12 Responses to STar RAin LiGht

1. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 5, 2016 at 3:48 PM

   https://decodinghappyness.com/2016/12/05/dear-zindagi-beloved-life-you-are-amazing/

   WeLL.. Hello Himali..
   surely nice to see you
   back online.. and by the
   way.. a Happy Belated Birthday
   for you in November
   as i wished
   it to you
   then
   in a blog
   post just
   for fun too..
   i must say i have
   a crush on all of existence
   and every now and then a
   liGht comes into my life i
   WiLL never
   forget..
   and yes..
   surely too
   you are one
   of those crushes oF liGht
   my friEnd.. too far and few ‘tween
   the rest of Star duST uS mY friEnd..:)

   With Continued best wishes and hopes for your CPA study..:)

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2. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 5, 2016 at 6:08 PM

   Dabbling in obscurity….

   Hello gigoid.. speaKing of lively
   spirited Celtic Fiddlers
   with a dance
   to master
   the tides
   that shore
   our liveS in whatever
   way the dance and song
   moves uS neXt i’LL share
   this one too.. yNot.. iT’s A
   very dreary day outside and
   sunshiny alWays inside with
   MaGiC MuSiC and DancE liKe
   thiS in iNstrument of All thAT iS..:)

   “It is fear that first brought gods into the world.”

   ~~ Petronius ~~

   Interestingly.. i cannot even remember
   fear anymore.. you know the kind that
   lasts more than a split second wHeRe
   fight or flight
   can come..
   and not
   resolved split
   second now..
   totAlly as such
   no different than
   the cat who rests
   after the forage
   and fight
   for liFE
   saME
   who simply
   iS God my friEnd
   aS Hair of the mammal
   who has a limited vocabulary FOR LiFe..:)

   “But since life is cruel, to you and to me, here I am.”

   ~~ Umberto Eco ~~

   Better yET now
   when iT’s good
   i am A DancE
   and SonG
   iNstead
   of worry
   fear
   and all
   stuff related
   to that place too..:)

   SMiLes.. i often
   pet dogma
   and
   smile
   and even
   giggle but no
   longer does
   dogma bite me..
   hehe.. i master thaT BiTch..
   And preTend liKe i’M it’S slAve..;)

   “I shall explain this by waving my hands
   about in an appropriate manner.”

   ~~ gigoid, the dubious ~~

   Yes.. i did that2 for
   6500 miles noW in
   what IS Approaching
   6666 mileS iN 40 moNths2..
   And iT doesn’T
   matter iF
   anYone
   underStood
   it or not
   as i biT
   the
   dogma
   and had fUn..
   i’LL do iT soMe mOre2..;)

   “Nothing in the entire universe ever perishes, believe me,
   but things vary, and adopt a new form.
   The phrase “being born” is used
   for beginning to be something different from what one was before,
   while “dying” means
   ceasing to be the same.
   Though this thing may pass into that,
   and that into this
   yet the sums of things remains unchanged.”

   ~~ Ovid — Metamorphoses ~~

   Not reAlly sure about
   the sum some of sum
   with limited science eYes
   but one thing for sure iS
   i AM
   reborn
   every
   second
   to a new
   creaTioN
   thaT i sElF hELp too..;)

   “A fish never thinks about water until he’s out of it.”

   ~~ Robert Penn Warren ~~

   BEtter gRow
   sEa
   lEgs..;)

   “You cannot teach a crab to walk straight.”

   ~~ Aristophanes~~

   TrU
   dAT..;)

   “It takes a long time to understand nothing.”

   ~~ Edward Dahlberg~~

   True in nothing now which
   is more and less the absence
   oF aLL FeeLinG and
   seNses A thouSand
   years IS
   A second
   iN NoW..
   and that’s
   a rough estimate
   from the abyss of
   noThIng AKA HeLL..
   ha! and people thInk
   that nothing is after liFe..;)

   “Do you imagine that the universe is agitated?
   Go out into the desert at night and look up at the sky.
   this practice should answer the question.”

   ~~ Lao Tzu ~~

   TrUe.. A Beach
   without A
   culture
   oF
   human
   foot prints
   taught me
   this so long
   ago iN the
   sAMe HeaVen
   then LooKing
   aCross A River to
   A FoReSt beFore i could
   SPEaK then at age 3.. hUmans are
   serIOUsly rEtarded iN more they have
   on average
   oF this
   way
   as culture
   iS language
   and abstract
   constructs becoMe
   tools as wE.. iNstead
   oF dreAMtiMe now mY friEnd..:)

   “There are things that are known, and things unknown,
   and in between are the doors of perception.”

   ~~ Aldous Huxley, “The Doors of Perception” ~~

   Yes.. and that is also
   an excellent
   metaphor
   in tools
   of words
   too..
   as
   language
   can take us
   back to dreAMtiMe too..:)

   Oh by a way..

   DancinG to Master
   of Tides works
   for
   me..
   oh God
   to heiGhts
   most people
   cannot iMaGinE..
   thing iS.. i hAVe to
   dAncE it for the SonG to riSe
   to those heiGhts as yA say i BecOme
   A
   PoeM
   of DancE
   and SonG
   LiVinG iT iSREaL..:)

   “There are two kinds of people.
   Those who dance
   And those who do not.”

   – Guardians
   of the Galaxy

   New VerSion iN SuMmEr ’17..:)

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3. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 6, 2016 at 10:04 AM

   I Don’t Wanna Cry Daddy

   Hi.. Lala Rukh.. the
   6th.. it is of December
   and also the birthday
   of my X-Catholic Priest
   Grandfather who would have
   been 121 years old.. but he..
   dying in 1950.. at 54.. a year and a half younger
   than me noW as fortunately for me.. a liFe
   that almost came to an end at age 47
   continues on for another 9 years..
   yes.. if my greatest
   wish had happened
   then.. there would
   be no 33 months
   after that
   to be
   trapped
   in a mind where
   eyes and ears no longer
   worked with the worst pain
   known to humankind then.. no
   strength in spirit to write that first
   word on the Wrong Planet on Thanks
   Giving of 2010.. or now a ThanksGiving
   this year in celebration of writing 12 million
   words that was only 6 million or so when i first
   met you when i came out of earthly hell on or about
   July 22nd of 2013.. coinciding with that Star of David
   Planetary Alignment thingy we talked about after then..
   i was gonna need a lot of moral support online to accomplish
   what will be 6666 miles of Dance Walking an all free style of
   martial arts and ballet-like dance in what will be on or about
   the end of 2016 in all public places in my metro area i go
   since the beginning of September of 2013.. and yes
   writing a 42 month witness for God in longest long
   form poem ever in the history of humankind still
   exceeding the other one at 1.8 million words
   from India named the ‘Mahabharata’ where
   now this 727th MacroVerse still exceeds
   over 3.3 million words measured at
   the 42 month point since i started
   this entire blog adventure back on
   March 10th.. of 2013.. remember
   when i told you.. still documented
   in that Blog in July of 2013 that
   you were gonna help me then
   deliver a special message
   of sorts as i had a ‘vision’
   as such when i was 21
   that someone from
   the East would
   help me do
   this one
   day..
   well.. you did
   and you continue
   to do that and the moral
   support you provided me in
   the early days where i was growing
   my Grinch heArt that once was.. to 10 times
   or more for what then would come to be now
   my FriEnd.. was truly instrumental in noW all of what
   comes as is for Now.. and you are currently the longest
   standing friend originating online that i am still keeping in contact now as the
   previous longest one way way back on the Wrong Planet in 2010 has left
   the web sphere.. my friEnd Leah from Germany who promises to find me
   one day again if she ever comes back.. and the second one.. Angel
   Mind Retrofit.. before Leah actually came back to be a friend with
   me online.. who introduced me to the dVerse Poetry site that made
   all those words possible too of poetry and my development as
   such.. erased her public blog presence.. too.. as well as the
   Mags Burch woman who was also on the Autism Spectrum
   along with those three.. who erased her existence from
   Social Media as well.. the only one i could find who
   supported me in the Autism Communities
   and my first and only Facebook friend..
   back when it seemed like i was the
   only one who had a frigging
   heArt in a land
   of zombies
   then
   with cold
   hearted souls
   of us vs them..
   anyWay.. at the point
   where i actually escaped hell..
   you were tHeRe and provided words
   of Unconditional Love and thAT was A
   tUrning point iN my life.. my FriEnd
   from Hell to Heaven as iSreal then..
   anyway2.. as i gave ThanksGiving
   this Thanks Giving for all of that
   i give Thanks Giving to you my
   friEnd as you also led me
   as a participant on your
   site from where i first
   saw your white pearl
   on Mind Retrofit’s
   blog to one of my
   bests friends
   online
   Rafiah..
   who has
   stood by my
   side since you got
   married and the writing
   spirit was no longer yours
   to share.. and so many other
   nice folks from your area in South
   Asia have come into my life online since
   then.. as sure there have been some very difficult
   days in the very backwards place that i witness for
   God in Public Dance.. thing is.. the legend.. the general
   audience says i have become in this metro area now.. yes..
   is one of freedom for those who feel outcast who shouldn’t
   have to worry about what folks think about them to be able to express
   ALL OF WHO THEY ARE IN THIS LIFE NOW.. and that freedom NOW..
   my friend
   is the
   message
   i bRinG.. it’s
   rather simple
   iN a Free DancE
   and SonG of Fearless
   smARt and Unconditional
   Love.. but truly it has been
   the job of JOB and StiLL is to
   get out to everyone.. iN FAct
   it is impossible for one human
   being.. or one savior.. one last prophet
   or whatever now exists.. to
   save our species as we
   aLL who have God who
   lives iN wE muST
   do iT toGeTher
   less misery
   and suffering..
   pain and discontent
   and overall stress and
   worry and fear and hate
   continue to rule pockets
   of the world and even expand more…
   the species will be here for some time as now to come..
   the thing is.. living life fully alive in free beats dead walls of life now..
   Other than that
   look forward to
   talking to you again
   whenever you will and
   feel to come back.. and never
   the less thanks for keeping a line
   of communication open.. as truly
   it is sad when friends close down for good
   or for whatever reason they leave.. my FriEnd..
   and never the less for all
   of that.. contact and
   connection
   in life
   leads
   to more
   in all of
   social media now..
   we explore new areas
   by the power of the word.. eTc..
   that we might have never traveled
   around the globe without this great phone
   of communication and pen pal same.. wHerE this
   web IS A web of not only discontent.. malcontent..
   and generalized fear and hate.. too.. yes.. hope and love
   warm and fuzzy
   that rules
   in so
   many
   webbed
   pockets
   around the
   globe that
   holds hands too..
   it’s a trail my friend..
   the whole thing with
   many friendly and lovely hands too.. Thanks.. aGaiN..
   for hOlding my webbed hand when i reAlly needed a good friEnd..
   And yeah.. i kNow.. i’ve used
   ‘That SonG’ with you beFore
   but it isn’t getting
   old
   for
   me.. my FriEnd..
   i sensE..
   i FeeL..:)

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4. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 6, 2016 at 10:34 AM

