Torn ViNes oF Love

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WeLL.. Hello Himali..
surely nice to see you
back online.. and by the
way.. a Happy Belated Birthday
for you in November
as i wished
it to you
then
in a blog
post just
for fun too..
i must say i have
a crush on all of existence
and every now and then a
liGht comes into my life i
WiLL never
forget..
and yes..
surely too
you are one
of those crushes oF liGht
my friEnd.. too far and few ‘tween
the rest of Star duST uS mY friEnd..:)

With Continued best wishes and hopes for your CPA study..:)

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Hello gigoid.. speaKing of lively
spirited Celtic Fiddlers
with a dance
to master
the tides
that shore
our liveS in whatever
way the dance and song
moves uS neXt i’LL share
this one too.. yNot.. iT’s A
very dreary day outside and
sunshiny alWays inside with
MaGiC MuSiC and DancE liKe
thiS in iNstrument of All thAT iS..:)

“It is fear that first brought gods into the world.”

~~ Petronius ~~

Interestingly.. i cannot even remember
fear anymore.. you know the kind that
lasts more than a split second wHeRe
fight or flight
can come..
and not
resolved split
second now..
totAlly as such
no different than
the cat who rests
after the forage
and fight
for liFE
saME
who simply
iS God my friEnd
aS Hair of the mammal
who has a limited vocabulary FOR LiFe..:)

“But since life is cruel, to you and to me, here I am.”

~~ Umberto Eco ~~

Better yET now
when iT’s good
i am A DancE
and SonG
iNstead
of worry
fear
and all
stuff related
to that place too..:)

SMiLes.. i often
pet dogma
and
smile
and even
giggle but no
longer does
dogma bite me..
hehe.. i master thaT BiTch..
And preTend liKe i’M itS slAve..;)

“I shall explain this by waving my hands
about in an appropriate manner.”

~~ gigoid, the dubious ~~

Yes.. i did that2 for
6500 miles noW in
what IS Approaching
6666 mileS iN 40 moNths2..
And iT doesn’T
matter iF
anYone
underStood
it or not
as i biT
the
dogma
and had fUn..
i’LL do iT soMe mOre2..;)

“Nothing in the entire universe ever perishes, believe me,
but things vary, and adopt a new form.
The phrase “being born” is used
for beginning to be something different from what one was before,
while “dying” means
ceasing to be the same.
Though this thing may pass into that,
and that into this
yet the sums of things remains unchanged.”

~~ Ovid — Metamorphoses ~~

Not reAlly sure about
the sum some of sum
with limited science eYes
but one thing for sure iS
i AM
reborn
every
second
to a new
creaTioN
thaT i sElF hELp too..;)

“A fish never thinks about water until he’s out of it.”

~~ Robert Penn Warren ~~

BEtter gRow
sEa
lEgs..;)

“You cannot teach a crab to walk straight.”

~~ Aristophanes~~

TrU
dAT..;)

“It takes a long time to understand nothing.”

~~ Edward Dahlberg~~

True in nothing now which
is more and less the absence
oF aLL FeeLinG and
seNses.. A thouSand
years IS
A second
iN NoW..
And that’s
a rough estimate
from the abyss of
noThIng AKA HeLL..
ha!.. and people thInk
that nothing is after liFe..;)

“Do you imagine that the universe is agitated?
Go out into the desert at night and look up at the sky.
this practice should answer the question.”

~~ Lao Tzu ~~

TrUe.. A Beach
without A
culture
oF
human
foot prints
taught me
this so long
ago iN the
sAMe HeaVen
then LooKing
aCross A River to
A FoReSt beFore i could
SPEaK then at age 3.. hUmans are
serIOUsly rEtarded iN more they have
on average
oF this
way
as culture
iS language
and abstract
constructs becoMe
tools as wE.. iNstead
oF dreAMtiMe now mY friEnd..:)

“There are things that are known, and things unknown,
and in between are the doors of perception.”

~~ Aldous Huxley, “The Doors of Perception” ~~

Yes.. and that is also
an excellent
metaphor
in tools
of words
too..
as
language
can take us
back to dreAMtiMe too..:)

Oh by a way..

DancinG to Master
of Tides works
for
me..
oh God
to heiGhts
most people
cannot iMaGinE..
thing iS.. i hAVe to
dAncE it for the SonG to riSe
to those heiGhts as yA say i BecOme
A
PoeM
oF DancE
And SonG
LiVinG iT iSREaL..:)

“There are two kinds of people.
Those who dance
And those who do not.”

– Guardians
of the Galaxy

New VerSion iN SuMmEr ’17..:)

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Hi.. Lala Rukh.. the
6th.. it is of December
and also the birthday
of my X-Catholic Priest
Grandfather who would have
been 121 years old.. but he..
dying in 1950.. at 54.. a year and a half younger
than me noW as fortunately for me.. a liFe
that almost came to an end at age 47
continues on for another 9 years..
yes.. if my greatest
wish had happened
then.. there would
be no 33 months
after that
to be
trapped
in a mind where
eyes and ears no longer
worked with the worst pain
known to humankind then.. no
strength in spirit to write that first
word on the Wrong Planet on Thanks
Giving of 2010.. or now a ThanksGiving
this year in celebration of writing 12 million
words that was only 6 million or so when i first
met you when i came out of earthly hell on or about
July 22nd of 2013.. coinciding with that Star of David
Planetary Alignment thingy we talked about after then..
i was gonna need a lot of moral support online to accomplish
what will be 6666 miles of Dance Walking an all free style of
martial arts and ballet-like dance in what will be on or about
the end of 2016 in all public places in my metro area i go
since the beginning of September of 2013.. and yes..
writing a 42 month witness for God in longest long
form poem ever in the history of humankind still
exceeding the other one at 1.8 million words
from India named the ‘Mahabharata’ where
now this 727th MacroVerse still exceeds
over 3.3 million words measured at
the 42 month point since i started
this entire blog adventure back on
March 10th.. of 2013.. remember
when i told you.. still documented
in that Blog in July of 2013 that
you were gonna help me then
deliver a special message
of sorts as i had a ‘vision’
as such when i was 21
that someone from
the East would
help me do
this one
day..
well.. you did
and you continue
to do that and the moral
support you provided me in
the early days where i was growing
my Grinch heArt that once was.. to 10 times
or more for what then would come to be now
my FriEnd.. was truly instrumental in noW all of what
comes as is for Now.. and you are currently the longest
standing friend originating online that i am still keeping in contact with  now as the
previous longest one way way back on the Wrong Planet in 2010 has left
the web sphere.. my friEnd Leah from Germany who promises to find me
one day again if she ever comes back.. and the second one.. Angel
Mind Retrofit.. before Leah actually came back to be a friend with
me online.. who introduced me to the dVerse Poetry site that made
all those words possible too of poetry and my development as
such.. erased her public blog presence.. too.. as well as the
Mags Burch woman who was also on the Autism Spectrum
along with those three.. who erased her existence from
Social Media as well.. the only one i could find who
supported me in the Autism Communities
and my first and only Facebook friend..
back when it seemed like i was the
only one who had a frigging
heArt in a land
of zombies
then
with cold
hearted souls
of us vs them..
anyWay.. at the point
where i actually escaped hell..
you were tHeRe and provided words
oF Unconditional Love and thAT was A
tUrning point iN my life.. my FriEnd
from Hell to Heaven as iSreal then..
anyway2.. as i gave ThanksGiving
this Thanks Giving for all of that
i give Thanks Giving to you my
friEnd as you also led me
as a participant on your
site from where i first
saw your White Pearl
on Mind Retrofit’s
blog to one of my
bests friends
online
Rafiah..
who has
stood by my
side since you got
married and the writing
spirit was no longer yours
to share.. and so many other
nice folks from your area in South
Asia have come into my life online since
then.. as sure there have been some very difficult
days in the very backwards place that i witness for
God in Public Dance.. thing is.. the legend.. the general
audience says i have become in this metro area now.. yes..
is one of freedom for those who feel outcast who shouldn’t
have to worry about what folks think about them to be able to express
ALL OF WHO THEY ARE IN THIS LIFE NOW.. and that freedom NOW..
my friend
is the
message
i bRinG.. it’s
rather simple
iN a Free DancE
and SonG of Fearless
smARt and Unconditional
Love.. but truly it has been
the job of JOB and StiLL is to
get out to everyone.. iN FAct
iT is impossible for one human
being.. or one savior.. one last prophet
or whatever now exists.. to
save our species as we
aLL who have God who
lives iN wE muST
do iT toGeTher
less misery
and suffering..
pain and discontent
and overall stress and
worry and fear and hate
continue to rule pockets
of the world and even expand more…
the species will be here for some time as now to come..
the thing is.. living life fully alive in free beats dead walls of life now..
Other than that
look forward to
talking to you again
whenever you will and
feel to come back.. and never
the less thanks for keeping a line
of communication open.. as truly
it is sad when friends close down for good
or for whatever reason they leave.. my FriEnd..
and never the less for all
of that.. contact and
connection
in life
leads
to more
in all of
social media now..
we explore new areas
by the power of the word.. eTc..
that we might have never traveled
around the globe without this great phone
of communication and pen pal same.. wHerE this
web IS A web of not only discontent.. malcontent..
and generalized fear and hate.. too.. yes.. hope and love
warm and fuzzy
that rules
in so
many
webbed
pockets
around the
globe that
holds hands too..
it’s a trail my friend..
the whole thing with
many friendly and lovely hands too.. Thanks.. aGaiN..
for hOlding my webbed hand when i reAlly needed a good friEnd..
And yeah.. i kNow.. i’ve used
‘That SonG’ with you beFore
but it isn’t getting
old
for
me.. my FriEnd..
i sensE..
i FeeL..
Now..:)

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Memory from a year ago at the
Saint Rose of Lima Catholic
Church Annual Christmas
Party on the Festival
Grounds at the
Church.. ‘here i am’
with the Monsignor Mike
who was also a member of
the Beta Club in school.. and
a Tennis Buddy back in the decade
span or so i spent at the City Park
sometimes all day long in Indian
Summers as this Indian Summer
is coming to a rather chill this
weekend for the coming
Festival Church party
of Christmas on
my Mother’s
Birthday.. of
82 years.. December
10th too.. thing is.. the church
folks scheduled the Hard Rock
Casino trip on the tour bus for that
day too.. and sure.. the Hard Rock Casino is
my church too along with the rest of all that is
so.. looks like the festival will not come after the
Biloxi Beach and Casino Dance i WiLL Free and
Public do all day too.. as the visit for the birthday
of my Mother and that will rule over the Christmas
pArty this year.. but hey.. with Facebook Memories
it can still be a Christmas Party from a year ago
with your Monsignor Mike online.. hehe.. ain’t
technology great when it means the human
connection all free and warm and fuzzy as
such.. and while i don’t always agree with
Monsignor Mike in what he says in church..
overall.. i do more than any other pastor
or priest i have come across in this
Red State New Jerusalem so far
in the Good old New Israel that
is the U.S. of A.. now for freedom
sTiLL iSREaL now too.. hey
but what
prophet
gets along
with the local
rule.. in church and
state as in my case the
state gets God better overall
in the U.S. of A.. in providing laws
that enforce the inalienable right
to liFE.. Liberty And the Pursuit
of Happiness and Justice for
all to be free this way too..
so sure.. in that way
here at least..
most ironicAlly
the state can be
a church that works
for a prophet now.. of
course without any concerns
iN maKing Caesar’s coins.. as that
jusT FucKs up who yA serve.. yA kNow
yA FeeL
yA SeNsE
A BLack Green
Back DollAR BiLL..
or the GoD oF Nature
aLL thAT iS now.. yes.. the wHole
F In EnChiLdA.. not an only man
or last or first man of any kind now..
allone
baby
iS wHeRe
GoD’S aT..
and if tHeRe is any
Savior for me.. it WiLL
surELy noW be more
feMale liKe a moThER than
any male iN thiS country aT leASt for sure..
not to say ‘they’ never hELp.. bUt sUre.. juST saYin..;)

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After a much needed respite from
close to a two month drought with
a somewhat deluge of rain for a couple
of days with cloud cover before then.. the
Sun is shining again.. and the move from clouds
to sun makes infinite shades of grey and hues
of colors in my back yard.. hehe..
also known as my personal
version of a Garden
of Eden all innocent
and stuff with zero sin
as just another Animal
of God being Nature sAMe
as such.. yeah.. how deep is yoUr
Love and tHere IS A SonG for thAT
too.. in how we can be reborn to the
Ocean of Nature as waves that flow from
Rivers and streAMs thE sAMe as alWays
different as shores change from now to now
as tides go in and out and all over again from
A cycle of dARk to liGht to those ‘tween sHades
of Grey and Rain Bow Colors of expanding consciousness
in what some folks might call oneness with God and the UniVerse
aS SaMe.. or perhaps with substance out of Nature additives.. yeah..
Mushrooms.. DMT from Native South American Plants for whaT ‘they’ name
as the psychedelic experience wHeRe we truly fiNd thaT we create our
realiTies iN miNd and Body BaLanCinG Force or not in what can trULy
be up to Hell on Earth aWay from the poTentiaL oF Heaven noW.. hmm..
anyWay..  no external substances needed for me.. for most every now i go
in the ZoNE of dance tHeRE is at least one person wondering what
i’M oN and someone else that would love to have some oF it for
even a second as such.. as sure.. some of we humans can FeeL
iT through mirror neurons and other greater Quantum miNd
and BoDy poTenTiAls unLeashed and reLeased that
science per empirical study of repeatable observable
phenomenon thaT is the hUman liFE experience
ain’t got a clue on much more over than the
Observer effect in smaLLest levels in
the study of Quantum Physics that
hasn’t improved much over
decades for any poTEnTial
larger experiments that could
be empirically measured and
repeated as this stuff involves
a complex neuro-chemical and
neuro-hormone interplay from head
to toe of human and beYond thaT includes
subatomic stuff at levels that the aided eye
of sciEnce cannot even see.. anyWay.. through
the trance enhancing art of free dance wHeRE
mechanical cognition goes dArk and the social
empathic miNd and BoDy iN BaLAnCinG Force
liGhts uP with the actual Force of EmotioNal and
SenSoRy MuSiC and SonG exPaNDinG power..
sure.. we become more than just a FeeLinG that
we have experienced beFore for those who dare
to explore the inNer UniVerse that changes and
actuAlly impacts the outer UniVerse of our ReaLITies
too.. often picked up in perception ways through the
phenomenon of Synchronicity that operates in a collective
consciousness in more than just verbal thiNking miNd going
well beYond what we term as abstract symbols we create as words..
wHeRe our entire BeinG from Head to toe and BeYond becomes a liGht
with a spectrum oF RAinBow+ coloREd experiEnce never fELt and seNsEd
beForE.. anyWay.. it’s impossible to fully understand this until one travels
further than they have so-called ‘normal’ gone before in this meat
body suit named flesh and blood.. tHeRe IS A place wHeRe even
someone like me at 233LBS leg pressing what may have been
40 times last niGht at 1020LBS FeeLs aS liGht as a Feather
BEFoRE they do iT as they beCoME that feATher iN
mediTative moVinG Tai Chi liKe dance wHere tHeRe
iS no one iN control buT the FoRCE and poWer oF
BaLanCinG oF miNd and BoDy NoW.. the
mastery of Now beCoMes the i beloW
the I.. aNd exclamation POiNT! spiRiT iN
A place so far beYOnd what one
miGht consider the ‘normal’
hUman experience that iF
i could make a pill for thiS
experience no one would ever
worry about accumulating material
goods ever aGaIn with a freedom oF miNd
and BoDy BaLAnCinG soUL so GreAT wiTh A spiRit
noW oF heARt that WiLL Do anything and everything to
Now give and share over take and control.. anyway.. tHeRE
were days beForE noW.. yes.. months.. 66.. to be acCurate
wHEre aLL iS was a scar of pain and numb to me.. and my
FiRst steps out included a post on my Birthday yes.. June
6th.. 2013.. on my 53rd one wHere i spent close to 24 hours strAight
constructing a prose poem titled “Garden oF Band-aid” to uplift
and upload the soUL of gratitude for all the positive interactions
i could remember i had with people in my liFe.. and thaT is what
in large pARt hELped A journey to reGain BoTh EmoTioNs and
appreciation of Beauty sAMe.. whaT once looked like a colorful
desert of fiLLinG none now.. iS purELy an amusement paRk oF
color to sHades of Grey and whAT are beYond RainBoW FeeLinGS
and seNses to mE noW.. as i continue the ladder up wHeRe Love only
Flies in Force of GoD oNE noW as aLL NaTure and BeyOnd alToGeTher
sAMe as
different too..
anyWay i kNow
and FeeL about the
scars of liFE all too WeLL
and i also eXplore a never ending
depth of WeLL thaT iS Ocean eXpanSe
more continuing LoVE noW as puRE liGht
thaT iS more colorful in Emotions and SeNses
that i KneW or fELt or SeNSed even existed BeFore
iN Hell
aWay
from
wHaT iS trULy..
iNside.. thing iS.. iT
ain’t something you can
buy at Walmart or get from
a Book alone.. it muST bE
experienced and lEArned FiRSt
Hand and practiced over the course
of an entire liFE in SeeKinG and FiNDinG
way to even exist aT all for those lost iN a
Material External world with a zillion contingencies..
anxieties and stresses the same.. anyWay2.. dVerse has
a Monday Quadrille link for 44 words based on the theme
of scars and as one can imagine considering how melancholy
the poEtry world can geT as thAT surElY IS A place i stARted out
too.. to search for liGht on a Wrong Planet wHere emoTions were as
taboo as naked iS in some countries in the middle east sTiLL.. and
reciprocal communication that actuAlly touched a heARt was about
as common as snow in the Panhandle of Florida these days.. anyWay3
tHere were exceptions and one was a woman with a great deal of iMaGiNation
and creaTiVitY in creating hEr liFE.. sHe was sad when her flowers died in the
Winter and the colors were lost as she really appreciated and could FeeL and
SenSe those colors oF liFE wHole.. and she imagined herself to be a male
british rock star too.. and no matter how crazy the really ‘rational’ folks
without heARts.. spiRit or SoUL tHeir iN play thought she was then..
i would’ve given anything jusT to feel and sense one of her days then..
as tHeRe was a faint cardboard memory of a place like that in my
past too.. where the world was magical over a homeless
cardboard place of SpiRit of heARt and soUL the sAme..
home comes from within.. alWays does.. alWays WiLL..
to lose iT after trUly FeeLinG and SeNSinG iT IS A Hell
worth never going.. too.. but to be tHeiR.. iT don’t hUrt
to tale oTheR folks aLL about iT.. so maybe theY
Can avoid going to the pain and numb
of hell one day too.. anyway i wRite
on in a continuing Garden of Band-Aid
appreciating and respecting All hUman
experience from dARk to liGht aS iT
aLL makes the human condition
what it sTiLL is now.. and
poEtry must wait
longer to
visit
dVerse as
a call out into
the flesh and blood
world of human conNecTion..
iN moVing CreAtinG ways takes
precedence for now.. but hey
whY not make an introduction
for the scars that DancE and SinG
neXt as juST moRE of a Garden
of Band-Aid now.. along with
that original post from
my actual oldest
Blogger Blog
too.. yeah..
all the way
from June 6th.. 2013..
but nah.. back in them
days the videos quit working
for now.. anYway.. it’s easy to
open up and that’s a plus from
Google Blogs as such.. foR noW..
wHere by the way.. viewership for that
particular archive blog has moved from 93K
views to 190,619 as of last check just noW in
just a year.. amazingly as such after dVerse complained
about the length of my stuff.. and i really went released and
unleashed after i stopped appeasing tHeir rules and left from
liNking there that is when my viewership of my blogs really skyrocketed
over on the Google Blogger sites.. Word Press is still hard for many folks
to open up.. but hey that’s where my palette of comments section works
best along with Facebook here of course.. juSt to write free without
worrying about any fancy dancy platforms for drafts.. i do it ’cause
i CaN/WiLL.. as i don’t follow any so-called cultural norms that sLow
mE down
for
now
@lEAst
as this creativity
thingie IS A gifT
that doesn’t alWays
viSit iN liFE.. make the
best oF it while it’s here
and like Mark Twain says
wRite the shiT dOwn beForE iT geTs cOld..
and no.. hell no.. no settling for luke warm here foR noW..;)

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Great Celtic Song and
FAiry air liGht
Dance to
Go along
with it
iN Forest
Nymph noW
innocent view..
hmm.. reminds me Now
of dance niGht too.. heHeRs..
anyWay back to the Quotes now
and Pearls as sAMe.. gigoid..:)

“Very often, meaning lies in the spaces
between the words, not in the words themselves.”

