.. up and clothed.. as hiding God Free..:)

“Broken Arrows oF Dreams Dance”.. MacroVerse Memory from a year ago..
that brings a theme song here and one more that speaks to the Free Spirits
of God that so much want to escape the frowns of repression and oppression of the
human spirit that so sadly can come from religion and culture of patriarchal ways of
subjugating and controlling human nature through oppressive and repressive ways of life
to control
all subsistence
resources including
human beings to expand
material and selfish reproductive gains..
been going on since the first part of Agriculture
around 10 to 12 thousand years ago.. as storing food
as grains in silos away from a forage of life together
and a naked dance togeTher where the whole family is village
and the child
the father
and mother is
is the child of the
village whole to be
raised allone with a healthy
balance of lust and love altoGeTher
as divine grace and love and WiLL and
Strength and Fearless as one family wHOle
full of holy and sacred meaning and purpose seeing
and feeling and sensing God in all stuff creation beyond
feeling and sensing and seeing now too.. so i dance and sing
free away from SupeR Walmart aisles of frowns of misery and suffering
where opiates take the place of a healthy balance of free LuST and loVe
in consensual
nah.. it’s
not as bad
as the theme
song heAR but it does
relate the core problem
of red state fear and hate
in tribal instinctual ways of
human scarcity running afraid from
Peace and Love for all in harmony..
true.. human beings are
only evolved
to live
in friendly
groups of 150 to
200 sets of naked
eyes and hips of consensual
lust and love.. so insanity of
overpopulation breeds roach motels
of hate and fear where frowns rule over
a joy of lust and love in consensual village way..
short and brutish is the way Clothed Christians reviewed
the life of American Indians in day of so-called wild and
free almost naked dance together around a campfire of moonlit
nights where the spirit raised one with God free from head to toe..
inside.. outside.. above so below and all around life as liGht as Lust
and Love Balance now.. for all
of existence
with God..
Hell can last a long
time as life too clothed..
and the greatest Heaven is the
Heaven that lives within that is as
invisible as disabilities of pain and numb
named as depressions with opiate cures of lingering
hell as well
at root
of luST and Love..
for life wHole.. anyway
those who wish to unplug and
live will as Heaven now.. those who
do not will reap what they soW as the Harvest
is alwayS now.. even in a Spring that never changes into Winter now..
add as Karma sinGS her song
best as TrUth and liGht as he will do too..
with all
the tween
as GreaTEr TrUtH and
liGht now
oF liFE free
as God bes within..NoW..:)

Other than that for now this finishes
what seems to be a rather short overall MacroVerse
as number 78 of my own personal “Nether Land Bible 2017”
wHERe number 77 added in makes a total of 1,169,388 words as
a running total for the record as such.. as this 749th MacroVerse
whole of Ocean whole poem.. also titled ‘SonG of My SoUl’ coming to
the 42 month point whole since the end of August 2013.. on Word Press
still exceeds 3.3 million words.. likely getting close to 4 Million words
as total blogging effort started in March of 2013 for 48 months total effort too..
and yes.. all part of a 12 million
word or so online writing
expedition starting
on Thanks Giving
Day of 2010..
with “Nether Land
Bible 2017”.. starting
on Memorial Day of 2016..
again.. just to keep the record
of what i am doing in somewhat
concrete structural way too.. more
than just fLoWinG as Patterns do make
Golden pHI waves of 1.618 Ocean Flow
as water waves too.. and yeS
even words
of God Patterns
that humanifest as me
noW2.. as the waves of my soUl wash on..
shores forevermore now expanding as the
in and out
even more..
so with all that sAid..
tonight will be the 149th dance
week at Good Old Seville Quarter with
all the cool college age folks there as like
the theme song here continues if one travels far
enough there will be someone who recognizes one’s fuller humanity free..
it is most often
the little
and so called
‘ethnic minorities’ who
recognize who i am full oF liGht
Free in Super Walmart when i continue
my Public Dance now at about 6900 miles
soon to approach 7000 miles close to the Spring
Equinox of 2017.. anyway i will not hide any of my liGht
as liFE
is the
me that
keeps giving
and sharing iT all
as a beacon oF liGht that
refuses to shine any dimmer than
the GreATest liGht i for one WiLL to bRing
as fearless strength of grace and love Dances and SingS oN..:)

More fun dance photos coming to this 78th MacroVerse of “Nether
Land Bible 2017” now titled “Dogwood Winter Blooms” and also
the 749th MacroVerse oF Ocean whOle poem with photos added
into the next MacroVerse too as DAncE and SonG begins and
ends and alWays staRts and never finishes
my efforts
and i’m pretty sure
that’s how it works for
God overall.. within.. inside..
outside.. above.. so below and all around
as liGht continues NoW the cycle from dARk
to LiGht even greaTEr noW oNE..ForCe oF LOVE..:)


Getting back in the saddle.. River Flow expresSing
heARt.. spiRit and souL in a continuous streAM
of body and miNd BaLanCinG DancE and SonG
as now goeS oN more fully iN liGht..
taking a stop at the Funeral
Home to sign the
paperwork for
the cremation
and meeting
the long term county
funeral director who has been
burying my relatives and performing
related services.. decades on end for 50 or
60 years.. deaths coming in my family starting
with my Great Grandfather well before the 80’s.. in ’65..
and surrogate Uncle Ed shortly after that as friend of my Maternal Grandmother..
she taking care of him on his death bed in my home.. then.. dying of respiratory
problems as a long-term railroad worker by Blackwater river too.. with his daughter..
the Editor of the Magazine.. ‘Women’s Day’.. as she hit the big time then.. and a long
dry spell of human deaths after that although plenty of heart felt pet deaths as pets came
and more pets entered the realm of happiness.. namely.. my first Yellow Tabby cat.. named
Toby who used to sleep with me on the bed when i was in about first grade..
and my Dachshund mix Charlie in Middle School.. and Tiger
and Bear in Tuxedo Black and White kitty way
in college as a young adult.. to Elwood
and Jake Gray and White Tuxedo
Cats in full adulthood
age to
Arthur.. our
Twenty year
old Brown Tabby
around June 2014 and Moby
last year suffering complications
of Diabetes back then.. in February too..
And back to the Human’s.. my Great Uncle
Charles at age 94 in the early 80’s.. my Paternal
Grandmother Myrtle in ’83.. my Maternal Grandmother.. Louise.. 30
years ago in a very late spring at the end of March of ’87 with Azaleas
blooming beautiful.. she at age 83.. My Great Aunt Mary in her 80’s in the late
90’s.. Katrina’s Mother Sandra in 2006.. a really difficult time then for Katrina getting
through that.. and My Great Aunt Jettie in 2010.. at age 94.. and my 2nd Stepmother
Pat in 2008 and my Step Sister Karen her daughter.. in 2009.. and my 1st Step Mother’s Husband
Jerry.. at Christmas time in 2013.. then my Father Fred Sr.. in May of 2014 and Katrina’s Sister
Michelle on Christmas Eve of 2014.. no one died in 2015.. a very Good year that was indeed..
And then there was my Aunt Christina around Christmas of 2016.. sister of my Mother at age 89..
And yes.. of course.. as i think it is with most people.. my Mother was the hardest to lose of all.. along with my Son Ryan at age 51 days in July of ’97.. of course..
as a Mother’s Love is the bond that begins well before birth.. anyway.. it was very nice talking
to the Funeral Director named Donnie Sowell who came out of retirement.. before.. running
the Big Funeral Home in Milton to run a smaller one now.. he knowing most all
my elder relatives back when Milton was very small and most everyone
new everyone by name.. and remembering my Uncle Charles
as one of the First settlers at Navarre Beach Sound side
where he ran a gas station store for decades there
as the men stopped to talk for hours
to chew the fat and pass the time
as old folks used to say.. and do..
Uncle Charles.. was the kind of orator
who took you to the place whatever he was speaking
on with passionate emotions as the art of speaking was the
entertainment of the decades to replace all smart phones then..
i watched him and my Uncle Bob.. the Rich Uncle who did it starting
with appliances at Sears to a string of Vacuum stores.. my Father’s half
brother still alive.. and when i was so sick in 2008.. my spirit dead in
Emotional way and just a fried bundle of nerves without
what felt like any myelin sheath life to
insulate my nerves
from stray
electricity then..
i listened to my great Aunt
Jettie through all my pain then..
and her nephew Burt.. a generation older
than me and her nephew by Marriage Ski who
along with his wife have passed away in those decades too..
and as they said.. the art of oral tradition was a dying breed those days.. too..
as smart phones and text had even taken the phone conversations away then2..
as Aunt Jetties’ Son Fred.. yes.. another Fred.. also passed away around 2009 too..
living with my Great Aunt Jettie with some pain issues of his own he dealt with then..
he.. a writer… who wrote an ancestry of the entire family that i still.. thank Goodness.. have
a book copy of.. as it’s true.. my elder family were among the first settlers of the area that grew
it into what it is now.. where it’s true2.. no longer do folks know your name.. hehe.. except
for me as the very strange Metro Dancing man or guy in general as what my identifier
as a ‘Cheer’s Norm’ has come to be.. most often though.. they.. namely the younger folks
are hiding around the corner with a Smart phone recording the wild thing
they captured in video way
on just another boring
trip to a store..
that becomes
interesting as
out of the box dances
again.. in Target.. tonight..
hey.. dancing is much more fun
than sitting on mall benches and watching
sports as far as i for one know and sense and feel
now.. and if i can do it at age 56 and folks do it in their
90’s too.. it’s really not too late to dance and sing life whether
slow dance or song or a wild art like me.. oral tradition is basically
twitter and text dead.. even the phone has gone a sad way away from
the emotional social reciprocal social communication of the instrument of
human vocal ways.. but hey.. dance was the first human and cultural social
reciprocal communication of them all as art of human MoVinG CoNnecTing
Co-Creating ways with God of Nature all.. most specifically.. when two or more hUmans
come togeTher.. sTiLL.. a new connection of the neurons oF GoD make a new spARk of LiFE..
aRisEN.. i’LL spaRk some at Old Seville Quarter tonight… as with a few drinks.. i’m not nearly
as hard to approach as i seem to be in the so-called civilized world of buying stuff.. with a dance
and song of Love.. there is no need to buy shit.. hehe.. it’s a naked package dressed up
enough for legal to share as human flesh and blood HeaRT and SpiRit and soUL and if
you wonder why all the substance abuse.. up to about a third of the adult population now..
the dance and
song of liFE togEther sTiLL noW..
wHeRe everyone kNows yOur naMe
NoW aS youR heARt.. yoUR SpiRiT..
yoUr soUL Soars as new connections of
God neurons are made with human beings more..
so.. i invite you.. to yes.. come out and play and move
and connect and co-create with God more.. sure.. i’M
sure God does within as well all healthy wiTh liGht more too..
so.. what song to use for this.. i suppose an Aphrodite Matrix
Mix when humans really let it all out then as our so-called
primitive ancestors still do.. hehe.. at the Dance Hall
tonight.. liFe liGhts up now when/wHeRe liFe
becomes a Song and
Dance for
human Free..
it’s a within FORCE that
requires no external man
made tools aT all.. not even clothes
as those are required as Caesar coins to
get in the Dance Hall now.. but hey.. other than
that i’ve got a membership and without any drinks..
i pay a buck a week at prices that could make last
Century not shy away from fun.. other than that this area of
Nature is beyond beautiful.. trUly there is so much to experience
of life heAR that costs nothing aT aLL in terms of Caesar bucks for those
who know and feel and sense how to enjoy God within.. inside.. outside.. aLL FReED..
above.. so below and all around for freeR.. hehe.. all i need IS A Target Ball for fun and less..
all i need is a SonG
and DancE
Love FReED..
sure.. call me Freddy
Freeloader too.. just another
person collecting smiles instead of
beer cans on the side of the road and
that reminds me of two of the few males
on my maternal side of the family.. first cousin
Dickie who died in the Vietnam war in ’69 and
my first cousin Jimmy who died of throat cancer
at before my age now back in the 90’s or so.. he..
a generation older than me and Dickie too.. Life
IS A gift.. laugh
it love it
live it
A SonG of DancE
aGaiN.. i SinG more..
Breathe Life as gift now..
A Tree of liFe liVinG hUmanS NoW..
And sure.. i’M juSt a Special SnoW Flake sTiLL noW
that my MoThEr created juSt for the local area heAR..
no way in hell i would have ended up heRe like this if my Father
stayed.. likely juSt anotHeR Law Enforcement or Military officer all
by the rules and regulations enforcing the law or perhaps a Judge..
what may
coMe neXt.. to be
or not to be is is for more..
to coMe neXT as thE RiVeR… more..:)







BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

Book oF Ten Sixteen..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

Grand Cross Bible 2016

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

Nether Land Bible 2017

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


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15 Responses to Dogwood Winter Blooms

  1. Facebook Friend Rafiah and Poet Blogger from Pakistan shares kind words about my Mother…

    I never imagined myself such a beautiful death as having my beloveds around me with so much love and respect for me as you have for your mum. I feel for you. Your mum and me share same birth date as well. 🙂 Live to the fullest with your mum and i hope she’s better now.

    And i return with words that say..

    Hi Rafiah.. thanks so much for providing these kind words
    about my Mother and having a beautiful
    death with beloveds around
    one as
    a time
    and place
    for all that is
    love as long as
    love dances and sings on..
    My Grandmother’s Birthday was very
    close to your birthday on September 13th..
    as if i remember correctly your birthday is on
    September 14th.. please correct me.. if i am wrong..
    My Mother’s Birthday is December 10th and she did
    pass away at 8:10 pm on 2.22.2017.. yes.. on Wednesday Night…
    It is hard my friend but the greaTest
    gift she gives me that
    lives on is
    love that
    lives as me.. the
    most beautiful gift of
    Mother.. my friend.. as
    the Grace of Love that flows
    as river into an Ocean with boundless
    shores.. where an insignificant grain of sand
    as pARt of WhoLe can be friends with a nice young
    woman like you on the opposite side of the globe..
    Love grows my friEnd
    when free..
    my friEnd
    when born by a Mother
    and watered and fed as Garden of
    Love to sow over a lifetime and be
    continuously a Reap iN A Kingdom of Heaven
    on this eARTh NoW.. my FriEnd.. whaT a gift by
    A Mother that is.. nOw.. so holy and sacred and full
    of meaning and purpose worthy of thanks and praise..
    and i for one believe you will make a wonderful Mother
    and Wife one day soon.. and sure.. a great Scientist too..
    Color it all with Love and tHeRe is no otHeR pLace but the Heaven of Love..:)

  2. I am so sorry for the loss of your mother. She is at peace now and will always live on in your heart. Sending love and blessings to you, Katrina, your sister and all the family 💜

    • Fellow Poet Blogger Friend
      Xenia Tran offers kind blessings too…

      I am so sorry for the loss of your mother.
      She is at peace now and will always live on in your heart.
      Sending love and blessings to you, Katrina, your sister and all the family.
      Purple Heart Emoticon.

      And i respond..

      Hello.. my friEnd.. Xenia Tran..
      wonderful poet
      and canine
      and respite
      place for the
      Greyhounds in how
      you say ‘Galagos’ as their name from
      where you are from.. now.. what a great
      source of online hugs you have been/are
      to wade all through my words and photos
      of how Julie Andrews says in the Sound of
      Music are pARt of God whOle.. as jusT a ‘few’ of my favorite things..
      There was a time of life threatening
      synergy of illnesses for me
      totaling 19.. for 66 months..
      invisible to
      the human
      eye and my Great
      Aunt Jettie at age 94 said..
      Fred.. we need to get to the root of all
      your problems and the truth is.. chronic flight
      and fight stress of the modern age automated
      work world of combining people and machine responsibilities
      as far as data download and output opposed to love killed my
      heARt.. then my SpiRit.. then my
      ever LoVinG soUL as gifted
      so much as Love by
      my Mother
      grew that
      Garden of Love in me..
      For 33 months.. i could not use my
      eyes and ears and looked within.. the ability
      to write words came next for 33 more months..
      and literally in the span of 6 million words the search
      went on for me to find the essence of love in words as
      empty shells that housed as vehicles and vessels what once lived
      in me.. and last year about this time when i went back to the River i was
      raised at.. when i felt such a close connection to God of Nature before i could
      speak at age 4.. then at 3.. with Autism.. like i had been
      heAr forever with God with no break..
      at about age 5..
      when i started going
      to Kindergarten and my rationality
      stArTed to beat my heART in ways of
      straight A’s through three college degrees
      and a quarter of a Century working for the Federal Government..
      the price of what culture said i must do then to survive and supposedly
      thrive was the free of Love that i was gifted with at age 5.. when i went
      back to that River.. what i found my friend was/is.. i was/AM Five years old again..
      NoW/theN Going Back home.. i finally arrived one with God in and as Love again FReED..
      thaT pARt of Heaven at hand that Jesus could relate to as the Kingdom of God within..
      in the same
      a child
      that perhaps
      he found in a desert
      away from the cultural
      clothes that take away love
      from eYes that move.. connect
      and co-create with God.. as all that is..
      as we humans come togethER and make
      multi-uNiverses in God Connections more now..
      as the hiGhest HUman potEntial of Love.. of yes..
      the five
      with no fear
      of or to Love my friEnd..
      and yes.. an excellent song as
      i remember from Elton John to illustrate
      this point further with a man who expanded his
      heARt as an outcast at a very young age.. the heARt
      lives oN my FriEnd that never gives up in fearless way..
      even if
      to be in
      feel and sense
      nothing at all left
      in that other place of
      the abyss of the anti-kingdom
      of fear and emptiness of numb and pain
      with doubt/fear potentially leading to hate.. in other words.. hell on earth…
      and that’s one thing.. no matter what.. i couldn’t hate..
      the greatest gift from a Mother sTiLL..
      Thanks for the
      kind prayers..
      hopes and wishes
      my friEnd.. look forward
      to commenting on your liGht
      fELt and sensed poetry soon
      as words go on as more than
      the past root
      giFt Love.. My FriEnd..NoW..:)

      Xenia says..

      The greatest gift from your mother is such a blessing and
      will live on through you and all who can see and hear this wonderful gift.
      Take care my friend, many blessings to you and Katrina.

      And i respond..
      Thanks so much.. again..
      my very nice friEnd..
      BlesSings and Love to
      yoUr family and family of dogs alWays..:)

      Xenia says again..

      Thank you my friend
      Smile Emoticon
      Heart Emoticon
      Paw Prints Emoticon

      And finally..
      i say..

