WeLL.. Hello Himali..
surely nice to see you
back online.. and by the
way.. a Happy Belated Birthday
for you in November
as i wished
it to you
in a blog
for fun too..
i must say i have
a crush on all of existence
and every now and then a
liGht comes into my life i
you are one
of those crushes oF liGht
my friEnd.. too far and few ‘tween
the rest of Star duST uS mY friEnd..:)
With Continued best wishes and hopes for your CPA study..:)
Hello gigoid.. speaKing of lively
spirited Celtic Fiddlers
with a dance
our liveS in whatever
way the dance and song
moves uS neXt i’LL share
this one too.. yNot.. iT’s A
very dreary day outside and
sunshiny alWays inside with
MaGiC MuSiC and DancE liKe
thiS in iNstrument of All thAT iS..:)
“It is fear that first brought gods into the world.”
~~ Petronius ~~
Interestingly.. i cannot even remember
fear anymore.. you know the kind that
lasts more than a split second wHeRe
fight or flight
totAlly as such
no different than
the cat who rests
after the forage
iS God my friEnd
aS Hair of the mammal
who has a limited vocabulary FOR LiFe..:)
“But since life is cruel, to you and to me, here I am.”
~~ Umberto Eco ~~
Better yET now
when iT’s good
i am A DancE
to that place too..:)
SMiLes.. i often
giggle but no
dogma bite me..
hehe.. i master thaT BiTch..
And preTend liKe i’M itS slAve..;)
“I shall explain this by waving my hands
about in an appropriate manner.”
~~ gigoid, the dubious ~~
Yes.. i did that2 for
6500 miles noW in
what IS Approaching
6666 mileS iN 40 moNths2..
And iT doesn’T
it or not
as i biT
and had fUn..
i’LL do iT soMe mOre2..;)
“Nothing in the entire universe ever perishes, believe me,
but things vary, and adopt a new form.
The phrase “being born” is used
for beginning to be something different from what one was before,
while “dying” means
ceasing to be the same.
Though this thing may pass into that,
and that into this
yet the sums of things remains unchanged.”
~~ Ovid — Metamorphoses ~~
Not reAlly sure about
the sum some of sum
with limited science eYes
but one thing for sure iS
to a new
thaT i sElF hELp too..;)
“A fish never thinks about water until he’s out of it.”
~~ Robert Penn Warren ~~
“You cannot teach a crab to walk straight.”
“It takes a long time to understand nothing.”
~~ Edward Dahlberg~~
True in nothing now which
is more and less the absence
oF aLL FeeLinG and
seNses.. A thouSand
a rough estimate
from the abyss of
noThIng AKA HeLL..
ha!.. and people thInk
that nothing is after liFe..;)
“Do you imagine that the universe is agitated?
Go out into the desert at night and look up at the sky.
this practice should answer the question.”
~~ Lao Tzu ~~
TrUe.. A Beach
this so long
ago iN the
aCross A River to
A FoReSt beFore i could
SPEaK then at age 3.. hUmans are
serIOUsly rEtarded iN more they have
tools as wE.. iNstead
oF dreAMtiMe now mY friEnd..:)
“There are things that are known, and things unknown,
and in between are the doors of perception.”
~~ Aldous Huxley, “The Doors of Perception” ~~
Yes.. and that is also
can take us
back to dreAMtiMe too..:)
Oh by a way..
DancinG to Master
of Tides works
thing iS.. i hAVe to
dAncE it for the SonG to riSe
to those heiGhts as yA say i BecOme
LiVinG iT iSREaL..:)
“There are two kinds of people.
Those who dance
And those who do not.”
of the Galaxy
New VerSion iN SuMmEr ’17..:)
Hi.. Lala Rukh.. the
6th.. it is of December
and also the birthday
of my X-Catholic Priest
Grandfather who would have
been 121 years old.. but he..
dying in 1950.. at 54.. a year and a half younger
than me noW as fortunately for me.. a liFe
that almost came to an end at age 47
continues on for another 9 years..
yes.. if my greatest
wish had happened
then.. there would
be no 33 months
in a mind where
eyes and ears no longer
worked with the worst pain
known to humankind then.. no
strength in spirit to write that first
word on the Wrong Planet on Thanks
Giving of 2010.. or now a ThanksGiving
this year in celebration of writing 12 million
words that was only 6 million or so when i first
met you when i came out of earthly hell on or about
July 22nd of 2013.. coinciding with that Star of David
Planetary Alignment thingy we talked about after then..
i was gonna need a lot of moral support online to accomplish
what will be 6666 miles of Dance Walking an all free style of
martial arts and ballet-like dance in what will be on or about
the end of 2016 in all public places in my metro area i go
since the beginning of September of 2013.. and yes..
writing a 42 month witness for God in longest long
form poem ever in the history of humankind still
exceeding the other one at 1.8 million words
from India named the ‘Mahabharata’ where
now this 727th MacroVerse still exceeds
over 3.3 million words measured at
the 42 month point since i started
this entire blog adventure back on
March 10th.. of 2013.. remember
when i told you.. still documented
in that Blog in July of 2013 that
you were gonna help me then
deliver a special message
of sorts as i had a ‘vision’
as such when i was 21
that someone from
the East would
help me do
well.. you did
and you continue
to do that and the moral
support you provided me in
the early days where i was growing
my Grinch heArt that once was.. to 10 times
or more for what then would come to be now
my FriEnd.. was truly instrumental in noW all of what
comes as is for Now.. and you are currently the longest
standing friend originating online that i am still keeping in contact with now as the
previous longest one way way back on the Wrong Planet in 2010 has left
the web sphere.. my friEnd Leah from Germany who promises to find me
one day again if she ever comes back.. and the second one.. Angel
Mind Retrofit.. before Leah actually came back to be a friend with
me online.. who introduced me to the dVerse Poetry site that made
all those words possible too of poetry and my development as
such.. erased her public blog presence.. too.. as well as the
Mags Burch woman who was also on the Autism Spectrum
along with those three.. who erased her existence from
Social Media as well.. the only one i could find who
supported me in the Autism Communities
and my first and only Facebook friend..
back when it seemed like i was the
only one who had a frigging
heArt in a land
of us vs them..
anyWay.. at the point
where i actually escaped hell..
you were tHeRe and provided words
oF Unconditional Love and thAT was A
tUrning point iN my life.. my FriEnd
from Hell to Heaven as iSreal then..
anyway2.. as i gave ThanksGiving
this Thanks Giving for all of that
i give Thanks Giving to you my
friEnd as you also led me
as a participant on your
site from where i first
saw your White Pearl
on Mind Retrofit’s
blog to one of my
stood by my
side since you got
married and the writing
spirit was no longer yours
to share.. and so many other
nice folks from your area in South
Asia have come into my life online since
then.. as sure there have been some very difficult
days in the very backwards place that i witness for
God in Public Dance.. thing is.. the legend.. the general
audience says i have become in this metro area now.. yes..
is one of freedom for those who feel outcast who shouldn’t
have to worry about what folks think about them to be able to express
ALL OF WHO THEY ARE IN THIS LIFE NOW.. and that freedom NOW..
i bRinG.. it’s
iN a Free DancE
and SonG of Fearless
smARt and Unconditional
Love.. but truly it has been
the job of JOB and StiLL is to
get out to everyone.. iN FAct
iT is impossible for one human
being.. or one savior.. one last prophet
or whatever now exists.. to
save our species as we
aLL who have God who
lives iN wE muST
do iT toGeTher
pain and discontent
and overall stress and
worry and fear and hate
continue to rule pockets
of the world and even expand more…
the species will be here for some time as now to come..
the thing is.. living life fully alive in free beats dead walls of life now..
Other than that
look forward to
talking to you again
whenever you will and
feel to come back.. and never
the less thanks for keeping a line
of communication open.. as truly
it is sad when friends close down for good
or for whatever reason they leave.. my FriEnd..
and never the less for all
of that.. contact and
in all of
social media now..
we explore new areas
by the power of the word.. eTc..
that we might have never traveled
around the globe without this great phone
of communication and pen pal same.. wHerE this
web IS A web of not only discontent.. malcontent..
and generalized fear and hate.. too.. yes.. hope and love
warm and fuzzy
holds hands too..
it’s a trail my friend..
the whole thing with
many friendly and lovely hands too.. Thanks.. aGaiN..
for hOlding my webbed hand when i reAlly needed a good friEnd..
And yeah.. i kNow.. i’ve used
‘That SonG’ with you beFore
but it isn’t getting
me.. my FriEnd..
Memory from a year ago at the
Saint Rose of Lima Catholic
Church Annual Christmas
Party on the Festival
Grounds at the
Church.. ‘here i am’
with the Monsignor Mike
who was also a member of
the Beta Club in school.. and
a Tennis Buddy back in the decade
span or so i spent at the City Park
sometimes all day long in Indian
Summers as this Indian Summer
is coming to a rather chill this
weekend for the coming
Festival Church party
of Christmas on
82 years.. December
10th too.. thing is.. the church
folks scheduled the Hard Rock
Casino trip on the tour bus for that
day too.. and sure.. the Hard Rock Casino is
my church too along with the rest of all that is
so.. looks like the festival will not come after the
Biloxi Beach and Casino Dance i WiLL Free and
Public do all day too.. as the visit for the birthday
of my Mother and that will rule over the Christmas
pArty this year.. but hey.. with Facebook Memories
it can still be a Christmas Party from a year ago
with your Monsignor Mike online.. hehe.. ain’t
technology great when it means the human
connection all free and warm and fuzzy as
such.. and while i don’t always agree with
Monsignor Mike in what he says in church..
overall.. i do more than any other pastor
or priest i have come across in this
Red State New Jerusalem so far
in the Good old New Israel that
is the U.S. of A.. now for freedom
sTiLL iSREaL now too.. hey
with the local
rule.. in church and
state as in my case the
state gets God better overall
in the U.S. of A.. in providing laws
that enforce the inalienable right
to liFE.. Liberty And the Pursuit
of Happiness and Justice for
all to be free this way too..
so sure.. in that way
here at least..
the state can be
a church that works
for a prophet now.. of
course without any concerns
iN maKing Caesar’s coins.. as that
jusT FucKs up who yA serve.. yA kNow
A BLack Green
Back DollAR BiLL..
or the GoD oF Nature
aLL thAT iS now.. yes.. the wHole
F In EnChiLdA.. not an only man
or last or first man of any kind now..
and if tHeRe is any
Savior for me.. it WiLL
surELy noW be more
feMale liKe a moThER than
any male iN thiS country aT leASt for sure..
not to say ‘they’ never hELp.. bUt sUre.. juST saYin..;)
After a much needed respite from
close to a two month drought with
a somewhat deluge of rain for a couple
of days with cloud cover before then.. the
Sun is shining again.. and the move from clouds
to sun makes infinite shades of grey and hues
of colors in my back yard.. hehe..
also known as my personal
version of a Garden
of Eden all innocent
and stuff with zero sin
as just another Animal
of God being Nature sAMe
as such.. yeah.. how deep is yoUr
Love and tHere IS A SonG for thAT
too.. in how we can be reborn to the
Ocean of Nature as waves that flow from
Rivers and streAMs thE sAMe as alWays
different as shores change from now to now
as tides go in and out and all over again from
A cycle of dARk to liGht to those ‘tween sHades
of Grey and Rain Bow Colors of expanding consciousness
in what some folks might call oneness with God and the UniVerse
aS SaMe.. or perhaps with substance out of Nature additives.. yeah..
Mushrooms.. DMT from Native South American Plants for whaT ‘they’ name
as the psychedelic experience wHeRe we truly fiNd thaT we create our
realiTies iN miNd and Body BaLanCinG Force or not in what can trULy
be up to Hell on Earth aWay from the poTentiaL oF Heaven noW.. hmm..
anyWay.. no external substances needed for me.. for most every now i go
in the ZoNE of dance tHeRE is at least one person wondering what
i’M oN and someone else that would love to have some oF it for
even a second as such.. as sure.. some of we humans can FeeL
iT through mirror neurons and other greater Quantum miNd
and BoDy poTenTiAls unLeashed and reLeased that
science per empirical study of repeatable observable
phenomenon thaT is the hUman liFE experience
ain’t got a clue on much more over than the
Observer effect in smaLLest levels in
the study of Quantum Physics that
hasn’t improved much over
decades for any poTEnTial
larger experiments that could
be empirically measured and
repeated as this stuff involves
a complex neuro-chemical and
neuro-hormone interplay from head
to toe of human and beYond thaT includes
subatomic stuff at levels that the aided eye
of sciEnce cannot even see.. anyWay.. through
the trance enhancing art of free dance wHeRE
mechanical cognition goes dArk and the social
empathic miNd and BoDy iN BaLAnCinG Force
liGhts uP with the actual Force of EmotioNal and
SenSoRy MuSiC and SonG exPaNDinG power..
sure.. we become more than just a FeeLinG that
we have experienced beFore for those who dare
to explore the inNer UniVerse that changes and
actuAlly impacts the outer UniVerse of our ReaLITies
too.. often picked up in perception ways through the
phenomenon of Synchronicity that operates in a collective
consciousness in more than just verbal thiNking miNd going
well beYond what we term as abstract symbols we create as words..
wHeRe our entire BeinG from Head to toe and BeYond becomes a liGht
with a spectrum oF RAinBow+ coloREd experiEnce never fELt and seNsEd
beForE.. anyWay.. it’s impossible to fully understand this until one travels
further than they have so-called ‘normal’ gone before in this meat
body suit named flesh and blood.. tHeRe IS A place wHeRe even
someone like me at 233LBS leg pressing what may have been
40 times last niGht at 1020LBS FeeLs aS liGht as a Feather
BEFoRE they do iT as they beCoME that feATher iN
mediTative moVinG Tai Chi liKe dance wHere tHeRe
iS no one iN control buT the FoRCE and poWer oF
BaLanCinG oF miNd and BoDy NoW.. the
mastery of Now beCoMes the i beloW
the I.. aNd exclamation POiNT! spiRiT iN
A place so far beYOnd what one
miGht consider the ‘normal’
hUman experience that iF
i could make a pill for thiS
experience no one would ever
worry about accumulating material
goods ever aGaIn with a freedom oF miNd
and BoDy BaLAnCinG soUL so GreAT wiTh A spiRit
noW oF heARt that WiLL Do anything and everything to
Now give and share over take and control.. anyway.. tHeRE
were days beForE noW.. yes.. months.. 66.. to be acCurate
wHEre aLL iS was a scar of pain and numb to me.. and my
FiRst steps out included a post on my Birthday yes.. June
6th.. 2013.. on my 53rd one wHere i spent close to 24 hours strAight
constructing a prose poem titled “Garden oF Band-aid” to uplift
and upload the soUL of gratitude for all the positive interactions
i could remember i had with people in my liFe.. and thaT is what
in large pARt hELped A journey to reGain BoTh EmoTioNs and
appreciation of Beauty sAMe.. whaT once looked like a colorful
desert of fiLLinG none now.. iS purELy an amusement paRk oF
color to sHades of Grey and whAT are beYond RainBoW FeeLinGS
and seNses to mE noW.. as i continue the ladder up wHeRe Love only
Flies in Force of GoD oNE noW as aLL NaTure and BeyOnd alToGeTher
anyWay i kNow
and FeeL about the
scars of liFE all too WeLL
and i also eXplore a never ending
depth of WeLL thaT iS Ocean eXpanSe
more continuing LoVE noW as puRE liGht
thaT iS more colorful in Emotions and SeNses
that i KneW or fELt or SeNSed even existed BeFore
wHaT iS trULy..
iNside.. thing iS.. iT
ain’t something you can
buy at Walmart or get from
a Book alone.. it muST bE
experienced and lEArned FiRSt
Hand and practiced over the course
of an entire liFE in SeeKinG and FiNDinG
way to even exist aT all for those lost iN a
Material External world with a zillion contingencies..
anxieties and stresses the same.. anyWay2.. dVerse has
a Monday Quadrille link for 44 words based on the theme
of scars and as one can imagine considering how melancholy
the poEtry world can geT as thAT surElY IS A place i stARted out
too.. to search for liGht on a Wrong Planet wHere emoTions were as
taboo as naked iS in some countries in the middle east sTiLL.. and
reciprocal communication that actuAlly touched a heARt was about
as common as snow in the Panhandle of Florida these days.. anyWay3
tHere were exceptions and one was a woman with a great deal of iMaGiNation
and creaTiVitY in creating hEr liFE.. sHe was sad when her flowers died in the
Winter and the colors were lost as she really appreciated and could FeeL and
SenSe those colors oF liFE wHole.. and she imagined herself to be a male
british rock star too.. and no matter how crazy the really ‘rational’ folks
without heARts.. spiRit or SoUL tHeir iN play thought she was then..
i would’ve given anything jusT to feel and sense one of her days then..
as tHeRe was a faint cardboard memory of a place like that in my
past too.. where the world was magical over a homeless
cardboard place of SpiRit of heARt and soUL the sAme..
home comes from within.. alWays does.. alWays WiLL..
to lose iT after trUly FeeLinG and SeNSinG iT IS A Hell
worth never going.. too.. but to be tHeiR.. iT don’t hUrt
to tale oTheR folks aLL about iT.. so maybe theY
Can avoid going to the pain and numb
of hell one day too.. anyway i wRite
on in a continuing Garden of Band-Aid
appreciating and respecting All hUman
experience from dARk to liGht aS iT
aLL makes the human condition
what it sTiLL is now.. and
poEtry must wait
a call out into
the flesh and blood
world of human conNecTion..
iN moVing CreAtinG ways takes
precedence for now.. but hey
whY not make an introduction
for the scars that DancE and SinG
neXt as juST moRE of a Garden
of Band-Aid now.. along with
that original post from
my actual oldest
all the way
from June 6th.. 2013..
but nah.. back in them
days the videos quit working
for now.. anYway.. it’s easy to
open up and that’s a plus from
Google Blogs as such.. foR noW..
wHere by the way.. viewership for that
particular archive blog has moved from 93K
views to 190,619 as of last check just noW in
just a year.. amazingly as such after dVerse complained
about the length of my stuff.. and i really went released and
unleashed after i stopped appeasing tHeir rules and left from
liNking there that is when my viewership of my blogs really skyrocketed
over on the Google Blogger sites.. Word Press is still hard for many folks
to open up.. but hey that’s where my palette of comments section works
best along with Facebook here of course.. juSt to write free without
worrying about any fancy dancy platforms for drafts.. i do it ’cause
i CaN/WiLL.. as i don’t follow any so-called cultural norms that sLow
as this creativity
thingie IS A gifT
that doesn’t alWays
viSit iN liFE.. make the
best oF it while it’s here
and like Mark Twain says
wRite the shiT dOwn beForE iT geTs cOld..
and no.. hell no.. no settling for luke warm here foR noW..;)
Great Celtic Song and
FAiry air liGht
hmm.. reminds me Now
of dance niGht too.. heHeRs..
anyWay back to the Quotes now
and Pearls as sAMe.. gigoid..:)
“Very often, meaning lies in the spaces
between the words, not in the words themselves.”
