Dance and Sing 2016

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Thanks so much gigoid
for stopping by on this
New Year’s day..
and hope you enjoy
the New Year day
away from sitting as
the rainy continues here and
yesterday is about the most i sit
since the last time i was really really
sick with an intestinal bug.. so i am fixing
to now make up for that sitting soon in a
loud way.. haha!..
and yes..
just missed
you at the junction
of the meaning of
life over
at your
place
he He..
as a Cosmic
Traveler or DJ
haha! again.. iN
ways of YouTube iN
selecting music now
from the
human
UniVerse
here in
Human Space..
SMiLes.. i’m sTill
working on getting
away from digital to
out the door now for
sand and water.. silt
dancing.. oh.. cloudy
now.. and finAlly
cold.. for the
polar bear
i am at
heARt..
WiNter
finAlly arriving
@leastemporarily..;)

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i suppose one justification for cynicfication of LiGht now
is CONCEPTS that we humans are more than humans
and the Nature AROUND US…
The tools of us measure
the more of us..
but the still
of us
are
still
we
at
core..
and at hand
we are the only Universe
at core.. Extensions of that hand
in tools that include science that
explore the greatest depths
of dark..
even suggest
there is no purpose
to existence at all now..
OMG
literAlly
OMG
we are the
Universe at Hand
and if Bonobos innately
live without aggression or
violence entire lives with
Love.. Instead the issue
is not us.. Nature
or the rest of
the Universe…
the issue is the
tools that extend beyond
the hands of us.. To peel the
layers off those tools can truly
be to come back now to the
Bonobo
K.I.S.S.
of Life
that moves
from head to toe
and back again
to the
original
touch
of
Life..
Somewhere along the now
line.. someone fat and
happy with huge
reserves of
grain
then decided NOW
there is no purpose
in life.. ’cause
there no
longer
is a
for-
aGinG
now of Life..
When pathS
no longer forge
and fork.. the food
of life
dies a
cold hard
DEATH sTiLL
and we become
the corpse of dogs
as road kill of US now..
i see dead dogs walking
upright most places i dance..
and yes.. i have plenty to eat but
dance is always a forAge of life.. from
the time the first primate dances invisible
according to a Golden Spiral PHI movement
that most all carnivores dance to escape predator
and to capture prey.. as always.. the secrets to success
are in plain sight.. but far far away from the virus of cultures…
in core purpose
and meaning
forAgiNg A
K.I.S.S. of Life
iCare4 now that iS
allthatis matter(s).. iCare2..:)

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Hi SOHEIR..
most often
these days
people worry..
i do not.. it is always
lonely worrying.. as of
course i used to.. too..
so i understand.. that
with fear/
anxiety..
song of
Love is
not theRe..
so i dance
with Allah..
then.. and
now i am
never
alone..
instead..
allone..
smiles..
and Happy
New Year..
with Joy Now..
A dance with Allah
chases lonely away..:)

i always keep back in my mind
that the Word Press Notification
feature that provides responses
from others does not include images
as gifts of response.. so i come back
to find this very sweet and intelligent
Yellow KITTEN with blue eyes and round
spectacles likely gazing into the E-World
of human being.. or perhaps a book but
never the less it is a 2-D view of reduced
scope of Allah’s Living Nature.. and what
that reminds me of is.. the sad reality that
studies show young Chinese students are
requiring spectacles at rates of 90% on average
as these students spend so much time gazing at
close range at electronic gadgets of study and play..
some so addicted to video games they must go to clinics
for behavioral addictions associated with playing these screen
games.. for a child of God that once scans the horizons for predator
prey and berries same for foraging survival.. for a child of God that once
feels Nature against the skin as air and rain of water.. as brush and
trees and high limbs of climbing trees.. where Nature is more than
home.. it is pArt of us too.. with what science describes now as
the sixth sense of proprioception.. that allows us not only
to see God’s Nature but to be one with it as well
and on the bottom of our feet oxytocin receptors
that when barefoot allows us to feel
the same loving attachment
to each grain of sand
of God’s Earth
as the Loving
arms
of
a Mother’s
tender touch.. yes
each grain of sand is
a tender touch too. and if
i do not get to go outside
to Love the gift of grains
of sand with bare feet
dance and martial
arts play
with
privet
bush.. and
the sun refreshing
and invigorating every
square inch of my tan skin..
yes.. naturAlly i will also lose
some of the Loving touch of
God just outside these prison
walls of 27 inch iMac screen
of 24 inch rectangular glass
window to clouds and
cold today that
reminds me
that yes..
God is
more out
there than in here
except for your beautiful
words of you as sign language
and sign language of intelligent
kitties too.. well our cat Moby spoon
fed from birth never had the God of
Nature to raise him as smart as
God teaches our Yellow Boy
there for several years
wild in the woods
behind our
home..
it is if they are
two totally different
species of animals.. one
always seeking the forage
of life.. and one always
looking for what
is given
instead
of earned..
One that walks nobly
and strong all places he
goes.. with due caution
as he knows of the
dark of life
as well..
and the other
that seriously spends
his life only as a kitten of
Love only moving when the
gift of food comes to him and
he not to the forage of life..
there is no escape from
the God of Nature and
there are always
consequences
for going
against
Nature..
and following rules
of human for control instead
or rules of God of Nature
whether the subject
is human
or cat..
so.. Moby diabetic..
like humans who are
fed an all you can eat
buffet that never stops..
limps no different than
people my age from
degenerative
arthritis from
a body that
only sits
and lays..
it is very dangerous
to live life with culture as
God and sadly for Moby he
does not have a reasoning mind
to prevent this from happening once
he has the opportunity.. if any at all
to escape the lies of human
culture.. so sure
there is a lesson
for human now with
the bespectacLed
blue eyes kitten
succumbing
to human
cultures
of Lies..
Live with
God or Live
with cultural lies and
humans do have a choice..
dance.. if you can my friend
and sing.. a song of
living joy and
struggle..
it is
God’s
way after
all is said…
and hopefully
done in living
feat of feet my friend..
and touch the sand
with your
toes
if
you can..
as well..
my friend..
SOHEIR
ALLONE
WITH GOD
and never
alone LOVE
iS THE CONNECTION to GOD..:)

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Well.. from close to 80F all week
last week.. and now 45F and
cloudy today..
still great
weather for
reading and
writing.. and listening
to interesting insights
from people all around
the world as the
Google YouTube
algorithm
gifts
me each
day according
to what i like in
passing videos
of yesternows..
i exclude
no source..
and often learn
more from people i do
not agree with than from
those i do agree with.. such
is life.. to find obstacles.. adapt
or remove them.. and move on
to brighter stuff of life..
so today..
i thought
the gym closes
at 6 pm.. but to
my then.. temporary
chagrin.. i get
there at 4 pm..
and find the
closing hour is
2 pm.. so an alternate
way of getting out of head
of writing comes to me then..
both wife Katrina and i have had
a little head cold.. of the common
variety last week.. so no shopping
for her.. as colds slow
her down..
but the
energizer bunny
is hard to stop..
so i keep going..
and since dance is
coming Saturday Night
at the official dance hall
of Old Seville Quarter for
a 91st dance week there..
the dance hall and
gym will be the
asphalt
block
of road
where i live..
and OMG with
inspiring ear buds
same as anywhere else
the sky’s not even the limit
as i can move every which
way more than
even
above..
as i move
below as well..
and usually feel
a new move by the
end of the dance
i’ve never
felt
before..
as there are
as many small
moves as there
are large ones
and many
many
more..
And the best of all
tonight is the cold
grey North
Wind then..
as i become
the wind swirling
around not unlike
a strand
of
DNA now then..
in that 1.618
PHI of Golden
Spiral Mean
or a Tornado
or Hurricane or
even a Nautilus
shell.. a planet
spiraling the Sun
or our Sun and the
rest of the Suns of
the Milky Way
spiraling
a Black
Hole
Sun Core
of DArk inspiring
the LiGht of all these
Suns that keep moving
to inspire us with liGht now..
and then one can come to kNow/FeeL
God Better as Nature.. and we as pArt
of Nature no different Truly than above
so below.. inside.. outside.. all around as
the pattern of the design of our DNA matches
the entire movement of the Milky Way.. our much
much larger home for now.. so in short.. i move like
a figure eight.. but you see.. not just with feet.. theRe
are arms.. legs.. hips.. toes and fingers now.. swirling like
the Milky Way2..
sure we are God2
sAMe as Milky Way2
and if one fails to see
God as Nature one
can fail to ever
reflect God
as ONE now..
the benefits
of Moving Like God
are beyond belief for many
who refuse.. and stick to machines
like Bicycles.. Treadmills.. and anything
that only runs by feet alone.. yes.. even
running and walking as well.. with limited
movement of the rest of the body too..
We are entire bodies
living in an entire
spheRe of
360 degrees
no.. not just the
shape of the earth
the potential of the
human body when
totAlly set free..
in peace and
harmony
and
MUCH FULLER
POTENTIAL IN EXERCISING
ALL THE MUSCLES INSTEAD
OF JUST A FEW..
and sure the body
innately.. instinctuAlly
and intuitively will guide
us tHere.. without a lesson
or guideline other than
what we feel
as we
move
on
to center
balance and human
bliss in flow.. where the
Zone is Free and the side
walks of life
melt
away
to the
green grass
of GOD.. now
with no limits
of edgers or weed
eaters to eliminate
a new move..
where there
will always
be a
new move
for infinity
now..
as
long as the art of us
stays free as a Shell
of God
or yes..
a Milky
Way
too..
But anyway.. the saddest part
iS some folks picture of God aS
an invisible God that can never
be seen.. ’cause OMG God is
ALLTHATIS.. AND CERTAINLY
when i move like a Galaxy
i become
more like
the pattern
of God so easy
to feel once one
is holding hands
and feet with
God
simply
Free in a dance
of never ending now
bliss.. where dramas
and worries just melt away
and sure all it takes is three
feet of just you and God
toGetHer again
to truly
come
again
alive
anew now..
i miss the days of Beyonce
BRinGinG in the New Year
on ABC
’cause the
dancers last
night looked
like
robot
replicas
of a Walmart
Santa Claus
Robot dance..
as people become more
and more like the box that
is their smart phone small..
anyway.. speaking of the
devil there is always
YouTube now
and a soul
train to
play
instead..
so.. sure.. theRe
are great advantages
of A NEW BRAVE E-WORLD2..:)

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Perhaps.. now i am a polar
bear.. i danced in the new cold
wind last night.. block around
our household road.. with
shorts and T-shirt..
aside neighbors
in their
sweatered
attire and slept
fourteen hours with
several laying waking
sprints on youtube breaks
but at least 10 hours of sleep
out of all of that.. where four
hours is usually
a Summer
Cycle
for me..
or Winter
that never
becomes Summer
as it were until
yesterday
again..
but anyway.. whomever
invented the sitting human
attached to a box.. certainly plays
the craziest story that any so-called
primitive human could dream up..
for one connected to Nature..
just ask a kid from
the 60’s.. nah
mama
i ain’t
coming
in until the
last second of
Sunshine goes
away..
use it
or lose it applies
to all that is life of human
being.. and use the stuff that
is not human.. and sure.. lose the being…

yeah sure.. people are alike all over until they are
no longer
people..
we are our
environment..
i for one choose
Nature and Human
as much as possible
too.. my friend gigoid..
the Sun just came out
finAlly after
days..
over and
out and free
again my friend..:)

Smiles.. Yes.. 55 is up tHere..
but i still can out-dance the rabbit..
But no.. i never run..;)

Currently limited to tiny keys on
smart phone in sand and sun..
will need two hands of typing
later to bRing all the words
over to visit..hehe.. Ugh..
it’s like playing the
piano with one finger..;)

Wow.. that is an incredibly great
weight loss from 250 lbs.. back
to close to your fighting weight
of 175 lbs.. on 5’7″.. and great
to hear about your
expanding walks
now up to
2 miles..
hopefully that will
help much with the
pain you have been
experiencing too…
At 232 lbs.. a
weight a
skinny
string
bean kid
will never imagine
to make.. i feel lighter
than ever with the art
of dance.. but no
i do not look
like a dancer
but who
cares..
it is the
feeling inside
that counts.. and truly
it has made me stronger
in so many ways inside and
out than i could have ever imagined
before.. i once had a life guard working
for me.. a Vietnam Vet and retired Parole
Officer at age 65.. who could run circles around
the other twenty-something life guards he supervised
under my supervision then.. me getting pudgier
at around 200 lbs.. then still around 6 feet..
softer in the middle
and unsteady on
my feet and gait..
and then i found out
he was a performance level
ballet dancer.. and that was
his source of strength to out
run and out swim folks a third
of his age.. additionally he was
one of the most balanced.. calm
and happy people i have ever met..
yes.. obviously his secret was in plain
sight.. the exercise of full body balance…
At that point i would have never imagined
i would dance again..
and the thought
of folks
less than
half my age
naming me the
MVP and now
dancing legend
of the Pensacola
area.. was the farthest
thing imaginable and certainly
an impossibility to me then.. and now
the greaTesT thing of all is none of this
was ever a goal.. just one step at a time
starting in reverse.. and now the butterfly
of me sings and dances floating and flying
on
terrestrial
land once again..
The E.T. i once was
flies free on Earth..
And sure 11 million
words.. where the
unfathomable
pain
in right
eye and ear..
started that
Tsunami of
words
to go along
now with the
steps.. my friend gigoid…
Most people in real life don’t
know any of the story further
than steps of dance.. but sure..
they can find out more with
a link
online.. hehe..
LOTS MORE..;)

