New Moon Reign

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A quick trip over to Blogger
Poet friEnd Rafiah’s place in
the interim of waiting for all those
photos to download.. hehe.. for the
last Epic MacroVerse.. “OVengate 2016”..
trip as it were all over the place..
yes.. globAlly as such too..
and i respond to
Rafiah’s now
Fictional Narrative
of a Cozy November Story
with these words
of hope and joy..

Keep writing iT
and it wiLL
Be with AcTinG of course..
Guy De Maupassant.. as i Wiki
him now.. was/is surely another
soul of writing
who struggled
much too..
my friend..
better written
and lived my friEnd.. Rafiah..
As dreAms are yoUrs for FruiTioN..:)

A forTune…

Yes… i juSt
called you Cookie2..;)


Rafiah responds
on Thursday that if i want
to meet her magical friend
Momina i will have to
got to
and i say..

SMiLes.. my friEnd Rafiah..
if you can

And then back
in response to
what i wrote up
there.. regarding
cookies.. she says..

Nobody calls me Cookie.
I never knew I’ll like it so much being called Cookie.
Heart Emoticon

And i say
in final summary..

sMiLes.. aGain..
my friEnd Rafiah..
one can come to appreciate
cookies very much as one may
not receive
all the time..
And one of my
favorite parTS of
what i like to call
Holy and
is that is the
day i most often
hear from Cookie FriEnd
Rafiah from Pakistan
for two and a half years.. a
cookie who lasts for me…;)

AnyWay.. now back to play
on a 725th Macro-Verse of
continuing Longest Long
Form Poem in the
technically now
speaking as such
as this one is way way
way too long to ever put
fully in paper form sTiLL
exceeding 3.3 milLioN
words approaching
4 MilLIoN too..
as words
go on
as usual here..

yeah.. writer’s..
block.. NO.. this is
writER’s TsUnaMi.. HA HA..;)

And after almost 2 months of constant
drought a storm is coming tonight
and for the next
days as the
wind is bloWinG
uP out side and
Sun and sAnd
as i fly one with
water and wind ALL
Barefeet as such wHOle..;)

But first.. i’LL do Lunch
to fuel
the rest
with some
more Thanks
GiVinG left
as they
also DO go oN..;)


WeLL.. considerRinG
i am very much like
a modern
i’LL weigh
in on this pizza gate
‘you’ are spreading and raise
the dARk noW to liGht with some
OVen Gate.. y noT.. as we kNow
little men hide behind faceless
avatars on the Internet.. huh..
hehe.. anyWay.. world
class martial
artists.. ballet
dancers and
folks like
me who leg
press 1020 LBS 33 times
by feat of the hiGher power
of God within and feet of course..
haha.. don’t need to shy away from
showing tHeir face as they have God
to take care of tHeir back side per se..
anyWay.. there is a clause in the Old T Ten
Commandments that STiLL says False Witness is
really not cool.. and in the case of doing this and
actually inciting violence.. you CAN get into really big
criminal trouble trust me.. working for the Government
for a Quarter of a Century.. i am well versed with laws and
rules too.. beyond a current still exceeding 3.3 million word
longest long form poem effort in witness for God and let’s just
say currently likely God’s most prolific cheerleader as such free
on the
loose wild
and free.. yes
praise dance public iN
martial arts and ballet-like
style now for about 6500 miles
in 39 months and if i remember i’ll
let you know and feel it when i get to
6666 miles as that’s like the Golden Spiral
Phi mean of God 4 times numbers noW as SiX
symbols as such too.. as one sees Now all around
Nature as the finger print of God.. within.. inside
outside… above.. so below and all around down to
Subatomic Quantum Physics to the largest oF MoVinG
Celestial Bodies in space as such.. sure.. the Milky way
too.. a fetus.. a curled cat.. a Nautilus shell as the Pattern
of God moves on both in form and essence in spiraling
what else.. oh yeah.. back to the topic at hand..OVengate 2016..
i’LL give
yA a
link all
free as me and
God have a personal
one to one relationship
one as man in the mirror
as such too.. ALL FReED.. so here aLL thaT iS..

Oh.. and by A way.. based on somewhat inside sources.. your commercials
are soon likely going away as you cannot continue to libel folks and potentially
incite violence now as some of your documented comments are already alluding
to here in response to the lies you are spreading that have ZERO BASIS IN FACT..
as the investigations have already proven in the world that has a head still on its
shoulders as such.. all rational and logical as such.. not founded in illusory fears
where groups of folks get togeTheR.. as science shows human misery loves company
still in pockets on the Internet and among folks who elect folks who grab crotches
with status and power and such as that.. anyway.. Trump is getting a bit boring
and predictable as he comes back to the corporate ways of life.. away from
the same snake oil sales person illusory fears you employee here
to make Google pennies that add up with the ads that
will likely soon go away and
no money
to be made
off of false witness
too.. not only thaT.. you
wiLL alReady face the face
to face Karma of God as tHeRE
is no escaping the God of Nature my
FriEnd who lives in no book alone and is totAlly
Karmic free in terms of positive actions in liGht
or the negative actions in dARk like this that result
in yes..
you guessed
it.. dArk consequences
too.. potentially far beyond
just losing your Google pennies
in ad revenue here in your continuance
of bearing false witness against your
and sisters
with GOD LiVinG
noW inside no less
or more than you
my friEnd iN dARk
or liGht God.. rules Free noW
in Karmic eYes that FeeL/SenSE and kNow
more that what you think you hide here Now..
an invitation
to the liGht side
remains open noW as
alWays but your activity
is getting too nefarious here
for me to be any pARt oF it
in the future as
iT is
as what
you now
lie about here
with zero evidence still..
have a nice day and thanks for
the dArkest of poetic muse and news
as liFe goes on for those raptured in
as well
as dARk
noW Now
my FriEnd
who’s lost so
lost noW and
hope you can Now
find your way out
of all this darkness you create..
and the other literal millions of
folks who do this like you do now..:)


Off to dVerse
wHere there is
no theme but
a guideline
for Haibun
and Haiku
that i will for go
in muse and change
to all Fredbun and Fredku
combined oneku.. not unlike
the Fredfu.. i will be doing all
free verse in
a little
later after
dinner at
the military gym
of course.. only 10
links to this point of date..
so.. should be somewhat of a
to move
here for a while
now@leASt for fUN..:)

Leaves of tears
run dry as drought
over takes
for decompose
and fertilize more..
storm front rising higher
cloud tops coming lower
of water..
relief.. rain delivers..:)

At the Catholic
temple i frequent
every Sunday since
September of 2013..
it IS
A chalice
empty like
any human
without a DancE of SonG
aS HeARt gRows togETher Ocean
wHole.. chalice fiLLs SonG oF Human SpiRit
heARts moRe iN miNds and boDys BaLanCinG
SpiRit as
aLive spReads
A messAGe oF liGht..
iN senSinG and FeeLinGS
more than words wiLL ever say..
thE Force DanceS SinGs togeTher withiN..
iNside.. outsiDe.. aBove.. so beLoW and all ‘roUnd..:)

i can’t say i’ve
often played in
snow.. these greyhounds
are lucky today as they experience
a beauty
feel of
clean to behold
in paws that feel
the earth and cold
and snow flakes
as integral
no different than
the pads that balance
tHeir orbit uPon the EARth..:)

sMILes.. wife and
i retired early with
unexpected disabilities..
and sure they are invisible
but the best thing oF aLL iS
we rarely
each otHeR
and that my
FriEnd IS A silver
liNing iN paiN oF beFore..:)

Myth and meaning
purpose and
and senses..
fairy tales
are real
more than words..
poEtry comes aLiVe..:)

erbiage responds by
saying.. and i quote..

“We make our world. Fantasy becomes reality.
In the beginning was the word. Poetry is grave, serious, magical”

And then i return wiTh..

WINks my friEnd..
ConsideRing liGht
Moves faster than
Sound i’LL go wiTh
DancE then SonG
Never the less..
So let iT bE
Written.. so
Let’s juSt
Do iT
MaKes DancE..:)

Oh.. Lord yes.. now..
my friend.. two months
iN A Panhandle of
‘tween.. grey
skies and barometer
lowering depresSing
dArk and
oF liFE soon comes
iN Thunder head wake Joy..:)

my FriEnd..
never done a
plane but a monthly
tour bus to casinos while
my wife plays with one armed
bandits just
with free
buckS hehe..
and i dance
the beaches
free and focus
is alWays better
oN board bus
wiTh just
A hum of diesel
MoVinG art oF words plUs..:)

sMiLes.. livinG
iN Sunny albeit
drought fELt beach
lands lately..
beauty to
but no
or valleys low..
on iN sAme
as human crucible
fire of star senSinG withiN
pArts of EArTh are misSinG A SpiRit
oF moRe.. iN SoUl fELt heArt ways new..:)

WeLL.. back
to the beach
heRe.. Emerald waves..
salt air sugar white sands..
sea oats breezing pure white
gulls gulf
i am
all oF
iS wHOle..
First oNE at 18..
Second OnE at 21..
53 stayed ONe to
date aT 56 ONE
Ocean wHole continues..
hiStory oF Lamp liT for me2..;)

Hmm.. mysterious
Dog named
say i haven’t
heard oF one
of that
but in my case..
it is more like a lamb
in wolves clothing.. strange dog he is2..;)

long and
true when warm..:)

Hi.. Allison.. first..
a quick note.. the
link you provided
takes one to the
Word Press New post screen..
anyWay.. i found
you with
no problem..

Now to

in Florida surely
make the power kNown
of Nature in its awesome
Force.. wHere Ivan of 2004
the iNfrastructure
in one winds swipe..
funny thing..
WE neighbors
had a cook-out
for the first time
ever with Hurricane outAges..
proving what’s missing overall
in life these days with front porches
iN home AC/DC
eNtertainment lives..:)

Amazing to thiNk..
my friEnd as
nows go
by.. so far..
of the future
will be flowered
and colored by
Blogs juSt like this..
transhumanism.. in uploading
soUls.. 15 minutes of fAMe.. a lifetime forever captured..
may be legends.. wHo kNows Feels.. moRE.. noW
servers.. serve
A soUl uP oNline..
wHo FeeLs.. kNoWs perHaps
A thouSAnd yeARs oF eYes..aLiVe
as soUls rain
wiTh HeARt
And SpiRit aS
words.. eTc.. beCome flesh..:)

That Covers
13 at 6 pm..


UniVersity of sMaRt phone
with lectures delivered
for free in bed..
some of my favorites
are Ted Talks.. and even
Conspiracy Theory Sites as i am
interested as a Participant Observer
Anthropologist.. as sure.. one who holds from ’83..
a college degree.. in the actual field of Anthropology
that is really not something that most anyone ever uses
for an actual occupation for pay.. but a lifelong interest in
the human condition with some foundation of understanding that
folks are alike and different sAMe in all cultures in all periods of
human history and even pre-history too.. yields to a person
who is more open minded than one who believes
in just this book or that book.. these
expanded horizons that High
School courses and
Sunday school..
referencing the
deeper ideas of
folks restricted by religious
beliefs thousands of years ago..
can go so much further/deeper now than the
chains of before.. and even better.. most everyone
who has an open enough mind to seek and find can
BOTH seek and find a tremendous wealth of enhancing
all types of human intelligenceS in the broad band new age
unabridged bible when most all humans are provided an avenue/voice
for what they learn and what they come to find as insights more of LiFe..
so.. anyway.. my early morning in Bed smaRt Phone University included Ted
talks on highly sensitive people.. how to enhance the strength of your mind
away from negative thinking.. spirituality vs psychosis and how indigenous
cultures view bio-neuro-diversity as gift rather than the so-called first world’s
way of labeling anything from the vanilla norm.. as disorder and disease.. as
it’s worth noting that not too long ago.. epileptics were considered demon
possessed by the Church and homosexuality was considered a disease
by the American Psychological Association DSM manuals for
Psychiatric Disease.. ignorance runs deep in both the history
of science and church with always more veils to lift
for an original Greek Apocalypse Definition of
just that..lifting the veils of ignorance..not
always easy as the norm tends to
fear the different in all the
ways minorities of
occur as free and
wild existence struggles
and potential thrives for continuing
survival.. and the sad thing is.. on an individual
level in small detail view.. each human has difficulty
seeing a much larger Picture of God and Nature same
where the very survival of the long term viability of the
where ‘John and Mary’.. if they had tHeir way would
make test tube clones of them as the only
perfection from small human view they
can currently see as the flea who
sucks the blood from dog that
is god seeing only small
parts of dog hairs
when there
is so.. so much
more to know and feel
about the whole dog that
some people see and feel more
of and some folks do not.. the best part
about pooling all of our experiences of life..
IS Also stARTinG to see and feel more about the entire
dog and not continue to be left with just hair of the dog for an
entire life with all the veils of ignorance covering our potential
in what can be complete and total Nirvana.. Bliss.. Satori.. Dao..
yes.. Heaven Now.. for those who lEarn and feel the essence oF all
that is aka god.. dog or whatever label one uses to cover the essence
of all that is.. anyWay.. to discount any pArt of God.. no matter what it is..
is to discount God Whole and to throw away pARts one does not understand
or fears to understand and or feel.. as more of God now.. and yes that includes
the study of conspiracy communities online as they are founded on narrow views
of illusory fears but never the less those ignorant parts of Dog can bring much
harm to others.. potentially in even ways of criminal violence if the dark
parts of God like this are not given dark credence as the can and do
affect and effect dark changeS in negative ways of society
as pARt.. all of what it is.. as we are starting to see that
false conspiracy news can actually
harm others.. too.. so what to do..
sure that’s what rules
are for.. this is a new frontier
of sharing information and feelings
and senses and when that comes to harming
other folk’s freedoms that’s when the rules of society
must kick-in forms of new laws to avoid the anarchy
of more folks getting harmed by ignorance that actually
incites violence where freedom of information becomes bullets
more than gold.. anyway that’s a hard call.. and ever changing
but a necessary one for huge populations of heterogeneous
humans to have individual freedoms that are not
encroached by others who would rule
those freedoms with dark
of ignorance
if they
could force
the world into
that veiled mode
once again.. where
religious monarchies in veils
of ignorance and illusory fears and
empty promises force their ideas on others
where if you wanna live in darkness go ahead
as long as you do not harm others and force them
into the misery loves company that is also known as
a dark part of human Nature that does what it does to
survive without much thrive.. and that’s one way iT goes on..
a ball that surely can seem like confusion as days go by
in all the heterogeneous cultural ways of dArk and liGht
that do come as cultural differences to the nature
of human too.. reflecting dArk illusory
fearful ways of liFE or liGht
Progression for positive
adaptation and change
which for some folks
sadly is misery
as i’ve studied
this phenomenon on
and off the Wrong Planet too..
yes.. literally the internet site named
that where the same kind of conspiracy
theories about charitable organizations with
Eugenics Nazi-like intents are driven as the
same gospel truth that says there is a God of
love that tortures folks forever and already knows
it’s gonna happen from the get go when they create
a place like that where as science shows some folks
are born without the innate ability to love and only feel pain
and harming others as pleasure.. like i said.. discount no source
of human experience as not pertinent to the whole ball of God whether
in balance or confusion.. anarchy.. imbalance same.. better to lEarn and
understand and feel the pain and pleasure of others instead of shooting
one person
or this or that
group thinks opinion
to do what’s next in dark
think and feel way of liFe noW..
as we continue to gRow or stagnate Now..
iN the Ocean wHole that is God both dARk
and liGht ‘tween that and beyond Rainbow colors
that i for one am currently gifted to see and feel all
of this
more as
again.. i discount
no pARt of God as
less important than anotHeR
in the whole of all that is noW..
oh yeah.. as the profile pic on FB
of the day returns to Karmic eYe status..
in introspective
and extraspective
on rain that’s coming..:)

AsABOVESUnbELOW.. as the Facebook
Algorithm Macro-Verse memory
generator from three years
ago.. comes
fail like
any great
and or
would or
do if totally
automated and sure.. Thank
you Mr/Ms/FB Roboto.. for
serving me so well and doing the
job that no one else would have time
to do for me free and brief reminder.. still
behind on providing text only versions now of
my last 5 Macro-Verses on Facebook Pages
numbering three for folks who might care to
read that who do not have the Broad
Band Access and Computer
up hundreds
of Multi-Media
photos in some
Macro-Verses too..
as note of yesterday’s
“OVengate 2016”.. MacroVerse
too.. well.. anyway.. i used to be.. yes..
very poor in terms of dollar bills.. where
even with quite a few in the bank to last the
rest of my life.. most of my thrills are almost
totally dollar free.. as truth be told i was a rather
thrilled and happy young lad to be alive and free
working at a Bowling Center making three dollars
and sixty nine cents an hour in 1984 after graduating
from College with three degrees as money is as good as
getting you the stuff you think and feel you NEED FOR LIFE..
be happy
best way
for me to DancE
and SinG FReED and
sPeaKinG of juSt that.. in
this three year old Macro-
Verse memory i continue to
explore the deeper pARts of balancing
life then.. including balancing the feminine
and masculine divine elements of my being
inside.. outside.. as above.. so below and of course..
all around.. and the thing about this is.. i was uniquely
qualified.. after existing in hell for 66 months of already going
to the lowest lowest Dante level of thAT i can personally imagine..
so.. freeing myself into Heaven was a rather easy task where most
folks couldn’t possibly imagine why i would model my self freely in
somewhat of a feminine pose with a wolf shirt on and that’s about it
except for briefs and stuff.. and then move down to mirrored pictures
of Nature on a family farm of a pond and sunset celebrating thanks giving
then.. with photo of my self not too flattering and a little pudgy around the
belt albeit plenty of gun on top with arms that still curled 200LBs plus then
at about 220 lbs.. where i actually looked overweight then as compared to
230 plus lbs today.. although all these ThanksGiving desserts are
adding up quick around the belt too.. hehe.. as sure this was
after ThanksGiving too.. where i rearranged the
body mass soon after that too.. as
change happens
for those
to adapt
to challenge
and struggle in dArk and Negative way.. and
juSt do change in positive light ways.. although..
all those desserts were certainly very very tasty..
anyway.. i found exploring both the feminine
and masculine balance
naked free in
all the
that art
came and
still comes very
liberating.. insightful
and leading to much much
more creativity and productivity..
totAlly freeing emotions and senses
as the dance and fight as SonG of mY soUL
continued.. yes.. more naked and free as that 2013
year went on from King David underwear to celebrating
God in what most folks might think iS in vile and naked ways..
however that’s culture and the norms of culture.. where once
in a new renaissance age at least the elite or top 5 percent
of folks who were educated
did the art form of
the human
body sculpting
and painting
of naked holy
and sacred same..
no different than the
Ancient Egyptians too..
and folks far far before that
in prehistory way of petroglyphs
wHeRe a male dancing in ALL his
glory was not an uncommon art
to be captured in stone
not much
different than
one of the first
Egyptian God’s..
‘Min’ of fertility fully
exposed like that too..
as hey.. it’s reaLiTy thaT’s
most often covered up in Victorian
still leaning art that would rather see
headless murdered victims than pleasurable gifts from God
for all giving and sharing for those who gain enough freedom
to art
hmm.. naked
and free.. life’s too
short not to play naked..
unless you’re scared.. i ain’t scared..
and after i finished that exploration
and continue own with it
i own
from head
to toe.. in ways
of ballet.. and
martial arts
naked in
all the ways that comes2..:)