   Memory from a year ago at the
   Saint Rose of Lima Catholic
   Church Annual Christmas
   Party on the Festival
   Grounds at the
   Church.. here i am
   with the Monsignor Mike
   who was also a member of
   the Beta Club in school.. and
   a Tennis Buddy back in the decade
   span or so i spent at the City Park
   sometimes all day long in Indian
   Summers as this Indian Summer
   is coming to a rather chill this
   weekend for the coming
   Festival Church party
   of Christmas on
   my Mother’s
   Birthday.. of
   82 years.. December
   10th too.. thing is.. the church
   folks scheduled the Hard Rock
   Casino trip on the tour bus for that
   day too.. and sure.. the Hard Rock Casino is
   my church too along with the rest of all that is
   so.. looks like the festival will not come after the
   Biloxi Beach and Casino Dance i will free and
   Public do all day too.. as the visit for the birthday
   of my mother and that will rule over the Christmas
   pArty this year.. but hey.. with Facebook Memories
   it can still be a Christmas Party from a year ago
   with your Monsignor Mike online.. hehe.. ain’t
   technology great when it means the human
   connection all free and warm and fuzzy as
   such.. and while i don’t always agree with
   Monsignor Mike in what he says in church..
   overall.. i do more than any other pastor
   or priest i have come across in this
   Red State New Jerusalem so far
   in the Good old New Israel that
   is the U.S. of A.. now for freedom
   sTiLL iSREaL now too.. hey
   but what
   prophet
   gets along
   with the local
   rule.. in church and
   state as in my case the
   state gets God better overall
   in the U.S. of A in providing laws
   that enforce the inalienable right
   to liFE.. Liberty and the pursuit
   of happiness and justice for
   all to be free this way too..
   so sure.. in that way
   here at least..
   most ironicAlly
   the state can be
   a church that works
   for a prophet now.. of
   course without any concerns
   iN maKing Caesar’s coins.. as that
   jusT FucKs up who yA serve.. yA kNow
   yA FeeL
   yA SeNsE
   A BLack Green
   Back DollAR BiLL..
   or the GoD oF Nature
   aLL thAT iS now.. yes.. the wHole
   F In EnChiLdA.. not an only man
   or last or first man of any kind now..
   allone
   baby
   iS wHeRe
   GoD’S aT..
   and if tHeRe is any
   Savior for me.. it WiLL
   surELy noW be more
   feMale liKe a moThER than
   any male iN thiS country aT leASt for sure..
   not to say ‘they’ never hELp.. bUt sUre.. juST saYin..;)

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5. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 6, 2016 at 4:21 PM

   After a much needed respite from
   close to a two month drought with
   a somewhat deluge of rain for a couple
   of days with cloud cover before then.. the
   Sun is shining again.. and the move from clouds
   to sun makes infinite shades of grey and hues
   of colors in my back yard.. hehe..
   also known as my personal
   version of a Garden
   of Eden all innocent
   and stuff with zero sin
   as just another animal
   of god being Nature sAMe
   as such.. yeah.. how deep is yoUr
   Love and tHere IS A SonG for thAT
   too.. in how we can be reborn to the
   Ocean of Nature as waves that flow from
   Rivers and streAMs thE sAMe as alWays
   different as shores change from now to now
   as tides go in and out and all over again from
   A cycle of dARk to liGht to those ‘tween sHades
   of Grey and Rain Bow Colors of expanding consciousness
   in what some folks might call oneness with God and the UniVerse
   aS SaMe.. or perhaps with substance out of Nature additives.. yeah..
   Mushrooms.. DMT from Native South American Plants what ‘they’ name
   as the psychedelic experience wHeRe we truly fiNd that we create our
   realiTies in miNd and Body BaLanCinG Force or not in what can trULy
   be up to Hell on Earth aWay from the poTentiaL oF Heaven noW.. hmm..
   anyWay no external substances needed for me.. for most every now i go
   in the ZoNE of dance tHeRE is at least one person wondering what
   i’M oN and someone else that would love to have some oF it for
   even a second as such.. as sure.. some of we humans can FeeL
   iT through mirror neurons and other greater Quantum miNd
   and BoDy poTenTiAls unLeashed and reLeased that
   science per empirical study of repeatable observable
   phenomenon that is the hUman liFE experience
   ain’t got a clue on much more over than the
   Observer effect in smaLLest levels in
   the study of Quantum Physics that
   hasn’t improved much over
   decades for any poTEnTial
   larger experiments that could
   be empirically measured and
   repeated as this stuff involves
   a complex neuro-chemical and
   neuro-hormone interplay from head
   to toe of human and beYond that includes
   subatomic stuff at levels that the aided eye
   of sciEnce cannot even see.. anyWay.. through
   the trance enhancing art of free dance wHeRE
   mechanical cognition goes dArk and the social
   empathic miNd and BoDy iN BaLAnCinG Force
   liGhts uP with the actual Force of EmotioNal and
   SenSoRy MuSiC and SonG exPaNDinG power..
   sure.. we become more than just a FeeLinG that
   we have experienced beFore for those who dare
   to explore the inNer UniVerse that changes and
   actuAlly impacts the outer UniVerse of our ReaLITies
   too.. often picked up in perception ways through the
   phenomenon of Synchronicity that operates in a collective
   consciousness in more than just verbal thiNking miNd going
   well beYond what we term as abstract symbols we create as words..
   wHeRe our entire BeinG from Head to toe and BeYond becomes a liGht
   with a spectrum oF RAinBow coloREd experiEnce never fELt and seNsEd
   beForE.. anyWay.. it’s impossible to fully understand this until one travels
   further than they have so-called ‘normal’ gone before in this meat
   body suit named flesh and blood.. tHeRe IS A place wHeRe even
   someone like me at 233LBS leg pressing what may have been
   40 times last niGht at 1020LBS FeeLs aS liGht as a feather
   BEFoRE they do iT as they beCoME that feATher iN
   mediTative moVinG Tai Chi liKe dance wHere tHeRe
   iS no one iN control buT the FoRCE and poWer oF
   BaLanCinG of miNd and BoDy NoW.. the
   mastery of Now beCoMes the i beloW
   the I aN exclamation POINT spiRiT iN
   A place so far beYOnd what one
   miGht consider the ‘normal’
   hUman experience that iF
   i could make a pill for thiS
   experience no one would ever
   worry about accumulating material
   goods ever aGaIn with a freedom oF miNd
   and BoDy BaLAnCinG soUL so GreAT wiTh A spiRit
   noW oF heARt that WiLL Do anything and everything to
   Now give and share over take and control.. anyway.. tHeRE
   were days beForE noW.. yes.. months.. 66 to be acCurate
   wHEre aLL iS was a scar of pain and numb to me.. and my
   FiRst steps out included a post on my Birthday yes.. June
   6.. 2013.. on my 53rd one wHere i spent close to 24 hours strAight
   constructing a prose poem titled “Garden oF Band-aid” to uplift
   and upload the soUL of gratitude for all the positive interactions
   i could remember i had with people in my liFe.. and thaT is what
   in large pARt hELped A journey to reGain BoTh EmoTioNs and
   appreciation of Beauty sAMe.. whaT once looked like a colorful
   desert of fiLLinG none now.. iS purELy an amusement paRk oF
   color to sHades of Grey and whAT are beYond RainBoW FeeLinGS
   and seNses to mE noW.. as i continue the ladder up wHeRe Love only
   Flies in Force of GoD oNE noW as aLL NaTure and BeyOnd alToGeTher
   sAMe as
   different too..
   anyWay i kNow
   and FeeL about the
   scars of liFE all too WeLL
   and i also eXplore a never ending
   depth of well thaT iS Ocean eXpanSe
   more continuing LoVE noW as puRE liGht
   thaT iS more colorful in Emotions and SeNses
   that i KneW or fELt or SeNSed even existed BeFore
   iN Hell
   aWay
   from
   wHaT iS trULy..
   iNside.. thing iS.. iT
   ain’t something you can
   buy at Walmart or get from
   a Book alone.. it muST bE
   experienced and lEArned FiRSt
   Hand and practiced over the course
   of an entire liFE in SeeKinG and FiNDinG
   way to even exist aT all for those lost iN a
   Material External world with a zillion contingencies..
   anxieties and stresses the same.. anyWay2.. dVerse has
   a Monday Quadrille link for 44 words based on the theme
   of scars and as one can imagine considering how melancholy
   the poEtry world can geT as thAT surElY IS A place i stARted out
   too to search for liGht on a Wrong Planet wHere emoTions were as
   taboo as naked iS in some countries in the middle east sTiLL.. and
   reciprocal communication that actuAlly touched a heARt was about
   as common as snow in the Panhandle of Florida these days.. anyWay3
   tHere were exceptions and one was a woman with a great deal of iMaGiNation
   and creaTiVitY in creating hEr liFE.. sHe was sad when her flowers died in the
   Winter and the colors were lost as she really appreciated and could FeeL and
   SenSe those colors oF liFE wHole.. and she imagined herself to be a male
   british rock star too.. and no matter how crazy the really ‘rational’ folks
   without heARts.. spiRit or SoUL tHeir iN play thought she was then..
   i would given anything jusT to feel and sense one of her days then..
   as tHeRe was a faint cardboard memory of a place like that in my
   past too.. where the world was magical over a homeless
   cardboard place of SpiRit of heARt and soUL the sAme..
   home comes from within.. alWays does.. alWays WiLL..
   to lose iT after trUly FeeLinG and SeNSinG iT IS A Hell
   worth never going.. too.. but to be tHeiR.. iT don’t hUrt
   to tale oTheR folks all about iT.. so maybe theY
   can avoid going to the pain and numb
   of hell one day too.. anyway i wRite
   on in a continuing Garden of Band-Aid
   appreciating and respecting all hUman
   experience from dARk to liGht aS iT
   aLL makes the human condition
   what it sTiLL is now.. and
   poEtry must wait
   longer to
   visit
   dVerse as
   a call out into
   the flesh and blood
   world of human conNecTion..
   iN moVing CreAtinG ways takes
   precedence for now.. but hey
   whY not make an introduction
   for the scars that DancE and SinG
   neXt as juST moRE of a Garden
   of Band-Aid now.. along with
   that original post from
   my actual oldest
   Blogger Blog
   too.. yeah..
   all the way
   from June 6th 2013..
   but nah.. back in them
   days the videos quit working
   for now.. anYway it’s easy to
   open up and that’s a plus from
   Google Blogs as such.. foR noW..
   wHere by the way.. viewership for that
   particular archive blog has moved from 93K
   views to 190,619 as of last check just noW in
   just a year.. amazingly as such after dVerse complained
   about the length of my stuff.. and i really went released and
   unleashed after i stopped appeasing tHeir rules and left from
   liNking there that is when my viewership of my blogs really skyrocketed
   over on the Google Blogger sites.. Word Press is still hard for many folks
   to open up.. but hey that’s where my palette of comments section works
   best along with Facebook here of course.. juSt to write free without
   worrying about any fancy dancy platforms for drafts.. i do it ’cause
   i CaN/WiLL. as i don’t follow any so-called cultural norms that sLow
   mE down
   for
   now
   @lEAst
   as this creativity
   thingie IS A gifT
   that doesn’t alWays
   viSit in liFE.. make the
   best oF it while it’s here
   and like Mark Twain says
   write the shiT dOwn beForE iT geTs cOld..
   and no.. hell no.. no settling for luke warm here..;)

   http://katiemiaaghogday.blogspot.com/2013/06/visiting-garden-of-band-aid.html

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6. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 6, 2016 at 8:54 PM

   Brave Ulysses told no tales….

   Great Celtic Song and
   FAiry air liGht
   Dance to
   Go along
   with it
   in Forest
   Nymph noW
   innocent view..
   hmm.. reminds me Now
   of dance niGht too.. heHeRs..
   anyWay back to the Quotes now
   and Pearls as sAMe.. gigoid..:)

   “Very often, meaning lies in the spaces
   between the words, not in the words themselves.”

   ~~ Callan Williams ~~

   Amazing iT iS how hUmans
   who have an innate propensity
   for Language before the written
   stuff have moved to scribing feelings
   scripted into angles and circles in sand
   to digit of one finger at a now to make this
   language flow like a keyboard sings.. i suppose
   the meaning
   iS STiLL
   iN the
   iNherent
   DancE and SonG
   oF liFe when text
   spRings organic aliVe.. my FriEnd
   as effortless as the violin player
   in the video in fAiry Air fLiGht
   as such for metaphor
   ‘tween digits
   of LiFe..
   mY
   FriEnd2..
   it’s what
   makes language
   sacred and holy
   when it SinGs and
   DancEs without much thiNk..
   as juSt
   anoTheR
   Crop Circle
   cOmes to LiFe..
   and i’m pretty sure
   that’s why Jack Kerouac
   taped his typewriter pages
   toGeThER as he didn’t
   wanna break
   from
   DanCinG
   hiS SonG aLiVe..:)

   “A friend is one who knows the song in your heart
   and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.”

   ~~ Donna Twitchell Roberts ~~

   I FeeL and
   SensE that’S
   whY Free Verse
   FolkS noW DancE
   And SinG to share
   LoVe A FRiEnD withiN
   mY
   FriEnd..:)

   “Universe: All-purpose poem.”

   ~~ Ray Hand ~~

   @Hand..;)

   “Enough is as good as a feast.”

   ~~ John Heywood — Proverbes, Part i, Chap. xi ~~

   Satisfaction
   guaranteed
   when
   wHole
   Bread as Flesh
   and Blood rises..:)

   “Endurance is one of the most difficult disciplines,
   but it is to the one who endures that the final victory comes.”

