7 YEarS Old 12M Words FReE oNliNe WRiTe i aM

Hi Frank.. thanks for Visiting A “Call of the Wild Returns For
Love” and Wading all the way down through 27,316
Words and 300 or so Photos as yes..
i fell Short of “Veterans of Ground
Hog Days” at that 30,311
Word Mark and
400 or so
Photos in the
Main Body of that
MacroVerse LonG as
Truly mY FriEnd when i stARTed
this Entire 12 Million Words or so Writing Endeavor on 11.25.2010
on Thanks Giving Day in the Midst oF Hell oN EARth
Within Pain and Numb.. the StARTinG Word tHeRE Then
Was/is a Finger Print Left out oF Hell and the only
Real Difference now my friEnd is the
Words not only Say with
much pre-planned
Effort.. now the Words
Dance and Sing in the
Tao of the Non-Doing Holy
Creative Sacred Way of Spirit
iN Effortless FloW iN ZoNE STaTe
of Inner Being..hAha.. sure.. these are
like swirling Chem-Trails now left over more
from the Bliss of Dance and the Meditation
NoW that coMeS oNe WitH Writing Free as a
Never Ending Story that Moves on Spiraling
Around in PHI Ways as “Nether Land Bible
2017” as of this “Call of the Wild Returns
For Love”.. 136th MacroVerse Rises
the Total Words of that Effort
Since Memorial Day of
2016 now to
2,227,355 Words as
Also Doubling as MacroVerse
Number 807 of “SonG oF mY
SoUL”.. Still Exceeding 5 Million
Words Since StaRt oN Word Press
on 8.18.2013.. at the 51st Month
Complete of that so Named Long Form
Poem and Bible in Metaphor too.. and also
Tripling as MacroVerse Number 32 for “F Book
Profile Pic Bible 2018″.. StARTiNG on Memorial
Day of 2017.. now arising to 609,355 Words.. anyWay
iF Not for the Gift of that Dentist Drill-Like Type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia that No Drug would help from wake to Sleep for 66 months
and 18 other Medical Disorders then in a Synergy of Life Threatening
Disorders and Loss of most all emotions.. not likely i would have ever Wrote
A Creative Word for truly that took me over 28 Months from Wake to Sleep on the
Wrong Planet before that came in Blog Way in March of 2013.. still
Enduring the Hell of Pain and Numb as Loss of Emotions then.. too..
So.. the DArK and Pain Sprouted an Ocean of Words Exceeding
12 Million Online NoW on my 7th Birthday of doing this on this
Saturday the 25th..2017 that was Thanks Giving Day.. 7
Years ago.. and as the Poetic Words SpRang
in Free Verse FloW aS mostly Empty
Shells iN Form without the Feelings
within As Essence isReAL LiGHT..
of not only Developing an
Inner Voice but a
Spirit of Song
and Dance
in Words of HeART
SoUL CoMinG BacK to Life
as there were two other Poetic
HeART iN SpiRiT SoUL Ways Deep as SpARK
iN Middle School for a Christmas Story
Contest Won amongst 80 Students in two
Homerooms then.. wHeRE it was if the Words
that caMe.. Belonged to no one i kNew BeforE
And also in a College Philosophy Class at age
18.. and that is the way it is now my FRiEnd as
ofTen i don’t even see the Bigger
Picture until i read an eNtire
TogeTheR at the
Very End of Assembling
all the PaRTS as OceaN
WhoLe RiVeR WaVes StreAMing
oN wHeRE many New Meanings coMe to
me iN Ever Changing Ways of Metaphors beYond
the Human Word Infinity NoW with no distance.. space
or time in that ‘Shadow’ Equation of Life my friEnd per your
inspiring insight as well and in this Case it is the Collective
Subconsciousness of Life Ways of Experiences coMe to
Fruition with Blooms that seemingly never end for
NoW for it seems many Folks don’t Truly
Bloom until A Golden Age of 50 or
so if they are Lucky enough
to Escape the Rat
Race of Culture to Free
the Chains of Binds as Caves
that dim much Greater hUmaN
PoTenTiaL LiGht iN DaRK.. it’s true.. too..
iF iT wasn’t for all that illness i might not have
experienced the eternity of the Present
Colored Waves mY FriEnd BeyONd
A RainBow oF OceaN WHolE LiGhT
NoW and After Dancing this Afternoon Through
Evening In Public Stores Prolifically at around a Half
a Marathon Stint.. After a Routine Doctor’s Appointment.. the Joy
of Sharing what i’ve learned in Flesh and Blood came in Sharing
A ‘FredTalk’ with two older Ladies from ‘uP North”.. who were
Open to Learning the why’s of what i do in Real Health
and Well Being Benefits in MiNd and BoDy
BaLanCinG WaY and A Young Couple
too.. who absorbed all i had to
Dance and Sing with
teary eyes
too from the
story that ranGed
from Hell to Heaven iN
A Continuing Oral Tradition
i Make in the Panhandle Red State
of Lower Alabama.. officially knowN as the
State of Flowers Florida but Surely in People
Ways of Culture.. much closer to Alabama for although
‘those’ other folks are too afraid too confront me face to face with
a simple Question of why are you doing a whirling twirling movement
Like a Tiny Dancer Ballerina at 6 Foot or so and 233 LBS of someone
who looks more like Military or Law Enforcement than a guy who might
wear tights..
in a Broad
Way LiT uP Nut
Cracker Production
as ‘Crazy Me’.. unLeashed
in Grace and Balance WitH
obviously enough WiLL and Strength
to Move the weight of my Body as a Feather
Walks on Water on Terrestrial Land.. so.. those two
‘Red Dudes’ as Katrina overheard them Down the Cashier
Aisles away from the Discussion i was having with the Elder
Lady.. told the Cashier.. hey that guy is acting like a Ballerina
over there and if it was us we would call the Cops on him.. WeLL.. un-
fortunately they left before Katrina could Notify me of an opportunity
for one of my Favorite Styles of Fred Talks.. probably would have had
to show them the Half a Ton Leg Pressing Exhibition on YouTube First
to fully get
tHeir Fuller
And.. yes..
sure by the
end they would
Hear anotHeR View of Life.. as
Those are the opportunities i Look
Forward to most in my Local Area to
eXpanD MoRE The Most Closed in Caves of
Minds to let just a little light uP iN tHeir LiFE NoW
Meanwhile.. my FriEnd.. i Enjoy Doing Photography
Public Entertainment in Dance in Free Verse
Ballet and Martial Arts-like ways.. Poetry
iN All Free Verse Way and after a Lifetime
Full of Technical Instructions and
Guidelines in Government
work and other work
for 33 years and
19 years
of School..
the only reason i am
Prolific now is it Feels and
Senses Good in all i Love to Do..
aS tHeRE are Many Ways oF MoVinG
CoNNecTinG Creating LiFE as ART..
And when it comes to Barnes and Nobles..
Listening to Music.. Reading Very Deep Books
And Dancing on eARTh.. Free Verse Walking on
as Water And Air is a Blessing to do all at once in DancE and
SonG Effortless as the Feather Floats in alWaYs LiGht Destination
Presently NoW.. it’s True.. All 12 Million Words or So on my coming
7th Birthday online have been Worth Heaven NoW Free and Sure.. 51
Months of 8400 Miles Plus oF Public Dance NoW too.. aLong WitH
All 5 Millon Words of “SonG oF mY SouL”.. as that Dance and
SonG of SoUL Continues to Branch out like a Mumford and
Son’s Whisper in the Dark where i am all Four Guys
in all Four Screens Shaking Hands with each other
as just
wHeRE a Trumpet
is always BloWinG
A Horn at the End that
is AlWays A BeGiNNinG GroWiNG MoRE NoW..
AnyWay.. thanks my FriEnd again for CoMinG By
as i use this opportunity to introduce “7 YearS oLD
DaNCinG SinGinG oNLiNE NoW”.. 808th MacroVerse of
“Song oF mY SoUL”.. 137th MacroVerse of “Nether Land
Bible 2017”.. And 33rd MacroVerse of “F Book
Profile Pic Bible 2018”.. and in what
are all at Essence oF Form Even
aLone as Very Holy and
Sacred Meaning
And Purpose
Symbols as Numbers
CoMinG EVeN without the
Dance Steps and Song Words
Attached to these Numbers now.. too..
This Week also in Synchronicity ways
of Personally Psychological Full of Meaning
and Purpose Symbol Ways NoW mARks the 188th
Seville Quarter Week of Dance with all the Cool College
Age Folks.. So.. like a Lottery on my 7th Birthday Online of
Writing NoW iNcluding Dancing And Around 130 Thousand
Photos Taken too.. in the last 51 Months too.. i have the Numbers
808.. 137.. 33.. 130.. and 188 all CoMinG ToGeTHeR
with no cause and effect.. Science Measurable Relationship
other than what they mean to me and yes some others too in
Numerology ways.. it’s tRuly MaGiC mY FriEnd for those of us
‘in the
as ‘they’ still Dance
And Sing.. MoRE NoW..
all is connected and nothing
is Random in Grand View of the
Master Peace Painting of Life wHeRe
We are the Brush.. The Paint and All an
Integral pArt WhOle of the Master Peace Painting ALL..
And Sure.. this Art of Dance and Writing and Photography
and All Related Arts too that is just pART of what BRinGS me
to a LiFE of 100 Percent Faith as Love with no iLLusory Fears
at all now.. For iT’s True my friEnd i am not the Type for Blind Faith..
all of this
iN mY
Way oF
Personal Art
and Science as
Fully Measurable
to me in a Beyond
Harry Potter Way of MaGiC NoW2
As jusT ANoTHeR MuLTiVerse oF eYes.. per God.. ‘too’..:)

‘Funny Little Synchronicities’ as “Whispers in the Dark” was
Published on Youtube on 3.10.13.. the First Day i Published
a Poetic Thought on my Google Blogspot Blog linking it here now.. just for fun..


And the First Post and First Words i Wrote for those 33 Months Stuck in My
Head on 11.25.10.. as Time Stamped in a Time Zone a Day Ahead
Around the World on an Online Site Especially Designed
in Mind for Folks with Asperger’s Syndrome Named
the “Wrong Planet”.. still.. 28 More Months
of Writing from Wake to Sleep to Escape
Pain and Numb Would Come before the
First Shells of Poetic Words
that would evenTuAlly
at the End of July
of 2013 Through
August of 2013
when the Word Press
Blog Started on 8.18.2013
BrinG after 66 Months of Dead
Zone Days A Full heART SPiRiT
And Evolving SoUL OncE aGAIn NoW..
As NoW A Full 51 Months later than
that from when i First Entered Hell
WitHiN on EartH at the 117th Month Point NoW
LiVinG Overall in Heaven since the End of July
2013 for 52 Months.. 84 Months of Writing that come
with 8400 Miles of Public Dancing in 51 Months too..
aGaiN.. All stARted at Word Number 1 Below as SHoWN ‘Radio’
then.. SMiLes mY FriEnd.. This is Definitely a Broad Band Radio SHoW Now..
and a SonG
and overall
Theater oF a PLay
WHeRe i Direct it.. i Produce it.. I Act
it.. Do the Photography.. Select the Supporting
Cast.. The Supporting Musicians and Singers as Modern
Age Prophets WitH Words Coming From the Walls of Concert Halls too..
as ‘they’ say.. all endings are all beginnings the Secret is not knowing which one..:)


Radios, Black and White TV, Color TV, Cable TV, VCR’s, Satellite TV, Surround Sound, Heavy Metal, Computers, Cell Phones, Pornography, MP3 players, I Pads, I Phones, 24 Hour News Cycle, High definition TV etc.

The evolution of technology bombards the human senses, and we become addicted to the adrenaline not realizing the effect on the health of ourselves or our children.

Constant bad or good stimulation eventually will wear any living thing down and/or change the way it thinks and behaves. Especially, if you are experiencing it with no physical movement to burn off the adrenaline.

I think many of the people born 40 or 50 years ago that are now diagnosed with Asperger’s might have symptoms of low functioning autism if they were born today.

I couldn’t complete sentences until I was four years old, but managed to cope with the demands of life with high functioning autism and adhd. I can’t imagine being born today and having a chance of a successful independent life.

I think we are the canaries in the coal mine.

That was Seven Years
ago.. nah.. i am
No Longer
A Canary
in a Coal
Mine.. i AM (JusT ANoTHeR
‘A’ Master NoW of ThaT Coal
Carbon Based MiNd and BoDy BaLanCE NoW..:)

As this Begins Writing
on 11.21.2017 at 9.11 PM..:)


Hi Xenia.. and thanks so much for dropping by
“Veterans of Ground Hog Days”.. With
Nice Congratulatory Wishes for
my 7th Year Anniversary
of Living in Words
online since
Thanks Giving
Day of 2010 and actually
the 5 Million Plus Word Long
Form Poem and all the Sub-Chapter
Poems in Free Verse on Word Press Just
Celebrated a 51st Month Anniversary on 11.18.2017
that had Significant Meaning too as that matches the 51
Days our Son Ryan Lived so i Celebrated by taking down
the more Serious Face in both Avatar and BackGround of
Blog Changing to Seagulls Spiraling Around the Sun now
in even more BackGround of Azure Florida Blue Skies..
And the First 33 Months of my Existence online was
mostly spent on the Wrong Planet Site Making
8021 Posts there as they used to
call me the 7000 Word Man
hehe.. but the average
was likely closer
to 1,000 Words
with Some Writing Effort
Spent online in other Autism
Communities too.. anyway.. to stay
on a more Conservative Average Count
as i actually did spend all those 33 Months
almost entirely reading and writing on that
Website then from Wake to Sleep to
help Escape the Pain and
Numb then i am
Keeping the
Total Estimate of Words
Written since Thanks Giving
Day of 2010 at 12 Million Words
taking that Average Count of Words
Under 1000 Words a Post Average for
the ‘Aghogday’ Days per Another Ground
Hog Day of Dead Zone Living then.. so.. sure..
i’ll also make this the Opening post of the MacroVerse
coming next to Celebrate the 7 years of Existence online
as i am currently finishing up.. “Call of the
Wild Returns
After a Very Long
Weekend out and about
in Call of the Wild and Free
Verse Dance as that Public
Endeavor Continues now for
51 Months too.. And i remember
when my Illness Progressed to the Deep
Part of that 10 Years ago in 2007 about this
Time of the Year as the sensitivity in pain to colors
and what was not yet Diagnosed yet then.. as Sjogren’s
Syndrome that made the Nerve Endings of my Feet Hurt
so Bad it was Excruciating to Touch anything with My Feet and
that pArt along with the Sensitivity to Colors Actually Started in 2006
as i Distinctly also Remember Watching that Movie “Happy Feet” with
Katrina and my Sister wondering if my Feet Would Suffer with that Pain
For the Rest of My Life.. but it’s kinda Funny.. odd and strange.. as eventually
my life would turn out a whole
lot like that Dancing
Penguin Named
Mumbles as
when folks used to
make Fun of my Stuttering
Speech in School and actually
suggested i Mumbled when i talked
on the Phone Later in Life.. haha.. but
now.. i can talk more like a Ted Talk hehe..
sure.. a Fred Talk in real vocal way.. and that
really makes me feel good to be able to do that
and Sing and even Walk with no anxiety either..
and Truly the Dance Brings Greater Recovery
of my Brain along with Emotional Regulation
and Sensory Integration i never had
Before.. i truly wish more folks
on the Autism Spectrum
would try it but
sadly many
folks i met on the
Spectrum are not believers
in either Exercise or the Value
Free Flowing Dance with no instruction
or guidelines as that WiLL Bring as Emotional
and Sensory Healing.. and perhaps i wouldn’t have
understood or believed it before.. either.. as i did have a Hard
Time understanding what exactly the Benefit Folks were getting
out of Tai-Chi and Martial Arts and the Such as that in Eastern
Meditative Moving Arts in Healing Ways.. i had to do it to actually
Feel and
Sense the
Difference.. anyway
in the first Disabling Part
of my Illness when i wasn’t
able to use my eyes and ears
effectively for either reading
or writing or even looking
at any Screens at
all for 33 Months..
all i could really do is keep
trying to repeat what happened in the
past in Memory way the best i could and i usually
stayed on the ongoing topic of pain within.. as the
Present was Full of Pain and Numb too.. And my Sister
Kept saying another Chapter Would Soon Start in my Life..
And it really did when i mustered up the tolerance to Write
that First Word on the Wrong Planet Website on Thanks Giving
Day of 2010.. not able to use my prescription lenses as the focus on
my Optic Nerve just made the eye pain that much worse.. so i turned the
Brightness all the way down on the screen and spent the next 33 Months
Writing From Wake to Sleep just a few inches from the Screen to see it
where i could only see part of the Screen all those months
as a Screen of Words became my life where i could
still not bear to look at any photos.. in color..
to be able to even see Beauty
of a Sun Set in a
photo then..
with no ability to feel
that Magical Feeling of
the Beauty of a Sunset too..
i heard of stories of people before
overcoming great obstacles in life
in ways of illness and other issues but i couldn’t
find anyone in real life or anywhere online who had actually
experienced type two Trigeminal Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep
and although i’ve come across a few folks on the ‘Wrong Planet’ who have experienced
the Acute Form of Trigeminal Neuralgia in Type one way.. i still haven’t come across
who has
type two yet anywhere
but i’m sure they exist and if i
could ever find them.. i would tell
them don’t give up for it is named the
Suicide Disease literally so too..
For i would tell them..
Anything is
Potential Change NoW
is our Greatest Gift in Life..
anyWay.. that first word on Thanks
Giving Day of 2010 was a Very Painful
Word to endure as well as the Next 6 Million
or so that would Come after that with another
1 Million or so words on the Wrong Planet after
that pain went away in July of 2013.. but it’s
true the first word was
a First
out of Hell
that i would endure
33 more long months..
it’s true my friEnd i am
pART of that Biblical ‘Job’
Club and i’m not the only one
of course.. but i’ve been to places in
Hell and Heaven on eARTh NoW that
i had no idea existed in terms of Black
Abyss of the Dark Months of the Soul
And the Beyond Rainbow Colors
of Emotions and
that i regularly experience
NoW iN New Emotional LiGHT
HeaLinG Sensory Ways of Feelings
overall more now.. it’s good to be alive
and Thanks So Much for Helping me to
Celebrate in the Next Coming MacroVerse
About those 7 years and of course much more
to come other than that.. for come what may i welcome now..
And like that Song From Moulin Rouge Along with the ending Spoken
Words of the Song that i can no longer find on You Tube that say “the
Greatest Gift you’ll ever have in life is to Love”.. i find that self-evident
now that
Love is Real
My FriEnd the Agape
Love for all that never
ends eternally now
where if we
could make
a pill to give that Eternal eARTh
Heaven to the Billionaires in the
World they would take those Money
Clothes off as if they were soaked in a 2 Thousand
Year-Old Septic Tank that has never been pumped..
At least my FriEnd for the way i see life now.. and i am
very fortunate to come out of hell in anyway at all even in Purgatory Grey..
And like the Movie
the 6th Sense says
‘i see dead people’ and the
scariest part of all is they are all alive..
and the most amazing thing of all to me is
i am alive at all for during that entire 66 months
i was never sure.. i could make it one more second..
now time
at all to me..
until the clock says
i’ve gotta get going somewhere
else my friEnd aS NoW reMains Heaven lives in me..
Come what may.. a song i Used to Grieve our Cat Moby’s
Passing away and my Mother’s too.. but also a Song i Use
to Celebrate Life
for tHeRe truly
are Worse
Things than Physical
Death.. Namely losing one’s
Soul and having every thing else
and not being able to even touch it.. or see it
Through An Opaque Window Never Opened then..
As Far as Love remains tattered remnants of a Soul..
tears flow easily NoW my friend but they are never only bitter for
like life
no matter if
i can taste them or not..:)


SMiLes SoHeir.. Thanks.. i enJoyed
The Positive Uplifting Message
You BRing Here Today as LoVE
And it’s True for me iN LiGHT
too.. 2017 NoW BRinGs to
me Many
Gifts too..
iNcluding You
mY FriEnd.. Happy
This Year iS WitH Joy
With Loving WP FriEnds
Like You.. Best Hopes and
Wishes and Prayers to You and
Your Family iN LoVinG SPiRiT TruE NoW..:)