~~ Callan Williams ~~

Amazing iT iS how hUmans
who have an innate propensity
for Language before the written
stuff have moved to scribing feelings
scripted into angles and circles in sand
to digit of one finger at a now to make this
language flow like a keyboard sings.. i suppose
the meaning
iS STiLL
iN the
iNherent
DancE and SonG
oF liFe when text
spRings organic aliVe.. my FriEnd
as effortless as the violin player
in the video in fAiry Air fLiGht
as such for metaphor
‘tween digits
of LiFe..
mY
FriEnd2..
it’s what
makes language
sacred and holy
when it SinGs and
DancEs without much thiNk..
as juSt
anoTheR
Crop Circle
cOmes to LiFe..
and i’m pretty sure
that’s why Jack Kerouac
taped his typewriter pages
toGeThER as he didn’t
wanna break
from
DanCinG
hiS SonG aLiVe..:)

“A friend is one who knows the song in your heart
and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.”

~~ Donna Twitchell Roberts ~~

I FeeL and
SensE that’S
whY Free Verse
FolkS noW DancE
And SinG to share
LoVe A FRiEnD withiN
mY
FriEnd..:)

“Universe: All-purpose poem.”

~~ Ray Hand ~~

@Hand..;)

“Enough is as good as a feast.”

~~ John Heywood — Proverbes, Part i, Chap. xi ~~

Satisfaction
guaranteed
when
wHole
Bread as Flesh
and Blood rises..:)

“Endurance is one of the most difficult disciplines,
but it is to the one who endures that the final victory comes.”

~~ Buddha~~

BEcoMe iNvisible
to both capture prey
and escape predator
effortless
as the
feather
waits for A
Breeze of BaLanCinG
one foot two foot sAMe
two hands clapping iN A
FoRest
aS oNe..:)

“Dear friend, all theory is gray,
And green the golden tree of life.”

~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, Faust~~

A deal
wiTh A
DeviL
yA
FeeL
BesT iS kNoW..:)

And i was reading
all about Faust
today after
a deal
with the
devil in a game
named “Hello Neighbor”..
while Tim Tebow talked on the ‘Harry’ show as my wife alerted me from the computer room..
about Denver losing their last 3 games.. finishing 8-8 (16) leading up to the 3:16 game.. And after the game media sources noting Tebow’s passing yards (316) and yards per completion (31.6) per the Bible’s.. John 3:16.. where the only interception of the game was thrown by Ben Roethlisberger on 3rd down and 16.. with Denver’s time of possession at 31 minutes 6 seconds.. with the Nielsen ratings for the game also peaking at 31.6 three years to date on January 8th 2012 as
recorded in Wiki too..
since 2009 when
Tim Tebow
wore
3:16
below
his eyes
before
the
Tebow
rule went into effect
in 2010.. looking for
a Grinch Shirt to wear
tonight while
Jordan
Smith
from
‘The Voice’
came on next
and sang the
Grinch Song
with more of an
Angelic Voice than the original song..
aS Synchronicity is totally an A-Causal
connecting principle wHeRE liGht shines
or dArk and the ‘tween oF thaT wiTh
poTenTiAlly BeyOnd rainBow
colors too..
jusT
for tHe
HeLL oF iT
iT SinGs now
aS iT DanceS
a psychological
meaningful SonG
for oNly the perSoN
or FolkS who heARt thE DAncE..;)

“It is impossible to design a system
so perfect that no one needs to be good.”

~~ T. S. Eliot~~

Naughty
or Nice
noW as the
Grinch miGht say..
the mounTain iS hiGh
And sLed is easy on the way doWn..
mY
FriEnd..;)

To stay young requires unceasing cultivation of the ability to unlearn old falsehoods.”

~~ Lazarus Long, from Robert A. Heinlein’s “Time Enough For Love”~~

And to
remember
what’s TrUth..
aLL iNnatELy
iNstinctuAlly
noW anD
iNtuitivELy
And sTuff..;)

“Love not what you are, but what you may become.”

~~ Miguel de Cervantes ~~

For me @lEast
i love me now
alWays
born
now
new
and that’s
enough for mENeWNoW..:)

“Always go to the bathroom when you have a chance.”

~~ King George V ~~

Better yet.. FucK the
rules and pee
behind
a big
truck..
insane
how we
hOld our
piss in priSons..
but remember.. do
no harm..
do not
pee
on
tires..
asphalt don’t care..
And thank God for Trucks..
King George V.. and King David
did not have that ‘red neck’ treaSure..;)

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WeLL.. long day of Nature.. some writing.. and even more dance
through the niGht at Super-Walmart.. as the Grinch comes to
town with a heARt of DancE and SonG over any deadzone
days upon a cold mountain top of dead heARt.. SpiRit
and SoUL.. Dance does the trick to gRow a heARt
and spiRiT iN BaLanCinG miNd and BoDy soUL
to the strength of 10 Grinches
before.. well at least
a half a Ton
for sure
in leg
press way..
and still approaching
6666 miles of dance
at the 40 month point at
the end of the year 2016..
as aLL the numbers coMe
toGethER iN SynchroniCity too..
anyWay as aLways.. the Facebook
Video Slide Presenter Assistant is wRite
oN ToP oF scribing all of this iN Automation too..:)

Hmm.. Secret LIFe oF Pets.. more on that in the neXt
Facebook Profile Status Pic.. but anyWay.. a Grinch
who has a heARt can be comfortable iN any place..
even in red state Lower Alabama Florida Panhandle
way as the Grinch WiTh a SoUL and SpiRit too.. then..
received a
heARty
welcome
by the video
voyeur southern
folk Dance Audience
theRe for sUre.. as the Fiddle
Dancing Celtic music rose the
Dance oF Y i.. hiGHer.. and HiGheR even.. all niGht..;)

And yes.. in the secret life of our
pet Yellow Boy.. as mentioned a few
times all ready on Facebook.. this Yellow
Boy and Katrina too are both studious
KATS.. yes.. very study prone cats when
it comes to study of the bible..
yes.. even Old Testament stuff
too.. and Yellow Boy clearly
provides non-verbal language
that he is so disgusted at the
human treatment of women
vs men in Judges 19:24 that
says in New Living Translation..
“Here, take my virgin daughter and this
man’s concubine. I will bring them out to you,
and you can abuse them and do whatever you like.
But don’t do such a shameful thing to this man.”
Yeah.. not much value to women back in them days
when a stranger IS A guest at your home and you offer
up your virgin daughters for rape.. instead of letting the
Stranger Defend himself.. himself as A Frigging man if he
even was one in the first place too.. Lord.. coward of the
county these men were back then.. Kenny Rogers would
surely be ashamed of these yellow men back then.. wait!..
disrespecting Yellow Boy by even elevating them to Yellow
men.. who would offer up their wives and daughters to rape
instead of defending their angry old asses themselves.. so
Yellow Boy immediately after he turns the page to this most
disgusting of many pARts of the old T rules.. turns away
and buries his head deeper in the shame of
weak humanoid men.. as he would fucking
bite the nuts off of another cat
before he let the other cat
have his female
as he would
fight
to the
death to uphold
his honor as such
as any truly wild and free
cat will do.. not to say he wouldn’t
have any sort of natural rough sex.. though..
but hey.. at least he ain’t a wimp like these Old T men..
so anyway.. the moral of the
story is… there are parts
of the Old Testament
that don’t treat women
any better than the Koran
does in doing whatever ya
want to.. to what the right
hand in terms of slave women
you can do to.. too.. hmm.. yeah..
Baby.. women have come along way
over here in the USA.. to escape that
kinda Old T disgusted perverted harmful shit..;)

AnyWay.. bottom bottom lines are.. toGeThER We
RiSe and stand in Difference Stronger than ever before..
iN separation
wE fall
as
same..
we fail
to GroW..
We stagnate
and fall to veils
of ignorance over
lifting that ignorance to
an original Greek Definition that
says jusT that iN liFTinG ignorance
of separation and celebrating differences
thaT lead to even greater MoVinG.. ConNecTinG
And creAtinG achievements of humankind to come..
A Globe that rules with hope and love over fear and hate
iN A
world of
Divide and Separate.. Verses
UniTy and ToGeThErness iS for the win
iN Peace and Harmony.. A DancE and SonG thaT Loves..
as
Grinch
heARts
GRoW Ocean
WAves WhOle RiVers
StreAMinG Freedom RinGs..:)

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Scars.. got a few as we all
have crosses in life.. some large
and some seemingly impossible to overcome..
my Aunt Christina who the nurse
suggested was brain
dead and then
could
not
receive
surgery
for a feeding
tube eventually
had her lungs cleared
and will it be hospice or not..
hard to say really as life wants to live..
and if you have ever ever really gone to hell
you will find out just how much the snake brain
to survive will rise.. and per 3:16 synchronicities
as when i finished a 338,630 Macro-Verse responding
to a year long effort for every single F iN prompt and liNk
from the International dVerse Poetry Pub online as pARt of
an Ocean WhoLe poem at the very end of 3/16.. yes then.. March
of 2016.. that was a cross i assigned myself to carry then after they
banned me from their site for their refusal to attempt to understand
how a Desert Isle could be a place for reborn as metaphor as Plato’s
Cave the same as the more literally thinking administrators couldn’t
understand how that related to real change in life.. asking me.. didn’t
i have any change in life to relate.. condescendingly so in their
grey poohpon poEtry brains.. as i return the favor now..
for those with more shallow eYes and eARs that
see and hear now.. anyWay.. as iN all oF
mY liFE.. too.. paths to go as VNV Nation
says too.. as Victory FTW and Vengeance
FTL.. yes for the loss.. vs For the win..
so i went on to do something no human has
ever done by the very muse of the dARk
that i came to feel from the top dogs
at the dVerse site.. yes.. i wrote the
longest long form poem in human history..
in fACt.. befoRE thaT i did it past 1.8 million
words in multi-verse way that went wRite over
tHeir heads as these days when someone else does
a little more.. not likely that those who are competing
for whatever are gonna give ya a hand of applause when you
do something new that they actually helped you do that no one
has ever done before.. anyway.. interestingly enough.. although i’ve
documented this achievement more than once.. the only folks who have
lauded it are the folks OFFLINE now RECOGNIZING just what it means
to do something specifically of this magnitude Now.. i suppose some folks
cannot wrap tHeir brain around the whole dAm thing.. as surely i can.. ’cause
i juSt did it.. hehe.. anyway.. i did it and that’s enough for me.. ain’t looking for green
bLack dollar Bills or fame or fortune.. and already now received legend status iN a
red state metro area for a public dance of ballet and martial arts free verse the
same.. did any doctor or other professional think that was possible back in my
66 months of hell dead zone.. of course not.. as they said i would never
recover and be on high doses of ativan the rest of my life.. well..
they forgot about the story of the mustard seed.. and while
they still document that i am not suited to optimally
perform in what society expects of ‘normal’
people now.. i AM FucKinG thriving
like a vine in a two month
drought reaching up
to the roof
of heaven
and
still
hanging on..
yeah.. like that
little ivy vine on the
shed in my back yard that
i photographed as it reached up
from the anchor of my shed and crawled
it’s way up top with still a few leafs left after
a two month drought and ‘right’ as we were gonna
finally receive a deluge of living water relief.. as the
wife who would not kill a bug inside the house and release
it outside.. had already spoken of her fears of that live vine
taking over our old dam shed.. that dead dam thing that
houses yard tools and such as that to prune the
living paRts of God’s Creation that are plants
and flowers and trees in my own personal
Garden of Eden free.. so after “oven
gate”.. was settled and
she was replacing
the portable
charcoal
grill
in the shed
she yanked that
vine in an act of defiance
and ripped it from a wall that
supported the hope for just a drop
of water to keep striving over that roof
that had become the vine’s home.. i was then
rather disappointed but at the same now i knew
the root of that.. a troubled mother who had mental
illness of her own.. not available to give the love to a child
that she needed so much.. a very poor upbringing where often then
there was no water for her to drink.. no father to stay at home..
and one boyfriend of a mother who stood over her bed with
a knife when young.. another.. who paced the back
yard in a square all day long.. another one
who popped pills.. to keep his life
going on.. and another one
who thought he knew
the queen of
England
that her
mom met in
a mental institution
too.. scars.. scars that are
not healed.. when control of the
dead things in life will motivate someone
to rip the vine of a living thing from its roots
of life.. anyWay.. the root of that vine still exists..
no doubt next year it will take another path away from
the struggle up that roof.. but never the less life lives with
roots of scars that are deep and overcome for continuing survival
now.. and Tim Tebow.. is surely a public example of this.. born with
an invasion of disease from the time of fetus status in the Philippines..
same place of origin as Katrina’s biological father too.. with just enough
placenta left to nourish a child for birth.. and that child grew up.. yes.. Tim..
to play a school football game with a broken femur.. believe it or not Ripley as that
child had already overcome a cross in fetus status to survive from the very start..
all innate.. all instinct.. all intuitive before any words were spoke.. or education
or anything else but the innate gift as God of Nature allows for life.. and
somehow that young man kept his love as strong as the strength
of body that would power him on to do stuff that was hard
for other folks to believe.. so with the 3:16 Football
game with all those coincidences coming
together WHO the concrete book
heads will chalk up
as random
goo.. no
different
noW than the
miracle of life
on this planet Now
as science shows to
be true as beyond any
stat of lottery win.. well.. perhaps
they’ve never been the little autistic
boy who could not speak either.. the
last kid picked on sports teams at schools
that even the ‘high class’ girls called skank
for his oily long blonde hair.. and the boys called
fool and other words that were F for his bright smile
no matter that was not his name Fred either at that
time of life.. anyway that little boy ended up at
number 11 in a class of 381.. even when folks
made fun of his stuttering voice and inability
to put words together in coherent flow
in middle school too.. three college
degrees.. and back to the
cross of starting
all over again
at minimum
wage at
a Military
Bowling Center
trying his best to lEarn
the social skills and emotional
intelligence and even speaKing
and writing skills that school never
taught him through college before..
and then the last kid picked on sports
teams would marry a beautiful young woman
and prove those who said he would never have
a girl friend in his life wrong.. and even getting knocked
out of that humble job then where he would eventually become
manager with Federal Service and move to a lower Administrative
Assistant job for a Captain in Pensacola through a reduction in force..
would return in full strength as a Community Activities Director with a
functional social reciprocal social communication disorder of his own
to deal with.. and without the ability to walk alone in a store with
great discomfort without watching someone walk next
to him to copy.. he would be chosen as Athletic
Director at a Military Installation for his
computer skills described as more
of a valuable commodity than
a good old boy of course..
and then with flight or fight
stress of a round peg in a hole
that was becoming
infinitely square
he broke down
again like he did
in college years but this
time 19 medical disorders came
with the worst paRt.. the type two
Trigeminal Neuralgia described as the
worst pain known to mankind.. like Dentist
Drill in eye and ear without Novocaine or any
other drug attempt that would do anything to
lessen that pain from wake to sleep.. a full 66
months with a pain that medical literature says
is worse than the torture of crucifixion too.. nah..
not three hours.. not three days.. 66 F iN months in hell
with eyes at first eight months not making tears with
Sjogren’s Syndrome.. heart rate and blood
pressure no longer synching with
Dysautonomia.. almost passing
out after eating
a meal
or a simple
walk around the
block then.. with
sleep not coming for
almost an entire 40 days
in the lent period hell of
2008.. only 1 hour each night
for 35 days.. with the assistance
of a powerful alpha blocker iN extremely
shallow card board sleep.. zero sleep for
the last 5 of 40 falling into an internal hell of
existence where all senses and feelings left
in an abyss where one second was a thousand
years of hell that never ended now forevermore now..
as a rough estimation looking back that words will
never come close to describing a hell where
gasoline doused and lit
from head to toe
would have
been
preferable
to nothing
at all in the
abyss of hell
in separation from
All of Nature in perception
way and God the same then..too..
what else.. yeah.. losing a child
at 37 years of age.. the child living
51 days in a medical extension of torture
of life.. congenital anomalies.. no pathways
to breathe.. transposal of the great vessels of
the heart.. heart surgery and that child still survived
as that is what life does.. no matter drought or otHeR
circumstance.. the vine crawls up to live no matter what..
that child died in my arms as his only relief in life was death..
and that child would come to help save my life as i too lEarned
what
FucKinG
Survive means..
at core of Star
dust plus
crucible
of fiRe
liFE..sAMe..
so.. sure.. after i came
out of HeLL and the Fibromyalgia
and the Severe Degenerative Arthritis
iN my spine.. precipitated by a congenitally
fused vertebra also from birth and complications
with the sinus area and associated Trigeminal Nerve
as the CAT scan for that part showed my sinuses
were so blocked from birth.. the ENT
reviewing that CAT scan asked me
how you do breathe.. duh..
through my mouth of
course.. bed
side manners
not really funny
to me then.. and
yeah.. the Coat Hanger
Pain all around my shoulder
and neck as a condition associated
with Dysautonomia too.. the Severe Anxiety..
Severe Depression.. Anhedonia.. Alexithymia..
Mood Lability.. and Autism Spectrum Disorder finally
diagnosed as Asperger’s Syndrome in 2008.. at
age 47 then.. and other stuff too in a soup and
synergy of life threatening disorders whole..
but those were the worse of those..
YES.. i came back to life
on or about July 22nd
of 2013.. a real miracle
as assessed by the attending
Psychotherapist who happens to
be Catholic too.. as before that i could
not even go into a Whataburger for the goal
of the Doctors then for 15 minutes.. and soon
was public dancing every where i went with leg
strength eventually coming back above and beyond
Elite Marines.. at my military gym.. leg pressing 1020
Lbs 33 times with arms raised to sky now like a ballerina
on a very difficult parallel free weight leg press machine..
this my friends is what A vine does.. iT reaches out aCross
the greatest challenges of life.. adapts.. survives and gRows
even more in oTheR paths that work.. iN Hell my sister told me
it is time for another chapter of your life.. of course.. she couldn’t
see the dentist drill in my eye and ear then.. with the only thing stopping
me then from hanging myself with a metal chain on a tree somewhere riding
my bicycle cooling my head enough not to faint to the ground where no one
would find me and the last chapter of my life would mean something as at least
the Vultures would have a little more to eat that day.. yes.. the only thing stopping me
was memories of the past that had lost their feelings and were drifting away.. after that
i spent my afternoons on my patio looking out iF iT wasn’t too hot to pass out then.. with
out the abiliTy to use my eyes and ears for anything for 33 months.. no reading.. no looking
at pictures.. no listening to music.. just nothing at all.. but rearranging letters in my head like
live spells evil and devil lived where words and letters became my only friends that i could
relate to then.. and sooner or later to survive i would start that first word on ThanksGiving
day of 2010.. a mountain of pain it was with computer screen brightness turned all
the way down.. one word led to a list then a paragraph and in March
of 2013.. on the 10th after the end of that February when
my words of lists and facts starting gaining
organic poetry
legs..
deep
deep
within
a spark..
a ROOT
a flAMe and
now a FucKinG
Forest Fire of words..
and this my friends is
what John 14:12 means..noW..
the original John 3:16 as originAlly
defined by the Greeks who wrote the
new testament means A son of God not
the F iN only begotten son of God.. the Romans
and others twisted the words around through mistake
and intent as well to expand the Roman Empire and others
the same for coins of material and power and status success..
thing iS.. i AM A Vine WHO refuses to give up.. no different than
the one on the shed that my wife ripped off.. and truth be tOld
we are both vines.. me and her.. we both carry incredible crosses
from the past and i forgive her transgressions that i do not fully
share as cross as she’s forgives mine.. and if you don’t thiNk
our marriage was made ‘in heaven’.. perHaps you’ve never felt
the MaGiC oF A REAL ISREaL GOD more FORcE noW thaN NoW.. ‘you’
Horatio’s will even understand/FEEL/SENSE as long you don’t
believe in anything other than what you’ve read someone
else other write to this point.. anything..
is possible in this life for
those who do not give
up and fight for life..
and even when
your intent
is to give
up..now..
something
deep inside.. the
snake that lives to
survive will not give up
either.. as that FOrCe is the
crucible oF star inside that
still lives as flAMe as torch
that carries on way
ward Suns..
as sons
and daughters
and child of God
oF aLL the sAMe NoW..
this is heaVen for those
who seek and find it.. this
can be hell for those who do
not believe in more than what
they’ve read before.. the thing iS.. iF
you believe in MaGiC there are no liMits
or expecTaTions as long as you just do it
and never give up.. if you do not DancE and
SinG liFe as MaGiC.. you don’t get iT.. iT’s as
simple and complex as that and i haven’t
got iT alL figured out and i’LL alWays
appreciate the so-called
occult mysteries
of liFE the
most
as all of that is
that is God is what
has led me to this point
of forevermore heaven now..
and you can scoff at T-Bow
miracle crosses like this
all ya like but
that doesn’t
take away
the reaLitY
oF Folks.. like our
Happy Heavens now
with a mustard seed and
vine that never ends in groWth..
tear me down and i WiLL Rise aGain..
so let it be written.. it’s already been done
so many dAM times for those with eYes and
eaRs to see
and
hEar now..
okay.. for the next
trick.. and treat and
or whatever off to dVerse
for the Scar Quadrille now..
i FeeL i’m prepped enough now..
and if these words only cross my
ears been tHeRe dONe iT BeFore..;)