And sure.. a couple of those works
of art generated in the range of 300
to 400 hundred thousand likes on one
of my Google Blogs as already documented
in my blogs for proof with screen shot of the
stats.. one partially clothed in the 300K range
and one fully not clothed in the 400K range
and sure
it was
blog was
named my Free
Lance Stripper blog
when all the views were
attracted.. Free Verse
Nude Poetry
quite the likes
of that although the
views are steadily increasing..
as like it or not.. it’s art at the hiGhest
levels of human expression and nah..
ain’t the first one to say that.. Michelangelo
just didn’t have the tools to do it in the flesh like i do..
as a self project as such.. coming in full with the nerds
who provide the tools.. and folks like me who take full
advantage to go where not many humans beings are brave enough to go..
prepare ye a way had to come first.. in mechanical cognition way and now the art..
iN God
eYes of WiLd
and LoVing smARt
And Fearless too FReED..:)


Facebook Friend and all around cool dancing
friend from Old Seville.. Cortney.. expresses
some concern over what a waiter did.. calling
her Young Lady at a delicious
place of serving food and i
respond in rather short
story style to this restaurantial concern..

i still occasionally get called young man by
older customer service patriarchs and some
get a surprised look that i’m older than them..
as it’s often when they catch
me in the act of dance..
but on the other
hand.. visiting my
Aunt Christina in the nursing
home.. the nice lady in the next
bed.. looked at Katrina and said..
you have a beautiful child.. hmm..
she doesn’t mind it @46 but i have to admit
@24.. in ’83.. graduating with three degrees..
and still having to manage three part time jobs..
including Janitor.. Archaelogy Research Associate..
and Book Store Clerk.. when the cop stopped me outside
the bank i was cleaning and radioed in.. it’s just the clean-up
boy that was a little deflating.. what i eventuAlly lEarned was/is
what i think/feel/sense
about myself
is totAlly all that
counts.. no matter if
the comment now is legend
or fool.. i for one am having
legendary fun
in my mind
and body
Young Lady
is actually a sign
of respect in Southern
Speak and it’s pretty normal
for flight students to get sweetie
and get upset about it in the convenience
stores.. yeah that reminds me.. i get a lot of the
honey and sweetie from the older female customer
service representatives.. it goes over better than crazy.. hehe..;)

Cortney responds with..

I would never call someone that ever lollol

And i do my best to be somewhat
dry as humorous by saying..

(in reference to another reported comment
the waiter said about the menu items)

Oh.. by A way… ‘Stupid Awesome’
is so good.. you don’t have to thiNk about it..
milestone.. NO GOALS..
JuST be/do iT stupid aweSoMe noW..
not uNlike art does
what art is..;)

And finally.. i call
everyone.. no matter
what their age is.. M’am
or Sir.. if i do not know them..
by name.. iN
Bubba Southern comfort style..
as sometimes i
just go the
and copycat
Without a F.. with TLC..:)

And now i say.. i got called lots of nasty names in school.. particularly
middle school.. and thank goodness i was mostly too naive and sheltered
as such to know what they meant at the time other than scowly face as such
by the perpetuators of the act of not kind.. and since then.. i’ve often stumbled
and unwittingly said and done things that i had no idea would seem condescending
to the one’s who received the normal Fredtalk.. per se.. in fact just the fact that i talk
so much and write so much can probably seem at times condescending too.. but mostly
i just enjoy life and go with the flow.. perhaps not always considering that everyone is not
on a page
long as mine..
and surely at times
a little loud in volume
as i tend to get inspired
about what i am interested
in speaking about as overall
most everything is inspiring to me..
as i have the happy disorder as crazy as
it may sound that happy can be considered a
disorder for being happy for no reason at all.. generally
attributed to a label named as hypomania.. generally reflected
in my way of looking at life about being very enthusiastic about
being here after living in hell for 66 months of which the first 33 months
i was generally speaking.. the hunch back of Notre Dame closed off from
all means mostly in interpersonal communication.. particularly in feeling
any warm and fuzzies that normal social animals feel as surely love too..
anyway.. i can’t curtail the happy’s and refuse to go back to hell.. i suppose this
has lost me many potential close friendships in life.. but what i found is when a person
goes to hell they will not have a single person follow them in tHeRE for very long at least
until they become just another part of the furniture that they surely cannot help too.. there
are so many aspects of heaven and hell that most folks have not visited and many likely
that i have not either.. as we are all individuals in the view of our individual UniVerses that
are truly myriad and changing some nows drastically as life goes on.. anyway i go on.. it’s safe
at most..
and the whole
thing reminded
me of that Song
Lady by Styx and
makes all of this well worth it
for how i kNow and feel and sense liFE noW..;)


AnyWay.. for me at least..
Heaven IS A Singularity..
a place of alWays reneWed
in enthusiasm wHere one is
never bored and alWays ready
for the neXt big fun thing to do alWays
noW.. and surely technology provides many
avenues to do this too.. as Lord kNows and FeeLs
thEre are not many social Gathering places otHeR than
Bars.. Churches.. Work.. School.. and such like Super Duper
and other
places for
mostly buy
that can fill up
one simply by social
connecting force in moVing
conNecting creatinG way more..
Hmm.. tHeRe is an infinite number
in practicality for purposes and meanings
for a human beinG to be totAlly immersed
in FloW iN ZoNE for Heaven alWays noW..
but of course it helps to be a free agent..
with no money worries
directing.. producing
and acting
own game of
life with rules determined
individuAlly on the fly of what
and where and when to go neXt..
to juST do as such.. first noW.. a stop at the
gigoid place of collected wisdom of the ages
from now most all the sAGes and then to see what
dVerse has to offer after that and then tHeRe’s dance
and more free stuff to do like that..yes.. the world is my
as i
Pearl oN iN
beYond Rainbow
colors as such above
and below plain black and white..;)

First oF aLL.. my
FriEnd gigoid in
to the
of a tree you
offer in illustration
of photo today.. like
Vanessa Williams and
oTheRs sinG you’ll never
know how tall the Sycamore can
grow if ya cut it down without alloWinG
iT to paint with all the colors of the winds..
paraphrased of
course with
such too
to go with all
of this.. coming stuff..;)

“Certainty is only a symptom of lack of imagination.”

~~ Subtle Bee ~~

iMaGiNatTioN… hoMe of dReams
And FruiTioN oF all
pluS uP..
too and all so
briLLiant iN FeeLinG
SenNsinG kNOwinG
when DancE and SunG
without a dollar bill to hOld back..
likes.. followers.. or share.. now oF
limitations/expectations either.. hehe..;)

“As you grow older, you’ll find the only
things you regret are the things you didn’t do.”

~~ Zachary Scott ~~

Unless one stays busy
from birth to last
eYe wiNk
somEthinG new..
And the age we livE noW..
maKes thaT wiLL and Can Do..:)

All liFE on eARtH
is precious.. to see
and feel that way is to strive to save it..
from the scope of lifeless rocks in space..:)

“You can get help from teachers,
but you are going to have to learn a lot by yourself,
sitting alone in a room.”

~~ Theodore Seuss Geisel (Dr. Seuss) ~~

a lost
BeinG hUman
and the rest
of the UniVerse
pArt as WholE liFe..:)

“Innocence is its own Defence.”

~~ Benjamin Franklin ~~

to hide..
iN eYes
oF A grown Naked child..;)

“”The superior man is the providence of the inferior.
He is eyes for the blind, strength for the weak,
and a shield for the defenseless.
He stands erect by bending above the fallen.
He rises by lifting others.”

~~ Robert Green Ingersoll ~~

how hiGH
one applauds
for the success and
liFting uP oF aLL otHeRs..
of many colors..:)

“If you love the sacred and despise the ordinary,
you are still bobbing in the ocean of delusion.”

~~ Lin-Chi ~~

F iN
iT aLL
F iN

“At times the wolves howl and the moon is silent.”

~~ George Carlin ~~

And the Moon
corn DancEs..;)

“In nature there are neither rewards nor punishments
– there are consequences.”

iS.. sAys..;)

“Isn’t this my STOP?!”

~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~

oFF thE
wAve.. riDe
it ‘tiLL iT Flies..:)


WeLL.. one thing i must FeeL/SeNse/
SinG/DancE.. iS the dVerse volunteer
creative squad comes up with
great prompts for muse
and while i don’t
exactly fit
in with the
and rules to liNk..
hehe.. like not allowing
many photos to go along
with words.. i continue to free
lance on the trail juSt for FuN..
to gRoW my LonGeST lOnG form
poem ever in free verse style totAlly iN
FloW iN ZoNe as HUman SingulAriTies go..
and today’s prompt is about covering other poet’s
works like covering songs.. i for one tend to pick up a
general nuanced flavor from all the places i go that inspire
me.. it’s how
yA groW in
as Free Association
means traveling to
as many avenues
for inSpiRaTioN
as one has the time
now.. energy.. and effort
to do and go.. and for me hehe..
tHere are trUly few limits or expectations
as i continued to expand way back when they
were attempting to cut down my ever groWing taller
and wider Sycamore aS the SpiRit of the HeARt of mY
miNd and BoDy conTinUinG BaLanCinG soUL.. i gRoW
and foR Now i’LL continue to cover new space wheRe few
human BeinGS have dared to go.. in time now.. effort..and energy
as John 14:12 in metaphor continues to go too.. for all those who
sAid/say ain’t
no stopping
me now.. ain’t
no mountain too
hiGh.. we are gonna
JuSt keep MoVinG HiGheR
coNnecTinG and creATinG
no matter what the FucK ya say or do..
juST Do iT FReED..;)

First oF aLL..
for a most
as i tEnd
to coveR iT all..
as i go on different
sIDewalks of life.. often
spirAling out of control as
control is what ya do when ya
work for the Government for over
25 years.. anyWay.. or releGated to
sidewalks from barefoot child meadows..
IS A place
i no longer
play as leaves
of grass coMe
toGeTheR As Green..
over red and blue..
piLLs oF ‘ForE.. par..;)

Shovels.. gOld.. sAnd..
tEars gRown Cold.. Ocean
empties deep
Stripes bLoom..
Wings flutter
Tiger’s yAwn
A new gRowl
Dawn noW as
Butter Fly

TrULy.. it’s
sAd to be
from wHole
not realiZinG
fuller hUman poTenTial
to create a world within
that eXpanDs from iNside..
outsiDe.. so aBove.. beLow
all aRound creators wE..
when not
stuff oF
otHeRs mOre..:)

sMILes.. going in a way
different trail on this..
can’t help but to be
reminded of the particularly
fair maidens i dance with..
one.. so unique.. then..
so beautiful
she was/is..
swept away
from waves and
waves of potential
suitors while she held
on to my graying mane for safety..
i am..
for just
a dance..
as occasionAlly
older guys rule…;)

Fear.. stOne oF heARt
kNows.. feels senses
no liFt oF
roads go
on.. concrete
and mountainous
terRains.. fear lifts..
no mountain
for fLiGht
oF senSinG FeeLing
no.. kNow aT aLL..:)

Love a bait
a worm to fly
fish iN wArm of
day.. niGht coMes
a fish
to give and swim..:)

Interesting poem
and cover and
iT can be MoVinG..
as folks with high libido
in all ways that now comes
as science shows.. tend
to be more
than those
who have not
greater explored
the body over mind
aT lEast iN BaLAnCinG both..
as hEArt/SpiRit oF soUL.. no doubt..
too.. iN paRt wHy many
folks move more
toward conservative.
iF tHey leT tHeir floWer die..
and that my friEnd iN somE ways
predicts the last
American Election
rows of pews..
juSt a generaLiTy
yes.. but dam.. i kNow/
FeeL lots of folks my age
who’ve lost tHeir floWer..
from wild and
free to priSoned Now
And chained sitting dOwn..
i go
oF yard with
no collar.. noW..;)

For me at lEast.. noW..
i cannot doubt the ForcE
oF changing All of liFe as
DArk and liGht.. ‘tween
aLL of thaT iS.. ‘tiLL
all colors
when aLL of liFe
is Gratitude and All
beCoMes hOly SacRed
as existence is what iT is greater
fELt noW iN
SenSes aLL
liGht Now
SacRed hOly FLiGht..:)

Essence of
bird.. iNk
it’s all in how
they sing and
dance ’round dimlit
sun or full moon niGht oF LoVe..:)

iN ways..
sAdder now
than a fully
cat.. never fully
kNoWinG hunt..
scent.. and taste
captuRed fELt as
flesh and blood
A BaLanCinG
tight rope
tree climber
reaching counters
for a bite to eat.. longer
than 10 years old and diabetic..
for life
as fuller
and so did/do
tHeir domesticated
cats to culture
one insame..
i sing now
dance with
fur A saMe
WiLd and Free
as a yellow boy wild cat
call of God
FReED for me..:)

No doubt..
myths lore
zombies eT aL..
oTHeR creatures
with zero levels
of empathy and compassion
reflecting a larger element/
meme/theme of culture
iN teXt
noW from
flesh and blood
lost iN space Now
eThEr without Tog..
no longer LiVinG fuller..
iN A place with no moon..
sky.. or even sUn to liGht..
4.7 inch screams of screen
turn away from Love..
and with
all that
off this screen..
screaming now..
i’M goNNa Public Dance..;)

And that ends
what’s offered
with eleven
at 5:50 pm
oN 11292016..;)


Forgoing.. the usual Joy
Of store-lit public
Praise Dance.. i
Embraced the
DArk and
Warm Damp
Winds ‘fore
Storm coming
With SlowDance
Walk FeeLinG
Midnight spiRit
As my finger tips
RaiSinG.. fELt electricity oF
Starlit Breeze transVerSinG
All of me.. listening to the
Gnostic wisdom of Carl Jung..
FeeLinG Heaven WHoLe NoW
As God oF Free
Nature NiGht..
Refreshing the
DArk Can Be..
When seen
As LiGht
For those who
Create a God oF Fear
And Hate over Hope
And Love iN DArk
Sleep or
Wake iN
We Make..
Black and Red..
Royal Purple New Moon Rose..:)

“And the Word Became Flesh”..
And sadly a Roman Emperor and
his Handymen Catholic Priests
in 325
that poetic
metaphor into
a King of Universe
Soldier Sun God instead
of humble teacher imparting
words to raise folks up to heaven
now.. iN attempt to make words organic
in relating actual experience of liFE to spArk
them into Heaven now.. how to put Heaven into
words.. how to do it with Hell.. Purgatory ‘tween and
the rest of the experiential reaLiTy of the Human Inner
UniVerse that we share sAMe and diffeRent in what can be
termed as Christ Consciousness.. Collective Unconciousness..
Cosmic Consciousness.. the Holy Spirit as we feel this reaLITy greater
and express it in all ways of heArt.. SpiRit and MiNd and BoDy BaLancing
SoUl from Art iN SonG of PoEtry to Free Verse DanCinG Praise from head to toe..
it’s easy for
the person
who lives in
Heaven now..
to take folks down
tHere up hEre is the
real job of JOB per say
and SonG and DancE noW..:)

Ha.. if yA thiNk/FeeL tHe World
of Trump noW is the World of liGht
and Love.. if yA praise him as yoUr
Savior.. yA are not much different than Constantine
and his Catholic Cohorts from 325 AD.. expanding
the Roman Empire and making it great again.. treading
down on those who are different in beliefs iN A God of Nature
thaT kNows/SeNses and FeeLs no different than the reaLity of Heaven now..
oR purGatory or Hell in Dollar bills and Caesar coins alike that belongs to THEM
AND NOT ME/US/WE.. heHe.. anyWay.. it iF it wasn’t so sad.. this whole new American
ReaLiTy would be ludicrous in how many many times hiStory sHows fear and hate and STuFF
including the modern dollar bill becomes God over our Natural reaLITies of Force iN Power sAMe
WiThiN EmoTioNs.. SenSEs and sUre.. SeNSualiTies ConSenUally relEased Free over Pussy Grabbers
as such..
and those
who would take
away freedom Now
oF Speech iF iT noW uP
ruffles dOwn tHeir politicAlly
correct feathers with integrity
thaT changes as much as the
dirtiest nowUnderwear oF ALL..
aNyWay.. whaT is BlAck is LiGht..
what iS WhiTe iS dARk iN all ThE
TrUTh and liGht eXposed in dArK noW
Now.. wHEre wE folks who liVe iN HeaVen
watch more..;)

Hmm.. with all ‘thAt’ sAid foR noW..
one MacroVerse memory shared
on FB from two years ago and
one shared from a year ago..
stARting wiTh.. “A Day in the
Life of a Child of God”.. highlighting
my continued disgust.. two years ago for those who
take a humble man’s witness for the hiGher poTential
of human being and turn him into an evil judging God as
Soldier Sun God of the Universe who would condemn the ignorant
and less fortuned in ways of Love and SpiRit to hell forever in a torture
that never ends.. as we more sensible folks in the U.S. are hoping to
stop Trump from BrinGinG Water Board Torture back too.. to keep
in line
with basic
mercy of the
hUman FucKinG
race with empathy and
Compassion more than
A Stone cOld God hung on temple walls..
anyWay according to the Gospel of Thomas
eliminated from inclusion in the big new black book..
as it would be hard to expand a Roman Trump Empire
wiTh A kNoWinG without any Words aT aLL of the FeeLinG
SenSinG SeNsuaL reaLiTy of God liVinG within Free as wE..
and it still is and that is the veils of ignorance that could
be lifted to make a real original Greek Definition
of lifting those veils of ignorance as Apocalypse
way a reaLiTy oF course
for only those
who wish
to be
from Trump Empire LiFe..
and be raptured into liGht liKe wE liKe uS liKe oUrs..:)

37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”

And now from a year ago.. a MacroVerse
titled ‘Awakening Force iN uS’ as the
Synchronicity of my liturgical
years and seaSons
saMe come
with similar
spiritual.. heARt
and SouL intent
in purpose and
noW as
essence of Words come forth..

