WeLL.. Facebook.. what’s on my mind.. heHe.. let’s jusT
say lots of things.. iF the devil could sMiLe heHe.. but first
as a promise i made to myself last night to make my introductory
lines of the newest 730th MacroVerse of longest long form
continuing Jack-Like-Kerouac type-written pages
that are taped togEtheR and never end noWiN
Stream of Consciousness writing additionAlly
in Walt Whitman totAlly straight style of
celebrating the body electric in yes..
FucK yes.. more than words
of leaves of grass
as i do it
Vile Style even..
like i said if the Devil
could grin with no sin.. he will..
and that bRinGS up a quote that
Facebook FriEnd Ned juST shared
as i continue to juSt dAnCE and SinG1!..2
not unlike that new great movie coming out
juST in time for Christmas with the dancing aghogday..
i mean pig in aisle number six at the grocery store while
the Hairy Ape SingeR visits his Big Ape Patriarchal Orange
wearing Fascist Gangster Dad in Prison in phone booth number
6 as priSons go.. anyWaY as Ned quotes:.. “The sin that most needs to be loved and forgiven is the state of mind that sees human beings as sinners.” — Thaddeus Golas in The Lazy Man’s Guide to Enlightenment.. and i return with.. Yes.. Amen.. Ps.. i’M
such a Naughty Sinner as i say Amen aGaiN as i do
no harm to othErs now.. not intentionAlly anYway
as i cannot control what otheRs receive my
intention as whether satire or parody iN
PoeTry as my words can SinG or
Sting depending on how literAlly
or metaphoricAlly they SounD
And SinG to whoMever hears
them but i for one DancE WiTh
A KiND and CourAGe smARt
and FearLess.. yes.. aGape God
oF all thaT is LoVinG wHeRE the
BaLanCinG ForcE oF GoD iS LoVe
iN all oF dARk ‘tween liGht beYonD
Rainbow colors too.. and sure enough speaKinG
of thaT as i fulfill the honor and loyalty of my promise
and alWays Covenant to mysELF that suRE alWays iNcludES
God All thAt IS A And THE FORCE THAT LIVES WITHIN ME..
INSIDE ME.. OUTSIDE ME.. AND ALL AROUND ME.. YES
FREE iN doing no harm to otHeRs oF aLL of creation
greater or less than consuming the drink or food
or liFE.. yeS in all othEr words wiTh all DO respect
i eat animal and plant products as that iS whaT
my teeth are evolved to do.. and women make
me horny.. as i am a man okay so sue me iF
i get aroused when a young woman
grabs me for a slow dance in the
Dance Hall really tight like
she means it if you get
the DancE and SonG
oF thAT remaining clothed
of course as much as i clothe
in life with hairy legs strategically
blocking somewhat softer parts like
i do when the wild bootie dance comes
from behind.. sure the frontal dance comes
with a little more temptation per se.. but discipline
iN moderation iS what any Buddha WiLL do when iT
comes to poTenTiAl end products of desire aS Such..
yeah full blown as that miGht come.. so anyWay what
i AM getting to as thiS great writing product makes a
great way for a somewhat he man like me noW.. to
express grief and not all of us express grief in the
same way and sometimes it’s even hard to say
you are sorry.. when you’ve seen people suffer
so much in life and others take it so much
more easy with a grin and laugh.. my
Aunt Teenie who did pass away
yesterday on December
15th at age 89 was
one of those people
who was always talking
fast like me.. with a somEwhat
what manic grin.. like i can do too..
too.. Happy.. Happy.. for no Happy
reaSon but Happy.. and she and
me and my mother share that crazy
crazy happy that can and WiLL BRinG
a liGht into any room.. however i inherited
the poTenTial sink part of that Manic way
of happy that puts me in harms way for hell
with me for years having no clue what the warning
signals from my body were not to go to the dARk DARK
place that yes.. can last for 66 months of hell.. and while
both my Father and his Twin Brother suffered and suffer
Dementia into their eighties.. this Aunt with full name
Christina Elliot was sharp as all my other maternal
elder relatives until the very very end.. as they did
keep their minds no matter what happened to
their bodies with only looking forward
to the next great Adventure as my
’94 year old sMILinG crippled
walker Great Aunt Jettie iN
sock feet sAid to the last
assist life too..
die living is the
moral of this story..
do it aLL and juSt say
FucK the naysayers who
would call different sin.. ’cause
they don’t understand and cannot
see the joy that different bRinGS as
heART is compRisEd of 60 percent art
and so iS smART for those who fully use ThAT
and for those who do not.. as the New Guardians
of the Galaxy Movie that comes out in Summer of ’17
now says in preview way.. tHeRE are two kinds of people
iN lifE.. those who dance and those who do not.. iT iS saFe
to say that both of my Aunts who have passed away did DO the
the DancE and SinG oF LiFe.. and while mY FathEr.. iF he was
STiLL aliVE or even hiS MoThEr my GrandmoTher and all
the other folks who thought i was a fool for working at
a BowlinG Center after getting three college degrees
and on the way to that as my Paternal Grandmother
died when she was 69.. those two wanting to
see me do so much more.. not understanding
the invisible disabilities of both Asperger’s
and Bi-polar that i never had any full idea
i even had until almost the age of 50 years
old.. i accommodated iT and do
accommodate iT FuLLy noW
through the ART oF
DancE and SinG
that was missing
from my HEart and
SMart for many decades
after spArks when young
in BoTh actual playing the
Piano and SinGinG for the Catholic
Church Choir until the wife and i got
married and i fell away from that for 23 years
and also fell away from the decade same that i spent
DanCinG my much more stiff style of boogie down for the
same decade in good old Club 2001of the 80’s.. sAMe CooL..
yes.. decade then.. and the creative writing spARKs.. yes
Arks of liFE that cAMe iN middle school and first year
college in philosophy class too.. dArkest of days
of depression at ages 19 to 20 and 21.. and the
total dead zone of pain and numb from ages
47 through 53.. for 66 months in yes.. thAT
othER place then too.. aNYWay.. trUTh iS
aT leASt for mE.. all that’s left without
art in heart and smart is HE of
patriachal-like S and M
WiTh almost all
M for me as
i was my
enemy for not
saying no to the demands
of others that any one else would
say Fuck no.. i quit too.. sure.. i don’t
quit now either.. but it is the stuff i Love to
do now that i do the DancE and SinG iN art
oF liFE foR noW.. and while dear old dad would
be muttered under his Law Enforcement breath..
oh my God.. my Big Son is dancing to graceful here
like a dam Butterfly.. that’s juST dam crazy with most
of the rest of that side of the family saying.. Jesus F. iN
his life for no
dollar bills and
all cheap thrills
on top of that as it
looks like i have another
theme sonG now Too.. for
this introduction of what comes
next along with the 140th Seville
Dance NIGht this Thursday coming
on Christmas Week.. no doubt then
iN a Macro-Verse number 731 that
WiLL be celebrating the Winter Solstice
too as the Sun makes iTs return back to
SprinG and SumMeR and WinTer saMe
starTing on or about December 25th wHere
A 732nd Macro Verse on December 26th WiLL Celebrate
13 total Macro-Verses for a180K Word pluS effort named
‘2nd New Testament oF TwELve iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen’.. sure
sometimes God’S instruction to me comeS in advance and
can get a little complicated and convoluted but hey.. how
many people understand the hidden metaphors in parables
these days anyWay.. like Son of Man means how we all
continue to make expanding humans iN poTenTial when
we all hOld hands toGEthEr and GiVe and ShaRe With
Golden Rule aGape Love too.. gotta be smARt fearless
too baby.. as kind don’t work without courage.. as any
Cinder-rella-fella can and WiLL TaLe yA iN FuLL for NOW
aT leASt as thiS promise iS noW fulfilLed as the grief now
to SpRinG liFE
as yes.. thaT is believe
it or not what grief is for..
so the dARk can/will BiRth even
more liFE and liGht no diffeRent
reAlly than at core oF aLL we are.. Star
death liGht and liFE as Crucible of Fire from
Star bursts back into DuST and LiFE evenTuaLLy
liKe CreatioN aLL oF US beCoMes SenTient Star
duST plUS.. and folks iF that ain’t A miracle of liFE perHaps
you haven’t fully put on your science added eYes NoW as
the Sons and Daughters/eTc.. of Man are also sAMe childen
of GoD.. shArinG and GiVing and MaKinG the Miracle
oF Star DuST SenTienT liFE even that much more
Miraculous iN liGht as that my friENds IS A
trUe CHRIST as LiGht mAss and BiRth now
i for one sEE and FeeL and oTheR seNse
alWays noW.. a fEAst.. a celEbration NoW
for EastER noW.. aS i for one aS nOw..
A Pan Child of God CaN and WiLL NoW
bRinG SpRinG yeAR ’round eVen noW
long after i AM GoNe as the Egyptian-
like KA of KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
iS lEft on the PARt of mE thAt iS
mY soUL forever how long Servers
Serve iT aLL uP.. aLL Free as Such WiTh
suRE.. soMe cheap thrills as God can and
WILL be a funny sexy beASt too.. as SoN
of Men and Women too.. as Nows Go ON iN
liGht.. and oh yeah.. most all my family told me
i was too smart for my own Good and that was true
too sm without art.. with plenty of smart ass now with
art in ways of MoVinG that Ass Free Verse too along with
SonG.. including PoeTry iN conNecTinG.. and CreaTinG too..
as all my muses from Thursday niGht and the WiFE of course
and all my online friEnds continue to help mE do.. and sure iN
all the public places i go too.. whEre a Son oF Man more gets
plenty of help now.. in all arenas of aRt and Science iN aLL
to the future
alWays noW for
more.. could do better
than Biff bEcoming President
but hey.. evolution orange can
coMe iN DArk ways too.. beYond
the art and science of Genital healing too..
yeah.. Google it.. iT IS A ISReaL healing thingy
two2.. aS it coMes at the hertz level oF A sexy voice too..
at the crotch
and throat oF
And now to expand on the
Sin theme here
Ned aka gigoid and
his friend Bruce.. too..
Ned shares this status
as i share it again here too..
“The sin that most needs to be loved and forgiven is the state of mind that sees human beings as sinners.” — Thaddeus Golas in The Lazy Man’s Guide to Enlightenment
Then i say..
Bruce.. Ned’s FB Friend says..
Yes.. but first we need to understand what a sinner is.
“The only sin is hurting others without reason. All other sins are invented nonsense. (Hurting yourself isn’t sinful, just stupid) — Lazarus Long, aka Robert Heinlein I happen to accept, and use, this definition, for it takes our humanity into account, without trying to supply illogical reasons based on supernatural forces that show no evidence of existing in reality….”
“Historically the notion of sin includes. 2 different things. The first is doing something wrong. The other is not being perfect. A lack of complete perfection at all times is a state of sin. It is impossible to achieve this because it is not human nature. That is why we need supernatural health to improve, grow, and move towards that.
Religion on the other hand has historically used thus to enslave and control people. That is sinful too and a greater sin. I am not a religious man but one who knows his need for God to help in daily life.”
Agree with both clarifications.. per anything short oF LiGht per total miNd and BoDy as soUL BaLaNCinG LiFe Force iN Fearless sMart and Unconditional Love as sPiriT oF heArt eXpreSsinG All EmoTioNs regulating and seNses integrating iN MoViNG CoNNecTinG CreaTinG ways oF MaKinG ALL thAt iS God DArK ‘tween LiGht BeYonD RainBow colors Holy and Sacred wiTh Meaning and Purpose iN what some folks like and or Love to say is BeYonD Nature as Science is just a relative Babe per Einstein speak without the tools to measure the real life MaGiC some folks experience and others for whatever reason or art iN liFe do not.. WiLL IS A Key as Practice oF liFe as LiGht iN Give and share over take and own.. WiTh God wHolE no separation and no rhyme or reaSon as all
Results iN mY
LiFe at lEAst
ISREAL NoW as
Now at age
56 at ’16 per
Say and F iN
Do.. No SiN here Baby aS
LiGht SMiLes.. DanCes and SiNGs a word and toooo.. oF
AdditionALLy i say..
Oh by A way..
per God all that is Perfection
of only LiGht IS A greaTest siN
as no DARk means no liGht or LiFe..
of course that’s common seNse.. now..
huh..as A DeVil Grins FTW WTF2..;)
Ned then goes on to reiterate
that we humans are okay..
don’t need no government
religion etc.. will
And i say Amen
again with expanding
that affirmation with however..
However.. if you want society to work now
without government you’ll have to make
small enough ones homogenous enough
as science shows
will work for
now as the
societies are those
that are small and DO now
base life on give and share TOO..
ain’t gonna work in a big fat whacky
heterogeneous society now as humans
as science shows are simply not evolved
to peacefully cooperate with more than 150 to
200 sets of eYes without the Religions and Complex
Insane Cultures and Governments used to rein in a hairy
social animal species evolved to live still classically as such
not unlike our sweet
other primate cousins..
or happy invisible rain forest
folks who are not doing the tribal
warrior thingy to compete for limited
resources for subsistence as abundance
in relatively small groups of humans breeds
peace and harmony as coke without cocaine sings..
and yes.. dances too..
Houston.. as intelligent
life breeds with love over reasons..:)
And now i expand further with the fACt of the
matter is so-called fundamentalist religious folks
around the globe are out-reproducing smarty pants
folks like Ned and Me and Bruce by far by far by far
as part of their religion is no birth control as
common sense dictates
doing the act
babies.. huh.. so
what this means is
yes.. Life Breeds as Love
over reason.. even if the reason
says control your births until you get
married when you do it with no control
after thaT you get more babies.. so the real
news is.. even as resources will dictate as scientists
say the human population will expand no more after about
the middle of this century swaying back and forth in a pendulum
of full and starving tummies.. the world is getting browner with more
fundamentalists religious speaking and doing folks as we just do and that
my friends is why the Brexit thingie around the globe is a rising tide of Isis
folks too.. scarcity also means replacing those who die in a vicious cycle of
misery and suffering.. starvation.. malcontent.. and discontent.. how do you turn
around a titanic of folks who just wanna fuck and survive.. well it’s all a mix.. like the
as long as it
i will dance
and SinG for the
gift of whaT iS and do my
little verse for the UniVErse
and make this LiFe’s Adventure
the end all beginning oF ALL noW..
Doesn’t every young man who is a Five Foot Ten
13 year old who weighs 125 Lbs wanna be
an Apollo in stature of sculpture..
hmm.. i suppose there were
no gyms or steroids back
then.. and if you’ve ever been
interested in Body Building for art
or for fear of not being masculine enough
per se.. you know questioning your manhood
and such like that or perhaps you just wanna see
how far you can fly your God Given poTenTial in
Grace and Gift for God who does live within in me
and we.. and i and us and yoU and oUrs to bE as
or not to be all the Army and you say you can and
WiLL be using all the tools of culture available to
you and me with a large DOse of LooKinG and
FeeLinG and SeNSinG WiThiN iN all iNnate..
iNstinctual and iNtuitive.. yes.. hell and
heaven more.. the voice of God.. Within
iN cAll of the Wild wHo lives free noW as
i and me and you and we and us and
ours for noW as Sentient Star DuSt
PlUs from Crucible oF Fire iN
Star Burst Death of Stars
come uS.. WeLL the Greek
God of Apollo is God of
Poetry and Athletes and
Pestilence and Disease
and over all Disaster
BRinG too.. so.. sure
as we will find in a few moments per
MacroVerse Memory Synchronicity
FloW.. Apollo iS somEwhat like the
Indian myth of Kali too.. per dARk sTiLL
Destructive Force that precedes the liGht
of Creation too.. sure like BLack Holes and
Star Burst Fire crucible BiRth as above so
below.. inside outside within and all around
as liFE GoeS oN for DauGher eTc.. too..2..
it’s all an Ocean wHOle and more when
yA see the painting and Masterpiece
of ALL of GoD’s Creation reflected
in the curves and art of our
BoDy from Head to toe
in non-verbal language
thaT Science says is
anyWhEre from 60 to
93 percent or so oF reciprocal
social human communication.. so
while words say a lot.. the non-verbal
language of like i recently sAid.. hips.. eYes
and Lips beFore words tale fewer lies too iF yA
are acquainted with more than text online aS Such
tHese days wHere liFE becomes restricted to sharing
something else someone said or did somewhere else
as sure it’s easier to do that.. than LooKinG and doiNG
Deep doWn for yOur own creaTiVity as wE wHo STiLL
Works in a pay for JoB.. definitely not including me aT
aLL Since January of 2008.. before officially retiring
after using up a year and a half of earned sick and
annual leave in July of 2009.. as hey.. ‘superman’
doesn’t use sick leave or even annual leave
much until the ‘Kryptonite’ of pain
and numb arrives wHere eArth
no longer seems liKe home
aT all even iN one’s own
sKin and FleSh and
unseen and unfelt
too as the DArk foRce
iN Destruction as KALI
comes home to roost as you..
more specificAlly then.. i.. per STiLL
say from memory way.. anyWay back to
this Statue.. Jesus F iN Christ i stArted
all this nude art stuff actuAlly back from
close to the beginning of coming out
oF Hell on eArTh for 66 months..
hmm.. as the earliest.. let me
check my blogger oldest
nude art private site as
such now.. yes..
of 2013 iN a Blog
titled N Too Mate De Tales
and that one stays private of course
as the wife.. yes.. the Goddess Isis/Sabrina displays
a little more of her beauty than the public blogs
and let’s just say.. if that one were open.. oh my
God the liKes.. as that Katrina Body is surely divine
when unclothed as such.. the perky perfect never
leaves per imagination if you will.. hehe.. sure
i often worship that in some ways for muse
of my personal adult restricted public art
as muses do come in restricted way too..
anyWAy.. after 40 months of oh My God
as i am calculating this the best i can
in estimation way.. there are at
least 20 thousand actual photos
between three blogs.. two of which
are private and the one that has the name
poetry in it for free verse nude art too.. as there
is no doubt now that what i do is art.. yes.. fully
exposed but to the degree of strength of ballet
and martial arts tuned body in non-steroid way
that if i was let’s just say born back in the old
days of strong man photos.. i would land up
at the top of that pile of human potential as my
advantage moreover than the equipment i have
been using to get a little stronger ever since i was
12 years old.. didn’t take off until i started a free verse
dance in ballet and martial-arts like style that makes me
more than the machines i work-out with as every move becomes
me in outward expression of Art too.. and it is safe to say i spend
about three hours on average a week doing just the photo part of
that and that’s a lot of hours over 40 months for no other reason
of doing it but the art of JuST doing it to fulfill my own human
potential and appreciate more the gift of liFE in Health and
Strength and aRt i have been given now in grace of all
of what life is.. so.. anyway3.. yeah.. i think that is
about three anyways now.. my latest effort
is the one i would share iF i had to pick
one as it moves as i do in variations
of expression of the human body
from a morning of relax to
after a night of marathon
dance wHere even after
the long drive i am transformed
into nothing less really than a Greek
God Statue without all the steroids folks
take today.. to get down to a percentage of
body fat that sure will not take you through
166 miles of Dance for 40 months to get wHeRe
i come to now at the tender age of 56 in what i do
in the art of that.. while one post was liked 300K thousand
times fully PG in grey underwear way.. i’ve never ever received
a comment more than the women who i have danced with at Old
Seville Quarter who thought is was the coolest thing since
iced tea.. if you will.. as an inspiration for not fearing
growing older and Keeping a Spring Spirit.. but of
course they’ve seen my legs beneath the shorts
and might just be curious to see what the
hips look like that carry those legs
every which way and loose..
anyway.. there’s always
a target audience
global sharing and
GiVinG world that is not
still living before Victoria
and Herman’s Secrets got all
aired out..and it’s true while the biblical
figures of David and the ones’ on the Sistine
Chapel with nuts and bolts fully for display
went without fig leafs and chiseling penises
off like they did to many Statues when the
buttoned up top folks came in charge..
if it was a secular so-called pagan
Statue like Apollo and such
as that.. Free is as Free as
Free does.. Art is as Free as
aRt does and God is as Free
thAT liVes Within wE when wE
are as Free as we can be now too..
hey.. it miGht be a thousand years before
someone like me does something like this..
so God says pull out your smARt PhOne NoW..
and iMac and do the record while you are doing
It now like Mark Twain says too.. Creativity iN all the
ways that comes from head to toe and more.. IS A Gift
that cannot afford to be wasted ‘less lost over worries of
what other folks can and do think.. my next profile photo
illustrates this well.. the next one from Chuck Lorre that
iS fixing to come.. this art is considered funny and
my personal art is considered not appropriate even
in the land of poetry at underwear levels of
showing the art of flesh.. and that’s okay
as every now i was censored it only
emboldened me to go a step
further in free human art
it’s safe to say i have
Gone all the way
Egyptian MiN and
stuff like that.. hey.. i’m no
longer 125LBS now i’M 233Lbs
And RocKinG and RoLLinG iN moST
aLL ways at age 56 in the year sweet ’16
as art WiLL gRoW aS LoVE thAT doesn’t worry
over the fears and constraints iN other books F iN closed..