      Paw prints
      Of friEnd ships
      Back to you.. too..:)


    So.. nice to see you online.. friEnd Soheir.. taking
    a little break from your Graduate Studies
    in English.. “Just Smile!!”.. what a
    wonderful title for
    a blog post
    that relates
    even more concisely
    what you quote here
    from Islam as “Do not
    belittle any good deed, even meeting
    your brother with a cheerful face”.. and surely verily
    i say that applies to sisters too as well.. one would hope
    my friend
    put that into
    action with all free love..
    and haha.. back in a Quarter of a Century
    in Customer Service.. early on they told the
    not so happy employees that you get paid to smile..
    so bare your teeth whether you feel it or not.. and sometimes
    one is lucky and just baring the teeth brings an essence of connecting
    love with others as Joy..
    and for other folks
    sadly by either
    innate reason
    or environmental
    reason of lost.. the human
    connecting warm and fuzzy
    feelings are not experienced in what
    science illustrates as the all natural social
    bonding neurohormone oxytocin that even domesticated
    cats share with otherwise rival cats for reproductive rights..
    with sure.. an operation in the mix to alter other hormones too..
    we humans smile best when the shell of smile is full of Loving Feelings
    with Joy.. and an empty smile is surely better than a frown and even worth thanks
    and praise
    as it is
    a symbol
    of love and Joy.. too..
    but the best smiles shine
    deep within with no whine..
    and are shared with feeling and sensing
    ways all Natural as human is innately good in this
    way when raised with love over empty shells of baring teeth..
    Anyway.. i for one could not either feel a smile or remember what
    a smile felt like for 66 months.. a horrible place in hell my friEnd..
    i feel them
    above.. so below
    and all around now..
    as the greATest of HoLy
    and SaCred HUman Gifts
    full of meaning and purpose
    when a smile acts and feels alive
    and surEly my friEnd.. why i end most
    all my online Fredtalks with sMiLes oF Love..
    nice to see you
    again.. can’t see your
    face but i’ve fELt youR
    sMiLes beFoRe all the way
    my.. what
    Love can do
    when isREaL.. sMiles unconditional as LoVE..
    i spend my time counting as blessings all my favorite
    things in life as pARt of my blog art in poetry and visual images..
    for what i seek and find in life my friend.. the more we make all of
    life holy and sacred full of meaning and purpose.. even the dARk
    paRts that we mUST endure.. the more Heaven comes now and
    the signs of God as synchronicity as the secular world
    describes those signs as God’s communication
    to us.. i for one can prove it’s real
    by every count
    of every
    of all
    my favorites
    things.. namELy God aLL..
    and sure.. theRe’s a Song for that too..
    When i was a little boy full of joy and Smiles..
    then.. the so-called patriarchal bully boy Christians
    told me i was ‘queer’ for smiling so much.. if i shared
    a song like this then.. they would have threatened to beat me up..
    as your Islam story relates heAR not to shame acts of kindness to others
    no matter how small.. even.. juST a sMiLe as that song by Julie Andrews IS
    A way too.. and an act of kindness that growS oN as Love on YouTuBe too..
    not sure if you can open it up wHere you live.. i don’t think YouTube is
    censored in Egypt.. like it is in Pakistan as you have shared so
    many videos heaR.. but how sad it is.. when Love
    is censored in
    any way
    how sad it is
    when God is not Love..
    Anyway.. heHe.. now that i leg press 1020
    LBS.. 33 reps and more at the University of Gym
    at the Military Station after i regained my smiles for
    a couple of Decades at the University of Humanity also
    known as a Military Bowling Center then before i went to the
    hiGher up pay grades of becoming an automated human work machine..
    let’s just say the Bully Christian Boys look away.. it’s true around these parts my
    friEnd.. sometimes you literAlly have to become Superman just for the privilege
    of expressing
    Love in
    all the
    ways that comes..
    it’s worth it… verily i say.. Love is.. SMiLes..
    the greaTest Strength is Love.. otherwise
    i would only leg/word press 500 Lbs..;)
    sure.. wiNks
    aS in humor
    are as powerful
    as sMiles too..
    to generate
    and all the
    stuff that comes from Love..
    i guess.. i missed you.. per all these words.. Love you…
    and by the way.. i really respect all your efforts to get ahead
    to provide for your children as a widowed mother.. my mother
    who raised my sister and i as a single mother after father left at age
    3.. as i’ve told that story heaR before.. cashed in her retirement fund
    to go to Junior College to get her degree when we were in about middle
    school.. night school it was for her.. while working full time too.. and then
    we all went to college at the same year graduating in ’83 from the University
    of West Florida.. while she quit work altogether and lost her cushy Federal
    Service potential for Government retirement.. to take care of her Mother
    too in her failing illness.. my Mother passed away on Wednesday night..
    and it always makes me a little righteously
    indignant when the Bully
    Boy Christians
    who are now
    Deacons and
    Radio show hosts
    and Pastors say single
    Mothers are not fit to raise children
    successfully.. well.. they may not raise children
    who make a lot of money.. but what love can do is raise love..
    so best of
    to you my friEnd..
    and your children of course..
    too.. wiTh sMiLes that live on too and
    with wInks more of Joy.. more then now..:)

    Soheir.. responds back with kind words.. and i say..

    Thanks my friEnd for all your kind comments..
    and glad to hear that Love for Brother is same
    as Love for Sister and all of humanity
    in smiles more
    bare of teeth..
    no different than
    God as him as that
    relates to human gender..
    and human in form alone in general..
    witH aS

  4. Long After living in Hell for 66 Months..
    Thursday.. a sweet girl from Old Seville Quarter
    came up to me with joy of support in exclaiming
    she’s never seen a more fearless person then me as
    i can do public dance anywhere.. heHe.. even naked too..
    parameters of course..
    the dARk can take you to new
    hiGher places in liGht or the dARk
    can sink you to lower places than ever
    before.. my Mother’s fall to illness of cancer
    suddenly revealed by Doctors on Valentine’s
    Day and her death 8 days later has surely
    been a creative dARk fuel for both words
    of Love and Dance to get all
    the other emotions
    out so
    they do not end
    up as somatic issues
    as emotions will go somewhere..
    either creativity or illness depending on
    how one processes the dARk and liGht
    of EmoTioNs and how that mixes with the
    entire seNsory experience of life and how blessed
    i am to find a language with signs of guide posts to
    navigate my way around an inner UnivERse so intense
    with emotions and senses too.. as hey.. i have a really big
    head and there IS A whole lot going on up tHeRe to sort
    through and get all focused for an opera
    and symphony of life that
    plays in balance
    with conductor
    me mastering that
    balance with all the tools of life
    i seek and find and share freely for anyone who
    can wade through a mind as deep as mine or perhaps
    what might be viewed as Rabbit wHoles never ending full of mines..
    to explode in ways that one hasn’t viewed life before.. that’s what explorers
    and nomads.. same do.. with dopamine variant genes and warrior genes and such
    as that iN how they move out of the cave both within and outside.. above.. so below
    and all around now and report back to the rest of the herd wHeRe the Maverick goes next..
    the joy of free verse dance with no fears comes back to play in the rest of my life too.. as surely
    what moves first as dance sounds next as song as liGht continues to Dance and SinG
    from dARk..
    as i Love to say..
    Life doesn’t have to be
    that complicated if one can
    find a way to juSt Dance and Sing
    it moving.. connecting and co-creating
    with the rest of all that is aka God.. could be
    as concise as that or arise to what is now 1,176,885 words
    as of the last 78th MacroVerse since Memorial Day of 2016..
    named ‘Dogwood Winter Blooms’.. as paRt of an entire ‘Nether Land
    Bible 2017′.. as this yet to be named 79th MacroVerse arises now heAR
    in words as also what is now the 750th MacroVerse oF Ocean wHOle poem
    sTiLL DanCinG and SinGinG 3.3 Million words plus now at the end of this month
    of February since the end of August 2013 on Word Press at the 42 month point now
    with 6900 Miles of Free verse Metro public dance now to go along with that in the same
    42 month period of time.. with a 48th Month Blogging effort coming on March the 10th
    surely approaching or exceeding 4 Million words out of 12 Million online words since
    Thanks Giving of 2010 per the record still now of what still exists of that in all the
    places i have traveled online now in 75 months of doing just that where 66
    months were spent inside as shut-in Hunch Back of Notre Dame since
    January of 2008 through July of 2013.. first 33 months with no
    words or visual images produced at all.. just shut in my
    mind without effective use of eyes and ears with
    the worst pain known to humankind of
    type two trigeminal neuralgia from
    wake to sleep for those
    66 months full
    like a dentist drill
    without novocaine in my
    right eye and ear.. additionally..
    accompanying a total of 19 medical
    disorders.. most of them invisible to the
    human eye as disabilities within.. of pain and numb..
    and when the sweet girl from Old Seville Quarter asked
    me.. how in the world you do it and why do you do it without fail
    for what will be my 150th week of doing it this next Thursday coming
    up.. i said.. well.. i’m fearless ’cause i’ve been to hell.. yes.. i’ve really been to hell
    and not unlike Forrest Gump and his running across the United States back and forth
    i just
    like doing
    it.. so i dance.. so
    i dance some more.. now
    and nah.. i didn’t provide all of these
    other details as i didn’t want her head to explode
    then as it is already loud enough in that dance hall
    where even i have to wear ear plugs to muffle some
    of the boom boom and more boom boom that fuels the dance of me too..
    Bottom lines.. again.. life is great when one moves it connects it and co-creates
    it with God oF Nature all in unison of a Dance and Song allone.. works for me.. at least..
    And oh yeah.. Trvia bit here.. There is 783,137 words as counted in the so-called King
    James Bible printed in English in 1611.. so yes.. what i have birthed now in close to
    9 months is more than one and a half times more words than that for my
    personal bible heaR as written by one person me.. 80 authors wrote
    the King James Version that came from hundreds of years before
    that of copying scribes and oral tradition on dusty
    roads of round table discussions in
    Aramaic long after the
    so-called Jesus
    was gone
    and so
    many years of scribe
    copying of what came before
    that in old Testament ways too..
    anyway.. humans have come along way..
    and i for one prove what one human can do with
    the so-called #John1412 way of humans always doing
    more than before with 100% faith of belief hope and love
    with will and strength and grace and love and yes.. beauty and wisdom too..
    and yes too.. all the transhumanist tools at our finger tips noW as no one truly
    does anything
    alone in
    life.. all
    is interdependent
    as we lift each other up
    or drive each other down..
    DArk or liGht of Karma comes down
    to WiLL and Grace and Strength oF Fearless Unconditional Love..uP..:)

