A Square of Saturn and Neptune.. a celestial Alignment..
and for those who feel or think the stars have little to do
with human being.. they may be short sighted at least..
as from Star Dust human arises and falls..
where the cycle of dark and light
continues as infinity now..

And for me.. there is great significance
and message in Planetary alignment in synchronistically
meaningful ways.. like the 13 Star of David Planetary
alignments that begin when my wife and i get married..
in 1990.. and the last one for 100 years..
ending on July 22nd.. on or about
the day.. that i miraculously..

Come into at least remission of
19 medical disorders.. including type
two Trigeminal Neuralgia.. the worst pain
known to mankind.. actually assessed as a pain
worse than crucifixion.. like having one’s teeth
drilled without novocaine.. except.. it is in my eye and ear..
instead of teeth.. and it lasts from wake to sleep for 66 months..
from January of 2008 to July of 2013.. yes.. on or about that 22nd day..

Anyway.. i am happy to come here to see this planetary event you bring
awareness to today.. as i have no idea of it.. until now.. and the
26th of this month.. in November.. is also my anniversary
of precisely 60 months of writing.. when i first
gain just enough tolerance to the pain..
to withstand a mountain of each word
of still pain.. with my screen turned
all the way down..
a few inches
in front of it..
as i can no longer wear
prescription glasses.. as
focus.. makes the pain that much worse..

So.. 11 million words later.. seriously..
literally 11 million measured words in 60 months for me..
to escape pain.. and my first poetic words in early March of
2013 as well.. and now there is great joy in the words i bRing..
wherever i go.. to be living pain free and
balanced in mind and body..
like a planet orbiting
the Sun free..

Life is magical in white magic way.. for those..
who make it all positive with faith.. hope.. and belief..
Belief is real.. and no matter what the naysayers say..
about astrology.. belief itself is white magic
when all positive for natural healing..
and sharing my friend..

Thank you so much for allowing me
an opportunity to celebrate something else in life..
with this planetary event you bring.. here.. as the
more meaning and purpose i gain in life.. just grows bliss
higher and higher in light away from the dark of the old days..
smiles my friend.. Suzanne..:)

You as well.. My friend.. are an
exceptional Human Being..
And why I come here often
now for inspiration..
Although I do find
inspiration iN
All of Light
and Dark as
well in the Truest Art
i see as Unconditional
tough and passionate Love..

Sadly.. Suzanne.. for about 12,000 years..
Angles in fear of Nature become
order instead of free..
Spirals are
truly the
rule of
Nature.. so
even on sidewalks
for straight order..
i dance in spirals
as i refuse to
walk the
straight
and narrow
lines of the lies
of culture and religion..
that is anything less..
than spiraling
free now
as
being
REAL
HUMAN NOW..
Real Human Angels..
only let it go as flow in
Heaven spirals..
never Angles
of
HELL..
Angels fly
on Terrestrial
Plane.. in
spiraling
way..:)

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The brain is A Symphony of God unto God’s Self.. Rafiah..
And this song plays it well as Scientists continue to provide
hard and soft gray matter of evidence God is here within in
microcosm of a Universe of mind as Stars.. Electrons..
And People same as two hemispheres of
Earth holding hands worth an Infinity
Now iN Tears of Joy.. Yes.. God..
Does this too..:)

Quantum theory is continuing evidence by Scientists
of the Infinite of God’s All Natural Magic..
from the smallest of all of creation to
the largest of all creation in continuing change..
and the next step for a theory of all stuff human
is evidence that our Mind is Quantum force that
we direct as same with God as whole..
i for one practice evidence
for that in everynow..
wheRre Art is the Science of the Quantum human mind
unleashed and released as Force with GOD.. no limits..
no expectations.. God is Free and so are
We holding Quantum hands together..
friend Rafiah.. no less that what we
do in this sign language of
Human/God
Quantum Force
on the Internet now..:)

And the Infinite continuing UnaBridged Bible
of God continues to Grow with A scribe of God heRe..
Science.. wHere Science WiLL continue to be A greaTesT
prophet of God.. witting or not on the iNdividual Level..
with Art.. in Truth and Light.. as Love and Wisdom..
wherE every number.. letter.. and other symbol..
iS A UniVerse of God unto iTself as well..
of which witHout.. tHeir will be no
continUinG story of God for uS
to shaRe as EvolVinG GroWinG..
ART and Science.. friend. Rafiah..:)

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So.. i just post two of three links to
“Balance of All Ah on Finger Tips”..
i look out the Great Room Window..
and see perhaps the most beautiful
Red Cardinal perched in an Oak
that i’ve ever seen..
so i quietly attempt
to go out the screen door..

