14 Responses to Supermoon Trinity Christmas 2016

1. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 16, 2016 at 10:59 AM

   WeLL.. Facebook.. what’s on my mind.. heHe.. let’s jusT
   say lots of things.. iF the devil could sMiLe heHe.. but first
   as a promise i made to myself last night to make my introductory
   lines of the newest 730th MacroVerse of longest long form
   continuing Jack-Like-Kerouac type-written pages
   that are taped togEtheR and never end noWiN
   Stream of Consciousness writing additionAlly
   in Walt Whitman totAlly straight style of
   celebrating the body electric in yes..
   FucK yes.. more than words
   of leaves of grass
   as i do it
   King David
   Vile Style even..
   like i said if the Devil
   could grin with no sin.. he will..
   and that bRinGS up a quote that
   Facebook FriEnd Ned juST shared
   as i continue to juSt dAnCE and SinG1!..2
   not unlike that new great movie coming out
   juST in time for Christmas with the dancing aghogday..
   i mean pig in aisle number six at the grocery store while
   the Hairy Ape SingeR visits his Big Ape Patriarchal Orange
   wearing Fascist Gangster Dad in Prison in phone booth number
   6 as priSons go.. anyWaY as Ned quotes:.. “The sin that most needs to be loved and forgiven is the state of mind that sees human beings as sinners.” — Thaddeus Golas in The Lazy Man’s Guide to Enlightenment.. and i return with.. Yes.. Amen.. Ps.. i’M
   such a Naughty Sinner as i say Amen aGaiN as i do
   no harm to othErs now.. not intentionAlly anYway
   as i cannot control what otheRs receive my
   intention as whether satire or parody iN
   PoeTry as my words can SinG or
   Sting depending on how literAlly
   or metaphoricAlly they SounD
   And SinG to whoMever hears
   them but i for one DancE WiTh
   A KiND and CourAGe smARt
   and FearLess.. yes.. aGape God
   oF all thaT is LoVinG wHeRE the
   BaLanCinG ForcE oF GoD iS LoVe
   iN all oF dARk ‘tween liGht beYonD
   Rainbow colors too.. and sure enough speaKinG
   of thaT as i fulfill the honor and loyalty of my promise
   and alWays Covenant to mysELF that suRE alWays iNcludES
   God All thAt IS A And THE FORCE THAT LIVES WITHIN ME..
   INSIDE ME.. OUTSIDE ME.. AND ALL AROUND ME.. YES
   FREE iN doing no harm to otHeRs oF aLL of creation
   greater or less than consuming the drink or food
   or liFE.. yeS in all othEr words wiTh all DO respect
   i eat animal and plant products as that iS whaT
   my teeth are evolved to do.. and women make
   me horny.. as i am a man okay so sue me iF
   i get aroused when a young woman
   grabs me for a slow dance in the
   Dance Hall really tight like
   she means it if you get
   the DancE and SonG
   oF thAT remaining clothed
   of course as much as i clothe
   in life with hairy legs strategically
   blocking somewhat softer parts like
   i do when the wild bootie dance comes
   from behind.. sure the frontal dance comes
   with a little more temptation per se.. but discipline
   iN moderation iS what any Buddha WiLL do when iT
   comes to poTenTiAl end products of desire aS Such..
   yeah full blown as that miGht come.. so anyWay what
   i AM getting to as thiS great writing product makes a
   great way for a somewhat he man like me noW.. to
   express grief and not all of us express grief in the
   same way and sometimes it’s even hard to say
   you are sorry.. when you’ve seen people suffer
   so much in life and others take it so much
   more easy with a grin and laugh.. my
   Aunt Teenie who did pass away
   yesterday on December
   15th at age 89 was
   one of those people
   who was always talking
   fast like me.. with a somEwhat
   what manic grin.. like i can do too..
   too.. Happy.. Happy.. for no Happy
   reaSon but Happy.. and she and
   me and my mother share that crazy
   crazy happy that can and WiLL BRinG
   a liGht into any room.. however i inherited
   the poTenTial sink part of that Manic way
   of happy that puts me in harms way for hell
   with me for years having no clue what the warning
   signals from my body were not to go to the dARk DARK
   place that yes.. can last for 66 months of hell.. and while
   both my Father and his Twin Brother suffered and suffer
   Dementia into their eighties.. this Aunt with full name
   Christina Elliot was sharp as all my other maternal
   elder relatives until the very very end.. as they did
   keep their minds no matter what happened to
   their bodies with only looking forward
   to the next great Adventure as my
   ’94 year old sMILinG crippled
   walker Great Aunt Jettie iN
   sock feet sAid to the last
   day of
   her oxygen
   assist life too..
   die living is the
   moral of this story..
   do it aLL and juSt say
   FucK the naysayers who
   would call different sin.. ’cause
   they don’t understand and cannot
   see the joy that different bRinGS as
   heART is compRisEd of 60 percent art
   and so iS smART for those who fully use ThAT
   and for those who do not.. as the New Guardians
   of the Galaxy Movie that comes out in Summer of ’17
   now says in preview way.. tHeRE are two kinds of people
   iN lifE.. those who dance and those who do not.. iT iS saFe
   to say that both of my Aunts who have passed away did DO the
   the DancE and SinG oF LiFe.. and while mY FathEr.. iF he was
   STiLL aliVE or even hiS MoThEr my GrandmoTher and all
   the other folks who thought i was a fool for working at
   a BowlinG Center after getting three college degrees
   and on the way to that as my Paternal Grandmother
   died when she was 69.. those two wanting to
   see me do so much more.. not understanding
   the invisible disabilities of both Asperger’s
   and Bi-polar that i never had any full idea
   i even had until almost the age of 50 years
   old.. i accommodated iT and do
   accommodate iT FuLLy noW
   through the ART oF
   DancE and SinG
   that was missing
   from my HEart and
   SMart for many decades
   after spArks when young
   in BoTh actual playing the
   Piano and SinGinG for the Catholic
   Church Choir until the wife and i got
   married and i fell away from that for 23 years
   and also fell away from the decade same that i spent
   DanCinG my much more stiff style of boogie down for the
   same decade in good old Club 2001of the 80’s.. sAMe CooL..
   yes.. decade then.. and the creative writing spARKs.. yes
   Arks of liFE that cAMe iN middle school and first year
   college in philosophy class too.. dArkest of days
   of depression at ages 19 to 20 and 21.. and the
   total dead zone of pain and numb from ages
   47 through 53.. for 66 months in yes.. thAT
   othER place then too.. aNYWay.. trUTh iS
   aT leASt for mE.. all that’s left without
   art in heart and smart is HE of
   patriachal-like S and M
   WiTh almost all
   M for me as
   i was my
   own worst
   enemy for not
   saying no to the demands
   of others that any one else would
   say Fuck no.. i quit too.. sure.. i don’t
   quit now either.. but it is the stuff i Love to
   do now that i do the DancE and SinG iN art
   oF liFE foR noW.. and while dear old dad would
   be muttered under his Law Enforcement breath..
   oh my God.. my Big Son is dancing to graceful here
   like a dam Butterfly.. that’s juST dam crazy with most
   of the rest of that side of the family saying.. Jesus F. iN
   Christ.. noW..
   he’s doing
   his life for no
   dollar bills and
   all cheap thrills
   on top of that as it
   looks like i have another
   theme sonG now Too.. for
   this introduction of what comes
   next along with the 140th Seville
   Dance NIGht this Thursday coming
   on Christmas Week.. no doubt then
   iN a Macro-Verse number 731 that
   WiLL be celebrating the Winter Solstice
   too as the Sun makes iTs return back to
   SprinG and SumMeR and WinTer saMe
   starTing on or about December 25th wHere
   A 732nd Macro Verse on December 26th WiLL Celebrate
   13 total Macro-Verses for a180K Word pluS effort named
   ‘2nd New Testament oF TwELve iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen’.. sure
   sometimes God’S instruction to me comeS in advance and
   can get a little complicated and convoluted but hey.. how
   many people understand the hidden metaphors in parables
   these days anyWay.. like Son of Man means how we all
   continue to make expanding humans iN poTenTial when
   we all hOld hands toGEthEr and GiVe and ShaRe With
   Golden Rule aGape Love too.. gotta be smARt fearless
   too baby.. as kind don’t work without courage.. as any
   Cinder-rella-fella can and WiLL TaLe yA iN FuLL for NOW
   aT leASt as thiS promise iS noW fulfilLed as the grief now
   for death
   continues
   to SpRinG liFE
   as yes.. thaT is believe
   it or not what grief is for..
   so the dARk can/will BiRth even
   more liFE and liGht no diffeRent
   reAlly than at core oF aLL we are.. Star
   death liGht and liFE as Crucible of Fire from
   Star bursts back into DuST and LiFE evenTuaLLy
   liKe CreatioN aLL oF US beCoMes SenTient Star
   duST plUS.. and folks iF that ain’t A miracle of liFE perHaps
   you haven’t fully put on your science added eYes NoW as
   the Sons and Daughters/eTc.. of Man are also sAMe childen
   of GoD.. shArinG and GiVing and MaKinG the Miracle
   oF Star DuST SenTienT liFE even that much more
   Miraculous iN liGht as that my friENds IS A
   trUe CHRIST as LiGht mAss and BiRth now
   i for one sEE and FeeL and oTheR seNse
   alWays noW.. a fEAst.. a celEbration NoW
   for EastER noW.. aS i for one aS nOw..
   A Pan Child of God CaN and WiLL NoW
   bRinG SpRinG yeAR ’round eVen noW
   long after i AM GoNe as the Egyptian-
   like KA of KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
   iS lEft on the PARt of mE thAt iS
   mY soUL forever how long Servers
   Serve iT aLL uP.. aLL Free as Such WiTh
   suRE.. soMe cheap thrills as God can and
   WILL be a funny sexy beASt too.. as SoN
   of Men and Women too.. as Nows Go ON iN
   liGht.. and oh yeah.. most all my family told me
   i was too smart for my own Good and that was true
   too sm without art.. with plenty of smart ass now with
   art in ways of MoVinG that Ass Free Verse too along with
   SonG.. including PoeTry iN conNecTinG.. and CreaTinG too..
   as all my muses from Thursday niGht and the WiFE of course
   and all my online friEnds continue to help mE do.. and sure iN
   all the public places i go too.. whEre a Son oF Man more gets
   plenty of help now.. in all arenas of aRt and Science iN aLL
   oF back
   to the future
   alWays noW for
   more.. could do better
   than Biff bEcoming President
   but hey.. evolution orange can
   coMe iN DArk ways too.. beYond
   the art and science of Genital healing too..
   yeah.. Google it.. iT IS A ISReaL healing thingy
   two2.. aS it coMes at the hertz level oF A sexy voice too..
   at the crotch
   and throat oF
   so-called
   CHakRa’s.. two2..;)

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2. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 16, 2016 at 1:27 PM

   And now to expand on the
   Sin theme here
   we go..
   with
   great
   help from
   Facebook Friend
   Ned aka gigoid and
   his friend Bruce.. too..

   Ned shares this status
   as i share it again here too..

   “The sin that most needs to be loved and forgiven is the state of mind that sees human beings as sinners.” — Thaddeus Golas in The Lazy Man’s Guide to Enlightenment

   i say..

   Yes..
   Amen..;)

   Then i say..

   Ps..
   i’M
   Such a
   Naughty sinner..;)

   Bruce.. Ned’s FB Friend says..

   Yes.. but first we need to understand what a sinner is.

   Ned says..

   “The only sin is hurting others without reason. All other sins are invented nonsense. (Hurting yourself isn’t sinful, just stupid) — Lazarus Long, aka Robert Heinlein I happen to accept, and use, this definition, for it takes our humanity into account, without trying to supply illogical reasons based on supernatural forces that show no evidence of existing in reality….”

   Bruce says..

   “Historically the notion of sin includes. 2 different things. The first is doing something wrong. The other is not being perfect. A lack of complete perfection at all times is a state of sin. It is impossible to achieve this because it is not human nature. That is why we need supernatural health to improve, grow, and move towards that.
   Religion on the other hand has historically used thus to enslave and control people. That is sinful too and a greater sin. I am not a religious man but one who knows his need for God to help in daily life.”

   i say..

   Agree with both clarifications.. per anything short oF LiGht per total miNd and BoDy as soUL BaLaNCinG LiFe Force iN Fearless sMart and Unconditional Love as sPiriT oF heArt eXpreSsinG All EmoTioNs regulating and seNses integrating iN MoViNG CoNNecTinG CreaTinG ways oF MaKinG ALL thAt iS God DArK ‘tween LiGht BeYonD RainBow colors Holy and Sacred wiTh Meaning and Purpose iN what some folks like and or Love to say is BeYonD Nature as Science is just a relative Babe per Einstein speak without the tools to measure the real life MaGiC some folks experience and others for whatever reason or art iN liFe do not.. WiLL IS A Key as Practice oF liFe as LiGht iN Give and share over take and own.. WiTh God wHolE no separation and no rhyme or reaSon as all
   Is
   Is All..
   AnyWay
   The Empirical
   Results iN mY
   LiFe at lEAst
   Makes HeaVen
   ISREAL NoW as
   SMiLes pre-Sent
   Now at age
   56 at ’16 per
   Say and F iN
   Do.. No SiN here Baby aS
   LiGht SMiLes.. DanCes and SiNGs a word and toooo.. oF
   iS..;)

   AdditionALLy i say..