    And now.. off to share some MacroVerses and Visual Images as provided
    by the all free Facebook Algorithm tools at hand.. wHeRe Memories come
    like little birds of wisdom and beauty in trutH and LIGht more each day..;)

    ‘Moonlight Feels Right’.. from three years ago as i explore the sacred
    and holy paRts wHOle of the Human experience with God of Nature all
    as an art of my own personal bible expanding more then now too.. in divine
    feminine grace and will of strength in fearless loving ways in masculine divine
    too.. but hey.. a foundation of divine feminine grace leads to the greaTEst Bruce
    Lee type strength of Chi for those with ears and eyes to find.. seek.. and continuously
    feel and sense and empower a Chi Force oF liFE all Free and ageless timeless with
    no distance space or time of cLock hands to cover the reaLiTy more of noW iN
    MiNd and BoDy fuller awareness soUL wiTh heARt dancing singing Chi
    Force more now forevermore now as holy creative streAMinG
    SpiRiT of much greater hUman PotEnTiAL now..
    but sure.. to get really brave/fearless.. yA
    kinda have
    to rid yourself
    of the clothes of
    culture first.. either through
    66 months of hell like me first..
    or perhaps by just getting naked and
    dancing free with God spiraling in Grains of
    Sand around the Sun as Sentient Star DuST plus
    born of Crucible Fire of stAr BurST BiRth as we arise WiTh
    GreaTEr God EYes now sTiLL with no gRain of sand wHOle inside..
    outside.. above so below and all round greater or less that all paRts
    that maKe God all ThAT is WhOle Ocean full with shores ever expanding now
    by waVes and riVers fed by streAMs of HuMan eYes more now forevermorenow..
    hehe.. or
    now like
    that as i will
    never portend to
    have the last or first
    word of any of this.. haha..
    people who think they can chain
    God in restrictions of words and books..
    make me giggle and google just a little bit more..
    sure.. in my underwear too.. with my little pInKie finger.. sticking uP2..
    heHe.. even
    more noW as
    that art continues
    to evolve soft and hard cover more
    and essence too.. wiTh more on thaT2..;)

    And now.. “Talking.. Shh.. wITh God”.. from two years ago.. on the Wrong
    Planet website.. where i fulfilled a role there somewhat like Socrates.. Yoda..
    Buddha.. even being compared to some of those folks too.. as hey.. bRinGinG
    folks to a greater mindful and bodily awareness of life in existential/emotional/eTc/
    physical ways of much greater human potential beyond what standard IQ measures
    has always been a challenge historically for the sages of the ages to take folks jusT a
    little out of the cave of what folks have been been exposed to before.. in other words..
    away from ignorance which is not the fault of anyone really and the responsibility of
    the God of Nature within one to bRinG greATeR liGht and trUth to otHeRs wiTh
    all tools at hand completely used as one can and will.. and interestingly..
    more so-called right brain interpretive art thinking and feeling and
    sensing folks could get wHeRe i was coming from but
    the more left brain thinking folks who
    held little of life
    as holy
    and sacred
    or full of much
    meaning and purpose
    at all as nihilists as older philosophies
    and philosopher say too.. were lost from my
    loop and the ones who made the moderator rules..
    as still happens now for the priests and pastors and the politicians
    same who can know the form in empirical structural way of words and
    other symbols but the essence of right brain interpretive feeling/sensing
    in innate.. instinctual and intuitive way misses tHeiR use or lose potential
    intelligences of liFe and liGht to dArk to living death as dARk.. sAdly enough..
    the way i spoke as essence was gibberish to them.. and nah.. this is the online
    modern world.. no Socrates Hemlock or Jesus Crucifixions or hanging folks out
    in the street for making 42 month witnesses in Bibles one and a half times bigger
    in lone efforts birthing them in just 9 months too.. i have been banned and deleted out
    from the reasons land of nerds to the art land of poets time and time again.. but the energizer
    bunny holy spirit oF aLL of God of Nature keeps ticking as a river as an atomic clock freed in
    me with no time..
    distance.. or
    space beyond
    the streAMs of River
    Flow to wAves of Ocean SonG
    oF My SouL more.. and this was a particularly
    interesting MacroVerse heAR and one of my favorite
    paRts of it were words SunG by a friend named Grommit..
    and it is my privilege to add his words heAR in my “Netherland
    Bible 2017”.. heRE as this is one of the very few people on
    the Wrong Planet or really anywHeRe who had
    eYes and ears to see and hear what
    my spiRit says now
    in Holy
    way full of
    meaning and purpose
    with God of Nature all now..:)

    Grommit writes:

    “Nature = knowledge = Wisdom = True aka God.

    Words on their own are emptier vessels but so many of these words that aghogday writes are true resonance with aka god nature and a higher wisdom which is only achieved through what can only be described sometimes as the pits of hell.

    We live in hell everyday if we choose to be, some choose to make it hellish for others and both of them is sad.

    Admittedly you have a right to live in hell, but most people are asking for redemption, to see the light, who wants to spend an eternal life in hell?

    Remember hell and god are metaphors for what is bad and good

    Hell being: pain, torture, suffering, greed.

    And god meaning, peace, unconditional love, a resonance with the universe, wisdom, knowledge, understanding, hope.

    Of course hell isn’t necessarily a bad place and sometimes can not be avoided. But hell can teach you things that you never expected.

    I think that if someone was to commit suicide, mass genocide then I would say they were all ready a tortured soul, and what that does is when people take these actions it causes more tortured souls and the cycle can be never ending.

    But It takes souls to break cycles, and we still have free will at this point.

    When you have lived in a live or die situation, I choose life, and people like aghogday now officially known as Aka Yoda only enforce that belief for me.

    The purpose is people can lift each other out of the pits of hell through Aka = knowledge = wisdom and understanding and accept that we truly are all one and united as human.

    If thousands of people disagreed with hitler then hitler would not have had an army.

    The free will of hitler and many others could be a Definition of hell.

    Learning from the past and identifying mistakes made through human evolution, and not making the same mistakes again is god.

    People that inflict pain to others intentionally is hell.

    Sharing hope is god.

    The narrator on here, is extremely knowledgeable about religion yet = has got a fascinating and brilliant view point towards everything, and I can tell that narrator has uncovered much wisdom which could be described as god.

    And I am not actually talking about god as in the man. I’m afraid you have been blinded by the definition of GOD, because god can be achieved in other ways,

    Kraftiecortie masters the art of language and he has a multiplex of words, in my world this is poetry. A passageway to communication.

    Some people are maths gods
    Some people are science gods
    Some people are art gods
    Some people are healing gods
    Some people are nutritional gods
    Some people are poetry gods
    Some people are technological advancement gods
    Some people are toilet gods
    Some people are funny gods
    Some people are entertainment gods
    Some people are rock gods
    Some people are people gods
    Some people are animal gods

    I would expect to find these three people I mentioned here sitting in a space cafe in the far reach of the solar system, sharing the wisdom and listening to 5th dimension..:)

    Anything that could potentially be human suffering could be described as hell

    For now I try to live on the good side of the force and to not be tempted by the dark side.

    The yin and yang is a perfect representation of natures forces at work.”

    MacroVerse from 3 years ago.. appropriately named “ZEN ART of selfie”..
    and in my continuing practice of fearless then that has led to all of my human
    potential now along with wisdom and beauty in trutH and liGht.. not much different
    than the Snow Princess in the Movie “froZen”.. i let it all go to explore all of my being
    human treading on the clothes of culture with no fear of shame or regret.. sure.. i kinda
    hazed myself too.. as ya can’t make fun of a person and make any impact on them when they don’t
    think themselves serious at all in cultural expectations and limitations that make fear of shame
    a reality like
    the Emperor has
    no clothes.. i fully know
    and understand and feel and
    sense i have no cultural clothes and
    that more than anything is what makes me
    free per Verse 37 of the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas
    per Jesus2.. if yA wanna now use the power of so-called
    historical authority too.. thing is.. God lives in us NoW greater
    naked and free without the clothes we are culturally born with
    in flesh and blood all innate..
    instinctual and intuitive
    too.. through a couple of
    hundred thousand years sTiLL
    through the struggles of being
    human through our rodent
    ancestors we share
    with rats
    75 million years ago too..
    and then there is the science reLated
    14.5 million years that aRose toward
    those achievements of struggles and success
    in sentient star dust liFE plUs US from Crucible
    of Star BurST death resurrection of duSt that comes
    as uS noW on this Miracle of blue and green beauty orb
    of eARTh still turning as the globe goes as life wHeRe we don’t
    fly off the edge of the eARTh at a thouSand miles or so an hour.. as science
    sHows we would if the earth stops spinning now.. yeah.. we have lots to be thankful for..
    and other
    BS sTuFF like That..
    i play naked.. it’s what God does
    free ya kNow or not Do..
    as a
    Do/Say too..;)