~~ Callan Williams ~~
Amazing iT iS how hUmans
who have an innate propensity
for Language before the written
stuff have moved to scribing feelings
scripted into angles and circles in sand
to digit of one finger at a now to make this
language flow like a keyboard sings.. i suppose
DancE and SonG
oF liFe when text
spRings organic aliVe.. my FriEnd
as effortless as the violin player
in the video in fAiry Air fLiGht
as such for metaphor
sacred and holy
when it SinGs and
DancEs without much thiNk..
cOmes to LiFe..
and i’m pretty sure
that’s why Jack Kerouac
taped his typewriter pages
toGeThER as he didn’t
hiS SonG aLiVe..:)
“A friend is one who knows the song in your heart
and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.”
~~ Donna Twitchell Roberts ~~
I FeeL and
whY Free Verse
FolkS noW DancE
And SinG to share
LoVe A FRiEnD withiN
“Universe: All-purpose poem.”
~~ Ray Hand ~~
“Enough is as good as a feast.”
~~ John Heywood — Proverbes, Part i, Chap. xi ~~
Bread as Flesh
and Blood rises..:)
“Endurance is one of the most difficult disciplines,
but it is to the one who endures that the final victory comes.”
to both capture prey
and escape predator
waits for A
Breeze of BaLanCinG
one foot two foot sAMe
two hands clapping iN A
“Dear friend, all theory is gray,
And green the golden tree of life.”
~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, Faust~~
BesT iS kNoW..:)
And i was reading
all about Faust
devil in a game
named “Hello Neighbor”..
while Tim Tebow talked on the ‘Harry’ show as my wife alerted me from the computer room..
about Denver losing their last 3 games.. finishing 8-8 (16) leading up to the 3:16 game.. And after the game media sources noting Tebow’s passing yards (316) and yards per completion (31.6) per the Bible’s.. John 3:16.. where the only interception of the game was thrown by Ben Roethlisberger on 3rd down and 16.. with Denver’s time of possession at 31 minutes 6 seconds.. with the Nielsen ratings for the game also peaking at 31.6 three years to date on January 8th 2012 as
recorded in Wiki too..
since 2009 when
rule went into effect
in 2010.. looking for
a Grinch Shirt to wear
came on next
and sang the
with more of an
Angelic Voice than the original song..
aS Synchronicity is totally an A-Causal
connecting principle wHeRE liGht shines
or dArk and the ‘tween oF thaT wiTh
poTenTiAlly BeyOnd rainBow
HeLL oF iT
iT SinGs now
aS iT DanceS
for oNly the perSoN
or FolkS who heARt thE DAncE..;)
“It is impossible to design a system
so perfect that no one needs to be good.”
~~ T. S. Eliot~~
noW as the
Grinch miGht say..
the mounTain iS hiGh
And sLed is easy on the way doWn..
To stay young requires unceasing cultivation of the ability to unlearn old falsehoods.”
~~ Lazarus Long, from Robert A. Heinlein’s “Time Enough For Love”~~
“Love not what you are, but what you may become.”
~~ Miguel de Cervantes ~~
For me @lEast
i love me now
enough for mENeWNoW..:)
“Always go to the bathroom when you have a chance.”
~~ King George V ~~
Better yet.. FucK the
rules and pee
piss in priSons..
but remember.. do
asphalt don’t care..
And thank God for Trucks..
King George V.. and King David
did not have that ‘red neck’ treaSure..;)
WeLL.. long day of Nature.. some writing.. and even more dance
through the niGht at Super-Walmart.. as the Grinch comes to
town with a heARt of DancE and SonG over any deadzone
days upon a cold mountain top of dead heARt.. SpiRit
and SoUL.. Dance does the trick to gRow a heARt
and spiRiT iN BaLanCinG miNd and BoDy soUL
to the strength of 10 Grinches
before.. well at least
a half a Ton
and still approaching
6666 miles of dance
at the 40 month point at
the end of the year 2016..
as aLL the numbers coMe
toGethER iN SynchroniCity too..
anyWay as aLways.. the Facebook
Video Slide Presenter Assistant is wRite
oN ToP oF scribing all of this iN Automation too..:)
Hmm.. Secret LIFe oF Pets.. more on that in the neXt
Facebook Profile Status Pic.. but anyWay.. a Grinch
who has a heARt can be comfortable iN any place..
even in red state Lower Alabama Florida Panhandle
way as the Grinch WiTh a SoUL and SpiRit too.. then..
by the video
folk Dance Audience
theRe for sUre.. as the Fiddle
Dancing Celtic music rose the
Dance oF Y i.. hiGHer.. and HiGheR even.. all niGht..;)
And yes.. in the secret life of our
pet Yellow Boy.. as mentioned a few
times all ready on Facebook.. this Yellow
Boy and Katrina too are both studious
KATS.. yes.. very study prone cats when
it comes to study of the bible..
yes.. even Old Testament stuff
too.. and Yellow Boy clearly
provides non-verbal language
that he is so disgusted at the
human treatment of women
vs men in Judges 19:24 that
says in New Living Translation..
“Here, take my virgin daughter and this
man’s concubine. I will bring them out to you,
and you can abuse them and do whatever you like.
But don’t do such a shameful thing to this man.”
Yeah.. not much value to women back in them days
when a stranger IS A guest at your home and you offer
up your virgin daughters for rape.. instead of letting the
Stranger Defend himself.. himself as A Frigging man if he
even was one in the first place too.. Lord.. coward of the
county these men were back then.. Kenny Rogers would
surely be ashamed of these yellow men back then.. wait!..
disrespecting Yellow Boy by even elevating them to Yellow
men.. who would offer up their wives and daughters to rape
instead of defending their angry old asses themselves.. so
Yellow Boy immediately after he turns the page to this most
disgusting of many pARts of the old T rules.. turns away
and buries his head deeper in the shame of
weak humanoid men.. as he would fucking
bite the nuts off of another cat
before he let the other cat
have his female
as he would
death to uphold
his honor as such
as any truly wild and free
cat will do.. not to say he wouldn’t
have any sort of natural rough sex.. though..
but hey.. at least he ain’t a wimp like these Old T men..
so anyway.. the moral of the
story is… there are parts
of the Old Testament
that don’t treat women
any better than the Koran
does in doing whatever ya
want to.. to what the right
hand in terms of slave women
you can do to.. too.. hmm.. yeah..
Baby.. women have come along way
over here in the USA.. to escape that
kinda Old T disgusted perverted harmful shit..;)
AnyWay.. bottom bottom lines are.. toGeThER We
RiSe and stand in Difference Stronger than ever before..
and fall to veils
of ignorance over
lifting that ignorance to
an original Greek Definition that
says jusT that iN liFTinG ignorance
of separation and celebrating differences
thaT lead to even greater MoVinG.. ConNecTinG
And creAtinG achievements of humankind to come..
A Globe that rules with hope and love over fear and hate
Divide and Separate.. Verses
UniTy and ToGeThErness iS for the win
iN Peace and Harmony.. A DancE and SonG thaT Loves..
WAves WhOle RiVers
StreAMinG Freedom RinGs..:)
Scars.. got a few as we all
have crosses in life.. some large
and some seemingly impossible to overcome..
my Aunt Christina who the nurse
suggested was brain
dead and then
for a feeding
had her lungs cleared
and will it be hospice or not..
hard to say really as life wants to live..
and if you have ever ever really gone to hell
you will find out just how much the snake brain
to survive will rise.. and per 3:16 synchronicities
as when i finished a 338,630 Macro-Verse responding
to a year long effort for every single F iN prompt and liNk
from the International dVerse Poetry Pub online as pARt of
an Ocean WhoLe poem at the very end of 3/16.. yes then.. March
of 2016.. that was a cross i assigned myself to carry then after they
banned me from their site for their refusal to attempt to understand
how a Desert Isle could be a place for reborn as metaphor as Plato’s
Cave the same as the more literally thinking administrators couldn’t
understand how that related to real change in life.. asking me.. didn’t
i have any change in life to relate.. condescendingly so in their
grey poohpon poEtry brains.. as i return the favor now..
for those with more shallow eYes and eARs that
see and hear now.. anyWay.. as iN all oF
mY liFE.. too.. paths to go as VNV Nation
says too.. as Victory FTW and Vengeance
FTL.. yes for the loss.. vs For the win..
so i went on to do something no human has
ever done by the very muse of the dARk
that i came to feel from the top dogs
at the dVerse site.. yes.. i wrote the
longest long form poem in human history..
in fACt.. befoRE thaT i did it past 1.8 million
words in multi-verse way that went wRite over
tHeir heads as these days when someone else does
a little more.. not likely that those who are competing
for whatever are gonna give ya a hand of applause when you
do something new that they actually helped you do that no one
has ever done before.. anyway.. interestingly enough.. although i’ve
documented this achievement more than once.. the only folks who have
lauded it are the folks OFFLINE now RECOGNIZING just what it means
to do something specifically of this magnitude Now.. i suppose some folks
cannot wrap tHeir brain around the whole dAm thing.. as surely i can.. ’cause
i juSt did it.. hehe.. anyway.. i did it and that’s enough for me.. ain’t looking for green
bLack dollar Bills or fame or fortune.. and already now received legend status iN a
red state metro area for a public dance of ballet and martial arts free verse the
same.. did any doctor or other professional think that was possible back in my
66 months of hell dead zone.. of course not.. as they said i would never
recover and be on high doses of ativan the rest of my life.. well..
they forgot about the story of the mustard seed.. and while
they still document that i am not suited to optimally
perform in what society expects of ‘normal’
people now.. i AM FucKinG thriving
like a vine in a two month
drought reaching up
to the roof
yeah.. like that
little ivy vine on the
shed in my back yard that
i photographed as it reached up
from the anchor of my shed and crawled
it’s way up top with still a few leafs left after
a two month drought and ‘right’ as we were gonna
finally receive a deluge of living water relief.. as the
wife who would not kill a bug inside the house and release
it outside.. had already spoken of her fears of that live vine
taking over our old dam shed.. that dead dam thing that
houses yard tools and such as that to prune the
living paRts of God’s Creation that are plants
and flowers and trees in my own personal
Garden of Eden free.. so after “oven
gate”.. was settled and
she was replacing
in the shed
she yanked that
vine in an act of defiance
and ripped it from a wall that
supported the hope for just a drop
of water to keep striving over that roof
that had become the vine’s home.. i was then
rather disappointed but at the same now i knew
the root of that.. a troubled mother who had mental
illness of her own.. not available to give the love to a child
that she needed so much.. a very poor upbringing where often then
there was no water for her to drink.. no father to stay at home..
and one boyfriend of a mother who stood over her bed with
a knife when young.. another.. who paced the back
yard in a square all day long.. another one
who popped pills.. to keep his life
going on.. and another one
who thought he knew
the queen of
mom met in
a mental institution
too.. scars.. scars that are
not healed.. when control of the
dead things in life will motivate someone
to rip the vine of a living thing from its roots
of life.. anyWay.. the root of that vine still exists..
no doubt next year it will take another path away from
the struggle up that roof.. but never the less life lives with
roots of scars that are deep and overcome for continuing survival
now.. and Tim Tebow.. is surely a public example of this.. born with
an invasion of disease from the time of fetus status in the Philippines..
same place of origin as Katrina’s biological father too.. with just enough
placenta left to nourish a child for birth.. and that child grew up.. yes.. Tim..
to play a school football game with a broken femur.. believe it or not Ripley as that
child had already overcome a cross in fetus status to survive from the very start..
all innate.. all instinct.. all intuitive before any words were spoke.. or education
or anything else but the innate gift as God of Nature allows for life.. and
somehow that young man kept his love as strong as the strength
of body that would power him on to do stuff that was hard
for other folks to believe.. so with the 3:16 Football
game with all those coincidences coming
together WHO the concrete book
heads will chalk up
noW than the
miracle of life
on this planet Now
as science shows to
be true as beyond any
stat of lottery win.. well.. perhaps
they’ve never been the little autistic
boy who could not speak either.. the
last kid picked on sports teams at schools
that even the ‘high class’ girls called skank
for his oily long blonde hair.. and the boys called
fool and other words that were F for his bright smile
no matter that was not his name Fred either at that
time of life.. anyway that little boy ended up at
number 11 in a class of 381.. even when folks
made fun of his stuttering voice and inability
to put words together in coherent flow
in middle school too.. three college
degrees.. and back to the
cross of starting
all over again
trying his best to lEarn
the social skills and emotional
intelligence and even speaKing
and writing skills that school never
taught him through college before..
and then the last kid picked on sports
teams would marry a beautiful young woman
and prove those who said he would never have
a girl friend in his life wrong.. and even getting knocked
out of that humble job then where he would eventually become
manager with Federal Service and move to a lower Administrative
Assistant job for a Captain in Pensacola through a reduction in force..
would return in full strength as a Community Activities Director with a
functional social reciprocal social communication disorder of his own
to deal with.. and without the ability to walk alone in a store with
great discomfort without watching someone walk next
to him to copy.. he would be chosen as Athletic
Director at a Military Installation for his
computer skills described as more
of a valuable commodity than
a good old boy of course..
and then with flight or fight
stress of a round peg in a hole
that was becoming
he broke down
again like he did
in college years but this
time 19 medical disorders came
with the worst paRt.. the type two
Trigeminal Neuralgia described as the
worst pain known to mankind.. like Dentist
Drill in eye and ear without Novocaine or any
other drug attempt that would do anything to
lessen that pain from wake to sleep.. a full 66
months with a pain that medical literature says
is worse than the torture of crucifixion too.. nah..
not three hours.. not three days.. 66 F iN months in hell
with eyes at first eight months not making tears with
Sjogren’s Syndrome.. heart rate and blood
pressure no longer synching with
Dysautonomia.. almost passing
out after eating
or a simple
walk around the
block then.. with
sleep not coming for
almost an entire 40 days
in the lent period hell of
2008.. only 1 hour each night
for 35 days.. with the assistance
of a powerful alpha blocker iN extremely
shallow card board sleep.. zero sleep for
the last 5 of 40 falling into an internal hell of
existence where all senses and feelings left
in an abyss where one second was a thousand
years of hell that never ended now forevermore now..
as a rough estimation looking back that words will
never come close to describing a hell where
gasoline doused and lit
from head to toe
at all in the
abyss of hell
in separation from
All of Nature in perception
way and God the same then..too..
what else.. yeah.. losing a child
at 37 years of age.. the child living
51 days in a medical extension of torture
of life.. congenital anomalies.. no pathways
to breathe.. transposal of the great vessels of
the heart.. heart surgery and that child still survived
as that is what life does.. no matter drought or otHeR
circumstance.. the vine crawls up to live no matter what..
that child died in my arms as his only relief in life was death..
and that child would come to help save my life as i too lEarned
at core of Star
so.. sure.. after i came
out of HeLL and the Fibromyalgia
and the Severe Degenerative Arthritis
iN my spine.. precipitated by a congenitally
fused vertebra also from birth and complications
with the sinus area and associated Trigeminal Nerve
as the CAT scan for that part showed my sinuses
were so blocked from birth.. the ENT
reviewing that CAT scan asked me
how you do breathe.. duh..
through my mouth of
not really funny
to me then.. and
yeah.. the Coat Hanger
Pain all around my shoulder
and neck as a condition associated
with Dysautonomia too.. the Severe Anxiety..
Severe Depression.. Anhedonia.. Alexithymia..