And the Cardinal flies off..

i turn to my right and the sky
catches my attention in that
magical way that somenows happens..
so with iphone6s still hand for Stellar Red Cardinal..

i just point the camera upward and shoot.. and then
viewing the photo from a distance.. there is a vague
hand of sorts.. with the infinite hues of color of Sun
in Center Balance..

So what is real and
what is imaginary.. as always WE decide..
i decide that magic is real.. as both.. so in deed
my life is magic too..

God is magic..
for those who see and hear.. AND FEEL
more of God than letters and words alone..
however.. those letters and words are pArt of God..
howeverX2.. the Reality of God is Infinitely beyondX3..
a book alone.. words.. or letters.. as same.. the God
of All WilLLnever be chained by human books alone..
as GOD is ALLONE.. All ah.. yes oNe..:)

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Yoda..
iS wheRe
iT’s reAlly aT..;)

Hmm.. and off to go on a another Poetry Writing Rampage Spree..
where the dVerse Poet’s Pub online gathering of Poet’s is going
for a Tuesday prompt on emotions in a personal way to
metaphor them in poetry as such.. like i don’t
already do that.. almost everyday.. hehe..;)

Anyway.. after reviewing the poems..
so far.. while dance walking in stores..
it seems that i am one of very few really
happy folks in the group of Poets.. but yes..
i started this entire writing endeavor.. at the bottom
of the pit of Hell.. so i certainly can relate to unhappy
people all too well.. and it can be very hard to come out
of that dark pit of Life than can be a literal hell in life for
some folks.. in the depths of anhedonic depression..

EMOTION IS POWER.. EMOTE.. MEANS MOVE..
AND THAT IS WHAT EMOTIONS DO.. MOVE US..
SADLY SOME FOLKS RELY ON STRESS ASSOCIATED
ANXIETY AND ADRENALINE TO GET THEM THROUGH THE DAY..

Problem is THAT stress leads to the destruction of the human body
in a slow burn to hell.. yeah.. been there done it.. figured out how
to stay in heaven.. and ain’t going back to hell under any
circumstances.. ’cause God provides me with a
successful way to stay in Heaven always now..

But yes.. again.. i will visit hell occasionally
to help other folks get out.. but that can be the real
biblical job of JOB of course.. as well.. as it can be so hard
to get out of a place that is like a totally different Universe
for those who exist in
human real hell now..

As opposed to the REAL
Kingdom of God as heaven in
A soUl that is a miNd and bodY in balance..
WitH A heArt of emoTion.. and SpiRit expresSinG
that emoTion in connecting with people and the rest
of Nature as Allthatis.. AKA GOD NOWOnE with
Unconditional Tough and Passionate
Love n0w as WeLL..:)

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Ah.. the brand of culture..
Stings so deep..
when the world
is running down
bring it up..
as entropy
is only skin
deep nOw
in initials
of someone
else.. wHere
oh by the way..
Hi tHere S.. nice
to see ya.. again..;)
Ugh.. i left
out the nOw
wHere after
deep.. now
and oh.. i Love
that song about
Confident too.. by the wayX2..:).
And wHere..
after.. else..;)

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And now to dVerse..

Sadly perhaps.. life is much too busy
for folks to partake in nuanced
complex emotions when
all is go go.
and challenges
come come.. like
a never ending faucet
of what’s next.. well.. we
do the best we can and move
on.. but oh how.. emotions.. color
the grey and black of life.. and sure
poetry is one way to honor that and
nice to see you Claudia.. you
never play games..
and i tend
to like
that form
of being..
where living
is key.. and just
bomb the other stuff dead..
or alive
as
well..:)

*
One leSson of liFe is to cheRish
nuanced passiOnate emoTions
as truly
ambiguous
is colorless
horizon on
a sea
of grey..
some Buddhists
would have us believe
that grey is a way.. but
nah.. i’ll color now..
and even
Yogi’s
tend
to go grey..
i’ll sTicK WitH
hAirs of grey and ReD N0W
heArt pasSioNate aNd ReaL.:)

*
Sadly.. for many folks..
at least in the U.S..
Life is only
as dArk as
we imagine it..
And sadly.. TV
and the News too..
does the imagining
for many folks too..
i don’t turn it on..
tHere is Nature in
the BackYard that
doesn’t care about
insanity at all..
as truly
only humans
can be insane
enough to Kill
in the name of
Nature/AKAGOD..
cruel..
But anyway..
Happy people are
everywheRe if one
looks for the
Lemonade
people instead
of Lemon people..
My Lemonade Stand
iS
FREE
of Lemons..:)