And.. OH yeah.. of course i could not participate
sTiLL in the DVerse 44 word limit now to describe
my scars.. but here’s the thing.. folks who do the
John
14:12
thingies
DO NOT FiT
iN.. iT’S TRULY
AS SIMPLE AS THaT..
IF THEY FiT iN THEY DIDN’T
GET THE JESUS/JOHN PROPHECY DONE
AND THAT’S AS COMPLEX AS THIS..;)

AND THAT WAS MY FREDKU
AT THE END OF THAT
FRED BUN TOO..
WITH THIS
TOO..
reference
Haibun and
Haiku too..
Jesus F iN Christ StylE NoW..;)

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Truly.. it’s
A wonderful
FeeLinG to
Art Free.. take
Money out and
Almost anything
WiLL coMe..
A World
Needs A
UniVersal
InCome for
Art with
Neither
LiMits
Or ExpecTaTions
For buy.. money
Doesn’t exist
iN
FReEd..;)

i like ‘the photo’
With the Pink
Flowers best
As
LiFe iS
When Free
My friEnd..
Thanks for sharing..:)

Two responses to two poems..
one by Dean J Baker first and
the other by Talkaholicme.. both describing
issues with deficiencies of money and stuff like
that.. sure.. my response is easy.. for i am Financially
Independent at 47.. iN pArt.. for saving enough money
for that over 7 years and so as Federal Employment in the
U.S. has both a thrift savings plan that i added into from ’93
to ’09 as such.. yeah even after i was sick for a year and a half
as i actually had that much leave on the books to keep the pay
coming into.. until both the legal system and the medical profession
assessed me as permanently disabled while recovering into remission
of most of the original issues.. both Asperger’s and Bi-Polar are considered
life long disabilities that some how or another the FucK i stayed employed
actively from ’76 to 09 for around 33 years or so.. even during the first
year and a half of sickness on the active role then.. i was fortunate of
course as i got hooked up into the Golden Handcuffs of Government
work as how can ya say no to anything ‘they want’.. when you are
approaching 25 years of service and even the potential at early
retiring at 49 years of age.. anyway.. as i started the whole
Government Service in ’84 directly out of college at age
24 then.. i was going to graduate school after three (BA..
BS.. BS..) degrees and what can i say.. all the money
ran out and i had to get a job as
even the part time jobs with
the Books Store and
Archaeology Research
Associate went away and
so did the Janitor Job in total
of three part time jobs too.. Bowling
Center next as just another Beatle
in a Desert sand looking for the
next resource for subsistence
while yes.. i spent another
two years or so at my
Mother’s home until
i rented my own
place.. hmm..
iF you wanna
ever escape
the requirement
for earning money in
this society.. it ain’t gonna be
easy and next to impossible the
way the system is increasingly falling
to part time service jobs with no benefits
now.. and even the full time ones.. any real
retirement benefits.. ya gotta be kitten me as
all humans are tools of the machine to make
money for greater automation efficiencies
these days as humans no longer need
apply for benefit career lifelong jobs..
the jobs are there but sure.. more
than likely if you are lucky you
will find a job you half way
like that doesn’t
seem like
slave work
the rest of the
way until you pick
up your Social Security
check at 70 or whatever the
age will be with finally some
affordable Medicare Insurance that
might still be 500 to a thousand dollars
then of your 2K A month income.. per say..
or so.. if you are lucky enough to make enough
money in a lifetime to get up that high.. anyWay
my recommendation to get up to any chance of
financial freedom from the all mighty God of Green
blAck back Earning Dollars is to simply NOT SPEND
WHATEVER YOU CAN.. it’s what i still practice and
without dedication to that for both wife and husband..
all the money i have saved could be gone sooner than
i think now.. as Lord nows even with retirement benefits..
the wife and i pay over 800 dollars for our insurance benefits
but no sweat as our modest 60K dollar home with mortgage
back from ’93 is paid off now and so is our car.. helped a little
bit by the modest inheritance my father left as Lord knows his
goal all his life was to get rich quick.. Law Enforcement steady
job for 46 years but between getting married four times.. two
times to the same wife too was the hit on the pocket book
moreover with having two kids and a measly one hundred
bucks he paid to help me and the sister then per month..
never the less and not more it took him to over 50 years
of age to get his first house that would stay a home
of his in two more moves where he still left a
mortgage to pay off at age 82 then.. and all
the lottery tickets he purchased as he
left relatively little money in any
savings account never made
him rich but sure at least
it gave him something
to look forward to
each scratch off
that came..
anyway.. key is.. only
get married once.. if at all
and surely better to get married
for assistance if you can get along
with someone in give and take style
and swallowing your pride and taking
endless nagging for every little thing
if that is what staying together takes
too.. hehe.. and nah.. don’t have children..
it’s just impossible almost to save any money
with children as naturally they do come first when
you have them IF you are a naturally healthy nurturing
human being.. and perHaps not wise at all to try to have
children and/or even accidentally have them if you are not so
predisposed for that huge responsibility tHeRe that more folks
are forgoing now.. for both ME ME reasons and economic reality
ones same aS it’s impossible for a stay at home mom to stay
at home now.. for the majority of folks.. oh yeah.. other thing..
keep the same dam modest home.. and by all means get
one in a neighborhood that don’t tale Ya how to mow yA
yard and all that stuff.. a house lasts a lifetime when
purchased new and modest.. keep it a lifetime
and pay it off as soon as possible if yA
wanna escape the grips
of the green bLack back
dollar bill.. and remember
don’t spend for the stuff yA
don’t need iF aT all possible as
verily all that stuff will end up in
your garage and spare bedrooms
if and when that space becomes available
when there is no one sleeping in there.. oh yeah..
and for me.. sure.. keep a car at least 10 years as these
days modest new cars will last that long too.. i went a little
high and stupid and bought a Sports Utiliity Vehicle before
the price of gas sky rocketed as such.. back down to a Civic
now.. gonna take care oF it and keep it for at least 10 years too
as my Camaro i kept for 14 years and the Honda Passport made
it all the way to sweet 16.. before selling it with it still looking brand
new but never the less a gas hog it was.. with the Civic only sipping
somewhat cheaper gas now below the four bucks or so it got
close to back in the Passport days.. yeah.. at an average of
25K for a Vehicle this year.. keep one 15 years instead
of 5 years and you just banked 50K in a safe
account if you are smart.. stock market
never for me.. got a 4 percent guaranteed
savings through a Whole Life Insurance account
and the savings was always guaranteed through
the Government Thrift Savings account too.. and
now in these troubled times.. those accounts are
earning in interest free money.. almost as much
as i made back in ’85 in an entire year then..
and in a Whole Life Insurance policy there are
no penalties for withdrawal after the
15 year surrender period is over..
but nah.. ain’t no more 4 percent
savings account interest as guaranteed
now.. hmm.. yeah.. less than two percent
or so now.. but could be none in twenty
years or so.. just saving the money
and not spending it is the common
sense thing to do.. to escape the grips
of the Green BLack Dollar that can take
almost all your freedoms away.. slave to a job
you hate or one that is both killing you slowly and
or with stress too same.. and meanwhile ..Facebook
Friend Ashe says she has run out of favors and is drained
of human altruism too.. as surely that is what chronic and
severe stress of never saying no to unreasonable demands
on all your time and efforts and kindness will surely do if it
don’t kill
you first
as science
shows now
it ain’t just no
wife’s tale.. stress
of the chronic severe
kind will shorten your life
and make it a living hell
if you don’t die first
where life’s
a bitch..
so.. i say
back to Ashe
on her Facebook page..

No can be a difficult
word butt on the other
Foot it can
Save yoUr
LiFe..;)

And finAlly i say..
as i still haven’t got
back to the dVerse
prompt on scars and in
avoiding them.. take care of your
health.. umm.. eat pretty healthy.. yeah..
now move.. connect.. and create everyday
to recreate as much as you possibly can..
’cause thing is.. without that the rest oF iT iT’s
all a
car
wasH
anD
dry rot
iN hell..;)

Amazing isn’t it how
a small Lady Bug
in the desert
like sands
of my yard..
can inspire
me like this..
all those tiny
intricate quartz
like grains holding hands
iN keeping mountains of love
upright with a friend of leave with
veins of love that surELy has a pretty
good
hold
on
Financial
Management
too as remember i started
off with minimum wage and stayed
there from ’84 to ’93 when my non-appropriated
fund job was kindly transferred over to Clinton
executive order sponsored GS-5 pay grade
appropriated funds.. service staying
and transferred since ’84 too..
ending up on a fast track
to higher salaries in the
last few years of
my total career
reaching pay grade
GS-9 to GS-11 in
what they eventually
named NF-4 as i moved
back to non-appropriated
funds to keep my full time job
at the end with the same Civil
Service benefits then.. i was truly
fortunate to actually save overall with
assets close to half a million dollars then
albeit when i was sick the wife went on somewhat
of a spending spree that the other side of the executive
branch would have never approved if well.. but still there
is enough money to last for the rest of my life no matter
what as i gotta handle back on the financial reins now
both to our satisfaction as the wife’s dream to
buy Kohl’s has disappeared now.. tongue
in cheek as she truly is low maintenance
as any woman’s taste in stuff i’ve
even heard of to this point now
hehe.. as verily women are
the natural gatherers
and storers as
men
are
the short
spurt hunt
folks who get
in for the ‘kill’ of the
high fat content meats
and get out quick and
kick back with a Newspaper
still or the NFL.. NBL.. AFC..
Video Game or whatever replaces
the tribal male instinct for war after that..
and that’s where folks like Tim Tebow come
in now.. to naturally fill the wHole of wars of death..
sure as he makes the Grade iN Major League of Baseball too..:)

Okay.. does that solve all your financial problems
and ensure happiness too.. weLL true.. don’t forget
my trUe religion @lEAst.. to Dance and Sing and
for the rest of the first world problem globe..
this global expanding Brexit thingie that
has come in Orange Trump form
iN the Good Old U.S. of A
iS the heartburn of
thE cost of stuff
(except for
insurance
of course)
going way way
down as what once
paid for employee
benefits as such is now
cost saved out by robots
of automation and cheap
other global labor too..
as the wealth
gets spread
around the
world
a little more
to the extreme chagrin
of folks in rust-belt like
places who wore the blue
collar hands on UniForms
as such putting stuff toGeTher
and all of that by actual sweat
of the brow and things like that..
when scarcity arises folks wanna hold on
to the grain in the silos.. no longer as generous..
no longer as empathic and giving and sharing.. they
just plain get scared when there don’t seem to be enough
to make subsistence in all the ways that comes over what
truly isn’t core survival necessary of wants that feel just as
real as needs for want want want.. the answers are always the
same in smaller homogenous cultures of humans to share and give
and love without restraint.. but heY in a mixing pot of cultural complexity
like this with the jobs of the past gone away with realistically almost no
change of substantially bringing them back in this new world now..
sure.. it’s common sense.. conservative ways increasingly rule..
only way to stop it is if the rich give up more of their grain
and we take care of folks overall holding hands the
best we can.. honestly.. overall that’s not how
life works in the big cities of human
populations now.. laws
will have to made
more for a social
net if give and
share.. less
anarchy and
chaos eventually
cuts the population of everything
on this planet in World War III.. and after
several thousand years the beatle roams free
in lush forests away from desert sands again..
in other words enjoy it while you can.. ‘that
Beatle’ dAm sure ain’t worried about any
world
war
III..
no pesticides
or even fertilizer
in my yard as remember
this is the Garden of Eden out of
the current Ball of Confusion and purgatory too..
on
EArth
as humans
chagrin another
day in the Super-Walmart
check out stuff lanes that never rise
to
a
Happy
Dance and
Song unless you
just do it and say
no i’LL
Fuck
the
rest
of this shit now..
yes i know.. easier said
and done by an ISREaL Peter Pan..
never the less i lived in purgatory and hell
too
been
tHEre
dOne it
eScaped nOw FReED..:)

Jesus F. iN Christ
this sHit iS Long..
and sTiLL
have yet
to
make
it to the
scar prompt yet..;)

But perHaps all i needed
was one word from dVerse
as often happens now..
hehe
haha
Free rules now..:)

And hey.. iF noThing
else iT’s
MY
pARTy..;)

If you made
iT this far
sure..
you’re
sTiLL invited..;)

WiTH..

Fearless SmARt
Unconditional
loVe
and
aLL oF
thaT iS2..;)

Hmm.. miGht as WeLL finish
up shAring the Facebook Memories
of the day which there are a few to
do as nows
go by.. STiLL Now..;)

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Fun Fred Santa photo
with two of my
customer
service
friends
2 years
ago then..
from the FUN
Hard Rock Cafe
in Church group tour
bus way.. and oh yeah..
best advice oF aLL.. PLAY
and make
every
FucKinG
experience
C A L LeD
liFE ranging
from dARk to
liGht and RainBoW
BeYond colors holy
and sacred and even
arrive alive in the bliss
and the heaven and
the nirvana oF
alWays
Forevernow
as imAginaTioN
and creAtivity
moVes
and
conNecTS
with all that iS
aka God aS WeLL
as any hUman TsUnAmi
oF loVe WiLL continue to jusT DO..
SmArt FeArLESs NOW and FREE..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/07/molly-wolves-and-gemini-full-moon/

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Molly WOLVES AND GEMINI FULL Moon.. hmm.. two year ago memory
for a Gemini Full Moon and the best parts over the only 740 words
in this one. . are the overall Beach photos from Biloxi..
including Christmas Boat show on the
Biloxi Bay.. as well as
many fun
dance
photos
too
with one
of my first
favorite artful
all pg rated underwear
ones too.. stuck in the middle
hehe
as
such
back then..
oh yeah.. i didn’t
mention it before
in that other pARt
but don’t forget physical
and emotional intelligence
practiced does most definitely
mean use it or lose iT aS onE
grows older too.. so many ways
to do that in moderation these days
and even legally and somewhat socially
appropriately shaRinG as art and perHaps
stimulating more of the human experience
iN
Heaven
on EARth2..
thing is.. like
the Ice Princess
said.. let it go.. just be FuN
build your ice castles hEar
in spRinG.. SummEr fALL
and
WintEr
too wHere
the warm
stuff
alWays liveS noW..
And by the way.. Olivia
Newton John said the
same thing in SonG and
DancE iN thAT old movie Grease
that is surely applicable in lubricating the
wheels
of life
Fresh
today wHere
you are only
as young as
you can FeeL
and SenSE aLL oF liFE noW..
tHEre are so many easy solutions
i could give the church in Mass on
Sunday for heaven now.. but nah..
that’s not appropriate ..and why A thief
in the
night
must
come online..
as jUST anotHeR
KinG David prophecy
comeS oNline aS WeLL too..
Like
‘they’ say2..
drive
thru
and come aGAin 2..;)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/06/666-months-of-light/

666 Months of LiGht.. from a year ago.. on December 6th as
i celebrate 666 months of liFE on the Planet Earth..
also my Grandfather.. the XCatholic Priest’s
120 anniversary of his birth date
too as Synchronicities
come in
all symbols
and forms
and essence
of purpose and
meaning in liFE for
those who FeeL
and SeNSE and
kNow essence
of all that is
aka
God
as all that is
in how God communicates
with those with totAlly open
eYes and ears that see and hear
more than books alone of yesternows..:)

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OtHEr than that i show ya how long and
strong my tongue iS in the Christmas
story not getting stuck
on and
Indian
Summer
Tree on
the River
wHeRE i was
raised allone wiTh God
of Nature wHole before
i could.. speak at age 3 as such..
the human tongue IS A strongest
muscle of the human orgaNism
oh what
that thing
can
do when
fully unleashed
and released too hEhe..
as ‘some women’ who have
fELt and kNown me more could surEly
tale ya too.. as sure.. i ‘talk too much’..
heHe
and
stuff
like that
as i don’t
need to drink
liquor.. instead as such..;)

(remember.. i was voted
the wittiest boy in
second
grade
private
Catholic
School in
Tallahassee.. *FL…;)

*The state FL that’s shaped
like a gun that means floWer state..;)

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/06/12/mirror-times-mirror/

MIRROR times MIRROR.. a somewhat
enigma of a Palindrome that weighs in at
1644 words where the original founder of
dVerse.. nice guy.. Brian.. also known as Mr.
X.. didn’t think i was for real when i sAid
i would do one that would be over 1000
words long.. thing is..
remember
John
14:12..
this is one
of those
going down
for iSReaL things..
no myths here.. cut
straight to the heARt.. the
SpiRit and the SoUL of the entire matter..
and this cAMe iN from June of 2015.. i muSt
have just been flexing my form muscles of
poetry too.. sure.. i can do iT probably as
well as anyone else but
it’s just so
cold
and
restricted
no matter how
well it fits the guidelines
of complexity and structure
beFore uPside dOwn in rEverse
and all aRound as such.. iT serves
a purpose like all other prison walls
aS
conserving
yesternows do..
and this just shows
i can it do it too if
i wanted to
sTick
iN priSon too..
nah.. i’ll stick my
tongue(s) OUT
inStead..
aLL ‘A
FReED..
sorry iF iT
offends but i’M Free
botTom FucKinG liNe oF liFE noW..;)

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And finally a photo shared on Facebook
of Katrina celebrating my 666 month of
existence on planet earth last December
noting with cartwheel that the bridge iS opening
to the year 2016 wHere a GodsUniVerse Novel would
come first on Christmas of 2015.. nah.. not January first..
the first day the Sun stArts iTs travel back to SpRinG and SuMmER
more past Spring Equinox to Summer Solstice too.. right after the Winter
Solstice ends.. too.. and to be clear i love the mythical story of the baby Jesus
and the three wise men.. and even the virgin birth and all that stuff.. it’s not the
first or last time that myth has been told to support essence of trUth and liGht to
spread a story in vehicles and vessels houSing trUth and liGht and deep deep down
in our human
archetypes
as all life
that depends
on Sun for life at
very crucible as stars
burst for poTenTial sentient
Star duST plus liFe.. sure.. i worship
all of what that is that creates this wonderful
gift of star life now.. and sure of course that includes
the Sun.. and all this else.. even myths that carry the essence
to now
within
as human
archetypes same
stored in our genetic
memory in DNA way for
all our ancestors who struggle
to make this gift oF liFE now.. i sEE/
FeeL/SeNsE this ‘world’ and appreciate iT all for this
giFt of life provided to me iN all that is that comes BefoRe..
Sure it’s
worth celebrating
with 12 million words
since ThanksGiving of
2010 through Hell through
Heaven through all that is i experience
for Now all that is.. and the 6666 miles of
dance arriving at the end of December of 2016
in 40 months or so.. is just another average of
166.66 miles a month too.. sure all coincidences
Horatio’S huh.. do realize what all of this is.. proof baby
of
more
of
more
of
more
John 14:12 STUFF..
to borrow juST another
Vessel and Vehicle HouSinG
huMan Archetypal TruTh and liGht..
don’t matter who wrote it and i give whoever
that is as much credit as the Jesus baby too..
aS iN numerology this 9 year of 2016 is also
coming to an end..2 plus 0 plus 1 plus 6
yes.. as 9 as such.. 2017.. will
be
number
1.. as
SpRing
coMes aGain
iN PaNaRound..:)

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WeLL.. FRiEnD Fred here.. gigoid..
And Oh Lord ‘that’ was a long
long moment iN getting here
as the time iS juSt
totAlly
esCaPinG
unto now
for now
today
for
now.. sMiLes..
but as Arnold says..
i’M back.. i’m Back AGAiNoW..;)

“When washing your face, can you see your true self?”