SMiLes.. my FriEnd… the Call for an Uprising Dude on YouTube
for yes.. it’s Wednesday and time for a Gift.. but first a few
words more about Humanly Constructed Abstract
Symbols of course.. the Letters the Numbers and
the Words We Create.. eTC.. in Alpha Numerical
Ways of Construction too and
OM Illuminati God Full oF
LiGht without the
Fear of Dark
oF LiGht as Science
Clearly SHoWs Humans are
only Born with two Innate Fears..
that of Loud Sounds as Lions Roar
and even Men with Big Dominate Looking
Heads that might make a Kung Fu Sound After
Standing eerily still Before you and to be clear
not you personally.. if one attempts to Challenge
tHeir Calm Self Defense.. it’s True you don’t Mess
around with Kung Fu Jane or Jim and i only Spar
with Steel as likely Bruce Lee would do too if
he was capable with the Chi Force of
Leg Pressing 1020 LBs.. 50 or so
(By A way the other Fear is
Heights; i Don’t like heights;
Most Fallen Angels don’t)
Times if Properly Focused
too on a Free Weight
Nautilus Machine
where of
course that Symbol
as Shell Spiraling around
looks Just like a 6 or a 9 depending
on how one tilts the Shell and sure the
Logo of my University of West Florida as
Nautilus Shell too.. makes a nice pattern in
Three College Degrees atop my Desk as sure
with a Quick Look the Nautilus Logos line up now
as 666.. Across those Three University Degrees
as the Finger Print of the PHI Golden Spiral Seen
All Throughout Nature from SubAtomic Particles
through our Larger Home of the Galaxy as
the Milky Way now.. too.. so.. one might
ask with a Finger Print of
God Like this
mirrored in the
Number 6 and 9 how in God’s
Finger Print have people become so
Devilishly Entranced with this Numerical Constructed
Symbol in 6 and 9 and 6 and 9 that Looks so much like
God’s Finger Print too also clearly seen in the curled Fetus
and the Cat at Rest too.. as this is also Nature’s innate way
of comfort alone allone with all of Nature plUS as GoD too…
Well.. as usual the Original Greek Definition of Apocalypse in lifting
the Veils of Ignorance takes Center Stage.. not all folks understand the
Deeper Meanings of Poetry or Parables and sure.. from my experience many
Paint by Number Poet’s who look up words in Dictionaries and Thesaurus’s to
make a Mechanical Rhyme or a Count of Syllables by Equation can and will be
a bit lost
when it
to the Much Deeper
Abstract meanings of
Metaphors that are not Clear
and Concrete like a Tree is a Tree
is a Tree that is always a Tree and
not God as an Entire Tree of Life in Jesus-like
talk and other Prophets and Messengers and Deeper
Free Verse Poets.. Coming from a Holy Spirit Creative
Flow that requires no book look-ups or mind searching
in intent for the next word to come Free WitH A StreAM of
Consciousness that Flows NoW as A River as Waves of Ocean
Whole SubConsciousness Mind that while not easy to measure
is likely related to an Entire Collective SupraOrganism of Mind
oF all of Creation AKA A Three Letter Word God but of course
this can and will only be iNtuited with a Much Higher State of
Awareness in Stream of Consciousness to Enter inTo MiNd
oF Entire God NoW that is well above any pay grade
of the rather Juvenile State of the Black
and White Leaning Scientific
Method of only
Measuring and
Repeating what
we can and will see
as Observable Empirically
Measurable Existence with the
aided Five Senses as ‘normally’ identified
now.. it’s true all is Nature all is God but it’s also
True as far as Metaphors Do Dance and Sing tHeRE
is also Super-Normal too.. in other words in metaphor NoW
those who see more than Rainbow Colors now.. some do some
don’t some Color Blind People See Differently Some folks See God
Face to Face and some don’t.. it’s kinda simple and as complex as that.. NoW
anyway.. meanwhile here.. you are Worried About the BirthDAte on my Driver’s
License.. yes.. 6660.. and Lord Knows down here in ‘Foot Loose’ Town where the
Good Old Boy’s Tell the Cashier at Winn Dixie that a Big Law Enforcement Southern
Baptist Looking SoftBall Player Dude who is Soloing a Mix of Martial Arts and Ballet-like
Free Verse Dance in an aisle alone not bothering anyone at all.. yes.. they tell the Cashier
they would call the cops not realizing how eloquent i speak with the Management to get approval
in advance.. heHe.. anyway.. they left before my wife reported them to me.. and you can probably
imagine what it’s like by now to meet me in person and hear all of this packed into a 5 minute talk..
rather overwhelming my Friend.. particularly when you sense just how totally fearless i am as a
Practice of life for Very rarely do even Loud sounds bother me as i am usually by very Nature of
my ‘Lion sized Head and Jaws”
the Loudest roar in the
room or even
in Church that
has been compared
to a Shot-Gun going off..
And back to Real Scholarly Biblical
ReportS.. even the Catholic Church has come
out of the Dark Ages and readily admits now in the
Homily.. per Monsignor Report that Revelation is all about
the Persecution of Christians by the Roman Leader Nero
identified Alpha Numerically by underground Christian
Believers with the Numbers 616 likely later changed
to 666.. and the only end of the World they were
Seeking then was the end of the Roman
Persecution then.. there is much
Ignorance in a Literal
Take on
Such a Beautiful
Book of Poetry as the Bible still is that
clearly relates a History of Human Beings
in Stories from Oral Tradition that of course while
most do not relate to real life events as stories and mythologies
Created Cross Culturally Provide Archetypal Deep Emotional Stories
of Life that apply still aCross Human Nature now.. meanwhile.. as far as
‘getting awake’ as ‘they’ say some folks stick to what they are told before in
literal interpretations and they call that faith.. they Recite a Roman’s 10:9 Verse
Like a Magical Incantation forgetting all about the real work like A Camel Must Make
to Trim down their Patreon Pennies made off oF Fear and Hate and Misery Loves Company
to make it through what surely otherWise Will seem like an eye of a Needle to get to the Heaven
at Hand now always as the Kingdom of God Within in this Generation now.. taking the teachings
of just one Son of Man as a Child of God who was likely more like a Son of a Single Breeding Woman
as Purge Virgin Love.. Empathy.. Sympathy and Compassion to say turn the other Cheek and do not
throw the stone unless you are sinless too.. and Love your enemies to Broaden your point of view whether
you like and agree with them or not.. open an eye and ear of Agape Unconditional Love as it is not the organ
that is the eye but the higher eye of Love that is i mY FriEnd.. it’s not that i don’t know you to quote an older phrase..
i do understand you but it’s true it may take more work to understand me.. as that other story SHowS STiLL CLeARly too..
For it’s True John 14:12 is a real deal my friEnd that can and will Be Discerned as Truth and Light too.. lots of Roses in the Bible and lots of Thorns too.. all of us must discern for Hope and Love over the Fear and Hate of the Condition of Being Human that need not be Sugar Coated for it too is
pART of HuMaN
And GoD
as the
BRinGS Greater
Hope and Love when
Fear and Hate is conquered
for the LiGHt of Joy Loves Company
Now.. meanwhile.. if you will.. please stop
making fun of my Birthday.. and i will try to
take you a little more seriously too.. it’s true now..
i don’t like what you do but i Love you never the less
and flesh yes.. the Fairer Sex is my thing.. particularly
My Wife as Metaphor of Goddess Isis Incarnate who is
having a great deal of trouble aging still at 47.. with sure
still the Figure of what some Muslim Folks wish to gain
with a whole lot more Women when they reach NoW
what i already have on Earth as “Real Christians”
who get the Deeper Meanings of the
Parables of Hope and Love in
the New Testament come
to actuALLy Do and
Practice now
As a Life LonG Vocation StayCation HeaVeN
of Hope and Love and Joy Loves Company now..
With No Need for Corporations and other ways to
Stack on Cash Above and Beyond Basic Subsistence
and Shelter and Some Friends and Family and a Potential
Mate too.. if one is into that kinda thing too.. and oh of course also
Clearing up the Confusion that the original Psalm of the Old Testament
that according to the Story of Jesus who also affirmed too that ye are all God’s
in the Sense that we are all pART of God wHOle and tHERe is never any separation
no matter what anyone Labels the EnTiRE aLL ForcE of GoD now that is acTuaLLy
Beyond any Human Contrived Abstract Constructs of Alpha through Omega now..
as God is beyond any Human Conception of even Time Distance or Space now
as the finite Truth my FriEnd
is God
Ruled By Human
anymore than Humans
rule the Creativity of My words
in Essence of Meaning.. yeah.. i’ve had
Poets on so-called Poetry sites Delete the
Parables of my Poetry ’cause they couldn’t
understand the Parables.. yeah Baby.. the Prophecies
Obviously continue as that is pArt of Human Archetypal
Nature still.. some folks do not dance and some folks don’t
Understand Folks like the Story of Jesus Portrays still.. nothing
really New under the Sun except for the Verses we add to the UniVerse now..
anyway.. Fundamentalist Christians Brought a Rather Ignorant taste to my Mouth
for all the incidents the Cashiers at Grocery Stores Carded me for when i used to drink
a Beer a day with the Stress of Government work.. looking up with palpable Fear just for
the Golden PHI Spiral of God imprinted three times in a row on a Frigging Driver’s License..
yes.. it’s kinda ironic.. oops ran out of Google John 14:12 space.. next comment Now Please to
receive your Free Gift from Little Old me..;)
Story now..
Yes.. Ironic that so-called
Christians Have identified
God’s Finger Print as Evil and perhaps
it’s not all that ironic at all that i was born
on 6660 my FriEnd.. somewHEre RiGht NoW
God is SMiLing and LauGHiNg with Ellie Goulding
WitH Great Pride that she wears God’s Finger Print.. three times aCross her
Lovely Chest.. and yes ‘we’ find her Music Very Very Inspiring in fACt it seems
to ‘us’ that her Song from that Shades of Grey Movie was more about God all
as God eYes Reflecting God than any mixed up Billionaire who was never
with the
Love of a Woman
who still is a Song of
A Woman’s Love.. A
Mother as they say.. a Mother Lover
that some folks fail to ever feel so sadly as such..
Little Men Syndrome where Women Become the
Object and the Enemy instead of Love’s Grace.. sure.. the real
downfall of what we are seeing in the Media finally exposed NoW
As WoNdeR WoMaN BRinGs a Sword AGaiN that is Truth CoMe to LiGHT
Greater NoW.. It’s True my FriEnd.. Real Men are Not afraid to Wear PiNk And AlWays
Put WoMeN
aHead as
Love and Grace
As Divine Feminine
Force within.. but sure
come see me in person some
NoW and we will talk about it unlike
you.. i.. Am not afraid to sHow God’s Face..
(hint: Love) in Spiraling nines and sixes.. yes.. it’s True.. i’M ratHeR SiXY AND iSReaL..;)
Yes.. God WiNks2..:)



5 Miles a Day.. gigoid.. is Surely a Healthful
Way to Stay.. also in terms of
Capturing Prey and
Different and Same..
Yes.. i often go all on about
Milestones in Public Dance but
really 166.66 Miles a Month equals
out to less that 6 miles a Day around
the 5.48 Mile Point as i’ve Accumulated
over 8400 Miles of that Truly Fun Activity
No Matter Rain.. Sleet.. Snow.. or other
Climate Change as all the Public
Stores Accommodate Free
Cool and Warm air
and Cool Fountain
Drinking Water..
as in PaNhandle
Way we are arriving at a
Seasonal Cool November
Moving Away from Indian Summer
Sunshine that started becoming the New
Rule the last two years.. ‘miles a day’.. as i remember
what my Maternal Grandmother Did.. Dropping out of
High School after her Mother Died of Breast Cancer to
Help Raise her Sisters by Picking Cotton from Day
Break to Sunset then.. then after that eventually
Becoming a Divorced Mother Working For
over a Decade as a Waitress Seven
Days a Week.. Twelve Hours a
Day if one can imagine
2 Miles an Hour and Close
to a Full Marathon Length of Walking
Food Orders every day all days of the Year
without fail so her Children could eat Decently..
And as Karma comes and goes she wore out in her
50’s similar to what happened to me in a greater way
of Mental than Physical Stress that are truly one and the
same as Mental Stress is just Unrequited Stress Chemicals
that need to get burned off physically as one goes if they are able
too of course
and not
behind a
Desk Sitting
Still with Demands
coming from each and every
Corner of an Office Environment
and More now then.. anyway.. My Mother
Supported her while we lived at my GrandMother’s Very Old
Home on the River in a Shot Gun Home Shook at Foundation
by the Train and a Trestle Across the River in a Stone’s throw there..
with more of an arm than i could Provide.. hehe.. as a Child as i was too
weak from sitting at school and watching the Couch Potato Tube once we
got one at age 7.. finally in Black and White.. to Even Mow the Thick Green River
Grass Lawn of my Grand Mother’s Yard then as i remember before i started working
out with weights at 12 Years old where Before at 11 in our New Home on Elm Street
i was too weak to complete the Finish of Raking a Neighbor’s Yard to Make 2 Bucks
then.. True.. those Plastic and Concrete Weights born of K-Mart then.. were one of
the Best Investments my Mother Made for my Eventual Basic Human Existence
in Surviving Many Challenges from the Future then.. as it’s True.. Non-Verbal
Language is the Language most all Humans Innately Understand NoW Deep
Down Instinctually and Intuitively best.. however.. Like any Domesticated
Cat who and that Stops Exploring the World in Play.. Use it or
Lose Does Still Apply to all Animals for the Hawk rarely
falls out of the Sky and the Chimpanzee out of the
Tree as they practice practice practice.. wax
on wax off as ‘they’ play too.. for Mastering
Any Art or Science of Life after the
First 10,000 Hours or so comes..
With Continuing Practice Necessary
After that as some folks Literally Forget to
Breathe at the most Basic of innate instinctual
and intuitive and even Autonomic Responses of Freer
Living NoW iN Expertise of Practicing Life more than some
Incantation out of a Text Book to be spit back out if at all from
Data Down Load School of Multiple Choice Tests.. anyway.. like a
Feral Cat.. My Grandmother Developed Really Big and Strong Paws..
Yes.. Cotton Picking and Dish Carrying Hands and Arms too.. sure.. she
was a little like Wonder Woman too.. And i was way too busy acing
Multiple Choice Tests then to ever begin to wear the Naked
Clothes more of Physical and Emotional and Much
Greater Potential Existential Other Intelligences
too.. so.. i started Moving all around in
Words and After that my Body
Danced and now i am
Celebrating 7 Years
of Writing online this
Saturday on Thanks Giving
Weekend as now just about every
pART of Me Dances and Sings Free..
even without any Plastic Weights of Concrete
to hold me up in Multiple Choice ways.. sure.. it’s nice
to have something to say aLong with the Free Verse
Dance of Life as Lord Knows For Decades the only
response i usually brought was working.. just been
working still filling out the answers to Multiple Choice
Tests Given Before.. Fluid Intelligence is More a MoVinG
ConNecTing CreATinG DancE and SonG.. Glad to hear NoW
you are still escaping the Matrix my FriEnd for as far as i KNoW
and FeeL and SensE thAT StaRtS and NeveR Ends NoW at a Finish
that Never Begins.. Walk About mY friEnd ” as they say” is a way to BE..:)

“It takes two to speak the truth–one to speak and the other to hear.”

~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~

Oh.. Before i go on.. Katrina reminds me.. it’s ThanksGiving
Tomorrow.. just more proof that i don’t connect to many folks
from the ‘Country’ i live in.. hehe.. so yeah..
Happy Thanks Giving to ya as
California still
too in the US of A.. Barring any
More Fires and other Stuff to come..:)

Yes.. as i was saying Before the TG Reminder..

True as the outcast coMes to Seek
And Find tHeir TrutH and LiGht
Lives within that
no nAMe aT aLL
But a Dance and
Song that Works as LiGHT..;)

Yeah it’s True.. Thanks Giving to me
Has beCoMe an alterNative moreover
Anniversary oF Writing as i Create mY Culture as i Dance and Sing NoW..:)

And it’s alWays interesting to Dance at Old Seville Quarter NoW oN Thanks
Giving Night as those folks distanced from Immediate Culture coMe OuT iN Force too..:)

But yeah.. i Do Connect
to Folks in the Flesh
and Blood World away
from online here.. in the US oF A.. so.. perhaps
i’ll get out to see some Extended Family too.. as we actually just got invited too.. i’m Friends
with everyone.. Convincing Folks to Reciprocate in all the Rooms of Life is a little Miss and hit..;)

“Men do not quit playing because they grow old;
they grow old because they quit playing.”

~~ Oliver Wendell Holmes ~~

Every Cat i meet
teaches me this
and Wild
Freer Feral Story..
Stray Cats Strut.. mY FriEnd..:)

31. Read between the lines.

~~ Instructions for life ~~

InSert LiFE heAR PReSeNTLY..:)

“Is dishwater dull?
Naturalists with microscopes tell me
it teems with quiet fun.”

~~ G. K. Chesterton ~~

YeaH it’s True.. Some MicRobes Move
More Fluidly Than Humans Sitting Still..;)

“If ever I become entirely respectable
I shall be quite sure that I have outlived myself.”

~~ Eugene V. Debs ~~

It’s True An Only Way iN A Human Culture
to Gain the most respect is to become the Best Group Doer..
which only
else can fill
in for you when you leave.. Another Brick iN A Wall as ‘they’ say2..;)

“I can handle reality in small doses,
but as a lifestyle it’s much too confining.”

~~ Lily Tomlin ~~

As Far as the Clothing of
Culture Goes.. Shorts work out okay..:)

“Youth, large, lusty, loving-
Youth full of grace, force, fascination.
Do you know that Old Age may come after you
with equal grace, force and fascination?”

~~ Walt Whitman ~~

Don’t leave the L L and L Behind either.. heHe..;)

“Don’t walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don’t walk behind me, I may not lead.
Walk beside me, and just be my friend.”

~~ Albert Camus ~~

It’s Rather Strange how rarely
it is in the Entire South East
Gulf Coast Free Range
from Biloxi to
oF Public
i’ve found
Willing to Dance and Sing Free beSide me..
Yes.. i’m talking about Beyond Trump Group Walk..:)

“The path is the way.
The way is the truth.
It is found, but not held
walked on, but not followed.”

~~ Tao Te Ching ~~

Wonder if Lao Danced but it’s
True.. Most Writers of Philosophy
Are Almost by Definition Introverts..
Considering other folks likely wrote what
if anything he actually said.. Chances are Better that he Danced too..
Although Dance Does Wear out Shoes Fast as on average i replace
A Pair of Nike Shox Shoes Every Three Months at the 500 Mile point or so
as i am on my 18th Pair of Nike Shox Shoes Since the Beginning of September
of 2013.. NoW as i finally Found Some Half Price.. as uGh it appears they are not going
to be making
them anymore..
so i grabbed three
As i’LL Cross Change aS A RiVeR FLoWs NoW..:)


SMiLes mY FriEnd Xenia For Clouds
Float sAMe oVeR Edge of Rocky Mountains
sAMe as Whippets Different Gliding oveR Stones Down Hill
BaLanCe oF
sAMe iN HuMaN
CLoTheS LooK anD LisTeN
Mountains beCome all Down Hill..
Every SeaSon WitH
its Pain and Pleasure
Every Dog wITh Love
Cool Comfort..
November Puzzle to Be
Solved New Tangle
of Tree Roots
Ashore and
heHe.. for me at
Least.. Public Dance
BecoMes A Challenge
Weaving in and out of
Shopping Bodies
Far aWay
Not to Harm
Holiday Season
Spending.. but sTill mY
FriEnd.. Xenia.. i reTain mY Cloud WitH eASe
as ‘they’ say.. 10,000 Hours And More of Practice..:)


“Floating Cloud
North Wind in November
“Howling the Eternal Yes”

-Xenia Tran
-gigoid.. Fourth Title Line..:)

A PiLL Only to Cure Fear Surely
Not enough for the never Fill
Of Power Status And Other Goods
To Feel
The Monotherapy
oF Fearless Unconditional
Love to Cure Most iLLs as State
Even Nation BeinG Truly Free
oF WeLL BeinG..
Waves to the Morning Sun
Ocean Blues Warm Home Soon..
Print Sand
All Around
Fly Wings..
Shell Trails
Mountain Face
Best oF Fossil Hits Record
Of Millions oF
Nautilus Phi LiFE
YearS.. MeanWhile
Human Media oF
A Few Decades
iN 8 Track
Go Extinct..
True.. Some Life
Songs Last Longer Than
Others.. So Let It Be Shell
So Let It Be LastinG NoW..
SMiLe mY FRiEnD.. Frank..
For one thing for Sure
is Computers Lack the
Programming For Holy
Creative Spirit Flow
NoW to
An Artist
but sure
An AI Trump
So Predictable his Art
oF A Steal Is As Robot Deal..
HaHa.. oTHeR than that Artists
Have Been Uploading tHeir SoUL
As Nautilus Art in Every Medium
that comes.. and although they
Say the Internet was created
by Porn more than likely
iT is More For SoUL
Set in Fossils
and Humanly
Speaking could last
the Species.. but of course
what we have now may be
JusT anoTheR 8 Track Tape PasSing away..
ThE Love that Carries on is Best pasSinG oN
in eYEs
thaT Love BRings
To Fruition’s Carry on..
Other than that Happy Thanks
Giving mY Friend NoW WitH Warm
eYes oF Your Loved Ones wHo Carry
YouR Love Forevermore NoW iN eYes
DanCinG SinGinG LoVE.. For Love
Needs Nor Leaves Any Copyrights..
For Machines Will Never Feel Love
And Humans Who Do FulfilLeD Live iN Paradise FRee NoW..
It’s True..
is no
AI Heaven..
For True th(e)ose
Human Machines
LivE WiLL iN Less than Love..:)


Gratitude Sun Salutation
Just Because”
“Howling The Eternal Yes”

-Frank Hubeny
-gigoid.. Fifth Title Line..:)


Living Rooms.. Only Couches..
Chairs.. Room For Life..
Oral Tradition
Become Screens
Feelings.. Rose Words..
Emotions Swirling
Living Room..
It’s True.. Back in the
60’s.. My Elders Shared
Stories Around Kitchen
Tables and Couches with Living Room..
And They Even Played Card Games with
Flesh and Blood Beings.. With Heart Beats..
Used to Flower..
Some Still Bloom..
Happy Thanks Giving
For that mY friEnd.. Brian..
It’s Good to Have a Voice..
True.. i Don’t
Play Card Games..:)