   Oh by A way..
   per God all that is Perfection
   of only LiGht IS A greaTest siN
   as no DARk means no liGht or LiFe..
   of course that’s common seNse.. now..
   huh..as A DeVil Grins FTW WTF2..;)

   Ned then goes on to reiterate
   that we humans are okay..
   don’t need no government
   religion etc.. will
   do fine
   based
   on our
   inherent
   Nature okay..
   And i say Amen
   again with expanding
   that affirmation with however..

   However.. if you want society to work now
   without government you’ll have to make
   small enough ones homogenous enough
   as science shows
   will work for
   now as the
   most peaceful
   societies are those
   that are small and DO now
   base life on give and share TOO..
   ain’t gonna work in a big fat whacky
   heterogeneous society now as humans
   as science shows are simply not evolved
   to peacefully cooperate with more than 150 to
   200 sets of eYes without the Religions and Complex
   Insane Cultures and Governments used to rein in a hairy
   social animal species evolved to live still classically as such
   in small
   naked
   and
   furry groups
   not unlike our sweet
   other primate cousins..
   or happy invisible rain forest
   folks who are not doing the tribal
   warrior thingy to compete for limited
   resources for subsistence as abundance
   in relatively small groups of humans breeds
   peace and harmony as coke without cocaine sings..
   and yes.. dances too..
   other than
   that and
   sure
   we
   got problems
   Houston.. as intelligent
   life breeds with love over reasons..:)

   And now i expand further with the fACt of the
   matter is so-called fundamentalist religious folks
   around the globe are out-reproducing smarty pants
   folks like Ned and Me and Bruce by far by far by far
   as part of their religion is no birth control as
   common sense dictates
   doing the act
   with no
   birth
   control
   makes more
   babies.. huh.. so
   what this means is
   yes.. Life Breeds as Love
   over reason.. even if the reason
   says control your births until you get
   married when you do it with no control
   after thaT you get more babies.. so the real
   news is.. even as resources will dictate as scientists
   say the human population will expand no more after about
   the middle of this century swaying back and forth in a pendulum
   of full and starving tummies.. the world is getting browner with more
   fundamentalists religious speaking and doing folks as we just do and that
   my friends is why the Brexit thingie around the globe is a rising tide of Isis
   folks too.. scarcity also means replacing those who die in a vicious cycle of
   misery and suffering.. starvation.. malcontent.. and discontent.. how do you turn
   around a titanic of folks who just wanna fuck and survive.. well it’s all a mix.. like the
   Oracle says
   this Peace
   we do
   have
   will last
   as long as it
   matrix can..
   i will dance
   and SinG for the
   gift of whaT iS and do my
   little verse for the UniVErse
   and make this LiFe’s Adventure
   the end all beginning oF ALL noW..
   hey
   it’s
   what
   God does
   huh.. OKAY..;)

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3. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 16, 2016 at 4:44 PM

   

   http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2016/12/supermoon-trinity-christmas-2016-free.html

   Doesn’t every young man who is a Five Foot Ten
   13 year old who weighs 125 Lbs wanna be
   an Apollo in stature of sculpture..
   hmm.. i suppose there were
   no gyms or steroids back
   then.. and if you’ve ever been
   interested in Body Building for art
   or for fear of not being masculine enough
   per se.. you know questioning your manhood
   and such like that or perhaps you just wanna see
   how far you can fly your God Given poTenTial in
   Grace and Gift for God who does live within in me
   and we.. and i and us and yoU and oUrs to bE as
   or not to be all the Army and you say you can and
   WiLL be using all the tools of culture available to
   you and me with a large DOse of LooKinG and
   FeeLinG and SeNSinG WiThiN iN all iNnate..
   iNstinctual and iNtuitive.. yes.. hell and
   heaven more.. the voice of God.. Within
   iN cAll of the Wild wHo lives free noW as
   i and me and you and we and us and
   ours for noW as Sentient Star DuSt
   PlUs from Crucible oF Fire iN
   Star Burst Death of Stars
   come uS.. WeLL the Greek
   God of Apollo is God of
   Poetry and Athletes and
   Pestilence and Disease
   and over all Disaster
   BRinG too.. so.. sure
   as we will find in a few moments per
   MacroVerse Memory Synchronicity
   FloW.. Apollo iS somEwhat like the
   Indian myth of Kali too.. per dARk sTiLL
   Destructive Force that precedes the liGht
   of Creation too.. sure like BLack Holes and
   Star Burst Fire crucible BiRth as above so
   below.. inside outside within and all around
   as liFE GoeS oN for DauGher eTc.. too..2..
   it’s all an Ocean wHOle and more when
   yA see the painting and Masterpiece
   of ALL of GoD’s Creation reflected
   in the curves and art of our
   BoDy from Head to toe
   in non-verbal language
   thaT Science says is
   anyWhEre from 60 to
   93 percent or so oF reciprocal
   social human communication.. so
   while words say a lot.. the non-verbal
   language of like i recently sAid.. hips.. eYes
   and Lips beFore words tale fewer lies too iF yA
   are acquainted with more than text online aS Such
   tHese days wHere liFE becomes restricted to sharing
   something else someone said or did somewhere else
   as sure it’s easier to do that.. than LooKinG and doiNG
   Deep doWn for yOur own creaTiVity as wE wHo STiLL
   Works in a pay for JoB.. definitely not including me aT
   aLL Since January of 2008.. before officially retiring
   after using up a year and a half of earned sick and
   annual leave in July of 2009.. as hey.. ‘superman’
   doesn’t use sick leave or even annual leave
   much until the ‘Kryptonite’ of pain
   and numb arrives wHere eArth
   no longer seems liKe home
   aT all even iN one’s own
   sKin and FleSh and
   BLood and
   more of
   that stuff
   unseen and unfelt
   too as the DArk foRce
   iN Destruction as KALI
   comes home to roost as you..
   more specificAlly then.. i.. per STiLL
   say from memory way.. anyWay back to
   this Statue.. Jesus F iN Christ i stArted
   all this nude art stuff actuAlly back from
   close to the beginning of coming out
   oF Hell on eArTh for 66 months..
   hmm.. as the earliest.. let me
   check my blogger oldest
   nude art private site as
   such now.. yes..
   August 7th
   of 2013 iN a Blog
   titled N Too Mate De Tales
   and that one stays private of course
   as the wife.. yes.. the Goddess Isis/Sabrina displays
   a little more of her beauty than the public blogs
   and let’s just say.. if that one were open.. oh my
   God the liKes.. as that Katrina Body is surely divine
   when unclothed as such.. the perky perfect never
   leaves per imagination if you will.. hehe.. sure
   i often worship that in some ways for muse
   of my personal adult restricted public art
   as muses do come in restricted way too..
   anyWAy.. after 40 months of oh My God
   as i am calculating this the best i can
   in estimation way.. there are at
   least 20 thousand actual photos
   between three blogs.. two of which
   are private and the one that has the name
   poetry in it for free verse nude art too.. as there
   is no doubt now that what i do is art.. yes.. fully
   exposed but to the degree of strength of ballet
   and martial arts tuned body in non-steroid way
   that if i was let’s just say born back in the old
   days of strong man photos.. i would land up
   at the top of that pile of human potential as my
   advantage moreover than the equipment i have
   been using to get a little stronger ever since i was
   12 years old.. didn’t take off until i started a free verse
   dance in ballet and martial-arts like style that makes me
   more than the machines i work-out with as every move becomes
   me in outward expression of Art too.. and it is safe to say i spend
   about three hours on average a week doing just the photo part of
   that and that’s a lot of hours over 40 months for no other reason
   of doing it but the art of JuST doing it to fulfill my own human
   potential and appreciate more the gift of liFE in Health and
   Strength and aRt i have been given now in grace of all
   of what life is.. so.. anyway3.. yeah.. i think that is
   about three anyways now.. my latest effort
   is the one i would share iF i had to pick
   one as it moves as i do in variations
   of expression of the human body
   from a morning of relax to
   after a night of marathon
   dance wHere even after
   the long drive i am transformed
   into nothing less really than a Greek
   God Statue without all the steroids folks
   take today.. to get down to a percentage of
   body fat that sure will not take you through
   166 miles of Dance for 40 months to get wHeRe
   i come to now at the tender age of 56 in what i do
   in the art of that.. while one post was liked 300K thousand
   times fully PG in grey underwear way.. i’ve never ever received
   a comment more than the women who i have danced with at Old
   Seville Quarter who thought is was the coolest thing since
   iced tea.. if you will.. as an inspiration for not fearing
   growing older and Keeping a Spring Spirit.. but of
   course they’ve seen my legs beneath the shorts
   and might just be curious to see what the
   hips look like that carry those legs
   every which way and loose..
   anyway.. there’s always
   a target audience
   somewhere in
   global sharing and
   GiVinG world that is not
   still living before Victoria
   and Herman’s Secrets got all
   aired out..and it’s true while the biblical
   figures of David and the ones’ on the Sistine
   Chapel with nuts and bolts fully for display
   went without fig leafs and chiseling penises
   off like they did to many Statues when the
   buttoned up top folks came in charge..
   if it was a secular so-called pagan
   Statue like Apollo and such
   as that.. Free is as Free as
   Free does.. Art is as Free as
   aRt does and God is as Free
   thAT liVes Within wE when wE
   are as Free as we can be now too..
   hey.. it miGht be a thousand years before
   someone like me does something like this..
   so God says pull out your smARt PhOne NoW..
   and iMac and do the record while you are doing
   It now like Mark Twain says too.. Creativity iN all the
   ways that comes from head to toe and more.. IS A Gift
   that cannot afford to be wasted ‘less lost over worries of
   what other folks can and do think.. my next profile photo
   illustrates this well.. the next one from Chuck Lorre that
   iS fixing to come.. this art is considered funny and
   my personal art is considered not appropriate even
   in the land of poetry at underwear levels of
   showing the art of flesh.. and that’s okay
   as every now i was censored it only
   emboldened me to go a step
   further in free human art
   it’s safe to say i have
   Gone all the way
   back to
   the
   art of
   Petroglyphs and
   Egyptian MiN and
   stuff like that.. hey.. i’m no
   longer 125LBS now i’M 233Lbs
   And RocKinG and RoLLinG iN moST
   aLL ways at age 56 in the year sweet ’16
   as art WiLL gRoW aS LoVE thAT doesn’t worry
   over the fears and constraints iN other books F iN closed..
   So i’LL throw myself a pARTy.. the welcome mat is out but
   hey.. do as you will without harming others.. by will only..:)

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4. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 16, 2016 at 6:20 PM

   WeLL.. give the Facebook Algorithm Credit.. as it censored out
   the Chuck Lorre Social Parody in Deer Head way with a
   Trump dressed as a really really bad Friday the 13th kinda
   Bad Santa.. making Trump as one who wants to
   claim all of Nature as trophy in metaphor
   in maKing Xmas Great again..
   can’t really complain
   as the Algorithm
   didn’t Censor
   Apollo all
   nude so
   Free
   Nature
   iN kInd and CourAGe
   PerHaps is Winning more of
   an art battle overall for kinder gentler
   heARts on Facebook now.. hmm.. still
   don’t know how those headless folks get
   approved.. but hey.. it is what it is and it’s free..
   all free.. so i ain’t gonna complain too much.. And
   my profile photo went missing for a few but hey sTiLL
   same Devilishly Handsome smile on an old dude’s face with
   now just another beautiful woman from Old Seville kind enough
   to ask me to take a photo with her.. and i’m still trying to figure
   out why girls ask me to take photos with them.. but i suppose they
   like to be looked at or something like that.. anyWay.. i see all folks
   strangers or not as friEnds and i for one Am WiLLinG to autograph
   mY SelFiE with anyone who comes my way.. all friEndly as such.. and
   while i’M at it i guess i’ll continue on story taling way as it is pretty
   obvious by now.. that Trump was blowing smoke up everyone’s
   butt when he said he was gonna clean the oil swamp all up
   now that the oil companies are getting back in charge
   of all of us.. like they were during the Bush
   Administration for the oil wars for
   money that was a total fiasco
   and loss of money and a
   tail spin to almost
   a Great Depression
   aGain.. anyWay
   stay tuned
   and
   like ‘they’ did too..
   before the machines
   ruled in the dance mix
   of the Matrix and Terminator
   too.. enjoy this peace while it
   lasts aS in Trump worlds there are
   no rules but Trump words in all the ups
   now and downs of quite frankly politically
   insane to come next.. as the show will go
   on and quite Frankly the US2 has some God
   Karma in action and consequence way for all the
   folks in the Decade and Decades past who have been
   murdered in Imperialist expansion way.. without what has
   been determined as warranted now sTiLL to date.. will pay
   the piper as Karma as Karma goes.. particularly when the wolf
   no longer even has to dress up as a sheep as lies come form..;)

