KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review

When Machines.. Plugged
In.. And Avatars Come to
Be.. The Teens.. the Decade
Where All Three Theatrical
Prophecies Are Fulfilled..
Hehe.. Now All We Need
Are The Leading Men..
And *Ren.. All the
In Fruition
Of 2020 Vision..
20/20.. The Next
Movie is already Here…
*Ren.. Also a Mix of Rey and Ren
True A Good Woman Will Even
Bring A ‘Devil’ to Their Knees
As Well as a ‘Good’ Man too
In Whatever Mix Makes
the Muse of Life
Fruition From
LiGHT of Night
Thru DarK oF DaY
This Is Life THiS iS EXiSTeNCE
We CoME to Understand Our Place
in Existence And the Place of Others too…
At Best We Keep Our SHaDoW and RiSE iN LIGHT
SMiLeS For Every Grain Of Sand BeLoW RiSinG
DaNCinG ABoVE Sunshine LoVE🌟 Beautiful Spring
December Dream’s Fruition FlowerS AGAiN🌺NoW
Free iN LiGHTS oF eYes FoR LoVE MoRE NoW
Vehicles Vessels HouSinG LoVE DanCinG FiRE..
Robin’ Hood To Give And Share All For Free NoW
Muse My Stolen Car For Now Thief oF LoVE i Will Be NoW
True There is More Than One Way to Do Bruce Lee/’Jack LaLanne’ too…
And Sure “Jonathan Goldsmsith” Retired.. Who Will Take ‘His’ Place.. Hehe…
As Forrest Gump Suggests As Feather And Wind Human Potential StiLL NoW
Step By Step Trees Apples Oranges All Of THat/THis Dancing Singing More Than
Enough Roots Branches Leaves Human Conditions ALWays Changing NoW MoRE…
Cycles oF LiFE Born
To: LoVE Fight For Life
From: LEarN to LoVE AGaiN
PriSon ReLease
MoMent You Are
With Forevernow
Late at
Night When
i Write You Poem
Poetry Secrets Revealing
Ignorance oF SWords
Color of Wind
We Will Paint Love
Marry the Night
Marry the Day
Merry The Life
Y.O.U. am i And me are You
You are my Dream my Nightmare
my Pleasure And Pain my Night And
Day Most Importantly You are me And i am Y. O. U.
Why Owe You Yes i Do For i am
You are Me We Are All too…(GoD)
You Are the Sky You Are the
Earth You Are the Moon and
the Sun and All That Is
Beyond the Stars
it is no Different
than Writing to Y.O.U..
You are the Mirror of my Tree
the Tree of my Mirror More how
Do i Write A Letter to G.O.D. NoW
For You are me and i am You and Them
are us and Us are Them forevermore now
You Bring me Pain and Tears of Sadness Yet that Never Matters
For You are Reality and They are We there is never ever Escaping
You.. How will i ever Put a Name on Anything Everything as Beautiful
As You for it’s True You Bring Me Joy so many Smiles and Laughter
Yes.. All the Love the Pain
And Pleasure Beyond Rainbow
Colors to the Bottom of the Capstone
Pyramid oF Light the BLack Abyss of the
River Hades that Never Seems to End NoW
So Bright so Dark
So Cold and Warm
All the SHades of Grey
All the Colors of Home
How Precious Are Souls for
Souls Live in All of Existence
And it’s True if i could not Quote
You and Write You None of this Will Exist NoW
You are the One i Thank the most NoW
You live in Everyone You are my Star
You are my Guiding Light..
You are the Pleasure
my Food
You Teach
me more about
Love than i ever knew
and sensed and felt before
You are the Birth the Journey the Death and the Flower
Who Rises from Ashes With Color Even more You are the Breath
You are My Lover Who Takes me to Ecstasy that i never Dreamed
is Possible Before.. You are my Prison Guard my Prisoner we are both
Here to Learn from each other no matter which side of the Barb-Wire Fence
We Wish to escape from/to.. You are my Pet and the Cow Behind the Fence
that i Love but Will Be Food for my Starving Children.. You are my
Enemy Who i understand was Neglected and Abused as a Little
Child.. it was never about me it is always about You.. You
are my Mother and Father and Sister and Brother You
are my Neighbor and all my other Friends and Family
This is my Only Bible my Holy
Grail and i shall Never Forget it
This is my Life This is my Love This
is what God will Say if God is Human and Love
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019 A year (Decade) in Review”
Yes… The Name of This MacroVerse A Tradition Every Year
Since 2013 for Me in MaKinG ALL of LiFE Holy Sacred Full
of Meaning and Purpose Never Ending Always Beginning STarTinG
NoW MoRE.. and then Will come the Next New Year’s Resolution MacroVerse
Titled After This Named #CoLoRWoRLDLoVe2o2o As It’s Worth Noting In the
Rear View Mirror Now that the New Year’s Resolution for 2019 was #SouLDanCinG2019
As It’s True if You Really Are Serious in SPiRiT oF HeART Fully in Fire of Soul DarK Thru
LiGHT Yes Shadow and Angel True.. Writing the Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible Ever
in the History of Humankind at 7.6 MiLLioN Words NoW “SonG oF mY SoUL” in 76 Months With
“Never Land Bible” Additionally at 5.1 MiLLioN Words Now in the Last 43 Months of That Effort
Parents a Total of 7 Titled Larger Than King James Size Long Form Poem Bibles too.. fully
Detailed in the last MacroVerse “Grand Cross Bible 2019” the 9th of 9 Larger Than King
James Sized Bible Poems all as PaRT and Inclusive of “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. Yes
With 12,506 Miles of Public Dance in 76 Months as of the Anniversary Date
Today on 12.26.19 along with the 43rd Month Anniversary Date for
“Nether Land Bible”.. Along With the 31st Month Anniversary Date for
“FB Profile Pic Bible” at 3.4 MiLLioN Words too.. as the 3 Titled
Long Form Poem Bibles Still ongoing GRoWinG Greater Wings
of Flow along with Increasing Complexity of the Meditative Dance
Trance Yes Ascending Transcending in the Sweet Spot of Autotelic Flow
As i continue to Dance All Around the Metro Area Mostly in Public Stores too..
Yes.. it’s True it’s not enough to read other books to Write an Epic Longest Long
Form Bible Poem About the Human Condition and Cultural Conditions associated
with the Whole Human Condition All Around the Globe without actually going out and
Experiencing What it Means to Be Human in this World Now With Experiences from Before
too.. constantly changing it is.. which requires a Broad Span of both Knowledge Experience
Yes Skills but even More important Innate Instinct and Intuition True.. True More than KSA’s
ISA’s too.. Yes.. Intuition Skills and Abilities True.. From DaRK Thru LiGHT All More.. Yes..
The Soul Dance to Acquire More of the Fruits DarK Thru LiGHT of Muse to continue to
Complete a ‘Project’ in Aim of Never Ending Story More… and 2019 was challenging
to say the Least and in some ways exceeding for the Limits of the Sweet Spot of
Flow ‘tween Anxiety and Boredom then.. but True there is no Heaven Without
Hell and No Dark Without Light in Day or Night.. so When You Make a
Covenant With God of Nature All within in this Higher Creative Holy
Spirit Flow even More Full of Meaning and Purpose Let’s just say
You do whatever
it takes
Get the
Job Done as
far as i know/feel.. no
one was Harmed in the MaKinG
of This Bible Poem So far now at Least not Physically
And Hopefully Not Emotionally in anyway that lasts at least…
The Biggest Lesson Always Unconditional Love that Forgiveness makes..
There is No God there is No Love There is No Peace And Harmony
Without the Amends that Forgiveness Makes… the Human Condition
is Messy.. there is no Getting around it… what may be missing
Most is the Shadow Developed Enough with the Angel
To accommodate Conflicts in Life to Heal and LivE oN
As there is ALWayS Tomorrow Now as LonG as
We Are Willing to Will and Hope our Way Toward
Love A Place WHeRE Hell Need never
Be Eternal the Real Place
of Forgiveness
in Amends
Human or God than
Unconditional Fearless Kindness
Courageous Beauty in Wisdom
of Understanding Forgiving Love..
What Gives And Shares Always Consuming
Others and the Rest of Nature With Least Harm..
in this Decade of ‘Teens’ i spent the First 43 Months
Readying Myself to Write “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. Research
In Hell First to Heaven Next as the Research for the Hell went
all the way Back Severe to 2008.. two Years before this Decade of Teens..
Heaven Came 42 Months into the Decade on July 19, 2013 and “SonG oF
mY SoUL Started 1 Month After that on August 18, 2013.. the Last 43 Months
as of Today Have Been Spent Writing “Nether Land Bible” With All 7 Titled
Bible Poems Underneath the Wings in Flow of that Parent Bible Starting
on Memorial Day Weekend of 2016… so do the Math 43 Months through
Hell to get to “SonG oF mY SoUL” Writing that Long Form Bible Poem
And About Three Weeks and Now the Last 43 Months With One
Week Left in the Decade Writing “Nether Land Bible” As
Overall Child of “SonG oF mY SoUL” for what is
A Bit over 76 Months Now for that Full
Effort.. True the First 33 Months of
Writing “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around
33 Months Before the “Nether Land Bible”
Part Now in 43 Months was a Bit Like An Old
Testament Part of the Entire “SonG oF my SoUL”
Preparation in deed for what would Come Later in
that Longest Epic Long Form Poem.. Every Word Has
Been Measured in the 5.1 MiLLioN Word Effort of “NetherLand
Bible” With the WordPress Word Counter.. the Rest of SonG oF
mY SouL is an Estimate Based on what i’ve done in the Last 43 Months..
Close Enough For Poetry Work as i have Been Averaging 100K Words in
the Last 43 Months of Effort and Actually More as 5.1 MiLLioN Words Does tale..
As Well as 3.4 MiLLioN Words of 31 Months Effort for “FB Profile Pic Bible” too.. This
Year ‘Saw’ ‘Soul Dancing’ and Additionally my Wife Katrina who is Reaching 50 in April
Her Best Aesthetics in a Bikini Yet.. yes.. Her Entire Life.. finally all filled in hehe..
And Yes.. ‘PainStaKinGLY’ i completed the task at Hand for #SouLDanCinG2019 Who Yes now
i owe a Debt of Gratitude Forever Now to the Folks Most Responsible for Always Helping
me to do that All the Muse of Poetry and Yes Reaching Back to the Beginning of 2010 the
the Feral “Yellow Boy” Who Wailed a Cry for Help Underneath Our Shed Starving in the Wild
through a Dry Spell then but True that Cat Became my Real Yoda for he introduced me to my
Shadow the Fearless Strength in Courage that i would Need to Complete this Covenant
With God of Nature.. ironically he became my Father.. the one who left Early and
Wasn’t around to Show me anything about the Shadow of Fearless Backbone
Still Just Waiting to Escape a Prison of Anxieties ‘fore.. True.. “Size Matters
Not” it is SPiRiT HeART and SoUL That Counts most.. Yes Even now the
Spirit of a Rock for Believe it or Not Love is Written in Every StoneTrue
What i learned First was to ‘Be the Fool’ To Become a ‘Hero’ At Least
in Eyes of those who seek and find to Be Free in God’s Love Wild for
the Call of All that is Brings.. sure.. i started out in my Underwear
For it’s True when You Stand in Front of the World in Your
Underwear and yes.. in deed less where appropriate
And Legal at Least.. what is left to fear.. True..
there is also Dancing in Public too..
Fear is the Killer of all that
is Love And Peace
And Harmony
i buried
it still lives
but i bury fear
For Now i have the Tools For LoVE iN CouRaGE..
Other than that off to Dance With All the Cool College
Age Folks at Seville Quarter in the 291st Week of Doing that…
i pay Homage to Life And Existence i am Joy the Joy of Life Free as Love
Just Free to be i Am..
Every Step A Dance.. Every Word A Song
Holy And Sacred i continue to Make Full of
Meaning and Purpose DarK Thru LiGHT LovE..
And sure Let’s Make this Message Number 104
For Bishop Barron and FRiEnDS… Might As Well..:)




SMiLes… Just Writing About Rooms With
Views… Matters Not How Small A Room is
As Long as We Keep A View More Than A Room
After All Is Said and Done it’s Just a Decorated Cave…
Or PerHapS A Desert.. iBe iPreSenT iGifT iLoVE
Light Is
a Window
A HoMe NoW
We continue
to View or not…
Additionally.. i Love
Green WeedS NoW
(Wings) Make in WiNTeR
CoLoRinG A View SPRinG…
Beauty of “Weed” NoW LiVinG ReaL
SimpLY Green Free to Be i AM NoW
GoD iS “A Weed” When We Trap God in “One Book”
We Use Pesticide on God my DandELioNs Exceptionally Beautiful in SPRinG (NoW)
If You Note.. my BackYard is Still Green For i Do Not Use Pesticide on Weeds Now
No Matter How Huge Words, Pages, Books, or Covers (Arts/Sciences)… We Only
Make A Smaller God When We Trap God In PriSon of Form
People Get All Tribal And Idol About Words They Believe
They Own Yet Truth of Essence Every Human
Articulation In Deed A Bible
i Suppose an only Question Now
Why Am i the Only One Writing This..
“A New Bible” Now With All These Advantages?
All ‘They’ Had iS A Desert And A Cave i come
From the Beach/iMac/iPhone/Google i have
All the Advantages Prepared For me ALreadY
Do i Dismiss the Folks Who Wrote About “Jesus”
For only Coming up with 180K Words or the 80K Words
‘Muhammad’ Received in 23 Years… ‘See’… ‘IT’ is Not A ‘Thing’ To Sell…
It IS Gratitude Back to God of Nature For This BLeSSinG This BLiSS This Gift oF
LiFE NoW Every Picture Tells A Story of at Least 10,000 Words So Yes my Bible is Really
At Least 1 BiLLioN And 7.6 MiLLioN Words Longer… ‘Great Thing’ About A Fully Illustrated
7.6 MiLLioN Word Bible in 76 Months With Over 100K Photos/10K YouTube Dance/Songs
In This Life It’s All About What We Value NoW.. We May Become All We Will Consume Love..
A Room With A View Now Or Just A Room… ‘This’… What Life Teaches A Bible Writer Best NoW in
Poetry of Soul Deeper Than SHaLLoW PoiSoN TWitter BReaTHE DiSeasE.. And You Know What Else.. i Wouldn’t Trade A Classic Soul.. A Smile of the Young Woman Below For All “The Shallow Vapid Beauty” now… i Wouldn’t Move ‘There’ if the United States Grand ILLuSioN Paid me All The ‘TRump God Money’ in the World For ReaL.. WeLL iT’s True i kept the Same Home/Car/Wife For 26/15/30 Years… Sure.. i Could Buy the
“Big House” for Cash NoW in A Breeze… All Views Below Except “The Big House” Neighborhood are From my Home of Nature With A Home Purchased For 60K in 1993 Paid-Off The Real Estate Agent Pressured me into Buying A Home All House Little Nature like the one Below With only A Sky of Value to me…GenerAlly SpeaKinG THeRe aRe
Two Kinds of Folks… Those SeeKinG And Finding A View And Those WiTH Only A RooM
So i ELaBoRatE ONe of “These Two People” GenerAlly SPeaKinG SeeK And Find
A Kingdom of Heaven Within And EVerYWHeRe ELse (GoD)
The ‘Real Estate Agent’ Begged… Won’t You Feel Small
Living in a Neighborhood With Homes only
1,333 Square Feet in Living Space…
“Children Are the seeds of a better
life if only watered by mercy and love”
Beautiful Poetry in Deed And Most definitely
Worth Quoting in Any Bible that Speaks Love
by Sohair Too in Poetry…
Thank Sohair…
Leaves of
Whole ALL
That/Who Always
ForgiveS iN NoW iN
Mercy below above more
Our Feet of Love Dances Sings Free Love…
SMiLes Sohair.. it’s not often i Share the Words of Others on Facebook
But i saw Poetry today very simple but very true that touched my
Heart for this is what Poetry Truly is whatever touches our Heart
Whatever in deed may Pull our HeART Strings too and not always
in a Positive way of course as people will Rarify Abstract Constructs
And Twist the Poetry of even
A Bible to Justify Torture
of Women And
Children at
At the Southern
Border of a Country
That is Supposed to Be Free…
How sad it is When Poetry is Used
to Destroy others.. and this is the Danger
of Making God a PriSon in Rarified Abstract Constructs
that this or that person interprets to Keep God (LoVE) iN PriSon
Now And to harm others as well.. yes.. this is the Danger of All
Words Making
Words into
Symbols of God
Losing the Essence
of Love that Provides
Mercy and Forgiveness
Yes.. Smiles of Love to the Strangers
Among us but anyway the Poetry related
that Just Sitting Next to someone Quietly
may Mean Everything in the World to us as a Feeling
And Sense of Love Expansive Now Beyond Infinity all distance
space and time as Words do not even Matter When the Feeling
of Love is present now beyond all these parameters when the Life of Love
of Others is the Beauty We Feel Within as i took a long Walk Around the
Forest of my Neighborhood and other Bigger Neighborhoods too without
Much Forest.. Mostly Brick And Mortar Houses Painted in a UniForm Way
i looked to the Sky and Without a Word i felt and sensed the Beauty of
God Feeling/Filling all may Soul with Awe True God Painted a Sunset
for me to Speak Directly to me in Sublime Beauty that Words will
Never Do Justice to Speak that Message of Beauty God (Love)
Delivers in God Speak of Nature.. No Words
Just Awesome Beauty/Love to Fill/Feel my
Soul With Gratitude in
True Grace of Balance
of Existence Now…
Just a Reminder to me
that the Smallest Flower
Even Less than a Grain of Sand Love
Is A Smile no Less than the Beautiful
Sunset i saw as the Sun Started its Rise
on the Southern Horizon Indeed on Christmas
Day for You See Jesus Only Exists in Books in a way
of Poetry too that touches our HeART Strings in deed too
the Danger though is when Folks Use those Words to Justify
What is now 15,000 Lies and Poetry by another Man who sung
DarK Poetry he could Shoot Someone on 5th Avenue and His Supporters would
Still Follow him.. true.. my FRiEnD.. as in all things Life THere is DarK and LiGHT
Indeed there
is DarK
Poetry of the
Soul And Beauty
of Mercy that is Forgiveness
And Smiles for the Stranger
that a ‘Good Cop’ Jesus will be as
Related to others to Rise as Sunshine Dancing
on a Southern Horizon too in FAct All Horizons
as Poetry of the HeART Sings the Spirit the Soul to give
And share Art of Love for free.. Sunsets do not Lie.. when i look
to Hear God Speak at best i Look to the Sky for the Colors of
God’s Eyes And Below a Grain of Sand that in deed may one
day Hold
of Human Love…
God is the Poetry of
Love that inspires us to
Create Art to relate This Love
of God We Feel Within Us to others..
so they too may one day Feel Heaven Now Within
too for it is true there are some who see no Beauty
of God at all or
The Freedom
That is the
of a
God’s eyes Free Above
to Paint our Souls However
God May Speak Directly to Us From Nature God’s Face…
one of my Favorite Movies is “The Book of Eli”.. How the
People of the World used ‘the Bible’ To Justify the Nuclear
Destruction of almost All Human Life on Earth.. those who
Were Left Burned All Bibles so it would Never Happen again..
as People Struggled to Survive those of Nefarious Intention Looked
To Find ‘that Book’ Again to Use it to Subjugate and Control others for
Materialistic Selfish Need of Power to gain Greater Status too.. one Man (Eli) who
then Was Blind Only held ‘That Book’ in the Memory of His Mind.. he Traveled far
Then And Risked His Life and fought to Keep that Book Safe In His Memory
until he could find those who were ‘Civilized in Love’ enough to use the Book
for Love’s Freedom…
on his
Death Bed
illiterate as he was
only remembering it
as an Oral Tradition he Spoke
all the Words to a Scribe to write
it down.. and then that book (Bible) was protected
from those who would use it for ‘other evil purposes’…
That much hasn’t changed my Dear FRiEnD Sohair there
are still folks who Twist Poetry to take away Human Freedoms
Yes.. Love And Even A Right to Life.. the Will to Love Now And
Live from others..
true.. rarified
may be Poetry
of Love in LiGHT of Truth or
The Teeth of ‘the devil’ in deed
HeART-Felt Metaphors (Poetry) Words only Travel as far
As Souls Who Cloth them in LiGHT of Truth oR DarK oF Lies in Spirit..
SMiLes my FRiEnD Sohair i surely Agree Without Mercy
Without Forgiveness Without Smiles for Strangers there
is No God there is No Jesus there is No Love There is No
Beauty in this Human
World.. The True
Beauty is most
Children are
Born this way
only Waiting to
continue to Flower this
Way if Watered and Fed
With Courage in Kindness
Wisdom in Beauty of Love Fearless..
Where the True Garden of Eden is in deed
Within Heaven Kingdom Come Now Wings
of Love that Touch Souls With Brave Kindness..:)



SMiLes my FRiEnD Sohair.. Just the Fact that We Exist and are Discussing
the Merits of Poetry Proves Everything is Possible.. Just the Fact
that i can and will even write Poetry not able to Speak
Until Age 4 and Not able to create an Original
Paragraph of anything in Words for
So Many Decades and even
not having anything
to Say through my 40’s
Is Miracle Enough that Anything
is Possible that We Now Imagine is
Possible as Long as we take the First Step
And Or Word as Symbol Towards it the key
is MaKinG the First Step and Word And Turning
it into Value that We See And Feel and Sense now
As Holy and Sacred Real and then the Meaning and
Purpose We develop for whatever Art and/or Science We
Do NoW in Life as Practice Same or Original Move and Word
Everyone We Make.. i am Amazed about Living i am Thrilled
About Loving When Life Becomes a Dance And Song of Giving
Joy All is complete
NoW Dear
For it’s true only
one act of Giving And
Sharing Free With No Expectation
of Return Will Expand Happiness for
Months as even Science Now Shows
True though We at Best Will Always
Encourage those We Care about
And Give and Share with
to develop this Power
of Give and Share
Even more for
this is the
Essence of Happiness
for those Who Give and Share
Will Receive a Share of Give Even More..
For Those Who Do not they will Naturally
Receive Less.. True.. this is not only Truth in Art,
Religion, Philosophy, And Politics.. it is also Truth
in Science too as well.. as the Fact Now.. as Science
Shows that All Forms of Meditation Head to Toe And
Still and Moving Meditation too are the Real Fountain
of Youth as We come into Autotelic Flow Where the Light
We Generate For Others in Whatever Dance And Song Giving
And Sharing With Others in Light is what We Naturally Receive as
We Give
and Share
So Much for the
All the Energy oF LiGHT
That life Will BRinG US More..
For Those Who Do not Give and Share
Free the Person they in deed disparage Most
is actually their Self the Soul of Love We indeed
are Evolved to be.. not only by Religion but Science too..
“Science is an important pillar in creating culture..scientists are as important as
prophets in serving the progress of humanity..” Words Surely Wise and Worth
Quoting Again Dear FRiEnD Sohair.. What i find so amazing and pleasing
too is Science is Finally Proving How the Actual Teachings in Sacred
And Holy Text are the True and Real Magic in this Life particularly
The Power of Belief the Force of Give And Share and all
the Healing the Faith in this Charity and Love With
Hope Bring to Existence Real for just a small
example we will visualize just
Exercising and actually
Gain Strength
that is Empirically
Measurable and of course
the Force the Power of Belief
is Well Established in the so-called
‘Sugar Pill’ of Placebo that is only a Symbol
For the Essence of Belief and Caring Love that Will
Put so-called Incurable Disease into the File Cabinet of
Medicine of No explanation of Remission of Disease in deed..
in deed of Belief my Friend the Spirit of HeART the SoUL beyond
All Specific Measure of Science Except for the end Result the Effect
of Healing and Strength that is Measurable too.. i am often Saddened
by the Church i Attend the Catholic one that only Considers the Teachings
of Jesus even Relevant and Important only if Jesus is an only God Man to
Worship.. this Philosophy is Heir and APParenT to Many of the Other
so-called Christian Beliefs where i Live when the Reality is the
True God Magic is Inherit of the Parables that Bring
the Teachings forth for in a Verse Numbered and
Named John 14:12 according to that
Report Attributed to the teachings
of Jesus it clearly states that
with this Power of Belief
Going through what
he names as ‘the Father’
Which of Course is the Force
of God within Yes the Higher Force
of Belief God of Nature so Naturally Brings
but only for those Who have Faith And Hope
in this Belief of Love and Higher Power to Imagine
A Greater Life on this EarTH A liFE at Best of Will
And Strength With A Balance of Grace Yes a Foundation
of Love to take Us Higher as a Species For Love than ever before..
but only when two or more of Us As Humans Hold Hands To do this
Stronger as Humans Together Breathe God’s Potential Higher in All
of Us
Love Best
in Grace of
Balancing Strength
of Will Giving And Sharing
in Joy Free to Light up the
Candles of Our Souls into Torches
Bonfires and Stars More oF LiGHT
Each of US as We Join Hands in Numbers more..
True.. This Entire World to Be Yet a UniVerse of Stars
of Love Each Set of Human God Eyes to Color Love more
Smiles Sohair my New Year’s Resolution Is Already Set i
tag it and name now.. #CoLoRWoRLDLoVe2o2o as Yes
This is what i intend to Do Create More Colors of This EarTH LoVE…
20/20 Vision Starts with Grace of Balance in Love’s Breath Bringing
of Will
To Spread
Colors of Love more..
There is No Crash and Burn and
Sink of this Plane my Friend for i am
Awake in Love With No Drugs No Money
No Need For Likes, Shares, or Follows Just
A Dance And Song.. Paint.. Brush.. Painter and Painting of Love..
it’s true i am Not making more Money my Father Would not be
Proud My Dear FRiEnD is Muslim An Egyptian Teacher of High
School Students All Females From Egypt my Mother Would be
Very Disappointed Still that i refuse to Name Jesus as an only
God.. in 3 parts or Whatever for i understand that even in Ape
Societies the Greatest Alpha Apes are those Who are Servant
Leader Who Put those Who Need Help Most First to Help now..
True they have the Most
Stress too for they
Have the
Empathy And
Concern Yes Real
Love for the Rest of
the Monkeys who are the
Entire Family of their ‘Tribe’
The Challenge of Humanity
is to Serve each other while
Consuming Each Other and the
Rest of God Nature the Face of God
With Least Harm no Longer a Zombie
Apocalypse Eating the Face of God With
No Restraint until We become more like ‘Baby Yoda’
And See the Force of God in All of Existence Living Soul Now..
“Baby Yoda” has Changed he is no longer Cold of Emotions His
Eyes Shine Love Now without even a Word my FRiEnD True
“Baby Yoda” is a Newest Cultural Meme so important
As “Baby Yoda” has many more Lessons to Teach Us
All about the
Force of
Love now
that includes
Warmth of Shining
Eyes of Love For All..
it’s Just another Story my
Friend the more Love Stories We
Have that are Full of Love the More We live
Heaven the Kingdom Now Free Within Inside
Outside Above So Below All Around iN Deed So Free to be i am Love


My Online Birth Started on the “Wrong Planet” as “AGHOGDAY” “Another Ground Hog
Day” For Long Every Day the Same of Hell on Thanks Giving Day the 25th of November
2010; doing anything possible to Escape the Assessed worse than Crucifixion Pain that
i had endured for close to 33 Months to that Point of Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia;
the actual Termed Suicide Disease that for me was continuous Dentist Drill-like
Pain in my Right Eye and Ear during All Waking Hours that no Drug would
Touch; sure, and 18 Other mostly Stress Related Disorders associated
with Chronic Work Stress for 11 years from 1996 thru 2007 with the
Last Two Years spent in Acute Fight or Flight Stress that was Chronic
That Led to Hans Selye’s “General Adaption Syndrome” as the Stress Hormones
That Circulate Through the Blood Chronically and Acutely actually Exhaust the Vital
Bodily Systems that work for Our Basic survival; Yes, actually Leading to Destruction of
those Bodily Systems that are the Root of Many Chronic and Acute Stress and Particularly
Auto-Immune Related Disorders like Sjogren’s Syndrome that attacked the Glands that
Produced Tears in my eyes and the Nerves of my Feet too leading to Excruciating
Foot Pain touching any surface along with Dysautonomia where my Autonomic
System Burned-out and Slowly Destroyed no longer Synched my Blood
Pressure and Heart Beat together to even Get Blood to my Head
Gasping for Breath Falling asleep; oh Lord, so much more;
Fibroymalgia, Coat Hanger Pain all around my Neck and
Shoulders associated with Dysautonomia; Alexithymia;
Mood Lability until my Emotions almost totally went
to the BLacK Abyss of a 66 Month Stay
of the DarK Night of the Soul of Hell
Where Not even a Memory of a
Feeling of a smile or a laugh
in how that feels exists
no reference point
back to anything
but the Living dead;
yes of course, Severe Anxiety
And Depression and Anhedonia
to Boot; Spinal Stenosis; Severe Degenerative
Arthritis; yes more; finally when i got back to my
“Normal State of Low Levels of Latent Inhibition’ Yes
and Hypomania that is my Normal Way of Being since
A Child as Long as i had time to Reason my Way through
Life with the Dose of Asperger’s Syndrome i am born with too;
Yes, of course a Diagnosis of Bi-Polar After coming out of Hell
to the other side of Heaven on 7-19-13 After Spending 66 Months
in Living Hell; Ghost Wandering the Shut-in of my Bedroom not even
realizing fully i was the Living Dead then; yes, it creeps up on you this Death as Life will
Gets lost in a Sea of fight or flight Stress where all that’s left is the feeling you have when
you Hit Your Thumb with a Hammer until that leaves and nothing is left but an Ocean of
Illness all associated with Work Related Stress; yes, ‘they’ Call this ‘Autistic Burn-out’
too as true the Social Capacity of my Human Being to Deal with as Much Social
Stress as being in Charge of Finances and so much ‘IT Support’ Promoted to
Athletic Director of a Military Installation for my Analytical skills where i
did not have a clue about any Team Sports rules became too much
as i had to Deal Toe to Toe with a Female Captain who was trying
to Prove herself as i was just another one of her tools to soak
all of the Juice of my Soul to meet her Goals; it took
about 5 Years and Temporary Job Changes and
Promotions during a Reduction in Force that
Really Started in 1996 to take all that
was Good About Life and Love
Away from me then;
my Problem
was the Golden Handcuffs
of Federal Civilian Service the Promise
reaching close to 25 Years of a Real Retirement
and Lifelong Health Benefits for my Wife Guaranteed
for Her Epilepsy Condition too. i saw it as a do or die situation
where Errors where not allowed in my Human Pie; no way for me to
say no to any demand of what i made myself do then; was it worth
it; nope not in Hell but in Heaven; Yes, now with all the Money i will ever
Need with No more Money Needed to be made as i am just a little over two
Years away of gaining my Full Retirement as if i was never disabled at all.
And i felt a rainy day coming since 1996; my wife on a Strict 75 Dollar a Week
Budget able to save enough Money to Last for years no matter what; thing is as
Kenny Loggins Says you Do Have to Keep the Fire Burning; but whatever you do,
be careful about burning out for we are Human; we do most definitely have Human Limits;
Balance is Key; too much Stress, either Positive or Negative, Raises Dangerous Levels of
Stress Hormones that Destroy all our Bodily Systems Chronically to Acute; i understand now
the importance of Not getting too high or low; all forms of Mediation from Still to moving
Meditation counter-effects all the imbalance of Stress; High and Low, by Regulating
Emotions and Integrating Senses now too; i am expert as a King of Pain and
Now i am pretty much an Expert on Heaven within; but this last Year now
has surely been a difficult one as Friendship and Love have been on
the Line; for Social Stress in whatever form that takes is indeed
the Most Difficult for any Human to endure; true, eventually
if you wanna live you just have to say no and move on;
i don’t blame other people for doing that either who
are not in a position any more to Address the Full
Human Condition for i do not work for
Pay; no one is the Master
of me but the Soul
of God Within
and hehe of course as
Always the Whip of the Enduring
Wife; both Woman And Love; and Yes
Life Real Now All (GoD) Anyway; yes, Light your Flame in Balance.

i go to the “Wrong Planet” Again to always remember Where i come from too; i share
All the LiGHT i have LEarned from the DarK oF LiFE; those i help most likely never have
the opportunity to tell me; as they are currently living in a state of Being too DarK to even talk.

i understand this; as i have been in their place too; those of Us who Lose Love and Gain it back
Stay in Balance for the Holy And Sacred Meaning and Purpose to lift those too weak to even
see or feel the Light of Love up to the point where they too See and Feel Light out of Dark for Real.