Mood Lability.. and Autism Spectrum Disorder finally
diagnosed as Asperger’s Syndrome in 2008.. at
age 47 then.. and other stuff too in a soup and
synergy of life threatening disorders whole..
but those were the worse of those..
YES.. i came back to life
on or about July 22nd
of 2013.. a real miracle
as assessed by the attending
Psychotherapist who happens to
be Catholic too.. as before that i could
not even go into a Whataburger for the goal
of the Doctors then for 15 minutes.. and soon
was public dancing every where i went with leg
strength eventually coming back above and beyond
Elite Marines.. at my military gym.. leg pressing 1020
Lbs 33 times with arms raised to sky now like a ballerina
on a very difficult parallel free weight leg press machine..
this my friends is what A vine does.. iT reaches out aCross
the greatest challenges of life.. adapts.. survives and gRows
even more in oTheR paths that work.. iN Hell my sister told me
it is time for another chapter of your life.. of course.. she couldn’t
see the dentist drill in my eye and ear then.. with the only thing stopping
me then from hanging myself with a metal chain on a tree somewhere riding
my bicycle cooling my head enough not to faint to the ground where no one
would find me and the last chapter of my life would mean something as at least
the Vultures would have a little more to eat that day.. yes.. the only thing stopping me
was memories of the past that had lost their feelings and were drifting away.. after that
i spent my afternoons on my patio looking out iF iT wasn’t too hot to pass out then.. with
out the abiliTy to use my eyes and ears for anything for 33 months.. no reading.. no looking
at pictures.. no listening to music.. just nothing at all.. but rearranging letters in my head like
live spells evil and devil lived where words and letters became my only friends that i could
relate to then.. and sooner or later to survive i would start that first word on ThanksGiving
day of 2010.. a mountain of pain it was with computer screen brightness turned all
the way down.. one word led to a list then a paragraph and in March
of 2013.. on the 10th after the end of that February when
my words of lists and facts starting gaining
a flAMe and
now a FucKinG
Forest Fire of words..
and this my friends is
what John 14:12 means..noW..
the original John 3:16 as originAlly
defined by the Greeks who wrote the
new testament means A son of God not
the F iN only begotten son of God.. the Romans
and others twisted the words around through mistake
and intent as well to expand the Roman Empire and others
the same for coins of material and power and status success..
thing iS.. i AM A Vine WHO refuses to give up.. no different than
the one on the shed that my wife ripped off.. and truth be tOld
we are both vines.. me and her.. we both carry incredible crosses
from the past and i forgive her transgressions that i do not fully
share as cross as she’s forgives mine.. and if you don’t thiNk
our marriage was made ‘in heaven’.. perHaps you’ve never felt
the MaGiC oF A REAL ISREaL GOD more FORcE noW thaN NoW.. ‘you’
Horatio’s will even understand/FEEL/SENSE as long you don’t
believe in anything other than what you’ve read someone
else other write to this point.. anything..
is possible in this life for
those who do not give
up and fight for life..
and even when
is to give
deep inside.. the
snake that lives to
survive will not give up
either.. as that FOrCe is the
crucible oF star inside that
still lives as flAMe as torch
that carries on way
and child of God
oF aLL the sAMe NoW..
this is heaVen for those
who seek and find it.. this
can be hell for those who do
not believe in more than what
they’ve read before.. the thing iS.. iF
you believe in MaGiC there are no liMits
or expecTaTions as long as you just do it
and never give up.. if you do not DancE and
SinG liFe as MaGiC.. you don’t get iT.. iT’s as
simple and complex as that and i haven’t
got iT alL figured out and i’LL alWays
appreciate the so-called
of liFE the
as all of that is
that is God is what
has led me to this point
of forevermore heaven now..
and you can scoff at T-Bow
miracle crosses like this
all ya like but
oF Folks.. like our
Happy Heavens now
with a mustard seed and
vine that never ends in groWth..
tear me down and i WiLL Rise aGain..
so let it be written.. it’s already been done
so many dAM times for those with eYes and
eaRs to see
okay.. for the next
trick.. and treat and
or whatever off to dVerse
for the Scar Quadrille now..
i FeeL i’m prepped enough now..
and if these words only cross my
ears been tHeRe dONe iT BeFore..;)
And.. OH yeah.. of course i could not participate
sTiLL in the DVerse 44 word limit now to describe
my scars.. but here’s the thing.. folks who do the
DO NOT FiT
iN.. iT’S TRULY
AS SIMPLE AS THaT..
IF THEY FiT iN THEY DIDN’T
GET THE JESUS/JOHN PROPHECY DONE
AND THAT’S AS COMPLEX AS THIS..;)
AND THAT WAS MY FREDKU
AT THE END OF THAT
FRED BUN TOO..
Jesus F iN Christ StylE NoW..;)
Art Free.. take
Money out and
For buy.. money
i like ‘the photo’
With the Pink
Thanks for sharing..:)
Two responses to two poems..
one by Dean J Baker first and
the other by Talkaholicme.. both describing
issues with deficiencies of money and stuff like
that.. sure.. my response is easy.. for i am Financially
Independent at 47.. iN pArt.. for saving enough money
for that over 7 years and so as Federal Employment in the
U.S. has both a thrift savings plan that i added into from ’93
to ’09 as such.. yeah even after i was sick for a year and a half
as i actually had that much leave on the books to keep the pay
coming into.. until both the legal system and the medical profession
assessed me as permanently disabled while recovering into remission
of most of the original issues.. both Asperger’s and Bi-Polar are considered
life long disabilities that some how or another the FucK i stayed employed
actively from ’76 to 09 for around 33 years or so.. even during the first
year and a half of sickness on the active role then.. i was fortunate of
course as i got hooked up into the Golden Handcuffs of Government
work as how can ya say no to anything ‘they want’.. when you are
approaching 25 years of service and even the potential at early
retiring at 49 years of age.. anyway.. as i started the whole
Government Service in ’84 directly out of college at age
24 then.. i was going to graduate school after three (BA..
BS.. BS..) degrees and what can i say.. all the money
ran out and i had to get a job as
even the part time jobs with
the Books Store and
Associate went away and
so did the Janitor Job in total
of three part time jobs too.. Bowling
Center next as just another Beatle
in a Desert sand looking for the
next resource for subsistence
while yes.. i spent another
two years or so at my
Mother’s home until
i rented my own
iF you wanna
for earning money in
this society.. it ain’t gonna be
easy and next to impossible the
way the system is increasingly falling
to part time service jobs with no benefits
now.. and even the full time ones.. any real
retirement benefits.. ya gotta be kitten me as
all humans are tools of the machine to make
money for greater automation efficiencies
these days as humans no longer need
apply for benefit career lifelong jobs..
the jobs are there but sure.. more
than likely if you are lucky you
will find a job you half way
like that doesn’t
the rest of the
way until you pick
up your Social Security
check at 70 or whatever the
age will be with finally some
affordable Medicare Insurance that
might still be 500 to a thousand dollars
then of your 2K A month income.. per say..
or so.. if you are lucky enough to make enough
money in a lifetime to get up that high.. anyWay
my recommendation to get up to any chance of
financial freedom from the all mighty God of Green
blAck back Earning Dollars is to simply NOT SPEND
WHATEVER YOU CAN.. it’s what i still practice and
without dedication to that for both wife and husband..
all the money i have saved could be gone sooner than
i think now.. as Lord nows even with retirement benefits..
the wife and i pay over 800 dollars for our insurance benefits
but no sweat as our modest 60K dollar home with mortgage
back from ’93 is paid off now and so is our car.. helped a little
bit by the modest inheritance my father left as Lord knows his
goal all his life was to get rich quick.. Law Enforcement steady
job for 46 years but between getting married four times.. two
times to the same wife too was the hit on the pocket book
moreover with having two kids and a measly one hundred
bucks he paid to help me and the sister then per month..
never the less and not more it took him to over 50 years
of age to get his first house that would stay a home
of his in two more moves where he still left a
mortgage to pay off at age 82 then.. and all
the lottery tickets he purchased as he
left relatively little money in any
savings account never made
him rich but sure at least
it gave him something
to look forward to
each scratch off
anyway.. key is.. only
get married once.. if at all
and surely better to get married
for assistance if you can get along
with someone in give and take style
and swallowing your pride and taking
endless nagging for every little thing
if that is what staying together takes
too.. hehe.. and nah.. don’t have children..
it’s just impossible almost to save any money
with children as naturally they do come first when
you have them IF you are a naturally healthy nurturing
human being.. and perHaps not wise at all to try to have
children and/or even accidentally have them if you are not so
predisposed for that huge responsibility tHeRe that more folks
are forgoing now.. for both ME ME reasons and economic reality
ones same aS it’s impossible for a stay at home mom to stay
at home now.. for the majority of folks.. oh yeah.. other thing..
keep the same dam modest home.. and by all means get
one in a neighborhood that don’t tale Ya how to mow yA
yard and all that stuff.. a house lasts a lifetime when
purchased new and modest.. keep it a lifetime
and pay it off as soon as possible if yA
wanna escape the grips
of the green bLack back
dollar bill.. and remember
don’t spend for the stuff yA
don’t need iF aT all possible as
verily all that stuff will end up in
your garage and spare bedrooms
if and when that space becomes available
when there is no one sleeping in there.. oh yeah..
and for me.. sure.. keep a car at least 10 years as these
days modest new cars will last that long too.. i went a little
high and stupid and bought a Sports Utiliity Vehicle before
the price of gas sky rocketed as such.. back down to a Civic
now.. gonna take care oF it and keep it for at least 10 years too
as my Camaro i kept for 14 years and the Honda Passport made
it all the way to sweet 16.. before selling it with it still looking brand
new but never the less a gas hog it was.. with the Civic only sipping
somewhat cheaper gas now below the four bucks or so it got
close to back in the Passport days.. yeah.. at an average of
25K for a Vehicle this year.. keep one 15 years instead
of 5 years and you just banked 50K in a safe
account if you are smart.. stock market
never for me.. got a 4 percent guaranteed
savings through a Whole Life Insurance account
and the savings was always guaranteed through
the Government Thrift Savings account too.. and
now in these troubled times.. those accounts are
earning in interest free money.. almost as much
as i made back in ’85 in an entire year then..
and in a Whole Life Insurance policy there are
no penalties for withdrawal after the
15 year surrender period is over..
but nah.. ain’t no more 4 percent
savings account interest as guaranteed
now.. hmm.. yeah.. less than two percent
or so now.. but could be none in twenty
years or so.. just saving the money
and not spending it is the common
sense thing to do.. to escape the grips
of the Green BLack Dollar that can take
almost all your freedoms away.. slave to a job
you hate or one that is both killing you slowly and
or with stress too same.. and meanwhile ..Facebook
Friend Ashe says she has run out of favors and is drained
of human altruism too.. as surely that is what chronic and
severe stress of never saying no to unreasonable demands
on all your time and efforts and kindness will surely do if it
it ain’t just no
wife’s tale.. stress
of the chronic severe
kind will shorten your life
and make it a living hell
if you don’t die first
so.. i say
back to Ashe
on her Facebook page..
No can be a difficult
word butt on the other
Foot it can
And finAlly i say..
as i still haven’t got
back to the dVerse
prompt on scars and in
avoiding them.. take care of your
health.. umm.. eat pretty healthy.. yeah..
now move.. connect.. and create everyday
to recreate as much as you possibly can..
’cause thing is.. without that the rest oF iT iT’s
Amazing isn’t it how
a small Lady Bug
in the desert
of my yard..
me like this..
all those tiny
like grains holding hands
iN keeping mountains of love
upright with a friend of leave with
veins of love that surELy has a pretty
too as remember i started
off with minimum wage and stayed
there from ’84 to ’93 when my non-appropriated
fund job was kindly transferred over to Clinton
executive order sponsored GS-5 pay grade
appropriated funds.. service staying
and transferred since ’84 too..
ending up on a fast track
to higher salaries in the
last few years of
my total career
reaching pay grade
GS-9 to GS-11 in
what they eventually
named NF-4 as i moved
back to non-appropriated
funds to keep my full time job
at the end with the same Civil
Service benefits then.. i was truly
fortunate to actually save overall with
assets close to half a million dollars then
albeit when i was sick the wife went on somewhat
of a spending spree that the other side of the executive
branch would have never approved if well.. but still there
is enough money to last for the rest of my life no matter
what as i gotta handle back on the financial reins now
both to our satisfaction as the wife’s dream to
buy Kohl’s has disappeared now.. tongue
in cheek as she truly is low maintenance
as any woman’s taste in stuff i’ve
even heard of to this point now
hehe.. as verily women are
the natural gatherers
and storers as
folks who get
in for the ‘kill’ of the
high fat content meats
and get out quick and
kick back with a Newspaper
still or the NFL.. NBL.. AFC..
Video Game or whatever replaces
the tribal male instinct for war after that..
and that’s where folks like Tim Tebow come
in now.. to naturally fill the wHole of wars of death..
sure as he makes the Grade iN Major League of Baseball too..:)
Okay.. does that solve all your financial problems
and ensure happiness too.. weLL true.. don’t forget
my trUe religion @lEAst.. to Dance and Sing and
for the rest of the first world problem globe..
this global expanding Brexit thingie that
has come in Orange Trump form
iN the Good Old U.S. of A
iS the heartburn of
thE cost of stuff
going way way
down as what once
paid for employee
benefits as such is now
cost saved out by robots
of automation and cheap
other global labor too..
as the wealth
a little more
to the extreme chagrin
of folks in rust-belt like
places who wore the blue
collar hands on UniForms
as such putting stuff toGeTher
and all of that by actual sweat
of the brow and things like that..
when scarcity arises folks wanna hold on
to the grain in the silos.. no longer as generous..
no longer as empathic and giving and sharing.. they
just plain get scared when there don’t seem to be enough
to make subsistence in all the ways that comes over what
truly isn’t core survival necessary of wants that feel just as
real as needs for want want want.. the answers are always the
same in smaller homogenous cultures of humans to share and give
and love without restraint.. but heY in a mixing pot of cultural complexity
like this with the jobs of the past gone away with realistically almost no
change of substantially bringing them back in this new world now..
sure.. it’s common sense.. conservative ways increasingly rule..
only way to stop it is if the rich give up more of their grain
and we take care of folks overall holding hands the
best we can.. honestly.. overall that’s not how
life works in the big cities of human
populations now.. laws
will have to made
more for a social
net if give and
cuts the population of everything
on this planet in World War III.. and after
several thousand years the beatle roams free
in lush forests away from desert sands again..
in other words enjoy it while you can.. ‘that
Beatle’ dAm sure ain’t worried about any
or even fertilizer
in my yard as remember
this is the Garden of Eden out of
the current Ball of Confusion and purgatory too..
day in the Super-Walmart
check out stuff lanes that never rise
Song unless you
just do it and say
of this shit now..
yes i know.. easier said
and done by an ISREaL Peter Pan..
never the less i lived in purgatory and hell
eScaped nOw FReED..:)
Jesus F. iN Christ
this sHit iS Long..
it to the
scar prompt yet..;)
But perHaps all i needed
was one word from dVerse
as often happens now..
Free rules now..:)
And hey.. iF noThing
If you made
iT this far
Hmm.. miGht as WeLL finish
up shAring the Facebook Memories
of the day which there are a few to
do as nows
go by.. STiLL Now..;)
Fun Fred Santa photo
with two of my
from the FUN
Hard Rock Cafe
in Church group tour
bus way.. and oh yeah..
best advice oF aLL.. PLAY
C A L LeD
from dARk to
liGht and RainBoW
BeYond colors holy
and sacred and even
arrive alive in the bliss
and the heaven and
the nirvana oF
with all that iS
aka God aS WeLL
as any hUman TsUnAmi
oF loVe WiLL continue to jusT DO..
SmArt FeArLESs NOW and FREE..:)
Molly WOLVES AND GEMINI FULL Moon.. hmm.. two year ago memory
for a Gemini Full Moon and the best parts over the only 740 words
in this one. . are the overall Beach photos from Biloxi..
including Christmas Boat show on the
Biloxi Bay.. as well as
of my first
all pg rated underwear
ones too.. stuck in the middle
oh yeah.. i didn’t
mention it before
in that other pARt
but don’t forget physical
and emotional intelligence
practiced does most definitely
mean use it or lose iT aS onE
grows older too.. so many ways
to do that in moderation these days
and even legally and somewhat socially
appropriately shaRinG as art and perHaps
stimulating more of the human experience
thing is.. like
the Ice Princess
said.. let it go.. just be FuN
build your ice castles hEar
in spRinG.. SummEr fALL
alWays liveS noW..