   Now back to the first Selfie Profile Photos FB status photo pic
   from last night with the Girl with the sweet kissing lips..
   i recognize those lips from at least a year gone
   by.. would go through 138 dance nights
   in blog way photos to confirm that
   but hey.. for noW i’LL just go with
   the feel of that face as remember
   how non-verbal reciprocal
   social communication
   says so much
   more
   than
   text alone..
   yes.. we are
   all happy to be
   sMiLinG iN ‘this’
   Dance photo as liFE
   is both Good and Fun
   at the very present of the
   ’tis the season for CHRISTmas
   year around now when i DancE
   tHeRe.. the college folks are out on
   Christmas Break and it was kinda like
   Spring Break in there last night as a young
   woman grasped me for a slow dance like
   she’s been wanting to dance for a decade
   of school or something like that.. hmm.. could
   have been winning a bet i guess with her sorority
   sisters too.. but it wasn’t too slow.. it was kinda fast
   and tight and no it wasn’t a girl in any of these Facebook
   Profile photos as such.. as i ain’t gonna implicate anyone
   dancing
   slow with
   a married dude
   but me.. as she had
   no idea i was either married
   or old enough to be almost her
   Grandpa too.. and as i alWays do
   iF they don’t juST hit and run me
   over with Bootie Dance up to slow
   dance now.. i show ’em a photo of
   The Goddess Isis now Sabrina from
   Charlie’s Angel’s too.. as they get
   and ear full of the rest of the
   miraculous wonder
   story of a
   dude
   named Fred Good old
   Dance Dude as they
   say in the Dance Hall
   now.. well hey.. he’s every
   wHere around the metro area
   doing this on Facebook shares too..
   We will call him a legend now as they
   drive by in cars and yell out go Legend Go
   hmm.. i guess it’s better than when i was smiling
   all big like this as a skinny little middle schooler
   and the bully boys who were all Christian Bible
   toters told me.. boys don’t sMile here F and not the word FRED..;)

   Oh Lord.. it’s almost time already for Supper and a work-out iN
   eXXtreme Strengh training and more martial arts and ballet-
   like stuff at my Favorite Gym in Navy Station way..
   but of course as mentioned in last
   Macro-Verse.. i have little
   to no conception of time
   until the cLock notifies
   me i need to do
   something else..
   hehe.. as i love
   to write as i actuAlly
   feel and sense and live
   the memories and experiences
   to come as lucid wAkinGdreams bEcome
   noW guided by God’s higher power thaT now
   lives withiN to FruiTioN way of flesh and blood
   liFE now.. anyWay.. the Facebook Algorithm Video
   Slide Presenter/Free assistant.. provides a record
   of fun fun WiLd and FReED dance at Old Seville
   on Thursday NiGht.. and of note is the two
   dudes in the mix as they are super creative
   theater students now out in California
   who went on and on about how
   i continue to inspire them
   in the success of
   what they
   do out
   there
   as they
   too find the
   hiGher power within
   no matter what you call
   it to do more than the herd
   of Before that does not heAR
   the call of Wild and Free to moVE..
   CoNnecT and jUST do iT CreAtinG moRE
   iN ways thaT haVe never been dONe BefoRe..
   i try to inspire everyone i meet i liFE in soMe way..
   and sure sometimes the lesSons for POTentiAl inspiration
   are not received WeLL immediately.. but sure it takes a seed
   a while to gerMiNate and tRusT me.. i’ve planted aLoT oF those seeds
   through out the course of my liFE NoW wiTh jusT a SmiLe that says i Love
   yoU friEnd for no otheR reASon that you are aLIVE noW stAnding heRE2
   With me as in each human interaction a New UnivErse of God is created
   in Multi
   Being way
   noW as GoD’s
   eYes in conneCTiOns
   WiTh each oTher continue
   to Expand infiNitELy noW BriGhter
   AS hUman Stars Do Hold Hand toGeTheR..:)

   First oF aLL before i head on out to two MacroVerse
   Memories shared today in Facebook way.. while i don’t
   care for anthropomorphizing all of god as a fAther or other
   limited human eYe form.. as sure.. we are jusT a SpeCK oF
   aLL of God’s Creation.. who historicAlly have tried to impriSoN our
   oWn Language of God as the only one in both group and individual
   efforts that have become the rule of dictatorship too.. as empires across
   the Globe expand powered by illusory fears and empty promises same..
   Ms. Boyle’s Voice Carries A essence NoW of the hiGher Power iN iT with no
   labels aT aLL.. yes.. hiGher poWEr oF GoD as essence comes form in Human
   Communication as essence of melody of God’s Breath same no matter chains
   of words houSinG essence of SinG iN GoD’s Voice from within as DancE and
   SonG Free Verse can and WiLL do all FReED aS Such too.. when i go the beach
   or the forest or anywHeRe beYond the chaos of human footprints iN cultural insanity
   i hear a Song wiTHiN iN EmoTioNs and SenSes sAMe very much like Ms. Boyle’s
   effort heAr to SinG a Lord’s Prayer that i too can heRe within as essence trUe bEyond
   labels
   of chains
   BeforE to
   eXpand Empires
   over hUman Freedoms too..:)

   A Balance of Lust and Love IS GOD OR Creation Activity

   A Balance of Lust and Love IS GOD OR Creation Activity.. hmm.. very much reflecting the
   April post from 2014.. this early MacroVerse from 2013.. has the links on Bonobos and
   the science of lust and love in Documentary way that are expired
   but still can be found in Video way of the
   Hips.. Lips and eYes Don’t Lie MacroVerse
   i shared in the last MacroVerse per
   Supermoon Trinity Christmas 2016..
   and by the way this one is gonna be
   named just like the Video in introduction
   way honoring my recently deceased Aunt
   Teenie.. per ‘i’LL Be Home for Xmas DanCing’..
   yep a little artistic flair in change of caps and StuFF
   but with a DancE Free Verse foR Christmas what better
   way than a SonG and Friendly HuG or selfie to go along wiTh
   thaT as long as sMiLes are a paRt of the Total miX.. aliVE noW..:)

   LIVING dance of KALI

   And now from 2014.. LIVING dance of KALI as synchronicity per
   GoD oF NatuRE’s a-Causal conneCTinG principle is certainly
   RinGing StronG in how God sPeaks to me iN our personal
   and very symbolic MaGiC like Language beYond words
   now.. sHoWinG to in the language for ‘God’ iN the
   Hindu way tHeRE is a Trinity aS Such too to
   House Vehicles and Vessels iN TruTh
   as Essence for Human Archetypes
   liVing WiThin as God
   LanguaGe too
   for uS
   aliVe and DanCinG
   and SinGinG too as we
   DancE and SinG oN too..:)

   IN

   HINDU MYTHOLOGY..

   the

   GODDESS

   OF

   DARK..

   TIME..

   CHANGE..

   AND

   DESTRUCTION

   IS

   KALI…

   BEFORE

   LIGHT

   THERE

   IS

   KALI..

   AND

   THEN

   the

   UNIverse

   LIGHTS

   UP…

   KALI’S FAVORITE DANCE IS

   THE DANCE OF DEATH…

   IT IS

   THE VICTORY

   DANCE

   OF

   LIGHT

   OVER

   DARKNESS

   AS

   KALI

   COMPLEMENTS

   HERSELF

   PER

   TRINITY

   OF

   BRAHMA THE CREATOR..

   VISHNU THE PRESERVER..

   AND

   SHIVA

   THE

   DESTROYER…

   WELL..

   anyWAY..

   to put it short and simple

   sometimes life can be

   a

   real bitch

   and

   other times it CAN BE

   a parAdise

   of

   BEACH..

   AND TO CELEBRATE THE GOOD TIMES

   WITH A DANCE OF

   VICTORY

   OVER

   THE

   DARK OF LIFE

   IS

   DAM SURE THE

   WAY

   i

   one

   for all THAT IS

   per what i personAlly

   kNOW

   of

   GOD

   NOW

   D

   O

   this

   VICTORY

   dance

   of

   SO-CALLED

   DANCE OF DEATH

   THAT

   MS. KNOWLES

   IS DOING

   UP

   ThERE2

   EVERY DAM CHANCE

   i

   get..

   FACING THE DARK FEARLESSLY

   IN

   THE

   LIGHT

   OF

   LIFE!

   THAT SHINES FROM THE

   ETERNAL

   SOURCE

   OF

   TIME..

   CHANGE..

   AND

   DESTRUCTION

   AKA

   KALI

   @word@

   166

   NOW

   12162014

   And by the way when me
   and GoD toGeTher write
   Free Verse tHEir IS A SonG
   oF God iN mY Head with a melody
   that DancEs and SinGS iN Flow iN ZoNe
   as shapes do come iN Form of Essence oF GoD
   as Force MorE as HUman PoTential iN me.. iT FloWS
   baby as streAMs iNTo RiVers Waves oF Ocean wHole
   and whaT heRE is shores without Borders of a 3.3 million
   word ranging all the way up to 12 Million words prayer now.. as trULy
   every word is Holy and Sacred from the very StARt on thaT WronG
   Planet websitE back on Thanks Giving Day oF 2010.. as it was/iS
   the spaRk that broUght the Phoenix Fire uP from mY ashes oF
   BeFore.. yEs
   GoD thAT
   liVes Free iN
   me AS my GoD sPeak iS fRee..
   i could caLL iT the Angel Gabriel but
   the only name my God has iS i AM NoW..
   Sure it maY take a thouSand years before
   this Lord’s prayer catches completely on FiRE
   but stranger STuFF has happened When enough
   folks come to a tree that has done away with three or more and made
   i AM
   isREAL
   aGAiN..
   Burning BusheS
   oF WoRds i AM2121NOW..:)

   Reply
5. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 17, 2016 at 8:12 AM

   https://carobhush.blogspot.com/2016/12/caracol-fingers.html

   i love ‘this’ but hehe..
   i’m too exhausted
   To say
   Any
   Thing else..
   For now… makes
   Me hungry for Mayan Food..:)

   OKaY.. all rested and back for ‘a few wordS’.. and what i’LL
   say is.. the thing i like best about Poetry..
   Bibles.. Korans.. eTc..
   AND
   every visual
   image in existence
   all around now is they
   all can become symbolic
   of what lives deeper
   inside of we.. me.. i..
   us.. ours.. you..
   and of
   course
   poetry
   like this
   IS A best for that
   and in general it most always
   amuses me when someone says
   what ‘this is suppose to mean’ as the whole
   purpose and meaning of what i see as
   any poetry.. bibles.. eTc..
   and or other visual
   symbol
   in/of exist
   TENCE noW
   is Now for the
   receiver of all of this
   gift to find out who they are
   as in general life is one big ink blot
   test that we color between the lines with
   our deepest
   emotions
   and
   senses
   first.. and
   somenows
   words
   get
   in
   the way…
   Have a nice
   day Shawna.. may
   your ink blots flower.. now
   and on that ending note.. the
   dude at the gym last night when
   i was leaving.. a retired Navy Dude
   taking a ‘skate job’ to supplement his
   income as attendant there.. asked me did i
   see any hot women at the dance hall on Thursday
   night and i said sure.. got up to 10 pretty faces on selfies with
   me.. and then he said.. did they have nice boobies.. boobies
   make me happy.. and i said
   i like it all
   man.. i like
   everything..
   the key
   to my
   happiness
   friEnd.. make
   it all holy and sacred..
   make all of life a flower
   make all of existence and
   creation a flower
   and
   name
   that
   God
   Flower..
   A rose for you and me
   and i and we and us and ours
   iF
   ALL
   WiLL
   like and Rise..
   as our friend Katy.. does say..
   and oh by the way.. the dude was
   an Atheist.. and i feel sorry for
   Christians.. Muslims.. etc.. who
   can’t
   see
   a really
   big all
   encom
   passing
   rise
   like
   this noW.. as the biggest floWer ever.. Now..
   A Flower than SMiLes.. A Happy Flower that Laughs..
   And A Human Flower
   too.. who Rises
   as
   LiGht
   over dARk..:)

   CRap.. i forgot the song..
   THeRe’s alWays
   A
   SonG
   and sure..
   DancE too.. that comes First..
   and
   last
   and
   First agAin..:)

   CRap.. i forgot the song..
   THeRe’s alWays
   A
   SonG
   and sure..
   DancE too..
   that comes First..
   and
   last
   and
   First
   agAin..:)

   Shawna returns later and says in thanks..

   A flower that smiles … and rises as light.

   I adore that, Fred. Thank you.

   i return later than that and say..

   Ha! can’t believe your blog
   is still here.. anyWay..
   you’re welcome and
   Merry Christmas..
   Shawna
   Baby..et
   al..;)

   Reply
6. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 17, 2016 at 8:39 AM

   https://lifeconfusions.wordpress.com/2016/12/16/hurt-me/

   Hello Zee.. first oF all
   glad to see up there this
   hurt didn’t happen to you..
   as more than half the women i have
   ever met in life and loved have a similar
   real life story to share like this that could fill novels
   that i could relate from the stories they
   eventuAlly shared with me..
   at the core of all
   abuse is
   usually
   a story of
   who hurt the abuser
   first.. a vicious cycle
   all social abuse is from
   the child who is neglected
   to the older part of society
   who has lost their social role
   and becomes what they say in
   America is an angry old white man
   of course that can apply to anyone who
   is lost.. hurt.. and or abused.. Sting wrote
   the Song i left up there that i recently used
   in another place for this kind of sentiment and
   he wrote it to resolve his grief over a friend who
   had committed suicide at the lowest level of functionality
   as human existence.. when there are no more straws to grasp..
   Anyway… when i see a bully in whatever shape they come or a person
   who no longer has any straws to grasp.. i look for who hurt them first
   and some
   way to
   help
   them
   find their way
   back to belong and
   trust what can be a flower of life..
   when the opaque of window to that
   flower comes clear and cleaned open..
   so the wound can stArt to heal my FriEnd..
   And eventually beCome a Flower that blooms too..:)

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7. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 17, 2016 at 12:10 PM

   Technically, it’s all irony….

