Get Here When You Love And Will

From A First Newborn Today
Baby Fall Sunflower Weathering
Over A Month of Drought
With Middle of Summer
Heat Still as Fall too..
Colors of Sunshine
Reaching out
Extra Hard
To relate
Good morning to You
Yes; Like Changing Wind into Wine;
Political Cushions Still
Gas-Lit Farty Folks Still
Sitting Enjoying IT All🤢
Good Morning And isn’t
Nature Amazing To Create
A Flower With Blood
Red Hair Like this
So Unique and Delicately
Featured just like my
Great FRiEnD True
Took me so long
To find this
Flower i
Appreciate it
So very much
That i will say
Good Morning
To it as long As
It cares to
From me
With SMiLes
It is the Message
In the “Bottle
Brush” Flower
You will Google
It and Find it
Real with
That Name too🐝
Obviously the number of his followers who supported Trumpisms…
even then some ‘Stuff’ stays the same there are always more than a Few Money Tables In
Need of Change no doubt he Would still be upset people don’t care to seek Heaven now no
doubt With 100 Percent Faith as Love Doing the John 14:22 Least Harm to Others as Jesus
attempts to cross the Southern Border Without taunts From the Panhandle of Florida to be Shot
and Killed Again.. i bet Jesus is already here and People Still Do not really See And Do Love
with so little respect For EartH Too…
Yes.. The House of
The Kingdom of
Love NoW as Both
God and Heaven
Live for real Now
Within it’s a Great
Place the Water
is Beauty for a
Free Swim.. Flow
And Float Eternally
Now Within You Might
be surprised how
Many Christians
Have missed this
Really Great News
And ReaLiTy Over the
Last 2K Years… Real Jesus would
Only Pity them now and still forgive
what they Do not know and
Experience… Helping
them would be no
different than the
‘Rich Trump Man’
Again and all
His supporters…
The Jesus Story
Is only as Great
As The Good News
Folks Hear.. Make and
AcTuAlly Do..
Have a nice
Day With
SMiLes of
Jesus So
Far Away
From the
Other Place
Trump Frowns…
Wow, ‘this’ is really a thought provoking thread; what one might extra-ordinarily
Hope to find in a Forum For Philosophy; at least for a Broader View than what one
ordinarily might find in a TextBook For Philosophy at Best is hearing New Ways of
Perceiving the World to Expand on Existing Ways to See A World Grown Stagnate now
And Cold of Human Inspiration for Change too. Currently, i am Putting Together what i call a ‘MacroVerse’
that is close to a Novel Size Blog Post of Freest Verse Poetry that i do each week; usually around 30 Thousand
Words; a Bit too big for Novella and a bit too small for Novel; yet, still accomplished without fail along with 40
Miles of Public Dance Each Week on Average; that i have been doing now for 6 Years and one Month as that
Dance Effort Arrives at 12,000 Miles; and is actually the current Subject of the ‘MacroVerse’ i have already
written and fully illustrated with around 300 Photos i took; accompanied with Music From YouTube, as i
select that creatively in flow of doing it all step by step of Dance; word by word of Free Flow Song; truly
Staying in Flow in an ‘Autotelic State of Bliss’ just by the practice of Authoring; Yes, Directing
Producing and Acting my Own Play of Life that results in almost unlimited smiles for the
Viewing Audience of the Dance in Public too; not unlike Pavlov’s Dog when people just
see me coming now in a Public Place they smile even before i dance. On top of that this
Current MacroVerse Celebrates Highlights of 6 Months of Selfies with Beautiful Women
Weekly from the Largest Metro Dance Hall as Dance; particularly original and fearless
Dance anew now still sends a Clear signal to Females you Are Fearless and someone
they will Love to get a bit closer to too; even if you are pushing 60 like me now
as true i have documented a bit over 2000 Photos with me and all those smiles too
in the total effort of my Longest Long Form Poem at 7.3 Million Words in the Last 73
months; ever since i recovered as a shut-in, in my Bedroom for 66 Months, in July of
2013 that came from 19 Medical Disorders in Life threatening synergy; including the Worst
Pain known to Humankind assessed as the Suicide Disease; Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia from
Wake to Sleep for the Entire 66 Months; like a Dentist Drill in my Right Eye and Ear that no drug would
touch; there was never a second where i could make sure i could make it another Second without finding
a Bridge to throw myself off of; as there are some experiences of Pain and Numb without Emotions that are
worse than any Hell Fire Imaginable; where Death surely seems like a Relative Heaven in Hell. Those Days are
dust; and the way i got out of that place was truly becoming Creative with Imagination and Literally Writing myself
out of that Place with my own Story when i started Blogging Creatively in March of 2013. The Force of Belief of
Putting Imagination Creatively in Art in a Place where we Actually See it reinforces the Power of Human
Belief; whatever Dark thru Light it may come to be; So, not unlike the fictional story of Batman i went
from Plato’s Cave for 66 Months into the Light; and not unlike what Batman’s Mentor suggested then
i became something much more sublime and beautiful than a vigilante against evil; i became a Legend
for Smiles as that is the name assigned to me as Young Men Drive their Cars past me Walking away from
the Dance Hall at 2 AM at night; whereas, the Women may taunt me with take Your Shirt off as i approach 60
years of age; and this all has had an extremely regenerative effect now on not only my Spiritual Emotional
And Sensory Life; but actual Physical Strength as my Legs are empirically Measurable at 3 times stronger
before i started the Endeavor in 2013; as true, moving from 500 Pounds on a Leg Press to really an almost
unbelievable 1520 Pounds at 8 Reps; where i actually recorded a less than Maximal Effort at 1340 Pounds on
YouTube at 90 Degrees, at 12 Reps very slowly over a 100 Second Duration of Endeavor; Keeping in mind that
during my ‘Dead Zone Days’ with Dysautonomia, in particular; i couldn’t walk around the Block in Warm Weather without
almost Passing out then; that’s quite a change now in 40 Miles average of Weekly Public Dance; and additionally the
fact that i felt like a dizzy fly uncomfortable in almost any New Environment or Complex one with many people in it,
even before i go sick, like Super Walmart; where i actually Dance now in the Center Aisle, as in example below for that
as obviously i am no longer the uncoordinated dizzy fly i was before with unregulated Emotions and Sensory Integration
Disorder too.

Of course, the ‘Force’ of Epigenetics will explain a lot of this; even the Change on the Autism Quotient Scan test
from 45 to 11; and a change in the Emotional IQ test from Mid-50’s to Mid-90’s; and even a Personality change
from INTJ to ENFP; although i will shift back on over to INTJ on a dime, if i choose to do more Mechanical Cognition
than Social Artistic Empathic Cognition, better reflecting the Nature We LiVE iN that is Art that Humans Construct
Science out of; sadly becoming in Essence the Forms (Tools) they Create in a Kind of Prison they make for themselves.
This is not easy to see if one has lived in mostly one or the other Dimension of Being in Mind and Body Balance
Whole (Soul) or severely out of Balance in Just one ‘Hemisphere of Life’.

As far as Free Will Goes; of course it is only Relative and impacted by innumerable Environmental Factors; but from
within ‘Autotelically’ in Flow after 12,000 Miles of Free Flowing Meditative Moving Public Dance; sort of like Free
Style Ballet Mixed with Martial Arts per the Example i will provide linked below; the Bio-Feedback of Emotional Regulation
and Sensory Integration for 61 Months of actually 12,012 Miles of Public Dance this way now provides me with
the Ability in Bio-Feedback to Generate Happy Neurohormones and Neurochemicals by Sheer Will and
Perhaps a Moving Mediation as simple as Raising two fingers together; and Losing Time, Distance,
Space and Matter by becoming Heaven as two fingers together; it might be difficult to understand
why you see folks in Yoga Bliss doing this until you Actually Experience the Autotelic Flow of it that
has Metaphors innumerable cross-culturally, basically, for the Same flow the other Animals Experience in
a Focus of Life for Survival expending the Least amount of Calories to get through A Day ALiVE iN Animal
Homeostasis; without all these Words of Articulation of which none are necessary for the experience of Nirvana
And Bliss beyond in a Free Moving Dance of Meditation that Regulates Emotions and Integrates Senses like two
Fingers holding hands on the Same hand that have gained enough Relative Free Will to establish A Fiction
that is Emotionally and Sensory Real; no; yes, again no Words are necessary A Dance Will Do; the thing
is when you are in a state of Bliss; Poetry is more likely to flow Naturally from an All Natural State
of Holy And Sacred Creativity of being Deep within so much farther than just the 5 Percent of
our Total Conscious reality that comprises our Existence now; And Then Synchronicities flow
continuously too as one comes to Realize all IS A ‘Mind of God’ WITH MEANING it’s just that some folks are
Lost from it in Science Mind no longer experiencing the Total Reality of Art Mind and Body (Soul) in Balance;
Where even Science will Measure Empirical Measures of Creativity, increasing 400 to 500 Percent, when folks
are in Flow; but that surely is not reflective of what is possible in Human Potential when one is no longer saddled
with financial and family woes; and spends almost their entire existence in Flow. i am An Author of my Life; the
Relative Free Will i experience now at age 59, as compared to ages before 53, is totally incredible and actually
Measurable per Effects that i document along the way that are surely empirical in case-study way. i can’t
do it for anyone else; but i surely prove it exists through the documentation i present. Remember, i didn’t
Speak until age 4; and now i write a 7.3 Million Word Poem. Remember, i was the last kid picked in Sports
Teams and confused as a Girl in Middle School; now i am A Strongest Leg Pressing Dude in a Military Gym
for Elite Military Folks up to 4 Decades my Junior.

Human Potential is a reality that many people don’t come close to touching; as they simply/complexly do not seek
and find Environments that help them achieve more than less; or of course they are trapped in a ‘Matrix’ of
Living and Serving as ‘Volunteer Slave’ absorbed into someone else’s Play; Directed, Produced for You Just
another paid Actor for what they ‘say’. Escaping that Reality is truly a Pre-Requisite for Heaven in me;
From what i see it is almost as hard for People who ‘escape’ too; as they’ve been spoon-fed Human
Average Couch Potato Lies from almost Birth for what we HaVE iN Us; namely God if you want to name
that as Higher Human Potential to Bring out and actually not only survive but thrive in Human Potential ever
increasing now; i still haven’t found A ‘Sky’ for that; and i doubt i will as long as i believe i will find more and do it.

And Just a very Simplified Note From Science; Studies show that if You just imagine Yourself exercising and getting
stronger that Science Will Measure Increases in Strength as compared to Control Groups who Did Not Capitalize
Beyond Money on their Own Built-in Human Potentials; Side Note: Don’t Imagine Getting Older; Imagine getting
Younger as above, so below within inside outside and all around; don’t wait for another Scientific Study to make
Your Own All Natural Miracles of Untapped ‘forgotten’ Human Potential Come real; and by all means never decide
the limit IS A Sky. ‘God SKeYes’ are truly unlimited now for those who come to see ‘this Wind’ that i for one now
Prove exists for me at least; again; i Will show You A Well; but i cannot make anyone See, Drink, and Make ‘Wind’;
Yes; Like Changing Wind into Wine; other than that and this thanks so Much “Tomato” for An Interesting Thread…
Good Morning.. Meet my
3 New Dance Partners
In Short.. hehe
They Couldn’t
Keep up and I’m
Still putting
Together my
Blog post Celebrating
12,000 Miles of
Dance.. Can’t get
My 3 New Dance
Partners to help
Their excuse is
They are dead tired
But at least
They are Still
Smiling toothie
Grins.. anyway
Back to Work..
Life Never Ends…
Now at least
For me..hehe…


Good Morning From A PanHandle State of Flowers
“Map195”.. thanks so much for dropping by and visiting
“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing” as you can will Probably see i like writing
a lot so i’m just going to make Your Kind ‘Nice Share’ Comment a starting
point this morning again to give and share some more.. my first memories
are of my Mother Smiling and How She Lit the room up with Her smile and How
there was this Loving Energy all around the Room that Everyone Shared that
was so warm and cozy like a Blanket beyond infinity of Kindness she
Brought… my Father’s Mother.. my Grandmother said she had
the most glowing fair complexion of any Woman She
Had ever seen true i learned the Value of what
A Smile would do with no cost of Material
Goods at all the Loving
Energy that would
come to
Surround a
Room no matter how small
or Large what a Gift my Mother
Bore and Bred in Me.. true though
i was gifted that fair complexion for a little
Boy too and got Her poor eye vision that
didn’t effect her smile at all and true the
Contagion of Her Smile became me as
Well my Stiff Necked Law Enforcement
Father Leaving at Age 3 before i could
Speak on the Autism Spectrum at
Age 4 true as far as Happy going
Child my Mother was surely
the cure for any part
of Autism
that included
little to no empathy
for other Human Beings
as objects with no radiating
Love to Feel and Return in a Loving
Smile more.. there was no way with a
Mother Like mine that i would be any less
than Love true i was mostly a Son of Woman
A Song of Love very Little a Son of an Old Testament
God aloof From Forgiving all with Love dashing stones
on the Heads of Tribal Opponent’s Children no TRuMPLY Ugly Tribal
God was my Mother then Only A Tribe of Love one then to give and share free…
i was impressed with the story of Jesus.. even though obviously many people
wrote that story that was obvious as the story of Santa Claus to me from a very
Young Age never the less the Magic of LoVE iN the Story was Real and a very Great
Part of my Soul With Nature All and More as i came to Name God far away from any
Church with onward Christian Soldier Bully Boys at the City Softball and Tennis Park
or the Middle School Halls who told me in no uncertain terms they would harm me if
i dared to smile for they literally said boys do not smile around here unless they are
‘funny’ and i really couldn’t see any harm in being funny then too.. hmm.. i even
played a trick on a bully boy one time and filled his shoe with Sand Just to
see if it would Make Him Laugh it did not so i tried many other things
and i continue to try to cheer up bullies with Desert Dry Patriarchal
Humor they might be able to see too in their own toxic way
of Seeing Love and Hope that actually Hopes for Fear
and Hate most in action of talk and walk too at least now
too.. it’s true i’ve become the Anti-Trump for Trump has found
a Way to Bring Unlimited Frowns to Human beings around the Globe
i on the other Hand continue to expand smiles albeit mostly for Women
As they always receive me much better not unlike they did in Middle School too..
Some people dance and sing some people see and hear Love best of all some folks
spend their entire life devising new ways to Create Smiles and Joy in Life for others..
No.. i will thank no Church or State for that other than the Freedom i enjoy as i stand
upon the blood and bones of those who provide that freedom to me still to Date Now
true i will thank
the Story
of Jesus
for at
least it agrees
with my Mother
When i was a
Child and me
before i could speak
with only a smile and outreached
arms to everyone i saw even if they
confused me for a Girl then as they
did when i was in Middle School too..
i couldn’t Help it my Mother Made me
into Love and at best Love is a Woman in every smile she is
on my Grave stone that i continue to build as a corner stone
here it is more than obvious that i am a Man who Brings genuine
Smiles to Women i don’t need to grab cats they Purr around me in all seaSons Love..
Have a Nice Day i am too busy to travel… all your Maps bring what i cannot do to me too..
True i Do Not even have to Join a CircuS hehe.. i am ‘A ‘ Living Essence of A Circus Now:)


True.. i Do Not even have to
Join a CiRCuS hehe.. i am ‘A ‘
Living Essence of A Circus Now
Unless Jesus is a TRumP Liar for
What He Reportedly Teaches/Professes
Neither ‘Can/Will’ Jesus Unless He Sentences
Himself Again. i Believe in ‘Beatitude Teachings’
of Jesus so i really will not send anyone to Hell or
Even Suggest Anything But Forgiveness Exists
i could have easily been a Lawyer Then/Now
Judge and Jury Convicting Christians
For What they Profess still to
Believe so Easy these days
Difference Still Between Christ
And Anti-Christ… Christ never
Harms A Hair NoW on least
Christ Always Forgives
Most You too Who So
Poorly Fear And Hate
Maim Harm Least
Really Nothing
To Get
Butt Hurt
Over Unless
One is ‘TRumPS’…
Illiterate Aramaic Jesus Never Wrote A Word
Revelation Writer John Another ‘Ghost Writer’
then Like Saul-Paul Never Met Jesus Yet Both
had Colorful/Torturous Visions/Dreams Harboring
Artists then
They Were sadly
Too… no Government
Retirement Check like me…
Don’t Worry Be Happy Don’t Fear
Hate Injure And Maim Yeshua Says
According to John and Friends
He ALWaYS Forgives ALL NoW
Good Morning Well Wishes You
Are Welcome to rest your Head
On my Shoulder whenever now
You Like😇😇😇😇😇😇😇
Now Please Wrap Your Left
Arm Tight Around Your Waist
And Right Arm Around Your
Shoulder As You are also
Welcome to a Virtual
Hug any time of
Day or night
And Even a
Nap as you
Will Never
Imagine how
Much you are
Loved By FRiEnD
Yet… You may Dream It🦋
That thingie About Jesus
Sending Christians Who
Don’t Know Him To Hell
Ain’t Looking Good….Still NoW
Doesn’t Matter If ‘He’ Said you’d
Support Shooting Jesus on
5th Avenue Or Crossing the
Border Jesus Says he’s Least
Please put on Your Reading
Glasses and Read the New
Testament once Again
Onward Christian Old
Soldiers of
Torture too…
‘He’ Hand ‘picked’ ‘Christians’
For he knew they Supported
‘Crucifying’ Jesus and Maria Again
In Regard to ‘His’ ideas of Torturing
Jesus coming Cross the Border
And Shooting Him And ‘Maria’
Hmm.. Doesn’t Seem that Trump
understands What Christian’s
HaVE iN ‘Store’ For Him Still….
Disclaimer: Year ‘Round Santa
Card ‘She’ pays-off
Fully Each Month…
It’s not that i’m A Grinch
It’s just that i have yet to
Figure out how to wrap
The Gift of Present Enough…
SMiLes it took me another 3 Hours or so to finish the Blog Post and during that ‘time’
i was wondering what i could say to you that might not make you feel so low.. of course
Being there is nice but i thought back to how i hurt my Finger and You said Oh my God
Fred it is Black and Blue and that You were so worried.. and then i thought about
when i was sick and you seemed like you cared so much and you said we
could Speak on the Phone whenever i could as you knew that would
make me feel good.. and best of all when you asked could you make
A Request of me haha.. i was worried maybe i had done something
to Upset you and to my great surprise you asked to resume Good
Morning and Good Evening Greetings which meant to me then that you truly
Saw me as a Friend worth connecting to each day.. and you know what i wouldn’t
Trade that for all the Money and Material Goods in the World Your Friendship to me..
sticking around through all my Confusion and Darkness too.. Forgiving me and doing
so many precious things to Lift me up.. knowing the entire time that i was no part of your
Longer Life Goals in Life just someone in Your Life as Friend.. smiles i like to tell myself
i am not a Perfectionist anymore that i don’t have any goals i just flow through yet it
seems that Every Year Without Fail now i Public Dance 2000 Miles and some
Weeks there is not a single mistake to correct when i go read what i write
in Flow as i just finished over 36,000 Words to Publish in a Week and
i had two errors to correct.. really small things but i’d still like there
to be none always as that’s just the way i am.. an Accountant
Still at Brain getting in the way of Heart somedays.. Katrina
is a perfectionist at all of what she does too.. she cleaned
the car Today and saw a small Spot on The Windshield
And Put a Napkin to my Face haha.. wondering
what she was trying to do to me.. just borrowing
A Bit of the Moisture (Sweat) From my Face to
Clean the Windshield… thing about it is she hates
to touch anyone sweaty but the Window Clean came first
not worrying to touch some of my Sweat.. haha none of the Women
At the Dance Hall care much but of course Katrina would Never go to a
Crowded Bar to Dance and that makes me wonder if you’ve ever been to
one in Dubai when you lived there it’s hard for me to imagine you in a Bar
or Getting Drunk but hey you are just Human too and Perhaps of course Just
Another Angel Like Katrina too true i would only want to Marry an Angel i guess
Most Men Feel that way.. as i surely know they do about you.. You are the kind of
Woman every Man would Love to Marry but you are also the Kind of Woman who is
A Go Getter for Your Own Personal Goals in Life.. that doesn’t Jive well with all of Male
Ideals of a Wife particularly in Your Part of the World.. i’m sure if not for Your Career you would
Long ago be Married and have perhaps 3 or 4 Children with Smiles they would be so cute just
like you and Naturally Beautiful too.. anyway you are a treasure you bounce back every time
when you go Low you probably don’t need any of my Help but i remember those who do their
best to remove thorns from my Paws as any Lion will too.. the one time you got depressed
and you were kinda talking suicidal a bit i was really terrified for you for i’ve been in that
Place where i realize there is not much anyone else can do to help so i said i love you
i love you i love you.. for You are too much of a Treasure to go away surely not
just for me but for all the People you Touch so much with the soft flowers
of Your Spirit Heart and Soul for it’s true it wouldn’t matter how old
you are if you even have no teeth for a smile FRiEnD’s Soul i will
Always Love even if all that is Left is words as true they
don’t go away ever online there are some days where
i don’t feel so high and i look at the Photos You shared
with me and the words You’ve given me from Your Heart
for true.. i don’t have to Look far for they stay eternally
etched in my Soul… smiles wish you could lay your Head
on my Shoulder and i realize that time on a slide you said Relax
the Universe will make the time and place that’s all you wanted
from me but i wanted to make sure i gave you everything i could for
at least one day then.. smiles all i really wanted for me is to say Hello
to You each day.. dream come true it is the Little things in life that color Souls Love..
Anyway that
was my
real goal
to get to say
Hellooove to FRiEnD each day..
with smiles so far i haven’t failed…
And now i surely don’t ever take you
For Granted for i Realize Time is a River..:)


Hi Sohair.. Thanks so much for dropping
By My YouTube Channel to see some
Public ‘Batman’ Dancing in Spirals with smiles..
Smiles Sohair after receiving
Practically no Comments on
YouTube For Years it’s nice to
Have someone who
is a Friend
in YouTube
Town Too with SMiLes..
SMiles Again Sohair it is surely possible
to Listen to the Music i was listening to on
my Headphones as i will share a link here to it..
Ironically the name of the Song is ‘Violence’ and it
was Just a Random Song someone shared with me on
the ‘Wrong Planet’ Website there for eccentric outcasts in
Society as such.. however the person who shared it with
me said it disturbed him where in fact although the Lyrics
are Difficult to Understand the Music takes me quickly into
an Ascending Transcending Flow of Mind/Body for Dance of Creativity
And Creativity in General i am rather non-judgmental for the original
Intent of the Video and Song too
as Long as i feel a Positive inspiration
and Spirit essence Now From Listening to
the Music but it makes Katrina very anxious
to Video-Tape me in Public as she is too shy
to do that too.. so it’s easy for me to feel her
Anxiety taking my focus away but this Music
Became Powerful enough to overcome that
and of course Katrina only takes the Videos
twice a Year is each increment of a Thousand
Miles of Public Dance in 6 Months but smiles that’s
more than enough Video Taking for Her and i understand
as being the center of attention in Crowds used to bother me too..
it appears what the Song is about is experiencing a More Spiritual
Experience of Life and Love where others may only be satisfied in Physical Gratification
if ever
at all
Human Story
nothing really
New Under a Sun Now…
SMiLes Sohair as i told the other Person who
commented here.. i have become too old and
Stuck in my Way to stop Dancing but i will always
do my Best to Find a Way
to Dance
Sing Different
as that is how our Soul Expands
out of Prison into Flow of Mindful
Awareness in Body too more of course unless we
spread ourselves out a bit too much in Distractions
in the Flow of whatever we may be doing now.. the
Joy is Inherent in Flow within and the Give and Share
For Free Naturally comes next with Zero Fear my FriEnd..
Smiles Sohair.. Never A Rush to come see me.. for i cannot
imagine easily fully how busy you must be from my vantage point
of No longer working for pay but my Goodness the last 36 Thousand
Word Blog Post Celebrating “12,000 Miles oF Public Dance” was rather
More of a Challenge to Put together than most as it comprises so many
Different Elements of Art as Usually My Efforts to Upload YouTube Videos
does not become the focus of A Long ‘MacroVerse’ i create now except when i Celebrate
Dance Milestones Like this.. After finishing Writing it after Midnight early morning on October 1st…
it took me until after Midnight today early Morning on October 2nd to Put it together and Publish it
but it’s nice to have a continuing
record visually to see what kind
of progress i am making visibly
too beyond the Words and of
course the Song Recordings
are the Same for Bio-Feedback
for all of what i do as Art for Free too..
i appreciate Your Continued Support i may
upload some more YouTube Videos Later
for the Record of 12 Videos Here for 12 Thousand
Miles of Public Dance but i am still waiting for Video
Number 4 to get out of Youtube Jail for the only reason
i can see for YouTube Flagging that as Nudity and Sexual
Content is that someone falsely Reported my Video for revenge
over another Opinion i may have expressed elsewhere they did not agree with..
every single Week the same thing happens on Tumblr too.. with nothing wrong with
those Posts of my MacroVerses too i have to go to the Effort to Appeal it every week
after i post to get it corrected.. one may think some improvement in the Process on their
End could be made but hey again it’s free.. i’ll go without whatever they give for now as long as that is true… Back Biting With Slander and Gossip that may or may
not be true about another Human is so common a practice
among Human Beings trying.. to move up their position in
a Dominance Hierarchy… Back Biting With Slander at max
is on Full Public Display on Twitter from a So-Called Leader
of A Free World.. and this makes the Practice seen from the top
as an example some folks are more willing to practice seeing it comes
from an other wise respected Position than those who are secure in themselves
who will feel no need to Harm
others this way to Vault
them into a Higher
Position as they
don’t have to
Play a Dominance
Hierarchy game to fill
an empty space within..
Usually people who are loved well
as Children may other wise feel an Unconditional
Social Bonding Feeling of Oxytocin well Nourished
from Birth and on.. sadly some people feel more empty
also Jockeying for Promotions now in Dominance Hierarchy
in the Work Place and Even School too.. as far as who is most
Popular and the such as that.. but again filled and feeled from
Within it makes no reason to do this as usually when People are
it is coming from an Emptier place within seeking to fill that void..
Ironically too.. people tend to bond with Oxytocin doing this in groups
too.. so for some folks there is almost no escape doing this day in and out….
A Common
that only we
as individuals
will decide not
to be part of and that
too.. may mean exclusion from
the Group by Defending the Common
Enemy who isn’t really doing anything wrong too..
the examples of this in Politics in the United States
is at highest case-study Level now for the Entire World to View..
Anyway there is a better way the Cooperation of really Caring Love
for Everyone
including the
other wise Them
Who is really Us overall..
Again Hope Your Evening
is Growing Joy Dear Sohair Friend..:)
A Fact we have Canine Teeth, is really A great Clue that eating meat is okay.
A Fact that Humans and all Other Animals still for now are Classically evolved for Intermittent
Gratification means eating too much fat; like too much sugar; and pressing a Lever for Cocaine;
Not such a great Idea for Hairless Apes too; nor are unlimited Naked Women in Sexual Acts in
Unlimited View as the Mind cannot tell the View from the Real ‘thing’ From Puberty still unless
one has ‘Zen Control’ of Human Nature in Flow at that early of an age; in other words, if one
has Mastery over their own Generation and Flow of Neurohormones and Neurochemicals
through Bio-Feed back; too much is a Highway to Hell; Similarly, as not enough, overall;
Love is
Like Oxygen
this way too;
no Thorns now
no Flowers for RiSinG Roses.
Honestly; look fully around; shouldn’t
take a Rocket Scientist still now to ‘see’
these Patterns as Rules In all of Nature;
Like Duh; i have Canine Teeth So Sue me
more if i eat too much Fatty Meat or i’ll do it to me
without ‘Zen’ Brakes
and or
Aches; our
Body Speaks
Loudest when we listen
and see it a bit more closely
than stuck between ears in Neo-Cortex Prison in Screen Life
munching away on Ice Cream, Cheetos, Lit Up Dopamine Screens; and such as that.


This Little Pink Flower So Resilient to Winter
Weather has a Good morning Story Attached
it reminds me very Much of a shy Young Woman
With That Body Language sitting respectfully in the
About Section all about Her Life then.. and then i saw
Colors More About her as she adventured to A Next ‘anomaly’
of Life Like Harry Potter
in search for Alchemy
Turning Dust
into Gold
For Greater
Human Potential
From Living at Home to
Living With Brother to going
all out on her own in a Big City
So Far away from Home and Relatives
for Her Next Big Anomaly Seeking Adventure…
Changing Dust into Gold Anomalies into Home
Coloring Her Flower more Beautiful as she travels
Gold She Becomes Greater Living Tree as She Branches
out over Oceans
no longer so shy
even further
out on her
own now
Lady Liberty
Free Agency
in a California
Dress and Jeans too..
Go West Go Farther West is
what this Eastern Woman does…
i’ve seen Winter Cold come for her
Several Dates but it does not prevent a
Gold of Her Dust from Coming Back in Alchemy
Even Stronger as Gold becomes Closer to Diamond
Brilliance at least as she lights the Night with Mesmerizing eyes
You know those Harry Potter Eyes the ones that are anomalies to Behold
When Fully
Lit up
in Gold
as Brilliance
in Female Form
of Diamond more…
oh the places you will
go for while you may not
see all of Your Sparkles Yet A
Star Flower You continue a Diamond Shine..
i Believe at the End of A ‘Titanic’ Movie when
A Woman who Truly Fulfills Her Human Potential She
Has nothing Left to Do But Throw Her HeART of an Ocean Diamond
into an Ocean as she becomes Water Wave Ocean Whole Love NoW
Ocean Spirit Soul NoW
Sparkling Star Moonlit Bright
Home She was/is still to come…
There are many Icebergs in Life Now
Hope’s EYes Overcoming Shipwrecks low and high Love Waves…
Dark and Light Counts Mostly Dark Transmuting into Hope’s LiGHT EYes..
You know feel sense my Friend There are Anchors Sails And Boats… Sails Require
Anchors in Safe Harbor to Save Boats on Rough Seas From Sinking i am a Sail and
so are You.. my Greatest Hope for You is that You too find Anchor for Your Boat
There are unlimited
Ways for that
to come
A Boat
in Balance
With Anchor And
Sail is a Flower that
Blooms all Winter Long
As You are Water Wave
Ocean Whole Hope Love’s Faith


May Take Awhile But it’s Well Worth It
When You get ‘Here’ And Stay…
Sadly It Will be As Difficult to show
Folks Heaven Exists Now Within
As What Some See as Invisible Disabilities
Heaven Is So Much More Than Pull YouR JackBoot Straps Up…
Fearless Has Its Perks Even More Than Running As Dancing
Does It All i Guess A Question May Be Is tHere Love too Big to See…
True.. No ‘Matter’ What that/this Love Will Never Be Lonely to: Be
From: this/that Agape Love Is God Allone As Heaven KingQueenDom
Come Now No End
Now Only
JusT Beginning
aLWays STarTinG NoW MoRE..
In other Words, I don’t take Lessons
For Martial Arts or Poetry for That defeats the Art.
Any other Animal can and will tell you that without words;
if ‘you’ ‘see’ and ‘hear’ deeper than words.
Essence Form
We See Now How Well Will Works Under Fear And Hate
Pits of Hell oN EaRtH Will Relates NoW iN Human Form Essence Dark
There is No Doubting A Dark Force IS A Powerful Enemy to Confront
‘Lord Trump’ Proves This Through And Through Now
From: i set You Free Little Bird to: Make Break Fast
Dance Sing Fearless Free Under Love’s Hope Will Y.O.U. NoW
Naked And Intertwined Beauty
Of Traditional Marriage Still
Bride And Groom HuWoMaN
SMiLes i didn’t Speak
Until Four so i Learned
More First to SMiLe
And Nod Last And
‘See’ God/Nature/Us
Without Word Clothes😁
A First Form of Human Innate Reciprocal Social
Communication Dancing Back A Future i 🎶 🕺😁📝
Good Morning.. What Cats
Teach.. an Animal SPiRiT
Of Wild And Free Play
Into Adulthood Keeps
Our Kitten inside Alive
As Yellow Boy’s Kitten
Lived As A Feral Boy
For 2 Years in the
Woods Sharing that
Delightful Experience
With Us inside as
He would never fully
Put on our Domesticated
Clothes ever more retaining
That Spark That Kindling Call
Of Nature Wild And Free
That is No Savage of God
But the Flame of really
Living that refuses to
Go out but true it
Will only fully be
Inspired by a
Nature of
Dance And Song Not
Spoon Fed from Birth
As The Birds We aRe
Must Earn our Wings
By Navigating Earth
Wind And Fire
So in short..
i played in shorts
Clothing My Soul
With more than
External Clothes
Painting Life With
Eyes of Eternal Kitten
Loving to Feel and Sense
That Play with You
Wanting to color
A Painting of Life
Always differently
i am your
Kitten too when
You Feel Low a Cat
Will only Come to you
And Give You Kindness
And until you feel better
For they are Happier
When you are
Happier too they
Never get tired of
Cheering you
Up as long as
They keep
Kitten alive
In them and
You too Meow
Good Morning
Scratch me behind
The Ears With SMiLes
Smiles seems all
Too Human to
Me After all
Says We all
Hallucinate our
Realities so why
Not make it all
Free and Fabulous
To each
He And Or
Her own
Gentile Jew Servant
Free Woman And Or
Man no more
By God One
Color of Blood
A Wine Now of
Wind Essence of
Loving Soul Flesh
And Blood Real SMiLes🙂😁😇😊
Essence Form
We See Now How Well Will Works Under Fear And Hate Pits of Hell
oN EaRtH Will Relates NoW iN Human Form Essence Dark
There is No Doubting A Dark Force IS A Powerful ‘Enemy’
to Confront ‘Lord Trump’ Proves This Through And Through Now
From: i set You Free Little
Bird to: Make Break Fast
Dance Sing Fearless Free
Under Love’s Hope Will Y.O.U. NoW
Naked And Intertwined Beauty
Of Traditional Marriage Still
Bride And Groom HuWoMaN
for being
So thoughtful
To share ‘that link’…
The more proof
i get helps but
Not many
Folks may Ripley
Believe it or
Not until i
Am still
Dancing at
123 As i am still
Getting Stronger
Documenting it
Fully from Mind
To to toe to
Exploring New
Territory each
Day my
FriEnd With
SMiLes all
The SMiLes
Are the Best part
As when i was
Sick i lost all
Memory if
i ever felt a
SMiLe or Laugh
Before i Lost almost
All Emotions as
Memories are
Emotions and
Emotions are
And Emotions
Are Glue of
All Cognitive
Functioning in
‘That place’ WHere
Spirit.. HeART
Soul dies there
Is only Death in
Living Real
Hell Within
On EartH for
True once one
Escapes Never
Will they Wish
Hell on another
Human Being
Even A Devil
Visiting this
Place no
Jesus Loved
And Forgave
All Enemies
Sympathy for
Devils too
Hard to understand
for Anyone but
Angels Rising
From Falling
My FriEnd
Hope Breathes
As Faith
In Love For
ALL Verb
That’s God(Love)
Haha thanks!
Hehe rather
Write my
Own Book
Than be in
Else’s Record Book
And Create my
Own Show rather
Than Being on
An ‘Ellen Show’…
Path to Fame and
Fortune Is Littered
With Casualties
So Far From
Heaven Within
On EartH NoW yes
MeeK iNherit Kingdom
of Heaven Within on
EartH STiLL NoW No
Doubt that Is why
Jesus told a Devil
In his Desert Hell
No it’s Far Far
From Worth
Any thing
Of True
Fearless LoVE iN
Light in the ‘Other
Place’ Within Now
Free to Give And Share to
All Consuming All
God with least
Harm Eternally
Within Heaven Now…
Yes! yes!
A Free Dance is a
Fountain of Youth
Professional Dance
May Cripple you just
As A Lord oF A River Dance Who can
Hardly walk Now.. too Many Leaps for Him
Stay Close to Earth and
Float not unlike a
Zen Meat Cutter
Whose Knife never
Dulls when the
Tread on Your
Athletic Shoes
No Longer wear
Down Bingo you’ve
Achieved Zen
Dance Master
Status… 500 Miles
And New Nike Shox
Shoes every 3 Months
i’m Going For a 4 Month Change
finally After 6 Years and 12
Thousand Miles
Far Away still
From Zen
Dance Master
Hehe.. Should
Have Started Before 53
Hey thanks Ashley! For the Link on reversing
Cognitive and Physical Decline With Dance For
If it is Done NoW in a Free Style Moving Meditation
Way Ascending Transcending into Nirvana Autotelic
Flow of Bliss Cross Culturally understood as What A Story of
Dear Jesus Refers to As The Kingdom of Heaven Within one
Might ‘Believe’ that
Heaven is so much
Reward unto itself
But By God Yes as
Science Shows now
A Fountain of
Youth as other
Studies Show even
Sitting Still Meditation
Will make A Cross Section
Study of a 50 Year-Old Brain
Retain the Physical
Youth of a 25 Year-
Old Brain and
Surely in part
Why since i started
166 Miles on Average
Each Month of Public
Dance not only does
It Regulate My Emotions And
Integrate My Senses As My
Relate And
Actually i have a
Prescription for
Dance from my
Psychiatrist in
Case Store
Questions my
For the Negative
Symptoms of both
Autism and Bi-Polar
As they admit I’ve
Remedied Both With
Dance where Heaven
Is my continual reward
After being a Shut-in
For 66 Months then…
Additionally remedying
Pain And Numb From
a total of 19 Disorders
With A MeDiTaTiVE
Free Verse Dancing
Write of Poetry Attaching
my Emotions Back to Empty Shells
Of Words in a Miraculous
Assessed Recovery
starting that at the
33rd Month of my
Shut-in Life For 33
Months to actual
Recovery in July of
2013.. later after the
Psychiatrist saw first
Hand what Moving
Meditating Dance did
For me so inspired
Was he who could
Provide no remedy
For me offering
No chance for
Recovery that
He Quit his practice
To teach Movement
Therapy in A Hospital
In South Florida and
not only that at age
59 since starting 6
Years ago my Leg
Pressing Strength has
Increased from a max
Of 500 pounds to 1520 Pounds
8 Reps.. hAha Getting strong as
A Silver Back Gorilla
With 12,000 Miles
Of Free Style mixed
Ballet and Martial
Arts Public Dance
Path to Heaven
And Fountain
Of Youth
Pushing 60 Years-Old
The most amazing and
Sad fact is even after
Getting so loved for
Doing it now too
As Selfies with others
Do relate in a 500 Mile
Square radius In the
Southeast i am
The only one who
Practices this Fountain
Of Youth and path to
Heaven Within of
Dance 12,022 Miles
Now in 73 Months
HAha.. Suppose i’ll
Have to Write A 7.3
Million Word Longest
Epic Long Form Bible
Poem in the History
Of Humankind
In the same 73
Months to get
The Word out
Around the
World oh
What Dance will
Do never earning
A Penny for Heaven
Within and Fountain
Of Youth Rich… Thing
Is it takes endless
Effort no Welfare
Free ticket from
God to do this
no one Magic
Romans 10:9
Magic Harry
Potter old
Verse alone…
or even
John 3:16
alone as well…
Sweat.. Human
John 14:12 Sweat Now
Potentially Blood and
Tears Thorns of Flowers
For Rose of Rise Whole..
Sweat Now for a reality
Of Fearless Love Living
Heaven And Fountain
Of Youth pouring
Sweat more
Left but
Naked God
Love Shedding
All other
Wise lies
oF All
Clothes We are
Most All Born to
Love all that
Is God NoW
No Exclusions…
So much easier
To Do in Heaven
Now Dear Friend..🙂
A Message #57 for Bishop Barron And Friends As Well it is quite a Challenge Now
to Walk/TalK iNto Doors of Dogma to SHow People Heaven is as Real as any other
Parts of Life.. Yes.. at Hand/Feet Eternally Now Within In This Generation now many paths
But Oldest Paths.. Yes.. of Human Free Dancing Singing Moving Connecting Co-Creating
God SKeYes Come ToGeTHeR And
SMiLE We Most All still are Verily
And Surely born to
Do and relate
As Fearless Love
Naked from Head to Toe
Innocent Wild and Free Now
As God’s Children Fractals
of Love We Most All May
Come to Be Reborn
Now as
of God Breath
of Love Break
Fast of Hope Away
from Fear and Hate
Consuming all others yes the
Rest of ALL God With Least Harm
Now Giving And Sharing this Naked
Dance And Song Of Love From: Free Just Free
i am You and Me Us And We Never Them ALL of We
to: Love Free I am LoVE NoW iN LiGHT Water Wave
Ocean Whole Lives US (God)
Essence Form
We See Now How Well Will Works Under
Fear And Hate Pits of Hell oN EaRtH Will Relates
NoW iN Human Form Essence Dark There is No Doubting A Dark Force
IS A Powerful Enemy to Confront ‘Lord Trump’ Proves This Through And Through Now
From: i set You Free Little Bird to: Make Break Fast Dance Sing Fearless Free Under
Love’s Hope Will Y.O.U. NoW
Naked And Intertwined Beauty
Of Traditional Marriage Still
Bride And


