Arrival of the Clown Shark

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Well..

i have a confession to make..

and for me

there really are no confessions

as

i

hold

nothing

back

in

who

i

am..

and sure i can prove that easily..

but if you’ve been

following

ALL

OF WHAT I DO..

IT’S

‘FARILY’

EVIDENT

IT’S

TRUE…

BUT i can be a spooky fairy

too..

got a friend that calls

it

‘DARK FEY’

AS SUCH..

KOOL BOOK BY THAT NAME

BY

THE

WAY..

Anyway..

back to sacred clowns..

sacred fools..

tricksters..

and the general

archetype

that is

the

human

OR

even Omega

Wolf

Clown

in so many cultural traditions..

and yes i find this extremely interesting..

more references here for

those of

ya

like

me..

who just love to learn and learn and learn

and

learn

about new things..

with a completely open

body

mind

heart

soul

spirit

and beyond

of whatever IS IS..

http://dreamflesh.com/essays/clownpath/

http://www.asacredfool.com/souls-journey-sessions/

http://dreamhawk.com/dream-encyclopedia/archetype-of-trickster-clown-and-the-fool/

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trickster

http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_does_omega_do_in_a_wolf_pack?#slide=1

http://discovermagazine.com/2014/april/14-the-second-coming-of-sigmund-freud

And as usual..

the common sense

archetypes

of the

realities of life

seen

by folks with eyes and ears that

rise above

the

face value of symbols of life..

are finally being documented

in scientific evidence

in

the usual

reductionist

art of science…

finally catching up

to

TRUER FULLER REALITY

AS

SUCH…

per the last link up there

about

the second coming

of Freud

in

STUDY

OF

emotions and the subconscious

life

that rules our human being..

and

analytical thought

as

only

an after thought

of

TRUE

REALITY…

HAHA..!

BUT DON’T

TELL A SCIENTIST

THAT IS

NOT

IN THE KNOW

ABOUT THIS…

THEY WILL USUALLY

ONLY

SCOFF AT IT..

THAT IS ALL..

TELLING YA THAT

EMOTIONS ARE SO YESTERDAY

AND

ANALYTICAL EVERYTHING

IS WHERE IT’S AT TODAY..

WELL..

as stated many times in this blog..

this is true..

but a self fulfilling

prophecy as science now

shows..

http://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2012/10/121030161416.htm

that when we do mechanical cognition

activities

like

playing a video game..

or constructing a pizza..

the social cognition

pathway of the brain is repressed.

and

the converse is true..

2..

So feed a brain a steady diet of

computer mechanical cognition

and the human

becomes

in metaphor

the computer

instead of the

human connecting

creature

to all others

that is

being human fully

as such…

but oh my GOD this really

shouldn’t

have to be rocket science…

In the computer labs and engineering

departments..

when i went to college

tHere are signs everywhere that say

get out and interact with humans

DO

NOT

forget!

you

are

human..!

And yes..

this is no joke!

It is a dead human heart and soul

warning clear as day!

‘What price there is to pay for

a human that becomes

a computer

and loses their heart

soul

spirit and yes

body too’

in metaphor

as

to

stay static in one position

viewing a screen

and the

body

in metaphor

goes away too..

so sadly

it

can be true…

Well ya see..

i lose my heart and soul

and in part..

body..

to this phenomenon2..

and while the clown shark

can be foolish..

the

clown

shark is a harbinger

of terror

too…

The terror of losing one’s heart..

soul

and body

is the worst thing of all..

in this

potential

life

of bliss with fully open

body

mind

heart

soul

spirit

in connection with

the beyond that is

ALLITIS!

PAY THE LURKING CLOWN SHARK NO MIND

IF YA WILL..

NO ONE KNEW YESTERDAY

THAT THIS

CLOWN SHARK OF THE LAND

IS

SET FREE IN MY

METRO

AREA YESTERDAY

BUT

THE CLOWN SHARK

IS ‘HEAR’ TO GET YOUR ATTENTION..

ON THE INTERNET

TOO..

PAY HIM NO MIND

AT

YOUR OWNED

WILL

OR

FOLLY…;)

i’m i reAlly

winking..

yOur

cAll..

yoUr

wiLL..

not

MINeD…..

*!SACREDLOVEISALLITISTOME!*

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Well..

isn’t that amazing!

way back when

i am in middle

school the

kids get it

correct..