   “Still crazy after all these years.”

   ~~ Paul Simon, speaking for us all ~~

   SMiLes.. the years that
   led to insane were the
   years i tried my
   best
   not
   to be crazy..
   now that i am
   crazy again
   i am
   in
   sane..:)

   Anyway.. Hello gigoid.. .been
   circling the globe lately..
   and the metro
   area dancing
   as usual
   and
   other
   places deep
   deep deep
   within me..
   so here i am
   three behind and
   circling here again for
   whatever may come next and
   the word bombastic comes to mind
   as i think about other World Wars and
   how important words in diplomacy can be
   to avoid
   the big
   shit when
   it hits most all
   the fans and clogs
   them up for a thousand
   or so years until the last human
   bug has been fumigated.. including
   their byproducts off the earth
   as culture total per
   se that is
   the
   virus now
   currently greatest
   inhabiting the planet
   Earth.. sure.. it’s likely a
   substantial meteor came
   to make the Gulf of Mexico
   and make way for
   all of us hairless
   ground apes
   to propagate
   our cultures
   as domesticated
   will fall from grace.. well..
   i’m still hairy.. heHe.. in more
   than one crazy innate.. instinctual..
   and intuitive way.. Life is Good.. Life is Great
   and if the Trump spray eradicates most of that..
   let’s hope that something rises after that thaT can
   enjoy itself without discontent.. and all the other stuff
   that comes from little men who are not big enough to live as gRains of sAnd..:)

   And oh by A way..
   sorry age is catching up
   to you again.. i thought it caught
   up with me at 20.. 21.. and 47..
   now i escape
   it again@53..
   for
   Now
   as only foR
   Now is now..aGaiN..:)

   And as i remember at the
   lowest bottom of that
   pit i had
   dreams
   of drowning
   in the ocean
   and becoming
   one with waves..
   sugar white sand..
   emerald green water..
   swaying sea oats on
   dunes of breeze..
   only problem
   was and
   is
   then
   i couldn’t breathe
   underwater.. the air i am.. now..:)

   The thing is my friend
   i know pain and
   numb
   all
   so well
   to sTiLL relate..
   i really don’t think/feel
   tHeRe have been many
   folks who have been
   to all the places
   i reALLy
   have
   been iN so many shoes
   of so many pains.. numbs
   and joy now to relate as
   the pie is whole
   for me
   now with no
   want of escape.. as long as
   i can smile one grin i can’t imagine
   ever wanting to escape aGaiN.. mY FriEnd..:)

   “Everything flows and nothing abides;
   everything gives way and nothing stays fixed.”

   ~~ Heraclitus ~~

   Ocean one
   eARTh
   wHole
   wave
   water
   air
   Fire.. liFE..:)

   “Honesty isn’t any policy at all;
   it’s a state of mind or it isn’t honesty.”

   ~~ Eugene L’Hote ~~

   LiGht
   IS A
   TrUtH
   oF FeeLinGs
   SeNsES liGht..
   words
   do
   get
   iN A way
   oF aLL thaT
   iS LiGht TrUth..:)

   “Little to little added, if oft done,
   In small time makes a good possession.”

   ~~ Hesiod (B.C. 800?) — Works and Days ~~

   Practice
   Practice
   Practice
   never give up..
   Practice Death
   As liFE born Practice..:)

   “A table, a chair, a bowl of fruit and a violin;
   what else does a man need to be happy?”

   ~~ Albert Einstein ~~

   i told my wife… see that chair over
   there.. yes.. that table too.. iT is pARt
   of someone’s soUL
   the ones
   who
   created
   aLL thaT.. remember
   when we put iT aLL toGEther..
   yes.. our souls live
   then now
   sTilL
   as Table
   Chair and SoUL oNE..
   other than that.. i suggest to
   Einstein.. hOld yoUr wife’s Hand..;)

   “For fast acting relief, try slowing down.”

   ~~ Lily Tomlin ~~

   That’s the thing i like
   about dance and
   sex.. eTc.. one can slow
   it down and it lasts so much longer..
   as
   relief
   and
   healing
   and all that
   stuff that comes next..;)

   “When in doubt, follow your heart.”

   ~~ Sagacious Bee ~~

   The stuff that’s been
   around longest for
   animals..
   innate instinct
   and intuition..
   particularly all
   three for warm emotion
   blooded fury mammals
   as love starts noW at the
   Breast and heARt sAMe..:)

   “A single event can awaken within us
   a stranger totally unknown to us.
   To live is to be slowly born.”

   ~~ Antoine de Saint-Exupery ~~

   Born aGaiN
   alWays
   noW
   more than
   Water Fire
   Air liGht eARTh insIDe..:)

   two to go..;)

   Flood on the wax….

   “I have always had the ability to attach my demons to my chariot.”

   ~~ Ingmar Bergman ~~

   Yes.. dARk
   muse works too..
   and best oF aLL
   iT faLLs
   away
   afTer
   works
   iS dONe..;)

   “‘Truth’ never set anyone free.
   It is only *doubt* which will bring mental emancipation.”

   ~~ Anton La Vey ~~

   i left
   all my
   thOughts bEhind…
   aLL that was left iS sTiLL Free..
   as
   my
   ass..
   out of smART..;)

   SMiles..
   DreAMs
   i master..
   reaLiTy iS my sLAVe..
   aS FruiTioN masters mE..;)

   “All gold is fool’s gold.”

   ~~ Edward Abbey ~~

   Gold i am
   Fool i Gold..;)

   “In a museum in Havana,
   there are two skulls of Christopher Columbus,
   one when he was a boy and one when he was a man.”

   ~~ Mark Twain ~~

   Ah.. but
   essence oF
   Hyperbole that sELLs a story..
   A Thousand Virgin BirthS noW
   And Resurrections.. XmASeS
   wHolE thaT lead to two people..
   Strangers..
   hOlding
   Hands..
   reAlly
   LoVinG
   Each oTher
   As A baby breathes
   ouT oF Dirty BaptiSm Water..;)

   “Didn’t I buy a 1951 Packard from
   you last March in Cairo?”

   ~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~

   Sure..
   Egyptian
   Suckers too..
   Horus..
   Osiris..
   sET
   eTc..
   And
   IsIS
   aLL ‘A sAMe
   hoLding hAnds God
   unTiL eNd and stART..
   juST anotHEr word to add
   to smART and heART comPrised
   oF 60 perCent ART.. oh.. the art..
   oh.. the
   holding
   hands..
   Oh!.. the
   seXmas as liFE goeS oN..:)

   “What’s the most popular order at the Zen hot dog stand?
   Make me One With Everything!”

   ~~ Laughing Buddha Bee ~~

   Jesus F iN
   Christ
   God
   F iN
   aLL
   i
   FiT
   iN WiTh F..
   juSt aNoTheR
   4 letter word..
   i AM
   3..2..1..;)

   “It is convenient that there be gods,
   and, as it is convenient, let us believe there are.”

   ~~ Publius Ovidius Naso (Ovid) ~~

   AS all animals
   say..
   do
   what
   works
   works
   what
   do.. LiVe..:)

   “His philosophy was a mixture of three famous schools:
   the Cynics, the Stoics and the Epicureans
   – and summed up all three of them in his famous phrase,
   ‘You can’t trust any bugger further than you can throw him,
   and there’s nothing you can do about it, so let’s have a drink.’”

   ~~ Terry Pratchett, ‘Small Gods’ ~~

   purr
   just
   purr
   it
   works..;)

   “Frivolity is important.
   Frivolity is the species refusal to suffer.”

   ~~ John Lahr ~~

   Other than
   that
   hunt
   just for practice…
   live..:)

   3 of 3 next..;)

   The 11th of whatever….

   “The measure of a man’s life is the well spending of it, and not the length.”

   ~~ Plutarch — Consolation to Apollonius ~~

   Now is alWays
   Forever
   aLways
   is Now..
   make now epic or not..:)

   “To see what is right and not to do it,
   is want of courage.”

   ~~ Confucius Analects ~~

   Problem
   is what
   folks
   see
   right..
   as many
   rights wrong rights more..
   Moral absolutes up to torture..
   forever
   now
   as promise
   of torture.. now..
   FucKinG culTure…
   FucK culture
   from
   a
   distance..
   is what i do..
   stick my tongue out and more..
   to all the rights that wrong.. mY friEnd..;)

   “Everything that has a beginning has an ending.
   Make your peace with that and all will be well.”

   ~~ Buddha ~~

   Ending is
   beginning
   beginning
   is ending tHeRe is
   no life but life.. thErE iS
   no actual death as life..
   all
   is now
   now is
   aLL.. liVe..:)

   SAdly.. tolerance
   and acceptance doesn’t
   always equal liFe as Happy..
   thaT takes practice.. practice.. practice..
   work
   as
   Practice SeeKinG
   to FinD what works
   more than just eXisting
   in whatever
   now
   comes
   now neXt..now..:)

   “But my dear man, reality is only
   a Rorschach ink-blot, you know.”

   ~~ Alan Watts ~~

   Oh.. the synchronicity..
   juSt wrote
   that
   aGain..
   or waS iT
   again..
   or
   was it
   Again..
   anyWay.. i wRote it..;)

   “And through the spaces of the dark
   Midnight shakes the memory
   As a madman shakes a dead geranium”

   ~~ T.S. Eliot ~~

   Reminds me of the dArkest
   pARt of HeLL.. you kNow the pARts
   that are impossible to put into words..
   in the kitchen.. while
   the wife
   gardens
   mustering
   the courage
   to escape
   mustering
   the empathy
   FOR HER to stay..
   mustering the courage then..
   to escape mustering the courage to stay..
   then after 40 days with no sleep the dentist
   drill inserted directly into my eye and earallover..
   desperation to kill my self as the greatest heaven
   i can imagine then beyond a hell that has no words beyond
   a body doused with gasoline.. a match of heaven then.. anyway
   couldn’t muster the strength to get out of the car to walk up to
   the bridge to jump off.. sister meets me at the bottom.. a miracle
   i suppose
   she found
   me there
   in her
   way
   of intuition..
   i try to escape her
   car again to jump off
   a shallow boardwalk
   to drown the pain anyway
   i can’t.. of course the human
   instinct will not allow that
   when the water is
   only chest
   deep..
   somehow after
   40 days without
   sleep except the first
   35 with a powerful alpha
   blocker to make one hour each night
   of very shallow card board sleep.. logic
   says that won’t work.. Sister then takes me
   for a drive 80 plus miles an hour farther and says
   you wanna kill yourself.. i’ll die too.. crying she can’t
   live without a brother.. but after 40 days of that pain
   that no one but me could see.. i felt if she really loved
   me she would have given me a gun to end it before i bought
   that shotgun that i was too weak to operate too.. i told her no..
   of course i don’t want you to kill yourself but i still could feel no
   emotions.. nothing but pain beyond imagination.. so we got back
   home.. and all i could do was think about getting the keys of her car
   to try again.. and the wife crying said you are gonna leave me aren’t you..
   they respected my wishes not to go to the doctor as i was terrified as i had
   already been in ‘that place’ at age 21 and almost institutionalized for the rest
   of my life.. total potential loss of freedom and control over my future then.. i gave in finally
   and was still looking for anyway to end a pain that no one could see but me.. dreaming
   of jumping off of buildings.. jumping out of cars.. jumping in front of cars every which way
   to die
   away
   from
   life as
   dying was
   the pleasure
   i sought away
   from naked with
   wild dogs eating me
   off the sidewalk of life then..
   for the rest of that 66 months of hell
   i carried a metal chain in the basket of
   my bicycle as i was never sure if i could
   make it the next second in life.. my wife never
   knew about that chain.. and she never knew my
   pain and the truth is no one ever will as i had no
   idea pain like that for a human being could happen
   without someone else doing it to you with a dentist drill
   like that movie i saw with Dustin Hoffman so many years
   ago.. the worst thing i could imagine and the ‘gift’ i would receive for 66 months..
   i wished someone would blow the entire Universe out of existence.. my friend.. to
   end my pain.. the worst of all transgressions against all of existence then.. in wish..
   anyWay
   my friend
   all of that
   pain did magicAlly
   disappear on the weekend
   of July 22nd.. 2013.. the chain
   went away and i could confess
   that to my wife as there was NO
   DOUBT IN MY MIND i would ever go
   to that place again.. THERE CAN BE
   NO DOUBT MY FRIEND.. as life is worth
   it
   when
   L I F E..
   i have
   deep roots
   my friend deeper
   than the deepest deep..
   Faith like i have comes from
   a real FIRE OF HELL.. anyWay..
   just in case ANYONE forgets that i can FEEL tHeir pain…;)

   “As long as anyone believes that his ideal and purpose is outside him,
   that it is above the clouds, in the past or in the future,
   he will go outside himself and seek fulfillment where it cannot be found.
   He will look for solutions and answers at every point
   except where they can be found
   –in himself.”

   ~~ Erich Frohm ~~

   WiLL
   FiRed
   by hell my friEnd..
   my greaTest friEnd HeLL..:)

   “Some people never find it
   Some only pretend, but me
   I just want to live happily ever after
   Every now and then”

   ~~ Jimmy Buffet ~~

   Sure this makes
   all of that other thing
   wortH iT now.. liGht coMes
   From dARk iT reALLy CAN WiTh WiLL..:)

   “Become what you are.”