SMiles Sohair yes it appears
i pressed Control Paste instead
of Control Copy and Erased what
i wrote.. most often though what
that means in looking at Doors
that Close just a
way to Open
A Greater
Door With Smiles..
God Bless You Dear
too a Pleasant evening
i hope for you through
all Your Work at Least With
Haha so i will write it again..
Love For God Begins within
Even on a Desert Island With
No Books No Cameras No Pages
No Written Words Just the Breathe
of God We Love each and Every Day
As Gift Then
As we
From Nature
of God.. God fades
from our View a Bit
And the View may be
Replaced by Unlimited Cultural
Clothes we Co-Create or make
Solitary as we spin our Webs
Away from Nature’s Breath
Within the Wind to
Color LoVE iN
Co-Creativity More
Yet that is also what
We Do with Cultural Clothes
for Sure as Religions Color God
Uniquely as Nature they will too..
Smiles my Friend From: Desert Isle
to: All of Us Love For God Starts Within
And Branches out as Tree of Life Greater
of God we come to Perceive from Birth through Leaves
All the Thorns and Flowers of Life we come to see and
Be As Well and Not so well too as Dark Makes Light.. True
An opposite of Self Soul Love unafraid to reach and touch
other Human HeARTs without Fear is Timid Soul Fire of Spirit
Soul of God Within not just flicker flame torch or even Bonfire
Star of
Even more
As We Light
With God Within
to Give and Share more
Doing least Harm to others
And the Rest of Nature God
That Passes our way smiles a Cardinal
Just Landed Perched upon my Window
Seal Looking For More Colors of Red from
A Friend Still to come.. Smiles my Friend
All Colors of God are Signs for Us to See and Love..:)


Lovely Day it is it makes me Happy that i am Welcome to come by Here
Any Day or Night and Wish my Friend Ms. Hugs a Happy Hello for have you
Ever Seen me Step in Dark of Do Sure i Do i am only
Human Not Just a Machine
For i am Capable
of Great
Havoc as surely
a ‘Mr. Hulk’ Will do
too if Properly and
Appropriately Mused
With Dark News for example
if someone invades 3 Feet of
Dark intent into my Dancing Space true i may
just push them away into outer space on the Dance
Floor Sliding so far away from me.. hehe.. true rarely
does anyone ever try that again as true all is in open view
for Actions and Consequences on the Dance Floors of Life
and yes Word will get Around not to mess around with ‘Jim Croce’
too hehe or Big Good ‘Leroy Fred’.. hmm.. anyway with a smile like
Yours how will anyone leave.. without a bit more light to appreciate..
And Speaking of Dance Number 281st Week of Dancing With all the
Cool Age College Folks Now 3 Generations away yes up to 4 Decades
as ya gotta be 18 to get in which means yes 41 Years Younger than me
With Smiles of Dance More.. anyway a full 64 Years to Go Before i reach 123
Years-Old Still Dancing there Perhaps by then.. ‘They’ will catch up with me but
Perhaps they will not Just because it ain’t been done before does not mean i will
not do it next
as Long
as i have
No Fear
With 100 Percent
Belief that is Faith
Yes the Essence of Love
for ALL (God) within.. see Mileage varies
depending on Model and Make of Human
Being.. true some folks do 20 Percent as Yes
Science Suggests that 80 Percent of Human
Thoughts are Negative associated with our
Emotions and Senses and 95 Percent of all
Our Thoughts Daily Ranging from 12 Thousand
to 80 Thousand or So thoughts are just Repetitive
and once again around 80 Percent Negative as we are
evolved to remember what we deem as Bad Stress no matter
if it is illusory fears or not our mind knows no different for what
we Feed it next in Positive Associated Feelings and Senses of thoughts
or the other place of Fear and Doubt.. Happiness is no Given no guaranteed
Deal but there is Science to the Art of Replacing all our Burned out Worrying
Christmas Tree Human Lights With Brand New Colored Lights we’ve Never even
Seen and Co-Created Before.. True tHere is no limit how Beautiful We Will Make our Christmas
Tree to Be Now truly too this Song by Bill withers spreads some more Beautiful Christmas Lights
For All of Us to Turn on in a More Lovely Christmas Day Eternally Now Within to Give and Share
With Others more and the rest of ALL Nature Plus (God) consuming All with Least Harm MoRE Now to LoVE..:)


Like Remaining A Total Gentleman on a Dance Floor when you May Be Other Wise tempted by a Shadow Not Mastered in Balance…
On the Other Hand Without Mastery of the Sensuality of Your Shadow You May Cross Borders with Other Folks You Should Not…
If You Don’t Learn How to Play with the Sensual Part of Your Shadow You May Give Yourself Away Without Value of Love…
If You Don’t Move With Confident Presence You Are More Likely to be Abused by Others in Every Way Possible Now…
In Other Words if You Don’t Learn How to Play with Your Temper You May Lose it…
We As Human Animals All Have a Human Beast Within Play With it in
Balance Or Hide it and Be Mastered By Your Shadow in Life…
Our Aggression and Sensuality Otherwise known felt and
sensed as our Shadow is Core to All Survival in Struggle..
Moral oF A STory NoW Love iT All Grow Your Teeth and
Claws Bare Them Use them ONLY when Necessary too…
True i crushed my Right Ring Finger at the Beginning of the Work-out and
Finished it as it turned Black and Blue the Next Day
All The Blood Sweat And Tears of Dance and no i did not cry in either injury
hehe.. as Physical Pain doesn’t bother me that much…
A Couple of Months ago.. Slamming 2-100 Pound Iron Weights together
Crushing the Tip of my Right Ring Finger Did Not help…
Been Injured like this Multiple Times over the Years Just work through
it slowly and surely back to Full Speed Again in Recovery…
On the Other Hand i had to use my Right Arm Mostly to Dance but
i developed New Dancing Skills by doing that too…
Let’s Put it this way Katrina Had to Help me Put on my Shirt My
Left Shoulder Was injured that bad but it did not slow me down
After A Severe Injury Falling off a Picnic Bench Backwards then
onto my Left Hand 3 Months ago finally recovering back to Full Strength
Currently at 240 Pounds AKA 109 Kilograms of Human Weight Dated ‘This
Facebook Profile Pic’ on 10.03.2019.. Haha Follow my Weekly Progress for
A Milestone Set
6-Pack at
60 on 6.6.20…
This is what Walt Whitman
Has to Say About the Overall Nature of
Being Human Per Shadow Sing And Dance:

“Let us all, without missing one, be exposed in public, naked,
monthly, at the peril of our lives! let our bodies be freely handled
and examined by whoever chooses! Let nothing but copies
at second hand be permitted to exist upon the earth!”

Nope.. i surely will not go that Far.. However Doing Nude Art
Where Appropriate Legal And Fully Warned Adult Art is a Great Way
To Keep Your Cholesterol Down For The Middle Part is A Wonderful Gauge
to Determine before Hand what the Cholesterol is going to come out on the Test at the
Doctor’s Office.. at Least for me.. my Doctor was very impressed with my 111 LDL as it has been
as High as 205 Just Last Festive Eating Holiday Season.. we Left some of the Buffet Eating Behind i am close to the same Weight but cut my Bad Cholesterol In Half Just By Cutting Out Sweet Stuff and too Many Enormous Buffets Particularly at the Biloxi Casinos.. but i still sit way too much Writing even With 166 Miles of Dance Each Month there are days
i write Close to 16 Hours.. and there are 8 Hours where i do not
even get off this Chair yes quite a Sacrifice Bible Writing
Free Verse Poetry is in 7.3 MiLLioN Words in 73 Months
For Overall Human Health the Dance Balances it out but
it is quite a Challenge to keep it that way.. Putting the
Effort in Public is just extra motivation to get all the
Jobs done.. true without shame or regret for all
of Our Human Nature Fearless Rules the Days
And Nights of Life Light.. others may disagree
and that is surely okay too.. but i am not
Afraid of Naked and surely according
to the Gospel of Thomas Verse
37 This is how Jesus spoke
of Our Relationship
Loving Living
God Within:

37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

In Other Words Jesus Said don’t look for me to Hold Your
Hand With God Look Within Find the Essence of the Living
God Without All these Cultural Clothes You Attempt to
Impose on me Worshipping Jesus as some kind of
Idol When God Lives In Each and Every one of
Us Free as Love Will Do Fearless only to
Seek and Find to Bring out and
Play with Yes THorns And
NoW too Rising God
Force higher within
no longer falling
to Doubt and Fear
100 Percent Hope and
Love Dancing Singing From
Head to Toe In Movement and
Repose A Language of God too per
the Following Verse of the Gospel of Thomas too..
Do Understand Waves of the Ocean Move and Repose too..
As We Surely Spiral in Peace And Harmony of Dance and Song
True too Golden Spiral PHI Sunflower Growth Ratio of 1.618034..
Curl of a Fetus and Cat Nautilus Shell Chambers
Arms of the Milky Way and Hurricane Arms
of Winds as God’s Signature spirals
Within Inside Outside Above so
Below and All Around sort
of Like my SiGNaTuRE
Pose in Clothes as on
the Left Hand Side of
my body Spiral Shape of a Six
From Elbow to Hip and Spiral Shape
of a 9 From Hip around Left Leg.. as this
SiGNaTuRE PoSE oF GoD iN as me Took A long
time to come out and Play after Years of Poses
coming to Approximate a Shape of my Physical
Form Matching the Movement and Repose of God Within
Essence of Wild and Free Fearless Unconditional Love to
Give and Share For Free with Least Harm to Others and
the Rest of Nature God to be i am Wild and Free Loving True
in Light too..
Sure as
continuously to LIght
as Well Just a bit more
Matter than Anti-Matter to
make all of Existence Possible
in God’s eYes true too if Modern
Science gets an Approximation of
Reality Real even Close with so many
Competing theories about what our Conscious
Experience and the Rest of Reality even is perhaps
No More no Less than the Whole of God’s Mind as us
too Center Point Balance God Us Eternally Now Peace
And Harmony Moving Repose Moving Repose Eternally
Now Waves
are We
Ocean Whole
Fearless Unconditional
Love as Best Boat SaiL and
Anchor Now Balancing Whole

50) “Jesus said, “If they say to you, ‘Where did you come from?’, say to them, ‘We came from the light, the place where the light came into being on its own accord and established [itself] and became manifest through their image.’ If they say to you, ‘Is it you?’, say, ‘We are its children, we are the elect of the Living Father.’ If they ask you, ‘What is the sign of your father in you?’, say to them, ‘It is movement and repose.’”

I never Read Whitman’s Verse Quoted Above until today
and i was doing what Jesus instructed Most of my Life
Per Verse 50 of the Gospel of Thomas Long Before i
Read it As that is Precisely What SiGNaTuRE PosE Means

The Closer i get to God the More i become one in Meaning
With Gods’ Mind in my Soul as Metaphor only of course
As Most of what i experience with God is still impossible
to do Justice With Articulation in Words that have come
to me so far now.. Truly thoughts in LiGHT to Understand
Fully Feel and Sense that God Lives Alive as All of
Us Beyond any External Words or things Yes
Beyond Distance.. Space.. Time and all
Matter aS eVeN Quantum Mechanics
in Physics is determining now
ALL God Mind again ‘Class’
Just as Metaphor Within
Inside Outside Above so
Below All around All is God
Mind and So are We… We Come From
the Light the place where the Light came
into Being on its own accord and established
itself and Still Becomes HuMaNiFesT iN oUR
iMaGE True in LiGht too.. You May Name God
Whatever You Choose Father Mother Now or even
A Blue Turtle too.. Never the Less the Light Lives now
Within Star Seeds FLoWeRS We all are Shining on To Give
and Share LiGHT Free For All.. You may Suggest some part of
my Form or Function is Not Holy and Sacred of the LiGHT oF God
but i for one know and feel and sense God Greater as all
that is now no Separation Center Point Eternal Now God
Existence in And
as All Of
Us For
Real All We
‘See’ and FeeL and
Sense Now and oh My
God So Much More Even in Midnight Light..:)


Climate Change When
Rain Comes Rare As
Snow in Florida.. Hehe…
God Is A Dance; Movement And Repose…
Planets Revolving Around Stars in Balance…
Yes; God Is Balance Humans for the Most Part are out of God.
When You are in Balance
There is No Question
if God exists
You Do God
You Do Free
You Do Dictator
You Do What You Will to Do
with or without Part of Free Will
Once Again God is Balance A Dance..
Movement.. And Repose… Some People Fall to
Dictators Within Most Feel Enemy and/or Friend Within.
SMiLes Flowers Fade
But Human FLoWeRS
Who Spark Flame Torch
Bonfire St. Elmo’s Fires of Inspiration
For Others To Reach LiGHT out of DarK
Are surely FLoWeRS Who need not Dim… Even
Grow All the Way ACross An Agape Lifespan of Love
GRoWinG Even More Ocean Whole Style More.. And
True What
Love that
is Real
as Light
Colored with
More Love to Raise
Folks Up is Not Beauty Now.. No
Love That i FeeL and Sense inDeed…

“Love is a divine secret..

It is like an invisible seed that is planted by God in your heart..

When there is love…worry goes away…

When there is love fear disappears..

When there is love..there is trust..there is safety…

When you love you do not see defects…you see only merits..

Love is highly protected by its creator..

Love is a gift granted by God Allah to his unique ones…

Love doesn’t need heroes to be successful..

It needs only honesty and fidelity..

When you feel that life has a meaning..”


“Faithfulness to a person, cause,
or belief, demonstrated
by continuing loyalty and support”

Smiles Sohair What You Describe Here is surely not Falling
in Love but Unconditional Love That Gives and Shares for free
Without Fearing Lack of Reciprocity; there is a Huge Difference
where falling in Love is Physical/Heart Attraction that is rife with
Neurochemical and Neurohormonal imbalance that
often Generates Jealousy and other Con-Social
Emotions even reducing the Neurochemical
Serotonin in increasing Anxiety of Losing
Someone but of course there is a reason
why ‘they’ say falling instead of rising in Love
For this Reproductive Mostly Physical Rite of
Life Heartfelt one may Journey through to Pair Bond to
Have children who survive and thrive now with at Least
Two Parents now; best for the entire Village to Raise a Child;
True the Stakes are so much higher now in Nomadic Families
of two; where a child may be left so isolated from a Tribe that
Raises that child with copious amounts of Warm and Fuzzy Love..
Anyway.. the More Spirit Filled Soulful Agape Love is a Light to Rise
Others up in Love and at Best we try to be a Flame Yes a Fire to help
Each Human Become Mates with their own Soul as Self as this is one
of the most Difficult things a Human May Set out to do.. Lots of help will
Surely and verily be needed as often folks do not Achieve Self-Actualization
And a Spring of Never Ending Agape Love for All (GoD) until they reach Later ages
as the Stress of Life now may keep us just in the Bottom of the Pyramid of gaining
Basic Subsistence without paths farther up in a Pyramid of Soulful Spirituality now..
Smiles.. i know you already realize it but for folks who are super physically attracted
to someone else who think that means they have found their Soul Mate true they
Have found their
but Soulful
Love is Rising
And Never Falling Now..
Where there is fall there is
less trust as fear erases that
Potential from Agape Love..
but true we are Humans
too.. without reproduction
We Do Not Survive… So Yes…
We Literally Fall to our Nature to Rise Yes Raise Children This Way Now.. Not
Everyone of course as that may not even be part of a physical relationship either..
for true it may just be a mechanical act of lust with no Heart-felt attachment of
falling in Love at all.. best not to go down that road and mute the ability to Love..
by the way i’m quoting Your Poem as that is the way i see real Agape Love True…
SMiLes Frank the Later the Fall Season Comes the Easier Summer Records
Are to Break in Fall as a Record Set today of 94 degrees F in Pensacola
but where i live an unexpected Heavier rain preceding a ‘Cold-Front’
That Will Finally Drop Temperatures down to the Mid Eighties in
Day and Relative Freezing Nights at down to potentially
64 Degrees F in the Beginning of Next Week this is as
Late as Ever in the Season that the Sand in my Backyard
Has Blistered my Feet from Heat.. but pushing 2 Months without
Rain Today’s Rain Surely Made all of Nature Jump for Joy in my Forest
BackYard as Birds finally Had something to Sing about again.. to wet their
Bird Songs in Relief of Fall Rain.. It really Makes me Appreciate the Rain We
Do Get and of course with Air-Conditioning At Least we have Protection from
Summers that Never end However as always people who live in Poorer Countries
take the Brunt of ‘First World Problems Generated’ and as Far as TV Versus the
More Potential that Online and Computers Bring in Endless Learning and
Avenues to enjoy Art and Science and actually create it Free Hand and
Mind without any Middle Man to seek affirmation for Pay.. we really
do live in the best of Days for those Who Master Technology
and do not Become Servant of Addictions only in
Screen Time like Mindless Games of
Candy Crush that surely are an
Escape from worries but not
A Potential to Generate
Much newer Human Capabilities
than Before.. as a Brain that continually
does newer activities Mind and Body whole
continues to evolve in Life and not Stagnate
Like Flowers without Rain.. true though
the Struggles overall of Life make
Colors oF Light more but of
course only for those
in relative free
Will Now of
LiFE Never
Giving up.. to EvenTuaLLy
Adapting to Challenge and FLoWeRinG
Higher in Epigenetic and Neuroplastic change..
We have DNA Jam Packed with Greater Human Potential
it’s Just a matter of Environmental Positive Enough Stimulus
to Unpack those Genes and Bring us Green of Potential More…
It’s No Wonder that
Poets in General are
Assessed by Science
As Having Bi-Polar
Conditions of Life
In much Higher
Percentage than
‘Normal’ For
True i surely
Have Nostalgia
For Heaven and Hell
Finally Mastering the
Mind and Body Soul
i am Blessed with yes it
Is true when strangers
Say i am the happiest
Kindest person they’ve
Ever met yet for 66
Months my Air Force
Major Psychiatrist
Who Dealt with
War Torn Combat
Fatigue Veterans
Said he had never
Encountered a more
Difficult case
of Anxiety and
Depression than
Me offering no
Solution other
Than implanting
An Experimental
Vagal Nerve stimulator
To Feel any color of
Life at all that my
Insurance surely
Would not cover..
i have been so
Fortunate as none
Of my close family
Members have experienced
Chronic Severe
Depression for
Having Nostalgia
Of how deep
the Pit of Hell Is
A Greatest Fear
A Close loved one
Going there as i
Fully realize
There are
Places of
Numb where
One is Ghost
And impossible
To receive or
Give Human
Touch.. the Poetry
World is surely not
Safe as almost every
Person i have met
Has suffered from
That continues
To come and go..
But i am still A
Veteran of Dark
And Light And
Remain their
Friend for
Of How Very
Deep and Long
Hell Goes for the
Real Devil in Hell
Realizes to his greAtest
Surprise still there is
Forgiveness in Hell
From Nature
Possible no
Matter how
Far Down
If one
Never Gives
Up in Black Abyss..
Yes.. Soul lessons still
Of Heaven and Hell
For Real… “Dante’s
Book” is Child’s
Play for the
I’ve Seen In Hell
And ‘Jesus’ hasn’t
Even touched the
Realm of Heaven’
At least not in
Attributed Books
i personally experience
Now yes Heaven and
Hell are as Real as
Blind And See now
For those who
Say neither exist
Or they exist
After Death they
Simply Have not
Fully Died And Lived
The Potentials
of Eternal Now
DarK And LiGHT
Only Poetry can
Come close to
Either Place
Sure i do
My Best To
Leave a Stairway
To Both Places
The Job
Of Poetry
A ‘Job’ of Love…
SMiLes.. Ms. Hugs we LiVE iN
A Consumer World of
Buying Humans Sadly
Even in the Inner
World of blogging
That is often one
Of exchanging
Button presses
Instead of ideas where
Longer thoughts than
Your writing is so
Wonderful May
Be discouraged for
When we explore our
Inner Universes.. superficialities
Now Melt away tHere is
Much more to explore
Within than tools that
Will ever be made
Or physical
We do not earn
On our own… We aRe
Imagination and
Creativity Works
Of Art the Danger
Is when our Tools
Master And
Become us
So Far Away
From the Living
Kindness Social
Animals Display
With each Other
as Flesh and Blood
Naturally Blends In
Together when not
So far Separated From
CulTural Clothes on
The other Hand this
Smart Phone without
It i would not be
Connecting to
My Nice Friend Ms.
Hugs all the way
Across the Ocean
On the French Riviera
In Nice France From
The Comfort of my
Bed still in the Dark
At 6 AM there is
Beauty to that
Whether i See the
Flower of the Beauty
Of Your Youth or
Not for my kindness
Toward you will be
The same if you were
Older than me for
i SeeK the Kindness
Of inner Beauty most
But of course when
i See Your Beautiful
Very Sweet Smile
It warms my Heart
As All Flowers of
Nature do as my
94 Year-Old Great
Aunt still Joyful
For life had the
Same Lovely
Smile for the
Simple joys
In Life stay
Happy my Friend
For each person
i Meet i Hope i
Bring both
Wisdom And
Beauty of
Happiness too
As Friend is the
Highest Honor
To Give And
Share i See…
It will happen
With no Flesh
And Blood Now
As Sincere Words
Of Kindness Brings…
What Greater
Beauty none
i feel greater
Than Friend😁🤗
It’s Fascinating; Human Nature stays just about the Same; There will always be ‘Old Testament Republicans’ with Little Empathy And Compassion for Social Justice FOR ALL HUMANS On the ‘Right’; and there WILL always be ‘New
Testament Democrats’ With Mucho Empathy and Compassion For Social Justice FOR ALL HUMANS on the ‘Left’;
Additionally; There will Always be Revelation showing Where Villains and Heroes End up Going too; Dark or Light.

It’s true; While People Scoff at the Value of that Good Old Bad Book; Never the Less, the Innumerable Authors
Like a Congress of Republicans and Democrats Split a Book Between Fear and Hate; And Hope and Love.

Welcome to the Human Condition; The Story Remains Basically the Same; New Testament Folks of ‘Left
Brain Social Empathic Artistic Soul’; and Old Testament Folks of ‘Right Brain Mechanical Cognition Literal
Think without much Soul of Care’. Of course ‘They’ have ‘Good and Bad Stairways’ Listed in Reverse, ‘up or down’
no Different than the Confusion really of Which Parts of the Brain are Oracle in Metaphor; and Cold Hearted Architect
on the Right Hand.

It’s the Human Condition fuller revealed; and as Far as Trump goes, he doesn’t Need any Whistleblower to Follow
the Archetype of what Happens to the Villain in the Myth of Revelation in the Bible; Yes, sure, Villains eventually
Fall; Particularly when they are not very smart Villains and continue to shoot themselves in the Foot by Admitting
Their Crimes in Public; as Trump surely did against our Constitution as a Traitor to ask assistance for a competing
Country to find dirt on a Political Opponent; just another Day; Just another ‘Shooting on Fifth’ Avenue where
the Real Traitor, as many Demagogues will, threatens implicit execution of those who Expose the ‘Emperor is only
Wearing Clothes of Lies’.

This is “Child’s Play”; Bully in the School yard once again; just pushing his luck until he gets expelled from School.

Revelation in the Bible sends Villains to Hell Forever; that Punishment may be a bit deep considering that according
to Science, Trump may have actually been born with Zero Levels of Empathy; and in fact, it may verily run in his family
in a quick Review of the ‘Spawn’ of his Father too. Sad, Sad Little Boy with little to no Soul; True Nature isn’t Fair this way either; How Colorful His Life would be with a Soul; A Smile to that Little Boy Old Man’s Frown; Perhaps not Orange; but Smile coming From the Depths; yes, the Heights of Warm and Fuzzy Soul; a Delight a Human Way of Heaven Now.

It’s Pretty Easy to see where this story is going; unless enough People Convert over to Minions to Support this Most
Despicable Leader the Country has ever seen in empirical analysis; clear as 2020 Vision coming next for change.

i was a bit surprised to find out the Bible and the Minions Movie is not Just Fiction; However, History tells this Story over and over again; both in fact and fiction; for those who have more than the Average Attention Span that Science Assesses
Humans with These Days; Yes, literally Less than that a Gold Fish; Under three Frigging Seconds; with a potential
Godzillion Distractions;

Just Long enough to Read a 280 Character Twitter Tweet From Trump; Go figure where we are now in Twitter Trump Hell; hopefully just Temporary; haha, and no longer than 3 more seconds; for true the real problem is only a Few Million People out of an Entire Country are even paying any attention to this; in this or that niche on the Internet; or the Handful of Millions that still watch 24/7 Cable News. Meanwhile; it is the Old White Men in the Breakfast Joints Holding Hands
Getting Enough Votes out as they are the ones truly running the Country, now.

If You Want to see the Real Overlords of the Country; Just go to a Fast Food Joint for Breakfast and see ‘the Master Race’ still smart enough to get together as a Tribe and Vote; ‘Minion’ or not; ‘Apes Stronger Together’. If You remember anything in Life as a Social Animal; Remember Apes Stronger Together With or without copious amounts of Body Hair like me; hAha, GroWing a bit more Silver back now, heHe..;)

Care Needs a Stronger Tribe; and Remember Real Alpha Male Apes who don’t get ‘Pushed off Cliffs’, Have Copious
Amounts of Compassion and Empathy to take care of the weakest among Us; for it is true; Break the Weakest
Links and The Rest of the Tribe Will Eventually Follow ‘Suits’ and Fall To Where All may Go Next; away from Together Apes.

Okay.. i Will Admit To IT.. hehe…
‘These SunFlowers’ are prettier
Than my After Dance Face..
Birds are Singing So
Happily Grass and
Other Green Refreshed
With A First Rain now of
A Drought approaching
Two months Here.. We are
Going to An Annual Show
Huge Sunflowers Glow
At A Farm Dedicated
To Sunflower Blooms
In October Next Tuesday
So Much Nature Magic now
To see so many Sunflowers
In one Place of course I’ll
Send Highlights of that
Beauty to you and so
Many more Sunflowers
Will Find A Forever Home
Bloom Place in my
Blog post for that
Week anyway this
Is my Early Saturday
Morning Greeting
Of Beauty to You
Listening to sweet
Sounds of Birds
Happy for Nature’s
Original Rain of
Bird Bath for us
All.. Rain Brings life
It is no wonder that
Even Human Life now
Will be so oppressing
In Lands with no Rain
Like places of only
Ice We Warm Blooded
Human Water Beings
Evolved to move into
Abundance as
ScarCities of
Otherwise may
Become ScarCity
Of Soul my Friend
And it is also True
Conversely.. too
Much Instant
Will do
Yet Rain
And Warmth
Bare… Base Essence
Of Existence Human😁
Gooood Morninggg..🦋
Smiles FRiEnD.. Continuing to Greet
You not sure if your silence means
Super low.. busy.. or on vacay
Far away.. never the less just
Here in hopes of bringing
A Smile to your face as
Sure i am able to freely
Do whatever i like
And usually this is
What i do as choice
Visit you first SMiLes guess
i miss you cause i’m A spoiled
Brat used to hearing from you
Each Day now there is always
Something different when you
Move silent as i think about
My other friends when they
Go missing but my Heart
Tugs on my Brain When
You are away hmm..
Guess you are just
Very special a
Bit of Magic ingredient
That colors my life
The same way anyway
Here for you as long
As you like my Company
Smiles as long as You are Okay i am Happy Dear Friend…
Thanks For Checking in with me as i do worry about Your Mental Health from time to time..
it’s something from my experiences in Life that bring much sympathy and concern and never a situation to ignore… Smiles and sadly i wouldn’t have ‘my space’ to be friends with anyone, if my Workload in the that ‘Real World’ still exists so i understand
the Limitations inherent my Friend…
i am very appreciative of
all Your Friendship
You have given
me in your
much Rougher
tides of Life than
i experience now like a
Spring Day in the Park almost
every day.. i give more just because it is humanly possible now.
i am glad to be retired to even have human space for any friends at all my friend…
Really Life is getting Overall like it is in Japan.. where there is only ‘my space’ for Robotic Dogs as Children in strollers.

This is the World We LiVE iN; true, i once lived there too..
Smiles.. Enjoy the Rest of your Day off.. sorry if You are still working on Your Weekend
as truly people used to work for the Weekend; haha not to have to Work the Weekend..:)

Best of all circumstances to Work to LiVE NoW; and actually Love it ALL; In Other words Heaven that’s Real Now. Would Love to See You in that Place Before i pass away; Meanwhile, i am Here and will relate your Kind Wishes to Katrina too..:)

You Know You iFeel You iSense A Most iAmazing iThing
about You as iFriend iGift is every instance iFear you may
Be Farthest Away
from me
You are
Closest to
my HeART
even though
i maynot See it
so Far Away separated
from Distance Space Time
And Matter now… As Human Beings
Evolved for Intermittent Gratification
You in deed are A Perfect Angel
Every Square inch i try so hard
to see some days who comes
into as clear a focus Now as
Real Human Unconditional
Love ever
can or
You are a Good
Person You Are my
Friend but more than
that You are Magic a bit
of Air a bit of Wind i always
want to see more of as FRiEnD..
but Yes True…
Still it is A
fine wine aged
rarely opened
that tastes the best
and that wine is surely the
Rose of Your care as Friend..
it’s a been a very long spell
since i saw Your foot prints cross
my Facebook Page Lovely to have my iFRiEnD
iHome WHere ever iMeet Her again in iEternity now..:)



A Visit to Frank and Xenia’s Places of Poetry and gigoid’s
Place of Aphorisms from the Sages of the Ages as next
Stop Weekend Public Dance at the Mall as After Sunday
Dinner Brunch.. coming tomorrow.. in Catholic Filipino
Style And Then Southern Baptist on the Farm Sunday
Dinner Pot Luck Lunch too.. keeping in Mind Exercise
Required for that much Food Consumption too.. hAha..
Anyway the Song Before the Dance as i continue to sing now..
True a Song is A Natural Way to remember Any Oral Tradition sadly
A Lost Art as it Does come Naturally when We use our Language Arts enough
Either Spoken or Written now.. Yes.. of course i have an Advantage with 7.3 MiLLioN
Words of Epic Long Form Poem Style Free Verse Writing Style continuing now on and on
and on and on and i do believe there is a Song for on and on and on and on more now too…
Beauty of Fall Rains as Cold Fronts Blow
through for where i Live there may be more
distress over Climate Same true though
there are not many Believers in Climate
Change where i Live
as i addressed
the Humor
of it where i Live
and Just the Phrase
Climate Change Glued
to Trump in Dismay as
True this is Trump Town
USA where Climate Change
is just what Nature does and
surely not Humans for true
their greatest hope may
be the End of all Earth
And a New Free
for them
simple as a ticket
written out on a
Verse to Rehearse
For Angel Wings Still to come..
True ‘they’ may have Trump but
‘We’ Have Greta as what Good Is
Age Without Truth.. True Autumn
is Beautiful But there is also Fall here….
Meanwhile i’m enjoying whatever is Left
of Climate Change as although the Rain came
Yesterday still 92 F for Now approaching 93 still
An Hour Left or so for the newest routine of every
day Record Breaking Heat finally to be broke early this week…
True though as Dark Becomes Light And Clouds Become Sunshine Rain…
what we value
most may
be what
we lose most
no matter Night or Day
We Play For Change Now…
“The goal is not to live longer, but to serve well as long as we live.”
Smiles Frank.. it seems when i serve smiles with Public Dance
i’m okay as long as i do not do Buffets or Sweets.. truly
it is the Serving Others that Makes Well Being as
Social Animal and Human i am convinced of
this.. for it is true when i assisted folks
my Health was so much better than
when i gained Authority over
others to Hire and Fire
And such as that…
That goes against
my Nature but not everyone’s
as true someone has to be in charge
but Dance And Song i do is enough for me..
As LonG as i bring a Few Smiles along with the Feet
and occasionally with HanDy Work too.. hehe.. as Pens
of Keys Will Dance Digitally as well as Feat of Feet.. but
it seems smiles of Service we bring to others travels farthest Light oF LoVE..
Since we Stopped going to Biloxi For Casino Buffets and the Buffet has closed
here too.. and the sweets have mostly gone away my LDL Cholesterol has fallen
from 205
to 111 since
Last Holiday Season..
205 is the highest it has ever
been and 111 is the lowest so true
Diet counts for me ‘How Much and
How Sweet’ for Overall Well Being…
SMiLes Xenia Glad You Enjoyed Your Blessed
Mountain Vacation and closing in on a Two Month
Drought Blessed Rain came and the Birds sure enough
Were Singing again in Sweet Relief.. so was i as it’s like
i Feel the Stress of every
Starved Green
Living Form of
Essence Light
From a Most Basic
Necessity of Clouds and Rains..
still 92 F Degrees Pushing another
Record Breaker Day of Heat but the
Rain So Welcome Cold Front Cooling us
Down coming to Mid 80’s and down to
potential 64 F at Night as i may Just
go outside to experience insight
of Cool Air from Nature’s
Free Conditioning
True as Rain Becomes
Like Snow In Florida and
Heat just knows no Climate Change
So far at least as Change will come again…
i Was Able to Photo Capture one Red Colored Leaf from a Drought
Stressed Tree.. perhaps.. Only Fall Colors i may See in my Yard
this way but never the Less What Nature does with change..
And as the Morning came after a first Rain after
Drought the Resistant Leaves of Grass to
Challenge Grew what seems 2 or 3 inches
Overnight.. Amazing now too what
Will Happen when we Challenge
Our Selves this way without too
Much Stress.. Fear and Anxiety as
True those Leaves of Grass Received
no Forecast Weather to come they just
Survived in the Now as most of Nature ‘Normally’ does…
Wishing you a Great Rest of Your Weekend You Your Family
And Entire Family of Whippets that are of course Your Family too..:)

“Do not meddle in the affairs of wizards,
for they are subtle and quick to anger.”