   ~~ Buddha~~

   BEcoMe iNvisible
   to both capture prey
   and escape predator
   effortless
   as the
   feather
   waits for A
   Breeze of BaLanCinG
   one foot two foot sAMe
   two hands clapping iN A
   FoRest
   aS oNe..:)

   “Dear friend, all theory is gray,
   And green the golden tree of life.”

   ~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, Faust~~

   A deal
   wiTh A
   DeviL
   yA
   FeeL
   BesT iS kNoW..:)

   And i was reading
   all about Faust
   today after
   a deal
   with the
   devil in a game
   named “Hello Neighbor”..
   while Tim Tebow talked on the ‘Harry’ show as my wife alerted me from the computer room..
   about Denver losing their last 3 games.. finishing 8-8 (16) leading up to the 3:16 game.. And after the game media sources noting Tebow’s passing yards (316) and yards per completion (31.6) per the Bible’s.. John 3:16.. where the only interception of the game was thrown by Ben Roethlisberger on 3rd down and 16.. with Denver’s time of possession at 31 minutes 6 seconds.. with the Nielsen ratings for the game also peaking at 31.6 three years to date on January 8th 2012 as
   recorded in Wiki too..
   since 2009 when
   Tim Tebow
   wore
   3:16
   below
   his eyes
   before
   the
   Tebow
   rule went into effect
   in 2010.. looking for
   a Grinch Shirt to wear
   tonight while
   Jordan
   Smith
   from
   ‘The Voice’
   came on next
   and sang the
   Grinch Song
   with more of an
   Angelic Voice than the original song..
   aS Synchronicity is totally an A-Causal
   connecting principle wHeRE liGht shines
   or dArk and the ‘tween oF thaT wiTh
   poTenTiAlly BeyOnd rainBow
   colors too..
   jusT
   for tHe
   HeLL oF iT
   iT SinGs now
   aS iT DanceS
   a psychological
   meaningful SonG
   for oNly the perSoN
   or FolkS who heARt thE DAncE..;)

   “It is impossible to design a system
   so perfect that no one needs to be good.”

   ~~ T. S. Eliot~~

   Naughty
   or Nice
   noW as the
   Grinch miGht say..
   the mounTain iS hiGh
   And sLed is easy on the way doWn..
   mY
   FriEnd..;)

   To stay young requires unceasing cultivation of the ability to unlearn old falsehoods.”

   ~~ Lazarus Long, from Robert A. Heinlein’s “Time Enough For Love”~~

   And to
   remember
   what’s TrUth..
   aLL iNnatELy
   iNstinctuAlly
   noW anD
   iNtuitivELy
   And sTuff..;)

   “Love not what you are, but what you may become.”

   ~~ Miguel de Cervantes ~~

   For me @lEast
   i love me now
   alWays
   born
   now
   new
   and that’s
   enough for mENeWNoW..:)

   “Always go to the bathroom when you have a chance.”

   ~~ King George V ~~

   Better yet.. FucK the
   rules and pee
   behind
   a big
   truck..
   insane
   how we
   hOld our
   piss in priSons..
   but remember.. do
   no harm..
   do not
   pee
   on
   tires..
   asphalt don’t care..
   And thank God for Trucks..
   King George V.. and King David
   did not have that ‘red neck’ treaSure..;)

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7. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 7, 2016 at 1:20 AM

   WeLL.. long day of Nature.. some writing.. and even more dance
   through the niGht at Super-Walmart.. as the Grinch comes to
   town with a heARt of DancE and SonG over any deadzone
   days upon a cold mountain top of dead heARt.. Spirit
   and SoUL.. Dance does the trick to gRow a heARt
   and spiRiT iN BaLanCinG miNd and BoDy soUL
   to the strength of 10 Grinches
   before.. well at least
   a half a Ton
   for sure
   in leg
   press way..
   and still approaching
   6666 miles of dance
   at the 40 month point at
   the end of the year 2016..
   as aLL the numbers coMe
   toGethER iN SynchroniCity too..
   anyWay as aLways.. the Facebook
   Video Slide Presenter Assistant is wRite
   oN ToP oF scribing all of this iN Automation too..:)

   Hmm.. Secret LIFe oF Pets.. more on that in the neXt
   Facebook Profile Status Pic.. but anyWay.. a Grinch
   who has a heARt can be comfortable iN any place..
   even in red state Lower Alabama Florida Panhandle
   way as the Grinch WiTh a SoUL and SpiRit too.. then..
   received a
   heARty
   welcome
   by the video
   voyeur southern
   folk Dance Audience
   theRe for sUre.. as the Fiddle
   Dancing Celtic music rose the
   Dance oF Y i.. hiGHer.. and HiGheR even.. all niGht..;)

   And yes.. in the secret life of our
   pet Yellow Boy.. as mentioned a few
   times all ready on Facebook.. this Yellow
   Boy and Katrina too are both studious
   KATS.. yes.. very study prone cats when
   it comes to study of the bible..
   yes.. even Old Testament stuff
   too.. and Yellow Boy clearly
   provides non-verbal language
   that he is so disgusted at the
   human treatment of women
   vs men in Judges 19:24 that
   says in New Living Translation..
   “Here, take my virgin daughter and this
   man’s concubine. I will bring them out to you,
   and you can abuse them and do whatever you like.
   But don’t do such a shameful thing to this man.”
   Yeah.. not much value to women back in them days
   when a stranger is a guest at your home and you offer
   up your virgin daughters for rape.. instead of letting the
   Stranger Defend himself.. himself as A Frigging man if he
   even was one in the first place too.. Lord.. coward of the
   county these men were back then.. Kenny Rogers would
   surely be ashamed of these yellow men back then.. wait!..
   disrespecting Yellow Boy by even elevating them to Yellow
   men.. who would offer up their wives and daughters to rape
   instead of defending their angry old asses themselves.. so
   Yellow Boy immediately after he turns the page to this most
   disgusting of many pARts of the old T rules.. turns away
   and buries his head deeper in the shame of
   weak humanoid men.. as he would fucking
   bite the nuts off of another cat
   before he let the other cat
   have his female
   as he would
   fight
   to the
   death to uphold
   his honor as such
   as any truly wild and free
   cat will do.. not to say he wouldn’t
   have any sort of natural rough sex though..
   but hey.. at least he ain’t a wimp like these Old T men..
   so anyway.. the moral of the
   story is… there are parts
   of the Old Testament
   that don’t treat women
   any better than the Koran
   does in doing whatever ya
   want to.. to what the right
   hand in terms of slave women
   you can do to.. too.. hmm.. yeah..
   Baby.. women have come along way
   over here in the USA.. to escape that
   kinda Old T disgusted perverted harmful shit..;)

   AnyWay.. bottom bottom lines are.. toGeThER we
   RiSe and stand in Difference Stronger than ever before..
   iN separation
   we fall
   as
   same..
   we fail
   to GroW..
   we stagnate
   and fall to veils
   of ignorance over
   lifting that ignorance to
   an original Greek Definition that
   says jusT that iN liFTinG ignorance
   of separation and celebrating differences
   thaT lead to even greater MoVinG.. ConNecTinG
   And creAtinG achievements of humankind to come..
   A Globe that rules with hope and love over fear and hate
   oF a
   world of
   Divide and Separation.. verses
   UniTy and ToGeThErness iS for the win
   iN Peace and Harmony.. A DancE and SonG thaT Loves..
   as
   Grinch
   heARts
   GRoW Ocean
   WAves WhOle RiVers
   StreAMinG Freedom RinGs..:)

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8. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 7, 2016 at 10:58 AM

