Well..
i have a confession to make..
and for me
there really are no confessions
as
i
hold
nothing
back
in
who
i
am..
and sure i can prove that easily..
but if you’ve been
following
ALL
OF WHAT I DO..
IT’S
‘FARILY’
EVIDENT
IT’S
TRUE…
BUT i can be a spooky fairy
too..
got a friend that calls
it
‘DARK FEY’
AS SUCH..
KOOL BOOK BY THAT NAME
BY
THE
WAY..
Anyway..
back to sacred clowns..
sacred fools..
tricksters..
and the general
archetype
that is
the
human
OR
even Omega
Wolf
Clown
in so many cultural traditions..
and yes i find this extremely interesting..
more references here for
those of
ya
like
me..
who just love to learn and learn and learn
and
learn
about new things..
with a completely open
body
mind
heart
soul
spirit
and beyond
of whatever IS IS..
http://dreamflesh.com/essays/clownpath/
http://www.asacredfool.com/souls-journey-sessions/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trickster
http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_does_omega_do_in_a_wolf_pack?#slide=1
http://discovermagazine.com/2014/april/14-the-second-coming-of-sigmund-freud
And as usual..
the common sense
archetypes
of the
realities of life
seen
by folks with eyes and ears that
rise above
the
face value of symbols of life..
are finally being documented
in scientific evidence
in
the usual
reductionist
art of science…
finally catching up
to
TRUER FULLER REALITY
AS
SUCH…
per the last link up there
about
the second coming
of Freud
in
STUDY
OF
emotions and the subconscious
life
that rules our human being..
and
analytical thought
as
only
an after thought
of
TRUE
REALITY…
HAHA..!
BUT DON’T
TELL A SCIENTIST
THAT IS
NOT
IN THE KNOW
ABOUT THIS…
THEY WILL USUALLY
ONLY
SCOFF AT IT..
THAT IS ALL..
TELLING YA THAT
EMOTIONS ARE SO YESTERDAY
AND
ANALYTICAL EVERYTHING
IS WHERE IT’S AT TODAY..
WELL..
as stated many times in this blog..
this is true..
but a self fulfilling
prophecy as science now
shows..
http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2012/10/121030161416.htm
that when we do mechanical cognition
activities
like
playing a video game..
or constructing a pizza..
the social cognition
pathway of the brain is repressed.
and
the converse is true..
2..
So feed a brain a steady diet of
computer mechanical cognition
and the human
becomes
in metaphor
the computer
instead of the
human connecting
creature
to all others
that is
being human fully
as such…
but oh my GOD this really
shouldn’t
have to be rocket science…
In the computer labs and engineering
departments..
when i went to college
tHere are signs everywhere that say
get out and interact with humans
DO
NOT
forget!
you
are
human..!
And yes..
this is no joke!
It is a dead human heart and soul
warning clear as day!
‘What price there is to pay for
a human that becomes
a computer
and loses their heart
soul
spirit and yes
body too’
in metaphor
as
to
stay static in one position
viewing a screen
and the
body
in metaphor
goes away too..
so sadly
it
can be true…
Well ya see..
i lose my heart and soul
and in part..
body..
to this phenomenon2..
and while the clown shark
can be foolish..
the
clown
shark is a harbinger
of terror
too…
The terror of losing one’s heart..
soul
and body
is the worst thing of all..
in this
potential
life
of bliss with fully open
body
mind
heart
soul
spirit
in connection with
the beyond that is
ALLITIS!
PAY THE LURKING CLOWN SHARK NO MIND
IF YA WILL..
NO ONE KNEW YESTERDAY
THAT THIS
CLOWN SHARK OF THE LAND
IS
SET FREE IN MY
METRO
AREA YESTERDAY
BUT
THE CLOWN SHARK
IS ‘HEAR’ TO GET YOUR ATTENTION..
ON THE INTERNET
TOO..
PAY HIM NO MIND
AT
YOUR OWNED
WILL
OR
FOLLY…;)
i’m i reAlly
winking..
yOur
cAll..
yoUr
wiLL..
not
MINeD…..