Hi Glenn.. Happy Thanks Giving
And somehow i arrived at your
Post Highlighting 40 years of TV Guide
From Decades since ’53.. here we are in
’17.. 64 Years Later and as the Beatles Song
Goes.. Will i Still
Love the TV
64 years
ago as those TV
Guide Photos Relate
i’ve Consumed as Many
TV Shows as a Grizzly Consumes
BerrieS hehe.. OMG.. the Modern
Human Library in Subconscious
Flow Ocean More.. So Many Thousands
of Mirror Neuron Relationships with Humans/Places/
Things/ Never entering our Flesh and Blood World..
But Never
The Less
As Science
Shows.. Feels
Senses and KNows
No Different than the
Next Door Neighbor over
For A Visit Still.. A Brand New
Experiment of Human Brains now
Married to Mirror Neuron Vicarious
LIFe as Real as Real Feels and Senses
on all
Size Screens
now come Real..
i suppose now
tHere Comes A
Day wHeRE aLL
Screens Come Real..
iN Grizzly Size Regurgitation
To Clear Those Air Waves oF BeForE..:)


Second Round of Poetic Responses
at Xenia’s Place of Poetry.. NoW
iN someways.. sadly.. i must say
i’ve never seen Real Life Snow on Mountains
And the First time i Played a Very Realistic Virtual
Snow Boarding Game on the Computer i felt
my Ancestors
from the
Black Forest
of Germany calling
back to me.. my FriEnd.. for
the Biggest (only) Mountains i’ve
ever seen are those in an Alpine
Village of Helen Georgia where
even more my ancestors
called to me there
for True too.. i am
only two Generations
Removed from the Dover
Cliffs and Limerick Ireland..
but it’s true3 i don’t have the
Patience for Limericks.. hehe.. Thanks.. Xenia..
With lots of ‘Old World’ Roots that Branch out
as sometimes in Church i find myself singing with
an Irish Accent for ‘no reason’ and as i mentioned
before the Indian Tech
Support mistakes
me for
but hey.. after all is said
and done LiFE is MaGiC anyWay
as far as i WiLL See NoW WiTh LoVE..
TRuE.. mY FriENd For NoW aLL
Love is an All enComPasSinG
Electric BlankET ThaWing aLL
With Never
A Need For Coal
otHeR Than Carbon
Based Being heHe
Sure.. A Sprinkle
oF Science
With a Whole Load oF Art
As A Wash Rinse and Dry
Cycle Comes Complete AgaiN WitH
WArm BLanket oF LiFE toGeTHeR aGaiN..
SMiLes mY FriEnd For NoW i Give aLL
Thanks for DanCinG and SinGinG LoVE
FriEnds and Family and all of Nature
And yes the
Super Normal
oF ALL i Refer to as God Beyond Human eYes..
Sure.. Basic Subsistence.. iN Aided Tool Terms
oF Modern Niceties like Toilet Paper..
Soft Pillows.. and Warm Showers
And Shelter for Warm and Cool too..
Inside.. But Best of all is for those
Without any
at all no matter where UniVersAllY
they are as far as all of Creation MoRE
within inside.. outside.. above.. so below
and all around.. God is only as far away
as a Dance
FriEnd for it’s True for me
at least.. if God Doesn’t Exist
in Naked Seagull Wings on a Beach
With no Human Foot Prints God Doesn’t
Exist in any Book allone.. True A God oF aLL Thanks Giving..
SMiLes mY FriEnD A Fourth
Title coming From too Many
Open Tabs From aBove So beLow
And Like
iT iS ofTen
The little misTakes
tHat/ wHo “HOwl
thE ETernal YeS”..
A Best pARt
oF PoeTry
IS A HeaVeN oF
Change neVer sET
iN StOne mY friEnd
It’s TruE2..
PoEtry too..
AlWays Happy
Thanks GiVinG to You too.. Xenia..
For The Welcoming yoU’ve GiVen me2..:)


It’s not easy BeinG ‘A’
Wookiee mY FriEnd
but it’s Worth
iT all
Way to Soul..
Thanks for Dropping
by Brian.. on Thanks
mY FriEnd
With LoVE And
Thanks for Encouraging
me and so many other folks
to be who i am when
all i really
was one word of Hello
when the rest of the World Couldn’t See me..
but nah..
i’m Standing
on The Desk
of LoVE ALL..
and now no matter
where i go ‘they’ recognize i’m here..
at least iN A Dance World of SoUL..
is much
Harder to Hear
hehe.. rather long… these days..;)


Second Round at
Frank’s Poetry Place With..
SMiLes mY
FriEnd For
All tHat/wHo Feels
A Fill oF NoW ReaL aGaPE..
Love Waves
Ocean Whole Sun
Shine GRains
But True..
8 Tracks
Do Still
Live Within.. heHe..
me.. Dancing with Donna Summers..
i Bought That Move “Chappie”..
over a year ago on Blu Ray and still
Haven’t Watched it and it truly is amazing
to me that some
Folks Actually
A Potential
of Greater than
the True Quantum
MaGiC oF Human iMaGiNaTioN
CreaTiViTY and the Actual Feel
And Sense of LiVinG Created as
An Artificial Intelligence Machine
as we’ve already
Intelligence my
FriEnd in Tests of
Standard IQ and Minds
and Body’s that become Stagnant
And Still Downloading Data all days
in School and Work now and even
so called Play.. if all we come
to be are
pressers more..
i see ‘Chappie’ as more
oF a Parody of what we’ve
Become than what so many of us
Have Forgotten For all the Potential
Real MaGiC in what we WiLL Do MoRE
NoW oF
when we
Master the Tool
Away from the Soul we’ve
Lost within.. but course i come
from the Reference Point of a Person
Who lost Emotions and Senses that make
Worth Living…
And of course when i Hear
someone say life is not worth
Living i’ve a Good Idea of where they are..
now in feel and sense
as in that
is no logical
way out other than Feel And Sense..
For it’s True for all the Doctors and Other
Professionals i saw not one with all their advanced
Medical Science had a clue of what i could do to bring
back my Emotions
not even a
clue as a
bread crumb
For i just had
to Wait for the
Poetry of Song and Dance to come
back again re-Born.. the Child’s eYes
That Standard
Intelligence took away
From the MaGiC of LiFE Divorced from i-robot eYes..
SMiLes mY FriEnd it’s like the Terminator2.. the Good
Cop is already here.. and everywhere i look now that
he’s back all i
see is
Life Shuffling by
Automen With Button Fingers
Like Frosty the Snowman always melting….
SMiLes mY FriEnd For i’ve given you
Much more than one line back today..
heHe.. but this is Like ‘One’
oF mY Favorite Subjects..
And isReal Life in Heaven NoW..
And A Way Hell is portrayed on
the ‘Lucifer’ Show as Presented
on the Fox Network.. ‘recently’
as a place where
willingly return
to over and over
now.. For it’s True mY
Friend as long as folks believe
that Heaven is somewhere else
but now here within they
are the
that and who will
Never be able to See that Heaven is now..
they’re already heaR if only they could See..
the Gift
Been Given to them.. NoW
It Takes a WHole lot of
Seek and Find to escApe A
Potential Matrix oF Hell on EartH..
Mostly Created WiTHiN.. NoW2..
iF onLY
Like in the
‘Wizard of Oz’
‘they’ would put tHeir God (LovE)
Shoe on again.. WiThiN
As Free..
Beyond Beauty
Heaven on eARTh Within is ReaL
A Wisdom oF Love Beyond aLL i-Robot Tools..
Other Folks
Are Looking
Beyond a Rainbow that’s HeAR..:)


Third Round of Poetic Words NoW Dance
And Sing at Xenia And Frank’s Poetic Places..
When Every Move BecomeS DancE
When Every Sound BecomeS
SonG And All Words LivE
Free as PoeTry DanceS
aLL iS
Thanks GivinG NoW
heHe.. Even iF i
The Turkey
The Entire Pie Tastes Fine..
SMiLes.. i FigureD y’ALL Celebrated
After aLL is DonE and SaiD
iT’S HeaVeN aLL NoW
DancE and SonG…
See Ya Xenia..
PoeTrY LiVeS oN..:)
Per Reporting on the Human
Condition as Jonathan Haidt often does
tHeRe are Open and Closed Minded Doctors
Like Everyone else..
some closed
in only
A Car Manual
of Fixes in the past
and some as open minded
to literally Give me an RX for a
Prescription For Dancing in Case
‘the Law’
of OutDated
‘Books’ Pulls
me over
in the
Mall to see if
i Have a License to Dance..
it’s True.. i Literally Have a Prescription
for Dance.. i even posted it as a Facebook
Profile Pic for a Day and For Easy Access
out and about in Dance as it’s so Ironic
that Free Verse
is the
of Youth
that Folks Call Crazy..
Meanwhile.. ‘they’ continue
to Look For ‘Dance’ somewhere else but within..
And sure that’s how most Folks See Love out tHeRe
inStead of iN HeAR
mY friEnd Frank..
Giving alWays
NoW A Dance
A Song ThaT ALWaYs Counts for
overAll BeinG HuMaN WeLL BeinG NoW..
Oh yeah.. in case i never mentioned it.. after the
Old Doctor saw my Miraculous Recovery with
A Mind and BoDy BaLanCinG Free
Verse Dance.. He Literally
Quit His practice
as he Literally
said i inspired
him to Move on to a Teaching
Hospital to Teach Movement Therapy..
i Suppose that BRinGS a Whole New Meaning..
hehe.. for the Student who becomes the Master for
when he first met me.. he.. as an Air Force Major Psychiatrist
said among all his Combat Fatigue Patients i was the worst
Case then that
he ever encountered
as he offered to Refer me
As a Candidate for a Procedure
to Actually Implant a Vagal Nerve
Stimulator.. so i could feel something
again.. and he
Also Promoted Trans
Cranial Magnetic Stimulation
not covered by my Insurance
then either.. as yes.. i was so
Desperate.. i Considered
paying the full cost
of it that
would have
Been Thousands
of Dollars out of Pocket then..
Meanwhile.. as other Studies were
showing elsewhere that a Busy Air Force
Major Now Moving in the Reserves with so
many patients had no time to Consider.. Scientists
were showing in studies that Free Verse Movement in
A Meditative Focused way Literally Rebuilds Grey Matter
in the Brain and makes New Connections of Wiring for
Human Cognitive
With Increased Imagination
and Creativity and Overall Human
Productivity too.. Deep inside my Body
Taught me what to do all iNnately iNstinctually
and iNtuitively too.. All Moves becAMe Dance
And All Words becAMe Poetry and Heaven Within
Followed no Different than a Rose Blooming For the First time ever
Every now
Feels like the
First time my friend..
time out of time distance
out of distance space out
of space and place out of place..
Heaven always now within.. and
My Cherokee and Sioux Ancestors
Were slaughtered and Called Crazy
Naked Savages for Dancing
Around a Moonlit
Fire of
Love within
like this.. Meanwhile..
‘those’ folks called themselves
Christians never hearing the Message
that the Kingdom of Heaven is at Hand
Always in this Generation now within and if you
look for it somewhere else you will never find it now..
Those Indians Had all of God and Heaven Free and the
Killed ‘them’
For What ‘they’ Never Saw or Heard within..
Meanwhile.. i stand in the Back of the Catholic
Church Swaying Slowly Rhythmically in a Melody
of Feet that kNows and feels and senses no Fear iN/As Love..
AdditionAlly.. with Zero Fears NoW mY Singing Voice is Powerful
Enough in Pure Chi Flow Force of non-doing Tao Stream of Consciousness
Mind and Body BeinG Free DancESonG to Lead the Entire Choir from the Very
of the
So it’s True mY
friEnd iN LiGHT i forgive them
for what they still care not to ‘KNoW..
After all i am
one iN Heaven..
just coming
down now
enough for a
Dance and Song that ‘counts’..
And truly even With Around 12 Million Words
Since Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. About the best
i Can WiLL
Do iN aS LoVE
iS sHoW
‘them’ sTiLL
What a Dance
of Heaven within
Looks like from the
outside in.. thing
is.. ‘the Indians
of in as God’
did/do it and i do Still NoW remember
the reception they received then/now..
in eyes of ancestors who couldn’t believe
the ignorance of
the so-called
‘White Man’
Clothes.. Yes.. in the Gospel of Thomas
Verse 37.. the Part Censored out Still of the
Nicene Council Bible Making Meeting of 325 AD..
Even Jesus was reported as saying to find the Living
one within Strip your clothes off and tread on them with no
in other
Dance Naked..
just like the Indians
did/do with No Bibles at all..
SMiLes mY FriEnd.. somewHeRe
Deep Down tHeRE is a Naked Indian (God)
Just waiting To Dance again in as all of us..
so ironic
understood anything
really that so-called Jesus
taught in words of whoever
wrote them as the Essence of
Dance and Song (God) NoW..
it’s as
Heaven’s Free Love within
A Dance and Song alWays aNeW
RENeWed no beginning no ending
aLwaYs Thanks GiVinG isReAL NoW..
Again.. even after all these words the best i can/will do
is the same that my Naked Ancestor Indians did just go out
and do
a never
Dance Never Giving up on LoVE.. No Ghost Dance.. i AM ReAL..
‘thing’ is ‘i am’ way too Clever now to get crucified with WiNks..
‘those’ folks are still waiting for a Jesus to come back and put
all those folks who disagree with them in an eternal
fire of forever torture by an all Loving God..
all the
and the
Free Indians
that Live in Heaven
now continue to dance
sing Free..
only wishing
and hoping to
lend a dance and song that and wHO Works..
anyway.. like the First Psychiatrist Exclaimed
to his budding new Psychiatrist when he
First met me in the Depths of Human Hell
within.. when i told him since i couldn’t
work.. i no longer had a special interest..
he said ‘uh oh that’s not
Good Asperger’s
no Special Interest’..
and looking at me like a Clinical
Study when i couldn’t put into words
How the Piano Music i was Creating made
me feel in Words.. he turned around to the
Student he was mentoring and said ..we see this
on the
Autism Spectrum..
He Called it Alexithymia..
just another one of 19 or 20
other Labels that would come for
a Human Being who lost his Dance and Song…
Human Beings have Lived a Life of Dance and Song
Tens of Thousand of Years before the First Word was named God..
in written script from sand to stone..
as an
from the
Dance and
Song of God that and who Lives WiThiN
Naked and Free Dancing as Earth Wind Water Sings A Fire oF LoVE..
Thank Frank.. i reAlly i needed to get that out and about.. NoW off line oN to Dance
Free again
In Warm
Sands and Sun…
it’s true i do have
Irish and German eyes Green to Blue
with a splash of French and Spanish
with sure.. some English too.. aLonG
WitH Words that coMe with that
iN Scripted Forms..
but it is the
Wild and
of Indian
Who Dances Sings me most..
funny.. nah.. not really funny..
All These Cultural Clothes NoW
AS Human Tools and the Most
‘we’ have done Less is Forgotten
God of
all within
as Dance and
Song oF Nature All..:)


EverYonE’s LooKinG
FoR SomEtHinG
MostLY To BeLonG
So in the theMe
And MeMe of the
Newest Snowman
Movie with Olaf and
the Ice Princess wHeRe Ya
Gonna Find This Tradition when
Most Everyone is going a Different Way..
Yes.. Houston
We Have
A Problem..
Young and Old
Folks Looking to Belong
And if you can connect to this
Problem at Hand and Feet for a
Target Audience of Millions with
Art Chances are ya might
Make a Million Bucks
even as what
one might
see as
a Stereotypical
Good Old Boy from up
North County on the Farm
as a latest and greatest Rapper
On YouTube with a Half-A-Billion Views..
And on the other hands and feats if you are just
a ‘little more’
complicated like
me.. heHe.. you Create iN A Tradition
oF One in a Culture Created by one
as Director Producer i and Actor I
as a Great Spirit! Play as a Trinity
of Free.. but of course with
not that many people
to share your
‘You’ BRinG FoR Free
You must Give Thanks Giving
For all Your Blessings and Blissings
in Life even if that only means you echo
them as a visual and written prayer as a Nautilus
Shell of Art to see and hear your Blessings and Blissings
once more
they come..
trust me.. this is just
one way and a very difficult
way to Live in Heaven now but the
thing is it works and relatively speaking
no one can take it away as you become
Self-Actualized.. Meaning you are Secure in
YouRSelF wHeRe when someone does come by
And say Hi or Congratulations that is just Icing
oN a Cake that is already overflowing with
and Bliss
And Amen little
g BE2 otherwise reversed
As 238.6 LBS when numbers
are seen ‘right side’ up on a Digital
Scale of Life.. Simply has a Deeper meaning
that ‘we’ Be 2 as Fractal of God of Nature whole
g pART
of Big G
Ocean Whole
Waves we are
Streams Flowing into
Rivers more Shores Expanding
Forevermore.. where every smile is the
Cake of Heaven and the SMILes you share
with others and or Bootie Dances or whatever comes
nexT.. Are just the Icing on Heaven that Brings Beyond
Rainbow Colors more.. anyway “that’s” what ‘people’ See
when they watch my dancing feet’.. For it’s’ true it takes some
Dedication to Write 12 Million Words in 84 Months also known
as 7 years Tomorrow Saturday the 25th of November that was
Thanks Giving Day 2010.. And sure.. 8400 Miles of Public Dance
in 51 Months aLong with the Longest Long Form Poem ever still now
Exceeding 5 Million Words today.. “SonG oF MY SoUL” As Macroverse
Number 808.. Dancing the 188th Week at Old Seville Quarter last night
with all the Cool College Age Folks there and yes.. to Give Gratitude and
Thanks Again.. for Sub Chapter of that Longest Long Form Poem
Ever.. Also Rating in Precise Word Press Word Count as
of Last MacroVerse Number 136 now Writing 137
Coming with All of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
at 2,227,355 Words Since Memorial
Day of 2016.. and now also
Comes “FB Profile
Pic Bible 2018”..
that at the Point of
Last MacroVerse 32 of
thaT Now Writing Number 33.. Comes
in at a Total Word Count Tally point
Since Memorial Day of 2017.. now
aT 609,355 Words.. as the Current
MacroVerse Writing Joy now named..
“7 YearS oLD 12M WordS oNLiNE FReED.”.
Yeah.. sure i could have estimated all aS 13 Million
Words this Year as the Years at the Wrong Planet
and other online Sites come in as an estimate of
Words Written and Read from Wake to Sleep for
33 Months Before the Dance came in away
from Shut-in Status then for a Total
of 66 Months in the Pain and
Numb of what Science
assesses as the
Worse than Crucifixion
Pain of type Two Trigeminal
Neuralgia along with another 18 or
so life threatening other Diagnosed mostly
Stress Related Disorders then.. but hey.. what
WiLL i say.. i am very careful not to exaggerate as the
only Person i have to impress is me in a Tradition of one
in Heaven now.. with of course a very open door policy for
anyone who wants to visit any part of me here.. hehe.. in more
ways than one.. as hey.. if i don’t accept me how can how i ever
expect anyone else to accept me.. so that’s why i wasn’t even afraid
to do my Nude Art too at the Heaviest Weight after a Thanks Giving
Meal that i ever
have been in
my life at 238.6 LBS
Probably about as Heavy
as i will ever get.. give or take
a couple of LBS hehe.. after a Three
Hour Marathon of Dance with a Few
Gatorades to Rehydrate.. anyway.. i Left
the Dance Floor infused with muse as it’s
True Nature Sends me many gifts for
Nature plUS is the God of Merit that
and who within all of us Naturally
Rewards Hard Word and
Dedication of Never
Giving up
WitH A Will and Strength
oF Fearless that only Comes with
a Foundation of Love and Grace wHeRe
Kind and Courage Dances Hand-In-Hand
and Feet to Feet with SMiLes that Spread the
Distance Time and Space Beyond all Distance
Time and Space.. YeS Beyond iNFiniTY the Force of LoVE thaT
The Strength of Love WiTh Grace..
So Thank you God of Nature for the Dance
and Song and Sure as Tradition of one Might
Dance and Sing.. Congratulations to me.. i Self-
Actualize NoW.. all i have to Do is Love with a ‘Little Help’ from FriEnds..
It’s True.. if you can and will be give and receive Love THaT is the Gratitude
And Thanks Giving
Wrapped up in A Christmas
Present that Lives Always NoW
Within in other Word God Love and all that Jazz..
the only person i can
and will make come to
mY Field oF DreAMs is me
with an oPeN InViTaTioN to ALL FReED..
And it’s True.. No PaRT of this would
Be Possible without Freedom
of Expression and
of Church
and State..
Thanks God..
For the USA For
The Only God is Free LoVE..
Imagine that a Place wHeRe
God Lives Free as Nature within
each and every HuMaN Being
Big Dreams CoMe TruE when
Folks JuST Do iT and NeVEr eVeR GiVE uP NoW..
Look Around you.. within.. inside.. outside.. above..
so below and all around.. a Whole Lot oF Struggle
And Sacrifice as coMe to BE what is Truly Human Potential Now
in Free
As a Quantum
Metaphor of Human
Mind and Body BaLanCinG
ForcE unleashed and released
as Quantum God More..
it’s True.. if i can’t
Fit the Quantum God
into 12 Million Words
“you’ll” never do it in one..
like ‘they’ say.. isn’t ‘it’ ironic
never the less and a little more
Congratulations to me..
in Good CompanY
After all is DanceD
And Sung FoR NoW@LeasT..;)