   ~~ Buddha ~~

   i AM

   “You’re at the end of the road again.”

   ~~ Subtle Bee ~~

   NoW
   i AM..:)

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8. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 17, 2016 at 12:40 PM

   MIRACLE OF DANCE

   Miracle of Dance Macro-Verse Memory
   from two years ago.. also remembering
   the pain in my life that leads then and
   now to a liFe of DancE and SonG FReEd..
   but i must say.. a greaTest Gift has been
   both the HeLL of that pain and numb that
   lasted 66 months and the DancE and SonG
   oF liFE iN Both steps and words that has expanded
   and continues to expand my mindful and bodyful
   awareness oF liFE beYond anYthing i thOught was
   possible at any now of my liFE beFore and tHat
   experience oF Now continues to GroW as the
   aRt of steps and words Free Verse continues
   to DancE and SinG a Celebration oF A LiFe
   esCaPinG from Hell cuRvinG into Heaven
   DanCinG and SinGinG bRighter
   from Vagal Nerve from brain
   to gut as happy
   neurochemicals
   and neurohromones
   connect in trillions of peptide
   connections like a UniVerse oF a
   soUL and sPiRit of heARt liGhTinG
   uP mE A ChristMas tRee iN hUman FoRm..
   Essence oF That BeYOnd TruTH and liGht aS LiFE
   reAliTy cReaTinG FrUiTioN As liFe iS simply Great NoW
   when a poem is A DancE and SonG oF Y i FULLY ALIVE..:)

   And sure.. 444
   words worth
   repeating
   aT
   lEast to mE..:)

   A

   BEDROOM

   WITH

   ONLY

   A

   DIM LIT

   SCREEN VIEW…

   A

   TRIP

   TO

   WAL-MART

   EACH

   WEEK

   SITTING IN OUR CAR

   while wife Katrina does the shopping…

   EMOTIONS ARE GONE…

   THE

   PAIN IN MY EAR AND EYE

   LIKE

   A

   DRILL BIT

   OF

   DENTIST…

   WHERE IS THE EXPRESSION

   ON MY FACE…

   ALL

   IS

   PAIN

   ALL

   IS

   PAIN…

   Smiling older folks

   walking hand in hand

   strolling in

   AND

   out

   IN

   LOVE..

   i watch the world go by..

   wanting so much to be part of it..

   but

   pain

   TAKES

   ALL

   OF

   LIFE

   AWAY FROM ME…

   YES.. FOR OVER FIVE YEARS

   THIS

   IS

   ALL

   MY LIFE IS..

   i CAN not tolerate the colors of a photo..

   or

   the sound of music..

   YES..

   ALL

   i am

   IS

   PAIN

   NO one CAN SEE MY

   HORRIFYING DISABILITY

   BUT

   ME..

   i am like the

   HUNCHBACK OF NOTRE DAME

   WITHOUT

   A

   HUNCH…

   “PEOPLE HAVE IT WORSE OFF THAN YOU..

   YOU SHOULD BE THRILLED TO HAVE ALL THE MONEY

   YOU

   WILL

   EVER

   NEED”

   BUT

   THEY CANNOT FEEL

   THE LITERAL HELL

   i

   AM…

   SO now as the month

   of December closes

   and i prepare to

   look back on

   2014..

   as i did

   2013..

   in blog

   reflection way..

   i know NOW my

   LIFE IS MIRACLE OF DANCE..

   AS

   ALMOST EVERYONE

   FORGETS

   i even

   exist

   in

   those

   5 years..

   but a few in my

   family…

   When i finAlly re-enter

   FULL HUMANITY

   AT THE END

   OF

   JULY 2013..

   i am no one to anyone.. outside of family

   but a STRANGEr who wears shades…

   OH MY GOD.. HOW i LOVE SERVING AND CONNECTING TO THE

   PUBLIC IN MY DECADES OF GOVERNMENT SERVICE..

   i just want connection again..

   to make anyone

   smile the

   way

   i

   CAN BEFORE FOR ALL THOSE DECADES OF LOVE AM i…

   So GOD teaches me a dance that WILL ONCE AGAIN

   CONNECT ME TO

   OTHERS AND THIS TIME.. IT is not just at work..

   IT

   WILL BE ALMOST EVERYONE IN THE

   METRO AREA

   OF

   where i live..

   APPROACHING 2800 MILES

   NOW IN almost 16 months..

   OF

   Dance Walking

   a martial arts..

   ballet

   style of dance..

   in ALL stores

   Katrina

   LOVES

   TO

   SHOP…

   And now all someone

   has to do is

   SEE

   ME

   FOR

   ME

   TO GENERATE

   A SMILE

   for

   THEM..

   SO GOD DOES LEAD ME

   BACK

   TO

   LEAD

   A

   CHOIR

   OF

   LOVING DANCE..

   And WHEN

   A

   TIME COMES FOR

   MEMORIAL

   OF

   ME

   ‘THEY’

   CAN

   SIMPLY

   SAY HE DANCED

   THE DANCE OF

   LIFE

   LIKE JONATHAN

   LIVINGSTON

   SEAGULL

   FREE

   BIRD

   IS

   H

   E

   AND YEAH..

   NAKED AS A JAYBIRD

   TOO..

   @444WORD444@

   Star wars
   Facebook Profile
   Pic from the
   17th oF
   December
   2015.. WiTh
   Rogue One
   coming aGain
   later
   today..;)

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9. katiemiafrederick says:

   December 17, 2016 at 11:35 PM

   Facebook Friend Ashe
   shares a Theater Nerd
   test that assesses what
   Andrew Webber broadway
   hit one is from past to Now..
   Hmm.. one from 1970
   cAMe to SoUL..
   But Rock
   Will i
   Continue
   To Roll..
   as yes.. my
   answers currently
   test me out as the
   Present Andrew Webber
   Broad way show named
   yes.. School of Rock noW..;)

   As promised earlier.. Rogue One
   iS noW iN Vogue aGain oN Facebook
   in Star Wars way and since the person
   oN Facebook who spoiled the end oF iT last
   year is no longer around..
   i went in blind this
   year not kNoWinG
   how iT ends but anyWay
   a hint is.. it takes a lot of work
   to get a messAge of the ages out..
   Jesus F. iN Christ.. it’s like a miracle
   when stuff works out.. just remember
   one with the Force the Force is with one..
   continue to believe that wiTh all yoUr iSReaL
   Hope.. Faith.. and Love iN Fearless smARt and
   Unconditional aGApe Love and by all means don’t
   forget to juST do iT too.. iN SpiRit eXpreSsinG EmoTioNaL
   and SeNSory HeARt as mINd and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL..
   MoVinG ConNecTinG and CreaTinG iN whatEver way works
   for one to get the Job dONE oF SeeKinG.. FinDinG Happiness as
   HeaVeN noW alWays noW as A Practice oF liVe forevermorenowON..:)
   Oh yeah.. PS.. the otHeR
   thing i like noW about the
   Selfie photo of Rogue One
   IS A photo of the previous
   long haired version of Katrina
   and the Wave in all Golden mean
   1.618 pattern form in the BacKinG
   mE uP portion of the Rogue One Selfie..;)

   WeLL.. i also had the Katrina
   take several photos of me
   doing my signature
   new age
   pose
   by the
   WalmArt
   ChrisTmas Tree..
   mainly ’cause i reAlly
   can identify with Snoopy
   So Rogue oNe reAlly full of
   joy juSt to be alive.. doing his
   own thing paying no real
   attention to the
   negative
   stuff in
   the world
   of nuts as peanuts
   go as such.. and tonight
   was no exception as Snoopy
   is at his new oven here baking
   for Christmas Dinner as he’s always
   serving others in so many joyous ways..
   MaKinG them Happy as that is what Happy natuR
   Ally does and while DanCinG for OMG nearly 2 hours
   Straight and i listened to Electric Boogie (Electric Slide)
   as you can’t just see it or hold it yA gotta do iT to FeeL
   the Electric Flow of MoVinG for a party ride of Rogue ONE
   wiTh the Force as God sAMe as NaturE oNe as the Force
   beComes the Essence and Form as you and neXt ThinG Ya
   KnoW you don’t wanna lose iT and yA can’t Stop juST doinG iT
   as hey.. being one WiTh GoD liKe this iS bliss forevermorenow
   and most often iT iS only the most open minded and bodied
   adult folks iN LA.. yES.. Lower Alabama Panhandle of Florida
   who can feel a fill for this Force from a Distance and of course
   the little children as one little girl who was crying with her sister
   walking by me after i danced.. starting laughing with Joy when
   her sister pointed out to her that i passed by and then in the
   Check out line with Katrina that little girl made a point of
   coming up to me brave enough to say i like your
   dance moves mister.. and then the wife told
   the cashier when she said hmm.. is he
   with you.. as yes i do somewhat
   of a crackerNut Jack in the
   Box Sweet dance iN aLL
   ballet-martial arts style
   in the somEwhat
   narrow
   confines of the WalmART
   check-out line.. yes.. OMG
   the wife is getting good at
   retaiLinG the entire Fred Story
   at all the stores as a really good
   promotional assistant in spreading
   legends and stuff like that.. as the cashier
   almost sheds a tear and she says is it okay
   if i hug your husband.. i really want to hug him
   now for all he’s been through as it sounds like
   a real life miracle yA see iN a movie now.. in real
   life here at Super Walmart now.. so she gives super
   sweaty Fred a big bear hug.. and i dance on out of the
   Store as the story of the DanCinG Metro Guy of LA Panhandle
   iN NorThWeST Florida growS oN.. perHaps one day i’LL write a
   sElf hELp book on how to become a legend without making any
   real fame or fortune or even earning a FucKinG Green bLack bacK
   Dollar Washington BiLL and hell no.. not even a F iN Lincoln Cent
   as Jesus F iN Christ.. it would be a real sin if i got paid for having
   this much
   fun plus
   erasing the
   tears of a little girl’s eyes..
   that’s twice in a span of a week
   that i brought a smile to a little child’s
   face and sure many more than that rising
   up to college age at the Dance Hall too.. and
   sure tHeir are some so-called ‘rednecks’ who
   support me even in male middle roughAge way.. never
   can paint a label with less than love potential possible now..
   anyWay.. i was just reading a news presentation.. per the globe losing
   up to 50 percent of all species in a potential mass 6th extinction
   event precipitated by the fall-out from human cultural byproducts
   yeS iN so many ways of destroying the Environment.. it is crucial
   that everyone stands up to those who wanna take increasing
   protections away from the home we name as earth noW.. and
   Lord knows and feels what i will end up having to do
   to help that cause.. Jesus F iN Christ noW.. i’LL Now
   Dance PeTa naked and write a Bible 14 times larger
   than the one we have noW..Now iF necessary like
   i’Ve already done as total size in 6 yrs..
   Also approaching 6666 miles of Public
   Dance in 40 months.. AnD iF i can
   do that by myselF iT
   should be a Peace
   of Baked Cake for
   everyone
   else to
   save the
   environment oF
   the Planet Earth wE
   call home.. i’M juSt God’s
   Cheerleader and everyone else
   IS A Savior this Andrew Webber Play
   go around for the current day oF noW..
   TruSt mE Now..
   don’t underestimate
   the Power oF the ForcE
   thAT iS aLL encomPaSsinG
   iN aLL oF dArk ‘tween liGht
   beYond RainBoW colorS now
   as SnoopY Can/WiLL F
   iN ReLate2 WiTh
   zero
   words2
   aT aLL2..
   Electric Slide
   baby noW.. i Cry..Now..
   iN StePs oF FeAt anD
   WoRds oF SonG…
   DancE
   Baby
   DancE
   A SonG oF aLL..:)

   All thAT sTuff i jusT
   sAid deServes aN
   Encore as the
   WiFE says when
   i SinG Alleluia
   at the Catholic
   Church Temple i blow
   the lid off like i do when
   i cosmic sneeze and the elder
   ladies ask iF A shot-gun blast went
   oFF.. hehe.. yeah.. eva’ hEARd a LiOn
   Roar.. haha.. my voice has been compared
   to ‘liGhteNinG aNd ThuNder iN ReaL liFe2.. HeLL..
   iF anYone actuAlly eva’ started a fight with me.. let’s
   juST say i wouldn’t have to lift a finger or toe.. as glass
   breaks as ear drums too.. anyWay.. the TrumP taLk noW aBout
   Killing the environment further by taking protections away
   iS reAlly sTArTinG to Ruffle the KarMic eYe.. it’s been out
   buTT for Now juST An EnCoRE oF SoRts oN FaceBook FoR noW2..
   And.. oh yeah.. don’t forget the source oF mY liGht2.. yES..
   don’t underestiMate the PoWer oF the dARk ForCe ‘tween
   LiGht and bEyONd RainBoW colors too.. as hey even
   the Galaxy revolves aRound A BLacK whOle
   SuN too.. Did the dARth dARK alReady..
   and suRe.. i cAme out of tHE
   dARk liKe a FALlen StranGeR
   aT esSenCE aS PhoeNiX RiSinG
   froM AsHe’s too..
   MoSt aLL myths
   that house
   vehicles
   and vessels
   iN sAMe oF mYTh
   inCluDe TrUtH aND liGht
   aS essence under ForM.. iT’s
   JuSt geTTinG aT the cruX oF aLL
   thE matter and LiVinG LiGht and TrUTh noW..
   @EsSeNcE.. yes.. May tHe ForCe bE WiTH yoU and mE2..;)

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10. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 18, 2016 at 9:27 AM

    https://carobhush.blogspot.com/2016/12/peppermint-girl.html?