Attending Midnight Mass It Was Surely A Full House; Standing Room Only in Deed; i Remember Being 29 Playing the
Piano And Singing With The Choir in the Old Church Before the Huge Temple Was Built as i Quit Going When i reached
30, until the age of 53 to return again.

There is A Huge difference in Midnight Mass ‘tween Christmas Eve of Midnight Mass in ’89 and Now in ’19 a Full
30 Years Later and that is the Demographics of the Congregation in Age; What was once a Lively Teenager
Choir for Midnight Mass With me actually as the Elder Then has Morphed into Age 60 and Above; as well
as Most of the Other Congregation Members; Youth is almost Invisible and there are Zero Young Adults
in the Choir Now; Not even likely Much younger than 50 if one or two that Young; the Violinist and
Choir Director.

Looking Around at ‘the Crowd’; Gray Hair as Far as one will see; at Least for anyone paying attention?

Thing is; Things are; Who Will be Left 30 Years from now (the Violinist And Choir Director);

Trump is a Major Nail in the Crucifixion of Jesus That Is Starting to Hang by a Thread Now.

Younger People are Totally Disgusted these Days over the Hypocrisies ‘Christianity’ Brings Overall;
Not only that; but of course the Opiate of the Masses now may be measured in a 6-inch small Box
and Brightly-lit Screen.

Jesus and Sadly the Teachings of the Beatitudes Have Been Crucified even More By Trump and
His 5th Avenue Shooting Minion Support to date; True; one would have ‘Reasoned’ at least; That People would have seen
the Need Not to continue to Float Christianity; the Titanic of the Biggest Traditional Religion into an Additional Iceberg of Trump; Of course, covering up the Sexual Abuse of Children wasn’t a good Look Either by the Catholic Church; 39
Percent are on the Border of Leaving Now; 70 Percent no longer Believe that the Eucharist is the Actual Body of Christ.

True; We Have Other Good News Now;

A Brightly Lit Screen of All You can eat Light.

Take Heed; find the Target Audience of Youth or More Doors Close on Ceremonies of Togetherness.

i See the Value of the Human Condition of Holding Hands; True though, Theatrical Prophecies are also
Fulfilled too. Machines; Plugged In; And Avatars Come to Be; ‘The Teens’; the Decade Where All Three
Theatrical Prophecies Are Fulfilled.

The ‘Good News’ Now is Baby Yoda is Risen Again; True, ‘The Force Now’ Will Additionally Fit in a 6-inch Screen;
of Course with the Appropriate Streaming Service to Receive the Continuing ‘Religion’ of the Disney Corporation now.

i doubt ‘Baby Yoda’ is Afraid to Wear Pink; or any other color for that Matter; Perhaps Finally ‘A Jesus’ for everyone in deed Love.

The ‘Really Good News’ is We can’t Kill ‘God’ anymore than A Green Puppet That Feels and Senses the Force Still Everywhere Now Love; God is Becoming More Diverse in Communications as God Always Is; Perhaps there will be a few Left in Church in 30 Years; more than Likely Yoda will never die; or perhaps never even Grow up again Past the Eyes of a Child of Love.

At Least in its Current Form the Tradition of Christianity inside of Four Walls of A Church Is Dying off.

A Most Foolish Thing Possible was the all-in of the Pulpit to Get Trump Elected and Keep him in Office Still Now.

True; the Tide May Be Turning against Trump a bit Among A Few Percentage Points of Evangelical Christians;
But This IceBerg and This Titanic are Already Crashed now; it’s Just a Matter of How many Folks are Saved on
Life Rafts for Real; The Ship is truly sinking; but rarely do i see here; anyone even Gasping for Breath; the ones
that are Left Will Be Dead Soon Enough Still Looking for their Reward; mostly Missing Heaven on Earth Within.

Hopefully, Baby Yoda Will Grow up More into a Mature Faith And Religion of Love For Everyone in Peace And Harmony.

i for one will surely assist my small part in that Dance and Song For Real; Love is the Glue of Life; anything else less is
just ‘Stink Stank Stunk Trump’; Not to dismiss the Power of the Dark Force Shadow for Survival in Will still too;
but yes, at best, Love Rules the Force overall NoW in Balance at least. Not Likely Baby Yoda will Need to have
any Personality Disorders empty filled in excessive Worship And Praise other than Sales of His Likeness
for Small Children to Hug in Stuffed Yoda Bliss; Surely Beats that Picture of ‘Kenny Loggins’, Hanging
over my Bed as a Youth, with a Beard and Long Hair; while everyone else who was Male with
Facial Hair was made fun of like a Dirty Hippy of Love; Perhaps the ‘New Green Promise’ Will
Be Fulfilled too For Greater 2020’s Vision of Overall Love, Peace, and Harmony for Real..:)

As a Side Note; i found a Picture of Myself as a Baby With Blue Eyes Full of Smiling
Love; i somehow gained the Strength through all that Pain and Numb to scan and post
that Photo of me on the ‘Wrong Planet’ as my Avatar on Christmas Day of 2010;
True that was the First Month of my Online Existence and Now i have
Seen 109 Months of Existence Online; and yes likely over 12
MiLLioN Words of Logic And Poetry typed online too;
so many places i have traveled around this Globe
Literally connecting to Over A Hundred Thousand
Folks as i did working for the Government including
18 Years seeing an Entire Generation Grow up in up to
Managing a Military Bowling Center as sure i likely directly
interacted with over a Hundred Thousand Folks During my Flesh
And Blood 25 Year active Paid Work for the Federal Government then
and sure a few more as Janitor and Book Store Clerk and Archeology
Research Associate as up to Three Part Time Jobs with a Full Load
of University Studies gaining a Triple Major then of Social Sciences
Interdisciplinary, Anthropology, and Health Science too for an
Additional 8 Years of Paid Work for 33 Years total Work for
Pay; It’s True in University i was named ‘Superman
By Fellow Students’ For all i was able to do at
once; as well in my Working Years by
Fellow Employees too; now i do
‘Superman’ for free granted
not Supernatural
but Supernormal
Empirically Measurable
no doubt not if only for me
as i have literally become too big
for even folks who try to see me now
at least when i am not dancing as i still
have the Comments from the Viral Video
Where 1300 Comments both From Shares
And Video Watches i documented on the Blog
Posts of “Poetic Muse on Fire” and “Grand Cross Bible 2018”
as that Viral Video now exceeds 88,188 Views with Comments that
are not all nice but do include statements like if you live in this Metro
Area you know who ‘the Dancing Man is’; Yes, from Legend to Hero
to “he is everywhere” and Icon of Pensacola; people surprised just how far i get around
but true they surely don’t know the half of me that is now mostly ‘literally’ too big to see;
That’s the way i like it; i am here to show what Human Potential can and will do; there will
be enough years of eternity now to review what i do long after i leave this Earth for the
Next; i’ve pretty
much got this World
Figured out; hmm; wonder
what the Next Challenge will
be; as Long as i have my Mother
and my Sister and Katrina to help
out and People Like Sohair and Shawna
And Rafiah and a few others too; yes, my
‘Y.O.U. Muse’ of last Year too who wishes to
remained unnamed now too; sure i’ll figure
out a ‘Few More Worlds too’ with a little Help
from the Few Family Members and FRiEnDS who
have stuck with me; and yes Y.O.U. i most definitely
still feel you by my side; there are some bonds that
will never break no matter what; yes, there are some Christmas
Wishes that may only come once a Year; but yes dear they last forever now…
Forever Eternally Now That’s Way i Like it This is How i Love All oF iT thaT iS
DarK Thru





True as the Story Below Continues there is One Unnamed Savior Cat Who is Displayed
And One Hidden Savior Cat who is the Crux of the Savior Cats Story.. so Let’s Get
‘Right’ to That and This Story continuing Below as there is no use
in Waiting to Get to the Truth in LiGHT and DarK.. Sunny
Boy IN Name at Least… Son of Yellow Boy Who Came
Up on or About December 21st, 2012 to Our
Home surely has the Similar to Same
Aqua Blue Golden Furred Eyes of
Yellow Boy so we might as
Well Call Sunny Boy
Still Son of Yellow
Boy as Yellow Boy Came
From the Wild of the Forest of
Our BackYard Feral in the Early
Winter Months of the Decade Starting
2010… Hmm.. Yellow Boy Always Looked
Like a Very Young Cat even through Almost
A Decade of Feline Leukemia as he was a bit
Like “Magic Johnson” in that Respect but true
it was “Kitty Aids” that Eventually Led to the Final
Sad First Tear inducing Experience of My Life in a Little
More than 5 Years in the April Month of 2013.. Fortunately
i had Purchased my First iPhone5 and i was able to Capture
the existence of Sunny Boy in Photo Way to Share today..
i am really still very Happy about that in deed.. but you
See in a Sense it was not the Light of Sunny Boy’s
Life Only that Lead to that first of Tear Saving
Soul Experience then.. when Sunny Boy was
Severely Injured in a DarK NiGHT
Fight as the Scrappy 6 Pound
or So Mixed Black and
White Tabby Oreo
From Around the
Block Grabbed My Leg
And Reminded me of It as that
Cat then was Afraid of No one not
even A Real Devil then of Numb and
Pain Walking around the Block Slowly
as any Vampire of the Dark will who sees
the Light of even a Street Light as Painful
And Bright And Numb as Looking Directly into the Sun..
With No Life of Love Left except for a Tear as the Vet
advised Us to Put Him down for even if he recovered
from the Life Threatening Injury then that Oreo Put on
Him.. As He would Surely Spread Kitty Aids to the
Rest of the Neighborhood Feral Kitties and
they too would face Much Misery and
Suffering before they died.. so Yeah
in a Way Sunny Boy Unwittingly
Gave His Life for those Other
Cats in a Way Sunny
Boy Unwittingly
Gave His
Life for
me so i would
experience the First Soul
Saving Tear in Over 5 years then…
but it’s True if we are to Name Oreo that
Fittingly Black and White Tabby Cat as the
Devil Cat Who Led to the Death of Sunny Boy
in His Scrappy Fight Then Around the DarK Night
Neighborhood Block to Fight to Protect His Territory
As Cats Often Do for a Survive for the Subsistence still
And Reproduction for continuing Life of their Species too..
We are surely Missing the Moral of this Story as there will
Come Another Moral of a Savior Story that tells the same
Moral before the End of this MacroVerse Reviewing..
2019 and the Decade of the Teens comes soon
sooner enough too.. the Moral of the Story is
All of Life DarK Thru Light.. Yes.. Black
And White and all the Colors of
the Spectrum of Love Above
And Below Are All Saviors
of this Existence as is As
if You Start to Blame/Give
Credit to only this or that Person
or other ParT of Nature (God) Now all of
Existence for the Outcomes of Life as is..
You may miss all the Variables that Really May
Really come to Save not only Your Soul but in deed
Your Very Flesh and Blood Life No Different than the
Nefarious Deceitful and Lying Behavior Now of a Real so
Called Leader of the Free World and Realistically Speaking
Yes.. Just another Father of All Lies in Metaphor at Least
From even A Biblical View of Life Now if we are to take those
Verses from the Old Bible.. Yes.. Both Old and New Testament
Literally Now True and Literally False too.. Depending How You as
A Unique Individual May View Metaphors of Words This and That way
True and or False too.. Did i mention Life is both Messy
and Clean.. Gift and Curse and there is No Feeling of
Joy Without the Perspective of Sadness.. no Life
Without the Perspective of Death WeLL it is
True this is what a Savior Cat who does
Not Currently Have a Face Book
Profile Pic Named Oreo
Teaches Most for
it is True no
Matter How many
Lies and Other Nefarious
Intentions And Acts a So-called
Leader of the Free World May Make
something Like that could Inspire someone
Like “Greta Thunberg” Speaking Now of Savior of Stuff..
Yes.. Nature.. to Rise up and Take Action even More now True…
True without Lies there is no Truth Without Truth there are
No Lies without Fear there is No Hope without Jealousy
There is No Loyalty without Hate there is No Love Need
i go on about How Dark Creates Light and Light in Terms
Now of Instant Gratification May Create Darkness in Our
Life as there may No Longer BE a ‘Devil’ in the Vicinity
to Wake Up the LioN of Love And Light that
Even the Light May Actually Take Away
When We Take all that is Light and Life
And Love For Granted and Just
Become Apathic about
Life And Love into Just
Another Never ending
Boring Yes Another Ground
Hog Day Story in either only
Light of Apathy or Dark of Fear
that Leads to Pain and Numb.. Yes
‘Class’ ‘the Savior Story’ is all About Balance
Without DarK no LiGHT… Key is Balancing Both
Our Shadow
With Our Angel
of Life Let’s Face it
Reality and God all is a
Snake one Huge Immeasurable
Snake that Consumes itself.. At
Best We Do Our Best to Tolerate
And Accept Our Differences DarK thru
Light change What We Can and Will to Accept
the Rest Love Each Other and the Rest of Nature
Doing Least Harm While We Do in some ways Consume
Each Other and the Rest of Nature God With Last Harm
as Let’s Face it We Are all the Snake who Eats The Snake (God)
ALL At Best in Wisdom
of Kind Courage NoW
in Beauty’s Breath
of Love We
Hold Hands
Sweetly the
Best We Can And Will
With Least Harm NoW
iN Balance of DarK and LiGHT
Best We Can and Will From First
Breath to Last BLinK as that Love
May LiVE oN And Spread in the Eyes
of Tears and Joy that We Have in deed touched in Life..
As We Become The Saviors Spreading And Carrying on the
Force of LoVE Real NoW even After We Live as Love LiveS ON..:)

SMiLes… (Human)
Were/Are ‘They’ Ever…
Oldest Psychopathic
Story… Subjugate
Control Freedoms
For Selfish Desire
Of Power and
Status Lacking
Real Empathy
And Selfless
Altruistic Love/
Human Nature…
Tools Commonly
Used Faux News
And Carrots
And Sticks
After A
Dirt Nap
Never Finding
Now An Autotelic
Flow Ascending
Human “Clothes”
Into Nirvana Now…
What the Other
Enjoy With
No Words of
Deceit And Lies
From ‘Little’ Men
And or Women
Before Grinch Reformed
Souls.. Perhaps Sooner
One Day Soon ‘They’
Will Too.. Either Come
Down or Fall From
As Once
See Valley
Heights of Love
That Is Real And Breathes…
Arthur Then Moby Then Yellow Boy
TRuE REAL Saviors of Our SPiRiT oF
HeaRT LiViNG SoUL Free God iN US NoW….
Photo of me And Katrina 30 Years Ago.. Then
Yes.. The Cats Who Came to Our Home Taught
Being Human Living Free as God Will in Us too…
i Learned More About Real God of Feeling
And Sensing Life From Cats Than Any Walls
of Church or Priestly Clothes Hiding Souls
Not Born into “This Place of Hell” i Come From
Now i am Reborn As Human Out of Clothes
of CuLTuRaL Deceit And Lies Hiding Soul
There is No Real Life Without Freedom
of SPiRiT HeART SouL Freeing Feelings
Senses Fully Experiencing And Expressing
Humanity Free.. A World That No Longer
Gives Us the Opportunity to Freely Feel And Express
Our Humanity is No World of Life And Love at ALL (GoD)
There are So Many People Hanging on a Cross of Pain And
DisEase Who No Longer See A Way to Feel And Express Feelings Truthfully…
A Day Emotional Stress That Is Impossible to Escape From Changed into Leg Pain,
A Stomach Ache, A Head Ache, Living Earth in Hell Remember “That Day” that The
Emotional Distress Just Became too much to Deal With the Other Demands of Life…
Thanks Sohair For
Expressing the Truth
Of Your Beliefs.. i am
Aware of Your Beliefs
Associated With JeSuS…
i am coming From the
Perspective of the
Christian Story of
JeSuS that i Surely
See Where it comes
From many Changes
And Translations over
The Course of Centuries…
i for one do not believe
God has to
A Dead Man
Surely not
A ‘God Man’
To Prove God
Exists… The Miracle
Of Life And Love
When It Actually
Exists Is Enough for
Me for 100 Percent
Faith in Belief
Exists and
Is Real Living
God (LoVE) Now…
No Myth.. God For Real🙏
Smiles.. Sohair Now While SpeaKinG Our Truths and
Expressing Our True Feelings May not Necessarily be
“Right” this is what
Katrina And My Mother
Sister and Father All
HaVE iN Common
They Had/Have
Nothing to Hide
They Wear/Wore
Their HeARTS on
Their Sleeves for
All to See With
No Secrets
To Hide…
Every FRiEnD Who
Has Endured and
Stayed By my Side
Is the Same my FRiEnD
For Those Who Hide
Their True Feelings
And Truths Will
Surely Lead
Us into Dangerous
Places in Life… With one
Look into A Human’s
Eyes Directly into
My Eyes i usually
Will or Will not
See this Sincerity
Of Truth/Feelings In
Soul True my
FRiEnD it
Has Always
Been Easy for
Me to ‘Disarm’ Eyes
Of Insincerity and
Deceit With Eyes of
Discernment… Online
Is the only Place
Someone may
Get away
From the
Of eye to eye
The Price of Expressing
Individual Truth and
Freedom of Feelings
With Sincerity DarK
Thru LiGHT is
Few But
True Family
Left standing By
Our Side.. If not for
The Myths Associated
With JeSuS In Real
Life According to
That Story At
Least His True
FRiEnDS and
Family Would
Have Then Been
Six or Less if not
Risen in myth
From the
Dead in
Deed then
Six or Less Had
Any True Faith
In JeSuS and Just
His Actual Teachings
Then/Now ‘These People’
Of Little Faith
Have no
Idea who
JeSuS is at least
By how they act
In Discordance
With the Beatitudes
To His
“Christian Story”…
In Effect the Majority
Worship “the Myth”
But Fail to respect
In Sincerity the
Real Legend
The Teachings
Of the Man From
Galilee.. THAT JeSuS
Is All Right With me..
And You Sohair
Are one True
FRiEnD Who
Would have
By the Cross
Of JeSuS before
He Died then…
i suppose if
He came back
Now today he Would
Be Proud to say a
Muslim Woman
From Egypt
Is is His True FRiEnD
Who is Neither
Now Vapid
Or Shallow..
Who is Not
Afraid to Express
Her Individual
Truth and
With Sincerity…
Respect and
Common Courtesy
For Love That Is
Real FRiEnDShip LiVinG🙏
If You Truly Want to
See God Discard All
Your Cultural Clothes
Including Words
And See The Living
One Within Naked
Of Cultural Clothes
Humans Wear Sadly
Hiding Disguising
Naked God of
Nature Within
Gospel of Thomas
Verse 37 Censored
Out of the New Testament
By “Trump Editors” Gives
The Power of God Nature
Back to Us out of Books
And Brick And Mortar
Churches Our Flesh
And Blood Within
Of God
Is The Corner
Stone the Real
Temple of God
Rejected by
Of Cultural
Clothes including
Words.. The Other
Animals Self Heal
For Words Do Not Drown
Out the Messages
Their Bodies Send
Them Inspiring
Natural Change
They are Not
So Blinded
By Words To
“Look Within”
Seeking Finding
Natural Animal
Homeostasis In
Healing Balance
Find Ways to
Move Both to
Conserve Every
Calorie For Survival
And Balance When
Humans Lose Hunger
And Fall to Instant
They Poison
And Fall to
Dis-Ease.. Happy
New 2020 Year In
Vision of Balance.. Craig🙏
Perhaps it is that “He”
Still Is the “Spitting Fire
And Brimstone Image”
Of the “Old Testament
God” Trust No
God No Bible
No Human
Without Love
For Humor…
But You
Have to
And the
God of
The Old
Is Literally
Funny As Hell…
But True Even JeSuS
Is Reported to Love
His Enemy Turn
The Other Cheek
Unless You
Don’t Worship
Him As God And
He’LL Torture You
Forever… Yes.. Sadly it
Appears “Trumps”
Gaslight the
New Testament
too… It Really Should
Be Easy to See Why
‘Evangelicals’ mostly
Look to Him
As their
#VoteBabyYoda2020 🙏
First 43 Months of ‘Teens’
Decade Horrific.. Last 77
Months Beautific.. Love
Changes Everything
Anything Beauty
DarK Thru LiGHT
Challenging Yet Possible
Now 189K Digital Photos
Close to 1000 Cultural
MeMe TheMe T-Shirts
Subsumed… 12 Million
Words written online or
so Since Thanks Giving
Day 2010.. No Days
Missed… 7.6 Million
Words Of Free Verse Poetry In
9 Titled Longer Than King James
Sized Bibles In Long Form Epic
Free Verse Poems With
12,515 Miles Public
Dancing Farther than
Half The Distance Around
The Globe in The last
76 Months Both…
Green Left Behind…
Not A Penny
For Work
The Entire
Decade Freedom
Finally Rings Wings
Coloring World Love
For Continuing Now
2020 Vision Balance…
Well Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS
Title their YouTube Channel ‘Word on Fire’…
it appears it is for a few days a bit slow on the
Toad in ‘comparison’ to what i am Firing Up and Down
Here.. hehe.. true i left Message Number 101 on the ‘Grand
Cross Bible 2019’ MacroVerse and Notified them hehe as if
they ‘Freaking Care’ About anything i ‘FreaKinG Dance And Sing
That’s Okay HiSToRY Defines this Moment too for what Humans Will
Naturally Do DarK Thru Light Still as more and less we come Classically
Evolved the Same as at Least 12 Thousand Years ago.. before we Started
Hoarding Grains in Silos moving Away from more Giving Sharing ‘Bonobo’ Love
Without So Many Con-Social Emotions that a Human Typically Experiences now in
around 80 Percent of their Thoughts associated with Fear Related Negative Emotions
according to some Scientific Studies now at least.. but anyway Message 104 is still waiting
in Two Parts on Cue too.. to be added there as soon as they get their “Word on Fire” BacK in
Tune Ferrari Style like me too.. hehe.. true i used to Have a ‘Ferrari’ FRiEnD i Still Believe
She is my FRiEnD NoW too.. why because i never Leave Hope Behind of Love.. What Else..
Yes this is Message 105 for there too when they get back up to their version of ‘Ferrari Speed’ Next
too.. and by God Yes way too big to fit in the Standard Limitation of around 1834 Words for
a YouTube Comment as they limit input to two Comments There.. but True Just another
Muse for Writing this DarK And Or LiGHT Matters not really if they read it or not
as this Message is DeSiGNeD to Last overall Much Longer than
A Trump Twitter Breath of Just
Hot Hair DarK False to
Muse More LiGHT True too hmm..
Anyway the Man the Real Legend
of His Teachings for what the Miracle
of Faith and Love And Hope Will Do For
Positive LiGHT Change in Healing Life
And Love No matter Who really Wrote the
Story about the Dude Jesus no Matter how
many of them Did is Just alright with me STiLL Now
The Beatitudes as i will relate Matthew Chapter 5 Verses
3 through 11.. but of course According to John 14:12 i’ve
Already Improved that Message too in Just another one of some
my WordS on Fire as Dance and Song Flow to Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS already True..
Yep this is the Liturgical Year of Matthew For the Catholic Church as they Rotate the Same
Dam Gospels Over and Over for Just Four Dudes Same Story Mark Matthew Luke and
John Oh God Don’t Make God So Boring that God will Not Breathe another Human
Word.. Please in a Bible thus this and that too.. sure let’s all write more Bibles Stand
up Sit Down Stand Up Fight Fight Fight i’ve Got God Spirit to do More NoW How About You!
Aren’t there Any More God Cheerleaders With Original Content Left to Express (Of course
there is) every Articulation God Breath DarK Thru LiGHT iN US Now For Real of Course
Everlasting Now
to Dance
Sing More..
LooK at it THiS Way What Will
You Do When ASSiGNeD the
Job of God’s Cheerleader Don’t Wait JusT DO IT NoW!..
in Victory of LoVE DarK Thru Light as Any Roman Goddess of Victory Does too!..:)