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HI Zee.. thanks for coming by and wishing me a Happy New Year..
on this second day of the New Year.. usually i make
a New Year’s Resolution Post.. but am still
getting around to that..
and i’m already quite
sure it will
be
‘Dance and
Sing 2016..’
where 2014 was
‘Brave as ONE 2014’

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/01/01/brave-as-one-2014/

and 2015 was ‘LOVING balancing CREATIVE peace FORCE 2015’

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/01/01/loving-balancing-creative-peace-force-2015/

And true through the course of my recovery since
July 22nd 2013.. i’ve been singing and dancing
all along the way to the tune of every
Sunday at church in song..
and every day
in martial
arts and
ballet like
dance to the
tune of over
4611 miles now
in all public places
i go while wife Katrina
shops.. and true poeTry
is a ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’
that comprises over
three million
words of what
this blog is and
the other 8 million
since Nov. 26th 2010
that gets me to the start
of the three million
here.. but it
is the Art
of me
expreSsinG
that SonG
and
Dance
in sharing
ways that probably
is the resolution of
a life well spent
and still
spending now..
and yes.. that
‘Whispers in the Dark’
video by Mumford and Sons
is like me too.. the photographer..
the wild motorcycle rider with
only feet of feat.. and the
refined gentleman i
used to be
before i
get
my wild
and free
back again..
from Childhood true..
and then there is the
nightlife.. with
sleepless
creating
ways
to..
wheRe the
drowsy of me
often needs a little
more sleep..
in dark
bar
parking
lots after
the dance
of the freest of me..
anyway.. that song
came out on YouTube
the same day my blogging
experience started on the
Google Blogger format
on March 10th of 2013..
so perhaps in a way
it is
my
song too..
smiles friend
Zee and may the
best new wishes for
2016 come your way
free as Allah iS iN uS
my
friend..:)

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Well.. as illustrated in my last response
to you on my blog.. my New
Year’s Resolution is
just an affirmation
of Dancing
and Singing
of what i already
do.. no real ambition
but Arting life more..
but oh.. i know the
science of the work
life too.. and so wonderful
we have people like you who
have what it takes to work with
the less fortunate among us in
the medical fields
required to
keep
us alive
out of the
dark places
of life.. but something
i could not do.. as a younger
person.. at one time training
to be psychologist..
one field
trip to
the asylum
with all the poor
and lost souls was
too overwhelming
for to ever
be able
to compartmentalize
my empathic nature
from a place called
hell.. i’m better at
it now..
a weathered
and worn human..
but not all people
are cut out to help
in the dark part of life..
not because of callous but
instead of feeling too much..
and for an empath what can
and will happen for folks not suited
to these caregiver roles is they can
eventually get drained so much that
they do become callous and even lose
their emotions and feelings for living at all…
Not saying that is happening to you as i would
have to know and feel
you in real life to
assess that
but it is
possible
that if you
are an empath
you are very smart
like i was.. but just not
emotionally cut out for
it either like i was then..
but again..
no judging
here.. just an
anecdotal experience
i can relate to of my own..
when you mentioned the
suffering i could still feel
it to
the
bone
of my heart
that lives strong
again.. my friend.. Zee..
and yes.. that emotional
draining is actually a recognized
medical condition associated
as a human
disorder
now..
sadly
at one
point it was
too complex
to even have a name..:)

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Yeah.. My cousin dances too.. and with smooth moves too..
playing multiple instruments and singing in several bands..
And fancy footwork of course.. His Father.. the identical twin
brother of my Father.. Their father from Ireland..
Our Grandfather of course.. So perhaps
an ancestral Lord of the River Dance
uncovered.. Yes now.. In Soul..
Of feats of foot..:)

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(my Father’s Twin Brother top right)

And speaking of my father and his twin Brother..
yes there are dreams of youth.. aspirations
of where one will go before life ends..
and such were the dreams
of my father and his twin
brother graduating
out of Taylor
County high
in 1950..
and perhaps
it is true that
my dream of youth
was more of dad’s “never do today
what you can put off until tomorrow”
as sure i was a rather free floating
young man still free floating today now
except i swim strong and stronger with
the current of is.. always changing too..
And then there was the quote from
my tWiN Uncle’S year book
that says..
“i dare do all that
may become a man;
who dares do more is none”..
Hmm.. no short-cuts there..
and seriously.. yeah.. some
how i managed to not
speak until
age 4..
graduate
number 11 out
of a class of 381
in high school.. remain
at close to the top of
the class through
college with triple
major
degrees
in Health
Science.. Anthropology..
Social Sciences disciplinary
as well.. and sure the Autism
thingy was a little inconvenient
here and there.. still without
much writing or oral
skills.. acing multiple
choice but creating
much harder
to do..
ended up
at a Military Bowling
Center passing
shoes out..
eventually
becoming
Manager..
then after..
working for
a Captain of
another base
in administrative
support.. coming
back to my home
Navy Station still
in Federal Civil
service.. becoming
Community Activities
Director.. then Athletic
Director.. yes.. from the
last kid picked on teams
in school boy days..
and yeah.. the
rest described
already too much
on this blog..
just in the
last 2015 Review
post with these words still
in that comments section now
too.. i suppose i’m kinda now
like Forrest Gump.. i floated
like a feather through life
through lots of struggles
and oh yeah.. i married
the most beautiful girl
in the world who does
not age too..
and some how
i’m still floating
like a feather
will do iN
yes.. literal
terrestrial
ways on land as well..
and i’m sure men have done
more.. but for sure i’m probably
the strangest
of all..
yeah..
being odd
ain’t so bad after all
is said
AND
DONE..
i’LL DANCE
AND SiNG NOW
TO THAT A FEW
DECADES MORE..
God of Nature willing
in me of Course now
and
then..
forevermorenow..
and yes.. below..
my father on the
right.. here.. perhaps
the better looking of the two..;)

Father on right Uncle on Left

And my Grandfather.. smallest one on the left..
with all his older brothers and sisters
living in Ireland then..:)

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It’s enough for me to
be alive.. now.. end and
beginning
of story
of
me..
And that’s as far as the taking goes..
but what about the giving.. truly there
is no giving too small or too large.. and
perhaps it makes some folks uncomfortable
in how much i give at times.. but it truly
is free in terms of the Dance and Song of
giving.. for me
relatively
speaking in
dollar amounts
but in nows
and effort
measurable
sure.. by
80 hours or
so a week.. for
yes.. the joy of giving
with zero expectations of
reciprocation from others..
a hello how are you means
the world to me..
and occasionally
the reward comes
and makes
me very
happy.. intuitively
i know and feel the reward
from God in terms of infinity
is much greater than i will ever
know in this lifetime on this terrestrial
plane.. but i try to keep my ideas as much
as possible grounded to areas that at least
most folks can relate to.. in their personal
experiences of everyday life now..
that yes.. most folks
measure in terms
of clocks
and other
science
mind ways
of understanding
reality.. but sure even
science in the realm of
Quantum Physics is finding
that reality is no holds barred
beyond what humans normally perceive
and no.. no surprise there as we are
tiny dust particles of the Universe
but still a fractal of the
whole of what
can be perceived
as science clearly
shows in empirical observations
of the golden PHI Spiral mean
of 1.618 patterns seen all
through our perceivable
reality from
Quantum physics
to the way the Milky
Way swirls..but
anyway.. again
the point is
no effort
of giving
light
of positivity
is too small and
one of my favorite
created parables
puts it in
layman’s
terms
if
you
will..
yes.. a parable
by me.. they didn’t
stop with the bible no
matter who said don’t add
this or that here to
one little
black book..
relatively
speaking at
only 800,000
words or so..
chicken scratch
for me.. hehe..
when it comes
to total
volume
of words.. haha!
So here it goes..
again paraphrasing
me from taling this
story a number of slightly
to significantly different ways..
as the same gets boring even
to me.. so i start it all
over and see
what will
come of
it now..
There is a small boy..
who cannot speak.. a disabled
boy in a small town.. with loving
parents.. but still.. he cannot speak..
but this boy has great love for the plants
of Nature.. one day his parents buy a sapling
tree.. and the boy gains an all encompassing
special interest to water and care for
the sapling.. so the tree grows
straight and tall.. a unique
variety of tree.. that now
has multi-colored leaves
and even fruit for
others to eat..
the tree grows
even taller and
stronger as the
boy tends to it
everyday.. and the
tree becomes so beautiful
that even college educated
tree specialists marvel at
the beauty of this tree.. sadly..
the little boy passes away but the
tree stands strong and continues to
mature.. and on that street where the
little boy lived.. the tree shades a wide
sidewalk where folks walk under it and
enjoy some relief from Summer heat..
then one day.. a shy young man
is walking down the sidewalk..
and a pretty.. young..
and confident
woman
is walking
toward
him..
Nervous
at first he is.. but
inspired greater by the
beautiful tree.. it makes
a perfect conversation piece
to discuss with the young woman..
and while the two under the tree..
marveling at the beauty of this unique
tree.. a spark comes in both sets of
eyes.. and a kindle of Love grows between
the two of them.. so they go on to a beautiful
courtship and come back to the place of the
special tree often.. as it becomes
a special place for a bright
Love come born..
and the two get married
and the young man more confident
through the Love of his wife.. gets
in the military.. gains great honors
for his service there.. and even grows
confident enough to serve his country after
the military in the political arena of state..
then nation.. then world leader.. amazingly he
becomes then.. and with his great strength and
confidence then.. he makes a decision to
avoid a war.. and helps
save the human race
from Nuclear
holocaust..
that would
surely
otherwise
come.. so who is
the savior of the world..
in terms of humanity.. the
young boy’s loving parents who
supported the boy who watered the
sapling.. the boy.. the tree.. or
the supportive teachers and same of
the young woman and young man or all
the supportive military friends
that helped him through
his career..
well the truth
is.. the savior of
humanity could have
never come to the place
to do that.. if not for
the help of an entire army
of folks all through his life
that bring greater LiGht and
Truth in Courage.. Wisdom
and yes.. beauty
to inspire Love..
higher in energy
and fearlessness
to make a life
amazing
and helpful
to the world in full..
theRe are no solitary saviors
in a world created by GOD.. as God
as ONE so are we.. holding hands together
or we die alone.. sadly some folks are hoping
for the end of the world to end their personal
problems.. and sadly if enough people believe that
it could become a self-fulfilling prophecy as that
is how prophecy works.. prophecy is a belief that
is fulfilled or not by human actions
and consequences thereof.. so
there is nothing
stopping
everyone from
becoming the savior
of humanity if they simply
make that self-fulfilling
prophecy of belief
come true for
them..
on the other
hand we can believe
it’s all gonna be
dark and doom..
and surely
each person
who believes that
will have a life colored
by that in action and consequence
of the dark ways of life.. as even
science now shows there is a nocebo
effect of human being in negative
result.. even causing human
illness.. as opposed
to the power
of positive
thinking that
can be measured
by the placebo
effect.. so sure
live by Voodoo
or live by
LiGht..
but surely
what one believes
will be either the
ransom of one’s life
or the gift of liGht
that can be loving
giving eyes like
a Star of LiGht
to nourish
others everywhere
one goes.. it’s great
that God of Nature gives
us both this choice and power
of human relative free will.. but
the same concepts of belief can be
turned into darkness as well as liGht
and it ain’t really that hard to see
who is dark or who is light..
for those that bring
light in pleasure
there is LiGht
and for those
who bring
darkness
of harm
to others
there is Dark..
call it heaven or
hell.. or whatever metaphor
one choses.. but sure.. we now..
when we harm folks dark or help
folks liGht iN ways of
hurt or pleasure..
it’s not that
hard to tale..
unless we do not
care.. and that is
the darkness incarnate
come to earth.. to Care
is to Love.. Unconditionally
with Courageous and Tough Love..
anything less falls short of the
Glory
of
God
as Love
in Truth and Light
as gifted so free to us..
i’ll water the tree..
and if other folks
wanna starve the
Tree of Life..
sure they
can..
but Infinity
is a very long
time.. while i cannot
prove it empirically i
know what God is capable
of.. just in this
life in terms
of setting
what they
name as the
Karmic human
record straight..
personally.. i wouldn’t
wanna be reborn as grasshopper a
million times for the Cycle of Infinity
of however that may come.. getting squashed
after living a couple of hours each time.. Quantum physics
more than anything shows we don’t know crap
about full reality..
so sure.. bowl
life at
one’s own
risk.. but
i suggest that
one practices giving
and bRinGing liGht
to the world
instead of
dArk..
the worst
thing that
could happen
is one lives
in heaven now
by doing that..
so sure.. in this
way at least.. God
is Fair enough for me..
Where theRe is liGht there
is happiness.. and where there
is dArk.. discord comes.. it doesn’t
take a rocket
scientist
to be human
but sure.. being
a rocket scientist
can take the human
out of us..
i choose
human..
it might
not pay the
best in dollar
amounts.. but it
pays forevermorenow
as the
reward
of Truth
and LiGht
in terms of
Wisdom and Love
now.. just now..
in God’s
world
for us
NOW..
Anyway.. i’m off to
dance at old Seville Quarter
now with all the cool college
age folks.. and deep down i know..
i feel.. there is no taling who
i might
inspire
to fall
in Love..
no.. not with
me.. with whomever
they are inspired to
dance
with
next..
no action
too small to save
the world.. from watering
a tree.. to feeding the world..
we are all hungry for Unconditional Love..
at least
the human
beings among
us.. naturAlly now..:)