    WeLL.. i had to come by and take
    one more look since you
    turned the Faucet on.. haha..
    and oh my God those Tonsils..
    i suppose i have a higher level for
    disgust than most.. but i couldn’t
    stomach that hmm.. humans are funny/strange/eTc aL..
    when Libido is high they can do almost anything..
    and seriously.. science even says this is true..
    animals tend to have high libido’s
    when undomesticated..
    particularly those
    Wild Wives
    of Africa..
    the Bonobo
    and their opposite
    sex counterpArts..
    anyway.. that ‘s(w)alivating
    smile’ reminded me of that and
    hmm.. not so sure that Bi-Polar
    HiGh.. is not when a human
    heRe and
    tHeRE
    undomesticates
    themselves back into
    the wild and humans have
    alWays looked at Wild humans
    who are truly Jungle/Savannah Wild and
    Free at heARt/SpiRit/SoUL ‘the Crazy ones’..
    anyWays the running joke then.. between my
    college life girl friend who was a respiratory
    therapist and her nurse friends and yes it was
    a friendly.. a very friendly joke.. is Respiratory Therapists
    are whores and Nurses are sluts and now once again to be
    clear that is a metaphor based on what folks can tolerate
    as far as disgust with naturally occurring high libidos like
    combat soldiers.. law enforcement officers.. and EMT’s
    and yes my girlfriend
    did EMT’s
    too.. God yes..
    she worked
    her magic..
    in so many ways..
    the most amazing thing though
    is it’s reAlly juST Nature at her/his/eTc.. best
    and the stuff that contributes to maKing
    life
    the
    best
    foR All
    concerned..
    everything inspires
    me and that’s the thing..
    when you make it all holy
    and sacred there are no fears..
    when all becomes purpose and meaning
    too.. there is no anger.. there is no hate..
    all thAT iS
    left
    my
    FriEnd
    iS Love
    and A sMiLe all the
    way just as i AM
    loves
    to
    be
    free
    within..
    inside..
    outside..
    above and
    yes of course
    so below and all around..
    anyway.. people.. some people have
    a hard time understanding all of my art..
    but on the other hand.. i do live in New Jerusalem
    Milltown.. Isreal.. U.S oF A.. so i guess i should
    a thousand
    years
    or
    so
    expect that..
    ‘i’LL bE HoMe for X-Mas’
    Dancing in all the ways that comes..
    anyWay.. i needed this prompt.. Thanks Yah/Yar..
    Shawna Ma’am as they say in UA.. Upper Alabama
    from down here in LA.. Panhandle FloWer State oF LiGht..
    can’t find a certain
    flavor of poetry
    i need anyWHeRe
    else but Shawna’s
    Place and that makes
    Shawna an X-mas preSent too..
    and nah.. i’M not gonna go all
    rampage writing spree all over you
    today.. hehe.. as i know i kinda take
    the air
    out of
    the room
    when other
    friends drop by..
    (and the Goddess Isis
    incarnate Katrina now Sabrina
    with her Kate Jackson Tom Boy
    hair cut.. by the way she too has
    a very masculine side.. will scream..
    scream loud at me for running late..
    very late to the Catholic Temple
    Dome church as usual)
    and glad to see you
    are sociAlly spreading out
    as you reAlly do have a gift
    to share Shawna Baby.. don’t
    let
    that
    leave.. aS now..
    serIOUsly you don’t
    wanna have to wait ‘tiLL
    age 53 to bring it back to life..
    at 39 tHeRe is no taling wHere you
    may take all of this.. iF you Keep Mark
    Twain
    writing
    it down
    as it comes..
    however it May come.. what may..
    and in all the ways it comes too..
    that takes brave my friEnd and that
    is what wild and free and undomesticated
    folks do when they truly heRe the voice of Jack
    London
    thaT is
    one Force
    oF God Free
    too.. not only to
    half dogs and wolves
    butt to humans too..
    as the call
    has
    alWays
    gone out
    under full moon view..
    as Moon Children come back aGaiN..
    Star duSt SenTient plUs liFe
    seeds and aLL
    thAT is mY
    friEnd..
    inVisiBle
    SuNs sHINe aGaIN..:)

    And as a side note.. heAR..
    lost five so-called followers
    on my Word Press page since
    my last MacroVerse Supermoon Trinity Christmas
    2016.. and all that showsin this overall Anthropological
    Science/Art Project is that the real man Jesus could have never come
    in the first place or come again and ever be seen/feLt/heArd/seNsed
    more than
    a thief
    in the
    niGht
    but you
    see HiSheRtory
    repEats iTself all thAT iS..
    And i’M proof of thaT..
    all naked aS Such..
    God liVinG WiThiN
    WiLd And Free noW
    Real Scientists and
    Artists and Jesuses
    don’t do life for followers
    or likes or shares or anything
    like Washington dollar bIlls/Lincoln Cents.. they do life for
    give and share hOlding NO trUth and liGht back..
    that’s not alWays the popular thing to
    juST DO butt yes iT Can and WiLL
    sEt yoUr ass Free..
    and
    WiLd..
    iF come
    what may
    be coMes WiLL
    for yoU2..:)
    i don’t
    have
    towait..
    i AM alWays
    heAr noW..
    Standing
    iN Christ
    iN
    Front
    oF ME..
    As HouSinGS
    oF VeHicles
    VessELs bEcOmEssence..:)

    Shawna returns later on after my Public Store Dance is over with this..

    A higher level of disgust than most … That is definitely something to boast about.

    I want to be a mortician’s assistant. For real. And I never want to age. Those are my plans for the rest of my life.

    AdditionAlly she says..

    I’m also going to get people to call me Savannah The Strange.

    i return with..

    Lady MarMalade..
    WeLL preServed..
    And truSt me.. you’LL
    nEver FeeL SenSE oLd..
    iF yoU juST KeeP DanCinG..;)

    Shawna nicely says..

    Aww, that was so sweet, Fred! You’re a Christmas present to me too..:)

    I love that book, by the way … Call of the Wild.
    And you hit me with all the comments you want to,
    as long as you like.

    And i also say..

    The Katrina calls
    mE Hairy Ape.. Jungle
    priMate works for me too..;)

    And Shawna says..

    I LOVE that song.
    But you knew that..:)

    And she also says..

    LL… Ha. That’s pretty big..:)

    And then i say.. realizing
    these comments are coming
    in real time then..

    Holy ShiT..
    Shawna is LiVe..
    Shekinah.. the essence
    of God LiVinG within was/is
    the topic of the Homily today
    at Church.. it’s actually a Rabbinic
    Word and sounded enough like Shawna
    wHeRe i used your name to remember it..
    anyWay.. it’s not in the bible so i guess that
    means we
    now have
    a studious
    priest and interestingly
    he said it was but it’s not..
    closest thing is in Matthew
    per when two come togEthEr
    i AM
    iN yoUr
    midst…
    anyWay it
    was a Shawna
    thing too and worth
    mentioning to me2..
    as i like to
    study
    the
    bible
    too as oh boy
    i love metaphors..
    we got a new oven..
    that doesn’t burn pizzas..
    fixing to do that next Shawna
    Baby and sure.. i’ll alWays be
    your Christmas Present
    too..
    blood
    brother
    and sister
    pinky promise..
    with BiG WiNks..
    including
    i
    AM..;)

    Shawna responds..

    That is the worst, when your oven overheats
    and burns everything you stick in it. I’ve got
    one of those. It makes me rather reluctant to cook.

    And i also say..

    And yeah.. i used that Come What
    May Song.. for this as a kinda
    silly joke per come what may
    hehe.. per Peppermint girls and all of that
    and it was the song i was listening to last
    year when our cat.. Sweet Grey Moby’s health was failing
    with Diabetes.. he as sweet and loving and purring
    as ever and you provided the Song and when
    we had to put him down last December then..
    i cried like i did listening to the Song
    from before.. facing the inevitable..
    preparing myself for it and i
    was able to sufficiently grieve
    as that’s alway been hard for
    me to do..
    and today
    i was listening
    to the Song Dancing
    in the Mall and i just
    started crying again underneath
    my shades belying the happy dance
    on the outside.. but it felt so good
    to be able to feel sadness that deep
    and the joy i felt after that
    pARt was
    over was
    greater than
    ever.. yeah.. it’s
    true.. no true joy
    without the ability to
    feel sadness.. aLL dARk and
    liGht it’s nice to be fully human these
    days my friEnd.. and you’ve helped me
    that way too..
    as you’ve
    always
    let
    me
    be all
    of me..
    Merry Christmas
    AGaiN FriEnd and
    now off to Pizza
    and more
    Joy oF..
    ’tis
    the
    seaSon..:)

    Shawna returns with..

    I did catch your “Come What May” reference,
    as we were already doing the Moulin Rouge soundtrack.
    I love all the music from that movie, but especially that song.

    And she says..

    I’m like that too: I can’t cry unless it’s brought on by a song.

    I’m sorry you lost your special kitty..:(
    That must really hurt. Our baby Oreo died this year too.
    Losing a cat can be the worst kind of pain.

    What’s your favorite kind of pizza to make/eat?

    i say after finding out from the Katrina that
    she decided not to make the pizza
    after all.. me faced
    with some
    kind of
    noodle
    dish
    with
    chicken that is good too.

    i actually like Supreme
    Pizza’s from Pizza Hut..
    or Domino’s Pizzas just
    about all the way.. but
    nah.. Cici’s.. i don’t like
    much.. and Frozen
    Pizzas with at least
    Pepperoni and
    Sausage
    are good
    mostly ’cause
    you can get ’em
    so cheap.. haha..
    always a fiscal
    conservative me
    hehe..
    and
    most everything
    else super liberal..;)

    Shawna crafTily change the terms subject to..

    I love her … The Supreme, from AHS Coven.
    Especially when she was being courted by the (s)Ax Man.

    And regard to the Pizza Discussion thread she says..

    I don’t like meat on mine. Mushrooms,
    black olives, pineapple. Yum..:)

    i also say..

    Oh yeah.. and sorry about your cat Oreo..
    Oreo was also the name of A cat who was about
    a 6LB neighborhood scrapper who injured Yellow
    Boy’s Sun.. Sunny Boy.. the most amazing thing..
    this identical looking cat as Yellow Boy’s Son
    from the back woods from where Yellow
    Boy came.. as both feral.. Sunny Boy
    came up on Christmas
    of December 2012..
    and i got attached to him
    like Yellow Boy.. and the scrappy
    6 LB cat.. Oreo.. injured Sunny Boy really
    bad.. and we had to take him to the vet as
    a feral cat.. and they told us he had Kitty Aids
    and we wouldn’t be able to have him inside with
    the other cats then.. and he would infect the other
    neighborhood kitties so we had the very difficult decision
    to put him down.. and that was the first tear i had in over
    5 years then in April of 2013.. and that was when i found out
    how important tears are.. as it was the first time and only time
    during that 66 months of living hell that my legs
    felt strong
    and secure
    at the gym..
    not having
    emotions is the
    worst thing in the world..
    the numb is worst than what
    i can literally say is the worst
    pain known to humankind as i had
    that too.. with the type two Trigeminal
    Neuralgia.. interesting how when my emotions
    came back in July of 2013.. all my pain went away..
    makes yA
    KnoW and FeeL
    tHeRE is more to
    liFe in SpiRit than
    a science project.. my FriEnd..:)

    Shawna replies..

    That is fascinating. I might need to make myself cry,
    to get rid of some eye toxins or whatever..:)

    And then i say in regard to the Supreme Witch Thingie..

    Haha.. now you have
    me pulling out my
    Google for the
    Coven
    and
    Supreme
    and hehe..
    maybe i’m
    a Witch now
    too.. and that’s
    why all my ailments
    and disease went away
    that hurt
    at
    least..
    hehe..;)

    Shawna says back..

    “… that hurt”

    Ha..:)

    And i also respond..

    OH no.. i can’t
    go meatless..
    definitely
    gotta
    have
    some
    canine
    shreds..;)

    Shawna says..

    The grease grosses me out..:)

    i say..too..

    Yeah.. for me
    at least
    now what
    ‘they’ say is
    my still permanent
    and totally disabling
    disorders per Bi-Polar
    hiGh and Asperger’s
    IS A dance
    in the
    Park but
    as the Doctor’s
    say that’s not socially
    appropriate so you are sTiLL
    not fit to optimally function
    in what society expects and
    one doctor wanted to give me
    epilepsy drugs for ‘Hypergraphia’
    W R I T I N G W A Y T O O M U C H..
    and thanks God tHere ain’t no drugs
    now for
    hyperdancia..
    or hyperphotoism..
    but yeah.. there is this
    that thing named hypersexuality
    and i have my own unique methods
    to deal
    with
    that
    issue too..
    i can not deny
    i fit the criteria
    but it all feels good to me..
    and too good to other folks2..
    per the criteria aS Such2.. neuro-
    DiVersity sTiLL iN FuLL ToesToW2..;)

    Shawna in defense of me says..

