Reunion with Duo of Trio of Original
Charlie’s Angels with Cortney’s Friend
filling in for the third spot as Chelsea did not
make it tonight.. and as always i got a more intense
Dance Work-out.. which is really
gonna make that
1020 Lbs on Leg
than 33 reps..
as has been the
case when Charlie’s
Angels come in force..
Anyway.. Maggie on the left..
then.. Cortney’s new super sweet
friend and Cortney on the right
as i wind down from dance
and add 61 dance photos
to ‘New Moon Reigns’
was a full
moon of dance tonight..
much more spirited there
tonight as ThanksGiving Night
is kinda dull as a different crowd comes out..:)
Facebook Friend Dan.. Shares this wonderful quote
that says “Call me crazy but I love to see people
happy and succeeding.. Life is a journey.. not a
competition” and i am so happy to have
lived long enough to see a new
generation that is more like
Peter Pan in way of Millennials
than stiff white collar and blue collar
focused only way of work over life.. and
my continuing participant observer anthropology
eYes ring this true on every Thursday Night as this
age group below 34 years of age.. most often accepts
all of who i am.. yes.. also college educated mostly.. over
most any other demographic in this red state area i live..
but never the less.. whether or not a person is part of any
specific demographic or ethnicity or any other label of
difference.. i for on see life this way as genderless
creedless.. and all other labels free no matter
if the politics and the philosophy and the
religion.. etc.. is part of what i agree with
or not.. and while it is not always easy
to hear things one totally disagrees
with from a friend.. friends don’t
throw friends away over labels
of difference.. now at least not
real friends in reciprocation
or not.. and when i was
in my darkest nights
of soul.. back
in the dead
although i had zero
friends on Facebook.. using
this account Katie Mia that actually
originally belonged to my wife in Katrina
Mia namesake way.. was an awesome avenue once
an iPhone came out with a retina display technology
that somehow allowed me to tolerate that first 4 inch
screen back in March of 2013.. allowing me to finally
appreciate a glimmer of Nature living in photos Katrina took
with her giant digital lens camera of the beach and farms
and area beauty that i could only dream of actually visiting
and feeling then in senses and emotions as all was pain
and numb then.. never the less.. it gave me a faint spark
of something.. and even viewing the faces of people
i had known and felt long ago.. on Facebook from
an endless distance also provided a faint
spark of humanity as i could not
see a live face that way.. even
my own.. without intolerable
pain in the light of day..
and seriously.. when
i then took my first selfie
photo that showed any kind
of emotions at all after recovery
of the pain of my illnesses in July
of 2013.. i was totally shocked then that i
was still a FucKinG human who came back finally
to humanity life.. i value people.. all people.. no
matter what they do.. i provide discernment and
am strongly opinionated in the poetry i do in all of
dArk and liGht.. sHades of grey.. and beyond rainbow
colors i currently see feel and do.. but never the less and
always more i have the ability to see everyone as friend
and dismiss no one as less or more important than a
grain of sand and less that is God more now too as
Nature whole and pArt of all that is God of Nature
too.. the dArk goes with the liGht.. the sHades
of Grey and all the rest.. it is what it is..
and i wanna experience all oF it
no matter struggle or joy
same.. and in the
last photo of
profile pic with
the Sweet Millennials
from old Seville Quarter where
Pan as me dances with them all free..
there is a man who is in wider scope of that
photo there.. a little rougher around the edges
as a Navy Veteran who is actually my identical
age at 56.. as i spoke to him back in 2014.. when i
first started dancing there.. he has his own style
of dancing too.. and does it his way.. all free.. and
back in 2014.. he was in a dance contest and
the crowd was cheering him on.. no matter
if he matched any of their demographic
specs or not.. and this my friends
is why the world will eventually
change more towards a
‘Bernie Sanders’ way
as this is the online
free access to
information.. yes.. they
still are spiritual but they
listen to no lies of old that says
that those who are born and bred with
different orientations of life are any less than
others no matter what labels institutions of before
have put on them as chains.. this me generation that
refuses the group think of old.. will be a savior of not
only each other but the environment.. other animals..
yes.. the very survival of every living thing on this
planet.. you can mark my words on that
long after i am gone.. to record
that prophecy here
as i simply
write it all down
as nows come to
greater liGht away
from the ignorance of before
and an apocalypse of lifting those
veils of ignorance in original Greek
Definition of just that.. yes.. it’s true
when i go to 120th Church street to park
on Holy and Sacred Thursday Night that place
is my true religion in SonG and DancE.. sure i focus
on DancE as focusing on SonG is what i similarly do
in Catholic Church on Sunday bypassing all the bullshit
and Sacred God
LiVinG as Force and
Power and SpiRit in
aLL of Creation Nature
sAMe now i AM all that is.. NOW..:)
Moving back to last Sunday
when the priest.. my Old Tennis
Buddy from high school.. and
just another Top 10 Senior who
was also in the Beta Club for nerds..
a Treasurer officer of the Club that i would
also hold office in as a Senior too.. hehe.. following
in his footsteps somewhat but no.. not eventually to
the status in hierarchy of the Catholic Church as Monsignor.. he
stating last Sunday that without the church there would no empathy..
no compassion.. no morality and basically no human love.. like the
oF God of FucKinG
Nature on a Desert Isle
without any FucKinG Brick
and Mortar Buildings or even
a FucKinG Book.. yes.. i could
lose a friend over saying that but
it’s part of the Dark noW and Shades
of Grey and Beyond Rainbow colors now
that must be said if evil does not eventually
rule the whole world away from the inalienable
rights God Given Nature creation same to Life Liberty
and the pursuit of Happiness aka pleasure you bet your
bottom and top innate dollar on that of course.. as any
Indigenous person without the stain of books could feel
ya and sense ya same iN TruTh and LiGht within.. trUth
is when i didn’t go to Church for 23 years.. the Fundamentalist
Christian groups who came into bowl.. told me i was a living example
of their God Jesus.. kinda ironic if you think real deep about that huh..
anyWay.. i was love.. i walked in the liGht of Love.. seeing no one more
or less than a grain of sand of love same as i have always done at
innate as such
watered by the
same innate eyes
of Unconditional Love
that was my mother from
ages 0 to 3 from a mother
who chose to stay at home
and water the garden of
love that would come
to sprout of me
out of a Kingdom
of Heaven now.. no matter
how different they looked and
did live for tHeir free pursuit now
oF liFe.. Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness too..
so last night i am telling Maggie.. one of Charlie’s
Angels that my wife thinks she is beautiful and i might
add she said the same thing about all the other angels
too who dance with me at old Seville Quarter.. ’cause you
see true love is deeper even than flesh and blood.. true
love is binding no matter what.. never jealous.. never
greedy.. never owning.. on for free and uplifting
same.. my wife is happy the more
beautiful women i get to
dance with as her
to help inspire
the liGht of otHeR
Free hUmans in sMiLes
comes to Fruition as she is
pARt of the KATiE MIA FredericK!iI..
Art teAM to bRinG more liGht oF Fearless SmART
Unconditional Love into the world.. and Maggie
said please bring her as she is the only original
Charlie’s Angels member who has not met her in
the mall yet.. but the truth is.. she can’t handle the
stimulus of Seville Quarter.. could have something to
do with her Epilepsy but never the less she can pose like Charlie’s Angels
too in respect and love of all that is free when Love is King and Queen over
fear and all con-social emotions associated with hate.. LovE DanceS SonG On..:)
three year ago..
no.. not a disease
the condition of all
that is that is God in
all of creation and human
experience too.. and using the
medium of blogs and photography
and freely shared cultural art in ways
of Google and Youtube way too.. i stARted
an eclectic journey of basicAlly doing what
ever made me happy all of course within the
parameters of local.. state.. and federal laws
but cultural norms in red state LA Lower Alabama
hell no.. ’cause i
live in a country that
allows for freedom of expression
as first amendment rights no matter
any rule of local fundamentalist church
as praise the lord we have separation of church
and state so when it comes to hating all up on
Miley Cyrus.. she can have a place to lay her head
with rest in the new iSreal US of A where hey
even in New still conservative Jerusalem
in milltown way i can FucKinG be as
free for happiness this way
as i care to do too..
and if someone doesn’t
like it like even some
of my family members did
then in ways of exiting Facebook
friendship relationship ways.. that too..
is their right to the pursuit of happiness
in worshipping what ever kind of life they wanna
DOO too.. without any sight or site of what i care to
do in life.. so sure.. the unfriend button serves a purpose
but in less it is someone trying to make money off of me as
a scam as
comes.. i ain’t
gonna get afraid
of how anyone lives their
liFe in ways of excluding them
unless they are actually harming
someone with intent.. as sure.. i have
not many.. but some limits too.. in Freedom’s
DancE and SonG of allitis as allthatis too.. anyWay..
this was one of the first times i really let loose and
celebrated all of Nature here.. including me.. and sure
on Facebook for it in relative way
or not.. hehe.. as liFe GoeS oN FReED..;)
And heAr.. yes.. see.. a YouTube Video of
the Sun with two Sun Devils at
of the Macro
with other Beach
Videos to celebrate
Nature in yes.. the Macro-Verse
from three years ago.. titled
And then from two years ago.. ‘December’s Indian Summer’..
a little chilly last night and today from the
Cold Front that also brought straight
line winds and tornadoes of destruction
in Florida Panhandle way.. this is
the third Indian Summer that we
are having now.. as the
up to Sun tan
land wHere beach
is coming more year
around as nows go by
in climate change of course
believe that or not for ignorance of course..;)
And.. finally.. another MacroVerse from two years
ago.. looking at God more as a winning
Ferrari than a book
and of course
for that too as
God is all that is..
dARk and liGht.. sHades
of Grey like i do love to say..
sure.. beYond all rainbow colors too..
as i continue to John 14:12 the Ferrari
and as me2..
pARt of Ocean
wHOle and that reminds
me to note that this
is the 726th current
Macro-Verse i am working
on.. finished now with the
137th dance week at old Seville
Quarter moving on to the 138th week
this Thursday niGht now.. as Lord kNows
i’m behind on pasting six Macro-Verses in
text only version to Personal Facebook Page
and my Facebook Blog and Nature pages for three Facebook
total pages since the post titled ‘New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen’..
Hmm.. anyway.. also note to self get outside to dance in sand and sun before
it clouds up with chill of afternoon.. as when creativity iN floW iN Zone goes
on.. you gotta keep going with the creative artful liFe away from the robotic
one step.. two step.. three step more.. mechanical cognition state of mind
that closes off
oF Art and
LiFe and LaughteR
and LoVe and the resT
of HeaVen now awaY from
paint by numbers problem solving state of mind..
it as it serves
for free back up
and yes.. an avenue
for anyone who would wanna
read what i do without all
the multi-media attached that
can and will also grind a slow
computer and narrow band Internet
or complete stop..:)
Butt.. yes.. first i’LL
finish the art of liFe
and break for robOtic liFe
to do juSt thaT..
aS SurE.. Art And
reaSon are a
Humans are relegated
to somewhat of a
as to be a social
animal means we
not only want each
other but instinctuAlly
we need each other as healthy
humans or even monkeys
all who are also
will wither and
die away from a
young age.. socially
isolated from what ever
apes surround them.. even
if they are the monkey see..
do.. and hear type of Apes as we
can and will meet in liFe.. from a young
age too.. anyWay.. as synchronicity will have
it i was feeling this today.. as i tend to have love
them.. and sure i will
love with no reciprocation
at all as i have been to a place
where both feeling and giving love
was a physical impossibility as tHeir
is living organics behind a spiritual life
of Love and all emoTions/SenSEs dArk and liGht..
anyway.. not everyone looks at life this way after
and void now..
and i understand
that as i cherish and
practice Love like an olympic
sport simply ’cause i can and WiLL
LIKE ALL OF LIFE LIKE THAT NOW..
a little off putting for some folks who have
not been to hell.. but never the less my friEnd..
the HeARt is an organic muscle of lOve from head
to toe that must be practiced constantly and worked out
in all the social empathic ways in art that can come free
with that or NOT And suffer the laws of attraction of Nature
God and sAMe in DArk actions.. including thought attract dARk
consequences and Positive actions same move toward liGht consequences
in all the ways life can and will come now.. however.. i am human and after experiencing
much isolation in life.. and much bullying when young.. it hurts when people say fuck you
you as the
in ways of empathy
and compassion goes amiss
when folks have 2000 Facebook
friends and perhaps little old me..
is the only one
stuff and likes
it as just a metaphor
as my entire life has been
like that however the love came
back and lives inside groWinG stronger
as i acknowledge the dARk moves through
iT for even more liGht now that iSREaL.. as Love..
it’s true.. we are creatures of habit.. and memory of pain..
misery.. joy.. and laughter.. but when we lift each otHer up
taller as Loving
Fearless smARt BeinGs
oF God and nature sAMe..
at leAst my FriEnd it works for me..
with sMiLes.. Zee.. as it doesn’t seem to
disgust you.. that i love you for no other reason
but to Love..
say that for the
strangers around the
world.. and there was a longer
day that i could not feeL iT aT aLL..
fearless love is fearless love is fearless love
bottom lines of Yes
And to HealinG LoVe
giFted to uS by God.. the
greAtest Force and Power
we have as SociAlly BeinGs oF LiGht..
iN MoVinG.. ConNectTing.. CreaTinG ways
as in all things noW
Now as alWays..:)
One thing about this Good Cop Jesus
that rings true.. is tolerating the dArk..
long enough to see what hinders liGht..
and what we see.. and feel and sense in life..
tends to become
what life lives on
course as experiential
reaLiTy in liGht or dArk..
sHades of grey and beyond rainbow
colors as this witness for God of all that is
continues on the youtube call for an uprising
dude’s page this last time before you leave for
now to regain a soul of love over unresolved anger
that leads to A worse place oF aLL.. the pain of hate..
Yeah.. the Good Cop Jesus had a lotta common sense when
the Jesus oF liGht said live by the sword.. die by the sword.. love
not only your friEnds and family but all neighbors same as one loves
God and self same worth no harm in consuming others over now.. a food
and drink of life.. even to go as far as turn the other cheek which was honestly
likely fit in by those who would rule everyone’s life in expanding a Roman Empire
through A Nicene Council of 325 AD.. it is for ours to discern the good parts that
remain my friend and the other parts that say hate your family.. even
children if they don’t agree.. slay others if they don’t comply.. sure..
apologists will say it means something else as any metaphor
can but to bring a sword instead of peace is to potentially
die moreover in action and consequence of dArk
over liGht of the Love iN cooperation and
fearless smARt togEthERness as BeinG
hUman now… anyWay.. my friEnd.. A
source of hate and anger and
vengeance over victory usually
comes down to three words
and those words are..
WHO HURT YOU..
and sure that applies
equally when one’s sister
is actually ritually sacrificed by
a so-called Satanic Cult.. while technically
rather rare in accord with law enforcement
identification it is more than that real where a
metaphor of Allah as God can be used by
extremists in other religions to rape
little twelve year old girls
writhing in pain of
to the devil same
in metaphor my friend
as with most every housing
of vehicle and vessel of myth
comes essence of Truth in both
liGht and dARk and infinite ‘tween now
of that.. and i for one my friend too have great
wrath.. for i have loved women.. some of which
who were sexually abused by fathers and uncles
and one who was actually ritually sexually abused
in an actual small Satanic cult as a minor in a place
in North Florida where the most churches per square
mile in record book way is the place i live.. so sure.. there
is always the possibility of the sickest cults wherever one
goes as the Dark and vicious cycle of abuse carries on in the
cruelest.. and tortuous ways of dead soul dARk.. and usually
those folks were also abused too.. in ways of perpetrators who
were never watered fully and fed with a Loving SoUl.. SpiRit and
heARt oF liGht.. when i first found this site in the Google Algorithm
feed as i search out all avenues of human beings to learn more about
helping the human condition.. i saw you as one of the most pained hUman
beings in a voice that was only anger and a voice of dARk hate.. but you
see.. i understand better why now.. as you’ve come out with WHO HURT
YOU first.. your resolute to move back to the Good Cop Jesus who even
loves enemies to escape the dArkness and soUl killing power of anger
and hate IS A great iSREaL miracle to hear for me.. as i left this place
too.. not expecting to hear this good news after the pizza gate conspiracy..
sure.. you can be forgiven for that as your own personal faith noW
AS love of that Good Cop Jesus finally rings here as true and NoW
you do sound like the hurt human being who has been underneath
all this anger and hate for so long as i have been coming here now
my friEnd.. with lines of prayers that i will use in a longest long form
poem and witness for God.. yes.. still exceeding 3.3 Million words in
over 42 months now.. to help anyone who comes along and reads
my personal testament in witness for God.. yes .. noW.. the YouTube
Uprising Dude is Now pArt of that and for now there IS A Happy
ending coming for those who prayed that you would come
back to the liGht of Love too.. as it is the one’s who
are the most lost that the liGht seeks most
to bring back to not only love but a
a love of life that truly can
be a heaven on Earth
a step away from
anger and hate..
dont’ doubt that
i too.. will remain
strongly defiant in the
way of anger and hate..
but the thing is.. my friend..
it all comes out in the wRite
and i walk away sTiLL in liGht..
God Bless you.. and best wishes
and hopes for all of your family as
as well as liGht memories in youR
eYes for your sister too.. when my son
died at 51 days from anomalies that were
just pARt of God and Nature sAMe.. i couldn’t
get mad.. as he never had the opportunity to even
feel love once.. i was bullied in school.. almost tortured
verbally as such.. but the love grown in me in unconditional
love by a mother won my life out in liGht.. no matter what iN
Victory.. my friend.. over Vengeance.. bottom line.. Love ISREaL
And Love is Victory.. anything less at the end of the now is dArk
my FriEnd.. may the Force of Love.. God’s greaTEst Gift to uS
be with you alWays.. it stARts with every word you thiNk.. and
every do you do.. thing is.. my friEnd.. juST do it and don’t give uP..:)
oH yeah.. and anoTheR preSent
for you or anyone here as i continue
A testament for God as forevermore now..:)
i love you.
a liNk too..;)
it can’t hurt..
after all is sAid and DoNe..:)
WeLL.. no.. ‘this’ isn’t Friday Afternoon..
it is still Thursday night where the
Facebook Algorithm Video Slide
Show Presenter and handy
assistant is a little
slow in bringing
up to date last night
but never the less.. it came
out great in expressing a dance
night of joy.. with yes… Cortney..