Well..
first of all
this is beyond sad
of course.. as i for one
didn’t have an expressing
Loving Father.. and a little
derogatory here and there..
is he.. but
my Mother is
All Love.. and
her children are
truly her first and
last Love.. although
there can be illness in
that as well..
per the
ability
to
leave home..
Tough Love is
important too..
but most importantly
is some Love at all.. and
you Loved your mother..
and that is still
key
i for
one see..
as well..
as we do have
control of what we give
back as free as Love can be..:)

Without fear comes Love
more.. and more the
instinct to connect..
and loneliness
as well
as now..
the importance
of that instinct
to connect
becomes
stronger
with
out
FEAR..
at least
for me.. smiles..:)

*
Sadly.. humans too.. are
fish who are tortured
when folks pick
at tHeir
scales
of different..
with little
regard
for the
blood
beneath..
and overall
the iNterNet..
is a bloody fish
without BAND Aid..:)

Sadly.. so easy
and lost
a soul
away
from us
can be now
no longer
belonGinG.. we..
Finding it again..
in US WITH HEART
i know is possible
at least
for
me..
smiles..
and best of hope
in wishing change
becomes soUl
in
home of
your heArt
too.. now..:)

May new pups
come your way
to refresh
a heArt
of Young..:)

*
Mechanical coGnition.. friend
of grey emotions..
systemizing science
miNd.. oH heArt..
as Art friEnd
of hUman..
Social
nuanCinG
emoTioNal..
cognitIonAL ART..:)

The world.. a beautiful
Green and Blue orb..
where even stars
shine down
to miracle
in Earth’s
Glow..
And sure.. there
are dark leaves
of humans with little
to no heart.. spirit.. or
soul.. volcanoes.. earthquakes
and all types of Natural Disaster’s
just waiting to happen.. to bRing
Folks together
again.. if not
for just
a moment..:)

Smiles.. Love
is the drug
that muzzles
hate.. Fear
is the reality
that feeds hate..
We are the potential
to make A change
one heARt aT
a tiMe N0w..
with more than
grace in Just
Loving
NOW..:)

Face of Hate
dRaw of Fear..
Face of Love
pAint no Fear..:)

Castle Walls
of heARt stone
fortresspassing
eYes of uS
conNector
Love..:)

Star of Sky
Sun of home
Spirals now with
Milky way ’round
a black Hole Sun
that keeps us in spiraling
way as Earth of hear.. we
too are Universe.. and Earth..
and SpiraLinG Galaxy of home..
vehicles and vessels in
fractal home
of all are we..
and when
we spiral
move.. we
too can become
FeatherliGht..:)

Full Moon..
Land of Enchantment
not even a hint of pollution..
grey as moon.. sand
planet..
a desert
with no life..
but yet light
at night..
greaTeST
gift iN
sleepy
hollow
dreams
filLinG wITh wonder
Lust of lunar humans Free..:)

Libido and Emotions
Bedfellow friEnds
of instinctual
reality..
Body EmoTions
Head Logics..
Moving Creates
Feelings come
ALiVE
AGAiN..:)

Pro-social emotions..
including Love..
a friend of
memory..
emptiness
a way to
lose
a
mind..
emotions
first.. logic
last.. wHere
Surviving iS tHe
Prize..:)

All caught
up at 12:47 am..
November 25th..:)
17 poems and 100
minutes of responses
by me..5.88 minutes
per response
in Fred
time now..;)

11:27 am
and now back
to dVerse..

*
Well.. sadly and ironically.. the real agenda.. of the ISIL
Terrorists is to make way for ISA and the
Apocalypse.. this is not A Kingdom
of Heaven they see.. sadly
now.. and sadly
there are many
Christians that
wanna end heavenow
too.. who have never
seen it now..
as both hell and
heaven exists on this
terrestrial plane of earth
with both Angels and Devils..
with Angels of Fearlessness
with Love and Devils of Fear
with Hate.. and still.. in many ways..
barbarism of Lies.. fear.. and
hate still now happens
in Africa all the time..
with nary a word
in our First
World Pop Press..
the tribal instinct
of aversion towards
different lives in both
hate and fear..
to cognitively understand
we are all one species of DNA..
is a logical jump that truly
most people cannot
make.. but until..
we lose that
fear and
hate there
will never
be heaven
now for them..
ANYWAY.. God is in control
and Mother Nature will have her
way.. innately humans are no less
Loving than the Bonobo who solves
all agression.. violence.. and
potential other warring
ways with
simple
primate
Unconditional
Love.. if a Bonobo
can do it as a Loving
Tribe.. we at least have
the potential of doing it
on an individual
level and the
first step of
that is
WEAREONETRIBEOFHUMANBEING..:)