With a clip here for posterity more..

Smiles.. my friend SOHEIR..
in Allah’s reality
Flowers of life
as colors
diversity of
Life as we know it
and feel it on this
Earth.. and theRe
iN Infinity
as WeLL..
WHere GreaTesT
Hues of Violet are
tempered by the
whites and blacks in
‘tween and outside too..
And it is the challenges..
work.. and practice of the LigHt
that will bring us out of the dArk..
with patience as truly the greaTesT
Arks of Challenge can and do come
in the DARK of LiGht..
Some people believe
they can just recite
some words
or an entire
bible perhaps..
and never act on it
and grow in liGht.. Allah the
God of challenge is not the
director of easy my friend..
There is more to God
than believing
a man died
and provided
a sacrifice for Love..
if we will Live long enough
we will all be called to sacrifice for
Love.. and although life is a gift of
it takes
work.. and
practice to Grow
the Light out of DARK..
as above so below..
those of us who
carry on
in LiGht my friend..
by Dark..
the Lovely Flowers
that arise from
the darkest
when fertile..
of course.. my friend..:)

I don’t care what anyone
nAMes God as long as they
FeeL the essence of liGht inside..
and express that as Love that’s Fearless Free..:)

i AM works for me BeST.. but it can get confuSing
to use it in a first person poem so i juST say GOD..;)

Back to the seaSons as we celebrate the death of DArk
to the Winter Solstice to the 3 day death of the Sun to the
Rise of the Sun again iN WiNter to Spring Born Summer thrive
yeah.. the myth
of Jesus on December
25th is surely not the first
or last myth to celebrate this reality
of dArk
that is
both myth and iSREaL..
and worth it to celebrate liGht
in all the ways that comes as long
as one does not disMiss the reaLiTy
iN the
of otHer
myths.. Now
the Essence iSREaL..
when Real Bottom liNe noW..:)

And now finAlly.. ” Shoes of Black to liGht” and
another clip from this Macro-Verse from a year ago..
that is my dREam for the lost sheep i see at church each week..:)

Well.. ANYway.. my dream is for the congregation one
day to experience the Heaven of now.. and to
share that experience in song
with all others
with how
God will have uS
as free again
as Loving
come again..
as free and wild
before the apple
of Lies.. propagated
by cultures and religions
for subjugation and control
over other human beings with

Philosophy iS iN determining
how Nature works in terms
of being human in other words
what is divine.. holy.. and sacred
and what is not.. as i say all of Nature/God
is divine.. holy.. and sacred as Beach and human creates
Evil and dARk footprints in sANd to go along with NiGht and Day oF liGht..
the gift
of free
will in relative
dreAMs or NiGhtmares
is an aMAzinG gift from God
of Nature and the tRuth is.. we
are the ones who mostly create
Heaven or Hell or Purgatory on a most
Beautiful Rock in space with blue and green
and brown with continuing shrinking white snow
capped poles that sure.. could continue to be Heaven
for many thouSands of Years to come here on eARTh NOW..
iF more of uS fiNd a way to get our liGht shiT toGeThEr and work for it NoW..
it’s worth
it for those
who see it and
breathe it and feel
and seNse Heaven more
now.. but for those disenfranchised
with few social animal roles lost in a soup
mixed of heterogenous anarchy pie.. what to
do else but drive a car into a crowd of innocent
folks as Evil becomes a butcher knife reality now..
and nah..
it could be
any shared
evil ideology
that is the last
nail to cross the
coffin of others now..
anyWay.. the essence of the Story
of Jesus IS A barely living story now.. otherwise
we would not have those so-called core fundamentalist
Christians these days voting for the anti-thesis of a Good
Cop Jesus.. and as far as the Tao.. the Satori.. the Yogi
Unity with
as cosmic
dancer of
dARk and liGht
those stories are
barely breathing now
too in the reaLiTy of
the HuMan existence now..
and that’s the thing.. a story
has no life without the essence
of experience lived.. when folks lose
a handle of words to fire an iSREAL flame
inside the FlaMe the SpArk the Story dies..
and becomes A tree of midnight new moon niGht
spReaDinG desperately for a liFE iN oTheRS to liGht..:)


It was a saying of Demetrius Phalereus, that
“Men having often abandoned what was visible
for the sake of what was uncertain,
have not got what they expected, and have
lost what they had,–being unfortunate
by an enigmatical sort of calamity.”

— Athenaeus (c. 200 AD) — The Deipnosophists, vi, 23

is deeper
than shallow
harder noW to
fiNd at Ocean Now
wide depth.. no one
sAid iT iS aLL grace but tools
oF SpRinG..:)

“All time in all time. It does not change. It does not lend itself to warnings or explanations. It simply is. Take it moment by moment, and you will find that we are all bugs in amber.”

— Kurt Vonnegut Jr., Slaughter-House 5

is make
the best of is

“The fields were fruitful, and starving men moved on the roads. The granaries were full and the children of the poor grew up rachitic, and the pustules of pellagra swelled on their side. The great companies did not know that the line between hunger and anger is a thin line.”

— John Steinbeck (1902-1968) “The Grapes of Wrath”

many Fears..
Hate And Vengeance..
go figure on
empty and
now full
with or without
essence bEyond
food and drink..:)

“The smallest minority on earth is the individual.
Those who deny individual rights cannot claim to be defenders of minorities.”

— Ayn Rand

The needs
of the many
outweigh the
needs of the few.

-Alan Turing
-eT aL

In other words..
FucK the one to five..
even.. ten to twenty
percent in terms of dollar
bills and
as that
to feed the
FucKinG poor..
and give ’em free
Health Insurance..:)

to avoid a poTenTiaL FireY

‘line between hunger and anger is a thin line.”

“Respect cannot be learned, purchased, or acquired….
it can only be earned.”

— Smart Bee

Please “Ayn”..
let’s not forget
And thanks for being here..;)

“I don’t pick on politicians. They ain’t done nothin’.”

— Red Skelton

I refuse
to ever
be one..
so i can’t really
complain more than vote.. per say2…;)

“In the United States…politics is purged of all menace, all sinister quality, all genuine significance, and stuffed with such gorgeous humors, such inordinate farce that one comes to the end of a campaign with one’s ribs loose, and ready for “King Lear,” or a hanging, or a course of medical journals.”

— H. L. Mencken

Be careful
what one
wishes for too..
as self-fulfilling prophecies
happen in most ironic ways..;)

La Belle Dame Sans Merci

Ah, what can ail thee, wretched wight,
Alone and palely loitering?
The sedge is withered from the lake,
And no birds sing.

Ah, what can ail thee, wretched wight,
So haggard and so woe-begone
The squirrel’s granary is full,
And the harvest’s done.

I see a lily on thy brow
With anguish moist and fever dew,
And on thy cheek a fading rose
Fast withereth too.

I met a lady in the meads,
Full beautiful, a faery’s child:
Her hair was long, her foot was ligh,
And her eyes were wild.

I set her on my pacing steed,
And nothing else saw all day long;
For sideways would she lean, and sing
A faery’s song.

I made a garland for her head,
And bracelets too, and fragrant zone;
She looked at me as she did love,
And made sweet moan.

She found me roots of relish sweet,
And honey wild, and manna dew,
And sure in language strange she said,
“I love thee true!”

She took me to her elfin grot,
And there she gazed and sighed deep,
And there I shut her wild, sad eyes—
So kissed to sleep.

And there we slumbered on the moss,
And there I dreamed, ah! woe betide,
The latest dream I ever dreamed
On the cold hill side.

I saw pale kings, and princes too,
Pale warriors, death-pale were they all;
Who cried—“La belle Dame sans merci
Hath thee in thrall!”

I saw their starved lips in the gloam,
With horrid warning gaped wide,
And I awoke and found me here,
On the cold hill side.

And that is why I sojourn here,
Alone and palely loitering,
Though the sedge is withered from the lake,
And no birds sing.

~~ John Keats ~~

SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. now
all i KNoW FeeL and
SeNse from a
very young
age until
for SpRing
as long as SpRing
liVes Pan of the Forest
for now i live forevernow..
And the coolest thing of all is
i can FucKinG prove it at 56 for NoW..
even in testimonials from Walmart Customer
Service Representatives who attest i bRinG
to Walmart
four seaSons
a year.. that my
friEnd iS A FucKinG
Miracle on itS own right
for DancE and SonG liGht..;)

“He changed the Season”

A real miracle IS A me.. heHe..;)

‘Tis the seAson
to be
FucKinG NoW..
iF one
and live
HeaVen noW..
JuSt FucKinG Do iT
iS whaT i FucKinG juST DO..:)

Yes.. iT reAlly helps to
Be financially independent
of Caesar’s coins to accomplish
this miracle
lines Now..
‘Oops.. i juSt
Did iT aGAin’..;)


Storm front moving
in with relatively small
line of squalls
but never
the less
and more
poEtry now
as Sand
and Clouds
Dance iS oN hoLd
for now.. as i return
to Tuesday Prompt
for 6 additional links
there in regard to covering
another person’s poeTry like a Song
and after that back to Monday and yes..
A Haibun Free for all with 11 more links tHeRe..;)

SMiLes.. mY FriEnd
tHeRe was actually
a now wHere a bird
SonG i could not stand..
a cricket in
a Freight
train over
a Street
Lamp at
3 AM brighter
below than staring
a sun in the eYes of mine..
so far back
HeLL wHere
any contact
of Nature hurt
as death as liFe..
opposite now
All SpRinG aLL noW..
iN BiRd SoNG oF liGht..:)

Sky open.. Sky closed..
Tree shade
cool and
majestic highs
shining spotLiGhts
leaves then wide..
Hurricane came..
Tree felled..
opens more..
SpiRit Flies hiGher..:)

Spring Depression
surely can be hardest
iN April when flowers
bLoom brighter with
wings silver
showers reign..
somehow i leArned
iT aLL SpRing iN FaLL
oF liFe SpRings more
iN Summer
Fall and
oF DancE

far far
in a distant
land there IS
A portrait oF aLL
poEtry ever
iS iNside
Waiting to WritE ouT..:)

of North
still wind
dry fly days away..
Bite of Wintersweeter
of fly..:)

NiGht dreAms
oF FlY
never nigher
than sliver
eYes oF Old..:)

As the first thunder
rolls in with auburn
burn cold front
to the
Haibun free
for all now..
hoping the
go out as
ain’t no battery
back up on iMac big screen..;)

SMiLes my FriEnd
as i sit here with
a momentary wait
of Cold Front storm
to give
for a
two month
drought in Florida
Summers now that
to end..
i suppose with
sympathy i should
feel the pain more of
the rest of Nature here
in red
state dunk..;)

Blanket of
niGht of wet
storm now..
who kNows..
perhaps cool
air too.. soon
as Indian Summer
finAlly rainS iN FL..
noW iN Panhandle Way..;)

and SeNses
and season
more in change
of association..
Climate changes
us to same
or reneWed
comes for
new associations
or not as HeArt beats different..
as seasons
made of
human hands..:)

All Nautilus
we are
some growing
thinner as struggle
and challenge and
adaptation for change..
so many
to grow ever
more Nautilus
in stately
of sOUls
than ever bEFore..
synergy of giving sharing
make being human more than ever beFore..:)

Standards.. rules..
and more
to tightly
harming grass..
hehe.. can’t control
that but i can make
up my own
as i go
with never
a worry of falling down..
as i am no longer a part
of any

hard to
on cliffs
and safety
seats where caution
mixes with wild and free..
both play a role
extra and
polar too..
never the less..
it is the extra Super
Rover that ends having
so much fun.. danger or not..
while those
who sit
dead or alive..
it’s all relative..
when Love And Free..:)

Joy of MoVinG..
Joy of
of SonG
and Poetry DancE..
i must say and feel and
sense with every move.. finger
and toe.. comes another poTenTial
EmoTion and SeNSe never ever FeLT bEfore..
it’s why
i don’t
ever to
GroW iN FloW
iN ZoNe of something
anything more than yesternows
iN Feat
Hands oF dAnce..:)


Nothing much more
poignant than
the imprint
loss of loved
ones.. animal..
plant and human
Dear of liFe.. Now..
i can still remember
the grey sky evening
in ’65..
Great Grandfather
died too early really
to understand
it deeper
a cloudy
sky stayed
as does his
memory somewHeRe..
white hair.. at age 94..
deep down in an old tin
house by the railroad
front in
lawn chair.. reviewing
a life as Young Captain of his
College Debate Team.. meeting
Geronimo on the camp trail and
a self learned and passed bar lawyer..
He.. named Ed.. with an old horse named Dancer
from his
heritage too..
that is me too
as i dance
life as my eYes
iN SonG of Word..
and yes.. my friEnd
while ‘you’ don’t allow
me to actuAlly comment on
your blog site as my poetry did
not fit your form of ideal.. the inspiration
from your words is STiLL free wide open
and you give
me this
as some nows..
the best gifts
come from a place
his daughter.. Grandmother
mine too.. in her sixties went
on to be an oil painter wonder..
almost blind in her sixties
then.. i for
one went
to hell
47 and
came out
the other
side at 53..
with a DancE
and SonG that will
never end for now as
i debate
oF My heARt
SpiRit and SoUL..
BaLAnCinG miNd and BoDy soUL more..
We all lEarn something from our
friEnds and foEs alike.,
from our
we come
as the
they give
for this point
of liFE now.. so..
sure.. not only will
i write this but i’ll
make his photo my Facebook
Profile Pic.. as surely.. hehe.. some
of the piercing of my eYes came from him..
the Indian who lives within in Cherokee way
and the Sioux on My Grandmother’s Husband’s side..
a black
of the
i’ve never
ever seen
a picture of him..
a hopeless wanderer
with an ending of his life on dirt floors..
but never the less a fiddle player
as my
soUL full too..
he died at 49 and
the Grandfather on
My Father’s side at
55.. Irish X-Catholic Priest..
neither of those
i met.. me..
i did have
a Great Grandfather once..
in my life actuAlly aliVe then..
sAdly Great Grandfather’s wife
died young with Breast Cancer.. tragically too..
best thing oF FaLL.. i sTiLL remember theM aLL..
they live
in my
heARt heRE noW too..:)


And yes.. why not share
an ancestral photo of my
Grandfather.. noted author
and X-Catholic Priest from
last century too.. smallest
boy on
the left
among 5 other
great Aunts
and Uncles
in Ireland
at the time of
the photo who
still swim
soUl too..;)


And yeS.. even
a photo too of
his father.. my
Great Grandfather..
a watch maker from the
Black Forest of Germany..
who immigrated to Ireland..
met my Great Grandmother
there and
family.. once
owning the
the Guinness
Beer Operations now..
tragically both dying young.. close to age 50.. my Grandfather
after that lived in an orphanage.. sadly.. in those days too..:)

Sorry… you went through
this.. happy for your rescue
and yes i can relate too…
soft as a young man
a much
the edges
woman in a bar
way back then..
she lived in a place
with a bar across the street
with hoots and hollers of wild and
drunk.. i literally thought i was gonna
die back then..
and it took
to escape
what i had gotten
into and almost lost
for the rest of my life..
as i look back now.. there aren’t
many ‘places’ i haven’t been to now…
and i’m glad truly as i have so much
more sympathy
the hard of life..
i came to understand
finally why she was the
way she was as she was literally
not only sexually abused but tortured
too by an
when young..
i only wish she
would have told
me at the beginning so
i would understand.. why..
as i
surely do
now with sympathy STiLL..:)

SMiLes.. i suppose
the distance
in seas
and oceans
and deserts
and mountains..
snow and monsoons
and all round globAlly
how we go is now stunted in
space online.. WiNks.. sad..
in two ways.. you
after all is said
and done.. not everything
now is worse with online..;)

sMiLes.. i’ve often
heard the cries..
the pleas..
the worry
oF Youth
iN how
it will
be to grow
older and less
strong and beautiful
in skin and shape..
but the pARt
Within of
God now
of HeaRt
more EmotioNs
noW and SeNsory
BaLanCing miNd
and BoDy SoUl need
never groW old when VibranT
MoVinG.. ConNectinG and CreaTinG
as colors change more.. even with grey..
now to
nice to
hear your
liFe story.. friEnd..
as this way we see
so many more paths than our own..
to what
WiLL be
one’s humble Glory..:)