Maggie.. and Cortney’s sweet fill-
in friEnd for missing original member
of Charlie’s Angels.. Chelsea.. who isn’t
currently a member of the Facebook Rave
and by the way.. Facebook even automatically
tagged Cortney and Maggie in the Video with no
help from me.. dam this Facebook is getting too smart
to realize not everyone might wanna be tagged in one
of Fred’s goings on hehe.. but anyway.. Cortney is such
a creative little devil and such a natural theatrical talent
with that mischievous thing about her that makes the whole
thing that much more hilarious and fun too as life is the wit of
and more fun now..
iN an alWays joy of DancE and SonG..
And for full disclosure considering this went
Further than my Facebook page THAT IS
MY WIFE Katrina in the last photo..
as she does look kinda young..
but she is most definitely 46 years old..
with older me at 56 years old.. remember
Charlie.. the OLD DUDE from Charlie’s Angels
heHe.. is me..
iN metaphor.. WriTE oN course..;)
Green Heart Emoticon..
And i respond
SMiLes.. my friEnd.. Zee..
Love is LiGht
From that but what
Are Platitudes without
FeeLinG SenSinG DoinG
liGht more than kNoWiNG
Words.. sMiLes aGain with
Almost inFiNite Definitions
Matching Fire as Flame of
Other than that
i pray that LigHt
That is yours
Grows A torch
first one hitting number
one on the Adult Contemporary
Charts in December of 2007
one hitting number
13 on the Adult Contemporary
Charts in December of 2012
out of hell..
i never knew that
until a few moments ago..
never the less there is a little
personal magic in this new story
as the magic of synchronicity can
be anything we make it two thousand
years ago or even the same dam thing..
anyway.. bottom line.. Frosty is one snow man
that continues to evolve in the music world and sell..
as all myths do in someways even from 2000 years ago or so..:)
“He who is bent on doing evil can never want occasion.”
~~ Publius Syrus — Maxim 459 ~~
So what is evil..
or FucKinG crazy actions
with no promises at all.. hmm..
humans tend to seek order when
the Rovers say..
let’s shake this shit up..
and do something new..
and that sometimes
works in a land
trigger fingers.. crazy F iN
is as crazy FucKinG does..;)
“The most pathetic person in the world is
a person who has sight but has no vision.”
~~ Helen Keller ~~
A BIG ORANGE problem..
to FucKinG Drop..;)
“Whatever we cannot easily understand we call God;
this saves much wear and tear on the brain tissues.”
~~ Edward Abbey ~~
Or juST say FucK iT..
IT iS ALL GOD..
oneSelf froM IT ALL THeRe/tHeiR..;)
“I don’t know why it isn’t clear to other folks,
which is alright, you know, different strokes.
But, why should that mean that they must
force me to believe, or fail in trust?”
So.. A new
yes.. last year..
is walking from the
parking lot into a bar
to do a Jesus dance with
scores of lovely women who
comes across a
group of bible thumpers
who tale him.. if you do not
recite John 3:16 and confess
that Jesus is the only begotten
son of God who died for your sins..
you are going to an eternal house of
really all of
little did the bible thumpers
know that Jesus had already gone
to this place for 66 months.. yes.. been
there done it already as Jesus already knew
that he was no more special than the devil
as God condemned
him to that place for
not having Fucking
under the illusions
that if he didn’t make money
Jesus’ life would come to A FucKinG
end without the real green black dollar dEvil of today..
anyway.. that was so yesterday.. Jesus had already over
came that.. 66 months of hell and since then he had come
close to taking back all the lies and writing his own FucKinG
Bible soon to approach 3.3 million words in short form and 12
million words in long form all on record of course in a place where
by the original
person.. if the hackers
can’t get in.. hehe.. as
who would read anything longer
than a twitter verse anyway.. haha..
hehe.. makes coming as a thief
in the Bar ParKing lot
on 120th Church street
to see hahEhuh.. even
FucKinG naked celebrating
God in King David more vile ways..
including Dancing for close to 6,000 miles
by that date every where in public somewhere
far far away from a place with zero mass communication
out ON smart phones
that did not exist back
in that desert patch way way
back then.. in fAct.. perhaps..
a new age way is prepared
and this whole
by literally thousands
of folks along the way of
oral tradition in Aramaic amongst
thousands of desert wanderers in
round table way.. smart ass nerd
Greeks choosing bits and parts
of that to write down
written copy mistakes
and changing it to a new
revised version in totally open
source Wiki method then to whatever
fit the flavor of the intuitive or political
breeze of the now back then.. ending up with
both a Good Cop and Bad Cop Jesus to better
reflect then pitfalls of being human along with the
liGht of pro-social emotions that go along with expanding
empires in onward Christian killing indigenous people’s way..
keeping in mind
that the whole
this whole scenario
to a group of bible thumpers..
singing onward Christian soldiers..
in tHeir Merry Way close to Christmas
of last year.. never realizing that Frosty was
in their midst.. and to make an even longer story
the scene of
new age oral tradition..
they told Jesus that he was
the devil and everyone who read
his new age bible would go to hell..
and Jesus just smiled so big and so bright
that the lead Bible thumper starting yelling a primal
scream to the top of his lungs saying get the Fuck
take IT any
more.. the most
amusing part of this
story is it really happened..
hehe.. and no.. i am not Jesus..
Frosty the Snowman..
juSt call me.. FReEDman hEha..;)
AnyWay.. as you likely
can imagine.. i am A
as i cannot tale a lie..
only a BEgotten HAiry
tale that has come true..
Moral of the entire
story.. all my life
what i CAN AND WILL DO
even if i am ‘the only
one’ who returns to a field of dreams..
This story is way too complicated
for the big screen or books..
even close to ALL OF what
i am DOinG uPon this Beautiful eArTh..
thaT IS.. here..
AnyWay aGAin… thanks
gigoid.. a very inspiring poem
written by you.. 8 days after i started
Now back to
the rest of the
pearls as quotes..
as extra long side note ends..;)
Humans hardly ever learn from the experience of others.
They learn – when they do, which isn’t often – on their own, the hard way.”
~~ Robert Heinlein, Time Enough for Love ~~
66 months in hell
ass for the
truth of this..
bottom line now is all
now is and now i escaped that and am free now
Now iS ALL ThAt iS..
and THAT’S ALL
ENOUGH FOR ME NOW..:)
“Once we truly know that life is difficult –
once we truly understand and accept it –
then life is no longer difficult.
Because once it is accepted, it no longer matters.”
~~ M. Scott Peck, The Road Less Traveled ~~
Yes.. kinda like
what Peck said.. too..:)
“A man can only do what he can do.
But if he does that each day he can sleep at night
and do it again the next day.”
~~ Albert Schweitzer ~~
“In adversity remember to keep an even mind.”
~~ Horace ~~
works juST FucKinG
survive and the rest WiLL coMe..:)
“When it’s dark enough you can see the stars.”
~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~
i took a picture
tale as big
as a kite..;)
“Reality can be useful.”
~~ Solomon Short ~~
True story.. if you wanna
find wisdom.. go find
the person.. sTiLL
“I make my own reality…..”
~~ gigoid, the dubious ~~
“As one gets older,
one discovers everything is going to be exactly the same
with different hats on.”
~~ Noel Coward ~~
back for pARt
2.. read the first
pARt to Katrina now
and she responded
with a Fredache..
on.. noW Now
But she did let
as she was raised
in a Southern Baptist
church and no.. if i cannot get
through all the way now to my own
wife.. the mountain is yet to climb all the way
way now too..
the hats remain
still to forevernow be
changed as sAMe.. now
And reiGns STiLL
sAme and Different sAMe..:)
“…common human laws and interests and emotions
have no validity or significance in the vast cosmos-at-large…”
~~ H. P. Lovecraft ~~
as we are
the cosmos alive..
star dust plus..
someHow OR anotHeR
some humans get that separate..
and senses more
than that in purpose
and meaning iN aliVe noW..
it too.. as
speak volumes in purrs
In other words the
UniVerse iS in the
as the Universe..
or even FucKinG Validity
sMiLes.. i once
lived on a Wrong
Planet where a substantial
percentage held that illusion
noW A saddest place oF all..
a self-created hell on eARTh..
or even pARt of an innate
condition as dARk..
who see little to
NO AT LARGE
or validity to
tHeir very existence
as the UniVerse speAking with
eYes and eaRs and FucKinG Orgasms too..
IS A most important
inteLLigence and that
my friENd iS wHeRe myths
as houSinG Vehicles and
Vessels of TrUth and liGht coMeS iN..
and even FucKinG
Awesome as TrUth and LiGht..
kNOwn as TruTh and liGht..;)
oF A cosmic
DanceR SingeR oNe..:)
“I’d rather learn from one bird how to sing
than to teach ten thousand stars how not to dance.”
~~ ee cummings ~~
oF human existence
iN aLL oF A UniVerse now
A bird brain too..:)
“You must have been warned about letting the golden hours slip by;
but some of them are golden only because we let them slip by.”
~~ James M. Barrie ~~
now is Heaven
for those wiTh no
tiMe butt noW iN joY BreaThe..:)
“Do not be too moral.
You may cheat yourself out of much of life.
So aim above morality.
Be not simply good;
be good for something.”
~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~
HiGh.. how are yA..
i’M happy to see Ya..;)
“I am pleased to see that we have differences.
May we together become greater than the sum of both of us.”
~~ Surak of Vulcan, “The Savage Curtain,” stardate 5906.4. ~~
out iN A maTh oF one..:)
“The best way to cheer yourself
up is to try to cheer somebody else up.”
~~ Mark Twain ~~
Like i do
laugh all ‘you’..
want with/at me..
i WiN when you Laugh..
as i continue to giggle inSide..;)
“None but a fool is always right.”
~~ Hare ~~
of noW Now..
Happy or not..
Fool or not it IS what
it IS.. and frOwny face ain’t
forR NoW aT lEASt
And Now IS all that noW
exists now and now IS God
IS and God IS A Laugh as
way.. as IS..
OH my GoD! IS Happy..
That IS good news to me..
“Excellence is an art won by training and habituation.
We do not act rightly because we have virtue or excellence,
but we rather have those because we have acted rightly.
We are what we repeatedly do.
Excellence, then, is not an act but a habit.”
~~ Aristotle ~~
and wear a habit..
and even be a nun..;)
i honestly cannot remember
ever seeing a nun who was smiling inside..
for a flying nun..
but perHaps it was
because i’ve only seen
them at school and church where
AND creating Different instead of same..:)
Habituate creativity allone
as alWays new..
never a rule..
and never ever a
FucKinG HaBit ALONE..:)
And beyond nun.. and it’s reAlly
sad as whenever someone talks about
this good news thing as lector at Catholic
A funeral face
as dark as dark
growS in subjugation
and control.. only the
but what FucKinG
happened to God IS A Laugh
in the Good News.. pArt mUsTa
that was ‘A nun’…
iN frOwny face spirit
ugh.. ain’t no good news to me..
and what pisses me off most is when
the parents tell tHeir children to sit still
and not say anything when they are in hell..
Jesus F iN
Christ they’ll never
understand the dry humor of the Priest
surELy A microcosm
of what is to come in a much
larger hell for them at a very young
age in a world where both DancE and
in hell at
a very young age..
anyWay.. i do my pARt
i wear happy shirts and
dance and sing happy
noW like an emOtional
Bird.. wHo iS Happy
Gay and free Now..
serIOUslY.. i only
go to aMuse
kids iN walls
of hell NoW..
like any new age Jesus Clown Fool
WiLL DancE and SinG iN Super Walmart too..;)
A FAiry tAle iSREAL..:)
As alWays.. thank you
very much gigoid for
all you do online
it’s off to dance
noW wHeRe words oF DancE and SonG
Now beCoMe juST FucKinG Do IS NOW..;)
gigoid responds.. reminding me that
humans are not any more special
than the rest of the Universe
and i return in clarification
and validation of my
communication then with..
Dude.. you miss the larger story..
i am no more special than
The miracle of a grain of
Sand.. it’s a metaphor for
A poem.. it is what it is
Heaven for some
And like your own
We help create
Our realities but that
Does not reduce the miracle
Of the grain of sand that makes
The Love of human being possible
That holds both a mountain up
And the love that Can and Will
Be human by the miracle that
All that is and that my
FriEnd can be shit pie
Or a piece of cake.. heaven
Or hell.. cause i done ’em
Both.. yeah.. i technically
Know A grain of sand don’t
Give a shit pie about me
And never will.. either
Here on earth or
But if another
Part of God as
i reserve the
FAct of hope
And Love without
ILLusory Fears that
Is Emotion and Common
Sense that’s real Faith.. i believe
in only the realities that i now
Experience but been around
And have experienced enough
Of life to experience beyond
What most folks think
Is possible and it’s
Not fair but
It is what
Of sound for
Now rides a
LiGht over DArk
Over words that likely
Never will reach the full
Reflect a frAction
Of the entire
Discount your reality
FriEnd and of course it’s
A FAct oF FeeLinG..:)
As God ain’t
A bit for the
Way you feel
About the whole
Reality you see
NO one rains
On my parade
Cause sure i
You do now
i retain Faith
i will not return
No givens of
Grace alone my FriEnd
i eat this
And A teary cross
The greatest Gift of WiLL..:)
And we come to understanding
in common ground and i further say..
After gigoid says first
as i quote him
here in full
“*grin* “God is in the details; the rest is merely integers.” — Hacker proverb
As long as one doesn’t try to get others to travel the same path, it’s all good with me, my friend. Your path is, because of your own inner spirit, the one that works for you. What isn’t fair is that not all of us can see how that works, thus, creating resentment against the very universe they inhabit.
You keep dancing and singing (which is another term for living a poem…); everyone else will have to hone their own will….
And yes.. then
i go on to say..
For allowing me
To clarify and
I’ve found someone
Who either allows it
Or comes anywhere close
It but hey with more
WiNks.. i live in new
With yes.. thanks
Again and Love..
Long Long day of reading writing.. yes..
alWays at lEAst a little arithmetic
as i’m alWays a numbers
person and sort
as such if you
saw that recent
movie with Asperger’s
Ben Affleck Batman without
the cape Super Hero/?villain..eTc..AL..
anYway.. running across Ty ‘here’.. our historical
waiter at Ryan’s all one can eat feeding trough for
Sunday Dinner after Church for Lunch.. back from his
A-School.. over aT NAS Pensacola.. yet to be assigned
in his New Full-Time Job iN the Navy.. one of the only
secure jobs left in the Nation with some kind of future
of guaranteed benefits.. including retirement.. A lost
art of secure jobs in an economy growing more
efficient where humans need no longer apply
as automation robots continue to terminate
all the old jobs when humans had the
really great career jobs that
are now relegated to
service jobs only
even with a
F iN College Degree..
lots of folks with college
under their belt doing the
minimum wage dance but
hey i did it all day for totALLy
free while we watched the folks
all around me.. get excited and
pull out their revolving smart phones
to capture what i love to do for free.. digitally
as such.. relatively forever as long as online servers
keep serving up my dance.. yes.. all for F iN Free as i finish
over 13 miles of dance today as noted by my trusty Nike GPS
Sports watch aS Such too.. as the free DancE and SonG oF liFE goeS oN…:)
Hmm.. i thiNk ‘this Yoga Pose
Hold’ for generating so-called
masculine and feminine Yoga
BaLanCinG Force as oneness
with God in static movement
as such is reAlly Super Kool..
if one could feel and sense
what i AM ActuAlly doing
here in this most
and Selfie Same
Profile photo that
kinda says who i AM
when all is wilLd and FReED..
hmm.. but with a shirt like “Chillin”
with extra cold shades on a Sun’s Face
it’s sure to make at lEast one person smiLe
along with that half A Marathon of Dance today..;)
Oh Lord.. almost 3 AM..
but not too late to get a
oF aLL the art of the day out
on a day oF aLL around Cheap Thrills
as such.. hmm.. and yes.. tHeRE IS A
Song for that by Sia
that WiLL do
to finish uP
the rest of
what will be
on this note.. of larger
Micro-Verse as pARt oF
Macro-Verse number 726
oF Ocean Whole Poem AKA
SonG oF mY soUL AKA KATiE
MiA FredericK!iI.. also too.. yes..
yes.. yeS and more yes.. sTiLL exceeding
a grand total of 3.3 milLioN words.. jusT ’cause
i CAN AND WILL WITH 100percent FAITH OF LOVE WITH
BELIEVE AND HOPE.. WITH ZERO ILLUSORY FEARS NoW
AND ALL STUFF ASSOCIATED WITH THE EMOTION OF HATE..
of moving.. connecting
and creating with heaRt and
spiRit of EmoTioNal HeARt fully
employed.. as WeLL As A MiNd
And BoDy SoUL that continues
A BaLAnCinG acT iN thE Art oF
MoVinG to regulate emoTions
and integrate seNses as weLL
as conNecTinG and crEAtinG
ArT as SonG and DancE.. including
Free Verse poEtry.. yes too.. ALL FREE STYLE TOO..
AND now for F iN Sleep as anoTher noW of Joy continues..:)
Ha! Happy Karaoke memories
in photo way with Cortney and
Chelsea from the original
trio.. one year ago..
Rhapsody.. one song
i cannot yet duplicate..
so i swayed to the beat
as DancE instead of SonG..