And by the way.. Olivia
Newton John said the
same thing in SonG and
DancE iN thAT old movie Grease
that is surely applicable in lubricating the
you are only
as young as
you can FeeL
and SenSE aLL oF liFE noW..
tHEre are so many easy solutions
i could give the church in Mass on
Sunday for heaven now.. but nah..
that’s not appropriate ..and why A thief
as jUST anotHeR
KinG David prophecy
comeS oNline aS WeLL too..
and come aGAin 2..;)
666 Months of LiGht.. from a year ago.. on December 6th as
i celebrate 666 months of liFE on the Planet Earth..
also my Grandfather.. the XCatholic Priest’s
120 anniversary of his birth date
too as Synchronicities
of purpose and
meaning in liFE for
those who FeeL
and SeNSE and
of all that is
as all that is
in how God communicates
with those with totAlly open
eYes and ears that see and hear
more than books alone of yesternows..:)
OtHEr than that i show ya how long and
strong my tongue iS in the Christmas
story not getting stuck
wHeRE i was
raised allone wiTh God
of Nature wHole before
i could.. speak at age 3 as such..
the human tongue IS A strongest
muscle of the human orgaNism
and released too hEhe..
as ‘some women’ who have
fELt and kNown me more could surEly
tale ya too.. as sure.. i ‘talk too much’..
as i don’t
need to drink
liquor.. instead as such..;)
(remember.. i was voted
the wittiest boy in
*The state FL that’s shaped
like a gun that means floWer state..;)
MIRROR times MIRROR.. a somewhat
enigma of a Palindrome that weighs in at
1644 words where the original founder of
dVerse.. nice guy.. Brian.. also known as Mr.
X.. didn’t think i was for real when i sAid
i would do one that would be over 1000
words long.. thing is..
this is one
for iSReaL things..
no myths here.. cut
straight to the heARt.. the
SpiRit and the SoUL of the entire matter..
and this cAMe iN from June of 2015.. i muSt
have just been flexing my form muscles of
poetry too.. sure.. i can do iT probably as
well as anyone else but
it’s just so
no matter how
well it fits the guidelines
of complexity and structure
beFore uPside dOwn in rEverse
and all aRound as such.. iT serves
a purpose like all other prison walls
and this just shows
i can it do it too if
i wanted to
iN priSon too..
nah.. i’ll stick my
sorry iF iT
offends but i’M Free
botTom FucKinG liNe oF liFE noW..;)
And finally a photo shared on Facebook
of Katrina celebrating my 666 month of
existence on planet earth last December
noting with cartwheel that the bridge iS opening
to the year 2016 wHere a GodsUniVerse Novel would
come first on Christmas of 2015.. nah.. not January first..
the first day the Sun stArts iTs travel back to SpRinG and SuMmER
more past Spring Equinox to Summer Solstice too.. right after the Winter
Solstice ends.. too.. and to be clear i love the mythical story of the baby Jesus
and the three wise men.. and even the virgin birth and all that stuff.. it’s not the
first or last time that myth has been told to support essence of trUth and liGht to
spread a story in vehicles and vessels houSing trUth and liGht and deep deep down
in our human
as all life
on Sun for life at
very crucible as stars
burst for poTenTial sentient
Star duST plus liFe.. sure.. i worship
all of what that is that creates this wonderful
gift of star life now.. and sure of course that includes
the Sun.. and all this else.. even myths that carry the essence
stored in our genetic
memory in DNA way for
all our ancestors who struggle
to make this gift oF liFE now.. i sEE/
FeeL/SeNsE this ‘world’ and appreciate iT all for this
giFt of life provided to me iN all that is that comes BefoRe..
with 12 million words
since ThanksGiving of
2010 through Hell through
Heaven through all that is i experience
for Now all that is.. and the 6666 miles of
dance arriving at the end of December of 2016
in 40 months or so.. is just another average of
166.66 miles a month too.. sure all coincidences
Horatio’S huh.. do realize what all of this is.. proof baby
John 14:12 STUFF..
to borrow juST another
Vessel and Vehicle HouSinG
huMan Archetypal TruTh and liGht..
don’t matter who wrote it and i give whoever
that is as much credit as the Jesus baby too..
aS iN numerology this 9 year of 2016 is also
coming to an end..2 plus 0 plus 1 plus 6
yes.. as 9 as such.. 2017.. will
WeLL.. FRiEnD Fred here.. gigoid..
And Oh Lord ‘that’ was a long
long moment iN getting here
as the time iS juSt
but as Arnold says..
i’M back.. i’m Back AGAiNoW..;)
“When washing your face, can you see your true self?”
Can’t stand a wash cloth on any part of my body..;)
“When walking, can you feel the rotation of heaven?”
Yes.. as aLL walKing Now bEcoMes floating hiGh
DancE iN clouds alWays noW aS butterFly SinG..:)
“When speaking are your words without guile?”
OnLY mileStones floW iN ZonE NoW..:)
“When you shop are you
aware of your needs?”
FucK shopping.. Katrina does that..
i’M jUst tHeir to dance and shoot photos
and bEcoMe the subject of video voyeurs aS weLL..;)
“When you meet the suffering, do you help?”
i DancE and
SinG liKe any
clown will do
misery and suffeRing
to cheer the crowd uP..
not everyone wants that though..
“When you meet conflict,
do you work toward harmony?”
And SonG iN
Peace and Harmony
like coke with no drugs..;)
~ Deng Ming-Dao ~~
(‘per quote lines’)
“Metaphysical totalitarianism of any kind stifles the freedom we have as human beings.
It is not acceptable to have a religion where the alternative to faith is punishment
– that’s how you train dogs, not develop people.”
~~ Deng Ming-Dao ~~
Religions with harm
For me at lEast.. i skip
all the rules and
and simply live
forevernoW iN a soft
purr like Yellow Boy2..;)
“When I think back on all the crap I learned in high school…”
~~ Simon and Garfunkel, “Kodachrome”
Yes precisely like
“Look to the essence of a thing,
whether it be a point of doctrine,
of practice, or of interpretation.”
~~ Marcus Aurelius Antoninus, Meditations, viii, 22 ~~
“Were I a nightingale, I would act the part of a nightingale;
were I a swan, the part of a swan.”
~~ Epictetus, Discourses, Book i, Chap. xvi ~~
“Long years must pass
before the truths we have made for ourselves
become our very flesh.”
~~ Paul Valery ~~
bEcome organic too..
take Romance Novels
for example and moonlit reads..;)
“Neither fear, nor wish for, your last day.”
~~ Martial (40-102 AD), — Epigram x, 47 ~~
“Do not try to live forever. You will not succeed.”
~~ George Bernard Shaw ~~
Of course not..
don’t try to do it..
juST dO iT forevermorenow…;)
“Pick up my guitar and play, just like yesterday..”
~~ The Who, “Won’t Get Fooled Again” ~~
tunes of Course..
aS instruments oF
Nature move.. connect
And create alWays morE noW..;)
Just using a
For in my case
Taking all of life too
Me.. not gonna
Be too much of a
Bee might say..
And surely there
Could be deePer
Meaning iN every
Word that EsCapes
To even the
i have explain to
You as a greaTest
My friEnd foR noW..:)
#yearinreview2016 .. Hmm.. we are so lucky to live in
an era where so much is provided to us.. totally free of
charge as Facebook does all the work to provide another
trip around the sun in review of the ‘liked points’ of what
i did in profile pics for the year.. yes.. offering me
the benefit of the doubt to change what
i don’t like but hey this is Facebook..
where i FucKinG liKe almost everything..
hehe.. as surely my 5217 likes of other folks stuff
well exceeds the reciprocation of that but as i say..
i make all stuff holy and sacred in life.. with meaning and
purpose and that is why i dance and sing for joy and am
the happiest ‘boy’ in the entire world perHaps.. as i make
a science out oF art for joy.. and it simply FucKinG works
as that is pARt of Gnosis too.. as if it ain’t happy
what is the point of this whole FucKinG
shooting match that IS NOW Heaven
anyWay.. as God miGht say
through all the laborious
efforts in outer space
rinGinG this isREaL opportunity
for Heaven now that surprisingly all
do not see and hear and feel and sense as
they look forward to something after death that
can be A real heaven that we can create as whole
on Earth if we just FucKinG opened our eYes and
Ears and SenSes and FeeLinGs and left our
countries of frOwny Face far far behind
more appreciating this amazing FucKinG
Gift oF liFe here on EARth.. so you miGht
ask why i dance all naked and sensual in public
in avenues of restricted adult art.. WeLL.. ’cause i
celebrate God no Different than King David would
if you really understood that he was saying Heaven
can be now too for those who set their selves free in
Happy that yeS includes both humor and sensuaLiTy too..
beyond the corsets and stuff of the Old T and New T same
where frOwny face has been the rule of both illusory fears..
and empty promises.. making this earth into hell.. instead of
a potential of heaven at hand now.. ISREAL.. play naked like
a Buddha stripped down to TruTh and liGht all Natural is what i
Just do.. as the Founding Father’s say in the U.S. of A.. the Pursuit
of Happiness is the purpose of liFe toGeThER of course in doing
no harm to others.. wHeRe us freER folkS iN Heaven can do it
all free on restricted adult links if we so care to air out our Vicky
and Herman secrets too..;)
Just another Facebook Memory to date freely
provided by the Algorithm assistant.. A Post from
4 years ago.. yes.. somewhat active on Facebook in
2012.. while i was finishing up my deadzone and
before i hit the poetic streak at the end
of February 2013 moving into
March of that year.. noting
here my Grandfather’s bio on Wiki..
and he also wrote many more books beyond
these two most noted two.. and nah.. he wasn’t
the Catholic Church’s favorite ex-communicated priest
by far by far by far.. as they pretty much determined he
was going to hell for disagreeing with the top dogs there as
such.. these days they are just trying to keep the pews filled up..
a little less hold on the populace than what swords used to make..
burning at the stake.. etc.. iN torture for those who didn’t believe in
what they believed in.. not too much different than modern day ISIS
but you will not hear that reality when the past of the church is
addressed in church as Constantine is considered a Saint
with no attention paid to his adherence to
cold blooded murder.. not much
different than ISIS leaders today..
lots of stuff is sugar coated.. particularly
the facts of science now of biblical study that
no one really knows who of all the real Jesus was
as 40 years of Aramaic illiterate folks making up new
round table stories as they went on desert trails in only
oral tradition.. and the elite Greeks who were literate..
writing down what they thought should be
remembered among many so-called
oral tradition round table
Christian sects.. ranging
from believing in one to twelve
Gods and then the scribes who
copied mistakes and changed it more
from hand to hand for centuries on the whim
of what their so-called holy spirit told ’em should be in there..
before and after the Roman Empire Nicene council in 325 AD..
where Jesus was made in to a Soldier Sun Sword God..
in adherence with the Mithra Flavor of religion of the
region to help expand the Roman Empire
where most folks were singing
off a common choir sheet and of
course a similar virgin birth story around
the Winter Solstice in Egyptian mythology
with the baby Horus and the Virgin birth of him..
with the Egyptian Mother Goddess Isis who surely
looks a whole lot like the modern day Katrina.. hehe..
anyWay.. the trUth and liGht will set ya free only if you
are strong enough to sing OFF the established myths
and actual downright lies used to control folks and
subjugate them through made up illusory fears
and empty promises where yeS.. even
through all those myths enough
liGht and TruTh is carried over
in these vehicles and vessels of myths
that can also house elements of TrUth and liGht too..
like those Victoria’s Secret Models in front of the Mall store
that say if you buy tHeir sexy remnants of clothes.. every
man will salivate when they cross your path..
where women come into control more
so than the covered up women
of the Old T way that went
many centuries over into the
Victorian era of covering up human
skin until Vicky’s Secret got some air..;)
“Leo Herbert (1895-1950) was an Irish author, editor, and director of a Protestant ministry, Christ’s Mission in New York. He was an accomplished priest in the Roman Catholic Church who later in life converted to Protestantism and served as the editor of The Converted Catholic Magazine. He authored magazine articles, books and pamphlets, condemning the programs and activities of the Roman Catholic Church.
Educational background and priesthood
Leo was born in 1895 in Kingstown, County Dublin, Ireland, to Edmund and Emma. He attended Mungret College in Limerick, and All Hallows College in Dublin. He was awarded advanced academic degrees in theology, including a Licentiate of Sacred Theology (STL) and Doctorate of Divinity (DD).
In 1918, Leo entered the University de Propaganda Fide in Rome, Italy, and was ordained a priest of the Roman Catholic Church in St. John Lateran. He served as a Roman Catholic priest in Europe and South Africa. For several years, he served as a negotiator in legal matters at the Vatican. Following his activities at the Vatican, he went to the United States, where he served as a priest in Florida. During his time in the US, he continued his education at New York University, earning a Master’s degree.
Behind the Dictators, Leo H., (New York: Agora Publishing Co., 1942)
Vatican policy in the second world war, Leo H., (New York: Agora Publishing Co., 1945)”
Facebook Friend Greg and
Fellow Employee from the
Bowling Center for almost
two decades shares a
“IF YOU DON’T
STAND UP FOR
WHO WILL STAND UP FOR
YOU WHEN IT’S
so of course..
i go ON and
to say.. then..
and now 2..
Yep.. and folks
think the Nazi rise
thingy and other
it’s pArt sTiLL of the
dARk side of hUman
natUre that will resort
to all kinds of fresh hell
when life is viewed as less
than a spirit of abundance..
has always will..
even if that kill
is ‘only’ a P grab
to be swept under
the gutter oF liFe..
Trump is a very very poor
man when it comes to real
male self-esteem.. it shows
from head to toe in comb over..
and sure that reflects the other segments
too.. as when
males lose their
self esteem and social
roles same.. they lose their COOL..
wHeRe Trump is a transparent FOOL..
if he can ‘dance naked’ in front of the world..
or at least prove
he’s a COLD ASS HONKY..;)
i’Ve addressed scars enough in this current MacroVerse..
so i’M not going back to dVerse to entertain the
wildly popular dVerse scar’s prompt.. as most
every poet and or other artist
has deep dArk
than me.. an important
place to visit.. but surely
not a place to wHeRe yoUr weLcome
out in.. as dArkness is most definitely
contagious.. particularly to the more sensitive
empaths among us who have a hard time shutting
off that siNk of sucKing in the EmoTiOns of oTheRs..
so.. anyWay.. i’LL likely end this current MaCroVerse
number 727.. with title sTill soon to arrive.. with a full
quote of a MacroVerse of 1824 words from two
years ago.. as dVerse also has a Tuesday
prompt based on recipes for life..
beyond food per say/feel/sense..
and for me
recipe for both
existence and God
oF Nature.. that is worth
sharing in whole.. as i did my
best to share it on a Wrong Planet
two years ago.. with little notice of course
as they take life mostly literal with little right
brain spirit of interpreting more than black and white
of liFe.. truly.. tHeir is so much more to experience when
one opens up that other Hemisphere noW in metaphor for
intelligence.. yes.. emotional.. physical.. spiritual sAMe
with sensory inTeLLiGence too.. perHaps this poTential
mUSt be watered almost from the day of biRth to grow
a Garden of more than bLack and white fActs and iN
that case perHaps i was sadly wasting my time and
space iF folks truly are only chosen by mostly
the love they receive early as food and drink
oF liFE and a fertility of ImaGiNAtiOn and
creatiVity that is fed within more than
an external purple dinosaur named
Barney.. liFe is generated from
within.. alWays has
by the sun outside
or generated by the sun inside..:)
And now to “Angel Devil FRED”..
the issue of difficulty
in Understanding GOD..
is in both definition
way of thinking
First of all..
AND GOD WORKS…
And THAT IS WHY GOD IS LOVE
BEYOND THE AFFECTIONATE AND JEALOUS
DEFINITION OF LOVE as it is defined
in western materialistic cultures that seek to own instead of share…
GOD IS THE TRUTH OF NATURE AS IS PER MOTHER NATURE TRUE…
GOD is both the Universe and what may exist beyond the Universe
that Human MAY NOT yet be able to see
ALL THAT IS..
with the scribe
of GOD also known as Science…
SO GOD IS NEITHER HE NOR THERE…
otherwise KnowN as ALL…
All these are ARE words AND WITHOUT
the Wisdom that COMES through
the GIFT OF GOD’S DARKNESS
AKA THE Hard Knocks of Life
THE ESSENCE OF WHAT
i am saying here MAY NOT
BE truly HEARD OR SEEN..
by those WITHOUT
THE GIFT OF DARKNESS OF LOVE
THAT CAN bring awakening
ENLIGHTENMENT IN LIFE
through the GIFT OF CHALLENGE AND CHANGE..
which in science talk means epigenetics and neuroplasticity…
So yes.. even through the science of
the scribe of science continues
to CATCH UP TO one of the oldest
books of WISDOM
NAMED the I CHING
and the philosophy of ZEN…
GOD IS ZEN…
GOD IS JUST BEING…
GOD IS HOW THIS WHOLE DAM THING WORKS
AS TAPESTRY INSTEAD OF JUST THE DEVIL OF DETAILS…
AND TO LET ALL THE LIES OF CULTURAL ILLUSIONS GO..
YES.. LET IT GO.. Like THAT young PRINCESS
and eventually Queen of the dark of ICE
DID SAY AS THE DARK OF COLD
NEVER BOTHERED HER ANYWAY…
AND THEN i SAY NOW
as well as a MILLION AND MORE
other Awakened ENLIGHTENED folks
through the Power of the LOVE
OF GOD’S DARKNESS THIS..
GO! WITH GOD’S GRAVITY
OF JUST WHAT IS
IS TRULY JUST
FLOWING WITH THE RIVER
OF GOD AND ACCEPTING IT AS IS…
TO GO AGAINST THE GRAVITY OF GOD..
