i have a confession to make..
and for me
there really are no confessions
and sure i can prove that easily..
but if you’ve been
OF WHAT I DO..
BUT i can be a spooky fairy
got a friend that calls
KOOL BOOK BY THAT NAME
back to sacred clowns..
and the general
in so many cultural traditions..
and yes i find this extremely interesting..
more references here for
who just love to learn and learn and learn
about new things..
with a completely open
of whatever IS IS..
And as usual..
the common sense
realities of life
by folks with eyes and ears that
face value of symbols of life..
are finally being documented
in scientific evidence
art of science…
finally catching up
TRUER FULLER REALITY
per the last link up there
the second coming
emotions and the subconscious
that rules our human being..
an after thought
TELL A SCIENTIST
IN THE KNOW
THEY WILL USUALLY
SCOFF AT IT..
THAT IS ALL..
TELLING YA THAT
EMOTIONS ARE SO YESTERDAY
IS WHERE IT’S AT TODAY..
as stated many times in this blog..
this is true..
but a self fulfilling
prophecy as science now
that when we do mechanical cognition
playing a video game..
or constructing a pizza..
the social cognition
pathway of the brain is repressed.
the converse is true..
So feed a brain a steady diet of
computer mechanical cognition
and the human
instead of the
to all others
being human fully
but oh my GOD this really
have to be rocket science…
In the computer labs and engineering
when i went to college
tHere are signs everywhere that say
get out and interact with humans
this is no joke!
It is a dead human heart and soul
warning clear as day!
‘What price there is to pay for
a human that becomes
and loses their heart
spirit and yes
stay static in one position
viewing a screen
goes away too..
can be true…
Well ya see..
i lose my heart and soul
and in part..
to this phenomenon2..
and while the clown shark
can be foolish..
shark is a harbinger
The terror of losing one’s heart..
is the worst thing of all..
of bliss with fully open
in connection with
the beyond that is
PAY THE LURKING CLOWN SHARK NO MIND
IF YA WILL..
NO ONE KNEW YESTERDAY
CLOWN SHARK OF THE LAND
SET FREE IN MY
THE CLOWN SHARK
IS ‘HEAR’ TO GET YOUR ATTENTION..
ON THE INTERNET
PAY HIM NO MIND
i’m i reAlly
isn’t that amazing!
way back when
i am in middle
kids get it
And HA ha!
of the Tarot
card for the
my first and only real
|The 4 Challenges
Challenges denote personal weaknesses and temptations you will have to overcome and strengths you will have to develop to fully realize your goals. The 4 Challenges have the same time frame as the 4 Pinnacles.
|Your First Challenge Number is 0
The 0 challenge means the choice of what you do with your life is entirely yours. Yours is an old soul–you’ve already struggled through all the challenges of the other numbers. Your reward for completing these Challenges is free will. You may face all or any of the challenges of the numbers 1 through 9. You may simply drift through life without a destination or goals. Or you may rise above the struggles of others and use this Challenge period to sculpt a life based on love, integrity, justice and vision. At first glance, this freedom to choose may seem like a vacation, but it isn’t. Indeed, the gravity of the responsibility which comes with a 0 challenge is tremendous, because how you choose to address your 0 challenge will profoundly affect the lives of those around you, and, possibly, the entire world.
|Your Second Challenge Number is 1
A 1 Challenge signifies the struggle to become independent, courageous and have faith in your convictions. If the number 1 appears as your first Challenge you are learning to define your self. Should a 1 appear in your other Challenges you are learning to remain true to your self and become more confident.
The third and 4th challenges are also
free will is mine
as i am financially
and i can choose to
LET’S JUST SAY..
TO THE FULLEST
SO IT’S MORE LIKE
AND TRULY THE ONLY DIFFERENCE
AND A PSYCHOPATH
WITH MY FEARLESSNESS
TO DO ANYTHING
i am in excellent company
in their time..
SACRED FOOLS TO..
KING OF THE JEWS
MOCKING AS SUCH..
THE RICH DUDES..
BUDDHA AND MUHAMMAD..
SETS THE SACRED FOOL
FROM THE HERD..