With A Dedication to My Mother
who Passed away on 2.22.2017..
where her ONLY MISSION in life
was to Love Her Children with
HER ONLY HOPE that they would
Find Happiness in Life.. Mission
F and M.. Freddy and Marilou Now
Accomplished with no Fear And Love..
Also Pictured.. my Grandmother.. Her
Mother with A Few Added Pictures for Memories Coming
in this MacroVerse too.. My Grandmother Pictured here
After More Than A Decade of Waitressing 12 Hours a Day
7 Days a Week to Support My Mother Where my Mother WiLL
Support Her Next.. As My Grandmother After that Hard life is Pictured
a year younger than me now then at age 56
on the River with my Father
at around 30 and his
Mother in her
40’s in
My Maternal
River Yard with
Down Town Railroad
Trestle that is now a Public
Park where the City Celebrates
The Fourth of July and many other
Bands on the River Events now for new
Traditions for the Metro Community now too..
And then there are the two Children.. myself
who was considered more of an ET by other
Children than Human on Earth Growing up
in this Small River Town that’s now Growing
Much Bigger in City way.. and yes… too..
my Sister and a New Catholic
Woman.. mY Mother..
Inspired by
the Catholic
Funeral Procession
of John F. Kennedy in ’63.. His Wife
A Widow with Children.. my Mother’s
Children’s Ages.. where my Father left
’cause My Mother wanted to stay at home
With her Children instead of Making Big Bucks
for him For a Materialistic Dream of Getting Big Rich
that would never get big enough for him.. it’s True.. i’m
a little Different from most Rappers and Hip Hop Folks
And Country Music Stars and other Stars but not much
Different than most Artists wHo Do Art for the Free Joy
of Freedom Of Expression NoW iN all the ways that
comes as ‘they’ leave it behind for others to pick
up iN tHeir Field of DreAMs if they care to
or not.. it is the Dream that Counts
When it coMes to Fruition
NoW from the Loving
Hands and Feet
and overall Mind
And Body BaLanCinG
thAT and WHo is SpiRiTed
WiTH HeaRT Free Enough to
Leave somEthing behind that inspires
others to Live Freer in a Foundation of
Love and Grace BrinGinG Greater Will and Strength
or it could just be a smile or a couple of eyes that say
i LovE LiFE
or wHo
kNoWs even
A Bootie Dance
that Lights The Fire oF
A Dance and Song that
Harms no one NoW and Gives
More Spirit to LIFE.. Be Free.. it’s what
God does Best.. Do it with Love and Grace
in a WiLL and Strength thaT is eXtremely Careful
Not to Harm anyone else.. and True.. ‘it’ WiLL never Be
Perfect for it was/is.. we would with NO WiLL.. BE iRobots
now painting by numbers..
So would
God as God Numbers and Letters are
Free with Beyond InFinite Meanings
And Purposes in Holy and Sacred Ways
thaT ‘We’ Humans with Relative Free Will
Are Free
unless someone
Forces God into just
One Word or one Book
aS one coMes to Believe God
is a Lesser God
of just
and one
Book Trapped..
never able to escape
And Create Different as the
Tapestry of Different is what Flowers most..
Either God Flowers in you or not.. YouR Choice YouR WiLL..
Your Freedom or not…
thing is.. if you nAMe
the Beyond Quantum
Force of God as Human
Words as three letters do you
Respect God as Free
For tHeRe is
Free in
you and
others.. look around
you.. Nature does ‘it’ best
in as you Free.. THE Three Letter Word..
Yep.. iF You Are Really Loving Free without
Fear.. And Strong WitH Will and Grace.. Pat yoursELf on THE Back
God LoVE…
C O N G R A T U L A T i O N S
You made iT.. ‘You’RE Free JusT FReED..:)





Sure.. it’s Just A Cliche but
A Reality of Losing what you Love
to appreciate it is much more ReaL
in other words of
have you gone without
Food.. Water.. Shelter..
Have you Lost the Life of
A Loved One.. Pet or Human..
Particularly a Spouse or ‘Significant Other’..
A Child.. A Sibling.. A Mother and or Father..
Health and Well Being in all Disorders that
may come.. and last but Certainly not
Least.. Have you Faced what
Seems like the Certainty
of Death in an immediate
now of no reprieve.. and yes..
Chances are by the Age Sector of
your 50’s and Above.. that you may
have experienced most all of these up
and Closest of Challenges for Struggle
Becoming More of a Veteran of Love
Appreciating Love More in all the
Ways Love of Life in General
per other Humans and
All the Rest of
Nature comes
and goes within.. inside..
outside.. above.. so below
and all around.. and sure.. if one navigates
these Struggles and Challenges through Rough
Seas there is the potential then to Stream to River
More to Ocean Whole to become NoW a Wave and a Surf
Board of Balance that and who Understands how to co-navigate
and co-create NoW with a potential very complicated Inner Universe
that as whole for many as metaphor is understood as a SoUL A pARt
WHoLe oF aLL tHaT iS for what some folks identify as something as small
and large as a three letter Word G O D.. for the Greatest Size oF aLL is Experiencing
God as and
is Love
the Force
that and wHo
Moves Mountains
of Positive Change within..
inside.. outside.. above.. so below
and all around.. and as ‘they’ say
It’s More than a Feeling and
More than a Word
For Love
is Best
Than Heard or Seen..
And in A Most General
of Terms the same applies
to A Three Letter Metaphor as God
where sadly some folks hear and see
the Word and most sadly really miss the
Experience of the Four Letter Word Love
as Love Fits inside God like a GLoVE
ironiCaLLy Enough LiterAlly as such
by First Initial and as ART is
60 Percent of SmART
and eARTh and
75 Percent
pART so in other Words
the Proof is also literal.. heHe
Love and Art is integral to all oF Existence
as we experience it at least and more like most..
For those who become a Force of Love ExpresSing
Art in all the Forms Art comes that we can and will actually
Feel and Sense more as Do than just See and Hear Deep within as
SoUL of All ThAT iS as some folks name the entire experience G O D..
wHeRE all BeCoMEs MoVinG CoNNecTinG CreATinG InTeGraTinG pARt WhOle
as the three letter
word that becomes
a MultiVerse View
of as God
known and felt
and sensed NoW as YOU..
so.. this is an ‘overview’.. now comes
the Personal Experiences of little old me..
Appreciating and Giving Thanks for 57 years
and around 5.5 Months of Living on eARTh
rounded off on the 25 Day of November
2010 to 606 Months of Living then
50 Years and 6 months before
my first Written Word online
came as the great
Struggle already
spoken to some in this Thanks
Giving MacroVerse of Gratitude now
in the year 2017.. anyway it stARTed with
a Pet.. his name was Toby.. a Yellow Cat and
my First Pet who lived with us in my Grand Mother’s
River Front Home.. a Strong Arm’s Throw from a Rail
Road Trestle across the River where Trains Shook the
Concrete Block Foundation of Old Wooden Floors…
Toby used to snuggle up to me when i took naps before
i became allergic to all cats.. and that is a pARt of a Oxytocin
Social Love Bonding Force all Fuzzy and Warm that i currently enjoy
NoW and Katrina too now that we once again have a live-in pet who
Gives us everyday Love.. yep.. a day came where Toby was sleeping on
the Back Porch of that River Front home but his eyes did not close when
i first met death and separation of Love up close and personal at around
age 6 or so.. for that was the
only Cat that my Grand
Mother ever allowed
inside who
give Nap
Hugs like Toby did..
sure.. it was probably too much
for her.. she had lost her Mother Young..
Lost a Husband who could be abusive..
Miscarried Children as many Mothers
do.. and Lost a Dog she Loved for
Years and Lived a Life Working so
hard to make ends
meet.. never
Feeling the Security
of Abundance that some folks
take for Granted until My Mother took it upon
herself to take care of her in her Fifties.. and sure.. living
without Pets inside is probably what led to my Pet Allergies after that..
for i didn’t overcome it until i lost the Feelings of Love and a Strange Resistance
to Pet allergies inside the home of probably just getting exposed and inoculated
again.. for i was surely more desperate for Love than my air ways closing up for
a while at least.. but not before a spell of not being able to Catch my Breath
For a Day that seemed to last Forever.. Part and Parcel of Dysautonomia..
A Condition Greatly Exacerbated by Chronic Work Related Stress for
11 years.. culminating in fight or flight stress for the last 2 years
of that.. with resulting auto-immune diseases such
as Sjogren’s Syndrome.. type two Trigeminal
Neuralgia from Wake to Sleep too.. in
accord with my eyes no longer
making tears like swimming in salt
water with eyes wide open.. and of course
what felt like a Dentist Drill without Novocaine
from wake to sleep with the only help ever found as
far as medical drugs go.. Ativan.. to put me to sleep for
an escape i could only measure as pain when i woke back up..
but still.. the loss of Love and the Feeling of Emotions and Memories
of Emotions as Emotions are Memories in a Catch 22 in Hell now then in a
BLacK Abyss of Numb with no connection out.. was the worst pain then now
oF all.. even worse to me at least than what Science identifies as the Worst
Human Pain known per Trigeminal Neuralgia.. type two or one.. where
type one is Acute and Intermittent and type two is Chronic and ever
lasting from wake to sleep.. yes.. i skipped about Four Decades
or so after Toby but i wanted to get the worsT pARt over
as fast as i can even here for the Record of Giving
Thanks not only to LiGHt oF LoVE but the
BLack Abyss of dARkNess iN LiFE
that surely can and will
be a GreaTest
Ark to
LoVE NoW as LiGHt too
aLong with all the other challenges
of liFe in dArk as Well as not so Well
in even places with Zero Hope and Zero
Point of not only Feelings but Senses too.. yes
for me then the bottom most pARt of the dARk Months
of my SoUL for 66 Months in my own Personal DArkest Lent
in the Spring of 2008.. after 35 days of only one hour of
sleep brought on each night with a Powerful Alpha Blocker
to reduce the Heart rate of my Dysautonomia out of Heart
Rate and Blood Pressure Synch.. and the 5 of the last of
40 days with no sleep at all.. as Dante’s Hell Rings
of total pain progressed to A Total Piece of
Paper numb when all became the
illusion of time and
every second
becomes the experience
of a Thousand Years in Hell when
one Feels and Senses nothing at all in
what becomes a personal reality experienced
of disconnection to all that is.. in other words.. a
Living Dead Experience then of Separation from what many
Folks Identify as the Actual Experience of God as all that is
Nature plUS LiVinG within as an overall Ocean wHole oF LoVE
Both in
and Sensing
all that LiFE is NoW….
i’m sure folks have a different
Version of Hell on Earth and sure
this is my story of Hell that words will
never compete against as the actual experience
then.. surely.. an excellent reference point in written
words at least to the place i live now as Heaven on Earth
a Place of Fearless Unconditional Love Living with expresSing
in all of
Art NoW aS
Dance and Song Free..
anyway.. after arriving back
to that future now back to around
Four Decades or so before the age
of 47 in January of 2008.. the first month
of a steadily increasing month of the Rings
of Hell then in what would totally come to 66
months in Hell generally as such.. yes there was
also Fibromyalgia as if the other pain wasn’t enough
and on that line of pain.. Severe Degenerative Arthritis
in my spine precipitated rather early by a Congenitally
Fused Vertebra as an incidental finding in an MRI
then.. with some Spinal Stenosis too.. and yes..
Coat Hanger Pain in Shoulders and Neck
Associated with Dysautonomia… Severe
Depression and Anxiety and
Associated Anhedonia..
Panic Attacks.. and
a Dash
of PTSD with
the already addressed
Alexithymia in this Thanks Giving
MacroVerse too.. Mood Lability as the
Diagnosis of Bi-Polar Disorder wouldn’t come
until the Doctors came to know me in Heaven on Earth
as i had to learn how to modulate the LiGht in my Life
as Pure Joy and Bliss the same as tolerating the dArKesT Pain and Numb
in the previous 66 months of hell as the pain and numb finally went away
on or about 7.22.13.. as finally fully re-entering Humanity as a Public
Dancer Later in August of 2013.. and sure.. finally Diagnosed with
Asperger’s Syndrome on the Autism Spectrum in what was
obviously already adapted to as struggle from the
the age i finally learned to speak in putting
words together at age 4.. as my Form
of the Condition was more
like the Hyperlexic
Children originally
identified by Hans Asperger
in the Nazi controlled era of
Germany where he struggled to show
the value of these children.. so they wouldn’t
be exterminated then.. as he himself identified
the same traits in himself of what he overcame
to eventually become a Successful Doctor to help other
folks out of the more DArk areas of Life too.. not unlike
the Current Doctor in “The Good Doctor” show that is a top rated
show on TV now where a “Little Sheldon” Show too.. provides similar
struggles when in a Youth where there was no Diagnosis of Asperger’s
Syndrome then that truly only becomes an official disorder when the
symptoms interfere with Life as efforts to deal with Social Interactions
become too much as that Human Capacity becomes exhausted more as
i finally succumbed to that after going toe to toe with a Female
Captain of a Base as an Athletic Director in two areas
of Professional Life.. neither of which i was
Inherently Socially Cut out to do as a
Person not yet diagnosed on
the Autism Spectrum
then.. sure i am
more cut out as an
Individual Dancer/Poet and a ‘Tennis
Player’.. now.. surely more than Couples
Dancing unless it is simply somewhat
of a tight hug on the Dance Floor
accompanied with a general
lust/love for life up close
and personal more
too.. and team sports..
nah.. too many moving
parts for a mind that moves
like lightening before the thunder comes next..
in other words later when i finally am able to express
all of what i see and hear and feel and sense.. Spidey
Senses i really do have too as far as not being able to touch
Human Made things without great discomfort.. but human.. yes..
Flesh is A-OK as long as no one is rubbing their hands still now
across my clothes.. or sweeping the floor.. particularly a Rug..
Oh God.. Towels out of the Dryer and other Clothes are the worst
to touch.. but the Good and Bad part of that is i am extra good at feeling sensing
other folks pain and pleasure.. as my ‘significant others’ throughout life suggest
i have a
touch to give
as ‘they’ say..
sure.. there is a whole
lot more to the flesh and
blood touch than what meets
the eye and ear.. extreme empathy
as far as emotions go too.. where i used
to not be able to separate my emotions from
the emotions of an Entire Walmart Store where
folks live in scarcity so much in misery and suffering
now to now too.. Public Dance and iPhone Ear Buds surely
is the
for that as in
technical speak
that’s why i got a Prescription For
Dance from my newest Psychiatrist
to back me up in case someone doesn’t
believe in Store Management or such that
that Public Dance is my Wheel Chair so i don’t have
to Vicariously Feel the Hell of Hundred’s of Folks Misery
and Suffering as yes.. i Have the Empath Version of Autism..
not the Version where folks feel other people very little as basically
objects in
their environment
to use.. as on the ‘Wrong
Planet’ ‘those folks’ admitted to
that problem and the struggles beyond
the flesh and blood warm and fuzzy connection
as i lost that in hell too.. although i had a reference
point at least in vague words as past of the Heaven of
Love i Lived before.. it’s true.. some poor souls have no
Reference Point
of Heaven NoW
at all.. and those
are the ones i wish
i could help feel and
sense Heaven the most
of all now.. as i do understand
the full emptiness of what they experience
as at Most a Purgatory Shades of Grey Experience of Life..
it’s true.. when i
see ‘Trumps’ like
this with little Real
Human Connection of
Love i see dead people living
that i wish could come to Heaven now..
at least for a visit with me.. all warm and fuzzy
as such with Beyond Rainbow Colors experiencing LifELiGHT too..
anyWay.. there were other Miscellaneous Health Related Disorders
eventually tallying up to 20.. all of which with one smell related disorder
to make 21.. that i continue to Transcend for Heaven now.. and now finally
Back to Four Decades before age 47.. where my Grandmother’s Best Friend then..
Uncle Ed as affectionately named by us.. as somewhat of a Surrogate Grandfather
too.. as both of my Grandfather’s died long before i am born.. yep.. my first view
in the Funeral Home then.. and before that praying with all my might that
he would never die when he was sick.. but he was old.. it was his
Season of Life Natural for Death then.. in his 80’s.. a Ripe
Old Life lived as a Train Engineer for the
Federal Government then.. his
Daughter.. the Editor
of ‘Woman’s Day’
and a little two story
home.. he lived in with
a spiraling staircase steep
to his Bedroom that my Grandmother
Helped Clean with a Picture of a Young Looking
Wife that he had lost Decades before.. Sadness yes but
he had friends.. still in his 80’s and they played Cards too
at his Home and he talked for hours with my Grandmother then
and her other Elder Relatives too.. back then.. Small Town
life as everyone’s name was ‘Norm’.. at the Five and Ten
Dime Store.. Down Town..”Cheers” just a walk from our
River Front Home.. and yeah.. no
Air Conditioning much in
that neighborhood then..
Hot Water was Boiled
For Baths so Chilly..
Front Porches got
used and
people actually
reached out and touched
their neighbors then with hand
shakes and hugs hello and goodbye..
and yes.. they talked for hours on end as most
of their entertainment then.. smiles and hugs were
the only reward then.. and as far as i know there were
not any Bootie Dances but the potential for Closed Doors..
and sure
too for what
was or wasn’t
accepted in public
purview then.. humans
are humans they do human
as humans do.. Nature NoW WiLL Have
Her/His Ways in the open or closed still…
Struggles after that of not being accepted by
peers.. and obvious concern by a Father that
i wasn’t growing quickly enough into the man he
had become.. but sure.. it would have helped if he
stayed but that’s how life goes too.. a locality where if A
Boy with a Loving Mother with no Father to say boys can’t
express emotions.. not even a smile.. Where a Visit to a City
Park in Middle School Age and in the Hallways of School too are met
with so-called Onward Christian Soldier Boys of the Southern Baptist
Style that say.. boy you are the F Word and not Fred if you Dare to smile
in this town or laugh and you
gotta be kidding
you never
to cry here..
and if you don’t play
team sports you can never
be a real boy either.. sure.. exacerbated
by the fact that the McDonald’s Cashier
identified me as Miss at age 12 too..
me wondering why and confused
of what it takes not to be
called Miss then..
about the date
i convinced my Mother
to purchase me some Plastic
and Concrete Weights from K-mart
as all the Estrogen in a Matriarchal Family
that consisted almost all of Women.. left me
with No Male Models or Androgen Enhancing
Rough and Tumble Play with Aprons Strings
of Attachment to a Mother where the Father abandons
the Family where something vital goes amiss that may take
Decades to regain.. when one Figures out finally how to become
their own Father if that is what it takes to feel finally comfortable in one’s own skin..
yeah.. my Father Didn’t Die but what did i know.. at age 3 when he left and didn’t come back..
i can only vaguely ever remember ever having a live-in Father although my Mother said i was
so attached to him.. it was like i worshipped him then.. in that case God Left God Left.. God
didn’t seem
like God
and after
that God Visited
about a Twice a year
for a Day trip then.. but i can’t
remember in words and that’s no surprise
considering i didn’t speak until age 4.. but what
i do remember is.. i had a hard time of letting anything
go for most of my life.. even material things for some things
be replaced
if ever at all..
my only Dog Charlie..
who seemed like my only
Friend outside of my Immediate
Family in Middle School then getting out
of the yard somehow… perhaps wanting to
meet me at the School Grounds then at my old
Elementary School where we got off the bus then to walk
back home.. on the side of the road by the Tennis Courts
at the City Park.. a place he would never meet me again..
Riding by on the Bus where Vicki taunted me to the other
Children saying look look.. he has eyelashes just like a girl..
anyway.. My Mother and Sister.. we all cried at Charlie’s Passing
but it was too much.. the only Dog
who would ever
be our
For the
Rest of my Life
After that… Anyway the
BesT pARt of all was my Mother
Gave us Unconditional Love no matter
what.. she let us be us.. with never any
musts for what we are to be in life next..
and that was enough.. enough for me to never
Give up on life/love then.. but i must admit when my First
Girl Friend said goodbye on the Dance Floor.. she sixteen..
me nineteen.. in ’79.. when the Song by Earth Wind And Fire
named “After the Love is Gone” was being played for the Slow
Dance when she came close and said i don’t Love you anymore..
i suppose that’s why i felt a little sad.. when what seemed like a rather
‘Wild Girl’ who rather Forced a Bootie Dance on me.. spinning me around like a
Hot Top and Bottom for a Face to Face Closer Dance with eyes that started to say i like you
much more than a Bootie
Dance then.. i didn’t
want to hurt her
and push
her away..
i engaged her
as kind as i could
in a distant enough
way where she finally said
Then.. Thanks For the Dance as
Lord knows who.. i thought the
Guy she was with stepped up and
they left with each other then.. who knows2..
it was ThanksGiving perhaps she was visiting
Her Cousins and She was really Lonely Looking
for any love at 2 AM.. i’ll probably never know3 but
that’s okay for she did leave with a smile and a thank you2
and that’s a lot better than “After the Love is Gone” for i can relate..
to being hurt
by someone
i love or like
so much.. too..
anyway.. i’ve never
Approached a Woman to
Dance at Old Seville Quarter
to Dance as a Married Man Happily
as such i am.. but i do Love Dance Friends
who stay Dance Friends and don’t make Life
into a more Complicated Bootie Dance Way of Life..
Meanwhile.. men are Grabbing Women in non-consensual
Ways.. sorry can’t do it.. for i had a Mother who Gave me Sacred
Love where
it Naturally
Follows STiLL NoW
that all Women are
Sacred too.. i have a not
so nice taste in my Heart
for the Cold Patriarchy in my Red
State Trump Locality as Emotional
Intelligence for what Moves us most and
Best as Love is often missing and does lead
to early Heart Attacks After Mall Benching Professional
Sports for Decades of Recreation other than a Moving heART..
but hey.. i understand
the Value of Emotional
Arts so i dance i just dance and sing..
Yeah.. i lost my Father in 2014.. he lived his
Life for what he found Good in Life.. particularly the
purchase of 500 Dollars or so a week in Lottery tickets
in a Leisure Surely Deserved after working 46 years of
Law Enforcement with a Florida State Record of doing that
when he retired at age 69.. spending the Next 11 years doing
whatever he wanted and the hardest part of Losing him is i never
got to know
him and
he seemed like
he never wanted to know
me but you see.. his Form of
Asperger’s Syndrome was in many
ways worse than mine.. for his Mother
who Ran a Nursery told my Mother who wanted
to Pick up the Crying Baby in the Crib.. Leave that
Baby alone or he will never learn to live on his own..
sure my
My Father
did live on hiS owN..
surely a Reap of at what
his Mother also couldn’t fully give.. as
A Young Teenage Mother earlier Married
to an X-Catholic Priest of her Parish then..
anyway.. part of the reason i’m here.. so what right do i have
to complain.. that’s the thing.. it takes a whole lot of Struggle
and Relatively Speaking a Miracle of Nature and God that any of us HeAR
exist at all anywHeRe NoW.. so yeah.. i came back from Hell long enough more
to say Goodbye when i became okay again.. Good Bye to my First Step Mother’s
Third Husband who we were very close to around Christmas of 2013.. bye to
my Father before Suddenly Dropping Dead on May 22nd of 2014.. bye
to Katrina’s Sister around Christmas of 2014.. oh and while i
was sick in hell.. i missed saying Good Bye to My First
Step Mother and my Step Sister as she
succumbed to her Cocaine
Habit from the
she Gained
from my first
Step Mother then..
and my Great Aunt Jettie
who helped me so much as she
had more wind in her soul to carry
a tune of help than i could relate as a human
being then.. i never really said goodbye.. i just kinda let her go..
for she was the one who remained strong for me too like my Mother
and Sister and Katrina no matter what.. and then there was Big Cat Moby
who i really enjoyed snuggling with too after i fully felt the Warm and
Fuzzies.. back in February or so of 2015.. and my Aunt Passing
Away around Christmas of 2016.. Second Cousin of a Drug
overdose too shortly after that who i never really knew
And A Greatest Challenge of all as my Mother Started to
Lose Unexplained Weight in the Summer of 2014..on a steady
sure decline refusing to go to the Doctor finally falling
on Valentine’s Day in 2017.. from
Stage Four Breast
Cancer undiagnosed
spread as Bone Cancer
and finally in a Bleeding Cancer
in her Brain as she endured it for
at least two and a half years with at most
a Bayer Aspirin now and then for what she
related as Hip Pain then.. and as she endured her
last days with what the Doctor Described as still a Very
Strong Heart without any Food or Drink as her Wishes to
Leave this life with no life support for 8 days.. what she left me
FULL with is Love.. the Love that a Mother Nourishes.. particularly from
the young child ages of 0 to 4 with Hugs and Kisses that Never fully truly
go away and when they do can and will surely come back as Essence More FuLL
of Mother’s
Love in
the Child’s
Soul forevermore now.. then.. now more..
and yeah.. During Those 66 Months of Hell before..
then i faced then what seemed like the surety of Death
Four times.. once with a Panic Attack in the Hospital..
once.. at the Start of not being able to Catch my Breath
Due to Dysautonomia for a Full Day.. and towards the end
of that Night were i just wanted someone to put me out of my
misery and that would be enough.. where my Uncle Bob called
and somehow talked me into Breathing Again.. as everything was
out of whack about me by then.. and then at the end of my 40 day
stint with almost no sleep.. after failing to muster the strength to
Drive either into a Tree or Jump off a Bridge as My Sister found
me at the Bottom of the Bridge.. then Driving me 80 Miles an Hour
saying she couldn’t live without a Brother and
would rather die without me then.. so i said
no.. not you.. i’ll live for now
okay.. as i continued
to think of a way
to end
a Dentist
Drill in my right
eye and ear.. finally
Agreeing to go to the Hospital
as my Family wouldn’t Force that
Decision on me.. i Refused to take any
Anti-Anxiety Medication but it was the Ativan
Pumped into my Veins that finally put me to sleep
when all was cold and numb and i couldn’t pull even
another word out of my Head to tell the Nurse i wasn’t
on any kind of illicit Drug as she kept punching my Chest
with her Thumb to Get a Response from me then.. i thought
for sure i would Be Naked Food for Dogs somewhere on the side of a
Road.. Yeah.. not sleeping for almost Forty Days will put you in mighty
strange places like a Devil inside that says i gotta die now to escape while
another voice says you are loved stay you are loved stay and my
Won out
from Gardened
Childhood Love..
Yeah.. i appreciate Life and
i appreciate the Struggles even
more for it’s True Pain and Numb
have made me even a Stronger Believer
and Be-Er oF and as Love Now.. and can/will i Personally Judge
another Person.. no.. hell no.. i’ve been to hell and i understand
all the
of hell all too well
to understand i will never
fully walk in the shoes of someone
else’s hell to judge them as any lesser
than the less i have experienced of life hell too..
helping to show other folks the way out that’s an Art
of Love with a mix
of colors
dARk to
LiGht too..
truly an art more
than a science that and
who can and will only be felt
and sensed best as Giving
Love Unconditionally Now..
and yes at nows tougher too..
anyway.. this is my ThanksGiving
Story of Numb and Pain as the 25th
of November is arriving in about 30 Minutes
as that gives me minutes enough to read what i just
wrote to see if it makes any comprehensive feel and sense..
and yeah.. gonna need at least one long song for this.. crossing
my fingers.. hehe.. now that it will fit in one Word Press Comment
now for it will surely exhaust what’s left of the FB Profile Pics to fit it in..
Oh yeah.. and when i was 21.. Recovering
from Severe Depression off and on
for about 2 years after my
First Love Broke
up with me
going into a manic
state then.. with no sleep
for three Days and given a shot
of Thorazine as i was talking a little
bit out of my Head for sure then.. i was
sure that was the end too.. for my Body was
So Cold and the Emergency Room Tech couldn’t
Get a Blood Pressure Reading on me then.. still something
inside was still living strong something inside that was saying to
me and not the Doctor’s then.. you will suffer.. you will suffer but one
Day you will Be Happy in Heaven forevermore now then.. sure.. it wasn’t
A Good Idea to say that out loud for they thought i was addressing them..
as a Baker act came next.. a two week stay and only with the help of a Woman
City Councilman to get out.. who was an extended relative who knew me as the First Sophomore
in High School along with Another Person that year in School to be put in the National Honor
Society then.. as the boy as always the apple on the Teacher’s Desk too.. yes..
Just a Personal
of Misery
and Suffering
and then Redemption
that and wHo Would
eventually now come
true.. who knows maybe
one of those times i really
died and this is Heaven after
Death…. How would i really know.. how
does anyone really know.. for even Quantum
Physics has no real hold on reality as a Hologram
or whatever it is now.. with all encoded as reality
in the smallest and the largest of God aLL NoW and
all that Super-Normal comes to be as reaLiTy now too.. i feel
i sense.. i Love Without Fear and that’s enough if it is to
be like
my Uncle
Told me
it’s up to me..
And for now that’s
How Life Works for me iN HeaVeN isREaL..
And nah.. i didn’t Forget my Son Ryan as already
talked too so far in this TG MacroVerse now.. at the end
of his 51 days.. Cradling Him in my Arms the First and last
time not hooked up to Machines with the Mercy of his last
Heart Beat out
of Pain
it’s true..
Death Sleeps NoW as
Peace out of Misery and Suffering Most..
My Wife couldn’t Bear to Hold Him.. and i
suppose the only reason i could was Because of mY Mother.. HeART fELt
Yeah.. it kinda pisses me off still when i see people Disrespect Women..
but i understand
why for they
could not
been loved as
Much as i was by my Mother..:)