Hmm.. WeLL.. i’m finished..
but what song.. what song
will i use
for this..
for you..:)


i have to say..
i’ve come to Love
the dArk almost as
much as liGht as it
makes me
so alive
to feel
and SeNSEs aLiVE
and for we niGht owls..
the dArk ones.. the outcasts
that not all or even few understand..
we turn to blue of art.. as we find respite
of SpiRiT.. of HeARt.. of SoUL wHere no home
other than ARt can house what lives within bolder
and briGhter
as niGht
full in
new moon
clouds star niGhts now..
but here’s the thing thaT wE
muSt liVe iN both dArk and liGht
iF we are to be hUman And thaT iS
Love with empathy and compassion Now..
smARt.. in fearless way.. Love wHo is not afraid
to speak up.. give.. and share.. and understand
more of both those who hurt and are being
hurt more often as society changes
back to more conservative
ways of fear
and hate
it is the niGht
Owl’s job.. the lonely
and heARt filled allone
WiTh Nature TrUe HaVinG
enough to giVe and Share
with no fear of outcast
pain.. as we already
visit dARk
buried iT
and live
and even
cherish that pain..
for we survive.. we thrive
even.. alive as outcast now..
and fortunately.. there are more
avenues now than ever beFore for
all outcasts to at least have a voice
in what seems like heaven or hell
or purgatory online too.. should
be no surprise though..
as those
iN eYes
oN EARth
and we who have
lived in the dArkest
and liGhtest oF ALL
places.. surely kNow and
FeeL and SeNse A way back home..
sure.. we will give you a ride if you like and if not
fine too..
as this is
no guarantee
for A quench of thirst
now as that alWays comes individual
within in real time experience liVed noW..
anyWay.. cloudy dreary dark days have been few
and so far in between that i am soaKing every ounce
of DARk left in grey skies ‘fore blue one’s come back tomorrow
owl eYes WiLL
Glow away from dARk once more..
as i’ll come to find folks like me
and unlike me too.. at
Good Old
on my
137th WeeK.. niGht
Owl dance tHeRe.. too..
with all the cool college
age folks of course as this
725th MacroVerse of Longest
Long Form Poem.. yes.. as i say
still now exceeding 3.3 Milion words
is going somewHere and i’LL figure
that out after dinner and an extra long
work-out as the 5 miles i did of slow
walk dance in New Moon pre-storm way
around the neighborhood block last night was rather
restricted from my usual Tuesday Public Store all out dance..;)


Hi.. FriEnd Hank..
from the dVerse trail..
thanks so much for wading
down through all these photos
and words to say hi today and glad
you enjoyed the photos and the story
of my Great Grandfather and other associated
relative tales that also comes in on the sad news
that my Aunt Christina
as mentioned
in another
paRt of
this entire
is currently on life
support not expected to
live much longer but she
did make it to age 89.. living
very poor most of her life.. however
rich in positive attitude and optimism
for her lot in life not unlike my mother who
is currently reaching the age of 82 on December
10th of this year as i use this space to further honor
the life of both my Aunt and Mother too.. with reminders
of a childhood filled with a family of matriarchy where the
males were
sparse but
was everywhere
to be seen and surely
that was the best part of life
then that rubbed off on me and
makes me more of an empathic caring
person who can more likely see the good in
folks no matter what with mercy than the cold
hearted lot among us that is both afraid of and
mean to
those they
see as different..
for me the globe
IS A warm and fuzzy
one with snowflakes
mixed around and unique
always wondrous with some
one new to meet and love unconditionally..
anyWay.. thanks again for dropping by.. always
connection i make..;)


Oh Lord..
i must be
as usual..
synchronicity.. or
whatever Acausal
connecting principle
iS in play now as when
i was arriving here at your
site.. the strangest thOught
popped into my head before
i arrived at your new poem here..
and that was
how are
your passions
these days.. Rafiah..
as i surely cannot imagine
you as a greedy person in less
you would love more attention from
your bestie girl friends from over ‘there’..
in Pakistan Land..
i must
say you
are becoming
a very innovative
and creative poet
as Lord knows i see
a phallic symbol there
at the head of your poem
about lustful eyes.. stray
thoughts.. death and my
that is
a worse
fate than
only death..
and below that
the spirit of redemption
when one sees lust as evil..
Hmm.. funny.. you kNow.. i read
the title of your site for i guess over
a year before i looked at it as potentially
literally meaning mastering passion and greed
in terms of you as a person.. and i suppose that
it is my pre-conceived notion that women find it
lust.. particularly
Muslim women and
that is just another
preconceived notion
as underneath the clothing..
yes surely.. more than we see over
‘heRe’ there is a beating heart and
flesh that is flesh and beating like
any other
alive.. now..
yeah.. i face
up to my lust..
master it too..
and never fall
to the actual act
of it to harm anyone..
in real life now.. and greed..
and jealousy and other human
nature to regulate and control
is always a mastery of life
my friend..
to sleep..
i focus on giving
more than taking..
sharing more
and here in my later
years.. i find it works for me..
and what i love most is friends
with smiles my friEnd..
sure.. with words too..
that you often share
and give me.. too..
yet sure..
i am
human.. too..
and this life is
both art and practice
oF LiGht above dARk..
and oh by A way.. been reading
a lot about human archetypes and
Carl Jung lately.. so sure.. that could be
up tHeRE too..
and perhaps
not a
womb below..
but in Jungian
terminology that is
how Jung describes the
anima that is the diving feminine
as female sexuality as spiritual
and nurturing
and male
or animus
in divine masculine
as part
of the
more flesh and blood
than in terms of Romance
Novels and imagination.. as opposed
to visual images in more ‘down to earth’
way.. it does seem to be an appropriate over
all symbol for our general human nature here..
as the
life is more in
emotions and the
earthy one is more
in raw senses as such..
anyWay.. i could go on.
as this is truly
in what
Jung Terms
Synchronicity as
the closer one gets to
the source.. the force of God
iN alignment.. synchronicities
rain in one’s conscious life as God’s Painting..
as a work of art and masterpiece of tapestry
comes into greater view..
and evidence
of God
is most
all one
surely in heaven now..
as when one is in personal
contact like this with God all of liFe is MaGiC..
but without belief in more than one reads in books..
it often
is sadly
missed and
and that my
friend IS A
liFe experience
as without the experience
it’s hard to relate this all to outside in..:)

*divine feminine
diving feminine
could be a Freudian
slip of the lip… i guess..;)


The FB ego booster
EN name test thingie
suggests i am
sweet enough
with heartfelt
and honesty
to go to heaven..
and it’s worth noting
that the FB friend who shared
this hit parade of online
in his test..
he was suggested
to be powerful enough
and relentless enough
and naughty enough
to go
to hell..
and i say
in return..

Hmm.. been
tHeRE.. juSt
doinG iT NoW..
at Hand..
ya wanna do
to noW..

but the truth
is sure.. i can
be powerful..
too.. but hey..
what can i say
as surely i am honest too..;)

And now off to Holy and Sacred
Thursday R and R activities that
will also be interrupted as my wife
and i visit our psychotherapist who more
often helps the wife in dealing with ALL OF ME.. HeHE..
and usuAlly
i end up taling
her all about my
new special interests
kinda hypnotizing her
wHeRe she at
times now
on the couch
or chair hehe..
we see her separately
and yes.. it’s a lot like that
new Lucifer show too.. and what else..
yes.. tonight.. the 137th dance week with
all the cool college age folks from Seville
Quarter with fun dance photos arriving
somewhere around the super
dARk and liGht
3 am
as December
is here with
the whole
in festival
of Christmas
as the liGht of
Sun comes to
the lowest dim..
hangs around at
that level for about three
days and stARts the cycle of liGht
as now
goeS on
as dARk and liGht..:)


Oh.. yes.. and back to Facebook
Rafiah as she also posts there
a comment in regard to how
things tend to stay the same
and i say.. i will use any
excuse to talk to Rafiah..
she provides a share of the
fact that she is watching the
latest Superman Movie with
Her sister Noor with Happy
times now so i go into
deTale with
many more words too..;)

WeLL.. this IS A movie i can
surely say i saw before and
relate to well.. per see.. as
you did this go
around as
i saw this
one when it first
came out as i’ve been
watching the Superman
archetype of super hero movie
ever since.. the 60’s as a Clark
Kent nerd-like boy then and well
after that too.. haha.. originally the
Superman comic series was based on
the Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde literature per
transformation from domesticated to wild..
and the most recent two installments
of Superman big screen
productions by
words of
the creator
of those two
movies.. iT is actuAlly
to provide a metaphor
for a Modern liFe of Jesus
on Earth today.. and as you likely
have completed the movie by now..
two of my favorite parts were the importance
of lending mercy for those who are doing dark
things and are likely making mistakes and potentially
misunderstood in causal factors leading to dARk and
the end of the movie.. where the lesSon is.. everyone must
aRise to be Savior of the world as no one man or superwoman
can do the
from the dead or
not.. everyone muSt
beCoMe bRingers of the liGht..
over the dArk Force of liFe now..
sure.. like Star Wars and all the other
metaphors in art that spur us on to be
villains of life..
iN aLL oF dARk and liGht..:)


Wasn’t sure if i’d save ‘this one’
until later in the day after
i publish what i’m
on but
tHeir IS A quote
here by Jung who
by the way died
on my 1st birthday..
i’ll give it a whirl of
Synchronicity 2.. hehE..;)

“Is there life before death?”

~~ Belfast Graffito ~~


“Down in their hearts,
wise men know this truth:
the only way to help yourself
is to help others.”

~~ Elbert Hubbard ~~

Social animals DO
when they are aS Such..;)

“Pale, afraid, the joker sits to compose
a final ode to reason.
Such grandiose dreams, a dying rose,
dragged along from season to season.”

~~ gigoid ~~

DreAms beFore
bEfore DreaMs..:)

“Honour and shame from no condition rise;
Act well your part, there all the honour lies.”

~~ Alexander Pope — Essay on Man, Epistle iv, Line 193 ~~

Interestingly.. now
in ‘our’ cultures of
the last 2000 or
so ‘Christian’
is centered
around female
sexuality.. and this
is what makes Miley
Cyrus so important for change..;)

i DO my small pArt too..;)

“A man can do something for peace without having to jump into politics.
Each man has inside him a basic decency and goodness.
If he listens to it and acts on it,
he is giving a great deal of what it is the world needs most.”

~~ Pablo Casals ~~

Too PaRT small my DO i..:)

“What you own is your own kingdom
What you do is your own glory
What you love is your own power
What you live is your own story…

You don’t get something for nothing
You can’t have freedom for free
You won’t get wise with the sleep still in your eyes
No matter what your dream might be.”

~~ N. Peart ~~

as the
Goddess of Victory
miGht say too..
Nike shoes..:)

“This time, like all times, is a very good one,
if we but know what to do with it.”

~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~

Dont overthink
do iT KnoW..;)

“As far as we can discern,
the sole purpose of human existence
is to kindle a light of meaning in the darkness of mere being.”

~~ C. G. Jung ~~

or DO not..:)

“The thought manifests as the word;
The word manifests as the deed;
The deed develops into habit;
And habit hardens into character.
So watch the thought and its ways with care,
And let it spring from love
Born out of concern for all beings.”

~~ The Buddha ~~

And oh my GoD..
don’t forget
to juSt F iN DO IT!..;)

“Are you sure you won’t change your mind?
Is there something wrong with the one I have?”

— Gillian and Spock, “The Voyage Home,” star date 8390.~~

don’t overthink iT..:)

Thanks gigoid..
this fits great!..
juST GReAT!..
of the doing activities
iN Holy and Sacred Thursday
R DoinGs..;)

WITh Synchronicity2
aS Such2..
DoeS iT..;)


A evening
sky now is
even at
hmm… or noW anoThEr Now spArk..
“New Moon Reigns”.. coMes iNto orbit..
wInkS aT LeASt foR A 725th MacroVerse
thiS is now.. wiTh yes.. thE 137th dance
week niGht coming soon at Old Seville..
after a long day.. including many
activities.. with more pre-store
dance for prelude
of RAve Dance
Thursday gears
down and up.. eTc.. AL..;)

And FinAlly.. what
most every Kat needs
for Christmas.. a wide
to play
wiTh iN
yA Gotta be KitteN
mE.. StylE oF Course..
WriTE oN course for mOre..;)








BeforE and After NovEL pARTy

BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels


41K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel

51K words
Free Verse Poetry Novel

338,630 words
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)

KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
just ’cause
i caN
buiLd iT..
FoR Free..:)

CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs

And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..

Love iS

GRains oF SaNd
hOld mounTain
LoVe NoW..:)

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG

GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..

After Book oF Fred

After Book of Fred
And Purpose
of course too..
for mE..:)

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!

6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)

After Dance oF Fred

After Dance oF Fred
NeverEverLand DoN’T
Stop DanCinG noW..:)

Book oF Ten Sixteen..

9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)

New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen

New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen

Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)

12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016

Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
sTarTinG October
2016.. enDinG..
oN ThanksGiving
2016.. iT iS wHAt
iT is..


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16 Responses to New Moon Reign

  1. Reunion with Duo of Trio of Original
    Charlie’s Angels with Cortney’s Friend
    filling in for the third spot as Chelsea did not
    make it tonight.. and as always i got a more intense
    Dance Work-out.. which is really
    gonna make that
    1020 Lbs on Leg
    Press tomorrow
    potentially less
    than 33 reps..
    as has been the
    case when Charlie’s
    Angels come in force..
    Anyway.. Maggie on the left..
    then.. Cortney’s new super sweet
    friend and Cortney on the right
    as i wind down from dance
    and add 61 dance photos
    to ‘New Moon Reigns’
    where there
    was a full
    moon of dance tonight..
    much more spirited there
    tonight as ThanksGiving Night
    is kinda dull as a different crowd comes out..:)

    Facebook Friend Dan.. Shares this wonderful quote
    that says “Call me crazy but I love to see people
    happy and succeeding.. Life is a journey.. not a
    competition” and i am so happy to have
    lived long enough to see a new
    generation that is more like
    Peter Pan in way of Millennials
    than stiff white collar and blue collar
    focused only way of work over life.. and
    my continuing participant observer anthropology
    eYes ring this true on every Thursday Night as this
    age group below 34 years of age.. most often accepts
    all of who i am.. yes.. also college educated mostly.. over
    most any other demographic in this red state area i live..
    but never the less.. whether or not a person is part of any
    specific demographic or ethnicity or any other label of
    difference.. i for on see life this way as genderless
    creedless.. and all other labels free no matter
    if the politics and the philosophy and the
    religion.. etc.. is part of what i agree with
    or not.. and while it is not always easy
    to hear things one totally disagrees
    with from a friend.. friends don’t
    throw friends away over labels
    of difference.. now at least not
    real friends in reciprocation
    or not.. and when i was
    in my darkest nights
    of soul.. back
    in the dead
    zone days..
    although i had zero
    friends on Facebook.. using
    this account Katie Mia that actually
    originally belonged to my wife in Katrina
    Mia namesake way.. was an awesome avenue once
    an iPhone came out with a retina display technology
    that somehow allowed me to tolerate that first 4 inch
    screen back in March of 2013.. allowing me to finally
    appreciate a glimmer of Nature living in photos Katrina took
    with her giant digital lens camera of the beach and farms
    and area beauty that i could only dream of actually visiting
    and feeling then in senses and emotions as all was pain
    and numb then.. never the less.. it gave me a faint spark
    of something.. and even viewing the faces of people
    i had known and felt long ago.. on Facebook from
    an endless distance also provided a faint
    spark of humanity as i could not
    see a live face that way.. even
    my own.. without intolerable
    pain in the light of day..
    and seriously.. when
    i then took my first selfie
    photo that showed any kind
    of emotions at all after recovery
    of the pain of my illnesses in July
    of 2013.. i was totally shocked then that i
    was still a FucKinG human who came back finally
    to humanity life.. i value people.. all people.. no
    matter what they do.. i provide discernment and
    am strongly opinionated in the poetry i do in all of
    dArk and liGht.. sHades of grey.. and beyond rainbow
    colors i currently see feel and do.. but never the less and
    always more i have the ability to see everyone as friend
    and dismiss no one as less or more important than a
    grain of sand and less that is God more now too as
    Nature whole and pArt of all that is God of Nature
    too.. the dArk goes with the liGht.. the sHades
    of Grey and all the rest.. it is what it is..
    and i wanna experience all oF it
    no matter struggle or joy
    same.. and in the
    last photo of
    profile pic with
    the Sweet Millennials
    from old Seville Quarter where
    Pan as me dances with them all free..
    there is a man who is in wider scope of that
    photo there.. a little rougher around the edges
    as a Navy Veteran who is actually my identical
    age at 56.. as i spoke to him back in 2014.. when i
    first started dancing there.. he has his own style
    of dancing too.. and does it his way.. all free.. and
    back in 2014.. he was in a dance contest and
    the crowd was cheering him on.. no matter
    if he matched any of their demographic
    specs or not.. and this my friends
    is why the world will eventually
    change more towards a
    ‘Bernie Sanders’ way
    as this is the online
    who have
    free access to
    information.. yes.. they
    still are spiritual but they
    listen to no lies of old that says
    that those who are born and bred with
    different orientations of life are any less than
    others no matter what labels institutions of before
    have put on them as chains.. this me generation that
    refuses the group think of old.. will be a savior of not
    only each other but the environment.. other animals..
    yes.. the very survival of every living thing on this
    planet.. you can mark my words on that
    long after i am gone.. to record
    that prophecy here
    and now..
    as i simply
    watch and
    write it all down
    as nows come to
    greater liGht away
    from the ignorance of before
    and an apocalypse of lifting those
    veils of ignorance in original Greek
    Definition of just that.. yes.. it’s true
    when i go to 120th Church street to park
    on Holy and Sacred Thursday Night that place
    is my true religion in SonG and DancE.. sure i focus
    on DancE as focusing on SonG is what i similarly do
    in Catholic Church on Sunday bypassing all the bullshit
    that says
    is less
    than holy
    and Sacred God
    LiVinG as Force and
    Power and SpiRit in
    aLL of Creation Nature
    sAMe now i AM all that is.. NOW..:)