AS STEPHEN Hawking now identifies god literally
AS THE FORCE OF GRAVITY
and not metaphorically like THIS
PER THE OVERALL FORCE
OF NATURE AKA
GOD IS NoT BEING FREE…
TRUE JUSTICE IS IN ESCAPING
THE LIES OF CULTURE..
INCLUDING ALL THAT TRIBAL RELIGION CRAP…
i DID THIS JUST by taking off as many of the clothes of culture..
THEN IN MY EARLY 20’s.. AS possible…
WALKING the totAlly desolate pristine SUGAR WHITE SAND
WITH BREEZE INSPIRING SWAYING SEA OATS
BEING allONE WITH THE ENDLESS RHYTHM
OF THE EMERALD GREEN gulf WAVES
OF This BEACH OF GOD IN KNOWING
AND BEING IN NOW
that THIS IS my home
OF TRUE NATURE
THAT IS GOD
the CAVE OF
i DID IT AGAIN..
STARTING AT AGE 47
THROUGH THE GIFT
OF 19 MEDICALLY documented disorders
through five years.. including type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
that is like someone drilling one’s teeth without Novocaine..
except the pain was in my right eye and ear..
losing effective use of both and being forced
out of the Lies of culture
i WANTED TO
AND THEN THE GREATEST GIFT..
AS THE GIFT OF GOD OF LOOKING WITHIN
THROUGH INNATE INSTINCT AND INTUITION
AND LEARNING THE GIFT OF GOD AS IS..
to cure myself as the doctor gave me
NO CHANCE OF RECOVERY
AT ALL AND
i still have his words documented to this day…
My other doctor.. my rheumatologist..
who was treating me for Dysautonomia.. Sjogren’s Syndrome.. Fibromyalgia.. Spinal Stenosis.. Severe Degenerative arthritis in my spine.. a congenitally fused T-6 vertebrae as the source of the early onset degenerative arthritis..
TOLD ME TO GO HOME
AS NONE OF HIS PAIN DRUGS
COULD TOUCH THE GIFT OF PAIN
THAT I EXPERIENCED…
AND THE WORST PAIN OF ALL
WAS LOSING ALL EMOTIONS AND YES
i WOULD HAVE RATHER HAD THE WORST PAIN
KNOWN to MANKIND THAN LIVE AS
TOTALLY NUMB AS DEAD IN LIFE…!
THE COURSE OF
THOSE FIVE YEARS..
as i was forced to look within
and eventually through
THE TRUE KNOWING
AND HEALING POWER
OF MASTERY OF
THE HUMAN MIND
OVER THE HUMAN MIND
IN RELATIVE FREE WILL
i healed ALL 19 medical disorders
myself with the HELP OF THE GOD
OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE…
THROUGH INSTINCT.. INTUITION AND FEELING
i learned to REGULATE AND balance EMOTIONS
AND SENSORY INTEGRATION
THROUGH THE GIFT OF GOD
OF THE TRUE HUMAN POTENTIAL of the human mind
THROUGH THE ART OF PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE
DISTANCE AND SPACE
WITH THE GOLDEN
all body parts
in 360 degrees of movement
AND AS THE SCRIBE OF SCIENCE NOW SHOWS
physical intelligence and
work as ONE
HUMAN BEING TO
REGULATE BOTH EMOTIONS AND
SENSORY INTEGRATION OF HUMAN BEING…
So yes.. I JUST DID IT.. LIKE MY FRIENDS AT NIKE SAY..
and continue to
PER THE INNATE POTENTIAL OF HUMAN POWER
OF SELF HEALING ALL 19 MEDICAL DISORDERS..
social communication functional disability
that at one time did not all allow me AT ALL
to be the ‘SOCIAL BUTTERFLY’
i am in real life now…
SO YEAH.. i FOR ONE SEE GOD
AS ALL GOOD ALL THE TIME NOW..
BUT WITHOUT SEEING THE TRUE TAPESTRY
OF DARK AND LIGHT..
IT IS ONLY A FOGGY NIGHT AND DAY IN NOW OF LIFE…
AND I HOPE.. only hope.. for someone.. anyone.. to catch a SPARK
of the LIGHT i LIVE ALL THE TIME NOW IN THE GOOD OF GOD through these inefficient words of human written symbols of language to EXPRESS THE TAPESTRY OF WHAT IS…
BUT A GOLDEN SPIRAL DANCE OF THE GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE
DOES TELL THE TALE MUCH BETTER THAN WORDS ALONE…
SO.. YES.. i CONTINUE TO TELL THAT TALE
OF NON-VERBAL DANCE..
NOW FOR 2700 MILES..
spanning 15 MONTHS
IN TAI CHI
BALLET LIKE WAY
IN PUBLIC PLACES
ALL OVER MY METRO AREA
AS IT TELLS THE TALE OF GOD
AKA MOTHER NATURE TRUE..
MORE THAN WORDS WILL EVER DO ALONE…
AND YES.. OUR SO-CALLED PRIMITIVE ANCESTORS
CONNECTED THROUGH GOD
IN A SIMILAR WAY
UNDER THE FULL MOON LIGHT
AND WOODED FIRE LIT NIGHTS
GYRATING HIPS AND TORSOS
AND JUST LETTING
FINGERS.. AND TOES GO..
IN THE GOLDEN SPIRAL MEAN OF 1.618
AND FLOWING WITH GOD’S TRUE GRAVITY
INSTEAD OF FLYING ON TERRESTRIAL PLANE
WITH THE LIES OF ABSTRACTLY CREATED
SO CALLED INTELLIGENT LANGUAGE AND CULTURE…
THEY DANCED TOGETHER INSTEAD OF ALONE..
LIKE I DO WHEN i RAVE DANCE WITH
20 SOMETHING YEAR OLDS..
NOW MOVING INTO MY
37TH WEEK OF
AND THE SUBJUGATING
LIES OF CULTURE..
NOT THE NATURAL APPLE OF GOD
THAT IS FREE FOR THOSE WHO
COME TO TRULY SEE
AND HEAR IT
WITH EYES AND EARS
OF GOD GIVEN
AND MOVEMENT THROUGH
THE EMOTING POWER
OF THE EMOTION OF
SONG AND DANCE OF LIFE..
AS TRUE GOD GIVEN GIFT OF LIGHT
THAT WE ARE BORN WITH INNATELY
JUST WAITING TO COME BACK TO US IN TRUTH..
IF WE CAN LOOK THROUGH THE LENS OF LITTLE CHILDREN
AGAIN AND TRULY SEE THE LIGHT AND DARK OF GOD
AS ONE FORCE
ALL THAT IS
ABOVE AND SO BELOW…
of course TRULY
ON COURSE AS IS
GOD needs not contemplate
AS GOD JUST IS JUSTICE AS IS.
IN FACT.. GOD NEEDS NOT AT ALL..
AS GOD IS ALL…
TO THINK OTHERWISE…
FIGURE THIS OUT
WITHOUT ANY WORDS
AS MY CAT
IS GOD TOO…
SO YEAH..TRULY MY CAT
IS JUST ANOTHER MASTER
OF THE UNIVERSE
IN TRUTH AND
JUSTICE AS IS…
HUMANS CAN THINK
THEIR WAY TO LITERAL HUMAN HELL…
HA-HA! HUMANS THINK THEY DOMINATE THE WORLD..
THEY CANNOT EVEN
MASTER THEIR OWN MINDS…
MY CAT PURRS AT SILLY HUMANS
AS HE ROLLS IN THE SANDS OF EARTH
AND HUGS THE GRASS
OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE…
LIKE ROBOTS AND OR ZOMBIES
IN THE AISLES OF SUPER
WAL-MART ALL ALONE…
i CHOOSE ALLONE WITH RELATIVE FREE WILL…
AND SO DOES MY CAT WITH NO NEED FOR WORDS AT ALL…
COMPLEX LANGUAGE.. SO-CALLED STANDARD INTELLIGENCE OF IT
MEASURED AS SUCH..
AND COMPLEX CULTURE CAN KILL THE POTENTIAL FOR HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL.
i AND MY CAT FOR TWO ARE FREE WITH THE REAL GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE…
But again.. ‘just i Ce’ in only my opinion…
AND MY CAT JUST PURRS IN CONTENT INSTEAD OF CONTEMPT FOR GOD AS MY CAT JUST TOTaLLY LIVES the TRUE SACRED UNCONDITIONAL LOVE OF GOD…
Culture is A ‘Virus’
and A VIRUS
IS GOD truly2
More simply PUT
THERE IS NO ESCAPE
FROM GOD IN LIFE AND WHO KNOWS
BUT GOD.. POTENTIALLY NOT EVEN IN DEATH..
AND SCIENCE ONLY FINITE EYES
WITH EMPIRICAL MEASURES AS SUCH
so why not Enjoy
JUST AS IS JUSTICE AS IS NOW…
THAT’S WHAT i do at least..
as to me anything else
is just wasting
what i KNOW
now at least
GIFT OF DARK
AND LIGHT IN LIFE…
SO I LIVE ALL I CAN IN NOW
AS NOW IS ALL THAT EXISTS NOW ALWAYS NOW…
AND i for one “AM KILLING IT” EVERY STEP I GO in now..
FOR NOW AT LEAST.. WITHgravity of GOD and NOT AGAINST IT….
When i use CAPS in written PHILOSOPHIC
social communication like this..
i am using CAPS as a literary device
to retain reader attention..
AND TO GENERATE THE HUMAN
EMOTING POWER OF EMOTION..
in the TWITTER WORLD
WE LIVE IN NOW…
NO.. i AM NOT screaming..
i am as peaceful saying these words
in real life as a river FLOWING
to an ocean of love…
AND i AM CLARIFYING THIS
AS i DO NOT WANT
TO GET BANNED
AS EVEN WHEN
FOR JUST TRYING TO HELP
FOLKS SEE my OWN opinion
LITERALLY taken me
of LITERAL HUMAN HELL…
i DO NOT AIM
to convince anyone
of anything i say or DO..
i just want to share it.. and that is all…
And if someone gains any spark at all from it..
that is great..
AND if not
please just ignore me if you like…
i TRUST THAT the ‘moderation team here’
has more respect for neurodiversity
in ways of communicating
and thinking now.. TG…
i RESPECT IT
i DO and SAY IN
COMMUNICATION AS WELL..
continually.. as the reading audience
AND moderation team ‘here’ is always changing…
Thanks in advance.. for ‘yOur’ potential understanding…:)
And now for the rest of Holy and Sacred Thursday R
and R activities.. including the 138th Dance
Week Celebration as the ChristMas SpiRit
of the masses ringS in the present and
presents of now.. as a kitty miGht
purr too.. and dance of course..
WiLd and Free with all the
cool college age folks
at good old
with more fun dance
photos added to this
“Pick uP thE bALL DancE
and SinG’.. MacroVerse around
the wee hour of Friday.. the 9th of
December.. yes.. on or about 3 AM.. of 2016..:)
OH yeah.. and Glenn Responds to my latest
Facebook Karmic eYe selfie
with T-Shirt text that says
in logo way.. ‘IT
TAKES a lot of SKILL
TO BE THIS
Yes.. Glenn says..
More than a 1000 mirror selfies in 100 t-shirts;
And i say in final
returns for noW iN
this 727th Macro-verse
of longest Ocean whole long
form poem still exceeding 3.3
million words in witness for God
of Nature from the date of 3102013..
form as such..
BiG Winks.. my FriEnd Glenn..
actuAlly more than 20K total
selfies.. including all blogs..
100k+ photo efforts
noW.. and over
iT aLL free.. Thanks
for dropping by too.. my FriEnd..
oh yeah2.. and plus 12 Million words recorded online total2..
All juST for the fun for what
And liGht.. ‘tween
of That and beyOnd
Rainbow Colors too2..:)
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels
Free Verse Poetry Novel
Free Verse Poetry Novel
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..
After Book of Fred
of course too..
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
2016.. iT iS wHAt
YoUr troubles will soon cease
And good fortune will smile upon you..
You will win favors when you expand your social circle..
WeLL that’s the take away from the take
out Chinese Food with
For Fred and
and as often
she says i care not for
my particular fortune so
it’s all yours Husband pal
do what you will with it.. hmm..
weLL..oFT to Dance at Old Seville Quarter
toniGht.. so will check out the expanding
smiles of social circles after the
dance is over in photography
way and meanwhile
the wife says
take out the
trash first before
you go play.. she already
fed me the After Chinese Dinner
so.. i’M all fueLed uP for Dance wiTh
soMe presents and some kitty kats noW
in T-Shirt Merry way too.. as the Grand
Old ChristMas Celebration continues in LA..
yes.. Lower Alabama Panhandle of Florida wHere
a Cheers Bar-like atmosphere wiTh Familiar sMiLinG
Beautiful fAces IS A Green Acres for.. the Pan of mE
with innocent Forest/Beach nymphs.. pArking close To
120th Church Street… with a portrait of old Arcadia Mill to
go in photo way too.. so.. see yA lAter as ForTunes as written
no other other..
WiTh Force of Fearless
smARt Unconditional Love..
as juSt anoTher headliner here
for continuing 3.3 MilLioN Word
plus Longest Long Form Free Verse
Poem with plenty of what the professional
poets name as ‘concrete shapes’ in words
with deeper human archetypal symbolic meanings
as all of this continues to flow with what other parable
makers name as Holy SpiRit as Creativity in streAM of
Consciousness writing from way way deep down in hUman
collective consciousness in what some folks call cosmic consciousness
and still others name as Christ Consciousness.. eTc.. as the sHow muSt
go on further and further and hiGher and HiGher per John 14:12 too.. noW
iN very very
sElf and raTheR
long long fulfiLLinG ways
heHe.. as what’s anew Bible
without humor and red luke fun..
as the 138th dance niGht cOmes.. AgAiN
wRite before Christmas STilL iN thiS new
728th MacroVerse tonigHT as Fortunes DO iT juST roLL oNG..;)
So last night after i am changing
into my Kitten Presents T-shirt for
the Gala Dance event that is coming
to town.. P’cola town that is
as a Santa
iF you like
or Bond.. Fred
Bond.. as no body
does it like i do dance
heHe.. anyWay.. the wife
ALERTS ME.. Jesus F. iN
Christ and no she does not
use the man who she was told is
God’s name in vain.. kinda ironic
huh.. but anyway.. other than making
men and language and books and such
as that into Idols of God alone.. if i haven’t
LOST you yET.. the wife says this Chuck Lorre
guy writes about the same dam stuff you’ve told
me over and over about until i always get a Fred
Ache in an extra long kinda way too.. it’s really
weird.. it’s like
you are F
like there’s something
in the atmosphere that’s
catching while you are talking
about iT too.. well.. can’t take all the
credit for my philosophy that matches
precisely the philosophy that the very very
Prolific writer for TV sitcoms including the
Big Bang TV Show.. Chuck Lorre.. presents
here about human culture.. including religion too
as being the virus and humans who are the innocent
ones where the real FALL is the virus of both cultures and
religions same that have coincided in helping to dominate
and kill the rest of Mother Nature trUe.. here on earth in
thousands upon thousands of extinct species so far..
killing the Forests that supply clean air to breathe
and that list goes on as all we tree huggers
fully understand with the scribe
of science at our back..
yes.. we educated
we are instructed
to say at church and
such as that in places
with walls and veils of ignorance
to bring the liGht of the original
Greek Definition of Apocalypse
that yes.. as i always say
so.. the TrUTh
and liGht of the
GoD oF Nature instead
of the God of Man can reign
free with reins that rain balance
again instead of imbalance in destruction
of the rest of Nature and us too.. as best
as we can and could do iN dARk iF we don’t
stop this D Train with headlight in the tunnel
from coming like a Bad Santa will.. too.. iF we
don’t come toGeTheR and get a handle on all the
ShiT out of balance.. anyway back to a point somewhere
back tHEre.. i can’t take all the credit for my philosophy as for one
thing it’s common sense for anyone who gets back to Nature.. whether
that be a man in the desert.. a man in a cave or a man on the beach or
a man who goes without sleep for 40 days like me too.. during the
lent period of 2008.. except for 1 hour of cardboard shallow sleep
the first 35 of 40 of those days and zero sleep the last 5 of 40..
yep.. really happened both in medical documentation
and witness of the really honest person..
my wife named Katrina who again
very much reflects the
the pieces of me
back toGether like
an incarnate version
of that Goddess now..
on Mother Earth too of course..
and on top of that i have college degrees
in an associate one that took me two years
at Pensacola Junior college before that became
a State College and spent 4 years at the University
of West Florida.. gaining degrees in Anthropology..
Social Sciences Interdisciplinary and Health Science
including some Graduate Study in Social Sciences
Interdisciplinary until my school resources
ran out.. and by the way that’s 6
years of college not the typo
of 8 that i made in a couple
of blog posts back
if i remember
some date in
the future too.. hehe..
anyway.. i had a clear cut
path to come to this understanding
and perhaps i could have done something
big then to get the word out.. but i did not have
these tools or the resources to go any higher in school..
or even the writing and oral presentation skills to do anything
about it then really.. than go on to the University of Bowling Center
to get more Participant Anthropology Observer experience in terms
of direct contact and interaction with well over 100K flesh and blood
humans in the military and general public.. for over two decades total..
and then moving
close to hundred
thousand more at
least vicariously into
looking into their mind
by what they wrote online on the
Wrong Planet site for the unwanted
toys and outcasts same of society to
see what the canaries in the coal mine
had to say all about the human condition.. too..
that’s a lot of credential but most oF it Free Lance
and not done so called professional for making bucks..
but you see.. i’m in this to help.. not to make bucks.. already
did that part almost miraculously in terms of dollar bills saved
to make all this possible now.. including all that suffering and
misery that makes me so-called too disabled to do anything but
my little parT to help save the world as Nature aka GOD’s BaLanCinG
for now.. and more
to come in the next
Facebook Slide.. Class.. oKay..;)
Okay.. as the Philosophy..
