A quick trip over to Blogger
Poet friEnd Rafiah’s place in
the interim of waiting for all those
photos to download.. hehe.. for the
last Epic MacroVerse.. “OVengate 2016”..
trip as it were all over the place..
yes.. globAlly as such too..
and i respond to
of a Cozy November Story
with these words
of hope and joy..
Keep writing iT
and it wiLL
Be with AcTinG of course..
Guy De Maupassant.. as i Wiki
him now.. was/is surely another
soul of writing
and lived my friEnd.. Rafiah..
As dreAms are yoUrs for FruiTioN..:)
Yes… i juSt
called you Cookie2..;)
on Thursday that if i want
to meet her magical friend
Momina i will have to
and i say..
SMiLes.. my friEnd Rafiah..
if you can
And then back
in response to
what i wrote up
cookies.. she says..
Nobody calls me Cookie.
I never knew I’ll like it so much being called Cookie.
And i say
in final summary..
my friEnd Rafiah..
one can come to appreciate
cookies very much as one may
all the time..
And one of my
favorite parTS of
what i like to call
is that is the
day i most often
hear from Cookie FriEnd
Rafiah from Pakistan ..now
for two and a half years.. a
cookie who lasts for me…;)
AnyWay.. now back to play
on a 725th Macro-Verse of
continuing Longest Long
Form Poem in the
speaking as such
as this one is way way
way too long to ever put
fully in paper form sTiLL
exceeding 3.3 milLioN
4 MilLIoN too..
as usual here..
block.. NO.. this is
writER’s TsUnaMi.. HA HA..;)
And after almost 2 months of constant
drought a storm is coming tonight
and for the next
days as the
wind is bloWinG
uP out side and
Sun and sAnd
as i fly one with
water and wind ALL
Barefeet as such wHOle..;)
But first.. i’LL do Lunch
also DO go oN..;)
i am very much like
in on this pizza gate
‘you’ are spreading and raise
the dARk noW to liGht with some
OVen Gate.. y noT.. as we kNow
little men hide behind faceless
avatars on the Internet.. huh..
hehe.. anyWay.. world
me who leg
press 1020 LBS 33 times
by feat of the hiGher power
of God within and feet of course..
haha.. don’t need to shy away from
showing tHeir face as they have God
to take care of tHeir back side per se..
anyWay.. there is a clause in the Old T Ten
Commandments that STiLL says False Witness is
really not cool.. and in the case of doing this and
actually inciting violence.. you CAN get into really big
criminal trouble ..as trust me.. working for the Government
for a Quarter of a Century.. i am well versed with laws and
rules too.. beyond a current still exceeding 3.3 million word
longest long form poem effort in witness for God and let’s just
say currently likely God’s most prolific cheerleader as such free
and free.. yes
praise dance public iN
martial arts and ballet-like
style now for about 6500 miles
in 39 months and if i remember i’ll
let you know and feel it when i get to
6666 miles as that’s like the Golden Spiral
Phi mean of God 4 times numbers noW as SiX
symbols as such too.. as one sees Now all around
Nature as the finger print of God.. within.. inside
outside… above.. so below and all around down to
Subatomic Quantum Physics to the largest oF MoVinG
Celestial Bodies in space as such.. sure.. the Milky way
too.. a fetus.. a curled cat.. a Nautilus shell as the Pattern
of God moves on both in form and essence in spiraling way..now..
what else.. oh yeah.. back to the topic at hand..OVengate 2016..
free as me and
God have a personal
one to one relationship
one as man in the mirror
as such too.. ALL FReED.. so here aLL thaT iS..
Oh.. and by A way.. based on somewhat inside sources.. your commercials
are soon likely going away as you cannot continue to libel folks and potentially
incite violence now as some of your documented comments are already alluding
to here in response to the lies you are spreading that have ZERO BASIS IN FACT..
as the investigations have already proven in the world that has a head still on its
shoulders as such.. all rational and logical as such.. not founded in illusory fears
where groups of folks get togeTheR.. as science shows human misery loves company
still in pockets on the Internet and among folks who elect folks who grab crotches
with status and power and such as that.. anyway.. Trump is getting a bit boring
and predictable as he comes back to the corporate ways of life.. away from
the same snake oil sales person illusory fears you employee here
to make Google pennies that add up with the ads that
will likely soon go away and
to be made
off of false witness
too.. not only thaT.. you
wiLL alReady face the face
to face Karma of God as tHeRE
is no escaping the God of Nature my
FriEnd who lives in no book alone and is totAlly
Karmic free in terms of positive actions in liGht
or the negative actions in dARk like this that result
it.. dArk consequences
too.. potentially far beyond
just losing your Google pennies
in ad revenue here in your continuance
of bearing false witness against your
with GOD LiVinG
noW inside no less
or more than you
my friEnd iN dARk
or liGht God.. rules Free noW
in Karmic eYes that FeeL/SenSE and kNow
more that what you think you hide here Now..
to the liGht side
remains open noW as
alWays but your activity
is getting too nefarious here
for me to be any pARt oF it
in the future as
lie about here
with zero evidence still..
have a nice day and thanks for
the dArkest of poetic muse and news
as liFe goes on for those raptured in
who’s lost so
lost noW and
hope you can Now
find your way out
of all this darkness you create..
and the other literal millions of
folks who do this like you do now..:)
Off to dVerse
wHere there is
no theme but
that i will for go
in muse and change
to all Fredbun and Fredku
combined oneku.. not unlike
the Fredfu.. i will be doing all
free verse in
the military gym
of course.. only 10
links to this point of date..
so.. should be somewhat of a
here for a while
now@leASt for fUN..:)
Leaves of tears
run dry as drought
and fertilize more..
storm front rising higher
cloud tops coming lower
relief.. rain delivers..:)
At the Catholic
temple i frequent
every Sunday since
September of 2013..
without a DancE of SonG
aS HeARt gRows togETher Ocean
wHole.. chalice fiLLs SonG oF Human SpiRit
heARts moRe iN miNds and boDys BaLanCinG
A messAGe oF liGht..
iN senSinG and FeeLinGS
more than words wiLL ever say..
thE Force DanceS SinGs togeTher withiN..
iNside.. outsiDe.. aBove.. so beLoW and all ‘roUnd..:)
i can’t say i’ve
often played in
snow.. these greyhounds
are lucky today as they experience
clean to behold
in paws that feel
the earth and cold
and snow flakes
no different than
the pads that balance
tHeir orbit uPon the EARth..:)
sMILes.. wife and
i retired early with
and sure they are invisible
but the best thing oF aLL iS
and that my
FriEnd IS A silver
liNing iN paiN oF beFore..:)
Myth and meaning
more than words..
poEtry comes aLiVe..:)
erbiage responds by
saying.. and i quote..
“We make our world. Fantasy becomes reality.
In the beginning was the word. Poetry is grave, serious, magical”
And then i return wiTh..
WINks my friEnd..
Moves faster than
Sound i’LL go wiTh
DancE then SonG
Never the less..
So let iT bE
Oh.. Lord yes.. now..
my friend.. two months
iN A Panhandle of
skies and barometer
oF liFE soon comes
iN Thunder head wake Joy..:)
never done a
plane but a monthly
tour bus to casinos while
my wife plays with one armed
and i dance
free and focus
is alWays better
oN board bus
A hum of diesel
MoVinG art oF words plUs..:)
iN Sunny albeit
drought fELt beach
or valleys low..
on iN sAme
as human crucible
fire of star senSinG withiN
pArts of EArTh are misSinG A SpiRit
oF moRe.. iN SoUl fELt heArt ways new..:)
to the beach
heRe.. Emerald waves..
salt air sugar white sands..
sea oats breezing pure white
First oNE at 18..
Second OnE at 21..
53 stayed ONe to
date aT 56 ONE
Ocean wHole continues..
hiStory oF Lamp liT for me2..;)
say i haven’t
heard oF one
but in my case..
it is more like a lamb
in wolves clothing.. strange dog he is2..;)
true when warm..:)
Hi.. Allison.. first..
a quick note.. the
link you provided
takes one to the
Word Press New post screen..
anyWay.. i found
in Florida surely
make the power kNown
of Nature in its awesome
Force.. wHere Ivan of 2004
in one winds swipe..
had a cook-out
for the first time
ever with Hurricane outAges..
proving what’s missing overall
in life these days with front porches
iN home AC/DC
Amazing to thiNk..
my friEnd as
by.. so far..
of the future
will be flowered
and colored by
Blogs juSt like this..
transhumanism.. in uploading
soUls.. 15 minutes of fAMe.. a lifetime forever captured..
may be legends.. wHo kNows Feels.. moRE.. noW
A soUl uP oNline..
wHo FeeLs.. kNoWs perHaps
A thouSAnd yeARs oF eYes..aLiVe
as soUls rain
And SpiRit aS
words.. eTc.. beCome flesh..:)
13 at 6 pm..
UniVersity of sMaRt phone
with lectures delivered
for free in bed..
some of my favorites
are Ted Talks.. and even
Conspiracy Theory Sites as i am
interested as a Participant Observer
Anthropologist.. as sure.. one who holds from ’83..
a college degree.. in the actual field of Anthropology
that is really not something that most anyone ever uses
for an actual occupation for pay.. but a lifelong interest in
the human condition with some foundation of understanding that
folks are alike and different sAMe in all cultures in all periods of
human history and even pre-history too.. yields to a person
who is more open minded than one who believes
in just this book or that book.. these
expanded horizons that High
School courses and
deeper ideas of
folks restricted by religious
beliefs thousands of years ago..
can go so much further/deeper now than the
chains of before.. and even better.. most everyone
who has an open enough mind to seek and find can
BOTH seek and find a tremendous wealth of enhancing
all types of human intelligenceS in the broad band new age
unabridged bible when most all humans are provided an avenue/voice
for what they learn and what they come to find as insights more of LiFe..
so.. anyway.. my early morning in Bed smaRt Phone University included Ted
talks on highly sensitive people.. how to enhance the strength of your mind
away from negative thinking.. spirituality vs psychosis and how indigenous
cultures view bio-neuro-diversity as gift rather than the so-called first world’s
way of labeling anything from the vanilla norm.. as disorder and disease.. as
it’s worth noting that not too long ago.. epileptics were considered demon
possessed by the Church and homosexuality was considered a disease
by the American Psychological Association DSM manuals for
Psychiatric Disease.. ignorance runs deep in both the history
of science and church with always more veils to lift
for an original Greek Apocalypse Definition of
just that..lifting the veils of ignorance..not
always easy as the norm tends to
fear the different in all the
ways minorities of
occur as free and
wild existence struggles
and potential thrives for continuing
survival.. and the sad thing is.. on an individual
level in small detail view.. each human has difficulty
seeing a much larger Picture of God and Nature same
where the very survival of the long term viability of the
species depends on ALL THAT BIO-NEURO-DIVERSITY
where ‘John and Mary’.. if they had tHeir way would
make test tube clones of them as the only
perfection from small human view they
can currently see as the flea who
sucks the blood from dog that
is god seeing only small
parts of dog hairs
is so.. so much
more to know and feel
about the whole dog that
some people see and feel more
of and some folks do not.. the best part
about pooling all of our experiences of life..
IS Also stARTinG to see and feel more about the entire
dog and not continue to be left with just hair of the dog for an
entire life with all the veils of ignorance covering our potential
in what can be complete and total Nirvana.. Bliss.. Satori.. Dao..
yes.. Heaven Now.. for those who lEarn and feel the essence oF all
that is aka god.. dog or whatever label one uses to cover the essence
of all that is.. anyWay.. to discount any pArt of God.. no matter what it is..
is to discount God Whole and to throw away pARts one does not understand
or fears to understand and or feel.. as more of God now.. and yes that includes
the study of conspiracy communities online as they are founded on narrow views
of illusory fears but never the less those ignorant parts of Dog can bring much
harm to others.. potentially in even ways of criminal violence if the dark
parts of God like this are not given dark credence as the can and do
affect and effect dark changeS in negative ways of society
as pARt.. all of what it is.. as we are starting to see that
false conspiracy news can actually
harm others.. too.. so what to do..
sure that’s what rules
are for.. this is a new frontier
of sharing information and feelings
and senses and when that comes to harming
other folk’s freedoms that’s when the rules of society
must kick-in forms of new laws to avoid the anarchy
of more folks getting harmed by ignorance that actually
incites violence where freedom of information becomes bullets
more than gold.. anyway that’s a hard call.. and ever changing
but a necessary one for huge populations of heterogeneous
humans to have individual freedoms that are not
encroached by others who would rule
those freedoms with dark
the world into
that veiled mode
once again.. where
religious monarchies in veils
of ignorance and illusory fears and
empty promises force their ideas on others
where if you wanna live in darkness go ahead
as long as you do not harm others and force them
into the misery loves company that is also known as
a dark part of human Nature that does what it does to
survive without much thrive.. and that’s one way iT goes on..
a ball that surely can seem like confusion as days go by
in all the heterogeneous cultural ways of dArk and liGht
that do come as cultural differences to the nature
of human too.. reflecting dArk illusory
fearful ways of liFE or liGht
Progression for positive
adaptation and change
which for some folks
sadly is misery
as i’ve studied
this phenomenon on
and off the Wrong Planet too..
yes.. literally the internet site named
that where the same kind of conspiracy
theories about charitable organizations with
Eugenics Nazi-like intents are driven as the
same gospel truth that says there is a God of
love that tortures folks forever and already knows
it’s gonna happen from the get go when they create
a place like that where as science shows some folks
are born without the innate ability to love and only feel pain
and harming others as pleasure.. like i said.. discount no source
of human experience as not pertinent to the whole ball of God whether
in balance or confusion.. anarchy.. imbalance same.. better to lEarn and
understand and feel the pain and pleasure of others instead of shooting
or this or that
group thinks opinion
to do what’s next in dark
think and feel way of liFe noW..
as we continue to gRow or stagnate Now..
iN the Ocean wHole that is God both dARk
and liGht ‘tween that and beyond Rainbow colors
that i for one am currently gifted to see and feel all
again.. i discount
no pARt of God as
less important than anotHeR
in the whole of all that is noW..
oh yeah.. as the profile pic on FB
of the day returns to Karmic eYe status..
on rain that’s coming..:)
AsABOVESUnbELOW.. as the Facebook
Algorithm Macro-Verse memory
generator from three years
do if totally
robotic..so.. sure.. Thank
you Mr/Ms/FB Roboto.. for
serving me so well and doing the
job that no one else would have time
to do for me free and brief reminder.. still
behind on providing text only versions now of
my last 5 Macro-Verses on Facebook Pages
numbering three for folks who might care to
read that who do not have the Broad
Band Access and Computer
photos in some
as note of yesterday’s
“OVengate 2016”.. MacroVerse
too.. well.. anyway.. i used to be.. yes..
very poor in terms of dollar bills.. where
even with quite a few in the bank to last the
rest of my life.. most of my thrills are almost
totally dollar free.. as truth be told i was a rather
thrilled and happy young lad to be alive and free
working at a Bowling Center making three dollars
and sixty nine cents an hour in 1984 after graduating
from College with three degrees as money is as good as
getting you the stuff you think and feel you NEED FOR LIFE..
for me to DancE
and SinG FReED and
sPeaKinG of juSt that.. in
this three year old Macro-
Verse memory i continue to
explore the deeper pARts of balancing
life then.. including balancing the feminine
and masculine divine elements of my being
inside.. outside.. as above.. so below and of course..