MY DESTINY

IS

TO DECIDE

TO

BE

A

SACRED FOOL..

AND OR

CLOWN..

JOKER..

is

what

i

AM

NO

W

2

!

3

in

1

!

And HA ha!

The numerical

value

0

of the Tarot

card for the

Sacred Fool

is

my first and only real

challenge

in my

numerology

report

as such..

http://www.numerologyarts.com/free_numerology/

The 4 Challenges
Challenges denote personal weaknesses and temptations you will have to overcome and strengths you will have to develop to fully realize your goals. The 4 Challenges have the same time frame as the 4 Pinnacles.
Your First Challenge Number is 0
The 0 challenge means the choice of what you do with your life is entirely yours. Yours is an old soul–you’ve already struggled through all the challenges of the other numbers. Your reward for completing these Challenges is free will. You may face all or any of the challenges of the numbers 1 through 9. You may simply drift through life without a destination or goals. Or you may rise above the struggles of others and use this Challenge period to sculpt a life based on love, integrity, justice and vision. At first glance, this freedom to choose may seem like a vacation, but it isn’t. Indeed, the gravity of the responsibility which comes with a 0 challenge is tremendous, because how you choose to address your 0 challenge will profoundly affect the lives of those around you, and, possibly, the entire world.


Your Second Challenge Number is 1
A 1 Challenge signifies the struggle to become independent, courageous and have faith in your convictions. If the number 1 appears as your first Challenge you are learning to define your self. Should a 1 appear in your other Challenges you are learning to remain true to your self and become more confident.

The third and 4th challenges are also

NUMBER

1

!

So yah..

free will is mine

and yah..

it really

IS

as i am financially

independent

and i can choose to

do nothing

or

everything

or

whatever

in

between!

LET’S JUST SAY..

I

LIVE LIFE

TO THE FULLEST

IN

NOW..

SO IT’S MORE LIKE

EVERYTHING

THAN

NO

THING

FOR

ME

!

NOW

!

AND TRULY THE ONLY DIFFERENCE

BETWEEN ME..

AND A PSYCHOPATH

WITH MY FEARLESSNESS

AND ABILITY

TO DO ANYTHING

IS

EXTREME EMPATHY

FOR

ALL OTHERS..

WHICH

LEADS

ME

TO SERVANT

of

ALL

OTHERS

OVER

LEADER..

and hell

YES

!

i am in excellent company

as Jesus..

Buddha

and

Muhammad

in their time..

are all

considered

SACRED FOOLS TO..

KING OF THE JEWS

MOCKING AS SUCH..

AND

RENOUNCEMENT

OF

MATERIALISTIC LIFE

BY

THE RICH DUDES..

BUDDHA AND MUHAMMAD..

WHAT

SETS THE SACRED FOOL

APART

FROM THE HERD..

IS

JUST

THAT!

THE SACRED FOOL

IS

NOT

AFRAID..

EVER

AFRAID!

TO DEFY

THE

SOCIAL

NORM..

TO SIMPLY ILLUSTRATE

WHAT

IT

IS

!

THAT WILL

SET

YA

FREE!

WITH

ALLITIS!

ONE

SACREDLOVEISALLITIS!

ALL

THAT

i

see!

NO

W

!

And here are a few more photos..

and a restricted link to a more

detailed

and

FREE PRESENTATION..!

OF

CLAWS..!

MY SUNDAY PRESENTATION

OF

JAWS

!

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http://myfreelancestripperblog.blogspot.com/2014/05/claws-stripping.html

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31 Responses to Arrival of the Clown Shark

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  2. brian miller says:

    dude…that was epic…ha…count me as one of those willing to rise above symbols…and spend my life trying to be the sacred fool…it is a decision that we all must make…in who we will be….and each decision shapes that…

    • Thanks Brian..

      it’s no easy road to be a clown..

      full of bruises..broken hearts as such..

      AND ALL the inconveniences in between..

      particularly for loving ones in the life of a sacred fool…

      but the ultimate reward truly is freedom..

      not only for the sacred fool..

      but if for only one more..

      touched as such..in change..

      MISSION ACCOMPLISHED..