iBe iPreSenT iGifT iLoVE
Free iN LiGHTS oF eYes
Vehicles Vessels
HouSinG LoVE DanCinG FiRE..
We All Carry CrosseS AnD STars
oF LovE True iN LiGHT NoW too…
#SouLDanCinG..A PlacE OnLinE
iF i Navigate (A) River (Now) (Will) You Take me to
Your Island… Sing (A) Siren Song So i (Will) Never Leave….
Spring Lasts Forever As Long As Flowers Color More…..
So Much LoVE iN The
World NoW If We Treat
All oF LoVE As A FLoWeR
Respected And Loved NoW
Even More Without Restraint
Rose Rises Even More now
CoLoRS We Do Not FeeL…
iF i Navigate (A) River (Now)
(Will) You Take me to Your Island… NoW…
Sing (A) Siren Song So i (Will) Never Leave….”
True.. Life is Rather Dreamy Time out of Time
Distance out of Distance Space out of Space
No Place No Matter
Really Fruition NoW
Brings Beautiful
More than
Springs in Winters Snows
Brings Singing Dancing Now…
A Song of Siren Delights More
Adrift A Wave Shores Never
Ending Always Beginning
Never Finishing StArting
Even More.. The Sea
Has Eyes for me for
you for us and
We Do
You See…
more than
me… i sure Hope
So for all Your Dreams
For we and us me and i See
So Much More in The Future of You
For Love IS A Spiral Up Never Falling
Only Sinking To Swim Even Higher
Oh.. i Dream.. Oh.. i Dance Oh i
Sing MaRRoW iN my
Bones Red Still
Believing in
A Place A Dance
A Song An Island of
Delight Just A Dream
Of Spring Still Looking at
November Winds Warm Breathe
Will We All Have to Be All We Be..
Yes me We Us My God You to Be All You Will Be…
Spring Lasts Forever As Long As Flowers Color More…..
Hehe.. i’ll be the Devil’s
Advocate And Sing Trump
Has Brought The Authenticity of
Politics Exposing
The Truth of the
‘Christian’ World
In the Decade of the
Teens the Priest of the
Local Church i study
Still As A Participant
Anthropology Observer
From “Another Planet”
Intimated it best when
He said this Country
Could No Longer Be
Recognized as Gay
Folks Got Rights to
Get Married as he
Lauded the Election
Of A ‘Father of All
Lies’ Now to Clean
Up the Evil he saw
Of Love.. yes.. the
Teens are the
Decade that
‘The Church’
Showed Who
Is Really in Charge
And Who they Really
Worship… Clue: It’s
Not About Love it’s
All About ‘Trumps’
This Country
Of He…
The Truth is
God is A ‘sHe’
That Part is Finally
“Straightened Out”….
The Irony is Delicious…
And May The Force Be With US All
With You 👽
Hi Frank.. Thank so much for Visiting ‘Grand Cross Bible 2019’ Now
And of course Thanks for the Kind Hope that i had a Merry Christmas
And for the Wish for a Happy New Year.. SMiLes Any Breath that Tastes
And Smells of Love is surely a Moment one may See and Hear of the Touch
of Love.. “The Light: i dance; i sing; no walls or books will Hold the Love of
my Soul, at least for what i name as Real God Within” and Yes thanks
for Quoting those Lines i Sing twice in the ‘Grand Cross Bible 2019’
MacroVerse that i also Repeat here in Refrain too along with
the Song ‘Here i am’ That you mention You Enjoy
listening to that makes me Happy Both Singing
the Song and even Listening to it again
myself as the way i Feel when i
Still Sing that Song and
Listen to it and at
Best Just the
Way i Feel at all Best any Now for Real as i Live and Breathe Free NoW iN LiGHT
is surely “The Light: i dance; i sing; no walls or books will Hold the Love of
my Soul, at least for what i name as Real God Within” That to me is the
Embodiment of the “Here i Am, Lord”, Song When A Human truly
comes to be the Mentor the Teacher of Love Who Lives in
Him and or Her.. the Song Writer “Dan Schutte” as We
may have discussed the Song Writer Before i found
out Later came out as an Openly Gay Priest
and has been Persecuted by the Catholic
Church Hypocritically of Course as
Some Studies Within the
Church indicate up to
58 Percent of Priests
Naturally lean toward that
Sexual Orientation but of course
in many Cases it is the Congregation
Persecuting the Priest who is simply living
An Authentic Life for who is he is now.. for true
Until We Tell the Truth of Who We are as Human Beings
We LivE iN Hiding We Live in Secrets We never come to be
Free How nice a day it will be when Catholic Priests are finally
Honest Enough to Admit Who they are and stop trying to be ‘One of
the Guys’ and make fun of Wearing Pink When it comes that Season
to Wear ‘that Color’ that color generally speaking of Love.. or Perhaps
the Pink Panther Hehe.. i am not Afraid of Love i am not afraid of different
i’ve seen Gay Relatives come close to committing suicide over the Ignorance
of those who do not understand the reality of Nature that Changes Human Behavior
to Keep us in Balance as A Species that will no longer over consume the Nature we
LiVE iN so the Circle of Life Will Stay in Balance for All species to LiVE iN Harmony
Enough to continue Survival.. but of course my Extensive Education and Wonder
And Fearless Nature to Seek Truth no Matter How Hard it may be able to accept
is what takes me in the Direction of Truth in Light and Truth in Dark too that
also Says and Speaks and Dances and Sings there are those of us who
can neither accept change or differences among other folks easy..
there are those of us who are easily disgusted by any other
Air but what they Breathe That is the Truth in Dark and
that is not going away anymore than Gay Priests who
Write the most Beautiful Love Songs about
Actually becoming more than the
Mentor More than the Teacher
According to the Story
at least the Hope
that a Writer by the name
of John Expressed in John 14:12
as that Verse was numbered in the 1300’s
First that Clearly Sings if You Believe in what
the Named Teacher Jesus teaches you will surely
Do with the Faith of Love and Hope and of course
Charity too Greater Works than the ‘Man from Galilee’
the Teacher Who is reported to come before The Student
At Best who Embodies and Inspires others to do more than
He/She did to take Love to greater heights than ever before it’s all
About Love it’s not about any particular person but All of Us Giving
And Sharing Love Altruistically as Humans are born to do and true
it is often the Gay Uncle or Aunt who provides the Emotional Support
And even Financial Socio-Economic Strength for the Rest of the Family
And Village to Survive and Surely Elton John Songs have fired as much
Romance For Procreation and Child Birth than any insistence by the Catholic
Church that People who cannot stand each other stay together when the opportunity
for further procreation may surely exist among Loving Couples more.. but true when
there is Stress in the Environment Nature Reacts by Naturally Culling the Population
Indeed Epigenetics is Real and the Genes Express themselves Differently to
Accommodate Environmental Stress at hand so folks like “Dan Schutte” are
Born Who have more Hours and Effort to Produce Beautiful Love Songs
that Express the Essence of the Story of the Man From Galilee so
We too Will become a Greater Example of LoVE iNCaRNaTE
no Matter Gentile, Jew, Servant, Free; True Woman and
or Man no more as the only Label left ‘tween two and
more Folks Will be the Essence of Love Giving
And Sharing Free the Force of Love the
Light the Healing that surely comes
Again for Real.. i have respect
for all the Writers who created
the Good Cop Version of Jesus
And that surely includes this Man Dan
Schutte that No matter Label and Persecution
that in Metaphor People try to crucify him for
He has produced a Work of Art that expresses
at best what IT feels like what one actually acts like
now when We as Human Beings become an even Greater
Version of Jesus now to Love others even more.. any Real
Parent of Love or Teacher or Mentor now is most Joyous to
See this Greatest Event of the Student Happen for Real Now
For the Child of God who incarnates more as Love.. It’s a Great
Story.. Sadly.. as far as News Events Goes it goes unspoken that
Jesus now is sadly hanging more and more just by a Thread on a Cross…
it’s Painful to watch the News.. fortunately i have a Wife who takes care of
that from close to wake to sleep.. she alerts me of the Major Events i take
A Snap Shot for this Epic Long Form Poem i am continuing to create to capture
what i can and will of a Very Complex Cultural Mix of Humanity Globe-wide now
the Participant Anthropology Observer aspect of it is in deed both Dark and Light
and in fact in some instances even life/love/soul threatening but true at best i am
Experiencing Life as a Dance And Song of Love of yes.. Here i am as My Lord
to be Love..
of the Flesh
and Blood of
Labels that Keep
A Barely Breathing
Story Alive it’s true there
are days it feels like i am only
Dancing in a Room of Flames
Alone with me and Love but
We Do Keep each other
Company and there
is always the
to Hug a Wife
Who is real who is warm
who is also the Personification of Love…
There are some Labels that stick my FRiEnD
i have never heard you say a negative thing about
anyone.. you are surely a great example of this Essence
for sure.. smiles i have no choice but to visit and participate
in the Dark Side to Write a Long Form Poem like this it’s what
A Participant Anthropology Observer Must do to tell the Whole Story my FRiEnD..
But True the Sacrifice aspect of it is nothing compared to what others have done for sure.



Sure; Verily if You Read Between The Lines NoW
Katy Perry’s Song Was/Is Sort of Like Yes,
A MetaphoR A Prophecy FuLFiLLeD iN Deed True
Spoiler Alert: And Also By ‘The(That)Book’!
Not Playing the Role of ‘Jesus’; too much
Room For Improvement According to John 14:12…
Hint: Katrina Retired at Age
33 Like ‘Jesus’ AnD UNlike
JeSuS She’s STiLL LiVinG NoW
Hint: Katrina Worked At A NewsPaper
For 13 Years And i Wrote Articles for the
Paper Still In the Archives; Yes, ‘Class’
For All Practical Intents And Purposes
Holy And Sacred Full
Of Meaning And Purpose
NoW! A New Species of Cat!
iAmazinG iMazinG OnE THouSanD
And MoRE Lives Lived NoW iN Just One
Decade STiLL CouNTinG LoVE NoW EveN MorE!
i Can And Will Show Ya Both Places
Butt God Forces No One To ‘SEE’ EiTHeR
Heaven or Hell That’s Up to You And
Meh; Effortless Spirit Wind UploadinG A SouL
NoW iN Heaven Covenant Fulfilling With God
Just to Show Ya Heaven From the Inside Out
Damned Straight! Yes! i’m Celebrating the Last
77 Months of This Decade! A Get Out of Hell!
Free Card on 7.19.13! Stuck THere 66 Months!
Walmart At Least Would Still Suck At Least for me; heHe…
Not Waiting On “It’s A Wonderful World” As A Story And An
Angel to tell Me What The World Would Be Without me Being Born on 6.6.60…
True ‘That’ Was/Is Just in the Last 77 Months After Hell And Heaven Before
That too Already on my “Tombstone”; “He Brought Oh God! Yes! So! So!
Many SMiLes to Faces in Every Way Possible EVERY WAY Possible!”
Do Whatever It takes to Free Yourself As A SlaVE iN THiS World
And Then Dance Sing FucK IT All And Do IT ALL YouR Way NoW
-F Love
No Leaving This EartH This Go Around Without the Proof; Hence STiLL
The Nude Art ~20,000 Photos and 95 Thousand Word Erotic Poetry Novel…
Lois Lane/Bat Girl too! No I’m Not Gonna Tell You Who’s Who.. Hehe..
Keeping IN MinD ONE Person in My World Will PLay Three ParTs!
No Different Than Superman, Batman, And Jesus Except NO I’m Not
Neutered And In This Case Mary Magdalene Has Real Female Parts too.
“Turn On Turn on selling features for this post to get more interest and
easily post to more groups.” Trust me or Not It’s A HeLLuVA Lot More
Fun (JoY!) Being ‘Snoopy’ Than Just Watching Him on TV or Reading
About Him in the Comics… Same Dam Look Been Getting All my Life off and
on at Least “Are You From This Planet”… Go Ahead! Play my Song Katy Perry! AGAiN!
SiGNaTuRE Pose PHI Spiral Mean Ratio on Left Side of Body Elbow
To Hip to Toe Relating This to A ‘Quiet’ ‘Barnes And Noble Lady’
Adding in 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Farther than Half the
Equator And a 7.6 Million Word Bible Poem in 76 Months too…
Dancing, Reading a $24 Hard Cover Book on ‘Healing’ And Listening
to Meditative Music All Together Class For Autotelic Max Flow… “He has
to retreat into his fanciful world in order to survive. Otherwise, he leads kind
of a dull, miserable life.” “I don’t envy dogs the lives they have to live.”
-C. Shultz/Peanuts
-F me too
“It WaS A Dark And Stormy Night”…
IT Will BE A DarK And Stormy LiGHT
However LonG i LovE IT LiT For NO Target
Audience Owns mE ONly A Prelude to RoaRinG
20’s CoLoRinG The World Even More With Love The
Force GreaTesT ALL ThaT iS (GoD)
Yes.. THere is 7th Heaven And the
Last 77 Months of Heaven in This
Teens Decade Now True too For ReaL
Avenues Free for the TaKinG Stray Cat
Strut Ready to Dance And Sing Free too…
Nothing Holding Us Back From Playing Now…
“Everybody Wants to Be A Cat” We Make Our
Own Rules NoW Play Our Jazz However the FucK
We LoVE IT JusT FoR FuN Never For Money NoW
THeRE Is Something (A LOT) To Dance And Sing
About Being Your Own Man (Cat) Sure And Woman
True too to Your Selfie (Cat)… Trivia Note: “The Aristocats
Movie” Is the Last Film Walt Disney (The Man) Approved 53 Years ago
in 1966
when i am
6 Years Old..:)



THeRe is No Gift From: God LovE ThaT CoMes CLose
to: MEaSurE As GifT A SouL TeaR
STreAMinG DowN YouR CHeeK
Love is Written
In the Stone
the Stone
Is God
the Rock
Is the Love We
Love IS The Broadband Of Sharing
Giving Positive Emotions Senses The Glue of Memory FoCuS
When We Feel/Sense Positive Loving Emotions We Experience Healing NeuroChemicals/Hormones Head to Toe.. Love IS The Broadband Ring Of
Sharing Giving Positive Emotions Senses The Glue of Memory FoCuS Healing
ArK oF A CoVeNaNT For Compassionate Love Showing Up For Life NOT ENOUGH
TRuLY LiVinG Creates Soul LoVE For ALL (GoD)… Psychotherapist Waiting Room
For Emotionally Disordered Children Who aRe aDults too.. Soulful Eyes of Child
Looking Up At Parent Absorbed In A 6 Inch Screen… Ignoring ‘The DarK’ NoW Will
Not Make IT Go Away… Tough Love Doesn’t Hide Or Give Up A Tough Grade to Make too
Most Blessed Blissed IS A Person Who Develops Endless Compassionate Love To Freely
Give But Love Must Discern DarK Too… You Cannot Expect A Person Who is Empty Inside
to Reciprocate Genuine Caring Love As There is Nothing Within to Really GivE A REaL Ark
of A Covenant IS A Muscle of Compassionate Love… Use Or Lose IT Applies For Natural Love Disorders… Don’t Forget The Demon (Shadow) With Your Angel Lest You Suffocate And Your
Soul Falls too… Human Empathy And Regulation of Empathy Through SmART Compassion
Art Exercised Or Lost “IT” IS A GRoWinG Spectrum As Science Shows Levels of Human
Empathy Are Dropping Like A Soul Depression Stock Market Of DarK… People now Label
These Disorders of Empathy Ruthlessly But Don’t Forget The Little Child Soul Ruthlessly
Neglected And Abused… This Is The Tarry Pit Where Snow Flakes Don’t Survive… There
Are No Black And White Humans They aRe aLL Worth Saving If You Have What It Takes
Angel Breath With Demon (Shadow) Spine… The Essence (Compassion) of LovinG A Person
Who Cannot Help Themselves From Becoming “A Dark Adversary” to Love Takes A Tremendous Amount Of Grit And Perseverance to Unconditionally Love A Bruised Human… Yes They Do! As
Long As Empathy Retains Compassion And Is Not Drained Away By A Damaged Soul… True A Real Human Love Test… JeSuS FuCKinG Christ (iF YoU SeeK iN God/Love) Don’t These Neglected Abused Souls Deserve Compassion…“MNPD” Related to Addiction Wilted
Human Flowers Most Often Stemming From Childhood Neglect And Abuse
‘Malignant Narcissism’ A Lack of Empathy And Faux Confidence
“Trump” the Role Model For ‘Little Man/Woman Syndrome’
A Timid Soul Devoid Of Any LovE LiGHT AT All The
Opposite of Confident Souls Lit-Up With Empathic Love
It’s Worth Noting That Healthy Levels of Authentically Loving Self
“Narcissism” is Required to Love At All “Or” Stay Asleep Covenant
Each Human Being Makes With Awake.. Wake Up! IF You Are Only
A Tool of Human Cultural Clothes Starting With A First Written World
“The Machine The Matrix The Virus” of The Cultures We Create ARE iN
Charge of Humanity… Freedom’s Breath of Love Dying It’s Sad Ironic And Ultimately True
ViRuS Butt it’s True Human Nature In “Naked” Matriarchal Balance is Basically Innately
Altruistically Kind in Courage ToGeTHeR HolDinG Hands In Respect Sincerity Common
Courtesy for the Rest Of Nature God All Real Now Then Eternally Forever Now Within
Ark of The Covenant of the Species That Eats the Face of God (Nature) Fulfilled
Donald J Trump is The Leader of the “Free World” Humanity is Not Rational
Just in Case You Need Additional
Proof the Human Condition is not
A Rational One… So Why Pretend
For Those Who Master “The Tool”
And Are Not Mastered by “IT”
The Teens Are the Decade
the “Middle Man” Died…
AlloWinG ‘the Meek’
To Inherit the Earth
And Establish Their
Own Kingdom of
Heaven No Longer
A Slave Paying
Dues Now to A
Master… “Priests
Of the Cosmos” As
Whitman Predicted
Slow on the coming
Finally “Hear” for Reap
On the Other HandS it’s
Literally Hell to pay
For Those
By “The Tool”…
The “Viral CuLTuRE”
Eating the Face of God
For Real Our Nature our
For ReaL…NoW
Hmm that’s a Problem
That’s Beyond my Heaven LoVE NoW
You KNoW ‘that Shirtless 2020 Calendar’ of me Says a Whole Lot And By God Yes
The Rest of it is Available on my Art Blog That is Restricted For Adults
And That IS i am A Naked Fearless Loving Human Being Complete
i Need no Human Cultural
Clothes to Complete me as a Child of God (LoVE) Now No Different
NoW Then Than When i Was Born
to a Loving Mother then Who Gardened me as a Child of Love
Complete to See me Grow
As a Loving Human With a Smile for All.. You Dam Straight
i Have A Desire for Women
All Men like this who Are Healthy Do but i Have a Greater Desire
And That is the Power of Love THE FORCE ALiVE ReaL NoW
Within in Me That Grows Above What is Below of me A HeART
A Giving SPiRiT Eternally LoVE
Now that Does Not Come and Go Just in Three Hours or So
Marathons of Physical Love That
Also Ascends Transcends in Meditative
Flow ALLoWinG me To Escape the NeoCortex Deadlines of
Illusion NoW that Are Time Distance Space and Matter NoW
As in the Spirit World of HeART.. Yes.. SouL Consciousness
THere are no Real Discrete Scientific Measures of Science
That Will Even Measure What Our Soul oF Light That Sees
All of Existence We See IS As Metaphor Now of Human Soul
Ranging From BLaCK Abyss of DarK To All Beyond Rainbow
Coloring Love that continues to Grow More Beautiful
As Mixing Human Love With iMaGiNaTioN And
Creativity Unconditionally Giving and Sharing
Naturally Will for All as We Come in Gratitude
of Great Thanks And Praise for all that is
Existence DarK Thru LiGHT As Love
Force God Complete GRoWinG
Evolving Ever More
Coloring Love
We come
to be More of the
EYes of Loving God ALL
to Give and Share MoRE NOW
With Others to Power Up the LoVE
Rest of Nature God More With LoVE
Force Now Head to Toe More Beautiful
Lit Christmas Trees for All to Give and Share More
US the True Meaning and Purpose of Christmas When
We all Become Christmas Trees of Love Coloring Life
More This Way Eternally Now For Real Touching the
Souls of Love of Others With even More Colors of
Love Now More Do You See What i Mean by
Love is Beyond all Measure even iNFiNiTY
Now For True Beyond Measure is surely
And verily beyond Human Abstract
Constructs Written Only in Stone
Without Breath of Stone
Complete All
Is Love
All is Mind
of God LoVE
NoW For ALL Us
in Part of Whole Complete All
IN Other Words We aRe All the
Center of God’s Love God in Deed
The Capstone of Pyramid for Real
No Distance Space or Time or Even
Matter The Spirit of God LoVE ALiVE NoW
Breathing the Wind of Love More Now Yes HeART SoUL
As i Dance And Sing MoRE iN Thanks And Praise Now LoVE
Love is Written
In the Stone
the Stone
Is God
the Rock
Is the Love We
THeRe is No Gift From: God LovE ThaT
CoMes CLose to: MEaSurE As GifT A SouL
TeaR STreAMinG
YouR CHeeK



i am the Wind
i am the Spirit
i BReaTHE LiVE Free
i AM ALiVE God i See ReaL LoVE NoW
So Old When i Am Young So Much
Just A Human Tool So Young When Close
to 60 So Free Spirit of God Naked Breathes me
When i AM Young and Read the ‘Call
of the Wild’ by Jack London i Shed A
Tear Now Those Tears Stream God Free
You Whoever You are
Are Verily Surely Free to Disagree
i for one Am Wild And
Loving Free FOR REAL NOW
Look Around And Tell
me If You See Human
Beings Who Are Truly Breathing
As Free As This Will And
Strength Foundation Grace/Love…
When Healthy The Human Body Is
Poetry When We Hide The Human
Body We Are MORE Likely to Become A DEAD TOOL…
i Consider Nude Art the Oldest and Most Authentic Human
Art i Will Post the Entire Picture in A HeART Beat Where Legal
Just for the Tale of the Tape Still i Stand A Bit over 6 Feet Tall
in Nike Shox Shoes And Still Weigh 240 American Pounds…
Surely not the First Human to Prove This.. Jack LaLanne at only
5 Foot 6 Towing Over 60 Boats Across A Bay Swimming into His 60’s
Empirical Results Are Clear in Both
Form And Essence the 1520 Pounds
Leg Pressing 8 Reps at 90 Degrees
Does Not Lie Either Science Suggests You Do Not Get
Stronger as You Approach Age 60…
i Prove Science Dead Alive Wrong for me at least…
We aRe Planets in Or Out
of Orbit Revolving Around
Gravity of Our Inner Sun
In Or Out of BaLaNCinG Soul
Grace is When You Move With Gravity
Center Balance Zero Tension Zero Fear
All Potential Next to be Realized More
Fear Is Weakness And Limits All Human
Potential In Strength of Will oF LoVE REaL NoW
It’s Worth Noting ThaT A ‘ReaL Rock’Y’
Is Built of Will and Strength On A
Foundation of Grace in Balance And Love
Unlike TRumP i Didn’t Have to
Paste someone Else’s Body
Under my Head to BE ‘A Real Man’…
This Wasn’t Just the Decade of Love
For me The ‘Teens’ Is the Decade that
My ‘Shadow’ Comes to Breathe Free…
Stop Thinking
And Start Dancing
Do Free Ballet And Martial
Arts Sprout Your Man Wings for Real
Anyway If You Believe If You ‘Think’
You Are A Man And You Think That
Dance And Ballet And Martial
Arts Makes You Weak…
Wouldn’t Be Ashamed at All If
“A Naked Statue” of me Existed
All Over Online HeHe How about You?
Brave Enough to Be Totally Free?
Still No 6-Pack For 60
But Perhaps Sexy-At-60
Achieved So-Far At Least
As i Still Have until 6.6.60 to Improve…
SMiLes my Dear FRiEnD Sohair Fear of the
DarK Will Surely Lead to Cynical oF LiGHT
Deep into the Night When Our Reasoning
Mind Lets Go A Bit the Deeper Part of our
Soul Comes Awake Late into the DarK
oF oUR Subconscious
Mind Keeper of
Soul God’s
To Rise to Meet
And Greet Us late
into the Night Yes Awake
Asleep In Flow of River Time
We come again Free.. in the ‘Secular
World’ They Name this the “2 AM Effect”
but You See This Experience is Always Available
in Autotelic Flow when the Night Becomes Day Now
As Sleep Wide Awake too my FRiEnD and This is why
i Meditate Move When i Dance to Come to Night In Day Asleep Awake
to Release Now the Creativity Stored for literally Ages in my Subconscious
Soul In Deed in Quantum Metaphor Jumping All Logic of Reasoning Mind too..
Where Even Science Shows this Ascending Transcending Night In Broad Daylight
Flow Will Increase Creativity and Productivity 400 to 500 Percent if only experienced
Briefly a Few Times Each Week but What if What if Human Experience is such that
We Develop Ways to Make the Night Day in Subconscious Mind More Open And
Aware in Our Mindful Being Soul Whole Day and Night Now It’s true this
is what 7.6 MiLLioN Words of Free Verse Poetry and 12,533 Miles Public
Dance Brings me in 76 Months Now For Real Time out of Time Distance
Out of Distance Space Out of Space Matter out of Matter in Fact
Mind Over Matter my Friend as Reality at Core is God’s
Mind All Us the Illusion is only that We are Separate
From God as the Night becomes Day This
Guise of Illusion and Ignorance
is Lifted from Us as Truly
Life Becomes Poetry
Free as Water Wave
Ocean Whole so
Much More
Than Just
Whatever ReaSon
We See that We Exist
my FRiEnD to be the Water
the Wave the Ocean And River Stream
is to see no Future of Past but Eternal
Gift of Heaven NoW Within to Give and Share
to All others and the Rest of Nature Free
Without Gravity and Inertia as Metaphor
Entropy Fails to take Hold of the
Existence Beyond All Time
Distance Space and
Matter in deed
the Act
of God
Mind Us For Real Now
True what will Science
Prove of this but Amazement
And Wonder of All the Effective God Results
of Free Love come to Be Again as Night is Always Day Now..
As The
LiGHT Setting
Naked Wings of God
Free to Fly As God MiND US…
there are many Cross Cultural Metaphors
for this Ranaging from ‘God Head’ To Dao
to Tao to Chi to Ki to Ka to Kundalini Rising
to Prana and Satori In Japan sure Kingdom of
Heaven Within that some folks sadly never find in Life.. Now..
What Remains though is Colors of Gods’ Mind Love More in Us
As We
to Rise Free
Now.. ALL
With God
or Fall NoW
as PriSoNeR
of Just REaSoN
in Other DiMeNSioNS
of LiFE My FRiEnD Yet Colors
of God Mind LoVE iN US continue
to Brightly Light Existence More.. Yes
the Force of LoVE Lives.. As Us Now
SMiLes my FRiEnD What i Find most
Online is ‘Bugs’ Trying to Make Money
As that is what Life is Based on Sadly
So Much This Symbol of Something that
is Truly Nothing at All.. but a Distraction
From Living Free Blessed
Are those who
have enough
and no
Are Slave
to This Way of Life
Blessed i am for sure
for i had no life to make
when i was a slave like this
for Decades no Breath of Creativity
Within to Ever Exhale to Give and Share
Free true the God of Money Will Do its best
for those Who Store Those Hands of Greed
to Ration Out a Living to Us.. haha.. i just
Found a Sprig of Grass between my
Toes as i am Meditating Outside
in the Sand And Sun IN Dance
too Before i come in to Dance
And Sing On this
Digital Keyboard
Now How Blessed We
Are When the Only Green that
Rules us is a Sprig of Grass that
Makes Leaves of Grass Whole in as Us
as Walt Whitman Surely Related in His
‘Song of His Self’ too.. Smiles my Friend everyone
is going somewhere until they arrive and find who they are..
If and When
that Happens
They are simply
Complete and Life
Needs no more Hacks
For Anything but Giving
And Sharing Free As Love
Will Do Eternally Now As Art
of Colors More.. so long i existed
in that other ‘Hacking Dimension’ it’s
True i was always Trying to Decode Happiness
until i stopped Decoding and Just Dance And Sing
Free discarding all the Cultural Clothes so Green And Dead then…
There is a Better way to Live i’ve found it verily and surely i Wish
Pray Others
Will too if not
escaping all of Culture
through no Fault but the
Gift of 66 Months of Pain and
Numb Named Hell that is Really
Heaven now my FRiEnD to escape
the Illusion is to come to God’s Arms Free
Enveloping Us in the Freedom of LiGHT LoVE US For Real ALL NoW..:)


HeaR’S MoRE Than A ‘THiNG’ iN HeaVeN WiTHiN No Limits CoLoRinG
World oF LoVE GiVinG SHaRinG Free NoW For ALL GoD ReaL NoW LiGHT
i HaVE 100 PeRCEnT FAiTH iN LoVE GoD Approves 100 PeRCenT
oF ALL THiS Thanks And Praise in GRAtitude Joy For Real iN As me
iNCaRNaTE GiVinG SHaRinG HeaLinG
LoVE… Haven’t You HearD.. This Good
News Yet?! Tired oF Old TiReD Religion
NoW i CReaTE mY Own Fresh FLoWeRS
For God Thanks And CoLoRinG Creativity Eternally NoW PRaiSE
THiS iS OPeN SourCE Decoding Happiness Pass CodE LoVE SonG Steps
oF Dance LiViNG LiGHT ReLiGioN ALL LoVE DarK Thru LiGHT NoW (GoD)
MaKinG Every Move Step of Dance Word Of Poetry Song Holy And Sacred
Full of Meaning And Purpose ReNeWinG ANeW ORiGiNaL CReaTiViTY NoW
DiViNE FeMiNiNE FounDaTioN GRacE of BaLanCE iN LoVE LiFTinG Strength oF Will
SiGNaTuRE Pose iN Deed Complete SeRiouSLY TaKinG me Now 12,533 MiLes of Public
Dance Farther Than Distance of the Equator to Master This Particular Yoga Pose oF Unity
Golden Spiral PHI Ratio Mean 1.618 Left Elbow to Hip to Toe JusT ‘6 And 9’ Another Wave
Flow Yoga SiGNaTuRE Pose in/out oF UNiSoN BiG BangS EVeNTuaLLy ComeS AGAiN MaKinG uS And TheM AS Star DusT Resurrects From Crucible Fire of Star Flower Death SeedinG uS NoW
So Many Metaphors Other Words For Waves That Wash iN.. and OuT EXpanding Shores Receding Expanding More SiGNaTuRE Pose aS Even in the Gospel of Thomas Reported as Words of ‘Jesus’
Cleary Sing that God is Movement And Repose… Decade of the Selfie WHeRe Human EYes NoW Of God Get A Bird’s Eye View of God Eyes iNHeReNT MoRE To Give and Share For Free Even More… SMiLes Dear Lillian Orchard Daughter Writing
Our Way NoW Out of Darkness Connecting Emotions
DarK Thru Light With Words… Aiming LiGHTeR Than
DarK Journeying Stairs in-deed.. Above the BLacK oF
DarK Abyss WHere Herstory.. History.. is Re-Arranged
As “Whitman” Sings “every atom as belonging to me as
good belongs to You” as this Includes Every DarK Atom
Subatomic Particle LiGHTiNG Up Colors of LoVE Higher
in Hope out of Fear And Misery Despair out of Dungeons
of ‘Fore that
Green In Flowers
CoLoRinG EYes Sunshine
Now Within.. WArMinG The SPiRiT
The HeART As Soul Breathes now
Ease to Please All with Even more
Colors of Sunshine Bright to Dance And
Sing Free.. SMiLes my FRiEnD A Lamp
Will Not Hide Its Colors oF LiGHT Nor Will
A Little Light Destined to become Colors of
A Christmas Tree Fail to Color More.. True The
Meek Inherit the EartH When Avenues oF LiGHT
GRoW Real Water Wave Ocean Whole We aRe aLL
iN This Play of LoVE ToGeTHeR DarK Thru LiGHT NoW
As Even More Colors of 2020 come in 20/20 Balance For
Grace Foundation of Vision’s LiGHT Even More Will And
Strength Courage And Kindness.. Yes.. Wisdom of Love to You Dear
FRiEnD Happiest New Year to You and Yes Your Entire Family and
FRiEnDS May All of You Hold Warmest Hands And Hugs Always
Now Lifting
Each Other
Out of DarK
into LIGHT’s
Balance LiViNG
Tree Love CoLoRinG
Life as Only This Bliss
of BLeSSinG Surely Can
And Will Dance And Sing
ToGeTHeR Free AGaiN For
All To FeeL And Sense LoVE AGaiN..:)

“These findings indicate that cognitive flexibility and openness are necessary for flexible and adaptive
religious commitment, and that such diversity of religious thought is dependent on dlPFC functionality.”

