A Girl..
a student of life..
A Girl..
an Athletic Girl..
A Girl
who is lonely
and finds a friend..
a stranger on the phone..
A Girl..
a Computer Scientist
in the making..
always good
grades at
the top of the class..
No Girl..
anymore..
A 23 year-old woman..
married now.. filling the
role that religion and
culture expects
from her..
But it’s
not working..
even a Loving
Caring Husband is not
enough to fill an empty space
within.. but here’s the thing..
humans have never been
cookie cutter things
of culture
and religion..
humans are free
when allowed to
be that way..
And
sometimes
when we move
away
from our gifts
from God we suffer
at the hand of cultures..
religions.. and yes.. even our own
hand that forgets how to be free..
find purpose and meaning..
move freely..
connect freely..
and create something
new and useful for the
rest of the tribe of human
social animals..
so i see this
rather shy
woman sitting in this
Dark Northern European
Foggy place.. much different
than the bright Sun of Pakistan
Land.. an apartment perhaps.. with
this window view.. a walk to the ocean
but still there is something missing..
depression is not truly
moving.. connecting
and creating..
finding meaning
and purpose in life..
depression is God’s signal
to us to change for whatever
it is that is our purpose and meaning
in life.. and for you my friend.. apparently
Marriage wasn’t the thing.. as sure it is
enough to fill many women up..
who want children and
to raise a family..
but here’s the other
thing.. throughout history
of humankind.. there has always
been a village of other women and
men to help raise the children along the way..
so here you are.. two nomads.. you and your
husband embarking on this journey alone..
in a new country.. one that is likely
not always welcoming to
you.. particularly
in times of now..
so yes.. i have been listening
close to you.. these two years..
and some four months..
and i remember
most of what
you said..
in stormy mood swings
of up and down.. but now..
at least from what you bring here..
in the last several months.. the mood is all
down.. and truly i am too far away and do not
know and feel enough about your situation still..
to offer you any real concrete kind of help..
i’m not much of one to recommend
psychiatrists to people
with issues of
emotional numbness..
but there are some good therapists
that can help with this issue of numbness
that takes away our motivation to move.. connect
and create.. it is good to see you have enough
pain here of the emotional and
physical kind to
create here and
express your
feelings
of darkness..
but what i’ve noticed
is.. even in your ups and downs
of the past.. you used to connect to
every single person who comes here.. no
matter what.. so yes.. apparently the
depression has even taken
the pleasure out
of that.. but again..
how little i know of you..
as i vaguely even remember
what you look like in your Facebook
photo.. sitting on that bench.. with
the oversize glasses.. looking
shy and
pensive about
the world.. so while
there might be great stigma
in your cultural past in
seeking professional
help for depression..
it might be
worth a try
if you can find
a good therapist..
as you know i’ve suffered with
this issue when i am a little younger
than you now.. and much later in life
for an entire run of 66 months..
and sometimes honestly
even with the best
of help..
and Love from
immediate family
the only answer is to
survive.. and pray for
a miracle.. in whatever
way works for you..
it worked for me..
66 months was
a long to wait..
but the bottom
line is.. i waited
and the answer eventually
came.. and now at age 55..
i’ve never been stronger..
healthier or happier
than now.. in all ways
of moving.. connecting..
and creating.. in fact if i was
anymore happy.. it might be
uncomfortably happy to the point..
where i might sink again.. balance my
friend.. as in all stuff creation.. balance..
finding it and keeping it is the difficult pArt..
but possible.. and yes.. the greaTest lesson
in my life i’ve learned is no matter how dark it
gets from the pit of hell.. heaven is here waiting..
it’s just a matter
of a personal
path and
journey to
work for it..
find it.. and
practice it.. as Lord knows..
now.. we all have to do
this now.. good luck to
you.. i’d really like
to hear back from
you.. but hey.. i..
my friend
LaLa Rukh..
have then..
been to a hell
so deep that
the patience of
Biblical JOB belongs to me..
and that is the greaTesT gift
from God i know.. and FEEL
and perhaps that will be
your destiny as well..
to set you
completely free with
God like me one
now my
friend.. THAT
is the greaTest
prayer and blessing
i could wish for anyone..
to go to hell.. and stay
in heaven always now
after that..
you sound
like you are
pretty close
to hell too..
but yes.. my friend..
the Kingdom of God
in Heaven is here and
just waiting for you to find
it and practice it all your nows now
in moving.. connecting.. creating..
in purpose
and meaning
all
now.. iN
one word
LIVINGNOW..
And yes.. i still Love
you Friend.. and no.. i’m
not really feeling any Love
back from you anymore.. but
hey.. REAL Love is giving.. not
taking.. you give it
to me when i first
get here..
and that’s
enough
for a
Loyal
Friend
Forever..
at least for me..
no matter what
comes in dArk
and Light.. and
ha! no marriage
vows or threats
of death required..