Can’t stand a wash cloth on any part of my body..;)

“When walking, can you feel the rotation of heaven?”

Yes.. as aLL walKing Now bEcoMes floating hiGh
DancE iN clouds alWays noW aS butterFly SinG..:)

“When speaking are your words without guile?”

OnLY mileStones floW iN ZonE NoW..:)

“When you shop are you
aware of your needs?”

FucK shopping.. Katrina does that..
i’M jUst tHeir to dance and shoot photos
and bEcoMe the subject of video voyeurs aS weLL..;)

“When you meet the suffering, do you help?”

i DancE and
SinG liKe any
clown will do
now when
enCounTering
misery and suffeRing
to cheer the crowd uP..
not everyone wants that though..
sAdly
enough..;)

“When you meet conflict,
do you work toward harmony?”

Sure.. DancE
And SonG iN
Peace and Harmony
like coke with no drugs..;)

~ Deng Ming-Dao ~~
(‘per quote lines’)

“Metaphysical totalitarianism of any kind stifles the freedom we have as human beings.
It is not acceptable to have a religion where the alternative to faith is punishment
– that’s how you train dogs, not develop people.”

~~ Deng Ming-Dao ~~

Religions with harm
do no
Golden Rule/Dao..:)

For me at lEast.. i skip
all the rules and
regulations..
instructions
and
guideliens
and simply live
forevernoW iN a soft
purr like Yellow Boy2..;)

“When I think back on all the crap I learned in high school…”

~~ Simon and Garfunkel, “Kodachrome”

Yes precisely like
that purr
school..;)

“Look to the essence of a thing,
whether it be a point of doctrine,
of practice, or of interpretation.”

~~ Marcus Aurelius Antoninus, Meditations, viii, 22 ~~

A
FucKinG
A allone..:)

“Were I a nightingale, I would act the part of a nightingale;
were I a swan, the part of a swan.”

~~ Epictetus, Discourses, Book i, Chap. xvi ~~

i’LL do
both..
Y not..;)

“Long years must pass
before the truths we have made for ourselves
become our very flesh.”

~~ Paul Valery ~~

Sure.. some
words can
bEcome organic too..
take Romance Novels
for example and moonlit reads..;)

“Neither fear, nor wish for, your last day.”

~~ Martial (40-102 AD), — Epigram x, 47 ~~

Oh Lord..
the
problem
with religions..
SOLVED here..;)

“Do not try to live forever. You will not succeed.”

~~ George Bernard Shaw ~~

Of course not..
don’t try to do it..
juST dO iT forevermorenow…;)

“Pick up my guitar and play, just like yesterday..”

~~ The Who, “Won’t Get Fooled Again” ~~

With
new
tunes of Course..
aS instruments oF
Nature move.. connect
And create alWays morE noW..;)

Just using a
Little tactile
Sensitivity
For humor
And
A little
Detour
For
The sake
Of Novelty
For in my case
Taking all of life too
Seriously literally
Almost killed
Me.. not gonna
Be too much of a
Habit though
For
Overall
Humor
In yin
And
Yang
As Dao
SmArt
Bee might say..
And surely there
Could be deePer
Meaning iN every
Word that EsCapes
First glance
To even the
Writer
That
Is not
SoMe thing
i have explain to
You as a greaTest
LiGht
Is humor
Although dry
Doesn’t suit
Everyone’s
Taste..;)

All iN
Loving spirit
My friEnd foR noW..:)

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#yearinreview2016 .. Hmm.. we are so lucky to live in
an era where so much is provided to us.. totally free of
charge as Facebook does all the work to provide another
trip around the sun in review of the ‘liked points’ of what
i did in profile pics for the year.. yes.. offering me
the benefit of the doubt to change what
i don’t like but hey this is Facebook..
where i FucKinG liKe almost everything..
hehe.. as surely my 5217 likes of other folks stuff
well exceeds the reciprocation of that but as i say..
i make all stuff holy and sacred in life.. with meaning and
purpose and that is why i dance and sing for joy and am
the happiest ‘boy’ in the entire world perHaps.. as i make
a science out oF art for joy.. and it simply FucKinG works
as that is pARt of Gnosis too.. as if it ain’t happy
what is the point of this whole FucKinG
shooting match that IS NOW Heaven
anyWay.. as God miGht say
through all the laborious
efforts in outer space
rinGinG this isREaL opportunity
for Heaven now that surprisingly all
do not see and hear and feel and sense as
they look forward to something after death that
can be A real heaven that we can create as whole
on Earth if we just FucKinG opened our eYes and
Ears and SenSes and FeeLinGs and left our
countries of frOwny Face far far behind
more appreciating this amazing FucKinG
Gift oF liFe here on EARth.. so you miGht
ask why i dance all naked and sensual in public
in avenues of restricted adult art.. WeLL.. ’cause i
celebrate God no Different than King David would
if you really understood that he was saying Heaven
can be now too for those who set their selves free in
Happy that yeS includes both humor and sensuaLiTy too..
beyond the corsets and stuff of the Old T and New T same
where frOwny face has been the rule of both illusory fears..
and empty promises.. making this earth into hell.. instead of
a potential of heaven at hand now.. ISREAL.. play naked like
a Buddha stripped down to TruTh and liGht all Natural is what i
Just do.. as the Founding Father’s say in the U.S. of A.. the Pursuit
of Happiness is the purpose of liFe toGeThER of course in doing
no harm to others.. wHeRe us freER folkS iN Heaven can do it
all free on restricted adult links if we so care to air out our Vicky
and Herman secrets too..;)

Just another Facebook Memory to date freely
provided by the Algorithm assistant.. A Post from
4 years ago.. yes.. somewhat active on Facebook in
2012.. while i was finishing up my deadzone and
before i hit the poetic streak at the end
of February 2013 moving into
March of that year.. noting
here my Grandfather’s bio on Wiki..
and he also wrote many more books beyond
these two most noted two.. and nah.. he wasn’t
the Catholic Church’s favorite ex-communicated priest
by far by far by far.. as they pretty much determined he
was going to hell for disagreeing with the top dogs there as
such.. these days they are just trying to keep the pews filled up..
a little less hold on the populace than what swords used to make..
burning at the stake.. etc.. iN torture for those who didn’t believe in
what they believed in.. not too much different than modern day ISIS
but you will not hear that reality when the past of the church is
addressed in church as Constantine is considered a Saint
with no attention paid to his adherence to
cold blooded murder.. not much
different than ISIS leaders today..
lots of stuff is sugar coated.. particularly
the facts of science now of biblical study that
no one really knows who of all the real Jesus was
as 40 years of Aramaic illiterate folks making up new
round table stories as they went on desert trails in only
oral tradition.. and the elite Greeks who were literate..
writing down what they thought should be
remembered among many so-called
oral tradition round table
Christian sects.. ranging
from believing in one to twelve
Gods and then the scribes who
copied mistakes and changed it more
from hand to hand for centuries on the whim
of what their so-called holy spirit told ’em should be in there..
before and after the Roman Empire Nicene council in 325 AD..
where Jesus was made in to a Soldier Sun Sword God..
in adherence with the Mithra Flavor of religion of the
region to help expand the Roman Empire
where most folks were singing
off a common choir sheet and of
course a similar virgin birth story around
the Winter Solstice in Egyptian mythology
with the baby Horus and the Virgin birth of him..
with the Egyptian Mother Goddess Isis who surely
looks a whole lot like the modern day Katrina.. hehe..
anyWay.. the trUth and liGht will set ya free only if you
are strong enough to sing OFF the established myths
and actual downright lies used to control folks and
subjugate them through made up illusory fears
and empty promises where yeS.. even
through all those myths enough
liGht and TruTh is carried over
in these vehicles and vessels of myths
that can also house elements of TrUth and liGht too..
like those Victoria’s Secret Models in front of the Mall store
that say if you buy tHeir sexy remnants of clothes.. every
man will salivate when they cross your path..
where women come into control more
so than the covered up women
of the Old T way that went
many centuries over into the
Victorian era of covering up human
skin until Vicky’s Secret got some air..;)

“Leo Herbert (1895-1950) was an Irish author, editor, and director of a Protestant ministry, Christ’s Mission in New York. He was an accomplished priest in the Roman Catholic Church who later in life converted to Protestantism and served as the editor of The Converted Catholic Magazine. He authored magazine articles, books and pamphlets, condemning the programs and activities of the Roman Catholic Church.
Educational background and priesthood
Leo was born in 1895 in Kingstown, County Dublin, Ireland, to Edmund and Emma.[1] He attended Mungret College in Limerick, and All Hallows College in Dublin. He was awarded advanced academic degrees in theology, including a Licentiate of Sacred Theology (STL) and Doctorate of Divinity (DD).[2]
In 1918, Leo entered the University de Propaganda Fide in Rome, Italy, and was ordained a priest of the Roman Catholic Church in St. John Lateran. He served as a Roman Catholic priest in Europe and South Africa. For several years, he served as a negotiator in legal matters at the Vatican. Following his activities at the Vatican, he went to the United States, where he served as a priest in Florida. During his time in the US, he continued his education at New York University, earning a Master’s degree.
Publications
Behind the Dictators, Leo H., (New York: Agora Publishing Co., 1942)
Vatican policy in the second world war, Leo H., (New York: Agora Publishing Co., 1945)”

Facebook Friend Greg and
Fellow Employee from the
Bowling Center for almost
two decades shares a
slide of
a quote
that says..
“IF YOU DON’T
STAND UP FOR
OTHER’S WHEN
THEIR RIGHTS
ARE BEING
TRAMPLED
WHO WILL STAND UP FOR
YOU WHEN IT’S
YOUR RIGHTS
THAT ARE
TRAMPLED”
so of course..
i go ON and
on
to say.. then..
and now 2..
Yep.. and folks
think the Nazi rise
thingy and other
Fascist stuff
was/iS juSt
an historical
anomaly.. nah..
it’s pArt sTiLL of the
dARk side of hUman
natUre that will resort
to all kinds of fresh hell
when life is viewed as less
than a spirit of abundance..
scarcity
kills..
always
has always will..
even if that kill
is ‘only’ a P grab
to be swept under
the gutter oF liFe..
Trump is a very very poor
man when it comes to real
male self-esteem.. it shows
from head to toe in comb over..
and sure that reflects the other segments
of our
society
too.. as when
males lose their
self esteem and social
roles same.. they lose their COOL..
wHeRe Trump is a transparent FOOL..
if he can ‘dance naked’ in front of the world..
he’LL
prove
me wrong..
or at least prove
he’s a COLD ASS HONKY..;)

i’Ve addressed scars enough in this current MacroVerse..
so i’M not going back to dVerse to entertain the
wildly popular dVerse scar’s prompt.. as most
every poet and or other artist
has deep dArk
and scars
to share
no different
than me.. an important
place to visit.. but surely
not a place to wHeRe yoUr weLcome
out in.. as dArkness is most definitely
contagious.. particularly to the more sensitive
empaths among us who have a hard time shutting
off that siNk of sucKing in the EmoTiOns of oTheRs..
so.. anyWay.. i’LL likely end this current MaCroVerse
number 727.. with title sTill soon to arrive.. with a full
quote of a MacroVerse of 1824 words from two
years ago.. as dVerse also has a Tuesday
prompt based on recipes for life..
beyond food per say/feel/sense..
and for me
this is
an
existential
recipe for both
existence and God
oF Nature.. that is worth
sharing in whole.. as i did my
best to share it on a Wrong Planet
two years ago.. with little notice of course
as they take life mostly literal with little right
brain spirit of interpreting more than black and white
of liFe.. truly.. tHeir is so much more to experience when
one opens up that other Hemisphere noW in metaphor for
intelligence.. yes.. emotional.. physical.. spiritual sAMe
with sensory inTeLLiGence too.. perHaps this poTential
mUSt be watered almost from the day of biRth to grow
a Garden of more than bLack and white fActs and iN
that case perHaps i was sadly wasting my time and
space iF folks truly are only chosen by mostly
the love they receive early as food and drink
oF liFE and a fertility of ImaGiNAtiOn and
creatiVity that is fed within more than
an external purple dinosaur named
Barney.. liFe is generated from
within.. alWays has
beeN alWays
WiLL now..
Muted
by the sun outside
or generated by the sun inside..:)

And now to “Angel Devil FRED”..

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/08/angel-devil-fred/

IN
MY
opinion..
the issue of difficulty
in Understanding GOD..
is in both definition
and
way of thinking
about GOD…
First of all..
GOD
is not
a
noun..
GOD
IS
a
Beneficial
FORCE
OVERALL…
AND GOD WORKS…
And THAT IS WHY GOD IS LOVE
BEYOND THE AFFECTIONATE AND JEALOUS
DEFINITION OF LOVE as it is defined
in western materialistic cultures that seek to own instead of share…
GOD IS THE TRUTH OF NATURE AS IS PER MOTHER NATURE TRUE…
GOD is both the Universe and what may exist beyond the Universe
that Human MAY NOT yet be able to see
AKA
ALL THAT IS..
with the scribe
of GOD also known as Science…
SO GOD IS NEITHER HE NOR THERE…
GOD
IS tHere
otherwise KnowN as ALL…
All these are ARE words AND WITHOUT
the Wisdom that COMES through
the GIFT OF GOD’S DARKNESS
AKA THE Hard Knocks of Life
THE ESSENCE OF WHAT
i am saying here MAY NOT
BE truly HEARD OR SEEN..
by those WITHOUT
THE GIFT OF DARKNESS OF LOVE
THAT CAN bring awakening
aka
ENLIGHTENMENT IN LIFE
through the GIFT OF CHALLENGE AND CHANGE..
which in science talk means epigenetics and neuroplasticity…
So yes.. even through the science of
COGNITIVE
BEHAVIORAL THERAPY
the scribe of science continues
to CATCH UP TO one of the oldest
books of WISDOM
NAMED the I CHING
and the philosophy of ZEN…
GOD IS ZEN…
GOD IS JUST BEING…
GOD IS HOW THIS WHOLE DAM THING WORKS
AS TAPESTRY INSTEAD OF JUST THE DEVIL OF DETAILS…
AND TO LET ALL THE LIES OF CULTURAL ILLUSIONS GO..
YES.. LET IT GO.. Like THAT young PRINCESS
and eventually Queen of the dark of ICE
DID SAY AS THE DARK OF COLD
NEVER BOTHERED HER ANYWAY…
AND THEN i SAY NOW
as well as a MILLION AND MORE
other Awakened ENLIGHTENED folks
through the Power of the LOVE
OF GOD’S DARKNESS THIS..
GO! WITH GOD’S GRAVITY
OF JUST WHAT IS
AKA
TRUE JUSTICE
as
JUSTICE
IS TRULY JUST
FLOWING WITH THE RIVER
OF GOD AND ACCEPTING IT AS IS…
TO GO AGAINST THE GRAVITY OF GOD..
AS STEPHEN Hawking now identifies god literally
AS THE FORCE OF GRAVITY
and not metaphorically like THIS
PER THE OVERALL FORCE
OF NATURE AKA
GOD IS NoT BEING FREE…
TRUE JUSTICE IS IN ESCAPING
THE LIES OF CULTURE..
INCLUDING ALL THAT TRIBAL RELIGION CRAP…
i DID THIS JUST by taking off as many of the clothes of culture..
THEN IN MY EARLY 20’s.. AS possible…
WALKING the totAlly desolate pristine SUGAR WHITE SAND
WITH BREEZE INSPIRING SWAYING SEA OATS
BEING allONE WITH THE ENDLESS RHYTHM
OF THE EMERALD GREEN gulf WAVES
OF This BEACH OF GOD IN KNOWING
AND BEING IN NOW
that THIS IS my home
OF TRUE NATURE
THAT IS GOD
and not
the CAVE OF
CULTURE
ALONE…
i DID IT AGAIN..
STARTING AT AGE 47
THROUGH THE GIFT
OF 19 MEDICALLY documented disorders
through five years.. including type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
that is like someone drilling one’s teeth without Novocaine..
except the pain was in my right eye and ear..
losing effective use of both and being forced
out of the Lies of culture
WHETHER
i WANTED TO
OR NOT…
AND THEN THE GREATEST GIFT..
AS THE GIFT OF GOD OF LOOKING WITHIN
THROUGH INNATE INSTINCT AND INTUITION
AND LEARNING THE GIFT OF GOD AS IS..
to cure myself as the doctor gave me
NO CHANCE OF RECOVERY
AT ALL AND
YES
i still have his words documented to this day…
My other doctor.. my rheumatologist..
who was treating me for Dysautonomia.. Sjogren’s Syndrome.. Fibromyalgia.. Spinal Stenosis.. Severe Degenerative arthritis in my spine.. a congenitally fused T-6 vertebrae as the source of the early onset degenerative arthritis..
TOLD ME TO GO HOME
AS NONE OF HIS PAIN DRUGS
COULD TOUCH THE GIFT OF PAIN
THAT I EXPERIENCED…
AND THE WORST PAIN OF ALL
WAS LOSING ALL EMOTIONS AND YES
i WOULD HAVE RATHER HAD THE WORST PAIN
KNOWN to MANKIND THAN LIVE AS
TOTALLY NUMB AS DEAD IN LIFE…!
SO..
YES..
OVER
THE COURSE OF
THOSE FIVE YEARS..
as i was forced to look within
and eventually through
THE TRUE KNOWING
AND HEALING POWER
OF MASTERY OF
THE HUMAN MIND
OVER THE HUMAN MIND
IN RELATIVE FREE WILL
i healed ALL 19 medical disorders
myself with the HELP OF THE GOD
OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE…
THROUGH INSTINCT.. INTUITION AND FEELING
i learned to REGULATE AND balance EMOTIONS
AND SENSORY INTEGRATION
THROUGH THE GIFT OF GOD
OF THE TRUE HUMAN POTENTIAL of the human mind
THROUGH THE ART OF PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE
MOVING THROUGH
DISTANCE AND SPACE
WITH THE GOLDEN
SPIRAL MEAN
OF 1.618…
YES..
i
learned
to Move
all body parts
in 360 degrees of movement
AND AS THE SCRIBE OF SCIENCE NOW SHOWS
physical intelligence and
emotional intelligence
work as ONE
FORCE OF
HUMAN BEING TO
REGULATE BOTH EMOTIONS AND
SENSORY INTEGRATION OF HUMAN BEING…
So yes.. I JUST DID IT.. LIKE MY FRIENDS AT NIKE SAY..
and continue to
CURE MYSELF
PER THE INNATE POTENTIAL OF HUMAN POWER
OF SELF HEALING ALL 19 MEDICAL DISORDERS..
INCLUDING
THE reciprocal
social communication functional disability
that at one time did not all allow me AT ALL
to be the ‘SOCIAL BUTTERFLY’
i am in real life now…
SO YEAH.. i FOR ONE SEE GOD
AS ALL GOOD ALL THE TIME NOW..
BUT WITHOUT SEEING THE TRUE TAPESTRY
OF DARK AND LIGHT..
IT IS ONLY A FOGGY NIGHT AND DAY IN NOW OF LIFE…
AND I HOPE.. only hope.. for someone.. anyone.. to catch a SPARK
of the LIGHT i LIVE ALL THE TIME NOW IN THE GOOD OF GOD through these inefficient words of human written symbols of language to EXPRESS THE TAPESTRY OF WHAT IS…
BUT A GOLDEN SPIRAL DANCE OF THE GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE
DOES TELL THE TALE MUCH BETTER THAN WORDS ALONE…
SO.. YES.. i CONTINUE TO TELL THAT TALE
OF NON-VERBAL DANCE..
NOW FOR 2700 MILES..
spanning 15 MONTHS
IN TAI CHI
BALLET LIKE WAY
IN PUBLIC PLACES
ALL OVER MY METRO AREA
AS IT TELLS THE TALE OF GOD
AKA MOTHER NATURE TRUE..
MORE THAN WORDS WILL EVER DO ALONE…
AND YES.. OUR SO-CALLED PRIMITIVE ANCESTORS
CONNECTED THROUGH GOD
IN A SIMILAR WAY
UNDER THE FULL MOON LIGHT
AND WOODED FIRE LIT NIGHTS
GYRATING HIPS AND TORSOS
AND JUST LETTING
LEGS.. ARMS..
FINGERS.. AND TOES GO..
IN THE GOLDEN SPIRAL MEAN OF 1.618
AND FLOWING WITH GOD’S TRUE GRAVITY
INSTEAD OF FLYING ON TERRESTRIAL PLANE
AGAINST IT
WITH THE LIES OF ABSTRACTLY CREATED
SO CALLED INTELLIGENT LANGUAGE AND CULTURE…
YES..
THEY DANCED TOGETHER INSTEAD OF ALONE..
LIKE I DO WHEN i RAVE DANCE WITH
20 SOMETHING YEAR OLDS..
NOW MOVING INTO MY
37TH WEEK OF
JUST
DOING
THAT
SO
NO
THE
FALL
OF THE
MYTHICAL BIBLE
WAS
AND IS
COMPLEX
HUMAN LANGUAGE
AND THE SUBJUGATING
DOMINATING
LIES OF CULTURE..
NOT THE NATURAL APPLE OF GOD
THAT IS FREE FOR THOSE WHO
COME TO TRULY SEE
AND HEAR IT
WITH EYES AND EARS
OF GOD GIVEN
INSTINCT.. INTUITION..
AND MOVEMENT THROUGH
THE EMOTING POWER
OF THE EMOTION OF
SONG AND DANCE OF LIFE..
AS TRUE GOD GIVEN GIFT OF LIGHT
THAT WE ARE BORN WITH INNATELY
JUST WAITING TO COME BACK TO US IN TRUTH..
IF WE CAN LOOK THROUGH THE LENS OF LITTLE CHILDREN
AGAIN AND TRULY SEE THE LIGHT AND DARK OF GOD
AS ONE FORCE
THAT WE
CAN
SHARE
AND IS
ALL THAT IS
INSIDE.. OUTSIDE..
ABOVE AND SO BELOW…
Well
of course TRULY
ON COURSE AS IS
GOD needs not contemplate
AS GOD JUST IS JUSTICE AS IS.
IN FACT.. GOD NEEDS NOT AT ALL..
AS GOD IS ALL…
IT ONLY
‘TAKES
A
ROCKET SCIENTIST’
TO THINK OTHERWISE…
MY
CAT CAN
FIGURE THIS OUT
WITHOUT ANY WORDS
AT
ALL
AS MY CAT
JUST
IS
AND
IS GOD TOO…
SO YEAH..TRULY MY CAT
IS JUST ANOTHER MASTER
OF THE UNIVERSE
IN TRUTH AND
JUSTICE AS IS…
HUMANS CAN THINK
THEIR WAY TO LITERAL HUMAN HELL…
HA-HA! HUMANS THINK THEY DOMINATE THE WORLD..
AND
OVERALL..
THEY CANNOT EVEN
MASTER THEIR OWN MINDS…
MY CAT PURRS AT SILLY HUMANS
AS HE ROLLS IN THE SANDS OF EARTH
AND HUGS THE GRASS
OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE…
MEANWHILE HUMANS
ARE WALKING
LIKE ROBOTS AND OR ZOMBIES
IN THE AISLES OF SUPER
WAL-MART ALL ALONE…
i CHOOSE ALLONE WITH RELATIVE FREE WILL…
AND SO DOES MY CAT WITH NO NEED FOR WORDS AT ALL…
COMPLEX LANGUAGE.. SO-CALLED STANDARD INTELLIGENCE OF IT
MEASURED AS SUCH..
AND COMPLEX CULTURE CAN KILL THE POTENTIAL FOR HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL.
i AND MY CAT FOR TWO ARE FREE WITH THE REAL GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE…
But again.. ‘just i Ce’ in only my opinion…
AND MY CAT JUST PURRS IN CONTENT INSTEAD OF CONTEMPT FOR GOD AS MY CAT JUST TOTaLLY LIVES the TRUE SACRED UNCONDITIONAL LOVE OF GOD…
Culture is A ‘Virus’
NOT HUMANS
AND
OR GOD…
and A VIRUS
IS GOD truly2
More simply PUT
THERE IS NO ESCAPE
FROM GOD IN LIFE AND WHO KNOWS
BUT GOD.. POTENTIALLY NOT EVEN IN DEATH..
AS GOD
IS
INFINITE EYES
AND SCIENCE ONLY FINITE EYES
WITH EMPIRICAL MEASURES AS SUCH
so why not Enjoy
WHAT
IS
JUST AS IS JUSTICE AS IS NOW…
THAT’S WHAT i do at least..
as to me anything else
is just wasting
what i KNOW
now at least
AS
A
PRECIOUS
GIFT OF DARK
AND LIGHT IN LIFE…
SO I LIVE ALL I CAN IN NOW
AS NOW IS ALL THAT EXISTS NOW ALWAYS NOW…
AND i for one “AM KILLING IT” EVERY STEP I GO in now..
FOR NOW AT LEAST.. WITHgravity of GOD and NOT AGAINST IT….
‘FEATNOTE’:
When i use CAPS in written PHILOSOPHIC
social communication like this..
i am using CAPS as a literary device
to retain reader attention..
AND TO GENERATE THE HUMAN
EMOTING POWER OF EMOTION..
in the TWITTER WORLD
WE LIVE IN NOW…
NO.. i AM NOT screaming..
i am as peaceful saying these words
in real life as a river FLOWING
to an ocean of love…
AND i AM CLARIFYING THIS
AS i DO NOT WANT
TO GET BANNED
‘HERE’ AGAIN..
AS EVEN WHEN
CLARIFYING
THIS ‘BEFORE’..
FOR JUST TRYING TO HELP
FOLKS SEE my OWN opinion
OF PHILOSOPHY
that has
LITERALLY taken me
OUT
of LITERAL HUMAN HELL…
i DO NOT AIM
to convince anyone
of anything i say or DO..
i just want to share it.. and that is all…
And if someone gains any spark at all from it..
that is great..
AND if not
AND ANNOYING..
please just ignore me if you like…
i TRUST THAT the ‘moderation team here’
has more respect for neurodiversity
in ways of communicating
and thinking now.. TG…
BUT STILL..
i RESPECT IT
ENOUGH
TO
ATTEMPT
TO
CLARIFY WHAT
i DO and SAY IN
COMMUNICATION AS WELL..
continually.. as the reading audience
AND moderation team ‘here’ is always changing…
Thanks in advance.. for ‘yOur’ potential understanding…:)