    “To CENsor Human being”.. Macro Verse memory from two years ago
    about the date now of 2013.. when all the online Autism Communities started
    deleting and moderating me out in banning ways as i refused to agree with
    their common social bonding ways of dark in believing conspiracy theories
    that the Autism Speaks organization was a Eugenics organization and
    people were googling murdering autistic children as i shared
    a couple of those related memories from 4 years
    ago on my Facebook page too..
    along with a memory
    of a conspiracy
    thinking pastor of
    our local area and his alignments
    with conspiracy Obama birthers.. naming
    homosexuals demon inspired and stuff like that..
    didn’t have any problem defending the facts when i put
    my science hat on.. and sure.. it was like banging my head
    up against a wall.. as you cannot convince folks who bind for
    dark purposes as religion by very term meaning social binding
    over common meaning and purpose where even sTiLL female genital
    mutilation and ripping foreskin off of tiny babies can come to be seen
    as holy and sacred too.. in blood lust way of doing what we say or you
    are kicked out of the social group for survive and thrive and in instinctual
    feeling and sensing way for those who foraged together or did agriculture
    in small farming way.. it could be a truly life or death situation if a Maverick
    strayed from the group think of religion and politics and corporate this is my
    favorite quarterback and religious team too.. people are alike all over
    as one Twilight Zone show related so well through
    Rod Serling’s eyes in the 60’s too.. some folks
    open minded.. fearless.. seeing all of
    life as abundance.. happy with
    what they have and
    other folks closed minded.. scared..
    seeing all of life as scarcity.. never happy
    with what they have as enough.. always wanting
    more and afraid to give and share more and move out
    of the cave to greener pastures of pure happiness in LIGht and Joy too..
    it’s true people are same and different same.. same rule Jews and same Jesus
    Hippies then and now same.. i can’t fight the city hall of rules and all the insanity that
    goes along with that.. but what i sure as FucK can and will do is stay unplugged NoW and
    give Caesar all of his or her.. eTc.. coins due.. and sure.. at one point Google was considering
    limiting that private community of adult restricted blogs and of course i had no choice but
    go with the change of Caesar coins then.. but enough people fought for their full head
    to toe freedom of expression where Google changed their minds and i changed
    the title of my freest blog all stripped down as such.. and went on
    fearlessly with my free verse art to express all of what i am
    as a child of God fearless
    as any child
    of God
    of the clothes
    of culture can and will
    do to King David celebrate this
    Gift so much more than before of life..
    Bottom lines2.. free and uncensored me in what
    the law allows in local.. state and federal way
    as hey.. they still provide the avenues and highways
    to be freer as human than ever before with even a phone
    now that reaches around the world carrying the art of human more than ever before..
    i like all the free avenues of art provided now… and hell no.. my soul will never be for sale..
    as far
    as i
    kNow now..:)

    And now to celebrate the animal nature even more as if you view
    my all PG rated underwear art. one might come to the
    conclusion i am a little bit soft… heHE.. don’t
    confuse my sweetness with
    weakness.. we are
    wild animals2.. and
    if this picture from
    then.. 3 years ago..
    of me now doesn’t prove
    that in a way that would
    scare Jack Nicholson in a
    Dark alley other way.. trust me.. you wouldn’t
    wanna see me angry.. as i am only playing heAR..
    wild wolves love more than domesticated wolves as they
    work together for the survive and thrive for life in foraging ways..
    humans are no different.. someone like me in the olden days could
    come in handy for the love of life and as well as the hunt of life too..
    but nah.. i’ll let the grocery store take care of that.. but sure.. my Father
    didn’t serve in Law Enforcement for 46 years after a few years in the Army
    without sharing a little genetic potential for the warrior and nomad gene with me2..;)

    And yes.. 2 years ago.. heAR.. Yellow Boy approaching a window squirrel for breakfast.. in the old
    days before.. when Yellow Boy was all feral in the backwoods for about two years way before then..
    Yellow Boy was a lightening streak with a squirrel almost his size
    then as a young cat flying across the yard.. with the greatest
    of cat ease.. feral cats are not unlike Jungle wild cats..
    just a little smaller is all..
    and it’s true..
    if a hunter
    like Yellow Boy
    can love like he does
    now.. all Mama Cat milk
    and Cat biscuits now with Katrina..
    there must be hope for humans too..
    if they find a path to love and somewhat predictable
    subsistence too.. scarcity breeds fear and abundance breeds hope..
    Hate comes more from one and Love more from the otHeR.. Give and
    Share for Love or Take and hoard for hate.. it’s still a cat choice really wild and
    free with love
    or imprisoned
    and domesticated with hate..
    and for now that’s all i have
    to dance and sing..
    of cultural
    clothes and lies..
    all play with God of Nature FReED..
    Devil or Angel.. Angel IS A way for me…
    At this i feel like a little American
    Indian Meditation Music to go along with this..
    Sioux and Cherokee in me gifted through my
    Mother and her ancestors too.. Sioux on her
    Father’s side and Cherokee on her Mother’s side..
    surELy.. the wildest and freest pARt of me along with the
    Irish eyes.. two generations removed with the Cajun of
    France and Spain and the Old English and Black Forest
    of Germany and that rodent ancestor from 75 million years
    ago2.. and the origin of all that is and beYond 14.5 million years ago aLL..
    an Indian
    song as continuous
    Indigenous soUL of God oF NaturE noW2..
    JuST.. cAll me “Master Chief Aghogday”..1.. yes i exist2
    as He2.. you can Google me/he2.. if you don’t believe it HE HE3..;)

  5. Love Lives fulfilLed deaTh..
    Hate lives Dead life

    – tHeMe-meMe

    Hello.. gigoid.. nice to see you heAR.. aGain..
    And i guess i’ll start heRE.. wiTh three to catch up..
    through a count of 6 with a SonG too.. and what better place than play to staRt..

    “Man is most nearly himself
    when he achieves the seriousness
    of a child at play.”

    ~~ Heraclitus ~~

    ReAlly.. can’t add any more
    to tHis HeraCliTuS butt
    continUinG to play..;)

    “Beware of that person who is slow to anger.
    For when it is long in coming,
    it stays longer and is warmer and dies not so easily.
    Abused patience is a very strong fuel
    for a fire not easily put out by any known means.”

    ~~ Wise Bee ~~

    Even worse
    IS A
    that festers into long term hate..
    usuAlly.. what happens iF Anger
    is not Emotionally and Sensory
    regulated and integrated
    and co-creating
    more.. out.. oF AnGer..
    to AnGel as mEtapHoRuS oF cOuRse..;)

    “One kind word can warm three winter months.”

    ~~ Japanese proverb ~~

    Yes.. Yes.. Yes… and more
    yes.. as the Great Band..
    the Police.. clearly
    SinG too..
    got to
    be an Invisible
    Sun inside generating
    warmth of kindness as
    oxytocin surely can and
    will do when neurohormonally
    and neurochemically living free inside..
    and exPaNding to OthErS even more as HuMan
    SunliGht groWs aS uNConDiTional Love.. tHeReForE..
    i now have
    a thEme
    for this
    too.. heHe..
    in Sting and
    Police ways2..;)

    “If you would know a man,
    observe how your cat treats him.”

    ~~ Leelu Bee ~~

    It’s reAlly.. kinda sad..
    all of my Father’s
    cats paid
    attention to human beings…
    but he cried when they died..
    guesS he couldn’t reAlly show ’em when he lived…

    “Many a man’s tongue broke his nose.”

    ~~ Seamus MacManus ~~

    Hmm.. i can
    but not quiet..;)

    “I want to live my life so that my nights are not full of regrets.”

    ~~ D. H. Lawrence ~~

    too busy
    dancing at night
    anything aT all..
    funny how ‘they’ talk
    about the pitfalls of an
    ‘idol’.. mind.. butt rarely
    the pitfalls
    idle feet..
    problem with words..
    tHey are locked uP ‘tween ears..;)

    “If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it.”

    ~~ Things We Can Learn From Dogs ~~

    One thing.. i FeeL/SenSe
    for sure.. ‘it’ doesn’t

    “Some people march to the beat of a different drummer.
    And some people tango!”

    ~~ Anonymous Bee ~~

    or SinG free
    verse DancE
    with no labELs
    or FoRmS aT aLL..;)

    “If you lose the power to laugh, you lose the power to think.”

    ~~ Clarence Darrow ~~

    True.. as science sHows..
    emotions.. most definitely
    including laughs
    are the
    of all
    and the source
    oF aLL memories too.. as is..
    per cognitive executive functioning

    Now to two too2..
    as six was just in
    the intro of thE theMe Meme SonG2..;)

    Haha.. rational mammals..
    nah.. not a one..
    all driven
    by emotions
    at core as
    shows now..
    the best emotions
    and senses make uP
    reaLitY iN a sea of words and
    otHeR symbols that house the
    vehicles and vessels of essence real..
    thaT iS FeeLinG
    liFe as
    so.. reAlly.. at the
    end of the day StiLL now
    it is those who are fulfilled
    with love.. happiness and joy
    who win the game of reaLiTy.. my FriEnd..NoW..2..
    mY Mother tried to teach me that lesSon by example
    as she reTired her wheels and i continued
    to roll
    my ass around
    the rat wheel
    of race
    leads to
    empty symbols of now..then..
    without much substance of LIfE..
    in other words.. whatever takes uS away
    From Peace of Mind and Joy and Love is about as evil aS it gets..
    away from thaT real essence of FeeLinG SenSinG LiFe..NoW..
    otHeRS.. of course..:)

    “It is hard enough to remember my opinions,
    without also remembering my reasons for them.”