THE SACRED FOOL
TO SIMPLY ILLUSTRATE
And here are a few more photos..
and a restricted link to a more
MY SUNDAY PRESENTATION
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dude…that was epic…ha…count me as one of those willing to rise above symbols…and spend my life trying to be the sacred fool…it is a decision that we all must make…in who we will be….and each decision shapes that…
it’s no easy road to be a clown..
full of bruises..broken hearts as such..
AND ALL the inconveniences in between..
particularly for loving ones in the life of a sacred fool…
but the ultimate reward truly is freedom..
not only for the sacred fool..
but if for only one more..
touched as such..in change..
THE CLOWN CAN REST IN PEACE..;)
That’s another poem right there in your reply to Brian…
Certainly an epic response! I did fully expect that this prompt would be no problem to you – you like revealing a very multi-faceted views of yourself, in both writing and pictures.
Haha..but the true secret is..none of this is me..
Self is an actor i create..
do i like doing this…
not really..it is difficult actually..
BUT TRULY AN ACT of service
with its own intrinsic natural GOD given rewards..
that i see and experience as such..with more than
eyes or ears…
IT WILL be MUCH easier to sip ice water on the beach..
an alternative i can easily attain..
Me is another story entirely..
Just one of bliss of peace of being…
With no words at all..
Only experiencing way IS
Free without any noise
of interference other than the natural
EYES AND EARS…
smiles.. i get lost in your post.. it’s too much for me… but it shows how multi-layered you are..smiles
Haha..i too am frequently lost when it comes to other folks poetry too..but i personally think that is the key..to anyone writing poetry..of any type..making it a ‘little’ work..
to find some answers..and the potential for some never intended as such…
But yah..i make it harder than most..
but it flows..and i never really intend it for anything else than flowing…as such…
i play by enough rules in real life..and conform PRECISELY AS SUCH..for too many years..multiple decades as such…
i value freedom of flow regardless of how it comes across..but i never intend harm to anyone
BUT at any rate…smiles2..:)
I do agree that too much time on the computer/video games is not a good thing.
As a person diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum..AT AGE 47 over 6 years ago now..who technically now scores at much lower than the 32 level on a test called the Autism Quotient test..for the potential range of autism..in empathy deficit..i do score an 11 now..as opposed to 45 just last June…
and it did move that far in a little over a month in July…2013…
Additionally there is an Emotional Intelligence Quotient test that i scored in the 50’s range at about the same time..that i now score 95 on..per the art of cognitive empathy..often a human attribute that folks on the Autism Spectrum have great difficulty in for proper reciprocal social communication with other humans…
But the thing here is..
These so called higher functioning folks like me on the Autism Spectrum..often at the top of their class through upwards of 20 years in an academic environment suffer from much more than just the mechanical cognition repressing effect of computer/video games..on the mind of social cognition..that is the scientifically proven number one source of all human happiness..our ability to connect to other humans…through reciprocal social communication…
Everything about mechanical cognition..makes this TECHNICAL DIFFICULTY effect/AFFECT in humans from solving math problems..to woodshop class..to anything that does not involve human reciprocal SOCIAL communication action…VERBALLY AND NON-VERBALLY….
Creating the melody of words to connect with my own self in reciprocal social communication in the blog i started a little over a year ago..is my first path out of this Autism hell of difficulty in reciprocally communicating with other folks..
But if it were not for the dance of movement in reverse..ballet and martial arts type movement that started after that..the art of reciprocal communication would never fill for me..as about 93% of human reciprocal communication is in human movement of all types from face to hands to every fiber of muscle being…
It comes down to what is always has been for humans
We dance and sing..with each other together..
or we fall
into the hell
of no togetherness..
Much of autism ..the higher functioning type ..i’m quite sure of..
is mechanical cognition driven..SITTING IN STATIC.. culture..
as a child i smiled and connected..at 3 ..even before i spoke..
the only way back..
was to escape MECHANICAL COGNITION DRIVEN culture..thanks to the most severe pain disorder known to mankind..the type two trigeminal neuralgia that made effective use of eyes or ears..to participate in culture..impossible as such..in REAL LIFE..