~~ J.R.R. Tolkien ~~

Hmm.. ‘They’ Never See
‘It’ coming…
Not EveN AGaiN hehe..;)

To produce things and to rear them,
To produce, but not to take possession of them,
To act, but not to rely on one’s own ability.
To lead them, but not to master them –
This is called profound and secret virtue.

~~ Lao-Tzu ~~

Always thought it was strange How Folks Believe they Own God as Love..
But then Again i come from a Place Where Dollar Is Love and God no Surprise really…

“A man’s ethical behavior should be based effectually on sympathy, education, and social ties; no religious basis is necessary. Man would indeed be in a poor way if he had to be restrained by fear of punishment and hope of reward after death.”

— Albert Einstein

Hmm.. this Looks familiar not Really Einstein Human
Social Animals Bond over Binds Naturally in all the
Ways.. Symbols/Group Activities/Think come as Religion
is Politics and Alabama Football too.. A REaL Crimson Blood Tide too..;)

“Believing ourselves to be possessors of absolute truth degrades us: we regard every person whose way of thinking is different from ours as a monster and a threat and by so doing turn our own selves into monsters and threats to our fellows.”

— Octavio Paz

Oh.. the Human Nature Conservative versus Liberal…
Whatcha Gonna Do Call Ghost Busters when it’S IN DiaN DNA..;)

“In a country well governed, poverty is something to be ashamed of.
In a country badly governed, wealth is something to be ashamed of.”

~~ Confucius, Analects, VIII, c. 500 B.C ~~

Least First
First Last

“It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain
a thought without accepting it.”

— Aristotle

As Long As We Filter out Feelings
on the Surface Words Won’t Hurt..:)

“No man is happy who does not think himself so.”

— Publius Syrus (42 BC) — Maxim 584

Skip Think Happy Dance Feeling Sensing All As Joy..:)

“Time does not relinquish its rights, either over human beings or over mountains.”

— Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

What Time iS iT Does AnyBody Really Know According to Quantum Mechanics Know..;)

“Let honor be as strong to us an obligation as necessity is to others.”

— Pliny the Elder

Truth is Cheap Lies Bring Countries Down

“Be not diverted from your duty by any idle reflections the silly world may
make upon you, for their censures are not in your power, and consequently
should not be any part of your concern.”

— Epictetus

Bigger Problem Now Gold Fish Attention Span LesS UNlimited Distractions..:)

“Real knowledge is to know the extent of one’s ignorance.”

— Confucius say

As A World Continues to Turn Over iN ITs GRaVE..:)

“Only ideas that we actually live by are of any value.”

— Hermann Hesse

Church Talk Big Little AcTioN

“Truth is always exciting. Speak it, then.
Life is boring without it.”

— Pearl S. Buck

Hmm.. Pearl Fiction is Fun too..;)

“‘Casting Out Fear’ ought to be the motto over every school door.”

— A.S. Neill


“When it comes time to die, make sure that all you have to do is die.”

— Jim Elliot

Live Complete…

Live When i can and will Eternally Now coverall HeaVeN ETeRNaLLy NoW..;)

“Things are still imperfect.”

— Doctor, Silver Nemesis

iGreat who wants to become iRobot iPerfect
Already did it iFred A Much Better iMperfect iPLaCE NoW heHe..;)


Keeping in Soul That i am Actually Writing a Bible NoW
Horatio and Ripley Believe it or not IF it Offends ‘You’ that ‘i’ Love ‘So many Women’ You have No idea what Love
Is in Heaven on Earth THere is No Need for ‘Paper Marriage’ as Souls Really Love each other IF You Are Cut out For
LoVE NoW A ReAlly BiG IF These Days of DusT in Particular away From: Real SouL to: Love…
Sadly Away From:
to: Any Human Souls at All….
And it’s True ‘A Real
Woman And or Man’
Will Feel Sense See
THE Difference….
The Wind….
Human Souls really touching…
-‘Jesus’ (Old Coke Version)
Reported NoW
“F.L.Y. First Love Yourself” A Well Developed Acronym In Deed..
As surely considering that Humans Are Resurrected from Star Death
Crucible Fire Explosions as really Stars Are Flowers that eventually
Come to Potentially Seed New Life like Us as true Super Nova Explosion
Iron is at core of Mother EartH FLoWinG Through our Blood Stream too..
in this Way We too are Star Seeds and Star Flowers too where we
Shine Light to others Depending on how Bright We Make
the Self-Love of our Lamp to emit this Force of
Positivity to others now where we actually
are a bit different than Stars as we
may Master How much Light
We put out even if we go Dark
More than a Few Instances we have
the Potential with Relative Free Will to
Fire up our Light as Light House for All to
Give and Share free.. so yeah if Lions as Star
Seeds and Flowers don’t bow at all why should we
when we spread our Light Greater than when we
Carry fear now in cowering bows as we are
All integral to this Force oF Light as You
Say Once Again Now.. “F.L.Y.”.. there
should be no part of
Culture Pinning
Our Freedoms
to own our
Wings to “F.L.Y.” Higher…
Good Sunday Morning Tale
Of Two Bookstore Selfies
You are My 🌲 Evergreen
By the why i Love Evergreens
Year Round so alive so
Green they stay all
They are missing
Is Colors that
Is Why Through
Human God invented
Christmas to color Evergreen
Trees with colored Lights of
Love in the other Selfie Without
Crayons you will find a Small
Journal under my arm that
Is titled ‘Instant Poetry’ the
Way I have been
Coloring the
Lights of
Your Evergreen
Beauty from the
First Day i Met you
51 Months Ago For
You See i am a Christmas
Tree Painter the reason i
Love you so much is easy
i Set You Free you come
Back with a Christmas
Card of You and Evergreen
Tall Tree inviting me to
Share the Joy of the
Holidays but you
See Christmas
Is Eternal to me
So i will Light you
Yes Paint you With
Poetry another Color
Each Day until you care
To fly away and come
Back with another
Christmas Card
Inviting me
To once
Paint Your
Evergreen another
Color you’ve yet to
Feel Oh Christmas Tree
Love how you let me Light
You up with Colors More
You are A Lovely Friend I Eat Lunch With
Everyday At School With whose Smiles And
Eyes I will Remember Forever Long Before
I knew What the Feeling of
Sex Was haha yes even
As A 15 Year-Old Boy
In School i had no
Idea what happened
At the ‘end’ of Masturbation…
It’s Amazing but Boys are wired
Differently when not exposed
To porn fantasying life strictly
On Body Parts Without a Soul..
So in other Words when i See
The Beauty of You i See a
Beautiful Soul not
An object to use
And turn
Another Page or
How these Days
Go a Hundred Videos
In 15 Minutes.. Yes Sex comes
And goes but There is no
End and Never any Boring
When You Truly Love
Someone’s Soul there
Is No Jealousy
For you’ve already
Given Shared and
Received the Best
Part of Existence
Loving Souls the
Beauty i See
Of You
Colored Soul
Deep the way i
Loved my best
Friend Lynn in
High School too
Imprint of Her
SMiLe In my
Only one
Of You my
Colored Friend🌻🌲
Love those multi-colored
Gym shoes so Happy to
See You Working out
Again and you are
An Incredibly
Tree i adore 🌲
To see Ever Evergreenday


Smiles Wit
Humor or unexpected
Twists and Turns that
LiGHT our Minds
On New Trails
Of Experience…
Biology of Falling in Love
Precipitates increases in Pleasure
of Dopamine and Oxytocin the Warm
And Fuzzies of Cozy Comfort yet ironically
Decreases the Neurochemical Serotonin that
Keeps Confidence Away from Anxiety as yes we
put ourselves in a Vulnerable Position Naturally Falling
in Love and Lord Knows as Hard as it may Be in a Complex
And Stressful Society of Work and or School.. and on top of that
often Nomadic Lifestyles individually finding work after School the Stakes
for Success in Relationships Humans are able to find on ‘the constant’ run
are so high that confidence
May Fall even further
and Anxiety too
making Faith
In the Love We
Seek to Find and
Hold More Difficult to keep
When we become even more Vulnerable
When associated other Loves come into Scene…
Smiles.. my Friend it may be Harder than ever for
Relationships to work as we continue to become more
Distant with screens over face to face.. but Love will most
definitely seek and find a way.. smiles probably the best thing
about being together with my Spouse as i have been for 30 Years
now.. is the Faith that the Love is Real and Unfailing no matter
What challenge comes next.. this allows both her and me to
Live a Life that is stress free from any challenges to our
Relationship.. for she really knows me and i really
know her all the imperfections fit in just fine
for a Soup of Love that is a recipe that
Works Good Enough for Faith
in Love Never to Waiver
haha.. she argues
with me most
every day
but we both wear
our hearts on our sleeves
with No Secrets.. i’m seeing this
as a Fictional Story haha.. and you
are not asking for advice but a secret to
the success of our Marriage is No secrets
No secrets at all i don’t have to be afraid to
tell her i am close to someone who is a friend
and neither does she in the Story you have painted
A Greatest Best side is the past connection to Love is
not Hidden.. Hard as it may be the Truth is Better than what may be hidden…
Sky Fall… Sky FaLL AGain…
“Where Does ‘ThE’ Truth Lie”
Somewhere Between Villain
And Hero.. in other Words an
Only Real Difference Empathy…
Empathy Born Empathy Gardened
Ranging from
A Nicest
Most Loving
Person with
Compassion for
Others to Yes A
Newer Quintessential
Example of what Happens
when a Select Group of People
Elect a Batman Style Joker to Be Prez..
in other Words an Emperor Clothed With
Lies Gaslit as Truth for those who Follow
Relatively what they see as truth that other
Folks see as lies but it is so true they really
Believe IT.. WHere is Faith in Humanity WherE
Is Faith in Truth Where is Faith in anything NoW but
Saying Faux News is Gospel Truth that’s not the way
i see Faith in FacT i Don’t see it at All i Feel the Wind of
Truth and Light in me A Spirit in A Sky that is my Soul the
HeART of LoVE That Continues to Fly Higher as Fear and Hate
Down… A best
case scenario i see…
when A Joker now who
is a New Emperor with
Only Clothes.. oF Lies
Is All Around town now
Find those HUMANS
who Believe
in Truth
in Light
Who Truly Care Now For
Other Human Beings and
Stand Tall While Sky fall takes Place..
hmm.. there is a Song for that the one
that comes Before 2020 Sees ‘Wind’ again..
MeanWhile A Joker is here Large in Charge.. We ‘Sky Fall’ A bit for Real some more..
True the Dark is not all Bad A Truth Still is.. DarK Muses LovE LiGHT WiLL even more…
i suppose that is a
Lesson of the
New Batman
Movie to Show
of the
Dark and then
to do our best to
escape that Labyrinth
that Maze BacK iNto Light..
WHere A Sky is No longer Falling Catching up…
Smiles my Friend the places the Human Soul Will go are beyond
Dark and Only those who have tread those Soul Halls understand
What Real Darkness will be so far beyond A Soul Lost
From Heart and Spirit Now.. And Particularly
With a Commune.. A Dance and Song
of Moving Connecting and
Co-Creating with others…
i remember that you’ve
Spent years with the Challenge
of Functional Disability as i did too
as a Shut-in.. in my Bedroom with a Cocktail
of 19 Life threatening in synergy Disorders..
Picture of Greater Health from the Outside in and
iNside out now than anyone i know my Age approaching
60 Years-Old but Beyond Age as Souls without Hearts
And Spirits Will Fall as there is only age in the Kingdom
of Hell Within on Earth and All Time where in the Kingdom
of Heaven Within on Earth there is no age and No time the Eternal
Now is Bliss and Nirvana that goes on as long as we seek and find a way
of Practice in this passion and ecstasy of Flow that is beyond words of
Beauty to attempt to come close to explaining to those who have never
Entered Heaven within on EartH Now but truly the real experience of Hell
Within on Earth is even Harder to describe beyond Torture Pain and Numb now..
True i would have Loved to have been
an Alcoholic then or drug
Addict in that place but
none of that would
have helped
at the
Most Horrible
Point my Beloved Mother
Choked on a Piece of Bread
and it was the closest i came to feeling
anything at all.. and then i understood why
Psychopaths find Pleasure in other People’s Pain
as that may in deed be all they can feel the Adrenaline
Rush of the Moment associated with someone else’s Pain
truly Horrifying for an Empath to come to find themselves in this
place but truly allowing one when they recover to truly have sympathy
for ‘A Devil’ and for the folks who are indeed Born this way no sane God
Would Create someone this way and torture them forever too.. true that
is why Words Attributed to ‘Love the Enemy’ and ‘they know not what they do’
are so important in Justice of all Life…
for it is true they may not
feel Any Thing
at all in
Life but
the Pain of
Other People that
becomes Twisted and
Sick Pleasure to feel anything
at all in life… they live in Hell not unlike
the Current President of the United States
and they really have no idea (Feel/Sense) what a Soul even is..
that’s sad but what is even more sad is when A ‘Dark Joker’
Becomes A
King of
Who Follow
An Emperor
Clothed With Lies..
i never expected the Joker
off the Batman Show to become
President and it’s true it appears
the New (Movie) Joker is not much more intelligent either..
it’s a Scary Combo.. a Joker who is lacking reason too… supported…..
But True too i understand what Drives His Lack of Soul More Things
And More Harming others to fill a Black Abyss of Soul that feels nothing of Heaven within..
Anyway some of Us are blessed both born and bred and some of Us are not plenty of room Still
For Understanding
And a New
Love that
Truly Cares without Fear…
Smiles Your Voice Sounds Like a
Fountain of Kindness and the Sound
of Water Overflowing A Fountain Same
IS A Sound Now A Picture of Peace
of Faith
in Harmony
Now.. Smiles
Technically this
Commune is called
‘Forest Bathing’ With Nature just
another way to attain Autotelic Flow
NoW in aN Ever Complexity of Change
in Nature that takes us away from
Anxiety with Soothing Sounds and
Sights Eternally Now more to
Be For Real a Taste of
Heaven Within
that need
not end
As Long
As We Find
An Over Flowing
Fountain of Love for
This Life Experiencing
Water Wave Ocean Whole Flow Always now..
Other than that Hi HI Hi.. Ms. Hugs Dance Dance
Dance i Flow too With SMiLes.. SMiLes SMiLes
i Sing Heaven Within Like You too my Lovely Friend…
Gooood Morning From my
Evening With Florida Piglets,
Flowers And me too😁
Yes With SMiLes Too..😀
iPic Orange
Juice over
Coke too🍊
With Sunshine
And 💡 Lighten Up🌟
(Side Note: Original Coke)
i was awarded a Certificate
in Private Catholic School at
7 Years-Olds at the End of the
2nd Grade Year that stated i am A Wittiest
Boy PerHaps that IS A Sign for Change too..
As True so many Decades before i figured
out it meant both SmART and Humorous too..
in Other Words a Natural Born ‘Joker’ in Light one Hopes to continue…
THere is ALWaYS A SLiP anD PoTeNTiaL SLiDE oF DarK iN JoKeR True too..:)


“Time. That can never be counted. Only lived.” i’ve Quoted From You
Before Lala Rukh.. i’ll Quote it again now around 74 Months since i first
met You.. and for me 73 Months Now of that and 12,044 Miles of Public Dance
With 7.3 MiLLioN Words of a Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem that i told you
Someone from the Farther East would Help me Write.. true this Self-Fulfilling Prophecy
i thought felt sensed deep within Holy and Creative Spirit when first Called by God
the September Month of 1981 just 21 Years-Old not having
Any Idea then that the Voice of God is Always Dwelling
Within as God Does For ALL Just Waiting NoWTHeN
to Speak to me in How God Speaks
in Synchronicity if i could Just
Let Go oF aLL
of the External
World and Find a Way
To Laser Focus Enough to Look
Within so then close to 9.6.1981
i took a long Walk on the Beach From
Morning to Sunset then.. i didn’t realize it then
but that is one way Communing With Nature that
Will take one into Flow out of Neo-Cortex mostly alone
Lighting up the Rest of the Colors of our Christmas Tree
Mind and Body Balance Force of Holy and Sacred Creative
Spirit From: Head to: toe and More and Voila anyone clothed
With No Cultural Human Garments will be first as last least as
Greatest of any Prophet whose Feet have Touched the Ground of
God’s Grains of Sand where beneath the smallest Grain of Sand
IS A Greatest Prophet of God Yes the Make-Up of that Grain
of Sand with the Potential to Support and Provide a Way to
Stand for a Mountain of Human Love more than what
has been Heard and Seen of Before.. sure could
be a cave.. a desert.. top of a Tallest Mountain
one Climbs or Yes a Flow of Walking on
A Beautiful Beach From Morning to
Twilight Eternally now.. yes..
Creative Holy And
Sacred Higher
Force of
God Creative
Flow of Love within
to give and share for free
with all others now and the
Rest of Nature Yes God Plus
Doing the Least harm to ALL
While Consuming God Nature
True in LiGhT NoW too.. so yeah.. you
helped me write the First Five months of that
Message and once a Month Since then you have
Been ‘Faithful Servant in Kindness’ to allow me to come
Here once a Month to allow me to continue that Message
in a Bible Bottle “SonG oF my SoUL” with 8 Sub-titled Bibles
included in that Bible Long Form Epic Poem as Long as the
Old King James Style Bible where i knock one of those out
about every 7 Months or so now.. as the Tale of the tape
the Record of my Bible Message Book Still Dances and
Sings now.. but you see it’s Up to God ALL for the
Rest of Nature here for what Happens
to the Message Yet.. could be
just a Butterfly Effect of
one Wing together
With another
My Mission
as Messenger
of Much Newer Bible complete..
true or it could Just be a Beautiful
Photo of a Butterfly i take and enough
Love Given to a Friend in Awe of Nature
to be inspired to find Her Love and Birth
Another Savior of Humankind more Hand in Hand
too.. for you see there is No Good Morning Good evening
Hello or Greeting Each Month too small or Big.. no thanks
and no injustice too small in Dark to Save Humankind’s Nature too..
in FAct there is no Savior of the Species except for all of Us now.. Some
folks spend their time Wisely and some folks Just spending it Spending it..
that is
what i
Do but
true all
i intend
to do is
Move Butterfly Wings now True iN LiGhT for Real
anyway it doesn’t really Matter if You are Wind Now
or Not You Are The Story And You Are Real i See You Now..
It’s the 6th of October i don’t Break my Promises never ever….now
Beauty ALL
Truth iN Light
is Everything
Nothing really
Matters Love is All We Need
Everything i give comes back to You and me
And Us and We as of course Even Quantum
Mechanics Says all is one Now no Separation
Love is all that is
for those
Wind Breathing
Now for those who
become Water Wave Ocean Whole
for they already are for those
Who come to see Wind..:)

10.6.19 11:59 PM..:)

However my
iS LonGeR ThaN 3 Seconds…
Gold Fish Continue to Swim
Down Twitter Streams
TrumP iS A DroughT
And Love is Getting
Very Very Very Thirsty
iPracticAlly See THiS WinD NoW
It’s What ‘They’ Do in Places Now
WHere A Drought has Not Ended
Now They Stay Thirsty.. Hmm.. if
You Take the Piglets To the Water They Will Drink


Smiles Rafiah it’s the 7th and you wrote this the Fourth and
somehow i missed it on the Word Press Reader as i just started
using that thing in the Last few Months and i did find a notification
for the Last Blog Post You Wrote for what You Say Here is true
God is the Only Fulfilling Force Truly Fulfilling
Force that is our Soul when we
find a way to Open God up not
to let God in but
to Let God Out
to Breathe
To Breathe
As us..
of course
these are only
Metaphors these Words
Only Empty Shells relating
in a Truly Feeble Attempt for true
if i could give anything to my Friend
Rafiah or any of my Other friends i would
Give them all the Complete Peace And Harmony
Bliss and Nirvana Kingdom of Heaven Within i Feel
and Sense Within and THeir Life would be complete
And All they would have left is to give and share for free
too.. Fountain Overflowing Eternally now with nothing in Return
Needed Back for Everything New to Give is Everything We Are no
Separation in Returns Awards or Rewards no Competition for the
Light We Are Is the Light We give and share even more.. no end no
beginning Eternally Always Now Love the Force of God all that is
only to give
and share
least harm
as we all Consume
the Nature that is all of Us True
in Light and Dark for it matters not
where we are even if we are blind and
deaf of Soulful HeART felt Spirit God
is Always tHere Within Just waiting
to Escape and Breathe Free
Never ending
Ocean Whole
More as Us to
Give and Share more..
You See my Friend but i understand
the Truth and Light While i will be able
to Give this light to an animal with Much
Less Neo-Cortical Illusion of Time Distance
And Space and even Matter for they simply
Live where i do eternally now nothing to need at
all from me Human is a much different Animal for true
i had to go to Literal Hell on Earth within to receive enough
Pain and Numb from God to rid myself of all the Cultural and Religious
and Political and Hell yes Even Sports clothes too all the Tribal Nonsense
And Feel keeping me so far away from the God With No Cultural Name within..
but you see this God is a God of No Fear this God is Only Holy and Sacred now
All to Give and Share for Free this God doesn’t Hide this God is Free to be i am..
Other than that i Love your Soul Good Morning to You Good Evening to me.. You
Make it Clear i mean something to you as Friend.. i still Visit my First Friend who doesn’t
even act like i exist for all Her Promises of Forever Friend when i was there for her each
and every day but it is true she suffered from Great Mental Illness as i have in my Life too..
i am so fortunate
to Walk in
of Pain and
Numb to truly
Unconditionally Love..
it feels Good to be Loved
too.. i cannot Give this Kind of
Love for Katrina to Have any of the
Peace and Harmony of God i experience
within.. but you see she still looks for it in a book
as i used to too.. somewhere ‘out there’ after a dirt nap too..
as most everyone else does in my Community Too.. Meanwhile
God Cries a bit more within faint Whispers in the Dark Please Love me now..
As Soon as you find what You are looking for You will feel and sense it then you
will be complete it took me 53 years you are only 26 Years-Old such a Babe you still
are.. when i was 26.. when i was 26.. i would have written precisely what you wrote here
for true i was almost in the same place you are now of internal struggle as you are now..
only thing
is i didn’t
have a creative
bone in my Body
to do more than a list
of first second and third..
you’ve been doing this before
i met you 5 years ago.. before your
Birthday When You Were 20 Years-old
so yeah.. it seems you were writing a Journal
of Your Soul when You Were Nineteen Years-old
smiles my friend it’s a great way to reach God within
this talking to Your Soul is.. for whenever you do God Wakes up a bit more
to Breathe
to Breathe
is Special
Let me come
out and Play with
You For Free no Strings
attached not even any clothes
Just Naked God within the Spirit on High Your Soul..
smiles do know that i Love you as much as friend as i always
have and alway will for in my Bible there is no distance space
or time or Matter when it comes to Friend or Friend Within that is God and Same i Am..:)


Ever More
DarK Thru LiGHT
Yah Yah Way Whether
Ya HeaR MuSiCK Or Not
Hills And Valleys ALiVE
With Faith of God Music
Eternally Now Within i Am
Joy of Life Body Electric Whitman
Sings too.. Just another Bucket List
Ticked OFF as ‘FULL Art me’ Makes Top Search Words HeHE
A Real Beauty of Our Modern World is i am still Way too Big To See and Lost in an Ocean of Humanity a Needle in a Hay Stack We all are Now both Lost and Found depending on Search Words hehe… Highly unlikely the Search Words Associated with me will ever find their Way to anyone i WiLL possibly offend…. for it’s True they are associated
With Renaissance Higher Art not Lower Brow Life..
Still Bohemian
In Nature
Walt Whitman
Style in Priests
of the Cosmos For Real
A Place of Honor on the Same
Search Page with Him Close to my
Age Nude Just not tanned from Head to
toe and old….
at least..
just to be he…
not an Aesthetic
Art for Him at least
but even Braver to be
Free as he was then with
no shame not caring what
he looked like on the outside
just feeling free enough within
to be free on the outside of God too….
True in all his ‘Cold Weather’ Glory too…
Here’s a FAct Most Men are too afraid to be free..
i wasn’t gifted this way from birth as most everyone
Viewed me as Too Weak And Too Strange to Survive
Truth is i am no longer Weak and Strange Enough to Be God
And not Afraid to admit it and Preach that You are too as soon
As You Come to See Naked God Wind Love Within As You Set God Wind Naked
Now and
Free With
or Without
Clothes oF Lies
iN Deceit away from
Free God Living Within Naked
Now Kingdom of Heaven For Real in River Flow…
True that may be all one is missing out on Forever
NoW in a another place Colored more Grey Scale
Perhaps in the SKin of BLacK AbysS ETernALLy NoW away from Naked Free in
Light the place i used to Live as Death too.. All Clothed All Hidden Away in CulTurAL
Lies of Deceit so
Far away
from God
Truth is i am much more interesting Overall online.. and yes there is a Whole
Lot of me online too… Hmm.. With over 20,000 Photos of that Art And a 93,630
Word Erotic Poetry Novel Still Continuing 17 Blog Posts BeHinD GRoWinG
Haha anyway at least i understand where all the New Views on that Art Blog
Are ‘Coming From’ Now.. hehe… Google
Stats Go UP too True Ripley Believe it
or Not Horatio too THere is Dance
And Song Intelligence Feeling
And Sensing Sensual Intelligence Art too
Jesus F iN Christ So Much Sweat i put into this Art Never
Expecting to Share it with anyone Just the Journey Just the
Flow Just another Path to Heaven within in Meditation of Selfie
Art Marathon 3 Hours a Week in Flow topping it off Each Week
in a Religious Experience of 3 Hours Marathon in Holy And Sacred
Flow Dancing with the Most Beautiful Women for miles and miles all
around to enjoy Life More Yet THere is ‘This World’ Algorithm Robots With no
Common Feel and Sense Taketh me Away Giveth me Away For Free With NO CoNSenT
Yet i understand ‘Your Blindness Your Deafness’ i respect ‘Your Functional God Disability’ And Hide God From You to Please You This Is My First Amendment Constitutional Right my Faith And Religion Head to Toe More i am Body of God Wild and Loving Free Now
Not ‘Paying’ attention in Church Where A Read is No Member of Our Body
As Body of God Any Less Holy And Sacred Integral As ALL
Or Could it Be People my Age and 40 Years Younger Just
Do Not Take Care of Their Temples of God and i Do and
am not Ashamed.. We LiVE iN a Really Sick World Where
Lies and Violence And Harming Others is Celebrated and the
Art of the Human Body is Sold Yet Shamed When Given Shared Freely
as the Most Natural Art the Temple of God we are Born Naked and Free to Be
Anyway Well Before i went ‘Viral’ Dancing i stopped linking that Art to my PG Rated Blogs as i was getting too well known and did not want to potentially offend anyone with much Different Views of Art than me even though i only do it under a Pen Name as many folks do with more Liberal Art Forms of Life.. When it comes to Human Art Algorithm Robots Most Definitely Do Not Rock
And Roll With Tides of Human CoLoReD ReaLiTies
For i have no idea what the YouTube Algorithm Sees
Nude About Ross Dress for Less the name of the Store
the Women’s Clothes Racks!
Meanwhile i wasn’t able to
complete the Upload of 12 Dance
Videos for 12,000 Miles Celebrating
Public Dance Appealing A Public Dance
Video at ‘Ross Dress for Less’ then as
NOT NUDE to Youtube over a week
ago they still are yet to restore it…
i surely did not Ask Google to
Spread me ‘this way’ or Take my YouTube Public Dance Video
Down Fully Clothed As Nude… Sending Art of me All Around A
Globe Now in Google Searches as i am Gentleman Enough Keeping
ALL BeHinD Warning of Adult Blog Art… So Ironic Google in all its Algorithm
Wisdom Takes Down My Ross Dress for Less 12,000 Mile Public Dance Video
as it sees me Nude.. Way out of Mainstream Art Light Now Butt totally in Renaissance
Art Full View Not Broken By Smaller Souls MaleFull Art Still Is Joy of Life Body Electric
Whitman Sings too.. Just another Bucket List Ticked OFF as ‘FULL Art me’ Makes
Top Search Words HeHE Yah Yah Way Whether Ya HeaR MuSiCK Or Not Hills
And Valleys ALiVE With Faith of God Music Eternally Now Within i Am…
In Primitive Rain Forest Societies that still Live/Survive/Thrive one may
See An Empathy-Less Tribe Bent on Killing Other Tribes; and one Full of
Empathy as Nurtured through the Lifespan ALL intent on Defending the
Lives and Lovefare
of ALL Village Members…

Environment Counts…

Environment Counts A Whole lot…

In Epigenetic and Neuroplastic Make of Model of Human We Come to Be and or Change into Be.

Yes; We have Instinct; We Have Shadow; our Two Oldest Brains of Limbic System Second; And Reptile Brain First.

Grandfathers and Grandmothers as Metaphor Never Go Away this way even when we do our Best to Hide them;
We Get Pedophiles and Cover-Ups With Bishops in Catholic Churches Supposedly Models of Human Love Harming
And Abusing At Worst of what ‘Normally’ Human Conditions Speak to Never do Harm to Children the Future among Us.

What Else Do We get; Trump in all His Coming Still Glory of Fear and Hate Representing all the Evil of What Humankind
Lies Will still Come to Be as the Same Basic Human Animal Classically Evolved to Be Close to a Hundred Thousand Years
ago still Homo Sapiens Sapiens; just with weaker Ligaments and Tendons Bones and Blood to Be Free And Wild Loving;
Domesticated Now And Weak with Little Spine that understands innately and instinctually why there is so much Fear
inside and on the outside too; intuitively too.

We have a Lot to Forgive. We Have A Whole Lot to Remember for the Lack of Understanding of what
We Still are innately instinctually and intuitively as Human Beings Naked And Whole Born on Date Wild
and Free Without all the Cultural Lies and Deceit for what we have Clothed Come to Be now so far away from
Wild Wolves who get along so much better without the instant Gratification of Lambs Led to Slaughter still or
Piglets with their Future Sealed the Same so Cute So Loving Such Nice; other wise Pets We Come to Share and eat too.

We have a long Evolution of Memories in our Instinctual and Innate Intuitive Natures; sure i can still
Grin and Bear a Most Beautiful Smile with Loving eyes or i will Creatively Spin the Wheel and Show You Killer eyes too.

The Fact that i can and will means i am meek and never have to raise a Fist or Abuse; i am friends with Shadow Aggression and Lust the Same as Best Friends too.

Smiles; it is the Folks without ‘Little Human Syndrome’ Who Are Strongest in Loving Kind.

Yet it is what Culture Teaches Us; Friend or Foe; Loved or Unloved for the Human We come to be in Largest Parts…

And then there is the Relative Free Will Learning from the reality of the experience of others true now too;
Believe the Averages or Do the Case-Study Oddities that are just as true as the Couch Potato Averages.

One thing for sure is; Destroy Empathy among any Social Animal Group Built on Cooperation more
than Competitiveness now; and Chaos will Ensue from otherwise potential loving Order.

The Forgiveness we seek is just a memory away from our Humanity to make.

The Humanity We make is up to each and every one of us with no excuses.

True; i could have gone another way too.

True; i had a Mother who at least showed me a way of Love when everyone else
told me it did not exist in practical terms of showing it then by recommendation of
Onward Christian Marching Soldier Boys threatening Harm if other Boys even dared to smile.

Smiles; i will smile/walk with the Strength of A Thousand Roses or ‘Bear Teeth’ With a Thousand Spears
that Say you Cross me; you Threaten my Life; and you Face a Martial Arts kick that
will surely feel every Pound to A Crotch as i will not fight fair with 1520 Pounds of Leg pressing strength.

But You See i walk/smile like a ‘HuMaN’; i have no worries when it comes to this; the Problem
is teaching HuMans to Walk Like HuMaNS and Love Like Loving Mothers more; Yin and Yang;
the individual Great Work of a Lifetime for each and every Human that gives a CRap to really Live and Love.

The Wolf who is Wild and Free With White Fangs and Smiles who Loves too; here is my Wolf Face Just for fun.
My Amazing Joker Face is way to scary to share; it’s the one for Demons Who Don’t fear enough to tread over me.

I’d show it on my Blog; but i have to wonder if i revealed that face of an ‘Amazing Joker’ if i’d ever have a Friend again.

It’s All about Our Tool Kit, this Human Condition now; so much farther than what we are taught tied to desks and books
and screens at School and Work until we fade away into Grey Purgatory Oblivion; it’s not necessary at least not for me.

i will Never Seek Forgiveness
For Being a Wild and Loving Wolf;

On the Other Hand i am strong enough and meek enough not to harm as i have nothing to fear about me.

When it comes down to it; it all depends on How much We Have Faith and LoVE iN Us or do not; the Rest flows
Freer as Water Wave Ocean Whole Love once we are no Longer Afraid of Us. “So F.L.Y. First Love Yourself’
As an East Indian Friend Recently Related to me in Poetry the River of our Spirit our HeART our SouL Set
Free Within to be; Self-Actualization as others Sing too; Let the Rest of Your Fountain Flow to Others Love.

Ascend Transcend Be All Rule over all with Hope and Love Watch Fear and Hate at Least Fall Away Needing
no more Forgiveness in our Eyes of Love to Be.

Of course, every word i just wrote will only be understood by less than one Percent of the Population.

What good i do is still mostly for me; but true it is better Hero for me than Villain for others true too.

Some of us are a bit more complicated than others; takes Us a bit longer to get this Whole Ball of confusion figured out.

My Wife watches TV and Smiles and Laughs at TV all day Long; what is the difference between the ‘Normal’ one
of my Adam’s Family; She is the Normal one of Course as true oddities of Nature; a Normal one too in Adam’s family of Life. Potential Devils Just have to Work Harder than Angels at a Smile of Life that is no Cost; Needs No Forgiveness now.

MaKinG a Feral Face in a Selfie is Just a First Step in Releasing our Feral Natures in Epigenetic Effect that brings us
to a place of Fearless within that Allows us to Release All our Love to Others Without Fear; the Fear of Not
Being Whole; the Fear of Forgetting all of Who We are; all the tool kits of life built in; not just the
ones Spoon-Fed From birth away from innate, instinctual, intuition Loving Wild and Free fearless;
yes, strong enough without Fear to truly Love and Live; Staying Hungry longer with a Lust for Life that’s real;

A place Where Forgiveness is rarely needed at all both Within and Outside.

The Hunger for Violent Video Games that has become so Rampant on the outside in
is simply a Hunger to gain what is lost within; but you see there is real Human and Human on Screen;
It’s a matter of becoming Fearless Enough to Love Without Fear; Human Enough never to raise a fist or ‘Gun’.