      THE CLOWN CAN REST IN PEACE..;)

      • MarinaSofia says:

        That’s another poem right there in your reply to Brian…
        Certainly an epic response! I did fully expect that this prompt would be no problem to you – you like revealing a very multi-faceted views of yourself, in both writing and pictures.

        • Haha..but the true secret is..none of this is me..

          Self is an actor i create..

          do i like doing this…

          not really..it is difficult actually..

          BUT TRULY AN ACT of service
          with its own intrinsic natural GOD given rewards..
          that i see and experience as such..with more than
          eyes or ears…

          IT WILL be MUCH easier to sip ice water on the beach..
          an alternative i can easily attain..

          Me is another story entirely..

          Just one of bliss of peace of being…

          With no words at all..

          Only experiencing way IS

          ALLITIS

          Free without any noise
          of interference other than the natural
          sounds
          and
          SIGHTS BEYOND
          EYES AND EARS…
          of
          Uni..
          VERSE…:)

  3. claudia says:

    smiles.. i get lost in your post.. it’s too much for me… but it shows how multi-layered you are..smiles

    • Haha..i too am frequently lost when it comes to other folks poetry too..but i personally think that is the key..to anyone writing poetry..of any type..making it a ‘little’ work..

      to find some answers..and the potential for some never intended as such…

      But yah..i make it harder than most..

      i know…

      but it flows..and i never really intend it for anything else than flowing…as such…

      i play by enough rules in real life..and conform PRECISELY AS SUCH..for too many years..multiple decades as such…

      i value freedom of flow regardless of how it comes across..but i never intend harm to anyone
      ever…

      BUT at any rate…smiles2..:)

      as such….

  4. Laurie Kolp says:

    I do agree that too much time on the computer/video games is not a good thing.

    • As a person diagnosed on the Autism Spectrum..AT AGE 47 over 6 years ago now..who technically now scores at much lower than the 32 level on a test called the Autism Quotient test..for the potential range of autism..in empathy deficit..i do score an 11 now..as opposed to 45 just last June…

      and it did move that far in a little over a month in July…2013…

      Additionally there is an Emotional Intelligence Quotient test that i scored in the 50’s range at about the same time..that i now score 95 on..per the art of cognitive empathy..often a human attribute that folks on the Autism Spectrum have great difficulty in for proper reciprocal social communication with other humans…

      But the thing here is..

      These so called higher functioning folks like me on the Autism Spectrum..often at the top of their class through upwards of 20 years in an academic environment suffer from much more than just the mechanical cognition repressing effect of computer/video games..on the mind of social cognition..that is the scientifically proven number one source of all human happiness..our ability to connect to other humans…through reciprocal social communication…

      Everything about mechanical cognition..makes this TECHNICAL DIFFICULTY effect/AFFECT in humans from solving math problems..to woodshop class..to anything that does not involve human reciprocal SOCIAL communication action…VERBALLY AND NON-VERBALLY….

      Creating the melody of words to connect with my own self in reciprocal social communication in the blog i started a little over a year ago..is my first path out of this Autism hell of difficulty in reciprocally communicating with other folks..

      But if it were not for the dance of movement in reverse..ballet and martial arts type movement that started after that..the art of reciprocal communication would never fill for me..as about 93% of human reciprocal communication is in human movement of all types from face to hands to every fiber of muscle being…

      It comes down to what is always has been for humans

      We dance and sing..with each other together..

      or we fall
      separate..

      into the hell

      of no togetherness..

      Much of autism ..the higher functioning type ..i’m quite sure of..

      is mechanical cognition driven..SITTING IN STATIC.. culture..

      not innate..

      as a child i smiled and connected..at 3 ..even before i spoke..

      the only way back..

      was to escape MECHANICAL COGNITION DRIVEN culture..thanks to the most severe pain disorder known to mankind..the type two trigeminal neuralgia that made effective use of eyes or ears..to participate in culture..impossible as such..in REAL LIFE..

      WE LIVE AND LEARN

      OR WE STAY SAME..
      AND POTENTIALLY ARE REALLY
      INSANE..

      EVEN IF RATHER VANILLA LOOKING
      IN CONFORMIST PRESENCE..
      AND PASSIVITY OF INTROVERSION AS SUCH…

      BUT i only speak for myself here for sure..

      But it works..i am healed..and i suppose that is the gift enough

      for me..
      if no thing else in life..
      IS
      ever shared….