    Moving back to last Sunday
    when the priest.. my Old Tennis
    Buddy from high school.. and
    just another Top 10 Senior who
    was also in the Beta Club for nerds..
    a Treasurer officer of the Club that i would
    also hold office in as a Senior too.. hehe.. following
    in his footsteps somewhat but no.. not eventually to
    the status in hierarchy of the Catholic Church as Monsignor.. he
    stating last Sunday that without the church there would no empathy..
    no compassion.. no morality and basically no human love.. like the
    Love instead
    oF God of FucKinG
    Nature on a Desert Isle
    without any FucKinG Brick
    and Mortar Buildings or even
    a FucKinG Book.. yes.. i could
    lose a friend over saying that but
    it’s part of the Dark noW and Shades
    of Grey and Beyond Rainbow colors now
    that must be said if evil does not eventually
    rule the whole world away from the inalienable
    rights God Given Nature creation same to Life Liberty
    and the pursuit of Happiness aka pleasure you bet your
    bottom and top innate dollar on that of course.. as any
    Indigenous person without the stain of books could feel
    ya and sense ya same iN TruTh and LiGht within.. trUth
    is when i didn’t go to Church for 23 years.. the Fundamentalist
    Christian groups who came into bowl.. told me i was a living example
    of their God Jesus.. kinda ironic if you think real deep about that huh..
    anyWay.. i was love.. i walked in the liGht of Love.. seeing no one more
    or less than a grain of sand of love same as i have always done at
    and that
    love comes
    from within
    all altruistic
    innate as such
    watered by the
    same innate eyes
    of Unconditional Love
    that was my mother from
    ages 0 to 3 from a mother
    who chose to stay at home
    and water the garden of
    love that would come
    to sprout of me
    who refused
    to keep
    out of a Kingdom
    of Heaven now.. no matter
    how different they looked and
    did live for tHeir free pursuit now
    oF liFe.. Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness too..
    so last night i am telling Maggie.. one of Charlie’s
    Angels that my wife thinks she is beautiful and i might
    add she said the same thing about all the other angels
    too who dance with me at old Seville Quarter.. ’cause you
    see true love is deeper even than flesh and blood.. true
    love is binding no matter what.. never jealous.. never
    greedy.. never owning.. on for free and uplifting
    same.. my wife is happy the more
    beautiful women i get to
    dance with as her
    hobby of
    to help inspire
    the liGht of otHeR
    Free hUmans in sMiLes
    comes to Fruition as she is
    pARt of the KATiE MIA FredericK!iI..
    Art teAM to bRinG more liGht oF Fearless SmART
    Unconditional Love into the world.. and Maggie
    said please bring her as she is the only original
    Charlie’s Angels member who has not met her in
    the mall yet.. but the truth is.. she can’t handle the
    stimulus of Seville Quarter.. could have something to
    do with her Epilepsy but never the less she can pose like Charlie’s Angels
    too in respect and love of all that is free when Love is King and Queen over
    fear and all con-social emotions associated with hate.. LovE DanceS SonG On..:)

    ALLLITIS from
    three year ago..
    no.. not a disease
    the condition of all
    that is that is God in
    all of creation and human
    experience too.. and using the
    medium of blogs and photography
    and freely shared cultural art in ways
    of Google and Youtube way too.. i stARted
    an eclectic journey of basicAlly doing what
    ever made me happy all of course within the
    parameters of local.. state.. and federal laws
    but cultural norms in red state LA Lower Alabama
    Florida panhandle..
    hell no.. ’cause i
    live in a country that
    allows for freedom of expression
    as first amendment rights no matter
    any rule of local fundamentalist church
    as praise the lord we have separation of church
    and state so when it comes to hating all up on
    Miley Cyrus.. she can have a place to lay her head
    with rest in the new iSreal US of A where hey
    even in New still conservative Jerusalem
    in milltown way i can FucKinG be as
    free for happiness this way
    as i care to do too..
    and if someone doesn’t
    like it like even some
    of my family members did
    then in ways of exiting Facebook
    friendship relationship ways.. that too..
    is their right to the pursuit of happiness
    in worshipping what ever kind of life they wanna
    DOO too.. without any sight or site of what i care to
    do in life.. so sure.. the unfriend button serves a purpose
    but in less it is someone trying to make money off of me as
    a scam as
    such in
    all the
    ways that
    comes.. i ain’t
    gonna get afraid
    of how anyone lives their
    liFe in ways of excluding them
    unless they are actually harming
    someone with intent.. as sure.. i have
    not many.. but some limits too.. in Freedom’s
    DancE and SonG of allitis as allthatis too.. anyWay..
    this was one of the first times i really let loose and
    celebrated all of Nature here.. including me.. and sure
    so good..
    getting unfriended
    on Facebook for it in relative way
    or not.. hehe.. as liFe GoeS oN FReED..;)

    And heAr.. yes.. see.. a YouTube Video of
    the Sun with two Sun Devils at
    in early
    oF 2013
    as part
    of the Macro
    Verse along
    with other Beach
    Videos to celebrate
    Nature in yes.. the Macro-Verse
    from three years ago.. titled

    And then from two years ago.. ‘December’s Indian Summer’..
    a little chilly last night and today from the
    Cold Front that also brought straight
    line winds and tornadoes of destruction
    in Florida Panhandle way.. this is
    the third Indian Summer that we
    are having now.. as the
    will soon
    rise back
    up to Sun tan
    land wHere beach
    is coming more year
    around as nows go by
    in climate change of course
    believe that or not for ignorance of course..;)

    And.. finally.. another MacroVerse from two years
    ago.. looking at God more as a winning
    Ferrari than a book
    that can
    be used
    for love
    and hate
    and of course
    for that too as
    God is all that is..
    dARk and liGht.. sHades
    of Grey like i do love to say..
    sure.. beYond all rainbow colors too..
    as i continue to John 14:12 the Ferrari
    and as me2..
    pARt of Ocean
    wHOle and that reminds
    me to note that this
    is the 726th current
    Macro-Verse i am working
    on.. finished now with the
    137th dance week at old Seville
    Quarter moving on to the 138th week
    this Thursday niGht now.. as Lord kNows
    i’m behind on pasting six Macro-Verses in
    text only version to Personal Facebook Page
    and my Facebook Blog and Nature pages for three Facebook
    total pages since the post titled ‘New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen’..
    Hmm.. anyway.. also note to self get outside to dance in sand and sun before
    it clouds up with chill of afternoon.. as when creativity iN floW iN Zone goes
    on.. you gotta keep going with the creative artful liFe away from the robotic
    one step.. two step.. three step more.. mechanical cognition state of mind
    that closes off
    the faucet
    of all
    in what
    i consider
    as essence
    oF Art and
    LiFe and LaughteR
    and LoVe and the resT
    of HeaVen now awaY from
    paint by numbers problem solving state of mind..
    i’ll get
    around to
    it as it serves
    for free back up
    and yes.. an avenue
    for anyone who would wanna
    read what i do without all
    the multi-media attached that
    can and will also grind a slow
    computer and narrow band Internet
    to a
    or complete stop..:)

    Butt.. yes.. first i’LL
    finish the art of liFe
    and break for robOtic liFe
    when i
    to do juSt thaT..
    aS SurE.. Art And
    reaSon are a
    oF liGht
    And dARk..;)


    Humans are relegated
    to somewhat of a
    as to be a social
    animal means we
    not only want each
    other but instinctuAlly
    we need each other as healthy
    humans or even monkeys
    all who are also
    will wither and
    die away from a
    young age.. socially
    isolated from what ever
    apes surround them.. even
    if they are the monkey see..
    do.. and hear type of Apes as we
    can and will meet in liFe.. from a young
    age too.. anyWay.. as synchronicity will have
    it i was feeling this today.. as i tend to have love
    for everyone
    without any
    need of
    anything from
    them.. and sure i will
    love with no reciprocation
    at all as i have been to a place
    where both feeling and giving love
    was a physical impossibility as tHeir
    is living organics behind a spiritual life
    of Love and all emoTions/SenSEs dArk and liGht..
    anyway.. not everyone looks at life this way after
    the other
    place of
    fully null
    and void now..
    and i understand
    that as i cherish and
    practice Love like an olympic
    sport simply ’cause i can and WiLL
    a little off putting for some folks who have
    not been to hell.. but never the less my friEnd..
    the HeARt is an organic muscle of lOve from head
    to toe that must be practiced constantly and worked out
    in all the social empathic ways in art that can come free
    with that or NOT And suffer the laws of attraction of Nature
    God and sAMe in DArk actions.. including thought attract dARk
    consequences and Positive actions same move toward liGht consequences
    in all the ways life can and will come now.. however.. i am human and after experiencing
    much isolation in life.. and much bullying when young.. it hurts when people say fuck you
    these days
    for no
    but fuck
    you as the
    human element
    in ways of empathy
    and compassion goes amiss
    when folks have 2000 Facebook
    friends and perhaps little old me..
    is the only one
    views their
    stuff and likes
    it as just a metaphor
    as my entire life has been
    like that however the love came
    back and lives inside groWinG stronger
    as i acknowledge the dARk moves through
    iT for even more liGht now that iSREaL.. as Love..
    it’s true.. we are creatures of habit.. and memory of pain..
    misery.. joy.. and laughter.. but when we lift each otHer up
    and stick
    it out
    taller as Loving
    Fearless smARt BeinGs
    oF God and nature sAMe..
    at leAst my FriEnd it works for me..
    with sMiLes.. Zee.. as it doesn’t seem to
    disgust you.. that i love you for no other reason
    but to Love..
    there was
    a day
    i couldn’t
    say that for the
    strangers around the
    world.. and there was a longer
    day that i could not feeL iT aT aLL..
    fearless love is fearless love is fearless love
    bottom lines of Yes
    And to HealinG LoVe
    giFted to uS by God.. the
    greAtest Force and Power
    we have as SociAlly BeinGs oF LiGht..
    iN MoVinG.. ConNectTing.. CreaTinG ways
    as in all things noW
    Nature/God.. use
    iT or
    It RulEs..
    Now as alWays..:)

  3. One thing about this Good Cop Jesus
    that rings true.. is tolerating the dArk..
    long enough to see what hinders liGht..
    and what we see.. and feel and sense in life..
    tends to become
    what life lives on
    course as experiential
    reaLiTy in liGht or dArk..
    sHades of grey and beyond rainbow
    colors as this witness for God of all that is
    continues on the youtube call for an uprising
    dude’s page this last time before you leave for
    now to regain a soul of love over unresolved anger
    that leads to A worse place oF aLL.. the pain of hate..
    Yeah.. the Good Cop Jesus had a lotta common sense when
    the Jesus oF liGht said live by the sword.. die by the sword.. love
    not only your friEnds and family but all neighbors same as one loves
    God and self same worth no harm in consuming others over now.. a food
    and drink of life.. even to go as far as turn the other cheek which was honestly
    likely fit in by those who would rule everyone’s life in expanding a Roman Empire
    through A Nicene Council of 325 AD.. it is for ours to discern the good parts that
    remain my friend and the other parts that say hate your family.. even
    children if they don’t agree.. slay others if they don’t comply.. sure..
    apologists will say it means something else as any metaphor
    can but to bring a sword instead of peace is to potentially
    die moreover in action and consequence of dArk
    over liGht of the Love iN cooperation and
    fearless smARt togEthERness as BeinG
    hUman now… anyWay.. my friEnd.. A
    source of hate and anger and
    vengeance over victory usually
    comes down to three words
    and those words are..
    and sure that applies
    equally when one’s sister
    is actually ritually sacrificed by
    a so-called Satanic Cult.. while technically
    rather rare in accord with law enforcement
    identification it is more than that real where a
    metaphor of Allah as God can be used by
    extremists in other religions to rape
    little twelve year old girls
    writhing in pain of
    the devil
    sings praise
    to the devil same
    in metaphor my friend
    as with most every housing
    of vehicle and vessel of myth
    comes essence of Truth in both
    liGht and dARk and infinite ‘tween now
    of that.. and i for one my friend too have great
    wrath.. for i have loved women.. some of which
    who were sexually abused by fathers and uncles
    and one who was actually ritually sexually abused
    in an actual small Satanic cult as a minor in a place
    in North Florida where the most churches per square
    mile in record book way is the place i live.. so sure.. there
    is always the possibility of the sickest cults wherever one
    goes as the Dark and vicious cycle of abuse carries on in the
    cruelest.. and tortuous ways of dead soul dARk.. and usually
    those folks were also abused too.. in ways of perpetrators who
    were never watered fully and fed with a Loving SoUl.. SpiRit and
    heARt oF liGht.. when i first found this site in the Google Algorithm
    feed as i search out all avenues of human beings to learn more about
    helping the human condition.. i saw you as one of the most pained hUman
    beings in a voice that was only anger and a voice of dARk hate.. but you
    see.. i understand better why now.. as you’ve come out with WHO HURT
    YOU first.. your resolute to move back to the Good Cop Jesus who even
    loves enemies to escape the dArkness and soUl killing power of anger
    and hate IS A great iSREaL miracle to hear for me.. as i left this place
    too.. not expecting to hear this good news after the pizza gate conspiracy..
    sure.. you can be forgiven for that as your own personal faith noW
    AS love of that Good Cop Jesus finally rings here as true and NoW
    you do sound like the hurt human being who has been underneath
    all this anger and hate for so long as i have been coming here now
    my friEnd.. with lines of prayers that i will use in a longest long form
    poem and witness for God.. yes.. still exceeding 3.3 Million words in
    over 42 months now.. to help anyone who comes along and reads
    my personal testament in witness for God.. yes .. noW.. the YouTube
    Uprising Dude is Now pArt of that and for now there IS A Happy
    ending coming for those who prayed that you would come
    back to the liGht of Love too.. as it is the one’s who
    are the most lost that the liGht seeks most
    to bring back to not only love but a
    a love of life that truly can
    be a heaven on Earth
    when experienced
    a step away from
    anger and hate..
    dont’ doubt that
    i too.. will remain
    strongly defiant in the
    way of anger and hate..
    but the thing is.. my friend..
    it all comes out in the wRite
    and i walk away sTiLL in liGht..
    God Bless you.. and best wishes
    and hopes for all of your family as
    as well as liGht memories in youR
    eYes for your sister too.. when my son
    died at 51 days from anomalies that were
    just pARt of God and Nature sAMe.. i couldn’t
    get mad.. as he never had the opportunity to even
    feel love once.. i was bullied in school.. almost tortured
    verbally as such.. but the love grown in me in unconditional
    love by a mother won my life out in liGht.. no matter what iN
    Victory.. my friend.. over Vengeance.. bottom line.. Love ISREaL
    And Love is Victory.. anything less at the end of the now is dArk
    my FriEnd.. may the Force of Love.. God’s greaTEst Gift to uS
    be with you alWays.. it stARts with every word you thiNk.. and
    every do you do.. thing is.. my friEnd.. juST do it and don’t give uP..:)

    oH yeah.. and anoTheR preSent
    for you or anyone here as i continue
    A testament for God as forevermore now..:)

    i love you.

    and sure..
    a liNk too..;)

    it can’t hurt..

    after all is sAid and DoNe..:)

  4. WeLL.. no.. ‘this’ isn’t Friday Afternoon..
    it is still Thursday night where the
    Facebook Algorithm Video Slide
    Show Presenter and handy
    assistant is a little
    slow in bringing
    this super
    cool option
    up to date last night
    but never the less.. it came
    out great in expressing a dance
    night of joy.. with yes… Cortney..
    Maggie.. and Cortney’s sweet fill-
    in friEnd for missing original member
    of Charlie’s Angels.. Chelsea.. who isn’t
    currently a member of the Facebook Rave
    and by the way.. Facebook even automatically
    tagged Cortney and Maggie in the Video with no
    help from me.. dam this Facebook is getting too smart
    to realize not everyone might wanna be tagged in one
    of Fred’s goings on hehe.. but anyway.. Cortney is such
    a creative little devil and such a natural theatrical talent
    with that mischievous thing about her that makes the whole
    thing that much more hilarious and fun too as life is the wit of
    it fun
    just fun
    and more fun now..
    iN an alWays joy of DancE and SonG..
    And for full disclosure considering this went
    Further than my Facebook page THAT IS
    MY WIFE Katrina in the last photo..
    as she does look kinda young..
    but she is most definitely 46 years old..
    with older me at 56 years old.. remember
    Charlie.. the OLD DUDE from Charlie’s Angels
    that you
    to see..
    heHe.. is me..
    iN metaphor.. WriTE oN course..;)

    Cortney responds

    Dance Friends!
    Green Heart Emoticon..