all around.. and the thing about this is.. i was uniquely
qualified.. after existing in hell for 66 months of already going
to the lowest lowest Dante level of thAT i can personally imagine..
so.. freeing myself into Heaven was a rather easy task where most
folks couldn’t possibly imagine why i would model my self freely in
somewhat of a feminine pose with a wolf shirt on and that’s about it
except for briefs and stuff.. and then move down to mirrored pictures
of Nature on a family farm of a pond and sunset celebrating thanks giving
then.. with photo of my self not too flattering and a little pudgy around the
belt albeit plenty of gun on top with arms that still curled 200LBs plus then
at about 220 lbs.. where i actually looked overweight then as compared to
230 plus lbs today.. although all these ThanksGiving desserts are
adding up quick around the belt too.. hehe.. as sure this was
after ThanksGiving too.. where i rearranged the
body mass soon after that too.. as
and struggle in dArk and Negative way.. and
juSt do change in positive light ways.. although..
all those desserts were certainly very very tasty..
anyway.. i found exploring both the feminine
and masculine balance
naked free in
still comes very
and leading to much much
more creativity and productivity..
totAlly freeing emotions and senses
as the dance and fight as SonG of mY soUL
continued.. yes.. more naked and free as that 2013
year went on from King David underwear to celebrating
God in what most folks might think iS in vile and naked ways..
however that’s culture and the norms of culture.. where once
in a new renaissance age at least the elite or top 5 percent
of folks who were educated
did the art form of
of naked holy
and sacred same..
no different than the
Ancient Egyptians too..
and folks far far before that
in prehistory way of petroglyphs
wHeRe a male dancing in ALL his
glory was not an uncommon art
to be captured in stone
one of the first
‘Min’ of fertility fully
exposed like that too..
as hey.. it’s reaLiTy thaT’s
most often covered up in Victorian
still leaning art that would rather see
headless murdered victims than pleasurable gifts from God
for all giving and sharing for those who gain enough freedom
and free.. life’s too
short not to play naked..
unless you’re scared.. i ain’t scared..
and after i finished that exploration
and continue own with it
to toe.. in ways
of ballet.. and
all the ways that comes2..:)
And sure.. a couple of those works
of art generated in the range of 300
to 400 hundred thousand likes on one
of my Google Blogs as already documented
in my blogs for proof with screen shot of the
stats.. one partially clothed in the 300K range
and one fully not clothed in the 400K range
named my Free
Lance Stripper blog
when all the views were
attracted.. Free Verse
quite the likes
of that although the
views are steadily increasing..
as like it or not.. it’s art at the hiGhest
levels of human expression and nah..
ain’t the first one to say that.. Michelangelo
just didn’t have the tools to do it in the flesh like i do..
as a self project as such.. coming in full with the nerds
who provide the tools.. and folks like me who take full
advantage to go where not many humans beings are brave enough to go..
prepare ye a way had to come first.. in mechanical cognition way and now the art..
eYes of WiLd
and LoVing smARt
And Fearless too FReED..:)
Facebook Friend and all around cool dancing
friend from Old Seville.. Cortney.. expresses
some concern over what a waiter did.. calling
her Young Lady at a delicious
place of serving food and i
respond in rather short
story style to this restaurantial concern..
i still occasionally get called young man by
older customer service patriarchs and some
get a surprised look that i’m older than them..
as it’s often when they catch
me in the act of dance..
but on the other
hand.. visiting my
Aunt Christina in the nursing
home.. the nice lady in the next
bed.. looked at Katrina and said..
you have a beautiful child.. hmm..
she doesn’t mind it @46 but i have to admit
@24.. in ’83.. graduating with three degrees..
and still having to manage three part time jobs..
including Janitor.. Archaelogy Research Associate..
and Book Store Clerk.. when the cop stopped me outside
the bank i was cleaning and radioed in.. it’s just the clean-up
boy that was a little deflating.. what i eventuAlly lEarned was/is
what i think/feel/sense
is totAlly all that
counts.. no matter if
the comment now is legend
or fool.. i for one am having
in my mind
is actually a sign
of respect in Southern
Speak and it’s pretty normal
for flight students to get sweetie
and get upset about it in the convenience
stores.. yeah that reminds me.. i get a lot of the
honey and sweetie from the older female customer
service representatives.. it goes over better than crazy.. hehe..;)
Cortney responds with..
I would never call someone that ever lollol
And i do my best to be somewhat
dry as humorous by saying..
(in reference to another reported comment
the waiter said about the menu items)
Oh.. by A way… ‘Stupid Awesome’
is so good.. you don’t have to thiNk about it..
milestone.. NO GOALS..
JuST be/do iT stupid aweSoMe noW..
not uNlike art does
what art is..;)
And finally.. i call
everyone.. no matter
what their age is.. M’am
or Sir.. if i do not know them..
by name.. iN
Bubba Southern comfort style..
as sometimes i
just go the
Without a F.. with TLC..:)
And now i say.. i got called lots of nasty names in school.. particularly
middle school.. and thank goodness i was mostly too naive and sheltered
as such to know what they meant at the time other than scowly face as such
by the perpetuators of the act of not kind.. and since then.. i’ve often stumbled
and unwittingly said and done things that i had no idea would seem condescending
to the one’s who received the normal Fredtalk.. per se.. in fact just the fact that i talk
so much and write so much can probably seem at times condescending too.. but mostly
i just enjoy life and go with the flow.. perhaps not always considering that everyone is not
on a page
long as mine..
and surely at times
a little loud in volume
as i tend to get inspired
about what i am interested
in speaking about as overall
most everything is inspiring to me..
as i have the happy disorder as crazy as
it may sound that happy can be considered a
disorder for being happy for no reason at all.. generally
attributed to a label named as hypomania.. generally reflected
in my way of looking at life about being very enthusiastic about
being here after living in hell for 66 months of which the first 33 months
i was generally speaking.. the hunch back of Notre Dame closed off from
all means mostly in interpersonal communication.. particularly in feeling
any warm and fuzzies that normal social animals feel as surely love too..
anyway.. i can’t curtail the happy’s and refuse to go back to hell.. i suppose this
has lost me many potential close friendships in life.. but what i found is when a person
goes to hell they will not have a single person follow them in tHeRE for very long at least
until they become just another part of the furniture that they surely cannot help too.. there
are so many aspects of heaven and hell that most folks have not visited and many likely
that i have not either.. as we are all individuals in the view of our individual UniVerses that
are truly myriad and changing some nows drastically as life goes on.. anyway i go on.. it’s safe
and the whole
me of that Song
Lady by Styx and
makes all of this well worth it
for how i kNow and feel and sense liFE noW..;)
AnyWay.. for me at least..
Heaven IS A Singularity..
a place of alWays reneWed
in enthusiasm wHere one is
never bored and alWays ready
for the neXt big fun thing to do alWays
noW.. and surely technology provides many
avenues to do this too.. as Lord kNows and FeeLs
thEre are not many social Gathering places otHeR than
Bars.. Churches.. Work.. School.. and such like Super Duper
that can fill up
one simply by social
connecting force in moVing
conNecting creatinG way more..
Hmm.. tHeRe is an infinite number
in practicality for purposes and meanings
for a human beinG to be totAlly immersed
in FloW iN ZoNE for Heaven alWays noW..
but of course it helps to be a free agent..
with no money worries
own game of
life with rules determined
individuAlly on the fly of what
and where and when to go neXt..
to juST do as such.. first noW.. a stop at the
gigoid place of collected wisdom of the ages
from now most all the sAGes and then to see what
dVerse has to offer after that and then tHeRe’s dance
and more free stuff to do like that..yes.. the world is my
Pearl oN iN
colors as such above
and below plain black and white..;)
First oF aLL.. my
FriEnd gigoid in
of a tree you
offer in illustration
of photo today.. like
Vanessa Williams and
oTheRs sinG you’ll never
know how tall the Sycamore can
grow if ya cut it down without alloWinG
iT to paint with all the colors of the winds..
to go with all
of this.. coming stuff..;)
“Certainty is only a symptom of lack of imagination.”
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
iMaGiNatTioN… hoMe of dReams
And FruiTioN oF all
too and all so
briLLiant iN FeeLinG
when DancE and SunG
without a dollar bill to hOld back..
likes.. followers.. or share.. now oF
limitations/expectations either.. hehe..;)
“As you grow older, you’ll find the only
things you regret are the things you didn’t do.”
~~ Zachary Scott ~~
Unless one stays busy
from birth to last
And the age we livE noW..
maKes thaT wiLL and Can Do..:)
All liFE on eARtH
is precious.. to see
and feel that way is to strive to save it..
from the scope of lifeless rocks in space..:)
“You can get help from teachers,
but you are going to have to learn a lot by yourself,
sitting alone in a room.”
~~ Theodore Seuss Geisel (Dr. Seuss) ~~
and the rest
of the UniVerse
pArt as WholE liFe..:)
“Innocence is its own Defence.”
~~ Benjamin Franklin ~~
oF A grown Naked child..;)
“”The superior man is the providence of the inferior.
He is eyes for the blind, strength for the weak,
and a shield for the defenseless.
He stands erect by bending above the fallen.
He rises by lifting others.”
~~ Robert Green Ingersoll ~~
for the success and
liFting uP oF aLL otHeRs..
of many colors..:)
“If you love the sacred and despise the ordinary,
you are still bobbing in the ocean of delusion.”
~~ Lin-Chi ~~
“At times the wolves howl and the moon is silent.”
~~ George Carlin ~~
And the Moon
“In nature there are neither rewards nor punishments
– there are consequences.”
“Isn’t this my STOP?!”
~~ Zippy the Pinhead ~~
it ‘tiLL iT Flies..:)
WeLL.. one thing i must FeeL/SeNse/
SinG/DancE.. iS the dVerse volunteer
creative squad comes up with
great prompts for muse
and while i don’t
in with the
and rules to liNk..
hehe.. like not allowing
many photos to go along
with words.. i continue to free
lance on the trail juSt for FuN..
to gRoW my LonGeST lOnG form
poem ever in free verse style totAlly iN
FloW iN ZoNe as HUman SingulAriTies go..
and today’s prompt is about covering other poet’s
works like covering songs.. i for one tend to pick up a
general nuanced flavor from all the places i go that inspire
me.. it’s how
yA groW in
as Free Association
means traveling to
as many avenues
as one has the time
now.. energy.. and effort
to do and go.. and for me hehe..
tHere are trUly few limits or expectations
as i continued to expand way back when they
were attempting to cut down my ever groWing taller
and wider Sycamore aS the SpiRit of the HeARt of mY
miNd and BoDy conTinUinG BaLanCinG soUL.. i gRoW
and foR Now i’LL continue to cover new space wheRe few
human BeinGS have dared to go.. in time now.. effort..and energy
as John 14:12 in metaphor continues to go too.. for all those who
me now.. ain’t
no mountain too
hiGh.. we are gonna
JuSt keep MoVinG HiGheR
coNnecTinG and creATinG
no matter what the FucK ya say or do..
juST Do iT FReED..;)
First oF aLL..
for a most
as i tEnd
to coveR iT all..
as i go on different
sIDewalks of life.. often
spirAling out of control as
control is what ya do when ya
work for the Government for over
25 years.. anyWay.. or releGated to
sidewalks from barefoot child meadows..
IS A place
i no longer
play as leaves
of grass coMe
toGeTheR As Green..
over red and blue..
piLLs oF ‘ForE.. par..;)
Shovels.. gOld.. sAnd..
tEars gRown Cold.. Ocean
A new gRowl
Dawn noW as
sAd to be
fuller hUman poTenTial
to create a world within
that eXpanDs from iNside..
outsiDe.. so aBove.. beLow
all aRound creators wE..
sMILes.. going in a way
different trail on this..
can’t help but to be
reminded of the particularly
fair maidens i dance with..
one.. so unique.. then..
from waves and
waves of potential
suitors while she held
on to my graying mane for safety..
older guys rule…;)
Fear.. stOne oF heARt
kNows.. feels senses
no liFt oF
terRains.. fear lifts..
oF senSinG FeeLing
no.. kNow aT aLL..:)
Love a bait
a worm to fly
fish iN wArm of
day.. niGht coMes
to give and swim..:)
and cover and
iT can be MoVinG..
as folks with high libido
in all ways that now comes
as science shows.. tend
to be more
who have not
the body over mind
aT lEast iN BaLAnCinG both..
as hEArt/SpiRit oF soUL.. no doubt..
too.. iN paRt wHy many
folks move more
iF tHey leT tHeir floWer die..
and that my friEnd iN somE ways
predicts the last
rows of pews..
juSt a generaLiTy
yes.. but dam.. i kNow/
FeeL lots of folks my age
who’ve lost tHeir floWer..
from wild and
free to priSoned Now
And chained sitting dOwn..
oF yard with
no collar.. noW..;)
For me at lEast.. noW..
i cannot doubt the ForcE
oF changing All of liFe as
DArk and liGht.. ‘tween
aLL of thaT iS.. ‘tiLL
when aLL of liFe
is Gratitude and All
beCoMes hOly SacRed
as existence is what iT is greater
fELt noW iN
SacRed hOly FLiGht..:)
it’s all in how
they sing and
dance ’round dimlit
sun or full moon niGht oF LoVe..:)
than a fully
cat.. never fully
scent.. and taste
captuRed fELt as
flesh and blood
for a bite to eat.. longer
than 10 years old and diabetic..
and so did/do
cats to culture
i sing now
fur A saMe
WiLd and Free
as a yellow boy wild cat
call of God
FReED for me..:)
zombies eT aL..
with zero levels
of empathy and compassion
reflecting a larger element/
meme/theme of culture
flesh and blood
lost iN space Now
eThEr without Tog..
no longer LiVinG fuller..
iN A place with no moon..
sky.. or even sUn to liGht..
4.7 inch screams of screen
turn away from Love..
off this screen..
i’M goNNa Public Dance..;)
And that ends
at 5:50 pm
Forgoing.. the usual Joy
Of store-lit public
Praise Dance.. i
As my finger tips
RaiSinG.. fELt electricity oF
Starlit Breeze transVerSinG
All of me.. listening to the
Gnostic wisdom of Carl Jung..
FeeLinG Heaven WHoLe NoW
As God oF Free
DArk Can Be..
For those who
Create a God oF Fear
And Hate over Hope
And Love iN DArk
Black and Red..
Royal Purple New Moon Rose..:)
“And the Word Became Flesh”..
And sadly a Roman Emperor and
his Handymen Catholic Priests
a King of Universe
Soldier Sun God instead
of humble teacher imparting
words to raise folks up to heaven
now.. iN attempt to make words organic
in relating actual experience of liFE to spArk
them into Heaven now.. how to put Heaven into
words.. how to do it with Hell.. Purgatory ‘tween and
the rest of the experiential reaLiTy of the Human Inner
UniVerse that we share sAMe and diffeRent in what can be
termed as Christ Consciousness.. Collective Unconciousness..