  5. Mary says:

    I got lost enroute through all of the pictures…but you must have had some point in mind, I guess.

    • WELL TO clarify the pictures are only a visual representation of me clowning around..TO THE EXTREME..IN VOLUME2..and as we know there is often no rhyme or reason..to foolish clowning around..

      the whole point of it is..

      Sometimes there is no point..

      just live..don’t worry..be happy…
      is all…

      But unfortunately

      that is often lost
      in all the complicated stuff..

      of Cultural illusion…

      that is the part that REALLY counts..not the trojan horse that is the pictures on google searches as such as that..to get attention…for foolish behavior played as such…IN IMAGES VIEWED AS SUCH…

      The REAL point is this..FROM THE TEXT CARRIED BY THE TROJAN HORSE THAT FOOLS CREATE..TO GET THE ATTENTION OF OTHER FOLKS..WHO ARE SLEEPING AS SUCH…

      live in mechanical cognition become a robot..

      live in social cognition

      and be
      human

      Not to say this has anything to do with..you..

      but it is an epidemic of loss of empathy in the much larger world..

      of human being…

      for those who simply lose the he art of being human…

  6. kelly says:

    to keep learning, always, is perhaps our best quest.

    • true..but depending on what is learned..

      there is the potential for labyrinth and perhaps no escape..

      from what i personally see..

      after almost 20 years of academic life and 3 degrees..

      and after 30 years of work in following all the rules precisely and learning more and more..

      What i finally found..at age 47..

      is i knew nothing…

      Everything i needed to really

      know was instinctual..

      and things..

      that no book would ever teach me fully
      as such…

      until i pursued TRUTH FOR ME.. all alone like a monk as such…

      The type of intelligence that western culture values…

      is highly overrated in my opinion…

      i prefer the he art of being human
      as one heart…

      IN KNOWING THE CORE OF BEING HUMAN
      AS ONE..UNIFIED BODY..MIND..HEART..SOUL..SPIRIT..
      AND BEYOND OF WHAT IS IS…

      but alas if one is going to make a living and needS the money to do so…

      The trap is set..

      And quite honestly the way out is

      a VERY LARGE CAMEL..

      AND A VERY SMALL EYE OF A NEEDLE..

      AS FAR AS

      i see…

      FOR MANY FOLKS..

      BUT OF COURSE…
      NOT ALL..

      TG..
      GOD OR GOODNESSS….

  7. Ah. to me there is nothing more serious, if not sad, than the clown.. and I guess when you never laugh at clowns there is a clown inside of you…

    • i think overall that is very true Bjorn..
      and truly i was a not a happy clown in school..particularly as i had no intent as such…

      And really..i find out i am a clown now..and accept it is all as such..

      And STAY HAPPY! anyway..

      but happy for me is not necessarily brimming ear to ear with grin…

      Peace of Bliss and contentment in human being..is enough for me..

      as a way of life..for sure…:)

  8. Gabriella says:

    You certainly shared a lot about who you are!

    • Well.. I consider the freest verse of poetry to be the actor of one’s owned play .. So in this case the pages that are me now are certainly not one to be judged alone analytically based on metaphor of art ….butt with that said as a financially independent person outside of the usual rule of social norm freedom of expressing whatever is what I choose today just letting it all go to flow as such. …:)isallitis…

  9. You are a brilliant poet and I love how you experimented with your words.

    Awesomely intense and delight. 🙂

    What inspired you to write this?

    • Thanks Charliezero1 for the kind compliment..and yes i do love to play with words..:)

      The shark theme is inspired by my wife’s selection of this shirt for me to wear out in public when i dance walk in stores…

      But as in all my writing..i usually cram my brain with inspiration from so many sources of everywhere and anywhere from music..to science..to the poetry of other folks..etc.etc.etc..and then

      i go to sleep

      dream…

      And wake up and the words start flowing..on to the keyboard where digits of fingers become one with digit of artful letters in tapestry of many ideas pasted together of words.. photos..songs..and videos as such…

      and if they truly do form some type of tapestry that makes sense..that’s just the icing on the cake..of freedom of expression..flowing like a river with an open sourced ocean of potential ideas..as such…in formless water instead of preplanned chalice structured form.. in what does end up here..as final product..of creativity….