And that reminds me of at age 18 when me and
my first Love Sonia traveled to down town Pensacola
to see ballet.. the last thing i ever thought i would do would
be anything associated with ballet and surely not in public for
6500 miles in 39 months but seeing Old Seville Quarter for the
first time and me already in a long term relationship that i wanted
to see become marriage.. there was a free and wild hint of a call of
the wild that said.. not yet.. you are still young and you just need to
let it all go with nary a care before you get all wrapped up and trapped
in life as
P whipped from the
beginning when Sonia
said you are gonna have to
spend all your time with me with
out even the freedom to go work out
and that’s what i did for 10 months.. spend
every single second of free time away from school
and work at her family home knowing and feeling still
tHere was much more to life that i was missing by becoming
her one and only and everything too.. until she got tired of the
much less confident person i became by not working on me..
staying strong and a little wild and free at least.. hmm.. my
life could have been much darker if she stayed and
it took me years to understand that i might
have never fully lived at all
until i learned to become
my own person first and
Love myself fully
and sure.. somewhat
i did that again.. as there
is alWays give and take as
far as that goes too.. as rules
are a necessary paRt oF liFe too..
anyway.. i got to back to Old Seville
when i was 22 to 24 in ending college
days with the ‘higher class’ girls i hung
out with in the more elite P’cola way.. 2001
a disco club of the so-called ‘lower classes’
came along and stayed for close to a decade after
that and Seville Quarter doesn’t seem nearly as classy
as it used too.. as i have the confidence now to see no class at all
and all folks as being equally as special as a grain of sand and me..
BELIEVE THEY ARE..
WE are all part of this
gAme oF liFe in my view now..
no less no more than a Grain of Sand
too of course..:)
“I miss the time we spent
together, I am watching over
you, always and protecting you
from harm. Be thankful for what
you have in life and you shall never
be port at heart.”
Sure.. i’ll wRite
it all down ONLINE
after i die..then..
and speaKing of
that after seeing this
Message from the Dead
Facebook Ego Booster thingie
from the meaww algorithm thingie..
on second cousin Terri’s page.. Aunt
Christina ain’t Brain dead after all..
she Awoke from a
oh the Joy of living
it’s what life does when strong..
And sure.. i stick more than my tongue
out when living with even more of the spirit
that flowS in
my veins F iN
Wild and Crazy and
FucKinG Fully alive saYiNg
whatever the FucK iS oN my mind..
i have so much in common with her
sure it all
runs in our veins..
as wild and free..
wild and free
And now.. MacroVerse Memory in Facebook way too..
shared from a year ago for Clothes of GOD in
in more than
every way that
sTiLL can be sAid
And as the MacroVerse
Memories for today ends
from two years ago..
as i alWays
to juSt make
prove it too… as i whip
out my smARt phone online
and sHow it to ’em ISReaL2..
and that for one lives on far
far far in a Heaven above
with no sun or moon
extends Nature now..
as pARt and heARt.. SpiRit
and SouL of the wHOle FucKinG EnCHILada..
per John 14:12
if yA wanna NT scripture
that back to me less.. perHaps..;)
So.. Second cousin
Terri shares another
Ego booster Algorithm
Profile analyzer as such that
says my full name is Katie..
Winner of Hearts
Enforcer of Justice
Harbinger of Love Mia..
and now i say..
too see my
Profile pic all
showcased in a fancy
MEAWW frame and yes..
in a somewhat
and BoDy sOuL way
with plenty of SpiRit oF
HeARt too as i juSt can and
So.. the county farmers.. got
together like an Almanac
and asked for
drought.. little did
they kNow.. i did a full
regaLA Indigenous Indian
Rain Dance yesterday and
whatta yA kNow.. the deluge after
Catholic Church has come while we
wait out the storm at home now as it slacks
off and Public
but while i’M on topic
on deluges and such as that..
today in Catholic Church the Synchronicities
Ring oN iN A-Causal connecting Principle
referencing somewhat frowny face nuns
and lectors as the first thing i see
when i sit down is a Nun giggling
with a laugh with the lady
and man who have 6 kids
spreading out across the
back row with me and
Katrina and our
older friEnd Lil..
and after that.. smiling
Lectors are present as we
have a different priest who always
now let’s the children do the liturgy as
such and do the choir after i talked about
the grey hairs doing the choir last week.. too..
so the lectors have sunshiny faces and voices
today too.. as they are children who sTiLL have a full
heARt SpiRit and soUL who remembers they are sTiLL noW
Free and Happy Children of God enough to really sMiLe at
leASt with giggles of honesty too.. as when the priest asks
the children what color robe thingy he has on.. a child immediately
speaks up and notices his color purple IS A shade different than
the deacon and calls it Pink instead of Purple as this will be the
third week out of four that homophobic type comments are
implied in the mass proceedings by the Priest to prove
their manhood and stuff like that.. so the Priest
says.. NO.. i do not wear pink.. and he said
his name but no need to use that here..
iT IS A breath of fresh air to
have children in charge
of God now.. but it is
still a very stale air
of the past
seem to think they
have to prove their masculinity
in an environment of a Catholic organization
as whole that has come to look like a place for
pedo apologists to rule at the hiGhest levels as such..
and yes.. of course human nature and God nature rules too..
as when you exclude marriage with the rules and having a wife
and stuff you are gonna attract closeted gay folks who are too afraid
STilL to come out to the family and go into the cloth as such and hide
and thou protests
too much as another
priest said when he wore
salmon this is salmon not pink
and i do not skip down the aisle
of the pews as such too.. anyway
it’s not really funny as this language lacks
compassion for the 4 percent of children in
that group today that science shows are going
to grow up gay.. with much bullying.. prejudice..
particularly in a red state area.. but that is getting
better as the younger generation is more like a Good
Cop Jesus in this way of accepting all others without color..
creed.. nationality and other stuff of difference in anti-trump
way but give Trump credit.. he said at least he was for gay rights
in the Republic Convention.. and considering he owns hotels in the
Hospitality arena.. he surely has plenty of gay folks as a stereotype
of course daily in his
past of who he worked
with.. at highest levels..
as gay can be happy too..
and really good with the high
class liberal customers too.. just
an observation that most folks with
common sense see.. so… strike a little
match for Trump.. and no priest.. you don’t
strike out with that homophobic stereotypical
remark that the men’s club still most everywhere
in angry old white dude way uses to prove their man
hood while it wanes into old age.. group think reigns..
it’s part of the con-social emotions of jealousy and hate..
and fear of course and insecurity too for folks who have not
yet arrived to the born again stage where all is love and tolerance
and accepting of differences as such.. in this way for those who
Industry’ of really
getting to understand
that folks at core need
and want the similar things..
tolerance.. acceptance.. and Love..
and sadly.. i only have one pink shirt
that says don’t laugh.. it’s your girl friend’s
shirt.. nah.. i have some limits that’s one that
even i will not wear to church out of respect for
of myths and tradition..
anyway.. the other synchronicity
on this 1st Sunday of Advent is prepare
ye a way for the Lord of liGht as surely a Jesus
can love free for now at lEast in New Red State Jerusalem
with a Merry Christmas Shirt with Rudolf with sHades leading
the choir from the back of the church as same as the children
who still actuAlly sense and feel the God of Nature wHole
inside sTiLL as tolerating.. accepting.. and somewhat
fearless unconditional love who are not FucKinG
pInk.. i came
up to the priest
with A remArk that
i like your piNk
robe and received
a hand shake and
a chuckle that
means for him i
am pArt of his
man’s club and
he has no idea
i was kinda
as he shakes every
one’s hands after church
in the lobby.. gave him one
of those firm he man bone.. yeah..
crusher hand shakes as i normally
do it softly as not only can i see the
soul that lies behind eyes.. i also can
feel it through a soft hand shake of feelings
that is more like a mind meld and surely a little
creepy to some folks.. i’m sure too.. as i am exposing
tHeir soUL like a beacon of liGht or bLack hole sTar inside
as it comes
as spock miGht
say with a spock
shake too.. he he..
also gave the older
more angry deacon dude
a firmer hand shake than that
and told another official of the
church.. and the lady next to me
too.. with the six kids and husband
in tow.. who had a little girl with a Christmas
shirt on too.. hey.. people are already decorating
tHeir yard.. so sure.. i can decorate me too.. as A little Rudolph2..
Okay.. now it’s
time for public
dance and Rudolph
will be coming back soon
to Facebook to let his Christmas
presents be kNown and fElt once aGain
as hiStory repeats itself in myths that house
the essence of trUth and liGht in so many different
vehicles and vessels that point toward fearless smARt
as Holy SpiRit WiLL..
when all of thaT iS FAiTh..
Oh yeah.. and A final synchronicity
from the church services and the previous
stuff i already wrote having no idea what would
come next is.. a reserve pilot instructor from Whiting
Field who attends church told me.. thank you for wearing
all those cool shirts to Church as his children love a break
of seeing them.. particularly star wars.. while we waited in line
at Taco Bell and in return He and Katrina.. he first and Katrina
for closing in on the thousandth time or so when we are toGether..
yes.. got to hear the entire miraculous story of a child of God named Fred..
soUL aS Such..
and sure another
Fredache for Katrina2..
same thing last night with
a lady in a long Christmas
check out line as she got to
hear the full story of Fred Gump2..
And as Forrest says.. i WiLL do more juSt ’cause
100 percent Faith
in what i’M DOinG
with NO FEAR BABY..
AND COPIOUS AMOUNTS OF LOVE
iN Fred Fearless
smARt talk waY..noW
And yes.. the Grinch
story is on the way too..
with several dance shirts with
his face but of course we have
the orange version of that this year too..
as surely myths do come trUe for iSREaL2..
orange pill form2..
i’ll take the Green pill
for now and continue to
gRow my grinch heARt Now
to maximum Multi-Verse
Ocean WHoLe way2..
THe F FTW2..;)
Target Selfie ‘here’ with a very nice
and sweet Target Girl who also
noted i danced with her at
Old Seville Quarter as we
discussed the benefits
of having Uni-Sex
Target as let’s
juSt say a
of the community
carrying around banners
on their pick ’em up trucks
have honored their vow to
boycott Target over allowing
all Americans to pursue Happiness
in the bathroom of their choice.. Oh..
Lord.. and i can even remember back in
them dead zone days where i did not have
the protective coating around my body like
what the Star Trek Enterprise uses as shields
to keep unsavory stuff out.. i could feel intense stress
and general misery and discontent at Walmart and K-Mart
so much more than the Target of more open minded and educated
folk in weight of lifting the veils of ignorance per original Greek Definition
really makes a
difference in the
mood of the environment
as such with an open tolerating
accepting heARt vs a closed discriminating
haTing heARt that has lost it’s very liGh..t i verily say..
anyWay.. she thought every thing i do.. down to the nude
art was cool.. as she has an open mind and doesn’t see darkness
A Free F iN Country NOW..
God Bless America for Target Freedom..
and she was also kind enough to tale me all
her friends loved me as i didn’t give a care what
anyone thOught.. as i exercise all my freedoms
from head to toe
she knew before
meeting the dancing
guy.. up close and personal
iN expose’ of all i am now..;)
As ‘they’ say for Target now
too and ‘Bulleye’s Playground’
iT iS that way for me too..
as the Heaven is at
Hands raised to
the sky in
Pose on the
Big Red Target
BaLL.. all free
aS SucH and yes..
it’s hard to see the Reindeer
red nose on the shirt but Rudolph
once again.. in this version has both
sHades and what at least looks like
a Mustache here.. oh yeah.. and the
Heaven’s at hand again made it’s way
into the Gospel of Matthew at Catholic
Church and sTillL folks are waiting for it
after death.. so sad to wait for Heaven and
never ever find it now.. trULy so Red Nose sAd..;)
What else.. yes..
the Algorithm of
show assistant comes
through in a timely manner
to document in public store way
the rest of the weekend Marathon
of mixed martial arts and ballet-like
dance.. and it surely was a blast with
free help and and free give away of dance
for those public audience folks.. kind enough to
share my all free spiritual praise dance music ministry
all around the Facebook world and such as that as dance does
go on and on
and on.. and closing
in on 777 dance events
in public like this not counting
the Seville 137 events where the
GPS Sports watch will not record the
miles of dance in that old building close
to the beach.. even if an average of only two
folks video tape what i do.. with the wife Katrina
actually catching many more do in dance events she
pays attention to for her hobby of what’s going down with
my dance with the audience too.. numbers add up quick..
and easily.. more than easily be a few thousand separate
videos of many circling the Facebook Globe now that still
exist there until they find someone else who is brave enough
to dance every where they go in the Metro P’Cola LA.. yes
Lower Alabama Florida Panhandle as such with a few
backwards ways of Old Testament view of an old world
somewhere else where scarcity rules over our overall
abundance over here in the lush forests.. beaches..
rest of God
Nature too.. all
for purview and even
resources for making
survival real in a forage of
lifE sTiLL iN Wilderness way..
anyWay.. if need be i would likely
bite the bullet and become a hunter
and fisherman and in general forager
as such to survive but for now i thrive
with Grocery stores and yeS.. even the
Five Dollar and Ninety Nine cent Mexican
Meal special at Taco Bell available as a special
over all days of the week for now.. as they keep the ease coming
for me to get my hands
too bloody for the job of liFe AT HAND…;)
And Facebook FriEnd Rafiah shares a status
that says she just graduated from College with
her Chemistry degree.. so i saY.. in encouragement..
Congratulations!.. now off
I wish it so strongly, Freddy.
I hope this does happen. Inshaa Allah
And i return with..
i will continue
To pray for it
And you.. my
And then Rafiah shared
some photos of a movie that
she has had on her watch list
for some time and is happy to
finally get to watch that i remember
i really liked but at that time couldn’t remember the name of it..
So i say..
i loved that
iN the liGht
And then after
all day i then say..
took me until tonight to
remember the name of the
movie but as you know i would
as i can’t have
one of my own now..:)
And then finally Rafiah shares a video of an Alan feature
creature or robot as such from Saturday night live and i say..
Hmm.. as synchronicities now
continue to ring in today in almost
everyway of what i do today for now..
this Alan Creature
is the way i am usually
received in public dance
by the female element of
the public audience as
compared to the
i see the males in
the dance hall physically
pull their girlfriends away from
asking me questions about what’s
getting down with the free dance of me..
i just don’t ‘know’ why but the male faction of
society has never liked me much.. i guess happy
scares them IN FACT I KnOW IT DOES AND BETTER
again to you my friEnd
hope you don’t go somewhere
and never come back here.. stay
you can please..
as friends will continue
to do if they so wish and will..;)
And then i say to Rafiah
in regard to “The Professional”..
Oh.. and after watching
the trailer again.. that movie
is like the new movie.. “The
Accountant” with Ben Affleck
playing an assassin with Asperger’s
syndrome in vengeance way who has
great difficulty finding friends and finally
who really cares about him..
as stories about life go on.. my FriEnd..
and sure i’ll park another trailer for that
perHaps for your continuing watch list before
And Gary Oldman does
a reprise of a similar
role with a similar
of deeper meaning
here in “The Book of Eli”..
i have a feeling you’ll like this one
and the roles remain..
as well as human archetypes
“He who has so little knowledge of human nature as to seek happiness
by changing anything but his own disposition
will waste his life in fruitless efforts.”
~~ Samuel Johnson ~~
of the ages of the sages
for most anyone who escapes
to control and subjugate folks
‘tween the sidewalks of life.. now..
This Dreamtime of time out of time..
sure.. the same stuff that Eckart Tolle
is speaking of in New age ways
more or less
is also the stuff
of going deeper within
and connecting to human
Jungian-like archetypes that
even science is starting to give
credence to as of a Discover Magazine
with a Google search..
anyWay.. Dream time is
heaven now for those who
escape the sidewalks of books
and such as that my friEnd.. they
are more likely to write them in some
land and never
ending story now..
words don’t do it justice
never have never will as they
are both figurative and concrete too..
And sure.. it’s the eye of the needle and
a hugely overweight camel for escape..
same story.. same roles.. similar
play goeS oN
and soMe add
verses to uniVerse
even iF it is watering
a sapling tree for life..
or a small
seed or whatever
the FucK.. mY FriEnd..
A devil doesn’t live in the big picture..
but sure.. one can visit never the less as more..;)
“We are never deceived; we deceive ourselves.”
~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ~~
A Power oF
A dArk Force..
not everyone is cut out to kNow..
that’s not fair and it sucks but it is what it is..;)
one calls it
it is what it is
too.. strong or weak
or almost non-existence
subject to A dArk force2..;)
Just Say “Know!”
~~ Realist Bee ~~
“For a moment, nothing happened.
Then, after a second or so, nothing continued to happen.”
~~ Douglas Adams, “The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy” ~~
like a thousand
‘who’ visit ‘that place’..;)
“The fact that an opinion has been widely held
is no evidence whatever that it is not utterly absurd;
indeed in view of the silliness of the majority of mankind,
a widespread belief is more likely to be foolish than sensible.”
~~ Bertrand Russell, Marriage and Morals ~~
Hmm.. once one now
really studies all sciences/arts
usuAlly there is a deeper reason
can miss at least
as science shows now..
in the human art of both
thriving and basic survival..
For example.. scarcity makes
‘ridiculous controls’ for survival
and abundance makes
for ‘so much
over do it
that seem ridiculous
come about again
on in even
ways for survival..
bottom shared line..
survival.. so in other words
sometimes ‘stupid is’ works..
and the smArty
pants never get around
to reproducing while others
do it with their ‘ridiculous rules’
and carry on wayward sons as such..
and daughters too..
as even science shows
that while the population
of the world will stabilize
later this century.. those who believe
in ‘ridiculous religious rules’ will continue
to survive over smarty pants.. moreover..
with no birth control..
it’s all about giving a
free fuck or not
hit the road..or not..;)
“There is what there is and what we wish there was.”
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
And there is
also a now
that is awesome
and beyond most folks belief
as bio-neuro-diversity goeS on iN liGht and DArk..
and it is
what it is..
even if one says
there is only a chosen
few who get to go to heaven NOW..
for those who wait..
who could or would or should
seek it and find IT NOW forevermorenow..;)
“Tiger gotta hunt. Bird gotta fly.