Science and Art Class continues
in BA.. another BA.. and BS and
Associates degree ways with University
of Bowling Center and Community Activities
Director and Athletic Director.. with a few stints
as Book Store Clerk.. Janitor.. and Research Associate
of Archeology with the Book Store Job in University way too..
even the Government getting me a security clearance
to do support assistance for a Captain of Navy base..
along with thousands and thousands
of poetic responses in free verse
to online Blogger poets as such..
and 12 million words recorded
online total with about 8 million
or so on the Wrong Planet
Website along with
websites and so many
places too.. yeah 138 weeks
moving into 139 weeks now next
week documenting dance experience
with college age folks.. in the longest long
form poem ever.. still exceeding 3.3 million
words in witness for God oF aLL Nature All
Natural as such and mysterious and even what
some might call a Nature plus with the metaphor
of occult unknown elements.. thaT we can come
to feel and sense.. with direct life experience too..
yes that witness now exceeding the 42 month point
on 9112016.. and nah.. i don’t blaspheme the Christian
religion by saying in my own little way i have surpassed the
historical record of what the Jesus did per John 14:12 either
as i can back it up.. even the 1020 LBs.. i leg press in leg strength
all Natural as such.. as hey.. i am a pretty wirey ape here at around
6 Feet tall and 233LBS of Dense bone.. muscle.. ligament and tendon
strength as this ain’t no steroid dude presented here for Christmas of 2016
with Kitty Cats too.. on shirt.. this is the real thing going down.. wild and free
and if you don’t believe i’m strong and viril as such.. sure i even present the
science project all naked as such as skin don’t lie.. behind clothes and neither
does strength or virility too.. hey.. a scientist has to do what he has to do or her
like any doctor
ever the Doctor
be or not to BE..
yeah i did 40 reps
or so.. one day last week
as i measure it in terms of songs
i make it through and minutes of doing
it as i am in another world of focus when
i do it in all parallel way with arms raised in
to the skies for ‘perfect’ balance with legs in strength..
yes.. this is a lifelong very comprehensive science project
that i am personally involved with the God of Nature to JuST
get heR done.. yes.. this is the trim and fit Incredible hulk off
ain’t no bulked up
lizard man here.. hehe..
i even tend to store fat around
the middle off and on during the week..
before the next marathon dance begins..
while i’m writing in the interim to do the
art and science of the DancE and SonG
oF LiFE too.. heHEr or WhATever comes next..;)
Hmm.. Feral Face on a 233 LB
ballet/martial arts body..who yes..
leg presses 1020 Lbs sTiLL regularly
3 times a week now at 33 times as let’s
just call 40 reps as somewhat of an anomaly
to date.. sure.. do not mistake my kindness and grace
for weakness as yes.. i surely can do the Karmic eye
too.. kinda like
that wirey tall Lucifer
Pretty Boy does on the
Fox Chanel too.. particularly
amusing the show was where
the street corner evangelist who was
selling snake oil of illusory fears and empty
boy Lucifer showed
his red face eyes.. anyWay.
we are animals.. make no mistake
about that.. and we can be morphed
into trained cold blooded killers when
human empathy and compassion is erased
from the human mix.. but on the other hand when
tHeir is abundance in resources in so-called primitive
savage naked way.. we cooperate better aS oNe somewhat
small social group of human beings dancing close to naked
totally free one in being with each other and God sAMe around
moonlit campfires of niGht wHere the Sun of we in fiRe of EmoTiOns
pro-social and seNsory too.. sparkle in every cell of our bodies and
trillions of peptide connections of positive neurochemical and neuro
hormone flow from the Vagal Nerve aka Kudalini serpent that runs
from Brain to Gut and branches out to head to toe and BeyOnd
in conNecTedness in moVinG and CreATinG ways toGeTheR
wE humans DancE and SinG oNE.. with goD WhoLe as
Ocean wHole poem continues to flow as streams
move to rivers.. and waves of Ocean reach
further and further and shores continue
to expand and recede and change
forevermore now.. in the
bliss and nirvana..
satori.. eTc.. yes
iS noW when
we DancE and
SinG Naked iN BaLanCe
away from Feral FroWny uGy
Trump Face as i so ‘eloquently’
dARk disPlay here.. and no.. truST
me.. you wouldn’t wanna really see a
male who has undomesticated himself
angry.. neither cat or human.. as i am juST
playiNg a split-second ‘funny face’ here
as any clown can do too.. boTh dARk
and liGht.. sHades of Grey.. and BeYond
rainbow colors too.. but as they say.. the crazy
eYe WiLL avoid many fights.. better than turn the
other cheek as the other person high tails it as such
eye of the
Bad Santa comes
to town.. either iN
aCt or iSREaL Feral SonG..
and DancE of poTential Death
as any Wookiee can do now with
no FucKinG rules but win for FiGhting..
hehe.. like one so-called big man told me
one time.. i’ll break your arm.. hmm.. he didn’t
see me beat the 260 LB law enforcement dude “then”..
in arm wrestling when i was just 19 years old.. me
at 170lbs.. and all that was back before i undomesticated
myself.. Wookiees and other Undomesticated apes.. don’t
rip faces off
iF need be..
Lover not a fighter
but on the other hand
i don’t have to fight with
A Karmic eye like this.. hehe..
And speaking of Karma.. this is
how the rest of Nature and God the
sAMe overall feels about the human species..
no favorites baby.. just pissed.. and trust me
God as GoD ISREaL
and all that is with no
FucKinG escape.. not even
after death.. sure.. i fear going
against the gravity of GoD iN BaLAnce
i did it with no nefarious intent already by
jusT being too afraid to say no.. and getting
out of balance as a slave to human culture now
and religion same.. God ape slapped my ass down..
and for those who think they are immune.. juST wait..
his and her eTc.. DO
as action.. consequence
liGht and dArk in Positive and
Negative way is the rule of Nature GoD sAMe
forevermore now at leASt and MoSt and ‘tween
Oh.. what a relief
and you thought
the dance hall
was a wild and
crazy thingie.. hehe..
anyWay.. yeah.. i did the
6 years of college and this
very sweet and smart young
lady is an excellent role model
for her species.. she is not afraid of
different although her boyfriend looked a little
bit wary as we are getting our selfie thing and dance
on at the club but sure the grace and all brings a sense
of ballet safety
as you don’t
your girl friend.. huh..
well.. i’m married and that’s
the only reason that young man
didn’t have anything to worry about
as i was no longer his age in college as
i am now old enough to be this girl’s father
and close to grandfather age too.. and plus
that.. i wasn’t undomesticated in college but
oh God.. if i was.. my grades surely would have suffered
of liFE.. no doubt..
and that’s okay noW
as i am a monogamous
dude when it comes to
the Bill Clinton Definition of sex for sure..
but a bootie dance.. i will engage in now and
then if brought to me first.. as a married man i
never approach a female first for dance.. but
stiLL in deMaNd
hehe.. as lonG as
no one noW sees the
Karmic Feral eye.. i guess..
Now.. i gotta go back to that
Video i shared last night and provide
a few more words about the Rave Dance
Experience.. speaKing from a Participant
Anthropologist observer view of course.. haha..
enjoy my ‘works’..;)
Yes.. i included ‘the wild things’ in the Facebook
Algorithm Video Production assisted slide
presentation.. wild things me.. yes..
and sweet and smARt thingies too..
all for the science and art project
in Health.. Social Sciences
way sAMe too..
trivia note.. when the
Pensacola News Journal..
interviewed my Mother.. my
Sister and me in 1983 when
we were all graduating the same
year.. me with the three degrees and
those two with a Social Work degree each..
Sister later moving on to earn a Management
Master’s Degree while working in her thirties..
and back to ’83.. i really didn’t know what to do/
say when they asked me what my goal was in life..
so i just blurted out.. my ultimate goal is to become
an Anthropologist.. knoWing full well then that it wasn’t
A feasible or realistic goal to do for money at least.. hehe..
as i continued my studies and free lance work for decades on end..
anyWay back to rave dance
my favorite part as both
your typical paRt
of the male
as the trend continues.. more
and MORE females are engaging in bootie
dances with each other.. yes.. very very feminine
beautiful young women.. no stereotypes here of
cultural sexual orientation leaning pre-conceived
notions about that in purely gender look way.. as
yes.. these girls were HOT.. and considering some
of my favorite preferences are the among the dark eyed
and darker skin type of Pacific Islander and Asian and other
yeah.. sure South Asian.. particularly too… even clothed with
in malls and
such as that..
as beauty all packaged
up like that is like the most
alluring thing to me ever.. as it’s
just another feral like challenge and if
you have to be feral to understand that too..
butt in only a consensual way of course as i am
human too.. as the human animal mix is a complicated one too..
anyway.. oh my God.. beautiful young asian girls so innocent and
scantily dressed.. probably 21 or so .. or perhaps even down to
the tender age of 18.. all legal as such with ID to get in the door
not only are they booting dancing but they are even doing the front
to front grind like no one’s watching.. and that’S how you do
the DancE of liFE
and SonG when
you are trULy
loose on the world
without a care.. anyWay
as the Bonobo Closest female
cousin regularly engages in genital
rubbing up on each other for both pleasure
and maintaining social bonds.. and sure in primitive
so-called savage human cultures too.. freedom rings
and those two girls were having really great fun not giving
an F what anyone thought.. and truth is not a single person
complained as our sex don’t lie.. like lady Gaga and Miley
and liGht hits
God of Nature’s
Human Dance Floor of LiFe
with no dances barred clothed enough
code fully intact still
too.. it’s no secret i appreciate
the beauty and erotic nature of women
and it’s no secret that a good looking guy
catches the eye of the Katrina either.. it’s no
secret at least now that we have both viewed porn
togEther with vicarious activities as such.. and the truth
is tHeir is no greater art than human sensuality set free in the
liGht of day when all legal and consensual as such.. thing is..
it’s more interesting on the dance floor when consensual
as truly for us empaths
who feel both pleasure and
pain the total experience of life
toGeTher is much more than sKin deep..
and that is why the Bonobo does engage
in tongue kissing and face to face sex and
oral sex too.. for the simple fAct they have enough
inherent empathy and compassion to feel the other
what is viewed
as just a flesh and
blood mechanical act
of ins and outs and beYond
of Stuff like that.. a human who freely
exercises all stuff associated with libido as
science now sHows.. is more creative.. more
productive.. and more cooperative in all pro-social
take that away
and the simple is..
you get FucKinG
Christian Sword and
Burning at the stake war
parties and head hunting
Isis folks too.. who think they
have to wait until after death to enjoy
flesh as such
and to be clear
that ain’t in the Koran
but folks take Hadith’s with
as much credence as folks take
all the shit the Catholic Church made
up in rules that ain’t in the big black book too..
and beyond that as any poet knows.. both books
are poetry books.. and as poet readers know and feel
in both literal
almost infinite ways
down to a letter.. a number
or any other abstract symbol
humans sTilLL are engaged in creating
and producing same.. thing is.. when two
women are grinding their genitals together
on the dance floor.. they are just in heaven now..
close to half
the population of the
earth believes happens in
a star dust dirt nap.. before the
next star burst happens and the next
batch of sentient star dust plus is created like
of Nature LiFe..
Ignorance isboth dangerous
to the living earth and just plain
is as ignorant
don’t do in hell now..
a place self-fulfilling as the
used car Trumps person sales
iN the ignorance
of the dARk in
in LA Lower
Alabama too in
frOwny faces.. yeS in
the Panhandle sTiLL NoW
of Super Walmart Aisles too..
And to be clear.. yes.. there are
frOwny faces in Catholic Church too..
and even worse than that in Atheist Science class..
as been tHeRe and done the Participant Observer
Anthropologist thingie on the Wrong Planet2
Hell Like a Lucifer attempting to bring
the militant atheists some liGht
yes.. they even had a club
with a club
of hell as it were
overall already.. and
thing is they were just
another sort of angry old
white men in young adult
males who FucKinG hated
women too.. ’cause they too
domesticate to get ’em some..
AND ON top of that almost no
emotional intelligence as such expressed
in verbal communication with little to no understanding
and noT this wham
bam thanks for nothing
shit ma’am stuff that little
boys with pre-grinch heARts
never groW into Oh God More..
i see these males at Old Seville too..
and that my friends is pARt of the reason
we are seeing these delicate sweet things
rubbing all over each other.. as the males are
their own way
in having no clue
what the poetry of female
means coming straight from the
hEArt and ending up in a womb of lOve..
and HeARt feLt uP too..
as Jesus F iN Christ kNows
even Vampires like the newest
Dracula movie dude can be the most
Romantic oF aLL Lovers let loose WilD and Rogue one
to see that
Star wars movie
in self note reminder..
coming soon to a theater already HeRe..
and you can see it in real time.. as case study
evidence in selfie-like way.. i am always more creative
free at the
core and essence
of what it means to
be a Flower named human
in all the birds and bees wax way..
waves of pleaSure and fearLess and smARt coMes neXt..
this is how you
write a bible baby..
NO Lies.. aS our seX tales the truTh..
UncoNDitioNal LOVE aS LiGht iNoW oF eYes..:)
i can’t solve
Hmm.. SOULDANCE.. MacroVerse Memory
from three years ago.. sTilLL eXploRinG tHeR
YiN and YanG iN the BaLAnCinG FoRce of
as JunG says too..
iN deepest Human Archetype
aS WeLLs uP too.. noW
after aLL it’s worth noting
for most everyone
males are females
first before the clitoris
grows longer and the reproductive
pArts move inside as eggs inStead
of outside as Seeds.. for maKinG liFE..
in oTheR words both liVe
totAl BaLAnCinG Force
of masculine and feminine
when Super men and women
come uP to full speed oF liFe..
as such iN ways oF
odd and even two.. noW..
anyWay i’M glad i picked
a theme song.. both long enough
and appropriate foR All of whAT i juST
record all buried and
stuff iN somEwhaT ‘hidden’ liNks aS Such2..;)
Here’s the thing.. i kNow this is way too long
to receive much readership immediately but what
you can if you will understand/FeeL/SeNse is i aM writing this
for the longer term total affect and effect BeYond a thouSand
years as such.. and
beyond any desire for so-called
material success.. all for free for Love
of God as Nature sAMe
inherent as such
when a SonG
So WeLL by
can surely allow
one to FeeL and
sense the effort thAT God
A S T O T A L R E C i P E CaKE iN
aLL oF nAtuRE sAMe has/is put
into this great opportunity for what
can bE Heaven to exist noW on this
beautiful blue and brown and
green and ever shrinking
white polar caps as
by products are
for God who liVEs
iN our eYes to continue
to have all this poTenTial
Fun and Happy days iN
HeaVen now isREaL..
iF… we humans get
ALL THiS SHiT OUT..
NOW.. don’t get me wrong..
wE are capable oF iT as iF a bunch
of so-called American Indians can stop
a giant Dakota pipeline from going into effect
with Holy and Sacred Love for Mother Earth and
Nature God and sAMe we could and CAN do iT2
WiTh WiLL and FeARless SmArT LoVE sAMe1..
thing iS.. even some folks who
say they Love God of Nature
who would take
all the regulations
of the environment away
if He could AND PUSSY GRAB
TRUMP.. GOD BITES
BACK.. BE CAREFUL WHAT
YOU WISH FOR.. YOU LITTLE
DOMESTICATED MAN.. And Faux NewS and friEnds2..;)
AnyWay.. if this doesn’t fit aLL ‘a yoUr
mOld.. don’t blAMe mE..
iT wAs/iS FaceBook
whaT iS on mY miNd..
And yEs.. consideRing
thiS iS oNe heLL anD
heaVen oF A CaKe
thE meTaphor themE
aS ReciPe foR dVerse
iF i makE iT thAT Far toDay..
noW.. iF noT.. Now..
ouT iN thE
inSpiRinG aS wasH..;)
and Love too..
smARt of course2..:)
“Forbid a man to think for himself or to act for himself
and you may add the joy of piracy and the zest of smuggling to his life.”
~~ Elbert Hubbard ~~
By the book..
By the religion..
By the culture..
Buy the language..
And the rest is hiStory..
iN Patriarchal way and like
the Beatles sAid iN A SonG
somEwHeRe iN A
iN books.. iN religions..
iN cultures.. iN collecting
StanDard IQ INteLLigence…
Yes.. bOught by written language..:)
May you live all the days of your life.”
~~ Jonathan Swift — Polite Conversation, Dialogue ii ~~
“For wheresoe’er I turn my ravish’d eyes,
Gay gilded scenes and shining prospects rise,
Poetic fields encompass me around,
And still I seem to tread on classic ground.”