*!SACREDLOVEISALLITISTOME!*
Well..
isn’t that amazing!
way back when
i am in middle
school the
kids get it
correct..
MY DESTINY
IS
TO DECIDE
TO
BE
A
SACRED FOOL..
AND OR
CLOWN..
JOKER..
is
what
i
AM
NO
W
2
!
3
in
1
!
And HA ha!
The numerical
value
0
of the Tarot
card for the
Sacred Fool
is
my first and only real
challenge
in my
numerology
report
as such..
http://www.numerologyarts.com/free_numerology/
| The 4 Challenges Challenges denote personal weaknesses and temptations you will have to overcome and strengths you will have to develop to fully realize your goals. The 4 Challenges have the same time frame as the 4 Pinnacles. |
|
 |
Your First Challenge Number is 0 The 0 challenge means the choice of what you do with your life is entirely yours. Yours is an old soul–you’ve already struggled through all the challenges of the other numbers. Your reward for completing these Challenges is free will. You may face all or any of the challenges of the numbers 1 through 9. You may simply drift through life without a destination or goals. Or you may rise above the struggles of others and use this Challenge period to sculpt a life based on love, integrity, justice and vision. At first glance, this freedom to choose may seem like a vacation, but it isn’t. Indeed, the gravity of the responsibility which comes with a 0 challenge is tremendous, because how you choose to address your 0 challenge will profoundly affect the lives of those around you, and, possibly, the entire world. |
 |
Your Second Challenge Number is 1 A 1 Challenge signifies the struggle to become independent, courageous and have faith in your convictions. If the number 1 appears as your first Challenge you are learning to define your self. Should a 1 appear in your other Challenges you are learning to remain true to your self and become more confident. |
The third and 4th challenges are also
NUMBER
1
!
So yah..
free will is mine
and yah..
it really
IS
as i am financially
independent
and i can choose to
do nothing
or
everything
or
whatever
in
between!
LET’S JUST SAY..
I
LIVE LIFE
TO THE FULLEST
IN
NOW..
SO IT’S MORE LIKE
EVERYTHING
THAN
NO
THING
FOR
ME
!
NOW
!
AND TRULY THE ONLY DIFFERENCE
BETWEEN ME..
AND A PSYCHOPATH
WITH MY FEARLESSNESS
AND ABILITY
TO DO ANYTHING
IS
EXTREME EMPATHY
FOR
ALL OTHERS..
WHICH
LEADS
ME
TO SERVANT
of
ALL
OTHERS
OVER
LEADER..
and hell
YES
!
i am in excellent company
as Jesus..
Buddha
and
Muhammad
in their time..
are all
considered
SACRED FOOLS TO..
KING OF THE JEWS
MOCKING AS SUCH..
AND
RENOUNCEMENT
OF
MATERIALISTIC LIFE
BY
THE RICH DUDES..
BUDDHA AND MUHAMMAD..
WHAT
SETS THE SACRED FOOL
APART
FROM THE HERD..
IS
JUST
THAT!
THE SACRED FOOL
IS
NOT
AFRAID..
EVER
AFRAID!
TO DEFY
THE
SOCIAL
NORM..
TO SIMPLY ILLUSTRATE
WHAT
IT
IS
!
THAT WILL
SET
YA
FREE!
WITH
ALLITIS!
ONE
SACREDLOVEISALLITIS!
ALL
THAT
i
see!
NO
W
!
And here are a few more photos..
and a restricted link to a more
detailed
and
FREE PRESENTATION..!
OF
CLAWS..!
MY SUNDAY PRESENTATION
OF
JAWS
!
http://myfreelancestripperblog.blogspot.com/2014/05/claws-stripping.html
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI 
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dude…that was epic…ha…count me as one of those willing to rise above symbols…and spend my life trying to be the sacred fool…it is a decision that we all must make…in who we will be….and each decision shapes that…
Thanks Brian..
it’s no easy road to be a clown..
full of bruises..broken hearts as such..
AND ALL the inconveniences in between..
particularly for loving ones in the life of a sacred fool…
but the ultimate reward truly is freedom..
not only for the sacred fool..
but if for only one more..
touched as such..in change..