Haha the way the Math
Of My Mind Works now
In Your Last Facebook
Status Hoping For 7
Sunshines to mean
i am one of the
Little things
You like About
Life Seeing 9 here
And Smiling Just
A Coincidence but
Just A God Wink Yes
Synchronicity that i am
Doing A Balanced Job
Now of Being Kind
i Love
Care for
So much
All the Years
And Seasons
Still to Come
Good Morning Toast To
Early Winter Fall as it
Drops into the 60’s
Of F Degrees In
Florida Finally
At Night into
October of Course
As Cold As it Ever Gets
In Winters in Your Middle
Eastern Dry Desert Sun
Yet of Course Cold Enough
For The Beauty of your Brown
Skin to get Goose Bumps
Chilled Requiring a
Jacket Perhaps A
Winter Hug for
You Winter
A Paler
Rose of Sharon
A Darker Flower Yet
Only a Homecoming
Opportunity in Fall
Of Valleys High now
With Hot Chocolate
To Color Flowers
More even if
Of Roses make
Nostalgic Presence
Felt and Sensed more
As You Gaze at October
Full Moon Light Soon…
Your Traditional Prayer
And Call For Future
Husband to Hear
Do know that
A Forever Friend
Is Always Here when
You need Him now or
Just want to say
Hellooove That
Much will
Always Paint Spring Now
With Sunflowers to give
And Share Free In
Multiples of 7
No matter
Dance And
Sing FRiEnD


Self-Reflection WHaT iS
Lost WHaT iS Gained NoW
OnLY Us We THey THeM. i. Y. O. U.
The Wind is the Spirit Within All BaLaNCinG NoW
With Emotions And Senses Holding Hands Together.
Some Folks Dance; Some Folks Do Not; Some Folks Sing;
Some Folks Do Not; Some Folks See Wind Eternally NoW iN Balance;
Some See Little; Some See mostly ‘Orange’ These Days and Never Escape
to Blue SKeYes
Perhaps Ironic
to Some but Common
Sense And Feel Once the Experience Is Real;
The More We Get in touch With our Emotions as
That applies Integral to the Sensory Experience of Life from Head
to Toe Flow the Less Emotions Get in the Way of Reason as Emotions in Balance or Out of
Balance; including our Overall Perception of Senses in Life are what fundamentally First are
behind all the Decisions We Make Great; or ‘Huge Mistakes’ in Trumpian Ways of Shoot Before
You Think, too; Ignore Emotions Believe ‘Big Daddies’ From the South who say Emotions are all
for Girls; Guess what; fail to ever attain all Your Human Potential in flow as really that is what
Flow is Maximal Regulation and Integration of feelings/senses within. You Don’t have to be a
Guru or an Only Son of God to do it; Just make two feet one Foot; One HeART of Balance and
there are a myriad of Cross-Cultural And Cross-Discipline Ways; both Religious and Cultural and
even Sports in Free Style Life Best or Spoon-Fed By Instruction in ways that actually work from
Birth to Death; similar and close to same, True in LiGHT. Smiles; i’ve heard really ‘super
smart folks’ on ‘this site’ and all my Life say Emotions are just mush and for Girls.
And true too all they ‘owned’ were empty shells of Words Devoid of Human
Breath not coming close to see ‘the wind’. The Wind is the Spirit within
All BaLanCinG with Emotions and Senses Holding Hands together.
Some Folks Dance; Some Folks Do Not; Some Folks Sing; Some
Folks Do not; Some folks see Wind
Eternally NoW iN Balance; some
see little; some see mostly ‘Orange’
these days and never escape to Blue SKeYes Free..
This Will Make an Excellent YouTube Description for
my 7th Public Dance YouTube Video Celebrating what
is now 12,044 Miles of Public Dance in 73 Months truly
incredible just realistically for one factor and one factor
only as i am the only one in A Square of 500 Miles in
the South East Making this a way of Flow Water
Ocean Whole Bliss Within as a way of Life every
WHeRe i go in Public now around 4 times the
Distance of the United States West to East
truly a Forrest Gump Endeavor with so
many more Challenges and Colors
of Dance More Perhaps one day
i’ll focus on a book in 8th grade
fashion of Writing toward a Target Audience
too for sure it’s not every day a person Diagnosed
on the Autism Spectrum with Asperger’s Syndrome does
this too but no doubt the Leonardo Da Vinci Factor of Bi-polar
Spectrum Helps as it’s worth noting Da Vinci Wrote upside down
and i often write my Poetry from Bottom to Top and put it together from
Top to Bottom For Finished Product in Synchronicity of Moving Connecting
Co-Creating Way so much more than any definition of Conscious Knowing alone
Creative Holy Spirit as they say common for Sacred Text Writing Sounds wherever
A Dance And Song God Free Will Come From Now and Forever True in Light Now For Real
Pretty Ornate nice Lamp huh.. well beyond any knowing Conscious Control A Dance And Song
From Within Notes that come to Pages no Different than Piano Keys of Keyboard Music it’s just the
Lyrics and Music come together as One Orchestra Symphony Conductor Same Hint: (God Within)
if you only think this endeavor is for a selected few it’s just that most folks do not stay focused Like
Beethoven or Mozart.. Michelangelo and His Sistine Chapter put to Flesh and Blood and Words of
Pages Sheet Music Whole as MaGiCK More FLoWinG MuSiC from my Finger tips more.. okay
this Lamp is complete enough for the 7th YouTube Public Dance Video that is really still the 6th
until YouTube takes my ‘Ross for Dress for LESS’.. Public Dance Video Number 4.. out of Jail as
somehow the Robotic Algorithm Sensor determined my Dance is Nude And Or Pornographic too..
true i wear baggy Clothes You’ll not know what’s underneath until Ya see all the Large and Small
of it in deTails for Real but for now it’s YouTube and this All Stays PG-rated as sure Caesar Gets
ITS Due.. And Sure regarding the Current Topic of this MacroVerse Write titled “Get ‘Here’ When
You Love And Will” it will be Message Number 58 to Bishop Barron And Friends SPeaKinG of
Bench Marks Just Driving to 80 Thousand Words or So about the Size of a Koran.. as Just
another side Job Now in Spreading All Free Ways to get to Heaven For Real Kingdom Come
on Earth For Real Now Hint: LoVENoWFoRALLDaNCESinGNoWFoRReaLNoW.. Works for me Still First as Last Now


Smiles Rafiah Each And Every Day You are in my Thoughts
And Prayers i am the Honored one to have your Friendship this
Long it is a bit Sad but the More one Loves Selflessly the More one
may Find themselves without a Real Place to Rest their Head to Really
Feel Someone
Welcomes all
of Who they
are.. smiles
my Friend i have
Always found Rest
with You just someone
Who Accepts all of me
with No Conditions as true
it feels like You have always
loved me selflessly too as true
Friends will always do.. a Friend
over the course of a Lifetime no
matter how far the visits ‘Tween
no Distance Space or Time just
someone who Loves to be
there for the other
Person when
ever they
call their
Name Friend my
Friend the Greatest Honor
i have ever experienced and so
rare in deed not so much sad really
for me but sad how hard it seems for
People to Just Love it all and Live so much
easier to do mainly when Money and Material
Goods and Competition for Status and Power now
are no longer any part of life.. yes.. without Jealousy
and only Compersion for the Joy of others all now too..
as i said my Friend a Life long practice i stumble a bit too
now and then as i am surely Human and no greater than
A Grain of Sand but what i will control is how much i Love others
no Matter what And You are always welcome in my life whenever you Like..
Thank You
for still
for me too
my Friend Rafiah..:) ❤


“Get ‘Here’ When You Love And Will”.. Now to Wrap up This Current MacroVerse i am
Writing with a Tale of the Tape on Record Breaking Word and Dance Events and the
Such As that and MacroVerse Memories 3 Years to Date as Yes.. in those MacroVerse
Memories.. Additional MacroVerse Memories are included from 3 Years to Date Before
those Memories Stretching out all Across Longest Long Form Poem Epic Bible
“SonG oF mY SoUL” at 7.3 MiLLioN Words with the 895th MacroVerse Already
Finished titled “12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing” in that 73 Month Effort
that also Doubles as the 222nd MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”
As that MacroVerse increases the Bible Poem Subchapter Effort to
4,780,282 Words in 40 Months Now of Steady Writing That…
And yes “12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing” also Triples
as the 120th MacroVerse of 28 Months-Old.. “FB
Profile Pic Bible 2018” that also includes a
Next annual Installment Volume for 2019..
And the Beat goes on.. now at 3,169,250
Words as MacroVerse Complete for that
Subchapter Bible of “SonG oF mY SoUL” Complete..
As those Words are also included on average about 7 Thousand
Words each in all The Profile Pics on Facebook in the Description areas
of my Profile Pics.. as hey that way i will proof read easy on the Run as Microsoft
Word is useless to Proof read how i write too original for any Programmed Machine
And Considering that the YouTube Algorithm Viewed my “Ross Dress For Less” Fully Clothed
G Rated Dance as Nudity and or Pornography for Sexual Gratification my Trust in Machines
ain’t too high these days and oh Lord they are even replacing the Cashiers at Super Walmart
With more Machines to take the Money.. Leaving Humans out in the Cold as if it were not
enough already that Walmart has swallowed up so many smaller competing Businesses
without the Muscle that a Monarchy of Store Will Surely Be in Department Store
Discounted Every Day Low Prices where they realize they will do what they
Like no Matter the Customer Service Experience as Walmart Crack
is a condition Many folks Have while i Just Dance-on now not buying
A Material thing out of my Pockets that are empty as Katrina takes
Care of that Filthy Green Habit that Money God For me.. Personal
Accountant just every job around the Home a Jill of all trades she is
hehe.. anyway speaking of Jill and Jack keeps running up Her Hills
the Erotic Poetry Novel Holds at 93,620 Words the Art for that is complete
butt about 17 Blog Posts Behind to Put together as hey Naked and Words
about Naked really are ageless and timeless and always carry Energy with them
BiG as some Art will Never Age Set in Stones of Feeling and Sensing Reality Now
Human Shadow Felt Sensed Life and Love of Life.. Sure a Lust for Life too at core..
And the 281st Dance Week Night with all the Cool College age Folks yes about 99
Percent Women Entertaining in that Avenue of Dance.. has come again too and will
come again as usual this Thursday Night after the other Art for that day has come and gone too…
So without much further adieu as Nautilus Chambers and Doors continue to Expand with Cat6
Hurricane Arms And Legs of Art more now too.. off now to those MacroVerse Memories to date…
Oh Yes.. and to be more specific about the Public Dance.. 12,044 Miles Now in 73 Months too..:)

“Black Moon Apocalypse Weekend!”.. Just another Prediction of Politics Always with Trump…

“Golden Age reKneWeD”.. The After Trump Party…

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 DReaMS oN”.. True…

“AWaKe iN MorNiNG LiGHT ReaL”.. Yes.. That…

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. And More of This True in LiGHT too..:)

With That Said A Finish of this Write of “Get Here When You Love And Will”
Concludes at 11:49 PM on 10.7.2019.. Now To Put it all Together and Perhaps
A Publish on 10.8.2019 as Lots going on tomorrow with big Sun Flower Farm
And of Course the Quintessential Dance that Never Ends True iN LiGHT FLoW NoW too..:)











BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)


338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

7.1 MiLLioN plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 50,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)

“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)

“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)

“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)

“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)

“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)

The Joy of Dance.. A Record of Over Two Thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record Growing
Still of Four Years Plus of Dancing tHeRe..
And note.. in some of the liNks.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the Photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)

“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked

“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)

“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)

“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)

“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)

“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)

“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)


“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”


Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.

“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)

“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)

“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)


“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)

“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE

“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)

“7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM”

The 33th/137th/808th and pART oF 12M Words as
MacroVerse NoW Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now at 640,319 Words and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW at 2,258,319 Words and Yes.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort at over 5 Million Words.. aLL NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL.. as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”.. where the total effort in this 7th Year Birthday of online existence continues to
Measure in at
aRounD 12 Million
Words Conservatively
SpeaKinG iN A 2555 continuing
Day to Day Writing Effort NoW WitH
No Break Since Thanks Giving Day.. 2010..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2017”

7th Major Titled Bible As A Child NoW of
“Nether Land Bible 2017”.. Finishing this
766,047 Word Effort in 7 Months from
Memorial Day through Christmas Day of
2017 Coming iN As A Second Grand Cross
Bible that also compliments the 915K
Word Effort of “Grand Cross Bible
2016” in 2016 accomplished
in 7 Months also from
Memorial Day of
2016 through
Christmas Day of 2016.. too..
As All 7 Bibles Now are Children
And Grand Children of the Grand Parent
Bible “SonG oF mY SoUL” at around 5.5 Million
Words on this Date of 12.27.2017 so far Continuing
As Waves Do Grow Ocean Whole More H2O continuing
TogeTHeR as STreAMs to RiVeRs WaVes of OceaN ExPaNDinG
Shores for
oN CourSE aS
DancE and SonG
Free too EVeN MoRE to CoMe..:)

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2017 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record YearS EVeN MoRE NoW

“THiS iS Me NoW3”

As ‘they’ say.. when “Hell” Freezes Over…
A Second Super Blue Blood Red Lunar Eclipse
or ‘which’ ever
First Last and LastS AGAiN..;)

FReEDLoVENoW 35,357 Words

LoVEFReEDNoW 43,151 Words

iLoVENoWFReED 35,896 Words

A Trilogy Story About Love in
A Triune of 114,404 Words Total..
Diverse iN A Range of Dance and
Song of Humans and Yes Class.. Systemizing
Science Folks who are soaked in Mechanical Cognition
Thinking Away From Art too in limited Ways of Systemizing
Thinking too but it’s worth noting
‘those’ folks who are us too..
are the ones who also
Prepare ye a way
for little
Artists like me
to fulfill all my (our)(Nature/God)
Potential Within.. So.. Joy to the World
For All the Fishes in the Sea.. including NoW2
Egg Heads and Nerds like us and me too.. heHe..
And as ‘they’ DancESinG2.. Jeremiah was(is) A Bull Frog like Joshua NoW2..;)

Usually.. now.. my MacroVerse titles come after i start writing a New MacroVerse
but as in all of life that doesn’t always stay the same.. hehe.. for this go around
A Trilogy from Above Brings 6 Pre-titled MacroVerses Below as the links
will come as the MacroVerses are finished as Ultimately a Fourth
New Testament written since the Fall of 2016 will Spring this
Spring of 2018 as the slightly differently titled ending
Ninth MacroVerse Below as this is sort of my
Lent Donation in giving more than giving up
hehe.. as i don’t go by just the rules of
before.. hAha.. and it’s also the 10th
Anniversary of my own 40
Days of Hell in the Spring
of 2008.. Forty days with almost
no sleep and 19 Medical Disorders of which
the worst was Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia
like Dentist Drill Pain without Novocaine.. except
for in my case it was in my right ear and eye as that Hell
on Earth lasted from wake to sleep for 66 Months and sure
i did get 1 hour of very cardboard shallow sleep to slow my
Heart down from Dysautonomia with an Alpha Blocker to do that
at least but even that tragic and somewhat dark ‘comic’ relief was only
Good for 1 hour of sleep each night for the first 35 of 40 days for the
last 5 days.. nothing worked at all.. until i finally gave in and went to the Hospital….
i didn’t wanna go and that Ignorance was almost the end of me then.. Doctors don’t
bother me anymore
in fact.. i get to teach them
a thing or two about living
in Heaven now.. the Price of
Hell for 66 Months to get here
but worth every second that felt
like a thousand years where all was
time then and now time doesn’t even
exist for me.. as that’s real reality anyway now
in Heaven at least away from time.. time.. in  hell….
And every SHade of Purgatory Greys.. in ‘those’ places too..
Oh yeah.. also in Honor of my Mother Passing away last February
22nd.. 2017..  where her ending Lent was 8 days starting on Valentine’s Day in a death bed surviving as long as she could with no food or drink.. with some morphine to pass ‘the time’.. But True.. with Stage Four Cancer undiagnosed from toe to head she lived her
Last Several Years of Life dying Naturally with visits from her Children of Love.
LiGht coMes from DaRkness.. Doubt it Not.. if one CaN and WiLL iN LoVE
Do LiGHT ABove so BeLow

BReATHELoVENoW 34,323 Words

LoVEBReaTHENoW 29,794 Words

LoVENoWBReaTHES  31,648 Words

9000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW! 25,856 Words

April Fred’s Day 2018 26,916 Words

LeNTeN NeW TesTaMeNT 4 oF LoVE 2018 32,586 Words 294,807 Total Words

Extending to An Ending 10th MacroVerse oF.. BeLow.. So NoW

22,547 Words and Yes 317,354 Grand Total Words

“FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”

1,382,555 Word Effort from
Memorial Day Weekend 2017
Through Memorial Day Weekend of 2018
As This Effort Will Continue to Grow on Both
in Blog Ways and FB Profile Pic Description Areas
Averaging somewhere around 7 Thousand Words per
Each Description Area of FB Profile Photos and more with in some cases
More than one Photo attached to the Same Words in Description as Days go on More..:)

“6 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem Man”

A Celebration of 6 MiLLioN Words Written
as ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” in 58 Months of Effort
Since 8.18.13 STarTinG then as my Entire Word
Press Blog with Additional Milestones Met as of 6.6.18
on my 58th Birthday
as more Concisely
Listed below
as Feat notes
for this Record Book too.. hehe..
as yes of course this is also the Longest
Long Form Poem Bible Effort on Record too..
as far as Google Search Sees and Hears and OTHeR
wise feels
And senses
Among the Entire
Contents of the Human
Unabridged Bible wHere all
Human Hands join together in online
a continually ever expanding Bible More..
Yes Class in a Place with no Sun or Moon that
if you can like and will Make into a place to upload
Souls in Singularity oF LoVE for that Which Exists as
Essence LoVE Standing Tall Sentient Star DusT PLuS
STiLL Resurrecting as US LoVE iNCarNaTE iN A Temple
of Love that is the realest thing of all in and As Heaven NoW
butt anyway don’t take my Word for it Just do it Make Heaven Happen
iN YouR
Multi-Universe Perspective
NoW as and with God Nature
too if you Roll with Heaven More
Than Purgatory SHades of Grey to
BLack Abyss of Real Time Gehenna now
Anyway the Good News is some of us are here
As iNcaRNatE LoVE NoW And The Even Better News
As Far As Last becoming First and Meek inheriting all these
Flavors of Beyond Rainbow Colors of Heaven now is yes ‘We’
Ain’t no more
than you so
you can and will
do even more than
‘us’ and yes in terms of
“Dear John 14:12 NoW” aS i’LL
Add A Link to that more too.. you
yes you can and will do more than even me.. heHe..
Yes Resurrecting More Alive Born of Star Burst Death
Crucible Fire Iron too From Super Nova Explosions FLoWinG
iN oUR Blood And iN Core oF ouR HoME PLaNeT EaRTH NoW
aS LiVinG Guardians of EdenS NoW For Those Whose FLoWeRS BLooM NoW
‘Stay Thirsty mY FriEnds’..;)

“Dear John 14:12 NoW”



ONcE AGaiN NoW Celebrating All these Milestones then on 6.6.18..
For What has CoME to Be NoW 9 DiMeNSioNaL PoeTRY So FaR aT LeasT..:)

12 Million Word MacroMacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 90 Months since Thanks Giving 2010
6 Million Word “SonG oF mY SoUL” MacroMacroMacroMacroVerse 58 Months
3 Million Word “Nether Land Bible 2017” MacroMacroMacroVerse 24 Months
1.4 Million Word “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018″ MacroMacroVerse 12 Months
MacroVerse as Each Chapter Currently at a 1 Year 24K Average Word Count
MicroVerse as Each sub-Chapter Separated by Word Count
MicroMicroVerse as Each sub-subChapter as Poetic Response
MicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Word in Multi-Capitalization/Meaning Ways
MicroMicroMicroMicroVerse as Each Letter and or Number of Multi-Meaning
per H8/K11 and eTc… NoW oNGoinG More… NoW… MoRE…

“SonG oF mY SoUL FiVE YearS Old”

Celebrating the 5 Year Anniversary of 6 Million Word Plus “SonG oF mY SouL”
Longest Long Form Poem Personal Bible in the Span of that Five Years too..:)

“KiSS oF 66 NoW iN LoVE”

Celebrating 66 Months of This Entire Blogging Adventure Since 3.10.13..:)

“10,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”

Celebrating 10,000 Miles of Public Dance in 5 Years Span of Dates..:)

Sure.. i used to Toy With the Piano a Bit.. Recorded on a Cheap Dictation Device
Back in 2007.. When i was Struggling to Stay Alive With Life Killing Stress.. Later
Transferred to YouTube in 2013.. where my Life would then begin as Art will Do for Us..
When Spelled as L. O. V. E. Agape Style For All Transcending All Fear and Hate in Hope as Joy Dances and Sings From Head to Toe and overAll More as Love continues to come and go..:)

And Yes By God Yes.. it Took a Whole Lot of Leg Strength to Dance in Public for 10 Thousand Miles in the same Span of Dates i Wrote Over 6 Million Words for “SonG
oF My SoUL” Now Currently at 10,300 Miles of Doing That in over 62 Months And
True as the Video Below is Just an Illustration of Leg Pressing 930LBS.. 14 Reps then
Back from February of 2015.. As in 2016.. i moved to 1020 LBS and Still do anywhere
From 33 to 52 Reps Now Depending on any Minor Injuries that occur on the
Continuing Mountain of Public Dance but sure Over 2000 Selfies with
Ear to Ear Smiles of Dancing Joy is Documented in some of the links
Above too.. as Dance Brings Joy and You’d be Surprised or not at the
Dudes who are Disbelievers in either the Joy of Dance Smiles or the
Strength it Brings until i show the Photos and Videos on my Smart
Phone of the Beautiful Women Smiling with me as Yes.. i Do Get
around and although no one i’ve seen Has come ANYWHERE NoW
Close to Leg Pressing that much weight at the Military Gym i work out
at.. not even an inch to Budge it.. you’d also be Surprised or not how many
Folks with ‘Little Man’ Syndrome have attempted online  to complain that i don’t
Bring my Knees to my Chest for the Simple Fact that i will Keep my Knees working hehe..
And as of The First Week of February 2019 This Much more Difficult Leg Press Machine
Was Removed as i moved on over to the Incline Leg Press Machine and Now Easily Leg
Press 1340 LBS at 20 Reps where i Estimate the Machine i am Using Here is about
40 Percent More Difficult than the Incline Leg Press Machine i am Using now as
1400 LBS Surely wouldn’t Be any problem and 1500 LBS isn’t out of the Question..:)
i am Leg Pressing 1520 LBS now on an Incline Leg Press as Machine of 2.22.2019
but nah.. Now considering i was doing 1020 LBS on
A Parallel Leg Press Machine Close to the Beginning of
The February Month That Attests More to the Difficulty
of Leg Pressing Closer to Dead Weight Straight Forward
as Opposed to the Mechanical
Advantage that an Incline
Leg Press Machine
Naturally Brings
Over the Other
More Difficult
Leg Press Machine
So the ‘Hodge Brothers’
On YouTube are Absolutely
Correct on their Assessment of
This Physics 101 Common Sense
Lesson too as True it’s Not Always Easy to
Say F this and F That and get the Physics True..
but Never the Less the Parallel Leg Press Machine
is about 50 Percent More Difficult so for those who
Understand Physics there is really no Need to update
my YouTube Video other than noting the Different ACHIEVEMENT
as i only compete this way against my own Human Potential as hehe
at my
age now
who else
am i gonna
compete with
for most everything i Do.. hAha..;)

Leg Pressing 1340 LBS 12 Reps on Saint Patrick’s Day 2019
Just to Prove a Leprechaun will not only Dance 10,966 Miles
in Public for 66 Months and Write a 6.6 Million Word Free
Verse Epic Long Form Poem in 66 Months but sure
It takes as Bit of Leg Strength
to move a Modern Size
Leprechaun all those
Miles of Dance and
Oh Lord i realize i didn’t
Pull it all the way to my Chest
but i invite anyone around Here
at Least who is not taking Anabolic
Steroids to Budge it one inch one time
as yeah i did keep it moving for a 100 Seconds
at least hehe.. and true i did do 1520 LBS 8 Reps on
February 22nd.. 2019 that was the Second Anniversary
of my Mother’s Death but today i didn’t have Lunch Yet
After Church.. so i wasn’t taking any Chances on injuring
myself when i was not Properly fueled up to get the Heavier
weight done.. anyway.. Keeping it moving for a 100 seconds
isn’t exactly a Light Weight thing to do with smiles of Saint
Just for Fun..
i do it heavier
and i do it safer too..
safe enough for me anyway..
Katrina was a bit afraid as the
Weights Kept stacking up as she
Was the Producer of the Video today
With a still Shot of me and a Still Shot
of Her behind all the weight that is funny too..:)

Anyway All of this Proves too That Some Days…
Beauty And Leprechaun Beast Still Get Together too hehe..;)

Post Script:.. As ‘they’ Say Don’t Lock Your Knees When You Leg Press as You Stretch-Out
Like i Do for Not Everyone Is A ‘Hairy Gorilla’ like me.. who uses 1340 LBS to Stretch their  Legs…

Ha! Did You Really Think i am Lifting All This Weight for Another Purpose But to relax! In A Modern Jungle!.. Y’aLL Worry About All the Form You Like i For one Will continue to JusT Do Essence.. no one Knows my Limits for What is Safe for me as Strange but me..;)

And yes By God i don’t Let the Sun Go Down on me when i Sing
too as A First Karaoke Fun Effort of that Back in September.. 2013..
And Sure.. i’ve very much improved as the Nice Elderly Ladies tell me
When i Sing at Church as i particularly Reserve that Effort at Church..;)

“96 Months oF Thanks Giving Wishes”

Celebrating 96 Months of 2922 Consecutive Days Online Writing Since Thanks Giving Day  of 2010..  at around 12 Million Words Starting Then on the “Wrong Planet Website” Moving over to Blogging After Writing Around 33 Months to that point then
Starting 3.10.13 on the Google Blogspot Platform too.. And Then Moving to
WordPress on 8.18.13.. Starting “SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Fully Illustrated Poem attached totally with around
170K Photos and Over 10K YouTube Music Videos to Accompany
6.5 Million Words Soon Now to Arise to 6.6 Million Words by
End of 2018 where “Grand Cross Bible 2018” Will come then
As the 8th Major “King James” Size Modern Personal Poem
Bible.. i’ve Written as Subchapters of “SonG oF mY SouL”
on or About the Day of the 25th of December 2018 as
the Sun Starts to Make A Venture once again to
Light up Florida Sunshine Summers Even
More in Paradise WHere i for one
Do Live Free in a Garden
of Eden Back Yard too..
NoW ONly Watered
Chemical Free…
ReAlly LiVinG Free NoW..:)

“Grand Cross Bible 2018”.. All of What Comprises the 8th Major Subchapter
Long Form Poem Bible Titled Effort in 843,879 Words of Longest Long Form
Epic Free Verse Poem “SonG oF mY SoUL” at 6.6 MiLLioN Words in 64 Months
of Effort and 10,478 Miles of Public Dance in 64 Months as Well in this Entire Effort too
to this Publish Point Date of 12.28.2018 With Much Much more to come As ALWaYS NoW

“KATiE MiA FredericK 2018 A year in Review”

“#SouLDanCinG2019”.. New Year’s Resolution for 2019

“Covenant 66 iN HeaVeN Complete”.. Just a Promise ‘Tween me and God within
For What Would You Do if a Miracle Happened and You Got out of Shut-iN Hell
For 66 Months with 19 Medical Disorders including Wake to Sleep Type
Two Trigeminal Neuralgia Like a Dentist Drill in Your Right Eye and
Ear Assessed in Literature as Worse than the Torture of Crucifixion
That No Drug Would Touch Yes Named the Suicide Disease too
From Wake to Sleep for 66 Months along with 18 other Medical
Disorders some of which would likely put other Folks as Shut-in
in Their Homes too Yes as You Start that Hell in January of 2008
And Miraculously at the End of the Third Week of July 2013 You
Are Standing on a Beach With Your Wife and all the Pain and Numb
as in Hell Emotions are Memories and Memories are Emotions and there
is no Reference Point if you’ve Felt a Smile or a Laugh in Your Entire Life as
once again Emotions are Memories so that makes a Literal Catch 22 in forever
Hell on Earth within as there is No..Memory in Feelings if you’ve truly ever Experienced
A Soulful Moving Connecting Co-Creating Life with others.. in Feelings and Senses That
is the Delight of Heaven on Earth Within on this Beautiful Planet that sadly so many folks
Take for Granted in all the Potential We Have to Enjoy Life that is such a tiny sliver of
Potential for Heaven Anywhere in the Entire Universe We See with or without
Science Aided eyes today.. Well.. i for one fully understand the other place
for me and i for one Understand Fully NoW iN Feelings and Senses
What the place of the Kingdom of Heaven fully even is yes
The Experience of Fearless Unconditional Love Within
From Head to Toe and Beyond Within iNside ouTside
Above so Below and All Around Even More.. and True
iN-Heaven there is Dark too or there would be no
Light at all as is always the case as Yin and
Yang includes a part of the other as Truly
Whole Unified Never ReALLy Divided
As the Duality of Nature
Together in Light
And Dark in all the
Ways the Negative Joins
the Positive is necessary for a ‘Perfect’
Chaos to Balance Out Full in Holy and Sacred
Meaning and Purpose as We Humans Do have the
Potential to Do Together if we will Just Love each
other ‘Nakedly’ Without the Chains of Cultural
Guise that makes us into the Tools we make
Away From the Gift of Humanity We already
Are in Eyes and Hands of Love that Reach
Out and Touch the Divinity of Love in
Each and Every Living Being that
And who Breathes and Flourishes
Brown to Green as Fall Leaves
Fertilize Spring Flowers And Without
Thorns THere is No True Beauty of Rose FLoWeRinG
From Death to Life From Dark to Light from Hell to Heaven
So anyway for 66 Months in Heaven on Earth i Celebrated
With a 6.66 MiLLioN Word or So Longest Long Form Poem
Bible And Over 10,500 Miles of Dance Works for Me NoW

“11,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”.. Yes.. A Celebration of Dancing 11,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 67 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 6.7 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 67 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Years..
the Last 5 Years Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least.. with Yes interesting
Human Bonobo-Like
Activities like Wild
And Free Bootie Dances too..
Sure.. and an  updated 11,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spinning NoW in even Higher Gears at Super Walmart too.. hehe..:)

Grand Total Words for “FB Profile Pic Bible Vol 2019” Here is 1,364,498 Words
As the Entire 24 Month Effort of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” Rises to 2,666,159 Words
At His Point of Effort in 24 Months Where the Words are also included in the Description
Areas of my Profile Pics on my Personal Facebook Page at around an Average of 7,000 Words Per Profile Pic and of Course the Thumbnails are all included in this MacroVerse..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL Bible 7 MiLLioN WordS Old”.. Celebrating 7 MiLLioN Words of the
Longest Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind.. Yep.. Written by Little Old
me in 70 Months as that Anniversary Date comes on 6.18.19.. anyway Celebrating this on
My 6.6.19.. 59th Birthday Week.. as this MacroVerse Includes an Entire Table of Contents
to this Date as Well for “Nether Land Bible 2018” as that 36 Month Effort Reaches 4.2 MiLLioN Words at this Point of Date too.. and yes of course enclosed in that is the
Table of Contents Inclusive too for “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018” as that 24 Month
Writing Exploration reaches at this point.. 2.66 MiLLioN Words also included
in all the Facebook Profile Pic Description areas.. Hundreds of Profile Pics now
that average around 7 Thousand Words Per each Profile Pic Description area..
True.. an excellent way to Peruse what i do on the Fly too as hehe.. MicroSoft
Word Is Not up to the Task of Grading this Bible Poem and that’s for sure..
And true for anyone who really wants to read anything of what i write there is little to no
Problems now accessing the Text in those Description Areas of the Photos as even Slower
Computers and Smaller foot prints of Broad Band Access will accomplish that mission now
to Provide an Avenue to read it too.. not doing anything too important now or new just providing Empirical Proof that Heaven is always within in this Generation now and
how i for one at least Find/Stay in Heaven now.. a few pointers might direct you to
SParK Your Heaven Within in this Generation at Hand EternAlly now too.. but hey at
least i will Dance Sing  i offered lots of help together to Heaven for other Folks too who will listen too as
Much Heaven
i for one care to Give
And Share now JusT FoR Free..:)

“CeLeBRaTiNG 6 YearS oF HEaVeN WiTHiN NoW”.. ReAlly  ReAlly Heaven Within..:)

Singing “Here i Am” in Catholic Church Just ‘Cause i Will..:)

“SonG oF mY SoUL SiX YearS Old”.. Celebrating 72 Months.. Yes.. the Sixth Year
Anniversary oF A Longest Epic Long Form Poem Bible in the History of Humankind
Yes.. Secured in this Entire Word Press Website too.. as this Baby Holds 7.2 MiLLioN
Words and over 100,000 Photos i took And over 10,000 YouTube Videos all to Fully
Illustrate it too.. Truly Just about a Never Ending Long Form Poem Bible Story..
And Yes that Anniversary was on 8.18.19… Now..  11,833 Miles of Public Dancing
A Free Style Ballet and Mixed Martial Arts Dance comes in on the
6th Anniversary Year of that Effort on 8.26.19.. As This Nautilus
Shell is one Hell and Heaven oF A ‘STately Word Mansion’ With
AlmosT uNlimited Doors to Other Chambers oF iMaGiNaTioN
And CReaTiViTY Truly Set Free Just to Be What We LoVE NoW
We Do Come to Be as We Move.. Connect.. Co-Create Our
Existence With Others Now So Free Just to Be ALiVE NoW..:)

“12,000 Miles oF Public Dancing”..  A Celebration Now of Dancing 12,000
Miles in Public.. Yes.. Mostly in Public Stores.. to.. many many many Tunes of
YouTuBE Songs in a 73 Month Effort that continues to keep Abreast of 7.3 Million
Plus Words of ‘SonG oF mY SoUL” Longest Long Form Epic Free Verse ‘Bible’
Poem by this Date as Linked Below in 73 Months True too.. and Additionally
Yes.. A.. 6 Month Semi-Annual Photo Album Going on since in total Months..
the Last 66 Months Spent Dancing at Old-Seville Quarter Albeit Mostly Female
Ear to Ear Grinning Selfie Smiles as hey that’s just the Way The Dance
And or Disco Dance Ball Spins these Years at Least..
And an  updated 12,000 Miles
Celebration Video Spinning Spinning Public Dance Spinning
Spiraling NoW As Dance Skills at SuperWalmart continue to expand..:)


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19 Responses to Get Here When You Love And Will