~~ Joseph Addison — A Letter from Italy ~~
Walk and rarELy fly..:)
“I see my life go drifting like a river
From change to change; I have been many things –
A green drop in the surge, a gleam of light
Upon a sword, a fir tree on a hill,
An old slave grinding at a heavy quern,
A king sitting upon a chair of gold –
And all these things were wonderful and great;
But now I have grown nothing, knowing all.
Ah! Druid, Druid, how great webs of sorrow
Lay hidden in that small slate-coloured thing!”
~~ William Butler Yeats, “Fergus and the Druid” ~~
Even if one knoWs
a lot preTending
one kNows noThing iS nEw..:)
“And, pray tell, whose imagination are you a figment of?”
~~ Solipsist Bee ~~
It’S not tHat everYone
should thiNk liKe me..
iT is thaT
i Can and
WiLL thinK different..:)
“It is the little rift within the lute
That by and by will make the music mute,
And ever widening slowly silence all.”
~~ Alfred Tennyson — Idylls of the King, Merlin and Vivien ~~
Spaces between the notes..
Spaces between the read..
Spaces between space
There is no excellent beauty
that hath not some strangeness in the proportion.
~~ Sir Francis Bacon, Of Beauty ~~
A new fronTier..
oF jabber whacky..;)
Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets,
The muttering retreats
Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels
And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells:
Streets that follow like a tedious argument
Of insidious intent
To lead you to an overwhelming question…
Oh, do not ask, “What is it?”
~~ T. S. Eliot, “Love song of J. Alfred Prufrock” ~~
juST do iT works..;)
“Draw the curtain, the fraud is over.”
~~ François Rabelais, last words ~~
bEhind A curtain too..
aS noW Monkeys Fly..;)
First oF aLL..
soft and lovely
photo of your Grandmother..
with you and your brother in tow..
say so much
oF wHeRe wE
“Extremism in defense of liberty is no vice.
Tolerance in the face of tyranny is no virtue.”
~~ Barry Goldwater ~~
some oF us nice..;)
“But first, are you experienced?”
~~ Jimi Hendrix ~~
This is so true2..
Jimi did his
Hand pick oF eXperience..:)
“…The Universe is thronged with fire and light,
And we but smaller suns, which, skinned, trapped and kept
Enshrined in blood and precious bones, hold back the night.”
~~ Ray Bradbury ~~
Per the Police
and Ghost in the
Machine there is
an invisible sun from
thaT gives heat..
for the moment..;)
“It is not only for what we do that we are held responsible,
but also for what we do not do.”
~~ Moliere ~~
liFe iS sTill do Do..
the Police2 iN
“Everyone who lives dies,
but not everyone who dies has lived.”
~~ No Fear ~~
WiTh no fear..:)
“You can’t just feel happy;
to feel anything you have to feel everything.”
~~ Callan Williams ~~
eVen iF liFe iS
too short to cover iT uP..;)
“If you would know a man,
observe how he treats a cat.”
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
i aM Cat
i hEar woMen
rOar.. And i SmiLe..
“We’re tossed by the winds of fate, Maggie Mae.
Once we end where they blow us, we make of ourselves what we will.”
~~ Niall Feeney, in Nora Roberts’ “Born In Fire” ~~
“It’s so much more friendly with two.”
~~ Piglet, Pooh’s Little Instruction Book, inspired by A. A. Milne ~~
2 or more
iN A Social
And WiTh that
sAid.. Sleep and
Biloxi CaSino’s coMinG
tomorrow.. my friEnd.. gigoid..
hope you find a float for wHole too..
Thanks for correcting my
Memory fail last night as i
Do remember reading it that way first
go around yesterday.. before the end of the night..
beautiful woman your Grandmother and handsome lads..
dad and his brother.. looking forward to Reading your
next post on
the casino tour bus..:)
‘A thousand deaths’
my friEnd Zee..
in Hell.. McArthur’s
PaRk a metaphor too
for so much oF liFe moVinG
around the DaRk oF paRk
trUth IS A recipe
for liFe alWays changing
alWays makIng a new cake
of LIFe with layers uPon lAyers
of roots that steep us deep in
a brew oF liFe..
juSt hope tHis sonG
WiLL BrinG a liGht oF all
thAT iS for you foR noW myYFriEnd..
And it’s kind of a nice way to end something
else and begin something anew i continue to work
iN pArt by
mY friEnd Zee..:)
Facebook FriEnd Ned AKA
blogger poet gigoid..
shares a quote
“If the King’s English was good enough for
Jesus, it’s good enough for me!”
— Ma Ferguson, Governor of Texas (circa 1920)
And then Ned goes on to say
as i quote him here…
Hmm… this might explain a lot of what is
happening in today’s world. It seems
Americans have been choosing politicians,
by the silliest of methods, for longer than we realize….
And then i respond with gRains oF
sAnd of wisdom that hOld
Yes.. we also desperately need
separation of church and state
in the country of BArAIN..;)
And as i love to say.. the original Greek
Definition of Apocalypse that means lifting
the veils of ignorance along with the original
Greek revision of 4 or so decades of illiterate
Aramaic Desert oral tradition that originally
meant A son of God like every other
human and the standard Old T..
ye are all Gods per ‘let’s do coffee’..
but hey.. harder to Slaughter folks
expanding Imperialism that
original smart Greek way..;)
Anyway.. bottom lines.. King and or Dictator
for a Yogi who kNows\FeeLs/SeNSes.. tHeir place
IS A humiliating demotion in the scope of all that is..
hell.. even the rank of last prophet.. and that’s why
ALL the revisions do not impress me..
as A gRain of sAnd raises
liFe uP on eARTh
hiGheR than ‘thaT’..;)
And as synchronicity will
have it i move on to a Facebook
share by sweet long term friEnd
Rafiah.. who sticks
by my side
i bet some stuff
i say reddens her
face in several ways
as our friEndship continues
with Unconditional Love per
the Good Cop Jesus way of BeinG..
anyWay.. she shares some social critique
by a popular Resident Psychiatrist from Pakistan
relating that folks should be more tolerant of other
religious type opinions before slandering those folks
making them no better than Isis or Trump.. if that gives you
any purview of how the other side views the current state of
U.S. oF A
too.. can’t bLame
and that’s for sure.. anyway
the social critic ends his wisdom
about tolerating other opinions without
slandering folks that the world would be
a better place with less of you.. hmm.. less
of you means better if you never existed in
of course.. for
those who tend
to enjoy breathing
on this earth when
all of what
they are wishing..
so i go on in Fred
style reply with the following words..
Ironically he contradicted all his wisdom
at the end with ‘less of you’.. but that’s just
the science of logic.. And God where there is NO less of you..:)
Rafiah replies in defense of the social critic with..
He is bit irritated that’s why. He don’t mean it..:)
And i go on to say with winks
the best i can to avoid offense..
tongue is best
mastered before others..;)
Hmm.. and now i say being politically
correct enough to suit everyone ain’t easy
and obviously the phrase the world would be
a better place is just a metaphor that similarly
means either more or less of you.. as obviously
now when people say the world would be a better
place with more folks like me.. when i tale the young
folks all about
what i do
iN a DancE and
SonG oF LIFe they
aren’t literally wishing
anyone dead or never
born.. it’s just something
folks say out of yes.. irritability
or joy as opposing human emotions
expressing themselves as they will..
hey.. hard to be ‘perfect’ if you are human
as we are animals with not only logic but emotions
that precede all logic.. thing is.. though.. with the written
word it at least gives one a better opportunity to review
what can be best said for total peace and harmony and
that IS A Practice for a lifetime that must constantly
be exercised or use or lose applies.. and art iT iS
as emoTions truly are art and never the
science of logic alone.. so Rafiah
was correct when she said
he was just irritated and
literally didn’t mean
he wanted to
the face of the
earth but on the other
hand.. before one starts pointing
out the speck in the other eye it is
wise to master the hand that reflects
the heaRT for potential positive change
in the future to make A Love as hiGher
practice move on to sunny
Art of liFe
that can be
and more Unconditional
Love for all.. yeah.. it might
sound like pollyanna but
as we make her2..;)
“He who is inclined to lust is merciful and tender-hearted;
those who are inclined to purity are not so.”
~~ Saint John Climacus ~~
as Lord knows
have been cut OFF to control..
no different than restrictions to
hold hands for the opposite sexes
in some countries with studied higher rates
of sexual abuse in the immediate family.. the
sex is allowed..
you can fool some of
the folks some of the time
with illusory fears and empty
promises BUTT the God of Nature
with the Karma of action/consequence
in dArk and liGht of positive or negative
as law above
of so-called human
standard IQ intelligence
and other variations of bullshit
same.. coming into full blown cultures..
including religions that do the same will
rarely rise above
for life gifted
iN an iNnate.. iNstinctual
and iNtuitive balance of lust and love
as even the Bonobo manages life fine
in Peace and Harmony with none of that
each other alive..
as love comes all
wayS in Nature Play..:)
Smiles my friend.. sex sex
sex sex far too long has been
off the roundtables of
culure.. and religion
same.. art is still wHere
hUman breathes best
as art is more often
iN subjugation and
control painted with
illusory fears and
as science shows.. now
thank God scribe of God..
that a balance of lust and love
consensually and healthily expressed
free IS A source of all human creativity
and productivity along with social cooperation
too.. in a loving touch that remains satisfied full..
and less likely to fall to con-social emotionS ultimately
FucKinG World War III..
given all that it is more likely
that consensual porn will save the
world than any only savior or last prophet same..
but hey.. at least ‘they’ didn’t neuter Muhammad
and most ironically the other quarter of the world
worships an almost naked man on a cross as God..
as A male
bonobo kicks back
for the day as a female
sex slave all consensual aS Such..;)
“Make a statue of that”
“I know a lot of people without brains who do an awful lot of talking.”
~~ The Scarecrow, Wizard of Oz ~~
This is true and i have
to admit i almost
at least not on purpose..
he He and Jesus F iN Christ..
12 MilLion Written wordS noW..
prove this with no doubts aT aLL..;)
And in regard to
your poem.. i muSt
say.. culture and religion
feel and sense
iT.. it’s almost a given
that everyone sees
to move out of Matrix..:)
There is such joy
iN liFE when
me we ours
God oF liGht..:)
“Do not look for all the answers at once.
A path is formed by placing stones one in front of the other.”
~~ The Giant from Twin Peaks ~~
to type two letters
at a time.. now a streAm..
a riVer.. waVes of Ocean wHole kNoW better..
“All of a sudden, I want to THROW OVER my promising ACTING CAREER,
grow a LONG BLACK BEARD and wear a BASEBALL HAT!!
… Although I don’t know WHY!!”
~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~
as a Director Plays..:)
“If I am Sophocles, I am not mad;
and if I am mad, I am not Sophocles.”
~~ Sophocles — Vit, Anon, p. 64 (Plumptre’s Trans.) ~~
“I don’t suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it.”
~~ Bumper Sticker ~~
“Yeah.. that guy over there
must be crazy..
now with all
those beautiful girls.”
gaining F iN Enlightenment..;)
He thought he saw an albatross
That fluttered ’round the lamp.
He looked again and saw it was
A penny postage stamp.
“You’d best be getting home,” he said,
“The nights are rather damp.”
~~ Linus Songs Poems #185 of 719 ~~
So.. many lifetimes in one lifetime
now.. so many views
of a letter
all i can trULy
say now is God
what i do..
key is maKing
God Happy iN and as i2..:)
“Say goodnight, Gracie.”
~~ George Burns ~~
Let’s do Coffee..;)
God planted me
here so i can
no one now
what i write..
Dance IS A different
‘thing’2 as God is merciful2..
when i just DO iT.. noW iN Victory2..;)
Flock of Seagulls maneuvering the Sun
wHere the real free iS in Biloxi OUT
of Casinos.. hehe.. as nothing
matches the non-manmade
stuff when it comes to
the rest of
all that is..
and long long day
of surpassing Half
Marathon oF Public
all around dance.. including
all around Biloxi and back to
Pace’s Version of Super-Walmart..
eTc.. and yes.. back to finish the all dayer
and all evener at my Mother’s Apartment celebrating
her 82nd Birthday on December 10th and honorable mention
goes to Poet Blogger Friend Shawna and her multi-tide of alias
user person names.. also born on December 10th but only reaching
the tender age of 43.. born in ’73.. as what woman who looks
younger for her age cares if the fActs are presented to
support a younger case.. hehe.. same of course with
the Katrina at 46.. anyway.. oh.. Lord.. approaching
2 am.. sTiLL Catholic Church coming in the morning..
Christmas Dinner at the Farm up in the north
part of the county.. yes.. first Sunday
as they call it Special for Christmas
on second Sunday.. and then
likely off to the mall
and eTc.. while
who is naughty
or nice or juST
don’t ask.. hehe..
as promised to make
A statement at Church as well..
to read between the lines of let’s
juSt toleRate the diffeRent among us
OKaY as God don’t do cookie cutter
God in illusory
ways away from all natural
neuro-plasticity noW and a bunch oF
otHeR 10 gallon hat words that basicAlly
mean escape Nature Deficit Disorder related
dis of ease as one can skip the Matrix of LiFe2..;)
WeLL.. anyWay.. back to the rest of the
photos.. the Facebook Algorithm does
most defiNitely make sharing the highlights
of the rest of the photos with the Super Kool..
just to help get
ALL the jobs done
and glued uP aLL ToGeTheR2..;)
And now the MacroVerse Facebook
Memories roll in.. first from two years
ago.. GOD’s muse of dance.. yes as Olivia
Newton John says in ‘Magic’.. come take my
hand.. i’ve been inside all of this time.. the innate
instinct and intuition of God oF aLL Nature in our DNA
that is gifted through our ancestors as human archetypes
arise in subconscious mind too.. and no.. this is noT just esoteric
woo.. as science is beginning to be able to measure genetic memories
in so-called lower animals like rats who we share a common rodent ancestor
with around 75 million years ago or so.. and Jungian archetypes are starting to
gain empirical evidential way in science as well.. soft science if you will as the
brain ain’t FucKinG made of bone or concrete hehe.. and the dance of liFE.. yes..
the BaLanCinG Force of left and right feet and sAMeNow WiTh Hands and toes and
fingers and legs and arms as all interline around the left and right hemispheres
of bRain in miNd and BoDy from head to toe too.. and when all of this
is MoVinG CoNNecTinG yes wiTh otHEr Social animals like rats
our cousins in DNA do too.. we become BaLAnCinG FoRcE
oF GoD iN InVisible peoples not much different than
the rain forest folks of South America invisible
to predator and prey iN quiet escape
and capture too.. as nary
a green leaf breaks
forest floor and
yes when one masters
the art of movement away
from instruction and guideline way
whether that mechanical cognition way
of thinking over movement comes in lessons
of ballet or martial arts same.. the body moves the
miNd in baLaNCe all innately.. instinctually and intuitively
smooth.. feather floating.. and Muhammad ali Float like a Butterfly
sTing like A FucKinG Bee in Wookiee FiGht when necessary too as
any ape who FiGhts free WiLL do to show the challenger who is alpha
and cooperative boss.. extinguishing the potential of fight as prospect
of the crazy eye and fight too will do in advance as nah.. i don’t won’t
any pARt of that display of WiLd and Free as that shit could hurt..
and that shit ain’t predictable in any kind of fair fight too.. hmm..
anyway as the Bonobo says sexy dancing is the best
as pleasure and satisfaction comes over
irritability.. frustration.. agression..
violence and even fucking
potential death uP
to World War
yeah luSt for liFe
or else is how it sTiLL
works for the wIlD and Free
Animal children of God among
uS for a BaLAnCe oF LuST and loVe aliVE
like i said come take my Hand and let’s juST DAncE..;)!