Man gotta sit and wonder why, why, why.
Tiger gotta sleep. Bird gotta land.
Man gotta tell himself he understand.”
~~ Kurt Vonnegut Jr. ~~
“There is no birth without pain.”
~~ Carl Jung ~~
Yeah.. i wish
but i was way
too weak to make
it without the worst pain
known to humankind for
66 months from wake to sleep..
and when i say that was worth it..
be a mighty
fine place i live
for now.. as honestly
i would do it all again
now.. can’t full put
it into words but i can
put it into perspective.. mY FriEnd..;)
It’s just like the movie contact with
a glimmer of a wink
of dreamtime from before NOW..:)
“They should have sent a poet”
“There are worse things than dying.”
~~ Kalas ~~
A source NoW..WoN
oF aLL my WiLL/Hope/Believe/
FAiTH/LovE.. been tHeRE done thiS..
don’t go here..
as they can’t
hiStory sHows tHis..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd.. i
Write poetry to
Escape left brain
Joy oF LiGht
In other words i
Have to work extremely
Hard not to over analyze life
And the propensity is
STill what i DancE
And SinG to
A Balance of
HeArt and Science
Yang.. from my old
Now and then
i slither Back
For BaLaNcinG aLL
As a practice and Science of
Thanks my friEnd..
yOur place is one of
my most favorite places
to visit online.. obviously..
i seek and
surely find here
free and free is alWays
the key now as far as
happy comes to me..
or tall or short
or fat or thin
or smart or
Happy Intelligence i seek now..
juSt happy and free as iT happEns..
it’s kinda like when i dance in public..
girls moreover understand i am doing it
to be care free and happy and the ‘boys’
ask me why.. and obviously there lies the problem..
they were big
enough to bully
me when a child
for just a smile.. ignorance
The ‘only’ reaSon the myth of ‘Jesus’
is as popular as ‘he’ is.. is one..
to expand the Roman
men’ to smile now
for some reAson at all..
otherwise the desire for
fear and hate would have ‘killed’
but no.. he is
the ‘only one’ they
can ‘smile at’.. ain’t it
both ironic and ignorance of sad..:)
But on the other hand there is a bigger
reason too.. when scarcity arrives and
the tribal instinct arises to fight and kill
enough necessary for resources of
subsistence.. without killing
attributes of empathy
becomes the enemy
of kill and that too explains
why folks who live in scarCities..
no matter so-called time or place
develop frOwny face and become bullies
with cOld heArts too.. poor of food.. poor of drink..
poor of social roles.. poor of spirit as empathy and compassion
hells of scarcity
of empathy and compassion
where the tribal instinct and basic
snake brain is the flavor of mind for survival..
and most ironically i must continue to exercise my
of freedom to love
in a place like hell..
that just SO hapPens to
be paradise too for those
who feel and sense the beauty
of the environment here thaT way
out of tHat other human dimension (world)
within of hell my FriEnd.. sTilLL Love Wins..
enough to breathe..
DancE and SinG Free..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd..
L i L L i A N noW
A revolution oF Fear..
Hate.. and sadly ignorance
Has spoken and learned to
But a DancE and SonG
Can And WiLL sTiLL
BeCome A rEvolution
Orange as Earth.. WiNd
FiRe Dances and
And Free For
i Can and
WiLL DancE and SinG
For Freedoms Sting Be Ring..
Other than that.. Greetings
And Welcome back to the
Current states of affair
With a Laugh
For the ironic
Comedy of the
And DancE and SonG..:)
SOHEIR blogger friend
shares an Islam oriented
video on ‘Do not Be Sad”
and i say..
Thanks Fred dear friend!!!
i intimate back..
As well as blissings
My friEnd SOHEIR..
Happy humans means
Peace.. Love.. and A
SonG oF Harmony..:)
Well said Fred!!!
And i lovingly
And now i say..
that’s how love
to Ocean wHole..:)
Then SOHEIR discusses
her pursuit of graduate
from online life..
And i say..
Good to hear
About the advancement
Of your studies.. SOHEIR..
Best wishes for continuing
Thanks for the wishes Fred!
Have a good day my friend!
And i return with..
And then i finAlly
And now i say
it is refreshing to
come across folks
who are human enough
online to actually carry on
a reciprocating social conversation
of contact.. connect.. and care..
it comes from..:)
As i end a trip back
to Zee’s place to finish
this ‘Star Rain’.. for now..;)
And a repeat of what i’ve already
said with further response here too..
SMiLes.. my friEnd.. Zee..
Love is LiGht
From that but what
Are Platitudes without
FeeLinG SenSinG DoinG
liGht more than kNoWiNG
Words.. sMiLes aGain with
Almost inFiNite Definitions
Matching Fire as Flame of
Other than that
i pray that LigHt
That is yours
Grows A torch
I hope the same,
thank you for your well wishes..:)
And i return with..
Hope and Love
Wins for Peace
And now i visit Zee’s next post..:)
‘You did not get this from me.
Somewhere inside of you there is rain.
Somewhere in your stomach,
something beautiful is growing
and it is infinite.
Don’t you let them try and take that from you,
you are open and you are a flood,
someday someone is going to want to die in you.’
– “Jaan-E-Maan” by Azra Tabassum
(Jaan-E-Maan means “My Dear” in Persian and “Darling” in Urdu language.)
sMiLes.. my friEnd
Zee.. beFore i cAMe
here today.. i was having
a reAlly hard time finding
a title for
what i wrote
as i don’t seek
titles.. they come
to me.. along with
words my friEnd
SpiRit liGhts A hoMe..
anyWay.. for somE FeeLinG
SenSinG deep down iN aLL of
everynow.. ‘Star Rain’
here.. and you in thAT..
provide A gift unwittingly
too..noW of Both SonG
and Words.. sharing
freely that dots
aLL oF home Now
oF eYe.. you kNow
i have thiS FeeLinG
thaT God iS GroWingLy
leARning to sPeak preSent
iN all of wE who seek to FiNd
A hiGher meaninG and purposE now
than beFore mY friEnd.. as synchronicities
continue to fruIT.. aS nows go on as Star Rains
that come from crucible iN fire oF Star bursts as
we sentient sTar duSt plUs GroW iN ConNecTinG Force
as simply MoVinG CreATinG
do as Free
Rain.. Stars gLow
And gRow as Ocean WHole..
Thanks for giving
and sharing what
you do here..
as Star Rain liGht..:)
Hello.. Mark Dice.. i don’t usuAlly
say the name of those who deal
in terms of bucks in fear and hate..
and surely it’s been
a long now
when you mostly
dealt in fear and hate
in totally ridiculous conspiracy
theories that the minions who live
in scarcity.. fear.. and hate of group
thiNk fLock to wHeRe misery and company
now of course
misery does love
company and how sad
thaT is.. and hmm.. why would
i come here while LiVinG iN heaVen
now.. yeah that real place that whoever
wrote about and all wrote about that exists
now.. for those who live tHeRe iN hope and love
away from fear and hate.. dude you just interviewed
a bunch of Jesus folks and you are criticizing them for
not judging and you call yourself a Christian.. the anthropologist
in me has to wonder how and why a message by a man that folks
actually worship as God can get so lost.. well thaT iS simple my friend
you call those who live in dArkness out by highlighting liGht and they
where ‘tHey’ live
it.. and OMG you
even make a considerable
income in Google Pennies
peddling fear and hate online
as freedom of speech and expression
allows for now.. at least with donations
anyway as Star
Wars says.. don’t
discount the power
of the dARk Force and
that is why i visit friend..
in continual study and
recognition of the reaLIty
of both Heaven and Hell..
AnyWay.. Synchronicity rules
in bigger God TApestry and
Nature sAMe masterpiece
oF aRt continuing both iN
liGht/dArk.. ‘tween sHades
of Grey and beYOnd noW
colors too.. you
of Green Back
Dollar bILL mY
FriEnd as i recognize
and liGht the dARk here..
but never the less in places
wHere theRE were actually juSt
lost Christians.. i changed the course
of what they did.. a few you tubers heRe
and tHere who sTiLL had a liGht of something
more than a dollar biLL.. deep deep deep inside..
wHere liGht loves to eScape as Love.. so i’LL share
the same liNk that i provided the call for an uprising
dude before he gave up his old moon reign.. so here for
Reign and to be clear
i am fully aware you never
read the comments here and
you don’t care about anything
here but a dollar bill.. but hey
tHere is still intelligent love
here and tHere
oh.. my friEnd
you are StiLL
a shiny bright
dARk muse.. and
it’s so dam obvious
thou protests a little much
as it aint’ hard to tale wHere yA come from..;)
Anyway2.. you just helped me to create the longest
long from poem ever in ISReaL witness for God in
over 42 months now.. exceeding 3.3 milLioN words
and F88KinG believe it or not.. it’s all for fun and liGht
and Love and sure recognizing thaT otHeR place too..
tHeir IS A REvolution of LoVE in Star Rain liGht noW my FriEnd
but the deal is.. only for those who are currently and alWays have
noW aT Hand
IsreaL as natUre
and sentient star
of star burst
fire that still
liGhts uP LoVeYes
of wisDom.. seNsing..
And FeeLinG aS OuRs..
Torch oF FLAme i AM
Yep.. this fits
iN juST fiNe..
see ya later baby..
iT is possible that you
have juST BEen ‘promoteD aGain’
to mY you tuber dArk muse foR noW..
to tale.. as
NoWs Go ON..;)
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels
Free Verse Poetry Novel
Free Verse Poetry Novel
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..
After Book of Fred
of course too..
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
2016.. iT iS wHAt
WeLL.. Hello Himali..
surely nice to see you
back online.. and by the
way.. a Happy Belated Birthday
for you in November
as i wished
it to you
in a blog
for fun too..
i must say i have
a crush on all of existence
and every now and then a
liGht comes into my life i
you are one
of those crushes oF liGht
my friEnd.. too far and few ‘tween
the rest of Star duST uS mY friEnd..:)
With Continued best wishes and hopes for your CPA study..:)
Hello gigoid.. speaKing of lively
spirited Celtic Fiddlers
with a dance
our liveS in whatever
way the dance and song
moves uS neXt i’LL share
this one too.. yNot.. iT’s A
very dreary day outside and
sunshiny alWays inside with
MaGiC MuSiC and DancE liKe
thiS in iNstrument of All thAT iS..:)
“It is fear that first brought gods into the world.”
~~ Petronius ~~
Interestingly.. i cannot even remember
fear anymore.. you know the kind that
lasts more than a split second wHeRe
fight or flight
totAlly as such
no different than
the cat who rests
after the forage
iS God my friEnd
aS Hair of the mammal
who has a limited vocabulary FOR LiFe..:)
“But since life is cruel, to you and to me, here I am.”
~~ Umberto Eco ~~
Better yET now
when iT’s good
i am A DancE
to that place too..:)
SMiLes.. i often
giggle but no
dogma bite me..
hehe.. i master thaT BiTch..
And preTend liKe i’M it’S slAve..;)
“I shall explain this by waving my hands
about in an appropriate manner.”
~~ gigoid, the dubious ~~
Yes.. i did that2 for
6500 miles noW in
what IS Approaching
6666 mileS iN 40 moNths2..
And iT doesn’T
it or not
as i biT
and had fUn..
i’LL do iT soMe mOre2..;)
“Nothing in the entire universe ever perishes, believe me,
but things vary, and adopt a new form.
The phrase “being born” is used
for beginning to be something different from what one was before,
while “dying” means
ceasing to be the same.
Though this thing may pass into that,
and that into this
yet the sums of things remains unchanged.”
~~ Ovid — Metamorphoses ~~
Not reAlly sure about
the sum some of sum
with limited science eYes
but one thing for sure iS
to a new
thaT i sElF hELp too..;)
“A fish never thinks about water until he’s out of it.”
~~ Robert Penn Warren ~~
“You cannot teach a crab to walk straight.”
“It takes a long time to understand nothing.”
~~ Edward Dahlberg~~
True in nothing now which
is more and less the absence
oF aLL FeeLinG and
seNses A thouSand
a rough estimate
from the abyss of
noThIng AKA HeLL..
ha! and people thInk
that nothing is after liFe..;)
“Do you imagine that the universe is agitated?
Go out into the desert at night and look up at the sky.
this practice should answer the question.”
~~ Lao Tzu ~~
TrUe.. A Beach
this so long
ago iN the
aCross A River to
A FoReSt beFore i could
SPEaK then at age 3.. hUmans are
serIOUsly rEtarded iN more they have
tools as wE.. iNstead
oF dreAMtiMe now mY friEnd..:)
“There are things that are known, and things unknown,
and in between are the doors of perception.”
~~ Aldous Huxley, “The Doors of Perception” ~~
Yes.. and that is also
can take us
back to dreAMtiMe too..:)
Oh by a way..
DancinG to Master
of Tides works
thing iS.. i hAVe to
dAncE it for the SonG to riSe
to those heiGhts as yA say i BecOme
LiVinG iT iSREaL..:)
“There are two kinds of people.
Those who dance
And those who do not.”
of the Galaxy
New VerSion iN SuMmEr ’17..:)
Hi.. Lala Rukh.. the
6th.. it is of December
and also the birthday
of my X-Catholic Priest
Grandfather who would have
been 121 years old.. but he..
dying in 1950.. at 54.. a year and a half younger
than me noW as fortunately for me.. a liFe
that almost came to an end at age 47
continues on for another 9 years..
yes.. if my greatest
wish had happened
then.. there would
be no 33 months
in a mind where
eyes and ears no longer
worked with the worst pain
known to humankind then.. no
strength in spirit to write that first
word on the Wrong Planet on Thanks
Giving of 2010.. or now a ThanksGiving
this year in celebration of writing 12 million
words that was only 6 million or so when i first
met you when i came out of earthly hell on or about
July 22nd of 2013.. coinciding with that Star of David
Planetary Alignment thingy we talked about after then..
i was gonna need a lot of moral support online to accomplish
what will be 6666 miles of Dance Walking an all free style of
martial arts and ballet-like dance in what will be on or about
the end of 2016 in all public places in my metro area i go
since the beginning of September of 2013.. and yes
writing a 42 month witness for God in longest long
form poem ever in the history of humankind still
exceeding the other one at 1.8 million words
from India named the ‘Mahabharata’ where
now this 727th MacroVerse still exceeds
over 3.3 million words measured at
the 42 month point since i started
this entire blog adventure back on
March 10th.. of 2013.. remember
when i told you.. still documented
in that Blog in July of 2013 that
you were gonna help me then
deliver a special message
of sorts as i had a ‘vision’
as such when i was 21
that someone from
the East would
help me do
well.. you did
and you continue
to do that and the moral
support you provided me in
the early days where i was growing
my Grinch heArt that once was.. to 10 times
or more for what then would come to be now
my FriEnd.. was truly instrumental in noW all of what
comes as is for Now.. and you are currently the longest
standing friend originating online that i am still keeping in contact now as the
previous longest one way way back on the Wrong Planet in 2010 has left
the web sphere.. my friEnd Leah from Germany who promises to find me
one day again if she ever comes back.. and the second one.. Angel
Mind Retrofit.. before Leah actually came back to be a friend with
me online.. who introduced me to the dVerse Poetry site that made
all those words possible too of poetry and my development as
such.. erased her public blog presence.. too.. as well as the
Mags Burch woman who was also on the Autism Spectrum
along with those three.. who erased her existence from
Social Media as well.. the only one i could find who
supported me in the Autism Communities
and my first and only Facebook friend..
back when it seemed like i was the
only one who had a frigging
heArt in a land
of us vs them..
anyWay.. at the point
where i actually escaped hell..
you were tHeRe and provided words
of Unconditional Love and thAT was A
tUrning point iN my life.. my FriEnd
from Hell to Heaven as iSreal then..
anyway2.. as i gave ThanksGiving
this Thanks Giving for all of that
i give Thanks Giving to you my
friEnd as you also led me
as a participant on your
site from where i first
saw your white pearl
on Mind Retrofit’s
blog to one of my
stood by my
side since you got
married and the writing
spirit was no longer yours
to share.. and so many other
nice folks from your area in South
Asia have come into my life online since
then.. as sure there have been some very difficult
days in the very backwards place that i witness for
God in Public Dance.. thing is.. the legend.. the general
audience says i have become in this metro area now.. yes..
is one of freedom for those who feel outcast who shouldn’t
have to worry about what folks think about them to be able to express
ALL OF WHO THEY ARE IN THIS LIFE NOW.. and that freedom NOW..
i bRinG.. it’s
iN a Free DancE
and SonG of Fearless
smARt and Unconditional
Love.. but truly it has been
the job of JOB and StiLL is to
get out to everyone.. iN FAct
it is impossible for one human
being.. or one savior.. one last prophet
or whatever now exists.. to
save our species as we
aLL who have God who
lives iN wE muST
do iT toGeTher
pain and discontent
and overall stress and
worry and fear and hate
continue to rule pockets
of the world and even expand more…
the species will be here for some time as now to come..
the thing is.. living life fully alive in free beats dead walls of life now..
Other than that
look forward to
talking to you again
whenever you will and
feel to come back.. and never
the less thanks for keeping a line
of communication open.. as truly
it is sad when friends close down for good
or for whatever reason they leave.. my FriEnd..
and never the less for all
of that.. contact and
in all of
social media now..
we explore new areas
by the power of the word.. eTc..
that we might have never traveled
around the globe without this great phone
of communication and pen pal same.. wHerE this
web IS A web of not only discontent.. malcontent..
and generalized fear and hate.. too.. yes.. hope and love
warm and fuzzy
holds hands too..
it’s a trail my friend..
the whole thing with
many friendly and lovely hands too.. Thanks.. aGaiN..
for hOlding my webbed hand when i reAlly needed a good friEnd..
And yeah.. i kNow.. i’ve used
‘That SonG’ with you beFore
but it isn’t getting
me.. my FriEnd..