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED..
THE CLOWN CAN REST IN PEACE..;)
That’s another poem right there in your reply to Brian…
Certainly an epic response! I did fully expect that this prompt would be no problem to you – you like revealing a very multi-faceted views of yourself, in both writing and pictures.
Haha..but the true secret is..none of this is me..
Self is an actor i create..
do i like doing this…
not really..it is difficult actually..
BUT TRULY AN ACT of service
with its own intrinsic natural GOD given rewards..
that i see and experience as such..with more than
eyes or ears…
IT WILL be MUCH easier to sip ice water on the beach..
an alternative i can easily attain..
Me is another story entirely..
Just one of bliss of peace of being…
With no words at all..
Only experiencing way IS
ALLITIS
Free without any noise
of interference other than the natural
sounds
and
SIGHTS BEYOND
EYES AND EARS…
of
Uni..
VERSE…:)
smiles.. i get lost in your post.. it’s too much for me… but it shows how multi-layered you are..smiles
Haha..i too am frequently lost when it comes to other folks poetry too..but i personally think that is the key..to anyone writing poetry..of any type..making it a ‘little’ work..
to find some answers..and the potential for some never intended as such…
But yah..i make it harder than most..
i know…
but it flows..and i never really intend it for anything else than flowing…as such…
i play by enough rules in real life..and conform PRECISELY AS SUCH..for too many years..multiple decades as such…
i value freedom of flow regardless of how it comes across..but i never intend harm to anyone
ever…
BUT at any rate…smiles2..:)
as such….
I do agree that too much time on the computer/video games is not a good thing.
As a person diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum..AT AGE 47 over 6 years ago now..who technically now scores at much lower than the 32 level on a test called the Autism Quotient test..for the potential range of autism..in empathy deficit..i do score an 11 now..as opposed to 45 just last June…
and it did move that far in a little over a month in July…2013…
Additionally there is an Emotional Intelligence Quotient test that i scored in the 50’s range at about the same time..that i now score 95 on..per the art of cognitive empathy..often a human attribute that folks on the Autism Spectrum have great difficulty in for proper reciprocal social communication with other humans…
But the thing here is..
These so called higher functioning folks like me on the Autism Spectrum..often at the top of their class through upwards of 20 years in an academic environment suffer from much more than just the mechanical cognition repressing effect of computer/video games..on the mind of social cognition..that is the scientifically proven number one source of all human happiness..our ability to connect to other humans…through reciprocal social communication…
Everything about mechanical cognition..makes this TECHNICAL DIFFICULTY effect/AFFECT in humans from solving math problems..to woodshop class..to anything that does not involve human reciprocal SOCIAL communication action…VERBALLY AND NON-VERBALLY….
Creating the melody of words to connect with my own self in reciprocal social communication in the blog i started a little over a year ago..is my first path out of this Autism hell of difficulty in reciprocally communicating with other folks..
But if it were not for the dance of movement in reverse..ballet and martial arts type movement that started after that..the art of reciprocal communication would never fill for me..as about 93% of human reciprocal communication is in human movement of all types from face to hands to every fiber of muscle being…
It comes down to what is always has been for humans
We dance and sing..with each other together..
or we fall
separate..
into the hell
of no togetherness..
Much of autism ..the higher functioning type ..i’m quite sure of..
is mechanical cognition driven..SITTING IN STATIC.. culture..
not innate..
as a child i smiled and connected..at 3 ..even before i spoke..
the only way back..
was to escape MECHANICAL COGNITION DRIVEN culture..thanks to the most severe pain disorder known to mankind..the type two trigeminal neuralgia that made effective use of eyes or ears..to participate in culture..impossible as such..in REAL LIFE..
WE LIVE AND LEARN
OR WE STAY SAME..
AND POTENTIALLY ARE REALLY
INSANE..
EVEN IF RATHER VANILLA LOOKING
IN CONFORMIST PRESENCE..
AND PASSIVITY OF INTROVERSION AS SUCH…
BUT i only speak for myself here for sure..