And here’s my Mother
at age 17..:)

Helen Tate

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Well.. yes.. such a rainy.. cloudy.. warm..
now finally clear and cold Holiday Season this year..
where if one put up outside decorations.. they were
wet most of the time.. so off to dance at Old Seville
Quarter.. yes.. now.. finally on Saturday Night..
celebrating my 91st week of doing it.. with all
the cool college age.. and yeah..
older folks in general.. on
Saturday Night.. but anyway..
i lit my self up.. with the Universe Cats..
and come spiraling my way.. in a galaxy of
human light in ways of dance.. as usual to liGht
the place up a little briGhter with the all free and
crazy dance of me!.. back at around 3 am with
at least one photo.. probably posted ‘here’..
but the rest of the photos.. to be
included in my next blog post..
named a New Year’s
Resolution better
termed really
as affirmation.. of
“Dance and Sing 2016”..
not likely ’till Sunday night..
as Church comes fairly early
after a long night of dance still
coming tonight!.. and then a farm
trip to a Southern Baptist Pastor’s
Farm at Spring Hill.. for an on the
lawn lunch there.. North in our county..
Metro Mall after that.. maybe Bookstore..
and maybe finally home to post this next
blog post then.. anyway.. all i know and feel
for sure.. is IT WILL ALL BE LOADS OF LIGHT
iN FUN!.. and perhaps for many more.. except JusT me..;)

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Lots of people seemed to like
my cat shirt.. something about
lots of kitties.. that make
folks
smile..:)

A tale of two stretches..
At 55.. i find i’m a little stiffer than in my running youth
where i ran miles and miles.. and in 10K races.. and
such as that.. and never ever felt the need to
stretch.. but now after miles and miles of
dance.. after sitting down.. i find
myself stiffer than in my
youth.. so one
might say i have
a religion of stretching
as i do it as a ritual without
fail as part of my martial arts
ballet-like free style routine
dance averaging 7.7 Miles now a
dance after 602 recorded Nike GPS
dances since the end of August 2013
totaling 4669 miles now.. so i arrive
Seville Quarter at around 10:45 pm.. a
little late for a Saturday Night.. unlike
my disco days of youth where then everyone
is dancing at 9 pm.. no one really gets
brave enough with spirit of drink to
get out there now and dance until at
least 11 pm.. yeah obviously now
much more inhibition
from a life spent
stuck in a
4 or 5
inch
smart phone vs..
than years before where
more folks are moving connecting
and creating in the fleshy non-verbal
communication of plant.. animal and
rest of Nature life.. yes.. including real
fleshy human beings.. with all their
smiles and challenges but i
digress a little from the
first of my stretching
story.. as i enter
out into
the
44 degree
temperatures
in my White shorts
and Universe
of Cats
t-shirt..
i hear
some Merry
sounding Christian
song about Jesus down
the road.. so i’m thinking
probably not muggers.. i
don’t have to worry
about a warrior
stance at
this time
with
a group
of around 6 young
adults doing this coming
down the road.. so as i am
stretching.. the biggest young
man.. comes up to me with
a pamphlet and asks
me if i would like
some reading
material..
and obviously
it is a cut and paste
on paper of the same old
verse that this particular
cult flavor of Christianity
uses to try to scare folks
into becoming Christians
that says God So Loved
the World that he gave
his only son who was
crucified and died
for our sins
and then
was resurrected
so we might gain
eternal life..
and if you
believe in him
you will have eternal
life.. but of course they
don’t explain what eternal
life is.. ’cause they still don’t
get the original message of Jesus
in Luke 17:21.. that heaven is now
everywhere for Gentile.. Jew.. Woman
or Man.. Servant or Free.. yes available
for everyone no matter what frigging book
or verse they recite in black and white print
and not only that.. Jesus suggests that there
will be individuals who come after him that do
much greater things than he does then.. and
in this heaven he talks about everyone
will be loving friends and there
will be no marriage..
sure Jesus is an
Idealist..
most
Zealots
are.. and of course
there are rather contradictory
sounding verses if taken literally
in the New Testament about bringing
a sword of change.. and those who
live by the sword die by it.. and
then.. turn the other cheek..
nah.. if ya wanna get
some ethics from
the bible
you
really cannot
take it at face
value.. otherwise one
is listening now to A
habitual liar changing
the story from verse to
verse as they go.. but of
course folks who only love
power and status.. don’t
care nearly as much
about the Truth in
Wisdom and LiGht
in positivity as
Love.. than
folks
who
live with the
all natural innate
instinctual and intuitive
power of human Love NOW..
but anyway.. in metaphor
as ‘you’ know.. i’ve already
written 11 million words
on the Internet that
i often metaphor
as my 13.6 bibles
written in prose
and poetry online
along with the specific
3 million words in my
Word Press Blog from
start to finish.. so i attempt
to tale the young folks now a new
age parable.. asking them if they
would like to read the bible i wrote
that is so much bigger than the bible
they have.. and i go on to remind them
after they tale me that the people who read
my bible will go to hell ’cause tHeir bible is
the perfect one that needs no additions or
subtractions.. yeah.. sure like the
part about it’s okay to rape
women slaves.. yeah
give me a break
i wasn’t
born yesterday
and i’ve read the entire
frigging book more than
once to see all the
mistruths of today
that are accepted
then as the
truth of
bringing pain
and suffering to
others.. including
animal and talk of
human sacrifice.. yes..
cult stuff of yesteryear indeed
that the Zealot Jesus saw as ridiculous
including peeling off the foreskin of male
babies.. as the REAL REPORTED then Gnostic
Jesus understood God as Nature now simple
Truth and Light for yes.. Gentiles.. Jews
Servant.. Free.. Woman or Man.. no more..
just one race and family of human beings
as one big tribe under the rules of God
as Nature Wild and Free and Loving
life as any Zealous person
would who
has a Passionate
Unconditional Courageous
Tough Love about their selves..
all other humans and the rest
of Nature AKA GOD.. Anyway.. then
after i am calmly and assertively
describing a little bit of my new age
bible to the young man.. he flips
out and starts screaming to
the top of his lungs..
Oh! Lord! Jesus!.. etc..!
and says i can’t
hear any more
of your talk..
we are leaving..
the all of us in our
van now.. so they turn
their tales and run.. off into
the sunset of tHeir Christian
Land.. with another lost me
away from their cult
of exclusivity that
only believes
that folks who believe
precisely like they do
will ever get to heaven after death..
well.. the Gnostic Jesus says if ya don’t
find it in this life now you will never find
heaven at all.. and sure heaven is as real
as the rest of Nature.. ain’t no different really
than the Kundalini rising.. Chi..Ki..Qi.. Dao.
Great Spirit.. and Nirvana they talk about
in other religions.. as the essence is
the Truth and LiGht that always
exists now.. regardless of
any human words
at all..
the essence
is the Truth LiGht
of the God of Nature
now.. likely similar to
same for folks all across
the Universe as seen with
the naked and human science
aided eye.. so jump with light
speed forward.. to the stretch at
the end of the dance.. as by this now
i have brought smiles.. and screams
of joy to hundreds of people in both
the dancing and non-dancing audience
as they view a truly wild and free human
floating like water and air over terrestrial
land.. after all we can get a surf board to
walk on water.. and skates to surf across
the land.. but to do it with regular Nike
Shox Shoes is even super cooler
than that.. to quote Jesus
in a round about way..
with the 11 million
word bible
in tow
of course
and 3 million
here.. but yes.. while
i am stretching.. a very
pretty young woman asks me for
the shirt off my back.. and
i would give it to her..
but no i do
not want
to excite
the place with
my very now hairy
and muscular chest…

AMEN..:)

Well.. i wasn’t actually
finished with the comment
but Katrina yelling again
at the top of her
soft lungs
get off that
F in Fred
computer
or we are
gonna be
late..
dam it..
and other
choice human
words of frustration
to go along with a keeper
of the towels straight across
the racks vs.. me.. a Force
that basicAlly radiates
everywheRE it
flows
to go in
just letting it
all go as freest
Art may be and go
as freer human being
me for now at least TGONN
Thanks God Of Nature NOW..:)!