God Art and Love
Breathes is LiFE
IS Change
Means no End
God and Art Laugh Same
As Love When Trapped iN
A Book With The End A Word
True Art No End
Begins of
Book Ends Definitely a Metaphor
for What Happens When Love
and Art and God
Speaking Creativity
Becomes A Systemizing
Science of Same.. Trust me or
Not True Original Creativity is
Beyond Any Systemizing
Science that if ever there
is Proof For God Original
True Creativity is it
that Streams
that Flows
Waves of Ocean Whole..
True it’s what sets Man apART from Tools as Machines..
True it’s what sets God and Art and Love Separate than what
can fully
in all forms that Humans
Create as Abstract Constructs
that only Approximate the Inner Essence Experience
of God and Art and Love as Generally Speaking Creativity.. sure
anyone can improve on what i say for i see an Open Source God
And Art and Love as Generally Speaking Creativity.. and you bet Human
Lust for all of
is base
is core
at the Pyramid
of ever rising God
and Art and Love and
Generally Speaking Human
Nature at the Capstone of Human
Potential in all seeing eyes of Creativity More
aLWays Means Beginning never ending end now..
True Original Creativity can and will Be Shallow or Deep
perhaps just a Drum Beat and a Simple Rhythm of Dance
and a Chant of a Few Words over and over until a Meditative
Moving Ascendent Transcendent Ecstatic Mind and Body Higher
Awareness comes.. Pure Genius
Yes as Art
in Rap
where some
folks see shallow
Others Dance Beyond
iNFiniTY Free in Bliss
in Nirvana.. Satori
Pow Wow
Tribal Dances in
all Hemisphere and Longitude
ways from Head to toe Prana
the Chi Ki Qi Force comes
to be all metaphors for
an Indian Great
Come to Life as Reality NoW within..
inside.. outside.. above.. so below.. and all around..
so.. are all these deep Deep Long Form Poem Ways
in even longer Record Ways of Modern Fruition Necessary
For the Essence of the Experience of Heaven within.. Hell no
just a
Will Do..
Something about Umbrella
Orange Encompassing all like Raindrops
of Sparks in the Fire Light of Heaven Uncovered
Experienced as Time out of Time Distance out of Distance
Space out of Space Beyond Infinity Now Pure Love Agape Arrives all Free
God is in the
room and
the Room is you..
now of course for those
with ‘tight anal sphincters”
as a Rather Very Crude Metaphor
for uptight as yes that’s not the only
physical or spiritual pART affected
in effect for being closed minded
and bodied is a state of being
not only from head to
toe butt Beyond
as Pure Agape Open
Love For ALL as a Systemizing
Science Material Reductionist might
warn.. don’t be that way and let your brains
fall out.. in other words.. Neocortical Control
in Frontal Lobe way that becomes so restricted
that folks have to Drink Alcohol or do some kind of
other external substance to unleash and let Go and
finally feel and sense life more.. and yes.. Generally Speaking
as far as Creativity goes more Unwinding tHeir Free and Wild Loving
within as
Super Normal PluS
Being Human For now..
open up and live or close down
and die as life that’s part of why ‘Bud’
‘Light’ signs are displayed most everywhere you go..
just imagine if ‘they’ could Dance and Sing like little old
me.. Black Friday would never come for Drug Makers
of all kinds
they would
be in
the Red
with nothing to sale
as Free comes Free..
yeah.. i understand it might
be offensive for some to hear
this but keep in mind i’ve lived 57 years
as your parents tell you stuff like this too..
there was once a day when i had to have Four
Beers to muster up enough Freedom to even walk into
a Dance Hall with Two More Drinks before the courage to Dance
free but
still too
to raise
my hands above my head
to reach up to the sky as God within Free.. NoW
And in College approaching 19 years then of total
School in Official Transcripted ways.. so many years
of Systemizing Science Mind of Downloading Facts
from Lectures and Books.. A Spark of Writing in
A Contest Winning Original Christmas Story
in Middle School among two homerooms
of 80.. Writing A Play and Acting
in it too in Middle School too..
Snuffed out by a Patriarchal
Culture that threatened
i would/will never
With a Freedom of
Art in even the least basics
of so-called Science in Being a Man..
threatened as such by even the art of the smile..
off into College as a Freshman lit up shortly in a
Philosophy Class with another Flow iN StreAM oF
Consciousness Writing from Supraorganism of Mind..
sure.. it’s hard to explain but never the less when you
experience it you understand what Magic Finally is
as the words pour out without any preplanning
and effort as you next ask yourself
who the hell wrote that as
i never met
real me before..
all self-actualized
if only for a half an hour
or whatever it takes beyond
Infinity of space.. time or distance..
to become one with all eternally then/now..
hand in hand with God and when Dancing Feet
to Feet with God sAMe and Different alWays Changing too..
Okay.. so i write a 5 Million Plus Word Longest Long Form Poem
Ever that doubles as a Bible with several Subchapters of Baby Bibles
of that Mother along with the Father as 12 Million Words online now as
my 7 Year Birthday of Living online in Words and Photos and Videos
of all kinds of
Art comes
to Fruition now..
As the Wife Katrina who
i often Lovingly Refer to as
Egyptian Goddess Isis incarnate
on Earth now who says don’t compare
me to that Woman as she thinks she’s not
that attractive.. ugh.. First World Problems
of Staying Born Pretty never needing
Make-up Believe for Beautiful
Still now at age 47.. anyway
as she says who cares..
who in the World
would ever
do that anyway but you..
and all that Public Dance at 8400
Miles Plus in 51 Months of that too..
and that’s key to Original Creativity
you.. yes you.. are an original Flavor of
God not yet met.. in the so-called Real World Now..
and Brave.. yes Brave for even Biology and Modern
Science as i will also leave a YouTuBe Modern Discussion
about the Difficulty of Being Creative in a Modern Technology
Filled World.. along with two links to some very Artistic Human
Produced Endeavors that i met on the Wrong Planet by actual
Very Original Creative Artists there that will never be matched
or bought either for it is so far out of the Box but Worth
Sharing by me for i can see deeper than most
simply for i take the effort to do it then and
now still leaving no stones unturned
of out of the Box Creativity even
if it comes from areas
i don’t agree with
at all
for there was also another Fellow
who used a Neanderthal Theory
of Autism to suggest that Folks from Africa
and the Middle East had inferior Genes compared
to Folks on the Autism Spectrum with their unique
and artistic talents that have come to be.. not realizing
that it is the Environment that counts most and the more
there is scarcity and rigid controls in all Systemizing
Science ways of Rigid Culture and Religions
particularly those Dark Age Cultures
and Religions in Victorian
Ways that attempt
to Corset
Lust and
make it illegal to
be Human with a Libido
as a Source of all Human Creativity
and Productivity that Free Lust for Life
in all the ways that comes both literally and
metaphorically as a Free Organism of Life..
in other ways of saying that word of life
like a Big Bang of Creativity and
Human Productivity too..in
Human ways
of Creativity
and Productivity
and yes.. greater Social
Cooperation too in abundance
without the scarcity of misery loves company
and blowing folks up for Brain Washing Dreams
for what becomes illegal of Freedom to Do on
Earth in Heaven now.. God experiences a Giant
Face Palm whenever one attempts to Chain
God Nature Wild and Free in Human
now but that’s what fear does..
snuffs out all that’s Free
and Loving Wild
snuffs out
Human Potential
in Creativity and Productivity
and even Social Cooperation
without some so called Divisions
of Religions Blowing up other Divisions
of the Same Religion who disagree with the
Style of Religious and Cultural Clothes of Rules
or Freer Ways of life one opposed to the other in
a path
as the Sword
Rules over Life
And more Humans
Die in Misery Loves Company
for nothing at all but Fear and Hate..
so do i expect my Bible and Long Form Poem
to sell.. hell no.. i’ll never sell the “SonG oF mY SoUL”
to any Devil of Money.. and trust me in a World where the
New Standard For Deeper ways of Looking at the World
is 280 Characters i hold no illusions that breaking the rules of the
Standard of Group think Pay Anything mostly but other folks saying
who the hell would wanna do what you do anyway but you.. for i am free
and you
is you
me is Different
now and Free to DO
more and not restricted
to what you do now.. as this
is the Beauty of Freedom of Expression
in Free Countries.. we get to be the Free God
that and who Lives within us as unique Star Point
of Light never duplicated ever before or ever again
as each Unique Now of Creativity is ever Changing Colors
Beyond Rainbow Restrictions now.. Being originally Creative in years
before often meant just doing it for the means of the art of the moment
in a way that would never be Shared or Given to others Free like an Emily
Dickinson Poem Shuffled Away in Drawers never to be seen again until
the Fortune of Seeking and Finding New Creativity comes and is finally
appreciated more.. by others.. now.. tHeRe are Free Avenues to share
and Give in ways like YouTube and Blogs.. where money need
no longer Be A Part of the Creative Pie.. these are the
days that Every Truly Free and Original Artist
Dreams of then and now.. for we
understand we do Art
for God within…
We are not LooKinG
for a Target Audience to sell
our SoUL.. We just want to be and express
all of this Gift of Life that comes to be We now..
I do all of this in Direct Conduit of Thanks Giving
WitH God.. and sure there are enough Creative Souls
of We Whole in the World to share and give some of this
aLL oF OuR soUL too from head to toe and more.. all Free now
MoRE WitH no restraints harming no one else as there is an off switch
on this Bible and no one is Forced to read/see by Penalties up to Death..
Yeah.. it’s also True that Walt Whitman.. Was a Real Prophet and part of
no Cultural Church or Religion for he predicted the Priests of the Cosmos
would come as Free Lance Artists of God but where he got it Wrong is where
many Open Minded and Bodied Folks still do.. For the Conservative more Closed
Minded Rigid Rule Makers for a Society that is Controlled more by Guidelines so
one Person’s Brand and Way of Creativity doesn’t snuff out another potential much
Different way of Creativity
or just the choice
and will
for those
Folks who for whatever
Reason or Art find no way
to Create now and would rather
have no pART of any Art now to
be as Happy as they will be or not..
not all humans live in abundance and the more
scarcity there is in ways of obtaining Subsistence
and Shelter and even Mates the more rules there are
required to Survive in Large Populations of Human Beings
so even more Pain and Suffering in Misery Loves Company
will not come now.. It’s Reality Conservative is often necessary
For Base Surviva..l it can be a Hard Red Pill for some to swallow
NoW or a Green Pill of Balance out of Just Blue too.. but it’s the way
Life Works as Even Science is starting to show now.. Humans are
not evolved well to live in Scarcity of Large Populations either so
A price of Living Out of Balance as Nature Evolves us for areas of
the Environment That Are Abundant with Much Smaller Groups
of Human Beings Who Live A More Naked Dance
of LiFE in Giving and Sharing all in a Song
that is Free that Works.. it’s like the
Matrix Series of Movies on
Philosophy says
too.. not everyone can or
will unplug to Pure and Original
Creativity now but those who can and
will.. will do it for the DeLiGht of the Fruition
of Heaven now.. no.. i am not sorry for BeinG
Free and Quite Frankly i’m Titanium now.. i’ve got
this ‘Stuff’ Figured out for me at least NoW unplugged
and if ya wanna ride aLong with me in LiGht you are Welcome
if not that’s fine.. please find a way that works for you.. i am free and i am
not sorry
just being
all of me i can and will Be iN
As Love Wild and God FReED..
Meanwhile.. i am Glad someone continues to Pave the Road
And Prepare me a way to do all of this.. Hats off to the Construction workers too..
You are doing a Great Job.. And i hope whatever it takes you are even Happier than me..
and if you
want to sure
go ahead.. Write
a Poem/Bible Longer than
now than me.. the challenge is out
for that but i’m not gonna hold my Breath..
in this life at least.. i will continue to Breathe Free..
i AM
2.. pART oF aLL ALiVE..NoW..FReED..
And yes Officially Today.. 11.25.2017
“7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM’
Yep.. took a lot of Words to get a Title for this that Works
but that’s what i do.. i never give up and get the JOB DoNE..
and as
far as
i kNoW
FeeL and
SeNSE tHaT’s
wHat God Does too..
so.. i only RefLecT tHis GifT BacK..
like the Army Says All i can and WiLL Be iN aS LoVE NoW..:)