WE LIVE AND LEARN
OR WE STAY SAME..
AND POTENTIALLY ARE REALLY
EVEN IF RATHER VANILLA LOOKING
IN CONFORMIST PRESENCE..
AND PASSIVITY OF INTROVERSION AS SUCH…
BUT i only speak for myself here for sure..
But it works..i am healed..and i suppose that is the gift enough
if no thing else in life..
I got lost enroute through all of the pictures…but you must have had some point in mind, I guess.
WELL TO clarify the pictures are only a visual representation of me clowning around..TO THE EXTREME..IN VOLUME2..and as we know there is often no rhyme or reason..to foolish clowning around..
the whole point of it is..
Sometimes there is no point..
just live..don’t worry..be happy…
that is often lost
in all the complicated stuff..
of Cultural illusion…
that is the part that REALLY counts..not the trojan horse that is the pictures on google searches as such as that..to get attention…for foolish behavior played as such…IN IMAGES VIEWED AS SUCH…
The REAL point is this..FROM THE TEXT CARRIED BY THE TROJAN HORSE THAT FOOLS CREATE..TO GET THE ATTENTION OF OTHER FOLKS..WHO ARE SLEEPING AS SUCH…
live in mechanical cognition become a robot..
live in social cognition
Not to say this has anything to do with..you..
but it is an epidemic of loss of empathy in the much larger world..
of human being…
for those who simply lose the he art of being human…
to keep learning, always, is perhaps our best quest.
true..but depending on what is learned..
there is the potential for labyrinth and perhaps no escape..
from what i personally see..
after almost 20 years of academic life and 3 degrees..
and after 30 years of work in following all the rules precisely and learning more and more..
What i finally found..at age 47..
is i knew nothing…
Everything i needed to really
know was instinctual..
that no book would ever teach me fully
until i pursued TRUTH FOR ME.. all alone like a monk as such…
The type of intelligence that western culture values…
is highly overrated in my opinion…
i prefer the he art of being human
as one heart…
IN KNOWING THE CORE OF BEING HUMAN
AS ONE..UNIFIED BODY..MIND..HEART..SOUL..SPIRIT..
AND BEYOND OF WHAT IS IS…
but alas if one is going to make a living and needS the money to do so…
The trap is set..
And quite honestly the way out is
a VERY LARGE CAMEL..
AND A VERY SMALL EYE OF A NEEDLE..
AS FAR AS
FOR MANY FOLKS..
BUT OF COURSE…
GOD OR GOODNESSS….
Ah. to me there is nothing more serious, if not sad, than the clown.. and I guess when you never laugh at clowns there is a clown inside of you…
i think overall that is very true Bjorn..
and truly i was a not a happy clown in school..particularly as i had no intent as such…
And really..i find out i am a clown now..and accept it is all as such..
And STAY HAPPY! anyway..
but happy for me is not necessarily brimming ear to ear with grin…
Peace of Bliss and contentment in human being..is enough for me..
as a way of life..for sure…:)
You certainly shared a lot about who you are!
Well.. I consider the freest verse of poetry to be the actor of one’s owned play .. So in this case the pages that are me now are certainly not one to be judged alone analytically based on metaphor of art ….butt with that said as a financially independent person outside of the usual rule of social norm freedom of expressing whatever is what I choose today just letting it all go to flow as such. …:)isallitis…
You are a brilliant poet and I love how you experimented with your words.
Awesomely intense and delight. 🙂
What inspired you to write this?
Thanks Charliezero1 for the kind compliment..and yes i do love to play with words..:)
The shark theme is inspired by my wife’s selection of this shirt for me to wear out in public when i dance walk in stores…
But as in all my writing..i usually cram my brain with inspiration from so many sources of everywhere and anywhere from music..to science..to the poetry of other folks..etc.etc.etc..and then
i go to sleep
And wake up and the words start flowing..on to the keyboard where digits of fingers become one with digit of artful letters in tapestry of many ideas pasted together of words.. photos..songs..and videos as such…
and if they truly do form some type of tapestry that makes sense..that’s just the icing on the cake..of freedom of expression..flowing like a river with an open sourced ocean of potential ideas..as such…in formless water instead of preplanned chalice structured form.. in what does end up here..as final product..of creativity….