But it works..i am healed..and i suppose that is the gift enough
for me..
if no thing else in life..
IS
ever shared….
I got lost enroute through all of the pictures…but you must have had some point in mind, I guess.
WELL TO clarify the pictures are only a visual representation of me clowning around..TO THE EXTREME..IN VOLUME2..and as we know there is often no rhyme or reason..to foolish clowning around..
the whole point of it is..
Sometimes there is no point..
just live..don’t worry..be happy…
is all…
But unfortunately
that is often lost
in all the complicated stuff..
of Cultural illusion…
that is the part that REALLY counts..not the trojan horse that is the pictures on google searches as such as that..to get attention…for foolish behavior played as such…IN IMAGES VIEWED AS SUCH…
The REAL point is this..FROM THE TEXT CARRIED BY THE TROJAN HORSE THAT FOOLS CREATE..TO GET THE ATTENTION OF OTHER FOLKS..WHO ARE SLEEPING AS SUCH…
live in mechanical cognition become a robot..
live in social cognition
and be
human
Not to say this has anything to do with..you..
but it is an epidemic of loss of empathy in the much larger world..
of human being…
for those who simply lose the he art of being human…
to keep learning, always, is perhaps our best quest.
true..but depending on what is learned..
there is the potential for labyrinth and perhaps no escape..
from what i personally see..
after almost 20 years of academic life and 3 degrees..
and after 30 years of work in following all the rules precisely and learning more and more..
What i finally found..at age 47..
is i knew nothing…
Everything i needed to really
know was instinctual..
and things..
that no book would ever teach me fully
as such…
until i pursued TRUTH FOR ME.. all alone like a monk as such…
The type of intelligence that western culture values…
is highly overrated in my opinion…
i prefer the he art of being human
as one heart…
IN KNOWING THE CORE OF BEING HUMAN
AS ONE..UNIFIED BODY..MIND..HEART..SOUL..SPIRIT..
AND BEYOND OF WHAT IS IS…
but alas if one is going to make a living and needS the money to do so…
The trap is set..
And quite honestly the way out is
a VERY LARGE CAMEL..
AND A VERY SMALL EYE OF A NEEDLE..
AS FAR AS
i see…
FOR MANY FOLKS..
BUT OF COURSE…
NOT ALL..
TG..
GOD OR GOODNESSS….
Ah. to me there is nothing more serious, if not sad, than the clown.. and I guess when you never laugh at clowns there is a clown inside of you…
i think overall that is very true Bjorn..
and truly i was a not a happy clown in school..particularly as i had no intent as such…
And really..i find out i am a clown now..and accept it is all as such..
And STAY HAPPY! anyway..
but happy for me is not necessarily brimming ear to ear with grin…
Peace of Bliss and contentment in human being..is enough for me..
as a way of life..for sure…:)
You certainly shared a lot about who you are!
Well.. I consider the freest verse of poetry to be the actor of one’s owned play .. So in this case the pages that are me now are certainly not one to be judged alone analytically based on metaphor of art ….butt with that said as a financially independent person outside of the usual rule of social norm freedom of expressing whatever is what I choose today just letting it all go to flow as such. …:)isallitis…
You are a brilliant poet and I love how you experimented with your words.
Awesomely intense and delight. 🙂
What inspired you to write this?
Thanks Charliezero1 for the kind compliment..and yes i do love to play with words..:)
The shark theme is inspired by my wife’s selection of this shirt for me to wear out in public when i dance walk in stores…
But as in all my writing..i usually cram my brain with inspiration from so many sources of everywhere and anywhere from music..to science..to the poetry of other folks..etc.etc.etc..and then
i go to sleep
dream…
And wake up and the words start flowing..on to the keyboard where digits of fingers become one with digit of artful letters in tapestry of many ideas pasted together of words.. photos..songs..and videos as such…
and if they truly do form some type of tapestry that makes sense..that’s just the icing on the cake..of freedom of expression..flowing like a river with an open sourced ocean of potential ideas..as such…in formless water instead of preplanned chalice structured form.. in what does end up here..as final product..of creativity….