Cosmic Consciousness.. the Holy Spirit as we feel this reaLITy greater
and express it in all ways of heArt.. SpiRit and MiNd and BoDy BaLancing
SoUl from Art iN SonG of PoEtry to Free Verse DanCinG Praise from head to toe..
it’s easy for
who lives in
to take folks down
tHere up hEre is the
real job of JOB per say
and SonG and DancE noW..:)
Ha.. if yA thiNk/FeeL tHe World
of Trump noW is the World of liGht
and Love.. if yA praise him as yoUr
Savior.. yA are not much different than Constantine
and his Catholic Cohorts from 325 AD.. expanding
the Roman Empire and making it great again.. treading
down on those who are different in beliefs iN A God of Nature
thaT kNows/SeNses and FeeLs no different than the reaLity of Heaven now..
oR purGatory or Hell in Dollar bills and Caesar coins alike that belongs to THEM
AND NOT ME/US/WE.. heHe.. anyWay.. it iF it wasn’t so sad.. this whole new American
ReaLiTy would be ludicrous in how many many times hiStory sHows fear and hate and STuFF
including the modern dollar bill becomes God over our Natural reaLITies of Force iN Power sAMe
WiThiN EmoTioNs.. SenSEs and sUre.. SeNSualiTies ConSenUally relEased Free over Pussy Grabbers
who would take
away freedom Now
oF Speech iF iT noW uP
ruffles dOwn tHeir politicAlly
correct feathers with integrity
thaT changes as much as the
dirtiest nowUnderwear oF ALL..
aNyWay.. whaT is BlAck is LiGht..
what iS WhiTe iS dARk iN all ThE
TrUTh and liGht eXposed in dArK noW
Now.. wHEre wE folks who liVe iN HeaVen
Hmm.. with all ‘thAt’ sAid foR noW..
one MacroVerse memory shared
on FB from two years ago and
one shared from a year ago..
stARting wiTh.. “A Day in the
Life of a Child of God”.. highlighting
my continued disgust.. two years ago for those who
take a humble man’s witness for the hiGher poTential
of human being and turn him into an evil judging God as
Soldier Sun God of the Universe who would condemn the ignorant
and less fortuned in ways of Love and SpiRit to hell forever in a torture
that never ends.. as we more sensible folks in the U.S. are hoping to
stop Trump from BrinGinG Water Board Torture back too.. to keep
mercy of the
race with empathy and
Compassion more than
A Stone cOld God hung on temple walls..
anyWay according to the Gospel of Thomas
eliminated from inclusion in the big new black book..
as it would be hard to expand a Roman Trump Empire
wiTh A kNoWinG without any Words aT aLL of the FeeLinG
SenSinG SeNsuaL reaLiTy of God liVinG within Free as wE..
and it still is and that is the veils of ignorance that could
be lifted to make a real original Greek Definition
of lifting those veils of ignorance as Apocalypse
way a reaLiTy oF course
for only those
from Trump Empire LiFe..
and be raptured into liGht liKe wE liKe uS liKe oUrs..:)
37) His disciples said to him, “When will you be visible to us,
and when shall we behold you?”
He said, “When you strip naked without being ashamed, and
take your garments and put them under your feet like little
children and tread upon them, then you will see the child of the
Living, and you will not be afraid.”
And now from a year ago.. a MacroVerse
titled ‘Awakening Force iN uS’ as the
Synchronicity of my liturgical
years and seaSons
and SouL intent
in purpose and
essence of Words come forth..
With a clip here for posterity more..
Smiles.. my friend SOHEIR..
in Allah’s reality
Flowers of life
Life as we know it
and feel it on this
Earth.. and theRe
Hues of Violet are
tempered by the
whites and blacks in
‘tween and outside too..
And it is the challenges..
work.. and practice of the LigHt
that will bring us out of the dArk..
with patience as truly the greaTesT
Arks of Challenge can and do come
in the DARK of LiGht..
Some people believe
they can just recite
or an entire
and never act on it
and grow in liGht.. Allah the
God of challenge is not the
director of easy my friend..
There is more to God
a man died
a sacrifice for Love..
if we will Live long enough
we will all be called to sacrifice for
Love.. and although life is a gift of
practice to Grow
the Light out of DARK..
as above so below..
those of us who
STARS of ALLAH
in LiGht my friend..
the Lovely Flowers
that arise from
of course.. my friend..:)
I don’t care what anyone
nAMes God as long as they
FeeL the essence of liGht inside..
and express that as Love that’s Fearless Free..:)
i AM works for me BeST.. but it can get confuSing
to use it in a first person poem so i juST say GOD..;)
Back to the seaSons as we celebrate the death of DArk
to the Winter Solstice to the 3 day death of the Sun to the
Rise of the Sun again iN WiNter to Spring Born Summer thrive
yeah.. the myth
of Jesus on December
25th is surely not the first
or last myth to celebrate this reality
both myth and iSREaL..
and worth it to celebrate liGht
in all the ways that comes as long
as one does not disMiss the reaLiTy
the Essence iSREaL..
when Real Bottom liNe noW..:)
And now finAlly.. ” Shoes of Black to liGht” and
another clip from this Macro-Verse from a year ago..
that is my dREam for the lost sheep i see at church each week..:)
Well.. ANYway.. my dream is for the congregation one
day to experience the Heaven of now.. and to
share that experience in song
with all others
God will have uS
as free again
as free and wild
before the apple
of Lies.. propagated
by cultures and religions
for subjugation and control
over other human beings with
yes.. LIES OF ILLUSORY FEARS..
WHAT A JOY IT WILL BE FOR FOLKS
ARE THE ANGELS
OF GOD ALIVE
Philosophy iS iN determining
how Nature works in terms
of being human in other words
what is divine.. holy.. and sacred
and what is not.. as i say all of Nature/God
is divine.. holy.. and sacred as Beach and human creates
Evil and dARk footprints in sANd to go along with NiGht and Day oF liGht..
will in relative
dreAMs or NiGhtmares
is an aMAzinG gift from God
of Nature and the tRuth is.. we
are the ones who mostly create
Heaven or Hell or Purgatory on a most
Beautiful Rock in space with blue and green
and brown with continuing shrinking white snow
capped poles that sure.. could continue to be Heaven
for many thouSands of Years to come here on eARTh NOW..
iF more of uS fiNd a way to get our liGht shiT toGeThEr and work for it NoW..
it for those
who see it and
breathe it and feel
and seNse Heaven more
now.. but for those disenfranchised
with few social animal roles lost in a soup
mixed of heterogenous anarchy pie.. what to
do else but drive a car into a crowd of innocent
folks as Evil becomes a butcher knife reality now..
it could be
that is the last
nail to cross the
coffin of others now..
anyWay.. the essence of the Story
of Jesus IS A barely living story now.. otherwise
we would not have those so-called core fundamentalist
Christians these days voting for the anti-thesis of a Good
Cop Jesus.. and as far as the Tao.. the Satori.. the Yogi
dARk and liGht
those stories are
barely breathing now
too in the reaLiTy of
the HuMan existence now..
and that’s the thing.. a story
has no life without the essence
of experience lived.. when folks lose
a handle of words to fire an iSREAL flame
inside the FlaMe the SpArk the Story dies..
and becomes A tree of midnight new moon niGht
spReaDinG desperately for a liFE iN oTheRS to liGht..:)
It was a saying of Demetrius Phalereus, that
“Men having often abandoned what was visible
for the sake of what was uncertain,
have not got what they expected, and have
lost what they had,–being unfortunate
by an enigmatical sort of calamity.”
— Athenaeus (c. 200 AD) — The Deipnosophists, vi, 23
harder noW to
fiNd at Ocean Now
wide depth.. no one
sAid iT iS aLL grace but tools
“All time in all time. It does not change. It does not lend itself to warnings or explanations. It simply is. Take it moment by moment, and you will find that we are all bugs in amber.”
— Kurt Vonnegut Jr., Slaughter-House 5
the best of is
“The fields were fruitful, and starving men moved on the roads. The granaries were full and the children of the poor grew up rachitic, and the pustules of pellagra swelled on their side. The great companies did not know that the line between hunger and anger is a thin line.”
— John Steinbeck (1902-1968) “The Grapes of Wrath”
Hate And Vengeance..
go figure on
with or without
food and drink..:)
“The smallest minority on earth is the individual.
Those who deny individual rights cannot claim to be defenders of minorities.”
— Ayn Rand
of the many
needs of the few.
In other words..
FucK the one to five..
even.. ten to twenty
percent in terms of dollar
to feed the
and give ’em free
to avoid a poTenTiaL FireY
‘line between hunger and anger is a thin line.”
“Respect cannot be learned, purchased, or acquired….
it can only be earned.”
— Smart Bee
let’s not forget
And thanks for being here..;)
“I don’t pick on politicians. They ain’t done nothin’.”
— Red Skelton
so i can’t really
complain more than vote.. per say2…;)
“In the United States…politics is purged of all menace, all sinister quality, all genuine significance, and stuffed with such gorgeous humors, such inordinate farce that one comes to the end of a campaign with one’s ribs loose, and ready for “King Lear,” or a hanging, or a course of medical journals.”
— H. L. Mencken
wishes for too..
as self-fulfilling prophecies
happen in most ironic ways..;)
La Belle Dame Sans Merci
Ah, what can ail thee, wretched wight,
Alone and palely loitering?
The sedge is withered from the lake,
And no birds sing.
Ah, what can ail thee, wretched wight,
So haggard and so woe-begone
The squirrel’s granary is full,
And the harvest’s done.
I see a lily on thy brow
With anguish moist and fever dew,
And on thy cheek a fading rose
Fast withereth too.
I met a lady in the meads,
Full beautiful, a faery’s child:
Her hair was long, her foot was ligh,
And her eyes were wild.
I set her on my pacing steed,
And nothing else saw all day long;
For sideways would she lean, and sing
A faery’s song.
I made a garland for her head,
And bracelets too, and fragrant zone;
She looked at me as she did love,
And made sweet moan.
She found me roots of relish sweet,
And honey wild, and manna dew,
And sure in language strange she said,
“I love thee true!”
She took me to her elfin grot,
And there she gazed and sighed deep,
And there I shut her wild, sad eyes—
So kissed to sleep.
And there we slumbered on the moss,
And there I dreamed, ah! woe betide,
The latest dream I ever dreamed
On the cold hill side.
I saw pale kings, and princes too,
Pale warriors, death-pale were they all;
Who cried—“La belle Dame sans merci
Hath thee in thrall!”
I saw their starved lips in the gloam,
With horrid warning gaped wide,
And I awoke and found me here,
On the cold hill side.
And that is why I sojourn here,
Alone and palely loitering,
Though the sedge is withered from the lake,
And no birds sing.
~~ John Keats ~~
SMiLes.. my FriEnd.. now
all i KNoW FeeL and
SeNse from a
as long as SpRing
liVes Pan of the Forest
for now i live forevernow..
And the coolest thing of all is
i can FucKinG prove it at 56 for NoW..
even in testimonials from Walmart Customer
Service Representatives who attest i bRinG
a year.. that my
friEnd iS A FucKinG
Miracle on itS own right
for DancE and SonG liGht..;)
“He changed the Season”
A real miracle IS A me.. heHe..;)
‘Tis the seAson
JuSt FucKinG Do iT
iS whaT i FucKinG juST DO..:)
Yes.. iT reAlly helps to
Be financially independent
of Caesar’s coins to accomplish
‘Oops.. i juSt
Did iT aGAin’..;)
Storm front moving
in with relatively small
line of squalls
Dance iS oN hoLd
for now.. as i return
to Tuesday Prompt
for 6 additional links
there in regard to covering
another person’s poeTry like a Song
and after that back to Monday and yes..
A Haibun Free for all with 11 more links tHeRe..;)
SMiLes.. mY FriEnd
tHeRe was actually
a now wHere a bird
SonG i could not stand..
a cricket in
3 AM brighter
below than staring
a sun in the eYes of mine..
so far back
of Nature hurt
as death as liFe..
All SpRinG aLL noW..
iN BiRd SoNG oF liGht..:)
Sky open.. Sky closed..
leaves then wide..
SpiRit Flies hiGher..:)
surely can be hardest
iN April when flowers
bLoom brighter with
somehow i leArned
iT aLL SpRing iN FaLL
oF liFe SpRings more
in a distant
land there IS
A portrait oF aLL
Waiting to WritE ouT..:)
dry fly days away..
Bite of Wintersweeter
eYes oF Old..:)
As the first thunder
rolls in with auburn
burn cold front
for all now..
go out as
ain’t no battery
back up on iMac big screen..;)
SMiLes my FriEnd
as i sit here with
a momentary wait
of Cold Front storm
drought in Florida
Summers now that
i suppose with
sympathy i should
feel the pain more of
the rest of Nature here
niGht of wet
air too.. soon
as Indian Summer
finAlly rainS iN FL..
noW iN Panhandle Way..;)
more in change
us to same
or not as HeArt beats different..
thinner as struggle
and challenge and
adaptation for change..
to grow ever
than ever bEFore..
synergy of giving sharing
make being human more than ever beFore..:)
hehe.. can’t control
that but i can make
up my own
as i go
a worry of falling down..
as i am no longer a part
seats where caution
mixes with wild and free..
both play a role
never the less..
it is the extra Super
Rover that ends having
so much fun.. danger or not..
dead or alive..
it’s all relative..
when Love And Free..:)
Joy of MoVinG..
and Poetry DancE..
i must say and feel and
sense with every move.. finger
and toe.. comes another poTenTial
EmoTion and SeNSe never ever FeLT bEfore..
GroW iN FloW
iN ZoNe of something
anything more than yesternows
Hands oF dAnce..:)
Nothing much more
loss of loved
plant and human
Dear of liFe.. Now..
i can still remember
the grey sky evening
died too early really
as does his
white hair.. at age 94..
deep down in an old tin
house by the railroad
lawn chair.. reviewing
a life as Young Captain of his
College Debate Team.. meeting
Geronimo on the camp trail and
a self learned and passed bar lawyer..
He.. named Ed.. with an old horse named Dancer
that is me too
as i dance
life as my eYes
iN SonG of Word..
and yes.. my friEnd
while ‘you’ don’t allow
me to actuAlly comment on
your blog site as my poetry did
not fit your form of ideal.. the inspiration
from your words is STiLL free wide open
and you give
as some nows..
the best gifts
come from a place
his daughter.. Grandmother
mine too.. in her sixties went
on to be an oil painter wonder..
almost blind in her sixties
then.. i for
side at 53..
with a DancE
and SonG that will
never end for now as
oF My heARt
SpiRit and SoUL..
BaLAnCinG miNd and BoDy soUL more..