So i’LL throw myself a pARTy.. the welcome mat is out but
hey.. do as you will without harming others.. by will only..:)
WeLL.. give the Facebook Algorithm Credit.. as it censored out
the Chuck Lorre Social Parody in Deer Head way with a
Trump dressed as a really really bad Friday the 13th kinda
Bad Santa.. making Trump as one who wants to
claim all of Nature as trophy in metaphor
in maKing Xmas Great again..
can’t really complain
as the Algorithm
iN kInd and CourAGe
PerHaps is Winning more of
an art battle overall for kinder gentler
heARts on Facebook now.. hmm.. still
don’t know how those headless folks get
approved.. but hey.. it is what it is and it’s free..
all free.. so i ain’t gonna complain too much.. And
my profile photo went missing for a few but hey sTiLL
same Devilishly Handsome smile on an old dude’s face with
now just another beautiful woman from Old Seville kind enough
to ask me to take a photo with her.. and i’m still trying to figure
out why girls ask me to take photos with them.. but i suppose they
like to be looked at or something like that.. anyWay.. i see all folks
strangers or not as friEnds and i for one Am WiLLinG to autograph
mY SelFiE with anyone who comes my way.. all friEndly as such.. and
while i’M at it i guess i’ll continue on story taling way as it is pretty
obvious by now.. that Trump was blowing smoke up everyone’s
butt when he said he was gonna clean the oil swamp all up
now that the oil companies are getting back in charge
of all of us.. like they were during the Bush
Administration for the oil wars for
money that was a total fiasco
and loss of money and a
tail spin to almost
a Great Depression
like ‘they’ did too..
before the machines
ruled in the dance mix
of the Matrix and Terminator
too.. enjoy this peace while it
lasts aS in Trump worlds there are
no rules but Trump words in all the ups
now and downs of quite frankly politically
insane to come next.. as the show will go
on and quite Frankly the US2 has some God
Karma in action and consequence way for all the
folks in the Decade and Decades past who have been
murdered in Imperialist expansion way.. without what has
been determined as warranted now sTiLL to date.. will pay
the piper as Karma as Karma goes.. particularly when the wolf
no longer even has to dress up as a sheep as lies come form..;)
Now back to the first Selfie Profile Photos FB status photo pic
from last night with the Girl with the sweet kissing lips..
i recognize those lips from at least a year gone
by.. would go through 138 dance nights
in blog way photos to confirm that
but hey.. for noW i’LL just go with
the feel of that face as remember
how non-verbal reciprocal
says so much
yes.. we are
all happy to be
sMiLinG iN ‘this’
Dance photo as liFE
is both Good and Fun
at the very present of the
’tis the season for CHRISTmas
year around now when i DancE
tHeRe.. the college folks are out on
Christmas Break and it was kinda like
Spring Break in there last night as a young
woman grasped me for a slow dance like
she’s been wanting to dance for a decade
of school or something like that.. hmm.. could
have been winning a bet i guess with her sorority
sisters too.. but it wasn’t too slow.. it was kinda fast
and tight and no it wasn’t a girl in any of these Facebook
Profile photos as such.. as i ain’t gonna implicate anyone
a married dude
but me.. as she had
no idea i was either married
or old enough to be almost her
Grandpa too.. and as i alWays do
iF they don’t juST hit and run me
over with Bootie Dance up to slow
dance now.. i show ’em a photo of
The Goddess Isis now Sabrina from
Charlie’s Angel’s too.. as they get
and ear full of the rest of the
story of a
named Fred Good old
Dance Dude as they
say in the Dance Hall
now.. well hey.. he’s every
wHere around the metro area
doing this on Facebook shares too..
We will call him a legend now as they
drive by in cars and yell out go Legend Go
hmm.. i guess it’s better than when i was smiling
all big like this as a skinny little middle schooler
and the bully boys who were all Christian Bible
toters told me.. boys don’t sMile here F and not the word FRED..;)
Oh Lord.. it’s almost time already for Supper and a work-out iN
eXXtreme Strengh training and more martial arts and ballet-
like stuff at my Favorite Gym in Navy Station way..
but of course as mentioned in last
Macro-Verse.. i have little
to no conception of time
until the cLock notifies
me i need to do
hehe.. as i love
to write as i actuAlly
feel and sense and live
the memories and experiences
to come as lucid wAkinGdreams bEcome
noW guided by God’s higher power thaT now
lives withiN to FruiTioN way of flesh and blood
liFE now.. anyWay.. the Facebook Algorithm Video
Slide Presenter/Free assistant.. provides a record
of fun fun WiLd and FReED dance at Old Seville
on Thursday NiGht.. and of note is the two
dudes in the mix as they are super creative
theater students now out in California
who went on and on about how
i continue to inspire them
in the success of
too find the
hiGher power within
no matter what you call
it to do more than the herd
of Before that does not heAR
the call of Wild and Free to moVE..
CoNnecT and jUST do iT CreAtinG moRE
iN ways thaT haVe never been dONe BefoRe..
i try to inspire everyone i meet i liFE in soMe way..
and sure sometimes the lesSons for POTentiAl inspiration
are not received WeLL immediately.. but sure it takes a seed
a while to gerMiNate and tRusT me.. i’ve planted aLoT oF those seeds
through out the course of my liFE NoW wiTh jusT a SmiLe that says i Love
yoU friEnd for no otheR reASon that you are aLIVE noW stAnding heRE2
With me as in each human interaction a New UnivErse of God is created
noW as GoD’s
eYes in conneCTiOns
WiTh each oTher continue
to Expand infiNitELy noW BriGhter
AS hUman Stars Do Hold Hand toGeTheR..:)
First oF aLL before i head on out to two MacroVerse
Memories shared today in Facebook way.. while i don’t
care for anthropomorphizing all of god as a fAther or other
limited human eYe form.. as sure.. we are jusT a SpeCK oF
aLL of God’s Creation.. who historicAlly have tried to impriSoN our
oWn Language of God as the only one in both group and individual
efforts that have become the rule of dictatorship too.. as empires across
the Globe expand powered by illusory fears and empty promises same..
Ms. Boyle’s Voice Carries A essence NoW of the hiGher Power iN iT with no
labels aT aLL.. yes.. hiGher poWEr oF GoD as essence comes form in Human
Communication as essence of melody of God’s Breath same no matter chains
of words houSinG essence of SinG iN GoD’s Voice from within as DancE and
SonG Free Verse can and WiLL do all FReED aS Such too.. when i go the beach
or the forest or anywHeRe beYond the chaos of human footprints iN cultural insanity
i hear a Song wiTHiN iN EmoTioNs and SenSes sAMe very much like Ms. Boyle’s
effort heAr to SinG a Lord’s Prayer that i too can heRe within as essence trUe bEyond
over hUman Freedoms too..:)
A Balance of Lust and Love IS GOD OR Creation Activity.. hmm.. very much reflecting the
April post from 2014.. this early MacroVerse from 2013.. has the links on Bonobos and
the science of lust and love in Documentary way that are expired
but still can be found in Video way of the
Hips.. Lips and eYes Don’t Lie MacroVerse
i shared in the last MacroVerse per
Supermoon Trinity Christmas 2016..
and by the way this one is gonna be
named just like the Video in introduction
way honoring my recently deceased Aunt
Teenie.. per ‘i’LL Be Home for Xmas DanCing’..
yep a little artistic flair in change of caps and StuFF
but with a DancE Free Verse foR Christmas what better
way than a SonG and Friendly HuG or selfie to go along wiTh
thaT as long as sMiLes are a paRt of the Total miX.. aliVE noW..:)
And now from 2014.. LIVING dance of KALI as synchronicity per
GoD oF NatuRE’s a-Causal conneCTinG principle is certainly
RinGing StronG in how God sPeaks to me iN our personal
and very symbolic MaGiC like Language beYond words
now.. sHoWinG to in the language for ‘God’ iN the
Hindu way tHeRE is a Trinity aS Such too to
House Vehicles and Vessels iN TruTh
as Essence for Human Archetypes
liVing WiThin as God
aliVe and DanCinG
and SinGinG too as we
DancE and SinG oN too..:)
KALI’S FAVORITE DANCE IS
THE DANCE OF DEATH…
BRAHMA THE CREATOR..
VISHNU THE PRESERVER..
to put it short and simple
sometimes life can be
other times it CAN BE
AND TO CELEBRATE THE GOOD TIMES
WITH A DANCE OF
DARK OF LIFE
DAM SURE THE
for all THAT IS
per what i personAlly
DANCE OF DEATH
EVERY DAM CHANCE
FACING THE DARK FEARLESSLY
THAT SHINES FROM THE
And by the way when me
and GoD toGeTher write
Free Verse tHEir IS A SonG
oF God iN mY Head with a melody
that DancEs and SinGS iN Flow iN ZoNe
as shapes do come iN Form of Essence oF GoD
as Force MorE as HUman PoTential iN me.. iT FloWS
baby as streAMs iNTo RiVers Waves oF Ocean wHole
and whaT heRE is shores without Borders of a 3.3 million
word ranging all the way up to 12 Million words prayer now.. as trULy
every word is Holy and Sacred from the very StARt on thaT WronG
Planet websitE back on Thanks Giving Day oF 2010.. as it was/iS
the spaRk that broUght the Phoenix Fire uP from mY ashes oF
liVes Free iN
me AS my GoD sPeak iS fRee..
i could caLL iT the Angel Gabriel but
the only name my God has iS i AM NoW..
Sure it maY take a thouSand years before
this Lord’s prayer catches completely on FiRE
but stranger STuFF has happened When enough
folks come to a tree that has done away with three or more and made
oF WoRds i AM2121NOW..:)
i love ‘this’ but hehe..
i’m too exhausted
For now… makes
Me hungry for Mayan Food..:)
OKaY.. all rested and back for ‘a few wordS’.. and what i’LL
say is.. the thing i like best about Poetry..
Bibles.. Korans.. eTc..
image in existence
all around now is they
all can become symbolic
of what lives deeper
inside of we.. me.. i..
us.. ours.. you..
IS A best for that
and in general it most always
amuses me when someone says
what ‘this is suppose to mean’ as the whole
purpose and meaning of what i see as
any poetry.. bibles.. eTc..
and or other visual
is Now for the
receiver of all of this
gift to find out who they are
as in general life is one big ink blot
test that we color between the lines with
Have a nice
day Shawna.. may
your ink blots flower.. now
and on that ending note.. the
dude at the gym last night when
i was leaving.. a retired Navy Dude
taking a ‘skate job’ to supplement his
income as attendant there.. asked me did i
see any hot women at the dance hall on Thursday
night and i said sure.. got up to 10 pretty faces on selfies with
me.. and then he said.. did they have nice boobies.. boobies
make me happy.. and i said
i like it all
man.. i like
it all holy and sacred..
make all of life a flower
make all of existence and
creation a flower
A rose for you and me
and i and we and us and ours
like and Rise..
as our friend Katy.. does say..
and oh by the way.. the dude was
an Atheist.. and i feel sorry for
Christians.. Muslims.. etc.. who
this noW.. as the biggest floWer ever.. Now..
A Flower than SMiLes.. A Happy Flower that Laughs..
And A Human Flower
too.. who Rises
CRap.. i forgot the song..
DancE too.. that comes First..
CRap.. i forgot the song..
that comes First..
Shawna returns later and says in thanks..
A flower that smiles … and rises as light.
I adore that, Fred. Thank you.
i return later than that and say..
Ha! can’t believe your blog
is still here.. anyWay..
you’re welcome and
Hello Zee.. first oF all
glad to see up there this
hurt didn’t happen to you..
as more than half the women i have
ever met in life and loved have a similar
real life story to share like this that could fill novels
that i could relate from the stories they
eventuAlly shared with me..
at the core of all
a story of
who hurt the abuser
first.. a vicious cycle
all social abuse is from
the child who is neglected
to the older part of society
who has lost their social role
and becomes what they say in
America is an angry old white man
of course that can apply to anyone who
is lost.. hurt.. and or abused.. Sting wrote
the Song i left up there that i recently used
in another place for this kind of sentiment and
he wrote it to resolve his grief over a friend who
had committed suicide at the lowest level of functionality
as human existence.. when there are no more straws to grasp..
Anyway… when i see a bully in whatever shape they come or a person
who no longer has any straws to grasp.. i look for who hurt them first
find their way
back to belong and
trust what can be a flower of life..
when the opaque of window to that
flower comes clear and cleaned open..
so the wound can stArt to heal my FriEnd..
And eventually beCome a Flower that blooms too..:)
“Still crazy after all these years.”
~~ Paul Simon, speaking for us all ~~
SMiLes.. the years that
led to insane were the
years i tried my
to be crazy..
now that i am
Anyway.. Hello gigoid.. .been
circling the globe lately..
and the metro
so here i am
three behind and
circling here again for
whatever may come next and
the word bombastic comes to mind
as i think about other World Wars and
how important words in diplomacy can be
it hits most all
the fans and clogs
them up for a thousand
or so years until the last human
bug has been fumigated.. including
their byproducts off the earth
as culture total per
se that is
inhabiting the planet
Earth.. sure.. it’s likely a
substantial meteor came
to make the Gulf of Mexico
and make way for
all of us hairless
will fall from grace.. well..
i’m still hairy.. heHe.. in more
than one crazy innate.. instinctual..
and intuitive way.. Life is Good.. Life is Great
and if the Trump spray eradicates most of that..
let’s hope that something rises after that thaT can
enjoy itself without discontent.. and all the other stuff
that comes from little men who are not big enough to live as gRains of sAnd..:)
And oh by A way..
sorry age is catching up
to you again.. i thought it caught
up with me at 20.. 21.. and 47..
now i escape
as only foR
Now is now..aGaiN..:)
And as i remember at the
lowest bottom of that
pit i had
in the ocean
one with waves..
sugar white sand..
emerald green water..
swaying sea oats on
dunes of breeze..
i couldn’t breathe
underwater.. the air i am.. now..:)
The thing is my friend
i know pain and
to sTiLL relate..
i really don’t think/feel
tHeRe have been many
folks who have been
to all the places
been iN so many shoes
of so many pains.. numbs
and joy now to relate as
the pie is whole
now with no
want of escape.. as long as
i can smile one grin i can’t imagine
ever wanting to escape aGaiN.. mY FriEnd..:)
“Everything flows and nothing abides;
everything gives way and nothing stays fixed.”
~~ Heraclitus ~~
“Honesty isn’t any policy at all;
it’s a state of mind or it isn’t honesty.”
~~ Eugene L’Hote ~~
iN A way
oF aLL thaT
iS LiGht TrUth..:)
“Little to little added, if oft done,
In small time makes a good possession.”
~~ Hesiod (B.C. 800?) — Works and Days ~~
never give up..
As liFE born Practice..:)
“A table, a chair, a bowl of fruit and a violin;
what else does a man need to be happy?”
~~ Albert Einstein ~~
i told my wife… see that chair over
there.. yes.. that table too.. iT is pARt
of someone’s soUL
aLL thaT.. remember
when we put iT aLL toGEther..
yes.. our souls live
Chair and SoUL oNE..
other than that.. i suggest to
Einstein.. hOld yoUr wife’s Hand..;)
“For fast acting relief, try slowing down.”
~~ Lily Tomlin ~~
That’s the thing i like
about dance and
sex.. eTc.. one can slow
it down and it lasts so much longer..
and all that
stuff that comes next..;)
“When in doubt, follow your heart.”
~~ Sagacious Bee ~~
The stuff that’s been
around longest for
three for warm emotion
blooded fury mammals
as love starts noW at the
Breast and heARt sAMe..:)
“A single event can awaken within us
a stranger totally unknown to us.
To live is to be slowly born.”
~~ Antoine de Saint-Exupery ~~
Air liGht eARTh insIDe..:)
two to go..;)
“I have always had the ability to attach my demons to my chariot.”
~~ Ingmar Bergman ~~
muse works too..
and best oF aLL
“‘Truth’ never set anyone free.
It is only *doubt* which will bring mental emancipation.”
~~ Anton La Vey ~~
aLL that was left iS sTiLL Free..
out of smART..;)
reaLiTy iS my sLAVe..
aS FruiTioN masters mE..;)
“All gold is fool’s gold.”
~~ Edward Abbey ~~
Gold i am
Fool i Gold..;)
“In a museum in Havana,
there are two skulls of Christopher Columbus,
one when he was a boy and one when he was a man.”
~~ Mark Twain ~~
Hyperbole that sELLs a story..
A Thousand Virgin BirthS noW
And Resurrections.. XmASeS
wHolE thaT lead to two people..
As A baby breathes
ouT oF Dirty BaptiSm Water..;)
“Didn’t I buy a 1951 Packard from
you last March in Cairo?”
~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~
aLL ‘A sAMe
hoLding hAnds God
unTiL eNd and stART..
juST anotHEr word to add
to smART and heART comPrised
oF 60 perCent ART.. oh.. the art..
seXmas as liFE goeS oN..:)
“What’s the most popular order at the Zen hot dog stand?
Make me One With Everything!”
~~ Laughing Buddha Bee ~~
Jesus F iN
iN WiTh F..
4 letter word..
“It is convenient that there be gods,
and, as it is convenient, let us believe there are.”
~~ Publius Ovidius Naso (Ovid) ~~
AS all animals
“His philosophy was a mixture of three famous schools:
the Cynics, the Stoics and the Epicureans
– and summed up all three of them in his famous phrase,
‘You can’t trust any bugger further than you can throw him,
and there’s nothing you can do about it, so let’s have a drink.’”