Memory from a year ago at the
Saint Rose of Lima Catholic
Church Annual Christmas
Party on the Festival
Grounds at the
Church.. here i am
with the Monsignor Mike
who was also a member of
the Beta Club in school.. and
a Tennis Buddy back in the decade
span or so i spent at the City Park
sometimes all day long in Indian
Summers as this Indian Summer
is coming to a rather chill this
weekend for the coming
Festival Church party
of Christmas on
82 years.. December
10th too.. thing is.. the church
folks scheduled the Hard Rock
Casino trip on the tour bus for that
day too.. and sure.. the Hard Rock Casino is
my church too along with the rest of all that is
so.. looks like the festival will not come after the
Biloxi Beach and Casino Dance i will free and
Public do all day too.. as the visit for the birthday
of my mother and that will rule over the Christmas
pArty this year.. but hey.. with Facebook Memories
it can still be a Christmas Party from a year ago
with your Monsignor Mike online.. hehe.. ain’t
technology great when it means the human
connection all free and warm and fuzzy as
such.. and while i don’t always agree with
Monsignor Mike in what he says in church..
overall.. i do more than any other pastor
or priest i have come across in this
Red State New Jerusalem so far
in the Good old New Israel that
is the U.S. of A.. now for freedom
sTiLL iSREaL now too.. hey
with the local
rule.. in church and
state as in my case the
state gets God better overall
in the U.S. of A in providing laws
that enforce the inalienable right
to liFE.. Liberty and the pursuit
of happiness and justice for
all to be free this way too..
so sure.. in that way
here at least..
the state can be
a church that works
for a prophet now.. of
course without any concerns
iN maKing Caesar’s coins.. as that
jusT FucKs up who yA serve.. yA kNow
A BLack Green
Back DollAR BiLL..
or the GoD oF Nature
aLL thAT iS now.. yes.. the wHole
F In EnChiLdA.. not an only man
or last or first man of any kind now..
and if tHeRe is any
Savior for me.. it WiLL
surELy noW be more
feMale liKe a moThER than
any male iN thiS country aT leASt for sure..
not to say ‘they’ never hELp.. bUt sUre.. juST saYin..;)
After a much needed respite from
close to a two month drought with
a somewhat deluge of rain for a couple
of days with cloud cover before then.. the
Sun is shining again.. and the move from clouds
to sun makes infinite shades of grey and hues
of colors in my back yard.. hehe..
also known as my personal
version of a Garden
of Eden all innocent
and stuff with zero sin
as just another animal
of god being Nature sAMe
as such.. yeah.. how deep is yoUr
Love and tHere IS A SonG for thAT
too.. in how we can be reborn to the
Ocean of Nature as waves that flow from
Rivers and streAMs thE sAMe as alWays
different as shores change from now to now
as tides go in and out and all over again from
A cycle of dARk to liGht to those ‘tween sHades
of Grey and Rain Bow Colors of expanding consciousness
in what some folks might call oneness with God and the UniVerse
aS SaMe.. or perhaps with substance out of Nature additives.. yeah..
Mushrooms.. DMT from Native South American Plants what ‘they’ name
as the psychedelic experience wHeRe we truly fiNd that we create our
realiTies in miNd and Body BaLanCinG Force or not in what can trULy
be up to Hell on Earth aWay from the poTentiaL oF Heaven noW.. hmm..
anyWay no external substances needed for me.. for most every now i go
in the ZoNE of dance tHeRE is at least one person wondering what
i’M oN and someone else that would love to have some oF it for
even a second as such.. as sure.. some of we humans can FeeL
iT through mirror neurons and other greater Quantum miNd
and BoDy poTenTiAls unLeashed and reLeased that
science per empirical study of repeatable observable
phenomenon that is the hUman liFE experience
ain’t got a clue on much more over than the
Observer effect in smaLLest levels in
the study of Quantum Physics that
hasn’t improved much over
decades for any poTEnTial
larger experiments that could
be empirically measured and
repeated as this stuff involves
a complex neuro-chemical and
neuro-hormone interplay from head
to toe of human and beYond that includes
subatomic stuff at levels that the aided eye
of sciEnce cannot even see.. anyWay.. through
the trance enhancing art of free dance wHeRE
mechanical cognition goes dArk and the social
empathic miNd and BoDy iN BaLAnCinG Force
liGhts uP with the actual Force of EmotioNal and
SenSoRy MuSiC and SonG exPaNDinG power..
sure.. we become more than just a FeeLinG that
we have experienced beFore for those who dare
to explore the inNer UniVerse that changes and
actuAlly impacts the outer UniVerse of our ReaLITies
too.. often picked up in perception ways through the
phenomenon of Synchronicity that operates in a collective
consciousness in more than just verbal thiNking miNd going
well beYond what we term as abstract symbols we create as words..
wHeRe our entire BeinG from Head to toe and BeYond becomes a liGht
with a spectrum oF RAinBow coloREd experiEnce never fELt and seNsEd
beForE.. anyWay.. it’s impossible to fully understand this until one travels
further than they have so-called ‘normal’ gone before in this meat
body suit named flesh and blood.. tHeRe IS A place wHeRe even
someone like me at 233LBS leg pressing what may have been
40 times last niGht at 1020LBS FeeLs aS liGht as a feather
BEFoRE they do iT as they beCoME that feATher iN
mediTative moVinG Tai Chi liKe dance wHere tHeRe
iS no one iN control buT the FoRCE and poWer oF
BaLanCinG of miNd and BoDy NoW.. the
mastery of Now beCoMes the i beloW
the I aN exclamation POINT spiRiT iN
A place so far beYOnd what one
miGht consider the ‘normal’
hUman experience that iF
i could make a pill for thiS
experience no one would ever
worry about accumulating material
goods ever aGaIn with a freedom oF miNd
and BoDy BaLAnCinG soUL so GreAT wiTh A spiRit
noW oF heARt that WiLL Do anything and everything to
Now give and share over take and control.. anyway.. tHeRE
were days beForE noW.. yes.. months.. 66 to be acCurate
wHEre aLL iS was a scar of pain and numb to me.. and my
FiRst steps out included a post on my Birthday yes.. June
6.. 2013.. on my 53rd one wHere i spent close to 24 hours strAight
constructing a prose poem titled “Garden oF Band-aid” to uplift
and upload the soUL of gratitude for all the positive interactions
i could remember i had with people in my liFe.. and thaT is what
in large pARt hELped A journey to reGain BoTh EmoTioNs and
appreciation of Beauty sAMe.. whaT once looked like a colorful
desert of fiLLinG none now.. iS purELy an amusement paRk oF
color to sHades of Grey and whAT are beYond RainBoW FeeLinGS
and seNses to mE noW.. as i continue the ladder up wHeRe Love only
Flies in Force of GoD oNE noW as aLL NaTure and BeyOnd alToGeTher
anyWay i kNow
and FeeL about the
scars of liFE all too WeLL
and i also eXplore a never ending
depth of well thaT iS Ocean eXpanSe
more continuing LoVE noW as puRE liGht
thaT iS more colorful in Emotions and SeNses
that i KneW or fELt or SeNSed even existed BeFore
wHaT iS trULy..
iNside.. thing iS.. iT
ain’t something you can
buy at Walmart or get from
a Book alone.. it muST bE
experienced and lEArned FiRSt
Hand and practiced over the course
of an entire liFE in SeeKinG and FiNDinG
way to even exist aT all for those lost iN a
Material External world with a zillion contingencies..
anxieties and stresses the same.. anyWay2.. dVerse has
a Monday Quadrille link for 44 words based on the theme
of scars and as one can imagine considering how melancholy
the poEtry world can geT as thAT surElY IS A place i stARted out
too to search for liGht on a Wrong Planet wHere emoTions were as
taboo as naked iS in some countries in the middle east sTiLL.. and
reciprocal communication that actuAlly touched a heARt was about
as common as snow in the Panhandle of Florida these days.. anyWay3
tHere were exceptions and one was a woman with a great deal of iMaGiNation
and creaTiVitY in creating hEr liFE.. sHe was sad when her flowers died in the
Winter and the colors were lost as she really appreciated and could FeeL and
SenSe those colors oF liFE wHole.. and she imagined herself to be a male
british rock star too.. and no matter how crazy the really ‘rational’ folks
without heARts.. spiRit or SoUL tHeir iN play thought she was then..
i would given anything jusT to feel and sense one of her days then..
as tHeRe was a faint cardboard memory of a place like that in my
past too.. where the world was magical over a homeless
cardboard place of SpiRit of heARt and soUL the sAme..
home comes from within.. alWays does.. alWays WiLL..
to lose iT after trUly FeeLinG and SeNSinG iT IS A Hell
worth never going.. too.. but to be tHeiR.. iT don’t hUrt
to tale oTheR folks all about iT.. so maybe theY
can avoid going to the pain and numb
of hell one day too.. anyway i wRite
on in a continuing Garden of Band-Aid
appreciating and respecting all hUman
experience from dARk to liGht aS iT
aLL makes the human condition
what it sTiLL is now.. and
poEtry must wait
a call out into
the flesh and blood
world of human conNecTion..
iN moVing CreAtinG ways takes
precedence for now.. but hey
whY not make an introduction
for the scars that DancE and SinG
neXt as juST moRE of a Garden
of Band-Aid now.. along with
that original post from
my actual oldest
all the way
from June 6th 2013..
but nah.. back in them
days the videos quit working
for now.. anYway it’s easy to
open up and that’s a plus from
Google Blogs as such.. foR noW..
wHere by the way.. viewership for that
particular archive blog has moved from 93K
views to 190,619 as of last check just noW in
just a year.. amazingly as such after dVerse complained
about the length of my stuff.. and i really went released and
unleashed after i stopped appeasing tHeir rules and left from
liNking there that is when my viewership of my blogs really skyrocketed
over on the Google Blogger sites.. Word Press is still hard for many folks
to open up.. but hey that’s where my palette of comments section works
best along with Facebook here of course.. juSt to write free without
worrying about any fancy dancy platforms for drafts.. i do it ’cause
i CaN/WiLL. as i don’t follow any so-called cultural norms that sLow
as this creativity
thingie IS A gifT
that doesn’t alWays
viSit in liFE.. make the
best oF it while it’s here
and like Mark Twain says
write the shiT dOwn beForE iT geTs cOld..
and no.. hell no.. no settling for luke warm here..;)
Great Celtic Song and
FAiry air liGht
hmm.. reminds me Now
of dance niGht too.. heHeRs..
anyWay back to the Quotes now
and Pearls as sAMe.. gigoid..:)
“Very often, meaning lies in the spaces
between the words, not in the words themselves.”
~~ Callan Williams ~~
Amazing iT iS how hUmans
who have an innate propensity
for Language before the written
stuff have moved to scribing feelings
scripted into angles and circles in sand
to digit of one finger at a now to make this
language flow like a keyboard sings.. i suppose
DancE and SonG
oF liFe when text
spRings organic aliVe.. my FriEnd
as effortless as the violin player
in the video in fAiry Air fLiGht
as such for metaphor
sacred and holy
when it SinGs and
DancEs without much thiNk..
cOmes to LiFe..
and i’m pretty sure
that’s why Jack Kerouac
taped his typewriter pages
toGeThER as he didn’t
hiS SonG aLiVe..:)
“A friend is one who knows the song in your heart
and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.”
~~ Donna Twitchell Roberts ~~
I FeeL and
whY Free Verse
FolkS noW DancE
And SinG to share
LoVe A FRiEnD withiN
“Universe: All-purpose poem.”
~~ Ray Hand ~~
“Enough is as good as a feast.”
~~ John Heywood — Proverbes, Part i, Chap. xi ~~
Bread as Flesh
and Blood rises..:)
“Endurance is one of the most difficult disciplines,
but it is to the one who endures that the final victory comes.”
to both capture prey
and escape predator
waits for A
Breeze of BaLanCinG
one foot two foot sAMe
two hands clapping iN A
“Dear friend, all theory is gray,
And green the golden tree of life.”
~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe, Faust~~
BesT iS kNoW..:)
And i was reading
all about Faust
devil in a game
named “Hello Neighbor”..
while Tim Tebow talked on the ‘Harry’ show as my wife alerted me from the computer room..
about Denver losing their last 3 games.. finishing 8-8 (16) leading up to the 3:16 game.. And after the game media sources noting Tebow’s passing yards (316) and yards per completion (31.6) per the Bible’s.. John 3:16.. where the only interception of the game was thrown by Ben Roethlisberger on 3rd down and 16.. with Denver’s time of possession at 31 minutes 6 seconds.. with the Nielsen ratings for the game also peaking at 31.6 three years to date on January 8th 2012 as
recorded in Wiki too..
since 2009 when
rule went into effect
in 2010.. looking for
a Grinch Shirt to wear
came on next
and sang the
with more of an
Angelic Voice than the original song..
aS Synchronicity is totally an A-Causal
connecting principle wHeRE liGht shines
or dArk and the ‘tween oF thaT wiTh
poTenTiAlly BeyOnd rainBow
HeLL oF iT
iT SinGs now
aS iT DanceS
for oNly the perSoN
or FolkS who heARt thE DAncE..;)
“It is impossible to design a system
so perfect that no one needs to be good.”
~~ T. S. Eliot~~
noW as the
Grinch miGht say..
the mounTain iS hiGh
And sLed is easy on the way doWn..
To stay young requires unceasing cultivation of the ability to unlearn old falsehoods.”
~~ Lazarus Long, from Robert A. Heinlein’s “Time Enough For Love”~~
“Love not what you are, but what you may become.”
~~ Miguel de Cervantes ~~
For me @lEast
i love me now
enough for mENeWNoW..:)
“Always go to the bathroom when you have a chance.”
~~ King George V ~~
Better yet.. FucK the
rules and pee
piss in priSons..
but remember.. do
asphalt don’t care..
And thank God for Trucks..
King George V.. and King David
did not have that ‘red neck’ treaSure..;)
WeLL.. long day of Nature.. some writing.. and even more dance
through the niGht at Super-Walmart.. as the Grinch comes to
town with a heARt of DancE and SonG over any deadzone
days upon a cold mountain top of dead heARt.. Spirit
and SoUL.. Dance does the trick to gRow a heARt
and spiRiT iN BaLanCinG miNd and BoDy soUL
to the strength of 10 Grinches
before.. well at least
a half a Ton
and still approaching
6666 miles of dance
at the 40 month point at
the end of the year 2016..
as aLL the numbers coMe
toGethER iN SynchroniCity too..
anyWay as aLways.. the Facebook
Video Slide Presenter Assistant is wRite
oN ToP oF scribing all of this iN Automation too..:)
Hmm.. Secret LIFe oF Pets.. more on that in the neXt
Facebook Profile Status Pic.. but anyWay.. a Grinch
who has a heARt can be comfortable iN any place..
even in red state Lower Alabama Florida Panhandle
way as the Grinch WiTh a SoUL and SpiRit too.. then..
by the video
folk Dance Audience
theRe for sUre.. as the Fiddle
Dancing Celtic music rose the
Dance oF Y i.. hiGHer.. and HiGheR even.. all niGht..;)
And yes.. in the secret life of our
pet Yellow Boy.. as mentioned a few
times all ready on Facebook.. this Yellow
Boy and Katrina too are both studious
KATS.. yes.. very study prone cats when
it comes to study of the bible..
yes.. even Old Testament stuff
too.. and Yellow Boy clearly
provides non-verbal language
that he is so disgusted at the
human treatment of women
vs men in Judges 19:24 that
says in New Living Translation..
“Here, take my virgin daughter and this
man’s concubine. I will bring them out to you,
and you can abuse them and do whatever you like.
But don’t do such a shameful thing to this man.”
Yeah.. not much value to women back in them days
when a stranger is a guest at your home and you offer
up your virgin daughters for rape.. instead of letting the
Stranger Defend himself.. himself as A Frigging man if he
even was one in the first place too.. Lord.. coward of the
county these men were back then.. Kenny Rogers would
surely be ashamed of these yellow men back then.. wait!..
disrespecting Yellow Boy by even elevating them to Yellow
men.. who would offer up their wives and daughters to rape
instead of defending their angry old asses themselves.. so
Yellow Boy immediately after he turns the page to this most
disgusting of many pARts of the old T rules.. turns away
and buries his head deeper in the shame of
weak humanoid men.. as he would fucking
bite the nuts off of another cat
before he let the other cat
have his female
as he would
death to uphold
his honor as such
as any truly wild and free
cat will do.. not to say he wouldn’t
have any sort of natural rough sex though..
but hey.. at least he ain’t a wimp like these Old T men..
so anyway.. the moral of the
story is… there are parts
of the Old Testament
that don’t treat women
any better than the Koran
does in doing whatever ya
want to.. to what the right
hand in terms of slave women
you can do to.. too.. hmm.. yeah..
Baby.. women have come along way
over here in the USA.. to escape that
kinda Old T disgusted perverted harmful shit..;)
AnyWay.. bottom bottom lines are.. toGeThER we
RiSe and stand in Difference Stronger than ever before..
and fall to veils
of ignorance over
lifting that ignorance to
an original Greek Definition that
says jusT that iN liFTinG ignorance
of separation and celebrating differences
thaT lead to even greater MoVinG.. ConNecTinG
And creAtinG achievements of humankind to come..
A Globe that rules with hope and love over fear and hate
Divide and Separation.. verses
UniTy and ToGeThErness iS for the win
iN Peace and Harmony.. A DancE and SonG thaT Loves..