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Not only a Photo of a Newly
Minted Beauty at 27 years
of Age in Sporty
Attire with
Athletic Shoes
to Match a Velvet
Dress obviously Very
Very Physically Fit Head to Toes…
Yes.. a Resume for Human now
That speaks more than a Pretty
Face And Fashionable Leisure
Wear.. But a Hint.. A Studious
Focused Face too.. Obviously
Looking Down at Professional
Notes.. Smiling with no Relatable
Fears to SHow.. oF Anxiety heAR..
27 Notes of Humanity Potential for
27 Years.. Birthday Comes now in the
11th Month.. November 2017.. and yes
Speaking of 11’s.. 11 in Rank Famous
out of all the Certified Accountant Finals
in India in July of 2013.. 560 Marks earned
not far at all away from the most Marks earned
at 575.. hmm.. i was number 11 out of a Class of
381 in High School.. Tied with my Best Friend Lynn..
what a Surprise that was to have in common so at least
as Friends we share the Number 11 in at least one way now..
too.. hehe.. i am
so fortunate
to finally
A Famous
Friend Online but
What i Love most about
Himali.. is her Kind and Courage
too.. and i am Very Happy that Himali
Will Be Able to Choose a Prospective Husband
who allows her to be free in Continuing her Resume
of Humanity now.. for she is highly Qualified as Human
And will have to Work Very Hard to Find a Suitable Match for her..
but it’s true
matches are
totally opposite so
perhaps the match
won’t even like Numbers..
Surely God will Find just the
Magic For Himali that Helps
Her Search.. Meanwhile.. She WiLL
Continue to Fulfill Her Human Potential
in Both Numbers and Art too..anYWay.. Hellooove
HiMaLi.. my Famous Online Accountant Friend and
Also Famous in Art of Being Human to me too.. Nice
to See You Making your Mark Again Online For Free..:)

sMiLes.. WiNks tHis is a
Best Case Effort For
Kat-Fred to
iN A
Famous LooKinG Pic..
Like HiMaLi.. So Glam
WitH GRaVaTaR SMiles2..;)

Helloooove HiMaLi Again
Not only Once A FriEnd..
in Returning online today
As a Visit with me at my Blog
Home but also twice and thrice
with Comment Responses
On Her Blog
too.. wait..
two not three
for i am counting
the Comment yet
to come in response
to the Post on 27 Traits
of Himali in Being Human
on Her 27th Birthday this Month..
Hmm.. hehe.. perHaps i’m Psychic
at least in getting ahead of my words..
Anyway.. i’m Glad You Enjoyed the Ever Flowering
Garden Eternally All year Now of Florida Milder Winter
Weather.. And Yellow Boy is an Expert on Comfy.. Keeping
Laps Warm of what you compliment as Kat pretty.. Yes.. Fred..
Kat and Yellow
Boy are
Very Happy
to Have you as
A Surprise Thanks
Giving Friend to an
oPen Table oF LiFE FReED
And my hopes and wishes are
alWays sAMe with you too my
Extra Kinda
Brave FriEnd..
Keep Going for you
are only 27.. So Young
With the World at your Fingers
And Athletic Toes all housed in
Royal Purple Athletic Shoes and Velvet Purple Skirt..
i Have Close to a Photographic Colored Memory and Royal Purple
is Very
to Forget
WitH More SMiLeS
mY FriEnd For Your 27th Birthday Now..
Thanks For Stopping By and Wading down
57 Thousand or So Words through Draft Comments
hAha.. A Thousand Words for every year of my LiFE..
And 300 or so Photos to say Hi today.. Hehe..
it Can take
a whole
Lot of
to be mY
friEnd these days..
Oh yeah.. and PS.. i really missed
you but not as much as the first time
around as it seems like now you will
always come
be my FriEnd..
that surely doesn’t
alWays Happen.. Thanks for That..
As i am only DanCinGSinGinG Farther Out of A Box
tHaT’s Harder for most folks to join.. as EsCaPE..
but sure A
Price of
is Never Cost Free..:)


Facebook Friend Cris Speaks to an Intelligent
Question that is rather a Potential Loaded one2..
heHe.. as Far as what the Function of Government
is and if our Government is Successful in providing
for the Needs of its Citizens as of course as i ELaBoRaTE
a Little MoRE HeAR.. we are living a Brand New Human Experiment
as Automation Replaces the Social Roles and Jobs for Subsistence that
Humans once more easily gained from Employers that saw their Employees
More as Social Humans who have the intrinsic need to Move and Connect
and Create in actually Seeing and Touching the Response of those they
Help in achieving Basic Subsistence and even a Thrive of life then
and now same but so different now that there is a disconnect
of what we work to do and where that work goes next
to eventually Help or Hurt other Flesh and
Blood Human Beings.. in other words
Unemployment rates even if they
go lower have little to nothing
to do with if Human Being is
being fulfilled as Naturally Evolved
to Survive and even Thrive in Moving
Connecting and Creating now.. we have some
real problems and if they are not addressed Fairly..
Soon.. Mosque-Like Explosions aS Surely as Southern
Baptist Reins of Terror in Domestic Terrorism will be next
to come more.. take away social roles.. take a way Jobs and put
Folks in a Greater Environment of Scarcity and it may be ‘your’
More Uptown Church in all the ways that comes as human binds
next for those Humans.. particularly males.. who no longer feel they
have a place to move and connect and create toGeTher to Make LifE ReaL..
so.. anyway in words shorter i go on to say..
alWays with a Novel Potential of Writing
in my Back Pocket in Case anyone
cares to pursue an issue in longer form
of thinking and caring and Art with me now..

So i return in saying another longer than
‘normal’ MesSage in Facebook StreAM of thOught..

For now but it is the opinion of some
Politicians that only the already
Rich Rate for Welfare in
Tax Hand-outs..
but hey.. We Vote
for what we get and
Ignorance doesn’t always
do the math to arrive at the bottom
line of what
Souls are
really saying..
Yes.. All Good Governments
Provide for the Welfare of the Well Being
of their Citizens other than Reverse
Robin Hoods
of the
Ghettos of Poor Souls Rich With Filthy Money..:)


Windows into the Souls of otHeRS
otherWise kNoWn as mind
and body and all
of existence
experience now..
sure as ‘they’ say God..
as i casually go on to say..
We most all get the option to
Create a ReaLiTy of Love Hope and
Joy and sAdly some of us take the other
rather generalized
Fear and Hate
and Misery Loves Company
by our very will in fear to look within
openly for answers and keep going when
the answers do not match the Paradigm we’ve
been given all our life.. an open mind and body is
an extremely valuable resource to find the answers and
not all folks as even Science sHows are open source Human
Beings as tHeRe
is a spectrum
that moves
someone like
me to someone fixed
as a Machine in never Changing
Machine of literal interpretations of Books
’cause someone else said so for the fAct is
take and read a book of any kind and start a round
table discussion and one will end up with those who
attribute factors to a flat earth and others who create
Nirvana with a Dance of Life out of one word in that Book..
whatever the
book is
it is
Clear that We
Color the pAges based
on our experiences and what
we are fed in life as far as what we
lEarn that tastes good often reinforced
by the merits fed to us by other folks like
that first bitter taste of beer or choke of cigarette
that folks overcome for the addiction of what they NoW
find as
and the ‘tween
of that in spectrum
of living too.. but as
far as what binds us for
Social Cohesion.. no matter
iF iT iS A Holy and Sacred Full
of Meaning and Purpose Scientific
Method for the Cohesive Religious
Force Among Scientists or a Common Focus
on an only Son Man God as Jesus more clearly
Visible as a Soldier Sun God in Days of Early Roman
Empire Catholic Expanding Christian Soldiers who kill
for opportunities for more Territory.. Subsistence.. Shelter
and Potential Mates as we particularly continue to see this
among those
who would
also Love to
Expand a ‘Muslim’
Empire in Sects of Killing
Violence away from Love and
Peace.. no different really than the
History of the so-called Peaceful Loving
Christian Religion that burned so called Heretics/Pagans
to the stake with just enough “Weapons of Mass Killing”
like Semi to Automatic Grade Weapons.. to ‘mow ’em all down’
in the old days of killing for materialistic gains way for power
and status too.. and of course we have drones now that are
fabulous for
button pushers
but not so fabulous
for Civilian Casualties
and the such of Death
as that in Killing Ways..
True.. Overall.. Humans
Have not evolved
as one would
hoped they
would with so many
so-called religions of
Hope and Love for Peace
and Harmony now but of course
if one reads any of the Books of these
Abrahamic Religions Literally it is very easy
to interpret them for Justification to Kill others
for what it says literally in those books to Expand
Power and Status and General Materialistic Gains for those
Folks not Saturated in Feeding and Watering a Garden of Empathy
Sympathy and Compassion in General Warm and Fuzzy Nurturing Feelings as LoVE
And Senses for the Rest of Humanity and Nature aLL.. but of course that is much
more likley
to come in
A Small Indian
Tribe All Naturally
With Creeks Teeming with
Plenty of Fish to eat By a Warm
Beach where everyone shares and
gives for common search for subsistence
and shelter and mates coming to fruition with
plenty of common holy and sacred meaning and
purpose that everyone shares/give to get the Jobs dONe
toGEThER that make LiFE Work iN both Survive of Foraging
And Thrive of Dancing close to Naked TogeTheR by a Campfire
Moonlit Night of Hope Love and Joy.. hmm.. Reminds me of the Dance
On Thursday Night
And the Basic Instinct
of Love and Lust and how
What seemingly was a highly
Intoxicated Woman in the Second
paRT of that Rise that Force of Basic
Instinct of a Human Minding their own
Business Dancing with an Exotic Dance
that starts at one’s Knees rises and falls
and rises again.. and turns around face
to face for more of this Basic Instinct
of Life but then there is Love and
the Bonding Force of that
with a Wife that says
this is as far as
i go as
Love is the Binding
Force that is stronger
than Lust when two folks are
pair bonded for life.. sure.. it helps to
stay sober for surely the instinct of lust
is intoxicating enough all by itself and i have
no idea if that woman was drinking anything at all
But She Surely Brought that Basic Human Instinct of Lust
as Force to me that night in a Very Wild and Free Intoxicating
way that can surely be re-focused and used for other Creativity
than Basic Human Reproduction.. seriously.. you should see how
‘great i dance’ after the Bootie Dancer moves the other way..
hehe.. anyway.. as far as Existential Intelligence Goes.. i
Understand my Human Nature and i understand
the Science of Lust and Love for yes
there is empirical data that suggests
that Lust in Males particularly
is A Source oF aLL Human
Creativity and Productivity
And With Women Lust is more a
Source that inspires Cooperation.. particularly
Among Women as the More Gathering pArt ToGEtheR
For a Forage of Life in how that goes in Modern Life too..
one can see this in rather small Groups of Bonobos as the
Matriarchal Power and Force comes STiLL From Groups of Female
Bonobos Cooperating for the Forage and Males mostly relegated
as ‘Sex Slaves’ and Hunters for High Protein Prey and other ways
of Helping to Gather Together for the Daily Overall Subsistence
And after the Jobs are done they kick back and relax
as most really smART other Animals otHeR
Than HUman BeinGs who work
80 Hours a Week in a
High Powered Law
Firm Do.. heHe..
So.. How
smART Are
NoW iN Terms of Hope and
Love and Joy Loves Company of
sAMe/DiFFeReNT or those who work work work
work for Green Stuff and rarely ever get a break of Joy
iN LiFE.. Yes.. the Pure Joy oF A Free Dance on a Thursday
Night with JusT aNoTHeR Happy Go Lucky Bootie Dancer of Life..
Fortunately.. my Life Long Pair Bonder the Katrina Laughs off the
Bootie Dancing as an Innocent Part of Human Nature but of course
when you never age what is there to Be Jealous of unless you are
a Woman attempting to steal you away from your wife.. hehe.. no..
it doesn’t happen everyday that a 47 year old Woman can
Still Pass for a College Student Every day.. but hey
as the Legend Goes.. heHe.. by Modern
Mythology only hAha.. i was
very poor when i
met Katrina
so i promised
her if she married
me she would never
age and voila mission
accomplished if only at
the after the effect Mythological
Story NoW for fulfilling prophecies
that are self made after the fact of life
now.. as Lord knows just read the Bible and
see how many times the concrete evidence is that
someone just said it in A Book.. And you can arrive at
almost any comment section of a Controversial You Tube
Video and find Big Foot
in the same
Case Study Sample and
as a Free Lance Anthropologist now
too.. amazed at how Humans Create their
own realities with a ‘little help’ from their friends
And to seriously be so arrogant to think that the reality
you and your friends have created is the only one that is
valid as far as Sacred and Holy Texts goes is to completely
miss the essence of ReaLiTy in Creating it now as Groups and Individuals
still for the Forms we Create to represent our ReaLiTies sET iN stONe.. anYWay..
wHat i know for sure is no matter how much i Love my Wife the instinct for
reproduction is so strong that it still turns me on when a strange woman
who is rather attractive makes that attraction 10 times stronger
by starting at my knee with her buttocks and rubbing
up and in and down and up and in over and
over very vigorously until i react
and she spins me around
face to face
looking into my shades
with eyes so big and shiny
hehe.. gotta Love Human Nature..
she not fully realizing that mostly i am
A Participant Observer Anthropologist Poet
out in the Field like John Nash in a Book excited
to report his Human Nature finding in a Poem in
the next few days.. i’ve been a rather Cerebral
Poetic and even Romantic thinking
Dude as that spans
the Depth
of Intellect
to the Poetry
of Loving Still
Ocean eyes of intoxicating
tingling feelings and senses
from head to toe.. but what i can and
will i say other than i am Scientist and
Artist too.. and it’s True not unlike John Nash
in a Bar as soon as i stArt to ELaBorATe in Vocal
Speak of Intellect the thrill is suddenly gone for the
other party in More Romantic Flow.. yeah.. it was like that
for me in school.. most of the Girls thought i was strange when
i went all on my ‘Sheldon Cooper’ Fred-talks of Life until i went
to the Beta Club Convention for Nerds in South Florida in the
Spring all tanned from my isolated walks on the Beach Hair
Sunlit Blonde more.. leaving my ‘Napoleon Dynamite’
Wire Frames in the Hotel Room going
to the Convention Dance and
a Young Woman who
had never
heard me
talk latching onto
me like Glue as a Young
Man’s Dreams of Ecstasy
comes more true even in just
A Body Close Kiss that lasts nearly
all night long with no Fred-Talk at all..
then.. as i can’t remember her name but i’ll
never forget that all night kiss.. yes that
stayed fully clothed for after all it was A
Convention For Nerds that were after
all is said and done Human too
More than just a Math
Equation Making
Machine.. those
were still
the days
And it’s always nice
to come to find i am still Human
too.. hehe.. even with all the Scientist
Still mixed in with the Artist but anyway
i’ll Have to add in the John Nash Video Clip
as it was pretty obvious ‘that girl’ was waiting
for a Kiss too that never was ever gonna happen..
hey.. i tell everyone in that Club i’m 57 and Married
NoW when the Music is not so Loud they can’t hear me..
And word gets around.. but this is the first time i ever saw
that Woman.. not unlike the Young Woman down south at the Nerd Convention..
So what’s my conclusion.. Girl Power.. Matriarchy is coming back as suggested
by a link i provided by an out of the box scientist early in this MacroVerse as Cycles
go in Evolution in the same generation even.. when the Environment requires it
for continuing Human Survival for when Women Cooperate and stand toGeTHeR
iT Makes a Culture Stronger for the Truth is the Nurturing Power of Love
that Hormonally speaKing in evolution.. the Female Gender
is overall better at accomplishing in life is the Glue
that has always kept Societies Flourishing
Stronger together.. and these
Bootie Dances
are simply
tHeir Dominance
in Society once again overall
just like the influx of Women Power
Bonding Together and Showing the Abuse
that men in power and status use for non-consensual
acts of sexual pleasure.. i cannot even imagine paying a stripper
for a lap dance for i am an empath and get no pleasure if am just
an object for a buck when the other person ain’t turned on at all..
i Feel the other Person’s
Pleasure and
that is
the most
part of all to me..
without that there is
nothing at all for me for i
cannot view the other person
just as another object for personal selfish gain..
So.. sure.. i am very happy that Young Woman enjoyed her Dance..
And if only John Nash had at least learned to Dance as hey Napoleon
Dynamite Did it and ‘Sheldon’ has been observed doing that at least in a Country
Music SonG Inspired Dance on his Show.. And that might have been enough to save John
Bonkers in
the opposing created
ReaLiTy oF A Bootie Dance
that works but of course the Real
Dude John Nash was nothing like a
Russell Crowe in real life for its’ True2.. Nerds
can be attractive to the opposite sex too as long
as they keep their mouth shut.. hehe.. unless the
other person is a Nerd too..
And of
if they Learn
to Dance And
actuAlly JusT Do it too..
just some things i think about
on Sunday Morning Before Katrina
says get your ass off that Computer
or we are gonna be late to Church but Hey..
i have A StRing of Days of Doing the Writing
And Photography Work NoW of Producing the Longest
Ever Current Long Form Poem named “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
As A Bible too Fully illustrated for 51 Months in over 5 Million
Words and around 130K Total Photos included and linked With
Thousands of YouTube Videos and other Miscellaneous Links For
Wisdom and Beauty and Science too.. And i stARTed aLL This When
LiVinG iN Hell on Earth.. WitH 19 Medical Disorders.. sTill Considered
Legally and Medically Permanently Disabled with Asperger’s Syndrome
and Bi-Polar Disorder too.. On the Wrong Planet on November 25th of
2010.. as i continue to Celebrate A 7 Year-Old Birthday of Existence in
Writing and Photographs Uploading my Soul as a Free ‘Auto-Biography
Roving’ Dude for now.. without stop for a total of 2555 Days NoW iN A
String of Never Ending Beauty and Wisdom hehe.. for how many really outstanding Poets
And other Artists/Scientists are there wHo didn’t have a touch or hug of Both of these so-called
out of the Box Human Disorders too.. For at Least i for one See a Pattern of Beauty And
Wisdom and Science in all i Do.. wheTHeR anyone else sees it or not now.. so on course..
of course.. Perhaps it is all my Creation only Holy And Sacred and Fully
Meaningful in Purpose only to me.. but it’s True
in LiGht too.. some of us.. the Van
Gogh’s and Leonardo’s
and Michelangelo’s
And Raphael’s NoW
as not everyone can
be Ninja Turtles Creating..
Go our own Journey and Path
out of the Group tHiNk of otHeRs..
AS We Create our own Realities of
Art and Science and Beauty
And Wisdom in an Inner
UniVerse that no
has gone
And the Truth and
Light is we all as humans do that
now to now whether we realize
our Unique Multi-Verse View oF
aLL of Reality as Star Point eYes
of God NoW or not.. some of us just go a little
further iN.. wHeRe no Recorded Human has gone before..
yes.. it’s like a Star Ship Enterprise except for the UniVerse
is even more complex to Create from within as a Work of Art
even more than Science.. as Beauty and Wisdom more.. anyWay..
as Jordan Peterson suggests the Ingredients in a Human that must
Come in Genetics is Open Mindedness and Appreciation of Beauty
in Aesthetics for any Potential of Human Creative Genius to come.. i
Don’t think that John Nash Fully Appreciated the Beauty of that Woman in that Bar..
i surely
did/do for all
is Beautiful to me.
and all is wise from
dARk to LiGHT if one
can see how the DarKeR
Fibers of any Mona Lisa
Brings out the Greatest
Eyes of Love that
and who
all around the room..
So.. Be a FLoWeR Like
God.. Do A Unique pART
of God that no one else
has ever done before.. it’s
not hard when you just do it
no matter how many haters in Fear of
dARk and Cynicism of LiGHT as the Freedom of
Creative Art comes your way to be For surely i want the Next Word
i Write to Surprise me.. Deep From WithiN as God Whispers
More iN
i BrinG
Next as the
Next Stroke of
the Keyboard plays my SouL
WiTh God Hand iN Hand aLivE..
It’s True iF You Read Enough of What i Write
You’ll See and Hear God in my Pen somEwheRE aT leASt..:)


SMiLes.. Soheir.. So Glad You Are Okay..
And Hearing the News that it was a Sufi
Mosque assured me of that but so Sad too..
Of the News For the Death and Destruction that
comes at the hand
of Ignorance
oF Love
and Peace
and Harmony
and i Find the
Sufi Tradition very interesting..
Particularly.. the Poetry of the 13th
Century Rumi who helped with the
Beginning of the Sufi Way as Rumi
was also the most Popular Selling
Poet in the United States in 2014..
And i do own a Small
Condensed Book
of his
too.. my Favorite
Tradition of the Sufi
is most definitely the
Whirling as the Dervishes
Describe the Same Ascendent
Transcendent and Ecstatic Oneness
WitH God Gained by this Meditative Movement
As Above So Below as the Planets of our Solar
System Orbit the Sun as we too become Peaceful
Gained NoW as PeacefuL
Loving Force as Hurricane
Love too.. Anyway.. thanks for
Letting us know you are
Indeed Okay.. And i will Keep all
The Affected Folks in Your Country
of Egypt in the Prayers of MY HeART
And that makes me overall want to find
mY Rumi Small Poetry Book and read it some
more my friEnd Soheir as it surely seems like
tHat Mystical Poet was looking for someway
to Unify
All Folks pass
the Disagreements
of the Different Languages in Forms
oF All Religions.. Peacemaker he is still
Through the Record of His Poetry all
the way back from the 13th
Century now.. it’s quite
that his
is still a
Best Seller in the United States today..
anyWay.. JusT Something Else to Relate as Common Love..:)