We all lEarn something from our
friEnds and foEs alike.,
for this point
of liFE now.. so..
sure.. not only will
i write this but i’ll
make his photo my Facebook
Profile Pic.. as surely.. hehe.. some
of the piercing of my eYes came from him..
the Indian who lives within in Cherokee way
and the Sioux on My Grandmother’s Husband’s side..
a picture of him..
a hopeless wanderer
with an ending of his life on dirt floors..
but never the less a fiddle player
soUL full too..
he died at 49 and
the Grandfather on
My Father’s side at
55.. Irish X-Catholic Priest..
neither of those
i met.. me..
i did have
a Great Grandfather once..
in my life actuAlly aliVe then..
sAdly Great Grandfather’s wife
died young with Breast Cancer.. tragically too..
best thing oF FaLL.. i sTiLL remember theM aLL..
heARt heRE noW too..:)
And yes.. why not share
an ancestral photo of my
Grandfather.. noted author
and X-Catholic Priest from
last century too.. smallest
among 5 other
at the time of
the photo who
And yeS.. even
a photo too of
his father.. my
a watch maker from the
Black Forest of Germany..
who immigrated to Ireland..
met my Great Grandmother
Beer Operations now..
tragically both dying young.. close to age 50.. my Grandfather
after that lived in an orphanage.. sadly.. in those days too..:)
Sorry… you went through
this.. happy for your rescue
and yes i can relate too…
soft as a young man
woman in a bar
way back then..
she lived in a place
with a bar across the street
with hoots and hollers of wild and
drunk.. i literally thought i was gonna
die back then..
and it took
what i had gotten
into and almost lost
for the rest of my life..
as i look back now.. there aren’t
many ‘places’ i haven’t been to now…
and i’m glad truly as i have so much
the hard of life..
i came to understand
finally why she was the
way she was as she was literally
not only sexually abused but tortured
too by an
i only wish she
would have told
me at the beginning so
i would understand.. why..
now with sympathy STiLL..:)
SMiLes.. i suppose
snow and monsoons
and all round globAlly
how we go is now stunted in
space online.. WiNks.. sad..
in two ways.. you
after all is said
and done.. not everything
now is worse with online..;)
sMiLes.. i’ve often
heard the cries..
be to grow
older and less
strong and beautiful
in skin and shape..
but the pARt
noW and SeNsory
and BoDy SoUl need
never groW old when VibranT
MoVinG.. ConNectinG and CreaTinG
as colors change more.. even with grey..
liFe story.. friEnd..
as this way we see
so many more paths than our own..
one’s humble Glory..:)
Hmm.. WeLL.. i’m finished..
but what song.. what song
will i use
i have to say..
i’ve come to Love
the dArk almost as
much as liGht as it
and SeNSEs aLiVE
and for we niGht owls..
the dArk ones.. the outcasts
that not all or even few understand..
we turn to blue of art.. as we find respite
of SpiRiT.. of HeARt.. of SoUL wHere no home
other than ARt can house what lives within bolder
clouds star niGhts now..
but here’s the thing thaT wE
muSt liVe iN both dArk and liGht
iF we are to be hUman And thaT iS
Love with empathy and compassion Now..
smARt.. in fearless way.. Love wHo is not afraid
to speak up.. give.. and share.. and understand
more of both those who hurt and are being
hurt more often as society changes
back to more conservative
ways of fear
it is the niGht
Owl’s job.. the lonely
and heARt filled allone
WiTh Nature TrUe HaVinG
enough to giVe and Share
with no fear of outcast
pain.. as we already
cherish that pain..
for we survive.. we thrive
even.. alive as outcast now..
and fortunately.. there are more
avenues now than ever beFore for
all outcasts to at least have a voice
in what seems like heaven or hell
or purgatory online too.. should
be no surprise though..
and we who have
lived in the dArkest
and liGhtest oF ALL
places.. surely kNow and
FeeL and SeNse A way back home..
sure.. we will give you a ride if you like and if not
as this is
for A quench of thirst
now as that alWays comes individual
within in real time experience liVed noW..
anyWay.. cloudy dreary dark days have been few
and so far in between that i am soaKing every ounce
of DARk left in grey skies ‘fore blue one’s come back tomorrow
owl eYes WiLL
Glow away from dARk once more..
as i’ll come to find folks like me
and unlike me too.. at
137th WeeK.. niGht
Owl dance tHeRe.. too..
with all the cool college
age folks of course as this
725th MacroVerse of Longest
Long Form Poem.. yes.. as i say
still now exceeding 3.3 Milion words
is going somewHere and i’LL figure
that out after dinner and an extra long
work-out as the 5 miles i did of slow
walk dance in New Moon pre-storm way
around the neighborhood block last night was rather
restricted from my usual Tuesday Public Store all out dance..;)
Hi.. FriEnd Hank..
from the dVerse trail..
thanks so much for wading
down through all these photos
and words to say hi today and glad
you enjoyed the photos and the story
of my Great Grandfather and other associated
relative tales that also comes in on the sad news
that my Aunt Christina
is currently on life
support not expected to
live much longer but she
did make it to age 89.. living
very poor most of her life.. however
rich in positive attitude and optimism
for her lot in life not unlike my mother who
is currently reaching the age of 82 on December
10th of this year as i use this space to further honor
the life of both my Aunt and Mother too.. with reminders
of a childhood filled with a family of matriarchy where the
to be seen and surely
that was the best part of life
then that rubbed off on me and
makes me more of an empathic caring
person who can more likely see the good in
folks no matter what with mercy than the cold
hearted lot among us that is both afraid of and
see as different..
for me the globe
IS A warm and fuzzy
one with snowflakes
mixed around and unique
always wondrous with some
one new to meet and love unconditionally..
anyWay.. thanks again for dropping by.. always
connection i make..;)
i must be
iS in play now as when
i was arriving here at your
site.. the strangest thOught
popped into my head before
i arrived at your new poem here..
and that was
these days.. Rafiah..
as i surely cannot imagine
you as a greedy person in less
you would love more attention from
your bestie girl friends from over ‘there’..
in Pakistan Land..
a very innovative
and creative poet
as Lord knows i see
a phallic symbol there
at the head of your poem
about lustful eyes.. stray
thoughts.. death and my
and below that
the spirit of redemption
when one sees lust as evil..
Hmm.. funny.. you kNow.. i read
the title of your site for i guess over
a year before i looked at it as potentially
literally meaning mastering passion and greed
in terms of you as a person.. and i suppose that
it is my pre-conceived notion that women find it
Muslim women and
that is just another
as underneath the clothing..
yes surely.. more than we see over
‘heRe’ there is a beating heart and
flesh that is flesh and beating like
yeah.. i face
up to my lust..
master it too..
and never fall
to the actual act
of it to harm anyone..
in real life now.. and greed..
and jealousy and other human
nature to regulate and control
is always a mastery of life
i focus on giving
more than taking..
and here in my later
years.. i find it works for me..
and what i love most is friends
with smiles my friEnd..
sure.. with words too..
that you often share
and give me.. too..
and this life is
both art and practice
oF LiGht above dARk..
and oh by A way.. been reading
a lot about human archetypes and
Carl Jung lately.. so sure.. that could be
up tHeRE too..
but in Jungian
terminology that is
how Jung describes the
anima that is the diving feminine
as female sexuality as spiritual
in divine masculine
more flesh and blood
than in terms of Romance
Novels and imagination.. as opposed
to visual images in more ‘down to earth’
way.. it does seem to be an appropriate over
all symbol for our general human nature here..
life is more in
emotions and the
earthy one is more
in raw senses as such..
anyWay.. i could go on.
as this is truly
the closer one gets to
the source.. the force of God
iN alignment.. synchronicities
rain in one’s conscious life as God’s Painting..
as a work of art and masterpiece of tapestry
comes into greater view..
surely in heaven now..
as when one is in personal
contact like this with God all of liFe is MaGiC..
but without belief in more than one reads in books..
and that my
friend IS A
as without the experience
it’s hard to relate this all to outside in..:)
could be a Freudian
slip of the lip… i guess..;)
The FB ego booster
EN name test thingie
suggests i am
to go to heaven..
and it’s worth noting
that the FB friend who shared
this hit parade of online
in his test..
he was suggested
to be powerful enough
and relentless enough
and naughty enough
and i say
doinG iT NoW..
ya wanna do
but the truth
is sure.. i can
too.. but hey..
what can i say
as surely i am honest too..;)
And now off to Holy and Sacred
Thursday R and R activities that
will also be interrupted as my wife
and i visit our psychotherapist who more
often helps the wife in dealing with ALL OF ME.. HeHE..
i end up taling
her all about my
new special interests
kinda hypnotizing her
wHeRe she at
on the couch
or chair hehe..
we see her separately
and yes.. it’s a lot like that
new Lucifer show too.. and what else..
yes.. tonight.. the 137th dance week with
all the cool college age folks from Seville
Quarter with fun dance photos arriving
somewhere around the super
dARk and liGht
is here with
as the liGht of
Sun comes to
the lowest dim..
hangs around at
that level for about three
days and stARts the cycle of liGht
as dARk and liGht..:)
Oh.. yes.. and back to Facebook
Rafiah as she also posts there
a comment in regard to how
things tend to stay the same
and i say.. i will use any
excuse to talk to Rafiah..
she provides a share of the
fact that she is watching the
latest Superman Movie with
Her sister Noor with Happy
times now so i go into
many more words too..;)
WeLL.. this IS A movie i can
surely say i saw before and
relate to well.. per see.. as
you did this go
i saw this
one when it first
came out as i’ve been
watching the Superman
archetype of super hero movie
ever since.. the 60’s as a Clark
Kent nerd-like boy then and well
after that too.. haha.. originally the
Superman comic series was based on
the Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde literature per
transformation from domesticated to wild..
and the most recent two installments
of Superman big screen
of those two
movies.. iT is actuAlly
to provide a metaphor
for a Modern liFe of Jesus
on Earth today.. and as you likely
have completed the movie by now..
two of my favorite parts were the importance
of lending mercy for those who are doing dark
things and are likely making mistakes and potentially
misunderstood in causal factors leading to dARk and
the end of the movie.. where the lesSon is.. everyone must
aRise to be Savior of the world as no one man or superwoman
can do the
from the dead or
not.. everyone muSt
beCoMe bRingers of the liGht..
over the dArk Force of liFe now..
sure.. like Star Wars and all the other
metaphors in art that spur us on to be
villains of life..
iN aLL oF dARk and liGht..:)
Wasn’t sure if i’d save ‘this one’
until later in the day after
i publish what i’m
tHeir IS A quote
here by Jung who
by the way died
on my 1st birthday..
i’ll give it a whirl of
Synchronicity 2.. hehE..;)
“Is there life before death?”
~~ Belfast Graffito ~~
“Down in their hearts,
wise men know this truth:
the only way to help yourself
is to help others.”
~~ Elbert Hubbard ~~
Social animals DO
when they are aS Such..;)
“Pale, afraid, the joker sits to compose
a final ode to reason.
Such grandiose dreams, a dying rose,
dragged along from season to season.”
~~ gigoid ~~
“Honour and shame from no condition rise;
Act well your part, there all the honour lies.”
~~ Alexander Pope — Essay on Man, Epistle iv, Line 193 ~~
in ‘our’ cultures of
the last 2000 or
sexuality.. and this
is what makes Miley
Cyrus so important for change..;)
i DO my small pArt too..;)
“A man can do something for peace without having to jump into politics.
Each man has inside him a basic decency and goodness.
If he listens to it and acts on it,
he is giving a great deal of what it is the world needs most.”
~~ Pablo Casals ~~
Too PaRT small my DO i..:)
“What you own is your own kingdom
What you do is your own glory
What you love is your own power
What you live is your own story…
You don’t get something for nothing
You can’t have freedom for free
You won’t get wise with the sleep still in your eyes
No matter what your dream might be.”
~~ N. Peart ~~
Goddess of Victory
miGht say too..
“This time, like all times, is a very good one,
if we but know what to do with it.”
~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~
do iT KnoW..;)
“As far as we can discern,
the sole purpose of human existence
is to kindle a light of meaning in the darkness of mere being.”
~~ C. G. Jung ~~
or DO not..:)
“The thought manifests as the word;
The word manifests as the deed;
The deed develops into habit;
And habit hardens into character.
So watch the thought and its ways with care,
And let it spring from love
Born out of concern for all beings.”
~~ The Buddha ~~
And oh my GoD..
to juSt F iN DO IT!..;)
“Are you sure you won’t change your mind?
Is there something wrong with the one I have?”
— Gillian and Spock, “The Voyage Home,” star date 8390.~~
don’t overthink iT..:)
this fits great!..
of the doing activities
iN Holy and Sacred Thursday
sky now is
hmm… or noW anoThEr Now spArk..
“New Moon Reigns”.. coMes iNto orbit..
wInkS aT LeASt foR A 725th MacroVerse
thiS is now.. wiTh yes.. thE 137th dance
week niGht coming soon at Old Seville..
after a long day.. including many
activities.. with more pre-store
dance for prelude
of RAve Dance
down and up.. eTc.. AL..;)
And FinAlly.. what
most every Kat needs
for Christmas.. a wide
yA Gotta be KitteN
mE.. StylE oF Course..
WriTE oN course for mOre..;)
BeforE and After NovEL pARTy
Introductory post to Free Novels
Free Verse Poetry Novel
Free Verse Poetry Novel
Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
Approximately 3000+ printed pages…
With Hundreds of Beautiful Beach Photos..:)
KATiE MiA FredericK!iI
3.3 Million plus words
Super Epic Free Verse Poetry Novel
SonG oF mY SoUL..:)
Approximately 30,000+ printed pages…
And yeS.. FinAlly..
CrediTs FiELd oF DreAMs..
A Thanks YoU oF sORts..
GRains oF SaNd
GodsUniVerse 42 HiTchHiKinG
Hmm.. more and less..
A Meaning oF liFe..
After Book of Fred
of course too..
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
6000 Miles of DANCE WALKING! NOW!
Documenting this Public Feat oF Feet in 3 years..:)
After Dance oF Fred
Stop DanCinG noW..:)
Book oF Ten Sixteen..
9 Macro Verses from
October 2016.. totaling
141,244 words.. all liNked
from that Month like A Great PumPkin..;)
New Testament oF ELeVen iN HeaVen ‘SiXteen
New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen
Total of 12 MacroVerses with
final chapter of this New Personal
Testament named as such.. 181,221 words..
as streAMs.. RiVers… OceaN wHOle wAves SinG oN.. FReED..:)
12 MilLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
12 MiLioN ThanksGiVinG Words 2016
Documenting 12 Million words written
Since ThanksGiVinG oF 2010 or
A Seventh Book wHOle noW
oR wiTh 16 Macro-Verses
2016.. iT iS wHAt
Reunion with Duo of Trio of Original
Charlie’s Angels with Cortney’s Friend
filling in for the third spot as Chelsea did not
make it tonight.. and as always i got a more intense
Dance Work-out.. which is really
gonna make that
1020 Lbs on Leg
than 33 reps..
as has been the
case when Charlie’s
Angels come in force..