A NEW WORLD ORDER
OF AN OLD WORLD
ORDER OF
TRIBING
UNCONDITIONALOVE..
IF A MONKEY CAN DO
IT SO CAN WE
MON
KEYS
TOO..
MON MEANS ONE..
KEY IS LOVE
AND WE HOLD
THAT KEY IN
OUR
DNA
FREE
without lies of
culture or religion to
disguise the Love as uS..:)

Smiles.. i’ve been in many Military
Department head board meetings..
on time of course.. but
rarely did i see
any humanity
in there as mechanical
cognition becomes the
rules
and empathy
exists and exits
out the backdoor
as
Love
with Zero
time as an
illusion of DEADlines
then.. oh.. to be retired
and human
is to finAlly
be able
to Live and Love
away from the slavery
of robotic goals in cogs
of the
machines
of other rules
away
from
Love..
True Slavery is
tRuly heARt
deep.. i’ll
never make
another board
room
meeting
again.. PERIOD..
as time
does NOT
exist in
Love
as me..
tick tock
the clock
spanks
Love..
WHErE KSA goals
escape HUMANiTy.
without ISA’s
Instinct
Skills
Abilities..
and sure i have
an old chip on my shoulder
as following all the K nowledge rules..
by a hair of my
neck..
almost
is the end of me..
it is the slackers who
often get it..
real..
as hard
as it was
for me to
eventually
admit then..
and that is
the most ironic
pArt of Life of all..
like in the movie
‘The Big Lewbowski’..
the so-called losers
win.. when REAL
as being
HUMAN..:)

When time becomes
a thief of feeling
time is an
enemy
of heaRt
SpiRit
and sOul..
ah.. the way of
the culture is time
ah the way of Nature
is now of feeling being
here moving.. connecting
and
creating..
it still lives
with escape..
and escape is
the hardest art of
all to
ART..
at least
these days
of cLocks
without
souLs..:)

Smiles.. a very smart
woman.. no doubt you
are in Geo
physics..
if i am
remembering
correctly now..
and after achieving
top of the class status
and three degrees.. me
as well.. i went
a different
route
in human
relations than
array of facts..
and so interesting
it was how much in connection
of emotions i am.. when working
with people and not problem
solving alone.. for almost
2 decades..
but back to
the science of facts
again.. and after 5 years..
when the psychiatrist says
use something other than
adrenaline to motivate
yourself.. i have
zero connection
in language to
what my
emotions
are then..
and how
they even
motivate me to do
anything at all then..
It is frigging amazing
that the most important ART
of human intelligence in the
ways of moving.. connecting and
creating.. is almost totally
left out of school..
and most areas
of work today..
and that is why
i write my friend..
to explore those deep
emotions as a child
that are mind
and body
again
as me..
So sure.. dance
naked in Nature
is my advice as free..
as we have oxytocin
receptors in the bottom
of our feet to connect to
Mother Nature when set free..
And emotions flow through the
body..
and A write
track is poeTry
as poetry
is A
SonG of heART
and poeTry SoNG
and Dance
is my way
back
to Human Being
where HeArt reigns
KinG
and KinD
and CouRAge
as Human bEinG..
more
fully
now..
this has been a very interesting
prompt.. as one can see how diverse
this issue is.. even in the world of
PoeTry as HeART..
away from
here the
problem
is much..
much greater..
as there is not even
any acknowledgment
of the
issue of the
biggest real deal
of Human Being Real..
Smiles.. pardon all the
words.. but HEaRT is
everything
to me..
and
always
worth
groWinG
at all costs..
including words..
wHere FREE iS FEE..;)

12:38 pm..
and now
for Sand
Dancing Free
with Sun of course..:)

Back at 10:38 pm..

Depression ..a thief..
in the night
that seems
to never end..
but it can.. i know
but didn’t feel then
again.. Hope.. a message
that no longer feels in the dark..
Survival.. the only way.. to go on..
Change is certain in life.. sooner or
later.. and with zero feelings for me
eventuAlly Change came..
healing from within..
nows.. and nows
to go..
Will
to Survive.
a wait of Life
comes again..:)

Struggle.. Face of Life..
Clown.. expresSinG
emotions.. Play of
Life.. uS.. iNow..
Human Being
Struggle..
Face of
Life..
still
now..
Clown..
comes again..
Emotions Live..:)

And your Mom’s
eyes will always
live through you..:)

All stuff anxiety..
mostly fear of
losing control..
control an
illusion..
but will..
a reality
a strength
of life growing
older stronger and ageless
by the change of will alive..:)

Gift of Dog..
no different
than God living
now never complaining..
just living.. Life is God
and Dog
Lives
whatever
comes.. alive..
Soldier of Living.. Dog..
All God’s children free..:)