And now for the rest of Holy and Sacred Thursday R
and R activities.. including the 138th Dance
Week Celebration as the ChristMas SpiRit
of the masses ringS in the present and
presents of now.. as a kitty miGht
purr too.. and dance of course..
WiLd and Free with all the
cool college age folks
at good old
Seville Quarter
with more fun dance
photos added to this
“Pick uP thE bALL DancE
and SinG’.. MacroVerse around
the wee hour of Friday.. the 9th of
December.. yes.. on or about 3 AM.. of 2016..:)

OH yeah.. and Glenn Responds to my latest
Facebook Karmic eYe selfie
with T-Shirt text that says
in logo way.. ‘IT
TAKES a lot of SKILL
TO BE THIS
AWESOME’
hehe.. as
juST an
old gym
work-out
shirt..

Yes.. Glenn says..

More than a 1000 mirror selfies in 100 t-shirts;
heart emoticon

And i say in final
returns for noW iN
this 727th Macro-verse
of longest Ocean whole long
form poem still exceeding 3.3
million words in witness for God
of Nature from the date of 3102013..
in blog
adventure
initial
start
on Google
Blogger plat
form as such..

BiG Winks.. my FriEnd Glenn..
actuAlly more than 20K total
selfies.. including all blogs..
100k+ photo efforts
noW.. and over
500 photographed
T-shirts.. included
as art
DanceS
and SinGs
and records
iT aLL free.. Thanks
for dropping by too.. my FriEnd..
oh yeah2.. and plus 12 Million words recorded online total2..
All juST for the fun for what
liFE
can
BRinG iN
aLL oFDARk
And liGht.. ‘tween
of That and beyOnd
Rainbow Colors too2..:)

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BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels

GodsUniVerseNovel

GodsUniVerseNovel
41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/02/09/godsuniversenovel2/

GodsUniVerseNovel2
51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel

https://katiemiafrederick.com/2016/04/28/godsuniversenovel3/

GodsUniVerseNovel3
338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

https://katiemiafrederick.com

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
AKA
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
NoW..:)

Love iS
ALLTHaTis..:)

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..

After Book oF Fred

After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
@lEast
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

Book oF Ten Sixteen..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
NoW..
surELy
Longgg..;)

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13 Responses to Torn ViNes oF Love

  1. YoUr troubles will soon cease
    And good fortune will smile upon you..
    You will win favors when you expand your social circle..
    WeLL that’s the take away from the take
    out Chinese Food with
    Fortune Cookies
    For Fred and
    Katrina
    respectively
    and as often
    whaT happens..
    she says i care not for
    my particular fortune so
    it’s all yours Husband pal
    do what you will with it.. hmm..
    weLL..oFT to Dance at Old Seville Quarter
    toniGht.. so will check out the expanding
    smiles of social circles after the
    dance is over in photography
    way and meanwhile
    the wife says
    take out the
    trash first before
    you go play.. she already
    fed me the After Chinese Dinner
    so.. i’M all fueLed uP for Dance wiTh
    soMe presents and some kitty kats noW
    in T-Shirt Merry way too.. as the Grand
    Old ChristMas Celebration continues in LA..
    yes.. Lower Alabama Panhandle of Florida wHere
    a Cheers Bar-like atmosphere wiTh Familiar sMiLinG
    Beautiful fAces IS A Green Acres for.. the Pan of mE
    with innocent Forest/Beach nymphs.. pArking close To
    120th Church Street… with a portrait of old Arcadia Mill to
    go in photo way too.. so.. see yA lAter as ForTunes as written
    continue
    to juST
    Be dOnE
    With WiLL
    and harming
    no other other..
    WiTh Force of Fearless
    smARt Unconditional Love..
    as juSt anoTher headliner here
    for continuing 3.3 MilLioN Word
    plus Longest Long Form Free Verse
    Poem with plenty of what the professional
    poets name as ‘concrete shapes’ in words
    with deeper human archetypal symbolic meanings
    as all of this continues to flow with what other parable
    makers name as Holy SpiRit as Creativity in streAM of
    Consciousness writing from way way deep down in hUman
    collective consciousness in what some folks call cosmic consciousness
    and still others name as Christ Consciousness.. eTc.. as the sHow muSt
    go on further and further and hiGher and HiGher per John 14:12 too.. noW
    as prophecies
    do sTilLL
    coMe trUe
    iN very very
    sElf and raTheR
    long long fulfiLLinG ways
    heHe.. as what’s anew Bible
    without humor and red luke fun..
    as the 138th dance niGht cOmes.. AgAiN
    wRite before Christmas STilL iN thiS new
    728th MacroVerse tonigHT as Fortunes DO iT juST roLL oNG..;)

  2. So last night after i am changing
    into my Kitten Presents T-shirt for
    the Gala Dance event that is coming
    to town.. P’cola town that is
    as a Santa
    of Dance..
    sure
    call
    me
    Saint
    oF Dance
    iF you like
    or Bond.. Fred
    Bond.. as no body
    does it like i do dance
    heHe.. anyWay.. the wife
    ALERTS ME.. Jesus F. iN
    Christ and no she does not
    use the man who she was told is
    God’s name in vain.. kinda ironic
    huh.. but anyway.. other than making
    men and language and books and such
    as that into Idols of God alone.. if i haven’t
    LOST you yET.. the wife says this Chuck Lorre
    guy writes about the same dam stuff you’ve told
    me over and over about until i always get a Fred
    Ache in an extra long kinda way too.. it’s really
    weird.. it’s like
    you are F
    iN
    contagious
    or something..
    like there’s something
    in the atmosphere that’s
    catching while you are talking
    about iT too.. well.. can’t take all the
    credit for my philosophy that matches
    precisely the philosophy that the very very
    Prolific writer for TV sitcoms including the
    Big Bang TV Show.. Chuck Lorre.. presents
    here about human culture.. including religion too
    as being the virus and humans who are the innocent
    ones where the real FALL is the virus of both cultures and
    religions same that have coincided in helping to dominate
    and kill the rest of Mother Nature trUe.. here on earth in
    thousands upon thousands of extinct species so far..
    killing the Forests that supply clean air to breathe
    and that list goes on as all we tree huggers
    fully understand with the scribe
    of science at our back..
    yes.. we educated
    folks who
    know
    more
    than what
    we are instructed
    to say at church and
    such as that in places
    with walls and veils of ignorance
    to bring the liGht of the original
    Greek Definition of Apocalypse
    that yes.. as i always say
    means lifting
    the veils
    of ignorance..
    so.. the TrUTh
    and liGht of the
    GoD oF Nature instead
    of the God of Man can reign
    free with reins that rain balance
    again instead of imbalance in destruction
    of the rest of Nature and us too.. as best
    as we can and could do iN dARk iF we don’t
    stop this D Train with headlight in the tunnel
    from coming like a Bad Santa will.. too.. iF we
    don’t come toGeTheR and get a handle on all the
    ShiT out of balance.. anyway back to a point somewhere
    back tHEre.. i can’t take all the credit for my philosophy as for one
    thing it’s common sense for anyone who gets back to Nature.. whether
    that be a man in the desert.. a man in a cave or a man on the beach or
    a man who goes without sleep for 40 days like me too.. during the
    lent period of 2008.. except for 1 hour of cardboard shallow sleep
    the first 35 of 40 of those days and zero sleep the last 5 of 40..
    yep.. really happened both in medical documentation
    and witness of the really honest person..
    my wife named Katrina who again
    very much reflects the
    Egyptian mythical
    Goddess Isis
    as she
    helped put
    the pieces of me
    back toGether like
    an incarnate version
    of that Goddess now..
    on Mother Earth too of course..
    and on top of that i have college degrees
    in an associate one that took me two years
    at Pensacola Junior college before that became
    a State College and spent 4 years at the University
    of West Florida.. gaining degrees in Anthropology..
    Social Sciences Interdisciplinary and Health Science
    including some Graduate Study in Social Sciences
    Interdisciplinary until my school resources
    ran out.. and by the way that’s 6
    years of college not the typo
    of 8 that i made in a couple
    of blog posts back
    if i remember
    to correct
    that at
    some date in
    the future too.. hehe..
    anyway.. i had a clear cut
    path to come to this understanding
    and perhaps i could have done something
    big then to get the word out.. but i did not have
    these tools or the resources to go any higher in school..
    or even the writing and oral presentation skills to do anything
    about it then really.. than go on to the University of Bowling Center
    to get more Participant Anthropology Observer experience in terms
    of direct contact and interaction with well over 100K flesh and blood
    humans in the military and general public.. for over two decades total..
    and then moving
    online and
    coming into
    contact with
    close to hundred
    thousand more at
    least vicariously into
    looking into their mind
    by what they wrote online on the
    Wrong Planet site for the unwanted
    toys and outcasts same of society to
    see what the canaries in the coal mine
    had to say all about the human condition.. too..
    that’s a lot of credential but most oF it Free Lance
    and not done so called professional for making bucks..
    but you see.. i’m in this to help.. not to make bucks.. already
    did that part almost miraculously in terms of dollar bills saved
    to make all this possible now.. including all that suffering and
    misery that makes me so-called too disabled to do anything but
    my little parT to help save the world as Nature aka GOD’s BaLanCinG
    way on
    PlaNet
    eARTh aGaiN..
    anyWay.. enough
    for now.. and more
    to come in the next
    Facebook Slide.. Class.. oKay..;)

    Okay.. as the Philosophy..
    Science and Art Class continues
    in BA.. another BA.. and BS and
    Associates degree ways with University
    of Bowling Center and Community Activities
    Director and Athletic Director.. with a few stints
    as Book Store Clerk.. Janitor.. and Research Associate
    of Archeology with the Book Store Job in University way too..
    even the Government getting me a security clearance
    to do support assistance for a Captain of Navy base..
    along with thousands and thousands
    of poetic responses in free verse
    to online Blogger poets as such..
    and 12 million words recorded
    online total with about 8 million
    or so on the Wrong Planet
    Website along with
    many other
    Autism associated
    websites and so many
    other ‘miscellaneous’
    places too.. yeah 138 weeks
    moving into 139 weeks now next
    week documenting dance experience
    with college age folks.. in the longest long
    form poem ever.. still exceeding 3.3 million
    words in witness for God oF aLL Nature All
    Natural as such and mysterious and even what
    some might call a Nature plus with the metaphor
    of occult unknown elements.. thaT we can come
    to feel and sense.. with direct life experience too..
    yes that witness now exceeding the 42 month point
    on 9112016.. and nah.. i don’t blaspheme the Christian
    religion by saying in my own little way i have surpassed the
    historical record of what the Jesus did per John 14:12 either
    as i can back it up.. even the 1020 LBs.. i leg press in leg strength
    all Natural as such.. as hey.. i am a pretty wirey ape here at around
    6 Feet tall and 233LBS of Dense bone.. muscle.. ligament and tendon
    strength as this ain’t no steroid dude presented here for Christmas of 2016
    with Kitty Cats too.. on shirt.. this is the real thing going down.. wild and free
    and if you don’t believe i’m strong and viril as such.. sure i even present the
    science project all naked as such as skin don’t lie.. behind clothes and neither
    does strength or virility too.. hey.. a scientist has to do what he has to do or her
    like any doctor
    would WHO
    ever the Doctor
    be or not to BE..
    yeah i did 40 reps
    or so.. one day last week
    as i measure it in terms of songs
    i make it through and minutes of doing
    it as i am in another world of focus when
    i do it in all parallel way with arms raised in
    to the skies for ‘perfect’ balance with legs in strength..
    yes.. this is a lifelong very comprehensive science project
    that i am personally involved with the God of Nature to JuST
    get heR done.. yes.. this is the trim and fit Incredible hulk off
    the fucking
    illegal
    steroids.. OKay..
    ain’t no bulked up
    lizard man here.. hehe..
    i even tend to store fat around
    the middle off and on during the week..
    before the next marathon dance begins..
    while i’m writing in the interim to do the
    art and science of the DancE and SonG
    oF LiFE too.. heHEr or WhATever comes next..;)

    Hmm.. Feral Face on a 233 LB
    ballet/martial arts body..who yes..
    leg presses 1020 Lbs sTiLL regularly
    3 times a week now at 33 times as let’s
    just call 40 reps as somewhat of an anomaly
    to date.. sure.. do not mistake my kindness and grace
    for weakness as yes.. i surely can do the Karmic eye
    thingy
    iN
    dARkness
    too.. kinda like
    that wirey tall Lucifer
    Pretty Boy does on the
    Fox Chanel too.. particularly
    amusing the show was where
    the street corner evangelist who was
    selling snake oil of illusory fears and empty
    promises met
    his own
    worst
    nightmare
    when pretty
    boy Lucifer showed
    his red face eyes.. anyWay.
    we are animals.. make no mistake
    about that.. and we can be morphed
    into trained cold blooded killers when
    human empathy and compassion is erased
    from the human mix.. but on the other hand when
    tHeir is abundance in resources in so-called primitive
    savage naked way.. we cooperate better aS oNe somewhat
    small social group of human beings dancing close to naked
    totally free one in being with each other and God sAMe around
    moonlit campfires of niGht wHere the Sun of we in fiRe of EmoTiOns
    pro-social and seNsory too.. sparkle in every cell of our bodies and
    trillions of peptide connections of positive neurochemical and neuro
    hormone flow from the Vagal Nerve aka Kudalini serpent that runs
    from Brain to Gut and branches out to head to toe and BeyOnd
    in conNecTedness in moVinG and CreATinG ways toGeTheR
    wE humans DancE and SinG oNE.. with goD WhoLe as
    Ocean wHole poem continues to flow as streams
    move to rivers.. and waves of Ocean reach
    further and further and shores continue
    to expand and recede and change
    forevermore now.. in the
    bliss and nirvana..
    satori.. eTc.. yes
    the Heaven
    iS noW when
    we DancE and
    SinG Naked iN BaLanCe
    away from Feral FroWny uGy
    Trump Face as i so ‘eloquently’
    dARk disPlay here.. and no.. truST
    me.. you wouldn’t wanna really see a
    male who has undomesticated himself
    angry.. neither cat or human.. as i am juST
    playiNg a split-second ‘funny face’ here
    as any clown can do too.. boTh dARk
    and liGht.. sHades of Grey.. and BeYond
    rainbow colors too.. but as they say.. the crazy
    eYe WiLL avoid many fights.. better than turn the
    other cheek as the other person high tails it as such
    when
    the
    ‘evil’
    eye of the
    Bad Santa comes
    to town.. either iN
    aCt or iSREaL Feral SonG..
    and DancE of poTential Death
    as any Wookiee can do now with
    no FucKinG rules but win for FiGhting..
    hehe.. like one so-called big man told me
    one time.. i’ll break your arm.. hmm.. he didn’t
    see me beat the 260 LB law enforcement dude “then”..
    in arm wrestling when i was just 19 years old.. me
    at 170lbs.. and all that was back before i undomesticated
    myself.. Wookiees and other Undomesticated apes.. don’t
    break arms
    they FucKinG
    rip faces off
    iF need be..
    for me..
    i’M
    A
    Lover not a fighter
    but on the other hand
    i don’t have to fight with
    A Karmic eye like this.. hehe..
    And speaking of Karma.. this is
    how the rest of Nature and God the
    sAMe overall feels about the human species..
    no favorites baby.. just pissed.. and trust me
    ya
    don’t
    wanna
    Fuck WiTh
    God as GoD ISREaL
    and all that is with no
    FucKinG escape.. not even
    after death.. sure.. i fear going
    against the gravity of GoD iN BaLAnce
    i did it with no nefarious intent already by
    jusT being too afraid to say no.. and getting
    out of balance as a slave to human culture now
    and religion same.. God ape slapped my ass down..
    and for those who think they are immune.. juST wait..
    as the
    Piper
    will
    have
    his and her eTc.. DO
    as action.. consequence
    liGht and dArk in Positive and
    Negative way is the rule of Nature GoD sAMe
    forevermore now at leASt and MoSt and ‘tween
    of
    all
    that is
    aka GOD
    wHole with
    no separation@aLL..:)