Anyway.. Maggie on the left..
then.. Cortney’s new super sweet
friend and Cortney on the right
as i wind down from dance
and add 61 dance photos
to ‘New Moon Reigns’
was a full
moon of dance tonight..
much more spirited there
tonight as ThanksGiving Night
is kinda dull as a different crowd comes out..:)
Facebook Friend Dan.. Shares this wonderful quote
that says “Call me crazy but I love to see people
happy and succeeding.. Life is a journey.. not a
competition” and i am so happy to have
lived long enough to see a new
generation that is more like
Peter Pan in way of Millennials
than stiff white collar and blue collar
focused only way of work over life.. and
my continuing participant observer anthropology
eYes ring this true on every Thursday Night as this
age group below 34 years of age.. most often accepts
all of who i am.. yes.. also college educated mostly.. over
most any other demographic in this red state area i live..
but never the less.. whether or not a person is part of any
specific demographic or ethnicity or any other label of
difference.. i for on see life this way as genderless
creedless.. and all other labels free no matter
if the politics and the philosophy and the
religion.. etc.. is part of what i agree with
or not.. and while it is not always easy
to hear things one totally disagrees
with from a friend.. friends don’t
throw friends away over labels
of difference.. now at least not
real friends in reciprocation
or not.. and when i was
in my darkest nights
of soul.. back
in the dead
although i had zero
friends on Facebook.. using
this account Katie Mia that actually
originally belonged to my wife in Katrina
Mia namesake way.. was an awesome avenue once
an iPhone came out with a retina display technology
that somehow allowed me to tolerate that first 4 inch
screen back in March of 2013.. allowing me to finally
appreciate a glimmer of Nature living in photos Katrina took
with her giant digital lens camera of the beach and farms
and area beauty that i could only dream of actually visiting
and feeling then in senses and emotions as all was pain
and numb then.. never the less.. it gave me a faint spark
of something.. and even viewing the faces of people
i had known and felt long ago.. on Facebook from
an endless distance also provided a faint
spark of humanity as i could not
see a live face that way.. even
my own.. without intolerable
pain in the light of day..
and seriously.. when
i then took my first selfie
photo that showed any kind
of emotions at all after recovery
of the pain of my illnesses in July
of 2013.. i was totally shocked then that i
was still a FucKinG human who came back finally
to humanity life.. i value people.. all people.. no
matter what they do.. i provide discernment and
am strongly opinionated in the poetry i do in all of
dArk and liGht.. sHades of grey.. and beyond rainbow
colors i currently see feel and do.. but never the less and
always more i have the ability to see everyone as friend
and dismiss no one as less or more important than a
grain of sand and less that is God more now too as
Nature whole and pArt of all that is God of Nature
too.. the dArk goes with the liGht.. the sHades
of Grey and all the rest.. it is what it is..
and i wanna experience all oF it
no matter struggle or joy
same.. and in the
last photo of
profile pic with
the Sweet Millennials
from old Seville Quarter where
Pan as me dances with them all free..
there is a man who is in wider scope of that
photo there.. a little rougher around the edges
as a Navy Veteran who is actually my identical
age at 56.. as i spoke to him back in 2014.. when i
first started dancing there.. he has his own style
of dancing too.. and does it his way.. all free.. and
back in 2014.. he was in a dance contest and
the crowd was cheering him on.. no matter
if he matched any of their demographic
specs or not.. and this my friends
is why the world will eventually
change more towards a
‘Bernie Sanders’ way
as this is the online
free access to
information.. yes.. they
still are spiritual but they
listen to no lies of old that says
that those who are born and bred with
different orientations of life are any less than
others no matter what labels institutions of before
have put on them as chains.. this me generation that
refuses the group think of old.. will be a savior of not
only each other but the environment.. other animals..
yes.. the very survival of every living thing on this
planet.. you can mark my words on that
long after i am gone.. to record
that prophecy here
as i simply
write it all down
as nows come to
greater liGht away
from the ignorance of before
and an apocalypse of lifting those
veils of ignorance in original Greek
Definition of just that.. yes.. it’s true
when i go to 120th Church street to park
on Holy and Sacred Thursday Night that place
is my true religion in SonG and DancE.. sure i focus
on DancE as focusing on SonG is what i similarly do
in Catholic Church on Sunday bypassing all the bullshit
and Sacred God
LiVinG as Force and
Power and SpiRit in
aLL of Creation Nature
sAMe now i AM all that is.. NOW..:)
Moving back to last Sunday
when the priest.. my Old Tennis
Buddy from high school.. and
just another Top 10 Senior who
was also in the Beta Club for nerds..
a Treasurer officer of the Club that i would
also hold office in as a Senior too.. hehe.. following
in his footsteps somewhat but no.. not eventually to
the status in hierarchy of the Catholic Church as Monsignor.. he
stating last Sunday that without the church there would no empathy..
no compassion.. no morality and basically no human love.. like the
oF God of FucKinG
Nature on a Desert Isle
without any FucKinG Brick
and Mortar Buildings or even
a FucKinG Book.. yes.. i could
lose a friend over saying that but
it’s part of the Dark noW and Shades
of Grey and Beyond Rainbow colors now
that must be said if evil does not eventually
rule the whole world away from the inalienable
rights God Given Nature creation same to Life Liberty
and the pursuit of Happiness aka pleasure you bet your
bottom and top innate dollar on that of course.. as any
Indigenous person without the stain of books could feel
ya and sense ya same iN TruTh and LiGht within.. trUth
is when i didn’t go to Church for 23 years.. the Fundamentalist
Christian groups who came into bowl.. told me i was a living example
of their God Jesus.. kinda ironic if you think real deep about that huh..
anyWay.. i was love.. i walked in the liGht of Love.. seeing no one more
or less than a grain of sand of love same as i have always done at
innate as such
watered by the
same innate eyes
of Unconditional Love
that was my mother from
ages 0 to 3 from a mother
who chose to stay at home
and water the garden of
love that would come
to sprout of me
out of a Kingdom
of Heaven now.. no matter
how different they looked and
did live for tHeir free pursuit now
oF liFe.. Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness too..
so last night i am telling Maggie.. one of Charlie’s
Angels that my wife thinks she is beautiful and i might
add she said the same thing about all the other angels
too who dance with me at old Seville Quarter.. ’cause you
see true love is deeper even than flesh and blood.. true
love is binding no matter what.. never jealous.. never
greedy.. never owning.. on for free and uplifting
same.. my wife is happy the more
beautiful women i get to
dance with as her
to help inspire
the liGht of otHeR
Free hUmans in sMiLes
comes to Fruition as she is
pARt of the KATiE MIA FredericK!iI..
Art teAM to bRinG more liGht oF Fearless SmART
Unconditional Love into the world.. and Maggie
said please bring her as she is the only original
Charlie’s Angels member who has not met her in
the mall yet.. but the truth is.. she can’t handle the
stimulus of Seville Quarter.. could have something to
do with her Epilepsy but never the less she can pose like Charlie’s Angels
too in respect and love of all that is free when Love is King and Queen over
fear and all con-social emotions associated with hate.. LovE DanceS SonG On..:)
three year ago..
no.. not a disease
the condition of all
that is that is God in
all of creation and human
experience too.. and using the
medium of blogs and photography
and freely shared cultural art in ways
of Google and Youtube way too.. i stARted
an eclectic journey of basicAlly doing what
ever made me happy all of course within the
parameters of local.. state.. and federal laws
but cultural norms in red state LA Lower Alabama
hell no.. ’cause i
live in a country that
allows for freedom of expression
as first amendment rights no matter
any rule of local fundamentalist church
as praise the lord we have separation of church
and state so when it comes to hating all up on
Miley Cyrus.. she can have a place to lay her head
with rest in the new iSreal US of A where hey
even in New still conservative Jerusalem
in milltown way i can FucKinG be as
free for happiness this way
as i care to do too..
and if someone doesn’t
like it like even some
of my family members did
then in ways of exiting Facebook
friendship relationship ways.. that too..
is their right to the pursuit of happiness
in worshipping what ever kind of life they wanna
DOO too.. without any sight or site of what i care to
do in life.. so sure.. the unfriend button serves a purpose
but in less it is someone trying to make money off of me as
a scam as
comes.. i ain’t
gonna get afraid
of how anyone lives their
liFe in ways of excluding them
unless they are actually harming
someone with intent.. as sure.. i have
not many.. but some limits too.. in Freedom’s
DancE and SonG of allitis as allthatis too.. anyWay..
this was one of the first times i really let loose and
celebrated all of Nature here.. including me.. and sure
on Facebook for it in relative way
or not.. hehe.. as liFe GoeS oN FReED..;)
And heAr.. yes.. see.. a YouTube Video of
the Sun with two Sun Devils at
of the Macro
with other Beach
Videos to celebrate
Nature in yes.. the Macro-Verse
from three years ago.. titled
And then from two years ago.. ‘December’s Indian Summer’..
a little chilly last night and today from the
Cold Front that also brought straight
line winds and tornadoes of destruction
in Florida Panhandle way.. this is
the third Indian Summer that we
are having now.. as the
up to Sun tan
land wHere beach
is coming more year
around as nows go by
in climate change of course
believe that or not for ignorance of course..;)
And.. finally.. another MacroVerse from two years
ago.. looking at God more as a winning
Ferrari than a book
and of course
for that too as
God is all that is..
dARk and liGht.. sHades
of Grey like i do love to say..
sure.. beYond all rainbow colors too..
as i continue to John 14:12 the Ferrari
and as me2..
pARt of Ocean
wHOle and that reminds
me to note that this
is the 726th current
Macro-Verse i am working
on.. finished now with the
137th dance week at old Seville
Quarter moving on to the 138th week
this Thursday niGht now.. as Lord kNows
i’m behind on pasting six Macro-Verses in
text only version to Personal Facebook Page
and my Facebook Blog and Nature pages for three Facebook
total pages since the post titled ‘New TesTament HeaVeN iN ELeVeN ‘SiXteen’..
Hmm.. anyway.. also note to self get outside to dance in sand and sun before
it clouds up with chill of afternoon.. as when creativity iN floW iN Zone goes
on.. you gotta keep going with the creative artful liFe away from the robotic
one step.. two step.. three step more.. mechanical cognition state of mind
that closes off
oF Art and
LiFe and LaughteR
and LoVe and the resT
of HeaVen now awaY from
paint by numbers problem solving state of mind..
it as it serves
for free back up
and yes.. an avenue
for anyone who would wanna
read what i do without all
the multi-media attached that
can and will also grind a slow
computer and narrow band Internet
or complete stop..:)
Butt.. yes.. first i’LL
finish the art of liFe
and break for robOtic liFe
to do juSt thaT..
aS SurE.. Art And
reaSon are a
Humans are relegated
to somewhat of a
as to be a social
animal means we
not only want each
other but instinctuAlly
we need each other as healthy
humans or even monkeys
all who are also
will wither and
die away from a
young age.. socially
isolated from what ever
apes surround them.. even
if they are the monkey see..
do.. and hear type of Apes as we
can and will meet in liFe.. from a young
age too.. anyWay.. as synchronicity will have
it i was feeling this today.. as i tend to have love
them.. and sure i will
love with no reciprocation
at all as i have been to a place
where both feeling and giving love
was a physical impossibility as tHeir
is living organics behind a spiritual life
of Love and all emoTions/SenSEs dArk and liGht..
anyway.. not everyone looks at life this way after
and void now..
and i understand
that as i cherish and
practice Love like an olympic
sport simply ’cause i can and WiLL
LIKE ALL OF LIFE LIKE THAT NOW..
a little off putting for some folks who have
not been to hell.. but never the less my friEnd..
the HeARt is an organic muscle of lOve from head
to toe that must be practiced constantly and worked out
in all the social empathic ways in art that can come free
with that or NOT And suffer the laws of attraction of Nature
God and sAMe in DArk actions.. including thought attract dARk
consequences and Positive actions same move toward liGht consequences
in all the ways life can and will come now.. however.. i am human and after experiencing
much isolation in life.. and much bullying when young.. it hurts when people say fuck you
you as the
in ways of empathy
and compassion goes amiss
when folks have 2000 Facebook
friends and perhaps little old me..
is the only one
stuff and likes
it as just a metaphor
as my entire life has been
like that however the love came
back and lives inside groWinG stronger
as i acknowledge the dARk moves through
iT for even more liGht now that iSREaL.. as Love..
it’s true.. we are creatures of habit.. and memory of pain..
misery.. joy.. and laughter.. but when we lift each otHer up
taller as Loving
Fearless smARt BeinGs
oF God and nature sAMe..
at leAst my FriEnd it works for me..
with sMiLes.. Zee.. as it doesn’t seem to
disgust you.. that i love you for no other reason
but to Love..
say that for the
strangers around the
world.. and there was a longer
day that i could not feeL iT aT aLL..
fearless love is fearless love is fearless love
bottom lines of Yes
And to HealinG LoVe
giFted to uS by God.. the
greAtest Force and Power
we have as SociAlly BeinGs oF LiGht..
iN MoVinG.. ConNectTing.. CreaTinG ways
as in all things noW
Now as alWays..:)
One thing about this Good Cop Jesus
that rings true.. is tolerating the dArk..
long enough to see what hinders liGht..
and what we see.. and feel and sense in life..
tends to become
what life lives on
course as experiential
reaLiTy in liGht or dArk..
sHades of grey and beyond rainbow
colors as this witness for God of all that is
continues on the youtube call for an uprising
dude’s page this last time before you leave for
now to regain a soul of love over unresolved anger
that leads to A worse place oF aLL.. the pain of hate..
Yeah.. the Good Cop Jesus had a lotta common sense when
the Jesus oF liGht said live by the sword.. die by the sword.. love
not only your friEnds and family but all neighbors same as one loves
God and self same worth no harm in consuming others over now.. a food
and drink of life.. even to go as far as turn the other cheek which was honestly
likely fit in by those who would rule everyone’s life in expanding a Roman Empire
through A Nicene Council of 325 AD.. it is for ours to discern the good parts that
remain my friend and the other parts that say hate your family.. even
children if they don’t agree.. slay others if they don’t comply.. sure..
apologists will say it means something else as any metaphor
can but to bring a sword instead of peace is to potentially
die moreover in action and consequence of dArk
over liGht of the Love iN cooperation and
fearless smARt togEthERness as BeinG
hUman now… anyWay.. my friEnd.. A
source of hate and anger and
vengeance over victory usually
comes down to three words
and those words are..
WHO HURT YOU..
and sure that applies
equally when one’s sister
is actually ritually sacrificed by
a so-called Satanic Cult.. while technically
rather rare in accord with law enforcement
identification it is more than that real where a
metaphor of Allah as God can be used by
extremists in other religions to rape
little twelve year old girls
writhing in pain of
to the devil same
in metaphor my friend
as with most every housing
of vehicle and vessel of myth
comes essence of Truth in both
liGht and dARk and infinite ‘tween now
of that.. and i for one my friend too have great
wrath.. for i have loved women.. some of which
who were sexually abused by fathers and uncles
and one who was actually ritually sexually abused
in an actual small Satanic cult as a minor in a place
in North Florida where the most churches per square
mile in record book way is the place i live.. so sure.. there
is always the possibility of the sickest cults wherever one
goes as the Dark and vicious cycle of abuse carries on in the
cruelest.. and tortuous ways of dead soul dARk.. and usually
those folks were also abused too.. in ways of perpetrators who
were never watered fully and fed with a Loving SoUl.. SpiRit and
heARt oF liGht.. when i first found this site in the Google Algorithm
feed as i search out all avenues of human beings to learn more about
helping the human condition.. i saw you as one of the most pained hUman
beings in a voice that was only anger and a voice of dARk hate.. but you
see.. i understand better why now.. as you’ve come out with WHO HURT
YOU first.. your resolute to move back to the Good Cop Jesus who even
loves enemies to escape the dArkness and soUl killing power of anger
and hate IS A great iSREaL miracle to hear for me.. as i left this place
too.. not expecting to hear this good news after the pizza gate conspiracy..
sure.. you can be forgiven for that as your own personal faith noW
AS love of that Good Cop Jesus finally rings here as true and NoW
you do sound like the hurt human being who has been underneath
all this anger and hate for so long as i have been coming here now
my friEnd.. with lines of prayers that i will use in a longest long form
poem and witness for God.. yes.. still exceeding 3.3 Million words in
over 42 months now.. to help anyone who comes along and reads
my personal testament in witness for God.. yes .. noW.. the YouTube
Uprising Dude is Now pArt of that and for now there IS A Happy
ending coming for those who prayed that you would come
back to the liGht of Love too.. as it is the one’s who
are the most lost that the liGht seeks most
to bring back to not only love but a
a love of life that truly can
be a heaven on Earth
a step away from
anger and hate..
dont’ doubt that
i too.. will remain
strongly defiant in the
way of anger and hate..
but the thing is.. my friend..
it all comes out in the wRite
and i walk away sTiLL in liGht..