~~ Terry Pratchett, ‘Small Gods’ ~~
“Frivolity is important.
Frivolity is the species refusal to suffer.”
~~ John Lahr ~~
just for practice…
3 of 3 next..;)
“The measure of a man’s life is the well spending of it, and not the length.”
~~ Plutarch — Consolation to Apollonius ~~
Now is alWays
make now epic or not..:)
“To see what is right and not to do it,
is want of courage.”
~~ Confucius Analects ~~
rights wrong rights more..
Moral absolutes up to torture..
of torture.. now..
is what i do..
stick my tongue out and more..
to all the rights that wrong.. mY friEnd..;)
“Everything that has a beginning has an ending.
Make your peace with that and all will be well.”
~~ Buddha ~~
is ending tHeRe is
no life but life.. thErE iS
no actual death as life..
and acceptance doesn’t
always equal liFe as Happy..
thaT takes practice.. practice.. practice..
to FinD what works
more than just eXisting
“But my dear man, reality is only
a Rorschach ink-blot, you know.”
~~ Alan Watts ~~
Oh.. the synchronicity..
or waS iT
anyWay.. i wRote it..;)
“And through the spaces of the dark
Midnight shakes the memory
As a madman shakes a dead geranium”
~~ T.S. Eliot ~~
Reminds me of the dArkest
pARt of HeLL.. you kNow the pARts
that are impossible to put into words..
in the kitchen.. while
FOR HER to stay..
mustering the courage then..
to escape mustering the courage to stay..
then after 40 days with no sleep the dentist
drill inserted directly into my eye and earallover..
desperation to kill my self as the greatest heaven
i can imagine then beyond a hell that has no words beyond
a body doused with gasoline.. a match of heaven then.. anyway
couldn’t muster the strength to get out of the car to walk up to
the bridge to jump off.. sister meets me at the bottom.. a miracle
i try to escape her
car again to jump off
a shallow boardwalk
to drown the pain anyway
i can’t.. of course the human
instinct will not allow that
when the water is
40 days without
sleep except the first
35 with a powerful alpha
blocker to make one hour each night
of very shallow card board sleep.. logic
says that won’t work.. Sister then takes me
for a drive 80 plus miles an hour farther and says
you wanna kill yourself.. i’ll die too.. crying she can’t
live without a brother.. but after 40 days of that pain
that no one but me could see.. i felt if she really loved
me she would have given me a gun to end it before i bought
that shotgun that i was too weak to operate too.. i told her no..
of course i don’t want you to kill yourself but i still could feel no
emotions.. nothing but pain beyond imagination.. so we got back
home.. and all i could do was think about getting the keys of her car
to try again.. and the wife crying said you are gonna leave me aren’t you..
they respected my wishes not to go to the doctor as i was terrified as i had
already been in ‘that place’ at age 21 and almost institutionalized for the rest
of my life.. total potential loss of freedom and control over my future then.. i gave in finally
and was still looking for anyway to end a pain that no one could see but me.. dreaming
of jumping off of buildings.. jumping out of cars.. jumping in front of cars every which way
i sought away
from naked with
wild dogs eating me
off the sidewalk of life then..
for the rest of that 66 months of hell
i carried a metal chain in the basket of
my bicycle as i was never sure if i could
make it the next second in life.. my wife never
knew about that chain.. and she never knew my
pain and the truth is no one ever will as i had no
idea pain like that for a human being could happen
without someone else doing it to you with a dentist drill
like that movie i saw with Dustin Hoffman so many years
ago.. the worst thing i could imagine and the ‘gift’ i would receive for 66 months..
i wished someone would blow the entire Universe out of existence.. my friend.. to
end my pain.. the worst of all transgressions against all of existence then.. in wish..
all of that
pain did magicAlly
disappear on the weekend
of July 22nd.. 2013.. the chain
went away and i could confess
that to my wife as there was NO
DOUBT IN MY MIND i would ever go
to that place again.. THERE CAN BE
NO DOUBT MY FRIEND.. as life is worth
L I F E..
my friend deeper
than the deepest deep..
Faith like i have comes from
a real FIRE OF HELL.. anyWay..
just in case ANYONE forgets that i can FEEL tHeir pain…;)
“As long as anyone believes that his ideal and purpose is outside him,
that it is above the clouds, in the past or in the future,
he will go outside himself and seek fulfillment where it cannot be found.
He will look for solutions and answers at every point
except where they can be found
~~ Erich Frohm ~~
by hell my friEnd..
my greaTest friEnd HeLL..:)
“Some people never find it
Some only pretend, but me
I just want to live happily ever after
Every now and then”
~~ Jimmy Buffet ~~
Sure this makes
all of that other thing
wortH iT now.. liGht coMes
From dARk iT reALLy CAN WiTh WiLL..:)
“Become what you are.”
~~ Buddha ~~
“You’re at the end of the road again.”
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
Miracle of Dance Macro-Verse Memory
from two years ago.. also remembering
the pain in my life that leads then and
now to a liFe of DancE and SonG FReEd..
but i must say.. a greaTest Gift has been
both the HeLL of that pain and numb that
lasted 66 months and the DancE and SonG
oF liFE iN Both steps and words that has expanded
and continues to expand my mindful and bodyful
awareness oF liFE beYond anYthing i thOught was
possible at any now of my liFE beFore and tHat
experience oF Now continues to GroW as the
aRt of steps and words Free Verse continues
to DancE and SinG a Celebration oF A LiFe
esCaPinG from Hell cuRvinG into Heaven
DanCinG and SinGinG bRighter
from Vagal Nerve from brain
to gut as happy
connect in trillions of peptide
connections like a UniVerse oF a
soUL and sPiRit of heARt liGhTinG
uP mE A ChristMas tRee iN hUman FoRm..
Essence oF That BeYOnd TruTH and liGht aS LiFE
reAliTy cReaTinG FrUiTioN As liFe iS simply Great NoW
when a poem is A DancE and SonG oF Y i FULLY ALIVE..:)
And sure.. 444
lEast to mE..:)
SITTING IN OUR CAR
while wife Katrina does the shopping…
EMOTIONS ARE GONE…
PAIN IN MY EAR AND EYE
WHERE IS THE EXPRESSION
ON MY FACE…
Smiling older folks
walking hand in hand
i watch the world go by..
wanting so much to be part of it..
AWAY FROM ME…
YES.. FOR OVER FIVE YEARS
MY LIFE IS..
i CAN not tolerate the colors of a photo..
the sound of music..
NO one CAN SEE MY
i am like the
HUNCHBACK OF NOTRE DAME
“PEOPLE HAVE IT WORSE OFF THAN YOU..
YOU SHOULD BE THRILLED TO HAVE ALL THE MONEY
THEY CANNOT FEEL
THE LITERAL HELL
SO now as the month
of December closes
and i prepare to
look back on
as i did
i know NOW my
LIFE IS MIRACLE OF DANCE..
but a few in my
When i finAlly re-enter
AT THE END
i am no one to anyone.. outside of family
but a STRANGEr who wears shades…
OH MY GOD.. HOW i LOVE SERVING AND CONNECTING TO THE
PUBLIC IN MY DECADES OF GOVERNMENT SERVICE..
i just want connection again..
to make anyone
CAN BEFORE FOR ALL THOSE DECADES OF LOVE AM i…
So GOD teaches me a dance that WILL ONCE AGAIN
CONNECT ME TO
OTHERS AND THIS TIME.. IT is not just at work..
WILL BE ALMOST EVERYONE IN THE
where i live..
APPROACHING 2800 MILES
NOW IN almost 16 months..
a martial arts..
style of dance..
in ALL stores
And now all someone
has to do is
SO GOD DOES LEAD ME
TIME COMES FOR
SAY HE DANCED
THE DANCE OF
NAKED AS A JAYBIRD
Pic from the
Facebook Friend Ashe
shares a Theater Nerd
test that assesses what
Andrew Webber broadway
hit one is from past to Now..
Hmm.. one from 1970
cAMe to SoUL..
as yes.. my
test me out as the
Present Andrew Webber
Broad way show named
yes.. School of Rock noW..;)
As promised earlier.. Rogue One
iS noW iN Vogue aGain oN Facebook
in Star Wars way and since the person
oN Facebook who spoiled the end oF iT last
year is no longer around..
i went in blind this
year not kNoWinG
how iT ends but anyWay
a hint is.. it takes a lot of work
to get a messAge of the ages out..
Jesus F. iN Christ.. it’s like a miracle
when stuff works out.. just remember
one with the Force the Force is with one..
continue to believe that wiTh all yoUr iSReaL
Hope.. Faith.. and Love iN Fearless smARt and
Unconditional aGApe Love and by all means don’t
forget to juST do iT too.. iN SpiRit eXpreSsinG EmoTioNaL
and SeNSory HeARt as mINd and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL..
MoVinG ConNecTinG and CreaTinG iN whatEver way works
for one to get the Job dONE oF SeeKinG.. FinDinG Happiness as
HeaVeN noW alWays noW as A Practice oF liVe forevermorenowON..:)
Oh yeah.. PS.. the otHeR
thing i like noW about the
Selfie photo of Rogue One
IS A photo of the previous
long haired version of Katrina
and the Wave in all Golden mean
1.618 pattern form in the BacKinG
mE uP portion of the Rogue One Selfie..;)
WeLL.. i also had the Katrina
take several photos of me
doing my signature
mainly ’cause i reAlly
can identify with Snoopy
So Rogue oNe reAlly full of
joy juSt to be alive.. doing his
own thing paying no real
attention to the
of nuts as peanuts
go as such.. and tonight
was no exception as Snoopy
is at his new oven here baking
for Christmas Dinner as he’s always
serving others in so many joyous ways..
MaKinG them Happy as that is what Happy natuR
Ally does and while DanCinG for OMG nearly 2 hours
Straight and i listened to Electric Boogie (Electric Slide)
as you can’t just see it or hold it yA gotta do iT to FeeL
the Electric Flow of MoVinG for a party ride of Rogue ONE
wiTh the Force as God sAMe as NaturE oNe as the Force
beComes the Essence and Form as you and neXt ThinG Ya
KnoW you don’t wanna lose iT and yA can’t Stop juST doinG iT
as hey.. being one WiTh GoD liKe this iS bliss forevermorenow
and most often iT iS only the most open minded and bodied
adult folks iN LA.. yES.. Lower Alabama Panhandle of Florida
who can feel a fill for this Force from a Distance and of course
the little children as one little girl who was crying with her sister
walking by me after i danced.. starting laughing with Joy when
her sister pointed out to her that i passed by and then in the
Check out line with Katrina that little girl made a point of
coming up to me brave enough to say i like your
dance moves mister.. and then the wife told
the cashier when she said hmm.. is he
with you.. as yes i do somewhat
of a crackerNut Jack in the
Box Sweet dance iN aLL
ballet-martial arts style
in the somEwhat
confines of the WalmART
check-out line.. yes.. OMG
the wife is getting good at
retaiLinG the entire Fred Story
at all the stores as a really good
promotional assistant in spreading
legends and stuff like that.. as the cashier
almost sheds a tear and she says is it okay
if i hug your husband.. i really want to hug him
now for all he’s been through as it sounds like
a real life miracle yA see iN a movie now.. in real
life here at Super Walmart now.. so she gives super
sweaty Fred a big bear hug.. and i dance on out of the
Store as the story of the DanCinG Metro Guy of LA Panhandle
iN NorThWeST Florida growS oN.. perHaps one day i’LL write a
sElf hELp book on how to become a legend without making any
real fame or fortune or even earning a FucKinG Green bLack bacK
Dollar Washington BiLL and hell no.. not even a F iN Lincoln Cent
as Jesus F iN Christ.. it would be a real sin if i got paid for having
tears of a little girl’s eyes..
that’s twice in a span of a week
that i brought a smile to a little child’s
face and sure many more than that rising
up to college age at the Dance Hall too.. and
sure tHeir are some so-called ‘rednecks’ who
support me even in male middle roughAge way.. never
can paint a label with less than love potential possible now..
anyWay.. i was just reading a news presentation.. per the globe losing
up to 50 percent of all species in a potential mass 6th extinction
event precipitated by the fall-out from human cultural byproducts
yeS iN so many ways of destroying the Environment.. it is crucial
that everyone stands up to those who wanna take increasing
protections away from the home we name as earth noW.. and
Lord knows and feels what i will end up having to do
to help that cause.. Jesus F iN Christ noW.. i’LL Now
Dance PeTa naked and write a Bible 14 times larger
than the one we have noW..Now iF necessary like
i’Ve already done as total size in 6 yrs..
Also approaching 6666 miles of Public
Dance in 40 months.. AnD iF i can
do that by myselF iT
should be a Peace
of Baked Cake for
the Planet Earth wE
call home.. i’M juSt God’s
Cheerleader and everyone else
IS A Savior this Andrew Webber Play
go around for the current day oF noW..
TruSt mE Now..
the Power oF the ForcE
thAT iS aLL encomPaSsinG
iN aLL oF dArk ‘tween liGht
beYond RainBoW colorS now
as SnoopY Can/WiLL F
iN ReLate2 WiTh
baby noW.. i Cry..Now..
iN StePs oF FeAt anD
WoRds oF SonG…
A SonG oF aLL..:)
All thAT sTuff i jusT
sAid deServes aN
Encore as the
WiFE says when
i SinG Alleluia
at the Catholic
Church Temple i blow
the lid off like i do when
i cosmic sneeze and the elder
ladies ask iF A shot-gun blast went
oFF.. hehe.. yeah.. eva’ hEARd a LiOn
Roar.. haha.. my voice has been compared
to ‘liGhteNinG aNd ThuNder iN ReaL liFe2.. HeLL..
iF anYone actuAlly eva’ started a fight with me.. let’s
juST say i wouldn’t have to lift a finger or toe.. as glass
breaks as ear drums too.. anyWay.. the TrumP taLk noW aBout
Killing the environment further by taking protections away
iS reAlly sTArTinG to Ruffle the KarMic eYe.. it’s been out
buTT for Now juST An EnCoRE oF SoRts oN FaceBook FoR noW2..
And.. oh yeah.. don’t forget the source oF mY liGht2.. yES..
don’t underestiMate the PoWer oF the dARk ForCe ‘tween
LiGht and bEyONd RainBoW colors too.. as hey even
the Galaxy revolves aRound A BLacK whOle
SuN too.. Did the dARth dARK alReady..
and suRe.. i cAme out of tHE
dARk liKe a FALlen StranGeR
aT esSenCE aS PhoeNiX RiSinG
froM AsHe’s too..
MoSt aLL myths
iN sAMe oF mYTh
inCluDe TrUtH aND liGht
aS essence under ForM.. iT’s
JuSt geTTinG aT the cruX oF aLL
thE matter and LiVinG LiGht and TrUTh noW..
@EsSeNcE.. yes.. May tHe ForCe bE WiTH yoU and mE2..;)
WeLL.. i had to come by and take
one more look since you
turned the Faucet on.. haha..
and oh my God those Tonsils..
i suppose i have a higher level for
disgust than most.. but i couldn’t
stomach that hmm.. humans are funny/strange/eTc aL..
when Libido is high they can do almost anything..
and seriously.. science even says this is true..
animals tend to have high libido’s
and their opposite
anyway.. that ‘s(w)alivating
smile’ reminded me of that and
hmm.. not so sure that Bi-Polar
HiGh.. is not when a human
themselves back into
the wild and humans have
alWays looked at Wild humans
who are truly Jungle/Savannah Wild and
Free at heARt/SpiRit/SoUL ‘the Crazy ones’..
anyWays the running joke then.. between my
college life girl friend who was a respiratory
therapist and her nurse friends and yes it was
a friendly.. a very friendly joke.. is Respiratory Therapists
are whores and Nurses are sluts and now once again to be
clear that is a metaphor based on what folks can tolerate
as far as disgust with naturally occurring high libidos like
combat soldiers.. law enforcement officers.. and EMT’s
and yes my girlfriend
too.. God yes..
in so many ways..
the most amazing thing though
is it’s reAlly juST Nature at her/his/eTc.. best
and the stuff that contributes to maKing
me and that’s the thing..
when you make it all holy
and sacred there are no fears..
when all becomes purpose and meaning
too.. there is no anger.. there is no hate..
all thAT iS
and A sMiLe all the
way just as i AM
yes of course
so below and all around..
anyway.. people.. some people have
a hard time understanding all of my art..
but on the other hand.. i do live in New Jerusalem
Milltown.. Isreal.. U.S oF A.. so i guess i should
‘i’LL bE HoMe for X-Mas’
Dancing in all the ways that comes..
anyWay.. i needed this prompt.. Thanks Yah/Yar..
Shawna Ma’am as they say in UA.. Upper Alabama
from down here in LA.. Panhandle FloWer State oF LiGht..
can’t find a certain
flavor of poetry
i need anyWHeRe
else but Shawna’s
Place and that makes
Shawna an X-mas preSent too..
and nah.. i’M not gonna go all
rampage writing spree all over you
today.. hehe.. as i know i kinda take
friends drop by..
(and the Goddess Isis
incarnate Katrina now Sabrina
with her Kate Jackson Tom Boy
hair cut.. by the way she too has
a very masculine side.. will scream..
scream loud at me for running late..
very late to the Catholic Temple
Dome church as usual)
and glad to see you
are sociAlly spreading out
as you reAlly do have a gift
to share Shawna Baby.. don’t
leave.. aS now..
serIOUsly you don’t
wanna have to wait ‘tiLL
age 53 to bring it back to life..
at 39 tHeRe is no taling wHere you
may take all of this.. iF you Keep Mark
as it comes..
however it May come.. what may..
and in all the ways it comes too..
that takes brave my friEnd and that
is what wild and free and undomesticated
folks do when they truly heRe the voice of Jack
oF God Free
too.. not only to
half dogs and wolves
butt to humans too..
as the call
under full moon view..
as Moon Children come back aGaiN..
Star duSt SenTient plUs liFe
seeds and aLL
thAT is mY
SuNs sHINe aGaIN..:)
And as a side note.. heAR..
lost five so-called followers
on my Word Press page since
my last MacroVerse Supermoon Trinity Christmas
2016.. and all that showsin this overall Anthropological
Science/Art Project is that the real man Jesus could have never come
in the first place or come again and ever be seen/feLt/heArd/seNsed
repEats iTself all thAT iS..
And i’M proof of thaT..
all naked aS Such..
God liVinG WiThiN
WiLd And Free noW
Real Scientists and
Artists and Jesuses
don’t do life for followers
or likes or shares or anything
like Washington dollar bIlls/Lincoln Cents.. they do life for
give and share hOlding NO trUth and liGht back..
that’s not alWays the popular thing to
juST DO butt yes iT Can and WiLL
sEt yoUr ass Free..
be coMes WiLL
i AM alWays
Shawna returns later on after my Public Store Dance is over with this..
A higher level of disgust than most … That is definitely something to boast about.
I want to be a mortician’s assistant. For real. And I never want to age. Those are my plans for the rest of my life.
AdditionAlly she says..
I’m also going to get people to call me Savannah The Strange.
i return with..
And truSt me.. you’LL
nEver FeeL SenSE oLd..
iF yoU juST KeeP DanCinG..;)
Shawna nicely says..