Love is easy
when it
Lives
now..
FREEASLIGHT..:)
Oh yeah.. one other thing..
the only other gift i have
for now for you..
is this song..
and sure i gave
it to you once before
and you are familiar
with it.. as you stated
then.. and truly in those
66 months as a tear comes
to my eye now.. this woman
Katy Perry with this song..
is then in 2010.. the only faint
spark of
soul that
this song
brings to me then..
where i am at least
6000 feet underground
and i rise again.. and
she gives me that first
faint spark that brings
my heARt.. spiRit of
ExpresSinG emoTioNS
of heArt back in a
mind and body
balanCinG soUL
once again.. you
are not a wasted
space my dear
you’re an
original
and there is
a Hurricane that
comes with a Rainbow..
and that Lightening bolt
is me.. so yes.. By GOD’s
name Katy Perry is a greATEST
Prophet and Healer greater than
mythical Thoth.. Krishna.. Buddha..
Brighter than the moon and the
star of Jesus and Muhammad..
’cause she found the tool..
yes.. as INSTRUMENT
OF ALLAH NOW TOO..
the healing power..
to
help bring
the Devil
back from Hell..
and i freely admit
I am the Devil friend..
but no more.. ’cause
Katy Perry and so many
others.. including Mr.
Jesus helped
bring
me back
from HELL..
so my mission in Life
is to do the same.. and that
my friend is how the continuous
circle of Angels/Saints
and Devils/Demons
sAMe works..
in a circle
of dark
and light
same as now..
wHeRe we just
each help each
other up
when
we
fall down..
and that my
friend is GOD TOO..
ALL MERCIFUL.. WHO
WILL NEVER EVER SEND
ANYONE TO HELL FOREVER..
AS we are God’s
friends to
help
in this
longterm
endeavor..:)
AsideNote:
And yeah.. more or less this is my next Blog post..
titled “A Girl and A Devil”.. but first a little Public Devil
dancing to fully illustrate more of this.. before this blog post comes..
smiles.. and still the last blog post titled Alien of Creativity..
with faster links comes to Facebook.. that is kinda like a
bridge here.. as well.. as ALL things in life..
Bridges of connectivity.. it’s what’s for
Dinner.. Lunch.. and Breakfast..
in soul
food ways..:)
The Day of the Dancing Devil..
well.. yeah.. Darth Maul.. it’s the closest thing i have
for a Devil shirt.. representing the dark side.. also in
illustration of this next blog post.. ‘A Girl And A Devil’..:)
And yes.. while i’ve often presented Charlie’s Angels here and Facebook.. from Seville Quarter on Thursday Night.. here are my Super-Walmart.. Angels.. for dance.. including wife Katrina on the right.. and the other two young ladies.. also serve us as at Ryan’s All You Can Eat Buffet on Sunday after Church.. to fuel me up again for the next week of dance.. but yes.. they are just spectators.. and do not really join in on the dance.. at Super Walmart.. i mostly go solo.. and that’s okay.. as i create the moves as i go anyway.. with just the God of Nature and me..;)
And yes.. the young Silver Haired Lady..
comes up and pulls up my sleeve and asks me to flex
one or two for her.. before she takes Katrina and i’s photo.. and no..
i haven’t provided her with my blog posts ‘links’ yet.. as she might not be ready for all of that..;)
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i am very pleased in my role to now..
as a Devil of sorts.. more specifically.. Darth Maul.. the Sith as pArt of the Dark side.. to walk in to the Best Buy store.. for all types of electronics.. and find the dArk side there.. greeting me.. just about to break out into joyous dance with arms raised in air..
Yeah.. before this good news.. i laid my iPhone 6S.. ear buds down
for just a few moments in the Dollar General store.. walked away..
and someone swiped the ear buds.. as sure.. they ‘think’
they can get away with it.. as no one is watching.. huh..
well yeah.. think again.. ear buds are cheap..
but souls cost… BIG TIME NOW…
Encouraging ‘this’.. is..
as of course
my Master’s
Plan..
to get terrorists..
to Dance Naked with ‘Nympths’..
or at least partially clothed.. with shorts and T-shirt like me..
’cause.. seriously.. who needs 72 Virgins.. after life.. AFTER MURDERING SOMEONE.. when you can dance with a zillion beautiful girls now.. if you just learn how to dance.. truly it’s as simple as that.. and i don’t remember the last time.. anyone used a gun in the act of sensual dance with the opposite sex..