Thanks again.. for stopping by..:)
Well this was a long post and I appreciate your detailed explanation ~ Thanks for your kindness & fearless embrace of yourself ~
Thanks for your kind comment..part of my issue as an individual on the autism spectrum is although i had great difficulty in expressing myself verbally as a child in spoken language..and handwriting language..
My ability to read is about 10 to 15 times faster than the average reader in the norm as such..which means that 400 pages in an hour at Barnes and Nobles is a breeze to me to read 2 books or so…and it’s actually part of an autism spectrum flavored condition named Hyperlexia in precocious reading ability before a child learns to speak..but often without good comprehension of what is read as such…..
So..what follows here..is never long to me..and i really have no sense of what it would be like to be a read a long post..as i’ve never found one yet that seemed that way to me..:)
i try to keep it limited under 1000 words..word counted by word press as such..as it use to be around 6000 was the norm..last year..when i first started blogging like this..on the Google ‘blogger’ format that does not count words like this…
And typing was the only way i would ever be able to write..as a person with great difficulty in hand writing as such..and as a pianist those words do flow now..on this type of keyboard too..at around 130 words a minute…
So here i go again..a few seconds means a few paragraphs to me..eventually 7 or 8 in a couple of seconds more…
And of course being retired means..i’m usually never short on time..
And nah..if i was still working.. i would never be doing this..that took all the energy i had..
to even get by in life..at all..
empathy makes all the difference – glad you are independent
Thanks Bill..truly so..as living without the physiological ability to feel empathy for 5 years..and only the empty words to give it as such…is a human hell to me…
To feel connection to others in REAL LIFE..IS LIFE TO ME..
i count as death..now..alive or dead…
now many clown sharks are invading the political space too…. 🙂
HI! SUMANA.. i hope they are biting the non-helpful folks..
and leaving the caring ones alone..:)
i stopped watching politics..and drop in now and then..to see what is often
the same soap opera-like plot…;)
yoooo man. One of the hardest things in the world is to be YOURSELF. Something so simple…
ain’t it odd tho; how could anyone be against someone just being them? the problem is, we don’t have to like everything/everyone. BUT we must RESPECT them… that’s what’s wrong… we don’t know how to just turn our heads away, we have to bash and hate… smh
i suppose i was born a different way than many folks..and i think i know that for sure..
as the only time i really get upset..is when i see someone doing this to someone else…
But as i dance walk in front of all the folks locked up.. in chakra #2.. when i dance walk in front of them in Super-Wal-mart..SO FREELY AS SUCH..sometimes 10 miles in one store visit..in my red state northern Florida way of cultural life…
i only wish for them to be free 2..unlocked with all that chakra energy flowing out loving the Universe2…
and nah..i ain’t no 5 foot 10..120 lb scrawny kid anymore..
At 6FT 222lbs..of martial arts muscle..
They no longer pick on me..
And they better not pick on someone else..;)
At least when i am around..and nah not to fight.. i’ll do..;)
i’ll just give them the ‘CHI’ eye of ya better love better than that….
if ya call ya self Christian and all of that..:)2…;)
I like how you incorporated different mediums into your poem, making the piece a physical representation of how complicated the question of identity is.
Thanks for the kind compliment and for stopping by biggerthanlasagna…
My feeling is that blogs..in all their shared multimedia modern beauty..give one the ability to FULLY EXPRESS themselves however freeing one feels the WILL TO DO…
AND i do that here..as an art of LETTING IT ALL GO AND FLOWING LIKE A FEATHER IN THE SKY..
FORREST GUMP style..if ya will..;)
FOR ME the art of my life..can be difficult at times..but in living in now..it is only one now at a time..
and makes fine points of a star..
a tapestry as such as galaxy or even
verse after all is said..shown..and down….
as clown as such..
i suppose that is how GOD works..
as tapestry too..
but those details are far beyond me..
and yes i do wish to maintain that mystery..
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