God Bless you.. and best wishes
and hopes for all of your family as
as well as liGht memories in youR
eYes for your sister too.. when my son
died at 51 days from anomalies that were
just pARt of God and Nature sAMe.. i couldn’t
get mad.. as he never had the opportunity to even
feel love once.. i was bullied in school.. almost tortured
verbally as such.. but the love grown in me in unconditional
love by a mother won my life out in liGht.. no matter what iN
Victory.. my friend.. over Vengeance.. bottom line.. Love ISREaL
And Love is Victory.. anything less at the end of the now is dArk
my FriEnd.. may the Force of Love.. God’s greaTEst Gift to uS
be with you alWays.. it stARts with every word you thiNk.. and
every do you do.. thing is.. my friEnd.. juST do it and don’t give uP..:)
oH yeah.. and anoTheR preSent
for you or anyone here as i continue
A testament for God as forevermore now..:)
i love you.
a liNk too..;)
it can’t hurt..
after all is sAid and DoNe..:)
WeLL.. no.. ‘this’ isn’t Friday Afternoon..
it is still Thursday night where the
Facebook Algorithm Video Slide
Show Presenter and handy
assistant is a little
slow in bringing
up to date last night
but never the less.. it came
out great in expressing a dance
night of joy.. with yes… Cortney..
Maggie.. and Cortney’s sweet fill-
in friEnd for missing original member
of Charlie’s Angels.. Chelsea.. who isn’t
currently a member of the Facebook Rave
and by the way.. Facebook even automatically
tagged Cortney and Maggie in the Video with no
help from me.. dam this Facebook is getting too smart
to realize not everyone might wanna be tagged in one
of Fred’s goings on hehe.. but anyway.. Cortney is such
a creative little devil and such a natural theatrical talent
with that mischievous thing about her that makes the whole
thing that much more hilarious and fun too as life is the wit of
and more fun now..
iN an alWays joy of DancE and SonG..
And for full disclosure considering this went
Further than my Facebook page THAT IS
MY WIFE Katrina in the last photo..
as she does look kinda young..
but she is most definitely 46 years old..
with older me at 56 years old.. remember
Charlie.. the OLD DUDE from Charlie’s Angels
heHe.. is me..
iN metaphor.. WriTE oN course..;)
Green Heart Emoticon..
And i respond
SMiLes.. my friEnd.. Zee..
Love is LiGht
From that but what
Are Platitudes without
FeeLinG SenSinG DoinG
liGht more than kNoWiNG
Words.. sMiLes aGain with
Almost inFiNite Definitions
Matching Fire as Flame of
Other than that
i pray that LigHt
That is yours
Grows A torch
first one hitting number
one on the Adult Contemporary
Charts in December of 2007
one hitting number
13 on the Adult Contemporary
Charts in December of 2012
out of hell..
i never knew that
until a few moments ago..
never the less there is a little
personal magic in this new story
as the magic of synchronicity can
be anything we make it two thousand
years ago or even the same dam thing..
anyway.. bottom line.. Frosty is one snow man
that continues to evolve in the music world and sell..
as all myths do in someways even from 2000 years ago or so..:)
“He who is bent on doing evil can never want occasion.”
~~ Publius Syrus — Maxim 459 ~~
So what is evil..
or FucKinG crazy actions
with no promises at all.. hmm..
humans tend to seek order when
the Rovers say..
let’s shake this shit up..
and do something new..
and that sometimes
works in a land
trigger fingers.. crazy F iN
is as crazy FucKinG does..;)
“The most pathetic person in the world is
a person who has sight but has no vision.”
~~ Helen Keller ~~
A BIG ORANGE problem..
to FucKinG Drop..;)
“Whatever we cannot easily understand we call God;
this saves much wear and tear on the brain tissues.”
~~ Edward Abbey ~~
Or juST say FucK iT..
IT iS ALL GOD..
oneSelf froM IT ALL THeRe/tHeiR..;)
“I don’t know why it isn’t clear to other folks,
which is alright, you know, different strokes.
But, why should that mean that they must
force me to believe, or fail in trust?”
So.. A new
yes.. last year..
is walking from the
parking lot into a bar
to do a Jesus dance with
scores of lovely women who
comes across a
group of bible thumpers
who tale him.. if you do not
recite John 3:16 and confess
that Jesus is the only begotten
son of God who died for your sins..
you are going to an eternal house of
really all of
little did the bible thumpers
know that Jesus had already gone
to this place for 66 months.. yes.. been
there done it already as Jesus already knew
that he was no more special than the devil
as God condemned
him to that place for
not having Fucking
under the illusions
that if he didn’t make money
Jesus’ life would come to A FucKinG
end without the real green black dollar dEvil of today..
anyway.. that was so yesterday.. Jesus had already over
came that.. 66 months of hell and since then he had come
close to taking back all the lies and writing his own FucKinG
Bible soon to approach 3.3 million words in short form and 12
million words in long form all on record of course in a place where
by the original
person.. if the hackers
can’t get in.. hehe.. as
who would read anything longer
than a twitter verse anyway.. haha..
hehe.. makes coming as a thief
in the Bar ParKing lot
on 120th Church street
to see hahEhuh.. even
FucKinG naked celebrating
God in King David more vile ways..
including Dancing for close to 6,000 miles
by that date every where in public somewhere
far far away from a place with zero mass communication
out ON smart phones
that did not exist back
in that desert patch way way
back then.. in fAct.. perhaps..
a new age way is prepared
and this whole
by literally thousands
of folks along the way of
oral tradition in Aramaic amongst
thousands of desert wanderers in
round table way.. smart ass nerd
Greeks choosing bits and parts
of that to write down
written copy mistakes
and changing it to a new
revised version in totally open
source Wiki method then to whatever
fit the flavor of the intuitive or political
breeze of the now back then.. ending up with
both a Good Cop and Bad Cop Jesus to better
reflect then pitfalls of being human along with the
liGht of pro-social emotions that go along with expanding
empires in onward Christian killing indigenous people’s way..
keeping in mind
that the whole
this whole scenario
to a group of bible thumpers..
singing onward Christian soldiers..
in tHeir Merry Way close to Christmas
of last year.. never realizing that Frosty was
in their midst.. and to make an even longer story
the scene of
new age oral tradition..
they told Jesus that he was
the devil and everyone who read
his new age bible would go to hell..
and Jesus just smiled so big and so bright
that the lead Bible thumper starting yelling a primal
scream to the top of his lungs saying get the Fuck
take IT any
more.. the most
amusing part of this
story is it really happened..
hehe.. and no.. i am not Jesus..
Frosty the Snowman..
juSt call me.. FReEDman hEha..;)
AnyWay.. as you likely
can imagine.. i am A
as i cannot tale a lie..
only a BEgotten HAiry
tale that has come true..
Moral of the entire
story.. all my life
what i CAN AND WILL DO
even if i am ‘the only
one’ who returns to a field of dreams..
This story is way too complicated
for the big screen or books..
even close to ALL OF what
i am DOinG uPon this Beautiful eArTh..
thaT IS.. here..
AnyWay aGAin… thanks
gigoid.. a very inspiring poem
written by you.. 8 days after i started
Now back to
the rest of the
pearls as quotes..
as extra long side note ends..;)
Humans hardly ever learn from the experience of others.
They learn – when they do, which isn’t often – on their own, the hard way.”
~~ Robert Heinlein, Time Enough for Love ~~
66 months in hell
ass for the
truth of this..
bottom line now is all
now is and now i escaped that and am free now
Now iS ALL ThAt iS..
and THAT’S ALL
ENOUGH FOR ME NOW..:)
“Once we truly know that life is difficult –
once we truly understand and accept it –
then life is no longer difficult.
Because once it is accepted, it no longer matters.”
~~ M. Scott Peck, The Road Less Traveled ~~
Yes.. kinda like
what Peck said.. too..:)
“A man can only do what he can do.
But if he does that each day he can sleep at night
and do it again the next day.”
~~ Albert Schweitzer ~~
“In adversity remember to keep an even mind.”
~~ Horace ~~
works juST FucKinG
survive and the rest WiLL coMe..:)
“When it’s dark enough you can see the stars.”
~~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~~
i took a picture
tale as big
as a kite..;)
“Reality can be useful.”
~~ Solomon Short ~~
True story.. if you wanna
find wisdom.. go find
the person.. sTiLL
“I make my own reality…..”
~~ gigoid, the dubious ~~
“As one gets older,
one discovers everything is going to be exactly the same
with different hats on.”
~~ Noel Coward ~~
back for pARt
2.. read the first
pARt to Katrina now
and she responded
with a Fredache..
on.. noW Now
But she did let
as she was raised
in a Southern Baptist
church and no.. if i cannot get
through all the way now to my own
wife.. the mountain is yet to climb all the way
way now too..
the hats remain
still to forevernow be
changed as sAMe.. now
And reiGns STiLL
sAme and Different sAMe..:)
“…common human laws and interests and emotions
have no validity or significance in the vast cosmos-at-large…”
~~ H. P. Lovecraft ~~
as we are
the cosmos alive..
star dust plus..
someHow OR anotHeR
some humans get that separate..
and senses more
than that in purpose
and meaning iN aliVe noW..
it too.. as
speak volumes in purrs
In other words the
UniVerse iS in the
as the Universe..
or even FucKinG Validity
sMiLes.. i once
lived on a Wrong
Planet where a substantial
percentage held that illusion
noW A saddest place oF all..
a self-created hell on eARTh..
or even pARt of an innate
condition as dARk..
who see little to
NO AT LARGE
or validity to
tHeir very existence
as the UniVerse speAking with
eYes and eaRs and FucKinG Orgasms too..
IS A most important
inteLLigence and that
my friENd iS wHeRe myths
as houSinG Vehicles and
Vessels of TrUth and liGht coMeS iN..
and even FucKinG
Awesome as TrUth and LiGht..
kNOwn as TruTh and liGht..;)
oF A cosmic
DanceR SingeR oNe..:)
“I’d rather learn from one bird how to sing
than to teach ten thousand stars how not to dance.”
~~ ee cummings ~~
oF human existence
iN aLL oF A UniVerse now
A bird brain too..:)
“You must have been warned about letting the golden hours slip by;
but some of them are golden only because we let them slip by.”
~~ James M. Barrie ~~
now is Heaven
for those wiTh no
tiMe butt noW iN joY BreaThe..:)
“Do not be too moral.
You may cheat yourself out of much of life.
So aim above morality.
Be not simply good;
be good for something.”
~~ Henry David Thoreau ~~
HiGh.. how are yA..
i’M happy to see Ya..;)
“I am pleased to see that we have differences.
May we together become greater than the sum of both of us.”
~~ Surak of Vulcan, “The Savage Curtain,” stardate 5906.4. ~~
out iN A maTh oF one..:)
“The best way to cheer yourself
up is to try to cheer somebody else up.”
~~ Mark Twain ~~
Like i do
laugh all ‘you’..
want with/at me..
i WiN when you Laugh..
as i continue to giggle inSide..;)
“None but a fool is always right.”
~~ Hare ~~
of noW Now..
Happy or not..
Fool or not it IS what
it IS.. and frOwny face ain’t
forR NoW aT lEASt
And Now IS all that noW
exists now and now IS God
IS and God IS A Laugh as
way.. as IS..
OH my GoD! IS Happy..
That IS good news to me..
“Excellence is an art won by training and habituation.
We do not act rightly because we have virtue or excellence,
but we rather have those because we have acted rightly.
We are what we repeatedly do.
Excellence, then, is not an act but a habit.”
~~ Aristotle ~~
and wear a habit..
and even be a nun..;)
i honestly cannot remember
ever seeing a nun who was smiling inside..
for a flying nun..
but perHaps it was
because i’ve only seen
them at school and church where
AND creating Different instead of same..:)
Habituate creativity allone
as alWays new..
never a rule..
and never ever a
FucKinG HaBit ALONE..:)
And beyond nun.. and it’s reAlly
sad as whenever someone talks about
this good news thing as lector at Catholic
A funeral face
as dark as dark
growS in subjugation
and control.. only the
but what FucKinG
happened to God IS A Laugh
in the Good News.. pArt mUsTa
that was ‘A nun’…
iN frOwny face spirit
ugh.. ain’t no good news to me..
and what pisses me off most is when
the parents tell tHeir children to sit still
and not say anything when they are in hell..
Jesus F iN
Christ they’ll never
understand the dry humor of the Priest
surELy A microcosm
of what is to come in a much
larger hell for them at a very young
age in a world where both DancE and
in hell at
a very young age..
anyWay.. i do my pARt
i wear happy shirts and
dance and sing happy
noW like an emOtional
Bird.. wHo iS Happy
Gay and free Now..
serIOUslY.. i only
go to aMuse
kids iN walls
of hell NoW..
like any new age Jesus Clown Fool
WiLL DancE and SinG iN Super Walmart too..;)
A FAiry tAle iSREAL..:)
As alWays.. thank you
very much gigoid for
all you do online
it’s off to dance
noW wHeRe words oF DancE and SonG
Now beCoMe juST FucKinG Do IS NOW..;)
gigoid responds.. reminding me that
humans are not any more special
than the rest of the Universe
and i return in clarification
and validation of my
communication then with..
Dude.. you miss the larger story..
i am no more special than
The miracle of a grain of
Sand.. it’s a metaphor for
A poem.. it is what it is
Heaven for some
And like your own
We help create
Our realities but that
Does not reduce the miracle
Of the grain of sand that makes
The Love of human being possible
That holds both a mountain up
And the love that Can and Will
Be human by the miracle that
All that is and that my
FriEnd can be shit pie
Or a piece of cake.. heaven
Or hell.. cause i done ’em
Both.. yeah.. i technically
Know A grain of sand don’t
Give a shit pie about me
And never will.. either
Here on earth or
But if another
Part of God as
i reserve the
FAct of hope
And Love without
ILLusory Fears that
Is Emotion and Common
Sense that’s real Faith.. i believe
in only the realities that i now
Experience but been around
And have experienced enough
Of life to experience beyond
What most folks think
Is possible and it’s
Not fair but
It is what
Of sound for
Now rides a
LiGht over DArk
Over words that likely
Never will reach the full
Reflect a frAction
Of the entire
Discount your reality
FriEnd and of course it’s
A FAct oF FeeLinG..:)
As God ain’t
A bit for the
Way you feel
About the whole
Reality you see
NO one rains
On my parade
Cause sure i
You do now
i retain Faith
i will not return
No givens of
Grace alone my FriEnd
i eat this
And A teary cross
The greatest Gift of WiLL..:)
And we come to understanding
in common ground and i further say..
After gigoid says first
as i quote him
here in full
“*grin* “God is in the details; the rest is merely integers.” — Hacker proverb
As long as one doesn’t try to get others to travel the same path, it’s all good with me, my friend. Your path is, because of your own inner spirit, the one that works for you. What isn’t fair is that not all of us can see how that works, thus, creating resentment against the very universe they inhabit.
You keep dancing & singing (which is another term for living a poem…); everyone else will have to hone their own will….
And yes.. then
i go on to say..
For allowing me
To clarify and
I’ve found someone
Who either allows it
Or comes anywhere close
It but hey with more
WiNks.. i live in new
With yes.. thanks
Again and Love..