WAves WhOle RiVers
StreAMinG Freedom RinGs..:)
Scars.. got a few as we all
have crosses in life.. some large
and some seemingly impossible to overcome..
my Aunt Christina who the nurse
suggested was brain
dead and then
for a feeding
had her lungs cleared
and will it be hospice or not..
hard to say really as life wants to live..
and if you have ever ever really gone to hell
you will find out just how much the snake brain
to survive will rise.. and per 3:16 synchronicities
as when i finished a 338,630 Macro-Verse responding
to a year long effort of every single F iN prompt and liNk
from the International dVerse Poetry Pub online as pARt of
an Ocean WhoLe poem at the very end of 3/16.. yes then.. March
of 2016.. that was a cross i assigned myself to carry then after they
banned me from their site for their refusal to attempt to understand
how a Desert Isle could be a place for reborn as metaphor as Plato’s
Cave the same as the more literally thinking administrators couldn’t
understand how that related to real change in life.. asking me didn’t
i have any change in life to relate.. condescendingly so in their
grey poohpon poEtry brains.. as i return the favor now..
for those with more shallow eYes and eARs that
see and hear now.. anyWay.. as iN all oF
mY liFE.. too.. paths to go as VNV Nation
says too.. as Victory FTW and Vengeance
FTL.. yes for the loss.. vs For the win..
so i went on to do something no human has
ever done by the very muse of the dARk
that i came to feel from the top dogs
at the dVerse site.. yes.. i wrote the
longest long form poem in human history..
in fACt.. befoRE thaT i did it past 1.8 million
words in multi-verse way that went wRite over
tHeir heads as these days when someone else does
a little more.. not likely that those who are competing
for whatever are gonna give ya a hand of applause when you
do something new that they actually helped you do that no one
has ever done before.. anyway.. interestingly enough.. although i’ve
documented this achievement more than once.. the only folks who have
lauded it are the folks OFFLINE now RECOGNIZING just what it means
to do something specifically of this magnitude Now.. i suppose some folks
cannot wrap tHeir brain around the whole dAm thing.. as surely i can ’cause
i juSt did it.. hehe.. anyway.. i did it and that’s enough for me.. ain’t looking for green
bLack dollar Bills or fame or fortune.. and already now received legend status iN a
red state metro area for a public dance of ballet and martial arts free verse the
same.. did any doctor or other professional think that was possible back in my
66 months of hell dead zone.. of course not.. as they said i would never
recover and be on high doses of ativan the rest of my life.. well..
they forgot about the story of the mustard seed.. and while
they still document that i am not suited to optimally
perform in what society expects of ‘normal’
people now.. i AM FucKinG thriving
like a vine in a two month
drought reaching up
to the roof
yeah.. like that
little ivy vine on the
shed in my back yard that
i photographed as it reached up
from the anchor of my shed and crawled
it’s way up top with still a few leafs left after
a two month drought and ‘right’ as we were gonna
finally receive a deluge of living water relief.. as the
wife who would not kill a bug inside the house and release
it outside.. had already spoken of her fears of that live vine
taking over our old dam shed.. that dead dam thing that
houses yard tools and such as that to prune the
living paRts of God’s Creation that are plants
and flowers and trees in my own personal
Garden of Eden free.. so after oven
gate was settled and
she was replacing
in the shed
she yanked that
vine in an act of defiance
and ripped it from a wall that
supported the hope for just a drop
of water to keep striving over that roof
that had become the vine’s home.. i was then
rather disappointed but at the same now i knew
the root of that.. a troubled mother who had mental
illness of her own.. not available to give the love to a child
that she needed so much.. a very poor upbringing where often then
there was no water for her to drink.. no father to stay at home..
and one boyfriend of a mother who stood over her bed with
a knife when young.. another who paced the back
yard in a square all day long.. another one
who popped pills.. to keep his life
going on.. and another one
who thought he knew
the queen of
mom met in
a mental institution
too.. scars.. scars that are
not healed.. when control of the
dead things in life will motivate someone
to rip the vine of a living thing from its roots
of life.. anyWay.. the root of that vine still exists..
no doubt next year it will take another path away from
the struggle up that roof.. but never the less life lives with
roots of scars that are deep and overcome for continuing survival
now.. and Tim Tebow.. is surely a public example of this.. born with
an invasion of disease from the time of fetus status in the Philippines..
same place of origin of Katrina’s biological father too.. with just enough
placenta left to nourish a child for birth.. and that child grew up.. yes Tim..
to play a school football game with a broken femur.. believe it or not Ripley as that
child had already overcome a cross in fetus status to survive from the very start..
all innate.. all instinct.. all intuitive before any words were spoke.. or education
or anything else but the innate gift as God of Nature allows for life.. and
somehow that young man kept his love as strong as the strength
of body that would power him on to do stuff that was hard
for other folks to believe.. so with the 3:16 Football
game with all those coincidences coming
together WHO the concrete book
heads will chalk up
noW than the
miracle of life
on this planet Now
as science shows to
be true as beyond any
stat of lottery win.. well.. perhaps
the’ve never been the little autistic
boy who could not speak either.. the
last kid picked on sports teams at schools
that even the ‘high class’ girls called skank
for his oily long blonde hair.. and the boys called
fool and other words that were F for his bright smile
no matter that was not his name Fred either at that
time of life.. anyway that little boy ended up at
number 11 in a class of 381.. even when folks
made fun of his stuttering voice and inability
to put words together in coherent flow
in middle school too.. three college
degrees.. and back to the
cross of starting
all over again
trying his best to lEarn
the social skills and emotional
intelligence and even speaKing
and writing skills that school never
taught him through college before..
and then the last kid picked on sports
teams would marry a beautiful young woman
and prove those who said he would never have
a girl friend in his life wrong.. and even getting knocked
out of that humble job then where he would eventually become
manager with Federal Service and move to a lower Administrative
Assistant job for a Captain in Pensacola through a reduction in force..
would return in full strength as a Community Activities Director with a
functional social reciprocal social communication disorder of his own
to deal with.. and without the ability to walk alone in a store with
great discomfort without watching someone walk next
to him to copy.. he would be chosen as Athletic
Director at a Military Installation for his
computer skills described as more
of a valuable commodity than
a good old boy of course..
and then with flight or fight
stress of a round peg in a hole
that was becoming
he broke down
again like he did
in college years but this
time 19 medical disorders came
with the worst paRt.. the type two
Trigeminal Neuralgia described as the
worst pain known to mankind.. like Dentist
Drill in eye and ear without Novocaine or any
other drug attempt that would do anything to
lessen that pain from wake to sleep.. a full 66
months with a pain that medical literature says
is worse than the torture of crucifixion too.. nah..
not three hours.. not three days.. 66 F iN months in hell
with eyes at first eight months not making tears with
Sjogren’s Syndrome.. heart rate and blood
pressure no longer synching with
Dysautonomia.. almost passing
out after eating
or a simple
walk around the
block then.. with
sleep not coming for
almost an entire 40 days
in the lent period hell of
2008.. only 1 hour each night
for 35 days.. with the assistance
of a powerful alpha blocker iN extremely
shallow card board sleep.. zero sleep for
the last 5 of 40 falling into an internal hell of
existence where all senses and feelings left
in an abyss where one second was a thousand
years of hell that never ended now forevermore now..
as a rough estimation looking back that words will
never come close to describing a hell where
gasoline doused and lit
from head to toe
at all in the
abyss of hell
in separation from
All of Nature in perception
way and God the same then..too..
what else.. yeah.. losing a child
at 37 years of age.. the child living
51 days in a medical extension of torture
of life.. congenital anomalies.. no pathways
to breathe.. transposal of the great vessels of
the heart.. heart surgery and that child still survived
as that is what life does.. no matter drought or otHeR
circumstance.. the vine crawls up to live no matter what..
that child died in my arms as his only relief in life was death..
and that child would come to help save my life as i too lEarned
at core of Star
so sure.. after i came
out of hell and the Fibromyalgia
and the Severe Degenerative Arthritis
in my spine precipitated by a congenitally
fused vertebra also from birth and complications
with the sinus area and associated Trigeminal Nerve
as the CAT scan for that part showed my sinuses
were so blocked from birth.. the ENT
reviewing that CAT scan asked me
how you do breathe.. duh..
through my mouth of
not really funny
to me then.. and
yeah.. the Coat Hanger
Pain all around my shoulder
and neck as a condition associated
with Dysautonomia too.. the Severe Anxiety..
Severe Depression.. Anhedonia.. Alexithymia..
Mood Lability.. and Autism Spectrum Disorder finally
diagnosed as Asperger’s Syndrome in 2008.. at
age 47 then.. and other stuff too in a soup and
synergy of life threatening disorders whole..
but those were the worse of those..
YES.. i came back to life
on or about July 22nd
of 2013.. a real miracle
as assessed by the attending
Psychotherapist who happens to
be Catholic too.. as before that i could
not even go into a Whataburger for the goal
of the Doctors then for 15 minutes.. and soon
was public dancing every where i went with leg
strength eventually coming back above and beyond
Elite Marines.. at my military gym.. leg pressing 1020
Lbs 33 times with arms raised to sky now like a ballerina
on a very difficult parallel free weight leg press machine..
this my friends is what A vine does.. iT reaches out aCross
the greatest challenges of life.. adapts.. survives and gRows
even more in oTheR paths that work.. iN Hell my sister told me
it is time for another chapter of your life.. of course she couldn’t
see the dentist drill in my eye and ear then.. with the only thing stopping
me then from hanging myself with a metal chain on a tree somewhere riding
my bicycle cooling my head enough not to faint to the ground where no one
would find me and the last chapter of my life would mean something as at least
the Vultures would have a little more to eat that day.. yes.. the only thing stopping me
was memories of the past that had lost their feelings and were drifting away.. after that
i spent my afternoons on my patio looking out iF iT wasn’t too hot to pass out then.. with
out the abiliTy to use my eyes and ears for anything for 33 months.. no reading.. no looking
at pictures.. no listening to music.. just nothing at all.. but rearranging letters in my head like
live spells evil and devil lived where words and letters became my only friends that i could
relate to then.. and sooner or later to survive i would start that first word on ThanksGiving
day of 2010.. a mountain of pain it was with computer screen brightness turned all
the way down.. one word led to a list then a paragraph and in March
of 2013.. on the 10th after the end of that February when
my words of lists and facts starting gaining
a flAMe and
now a FucKinG
Forest Fire of words..
and this my friends is
what John 14:12 means..noW..
the original John 3:16 as originAlly
defined by the Greeks who wrote the
new testament means A son of God not
the F iN only begotten son of God.. the Romans
and others twisted the words around through mistake
and intent as well to expand the Roman Empire and others
the same for coins of material and power and status success..
thing iS.. i AM A Vine WHO refuses to give up.. no different than
the one on the shed that my wife ripped off.. and truth be tOld
we are both vines.. me and her.. we both carry incredible crosses
from the past and i forgive her transgressions that i do not fully
share as cross as she’s forgives mine.. and if you don’t thiNk
our marriage was made ‘in heaven’.. perHaps you’ve never felt
the MaGiC oF A REAL ISREaL GOD more FORcE noW thaN NoW ‘you’
Horatio’s will even understand/FEEL/SENSE as long you don’t
believe in anything other than what you’ve read someone
else other write to this point.. anything..
is possible in this life for
those who do not give
up and fight for life..
and even when
is to give
deep inside.. the
snake that lives to
survive will not give up
either.. as that FOrCe is the
crucible oF star inside that
still lives as flAMe as torch
that carries on way
and child of God
oF aLL the sAMe NoW..
this is heaVen for those
who seek and find it.. this
can be hell for those who do
not believe in more than what
they’ve read before.. the thing iS.. iF
you believe in MaGiC there are no liMits
or expecTaTions as long as you just do it
and never give up.. if you do not DancE and
SinG liFe as MaGiC.. you don’t get iT.. iT’s as
simple and complex as that and i haven’t
got iT alL figured out and i’LL alWays
appreciate the so-called
of liFE the
as all of that is
that is God is what
has led me to this point
of forevermore heaven now..
and you can scoff at T-Bow
miracle crosses like this
all ya like but
oF Folks.. like our
Happy Heavens now
with a mustard seed and
vine that never ends in groWth..
tear me down and i WiLL Rise aGain..
so let it be written.. it’s already been done
so many dAM times for those with eYes and
eaRs to see
okay.. for the next
trick.. and treat and
or whatever off to dVerse
for the Scar Quadrille now..
i FeeL i’m prepped enough now..
and if these words only cross my
ears been tHeRe dONe iT BeFore..;)
And OH yeah.. of course i could not participate
sTiLL in the DVerse 44 word limit now to describe
my scars.. but here’s the thing.. folks who do the
DO NOT FiT
iN.. iT’S TRULY
AS SIMPLE AS THaT..
IF THEY FiT iN THEY DIDN’T
GET THE JESUS/JOHN PROPHECY DONE
AND THAT’S AS COMPLEX AS THIS..;)
AND THAT WAS MY FREDKU
AT THE END OF THAT
FRED BUN TOO..
Jesus F iN Christ StylE NoW..;)
Art Free.. take
Money out and
For buy.. money
i like the photo
With the pink
Thanks for sharing..:)
Two responses to two poems..
one by Dean J Baker first and
the other by Talkaholicme.. both describing
issues with deficiencies of money and stuff like
that.. sure.. my response is easy.. for i am Financially
Independent at 47.. iN pArt for saving enough money
for that over 7 years and so as Federal Employment in the
U.S. has both a thrift savings plan that i added into from ’93
to ’09 as such.. yeah even after i was sick for a year and a half
as i actually had that much leave on the books to keep the pay
coming into until both the legal system and the medical profession
assessed me as permanently disabled while recovering into remission
of most of the original issues.. both Asperger’s and Bi-Polar are considered
life long disabilities that some how or another the FucK i stayed employed
actively from ’76 to 09 for around 33 years or so.. even during the first
year and a half of sickness on the active role then.. i was fortunate of
course as i got hooked up into the Golden Handcuffs of Government
work as how can ya say no to anything ‘they want’ when you are
approaching 25 years of service and even the potential at early
retiring at 49 years of age anyway as i started the whole
Government Service in ’84 directly out of college at age
24 then.. i was going to graduate school after three (BA..
BS.. BS..) degrees and what can i say.. all the money
ran out and i had to get a job as
even the part time jobs with
the Books Store and
Associate went away and
so did the Janitor Job in total
of three part time jobs too.. Bowling
Center next as just another Beatle
in a Desert sand looking for the
next resource for subsistence
while yes.. i spent another
two years or so at my
mother’s home until
i rented my own
iF you wanna
for earning money in
this society.. it ain’t gonna be
easy and next to impossible the
way the system is increasingly falling
to part time service jobs with no benefits
now.. and even the full time ones.. any real
retirement benefits.. ya gotta be kitten me as
all humans are tools of the machine to make
money for greater automation efficiencies
these days as humans no longer need
apply for benefit career lifelong jobs..
the jobs are there but sure.. more
than likely if you are lucky you
will find a job you half way
like that doesn’t
the rest of the
way until you pick
op your Social Security
check at 70 or whatever the
age will be with finally some
affordable Medicare Insurance that
might still be 500 to a thousand dollars
then of your 2K a month income per say..
or so.. if you are lucky enough to make enough
money in a lifetime to get up that high.. anyWay
my recommendation to get up to any chance of
financial freedom from the all mighty God of Green
blAck back Earning Dollars is to simply NOT SPEND
WHATEVER YOU CAN.. it’s what i still practice and
without dedication to that for both wife and husband
all the money i have saved could be gone sooner than
i think now.. as Lord nows even with retirement benefits
the wife and i pay over 800 dollars for our insurance benefits
but no sweat as our modest 60K dollar home with mortgage
back from ’93 is paid off now and so is our car.. helped a little
bit by the modest inheritance my father left as Lord knows his
goal all his life was to get rich quick.. Law Enforcement steady
job for 46 years but between getting married four times.. two
times to the same wife too was the hit on the pocket book
moreover with having two kids and a measly one hundred
bucks he paid to help me and the sister then per month..
never the less and not more it took him to over 50 years
of age to get his first house that would stay a home
of his in two more moves where he still left a
mortgage to pay off at age 82 then.. and all
the lottery tickets he purchased as he
left relatively little money in any
savings account never made
him rich but sure at least
it gave him something
to look forward to
each scratch off
anyway.. key is.. only
get married once.. if at all
and surely better to get married
for assistance if you can get along
with someone in give and take style
and swallowing your pride and taking
endless nagging for every little thing
if that is what staying together takes
too.. hehe.. and nah.. don’t have children..
it’s just impossible almost to save any money
with children as naturally they do come first when
you have them IF you are a naturally healthy nurturing
human being.. and perHaps not wise at all to try to have
children and/or even accidentally have them if you are not so
predisposed for that huge responsibility there that more folks
are forgoing now.. for both ME ME reasons and economic reality
ones same as it’s impossible for a stay at home mom to stay
at home now.. for the majority of folks.. oh yeah.. other thing..
keep the same dam modest home.. and by all means get
one in a neighborhood that don’t tale how to mow yA
yard and all that stuff.. a house lasts a lifetime when
purchased new and modest.. keep it a lifetime
and pay it off as soon as possible if yA
wanna escape the grips
of the green bLack back
dollar bill.. and remember
don’t spend for the stuff yA
don’t need iF aT all possible as
verily all that stuff will end up in
your garage and spare bedrooms
if and when that space becomes available
when there is no one sleeping in there.. oh yeah..
and for me.. sure.. keep a car at least 10 years as these
days modest new cars will last that long too.. i went a little
high and stupid and bought a Sports Utiliity Vehicle before
the price of gas sky rocketed as such.. back down to a Civic
now.. gonna take care oF it and keep it for at least 10 years too
as my Camaro i kept for 14 years and the Honda Passport made
it all the way to sweet 16.. before selling it with it still looking brand
new but never the less a gas hog it was.. with the Civic only sipping
somewhat cheaper gas now below the four bucks or so it got
close to back in the Passport days.. yeah.. at an average of
25K for a Vehicle this year.. keep one 15 years instead
of 5 years and you just banked 50K in a safe
account if you are smart.. stock market
never for me.. got a 4 percent guaranteed
savings through a Whole Life Insurance account
and the savings was always guaranteed through
the Government Thrift Savings account too.. and
now in these troubled times those accounts are
earning in interest free money.. almost as much
as i made back in ’85 in an entire year then..
and in a Whole Life Insurance policy there are
no penalties for withdrawal after the
15 year surrender period is over..
but nah.. ain’t no more 4 percent
savings account interest as guaranteed
now.. hmm.. yeah.. less than two percent
or so now.. but could be none in twenty
years or so.. just saving the money
and not spending it is the common
sense thing to do.. to escape the grips
of the Green BLack Dollar that can take
almost all your freedoms away.. slave to a job
you hate or one that is both killing you slowly and
or with stress too same.. and meanwhile ..Facebook
Friend Ashe says she has run out of favors and is drained
of human altruism too.. as surely that is what chronic and
severe stress of never saying no to unreasonable demands
on all your time and efforts and kindness will surely do if it
it ain’t just no
wife’s tale.. stress
of the chronic severe
kind will shorten your life
and make it a living hell
if you don’t die first
so i say
back to Ashe
on her Facebook page..