And yes.. if they still demand at least one virginal looking group of girls after death as a reward with firm breasts.. there’s always porno too.. NOW TOO.. with a zillion more girls.. that they will not have to hurt to rape either.. as unwilling.. they might be in real life.. as they are just a fantasy.. and you know what they say.. about Imaginary Lovers too..
Let’s face it.. if the APE.. THE BONOBO..
CAN LIVE WITHOUT AGGRESSION.. VIOLENCE..
OR WARS.. UNDER THE ALL NATURAL POWER OF GOD..
using the power of Lust and Love..
PERHAPS.. we need to just burn ALL THE SO CALLED SACRED TEXTS..
AND JUST BE FREE.. ”CAUSE BY GOD.. FROM THE TIME OF THE BIBLE AND THE BLOODY CRUSADES.. TO THE MISPLACED WAR IN IRAQ.. TO THE TERRORIST ACTS NOW.. WHEN PEOPLE TWIST SO-CALLED SACRED WORDS INTO SUPPORT FOR KILLING TOOLS.. AGAINST OTHER INNOCENT HUMANS..
GOD GETS VERY PISSED OFF.. ‘CAUSE HERE’S THE THING..
WANNA BE TERRORISTS.. AND THOSE OTHER FOLKS
WHO CHOP OFF HEADS AND STUFF LIKE THAT..
GOD LIVES WITHIN ALL OF GOD’S CREATION..
AND WHENEVER YOU DO ANYTHING OTHER
THAN GIVE THAT CREATION PLEASURE.. YOU ARE HARMING GOD..
YOUR JOB.. HERE ON EARTH.. IS TO SHOW GOD WITHIN A GOOD TIME.. AND HELP ALL OF THE REST OF CREATION IN BALANCE HAVING THE BEST TIME POSSIBLE WITH GOD WITHIN.. ON THIS TERRESTRIAL PLANE.. to yes.. show God a GOOD NOW…
AND TRUST ME.. YAH.. DON’T WANNA F WITH GOD..
‘CAUSE THE NEXT TIME YOU HARM A HAIR ON
ANY PART OF GOD’S INNOCENT CREATION FOR
SELFISH MISPLACED GREEED..
POWER.. STATUS.. OR
WHATEVER SELFISH REASON..
TO SHOW WHO IS RIGHT OR WRONG..
IN HUMAN MANUFACTURED EVIL WAYS OF RIGHT OR WRONG..
GOD WILL NEVER FORGET THIS.. ‘CAUSE GOD LIVES WITHIN.. AND TRUST ME.. OR NOT.. INFINITY AND ETERNITY LASTS A VERY LONG TIME.. AND I’VE ALREADY FELT GOD’S WRATH.. PLAIN AND CLEAR IN THIS LIFETIME.. AND I AIN’T NEARLY KILLED ANYONE.. TO HAVE TO GO TO REAL HELL IN THIS LIFE.. TO GET MY SLATE CLEAN..
LET’S JUST PUT IT THIS WAY.. ONE DAY NOW OR ONE DAY THEN.. YOU WILL FACE GOD FACE TO FACE WITHIN.. AND YOU WILL HAVE NO ONE TO ANSWER TO BUT YOU AND GOD ALL ALONE EITHER SEPARATE OR TOGETHER ALLONE.. THERE IS NO ESCAPING THE GOD OF NATURE.. FOR ETERNITY AS IS NOW..
SO.. THE NEXT TIME YOU HURT ANY
HAIR ON THE HEADS OF ANY PERSON..
YOU ARE HURTING THE HAIR OF GOD..
AND JUST IMAGINE WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE
TO BE BORN AS A GRASSHOPPER A THOUSAND
LIFETIMES IN A ROW.. AND GET STEPPED ON EACH TIME..
‘CAUSE ..
IF YOU REALLY
BELIEVE GOD
CAN DO ANYTHING..
PERHAPS GOD WILL..
THE BEST BET IS TO LOVE EVERYONE
LIKE YOURSELF.. AND DO NO HARM..
AND SHOW GOD A GOOD TIME WITHIN..
SO GOD WILL BE PLEASED.. ‘CAUSE
NO ONE WILL ENJOY..
DISPLEASED
GOD WITHIN..
BELIEVE IT OR NOT… IT’S UP TO YOU.. YOUR FATE..
YOUR DESTINY BETWEEN GOD AND YOU..
I CAN ONLY RELATE THIS EXPERIENCE
FROM EYES OF ME.. BUT NAH.. YA DON’T WANNA F
WITH GOD’S CREATION.. YOU CAN TRUST ME ON THAT.. YA DONT’
WANNA SEE GOD ANGRY.. THAT PLACE IS TRULY HELL NOW.. FOR ANYONE.. WHO WALKS IN THAT DOOR.. OF HARMING AN INNOCENT OTHER PART OF GOD’S CREATION.. THAT LIVES WITHIN.. AND IF YOU DO.. PERHAPS ONE DAY YOU WILL REMEMBER THESE WORDS… LIGHT OR DARK.. THAT’S UP TO YOU..