Smiles.. the news..
an ant bite..
that never
bites when
off.. pesticide..
iN moving outside..:)

11:03 pm..
and that’s all for
now.. any additional
poetic responses
to poem’s
from Tuesday
dVerse links
will be added
in the comments
section of the
next blog post..
titled..
“5 Year Square
Neptune Saturn Me”

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Smiles.. Shawna.. ‘that’ must put you somewhere around the area of Montgomery.. and OMG yes.. this is Roll Tide Area too.. as much as Seminole area.. in fact.. many folks call the Northwest Panhandle of Florida.. LA for Lower Alabama.. this ain’t poetry land.. per Whitman and Kerouac.. and that’s for sure.. this is the land of the literal conservative.. where most every word of the poetry of the bible is taken literal too..

And OmG.. for an extremely logical person

with Asperger’s.. stuff like three God’s in one..

will make a head explode.. so relieved

am i eventually to find in the Gnostic texts uncovered in Egypt in 1959.. like the Gnostic Gospels of Jesus.. as reported in the Gospel of Thomas.. i quoted and linked.. that the trinity thingy.. was a back room boardroom vote.. with Constantine and his Catholic Cohorts.. in 325 AD.. and of course it takes nearly

1450 years after Jesus until we can find one remaining

intact printed bible in English that is

left over and revised from what

started as a writing expedition

from what was left

of oral tradition after 30 to 60 years.. AD..

http://www.greatsite.com/timeline-english-bible-history/

And sadly to me.. it is..
when i point this out to
some of my Christian friends
and that’s what they say is faith..
believing it ’cause someone told ’em it is so..

Anyway.. protestantism was a start of getting away
from priests as an intermediary between
God and man..
And Jesus in those
gnostic texts and even
Luke 17:21 teaches
that the Kingdom
of God lives
now within..
and the naked part in that
Gnostic text is of course more
than skin deep.. as it is shedding
the clothes of organized cultures
and religions that are most always
purpose for creating
order out of perceived
chaos of Nature..

But the truth is God is more like
an LSD trip than a bible..
for those who see with
more than literal
eyes.. and OMG
those deeper meanings
do still live in much of the
New Testament when the Pineal
Gland starts to make more all
Natural DMT.. and we
get all connected
with allthatis
AKA GOD
and find
and seek out
so much more of this
Nature we call reality
now.. and FEEL IT.. FEEL
IT IS THE BEST EVIDENCE OF
ALL OF GOD AND THE KNOWING IS
SEEING.. HEARING.. AND FEELING WITH
GOD’S EYES AND HEART.. THE SYNCHRONICITIES
IN SIGNS FROM GOD THAT CAN EVEN COME FROM
AN ALGORITHM..
THE WORLD OF GOD.. IN A FEW WORDS
IS SO FAR BEYOND ANY PREACHER’S
LIPS.. THAT KISS OF GOD IS A HIGH
BEYOND
A PULPIT
OF ANYTHING
IN A STRUCTURED BOOK OR
CHURCH.. AS THE OBSERVER
QUANTUM AFFECT AND EFFECT
LIVES IN US.. AS GOD AND US CREATE
REALITY TOGETHER ALONG WITH THE
REST OF CREATION AS ONE FORCE NOW..