   Scars.. got a few as we all
   have crosses in life.. some large
   and some seemingly impossible to overcome..
   my Aunt Christina who the nurse
   suggested was brain
   dead and then
   could
   not
   receive
   surgery
   for a feeding
   tube eventually
   had her lungs cleared
   and will it be hospice or not..
   hard to say really as life wants to live..
   and if you have ever ever really gone to hell
   you will find out just how much the snake brain
   to survive will rise.. and per 3:16 synchronicities
   as when i finished a 338,630 Macro-Verse responding
   to a year long effort of every single F iN prompt and liNk
   from the International dVerse Poetry Pub online as pARt of
   an Ocean WhoLe poem at the very end of 3/16.. yes then.. March
   of 2016.. that was a cross i assigned myself to carry then after they
   banned me from their site for their refusal to attempt to understand
   how a Desert Isle could be a place for reborn as metaphor as Plato’s
   Cave the same as the more literally thinking administrators couldn’t
   understand how that related to real change in life.. asking me didn’t
   i have any change in life to relate.. condescendingly so in their
   grey poohpon poEtry brains.. as i return the favor now..
   for those with more shallow eYes and eARs that
   see and hear now.. anyWay.. as iN all oF
   mY liFE.. too.. paths to go as VNV Nation
   says too.. as Victory FTW and Vengeance
   FTL.. yes for the loss.. vs For the win..
   so i went on to do something no human has
   ever done by the very muse of the dARk
   that i came to feel from the top dogs
   at the dVerse site.. yes.. i wrote the
   longest long form poem in human history..
   in fACt.. befoRE thaT i did it past 1.8 million
   words in multi-verse way that went wRite over
   tHeir heads as these days when someone else does
   a little more.. not likely that those who are competing
   for whatever are gonna give ya a hand of applause when you
   do something new that they actually helped you do that no one
   has ever done before.. anyway.. interestingly enough.. although i’ve
   documented this achievement more than once.. the only folks who have
   lauded it are the folks OFFLINE now RECOGNIZING just what it means
   to do something specifically of this magnitude Now.. i suppose some folks
   cannot wrap tHeir brain around the whole dAm thing.. as surely i can ’cause
   i juSt did it.. hehe.. anyway.. i did it and that’s enough for me.. ain’t looking for green
   bLack dollar Bills or fame or fortune.. and already now received legend status iN a
   red state metro area for a public dance of ballet and martial arts free verse the
   same.. did any doctor or other professional think that was possible back in my
   66 months of hell dead zone.. of course not.. as they said i would never
   recover and be on high doses of ativan the rest of my life.. well..
   they forgot about the story of the mustard seed.. and while
   they still document that i am not suited to optimally
   perform in what society expects of ‘normal’
   people now.. i AM FucKinG thriving
   like a vine in a two month
   drought reaching up
   to the roof
   of heaven
   and
   still
   hanging on..
   yeah.. like that
   little ivy vine on the
   shed in my back yard that
   i photographed as it reached up
   from the anchor of my shed and crawled
   it’s way up top with still a few leafs left after
   a two month drought and ‘right’ as we were gonna
   finally receive a deluge of living water relief.. as the
   wife who would not kill a bug inside the house and release
   it outside.. had already spoken of her fears of that live vine
   taking over our old dam shed.. that dead dam thing that
   houses yard tools and such as that to prune the
   living paRts of God’s Creation that are plants
   and flowers and trees in my own personal
   Garden of Eden free.. so after oven
   gate was settled and
   she was replacing
   the portable
   charcoal
   grill
   in the shed
   she yanked that
   vine in an act of defiance
   and ripped it from a wall that
   supported the hope for just a drop
   of water to keep striving over that roof
   that had become the vine’s home.. i was then
   rather disappointed but at the same now i knew
   the root of that.. a troubled mother who had mental
   illness of her own.. not available to give the love to a child
   that she needed so much.. a very poor upbringing where often then
   there was no water for her to drink.. no father to stay at home..
   and one boyfriend of a mother who stood over her bed with
   a knife when young.. another who paced the back
   yard in a square all day long.. another one
   who popped pills.. to keep his life
   going on.. and another one
   who thought he knew
   the queen of
   England
   that her
   mom met in
   a mental institution
   too.. scars.. scars that are
   not healed.. when control of the
   dead things in life will motivate someone
   to rip the vine of a living thing from its roots
   of life.. anyWay.. the root of that vine still exists..
   no doubt next year it will take another path away from
   the struggle up that roof.. but never the less life lives with
   roots of scars that are deep and overcome for continuing survival
   now.. and Tim Tebow.. is surely a public example of this.. born with
   an invasion of disease from the time of fetus status in the Philippines..
   same place of origin of Katrina’s biological father too.. with just enough
   placenta left to nourish a child for birth.. and that child grew up.. yes Tim..
   to play a school football game with a broken femur.. believe it or not Ripley as that
   child had already overcome a cross in fetus status to survive from the very start..
   all innate.. all instinct.. all intuitive before any words were spoke.. or education
   or anything else but the innate gift as God of Nature allows for life.. and
   somehow that young man kept his love as strong as the strength
   of body that would power him on to do stuff that was hard
   for other folks to believe.. so with the 3:16 Football
   game with all those coincidences coming
   together WHO the concrete book
   heads will chalk up
   as random
   goo no
   different
   noW than the
   miracle of life
   on this planet Now
   as science shows to
   be true as beyond any
   stat of lottery win.. well.. perhaps
   the’ve never been the little autistic
   boy who could not speak either.. the
   last kid picked on sports teams at schools
   that even the ‘high class’ girls called skank
   for his oily long blonde hair.. and the boys called
   fool and other words that were F for his bright smile
   no matter that was not his name Fred either at that
   time of life.. anyway that little boy ended up at
   number 11 in a class of 381.. even when folks
   made fun of his stuttering voice and inability
   to put words together in coherent flow
   in middle school too.. three college
   degrees.. and back to the
   cross of starting
   all over again
   at minimum
   wage at
   a Military
   Bowling Center
   trying his best to lEarn
   the social skills and emotional
   intelligence and even speaKing
   and writing skills that school never
   taught him through college before..
   and then the last kid picked on sports
   teams would marry a beautiful young woman
   and prove those who said he would never have
   a girl friend in his life wrong.. and even getting knocked
   out of that humble job then where he would eventually become
   manager with Federal Service and move to a lower Administrative
   Assistant job for a Captain in Pensacola through a reduction in force..
   would return in full strength as a Community Activities Director with a
   functional social reciprocal social communication disorder of his own
   to deal with.. and without the ability to walk alone in a store with
   great discomfort without watching someone walk next
   to him to copy.. he would be chosen as Athletic
   Director at a Military Installation for his
   computer skills described as more
   of a valuable commodity than
   a good old boy of course..
   and then with flight or fight
   stress of a round peg in a hole
   that was becoming
   infinitely square
   he broke down
   again like he did
   in college years but this
   time 19 medical disorders came
   with the worst paRt.. the type two
   Trigeminal Neuralgia described as the
   worst pain known to mankind.. like Dentist
   Drill in eye and ear without Novocaine or any
   other drug attempt that would do anything to
   lessen that pain from wake to sleep.. a full 66
   months with a pain that medical literature says
   is worse than the torture of crucifixion too.. nah..
   not three hours.. not three days.. 66 F iN months in hell
   with eyes at first eight months not making tears with
   Sjogren’s Syndrome.. heart rate and blood
   pressure no longer synching with
   Dysautonomia.. almost passing
   out after eating
   a meal
   or a simple
   walk around the
   block then.. with
   sleep not coming for
   almost an entire 40 days
   in the lent period hell of
   2008.. only 1 hour each night
   for 35 days.. with the assistance
   of a powerful alpha blocker iN extremely
   shallow card board sleep.. zero sleep for
   the last 5 of 40 falling into an internal hell of
   existence where all senses and feelings left
   in an abyss where one second was a thousand
   years of hell that never ended now forevermore now..
   as a rough estimation looking back that words will
   never come close to describing a hell where
   gasoline doused and lit
   from head to toe
   would have
   been
   preferable
   to nothing
   at all in the
   abyss of hell
   in separation from
   All of Nature in perception
   way and God the same then..too..
   what else.. yeah.. losing a child
   at 37 years of age.. the child living
   51 days in a medical extension of torture
   of life.. congenital anomalies.. no pathways
   to breathe.. transposal of the great vessels of
   the heart.. heart surgery and that child still survived
   as that is what life does.. no matter drought or otHeR
   circumstance.. the vine crawls up to live no matter what..
   that child died in my arms as his only relief in life was death..
   and that child would come to help save my life as i too lEarned
   what
   FucKinG
   Survive means..
   at core of Star
   dust plus
   crucible
   of fiRe
   liFE..sAMe..
   so sure.. after i came
   out of hell and the Fibromyalgia
   and the Severe Degenerative Arthritis
   in my spine precipitated by a congenitally
   fused vertebra also from birth and complications
   with the sinus area and associated Trigeminal Nerve
   as the CAT scan for that part showed my sinuses
   were so blocked from birth.. the ENT
   reviewing that CAT scan asked me
   how you do breathe.. duh..
   through my mouth of
   course.. bed
   side manners
   not really funny
   to me then.. and
   yeah.. the Coat Hanger
   Pain all around my shoulder
   and neck as a condition associated
   with Dysautonomia too.. the Severe Anxiety..
   Severe Depression.. Anhedonia.. Alexithymia..
   Mood Lability.. and Autism Spectrum Disorder finally
   diagnosed as Asperger’s Syndrome in 2008.. at
   age 47 then.. and other stuff too in a soup and
   synergy of life threatening disorders whole..
   but those were the worse of those..
   YES.. i came back to life
   on or about July 22nd
   of 2013.. a real miracle
   as assessed by the attending
   Psychotherapist who happens to
   be Catholic too.. as before that i could
   not even go into a Whataburger for the goal
   of the Doctors then for 15 minutes.. and soon
   was public dancing every where i went with leg
   strength eventually coming back above and beyond
   Elite Marines.. at my military gym.. leg pressing 1020
   Lbs 33 times with arms raised to sky now like a ballerina
   on a very difficult parallel free weight leg press machine..
   this my friends is what A vine does.. iT reaches out aCross
   the greatest challenges of life.. adapts.. survives and gRows
   even more in oTheR paths that work.. iN Hell my sister told me
   it is time for another chapter of your life.. of course she couldn’t
   see the dentist drill in my eye and ear then.. with the only thing stopping
   me then from hanging myself with a metal chain on a tree somewhere riding
   my bicycle cooling my head enough not to faint to the ground where no one
   would find me and the last chapter of my life would mean something as at least
   the Vultures would have a little more to eat that day.. yes.. the only thing stopping me
   was memories of the past that had lost their feelings and were drifting away.. after that
   i spent my afternoons on my patio looking out iF iT wasn’t too hot to pass out then.. with
   out the abiliTy to use my eyes and ears for anything for 33 months.. no reading.. no looking
   at pictures.. no listening to music.. just nothing at all.. but rearranging letters in my head like
   live spells evil and devil lived where words and letters became my only friends that i could
   relate to then.. and sooner or later to survive i would start that first word on ThanksGiving
   day of 2010.. a mountain of pain it was with computer screen brightness turned all
   the way down.. one word led to a list then a paragraph and in March
   of 2013.. on the 10th after the end of that February when
   my words of lists and facts starting gaining
   organic poetry
   legs..
   deep
   deep
   within
   a spark..
   a ROOT
   a flAMe and
   now a FucKinG
   Forest Fire of words..
   and this my friends is
   what John 14:12 means..noW..
   the original John 3:16 as originAlly
   defined by the Greeks who wrote the
   new testament means A son of God not
   the F iN only begotten son of God.. the Romans
   and others twisted the words around through mistake
   and intent as well to expand the Roman Empire and others
   the same for coins of material and power and status success..
   thing iS.. i AM A Vine WHO refuses to give up.. no different than
   the one on the shed that my wife ripped off.. and truth be tOld
   we are both vines.. me and her.. we both carry incredible crosses
   from the past and i forgive her transgressions that i do not fully
   share as cross as she’s forgives mine.. and if you don’t thiNk
   our marriage was made ‘in heaven’.. perHaps you’ve never felt
   the MaGiC oF A REAL ISREaL GOD more FORcE noW thaN NoW ‘you’
   Horatio’s will even understand/FEEL/SENSE as long you don’t
   believe in anything other than what you’ve read someone
   else other write to this point.. anything..
   is possible in this life for
   those who do not give
   up and fight for life..
   and even when
   your intent
   is to give
   up..now..
   something
   deep inside.. the
   snake that lives to
   survive will not give up
   either.. as that FOrCe is the
   crucible oF star inside that
   still lives as flAMe as torch
   that carries on way
   ward Suns..
   as sons
   and daughters
   and child of God
   oF aLL the sAMe NoW..
   this is heaVen for those
   who seek and find it.. this
   can be hell for those who do
   not believe in more than what
   they’ve read before.. the thing iS.. iF
   you believe in MaGiC there are no liMits
   or expecTaTions as long as you just do it
   and never give up.. if you do not DancE and
   SinG liFe as MaGiC.. you don’t get iT.. iT’s as
   simple and complex as that and i haven’t
   got iT alL figured out and i’LL alWays
   appreciate the so-called
   occult mysteries
   of liFE the
   most
   as all of that is
   that is God is what
   has led me to this point
   of forevermore heaven now..
   and you can scoff at T-Bow
   miracle crosses like this
   all ya like but
   that doesn’t
   take away
   the reaLitY
   oF Folks.. like our
   Happy Heavens now
   with a mustard seed and
   vine that never ends in groWth..
   tear me down and i WiLL Rise aGain..
   so let it be written.. it’s already been done
   so many dAM times for those with eYes and
   eaRs to see
   and
   hEar now..
   okay.. for the next
   trick.. and treat and
   or whatever off to dVerse
   for the Scar Quadrille now..
   i FeeL i’m prepped enough now..
   and if these words only cross my
   ears been tHeRe dONe iT BeFore..;)

   And OH yeah.. of course i could not participate
   sTiLL in the DVerse 44 word limit now to describe
   my scars.. but here’s the thing.. folks who do the
   John
   14:12
   thingies
   DO NOT FiT
   iN.. iT’S TRULY
   AS SIMPLE AS THaT..
   IF THEY FiT iN THEY DIDN’T
   GET THE JESUS/JOHN PROPHECY DONE
   AND THAT’S AS COMPLEX AS THIS..;)

   AND THAT WAS MY FREDKU
   AT THE END OF THAT
   FRED BUN TOO..
   WITH THIS
   TOO..
   reference
   Haibun and
   Haiku too..
   Jesus F iN Christ StylE NoW..;)

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9. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 7, 2016 at 5:23 PM

   Truly.. it’s
   A wonderful
   FeeLinG to
   Art Free.. take
   Money out and
   Almost anything
   WiLL coMe..
   A World
   Needs A
   UniVersal
   InCome for
   Art with
   Neither
   LiMits
   Or ExpecTaTions
   For buy.. money
   Doesn’t exist
   iN
   FReEd..;)

   i like the photo
   With the pink
   Flowers best
   As
   LiFe iS
   When Free
   My friEnd..
   Thanks for sharing..:)