So yes.. what i was gonna say
before i cut it short with
the Amen above.. is
imagine this..
all the money
i’ve actually
spent on this
personal endeavor
of mine of spreading
Truth and liGht iN
my own opinion as
director.. producer..
actor of me in my
metaphor of
11 million
word bible
about 13.6
times that
standard of
revised black
book.. so many
times from thousands
of years ago.. and
the dance of me to
go.. now 4669 miles
since the end
of August
2013..
and the
writing
effort starting
on Thanksgiving
day 2010.. is only
the price of my
souped up all Apple
brands iMac.. MacPro..
iPad.. iPhone6s and
the iphone5 versions
before that
too..
oh yeah..
and iPod too..
yeah.. so $5K
worth of
expensive
communication
equipment..
and 400 themed
shirts.. specially
selected by wife
Katrina at an
average of $9
a shirt..
makes
about
$3.6K
more dollars
in special
apparel
wear..
and OG
Dancing
Shoes up
to 10 pairs
now.. at about
$100 a Nike Pair
so add in another
1K there.. so let’s
just round off $9.6K
for taxes and make it
an even 10K expenditure
over about 5 years.. sure
there is other expenses but
i probably would have had
them anyway.. like
Broad-Band access
fees and stuff
like that..
But OH GOD
and then there
is labor.. seriously
since i started all of
this on Thanksgiving day
of 2010.. i have most definitely
been averaging 80 hours a week..
with only sleep and eat breaks..
sometimes no sleep at all for
a couple days at a time.
so in 266 weeks that
makes a grand time
clock total..
in Labor
of
20,800
hours.. and
on average full
time folks
work
2080 hours
a week at
40.. so yeah
that’s worth
10 years of a
full-time job
in half the
time of
5 years..
and even at
minimum wage
at about $8
an hour now
dollar figure
total will come
now to
$166,400 at
minimum
wage
with zero
overtime
rates
for
5 years
of Fred giving
now.. so sure
about $176K
of effort
in 5 years
now to spread
my own version
of Truth and LiGhts..
but the greaTest thing of
all about the dance and the
writing.. is it’s all recorded..
at least most of it.. and a gift
that will continue to give.. even
when i’m off the face of this earth..
as not only do i record the writing
in multiple places across online..
of the 602 dance events i’ve done
so far.. per Nike GPS Sports Watch
iN stores.. and the 91 dance events
extra making 693 recorded events..
it is safe to say that on
average 3 different parties
video tape what i do and
at least one shares it
on Facebook..
and then other
folks share that..
and ya get the picture
what i do is spreading
whether i personally
promote it or not..
in ways of inspiring
other folks higher
in Positive liGht
of all free style
dance!
now!..
and yeah the
writing.. that keeps
growing and growing
too.. as i speak now..
hehe.. but sure
it’s kinda funny
to think that
some folks
think
that folks
who don’t make
money off of their
efforts in spreading
truth and liGht ain’t
doing anything of value
’cause they ain’t worshipping
the God almighty dollar.. F
the dollar yes Fred the dollar
i am FREE as i can be and i will
F iN continue to spread that
light FREER AND FREER AS i go
now in the “Dance and
Sing of 2016”..
so sure..
a pack of
rug rats singing
a selfish song of
an only God as compared
to the real giver man who
never ever wanted to be
worshipped by any human
and just wanted to give
too.. like me.. has
been spoiled
by the likes
of Roman
Emperor
Constantine
that made a humble
teacher no different
really in true effect
and affect of the dude
Buddha before him.. into
a soldier Sun God to rule
the entire frigging Universe
from a patch of desert in
the middle East..
and sure the
Spreading Roman
Empire copying
and pasting
Jesus into
the
Mithra
Religion at
that time.. Truth
is for those folks who
never truly met the real
Jesus and only now the
faux GOD Jesus Created
by a Roman Emperor who
also erected a
Sun-God Statue
of himself..
for others to
worship too..
along with his
Catholic Cohorts
back in 325 AD
in the back-room
Boardroom of the
Nicene Council
truly
no different
really that
Trump-like
folks in
their
corporate
roles and
rules for
World Domination
with an almighty dollar..
power and status tries to
rule but the Golden Rule
of Love is the same
essence of human
Truth and LiGht
that has always
tRuly ruled
the SpiRit
of EmoTioNal
HeARt expresSinG
openly in moving..
connecting.. and
creating free with
other humans and
the rest of Nature
AKA God
in a miNd
and BoDy
BalanCinG
way with emotional
regulation and sensory
Integration as well in
SoUl of one human being..
others.. and Nature as
ONEFORCEOFGODALTOGETHERNOW…
yes.. what i was gonna say
about those sidewalk
rug rats.. is if
they met Jesus
today..
they would
tale him
he is going
to hell ’cause
he will not repeat
the Constantine lie
that he is a trinity
of a God.. instead of
just another human
being as loyal
servant
to the
God of Nature
as the metaphor
of Prophet to bRinG
Truth and LiGht to
raise people up
away from
greater
misery
and suffering
of the human condition
yeah.. different time
different Buddha.. same
basic message.. the Golden
rule comes again in
the essence of
Truth and liGht
but oh crap.. i could
have been having a discussion
of Seminoles against Gator Fans
out of the tribal way of college
football and their religious fans
and they might have screamed our
team.. fight fight fight is the
best and your team sucks
sucks sucks.. it’s
the human tribal
instinct.. simple
and true.. it’s
about our team
is better than
yours and ain’t
no quarterback
ever gonna replace
our best quarterback
now.. well the feeling is
the Quarterback has already
been replaced and what Jesus
indicated in the Truth and LiGht
of Wisdom and Love that others will
do more after him has already come through
a myriad of ways now.. in the Art of human
healing from Medicine.. to Music.. to
ALL ARTS and yes sciences too..
of what bRinGs human closer to
the Truth and liGht of the Golden
rule of moving.. connecting
and creating.. the way
tRuly Loving humans
will jUSt do when
set free in
Passionate
Tough Courageous
Unconditional Love
then or now as free
and wild.. kind and
courageous as homo
sapiens sapiens
can be..
so yeah.. i let the
Gator fans speed off in
their Gator van.. and nah
i am no longer a cheerleader
for the Seminoles alone.. i
am a cheerleader for GOD ALLONE
now.. in ways of Truth and liGht
of the
Golden
Rule
of the
God of Nature
manifest in Human
being now same as then
in essence of Truth and
liGht then and now as REAL!
GOD IS REAL..! WE ARE REAL..!
GOD IS FREE..! AND SO
ARE WE!
IF WE WANNA
BE.. IN COUNTRIES
THAT ALLOW THAT NOW..
WITHOUT STIFF PENALITES
UP TO DEATH.. FROM
VEERING NOW
BACK TOWARD
THE REAL
GOD OF
NATURE
IN TRUTH
AND LIGHT
OF THE GOLDEN RULE NOW!

OH yeah… and to really
end this comment section
now.. although i didn’t
give the pretty
young lady
the shirt
off my back
as she asked..
instead i gave her
the gift that keeps giving..
yes.. she takes a selfie photo
of me and her with shirt.. by
hand of her friend.. so the
liGht of UniVerse Cats of
Love can be spread
further and
further
still
on
Social
Media
to the
ends of the
Earth Freenow..
if only now Jesus
had this back then..
in terms of spreading his
own Good NEWS instead of
a corrupted version by status
and power hungry socio-pathic
leaning folks.. there would
be far more Love
and far less
blood-shed..
screaming..
and gnashing of teeth
in ways of human misery
and suffering in Mind
and boDy souls that
are OMG
so far
out of
Balance
that they
are like that
painting of ‘Scream’..
i’ve already done that
‘Scream’.. sure it is real
human hell and now i live
in Heaven
instead..
where a selfie
can be the smile
that keeps giving..
relatively speaking
in human terms
of forever
on this
planet
now..
as long
as servers
continue to give..
as well as human being..:)

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On the road.. Lots of thoughts and feelings.. Be back later.. Whitman is real.. i like real..
From what i’ve read of Whitman.. which isn’t everything and truly limited to ‘Leaves of Grass’.. he sees the same God as Nature.. as the gnostic Jesus.. and sees the soul as transcendent and immortal.. that would put him in the territory of panentheism.. per technical Wiki Terms..
so he does go beyond Nature
somewhat to non-defined
science lands of
Nature now then..
but of course now..
humans and science don’t
have nearly all the concrete answers
to existence.. and even Quantum Physics
is beginning to show a flow of reality
like water
instead
of concrete
as metaphor of
course.. ’cause sure..
water is concrete in terms
of linguists.. smiles.. and
it’s really nice to see a
celebration of all
the beauty
of human
being as great
and same as one
as pArt of GOD ONE
as Nature true and whatever
is Nature beyond human and
human aided eyes..
and truly
in a way
even if we
do not ever exist
after the death of us..
with genetic memory in
innate.. instinctual.. and intuitive..
way now.. we carry the immortality
of our ancestors in our genes.. a wonderful
gift by the sweat of their brow.. blood of their
skin.. broken bones.. pain.. and suffering to allow
us this wonderful gift of life.. and truly i feel when
we don’t make the best of it..
we spit on the graves
of the now immortal
soul that is paved
with blood
and bones
and skin
as well as
pain and suffering
of our forefathers
and foremothers
as well.. wow..
sure..
if Whitman
were alive today..
he would do what i do
and sure do even more to
celebrate the naked beauty
of human free now.. from
bone to flesh
to skin
to beating
throbbing hearts
passionate and
alive and
green
as leaves
of grass.. evergreen
with SpiRit of Life now..
sure.. i compared Bruce Lee
to the Gnostic fame of
Jesus.. and
Whitman
is wRite
theRe at the top
of the pack and perhaps
even above.. as truly
worshipping the
gift of Life
that all
encompassing God
of Nature gives us now..
and surely a warm shower..
a soft bed.. and toilet paper
is the icing on the grass of
living
us..
my friend
gigoid.. truly as whole
‘Leaves of Grass’.. in just
a few paragraphs of it..
is all i read of poeTry
before naturAlly
connecting
language
and emotion
together in doing it..
it truly is free verse to me..
and i’m so glad that i really
hated poetry thinking it was
boring when i was young..
as it is my own
way now..
and not the
copy and paste
of someone else’s
way of art.. same as
martial arts and dance
i am so thankful to the
God of Nature i never
took a lesson
and am not
restricted
to the
curriculum
of humans who
pass my friend.. tHeir
immortal souls in my
genetics is all the
lessons i need
for now..
may your leaves
stay green my friend..
in the liGht of God’s Sun..:)

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So Christmas has come and gone..
New Years here as 2016..
The big wait for Star Wars
“THE FORCE AWAKENS”
iS already here.. so what
next for the new year..
drum roll.. per
next
Facebook
Profile photo
status thingy..
yes.. who will
come next to
complete this picture
for now in year 2016….

But of course.. reference last
Facebook Profile photo status
thingy.. Super-man the Force
of the Universe.. an ET from
another planet.. goes up
against a humanoid
named Batman with
all his fancy gadgets
and weapons getting
a job done of protecting
Metropolis and so much
more.. even attempting to
harness the all encompassing
Universal Powers of Force of
Superman to make sure he is
not all free.. to match the
human order of the
day then.. yes..
coming to a local
Theater.. sometime
in the Sumer of 2016
The DArker Force of Batman
vs.. the liGhter Freer Force
of Superman to see..
who the winner
of this match
will be or
perhaps
a draw..
a battle for
the free of being free..
vs.. the control of being free..
to suit the culture at hand now..:)

https://www.facebook.com/katie.mia.10/posts/812297035545567?pnref=story

Another fun sharable Facebook test..
wheRe an algorithm determines facial age..
Yes.. it’s true i don’t feel any older than 19..
but yes.. obviously i look much older..
but still truly for those who do not
identify with how they look and
instead identify by how they feel..
that is all that F iN counts.. for me at least..
that is all that Fred iN counts.. yeah.. the inner me..
that radiates the spiRit that truly never has to age
across the lifespan.. and in fact can grow great
and greater in heArt SpiRit and SoUL liGht
as nows go by.. nowoneforevermoreeverforonenow…
long word.. but the
REAL HEAVEN NOW
IS AN ENDLESS PLACE OF LOVE NOW..
AND NOT not the dam movie.. about teenage
Love.. hehe.. a LOVE
of ALL.. again..
ENDLESSONENOWONEFOREVERMOREEVERFORONENOWONELESSEND..:)

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And to end here..
worth quoting from
Whitman in his
“Leaves of Grass”
Preface..:)

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http://www.bartleby.com/39/45.html

“The known universe has one complete lover and that is the greatest poet. He consumes an eternal passion and is indifferent which chance happens and which possible contingency of fortune or misfortune and persuades daily and hourly his delicious pay. What baulks or breaks others is fuel for his burning progress to contact and amorous joy. Other proportions of the reception of pleasure dwindle to nothing to his proportions. All expected from heaven or from the highest he is rapport with in the sight of the daybreak or a scene of the winter woods or the presence of children playing or with his arm round the neck of a man or woman. His love above all love has leisure and expanse … he leaves room ahead of himself. He is no irresolute or suspicious lover … he is sure … he scorns intervals. His experience and the showers and thrills are not for nothing. Nothing can jar him … suffering and darkness cannot—death and fear cannot. to him complaint and jealousy and envy are corpses buried and rotten in the earth … he saw them buried. The sea is not surer of the shore or the shore of the sea than he is of the fruition of his love and of all perfection and beauty.”

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 “There will soon be no more priests. Their work is done. They may wait awhile … perhaps a generation or two … dropping off by degrees. A superior breed shall take their place … the gangs of kosmos and prophets en masse shall take their place. A new order shall arise and they shall be the priests of man, and every man shall be his own priest. The churches built under their umbrage shall be the churches of men and women. Through the divinity of themselves shall the kosmos and the new breed of poets be interpreters of men and women and of all events and things. They shall find their inspiration in real objects to-day, symptoms of the past and future… . They shall not deign to defend immortality or God or the perfection of things or liberty or the exquisite beauty and reality of the soul. They shall arise in America and be responded to from the remainder of the earth.”

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17 Responses to Dance and Sing 2016

  1. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/03/a-facility-for-gasping-at-flaws/