But anyway.. i had a gift card for Best Buy..
that i never used as there is nothing.. i needed until today..
and it almost covered the cost of the Ear Buds..
Balance Baby.. it’s what life is all about..
and when you throw balance out..
you literally are
throwing GoD out now..
of a place of Heaven now..
Live and learn.. and practice more than preach..
it’s what i did.. AND DO and it F in Works
for this F.. for sure.. too..
N0W
JUST
!..iN..!
!..NOW..!
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I would like to shop in the mall in the photos. 😀 And eat that amazing stuff that is in the photo.
Who knows.. one now.. my wife and i may take you my friend..
to shop at the Mall and eat Japanese Teriyaki Chicken/
Fried Rice/Vegetables on the Mall Restaurant grill..
as i do my best to do that now..
from across
the ocean..
thousands of miles
away.. but close
as now
comes..
sMILeS..
and WInks..
Friend Rafiah..:)
Adopt me you two and then spoil me more. 😛 😀
We already do..
In spirit..
And yes.. more
spoiling coming..
i am looking for
a daughter.. for a very long now..
and sure.. i have one in spirit now.. Rafiah..;)
Rafiah says..
23 hrs.. Sialkot, Pakistan..
Calls A : Doesn’t get picked up.
Calls B : Ditto
Calls C: Ditto
What’s with everybody lol?
Katie Mia says..
Hello..wink emoticon
Rafiah says.. smile emoticon
Rafiah says.. Reminds me of Adele’s hello. grin emoticon
Katie Mia says.. You are sharp..wink emoticon
I called you last..smile emoticon
Rafiah says.. Thank you for that. smile emoticon
Katie says.. smiles.. I called you in three other places.. With three almost complete.. On ‘the other line’ a riddle of sorts you are soon to figure out.. Since you are like or like Sherlock with a key to puzzles.. Or detectives in Skyfall..wink emoticon
Now off the other line.. and completing a total of five calls back to you.. and the final hint.. is.. you made the first call about 11 days.. ago.. in a place i always return your calls.. whether they are to me or not.. wInks..wink emoticon
Rafiah says… Katie Mia you got me curious. What sort of puzzle? And I am not smart like Sherlock or those detectives. So you better tall me directly. tongue emoticon
Katie Mia says.. Yes.. it’s true.. you are not here where i live.. so there is no way for sure.. to tale you how much taller i am than you.. tongue emoticon.. on your typo on tall me instead of tell me..
And my wife is Five Feet six inches tall.. to give you some perspective on how tall i am.. in that photo in my latest blog post on my blog.. when i am asked to flex my arm muscles.. hehe.. and you are like a poet who does not know it.. as you answered the call both here and on my blog in two of the five places i called you back..
The other three places are on my personal Facebook Page.. and my other two Facebook Pages.. with identical Blog Posts texts.. that include my response back to the general call you made about guilty pleasures on your blog First in earlier November.. about 11 days ago.. yesterday..
And okay to be even more clear and direct.. as i love silly banter.. but i also hold zero secrets in this life from anyone.. when they ask for clear directions from me.. on what i speak of in this life.. or act upon.. in play of life as directed and produced by i and God together..
Around the time God healed me miraculously in an all Natural God way from all my illnesses.. In Summer of 2013.. God asks me to upload my soul online.. and to do this.. the technical writer i am must become a poet.. which will entail over 11 million words of practice from the time i started this writing endeavor.. on Thanksgiving Day.. November 26th.. 2010.. on the Wrong Planet (a website).. per the worst pain known to mankind.. type two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. writing being the only approximation to escape any of that pain.. as no drug will work to feather it at all..
And yes.. that disorder.. is like someone drilling my teeth without novocaine from wake to sleep.. starting in January of 2008.. except it is in my right eye and right ear.. seriously then.. hell lives in my right eye and ear.. but God has a way of motivating us.. like this.. as required in God’s eyes of course.. and perhaps it is penance for my sins in life from before.. as no.. i am not perfect.. at least not then.. Winks.. wink emoticon…
But anyway.. Rafiah.. our friendship.. is pArt of my soul.. so as God communicates to me then.. in God’s Language.. which is infinitely superior than any Written Human Language.. much more complicated and sometimes taking over 5 decades to more fully understand.. but perhaps no human will ever fully understand God’s Language.. i continue to follow through..
And Rafiah and Freddy’s Friendship will never die.. no matter what happens.. to us.. in flesh and blood life.. as long as servers live.. that can technically be as long as humans and servers survive on this planet.. in total.. my friend.. perhaps over a thousand years..