   Two responses to two poems..
   one by Dean J Baker first and
   the other by Talkaholicme.. both describing
   issues with deficiencies of money and stuff like
   that.. sure.. my response is easy.. for i am Financially
   Independent at 47.. iN pArt for saving enough money
   for that over 7 years and so as Federal Employment in the
   U.S. has both a thrift savings plan that i added into from ’93
   to ’09 as such.. yeah even after i was sick for a year and a half
   as i actually had that much leave on the books to keep the pay
   coming into until both the legal system and the medical profession
   assessed me as permanently disabled while recovering into remission
   of most of the original issues.. both Asperger’s and Bi-Polar are considered
   life long disabilities that some how or another the FucK i stayed employed
   actively from ’76 to 09 for around 33 years or so.. even during the first
   year and a half of sickness on the active role then.. i was fortunate of
   course as i got hooked up into the Golden Handcuffs of Government
   work as how can ya say no to anything ‘they want’ when you are
   approaching 25 years of service and even the potential at early
   retiring at 49 years of age anyway as i started the whole
   Government Service in ’84 directly out of college at age
   24 then.. i was going to graduate school after three (BA..
   BS.. BS..) degrees and what can i say.. all the money
   ran out and i had to get a job as
   even the part time jobs with
   the Books Store and
   Archaeology Research
   Associate went away and
   so did the Janitor Job in total
   of three part time jobs too.. Bowling
   Center next as just another Beatle
   in a Desert sand looking for the
   next resource for subsistence
   while yes.. i spent another
   two years or so at my
   mother’s home until
   i rented my own
   place.. hmm..
   iF you wanna
   ever escape
   the requirement
   for earning money in
   this society.. it ain’t gonna be
   easy and next to impossible the
   way the system is increasingly falling
   to part time service jobs with no benefits
   now.. and even the full time ones.. any real
   retirement benefits.. ya gotta be kitten me as
   all humans are tools of the machine to make
   money for greater automation efficiencies
   these days as humans no longer need
   apply for benefit career lifelong jobs..
   the jobs are there but sure.. more
   than likely if you are lucky you
   will find a job you half way
   like that doesn’t
   seem like
   slave work
   the rest of the
   way until you pick
   op your Social Security
   check at 70 or whatever the
   age will be with finally some
   affordable Medicare Insurance that
   might still be 500 to a thousand dollars
   then of your 2K a month income per say..
   or so.. if you are lucky enough to make enough
   money in a lifetime to get up that high.. anyWay
   my recommendation to get up to any chance of
   financial freedom from the all mighty God of Green
   blAck back Earning Dollars is to simply NOT SPEND
   WHATEVER YOU CAN.. it’s what i still practice and
   without dedication to that for both wife and husband
   all the money i have saved could be gone sooner than
   i think now.. as Lord nows even with retirement benefits
   the wife and i pay over 800 dollars for our insurance benefits
   but no sweat as our modest 60K dollar home with mortgage
   back from ’93 is paid off now and so is our car.. helped a little
   bit by the modest inheritance my father left as Lord knows his
   goal all his life was to get rich quick.. Law Enforcement steady
   job for 46 years but between getting married four times.. two
   times to the same wife too was the hit on the pocket book
   moreover with having two kids and a measly one hundred
   bucks he paid to help me and the sister then per month..
   never the less and not more it took him to over 50 years
   of age to get his first house that would stay a home
   of his in two more moves where he still left a
   mortgage to pay off at age 82 then.. and all
   the lottery tickets he purchased as he
   left relatively little money in any
   savings account never made
   him rich but sure at least
   it gave him something
   to look forward to
   each scratch off
   that came..
   anyway.. key is.. only
   get married once.. if at all
   and surely better to get married
   for assistance if you can get along
   with someone in give and take style
   and swallowing your pride and taking
   endless nagging for every little thing
   if that is what staying together takes
   too.. hehe.. and nah.. don’t have children..
   it’s just impossible almost to save any money
   with children as naturally they do come first when
   you have them IF you are a naturally healthy nurturing
   human being.. and perHaps not wise at all to try to have
   children and/or even accidentally have them if you are not so
   predisposed for that huge responsibility there that more folks
   are forgoing now.. for both ME ME reasons and economic reality
   ones same as it’s impossible for a stay at home mom to stay
   at home now.. for the majority of folks.. oh yeah.. other thing..
   keep the same dam modest home.. and by all means get
   one in a neighborhood that don’t tale how to mow yA
   yard and all that stuff.. a house lasts a lifetime when
   purchased new and modest.. keep it a lifetime
   and pay it off as soon as possible if yA
   wanna escape the grips
   of the green bLack back
   dollar bill.. and remember
   don’t spend for the stuff yA
   don’t need iF aT all possible as
   verily all that stuff will end up in
   your garage and spare bedrooms
   if and when that space becomes available
   when there is no one sleeping in there.. oh yeah..
   and for me.. sure.. keep a car at least 10 years as these
   days modest new cars will last that long too.. i went a little
   high and stupid and bought a Sports Utiliity Vehicle before
   the price of gas sky rocketed as such.. back down to a Civic
   now.. gonna take care oF it and keep it for at least 10 years too
   as my Camaro i kept for 14 years and the Honda Passport made
   it all the way to sweet 16.. before selling it with it still looking brand
   new but never the less a gas hog it was.. with the Civic only sipping
   somewhat cheaper gas now below the four bucks or so it got
   close to back in the Passport days.. yeah.. at an average of
   25K for a Vehicle this year.. keep one 15 years instead
   of 5 years and you just banked 50K in a safe
   account if you are smart.. stock market
   never for me.. got a 4 percent guaranteed
   savings through a Whole Life Insurance account
   and the savings was always guaranteed through
   the Government Thrift Savings account too.. and
   now in these troubled times those accounts are
   earning in interest free money.. almost as much
   as i made back in ’85 in an entire year then..
   and in a Whole Life Insurance policy there are
   no penalties for withdrawal after the
   15 year surrender period is over..
   but nah.. ain’t no more 4 percent
   savings account interest as guaranteed
   now.. hmm.. yeah.. less than two percent
   or so now.. but could be none in twenty
   years or so.. just saving the money
   and not spending it is the common
   sense thing to do.. to escape the grips
   of the Green BLack Dollar that can take
   almost all your freedoms away.. slave to a job
   you hate or one that is both killing you slowly and
   or with stress too same.. and meanwhile ..Facebook
   Friend Ashe says she has run out of favors and is drained
   of human altruism too.. as surely that is what chronic and
   severe stress of never saying no to unreasonable demands
   on all your time and efforts and kindness will surely do if it
   don’t kill
   you first
   as science
   shows now
   it ain’t just no
   wife’s tale.. stress
   of the chronic severe
   kind will shorten your life
   and make it a living hell
   if you don’t die first
   where life’s
   a bitch
   so i say
   back to Ashe
   on her Facebook page..

   No can be a difficult
   word butt on the other
   Foot it can
   Save yoUr
   LiFe..;)

   And finAlly i say..
   as i still haven’t got
   back to the dVerse
   prompt on scars and in
   avoiding them.. take care of your
   health.. umm.. eat pretty healthy.. yeah..
   now move.. connect.. and create everyday
   to recreate as much as you possibly can..
   ’cause thing is.. without that the rest oF iT iT’s
   all a
   car
   wasH
   anD
   dry rot
   iN hell..;)

   Amazing isn’t it how
   a small Lady Bug
   in the desert
   like sands
   of my yard..
   can inspire
   me like this..
   all those tiny
   intricate quartz
   like grains holding hands
   iN keeping mountains of love
   upright with a friend of leave with
   veins of love that surELy has a pretty
   good
   hold
   on
   Financial
   Management
   too as remember i started
   off with minimum wage and stayed
   there from ’84 to ’93 when my non-appropriated
   fund job was kindly transferred over to Clinton
   executive order sponsored GS-5 pay grade
   appropriated funds.. service staying
   and transferred since ’84 too..
   ending up on a fast track
   to higher salaries in the
   last few years of
   my total career
   reaching pay grade
   GS-9 to GS-11 in
   what they eventually
   named NF-4 as i moved
   back to non-appropriated
   funds to keep my full time job
   at the end with the same Civil
   Service benefits then.. i was truly
   fortunate to actually save overall with
   assets close to half a million dollars then
   albeit when i was sick the wife went on somewhat
   of a spending spree that the other side of the executive
   branch would have never approved if well.. but still there
   is enough money to last for the rest of my life no matter
   what as i gotta handle back on the financial reins now
   both to our satisfaction as the wife’s dream to
   buy Kohl’s has disappeared now.. tongue
   in cheek as she truly is low maintenance
   as any woman’s taste in stuff i’ve
   even heard of to this point now
   hehe.. as verily women are
   the natural gatherers
   and storers as
   men
   are
   the short
   spurt hunt
   folks who get
   in for the ‘kill’ of the
   high fat content meats
   and get out quick and
   kick back with a Newspaper
   still or the NFL.. NBL.. AFC..
   Video Game or whatever replaces
   the tribal male instinct for war after that..
   and that’s where folks like Tim Tebow come
   in now.. to naturally fill the wHole of wars of death..
   sure as he makes the Grade iN Major League of Baseball too..:)

   Okay.. does that solve all your financial problems
   and ensure happiness too.. well true don’t forget
   my trUe religion @lEAst to Dance and Sing and
   for the rest of the first world problem globe..
   this global expanding Brexit thingie that
   has come in Orange Trump form
   in the Good Old U.S. of A
   is the heartburn of
   the cost of stuff
   (except for
   insurance
   of course)
   going way way
   down as what once
   paid for employee
   benefits as such is now
   cost saved out by robots
   of automation and cheap
   other global labor too..
   as the wealth
   gets spread
   around the
   world
   a little more
   the the extreme chagrin
   of folks in rust-belt like
   places who wore the blue
   collar hands on UniForms
   as such putting stuff toGeTher
   and all of that by actual sweat
   of the brow and things like that..
   when scarcity arises folks wanna hold on
   to the grain in the silos.. no longer as generous..
   no longer as empathic and giving and sharing.. they
   just plain get scared when there don’t seem to be enough
   to make subsistence in all the ways that comes over what
   truly isn’t core survival necessary of wants that feel just as
   real as needs for want want want.. the answers are always the
   same in smaller homogenous cultures of humans to share and give
   and love without restraint.. but hey in a mixing pot of cultural complexity
   like this with the jobs the past gone away with realistically almost no
   change of substantially bringing them back in this new world now..
   sure.. it’s common sense.. conservative ways increasingly rule..
   only way to stop it is if the rich give up more of their grain
   and we take care of folks overall holding hands the
   best we can.. honestly overall that’s not how
   life works in the big cities of human
   populations now.. laws
   will have to made
   more for a social
   net if give and
   share.. less
   anarchy and
   chaos eventually
   cuts the population of everything
   on this planet in World War III.. and after
   several thousand years the beatle roams free
   in lush forests away from desert sands again..
   in other words enjoy it while you can.. ‘that
   Beatle’ dAm sure ain’t worried about any
   world
   war
   III..
   no pesticides
   or even fertilizer
   in my yard as remember
   this is the Garden of Eden out of
   the current Ball of Confusion and purgatory too..
   on
   EArth
   as humans
   chagrin another
   day in the Super-Walmart
   check out stuff lanes that never rise
   to
   a
   Happy
   Dance and
   Song unless you
   just do it and say
   no i’LL
   Fuck
   the
   rest
   of this shit now..
   yes i know.. easier said
   and done by an ISREaL Peter Pan..
   never the less i lived in purgatory and hell
   too
   been
   tHEre
   dOne it
   escaped nOw FReED..:)

   Jesus F. iN Christ
   this sHit iS Long..
   and sTiLL
   have yet
   to
   make
   it to the
   scar prompt yet..;)

   But perHaps all i needed
   was one word from dVerse
   as often happens now..
   hehe
   haha
   Free rules now..:)

   And hey.. iF noThing
   else iT’s
   MY
   pARTy..;)

   If you made
   iT this far
   sure..
   you’re
   sTiLL invited..;)

   WiTH..