    SMiLes.. My friend.. gigoid..
    Never a rush iN
    truly
    re-
    tired..
    SMiLes.. there are way too many coincidences
    in our two posts.. including a representation
    of Mary in the last video titled “Tropico”..
    and all the associated
    ‘rape’ of women
    in all the
    forms
    that comes
    in.. for there to
    be any coincidence
    but Synchronicity in life
    today my friend.. and for the
    God of Nature i know.. and feel
    the greater we are a pArt of God
    of Nature.. the greater the ART and
    Tapestry of Synchronicity is illustrated
    in our lives like real magic.. the closer
    i get to God of Nature the more i and
    others become an Art of God in play
    of real life now.. truly there is more
    to the Quantum Human as well
    as the rest of Nature when
    unleashed and released
    as fuller Quantum
    Nature through
    human relative
    free will
    of fuller human
    potential when truly
    wild and free.. escaping
    the true Matrix of human
    tools from Written Language
    to Collective Recorded human
    Intelligence to all of what
    makes the liGht and
    DArk of human
    cultures from
    nuclear
    killing
    bombs to the
    toilet paper that
    eases the itch of
    rears.. and for me
    to re-Tire is a state
    of being.. and hell no
    not an economic security
    only.. as there is no security
    other than human relative free will
    of being in control of our own regulation
    of emotions and integration of our senses
    in total.. as mindful aware human being.. the
    Yogi’s Understand this.. and all other balanced
    human beings.. who live by the true power of now
    iN mind and body balance.. when it lives refreshed
    in a constant state of rejuvenation.. and sure
    it can be done with human relative
    free will as already proven
    in the Eastern Arts
    of moving
    meditation
    and philosophy
    as such that carries
    a human balanced and
    strong from born again
    like this until the last
    dying die of balance
    with Nature
    True as
    GOD
    as One
    Force of uS
    and ALLTHATIS
    now just now in
    eternal
    bliss
    where tires
    are the tires of human
    being that constantly retread
    over a lifetime and never come
    to the cruel bare wheel of a culture
    gone insane.. to bring a human down
    to total animal exhaustion now aka Hans
    Selye’s “General Adaptation Syndrome”…
    i had all the money i could ever then
    need.. beyond my wife’s shopping
    habits.. when i ‘retired’ disabled
    from truly General Adaptation
    Syndrome iN two years
    of flight or fight
    stress syndrome
    with or without
    my Federal retirement
    but no i was far from retired
    as there was zero rubber
    left on my wheels..
    the golden
    handcuffs
    of federal
    employment
    cut all the way
    to the bone.. where
    i became tHeir slave for
    that monetary lifetime
    reward of pay and
    health insurance..
    including
    my disabled
    wife with epilepsy
    then.. before she
    was assessed
    as disabled
    and received assistance
    for her lifelong permanent
    disability.. yes.. those
    golden handcuffs
    where i came
    to believe that
    no matter what..
    i had to do that
    last decade of
    work.. a reward..
    was what almost killed
    me.. and my superiors knew
    very well they could have me do
    anything they wanted me to do..
    no matter how far over
    my capacity as
    a human
    being..
    as i was
    a commodity
    to them and not
    even a frigging human
    being.. yeah.. i beat the
    system.. it did not kill me
    and only took 66 months of
    my life away from culture
    and that was the best
    pain i ever had
    to truly
    escape all the
    lies i know and feel
    of cultures and religions
    now.. so much time then for
    introspection.. that most
    people likely never find
    in life today
    with
    escape from
    the matrix of culture..
    and all that comes with
    that.. nah.. i will never fully
    escape.. as culture is necessary
    for an insanely large population
    of humans evolved for
    150 to 200 sets
    of eyes
    to survive..
    but this matrix
    no.. no longer controls
    me.. i control it to the
    satisfaction of the
    rubber now
    that never
    ends on my wheels..
    and i will fulfill my human
    excellence in dreams instead
    of nightmares.. as long as this
    wave lasts.. yes i will
    ride it in balance
    to the best of
    my ability
    and at the
    end..
    at least..
    i will be able to
    say i lived.. it’s
    a hell of a better
    ride.. with me surfing
    it instead of someone
    else surfing me.. sMiles..;)

  2. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/04/blessed-art-thou/

    SMiLes..

    https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Miraculous_births

    A virgin birth as a myth used to elevate the
    status of a cultural hero is certainly no new
    tool of marketing hyperbole to spread
    a myth housing truth or lies
    in these vehicles and
    vessels to spread
    oral tradition
    then and
    sure to
    sell everything
    now.. in marketing
    101 of appealing
    to basic
    human
    emotions
    of hope
    and fear..
    a better myth
    of hope sure than
    the fear of death but
    never the less in the context
    of original text.. virgin means
    pure spirit.. and not a state of being
    in between the legs..
    and sure
    that other
    thing is just a concern
    for weak men who fear
    free women.. who
    control their
    own
    reproductive
    destiny.. as they
    do now.. here at
    least.. yeah..
    Karma is
    a bitch huh..
    and the same type of
    weak men.. now live their
    life on ‘reddit’ and other online
    sites.. bitching about how free
    women are bitches.. boo who yeah
    these are the same kind of
    weak men that brought
    women down from
    the get go..
    men who
    are just
    afraid
    they are not
    man enough to be
    the second in line for
    a women who has experienced
    something better than they.. not
    even having enough frigging
    emotional intelligence to
    understand and FEEL
    that women
    make love
    to 6 feet or so
    of body.. mind..
    and mostly
    H E a R T..
    and not 6 inches..
    give or take whatever…
    But such is the life for
    little boys and sure
    girls too.. who
    were never
    loved
    in touch with feely
    ways of Unconditional
    Love from Birth by their
    Parents.. Love is grown
    as a garden.. not something
    that can be bought at either
    Walmart or Fancy Malls… it
    takes work and practice
    practice practice..
    and it starts
    at home..
    from the
    get
    go
    of born..
    the best answer to
    rape.. is children who
    are loved from the get
    go.. in all ways rape comes..
    from men to a culture that
    enslaves folks
    as cogs
    as humans
    become robots
    in Real Zombie Apocalypse
    way now.. beyond sad that is..
    but Hope is Love and REAL TOO..:)

  3. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/04/pike-staffs-with-curlicues/

    TheRe is nothing more contagious than the LiGht of Freedom..
    Love.. and Peace.. when practiced and exercised
    as a true sPort of life..
    And sPeaKinG of Mozart..
    the “Magic Flute” is among
    my favorites.. as it recognizes
    God iN Human and seeks to
    bring a dream of heaven on
    earth a reality now..
    instead of some
    empty promise after
    life.. the only place one
    knows for sure.. A better
    bet is now.. no doubt but only
    for those who do not fear life..
    sadly to fear death is to never
    live.. as to fear is to truly
    never be free of
    the darker
    side of
    life..
    Fear is the nightmare..
    the Devil incarnate in us..
    the evil daughter and son of
    human rationality that pays
    more attention to the past
    and future than the present
    of now..
    and truly
    if i had not already
    faced a worse fate
    than death in what is
    properly named the
    suicide disease.. a pain
    named type two trigeminal
    neuralgia.. assessed as worse
    than flesh and blood crucifixion
    for an entire 66 months.. i might
    never have come to Fully Love Life
    as i have zero fears of death over Love
    of life..
    perhaps
    the only way to
    truly become fearless
    of death.. to experience
    the reality that death is truly
    a gift.. and perhaps
    our sanitization
    away
    from
    the reality
    that death
    is a miracle
    of life that ends
    human suffering is
    why more folks fear death
    as a fear of life more than
    Loving life itself now..
    one of the saddest
    things i ever see
    now.. are people
    in church looking
    forward to death
    as not a relief from
    human suffering that often
    comes at the end.. but the
    beginning of a heaven that they
    never ever found here.. man.. that is
    so dam sad.. the saddest part of all
    is how many people
    damn themselves
    to hell in life
    by
    fearing
    death.. and believing
    empty promises of the psychopaths
    of history that always sell the same
    dam snake oil in another flavor
    for subjugation
    of human
    being through
    illusory fears
    and promise of something
    better after the human suffering
    and misery that is often imposed
    as simply/complexly now a prison
    of mind
    and body
    dying living
    out of balance
    in the past and future
    illusions of humans lies..
    and promises.. for control….
    i pull my own heArt stRinGs
    i am no puppet
    but
    me..
    smiles..
    and i both sing
    and dance the magic
    flute of Heaven now
    on this earthly KinGdom
    iN gift of heaven as bestoWed
    to those who receive the gift
    still wild and free as PAN
    wILL
    BE..
    in the
    Present of NOW..
    it’s really not that hard to see..
    God does live as us
    on beaches
    without
    footprints
    of the lies of
    human cultures
    and or religions..
    but sure.. there are
    no beaches as deserts
    until one sees the grains
    of sand
    of
    God..
    now as Present..
    sure.. i live in Paradise,,
    it’s easier to feel as waves..
    of the big picture of GULF
    as GOD
    instead
    of
    grains
    of sand..
    it takes now
    much greater
    vision to see God
    as a Grain of Sand..
    but yes.. all is possible
    in the eyes of God smaller
    than
    a
    gRAiN
    of sand..:)

  4. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/04/pike-staffs-with-curlicues/

    Love to you as well my friend..
    And Synchronicity ‘rules’ again..
    just got back from my Sand and
    Sun Dance with a rendition of
    the “Book of Eli”.. with
    Alan Watts..
    providing
    still now some
    common sense
    and revision
    knowledge
    of the bible
    to the ‘common’
    misguided ‘Christian’
    still of the day now..
    yeah.. it’s too much
    responsibility for
    most folks
    to be
    An
    Art of God
    but fortunately
    some still find
    their way.. and
    Alan Watts certainly
    runs in that expanded
    way of human being as
    far as i for one can see..
    As always the closed
    system vs the open
    system.. the
    two meet
    and
    create what is
    for now.. i’ll
    just be
    happy..
    for now..
    and ride the wave
    in balance as long as
    i carries I.. for Ego I of i..
    with spiRit! WitH tHe Rest
    of US as Nature..
    aka
    GOD..
    in all
    God’s
    Parcel
    and pArtS..:)

  5. gigoid says:

    Friends,

    Having battled my own mood and a corporate bureaucracy today, there’s too many grains of sand in me eyes to finish this tonight…. I will say, your Dad was, if not more handsome (a matter of taste, anyway…), had the eyes of a dreamer, a deeper thinker; his brother was looking far ahead with focus….

    For now, dance on, brother; I’ll be back….

    Take care, be happy, stay safe… Be cool, it’s weird out there (and vice versa…)

    Love

    gigoid

    • Hi gigoid.. thanks for stopping
      by.. and yes.. a dreamer
      as opposed to
      one far ahead
      with focus
      says it well
      for my father
      opposed to his
      twin brother.. but
      what i often notice
      about identical twins..
      in general.. is although
      they look very much alike..
      tHeir personalities can be
      total opposites.. which yes..
      seems almost the case
      for my father
      and his identical
      twin brother..
      and their half
      brother sired after my
      Cajun Grandmother remarried
      a Jewish heritage man then..
      moving from yes.. X-Catholic
      Priest.. immigrant from Ireland and..
      my Grandfather’s father from Germany..
      a watch-maker there from a still famous
      family of watchmakers now.. digressing
      here into family history.. and interestingly
      my Grandfather’s Mother.. a native of
      Ireland of the Rainsford name.. once
      having family that held the deed
      to the property that the
      now famous
      Guinness Beer
      Operation originates at..
      with my middle name coming
      from Arthur Guinness as well..
      but back to the original thought..
      my Father’s half-brother is all
      talk while both my father and
      his identical twin brother were
      are almost
      no
      talk.. at least
      around me then..
      an interesting
      Paternal family
      it was for the
      rare bi-annual
      visits i saw my father
      and never really got to
      know him.. for all the decades
      of my life.. but hey.. never saw
      him angry.. or depressed.. or
      even fearful.. to the day
      he dropped dead..
      suddenly
      at age 81 in
      2014.. so give
      and take as in
      all stuff
      liGht
      and dArk..
      taking the best
      and remembering
      the best as liGht.. Ynot..
      that’s what he appeared to
      do after all.. it just took
      me much longer to
      get in the
      groove
      of positive..
      at least for now..:)

  6. God.. i love my Apple products..
    from small to large..
    yes.. iPod to iPhone 6s
    to iPad Air.. to Mac Pro
    to 27″ all in one iMac
    now.. all still
    as fast and
    efficient as
    out of the
    box.. now
    never with
    a virus or any
    of that other
    Microsoft crap..
    hmm.. yes.. people
    cried for Jobs like
    Martin Luther King
    and Lennon when he
    passes away from
    Pancreatic cancer
    but that was
    before any
    of my
    Apple
    days.. starting
    in March of 2013..
    and seriously a gift
    from the God of Nature
    that first iPhone 5 was
    for me.. as with my type
    two Trigeminal Neuralgia
    eye pain.. it was the first
    screen i could look at without
    excruciating pain.. finally actually
    being able to see the beauty of nature
    again in color photos.. 4 inches big.. i seriously
    could not feel the emotion of beauty before that..
    as the eye pain was far too overwhelming for any
    feeling but pain..
    so yeah.. overall
    YEAH thanks for the
    Retina Display.. Mr. Steve
    Jobs with all his INTENSE
    EFFORT AND FOCUS TO GET
    THE NEWEST PRODUCT TO THE
    CUSTOMER TO PUT HIS BELOVED
    APPLE COMPANY AT THE TOP OF
    THE CORPORATE HEAP BEFORE
    HE DIES.. IS YES.. PART AND PARCEL
    OF WHAT SAVED MY SOUL AS WELL..
    BACK TO THE HUMAN BEING i
    USED TO BE AND SURE
    MORE MORE MORE..
    anyway.. after watching
    CNN’s Sunday Night
    documentary on Steve Jobs..
    not sugar coated like the movie
    i saw with Ashton Kutcher playing
    his character then.. in Summer of
    2013.. first movie.. after i recovered
    with my Maui Jim Sunglasses.. finAlly
    relaxing my optic nerve enough to
    watch any dam movie at all..
    yes.. lots of human
    effort and human
    misery and suffering
    went into all the Apple
    products so excellently
    built with both art and
    ergonomics in mind
    in Zen way of
    computing
    now..
    so yeah.. i appreciate
    all the liGht and all the
    dark sacrifices back then
    that always now make
    my Apple Communication
    devices what they are today..
    as they are integral now.. in both
    my recovery as human being..
    as well as to art the art of me
    as fully in imagination
    and creativity
    as i do
    today..
    additionAlly..
    with thanks
    of course to
    Word Press
    and Google..
    including YouTube
    and ‘all their friends’
    and the ones i have too..
    it’s a group effort in truly
    infinite
    ways..
    as always
    for human
    being N0W..:)