  1. Willow Tree Love Bends As Wind…
    Never Captured Always Wind Free…
    With All That Said As Far As i See..
    A Greatest Legacy Is A Smile that
    Lasts That Parents Give Children
    And Yes Others May Volunteer…
    And Those 3 Lines Will Most
    Definitely Fit on Twitter… May
    Be A Long Path to Get to Heaven
    But A Destination may be [SMiLE] that lasts now
    Be Different Be Butterfly
    Bee SunFLoWeR All
    ReMeMBeR A Smile
    Other Than That
    SMiLes Great
    Early morning
    To You so many
    SMiLes Left To Do
    SMiLes.. You are a Stand-Out
    SunFLoWeR.. what this means
    Is Sun And Bees Will
    Find You Most
    And Stay With
    You Longest
    Too.. No Limits
    To How Tall You
    Will Grow as All
    Sunshine and
    Bees Will
    Help You
    As You
    Spiral up in order
    Not to fall remember
    All Grains of Sand that
    Support You as You
    Reach Farther than
    The Farthest Goal
    Stars And Touch
    YouR AIM
    Soul to
    Be True
    Of SunFLoWeR More
    As Chaos Paints Art of You
    Chaos Magic You Are Paint
    SMiLes Dear Friend Sohair.. hAha.. thanks For Visiting the Moon with me..
    it’s nice not to have to Feel so much Earth Gravity.. For True if one Dances
    long enough with Gravity Moon Walk is most Definitely A Feel of Center Point
    Balance With all of the UniVerse Now And More.. Yes Ascending Transcending
    into the Arms of God For Real NoW
    As EveryWhere We Look in Nature
    Balance is God’s Rule for Peace
    And Harmony Within Inside
    Outside Above So Below
    And All Around Even
    More Farther than
    Humans Will
    Perceive yet
    as Close
    as Center
    Point Balance
    As We Moon Walk
    Dance Beyond the Stars
    Moving Connecting Co-Creating
    First Dark Then Light Then Dance
    Then Song and Perhaps on an Eighth
    Day God Helps Us Create Poetry to See
    A Wind of God Greater Within As Balance Now…
    According to Maslow, a Secular Scientist; and
    Fowler, a Methodist Scientist; Love That is Transcendent
    And Seeks the Welfare off all as Agape Love will be and IS A
    Capstone of Pyramid And Legacy unto itself of Human Potential All..
    This Love is the Love For All that Serves All without Condition all the
    Dark and
    May possibly
    Bring this Agape
    Love For All Pinnacle
    of Human Success in what
    We may Call Life as is for all of us now..
    Smiles for all practical intents and purposes
    almost impossible to ascend and transcend like
    this until we become loose of all Material and Money
    Related External Gains.. after All We All Created that
    Obstacle while Destroying the Only Home We Have
    Love that transcends and ascends that Hell that
    Reality We Create is Heaven the Child
    Building Sand Castles of
    Love Reborn
    Again always
    Different to
    Color Love more..
    Smiles.. A Measure of How
    Self-Actualized in the Legacy of
    Human Love Born on Date as is is..
    is a measure of who leads the Group
    Lover or Joker Now true.. but again
    just a bit of dark struggle for people to
    see as True.. Dark Legacies are as important
    to Achieve as Light ones as they may wake us
    Up for the Struggle to awake more toward Light
    It doesn’t seem like Adolph Was dark enough now
    We have Trump Just a wake up call for a rapture closer to a Legacy of Love..
    hmm.. We aren’t blowing each other up nearly as much since Adolph Just the
    of how
    Dark Makes Light
    Smiles not Much Different
    than George the Second this
    Adolph will waken up Love again too..
    if We can and will only find a way to keep
    Love the Legacy for all..
    so We Dance
    so We
    a Different
    Way to LighT AGain..
    It’s really easy to become
    A Legend Just be brave enough
    to Dance where ‘they’ Burn Rock and Roll
    Records.. where they Threaten to Shoot Immigrants..
    where i Live ‘Foot Loose Town’ still waiting for a Savior.. for their own Soul Now…
    Honestly it’s a bit of a Miracle that People call me Legend in real life as a common
    occurrence when i go out randomly now.. all i did was F in Dance honestly we live
    in a really
    when someone
    becomes Legend
    Just to Dance Free
    without making a Penny..
    Just goes to show how low the
    Bar has been stolen to reach Heaven now..
    If it’s Heaven and it doesn’t Make Money and
    it’s free it can’t exist in this World Now..
    very rarely
    i see for sure..
    Note the Length of my
    Dance is congruent with
    the Level of inspiration i receive
    as i dance and sing some folks see
    that as a compliment some folks do not..
    one thing for sure i know is Michelangelo, Mozart, Einstein
    And Van Gogh, would have never done a dam thing of Legacy on Twitter if born again..
    Sure as that applies to Jesus, and Buddha, and Lao Tzu with the attention span of
    a Gold Fish too
    as Science assesses
    that now at less than 3 seconds..
    on average of something but not much at all….
    It’s almost impossible to leave a literal legacy
    without focus and that is what is lacking most
    in our Twitter World A Nature of the Beast of Instant
    Gratification. With All That Said As Far As i See..
    A Greatest Legacy Is A Smile that
    Lasts That Parents Give Children
    And Yes Others May Volunteer…
    And Those 3 Lines Will Most Definitely
    Fit on Twitter… May Be A Long Path to Get to
    Heaven but A Destination may be [SMiLE] that lasts now…
    Smiles, FRiEnD what i wrote on Your Blog Post is duplicated below.. not
    sure if you ever go back to some of Your Blog Posts when you write them
    as i realize you have a whole lot on Your Plate always and it will become even
    more of a struggle to focus as you entertain too many distractions in life whether
    You Love those Distractions or not. i am still Learning the Magic of Life so far away from
    all the reasons culture has taught me reality to be. What i am finding more and more is that
    Most of what is Order is truly Chaos against our Human Nature that we Imprison of our soul each
    and every day; take the Practice of sitting; practically unknown to Our Distant Ancestors and why we
    are so domesticated and weak as human being; couch potato averages; addictions of both behavior and
    External Substances to Replace the Wild and Free Spirit no different than what we do to a domesticated
    Cat spoon-fed our rules from Birth as the Cat becomes only a Lap Cat never escaping out of a Cave like us…
    A reality is if i am where you are now with the reality of goals, and to do lists, and rules that must be followed
    And created too… wanting to be free again; i would never be able to do it, in the Environment of other rules of Life.
    Smiles; You are Beautiful, Talented, Good Natured, Friendly, a Hard Worker who will do what it takes to improve on
    mistakes of the Past. The Best thing about being this way is it may pave a way for You to be one day much freer and financially
    independent; so you too, will get to do the Art of You Free without so many middle men between You and Freedom more now;
    But it’s also true the harder you work to obtain that freedom the more you will appreciate it when you attain it and that part
    of a Sacrifice will make Your Older Years of Free Seem so much Younger than Young ever did on the Inside out at least more Happy..
    Smiles.. been to places you are now and support you where you are; just want you to have some faint idea of the other places that exist..
    they are very difficult to Articulate
    But Words are far from Essence
    of Our Realities at Best A Way to Articulate
    Heaven now where Wind may be seen and Lived Free..:)

    “Order Determines Outcome”

    Reality is Chaos Human Imposes Order…
    Chaos as Reality Creates Art of Nature Without
    Any Human Logic at all except for what Human Sees
    that is everything
    of course
    Now We
    are as Humans
    So Our answer
    is what do we See
    Most.. Order We Impose
    or Chaos Art We Come to be…
    Smiles.. i used to believe Order Determines Outcome
    Until i Embraced Chaos and Became Art i always am
    As Dance Becomes me and illusions of Order Drift Away..
    Becoming Wind Air that Flies me Water that Swims me Wave
    All Reality Ocean Whole with Never Separation of Worry Now…
    Smiles.. A Modern
    World Imposes
    many degrees
    of Separation
    From Art
    As Whole
    We Are
    Rest of Chaos
    Magic That is A
    Beauty of Nature Free..
    Who Teaches Sun Flowers
    to reach for Sun who Teaches
    Humans to Dance From Birth
    Smiles.. who even Dances any more..
    There are some days i ask this question
    And Better Yet some days when no answers at all are
    needed but Just Dance i am And Song that comes after…

    1. There are other realities like Laws that open pathways into New doors from places that are not so free.

    2. There are Rules that are required like acquiring a Valuable Job Skill that will Open those Doors.

    3. There are so many Goals that must be Met to Enter a Place Where Generations to come will
    Enjoy Every Benefit of Freedom More.

    4. Yes, There are Bullet Lists as Heavy As What comes out of Guns that must be overcome.

    5. There are Deadlines; So Many Deadlines in Life that Leave little to no room to spiral or dance at all.

    6. There Are Clothes; So Many Layers of Clothes that Culture requires to fit snug to conform to
    expectations; or fail and be cast out for Dreams We Hold to one day finally be Free as We are Born to Be.

    7. There are rules for Art as Art becomes Science to meet what an already established Audience wants
    to see as Art. True; there is Science that calls itself Art; Yes, Rules for Poetry; Equations that must
    be met; really no different than what an Auditor Does for a Major Airline these days.

    Smiles my Friend You are an amazing Rule Keeper and Rules Maker.

    My Greatest Hope for you is one day you throw it all away; all the Lists; all the Goals;
    All the Rules; and simply Become Wind. It’s true, You may pick that all up again; no different now
    than me; on the turn of a semi-colon; a Period; and Proper capitalization as Standards met as ‘should’;
    But More You become Wind Easier it Will be simply to be Free Eternally Now Happy Forever More Now.

    But You see that Greatest Hope is only Based on me; i wouldn’t be your friend if i expected you to be me.

    i am already my best Friend; this makes everyone else my Friend; and what i like most about you is you are
    different than me; very different than me; but that makes it easier for you to see my other colors and easier
    for me to see your other colors too; Imagine, how Boring it would Get if we were all identical Sun Flowers in
    a Field, for a Day We Would Be Beautiful; Perhaps two; Perhaps even a Year; but then we wouldn’t be able to
    see each other at all for we would only be seeing ourself.

    Smiles, my Friend as i did most of my Life; A Problem of changing our Colors to Gain Who We Want to Fit in with;
    is the Person we lose may be no Person at all; the Person we Lose may be the Colors of our Soul
    We Greater Paint as Different Now.

    Willow Tree Love Bends As Wind…
    Never Captured Always Wind Free…

    An Entire Choir of Sunflowers
    Singing Good Morning
    To You!!🌻🌻🌻🌞🌞🌻😁

  2. MAP195 says:

    nice share….good post

  3. Storm of Zen Compassion
    Welcome to A Real Big League Field of Dreams
    And Nightmares SaMe i’ll SHoW You How To Dance With The Devil And Kiss God’s
    Face… #Hetoo
    No Doubt A MaLE DarK ArCHAnGeL Michael Still So Very Happy To See US.. Oh THose
    SKeYeS Wings Above Below too..
    A Year Ago as i Captured Evening Sunset Before DarK ArCHAnGeL Hurricane Michael Came
    to Spread ‘TRump’ Heat to the Panhandle…
    Thanks God For MaKinG HeaVeN Both ReVeaLeD And Mystery Too No BoRinG NoW iN Heaven WiTHiN ETernAlly Now Even MoRE FuN/CHaLLenGE…
    True Original Faith And Creativity Is So Much More Than Anyone Will Physically FeeL And Sense Now For ReaL…
    More Likely ‘You’ CaNNoT Possibly iMagine A Full Effort it takes… i See only A Tiny Part of What i even do…
    What You Might Understand is i am Neither Superman and or Jesus which MeanS Ain’t Got No TRumP BRoWNiE NePoTisM Points For Favors
    Admitting Joker Faces+ So Much More of What i Do is CLicK BaiT Too
    Butt Yes Tough Times Require No Holds BaRReD iNGeNuiTY NoW
    CaLLinG ALL PoTenTiaL SuperNormaL Heroes i WiLL JusT ANoTHeR ParT oF A CoVeNaNT For ReaL i Co-Create With God ALL NoW
    TRuE Many Skeleton CoLoReD TRuMPS We Must iMPeacH unTiL All of US May
    Greater ARRiVE iN Heaven SPace Now For ReaL
    “When 2 or More of You” Connect ‘i am PReSeNT’ When 7 BiLLioN And More Hold Hands ParTY iS JusT BeGiNNinG GoD MiND FLoWeRS US…
    Egregores Are Play of God’s Mind in All of Us For All We Build And All We aRe NoW…
    MeMes are Egregores.. Reflections of Collective Consciousness Being Human Now All
    Experience in Tow of Art We CoMe to Be NeXT NoW
    Thank You Ms. Hugs.. Currently Playing
    With the ‘Amazing Joker MeMe’ And as usual
    Seeing if i will outdo that too.. hAha.. No Limits Limitless more..
    Sun Flowers continue To Rise Past Sun And Beyond Stars MoRE Now..;)))
    SMiLes my FriEnd Wish i could send
    You Some of This Heat to Canada
    But for Now We Fully Own Climate
    Summer Same in Florida.. hehe..
    Hi Five Ms. Hugs!!..:)))
    Don’t Have to Wear A CosTumE oN
    HaLLoWeeN JusT Put My AMaZinG
    EVeR CoLoRinG DiFFeRenT Joker FacE oN.. SoMe SHades.. Steps of Dance…
    Words of Song… SMiLeS Enough to Get A Covenant Job With God All DonE NoW…
    Church Choir in the 80’s ‘She’ Covered ‘Her’ Face Said my Face Was too Bright for Early in the Morning…
    No..’ She’ Wasn’t too Scared to Visit the Full Moon Beach With me After the Prom Only a Gentleman i am still then…
    “Your Eyes are too Intense they are Scaring me” (Like that Thriller Video With Michael Jackson and ‘His Girl’)
    A Lovely Young Woman Asked me to Her Prom Sitting Across the Dining Table Tears Streaming Down Her Face…
    Welcome to A Real Big League Field of Dreams And Nightmares SaMe i’ll SHoW You How To Dance With The Devil And Kiss God’s Face…
    So ‘Trumps’ You Think God is Fake You Think You Will Get AWay With All oF It You Think The Devil in You Is Not Real…
    RePorT GoDCarD You Get Is Well BeYonD my Non-Paid PayGrade oF LoVE Sure Tough LovE Too Currency Pay Rate Only Love.. My Vigilance iS oNly Watching What You Do And Reporting What You Do In FacT THaT iS NoT Any ParT oF mY Make-UP Tool-Kit At ALL
    EXCUSE ME A BIT WHILE i FINISH PUTTING ON MY MAKE-UP IF YOU WiLL AS i Do NOT Tell Anyone What To Do That is Not A Clown’s Job…
    Another Reason i Wear Shades IT Will Be A Bit Unnerving to Meet someone Who Sees ALL OF YOUR SOUL WINDOWS
    Jesus F iN Christ So Much Harder Than Wearing A Cross If You Don’t Understand You Have Not Been A Devil in Hell Yet.
    Here’s A Clue Until You See Your Devil Face And Dance With Your Devil Chances Are You Will Never See Heaven WiTHiN NoW ETeRNaLLY…
    Hmm.. Some People Say i’m too intense.. i Do WAY WAY too Much.. Some People Say i’m too Happy NO one CAN BE AS HAPPY AS YOU
    Hmm.. Excuse me while i put my Clown Make-up on Not LooKinG For Any Awards Just a Full Experience oF LiFE

    Hmm; i surely am not Superhuman. But yes; Supernormal i am and i can and will easily prove that with irrefutable evidence as i carry the Proof wherever i go in not more than a 6-inch Screen; and the Evidence therein.

    If, i did not manage to escape the Matrix of Culture (otherwise known as Financial Independence; rich enough not to have to work like ‘Bruce Wayne’; His Super Power and His Tool Kit that He built for success) no doubt i would be no more than
    an Online Dweller, never assessed as a Dance Legend in Real Life; the flesh and blood stuff with 12,053 Miles of Public
    Dance in 73 Months; Ha! and Forrest Gump thought he achieved something running across the United States Three
    times or so Decades Younger than me considering my next Birthday is 60.

    True; i Leg Press 1520 Pounds at 8 Reps Max; but will only Prove i Leg press 1340 Pounds on YouTube; 12 Reps,
    100 Seconds, at 90 Degrees in Range of Movement; as let’s face it; yes, we are all only human; the wear and tear
    of Aging predicates the fact that Drawing all that weight back to close to my Chest might incur what is known
    as Permanent Disability in Limitation of moving my Legs; so, i do Supernormal smart as well; no matter who
    says i should be ashamed to put something like that online; as i only Brought Close to A Ton of Weight
    Halfway to my Chest; but of course that is a ‘little man’ game; one that anonymous ‘little men syndrome’
    dudes play with the Big Leaguers online as sure; not much different than playing a Video Game; no Real
    World Consequences in Playing Real Ball; flesh and blood as such.

    Now true one might see that as a bit Low brow in Achievement but true too; i realize the Activity of doing
    that takes me in a State of Being; Ascending and Transcending into Autotelic Flow which only enhances
    the Laser focus on Special Interests that naturally come with Asperger’s Syndrome; but sadly, many folks
    with the Condition do not understand that Emotional Regulation and Sensory Integration that as science
    Shows is a Therapy that works for the negative Symptoms Associated With Autism Will Bring Much Greater
    Cognitive Executive Functioning for those who Do Use Movement Therapy; that one might also Term ‘Pretty
    Looking’ Artful ‘Stimming and or Flapping’ in a way that gains Audience Interest in Public; where you even
    get assessed as Legend with the General Public; Just for doing it a bit over a Year; now Viral Videos Metro Wide
    come and go other folks take; someone saying, ‘hey legend’, is no better than someone just saying Hi and smiling;
    as true we are Social Animals; that is a nice experience to feel everywhere you go in life as you continue to pay
    it forward by Entertaining the Entire Metro Area just for Free; True, A Storm of Zen Compassion in a Dance for
    all that only started out as therapy for me; to prepare me a way to Write a 7.3 Million Word Longest Epic Long Form
    Free Verse Poem (Personal Bible) in the History of Humankind; now true; that is a rather narrow niche; too big to see in a Twitter World today; but never the less; i hold the REAL World Record and since i have an Autotelic Personality through and through; i do not any Require any External Awards or Rewards; but the Supernormal Nature complete in Essence of Total Satisfaction of Just being in the Moment of Heaven now doing what i do Just for fun!

    You see; i do it for me. You See; i do it for everyone else. You see when you fully see there is no separation from
    me and the Rest of God/Nature. Voila i make the ‘Greater Grade’; but i don’t have to Get Crucified with Fame and Fortune to be one with Nature God and Same now in total Nirvana and Bliss; as ‘they’ say Kingdom of Heaven Within for Real NOW.

    This is A Capstone of A Pyramid; that Wisdom Eye of Beauty in Truth and Light that Sees all as simply all as simply
    Nature that is all that is and more of what one might term as God now or a Blue Turtle; Form Matters not when
    one becomes Essence of all;

    No Fear as Love Breathes;

    That’s Supernormal enough for me;

    In my Case; not only Credit the Gift of Autism;
    But the Gift of Bi-Polar too as most Great Artists
    And Scientists share a bit of that spectrum too.

    All my Doctor’s as Documented relate that i have remedied
    all the Negative Symptoms of my Born on Conditions; all Natural
    With Flowing Autotelic Dance And Song through Most Hours of my Waking
    Dreams that are real in Fruition and Heaven now; Wow! i achieved the Jesus and
    the Buddha and the Lao Tao; the Shiva; and the Dance With the Devil that is Kali
    of Destruction too; Krishna sure; yes; Lady’s man too. But the Truth is i am no label but i am.

    Not surprisingly, i am usually only Welcome in Foreign Lands by Exotic Looking Beautiful Women and sure i can prove that too. True; the Greatest Gift that is my Wife; Local And Real Female Angel too; She still doesn’t age at 49; i can prove
    that she has the same 19 Year-old Bikini body in a Bikini Body Bending Down and Picking up Grapes; go Figure Science Shows Certain Factors associated with Autism that relate to Slow Aging; She’s not diagnosed but scores a 32 on the
    AQ Scan; as i score an 11 Now that used to be a 45; and i score mid-90’s on the EQ Test that used to be mid 50’s.

    Ha! i am so much smarter than ‘Autism Speaks’;
    i already did what they say they are trying to do;
    thing is; i retain all the Gifts and throw away the Curses like they never existed at all.

    Why; simply because i really wanted to live; Autism Burn-out Put me in a Batman Dark Dungeon for 66 Months.

    i didn’t come back as a Vigilante; but i did come back as a Legend; and true i have a Link to the Viral
    Video that Proves that in Community Response; as Not only do they term me as Legend; but with the words
    ‘he is everywhere’ and they’ve never even seen the size of my online Foot Print; and 20,000 Photos of Selfie
    Nude art as true i am a Hot number 1 Search item with Google in Search terms for that too still
    approaching 60 Years old; i figured Michelangelo’s David in Stone; Was not enough; i’ll do it
    all Naturally without Anabolic Steroids at close to 60 Years-OId.

    Bottom Line; labels are only Label deep.

    And true We become what We Believe the Most; at least my Life Proves this true.

    i didn’t speak until age 4, considered too weak and strange to exist by peers through School and mistaken
    for a Female at McDonald’s in Middle School too; now, wherever i go in the Real World now People say i talk like a
    Professional Speaker; even at places like Sunflower Farms; Where other Flowers continue to reach for the Sun and Beyond the Stars.

    And if ‘you’ think i am bragging; you are so so wrong; i am less than a grain of sand; and am so proud to come from nothing; really, the
    same as the rest of everything else; as Even Stephen Hawking relates as “Sheldon Cooper’s” Greatest Hero too.

    If God All that is we see and more comes from Nothing; God is really a Legend too; True; there is dark in that too; but how
    else does Batman become a Hero; if he doesn’t travel through A Dark Side First, too; Ha! beat his 5 Years too; with 66
    months of surviving a Real Hell; worst part lost my emotions; second Worst part, type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia likely
    associated with 11 Years of Chronic Stress at work; and the last 2 Years of that spent in fight or flight acute stress.
    Those Stress Hormones play Havoc of Destruction with every bodily system; including Myelin Sheaths of Nerves too;
    That Pain is named the Suicide Disease; like someone drilling Your Teeth without Novocaine that no other drug
    will touch; in my case in my right eye and ear; as science Suggests this pain is worse than the actual torture
    of a Crucifixion for real. But for me at least; losing my Emotions were worse than the pain; and yes there
    were a synergy of 18 Other Life threatening Disorders that no one remedied but me through the Meditation
    of over 12 Million Words overall of Writing online; a significant Part accomplished on this Website too; for true
    the first word i wrote here was Thanks Giving of 2010; Fully 33 Months into that Pain Disorder as a shut-in in
    my Bedroom that i would remain for 66 Months before escaping into the wild and becoming an assessed
    Metro Public Dance Legend; and starting my 7.3 MiLLioN Word ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’ Long Form Bible Poem;
    almost at 7.4 Million Words now; I continue to write on average around 100 Thousand Words a Month.
    i continue to Public Dance on Average 166 Miles a Month; And i have Danced with College Age folks
    for the 282nd Dance Week Night this Thursday; over 2000 Selfies Recorded Smiling ear
    to ear with the Most Beautiful Young Women in this Beautiful Pensacola Beach Town too.

    Life is Good.

    But i earned it though every ounce of Blood, Sweat, and Tears.

    My only realistic Suggestion is do whatever it takes to find Mind and Body Balance
    to escape Stress the best you can and will. Stress not only Kills; it does something potentially much worse;
    it takes Your Soul away and sends you Straight to Hell Within on Earth if You Endure it too long without saying NO.

    i didn’t know how to say no; i was always outcast; i couldn’t afford to say no; as i didn’t get 9 Lives like a Cat at work
    for being anyone’s good Old Boy or Best Dog Friend Forever Work Mate. i paid for that forever; yes, dearly; dearly with
    beyond fires of Hell within; forever now then.

    And if You think this response is Long; You’ve Never Danced with the Real Devil within. You’ve never seen through
    the eyes of a Joker who refused to act on Vigilance no matter how deep the Pain and Numb just to exist for another
    second eternally in Hell; as you look in the Mirror and cannot recognize if you ever lived at all; no smile; no memory
    of a smile or laugh at all; all you can do; is Paint on a smile; with no feeling at all at best; if and when you can find
    a breath of Strength to even do that as some approximation of Human Life.

    Never Give up; and if you can/will help it never go to that place at all; The Remedy is simple as two hands become
    one and two feet become one in Balance Moving with Gravity too. And true i will leave you with an example
    of what i do; You don’t have to do it like me; as i have no idea what i am doing to teach you any lesson at all.

    Let Your Body decide and then Your mind may be happier than ever before for the Balance Your body Brings
    the rest of you in Peace and Harmony eternally now; Science Proves it works; it’s worth a shot for
    whatever style of Meditation takes you out of Purgatory Grey to the BLack Abyss of Eternal Hell now.

    Other than that whatever you do; Learn TO SAY NO; DANCE WITH THE DEVIL AND SURVIVE.

    Enjoy Heaven now; why not; Chances are you don’t go to Church; Chances are you may
    not be Nearly as Lost as ‘them’ as ‘us’ for real; for escaping that Matrix of Minion is
    surely a First step toward ‘Neo’ Life for Real.
    Storm of Zen Compassion
    Anyone who cannot See the more
    Than Obvious Fact That ‘Ms.
    Greta’ Has A Mind of her
    Own and Free Agency
    Beyond the imagination
    Actually put into action
    More than online Forum
    Dwellers as that goes too;
    Surely hasn’t Come Close
    To Dancing With ‘the Devil
    Yet’… Ha! Students
    Mistook me for ‘the
    Teacher’ at 17
    Too; Not all Human
    Neurological Conditions
    Are The Same And Or Depth
    Of Passionate Compassion
    For the ‘little’ things in life;
    Such as Literal Life Now;
    Love to see anyone Square
    Off With Her man to real
    Woman ‘here’ that would
    Truly be Amusing; haha.
    Zen Compassion
    Way of A First Responder
    Just Saving Another Day
    Haha!!! i kid you not
    i just wrote a Story
    About a Cat to a
    FRiEnD haha
    Could Write one
    For you but i would
    Have to tailor it
    For Different
    Color Hair
    And Eyes Hehe
    Anyway just
    Out MuSinG
    On My
    Bigger Border
    Patrol With SMiLes..
    HAha A Package i
    Bring for Gift may
    Not Be Huge
    But my
    Tool Kit
    Is Beyond Belief😇
    Why Be just a Particle
    Wave And Field of
    Dreams Be the
    Motion of
    The Ocean
    Roar And Grin🐯🕺😁
    Gooood Morning From Cat
    Week!!! i have so many
    Amazzzzzing SunFLoWeR
    Creations to share but
    Instead i chose A Still
    On TVVvv From the
    ‘Ellen Show’ From
    Her ‘Cat Week’
    Special as i
    Can’t Imagine much
    Of Anything More
    Soothing And Fun
    Than Watching Cats
    At Rest And Play!
    The thing about Cats
    Is They Have Zen
    Compassion For
    Humans.. Particularly
    Introverts like Cats
    As They Will Give You
    Space When You are
    Busy With Your Hobbies
    And will play with you for
    Short Bursts of Energy
    And if You are Ruminating
    Sadness they Will be THere
    For You With Zen Kindness
    And Compassion And
    Crawl in Your Lap And
    Give You a Forever Hug
    To Bring You into the
    Eternal Kingdom
    Of Heaven Within
    You Feel what i
    Mean for you saw
    All those Heaven
    Lap Cat Hugs Eternally
    Now that Yellow Boy Gave
    Katrina on Her Lazy Girl
    Recliner Haha it’s not
    A Secret But Always
    Personal Giving Sharing
    For i am never in any
    Closet when it
    Comes to
    Your Cat
    It’s True no matter
    How Fast i Spiral Dance
    Or Sing Loud And Long
    On the Outside… Ocean
    Of Zen Compassion
    Within For You Dear
    FRiEnD just
    My Head on
    Your Lap
    Cheshire Cat
    Smiles Tailored
    Just and only for
    You when your
    Lap is Home
    For my
    Eternal Now
    True this is how
    i Treat All my Masters
    Particularly ones with
    Ebony Eyes And Long
    Black Hair For Every
    Cat has a Special Breed
    Too are you feeling warm
    And Cozy yet if so great!
    i will go about
    My usual Solo
    Introvert Play
    As All Cats
    Are Verily
    A Mix of
    Zen Excitement
    And Calm like A Lion
    Too best i Write Lion
    Poetry for you for true
    A Bit Big am i.. hehe
    Might not fit
    In your Lap
    As there are
    Definitely advantages
    For Lap Lions Online Purrrr
    Big Purrrr just for you
    Now i’m on my way
    My Territory is
    A Bit Large
    Hard to see the
    Extent of my Border
    Patrol for most
    Here i Go againnnnn!!!
    Good Evenings Now
    From Good Afternoons
    Of Sunflowers
    And Butterflies
    Beauty more
    Haha A Bit much
    Sorting through
    Close to 200
    Pics anyway Katrina
    Suggested i send this
    One too so Consider
    It from Her too
    FRiEnD my
    Too many
    To Count With
    Butterfly SMiLes
    Storm of Zen Compassion
    Sure Will Make This the 59th Message
    to Bishop Barron And Friends didn’t take Long
    to Match the Number of Messages with my Age..:)

  4. SMiLes Lillian First of all.. so nice to see
    You With Your Beautiful Words on Word Press again..
    Missed them i have and you as well my Friend this place
    of No Melody of the Soul i surely have felt life when all Music
    of Love Left my Body.. then one understands what the Soul is it is
    Organic a Part of our Flesh and Blood Being the Source and Giver of
    Love and Receiver too that we may come to be more and Oh Darkness so
    Much Less too.. unto Oblivion of the dark Nights and Months and Years of a Soul too..
    Soul of Emotions Integration of the Senses that Regulate Emotions all Holding Hands together
    From Head to toe.. a Dance and Song of Life We Feel and Fill through and through Recipe for
    Hope and Love
    So Far away
    From Fear
    And what
    May come in the
    places of frustration
    And Aggression Leading
    Up to Long Held Feelings of
    Hate that may not even be rational
    just the Lens of HeART we come to see
    Reality as born on Dates now.. true i have un-felt
    this non-feeling place too.. and true too in this place it is
    often A Furry Animal that may be the Closest we come far away
    from a Spirit of Love that Lights us up Colored Christmas Tree from
    Head to toe more.. Smiles in that place i surely would have become and
    Alcoholic or Drug Addict if that offered any help at all for true what will you do
    when one is walking dead on Earth now Alive Wandering Ghost who may not even
    Realize Long Dead their Soul is Gone Lost and Found No Where to See for Now but
    the reality of Numb and or Pain even better than Numb to feel anything anything at all now
    all the
    the Colors
    of Love that
    make Life Worth
    Living as we may
    Even Make Winter Spring..
    It is often a Hard Life to live but
    even a Harder one to Live as Death
    the Place Where Even Demons may Fear to
    tread as this place may not even respond to Fear
    or anything else even Black Abyss of Paper thin Existence..
    shells without
    of Love
    within on
    Page of
    Notes that Speak Soul..:)

    It’s this Simple; attack what’s Ms Greta says; not who she is; a common rule here too.

    You’ve offered no examples of anything she has said that is not credible; and or with any credible source to back it up.

    Her information is coming from Science… hehe errr.. your information is coming out of your opinion.

    THere is A Difference… and you are surely entitled to Your Opinion too; i enjoy Hearing opinions;
    They are fascinating; either true or false and fiction too.

    Once Again ‘Class’: Science.

    The Overwhelming Consensus among the Scientific
    Community is that Climate Change is Real and there
    is a 6th Extinction Well underway, impacted by Humans too; with 200 new species
    Going extinct every day. That’s science; not something out of someone’s opinion.

    If you like; go debate the Scientists. If You like; Debate your opinion on Your Judgement of another Person’s Fitness.

    I was mistaken for a Teacher for my Looks at School; i had a Beard at a Young Age; and reached my Full Adult Height at a Young Age. And i also Dressed like a Big Time Nerd; Sheldon Cooper Through and through; but more formal; haha.

    But i did graduate close to the top of the Class through 3 Degrees; But Book Learning is about as Useful as a Degree
    for about Half of College Graduates who are still Living at Home with their better-off Parents. True that is ‘Climate
    Change’ too; as increasingly Machines are ruling Jobs; another topic though; sooner or later Humans will not be
    A problem; just a blip on Nature’s radar screen; Meanwhile, some folks give a crap and some folks do not.

    Go figure; some folks care; some folks do not; never the less, Ms. Greta is making a Difference in the Real World now;
    what does a Forum do but pass time; smiles, just something i do to rest my feet out of the ‘Real World’ now, too;
    really making a difference; really making folks happy in the Real World; not just arguing the Mental
    Fitness or what not of someone who is respected by respectable people in the World. There
    are definitely reams of evidence on that; everywhere in the News Where Human beings who
    Respect Truth rule.

    And then there are the Trump Followers, who attempt to be a nemesis to Ms. Greta and or people who respect
    their Living Home the Earth; like they have any credibility left at all for their ill-informed opinions; 12,000 Lies
    and Still counting.

    Smiles my Friend, i Kill time everyday; but i enjoy every second of it to the hilt in more colors than you could possibly imagine; how do i know; you tell me so. i think that is truly sad; but that is only my opinion; your will is yours.
    (Colors are emotions for metaphor here; unlimited Colors as Far as a Flesh and Blood Soul within will paint them new)

    i would have traded away every ounce of those Straight A’s for just an Hour where i am now; if that provides a clue.

    Standard IQ, i am not impressed with; but never the Less, i’ve been told its off the Charts;
    And i do not care no matter What the IQ testers say; that’s far below my Pay Grade now of Love.

    Haha; one cannot even Test Original “Intelligence”; there is nothing to compare it too; hehe; i believe there is a song about that too; not unlike Colors that Few Humans have experienced too; some days 200 New colors in a Day;
    or 7 Thousand or So as Every Word is painted Different from Within a Dance That Never Ends A Song that is always new;

    To each Her and or HiS owN or and Free. It Appears that Ms. Greta is Sailing Across the Ocean with exciting Days for Her;
    For Her Personal Climate Change to continue Her Growth as a Human Being; testifying before the UN is no small
    Feat for any Person Being Human; and that’s what i mean by Squaring off with Her; Real Woman to Man. Who
    could Possibly have the Kahuna’s to do that here; i’ll give you one guess; hehe; make it real and true, if you like.

    Dude; i lived in a place very close to where you live now; but it’s true i believed in Science then and now
    at least for what is Observable and Repeatable Phenomenon that the Scientific Method Will Measure now.

    i do not fit that paradigm; haha; go figure; i’m Human with Emotions That are Not Repeatable and Measurable
    outside of me.

    And all of that is okay; just glad for me i’m so far away from ‘the other’ ‘dead place’ i see now.

    Couldn’t See it before; as i lost all Reference Points of Memory for anything newer than A Ground Hog Day of same then;
    Still as Smart as Ever for standard IQ Measure; but just dead inside; just A Ghost of what i was as Human and Human to
    be Walking the Earth Again; just Dead Alive Within then for my Perspective Colored by Now.

    And by the way; Far beyond any Scientific Facts, the way she is changing the World is through the Courage of Her Heart; otherwise, felt as Passion that moves Humans for Change. This is how the Human World Works; And Science Shows this is true too; Ignore the Truth or Use it to whatever Advantage you like; Never the Less, Emotions Rule Human Change and they always will First; or in Cognitive Executive Functioning Disarray last; no Matter What will be as Willing Servant Rather than Slave, the Neo-Cortex has for words to offer up excuses for why we do what we do. Haha; i don’t have to even be right for i am intrinsically Happy; although since i am not ruled by less or more; i usually come out on the Sunny Side of the Egg; hehe.

    Smiles; what i mean by Sunny Side Up of the Egg is some folks are a bit Deficient in Serotonin; the ‘Jordan Peterson’
    Lobster Pose Phenomenon; as far as Human Confidence goes in feeling Lower or Higher than others.

    Basically, Folks with Low Levels of Serotonin are More Anxious and more easily fall to depression too.

    It’s a common Phenomenon for Folks to Flock to Online Discussion Groups to Pick a Side to try to win
    an Argument to Boost their subjective Feelings of rising up in a Competition of Life to increase their Levels
    of Serotonin; thereby, reducing anxiety and feeling really confident inside their own skin; chances are they
    may even Naturally Improve their Posture like a Jordan Peterson Lobster Pose, too.

    Nobel Peace Prize Winner, Obama, gave Greta Thunberg a Fist Bump Not too long ago; where she lives
    he is considered a Man of High Status for Respect; therefore, Her Serotonin goes way up; not only then
    but when she Stares Mr. Trump Down with a Lobster Pose of her own. She is living pretty high
    on the Serotonin; however, for Males low on Serotonin the fact that she is a female and
    Seen as Physically Weaker at least; brings an opportunity to attempt to bring her down
    in online Worlds Far away from Face to Face to boost their feelings of Self-Worth; one
    sees this Human one-upmanship all through Work And School As Folks Jockey for Position
    on the Social Ladder to move ahead for Promotions and other School and Work Rewards.

    The Great thing About being Financially Independent and Not Having to work for Pay;
    is one will establish their own contingencies for boosting Serotonin and really Blast away
    in continuous Autotelic Flow Confidence with comfort in one’s own skin; day and night; day and night.

    For instance, Normally most ALL dudes where i live wouldn’t dance in Public; as someone might call a graceful Dance
    By a Dude Gay; and where i live in Trump Town; that in itself will Prevent you from getting a raise; a promotion;
    or even a Job at all; as after all when Gay Folks got a right to get married; the Catholic Priest at my Church intimated
    that Obama and his Administration made this a Country the Church could no longer Recognize as America; oh the
    Homophobic Audacity, where Priests are Assessed as up to 58 Percent Gay in Demographic; not counting the other
    Priests that are truly dark in Pedophile Propensity; along with Cover-up Bishops too in darkest way of Human
    Nature; Trump Style in Church; if you will; But as ‘they’ Say ‘those’ who protest loudly may be what ‘they’ protest now.