    Oh.. what a relief
    and you thought
    the dance hall
    was a wild and
    crazy thingie.. hehe..
    anyWay.. yeah.. i did the
    6 years of college and this
    very sweet and smart young
    lady is an excellent role model
    for her species.. she is not afraid of
    different although her boyfriend looked a little
    bit wary as we are getting our selfie thing and dance
    on at the club but sure the grace and all brings a sense
    of ballet safety
    as you don’t
    have to
    worry
    about
    a ballet
    guy stealing
    your girl friend.. huh..
    well.. i’m married and that’s
    the only reason that young man
    didn’t have anything to worry about
    as i was no longer his age in college as
    i am now old enough to be this girl’s father
    and close to grandfather age too.. and plus
    that.. i wasn’t undomesticated in college but
    oh God.. if i was.. my grades surely would have suffered
    ‘tween
    the sheets
    of liFE.. no doubt..
    and that’s okay noW
    as i am a monogamous
    dude when it comes to
    the Bill Clinton Definition of sex for sure..
    but a bootie dance.. i will engage in now and
    then if brought to me first.. as a married man i
    never approach a female first for dance.. but
    even at
    56.. i
    seem to
    be somewhat
    stiLL in deMaNd
    hehe.. as lonG as
    no one noW sees the
    Karmic Feral eye.. i guess..
    Now.. i gotta go back to that
    Video i shared last night and provide
    a few more words about the Rave Dance
    Experience.. speaKing from a Participant
    Anthropologist observer view of course.. haha..
    not to
    say
    i don’t
    enjoy my ‘works’..;)

    Yes.. i included ‘the wild things’ in the Facebook
    Algorithm Video Production assisted slide
    presentation.. wild things me.. yes..
    and sweet and smARt thingies too..
    all for the science and art project
    in Health.. Social Sciences
    and Anthropology
    and God
    of Nature
    way sAMe too..
    trivia note.. when the
    Pensacola News Journal..
    interviewed my Mother.. my
    Sister and me in 1983 when
    we were all graduating the same
    year.. me with the three degrees and
    those two with a Social Work degree each..
    Sister later moving on to earn a Management
    Master’s Degree while working in her thirties..
    and back to ’83.. i really didn’t know what to do/
    say when they asked me what my goal was in life..
    so i just blurted out.. my ultimate goal is to become
    an Anthropologist.. knoWing full well then that it wasn’t
    A feasible or realistic goal to do for money at least.. hehe..
    as i continued my studies and free lance work for decades on end..
    anyWay back to rave dance
    my favorite part as both
    your typical paRt
    of the male
    humanoid
    part of
    the gender
    leaning propensities..
    as the trend continues.. more
    and MORE females are engaging in bootie
    dances with each other.. yes.. very very feminine
    beautiful young women.. no stereotypes here of
    cultural sexual orientation leaning pre-conceived
    notions about that in purely gender look way.. as
    yes.. these girls were HOT.. and considering some
    of my favorite preferences are the among the dark eyed
    and darker skin type of Pacific Islander and Asian and other
    yeah.. sure South Asian.. particularly too… even clothed with
    only exotic
    painted
    deep
    deep
    shining
    brown eyes
    in malls and
    such as that..
    as beauty all packaged
    up like that is like the most
    alluring thing to me ever.. as it’s
    just another feral like challenge and if
    you have to be feral to understand that too..
    butt in only a consensual way of course as i am
    human too.. as the human animal mix is a complicated one too..
    anyway.. oh my God.. beautiful young asian girls so innocent and
    scantily dressed.. probably 21 or so .. or perhaps even down to
    the tender age of 18.. all legal as such with ID to get in the door
    not only are they booting dancing but they are even doing the front
    to front grind like no one’s watching.. and that’S how you do
    the DancE of liFE
    and SonG when
    you are trULy
    free and
    let your
    wildest
    freest
    inhibitions
    loose on the world
    without a care.. anyWay
    as the Bonobo Closest female
    cousin regularly engages in genital
    rubbing up on each other for both pleasure
    and maintaining social bonds.. and sure in primitive
    so-called savage human cultures too.. freedom rings
    and those two girls were having really great fun not giving
    an F what anyone thought.. and truth is not a single person
    complained as our sex don’t lie.. like lady Gaga and Miley
    Cyrus
    says too
    when the
    naked TruTh
    and liGht hits
    God of Nature’s
    Human Dance Floor of LiFe
    with no dances barred clothed enough
    to keep
    the Seville
    Dance Dress
    code fully intact still
    too.. it’s no secret i appreciate
    the beauty and erotic nature of women
    and it’s no secret that a good looking guy
    catches the eye of the Katrina either.. it’s no
    secret at least now that we have both viewed porn
    togEther with vicarious activities as such.. and the truth
    is tHeir is no greater art than human sensuality set free in the
    liGht of day when all legal and consensual as such.. thing is..
    it’s more interesting on the dance floor when consensual
    than
    contrived
    with little
    real pleasure
    as truly for us empaths
    who feel both pleasure and
    pain the total experience of life
    toGeTher is much more than sKin deep..
    and that is why the Bonobo does engage
    in tongue kissing and face to face sex and
    oral sex too.. for the simple fAct they have enough
    inherent empathy and compassion to feel the other
    ape’s
    pain
    and
    pleasure
    well beyond
    what is viewed
    as just a flesh and
    blood mechanical act
    of ins and outs and beYond
    of Stuff like that.. a human who freely
    exercises all stuff associated with libido as
    science now sHows.. is more creative.. more
    productive.. and more cooperative in all pro-social
    ways of
    hope
    and
    love..
    take that away
    and the simple is..
    you get FucKinG
    Christian Sword and
    Burning at the stake war
    parties and head hunting
    Isis folks too.. who think they
    have to wait until after death to enjoy
    FucKinG
    porn
    as the
    flesh as such
    and to be clear
    that ain’t in the Koran
    but folks take Hadith’s with
    as much credence as folks take
    all the shit the Catholic Church made
    up in rules that ain’t in the big black book too..
    and beyond that as any poet knows.. both books
    are poetry books.. and as poet readers know and feel
    a poem
    can be
    interpreted
    in both literal
    and metaphorical
    almost infinite ways
    down to a letter.. a number
    or any other abstract symbol
    humans sTilLL are engaged in creating
    and producing same.. thing is.. when two
    women are grinding their genitals together
    on the dance floor.. they are just in heaven now..
    a place
    that sadly
    close to half
    the population of the
    earth believes happens in
    a star dust dirt nap.. before the
    next star burst happens and the next
    batch of sentient star dust plus is created like
    WE
    oF aLL
    of Nature LiFe..
    Ignorance isboth dangerous
    to the living earth and just plain
    ignorant
    is as ignorant
    don’t do in hell now..
    a place self-fulfilling as the
    used car Trumps person sales
    thingie
    goeS on
    iN the ignorance
    of the dARk in
    purgatory
    and hell
    on earth
    in LA Lower
    Alabama too in
    Souther Baptist
    frOwny faces.. yeS in
    the Panhandle sTiLL NoW
    of Super Walmart Aisles too..
    And to be clear.. yes.. there are
    frOwny faces in Catholic Church too..
    and even worse than that in Atheist Science class..
    as been tHeRe and done the Participant Observer
    Anthropologist thingie on the Wrong Planet2
    Hell Like a Lucifer attempting to bring
    the militant atheists some liGht
    yes.. they even had a club
    named the
    Wrong
    Planet
    Strident
    Atheists
    with a club
    of hell as it were
    overall already.. and
    thing is they were just
    another sort of angry old
    white men in young adult
    males who FucKinG hated
    women too.. ’cause they too
    domesticate to get ’em some..
    AND ON top of that almost no
    emotional intelligence as such expressed
    in verbal communication with little to no understanding
    that a
    woman’s
    orgasm staRts
    with EmoTions
    and noT this wham
    bam thanks for nothing
    shit ma’am stuff that little
    boys with pre-grinch heARts
    never groW into Oh God More..
    i see these males at Old Seville too..
    and that my friends is pARt of the reason
    we are seeing these delicate sweet things
    rubbing all over each other.. as the males are
    becoming
    extinct in
    their own way
    in having no clue
    what the poetry of female
    means coming straight from the
    hEArt and ending up in a womb of lOve..
    hey.. Werewolves
    can be
    sex
    feLt
    and HeARt feLt uP too..
    as Jesus F iN Christ kNows
    even Vampires like the newest
    Dracula movie dude can be the most
    Romantic oF aLL Lovers let loose WilD and Rogue one
    FReED..
    side note
    to see that
    Star wars movie
    in self note reminder..
    coming soon to a theater already HeRe..
    and you can see it in real time.. as case study
    evidence in selfie-like way.. i am always more creative
    after A
    niGht of
    WiLd and
    free at the
    core and essence
    of what it means to
    be a Flower named human
    in all the birds and bees wax way..
    waves of pleaSure and fearLess and smARt coMes neXt..
    bottom lines..
    this is how you
    write a bible baby..
    NO Lies.. aS our seX tales the truTh..
    noW WiTh
    FearLess
    smaRt
    heART..
    UncoNDitioNal LOVE aS LiGht iNoW oF eYes..:)

    i can’t solve
    the World’s
    problems
    but
    the
    hUman
    probleM iS
    workAble..
    So..
    i CaN
    And WiLL
    WiTh LOVE..:)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2013/12/09/souldance/

    Hmm.. SOULDANCE.. MacroVerse Memory
    from three years ago.. sTilLL eXploRinG tHeR
    YiN and YanG iN the BaLAnCinG FoRce of
    the DiviNE
    Feminine
    and
    Masculine
    Force..
    yes..
    the
    anima
    and
    animus
    as JunG says too..
    iN deepest Human Archetype
    aS WeLLs uP too.. noW
    after aLL it’s worth noting
    for most everyone
    who already
    kNows/FeeLs that
    males are females
    first before the clitoris
    grows longer and the reproductive
    pArts move inside as eggs inStead
    of outside as Seeds.. for maKinG liFE..
    in oTheR words both liVe
    as We
    deep
    deep
    down fully
    expReSsinG thiS
    totAl BaLAnCinG Force
    of masculine and feminine
    when Super men and women
    come uP to full speed oF liFe..
    self
    actualizinG
    as such iN ways oF
    odd and even two.. noW..
    anyWay i’M glad i picked
    a theme song.. both long enough
    and appropriate foR All of whAT i juST
    sAid
    and
    did too
    in photography
    record all buried and
    stuff iN somEwhaT ‘hidden’ liNks aS Such2..;)

    Here’s the thing.. i kNow this is way too long
    to receive much readership immediately but what
    you can if you will understand/FeeL/SeNse is i aM writing this
    for the longer term total affect and effect BeYond a thouSand
    years as such.. and
    beyond any desire for so-called
    material success.. all for free for Love
    of God as Nature sAMe
    inherent as such
    when a SonG
    LiKe McArthur
    PARk intiMatED
    So WeLL by
    Donna Summer
    can surely allow
    one to FeeL and
    sense the effort thAT God
    A S T O T A L R E C i P E CaKE iN
    aLL oF nAtuRE sAMe has/is put
    into this great opportunity for what
    can bE Heaven to exist noW on this
    beautiful blue and brown and
    green and ever shrinking
    white polar caps as
    hUman cultural
    by products are
    speedingly killing
    that opportunity
    for God who liVEs
    iN our eYes to continue
    to have all this poTenTial
    Fun and Happy days iN
    HeaVen now isREaL..
    iF… we humans get
    smARt enough
    back to
    NATURE
    TO BALANCE
    ALL THiS SHiT OUT..
    NOW.. don’t get me wrong..
    wE are capable oF iT as iF a bunch
    of so-called American Indians can stop
    a giant Dakota pipeline from going into effect
    with Holy and Sacred Love for Mother Earth and
    Nature God and sAMe we could and CAN do iT2
    WiTh WiLL and FeARless SmArT LoVE sAMe1..
    thing iS.. even some folks who
    say they Love God of Nature
    support Trump
    who would take
    all the regulations
    of the environment away
    if He could AND PUSSY GRAB
    GOD
    LIKE
    A FOOL..
    TRUST ME..
    TRUMP.. GOD BITES
    BACK.. BE CAREFUL WHAT
    YOU WISH FOR.. YOU LITTLE
    DOMESTICATED MAN.. And Faux NewS and friEnds2..;)

    AnyWay.. if this doesn’t fit aLL ‘a yoUr
    mOld.. don’t blAMe mE..
    iT wAs/iS FaceBook
    wHo asked
    Me
    whaT iS on mY miNd..
    so WTF..
    FTW..
    i
    juST
    DiD iT
    oops.. AGAin..;)

    And yEs.. consideRing
    thiS iS oNe heLL anD
    heaVen oF A CaKe
    Recipe
    wiTh
    theMe
    SonG
    FuLLy
    iN tOw..
    dEFiNitELy meets
    thE meTaphor themE
    aS ReciPe foR dVerse
    iF i makE iT thAT Far toDay..
    noW.. iF noT.. Now..
    iT
    aLL
    coMes
    ouT iN thE
    inSpiRinG aS wasH..;)

  3. https://gigoid.me/2016/12/08/endless-reserves-of-sincere-affability/#comment-20932

    “Endless Reserves
    of Affability”..
    by gigoid..
    and surELy
    a place
    that
    comes
    with Fearless
    and Love too..
    smARt of course2..:)

    “Forbid a man to think for himself or to act for himself
    and you may add the joy of piracy and the zest of smuggling to his life.”

    ~~ Elbert Hubbard ~~

    By the book..
    By the religion..
    By the culture..
    Buy the language..
    And the rest is hiStory..
    iN Patriarchal way and like
    the Beatles sAid iN A SonG
    somEwHeRe iN A
    Sgt. Pepper
    Album..
    wHere
    did
    WiLL Go..
    iN books.. iN religions..
    iN cultures.. iN collecting
    StanDard IQ INteLLigence…
    Yes.. bOught by written language..:)

    May you live all the days of your life.”

    ~~ Jonathan Swift — Polite Conversation, Dialogue ii ~~

    Living
    is new..:)

    “For wheresoe’er I turn my ravish’d eyes,
    Gay gilded scenes and shining prospects rise,
    Poetic fields encompass me around,
    And still I seem to tread on classic ground.”

    ~~ Joseph Addison — A Letter from Italy ~~

    Sidewalk
    Classic
    Ground
    Walk and rarELy fly..:)

    “I see my life go drifting like a river
    From change to change; I have been many things –
    A green drop in the surge, a gleam of light
    Upon a sword, a fir tree on a hill,
    An old slave grinding at a heavy quern,
    A king sitting upon a chair of gold –
    And all these things were wonderful and great;
    But now I have grown nothing, knowing all.
    Ah! Druid, Druid, how great webs of sorrow
    Lay hidden in that small slate-coloured thing!”

    ~~ William Butler Yeats, “Fergus and the Druid” ~~

    Even if one knoWs
    a lot preTending
    one kNows noThing iS nEw..:)

    “And, pray tell, whose imagination are you a figment of?”

    ~~ Solipsist Bee ~~

    It’S not tHat everYone
    should thiNk liKe me..
    iT is thaT
    i Can and
    WiLL thinK different..:)

    “It is the little rift within the lute
    That by and by will make the music mute,
    And ever widening slowly silence all.”

    ~~ Alfred Tennyson — Idylls of the King, Merlin and Vivien ~~

    Spaces between the notes..
    Spaces between the read..
    Spaces between space
    thaT
    sPaces
    most beTween..:)

    There is no excellent beauty
    that hath not some strangeness in the proportion.

    ~~ Sir Francis Bacon, Of Beauty ~~

    Spaces
    betWeen
    A new fronTier..
    yes..out
    oF jabber whacky..;)

    Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets,
    The muttering retreats
    Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels
    And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells:
    Streets that follow like a tedious argument
    Of insidious intent
    To lead you to an overwhelming question…
    Oh, do not ask, “What is it?”

    ~~ T. S. Eliot, “Love song of J. Alfred Prufrock” ~~

    As alWays
    juST do iT works..;)

    “Draw the curtain, the fraud is over.”

    ~~ François Rabelais, last words ~~

    Per the
    Wizard of
    Oz.. Trump
    never went
    bEhind A curtain too..
    aS noW Monkeys Fly..;)

  4. https://gigoid.me/2016/12/09/too-early-for-desperate-measures/#comment-20933

    First oF aLL..
    soft and lovely
    photo of your Grandmother..
    with you and your brother in tow..
    i love
    old
    family
    photos.. they
    say so much
    oF wHeRe wE
    gRoW noW..
    iN thE
    Genes pool2..;)

    “Extremism in defense of liberty is no vice.
    Tolerance in the face of tyranny is no virtue.”

    ~~ Barry Goldwater ~~

    i suppose
    that makes
    some oF us nice..;)

    “But first, are you experienced?”

    ~~ Jimi Hendrix ~~

    This is so true2..
    Jimi did his
    music
    by
    hiS oWn
    Hand pick oF eXperience..:)

    Tough Times
    Takes Tough
    Talk
    Trumpless..;)

    “…The Universe is thronged with fire and light,
    And we but smaller suns, which, skinned, trapped and kept
    Enshrined in blood and precious bones, hold back the night.”

    ~~ Ray Bradbury ~~

    Per the Police
    and Ghost in the
    Machine there is
    an invisible sun from
    outward appearance
    ofTen
    iNside
    thaT gives heat..
    for the moment..;)

    “It is not only for what we do that we are held responsible,
    but also for what we do not do.”

    ~~ Moliere ~~

    Without do
    liFe iS sTill do Do..
    do de
    do do
    by
    the Police2 iN
    Zenyatta Mondatta..;)

    “Everyone who lives dies,
    but not everyone who dies has lived.”

    ~~ No Fear ~~

    Illusory
    fears
    destroy
    now..
    now
    liVes
    WiTh no fear..:)

    “You can’t just feel happy;
    to feel anything you have to feel everything.”

    ~~ Callan Williams ~~

    Amen..
    PLay NaKed..
    eVen iF liFe iS
    too short to cover iT uP..;)

    “If you would know a man,
    observe how he treats a cat.”

    ~~ Subtle Bee ~~

    i aM Cat
    and purr..
    i hEar woMen
    rOar.. And i SmiLe..
    aMen
    or noT..
    Ocean WhoLe..;)

    “We’re tossed by the winds of fate, Maggie Mae.
    Once we end where they blow us, we make of ourselves what we will.”

    ~~ Niall Feeney, in Nora Roberts’ “Born In Fire” ~~

    i’LL
    stay
    A feather
    floaT allone..;)

    “It’s so much more friendly with two.”