  7. https://omabdalrahmaan.wordpress.com/2016/01/02/jesus-in-islam2/comment-page-1/#comment-993

    What i like about the specific
    Catholic Church i visit all Sundays..
    is it does not downgrade other
    human religions.. and
    suggest that people
    are going to hell
    if they don’t
    believe their
    way.. etc..
    and in reading
    your comment up
    there.. if Muslims in
    ALL countries truly did
    allow people to believe
    whatever religion they
    wanted to.. that world
    would be a more peaceful
    place for folks in ALL Muslim
    countries.. but sadly
    there is no
    separation
    of church
    and state in
    Many Muslim countries
    with the penalty in some
    areas for changing religions.. up to
    death.. it is nice that you and others
    view the Koran.. in a kinder gentler
    way.. but sadly not all do.. and the
    price of that my friend can be death..
    which i’m sure we can both agree
    is truly sad..
    so sure there
    is MUCH room for improvement
    on both ends of the world now..
    as yes.. there are some ignorant
    people in my area that will
    call Muhammad an evil
    man and all of Islam
    an evil religion..
    but sure.. they
    have not met
    you yet..
    smiles..
    Soheir..
    that Love
    thing is all
    that truly works..
    ‘We’ SEE God as Love
    beginning and end
    of never
    ending
    story..:)

  8. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/05/silly-is-just-another-word-for-sublime/

    And now then God intimates
    speak.. speak and connect..
    And then now God in man creates
    Google..
    So sure..
    Google is
    God too.. as
    all stuff allthatis…
    And isn’t it nice to have
    access to the unabridGinG
    bible.. so far.. of human
    kind.. in all
    its flavors..
    colors..
    shades
    of grey
    as well
    as quantity
    and quality of
    these insightful
    quotes from history
    one finds here both
    old and new…
    Last night
    at my gym..
    a Kind Hearted
    African American
    Minister and Water
    Front Mission Worker
    AND Retired Marine..
    smiled as he said
    end times are
    here.. that
    stuff in
    Oregon
    and Saudia
    Arabia.. proves
    that Jesus is coming
    again.. yeah that God
    man Version of a Roman
    Emperor Constantine..
    coming in
    the clouds
    in all his
    ‘NAKED’
    GLORY..
    but chances
    are most every one would
    turn away from the REAL
    of a ‘naked’ man of God
    wild and free again.. any
    way.. it would be poetic
    justice… and i like
    to think that God
    is a laugh
    just
    ’cause
    i can.. and
    it makes me smile..
    after all now is allthatis
    and all that will ever be
    still now.. so why not
    make the best
    of now and
    Giggle
    with
    God
    and Google..
    to simply be free..
    it sure beats a civil
    war ’cause someone
    made someone register
    a gun at a gun show..
    and that was the
    other story
    i heard..
    ignorance of
    the tribal instinct
    is what leads to most all
    human conflicts.. aggression..
    violence.. and yes.. wars up to
    number three.. but yeah..
    i know civil war
    ain’t gonna
    happen
    ’cause
    those fat
    and unhappy
    old white dudes..
    are happy enough
    to truly worship Monday
    Night Football.. and Sunday
    Afternoon Football.. snoring
    in their mall chairs while i dance..
    aLive..in my hard artful resurrection
    smiling at their
    soft
    sitting
    tribal now
    insurrection…
    of GO TEAM GO..
    THERE are lots of
    ‘big men’ on the
    Internet these
    days but
    S P E C
    T A
    T O R S
    in real
    life..
    yeah.. sure…
    life is entertaining..
    when one trUly understands
    what God iN and aS human Nature even iS..
    But anyway.. in short.. Truth and Light NOW
    iS as contagious as dArk guns and bullets
    when taken in alive
    as Wisdom and Love..
    and all the fat happy pasty
    white old dudes in my neighborhood
    make me happy that ‘everyone’ is afraid
    to even come in my neighborhood thuggin’
    ’cause of all their guns stock
    piled in every corner
    of tHeir rooms..
    they love theiR
    Guns way too
    much
    to lose
    them in
    Jail..
    no less than psychopathic leaning
    leaders of countries who love themselves
    more than anything and will never press a button
    to
    die..
    Funny how
    life works.. the
    soulless save
    the
    souls
    of others
    too.. dark
    and liGht..
    the
    mix of
    allthatis goes
    on for now.. and man
    i love the pearls you provide
    from Google and other sources
    here.. my friend gigoid.. jUSt now..
    And to be crystal clear i fully support
    2nd amendment rights as not every
    one can be Bruce Lee like me.. hehe..
    but know all too
    well that never
    everyone
    should own
    one including
    me.. yeah..
    if i had owned
    one during my
    bout of the suicide
    disease.. Trigeminal
    Neuralgia.. i would
    have never written
    the first word of
    11 million words
    or done the first
    step of 4669 miles
    of dance everywhere
    i go in public.. and no..
    folks with Bi-Polar like
    me and even with Asperger’s
    Syndrome.. where suicide rates
    are 23 times higher than the rest
    of the population.. should face
    rigorous licensing requirements
    just to save themselves
    from
    the darker
    side of life
    that is REAL..
    and guns
    where a trigger
    is a quick solution
    to grin and bear it
    until one comes
    out on the
    other side
    alive
    instead
    of dead..
    Life is no black
    and white game..
    There are hues
    and colors that
    constantly change
    and rules that must
    come for more folks
    to live well in the long run too..
    not everyone can dance naked and free…
    but i for
    one can do it
    without guns..
    with no regrets..
    as long as my neighbors
    stand guard with all their metal..
    sure.. i owe them a debt of gratitude..
    and am thankful
    too..
    for
    Living Free
    iN the U. S. A..:)

    Enjoy your walk now my
    friend.. there was a now
    i could not walk.. literally
    could not walk at all..
    or even speak or
    think a word..
    with not even
    the ability
    after that
    to play
    tic
    tac
    toe…
    i appreciate
    the walk
    of life..
    with every note
    of SonG.. and step
    of Love in Wisdom too
    my friend.. perhaps
    more folks
    should
    lose more
    to truly appreciate
    the heaven that reAlly
    can be now.. jUSt noW..
    iF tasted.. touched.. viewed
    heard.. smelled.. and proprio-
    cepted
    as such..
    with emoTioNs
    Pro-sociAlly
    feeLinG as
    HeArt
    expresSinG
    as spiRit
    iN a
    miNd
    and BoDy
    BalanCinG
    soUl now..
    jUSt
    N0W..
    every note..
    step.. and
    word..
    counts..
    towards that
    now my friend..
    so yeS.. step oN
    iN liGht for n0w..
    as any trUly
    smArt beE
    and butterFly
    hUman WitH
    relative FREE
    WiLL
    will WitH
    Love
    to PoWer
    ForWard..
    reVerse..
    aBove.. So beLow
    iNside outSide
    aLL ’round..
    yeS..
    N0W..:)

  9. Well.. first of all Prajakta.. i enjoyed
    your last two posts describing
    your beautiful trip to the U.S.A.
    with your new fiancé.. who
    of course is truly
    no poor
    soul to
    be with you..
    hehe.. anyway
    it truly is the journey
    and all the diverse paths
    that make life what it is..
    to live it.. reAlly live iT
    is to never fear
    IT.. but sure
    that is a life
    long practice
    to get to a place
    of zero fear to live
    it all now my friend..
    and i feel you are well
    on your way now to that
    place if not already arriving..
    i wrote a Novel of Free Verse
    poeTry.. 50K+ words iN
    total with comments
    in one blog post
    at Christmas time..
    and will probably
    never read it again
    and perhaps
    no one else
    will either.. but
    the journey
    and diverse
    paths that
    come with
    that then
    still make
    who i am now..
    in total of whatever
    that is FOR now..
    To say one
    reAlly
    lived
    at the
    end of Life
    is enough my friend.. for me..
    And i suppose why i have no
    fear is
    i live..
    now
    as always
    a New
    Year
    to me..
    so sure.. Happy
    Now friend.. with best new
    wishes always for now.. now..:)

  10. Facebook Friend and long-term
    Seville Quarter frolicking
    dancing friend.. Cortney as
    pArt of what
    i call a trio
    of Charlie’s
    Angels..
    bRinGs news
    of Trump’s visit
    to the metro area of
    P. Cola.. and asks if
    anyone would like
    to troll it and
    i say..
    i would love to get him one
    on one.. in a room and
    give him a fredache after
    i talk his head OFF.. and
    if that doesn’t work
    i’ll dance
    him to
    exhaustion..
    i don’t have anything
    against him personally
    i just enjoy messing
    with socio leaning
    pathic
    person
    alities..
    as i am
    immune to
    their methods
    of manipulating
    heart strings of
    others.. so sure
    his arrows
    would
    be
    fun as they
    would not
    work with me..
    anyway.. it is beyond
    amusing as what comes
    around does eventually
    go around
    and
    come
    again..;)

  11. Sweet Facebook Friend Rafiah from
    Pakistan adds a photo of her
    two younger sister’s
    dancing on their
    roof one
    dancing
    and free
    and one
    with rather
    shy body
    language..
    and i say..
    One sister dances
    and the other doesn’t
    dance as much..
    i’m guesSinG..
    #bodylanguagesaysitall
    Anyway.. that would be a perfect
    dance hall for me on that roof..:)

    Rafiah says..

    I can
    imagine
    you
    all three
    dancing there.
    smile emoticon

    Her friend says…

    hahahahahahaetc…

    And i say..

    Smiles.. Yes.. Trust me..
    It is true i am capable of
    bringing both applause and
    tears of laughter to folks who
    have never seen someone as
    large as me move like i do on
    terrestrial plane.. And what is
    even funnier.. i literally do it
    everywhere i go.. Wax on Wax off..
    as they say in the movie.. ‘Karate Kid’..;)

  12. Okay.. so.. i do Facebook
    poeTry.. people are alive
    and so is poeTry
    when it
    illustrates
    real living
    human
    connections..
    dArk or liGht
    it matters not…
    it is the human connections
    at at the end of the day and
    all of life.. that truly count..
    so.. why not record
    iT for the
    beauty
    of that..
    perhaps
    no one else
    does it this way
    but that is what
    human freedom
    is still all about..
    moving
    out of the
    cave and
    painting
    something
    new on an entirely
    different wALL as Human Being
    can and does do so well
    when not limited
    by folks
    who
    are
    afraid of
    change.. and
    the ‘fraidy cats are
    important too as someone
    has to square the corners
    off on
    the corner
    stOnes of
    builDings..;)

  13. WeLL.. dancing to the Best of
    Earth… Wind.. and Fire.. at
    Publix.. and Walmart.. and man
    i was reAlly putting on a show..
    something about
    colder weather
    sets
    my
    hEart.. spiRit..
    and SoUl aLive
    and yes! with
    Earth.. Wind
    And Fire aliVe
    on iPhone 6s
    ear buds
    of course
    fueling
    the drive
    iN Dance
    of me.. but yes.. sTill
    iN January.. we now have
    Winter Green Smell Grass..
    the first time i remember
    ever now centipede leaves
    staYinG green through January
    with Red Passion Flowers
    still shining
    red on vines
    across the yard..
    and even sleeping
    Hibiscus Red Flowers
    blooming not only
    through the end
    of Summer but
    through Winter
    too..
    now..
    just wow..
    weather
    extremes
    that color red
    in scents of
    Autumn dew
    on Sunny mornings
    of green and heArty red..
    anyway.. with imagination
    and creativity of each and
    every human being set free
    bEcomes full of Shining Star
    Human bEinG iN tune with
    the rest of the UniVerse
    bRinGinG liGht to
    the dArk of aLL
    as WeLL
    for now
    too..
    And with all that said..
    YES!.. AFTER a two-week
    hiatus since writing my first
    Novel Blog Post of Free
    Verse Poetry at
    Christmas
    nows
    as linked
    here named
    ‘GodsUniVerseNovel’..