    And i respond



    SMiLes.. my friEnd.. Zee..
    Love is LiGht
    From DArk
    Sure tHeir
    Are otHeR
    PArts.. away
    From that but what
    Are Platitudes without
    FeeLinG SenSinG DoinG
    liGht more than kNoWiNG
    Words.. sMiLes aGain with
    Almost inFiNite Definitions
    Matching Fire as Flame of
    Love.. that
    Burns a
    Other than that
    i pray that LigHt
    That is yours
    Grows A torch
    As you..:)


    of titles..
    one song..
    two versions..
    first one hitting number
    one on the Adult Contemporary
    Charts in December of 2007
    the Christmas
    before i
    went to
    and the
    other second
    one hitting number
    13 on the Adult Contemporary
    Charts in December of 2012
    the Christmas
    i got
    out of hell..
    i never knew that
    until a few moments ago..
    never the less there is a little
    personal magic in this new story
    as the magic of synchronicity can
    be anything we make it two thousand
    years ago or even the same dam thing..
    anyway.. bottom line.. Frosty is one snow man
    that continues to evolve in the music world and sell..
    as all myths do in someways even from 2000 years ago or so..:)

    “He who is bent on doing evil can never want occasion.”

    ~~ Publius Syrus — Maxim 459 ~~

    So what is evil..
    empty promises
    or FucKinG crazy actions
    with no promises at all.. hmm..
    humans tend to seek order when
    please.. and
    the Rovers say..
    let’s shake this shit up..
    and do something new..
    and that sometimes
    works in a land
    of billionaires
    as far
    as international
    diplomacy with
    trigger fingers.. crazy F iN
    is as crazy FucKinG does..;)

    “The most pathetic person in the world is
    a person who has sight but has no vision.”

    ~~ Helen Keller ~~

    Vision with
    with few
    IS also
    A BIG ORANGE problem..
    WHILE the
    to FucKinG Drop..;)

    “Whatever we cannot easily understand we call God;
    this saves much wear and tear on the brain tissues.”

    ~~ Edward Abbey ~~

    Or juST say FucK iT..
    juSt accept
    IT iS ALL GOD..
    move iT
    create iT
    oneSelf froM IT ALL THeRe/tHeiR..;)

    “I don’t know why it isn’t clear to other folks,
    which is alright, you know, different strokes.
    But, why should that mean that they must
    force me to believe, or fail in trust?”


    So.. A new
    age Jesus
    yes.. last year..
    is walking from the
    parking lot into a bar
    to do a Jesus dance with
    scores of lovely women who
    are also
    and he
    comes across a
    group of bible thumpers
    who tale him.. if you do not
    recite John 3:16 and confess
    that Jesus is the only begotten
    son of God who died for your sins..
    you are going to an eternal house of
    for yes..
    really all of
    eternity forevemorernow…
    little did the bible thumpers
    know that Jesus had already gone
    to this place for 66 months.. yes.. been
    there done it already as Jesus already knew
    that he was no more special than the devil
    as God condemned
    him to that place for
    not having Fucking
    common sense
    to just
    say no
    and quit
    A FucKinG
    manmade job
    under the illusions
    that if he didn’t make money
    Jesus’ life would come to A FucKinG
    end without the real green black dollar dEvil of today..
    anyway.. that was so yesterday.. Jesus had already over
    came that.. 66 months of hell and since then he had come
    close to taking back all the lies and writing his own FucKinG
    Bible soon to approach 3.3 million words in short form and 12
    million words in long form all on record of course in a place where
    and written
    by the original
    person.. if the hackers
    can’t get in.. hehe.. as
    who would read anything longer
    than a twitter verse anyway.. haha..
    hehe.. makes coming as a thief
    in the Bar ParKing lot
    on 120th Church street
    a FucKinG
    in the
    for everyone
    to see hahEhuh.. even
    FucKinG naked celebrating
    God in King David more vile ways..
    including Dancing for close to 6,000 miles
    by that date every where in public somewhere
    far far away from a place with zero mass communication
    to get
    an original
    ministry of
    praise dance
    out ON smart phones
    that did not exist back
    in that desert patch way way
    back then.. in fAct.. perhaps..
    a new age way is prepared
    and this whole
    dam Jesus
    was fabricated
    by literally thousands
    of folks along the way of
    oral tradition in Aramaic amongst
    thousands of desert wanderers in
    round table way.. smart ass nerd
    Greeks choosing bits and parts
    of that to write down
    and thousands
    of copying
    scribes making
    written copy mistakes
    and changing it to a new
    revised version in totally open
    source Wiki method then to whatever
    fit the flavor of the intuitive or political
    breeze of the now back then.. ending up with
    both a Good Cop and Bad Cop Jesus to better
    reflect then pitfalls of being human along with the
    liGht of pro-social emotions that go along with expanding
    empires in onward Christian killing indigenous people’s way..
    keeping in mind
    that the whole
    time Jesus
    was in
    a bar
    lot describing
    this whole scenario
    to a group of bible thumpers..
    singing onward Christian soldiers..
    in tHeir Merry Way close to Christmas
    of last year.. never realizing that Frosty was
    in their midst.. and to make an even longer story
    they left
    the scene of
    new age oral tradition..
    they told Jesus that he was
    the devil and everyone who read
    his new age bible would go to hell..
    and Jesus just smiled so big and so bright
    that the lead Bible thumper starting yelling a primal
    scream to the top of his lungs saying get the Fuck
    away from
    me.. i
    take IT any
    more.. the most
    amusing part of this
    story is it really happened..
    hehe.. and no.. i am not Jesus..
    i am
    Frosty the Snowman..
    juSt call me.. FReEDman hEha..;)

    AnyWay.. as you likely
    can imagine.. i am A
    Bible ignorant
    as i cannot tale a lie..
    only a BEgotten HAiry
    tale that has come true..
    Moral of the entire
    story.. all my life
    what i CAN AND WILL DO
    AT ALL
    even if i am ‘the only
    one’ who returns to a field of dreams..
    This story is way too complicated
    for the big screen or books..
    it takes
    A gigoid
    to come
    close to
    even close to ALL OF what
    i am DOinG uPon this Beautiful eArTh..
    left of
    thaT IS.. here..
    anyWay.. noW..:)

    AnyWay aGAin… thanks
    gigoid.. a very inspiring poem
    written by you.. 8 days after i started
    this ‘little’

    Now back to
    the rest of the
    pearls as quotes..
    as extra long side note ends..;)

    Humans hardly ever learn from the experience of others.
    They learn – when they do, which isn’t often – on their own, the hard way.”

    ~~ Robert Heinlein, Time Enough for Love ~~

    66 months in hell
    in the
    ass for the
    truth of this..
    bottom line now is all
    now is and now i escaped that and am free now
    bottom line
    Now iS ALL ThAt iS..
    and THAT’S ALL

    “Once we truly know that life is difficult –
    once we truly understand and accept it –
    then life is no longer difficult.
    Because once it is accepted, it no longer matters.”

    ~~ M. Scott Peck, The Road Less Traveled ~~

    Yes.. kinda like
    what Peck said.. too..:)

    “A man can only do what he can do.
    But if he does that each day he can sleep at night
    and do it again the next day.”

    ~~ Albert Schweitzer ~~


    “In adversity remember to keep an even mind.”

    ~~ Horace ~~

    Better yet..
    whatever it
    takes whatever
    works juST FucKinG
    survive and the rest WiLL coMe..:)

    “When it’s dark enough you can see the stars.”

    ~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~

    i took a picture
    on Thursday
    iN a
    with a
    tale as big
    as a kite..;)

    “Reality can be useful.”

    ~~ Solomon Short ~~

    True story.. if you wanna
    find wisdom.. go find
    the person.. sTiLL
    biggest cross..:)

    “I make my own reality…..”

    ~~ gigoid, the dubious ~~


    “As one gets older,
    one discovers everything is going to be exactly the same
    with different hats on.”

    ~~ Noel Coward ~~

    Hello gigoid..
    back for pARt
    2.. read the first
    pARt to Katrina now
    and she responded
    with a Fredache..
    as usual..with
    different hats
    on.. noW Now
    But she did let
    me finish..
    yes that
    was different..
    as she was raised
    in a Southern Baptist
    church and no.. if i cannot get
    through all the way now to my own
    wife.. the mountain is yet to climb all the way
    as surely
    in that
    way now too..
    the hats remain
    still to forevernow be
    changed as sAMe.. now
    as human
    wHat reMains..
    And reiGns STiLL
    sAme and Different sAMe..:)

    “…common human laws and interests and emotions
    have no validity or significance in the vast cosmos-at-large…”

    ~~ H. P. Lovecraft ~~

    as we are
    the cosmos alive..
    at large
    star dust plus..
    someHow OR anotHeR
    some humans get that separate..
    boy feels
    and senses more
    than that in purpose
    and meaning iN aliVe noW..
    it too.. as
    tender vittles
    speak volumes in purrs
    In other words the
    UniVerse iS in the
    bar speaKing
    to another
    pArt of
    the UniVerse..
    whining about
    the Universe
    as the Universe..
    or even FucKinG Validity
    as pARt
    sMiLes.. i once
    lived on a Wrong
    Planet where a substantial
    percentage held that illusion
    noW A saddest place oF all..
    a self-created hell on eARTh..
    or even pARt of an innate
    condition as dARk..
    with humans
    who see little to
    or validity to
    tHeir very existence
    as the UniVerse speAking with
    eYes and eaRs and FucKinG Orgasms too..
    IS A most important
    inteLLigence and that
    my friENd iS wHeRe myths
    as houSinG Vehicles and
    Vessels of TrUth and liGht coMeS iN..
    as both
    than significant
    and even FucKinG
    Awesome as TrUth and LiGht..
    aS UnivErse
    kNOwn as TruTh and liGht..;)

    First world
    oF A cosmic
    DanceR SingeR oNe..:)

    “I’d rather learn from one bird how to sing
    than to teach ten thousand stars how not to dance.”

    ~~ ee cummings ~~

    And that
    my friEnd..
    IS A
    oF human existence
    iN aLL oF A UniVerse now
    as we
    can be
    A bird brain too..:)

    “You must have been warned about letting the golden hours slip by;
    but some of them are golden only because we let them slip by.”

    ~~ James M. Barrie ~~

    IN Heaven
    tHeRE is
    no timE
    but now
    now is Heaven
    for those wiTh no
    tiMe butt noW iN joY BreaThe..:)

    “Do not be too moral.
    You may cheat yourself out of much of life.
    So aim above morality.
    Be not simply good;
    be good for something.”

    ~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~

    and FucK
    the naysayers
    HiGh.. how are yA..
    i’M happy to see Ya..;)

    “I am pleased to see that we have differences.
    May we together become greater than the sum of both of us.”

    ~~ Surak of Vulcan, “The Savage Curtain,” stardate 5906.4. ~~

    iT ALL
    out iN A maTh oF one..:)

    “The best way to cheer yourself
    up is to try to cheer somebody else up.”

    ~~ Mark Twain ~~

    Like i do
    laugh all ‘you’..
    want with/at me..
    i WiN when you Laugh..
    as i continue to giggle inSide..;)

    “None but a fool is always right.”

    ~~ Hare ~~

    A FooL
    IS Happy
    at the
    end and
    of noW Now..
    Happy or not..
    Fool or not it IS what
    it IS.. and frOwny face ain’t
    i feel
    forR NoW aT lEASt
    And Now IS all that noW
    exists now and now IS God
    IS and God IS A Laugh as
    i create
    way.. as IS..
    OH my GoD! IS Happy..

    That IS good news to me..


    “Excellence is an art won by training and habituation.
    We do not act rightly because we have virtue or excellence,
    but we rather have those because we have acted rightly.
    We are what we repeatedly do.
    Excellence, then, is not an act but a habit.”

    ~~ Aristotle ~~

    or stagnate
    and wear a habit..
    and even be a nun..;)

    i honestly cannot remember
    ever seeing a nun who was smiling inside..
    for a flying nun..
    but perHaps it was
    because i’ve only seen
    them at school and church where
    of face
    away from
    moving.. connecting
    AND creating Different instead of same..:)

    Habituate creativity allone
    as alWays new..
    A new
    that is
    never a rule..
    and never ever a
    FucKinG HaBit ALONE..:)

    And beyond nun.. and it’s reAlly
    sad as whenever someone talks about
    this good news thing as lector at Catholic
    they have
    A funeral face
    as dark as dark
    growS in subjugation
    and control.. only the
    to make
    jokes in
    the Homily
    but what FucKinG
    happened to God IS A Laugh
    in the Good News.. pArt mUsTa
    by a
    that was ‘A nun’…
    iN frOwny face spirit
    ugh.. ain’t no good news to me..
    and what pisses me off most is when
    the parents tell tHeir children to sit still
    and not say anything when they are in hell..
    same.. as
    Jesus F iN
    Christ they’ll never
    understand the dry humor of the Priest
    FrOwny Face..
    surELy A microcosm
    of what is to come in a much
    larger hell for them at a very young
    age in a world where both DancE and
    now is
    in hell at
    a very young age..
    anyWay.. i do my pARt
    i wear happy shirts and
    dance and sing happy
    noW like an emOtional
    Bird.. wHo iS Happy
    Gay and free Now..
    serIOUslY.. i only
    go to aMuse
    kids iN walls
    of hell NoW..
    like any new age Jesus Clown Fool
    WiLL DancE and SinG iN Super Walmart too..;)

    FucKinG A
    A FAiry tAle iSREAL..:)

    As alWays.. thank you
    very much gigoid for
    all you do online
    in give
    and share..
    it’s off to dance
    noW wHeRe words oF DancE and SonG
    Now beCoMe juST FucKinG Do IS NOW..;)

    gigoid responds.. reminding me that
    humans are not any more special
    than the rest of the Universe
    and i return in clarification
    and validation of my
    communication then with..

    Dude.. you miss the larger story..
    i am no more special than
    The miracle of a grain of
    Sand.. it’s a metaphor for
    A poem.. it is what it is
    Heaven for some
    And like your own
    Ending quote..
    Fact is
    Free will
    We help create
    Our realities but that
    Does not reduce the miracle
    Of the grain of sand that makes
    The Love of human being possible
    That holds both a mountain up
    And the love that Can and Will
    Be human by the miracle that
    All that is and that my
    FriEnd can be shit pie
    Or a piece of cake.. heaven
    Or hell.. cause i done ’em
    Both.. yeah.. i technically
    Know A grain of sand don’t
    Give a shit pie about me
    And never will.. either
    Here on earth or
    Anywhere else
    But if another
    Part of God as
    Nature exists
    Out their
    Like me
    i reserve the
    FAct of hope
    And Love without
    ILLusory Fears that
    Is Emotion and Common
    Sense that’s real Faith.. i believe
    in only the realities that i now
    Experience but been around
    And have experienced enough
    Of life to experience beyond
    What most folks think
    Is possible and it’s
    Not fair but
    It is what
    It is
    Of sound for
    Now rides a
    Metaphor of
    LiGht over DArk
    Over words that likely
    Never will reach the full
    Experience to
    Reflect a frAction
    Of the entire
    Of now..
    WiNk..i don’t
    Discount your reality
    FriEnd and of course it’s
    Not mine..
    every UniVerse
    Looks different
    Now for
    We call
    And that’s
    A FAct oF FeeLinG..:)

    In short..
    Agree that
    The UniVerse
    As God ain’t
    Fair and
    Blame you
    A bit for the
    Way you feel
    About the whole
    Reality you see
    It but
    NO one rains
    On my parade
    Cause sure i
    Could feel
    Like like
    You do now
    Similar again
    In what
    The Future..
    i retain Faith
    i will not return
    THeir simply
    i can
    No givens of
    Grace alone my FriEnd
    i eat this
    Blood Sweat
    And A teary cross
    The greatest Gift of WiLL..:)

    And we come to understanding
    in common ground and i further say..

    After gigoid says first
    as i quote him
    here in full

    “*grin* “God is in the details; the rest is merely integers.” — Hacker proverb

    As long as one doesn’t try to get others to travel the same path, it’s all good with me, my friend. Your path is, because of your own inner spirit, the one that works for you. What isn’t fair is that not all of us can see how that works, thus, creating resentment against the very universe they inhabit.

    You keep dancing & singing (which is another term for living a poem…); everyone else will have to hone their own will….



    And yes.. then
    i go on to say..

    WiNks.. totAlly
    Agree.. thanks
    For allowing me
    To clarify and
    Validate my
    Own personal
    View.. truly
    Not often
    I’ve found someone
    Who either allows it
    Or comes anywhere close
    It but hey with more
    WiNks.. i live in new
    Red State
    With yes.. thanks
    Again and Love..