      Thanks again.. for stopping by..:)

  10. Grace says:

    Well this was a long post and I appreciate your detailed explanation ~ Thanks for your kindness & fearless embrace of yourself ~

    • Thanks for your kind comment..part of my issue as an individual on the autism spectrum is although i had great difficulty in expressing myself verbally as a child in spoken language..and handwriting language..

      My ability to read is about 10 to 15 times faster than the average reader in the norm as such..which means that 400 pages in an hour at Barnes and Nobles is a breeze to me to read 2 books or so…and it’s actually part of an autism spectrum flavored condition named Hyperlexia in precocious reading ability before a child learns to speak..but often without good comprehension of what is read as such…..

      So..what follows here..is never long to me..and i really have no sense of what it would be like to be a read a long post..as i’ve never found one yet that seemed that way to me..:)

      i try to keep it limited under 1000 words..word counted by word press as such..as it use to be around 6000 was the norm..last year..when i first started blogging like this..on the Google ‘blogger’ format that does not count words like this…

      And typing was the only way i would ever be able to write..as a person with great difficulty in hand writing as such..and as a pianist those words do flow now..on this type of keyboard too..at around 130 words a minute…

      So here i go again..a few seconds means a few paragraphs to me..eventually 7 or 8 in a couple of seconds more…

      And of course being retired means..i’m usually never short on time..

      And nah..if i was still working.. i would never be doing this..that took all the energy i had..
      to even get by in life..at all..

  11. billgncs says:

    empathy makes all the difference – glad you are independent

    • Thanks Bill..truly so..as living without the physiological ability to feel empathy for 5 years..and only the empty words to give it as such…is a human hell to me…

      To feel connection to others in REAL LIFE..IS LIFE TO ME..

      ANYTHING ELSE..
      i count as death..now..alive or dead…

  12. Sumana Roy says:

    now many clown sharks are invading the political space too…. 🙂

    • HI! SUMANA.. i hope they are biting the non-helpful folks..

      and leaving the caring ones alone..:)

      i stopped watching politics..and drop in now and then..to see what is often
      the same soap opera-like plot…;)

  13. yoooo man. One of the hardest things in the world is to be YOURSELF. Something so simple…
    ain’t it odd tho; how could anyone be against someone just being them? the problem is, we don’t have to like everything/everyone. BUT we must RESPECT them… that’s what’s wrong… we don’t know how to just turn our heads away, we have to bash and hate… smh

    • i suppose i was born a different way than many folks..and i think i know that for sure..
      as the only time i really get upset..is when i see someone doing this to someone else…

      But as i dance walk in front of all the folks locked up.. in chakra #2.. when i dance walk in front of them in Super-Wal-mart..SO FREELY AS SUCH..sometimes 10 miles in one store visit..in my red state northern Florida way of cultural life…

      i only wish for them to be free 2..unlocked with all that chakra energy flowing out loving the Universe2…

      and nah..i ain’t no 5 foot 10..120 lb scrawny kid anymore..

      At 6FT 222lbs..of martial arts muscle..

      They no longer pick on me..

      And they better not pick on someone else..;)

      At least when i am around..and nah not to fight.. i’ll do..;)

      i’ll just give them the ‘CHI’ eye of ya better love better than that….

      if ya call ya self Christian and all of that..:)2…;)

  14. biggerthanalasagna says:

    I like how you incorporated different mediums into your poem, making the piece a physical representation of how complicated the question of identity is.

    • Thanks for the kind compliment and for stopping by biggerthanlasagna…

      My feeling is that blogs..in all their shared multimedia modern beauty..give one the ability to FULLY EXPRESS themselves however freeing one feels the WILL TO DO…

      AND i do that here..as an art of LETTING IT ALL GO AND FLOWING LIKE A FEATHER IN THE SKY..

      FORREST GUMP style..if ya will..;)

      FOR ME the art of my life..can be difficult at times..but in living in now..it is only one now at a time..

      and makes fine points of a star..

      a tapestry as such as galaxy or even
      UNI
      verse after all is said..shown..and down….

      as clown as such..

      i suppose that is how GOD works..

      as tapestry too..

      but those details are far beyond me..

      and yes i do wish to maintain that mystery..

      and wonderment
      of
      WHATEVER
      IS
      IS
      WHATEVER
      oNENOWONEFOREVERMOREEVERFORONENOWONe

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