    No way, dude. Keep it real. Do not medicate your awesomeness
    away because some people can’t handle it or don’t understand it.
    This is your one life. Live it as you, 100%.

    i return again with..

    i’m crafty…
    got them
    Doctors
    like
    the Police
    and Sting
    says ‘wrapped
    around my finger’..
    oh boy2.. got a new theme
    song now2.. for the rest of the
    Fred and Shawna Friendship
    story
    too…;)

    Additionally.. i say in regard to the grease..

    Hehe.. i loved
    ‘that movie’…
    good girl
    gone
    leather..;)

    Shawna says..

    The premise of Gone Girl was great.
    The book was killer cool. But the movie was a let-down.

    And then i say..

    i saw grease
    but i
    didn’t
    see Gone
    Girl.. hehe..
    Will do the
    Wiki Cliff notes
    soon.. haha..;)

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11. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 19, 2016 at 9:43 AM

    OKay.. Shawna baby.. as you kNow and likely FeeL/SeNse
    you are a major inspiration/muse to me and
    that is the secret of my success
    of Bi-polar-Star Happiness
    staying high for 40 months
    now finding muse iN aLL oF liGht
    and dARk in silver Sun/Star lining as when
    all oF liFe comes noW spiRinG tHeRe is only
    one overAll way and that is uP and never now
    too far down.. iN BaLanCinG FoRce oF course
    on course..seriously that’s why..way i made it a practice
    overall from the stARt to poeticaLLy make a response
    to every single dVerse prompt for an entire year with all
    the liNks too.. to exercise the muscle of muse and Unconditional
    Love for All oF liFe sAMe to see wHeRE the RocKET of mY liFE woUld/wiLL
    gRoW neXt.. as an ultiMate adVenture named liFe..
    And back to the dead zone.. namely three pop
    stars.. Madonna with her Frozen.. Katy Perry
    with her Fire Work and Pink with her Raise
    Your Glass.. wHeRe the only three faint
    muses i could heAR aT aLL WiTh mY
    heARt.. mY SpiRit and my sOUL
    all in thaT Frozen place they
    name iN the Bible as Gehenna
    a metaphor for a Valley where
    they sacrifice children as
    the best metaphor they
    can find for a place
    iNside wHeRE
    a heARt
    a spiRit
    a SoUl
    that
    fires
    the
    essence
    of God iN SeNses
    and FeeLinGs has
    gone quiet
    has gone
    numb
    is
    Frozen
    and all is
    time without
    respite from hell..
    as my Psychiatrist said
    it is very rare for anyone
    otherwise healthy to lose all
    their emotions and is somewhat
    limited to folks somewhere on an
    Autism Spectrum too.. as the propensity
    to get locked into left brain thinking only and
    beyond is tHeRe when the Environment of all types
    of stress beyond the warm and fuzzy comfort of human
    connections comes to rule the brain in mechanical cognition
    Terminator Matrix machine robot and computer head ways of life…
    The key for me would be a great adventure after the pain went away
    and the emotions came back.. To keep the SpiRit of HeARt and SoUL
    refreshed as Phoenix riSing fresh from ashes one with sugar white
    sands.. Emerald Green Gulf Horizons on shores that went for
    ever when time was erased from the face of my soUL as i
    becAMe waves and the ocean and the water/air/fire/eARTh..
    rise iN eYes of liFE aGain.. trULy A textbook
    poetbook definition as art
    of reborn again..
    and you see
    as intimated
    by my
    Doctor
    per
    the
    Autism
    Spectrum condition
    i am a canary in the coal
    mine too.. as if i can come
    out of that other folks with less
    propensities to go to hell can surely
    do it easier than i can for now as a greatest
    First world problem IS A liGht of HeARt oF
    SpiRit oF miNd and BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL
    gOne dArk wHeRE spArk of SuN
    as SentienT StAR duST plUS
    leAVes the eYes of
    liFE and liGht
    the sAme
    my FriEnd..
    something i see
    so clearly now as liGht
    after being in various spectrums
    of dARk and colorless liGht moVinG
    BeYond RAinBoW SpeCtrum of colors now..
    and that’s the thing.. these things of liFE are so
    hARd to puT inTo metAphors that eXpress the dArkeST
    HeaVen oN eARth or the liGhteST HeLL returned to LiGht
    On eARTh.. beYond RainBoW colors as WeLL as ‘Tween
    of purGatory sHades of Grey too.. my FriEnd..
    And for me the metaphor in Matthew
    that says when two or more togeTher
    come to connect essence of God
    comes to liGht iT iS as IF anotHeR
    Multi-Verse of God is born
    as UniVerse more.. as every
    human connection anew is
    a born connection of God too..
    and thAT is how i look at each and
    every sentient being as eYes of God
    and new potential for a BiRth oF LiGht
    in connection way anew as aRt oF LIFe..
    so yes.. i continue to move a dance
    to connect a song to create a
    new multi-verse
    in view
    of current
    connections to
    humans and all other
    beings sentient as stAR
    duST plUs.. yes.. and even
    the Sugar White Sand.. Emerald
    Green Waves as Ocean wHOle oF
    aLL becomes Holy and Sacred sAMe..
    oh yeah.. and per ‘that criteria’.. it’s safe
    to say i AM F iN Hyper-religious iN my
    own ‘little’ way too in aLL of Holy and Sacred
    too from words to steps to photos of the last
    hair
    on
    my
    body too..
    hehe.. and that’s
    one thing about Madonna
    that i could not understand when
    young as that brainwashing from
    the Catholic Church that worshipped
    virginity and button up tops of females
    from the very beginning of what was a covered
    head church when i started too that yes.. Madonna
    shared too.. nah.. i couldn’t get that dirty remnant
    that speck that was a board out of my eye
    to see her nude art as pure
    art from the stARt
    heh.. but
    now it’s
    to safe
    to say
    there is
    no more dirt
    from the church
    placed in my eye for
    i am as free as sHe too..
    and understand TOTALLY WHY
    SHE AND SO MANY OTHERS DO THAT
    now2.. as truly most all feelings of guilt that
    wear us down from love are associated with fears
    associated with sex and the human naked body no different
    than that old story about the garden of eden too.. we are born
    as Temples of God and the church takes that away with original
    sin.. at least in the place i went.. when babies are water-boarded-lite
    to suit a Baptism better fired by heARt than half drown in dARk as metaphor
    of course.. anyway hehe.. back to my original point in the Song i share
    here per Madonna’s Frozen.. she said ‘you hold the key’ and as alWays
    in existence the key is God lives within.. us all no more special
    in a grain of sand and less than more of us too.. as all is
    special as all is God.. no different than what Yoda
    said when he told Luke the Force is all around
    us.. can’t you feel it.. can’t you sense it..
    can’t you dance it.. can’t you sing it..
    can’t you move it.. can’t you connect
    it and can’t you create it as
    mini-me
    God
    and sure
    with a few
    ingredients
    added by
    the
    pizza
    chef
    of me..
    hehe.. and that’s
    the thing.. God is Living
    God.. not a dead God in a book
    of any shape size or form.. and by
    dead i mean stagNate and never groWinG
    more as when folks restrict tHeir language of
    God to scripts from a book i love to say tale me
    something new about God as God ain’t dead at
    least not in me GoD iS alWays lEarning a New
    dance move a new Sensation.. a new FeeLinG
    as we evolve as co-creators as family oNe ToGeTher
    for more than yesternows.. as a New SonG yes
    SonG of God coMes
    to liGht
    anYway the
    key Madonna brought
    to me.. is God lives in the
    entire body not just between
    the ears.. or books.. DANCE FRED DANCE
    GOD’S
    HOME
    IS ALSO
    DANCE..
    and yes.. no lesSons
    required as that SpiRit
    of God the Key inside
    WiLL surely SHeKAna
    sHow you the
    way
    as the
    language
    of God continues
    to evolve iN aLL of
    wE who Dance and Sing anew
    Verse of Multi-Verse UniVerse sAMe
    alWAys
    DiffErENt
    now.. thanks
    Shawna babe
    you alWays
    give mE
    what
    i need
    and sure
    i means God too21 ALL..
    the SpiRit of ChristMas and more iS heRe
    iS noW
    is more
    alWays
    forevernowmore..:)

    Thank you Shawna
    Baby and
    merry
    iT aLL
    dArk
    and liGht
    and DaY
    and niGht
    ‘tween cLouds
    of Grey and Sun/Star iNside as
    DARkeST aiR coMes Ocean wAter FiRE wHOle liGht..
    A DancE
    and SonG
    oF liFe
    SinGs
    and
    Dances
    mOre….
    God
    iS born.. alWays nowanew..:)

    See/feel/sense.. all it took
    waS oNe
    perSon
    to
    welcome ‘me’..
    as tEArs fLow..:)

    Reply
12. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 19, 2016 at 11:47 AM

    http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=218560

    In case anyone doesn’t think i have a science background
    in the study of Love.. per human empathy.. perhaps it’s
    worth noting as an all volunteer Wiki Editor too.. yes i get
    around the block.. all around the block.. per say..
    i helped to actuAlly define human empathy
    but sure.. put your words where
    your heART is huh..
    as if you reAlly want
    to study an issue of
    human problems
    go to the place
    where humans
    suffer the
    most.. yes..
    spend years
    with Lepers of Love
    and lEarn what makes the
    human tick at daRkest places
    oF life.. yes.. literAlly go to the
    last place the unwanted toys of
    humanity go.. when they are no
    longer wanted anywhere in the
    human cultural game of life..
    yes.. go to the Wrong
    Planet aka Hell
    on Earth
    online
    and to be clear
    i didn’t actually fully
    volunteer as the god of
    Nature same as the folks
    who still live tHeir knocked my
    ape ass down then to LeARn
    some sAGe LesSons of the ages
    tHeir to put into otheR words of PoEtry
    later on in Freest Newest Verse ways to
    fulfill John 14:12 too.. to juST do thAT too..

    Yeah..sure.. i can talk cultural science talk too..
    but the old phrases tend to bore both me and Godnow2..:)

    And for what iT’s all worth.. i quote now more about empathy
    from my words back in hell four years ago in 2012.. when all was computer head Fred.. no idea that my exit from the cocoon of
    all thAT is dARk iN liFe would groW to liGht by the end of July
    2013 on or about the 22nd on Navarre Beach rebirth then..:)

    The first type of empathy most humans experience is emotional contagion, the earliest type of empathy that infants experience when they share laughter/giggling with other infants. It requires no cognitive understanding to share, and is understood as an innate trait in humans.

    Then there is cognitive empathy that develops out of this emotional contagion when a child meets normal developmental milestones. One developmental marker of it is when a child exhibits the ability to tell a lie, to avoid a negative consequence such as the anticipation of punishment. That requires the child to take a basic perspective of another individual separate from self, usually a parent or caregiver, in expectation of what they will do next; per this example of the potential of a punishing action. The lie usually requires verbal communication, but taking on the perspective of others through cognitive empathy does not necessarily require verbal communication.

    Complex emotions develop in most children and identification of those emotions in oneself leads to the cognitive understanding of the emotional states of others with a result of most individuals identifying and sharing those complex emotional feelings with others through what is described by some as emotional or affective empathy.

    Then there is the potential in most that one will develop the ability for a sympathetic concern for the distress of others, when cognitively recognized and shared. Pity is not a requirement for this sympathetic concern. The two are often confused in conversation.

    Compassion is a stronger emotional component that can motivate one to take action to alleviate another individual’s distress, when cognitively recognized. It usually results from the cognitive recognition and sharing of the perspective and/or emotions of others, but one can experience a positive emotional drive to take compassionate action for others in distress, without strongly sharing the negative emotions of another in distress. Cognitive recognition of the distress of others remains a requirement.

    So, from a developmental standpoint there is emotional contagion, cognitive empathy, affective/emotional empathy, sympathy, and compassion. In all stages there are different potential levels of expression and action of each described aspect, ranging from a giggle of an infant to a heroic act of laying one’s life down for another.

    But, to put things in perspective of those described more severely impacted by symptoms on the spectrum and described as emotionally indifferent to others from young childhood, some don’t experience that emotional contagion that results in a group of infants giggling together in unison.

    There is a whole spectrum of what could be described as potential deficits or lacks of empathy. Most people use the words empathy, sympathy, and compassion to describe most of this phenomenon, sometimes interchangeably, except in the case of infants that are usually described as laughing or giggling instead of experiencing emotional contagion:).

    Interestingly a lack of sympathetic concern or compassionate action is not considered a significant enough psychological impairment to be listed in a disorder. Which makes sense because the attributes are generated and controlled strongly by the expectation of culture and gender roles.

    Some people on the spectrum can be impaired in cognitive and affective/emotional empathy and still express sympathetic concern for others as well as compassionate action as long as distress is cognitively recognized through some type of perception, and there is enough emotional motivation to take action.

    And, there is the potential that some of these individuals with these described impairments of empathy experienced all aspects fully until the cultural environment took some of it away. That potential exists for almost anyone, even Mother Teresa, as described in her words, but the cognitive recognition of distress, sympathetic concern, and compassionate action remained for her as it does for some others. But, no one suggested she lacked empathy, even though she described she lost the ability to feel it, to the degree she had before.