okay.. that’s not likely gonna help your daughter with
Asperger’s syndrome at her age now very much.. as she
as a student of culture is fully clothed by that by now..
and for me.. to escape that.. truly required the
effective loss of my sight and hearing
to give up spoon fed reality
like Television and
Video games..
and all the
other stuff
that teaches
us a reality far below
what is possible when it is
we who are the directors.. producers
and actors of our own play of life.. and
that is what i do here now.. my friend Shawna..
i play life as me as actor.. producer.. and director..
and if people wanna view or interact with that play
they are always welcome.. to be or not to be with me..
hehe..
And seriously i do not think you would be lying if you
just showed that symphony of science video and tale
your daughter that these scientists are describing the
Interdependent Force that is the relationship of all
stuff in reality as ALL IS connected that they call
Nature or the Cosmos.. and truly
this is all the face of GoD
where there is so
much more
of an LSD
trip than this video
relates.. but that comes
best all naturally when the
Pineal Gland starts awakening
and enlightening more of the human
reality of Unconditional Love with all of
Nature.. in DMT ways.. my reality now is
truly that born again thingy that Jesus was
talking about but it is so much more than words
alone.. so much more than a bible.. but it is is obvious
once one gets to that place that Jesus is as real as us but
no greater or no smaller as any true prophet will see that we
are still evolving with a GoD of change and the true bible of
God will never be an
abridged one
with a Chapter that ends..
many psychopathic minds with
little empathy will subjugate and
control other human beings by saying
they have the last word.. Bulls***… God
has all the words.. and humans have pArt
of that.. but only dust in a Universe of Song..
that has no
end or beginning
that only God can
wrap God’s mind around
as ONE Force of ALL.. oh i Love
Star Wars.. as nah.. the King of FORCE..
the Universe is the Universe and beyond..
no man or part alone.. ALLONE is GOD.. so
yeah.. i’d let your Daughter see the beauty of
what God has done.. far far beyond.. eyes
of
earth
in books
alone.. it’s simple..
if a Bonobo can Love
free without aggression..
violence.. and wars against
their own species.. Jesus lives
with Bonobos.. and Humans
live with
devils
of their
own making..
wE will dance
with Bonobos
my friend.. S..
Naked of Culture..
Religion.. and Clothes..
Free with God aSaME..
AND THANKS so much now
for stopping by.. you always
stimulate my creativity and
that is the pARt of me
that i do Love
to be
stimulated
the mostNOW
and you are now
a great friend for that!..
yeah.. mind F**KinG
is FUNkING
FUN..
and never
messy.. heHE..
with no age.. gender..
nationality.. red
state.. blue eyes..
or body sizes for
compati
bi
liTY!..
and Katrina
weighs 115 and i
weigh 230.. so technically
i am twice the size of her.. haha!..
and i thought you are probably
at least my height.. and never
imagined now you are
shorter than her..
but i am
measuring
your
spirit
and
brain..
that has
no limits
of time.. distance
space.. or height of course..
or
weight..
as feather
is heArtspiRit
miNd and BoDy
NOWitH sOUler
WinGs that have
no beginNinG or end..:)

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One of my relatives sadly falling for the Right Wing
Propaganda crap that All Muslims wanna
see Americans dead..
like the lies that
Trump has been
spreading and signs
of Mosques that
are fake
to spread hate..
discord and discontent..
otherwise known as division
from God’s gifted human species
that works best with Unconditional
Sharing and never collecting
Jealous Love..
And here is my
Defense of Truth and Light..

There are as many Fundamentalist Christians
that will kill over lies as there are Extremists
Muslims my friend.. and that is an historical fact
from the Crusades on.. and the fact is we are all
humans when we Love as gifted by God Unconditionally
and that comes first without judging others as only
God can do that.. there are more Loving Muslims
than Christians who will not judge and
i have documented just THAT..
and that paRt is anecdotal of course..:)

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Smiles.. if more
people could be like
you and just tolerate
and accept what they
do not have now to see.. if they
do not wanna see IT .. and just
say Hi..
perhaps
world peace
could come..
anyway.. that’s what
i do.. but for me at least
i can have the attention
span of
Biblical
JOB
if
necessary..
the worst pain
known to
mankind
does bring
lessons of
JOB after
66 months
or so..
although i rather
fly free.. smiles Claudia..
and hi to you as well.. as
you probably know i am a
traveling blog who writes poeTry
everywhere i go.. this is just my Universe
in reflection of all of who i am here.. my Planets
extend all over the multi-Universe of Internet now…
to the literal
tune of
11 million
words.. 80 THOUSAND
OR SO PHOTOS.. AND
AROUND 4435 MILES
OF DANCE WALKING
in 27 months..
NOW IN FLESH
AND BLOOD
WAY.. YES
THE WORDS
equal
13.6 bibles
in poeTry and
Prose way..
since November
26th.. Thanks
Givingday
2010..
but i digress
as i can.. i JUST
can.. ’cause i for one
AM TOTaLLY FREE..
AND SO IS GOD AND
THAT MY FRIEND IS
WHY INFINITY
IS SO
LARGE2
i reflect GOD
LARGE3 AND
i can prove it
too.. down
to Leg
Pressing
a half a ton..
25 times now
on a parallel leg
press with arms raised
in air like no other human
on YouTube.. me at 55.. and
the GOOD NEWS IS AFTER
19 MEDICAL DISORDERS OTHER
FOLKS CAN DO THIS TOO.. IF THEY
JUST BELIEVE
AND DO
IT TOO..
and truly that
is the message of
Jesus.. moving metaphor of mountains
with believing and doing even
more than he did then..
the evolution
of human
potential in
creation of
ALL with GODNOW
where this is the
ONLY HEAVEN
THAT
EXISTS
NOW.
AND SADLY
HELL AS WELL..
ANGELS AND DEMONS
AND CARDBOARD PURGATORY
HUMANS
TOO..
WHERE
PIECE OF PAPER
EXISTENCE IS
THE REALITY
OF A THOUSAND
YEARS OF HELL..
IN ONE SECOND..
MY HOME
ONCE
IN
HELL AS
DEVIL REAL..
WHILE THIS
GRINCH HEART
CONTINUES TO
EMPIRCallY
GROW
IN MEASURable..
way..
no one is
gonna ever ‘gonna
say theRe
is no
evidence
for me..
A
GAIN
as LOSS
A GAIN
i
AiM
i
AM..:)

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From Friend

Rafiah’s.. Facebook Page..