    — Friedrich Nietzsche (1844-1900)

    As always.. emotions and senses drive iT all..
    develop.. regulate.. integrate them in balance.. rich or not..;)

    “That’s the effect of living backwards: it always makes one
    a little giddy at first, but there’s one great advantage in it,
    that one’s memory works both ways.”

    — Lewis Carroll, “Through the Looking-Glass”

    And don’t forget to walk in reverse
    and spiral like the Golden
    PHI 1.618
    of Nature in
    move.. connect
    and create too..
    again.. the
    of philosophy
    never getting down
    below the ears to more TruTh aT hand..
    Feet too..
    and toes and fingers too..;)

    “I count religion but a childish toy …
    there is no sin but ignorance.”

    — Christopher Marlowe

    Once aGaiN..
    siN oF Feet and hands
    and otHeR idle body
    aBove beloW as
    TrUtH and liGht.. mOre..;)

    “Did YOU find a DIGITAL WATCH in YOUR box of VELVEETA?”

    — Zippy the Pinhead

    ?VELVEETA of box YOUR in WATCH DIGITAL a find YOU did

    “Human beings are perhaps never more frightening than
    when they are convinced beyond doubt that they are right.”

    — Laurens Van der Post, The Lost World of the Kalahari (1958)

    iF it’s aLternative fActs..;)

    “It is no measure of health to be well adjusted
    to a profoundly sick society.”

    — Krishnamurti

    As lonG
    aS onE
    and throws away the clothes..;)

    (Emerald Forest 1985 and newer Avatars)

    “Thus it is said that one who knows the enemy and knows
    himself will not be endangered in a hundred engagements.”

    — Sun Tzu

    it’s how
    i Handle
    And Trump LiFE..;)

    “One should seek virtue for its own sake and not from hope or fear,
    or any external motive. It is in virtue that happiness consists,
    for virtue is the state of mind which tends to
    make the whole of life harmonious.”

    — Diogenes Laertius (c. 200 AD) — Zeno, (B.C. 335?-264), liii

    If only
    that were
    possible aS even
    science sHows it’s not
    for so-called
    at lEast..
    Square root one
    Problems of heART..:)

    “The moral test of government is how it treats those
    who are in the dawn of life — the children; those who
    are in the twilight of life — the aged; and those who
    are in the shadows of life — the sick, the needy and the handicapped.”

    — Hubert Humphrey

    Square root
    one issues of subsistence and shelter too..:)

    “Virtue is that perfect good which is the complement of a happy life;
    the only immortal thing that belongs to mortality.”

    — Seneca (B.C. 3-65 A.D.)

    Ugh.. perfect
    to too many arguments
    about how the towels are arranged on the racK even or not..;)

    “I have a feeling that at any time about three million Americans
    can be had for any militant reaction against law, decency,
    the Constitution, the Supreme Court,
    compassion and the rule of reason.”

    — John Kenneth Galbraith

    Sure.. anything
    goes with
    aS even science
    sHows about one percent
    of the population are made that way…
    evil.. like
    it or not..
    as they don’t give a shit
    and likely never will..
    no smile heAR.. my FriEnd
    as life ain’t fair in one lifetime aT leASt..;)

    “I’m just hoping that one day the sheep will realize
    that the shepherd is really a wolf in disguise.” —

    Sanjay Singh

    As science shows too..
    the clergy in the
    top 10
    choices of folks born ‘that way’…;)

    “Every man is a damn fool for at least five minutes every day;
    wisdom consists in not exceeding the limit.”

    — Elbert Hubbard

    i kNow
    and feeL and sense so
    much more
    now than
    Piece of Paper
    existence.. all the rest a peace of cake..:)

    To produce things and to rear them,
    To produce, but not to take possession of them,
    To act, but not to rely on one’s own ability.
    To lead them, but not to master them –
    This is called profound and secret virtue.

    — Lao-Tzu (fl. B.C. 600)

    And never
    ever worry
    about perfect..
    practice practice
    practice perfect more..:)

    “Make no mistake: the weeds will win. Nature bats last.”

    — Robert Pyle

    FeeLs anD
    sEnSes beST..:)

    So.. now.. off to three2..:)

    “Man is most nearly himself when
    he achieves the seriousness of a child at play.”

    — Heraclitus

    SurELy VeriLY worth
    continUing play..;)

    “Apollo said that every one’s true worship was that
    which he found in use in the place where he chanced to be.”

    — Michael de Montaigne (1533-1592)
    — Essays, Book ii, Chap. xii, Apology for Raimond Sebond

    Toilet Paper.. a warm bed at night..
    wow! a grocery store
    and a way
    get some food..
    and friends and a lover too..
    with family too.. Heaven is now
    for those
    see the sliver
    out of
    rest oF iT aLL..
    out of shape of Happiness now..:)

    “An empty man is full of himself.”

    — Edward Abbey

    Ugh.. Tin can
    on the
    to see the wizard oF aLL…;)

    “If you see a man approaching you with
    the obvious intention of doing you good,
    you should run for your life.”

    — Thoreau’s Law

    thOught that came all natural
    buTT hips and eYes never lie to me aT leASt.. hEhe..;)

    “Man is a credulous animal, and must believe something;
    in the absence of good grounds for belief, he will be satisfied with bad ones.”

    — Bertrand Russell, “An Outline of Intellectual Rubbish”

    Case proven
    more than ever now..
    haha.. hehe..
    of tears
    for the ignorant
    more for those in the kNow..;)

    “Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there,
    you must first see inside of you.”

    — Wally “Famous” Amos

    LiGht bulbs
    do much
    without a filAmeNt within.;)

    “I hold it to be the inalienable right of anybody
    to go to hell in his own way.”

    — Robert Frost

    YeS iT happens..:)

    “Go softly, for you tread on my dreams.”

    — Yeats

    are real..
    soft or hard..
    tRead or noT..;)

    Against the Word the unstilled world still whirled
    About the center of the silent Word.

    – T.S. Eliot

    UgH A word
    without a voice..:)

    It was not death, for I stood up,
    And all the dead lie down;
    It was not night, for all the bells
    Put out their tongues, for noon.
    It was not frost, for on my flesh
    I felt siroccos crawl,–
    Nor fire, for just my marble feet
    Could keep a chancel cool.

    And yet it tasted like them all;
    The figures I have seen
    Set orderly, for burial,
    Reminded me of mine,

    As if my life were shaven
    And fitted to a frame,
    And could not breathe without a key;
    And ‘t was like midnight, some,

    When everything that ticked has stopped,
    And space stares, all around,
    Or grisly frosts, first autumn morns,
    Repeal the beating ground.

    But most like chaos,–stopless, cool,–
    Without a chance or spar,–
    Or even a report of land
    To justify despair.

    ~~ Emily Dickinson ~~

    DArk niGht of the
    soUL SuNG rung so quiet..:)

    “Nothing unreal exists.”

    — Kiri-Kin-Tha’s Law of Metaphysics

    If one takes Stephen
    Hawking literAlly..
    is every
    is real..
    and words are
    as real as essence real..:)

    And hence one master-passion in the breast,
    Like Aaron’s serpent, swallows up the rest.

    – Alexander Pope (1688-1744)

    — Essay on Man, Epistle ii, Line 131

    Yep.. tHeRE Go
    ‘eM EmoTioNs
    And SeNses for real..;)

    “You can get anything you want,
    at Alice’s restaurant (‘ceptin’ Alice).”

    — Arlo Guthrie

    Hannibal Lector doesn’t like that at all..;)

    the end
    of three
    on a rather
    non-pleaSing taste of Alice iN Wonderland less..;)

  6. It’s worth noting that stress is cumulative over the Battle
    Fields of Life.. and when it IS A situation like
    Catastrophic illness of a Loved
    one as close as a Mother..
    for those
    who have
    lived a Battlefield
    of Stress for Decades.. those
    Battle Scars rear tHeir ugliest heads
    of dARk.. in other words.. strange.. strange..
    pain.. as somatic symptoms from head to toe..
    to heARt Palpitations and
    Nausea and
    feeling like
    Bees are nesting
    a hive in your head and
    stuff like that for me at least..
    including Chronic Fatigue and Dysautonomia
    with the Heart palpitations as hey.. from the outside
    in this photo.. looks like just another deliriously happy
    day in the last 42 months or so of Heaven.. and by this
    Happy Picture existing at the Mall after about 10 miles of Public
    Dance.. i muSt say.. i was floating on a cloud again.. and
    hopefully.. all the somatic issues will disappear as tHeRe
    are some things in life that are almost
    too hard to face.. sure..
    with night terrors
    and stuff
    that too.. ah.. being
    human.. can get so complicated..
    but at least i’ve experienced it all before
    and realize that no matter how long it takes
    this too shall pass as the cycle of dARk and liGht
    goeS oN.. as LiFE.. and for now.. i’m at Peace as writing
    can be so soothing as streAms begin to empty in Rivers and
    waves of ocean whole gently expanding shores more toward liGht..;)