    ~~ Piglet, Pooh’s Little Instruction Book, inspired by A. A. Milne ~~

    2 or more
    iN A Social
    Animal Bible..
    And
    Ark
    foR liFe..
    And WiTh that
    sAid.. Sleep and
    Biloxi CaSino’s coMinG
    tomorrow.. my friEnd.. gigoid..
    hope you find a float for wHole too..
    better
    than
    one
    armed
    bandits.. hehe2..;)

    Thanks for correcting my
    Memory fail last night as i
    Do remember reading it that way first
    go around yesterday.. before the end of the night..
    beautiful woman your Grandmother and handsome lads..
    dad and his brother.. looking forward to Reading your
    next post on
    the casino tour bus..:)

  5. https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2016/12/09/a-thousand-deaths/

    ‘A thousand deaths’
    my friEnd Zee..
    a thousAnd
    yeArs iN
    a second
    in Hell.. McArthur’s
    PaRk a metaphor too
    for so much oF liFe moVinG
    around the DaRk oF paRk
    iN siT
    of
    STiLL
    wHeRE pain
    breaks feeliGht
    trUth IS A recipe
    for liFe alWays changing
    alWays makIng a new cake
    of LIFe with layers uPon lAyers
    of roots that steep us deep in
    tea
    that
    spArks
    a brew oF liFe..
    hmmm.. anyWay..
    juSt hope tHis sonG
    WiLL BrinG a liGht oF all
    thAT iS for you foR noW myYFriEnd..
    And it’s kind of a nice way to end something
    else and begin something anew i continue to work
    on2..
    inspired
    iN pArt by
    mY friEnd Zee..:)

  6. Facebook FriEnd Ned AKA
    blogger poet gigoid..
    shares a quote
    on Facebook
    that says..

    “If the King’s English was good enough for
    Jesus, it’s good enough for me!”

    — Ma Ferguson, Governor of Texas (circa 1920)

    And then Ned goes on to say
    as i quote him here…

    Hmm… this might explain a lot of what is
    happening in today’s world. It seems
    Americans have been choosing politicians,
    by the silliest of methods, for longer than we realize….

    And then i respond with gRains oF
    sAnd of wisdom that hOld
    uP mountains
    of Love..
    heHE..
    as
    i reply
    with..

    Yes.. we also desperately need
    separation of church and state
    in the country of BArAIN..;)

    And as i love to say.. the original Greek
    Definition of Apocalypse that means lifting
    the veils of ignorance along with the original
    Greek revision of 4 or so decades of illiterate
    Aramaic Desert oral tradition that originally
    meant A son of God like every other
    human and the standard Old T..
    ye are all Gods per ‘let’s do coffee’..
    but hey.. harder to Slaughter folks
    expanding Imperialism that
    original smart Greek way..;)

    Anyway.. bottom lines.. King and or Dictator
    for a Yogi who kNows\FeeLs/SeNSes.. tHeir place
    IS A humiliating demotion in the scope of all that is..
    hell.. even the rank of last prophet.. and that’s why
    ALL the revisions do not impress me..
    as A gRain of sAnd raises
    liFe uP on eARTh
    hiGheR than ‘thaT’..;)

    And as synchronicity will
    have it i move on to a Facebook
    share by sweet long term friEnd
    Rafiah.. who sticks
    by my side
    even though
    i bet some stuff
    i say reddens her
    face in several ways
    as our friEndship continues
    with Unconditional Love per
    the Good Cop Jesus way of BeinG..
    anyWay.. she shares some social critique
    by a popular Resident Psychiatrist from Pakistan
    relating that folks should be more tolerant of other
    religious type opinions before slandering those folks
    making them no better than Isis or Trump.. if that gives you
    any purview of how the other side views the current state of
    ‘affairs’
    in the
    U.S. oF A
    too.. can’t bLame
    the disappointment
    and that’s for sure.. anyway
    the social critic ends his wisdom
    about tolerating other opinions without
    slandering folks that the world would be
    a better place with less of you.. hmm.. less
    of you means better if you never existed in
    a fate
    worse
    than death
    of course.. for
    those who tend
    to enjoy breathing
    on this earth when
    one really
    considers
    all of what
    they are wishing..
    so i go on in Fred
    style reply with the following words..

    Ironically he contradicted all his wisdom
    at the end with ‘less of you’.. but that’s just
    the science of logic.. And God where there is NO less of you..:)

    Rafiah replies in defense of the social critic with..

    He is bit irritated that’s why. He don’t mean it..:)

    And i go on to say with winks
    the best i can to avoid offense..

    Irritable
    leads to
    aggression..
    violence and
    murder.. the
    tongue is best
    mastered before others..;)

    Hmm.. and now i say being politically
    correct enough to suit everyone ain’t easy
    and obviously the phrase the world would be
    a better place is just a metaphor that similarly
    means either more or less of you.. as obviously
    now when people say the world would be a better
    place with more folks like me.. when i tale the young
    folks all about
    what i do
    in meaning
    and purpose
    iN a DancE and
    SonG oF LIFe they
    aren’t literally wishing
    anyone dead or never
    born.. it’s just something
    folks say out of yes.. irritability
    or joy as opposing human emotions
    expressing themselves as they will..
    hey.. hard to be ‘perfect’ if you are human
    as we are animals with not only logic but emotions
    that precede all logic.. thing is.. though.. with the written
    word it at least gives one a better opportunity to review
    what can be best said for total peace and harmony and
    that IS A Practice for a lifetime that must constantly
    be exercised or use or lose applies.. and art iT iS
    as emoTions truly are art and never the
    science of logic alone.. so Rafiah
    was correct when she said
    he was just irritated and
    literally didn’t mean
    he wanted to
    wipe those
    folks off
    the face of the
    earth but on the other
    hand.. before one starts pointing
    out the speck in the other eye it is
    wise to master the hand that reflects
    the heaRT for potential positive change
    in the future to make A Love as hiGher
    practice move on to sunny
    horizons
    as
    such
    in the
    Art of liFe
    that can be
    fearLess.. smARt
    and more Unconditional
    Love for all.. yeah.. it might
    sound like pollyanna but
    pollyanna
    is only
    as
    fake
    as we make her2..;)

  7. https://gigoid.me/2016/12/10/irony-so-fresh-it-squeaks/#comment-209

    “He who is inclined to lust is merciful and tender-hearted;
    those who are inclined to purity are not so.”

    ~~ Saint John Climacus ~~

    Haha! and
    as Climacus
    ‘sayS’ iN
    Climax way
    withheld too..
    as Lord knows
    enough Clitorises
    have been cut OFF to control..
    no different than restrictions to
    hold hands for the opposite sexes
    in some countries with studied higher rates
    of sexual abuse in the immediate family.. the
    only place
    that touching
    the opposite
    sex is allowed..
    you can fool some of
    the folks some of the time
    with illusory fears and empty
    promises BUTT the God of Nature
    with the Karma of action/consequence
    in dArk and liGht of positive or negative
    as law above
    human
    written
    language..
    books collecting
    written byproducts
    of so-called human
    standard IQ intelligence
    and other variations of bullshit
    same.. coming into full blown cultures..
    including religions that do the same will
    rarely rise above
    the Libido
    for life gifted
    iN an iNnate.. iNstinctual
    and iNtuitive balance of lust and love
    as even the Bonobo manages life fine
    in Peace and Harmony with none of that
    only armed
    with
    lust for
    life and
    each other alive..
    as love comes all
    wayS in Nature Play..:)

    Smiles my friend.. sex sex
    sex sex far too long has been
    off the roundtables of
    science..
    philosophy..
    culure.. and religion
    same.. art is still wHere
    hUman breathes best
    as art is more often
    naked of
    human lies
    iN subjugation and
    control painted with
    illusory fears and
    empty promises
    that ultimately
    serve to
    limit
    human potential
    as science shows.. now
    thank God scribe of God..
    that a balance of lust and love
    consensually and healthily expressed
    free IS A source of all human creativity
    and productivity along with social cooperation
    too.. in a loving touch that remains satisfied full..
    and less likely to fall to con-social emotionS ultimately
    potentially
    leading
    to
    FucKinG World War III..
    given all that it is more likely
    that consensual porn will save the
    world than any only savior or last prophet same..
    but hey.. at least ‘they’ didn’t neuter Muhammad
    and most ironically the other quarter of the world
    worships an almost naked man on a cross as God..
    “Humans
    are
    strange”
    as A male
    bonobo kicks back
    for the day as a female
    sex slave all consensual aS Such..;)

    “Make a statue of that”

    -me

    “I know a lot of people without brains who do an awful lot of talking.”

    ~~ The Scarecrow, Wizard of Oz ~~

    This is true and i have
    to admit i almost
    never
    thiNk
    when
    i write..
    at least not on purpose..
    he He and Jesus F iN Christ..
    12 MilLion Written wordS noW..
    prove this with no doubts aT aLL..;)

    And in regard to
    your poem.. i muSt
    say.. culture and religion
    kills
    life
    as children
    feel and sense
    iT.. it’s almost a given
    that everyone sees
    and fails
    to dance
    and SinG
    to move out of Matrix..:)

    AdditionAlly..

    There is such joy
    iN liFE when
    A triNity
    oF MoVinG
    ConNecTinG
    and CreAtinG
    becomes us
    me we ours
    i now
    more
    as
    God oF liGht..:)

    “Do not look for all the answers at once.
    A path is formed by placing stones one in front of the other.”

    ~~ The Giant from Twin Peaks ~~

    True.. it’s
    impossible
    to type two letters
    at a time.. now a streAm..
    a riVer.. waVes of Ocean wHole kNoW better..
    in
    FieLd
    oF dreAms
    pARticles sAMe..:)

    “All of a sudden, I want to THROW OVER my promising ACTING CAREER,
    grow a LONG BLACK BEARD and wear a BASEBALL HAT!!
    … Although I don’t know WHY!!”

    ~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~

    My
    acts
    as a Director Plays..:)

    “If I am Sophocles, I am not mad;
    and if I am mad, I am not Sophocles.”

    ~~ Sophocles — Vit, Anon, p. 64 (Plumptre’s Trans.) ~~

    is i
    is i..;)

    “I don’t suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it.”

    ~~ Bumper Sticker ~~

    “Yeah.. that guy over there
    must be crazy..
    he’s dancing
    for nothing..
    and oh
    my God..
    he’s smiling
    now with all
    those beautiful girls.”

    – naysayers/
    frOwny haters/
    gaining F iN Enlightenment..;)

    He thought he saw an albatross
    That fluttered ’round the lamp.
    He looked again and saw it was
    A penny postage stamp.
    “You’d best be getting home,” he said,
    “The nights are rather damp.”

    ~~ Linus Songs Poems #185 of 719 ~~

    So.. many lifetimes in one lifetime
    now.. so many views
    of a letter
    and
    number too..
    all i can trULy
    say now is God
    is enjoying
    all oF
    what i do..
    key is maKing
    God Happy iN and as i2..:)

    “Say goodnight, Gracie.”

    ~~ George Burns ~~

    Or
    Let’s do Coffee..;)

  8. God planted me
    here so i can
    focus
    on
    writing..
    and most
    no one now
    will bother
    me by
    liking
    what i write..
    Hmm..now
    Dance IS A different
    ‘thing’2 as God is merciful2..
    when i just DO iT.. noW iN Victory2..;)

  9. Flock of Seagulls maneuvering the Sun
    wHere the real free iS in Biloxi OUT
    of Casinos.. hehe.. as nothing
    matches the non-manmade
    stuff when it comes to
    the rest of
    Nature
    all that is..
    and long long day
    of surpassing Half
    Marathon oF Public
    all around dance.. including
    all around Biloxi and back to
    Pace’s Version of Super-Walmart..
    eTc.. and yes.. back to finish the all dayer
    and all evener at my Mother’s Apartment celebrating
    her 82nd Birthday on December 10th and honorable mention
    goes to Poet Blogger Friend Shawna and her multi-tide of alias
    user person names.. also born on December 10th but only reaching
    the tender age of 43.. born in ’73.. as what woman who looks
    younger for her age cares if the fActs are presented to
    support a younger case.. hehe.. same of course with
    the Katrina at 46.. anyway.. oh.. Lord.. approaching
    2 am.. sTiLL Catholic Church coming in the morning..
    Christmas Dinner at the Farm up in the north
    part of the county.. yes.. first Sunday
    as they call it Special for Christmas
    on second Sunday.. and then
    likely off to the mall
    and eTc.. while
    we determine
    who is naughty
    or nice or juST
    don’t ask.. hehe..
    as promised to make
    A statement at Church as well..
    to read between the lines of let’s
    juSt toleRate the diffeRent among us
    OKaY as God don’t do cookie cutter
    only
    humans
    do that
    without
    God in illusory
    ways away from all natural
    bio-neuro-diversity.. epigenetics..
    neuro-plasticity noW and a bunch oF
    otHeR 10 gallon hat words that basicAlly
    mean escape Nature Deficit Disorder related
    dis of ease as one can skip the Matrix of LiFe2..;)

    WeLL.. anyWay.. back to the rest of the
    photos.. the Facebook Algorithm does
    most defiNitely make sharing the highlights
    of the rest of the photos with the Super Kool..
    Video Slide
    Production
    team and
    Force
    oF one
    and such..
    just to help get
    ALL the jobs done
    and glued uP aLL ToGeTheR2..;)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/09/gods-muse-of-dance/

    And now the MacroVerse Facebook
    Memories roll in.. first from two years
    ago.. GOD’s muse of dance.. yes as Olivia
    Newton John says in ‘Magic’.. come take my
    hand.. i’ve been inside all of this time.. the innate
    instinct and intuition of God oF aLL Nature in our DNA
    that is gifted through our ancestors as human archetypes
    arise in subconscious mind too.. and no.. this is noT just esoteric
    woo.. as science is beginning to be able to measure genetic memories
    in so-called lower animals like rats who we share a common rodent ancestor
    with around 75 million years ago or so.. and Jungian archetypes are starting to
    gain empirical evidential way in science as well.. soft science if you will as the
    brain ain’t FucKinG made of bone or concrete hehe.. and the dance of liFE.. yes..
    the BaLanCinG Force of left and right feet and sAMeNow WiTh Hands and toes and
    fingers and legs and arms as all interline around the left and right hemispheres
    of bRain in miNd and BoDy from head to toe too.. and when all of this
    is MoVinG CoNNecTinG yes wiTh otHEr Social animals like rats
    our cousins in DNA do too.. we become BaLAnCinG FoRcE
    oF GoD iN InVisible peoples not much different than
    the rain forest folks of South America invisible
    to predator and prey iN quiet escape
    and capture too.. as nary
    a green leaf breaks
    as they
    walk
    across the
    forest floor and
    yes when one masters
    the art of movement away
    from instruction and guideline way
    whether that mechanical cognition way
    of thinking over movement comes in lessons
    of ballet or martial arts same.. the body moves the
    miNd in baLaNCe all innately.. instinctually and intuitively
    smooth.. feather floating.. and Muhammad ali Float like a Butterfly
    sTing like A FucKinG Bee in Wookiee FiGht when necessary too as
    any ape who FiGhts free WiLL do to show the challenger who is alpha
    and cooperative boss.. extinguishing the potential of fight as prospect
    of the crazy eye and fight too will do in advance as nah.. i don’t won’t
    any pARt of that display of WiLd and Free as that shit could hurt..
    and that shit ain’t predictable in any kind of fair fight too.. hmm..
    anyway as the Bonobo says sexy dancing is the best
    as pleasure and satisfaction comes over
    irritability.. frustration.. agression..
    violence and even fucking
    potential death uP
    to World War
    FucKinG three..
    yeah luSt for liFe
    or else is how it sTiLL
    works for the wIlD and Free
    Animal children of God among
    uS for a BaLAnCe oF LuST and loVe aliVE
    like i said come take my Hand and let’s juST DAncE..;)!
    OH yeah.. and the plus pARt of GOD’s Muse of Dance
    as MacroVerse allone.. is it illustrates all the happy smiley
    beautiful selfie college aged as such women from my first
    8 or 9 months at Old Seville Quarter.. yeah.. March of 2014
    until the date of this post in December of 2014.. the sMILes
    continue on now.. over a thousand photos and women or so
    same as sTiLL DanCinG on in the latest record of all of those
    linked Dance Records in my 6000 Miles of Dance Walking
    Now Blog Post in September of 2016 that i provide at the
    bottom of all my new MacroVerses now.. iF sMiLinG Happy
    Dance photos all fun as such make yA sMiLe too.. iF ya can
    stomach watching me sMiLe over a thousand times too.. hey..
    lifts me
    up at
    lEAst
    ’cause
    i was tHere
    and juSt did it as
    Mr. Gump says too..;)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2013/12/11/a-tribute-to-a-true-friend/

    A Tribute to a TRUE FRIEND.. Lala Rukh.. from three years ago..
    as i sorta did in the MacroVerse recently titled Torn ViNes oF Love..
    as hey.. thank you and gratitude for oThErs and liFE in general moves
    one to greater liGht as liFE alWays noW.. tHere cannot be enough thanks
    for this overall gift of sentient star dust plus liFE as God separates as whole
    iNto pArts to get to kNow and FeeL and SenSE each otheR aLL aS oNe FoRce
    oF liGht iN MoVinG DancinG SouNd of SonG as LiFe… you See.. eTc.. God Lives as
    a verb and most often in concrete and label way in affect and effect God dies when
    only a noun.. or a statue or even a word alone as three letters lone go.. or even in
    five per allah as such etC2.. iF oNe does not MoVe and CoNnecT and CreATe
    WiTh GoD aS oNe Force aS Such noW iN ForCe thaT iS aLL thAT iS
    thAT LIVes iNside.. wiThiN.. outsiDe.. aBove.. so BeLow and
    aLL A’round iN what surELy can be heaVen now jusT
    by doing GoD as alWays changing evolving
    verb of doing now liGht iN DancE and SonG
    BriGht as Lamps shine in the dArKest
    sPace of groWinG liGht StILL noW
    as Multi-Verse UniVerse we.. us..
    ours.. me and i as LiVinG
    hOlds hands even
    more.. so sure
    this post
    could be
    addressed
    to anyone now..
    stranger as friEnd
    and Lala inspired it
    with the simple words
    of i love you friEnd with
    no strings attached of need
    or want.. as that is the way she
    treated everyone who visited her
    blog as the record still stands with
    her sadly amiss and hopefully happy
    in her flesh and blood married life now..
    in whatever she does as living this life now..
    anyWAy.. not too long as Fred speak GoeS and
    worth quoting here to at lEast to me now.. as here’s
    the thing.. bottom line.. iF i build all of this dream and
    i am the only
    one who
    visits
    it i AM
    heRE.. i am
    pArt of God
    separate and whOle
    aS oNe child of God Dances
    and SinGS all one.. God is happy
    in and as me.. i can’t make that happen
    for any othEr paRt as GoD is Free as dARk or
    liGht.. or the ‘tween of sHades of grey or even greater
    rainbow colors of what i kNow and FeeL and SeNSE as IsREal
    noW aliVE iN the WiLd and Free oF oThErs who either DancE
    and SinG or do not iN the ‘tween and the behind or beyond of
    all thAT
    iS i
    experience
    as liFE iN
    my field of
    dreAMs continuing
    to express all that is
    heaR for now or noT
    a place thAT others
    can see.. sense and FeeL foR noW..:)

    Hope is an ocean..Despair is a see..

    Your heart is a Universe..of Love to share…

    Never selfish is a heart light this….

    tHe heArt is a UnIverse…

    GOD IS also you…

    ya see..

    In the seas.. you are a love true..

    to hIM..in SEaS…

    hIS LOVE IS YOU

    you..

    SEYes…

    NOis never….

    A flood of abyss….

    I Love YOU dear friend….

    God is ALso BlISs..

    and so can you….

    be in heaven..

    nOW!

    my friend!

    Sometimes is time…

    Hope can be a vessel…

    Even and empty vehicle of word….

    to arrive..

    ya see…

    But when you get tHere!

    I will be waiting……………………………..

    to hug ya!

    and

    say!

    hel
    lo!

    HI!

    i
    LOVE you..
    IS
    ALL
    I
    SAY!

    to..2
    ShARE th@wITh
    hIM!
    IS ALL tHERE
    IS..
    reALLy th@counts
    my dear WhITe..

    lAla

    PeArl…

    yOUR
    friend
    Fr
    ed
    And
    hIM
    yA sEe
    YES!
    neverNO!
    IS ALwAYS LOVE!
    my friend!