Aww, that was so sweet, Fred! You’re a Christmas present to me too..:)
I love that book, by the way … Call of the Wild.
And you hit me with all the comments you want to,
as long as you like.
And i also say..
The Katrina calls
mE Hairy Ape.. Jungle
priMate works for me too..;)
And Shawna says..
I LOVE that song.
But you knew that..:)
And she also says..
LL… Ha. That’s pretty big..:)
And then i say.. realizing
these comments are coming
in real time then..
Shawna is LiVe..
Shekinah.. the essence
of God LiVinG within was/is
the topic of the Homily today
at Church.. it’s actually a Rabbinic
Word and sounded enough like Shawna
wHeRe i used your name to remember it..
anyWay.. it’s not in the bible so i guess that
priest and interestingly
he said it was but it’s not..
closest thing is in Matthew
per when two come togEthEr
was a Shawna
thing too and worth
mentioning to me2..
as i like to
too as oh boy
i love metaphors..
we got a new oven..
that doesn’t burn pizzas..
fixing to do that next Shawna
Baby and sure.. i’ll alWays be
your Christmas Present
with BiG WiNks..
That is the worst, when your oven overheats
and burns everything you stick in it. I’ve got
one of those. It makes me rather reluctant to cook.
And i also say..
And yeah.. i used that Come What
May Song.. for this as a kinda
silly joke per come what may
hehe.. per Peppermint girls and all of that
and it was the song i was listening to last
year when our cat.. Sweet Grey Moby’s health was failing
with Diabetes.. he as sweet and loving and purring
as ever and you provided the Song and when
we had to put him down last December then..
i cried like i did listening to the Song
from before.. facing the inevitable..
preparing myself for it and i
was able to sufficiently grieve
as that’s alway been hard for
me to do..
i was listening
to the Song Dancing
in the Mall and i just
started crying again underneath
my shades belying the happy dance
on the outside.. but it felt so good
to be able to feel sadness that deep
and the joy i felt after that
ever.. yeah.. it’s
true.. no true joy
without the ability to
feel sadness.. aLL dARk and
liGht it’s nice to be fully human these
days my friEnd.. and you’ve helped me
that way too..
AGaiN FriEnd and
now off to Pizza
Shawna returns with..
I did catch your “Come What May” reference,
as we were already doing the Moulin Rouge soundtrack.
I love all the music from that movie, but especially that song.
And she says..
I’m like that too: I can’t cry unless it’s brought on by a song.
I’m sorry you lost your special kitty..:(
That must really hurt. Our baby Oreo died this year too.
Losing a cat can be the worst kind of pain.
What’s your favorite kind of pizza to make/eat?
i say after finding out from the Katrina that
she decided not to make the pizza
after all.. me faced
chicken that is good too.
i actually like Supreme
Pizza’s from Pizza Hut..
or Domino’s Pizzas just
about all the way.. but
nah.. Cici’s.. i don’t like
much.. and Frozen
Pizzas with at least
you can get ’em
so cheap.. haha..
always a fiscal
else super liberal..;)
Shawna crafTily change the terms subject to..
I love her … The Supreme, from AHS Coven.
Especially when she was being courted by the (s)Ax Man.
And regard to the Pizza Discussion thread she says..
I don’t like meat on mine. Mushrooms,
black olives, pineapple. Yum..:)
i also say..
Oh yeah.. and sorry about your cat Oreo..
Oreo was also the name of A cat who was about
a 6LB neighborhood scrapper who injured Yellow
Boy’s Sun.. Sunny Boy.. the most amazing thing..
this identical looking cat as Yellow Boy’s Son
from the back woods from where Yellow
Boy came.. as both feral.. Sunny Boy
came up on Christmas
of December 2012..
and i got attached to him
like Yellow Boy.. and the scrappy
6 LB cat.. Oreo.. injured Sunny Boy really
bad.. and we had to take him to the vet as
a feral cat.. and they told us he had Kitty Aids
and we wouldn’t be able to have him inside with
the other cats then.. and he would infect the other
neighborhood kitties so we had the very difficult decision
to put him down.. and that was the first tear i had in over
5 years then in April of 2013.. and that was when i found out
how important tears are.. as it was the first time and only time
during that 66 months of living hell that my legs
at the gym..
emotions is the
worst thing in the world..
the numb is worst than what
i can literally say is the worst
pain known to humankind as i had
that too.. with the type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia.. interesting how when my emotions
came back in July of 2013.. all my pain went away..
KnoW and FeeL
tHeRE is more to
liFe in SpiRit than
a science project.. my FriEnd..:)
That is fascinating. I might need to make myself cry,
to get rid of some eye toxins or whatever..:)
And then i say in regard to the Supreme Witch Thingie..
Haha.. now you have
me pulling out my
Google for the
a Witch now
too.. and that’s
why all my ailments
and disease went away
Shawna says back..
“… that hurt”
And i also respond..
OH no.. i can’t
The grease grosses me out..:)
Yeah.. for me
‘they’ say is
my still permanent
and totally disabling
disorders per Bi-Polar
hiGh and Asperger’s
IS A dance
as the Doctor’s
say that’s not socially
appropriate so you are sTiLL
not fit to optimally function
in what society expects and
one doctor wanted to give me
epilepsy drugs for ‘Hypergraphia’
W R I T I N G W A Y T O O M U C H..
and thanks God tHere ain’t no drugs
but yeah.. there is this
that thing named hypersexuality
and i have my own unique methods
i can not deny
i fit the criteria
but it all feels good to me..
and too good to other folks2..
per the criteria aS Such2.. neuro-
DiVersity sTiLL iN FuLL ToesToW2..;)
Shawna in defense of me says..
No way, dude. Keep it real. Do not medicate your awesomeness
away because some people can’t handle it or don’t understand it.
This is your one life. Live it as you, 100%.
i return again with..
around my finger’..
oh boy2.. got a new theme
song now2.. for the rest of the
Fred and Shawna Friendship
Additionally.. i say in regard to the grease..
Hehe.. i loved
The premise of Gone Girl was great.
The book was killer cool. But the movie was a let-down.
And then i say..
i saw grease
Will do the
Wiki Cliff notes
soon.. haha.. now..;)
OKay.. Shawna baby.. as you kNow and likely FeeL/SeNse
you are a major inspiration/muse to me and
that is the secret of my success
of Bi-polar-Star Happiness
staying high for 40 months
now finding muse iN aLL oF liGht
and dARk in silver Sun/Star lining as when
all oF liFe comes noW spiRinG tHeRe is only
one overAll way and that is uP and never now
too far down.. iN BaLanCinG FoRce oF course
on course..seriously that’s why..way i made it a practice
overall from the stARt to poeticaLLy make a response
to every single dVerse prompt for an entire year with all
the liNks too.. to exercise the muscle of muse and Unconditional
Love for All oF liFe sAMe to see wHeRE the RocKET of mY liFE woUld/wiLL
gRoW neXt.. as an ultiMate adVenture named liFe..
And back to the dead zone.. namely three pop
stars.. Madonna with her Frozen.. Katy Perry
with her Fire Work and Pink with her Raise
Your Glass.. wHeRe the only three faint
muses i could heAR aT aLL WiTh mY
heARt.. mY SpiRit and my sOUL
all in thaT Frozen place they
name iN the Bible as Gehenna
a metaphor for a Valley where
they sacrifice children as
the best metaphor they
can find for a place
of God iN SeNses
and FeeLinGs has
and all is
respite from hell..
as my Psychiatrist said
it is very rare for anyone
otherwise healthy to lose all
their emotions and is somewhat
limited to folks somewhere on an
Autism Spectrum too.. as the propensity
to get locked into left brain thinking only and
beyond is tHeRe when the Environment of all types
of stress beyond the warm and fuzzy comfort of human
connections comes to rule the brain in mechanical cognition
Terminator Matrix machine robot and computer head ways of life…
The key for me would be a great adventure after the pain went away
and the emotions came back.. To keep the SpiRit of HeARt and SoUL
refreshed as Phoenix riSing fresh from ashes one with sugar white
sands.. Emerald Green Gulf Horizons on shores that went for
ever when time was erased from the face of my soUL as i
becAMe waves and the ocean and the water/air/fire/eARTh..
rise iN eYes of liFE aGain.. trULy A textbook
poetbook definition as art
of reborn again..
and you see
i am a canary in the coal
mine too.. as if i can come
out of that other folks with less
propensities to go to hell can surely
do it easier than i can for now as a greatest
First world problem IS A liGht of HeARt oF
SpiRit oF miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL
gOne dArk wHeRE spArk of SuN
as SentienT StAR duST plUS
leAVes the eYes of
liFE and liGht
something i see
so clearly now as liGht
after being in various spectrums
of dARk and colorless liGht moVinG
BeYond RAinBoW SpeCtrum of colors now..
and that’s the thing.. these things of liFE are so
hARd to puT inTo metAphors that eXpress the dArkeST
HeaVen oN eARth or the liGhteST HeLL returned to LiGht
On eARTh.. beYond RainBoW colors as WeLL as ‘Tween
of purGatory sHades of Grey too.. my FriEnd..
And for me the metaphor in Matthew
that says when two or more togeTher
come to connect essence of God
comes to liGht iT iS as IF anotHeR
Multi-Verse of God is born
as UniVerse more.. as every
human connection anew is
a born connection of God too..
and thAT is how i look at each and
every sentient being as eYes of God
and new potential for a BiRth oF LiGht
in connection way anew as aRt oF LIFe..
so yes.. i continue to move a dance
to connect a song to create a
humans and all other
beings sentient as stAR
duST plUs.. yes.. and even
the Sugar White Sand.. Emerald
Green Waves as Ocean wHOle oF
aLL becomes Holy and Sacred sAMe..
oh yeah.. and per ‘that criteria’.. it’s safe
to say i AM F iN Hyper-religious iN my
own ‘little’ way too in aLL of Holy and Sacred
too from words to steps to photos of the last
hehe.. and that’s
one thing about Madonna
that i could not understand when
young as that brainwashing from
the Catholic Church that worshipped
virginity and button up tops of females
from the very beginning of what was a covered
head church when i started too that yes.. Madonna
shared too.. nah.. i couldn’t get that dirty remnant
that speck that was a board out of my eye
to see her nude art as pure
art from the stARt
no more dirt
from the church
placed in my eye for
i am as free as sHe too..
and understand TOTALLY WHY
SHE AND SO MANY OTHERS DO THAT
now2.. as truly most all feelings of guilt that
wear us down from love are associated with fears
associated with sex and the human naked body no different
than that old story about the garden of eden too.. we are born
as Temples of God and the church takes that away with original
sin.. at least in the place i went.. when babies are water-boarded-lite
to suit a Baptism better fired by heARt than half drown in dARk as metaphor
of course.. anyway hehe.. back to my original point in the Song i share
here per Madonna’s Frozen.. she said ‘you hold the key’ and as alWays
in existence the key is God lives within.. us all no more special
in a grain of sand and less than more of us too.. as all is
special as all is God.. no different than what Yoda
said when he told Luke the Force is all around
us.. can’t you feel it.. can’t you sense it..
can’t you dance it.. can’t you sing it..
can’t you move it.. can’t you connect
it and can’t you create it as
with a few
hehe.. and that’s
the thing.. God is Living
God.. not a dead God in a book
of any shape size or form.. and by
dead i mean stagNate and never groWinG
more as when folks restrict tHeir language of
God to scripts from a book i love to say tale me
something new about God as God ain’t dead at
least not in me GoD iS alWays lEarning a New
dance move a new Sensation.. a new FeeLinG
as we evolve as co-creators as family oNe ToGeTher
for more than yesternows.. as a New SonG yes
SonG of God coMes
key Madonna brought
to me.. is God lives in the
entire body not just between
the ears.. or books.. DANCE FRED DANCE
and yes.. no lesSons
required as that SpiRit
of God the Key inside
WiLL surely SHeKAna
sHow you the
of God continues
to evolve iN aLL of
wE who Dance and Sing anew
Verse of Multi-Verse UniVerse sAMe
i means God too21 ALL..
the SpiRit of ChristMas and more iS heRe
Thank you Shawna
of Grey and Sun/Star iNside as
DARkeST aiR coMes Ocean wAter FiRE wHOle liGht..
iS born.. alWays nowanew..:)
See/feel/sense.. all it took
as tEArs fLow..:)
In case anyone doesn’t think i have a science background
in the study of Love.. per human empathy.. perhaps it’s
worth noting as an all volunteer Wiki Editor too.. yes i get
around the block.. all around the block.. per say..
i helped to actuAlly define human empathy
but sure.. put your words where
your heART is huh..
as if you reAlly want
to study an issue of
go to the place
with Lepers of Love
and lEarn what makes the
human tick at daRkest places
oF life.. yes.. literAlly go to the
last place the unwanted toys of
humanity go.. when they are no
longer wanted anywhere in the
human cultural game of life..
yes.. go to the Wrong
Planet aka Hell
and to be clear
i didn’t actually fully
volunteer as the god of
Nature same as the folks
who still live tHeir knocked my
ape ass down then to LeARn
some sAGe LesSons of the ages
tHeir to put into otheR words of PoEtry
later on in Freest Newest Verse ways to
fulfill John 14:12 too.. to juST do thAT too..
Yeah..sure.. i can talk cultural science talk too..
but the old phrases tend to bore both me and Godnow2..:)
And for what iT’s all worth.. i quote now more about empathy
from my words back in hell four years ago in 2012.. when all was computer head Fred.. no idea that my exit from the cocoon of
all thAT is dARk iN liFe would groW to liGht by the end of July
2013 on or about the 22nd on Navarre Beach rebirth then..:)
The first type of empathy most humans experience is emotional contagion, the earliest type of empathy that infants experience when they share laughter/giggling with other infants. It requires no cognitive understanding to share, and is understood as an innate trait in humans.
Then there is cognitive empathy that develops out of this emotional contagion when a child meets normal developmental milestones. One developmental marker of it is when a child exhibits the ability to tell a lie, to avoid a negative consequence such as the anticipation of punishment. That requires the child to take a basic perspective of another individual separate from self, usually a parent or caregiver, in expectation of what they will do next; per this example of the potential of a punishing action. The lie usually requires verbal communication, but taking on the perspective of others through cognitive empathy does not necessarily require verbal communication.
Complex emotions develop in most children and identification of those emotions in oneself leads to the cognitive understanding of the emotional states of others with a result of most individuals identifying and sharing those complex emotional feelings with others through what is described by some as emotional or affective empathy.
Then there is the potential in most that one will develop the ability for a sympathetic concern for the distress of others, when cognitively recognized and shared. Pity is not a requirement for this sympathetic concern. The two are often confused in conversation.
Compassion is a stronger emotional component that can motivate one to take action to alleviate another individual’s distress, when cognitively recognized. It usually results from the cognitive recognition and sharing of the perspective and/or emotions of others, but one can experience a positive emotional drive to take compassionate action for others in distress, without strongly sharing the negative emotions of another in distress. Cognitive recognition of the distress of others remains a requirement.
So, from a developmental standpoint there is emotional contagion, cognitive empathy, affective/emotional empathy, sympathy, and compassion. In all stages there are different potential levels of expression and action of each described aspect, ranging from a giggle of an infant to a heroic act of laying one’s life down for another.
But, to put things in perspective of those described more severely impacted by symptoms on the spectrum and described as emotionally indifferent to others from young childhood, some don’t experience that emotional contagion that results in a group of infants giggling together in unison.
There is a whole spectrum of what could be described as potential deficits or lacks of empathy. Most people use the words empathy, sympathy, and compassion to describe most of this phenomenon, sometimes interchangeably, except in the case of infants that are usually described as laughing or giggling instead of experiencing emotional contagion:).
Interestingly a lack of sympathetic concern or compassionate action is not considered a significant enough psychological impairment to be listed in a disorder. Which makes sense because the attributes are generated and controlled strongly by the expectation of culture and gender roles.
Some people on the spectrum can be impaired in cognitive and affective/emotional empathy and still express sympathetic concern for others as well as compassionate action as long as distress is cognitively recognized through some type of perception, and there is enough emotional motivation to take action.
And, there is the potential that some of these individuals with these described impairments of empathy experienced all aspects fully until the cultural environment took some of it away. That potential exists for almost anyone, even Mother Teresa, as described in her words, but the cognitive recognition of distress, sympathetic concern, and compassionate action remained for her as it does for some others. But, no one suggested she lacked empathy, even though she described she lost the ability to feel it, to the degree she had before.
And from there in the link provided now.. you can
hear other folks on the actual Autism Spectrum
experiencing some of the worst problems
any human experiences with
empathy and love
point of views..
it’s a mix.. as all
of humanity as in
all the spectrums
sAMe.. it’s humbling
to see all the dARk and
liGht and PurGAtory Grey
Colors of HuManiTy and it’s
also a joy to see beYond the Rain
Bow Colors too.. sure and thaT can
blind some folks too.. different languages
for God iN inFinITe wAys of simplicity and
complexity sAMe as LiFE GoeS oNoW as a Practice oF iS..:)
And now to share a couple/three more MacroVerse
and MicroVerse memories from yesteryears.. here i go
first with “Last and First Verses of GOD” from one year ago..
celebrating the old Grinch story from the stArt tHeRE a little bit too..
and so many more verses of/FOR God than have been told from old
of the past.. there are those who don’t feel and sense
God aT aLL.. i kNow ’cause i was once one
of those folks off and on with
no knowing fault of mine
off and on in life
place too.. where
an actual deficit of finding
meaning and purpose in life
is part of that overall condition.. thing
is is.. there IS A Fire Work inside potenTiAlly
just waiting to liGht up.. and surELy iT doesn’t
matter what you call that spirit from within..iN
IS A ISREAL
LiGHT WITHiN WHEN
FELT AND SENSED WHEN
ALL OF LiFE COMES HOLY
AND SACRED WHEN
ALL OF LIFE
NOW WHEN ALL OF
LIFE IS FIREWORK NOW..
and for some folks that spiRit iS
an invisible sun they cannot feel and sense and
for some folks that Sun is as real as the ISReaL Air they breathe..
A Firework that liGhts existence like a ChristMas Tree never ending now..
alWays coMiNg noW..:)
Birth of Dance from two years ago.. at only 69 words
of course quotable here by me as streams become ocean whole..
And surely i can
write poetry free
verse iN fewer
as liGht oF Love
too.. hey.. 6666 miles
or so of dance in 40 months
is coming at the end of December
of 2016.. i could have done far fewer
steps but when mountains come they come..:)
BETTER TO BE
A grain of sand..
than to not exist at all
IS what ‘GOD says’ shortly
before the BIG BANG
as metaphor only
as GOD IS both
then moving as DANCE..
And then sound cOMES as SonG..
to keep A DANCE of creation going…..