    So, not having to work i embarked on a 12,053 Mile Journey of Public Dance and in just a little over a Year into that
    73 Month Journey i became Wildly Famous as noted by the Public Audience and Named as Legend too; really
    just because i am the only one to do it in the South East at least as far as Biloxi, MS; and Tallahassee, FL;
    Across the Gulf Coast; True, i’ve been recognized in Biloxi by Folks who Live over a Hundred Miles away in
    Pensacola; and as far as Niceville, in Pensacola too; in the Panhandle of Florida; where my dance rules; haha.

    The Grace and Balance of the Dance that many miles has made me incredibly Strong and Agile; one can
    see the Progression as i really moved from rather uncoordinated to something more like a Silver-Back
    Gorilla at a Solid 240 American Pounds of Muscle; 1520 LBS Max Leg Pressing Power, 8 reps too.

    In other words, when i get in to a discussion online there is nothing to boost up or down; it stays
    pegged at good for everything i do; as far as the Great Feelings within of life; often referred to Nirvana
    and Bliss, which is just another way of Saying the Kingdom of Heaven within; Autotelic Flow of being now.

    Of course Ms. Greta gets a bit anxious, in new environments; but on the other Hand she takes that
    Anxiety and creates an impassioned speech that folks remember; Reminds me of the Last Dictator
    Speech by Charlie Chaplin; it’s not so much what the Message is in Politics; but how it is delivered.

    Make no mistake, in effect Ms. Greta is acting as Activist and Politician too; albeit unofficially like
    Martin Luther King did without being High Up in Real Politics either; but it’s true the passion of the
    Communication is what made the change; And what people really like about Ms. Greta is she always tells
    the Truth; to see someone in the Public Arena telling the Truth always is truly a Breath of Fresh Air today.

    We used to be able to Respect the President of the United States; for now; those days are dust; for anyone
    who respects Character, Integrity, and Honor now. If she was older; perhaps she could fix that situation too;
    Meanwhile, let her travel one Ocean in a Month before she is sent to Africa And Asia too. A Couple of
    Continents should do for now, hehe; at least until she turns 18 Years-Old; She Can Run for ‘President
    of the World’ when ‘they’ get all the Globalist Stuff figured out in a Few Decades too; for it is true; it’s harder
    and harder now to find any quality Candidates on either Side of the Aisle now; i don’t care much for Joe
    Biden; and it’s really Hard to find someone who is Charismatic; Honest; and who is well acquainted
    with their Shadow for having a Back Bone too. Obama was quite an enigma, overall in that respect.

    The World can use more Enigmas; and it is Wealth to the Condition of Autism that the World of
    Respectable and Honest People View Her as an Enigma now; sure, Beats the Condition of
    Asperger’s Being attributed to Mass killers; as that is surely not the Asperger’s Syndrome
    that i am familiar with that is Strong on Empathy and Honesty too. In other Words,
    those folks who rarely even kill a fly or an ant; and pick up Turtles when they cross the road.

    Those aren’t the kind of folks who Mass Murder; those are the Folks who Save the Planet;
    even if it is only a Turtle crossing a Busy Highway; Those Folks with Empathy for Nature get all
    my Respect; Folks that Torture Animals and Call Underage Woman Names; not that much; not that much at all;

    But Again, i understand the Human Condition; i understand their Weakness; i pity them; and hope they rise up too
    with more constructive means than bringing other folks down; that is surely a weakest way of Being Human for sure.

    Male Rage is always a sign of Inner Weakness; Take A Highly Decorated Combat Warrior; as nice and calm a Dude
    you’d ever meet; someone who respects life too; as they have seen close friends of every persuasion bleed the same color.

    There doesn’t seem to be many of the ‘real ones’ that still exist; but it’s true i’ve met a few; you never forget them; they are truly someone to look up to; and be like too; Minus the Combat; not much into killing anything myself.

    Here’s A Current ‘Lobster Pose’ Celebration 12,000 Miles of Public Dance;
    Some of the Good Old ‘Farm Boys’ Tried to mess with me in Public a Bit when i first started
    back at around 210 Pounds; It’s safe to say very rarely does anyone cross that path at 240 as i’ve become quite a Martial Artist; true though, Bruce Lee did Ballet; but only Leg Pressed 300 Pounds; Multiply that by five and it’s not hard to imagine that result with smiles; in other Words, when i do come across ‘tough guys’ online without a face; i’m rarely impressed. And i am surely Strong enough to Stand up for a 16 Year-Old Young Woman who is truly making the World a Better place.

  5. Smiling is Getting Boring Ready for
    A Good Cry Perhaps Other Colors of Dark Haha but NOT
    YET! i wanna see that Movie Just to see someone like me
    Less Fortunate to Let the REAL FOOLS Pull Him Down to their
    Level FucKinG = iF YoU SeeK iN GoD Close Enough for Human Work
    CREATED LEADS TO TRUMP -A Real amazing Joker for now at least…
    Some Days Still Disappointed That Not ALL Will Love Unconditionally As Me But Let’s
    Face IT i Used to LiVE iN ‘THAT WORLD2’ Happy Days ArE HeaR! Good NewS IsReaL
    Just Another Old Coke Naked Truth In Light JeSuS Waiting on Prepare Ye Ways to Publish
    Truth No TRumPiaN Lies Yeah Yeah Yeah Could Probably Get Published But Then They’d Try Their
    Best To Shame Another Emperor Born Again Naked Always Best to Crack A Joke After You
    Get STarTeD – Old Coke JoKeR.. Ha! Hindsight In Plain Loving View Yeah i woulda used a ❤️
    Emoticon But Let’s Face it While 💄 is Phallic ❤️ is Rear on Top V on Bottom Thank you my
    Friend Vigorously Painting With All Colors of Love i Am💄 Matters Not THeRE iS OnLY NoW
    iN THeN Thing Is JeSuS Didn’t Have Water Boy Fred And Or Really Amazingly Nice Joker
    To Help Then Sadly the Passes As usual are Still too Deep for All Four Teams To Catch
    Yes Back in those Days THere Were Still Gentiles Jews Alabama Auburn Voters Too…
    Same Essence of MeSSaGE Original Coke Jesus Brought The Good News That You
    Are ‘JeSuS’ Too If That Sounds Like A Metaphor For Holy And Sacred Trinity It Is In
    This Way i Have No Choice But to Be Quarter Back And Team With SPiRiT Too
    It’s Worth Noting That my Passes Go Too Deep To Catch Thirdly We’ve Got
    SPiRiT Yes WE DO In other Words i’m ‘JeSuS’ But i Understand ‘He’
    is Metaphor For Quarterback AND TeaM oNe
    It’s Worth Noting That i Don’t Watch
    Football And Am my Own
    And Team
    i Get It as An Alabama Fan You
    Don’t Become An Auburn Fan ‘Cause
    Your Quarterback is the Worst EVER😂
    Some of my most Loved yes literally Most
    loved Friends Reading this Voted For Trump
    It’s Worth Noting HaLLoWeeN is Night Before All Saint’s Day
    Asking Katrina if she wants to see the Joker Movie No She Sleeps With HaLLoWeeN
    So True.. We often receive Most from what We Want Just out of Touch.. other Wise
    Weed All Bee Extinct… Desire A
    Mother And Father of
    All Survival With Smiles🐝
    Haha.. only heights
    Only heights.. i am
    Too important to
    The World To Fall
    As Children of
    God we should
    All feel too important
    To Fall and stay away
    From places that may
    Take us away from
    Where are needed
    Most Namely
    The Place of Love😁😇🤗
    Miss hearing your greeting on
    Messenger everyday but as
    An Artist a Bit of sadness you
    Embrace and Paint it with Colors
    New as Children express their
    Feeling for Missing Adults they
    Care For too… i remember having
    Elder Cousins so Beautiful
    When i was Small …
    Innocent Adorations
    Just for Aesthetic Beauty
    To Behold And true in October
    Of Last year when you wrote
    Me an unexpected Poem it
    Felt like an innocent pure
    Child had written
    Kindness in their
    Heart for me..
    that was a First for
    Me for receiving multiples
    Of 7 Back for over a 1000
    Poems Written to strangers
    Just for how their Poetry
    Touched me haha never
    Really looked at you as
    A Woman until
    You sent me a
    Hiking photo
    With a Quote wondering
    If i was missing you after
    i had just talked to you
    The Previous Day.. when
    You dedicated a Friendship
    Post to me… i was confused
    Wondering if it (Quote) was meant
    For someone else for i
    Surely never expected
    To receive a Kind
    Poem from anyone
    As My Life is about
    Giving in Dance and
    Song you showed me
    Receiving… all my life
    It is surprising when
    Anyone outside my
    Family does that i
    Was used to no
    One wanting to sit
    By me at lunch until
    My Smart Friend Lynn…
    i still like to see you as a
    Child yes of course i like
    To see you as A Woman
    But i come blinded by your
    Beauty.. smiles.. wish you were
    A Child forever with a Painting
    For me no confusion there
    Ever no splendor in the
    Grass making me wish
    i am someone who i
    Am not.. SMiLes my
    Friend it is surely your
    Creation of Art you make
    Your self now how nice
    It would be to be
    A small Cousin
    Of Yours as
    Little Boys
    Never Forget
    When their
    Soul is touched
    By Pure Beauty that
    Elder Cousin of mine
    Closing in on very old
    Age followed my YouTube
    Channel… she is very ‘High
    Class’ it seemed she might
    Be ashamed i Dance In
    Public instead of Standard
    Status Vocation.. SMiLes
    My Friend Some of us
    Can Appreciate being
    Loved more than others
    And just fully accepted
    For who we
    Are through
    The eyes of a
    Child who misses
    All our imperfections..
    The way we are treated
    In Childhood follows
    All through life and
    As A Social Animal
    If others turn away
    From us our
    Evolved instinct
    Says if we don’t find
    A way to fit in we literally
    Die as that is the instinctual
    Struggle for every Social
    Animal.. i wonder if you
    Ever Faced that as a
    Child you really don’t
    Open up your heart
    About you that
    Much to me…
    i wonder what
    Hidden pain
    May lay underneath
    Your silence but you make
    It clear you keep that to
    Yourself and that’s okay
    Too.. just hope you have
    Someone to express that
    to as it is just important
    To express Scars as
    Joy And i am
    Surely speaking
    More than missed goals
    For it is true often Goals
    Are Temporary Band-Aids
    For Wounds too difficult to
    Face how healing it may
    Be when we do
    My FRiEnD
    For me at
    Least you are
    An easy person
    To reach out and touch..:)

  6. Frank Hubeny says:

    Good point about health: “i am An Author of my Life; the
    Relative Free Will i experience now at age 59, as compared to ages before 53, is totally incredible and actually
    Measurable per Effects that i document along the way that are surely empirical in case-study way. ”
    It is good that you are able to measure that. Health gives one more freedom and a better capacity to serve.

    It is amazing how tame those ducks are. The chickens I used to raise were rather tame as well walking in the same area I worked when I was on that farm. They did keep more of a distance than those ducks.

    As far as the weather goes it does seem rather warm even in the Chicago area for this time of year..

  7. Smiles Frank Thanks For Stopping By And Quoting Words From “Get Here When You Love
    And Will”.. and while some things in Life Associated With Our Physical Health Are So Easy
    To Measure as we continue our Paths of Life there are others in our Spiritual Realm that
    may be practically invisible to others that are very difficult to Articulate in a Dance/Song/Art
    that is Mutually and Consensually Understandable but what i see as a Greatest Gift
    is a Totally Open Mind and Body To Relate To All Voices that Bring a Different
    Flavor of Life’s Experience in whatever Art they Use to Articulate
    All the Colors of Life BLaCK Abyss thru Purgatory Greys
    Through Beyond Rainbow Colors Now painted by
    Paint and Brush as Painting We are
    Eternally Now Water
    so much
    more to always
    Go no Ending no Beginning
    ALWaYS STaRTinG Now SMiLes
    Temps Dropped in the Mid 70’s Last
    Night and finally Normal Temps in October
    in the Mid 80’s Here everyone agrees Young
    to Old this so Far is the Longest Summer Ever
    Where i Live a Break Finally This Weekend Mid
    Way Through the Halloween Month of October..
    So many Milestones set with Powerful Hurricanes and Typhoons
    this Year’s Pacific Typhoon Recently with Fastest Strength to Cat
    5 Close to 100 Miles Per Hour in Less than 24 Hours… Strongest
    Hurricane to the Atlantic Northeast Cat 5 there too and of course who
    Will Ever Forget Dorian’s Winds Strongest Measurable in the Bahamas too..
    Let’s Face it Warmer Oceans Make Stronger Hurricanes the Evidence is clear to see
    for those who even try to use more than eyes of ears other than Lies continuing told to them now…
    Smiles.. i’m a Big Greta Thunberg Fan as she is making Asperger’s Syndrome a Super Power for
    a Young Adult
    in Laser Focus
    Attention to
    Facts Real
    instead of
    a Disability
    Now haha.. but
    of course i always
    ‘Knew’ better than that too with Winks..
    Smiles Frank as Far as Friendly Ducks and
    Chickens Go Nature Holds Hands So Much
    Greater when every one Reaches out whatever makes a Hand up..:)

    “i am An Author of my Life; the Relative Free Will i experience now at age 59, as compared to ages before 53, is totally incredible and actually Measurable per Effects that i document along the way that are surely empirical in case-study way. ”

  8. Real Love Is First And
    Last Breath That Never
    Lets Go Lives On No Matter What
    i can’t make this any more ‘Perfect’ Now so i
    am gonna Steal Your Quote. “Psychologists Rock!” -me
    “Always try to listen and when you speak bring a melody to it.
    Break down and defy other’s expectations.”
    BTW Next time your Love ignores your Long Emails
    To Them sees your texts with no reply
    Tell Them to Their Face it really annoys you for
    It is Proper Manners
    To take the Effort
    Of A Short Reply
    At Least of Small
    Talk even to a Casual
    Friend it is what Humans
    Do usually unless
    They are on the Autism
    Spectrum scratches
    Head And says hmmm.. very possible
    Very likely in Deed
    Will explain lots…
    Understanding that
    Other people are
    Valuable as You
    And Worthy of
    At least a bit
    Of Humanity…
    No one deserves
    To be Treated like
    Spam be the Last
    Person to reply
    Put people first
    Be Human and You
    Can Cut And Paste
    This and Send it
    To Them it always
    Hurts no matter
    How people may
    Hide it to be
    Ignored and
    Treated like
    Spam by those
    They care about so
    Much.. all it takes
    Is A Bit of time
    Away from
    Web Browsing
    And Such as that
    Yes it takes effort
    And Concentrated
    Focus But if You
    Practice and put
    People First
    You sound more
    Like Flowers
    And People
    Will Naturally
    Gravitate Toward
    People who really
    Care not machine
    People Human People
    – Tough Love
    Note: there are Days i
    Struggle With this too..
    Trust me when I say
    i work 16 Hours a Day
    EVERY DAY Don’t Get
    Paid And I AM ALWAYS
    The last person to
    Reply why because
    I DEMAND perfection
    Of my Humanity the
    Rest of Life can go
    To Hell ONLY in
    My opinion
    Winks you’ve
    Tested my
    You’ve taken me
    To Another
    Never Feel
    Guilty MAKE
    Forget how i
    Became one
    iN A Million like
    Every Communication
    Is Speaking to GOD NOW
    How do you think it
    Made me Feel when you admitted you
    Have Plenty of
    Time to talk to
    Jerks when you said
    You are too busy at work to reply you asked
    For Good Mornings
    And Good Evenings
    Have i let you down
    Yet trust me FRiEnD
    i understand my
    Value whether
    Other people
    Really act like
    They see that
    Or not if I am
    Not Clear with
    You I am surely
    Not Setting a Good
    Example for you to
    Rise up for more as
    What you Will be
    Don’t make it
    All About Work
    And Goals
    Make it about
    Being the Best
    Human you can be
    Now Men Worth
    Their Salt In
    Care will note
    It more than
    Your Beauty
    In a More
    Everlasting way…🙂
    Pro Tip:
    Haha.. I listen too…
    See what i
    Just Did took you
    Out of your comfort
    Zone like You said
    Lover and Coach
    Can’t Co-Exist people
    Hated me as A Supervisor
    And cheered when i got ill
    but what i am most
    Proud of in my
    Managerial Career
    IS i NEVER fired
    Anyone this the
    But no one even
    Noticed I’m used
    To being
    But i
    MAKE Change
    Happen with
    Me the Lover
    And the COACH
    DOES Co-Exist
    If you have to
    Change for some
    One you Want You
    Don’t Want You
    Be the
    The Coach
    You See i keep
    Learning from You
    This is How my marriage lasts NEVER
    Fear to: Disagree From:
    Let your Negative
    DarK transmute
    to: LiGHT
    “Don’t Just Be There When Your Friends Need You
    Be There When They Are Just Friendly And Don’t NEED You
    at All That Way They Will Never NEED You Either They Will WANT You There is a Big Difference.”
    You See The Struggle Really is if the Friend Wants to Stay Friends With You It’s not so much
    about Need at all it’s really ACTING LIKE A FRIEND And As Far As Quotes Go Now So Far..
    Actually the Last one does not belong to me Synchronicity as i was discussing effective Social Reciprocal Communication With You the very Next Person provided the quote that summed up everything i said so Perfectly.. hehe.. usually i have something to say.. but every once in a while someone out does me and all i can do is quote their words.. this Woman is a Single Latina Mother and a High Powered Corporate Psychologist who travels the World to New Jobs Like Every year.. Haha.. my Friends all my Friends in this case just a casual Blogger Acquaintance are so much
    more important than me with winks.. but i never set out to be important all i wanted in life was to
    be friends with people why that is so hard still brings a tear now and then to my eye.. why don’t people really act like they like nice people.. why do people gravitate toward negativity so much
    the truth is it is easier to deal with as you don’t have to put as much effort out.. the one place we
    as humans don’t want to be lazy is our humanity.. the poverty of that in the Globe is increasingly cold…. The Character of Human That Lasts Is Friend…
    When Friend Is Real And Not Just A Character on a Page (Text)
    Interestingly among Millennials Your Age Ms. Hugs at 27.. A Quarter
    of Millennials Have No Acquaintances at all in Real Life. Close to Half Have no
    Intimate Friends in Real Life. Among All United States Adult Citizens Half have not
    Made An Intimate Friend in the Last Five Years in REAL LIFE EITHER. So NoW what’s
    The Problem What’s The Human Condition The Human Condition The Human Condition
    That is Integral to our Very Survival on this Planet is We Become The Best Friends We Can with
    Everyone We come into Contact with This Is How Our Ancestors of Groups of 40 to 50 People in a Village
    Raised as Child Like the Show Friends together Did but it was a Village a Bit Bigger of 40 to 50 People depending
    On All Hands on Deck for Basic Subsistence in Life Where the Joy of a Dance And Song At The End of the Day
    is As Simple
    As By God
    We Live
    Together in
    Peace And Harmony
    Another Day So What has Replaced
    THAT WE CREATE AND USE YES MACHINE AS iRobot and iPhone become
    One and Humans Lose their Greatest Achievement in life Innately Instinctually
    And Intuitively No Different Than the Wild Wolf Who Howls at the Moon For A Friend Away from the Pack…
    We No Longer Howl We No Longer Even Realize We Have Lost Our Humanity as We ‘Candy Crush’..
    As that Applies to Browsing the Web all day without any actual Moving Connecting and Co-Creating
    Reciprocal Social Communication With Humans true i used to do this too.. when i worked at the
    End of the Day Lazy Browsing Killing Time Turning My Humanity into Dust Withering Away
    the More i did not make the Focused Effort to Reciprocally Interact and Communicate
    With other Human Beings By God even my Sweet and Lovely Wife who i got
    to the Point of Having Dreams and Waking up and forgetting She was
    Even Human Living in my Home.. i understand the destructive
    Force of Becoming a Tool a Terminator Machine.. and
    This is why i Dance And This is Why i Sing i move
    connect and co-create with Lovely People like
    You who at least open their blog
    Homes to me and allow
    A Free Flow of
    Exchanging Ideas
    that are deeper than Twitter
    Shallow my Friend A Best Friend
    is an Open Home that Welcomes Different
    inDeed as Different is what leads to the Character of Change…
    Loving Change is what the World Needs now Most a Revolution of Hugs Ms. Hugs..
    There is 100 Percent Trust that everyday i come to Your Blog whether or not i comment
    as i have been super busy with some other stuff lately that You Will brighten up my day..
    Please Understand this Value You Bring That Value is Everlasting it is no Word Press Stat
    my Friend it is giving sharing freely of Your Humanity to others if i had all the Money in the World
    i would give it to all my Friends so they would never have to worry about that evil dollar bill again like
    me.. hehe.. perhaps i will do that next.. there are no limits for me for my Soul is always open to change….
    An Interesting Day Two Bloggers who Left me speechless.. in a row.. that’s never happened
    before something is changing in the World as i link this Second ‘Perfect Expression’ below i see…
    Smiles this is always the Best now For me
    But increasingly
    And Objectively
    Colder for
    Others there
    Is No reason
    We Cannot
    Make it
    If We All
    Effect Positive
    Change that SMiLes

    “Great the change you would be ,
    Knowing the truth is to set you free,
    Move with the flow of life and see that
    the ebb and flow of sea ,
    Was always there and will always be ,
    God give you strength being like a key ,
    Divine consciousness is in you and me ,
    Change is an eternal river of thee,
    To a new social contract we agree ,
    Always inspire us to find liberty , …
    My friend to remember eternally ,
    Each seed you plant becomes a tree ,
    As the French say mon amie ,
    Trinity is in all including you and me ,
    Evolution and revolution is there ,
    To continue and forever be ,”
    -Echo Horizons
    Perfect Song; i will add only one word: Dance..
    People don’t listen to Lyrics much more than a Sentence
    of Rap these days as Science Assesses the Average Human
    Attention Span at less than a Gold Fish ‘these new days’.. yes
    Literally Less than 3 Seconds.. So i put ‘my Song’.. 73 Months
    7.3 MiLLioN Words into 12,060 Miles of Public Moving
    Meditation Flowing Dance in Trump
    Town, United States; the place where
    85 Percent of my Town who call
    themselves ‘Christians’ voted
    for another ‘Father of all Lies’
    This is also a ‘Foot Loose’
    Place where they Burned
    Rock and Roll Records
    attributing reality to
    Conspiracy theories still then too…
    So i Dance ‘these days’ it’s a long
    Form of a Poem that Most People
    will be able to Actually see about
    95 Percent of the General Public
    same Percentage of People who got no
    benefit from the ‘Last Renaissance’.. the
    ‘New Renaissance’ (Heaven) is here Now in
    This Generation now For Real and better than
    ever for those who are actually Participating
    Listening Singing And Doing A Dance of Song too..:)
    Note: Now 3 Bloggers in A Row… BINGO!…
    ‘You’ have a Lovely Blog;
    It’s Concise and very Meaningful.
    Truly Blogs like this deserve ‘the 100 likes’
    but again goes to my point about ‘these days’…
    Plus ‘He’ doesn’t wear a skirt
    And Show Legs on His Blog;
    if i pretended like i was Katrina
    on my Blog and showed her picking up
    Grapes as my Avatar in Her Aqua Blue
    Bikini.. i could say most anything at all and get
    20,000 Followers and 100 Likes a Day; Go Figure ‘Men’…
    But Yeah the Click Bait of Just Calling myself “Katie Mia Frederick”
    as Pen Name has been good Enough for Millions
    of Views for ALL Blogs i Administrate.. Overall
    With Social Media Go Figure
    ‘Fred’ doesn’t
    get much
    A ‘Skirt’ of
    some kind at least hehe..
    but WordPress is impossible
    to open up on THAT Reader at
    least what i do will crash a Computer..
    but then there are Blogspot Blogs and
    Google Technology for Faster Speeds to Download..
    Does anyone actually fully read what i do in short no..
    But hey those graphs with all those views look so
    mountainous in deed hehe.. the dance of me is not invisible.
    Other Than That the Nice Couple in the Selfie With Me in so
    Many Thousands of People Could Change A Joker’s Life Be Nice Be Human
    Can’t Wait to See the Amazing Joker Movie! And if You Don’t Know Why Either
    You Don’t Know me or THE Main Character. Hehe at Least ‘in this Bible Story Now’…

    “Allah says:
    (6) And a soul and Him Who perfected it (7) And inspired it (with conscience of) what is wrong for it and (what is) right for it. (8) He is indeed successful who causeth it to grow, (9) And he is indeed a failure who stunteth it.”

    Wonderful Wise Words Sohair.. now i have a couple of
    Quotes to Share First one from the Batman Movie from’ the Joker
    and the Second one by me…

    “Have you ever danced with the devil in the pale moonlight?”

    “God Kisses His Loved ones on the Face”

    Of course i’ve experienced both a Very Slow Dance in
    Hell on Earth for 66 Months for all practical experience
    With Neither Intent or Purpose A Devil Incarnate with No
    Feelings of Soul in Spirit of HeART As a Synergy of 19 Medical
    Disorders including the Worst Pain known to Humankind assessed
    as worse than the actual Torture of Crucifixion from Wake to Sleep
    Like a Dentist Drill in my Eye and Ear Where NO Drug Would touch that
    Pain yes the assessed Suicide Disease with the 18 Other Disorders
    including Sjogren’s Syndrome where my Eyes Quit Making Tears
    and Dysautonomia Where My Nervous System no longer
    Properly Synched my Heart with Blood Pressure
    close to passing out Day and Night.. oh Lord
    all the cocktail of Anhedonia.. Severe Anxiety..
    Severe Depression.. Mood Lability.. Alexithymia.. Spinal Stenosis
    Severe Degenerative Arthritis in my Spine too.. Fibromyalgia..
    Super Long Bouts of Insomnia Almost 40 Days with No Sleep
    Just one Hour Shallow Card Board Sleep each night for the First
    35 with an Alpha Blocker to Slow my Heart.. none the Last 5 of 40 Days..
    The Worst Part of Hell and Devil is Not ReMeMBeRinG iF You’ve Ever
    Smiles or Laughed as Emotions Leave as Memories Are Emotions
    No Reference Point out of only Time in Hell And There is no Path
    There Immediately to Get Back to Heaven Free Within now for real..
    But of course it was 11 Years of Chronic Purgatory Stress Related mostly
    to Work that took me to the Last 2 Years of Acute Fight or Flight Stress
    Basically Destroying Every Bodily System Cell By Cell as the Fear in as Stress
    Top to Toe takes its Total as a Destructive DarK Force within of Us.. it’s Relative
    For Each Model and Make of Human Being to Experience Life more differently
    As Every Dance With And or As a Devil in the Pale Moonlit Night We Devils do
    at Least from our Experiences that we Will relate if avenues are created for IT…

    “God Kisses His Loved Ones on the Face”…
    May come in Term of ‘God Winks’.. Yes.. Synchronicity
    A-Causal Connecting Principal Psychologically Meaningful When Experiencing
    This Gift.. one may Trash Substantial Logic as Those Human Constructs Not Overall
    God Will And Love Within Now For ReaL… Sort of Like “Chaos MaGiC” Put into Layman’s
    Terms if You Will..:)

    “(55) So be patient, [O Muḥammad]. Indeed, the promise of Allāh is truth. And ask forgiveness
    for your sin[1375] and exalt [Allāh] with praise of your Lord in the evening and the morning”

    Nice Quote Sohair Again Praising All That is God DarK Thru LiGHT Morning
    Through Evening Bright is a Challenge But Surely A Practice of Will Under Love…

    “An Invisible Red Thread Connects This Who Are Destined To Meet; regardless of
    Time, Place, Or Circumstance. The Thread Will Stretch or Tangle But Never Break”

    True While Some May See this “Red Thread As Invisible” Others May See the
    Face of God Kiss them in A-Causal Psychologically Meaningful Connections
    As Humans may other wise even Randomly Connect in one day for instance
    i started Writing a Story Today and each New Person’s Home online i visited
    contains a Naturally continuing River Flow for the Story as before i visited
    Here the Joker Story i related on another Site Entirely Different from this
    as the Story i am writing today continues in all of God’s Connections
    Amongst Friends i relate to.. today.. the story Brews Water Wave
    Ocean Whole God Breathes this Wind Continuing to Blow
    IN Peace And Harmony A best thing Now about
    Being Kissed By God on our Faces in Breath
    of Wind.. Feather Free in Random
    A-Causal connecting
    Principle Ways
    is this
    God is Everyone’s
    God Open to a River Flow
    of Life Within for each Human
    Being Flowing With God Free
    As God’s Mind becomes one with ours
    Just metaphors though for what no Science Equation will Explain…
    Smiles Frank Thanks For Stopping By And Quoting Words From “Get Here When You Love
    And Will”.. and while some things in Life Associated With Our Physical Health Are So Easy
    To Measure as we continue our Paths of Life there are others in our Spiritual Realm that
    may be practically invisible to others that are very difficult to Articulate in a Dance/Song/Art
    that is Mutually and Consensually Understandable but what i see as a Greatest Gift
    is a Totally Open Mind and Body To Relate To All Voices that Bring a Different
    Flavor of Life’s Experience in whatever Art they Use to Articulate
    All the Colors of Life BLaCK Abyss thru Purgatory Greys
    Through Beyond Rainbow Colors Now painted by
    Paint and Brush as Painting We are
    Eternally Now Water
    so much
    more to always
    Go no Ending no Beginning
    ALWaYS STaRTinG Now SMiLes
    Temps Dropped in the Mid 70’s Last
    Night and finally Normal Temps in October
    in the Mid 80’s Here everyone agrees Young
    to Old this so Far is the Longest Summer Ever
    Where i Live a Break Finally This Weekend Mid
    Way Through the Halloween Month of October..
    So many Milestones set with Powerful Hurricanes and Typhoons
    this Year’s Pacific Typhoon Recently with Fastest Strength to Cat
    5 Close to 100 Miles Per Hour in Less than 24 Hours… Strongest
    Hurricane to the Atlantic Northeast Cat 5 there too and of course who
    Will Ever Forget Dorian’s Winds Strongest Measurable in the Bahamas too..
    Let’s Face it Warmer Oceans Make Stronger Hurricanes the Evidence is clear to see
    for those who even try to use more than eyes of ears other than Lies continuing told to them now…
    Smiles.. i’m a Big Greta Thunberg Fan as she is making Asperger’s Syndrome a Super Power for
    a Young Adult
    in Laser Focus
    Attention to
    Facts Real
    instead of
    a Disability
    Now haha.. but
    of course i always
    ‘Knew’ better than that too with Winks..
    Smiles Frank as Far as Friendly Ducks and
    Chickens Go Nature Holds Hands So Much
    Greater when every one Reaches out whatever makes a Hand up..:)
    “i am An Author of my Life; the Relative Free Will i experience now at age 59,
    as compared to ages before 53, is totally incredible and actually Measurable
    per Effects that i document along the way that are surely empirical in case-study way. ”

  9. SenD iN ‘the’ CLowN AGaiN
    If You Like You May CaLL ME ET
    i am ‘The Evening Star’ Pale Moonlit Night
    13th of October Hunter 11th Full Moon Muse
    Joker’s Wild And Hairy HeHe
    People Who Have Been to Real Hell On Earth Within
    Always Have A Devil In their Back Pocket on Command When Needed NOW
    For me a Honda Civic Coupe With a Nautilus Shell Emboldened With WE 696
    It’s All About God’s Finger Print Golden Spiral PHI
    “Fox Lucifer” Owned A Corvette With The Name Morning Star on the Tag
    i Basically own a Bar in LA Lower Alabama (Pensacola) With Just A Free Dance
    At Least When i Visit.. hehe
    Interesting Coincidence ‘Fox Lucifer’ Owned A Bar in LA With Money
    It’s Like the Old Fox Show ‘Lucifer’ When His Best Friend Was in
    the Room His Super Natural Powers Went Poof
    i have only Two KrypTonites that
    Melt me like a Wicked Witch of the
    West one is Tall (Heights) the other
    Is 5 Foot 3 only 107 LBS
    It’s Like Nude Art and Dancing
    In Public if i had an Ounce of
    Fear in me NO
    It’s Like When i Was Leg Pressing 1340 LBS
    at the Gym Tonight 18 Reps telling the Gym Attendant
    if i had an Ounce of Fear in me NO
    Thing is We All have A Fearless Beast that Lives Inside of Us
    Who Is Never Afraid of the Dark Not Even the Halls Of Hell
    It took me less than Half A Second
    To Change into my Good Cop Original Coke Joker Face
    Yeah got a Temporary Office in
    Hell To Visit Tomorrow Send in
    The Clown Again… ‘The’ Original Coke Clown
    Being Able to Morph My Face into a Ferocious
    Lion is Just Part of this Job Description too.. Just another Day at ‘The Office’
    Katrina thought the ‘Joker Faces’ i made earlier for this Blog Post Were Just
    Funny the one Last night in a Selfie Not So Much
    Part of the Deal About Going To Heaven is You Have to Be Willing To Visit Hell
    to Write ‘the Story’ too…
    TRusT Me or Not You Would at Least Be Willing To Give A Covenant Like This in Hell a Shot for any chance to get out
    Considering i Made A Deal With God Writing a 7.3 MiLLioN Word Epic Long Form Poem Bible/12,060 Miles of Public Dance in 73 Months
    It’s Like a Morbid Fascination i Know if I go to that Movie Tomorrow i’ll Get A Two Hour
    or So Visit Back to Hell Again
    There is a Certain Black Abyss Nostalgia You Know Where You are
    No Longer Afraid of Going Back But You Just Wanna Visit
    There is No Escaping Feast
    There is No Escaping Beast
    There is No Escaping AT all
    Yeah… wrote her little love notes
    That’s How i Capture my Prey too…
    We Are All Predator and Prey Snake Consumes Snake
    Meh.. Just Watching Katrina’s Hair in the Video Shimmering Black Mane
    Dancing with the Devil as Usual in the Pale Moonlight Send In the Clowns