    And from there in the link provided now.. you can
    hear other folks on the actual Autism Spectrum
    experiencing some of the worst problems
    any human experiences with
    empathy and love
    give their
    own
    point of views..
    it’s a mix.. as all
    of humanity as in
    all the spectrums
    in bio-diversity
    and neuro
    diversity
    sAMe.. it’s humbling
    to see all the dARk and
    liGht and PurGAtory Grey
    Colors of HuManiTy and it’s
    also a joy to see beYond the Rain
    Bow Colors too.. sure and thaT can
    blind some folks too.. different languages
    for God iN inFinITe wAys of simplicity and
    complexity sAMe as LiFE GoeS oNoW as a Practice oF iS..:)

    Last and First Verses of GOD

    And now to share a couple/three more MacroVerse
    and MicroVerse memories from yesteryears.. here i go
    first with “Last and First Verses of GOD” from one year ago..
    celebrating the old Grinch story from the stArt tHeRE a little bit too..
    and so many more verses of/FOR God than have been told from old
    of the past.. there are those who don’t feel and sense
    God aT aLL.. i kNow ’cause i was once one
    of those folks off and on with
    no knowing fault of mine
    off and on in life
    on this
    Autism
    Spectrum
    place too.. where
    an actual deficit of finding
    meaning and purpose in life
    is part of that overall condition.. thing
    is is.. there IS A Fire Work inside potenTiAlly
    just waiting to liGht up.. and surELy iT doesn’t
    matter what you call that spirit from within..iN
    science books
    to religious
    books
    same
    that spiRiT
    IS A ISREAL
    LiGHT WITHiN WHEN
    FELT AND SENSED WHEN
    ALL OF LiFE COMES HOLY
    AND SACRED WHEN
    ALL OF LIFE
    IS MEANING
    AND PURPOSE
    NOW WHEN ALL OF
    LIFE IS FIREWORK NOW..
    and for some folks that spiRit iS
    an invisible sun they cannot feel and sense and
    for some folks that Sun is as real as the ISReaL Air they breathe..
    A Firework that liGhts existence like a ChristMas Tree never ending now..
    as DancE
    and SonG
    alWays coMiNg noW..:)

    Birth of Dance

    Birth of Dance from two years ago.. at only 69 words
    of course quotable here by me as streams become ocean whole..
    And surely i can
    write poetry free
    verse iN fewer
    words
    but sure
    why limit
    what can
    be and
    move
    mountains
    as liGht oF Love
    too.. hey.. 6666 miles
    or so of dance in 40 months
    is coming at the end of December
    of 2016.. i could have done far fewer
    steps but when mountains come they come..:)

    IT IS

    BETTER TO BE

    A grain of sand..

    than to not exist at all

    IS what ‘GOD says’ shortly

    before the BIG BANG

    as metaphor only

    as GOD IS both

    a verbal

    And

    non-verbal

    GOD…

    First

    tHere

    IS

    DARK..

    THEN LIGHT..

    then moving as DANCE..

    And then sound cOMES as SonG..

    to keep A DANCE of creation going…..

    And then the BIRTH of DANCE goeS on……

    FOR

    NOW@69

    And here IS A Micro-Verse i wrote
    to my FriEnd Zee another woman
    from Pakistan who is Muslim and
    it’s really been interesting consideRinG
    how liberal i am in the art of self-expression
    that i have any friends at all who are members
    of what most folks name as fundamentalist and
    very restrictive religions in terms of what is allowed
    in all of human freedom of expression from head to toe…
    surely we lead that art in the United States of America all
    arts taken into consideration.. anyWay it seems a male now
    with a heARt fully open is a rare thing in these circles of
    life and a rare thing perHapS.. even a treasure to find2..:)

    SMiLes.. my friend Zee.. the greaTest
    Lovers are those who keep
    giving no matter
    if the land
    or water
    they land
    or water
    on is
    well of
    Love or
    desert
    of
    fear
    and
    hate..
    There is an Invisible Sun
    my friend.. that lives inside
    and this Sun Loves the
    God that
    is inside..
    outside..
    so above..
    so below and
    all around.. and when
    one Loves this Sun inside..
    outside.. above and so below
    all around is Love my friend and
    sure there are brighter and darker
    Suns around us.. but what we give
    in Terms of Love of Light and Truth
    of Wisdom
    Measures
    the Sun of
    We holding hands
    with the God of all
    and all God’s children
    either fully awake in Truth and Light
    or still asleep in darker ways of
    Fear
    and
    hate..
    Love
    knows
    no fear..
    and feels
    no hate.. now..
    So i Love you
    friend.. and may fearless
    Love bring you greater Light
    as Lantern of Peace and Love..
    making a way
    in the
    darkest
    places of
    the
    other
    way.. BriGht!
    my friend..:)!

    i raise my CHALICE to GOD

    i’M going to end this “i’LL bE hoMe For xMas DanCinG” 730th
    MacroVerse as “i Raise my Chalice to God” to god once more
    and to be clear the chalice i raise is the Temple of God thAT iS
    aLL of ME no part less holy and sacred than any oThEr pARt
    thAT includes all of creation to Galaxies UniVerse BeYond
    to far below the science aided eye of less than gRains
    of sANd.. in sub-atomic FloW iN ZonE oF
    what can be unLeashed and
    reLeased as
    liGht
    as we
    and us
    and ours
    and i bEcoMe mE
    more of God as Nows
    Go oN noW.. foR AlLove..:)

    And to be crystal clear as far and as long as this
    Longest Long Free verse Ocean wHole poem iN
    the hiStory or herstory or etcstory of liFE
    Swims iT WiLL never be a last
    word of God
    or DancE
    or SonG
    noW..
    and F iN
    anyone can
    add anything
    and all things
    to it as
    nows
    Go oN Further than now..:)

    

    And sure as i continue to defy all cultural limits and expectations
    beyond what the local.. state and federal laws require
    me to do to stay free like we all must do
    who live in insanely large
    human populations
    where to do no
    harm requires
    limitations and expectations
    as we are all multi-iNnately-environmentAlly-
    culturally different iN iNdividual ways wheRE
    different strokes for different folks rule
    in what is or is not good
    for happiness for
    one if
    one is to
    be allowed
    to pursue tHeir
    definition of Happiness now..
    and that means avenues to do that
    Happiness that do not infringe on the
    rights of others to do their version
    of happiness now.. and
    there IS A GREAT
    reaSon
    why
    both
    Superman
    and Batman are
    basically portrayed
    in underwear and tights
    as divine feminine love/grace.. the
    anima as Carl Jung termed among others
    that lives in male and the divine masculine
    will/strength of animus same that lives in female
    must be cultivated for a human being to maintain
    baLancE iN all of hUman iNtelligences/Love poTenTial now..
    and while my nude art may look rather prow and masculine
    now.. i stARted soft and gentle with graceful DiviNe Love to
    maKe the Hurricane Winds in CreaTioN flow come from
    a source of peaceful calm joy that iS DiVine
    eYe of storm of Hurricane Breeze
    that lives within and the thing
    is while it may take
    courage to
    be a hero
    within
    cultural
    norms per war
    heroes and others
    who do the jobs of life
    that must be done for overall
    survival.. To swim against rising
    tides of different can even be harder
    but must be done if Human Freedoms
    continue to rise as well.. so yes.. this
    last photo like Rosie the Riveter that
    Pink portrays in her Video
    enclosed in this link
    that has now
    been
    censored
    in the United States
    IS A symbol i portray here 2 years
    ago too on the opposite side of that..
    it takes a really strong male to do this..
    And that is what i am.. and as Muhammad
    Ali said in a book i read last night.. it ain’t
    bragging when
    you can
    John
    14:12
    back it
    aLL uP
    as liGht
    continues
    to return as
    Mountains of Love
    as Grains of sand hOld..
    and hehe.. i sent this photo
    to be included in the last alumni
    edition of my College year book 2 tears
    ago too.. per se of life achievements as the
    pinnacle of success is in three
    words now
    same one
    FREE God
    and sure
    two
    as
    one ME..:)

    And of memory notes
    as darker memories
    of December come too..
    this Raise my Chalice to
    God also chronicles our
    first visit to see my Wife’s
    Sister Michelle who was in
    the Hospital for Cancer and a path
    that led me to my first dance at Old Seville
    Quarter that same month too.. that probably never
    would have happened if not for my wife’s willingness
    to allow me that freedom while she stayed longer hours
    with her sister.. and the December before that my Step
    Mother Carolyn’s third husband Jerry.. a Foreign Diplomat
    who was like a father to me too.. passed away then..
    and the December after that Michelle in 2014..
    then our Beloved cat Moby in December of
    2015.. and my Aunt Christina in December
    of this year too.. now in 2016.. thing
    is life IS A Gift.. use iT ALL
    to the last
    breath
    of liFe
    iS
    STiLL
    liFe as noW raise
    my Chalice alWays
    Now for tHis Gift oF liFe
    noW in ALL the ways i can Now
    and Will For respect oF the god oF ALL
    that bRinGS this rise of LIfE to me NoW..
    call iT hyper-religous or the Force of Star wars
    iT is great iN me and i for one refuse to hide the Lamp liT oF i..
    no
    pArT
    oF iT
    as aLL
    iS hOly
    And Sacred GOD121..:)

    As i walk the pristine beaches..

    in my gulf coast sugar sand coated..

    emerald green..shining waves..

    of bliss..

    with dunes and sea

    oats floating

    in the

    breeze..

    i fIND the connectedness..

    of ALL THAT IS tHere

    so easily

    shared with me

    and

    GOD..!

    IT IS ALL tHere to please..

    and freedom of expression..of human sensuality..

    with beachwear..

    that only enhances..

    rather than detracts..from total

    human being freedom..!

    The power and

    GLORY

    are ours

    to

    BE

    yOURS..

    and

    mine.. tHERe is NO Separation..but the illusion

    of vehicles and vessels of words and symbols..that

    ARE

    NO

    HeART!

    The curves of creativity..

    are in all arts..

    from the sound of a bird singing..

    to the curve..

    of the LIVING..of physical

    loving..

    bodies created..uniting to create..as

    ONE

    Either for newborn life..

    or inspiring..

    LIFE

    THAT

    IS

    simply being

    NOW!

    I walk those beaches of life naked for all to see..

    i am

    no

    shame..

    for simply being

    human

    being..

    with one as all

    as NOW

    as

    ALL

    ONE

    SACREDLOVEISALLITIS!

    NOW!

    FOREVERMORENOW!

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13. katiemiafrederick says:

    December 19, 2016 at 1:19 PM

    Color Coordinated all in white and black and flesh and
    blood and fur of course as true Irishmen
    like me from the old wet cold lands
    second generation removed
    don’t fret over temperature
    changes from a couple of
    days ago with high of 78
    and hehe.. 38 as of 1 pm
    today on the
    19th of
    December..
    anyway.. nah..
    i’m barefoot today..
    this photo is from the
    warmer wet of yesternow..
    anYway.. overaLL it’s sTilLL worth
    noting that Climate Change is as real
    as a warmest 2016 year ever recorded iN
    History and as Half oF all species as liFe oN
    Earth are endangered for the 6th extinction of liFe oN
    EARth and more of course.. some folks who thiNk reaLIty
    is somEwHeRe else miGht not give a FucK but on the othEr
    hand
    tHeRe
    ain’t no
    E-scapiNg
    hoMe so either
    work for change or yes..
    beCoMe wild and free enough
    to handle what’s coming neXt..
    consider that ‘a prophecy’.. oK..
    yoUr
    WiLL bE
    DoNe..:)

    233Lb 6 foot or so Elf or Troll or Pan.. i’LL give
    iT a whirl.. ain’t no temperature change
    gonna freeze
    my Feet..
    as i have
    fur to keep me wARm..
    and as Foreigner says.. i’M
    Hot Blooded.. got a fever of 106..
    or was it 3 or 2 or less or more.. than 1..;)

    So i’M in the mALL.. BeLks to
    be precise.. and as the shirt says
    to Katrina too.. i Triple Dog
    Dare ya too.. thing is.
    Katrina gets a
    call too and
    hehe don’t
    be surprised one
    day on Facebook iF
    the Algorithm doesn’t attempt
    to put handcuffs on me.. if i don’t do
    a DanCinG SinGinG dare tale.. on every photo i
    take in a three day writing ramPage spree and photo
    gale too.. yeS imaGinE ThAT..Free verse poetic expressions
    on up to 200 plUs photos to basicAlly expand my Facebook here2.. heHemore..;)

    So i rise up.. pop up..
    or whAtEver noW
    iN Dick’s
    Sporting
    Goods store
    iN the Mall and
    the real salient/sentient
    feAture of this photo illustration
    iN BLog tale Macro-Verse continuing
    story tail here.. is the mirrored siGn in
    the far background that says when mind..
    body.. and equipment come toGeTheR yoU
    are unstoppable now too.. so is thiS
    TrUe noW
    iN transhumanisM
    waY..weLL..leT’s juSt
    say as any scientist or
    and artist can and wiLL
    i WiLL and Can preSenT
    the empirical evidence for
    thAT like an F iN Painting
    on the Sistine Chapel
    in online wear ware..
    can you sEE it..
    FeeL iT.. seNsE
    IT yeT.. iF
    noT thAt
    iS to
    bE expected
    as an ark oF
    A conVenant
    WiLL STiLL Be tOld noW..;)

    So like i sAid.. Katrina
    does gET the
    Last cAll
    on this
    X-mas
    Story
    foR NoW..
    and she says..
    neXt sTop Honey
    Raiders of the
    lost Ark
    and
    i say
    oops.. we
    are already did thaT now..
    Sugar as sweet as now coMes2..;)

    “Ain’t noThing Luke Warm
    heRe.. ‘DARTh’..
    dOwn To
    eARTh..”

    -me

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