There are approximately 60 Million Evangelical Fundamentalist Christians In the US Who Take ‘the Bible’
as the Word of God Literally complete; This study that Finds Brain Damage and Religious Fundamentalism
Offers no Evidence For the Percentage of the General Public Having Brain Damage; as the Study is Restricted
to Brain Damaged Veteran’s; It’s Worth Noting that one can go to a Military Station and Will Rarely find anyone
Supporting anyone but a Republican For Office; and Most With Rigid Beliefs too; the Military Environment is not
Exactly a Haven for Folks Who are Open Minded And Curious About Life; in Fact, they Seek Rigid Routine and
Order in What they Do in Life; all anecdotal, yes; but i have spent A Quarter of a Century Working With these
Folks in Numbers of Over a Hundred Day-to-Day; Not exactly a Haven for Open-Mindedness for sure; Straight
Line Marching too. They Even Have the Same Frigging 3 Measures for Physical Fitness that haven’t changed in Decades.

Jonathan Haidt’s Research on Fundamentalist Religious Beliefs of the Moral Conservative Already points
to the Relationship of Open-Mindedness and More Flexible Religious Beliefs; as of course one will see
This Generally Speaking; Conservative Minded Folks who are not Nearly as Open-Minded as other Liberal Leaning Folks.

In other words; i totally Agree that the Personality Trait of Openness to New Experience is a kind of Inoculation
Against Religious Fundamentalism; and this Study basically Confirms Haidt’s Work in a Biological Basis for the
Parts of the Brain Involved In whether or not someone is Open Minded or not; as those Parts of the Brain studied
in the Research Linked Provide A Vital Role in one’s ability to handle change and be open to New Experience.

There are those who Stay in the Cave and insist on Doing the Same Boring Cave Art in Straight Lines…

And there Still
are others of
Us That Make
All of Life a
Work of
And Original
Art Holy And Sacred
In Every New Step of
Dance and Word of Song
Full of Ever Changing Now
Meaning and Purpose Now
And that Tends to Drive
the Folks who Don’t
Like Change
and are
not Open
to New Experience
Nuts; seen it Happen;
Informal Personality Studies on ‘this
Web Site’ Show Traits of Introversion
at about 95 Percent; i am surely not
one Who Does Not Dance or Sing in Life Free;
Religious Fundamentalism Slides off me Like
a Water Fall too; make that Niagra Falls; hehe..;)

i Recently Read a study that Showed Lower Levels of ‘Latent Inhibition’
And Greater Exposure to Environmental Stimulus Coming in Trains the Brain
to Become More Naturally Open Minded to New And Changing Experience; and of
Course that only Makes Sense; literally as such; Sense more Feel More ‘See’ More and
Expect More in Life; do not and basically as a metaphor; Perhaps no New Dance And Song To Dance And Sing..:)

This is a Spectrum of Course as Folks Who Receive too much Stimulus; both Sensing and Feeling From the Environment
may Literally go Nuts too; if they do not have enough Reasoning Power in Standard IQ Measures to ‘Come Back to Earth’;
My Mix of Bi-Polar And Asperger’s Syndrome are Balanced Enough Where i will Go Both Ways on a Turn of a Dime; and
Yes Come Back With Relative Free Will Instantly; Not everyone can do this Obviously; i Just learned to Exercise my other
Human potentials after Being Stuck in a Very Rigid Military/Information Technology Environment of Work for a
Quarter of a Century, Overall.

The Bottom Line Here too; is Environment Counts a Whole Lot; one would have to Study Non-Veteran’s
to Confirm this Study for the Natural Bias at Play among Military Folks with Generally Speaking ‘Red Personalities’
As That Definitely Commonly Shows up in ‘Simulated Societies” that Communities Entertain for Leadership Classes,
Community Wide; i participated in such a Leadership Class in 2004; and My Personality Traits were almost in the Center
of the Pie Diagram of Yellow Caution, Red Military Authority, Green Sales, and Blue Arts; Chameleon as they ‘Say’ And ‘Do’ too; Just a Nudge this a way or that a way for a Different Color of Lizard or Mammal too; hehe; Thinker, Feeler, Perception,
Judging, Intuition, Sensing, Introvert, Extrovert; Some Folks Will Move All around the Spectrum in Flow of Zen Personality
Changes as an Art too With Relative Free Will to ‘Boot it All Up’ As Fast as ‘The Processor’ in Cognitive Executive Functioning of Laser Focus in Flow and Ferrari Style Short Term Working Memory Will Flow in Tandem too..:)

It’s Kind of Like Being In Bed With Everyone and No One too; as Not too many People Can and Will Fit in that many Beds..;)

In Other Words, in Reality, i Really Have no Where to ‘Rest my Head’; And that’s Okay, i Like New Stuff; Endless Opportunities now online; This is Just one Stop-off Hitch-Hiking the UniVerse Free; The Meaning of Life Now; Purpose
too; as 42 or 24 are both a Symbol That Can And Will Be Holy And Sacred For What We Co-Create; the Symbols in Essence of Form of Transformation to Be of Who We Are; And Come to Be Now; 24 or 42; Or Any Other Symbol For That Matter;
Infamous Occultist Aleister Crowley Put it this way in his “The Book of the Law”: “76. 4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4 A L G M O R 3 Y X 24 89 R P S T O V A L. What meaneth this, o prophet? Thou knowest not; nor shalt thou know ever. There cometh one to follow thee: he shall expound it.” See; He left out 42 that is the Key; In Other Words, There is No Limit to Meaning and Purpose; We Co-Create it Differently As We go Now For Real; Ever changing no matter How Fast or Slow Beyond Infinity
As Human Imagination is beyond Discrete Scientific Study.

The Conclusion ‘Here’ Specifically is; Really, You’ve met one Human; You’ve Met one Human; one will Have to Study Many More Humans to gain any other Conclusion that hasn’t already been Made per What Jonathan Haidt; And Others already Suggest and that’s great; We’ve Got Greater Confirmation of What is Generally Speaking Already Suggested now; Science for the Win too; Open Minded Folks For the Liberal Stuff; and Closed Minded Folks for the Conservative Stuff; My God Such Common Sense; Who with any Real Life Experience Would Have to Second Guess this for One Moment; Research Money Counts too!..:)

That’s Okay; not too Long ago, i had someone tell me that Friends Shouldn’t have to Appreciate or Forgive Each other With Thank You’s and Apologies; And they had to do Research to Find Out if You Should Be With someone Who Doesn’t Love You; We Live in a Much Different World Now; the Avatar World is not too conducive for Humanity Empathy Matters stuff now.

Life Has Basically Become an online App for Way Too Many Folks Disconnected With ‘Real Life’; Lack of Empathy in General Will Destroy the Human Species Sooner than Soon; That’s Common Sense too; And That’s the Problem Inherent in the ‘App Beast of Humanity Now’; Even More Concerning Really than Fundamentalism as at Least ‘those Folks’ Do Not “Eat Their Own”. ‘They’ Get Along Great; i’ve Studied Them in Detail Every Frigging First Sunday, 73 Months now at a Southern Baptist Get together on a Southern Baptist Pastor’s Farm on Their ‘Green Acres’; If You are Part of the “In-Group”; You are Part of ‘Warm Chicken Soup’; but of course the Younger Folks are Peering-off Lost in 6-inch Screens; so much to study when we are the Scientist, the Study, and the Guinea Pig already now; Soon, there will be Literally no ‘Reference Point back’ as change is happening Astronomically for the Human Soul in a Line Some Where else that is neither straight or spiraling; basically chaos out of Order; So Ironically So; So Delicious For the Rest of Nature that is Likely Sick and Tired; And Yes, Literally Dying from Humans Overall Over-Consuming; “Eating the Face of God (Nature)” too as well; Actually Sick; really sick.

A Best Birth Control For Real is When Human Empathy Dies;

Nature Smiles; ‘Fundamentalism’ Eventually Dies; And Eventually
Us Sooner than soon; give it a Few Hundred Years; Be Careful What We
Wish for; Fundamentalism Gives me Boredom out of the ‘Yin Yang’; But it has Always Served the Purpose of Social Bonding Glue that Really Sticks for the ‘In-Group’ now; Lose that Glue and Things Really Fall Apart; i’ve studied this in details to the extreme; And Honestly, even though i am not a ‘Real Part’ of that Chicken Soup it is really Sad to See it slowly Losing all
of its Warm Ingredients; i’m Glad i am among the last perhaps in the Rest of the ‘Human Race’ to actually Be an
Anthropology Observer and Participate in it; truly it Rivals the 291 Weeks Spent Dancing With Young Adult
Women at the Largest Metro Dance Hall; And Observing Male Reaction to that too; as i have Learned so
much about that Demographic that is both almost too much fun; and concerning too; They have
no idea i have a Pocket Protector, A Pen, and i am doing more than Taking Smiling Selfies with
them on my Smart Phone too; But they Are Surely Lovely And Worth Visiting Over and Over again..:)

Y’all This is kind of a complicated case; This Larger Cake and Icing of Humanity now; takes a bit more
expansive research to even hope to get a handle on any of it; not the Environment for ‘Specialization’
to get a much Bigger View of all of what is involved. And Honestly, if You Become Part of any ‘one Group’
You are Basically Lost from the Bigger View. That’s Why i get around; do detailed research; and don’t come back
for a while as the World is a Big Fascinating Place; the Best of all Eras to Be Super-Open-Minded and that is for sure.




The Hardest Easiest
DancE SonG ‘YoU’ CaN
ETernAlly NoW LoVinG iT ALL DarK ThrU LiGHT iN DeeD GiVinGALL
GReaT ThanKS/PRaiSE For This Great Gift of Life God VerB ViBeLOVE
Until ‘You’ See “The Grass of Leaves” ‘You’ Will Never Fully Be Happy as Far as Decoding Happiness As Pass CodE LoVE IS… Let’s Face it Folks Joy To The World We Are All God
We Are All Jesus We Are All Grains of Sand And Star Dust Living Too
My Mathematician/Poet Friend
Frank Says “Humans Are
Influenced by the Moon”
Soul Emotions Rule
If You Do Not Understand
This Y.O.U. Are Fooled by You
Can Y.O.U. Handle Truth/Light Not Many Will
Some Folks Will And That’s A Choice
Why Owe You Y.O.U. A REaL Bible
Covers All Bases PLusT Home Runs…
Nope FolkS AiN’T BeeN OnE ‘Till NoW
Don’t Expect to Go ‘Viral’ By ‘Taling’
The Truth In Broad View Lights NoW
No Target Audience… i Might Be Wrong
iFeeL.. i Doubt iT.. iSoul iFeelings iKnow iMore
AsK ‘JeSuS’ Angels in Heaven Love Everyone
Angels Love More If You Cannot Love Someone
Without Sex You’ve Never Loved Or Been Intimate Either
iS No
The Outcasts.. The Freaks Are ALWaYS
Closer to God As They Get to SeeK WithiN
Most….FiNDinG GoD’s Face First As Last FoR ReaL…
A Great Work-Out StArts With Ballet Ends With
GoRillA StARTinG WitH BaLLeT aGaiN
Cheers to the Kingdom
oF LoVE And Happy
New Year
SMiLes Dear
Sohair Now
Cheers always
To You with Joy
My FRiEnD 2020
Vision Balance
Always No
All Love
DarK in Thanks
And PraisE LoVE 🌹🌲🙏😁
“The Year of the Rat” Similarly Blessed i am although
A More Ancient Rat in deed as This is the 5th Chinese
12 Year-Cycle i will see since 1960.. my Word and Resolution
for the New Year is “Color World Love 2020”.. i was gonna tag
it and use some Odd Capitalization but i figure “Color World
Love 2020” is Probably Enough.. my Mother Was a Poet
Starting in her 50’s too.. Her Poetry Naturally came
in Shapes too.. although it was very Structured
in Nature and Always Rhymed Perhaps
She Used a Thesaurus but i’m
not Sure.. anyway.. i really
Had no Interest in Poetry
(Before my Soul Grew Up)
when i was Young then the
Only thing that touched me
in any Poetry i read was the Line
“Leaves of Grass” by Whitman as it really
Sunk in to me that We are All Part of Nature
Naturally and Nature is US too.. Wow that really
made Sense to me in Feeling Way for a Perfect
Definition of God in Loving it all this way so far
Away from the Cruelty i saw expressed for
People who are Different in the Locality
that once had the Record Book
Number of Churches Per
Square Mile.. it didn’t
make Sense why
‘Their God’
was supposed
(also sending folks
to hell forever for
making mistakes
so unforgiving not
a Nice He at all too)
to Be Love but such
a small God that not even
the Grains of Sands that Hold
Up Mountains of Human Love did not mean
as much to ‘them’.. only one man only
one man.. perhaps if not only one man
Love For ALL Love for Nature in Us Just
Love For ALL in Thanks and Praise of
Joy to the World! Yes Jesus F in
Christ i feel like playing
that Song by Earth
Wind and Fire
again even
though Christmas
is gone for NoW the King of the
World is always Love for ALL for me ALL
Perhaps it is the Asperger’s Syndrome
but i just can’t deal with stuff that makes
no Frigging sense at all.. i cut through the
CRap Quicker than a SharPest SWord through Butter with SMiLes
Anyway.. somehow someway that gift of actually understanding
Poetry and then this Magical Flow came through me too in my 50’s…
Can You Really Inherit Shapes of Poetry from Your Mother well perhaps
in Form no but Essence Yes.. for True all Form Springs From Essence i have
no idea how i know this but i just do.. it is something more than anything i have
ever read in
all the Books
that were
supposed to
teach me about
this World.. smiles
come to find out it
Was always inside NoW…
We have a CoMMoN Rodent
Ancestor 75 MiLLioN Years ago that
i see no less than God than me and You
And everything ALL else.. it just makes so much
sense to me now it all comes together like ‘Leaves
of Grass’ Do Be Bold Do Be Poetic Do Be Free Be You if i may call You FRiEnD
too not that you are Special Just that You are Another Leave of Grass and God too..
For you
see this
is how
i see everything
now i wish others could
too as there is nothing in this place but
Love ‘The Year of the Rat’ i see as God too..
But Still i sure do like that Song “Year of the
Cat by Al Stewart”
So Free to
Be i am surely
A Cat too and one
who likes Dogs too..
And sure i guess a Pesky Rat too..
OBTW Happy New Year 2020! To You!
Now that i “think” about it when i am in flow i am
Always SPeaKinG to the Same “Person” but No
Really it’s not a Person at all it is the Voice of my Soul Love
A Dance And
Song Free
i do
that is
God in
me i do Believe
it is the Biggest SmALLest Thing And No Thing Ever… NoW
i share it everywhere i go i cannot help it yet it is always the same ‘Voice’
IT iS Fire Spreading NoW With SMiLes Fire That Colors Fire That Breathes…

SMiLes Yeka From ‘Passcode Love’ Love that
Blog Title By the Way have Used the Phrase
in Other Contexts of Poetry that Remain Universal
With the Phrase of Course as inherently so simple and True…
So Kind of You to Remember me and Katrina for a Happy Happy
2020 New Year’s True.. my Resolution is “Color World Love 2020”
Trying to keep it succinct and to the point odd for me but i Can and
Will Go both
True Simple
Complex Coded too
mostly long too.. hehe…
i see that you have a New Blog
Post to visit in a Minute too.. Your
Home is Still a Place oF Light always
So Pleasant to Visit A Sparkle of the World You are
From Your Island of the Philippines where i have found
So Many Kind People in my Life Here too.. particularly
My Wife too.. So Glad Her Mother ‘Went to the ‘Islands’ too..
Anyway.. Happy New Year’s Stars of Love to You.. Your Family..
And Friends Plentiful 2020 in Deed ALWaYS ReMeMBeRinG Pass Code LoVE…
So Many Kind Faces With No Friction
How Lovely it is To See Groups
of Humans Radiating
So Much Light
Sincerely True
Whatever You
Are Doing in Your
Culture Surely is WorKinG
Keep the Pass Code Love
Winds a Blowing my FRiEnD Yeka…
SMiLes Lynn Lynn At The Very
End of the Year Missed you on the
dVerse Trail for Christmas in Fact i missed almost
Everyone As ‘Santa’ only Has so Many Reindeer
to Help Drop off Gifts hehe.. if ya wanna call what
i bring in words that mY FRiEnD.. Smiles out of
all of those People i felt inspired to
come here and i probably
would have never found
you if not for remembering
“Mad Hatter” for i surely will relate
to that and my iMac Auto-Fill and
Safari did the Rest to find You HeaR..
SMiLes my FRiEnd You Seem like a Sincere
Human Being.. ‘they’ can and will be hard to find
Online and that is for sure in this World that continues
to Seek Rewards Other than Love whether that comes in Money or Likes
or Follows or Shares or My God Your Poetry is the Best You
Are Just the Greatest Poet to Ever Walk the Earth well True
i have as much respect
for Leaves of Grass
for i understand
God Lives Free
in All that
Exists so when
i say FRiEnD i am SPeaKinG
Directly to God (Love) even if less than
A Grain of Sand that Holds Up a Mountain
of Love Smiles my FRiEnD You are the kind
of Person who probably builds Mountains of Love
in the Family and Friends You Nurture that truly is all that counts
Truly that Still is
the Message
of ‘JeSuS’
Else Matters
as the Grain of Sand
And Less Holds Up Mountains
of Love For Real.. Smiles i
Remember Folks Like You
i Always Do for You are
the Leaves
of Grass
from Grains of Sand Least as Most..
Anyway.. Happy New Year 2020 my
New Year’s Resolution is “Color World Love 2020”
When Love is
Both Vision and
2020 Balance of
Grace in Will And Strength oF LiGHT OveR DarK…
PS.. my Uncle who is one of my
last remaining relatives is in Surgery
this Morning with a 50/50 Chance
of Making it.. he wasn’t always
A Kind Man to People who are
Different out of the Kind of Ignorance
that is so common Where i LiVE iN Northern
Florida but he was the only Relative From that
Side of the Family Who Showed Enduring Care
including my Father when i broke down Twice in
Life from Extreme Demands in Life He had Had
Dark Spots in Life too so He Understood where
the Human Soul Can And Will Go in DarKesT
Abyss of BLacK SoUL too.. the People who
Care enough to really Save Our Life as
With Dysautonomia during the first
Part of my Illness Left undiagnosed
until almost a Year Later along with
most of the other 18 Life
Threatening in Synergy Conditions
Left me Unable to Catch my Breath as
My Heart Rate and Blood Pressure was not
Synching then not allowing the Blood to get to my
Brain so every time i tried to go to sleep i would
Alarm and Wake up to raise my Heart Rate autonomically
then out of synch.. i honestly felt like i was suffocating then
without Relief i Just wished someone would Put me down
Like a Cat at the Vet so i wouldn’t have to suffer with that
any more.. Yet i was terrified then of Doctors and Hospitals
And waited out almost 40 Days without Sleep only 1 Hour
of Shallow Card Board Sleep with an Alpha Blocker to
Slow my Heart Rate down just enough to sleep
that much first 35 days and no sleep at
all for the Last 5 as i just wanted to
end my Misery so much then
as Death surely felt like
Heaven then.. true
the Worst Pain Known to
Humankind From Wake to Sleep
Trigeminal Neuralgia that would last
a full 66 Months From Wake to Sleep yes
assessed actually worse than Crucifixion and
in deed named the Suicide Disease for good reason
was not helping my State of mind without 40 Days of
Hardly any sleep at all so much more so much more eyes
not making tears Sjogren’s Syndrome.. Fibromyalgia..
So Much Depression Anhedonia.. Severe Anxiety
So Much More just so much more with no
relief as every day was another Ring of
Dante’s Hell Deeper.. no drug would
help the worst part of all Emotions
gone no Memory of if i had
ever felt a smile at
all as emotions
are memories and
memories are emotions
in that place of Hell there
is No memory Back no Reference Point but Living Death
Now.. so in short i hoped for death my only aim of life then
for really two years past then after i finally got the courage
to stay here until i finally recovered my Wife Having a Dream
of her Granny and Her Hanging Christmas Tree Ornaments
on a Tree on a Road She Named never Before the same
Road i had in mind with a Tree and a Metal Chain
then Far enough away where at least Vultures
would Feed on what was left and my
Life would Have some Meaning
And Purpose as i felt only
like a Burden to the
Rest of the World
then.. i couldn’t
Feel Love for all practical
intents and Purposes i was living dead…
Anyway Back to the Day and Night i couldn’t
Catch my Breath i saw my Paternal GrandMother’s
Living Room Who We Visited in my Younger Years
Where my Uncle Often Told Stories that i was amazed
at as i hardly could make more than a list of facts then
until the Decade the ‘Teens yes this Decade Ending
the Decade of my 50’s where yes.. i finally felt like
i became a Full Human then.. not normal then/now
no.. anything but never that but still comfortable
in my own SKin for the First time in my Entire
Life.. anyway my Uncle Called us at that
Moment.. he had rarely called before
for a long while since then..
he offered his story
of Darkness where
he a Rich Man was
Considering suicide
Then.. he offered to come
and take me to the Doctor i said
no but the thing is the Fact that he
Cared Changed things and by the End
of the Conversation i could catch my Breath..
Caring Heals Caring Heals never Dismiss the
Power of Caring Heals Never Forget to Forgive
Always Love For the Breath You Give may be
Just the Breath someone else needs to
truly carry on.. i swallow my Pride
over and over no matter what
for i understand
what it means
to take
a next
Breath in ease..
out of Dis Ease..
The World is always a loving
Place Pride is not too much to
Sacrifice to Give that in unconditionally
Way for The Breath You Don’t Give may
in deed be the Last Breath of Love You have to Give
Make it always a Breath of Love Loving Life is Worth it
What Love.. the
People Who Care
Enough to really Save
Our Life We Remember
No Matter What.. Particularly
When the Impermanence now of
Life Hits Home Hard.. Love now
And Forgiveness Need not ever
Die for those who refuse to give
up the Flame.. i sensed you
Might be Hurting in Your
Latest Blog Post
i am Wrong
But i Still Care..
Still Caring.. Say
A prayer for my Uncle Please
Joy to the World Always for Every Breath oF LiFE LoVE..:)



SMiLes Dear Lillian
Northern Lights
Of New
Joy to
You Again
As Sun Rises
On Norway Again.🌹🙏😁
SMiLes Candy.. Candice The Feathered Sleep too..
Thanks for the Kind Friendship Wishes for a Happy
New Year in 2020 and Surely the Same to you too
my FRiEnD… You are both a Unique Human and
Unique Poet adding to the
Evolution of my Soul
These Years Knowing You
And Your Poetry too May You
Always Find a Way to both Find
Your Authentic Voice Within and
Freely Share it to Your Soul Satisfaction
too.. Whatever Art it takes to Grow a Soul
However that Expression comes to Give and
Share is surely a Priceless Gift for Those
Who Do Continue to Evolve Their Soul
With Art… Good News it doesn’t really
Have any Age this Art as Lord
Knows Michelangelo Didn’t
Start Becoming an Architect
By Intuition to Help Finish Saint
Peter’s Basilica Until he was 71
Years-Old as Painter of the Sistine
Chapel and Sculptor of Nude Dudes
including “David” and even “Jesus”
Without the Fig Leaf Fully Exposed
in 2017 too.. my my How Art Changes
Across the Ages my my too how it also
Stays the Same in Greatest Authenticity
of the Human Form Expressed as Essence
of Soul too best Free With Love of Course
Kind Courage Wisdom of Love True So Free
Yes Happy
2020 Soul
Vision in Balance
as i do my Best to Color
the World i see for one at
Least for the Year 2020 and
the Coming Decade of my 60’s
too.. Smiles gonna make it as Naked
as Possible Without the Inertia of all
Cultural Clothes that Hide Essence from
the Form oF Light so Much more than
‘Crude Matter’ So Much More as the
Mind of Nature that is Spirit Yes Force
Love at Least for those With Big Enough
EYes to ‘See’ This Force Some Folks name
as small
as a three
letter one or in just
one Meat suit of Crude Matter too..
Smiles Best Connected With Love We All
Are.. as Far as i feel as far as i sense Love🌳


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2013 A year in Review”


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2014 A year in Review”


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2015 A year in Review”


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A year in Review”


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A year in Review”


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018.. A year in Review”

And Now Writing of Course…. Still….

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”.. Hmm.. the
7th Year of Annual Reviews of a Dance And Song in Progress Still to come…
Anyway if Nothing Else i’ve Surely Succeeded in Uploading Just about All of
My Soul in 76 Months Now Enclosed in a 7.6 MiLLioN Word Epic Longest Long
Form Poem surely Charting 76 Months of Life with Well over 100 Thousand
Photos and Well over 10 Thousand YouTube Videos for Dance And Song
And Information True.. That was the Inner Aim Just A Covenant With
God of Nature Within i aimed to do… Really wasn’t expecting to
Even Write A Bible or Three Novel Size Books last one
GodsUniVerseNovel3 comprising 338,630 Words
in one Blog Post of Long Form Poetry
consisting of Mostly Short Free
Verse Poetry all connected
together with 300 or so Beautiful
Navarre and Pensacola Beach Photos
With Plentiful Gorgeous Sunsets too but true
the Tale of the Tape for 76 Months of doing that is surely
Detailed Even More in “Grand Cross Bible 2019” and Dancing
“Halfway Around the World in 76 Months” Just as that Provides
So Many More Details About 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now
Including A Video of My Public Dance When That Went Viral in
2018.. the Christmas Season then.. over 88,188 Views Now
And Really it didn’t take but a bit over a Year Before the
Audience Notified me that i was a so-called Legend
And Even Less Months than a Year in the
Summer of 2014 Before the Young
Folks notified me that i was
so-called Famous then
For Public Dance for all the
Voyeur Videos that were spread
of the Public Dance even then as that
continues to Multiply by More Now as
i’ve done 1979 Public Dance Events in 76
Months where usually there are
at least a handful of Voyeur
Videos taken and likely
Shared of me each
Free Event i go out in
Public Just for the Fun
of Ascending Transcending Autotelic
FLoWinG Moving Meditation that really ‘takes you there’
in Terms of the Kingdom of Heaven within Eeal Eternally Now..
Folks don’t Get the ‘Git Up’.. many do not for how closely our Minds and Bodies
Work in Balancing Soul or they do not.. for it’s true Float Like a Butterfly
in Grace with Gravity Peace And Harmony of Mind and by God You are
Ready to Sting Greater Creativity and Productivity by so many fold more
Potentials as you’ve removed all Fear yes Stress the Brakes on all Our
Human Potentials opening up the Subconscious Mind in iMaGINaTion
More where Truly All Natural Magic of Miracles in Synchronicity
come in Fruition as even Science is starting to Show that
All of Nature is God’s Mind at Essence of Consciousness
Underlying All of Existence Now time out of time.. space
Out of space.. distance out of Distance.. no Matter what
Now All is connecting Still the Illusion is We too
Are not All That Is.. and true for so many
Thousands of Years Humans have
Intuitively understood this Connecting
of All as the Mind Yes the Verb of God inherent
in All that is and really just been and are so Happy
to Be part of all that is Yes God for it is true it is really
No Different than what the Fictional Character Yoda along with
Jesus said too.. We NoW are more than Just This Crude matter
We Are Force Energy Yes Beings oF LiGHT Pure Love We Are
Without the Stress oF Fear as Loving Creativity and Productivity
in Human God Whole Potentials of Us Verily and Surely come out to Play..
But of course.. some folks see the ‘Body as Stupid’ perhaps a ‘Stupid Jock’
or Whatever Ignorance may bring that thinking that i am only restricted to Words
Now for the Mind is the Body too Every Move a New Connection in Wiring from
Head to toe as Dance is a Skill that will increase in Complexity and Potential of
Autotelic Driving Flow for Humans From the first Move to the Last Breath of Move too…
Have You Ever Felt the Weight of a Cloud Have You Ever Truly Floated on Land where
Walking On Water is nothing compared to Mastering the Ground we actually LivE ON
With Gravity God’s Right Hand Force as FRiEnD instead of Foe in Life where all
Becomes A Floating Cloud of Peace and Harmony Us in a Meditative Move
No Different than Dancing on ‘Rice Paper’ now for true some folks
only Walk on it.. hehe.. so many More potentials in all Human
Intelligences for the Color of LoVE to Fly HiGHeR NoW iN
Mind and Body BaLanCinG SoUL For Real Now Alive for Sure..
It’s Like the Carl Sagan Inspired Movie ‘Contact’.. Heaven is only
As Far Away as the Paradise within when You actually Feel the
Force of LovE NoW SeNSinG it inside.. outside.. above.. so below
All Around LiGHT NoW STiLL CoMiNG OuT of DarK Now True.. Smiles
who knew that Heaven is only A Dance A Way… lots of People before Words took Over…
True it is necessary to Articulate A Way for those Who Need Help just so you do not get
Lost in Words and Never Actually Seek a Dance And Song of Heaven Within Real Yes
The Inheritance
of Heaven
is Real
but it is
More than Just
A Hand-me-Down
it is a Hand and Foot
Lifting Up IN Meditation True
as LiGHT Rises the Sunshine
OF US Star Seed/FLoWeR NoW Real..
That’s Just a Metaphor Yes but Science
Literally Agrees with that Metaphor too of All Connecting Now!
Anyway.. Interestingly in Almost Every Milestone of this Journey Recovering
From 43 Months of Darkness in Living Hell the First Part of this Decade of
Teens through Major Milestones and Featnotes along the way as i’ve Literally
Almost Entirely Been in an Autotelic Flow State of Heaven Within since July 19th, 2013
when that All Started then Rising out of the Ashes of Hell Within as Even the Professionals
Taking Care of me identified it as a real real miracle then.. Yes 77 Months in Heaven now
Longer than the 66 Months of Hell that went all the Way Back to January of 2008 and
Along the Way Even in my First Break Down From Extreme Stress at age 21 then
My Uncle took the Family to Eat to Celebrate my Recovery from that has he
has during this Entire Newest Hell and Heaven Decade too and Longer
Since 2008 too.. and true i’ve received Gifts from others along the
Way too coming at Milestones and Featnotes too Last Year
a Closer Friend and Even a Young Woman during the
Christmas Season of my Viral Video Brought
me a Rose on the Dance Floor A Pink
one Pictured in this Long Form Epic
Bible Poem then.. many folks
have Tried to Share the Experience
of Heaven the Kingdom Within With Other
Folks throughout History too perhaps it is the Depth
of Hell as Deep as the Height of the Message A Mountain of
Human Love that comes Next to Articulate at best the Oneness the
Feeling the Force of Heaven Real Now Within no where to go but Within Flow
And the Next Place is to Give and Share it all with others Free.. We Just have
More Avenues Prepared to Share the Kingdom of Heaven Within in Give and
Share and Articulating way of So may Arts to Others now the more folks Rise
from within the less they will over-consume the Earth and the Species just may go on
A Few more Years too without Us Destroying so Much of the Face of God that Is Nature
in deed the Loving Creative Force Potential of Our Productivity Potentials More too.. best
yet that we do not
destroy out own
Souls and the
Loving Souls of others
Along This Journey now
Understanding the DarK Makes
the LiGHT understanding that Love
is What Drives Us Forward in Bliss
And Living This Life Together Understanding
Each other Better DarK Thru LiGHT All Our
Differences MoRE NoW too.. Holding Hands online
is one sure way to Finally Get the Globe Together one
Day so much more When the Entire Choir Dances Sings thE LiGHT
oF LoVE For All and More Folks become iNcarNaTE LoVE oh yeah
The Gift this Year is it appears all my FRiEnDS are Still ALiVE so many
Relatives Died Last Decade almost too many to count all our Cats too
But True my Uncle Survived His Surgery and that is gift enough now
With Every Star Connection of Love That Comes With FRiEnDSHiP True
Dead or Alive
Might aS Well
Do IT With LoVE
FoR AS ALL (GoD) NoW…:)