And let’s hope.. pray.. and have faith.. for the sake of the entire planet.. that it doesn’t end soon in a big bang.. of frigging human’s own creation.. i have Faith we will stop that from happening in some way.. and yes.. God tales me.. we as friends will be some part.. if just a Butterfly wing pArt.. of that.. my dear friend.. Rafiah.. a name of an Angel..
And yes.. again.. i Love you.. as a Sister.. a Daughter.. and Family.. sure.. Angel too.. and.. in general.. friend.. and there will never be a True Love for anyone greater than that.. my friend.. with a tear of joy.. that you called me back.. yes.. Love my friend.. it is worth all the calls of effort iNow..:”)..!
So.. see ya later.. you are a Sherlock..
whether you know it or not.. and a poet
of Love to me.. whether you say it or not..;)
Never hesitate.. to ask me any question..
and i do mean any question.. @ALL..
i am an open book.. of
God.. my friend..
WHO will not
close
for a very long NOW..:)
Yes.. Rafiah..
God is much smarter than Atheists and or Scientists..
but not all Atheists are Scientists.. of course..
including you and me.. and so am i..
as there is no measure for God
Intelligence in human beings..
in terms of Standard IQ points..
Smiles.. i will whip the
pants off any Atheist in
a God Debate to the point
they ban and delete me
and i’ve already done it
and can prove it in links..
in terms of documentation..
i make their head explode if
they do not delete or ban me..
and hey.. that’s online.. if it is in person..
they run away with their tales tucked between their legs..
and i’m not kidding either.. as i give ’em a tale headache..
as i talk like Lightening and Thunder.. fast and very assertively..
and kinda loud.. wInks.. both in jest and seriousness..wink emoticon..;)
And.. as a side note here.. OMG.. SEMANtics.. ‘everyone’ gets so hung up on labels..
when the essences described are essentially the same.. OMG again.. for instance..
this great video about a ‘Symphony of Science’ narrated by Scientist Carl Sagan..
and some of his famous Scientist Friends.. talks to the Interdependent
Relationship of All of Nature.. and how we are all connected..
and goes on to say.. that human beings are the
Cosmos unto itself in how we actually
even physically reflect the
Cosmos as whole.. Some
name God.. God.. others
name God Allah..
and still others..
describe the same essence
of God.. as the Cosmos.. but the
bottom line is.. the essence of Truth
and Light.. iS basicAlly the same.. and
i’m not sure if you can view this video..
in Pakistan.. without the proxy thingy..
but it is a beautiful video..
uplifting and inspiring..
definitely worth
looking at..
as it describes..
God in science metaphor..
instead of other book metaphors..
The essence always.. alpha to omega
of allthatis as REAL.. YES.. GOD too.:)
Rafiah says.. What good can be brought out of exploding atheists. Sometimes when they are arrogant, it does feel alright about making them mad. But it is better to make them see and feel the presence of God. Otherwise debating is pointless.
Katie Mia says.. Smiles.. Rafiah.. very rarely will an Atheist admit they are angry.. when a discussion of the reality of God is underway.. in what they call a debate.. but the truth is.. in terms of the original man Yeshua.. as reported in the Gnostic Gospel of Thomas.. censored out of the Bible.. by folks associated with Roman Emperor Constantine.. who made a humble prophet.. now named as Jesus.. Isa.. etc.. into a Soldier God of the Universe in accordance with the Mithra Religion.. to expand the Roman Empire.. then.. that also ironically kept and continued to eventually spread worldwide.. nuggets of Gold in Truth and Light as Wisdom and Love remaining today in the bible..
IS the fact that Jesus then would have likely be named an Atheist by Christians today.. as Jesus then.. as reported in that Gnostic Gospel of Jesus.. sees God as all Natural.. with examples like removing the foreskin of a male baby.. as ridiculous as God as Nature provides that foreskin for a reason.. and that reason clearly is to protect that baby from environmental elements so that baby will one day be able to reproduce.. it was only humans who were afraid of the fact that they are one with Nature and other animals.. to remove part of God’s gift to make God less than what God is in human.. to protect human.. yes..
Yes.. Jesus was one of the first real scientists of the world.. who broke through myths of the past.. and made life simple and real as one of happiness Living with Love instead of hate and fear.. by the same kind of psychopathic leaning folks with little empathy then.. who will do the same thing.. now.. that the religious and political leaders did then.. to subjugate humans for control.. with illusory fears.. to scare them.. into believing if they do not follow their rules.. THAT..