OH yeah.. and the plus pARt of GOD’s Muse of Dance
as MacroVerse allone.. is it illustrates all the happy smiley
beautiful selfie college aged as such women from my first
8 or 9 months at Old Seville Quarter.. yeah.. March of 2014
until the date of this post in December of 2014.. the sMILes
continue on now.. over a thousand photos and women or so
same as sTiLL DanCinG on in the latest record of all of those
linked Dance Records in my 6000 Miles of Dance Walking
Now Blog Post in September of 2016 that i provide at the
bottom of all my new MacroVerses now.. iF sMiLinG Happy
Dance photos all fun as such make yA sMiLe too.. iF ya can
stomach watching me sMiLe over a thousand times too.. hey..
i was tHere
and juSt did it as
Mr. Gump says too..;)
A Tribute to a TRUE FRIEND.. Lala Rukh.. from three years ago..
as i sorta did in the MacroVerse recently titled Torn ViNes oF Love..
as hey.. thank you and gratitude for oThErs and liFE in general moves
one to greater liGht as liFE alWays noW.. tHere cannot be enough thanks
for this overall gift of sentient star dust plus liFE as God separates as whole
iNto pArts to get to kNow and FeeL and SenSE each otheR aLL aS oNe FoRce
oF liGht iN MoVinG DancinG SouNd of SonG as LiFe… you See.. eTc.. God Lives as
a verb and most often in concrete and label way in affect and effect God dies when
only a noun.. or a statue or even a word alone as three letters lone go.. or even in
five per allah as such etC2.. iF oNe does not MoVe and CoNnecT and CreATe
WiTh GoD aS oNe Force aS Such noW iN ForCe thaT iS aLL thAT iS
thAT LIVes iNside.. wiThiN.. outsiDe.. aBove.. so BeLow and
aLL A’round iN what surELy can be heaVen now jusT
by doing GoD as alWays changing evolving
verb of doing now liGht iN DancE and SonG
BriGht as Lamps shine in the dArKest
sPace of groWinG liGht StILL noW
as Multi-Verse UniVerse we.. us..
ours.. me and i as LiVinG
hOlds hands even
more.. so sure
to anyone now..
stranger as friEnd
and Lala inspired it
with the simple words
of i love you friEnd with
no strings attached of need
or want.. as that is the way she
treated everyone who visited her
blog as the record still stands with
her sadly amiss and hopefully happy
in her flesh and blood married life now..
in whatever she does as living this life now..
anyWAy.. not too long as Fred speak GoeS and
worth quoting here to at lEast to me now.. as here’s
the thing.. bottom line.. iF i build all of this dream and
i am the only
it i AM
heRE.. i am
pArt of God
separate and whOle
aS oNe child of God Dances
and SinGS all one.. God is happy
in and as me.. i can’t make that happen
for any othEr paRt as GoD is Free as dARk or
liGht.. or the ‘tween of sHades of grey or even greater
rainbow colors of what i kNow and FeeL and SeNSE as IsREal
noW aliVE iN the WiLd and Free oF oThErs who either DancE
and SinG or do not iN the ‘tween and the behind or beyond of
as liFE iN
my field of
to express all that is
heaR for now or noT
a place thAT others
can see.. sense and FeeL foR noW..:)
Hope is an ocean..Despair is a see..
Your heart is a Universe..of Love to share…
Never selfish is a heart light this….
tHe heArt is a UnIverse…
GOD IS also you…
In the seas.. you are a love true..
to hIM..in SEaS…
hIS LOVE IS YOU
A flood of abyss….
I Love YOU dear friend….
God is ALso BlISs..
and so can you….
be in heaven..
Sometimes is time…
Hope can be a vessel…
Even and empty vehicle of word….
But when you get tHere!
I will be waiting……………………………..
to hug ya!
IS ALL tHERE
my dear WhITe..
IS ALwAYS LOVE!
and we others!
And yah..i will wrITe poems like tHIs!
until ya let us kNow
And no I wILl never give up on you my friend..
Cause true friends are forever..
While this post IS dedicated to an individual that I meet across my three year travels on the internet..
When one attains this thing I describe as the ‘Christ Consciousness’..this is truly how one feels about everyone..in my best estimation…
Even a grain of sand..a molecule or less than atom…
Well..yah..when I was at the bottom of the abyss of human hell..I wished away the Universe..just so i would not have to commit suicide to escape pain..
So yah..i was the most selfish person in the world at that time in my life…
So nah..i could never ever never ever judge a person personally for any transgression against another..
Even the murderer of my wife..mother ..or child…..
AS my transgression was infinitely greater as a misanthrope against all..even other animals…
But..there is a way ..i think to turn that all around no matter the depth of despair or the coldness of apathy for all others…
But the path is always unique..i think2..so we can only share our experiences…
of the LoVe
i personALLy cALL
the Christ Consciousness..
Whatever it is ‘Th@one”
THAT one can reALLy
nah..it’s not just rhetoric..
tHIS sh** IS
Chemistry of Truth and Light from a year ago.. an eclectic
Macro-Verse as most alWays now oF course wRite on course
then.. celebrating my Mother’s Birthday and Shawna’s too as
she pops in and pops out of the months since the Summer of
2015.. and with home schooling 4 children as a stay at home
mom.. no doubt she gets too busy to get engaged in all
the art AND politics of the poetry world.. that
it surely can be as humans are
both art and political
and liberal mix
of caution and free..
expressing that in almost
all they do.. as tHeRe WiLL alWays
be scaredy cat religions and free noW
and liberal Good Cop-like Jesus one’s
too.. last night my mother asking me noW on
her birthday to read her latest New Jerusalem
version of the Gospel of Luke.. me complying as
Lord knows how many versions i’ve already read
to date.. and oh Lord.. getting into a discussion about
God and Jesus and all of that as we often clash as she
takes it more literally by the book and what she was told
more than lifting the veils of ignorance by scientific and
empirical means of scholarly historical study in biblical
way as all truly accredited divinity colleges do teach
now that the budding pastors usually keep
quiet in church less they lose the
congregation if no longer
seeing the houSing of the
vehicles and the
vessels of myths..
to spread those deeper
mesSages as literal and real
myths like defying the laws of
God and Nature same by actually
walking on water instead of floating
on land in balance of Gravity With God
like any feather will do staying Grounded
WiTh God too.. as humans surELy can do
as invisible people’s still in escape of predator
and capture of prey StILL in Super Walmart too..
wHeRE like Katy Perry’s version of ET juST does
it too.. wHeRE EVERY MOVE IS MAGIC noW and
continuing to awe the public audience more as nows
go by as the DancE and SonG oF LIFe WiLd and Free
continues to move.. all naked at core evolving liGht as
as wE.. uS..
oUrs.. mE and I..
anYway references to
the Matrix Movies.. the
Terminator Movies and the
Book oF Eli movie from this
Century now.. dance photos
too.. yeS an eclectic list
of doing life as thAT
is what God
SonG aS Sound
And MoVe oF LIGht noW..:)
Sure.. A Lamp too if you sTArt
at ‘to spread those deeper messages’
above as so below here within.. inside..
outside.. and yes.. all around as liFE liGht2..:)
And last night as Yellow Boy alerts me to the
latest Bible Verse in the wife’s Big red bible..
he highlights 1 Samuel 4.. all about Eli
and the ark of the covenant
synchronistically as such
with the modern
version in the
Movie.. the 2010 Book oF
Eli does too.. making the bible
that as such remembered by
his own version of blind oral
tradition.. as someone scribes
it in a post apocalyptic world while
he relates it orally from memory not
much different than how it went down
for illiterate Muhammad too in those
desert lands where so-called memory
and scribe mistakes did not happen
but of course they did as even
history shows there too..
that what was written
from what he originally
said was not true to facts
either too.. in spirit of what
he was trying to get across to
others too.. anyway.. this life IS
A practice and the test is what we make
of the God who StiLL lives alive within us
as force isreal now.. with or without human
culture including religion.. bottom lines God lives oN
than a FucKinG
place filled like a ball
of confusion in books
and 3/5 letter words of
hate and discontent mostly
over the love that lives within
free expresSinG in A liGht DancE
And SonG of liFE so much fARTheR aWay
from dARk and the foot prints that make up
all the cultures and religions of humankind so far..
ForcE atop the
pages of that
Better as Lamp iSREaL..
Ark of The Convenant oF God WiLd
OMG.. Pecan Picking Kiss..
under wild mistletoe at
belong to us..
and believe it or
not.. i did not have
to beg for this kiss.. hehe..
as Mistletoe IS A tradition
iN MiLLtown way..;)
Record of the day.. as alWays
so nicely video documented in
slide show way by the trusty free
pArts of Facebook and all other online
resources that provide a pre-made path
for art to come
as much aS it
for fun for
the artist hand
that enjoys to paint
a fuller picture of all that is..
or perHaps take several hundred
photos of Nature.. eTc.. and include
that multi-media and other music videos
with an average of 15K words or so per
New Macro-Verse that comeS in FuLL..
And today is surely one that came
in full Eclectic floW iN ZonE from
Catholic Church wHeRe i was/am
don’t ask for naughty or
nice in T-Shirt way..
And sure enough today
was/is pink robe day
at the Catholic
ironic as the Preacher
man last week said he didn’t
wear pink.. but surely did when
it was his turn to pastor on Saturday
for the same liturgical symbolism as
the colors change with advent weeks now..
And in today’s homily was a story of Ray Charles
and a suggestion that you need to let folks who suffer
from addiction pull up their own bootstraps in words to that
effect.. sadly.. perhaps the priest doesn’t understand when he
lauded Ray Charles
mom forgoing attention
to her son.. so he could pull
up his own bootstraps and make
his way when he balled his eyes out
looking for mom to hold his blind eyes..
that didn’t effect not only his struggle to
survive but also a potential loss of emotional
trust in close loved ones to give him touchy feely
love.. where science now shows a major ’cause of human
addiction of all sorts is a lack of touchy feely love when
the child cries when young.. as even the potential for being
filled up in warm and fuzzy love without any drugs to escape
the numb hearT and SpiRit SoUL.. can lose its development in
wiring as such from head to toe.. with the addiction as a replacement
for what cannot easily be gained back when lost in a youth that is cold
love that naturally
comes when a whole village
raises a child.. and a child is rarely
ever left out cold now/then from the human
oxytocin bonding neuro-hormone trust of love..
anyway.. if yA don’t understand the root of the
issue.. it’s harder to gain/have the cognitive empathy
to understand why folks do the stuff they
do.. might not make any sense to you..
unless you walk in their shoes..
addiction is not just
drugs for escape..
addiction is a
for Love not watered
as a garden from birth..
in yes.. once.. again.. touchy
feely unconditional Love smARt
enough to feel the loving touch.. now..
other than that the priest preached another
partisan political jab about movie stars going
to Canada to escape the rule of Trump reign now..
nah.. not every Catholic Supports pussy grabbers.. still..
and folks who would destroy the environment to make some more bucks..
at the highest
levels who don’t
IS At hand noW.. And
FucKinG Protect God’S NOW
Nature rather than dominating
it and destroying and killing so
many of God’s Creations in extinction way..
anyWay.. that’s why i visit.. and can NOT reAlly cALL
that Church Catholic as truly in Catholic which
means Universal Church of God.. All Love would
be sacred and
in an old book
from a desert patch
where patriarchal ignorance
sTiLL continues to rule in ways of Trump BucKs..
After all these years..
sTill supporting Roman Emperors..
Dictators.. and Trump King’s of the
Universe after A humble Yogi/Zealot
leaning dude as reported in the Gospel
of Thomas suggests around 2K years ago..
as God as all that is..
even science.. A honest
Scribe of God as honest
goeS in empirical repeatable
experiment way proves this out
Good GODs News noW
And sure.. a cliP
N A T u R E
AS THIS NoW
whaT Can i say.. i WiLL i am
juSt a speck too.. a pArt
oF All that iS God WhoLe
And wE are
all that is as
all “KinGs” noW
iN oF liGht aLL aS onE GoD2…
JUst rePlace A
ever after best
God Can and WiLL
EyEs of God ArE sEEinG wHOle
UniVersaL FloW iN OCean GRoW..:)
Hmm.. and the Goddess Isis..
aka Katrina.. is somewhat intimating
that she may cut her hair shorter.. TBD
in length so ‘this photo’ may be iN posterity way
for another thouSand years or so if it were to come
under the rule
of Isis.. and nah
not the head hunters..
juSt the hair cutter as it
were.. iS and may come soon..
date for hair
surgery comes on
Tuesday.. jusT like
my four week to date
precise routine of getting
my remaining hairs cut too..;)
Two Macro-Verse memories.. one here
from three years ago.. unusual art..
that most males would be terrified
to do.. as when the Military and Clubs
and so-called Secrets Societies haze ya
in real life selfie way.. it’s to toughen
ya up a bit where your manhood is not threatened
if a Beauty Contestant says something ya might not
in a Twitter
night of discontent..
hmm.. problem with being
spoiled rotten.. spoiled rotten..
anyway.. i had a long history of
verbal taunting and abuse..
in youth where i wasn’t
to tolerate that
and survive.. so then
i came along after living
in a deadzone for 66 months
and sure God as Nature hazed
me enough then in hell not to worry
too much about what the FucK people thought
was the different of me after i entered into the
bliss of heaven.. as let’s just say i was JOB tested
iN a way
touch as severe
hazing as torture can
go too.. to toughen
ya up.. or die
in as and
anyway.. not everyone
can stand the heat.. some
stronger and some weaker and
you can’t do this to little children
or even young adults or even older adults
and except them to survive in well being depending
on what they
in life.. some folks
want to go back to war
and some folks are destroyed
by war.. thing is.. i’m just
having fun in Selfie of the Year
of the Selfie and you can laugh at
or with me all ya like.. thing is i’LL
of that as in
hell there is no laugh
aT all.. so.. i’ll continue
to laugh and play WITH NO RESTRAINT..
within the parameters of local.. state
and federal laws.. but made up rules of
culture and religion.. no thanks.. i’m FREE
and sure.. i can wear pink too without a hItch..;)
And finAlly.. from two years ago.. Masterpiece Call
of the Wild and regarding my current nude art..
somEthing like thaT..
’cause i can and ’cause
i WiLL continue to bE a
WiLD ChiLd of GoD Free
wiTh the CaLL
of God NATure..
Love EVOLViNG STiLL NOW..
dancing a new
art of dance
of Barnes and Nobles
listening to ‘Underwater’..
while reading smARt Intellectual
and Philosophical Books too.. lit up
iS sEEs and
seNses and FeeLs
NoW WiTh HuMan
with no regrets..
or doubts about now GoD sAMe..
i swim.. i fly.. i dance.. i sing..
“After the first death, there is no other.”
~~ Dylan Thomas ~~
“The difference between the right word and the almost right word
is the difference between lightning and the lightning bug.”
~~ Mark Twain ~~
on neW oNe’s
as find the old one’s
not nearly adequate
for all i experience iN
eVen FeeL and SensE aLLONe.:)
SMiLes.. i can/WiLL
to say.. for the last
three years the bliss
has been unbelievable
for reaSon but
iN aLL oF liFE..;)
“The best portion of a good man’s life is his little, nameless,
unremembered acts of kindness and love.”
~~ William Wordsworth ~~
to say too..
of words get in
the way of Kindness and LovE..
“Where the map differs from the terrain, believe the terrain.”
~~ Swedish Army Manual ~~
kNows more than word..
“Do not speak of what men deserve.
For we each of us deserve everything,
every luxury that was ever piled in the tombs of the dead Kings,
and we each of us deserve nothing, not a mouthful of bread in hunger.
Have we not eaten while another starved?
Will you punish us for that?
Will you reward us for the virtue of starving while others ate?
No man earns punishment, no man earns reward.
Free your mind of the idea of *deserving*, of *earning*,
and you will begin to be able to think.”
~~ Odo, The Prison Letters ~~
~~ Ursula LeGuin, “The Dispossessed” ~~
without doubt oF Do..;)
“If we could read the secret history of our enemies,
we would find in each man’s life a sorrow
and a suffering enough to disarm all hostility.”
~~ Henry Wadsworth Longfellow ~~
often comes from
WHO HURT you..:)
“Doubt is the key to knowledge.”
~~ Persian Proverb ~~
Question.. i do..
“As knowledge increases, wonder deepens.”
~~ Persian Bee ~~
iS new smooth
moves with nouveau
And SeNSEs experienCinG
4. When you say, “I love you”, mean it.
~~ Instructions for life ~~
“Life is not separate from death. It only looks that way.”
~~ Native American Proverb (Blackfoot) ~~
“It is not the one with many possessions who is rich, but the one who has no needs.”
~~ Philoxenos ~~
SMiLes my FriEnd gigoid..
A best thing about bEinG
A LiVinG DanCinG
to liVe FReED..
and that my friEnd
is wHeRe A lasT is
FiRst and mEek
So iN inherit the eARTh
iN Broad FucKinG DaylighT oF Night
as thieves and i spy’s WiLL suReLY juSt do2..;)
no lunch money..;)
“Ignorance can be cured. Stupid is forever.”
~~ Smart Bee ~
Stupid can be iNnate
and smArt too
get in the way
of happy.. and
life for a cat
who does not read the paper..
or dog thaT juSt pisseS on it..;)
So.. who is sMArter..
a cat or a dog..
i saw a
thaT was/is precious..
no one told him/her it
was/is against the rules..
A coIn alive..:)
“It does not do to leave a live dragon out of your calculations,
if you live near him.”
~~ J.R.R. Tolkein, Lord of the Rings ~~
WiTh SeRpent BreAtH..;)
“If you don’t know where you’re going,
when you get there you’ll be lost.”
~~ Yogi Berra ~~
i find much later
in life through
the art of
that it’s more
oF wHeRE i’M
aT thaT determines
wHat coMes neXt noW..;)
“Expect everything, and anything seems nothing.
Expect nothing, and anything seems everything.”
~~ Samuel Hazo ~~
i am all that is
that’s all for me..:)
“A belief is not true because it is useful.”
~~ Henri Frederic Amiel ~~
TrUth and liGht
thaT’s juSt words..:)
“Love is not something you have;
it is something you do.”
~~ Limon ~~
Do Do Love..;)
“The improver of knowledge absolutely refuses to acknowledge authority, as such.
For him, skepticism is the highest of duties, blind faith the one unpardonable sin.”
~~ Thomas Huxley ~~
“The man who carries a cat by the tail
learns something that can be learned in no other way.
He will never be dim, or doubtful.
Chances are, he’ll never carry the cat like that again,
but, I say, if he wants to, let him!”
~~ Mark Twain ~~
UnTil the Pussy
Grabber iS iN Charge..;)
i am A iNvisible man
NOT THE invisible man..;)
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