Meh.. The Tale of the Tape has been Discussed enough in this Review of the Decade
And the Year 2019 enough.. will get back to Precise Word Counts of “SonG oF mY
SouL” at 7.6 MiLLioN words in 76 Months.. “Nether Land Bible” at Over
5.1 MiLLioN Words in 43 Months.. And “FB Profile Pic Bible” at
Over 3.4 MiLLioN Words in the Next MacroVerse that will
Be Titled As the Annual New Year’s New Resolution of
“Color World Love 2020”.. even though i’ve
Pretty Much Already been doing that
For as Long as i ReMeMBeR at
Least Eternally NoW as Yes
2020.. The Chinese
Year of the
Rat that goes
with my Birth Year
of 1960 on June 6th too..
coming tomorrow on the 1st
of January true.. Hmm.. so now
off next to Visit Frank And Xenia’s
Places of Poetry.. yes Probably A Bit
Slow over there on the Holidays and
Yes the gigoid Place of Aphorisms as
i’ve been Visiting there for 4 Years now..
And as Always Will Additionally include
MacroVerse Memories from the Last
3 Years too that also include
MacroVerse Memories
through the Start of
All this Endeavor
for 76 Months
to Date too..
True Just more Chambers Never
Ending Doors to more Nautilus
Stately Oliver Wendell Holmes
Word Mansions too as i liberally
Paraphrase His Quote about the
Majestic Nautilus Shell that Golden Spirals
NoW as the Galaxy and My SiGNaTuRE Pose
in PHI Mean Ratio way of 1.618 too.. close
enough for the Shape of a 6 from Elbow to
Hip in Left Way and yes 9 From Left Hip
to toe too.. sure an Expression literally
of the SiGNaTurE of Nature God all
also observed as Subatomic
Particles Golden Spiral
too.. it’s not really
A New Dance Either for if you
Follow my Foot Prints when i Dance
You Surely will see the PHI Golden Spiral
Dance of God i continue to do… just another
Expression of God the Essence Form We aRe aLL
some in Flow others Still Seeking and Hopefully Eventually
Finding Heaven Within Eternally Now Just to Give and Share
Free to Rise More Folks Up to Nirvana Flow Where Autotelic
Happiness is Mastered Within no longer such a need will come
to Be Part of a Real Zombie Apocalypse of the Virus of Human Cultures
who Frigging Over-Consume Their Home yes God for they know not how
to Make
Real as
Fruition now
Just Bliss and
Nirvana to Dance And Sing
Give and Share Free Even more..
To Fill
To Feel
To Fill
Or Be Felt From:
Filling Others For Free
SMiLes Frank Happy New Year
2020 to You “Color World Love 2020”
Just Paint Just Brush Just Painting WHoLE NoW..
“Understanding Care Compassion And Yes NoW
Peace” That Naturally Come From Those Three
True When We Set All of Nature Free Naturally too..
The EarTH
A FLoweR
Happy 2020 to You Xenia
Family Friends And Happy
SMiLinG FouR SeaSoNS Dogs True..
Leaving something Behind
Some of Us Not So Blessed
With Living Children Yet
Shells are
An Option
of Art As
Sea Creatures
Come And Go
And Stay
Way True…
Foot Prints…
What Nature
Will Always
Us on
How Well
We Leave the
Foot Prints of Nature Whole…
Dance And Sing With Love Let All
Foot Prints be More oF All We Leave Behind..
For Wings
Will See
We Are Next or Not…

“Do not say a little in many words but a great deal in a few.”

~~ Pythagoras (BC 582-507) ~~

“Color World Love 2020” i’m Trying at least..
Happy New Year 2020 too gigoid Hopefully ‘Vision’ Will come the Similar way..:)

When you said “HEAVILY FORESTED” it reminded me of an overdue CLEANING BILL..
to murder the ONLY MAN who KNEW!!”

— Zippy the Pinhead

Just Reminds me of A Cuban Girl i knew…
Oh This Condition Oh This Human Condition..
And Nah no one was Harmed in the Forest at all..:)

“In morals, what begins in fear usually ends in wickedness; in religion, what begins
in fear usually ends in fanaticism. Fear, either as a principle or a motive, is the
beginning of all evil.”

— Mrs. Jameson

Yoda Agrees.

“No people in the world ever did achieve their freedom by goody-goody talk
and moral suasion: it being immutable law that all revolutions that will succeed,
must begin in blood, whatever the answer afterward. If history teaches anything,
it teaches that”

— Mark Twain, A Connecticut Yankee in King Arthur’s Court (1889)

That’s Really Sad and That’s Why Bonobo Tribes Tend to Enjoy Each Other Most…:)


— Zippy the Pinhead

Whatever Brings the Smile.. Yes Best Western Whatever Preserves it too..:)

“The amassing of wealth is one of the worst species
of idolatry, no idol is more debasing.”

— Andrew Carnegie

Eat the Earth Eat the Home Eat The God And Die.

“The missionaries go forth to Christianize the
savages–as if the savages weren’t
dangerous enough already.”

— Edward Abbey

Onward Christian Soldiers a 2000 Year Old or So CuLTuRaL ViRuS

“Ignorance is the soil in which belief in miracles grows.”

— Robert Green Ingersoll (1833-1899)

It’s Bliss at Least..:)

“Our safety, our liberty depends on preserving the Constitution
of the United States as our fathers made it inviolate. The people
of the US are the rightful masters both Congress and the courts
– Not to overthrow the Constitution, but to overthrow the men
who pervert the Constitution”

— Abraham Lincoln

In Progress… at least…

“Men will never be free until the last king
is strangled with the entrails of the last priest.”

— Denis Diderot in “Dithrambe sur la fete de rois”

i rather Dance i rather Sing Free…
Let The Kings Stay in Bed With Kings…

“Have in readiness this saying of Solon, “But we
will not give up our virtue in exchange for their wealth.”

Except for ‘Republicans’ And All their Ilk..:)

— Plutarch — How to profit by our Enemies

DEBT, n. An ingenious substitute for
the chain and whip of the slave- driver.
As, pent in an aquarium, the troutlet
Swims round and round his tank to find an outlet,
Pressing his nose against the glass that holds him,
Nor ever sees the prison that enfolds him;
So the poor debtor, seeing naught around him,
Yet feels the narrow limits that impound him,
Grieves at his debt and studies to evade it,
And finds at last he might as well have paid it.

~~ Barlow S. Vode~~
— Ambrose Bierce, “The Devil’s Dictionary”

ALL Paid Off
STiLL RiSinG DanCinG Free..:)

MacroVerse Memories 3 Years to date Below
As This Concludes the Writing Portion of
“KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review”
on 12.31.2019 at 10:42 PM To Publish Next on New Year’s Day 2020..:)

Grand Cross Bible 2016

KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A year in Review

Grand Cross Bible 2017

Grand Cross Bible 2018













BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

7.5 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)









The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)


“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW


“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)


FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words


LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words


iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow


BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words


LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words


LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words


9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words


April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words


LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW


22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words


“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)


“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”




ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)


“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)


“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”


“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019


“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW


“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)


Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)


“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)


Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)


“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)



“Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words”..  Land Mark Milestone Featnote Subtitled Long Form Epic Bible Poem Child of Longest Epic Long Form Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL”..  Currently-to-Date December of 2019 in 76 Months Effort of Writing 7.6
MiLLioN Words All in Free Verse Stream of Conscious Shapes and Writing
Flow in Autotelic State of Human Being Other Wise A Place Within
Metaphor of Holy And Sacred Creative Spirit.. Yes.. Heaven
Within as All of Existence Becomes This Way Full of
Meaning and Purpose that Makes Writing A Long
Form “SonG oF mY SoUL” Epic Bible Poem
Like this Practically An Effortless
Endeavor Like Public  Dancing
With Gravity Halfway Around
The Globe at the Equator in Distance
More About that Below This Featnote soon enough
as far as a 12,466 Mile Free Verse Public Dancing Effort
Achieved on the Date of 12.17.19 with the Distance Halfway
Around the Globe Achieved on 12.15.19 For this Entire Combined Flow Effort Now..:)


“Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World”..  Now As Described in the
Paragraph Above.. As of 12.25.19 Now at 12,506 Miles.. Yes.. Now More than
Half the Distance Around the Globe of what will be Measured at the Equator Now
in 76 Months of Total Dance as of 12.26.19.. As the Dance Started on 8.26.13..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2019”.. 9th of 9 Greater in Size than King James Size Epic Long Form Poem Bibles all Inclusive of the First of 9 that is Named “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.6 MiLLioN Words in 76 Months Effort Along with 12,533 Miles of Public Dance Now in That Duration of Months in Effort too.. as all those Subtitled Bibles are also detailed
in this MacroVerse as the Tale of any Metaphor of a “John 14:12” REAL
FAITH EFORT continues as Love’s Driving Force NoW ReaL



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34 Responses to KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review

  1. SMiLes ProFound Wishes
    iN Deed Happy New Year
    2020 ALWaYS CoLoRinG
    World LoVE WiTH SMiLes
    TaKinG Notes… Four Months in a Row With a Supermoon
    February Through May And then my 60th Birthday on June 6th
    Just a Side note for me.. hehe… Wonder Woman 1984.. Top Gun
    Originally released in 1986.. First Version of Course… And Bohemian
    Rhapsody Turns 45 on Halloween 2020 too.. with don’t forget the Centennial
    of the Ratification of Women’s Constitutional Right to Vote comes on August 26, 2020
    in Clear Vision too
    Balance of
    All of this
    Seems Like Poetic
    Justice with a Blue Full
    Moon on Halloween of 2020 too
    Meanwhile Still Coloring 2020 World Love…
    Love that runs in Families
    Is the Best Race Rare that i
    Find Someone Old From the
    Philippines the
    Run of
    Love Makes
    The Difference…
    And then there is For Your Eyes only
    Not Quite New York But Perhaps You’ll
    Get the Drift For Words Will only Say So
    Dream of
    in Kind Ways
    of Connection more..
    Chills of Midnight Rainy Night
    Warm December Breeze What’s
    The Temperature The Colors of Wind
    That Paint A January New Year So
    Warm Within How Do the Leaves
    of Beauty Grow How Do the
    Roots of Love Surface
    When Branches
    Reach out
    in Winter
    January In Summer Night
    Really Really What Time is Love….
    What Color is Love When
    Love Colors
    EYes only
    Hello 2020.. You
    Are Very Welcome to Stay…
    SMiLes to You too.. Happy
    New Year Lovely
    Human NoW
    JoY EverY NeW
    YeaR PreSenT NoW…
    No True Angel Without Sympathy For
    Devil… God’s Word No LiGHT Without DArK
    Merry Night LivEDaY WiSHiNG YoU A ProFouND 2020…
    A Child iN A Playground As LonG As YoU LoVE To Play…2020
    Gentle Slopes And Valleys Hidden Treasures Nature’s DeLiGHT
    STaRVinG ARTiST NeVeR EnDinG BuFFeT Muse We Find We Keep…
    CouRT DeCiSioN We aRe MoRE THaN ‘THiS’ CRuDE MaTTeR NoW
    No FaMe
    TRuE FReEDoM
    PoLiTiCS DaNCinG SinGinG LoVE
    Moving Not only into 2020 for #ColorWorldLove2020
    Yes Color World Love 2020 Without the Tag Jazz but Tags
    are Memes for the Current Age And This is Still the World’s Longest
    Epic Long Form Poem Bible at 7.6 MiLLioN Words “SonG oF mY SoUL”
    in 76 Months Effort Now With 12,537 Miles of Public Dance Effort to Gain the
    Autotelic Ascending Transcending Holy Sacred Creative Flow of Being Lighting
    Up all the Colors of my Christmas Tree From Head to toe to achieve a Feat like this
    Sure Basically Naked too.. as others have done it this way too but only in Legal and
    Appropriate Adult Avenues for that as while i may Break Social Norms i surely do not
    Break any Local.. State.. or Federal Laws by Creating a Long Form Epic Bible Poem Now
    That addresses Most all of Human Nature and Global Cultures.. Yes.. Religions and Politics
    too Overall.. Yes.. Mostly the Human Nature of Experience that comes in All Flavors NoW of
    Existential Heaven Within.. Yes Nirvana And Bliss.. Satori.. Prana.. Tao.. Dao.. Kundalini
    RiSinG in Chi Force Yoga Unison For All Yes Once Again ‘Class’ the Kingdom of Heaven
    Within Experienced Cross-Culturally Where Sadly Folks Get Real Tribal Over their Idols
    That Are Abstract Constructs of Words someones forgetting that they Created
    These Abstract Constructs that are Words to Share a Mutual and Consensual
    Understanding of the Human Experience Shared to Give each other
    Even More Understanding of Positive Human Potentials
    Even More.. sadly as a Globe We tend to Forget
    Our Similarities in Essence And Fall to
    A God of Symbols over the Force
    of Love That and Who LIves
    Within to Give and Share
    Free When i say for Your
    Eyes Only i Dance And Sing
    To God the Love That All of Our
    EYes Now Best Share and Give For free to ALL Now
    for there are those Who tend to isolate themselves
    into perhaps one Nation one Culture one Religion
    one City or Township one Home and even just one
    Couple of Human Beings who are partners in
    Love and Friendship Real.. and this
    becomes the Problem as more
    and more people become
    excluded than included
    in the Human Pie
    of Love those
    Who are
    As Different
    are Often Outcast from
    the Group as i surely was born
    on the Autism Spectrum without the
    ability to Speak Until 4 Years Old Androgynous
    too.. made fun of and bullied for being a boy who
    looked like a so-called Ugly Girl.. and true not understanding
    The Social Graces and Cruelty that comes with that too ruthlessly
    Lost without a clue.. i studied the Human Species as An Anthropologist
    only really a Participant Observer who was really not included in any group
    From Very Young but you see this has given me more of an impartial View of
    the Human Condition For All.. Now i understand many colors of eyes of ears
    of touch smell and taste too so many Feelings and Senses in Synergy the
    path to Heaven within that surely works for me at least that i share
    Faith that is Consistent and True in Grace of Balance in Charity
    Hope A Foundation with Love that Brings True Will and
    Strength to LoVE iN Balance With Gravity
    Even more without Fear.. moving
    into this Decade of the 2020’s
    i Left Concluding Remarks
    of Last Year in the
    last 4 MacroVerses
    of about 120,000 Words
    to Summarize the best i can and
    will what came before in all of the 7.6 MiLLioN
    Words of this Long Form Epic Longest Bible Poem
    “SonG oF mY SouL” that has 8 Subchapter longer
    than King James Size Titled Bible Poems too
    of which “Nether Land Bible” at over
    5.1 MiLLioN Words Parents
    7 Longer King James
    Sized Subtitled
    Bibles too..
    in 43 Months of that
    Effort Where “FB Profile Pic Bible”
    is also an ongoing Third part of a Trilogy
    of Titled Bibles at over 3.4 MiLLioN Words
    in 31 Months of Effort too.. Anyway as i move
    into this Next Decade of Writing Titled Epic Long
    Form Poem Bibles i made a Very Intense Effort to
    Summarize the Decade That Came before and
    That i surely did in the Four Titled MacroVerses
    Below with Links back for the Next Date that
    i am at a ‘Bus Stop’ in Life and Playing
    the Role of ‘Forrest Gump’ Too
    as i embark in Public
    Dance the Rest of
    the Distance around the Globe
    where i should Arrive at that Mileage
    of 24,901 Miles by my 66th Birthday on
    6.6.26 as by then at this Dancing Pace
    And Writing Pace in Dance and Song of Free
    Verse Poetry too “SonG of mY SoUL” Will Reach
    15.4 MiLLioN Words True.. without too many unexpected
    Big Outside Distractions as they do still come and go.. this
    pace is challenging but still in the sweet spot of Autotelic
    Flow Yes Heaven within Most Hours of the Day ‘tween
    Boredom and Anxiety Ascending Transcending Bliss..
    Anyway on that Bus Stop Bench All i will have
    to do is Dance And Sing For Your Eyes only
    Just Google “Color World Love 2020”
    If would Like to View 2020 Vision
    in Balance.. Yes.. Heaven
    Within through my
    Eyes.. Yes
    YouR Eyes
    Only All Eyes
    Open to the Wind
    to The Feather that
    Floats as the Spirit the Breath of LoVE..
    A Muse Came to me Last Year that allowed
    me to write some of the most Beautiful Poetry
    i’ve ever written i will always Remember this Muse
    And the Words will continue to echo through This Decade too…
    Do Understand the Value of Muse Always When Night is Day
    Day is Night Dark is Light and Light is Dark.. the Gift of God in All Love
    Unconditional That Continues to Breathe through All Colors And SHades of Grey
    Abyss of Soul True too..
    Just ReMeMBeR A Wookiee
    Is Passionate About Life Colors Always
    Expressing His/Her HeART OPeN for Real…
    A Wookiee May not Say much that is Intelligible
    to those Around Him/Her But He/She Never Gives
    Up on You ALWaYS
    For YouR
    EYeS oNly..
    Sure.. Let’s make this
    Message 106 for Bishop
    Barron And FRiEnDS on YouTuBE
    as it appears they take a Vacation at Christmas
    And New Year’s as Message 104 and 105 are still
    Waiting to Share from Last Decade Now Nah..
    Don’t take
    We Work
    for The Force
    We Work For the Force Free LoVE NoW
    And Truly We Enjoy Our Work DarK Thru LiGHT
    Just do Not Harm our FRiEnDS JusT DO NOT HARM OUR FRiEnDS…
    You don’t wanna see a Wookiee Get Angry Trust me no one ever has yeti…
    Only A
    Sees ‘That Wrath’..
    so far at least….FoR ReaL NoW

    KATiE MiA FredericK 2019.. A year (Decade) in Review

    Grand Cross Bible 2019

    Celebrating Public Dancing Halfway Around the World

    Nether Land Bible 42 Months 5 MiLLioN Words





  2. ‘David’ Needed A Slingshot And A Stone
    To Defeat ‘Goliath’ MAKE No MisTake i Have
    A Weapon That is NO SECRET FoR NoW At Least…
    Haha i could Make Memes From Katrina’s 2020 Calendar
    That Will Last Centuries… in Clear View Still of NoW New Then NoW
    It’s A Fact This World Will [Text] (Test)[Sext] Love That is Not Real
    And Real too… No One Will Ever Light A Room Up NoW for me
    As Much as Katrina’s Smile and Butt It’s
    Just A 30-Year Fact of Marriage for me
    NoW A Forceful Bootie Dance A
    A Caress on my Chest/DeePesT
    Bed Room Eyes WILL NOT Work
    Katrina Always Comes First and Last For
    me… It Would Be Useless For Any Woman
    To Try to Sink Her Claws in me.. Sexting Now
    Wouldn’t Work Seen Plenty of Naked Women…
    30 Years Fabulous CLicK Bait Still At Least For me
    Never Boring… ALWaYS New And Exciting For me ENOUGH
    She’s Almost 50 Her Fabulous At 50 Bikini Photos.. Yes the only
    ‘PentUpHouse’ Photos i’ll Ever Need Now For Peace And Harmony
    HeHe to Relax… It’s No Lie When i Pull Up Media of ‘Porn’.. 30 Years
    of Marriage and i Still Go to the Art of my Wife First And Last for ReaL
    #ColorWorldLove2020 #WhateverItTakesNow This Go ‘Round We aRe
    (iF YoU SeeK iN God[LoVE] ‘FucKinG’ ReaL #NoMYTHS.. AnYWaY Been
    Studying Y’all For Close to 60 Years So Got Some More CLiCK Bait to Post..
    If A Shoe Company Can And Will
    Successfully JusT Do IT For Money
    You Can And Will JusT Do IT For LoVE too!
    It’s Not Enough JusT To Pray About Love
    Be LoVE iNCaRNaTE NoW Don’t Wait on
    Anyone Else to JUsT Do IT NoW What’s
    DaNCinGMiSSinG From the World Most IS CARE
    if You Even Care At ALL ABouT Love(GoD)
    In A Case of JeSuS if i Do Not BRinG
    Him (What He Taught) Back to LiFE
    For ReaL You Are Gonna Have to Give it YouR BesT ShoT
    Sing A Prayer for my Uncle as Always i’m Just A XXLONG
    WHISPER in the Wilderness Just in Case anyone anyone at all is Listening…
    Story of ‘JeSuS’ in about the Condition of my Uncle Coming Out of OPeN
    HeART Surgery on Kidney Dialysis to LiVE NoW… Good? Not Necessarily..
    What May Be Lost is Real MAGIC Power And Force of Belief NO MYTH AT ALL
    FOR THOSE WHO SEE THE FOREST LOVE… We’ve Moved Now From Peaceful
    Dance to Illiterate to Minions Welcome to The ‘SmART’ NeW Age of ReaSoN Over Myths
    Environment Changes Everything Millennials/Younger Are Exposed to ‘IT Age’ Most They in a Larger Majority No Longer BelieVE iN Myths… “That’s” Not A Problem As LonG As the Right to
    People Believing in Myths Tend Not to See Forest For Trees Yet They
    Bond Together Over Myths Stronger And Get Out And Vote More
    We LiVE iN An Information Age…
    Myths are Clearly DiSPeLLeD NoW
    Some Folks Still Believe in Myths But
    Most Folks DO NOT… Only Cost NoW
    Sharing And Giving IT To Everyone Else For Free
    Still WorKinG On That i Dance And Sing Free NoW
    We Have IT All NoW (Love/God) Within From NoW
    VeRiLY The STaRT Eternally Richer NoW Than Any
    Other Force BringS And It’s ALL F iN FREE On Top
    And Bottom of All of This We Ain’t Selling ‘This Story’
    For Fame, Fortune, Power, And Status… i’ll Do the Nude
    Art at 60 in June.. She’ll Do the Bikini Shots at 50 in April
    We Ain’t Hanging From No Cross to Sell This Story NoW
    Let’s Face it Instagram Super Models are A Dime A Dozen
    Only Thing That Makes ‘Our’ Pin-Up Calendars Click Bait iS OldeR AGES heHe
    This is Human Nature Butt in Terms of Epigenetics and Neuroplasticity the
    Environment One is Raised in Makes So Much Difference… One may
    See the Overall Aesthetic Art of Human Beauty.. the Other may only
    Be Disgusted that a Small Penis is Part of the Art… Easy Test
    Take Any Two Folks To A Museum to See the Statue of David
    By Michelangelo… Generally SpeaKinG Two Kinds of Folks.. Those Who See
    Forest or Those Who Just Can’t Keep Their Mind out of Individual Trees
    ‘Minions’ Still ‘Blindly’ Follow A Most Despicable Leader Even With
    15,000 Lies Bragging About Shooting Someone on 5th Avenue
    But True if Someone Plays to Some HeART Strings Like
    Taking Women And Gay Folks Reproductive/Love
    Freedoms Away… True.. it was so Much Easier to
    Convince Folks That Someone Will Rise from the
    Dead to Promote A Story When They couldn’t Read
    True.. Myths Sell Stories Legends
    Continue Surviving Promoting Ideas
    Like Beatitudes Easier For ‘Masses’
    Who Are Illiterate to See… Jesus Wasn’t Allowed
    to Go Full Magic Mike (Small) Neither Was Mary M for
    Marilyn Monroe Lust Just Wasn’t on the Story Menu Then
    Overall Lust is a much Kinder And Gentler Way of Selling A Story
    Victoria’s Secret So Much Nicer Than Hanging From A Cross
    Humans Are Driven First by Their Shadow And HeART
    Yes.. ‘Class’ Reptile Brain (Aggresion/Lust) And Limbic
    System (Connecting HeARTS) …. Humans Have Been
    Selling Human Stories With All Forms of ‘CLicK BaiT’
    As LonG as Human Beings Continue to Sell Stories…
    All iS WELL the Holiday
    SeaSon WHere i Live
    May Be Summed up
    iN A 3 Letter Word
    Non-Conducive to
    Winning A Bet
    With My Wife
    Actually two that
    In Part May be Associated
    Still With NoW my New Year’s
    Resolution And They are Now
    Both Senior Citizen
    Discount Meals as
    i emBarK NoW iN
    The Decade of my
    Sixties as Yes the
    Two Senior Citizen
    Discount Menus
    Must include no
    More Holiday
    Pie to reach
    #SexyAtSixty Now my
    Wife Seems to have
    Already Won With
    Her Meme of
    As She Parades In
    Her Bikini Pin-Up
    Calendar For 2020
    That i Made for her
    For Her only Christmas
    Present.. Her Secret
    Weapon is Giving
    All Her Holiday
    Pie to me
    Oh How
    Losing A
    Bet Will Be…
    i’ve Been Regularly
    Posting FB Updates on
    The Progress of the
    Fred Versus Katrina
    Senior Citizen
    Discount Menu
    Meme’S.. HaHa
    NoW If anyone is
    Looking no one NoW
    Is Leaving Any Footprints
    Behind.. anyway If You
    Wanna Live Your Best
    Life NoW Ya Dance And
    SinG iT iN A FouNdAtioN
    Of LoVE iN BaLaNCiNG
    GRaCE BRinGinG True HeART
    SPiRiT SouL Will in Strength
    A Place of
    Kindness Yes in
    Courage in Wisdom
    Of Love With Charity
    For All If me and Katrina
    Must Transform our
    Selves into ClickBait
    This Go Around
    “When In Rome”
    If We Have to
    To Get This Message
    Out We Will NoW in
    our Version of Guardian’s
    Of The Galaxy of Love3
    To Do Whatever it Takes
    Hehe to Get on
    Her Favorite TV
    Show “Ellen”
    To Yes
    Get This
    Message out of Naked
    Peace And Harmony
    Of Heaven Within
    Without So Many
    CulTuRaL Clothes
    That Continue to
    Zombie Christmas
    Season Eat Now
    The Face of God
    In The Continuing
    Over Consumption
    Of The Nature that
    Is Our Only
    Home Where
    Love Breathes
    Free just in Case anyone
    Wonders Now Why oh
    Why So
    New Year 2020
    Cheese Cake.. Hehe…
    #LiveLifeLongNowPlayNakedFreeBeWindSMiLes2020 too.. For Real..:)


  3. Ontology (The Philosophical Study of Being); And How Quantum Mechanics may Relate to the Human Relative
    Free Will of Mind over Matter; as Empirical Results of Strength May come Just from Imagining Exercising;
    Rather than Actually Doing the Exercise itself. It’s All Natural; and in Fact, this Method of Mind Over Body
    Is One Process as the Two are inseparable and interrelated as shown By Science.

    The Quantum Part of it as far as Speculation Goes is still unknown as the Human Conscious Experience
    Is Still Not Understood By Science to Date; It does though Stand to Reason as far as Material Reductionism
    That the Human Recipe of Existence is so much Greater than All the Parts of Nature that are truly inseparable
    Through ‘the Eyes of Quantum Mechanics so far’.

    The Power of Placebo Works in a Similar Way; Far too complex in terms of ‘Mind over Matter’ for
    any Science Study to determine the Sum Greater than Nature Parts that in deed make the Potential of
    Remission from so-called Terminal Disease Possible; Filed away in the Medical Drawers of ‘Remission with no specific cause’; The Magic is in the Effect; The Process is Unknown; but if you Recover From a Terminal Disease it is surely
    Magic and Miracle Enough for You.