    My own
    ADvocation too..;)

  8. Long Long day of reading writing.. yes..
    alWays at lEAst a little arithmetic
    as i’m alWays a numbers
    person and sort
    of an
    as such if you
    saw that recent
    movie with Asperger’s
    Ben Affleck Batman without
    the cape Super Hero/?villain..eTc..AL..
    anYway.. running across Ty here.. our historical
    waiter at Ryan’s all one can eat feeding trough for
    Sunday Dinner after Church for Lunch.. back from his
    A-School.. over aT NAS Pensacola.. yet to be assigned
    in his New Full-Time Job iN the Navy.. one of the only
    secure jobs left in the Nation with some kind of future
    of guaranteed benefits.. including retirement.. A lost
    art of secure jobs in an economy growing more
    efficient where humans need no longer apply
    as automation robots continue to terminate
    all the old jobs when humans had the
    really great career jobs that
    are now relegated to
    service jobs only
    mostly as
    are today..
    even with a
    F iN College Degree..
    lots of folks with college
    under their belt doing the
    minimum wage dance but
    hey i did it all day for totALLy
    free while we watched the folks
    all around me.. get excited and
    pull out their revolving smart phones
    to capture what i love to do for free.. digitally
    as such.. relatively forever as long as online servers
    keep serving up my dance.. yes.. all for F iN Free as i finish
    over 13 miles of dance today as noted by my trusty Nike GPS
    Sports watch aS Such too.. as the free DancE and SonG oF liFE goeS oN…:)

    Hmm.. i thiNk ‘this Yoga Pose
    Hold’ for generating so-called
    masculine and feminine Yoga
    BaLanCinG Force as oneness
    with God in static movement
    as such is reAlly Super Kool..
    if one could feel and sense
    what i AM ActuAlly doing
    here in this most
    and Selfie Same
    Profile photo that
    kinda says who i AM
    when all is wilLd and FReED..
    hmm.. but with a shirt like “Chillin”
    with extra cold shades on a Sun’s Face
    it’s sure to make at lEast one person smiLe
    along with that half A Marathon of Dance today..;)

    Oh Lord.. almost 3 AM..
    but not too late to get a
    Video-Slide Presentation
    oF aLL the art of the day out
    on a day oF aLL around Cheap Thrills
    as such.. hmm.. and yes.. tHeRE IS A
    Song for that by Sia
    that WiLL do
    to finish uP
    the rest of
    what will be
    a Micro-Micro-Verse
    on this note.. of larger
    Micro-Verse as pARt oF
    Macro-Verse number 726
    oF Ocean Whole Poem AKA
    SonG oF mY soUL AKA KATiE
    MiA FredericK!iI.. also too.. yes..
    yes.. yeS and more yes.. sTiLL exceeding
    a grand total of 3.3 milLioN words.. jusT ’cause
    A Healthy
    dose continuing
    of moving.. connecting
    and creating with heaRt and
    spiRit of EmoTioNal HeARt fully
    employed.. as WeLL As A MiNd
    And BoDy SoUL that continues
    A BaLAnCinG acT iN thE Art oF
    MoVinG to regulate emoTions
    and integrate seNses as weLL
    as conNecTinG and crEAtinG
    ArT as SonG and DancE.. including
    Free Verse poEtry.. yes too.. ALL FREE STYLE TOO..
    AND now for F iN Sleep as anoTher noW of Joy continues..:)

    Ha! Happy Karaoke memories
    in photo way with Cortney and
    Chelsea from the original
    Seville Quarter
    trio.. one year ago..
    singing Bohemian
    Rhapsody.. one song
    i cannot yet duplicate..
    so i swayed to the beat
    as DancE instead of SonG..
    And that reminds me of at age 18 when me and
    my first Love Sonia traveled to down town Pensacola
    to see ballet.. the last thing i ever thought i would do would
    be anything associated with ballet and surely not in public for
    6500 miles in 39 months but seeing Old Seville Quarter for the
    first time and me already in a long term relationship that i wanted
    to see become marriage.. there was a free and wild hint of a call of
    the wild that said.. not yet.. you are still young and you just need to
    let it all go with nary a care before you get all wrapped up and trapped
    in life as
    as they
    as i
    was already
    P whipped from the
    beginning when Sonia
    said you are gonna have to
    spend all your time with me with
    out even the freedom to go work out
    and that’s what i did for 10 months.. spend
    every single second of free time away from school
    and work at her family home knowing and feeling still
    tHere was much more to life that i was missing by becoming
    her one and only and everything too.. until she got tired of the
    much less confident person i became by not working on me..
    staying strong and a little wild and free at least.. hmm.. my
    life could have been much darker if she stayed and
    it took me years to understand that i might
    have never fully lived at all
    until i learned to become
    my own person first and
    Love myself fully
    rule my
    life again..
    and sure.. somewhat
    i did that again.. as there
    is alWays give and take as
    far as that goes too.. as rules
    are a necessary paRt oF liFe too..
    anyway.. i got to back to Old Seville
    when i was 22 to 24 in ending college
    days with the ‘higher class’ girls i hung
    out with in the more elite P’cola way.. 2001
    a disco club of the so-called ‘lower classes’
    came along and stayed for close to a decade after
    that and Seville Quarter doesn’t seem nearly as classy
    as it used too.. as i have the confidence now to see no class at all
    and all folks as being equally as special as a grain of sand and me..
    no matter
    who are
    what they
    WE are all part of this
    gAme oF liFe in my view now..
    no less no more than a Grain of Sand
    and yes
    too of course..:)

    “I miss the time we spent
    together, I am watching over
    you, always and protecting you
    from harm. Be thankful for what
    you have in life and you shall never
    be port at heart.”
    Sure.. i’ll wRite
    it all down ONLINE
    a thousand
    years now..
    after i die..then..
    and speaKing of
    that after seeing this
    Message from the Dead
    Facebook Ego Booster thingie
    from the meaww algorithm thingie..
    on second cousin Terri’s page.. Aunt
    Christina ain’t Brain dead after all..
    she Awoke from a
    coma and
    tongue out..
    oh the Joy of living
    it’s what life does when strong..
    And sure.. i stick more than my tongue
    out when living with even more of the spirit
    that flowS in
    my veins F iN
    Wild and Crazy and
    FucKinG Fully alive saYiNg
    whatever the FucK iS oN my mind..
    i have so much in common with her
    have as
    sure it all
    runs in our veins..
    as wild and free..
    on the
    wild and free
    side.. @Least..;)

    And now.. MacroVerse Memory in Facebook way too..
    shared from a year ago for Clothes of GOD in
    in more than
    every way that
    sTiLL can be sAid

    And as the MacroVerse
    Memories for today ends
    from two years ago..
    ‘Ode to
    my bullies’
    as i alWays
    now use
    to juSt make
    me stronger
    and sure
    i can
    prove it too… as i whip
    out my smARt phone online
    and sHow it to ’em ISReaL2..
    and that for one lives on far
    far far in a Heaven above
    with no sun or moon
    to liGht
    up defeating
    the entropy
    of Nature
    extends Nature now..
    as pARt and heARt.. SpiRit
    and SouL of the wHOle FucKinG EnCHILada..
    ThAT iS
    per John 14:12
    if yA wanna NT scripture
    that back to me less.. perHaps..;)

  9. So.. Second cousin
    Terri shares another
    Meaww Facebook
    Ego booster Algorithm
    Profile analyzer as such that
    says my full name is Katie..
    Winner of Hearts
    Enforcer of Justice
    Harbinger of Love Mia..
    and now i say..
    i just
    too see my
    Profile pic all
    showcased in a fancy
    MEAWW frame and yes..
    i do
    care too
    in a somewhat
    BaLanCinG miNd
    and BoDy sOuL way
    with plenty of SpiRit oF
    HeARt too as i juSt can and
    DO now
    aS Such
    wiTh LoVe

    So.. the county farmers.. got
    together like an Almanac
    and asked for
    a rain
    dance to
    relieve tHeRe
    drought.. little did
    they kNow.. i did a full
    regaLA Indigneous Indian
    Rain Dance yesterday and
    whatta yA kNow.. the deluge after
    Catholic Church has come while we
    wait out the storm at home now as it slacks
    off and Public
    Dance resumes
    but while i’M on topic
    on deluges and such as that..
    today in Catholic Church the Synchroncities
    Ring oN iN A-Causal connecting Principle
    referencing somewhat frowny face nuns
    and lectors as the first thing i see
    when i sit down is a Nun giggling
    with a laugh with the lady
    and man who have 6 kids
    spreading out across the
    back row with me and
    Katrina and our
    older friEnd Lil..
    and after that.. smiling
    Lectors are present as we
    have a different priest who always
    now let’s the children do the liturgy as
    such and do the choir after i talked about
    the grey hairs doing the choir last week.. too..
    so the lectors have sunshiny faces and voices
    today too.. as they are children who sTiLL have a full
    heARt SpiRit and soUL who remembers they are sTiLL noW
    Free and Happy Children of God enough to really sMiLe at
    leASt with giggles of honesty too.. as when the priest asks
    the children what color robe thingy he has on.. a child immediately
    speaks up and notices his color purple IS A shade different than
    the deacon and calls it Pink instead of Purple as this will be the
    third week out of four that homophobic type comments are
    implied in the mass proceedings by the Priest to prove
    their manhood and stuff like that.. so the Priest
    says.. NO.. i do not wear pink.. and he said
    his name but no need to use that here..
    iT IS A breath of fresh air to
    have children in charge
    of God now.. but it is
    still a very stale air
    of the past
    seem to think they
    have to prove their masculinity
    in an environment of a Catholic organization
    as whole that has come to look like a place for
    pedo apologists to rule at the hiGhest levels as such..
    and yes.. of course human nature and God nature rules too..
    as when you exclude marriage with the rules and having a wife
    and stuff you are gonna attract closeted gay folks who are too afraid
    STilL to come out to the family and go into the cloth as such and hide
    and thou protests
    too much as another
    priest said when he wore
    salmon this is salmon not pink
    and i do not skip down the aisle
    of the pews as such too.. anyway
    it’s not really funny as this language lacks
    compassion for the 4 percent of children in
    that group today that science shows are going
    to grow up gay.. with much bullying.. prejudice..
    particularly in a red state area.. but that is getting
    better as the younger generation is more like a Good
    Cop Jesus in this way of accepting all others without color..
    creed.. nationality and other stuff of difference in anti-trump
    way but give Trump credit.. he said at least he was for gay rights
    in the Republic Convention.. and considering he owns hotels in the
    Hospitality arena.. he surely has plenty of gay folks as a stereotype
    of course daily in his
    past of who he worked
    with.. at highest levels..
    as gay can be happy too..
    and really good with the high
    class liberal customers too.. just
    an observation that most folks with
    common sense see.. so… strike a little
    match for Trump.. and no priest.. you don’t
    strike out with that homophobic stereotypical
    remark that the men’s club still most everywhere
    in angry old white dude way uses to prove their man
    hood while it wanes into old age.. group think reigns..
    it’s part of the con-social emotions of jealousy and hate..
    and fear of course and insecurity too for folks who have not
    yet arrived to the born again stage where all is love and tolerance
    and accepting of differences as such.. in this way for those who
    at least
    worked in
    the ‘Hospitality
    Industry’ of really
    getting to understand
    that folks at core need
    and want the similar things..
    tolerance.. acceptance.. and Love..
    and sadly.. i only have one pink shirt
    that says don’t laugh.. it’s your girl friend’s
    shirt.. nah.. i have some limits that’s one that
    even i will not wear to church out of respect for
    human condition
    of myths and tradition..
    anyway.. the other synchronicity
    on this 1st Sunday of Advent is prepare
    ye a way for the Lord of liGht as surely a Jesus
    can love free for now at lEast in New Red State Jerusalem
    with a Merry Christmas Shirt with Rudolf with sHades leading
    the choir from the back of the church as same as the children
    who still actuAlly sense and feel the God of Nature wHole
    inside sTiLL as tolerating.. accepting.. and somewhat
    fearless unconditional love who are not FucKinG
    of the
    pInk.. i came
    up to the priest
    with A remArk that
    i like your piNk
    robe and received
    a hand shake and
    a chuckle that
    means for him i
    am pArt of his
    man’s club and
    he has no idea
    i was kinda
    like a
    thief in
    the night
    as he shakes every
    one’s hands after church
    in the lobby.. gave him one
    of those firm he man bone.. yeah..
    crusher hand shakes as i normally
    do it softly as not only can i see the
    soul that lies behind eyes.. i also can
    feel it through a soft hand shake of feelings
    that is more like a mind meld and surely a little
    creepy to some folks.. i’m sure too.. as i am exposing
    tHeir soUL like a beacon of liGht or bLack hole sTar inside
    as it comes
    out from
    unto miNd..
    as spock miGht
    say with a spock
    shake too.. he he..
    also gave the older
    more angry deacon dude
    a firmer hand shake than that
    and told another official of the
    church.. and the lady next to me
    too.. with the six kids and husband
    in tow.. who had a little girl with a Christmas
    shirt on too.. hey.. people are already decorating
    tHeir yard.. so sure.. i can decorate me too.. as A little Rudolph2..
    Okay.. now it’s
    time for public
    dance and Rudolph
    will be coming back soon
    to Facebook to let his Christmas
    presents be kNown and fElt once aGain
    as hiStory repeats itself in myths that house
    the essence of trUth and liGht in so many different
    vehicles and vessels that point toward fearless smARt
    and Unconditional
    for all
    as pure
    liGht FloWs
    as Holy SpiRit WiLL..
    when all of thaT iS FAiTh..
    Oh yeah.. and A final synchronicity
    from the church services and the previous
    stuff i already wrote having no idea what would
    come next is.. a reserve pilot instructor from Whiting
    Field who attends church told me.. thank you for wearing
    all those cool shirts to Church as his children love a break
    of seeing them.. particularly star wars.. while we waited in line
    at Taco Bell and in return He and Katrina.. he first and Katrina
    for closing in on the thousandth time or so when we are toGether..
    yes.. got to hear the entire miraculous story of a child of God named Fred..
    just another
    day and
    soUL aS Such..
    and sure another
    Fredache for Katrina2..
    same thing last night with
    a lady in a long Christmas
    check out line as she got to
    hear the full story of Fred Gump2..
    And as Forrest says.. i WiLL do more juSt ’cause
    i can
    with laser
    FucKInG Now
    Focus wiTH
    100 percent Faith
    in what i’M DOinG
    with NO FEAR BABY..
    iN Fred Fearless
    smARt talk waY..noW
    And yes.. the Grinch
    story is on the way too..
    with several dance shirts with
    his face but of course we have
    the orange version of that this year too..
    as surely myths do come trUe for iSREaL2..
    in blue
    green and
    orange pill form2..
    i’ll take the Green pill
    for now and continue to
    gRow my grinch heARt Now
    to maximum Multi-Verse
    Ocean WHoLe way2..
    or pInk
    THe F FTW2..;)

  10. Target Selfie ‘here’ with a very nice
    and sweet Target Girl who also
    noted i danced with her at
    Old Seville Quarter as we
    discussed the benefits
    of having Uni-Sex
    Bathrooms at
    Target as let’s
    juSt say a
    certain element
    of the community
    carrying around banners
    on their pick ’em up trucks
    have honored their vow to
    boycott Target over allowing
    all Americans to pursue Happiness
    in the bathroom of their choice.. Oh..
    Lord.. and i can even remember back in
    them dead zone days where i did not have
    the protective coating around my body like
    what the Star Trek Enterprise uses as shields
    to keep unsavory stuff out.. i could feel intense stress
    and general misery and discontent at Walmart and K-Mart
    so much more than the Target of more open minded and educated
    folk in weight of lifting the veils of ignorance per original Greek Definition
    of the
    really makes a
    difference in the
    mood of the environment
    as such with an open tolerating
    accepting heARt vs a closed discriminating
    haTing heARt that has lost it’s very liGh..t i verily say..
    anyWay.. she thought every thing i do.. down to the nude
    art was cool.. as she has an open mind and doesn’t see darkness
    in every
    nook and
    cranny of
    difference in
    A Free F iN Country NOW..
    God Bless America for Target Freedom..
    and she was also kind enough to tale me all
    her friends loved me as i didn’t give a care what
    anyone thOught.. as i exercise all my freedoms
    from head to toe
    even more
    than before
    she knew before
    meeting the dancing
    guy.. up close and personal
    iN expose’ of all i am now..;)

    As ‘they’ say for Target now
    too and ‘Bulleye’s Playground’
    iT iS that way for me too..
    as the Heaven is at
    Hands raised to
    the sky in
    with God
    oF aLL
    iN Yoga
    Pose on the
    Big Red Target
    BaLL.. all free
    aS SucH and yes..
    it’s hard to see the Reindeer
    red nose on the shirt but Rudolph
    once again.. in this version has both
    sHades and what at least looks like
    a Mustache here.. oh yeah.. and the
    Heaven’s at hand again made it’s way
    into the Gospel of Matthew at Catholic
    Church and sTillL folks are waiting for it
    after death.. so sad to wait for Heaven and
    never ever find it now.. trULy so Red Nose sAd..;)

    What else.. yes..
    the Algorithm of
    Facebook video
    production slide
    show assistant comes
    through in a timely manner
    to document in public store way
    the rest of the weekend Marathon
    of mixed martial arts and ballet-like
    dance.. and it surely was a blast with
    free help and and free give away of dance
    for those public audience folks.. kind enough to
    share my all free spiritual praise dance music ministry
    all around the Facebook world and such as that as dance does
    go on and on
    and on.. and closing
    in on 777 dance events
    in public like this not counting
    the Seville 137 events where the
    GPS Sports watch will not record the
    miles of dance in that old building close
    to the beach.. even if an average of only two
    folks video tape what i do.. with the wife Katrina
    actually catching many more do in dance events she
    pays attention to for her hobby of what’s going down with
    my dance with the audience too.. numbers add up quick..
    and easily.. more than easily be a few thousand separate
    videos of many circling the Facebook Globe now that still
    exist there until they find someone else who is brave enough
    to dance every where they go in the Metro P’Cola LA.. yes
    Lower Alabama Florida Panhandle as such with a few
    backwards ways of Old Testament view of an old world
    somewhere else where scarcity rules over our overall
    abundance over here in the lush forests.. beaches..
    and the
    rest of God
    Nature too.. all
    for purview and even
    resources for making
    survival real in a forage of
    lifE sTiLL iN Wilderness way..
    anyWay.. if need be i would likely
    bite the bullet and become a hunter
    and fisherman and in general forager
    as such to survive but for now i thrive
    with Grocery stores and yeS.. even the
    Five Dollar and Ninety Nine cent Mexican
    Meal special at Taco Bell available as a special
    over all days of the week for now.. as they keep the ease coming
    ways necessary
    for me to get my hands
    too bloody for the job of liFe AT HAND…;)

    And Facebook FriEnd Rafiah shares a status
    that says she just graduated from College with
    her Chemistry degree.. so i saY.. in encouragement..

    Congratulations!.. now off
    To Scientist

    Rafiah says..