No can be a difficult
word butt on the other
Foot it can
And finAlly i say..
as i still haven’t got
back to the dVerse
prompt on scars and in
avoiding them.. take care of your
health.. umm.. eat pretty healthy.. yeah..
now move.. connect.. and create everyday
to recreate as much as you possibly can..
’cause thing is.. without that the rest oF iT iT’s
Amazing isn’t it how
a small Lady Bug
in the desert
of my yard..
me like this..
all those tiny
like grains holding hands
iN keeping mountains of love
upright with a friend of leave with
veins of love that surELy has a pretty
too as remember i started
off with minimum wage and stayed
there from ’84 to ’93 when my non-appropriated
fund job was kindly transferred over to Clinton
executive order sponsored GS-5 pay grade
appropriated funds.. service staying
and transferred since ’84 too..
ending up on a fast track
to higher salaries in the
last few years of
my total career
reaching pay grade
GS-9 to GS-11 in
what they eventually
named NF-4 as i moved
back to non-appropriated
funds to keep my full time job
at the end with the same Civil
Service benefits then.. i was truly
fortunate to actually save overall with
assets close to half a million dollars then
albeit when i was sick the wife went on somewhat
of a spending spree that the other side of the executive
branch would have never approved if well.. but still there
is enough money to last for the rest of my life no matter
what as i gotta handle back on the financial reins now
both to our satisfaction as the wife’s dream to
buy Kohl’s has disappeared now.. tongue
in cheek as she truly is low maintenance
as any woman’s taste in stuff i’ve
even heard of to this point now
hehe.. as verily women are
the natural gatherers
and storers as
folks who get
in for the ‘kill’ of the
high fat content meats
and get out quick and
kick back with a Newspaper
still or the NFL.. NBL.. AFC..
Video Game or whatever replaces
the tribal male instinct for war after that..
and that’s where folks like Tim Tebow come
in now.. to naturally fill the wHole of wars of death..
sure as he makes the Grade iN Major League of Baseball too..:)
Okay.. does that solve all your financial problems
and ensure happiness too.. well true don’t forget
my trUe religion @lEAst to Dance and Sing and
for the rest of the first world problem globe..
this global expanding Brexit thingie that
has come in Orange Trump form
in the Good Old U.S. of A
is the heartburn of
the cost of stuff
going way way
down as what once
paid for employee
benefits as such is now
cost saved out by robots
of automation and cheap
other global labor too..
as the wealth
a little more
the the extreme chagrin
of folks in rust-belt like
places who wore the blue
collar hands on UniForms
as such putting stuff toGeTher
and all of that by actual sweat
of the brow and things like that..
when scarcity arises folks wanna hold on
to the grain in the silos.. no longer as generous..
no longer as empathic and giving and sharing.. they
just plain get scared when there don’t seem to be enough
to make subsistence in all the ways that comes over what
truly isn’t core survival necessary of wants that feel just as
real as needs for want want want.. the answers are always the
same in smaller homogenous cultures of humans to share and give
and love without restraint.. but hey in a mixing pot of cultural complexity
like this with the jobs the past gone away with realistically almost no
change of substantially bringing them back in this new world now..
sure.. it’s common sense.. conservative ways increasingly rule..
only way to stop it is if the rich give up more of their grain
and we take care of folks overall holding hands the
best we can.. honestly overall that’s not how
life works in the big cities of human
populations now.. laws
will have to made
more for a social
net if give and
cuts the population of everything
on this planet in World War III.. and after
several thousand years the beatle roams free
in lush forests away from desert sands again..
in other words enjoy it while you can.. ‘that
Beatle’ dAm sure ain’t worried about any
or even fertilizer
in my yard as remember
this is the Garden of Eden out of
the current Ball of Confusion and purgatory too..
day in the Super-Walmart
check out stuff lanes that never rise
Song unless you
just do it and say
of this shit now..
yes i know.. easier said
and done by an ISREaL Peter Pan..
never the less i lived in purgatory and hell
escaped nOw FReED..:)
Jesus F. iN Christ
this sHit iS Long..
it to the
scar prompt yet..;)
But perHaps all i needed
was one word from dVerse
as often happens now..
Free rules now..:)
And hey.. iF noThing
If you made
iT this far
Hmm.. miGht as WeLL finish
up shAring the Facebook Memories
of the day which there are a few to
do as nows
go by.. STiLL Now..;)
Fun Fred Santa photo
with two of my
from the FUN
Hard Rock Cafe
in Church group tour
bus way.. and oh yeah..
best advice oF aLL.. PLAY
C A L LeD
from dARk to
liGht and RainBoW
BeYond colors holy
and sacred and even
arrive alive in the bliss
and the heaven and
the nirvana oF
with all that iS
aka God aS WeLL
as any hUman TsUnAmi
oF loVe WiLL continue to jusT DO..
SmArt FeArLESs NOW and FREE..:)
Molly WOLVES AND GEMINI FULL Moon.. hmm.. two year ago memory
for a Gemini Full Moon and the best parts over the only 740 words
in this one. . are the overall Beach photos from Biloxi..
including Christmas Boat show on the
Biloxi Bay.. as well as
of my first
all pg rated underwear
ones too.. stuck in the middle
oh yeah.. i didn’t
mention it before
in that other pARt
but don’t forget physical
and emotional intelligence
practiced does most definitely
mean use it or lose iT aS onE
grows older too.. so many ways
to do that in moderation these days
and even legally and somewhat socially
appropriately shaRinG as art and perHaps
stimulating more of the human experience
thing is.. like
the Ice Princess
said.. let it go.. just be FuN
build your ice castles hEar
in spRinG.. SummEr fALL
alWays liveS noW..
And by the way.. Olivia
Newton John said the
same thing in SonG and
DancE iN thAT old movie Grease
that is surely applicable in lubricating the
you are only
as young as
you can FeeL
and SenSE aLL oF liFE noW..
tHEre are so many easy solutions
i could give the church in Mass on
Sunday for heaven now.. but nah..
that’s not appropriate ..and why A thief
as jUST anotHeR
KinG David prophecy
comeS oNline aS WeLL too..
and come aGAin 2..;)
666 Months of LiGht.. from a year ago.. on December 6th as
i celebrate 666 months of liFE on the Planet Earth..
also my Grandfather.. the XCatholic Priest’s
120 anniversary of his birth date
too as Synchronicities
of purpose and
meaning in liFE for
those who FeeL
and SeNSE and
of all that is
as all that is
in how God communicates
with those with totAlly open
eYes and ears that see and hear
more than books alone of yesternows..:)
OtHEr than that i show ya how long and
strong my tongue iS in the Christmas
story not getting stuck
wHeRE i was
raised allone wiTh God
of Nature wHole before
i could.. speak at age 3 as such..
the human tongue IS A strongest
muscle of the human orgaNism
and released too hEhe..
as ‘some women’ who have
fELt and kNown me more could surEly
tale ya too.. as sure.. i ‘talk too much’..
as i don’t
need to drink
liquor.. instead as such..;)
(remember.. i was voted
the wittiest boy in
*The state FL that’s shaped
like a gun that means floWer state..;)
MIRROR times MIRROR.. a somewhat
enigma of a Palindrome that weighs in at
1644 words where the original founder of
dVerse.. nice guy.. Brian.. also known as Mr.
X.. didn’t think i was for real when i sAid
i would do one that would be over 1000
words long.. thing is..
this is one
for iSReaL things..
no myths here.. cut
straight to the heARt.. the
SpiRit and the SoUL of the entire matter..
and this cAMe iN from June of 2015.. i muSt
have just been flexing my form muscles of
poetry too.. sure.. i can do iT probably as
well as anyone else but
it’s just so
no matter how
well it fits the guidelines
of complexity and structure
beFore uPside dOwn in rEverse
and all aRound as such.. iT serves
a purpose like all other prison walls
and this just shows
i can it do it too if
i wanted to
iN priSon too..
nah.. i’ll stick my
sorry iF iT
offends but i’M Free
botTom FucKinG liNe oF liFE noW..;)
And finally a photo shared on Facebook
of Katrina celebrating my 666 month of
existence on planet earth last December
noting with cartwheel that the bridge iS opening
to the year 2016 wHere a GodUniVerse Novel would
come first on Christmas of 2015.. nah.. not January first..
the first day the Sun stArts iTs travel back to SpRinG and SuMmER
more past Spring Equinox to Summer Soltice too.. right after the Winter
Solstice ends.. too.. and to be clear i love the mythical story of the baby Jesus
and the three wise men.. and even the virgin birth and all that stuff.. it’s not the
first or last time that myth has been told to support essence of trUth and liGht to
spread a story in vehicles and vessels houSing trUth and liGht and deep deep down
in our human
as all life
on Sun for life at
very crucible as stars
burst for poTenTial sentient
Star duST plus liFe.. sure.. i worship
all of what that is that creates this wonderful
gift of star life now.. and sure of course that includes
the Sun.. and all this else.. even myths that carry the essence
stored in our genetic
memory in DNA way for
all our ancestors who struggle
to make this gift oF liFE now.. i sEE/
FeeL/SeNsE this ‘world’ and appreciate iT all for this
giFt of life provided to me iN all that is that comes BefoRe..
with 12 million words
since ThanksGiving of
2010 through Hell through
Heaven through all that is i experience
for Now all that is.. and the 6666 miles of
dance arriving at the end of December of 2016
in 40 months or so.. is just another average of
166.66 miles a month too.. sure all coincidences
Horatio’S huh.. do realize what all of this is.. proof baby
John 14:12 STUFF..
to borrow juST another
Vessel and Vehicle HouSinG
huMan Archetypal TruTh and liGht..
don’t matter who wrote it and i give whoever
that is as much credit as the Jesus baby too..
aS iN numerology this 9 year of 2016 is also
coming to an end..2 plus 0 plus 1 plus 6
yes as 9 as such.. 2017.. will
iN Pan aRound..:)
WeLL.. FRiEnD Fred here.. gigoid..
And Oh Lord ‘that’ was a long
long moment iN getting here
as the time iS juSt
but as Arnold says..
i’M back.. i’m Back AGAiNoW..;)
“When washing your face, can you see your true self?”
Can’t stand a wash cloth on any part of my body..;)
“When walking, can you feel the rotation of heaven?”
Yes.. as aLL walKing Now bEcoMes floating hiGh
DancE iN clouds alWays noW aS butterFly SinG..:)
“When speaking are your words without guile?”
OnLY mileStones floW iN ZonE NoW..:)
“When you shop are you
aware of your needs?”
FucK shopping.. Katrina does that..
i’M jUst tHeir to dance and shoot photos
and bEcoMe the subject of video voyeurs aS weLL..;)
“When you meet the suffering, do you help?”
i DancE and
SinG liKe any
clown will do
misery and suffeRing
to cheer the crowd uP..
not everyone wants that though..
“When you meet conflict,
do you work toward harmony?”
And SonG iN
Peace and Harmony
like coke with no drugs..;)
~ Deng Ming-Dao ~~
(‘per quote lines’)
“Metaphysical totalitarianism of any kind stifles the freedom we have as human beings.
It is not acceptable to have a religion where the alternative to faith is punishment
– that’s how you train dogs, not develop people.”
~~ Deng Ming-Dao ~~
Religions with harm
For me at lEast.. i skip
all the rules and
and simply live
forevernoW iN a soft
purr like Yellow Boy2..;)
“When I think back on all the crap I learned in high school…”
~~ Simon & Garfunkel, “Kodachrome”
Yes precisely like
“Look to the essence of a thing,
whether it be a point of doctrine,
of practice, or of interpretation.”
~~ Marcus Aurelius Antoninus, Meditations, viii, 22 ~~
“Were I a nightingale, I would act the part of a nightingale;
were I a swan, the part of a swan.”
~~ Epictetus, Discourses, Book i, Chap. xvi ~~
“Long years must pass
before the truths we have made for ourselves
become our very flesh.”
~~ Paul Valery ~~
bEcome organic too..
take Romance Novels
for example and moonlit reads..;)
“Neither fear, nor wish for, your last day.”
~~ Martial (40-102 AD), — Epigram x, 47 ~~
“Do not try to live forever. You will not succeed.”
~~ George Bernard Shaw ~~
Of course not..
don’t try to do it..
juST dO iT forevermorenow…;)
“Pick up my guitar and play, just like yesterday..”
~~ The Who, “Won’t Get Fooled Again” ~~
tunes of Course..
aS instruments oF
Nature move.. connect
And create alWays morE noW..;)
Just using a
For in my case
Taking all of life too
Me.. not gonna
Be too much of a
Bee might say..
And surely there
Could be deePer
Meaning iN every
Word that EsCapes
To even the
i have explain to
You as a greaTest
#yearinreview2016 .. Hmm.. we are so lucky to live in
an era where so much is provided to us.. totally free of
charge as Facebook does all the work to provide another
trip around the sun in review of the ‘liked points’ of what
i did in profile pics for the year.. yes.. offering me
the benefit of the doubt to change what
i don’t like but hey this is Facebook..
where i FucKinG liKe almost everything..
hehe.. as surely my 5217 likes of other folks stuff
well exceeds the reciprocation of that but as i say..
i make all stuff holy and sacred in life.. with meaning and
purpose and that is why i dance and sing for joy and am
the happiest ‘boy’ in the entire world perHaps.. as i make
a science out oF art for joy.. and it simply FucKinG works
as that is pARt of Gnosis too.. as if it ain’t happy
what is the point of this whole FucKinG
shooting match that IS NOW Heaven
anyWay.. as God miGht say
through all the laborious
efforts in outer space
rinGinG this isREaL opportunity
for Heaven now that surprisingly all
do not see and hear and feel and sense as
they look forward to something after death that
can be A real heaven that we can create as whole
on Earth if we just FucKinG opened our eYes and
Ears and SenSes and FeeLinGs and left our
countries of frOwny Face far far behind
more appreciating this amazing FucKinG
Gift oF liFe here on EARth.. so you miGht
ask why i dance all naked and sensual in public
in avenues of restricted adult art.. WeLL ’cause i
celebrate God no Different than King David would
if you really understood that he was saying Heaven
can be now too for those who set their selves free in
Happy that yes includes both humor and sensuaLiTy too..
beyond the corsets and stuff of the Old T and New T same
where frOwny face has been the rule of both illusory fears..
and empty promises.. making this earth into hell.. instead of
a potential of heaven at hand now.. ISREAL.. play naked like
a Buddha stripped down to TruTh and liGht all Natural is what i
Just do.. as the founding father’s say in the U.S. of A.. the pursuit
of happiness is the purpose of liFe toGeThER of course in doing
no harm to others.. wHeRe us freER folkS iN Heaven can do it
all free on restricted adult links if we so care to air out our Vicky
and Herman secrets too..;)
Just another Facebook Memory to date freely
provided by the Algorithm assistant.. A Post from
4 years ago.. yes.. somewhat active on Facebook in
2012 while i was finishing up my deadzone and
before i hit the poetic streak at the end
of February 2013 moving into
March of that year.. noting
here my Grandfather’s bio on Wiki..
and he also wrote many more books beyond
these two most noted two.. and nah.. he wasn’t
the Catholic Church’s favorite ex-communicated priest
by far by far by far.. as they pretty much determined he
was going to hell for disagreeing with the top dogs there as
such.. these days they are just trying to keep the pews filled up..
a little less hold on the populace than what swords used to make..
burning at the stake. etc.. iN torture for those who didn’t believe in
what they believed in.. not too much different than modern day ISIS
but you will not hear that reality when the past of the church is
addressed in church as Constantine is considered a Saint
with no attention paid to his adherence to
cold blooded murder.. not much
different than ISIS leaders today..
lots of stuff is sugar coated.. particularly
the facts of science now of biblical study that
no one really knows who of all the real Jesus was
as 40 years of Aramaic illiterate folks making up new
round table stories as they went on desert trails in only
oral tradition.. and the elite Greeks who were literate..
writing down what they thought should be
remembered among many so-called
oral tradition round table
Christian sects ranging
from believing in one to twelve
Gods and then the scribes who
copied mistakes and changed it more
from hand to hand for centuries on the whim
of what their so-called holy spirit told ’em should be in there..
before and after the Roman Empire Nicene council in 325 AD..
where Jesus was made in to a Soldier Sun Sword God..
in adherence with the Mithra Flavor of religion of the
region to help expand the Roman Empire
where most folks were singing
off a common choir sheet and of
course a similar virgin birth story around
the Winter Solstice in Egyptian mythology
with the baby Horus and the Virgin birth of him..
with the Egyptian Mother Goddess Isis who surely
looks a whole lot like the modern day Katrina.. hehe..
anyWay the trUth and liGht will set ya free only if you
are strong enough to sing off the established myths
and actual downright lies used to control folks and
subjugate them through made up illusory fears
and empty promises where yes.. even
through all those myths enough
liGht and TruTh is carried over
in these vehicles and vessels of myths
that can also house elements of TrUth and liGht too..
like those Victoria’s Secret Models in front of the Mall store
that say if you buy tHeir sexy remnants of clothes.. every
man will salivate when they cross your path..
where women come into control more
so than the covered up women
of the Old T way that went
many centuries over into the
Victorian era of covering up human
skin until Vicky’s Secret got some air..;)
“Leo Herbert (1895-1950) was an Irish author, editor, and director of a Protestant ministry, Christ’s Mission in New York. He was an accomplished priest in the Roman Catholic Church who later in life converted to Protestantism and served as the editor of The Converted Catholic Magazine. He authored magazine articles, books and pamphlets, condemning the programs and activities of the Roman Catholic Church.