THEY will be excluded from the tribe.. the social group.. the culture.. yes.. all of these terms for the same basic human tribal instinct.. as applied to culture and life.. and basically they will starve to death and die.. or worse.. in being crucified or burned at the stake.. hung or whatever.. the flavor of the torture of the current moment.. if they do not comply with the cultural/religious rule of the moment.. ha! banning and deleting on the Internet now.. not nearly as bad a punishment.. huh.. at least for Americans.. anyway..
The way that i make Atheists heads explode.. is not through anger my friend.. but through the cognitive dissonance that in Truth and Light of Wisdom and Love.. many of them are more in affect and effect better so-called Christians.. that reflect the true teachings of Jesus.. as reported then.. some of which is censored out of modern revised bibles.. now…
The fact is.. many Christians.. are living further away from that Message of Jesus that the Kingdom of Heaven lives within.. inside.. outside.. above.. so below and all around us now.. just now.. than Atheists who refuse to believe any of the original lies propagated by Roman Emperor Constantine and his Catholic Cohorts then to expand the Roman Empire.. and that message even still exists in the present revision of the New Testament in Luke 17:21.. but people often paint over it with and disregard it.. instead of amplifying the truer REAL meaning..now…
God provides the gift of discernment.. it is in our DNA.. no human liar can take that away from those God eYes gifted in us.. all naturally.. and sure much of nature.. will never be understood by Science as that Nature lives within the Infinite Nature of the human mind and body.. in balance or out of balance.. as a non repeatable experiment ’cause it changes every second.. and the scientific method is not a tool.. to adequately measure that experiment of human in process.. other than generally observable.. changing behavior.. that cannot be repeated as precisely the same..
But hey.. there is always room for the development of additional tools.. but they will look more like Art than science as God is more Art than science for those who see more of God and this is generally the part that Atheists fail in.. as they sometimes do not believe in the real power of Faith.. Hope.. and the Power of Belief that can realistically be measured.. in general.. by the scientific measure of the Placebo and Nocebo affect/effect that is the same generally as the success of Prayer and Voodoo.. for those who believe in either..
Believe is a real all natural power of Humans who use it.. and that is the pArt that i try to help Atheists with.. just to help them realize the higher power of Nature AKA GOD does live within.. for those who seek it.. find it.. and use it in a real way of all natural works.. to live in Heaven now.. And no.. God doesn’t care in the least.. what symbol of construct of human letters and words a different culture uses to house God as no matter if it is A to.. too.. or Z.. in other words Nature is just fine.. as long as the essence is Truth and light.. as Wisdom and Love.. as God exists now..
But sure.. i have to speak their language to do this.. and it is often.. that it is too deep for their mechanical cognition ways of thinking to process.. so sure.. it gives ’em a headache.. as their comfort zones of the past have been exceeded.. but that’s what life is all about change too.. to meet the new challenge.. adapt.. and survive..
And yes thriving as well in the balance of Love and Survival in the present of the Heaven of the Kingdom of God that can and will live within for those who do exercise it inside.. outside.. above.. so below.. and all around.. smiles..
Yes.. the gift is present.. for those who open it and use it now.. in practice my friend.. yes.. in practice.. it is more than idols of golden calves or words.. it is just doing it now.. so yeah.. Nike in message.. at least.. is a good Real Jesus Christian too.. smiles… again.. it is the essence that is the Truth and Light.. not just words and labels as words as Idols alone.
And yes.. it is always worth trying to help anyone.. and there are some folks who are adverse to complex feelings.. and will only listen to some semblance of Logic.. but yes.. God is more than Logic.. and so are humans who are in a state of soUl.. in mind and body balance.. where they have emotion of HeArt.. are able to express that emoTioN of heArt adequately with other humans as SpiRit.. to feel nature and other humans as an interdependent relationship of all things creation.. in connection of allthatis.. AKA GOD.. and communicate this adequately in measure of human feelings.. where other folks can understand them and feel them too..
No challenge.. too big for me dear.. but the reality is.. even science now shows that some humans are innately and environmentally pre-disposed to a conservative closed minded way of being.. and other are pre-disposed as innately and environmentally to a liberal open minded way of being.. and ironically enough it is often both so-called fundamentalist Christians.. and Militant Atheists who are birds of the similar feather.. of conservative closed minded ways of thinking.. so yes.. it is the job of Biblical JOB to get through to the other side..
And yes.. God creates this all natural challenge as well.. to keep folks like me.. very busy.. and I guess to keep life Interesting.. as God is like a Trickster too.. but the ultimate intentions are always one’s of God’s eyes of Truth and Light too.. sometimes mysterious.. and well beyond human understanding..
And that is where Faith in God comes in for those of use.. who find a way to understand God’s way of Language that is often one of signs of synchronicity that can come in any way of life that touches our feelings and logic.. as A higher force of God’s communication to us.. and within us.. as higher as us.. my friend..