And then the BIRTH of DANCE goeS on……
And here IS A Micro-Verse i wrote
to my FriEnd Zee another woman
from Pakistan who is Muslim and
it’s really been interesting consideRinG
how liberal i am in the art of self-expression
that i have any friends at all who are members
of what most folks name as fundamentalist and
very restrictive religions in terms of what is allowed
in all of human freedom of expression from head to toe…
surely we lead that art in the United States of America all
arts taken into consideration.. anyWay it seems a male now
with a heARt fully open is a rare thing in these circles of
life and a rare thing perHapS.. even a treasure to find2..:)
SMiLes.. my friend Zee.. the greaTest
Lovers are those who keep
giving no matter
if the land
There is an Invisible Sun
my friend.. that lives inside
and this Sun Loves the
so below and
all around.. and when
one Loves this Sun inside..
outside.. above and so below
all around is Love my friend and
sure there are brighter and darker
Suns around us.. but what we give
in Terms of Love of Light and Truth
the Sun of
We holding hands
with the God of all
and all God’s children
either fully awake in Truth and Light
or still asleep in darker ways of
no hate.. now..
So i Love you
friend.. and may fearless
Love bring you greater Light
as Lantern of Peace and Love..
making a way
i’M going to end this “i’LL bE hoMe For xMas DanCinG” 730th
MacroVerse as “i Raise my Chalice to God” to god once more
and to be clear the chalice i raise is the Temple of God thAT iS
aLL of ME no part less holy and sacred than any oThEr pARt
thAT includes all of creation to Galaxies UniVerse BeYond
to far below the science aided eye of less than gRains
of sANd.. in sub-atomic FloW iN ZonE oF
what can be unLeashed and
and i bEcoMe mE
more of God as Nows
Go oN noW.. foR AlLove..:)
And to be crystal clear as far and as long as this
Longest Long Free verse Ocean wHole poem iN
the hiStory or herstory or etcstory of liFE
Swims iT WiLL never be a last
word of God
and F iN
and all things
to it as
Go oN Further than now..:)
And sure as i continue to defy all cultural limits and expectations
beyond what the local.. state.. and federal laws require
me to do to stay free like we all must do
who live in insanely large
where to do no
limitations and expectations
as we are all multi-iNnately-environmentAlly-
culturally different iN iNdividual ways wheRE
different strokes for different folks rule
in what is or is not good
for happiness for
one is to
to pursue tHeir
definition of Happiness now..
and that means avenues to do that
Happiness that do not infringe on the
rights of others to do their version
of happiness now.. and
there IS A GREAT
and Batman are
in underwear and tights
as divine feminine love/grace.. the
anima as Carl Jung termed among others
that lives in male and the divine masculine
will/strength of animus same that lives in female
must be cultivated for a human being to maintain
baLancE iN all of hUman iNtelligences/Love poTenTial now..
and while my nude art may look rather prow and masculine
now.. i stARted soft and gentle with graceful DiviNe Love to
maKe the Hurricane Winds in CreaTioN flow come from
a source of peaceful calm joy that iS DiVine
eYe of storm of Hurricane Breeze
that lives within and the thing
is while it may take
be a hero
norms per war
heroes and others
who do the jobs of life
that must be done for overall
survival.. To swim against rising
tides of different can even be harder
but must be done if Human Freedoms
continue to rise as well.. so yes.. this
last photo like Rosie the Riveter that
Pink portrays in her Video
enclosed in this link
that has now
in the United States
IS A symbol i portray here 2 years
ago too on the opposite side of that..
it takes a really strong male to do this..
And that is what i am.. and as Muhammad
Ali said in a book i read last night.. it ain’t
to return as
Mountains of Love
as Grains of sand hOld..
and hehe.. i sent this photo
to be included in the last alumni
edition of my College year book 2 tears
ago too.. per se of life achievements as the
pinnacle of success is in three
And of memory notes
as darker memories
of December come too..
this Raise my Chalice to
God also chronicles our
first visit to see my Wife’s
Sister Michelle who was in
the Hospital for Cancer and a path
that led me to my first dance at Old Seville
Quarter that same month too.. that probably never
would have happened if not for my wife’s willingness
to allow me that freedom while she stayed longer hours
with her sister.. and the December before that my Step
Mother Carolyn’s third husband Jerry.. a Foreign Diplomat
who was like a father to me too.. passed away then..
and the December after that Michelle in 2014..
then our Beloved cat Moby in December of
2015.. and my Aunt Christina in December
of this year too.. now in 2016.. thing
is life IS A Gift.. use iT ALL
to the last
liFe as noW raise
my Chalice alWays
Now for tHis Gift oF liFe
noW in ALL the ways i can Now
and Will For respect oF the god oF ALL
that bRinGS this rise of LIfE to me NoW..
call iT hyper-religous or the Force of Star wars
iT is great iN me and i for one refuse to hide the Lamp liT oF i..
And Sacred GOD121..:)
As i walk the pristine beaches..
in my gulf coast sugar sand coated..
emerald green..shining waves..
with dunes and sea
i fIND the connectedness..
of ALL THAT IS tHere
shared with me
IT IS ALL tHere to please..
and freedom of expression..of human sensuality..
that only enhances..
rather than detracts..from total
human being freedom..!
The power and
mine.. tHERe is NO Separation..but the illusion
of vehicles and vessels of words and symbols..that
The curves of creativity..
are in all arts..
from the sound of a bird singing..
to the curve..
of the LIVING..of physical
bodies created..uniting to create..as
Either for newborn life..
I walk those beaches of life naked for all to see..
for simply being
with one as all
Color Coordinated all in white and black and flesh and
blood and fur of course as true Irishmen
like me from the old wet cold lands
second generation removed
don’t fret over temperature
changes from a couple of
days ago with high of 78
and hehe.. 38 as of 1 pm
today on the
i’m barefoot today..
this photo is from the
warmer wet of yesternow..
anYway.. overaLL it’s sTilLL worth
noting that Climate Change is as real
as a warmest 2016 year ever recorded iN
History and as Half oF all species as liFe oN
Earth are endangered for the 6th extinction of liFe oN
EARth and more of course.. some folks who thiNk reaLIty
is somEwHeRe else miGht not give a FucK but on the othEr
hoMe so either
work for change or yes..
beCoMe wild and free enough
to handle what’s coming neXt..
consider that ‘a prophecy’.. oK..
233Lb 6 foot or so Elf or Troll or Pan.. i’LL give
iT a whirl.. ain’t no temperature change
as i have
fur to keep me wARm..
and as Foreigner says.. i’M
Hot Blooded.. got a fever of 106..
or was it 3 or 2 or less or more.. than 1..;)
So i’M in the mALL.. BeLks to
be precise.. and as the shirt says
to Katrina too.. i Triple Dog
Dare ya too.. thing is.
Katrina gets a
call too and
be surprised one
day on Facebook iF
the Algorithm doesn’t attempt
to put handcuffs on me.. if i don’t do
a DanCinG SinGinG dare tale.. on every photo i
take in a three day writing ramPage spree and photo
gale too.. yeS imaGinE ThAT..Free verse poetic expressions
on up to 200 plUs photos to basicAlly expand my Facebook here2.. heHemore..;)
So i rise up.. pop up..
or whAtEver noW
iN the Mall and
the real salient/sentient
feAture of this photo illustration
iN BLog tale Macro-Verse continuing
story tail here.. is the mirrored siGn in
the far background that says when mind..
body.. and equipment come toGeTheR yoU
are unstoppable now too.. so is thiS
say as any scientist or
and artist can and wiLL
i WiLL and Can preSenT
the empirical evidence for
thAT like an F iN Painting
on the Sistine Chapel
in online wear ware..
can you sEE it..
FeeL iT.. seNsE
IT yeT.. iF
as an ark oF
WiLL STiLL Be tOld noW..;)
So like i sAid.. Katrina
does gET the
and she says..
neXt sTop Honey
Raiders of the
are already did thaT now..
Sugar as sweet as now coMes2..;)
“Ain’t noThing Luke Warm
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels
Free Verse Poetry Novel
Free Verse Poetry Novel
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..
After Book of Fred
of course too..
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
2016.. iT iS wHAt
‘WiNteR SoUlSticE CLoseS iN 2016’
as the title for the 731st Macro-Verse
of Longest Long Form Poem continueS now
to surpass 3.3 MilLioN words since the 42nd
month of witness for God of Nature per 9/16
this year since the beginning of all my blogs
iN the month of 3/13.. with Ocean WhoLe Poem aLL
iN Free Verse PoeTry style with plenty of concrete shapes
that almost miraculously appear as Human Sacred Geometry
and Nature pARts too.. sure.. all archetypal as such stored
iN our DNA when the metaphor of Quantum Human MiNd and BoDy is
unLeashED and ReLeAsed as tRuTH and liGht often hits the ART
world first and later verified by empirical tools of science once those
tools become sMArT enough as scribe of God to MeAsuRE morE of GoD nOW..
Problem is though when humans become the tools that assist them when cars become
wives and husbands and homes become God alone.. Houston.. we have a problem we
are no longer shooting for the
moon.. we are shooting
here on eARth
and don’t even realize
that our comfy cozy flesh
and blood naked all born body
can shine briGhter iN sAnd and
SuN DancE and SonG.. yes.. alnaturale
aS Such wHeRE butts shine over F iN Washington
Dollar BiLLs and LinCoLN Cents and Cheap Thrills
come with juST basic subsistence oF Food.. DriNK And SheLter
and perHaps somE BroAd BaND access freely available with
STiLL cheap foreign made smARt PhONes and oTher Star
Trek phaser liKe tools armed for Art rather than Bullets
iN a Gander Super Store for guns as such.. ugh..
miles and miles of gLocks and stuff like
sTuFF all flesh
and BLOod SKIn noW
as such that DancES
and SinGS all thAT fun
StuFF wiTH GoD FReED..
iN Sand and Sun FuN suRE
like when liFE IS A Beach instead
of a ready revolver B()tch aS Such..
yeah pain and numb of i aS Such..2..
Anyway.. i kNow and FeeL and SeNSe
somEwhat oF a perfect place in practice
to share this WiTh An occasional dARk youTube
Muse named Stephan who is a man who overall sTiLL
spews a hate for women as sadly as he relates his
mama didn’t give him the touchy feely love a child needs
so now like the Bad Cop Jesus he suggests a philosophy
of non-aggression which is cool except for the fact that he
is always hating up on women suggesting in implication way
that perhaps they don’t deserve the right to vote..eTc.. ’cause they
aren’t as smart as he the history fact major is.. without the smART oF
EmoTioNal intelligence and Physical intelligence along with ExisTEnTiaL
InTelligence to fill in the missing pARts of the Philosophy major player
he’d likeLY liKe to be someone like me who spreads tHeir wings a little
further than text books and personal anecdotal experience with
his mommy too.. and that is truly sad as my mommy loved
me dearest and now all the women seem to love
me well enough as the photos and continuing
GroWth of my Physical intelliGence iN
DancE and EmotIOnal inTeLLiGence
iN poeTry makes me for one a get
around all around town
sure.. a little
tongue in cheek
for theatrical drama
inteLLiGence too.. as
i leArn from all the masters
far far far from a galaxy limited
to text books only.. hehe.. anyWay..
Thanks Steph.. probably… won’t be
back for a while.. as per that Bad Cop
Jesus thingy while you go for non-aggression
which is cool you go for severing your ties with
parents ya don’t get along with not realizing that
the same F iN Gene Pool lives as you in both environmental
and innate way probably explaining why you spew the vicious
cycle of hate as nows go by.. anyWay.. i’ll take a kind and loving
empathic woman over a little boy who didn’t get love from his
mama any day of the week.. and truly that means it ain’t all
your fault friend as you were bred that way by your
own words of course too.. i thought it was kinda sad
you couldn’t figure out why Santa was such
an imPorTant pARt of a Child’s groWinG
iMaGinatioN but apParently and
equAlly as sad that pARt
seems to be
as that is what
the cycle of abuse
does.. and why who hurt
you makes who you hurt next
a reality too.. stop the cycle iF
you can my friEnd as thaT change stARts
wiTh you and it is clear as all the comments
with rarely ever a response from you that you are
just taking advantage of folks with the same mommy
problems or perhaps they were not strong enough per
alpha male style to attract a woman as John B. Calhoun’s
Beautiful one’s experiments with rats shows this is what happens
to males who lose their natural competitive breeding habits and
become the tools of their culture like video game sitS in basements
and stuff like that coming here to hate up on anyone they can
as they likely cannot defend themselves as talking heads
often cannot.. as sure baby.. physical and emotional
and existential intelligences have been the
most important intelligences through
the trUly groWinG heART iN
Cooperation of the
here and something
i suggest that you attempt
to lEarn more about.. juSt
to become a Real FRED N..
overman/superdude like good
old me.. show me some muscle
baby and some art and some God
iN yoUr eYes of cOld dollar bills and
cents or whatever they are using in Canada
these days and you might impress me as a philosopher
but until then you are a book.. one that has already been
written and one that is easily shared by hate and discontent
of angry old men and boys the same.. no matter creed.. shade
of skin.. nationality.. the lists goes on mY FriEnd but hUman
classical evolution stays generAlly the same at core oF innate
instinct and intuitive intelligence inborn as such.. thing is..
use it or lose it applies too babe.. and if you don’t use
it you end up becoming juST another talking
head of book.. making bucks off of
the dis and mal content of little
boys who are boys or
men who have
Face of Humanity my friEnd..
to be clear you are just going to
be another muse for a looongg poem.. whether
you read iT or not.. or haha whether or not
one of your really book smart readers leaves
a comment ‘like’ why don’t you kill yourself and
quit writing retarded like they did last time i used
your place for a muse then.. it was hilarious as ad
hom attacks lose every argument my friEnd and i’ve
researched you enough here to back it up with your own words per say..and play..;)
So once again thanks for the cool resource Stephan dude.. all polished
as such.. ‘ya got a view or two from me..
at least about you much haha a..2.;)
Oh yeah… Stephen and FriEnds.. And consider
this.. A free gift
is was a
soUl or NoT
that WiLL iS yoUrs..
works best wiTh Love
iF you FiNd it.. noW2..
ps.. i’m fiscAlly
camels.. needles.. trumps..
thE whole shEbang.. Yah kNow..
Big Bang.. suRE.. theOr(ies) goeS oN..
Bottom liNe.. mY friEnd.. i’M iSREaL NoW2..;)
sMiLes gigoid.. enjoying
an actual typical close
Day with temperatures
of high near 40 instead
of what has been 70 to 80
in historically hottest 2016
Global year of heat.. hmm..
i can handle the heat and the cold
but sadly not at all can and that presents
a problem along with low lying areas and
high lying politicians same.. greaTesT pressing
problem along with Escalator coming noW iN ChiEf..
it would be
a ridiculous laugh
but this shit is as
real as fleeced sheep
who vote naked lone
in their own sheep stuff
to put it lightly as fluff and SS can come
war world three species extinction double
priced smart phones and folks who would
love to grab cats that turn their noses up at litter box
stink stank Grinch
tales come true..
anyway back to
dive for pearls and
oThEr stuff too.. hehe..;)
“There will come a time when you think everything is finished.
That will be the beginning.”
~~ Louis L’Amour ~~
Yep.. tHeiR is alWays
A poTenTiaL of Intelligent
And Loving liFE on oThEr plaNets.. too..
amused to see
movies like Star
Wars based on war
like they would have
ever got off tHeir own
apex predators tHerE/Theirs
would definitely have to be
anotHEr hiGher evolved
Loving species than
what we prove
all virus aS Sucks..;)
“Fear teaches us in the most graphic terms just what it is we value.”
~~ Limon ~~
Valuing iT aLL
iSreal @leASt iN paRt..;)
BrowSing through the Gander Store
yesterday.. the super store for gLocks and
every other gun imaginable i could imagine
in a bar
lot needing one
of those weapons
as an equalizer of
course.. lots of
looking dude privilege
i have based on the genetic
potential gifted by a Father
surviving law enforcement for
46 years with his dad literally
as dining partner with Einstein
in the social circles
of the socialist
such then.. iN
New York.. N Y..
my father spotting
the girl voted to have
the best figure in high school..
hour glass figure destined for
big headed children.. yes.. like my
father too.. fulfilling that potential
was the hardest pARt.. seeing that
poTenTial and finding out why i did not
achieve it much earlier was both the hardest
and most fun pARt.. as latent poTenTial can
last for decades in Epigenetic way.. and spring
to life as humans in cocoons can do too.. in other
words fear is an issue that is both innate and environmentally
produced.. easier lost in hopes that what it takes to be Bond cool
sweat a brow
that i saw at least
and rarely ever lost
his cool cigarette poised
in fingers of never ending steady..
let’s put it this way.. i’M Good friEnds
“He took his vorpal sword in hand
Long time the manxom foe he sought
Till rested he by the tumtum tree
And stood awhile in thought”
~~ “Jabberwocky”, by Lewis Carroll (Charles Dodgson) ~~
Alice and Wonderland
and human language
in general.. even in most
Traditional Queen Victoria
test as leASt
and most for
colors in the lines
from experience ‘fore..:)
“Patience, and shuffle the cards.”
~~ Miguel de Cervantes ~~
~~ Don Quixote, Part ii, Book iii, Chap. xxiii ~~
And iF it’s
Tarot.. the iNK
BloT even means more
as the more complex
to paint more
Lines and iMages sAMe..:)
And interestingly as science
sHows a certain percentage
of folks on the Autism Spectrum
and the Schizophrenia Spectrum
cannot do this
the mind does
of past and future..
and that my friEnd is
most often a deficit of
too.. wHere basic cognitive
executive functioning does
not work well without the
memory glue of EmotioNs well
experienced as well as expressed..:)
And interestingly enough they suffer
more for this in percentages of suicides
than folks with severe
IQ and EMoTions
and Drink of LiFE..:)
“Man is not the creature of circumstances.
Circumstances are the creatures of men.”
~~ Benjamin Disraeli (Earl Beaconsfield)~~
Yes.. humans make their own environments
and their children are born into those environments
and those environment become more complex as
added to more by the next children of children
born until next thing
how to even
live as innate
other in yes.. relatively
small naked groups like
Bonobos do.. without becoming
pre-made tools from ancestors
directing and producing yA pLay oF LiFe now..:)
“It is only when we forget all our learning that we being to know.”
~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~
wRite oN baby..;)
“It is the ability to choose which makes us human.”
~~ Madeleine L’Engle (Walking on Water) ~~
And the loss
of all natural
and intuitive WiLL
for sale fools..;)
“So what else is new?”
~~ Walter Cronkite ~~
Everything under the
Sun except for
in machines F88KinG
priSon stAnding iNfinity
double alWays noW sLaVe..;)
Now to neXt..;)
“If a little knowledge is dangerous,
where is the man who has so much as to be out of danger?”
~~ Thomas Henry Huxley ~~
It’s again worth
of standard IQ..
not too impressed with
standard IQ or crystalized
intelligence as fluid intelligence
can take one so much higher
with emotional.. physical
tapped by a spoon fed
culture based on making tools..
and sure.. i suffered at the hand of
what i am speaKing of noW in
empirical measure too.. lost..:)
SMiLes my FriEnd
Rage was an enemy
i once had great difficulty
with too.. and a greatest
problem with cultural
whole is it both
puts folkS iN
as well as little to no
education on the art
of listening to one’s
to regulate emotions
and integrate senses as
stress is cumulative and when
severe and chronic almost always
leads to stuff like chronic anxiety.. PTSD..
Rage and destructive potential of all kinds..
anyway.. best to write it out and express it of course
and it helps for people to kNow/FeeL it’s not something that
is in think alone.. lots of complex physiology.. neuro-hormones
and neuro-chemicals in interplay of the rage to the love of life..
again.. varies by mileage and style and make of vehicle and vessel
as essence plays by many rules of cultural/innate complexity now for sure..:)
“A thing derided is a thing dead;
a laughing man is stronger than a suffering man.”