    Hmm.. and some MacroVerses to share as usual in Facebook Memory way..
    starting with “Sounds of Sexual Healing” at the 432 Hertz Genital Healing frequency
    in sensuality way.. and nah.. not wham bam thank ya ma’am stuff.. anyWay.. a reminder for
    me in how much peace comes listening to the 432 Hertz rendition of the Gospel of Thomas
    Mystical Gnostic sayings as attributed to the dude named Yeshua aka Jesus..
    yes.. how much Peace it brought to me in the last night spent in the
    recliner slowly falling to sleep next to my Mother at the
    Hospital.. and the next day.. i felt so much more heaLinG
    inside and it seemed to bring a mystical
    connection with my Mother too..
    as this is the Jesus i FeeL
    SeNse.. a real man.. no different than
    the Buddha and Lao Tzu and so many
    otHeRs who sought and found the Kingdom of
    God within uSing metaphors to relate this Yogi-like
    Unison with God.. sure.. Unidaughter and
    UnieTc too.. as yes.. Women
    didn’t get the right
    to vote until
    last Century
    and were not considered
    good enough to be spiritual priests
    of God in the old Abrahamic religious way..
    of course.. this Jesus gives all the power to the people
    and remains just another humble last as first and meek
    inheriting the eARTh as the King and the Queen are those
    who become one with God as the Kingdom and Queendom
    and eTcdom lives within.. but seriously.. no matter how many metaphors
    are used and other complex symbolS.. unless one has a direct verb experience
    of God in action beyond words as God as Verb within.. just empty shells are the words
    that fall to rocky soil with no floWer of God groWinG hiGher as hUmaniTy’s eYes alive..
    it’s kinda sad how the Modern Catholic Church.. since Constantine as Roman Emperor
    expanding that empire and monolithically making a Statue of himself as Sun god
    same as Jesus as Soldier Sun God too.. but hey.. that’s what Trump’s do..
    it’s all about them and rarely
    about you.. although
    they will
    you a job
    that never comes
    with pay.. Vs.. the eternal
    reward oF HeAVen NoW..
    the place with no dollar amount..
    aS History repeats itself with Herstory
    of divine feminine grace and love within..
    as all is left is will and strength to conquer and divide..
    anyWay.. for those in the feel and sense oF iT.. this is the isreAl

    “Talking.. Shh.. wITh GOD2”.. pArt two of a series of God as action
    verb conversations regarding the active experience of being with
    God noW as aliVe.. yes.. on the Wrong Planet.. a place wHere
    folks are more locked into left brain ways of
    analytical thinking away from
    all stuff associated
    with social
    including spirituality
    and connection with God aLL
    as Nature wHOle aliVE in the Kingdom
    of Heaven NoW.. like most intelligent animals
    without standard IQ.. experience all Naturally without
    the clothes of Human culture.. aS in someways.. human
    is burdened with the greatest virus oF aLL.. separation from God
    through cultural and religious clothes from birth to death.. never reAlly
    experiencing a naked God alive within at all for some all the way from
    birth to death in a priSon of Hell as made by cultural tool and device
    as human becomes a tool in a human made cultural hell.. i watch
    people in this place from day to day in both flesh and blood
    life and online too.. and yes.. it’s like an opaque
    window they cannot see through
    to get to other side..
    and sure
    even the so-called
    leaders at church who
    only truly look forward to God
    after death.. as real then to meet..
    so.. sad.. this separation in life as illusion can be.. away from God..
    it would bring A TEar to Yellow Boy’s eYe if he could see the ignorance
    of human separated from God like this.. surELy.. juSt anoTheR day within God for him free..:)

    “On Seeking, knowing and Loving. On understanding Islam in its meaning as a whole.”
    MacroVerse Memory from two years ago as the previous MacroVerse also
    was from two years ago.. and the one before that at three years ago
    as dates go on and the information remains as applicable
    noW as that Gospel of Thomas rendition listening
    too.. here from around 2K years ago.. too..
    and Fellow Blogger poet
    Friend.. Lala Rukh..
    from Pakistan.. sHows tHeRe
    are the same issues with Islam
    as there is with Christianity as far as
    some folks extreme.. some folks Christmas
    Day and Easter worshippers and others who seek
    and find God within with book or not.. thing is.. God does
    live within and the Kingdom of Heaven is just waiting for those
    who do seek and find it within over the course of life noW as LiVinG..:)

    “INDIAN MOON CHILD in the alleys of Life”.. as MacroVerse from two
    years ago too.. more discussions on the Wrong Planet site..
    finding it still almost impossible to reach folks
    locked in the ‘other’ hemisphere of
    brain.. namely
    in left
    brain ways
    of rational thInKing
    away from Art of Love and God sAMe..
    as living verb in the Kingdom of Heaven within now..:)

    “Tornado PoeTry and mE”.. MacroVerse memory from a year
    ago.. visiting many of my Blogger Poet friends and continuing an
    end to a year long venture of poetically responding to every single
    prompt and link from the online dVerse Poetry Pub site for an entire
    year.. from April of 2015.. through March 31st 2016.. coming to be..
    neXt.. GodsUniVerseNovel3 at 338,630 words as lInKed at
    the bottom of all my MacroVerses now.. a little
    easier at this point though as i am no longer
    visiting the relatively speaKing online
    hell of the Wrong Planet
    website.. permanent
    staycation from
    hell on earth
    as Lucifer in that
    Fox show might say..
    except.. this is Lower Alabama
    Panhandle of Florida.. yes.. pet
    name of LA too.. with plenty of NASCAR racing fans too..
    and although i don’t own a big bar in money way.. sure.. in
    A way.. i owN oNe for the LovE of DancE all free of dollar biLLs and driNks.. heHe..;)

    And speaking of Nascar.. that reminds me of a Good Ole Christian Man and his family
    where his children are watching the float of my feet upon the Mall Grounds by
    Starbucks with the youth wielding their smartphones to capture the oddest
    thing of all in Lower Alabama LA of Panhandle of Florida and that
    is anyone at all brave enough to dance free in public..
    which to me is amazingly.. only me.. as Jesus F iN
    Christ it is like the best thing ever
    to float on terrestrial land
    in use it more and
    gain it in terms
    of emotional
    and physical intelligence
    in regulating emotions and
    integrating senses and making
    every move magic like Katy Perry says
    in her ET song.. but hey.. this is no fairy
    tale.. just human poTenTial used more than lounging
    around on Sunday in easy chairs watching NASCAR go ’round
    and ’round and ’round eventually snoring back after Sunday Dinner too..
    anyway.. heHe.. was hoping
    the NASCAR good Ole boy would
    ask me what the hell (heaven) i
    was/am doing as surELy my come back again
    would be.. hey.. baby.. in terms of #John1412 ..
    walking on water is old-school noW as verily and
    surELy i say and sing and dance one can do that with
    a surf-board with ease.. floating on terrestrial ground
    and nicely polished mall floors like this IS A real John
    14:12 challenge.. babe.. ya should try it one day.. particularly
    if you enjoy making women smile more than your hunting buds.. heHe..
    anyWay.. it’s human potential and in ALL stuff John 14:12.. USE IT OR LOSE
    TO ALL
    and survive or thrive
    in the Kingdom of Heaven now..
    as DanCinG and SinGinG Light hoMe NoW..

    WeLL.. considering there is still room left
    on the 432 Hertz rendition of the Gospel of Thomas
    might as well review more Facebook MacroVerse memories
    and associated supporting documentation for how if or one reach
    the Kingdom of Heaven with now.. yes.. now.. in this generation now..
    as promised even in the New Testament version of what is no attributed to the
    Jesus dude too.. yes the generation then means the generation now.. otherwise
    according to simple Logic.. the Jesus dude would have been taling an empty Trump
    promise and apparently the real dude Jesus per Yogi-Like dude was taling it as real
    as any Tibetan
    who rises
    steam off their
    body in icy waters
    as documented by science
    too.. along with controlling
    Brain waves from Alpha to theta
    creative streaming consciousness holy
    spirit bringing to the table of mindful awareness
    where the bread and water of life is a living spring of breathe
    for those in
    the dance
    and song
    who juST
    can and
    will do that now..
    in once again now use
    it or lose it in all human
    potentials now.. but hey.. still
    these traditions are dominated by patriarchal
    ways of illusory fears and dominating women and
    such as that.. controlling reproductive freedoms
    for selfish gene and material gains.. same stuff
    of storing grain in silos
    for jealousy
    and greed
    in subjugating
    others for whatever
    power and status comes next..
    yes.. including excluding women
    from the Monk Monasteries too.. all
    men’s club as such while the women are
    relegated to cattle of breeding babies..
    but yes that’s old school now.. and meanwhile
    while women have moved way ahead in the battle of the
    sexes as far as combining the masculine will and strength
    with the feminine grace and love.. men or still in Trump
    states at least.. watching cars go around and around tracks still
    of boring same shit over and over again.. where mirror neurons are
    the only joy in vicarious male adventure life.. over and over again
    on the big
    and as far
    as any martial
    arts mixed with
    ballet dance.. i understand
    some ‘liberal men’ are doing that
    with their daughters now.. but Nascar
    men.. nah.. nah.. no.. that’s a no no tHeRE..
    and hey.. if nothing else they can watch me do
    ballet in the mall while this memory comes to mind
    as shared on Facebook of me leg pressing 930 Lbs.. 14 times
    back two years ago.. now that is 1020 LBS around 33 times for now..
    unless the adrenaline
    of temporary
    it up to
    50 reps when
    My mother is in the
    Hospital dying and such as that..
    like last week.. straining my leg
    a little bit after that effort too..
    and the thing is.. the power comes even more
    from divine feminine grace and love than masculine will and
    strength as the divine feminine love is what brings the mindful
    awareness and the focus to make the will and strength do real time
    all things
    considered of course
    as a Macroverse Memory
    shared here of “BE midnight LIGHT”.. 3 years ago..