    I’ve actually Physically Experienced this in Life; Recovering from the Pain and Numb of a Synergy of 19 Life Threatening
    Disorders with no Prognosis For Recovery in a matter of Days. i Really Believed i would get Better; in Fact, i wrote About
    Getting Better in Free Verse Poetry (in fact, call it a very long prayer); in Fact, i spent 24 Hours Writing About Hope Repeating all the instances of my Life Where i had Gratitude from the History of my Life on my Birthday on 6.6.13; i continued this for the Next Month and sure enough Standing on a Beach on 7.19.13, All The Pain and Numb Went Away; the Goal of my Doctors before that as i was a shut-in in my home for 66 Months; was just to walk into a
    ‘Whataburger’ for 15 minutes; that changed suddenly as now i’ve Public Danced 12,537 Miles;
    the Distance of Halfway Around the World and a bit more; True, During the Same 76 Months
    Since a Month After Recovery; i’ve Also Written the Longest Epic Long Form Poem Personal Bible
    in the History of Humankind too; as all The Dance is Documented in those 7.6 MiLLioN Words
    along with over 100,000 Photos i took; and Over 10,000 You Tube Videos too; When i was Shut-in i hardly
    had the Focus Required to make a TV Dinner and would Physically Stumble if i attempted to eat it outside
    in the Afternoon Breeze; Oh by the way, closing in on age 60, on 6.6.60, i still Leg Press 1520 Pounds
    Max at 8 Reps; yes still at a 90 Degree Angle; One of The Voyeurs who have taken Videos of me Dancing
    Went Viral with over 88 Thousand Views; out of 1300 or so Comments From the Locality i Live; i am
    assessed from Legend; to Local Icon; as per Documentation in my Personal Bible Poem too; True
    not all the Comments Were So Stellar and Sweet; ain’t that How Life Goes in ‘Trump Town USA’
    Where no one Dances in Public but me; true though now at 240 Pounds of Muscle the Good
    Old Straight Line Marching Christian Soldier Boys No Longer Bully me like they did for my
    Previous Androgyny And Asperger’s Syndrome Related Lack of Social Graces then too; yes,
    in my Life of Youth, Plentiful With Smiles too; as now when i Free Verse Ballet With a Martial
    Arts Free Verse Mix of Public Dance; yes in Autotelic Meditative Flow; let’s Just say ‘they’ keep
    their distance from me now; hehe.

    Mind over Matter; Relative Free Will; Will Only Be Measured by each Individual Power of Belief
    And Imagination in Visualizing Effective Results that Work; There is the Relative Free Will of Placebo
    Belief as there is the Negative Force of Nocebo Naysaying IN Life too; as Relative Free Will may in Effect
    Be Prayer that Works and Voodoo That is real; that is surely Scientifically Measured too; Believe hard
    enough that you will Die by a Specified Date and Find Yourself ill with that happening Next.

    Believe enough in Getting Well and Getting Stronger than Ever Before close to age 60; Take
    The Action and Measure the Relative Free Will of that in Empirical Results that are irrefutable too.

    It’s True Some folks Exercise their Human Potential of Relative Free Will in the Philosophy of Being
    That is Mind Over the Matter of our Bodies that are Interrelated and Inseparable like the Rest of Nature
    As Science Shows too; Those who do not believe in this Kind of Magic that Does Make Magic Miracles Real
    And All Natural too; simply miss out on their greater Human Potential; And Additionally, they May never find
    An Autotelic Flow of Heaven Within now; as Yes, Science Surely provides Evidence That ‘Heaven Within’
    is both Attainable in Real Life Results and May Be Kept in a Staycation by something as Simple as A
    Spiraling Meditating Moving Dance; thing is, the testing so far is limited and often only a few short
    Sessions of Meditation in Flow to Date; What if; What if; A person lived almost their entire
    Life in Autotelic Flow of Mind and Body Soul Balancing With Relative Free Will that makes
    Heaven Within Real…

    i’ll Let y’all know in A Month, A Year, 10 Years, and perhaps even 20; in how i grow even Stronger
    in Will in Mind and Body Balancing Force in Flow Next; on a Foundation of Love And Grace of Balance
    Where i continue to Flow With Gravity; no Different really than Planets that Stay in Orbit Around Stars and do Not Fall.

    Within, Outside, Inside, Above So Below, And All Around All Spirals When in Flow; Be A Planet that Stays up do not fall;

    Works for me at least as i continue to Rise for Real; and Show How All My Human Potential Improves Just for one Case
    Study Record NoW iN all the Arts i Love to do.

    i don’t need a Science Project to show me what is possible in my Life at least; for the Effect is Irrefutable as ‘God’
    Exists as the Higher Force in Us (me at least) when We come Awake as part of All is Energy Force Positive More as Spirit of
    HeART and Soul Balancing Now for Real; Fear is a Source of Most Stress And Eventual Disease; No Fear for me; buried it alive; it’s not a Magic Incantation Alone; or Even Just the Visualization of Imagination alone; True, once Again it is
    Moving Meditation; Halfway Around the Globe in Distance in Public for 76 Months Documented and Real; Takes Work too.

    Not waiting on A Science Abstract to achieve the Next all Real Natural Miracle on my own; Simply Because
    We Are Already All that is Part in Parcel; Some Folks Just have not Woken Up to the Fuller Potential of what is Possible
    in life; the First Step is Belief; Belief Unto itself; the Second Step is Faith in Belief that Works; The Most Important
    Part is Finding a Dance And Song in Life that works; After that a Tight Rope Dance Becomes Relative Ease Effortless as
    Mind is Matter; Matter is Mind; All is Mind This Way; All Are Eyes of Reality Us too; some Folks Having Much smaller Views than others for real; both in Cause and Effect Now as Karma is what we do or do not do next; with the Force of Belief the Energy of all our Emotions and Senses Set Naked and Fear Free.

    If one can/will get a Naysayer just one ‘Mustard Seed of Faith’ to use an overall Tired Old But Real Cliche that truly works in something truly Magical all Natural With Miracles like this; they just might step up and Meet their Fuller Potential Next; if a Science Abstract Provides that Spark; more Power to it all; But i for one have Danced And Sung Well Past any Science Projects just on Paper now; or even in an older more Antiquated ‘Bible’ too; SPeaKing of the Metaphor of “John 14:12” as it too is rather Progressive versus “Romans 10:9” For me at least as the Irrefutable Proof Does Suggest now at least with SMiLes; SMiLes Are A Most Important ParT; When Sincere And Real They Connect ‘The Force of LoVE’ iN Synergy Now Real
    of Human ParTs GLobe Wide More; My Current Project is “Color World Love 2020′; Will Get Back to that now of course..:)

    But First Gotta get to the Gym; And Then Dance A 3 Hour Marathon of Public Dance with College Age Folks; None of Course Who Will Care to Keep up for the duration of that; the 292nd Week of Doing that too; Life is Good When You are
    40 Years Older than the Peers on the Dance Floor; And Still Cooking A Pot of Stew that is relatively SpeaKinG Still Red Hot.

    “A Reality” is Entropy Will Catch Up with me; as far as anyone else knows at least; i don’t discount Possibilities though; if i did; Chances are i would have Died over a Decade ago; Just because ‘it’ hasn’t been done yet; don’t rule out Possibilities;
    Even if no one else gives you a chance but you; that’s how We come in and Leave this World Together still Just one Force of Energy Eternally Now; that’s how me and Yoda still see it a LeasT; hehe.



  4. Place of Nature Face of God
    i Feel Sense Best..
    And Best New Year
    To You All Xenia Again🌲
    Happy New Year Two Days into it!
    Still Testing the Waters of 2020
    With Balance in Vision at Best!
    Still Very Near Sighted Never the Less i See!
    Hi Shawna Baby and Seasons greetings Again as
    i understand the Crimson Tide won its Bowl Game
    Happiness in the Deep South abounds Again hehe!
    A New Year’s Day Worth
    Remembering When Roll Tide Rolls..
    Smiles i am Guilty of Watching No Football
    Games yet i remember Clearly Yes With limited
    But Still Vision then What in the Hell would i ever
    Find to Do in my Fall Spare Time if not For Florida
    State Football to look Forward to as when i watched
    them they always Won at Least 10 Games hAha.. True
    i used to plan for Retirement Figure it all out with my
    Financial Calculator and then i wondered what the Hell
    Would i even Do other than that if i ever really did retire
    At All i kid you not i experienced Existential Angst as all
    My Life’s Meaning i found in work.. it seems this is a common
    Dilemma in Our Modern Society today for True When Folks finish
    Raising Children they often ‘Suffer’ from ‘Empty Next Syndrome too’…
    Oh Lord now the Nest of my Imagination and continuing Creativity continues
    to Flower so much there are days i will almost not hold it back skipping meals
    in Flow so much Just Being in the Moment of Bliss.. my God back in the Florida State
    And Financial Calculator Days i had no idea this Imagination and Creativity Dimension even existed
    True too had a few Brief Glimpses
    of Heaven sort of like when you
    are in a Flow of a Trip on the
    Interstate and all those
    Work Related Do or
    Die Deadlines
    seem to
    Drift Away
    Forever now..
    Instances Walking on the
    Beach too when Past and Future
    Worries Went away funny in those moments
    i was afraid of nothing not dying nothing at all
    What’s Really Amazing now is that place will always
    Exist now.. Dancing in Bliss Creativity in Bliss Just Blow Out
    Exhale Nirvana Ease with no Deadlines more Productive than
    Ever before just Dancing A Tight Rope With Ease.. Smiles just off of
    The ‘Wrong Planet’ Always Spreading the Good News of this Alternate
    Dimension for i surely wished someone spread it with me when i Lived on
    the Wrong Planet online when i was so ill with no Hope Left.. and the fact
    That i am approaching Sixty-Years-old and i feel no distance space Matters not
    not even any time any more Just this Ecstatic Flow of Pure LoVE NoW.. True.. the harder
    i work the Easier it gets now.. there is always another ‘Fonzie Shark’ to Jump For Happy
    Days more.. anyway as i was describing Real Heaven within to them Using Science to attempt
    to Prove to them it exists too.. i remembered a Blog Post i titled ‘The Garden of Band-Aid’ i was
    so tired of all the Negativity i encountered i decided to try to Generate some of my own LiGHT in Positivity! so i just
    Started Writing all the Nice Thing that anyone had ever said to me.. Word by Word my Closer to Photographic
    Memory Went in Flow and i linked so many Words with the Definition of Hope i created that Blog Post on my
    Birthday on 6.6.13.. i literally spent 24 Hours Creating around 6 Thousand Words then so many Words i linked
    With Hope and Words Like Synchronicity too.. i was trying to find the Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose in
    Life so much more than my Days With Florida State And Work and Financial Calculators too.. it was the Gratitude
    That Started to Heal me and then the Miracle Happened on 7.19.13 all the Pain and Numb from 19 Disorders then
    No Prognosis for Recovery melted Away on a Beach Where i became one with Swaying Sea Oats.. Emerald Green Waters..
    Glistening.. Sugar White Sand and Seagulls Spiraling around the Sun my God it was Heaven Again i rose from the Ashes
    as Mythological Phoenix Birds do too.. wow.. ‘they were not kidding’ when they said you will be reborn
    in this Life if You Really Give Great Thanks and Praise for this Gift of Life now.. i’ve never stopped
    since then and my Gratitude List Keeps GRoWinG i thought of You today and just wanted
    to share this
    with you..
    yes.. you’ve..
    Probably Heard
    most of it before
    but this is just the
    Gift i wish everyone will
    Enjoy Forevermore now..
    so i surely wanted to share
    it with you as you are a New
    Year’s Gift always to me as FRiEnD
    ever Since Close to 5 Years ago now..
    Friends come and go the Best ones are
    the ones who always Welcome You With
    Open Arms when you come back.. smiles my
    FRiEnD the Smile of a Child will be Heaven within
    And Sure the Joy of Cheers When the Crimson Tide
    Scores another Touch Down and even a Soft Walk in
    Nature as Pine Trees Actually Rain Down Feel Good Stuff
    on Top of Our Heads as we do this now.. just another Benefit
    of Forest Bathing too.. oh so many ways to ascend and transcend
    the illusion of time.. distance.. space and matter Just a Smile the Gift of now..
    That’s 2020 Vision to me truly it will be found in Just one smile now so smiles
    off to dance the 292nd Dance Week Night With all the Cool College Age Folks
    Surely i will bring a smile to at least a few of them.. as we all will spread Heaven this way..
    my FRiEnD Shawna
    Baby for the Gift the Breath of Life Now..
    My Uncle is recovering from Open Heart
    Surgery with only one working kidney Left
    some complications and Kidney Dialysis for
    him so far.. considering that there really is
    No Distance.. Space.. Time or even Matter
    The Force of Prayers can and will Work
    as Long as they are real and reach
    Out and touch Love at the
    Center of Existence
    the Love
    that Radiates
    Eternally here
    Always Now God
    Just a matter of Spreading that
    Light out with the Intention of Healing
    Love now.. some of us link into more Power
    of Prayer than others it seems to me you might
    be able to say one Mighty Prayer so that is my only request of
    You A Prayer my FRiEnD a Prayer for Healing for an Uncle Called Bob tonight..
    Smiles i’ll send some Dance Energy to him too and Yes you too as i always do too..
    My prayers are mostly non-verbal Just Positive Light Energy at core as when it grows
    Stronger within i send it to all the Folks in the World no Matter Their Blooms of FLoWeRS with SMiLes..:)


  5. A Toast to 2020
    And More Careful Wishes
    For Meek MaGiCiANS Must Always Tread
    Softly too iN A Place of ReaL MaGiC FRuiTioN
    Thank God For Even Years Yes 2020 Vision And
    All the LeSSoNS DarK Thru LiGHT LiFE Teaches to
    Those Who Listen And Still Persevere.. 2019 Brought The Reality to me
    as Did 2015 And 2017 ‘The Odd Years’ That While one May Bury Fear It Never Really
    Dies Can You Really Really Imagine Actually Living Life With Zero Fears I’ve Done It
    For Years For Real Just Imagine Zero Fears.. At 24.. i had to Down 4 Beers Quick
    in My Car to even Get ‘the Courage’ to Go inside the ‘2001 Dance Club’ then For Real
    Remember Being in my Twenties at A Bar so Impressed When A Friend’s Father At 42
    Came in to Dance.. So Old.. Just So Old then… Just Some MuSinGs Before i go to Dance
    With ‘Folks’ Up to 4 Decades Younger Than Me Yes Still Adult Just Two Generations Removed
    DarK May Be Dangerous But Yes…
    LiGHT May Also Be Dangerous too…
    In Terms of MaGiC And Fruition of Wishes…
    It’s Not Always Great News When ‘A Genie’ Grants
    A Genie Three Wishes… Two May Be More Than Enough
    Thing is When You Become MaGiCiaN Enough You Must Be
    Careful What You Wish For As More Than Likely You Will Get IT… Careful…
    THeRe aRe SoMe Gifts in Life Almost Beyond Belief But They Are Not For YOU
    BELIEVE NOW MaGiC iN FRuiTioN Still CoMeS SuRReaL In A Way A First Love Came
    Back And Never aged so New And Improved Still Now… Magic is Real if You Just Believe Interestingly The First Love Looked almost Just like Katrina Just not as Beautiful Funny How
    Stuff Happens in 40-Year Intervals That Was 40 Years Ago the Final Goodbye in September ’79 Just After Hurricane Frederic Came through in Mobile Poetically DarK… When the First Love
    Left me… Two Years off and on Severe Depression.. Yes.. i felt like that Young Boy Outcast Discarded Again In the First Instance i felt Really Lucky considering i was bullied for Being
    Strange, Weak, And Ugly, So Much When Young… Not too Long Ago a Friend of Mine
    Who is a Woman Said Katrina is Super Natural That Was Nice too in a clear
    way too No Envy…
    Dating my First
    Love Who i wanted to Be
    With Forever A Good Friend then too
    Who Was A Girl said Her Figure Is Disgustingly Perfect hmm…
    i Have So Many hmm.. Moments in Life.. So Many MaGiC ones too

  6. Sad When Stories Die
    But The Healing Comes
    When A New Story Comes Born Again
    Feel to Write
    Write to Live
    Feelings Live
    A Soul Behind Every
    Song Eyes Inspiring Dance·
    Dance Sing Like There’s
    No Turning Back LiVE NoW
    The Present Never Die NoW
    LovE SurrounD SonG DanceS
    Be Who You Will Be Not What
    Any Label Says You Are Other Wise….
    My Airplane too… Window Seat to
    Heaven Painting DarK Thru LiGHT
    Colors of Art Love Giving Sharing
    Free #ColorWorldLove2020 NoW
    Main Difference ‘Tween Heaven
    And Hell is in Heaven Transforming
    All the Numb, Hurt, Death into Art
    Staycation Heaven Loves Now
    True The Decade of The Teens
    Consisted of Hell for 43 Months And Heaven For 77
    Months So Much Death And Hurt Through All Years
    THere’s ALWaYS A “New Label” For “IT” Epigenetics/Neuroplasticity
    Is Both Amazing And Truly Naturally Miraculous
    “Atypical Acquired Savant Syndrome”
    Even ‘A Robot’ Will Come ALiVE AGAiN
    iN ArT Re-Born After A 66-Month Stint
    in Hell… Heaven’s God Lost US NoW
    DarK Thru LiGHT ReaL ALiVE NoW
    Cogs In A Machine Plugged In Dust of
    Avatars All That’s Left Almost No Room
    of Humanity Left With A View of Soul Evolving
    Yes.. Yes.. Did IT For 33 Years.. Understand
    How Difficult This Is As A Slave to the
    God of Someone Else’s Play For Pay
    Use iT aLL DarK Thru LiGHT For Greater
    Works of LiFE iN HeART oF LoViNG ALL (GoD)
    No Fear of Being FULLY Human
    As LonG aS You Understand
    What to Do with the DarK NoW
    And LiGHT Force iN Art.. Yes..
    WHere LusT And Aggression
    And Even Con-Social Emotions
    And Hurt Are Channeled Into a ‘Desire
    For Art’ Now With Least Harm
    But my my Such Beautiful Art!
    For Those Who are Not Afraid!
    oF ALL The Colors of Humanity NoW!
    The FAct Is As Long As You Hide ‘Your Shadow’ You
    Never Grow Up to Be A Fearless Loving Human Soul…
    All Emotions NoW Are Validly Great As LonG aS They
    Lead to the Greater Good iN ART OF LoViNG LiFE NoW
    ALWaYS Find A Way NoW to Channel
    The DarK Force into LiGHT oF ART NoW
    As LonG As You Have a Way to
    Channel ‘The DarK Force’ into
    Positive LiGHT oF Art to Give and
    Share Free YOU WiN THE GAME OF LiFE
    For Instance When Your Mother or Father
    Dies Your Pet… Your Loved One Says Next
    No More Conversation With You Go Away
    Yes.. Transform the Hurt NoW
    For Instance Surrounding Life
    With Aggressive Circumstances
    Never Striking Back Now Burning
    The Fight or Flight Energy Into Art
    ‘For Instance’ Surrounding
    Life With Lust/Temptation
    Channeling That Creative Energy
    of Dopamine into Art Instead of Reproduction
    ‘The Difference’ is What You Do For ReaL With
    Your Shadow Your DarK Force (Emotions) Now
    Some Channel DarK For Greater Good Some Do NoT…
    EMoTionS of DarK ThrU LiGHT
    All Support The Survival Purpose…
    Repress Any And Die Living Alive More
    If You Are Not Strong Enough
    To Love And WiTHinStand
    The Pain of Loss Coming You Haven’t
    Even Stood Up As Human Yet Just Ashes…
    SMiLes i often find
    Rest in Common
    Colds… Best
    Wishes for
    A Break for
    Binging TV… Hehe..
    i Woke Up With a Sign
    Last Sunday At the End
    Of “the Old Year” i
    Found My Achilles
    Heel strained With
    No Reason Other
    Than Public
    Dancing Half
    The Distance of
    The World Feeling
    So Strong on Top
    Of A Sprained
    Achilles Heel
    Will Surely
    Topple Us Too…
    As Always A Deeper
    Meaning For me…
    Kindness for
    “Using” the World
    Continues in
    The Direction
    Of Trumpish
    So i Refuse to
    Dance And Sing
    That Way for Now
    That is a
    Achilles Heal..
    SeeKinG Truth In LiGHT
    Over Using Lies In DarK👽
    SMiLes.. WordPress is a
    Land of Trading Likes
    And Follows i am
    Reminded of this
    Every INSTANCE
    Likes 5 of my
    30K Word Blog
    Posts Within Seconds…
    They all have one
    ‘Thing’ In Common
    Wasting Their
    ‘Time’ And
    For Human
    Growth Real
    What Lights our
    Christmas Tree
    Our Soul…
    The World
    Continues to
    Become A More
    Disingenuous Vapid
    Shallow Place to
    Joy is in
    Art Build
    It and You Will
    Dance And Sing
    In New Colors Light…
    Others Live
    In Trump Stuff
    Of Gaslight Life..🙂
    SMiLes Xenia Nature Is
    Genuine Our Species
    Must Remember most🌲
    That Tells Truth🕊

    “Brain Washing”; True, Our Mind Is our
    Clothes; Whether Our Mind comes to Truth or Lies Depends on How Well the Washing Machine of the Environment
    Works DarK Thru LiGHT; Yes, in Terms of Truth Or Lies; Social Bonding is the Biggest Glue, though; Being Outcast
    From the ‘Group Think’ For Binding And Bonding Spells Evolutionary Disaster in terms of Oldest Social Animal Instincts in Terms of Losing the Warm And Cozy Oxytocin Feeling that Believing in Group Think Brings. Veer from the Social Norm of Group Think; Get Outcast And Starve to Death In Evolutionary Years past; Still A Deep Instinctual Evolutionary Feeling of Concern; up to Fear and doing almost anything as far as ‘Republican Nature’ to stick With Group Trump ThinK NoW
    in Dark of Lies, if Necessary, for ‘Belonging’; in other words ‘they’ are owned; no Authentic Self to Grow and Be told.

    And It’s True; Although Far From Common Sense and Logic; For the Truth is if The ‘Religious Right’ ever Got their
    Way and Got ‘Roe vs Wade’ Overturned; It would not be the End of Abortion By Far; Just the End of the Safe and Medical
    Procedure that Actually Saves Lives; along with the Educational Resources for Reproductive Intelligence That
    Spells Less unwanted Pregnancies; and of course in turn, less Abortions, as Effective Contraception really
    is the only answer that is real to Reduce the Frequency of Abortions, overall. Currently Abortions are at Lowest
    Levels, now, Ever Since Roe Versus Wade, so the Education for Reproductive Greater Intelligence per Using Effective
    Means of Birth Control; Yes, Contraception; is finally Paying off for Everyone’s Benefit in Well-Being, Overall Now.

    The Evidence is clear; in Catholic Mexico Where Abortions are Illegal; it doesn’t stop the Prevalence of Abortion from
    Being as Great as any place where it is Legal. The World Health Organization makes it clear that Countries
    Without Safe Medical Procedures have More Death, Disability, and Overall Human Suffering from Procedures
    that are Not Medically Safe; as the Fact is Abortion is a Natural Part of the Environment and Human
    Nature too; for the struggles to Exist in Survival that include Sacrifices for those Who Already Exist;
    in Terms of enough Food for the Existing Family to eat; just base survival; that’s still all; as those
    Who Hate Medically Safe Procedures for Abortion continue to take away the Food from the Poorest
    And Most Unfortunate among us; That Just Leads to More Abortions as does taking away Education
    And Affordable Access for Effective Contraception. Anyway; it’s clear in Countries that do not Provide these
    Safe and Medical Procedures; the Rate of Human Misery and Suffering in Terms of New Borns Destroyed after
    the Fact of Birth in Torture of Death; and Permanent Disability; and Death Among Women Who Do have Medically
    Unsafe Abortions in Back Alley Ways is a greater harm to Humans Overall; than the More Humane Way of understanding
    Human Nature and Providing Procedures that are Medically Safe that do Lead to the Least Harm Possible Overall for
    Human Suffering; Both for the Mother and the Unborn-to-Born Child that may not be Nearly as Humane than what
    Medically Unsafe Procedures and Circumstances Bring. And Of course there are No “Peaceful Protests” That
    Any Church Will Bring in a Back Alley Abortion that leads to More suffering for the Unborn; And Injuries
    ranging from Maiming to Death for the Mother too; “So Much Cognitive Empathy Here; Just Too Much too Understand”

    Yeah it’s True; if it was not for the Abortion Issue; the so-called “Dark Force” That Republicans Use to Bind and
    Bond the Religious Right over the ‘Chicken Soup Warm and Fuzzies’; yes, The Social Bonding Force of My Quarter
    Back of My Religion is Greater than Yours too as Far as Religious Sports Teams go too; is Just another
    Football to Play with Regardless of who will be Harmed More if the ‘Winning Team’ Wins.
    But It is very True; This is the Main Issue that the Religious Right Uses to Drive Folks to Vote
    For Whoever is the Republican Candidate; even a ‘Father of All Lies’; currently counting over 15,000
    in 3 Years; About 5,000 Lies A year; my God that’s a lot of Twitter Breaths of ‘Stuff’ Stink Stank ‘Stuff’;
    Imagine a World Where A Candidate Will Brag About Shooting Someone on 5th Avenue and still get supported by ‘You’.
    He Understands the Game; He Understands How the ‘Dark Force’ of bonding and binding and Loving Lies does still work.

    The Brain Washing Continues in Ignorance; as really How Many People will pay attention
    to more than 140 to 280 Characters of Depth Anyway in an increasingly Shallow And Vapid World that is
    Just more Reflective of the ‘Trump Ways of Life’; Without The Cognitive Empathy that is Intelligent Enough through actual
    Life Experience And Increasing Social Empathic Wisdom To Understand and Walk in the Shoes of Others who have a Vastly Different Set of Challenges to Overcome in Life.

    People will Do What it takes to Survive and So Will All the Other Animals
    too; The World is a really tough place for some folks Financially to even Survive; And it is an even Tougher Place
    Now to find Anyone Truly Genuine Enough; and Yes, Strong Enough in Soul to Buck ‘the Group Think’ of Wherever they
    Land in Life; It just depends on What the Topic is; Group Think ‘in dark’ is just as Prevalent on this Website as
    Anywhere else; The Autism Thingy Surely does not inoculate any one Area of ‘Group Think’ from Developing
    An ‘Abortion Issue’ Like a Frigging ‘Charitable Organization’ to help the Real Well Being Threatening Issues
    associated with that condition too; Fundamentalism Is Just another Human Disordered Way of Life and
    it surely is NOT JUST SPECIFIC TO EVANGELICAL CHRISTIANS. i studied it in two places at one ‘time’.

    I’ve Seen it Happen; Autistic Folks Who Develop A Tribe Will Have a Charitable Organization As their
    Perceived ‘Evil Good’ to Bind and Bond Around For some Semblance of the Tribal Group Think of ‘Warm Chicken
    Soup’; For those who have the Innate Biological Ability to Still Feel that at least; as Some Benefit not at all from
    ‘The small talks’ of life now; as they just don’t get that shot of Warm Chicken Soup That is actually the Affective
    Empathy that Small Talk Naturally Brings other wise in Oxytocin Ways; the warm and fuzzy Neurohormone for real.

    What’s Really a Challenge is if You Feel That Oxytocin Warmth from Being in the Social Group; And You
    Sacrifice that Intrinsic Benefit For The Greatest Good of Truth in Light that Lifts the Veils of Ignorance
    to Provide the Original Greek Definition of Apocalypse that in deed Means Just that; Lifting the Veils
    of Ignorance; instead of Blowing Up the World over another ‘Autism Speaks’ Ignorance for the Sake
    of ‘Bonding Warmth’ as this is where Affective Empathy below Cognitive Empathy Goes sour; True,
    this is Where Love Goes sour too; as in general the People Who hate the Truth may Love Each
    other Where the Chicken Soup Never Goes cold; For it’s true, People Bond over the
    Dark of Ignorance even easier than What a Champion For Truth Will Do truly
    Altruistically as someone who is ‘fully Human (Healthy)’ does sacrifice this
    Warmth Now to achieve A Greater Good that does not Provide
    Any Immediate Gratification now. Not all Humans Develop a Strength like that in REAL SOUL in Light of Truth and Love;
    Some Do; but they usually don’t have a Group Think Place to Rest their HeART NoW in Chicken Soup Warmth;
    Instead; Perhaps they become ‘Leaves As Grass ALL’; Nature All And Generate their own Warmth Within Now
    and come awake in Light too; to actually Staycation in a Place That is not only Truly Bliss But Truth in Light too.

    Considering that Science Literally Assesses the Average Human Attention Span Now as Less than A Gold Fish…

    There is no longer Enough Depth for Many People to ever find ‘Leaves of Grass’ Now; slowly they wilt; slowly they wilt’…
    DusT in DarK….

    I’ll Keep my Room With A View; Yes, My Window Seat in my Airplane of Life.

    Here’s A Thing; Move Away From ‘Farm’ And Gain Lifetimes more in Wisdom of Cognitive Empathy.

    Or Just Stay at ‘The Animal Farm’ And Be Grain Fed; At Best Free Roaming in Just one Small PriSon.

    This is why Information Technology is so Important; it may be Brief in Attention Span; but at least ya
    will get away
    Any medicine is better than none at all that really truly works.