So smiles.. again Rafiah.. it doesn’t really have to be this complicated.. but humans sleep in the bed they make.. and yes.. it is one with many sheets that cover the face of God for now.. sadly enough.. but that is what relative free will does.. providing that choice.. to live in Heaven or Hell..
i choose Heaven.. live in Heaven always now.. practice it always now.. and visit Hell at nows and thens.. to attempt at least.. to help folks get out of a prison of both culture/religion.. and of their own making.. of a Hell here on earth.. a place truly still evolving as Heaven for those who find it.. utilize it.. and practice it now as real..
Yes.. God is a tester too.. it’s just the way it works.. no escape.. but accommodating challenge in success or failure now.. as adapting to what is.. as reality now.. God’s reality in full.. both dark and light.. and all the hues of infinite colors of reality that live inside and outside of dark and light too..
And sure that last part will be gibberish to many Atheists and Modern day Christians.. but that is the nature of the beast of Understanding my friend.. learning a new way of thinking.. AND FEELING.. to see AND FEEL more of what is.. now.. and then..:)
^^^
Smiles.. my friend.. Rafiah.. and glad your guilty pleasures are only food..
emotions.. heart.. spirit.. soul.. and such.. as sure.. we need to stay
in mind and body balance.. so continue to indulge in theater and
music as it feeds the soul of Art.. a Soul.. a hungry
fella’ or gal..:)
Yes.. My friend.. Rafiah..
always balance..
In all stuff human..:)
And the rest of creation too.. sometimes
i write too much.. so when that
happens i dance more
to balance it
out in
the FLESH AND
BLOOD WORLD..
but there is
no Rafiah
there.. so
i must come
back here too.. wInks..
deep wInks.. so.. too..
It’s hard to tale but that
symbol.. non-centered
left side now generated..
shape in the last stanza..
is an F for Freddy..
in word shape of
the words that
precede this
too.. he
HE.. in
other words.. too..
And it also kinda looks
like the State of
Florida as
inverse..
too.. but i
digress..too.. now..
in ways
of
cre
at
ing cha
lice-N-F too..;)
One of the best things about Mall Dancing is.. if you look long and hard enough.. or graceful enough.. as may be the case with Dance.. one will surely finally come upon.. someone who has some common interests with you.. as is definitely the case in this photo here.. although no matter what i tried.. i could not talk my fellow cast members of Star Wars into dancing with me.. and Katrina and i visit the Earth Store yesterday.. and talk with a nice young employee there.. about dance.. my life history.. etc..
And she asks for the blog link to my blogs.. and we just say type in Katie Mia.. on Google.. and you seriously can’t miss it.. but as usual we caution her about my Nude Art.. saying you don’t wanna click on those links.. as it is kinda out there..
And with a completely straight face she tales me and Katrina.. that yes.. she will click on that.. as she is open minded like some other folks i know as well.. anyway.. not everyone is all uptight.. about a naked male body.. some folks think the human body.. in all forms.. is A OK.. IN ITS ALL NATURAL full FORM.. so yeah.. maybe there is hope for the world after all.. smiles..:)
And oh yeah.. if there is one thing that is getting advertised as much as Christmas everywhere one goes around here.. it is Star Wars Fever along with the new Battlefront associated video game.. Star Wars is everywhere.. and yes.. i think i like it better than the commercial message of Christmas plastered everywhere else.. in store life these days..
The Star Wars series..
provides many
valuable lessons
about the human condition..
truly no less.. than church or school..:)
Behind every truly successful Jedi.. there is a Sith force of Nature.. in so called dark-side powering the will to survive.. in base animal passions.. yes.. this includes aggression and sex.. more finely tuned as human sensuality and emotions in all stuff life.. but you see.. the Jedi.. has its issue too.. of blocking the Natural aspects of human that include desire.. a major roadblock in success of Buddhist leaning folks too.. to enter in Heaven now.. is not allowing themselves to feel..
AS seriously.. if not.. the place they are living in is Purgatory.. not the Heaven that can be life now.. as gifted by the God of Nature of both Survival and basic human Pleasure.. that through the ages still now includes sensuality..
Yes.. all stuff that can lead to the sexual act for reproduction.. and of course really important libido stuff.. this sex and sensuality stuff is for gaining full balance in life and not only surviving.. but moving.. connecting.. and creating best for truly thriving in life..
And take any element out.. and ya get robotic moving and sounding human beings.. that recede into an illusory shell of existence that does not move.. connect.. or create as fully as life can be.. when more fully expressed.. and hell yes.. don’t think or feel for one second.. if ‘you’ will of course.. that all of what I do is not a pArt of Science too..