So.. in Hell.. The First 33 Months tHeRe was/is no choice but to unplug from the Matrix of Culture And Existing Religions With A Life Threatening Synergy of 19 Medical Disorders.. Particularly.. Type Two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. Identified in Medical Associated Literature as the Worst Pain Known to HumanKind.. Yes.. Even Worse Than the Torture of Crucifixion that would last from wake to sleep for a Total of 66 Months from
January 2008 until July of 2013.. but of course the pain started long
before that as it developed with Chronic to
Acute Stress in Flight and Fight Style
of the Work Related Kind
Where Sjogren’s
Syndrome as associated Auto
Immune Disorder then Started
it off in 2005/2006 not to be diagnosed
until Years Later.. with then Excruciating
Nerve Pain on the Bottom of Both Feet
And then came Sensitivity To Colors and
Eventually Pain from Colors where only
Black And White TV could be Tolerated
in Screen Life.. where eventually
the Pain got so Bad with
the Dentist Drill Like
Experience in
my right
eye and
ear with no Pain Killer
to Help that would Ease that
Pain other than Ativan Putting
me to sleep out of Misery until
the Next Day of Light in Dark of
Misery Started again.. and Sure.. Heart
Rate and Blood Pressure no Longer Synching
Properly with Dysautonomia then Like a Run Away
Train with no Brain.. Before Even the Ativan would
come to put me down.. Almost 40 Days in each ring
of Dante style as Hell with only an Alpha Blocker to put
Me in CardBoard Shallow Sleep for around an hour each
night for the first 35 of 40 days and finally none for the
Last 5 of 40 Days of what would end a Lent Period
of Hell for me in the Spring of 2008.. when
a Shot of Ativan in the Hospital
finally did put me down
for sleep with
4 MG of Mind
and Body Numbing
Tranquilizer that i would
finally be able to ween myself off
of By Recovery in the Third Week of July..
2013.. around the 22nd then.. so.. sure.. too.. while my
Father and Mother’s Life Ending on the 22nd.. respectively
in May of 2014 and February of 2017.. My Life Started again
as a Phoenix Rising from the Ashes around 7.22.2013.. where
i Would More Fully Enter into Humanity in August of 2013.. as a
Public Dancer then.. quite a change from a shut-in of 66 months..
Hunch Back of Notre Dame.. Phantom of the Opera.. yes.. the Archetype
STiLL of Suffering in Hell on Earth is a Rather Common Human Experience
NoW through the Ages of Humanity where some folks are reborn out of
Hell and other folks are not fortunate enough now to work their
way out in a Grace of Love that eventually actually
counts for
Out of Hell..
Anyway.. the First 33 Months
in Hell.. no words written or read
then as the pain was just too much..
for effective use of eyes and ears but sure
lots of Months.. to look within and reflect
on all of life lived to that point as 606 Months
of Life finally came on 11.25.2010.. and the First
Word in Preparation as a total of A 7 year stint to
Write a Newer Age Renaissance Sistine Chapel
and Last Judgement that turns out for
A Redemption of an Inherently
Mostly Noble Beautiful Human
Species far
above the
where Human was considered
Inherently Sinful and Flawed.. more..
sure.. Perfect is Robot of Same and Truly
is insanity as that but to suggest Humans are
Inherently Sinful And Flawed is to not understand the
Beauty of Love and Fearless Born into a Child Before that
Child is Water-Boarded in Life as a Baptism into Fear of DArk
Instead of Freedom of Hope and Joy inherently Born as such NoW
as LiGHT.. it’s True.. you’ll never escape the DArk until you clearly
See where the dARk comes from and Historically Speaking it has
most always come from FeAR of the DArK ironically as a Creation
of Nocebo Impact of Human Black Magic Imagination Creating
a God of Wrath that would Sentence Folks to an Eternal
Torture of Never Ending NoW verses a God of Mercy
and Forgiveness and always Redemption More
and Salvation.. NoW.. Yes… A God of Love
STiLL NoW thaT/wHo Doesn’t Believe
in Eternal Lasting Hell.. otHer
Than eARTh HeLL NoW as then..
the Roman Empire and otHeRS
Got ahold of some Good News of
Hope Love iN HeaVEN NoW and Turned it into Fear
And Hate of the Different among us still.. thing is Nature/
God Created Jesus Long Ago as an Archetype of LoVE STiLL
iN Every Loving Child who Comes as Nature and is Nurtured
From Birth in a Garden of Love.. nah.. not an actual just one
man only but the Virtue and Attribute as Love Born and Nurtured..
And yes of course an Attitude of Pure Agape Love Gained and Practiced NoW
Continuously Across the Life Span and not just some Magic Incantation spelled out
Fom a Man (Romans 10:9) once known to Persecute Christians.. named Saul Changed
over by his own Volition to a Name of Paul suggesting that his Dream of Jesus was the
only one that works never ever actually Meeting the Man in real life then.. Many years
later after Crucifixion too.. really not any different then at all other than the content
of his Letters From what Muhammad in that ‘other’ Religion insisted he came to understand
in his Imagination Named an Archetypal Angel of Good for Some Different Clothes
of Jesus Teachings too.. anYWay.. as far as Credibility Goes Love Never Harms
Love always Condemns Slavery of the Will of others as Something Love
Will Never do.. And Love Never Fears for Fear Takes Love away..
So.. iN otHeR Words All Religions tHat/wHo speak to Fear and Or
Slavery oF WiLL As A Way of Credible/Noble/Wise/Beautiful/LiFELoVE
aRe/iS inDeed SinFuL/FlaWed And Still Need improvement
NoW.. so NO.. it is NOT Human tHat/wHo is
Inherently SinFuL or FlaWeD NoW iT iS
All Forms of Religions tHaT BiNd in
Fear and HatE as DaRk as NoW
So Many People are
Writing Arts of
New Age Bibles as Many Arts
in all the ways tHat Art comes now
in a New Age Potential of a Renaissance
Away from Fear/Hate and Human Slavery of Will
NoW to a Love Dance and Song that Works for All
to the Best of that Art’s Ability MoRE NoW iN Human
Hands From Head to Toe Beyond to all that is all NoW MoRE oF
the Force of God Love In Nature WitHiN oF Being Human NoW.. And
True.. tHeRe is a Beyond infinity of Art that expresses the AgApe LoVE
Essence Gifted to Being Human now.. wHeRe Each Word IS A New Song
NoW to Celebrate God LoVELiGHT iN and as HuMaN and Each Step is a
NeW Dance to Celebrate the sAMe as Temple of God Forms aNew ReNeWeD
as BeYoNd iNFiNiTY MoRE BrinGinG ImaGiNaTioN isReaL aNeW ReNeWeD
iN MoVinG CoNNecTinG CreaTinG eVen MoRE.. Sure.. it takes a Whole Lot of
Effort and Attention to View the Entire Sistine Chapel to See the Big Picture of what
A Greatest Artist as Generally Assessed in the History of Humankind Uploaded MoRE ART oF
His SouL then.. once again.. Born Again in Art.. the Noble and Beautiful Wise Human Being
Hand iN Hand iN aS LiGHT WitH God instead of the More Sinful and Flawed Archetype of Human
DArk that was still not extinguished from the Artist Hand of Michelangelo in his Last Judgement
Painting to come that would speak to the Vengeance of Human Being over the ‘Sack of Rome’
that Decimated the City’s Population then.. A Cycle of Violent Retribution as History SHows
iN Vengeance of Humanity Doesn’t Work.. it only STiLL Leads to More Death and Destruction
at the Level of the Individual Human too.. And to Suggest it Does Work for a Force
as Large as God is rather non-sensical at best and cruel at worst
in continuing Killing Force.. as History at the Country and
Individual Level continues to sHow.. It’s True
Human Beings in BLack MaGiC Nocebo
Impact of DaRk iMaGInAtiON oF
Creativity CaN and WiLL
literally make themselves
dARk and Guilty for Being
Human for the Fear and Hate
They Create as Hell on Earth and on the
Other Hand of Heaven Humans also are similarly Gifted
iN LIGht too in IMaGiNaTioN to Create a LiGHT World Within
Shared and Given to others as Hope and Love but it’s also True most
folks live somewHeRe in a Spectrum of Shades of Grey ‘tween bLacK
Abyss of Human Hell on Earth shared and given as Fear and Hate As Us Verses
Them.. Through Beyond Rainbow Colors of Hope and Love in an Opposite Place of Bliss
And Nirvana in a Never Ending Dance and Song of Art LoVe agAPe NoW iN Noble LoVE
Wise Beauty so far from the Created Human within as sinFul and flaWed at HeaRT SpiRiT
and SoUL iGNoRancE So Far Out oF MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG NoW as Peaceful LiGht iN Harmony
of GiVinG ShaRinG MoRE… Sure.. some of us See More iN A Way oF Existential Intelligence
in LiGht of Hope and LoVE as A ReAliTy of LIFE NoW as JoY iN HeaVeN to Be Shared and
Given NoW and some folks less.. me and many others have identified ways of Life in the
Noble Beauty oF Art Wise Toward Light as WeLL as the Noble Beauty of Science that also
Brings Replicate Paths that Work Better than others as Averages come to
show but not always applicable to the Individual View oF BeinG LiGHT
LoVE JoY HoPE Human Now.. yes.. it’s True as a General Rule and Art
too.. smART is LiterAlly comprised of 60 Percent Art and although
there are Genetics Associated with those Human
Beings Greater in Propensity to Excel
MoRE NoW iN Movement and Emotional
and Existential Intelligences And ARTS
(The Chosen Ones as Some May Also Say)
tHeRe is also A Greatest Gift oF Change
in Neuroplasticity iN Rewiring our MiNds
And Body’s IN JuST oNe LiFETiME For LoVELiGHT
NOW and Epigenetics oF uNlocKinG more of HUman
Potential as Gift of Genetic Material from the Struggles
that our Ancestors have overcome as far and far away and
further than even a Furry Rodent Ancestor of 75 Million years
ago before an Asteroid came around 66 Million years ago putting
the Dinosaurs to Death in Extinction.. Creating the Gulf of Mexico too..
And Making Room for that Furry Rodent to eventually come as Human
eYes too.. with a Neo-Cortex that allows me to make a Human New
Sistine Chapel and Judgement of Redemption in Noble Beauty iN
As New Human Wise Renaissance over 7 years and around
12 Million Words and over a 5 Million Word Long
Form Bible Poem in 51 Months aLong with
Close to 8500 Miles of Public Dance
too and yes over 130K Photos
and even A New Age
Nude Art Fuller
of Passion in the style
of a Flesh and Blood Michelangelo
at age 57 without the Use of even Illegal
Anabolic Steroids too.. heHe.. as ‘Arnold’ might Dance
and Sing too.. and unlike the Free Artist Michelangelo who
insisted in doing it his way after a Pope Julius insisted he paint
instead of sculpt back in those days.. no one has made me do this but
the Fire of God WithiN as LiGht and no one controls what i do for in Painting A
Sistine Chapel and or Last Judgement of Love now.. Painting as Words you NoW
Don’t get to leave anything out even if you are the Last Audience Member as You
Act a Play of God in Reality NoW MorE as Truth and LiGht not afraid to address or
undress any TruTH and LIGht NoW and the BesT TruTH and LiGht is someone else PerHaPs
CaN and WiLL Paint EvEN a Greater Sistine Chapel and Last Judgement of Love.. yes.. Greater
than this.. as far as Measurable Results as no one else reasonably is gonna take the effort
to Measure any effort much greater than 280 Twitter Characters these days as a Renaissance
Takes Always a Deep Effort More Than a Shallow one still.. but anyway.. Truth and Light is i’m
just a Human NoW who has been challenged.. Adapts and Changes For LiGht.. if i Can and Will Do
this after Going to Hell and all that other HeaVeN Jazz perhaps someone else will go to Hell and do
even more too.. iN HeaVeN too.. it’s True..
nothing motivates
like Hell to
Get to
if you thiNk
Hell exists for
no Purpose perHaps
you’ve never seen the LiGht
as LiGht alWays CoMes from dARk
No Clouds without Sun and No Pleasure
without Pain.. and the best thing of all is
the Master Peace Painting of God is still Beautiful with the Thorns that come
With Roses as UltiMate Crosses iN Life.. For to understand God WithiN LiVinG
As You.. And to Express all of that Nature one can and will as either Art and or
Science as is to live is to live
to live NoW.. MoRELiGHTLoVE
it’s True2.. tHeRE are Beyond
An InFiniTe NumBeR of Ways
to Dance and Sing a Sistine
Chapel and or a Last
Judgement but
you’ll never do it until You
stARt and NeVeR EnD NoW MoRE
iT’s What God Does as Nature
And we Can and WiLL ReFleCT GoD OceAN
WhOle paRT oF anD As LoVE NoW iN aS HuMaN heART
SPiriT and SoUL as MiNd and BoDy BaLanCinG ForcE aLL..MoRE2
AnYWay.. aLWays Love to Share an Opinion and Art other than mine
And i surely don’t Have to Agree with all of what someone else BRinGS
to the Table of Art and or Science
of Life NoW Not
to Laud exemplarily
Efforts when i Come ACross
Folks who are Doing tHeiR Best
NoW to Find Middle Ground MoRE
Still no Matter
What Culture and
or Religion of Humanity they come from Now..
And i was Rather Happily Surprised that the Monsignor
of the Catholic Church We Continue to Visit.. Since 9/2013..
Sure.. too.. My Old Tennis Buddy from High School too.. moving
From Accountant College School to Eventual Catholic Monsignor
More After that.. as he and others continue to Move the Present Catholic
Church Toward a God of Hope and Love as Victory in Positive Placebo Prayer Impact
Rather than a God of Fear and Hate as Vengeance in Negative Placebo Black Magic
Voodoo Still.. the Best New Age Renaissances are Coated with Love and Someone has
to Sprinkle
the Sugar
in ways to Reach
the Most Folks now..
no use in reinvented
the Wheel when it is already
heAR in Organized and Structured
Effort just Waiting for More of the White MaGiC
oF HopE LoVE That MoVeS Mountains of Happiness More.. in Joy Loves Company
But still there are those who fear change as Genetically Pre-Disposed…
STiLL.. Love Must Dance and Sing Louder to Be Seen and Heard Over
Change Still..
So.. sure that’s wHeRE
The dARk ‘Trumps’ CoME
iN Handy as they Inspire the
LioN HeARt oF LoVE to Roar even Louder..
iT’s True we Need the ‘Trumps’ too as Hard as
A DARk Pill to Swallow as that may Still Be NoW
As No.. he is neither the first or the last Anti-Love Man now
with Status
to Imagine
and Create More
dARk oF FeaR and Hate.. yes..
The Stars Wars of Love vs Hate
Force Continuing Forever NoW as
thE LiGHT ForcE GaiNs Now aGaiN..
AnyWay After you Write A Sistine Chapel
And or Last Judgement after 7 years or so..
You Keep Going for more.. as that is how Heaven
as Art iN HUman Works it never stops.. it is unstoppable as LoVELiGHT STiLL..
but it’s True it took Michelangelo about 10 years to do just those two Works
oF Art but of course
he didn’t have
A Legion
of Geeks
And Nerds to Prepare him a Greater way NoW..
True.. We Do Need Systemizing Science Roads Still
as the 40 Percent of smART as S and M Counts too..:)



“Alien of Creativity”.. By Very Nature and a MacroVerse
From Years to Date as shared by the Very Reliable
Facebook All Free Personal Digital Assistant
Algorithm Robot.. with Eight More to Come..
AnyWay.. Yes.. Alien Creativity Out of the Box By
Very Nature and often very Lonely By Either Choice
or Circumstance as Creativity as Michelangelo And Scientists
who come to only bind with Pigeons For Warm And Fuzzy Love
Like Tesla Come to
Find out aLong
A Path
Most Original
Creativity ever to come NoW
More to Humankind and Perhaps
not even really noticed by many for
Even Hundreds of Years more and more
until what was once Worthless in eyes of
Contemporary.. Even Creative Peers.. strikes
Dollar Amounts of A Million or More Dollars in
Art Galleries and Museums too.. but of course even
Worse.. Aliens without Creativity and even with No
Warms And Fuzzy Feelings
Or Senses
Pigeons too..
No Science Research
even completed all alone
in Feelings and Sense as nothing but
Piece of Paper Existence.. yes.. Aliens
of Hell too.. Reference Point where Any Reason
as Science or Art of Love to go on as Creativity is Beyond
Happiness Compared to emptiness all within in Feeling and
Sensing nothing.. nothing at all.. and i suppose that is paRT oF
why some of the Greatest Accomplishments in Truly Original Creativity
have come for
those who
tHeir way
Back within
through all innate
instinct and intuition
To spARK A Saint Elmo’s
FlaMe and Torch and Even
Bonfire Within Fired uP EveN MoRE
wHeRE one not only Survives but Finds
the Art and Science of LIFe Within To Thrive
no matter if accepted by the Rest of the Tribe or not..
For it’s True in DArk
for those who
Enter that
Place of nothingness.. not
many people will be Brave and
or Strong Enough to Follow one
on the Styx River of BLacK Abyss..
Life is Strange and Truly Change is Best
For Change
CaN And
CoME to
The Better oF LiGHT
For those who Thirst for
Blood of Love iN ART MoST..
So.. Sure.. this goes out to all the Aliens
For i Feel your Pain and Numb And oF
Course Pleasure More for NoW aT LeAST..
And those of us CoMinG ouT oF DARk On A SidE oF LiGHT
From DaRkeST LoNGesT STaYs iN HeLL.. we NoW have a little
more Patience than most to help oTheRs who reAlly Need hELp Stand
BacK uP.. It’s Nice to FeeL aPPreciated as how one may Feel after Receiving
a Wild and Free Bootie Dance of Life only for the Skill of Your Heavenly Dance
And the same for a Couple
of Innocent Folks in the
Mall who say they have
heard your story one sees passing
by and the next week in the Earth Store
Follow you in there.. as An African American
Young Woman as pART of a Duo of another
out of the Box Young Adult Person says this
time can i get a Hug to the Mall Cat Dancer Bearing
Cheers at no Cost but Free aLwaYs NoW.. those are the
Folks one can appreciate the Most for those are the ones who
are unafraid to move.. to connect and create with other folks even more…
Not Everyone is and gets cut out Free to Move and Connect and Create but
those wHo are and Do they are the ones who most often FiNd HeaVeN NexT
And stay
ForeverMore NoW
Be Wild Be Free Be Love
No Longer Alien oF anYthing Be NoW aLL
paRT oF GoD
allone LoVE NoW..:)


“A Girl And A Devil”.. AHeM.. WeLL YeaH.. Katrina surely
Did that for 66 Months.. Sure.. Have YOU ever Really Been the Devil
NoW Have You Ever Seen The Devil Behind Your Face Screaming at
God for Reprieve as you Shout to the Ceiling for why has God Seemingly
NoW To have Totally Forsaken you.. Well then Perhaps you Haven’t Been
“Jesus” NoW.. Particularly
if you throw
the First
Stone NoW against
Any of your So Called
Enemies of Sin other than
Taking the theN Now oF Effort
to Understand why ‘they’ either
KNoW and or FeeL and SensE
NoT whaT they Do NoW for
You As “Jesus” WiLL
AlREady understand
the Place of HeaVeN WiThIN
And now to understand the Place
Without it as if you do not Redeem OTHeRs
So Shall YouR SoW and ReaP Naturally Be For
A GoD oF aLL Most Definitely Does Reign and
Rein FoR aLL Never Separated alWays togeTher aLL
Rains wHeTher you realize YouR So-Called Enemies Living
in So-Called Sin are God or not For they are as much as you..
SomeWheRe on the Path Back to Heaven Within to Give and
Share to all oTheRs too.. SerIOUsly.. Please No Face Palms.. any
Jesus with
WiLL LoVE the
dARKNesS oF God
As MucH As the DaRKNeSS
to and as of God alWays Forevernow..
So God May FiND A HoMe oF LiGHT iN
ALL oF Creation MoRE NoW isReaL HeaR
oN eARTh
in A Reign
of Raining Love toGeTHeR
Forevermore NoW MoRE
For iT iS TruE IT uP To US aLL NoW
To Build a ReaLiTY of GoD As Essence
oF LoVE oTHeRWiSE the DaRk in Fear and Hate WiLL CoMe to RuLe
Doubt it not.. AS HisTory Proves this HuMaN REaLity Time out of Time
Distance out
Space out
of Space LiVinG
iN ScARCiTiES oF Fear
And Hate or Build Cities of
LoVE FuLL oF LiGHT.. The Road is oPen HoPE
For LoVE.. PlEase Don’t Close It Down WitH Paths oF Fear and HaTE..:)