  10. True No Place
    Like HoMe…
    Out of the Shadows
    Out of the Shallows
    Rolling into the
    Light into the Deep
    Light; no matter Syntax, Semantics;
    Particle and or Wave Until Field
    of Human in Dreams
    Comes Full of LoVE NoW ReaL
    Beauty of Physics
    Beauty of Order
    MysTic of Feeling
    Sensing All As Beauty Now
    No longer Suited up as an Astronaut.. Naked
    As Nature Really Does in Love With Life Free…
    Nature once again
    Cool and Calming Now
    As Any Human Spirit in Balance
    It’s True; A Grain of Sand Could
    Drown in all of thiS; unless ‘They Are’ ‘The Ocean’.
    We Live iN Fascinating ‘Times’; From:
    Happy to: Be here i am.
    Soul Real
    To Touch Tree…
    SenD iN ‘the’ CLowN AGaiN
    Not sure where this is going
    but i do Know Sleep is coming First… In Pale Moonlight
    Needed Some Cliff Notes From Hell For My 7.3 MiLLioN
    Word Bible Poem Nice Recipe for that “Amazing Joker”
    Can the Torture Get Anyway Worse Yes God Says Yes You Ain’t Seen Nothing
    of Hell Yet.. Keep Going No Quitting No Escape When You Find Out Yesterday’s Hell
    Is Today’s Heaven In Hell Every Day Is A New Hell And Every Hell Yesterday is A New Heaven
    Where the Mind and Body Will Go How Many Dark Rings More of Dante’s Hell Within to Go Next
    Suppose the Ivory Tower Reviewers who gave “Amazing Joker” Poor Reviews couldn’t Understand the Gravity of Dancing With Our Devil
    Been TaKinG SELFiES
    This Week ReMeMBeRinG
    Next Stop ‘Amazing Joker’
    Seeing more HeLLoTWeeN
    Amazing Joker Not Enough To Show Origins of Shadow Life Master Dark
    Clown Trump 4 Year Movie For all to see Now No Missing Dark
    “Orange Devil” is Truly A Dark Clown A Dark Joker That God Nature
    Gifts To Show Us ALL What Dark Realities of the Soul Will Do
    No Matter True or False
    Our Realities are What We Co-Create Now As
    Real ‘Lord Trump’ Teaches this Well
    It is Important to Show Your Shadow
    And Master Angel Over Devil Now
    So Shadow Will Not Rule the Day as Devil True
    No Costumes Needed Just
    The Devil Muscles of my Face haha!
    Don’t You Love the Make-Believe of Halloween!
    I asked Katrina Do You Think I could Be A Hollywood
    Actor No! but most definitely A HALLOWEEN REALITY! NOW!
    at least Photo Perfect
    Unless You Cry Over Spilled Alcohol
    As My Spiraling Arms Don’t Mix Well
    With Drinks On The Dance Floor.. hehe
    Disclaimer: No one is Physically
    Injured in the Making of this ‘Film’
    Ever Dance With The Devil In Pale
    Blue Eye Star Light Count one
    More This Morning Who Survives in my Life
    “Amazing Joker” is Icing on A Devil Role and Hell Place Research for this title of An Entire Bible Cake Chapter And Verse Now
    On Columbus Day i had to do my Best to Do the Devil in Hell Again.. A Best Friend Helped me in the Role and the Place…
    This Chapter of the Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem i am Writing titled “Zen Storm of Compassion” took Some Research
    Anyway ‘The Dream’ Katrina had With Her Grandmother taught me one thing Science ain’t got a Clue What God Has Up A Tree for me
    i’ve had way too many Female Angels in my Life not to Believe God is a Female Like even Ariana Grande Admits
    My Psychotherapist Says My Best Friend from India looks a Lot Like Katrina… Wondering how there are so many Angels in my Life…
    i Borrowed that Phrase from my Best Friend From India it seems Fitting Now For this Story as she used it for one of her Loves
    Almost Duplicate of my First Love yet so.. so much more Beautiful Perfect Angel Every Square Inch in every way not yet imaginable
    A Bit too Young then almost 18.. yet still the Most Beautiful Half Pacific Islander Girl i’d ever seen…
    10 Years Later Sitting on the Stairwell at the Gym Doing Her High School Homework.. almost Graduated.. She would come to me soon
    When i met my First Love it was like this is almost Destiny but not quite.. there is another Girl
    i must Meet…
    Hanging Christmas Tree Ornaments on the Road And A Tree Close to Where i planned to Kill Myself with a Hang and a Chain on a Tree…
    She Never Mentioned Anything About that Road Before.. yet that Night Waking Up from a
    Dream Her Deceased Grandmother and Her Hanging Christmas
    2 Years A Plan for me.. A Dream for Katrina Early 2010..
    A Forest A Tree on A Far Road i Picked Out A Chain Would Make Sure the Hanging Works
    my Life’s Purpose to Feed the Vultures
    i convinced everyone but me i would Never commit suicide.. a Chain in my Bicycle Basket all the way to Recovery in July of 2013…
    4 Milligrams of Ativan the only Friend i could Feel in this World Just to put me to sleep out of my Misery…
    If You Don’t Believe In Miracles And God More Than Science Perhaps You
    Will by the End of this Longer Story
    THEY Could Feel.. ALL i was Numb and Pain Just trying figuring out a Way to Jump off
    the 2nd Floor with Katrina Sitting on the Bed
    Next Stop Baker Act for Trying to Harm myself.. Watching the Schizophrenics Smiling
    Laughing Make Believe Games so FucKinG Jealous
    Best Case Scenario at that Point:
    No functionality still clearly imagining myself Naked somewhere on the side of the Road a Wild Pack of Dogs Slowly Feasting
    The Nurse Jabbing Her Thumbs into my Chest to get a response asking Which Drug have i been abusing..
    2 Days Later on the 40th Day i agreed to go the Hospital i could no longer Move or Speak…
    80 MPH she’d Kill us both couldn’t Live without A Brother
    only two of us with Asperger’s Syndrome Outcast
    i had to find a way to stop the Pain..
    i was willing to Step in Front of A Car
    Jump into the Shallow End of the River Walk
    My Sister’s Car at The Red Light Miracle Finding me there Taking me
    In Her Car Still Respecting my Wishes not to go to A Hospital
    Ending Up at the Bottom of A Bridge too weak to get out of the Car to throw myself off the Bridge
    Doesn’t Matter How much You Destroy those who Love You.. Get Those Keys Drive As Fast as You can into a Tree….
    Not Able to Walk to the Shower Unassisted after Close to 40 Days
    with No Sleep Last Chance to Find the Car Keys….
    You Must Understand there are some places Where the Most Gruesome Death is Heaven.. even when You are Loved so much…
    But It Gets Much Worse Hell is the Place with that Plus 18 other Medical
    Disorders and almost no Sleep for 40 Days the Struggle
    You See Hell is the Place Where the Worst Pain Known to Humankind is
    Heaven compared to Losing Your Soul all that You HeART
    That’s Not the Worse Part of Hell.. Hell is a Place After Being an Empath Where You are Totally Numb With the Worst Pain
    Those People Were Correct they Just couldn’t See the Dentist Drill In My Right Eye and Ear that No Drug Would Touch for Pain
    So Many Doctors So Many Tests two Years to Diagnose me.. People Said You have it so good Loving Wife.. Family.. Finances Secure…
    Yeah when i asked Why my Mother Said Why Not Jesus Had it so much worse than You this will Pass too.. she was partly correct
    Watching the Amazing Joker Movie i got the Metaphor For Him Using All His
    Strength to Pull Up His Clown Boots… His Work-out…
    For most People Just A Sporadic Disease Named the Suicide Disease for me Wake to Sleep 66 Months No Drug would touch
    Yes my own Mother Read the Next Paragraph Where it Said the Only
    Pain Worse than Crucifixion is Trigeminal Neuralgia
    So She Unwrapped the Book About the Crucifixion of Jesus and by Chance turned to the Page and Started Reading…
    i am Entirely Not Happy At All For What
    Those Lies to make Money Did to my Mother…
    Like Many Older Americans.. Falling to Right Wing/Church Propaganda… Changing Her from a totally Loving Person
    She Ordered A Book From one of those ‘Catholic Places’ To Prove Me Wrong…
    Mother Very Angry When i told Her my Pain was assessed as Worse than Crucifixion of Jesus not 3 Days.. 66 Months Wake to Sleep
    Gifted by God.. A Beautiful Love Cursed by God as Nature by Worst Pain Known to Humankind Worse Than Crucifixion 66 Months Awake
    Real Hell is the Place Where You Love Life So Much You Love Your Loved ones So Much…
    If You’ve Seen the Amazing Joker Movie
    You Might think there is not a Worst Hell
    For A Person but Yes a much worse Place
    Same Bed With the Real Amazing Joker Before He was even Amazing…
    When He was Just the Devil in Hell.. No Dance/Laughs/Smiles
    There is No Jealousy in My Home You Might Wonder Why But You See It Is
    Katrina Who spent 66 Months in the Same Bed…
    You See that Beautiful Muslim Moroccan Woman with me in
    The Pale Moonlight of the Dance Hall Parking Lot all alone
    In Fact my Best Friend From India
    Calls Her Supernatural considering
    How Beautiful the Women are in India a compliment in deed
    My Best Friend from Egypt and My Best
    Friend From Pakistan Also Both Agree Katrina Is a Role Model
    of a Wife they all Love Her
    Both of Us agreeing on Dating Advice for My Indian Friend Hoping
    To Steer Her in a Loving Direction….
    We Were talking about My Best Friend From India Listening to Her Voice Message
    agreeing how well she spoke English…
    Pure of Soul She Will Always Be
    The Eternal ‘Virgin’ in Fact Look
    It Up Katrina (Katie) Means Pure in the Baby Name Book
    True Life is even more Magic as The Woman i married has her
    Body at 49.. 41 Years later… Still So Much More Beautiful… Now
    Funny How Little Cigar Scent Smells
    Like First Love Kissing in the Pale Moonlight
    Smell of Her Mother’s Little Cuban Cigars on Her Homecoming
    Dress she made.. 41 Years ago So Much Colder than Now..
    Sunday the 13th of October Full Hunter’s Moon Finally Ends A
    Longest Summer since i’ve Been Living Here now for close to 60 Years
    Just a Young Muslim Woman From Morocco Who Needed to Borrow
    A Cell Phone that Night sure i always help the Damsel in Distress
    “Ever Danced With the Devil In the Pale Moonlight”.. True i Never Showed
    Her My Joker Face That Night 3 Years ago..
    Still Smiling.. I’ll encourage
    My wife to buy ‘the shorts’
    Other than that
    Sincerely with
    Artistic taste
    Kudos to the
    And Model Honestly
    An Aesthetic very
    Unique Art imagine
    If no one had to
    Make money and
    All could just
    Share Art
    I’m not
    A Dreamer
    I Just Do it too
    And At 49
    i Present my
    Wife as a Work
    Of Art that even
    Best Friends
    As Women
    Have named Supernatural
    You are surely coming close
    with sincere respect
    The Human Form
    Is the Greatest
    Work of Art
    As Even
    An Amazing
    Joker Will Dance Freed
    This is long do Delete
    But a True Original
    Artist Finds
    Muse in every
    Living Leaf That Trees
    Katie Mia
    Write a comment…
    Oh.. i Love CoLoRinG
    RaNDoM WordS And
    LeTTeRS With New
    Meanings a Star Trek
    Adventure of Painting
    ReaLiTy NeW With
    No End EXCiTiNG
    And Fresh
    With no End
    Now FlavorFull
    My own Recipe
    For Heaven
    At Best and
    To Sell with
    No Worries
    Of Copyrights
    For as We know
    No one Can Do
    Alice In Wonderland
    But one Artist.. so
    ‘Sixty New Ice’ is my
    Wife’s Bet with me
    That i won’t turn
    My Pony Keg
    Into A Healthy
    Horse Six-Pack by
    When i reach 60
    In 2020 on 6.6.60
    Oh Lord all
    This typing
    So Far
    Sixty New Ice Now
    For me at least
    Is Beyond
    All Human
    Measure Beyond
    All infinity a
    Mushroom Trip
    With no Mushrooms
    At all Jabawoookie
    Howling in
    The Pale Hunter
    Full Moon Light
    Dancing With The
    Devil Saints Angels
    Just For Fun the
    All Co-Create
    The Energy
    Of Life
    All the Living
    Colors of Gotham
    Back in
    Batman Blue SKeYes
    True however
    We Paint
    The Asylum now🥶😊
    Great Movie
    By the way rarely
    Go to any movie
    But your review
    Inspired me to
    Go haha these
    Are the only
    Royalties i have
    To share thanks
    For the inspiration..🙂

  11. “Hope my death makes
    more cents than my life”..
    Cents Ruin ‘ThE LiVinG ONE’
    EGReGoRE MeMe’s CoMe AnD Go
    iN Chants oF NiCEne Creed THeME
    Some Clowns Rise Some Clowns Fall You Wouldn’t Understand ‘A Joker’
    ‘You’ Don’t Get ‘This Joke’ You Don’t Understand Possibilities Named A Fool
    through Life Painted Name on Elder Cafeteria Female Server Dressed as
    A Clown in Middle School Year Book Holy Fool Sacred Clown Then Amazing
    Joker Jesus Really What’s The Difference Is THeRe Any Difference Really?
    Presented A Wittiest Boy Award at Blessed Sacrament Second Grade
    at 7 Years Old It’s in a File Cabinet Somewhere for Proof too…
    Every Joke IS A Story Waiting To Become Truth or Not That’s
    Up to You In LiGHT oR DaRK… May i Have This Dance?
    Everyone Thought A First Story of Jesus Was a Fool Before
    The Joker Did A MaGiC Easter Rabbit Trick i Don’t Play Games.. too
    Serious… All It Takes Is An Amazing Joker Perhaps With Autism And Bi-
    Polar Foolish Enough To Do It And Make It Real or Not That’s Your View
    Anyone Who Really Picks Up A Bigger Ball Will Be A Second Or
    First Real Coming of JeSuS AGAiN or A First Time Too NoW
    No Different Than Writing a 7.3 MiLLioN Word Bible Long
    Form Poem and Dancing 12,072 Miles in 73 Months…
    Like the Story of Jesus Most Anyone Will Be
    Famous Just Do What Everyone Else Is
    Afraid to Do No Need to Make Money
    Standing there With a Friend and Wife
    in Walmart by Shirts For Sale A Lady and Her
    Family comes up i thought i KNeW You are Famous
    MeSSaGE 60 On Ice Melting Just For ‘You’ SMiLes “JeSuS”
    Loves You Very Much too Love (GoD/JoKeR) NoT Really
    Scary DarK Thru LiGHT “You Wouldn’t Get It” Stories Full
    of Possibilities it is up to the Audience To Make Stories
    Real Bishop Barron And FRiEnDS
    WRiTinG BibleS OnLY Leaves
    Trees For FRiEnDS
    And Don’t Forget
    Full Moons and
    Halloween Now
    Werewolves are
    Out and About
    Just Waiting
    To Feastie
    Bestie hehe
    Pink Morning Glories
    Tiny they are may go
    Unnoticed Growing on
    Tall Sunflowers but
    Wait of their Beauty
    Patience Endures
    Sun reaches down
    Among Tall
    Morning Glories
    Rise Pink what i’m
    Suggesting Is the
    tiniest Pink Beauties
    Are worth their wait
    To see.. 6 Days.. 6
    Months.. 6 Years
    Some Flowers
    Never Die Small
    Pink Morning
    Glories even
    Help Sunflowers
    Glow in Flow
    Sprouting out
    to 60 Years of
    Happiness may
    Those who love
    You always See
    Your Morning
    In Glow of
    Kindness SMiLes
    CoNNecT Co-CReaTE Art
    PLaY Be ALiVE MoRE NoW
    “Storm Of Zen Compassion”
    Welcome to A Real Big League Field of
    Dreams And Nightmares SaMe i’ll SHoW
    You How To Dance With YouR Devils in Pale
    Moon Light And Sing With YouR Angels on Fire NoW
    And Balance
    Makes Peace
    And Harmony
    In Continuous
    Practice of Flow
    Each task
    In A Sweet
    Spot ‘Tween
    Boredom and
    Anxiety ever increasing
    Perfection of practice
    Until the Goal
    Is the Journey
    Ever Coloring
    Loving Life more
    Flow Hand in
    Hand With
    Others Dancing
    Singing Life
    Touching Free ETeRNaLLY NoW
    SMiLes Thanks yousss Wishing you the Best Day Possible my Friend..
    See ya in Best Wishes When my Morning breaks NoW Again.. with SMiLes more..
    Hi55555 you May return them in my Morning as it is always my style to reply last haha..
    no one will verily defeat me last hehe.. but not unlike my Best Friend Lynn who i tied at Number 11
    in a Class of 381 in High School you tied me first with Good Evening toNight as you are competing
    very well these days in deed.. hehe..😉
    Good evening to
    Your morning
    We came here
    At the same point
    In time!
    Telepathy Same
    it happens all the time with Us MaGiC FriEnds We aRe Angel to me You ALWayS Are
    even when you might not think You are.. that’s all You can Be and You don’t even know It..🙂
    Telepathy ! Yes Yes yes And God Exists too to help Us All through Beyond All Names Just the
    ENERGY EVERYWHERE as Your Religion Still relates so Eloquently and Poetically too.. SMiLes
    Our Mission is to Be the Best We Can With Will Under Love As Far as i intuit This Existence for Real..🙂..
    You Help me do This.. You are my FRiEnD This Way.. no one Believes as You Do WHere i come from…
    had to find You.. You are the Only one Who
    Believes That Way i KNoW NoW too…
    Let Us ALWaYS Help Each Other Face
    Our GreaTesT Fears Standing ToGeTHeR
    In THorNS And FLoWeRS RiSE RoSE NoW
    Haha I have to be the last one to
    reply and always try to add
    to niceness OMG my
    Mother was the
    Same way she
    Smothered me
    With Love.. hmm..
    i had to experience
    Thorns to become
    Fearless it hurts
    This way not to have
    A Father I am going
    To Give Rose Both
    Symbol of Thorns
    And Flowers DarK
    And Light Pain And Pleasure
    That gives life there is no possible
    Heaven or Hell i
    Fear From you
    As I’ve Been
    To places no
    One can possibly
    Imagine As you have
    Friend it is the Thorns
    And Flowers accepted
    And Appreciated
    That makes
    Rise as 🥀 🥀🥀🥀🥀🥀🌹FRiEnDS
    Wisdom True Wisdom
    Comes From overcoming
    As Lamb For
    With HeART!
    Here is a Scary Word
    For Many People…
    Showing And Expressing
    our Soft Under Bellies Can
    And Actually Will Be So
    We Are Human!
    If we express our Weaknesses
    Our Mistakes People May
    Judge Us Even Bully
    Us And oh my God
    Harm Us And At Worst
    Cast us Out from whatever
    Social Group We are Part
    Of as Small as A Group of two…
    It’s really scary to get
    Cast out how will
    A Social Animal
    Survive on their own
    This fear is so strong
    Instinctual Innate Intuitive
    For without technology
    Humans Die Without
    Friends.. Friends aren’t
    Just Hobbies They are
    Life’s Blood For Real
    But true technology
    Provides Crutches
    Away From Friend
    And Wow even Dating
    Apps that may or may
    Not Work for Honestly
    A Large Part of Attraction
    is Pheromones
    As Evolution
    Provided Scent
    Guidelines for
    Suited and Non
    Suitable Mates for
    Reproduction in
    Other Words even
    Not understanding
    what the Difficulty
    When two people
    Meet the Chemistry
    Included Biology
    Of Smell still now…
    OMG there is no way
    To Control that we could
    spend thousands
    Of Hours Online
    And all that effort
    May Be for naught
    When Two people
    Meet just Because
    Of How we Naturally
    That is for online Dating in Deed…
    Anyway this part doesn’t matter with
    Friends Because Friends are not
    Making Babies with
    Each other in Fact it
    May Be Best as
    OMG you won’t
    Get turned on
    So much by His
    Or Her smell Now
    Of course all Five
    Senses are included
    In this but smell
    taste (yes taste
    Matters too)
    And touch are
    Not something that
    Online can do YET..
    Maybe one day
    But anyway this
    Makes online
    Great as time Is
    Valuable and
    Massive efforts
    May prove futile
    In Achieving ‘Goals’..
    And OMG Feelings
    That are never Fully
    Realistically Felt
    Unless All Our
    Senses Work Hand In
    Hand With Feelings
    As Feelings are the
    Synergy of All
    The Colors of Life
    Our Feelings paint
    There are Many
    More than five
    Some don’t
    And that usually
    Creates Narcissism
    Psychopathy And
    All Matters of Human
    Addiction.. Substance
    And Behavioral
    From Birth and
    Social Environmental
    Abuse this is what
    Created the ‘Amazing
    Joker’ as I saw that
    Sad Sad movie yesterday that
    Shows we are all
    In a way responsible
    For Demons in others
    Depending on our
    Kindness and Patience
    Tolerance and Acceptance for how we
    Treat others as Real Human Beings
    People Treated me Horribly
    Growing up but
    My Mother.. Sister..
    And Dog And the Rest
    of Nature Treated me
    With Unconditional
    Love I closed my
    Eyes tight in
    Hell And opened
    Them Wide open
    In Heaven then
    Now i am not Afraid
    To see Heaven or
    Hell as i have Fully
    Fallen and Risen
    In both still have
    Minor Falls but I
    Am an expert
    Now in Getting
    Up as Only Life’s
    Experiences will teach…
    Good morning!
    Wisdom True Wisdom
    Comes From overcoming
    As Lamb For
    With HeART!
    Hellove You
    Look Happy!
    Makes me
    To see my
    Friend Happy!
    i am Happy too!!
    Smiles okay finishing
    my story ugh lots
    Of typos hate
    Smart Phone
    Auto Correct hehe..
    Still in bed
    One Finger
    Smart Phone
    Your Photo is
    so Sweet hehe
    THANKS A SMiLes Says So
    Much it makes you feel so much
    like a Quote that says it’s not so
    Much if you miss them
    It’s Wondering if
    They Miss you….
    Please don’t feel
    Vulnerable not going
    To A DarK PLaCE NoW
    Today my Emotions
    Are Balanced today
    I feel no Feelings
    From Childhood
    Of verbal abuse
    For being different
    Sadly for being a
    Little boy who was
    Just Happy
    Outcast for
    Being Male
    And just the
    Sweet little
    Boy my Mother
    Working for the Military
    I was Constantly put
    Down by People
    For Being too soft
    And Kind Not
    Man enough
    To be Mean
    To people i refused
    To be Mean the Stress
    Of the Demand almost
    Literally Killed my Soul
    I was/am Here to SMiLe
    And Help people Love
    Was All I required
    The Man the Kind
    Man my Mother raised…
    Storm Of Zen Compassion”
    True Potential at Least And Greater For Balance Triune Trinity
    Mind And Body BaLaNCinG Soul Force LoVE Fearless ALL NoW
    Technology From the Written Word to the Atomic Bomb Brings Mechanical
    Cognition Reason Brain to Flourish More In Environmental Abundance Social
    Empathic Artistic Spiritual God Brain Thrives So Much Greater Hand-in-Hand
    When Desert Scarcity of ‘Gotham’ Comes Shadow Reptile Oldest Testament
    Toxic Patriarchy God Brain Rises For Fight to Reproduce Easy Falling into the
    Environment We Are Both Born as And Raised If We Do Not Explore Adapt to
    Struggle And Epigenetically Change Developing HeARTiSTiC SMaRTS WitH Poetry
    Developing Shadow Intelligences With Martial Arts Dance/Nude Art Use/Lose IT Applies to ALL…
    Reason Never A Problem For Me i work like an Olympic Athlete to Keep my HeART and SHaDoW
    Fully Tuned.. Currently Neglecting Shadow For A ‘Storm of Zen Compassion’ one must Develop
    the Empathy Sympathy And Yes Cognitive Empathy of Mind/Spirit/Body Intelligences.. ReaSon
    of Mechanical Cognition HeART of Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual Cognition.. Aggression and Lust
    of Reptile Brain Shadow… People Like ‘Her’ and me We Get So Much Pleasure Above We Will Forget Below
    All Together Like Certain Parts Do NoT EXiST at All iN All Dance And Sing in Potential Sunshine Darker Pale
    Moonlight Yet We Shine THorns FLoWeRS Rise Rose Colors Light In the Movie ‘Amazing Joker’ it is clear as Day
    and the Night He Lived that he Had Human Potential Stolen from Him by Dark Reality Renaissance Requires a Mix
    of Reason And Art Balance of Yin and Yang.. Yes.. Vincent Van Gogh Einstein And Apollo God of Athletics too
    Pleasures of ‘Gotham’ what i Love Best is all the Colors Now…
    The Cultures intermingling the Human Diversity Dancing and
    Singing off so many Different Choir Sheets of Life..
    For It’s True often Beauty Does LiVE iN
    Eyes of Beholders Different EYes
    that see more Colors
    than White
    on Northern
    Farms in
    Where i LiVE iN
    Now True THeRe are
    Paradises of Nature and
    Paradises of Human those that
    are Human Paint a City more than
    One Color And Are Not afraid to take
    Bites out of Apples never tasted before..
    True though i refuse to Leave a Forest
    Backyard.. Love the People but too
    much Concrete Stifles my Green
    to each her and or HiS own true
    so much depends on
    Where we are raised
    too Go Figure while folks
    still Live in the Desert Go Figure
    Why People like me LiVE iN Paradise
    of Nature side by side Ignorance that refuses to See Colors..
    Keeping my smiles in Pity.. There are so many ways of Colors Blindness and Seeing Colors
    more New York New York.. and with that said i’ll leave my original never sung version before..
    There’s a First for everything i never thought i would Sing New York New York or ever wanna visit..
    i think you’ve
    convinced me
    of the benefits
    outweighing the
    Concrete for it’s
    true i keep my EYeS
    And EarS oPen not afraid to Explore Now
    New York New York is Just A Dance And
    Song of Explorers who are not afraid to
    Veer off the Old Sheet Music oF Old
    i promise you by the End of the
    Song at least one person will
    Scream ‘American
    Idol’ in Jest
    i usually
    StART off
    Slow and
    end up with a PartY of ApplOz
    New York New York Love that Sound
    And Sight ALL ThE LiGHT And DarK iS SMiLes to me…
    i Totally realize i am An Original Amazing Joker too Ignorance Will
    Neither See or Listen Ignorance Still Refuses to Die… DON’T LISTEN
    JOHN 14:12 SAYS WE can and will Paint A Greater Portrait of Jesus than ever before..
    granted Leonardo Jesus Was Really smART It Does NOT MATTER WHAT THE TRUMP
    UP AND SEES Somewhere in Heaven Now Leonardo is Giggling at You From His Perch on a Cross ‘You’ Even
    Kneel to Him and Fold Your Hands… Leonardo Hated the Sex Act Called it Disgusting Only Way He Would Be
    Immortal is to Paint Himself as Jesus and Be Worshipped… Leonardo the ULTiMaTE AMaZinG Joker Painted
    Himself as Jesus And Folks Still Idolize and Worship the Way Leonardo Painted Himself… It’s True i Look a
    lot more Like Jesus as Leonardo as i continue to paint my Flavor of Jesus as All Real Renaissance Men DO…
    MALES of the Day of Jesus All Short Brown VERY SYRIAN LooKinG With Shortly Cropped Hair about 106 LBS
    like a Mexican Carpenter too… People Still Worship Leonardo’s Presentation of His Humanity AS THE PAINTING
    OF JESUS… Leonardo Lived With a Beard and Long Hair in a Culture Clean Shaven With Shortly Cropped
    Hair Accordingly Leonardo Painted Jesus Leonardo DaVinci Painted the Last Supper Jesus as a Very
    Androgynous Bearded Long Haired Italian Dude Go Figure… Family Members Who Hate Brown People
    in their Space Who Say They Love Jesus so FucKinG iRoNiC So FucKinG iGNoRaNT We ALL Share DNA
    We All Share God All Is God We All Are God How Easy We Forget Even Who We Are In Light oF DarK NoW i AM
    We GoD.. Rats Deserve More Respect.. At Least they take care of their Own Species ReMeMBeRinG We ALL Share
    A 75 Million Old Rodent Ancestor Then
    Gotham of Trump Infested By Super
    Rats of Love’s Interest in Freedom
    Yeah Stuff Like It’s Not Okay to
    Abandon Your Allies of a Different
    Color and Nation And Allow Them to
    Be Slaughtered by Foe One Cannot Teach Ignorance
    One Will Only Wait for IT to See Colors of TRuTH iN LiGHT MoRE THaN DaRK LiES

  12. A Best Way to Deny the Nature
    Of God is to Deny NaturE..DuH.
    Dancing and Singing To/From A Choir
    iN A Galaxy of Free Love Far Far Away…
    Stay Dry Stay
    Kind Autumn
    Cools Summer
    SMiLes Bluer
    Hi Again Sohair.. i’ve been
    doing a bit too much not that i’m
    not enjoying it just not getting enough
    sleep hehe because i’ve been having
    too much fun.. hAHA.. i have to
    watch out about
    being too
    so i tried to
    visit Hell a bit by
    going to see the
    ‘Amazing Joker’ over the
    Weekend.. it took me there
    and slowed my speed of Happy a bit…
    hehe.. true too much Happy will be an
    illness too.. too much Happy will wear
    us down to almost nothing just like too
    much Fear and Hate and Overall Sadness and Grief too..
    my biggest Nightmare now
    would be any real
    fame or fortune
    as i am already
    too Happy as it is now..
    anymore great stuff and i would fly beyond the stars..
    really though Life is all about Balance Dark is important as Light
    it’s hard for most people to understand that until they go to Heaven for
    Real for without Dark there is no Light at all a cliche but so true my FRiEnD…
    OMG Yes That Dream too WHere You Are Driving ACross A Bridge
    And Ocean Over takes the Bridge What in the World Do You Do..
    You Swim…
    if You are a Good
    Swimmer you Live
    if Not you Die.. Life
    is like that so Swim With SMiLes..
    MaKinG Sure You are the best Swimmer You Will Be..
    Try Different Styles Create New Ones Try a New Art like
    Flying on Terrestrial
    Earth in Float
    Why not
    it is
    that rarely Floods..
    When i say you of course
    i don’t mean you.. you are the
    Psychologist… i am just one of many clients for free.. hehe..
    haha.. i see a Psychotherapist once a Month and a Psychiatrist
    Quarterly as of today as well my lesson plan is ready there is no real
    you’ve really
    been ‘An’ Amazing Joker
    that movie is like Medicine
    for the ill(S) of the Human Condition(S) that’s real..
    Usually my ‘Counselors’ ‘get the joke’ they are so cool..
    Obviously the Ivory Tower Reviewers of that Movie didn’t
    Get the Joke(S)
    Pure Genius
    Pure Real
    Mad Genius..
    SMiLes Happy FLYinG…
    Good Morning with
    A Quick note..
    For some folks
    Heart is never
    Part of any
    Kind of relationship
    At all for other Folks
    Touching someone’s
    Heart is the highest
    Expression of Love
    Yet there is a Higher
    Expression of Love
    And that is doing
    Possible to
    Help another
    Human Being set
    Their Spirit Free with
    No Fears So Love Will
    Sprout in their Soul
    With Wings and they
    Too will set out to do
    Whatever it takes to
    Help others Find this
    Heaven Within as
    They understand it
    Is Real and Spiritually
    Attainable the first
    Step is moving out
    Of Fear Second Step
    Feeling We Have
    Enough in Life
    Then in metaphor
    Flow Making every Step And Word into Sacred And Holy Dance and Song true my Friend So Hard to do when Crunching Numbers We Work so Hard to Attain so many goals Just to be a Five-Year Old Child Building
    Sand Castles of
    Love as We
    Become the Beach
    Again.. that’s where i
    Am Going today as
    Every Three Months
    i visit my Psychiatrist
    As i have for 11 Years
    And 7 Months since
    i got so ill i almost
    Died.. but see i
    Really don’t do that
    For Help anymore
    i teach them what
    I’ve learned new
    Smiles my Friend
    I’m always looking
    For new ways to touch
    You for i Love to Color
    Flowers but most
    Of all i hope i help
    You fly so high
    One Day i can
    Barely see You
    The way Most
    People see
    My Soul these Days
    The Dance I bring
    As an expression of
    Heaven and an
    Invitation same the
    Song is Deeper the
    Colors of my Soul
    Yet the Child
    The ‘Shiva Dance’
    Building Sand Castles
    As the Beach.. it’s
    Raining today
    Hope to Send
    You a Sand Castle
    My Friend Colored
    With HeART Spirit
    Soul while some
    Folks Seek Stuff
    i continue to find
    Higher Expressions
    Of Love to Give and
    Share for Free it is
    The Giver who
    Is Most Blessed
    Ever once in a
    While i make
    Myself the
    Again to
    The Full BleSSinG
    Of Giver Dark is
    Always Required too..
    For Heaven to Breathe
    For without Night
    There is No Day
    Okay get Back to
    NumBers to
    See the Day my
    FRiEnD With Wings

    i scanned through the ‘Video Link’ and what i find is that source you found is not only
    unreliable but toxic; as there is really no such thing as a Lazy Personality as Laziness is Behavior
    and can be specific to the Current Environment one finds themselves in as opposed to a Different Environment.

    The Advice to punish Behavior and Shame Behavior based on ‘this lazy’ factor has no basis in Modern Psychology in actually working.

    Obviously, you may have scattered attention and some attention deficit issues from the Environment you and the rest of the Nation
    is currently feeding itself overall with too many distractions that the World offers now; but that is no a Personality type, innate; That is
    just associated with current Behavior and the Environment and how one becomes intrinsically or extrinsically motivated in Life, overall.

    Anyone, can become Lazy according to Behavior and Environment; Lazy is really not a personality; it is a Behavioral trait associated with the environment..

    No doubt this may be where you got an idea that someone needs to ‘whip you into shape’; but no; You are a Human being; a work of Art that requires Humanity of kindness to evolve.

    The dude was all about Fear and he acted as though maybe he knew some person assessed with the Personality that he personally didn’t like.

    This Brings me to the next point about the Meyers-Briggs Personality test; it’s not seen by Science now as a Valid Tool that may be methodically Proven to be accurate.

    “Myers–Briggs Type Indicator – Wikipedia”

    “The Myers–Briggs Type Indicator (MBTI) is an introspective self-report questionnaire indicating differing psychological preferences in how people perceive the world and make decisions.. The original versions of the MBTI were constructed by two Americans, Katharine Cook Briggs and her daughter Isabel Briggs Myers. The MBTI is based on the conceptual theory proposed by Swiss psychiatrist Carl Jung”

    You can read more about that issue on the Wiki Link Below. A lot of it based on a few Historical Folk’s Anecdotal Experiences And Personal Opinions; and is not Really Tested by Science as a reliable Measure of Personality; it’s a bit more like Astrology; Correlations; but not necessarily Direct causation.

    Although the “Big Five Personality Traits” are really made to assess the Stranger without a whole lot of depth and detail; Science assesses it as an empirically sound method to use..

    “Big Five personality traits” – Wikipedia

    “The Big Five personality traits, also known as the five-factor model (FFM) and the OCEAN model, is a taxonomy for personality traits. When factor analysis (a statistical technique) is applied to personality survey data, some words used to describe aspects of personality are often applied to the same person. For example, someone described as conscientious is more likely to be described”

    There is no way no way in Hell you have achieved what you’ve achieved in life at your age already, if you were an innately Lazy Person;
    And you are capable of Great Discipline in Achieving Goals; you’ve already Proven that in life. You just are having Problems with Attention
    And Motivation and considering Your Environmental Challenge where you live that is not a surprise at all. You are surely doing better than
    Most Folks would probably do at your age in a similar circumstance.

    I think it is very important that you do not consider yourself Lazy; better i think to see it as a matter of focus and scattered attention.

    It is important that You have respect for what you’ve done in life and what you still will do in life; i think you do deep down; i’m sure you
    do; but when we assess ourselves with Words like Lazy our Subconscious will actually be directed to make that as a self-fulfilling reality;
    particularly, if we believe we are sort of born that way; with that inclination, hell no; you didn’t get Stellar Perform in Scholastics because you have any kind of propensity to be lazy a Part of Your ‘Personality’.

    Now, Let’s Review the Big Five Personality types in General View:

    “Openness to experience (inventive/curious vs. consistent/cautious)
    Conscientiousness (efficient/organized vs. easy-going/careless)
    Extraversion (outgoing/energetic vs. solitary/reserved)
    Agreeableness (friendly/compassionate vs. challenging/detached)
    Neuroticism (sensitive/nervous vs. secure/confident)”

    Openness to experience; check mark; this is; no way you
    would have moved to so many Countries if this were not the case.

    You are Conscientious and yes organized as you like
    Bullet Lists of 1,2,3 of what to do next. You are having
    Problems with efficiency but that is largely because of distractions
    it seems during this Period of your life; that really most all people; particularly, your age, are dealing
    with now; as you’ve been raised with so many Information Age Distractions, Most of Your Life.

    Definitely not so much Extraverted and more solitary and reserved as haha; it’s been like
    Squeezing Blood out of a Turnip to figure out more intimately who you are as a person;
    informally outside of whatever you’ve revealed in Blog Posts; Finally you are loosening up a bit with me..:)

    You are a Very Agreeable and Compassionate Person obviously; i’ve never seen you hurt anyone’s feelings on purpose.
    Yes; including me; you are just too Reserved to speak about some stuff you have difficulty with as you don’t like confrontation too much.

    Most definitely you are more of a Sensitive and Nervous Kind of person over secure and confident.

    So, from a casual review here; it seems that Yes Distractions are an issue as far as
    Conscientiousness Goes; Thing about being too Conscientious is it is hard to really
    let your Hair Down and have Fun without worrying about Structured Plans so much.

    We’ve already talked about how to resolve Distractions earlier in the Day; reduce the Number of Tasks one is
    involved with; limiting Social Media Web Browsing as such. Focus more on the stuff that really counts in life as you see that.

    It seems Secure and Confident is a big area for potential improvement; i never really knew how insecure and not confident you
    are until i actually saw your note on Your Blog where you said Change for the Person you want; really all that means is Yield to the
    Demands of how someone else sees what they want you to be; that ‘idiot’ in the ‘Youtube Video’; he really is an ‘Idiot’ with the advice
    he is giving on using Fear and Shame to change Human Behavior for the better; bullshit that doesn’t work we are social Animals not Territorial
    Cats who attempt to bite the ‘nuts’ off the other cat so they will not be able to reproduce. Humans Cooperate best for change; they lift each other
    up and do not bring each other down; please pay no attention to those methods as they just will not work, in the long term. On the other Hand; if someone obviously
    not worth Keeping ignores you don’t put them on top of any pedestal to keep; but i don’t want to beat a dead horse; as i think you do see that issue now for what it is fully.