    Where i guarantee dam tee ya.. ain’t no Nascar
    men brave enough to do this shit.. hehe..
    even if they could leg
    press 1020 LBS
    now 33
    times or
    not.. if you
    wanna get to heaven
    ya be afraid of any part
    of your God given Nature as
    to repress and oppress it as
    patriarchal cultures teach their
    little boys to erase all divine feminine
    grace from their existence.. including compassion
    and empathy to be cold enough to pull triggers to kill
    and defend in wars and such as that that is a part of the
    sad tribal instinct for snake head survival too.. as part of
    the restricted reptilian brain inside our heads too.. it’s a nuclear
    option of hell.. on earth.. and far far away from the Kingdom of Heaven
    all BaLanCinG act in reaLiTy NoW oN course.. camel and needle and all of that too..
    if you
    be in
    Heaven ya
    gotta really be
    brave enough to be
    in terms of limited scientific method repeatable
    experiments too.. as those don’t exist where few men
    and women
    before as truly brave
    and free in the Kingdom
    of Heaven within for NoW..:)

    “Don’t Look Me in the Eye”.. Another MacroVerse memory from 3 years
    ago.. as i continue a real practice of BaLanCinG the Divine feminine
    Grace of Love and Masculine WiLL and strength togeTher as oNe..
    and if you are actually listening to any of the
    Gospel of Thomas related metaphorical
    deep sayingS it’s not quite
    as fully illustrated
    as what i do
    in these
    MacroVerses heAR
    but of course that was
    in the days of almost no
    freedom of expression like this
    without killing fields coming to those
    who illustrated iT fully like this.. so vague
    it came in metaphors instead.. so those with shallow
    more left brain thinking snake brain ways would have no
    WTF FTW idea what was going down in this kinda sacred text..
    again.. one muSt acT on it and experience it as verb of God life..
    AS Experience now..
    alone are
    housing vehicles
    and vessels to get
    here as the rider of
    the camel or the elephant
    through the culture and religion
    N E E D Le E Y E even s M A L ler
    of now and then.. my best advice is
    just get naked and dance free verse with
    grains of sand spiraling around the Sun
    Seagull free… and don’t forget the warm
    Gulf Illuminated diatom waters at night
    if you
    i do
    on a Summer
    midnight breeze
    with a loved one too..
    or just one if that is all you are2..
    God allone..:)

    And now the Hertz of the Earth to go along
    with “Don’t Look me in the eye” too..
    yes at C sharp.. 136.1 Hertz
    frequency.. and when
    this share
    with the
    metaphor of
    poetic expression..


    Last night my cat yellow boy was sleeping..
    purring by my feet..and his purr was precisely
    the GAIA frequency of mother earth..a beautiful purr of peace of life..and mind..heart..soul..emotion..logic and ONEspirit.. the best sound ever..PURR..

    So with that said..have a PURRfect day..;):)

    PURRLIGHT with mother earth..

    Some literalist from YouTube..
    yes.. material reductionist.. tried
    to get in an argument with me
    that it wasn’t
    a cat
    purr in hertz..
    and i said.. dude..
    it’s just a metaphor..
    okay.. as we all come
    from the same stuff okay..
    namELy Mother Earth with Cat
    Biscuits and Mama Cat milk like this too..
    feathered duckling
    friend.. love is
    love.. my friend..;)

    And now.. from two years ago..
    A short MicroVerse Memory
    on Freedom to share..
    noW oN course..;)

    Freedom is NOT free;

    Never has been never will be.

    Some folks are willing to die for IT.

    Some folks are willing to be afraid of IT,

    and DO in effect eliminate
    the greater potential for IT,

    by their overall, fearful ways…

    ONE and the ONLY THING FOR for sure IS,

    “IT’S” ALWAYS AT LEAST, ’50 shades of Grey’….

    And NOT even




    Oh.. Prajakta.. i love the diversity
    of all of human Nature.. nah.. not all
    have the same Maternal instinct and some
    have literally none and never will.. male and or female..
    like the Wrong Planet online i used to visit where aversion
    to babies was as common as everyday allergies
    to pollen..
    a matter of
    human nature in
    hormonal ways of birth..
    ourselves and environmental
    ways of more left brain analytical
    corporate think as opposed to
    down on the
    raising right brain
    life.. balance comes
    for what we must do in life..
    as opposed to what we may
    even wanna do in life..
    not all folks
    are even
    cut out
    to have
    babies.. of course..
    and to make someone
    go where they do not naturally
    wanna go.. is a source of much human
    misery and suffering in the case of forced
    arranged dowry marriages and stuff like that
    surely when the innate stuff is not there to nurture
    at all.. anyway.. if you like puppy love.. if and when you
    do get pregnant and have children.. no doubt when Nature
    changes you too in hormone way.. the nurture and attachment will
    come as it did for even me.. when i had my first and only child then..
    the first time then.. i understood what all encompassing non-conditional
    love is.. it’s Nature and the core of survival/thrival.. not only the will but the love to go on..
    And with that said
    here is a little more
    Love to move ya too..;)

  8. 1968.. about 7 years old.. am i too..
    going to see this movie.. yes.. the first
    Planet of the Apes movie.. with my mother
    and sister.. and the first time i had one of those
    moments of questioning the existential angst of life..
    of what is real
    and what is
    not realest
    as and in existence
    now then now too..
    and i’ve moved
    180 degrees
    on how
    i view the ending
    noW as opposed to then..
    as the notion of no infrastructure
    of culture for a small and very weak
    child then was a scary notion.. for sure..
    as there was nothing wild about me at
    age 7.. fully domesticated in grade two
    in a small school up on the
    hill away from the
    river front
    then.. and i remember..
    coming out of the theater..
    just around the block from our
    home.. downtown.. yep.. what was
    named as the ‘Milton Theater’.. then..
    looking up and seeing the red flashing
    light of what was just a radio tower then..
    with no cell towers to reach around the globe
    in an actual interaction with global friends then..
    thing is.. Charlton was riding on a horse.. with the most
    beautiful woman.. alive then.. on a beautiful beach and he cursed
    the blown up infrastructure of a city comparablY as ugly compared
    to a pristine beach as New York City full of subways and people who
    never meet eye to eye aS SucH.. as a giant can of lemmings all trapped in priSon..
    and instead of jumping for joy as Nature and the beautiful woman and Horse of Nature
    wiTh Beach was/iS once again his free home.. him.. he said.. God dAm.. you blew iT all up.. hell.. cannot
    see the
    for the loss
    of feel and sense
    now of what iS even important
    in life as a touchy feely human
    being alive now.. just wanting to get
    back to they city as a habit is wHeRe he
    wanted to go.. misSing paradise on the way
    to heaven then now.. so.. how advanced are we..
    only.. in how much we touch and feel of mindful and
    bodily awareness all naked now.. cover it all up.. make
    it numb and pain.. or uncover it and live as the Beach of Heaven Now..
    and i still haven’t come uP.. with a title for this 79th MacroVerse heAR of
    “Netherland Bible 2017”.. and 750th MacroVerse of Song oF mY soUL too..
    but sure.. by the standard of another play.. the great Social Critic.. Rod Serling
    helped write in written script way.. too.. perHaps with a twist of a few words
    the title
    is aLike
    All OVer sTiLL noW”..
    better now than never..
    Zoo or Free.. yOur can and WiLL or not..noW2..:)

    YeP it’s true..
    Verily i say
    a deep
    DanCeR SinGeR
    i AM2.. sTiLL..NoW2..
    with or without words thenow2..
    And today.. the 27th of February
    makes a full 42 month Longest Form Free Verse
    Poem on Word Press and Metro Public Dance too..
    over 3.3 Million words and over 6900 Dance miles2..
    Planet of the Apes.. released on 2.8.68.. 49 years
    ago.. in a memory for me.. wHeRE tHeRe is
    no distance
    tiMe.. sTiLL NoW2..
    When i was living in the crib..
    my Mother said i turned around
    and around on my left toe then
    until i wore a dance
    blister on
    it then..
    my Mother told
    my Father.. my boy
    has the look of an adult
    in his green to blue eyes like
    he knows more than he should know
    now then.. and my Father said.. in one of few
    conversations to my Mother then.. one day.. you
    will come in here and he will have a cigarette propped
    up in his hand.. just puffing it away.. heHe.. kinda like Rod Serling (and my father too)
    did at the beginning of his T-Zone show.. then too.. it is what is and i am am

  9. Dude.. you are so lost in words and
    other abstract constructs.. you are
    almost totAlly lost from
    Fear and Hate is Hell
    Love and Hope is Heaven..
    you choose wHere
    and what
    you spRead to
    otHeRs.. Heaven or Hell..
    All tHeRe is is Hell heAR.. dude..
    but of course if you did this for only
    Love and Hope.. you wouldn’t
    make a mammon penny..
    and nah..
    you wouldn’t
    kNow Jesus
    if he wrote you a Love note
    of hope away from Fear and Hate..
    or would
    you now
    thaT my
    FriEnd is
    written in yoUr words.. or not..
    i have no idea what your actions are.. neXt..:)

    A note hEar not even worth repeating from a place named TVC..;)

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