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/26/godsuniversenovel/

    It is back to dVerse online
    Poetry Pub to respond
    from micro to
    macro poetic
    expression to
    all the poeTry
    linked there.. JusT
    for fun now.. yes..
    just now.. wheRe the
    Prompt of the Tuesday
    day iS about writing
    on smeLL.. and all
    the memories
    smell can
    bring from
    present of
    past and
    Now as
    Present..
    so sure.. we can
    call it a PoeTry
    RamPage
    writing
    spree
    once
    again.. yes
    set totAlly Free
    for now.. and note..
    asterisks indicate sites
    that are no longer welcoming
    my input for whatever
    reason.. but hey!..
    theRe is the
    get inspired
    and comment
    here option
    that is
    a greaTesT
    option for me
    at least.. too.. now!..;)

    *Sweet scenTinG kisses
    Young Love perfUmes
    Babe FloweRinG
    sweet.. baby
    powdeRinG
    depths
    iN
    desiRinG
    sIlk dresSinG
    pufFinG
    blUe..
    untold..
    soft
    hard
    comes
    togetHer..:)

    *
    Ancestral Hills
    Burial grounds
    Hairy
    Panzacola
    peoples oF
    Alabama
    Lore..
    meadow
    yelloWinG floWer smeLLs
    deWinG wet spRinG HiLLs
    spiRit LiVinG beLow
    so aBove iN mE
    then
    now..
    Now
    NOW..:)

    Lipton
    packages
    family
    brew..
    scents
    clear
    air ways
    of what to
    do when wife
    and i are sick
    but get
    Love
    out
    of packages
    oh! when she
    can’t cook..:)

    *
    Odor.. Harbingers
    Death.. Place of
    Fear.. P
    T
    S D
    P A
    N I C
    ATTACK!
    the end
    is near
    but oh so
    far..TG..:)

    i hate to sound
    carnivorous
    no.. actuAlly
    i love to smell
    carnivorous..oh!
    from a bloody
    steak on a grill
    until i smell
    a living calf
    a farming
    i shall
    go..
    went..
    but hell
    no!.. my eYes
    stiLL roLL bacK
    iN my head witH
    thAT first juicy
    bite from the
    carnivore
    of
    me..;)

    *
    Dead mall Sunday
    Christmas smells
    stale money
    New Year’s
    day gone
    sales
    dead
    oh what
    a relief dancing
    roomS aGain..;)

    Sad.. little boys..
    girls.. young
    adults..
    adults
    so represSinG
    so oppresSinG
    cloSinG heARts
    miNds.. boDys..
    if only
    iFonLy
    they could
    Feel.. gasoLine
    will burn
    without
    alcohol..
    emoTioNs
    SinG dancE
    life sober
    spiRit noW
    balanCinG
    miNd and
    BoDy soUl
    Free..
    FEELinG
    DancE..:)

    Smiles.. as much
    as i always hated
    cigarette smoke..
    the first liGht
    of my father’s
    smoke is all
    he spoke
    to me..
    strangely
    it then was
    comforting
    enough while
    i choke back
    a cough now
    and then..:)

    *
    SplendoRinG
    RiveRinG GrasSinG
    Young Love
    smeLLs
    green..
    FloWing
    water
    bloods
    veins..
    sinKinG
    into
    each
    other’s
    spRinG
    oF uS..;)

    Evergreen’s
    Poetry
    always
    living
    within
    Cedar
    smells win
    Evergreen..:)

    Well.. Lynn.. in the middle
    you are now.. then.. and i
    make iT jUSt this
    far before
    night
    night
    time tonight
    and a bit of a quandary
    for me.. is it seems
    my wife has no
    smell at all..
    so.. i must
    remember
    her
    feel
    along..
    by
    heArt
    and
    no pain by
    numbers..:)

    11 is enough
    for now.. about
    half way through..
    for now.. at least..
    back again tomorrow
    more for the rest
    of this scented
    or unscented
    journey
    for
    now..;)

    12:58 am
    1062015

    Back at 10:29 am
    and noticing on my
    word press notifications
    that Lynn suggests wife
    Katrina must have
    a scent..

    so i say..

    Not noticeable..
    Has something to do with
    Pacific Islander sweat glands..
    Per the only scientific sources
    i am aware of.. But perhaps the
    greatest reason is i am born with
    sinuses almost completely closed..
    So it’s really mostly just another
    anecdotal odd case of me.. WInks..:)

    And as a side note.. My son was born
    with sinuses completely closed..
    So i continue to celebrate
    the miracle of my life at
    least.. Very humbling in
    deed and overall reality..
    sincerely.. With still
    thanks to God.. Friend Lynn ..
    Life the gift always of Love..:)

    And now i say.. yeah.. when getting
    a Cat Scan of my sinuses back in
    2008.. trying to figure out
    the ’cause of the dentist
    drill in my right eye
    and ear.. of atypical
    trigeminal neuralgia
    pain for a total
    of 66 months..
    not actually
    diagnosed until
    2 years later by
    a pain specialist
    with a spray of Lidocaine
    up my sinuses to see if even
    secondary relief comes and
    yeah that’s all i got
    was secondary for
    one second
    relief..
    verifying
    the diagnosis..
    but anyway in 2008
    before that.. when
    the ENT specialist
    reviews the CAT Scan
    of my sinuses he says
    how do you breathe..
    your sinuses are
    so closed up
    by that
    congenital
    septal deviation
    up in there.. and
    i say.. mostly
    through my
    mouth..
    thinking
    duh.. i did
    survive until
    age 47 so far..
    ya know..
    ugh..
    the things
    that doctors
    say with almost
    zero empathy for
    the heArt of patients..
    but sure.. they have to
    be mechanical cognition
    brainiacs with heart
    or not heart
    to pass
    the grade
    for the big
    degree and
    sure a lot
    of good
    his words
    did for me..
    anyway i could
    dance circles around
    him nose or no knows now..
    oh yeah.. and then there
    is my primary physician
    who actually laughed
    when i told her
    i relieved the
    severe unrelenting
    back pain associated
    with severe degenerative
    arthritis and spinal stenosis
    precipitated early in life by
    a congenitally fused vertebra then..
    yes.. now resolved by walking backwards..
    of course she hadn’t the time to read
    the actually medical literature that
    suggests other people have been
    helped with the same
    DRUG FREE ROUTINE
    OF SIMPLE MOVING
    OUT OF THE FRIGGING
    SOCIETY SIDEWALK
    ROBOTIC
    WALK
    OF ONE
    WAY TO
    ERGONOMIC
    INJURY WALKING
    that any caveman
    could tell ya in a
    heart beat if you
    restricted him
    or her to
    a sidewalk
    by simply
    feeling the
    truth of it
    with highly
    developed all
    natural innate
    instinctual intuitive
    intelligence in sensory/
    emotional/emotive and
    yes even sensual/sexual
    ways as well iN human
    healing in so many
    ways of preventing
    illness.. pain.. ugh..
    misery.. and emotional
    suffering.. by a human
    mind and body so out of
    frigging balance by keeping
    on a rat treadmill of moving
    one way through life now truly
    insanely with some folks never
    even raising their arboreal arms
    to the sky that ancestrAlly climbed
    trees to capture prey and escape
    predator.. but nah.. tHere
    are not many primitives
    around to find
    the secrets to
    well-being anymore
    except folks like
    Yogi’s.. desert
    walkers like
    Jesus..
    and Buddha’s
    under trees..
    and sure me walking
    a beach too and losing
    footprints of culture
    that almost
    kill me
    in a slow
    burn and torture
    away from innate
    human nature as
    gifted by all
    Natural God
    of Nature..
    anyWayS..
    the ‘Gods
    must be
    Crazy’ to
    quote a movie
    with the same
    general life
    giving message
    where human Gods
    are most always
    far far away from
    THE REAL GOD OF NATURE..
    AND THE PRACTICE OF MEDICINE
    THAT TREATS SYMPTOMS INSTEAD
    OF ADDRESSING ROOT CAUSES OF
    HUMAN MISERY.. SUFFERING..
    DISABILITY.. AND YES
    ULTIMATELY PREMATURE
    DEATHS..
    don’t get me
    wrong.. antibiotics
    are important.. but
    the garbage man of
    history also known
    as sanitary
    science
    has saved
    more lives
    in prevention
    of illness than
    modern medicine
    as whole.. and the
    there is moving.. connecting..
    and creating.. that no psychotropic
    medication will ever cure in the long
    run.. as long as humans do not do
    what they are still evolving to
    do in terms of moving..
    connecting.. and
    creating..
    the trinity
    of living according
    to the REAL GOD OF NATURE
    AS GIFTED HUMAN NATURE AS US..
    i could be wrong.. but
    yeah.. now..
    i seriously
    DOUBT IT..
    with zero
    doubts about
    what does
    work
    for me
    to attain
    the bliss of
    human heaven on
    my command with
    the will of me
    and God
    of
    NATURE
    asONeForce
    of HUMAN NATURE..
    so when people ask me
    why i dance in public
    i say i can..
    and when
    i ask people
    why folks get
    cold in the Winter
    i tell them it is
    because of
    heated
    homes
    and
    wearing
    lots of clothes..
    but of course what
    human is silly enough
    to migrate to areas with
    no water and the temperatures
    are regularly below freezing..
    none really.. someone before
    them made that mistake
    and they are born
    into it..
    and become
    functionally
    disabled by the
    environment they
    live in.. with
    all those
    sidewalks
    too.. of course..
    or people.. like
    nutty nomads move
    there to find a higher
    paying job.. to get
    a bigger home..
    nicer car..
    and more
    Mall
    and Walmart
    Stuff to ‘feel’
    up tHeir Garage..
    while their car
    does just
    fine
    outside
    in the
    cold
    as metal
    only fills
    empty
    heArts
    spiRits
    and soUls..
    Anyway.. giving
    more than taking
    has its inherent
    rewards.. and facing
    discomfort for courage
    and greater strength has
    lifetime benefits beyond
    belief for most sidewalk
    walkers with their heavy
    coats on a fifty degree
    Sunny Day..
    where i dance
    accommodating
    the temperatures
    outside in my
    private back
    yard all
    natural
    with
    the
    REAL GOD
    OF NATURE
    ALLONE AND
    never frigging
    alone all closed
    up in four walls..
    a ceiling or
    outside
    escaping
    Nature
    all
    covered
    up.. in
    culture designed
    prison of comfort
    yet weakness.. in the
    increasing functional
    disability of our God
    gifted human Nature..
    okay.. Science and
    Nature and God
    of Nature
    lesson
    side
    note
    ends for
    now.. back
    to dVerse
    poEtry
    land
    to finish
    theRe and
    get back to
    Sun and Sand
    dance all Free
    ALLONE WITH GOD..:)

    i’ll do the Sun
    and Sand dance
    first..
    while
    the Sun
    is hiGh
    and briGht
    wITh me..:)

    12:22 pm…

    A few detours
    and back at 2:54 pm..

    Smells hungry
    greaTesT wisdom
    aLL.. smeLLs.. Hungry..:)

    When smeLL
    of gel.. iS greater
    than spoken
    heArt
    muSic
    human
    fAils
    bEinG..:)

    Purpose sheep..
    purpose meaning
    works purpose meaning
    sheers more sheep alone
    shalom..:)

    OMG..NOW..
    before explosions
    of Mexican dishes
    glass or not
    smell
    better
    than after
    effect of
    all of
    that
    but oh
    to lose
    the taste..
    Pizza will
    do.. to fill
    us up
    without
    exposions
    ‘fore or after..;)

    Oh now.. M
    God.. i hate
    cigarettes too
    but OMG..
    even
    though
    he didn’t
    talk.. Dad
    sure looked
    cool.. lighting
    up his cigarette..
    as 007.. yes.. his
    role.. law enforcement
    too.. embers bright iN
    coals of him.. sticks
    of smoke.. so
    menthol cool..:)

    Summer’s
    tea.. refreshing
    drink.. family
    sings sun iN
    refRain..
    noon’s
    warm
    way..
    briGhter
    eYes come..
    oh.. yes they
    do.. Tea
    bags steep
    aWay cLouds..
    connecTinG
    hUman Ways..:)

    Ferris wheels
    sing songs
    of high..
    smelling
    fear is
    all i taste..
    cotton candy
    floats higher safer..:)

    Living breeze..
    ins or outs
    please..
    moving
    connecting
    creating ways
    out.. wheRe iNs
    rule
    more..
    rare for
    outs
    oF
    uS
    aS LOVE..:)

    Great uncle.. mine..
    dying with cigar
    in box
    at 94..
    boy he could
    talk.. with or
    without a
    cigar
    of life..
    hours on end..
    oh.. the days
    when stories
    rate..
    life
    away
    from
    smaller
    boxes of
    hand held
    voices..
    Oh.. no
    longer songs..:)

    FloWers
    ’round.. smell
    pure and clean..
    many dreams
    so trUe
    and fAir..
    aWay froM
    spOils.. dArk
    smeLLs faDe oFF..:)

    Never mind
    libraries mine..
    dark.. so dark..
    quiet..
    i navi
    gate..
    iNfront
    Windows..
    fAll asleep..
    unTil liGht..
    iMac Wakes..
    iRead aGain..
    stiMulus now..
    iLiGht smeLLs
    Speeds Read
    WeLLiNow..:)