Long Long day of reading writing.. yes..
alWays at lEAst a little arithmetic
as i’m alWays a numbers
person and sort
as such if you
saw that recent
movie with Asperger’s
Ben Affleck Batman without
the cape Super Hero/?villain..eTc..AL..
anYway.. running across Ty here.. our historical
waiter at Ryan’s all one can eat feeding trough for
Sunday Dinner after Church for Lunch.. back from his
A-School.. over aT NAS Pensacola.. yet to be assigned
in his New Full-Time Job iN the Navy.. one of the only
secure jobs left in the Nation with some kind of future
of guaranteed benefits.. including retirement.. A lost
art of secure jobs in an economy growing more
efficient where humans need no longer apply
as automation robots continue to terminate
all the old jobs when humans had the
really great career jobs that
are now relegated to
service jobs only
even with a
F iN College Degree..
lots of folks with college
under their belt doing the
minimum wage dance but
hey i did it all day for totALLy
free while we watched the folks
all around me.. get excited and
pull out their revolving smart phones
to capture what i love to do for free.. digitally
as such.. relatively forever as long as online servers
keep serving up my dance.. yes.. all for F iN Free as i finish
over 13 miles of dance today as noted by my trusty Nike GPS
Sports watch aS Such too.. as the free DancE and SonG oF liFE goeS oN…:)
Hmm.. i thiNk ‘this Yoga Pose
Hold’ for generating so-called
masculine and feminine Yoga
BaLanCinG Force as oneness
with God in static movement
as such is reAlly Super Kool..
if one could feel and sense
what i AM ActuAlly doing
here in this most
and Selfie Same
Profile photo that
kinda says who i AM
when all is wilLd and FReED..
hmm.. but with a shirt like “Chillin”
with extra cold shades on a Sun’s Face
it’s sure to make at lEast one person smiLe
along with that half A Marathon of Dance today..;)
Oh Lord.. almost 3 AM..
but not too late to get a
oF aLL the art of the day out
on a day oF aLL around Cheap Thrills
as such.. hmm.. and yes.. tHeRE IS A
Song for that by Sia
that WiLL do
to finish uP
the rest of
what will be
on this note.. of larger
Micro-Verse as pARt oF
Macro-Verse number 726
oF Ocean Whole Poem AKA
SonG oF mY soUL AKA KATiE
MiA FredericK!iI.. also too.. yes..
yes.. yeS and more yes.. sTiLL exceeding
a grand total of 3.3 milLioN words.. jusT ’cause
i CAN AND WILL WITH 100percent FAITH OF LOVE WITH
BELIEVE AND HOPE.. WITH ZERO ILLUSORY FEARS NoW
AND ALL STUFF ASSOCIATED WITH THE EMOTION OF HATE..
of moving.. connecting
and creating with heaRt and
spiRit of EmoTioNal HeARt fully
employed.. as WeLL As A MiNd
And BoDy SoUL that continues
A BaLAnCinG acT iN thE Art oF
MoVinG to regulate emoTions
and integrate seNses as weLL
as conNecTinG and crEAtinG
ArT as SonG and DancE.. including
Free Verse poEtry.. yes too.. ALL FREE STYLE TOO..
AND now for F iN Sleep as anoTher noW of Joy continues..:)
Ha! Happy Karaoke memories
in photo way with Cortney and
Chelsea from the original
trio.. one year ago..
Rhapsody.. one song
i cannot yet duplicate..
so i swayed to the beat
as DancE instead of SonG..
And that reminds me of at age 18 when me and
my first Love Sonia traveled to down town Pensacola
to see ballet.. the last thing i ever thought i would do would
be anything associated with ballet and surely not in public for
6500 miles in 39 months but seeing Old Seville Quarter for the
first time and me already in a long term relationship that i wanted
to see become marriage.. there was a free and wild hint of a call of
the wild that said.. not yet.. you are still young and you just need to
let it all go with nary a care before you get all wrapped up and trapped
in life as
P whipped from the
beginning when Sonia
said you are gonna have to
spend all your time with me with
out even the freedom to go work out
and that’s what i did for 10 months.. spend
every single second of free time away from school
and work at her family home knowing and feeling still
tHere was much more to life that i was missing by becoming
her one and only and everything too.. until she got tired of the
much less confident person i became by not working on me..
staying strong and a little wild and free at least.. hmm.. my
life could have been much darker if she stayed and
it took me years to understand that i might
have never fully lived at all
until i learned to become
my own person first and
Love myself fully
and sure.. somewhat
i did that again.. as there
is alWays give and take as
far as that goes too.. as rules
are a necessary paRt oF liFe too..
anyway.. i got to back to Old Seville
when i was 22 to 24 in ending college
days with the ‘higher class’ girls i hung
out with in the more elite P’cola way.. 2001
a disco club of the so-called ‘lower classes’
came along and stayed for close to a decade after
that and Seville Quarter doesn’t seem nearly as classy
as it used too.. as i have the confidence now to see no class at all
and all folks as being equally as special as a grain of sand and me..
BELIEVE THEY ARE..
WE are all part of this
gAme oF liFe in my view now..
no less no more than a Grain of Sand
too of course..:)
“I miss the time we spent
together, I am watching over
you, always and protecting you
from harm. Be thankful for what
you have in life and you shall never
be port at heart.”
Sure.. i’ll wRite
it all down ONLINE
after i die..then..
and speaKing of
that after seeing this
Message from the Dead
Facebook Ego Booster thingie
from the meaww algorithm thingie..
on second cousin Terri’s page.. Aunt
Christina ain’t Brain dead after all..
she Awoke from a
oh the Joy of living
it’s what life does when strong..
And sure.. i stick more than my tongue
out when living with even more of the spirit
that flowS in
my veins F iN
Wild and Crazy and
FucKinG Fully alive saYiNg
whatever the FucK iS oN my mind..
i have so much in common with her
sure it all
runs in our veins..
as wild and free..
wild and free
And now.. MacroVerse Memory in Facebook way too..
shared from a year ago for Clothes of GOD in
in more than
every way that
sTiLL can be sAid
And as the MacroVerse
Memories for today ends
from two years ago..
as i alWays
to juSt make
prove it too… as i whip
out my smARt phone online
and sHow it to ’em ISReaL2..
and that for one lives on far
far far in a Heaven above
with no sun or moon
extends Nature now..
as pARt and heARt.. SpiRit
and SouL of the wHOle FucKinG EnCHILada..
per John 14:12
if yA wanna NT scripture
that back to me less.. perHaps..;)
So.. Second cousin
Terri shares another
Ego booster Algorithm
Profile analyzer as such that
says my full name is Katie..
Winner of Hearts
Enforcer of Justice
Harbinger of Love Mia..
and now i say..
too see my
Profile pic all
showcased in a fancy
MEAWW frame and yes..
in a somewhat
and BoDy sOuL way
with plenty of SpiRit oF
HeARt too as i juSt can and
So.. the county farmers.. got
together like an Almanac
and asked for
drought.. little did
they kNow.. i did a full
regaLA Indigneous Indian
Rain Dance yesterday and
whatta yA kNow.. the deluge after
Catholic Church has come while we
wait out the storm at home now as it slacks
off and Public
but while i’M on topic
on deluges and such as that..
today in Catholic Church the Synchroncities
Ring oN iN A-Causal connecting Principle
referencing somewhat frowny face nuns
and lectors as the first thing i see
when i sit down is a Nun giggling
with a laugh with the lady
and man who have 6 kids
spreading out across the
back row with me and
Katrina and our
older friEnd Lil..
and after that.. smiling
Lectors are present as we
have a different priest who always
now let’s the children do the liturgy as
such and do the choir after i talked about
the grey hairs doing the choir last week.. too..
so the lectors have sunshiny faces and voices
today too.. as they are children who sTiLL have a full
heARt SpiRit and soUL who remembers they are sTiLL noW
Free and Happy Children of God enough to really sMiLe at
leASt with giggles of honesty too.. as when the priest asks
the children what color robe thingy he has on.. a child immediately
speaks up and notices his color purple IS A shade different than
the deacon and calls it Pink instead of Purple as this will be the
third week out of four that homophobic type comments are
implied in the mass proceedings by the Priest to prove
their manhood and stuff like that.. so the Priest
says.. NO.. i do not wear pink.. and he said
his name but no need to use that here..
iT IS A breath of fresh air to
have children in charge
of God now.. but it is
still a very stale air
of the past
seem to think they
have to prove their masculinity
in an environment of a Catholic organization
as whole that has come to look like a place for
pedo apologists to rule at the hiGhest levels as such..
and yes.. of course human nature and God nature rules too..
as when you exclude marriage with the rules and having a wife
and stuff you are gonna attract closeted gay folks who are too afraid
STilL to come out to the family and go into the cloth as such and hide
and thou protests
too much as another
priest said when he wore
salmon this is salmon not pink
and i do not skip down the aisle
of the pews as such too.. anyway
it’s not really funny as this language lacks
compassion for the 4 percent of children in
that group today that science shows are going
to grow up gay.. with much bullying.. prejudice..
particularly in a red state area.. but that is getting
better as the younger generation is more like a Good
Cop Jesus in this way of accepting all others without color..
creed.. nationality and other stuff of difference in anti-trump
way but give Trump credit.. he said at least he was for gay rights
in the Republic Convention.. and considering he owns hotels in the
Hospitality arena.. he surely has plenty of gay folks as a stereotype
of course daily in his
past of who he worked
with.. at highest levels..
as gay can be happy too..
and really good with the high
class liberal customers too.. just
an observation that most folks with
common sense see.. so… strike a little
match for Trump.. and no priest.. you don’t
strike out with that homophobic stereotypical
remark that the men’s club still most everywhere
in angry old white dude way uses to prove their man
hood while it wanes into old age.. group think reigns..
it’s part of the con-social emotions of jealousy and hate..
and fear of course and insecurity too for folks who have not
yet arrived to the born again stage where all is love and tolerance
and accepting of differences as such.. in this way for those who
Industry’ of really
getting to understand
that folks at core need
and want the similar things..
tolerance.. acceptance.. and Love..
and sadly.. i only have one pink shirt
that says don’t laugh.. it’s your girl friend’s
shirt.. nah.. i have some limits that’s one that
even i will not wear to church out of respect for
of myths and tradition..
anyway.. the other synchronicity
on this 1st Sunday of Advent is prepare
ye a way for the Lord of liGht as surely a Jesus
can love free for now at lEast in New Red State Jerusalem
with a Merry Christmas Shirt with Rudolf with sHades leading
the choir from the back of the church as same as the children
who still actuAlly sense and feel the God of Nature wHole
inside sTiLL as tolerating.. accepting.. and somewhat
fearless unconditional love who are not FucKinG
pInk.. i came
up to the priest
with A remArk that
i like your piNk
robe and received
a hand shake and
a chuckle that
means for him i
am pArt of his
man’s club and
he has no idea
i was kinda
as he shakes every
one’s hands after church
in the lobby.. gave him one
of those firm he man bone.. yeah..
crusher hand shakes as i normally
do it softly as not only can i see the
soul that lies behind eyes.. i also can
feel it through a soft hand shake of feelings
that is more like a mind meld and surely a little
creepy to some folks.. i’m sure too.. as i am exposing
tHeir soUL like a beacon of liGht or bLack hole sTar inside
as it comes
as spock miGht
say with a spock
shake too.. he he..
also gave the older
more angry deacon dude
a firmer hand shake than that
and told another official of the
church.. and the lady next to me
too.. with the six kids and husband
in tow.. who had a little girl with a Christmas
shirt on too.. hey.. people are already decorating
tHeir yard.. so sure.. i can decorate me too.. as A little Rudolph2..
Okay.. now it’s
time for public
dance and Rudolph
will be coming back soon
to Facebook to let his Christmas
presents be kNown and fElt once aGain
as hiStory repeats itself in myths that house
the essence of trUth and liGht in so many different
vehicles and vessels that point toward fearless smARt
as Holy SpiRit WiLL..
when all of thaT iS FAiTh..
Oh yeah.. and A final synchronicity
from the church services and the previous
stuff i already wrote having no idea what would
come next is.. a reserve pilot instructor from Whiting
Field who attends church told me.. thank you for wearing
all those cool shirts to Church as his children love a break
of seeing them.. particularly star wars.. while we waited in line
at Taco Bell and in return He and Katrina.. he first and Katrina
for closing in on the thousandth time or so when we are toGether..
yes.. got to hear the entire miraculous story of a child of God named Fred..
soUL aS Such..
and sure another
Fredache for Katrina2..
same thing last night with
a lady in a long Christmas
check out line as she got to
hear the full story of Fred Gump2..
And as Forrest says.. i WiLL do more juSt ’cause
100 percent Faith
in what i’M DOinG
with NO FEAR BABY..
AND COPIOUS AMOUNTS OF LOVE
iN Fred Fearless
smARt talk waY..noW
And yes.. the Grinch
story is on the way too..
with several dance shirts with
his face but of course we have
the orange version of that this year too..
as surely myths do come trUe for iSREaL2..
orange pill form2..
i’ll take the Green pill
for now and continue to
gRow my grinch heARt Now
to maximum Multi-Verse
Ocean WHoLe way2..
THe F FTW2..;)
Target Selfie ‘here’ with a very nice
and sweet Target Girl who also
noted i danced with her at
Old Seville Quarter as we
discussed the benefits
of having Uni-Sex
Target as let’s
juSt say a
of the community
carrying around banners
on their pick ’em up trucks
have honored their vow to
boycott Target over allowing
all Americans to pursue Happiness
in the bathroom of their choice.. Oh..
Lord.. and i can even remember back in
them dead zone days where i did not have
the protective coating around my body like
what the Star Trek Enterprise uses as shields
to keep unsavory stuff out.. i could feel intense stress
and general misery and discontent at Walmart and K-Mart
so much more than the Target of more open minded and educated
folk in weight of lifting the veils of ignorance per original Greek Definition
really makes a
difference in the
mood of the environment
as such with an open tolerating
accepting heARt vs a closed discriminating
haTing heARt that has lost it’s very liGh..t i verily say..
anyWay.. she thought every thing i do.. down to the nude
art was cool.. as she has an open mind and doesn’t see darkness
A Free F iN Country NOW..
God Bless America for Target Freedom..
and she was also kind enough to tale me all
her friends loved me as i didn’t give a care what
anyone thOught.. as i exercise all my freedoms
from head to toe
she knew before
meeting the dancing
guy.. up close and personal
iN expose’ of all i am now..;)
As ‘they’ say for Target now
too and ‘Bulleye’s Playground’
iT iS that way for me too..
as the Heaven is at
Hands raised to
the sky in
Pose on the
Big Red Target
BaLL.. all free
aS SucH and yes..
it’s hard to see the Reindeer
red nose on the shirt but Rudolph
once again.. in this version has both
sHades and what at least looks like
a Mustache here.. oh yeah.. and the
Heaven’s at hand again made it’s way
into the Gospel of Matthew at Catholic
Church and sTillL folks are waiting for it
after death.. so sad to wait for Heaven and
never ever find it now.. trULy so Red Nose sAd..;)
What else.. yes..
the Algorithm of
show assistant comes
through in a timely manner
to document in public store way
the rest of the weekend Marathon
of mixed martial arts and ballet-like
dance.. and it surely was a blast with
free help and and free give away of dance
for those public audience folks.. kind enough to
share my all free spiritual praise dance music ministry
all around the Facebook world and such as that as dance does
go on and on
and on.. and closing
in on 777 dance events
in public like this not counting
the Seville 137 events where the
GPS Sports watch will not record the
miles of dance in that old building close
to the beach.. even if an average of only two
folks video tape what i do.. with the wife Katrina
actually catching many more do in dance events she
pays attention to for her hobby of what’s going down with
my dance with the audience too.. numbers add up quick..
and easily.. more than easily be a few thousand separate
videos of many circling the Facebook Globe now that still
exist there until they find someone else who is brave enough
to dance every where they go in the Metro P’Cola LA.. yes
Lower Alabama Florida Panhandle as such with a few
backwards ways of Old Testament view of an old world
somewhere else where scarcity rules over our overall
abundance over here in the lush forests.. beaches..
rest of God
Nature too.. all
for purview and even
resources for making
survival real in a forage of
lifE sTiLL iN Wilderness way..
anyWay.. if need be i would likely
bite the bullet and become a hunter
and fisherman and in general forager
as such to survive but for now i thrive
with Grocery stores and yeS.. even the
Five Dollar and Ninety Nine cent Mexican
Meal special at Taco Bell available as a special
over all days of the week for now.. as they keep the ease coming
for me to get my hands
too bloody for the job of liFe AT HAND…;)
And Facebook FriEnd Rafiah shares a status
that says she just graduated from College with
her Chemistry degree.. so i saY.. in encouragement..