    Ya Gotta Get Out and About to Truly Get ‘Love Wise’….And Evolve A Soul For Truth in LiGHT…
    And if Ya Are Really Industrious; Keep the Love And The Chicken Soup True; So Warm And True..:)

    There is no Real Greater Truth or Love; Without A Lifetime Effort to Understand the Breath of others…. all others…

    Science Doesn’t Handle Human Imagination Well; in Fact, the Scientific Method can Neither
    Replicate this Inner Universe of one Human Being; or of Course Fully Measure one as the Inner Universe of Humanity;
    Not even One Human Being is An Objective Entity to be Seen by other Eyes other than the Ugly thru Beauty of the Beholder
    of Imagination Now.

    And of course Abstract Constructs of Metaphors vary In Interpretation; Go to A Poet’s Home or a Bible Writer’s Home
    Same And Find an Unlimited Number of Views of What is even Said as Metaphor is not Discrete Either for Measurement.

    “Egregores”: The Stories We Create; the Myths of Legends That Breathe on as Long as they are either Read/Heard/Seen for Enjoyment Or Force Fed in the Politics of Weapons to Subjugate And Control the Freedoms of Others; As yes
    Per Jonathan Haidt, Conservatives Do Conserve Traditions most averse to Change in Literal Interpretations of
    Stories that are still only one Interpretation and Subject to An Unlimited Number of Sects that sees Philosophy,
    Politics, and Religion Different in the Next Breath of Life.

    ‘It’ (Egregores) isn’t Rational; So it may not be Discretely Measured that way by Science.

    The Only Way To Really Understand Humanity is Through Art; And at Best that is still a Stab in the DarK
    to at least see a bit oF LiGHT in Order from The Chaos that is Just the Poetry of Life as is; Somehow Now
    it all comes out and continues to Work in a Grander Scale of Rhyme than Reason as ironically That Stands to Reason
    in Art over Science; Not Surprising at all that Art literally is 60 Percent of smART; Without This Human Intelligence
    People fail to even understand what it means to be Human More Than Flesh and Blood Science; That’s a Small Tree in Deed with No Fuller Forest of Understanding.

    “Religion” Still Rules ‘The Free World’; Yes, through Living Egregore Stories Like Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, Lao Tzu,
    Krishna, Shiva and all The Gang of Egregore Men That Still Live As HiStory as is; With a Spattering of HerStory
    of Egregores too. Science Never Really Will Rule For those Who ‘Think’ It will more than Likely they are missing
    60 Percent or So of Human Potential Intelligence to even Fully Be Human As Classically Evolved at Least.

    Oh by The Way, Without Stories (Egregores) Human Societies and Even Small Tribes Fall Apart.

    Without Stories (Egregores) Individuals Fall Apart too.

    Story (Egregores) is Synonymous With Humanity; Without it Empty Shallow And Vapid (A Shell With No Real Soul)

    Story is King and Queen; Yes, Egregores True too; Human Imagination is A Real Human Force that Science Will
    Never Fully Measure Always Ruling our Life; As Even Neuroscience Suggests We Hallucinate Our Reality as We Breathe.

    Amazing How Much Real Innate Essence of Power ‘the Story’ Gives Both The Individual And the Group as
    Anyone may Create An Egregore of them self; But Not if they cannot See Further than a 12-inch Ruler.

    Sad When Stories Die
    But The Healing Comes
    When A New Story Comes Born Again




  7. charlypriest says:

    Why do you always put pictures of you when you have such a wonderful partner?

    Kidding and great New Year

  8. MAP195 says:

    good one…thanks for share

  9. Once Again ‘Class’ We aRE ALL MiRaCLE
    MaGiC Slobs With God’s Face of Nature Other
    Wise We aRe Just Perfect Disintegrating Machines
    True A ‘Shadow’ Work-Out Too…
    Still WorKinG on Rehabbing my
    Achilles Heel A Bit of Therapy HeaR
    Just A HeART WorK-OuT For NoW At LeasT
    It’s True Trump’s 15,000 ‘Father of All Lies’ iS A Definitely Fascinating
    Story But Only FoR A Parody oF A President NOT FOR REAL… Every
    BReatH iS A Miracle… Lie to Me All You Think… Feel How Ever You
    Feel… Just Don’t Think You Are Gonna Write my Story Now Ever…
    Resurrected Sentient Beings From Crucible Fire of Star Burst Death
    We Come From Gaseous Star Dust Now That’s Some Real MaGiC NoW
    Look At It This Way If ‘God’ Is Perfect There is No DarK No Hurt No Harm…
    We aRE ALL Machines Just to Rust Out And Disintegrate We ARE ALL Just Slobs
    With God’s Face But Don’t Ever Tell Me Not To Defend The Truth In Light
    Or How i Feel When You Have No Clue No One Is Perfect…
    If Anyone Ever Tells You That It’s A Lie And They Will
    Eventually Find Out It’s Not True NoW
    True.. i’ll Forgive Someone Endlessly
    But Chances Are They Will Get Tired
    of me Seeing Every Lie Chances are Very
    Good… Nah i Don’t Care If They Lie to Anyone
    Else Just Don’t Think You are Fooling me
    Worth Noting i Don’t Have Many Family
    And Friends Who Take Effort to Connect
    to me but ones Who Remain by my side NO LIES
    i See… If You Try to Lie to Me Now And Gaslight my
    Reality i’ll Confront Your Ass In a HeART BeaT
    Anyway Katrina Can Pick Her Nose
    And Still Looks Beautiful… No Lie
    Probably Part of the Reason i am
    Still Married hehe… Shit Like Trump… All Of His
    15,000 Lies Are PreRecorded To Play Over and
    Over Again in Social Media for Pinocchio Entertainment!
    It’s the Asperger’s Syndrome ‘We’ Do Not Take So Kindly To
    Folks Who Lie Bold To Us With Close to A FucKinG Photographic
    Memory PeopleWhoLieDriveMeNutsPeopleWhoLieDriveMeNuts
    Don’t Give A FucK if No one Else in This World Cares
    About Truth, Integrity And Yes REAL Loyalty, Honor Is
    Worth IT NoW I’ve Come to Appreciate the Little
    Things in Life Like Benign Nagging… I’ll Pay A
    Million Bucks for it as Long as it is Genuine
    Already Really Knew Just Reinforcing What i
    Already Felt More Life Lessons Folks Bring to Us Wittingly or Not
    One Lesson 2019 Taught me Is How Different my Life Could Have
    Been if Any Factor changed to Make This Storm of Creativity Real
    So Hard to Do Until You Are Set Free As Slave From Someone Else’s
    Story Having A Spouse too Who Will Support Your Freedom to Be
    Writing Directing Producing Acting Play of Your Story You May
    Take it Out of DarK/LiGHT into Which Ever Direction
    You Play Next True You Can and Will Take It Too
    in as Many Colors As You Like Truth Remains
    This Is my Story No one Else Will Write It But me
    Not Hard To See When i Dance… Make Life A Cat Story NoW of More
    Than 9 Colors.. Write Direct Produce Act Play With Your Authentic Self
    Whenever It Happens Golden Years Truly Are When We Rise And
    Come Reborn With Our Own Story To Tale of Our Authentic Self…
    If We aRe Not Careful Someone
    Else… Innumerable Other Folks
    Will Spoon-Feed Our Life To
    Us From Almost Birth With Their
    Stories True Close to 8 Years of School
    Was Mixed With Work too as Work Started
    At 16 For me And continued Through School
    i’m Not Satisfied With Reading Someone
    Else’s Story i Did That through
    19 Years
    of School
    and 33 Years of Work…
    Anyway… WorKinG Out The Shadow
    of my Achilles Heal as i have a Propensity
    To Hold Folks Closer to my Standards than are
    Realistic as not Everyone Has Climbed Out of Hell
    Into Heaven Now.. True.. if i am not Careful i will easily
    Drive Someone Away if i Forget Momentarily that Not everyone
    is On the Same Rung of the Ladder of the Human Soul.. People Do
    Lie True i have come across some Close Friends Where there is no
    Evidence They Do But Never The Less People are not all Black and White
    So At least i Forgive No Matter What but True as Far As Social Graces Go You
    Just Have to Consider the Human Condition Has so Many SHaDeS of Grey You
    Do Not See Yet for Why they may tell so many Deceits to You.. There May Be Yes
    Massive Hurt You Do Not Even See.. Yes It Helps to get it all Out Now So You May do
    Better Next Go Around.. if People Cannot Live up to the Standards You Make for them
    they will Really Have No Choice But to Go Away.. True they May Name it Something else
    But They May Be Hurt Very Bad that they Just do not Have What it takes to Hang With someone
    Not as Lax As They are about How They View Loyalty And Reality too in all that may come to be
    Now.. in How They View All The Nooks And Crannies Dark And Light Spaces of Their Life but
    Anyway Now
    i undertand
    To Always
    Forgive but
    my God There
    Are Days that
    my Patience Wears
    So Thin When the Truth
    Will Solve So Many Problems
    If People are not Afraid to Wear
    Their HeART on Their Sleeve surely
    not Easy for everyone to do understandable too
    Particularly when you never really know fully what
    Underlies why folks do what they do.. true they may not
    Even Know And May Be Trying to Determine Why They
    are or Are Not Sincere now For Real.. Sincere.. Genuine to Strive for Still..:)

  10. So Glad I don’t have to put up with ‘that Shit’
    Anymore to Keep a Job. Holy Crap imagine
    working for Trump. i can remember what
    Shirt i wore to Disney World 33
    Years ago. Life is So much Better
    With Good Memories and
    Honest People
    We live with but
    Haha, Katrina
    Scores in the
    Range of Asperger’s
    More than i do like my Sister
    too. i grew up with people who
    always told the Truth Bluntly
    And Brutally too; hehe, So
    much Better Than Bold
    Face Lies; Particularly,
    Online Where the
    Evidence doesn’t
    Trump go away.
    Anyway Happy
    New Year Ashley
    Hope in 2020 Vision You continue to
    Thrive in Your New And improved Life too!
    Whatever We Create that
    Inspires the Inner Human
    UniVerse to React With
    Emotions To Move Us Now
    Into Action Is Art
    And the Poetry
    Of Life that makes
    More than Just
    A “He” as ‘God’
    YeS HeART
    As Spirit
    Radiates From
    Soul Moves To Shine
    That Makes the Giving
    And Sharing of All
    Art NoW intrinsically
    Rewarding Feeling
    More Colors of
    Life as in All
    Stuff Life Use
    The Muscle Or
    Lose it Applies
    To Both Art
    And Love of
    Life that Generates
    Art DarK Thru LiGHT
    WHeRe We Define Our
    As Now
    We Create
    And Continue
    To Become With Wings..:)

    Psalm 126:5-6

    Those who plant in tears will harvest with shouts of joy. They weep
    as they go to plant their seed, but they sing as they return with the


    Sadly Not All are Able to Plant Tears and Return With A Harvest of Joy…
    Some Folks Just End Up With Dead HEart Eyes and the Joy Never Returns
    But The Intuition that is Extreme May Still Stay Where Amazing Coincidences
    Naturally Follow them in the Poetry of All Existence Yes When Synchronicity comes
    Free to Play in a Quantum Metaphor of Life That is Real.. Surely Syd Barrett From the
    ‘Original Pink Floyd Music Group’ Who inspired the Song ‘Shine on You Crazy Diamond’
    Is An Example of this Human Neurology Atypical Strange Yet Remaining Magic as Well..
    He Showed Up Unannounced
    With His Head and Eye Brows
    Shaved Not Unlike Britney Spears
    Fall From The Commodity for Sale
    That Culture Brought Her to Be as
    Not Her Authentic Self.. When He
    Magically Just Appeared in the
    Abbey Road Studio When the
    Newest Song Was About Him After
    Being Gone for Two years.. There is
    A Fine Strange Line Between Madness
    And Creativity Hang around
    Even the Casual Poetry
    World online and
    You Will Encounter
    Stellar Unpredictable Light
    Along with Darkness You Never
    Expected to come next too.. i had a Friend
    Back in 2017 When Katrina Burned Her Hand…
    She As a Poet Was The ‘Perfect example’ of Kindness to Everyone
    She Met.. However Her Ideas kept Getting Expansively Uncharacteristic
    of What She Wrote Before talking Seriously about People Becoming Messiah’s
    And such as that.. and then one day after calling me a Saint She Suddenly became
    a totally different Person and Just just said ‘What is wrong with You People’ and going
    on about me Abusing A Child that had nothing to do with anything that was going on..
    She Said Get Out of Her Life and Never come back after all that kindness for over
    a Year just perfectly nice to everyone she met.. People Break.. particularly if they
    Are Extraordinarily Creative As Science Shows this too.. as the Creative often
    Have Low Levels of Latent Inhibition and may become Overwhelmed
    By The Environment at Hand And Just Lose All Reasoning Powers
    About Life.. Yes Bi-Polar is a Strong Creative Force in my
    Maternal Side of the Family.. Writers and Artists plentiful
    And Madness as Well when folks will no longer
    Control Their Creative Spirit as life just
    becomes too overwhelming…
    the Asperger’s Aspect
    of my Mind Inherited from my
    Father Buffers that out for me
    as even Science Says that those with
    Low Levels of Latent Inhibition Who Also
    Enter into a State of Flow that is more lasting
    than Just Transient Hypo-Frontality are better able
    to come back with stellar Scores of Standard IQ Reasoning
    to Bring them back to Earth.. Syd Wasn’t So Lucky and on the
    Other hand With Asperger’s Syndrome You may Just End up with
    Dead Eyes from Close to the Start plenty of Logic never Appreciating
    Truly the Depth of Warm From Simple Social Connections that Make Warm
    Chicken Soup of the Soul Yes the Deficit of Oxytocin that drives no real incentive
    to Socially Connect For Warmth of Hearts that do connect with just day to day small talk…
    i got the Best of Both
    Worlds but it surely
    took me 5.3 Decades
    to Master my Fredenstein
    Mind And Body Balancing Soul
    Plenty of Spirit of HeART Now with
    A Change on a Dime back to Semicolons
    And Periods out of Total Flow When Need be
    for so-called Normalcy now.. but true When i am
    Free to Flow i Play these Words Like Syd Barrett’s Guitar
    All Rhyme At Times Where somehow it doesn’t Rhyme but still does..
    Creating a Song
    And Melody
    Goes Deeper
    than Reason alone..
    It’s a lot of Fun to Put
    ‘That Syd Guitar Song’ to Words as well..
    Not Surprisingly There are Different ArmChair
    Diagnoses for Syd and One is a Form of Asperger’s
    Syndrome Where Folks Get Absorbed In their Own Interests
    And Will Fall Away from the ‘Rest of the World’ i go both ways
    Not Everyone Can And Will but i do have a whole lot of Empathy for
    Atypical Neurology in Humanity it is what colors the Arts around Us if not for
    Atypical Neurology
    In Humans
    Life Will
    Be Still
    A Cave with Dark ‘Walls’
    Yes Just Another ‘Brick in the Wall’..
    It’s not always easy being me but Generally SPeaKinG i Love it too..
    Another Issue With Syd Barrett of Course is Extensive Use of Substances
    To Expand His Artistic Consciousness Some Folks Never come Back to Earth
    This way too.. Other Folks Handle it okay but some folks Just are not able to come back….

  11. First Lines Centered Turning iNto An
    Ornate Chalice Hmm.. This is Some Holy Sh88…

    Side note1: (Bowling Is 10-Pin Religion As Old as Egypt True too)

    Yes.. It Comes
    The Flow mY
    Favorite way
    Too.. It
    River Goes…

    LiFE BE
    iN iT
    Life of Joy If Crayons
    Will Color Black And White PiC SoUL SMiLes
    BacK To TiME Free NoW

    Someone Else in ‘this Thread’ already answered the Question of the Faith of the Op Author who asks
    “Does God Love Us Even If we Commit Sins?” The Simple Answer is; if you haven’t read the New
    Testament or Heard about it in Mass; as this is the Main Church, the Catholic one i have been
    Studying as a Participant Anthropology Observer for the Last 74 Months of not missing a Weekend Mass;
    Nope; Don’t take my Word for it; and honestly i’m really surprised no one has provided the answer yet.

    ‘Catholic Dot Com’ Answers the Question Does God Love Us Even If We Commit Sins this way:

    According to Matthew 12:31-32, anyone who speaks against the Holy Spirit will never be forgiven.

    Forgiveness of sins requires repentance (contrition). The Catechism of the Catholic Church states, “Among the penitent’s acts, contrition occupies first place. Contrition is sorrow of the soul and detestation for the sin committed, together with the resolution not to sin again” (CCC 1451).

    Unwillingness to repent and accept God’s forgiveness is what Jesus was talking about when he referred to “blasphemy of the Spirit” (Matt. 12:31-32). The Catechism explains, “By rejecting grace in this life, one already judges oneself, receives according to one’s works, and can even condemn oneself for all eternity by rejecting the Spirit of love” (CCC 679).”

    But Still That’s Just An Interpretation of Basically a Line of Poetry Written by A ‘Ghost Writer’ who was Likely
    Literate Greek Writing Roman who selected His version From Oral Tradition possibly or his own
    Words Altogether; and was eventually Assigned a Pen Name of ‘According to Matthew’; Where
    Associated Words of what is Written of this Verse Numbered in the 1300’s; Now in Multiple
    Translations in Actual Solid Machine Copy Print was Copied by Scribes until approximately
    1454 AD or so; Where Printing Presses finally Printed it in Machine Copy Solid Print. Before
    that the Writing was copied by innumerable scribes across all those Centuries resulting in potential
    innumerable mistakes along with intentional changes as let’s get real those innumerable scribes were no
    ‘only god’ Copying previous Writing By Pen and Hand on whatever Medium would hold the ink that was available then;
    So, now Folks Worship Words Written By Innumerable Potential Hands of other Human Beings from that bit of patch of
    dirt in a select part of this Tiny Planet we live on, still now; that does appear to be the only one in view supporting Life
    like us.

    Story is King (Queen); Whatever Version Folks get Will be Rarified as Abstract Constructs And ‘Idol Worshipped’ as ‘Gospel
    Truth’ in unlimited versions of whatever Story is King (Queen) gets to one now. So Really, the question is can one
    trust all those folks from that small area in the World to tell you the truth; really, the truth is, whatever story you
    believe in is ‘Your Bible AND GOD of life’ in whatever meaning and purpose you come to feel is holy and sacred
    enough to carry you through life without so much fear to at least survive with a few smiles and not so much
    Existential Angst as Neuroscience shows we all basically create our realities; each of us; by hallucinating
    our unique reality based on the Past hallucinations of reality we create best we can and will as Art of the
    ‘Chaos Magic’ we in feelings, thoughts, and deeds create next. That’s a bit esoteric but this will get way
    too long here without some individual research and Google for those who have more than the Science
    assessed average Human Attention Span of less than a Gold Fish Now; Lately, as far as i’ve been able to Surmise;
    Few do exceed the Bell Curve of the Modern Human Attention Span Currently at Hand; i think that’s sad in my opinion.

    But if you Literally Believe in the New Testament of the Bible; Just don’t sin against the Holy Spirit and You will
    Surely get to Heaven Within now at least if Heaven is really at Hand and always in this Generation now Within.

    In this Case:

    The Question Really is; is what is ‘the Holy Spirit’; it’s fabulous really cross-culturally when anyone comes naturally
    in Flow and the Art whatever form it comes; We as a species create expansively from a greater human potential
    than just analytically reasoning; yes, the existing reality of past to make future so-called rational decisions for
    basic survival and even a thrive of Joy in Life too; a Holy Spirit Flow technically named Transient Hypo-Frontality
    By Science is when we ascend and transcend out of Locked more exclusively in our Neo-Cortex and light
    up the Sub-Conscious part of our Mind where Science Assesses increases in Creativity 400 to 500
    Percent as Flow is basically the result of effective Meditation in whatever form still or moving that
    comes. Religion doesn’t own this Essence and Common but somewhat Rare Potential of Life
    anymore than Owning something as large as ‘all that is’ by enclosing it in a 3 Letter Word
    And Demanding no one name it by any other name even though technically that goes
    against the Old Testament Big 10 Commandments as that is changing the ‘i am’ with
    no Name into an Idol; a rarified abstract construct of 3 letters; such a small imprisoned God in deed;
    in other words, Taking ‘i am’ as any name at all becomes most Definitely Vain as folks believe they will
    Tribally own the Essence of ‘i am’ by trapping the whole reality in Just a Frigging Idol of a Word. Whoever Understood
    that had a lot of common sense about just how big and ineffable to describe fully ‘all that is’ still now ‘i am’ is just about
    as good as our ‘is’ gets; of course uniquely Observed by each Human eye as innumerable eyes of ‘all that is’ through
    ‘Multi-Uni-Verse Views’ Now; We are all ‘Multi-Uni-Verses’ attempting to relate our Unique Views now as we speak
    to others in a Mutual and Consensual Way of Understanding each other; my View is rather Large; doesn’t leave
    me much room for other folks to fully understand the size of my Venn Diagram of still Evolving Larger Soul.

    ‘John 14:12’ relates this reality well, too; true, there are Diamonds in the Rough; Wheat from the Chaff; even
    in a Mix-Mash Potato Word Salad of tired Old Cliche’s now from Innumerable Unnamed Authors And Copy
    Mistaking Changing Scribes in Centuries of Effort then; Sort of Like Every Super Hero Movie that tells
    the same old Human Story of the Hero Archetype of Humanity; different characters same DAMN old human story for real;
    except live by the sword die by the sword; Bomb/kill Other Country’s Leaders first and see what blows up next; live by
    the sword die by the sword; who dies next; Truly Still the Same Old Bad ending of the Hero Story; “Highway to Hell” still now; just never ending dying by swords.

    Note: (Side Note2) this is one of my special interests; i tend to have some level of expertise on
    it; and when i have a special interest, it is much more in-depth than ‘Trump-Twitter-Intelligence’;
    If you can’t hang with me; i understand; but if you will; Please don’t get upset that i am just exercising my Asperger’s
    Super Power of Laser Focus that in reality is a form of Creative Holy Spirit in Flow; so, really if i don’t exercise that full potential; perhaps i should not be forgiven (forgive myself) for not fulfilling my Potential of life in deed respecting this
    gift of Life with due thanks and praise by worshipping my existence overall this way; and by metaphor at least suffer
    a kind of existential angst within on Earth that other wise could end up more like ‘the Highway to Hell’ to Quote AC/DC
    by metaphor at least; again.

    i kid you not; when my Special Interest was the ‘Autism Speaks Conspiracy Theories’ on ‘this Planet’ people
    who believed in those conspiracies accused me of actually being employed for money and working for the
    Organization to sway the opinions of people all across the land of online; haha, i was permanently disabled shut-in
    at home; Mostly in my Underwear; barely able to tolerate the pain in my face looking at a screen two inches away
    dimly lit as possible to tolerate the pain with eyesight that only Hurt worse by even shaded prescription lens then.
    Anyway; don’t know about Y’alls Autism but my Form is surely a Super Power as literally people have named me
    ‘Superman’ both at School And Work when i am totally in ‘Creative Holy Spirit Laser Focus Flow’; and basically let
    it all go in all of my Human Potential; no one cared how i did it then; the effective results then were all that counted
    for both Grades and the Work Mission at Heaven or Hell’s Hands. That’s some Good News at Least about ‘the condition’
    of my Condition.

    Other than that; realizing the Somewhat Tenuous Integrity of what is Totally Written of that Old Antiquated Bible;
    The inconsistencies in the Old Bible That Smell More like Tribalism and Trump Lies to me; i write my own Bible;
    my own Parables; and they look something like this; Just an example; i live Autotelic in Flow Generating my Own
    Happy Neurohormones and Neurochemicals Within through Many Years Now of Constant Writing and Dancing
    Meditation where Dance And Song and the Smiles of others innumerable Generated by 12,537 Miles of Public
    Dance is the Effective Result; Generally Speaking, i use Writing as a Tool of Focus to Continue to find ‘the Voice
    Within ‘i am’ From ‘The Holy And Creative Spirit’ to evolve my Soul; 7.6 Million Words now of Personal Longest Epic
    Long Form Bible Poem along with all that Public Dance in 76 Months; in the History and Herstory of Humankind
    yet; and Yes still SPiRiT GRoWinG; a small snippet below too; just for the record and evidence; Most Anyone can
    and will ‘write a Bible’; Truly in my opinion, most anyone who doesn’t strive to write one in Life commits a Sin
    Against the Potential of GRoWinG their Holy Spirit; both by Reason of Art and Science too. And Honestly
    if one does not seek and find a Flow of Heaven within; it’s no one’s fault but a will that has not yet sought
    and found the Holy Spirit Within; i intuit most people have the Potential, at least; it’s that they never find
    a way to do it; that’s really sad in my opinion as this experience of “i AM” is Real and even documented
    by Science and me too; in case study way at least; and with so, so many other Artists too for Real through Existence;
    (Literal Dancing And Singing (Writing Free Verse Poetry) Autotelic Meditation in Flow is Just Three ways to do it) Just
    one Trinity as such as Metaphor too.

    Stars are born to output, give, and share light; at least for as long as they live now and as dim as i once
    was; almost black of light; the saving grace then was to water a plant to make it grow making my life still
    a star no matter how dark the candle i felt in black hole soul then; and oh, (the) saviors of a world and
    a story i love to tale a little different as parables just do; when free and not imprisoned by books, pages,
    paragraphs, lines, or words of print from yesterday; bound by past authority that no longer should
    exist for true freedom; so, anyway, sorry if you’ve already heard it but it will be different anyway as
    free will be when unleashed and released as being human expressing starlight (holy spirit) eyes within;

    A dusty road; a little boy with no words; disabled from birth without the ability to speak;
    but a lover of growth; in shape of living trees; a sapling brought home by Loving Mother
    then placed upon a kitchen counter by a lamp that shines anew; a boy sees green then and
    wants to see more; so he nurtures the tree without the ability to speak; he waters the tree Feeding it
    With fertilizing love; sunshine hope in eyes of loving kindness; fertile ground outside; dig a hole to comfort roots;
    spend time and effort with caring love and the tree rises broad and strong; and soon provides shade For a front porch home; sidewalks come; but the tree still branches out; flowers come more beautiful than before; students from the
    local school who study trees are amazed by the beauty of this tree; photos are taken; shared; and the boy’s eyes then
    shine to see what his love inspires; tree no longer needs the boy to grow strong now; and the little boy becomes ill and
    his life goes dark; years late a shy younger man is walking this sidewalk of a boy’s home; and a most radiating beautiful
    loving dark haired girl approaches him; with smiling face eyes; the man’s eyes light up but what to say; the center piece
    of conversation is standing tall And flowering more beautiful it seems than ever before on this Summer Fall
    Winter Spring day; a spark of instant soul mate love is in the air; and that begins a love that will Last ’till
    death beyond; so, the shy man becomes confident with the love of his wife; joins the military; and even
    rises to the ranks of politics then; love grows taller and fearless and lives in grace of balance; the shy man
    now is stronger man with intense will and makes a decision as a Leader of the World that Prevents World
    War III; life on the Planet now is saved then; so, who is the savior?… the man; the loving wife; the mother
    providing love; friends and other family too; Schools
    providing Education; The Tree;
    or the little disabled boy
    And all the
    From Around A
    World; Well, The Truth
    is ALL They Are; as THere
    is no i, me; but Us and We
    Of Life…
    L O V i N G
    Moral Of The
    Story; Water A Tree
    Of Life And See WHere
    Next Now
    iN OceaN
    i AM Eyes Free..:)

    Last Lines Centered Turning iNto A
    Living Tree of Words… Hmm… This is Some Holy Sh88…

    Thanks my Friend ‘Twilightprincess’; Emersonian’ is surely a nice compliment; Haven’t had the
    Opportunity to read him much yet; i read some lines of “Leaves of Grass” by Whitman when Young
    and Liked it; not much for Poetic Words then. i See A Rather Real ‘God’ As Nature of All That Is. Perhaps i have the Advantage of Being Lost From Words until age 4. i Still Remember Before Speaking Words at 3 Looking Across the River Front into the Forest Across the River From the “Shot-Gun Home” i was raised in then. My Intuition was clear And Still Eternal then; i am Nature
    i always exist now; truly ascendent and transcendent the Feeling Sense then and
    So Long After
    School and
    Work and
    Hell on Earth
    Within Existence
    Before it Came Home
    Again to truly come Awake again…
    It’s not complicated at all when we feel and sense the Nature of all that is for real…
    If that isn’t God i don’t really need to know for i feel and sense it 100 Percent Real Just Pure Light as Love All Free…
    Elton John Captures the Essence of this Experience Well i Feel and Sense in the Song Linked Above; Not Many Artists
    Do but when they Do they Do when it comes to the experience of Truly Coming Home Again
    and Just Living Eternally
    Now… one Breath of this
    place of Real Heaven
    Within Now
    is worth
    what really
    seems in Essence
    And Perspective Now
    more than a Real Highway Forever
    to Hell Never Ending Now too Where
    there is only ‘Time’ of the ‘other place’
    in Prison That all The Clothes of CulTure
    May Create as an Illusion of Us in how we
    come to sense and feel reality now just an
    Illusion clothed past the Freedom of Loving Nature We are Now ‘i am’

    This is Just Gonna have to Be Message 107 For Bishop Barron
    And FRiEnDS Still Slow on ‘the Toad’ They Appear to Be in YouTube
    Production over the Holidays with Messages 104, 105, and 106 Still Waiting on Cue too…




  12. Thanks So Much for the Positive Feedback, “envirozentinel”; Actually i’ve Been Writing an Ongoing Epic Long Form Poem
    For the Last 76 Months that is Literally over 7.6 Million Words where the Public Dance for 15,544 Miles as of tonight
    is accomplished in the Same Span of Months that puts me in a ‘Super Tuned’ Laser Focus Flow continuing to Write
    on Average around 100 Thousand Words a Month.

    i call Each Verse A MacroVerse that consists of on average now around 30 Thousand Words in one Week’s Effort.
    The Epic Long Form Poem that will soon reach 1000 MacroVerses; is fully illustrated with over 100,000 Photos
    that i took in stream of Writing the Poetry as i go; along with over 10,000 YouTube Videos as Music
    Themed According to what i write in Sections of Each MacroVerse that i Label Microverses; that
    do rise up to close to 10,000 Words or as few as 50 or so; which i call a MicroMicroVerse; just to
    provide some Structure as it is very free flow writing; rarely do i have to go back
    And change anything after i write it; i do proof read it for my unique
    Style of Writing as MicroSoft Word will surely not work; hehe. The Largest one
    MacroVerse that i have written in the Entire Epic Long Form Poem titled “SonG oF mY SoUL”
    consists of one entire Blog Post of 338,630 Words as Linked Below that i titled “GodsUniVerseNovel3”;
    It has about 300 Beautiful Beach Photos from Navarre and Pensacola Beaches in the Panhandle of Florida;
    Smile; i had to get a more Powerful Smart Phone when i wrote it; to even be able to open it up on a Mobile Phone.