Rafiah.. presents a selfie of her two sisters..

Katie Mia says..
Yes.. Faces are better than words so where
is yours.. Smiles..wink emoticon

Rafiah says..
Behind the camera. wink emoticon grin emoticon

Katie Mia says.. That’s okay.. I for one have a photographic memory..
And will never forget your eyes and smile.. Even after you erased it..
But I understand that as my sister will never allow me to take a picture
of her or my mother.. That makes me sad as I am a face person
but they are word thinkers more than image thinkers..
I used to be called the
quiet one until I lost effective
use of my vision for 66 months.. So yes..
Change is possible towards words.. towards faces..
Or towards extraverted or introverted.. liberal or conservative..
as humans are gifted by Allah to create their reality with Hands of
Allah.. Words.. And Faces too.. Smiles.. Oh yeah.. My sister
and my mother play scrabble a lot.. I don’t like scrabble..
I like meaning more than form..wink emoticon

Rafiah says… I am also a face person.
In fact I love staring things and people.
But at times it can become embarrassing
for others so I refrain my urge. tongue emoticon

Rafiah says.. But I am word person as well. tongue emoticon

Rafiah says.. I am confused now. I cant say. tongue emoticon

Katie Mia says.. Oh gosh.. Me too.. But I would love to see
a million of your silly faces..smile emoticon

Rafiah shares a photo of she and
her brother around
3 to 5 years
old or so..

Katie Mia says.. Sweet faces..
Thanks..smile emoticon

Rafiah says.. That’s my brother, Momin, beside me.

Katie Mia says.. Smiles.. I thought so.. You all look alike..
Brother and Sisters.. and I can tell you will be very smart
in that picture by your forehead of intelligence..smile emoticon

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Oh yeah.. and this is my first sentence and
paragraphs born online.. and now i am five..
on November 26th ThanksGiving Day of 2010..
then.. writing is truly my only savior
in any approximation away
from pain..
and now
an escape is
a joy.. but just
writing what i write
below then.. takes me
all night where every word
is like climbing a mountain
of pain.. both in eye and ear
pain.. and even ability to use
my mind then.. for the first
time since January
of 2008..
when then i
could not even
muster the
cognitive
ability
to play
a game
of tic
tac
toe..
yeah..
i’ve seen both
sides now.. in so
many more ways than one..
and no.. i am no longer a canary
and the coal mine i run with WILL..
i wrote 8005 posts on that website..
until i stopped writing on it earlier
in July of this year.. often posts
that are thousands of words
long there as well..
words add up
to sentences
to paragraphs..
pages.. books..
and
be
yond..:)

http://wrongplanet.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=144300

Radios, Black and White TV, Color TV, Cable TV, VCR’s, Satelitte TV, Surround Sound, Heavy Metal, Computers, Cell Phones, Pornography, MP3 players, I Pads, I Phones, 24 Hour News Cycle, High definition TV etc.

The evolution of technology bombards the human senses, and we become addicted to the adrenaline not realizing the effect on the health of ourselves or our children.

Constant bad or good stimulation eventually will wear any living thing down and/or change the way it thinks and behaves. Especially, if you are experiencing it with no physical movement to burn off the adrenaline.

I think many of the people born 40 or 50 years ago that are now diagnosed with aspergers might have symptoms of low functioning autism if they were born today.

I couldn’t complete sentences until I was four years old, but managed to cope with the demands of life with high functioning autism and adhd. I can’t imagine being born today and having a chance of a successful independent life.

I think we are the canaries in the coal mine.

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To empty a heArt Jar of human dArk notes..

to fill that Jar with an endless variety of limitless positive notes…

is to grow a Light so Bright that matches The flLAmE oFSun

iNIntenSitY to Grow a Garden of HumanONEASLove..

And sURe.. theRe’s a SonG
for that too.. my friend
Himali.. n0w..
as yes.. iF
we SinG
The liGht
iN and pLay tHe
Light Bright.. thE
Sun ShInEs as uS
toGetHeR asONeForCE..

Smiles.. Glenn.. for some folks.. the seasons bring levels of depression and joy.. for me levels of intensity of creativity for the last two years or so.. and i am down to about three Epic Posts a week now.. with one ‘supporting’ other post to go along with that a week.. so all together.. about 4 a week.. with the three that are word posts at around 5 to 6 thousand words a post now.. on average in main post text.. and i use all sources i travel for that..