   Fearless SmARt
   Unconditional
   loVe
   and
   aLL oF
   thaT iS2..;)

   Hmm.. miGht as WeLL finish
   up shAring the Facebook Memories
   of the day which there are a few to
   do as nows
   go by.. STiLL Now..;)

   Fun Fred Santa photo
   with two of my
   customer
   service
   friends
   2 years
   ago then..
   from the FUN
   Hard Rock Cafe
   in Church group tour
   bus way.. and oh yeah..
   best advice oF aLL.. PLAY
   and make
   every
   FucKinG
   experience
   C A L LeD
   liFE ranging
   from dARk to
   liGht and RainBoW
   BeYond colors holy
   and sacred and even
   arrive alive in the bliss
   and the heaven and
   the nirvana oF
   alWays
   Forevernow
   as imAginaTioN
   and creAtivity
   moVes
   and
   conNecTS
   with all that iS
   aka God aS WeLL
   as any hUman TsUnAmi
   oF loVe WiLL continue to jusT DO..
   SmArt FeArLESs NOW and FREE..:)

   Molly WOLVES AND GEMINI FULL Moon

   Molly WOLVES AND GEMINI FULL Moon.. hmm.. two year ago memory
   for a Gemini Full Moon and the best parts over the only 740 words
   in this one. . are the overall Beach photos from Biloxi..
   including Christmas Boat show on the
   Biloxi Bay.. as well as
   many fun
   dance
   photos
   too
   with one
   of my first
   favorite artful
   all pg rated underwear
   ones too.. stuck in the middle
   hehe
   as
   such
   back then..
   oh yeah.. i didn’t
   mention it before
   in that other pARt
   but don’t forget physical
   and emotional intelligence
   practiced does most definitely
   mean use it or lose iT aS onE
   grows older too.. so many ways
   to do that in moderation these days
   and even legally and somewhat socially
   appropriately shaRinG as art and perHaps
   stimulating more of the human experience
   iN
   Heaven
   on EARth2..
   thing is.. like
   the Ice Princess
   said.. let it go.. just be FuN
   build your ice castles hEar
   in spRinG.. SummEr fALL
   and
   WintEr
   too wHere
   the warm
   stuff
   alWays liveS noW..
   And by the way.. Olivia
   Newton John said the
   same thing in SonG and
   DancE iN thAT old movie Grease
   that is surely applicable in lubricating the
   wheels
   of life
   Fresh
   today wHere
   you are only
   as young as
   you can FeeL
   and SenSE aLL oF liFE noW..
   tHEre are so many easy solutions
   i could give the church in Mass on
   Sunday for heaven now.. but nah..
   that’s not appropriate ..and why A thief
   in the
   night
   must
   come online..
   as jUST anotHeR
   KinG David prophecy
   comeS oNline aS WeLL too..
   Like
   ‘they’ say2..
   drive
   thru
   and come aGAin 2..;)

   666 Months of LiGht

   666 Months of LiGht.. from a year ago.. on December 6th as
   i celebrate 666 months of liFE on the Planet Earth..
   also my Grandfather.. the XCatholic Priest’s
   120 anniversary of his birth date
   too as Synchronicities
   come in
   all symbols
   and forms
   and essence
   of purpose and
   meaning in liFE for
   those who FeeL
   and SeNSE and
   kNow essence
   of all that is
   aka
   God
   as all that is
   in how God communicates
   with those with totAlly open
   eYes and ears that see and hear
   more than books alone of yesternows..:)

   OtHEr than that i show ya how long and
   strong my tongue iS in the Christmas
   story not getting stuck
   on and
   Indian
   Summer
   Tree on
   the River
   wHeRE i was
   raised allone wiTh God
   of Nature wHole before
   i could.. speak at age 3 as such..
   the human tongue IS A strongest
   muscle of the human orgaNism
   oh what
   that thing
   can
   do when
   fully unleashed
   and released too hEhe..
   as ‘some women’ who have
   fELt and kNown me more could surEly
   tale ya too.. as sure.. i ‘talk too much’..
   heHe
   and
   stuff
   like that
   as i don’t
   need to drink
   liquor.. instead as such..;)

   (remember.. i was voted
   the wittiest boy in
   second
   grade
   private
   Catholic
   School in
   Tallahassee.. *FL…;)

   *The state FL that’s shaped
   like a gun that means floWer state..;)

   MIRROR times MIRROR

   MIRROR times MIRROR.. a somewhat
   enigma of a Palindrome that weighs in at
   1644 words where the original founder of
   dVerse.. nice guy.. Brian.. also known as Mr.
   X.. didn’t think i was for real when i sAid
   i would do one that would be over 1000
   words long.. thing is..
   remember
   John
   14:12..
   this is one
   of those
   going down
   for iSReaL things..
   no myths here.. cut
   straight to the heARt.. the
   SpiRit and the SoUL of the entire matter..
   and this cAMe iN from June of 2015.. i muSt
   have just been flexing my form muscles of
   poetry too.. sure.. i can do iT probably as
   well as anyone else but
   it’s just so
   cold
   and
   restricted
   no matter how
   well it fits the guidelines
   of complexity and structure
   beFore uPside dOwn in rEverse
   and all aRound as such.. iT serves
   a purpose like all other prison walls
   aS
   conserving
   yesternows do..
   and this just shows
   i can it do it too if
   i wanted to
   sTick
   iN priSon too..
   nah.. i’ll stick my
   tongue(s) OUT
   inStead..
   aLL ‘A
   FReED..
   sorry iF iT
   offends but i’M Free
   botTom FucKinG liNe oF liFE noW..;)

   And finally a photo shared on Facebook
   of Katrina celebrating my 666 month of
   existence on planet earth last December
   noting with cartwheel that the bridge iS opening
   to the year 2016 wHere a GodUniVerse Novel would
   come first on Christmas of 2015.. nah.. not January first..
   the first day the Sun stArts iTs travel back to SpRinG and SuMmER
   more past Spring Equinox to Summer Soltice too.. right after the Winter
   Solstice ends.. too.. and to be clear i love the mythical story of the baby Jesus
   and the three wise men.. and even the virgin birth and all that stuff.. it’s not the
   first or last time that myth has been told to support essence of trUth and liGht to
   spread a story in vehicles and vessels houSing trUth and liGht and deep deep down
   in our human
   archetypes
   as all life
   that depends
   on Sun for life at
   very crucible as stars
   burst for poTenTial sentient
   Star duST plus liFe.. sure.. i worship
   all of what that is that creates this wonderful
   gift of star life now.. and sure of course that includes
   the Sun.. and all this else.. even myths that carry the essence
   to now
   within
   as human
   archetypes same
   stored in our genetic
   memory in DNA way for
   all our ancestors who struggle
   to make this gift oF liFE now.. i sEE/
   FeeL/SeNsE this ‘world’ and appreciate iT all for this
   giFt of life provided to me iN all that is that comes BefoRe..
   Sure it’s
   worth celebrating
   with 12 million words
   since ThanksGiving of
   2010 through Hell through
   Heaven through all that is i experience
   for Now all that is.. and the 6666 miles of
   dance arriving at the end of December of 2016
   in 40 months or so.. is just another average of
   166.66 miles a month too.. sure all coincidences
   Horatio’S huh.. do realize what all of this is.. proof baby
   of
   more
   of
   more
   of
   more
   John 14:12 STUFF..
   to borrow juST another
   Vessel and Vehicle HouSinG
   huMan Archetypal TruTh and liGht..
   don’t matter who wrote it and i give whoever
   that is as much credit as the Jesus baby too..
   aS iN numerology this 9 year of 2016 is also
   coming to an end..2 plus 0 plus 1 plus 6
   yes as 9 as such.. 2017.. will
   be
   number
   1.. as
   SpRing
   coMes aGain
   iN Pan aRound..:)

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10. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 7, 2016 at 11:24 PM

    Inculcated with deliverable accents….

    WeLL.. FRiEnD Fred here.. gigoid..
    And Oh Lord ‘that’ was a long
    long moment iN getting here
    as the time iS juSt
    totAlly
    esCaPinG
    unto now
    for now
    today
    for
    now.. sMiLes..
    but as Arnold says..
    i’M back.. i’m Back AGAiNoW..;)

    “When washing your face, can you see your true self?”

    Can’t stand a wash cloth on any part of my body..;)

    “When walking, can you feel the rotation of heaven?”

    Yes.. as aLL walKing Now bEcoMes floating hiGh
    DancE iN clouds alWays noW aS butterFly SinG..:)

    “When speaking are your words without guile?”

    OnLY mileStones floW iN ZonE NoW..:)

    “When you shop are you
    aware of your needs?”

    FucK shopping.. Katrina does that..
    i’M jUst tHeir to dance and shoot photos
    and bEcoMe the subject of video voyeurs aS weLL..;)

    “When you meet the suffering, do you help?”

    i DancE and
    SinG liKe any
    clown will do
    now when
    enCounTering
    misery and suffeRing
    to cheer the crowd uP..
    not everyone wants that though..
    sAdly
    enough..;)

    “When you meet conflict,
    do you work toward harmony?”

    Sure.. DancE
    And SonG iN
    Peace and Harmony
    like coke with no drugs..;)

    ~ Deng Ming-Dao ~~
    (‘per quote lines’)

    “Metaphysical totalitarianism of any kind stifles the freedom we have as human beings.
    It is not acceptable to have a religion where the alternative to faith is punishment
    – that’s how you train dogs, not develop people.”

    ~~ Deng Ming-Dao ~~

    Religions with harm
    do no
    Golden Rule/Dao..:)

    For me at lEast.. i skip
    all the rules and
    regulations..
    instructions
    and
    guideliens
    and simply live
    forevernoW iN a soft
    purr like Yellow Boy2..;)

    “When I think back on all the crap I learned in high school…”

    ~~ Simon & Garfunkel, “Kodachrome”

    Yes precisely like
    that purr
    school..;)

    “Look to the essence of a thing,
    whether it be a point of doctrine,
    of practice, or of interpretation.”

    ~~ Marcus Aurelius Antoninus, Meditations, viii, 22 ~~

    A
    FucKinG
    A allone..:)

    “Were I a nightingale, I would act the part of a nightingale;
    were I a swan, the part of a swan.”

    ~~ Epictetus, Discourses, Book i, Chap. xvi ~~

    i’LL do
    both..
    Y not..;)

    “Long years must pass
    before the truths we have made for ourselves
    become our very flesh.”

    ~~ Paul Valery ~~

    Sure.. some
    words can
    bEcome organic too..
    take Romance Novels
    for example and moonlit reads..;)

    “Neither fear, nor wish for, your last day.”

    ~~ Martial (40-102 AD), — Epigram x, 47 ~~

    Oh Lord..
    the
    problem
    with religions..
    SOLVED here..;)

    “Do not try to live forever. You will not succeed.”

    ~~ George Bernard Shaw ~~

    Of course not..
    don’t try to do it..
    juST dO iT forevermorenow…;)

    “Pick up my guitar and play, just like yesterday..”

    ~~ The Who, “Won’t Get Fooled Again” ~~

    With
    new
    tunes of Course..
    aS instruments oF
    Nature move.. connect
    And create alWays morE noW..;)

    Just using a
    Little tactile
    Sensitivity
    For humor
    And
    A little
    Detour
    For
    The sake
    Of Novelty
    For in my case
    Taking all of life too
    Seriously literally
    Almost killed
    Me.. not gonna
    Be too much of a
    Habit though
    For
    Overall
    Humor
    In yin
    And
    Yang
    As Dao
    SmArt
    Bee might say..
    And surely there
    Could be deePer
    Meaning iN every
    Word that EsCapes
    First glance
    To even the
    Writer
    That
    Is not
    SoMe thing
    i have explain to
    You as a greaTest
    LiGht
    Is humor
    Although dry
    Doesn’t suit
    Everyone’s
    Taste..;)

    All iN
    Loving spirit
    My friEnd..:)

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11. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 8, 2016 at 10:56 AM

    #yearinreview2016 .. Hmm.. we are so lucky to live in
    an era where so much is provided to us.. totally free of
    charge as Facebook does all the work to provide another
    trip around the sun in review of the ‘liked points’ of what
    i did in profile pics for the year.. yes.. offering me
    the benefit of the doubt to change what
    i don’t like but hey this is Facebook..
    where i FucKinG liKe almost everything..
    hehe.. as surely my 5217 likes of other folks stuff
    well exceeds the reciprocation of that but as i say..
    i make all stuff holy and sacred in life.. with meaning and
    purpose and that is why i dance and sing for joy and am
    the happiest ‘boy’ in the entire world perHaps.. as i make
    a science out oF art for joy.. and it simply FucKinG works
    as that is pARt of Gnosis too.. as if it ain’t happy
    what is the point of this whole FucKinG
    shooting match that IS NOW Heaven
    anyWay.. as God miGht say
    through all the laborious
    efforts in outer space
    rinGinG this isREaL opportunity
    for Heaven now that surprisingly all
    do not see and hear and feel and sense as
    they look forward to something after death that
    can be A real heaven that we can create as whole
    on Earth if we just FucKinG opened our eYes and
    Ears and SenSes and FeeLinGs and left our
    countries of frOwny Face far far behind
    more appreciating this amazing FucKinG
    Gift oF liFe here on EARth.. so you miGht
    ask why i dance all naked and sensual in public
    in avenues of restricted adult art.. WeLL ’cause i
    celebrate God no Different than King David would
    if you really understood that he was saying Heaven
    can be now too for those who set their selves free in
    Happy that yes includes both humor and sensuaLiTy too..
    beyond the corsets and stuff of the Old T and New T same
    where frOwny face has been the rule of both illusory fears..
    and empty promises.. making this earth into hell.. instead of
    a potential of heaven at hand now.. ISREAL.. play naked like
    a Buddha stripped down to TruTh and liGht all Natural is what i
    Just do.. as the founding father’s say in the U.S. of A.. the pursuit
    of happiness is the purpose of liFe toGeThER of course in doing
    no harm to others.. wHeRe us freER folkS iN Heaven can do it
    all free on restricted adult links if we so care to air out our Vicky
    and Herman secrets too..;)