Educational background and priesthood
Leo was born in 1895 in Kingstown, County Dublin, Ireland, to Edmund and Emma. He attended Mungret College in Limerick, and All Hallows College in Dublin. He was awarded advanced academic degrees in theology, including a Licentiate of Sacred Theology (STL) and Doctorate of Divinity (DD).
In 1918, Leo entered the University de Propaganda Fide in Rome, Italy, and was ordained a priest of the Roman Catholic Church in St. John Lateran. He served as a Roman Catholic priest in Europe and South Africa. For several years, he served as a negotiator in legal matters at the Vatican. Following his activities at the Vatican, he went to the United States, where he served as a priest in Florida. During his time in the US, he continued his education at New York University, earning a Master’s degree.
Behind the Dictators, Leo H., (New York: Agora Publishing Co., 1942)
Vatican policy in the second world war, Leo H., (New York: Agora Publishing Co., 1945)”
Facebook Friend Greg and
Fellow Employee from the
Bowling Center for almost
two decades shares a
“IF YOU DON’T
STAND UP FOR
WHO WILL STAND UP FOR
YOU WHEN IT’S
so of course..
i go ON and
to say.. then..
and now 2..
Yep.. and folks
think the Nazi rise
thingy and other
it’s pArt sTiLL of the
dARk side of human
nature that will resort
to all kinds of fresh hell
when life is viewed as less
than a spirit of abundance..
has always will..
even if that kill
is ‘only’ a P grab
to be swept under
the gutter oF liFe..
Trump is a very very poor
man when it comes to real
male self-esteem.. it shows
from head to toe in comb over..
and sure that reflects the other segments
too.. as when
males lose their
self esteem and social
roles same.. they lose their COOL..
wHeRe Trump is a transparent FOOL..
if he can ‘dance naked’ in front of the world..
or at least prove
he’s a COLD ASS HONKY..;)
i’Ve addressed scars enough in this current MacroVerse..
so i’M not going back to dVerse to entertain the
wildly popular dVerse scar’s prompt.. as most
every poet and or other artist
has deep dArk
than me.. an important
place to visit.. but surely
not a place to wHeRe yoUr weLcome
out in.. as dArkness is most definitely
contagious.. particularly to the more sensitive
empaths among us who have a hard time shutting
off that siNk of sucKing in the EmoTiOns of oTheRs..
so.. anyWay.. i’LL likely end this current MaCroVerse
number 727.. with title sTill soon to arrive.. with a full
quote of a MacroVerse of 1824 words from two
years ago.. as dVerse also has a Tuesday
prompt based on recipes for life..
beyond food per say/feel/sense..
and for me
recipe for both
existence and God
oF Nature.. that is worth
sharing in whole.. as i did my
best to share it on a Wrong Planet
two years ago.. with little notice of course
as they take life mostly literal with little right
brain spirit of interpreting more than black and white
of liFe.. truly.. tHeir is so much more to experience when
one opens up that other Hemisphere noW in metaphor for
intelligence.. yes.. emotional.. physical.. spiritual sAMe
with sensory inTeLLiGence too.. perHaps this poTential
mUSt be watered almost from the day of biRth to grow
a Garden of more than bLack and white fActs and iN
that case perHaps i was sadly wasting my time and
space iF folks truly are only chosen by mostly
the love they receive early as food and drink
oF liFE and a fertility of ImaGiNAtiOn and
creatiVity that is fed within more than
an external purple dinosaur named
Barney.. liFe is generated from
within.. alWays has
by the sun outside
or generated by the sun inside..:)
And now to “Angel Devil FRED”..
the issue of difficulty
in Understanding GOD..
is in both definition
way of thinking
First of all..
AND GOD WORKS…
And THAT IS WHY GOD IS LOVE
BEYOND THE AFFECTIONATE AND JEALOUS
DEFINITION OF LOVE as it is defined
in western materialistic cultures that seek to own instead of share…
GOD IS THE TRUTH OF NATURE AS IS PER MOTHER NATURE TRUE…
GOD is both the Universe and what may exist beyond the Universe
that Human MAY NOT yet be able to see
ALL THAT IS..
with the scribe
of GOD also known as Science…
SO GOD IS NEITHER HE NOR THERE…
otherwise KnowN as ALL…
All these are ARE words AND WITHOUT
the Wisdom that COMES through
the GIFT OF GOD’S DARKNESS
AKA THE Hard Knocks of Life
THE ESSENCE OF WHAT
i am saying here MAY NOT
BE truly HEARD OR SEEN..
by those WITHOUT
THE GIFT OF DARKNESS OF LOVE
THAT CAN bring awakening
ENLIGHTENMENT IN LIFE
through the GIFT OF CHALLENGE AND CHANGE..
which in science talk means epigenetics and neuroplasticity…
So yes.. even through the science of
the scribe of science continues
to CATCH UP TO one of the oldest
books of WISDOM
NAMED the I CHING
and the philosophy of ZEN…
GOD IS ZEN…
GOD IS JUST BEING…
GOD IS HOW THIS WHOLE DAM THING WORKS
AS TAPESTRY INSTEAD OF JUST THE DEVIL OF DETAILS…
AND TO LET ALL THE LIES OF CULTURAL ILLUSIONS GO..
YES.. LET IT GO.. Like THAT young PRINCESS
and eventually Queen of the dark of ICE
DID SAY AS THE DARK OF COLD
NEVER BOTHERED HER ANYWAY…
AND THEN i SAY NOW
as well as a MILLION AND MORE
other Awakened ENLIGHTENED folks
through the Power of the LOVE
OF GOD’S DARKNESS THIS..
GO! WITH GOD’S GRAVITY
OF JUST WHAT IS
IS TRULY JUST
FLOWING WITH THE RIVER
OF GOD AND ACCEPTING IT AS IS…
TO GO AGAINST THE GRAVITY OF GOD..
AS STEPHEN Hawking now identifies god literally
AS THE FORCE OF GRAVITY
and not metaphorically like THIS
PER THE OVERALL FORCE
OF NATURE AKA
GOD IS NoT BEING FREE…
TRUE JUSTICE IS IN ESCAPING
THE LIES OF CULTURE..
INCLUDING ALL THAT TRIBAL RELIGION CRAP…
i DID THIS JUST by taking off as many of the clothes of culture..
THEN IN MY EARLY 20’s.. AS possible…
WALKING the totAlly desolate pristine SUGAR WHITE SAND
WITH BREEZE INSPIRING SWAYING SEA OATS
BEING allONE WITH THE ENDLESS RHYTHM
OF THE EMERALD GREEN gulf WAVES
OF This BEACH OF GOD IN KNOWING
AND BEING IN NOW
that THIS IS my home
OF TRUE NATURE
THAT IS GOD
the CAVE OF
i DID IT AGAIN..
STARTING AT AGE 47
THROUGH THE GIFT
OF 19 MEDICALLY documented disorders
through five years.. including type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
that is like someone drilling one’s teeth without Novocain..
except the pain was in my right eye and ear..
losing effective use of both and being forced
out of the Lies of culture
i WANTED TO
AND THEN THE GREATEST GIFT..
AS THE GIFT OF GOD OF LOOKING WITHIN
THROUGH INNATE INSTINCT AND INTUITION
AND LEARNING THE GIFT OF GOD AS IS..
to cure myself as the doctor gave me
NO CHANCE OF RECOVERY
AT ALL AND
i still have his words documented to this day…
My other doctor.. my rheumatologist..
who was treating me for Dysautonomia.. Sjogren’s Syndrome.. Fibromyalgia.. Spinal Stenosis.. Severe Degenerative arthritis in my spine.. a congenitally fused T-6 vertebrae as the source of the early onset degenerative arthritis..
TOLD ME TO GO HOME
AS NONE OF HIS PAIN DRUGS
COULD TOUCH THE GIFT OF PAIN
THAT I EXPERIENCED…
AND THE WORST PAIN OF ALL
WAS LOSING ALL EMOTIONS AND YES
i WOULD HAVE RATHER HAD THE WORST PAIN
KNOWN to MANKIND THAN LIVE AS
TOTALLY NUMB AS DEAD IN LIFE…!
THE COURSE OF
THOSE FIVE YEARS..
as i was forced to look within
and eventually through
THE TRUE KNOWING
AND HEALING POWER
OF MASTERY OF
THE HUMAN MIND
OVER THE HUMAN MIND
IN RELATIVE FREE WILL
i healed ALL 19 medical disorders
myself with the HELP OF THE GOD
OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE…
THROUGH INSTINCT.. INTUITION AND FEELING
i learned to REGULATE AND balance EMOTIONS
AND SENSORY INTEGRATION
THROUGH THE GIFT OF GOD
OF THE TRUE HUMAN POTENTIAL of the human mind
THROUGH THE ART OF PHYSICAL INTELLIGENCE
DISTANCE AND SPACE
WITH THE GOLDEN
all body parts
in 360 degrees of movement
AND AS THE SCRIBE OF SCIENCE NOW SHOWS
physical intelligence and
work as ONE
HUMAN BEING TO
REGULATE BOTH EMOTIONS AND
SENSORY INTEGRATION OF HUMAN BEING…
So yes.. I JUST DID IT.. LIKE MY FRIENDS AT NIKE SAY..
and continue to
PER THE INNATE POTENTIAL OF HUMAN POWER
OF SELF HEALING ALL 19 MEDICAL DISORDERS..
social communication functional disability
that at one time did not all allow me AT ALL
to be the ‘SOCIAL BUTTERFLY’
i am in real life now…
SO YEAH.. i FOR ONE SEE GOD
AS ALL GOOD ALL THE TIME NOW..
BUT WITHOUT SEEING THE TRUE TAPESTRY
OF DARK AND LIGHT..
IT IS ONLY A FOGGY NIGHT AND DAY IN NOW OF LIFE…
AND I HOPE.. only hope.. for someone.. anyone.. to catch a SPARK
of the LIGHT i LIVE ALL THE TIME NOW IN THE GOOD OF GOD through these inefficient words of human written symbols of language to EXPRESS THE TAPESTRY OF WHAT IS…
BUT A GOLDEN SPIRAL DANCE OF THE GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE
DOES TELL THE TALE MUCH BETTER THAN WORDS ALONE…
SO.. YES.. i CONTINUE TO TELL THAT TALE
OF NON-VERBAL DANCE..
NOW FOR 2700 MILES..
spanning 15 MONTHS
IN TAI CHI
BALLET LIKE WAY
IN PUBLIC PLACES
ALL OVER MY METRO AREA
AS IT TELLS THE TALE OF GOD
AKA MOTHER NATURE TRUE..
MORE THAN WORDS WILL EVER DO ALONE…
AND YES.. OUR SO-CALLED PRIMITIVE ANCESTORS
CONNECTED THROUGH GOD
IN A SIMILAR WAY
UNDER THE FULL MOON LIGHT
AND WOODED FIRE LIT NIGHTS
GYRATING HIPS AND TORSOS
AND JUST LETTING
FINGERS.. AND TOES GO..
IN THE GOLDEN SPIRAL MEAN OF 1.618
AND FLOWING WITH GOD’S TRUE GRAVITY
INSTEAD OF FLYING ON TERRESTRIAL PLANE
WITH THE LIES OF ABSTRACTLY CREATED
SO CALLED INTELLIGENT LANGUAGE AND CULTURE…
THEY DANCED TOGETHER INSTEAD OF ALONE..
LIKE I DO WHEN i RAVE DANCE WITH
20 SOMETHING YEAR OLDS..
NOW MOVING INTO MY
37TH WEEK OF
AND THE SUBJUGATING
LIES OF CULTURE..
NOT THE NATURAL APPLE OF GOD
THAT IS FREE FOR THOSE WHO
COME TO TRULY SEE
AND HEAR IT
WITH EYES AND EARS
OF GOD GIVEN
AND MOVEMENT THROUGH
THE EMOTING POWER
OF THE EMOTION OF
SONG AND DANCE OF LIFE..
AS TRUE GOD GIVEN GIFT OF LIGHT
THAT WE ARE BORN WITH INNATELY
JUST WAITING TO COME BACK TO US IN TRUTH..
IF WE CAN LOOK THROUGH THE LENS OF LITTLE CHILDREN
AGAIN AND TRULY SEE THE LIGHT AND DARK OF GOD
AS ONE FORCE
ALL THAT IS
ABOVE AND SO BELOW…
of course TRULY
ON COURSE AS IS
GOD needs not contemplate
AS GOD JUST IS JUSTICE AS IS.
IN FACT.. GOD NEEDS NOT AT ALL..
AS GOD IS ALL…
TO THINK OTHERWISE…
FIGURE THIS OUT
WITHOUT ANY WORDS
AS MY CAT
IS GOD TOO…
SO YEAH..TRULY MY CAT
IS JUST ANOTHER MASTER
OF THE UNIVERSE
IN TRUTH AND
JUSTICE AS IS…
HUMANS CAN THINK
THEIR WAY TO LITERAL HUMAN HELL…
HA-HA! HUMANS THINK THEY DOMINATE THE WORLD..
THEY CANNOT EVEN
MASTER THEIR OWN MINDS…
MY CAT PURRS AT SILLY HUMANS
AS HE ROLLS IN THE SANDS OF EARTH
AND HUGS THE GRASS
OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE…
LIKE ROBOTS AND OR ZOMBIES
IN THE AISLES OF SUPER
WAL-MART ALL ALONE…
i CHOOSE ALLONE WITH RELATIVE FREE WILL…
AND SO DOES MY CAT WITH NO NEED FOR WORDS AT ALL…
COMPLEX LANGUAGE.. SO-CALLED STANDARD INTELLIGENCE OF IT
MEASURED AS SUCH..
AND COMPLEX CULTURE CAN KILL THE POTENTIAL FOR HUMAN RELATIVE FREE WILL.
i AND MY CAT FOR TWO ARE FREE WITH THE REAL GOD OF MOTHER NATURE TRUE…
But again.. ‘just i Ce’ in only my opinion…
AND MY CAT JUST PURRS IN CONTENT INSTEAD OF CONTEMPT FOR GOD AS MY CAT JUST TOTaLLY LIVES the TRUE SACRED UNCONDITIONAL LOVE OF GOD…
Culture is A ‘Virus’
and A VIRUS
IS GOD truly2
More simply PUT
THERE IS NO ESCAPE
FROM GOD IN LIFE AND WHO KNOWS
BUT GOD.. POTENTIALLY NOT EVEN IN DEATH..
AND SCIENCE ONLY FINITE EYES
WITH EMPIRICAL MEASURES AS SUCH
so why not Enjoy
JUST AS IS JUSTICE AS IS NOW…
THAT’S WHAT i do at least..
as to me anything else
is just wasting
what i KNOW
now at least
GIFT OF DARK
AND LIGHT IN LIFE…
SO I LIVE ALL I CAN IN NOW
AS NOW IS ALL THAT EXISTS NOW ALWAYS NOW…
AND i for one “AM KILLING IT” EVERY STEP I GO in now..
FOR NOW AT LEAST.. WITHgravity of GOD and NOT AGAINST IT….
When i use CAPS in written PHILOSOPHIC
social communication like this..
i am using CAPS as a literary device
to retain reader attention..
AND TO GENERATE THE HUMAN
EMOTING POWER OF EMOTION..
in the TWITTER WORLD
WE LIVE IN NOW…
NO.. i AM NOT screaming..
i am as peaceful saying these words
in real life as a river FLOWING
to an ocean of love…
AND i AM CLARIFYING THIS
AS i DO NOT WANT
TO GET BANNED
AS EVEN WHEN
FOR JUST TRYING TO HELP
FOLKS SEE my OWN opinion
LITERALLY taken me
of LITERAL HUMAN HELL…
i DO NOT AIM
to convince anyone
of anything i say or DO..
i just want to share it.. and that is all…
And if someone gains any spark at all from it..
that is great..
AND if not
please just ignore me if you like…
i TRUST THAT the ‘moderation team here’
has more respect for neurodiversity
in ways of communicating
and thinking now.. TG…
i RESPECT IT
i DO and SAY IN
COMMUNICATION AS WELL..
continually.. as the reading audience
AND moderation team ‘here’ is always changing…
Thanks in advance.. for ‘yOur’ potential understanding…:)
And now for the rest of Holy and Sacred Thursday R
and R activities.. including the 138th Dance
Week Celebration as the ChristMas SpiRit
of the masses ringS in the present and
presents of now.. as a kitty miGht
purr too.. and dance of course..
WiLd and Free with all the
cool college age folks
at good old
with more fun dance
photos added to this
“Pick uP thE bALL DancE
and SinG’.. MacroVerse around
the wee hour of Friday.. the 9th of
December.. yes.. on or about 3 AM.. of 2016..:)
OH yeah.. and Glenn Responds to my latest
Facebook Karmic eYe selfie
with T-Shirt text that says
in logo way.. ‘IT
TAKES a lot of SKILL
TO BE THIS
Yes.. Glenn says..
More than a 1000 mirror selfies in 100 t-shirts;
And i say in final
returns for noW iN
this 727th Macro-verse
of longest Ocean whole long
form poem still exceeding 3.3
million words in witness for God
of Nature from the date of 3102013..
form as such..
BiG Winks.. my FriEnd Glenn..
actuAlly more than 20K total
selfies.. including all blogs..
100k+ photo efforts
noW.. and over
iT aLL free.. Thanks
for dropping by too.. my FriEnd..
oh yeah2.. and plus 12 Million words recorded online total2..
All juST for the fun for what
And liGht.. ‘tween
of That and beyOnd
Rainbow Colors too2..:)
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