Thanks again.. for stopping by..:)
Well this was a long post and I appreciate your detailed explanation ~ Thanks for your kindness & fearless embrace of yourself ~
Thanks for your kind comment..part of my issue as an individual on the autism spectrum is although i had great difficulty in expressing myself verbally as a child in spoken language..and handwriting language..
My ability to read is about 10 to 15 times faster than the average reader in the norm as such..which means that 400 pages in an hour at Barnes and Nobles is a breeze to me to read 2 books or so…and it’s actually part of an autism spectrum flavored condition named Hyperlexia in precocious reading ability before a child learns to speak..but often without good comprehension of what is read as such…..
So..what follows here..is never long to me..and i really have no sense of what it would be like to be a read a long post..as i’ve never found one yet that seemed that way to me..:)
i try to keep it limited under 1000 words..word counted by word press as such..as it use to be around 6000 was the norm..last year..when i first started blogging like this..on the Google ‘blogger’ format that does not count words like this…
And typing was the only way i would ever be able to write..as a person with great difficulty in hand writing as such..and as a pianist those words do flow now..on this type of keyboard too..at around 130 words a minute…
So here i go again..a few seconds means a few paragraphs to me..eventually 7 or 8 in a couple of seconds more…
And of course being retired means..i’m usually never short on time..
And nah..if i was still working.. i would never be doing this..that took all the energy i had..
to even get by in life..at all..
empathy makes all the difference – glad you are independent
Thanks Bill..truly so..as living without the physiological ability to feel empathy for 5 years..and only the empty words to give it as such…is a human hell to me…
To feel connection to others in REAL LIFE..IS LIFE TO ME..
ANYTHING ELSE..
i count as death..now..alive or dead…
now many clown sharks are invading the political space too…. 🙂
HI! SUMANA.. i hope they are biting the non-helpful folks..
and leaving the caring ones alone..:)
i stopped watching politics..and drop in now and then..to see what is often
the same soap opera-like plot…;)
yoooo man. One of the hardest things in the world is to be YOURSELF. Something so simple…
ain’t it odd tho; how could anyone be against someone just being them? the problem is, we don’t have to like everything/everyone. BUT we must RESPECT them… that’s what’s wrong… we don’t know how to just turn our heads away, we have to bash and hate… smh
i suppose i was born a different way than many folks..and i think i know that for sure..
as the only time i really get upset..is when i see someone doing this to someone else…
But as i dance walk in front of all the folks locked up.. in chakra #2.. when i dance walk in front of them in Super-Wal-mart..SO FREELY AS SUCH..sometimes 10 miles in one store visit..in my red state northern Florida way of cultural life…
i only wish for them to be free 2..unlocked with all that chakra energy flowing out loving the Universe2…
and nah..i ain’t no 5 foot 10..120 lb scrawny kid anymore..
At 6FT 222lbs..of martial arts muscle..
They no longer pick on me..
And they better not pick on someone else..;)
At least when i am around..and nah not to fight.. i’ll do..;)
i’ll just give them the ‘CHI’ eye of ya better love better than that….
if ya call ya self Christian and all of that..:)2…;)
I like how you incorporated different mediums into your poem, making the piece a physical representation of how complicated the question of identity is.
Thanks for the kind compliment and for stopping by biggerthanlasagna…
My feeling is that blogs..in all their shared multimedia modern beauty..give one the ability to FULLY EXPRESS themselves however freeing one feels the WILL TO DO…
AND i do that here..as an art of LETTING IT ALL GO AND FLOWING LIKE A FEATHER IN THE SKY..
FORREST GUMP style..if ya will..;)
FOR ME the art of my life..can be difficult at times..but in living in now..it is only one now at a time..
and makes fine points of a star..
a tapestry as such as galaxy or even
UNI
verse after all is said..shown..and down….
as clown as such..
i suppose that is how GOD works..
as tapestry too..
but those details are far beyond me..
and yes i do wish to maintain that mystery..
and wonderment
of
WHATEVER
IS
IS
WHATEVER
oNENOWONEFOREVERMOREEVERFORONENOWONe
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