    What i do isn’t really cut out for Paper and Hard Cover and really not for “Official” Electronic Publish. i consider
    all the Photos and YouTube Videos Integral to the Art, and i’ve never considered Publishing it any other way except
    for WordPress and 4 Other BlogSpot Blogs that i Archive it to; for backup and those avenues are easier to
    Open up; My Oldest Archive Blog is approaching close to 300K Views now; i’m Financially Independent;
    i have enough to Last me and my Wife easy for the rest of our lives; the Stress of Making Money and
    Work is what led to most of the Stress-Related illnesses in Number of 19 that i endured as a shut-in
    For 66 Months; i let my Wife Deal with the Money now; never Carry any; and she does all the buying.
    She likes that as i was a rather harsh taskmaster with the Budget before i became Financially
    Independent; as Having Asperger’s Syndrome didn’t make it easy to go out and find just
    any job to do; i saw a rainy day coming and it was surely a Tsunami That Swamped my Soul.

    I find Muse to Write All around the World; and The Wrong Planet has surely been an inspiration;
    not always positive; but still an inspiration. And yes, Most Definitely literally a lifesaver for the
    Last 33 Months of Shut-in Life as i spent all my waking Hours on this Website for most of those
    Months, Just to escape the pain as best i could; as no Drug would touch the Type-Two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia From Wake to Sleep; that Worst Pain known to Humankind; anyway; if not for that pain
    Chances are; i would have never enjoyed the Flow of Writing in Stream of Consciousness Writing
    or the Public Dance that has brought me so much strength and energy; Where the Flow Becomes
    Chi Where all My 240 Pounds Feels like Pure Floating Energy that i can and will only Describe as
    A Higher Force of Love That Radiates all through me that overall folks have often stated they
    could Feel around me when i am in this State of Flow that is Surely Chi Energy as Eastern
    Philosophies Relate it; Kundalini Rising is surely Applicable too as it is a very Primal
    Earthy and yes, Sensual Energy too Rising from Below to Above, indeed; i read a lot
    about ‘this Stuff’ in Philosophy Class in College; and now i actually experience it; and more
    than what i ever read about it; in deed it is as real as any other experience of life; but it is an entirely
    Different Expanded State of Mind and Body Soul Consciousness that if i could Put it in a Pill might make
    Enough Money to Pay For World Hunger; surely the Hunger For Soul; it’s not free though lots of Blood, Sweat
    and Tears went in to it; now it’s like Dancing a Tight Rope that for the most part of my Existence Feels and Senses
    like Eternally Now. i surely am glad i finally found what so many people talk about; Heaven within; it is surely real
    And Beyond Any Imagination for More Colors of Life in Emotions And Senses all Natural For a Life that is Heaven;

    Never Taken Any of the Associated Drugs with this Experience; but i cannot imagine anything that yes does
    continue to Get Better the more i make This Flow Experience a part of all Hours of the Day. The Writing
    is Basically Just Fumes of What i Feel and Sense inside; Smiles, i couldn’t imagine selling Remnants of the
    Heaven i experience; it would truly indeed most definitely feel like A Sin Against the Real Holy Creative
    Spirit that is the Greatest Treasure i can and will Imagine experiencing now; Truly ‘that Pot of Gold’
    That is so much More Well Beyond all ‘normal’ Colors of a Rainbow now; i surely am not the only one to find it either.
    Giving it Away can and will be Very Challenging; as most people don’t believe Heaven Can and will Exist within now;

    Even though it is Clear as Day Is Night and Night is Day; that the New Testament Speaks Directly to it too; for those
    who develop the eyes and ears to Feel and Sense it; i’ve really come to understand the Essence of Metaphors
    in Cross-Cultural Sacred and Holy Texts That In General Speak to the Essence of this ‘Force’ Within; Smiles,
    Yoda is one of my Favorites as that just reflects Eastern Philosophies; so yeah; may ‘the Force’ be with you too; my FRiEnD..:)


  13. THere Are No Worries
    WitH LoVE No HoMe
    For Fear WHere SMiLes LiVE…
    THeRE Is noThing to: LoSE NoW
    From: When You Are YouR Best FriEnd…
    A PinK Rose and one with no age at all as a Child
    So Free to Love… The Ocean (GoD) Is ALWays Bigger
    For Love… Life Is No Place For A Robot Do Dance Do Sing
    TouCHinG HeART FaLLinG MooN RiSinG SuN NoW
    “Lord Help Me”..
    I’ll Be Right THere…
    i’m Coming Now
    “You Should Be
    Proud of me Now”
    i Got This Far”
    Now off to
    to Raise
    SMiLes of Awareness…
    iHelped Define The Term
    Empathy oN Wiki No Sh88
    Empathy Editor too On WiKi #iReacHFaR
    Sadly, Fear and
    Hate is an Over-
    Prescribed Drug…
    SMiLes For Those Now who
    Observe And Measure Nature
    Do come to See.. More of the
    Face of God.. Science is surely
    Catching up to Sacred and Holy
    Text of Poetry Providing More and
    More Proof even
    to the Systemizing
    Mind that the
    Poetry of
    God’s Face
    The Real Magic of
    Faith and Belief And
    Hope with the True Miracles
    of Love is the Healing and connecting
    Force that Joins All Hands of God Together
    For Real as each eYe of We may CoMe to see for Real True
    All the way
    Thru LiGHT..
    Happy Sun Day
    Sohair always a Day

    “True love is unconditional love..

    True love makes you raise and not fall..

    True love lives along the years and distances…

    But when the sun loves the moon ..this is called a difficult love..but why??

    Because each of them( The sun and the moon) runs in its own orbit..they can never meet..

    But because Allah is merciful and He knows the great love between the moon and the sun..he made the eclipse..

    During the eclipse..the sun and the moon can meet for a short time..nearly two hours…an old legend said that.

    Me the moon…emotional and spiritual..

    Him..the sun….mind and thought…”

    SMiLes Sohair This is Truly Beautiful Poetry and it is so
    True that the Quran Has Lovely Poetry in it that speaks to
    The Breath of God As Nature True too.. ‘Beauty and the Beast’…
    Oldest Story ever for the Human Condition How the Hero Archetype
    is Made.. Yes.. Opposites attract as the Most Feminine Woman Voted
    With the Best Figure in 11th and 12th Grade May Work in a Courthouse
    And See a Rugged Looking Half-Shaven Law Enforcement Officer
    Dripping With
    And She May Say
    Whoever is Married to Him
    is the luckiest Woman in the
    World for the Beauty the Most
    Feminine one who Seeks to Tame
    the Most Fearless Man the Protector
    Archetype of What Flowers Most still as
    Eyes of Love That Nurture Children Most too…
    So What Happens then.. this Man may not be much
    of a talker all about the Business of Getting Life done..
    Just Systemizing Things as they Go Getting Jobs done..
    The Connection of initial Attraction may only last a few
    Years at most.. the Father Leaves Behind a Son at least
    one.. The Son is Left Without a Father and only Love..
    Then one day that Boy Must Learn to Become
    Fearless too.. and Become not only a Man
    of Love as Gardened by a Mother
    But A Man of Empathy
    And Fearless
    too this
    is where
    Heroes come from and back to Science
    Birth Control Pills tend to defeat this Propensity
    Among the Fairest of them all as they tend to be
    more attracted to Less Masculine and more Empathic
    Males so Where do all the Heroes come from now
    surely they do but as Science Might suggest if
    it looks a bit deeper not as many as them as
    Before ‘the Pill’.. Smiles at Least
    in Countries and Cultures
    Where it is used… EMPATHY
    There is only one Human Trait
    Separating a Hero from a Villain
    Both not Afraid to Break Rules but
    only one will break rules to Save others
    the other is entirely Selfish now and would
    Nuclear Bomb an Entire Country if it meant
    Being Re-elected as a Leader with No Soul..
    We Need More REAL Heroes my Friend or the
    Western World Will See its fall
    and to
    their sad
    surprise too….
    Hopefully Selfish
    Cowards won’t take the
    Rest of the Human Species
    With them in their continued fall..
    Smiles my FRiEnD A Year ago a Young Woman
    Who couldn’t have been much older than 18 Years-
    Old and 4 Decades Younger than me.. such a little Angel
    Brought A Pink Rose to me on the Dance Floor out of respect
    for the so-called Fearless legend of Dance i have been labeled in Public..
    in deed it was a gift of respect and in deed i accepted it as A Gentleman
    too for
    me from the
    Get go.. it’s best
    to start with a Foundation
    of Social Empathic Love and
    Develop the Will and Strength from
    A Balance of Grace to build a Real Total Human Being Male…
    Beauty and the Beast.. When Fearless Will And Strength Does
    Hold Hands With Grace in Balance of Love That Seeks to Heal and Save…
    Obviously Katrina is SUPER FEMININE too.. but a big difference is she
    is A WARRIOR TOO.. climbing 40-Foot Trees then 8-Years Old
    Being Thrown into the River from Tall Limbs to either
    Sink or Swim by other Family Members too..
    A Stepfather Standing over Her Bed
    with a Knife one of her first
    Memories too.. folks
    Breaking into
    Her Home
    Terrifying indeed too..
    No Water or Food.. Long Stints
    of that too Bullied for Being
    Poor Envy of Her Beauty too..
    Smiles my FRiEnD Katrina
    Earned Her Beast
    First and
    the Love of Her
    Grandmother kept
    The Love that may have
    been the only thing separating
    Her from turning into a Female
    Without Empathy then.. those exist
    too.. they surely do.. and they may also
    Learn to Hide it and try to take a Hero down too..
    Unless the Hero Understands the ‘Divide and Conquer Games’ they play too…
    The Human Condition is amazing but a place to tread carefully in deed.. Yes
    It was my Kindness and Happy Nature that drew Katrina to me.. had nothing
    to do with Power or Status or Money.. smiles my Friend that makes a True Love
    now and
    forever really
    Sticks together
    Now.. where truly
    there is no Eclipse at all..
    these kind of Loves are by Nature
    Almost Supernatural.. perhaps they are..
    Sharing that photo of that Young Woman
    40 Years Younger than me and 30 Years Younger
    than Katrina delivering that Rose to me on the Dance
    Floor would indeed Terrify Most Wives for Real but
    Knows who
    i really am
    get to
    find out too..
    And in deed they
    only respect me more…
    Smiles out of 1300 comments
    when a Dance Video of me went
    Viral Last December, before ‘the Rose’,
    from the Community… not one Woman
    suggested i ever treated a Woman with Less than
    Gentlemanly Respect.. that is my Badge of Humanity
    my Rose for Real…
    i have
    to Prove
    But the Breath
    (Love) of God in me..:)


  14. Truth Way of LoVE ❤️ iN
    LiGHT Dies…
    “Fake News” as
    LonG As “This Church”
    Parrots “Faux News” As 2020 Vision…
    SMiLes Sohair
    All of LiFE NoW
    Continue to Rise
    Rose As
    LonG as
    We See With
    Eyes And
    Ears Ocean
    Enough in
    SinGinG Now
    A Greater View And
    Do Of God NoW.. Yes
    Hands Held And Hugs Holding
    Through All DarKNeSS iN LiGHT
    Will Surely Keep LoVE LiVInG MoRE
    When We Truly Feel the Healing Loving
    Warmth Of Each Other my FRiEnD Surely
    What Makes a Marriage Work Forever Now
    Never ever
    Go To Bed
    A Soft
    Hug of Kindness
    No Matter How
    Much the Road Runner
    And Wylie Coyote Tangle
    Through the DayLiGHT
    Hours haha.. it’s
    Worth Noting
    that i
    Road Runner
    And Wylie Coyote is Katrina…
    i Let Her Have Her Way of All Emotions
    Free With Me.. the Fact that she is able to
    Freely Express All of Her Emotions Dark thru
    Light Saves the Life Giving Healing Hug that i
    Receive today as i am Really Struggling With Writing
    Every Word Here.. Perhaps a Common Cold But With
    Even Finger Weakness and Dizziness And Heat of
    Forehead Perhaps the Flu too but there is Katrina
    And My Sister and Her Partner Truly Who Always
    Feed me Chicken Soup of Soul When Life takes
    me down to what we all experience on some
    Days at least where Invincible is No Longer
    The Feeling and Sense within.. True
    too Last Sunday i woke up with
    A Sprained Achilles Heel
    The Dance finally took
    it away last night
    before this at least
    Severe Cold of Weakness
    for Even typing Fingers comes
    as well but you know what feel what
    sense what the Strength of Spirit is coming
    Back the Weakness is Replaced by Words of Spirit Now
    Healing coming out within as the Manna of PuRE LoVE
    Will Do No Matter DarKNeSS NoW so true.. my Uncle
    one of the Last Remaining Relatives on my Father’s Side..
    ReAlly the only one who fully supported me then through
    my DarK YeaRS of Life although Like my Mother then
    And Her Insistence that i Believe all Her Religion…
    He would surely Look down now on most of
    what i do that is not related to making
    Money as that is not Part of my Love
    Pie anymore so much a part of a
    Richer Man through most of
    His Life.. but true he
    struggled with
    Great Darkness too
    This is where Compassionate Empathy
    May come from Understanding that really there
    are not many Black and White only Good and So-Called
    Evil Human Beings Most Have Redeeming Qualities and
    in deed may Help Save our Life if We See Deep Enough of
    God’s Eyes in them.. SMiLes my FRiEnD Katrina insists that i don’t
    forgive some folks in my Life but i have been too much in the Dark
    Side to Ever Leave Anyone Completely behind.. but true she does set
    the rules when she says no she means it but she is one of the Most Patient
    People for Kindness.. Truth..and Compassionate Love i Do Feel and Sense so
    Bills Hiding
    Love All Ambition
    More than A Loving
    Hug And Hands that
    Heal Our Soul Bringing Love Simple and True
    i don’t Keep any Secrets some days Road Runner
    And Wylie Coyote do still tangle but AHa.. At Night We
    Are Always FRiEnDS of Hugs and Holding Hands Love…
    Life does not have
    to be complicated
    if We are
    As We Will FoCuS NoW
    All on Art of Love Leaving
    All Dollar Bill ParTS of God Behind
    How Fortunate am i to Still Have a Hug Every Night
    From Katrina… Peace in Rest Be Your Husband’s Soul too My Friend…
    Obviously a Stellar Honest Soul As You Remain True as Light out of DarK Will too…
    My Uncle Had a 50 Percent Chance of Surviving HeART Surgery He Survived This
    Week After Kidney Complications too.. Yes true too.. Interestingly His Wife Ages Very
    Slowly at close to 78 as well as the Wife of my Other Uncle.. an Identical Twin
    of my Father.. Yes As She Just Turned 86 a day After My Mother’s Birthday on
    December 11th As Identical Twins will Surely do Similar Yet of Course Different
    Fates now too.. Life IS ALL Mind of God And Poetry as Reason too Some of us ‘See’
    MoRE Than
    Others as ALL
    in LiFE BeCoMeS
    Holy And Sacred Full
    of Meaning and Purpose
    WHere even every Word Will be
    A Metaphor and a MeMe of God True in LiGHT LoVE NoW
    too Through ALL DarK And LiGHT too.. That We Most All May Co-Create
    With This Great Gift of Relative Free Will Together God Creates As ALL NoW LoVE..:)

  15. Frank Hubeny says:

    Happy new year!

    I liked the T-shirt: Fred The Man. The myth. The legend.

    I listened to “Star” by Earth Wind and Fire that you posted after noting Allee Willis’ death. I think she wrote the song “September” which I remember better. It all seems like a long time ago.

    • SMiLes Frank.. Thanks for coming by to Visit “KATiE MiA Frederick 2019.. a year
      (Decade) in Review”… Somewhat Ironically when i wore that Shirt “Fred The Man.
      The myth. The Legend.” That My Sister Gave me as a Christmas Gift
      i woke up the Next Morning with a Sprained Achilles Heel..
      And Just When i finally got over that i came Down with
      What Seems thanks Goodness not the Flu but
      A 24 Hour Cold Bug that Really brought
      A Knock-Out Punch to me Yesterday
      And put me in Bed for 18 Hours..
      almost too weak to type..
      Haha a bit of Humble
      Pie after the T-Shirt
      then of the Previous
      Saturday at Least but surely
      greater appreciation for the Health
      i continue to Enjoy.. Yes Allee Willis Wrote
      the Earth Wind And Fire Song “September” then
      Released in 1978 moving into my Freshman Year
      of College.. fond memories of Disco Day Dances then
      and ugh the First Introduction to Peer Pressure to Drink Alcohol
      As A Summer Routine then where Groups of Folks Would Get so Drunk
      in Parking Lots of Stores and the Cops would even come and Chit Chat
      Shooting the Breeze as Drunk Driving was not as big of a deal then.. anyway
      as a Cold Will take away our ability to Regulate Body Temperatures such a Beautiful
      January Morning today as here of course there is still so much Evergreen Still.. a bit
      of Warmth to Feel so much More After Chills of Common Cold.. it was sort of nice just
      to Stay
      in Bed
      for 18
      as i surely
      caught up on my Sleep…
      Happy New Year 2020 to you too Frank..
      the World has Become Such a Deceitful Place
      Outside of these Walls of my Home.. very rarely
      do i watch TV anymore and Very Sad to Hear ‘Faux News’
      Supported in Church Parroting that TV Channel and the Man it serves
      True now they have ‘Jesus’ Serving Trump too.. but hey i still like to Sing..
      So i keep on Going.. and Hold my Nose Where applicable in all the places Lies Thrive..:)

  16. My Wife is the TV Expert
    But she missed the Golden
    Globes.. We Both acquired
    The Upper Respiratory
    Virus down South…
    So Humbling In Bed
    For 18 Hours Almost
    Too Weak to type
    i wrote some
    Delirious Poetry
    In my Head.. No
    TV thoughts though
    Just Words Words..:)

  17. Getting Sick for a Bit is a bit of a “perfect”
    Reboot For A New Year.. Simply because it is
    A Reminder that we are not Perfect and the DarK Reminds
    Us Just How Flavorful the LiGHT Is SamE With Truth for one
    Will Take it a bit for Granted until one encounters an Environment
    At the Macro Levels of Politics and Religion or in Interpersonal Relationships
    of Human Beings True
    There Are some Folks
    Who Will Avoid Being
    Honest about their Feelings
    no Matter How Much Deceit may
    Have to come into play for their Basic
    Soul Survival as they Just have not evolved
    Yet in Human Soul to even get in full contact with
    their Emotions and even Put them in Words at all in an
    Attempt to Mutually and Consensually Share them with
    Unconditionally Loving Other Human Beings who
    Try their Best NoW to Help them Connect to their
    Authentic Self.. Yes.. the Feelings And Senses
    of Life Free Where We Find Words on
    Our Own From Deep Within
    To Express Who We
    Are as Soul to
    Those Folks around
    Us Who Unconditionally Love
    Us and Truly would Love to see Us
    Evolve as Soul Free Authentic Human Self
    With No more Hidden Secrets as there is nothing to
    Really Feel ashamed of Once All of Our Authentic Self is
    Fully Exposed in the Brave of a Human Being Truly Set Free
    As Self Defining Soul So Deep Within Now For Real.. not everyone
    Will Tolerate Being Criticized or Judged When Folks are Just Trying to help
    them out for it is True without the Honest Expressions of Human Emotions and
    Senses long Term Relationships are bound to eventually fail by the one too afraid
    to truly
    Their Soul
    Deep Deep
    Within in Words
    of their Own Soul
    Words that Finally Rise
    As Soul Voice Deep Within
    True it May Be Non-Verbal only
    A Meditative Dance to Set oneself
    Free as Free Verse Poetry Will as You
    Let it all Go and find Yourself no Longer Frozen
    As Madonna So Eloquently Dances Sings Still in Her
    Art of this Human Potential in Hopes that others reach
    New Beginnings Always And Melt the SPiRiT HeART oF Soul FRoZEN
    Yes.. i Lived in this Place of Frozen Soul WHere HeART No Longer FLoWeD
    As SPiRiT From Soul For a Decade or So even Before i reached Hell for 66
    Months Within.. Hell is another Dimension that Slowly Freezes Soul from Childhood
    Eyes Free to Imagine Feel and Sense.. and then there is the Reborn of Coming Truly
    Coming Back to Life Where Each Human Must Make this Journey From DarK To LiGHT
    To Rise
    Love is a Bird
    She Needs to Fly
    Let all the Hurt inside
    You Out in Expressing Art
    of HeART When You Are FroZeN
    in SPiRiT oF HeART Dead Living
    SouL Truly You are the Living Dead..
    This is surely no new Dilemma but the Way
    Our Minds work use it or lose it applies Leave ART
    out of SMart and out of HEart and truly all that
    may be left is S And M of He whether You
    Are Female and Or Male or Not.. There
    is another direction.. two paths..
    one of Love and Hope
    Without Fear of
    Being Authentic
    SPiRiT HeART of SoUL
    And the other place of Fear
    That may eventually Give up and Live as Hate..
    Thanks Giving For Giving Always Sharing For Free
    The ReaSon and Feeling and Sense i do not go back to
    ‘that other
    Key the
    Key to Open
    the smART Now
    of YouR heART MoRE
    Once Again as Colors MoRE
    of Soul LoVE iN 2020 Vision NoW
    Grace of Balance without Fear.. Yes
    Will and Strength that Spells iLove
    iT ALL (GoD) For iFree..
    Yes DaRK Thru
    LiGHT NoW
    No Escaping
    Either Place
    Just make It
    All HeaVeN NoW
    When You iCan iWill iFly iFree to iBe iAM..:)


  18. And Now for this New beginning of 2020
    After being a bit Sick to Remember more Fully
    The Gift of Health Before in the place of Hell Shut-in
    in My Home For 66 Months my First Blog Post on “KATiE MiA
    Aghogday” on 3.10.13 it wouldn’t be but 4 Months and 9 Days Before
    i would escape the Frozen of Pain and Numb of 19 Disorders on a Beach
    the Navarre one on 7.19.2013… Pain And Numb Going Away Heaven coming Back
    Free Again Within the Place of No Fear and Love Within Where We Feel All connected
    now with all that is No Separation the experience the Verb of God We all May Come to
    Be Soon and Sooner one will Hope without Fear with Love without Hate for Now at least..
    Just a Private message to my very First Facebook Friends “Mags” on February 28th Late
    into the Night on Facebook Then the Magic Flow of Words coming Foreshadowing In deed
    My Soul that Will Come Back Alive again out of what was the Living Dead then.. once again
    Just a Shut-in in my Home.. this one person just said thanks for standing up with Empathy
    that was a Moral Code i could no Longer Feel and Sense then She made me feel a
    Bit Appreciated at a period of my Life where almost no one did online as online
    was the only place i could communicate at all at least tolerating Pain and
    Numb Within as the meditating aspect of Writing coming to slowly
    heal me then ascending transcending the Pain and Numb
    A Bit more LooKinG WiTHIN as Moving
    Meditation keeps me in Heaven
    Within now too just the Natural Inheritance
    of Humans When Living in Grace of Balance
    Foundation of Love aS Well for Greater Will and Strength
    True i couldn’t find too many Saviors to Save me online so
    I looked for the Light Within and found it again to rise once more for Real…
    Anyway.. my Perspective on Life then before i came out of Hell Back on
    March 10th as Blogged from Original Words on February 28 of 2013…
    i think i was born as
    a kind of Classical Pantheist..
    as i saw patterns and connections
    in things that were more of my thinking
    process, along with the tactile sensory world..
    than what I think most people may experience
    as an internal dialogue of thought…
    i still have a vivid memory of
    connection to everything in
    the world.. as if i had been
    here forever.. before i was
    able to speak that i cannot
    fully put into words.. from
    about age 3 looking out
    into the distance over
    the river i grew up next to..
    But i think in some ways i knew more
    about my existence then than i do now..
    as i could not separate myself from what
    seemed like a very old home of nature…
    i am glad i had the opportunity to roam
    desolate pristine beaches as a teenager
    and young adult.. without any fear..
    and feeling one in being with the
    waves.. white sand..
    emerald green
    gulf.. sea oats
    and sea gulls..
    with no dramas
    in my head…
    But even my ancestors
    could not experience that with
    not being sure where their next meal
    was going to come from… Not likely that
    many creatures in the Universe could
    experience a little slice
    of nirvana like that…
    i can remember
    getting back into
    my car and being
    jolted back into the
    reality of all that is the
    complexity of modern culture..
    which at that point in time was so..
    so limited as compared to today..
    i was never quite the same after
    home computers come along..
    as i drifted further and
    further from a
    home of nature..
    The people i dealt with
    in the public at that time..
    in what was a “Cheers” like environment..
    was also a slice of nirvana… Cigarette filled..
    but the emotional contagion of a hundred human
    beings that are happy that i had the privilege to serve
    and make even happier.. equaled the nirvana of the
    walks on the sun-filled beaches..
    i loved my exquisite
    sensory experience of life…
    It was worth not being able to
    touch man made texture without
    goose bumps and an incredible feeling of discomfort.
    When i see Landon Bryce’s book “I Love My Own Autistic
    Self”.. the little guy on the front is how i usually felt inside
    that people could only see in the gleam of my eyes…
    People often told me they wished they had what it was
    i had.. or wanted some of the drugs i was taking.. but
    i had no idea what they were talking about
    because there was nothing i wanted
    but to exist.. for so many years…
    It was a powerful feeling that
    no one’s negativity could take
    away from me.. not even when
    the rest of the world told me i
    was not one of their kind…
    Sorry.. that was quite a tangent..
    but it is kind of therapeutic for me..
    i hope you don’t mind…
    My point i started off
    with was religion and
    Classical Pantheism..
    which is all of nature
    and science for me..
    the cultural complexity
    of what has come from human
    collective intelligence.. including
    all the strange oddities.. even the strangest
    of religious cults and beliefs.. But most of all
    the reality of that beach those waves.. and those
    grains of sand.. that do not exist without me…
    A gift.. a wonderful gift that was provided by
    my father and mother.. and their ancestors
    where there could be no break in the chain
    of events of human struggle that all my
    ancestors experienced to survive and reproduce..
    and their rodent ancestors about 75 million years ago..
    and all the other ancestors not identified and material
    substances that came together to make that possible..
    from the origin of what is.. whatever is.. is..
    That one point that i can only abstractly
    define because of the human collective
    intelligence that provides the map
    to what can be described.. as one
    point that we all share that can
    never be disconnected.. as long as we exist…
    Wow.. i just realized that sounds kind
    of like the intro to the “Big Bang
    Theory” TV show…
    And relatively speaking
    the knowledge that i gained
    that this is one sliver of conscious
    existence and what really is a little slice
    of heaven for some that do exist..
    considering just the benefit of
    a warm soft bed.. a hot shower..
    and things now considered so mundane
    that took billions of years to come into
    existence that were not here a little
    over a century ago.. Like toilet paper…
    But i could never experience that connection
    of what is.. any stronger than when i was three..
    i have everything and everyone before me to
    thank for that experience.. Including collective
    intelligence and the understanding of that
    one point that still exists in all of us
    and everything else…
    i never met a stranger..
    not even a grain of sand on the beach…
    But i did not feel a category.. a religion.. a race
    or even a gender for myself.. which at least for me
    enhanced the ability to find a friend in that grain of sand…
    i suppose it is the immune system issues and chronic pain
    that has taken some of that gleam out of my eyes.. but it still
    exists in the eyes in what i perceive of the anthropomorphic
    expression of the cat in my face book photo..
    Who at 18 years old is likely closer to the
    wisdom of that three-year-old child that
    only exists in my memory and pictures…
    i sense that type of wisdom requires
    no human intelligence at all
    beyond the core that is shared…
    i think it can be lost so much easier
    in a human into a little sliver of hell
    somewhere outside that balance of heaven..
    Particularly in lives where instant gratification
    has become the norm…
    i am at the service of
    my fully inside cat..
    but he has never
    had that gleam in
    his eyes.. or the
    same struggles to survive…
    The yellow cat in my Google plus
    avatar on the “Autistic Hoya” website..
    was a feral cat that only knew struggles
    in his several years of life behind our house in the woods..
    He became my emotions after chronic pain had removed them from
    my existence… He gained a gleam in his eyes of gratitude to have
    a balance in his life when we allowed him
    a place to gain predictable subsistence.
    An identical yellow cat that likely is his offspring..
    younger and stronger appears intermittently out
    of the woods and started to injure our now neutered
    cat.. racking up $200 dollar vet bills..
    every other week so the once
    feral cat has now been forced
    to become a fully inside cat…
    i am watching him slowly
    lose that gleam in his eyes..
    with the call of the wild slowly
    drifting away.. along with all the
    likely incredible sensory experiences
    that come with an o