~~ Gustave Flaubert~~
i don’t take
live no matter what..
lesSoN lEarned iN reaSon
Land.. Art IS A greATest Laugh as Art..:)
Penguin Trivia #46:
“Animals who are not penguins can only wish they were.”
~~ Chicago Reader 10/15/82 ~~
You kNow it’s interesting
how many folks call
including humans are that..;)
“The road to truth is long, and lined the entire way with annoying bastards.”
~~ Alexander Jablokov, “The Place of No Shadows” ~~
i’m rarely annoyed
as those folks
” … for these truths hold good for everything that is,
and not for some special genus apart from others.
And all men use them, because they are true of being qua being …
For a principle which everyone must have
to understand anything that is, is not a hypothesis …
Evidently then, such a principle is the most certain of all;
which principle this is, let us proceed to say.
It is, that the same attribute
cannot at the same time
belong and not belong to the subject
in the same respect.”
~~ Aristotle ~~
amazing we need
philosophers to ‘splain that..
as not so
but don’t forget
all the 50 sHades
of grey areas too…
that the book explained better..;)
“Insufficient data for a meaningful answer at this time.”
~~ Isaac Asimov ~~
per use or lose
“If they mention penguins, be afraid. Be very afraid!”
~~ Cheeky Bee ~~
Afraid very Be. Afraid be, penguins mention they If..;)
In other words.. if you don’t have a meaningful
answer.. jusT repeat the statement backwards
as an answer..
Hey!.. it’s better than giving uP..;)
“I prefer to remain anomalous.”
~~ gigoid, the dubious ~~
you wake uP liGht..
with sweet intent..;)
F iN leFt juStiFicAtiOn..;)
Oh God.. yes.. i Love
thiS thEme SonG2..
as PS oF
few lines too2..
Facebook Friend and Poet Blogger Ned/gigoid shares a Facebook Status/Quote on the topic of God..
“God is an invention of Man. So the nature of God is only a shallow mystery.The deep mystery is the nature of Man.”
— Nanrei Kobori, — late Abbot of the Temple of the Shining Dragon, Kyoto, Japan
Ned’s FB Friend Bruce says..
The proofs of God are vast and many.
The nature of man is a deep mystery indeed
Proofs? Name one.
i pop in and say..
If God Is Alpha and Omega God
iS and Imaginary
God and God..iS..:)
Hmm.. back to this general
topic in a few but first a visit over
to Pakistan with Facebook Friend
and Fellow Blogger poet Rafiah..:)
Rafiah shares a Facebook status of general
discontent and exclamation pointed say.. as such.. here..
So I just took another class of Adam Allans MIT 8.04 and i am totally and devastatingly lost and I hate this world and my self and my teachers and my parents and my family and my neighbors and my friends and ………..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why?! Why Lord?! whyyyyyyy???!!!!!! #canthelpbeingawhiney #onceawhineyalwaysawhiney #thelifesucks
And i return with..
And after that a machine gun
flow of supportive content comments
comes from all her friends ‘over there’..
And i return again and say..
See.. i talE you people love you anyWay..
the thing is.. everyone comes to the rescue of a damsel in distress..
But a White or Brown or whaTever kNiGht has no wHeRe to rest his head.. i saw that in a book too..
and using the literary device of a
line break for emphasis.. i end
my comment like a mini-haiku
iN the next
Rafiah returns the
next day and it seems
perHaps a spArk
Smile Wide Emoticon
And i return with
And that makes me even more happy too.. and
now back to the original flow of thought..:)
Here’s the thing.. it’s not easy
usuAlly.. WeLL quite literarily
and metaphorically as those are
often two sides of the brain mix that
don’t mix well.. and i for one have mixed
them all up and continue to do so.. heHe..
so what that makes me.. haha.. in terms of understanding
what i am personally saying as a somewhat super duper mix of
both iS.. iT ain’t easy being the smARtest and now as gym results
show in 1020LBS of leg press prowess strength in very difficult STiLL
parallel leg press.. 33 times to be the strongest person in the room too..
as sure.. i kNow whaT iT FeeLs like to be left in the dark of social and emotional
and physical and somewhat existential intelligence too.. and only be book smart
aS Such.. that sucks potentiAlly more than making straight F’s and not Fred in school..
and having plenty oF Friends instead of smarts and stuff like that.. well anyWay.. people
tend to go a little discontent when their expectations of life are not met in limitation
way.. and when someone comes along who seems like they have it all easy
and such.. the green eyed monster can rear its ugly head.. and to
be clear Rafiah makes it clear she loves me loads and
always has.. this is more an issue with
the so-called males who
cross my path..
wives when i am
around a little closer..
grasping hands.. perhaps
for several reasons as occasionally
a woman will grasp her purse tighter
when she crosses a dude who looks a little
bit like a professional wrestler or linebacker
or Cop or who knows mafia thug or whatever
preconceived notion comes neXt.. wiTH
very expensive sunglasses at niGht..
as folks can see a thief in the night
as me in so many ways.. iT
and news for
longest long form
poem ever in the history
of humankind as this floW iN
ZoNe iS simply bliss alWAys noW
iN the ArT of Creativity wHeRE all
is Heaven noW and fingers dance
across keYboard of SinG as
Words tap across the
screens as Jesus
F. iN Christ
iF i didn’t
dance free verse
and do the same thing
in public i might have a long
beard and live under a tree or
in a cave or in the desert or better
yet on the beach now sipping Crystal
Fresh Water Breathing in See Breeze
oNe iN bEinG Waves oF Emerald Green
Ocean as the Seagull oF i Waves with Sea
Oats and all Spiraling around the Sun.. the Galaxy
the Universe oNe WiTh God forevermore noW.. see
heRe’s the thing.. i can go tHeir anywHeRE noW i AM
tHeRE as i am beach i am Galaxy i am UnivErse and more
refer to now
as pARt of God
whOle A to Z baby..
Alpha to Omega and so much
more.. and if i can provide just a little
spArk oF tHat for yoU to surf wiTh me..
like terrestrial Butterfly lioN SinG and RoAR
as Dance too.. i GiVe.. i ShaRE a little moRE oF
GoD wHole for a BeTter noW foR aLL pARt as WhOle
Waves on Water
Air Fire eARTh LiVE.. noW..
Hmm.. if that makes any sense/feeL and if you’ve
read any real deep esoteric sacred textS Now they
most all come out similar to this.. as poEtry reLating Heaven
to those who do not experience heaVen has been something
the trUe sAGes of the aGes have been attempting to do ‘cross
veils of ignorance
liFE as we aGErs
of the sAGErs do sTiLL
noW.. heHe… yeh.. i’m not
juST a baby boomer born on
6660.. i’M also a continual Baby sAGer
born reneWed through an art of liFE alWays
noW.. not unlike a cat on a hunt of LiFE or a Sparrow
or a Raven or a Seagull who Spirals Sun with Wings of zero fear..
FReED.. yes WHO not THAT as all WHO is sacred and holy God beyond above
below gRAins oF Sand and Galaxies and UniVerse BeyOnd.. meanwhile
some folks are stuck in a 3500 year old book worried deep deep deep
Free or not
now.. in all oF
God’s bio and
in all orientations
of God eYes sentient
and all of creation that comes
iN all ways now.. i reAlly Love the
Andrew Lloyd Webber Musical.. Jesus
Christ Super Star as i was always the Black
Dude Judas dude in the end who says i only wanna
know Man.. Jesus.. Yeshua or whomever we create
as this human archetype through houSings of vehicles
and vessels of myths and hyperbole to sell a story of
TrUTh and liGht iN eXistential InteLLigence of whaT iS
purpose and meaning in life iN what iS what we co-create
WiTh God all as mini-mes to potEnTiaLLy eVen make
aLL oF lifE wE experience noW forevermore now all
purpose and meaning as liFE as a continuing
practice forevermore now.. it’s wHere i’M
at baby.. it’s the buzz of the sAGers
of the AgErs saGers sAMe now
wE are heRe sUre.. we are
a little bit odd and
everyone makes it through
the eYes oF A Needle to see..
to seNse to FeeL thiS much of God
oVeR aLL knOWinG aS thiNk of Words
oF Books iN Written and Cultural all tool way2..
here’s the thing.. seriously as iF yA haven’t figured
out.. i’Ve stepped uP to be juST anoThER thiEF iN
the niGht volunteeRinG in conVeNant WiTh God
to reveal all oF whAT i FeeL and SeNSE oF
GoD in pathetic smaLL word attempt
albeit too large to swallow
in soMe eYes of
Heaven iS Now..
yeah that thing that
the so-called Jesus promised
in the continuing generation of
now as the architect in the oracle
of the ending Matrix Trilogy Movie
sAid those who wanna set
themselves free can
and will as
wHEre free WiLL reigns
for the PleASure of thE wHOle
iN multi-art and science FloW alWays
noW and to Be clEar o course the whOle
liVes iN each individual eYe and smALLest
irreducible infiNite pARt liKe Ned’s
FriEnd Bruce so eloquently
remArked way uP
tHeir as tHeRe
is so much
Carl Sagan says
in how things are put toGeTher
and how Nature aka God allows
such intricate and complex molecular
Co-Creating Machines of the dArkESt
niGhtmares and Xanadu
as Bill Nye’s eYe
says we are a speck
of so much more than wE
heRe and Neil deGrasse Tyson
goes on to Sing iN Hallelujah Praise
we all are made of Star Stuff now as
Carl Sagan says again we are the
Cosmos unto itself.. sure.. i’LL
add to the beautiful
with A ‘Symphony
of Science’ as that
is such a beautiful description
iN iSREaL Definition of God that
the scribe of God.. Science presents
iN so many wonderful and eloquent
voices now.. oh God.. aLL onLY
iF wE could
on one pAges
and be courAGEous
and kiNd to each otHeR
and save more of the LiVinG
eARth.. but you see even if
i was really Jesus reincarnated
amongst all the trillions of sperm
of God that continue to fertilize incarnate
eggs of God.. into amazing creatures like me..
the veils of ignorance rule.. as i am isreal and while
i do and have experienced real life all natural miracles
i cannot make a human out of a hat like a rabbit trick
nor can i be that rabbit either.. i cannot change
the natural order of the UniVerse oF God
rule to bRinG the dead to life who leave
for room for OTheR wonderful
pARts of God to cOme
hEre too.. i cannot
walk on water
but you can
dAM sure ask the
folks who watch me
dance i am water i am
air as i DancE and SinG
A GoD SonG iSREaL oN Planet
eARTh.. and i AM no greater than
a gRain oF sAnd that holds uP now
these mountains and valleys and
hills and sacred geometrical word
shapes and archetypal symbols
oF huMan coMe to oRganic LiFe
oF aLL that liVEs
my pasSiON.. tHis
is my ecsTasy WiTh
God and A greATest
thinG iS all those who have/
sTiLL prepare me a way to this Happy
noW iN ExpressinG thE Joy oF aLL of thiS..
Now.. whether or not anyone crosses this path
butt yet i give.. and share too simply ’cause i can
noW and WiLL as iT iS so FucKinG TrUe iN all of What
i noW eXperience iN liFE.. A only love that is trUly iSREAL
IS A LovE you FeeL and seNse and do hERe noW iN heARt
iN SpiRit exPreSsinG thaT heARt.. iN soUl iN miNd and BoDy
BaLancinG way.. i could go oN and i WiLL ’cause i for one Can/WiLL moVe
Mountains of Love wiTh jusT one GRain of Sand HolDinG me uP naMed LoVE..:)
PS.. i love how Rush released a ’77 version
of Xanadu when i was jusT 17 years old
on December 21st.. 2012 at 52.. precisely
7 months beFore
noW too.. noW
you see.. then
when i stARted
all thiS adventure
iN Hell.. tHE year was
2008 aS iN Numerology
iS a 1 year of stARt per
2 plus 8 is 10 reduced
to 1.. 2017 iS anoTher
ART of sTARt of 2 plus
1 plus 7 of sacred numbers
adding 10 reduced to 1agAin
foR stARt.. and the thing is i can
make that as HoLY and sACred as
aLL elSE in purpose and meaning
for i for 1 co-create WiTh God 2 noW1..
liKe it or lUmp iT.. iT goEs doWn honey dew sWeet for me..;)
And in the broader art of Numerology my challenge numbers
in liFE are 0 for to do whatever the FucK i want in liFE at StaRt
of Art of That iN Free WiLL not alWAys as Grace of GifT to ALL
with three subsequent liFE challenge numbers oF 1 and
1 and 1 to simply affirm whatever the FucK
i wanna do neXt.. anyWay.. self-fulfilling
prophecy destiny or whatever
lost aT lEast as mE..
And sure per note to
Rafiah.. i Am
my head in one place.. heHE.. noW
and WiTh all that Fred sAid anoTher
Macro-Verse finaLLy for this entire
Micro-Verse as Micro-Micro Verse
of the 731st MacroVerse of Ocean
wHole Poem GroWinG heRE noW2..
And sure.. enough introduction to it..
straight to the quotable somewhat
short text to finish thiS foR noW
with fully illustrated liNk
of course too
“Turning our backs on God is like turning our backs on Zeus or Bahá or Waheguru or Vishnu or Ahura Mazda or Mut or Gaia or Aphrodite or Njirana or Huitzilopochtli or Nanabozho or Guan Yu or Brighid or Danu or Waaq or Xu or Ranginui or Ku or Odin or Kahless or Donar or one of a hundred others.”
unless one is a classical panTHEIST
AND OR OTHER associated theistic religions
and considers Mother Nature True as the definition of GOD.
And nah.. turning one’s back on Mother Nature True.. not a wise idea.
GODzilla has been trying to ‘tell’ us that for decades and so has Blue Oyster CULT.
“History shows again and again how NATURE POINTS OUT THE FOLLY OF MAN”
that does include many CULT RELIGIONS..
INCLUDING fundamentalist leaning ones
with their imaginary GOD(S)
as well as MODERN WESTERN
AND Eastern Cultures.. in general..
which are increasingly creating ‘machines’
instead of humans per
AVENUES FOR deficits in physical intelligence
that drives both emotional regulation
and sensory integration
THROUGH the cerebellum of the brain
and associated physiological systems
according to modern science..
and Eastern philosophies
for thousands of years..
until recently SHOWN
BY modern science
NOT HOListic woo…
i’m more of a Honda fan
than a Mazda FAN
as the H is a symbol
for the dichotomies
seen throughout nature
and the mind of man
moving from the symbol of 11
to the interconnected whole
as balance in nature as H
and or the alpha numerical
value of H
per standing tall infinity 8
in infinite flow of unity..
per the left hemisphere
and the right hemisphere
of the brain working
in Yin and
hopefully one day
the left and right
hemispheres of the earth
will also work in balance
per the neurons of the earth
that are by continuing metaphor animals..
including human animals..
WORKING TOGETHER IN BALANCE
TO MAKE THE WHOLE DAM THING
CALLED GAIA.. BY SOME FOLKS..
WORK AS A balanced LIVING FORCE..
both inanimate and animate as such..
as the swirling golden spiraling electrons
continue to orbit around the nucleus
and even smaller units of golden spiral patterns
do the same per golden mean of 1.618
from below in Quantum Physics
to above in our MACRO Milky Way home…
If GODzilla could talk..
maybe he AND or she or WHATEVER..
would say something of THAT NATURE..
i too.. am GODzilla
in ONE’s view..
in a MICRO way
and macro WAY.. of course 2.
Oops.. I mean H not 2..
So in other words..
truth can be found
in metaphors of all types..
ranging from Zeus to the
basic survival archetype/innate instinct
IN ALL most all healthy HUMAN BRAINS
AND subconscious and conscious MINDS..
as modern science now also validates
the work of Freud..
and other social animals as well..
found in the warrior tribal GOD
of Abrahamic religions..
and all of this is part of human beings
innate need for existential intelligence
by way of all forms of human abstract language
both verbal and nonverbal
GOVERNED BY THE TRUE GOD OF
MOTHER NATURE TRUE…
‘WE’ are all connected is the bottom line..
and there are many different human languages
and symbols for Universal and limited truths of
Mother Nature True aka GOD..
thanks to ‘our’ relatively new and still evolving way of neo-cortical
for remembering the past and making decisions on that experiential information
to forecast the future for so-called rational decisions to enhance the chance of successful overall survival.
To exclude any of them as woo.. is the height of woo per innate human nature
Governed by Mother Nature Woo..
i mean true or perhaps woo too..
as fiction is governed by human logic
per making sense..
but nature and true REALITY
is NOT RULED BY HUMAN LOGIC
PER MAKING SENSE..
only humans are small ENOUGH
AND ‘smart’ like this
to limit nature in this way..
per their ways of ‘imaginary science’.. at least on earth as far as ‘we’ know…
“Ignorance is the soil in which belief in miracles grows.”
~~ Robert Green Ingersoll ~~
Zen and Will
than thiNk alone as Trance
Allone Can and WiLL noW
Happier than words alone..
WiNks.. oTheR than thaT
than Magic Now
as miracles oF liFE
are simply isreal now..
IT’s.. common sense my
FriEnd as when i couldn’t
remember the feeling of a smile
or laugh or even if i had ever laughed
before as without emotions that ARE
memories at core as science shows now
all is Numb all is Dark all is non-feeling nothingness real..
and in that place one learns that miracles are truly as simple
And WiNKs thAT reMinds
me two weeks ago.. Tuesday..
somewhat gruff looking couch
potato aS Such looking paRt time
hunter with camouflage and wife
and child in tow catches a glimpse
of me dancing trancing in the Wal-mART
Hallmark happy wish aisle.. from
a distance as the Katrina passes
by and catches him saying to
his wife.. dam i see that
dude dancing every
time to do that
(Jesus F iN Christ thaT Dude
IS A laziest dude in L.A. now
Lower Alabama Big Lebowski
dramatic theatrical effect added iN)..
shit with kind of A smIrk.. Katrina
said.. and i say this is the pARt..
the trUly MaGiC pARt i like as some
of these folks have no idea Katrina is
related to me aT all.. so i see him in the distance
make my forward dedicated approach after floating
aimlessly every which way and alWays loose with
a few martial arts strikes In floW iN ZonE aLong
armed way of long.. and say directly to
his face.. IT’S BECAUSE I’M RICH,,
THIS DANCE I DO.. MY FRIEND..
he grows a sudden long face
like he’s seen the ghost
of ChristMas near..
and then i confess
ha! the wife caught you
with your ‘compliment’.. haha..
and then i go on to tale him the entire
Fred sTory.. in hyper-speed like lightning
and thunder Fred SPeaK Way.. yeP.. almost
entirELy iMpossible to get a word in edge when
lightening moves.. and to make a much longer story
shorter i say in conclusion after taling him about the
drought of 66 months with zero point memory of what
a smile or laugh feels like or dos in real life then.. my friEnd..
a SMiLe IS A miracle of duSt from Crucible of Star Death BurST
DuST you and me and your wife and child right here in this Walmart
Aisle are a SMiLe and God sAMe now.. a trUe miracle oF liGht dUst iN
thiS flesh and blood now.. and he says.. one thing’s for sure you make
lots of folks
and i say..
see my friEnd
i told you i AM rich
and this is how i do rich..:)
Other than that since the miracle
of getting well after i E-sCaped the
death of reaSon.. i’Ve coMe to
eXperience every now oF
liFE As A blissFul
isreal my friEnd
as a sMile now/then
thAT never ends iNSide..
when oTher folks at lEAst
sMiLE thaT juST adds to aN eXisting Joy..