“Revenge of the Dancing Monkeys”.. NoW to Change the Mood somEwhat
DramaticAlly.. Hmm.. SpeaKinG oF A Story oF A Single Dude Named Jesus NoW
Somewhere Around a Couple oF ThouSanD Years ago Reported to Hang Around
With The more Wild and Freer Element of the
Village ‘Associating’
With Prostitutes
and the
Such Looking for
A Place to rest with
empty pockets.. so.. wHeRe
Does the Libido of Muse come for
Parables of Transcendent Ascendent
Ecstatic Meditation More.. Well as Science
Shows an element of practicing Sensuality as
Such Hours on End Consensually as Such can
and Will Work Mindlessly Fully Ware more in close
to Theta Brain Waves for the Rhythm and the Melody
of the Collective Subconsciousness to grow even wider
to a SupraOrganism of MiNd and BoDy MoRE TogeThER
As HUMaNs out of time and distance and space even more
oN A Dance Floor oF Free.. NoW it’s True to Generate Access
to the Divine oF aRt aS Poetry perHAps Jesus just Danced
Naked in the Wilderness to get Closer to the Divine
Element oF GoD aLL to poetically express
That Essence MoRe
But it’s
True it’s
Quicker when
tHeRE are at Least
two for you See wHat they
say in ‘that book’ about when
two or more come together as
Spirits in a place where tHere
is no Marriage of Ownership
in the Kingdom of WiThiN
Heaven Over otHeRS NoW
otHeRS that Give and Share
All NoW Naked and Free as Verse
37 of the Gospel of Thomas Suggests too
So.. According to the Deeper Meanings at lEAst.. NoW.. MoRE..
Sounds a whole Lot more like WoodStock than any Stifling Mass..
But of Course that dePends on if you are open minded and bodied
And overall as Liberal as Jesus of course would have had to Be as
Science Overall Shows NoW to be As Creative as Him otherWise
You might
See an
Anti-Jesus like
Trump as ‘YouR’
Lord and Savior now
All clothed Away From Naked
And Free Child of God alWays NoW
Born AgaIN the sAMe Way he came out.. from God.. NaKeD Free
Through the ‘Channel’ of So-Called Mother Mary oF CourSe.. oN CourSE..:)


“Balance of All Ah on Finger Tips”.. MacroVerse from Two Years ago NoW
And i have a Secret.. WeLL.. iTs NoT reAlly A Secret for i SinG with Choirs
oF ANgELs In Catholic Church when they say me i mean you
only you for it’s
not about
me for if it
was there would
be no you.. i mean
seriously do you really
Think God wants to be
Separated from all this Fun..
Duh.. Biggest God Facebook..
i Mean Face Palm of aLL he
He oF all it’s all about you all
Points oF LiGht
iN HuMan
JoY NoW HoPe
And LoVe CoMe to Fruition
GReaTer oF CourSE oR the OthER
pLacE NoW tHat soMe Humans SAdly
Create For God in Fear and Hate.. UgH..
And Misery Loves Company More.. SerIOUsly..
Don’t you thiNk God Rather Lives as Love thaN HaTe
but sure that’s the Price of Having more than much more than
one set of eYes WitH Relative Free Will FoR A DaRk and LiGht
in aLL
oF Creation MoRE
GroWinG as LoVE And
Hope and or Descending as
Fear and Hate more Down.. ugh
Rise uP PleASe MoRE as ‘they’ Dance
and Sing MoRE..
if you can
and will
SpeakinG WiTh
GoD eYes oF courSE FReER or NoT..
anyWay.. it’s true some of they as in you do
Follow me all around town with smART Phones
Capturing me LiVE JusT For the RecorD MoRE..HeHE..
Sure.. Folks Uploading the ART oF mY SoUL iN Dance EvEN MoRE FReED..;)


“RISE ALL Ye Cats of Good Cheer”.. YeS.. Synchronistically as Such
CoMing iN aS Facebook Algorithm Provided MacroVerse Memories..
Please Do Rise.. As Reason and Art BeCoMe A BaLanCinG ForCE
PeR DancE and SonG oF Two Hemispheres of Brain as Two
Ones of 11K Bridge toGeTheR aS oNE.. H8 BeYoND iNFiNiTY
Standing TaLL FoR LoVELiGHT NoW.. Sure.. From Longitudes
oF Head to Toe Spread Out Holding Hands for Two HemisPHerE’s
oF EartH iN LaTiTudEs And LonGiTudES From Head to Toe
oF EaRTh in Reverse Style too.. in oTheR Words..
Any Metaphor WiLL WorK as LonG as You
GeT A RiFF oF MY DriFT..
Don’t Be Afraid oF
thE DaRK
And SurELy PlEase
Do not Be Cynical oF LiGHT..
For LanGuaGes oF LoVELiGHT iN
All the Forms of Words and other Abstract
Humanly Constructed Symbols Do tHeir Best
to Approximate the Essence oF GoD LiVinG
WiThiN ALL oF US STiLL NoW.. as SurELy LoVE GRoWiNG MoRE..:)


“5 Year Square Neptune Saturn Me”..

As i Celebrate
iT aLL
aS SuCh oF
CourSE WRiTE oN CourSe..:)


“A Thanksgiving Place in the SUN”

Hmm.. almost now to Work-out according to my HuMaN MaDe cLocK..
but at least i gain an ending Source Song out of this hehe..
at LeasT..:)


“Fried Forgiving Turkeys”

Hey.. iF A TurKey
Can and
aLL oF uS
So CaN YoU2..:)


“12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Hmm.. Something about
500 Miles and
and Mary
if you get
the New Riff..
And sure a more conservative
Estimate of Words STiLL in this
Record oF MacroVerse One Year
Later sTiLL aT ARouND 12 MiLLioN
Words as i Kinda Like that Number 12
as HoLY and SaCrED FuLL oF eVeN
MoRE MeaNinG and PurPoSE NoW
As Verily SpeaKinG THaT’s HoW YA
Continue to FiNd YouR PlAcE in and as a SuN.. oF HeaVen
iN THaT KinGDoM NoW.. Sure A Star a Galaxy and the UniVeRSe
As Reflection aLL oF GoD eVEN MoRE NoW aS NoWs coNtiNue to GroW
Forevermore NoW
And as LonG aS oNe
is MoVinG CoNnecTinG
AnD CreaTiNG iN aLL HoLY
And SaCreD Meaning and Purpose
oF LoVE iN HearT as SpiRiT and Mind
And BoDy BaLanCinG SoUL As LoVE
WeLL.. Let’s JusT DancE and SinG the TiMe WarP NoW
And at this Rate a New Keyboard as a Digital Piano for
Words may
not be
Far AHeaD..
as i have surELy
Pecked this thing
With Love EVeN MORE NoW..
as this Concludes this 33th/137th/808th
MacroVerse Respectively of “Facebook Profile
Pic Bible 2018” at the 6th Month Point of that Effort
Now and “Nether Land Bible 2017” at the 18th Month
Point of that Effort NoW and yes “SonG oF mY SoUL”
at the 51st Month of that Effort all NoW Combined as LoVELiGHT iSReaL..
as this MacroVerse all NoW titled.. “7 YeArSoLD Free Online WRiTe i AM”..:)

11.27.17.. 6:47 PM..:)

Writing Finished in a 5.9 Day
Effort with Another Day Coming to Publish Online.. Putting iT aLL ToGeTHeR..:)











BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels..:)



41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel..:)



338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)


KATiE MiA FredericK!iI

5 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
“SonG oF mY SoUL”..:)
Approximately 44,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
“CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs”..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
oF LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

“GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG”
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..;)

After Book oF Fred

“After Book of Fred”
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

“6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

“After Dance oF Fred”
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

“Book oF Ten Sixteen”..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

“New Testament oF Eleven iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen”

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

“12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016”

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..
Longgg.. NoW..;)

“2nd NT iN HeaVen TwELve ‘Sixteen”

Included as 13 Macro-Verse liNks iN
Grand Cross Bible 2016.. 181,291 words..:)


“Grand Cross Bible 2016”

61 Macro-Verse chapter liNks
provided in this last chapter as
full table of contents oF A 915K
Word.. Personal Bible aS SucH..
Written from Memorial Day
2016 and finished and
published 7 months
later on Christmas
Day oF 2016..
Yes.. somE
F iN
aS thiS beComeS theN
mY 9th book completed
iN Star Year 2016 that ranges..
yes.. approaching 2 MilLioN words..
iNclusive oF 12 MilLioN.. over 6 years
written and recorded NoW oNline too..
Y.. yeS.. oF course.. ’cause i CaN Do WiLL..
thE ForcE
oF uNConDiTioNal
Fearless smART LoVe
wRiTe oN cOUrse.. NoW..:)


“KATiE MiA FredericK 2016 A Year in Review”

A ReView oF A Record Years of Record years..:)


“CoLoRs of HeAVeN Bible 2017”

991K words
66 Macro-Verse Table of Contents Chapter liNks WiTH
5 added as a revision to ‘Grand Cross Bible 2016’
wHeRe A iSReaL Revelation oF HeaVeN
is made at the
eNd and continuing
beGiNNinG aS WeLL..:)


“VicTorY LaP iN HeAVEn 2017”

The rise oF A MiLLioN
Word Bible theN aT
Over 1.01 MiLLiON
Words and suRE..
A Victory Lap GoinG
aLong wiTh aLL thaT iS
And This aT thE 67th MacroVerse
oF thaT Bible.. pArt oF Ocean Whole Poem more..:)


“CelebRaTinG 42 MoNths iN HeAVEn”

Yes.. most Definitely Worth
Celebrating and noting
in Epic way too..:)


“Nether Land Bible 2017”

NoW A Third ReViSiOn of a Personal
MiLLioN plUs Word Bible
at this 69th MacroVerse
with liNks
to the
rest of the Bible
MacroVerse Chapters
arriving at 1,052,137 words
total at this 69th MacroVerse poinT
as words continue in coMiNg MacroVerses
after this 69th MacroVerse as nows continue to Go oN..NoW..aLLFReED..LonGeR..;)


“7000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 42 Months..:)






The Joy of Dance.. A Record of over a thousand
Smiling Faces.. yes.. mostly Women and me..
at Old Seville Quarter.. iN a record
of three years of Dancing tHeRe..
and note.. in the last liNk.. the Blog
Spot Blogger Version of this doesn’t
include all the pictures aS
iT has limits more than me..
And WordPresS.. heHe..
WitH aLL the photos
heRe.. iNcluded iN
tHese WordPress LiNks..:)


“MesSage iN A Bible Bottle” as liNked aBove…
The 88th MacroVerse of “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
As juST aNotheR MileSToNe.. aS the Bible aRiSes to
1,317,310 words iN A 10th Month Effort..
Since the BegINNinG MacroVerse
Publish on Memorial Day of
2016.. titLed as First
MacroVerse then.. As
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe”
aS liNked



“MFOAB EasTeR 2.0+” as LiNked aBove.. at this PoiNT..
The 93rd MacroVerse of  “Nether Land Bible 2017”.. NoW
Mother/Father Of All Blogs or Bibles EasTeR 2.0+.. cALL
iT whAT you May.. tHe esSeNce reMaiNs heAR fuLL aT LeASt..
aT LeASt as iT would fiT iN Word Press while 22,801 words..
and somewhere around 450 photos was too much for
my Blog Spot Blogs.. so i had to painfully Truncate
the Family Photos out of the Blog Spot Versions..
However.. Word Press to the rescue as the
wHOle 93rd MacroVerse Doubling NoW
as 764th MacroVerse of Ocean wHOle
Poem.. “SonG oF mY SoUL”..
aS LonGeST Recorded LonG
ForM PoeM iN Google Records..
Exceeding sTiLL .. over 4 MilLioN
words to this dAte of 4.18.17 publish..
wiTh this 93rd MacroVerse MaKinG
A Grand total of 1,402,296 words
as “Nether Land Bible 2017”..
aS sTarTinG Memorial Day
oN  31st May 2016 wiTh
MacroVerse number one
oF that effort per “tSuNaMi
7th waVe oFLoVe”.. surELy
prophetic then NoW of whAT
was and is STiLL to coMe NoW
as tHis Bible Effort.. Soon to Double
thE Old King James effort size TaKinG
then Centuries over a Thousand years to
complete NoW in English Print WiTh uNtOld
Scribe hands in the total PiE of BiBle.. WitH
both unintentional changes along the Century
scribe way with no XeroX MachineS and sure..
Intentional ones2 as HoLY SpiRit can BRinG
any hUman iN deep deep CreATiVity witHin
as leaps of logic as aRT.. iN metapHoRuS
oF Quantum miNd and BoDy BaLanCing
Force unLeAShed and reLeAsed from
within.. yeP thAT KinGDoM oF GoD
aT Hand iN thIs Generation Meta
pHorUs STuFF too.. yeS2..
And SeNsEd WiThiN
too.. aBove.. so beLoW..
iNsIDe.. ouTsiDe and
aLL ARouNd too.. NoW
AKA allthatis GoD paRT
aS oUrs wHOle too.. so.. sure
maY thE Force Be WiTh yoU NoW2..
And also WiTh mE2.. KaRmA DancEs
AnD SinGS as aNy CosMiC DanCeR
WiLL juST Do iT iN ViCtory oVer VengeANCE.. WaY2..
iN ALL FREE UNiVerse as GoD eYeS and eARs.. hUman 2..:)


“PHI Bible”.. 1,618,000 words AKA 1.618M words iN 104 MacroVerses
spanning precisely 1 Year of Writing Duration per
“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17” that houses
the Entire Table of Contents from
MacroVerse 1 through 104..
anyWay.. stARting with
“tSuNaMi 7th WaVe
oF LoVe” as
Number 1
linked agAiN Below..
as reAlly the Golden Mean
Ratio of 1.618 IS A SiGNATuRe
oF God EveryWheRe we Look.. so.. now.. yes..
this too is like a Prayer or Hand Print and Breath of God aS iN mE2..:)



“Memorial Days Bible 2016-17”.. TabEL oF ConTenTS For “PHI Bible”.. plUS..;)


“SoN oF Google NoW2”..
JusT ‘Cause eVeRiLY A 1.618
MilLioN Word 1 yeaR oLd “PHI
Bible” Needs a Tribute
to too2..;)


“1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”.. 1,820,416 Words in 117 MacroVerses
spanning 13.6 Months per “6th Bible Memorial” that houses the Entire Table
of Contents from MacroVerses 1 through 117.. StARTinG WitH “tSuNaMi
7th WaVE oF LoVe” as Number 1 MacroVerse linked Above..
in “PHI Bible” too.. sitting NoW aS Book MarK oF juST
AnoTheR Bible and Long Form Poem  Milestone
Exceeding the previous Long Form Longest
Poem titled as the “Mahābhārata” from India
as recorded on the Resource of Wiki.. as 788
MacroVerses NoW As “SoNG oF My SoUL”
NoW at 5 Million Words.. approaches
that feat times three on or about the
Milestone of 5.4 Million words
in the coming neXT few months..
as at this point the last 117 MacroVerses
Average 15,555 Words per each MacroVerse..
WitH More to come
As WRiTinG
FLoWs oN iN ZoNe..:)


“6th Bible Memorial”..
Celebration of Six Milestone
Bibles and “SonG oF mY SoUL”
Ocean WhOLe LonGesT LonG
ForM Poem aRiSinG to 6
times the size of the
Old King James
Version oF A
Bible in 47
Months at
Around 5 Million Words..
Also includes the Table of Contents
to “1.82M WorD LOnG FoRM BiBlE CoMeS AGAiN”
for the 13.6 Months it took to write that one Chapter
Bible iN overall Bible as “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. and
of course appropriate dedications to those who
did and do continue to muse my LiFE wHoLe
iN MiNd
and BoDy BaLanCinG
Force aS  SpiRiT oF HeaRT
DanCinG and SinGinG NoW FReED NoW2..:)




“SonG oF mY SoUL FouR YearS Old”



Three Links aBove CoMinG NoW aS Trilogy of MacroVerses Celebrating a HighSchool-like
Graduation of Writing “SonG of mY SouL”.. 5 Million Word Plus Longest Long Form Free
Verse Poem also Doubling as Longest Bible written by a Human Being too on Record
at Least in Google Purview.. bypassing any organizational requirements to
record it in any official record books as that’s what the Internet is..  A
Biggest Overall Bible Unabridged JoiNinG WitH aLL HuWoMaN
Hands who care to contribute anoTHeR Verse to
thiS NeW AGE UniVerSe with No Sun or
Moon online in the Nethersphere of
Art and Science of Human
Potential through
SHades of Grey
through BlacKesT
Abyss and
RainBoW CoLorS
oF HuWoMaN FeeLinGS
And SenSeS AcTuALLy Experienced
iN wHaT reALLy Counts as thE Happiness
oF LiFE HoLDinG HanDS toGeTHeR oN HiGHesT
Mountain Tops Grounded WiTh HuWoMaN LoVE NoW..
Anyway.. A Four-Year Celebration of Doing this on Word Press
along with close to 8 ThoUSAnD MiLes of Public Dance iN
A FouR YeaR sPaN too.. Kindergarten Before that as
MetapHorUS Writing on the Wrong Planet and
Pre-School Before that in 606 Months
oF Life.. including three College
Degrees then before
i started writing
online on Thanks
Giving 2010.. 33 years
of Work.. sure ..19 years of
School in sitting style to go along
with all of that too.. then.. as we evolve as Wisdom NoW
And Beauty iN LoVe or we fall to ‘the other place’ NoW2..
oH yeaH.. So wHat’s neXt.. UniVerSiTy LeVeL LiFe alWays
FiNaLs NoW and as alWays JusT Paths oF Journey NoW LiGHT.


“BoWLiNG ALLeY DaYs BeGiN AGAiN 2017”

iN KeePinG WiTH SuRPriSeS iN PLaiN SiGHT.. NoW
A FourTH ArM oF A Fred HeRRiCaNE CoMeS NoW
WitH CaLM CenTeR BaLanCinG ForcE oF FaiTH aS
PuRE LoVE NoW.. aS A TRiLoGY NoW GaiNS A FourTH pART too..
RiSinG ARiSinG THiS FouR pART StorY NoW To WeLL oVeR tHosE
aForE MeNTioNeD NuMBeR oF Prophecy Photos to OVeR 2K NoW too..
WHeRE ‘MiNi-sToRy’ CoMeS iN FouR ParT HaRMoNY WHoLE NoW aLL aT 83,303 WorD2s..:)


“LioN KinG SHoW MusT Go oN 2017”

A Fifth Arm Doubling NoW aS A Ninth
Arm stARTinG wiTh MacroVerse
“6th Bible Memorial”
As the actual First
Arm too of what
WiLL Come after
the 10th MacroVerse
CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
As the 11th Arm of a Third
New Testament since 2016
Adding Another 180K words or so
to “Nether Land Bible 2017” as that
Longest Long Form Poem aRises to 2 MilLion
Words just Behind “SonG oF mY SoUL” STiLL at 5 MilLion words plUS..:)


“8000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!”

Celebrating 8000 Miles of Public Dance in 48
Months as this MacroVerse also Doubles as
10th Arm and Chapter of a Third New
Testament as the 11th
MacroVerse comes neXt NoW
Also Celebrating 2 Million Words..:)



“EQUiNoX DanCE CoMeS AGAiN 2017″
Morphs into “SiGNaTuRE CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN”
As This Title Change is NoW Complete For a Third New
Testament that also CoMeS as this Title NoW too..Complete..:)


“THiRD oF oCToBeR ’17 Dreams oN”.. Also identified in the Body
of this 12th MacroVerse of Third New Testament oF “SiGNaTuRE
CoMeS BeFoRE A SoN” as “New World Love 800th MacroVerse”
And “New World Love October ’17 Surprise” and sure.. pART
And ParcEL too of 5 Million Word Long Form Poem Plus
So Far “SonG oF mY SoUL”.. And the 129th MacroVerse
of PLuS 2 Million Word Long Also Longest
Long Form Poem Named “Nether Land
Bible 2017” at the number two position
in Rank Below the 5 Million Word pLuS
aLSo kNoWn as Bible “SonG oF
mY SoUL” and First Ranked
Longest Long Form Poem in the
History of Recording Long Form Poems
on Searchable Google Results at least..hehe..
iN other words it’s just numbers anyway.. huh..
empiricAlly MeASurAblE “John 14:12” Efforts too…
otHeRWise who will ever believe i actually did and do
it without the Money of Evidence Without any Washington
Bills and Lincoln Cent Sents to Water Down the Value of mY
soUL as the
isReaL DeaL
Going Down NOW.. FREE
yes..  just for FucKinG FuN iF
yoU SeeK iN thE GoD oF NaTuRe
As NaTuRe pART OceaN WHoLE
WaVe NoW iN oTheR Words
Be all you can BE WitH
GoD aLL or NoT
YouR ChoicE
iN HoW eVer yoU ArT
And SciencE LiFE NoW MoRE


“A SaVaNT oF LoVE”

WeLL iT’s True.. NoW2..  Every Third
New Testament NoW Needs a Thirteenth
MacroVerse to complete The Effort More
Fully in 12 weeks also kNoWn as 84 days..
as this Third New Testament NoW completes
at  255,193 Words as pART WhoLe of ‘Nether Land
Bible 2017’ NoW aT  2,076,239 Words as in the 130th
MacroVerse of that effort as pART wHole
“SonG oF mY SoUL”  as this is the 801st
MacroVerse of that Effort too..  continuing
on past 5 Million Words in the 50th Month
of that whole Writing Expedition aLong WitH
oVer 8000 Miles of Public Dance in the sAMe
50 Month Period of Human CLock tiMe too..
also Soon to enter into the 84th Month and
Completion of 7 Years of Writing aRound
12 MilLion Words or so online since
Thanks Giving Day of 2010.. jUSt
an online Babe of Sorts i was
then2.. heHe.. and sure..
neXt milestone heAR..
likELy a cELebRatioN
of thaT 7th Birthday
oF oNline eXisTenCeHeRE2..;)