    Just another Facebook Memory to date freely
    provided by the Algorithm assistant.. A Post from
    4 years ago.. yes.. somewhat active on Facebook in
    2012 while i was finishing up my deadzone and
    before i hit the poetic streak at the end
    of February 2013 moving into
    March of that year.. noting
    here my Grandfather’s bio on Wiki..
    and he also wrote many more books beyond
    these two most noted two.. and nah.. he wasn’t
    the Catholic Church’s favorite ex-communicated priest
    by far by far by far.. as they pretty much determined he
    was going to hell for disagreeing with the top dogs there as
    such.. these days they are just trying to keep the pews filled up..
    a little less hold on the populace than what swords used to make..
    burning at the stake. etc.. iN torture for those who didn’t believe in
    what they believed in.. not too much different than modern day ISIS
    but you will not hear that reality when the past of the church is
    addressed in church as Constantine is considered a Saint
    with no attention paid to his adherence to
    cold blooded murder.. not much
    different than ISIS leaders today..
    lots of stuff is sugar coated.. particularly
    the facts of science now of biblical study that
    no one really knows who of all the real Jesus was
    as 40 years of Aramaic illiterate folks making up new
    round table stories as they went on desert trails in only
    oral tradition.. and the elite Greeks who were literate..
    writing down what they thought should be
    remembered among many so-called
    oral tradition round table
    Christian sects ranging
    from believing in one to twelve
    Gods and then the scribes who
    copied mistakes and changed it more
    from hand to hand for centuries on the whim
    of what their so-called holy spirit told ’em should be in there..
    before and after the Roman Empire Nicene council in 325 AD..
    where Jesus was made in to a Soldier Sun Sword God..
    in adherence with the Mithra Flavor of religion of the
    region to help expand the Roman Empire
    where most folks were singing
    off a common choir sheet and of
    course a similar virgin birth story around
    the Winter Solstice in Egyptian mythology
    with the baby Horus and the Virgin birth of him..
    with the Egyptian Mother Goddess Isis who surely
    looks a whole lot like the modern day Katrina.. hehe..
    anyWay the trUth and liGht will set ya free only if you
    are strong enough to sing off the established myths
    and actual downright lies used to control folks and
    subjugate them through made up illusory fears
    and empty promises where yes.. even
    through all those myths enough
    liGht and TruTh is carried over
    in these vehicles and vessels of myths
    that can also house elements of TrUth and liGht too..
    like those Victoria’s Secret Models in front of the Mall store
    that say if you buy tHeir sexy remnants of clothes.. every
    man will salivate when they cross your path..
    where women come into control more
    so than the covered up women
    of the Old T way that went
    many centuries over into the
    Victorian era of covering up human
    skin until Vicky’s Secret got some air..;)

    “Leo Herbert (1895-1950) was an Irish author, editor, and director of a Protestant ministry, Christ’s Mission in New York. He was an accomplished priest in the Roman Catholic Church who later in life converted to Protestantism and served as the editor of The Converted Catholic Magazine. He authored magazine articles, books and pamphlets, condemning the programs and activities of the Roman Catholic Church.
    Educational background and priesthood
    Leo was born in 1895 in Kingstown, County Dublin, Ireland, to Edmund and Emma.[1] He attended Mungret College in Limerick, and All Hallows College in Dublin. He was awarded advanced academic degrees in theology, including a Licentiate of Sacred Theology (STL) and Doctorate of Divinity (DD).[2]
    In 1918, Leo entered the University de Propaganda Fide in Rome, Italy, and was ordained a priest of the Roman Catholic Church in St. John Lateran. He served as a Roman Catholic priest in Europe and South Africa. For several years, he served as a negotiator in legal matters at the Vatican. Following his activities at the Vatican, he went to the United States, where he served as a priest in Florida. During his time in the US, he continued his education at New York University, earning a Master’s degree.
    Publications
    Behind the Dictators, Leo H., (New York: Agora Publishing Co., 1942)
    Vatican policy in the second world war, Leo H., (New York: Agora Publishing Co., 1945)”

    Facebook Friend Greg and
    Fellow Employee from the
    Bowling Center for almost
    two decades shares a
    slide of
    a quote
    that says..
    “IF YOU DON’T
    STAND UP FOR
    OTHER’S WHEN
    THEIR RIGHTS
    ARE BEING
    TRAMPLED
    WHO WILL STAND UP FOR
    YOU WHEN IT’S
    YOUR RIGHTS
    THAT ARE
    TRAMPLED”
    so of course..
    i go ON and
    on
    to say.. then..
    and now 2..
    Yep.. and folks
    think the Nazi rise
    thingy and other
    Fascist stuff
    was/iS just
    an historical
    anomaly.. nah..
    it’s pArt sTiLL of the
    dARk side of human
    nature that will resort
    to all kinds of fresh hell
    when life is viewed as less
    than a spirit of abundance..
    scarcity
    kills..
    always
    has always will..
    even if that kill
    is ‘only’ a P grab
    to be swept under
    the gutter oF liFe..
    Trump is a very very poor
    man when it comes to real
    male self-esteem.. it shows
    from head to toe in comb over..
    and sure that reflects the other segments
    of our
    society
    too.. as when
    males lose their
    self esteem and social
    roles same.. they lose their COOL..
    wHeRe Trump is a transparent FOOL..
    if he can ‘dance naked’ in front of the world..
    he’LL
    prove
    me wrong..
    or at least prove
    he’s a COLD ASS HONKY..;)

    i’Ve addressed scars enough in this current MacroVerse..
    so i’M not going back to dVerse to entertain the
    wildly popular dVerse scar’s prompt.. as most
    every poet and or other artist
    has deep dArk
    and scars
    to share
    no different
    than me.. an important
    place to visit.. but surely
    not a place to wHeRe yoUr weLcome
    out in.. as dArkness is most definitely
    contagious.. particularly to the more sensitive
    empaths among us who have a hard time shutting
    off that siNk of sucKing in the EmoTiOns of oTheRs..
    so.. anyWay.. i’LL likely end this current MaCroVerse
    number 727.. with title sTill soon to arrive.. with a full
    quote of a MacroVerse of 1824 words from two
    years ago.. as dVerse also has a Tuesday
    prompt based on recipes for life..
    beyond food per say/feel/sense..
    and for me
    this is
    an
    existential
    recipe for both
    existence and God
    oF Nature.. that is worth
    sharing in whole.. as i did my
    best to share it on a Wrong Planet
    two years ago.. with little notice of course
    as they take life mostly literal with little right
    brain spirit of interpreting more than black and white
    of liFe.. truly.. tHeir is so much more to experience when
    one opens up that other Hemisphere noW in metaphor for
    intelligence.. yes.. emotional.. physical.. spiritual sAMe
    with sensory inTeLLiGence too.. perHaps this poTential
    mUSt be watered almost from the day of biRth to grow
    a Garden of more than bLack and white fActs and iN
    that case perHaps i was sadly wasting my time and
    space iF folks truly are only chosen by mostly
    the love they receive early as food and drink
    oF liFE and a fertility of ImaGiNAtiOn and
    creatiVity that is fed within more than
    an external purple dinosaur named
    Barney.. liFe is generated from
    within.. alWays has
    beeN alWays
    WiLL now..
    Muted
    by the sun outside
    or generated by the sun inside..:)

    And now to “Angel Devil FRED”..