    YOU SEAS
    wITH
    me 🙂
    and we others!
    will
    flo@toGETheR
    in life
    and
    LOVE!
    ForeveroneNOW!
    foreevermoreNOW!
    as
    oneAONE!

    never L!

    for alone
    ya
    see..
    (;:)

    LOVEISALL
    IShIM

    And yah..i will wrITe poems like tHIs!
    ya see..
    until ya let us kNow
    th@youareoK!

    And no I wILl never give up on you my friend..
    Cause true friends are forever..
    ISalLISAY

    *NEVERselfIShiSaheARTlIketHIs

    *yOURheARTisaUNiVERSeofLOVEtoSHare

    Postscript:

    While this post IS dedicated to an individual that I meet across my three year travels on the internet..

    When one attains this thing I describe as the ‘Christ Consciousness’..this is truly how one feels about everyone..in my best estimation…

    Even a grain of sand..a molecule or less than atom…

    Well..yah..when I was at the bottom of the abyss of human hell..I wished away the Universe..just so i would not have to commit suicide to escape pain..

    So yah..i was the most selfish person in the world at that time in my life…

    So nah..i could never ever never ever judge a person personally for any transgression against another..

    Even the murderer of my wife..mother ..or child…..

    AS my transgression was infinitely greater as a misanthrope against all..even other animals…

    But..there is a way ..i think to turn that all around no matter the depth of despair or the coldness of apathy for all others…

    But the path is always unique..i think2..so we can only share our experiences…

    of the LoVe

    i personALLy cALL

    the Christ Consciousness..

    GOD..

    Allahgodallah..

    or

    Whatever it is ‘Th@one”

    describes

    as

    UNIVERSAL
    LOVE
    THAT one can reALLy
    feel
    as
    ONE

    nah..it’s not just rhetoric..

    tHIS sh** IS
    REAL

    LOVE

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2015/12/10/chemistry-of-truth-and-light/

    Chemistry of Truth and Light from a year ago.. an eclectic
    Macro-Verse as most alWays now oF course wRite on course
    then.. celebrating my Mother’s Birthday and Shawna’s too as
    she pops in and pops out of the months since the Summer of
    2015.. and with home schooling 4 children as a stay at home
    mom.. no doubt she gets too busy to get engaged in all
    the art AND politics of the poetry world.. that
    it surely can be as humans are
    both art and political
    animals of
    conservative
    and liberal mix
    of caution and free..
    expressing that in almost
    all they do.. as tHeRe WiLL alWays
    be scaredy cat religions and free noW
    and liberal Good Cop-like Jesus one’s
    too.. last night my mother asking me noW on
    her birthday to read her latest New Jerusalem
    version of the Gospel of Luke.. me complying as
    Lord knows how many versions i’ve already read
    to date.. and oh Lord.. getting into a discussion about
    God and Jesus and all of that as we often clash as she
    takes it more literally by the book and what she was told
    more than lifting the veils of ignorance by scientific and
    empirical means of scholarly historical study in biblical
    way as all truly accredited divinity colleges do teach
    now that the budding pastors usually keep
    quiet in church less they lose the
    congregation if no longer
    seeing the houSing of the
    vehicles and the
    vessels of myths..
    to spread those deeper
    mesSages as literal and real
    myths like defying the laws of
    God and Nature same by actually
    walking on water instead of floating
    on land in balance of Gravity With God
    like any feather will do staying Grounded
    WiTh God too.. as humans surELy can do
    as invisible people’s still in escape of predator
    and capture of prey StILL in Super Walmart too..
    wHeRE like Katy Perry’s version of ET juST does
    it too.. wHeRE EVERY MOVE IS MAGIC noW and
    continuing to awe the public audience more as nows
    go by as the DancE and SonG oF LIFe WiLd and Free
    continues to move.. all naked at core evolving liGht as
    Lamp
    of God
    shines
    brighter
    as wE.. uS..
    oUrs.. mE and I..
    anYway references to
    the Matrix Movies.. the
    Terminator Movies and the
    Book oF Eli movie from this
    Century now.. dance photos
    too.. yeS an eclectic list
    of doing life as thAT
    is what God
    iS
    Eclectic
    DancE and
    SonG aS Sound
    And MoVe oF LIGht noW..:)

    Sure.. A Lamp too if you sTArt
    at ‘to spread those deeper messages’
    above as so below here within.. inside..
    outside.. and yes.. all around as liFE liGht2..:)

    And last night as Yellow Boy alerts me to the
    latest Bible Verse in the wife’s Big red bible..
    he highlights 1 Samuel 4.. all about Eli
    and the ark of the covenant
    synchronistically as such
    with the modern
    covenant
    that the
    Denzel
    Washington
    version in the
    Movie.. the 2010 Book oF
    Eli does too.. making the bible
    that as such remembered by
    his own version of blind oral
    tradition.. as someone scribes
    it in a post apocalyptic world while
    he relates it orally from memory not
    much different than how it went down
    for illiterate Muhammad too in those
    desert lands where so-called memory
    and scribe mistakes did not happen
    but of course they did as even
    history shows there too..
    as Muhammad’s
    closest house
    mate argued
    that what was written
    from what he originally
    said was not true to facts
    either too.. in spirit of what
    he was trying to get across to
    others too.. anyway.. this life IS
    A practice and the test is what we make
    of the God who StiLL lives alive within us
    as force isreal now.. with or without human
    culture including religion.. bottom lines God lives oN
    Free on
    a Desert
    isle
    no different
    than a FucKinG
    place filled like a ball
    of confusion in books
    and 3/5 letter words of
    hate and discontent mostly
    over the love that lives within
    free expresSinG in A liGht DancE
    And SonG of liFE so much fARTheR aWay
    from dARk and the foot prints that make up
    all the cultures and religions of humankind so far..
    Yellow
    Boy’s
    paw
    thaT
    rests iN
    BaLancinG
    ForcE atop the
    pages of that
    Bible kNows
    and FeeLs
    and SenSEs
    Better as Lamp iSREaL..
    Ark of The Convenant oF God WiLd
    And
    Free..:)

  10. OMG.. Pecan Picking Kiss..
    under wild mistletoe at
    a Family
    Farm
    that
    does not
    belong to us..
    and believe it or
    not.. i did not have
    to beg for this kiss.. hehe..
    as Mistletoe IS A tradition
    it sTiLL
    seems..
    down
    south
    iN MiLLtown way..;)

    Record of the day.. as alWays
    so nicely video documented in
    slide show way by the trusty free
    pArts of Facebook and all other online
    resources that provide a pre-made path
    for art to come
    as much aS it
    likes juSt
    for fun for
    the artist hand
    that enjoys to paint
    a fuller picture of all that is..
    or perHaps take several hundred
    photos of Nature.. eTc.. and include
    that multi-media and other music videos
    with an average of 15K words or so per
    New Macro-Verse that comeS in FuLL..
    And today is surely one that came
    in full Eclectic floW iN ZonE from
    Catholic Church wHeRe i was/am
    don’t ask for naughty or
    nice in T-Shirt way..
    And sure enough today
    was/is pink robe day
    at the Catholic
    Church.. kinda
    ironic as the Preacher
    man last week said he didn’t
    wear pink.. but surely did when
    it was his turn to pastor on Saturday
    for the same liturgical symbolism as
    the colors change with advent weeks now..
    And in today’s homily was a story of Ray Charles
    and a suggestion that you need to let folks who suffer
    from addiction pull up their own bootstraps in words to that
    effect.. sadly.. perhaps the priest doesn’t understand when he
    lauded Ray Charles
    mom forgoing attention
    to her son.. so he could pull
    up his own bootstraps and make
    his way when he balled his eyes out
    looking for mom to hold his blind eyes..
    that didn’t effect not only his struggle to
    survive but also a potential loss of emotional
    trust in close loved ones to give him touchy feely
    love.. where science now shows a major ’cause of human
    addiction of all sorts is a lack of touchy feely love when
    the child cries when young.. as even the potential for being
    filled up in warm and fuzzy love without any drugs to escape
    the numb hearT and SpiRit SoUL.. can lose its development in
    wiring as such from head to toe.. with the addiction as a replacement
    for what cannot easily be gained back when lost in a youth that is cold
    of the
    touchy feely
    love that naturally
    comes when a whole village
    raises a child.. and a child is rarely
    ever left out cold now/then from the human
    oxytocin bonding neuro-hormone trust of love..
    anyway.. if yA don’t understand the root of the
    issue.. it’s harder to gain/have the cognitive empathy
    to understand why folks do the stuff they
    do.. might not make any sense to you..
    unless you walk in their shoes..
    addiction is not just
    drugs for escape..
    addiction is a
    band-aid
    more often
    for Love not watered
    as a garden from birth..
    in yes.. once.. again.. touchy
    feely unconditional Love smARt
    enough to feel the loving touch.. now..
    other than that the priest preached another
    partisan political jab about movie stars going
    to Canada to escape the rule of Trump reign now..
    nah.. not every Catholic Supports pussy grabbers.. still..
    and folks who would destroy the environment to make some more bucks..
    yep.. STiLL
    Catholics NoW..
    at the highest
    levels who don’t
    understand heaVen
    IS At hand noW.. And
    FucKinG Protect God’S NOW
    Nature rather than dominating
    it and destroying and killing so
    many of God’s Creations in extinction way..
    anyWay.. that’s why i visit.. and can NOT reAlly cALL
    that Church Catholic as truly in Catholic which
    means Universal Church of God.. All Love would
    be sacred and
    not just
    something
    in an old book
    from a desert patch
    where patriarchal ignorance
    sTiLL continues to rule in ways of Trump BucKs..
    and
    Book..;)

    After all these years..
    sTill supporting Roman Emperors..
    Dictators.. and Trump King’s of the
    Universe after A humble Yogi/Zealot
    leaning dude as reported in the Gospel
    of Thomas suggests around 2K years ago..
    God lives
    aLiVe
    NAKeD
    within..
    and surely
    as God as all that is..
    even science.. A honest
    Scribe of God as honest
    goeS in empirical repeatable
    experiment way proves this out
    as the
    latest
    Good GODs News noW
    And sure.. a cliP
    iN eviDenTial
    support thaT
    we are
    ALL Now
    CONNECTED
    ALL IS
    THAT IS
    CONNECTED
    N A T u R E
    AS THIS NoW
    STiLL forevemorenow..
    whaT Can i say.. i WiLL i am
    juSt a speck too.. a pArt
    oF All that iS God WhoLe
    i
    AM
    God
    2..1..2..
    And wE are
    all that is as
    all “KinGs” noW
    iN oF liGht aLL aS onE GoD2…
    JUst rePlace A
    Word Nature
    NoW WiTH
    God Love
    iT aLL
    And God
    Lives happiLY
    ever after best
    God Can and WiLL
    within forevermorenow..
    EyEs of God ArE sEEinG wHOle
    UniVersaL FloW iN OCean GRoW..:)

    Hmm.. and the Goddess Isis..
    aka Katrina.. is somewhat intimating
    that she may cut her hair shorter.. TBD
    in length so ‘this photo’ may be iN posterity way
    for another thouSand years or so if it were to come
    short
    and
    stay
    that
    way
    once aGaiN
    under the rule
    of Isis.. and nah
    not the head hunters..
    juSt the hair cutter as it
    were.. iS and may come soon..
    as the
    scheduled
    date for hair
    surgery comes on
    Tuesday.. jusT like
    my four week to date
    precise routine of getting
    my remaining hairs cut too..;)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2013/12/12/selfie-of-the-year-of-the-selfie/

    Two Macro-Verse memories.. one here
    from three years ago.. unusual art..
    that most males would be terrified
    to do.. as when the Military and Clubs
    and so-called Secrets Societies haze ya
    in real life selfie way.. it’s to toughen
    ya up a bit where your manhood is not threatened
    if a Beauty Contestant says something ya might not
    agree with
    in a Twitter
    night of discontent..
    hmm.. problem with being
    spoiled rotten.. spoiled rotten..
    anyway.. i had a long history of
    verbal taunting and abuse..
    in youth where i wasn’t
    that strong
    and had
    to get
    much stronger
    to tolerate that
    and survive.. so then
    i came along after living
    in a deadzone for 66 months
    and sure God as Nature hazed
    me enough then in hell not to worry
    too much about what the FucK people thought
    was the different of me after i entered into the
    bliss of heaven.. as let’s just say i was JOB tested
    for that
    iN a way
    that
    water
    boarding
    don’t even
    touch as severe
    hazing as torture can
    go too.. to toughen
    ya up.. or die
    in as and
    after
    life..
    anyway.. not everyone
    can stand the heat.. some
    stronger and some weaker and
    you can’t do this to little children
    or even young adults or even older adults
    and except them to survive in well being depending
    on what they
    can and
    cannot handle
    in life.. some folks
    want to go back to war
    and some folks are destroyed
    by war.. thing is.. i’m just
    having fun in Selfie of the Year
    of the Selfie and you can laugh at
    or with me all ya like.. thing is i’LL
    be laughing
    last and
    first and
    the ‘tween
    of that as in
    hell there is no laugh
    aT all.. so.. i’ll continue
    to laugh and play WITH NO RESTRAINT..
    within the parameters of local.. state
    and federal laws.. but made up rules of
    culture and religion.. no thanks.. i’m FREE
    and sure.. i can wear pink too without a hItch..;)

    https://katiemiafrederick.com/2014/12/12/masterpiece-call-of-the-wild/

    And finAlly.. from two years ago.. Masterpiece Call
    of the Wild and regarding my current nude art..
    it’s safe
    to say
    i’Ve
    achieved
    a ‘little’
    somEthing like thaT..
    ’cause i can and ’cause
    i WiLL continue to bE a
    WiLD ChiLd of GoD Free
    wiTh the CaLL
    of God NATure..
    Free and
    WiLd wiTh
    Fearless smARt
    And UncoNditional
    Love EVOLViNG STiLL NOW..
    iN all
    ways that
    coMes from
    dancing a new
    art of dance
    in the
    books aisles
    of Barnes and Nobles
    listening to ‘Underwater’..
    while reading smARt Intellectual
    and Philosophical Books too.. lit up
    baby
    as
    all that
    iS sEEs and
    seNses and FeeLs
    NoW WiTh HuMan
    eYes
    that
    stare
    forward
    fearlessly
    with no regrets..
    or doubts about now GoD sAMe..
    i swim.. i fly.. i dance.. i sing..
    on terrestrial
    land free
    as any
    ET
    WiLL
    sET FReED..:)

  11. https://gigoid.me/2016/12/11/percipience-is-helpful-in-such-cases/#comment-20951

    “After the first death, there is no other.”

    ~~ Dylan Thomas ~~

    A blessing
    death is
    after
    living
    as dead..:)

    “The difference between the right word and the almost right word
    is the difference between lightning and the lightning bug.”

    ~~ Mark Twain ~~

    Words.. aLL
    metaphors iN
    pathetic attempts
    to reflect
    essence
    i’M worKinG
    on neW oNe’s
    as find the old one’s
    not nearly adequate
    for all i experience iN
    eVen FeeL and SensE aLLONe.:)

    SMiLes.. i can/WiLL
    to say.. for the last
    three years the bliss
    has been unbelievable
    for reaSon but
    purpose
    and
    meaning
    iN aLL oF liFE..;)

    “The best portion of a good man’s life is his little, nameless,
    unremembered acts of kindness and love.”

    ~~ William Wordsworth ~~

    I Can/WiLL
    to say too..
    that labels
    of words get in
    the way of Kindness and LovE..
    kinda
    like
    what
    Gloria
    Estefan
    sAid too..;)

    “Where the map differs from the terrain, believe the terrain.”

    ~~ Swedish Army Manual ~~

    True..
    Ocean
    kNows more than word..
    Ocean2..;)

    “Do not speak of what men deserve.
    For we each of us deserve everything,
    every luxury that was ever piled in the tombs of the dead Kings,
    and we each of us deserve nothing, not a mouthful of bread in hunger.
    Have we not eaten while another starved?
    Will you punish us for that?
    Will you reward us for the virtue of starving while others ate?
    No man earns punishment, no man earns reward.
    Free your mind of the idea of *deserving*, of *earning*,
    and you will begin to be able to think.”

    ~~ Odo, The Prison Letters ~~

    ~~ Ursula LeGuin, “The Dispossessed” ~~

    Life
    works so
    much better
    without doubt oF Do..;)

    “If we could read the secret history of our enemies,
    we would find in each man’s life a sorrow
    and a suffering enough to disarm all hostility.”

    ~~ Henry Wadsworth Longfellow ~~

    FrOwny
    face most
    often comes from
    WHO HURT you..:)

    “Doubt is the key to knowledge.”

    ~~ Persian Proverb ~~

    Question.. i do..
    doubt
    rare
    when
    aged well..;)

    “As knowledge increases, wonder deepens.”

    ~~ Persian Bee ~~

    A favorite
    knowlEdge
    iS new smooth
    moves with nouveau
    fabulOUs EmoTions
    And SeNSEs experienCinG
    ToGeTheR..:)

    4. When you say, “I love you”, mean it.

    ~~ Instructions for life ~~

    Ugh..
    four
    letter
    words
    without meaning..
    FucK
    iS
    more
    important
    when meant..;)

    “Life is not separate from death. It only looks that way.”

    ~~ Native American Proverb (Blackfoot) ~~

    A mELltinG
    Pot
    oF
    GoD
    GooH..:)

  12. https://gigoid.me/2016/12/12/all-the-plastic-flowers-are-melting/#comment-20958

    “It is not the one with many possessions who is rich, but the one who has no needs.”

    ~~ Philoxenos ~~

    SMiLes my FriEnd gigoid..
    A best thing about bEinG
    A LiVinG DanCinG
    SinGinG BreAthInG
    LeGenT CreaTuRe
    without
    fame
    now or
    fortune
    iS oNe
    yes more
    can sTiLL
    be InVisiBle
    to liVe FReED..
    and that my friEnd
    is wHeRe A lasT is
    FiRst and mEek
    most
    defiNiTeLy
    So iN inherit the eARTh
    iN Broad FucKinG DaylighT oF Night
    as thieves and i spy’s WiLL suReLY juSt do2..;)

    Send Murphy
    home
    with
    no lunch money..;)

    “Ignorance can be cured. Stupid is forever.”

    ~~ Smart Bee ~

    Stupid can be iNnate
    and smArt too
    when
    Standard
    IQ doesn’t
    get in the way
    of happy.. and
    ignorance
    can
    be bliss
    an entire
    life for a cat
    who does not read the paper..
    or dog thaT juSt pisseS on it..;)

    So.. who is sMArter..
    a cat or a dog..
    i saw a
    Rottweiler
    lick a
    cat
    tail with
    love yesternow..
    thaT was/is precious..
    no one told him/her it
    was/is against the rules..
    oF
    smARt..
    Love Now
    unlEashed
    And reLeased..;)

    SMiLes..
    heads or
    tails
    i spin
    A coIn alive..:)

    “It does not do to leave a live dragon out of your calculations,
    if you live near him.”

    ~~ J.R.R. Tolkein, Lord of the Rings ~~

    A Serpent
    lives within2..
    Dragon
    per
    say2..
    i tAMe
    mE
    WiTh SeRpent BreAtH..;)

    “If you don’t know where you’re going,
    when you get there you’ll be lost.”

    ~~ Yogi Berra ~~

    i find much later
    in life through
    the art of
    movement
    that it’s more
    oF wHeRE i’M
    aT thaT determines
    wHat coMes neXt noW..;)

    “Expect everything, and anything seems nothing.
    Expect nothing, and anything seems everything.”

    ~~ Samuel Hazo ~~

    i am all that is
    that’s all for me..:)

    “A belief is not true because it is useful.”

    ~~ Henri Frederic Amiel ~~

    RelativELy sPeaKinG
    TrUth and liGht
    is what
    works..
    other than
    thaT’s juSt words..:)

    “Love is not something you have;
    it is something you do.”

    ~~ Limon ~~

    Do Do Love..;)

    “The improver of knowledge absolutely refuses to acknowledge authority, as such.
    For him, skepticism is the highest of duties, blind faith the one unpardonable sin.”

    ~~ Thomas Huxley ~~

    i see
    it is..:)

    “The man who carries a cat by the tail
    learns something that can be learned in no other way.
    He will never be dim, or doubtful.
    Chances are, he’ll never carry the cat like that again,
    but, I say, if he wants to, let him!”

    ~~ Mark Twain ~~

    UnTil the Pussy
    Grabber iS iN Charge..;)

    PS..
    i am A iNvisible man
    NOT THE invisible man..;)

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