Congratulations!.. now off
I wish it so strongly, Freddy.
I hope this does happen. Inshaa Allah
And i return with..
i will continue
To pray for it
And you.. my
And then Rafiah shared
some photos of a movie that
she has had on her watch list
for some time and is happy to
finally get to watch that i remember
i really liked but at that time couldn’t remember the name of it..
So i say..
i loved that
iN the liGht
And then after
all day i then say..
took me until tonight to
remember the name of the
movie but as you know i would
as i can’t have
one of my own now..:)
And then finally Rafiah shares a video of an Alan feature
creature or robot as such from Saturday night live and i say..
Hmm.. as synchronicities now
continue to ring in today in almost
everyway of what i do today for now..
this Alan Creature
is the way i am usually
received in public dance
by the female element of
the public audience as
compared to the
i see the males in
the dance hall physically
pull their girlfriends away from
asking me questions about what’s
getting down with the free dance of me..
i just don’t ‘know’ why but the male faction of
society has never liked me much.. i guess happy
scares them IN FACT I KnOW IT DOES AND BETTER
again to you my friEnd
hope you don’t go somewhere
and never come back here.. stay
you can please..
as friends will continue
to do if they so wish and will..;)
And then i say to Rafiah
in regard to “The Professional”..
Oh.. and after watching
the trailer again.. that movie
is like the new movie.. “The
Accountant” with Ben Affleck
playing an assassin with Asperger’s
syndrome in vengeance way who has
great difficulty finding friends and finally
who really cares about him..
as stories about life go on.. my FriEnd..
and sure i’ll park another trailer for that
perHaps for your continuing watch list before
And Gary Oldman does
a reprise of a similar
role with a similar
of deeper meaning
here in “The Book of Eli”..
i have a feeling you’ll like this one
and the roles remain..
as well as human archetypes
“He who has so little knowledge of human nature as to seek happiness
by changing anything but his own disposition
will waste his life in fruitless efforts.”
~~ Samuel Johnson ~~
of the ages of the sages
for most anyone who escapes
to control and subjugate folks
‘tween the sidewalks of life.. now..
This Dreamtime of time out of time..
sure.. the same stuff that Eckart Tolle
is speaking of in New age ways
more or less
is also the stuff
of going deeper within
and connecting to human
Jungian-like archetypes that
even science is starting to give
credence to as of a Discover Magazine
with a Google search..
anyWay.. Dream time is
heaven now for those who
escape the sidewalks of books
and such as that my friEnd.. they
are more likely to write them in some
land and never
ending story now..
words don’t do it justice
never have never will as they
are both figurative and concrete too..
And sure.. it’s the eye of the needle and
a hugely overweight camel for escape..
same story.. same roles.. similar
play goeS oN
and soMe add
verses to uniVerse
even iF it is watering
a sapling tree for life..
or a small
seed or whatever
the FucK.. mY FriEnd..
A devil doesn’t live in the big picture..
but sure.. one can visit never the less as more..;)
“We are never deceived; we deceive ourselves.”
~~ Johann Wolfgang von Goethe ~~
A Power oF
A dArk Force..
not everyone is cut out to kNow..
that’s not fair and it sucks but it is what it is..;)
one calls it
it is what it is
too.. strong or weak
or almost non-existence
subject to A dArk force2..;)
Just Say “Know!”
~~ Realist Bee ~~
“For a moment, nothing happened.
Then, after a second or so, nothing continued to happen.”
~~ Douglas Adams, “The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy” ~~
like a thousand
‘who’ visit ‘that place’..;)
“The fact that an opinion has been widely held
is no evidence whatever that it is not utterly absurd;
indeed in view of the silliness of the majority of mankind,
a widespread belief is more likely to be foolish than sensible.”
~~ Bertrand Russell, Marriage and Morals ~~
Hmm.. once one now
really studies all sciences/arts
usuAlly there is a deeper reason
can miss at least
as science shows now..
in the human art of both
thriving and basic survival..
For example.. scarcity makes
‘ridiculous controls’ for survival
and abundance makes
for ‘so much
over do it
that seem ridiculous
come about again
on in even
ways for survival..
bottom shared line..
survival.. so in other words
sometimes ‘stupid is’ works..
and the smArty
pants never get around
to reproducing while others
do it with their ‘ridiculous rules’
and carry on wayward sons as such..
and daughters too..
as even science shows
that while the population
of the world will stabilize
later this century.. those who believe
in ‘ridiculous religious rules’ will continue
to survive over smarty pants.. moreover..
with no birth control..
it’s all about giving a
free fuck or not
hit the road..or not..;)
“There is what there is and what we wish there was.”
~~ Subtle Bee ~~
And there is
also a now
that is awesome
and beyond most folks belief
as bio-neuro-diversity goeS on iN liGht and DArk..
and it is
what it is..
even if one says
there is only a chosen
few who get to go to heaven NOW..
for those who wait..
who could or would or should
seek it and find IT NOW forevermorenow..;)
“Tiger gotta hunt. Bird gotta fly.
Man gotta sit and wonder why, why, why.
Tiger gotta sleep. Bird gotta land.
Man gotta tell himself he understand.”
~~ Kurt Vonnegut Jr. ~~
“There is no birth without pain.”
~~ Carl Jung ~~
Yeah.. i wish
but i was way
too weak to make
it without the worst pain
known to humankind for
66 months from wake to sleep..
and when i say that was worth it..
be a mighty
fine place i live
for now.. as honestly
i would do it all again
now.. can’t full put
it into words but i can
put it into perspective.. mY FriEnd..;)
It’s just like the movie contact with
a glimmer of a wink
of dreamtime from before NOW..:)
“They should have sent a poet”
“There are worse things than dying.”
~~ Kalas ~~
A source NoW..WoN
oF aLL my WiLL/Hope/Believe/
FAiTH/LovE.. been tHeRE done thiS..
don’t go here..
as they can’t
hiStory sHows tHis..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd.. i
Write poetry to
Escape left brain
Joy oF LiGht
In other words i
Have to work extremely
Hard not to over analyze life
And the propensity is
STill what i DancE
And SinG to
A Balance of
HeArt and Science
Yang.. from my old
Now and then
i slither Back
For BaLaNcinG aLL
As a practice and Science of
Thanks my friEnd..
yOur place is one of
my most favorite places
to visit online.. obviously..
i seek and
surely find here
free and free is alWays
the key now as far as
happy comes to me..
or tall or short
or fat or thin
or smart or
Happy Intelligence i seek now..
juSt happy and free as iT happEns..
it’s kinda like when i dance in public..
girls moreover understand i am doing it
to be care free and happy and the ‘boys’
ask me why.. and obviously there lies the problem..
they were big
enough to bully
me when a child
for just a smile.. ignorance
The ‘only’ reaSon the myth of ‘Jesus’
is as popular as ‘he’ is.. is one..
to expand the Roman
men’ to smile now
for some reAson at all..
otherwise the desire for
fear and hate would have ‘killed’
but no.. he is
the ‘only one’ they
can ‘smile at’.. ain’t it
both ironic and ignorance of sad..:)
But on the other hand there is a bigger
reason too.. when scarcity arrives and
the tribal instinct arises to fight and kill
enough necessary for resources of
subsistence.. without killing
attributes of empathy
becomes the enemy
of kill and that too explains
why folks who live in scarCities..
no matter so-called time or place
develop frOwny face and become bullies
with cOld heArts too.. poor of food.. poor of drink..
poor of social roles.. poor of spirit as empathy and compassion
hells of scarcity
of empathy and compassion
where the tribal instinct and basic
snake brain is the flavor of mind for survival..
and most ironically i must continue to exercise my
of freedom to love
in a place like hell..
that just SO hapPens to
be paradise too for those
who feel and sense the beauty
of the environment here thaT way
out of tHat other human dimension (world)
within of hell my FriEnd.. sTilLL Love Wins..
enough to breathe..
DancE and SinG Free..:)
SMiLes.. my friEnd..
L i L L i A N noW
A revolution oF Fear..
Hate.. and sadly ignorance
Has spoken and learned to
But a DancE and SonG
Can And WiLL sTiLL
BeCome A rEvolution
Orange as Earth.. WiNd
FiRe Dances and
And Free For
i Can and
WiLL DancE and SinG
For Freedoms Sting Be Ring..
Other than that.. Greetings
And Welcome back to the
Current states of affair
With a Laugh
For the ironic
Comedy of the
And DancE and SonG..:)
SOHEIR blogger friend
shares an Islam oriented
video on ‘Do not Be Sad”
and i say..
Thanks Fred dear friend!!!
i intimate back..
As well as blissings
My friEnd SOHEIR..
Happy humans means
Peace.. Love.. and A
SonG oF Harmony..:)
Well said Fred!!!
And i lovingly
And now i say..
that’s how love
to Ocean wHole..:)
Then SOHEIR discusses
her pursuit of graduate
from online life..
And i say..
Good to hear
About the advancement
Of your studies.. SOHEIR..
Best wishes for continuing
Thanks for the wishes Fred!
Have a good day my friend!
And i return with..
And then i finAlly
And now i say
it is refreshing to
come across folks
who are human enough
online to actually carry on
a reciprocating social conversation
of contact.. connect.. and care..
it comes from..:)
As i end a trip back
to Zee’s place to finish
this ‘Star Rain’.. for now..;)
And a repeat of what i’ve already
said with further response here too..
SMiLes.. my friEnd.. Zee..
Love is LiGht
From that but what
Are Platitudes without
FeeLinG SenSinG DoinG
liGht more than kNoWiNG
Words.. sMiLes aGain with
Almost inFiNite Definitions
Matching Fire as Flame of
Other than that
i pray that LigHt
That is yours
Grows A torch
I hope the same,
thank you for your well wishes..:)
And i return with..
Hope and Love
Wins for Peace
And now i visit Zee’s next post..:)
‘You did not get this from me.
Somewhere inside of you there is rain.
Somewhere in your stomach,
something beautiful is growing
and it is infinite.
Don’t you let them try and take that from you,
you are open and you are a flood,
someday someone is going to want to die in you.’
– “Jaan-E-Maan” by Azra Tabassum
(Jaan-E-Maan means “My Dear” in Persian and “Darling” in Urdu language.)
sMiLes.. my friEnd
Zee.. beFore i cAMe
here today.. i was having
a reAlly hard time finding
a title for
what i wrote
as i don’t seek
titles.. they come
to me.. along with
words my friEnd
SpiRit liGhts A hoMe..
anyWay.. for somE FeeLinG
SenSinG deep down iN aLL of
everynow.. ‘Star Rain’
here.. and you in thAT..
provide A gift unwittingly
too..noW of Both SonG
and Words.. sharing
freely that dots
aLL oF home Now
oF eYe.. you kNow
i have thiS FeeLinG
thaT God iS GroWingLy
leARning to sPeak preSent
iN all of wE who seek to FiNd
A hiGher meaninG and purposE now
than beFore mY friEnd.. as synchronicities
continue to fruIT.. aS nows go on as Star Rains
that come from crucible iN fire oF Star bursts as
we sentient sTar duSt plUs GroW iN ConNecTinG Force
as simply MoVinG CreATinG
do as Free
Rain.. Stars gLow
And gRow as Ocean WHole..
Thanks for giving
and sharing what
you do here..
as Star Rain liGht..:)
Hello.. Mark Dice.. i don’t usuAlly
say the name of those who deal
in terms of bucks in fear and hate..
and surely it’s been
a long now
when you mostly
dealt in fear and hate
in totally ridiculous conspiracy
theories that the minions who live
in scarcity.. fear.. and hate of group
thiNk fLock to wHeRe misery and company
now of course
misery does love
company and how sad
thaT is.. and hmm.. why would
i come here while LiVinG iN heaVen
now.. yeah that real place that whoever
wrote about and all wrote about that exists
now.. for those who live tHeRe iN hope and love
away from fear and hate.. dude you just interviewed
a bunch of Jesus folks and you are criticizing them for
not judging and you call yourself a Christian.. the anthropologist
in me has to wonder how and why a message by a man that folks
actually worship as God can get so lost.. well thaT iS simple my friend
you call those who live in dArkness out by highlighting liGht and they
where ‘tHey’ live
it.. and OMG you
even make a considerable
income in Google Pennies
peddling fear and hate online
as freedom of speech and expression
allows for now.. at least with donations
anyway as Star
Wars says.. don’t
discount the power
of the dARk Force and
that is why i visit friend..
in continual study and
recognition of the reaLIty
of both Heaven and Hell..
AnyWay.. Synchronicity rules
in bigger God TApestry and
Nature sAMe masterpiece
oF aRt continuing both iN
liGht/dArk.. ‘tween sHades
of Grey and beYOnd noW
colors too.. you
of Green Back
Dollar bILL mY
FriEnd as i recognize
and liGht the dARk here..
but never the less in places
wHere theRE were actually juSt
lost Christians.. i changed the course
of what they did.. a few you tubers heRe
and tHere who sTiLL had a liGht of something
more than a dollar biLL.. deep deep deep inside..
wHere liGht loves to eScape as Love.. so i’LL share
the same liNk that i provided the call for an uprising
dude before he gave up his old moon reign.. so here for
Reign and to be clear
i am fully aware you never
read the comments here and
you don’t care about anything
here but a dollar bill.. but hey
tHere is still intelligent love
here and tHere
oh.. my friEnd
you are StiLL
a shiny bright
dARk muse.. and
it’s so dam obvious
thou protests a little much
as it aint’ hard to tale wHere yA come from..;)
Anyway2.. you just helped me to create the longest
long from poem ever in ISReaL witness for God in
over 42 months now.. exceeding 3.3 milLioN words
and F88KinG believe it or not.. it’s all for fun and liGht
and Love and sure recognizing thaT otHeR place too..
tHeir IS A REvolution of LoVE in Star Rain liGht noW my FriEnd
but the deal is.. only for those who are currently and alWays have
noW aT Hand
IsreaL as natUre
and sentient star
of star burst
fire that still
liGhts uP LoVeYes
of wisDom.. seNsing..
And FeeLinG aS OuRs..
Torch oF FLAme i AM
Yep.. this fits
iN juST fiNe..
see ya later baby..
iT is possible that you
have juST BEen ‘promoteD aGain’
to mY you tuber dArk muse foR noW..
to tale.. as
NoWs Go ON..;)
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