    *
    Dissecting Doctors
    a frog’s last
    play..
    human
    Gods
    play
    Doctors
    on Mother
    Nature’s
    way..
    we
    are the
    experiment
    now and guinea
    pig too.. irony
    of Mother
    Nature
    comes
    in waves
    of present
    past
    and
    future
    shock now..
    side note
    now…
    truly
    sad how some
    folks don’t realize
    that most of what we
    know and feel of culture
    is a new human experiment
    never tried before.. and
    to think it has been
    replicated
    and
    successful
    before is
    perhaps
    the
    biggest
    pitfall
    to real
    human
    hell yet..
    It starts with
    Instant Gratification
    and sitting down.. then
    stress.. no movement to
    release neurohormones
    of stress that
    kills
    mind and
    body without
    escape.. and
    the rest is history
    when Mother Nature
    aka God
    comes
    to reap
    what’s
    sowed
    as frog
    play of human folly..
    experiment or not..
    reality
    bites
    or kisses
    as Mother
    Nature Truth
    or away with Lies..
    of smells that
    come with
    dismal
    odors
    of
    slow death
    in Life.. the
    way out is simple
    get away.. and Live..
    with Mother Nature
    once again..
    but culture
    makes that
    almost
    impossible
    for the matrix
    of guinea pigs
    trapped
    in the
    mire
    of formaldehyde
    already with
    bellies
    exposed..
    end side note
    with a hopeful
    note that if i can
    escape there is still
    a great possibility
    that whomever one
    iS.. they
    can too..
    less scathed
    by the experiment
    that truly is US
    and other
    culTures
    NOW..:)

    SpRinG Love
    SeasOnal
    eTern
    Ally now..:)

    Smell of Love
    from Birth
    parents..
    warm
    and true..
    a smell of
    heArt..
    SpiRit
    balanCinG
    miNd and boDy
    soUL.. prime
    mover
    LOVE
    continues
    giving.. gift
    of parents beyond
    no other.. first smell
    of
    Love..:)

    Well..
    Adriana..
    i don’t often
    provide compliments
    directly.. but this one
    is by far the best i come
    across today.. keeping in
    mind i come across them
    all year long.. every one..
    you knocked it out of
    pArk
    simply
    ’cause
    you
    capture
    essence
    of human Freedom
    here.. the smell
    that lives
    within..
    my
    friend..:)

    SMiLes.. my friend..
    smoke and second
    hand smoke can be
    the terror that keeps giving
    too.. for me.. two decades working
    in a Military Bowling Center with
    literally hundreds of folks lit
    up every day..
    me.. a non-smoker
    sucking it up
    and sucking
    it in..
    the price
    of that potentially
    part of the reason
    for chronic inflammation of
    swelling mucousal linings
    of sinuses impinging on
    nerve endings
    associated
    with
    the worst
    pain known to
    mankind.. actually
    assessed as worse
    than crucifixion from
    wake to sleep..
    66 months..
    as type
    two
    Trigeminal
    Neuralgia..
    Life’s not
    fair..
    but
    i learned
    THE MOST from pain..
    the dArkest of
    smoke from
    cigarette
    butts
    ended up
    likely now
    being a ticket
    to never ending
    liGht.. yes it
    is most
    definitely
    True.. God works
    in mysterious ways
    and the gift of JOB
    can tRuly be a
    greaTesT gift
    of all when
    one understands
    that ALL IS GOD..
    INCLUDING DARK..:)

    All caught up at
    5:22 pm.. time
    for gym
    break. back
    to check
    for any
    more lInks
    and then it’s
    now to publish
    all of this as
    it is getting
    mighty
    long
    as usual
    hehe.. with
    sMiles.;)

    Back at 10:38 pm
    with one more
    from dVerse
    here..

    SmeLLinG DanCinG
    roManCinG SinGinG
    waRrioRinG tRiaLinG
    lifTinG
    spiRiTinG
    dAnCinG
    liFinG n0w
    parlanCinG
    freeDominG
    coMinG feaT
    sWeet feeTinG
    aGain..
    aLive
    aSonG..:)

  14. Glenn Buttkus says:

    And a rollicking HAPPY NEW YEAR to the wildest 55 year old I know, dancing, dancing, in shorts & T-shirt in 40 degree weather, suffering with a cold as temps dive from 85 Christmas week; OMG, hard to believe the dynamo freight train of Fred stayed off the blog for two whole weeks (love Katrina telling you to get off the fuckingfred computer, because as wonderful as they are, they can be a succubus, a siren, a thief of time). Your stats are more dynamic than tatts, for they continue to grow, progress–Jesus, over 4600 miles of dancing in malls, clubs, fields, & parking lots, with 3 million words in three years right here, wearing your 400 themed &-shirts (do you even own long pants, & if so, when would you wear them?) Glad to see you including your comment on my blog in these comments, but miss seeing my name mentioned (silly me). Damn, 9601 words before the 2000 more in comments, another Fred behemoth novella treatise opus, with 9 videos, & over 50 personal images. Loved your comment /the dancers on TV on NY’s eve looked like robot replicas/.
    Per usual your pics grabbed my attention, only 2 of yellow boy, loved the one in your sun room or enclosed porch, & begin to recognize your haunts, the shadowed woods, the tracks in the sand, the angry rain clouds, the sad winter blossoms in the back yard, the moody dark shots in the piano bars & dance clubs, the happy cheerful faces in the dance selfies, the restroom & other mirrored selfies, the ever present ear buds pounding out the beat for your perpetual motions, & of course the lovely Katrina, cooking, shopping, walking, smiling, her eyes so alive & loving, & the cursory stop at your Catholic Church, in a special congregation that is welcoming to New Agers, 233 pounds of Fred on the scales, food porn of deli sandwich, chili, hot dogs & fried chicken (yum), & another farm, this one rife with turkeys, chickens, & pouty pigs; all here in a Fred bundle, all good, all Fred allthetime.

    • Hi Glenn.. oh Lord.. still here during those two
      weeks.. blogging.. including writing an actual
      free verse super epic
      post of Novel
      Length including
      main post of 41,113
      words and 10K more
      in the comments
      section..
      named
      ‘GodsUniverseNovel’..
      published the day after
      Christmas with the
      trilogy of three
      pArts of poeTry
      coming before
      that.. and yes..
      i have you named
      by Glenn in all of those
      and here you come in
      this coming one too
      as well.. of course..
      as this will be
      pArt of that..
      but yeah.. during
      those two weeks
      seeing that the
      folks from
      dVerse needed
      a break.. i gave ’em
      a break from me as well..
      including you Glenn.. hehe..
      except for Facebook of course
      haha.. and now no breaks from
      me except of course for the folks
      who no longer allow me on
      their turfs by not
      words but
      silent
      moderating
      and deleting from
      a culture that is
      too cold and isolating
      to even say what their
      frigging problem is
      in connecting
      to other
      human beings
      and instead push
      buttoning them out
      of existence… no thanks
      i don’t roll that way.. if i have
      an issue i will talk it out.. and by
      God make friends even greater
      as long as the paRty
      is half way
      human
      at least
      in terms
      of empathic
      receptivity
      for what
      human even
      is and the saddest
      part of all are for folks
      who have lost that quality
      of what it even means to
      truly move.. TRULY CONNECT
      AND CREATE.. AS HUMAN and
      away from robotic.. machines
      now of Zombie Apocalypse
      come real
      in push
      button
      drones
      of human beings..
      it’s more fun to Love
      and sure i satire the dArk
      pArt just to teach in a way
      that will grab someone..
      anyone’s attention
      in the Twitter
      world
      of
      Gold
      Fish
      minds
      of 140 characters
      or less.. brevity has
      never been the way
      of human being until
      now.. oral tradition in
      both long tongue
      and long
      steps
      of dance
      is the
      way of
      most real
      human beings
      throughout history
      after we learn to talk
      that truly is our only
      instinctual verbal
      ability
      as this
      written
      stuff is
      what comes
      next.. and what
      tries to rule human
      being.. by their own
      hand now.. and fingers
      that become humans now
      instead of lyrical voice
      and dance
      that means
      FEELING
      human
      empathy
      of moving
      CONNECTING
      AND CREATING
      ART TO MOVE LIFE
      AND NOT STAGNATE
      STILL ON SIDEWALKS
      TO
      HELL..
      MOST FOLKS
      KNOW WHAT THE
      HIGHWAY TO HELL
      IS.. BUT FEWER
      UNDERSTAND
      THE SIDEWALK
      THAT TAKES
      ONE IN
      ONE
      DIRECTION
      STRAIGHT
      TO A
      SLOW
      BURN
      OF
      HELL..
      i’ll take
      the smell
      of Leaves of
      Grass.. my friend..
      and move in all
      directions
      of life
      free..
      inside..
      outside..
      above..
      and so below..
      AND ALL AROUND..
      and hell no.. i haven’t
      worn anything but shorts
      since i got well in the
      Summer of 2013.. in
      2008
      after almost
      the death of me
      from total human
      exhaustion.. and
      19 medically associated
      disorders of a culture
      that continues
      to functionally
      disable human
      beings.. yes..
      back in 2007
      and 2008 moving
      into my new found
      literal human hell
      then.. i was literally
      chilled by a breeze on
      a 100 degree Florida
      July day..
      and had to
      wear a jacket
      to warm my
      bones almost
      year ’round..
      i found the answers
      within aLL with the
      God of Nature.. and
      no longer play
      the games
      of a
      system
      that takes
      me away
      from
      living
      friend..
      and i’m A
      crazy one..
      yeah sure..
      Bi-Polar..
      Aspergers..
      ADHD
      with all the
      dArk parts of that
      a direct result of
      cultural illusions
      where ‘1984’ is as
      clear to me
      as the
      jacket
      that used
      to warm my
      Summer bones
      of cold..
      that’s
      frigging
      insane.. not
      a 233LB robust
      human being in shorts
      in down to 18 degree
      temperatures strong
      enough to
      dance
      barefoot
      in the snow..
      and yeah.. i’ve
      got the photos to
      prove.. my so
      called
      insanity
      of
      being
      REAL
      MY FRIEND..
      A REAL WILD
      AND FREE
      LOVING
      CHILD OF
      THE GOD OF
      NATURE FREE..
      WHERE MY GOD
      IS NEVER CRAZY
      AND AS FREE AS ME
      AS WE ARE FREE MY FRIEND..:)

      And in honor of AC/DC
      hmm.. maybe i mean
      KISS..
      theRe
      iS
      this
      photo
      here..;)

  15. http://gigoid.me/2016/01/06/illusion-is-a-deck-with-51-cards/

    WeLL.. first of aLL..
    theRe iS enough wisdom
    from the sages of the ages
    to allow all the words you
    provide.. to germinate a little
    while.. before the rest of
    me.. in whatever comes..
    responds to more of it..
    that is rare.. but rarely
    do folks provide
    enough
    inspiration
    to make me
    wait to bRing
    more to
    the table
    of whatever
    is.. now
    to come..
    and i for one
    take ironic amusement
    and some righteous
    indignation..
    of the
    pain and suffering
    human cultures
    across the last
    10 to 12
    thouSand
    years of selfish
    ignorance have brought
    to the rest of Nature..
    and coming out
    of the dark
    myself two
    Summers ago..
    i remember feeling the
    voice of Wild and Free
    Nature aka God
    feeling a little
    rage of
    righteous
    indignation of
    all the pain of suffering
    that the road kill of human
    roads as metaphor has brought
    to the other squirrels of world..
    but alas we are all in this
    game of life together
    and there is no
    separating
    the liGht
    from the
    dArk of
    Allthatis
    without harming
    Allthatis even more…
    So i decided.. no God..
    don’t bring ‘another flood’
    to wipe the condominiums
    off the earth as i walked
    farther and farther
    down a
    desolate
    and beautiful
    Seagull Beach..
    as Sea Gulls can
    fly over floods
    but
    innocent
    cats and many
    other innocent
    creatures will drown
    along with human cultures..
    so then.. i decided.. come back
    to the Condos and do what you
    can.. is all you can do.. but meanwhile
    above all be free.. but as Godzilla and
    Blue Oyster Cult intimates so finely
    and simply.. Nature proves
    again and again..
    the folly
    of human
    in more
    or less
    words
    of Truth and liGht..
    and everything around us
    now that is reducing human
    populations.. is yes.. pArt
    of the all Natural
    plan
    of
    Nature
    to do what
    she does best..
    JUST BE AS IS..
    iN BALANCE
    whether
    we
    like
    the pain..
    misery.. and
    suffering or not..
    Nature will
    have
    her
    way
    with or
    without us..
    no doubt
    to me
    at
    least..
    but meanwhile..
    i WiLL pArty like
    it’s 1999
    in 1984
    as
    2016
    ’cause
    i can.. and
    dam.. i CAN
    is a great way
    to be free my
    friEnd..
    gigoid..
    yeah.. and
    theRe’s tHis..;)

    Yes.. aperfect
    grin iN match..;)

    It was hard getting here..
    But i change what i can and
    leave the rest behind.. With
    more energy for what i can and am..:)

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