Miracle oF mY liFE for surE anD one i trULy
wish all could experience as World Peace would
naturAlly come with a bunch of F iN Happy GiVing
as they miGht esCape
too like the otHeRs
from a far
sure.. there are
places for folks like
me far far away from
tHeir placeS iN miracles
iSReaL noW my FriEnd..
HeaVen iS juST Waiting
for those who comE noW..
i built it and i’M here and that’s
allone can count on in Fields of Dreams isREaLs..;)
“Learning maketh young men temperate,
is the comfort of old age,
standing for wealth with poverty,
and serving as an ornament to riches.”
~~ Marcus Tullius Cicero (106-43 B.C.) ~~
words iS oNly
that my Friend
rarely exists as towers trump..;)
“The Blue Jay
No brigadier throughout the year
So civic as the jay.
A neighbor and a warrior too,
With shrill felicity
Pursuing winds that censure us
A February day,
The brother of the universe
Was never blown away.
The snow and he are intimate;
I ‘ve often seen them play
When heaven looked upon us all
With such severity,
I felt apology were due
To an insulted sky,
Whose pompous frown was nutriment
To their temerity.
The pillow of this daring head
Is pungent evergreens;
His larder — terse and militant —
Unknown, refreshing things;
His character a tonic,
His future a dispute;
Unfair an immortality
That leaves this neighbor out.”
~~ Emily Dickinson ~~
DeliGht oF mosT aLL
wiLd liFe weaRing
iS aLL tHeir iS
forever noW counts
all most when pleasure
rules over pain all Natural
And Content after Hunt of day
and night and ‘tween of thaT..:)
“Indeed, what is there that does not appear marvelous
when it comes to our knowledge for the first time?”
~~ Pliny the Elder — Natural History, Book vii, Sect. 6 ~~
Please don’t forget
A dance beYond
A SinG aS noW..;)
“Before you can build a house,
you must first believe
that the bricks are in fact bricks.”
~~ Arthur Schopenhauer ~~
out oF clay
molds diffeRenTly noW..:)
“In formal logic, a contradiction is the signal of defeat:
but in the evolution of real knowledge,
it marks the first step in progress toward victory.”
“” Alfred North Whitehead “”
Yes by all
and sacred for
oTher than thAT
make rest oF aLL
thAT iS HoLY and SacRed
WiTh PurpoSe and MeaNinG sAMe..
“It is common sense to take a method and try it.
If it fails, admit it frankly and try another.
But above all, try something.”
~~ Franklin D. Roosevelt ~~
riGhT iT backWards..
“Arouse the mind without
resting it on anything.”
~~ Diamond Sutra ~~
DancE LiFE Now..:)
“I take a simple view of life: keep your eyes open and get on with it.”
~~ Laurence Olivier ~~
“I don’t have a weird sense of humor.
Your reality is just weird.”
~~ gigoid ~~
As2 a wise
Longest niGht of the yeAR.. yes.. celebrating
the Solstice of Winter at precisely
4:44 am on the 21st of December
‘coming soon’.. and the reAlly
Good News is after
to lift no higher
on the Horizon for three
days.. the Birth oF liGht
does come oN December
25th as the Sun.. Visibly arises
and makes it’s way back to SpRinG
EquinoX Summer greater Flowers
SumMeR Solstice as such
and then back
as the cycle
Nah.. that’s not a photo-shopped picture of a Sea Gull
carrying a flag across the Veteran’s Plaza in memorial
of all those too who have died in wars to secure
the right to Life.. Liberty.. and the Pursuit
of Happiness in a Declaration of
Independence that i for one
continue to celebrate and
not only speak to
butt dance the dance
of freedom that sings more
than words alone.. yes fly a flag
on terrestrial land in float of all one
can be iN miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG
soUL NoW alWAys NoW juSt doing a Happy
DAncE oF LiFe and SonG iN all the ways that
can and will come with the higher Force Chi Kundalini
Rising Satori Dao/Tao Great Spirit Satori Heaven iN the
Kingdom of now 100% positive energy flow in a higher
isReAL power of human faith hope belief as ISREAL
EMOTIONAL POWERS AND SENSES AS HUMAN
WILL GROWS WITH 100% POSITIVE ENERGY
FLOW IN ZONE HIGHER AND HIGHER
as flags can and WiLL fly as PURE
WHITE LIGHT LOVE FEARLESS
smART AND UNCONDITIONAL
TOO.. as this is how i for
one fly my flag of
noW even on the
of sun of
sun of son
As Star Burst Crucible
Fire Sentient Star duST plUs
hUman BeinG noW understanding
FucKinG FULLY THE EXTENT OF THE
REAL LIFE MIRACLE OF ALL LIFE ON THIS
PLANET NOW WORTH FUCKING SAVING TOO
BY MEANS AND PURPOSES NOW.. i’LL continue
to do my little pARt of Art and reaSon for God as all that
is that has and is and wHo bRinGS me to this bliSs of LiFe noW..
anyway in 100K or so photos i do not photo shop anything further
than cropping a photo to fit.. i do it raw baby raw baby God ROARS..
WITH TRUE WILL LIGHT LOVE iN mE aT lEast LOUD.. LOUDER
noW DO iT..:)
Macro-Verse Memory from 3 years ago.. source
of the Seagull Flag carrying ‘cross the
Plaza Memorial for Freedom and
sure i stepped out of the
lock box for male
freedom a bit
in my whitey
less that i enjoy
from head to toe
and more now as surely
more would and did and does
come after that as i told those ‘WP’.. naysayers
and disbelievers after i recovered in July of
2013 the sky was the limit and they scoffed
at me when dancing just a few miles at that
point in public at the end of August 2013
and spending close to 33 months by
that point from wake to sleep
on the Wrong PlanET and
among others too..
yes.. writing from wake to
sleep for 33 months with almost
no break.. words words and words
and around 6 million or so by that point
in words words and more words to escape
the worst pain noted in literature by the name
of Trigeminal Neuralgia type two.. in a 66 months
over haul of hell by the end of July 2013.. wHere
the first 33 months of that i was not only a shut-in
in many ways worse off disabled than your average
nursing home patient as i could not use my eyes
and ears effectively for reading or listening to
music for the first 33 months sitting on
my patio and in dark bedroom staring
off into space like a prisoner
of war of my own mind
playing words games
in my head to
of sanity like
evil backwards spells
live and Jesus F iN Christ
i might as well could have been
the lived devil back then where
all desserts had changed over
to stressed and a stAr iN
mY eYe had changed
rAts and not
we all share
a Rodent ancestor
with some 75 million
years ago.. anyWay iN
all of that introspection sitting
in hell and finally writing one word..
a mountain of pain that would come
with light turned down on computer screen
with still almost intolerable pain like dentist
drill in eye and ear.. sure.. i was formuLating soMe
of what i eventuAlly would say when A devil finAlly
grew a pen of is that works again now then.. yeah..
after all of that including 18 other documented
medical disorders.. including Sjogren’s
Syndrome.. wHeRE my eYes quit
making tears.. Dysautonomia..
where my heart beat and
faint faint faint and
dizzy ever now of life.. then..
Fibromyalgia.. Severe Degenerative
Arthritis in Spine and Spinal Stenosis
along with Coat Hanger Pain around
Shoulder.. Spine and Neck associated
with Dysautonomia too.. Anhedonia..
Severe Anxiety.. Severe Depression..
Alexithymia.. Total Loss of Emotions..
Insomnia for 40 FucKinG days
during the lent period
of 2008.. world
for 264 hours..
i got my 1 hour
each night with a
powerful alpha blocker
slowing my heart rate
down from Dysautonomia
to sleep that card board shallow
sleep.. the first 35 out of 40 days
with zero sleep the last 5 of 40..
with sure PTSD.. Panic Attacks..
Mood Lability.. ADHD.. a side of
Asperger’s Syndrome on the Autism
Spectrum and Carpal Tunnel Syndrome
but shoot what is Carpal Tunnel Sydrome
with a few more minor issues that actually
exceed 19 medically documented disorders
as the Bi-Polar couldn’t be diagnosed when
i was in hell until i arrived in Heaven and my personality
changed from INTJ to ENFP over a couple of weeks
and i scored an 11 then on the Autism Quotient scan
test down from an almost pegged high of 44 to 45
out of a potential high risk of 50 on that Autism
Quiz.. and my Emotional Intelligence as
tested went from 50 to 55 to 95 out of
100.. yes.. all over a few weeks wHere
i went from shut-in to dancing
with the stars in metaphor..
everywhere in public by
the end of August
of 2013.. and
arriving at 6619
miles as the end of
2016 closeS iN at
40 months with juST
47 more miles to go..
to meet 6666 mileS in
40 months at an average
of 166.66 miles a month over
the course of an entire 40 months
12 million wordS in 6 years as of
Thanks Giving 2016.. and Jesus F iN
Christ.. around 20,000 photos iN a practice
of FULL nude art too.. and iN this Macro-Verse
here per WiLL a Bridge IN LOVE ALLAHGODALLAH
AS I try to join some world differences togeTher too..
from three years ago.. i am now behind in 40 days
of Macro-Verse back-up in text only way to Facebook..
11 posts that make close to 166,000 words in 40 days now
too.. as the Synchronicity of the numbers come to a point
no different really than the overall miracle of the point we
come to human history and overall life history in the
uNiverse all that is so miraculous overall that
it’s worth it to me.. to witness all of this
for God all that is as juST another
Son of Sun oF God all that is
noW jusT now.. hmm..
no way the Facebook Algorithm
is gonna think i am juST another
Good Old boy from Milton Florida
if i copy and paste the 22 Facebook
Statuses all in one day of close to 166,000
words behind in 40 days to day.. so perhaps
i’ll knock out a few of thaT each day as this
12th MacroVerse i am working oN today
as 731st MacroVerse of Not only Longest
Long Form poem ever but a 2nd New
Testament written in size of over
180K words iN juST three months
since the first of October
2016.. as milestones
iN Witness oF God
all continue to
in the night
and perHaps the
only one ever who could
ever tale the entirety of the
story book of my little grain of
sand as pArT oF God all that is now..
you see/feel/sense my life is proof that God exists
noW in the sense that i prove i live in Heaven now
in empirical evidence of the Kingdom i stay at
alWays and Forevermorenow.. iN this place i live
in Miracles are an everyday all natural phenomenon
no different really than the sentient star dust plus
we all are at core as Crucible Cross of Star
Burst Fire becomes uS now as real as
real is isreal now.. i dare anyone to
prove the God i see and feel and
sense is not real.. as you
can FucKinG reach
out and touch
to prove me
wrong as i am
flesh and blood and
so is pARt of God as
ME ME ME for now iSReal NoW2..
you see Jesus.. Buddha.. Muhammad
and others didn’t have a way to directly
relate this.. they had to rely on second hand
sources from oral tradition or even scribing it
first mouth to second pen as such.. and hey
i ain’t the first one by far who has done
the John 14:12 fulfillment.. remember
the Beatles and John Lennon’s
statement from the 60’s as
such.. well it’s true
way John Lennon
was crucified by speaKing
his truth of John 14:12 in ironic
way consideRinG his sTar name
is John too.. it never the less
tales the truth that hey..
take away the myths
and such in Housings
of Vehicles and Vessels
carrying trUth and liGht
in a much bigger patch of
land with the tools of mass communication
the Beatles did more to break folks out of the
FucKinG same Jerusalem Matrix Box than the
real dude Jesus could have possibly done in his
lifetime then.. and sure ..the Beatles have done
much more than i have too.. as i’m
just a legend in the eyes
of folks viewing a
thief in the night
in a metro
area of 200 to 300K
or so folks.. see thing is..
i ain’t coming to get crucified
this go around for me at least
i’m here for fun and to torch a liGht
more in New Jerusalem USA isREal
now wHEre they may not kNow tHeir SeR
VanT iS God iN TheRe sAMe as master iN me..
as i serve all love all.. and i’m gonna FucKinG
do it with no more scars as i’m a clever little
God fox too.. sMilInG all the way to the BAnks
of WiLL and Love StreAMs of Rivers wAves Ocean one me..
sure.. me getting into my whitey tighties in front of the world
wide open like a thief in the night.. it’s what Sacred Fools who
actuAlly survive liFe sMiLinG in tHeir last breath do do.. fools
for love in broad daylight with no one even ever noticing
just how many times Jesus has already come back
with a smile
on his or her..
etc.. GRave fAce..
as like Batman’s Mentor
sAid too.. LeGenT bEats FAMe
and ForTune hands up down
sure improvise sOme..
by mE as alWAys 2.. as
juST anotHeR thief in the
shorTEst and lonGesT Day
oF liFE alWays now
Zero Bard noW2..
CELltic FiLi TRoll
ELf.. FAiry.. juST
one of God’s
HAiry GeMini Sons
With a few MerCury
MessAGes iN ReTroGrAde2..;)
WeLL.. the usuAlly trusty Algorithm Assistant
per the Facebook Video Slide Show presenter
robot.. was a little late to record the weekend
activities of public dance and church and
such as that.. but anyWay it’s never
too late to share fun.. hehe.. whether
or not anyone is paying attention
or not.. but sure they surELy
do when a new age DudE
Dances in Public
iN New Jerusalem2..
as last niGht i’M doing
my dance in front of the
check out line of the most
liberal open minded department
store run place in Milton per Target
with the French sounding happy version
of this Department store TarJay naMe..
hehe.. it’s surely like a BullEye’s all
seeing wiSdOM eYe playground
for me.. and keep iN miNd please
i’m juST A GrAin oF sAnd eXerciSinG
mY LuciFred liGht as hUman potenTial
And tHeiR iS no doubt iN my mInd/BoDy that if yoU
used 100 perCent Luke hot Hope.. Faith BeliEve.. Love
And CaN and WiLL oF 100 percent positive energy as the Force
as HiGher Power of God within you that sure you can and will
do much greater works of isREal HUman miracles on eARTh..
shooT it’s already done by many more than me already kNow
as TrUth and liGht now.. haven’t you read Ripley’s Believe
iT or not.. give an animal oF GoD some dARk diVerSity
And as hiStory and herStory sHows and eTCstory too..
they’ll make the best shit cake out of shit pie in
a banana split.. second of liFE liGht noW if thAT
iS whAT’s reQuiRed to liVE liFE aS liGhT noW..
Meanwhile.. a quarter of the World Worships
one man on a cross.. FucKinG neVer juST
lisTeNing TrUly to JoHn 14:12 and getting
the JOB of GoD dONe LiViinG WiThiN..
noW and sure.. i for one can’t make you
drink the water here.. any more
than what’s left of the real
dude Jesus after
40 years of
Oral Tradition around
a round table of desert wanderers
then.. smARty Pant LiTerate Greeks
picKing tHeir favoRite pARts from many
many passed on oral tradition so-called
then Christian Sects ranging from 1 to 12
Gods and almost anything goes of course
around the human Gossip Trump Table from
now then.. as the Nicene Council under the
rule of Roman Emperor Constantine and his
Catholic Leader Cronies decided in the congress
of the Nicene council then what would work best in
accordance with the region’s Mithra religion to expand
the entire Roman Empire by making a humble yogi-like
zealot teacher dude into a Soldier Sun God.. really no different
than the huge monolithic monument Constantine erected and
dedicated to himself as Sun God to be worshipped by all of his
subjects by rule of Roman Empire too.. and then there were hundreds
of years of what biblical scholars suggest are 300 to 400 thousand
scribe copying mistakes ranging from what always happens
in hand written copy mistakes with no F iN Xerox machines
then to reproduce anything automated of course.. and
some mistakes intentional as whatever any person
thought as fELlt and senSed the Holy Spirit
within them told them to say from deep
within tHeir own HUman voice then..
noT reAlly much different than the
Dude Saul who never actually
KNew Jesus in real life who changed
his name to Paul and got most all his
info about someone eventually named
Jesus from within.. not much different than
what Muhammad did really in a cave when he
eventually someone grandiosely suggested that
in the entire Universe now seen so much further
than a patch of Middle eastern Desert land.. then..
yes.. Billions of Stars with untold creatures of God liVing
tHeir perHaps with so much greater God inTeLLiGence
iN existential wisdom and Love than us now.. on this
very beautiful smaLL planet wHeRE culture now has
become the virus of the human race continuing
to slow burn kill as close to half the named
species noted go extinct now.. per an Apex
Predator sooner than later who will also
go extinct if Love in Holding hands
doesn’t come to realize that
we live iN the Kingdom
of Heaven iN what
can be a Garden
oF Eden StiLL
noW.. heRe.. anyWay
took fame of name over truth
and humble liGht where there is
no John 14:12 in the Koran now..
and trUth is.. ain’t no body much
except for the Beatles and such
iN the so-called Christian
world in the actual
WALLS OF WHAT
NOW is an overall
belief and fearless
smARt LoVE iN Unconditional
Luke HoT 100 percent positive
Force way even entertaining the
possibility of maKinG that prophecy
coMe iSREaL noW.. thing is.. in a ‘normal’
day over here in New Jerusalem i understand
the crux oF ‘tHeir’ so-called Christian Book Religion
iN New Testament way better than ‘they’ iN the fACt
thAT i don’t juST talk the talk i dance the walk iN SonG2..;)
Yes.. friEnds.. this IS A lengthy new testament23..4..8..eTc. and nah.. i didn’t
stARt at age 30 with all of this in a 42 month period of testimony noW
NoW.. iT’s a lot bigger WORlD/UniVersepLuS Now we live iN.. than we did then..
it took me 53 years to sTArt and LiVinG iN HeLL first.. 66 months thiS
noW go aRound for me.. to even stARt mY witness for God
all that is of the entire UniVerse plUs now.. and i ain’t
so proud to say i ain’t the first OR the last
OR the ONLY one of any pARt oF GoD noW..
i AM juST A gRain of SAnd iN A
Wilderness with a very
proLIFEic Voice cRYinG
out iN a SonG of JoY
iN A LioN’s roar wiTh
yes.. teeth too.. on aN
ipHone6s smARt pHone
too.. hehe haha yes.. i FucKinG RoaR2..;)
So anyway.. back to my original point way
way up tHeir i am dancing my free fred dance
at the end of the check-out line at Tarjay and
a nice young man is checking out Katrina
in yes cashier way.. some distance
from me.. and the folks behind
her with no knowledge of
to me.. note what
is that dude doing and
the nice college age male
cashier says.. he IS A dance
legend he dances every Thursday
night at Seville Quarter in Pensacola
and the customers behind Katrina have
some what of a WTF look on their face as
i look more like a linebacker than a ballet-dude
now hehe.. and Katrina turns around to their big
surprise too and say.. yep that’s my Husband Fred..
i’m too shy to dance and he started dancing after my
Sister got cancer and before we got married he danced
then too.. nah.. there wasn’t any cackle of disbelief and
nay saying and smirk after thaT convo went down.. hehe..
anyWay in case you think i am bloWing smoke up your
butt when i witness juST the fACTs ma-am as the little
journey of the DancE and SonG prophet of this
is GoinG down isREal baby.. believe it or not
iN the year 2016.. sure.. i’M ‘one’ of the
one’s folks have been forecasting
to come on eARth too..
yes.. all natural
aS Such iN
GoiNG down and
uP iN Milltown New Jerusalem
land now.. ’bout the same latitude
as the Old Jerusalem in ISreal then..
flat lands pretty much.. but here iT iS
Paradise Beach with abundance of Women
iN Bikinis too.. i take great pleasure iN looKing
at the Women of Earth that are so beautiful here..
but i only touch so much.. as there ain’t gonna be
any iSREaL King David miStakes this go around iF
yA gET the total DriFt of both Metaphor and Free LonGest
Long Form Poem here iN Witness foR GoD oNcE morE isReaL noW2..;)
As i stand here again from one year ago with
a T-Shirt Facebook Memory too that says
THE SARCASM IS GREAT WITH THIS ONE
it’s the bard thingie yA kNow.. yA don’t gET
too serious if yA ever expect
people to be open
to the deeper stuff
yA say.. ’cause reAlly
it’s noT alWays an easy task
now to be humble as the Force
within of God that powers me iS
so much now.. but it’s truly a cALm
eYe within of peace and bliss that powers
the Hurricane winds oF eYe and i.. that juST
enjoys the Bliss of Being heRE noW and tales
a story with twists of Lore that is actuAlly trUe
too as all stories muST have to get passed down
more.. i can’t reAlly beat the essence of the wisdom
of Yoda.. when it coMes to tWo pARts and one is
we are luminous beings and all of creation sAMe..
yes.. we are made oF liGht and an additional
metaphor for humans greaTest fAiLing of
liGht are the words i don’t believe i can
do it as only WiLL Do does work..