    We all have a Shadow of Aggression and Lust for Life that we must Nurture in balance no different that our Emotions and Our Intellect of Will To achieve Well Organized Plans too.

    Everyone needs to Develop Teeth to be Confident and Yoga Helps with this; Tai Chi Helps with this; Martial Arts is Great but can get too competitive really and folks fall away from it.

    Our Emotions and Aggressions and Lusts Flow through our Entire Body; it is important that we become comfortable with our Aggressions and Lusts for Life to become a Secure and
    Confident Person; it’s sort of a ‘touchy subject’; particularly with someone as reserved as you are; and really a big problem with Women From Countries where you live and yes
    in the Deep South very conservative area here; and please don’t feel like you need to discuss any part of this with me; but from an objective and Scientific View to fully Love
    Yourself being confident and secure; it’s important that you are able to in moderation; able to fully Sexually Satisfy yourself. There are way many benefits both Health and
    Confidence related associated with this. Anyway; the most confident Women i have known had
    no issues with Loving themselves this way; it’s just good for overall health; but in moderation of course; also will make you a much better Lover as you will
    understand all of Your Body when you get in a Permanent relationship this way. But again; it’s not an area to discuss; i have no idea if it is even an issue
    with you; but in case it is; that’s something to resolve on your own of course; haha; that goes without saying; Just feel really bad for any Woman
    who has never brought herself to Orgasm on her own; So yes; we basically have a Triune of Human Virtues and potential Vices to get in Balance
    Ranging from our Shadow (Aggression gaining the teeth to say no when necessary; and being confident in our Sensuality as a whole
    Person who can please ourself this way without depending on another Human Being); There are a wide spectrum of Emotions
    to Regulate along with Integrating all our Senses that act in Synergy with our Emotions We Feel; and then there is the
    Reasoning of Life that we practice with the Mechanical Cognition of our Mind and that part you are obviously successful
    with in a Numbers Field, overall.
    Okay, i feel like we’ve covered it all;
    haha; my favorite Hobby is Human Being;
    thanks for letting me practice on you for free; hehe;
    really i just like to Help people for free; it’s just the way i was born and bred..:)

    Haha, as usual at Your
    Service my Friend i love
    to do it; it’s a great hobby for me..:)

    Hehe; now i have a Blog Post
    to Finish and put together that
    i am a day or so behind in Pattern
    of getting it done; thing is; i don’t get
    paid for it so i get to quit it at any time to be
    of Service to People i truly Love; you surely are a favorite Hobby to me as Love Always is.

    A Best Life is where there are no deadlines to Love another Human(s); the Best We Can and Will And the Rest of Existence too…

    And then there is Reality for all of Us; We Do the Best We Can And Will; And accept that not everyone is Nearly as Blessed or Fortunate in Life.

    I’ve Worn so many shoes in Life, i’ve Lost count; and that my FRiEnD is An Only way a Human Will Ever Truly Develop A Life Art of Love; A “Zen Storm of Compassion”–Briggs_Type_Indicator

  13. SMiLes Xenia It’s 10.16.19 at 10:42 AM
    And i must be Honest after so Many
    Promises of Cold Front Rain i am so
    Happy to See Both Relief from a Long
    Drought and a Summer Yet to End until
    Tonight When We finally See Fall Low 50’s in F Degrees…
    It is Beautiful to Look
    Back at June From
    October but
    so Much
    More Beautiful
    Where there is something
    to Miss Yet to be Found.. just imagine
    if We Were ALL Perfect A Machine there would be nothing to seek and find…
    What a Cold Hot Place that would be so far from Heaven in deed the Beauty of
    Dark and
    of Imperfection
    Still to Inhale no
    Doubt i Feel This iS How God Exhales
    Hunter’s Moon
    As Colorful As We
    Seek And Find Light
    Gift of All Animals Except Most Humans
    As they increasingly become Tools they Create…
    Forever NoW ETeRNaLLY OCeaN WHoLE Being ALL…
    Sadly so Many Humans
    Spend Eternity
    Now Living Never
    Realizing WHeRe
    They Even Are So
    Much More Than Words Dying Living So Much more
    NoW The Experience the Feel the Sense of Eternal Now
    Every Color… Autumn Blues Seas CLouDS SKeYeS
    Every GRaiN SHapes SandS… OCeaNS WHoLE…
    All Special MoMents Never Ending NoW ETerNaLLy…
    So Much to Be LEarned…
    Without Words…
    Forever ALL NoW…
    Colors of Love More…
    Endless Painting With
    No Beginning or End…
    No Wonder
    Such A
    Force is
    Majestic as God…
    WHat Will We Dance
    Sing of Some ONE THaT
    iNspires A Concept of THis…
    Moving Connecting Co-Creating
    NoW Humans So Much Happier
    When They Marathon Life That Way
    HAha best thing
    About Dance
    is no one
    HAS to hear me heHe
    Poems Trees Leaves
    Readers Pick up a Few
    Found to Be Or
    Not to Be DiFFeRenT..
    Triune of Human
    ReaLiTy Integral to
    Human Mind and Body
    BaLanCinG SoUL SPiRiT
    oF HeART Human Being
    Complete Or Missing
    PartS as Made hehe
    And Mass
    As always Balance
    Key as always for
    each Human being
    to Seek and Find and
    Truly Be in Hear and See..
    All Members of ReaLiTy And
    Human Sacred and Holy NoW Butt
    only When All Members of ReaLiTy
    And Human Sacred And Holy in Balance True
    DarK NoW
    ThrU LiGHT TRuE…

    SMiLes Dear Friend Sohair there are so many
    Things i appreciate about Your Blog as you
    Celebrate Your Blogging Experience here..
    For Your Holy and Sacred Meaning and Purpose
    to Teach about Your Beloved Quran More.. true
    i find much value in it too and Love to Quote
    the Lovely Verses You Provide too to share
    of what i appreciate in it too.. smiles the
    More We Humans Learn about each other
    the More We Will All appreciate our Similarities
    And Differences too.. If not for Meeting you here
    from Himali’s Blogging Site and in Turn meeting
    gigoid Here it’s highly unlikely i would have ever
    Transformed my Blog into what is coming close
    to 7.4 MiLLioN Words as of 9.18.19.. and my Gosh
    True between You and Himali and gigoid the inspriations
    in total that all 3 have inspired are way over a Million Words
    Way over the size of any Bible written so far and close to
    that Previous Long Form Poem effort at 1.8 MiLLioN Words
    i surpassed overall years ago.. by the inspiration that so many
    others have brought to me.. it is those who have welcomed
    me most through all my differences and similarities too who
    truly have inspired me most.. and although i wrote the quote
    below to a casual acquaintance Blogger surely i hope what
    i wrote today will inspire your Further Blogging Efforts too my Friend..
    SMiLes Dear Friend Sohair
    The Practice of Kindness
    Never Ends with
    Courage too
    is the Beauty
    of Eyes that
    See Love Most
    SMiLes with that
    Sung another Blog Post to go..
    hehe.. i am feverishly working dancing singing
    Illustrating the one i am hoping to finish today too..:)

    Lovers often Go away but True FRiEnDS never do…
    True FRiEnDS do their Best to Seek and Find Happiness
    for their True FRiEnDS so much More about Zen Compassion
    that Is real it was harder for me to help you
    Until you found the confidence to
    Open up about your intimate weaknesses with me…

    i feel honored that you see me as a
    Valuable enough friend to show me
    Your soft under belly yes your vulnerabilities
    so i could understand The depths of your Soul
    so much better this is what truly intimate
    Friends do speak their inner truths Without Fear…

    And being a friend to help you feel
    Better about you Is the greatest
    And most fulfilling accomplishment
    i will ever have being your friend…

    i remember one time you said you hope for
    me that my Marital Bond Becomes stronger..
    and i want to tell you to never feel guilty about not
    Confronting and putting an end
    To those Romantic imaginations
    And fantasies associated with her
    For it is true if not for that i might
    Have never had another passionate
    Kiss with Katrina as she is well
    Aware how i woke that up
    In me For her through my
    Imaginations and Fantasies…

    You helped me to be a better lover to Katrina
    as i hope i will help you have the patience to
    find someone who loves you so much you
    will never imagine them leaving you as i
    never have to fear that from Katrina nor
    Does she have to fear it from me..

    But anyway in real relationships with
    Husband and Wife it must be much
    More than about a Physical Relationship
    and that Lover forever Should never base the
    relationship On just loving looks old and grey
    Still holding hands In the Park
    As Lovers who truly stay Friends..

    You already know how to be Friends
    with a Man that lasts May your
    Lover always be your friend too..

    So important my Friend..

    You are my Golden little
    Sunflower Treasure of a Friend..

    You are the Little Flower who
    Is truly amazing and awesome too..

    My hope for you is you become
    A Tree Tall and Strong too beyond
    Measure what we have in common
    Most with out personalities
    Is we want our Friends to be
    Happy smiles the Blessings for
    You it is the Feeling of compersion
    That someone Appropriate and
    Good for you Is bringing happiness
    To you.. and when you meet that
    Person it’s not something i will
    Have to fantasize about
    anymore your Beautiful
    Presence in my life helped
    Make it a reality and Katrina
    Is Happy that you did..

    Life and Love is always
    A Group effort it is
    The separation we
    Pretend there is no
    Guilt when truth rules my friend

    Not even the smallest
    Dark spots on Souls when
    We speak all of our truths
    And Become truly close Friends..

    My little Sunflower has
    Helped me be more
    Of a Whole Soul too..

    You are awesome and amazing
    Most as you have helped
    Me find all of me you have
    Made me Fully happy by
    Withstanding both my
    Wings and Flames


    You may not always
    Need me By your side
    But i will always live in
    Your Soul as You have always
    Lived in mine since i first met
    You some Friends are meant
    To be it is God’s Gift and Greatest
    Treasure.. for Human Beings True

    Other than that
    Good Morning
    With Biggest
    Smiles ever from
    Florida the Sun is
    Cowering from
    Light of
    my Soul
    Haha the
    Sun is Jealous of you

    Good Evening FRiEnD.. haha you really surprise
    me when you said you miss me as hey.. i have
    been taking up so much space of your Quality time
    Lately hope you are catching up with everyone else
    now.. hope you got Your Work-out.. Your Evening Walk
    Great Diet.. Reading Your Book.. and hehe maybe twirling
    New Ideas about a New Creative Blog Post too.. hehe.. of course
    i didn’t miss you for your Email really Made my Day so fulfilled inside..
    but smiles.. the Name FRiEnD later pulsed Surfaced in my thoughts
    and feelings as the steam is really coming out
    of my Mind Spirit of Soul as i am finishing
    one of my Favorite Blog Posts i have ever
    Written that will be titled “Storm of Zen
    Compassion” i can’t thank you enough
    for how much your presence in Life
    has added overall to my Entire
    Soul Journey both in Art
    And Within and
    the Post Below
    is really for Acquaintance
    Bloggers but it will be for a
    Close and Intimate Pen Pal Friend
    That You have proven you are past
    care as friends sharing a bit of your
    Vulnerabilities and Your Truths in Dark
    As Well as Light.. anyway i hope it inspires
    you to Blog More and with that Said Good Night
    Dear FRiEnD Sleep Tight and do Feel Sense and Know
    that iFred is always with

    SMiLes Good Evening Sweet Dreams again..
    Hiii.. other Than You This is one of the Most
    Loveliest Art Creations i’ve ever Seen i looked
    at ever single detail up close and Personal at
    Hand And i could Write an Entire Novel Just
    Based on this one
    Work of Art
    You Create
    Dear FRiEnD
    it is the feeling
    S E N S E
    of inspiration
    A flicker
    Flame Torch
    And Bonfire of
    Moving Connecting
    And Co-Creating Energy
    of Art that Rises Us so much in Synergies of
    Frequencies and Vibrations Higher to inspire others so much more too..
    Storm of Zen Compassion Human Art LiveS on Sun Fire HeART Reaches
    Spirits Soul

    SMiLes Ms. Hugs i find Your Top 10 List
    of ‘Enoughs’ Very Interesting will Love to Riff off them now Just for fun!

    “Enough hiding your emotions under 100 blankets.”

    Science Measures about 412 Human Emotions Labeled
    as Such Create and Color a different one make every Word
    of Song and Step of Dance A Newly and Or Improved Hue of Emotion True…

    “Enough lying to yourself and to others.”

    Lying is like Fear it makes us weak
    The Strongest Speak Truth in Flow
    With No Restraint as they Become Ocean WHole iN LiGHT FLiGHT Free

    “Enough being lazy.”

    i never get a Vacation
    as My Life’s Work is just
    too much Fun but i must
    Find Rest From Dance And Song True iN LiGHT
    too not to
    Dark as Well..:)

    “Enough counting on others.”

    I can count my Intimate Friends on one Hand but they truly count.

    “Enough believing in unicorns and fairies.”

    That’s Old School.. i believe in something
    Entirely New each day better yet i Dance
    And Sing it in Broad Band And Town Daylight even at night
    when i am asleep and will be doing it after i am dead with technology true too..:)

    “Enough looking back.”

    Way too busy for that…

    “Enough holding anger.”

    OMG God my Joker Faces
    Are Incredibly Terrifying in
    my Next Blog Post that will
    be titled “Zen Storm of Compassion”
    really Terrifying Mortifying as HelloTween Approaches too..
    And sure all Saint’s Day the day after as Light comes from Dark…

    “Enough Hoping”

    Haha i don’t have to Hope
    Heaven is Now and it’s real within
    sure i hope to give and share it but
    there is only so much one will do
    to take a Horse
    to the
    and motivate
    Him and or Her
    to Drink the Water
    if they are thirsty
    and will not understand
    what Kind of Love will Satiate their Thirst…

    “Enough expecting.”

    Way Past Expecting Now is all that is.

    “Enough being tired and sick.”

    Some times i do it just for the
    Nostalgia of Hell.. it’s nice to remember
    Where you caMe from when Ya Fell before
    BeCoMiNG THorns And FLowers Equal Rose

    Hehe.. it’s Never Enough Dear Ms. Hugs From SMiLes now True…
    Here is a “Never Enough Story” i give and share with you today Dear Friend too..
    You do make yourself a great Intimate Friend to whoever visits your Blog too my Friend..:)

    Hi There Growing In Potential Blogger
    i don’t do Word Press Awards but i gifted
    this Quote i wrote to another Acquaintance
    Blogger i cross Paths with in this Vast UniVerse
    of Words online.. i am sharing it with you and a few others as your
    words are inspiring and i thought it might encourage you even more with smiles…
    Note: for reference i’ve been writing 3246
    Consecutive Days without a Break 12 Million
    Words or so online since 11.25.2010 for what
    the Opening Line Means And Yeah i’ll be 60 in June..:)

    3246 days true i am a whole lot older than
    You a few more decades to check-in this many
    Consecutive Days to Sing a Deeper SonG of mY
    SoUL than the Ordinary Circumstances of Life Allow..
    i remember visiting my Psychiatrist first in 2008.. really
    terrified as i knew there was something very different about
    me but i did know it had
    labels like Autism
    more specifically
    Asperger’s Syndrome
    And Bi-Polar too really
    though both conditions
    really do balance out
    great as long as there
    is not too much stress in the Environment
    at Dark play as you say ‘Grey and Dark Thought Bubbles’
    a really appropriate metaphor for Existential Angst in Ruminations
    About Life.. Anyway then before Blogging became so Popular as it is
    today.. that Psychiatrist said a big concern is two things.. People no longer
    have time much for introspection more than a drive to work and he wondered
    if Human Beings would totally lose their ability to speak with each other as that
    was only when the texting revolution had its very start.. Honestly as Science Shows
    People are losing the space in Life to make Intimate Friends to fully express their truths
    to.. even at best without all this technology humans with that ‘Dunbar Number’ of 150
    Acquaintances at max and having the Social Capacity to make five close friends.. as
    Science Bears this truth out now by Americans who haven’t made a new close friend
    like this on average of 5 years now.. a best thing about Blogging is not only
    will we speak to our Soul like a Diary does but in this fast paced World
    others will learn from the Dark and Light of our Experiences when
    Reality lends little to no time to learn this way from close
    and intimate friends.. truly it is so beneficial this way
    to open up the Windows of our Souls now as we may
    care to do in Blogging and share that much of the
    Light thru Darkness hehe.. sure now
    BLacK Abyss through beyond Colors
    of Rainbow Bliss too.. the ancient
    Egyptians Described the Human
    Chi of Fearless Love Spirit Force
    in Positivity by the Term Ka… other terms
    include Chi and Prana too.. Egyptians were
    misinformed though to think they could transcend
    Mortality by building Pyramids with other Artisan
    Depictions of their Names and Physical Likenesses
    so inscribed for that was only the Shell of their KA not
    the Nautilus Creating that lives in that Spiraling PHI Ratio
    Shell existing 300 MiLLioN Years but just a Shell of the
    KA and CHI and Prana of the Spirit of the Nautilus that
    Creates that fossilized Soul.. but only shell of soul.. wow
    Human Beings have so many opportunities to extend the
    Force of their KA to others beyond normal Social Capacities
    both Living and Dead now.. truly transcending what we are born
    with using Technology As Musical instruments transcend the Limitations
    of our Vocal Chords to Lift our Emotions Up with Drums that beat so much
    Harder than our Heart Beats too.. i will never be a close and intimate friend but
    in a way you give something similar to everyone who crosses your page what you
    never could do without the dressing of technology too.. i see you as Human i like that
    now and even
    the greatest
    among us
    a bit
    with ‘grey dark thought bubbles come’..
    A Zen of Compassion a Storm of Humanity…
    Truly the Blogging experience will be when Authentic and Real…
    With that said thank you i enjoy coming by here each day reading about
    another Human Being’s Soul as i do every where i go.. each instance i
    do my Soul becomes a bit more Colorful with so many Souls i continue to
    consume and Nourish the Light in me to spread a bit more too.. Have a nice day…

    Keep up the Great Work!

    -Just Another Blogger And A Human too-

    “As God is my witness – I am that fool!” — Gomez Addams

    It’s worth Noting here that Katrina who is Brunette now
    is the ‘Normal Blonde’ in the “Munster’s”.. TV Show
    and the Historical “The Big Bang Theory”.. TV Show
    As the Blonde ‘Penny’ too.. True.. Us Creatures of the
    Dark Look to
    to Feed our Light…:)

  14. Sorry, it took so long for me to get back; been saving the World as i and
    everyone should always do; if it only means saving our own BuTT heHe.

    Hey, Science is limited if anyone proves that i do.

    It’s just nice to see someone genuine telling the Truth for CHANGE
    as at Least Ms. Greta isn’t so Flawed in Trump Style BS this way…

    i rather enjoy July’s that last into October; but i have Nostalgia
    For Hot Chocolate; Perhaps now that the Weather is finally dropping
    in Temperatures out of the mid-80’s today; 10.16.19; my desire will be fulfilled; hehe;

    We need more Asperger’s Folks in the World to tell the Truth.

    Science is so dam Flawed, it ain’t even funny; Jesus F in Christ
    it says i can’t possibly get stronger as i approach 60 years-old;
    but i refute Science, Every Day, per the Averages, in Believing and putting my Words into Actions that make
    Effective Results; Science does though suggest that the More We Visualize Ourselves Getting Stronger the
    More We actually do; i do plentiful Selfies in every way from Head to toe; and am actually a ‘Hot’ Topic
    Search Result still now as i am almost ready for the Senior Citizen Discount at the Local Buffet’s hehe;
    the Bootie Dances are Still coming from Beautiful Women at the Bar; Life is Good and Science is ‘Behind’ on me..;)

    i was just gonna say i am amazed that you followed me all the way
    through my Locomotive Train of Thought, hehe; as documented in my
    Medical record my problem was i thought too rationally; stuck in the Neo-Cortex
    unable to Branch out into the Right Brain Metaphor of Social Empathic Artistic Spiritual
    Intelligences; no longer am i ‘delayed’ this way now; i shine as Bright as the Noon Day Night.

    Note: i have no idea what Noon Day Night Means; but i bet i could get Poets to give me
    A Thousand Plus answers; it’s not always about concrete facts; Imagination is a Muscle
    that must be used to really get Super and Originally Creative too; the Women like it; that’s enough for me; hehe.
    My Wife not so much; that’s why she sends me off to the Play Ground Dance Hall and Poetry Park on line just to play; Haha.

    Do i crave attention; hell no; you know i thought people would stay away from my ‘Crazy Dancing in all the stores’;
    Just practicing the Moving Meditation that i have an actual prescription from my Psychiatrist to regulate my Emotions
    and Integrate my Senses too; of course i thought of the answer before he wrote the prescription; sure, i’ve always been
    a Step, a Dance; a Word, a Song; ahead of the Scientific evidence too. There is no Scientific Consensus about all that i do.

    i don’t pay any attention to folks when they tell me i am the most well known person; meh, except for Trump in my area;
    i just say oh yeah; haha; that’s cool Drive Through; i thank you now let me get back to my Therapy for all Natural Bliss;
    Nirvana; Chi; Prana; Satori; Heaven Within; Tao Flow; the Metaphors are endless; the Essence is similar and Real Cross-Culturally for Folks who find a Meditative way to escape their Neo-Cortex in Autotelic Transient Hypo-Frontality
    as even Science Shows that this experience of Flow and Generating our own Beneficial Neurhormones and
    Neurochemicals within Mastering Our Happiness; does actually increase Creativity and Productivity by
    500 Percent; hehe, would you like me to write 7.4 MiLLioN Free Verse Words on the Subject; wait already
    did it with short cut links. I’m up to 12,093 Miles of Public Dance now in 73 Months closing in on
    74 Months too; as i am with all those Words too; Yes, i give and share isn’t that what
    Humans do; some of us have more to give and share; some of Us have less;
    as far as my Hurricane Winds and Chambers of Nautilus Doors to Rooms go;
    Cat 6 Hurricane; TSuNaMi oF Art too. Have i experienced Darkness, You bet;
    the “Amazing Joker’s” Total Experience of Hell was Just Icing Compared to the
    Cake Walk i Did in Shut-in Hell for 66 Months of the Worst Pain and Numb assessed by
    Science in the Whole Damned World; thing, is my Solutions are backed up by Science as limited as it knows.

    The DEADline is real for over 200 Species of Animals and Plants that are continually going extinct each
    Day by Human hands of fault; i Hope that Ms Greta Will inject as Much Hyperbole into Her truth to get people
    off their Butt and save those Plants and Animals More; for you see i am them and they are me; i see no separation
    see it all.

    (i am the Walrus
    the one ‘they’ve’ been
    Predicting the Stone Statue
    that you will see that looks almost
    identical to me in the Burial Grounds
    on the Sergeant Pepper’s Album Cover too;
    There is an Indian Goddess from the Jain Tradition on that
    Cover to; a Dark Haired Woman in Red too; You may find her on my Blog too)

    Smiles Horatio; trust me Ripley Believe it or not; Life is so much more fantastic and scary than any fiction ever told.

    The Scariest part is i am real; The Fun Part is am real; The Best Part is that existence, exists at all; just a bit more
    Anti-Matter and we wouldn’t be having all this fun; Ever Dance with the Devil in the Pale Moonlight; Yes, you have
    now enjoy the rest of your Life; but only if you will of course; as the exercise of Will is the Greatest Relative Art;
    meh, that and ‘Chaos Magic’..;)

    i covered a bit of the tale of the tape running out of space in my latest description area
    to include this in my Latest Facebook Pic Profile photo too; after a few more words on
    that i will add MacroVerse Memories from the Last 3 Years to Date that include the
    MacroVerse Memories from the Previous 3 Years to that.. keeping those
    Nautilus Chambered Rooms and Hurricane Arms Expanding with even
    more Doors of a Real Hotel California now.. anyway.. “Get Here When
    You Love And Will” is the 896th MacroVerse.. of “SonG oF mY SoUL”
    Longest Epic Long Form Bible Poem closing in on 7.4 MiLLioN Words
    in 74 Months too and that 896th MacroVerse is also the
    223rd MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
    40 Month Endeavor soon to be 41 Months rises to
    4,809,899 Words; and Finally A Tripling of Effort
    for the 121st MacroVerse of “FB Profile Pic Bible 2018”
    as that 28 Month EnterPrize.. reaches 3,198,867 Words
    as yes that is also included in all my FB Profile Pic Description
    Areas on average of about 7 Thousand Words Each.. the 282nd
    Dance Week with all the Cool College Age Folks Was Last Week..
    283rd Week of that coming Thursday Night.. and my Free Verse Erotic
    Poetry Novel stand at 93,620 Words as i am a bit behind in posting my
    Shadow Art but the Fully iLLuSTraTeD Photos are done and behind in 18 Posts
    now to basically copy and paste on my Adult Warned Blog for that as i discontinued
    attaching that to my PG Blog Posts back in May of 2018 when i started writing Full Erotic
    Poetry.. as i didn’t want to take a chance offending anyone stumbling into it even though
    the Adult Warning is Clear for that Blog.. with that Note a Word or two a few more about
    Pornography these days with a Science Studied Link Below from ‘Psychology Today’ too..
    Chances are if you ‘say’ you are not looking at it in let’s say the last 6 Months you may indeed
    not be fully disclosing the Truth as Science Assesses 98 percent of Males looking at it in the
    Last 6 Months and 73 percent of Females in a mutual and consensual relationship married
    or not in best case scenarios people share their sexual fantasies and interact with them now
    in a mutual and consensual way that pleases all involved.. as far as infidelity and betrayal
    goes that is for the Couple to decide.. sadly many people do it covertly and in guilt just
    to satisfy needs that are not being met.. porn is a Natural intoxicant that shouldn’t
    be used by those who fall to the disease of addiction.. it’s sad but even though
    sex sells everything in our Culture Women are highly discouraged still now
    From exploring their Sexuality in Fantasies and Masturbation too.. yes this
    is Adult Play for Healthy Sexual Intelligences and greater Satisfaction
    in life.. is it abused like Alcohol and Drugs and Gambling you
    bet it breaks up marriages and gets some folks in trouble
    with the law too by going into areas that are not legal too
    but the best thing i see about it of all is it is slowing
    down the rates of reproduction as it obviously
    is often used as substitute for real
    Reproduction activities.. humans
    are Destroying the Environment
    and Over Population is a major
    Element of that.. Humans are not
    a Monogamous only Species as Primitive
    Societies may be Matriarchal and PolyAmorous too
    in Sexual Activities and Emotional Attachments to multiple
    Partners too.. the Semen may be seen as Holy and Sacred
    With Wisdom coming more to Children the More prospective
    Fathers Engage in the Act with an Adult Woman for sure in a smaller
    Village when everyone shares in that act there is more motivation to raise
    the Child as the Child of the Village and not just one Dude.. so it’s true there
    is dark and light in almost everything we do.. and it is also true i believe in
    Reciprocal Gifts and Shares.. i have enjoyed the Art of this as shared
    By Many Folks through my life at this point With various Videos and
    Photo Art it’s safe to say in raw numbers i am all paid back and
    even paid forward in Golden Rule way.. it’s a whole lot
    Safer than a Culture where someone has to actually
    be the Sacred and Holy Prostitute for the ‘Incel Men’..
    Stripper pay may be dropping off too but Nature
    needs a Break on too many Humans now
    nod goes to Porn as the progenitor and
    the Motivator for Men to create the
    Internet from the very start as Lust
    by Science terms motivates all Human Creativity..
    Productivity and Social Cooperation too both with
    Males and Females and that Social Cooperation amongst
    Women to Prove who is most Nurturing when turned on by a Dude too…
    i would hate to have to keep any secrets from my Wife and the Truth is i do not..
    The Most important thing is mutual and consensual understanding to be as free as we will..
    i see all arts of being Human mutual and consensual legally as Works of art in Both Form
    And Function.. some folks are offended by it and they have that right too now that we live
    in the United States providing avenues to be established for everyone to be safe to enjoy
    their personal views of Heaven.. unlimited Naked Beautiful Women is surely a Naked Art of God..
    i see it
    as Art
    but not
    unlike Alcohol
    it should only
    be consumed by
    Adults at Best there
    must be days to find ways
    to Love each other by more
    than Body Parts too so HeART
    And Pure Emotions will survive too..
    Women have been Reading Romance
    Novels getting erotically stimulated for ages..
    too.. they are just a bit more under the covers and skirts about what
    they do in their Deepest Fantasies and imaginations in Depth now too..
    it’s safe to say my Wife doesn’t need to read any of those books but it is also
    safe to say when i was all about the Work away from Play at home she had
    Mountains of those Books almost as many photos of Naked Women i saw..
    the Couple Who continues to Play together not only stays together in Grief but Joy FULL TOO
    I AM NOT going to leave any potential intelligences of my Humanity unused finely tuned Ferrari
    All Waxed and Polished
    i will surely do too..
    like a Circus
    And the
    benefits of
    Mr. Kite with
    K and H too..
    Real Emperor’s of
    Nature Wear no Clothes
    AsK A LioN He has a search
    term for every proof hehe.. anyway
    when i was sick i watched a sad sad lonely
    movie on the Human Condition Two Strangers
    a White Man and Black Woman So Desperately
    Lonely Masturbated in Front of Sky Scraper Windows
    as that would be as close as they would come to any
    Real Human Connection better than none this Human Condition
    is tough we do what we have to do to carry on our wayward Suns too…
    Sun Flowers at Best Wilted at worse keeping the Drive for Life Alive at all costs…
    True this will be part of a ‘Storm of Zen Compassion’ too as LonG as With a Spirit
    of Give
    and Share
    Mutually Legally
    Consensual and Free..:)

    “710th MacroVerse oF Faith”.. Goes aLong Real
    Well With The Opening MacroVerse Lines of this post…

    “711 MaCroVerse BeYonD”.. Yes.. and Beyond…

    “A SaVaNT oF LoVE”.. Need i Dance Sing More…

    “iN A Shadow oF Michael FoR NoW”.. Sure.. Why NoT..:)

    Challenging to Make this Requiring a Bit of A Vacation in Hell no
    Less than with a Fictional and Delusional Clown “Named Amazing Joker” too..
    Never the Less i did a bit of Space in Hell again to get to Heaven as usual too…
    Concluding this MacroVerse on 10.16.19 at 5:53 PM.. NoW to put it all together
    And Publish it as i continue to consume time and enjoy it all as well too..:)

  15. Addendum on 11.17.19 as This Passage Below
    Will Also Begin the Next MacroVerse too..:)

    Nestor: One Who Returns From Travels.. Just a Coincidence of Course
    Synchronicity ‘Chaos Magic’ ‘Rules’ BacK to: A DRaWinG Bored… From:
    Knock Knock… Knock.. Good AfterNoon Bishop Barron And Friends A 61st Message
    For ‘You’ Who Believe As A Bride of ‘Frankenstein’… HahahahAha.. Yes John Lennon
    Did Put Jesus on that Album Cover he DisGuised Him as me.. Do You Get the Joke? (the Joker/God/Love)
    Got Good News Whether You Will See News This Big or Not Brought Him Back to Life No Longer A Stone Statue
    in a Burial Ground Cover… ‘You People’ Killed ‘Jesus’ You Turned Him into ‘Trump’ in the 4th Century 325 AD
    You are the ‘Real Anti-Christ’… Sweet Little Brown Man Only Wanting You To Love Do Greater Works of Love
    Than Him Professing First is Last And Least Is Greatest… Meh.. Long Ago A ‘Catholic Church’ Did Basically
    A Same Thing That Republicans Do Now They Changed Jesus into A Dictator A Trump… Obviously Priests/Pastors
    Don’t Teach This For If They Did They’d No Longer Be Needed… If ‘They’ Actually Understood
    ‘A Bible’ They Would Read A Part Saying Do More Than Jesus And Experience
    the Kingdom of Heaven Now… People Don’t Go To Church To Read
    Bibles They Are Afraid of Dirt Naps And Have No Idea Heaven
    iS ONly Within NoW And Hell too… Meh.. a 12,093 Mile
    Public Dance Will Bring More Smiles Than Bibles
    Ever Dreamed.. Already Proven This to be
    True in 73 Months… Standing On A
    Beach As Beach As God As
    Love Having It All on 7.19.13.. Nothing Left to Do
    But Dance And Sing Free ETernAlly NoW It’s True i Could
    Ignore You And Just Selfishly Hoard God to Myself but that’s
    Neither Love or God So i Dance i Sing Free How Could i Possibly
    Fear/Hate When i Have It All (GOD) to Give And Share Some of Us Are
    Just Lucky And DO Our Love Muscle (GOD) I AM NOT HERE TO DO FUCKING
    MONEY AND STUFF i am Here to DO GOD (LOVE) LonGesT Period Forever NOW……
    If You Do Not Understand Love IS THE Most Powerful Force in the UniVerse Beyond All
    Material Goods Than You Don’t Do God… A Smile Penetrating Love From Windows of my Soul..
    Then A Most Beautiful Girl at 19 Sure She would be mine forever then… Didn’t Matter if i made
    4 Dollars An Hour or Not i was Full Of Love OverFloWinG Then too… in ’89… 30 Years ago…
    Meh Already Been Called Legend And Famous More times than i can CounT ain’t no
    Different than Serving Shoes at a Bowling Center… Another Key Is Since You
    are Entirely iNtrinsicAlly Motivated in Your Hobby Let it Catch on Fire
    After You Die…John Lennon Was Correct The Beatles Did It
    too A Key is Doing More than ‘Jesus’ and Not getting
    Shot by Ignorance… It’s Just A Hobby i am
    An Only one it appears in the Entire
    World Who Was Naive Enough to Take
    ‘John 14:12’ Literally… These Days Are First Days
    Ever When One Human Being Will Write Direct Produce
    And Act A 7.4 MiLLioN Word Bible Poem On THeir Own…
    It’s “Moore’s Law” BuT iT is NoT aBouT Machine Intelligence
    It Is About Human Souls SpiritS HeARTS EXPanDinG UNLiMiTinG NoW
    Literacy Provides Human Beings An Ability to infuse almost Unlimited Souls
    Uploaded into their Souls For Greater Human Potential… It’s Like this Metaphor
    of course i am A Stone Statue on the Cover of the Album Cover of ‘SGT. Pepper’s
    Lonely Hearts Club Band’… It’s True if Yeshua Was Literate With Ability to Write He
    Would Find That the Pen is Mightier Than Turning Money Tables Over… Somedays i just
    Wanna Shake folks uP and say Wake the FucK uP butt i’m not into Turning Money Tables
    Over the Pen is Mightier… On the Other Hands Folk SiT iN Church Two ThouSanD Years
    Never SeeKinG FinDinG HeaVeN WiTHiN NoW As THaT is Ash Nap to Them A LOT OF NOTHiNG NeW
    And That’s Okay too Traditions Binds That Bond Hairless Apes Stronger Together… Now
    Putting together another Close to 30K Word Blog
    Post i relate to Katrina Greatest Praise
    Is Imitation Hehe that explains A LOT
    Every Fear A Wound Hope
    Rewires ReMeMBeRinG
    THorns over FLoWeRS
    Rose RiSinG With LoVE iN Deed
    Socializing With God Within Art With
    No Instruction Books… Thanks FB uNLimited
    Hard Drive Space to count my FLoWeRS And
    THorns BLeSSinGS
    Beautiful Mornings…
    Having A Lovely Small
    Flower Like you with so
    Many Pink Petals of
    Kindness takes
    Away presence
    Of Thorns…
    How Wondrous
    The Brave Flower
    Is Who is not Afraid
    To Support others
    When Thorns Play…
    Have A Beautiful Weekend
    Hehe and Yes Do Feel Free to
    Attack me With All the Colors
    Of Your Flower you continue
    To Art a Million Dreams in
    Packed no
    Matter Color
    Or Size you make me
    Feel All Warm inside with
    SMiLes.. Ugly helped
    Me Feel… Bullies Made me See…
    It’s True.. one Can/Will be alone or ALLONE
    Depending On How Big one Sees one (God)
    Some Folks Get Deep And Whole Fuller Allone (God)
    Some Folks Get Shallow And Separate Emptier Alone
    Being An Actor In Someone’s Else’s Play Is No Religion FoR Me…
    No ReaL LiFENoW
    WiTHouT LoVinG
    FLoWeR’S AnD
    THoRN’S RosE
    Nestor: One Who Returns From Travels..
    Just a Coincidence of Course Synchronicity (GoD) ‘Chaos Magic’ ‘Rules’
    Funny How Folks Will So Clearly Label and Define God And Tell God Who God Is
    And What God Must Do Next Knock Knock Seriously Who The FucK Do You ‘think’ You Are..;)

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