    I wish it so strongly, Freddy.
    I hope this does happen. Inshaa Allah
    smile emoticon
    heart emoticon

    And i return with..

    i will continue
    To pray for it
    And you.. my

    And then Rafiah shared
    some photos of a movie that
    she has had on her watch list
    for some time and is happy to
    finally get to watch that i remember
    i really liked but at that time couldn’t remember the name of it..

    So i say..

    i loved that
    Movie.. Power
    iN the liGht
    Of Love
    Out of
    Places and

    And then after
    dance walking
    all day i then say..

    “The Professional”..
    took me until tonight to
    remember the name of the
    movie but as you know i would
    like to
    sort of
    a daughter
    too.. WiNks..
    as i can’t have
    one of my own now..:)

    And then finally Rafiah shares a video of an Alan feature
    creature or robot as such from Saturday night live and i say..

    Hmm.. as synchronicities now
    continue to ring in today in almost
    everyway of what i do today for now..
    this Alan Creature
    is the way i am usually
    received in public dance
    by the female element of
    the public audience as
    compared to the
    as such..
    and sometimes
    i see the males in
    the dance hall physically
    pull their girlfriends away from
    asking me questions about what’s
    getting down with the free dance of me..
    i just don’t ‘know’ why but the male faction of
    society has never liked me much.. i guess happy
    i feel
    iT too..
    Happy graduation
    again to you my friEnd
    hope you don’t go somewhere
    and never come back here.. stay
    you can please..
    as friends will continue
    to do if they so wish and will..;)

    And then i say to Rafiah
    in regard to “The Professional”..

    Oh.. and after watching
    the trailer again.. that movie
    is like the new movie.. “The
    Accountant” with Ben Affleck
    playing an assassin with Asperger’s
    syndrome in vengeance way who has
    great difficulty finding friends and finally
    to care
    about too..
    who really cares about him..
    as stories about life go on.. my FriEnd..
    and sure i’ll park another trailer for that
    perHaps for your continuing watch list before
    you land

    And Gary Oldman does
    a reprise of a similar
    role with a similar
    cast with
    a similar
    of deeper meaning
    here in “The Book of Eli”..
    i have a feeling you’ll like this one
    oF aLL..
    Actors change
    and the roles remain..
    as well as human archetypes


    “He who has so little knowledge of human nature as to seek happiness
    by changing anything but his own disposition
    will waste his life in fruitless efforts.”

    ~~ Samuel Johnson ~~

    i mean
    common philosophy
    of the ages of the sages
    for most anyone who escapes
    the rigor
    now then
    now always
    noW Now
    rules and
    and guidelines
    to control and subjugate folks
    ‘tween the sidewalks of life.. now..
    This Dreamtime of time out of time..
    sure.. the same stuff that Eckart Tolle
    is speaking of in New age ways
    more or less
    the same
    is also the stuff
    of going deeper within
    and connecting to human
    Jungian-like archetypes that
    even science is starting to give
    credence to as of a Discover Magazine
    not too
    with a Google search..
    anyWay.. Dream time is
    heaven now for those who
    escape the sidewalks of books
    and such as that my friEnd.. they
    are more likely to write them in some
    into never
    land and never
    ending story now..
    words don’t do it justice
    never have never will as they
    are both figurative and concrete too..
    And sure.. it’s the eye of the needle and
    a hugely overweight camel for escape..
    same story.. same roles.. similar
    archetypes and
    as the
    play goeS oN
    and soMe add
    verses to uniVerse
    even iF it is watering
    a sapling tree for life..
    or a small
    seed or whatever
    the FucK.. mY FriEnd..
    A devil doesn’t live in the big picture..
    but sure.. one can visit never the less as more..;)

    “We are never deceived; we deceive ourselves.”

    ~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ~~

    Nah.. don’t
    doubt now
    A Power oF
    A dArk Force..
    not everyone is cut out to kNow..
    that’s not fair and it sucks but it is what it is..;)

    Sure.. bottom
    lines inner
    one calls it
    it is what it is
    too.. strong or weak
    or almost non-existence
    subject to A dArk force2..;)

    Just Say “Know!”

    ~~ Realist Bee ~~

    Trump yes

    “For a moment, nothing happened.
    Then, after a second or so, nothing continued to happen.”

    ~~ Douglas Adams, “The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy” ~~

    Nothing seems
    like a thousand
    years in
    for ‘those’
    ‘who’ visit ‘that place’..;)

    “The fact that an opinion has been widely held
    is no evidence whatever that it is not utterly absurd;
    indeed in view of the silliness of the majority of mankind,
    a widespread belief is more likely to be foolish than sensible.”

    ~~ Bertrand Russell, Marriage and Morals ~~

    Hmm.. once one now
    really studies all sciences/arts
    usuAlly there is a deeper reason
    can miss at least
    as science shows now..
    in the human art of both
    thriving and basic survival..
    For example.. scarcity makes
    ‘ridiculous controls’ for survival
    and abundance makes
    for ‘so much
    over do it
    and controls
    that seem ridiculous
    come about again
    and the
    on in even
    ‘more ridiculous’
    ways for survival..
    bottom shared line..
    survival.. so in other words
    sometimes ‘stupid is’ works..
    now for
    and the smArty
    pants never get around
    to reproducing while others
    do it with their ‘ridiculous rules’
    and carry on wayward sons as such..
    and daughters too..
    as even science shows
    that while the population
    of the world will stabilize
    later this century.. those who believe
    in ‘ridiculous religious rules’ will continue
    to survive over smarty pants.. moreover..
    for the
    that they
    are fucking
    with no birth control..
    it’s all about giving a
    free fuck or not
    hit the road..or not..;)

    “There is what there is and what we wish there was.”

    ~~ Subtle Bee ~~

    And there is
    also a now
    that is awesome
    and beyond most folks belief
    as bio-neuro-diversity goeS on iN liGht and DArk..
    the reality
    is Nature
    that way
    and it is
    what it is..
    even if one says
    there is only a chosen
    few who get to go to heaven NOW..
    so ironic
    for those who wait..
    who could or would or should
    seek it and find IT NOW forevermorenow..;)

    “Tiger gotta hunt. Bird gotta fly.
    Man gotta sit and wonder why, why, why.
    Tiger gotta sleep. Bird gotta land.
    Man gotta tell himself he understand.”

    ~~ Kurt Vonnegut Jr. ~~

    and bird..:)

    “There is no birth without pain.”

    ~~ Carl Jung ~~

    Yeah.. i wish
    i could
    that step..
    but i was way
    too weak to make
    it without the worst pain
    known to humankind for
    66 months from wake to sleep..
    and when i say that was worth it..
    it must
    be a mighty
    fine place i live
    for now.. as honestly
    i would do it all again
    just for
    of what
    i experience
    now.. can’t full put
    it into words but i can
    put it into perspective.. mY FriEnd..;)

    It’s just like the movie contact with
    Jodie Foster
    i had
    full ideal
    ‘this place
    existed’.. only
    a glimmer of a wink
    of dreamtime from before NOW..:)

    “They should have sent a poet”

    -Jodie Foster
    in that
    inspired movie..:)

    “There are worse things than dying.”

    ~~ Kalas ~~

    A source NoW..WoN
    oF aLL my WiLL/Hope/Believe/
    FAiTH/LovE.. been tHeRE done thiS..
    and perHaps
    don’t go here..
    as they can’t
    make it
    thaT other
    place.. surely
    hiStory sHows tHis..:)

    SMiLes.. my friEnd.. i
    Write poetry to
    Escape left brain
    Thinking i
    WiNks with
    Joy oF LiGht
    And LiFe..:)

    In other words i
    Have to work extremely
    Hard not to over analyze life
    And the propensity is
    STill what i DancE
    And SinG to
    A Balance of
    HeArt and Science
    Shedding excessive
    Yang.. from my old
    But sure
    Now and then
    i slither Back
    For BaLaNcinG aLL
    As a practice and Science of

    Thanks my friEnd..
    yOur place is one of
    my most favorite places
    to visit online.. obviously..
    i seek and
    surely find here
    free and free is alWays
    the key now as far as
    happy comes to me..
    i am
    or wrong
    or tall or short
    or fat or thin
    or smart or
    not the
    Happy Intelligence i seek now..
    juSt happy and free as iT happEns..
    it’s kinda like when i dance in public..
    girls moreover understand i am doing it
    to be care free and happy and the ‘boys’
    ask me why.. and obviously there lies the problem..
    as when
    they were big
    enough to bully
    me when a child
    for just a smile.. ignorance
    just sad….:)

    The ‘only’ reaSon the myth of ‘Jesus’
    is as popular as ‘he’ is.. is one..
    to expand the Roman
    two.. to
    make it
    men’ to smile now
    for some reAson at all..
    otherwise the desire for
    fear and hate would have ‘killed’
    but no.. he is
    the ‘only one’ they
    can ‘smile at’.. ain’t it
    both ironic and ignorance of sad..:)

    But on the other hand there is a bigger
    reason too.. when scarcity arrives and
    the tribal instinct arises to fight and kill
    enough necessary for resources of
    subsistence.. without killing
    attributes of empathy
    and compassion..
    aversion to
    noW and
    wins Now
    so empathy
    and compassion
    becomes the enemy
    of kill and that too explains
    why folks who live in scarCities..
    no matter so-called time or place
    develop frOwny face and become bullies
    with cOld heArts too.. poor of food.. poor of drink..
    poor of social roles.. poor of spirit as empathy and compassion
    a slow
    burn in
    red state
    hells of scarcity
    of empathy and compassion
    where the tribal instinct and basic
    snake brain is the flavor of mind for survival..
    and most ironically i must continue to exercise my
    of freedom to love
    in a place like hell..
    that just SO hapPens to
    be paradise too for those
    who feel and sense the beauty
    of the environment here thaT way
    out of tHat other human dimension (world)
    within of hell my FriEnd.. sTilLL Love Wins..
    enough to breathe..
    DancE and SinG Free..:)



    SMiLes.. my friEnd..
    L i L L i A N noW
    A revolution oF Fear..
    Hate.. and sadly ignorance
    Has spoken and learned to
    But a DancE and SonG
    Can And WiLL sTiLL
    BeCome A rEvolution
    Orange as Earth.. WiNd
    FiRe Dances and
    And Free For
    All Happy..
    i Can and
    WiLL DancE and SinG
    For Freedoms Sting Be Ring..
    Other than that.. Greetings
    And Welcome back to the
    Current states of affair
    And three
    Ring circus
    Too with
    With a Laugh
    For the ironic
    Comedy of the
    Human Play
    And DancE and SonG..:)

    SOHEIR blogger friend
    shares an Islam oriented
    video on ‘Do not Be Sad”
    and i say..


    SOHEIR intimates..

    Thanks Fred dear friend!!!

    i intimate back..

    Welcome.. blessings
    As well as blissings
    My friEnd SOHEIR..
    Happy humans means
    Peace.. Love.. and A
    SonG oF Harmony..:)

    SOHEIR enCouragingly
    responds.. wiTh..

    Well said Fred!!!

    And i lovingly
    return with..

    Nice friEnd

    And now i say..
    that’s how love
    gRows.. from
    to Ocean wHole..:)

    Then SOHEIR discusses
    her pursuit of graduate
    studies and
    from online life..

    And i say..

    Good to hear
    About the advancement
    Of your studies.. SOHEIR..
    Best wishes for continuing

    SOHEIR says..

    Thanks for the wishes Fred!
    Have a good day my friend!

    And i return with..

    AlWays and
    Forever now
    With Happy..
    My friEnd..:)

    Soheir says

    Smile Emoticon..

    And then i finAlly


    And now i say
    it is refreshing to
    come across folks
    who are human enough
    online to actually carry on
    a reciprocating social conversation
    of contact.. connect.. and care..
    gives me
    no matter
    what side
    of the
    it comes from..:)

    As i end a trip back
    to Zee’s place to finish
    this ‘Star Rain’.. for now..;)

    And a repeat of what i’ve already
    said with further response here too..

    SMiLes.. my friEnd.. Zee..
    Love is LiGht
    From DArk
    Sure tHeir
    Are otHeR
    PArts.. away
    From that but what
    Are Platitudes without
    FeeLinG SenSinG DoinG
    liGht more than kNoWiNG
    Words.. sMiLes aGain with
    Almost inFiNite Definitions
    Matching Fire as Flame of
    Love.. that
    Burns a
    Other than that
    i pray that LigHt
    That is yours
    Grows A torch
    As you..:)

    Zee says..

    I hope the same,
    thank you for your well wishes..:)

    And i return with..

    Hope and Love
    Wins for Peace
    And Love


    And now i visit Zee’s next post..:)

    ‘You did not get this from me.
    Somewhere inside of you there is rain.
    Somewhere in your stomach,
    something beautiful is growing
    and it is infinite.
    Don’t you let them try and take that from you,
    you are open and you are a flood,
    someday someone is going to want to die in you.’

    – “Jaan-E-Maan” by Azra Tabassum

    (Jaan-E-Maan means “My Dear” in Persian and “Darling” in Urdu language.)

    sMiLes.. my friEnd
    Zee.. beFore i cAMe
    here today.. i was having
    a reAlly hard time finding
    a title for
    what i wrote
    as i don’t seek
    titles.. they come
    to me.. along with
    words my friEnd
    that FloW
    aS SonG
    DancE when
    SpiRit liGhts A hoMe..
    anyWay.. for somE FeeLinG
    SenSinG deep down iN aLL of
    everynow.. ‘Star Rain’
    camE Home..
    and now
    i come
    here.. and you in thAT..
    provide A gift unwittingly
    too..noW of Both SonG
    and Words.. sharing
    freely that dots
    A i
    aLL oF home Now
    oF eYe.. you kNow
    i have thiS FeeLinG
    thaT God iS GroWingLy
    leARning to sPeak preSent
    iN all of wE who seek to FiNd
    A hiGher meaninG and purposE now
    than beFore mY friEnd.. as synchronicities
    continue to fruIT.. aS nows go on as Star Rains
    that come from crucible iN fire oF Star bursts as
    we sentient sTar duSt plUs GroW iN ConNecTinG Force
    as simply MoVinG CreATinG
    free as
    do as Free
    Rain.. Stars gLow
    And gRow as Ocean WHole..
    Thanks for giving
    and sharing what
    you do here..
    it IS
    hUman way..
    as Star Rain liGht..:)

  14. Hello.. Mark Dice.. i don’t usuAlly
    say the name of those who deal
    in terms of bucks in fear and hate..
    and surely it’s been
    a long now
    i came
    here before
    when you mostly
    dealt in fear and hate
    in totally ridiculous conspiracy
    theories that the minions who live
    in scarcity.. fear.. and hate of group
    thiNk fLock to wHeRe misery and company
    liFe iN
    my FriEnd..
    now of course
    misery does love
    company and how sad
    thaT is.. and hmm.. why would
    i come here while LiVinG iN heaVen
    now.. yeah that real place that whoever
    wrote about and all wrote about that exists
    now.. for those who live tHeRe iN hope and love
    away from fear and hate.. dude you just interviewed
    a bunch of Jesus folks and you are criticizing them for
    not judging and you call yourself a Christian.. the anthropologist
    in me has to wonder how and why a message by a man that folks
    actually worship as God can get so lost.. well thaT iS simple my friend
    you call those who live in dArkness out by highlighting liGht and they
    see dark
    as ‘they’
    tend to
    view life
    where ‘tHey’ live
    it.. and OMG you
    even make a considerable
    income in Google Pennies
    peddling fear and hate online
    as freedom of speech and expression
    allows for now.. at least with donations
    anyway as Star
    Wars says.. don’t
    discount the power
    of the dARk Force and
    that is why i visit friend..
    in continual study and
    recognition of the reaLIty
    of both Heaven and Hell..

    AnyWay.. Synchronicity rules
    in bigger God TApestry and
    Nature sAMe masterpiece
    oF aRt continuing both iN
    liGht/dArk.. ‘tween sHades
    of Grey and beYOnd noW
    F88KinG RAinBoW
    colors too.. you
    are masteRed
    by the
    bLack Tar
    of Green Back
    Dollar bILL mY
    FriEnd as i recognize
    and liGht the dARk here..
    but never the less in places
    wHere theRE were actually juSt
    lost Christians.. i changed the course
    of what they did.. a few you tubers heRe
    and tHere who sTiLL had a liGht of something
    more than a dollar biLL.. deep deep deep inside..
    wHere liGht loves to eScape as Love.. so i’LL share
    the same liNk that i provided the call for an uprising
    dude before he gave up his old moon reign.. so here for
    you today
    IS A
    New moon
    Reign and to be clear
    i am fully aware you never
    read the comments here and
    you don’t care about anything
    here but a dollar bill.. but hey
    tHere is still intelligent love
    here and tHere
    wHere liGht
    the dArkest
    starats too..
    oh.. my friEnd
    you are StiLL
    someWhat of
    a shiny bright
    dARk muse.. and
    it’s so dam obvious
    thou protests a little much
    as it aint’ hard to tale wHere yA come from..;)

    Anyway2.. you just helped me to create the longest
    long from poem ever in ISReaL witness for God in
    over 42 months now.. exceeding 3.3 milLioN words
    and F88KinG believe it or not.. it’s all for fun and liGht
    and Love and sure recognizing thaT otHeR place too..
    tHeir IS A REvolution of LoVE in Star Rain liGht noW my FriEnd
    but the deal is.. only for those who are currently and alWays have
    into that
    noW aT Hand
    IsreaL as natUre
    and sentient star
    duST pluS
    from crucible
    of star burst
    fire that still
    liGhts uP LoVeYes
    of wisDom.. seNsing..
    And FeeLinG aS OuRs..
    Torch oF FLAme i AM
    Yep.. this fits
    iN juST fiNe..
    see ya later baby..
    iT is possible that you
    have juST BEen ‘promoteD aGain’
    to mY you tuber dArk muse foR noW..
    to tale.. as
    NoWs Go ON..;)

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