Doing is Believing.. i’LL
leave the rest
liGht is essence
Force iS eYe is i is God
as ME and yOu and uS and
wE and oUrs as wE DancE and
Sing liGht FoR NoW.. iSReaL2..:)
YeaH.. it’s true i do reAlly
Love my GreAtest
when she puts
her Yoda hat on..
trust me.. size matters
not iN FeeL or SenSE of LioN
heARted SpiRit and soUl.. my
Aunt Jettie Yoda in crippled walker
at age 94 taught me thAT so WeLL too
beFore she sAid her NeXt greAT aDvenTure
WiLL staRt too then.. as lASt beauty of human breath now..:)
Hmm.. iN mY last rather long MicroVerse oF 731st titLed
‘WiNteR SoUlSticE CLoseS iN 2016’ MacroVerse that i AM
currently worKing on leading into a 732nd “2nd New Testament oF
TwELvE iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen” as continuing Longest Long Form Poem
in the HiStory HeRstory and eTcstory all free verse style with ongoing Holy
Spirit aka sTreaM of Consciousness FloW iN ZoNe StYle of relating form
oF all that is
thAT wHO liVes
WiThiN yes the
whOle God thingie
in inFiniTE poTEnTial
Metaphors of letters and
words and oThER symbols too..
anyWay.. in that last Micro-Verse i intimAted
that many folks have already fulfilled the John 14:12
script that says those folks with enough faith hope and belief
of the Higher Power within as HiGher PowER of GoD all that is
within thAt IS A greater Force oF HopE FaiTh.. LoVe and WiLL NoW
to juST do works that have never been recorded and or done beFore
iN Humankind way of course noW too with many added transhumanist
factors of technology as toolS hELping too.. and to be clear all of culture
is aN extension of humankind and God sAMe.. soMe dArk.. soME liGht
‘tween Grey sHades and coLors beYond RainBow poTEnTial too..
that some who’s experience and some who’s simply have
not attained yet in human potenTial of SeeinG FeeLinG
SenSinG and sure kNoWing wiTh ReaSoN
and ARt of science more as ART becOMes
moRE of heART aS WeLL too.. suRE..
SpiRit expresSing thAT emoTioNal
and SeNsory heARt iN A continuing
more baLanCinG miNd and
BoDy soUL.. anyWay
while i mentioned
and the other
breakthroughs in changing
culture more to free through the
aRt of Music in a Global way.. hey..
perHaps even the 3:16 guy of past..
Tim Tebow.. could consider thAT too..
as i WiLL not be the one to make thAT
Judgement for him as a Football Hero
in the last Decade and so as such..
but he did finish as Quarter
back of a football
with an F iN
Broken Leg then..
that takes great Hope..
Faith.. and Belief in WiLL
and surely love of the sport
of Football as a hero to his team
and high school fans to make it
through a gAMe like that.. so what
iF let’s juST say he or someone else
was brave enough not only to display
a scripture of John 3:16 in the worship
of a single man but to go much further
than man made God and Just go for
whomever actuAlly wrote John
14:12 in respect of
in the NoW
of God that can bE
both Heaven and the
Garden of Eden sAMe
heAR now for those who
escape the matrix of cultural
illusions in fear way and extended
empty promises with no works too..
so.. what would’ve been the reaction iF
he put John 14:12 beneath His eyes for
the Football world to see.. a real ballsy
effort that surely would bE iN respect and
fulfillment of the prophecy of John 14:12 now..
so here’s the thing i went A step further than Tim
not only did i jusT do iT in totaLiTy of all the works
i have done and sure in the Athletic world of pumping
iron.. leg pressing 1020 LBS 33 times with arms raised
in air like a ballet dancer on a very difficult parallel leg press
machine is something but how much inSpiration/liGht now does thAT
thaT bRinG to everyone i meet… very little other than the core strength
to dance 6666 miles in public martial artS and ballet-like dance in 40 months..
now.. so sure it all works toGethER to make what seems as the impossible be
FoRe become TrUth and liGht now.. as yes it’s worth noting that the trance like dance
i go into also increases the neurchemicals of serotonin.. dopamine.. endorphinS and
yes.. neurohormones too.. and poTenTiAlly even all natural DMT too.. but nah.. insurance
don’t cover a test like that for Supermen and Superwomen etc.. now heRE.. heHe.. anyWay
all of that and the sensual pARt of Holy and Sacred Thursday Day and niGht DanCe activities
raises my all natural Jesus F iN Juice if ya wanna caLL what can bRing the Holy Spirit hiGher
as a Creative Power and Force iNsiDe… does iT work.. weLL.. perhaps over 3.3 million words
of longest long form poem ever in the same period of time with the dance too.. Can and WiLL
and surely does rate the full efficacy of how well all of what i do as synergy of human
poTenTial and hiGher ForcE of God withiN.. yA see.. in mY Covenant wiTh God..
i had lots of help.. but scribes.. editors.. photographers.. actors.. producers..
writers and such.. nah.. not much help at aLL i AM pretty much much more
a Force of Hurricane oNe SiX/SiXteen alert with a very calm and sTiLL
CenTer insiDe alWays noW.. so anY3 or so.. way to put it
bluntly.. iF Tim had put that John 14:12 underneath
his eyes then.. he would have
been ridicuLeD iN
Faith and Hope
and Belief to Witness
for God like that in 100%
Luke HoT LoVE for all thaT is..
Fearless Baby and sMARt and
even unconditional it could be but
you see.. no would wanna pay anyone
some money to live off of.. if they thought
they were bat shit crazy to have as much
Faith.. Hope.. and Belief like that.. weLL..
you see that is why God sent me
to Hell all natural as
such for 66 months
like the Hunch Back
of Notre Dame erased
from social existence
with the rest of humanity too..
to give me some nows forevermore
now in hell then.. to understand juST
how much Heaven i was gifted in a Garden
of Eden beFore then.. and sure.. to stand iN
front of the world Naked as what’s left to be
embarrassed about after that.. to gain the strength
and courAge oF a LiOn and the Love greater than a
doVe of Peace and Joy and Love aS Well as Ocean wHole
gRoWs soMe more juST foR fuN wiTh No liMits or expectaTions
as waves exceed shores BefoRE now iSReal as iSreal noW as any
alert can go out.. i AM heRe.. i AM A chiLd of God wiTh Wings so
hiGh perHaps no one has ever been heRE before and perHaps Now
they have but what my faith and hope and belief says.. yes.. sTiLL..
oThErs too… WiLL come to do more than mE.. if tHey juST 100 percent
have faith and hope and belief and WILL of fearLess and sMart Unconditional
Love in the me that is the me of the me that is you.. surEly iT CAN and WiLL Be dONe..:)
As the Karmic eYe coMes out
once more to welcome the
shortest day of the
the day the
sun appears to
sTart moVinG agaIn
toward spRing Equinox
to summer Solstice to Fall
Equinox again as we all traverse
anoThEr trip aRound the Sun to anoTher
shorTest iN days neXt yeAr.. God bless closed
minded folks who once were terrified and had little
Faith the Sun would come full again.. toward the warmth
of liFe to spRinG greater subsistence iN abundance foR All but for
the nomads.. those.. who come out of the cave walKinG iN liGht more than
to come out
and face God oF aLL
Nature Naked and FReED..
trULy.. the so-called Liberal Open
Minded folks have alWays been the
chosen ones in what seems so unfair noW
at Nows not enjoYinG Heaven NoW.. as the Dude
Jesus promised or whomever wrote the script..
iT’s sTiLL iN this generation now for those
unafraid to stand naked in Front
oF God wiThin treading on
the cultural illusory
fears and empty
to control and subjugate
the sheep while the goats go free..
i am an old goat.. sure.. a Pan Young
aT heARt.. SpiRit and SoUL and i FeeL
for those sTiLL impriSoned iN an eYe oF
A needle iN the body of a camel weighted dOwn
wiTh all the lies and empty promises of fear of fear oFF fear..
anyWay that’s my Karmic eYe say oF the day action Free for
Positive FearLess smARt LovE equals consequence sAMe as the
UniVersal Rules of Karma.. dARk ‘tween sHades of grey and beYond
RainBow colors of folks who free them selves from the matrix of bEfore..:)
AnyWay it’s worth noting sTiLL.. the Gospel of Thomas
Vs..37 for folks who think i made all of this up by myself..
as of course this part wasn’t allowed by the Nicene council
in 325 AD.. edited out of course ’cause it gives the
power to the people.. all the children of God per
reported by the man himself of the hour then..
the humble teacher counselor and yes zealot
too.. the reported Jesus then who was surely
a free spirit with the words here.. wHeRe last
is first.. and meek inherit the Earth and
to reiterate what’s left in the New T..
including the Gospel of Thomas and
John 14:12.. tHeRe will be those
who do greater works
than ‘me’ who
of the hiGher Power
And Force All Free AllGODiNnate..
iNstinctual and iNtuitive jusT waiting
to be sought and found now and practiced
as a way of liFE iN liGht DanCinG and SinGinG
liFe free as the promise of the Heaven noW iN thiS
Generation coMes iSReaL Now heAr.. that’s reAlly
Good News and it’s worth noting that in the original
Greek translation of the New T it never said ‘the’ Son
oF God it actuAlly said ‘A’ Son of God not much different
than the Old T wHere it says Ye are all Gods as pARt of GoD
wHole of course.. sAMe as the American Indians who fELt and
SenSed and Knew one Great SpiRiT oF God and sAMe as many
oTher religions who didn’t make a man into a Soldier Sun God
to expand a Roman Empire and this plus a restriction of no more
new prophets in another religion sTiLL Divides the world today now
iN ways of fear.. hate.. and conquer each oTher by wars.. we need
a little more Love and Holding hands among all of we iNdigenous
People’s and a few less chiefs at the top of the totem pole.. sTiLL
hmm.. we have that forTune to live that way in the U.S.. and those
who wanna stay not so free are free to do so too.. as the Needle
eYe has an open invitation and sAdly as hiStory continues to sHow..
not everyone will forge tHeir way through.. all free and naked from
Matrix clothes of cultural/religious falsehoods and all illusory fears..
it is what it is .. and i for one make the best of GoD Free within NOW..
And sure.. as new prophets.. new witnesses and new proof goeS..oN..
i jusT do iT iN
Prove mE Wrong..
De-Friend me.. iGnore
mE.. WhatEver is iT is iS..
but juST remember.. God reAlly does liVe Within
mE.. this ain’t juST A BooK iT’s going down for iSReaL noW2..;)
37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
Top of the shorTest day noW Now
of the year.. my FriEnd gigoid.. to yA..
hmm.. now that i no longer work and can
Stand the liGht of Day with eYes and
ears heaLed to enjoy all of
Nature Free.. a loss of a
few hours of sunlight
and a decade of
degrees or so
then is not
a big deal with
wiTh tread once aGain..
iT took actUally a total
of not jusT 66 months but
actually more like 90 months
as all my Fresh Hell staRted iN
the January of 2006 when i first
could not stand colors on a screen..
strangest thing.. i could watch black
and white TV but colors hurt me.. oh so bad..
no doctor has yet to explain why that happened yet..
anyWay.. moral of that story.. perHaps you’LL evenTuaLLy
get your tire tread thicker and more painless back too.. no one
thought.. not even a doctor.. it could happen for me.. never the less
it did as
of those professionals who experienced
the same beyond normal expectations
and limitations for her in later age too..
anyWay.. the human body is an amazing
enough machine to make challenge and
adaptation in epigenetic and neuroplastic
change a real deal for either positive or negative
change now too.. with enough rest and work for that..
in whatever works or does not work in the neXt noW Now..:)
“Poetry is the eloquence of truth.”
~~ Joseph Campbell ~~
i’Ve coMe to see.. feel.. and sense
poEtry as anything that can make
me see feel
i like to call
iT Art and
for thaT my friEnd..:)
“Though leaves are many, the root is one;
Through all the lying days of my youth,
I swayed my leaves and flowers in the sun.
Now I may wither into the truth.”
~~ W B Yeats ~~
A Place in the Sun..
Funny how when one
iS in the otHeR
at least aNow
for me.. words
are jusT sHells
with no jELLy
oF Fill my
as when i lost the
oxytocin feeling of
warm and fuzzy.. and
oh my God that was way
way back.. as long as the
early 2000’s or so.. i had no
idea what it meant then as i had
never attached the words to the feeling
while i still had those oxytocin warm and fuzzies
before in liFe.. i suppose for so long the only thing
that gave me that was a pet of a cat and that is always
why i have been terrified of losing cats as for so long
even a cat who belonged to someone else down the road
named Elwood was the string left attached to my heart.. devastating
when we had to put him down back in the late 90’s about 16 years
old.. and his twin brother Jake replaced him for about a year until
he died after that.. and then there was Arthur but it took him
years to become a warm and fuzzy cat that gave
those feelings too.. until he got back into
the house and started laying around
in warmth away from killing
fields of cold yards then..
these seas of emotions
were so hard for me to
navigate back then..
but now i finAlly
i call heaven so many
things because hell was so
many more things of before my friEnd..
anyWay.. i appreciate having these feelings
now.. understanding how to water them..
feed and grow them and continue
to keep them alive
like i do this
surely a Tree
fuLL of Leaves now..:)
“It is not enough to be busy; so are the ants.
The question is: what are we busy about?”
~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~
“Irrationally held truths may be
more harmful than reasoned errors.”
~~ Aldous Huxley ~~
The best thing
“A likely impossibility is always preferable
to an unconvincing possibility”
~~ Aristotle ~~
iF i FeeL iT iF i
seNse iT iSReal..
“Oh, come ON! A one-man religion?”
“There is no other kind.”
~~ From THE QUESTION ~~
View how many
gRains of SAnd..
how many STars
of sKy.. how many
Galaxies oF UniVerse
how many religions
“Nothing valuable can be
lost by taking time.”
~~ Abraham Lincoln ~~
“All perception of truth
is the detection of an analogy.”
~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~
And Jesus F iN Christ..
yep.. the FeeLinG
oF A wHOle..:)
“Because I have loved life,
I shall have no sorrow to die.”
~~ Amelia Burr ~~
H and 1 As infinity
stanDinG TaLL noW
as two HemiSpheREs
oF BrAin hOld hands
and tWo HeMispheres..
noRth and SouTh Latitude
oF hUman BeinGs and aLL
oF creATiOn on planET eARTh
gET all connected iN A hive oF onliNe
too.. anYway.. any prophecy or Song or
oThER metaphor of DancE iN Synchronicity
way of symbol and meaning can come to mean
that too.. for those wHo see essence a little deeper
oKay.. the challenge
iS out.. call mE K for Mr. KiTe
and H for Henry the Horse now or
the HeNdersons too.. matters noT
as LonG as i can FeeL and SeNSe
MaGiC iN my life noW.. MaKinG
Summersaults reaL iN Grace
of Dance noW oN
what’s NeXt.. WeLL
sURe.. juST bliss
’cause yA see while
these may juSt look
liKe sHeLLs oF Words..
the essence oF aLL ThAT iS
liVes iN me wHeTheR oNe seNseS
and FeeLs all that is or not sPaRkinG
from these words now.. and that’s how
life goeS oN.. some folks come to more
FuLLy SenSe and FeeL iT noW oNe Forevermore
noW in HeaVeN BeinG noW and oTherS tend to hmm..
worry more over someone else Free and HaVinG F iN Fun..
anyWay.. A sAddest joKe oF aLL iS oN those who don’t wanna juSt
oh.. the glory..
oh.. the bliss..
oh.. the heaven..
oh.. no.. the misery..
and down right suffeRinG
IN dArk.. been to both places noW
and this dAM place iS HeaVen noW iSREaL..
challenge yoUrsELf.. theRE iS reAlly nothing i can
do for you iF you WiLL to stay in books of yesteryear sHells oF dARk..
i cry.. i try..
WiLL to do buT reach ouT..
from over at Heaven’s gATe..
A circus flyer with heavenly FiLLinG..:)
And WiTh all thAT and thIs
sAiD.. put the Pen down Fred..
get some sleep.. and get ready
for Holy and Sacred Thursday now..
R and R Activities aS Such aHead too..
iNcluding my 140th Dance Week niGht.. yes..
WiTh all the cool college age folks from
Good Old SeViLLe Quarter wHeRe Praise
the Lord at lEASt open miNds and BoDys
out of STucK as STicKs iN the Mud
DancE and SinG tHEre.. hmm..
thiS world is full of dArk noW
to ‘tween oF sHades of grey
to so many multi-colored
rainBow ways of LiVinG
liFe Epic as fun more
can be.. over now..
A Grand new
noW inSide oF mE Now..
NoW.. how much more can
i repay thIs gift oF liFe than
MaKinG God Grin noW as wide as
InFinTy of Happiness now iSReaL.. Now..
so let it be written.. so let it be DaNcEd noW
aFter iT is SuNG noW as close to 40 months NoW
sHows works like a lucky charm for me Now.. too.. now
My own SciencE and ArT of heaVen isREaL noW2..Now1..
thinG iS.. my paTh WiLL not work for everyone nor yoUr
path for me either.. So. WiLL juST continue to toleRate
and even accept those differences as
God liveS iN so many
ways as hUman
all Creation bes..
noW juST Now..noW..
with more fun dance
photos arriving in the
wee 3 am hour or so
oN December 23rd iN
tHis 731st MacroVerse
heRe and sUre.. WiLL rePeat
some of that in the Christmas
CoMinG 732nd.. 2nd New Testament
of Mine all Free too.. on December 26th..:)
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