    Angel Devil FRED

    IN
    MY
    opinion..
    the issue of difficulty
    in Understanding GOD..
    is in both definition
    and
    way of thinking
    about GOD…
    First of all..
    GOD
    is not
    a
    noun..
    GOD
    IS
    a
    Beneficial
    FORCE
    OVERALL…
    AND GOD WORKS…
    And THAT IS WHY GOD IS LOVE
    BEYOND THE AFFECTIONATE AND JEALOUS
    DEFINITION OF LOVE as it is defined
    in western materialistic cultures that seek to own instead of share…
    GOD IS THE TRUTH OF NATURE AS IS PER MOTHER NATURE TRUE…
    GOD is both the Universe and what may exist beyond the Universe
    that Human MAY NOT yet be able to see
    AKA
    ALL THAT IS..
    with the scribe
    of GOD also known as Science…
    SO GOD IS NEITHER HE NOR THERE…
    GOD
    IS tHere
    otherwise KnowN as ALL…
    All these are ARE words AND WITHOUT
    the Wisdom that COMES through
    the GIFT OF GOD’S DARKNESS
    AKA THE Hard Knocks of Life
    THE ESSENCE OF WHAT
    i am saying here MAY NOT
    BE truly HEARD OR SEEN..
    by those WITHOUT
    THE GIFT OF DARKNESS OF LOVE
    THAT CAN bring awakening
    aka
    ENLIGHTENMENT IN LIFE
    through the GIFT OF CHALLENGE AND CHANGE..
    which in science talk means epigenetics and neuroplasticity…
    So yes.. even through the science of
    COGNITIVE
    BEHAVIORAL THERAPY
    the scribe of science continues
    to CATCH UP TO one of the oldest
    books of WISDOM
    NAMED the I CHING
    and the philosophy of ZEN…
    GOD IS ZEN…
    GOD IS JUST BEING…
    GOD IS HOW THIS WHOLE DAM THING WORKS
    AS TAPESTRY INSTEAD OF JUST THE DEVIL OF DETAILS…
    AND TO LET ALL THE LIES OF CULTURAL ILLUSIONS GO..
    YES.. LET IT GO.. Like THAT young PRINCESS
    and eventually Queen of the dark of ICE
    DID SAY AS THE DARK OF COLD
    NEVER BOTHERED HER ANYWAY…
    AND THEN i SAY NOW
    as well as a MILLION AND MORE
    other Awakened ENLIGHTENED folks
    through the Power of the LOVE
    OF GOD’S DARKNESS THIS..
    GO! WITH GOD’S GRAVITY
    OF JUST WHAT IS
    AKA
    TRUE JUSTICE
    as
    JUSTICE
    IS TRULY JUST
    FLOWING WITH THE RIVER
    OF GOD AND ACCEPTING IT AS IS…
    TO GO AGAINST THE GRAVITY OF GOD..
    AS STEPHEN Hawking now identifies god literally
    AS THE FORCE OF GRAVITY
    and not metaphorically like THIS
    PER THE OVERALL FORCE
    OF NATURE AKA
    GOD IS NoT BEING FREE…
    TRUE JUSTICE IS IN ESCAPING
    THE LIES OF CULTURE..
    INCLUDING ALL THAT TRIBAL RELIGION CRAP…
    i DID THIS JUST by taking off as many of the clothes of culture..
    THEN IN MY EARLY 20’s.. AS possible…
    WALKING the totAlly desolate pristine SUGAR WHITE SAND
    WITH BREEZE INSPIRING SWAYING SEA OATS
    BEING allONE WITH THE ENDLESS RHYTHM
    OF THE EMERALD GREEN gulf WAVES
    OF This BEACH OF GOD IN KNOWING
    AND BEING IN NOW
    that THIS IS my home
    OF TRUE NATURE
    THAT IS GOD
    and not
    the CAVE OF
    CULTURE
    ALONE…
    i DID IT AGAIN..
    STARTING AT AGE 47
    THROUGH THE GIFT
    OF 19 MEDICALLY documented disorders
    through five years.. including type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
    that is like someone drilling one’s teeth without Novocain..
    except the pain was in my right eye and ear..
    losing effective use of both and being forced
    out of the Lies of culture
    WHETHER
    i WANTED TO
    OR NOT…
    AND THEN THE GREATEST GIFT..
    AS THE GIFT OF GOD OF LOOKING WITHIN
    THROUGH INNATE INSTINCT AND INTUITION
    AND LEARNING THE GIFT OF GOD AS IS..
    to cure myself as the doctor gave me
    NO CHANCE OF RECOVERY
    AT ALL AND
    YES
    i still have his words documented to this day…
    My other doctor.. my rheumatologist..
    who was treating me for Dysautonomia.. Sjogren’s Syndrome.. Fibromyalgia.. Spinal Stenosis.. Severe Degenerative arthritis in my spine.. a congenitally fused T-6 vertebrae as the source of the early onset degenerative arthritis..
    TOLD ME TO GO HOME
    AS NONE OF HIS PAIN DRUGS
    COULD TOUCH THE GIFT OF PAIN
    THAT I EXPERIENCED…
    AND THE WORST PAIN OF ALL
    WAS LOSING ALL EMOTIONS AND YES
    i WOULD HAVE RATHER HAD THE WORST PAIN
    KNOWN to MANKIND THAN LIVE AS
    TOTALLY NUMB AS DEAD IN LIFE…!
    SO..
    YES..
    OVER
    THE COURSE OF
    THOSE FIVE YEARS..
    as i was forced to look within
    and eventually through
    THE TRUE KNOWING
    AND HEALING POWER
    OF MASTERY OF
    THE HUMAN MIND
    OVER THE HUMAN MIND
    IN RELATIVE FREE WILL
    i healed ALL 19 medical disorders
    myself with the HELP OF THE GOD
    OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE…
    THROUGH INSTINCT.. INTUITION AND FEELING
    i learned to REGULATE AND balance EMOTIONS
    AND SENSORY INTEGRATION
    THROUGH THE GIFT OF GOD
    OF THE TRUE HUMAN POTENTIAL of the human mind
    THROUGH THE ART OF PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE
    MOVING THROUGH
    DISTANCE AND SPACE
    WITH THE GOLDEN
    SPIRAL MEAN
    OF 1.618…
    YES..
    i
    learned
    to Move
    all body parts
    in 360 degrees of movement
    AND AS THE SCRIBE OF SCIENCE NOW SHOWS
    physical intelligence and
    emotional intelligence
    work as ONE
    FORCE OF
    HUMAN BEING TO
    REGULATE BOTH EMOTIONS AND
    SENSORY INTEGRATION OF HUMAN BEING…
    So yes.. I JUST DID IT.. LIKE MY FRIENDS AT NIKE SAY..
    and continue to
    CURE MYSELF
    PER THE INNATE POTENTIAL OF HUMAN POWER
    OF SELF HEALING ALL 19 MEDICAL DISORDERS..
    INCLUDING
    THE reciprocal
    social communication functional disability
    that at one time did not all allow me AT ALL
    to be the ‘SOCIAL BUTTERFLY’
    i am in real life now…
    SO YEAH.. i FOR ONE SEE GOD
    AS ALL GOOD ALL THE TIME NOW..
    BUT WITHOUT SEEING THE TRUE TAPESTRY
    OF DARK AND LIGHT..
    IT IS ONLY A FOGGY NIGHT AND DAY IN NOW OF LIFE…
    AND I HOPE.. only hope.. for someone.. anyone.. to catch a SPARK
    of the LIGHT i LIVE ALL THE TIME NOW IN THE GOOD OF GOD through these inefficient words of human written symbols of language to EXPRESS THE TAPESTRY OF WHAT IS…
    BUT A GOLDEN SPIRAL DANCE OF THE GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE
    DOES TELL THE TALE MUCH BETTER THAN WORDS ALONE…
    SO.. YES.. i CONTINUE TO TELL THAT TALE
    OF NON-VERBAL DANCE..
    NOW FOR 2700 MILES..
    spanning 15 MONTHS
    IN TAI CHI
    BALLET LIKE WAY
    IN PUBLIC PLACES
    ALL OVER MY METRO AREA
    AS IT TELLS THE TALE OF GOD
    AKA MOTHER NATURE TRUE..
    MORE THAN WORDS WILL EVER DO ALONE…
    AND YES.. OUR SO-CALLED PRIMITIVE ANCESTORS
    CONNECTED THROUGH GOD
    IN A SIMILAR WAY
    UNDER THE FULL MOON LIGHT
    AND WOODED FIRE LIT NIGHTS
    GYRATING HIPS AND TORSOS
    AND JUST LETTING
    LEGS.. ARMS..
    FINGERS.. AND TOES GO..
    IN THE GOLDEN SPIRAL MEAN OF 1.618
    AND FLOWING WITH GOD’S TRUE GRAVITY
    INSTEAD OF FLYING ON TERRESTRIAL PLANE
    AGAINST IT
    WITH THE LIES OF ABSTRACTLY CREATED
    SO CALLED INTELLIGENT LANGUAGE AND CULTURE…
    YES..
    THEY DANCED TOGETHER INSTEAD OF ALONE..
    LIKE I DO WHEN i RAVE DANCE WITH
    20 SOMETHING YEAR OLDS..
    NOW MOVING INTO MY
    37TH WEEK OF
    JUST
    DOING
    THAT
    SO
    NO
    THE
    FALL
    OF THE
    MYTHICAL BIBLE
    WAS
    AND IS
    COMPLEX
    HUMAN LANGUAGE
    AND THE SUBJUGATING
    DOMINATING
    LIES OF CULTURE..
    NOT THE NATURAL APPLE OF GOD
    THAT IS FREE FOR THOSE WHO
    COME TO TRULY SEE
    AND HEAR IT
    WITH EYES AND EARS
    OF GOD GIVEN
    INSTINCT.. INTUITION..
    AND MOVEMENT THROUGH
    THE EMOTING POWER
    OF THE EMOTION OF
    SONG AND DANCE OF LIFE..
    AS TRUE GOD GIVEN GIFT OF LIGHT
    THAT WE ARE BORN WITH INNATELY
    JUST WAITING TO COME BACK TO US IN TRUTH..
    IF WE CAN LOOK THROUGH THE LENS OF LITTLE CHILDREN
    AGAIN AND TRULY SEE THE LIGHT AND DARK OF GOD
    AS ONE FORCE
    THAT WE
    CAN
    SHARE
    AND IS
    ALL THAT IS
    INSIDE.. OUTSIDE..
    ABOVE AND SO BELOW…
    Well
    of course TRULY
    ON COURSE AS IS
    GOD needs not contemplate
    AS GOD JUST IS JUSTICE AS IS.
    IN FACT.. GOD NEEDS NOT AT ALL..
    AS GOD IS ALL…
    IT ONLY
    ‘TAKES
    A
    ROCKET SCIENTIST’
    TO THINK OTHERWISE…
    MY
    CAT CAN
    FIGURE THIS OUT
    WITHOUT ANY WORDS
    AT
    ALL
    AS MY CAT
    JUST
    IS
    AND
    IS GOD TOO…
    SO YEAH..TRULY MY CAT
    IS JUST ANOTHER MASTER
    OF THE UNIVERSE
    IN TRUTH AND
    JUSTICE AS IS…
    HUMANS CAN THINK
    THEIR WAY TO LITERAL HUMAN HELL…
    HA-HA! HUMANS THINK THEY DOMINATE THE WORLD..
    AND
    OVERALL..
    THEY CANNOT EVEN
    MASTER THEIR OWN MINDS…
    MY CAT PURRS AT SILLY HUMANS
    AS HE ROLLS IN THE SANDS OF EARTH
    AND HUGS THE GRASS
    OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE…
    MEANWHILE HUMANS
    ARE WALKING
    LIKE ROBOTS AND OR ZOMBIES
    IN THE AISLES OF SUPER
    WAL-MART ALL ALONE…
    i CHOOSE ALLONE WITH RELATIVE FREE WILL…
    AND SO DOES MY CAT WITH NO NEED FOR WORDS AT ALL…
    COMPLEX LANGUAGE.. SO-CALLED STANDARD INTELLIGENCE OF IT
    MEASURED AS SUCH..
    AND COMPLEX CULTURE CAN KILL THE POTENTIAL FOR HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL.
    i AND MY CAT FOR TWO ARE FREE WITH THE REAL GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE…
    But again.. ‘just i Ce’ in only my opinion…
    AND MY CAT JUST PURRS IN CONTENT INSTEAD OF CONTEMPT FOR GOD AS MY CAT JUST TOTaLLY LIVES the TRUE SACRED UNCONDITIONAL LOVE OF GOD…
    Culture is A ‘Virus’
    NOT HUMANS
    AND
    OR GOD…
    and A VIRUS
    IS GOD truly2
    More simply PUT
    THERE IS NO ESCAPE
    FROM GOD IN LIFE AND WHO KNOWS
    BUT GOD.. POTENTIALLY NOT EVEN IN DEATH..
    AS GOD
    IS
    INFINITE EYES
    AND SCIENCE ONLY FINITE EYES
    WITH EMPIRICAL MEASURES AS SUCH
    so why not Enjoy
    WHAT
    IS
    JUST AS IS JUSTICE AS IS NOW…
    THAT’S WHAT i do at least..
    as to me anything else
    is just wasting
    what i KNOW
    now at least
    AS
    A
    PRECIOUS
    GIFT OF DARK
    AND LIGHT IN LIFE…
    SO I LIVE ALL I CAN IN NOW
    AS NOW IS ALL THAT EXISTS NOW ALWAYS NOW…
    AND i for one “AM KILLING IT” EVERY STEP I GO in now..
    FOR NOW AT LEAST.. WITHgravity of GOD and NOT AGAINST IT….
    ‘FEATNOTE’:
    When i use CAPS in written PHILOSOPHIC
    social communication like this..
    i am using CAPS as a literary device
    to retain reader attention..
    AND TO GENERATE THE HUMAN
    EMOTING POWER OF EMOTION..
    in the TWITTER WORLD
    WE LIVE IN NOW…
    NO.. i AM NOT screaming..
    i am as peaceful saying these words
    in real life as a river FLOWING
    to an ocean of love…
    AND i AM CLARIFYING THIS
    AS i DO NOT WANT
    TO GET BANNED
    ‘HERE’ AGAIN..
    AS EVEN WHEN
    CLARIFYING
    THIS ‘BEFORE’..
    FOR JUST TRYING TO HELP
    FOLKS SEE my OWN opinion
    OF PHILOSOPHY
    that has
    LITERALLY taken me
    OUT
    of LITERAL HUMAN HELL…
    i DO NOT AIM
    to convince anyone
    of anything i say or DO..
    i just want to share it.. and that is all…
    And if someone gains any spark at all from it..
    that is great..
    AND if not
    AND ANNOYING..
    please just ignore me if you like…
    i TRUST THAT the ‘moderation team here’
    has more respect for neurodiversity
    in ways of communicating
    and thinking now.. TG…
    BUT STILL..
    i RESPECT IT
    ENOUGH
    TO
    ATTEMPT
    TO
    CLARIFY WHAT
    i DO and SAY IN
    COMMUNICATION AS WELL..
    continually.. as the reading audience
    AND moderation team ‘here’ is always changing…
    Thanks in advance.. for ‘yOur’ potential understanding…:)

    And now for the rest of Holy and Sacred Thursday R
    and R activities.. including the 138th Dance
    Week Celebration as the ChristMas SpiRit
    of the masses ringS in the present and
    presents of now.. as a kitty miGht
    purr too.. and dance of course..
    WiLd and Free with all the
    cool college age folks
    at good old
    Seville Quarter
    with more fun dance
    photos added to this
    “Pick uP thE bALL DancE
    and SinG’.. MacroVerse around
    the wee hour of Friday.. the 9th of
    December.. yes.. on or about 3 AM.. of 2016..:)

    OH yeah.. and Glenn Responds to my latest
    Facebook Karmic eYe selfie
    with T-Shirt text that says
    in logo way.. ‘IT
    TAKES a lot of SKILL
    TO BE THIS
    AWESOME’
    hehe.. as
    juST an
    old gym
    work-out
    shirt..

    Yes.. Glenn says..

    More than a 1000 mirror selfies in 100 t-shirts;
    heart emoticon

    And i say in final
    returns for noW iN
    this 727th Macro-verse
    of longest Ocean whole long
    form poem still exceeding 3.3
    million words in witness for God
    of Nature from the date of 3102013..
    in blog
    adventure
    initial
    start
    on Google
    Blogger plat
    form as such..

    BiG Winks.. my FriEnd Glenn..
    actuAlly more than 20K total
    selfies.. including all blogs..
    100k+ photo efforts
    noW.. and over
    500 photographed
    T-shirts.. included
    as art
    DanceS
    and SinGs
    and records
    iT aLL free.. Thanks
    for dropping by too.. my FriEnd..
    oh yeah2.. and plus 12 Million words recorded online total2..
    All juST for the fun for what
    liFE
    can
    BRinG iN
    aLL oFDARk
    And liGht.. ‘tween
    of That and beyOnd
    Rainbow Colors too2..:)

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