In the Sun bright months i was moving at 5 or 6 a week.. with at one time.. up to three or so.. additional supporting posts in my netherworld of Art for most.. with of course the greaTEST effort so far of around two or three days.. one post of close to 26K words including the comments section as one continuous flow..

So yeah.. as the write column of my Blog says here.. for about..
it’s really simple.. i like to write.. and that was all i could do before
i could even enjoy it.. with the pain of type two Trigeminal Neuralgia
from wake to sleep until around July 22nd of 2013..

And what i always wanted to do..
from the time i am in my early
20’s is truly get better
in creative arts
of writing
song.. and
dance.. so far
a goal then.. finally
a realized Art in flow now..
where there is never a writer’s
block for me.. give me the digital
ivories of a keyboard of words and
my fingers just go.. go go.. and the
same applies to a camera
or a song to sing..
the creative mind
is magic.. and my
problem when checking
out a book about creativity
like there might be an instruction
manual for it.. in college that GOD
i think I checked out 30 times and
never then had the focus to even
read it from
front to back..
is Yes.. ‘Pure’ Creativity
comes as both a practice
and a gift like magic.. from
that first day on or about
the first of March 2013..
when like a guide
of dreams..
i awake
with words
and the driving
force of self lives
again in me.. like the
couple of other sparks
in writing a Christmas
Story and Play in Middle
School.. and a few
Philosophy essays
in College.. with
the first real
experiences
of a magic of
Life.. that comes
deep within.. without
much conscious analytical
problem solving thought that
ruled my life in school.. through
much of work.. with even dreaming
about math equations in school..
but yes.. i knew something is
missing then.. and that
missing is moving..
connecting..
and creating
and sharing that
as giving never
expecting anything
in return at all except
for the empathy of sharing
free and bringing some spark
of inspiration to someone else..
It all works together.. Creativity
guides me.. sure as God as whole..
in me.. and i enjoy the ride wherever
God in me.. as Creativity.. takes me next..
And in understanding now this is now how it
works.. through innate instinct and intuition..
i now understand there is a cosmic
life force of human
creativity that is
joined together
in extremely mysterious
ways beyond the science
of method that currently exists..
to ride that wave of GOD is greater
Joy than i ever can imagine before..
it is the journey and multiple
paths that
make life
Bliss to me..
as am i.. to share
with others complete..
for whatever they care
to eat.. in mind
and body
balance as far as
they can go.. too..
i continue to go
further
and know
no limits
or expectations
of others yet..
for wHere
i’ll go
next..
It Keeps Life Interesting
Just like Heaven Now..;)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/11/dark-and-light-circles-of-life-free.html

Anyway.. tomorrow.. iS
Thanksgiving and truly
thanks for me that i’m
still living pain free
now.. and
pursuing
still now
Magic dReams
of creativity..
so checking back
with dVerse when i get
back from working out..
to see if there is any
more poetry there..
already do my nude
art yesterday.. as
‘morrow not enough
time to fit that
in with visiting
in-laws.. my family
in blood.. and heading
out to celebrate my 86th
dance week.. with all the
Cool College Age folks at
Old Seville Quarter.. publishing
this post a little after midnight or so
on the TG day of Thank God i’m still
here day for me..
where i will honor
the words of this
post with my personal
Temple of God expression
of all of who i am.. no holds
barred.. no regrets.. no guilt
for being a totAlly Free Child
of
FREE GOD AS
WELL.. and this
song certainly sings
to human freedom of
expression.. well.. and
sure.. relatively speaking i
guess i have a big butt too..
for dancing and pressing half
a ton
of FUN..:)

More Fun Dance photos coming in the
wee hours of Black Friday.. as always there
will be plenty of folks shopping.. perhaps
even at 3 am.. when the Rave Dance
ends.. and i can hardly
walk out of my
car in exhaustion
when i get back home..
but the fingers will still
walk the walk of the
message of
creativity
here
ALL FREE
ALWAYS NOW!..:)

i listened to this song.. at least 10
times Tuesday Night dancing
in all the stores
with Katrina..
and boy does iT
make
me
MOVE..
!Force equals Music
times Emotion
equals
MOVING..!
LOVE’S
RELATIVE
FREE WILL..!F=ME=M!

As i continue to explore
the Inner UniVerse
of me
WitH
RELATIVE
FREE WILL
WAY UNDER
THE POWER OF LOVE.:)

http://freeversenudepoetry.blogspot.com/2015/11/5-year-square-of-neptune-saturn-me-free.html

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