As i spend most of the Day of Thursday like a holy day to engage in human sensual ways of life.. from Nude Art to dancing around the campfire of human sensuality under moon or not.. with incredibly beautiful members of the opposite sex.. in an art of Rave Dance at Old Seville Quarter.. while the male onlookers will see what happens next.. but yes..
i always go home alone.. ’cause i ain’t ever really alone.. i fly with the God of Nature allone.. and besides.. on top of that.. my wife is at least as gorgeous as any girl there.. and she meets all my needs of survival that really count so i can continue to do this.. so nah..
i ain’t gonna spoil the best thing i’ve got going for me on this earthily plane.. namely that woman.. Katrina.. yes.. the long term assistant of everything for me.. for over 26 years.. and 26 this February.. per the official marriage date.. although we hooked-up like some people do.. officially on September 21st 1989.. yeah.. i know too much information and all of that.. but i am getting into the nitty gritty of human details here.. so Ynot huh..
After all we are all adults here.. huh.. as ya gotta be pretty dam smart to even get this far in this mega-multi-paragraph..non twitter-stuff.. of adult oriented things.. tactfully put as such.. so that’s enough for the Facebook crowd.. as i’ll finish more of this nitty gritty comment on my blog site.. as we wanna stay within community standards here of course..
Just in case someone wanders in the room here from ages 13 to 18.. A-OK.. i keep my Sith stuff.. under restricted links.. but let’s just put it this way.. it is both an Art and Science tested fAct that after Thursday Night ends.. my creativity sky-rockets the next day.. in empirical writing measures of that..
Creativity lives below as so above.. inside.. outside.. all around.. and to repress any of these God given all natural ways of life.. in senses or emotions.. is too simply stagnate to the degree the fuller pArts of our human nature are oppressed or repressed through cultural/religious lies for to subjugate human nature through illusory fears.. for control.. and sure.. for materialistic.. power.. and status gains.. for psychopathic leaning folks with little empathy of the stuff called Love.. that is the greaTesT human emotional Force of ALL..
And THAT LOVE.. will balance that Sith Lust stuff.. for Surviving Thriving Humanity.. in the REAL KNGDOM OF GOD.. AS JUST NOW.. THE REAL PRESENT GIFTED TO US THROUGH THE PLEASURE OF THE PRESENT OF GOD THAT LIVES WITHIN US ALWAYS LIVING NOW..
JUST NOW.. that yes.. can be expressed
in beautiful ways for eyes that see it now..
as a part of God and nothing less as God
iS ALLONE of ALL so-called
DARK AND LIGHT..
ALLTHATISGOD..:)
And sure.. as far as anymore
nitty gritty stuff goes..
photos tale
much more
than words
in feelings
of human emotions
and sensuality as non-
verbal communication of
human has always been
THE core of human
reciprocal
social
communication
in ALL WAYS
THAT COMES NOW..
i FOR ONE HAVE NO
FEARS OF BEING HUMAN
WITH GOD IN ME OUTSIDE
OF ME.. ABOVE.. SO BELOW
AND YES.. ALL
AROUND
ME TOO NOW..:)
And sure the original Jesus
as reported in the gnostic
Gospel of Thomas as
linked and quoted
here is one
with me
on most all of this
as well.. again.. now
as reported.. of course
now too.. just now.. as well..:)
http://www.sacred-texts.com/chr/thomas.htm
37) His disciples said to him,
“When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked
without being ashamed, and
take your garments
and put them
under your feet like little
children and tread upon them,
then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
Hi Fred
Flowers for you and Katie
Have a great day!
Hi SOHEIR.. Good Evening there in Egypt..
as a pink rose dusted white bouquet of
Flowers.. In cream pouring
vessel.. is an Ace
of Cards to Katrina
and i as present of
now beauty.. in
Present of
Pink Shelves and
Red hearted kindness.. as well..
smiles.. and hope you have a great
night’s rest.. with the present of
‘morrow as now well.. my friend..:)
Thanks a lot
🙂
With Smiles.. Thanks..as well..:)
Well.. it takes all of 28 months..
but my new way of thinking and feeling
is finally starting to rub off on Katrina..
it appears.. HE heR..;)
Hmm.. she doesn’t fill up
that 48 inch doorway nearly like i do..
haha.. she looks kinda lonely there..
compared to me.. hehe..;)
Anyway.. more fun photos..
as always.. coming in the next blog post..
titled.. “Balance of All Ah on Finger Tips”..:)
Robot dance off.. between R2D2Fred2..
and Automan Dance Santa at Super-Walmart..
But you have to press Santa’s buttons to
get him to dance.. this Robot..
me dances free..;)
I seriously weigh 230LBS..
but i seriously don’t look like i weigh
230LBS when i’m all stretched out like this..
oh what dance can do for a human body..
as shape shifter too.. smiles.. and winks..:)
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